Kahe Kalapurnasuri Part 04 Gujarati

Author(s): Muktichandravijay, Munichandravijay
Publisher: Shanti Jin Aradhak Mandal
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032616/1

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kahe kalApUrNasUri-4 kapa, mukticandravijayagaNi pa. municandravijayagaNiA

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vi. saM. 2058, kezavaNA bane hue pU tIrthaMkara kI yAda puNya- vaibhava aba dekhane milegA ? svargagamana se 15 dina pUrva ka vi.saM. 2058, jAlora (rAja

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va su.4, zanivAra 16-2-2002 ko rAja.) meM svargavAsI yazrI kI ciravidAya kI jhalaka rAnevAlA . kahA~ svIra

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kahe kalApUrNasUri - 4 (adhyAtmayogI pU. AcAryazrInI sAdhanApUta vANI) (vi.saM. 2056, bhA. va. 4, 17-9-2000, ravivArathI vi.saM. 2057, mA. su 5, 1-12-2000, zukravAra sudhI, pAlItANA) vAcanA pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. - AlaMbana pUjyazrInA guru-maMdiranI pratiSThA, vi.saM. 206 2, mahA vada 6, tA. 19-02-2006, ravivAra, zaMkhezvara | preraNA pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya kalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. pUjya paM. zrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNi avataraNa - saMpAdana paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi paM. municandravijaya gaNi C prakAzana zrI kalApUrNasUri sAdhanA smAraka TrasTa Agama maMdiranI pAchaLa, posTa zaMkhezvara, ji. pATaNa (u.gu.), pIna : 384 246. zrI zAnti jina ArAdhaka maMDala, manapharA manapharA, zAntiniketana, ji. kaccha, tA. bhacAU, pina : 370 140.

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pustaka : kahe kalApUrNasUrijI (pU. AcAryazrInI sAdhanApUta vANI) prathama AvRtti : vi.saM. 2057. dvitIya AvRtti : vi.saM. 2062 avataraNa-saMpAdana : paM. mukticandravijaya gaNi paM. municandravijaya gaNi mUlya : rU. 120/ nakala : 1000 saMparka sUtra : > TIka Ara. sAvalA POPULAR PLASTIC HOUSE 39, D. N. Road, Sitaram Building, 'B' Block, Near Crowford Market, MUMBAI - 400 001. * Ph. : (022) 23436369, 23436807, 23441141 Mobile : 9821406972 SHANTILAL / CHAMPAK B. DEDHIA 20, Pankaj 'A', Plot No. 171, L.B.S. Marg, Ghatkopar (W), MUMBAI - 400 086. * Ph. : (022) 25101990 CHANDRAKANT J. VORA : Phool Wadi, Bhachau, Kutch (Guj.). Ph. : (02837) 223405 mudraka : Tejas Printers 403, Vimal Vihar Apartment, 22, Saraswati Society, Nr. Jain Merchant Society, Paldi, AHMEDABAD - 380 007. * Ph. : (079) 26601045

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O000 punaH prakAzana prasaMge.. G suvidhAMjana-sparzathI AMkha jyor avidyAnuM aMdhAruM bhAre vidAraka jue te kSaNe yogIo dhyAna - teje, nijAtmA viSe zrIparAtmA saheje - jJAnasAra 148 ra - padyAnuvAda jJAnasAramAM A rIte AvatA varNana mujaba ja pUjyazrInuM jIvana hatuM, e sau koi supere jANe che. e mahAyogI potAnA hRdayamAM bhagavAnane jotA hatA, jyAre loko temanAmAM bhagavAnane jotA hatA. AvA siddhayogInI vANI sAMbhaLavA - vAMcavA loko Atura hoya te svAbhAvika che. pUjyazrInI hAjarImAM ja 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustakanA cAreya bhAgo bahAra paDI gayA hatA, jijJAsu ArAdhaka loko dvArA apratima prazaMsA paNa pAmelA hatA. chellA ghaNA samayathI ArAdhako taraphathI A pustakanI mAMgaNI hatI, paNa nakalo khalAsa thai jatAM ame e mAMgaNI saMtoSI zakatA na hatA. pahelA bhAganI traNa-traNa AvRtti bahAra paDavA chatAM lokonI mAMgaNI cAlu ja hatI. pachInA traNa bhAgo to bahu ja durlabha banI gayA hatA. kAraNa ke tenI eka ja AvRtti bahAra paDelI hatI. zaMkhezvara tIrthe vi.saM. 2062, mahA vada 6, tA. 1902-2006nA pUjyazrInA guru-maMdiranI pratiSThAnA pAvana prasaMgane lakSamAM laine prastuta pustakanA cAreya bhAgo hindI tathA gujarAtImAM eka sAthe bahAra pADavAmAM AvI rahyA che, te khUba ja AnaMdaprada ghaTanA che.

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A graMthanA punaH prakAzana mATe mukhya preraka parama zAsana prabhAvaka, vartamAna samudAya-nAyaka pUjaya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., viddhakarya pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivara tathA pravaktA pU. paMnyAsapravarazrI kIrticaMdravijayajI gaNivara Adine ame vaMdana karIe chIe. - A graMthanA khUba ja cIvaTa ane khaMtapUrvaka avataraNasaMpAdana tathA punaH saMpAdana karanArA pU. paMnyAsajI zrI mukticaMdravijayajI gaNivara tathA pU. paMnyAsajI zrI municaMdra-vijayajI gaNivarano ame khUba-khUba AbhAra mAnIe chIe. A graMthamAM Arthika sahayoga ApanArA mahAnubhAvone ame hArdika dhanyavAda ApIe chIe. divaMgata pU. munivaryazrI muktAnaMdavijayajIno paNa AmAM apUrva sahayoga rahyo che, jene yAda karatAM ame gadgad banI rahyA chIe. hindI prakAzanamAM Arthika sahayoga ApanAra lodI cAturmAsa samiti tathA phalodI nivAsI (hAla, cennai) kavaralAla ceriTebala TrasTa tathA cennainA anya dAtAone vizeSata: abhinaMdana ApIe chIe. zrIyuta dhanajI gelA gAlA parivAra (lAkaDIA) dvArA nirmita guru-maMdiranI pratiSThAnA pAvana prasaMgane lakSamAM rAkhIne prakAzita thatA A graMtha-ratnone vAcakonA kara-kamaLamAM mUkatAM atyaMta harSanI lAgaNI anubhavIe chIe. atyaMta zIghratAthI cIvaTapUrvaka cAreya bhAgone hindIgujarAtImAM chApI ApanAra tejasa prinTarsavALA tejasa hasamukhabhAi zAha (amadAvAda)ne paNa zI rIte bhUlI zakAya ? - prajJALe

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pUjyazrInI vANI jijJAsu vargamAM vadhune vadhu prasAra pAme, evI bhAvanApUrvaka prastuta graMthanuM prakAzana karatAM AnaMda anubhavIe chIe. zrI kaccha vAgaDa sAta covIzI jaina samAja saMcAlita velajI dAmajI bhaNazAlI yAtrika bhuvana, pAlItANA.

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sahayogIone dhanyavAda hemAMjali TrasTa surendranagara zrI kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ArAdhanA bhavana zrI vAgaDa vI.o.zve.mU.pU. jaina saMgha, goregAma, muMbai...... > bharUDiyA jaina saMgha bharUDiyA, kaccha-vAgaDa.... navajIvana jaina zve.mU.pU. saMgha muMbai-8 125 OM zrI vAgaDa vI.o.zve.mU.pU. jaina saMgha aMdherI (vesTa), muMbai 125 125 125 125

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prakAzakIya anaMtAnaMta siddhonI puNya dharA pAlItANA khAte kaccha-vAgaDadezodvAraka, parama zraddheya adhyAtmayogI pUjaya AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA., madhurabhASI nUtana AcArya zrImad vijaya kalAprabhasurIzvarajI ma.sA., vidvadvarya pujaya paM. zrI kalpataruvijayajI , pravaktA pU.paM.zrI kIrticaMdravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI (hAla paMnyAsajIzrI) mukticandravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI pUrNacandravijayajI, pU. gaNivaryazrI municandravijayajI, pU. munizrI kumudacandravijayajI, pU. munizrI kIrtiratnavijayajI, pU. munizrI tIrthabhadravijayajI, pU. munizrI hemacandravijayajI, pU. munizrI vimalapravijayajI Adi 30 jeTalA pU. sAdhu bhagavaMto tathA 429 jeTalA (lagabhaga saMpUrNa vAgaDa samudAya. mAtra 40 jeTalA sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta pAlItANAthI bahAra cAturmAsa hatA.) sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtonuM vIsa varSa pachI vAgaDa vIsA osavALa jaina saMgha tathA sAta covIzI jaina samAja banne taraphathI avismaraNIya cAturmAsa thayuM. - cAturmAsa daramyAna 18 pUjya sAdhu bhagavaMta tathA 98 pUjya sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone bRhad yogodvahana, mAsakSamaNa Adi tapazcaryAo, (alaga peja upara tapasvIonI sUci ApI che.) jIvadayA AdinA phaMDo, paramAtma-bhaktipreraka vAcanA-pravacano, ravivArIya sAmUhika pravacano, jina-bhakti mahotsavo, upadhAna Adi anekavidha sukRtonI zreNi sarjAI. cAturmAsa pachI paNa 99 yAtrA, 15 dIkSAo (bAbubhAI, hIrena, pRthvIrAja, cirAga tathA maNibena, kalpanA, kaMcana, cAmati, zAntA, vilAsa, candrikA, latA, zAntA, maMjulA, bhAratI) tathA traNa padavI (pUjaya gaNizrI mukticandravijayajIne paMnyAsa-pada, pU. tIrthabhadravijayajI tathA pU. vimalaprabhavijayajIne gaNi pada) vagere prasaMgo zAlInatAthI UjavAyA.

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A badhAmAM sau jijJAsu ArAdhakone sauthI vadhu AkarSaNa hatuM : adhyAtmayogI pUjya AcAryazrInI vAcanAonuM. pUjyazrIno managamato viSaya che : bhakti. A cAturmAsa daramyAna namutthaNe sUtra paranI pUjya zrI haribhadrasUrikRta lalita-vistarA nAmanI TIkA para vAcanAo cAlI. lalita vistarA eTale jaina-darzananuM bhakti - zAstra ja samajI lo. lalita-vistarA jevo bhaktipradhAna grantha hoya, pUjyazrI jevA vAcanA-dAtA hoya, pAlItANA jevuM kSetra hoya, prabhu-premI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI jevA zrotA hoya, pachI bAkI zuM rahe ? A vAcanAomAM pUjyazrI pUrepUrA khIlyA hatA. vAcanAonI A vRSTimAM bhIMjAIne aneka AtmAoe parama prasannatA anubhavI. vadhu AnaMdanI vAta to e che ke A vRSTi tAtkAlika avataraNa dvArA noTa rUpa DemamAM saMgRhIta paNa thatI rahI. amArA ja gAmanA ratna pUjaya paMnyAsajIzrI mukticandravijayajI gaNivara tathA pUjaya gaNivaryazrI municandravijayajI dvArA A vAcanAonuM avataraNa thayuM che, te ghaNA ja AnaMdanI vAta che. A pustakanI jhaDapathI presakopI karI ApanArA pU. sAdhvIjI kumudazrIjInA ziSyA pU.sA. kalpajJAzrIjInA ziSyA pU.sA. kalpanaMditAzrIjInuM ame kRtajJatApUrvaka smaraNa karIe chIe. pustakanA A kAryamAM Arthika sahayoga ApanAra paNa abhinaMdanane pAtra che. pUjya baMdhu-yugala dvArA avataraNa karAyelA anya traNa pustaka (kahe, kalApUrNasUri-1, kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie-2, kahe, kalApUrNasUri-3) nI jema A pustaka (kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4) paNa jijJAsuo avazya AvakAraze tevI zraddhA rAkhIe chIe. A pustaka vAMcIne prabhAvita thayelA vAcakonA patrothI amArA

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T utsAhamAM niraMtara vadhAro thato rahe che. keTalAka jijJAsu gRhastho to A pustaka vAMcIne navA pustaka mATe potAnA taraphathI agAuthI anudAna ApavA mATe tatparatA dharAve che, te A pustakanI lokapriyatA ane hRdayasparzitA kahe che. bhUkaMpa- grasta amAruM gAma 00 vi.saM. 2057, mahA su. 2, zukravAra, tA. 26-1-2001nI savArano 8.46 no samaya kaccha - gujarAta mATe gojhAro nIkaLyo. mAtra aDhI-traNa miniTomAM ja seMkaDo gAmo dharAzAyI banI gayA, hajAro loko kATamALanI nIce dabAIne "bacAvo, bacAvo, kADhonI cIso pADavA mAMDyA, bIjA hajArone to cIso pADavAno paNa avasara na maLyo. vajanadAra chata, pattharAo vagere nIce te ja kSaNe cagadAI gayA ne mRtyune bheTyA. 8.1 rikTara skelanA AvA bhayaMkara bhUkaMpathI AkhuM vizva hacamacI UDyuM. (bhAratIya bhUstarazAstrIo pramANe A bhUkaMpa 6.9 rikTara skelano hato, jyAre amerikana bhUstarazAstrIo tene 7.9 ke 8.1 no kahetA hatA. bhAratIya bhUstarazAstrIoe tenuM kendrabiMdu kaccha - bhujathI uttaramAM loDAI-baMga pAse kahyuM che jyAre amerikana bhUstarazAstrIoe svayaM zodhIne kacchanA bhacAu tAlukAmAM baMdhaDI-manapharA-cobArI pAse kyAMka kendrabiMdu hovAnuM kahyuM che. nukazAnI jovAmAM Ave to amerikana bhUstarazAstrIo sAcA lAge.). bhUkaMpanuM kendrabiMdu amArA gAma manapharAnI pAse ja hovAthI aneka gAmonI sAthe amAruM gAma saMpUrNa dhvasta thaI gayuM, je tasvIra jovAthI khyAla Avaze. bhacAu, aMjAra, rApara ane bhuja A cAra nagaro sahita cAreya tAlukAomAM bhAre khuvArI thaI. hajAro mANaso jIvatA daTAyA. pelA 000

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bephAma kavie kahyuM che : 'jIvanano rasto mAtra gharathI kabara sudhIno che." paNa ahIM to ghara ja kabara banI gayA hatA. je chata ane chAparAe atyAra sudhI rakSaNa ApyuM hatuM te ja atyAre bhakSaNa karanArA banyA hatA. 'je poSatuM te mAratuM evo dIse krama kudaratI' kalApInI A paMkti keTalI yathArtha che ? aneka gAmo sAthe amAruM manapharA gAma paNa dharAzAyI banyuM. derAsara, upAzraya Adi dharmasthAno sahita lagabhaga tamAma makAno jamInadosta banyA. amAruM gAma vikramanI 17mI sadInA prAraMbhamAM ja (vi.saM. 1606) vaseluM che. tyAranI UbhelI gAma vaccenI jAgIra (lagabhaga sADA cAraso varSa jUnI A majabUta jAgIrane jo I koI niSNAta Ijanere kaheluM : haju ochAmAM ochA baso varSa sudhI A jAgIrane koI ja vAMdho nahi Ave.) paNa pUrNatayA dhvasta thaI. gAmanI zobhArUpa devavimAna jevuM rUpALuM 34 varSa junuM tIrtha jevuM derAsara paNa pattharonA DhagalArUpe pheravAI gayuM. manapharAnA 450 varSanA ItihAsamAM gAmano pUrepUro saphAyo pahelI ja vakhata thayo. jo ke dharatIkaMpano pradeza hovAthI kacchamAM avAranavAra dharatIkaMpo AvatA rahe che. Avo ja moTo dharatIkaMpa I.sa. 1819, 16mI jUnanA divase Avela, jenA kAraNe siMdhu nadInA vaheNa kacchamAM AvatA kAyama mATe baMdha thaI gayA. kaccha kAyama mATe verAna thaI gayuM. "kacchaDo bAre mAsa'nI ukti mAtra lokajIbhe ja rahI. vAstavikatA taddana viparIta banI gaI. e dharatIkaMpathI pazcima kacchamAM vadhAre nukazAna thayuM haze, pUrva kaccha (vAgaDa) bacI gayuM haze, ema 450 varSa jUnI jAgIra ane 800 varSa jUnA bhadrezvaranA jinAlayane jotAM lAge che. e pahelAM vi.saM. 1256mAM bhayaMkara bhUkaMpa Avelo. jenA kAraNe nArAyaNa sarovaranuM mIThuM pANI khAruM thaI gayeluM, ema itihAsavettAo kahe che. hajAra varSamAM be-traNa vAra AvatA AvA bhUkaMpathI pahelA karatAM paNa atyAre tArAjI khUba ja thaI che. kAraNa ke bahumALI makAnonI

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racanA pachI Avo moTo bhUkaMpa bhAratamAM kadAca pahelIvAra Avyo che. kaccha pachI vizvabharamAM InDoneziyA, cIna, jApAna, aphaghAnistAna, amerikA, AsAma Adi sthaLoe zreNibaddha thayelA bhUkaMpanA AMcakAoe vizvabharanA lokone bhUkaMpa aMge vicAratA karI dIdhA che. doDha be hajAranI vasatIvALA nAnakaDA manapharA gAmamAM bhUkaMpathI mAryA gayelA 190 jaNamAM 60 to jaino hatA. ghAyala thayelA to judA. be-pAMca hajAra varSa pahelAnA jUnA maMdiro kema Aje jovA maLatA nathI ? nadIo kema lupta banI jAya che ? nagaro kema dhvasta banI jAya che ? nadIonA vaheNa kema badalAI jAya che ? loko kema sthaLAMtara karI jAya che ? 'moMe jo Dero" jevA TIMbA kema bane che ? - evA ghaNA praznono javAba AvA dharatIkaMpo che. mANasa mATe moTo gaNAto A bhUkaMpa kudaratamATe sAva nAnakaDuM taNakhalA jevuM kArya paNa hoya ! kudaratamAM to AvA pheraphAro AvyA ja kare. dhArmika dRSTie vicArIe to AmAMthI anityatAno bodhapATha maLe. mamatAnA tANA-vANA toDavAno avasara maLe. ane gharamAMthI mane bahAra kADhanAra tuM koNa ? evuM kahenArA mANasane bhUkaMpano eka ja AMcako bahAra kADhI mUke che, A ochI vAta che ? | mamatAne dUra karavA mATe, anityatAne AtmasAta karavA mATe AnAthI vadhu bIjo kayo prasaMga hoI zake ? | samagra vizvane eka taMtue joDI devAmAM nimitta bananAra Avo bIjo prasaMga kayo hoI zake ? | bhUkaMpa pachI gujarAta-bhArata sahita samagra vizvamAMthI je sahAyatAno dhodha vahyo te jaNAve che ke - Aje paNa mANasAI marI paravArI nathI. Aje paNa mANasanA hRdayamAM karuNA dhabake che. dukALa, vAvAjhoDuM ane bhUkaMpanA prahArothI jarjarita thaI javAne

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badale khumArI pUrvaka cAlatI kacchI prajAne joIne koIne paNa lAge : AvI khumArI haze to khuvAra thayeluM kaccha thoDA ja samayamAM beThuM thaI jaze. kacchI mADu A khuvArIne khumArImAM, A abhizApane AzIrvAdamAM badalAvI zake, evuM sattva dharAvato TaTTAra Ubho che. | 'navasarjana pahelA vidhvaMsa paNa kyAreka jarUrI hoya che.' evuM koIke kaheluM che, te yAda rAkhavA jevuM che. zArIrika, Arthika, dhArmika, sAmAjika - badhI ja dRSTie khuvAra thayelA mANasane atyAre beTho karavAnI jarUra che. enA hRdayamAM bhagavAna ane jIvana pratye bhakti ane kRtajJatA pedA karavAnI jarUra che. mAnasika rIte bhAMgI paDelA mANasanA saMtapta hRdayamAM AvA pustako jarUra AzvAsananuM amRta siMcaze. da

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pAlitANA cAturmAsinI pazcaryA pa1 upavAsa : sAdhvIjI zrI hemakIrtizrIjI ma. punazIbhAI mekaNa sAvalA (manapharA) 2. 0 36 upavAsa : 1. sAdhvIjI zrI haMsadhvanizrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI IndravaMditAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI nirmaladarzanAzrIjI ma. 4. sAdhvIjI zrI abhayaratnAzrIjI ma. 5. sAdhvIjI zrI ardhadraratnAzrIjI ma. . sAdhvIjI zrI puNyarAzizrIjI ma. 3. 0 0 0 - (0 mAsakSamaNa (30 upavAsa) : munizrI amitayazavijayajI ma. 2. sAdhvIjI zrI divyaratnAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI cArubhaktizrIjI ma. nI 4. sAdhvIjI zrI zreyajJAzrIjI ma. 5. sAdhvIjI zrI saMvegaprajJAzrIjI ma. 6. sAdhvIjI zrI surabhiguNAzrIjI ma. 7. sAdhvIjI zrI bhavyagirAzrIjI ma. 8. sAdhvIjI zrI cArustutizrIjI ma. 9. sAdhvIjI zrI viratikRpAzrIjI ma. 10. sAdhvIjI zrI virAMgapriyAzrIjI ma. 11. sAdhvIjI zrI jinakaruNAzrIjI ma. 12. sAdhvIjI zrI jayakRpAzrIjI ma. 13. sAdhvIjI zrI cArukSamAzrIjI ma. 14. sAdhvIjI zrI cAruprasannAzrIjI ma. 15. sAdhvIjI zrI amIjharaNAzrIjI ma.

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16. sAdhvIjI zrI zAsanarasAzrIjI ma. 17. sAdhvIjI zrI haMsakIrtizrIjInA ziSyA 18. sAdhvIjI zrI vinayanidhizrIjI ma. 19. sAdhvIjI zrI prazAntazIlAzrIjI ma. 20. kAMtilAlajI hajArImalajI (madrAsa) 21. hIrAcaMdajI cunIlAla 22. velajI bhacu caralA (AdhoI) 23. lIlAbena baida (madrAsa) 24. bIjalabena jayaMtilAla (amadAvAda) 25. caMpAbena dhIrajalAla dozI 26. ratanabena jasavaMtarAya 27. vimalAbena chaganalAla (beMglora) 28. bhAvanAbena ghamaMDImalajI (DIsA) 29. zAMtAbena ThAkarazI DuMgANI (bakutrA) * 17 upavAsa : 1. sAdhvIjI zrI bhaktipUrNAzrIjI ma. 16 upavAsa : munizrI ajitavIryavijayajI ma. bhadra tapa : sAdhvIjI zrI puSpadaMtAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI saumyapUrNAzrIjI ma. . sAdhvIjI zrI smitapUrNAzrIjI ma. siddhi tapa : sAdhvIjI zrI cAruvinItAzrIjI ma. 2. sAdhvIjI zrI muktinilayAzrIjI ma. sAdhvIjI zrI hitavardhanAzrIjI ma. cattAri aTha : 1. sAdhvIjI zrI priyadarzanAzrIjI ma. 0 0 0 14

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yaha avasara bAra bAra Aya pUjya AcAryazrI jinacandrasAgarasUrijI ma.sA. pUjya AcAryazrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ma.sA. adhyAtmalakSI pU. AcAryadeva zrI kalApUrNasUri ma. prati Ameya pahelethI AkarSaNa hatuM ja. kAraNa parama tAraka pUjya gurudevazrI (paM. zrI abhayasAgarajI ma.) nA teozrI khUba ja nikaTanA saMbaMdhI sAdhaka ane navakAra mahAmaMtranA parama Asaka upAsaka ane cAhaka ! pUjyazrIno saMparka thayo, paNa sajjaDa thayo. jyAre-jyAre paNa pUjyazrInI vAcanAmAM gayo mArA parama tAraka pUjya gurudevazrInA smaraNamAM nimagna banyo chuM. - FIDE DIREC JP1910 SHEPH AthI; A comAsuM pAlItANA khAte sunizcita thayuM. tyArathI ja AnaMda ane galagalI zarU thaI gaI hatI ane Aje to e AnaMda hRdayanA cAre kinAre laherAI rahyo che. kemake. kadI (c) Ne vigata comAsAmAM pUjyazrInuM khUba ja sAruM naikaTya mANyuM... jIvanamAM sarva prathamavAra ja F #35 D #b che. jagine 15 za Sir Aliss pUjya gurudevazrInA jIvanamAM traNa tattva spaSTa rUpe gocara banatAM hatAM. najara (1) zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranI sAdhanA (2) sAdhu sAmAcArI (vyavahAra dharmanI custatA) nI ArAdhanA (3) jinabhaktinI upAsanA 18 Fre [6][120]; Gifs FIS FIRS JIGN I 15 pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM kyAreya koI sAmUhika-Ayojana hoya cAhe te vyAkhyAnanuM, 31 flour Murph

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'ya vAcanAnuM ke, khAsa beThakanuM hoya bAra navakAranI udghoSaNA pUjyazrI jarUra karatA ane tyAre upasthita sahu maitrIbhAvanA maMDapa nIce bAra navakAra gaNavA lAgI jatA. maitrIbhAvathI vAsita hRdaye gaNAtA A zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA prabhAve ja Akhu comAsuM ekatA ane ekasaMpitAbharyuM pasAra thayuM, evuM sapramANa anumAna karI zakAya che. zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra pratye pUjyazrIno vizeSa lagAva banyo rahe che, enuM udAharaNa e che ke pUjyazrInA vAsakSepa mATe katArabaMdha lAIna ane janatAno jaththo ubharAto hoya che paNa pUjayazrIe janarala niyama banAvI rAkhyo che ke, rojanI pAMca bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNe ene ja vAsakSepa nAkhavo, AthI zrI navakArane japanAro bahu-moTo bahoLo varga ubho thavA pAmyo che. vizvazAMti mATe A keTaluM moTuM paribaLa gaNI zakAya ! ane zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra vize vAcanAmAM paNa avAra-navAra AlaMbana ane preraNAtmaka upadeza pharamAvatA nihALyA che. sAmAcArI viSe paNa pUjyazrIne jyAre jyAre moko maLe tyAre tyAre eno pakSapAta karyA vinA rahetA nahIM. ) sAmAcArI svarUpa vyavahAra dharma upara je nA pa nizcaya dharma TakI zake che. A vAta vAraMvAra dahorAvatA, eTaluM ja nahIM, plAsTikanA ghaDA ke plAsTikanA pAtarA vagere dvArA sAmAcArImAM ghUselI vikRti prati kyAreka bhAre kaTAkSa mAratA paNa sAMbhaLyA mane barAbara khyAla che ke eka vakhata to be hAthamAM be ghaDA laI pANI lAvavAnI vikRta prathAne Akramaka rIte vakhoDI kADhI hatI.

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eTaluM ja nahi; ghaNAne A rIte nahi vartavA pratijJA paNa levarAvI hatI. paMcAcAramaya sAdhu-sAmAcArIne sAcavIne ja anya pravRttine mahattva ApavA pratye pUjyazrI vAraMvAra prerita karatA hatA. jina-bhakti e to jANe pUjyazrIno jIvana-paryAya banI gayo hoya tema lAge che. te paramAtma-tattva jaDanI jema naryuM niSkriya tattva nathI. e vItarAga to che ja, paNa enI sAthe niSkaruNALu che ema nahi karUNAvaMta ane kRpAvaMta paNa eTalA ja che ane ethI sariyAma sakriya che - A vAtane paunaHpujena ghUMTatA ApaNA jIvananI ghaTatI pratyeka ghaTamALamAM paramAtmAnI sakriyatA rahelI che. jema dIkarAnI pratyeka muvamenTamAM mAnI hastakSepatA che ema ApaNA jIvanamAM paramAtmAnuM astitva che. nAma-sthApanA-dravya-bhAva rUpe paramAtmA sadA hAjarAhajura che. 'nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana-bhItara bhagavAna.' A pUjyazrInuM manamAnItuM khAsa slogana gaNAya. nAma rUpe paramAtmA Aje paNa hayAta che. paramAtmAnuM nAma svayaM eka maMtratulya che. tamArI koIpaNa samasyA paramAtmAnA nAmathI nirmuLa thaI zake che. pUjyazrInI vAcanAmAM pratidina A vAta to Ave Ave ne Ave ja. eTale je vastu amane amArA pUjya tAraka gurudevazrInA jIvanamAM satata anubhavAtI e vAta ahIM paNa maLatI hovAthI supere AkarSaNa thatuM. A sivAya paNa pUjyazrInI vAcanAnA aneka kendrIbhUta tattvo hatA : vAcanAnA AraMbha biMdumAM svayaM paramAtmA, gaNadhara bhagavaMto ane emanI paraMparAne Aja sudhI lAvI mUkanAra AcAryadevAdi pUjaya tattvonuM smaraNa prAtidainika pAsuM rahetuM ! ethI potAnI vAtanuM anusaMdhAna svayaM paramAtmA che e vAta

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DAyarekaTalI ke InDAyarekaTalI puSTa karatA. vAcanAmAM navI-navI anuprekSAnI phuraNA jyAre skuTa thatI tyAre mAna-kaSAyano jarAya AMTo na jovA maLe prabhue kRpA karI mane Ama sujhAvyuM, Ama batAvyuM ema kahI potAnI jAtane paramAtmAthI satata anugRhIta rUpe pradarzita karatA. pUjyazrInI vAcanAnI sauthI dhyAnAkarSaka vAta e jovA maLatI ke koI paNa vAta pramANa vinA na mUke zrI bhagavatIjI, zrI pannavaNAjI, zrI jJAnasAra, zrI yogasAra, zrI adhyAtmasAranI ke bhaktAmara, kalyANamaMdiranI paMktio ApIne ja saMtoSa mAnatA... AthI vizeSa vAta e rahetI ke saMskRta-prAkRtanA pAThone gujarAtI bhASAnA stavanAdimAMthIyA | raju karyA vinA na rahetA. A mATe zrI devacaMdrajI ma., zrI AnaMdaghanajI ma., zrI yazovijayajI ma.nI racanAo pUjyazrInI khAsa pasaMdagI hatI. te sivAya je graMthanI vAcanA Ape te graMthanA racayitA tarapha pUjyazrI bhAre bahumAna ane Adara vAraMvAra vyakta karatA. enI pAchaLa pUjyazrInI mAnyatA ke ethI ApaNo kSayopazama vadhe che. vAcanAmAM pUjyazrInI dRSTi bahu ja cakora rahetI ane vANI pANInA vaheNa jevI sarala ane sarasa vahetI... ApaNane ema ja lAge ke basa, jANe vahyA ja karIe... vahyA ja karIe... pUjyazrInI vAcanAne zabdastha ane pustakastha karavAnuM kAma AtmIya mitro paMnyAsazrI mukticandravijayajI ma. gaNizrI municandravijayajI ma.no khUba khUba AbhAra... 18

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khaMtIlA khaMta ane jabbara jahemata mAMgI letA A kAmane karatA baMne mitrone najare joyA che. eka patrakAra karatAM paNa vadhu jhaDapathI lakhavuM ane pachI tatkAla enuM saMmArjana ane presakopI karAvavI e keTalI rti, tAjagI ane apramattatAnuM kAma che ! e to jonArane ja khyAla Ave... AvA sAhitya prakAzana badala baMne mitro dhanyavAdAI che ! ema jaNAvavA pUrvaka huM eka doDha DAhyAnI adAthI te baMnene vaNamAMgI bhalAmaNa karavAnI kuceSTA karavAnuM TALI nathI zakato ke pustakanuM nAma 'kahe che kalApUrNasUri'nA badale 'vahe che kalApUrNasUri' vadhu saMgata lAgata. kahevA ane vahevA vacce bahu attara che. kahevAmAM tanmayatA / nimagnatA jarUrI nathI, vahevAmAM baMne anivArya che. pUjyazrInI vAcanAmAM kaheNa karatAM vaheNano anubhava vizeSa che. kAza ! mArI bhalAmaNa saphaLa thAya ! mane Amukha lakhavAnI taka ApI tyAre huM AnaMdita banyo. AthI mAruM vAcanA-zravaNa sAnubandha banyuM... e upakAra karyo gaNibanyuoe... anta upakRta banIne huM eTaluM ja jaNAvIza... ke yaha avasara bAra bAra Aya ! 19

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prItama chabi nainana basI...' pujayapAda, adhyAtmayogI AcArya bhagavaMta zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAhebane sAMbhaLatI vakhate sAMbhaLavAnuM ochuM, jovAnuM vadhuM thatuM hoya che... 'paramAtmA A rahyA', kahetI vakhate temano hAtha havAmAM addhara toLAya che tyAre jovAmAMya mIThI mUMjhavaNa e thatI hoya che ke tame emanI e aMgabhaMgimAne juo, mukha para relAtA smitane juo ke be nayanone juo, AMkhone kyAM kendrita karavI ? saddagurunA nayano... jyAM jhaLake che paramAtmA pratyeno UMDo samAdara. rahIma yAda Ave : "prItama chabi nainana basI, para chabi kahAM samAya ?' pUrI AMkhomAM paramAtmA ja chavAI gayA che. tyAM bIjuM zuM rahI zake ? bIjAnI chabI zI rIte pragaTI zake ? ane sadgurunI A mohaka aMgabhaMgimAM. havAmAM laherAto jhUlato hAtha. IzArAmAM peka karIne sadguru paramacetanAnuM rahasya nathI pakaDAvatA zuM ? ane A nirmaLa smitaH kavacit muskAna, kyAreka mukta hAsya... | paramAtmAne meLavyAnI rasamastI ubharI AvI cheA smitarUpe. ane eTale ja bhAvaka mUMjhAya che ke e potAnI AMkhone kendrita - kyAM kare ? jo ke, khyAla che ke sadgurunuM pUruM astitva ja dvAra che : jyAMthI paramAtmA joDe saMparka thaI zake. gurucetanA dvArA paramacetanAno sparza. sadguru che dvAra... vAtAyana... bArI.. eka bAraNAnI ke eka bArInI oLakha zuM hoI zake ? sIsamanuM ke sevananuM lAkaDuM vaparAyuM hoya te bArI, AvI koI vyAkhyA na hoI zake. chatanI nIce ane bhIMtonI vacce ApaNe hoIe tyAre asIma avakAza joDe jenAthI saMbaddha thavAya te bArI... sadUguru ApaNA mATe eka mAtra bArI che paramacetanA joDe saMbaddha banavAnI : nayano dvArA, aMgabhaMgima dvArA, smita dvArA, upaniSad dvArA. i

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'lalita vistarA" jevo bhaktinI prabaLatama uMcAIno grantha hoya ane tenI eka-eka paMktine anubhavI janAra mahApuruSa ene kholatA hoya tyAre bhAvakone to occhava-occhava thaI jAya. [ paNa pahelA kahyuM tema, sAhebajIne 'jovA' jatAM 'sAMbhaLavAnuM cUkI gayelAo mATe ane A bhaktiparvane cUkI gayelAo mATe che prastuta pustaka. pustakane pAne pAne, kaho ke tenA eka eka phakare che paramapriyanI majhAnI vAto. eka gaMgA vahI rahI che. ne tame ene kAMThe besI tenA madhura jaLane AsvAdI rahyA cho. eka anubhava. tame AcArya bhagavaMtanI AMgaLI pakaDI prabhunI dizA tarapha jaI rahyA cho tevuM lAge... anubhava: je tamane pUrA pUrA bharI de. vAMcavAno krama Avo raheze : 2-4 phakarAM ke ekAduM pAnuM vaMcAyuM. have AMkho baMdha che. tame e zabdovaDe tamArI jAtane bharAI jatI, badalAI jatI anubhavo cho. ahIM vAMcavAnuM thoDuM thaze, anubhavavAnuM ghaNuM thaze. kavi manoja khaMDeriyAnI kAvya paMktio ApaNe gaNagaNatAM hoIzuM : "mane sadbhAgya ke zabdo maLyA, tAre mulaka jAvA." nahitara to mAtra ApaNA caraNo para bharoso rAkhI cAlIe to jugonA jugo vIte ane prabhuno pradeza eTalo ja dUra hoya. prabhunA pradeza bhaNI laI jatA sazakta zabdothI sabhara pustaka tamArA hAthamAM che. have tame cho ane e pustaka che. vaccethI huM vidAya lauM. tame vaho A zabdomAM. bo. - AcArya yazovijayasUri A. zrI 3OMkArasUri ArAdhanA bhavana, vAvapaMthaka vADI, dazA poravADa sosAyaTI, amadAvAda. poSa sudi pAMcama, vi. 2057 H/SH/ST

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saMpAdakIya mRtyu pachI to ghaNAya mahAna banI jatA hoya che ke daMtakathArUpa banI jatA hoya che, paNa keTalIka vyaktio to jIvate jIva ja daMtakathArUpa banI jatI hoya che, jaga batrIsIe gavAtI hoya che. mAnavajAta eTalI abhimAnI che ke te koI vidyamAna vyaktinA guNo joI zakatI nathI. kadAca guNa jovAI jAya to kadara karI zakatI nathI. hA, mRtyu pachI jarUra kadara karaze, guNAnuvAda paNa jarUra karaze, paNa jIvita vyaktinI nahi. mANasanA be kAma che : jIvitanI niMdA karavAnI ne mRtanI prazaMsA karavAnI. 'maraVIntAni vairAga' (vara mRtyu sudhI ja rahe che.) eTale ja kahevAyuM haze ! [ paNa, AmAM apavAda che : adhyAtmayogI pUjya gurudeva AcAryazrI vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja. jeo svavidyamAnatAmAM ja daMtakathArUpa banI gayA che, loko dvArA apUrva pUjayatA pAmelA che. pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya ratnasuMdarasUrIzvarajI mahArAje pUjyazrI mATe surata-navasArI vagere sthaLoe kaheluM Aje paNa manamAM guMjyA kare che : pUjyazrImAM pAtratA-vaibhava, puNya vaibhava ane prajJA vaibhava A traNeyano utkRSTarUpe subhaga samanvaya thayelo che, je kyAreka ja koIka ja vyaktimAM jovA maLatI virala ghaTanA che. ApaNI kamanasIbI che ke vidyamAna vyaktinI ApaNe kadara karI zakatA nathI. samakAlIna vyaktinI kadara bahu ja ochI jovA maLatI hoya che. utkRSTa zuddhi ane utkRSTa puNyanA svAmI AvA mahApuruSa ApaNI vacce beThA che, te ApaNuM ahobhAgya che." ( pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijayahemaratnasUrIzvarajI mahArAje thANA, mulunDa vagere sthaLoe kaheluM : "vastRtva, vidvattA Adi zaktinA kAraNe mAnava-medanI ekaThI thatI hoya, evI vyaktio ghaNI joI, paNa viziSTa prakAranI vaknatva zakti vinA eka mAtra prabhu-bhaktinA prabhAvathI lokomAM chavAI janAra A ja vibhUti jovA maLI. jemanA darzana mATe loko traNa-traNa, cAra-cAra kalAka sudhI lAInamAM rahe evuM pahelIvAra jovA maLyuM.' 22

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pravacana-prabhAvaka pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya yazovarmasUrIzvarajI mahArAje suratamAM kaheluM : 'pUjyazrInI bhaktino joTo jaDavo muzkela che." zreNikabhAI (ANaMdajI kalyANajInI peDhInA pramukha) potAnA vaktavyomAM ghaNI vakhata kahetA hoya che : "mane jaina dharmamAM praveza karAvanAra A pUjyazrI che. pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM prathama ja vakhata (vi.saM. 2039) meM saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karyuM. pUjyazrI pAse nava tattva AdinA pATha zIkhavA maLyA, e mArA jIvananI dhanyatama paLo hatI." AvA to aneka avataraNo ApI zakAya, je ApavA ahIM zakya nathI. nirmaLa ane niSkapaTa hRdayathI thayelI bhagavAnanI bhaktino zuM prabhAva hoI zake ? enuM uttama udAharaNa pUjyazrI che. pUjayazrI kharA arthamAM paramAtmAnA parama bhakta che, jemanI cetanA niraMtara parama-cetanAne maLavA talasI rahI che, jemanA upayogamAM niraMtara (UMghamAM paNa) prabhu ramI rahyA che, jeo sarvatra prabhune joI rahyA che. | AnaMdaghanajI, yazovijayajI, devacandrajI ke cidAnaMdajI vagere prabhubhakta mahAtmAone to ApaNe joyA nathI, paNa A prabhu-bhakta mahAtmA to Aje ApaNI vacce che, e ApaNuM ochuM puNya nathI. | prabhu-bhakta kevo hoya ? tenA lakSaNo gItAmAM suMdara rIte batAvyA che. sarva jIvono aSI, mitra ane sau para karUNAzIla, nirmama, nirahaMkAra, sukha-du:khamAM samAna vRttivALo, loko jenAthI kaMTALe nahi tathA je lokothI kaMTALe nahi tevo, harSa, krodha, bhaya ane udvegathI rahita, nirapekSa, pavitra, dakSa, udAsIna (gamA-aNagamAthI para rahenAra), vyathA-rahita, sarva AraMbhano parityAga karanAra, rAjI ke nArAja nahi thanAra, zoka ke IcchA nahi karanAra, zubha-azubha karmono tyAgI, mitra ke zatru, mAna ke apamAna, ThaMDI ke garamI tathA sukha-du:khamAM samAna vRtti rAkhanAra, saMga-rahita, niMdA ke stutimAM samAna vRtti dhAraNa karanAra, mauna, game te padArthathI santuSTa, ghararahita, sthira buddhivALo ane bhaktimAn mANasa mane (zrI kRSNane) khUba ja game che. adveSTA sarvabhUtAnAM maitraH karuNa eva ca / nirmamo nirahaMkSA:, sama-sura-:: kSamI || 24 // yasmAnnodvijate loko, lokAnnodvijate ca yaH / / harSAmarSabhayodvegaiH mukto yaH sa ca me priyaH // 15 //

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anapekSaH zucirdakSaH udAsIno gatavyathaH / sarvArambhaparityAgI yo madbhaktaH sa me priyaH // 16 // yo na hRSyati na dveSTi, na zocati na kAGkSati / zubhA'zubhaparityAgI, bhaktimAn yaH sa me priyaH // 17 // samaH zatrau ca mitre ca, tathA mAnA'pamAnayoH / zItoSNa-suravuM-phuTaveSa sama: sAvigata: // 18 || tulyanindAstutiaunI santuSTo yena kenacit / aniketaH sthiramatiH bhaktimAn me priyo naraH // 19 // ye tu dhAmRtamidaM yathoktaM paryupAsate / zraddadhAnA matparamA bhaktAste'tIva me priyAH // 20 // - nItA, saMdhyAya - 62 bhaktanA prAyaH A badhA ja lakSaNo pUjayazrImAM ApaNane ghaTatA dekhAze. che. AvA prabhu-bhaktanA zrImukhe nIkaLelA uMgAro keTalA mahattvapUrNa haze ! te agAu prakAzita thayela traNa pustakonA abhiprAyothI khyAla Ave che. A pustaka aMge Amukha lakhI ApanAra pravacana-prabhAvaka, yogamArganA rasika pUjaya AcAryazrI yazovijayasUrijI mahArAja, pravacanaprabhAvaka baMdhubelaDI pUjaya AcAryazrI jinacandrasAgarasUrijI mahArAja, pUjya AcAryazrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI mahArAja dvArA ame anugRhIta thayA chIe. ke A traNeya prakAzano aMge svArasyapUrvaka mUlyavAna mArgadarzana ApanAra vidvadvarya pUjaya paMnyAsa pravarazrI kalpataruvijayajI gaNivaranA ame RNI chIe. A avataraNa-saMpAdananA kAryamAM kyAMya pUjyazrInA Azaya-viruddha Alekhana thayuM hoya to te badala micchAmi dukkaDuM yAcIe chIe. anya traNa pustakonI jema A pustakane paNa jijJAsu vAcako umaLakAbhera vadhAvI leze tevI zraddhA rAkhIe chIe. - paMnyAsa mukticandravijaya gaNi - gaNi municandravijaya

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* namo arihaMtANaM namo sidhdANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loesabbasAhaNaM eso paMcanamukkAro, svpaavppnnaasnno| maMgalANaMca sabvesiM paramahavai mNgl| * * zivamasta srvjgtH|| * * aneka jIjJAsu AtmasAdhakonA saphaLa mArga-darzaka, saccidAnaMdarUpI, namaskAra mahAmaMtranA parama ArAdhaka, A sadInA prathama haroLanA yogI, pU. paM.zrI bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNivarane savinaya samarpaNa

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zrI sidhdhAcala mahAtI vivArIya sAkSudAyika pravatha016I jhalaka (pAlitANA)

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paMnyAsa-gaNi-pada-pradAna tathA 14 dIkSA-prasaMga mAgasara suda-putA.1-12-2000, zukravAra pAlItANA,

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manapharA - (kaccha - vAgar3a) jinAlaya bhUkaMpa ke bAda pUrNarupa se dhvasta usI jinAlaya kI tsviir| aise saiMkar3o gAMva, maMdira Adi kaccha - gujarAta meM dhvasta ho gaye hai / bhUkaMpa : di. 26-1-2001, mAgha suda-2, zukravAra, subaha 8 8-45

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ale) yoganuM zuddha bIja prabhutA apAra premathI ja maLe. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * bhA. vada-4 sAta covIsI dharmazALA 17-9-2000, ravivAra ( 8 ) sivarapuMDarIyALa / bhagavAnanA acintya sAmarthyathI ja ApaNane AvI sAmagrI maLI, prabhu zAsana maLyuM, dharmazravaNa maLyuM, thoDI paNa zraddhA maLI. 'cattAra paramaMgaLa' * uttarAdhyayana. koI pUrvajanmanA puNyodaye ja A cAra cIjo (mAnavabhava, dharmazravaNa, dharmazraddhA, dharmAcaraNa) sudhI ApaNe pahoMcI zakyA chIe, pahoMcyA na hoIe to pahoMcI zakIe tema chIe. have mukti keTalI dUra ? lagabhaga kinAre pahoMcyA. 15 durlabha cIjomAM mAtra traNa ja khuTe. kSapakazreNi, kevaLajJAna ane mokSa. ** 1

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ciMtAmaNi mATe koI jIMdagIbhara bhaTakato hoya ne mANasa bharavADanA hAthamAM ciMtAmaNi jue to tene kevuM lAge ? ciMtAmaNi jevo dharma ApaNA hAthamAM che. ApaNe bharavADa nathI ne ? bharavADane kahevAmAM Ave : "A camakatA pattharane tuM zuM karIza ?" e kaheze : "chokarAne ramavA ApIza." dharma-ciMtAmaNino Avo kSullaka upayoga ApaNe nathI karatA ne ? AvI sAmagrI maLI, enA puNyanA zA vakhANa karavA? hemacandrasUrijI jevA zrAvakapaNAnI prazaMsA kare che. tame ane Indra banne eka-bIjAno sodo karavA taiyAra thaI jAva to Indra taiyAra thaI jAya. samRddhi-hIna paNa zrAvaka-jIvana Indrane game che. jyAre tamane dharma-hIna paNa IndrAsana game che ! dharma sAmagrInI durlabhatA jaNAtAM bhAvollAsa satata vadhato raheze. bhagavAnanI pUjAnuM tAtkAlika phaLa A ja che : cittanI prasannatA. abhyarcanAdarhatAM manaHprasAdastataH samAdhizca / tato'pi niHzreyasamato hi tatpUjanaM nyAyyam // - umAsvAti. zuddha AjJAnuM pAlana te bhagavAnanI pratipatti pUjA che. maLelA A dharma-ciMtAmaNine vAtomAM, nAmanI kAmanAmAM khoI na nAkhIe, te aMge sAvadhAna rahevAnuM che. cAra ke dasa saMjJAmAM koI saMjJA pakaDI na le te jovAnuM che. prabhu ja enAthI ApaNane bacAvI zake. yoganuM zuddha bIja prabhunA apAra premathI ja maLe che. bIja prApti paNa prabhunA apAra premathI ja thAya. bIjano vikAsa paNa prabhunA apAra premathI ja thAya. vAvaNI pachI kheDUta khetaranI dekharekha karavAnuM choDI de to zuM thAya ? atyAre kheDUto rAha joI rahyA che : kyAre varasAda Ave ! dharma-bIjamAM paNa guru bhagavaMtanI vANI-vRSTi jarUrI che. 2: * * * * * * * * * *

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naMda maNiyAra mahAna zrAvaka hato, paNa bhagavAnanI vANIvRSTi na maLI, guruno samAgama na maLyo to vAva vagere banAvIne vAha-vAhamAM paDI gayo. marIne deDako thayo. e to ThIka thayuM ke deDakAnA bhAvamAM bhagavAna maLI gayA ne teno uddhAra thaI gayo. nahi to zuM thAta ? bhagavAnane dUra karavAthI naMda maNiyAra deDako thayo. bhagavAnane namaskAranA bhAva mAtrathI deDako darAMka deva banyo. dharma-bIjanI vAvaNI pachI saMbhALa rAkhavAmAM na Ave to AgaLano vikAsa durlabha banI jAya. huM mArI ja vAta karuM. mANasonI eTalI bhIDa ke huM mArA mATe 5-10 miniTa nathI kADhI zakato. ghaNIvAra thAya : huM zuM ApIza ? mArI pAse zuM che ? chatAM vicAra Ave : mane bhale kAMI nathI AvaDatuM. mArA bhagavAnane to AvaDe che. e sAthe che. pachI zI ciMtA ? "paNa muja navi bhaya hAtho-hAthe, tAre te che sAthe re.' - pU. upA. yazovijayajI. sAcuM kahuM chuM : hamaNAM ja bhagavatIno pATha mahAtmAone ApIne Avyo chuM. zuM kahIza ? te jarAya vicArIne nathI Avyo. bhagavAna bharose gADI calAvuM chuM. ApaNane zaraNAgati paNa kyAM AvaDe che ? e paNa bhagavAna ja zIkhavADe che. che bhagavAna siMha jevA che. siMha jevuM zaurya zreNika, sulasA, revatI vageremAM AvI zake, paNa sAmAnya lokonuM zuM ? AThamuM vizeSaNa che : bhagavAna puMDarIka kamaLa jevA che, darzana mAtrathI bhagavAna saune AnaMda ApanArA che. bhagavAna sivAya A AnaMda bIje kyAMthI maLavAno ? naTa-naTInA darzanathI maLavAno ? ghaNA meLavavAno prayatna kare che, paNa maLe kyAMthI ? kamaLa bane che kAdava-kIcaDa ane pANIthI paNa rahe che kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 3

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nyAro ! bhagavAna paNa kamaLa jevA che. lakSmIe potAnA nivAsarUpe kamaLane svIkAryuM che, mATe ja te "kamaLA" kahevAI che. lakSmIe kamaLa pAse javuM paDe che. ahIM kamaLa prabhunI sevA karavA Ave che. prabhunA pagalA paDe tyAM kamaLa hAjara thaI jAya che ! kamaLa AnaMdanuM kAraNa bane, tema bhagavAna mokSa-parama AnaMdanuM kAraNa bane che. 'jayai jagajjIvajoNi, viyANao jagaguru jagANaMdo / ' - malayagiri Avazyaka TIkA. A zlokamAM bhagavAnane "viDo' kahyA che. bhagavAna jagatane AnaMda ApanArA to che ja, emano kahelo dharma paNa AnaMda ApanAro che. bhagavAne kevI goThavaNa karI ApI che ? vicAratAM ja AnaMda-AnaMda chavAI jAya ! anArya kuLamAM janmyA hota to ? ajaina kuLamAM ke mAMsAhArIne tyAM janmyA hota to ? jainane tyAM janma levA chatAM AvA saMskArI mA-bApa na maLyA hota to ? bhagavAne ApaNA mATe keTalI suMdara vyavasthA karI ApI che ? A vicAratAM ja AnaMda na chavAI jAya ? AvI sAmagrI maLI, saMskAro TakI rahyA tenuM kAraNa puNya che. puNyanuM kAraNa bhagavAna che. mATe ja bhagavAne ja A badhuM goThavI ApyuM, ema kahI zakAya. bhagavAnano dharma kevo AnaMdakArI che ? emanA dharmanuM pAlana bhale tame karo, paNa AnaMda kone thAya ? dharmI je jIvonI rakSA kare temane AnaMda na thAya ? bhagavAnano janmAdi thAya ane samagra jIvane AnaMda thAya che, te A ja vAtanuM pratIka che. bIjAne sukha-AnaMda ane prasannatA ApIe, e ja dharma pAsethI zIkhavAnuM che. eka "abhaya" zabdamAM AnaMda, sukha, prasannatA vagere badhuM ja che. bhagavAna ja nahi, bhagavAnano bhakta paNa abhayadAtA hoya, bhagavAnano sAdhu eTale AnaMdanI prabhAvanA karanAro ! jyAM jAya tyAM AnaMdanI 4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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vAvaNI karato ja jAya. jyAM jAya tyAM prasannatA verato jAya. tame bIjAne AnaMda to ja ApI zako, jo jIvo para apAra karuNA hoya. karuNA-hIna hRdayavALAne kadI dIkSA na ApI zakAya. kadAca ApI dIdhI hoya to 2vAno karavo paDe. eka mAkhI mAravAnI AdatavALAne pU. bApajI ma.nI AjJAthI utpravrujita karavo paDelo. sAdhunA dravya-cAritranuM pAlana paNa lokone keTalo AnaMda Ape ? dakSiNamAM gayA. ajaina prajA paNa eTalI prasannatAthI jhUke ke ApaNe stabdha banI jaIe ! bhagavAne kevo dharma batAvyo ? A jIvanamAM ApaNe bIjAne AnaMdanI jagyAe udvega ApIe to ? ApaNA nimitte koI dharmanI niMdA kare to ? pU.paM.bhadraMkara vi.ma. kahetA : 'cAre bAju lIlotarIvALI jagyA hoya, roDa para ja lIlotarI vagaranI jagyA maLatI hoya to lIlotarI 52 beso, paNa roDa para nahi.' ApaNA nimitte koIne udvega thAya, evuM vartana thaI ja kema zake ? zAsananI prabhAvanA mATe kadAca puNya joIe, paNa apabhrAjanA rokavA mATe evA puNyanI jarUra nathI. e to badhAthI thaI zake. e badhAnuM kartavya che. sAdhanA ane prArthanA huM koIpaNa vastune cAhuM tenA karatAM AtmAne caitanyamAtrane vadhu cAhuM, evuM mAruM mana bano, e zreSTha sAdhanA ane prAthanA che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 *

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bhA. vada-5 18-9-2000, somavAra anyAyArjita dhanathI mata bhagavAnamAM lAgatuM nathI. - A tIrthanA AlaMbanathI aneka AtmAo mokSe gayA che, bhAvimAM paNa jaze. "tIratha seve te lahe, AnaMdaghana avatAra." - AnaMdaghanajI. tIrthanI sevA kare tene AnaMdaghana-pada (mokSa) maLe ja. tIrthanI sevA to ja thaI zake, jo tenuM jJAna hoya. | tIrthanI sevA ane tIrthakaranI sevA, bannemAM mahattva konuM vadhu ? tIrthaMkaranI sevA mukti Ape tema tIrthanI sevA paNa mukti Ape ne ? arihaMtAdi cAranuM ApaNe zaraNa laIe chIe, paNa emanAmAM zaraNuM ApavAnI zakti ja na hota to ? emanAmAM lokottamatva ke maMgalatva na hota to ApaNane lAbha 6 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * % 2 ka

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maLata ? cAreya zaraNamAM mukhya arihaMtanuM zaraNa che. pachI siddha sAdhu ane dharma che. ahIM joyuM ne ? tIrthamATe be che : sAdhu ane dharma. mATe ja tIrthakarathI tIrtha baLavAna che. hemacandrasUrijI kahe che : tAruM, tArA phaLabhUta siddhonuM, tArA zAsanamAM 2kta munionuM, ane tArA zAsana (dharma)nuM zaraNuM svIkAruM chuM. tvAM tvatphalabhUtAn. - vItarAga stotra. arihaMtanA sevaka paNa banavuM hoya to temanI acinya zakti jANavI ja paDe. e acijya zakti ja tIrthamAM kAma karI rahI che. bhagavAna AdinAthathI mokSamAM gayA tenAthI asaMkhya gaNA temanA tIrthanA AlaMbanathI gayA. bhale guru upakAra karatA jaNAtA hoya paraMtu guru paNa Akhare bhagavAnanA ja ne ? AcAryazrI vijaya ratnasuMdarasUrijIne meM A ja rIte samajAveluM : zibirArthIomAM bIjA koIno nahi ne tamAro ja hAtha guru pU. bhUvanabhAnusUrijIe pakaDyo tenuM zuM kAraNa ? A ja bhagavAnanI kRpA kahevAya ! e bhale gurunA mAdhyamathI AvatI hoya, paNa che bhagavAnanI ! | tIrthakaroe potAnI zakti vAsakSepa dvArA gaNadharomAM sthApita karI. gaNadharonI e zakti pATa paraMparA AcAryomAM sthApita thatI AvI. e ja zakti Aje paNa kAma karI rahI che. ghaNA zrAvako kahe che : Apano upakAra che. ame to Apane ja joyA che. huM kahuM chuM : nahi bhAI ! A bhagavAnano upakAra che. A paNa bolavA khAtara nahi, hRdayathI kahevuM joIe. jo jarA jeTalo "huM AvI jAya to mohanI cAlamAM phasAI jaIe. * jina ane jinAgama eka rUpe ja che. * * * * * * * 0.

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"jinavara jinAgama ekarUpe" A vAta pa. vIravijayajI kyAMthI lAvyA ? pukharavaradI. juo. temAM sau prathama bhagavAnanI stuti karavAmAM AvI che. ziSya zaMkA UThAve che : ahIM to AgamanI stuti cAle che. to bhagavAnanI stuti zA mATe ? zaMkAnuM samAdhAna ApatAM kahyuM : bhagavAna ane zruta banne eka che, ema batAvavA mATe. * tamAruM jJAna tadubhaya sudhI na pahoMce to tenI pahelAnA sAteya vyartha che. tadubhayano artha sUtra ane artha e to thAya ja che, paNa eno mahattvapUrNa bIjo artha paNa che : jIvanamAM UtAravuM te. jevuM jANyuM tevuM jIvavuM te tadubhaya che. zrutajJAna bhaNatA hoIe tyAre bhagavAna ja sAme dekhAvA joIe, eTalA mATe huM A vAta karuM chuM. ApaNe to bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanuM nAma, bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA Agama - alaga karI mUkyA che. bhagavAna A rIte ja tamArI pAse Avaze, dehadhArI banIne nahi Ave, jema jainetaromAM Ave "nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna.' ema mAnavijayajIe emane ema nathI kahyuM. nAma bolatI vakhate tamArI cetanA bhagavanmaya banI eTale bhagavAna AvI ja gayA samajo. pU.A. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : bedhyAnapaNe paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma levAya ne ? pUjyazrI H te vakhate bhagavAna nathI AvatA ema samajI lo. bhagavAna sivAya kazuM yAda na hoya, mAtra bhagavAnanuM ja smaraNa hoya to bhagavAna Ave ja. A to tame manamAM 17 cIjo rAkhIne bhagavAnane yAda karo cho. bhagavAna kyAMthI Ave ? | muni bhAgyazavijayajI : bhagavAnanI phI ghaNI UMcI che. pUjyazrI H hA, che ja. nahi to ghaNAya bhagavAna meLavI 8 * * * * * * * * * * * * ;

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le. uvasagaharaMnI amuka gAthAo eTale ja bhaMDArI devI paDI ne ? bhagavAnanI stuti karatA loko potAnA saMsArI kAryo paNa karAvavA maMDyA. zaMkhezvaramAM Aje A ja cAle che ne ? - AgamanA ekeka akSaramAM bhagavAna dekhAtA hoya to abhyAsa choDI daIe ? AgamamAM rasa na paDe ? phona naM. tame ghUmAvo to kadAca te vyakti sAthe saMparka na thAya tevuM bane paNa kharuM, paNa AgamanA akSaro dvArA bhagavAna na maLe tevuM na ja bane. zarata mAtra eTalI tamAruM mana bhagavanmaya joIe. mAruM mana paNa kyAreka ja bhagavanmaya banI zake che. vikSipta avasthAmAM ja mana prAyaH vadhu rahetuM hoya che. ApaNane to ApaNA nAmanI, ApaNA ahaMnI paDI che. bhagavAna sAthe zuM levA-devA che ApaNane ? pachI bhagavAna zI rIte hRdayamAM Ave ? - sUtra-artha to haju karIe chIe, paNa tadubhayamAM kema khAmI che ? AtmAnA anaMta guNomAM mukhya ATha guNo che. te guNo rokavA ja jJAnAvaraNIyAdi ATha kama coTelA che. AmAM paNa mukhya mohanIya che. teNe be khAtA saMbhALyA che : darzana ane cAritra rokavAnA. mohanuM jora hoya tyAM sudhI 'tadubhaya na Ave. tadubhaya mATe khAsa cAritrA mohanIyano kSayopazama joIe. e pUrve darzana mohanIyano kSayopazama joIe. - huM boluM tenuM koI mahattva nathI. sAme zAstra-paMkti hoya to ja mahattvanuM che. * 4 tIrthakara nAmakarma kone baMdhAya ? mAtra bAhya tapakriyAthI nahi, 400 upavAsathI nahi, paNa jeNe bhagavAna sAthe samApatti sAdhI tene ja baMdhAya. bAkI bAhya tapazcaryA to abhavya paNa karI zake. dhyAnanI sAdhanA dvArA prajJA parikarmita na bane tyAM sudhI AgamanuM aidaMparya na maLe. jainetaromAM kahyuM che : AgamenAnumAnena, yogAbhyAsarasena ca / tridhA prakalpayan prajJAM, labhate tattvamuttamam // kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 9

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Agama, anumAna ane yogAbhyAsano rasa A traNathI prajJAne parikarmita karato sAdhaka uttama tattvane prApta kare che. bhagavatImAM gautamasvAmI prazna kare che te emane ema nathI karatA. bhagavatImAM lakhyuM che : 'jJALoLaNa' artha porasImAM dhyAna koThAmAM praveza karIne pachI pUchatA hatA. jema-jema tenuM dhyAna dharAya tema tema navA-navA artho sphUratA ja jAya. zruta-kevaLIomAM paNa artha-ciMtanamAM paraspara taratamatA hoya, paraspara chaTThANaviDayA hoya. jeTaluM ciMtana UMDuM, artha teTalA vadhu sphure ! ghaDIyALamAM badhA ja sperapArTo kAmanA che, tema sAdhu-jIvananA sarva aMgo kAmanA che. aDhAreya hajAra zIlAMga kAmanA che. eka paNa aMga bagaDe to ArAdhanAnuM ghaDIyALa aTakI jAya. -- puNiyA zrAvakanuM sAmAyika kema vakhANyuM ? enuM mana eTaluM sthira ane pavitra rahetuM ke koIpaNa azuddhi tarata ja pakaDAI jatI. AthI ja ajANatAM pADozInuM chANuM AvI jatAM enuM mana sAmAyikamAM lAgyuM nhotuM ! tamArI pAse keTaluM anyAyanuM dhana haze ? pachI tame kaho cho : mALAmAM mana nathI lAgatuM. kyAMthI lAge ? ApaNe keTalA aticArothI bharelA chIe ? pachI mana kyAMthI lAge ? puNiyA zrAvakane ATalI kALajI rAkhavI paDe to ApaNe kAMI ja kALajI nahi rAkhavAnI ? AtmAne AzvAsana ApI zakAya tevI sAdhanA na karuM to mAruM sAdhupaNuM zA kAmanuM ? evo vicAra nathI Avato ? nAnakaDo bALaka ramatAM 10 lAkhanI thappI saLagAvI deto hoya, te joIne tenA pitAne keTaluM duHkha thAya ? evuM ja duHkha amane thaI rahyuM che : saMyamamAM thatI azuddhio joIne, thatA pramAdane joIne. Agama, anumAna ane yogAbhyAsathI prajJAne parikarmita ka2vAnuM ajaino kahe che. ApaNA ribhadrasUrijI kahe che : * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 10

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zruta, ciMtA ane bhAvanAthI AtmAne parikarmita banAvavAno che. bhAvanAjJAnavALo cAritravAnuM ja hoya, te tattva saMvedana pAmelo ja hoya. zrutajJAna : sAmAnya zabda jJAna. ciMtAjJAna : TIkA-niryukti-cUrNi Adi dvArA viziSTa arthanuM jJAna. jemaNe artha (TIkA)no niSedha karyo temaNe bhagavAnane ja khoyA. kAraNake bhagavAna svayaM arthathI ja dezanA Ape che. bhAvanAjJAna : hRdayamAM tene bhAvita banAvavuM te. >> jIva navi puSyalI. sumatinAtha bhagavAnanA devacakRta stavananI A gAthA che. mAre to A stavano nAnapaNamAM ja kaMThastha thaI gayelA. bhagavatInA pATho to kyAM yAda rahe ? paNa A kaDI to manamAM 2myA ja kare. jo zarIranuM pudgalapaNuM dhyAnamAM na rahe, jarA pramAda thaI jAya to moha humalo karatAM Dare nahi. nAnapaNamAM kaMThastha karelI A kRtio Aje mArA mATe mUlyavAna banI gaI che. jema koI gRhasthane sastA bhAve - kharIdeluM sonuM Aje mUlyavAna banI jAya ! pU. haribhadrasUrijIe ahIM dareka padamAM anya matonuM nirasana karyuM che, tenuM kAraNa e che : jainetaro taraphathI jaino para AkSepo thayelA hatA. e AkSeponuM nirasana jarUrI hatuM. vaLI, haribhadrasUri gRhasthapaNAthI ja caudeya vidyAnA pAragAmI vidvAna hatA. eTale emanI sAme te yuganA badhA ja mato ramI rahyA hoya. AthI ekeka padamAM anya-anya matanuM sahaja rIte ja nirasana thatuM rahe che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 11

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bhA. vada-6 19-9-2000, maMgaLavAra eka tIrthakaranI jIvatA sarva tIrthakarone pahoMce che. tIrthakaramAM acitya zakti hoya che. kalpanAmAM paNa nA Ave tevA upakAro te zaktithI thatA rahe che. dIrghadRSTithI vicArIe to mahAvideha kSetramAM rahelA tIrthaMkara paNa upakAra kare ja che. gharano mANasa videza jAya toya gharano ja kahevAya. tIrthakara koIpaNa sthaLe hoya, ApaNA ja che ! mahAvideha kSetra bhagavAna mahAvidehanA lokonA ja nathI, ApaNA paNa che. jo ema na hota to roja temanA caityavaMdananuM vidhAna na hota ! bhagavAne ApaNane ahIM rAkhyA che te ApaNane paripakva banAvavA ! judA kSetramAM rahIe chIe, tethI ApaNe kAMI judA nathI ! mA potAnA putrane kamANI mATe paradezamAM mokale tethI hRdayanI 12 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * ka

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judAI thoDI thaI jAya che ? bhUtano vartamAnamAM Aropa karIne jema bhagavAnanA kalyANakonI ArAdhanA karAya tema bhAvino paNa vartamAnamAM Aropa karI zakAya. A ja dRSTie bharate aSTApada para 24 tIrthakaronI mUrti bharAvelI. A ja dRSTikoNathI huM kahuM chuM : eka tIrthakaranI stavanA sarva tIrthakarone pahoMce che. eka tIrthaMkarano prabhAva tame jhIlo cho tyAre sarva tIrthakarono prabhAva jhIlo cho. eka tIrthakarane prema karo cho tyAre tame sarva tIrthakaro pratye prema karo cho. eka tIrthakarane tame prema karo cho tyAre tame sarva tIrthakaronA nAmasthApanA, Agama Adi sarva para prema karo cho. nAma prabhu sAthe abheda sAdhe, pachI mUrti sAthe abheda sAthe tene ja bhAva bhagavAna maLI zake. eTale ja ApaNane ahIM (bharatakSetramAM) rAkhavAmAM AvyA che. jethI nAmasthApanAnI bhakti karI bhAva-bhagavAna mATenI bhUmikAnuM nirmANa karI zakIe. ApaNe nAma-nAmIne taddana bhinna mAnIe chIe, tethI ja hRdayathI bhakti karI zakatA nathI. hamaNA ja bhagavatImAM ame vAMcI AvyA : guNa-guNIno kathaMcit abheda hoya che. jo ema na hoya to guNa ane guNI banne alaga-alaga thaI jAya. guNa-guNInI jema nAma-nAmIno paNa abheda che. nAma, mUrti ane AgamamAM to bhakta, bhagavAnane jue ja, AgaLa vadhIne caturvidha saMghanA pratyeka sabhyamAM paNa bhagavAna jue che. tIrtha tIrthakara dvArA sthApita che. guru ziSya para upakAra kare che te paNa vastutaH bhagavAnano ja upakAra che. guru to mArA vAhaka che, mAdhyama che. zAstromAM tyAM sudhI kahyuM che : ApaNe bhagavAnane karIe chIe te namaskAra paNa ApaNo nahi, bhagavAnano gaNAya, naigamanathI. namaskAra meM karyo te bhagavAnano zI rIte ? dalAle zeThavatI kamANI karI, paNa te gaNAya zeThanI ja ne ? * * * * * = = = * * * * * 13

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sainikoe laDAI karI jIta meLavI, paNa jIta gaNAya rAjAnI ja ne ? rasoIo jamADe che, paNa jamaNa zeThanuM ja gaNAyane ? dAse gadheDo kharIdyo paNa gaNAya zeThano ja ne ? ApaNe caturvidha saMghanA sau sabhyo bhagavAnanA ja ne ? kAnajInA matanI jema ApaNe mAtra upAdAnane sahattva nathI ApatA, bhagavAnane AgaLa rAkhIe chIe. pU. devacandrajInI jema ApaNe nimitta kAraNane AgaLa rAkhIe chIe. ApaNe ja bhagavAnanA hoIe to ApaNo namaskAra ApaNo zI rIte hoI zake ? AkhA ja ApaNe gADAmAM beThA chIe to ApaNuM poTaluM ApaNA para bhArarUpa zI rIte banI zake ? namaskAra paNa bhagavAna laI le to ApaNI pAse rahyuM zuM? ema vicArI ciMtAtura nahi thatA. ApaNA zeTha (bhagavAna) eTalA udAra che ke e ApaNA namaskAra vagere rAkhI mUkatA nathI, paNa UlTA anekagaNA vadhArIne Ape che. ApaNe haju bhagavAnane saMpUrNa samarpita banyA nathI. samarpita banyA hoIe to judAI zAnI ? huM pote sAthe chuM. mArAmAM eTalo samarpaNa bhAva pragaTyo nathI. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : A badhuM bahu kaThaNa che. pUjyazrI : kaThaNa che to paNa karavAnuM che. tamArA jevA vaktAo ahIM sAMbhaLavA Ave che, te ja yogyatAne sUcave che. tamArA jevA eka anekone pahoMcADaze. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H ame to Apane luMTavA AvyA chIe. pUjyazrI H have tame paNa bIjAne Apajo . mArI jema kaMjusa nahi banatA. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : kaMjusa zabdano prayoga zubha ghaDIe thayo lAge che. 4 * * * * * * * * * * * * ka

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pUjyazrI H te divase Agama-paricaya-vAcanAmAM meM bhagavatI mATe (kalAka, doDha kalAka mATe) nA kahelI eTale tamane kaMjusAI lAgI haze, paNa svAthyanA kAraNe bahu kheMcI zakuM tema na lAgatAM meM nA kahelI, bAkI kyAM vAMdho hato ? pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ? nahi, evuM mArA manamAM ja nhotuM. e vAta to pU. kalpataruvijayajI pAse thaI gaI hatI. parama divase to Apa poNo kalAka bahu ja svasthatAthI bolelA. - pUjyazrI : 15-20 miniTanuM kahIne 30-40 miniTa thaI jAya to vAMdho nahi, paNa kalAkanuM vacana ApyA pachI 20 miniTamAM pUruM na karI zakAya. samajAyuM ? ja sakala jIvarAzimAM bhagavAna che. sakala jIvarAzimAM ApaNe kharA ke nahi ? jo ApaNe bhagavanmaya hoIe to ethI ochuM zA mATe mAnavuM ? upayogAtmA, dravyAtmA ane darzanAtmA tarIke ApaNe siddhonI sAthe chIe. (bhagavatImAM hamaNA 8 AtmAonI vAta cAle che. upayogAtmA Adi traNa emAMnA ja che.) siddha samAna hovA chatAM ApaNe pAmara banelA chIe. A ja moTI karuNatA che. * ApaNe pAsa nAkhIe chIe deha Adi para, paNa baMdhAIe chIe ApaNe pote ja. ApaNo A pAsa navo che. mAchImAra jALa nAkhe, paNa pakaDAya mAchalIo, paNa ahIM to ApaNI jALamAM ApaNe ja pakaDAI rahyA chIe. siddhatva yAda rahe to AvI jALamAM kadI sapaDAIe nahi. Atmabodho navaH pAzo, dehagehadhanAdiSu / yaH kSipto'pyAtmanA teSu, svasya bandhAya jAyate // - jJAnasAra. . caturazitijIvayoniprANanAthAya / - zakrastava. bhagavAna corAzI lAkha jIvayoninA prANanAtha che. bhagavAne to ApaNI sAthe abhedabhAva karyo, paNa * * * * * * * * * 15

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ApaNe ja bhagavAna sAthe bheda rAkhyo che. bhagavAna to ApaNI sAthe saMparka rAkhavA taiyAra ja che, ApaNe ja taiyAra nathI. bhagavAna sAthe saMparka sAdhavA ja "prItalaDI baMdhANI re' vagere stavano gAuM chuM. (2)purivArathahasthI ! A padathI guNa krama-abhidhAna-vAdI bRhaspatinA ziSyonA matanuM nirasana thayuM che. AtmAnA anaMta guNomAM koI krama nathI. jaina darzana ekAMtamAM mAnato nathI. mATe guNonuM varNana kramathI paNa karAya, utkramathI paNa karAya. pelAnI dalIla e che ke amuka guNo chadmastha avasthAnA che. koI guNo kevaLajJAna pachInA che. guNa-varNana kramazaH hovuM joIe. paNa ApaNe tyAM pazcAnu pUrvIthI, pUvanupUrvIthI anAnupUrvIthI badhI rIte varNana thaI zake. dA.ta. mukhyatAnI apekSAe samyagdarzananA lakSaNomAM zama prathama che. utpattinI apekSAe AstikatA prathama che. tyAM pazcAnupUrvI paNa svIkArAI che. tema ahIM paNa samajavuM. je gaMdhahastIthI bIjA hAthIo bhAge, ghAsaleTathI kIDIo bhAge, tema bhagavAnathI badhA upadravo bhAgI jAya che. mATe ja bhagavAna puruSomAM "gaMdhahastI' che. puNyapuruSa hoya tyAM upadravo ochA hoya, emanA sAnnidhyamAM AnaMda-maMgala vartato hoya che. - pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : jemake hamaNA upadravo nathI. pUjyazrI H ema na kahevAya. tame badhA sAthe ja chone ? kahenArA to ema paNa kahe che ke e hoya che tyAM vRSTi nathI AvatI. banne bAju bolanArA loko hoya che. ApaNe bannemAM samabhAva rAkhavo. * alokamAM javuM che koIne ? moTI jagyA maLaze ! 16 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * =

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AkAzAstikAye to kahI dIdhuM che : ahIM tame ekalA nahi rahI zako. bIjAne jagyA tamAre ApavI ja paDaze. "mArI oraDImAM huM bIjAne nahi AvavA dauM." AvI vRtti mArI pAse nahi cAle. AkAzanI udAratA to juo. dharma-adharma-pugala, jIva vagerene kevo samAvIne alipta bhAve beTho che ! enI pAsethI udAratA guNa levA jevo nahi ? nAnI-nAnI tuccha vAtone AgaLa karIne laDI paDanArA ApaNe AmAMthI koI bodhapATha laIzuM ? sarvavayAya | - zakastava. sarva devomAM bhagavAna vyApta che. (bhale koI rAmakRSNa jevA kAlI mAtAne mAnatA hoya, paNa namaskAra bhagavAnane ja pahoMce. nAma badalAya to zuM thaI gayuM ? bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa bhUlAI jAya to ahaM ke o paNa cAle.) sarva jJAnamayAya - jagatanuM sarva jJAna bhagavAnanuM ja che. ApaNe jJAna bhaNatA hoIe tyAre bhagavAnamaya ja hoIe chIe. tenovAya - bhagavAna tejomaya che, udyotamaya che. no rasa 3momare ! sAdhakane ghaNI vakhate teja dekhAya che. A jayotidhyana che. paramajyotirUpa bhagavAnamAMthI ja AvatA e sphaliMgo che. dhyAnayAya - dhyAnamAM pratimA AvyA. AlaMbana pratimAnuM levAnuM hoya. dhyAna vinA te na thaI zake. dhyAna je koI paNa kare te bhagavanmaya ja che. AvA bhagavAnanI sAthe ekAkAra banIzuM tyAre bhagavAna jarUra maLaze ja. * * * * * * * * * * * * * 10

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bhA. vada-7 20-9-2000, budhavAra rathane sArathi calAve tema bhaktane bhagavAna calAve che. ja bhagavAnanA tIrthamAM dravyathI paNa puNya vinA naMbara lAgato nathI. bhagavAna ApaNA che, evo bhAva tIrthanA AlaMbanathI utpanna thaI zake che. zarIraIndriyAdi mA che - ema mAnIne jIvana purUM karanArA jIvane 'bhagavAna mArA che.' evuM kadI lAgyuM nathI. aneka bhavono A abhyAsa TaLavo sahelo nathI. vikathAo ghaNI sAMbhaLavA maLe che, bhagavAnanI vAto jagatamAM kyAMya sAMbhaLavA maLatI nathI. bhagavAna mArA che, sArA che - evI durlabha vAto A lalitavistarAmAMthI tamane jANavA maLaze. namutthaNe to nAnapaNathI jANIe chIe, paNa temAM AvI durlabha vAto che, te to A 8 * * * * * * * * * * * ? kalApUrNasUri-4

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lalitavistarAthI ja jaNAya che. bhAva tIrthakara bhale nathI, paNa bhAva tIrthakarane pedA karanAra paribaLo atyAre hAjara che. vyakti bhale hAjara na hoya, paNa tenuM nAma cAre bAju gAjatuM hoya, tenI tasvIro (sthApanA) badhe dekhAtI hoya, tene jenArA loko vidyamAna hoya te paNa tenI mahAnatA jaNAvavA paryApta che. zarIra mAruM che, ghara mAruM che, evuM ghaNIvAra thayuM paNa bhagavAna mArA che, evuM kadI lAgyuM ? bhagavAna mArA che - evo bhAva jAgavAthI bhagavAna kadI dUra nahi lAge. "nAma grahaMtA AvI mile, mana bhItara bhagavAna.' - upA. mAnavijayajI. huM kadAca bhUlI paNa jAuM. paNa bhagavad ! Ape to mane yAda karAvavuM 'tuM.' - ema bhakta ja bhagavAnane kahI zake. bhagavAna potAnA nAma-mUrti-Agama-saMgha Adi sAthe joDAyelA che. AmAMthI koIpaNa mAdhyamathI tame bhagavAnane pakaDI zako cho. ja ApaNe bhAva bhagavAnanI vAto karIe chIe. paNa bhAva bhagavAnane koNa joI zake che ? sAkSAt bhagavAna paNa sAme beThA hoya to paNa temanuM Atmadravya thoDuM dekhAvAnuM ? zarIra ja dekhAvAnuM. bhAva jina vidyamAna hoya tyAre paNa temane kAMI gharamAM ke hRdayamAM bhavyo laI jatA nathI, te vakhate paNa nAma ane sthApanA ja AdhArabhUta hoya che. mATe ja pU. devacandrajI kahe che : upakArI duga bhASya bhAkhyA, bhAva vaMdakano grahIe re.' nAma ane sthApanA jina ja loko mATe upakArI che. bhAva paNa Akhare zabdathI ja pakaDAzene ? bhAvane jaNAvanAra ane grahaNa karanAra zabda (nAma) ja che, citra (sthApanA) ja che. AthI ja te bannene upakArI kahyA che. to ahIM bhAva kono levo ? vaMdakano bhAva levAno. tame bhagavAnamAM joDAyA eTale tamArA bhAvamAM bhagavAna AvyA. * * * * * * * * * * * 19

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jeo bhAvamAM bhagavAna lAvyA teo tarI gayA. gautama vagere. jeo bhAvamAM bhagavAna na lAvyA teo DUbI gayA - gozALA - jamAli vagere. bhAvamAM bhagavAna lAvavA mATe nAma-mUrti-AgamamAM bhagavAna che, tevI buddhi pedA karavI paDaze. bhagavAnane "sarvavevamayAya' kahIne buddha, viSNu, brahmA, maheza vagere tamAmanA nAmo (vizeSaNo sahita) zarkastavamAM che. e badhA nAmono artha bhagavAnamAM paNa ghaTI zake. juo bhaktAmara : vRddhattvameva... bhagavan! tame ja buddha cho. tame ja zaMkara cho. tame ja vidhAtA cho. tame ja puruSottama cho. ema ghaTAvyuM che. pachI lakhyuM : suSya namannimuvArtiharAya nAtha ! AkhA jagatanI pIDAne dUra karanAra bhagavAna che. bhagavAnanuM nAma levAthI Aje paNa upadravo zame che. jo ema na hoya te. zAnti, bRha-zAnti, saMtikara vagere stotro khoTA mAnavA paDe. Aje lAbhazaMkara DaoNkaTare kahyuM : "nAnapaNathI mane koI mahAtmAe navakAra zIkhAvyo enA prabhAvathI huM vIMchunuM jhera UtArI zakuM chuM.' sAMbhaLIne Azcarya thayuM. ApaNane je navakAra sAmAnya lAge che, temane te maMtra lAge che. | mullAjIe kUvAmAMthI pANI kADhI ApatAM zeThe tAjuba thaIne pUchyuM : kayo maMtra che, tamArI pAse ? pelA mullAe "navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvyo. sAMbhaLIne zeThajI hasI paDyA : A to maneya AvaDe che ! pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : A kyAMnI ghaTanA che ? pUjyazrI H banelI ghaTanA che eTaluM cokkasa. vizvAsa na Avato hoya to tamArA guru mahArAjanI ja ghaTanA kahuM. harijananA koI mukhya vyaktioe DAyaro jamAvyo. tyAre eka vyakti jAya che, paNa tenA mATe kAma siddha nahi 20 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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thAya ema koIe kahyuM. sAce ja, je vyakti mATe e gayelo te vyakti marI gayelI. A vidyA zIkhavA eka zrAvaka lalacAyo. 21 divasa jApa karyo. chelle divase smazAnamAM javAnuM thayuM. pelI malina devI navakAranA AbhAmaMDalanA kAraNe aMdara praveza karI zakatI nathI. tuM navakAra bhUle, navakAra baMdha kare to ja huM AvuM devInA A vacanane ThukarAvI zrAvaka navakAra para daDha zraddhAvALo banyo. bahArathI jANavA maLe pachI ja ApaNI pAse rahelI cIjano mahimA samajAya che. namo arihaMtANaM ane bhagavAna eka che. tema tame mAno cho ? stotrathI sAkSAta bhagavAnanI ja ArAdhanA thaI zake, evA vizvAsathI ja AcArya mAnatuMgasUrijIe 44 beDIo toDelI hatI. zrI supAsa jina vaMdIe.' e stavanamAM zrI AnaMdaghanajIe nAmano ja mahimA batAvyo che. zivazaMkara jagadIzvarU vagere ekeka vizeSaNa to vAMco. Apatti Ave tyAre bhagavAnanA nAma vinA zAnti kyAM che ? mATe ja bhagavAnane "jagata-janta-vizrAma kahyA che. AkhAya vizvane zAnathI bharI denArA bhagavAna vizvabhara' che. vividha nAmothI bhagavAnanI kevI vidha-vidha zaktio ane kevA guNo pragaTa thayA che ? rathane sArathi calAve tema bhaktane bhagavAna calAve che. mATe ja kahyuM : "mukti paramapada-sAtha." "ema aneka abhidhA dhare, anubhava-gamya vicAra; je jANe tehane kare, AnaMdaghana avatAra..." Ama bhagavAnanA aneka nAma che. e anubhavathI ja jaNAya. je jANe tene bhagavAna AnaMdaghana svarUpa banAvI de. * puruSagaMdhahastI sudhI asAdhAraNa hetu stotavya, kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * = = = = = = = = 21

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saMpadA pUrI thaI. (20) no puttamAdi | ahIM pAMceya sUtramAM lokano artha badalAto jAya che. paMcAstikAyamaya loka kahevAya, chatAM ahIM lokathI bhavya loko ja levAnA che. eka zabdanA ghaNA artha thAya. hari laMchana sapta hasta tanu' ahIM hari eTale siMha. kyAMka harino artha Indra thAya. ema harinA 13 artha thAya che. sarva jIvomAM uttama ema kahyA hoya to abhavyothI bhavya paNa uttama gaNAya, mATe ja bhavyalokamAM paNa uttama bhagavAna che, ema A sUtrathI jaNAvyuM. sakala maMgalanuM mULa bhagavAna che. mATe ja teo lokottama che. temanuM tathAbhavyatva ja tevA prakAranuM che. viNayamUlo dhammo saMsAranA tApa, uttApa ane saMtApa e trividha duHkhathI mukta karAvanAra eka mAtra AtmajJAna che. AtmA te jJAna-rahita che nahi, paNa jIvane huM Avo sukha saMpanna, du:kha rahita, koI aciMtya padArtha chuM, tevuM bhAna nathI. gurugamavaDe jijJAsu e nidhAnane jANe che, ane zuddhabhAvavaDe teno anubhava kare che. gurugamaprAptino upAya vinaya che. 22 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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bhagavAtamAM vItarAgatA che, tema vAtsalya paNa che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * bhA. vada-8 girivihAra dharmazALA 21-9-2000, guruvAra sAdhanA-zibira prAraMbha. AzIrvAda nizrA : pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI. saMcAlana H pUjya yazovijayasUrijI. : pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI vizvanA pratyeka jIvanA maMgala mATe bhagavAne vai. suda-11nA tIrthanI sthApanA karI, jene 2556 varSa thayA. A zAsanane AtmasAt karI tenuM amRta pInArA AcArya bhagavaMtoe A zAsana ahIM sudhI pahoMcADyuM che . keTalo upakAra bhagavAnano ? 21 hajAra varSa sudhI tIrtha konA bharose ? bhagavAna mokSe gayA, 23

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paNa paropakArathI aTakyA nathI. jIvothI virakta nathI banyA. bhagavAnamAM vItarAgatA che, tema vAtsalya paNa che. paraspara viruddha dhamAM paNa bhagavAnamAM che. vastu no svabhAva anaMtadharmAtmaka ja che. te ja pramANabhUta manAya. "vastu anaMta svabhAva che, anaMta kathaka tasu nAma." - pU. devacandrajI. bhagavAna sivAya AvuM tattva koNa jaNAve ? bhagavAne arthathI, gaNadharoe sUtrathI banAvelI dvAdazAMgI maLI te ApaNo mahApuNyodaya che. Aje dekhAtA dezyathI kone AnaMda na thAya ? dhyAnane prekaTIkala banAvavAnI jarUra che. Aje dhyAnanA nAme evA prayogo cAle jene dhyAna kahevAya ke kema? te savAla che. mATe ja huM "dhyAna-zibira' zabdano virodhI chuM. ApaNe tyAM, dhyAna na dharIe to aticAra lAge - tevuM vidhAna che ! paNa harAma che : ApaNe kadI dhyAna dharyuM hoya ! dhyAnathI bhaDakIe chIe, paNa sAdhu-jIvana ja dhyAnamaya che, e ApaNe jANatA ja nathI. "triya sarvApi vinmathI' apramatta sAdhunI dareka kriyA cinmaya-jJAnamaya che. mATe ja e kriyA dhyAna-vidyAtaka nahi, paNa dhyAna-poSaka che. ja dharma-dhyAna na hoya to ArnAdi dhyAna rahevAnuM ja. Aje sthiti evI thaI che : loko AkSepo kare che : jainomAM dhyAna nathI. eno javAba ApavA mATe ja AnuM Ayojana thayuM che. suvihita muninI carcA na karIe to doSa lAge. manane kendrita karavAnA prayatno to ApaNI Avazyaka cIja che. cha AvazyakomAM zuM che? jIvanabhara samatAmAM rahevuM te sAmAyika. A sAmAyikanI pratijJA caturvidha saMgha samakSa ApaNe lIdhelI che. viSaya-kaSAyathI tapta chuM. have mAre samatAnA sarovaramAM jhIlavuM che. AvI bhAvanA jAge te ja sAcuM sAmAyika karI zake. samatA mAnIe teTalI saraLa nathI. ene meLavavA bAkInA pAMca Avazyako che. 24 * * * * * * * * * * = kahe,

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A mArA-tamArA Avazyako nathI, gaNadharonA che. cintAbhAvanApUrvakaH sthirAdhyavasAyaH dhyAnam / dhyAnavicAra. - dhyAnanA bhedo mAtra amuka ja nathI, jeTalI jeTalI mananI avasthAo che teTalA dhyAnanA prakAro che. dhyAna vinA kevaLajJAna na maLe. dhyAnane siddha karavo che, evo saMkalpa karIne ja ahIM Avajo. bhUmikAmAM ja TAIma na jAya mATe huM TUMkamAM kahevA mAMguM chuM. pUjya yazovijayasUrijI H prakAzo, kAMI vAMdho nathI. pUjyazrI : pahoMcavuM che prabhu pAse. prabhu pAse pahoMcavA samatA joIe. samatA meLavavI hoya to cauvisattho, 24 tIrthaMkarone pakaDo. sAmAyika pachI cauvisattho Avazyaka che. A krama bhagavAnanI hAjarImAM gaNadharoe goThavelo che, teno khyAla che ne ? 24 tIrthaMkarone je name, temanuM je kIrtana kare tenI ja sAdhanA saphaLa bane, enI pAchaLanuM A rahasya che. mAtra ApaNA puruSArthathI A samatA na ja maLe. e ja samajavAnuM che. sAmAyika-samatA sAdhya che. jIvanabhara mahenata karIzuM tyAre A maLaze. zruta, samyak ane cAritra sAmAyikanA A traNa prakAro che. A koNa Ape ? dharma. deva darzana, guru jJAna ane dharma cAritra Ape. sAmAyika cAritrarUpa che. cavisatthomATe logassa che. e para eka pustaka bahAra paDyuM che. vAMcazo to samajAze. cavisatthone lAvavA vAMdaNA vagere Avazyaka joIe. koI na hovA chatAM vAparatAM pahelA vAparuM' bolavAnI Adata che. pU. kanaka-devendrasUrijInuM joIne ame kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * ** 25

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zIkhyA chIe. AvuM tyAre ja bolI zakAya, jyAre deva-guru sAme rahelA hoya tema dekhAya. che. ApaNe tyAM Dagale ne pagale bolAto deva-guru pasAya' ke dareka paccakakhANa pAravuM vagere dareka prasaMge gaNAto navakAra te bhagavAnanI ja mukhyatAne jaNAve che. ApaNuM kAma gupti (khAsa karIne manogupti) dvArA sAdhanA karavAnI che. manoguptino abhyAsa karavA ekaThA thayA chIe. te pahelA pAMca samiti AtmasAtu banI gaI che, ema samajIne cAlIe chIe. 4 AcArAMga vagere dareka Agama bhagavAna svarUpa che. ekeka akSara ke paMkti bhagavAna svarUpa che. mane koI pUche : zAnuM dhyAna dharo cho ? huM kahuM : bhagavAnanuM dhyAna dharuM chuM. jyAM bhagavAna na hoya tevA koI dhyAna-vyAnanI mAre jarUra nathI. ApaNuM koIpaNa kArya bhagavAnanI kRpAthI ja siddha thaze, eTaluM sadA mATe tame noMdhI rAkhazo. * manoguptinA traNa sTepa che. pravacananI mAtA zA mATe kahevAI ? adhyAtma jagatamAM mAtA jevuM kAma karI zake che. aSTapravacana mAtAnA khoLe rahelA muninI barAbarI Indra paNa karI zake nahi. nAnuM bALaka mA vinA na jIve tema muni aSTapravacana vinA jIvI zake nahi. sAta mAtA (manomi sivAyanI)no abhyAsa haze te manoguptino abhyAsa saraLatAthI thaI zakaze. mananI 4 avasthA : vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suziSTa ane sulIna. bahAranA badhA ja paribaLo mana mATe zarAba che, jethI mana uttejita thatuM rahe che. jaina loko T.V. vagere rAkhe, tenI huM kalpanA paNa karI 26 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija * * * * *

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zakato nathI. sAMbhaLuM chuM tyAre stabdha thaI jAuM chuM. dhyAnArthIone sUcanA ke pharI ghera jaI Tv. na jue. are, gharamAM T.V. rAkhavuM joIe ja nahi. ahIM nirmaLa thAva ne TV. joI malina bano, evuM nahi karatA. gadheDo snAna karI pharI UkaraDAmAM ALoTe, tevuM nahi karatA. T.V. vagere badhuM kADhI nAkhajo. kapaDAno kApa ghaNo kADhyo. have manano kApa kADhavAno che. vastra to bIjA paNa dhoI Ape, paNa manane to ApaNe ja dhovuM paDaze. eTale paheluM kAma : 1. kalpanAnA jALA vikherI nAkhavA : vimuvaqnAgAnam | 2. samatAmAM pratiSThita karavuM : samatve supratiSThitam | 3. AtmAmAM DUbI javuM : mAtmArAma manaH A traNa sopAnamAM manogupti vaheMcAyelI che. A prayAsa stutya che. yazovijayasUrijI AcArya bhagavaMta che. guru AzISa pAmIne je kAMI zIkhyA che. teo je zIkhave te svIkArajo. zAnti meLavavI hoya to manane ekAgra banAvajo. e vinA zAnti nahi maLe. bhagavAnane bhUlatA nahi, e khAsa sUcanA che. pUjya yazovijayasUrijI : mahAmahima prabhu zrI AdinAthane praNAma. parama zraddheya parama gItArtha pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtanA AzIrvAdapUrvaka ApaNI sAdhanA zarU thAya che. paMcAcAramayI ApaNI sAdhanA che. aThavADiyAmAM paMcAcAramAM UMDANamAM javA mATe prAyogika dhoraNe prayatna karavAno che. jJAnAcAranuM pAlana Agama-vAcanA dvArA prabhunA pAvana zabdo dvArA sAMbhaLIne karyuM. darzanAcAra caherA para dekhAya che. saune bhagavAna para * * * * * * * * * * * * rada 20

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atUTa zraddhA che. ApaNI buddhi vartuLa che, mAtra sarvajJa ja mArga ApI zake. emanA caraNomAM jhukIe, mastakane anuprANita karIe. tamArI buddhi, tuTI jAya pachI ja zraddhA zarU thAya. padmavijaya - navapadapUjA. jinaguNa anaMta che, vAca krama mita dIha; buddhirahita zaktivikala, kima kahuM ekaNa jIha." IzArAthI azabda-vAcanA paNa teoe ApI che. prabhumAM jemaNe DUbavuM che, temaNe svabuddhi, svakartavyono cheda UDavo joIe. e ja prabhu - mArga para cAlI zake. cAritrAcAra, tapa-AcAra, vIcAra ApaNAmAM che ja. guptimAM kAyamurtithI zarU karIzuM. piMDastha-padastha dhyAna. kAussagnamAM iriyAvahI sUtro spaSTa karIne jaIzuM. sthAna-varNAdi, cha Avazyaka prekaTIkala karIzuM. sAdhanAne saiddhAntika rUpa ApIne prekaTIkala banAvIzuM. prabhuno anugraha, saddagurunI AzISa, sAdhakano thanaganATa - A trikoNathI saphaLatA maLe ja. - bhagavAnano anugraha satata cAlu ja che. cavA ziva sau, zavA gati sarva: ' - upA. yazovijayajI . tIrthakaro to prasanna che ja, paNa emAM rahelo "me' zabda mahattvapUrNa che. ApaNe tIrthaMkarano prasAda jhIlI zakatA nathI. enuM kAraNa manoguptino abhAva che. vicAranI cAdara para anugraha jhIlI na zakAya. pataMjali : nirvivAra - vaizAre adhyAtma - saMprasAH | - prathama sAdhanA nirvicAranI raheze. - mana vinA dravyayi: tucchAH | bhAvakriyA banAvavI hoya to praNidhAna paMcaka samajavuM paDaze. 28 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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bapore samajIzuM. - atyAre kAyamurtithI zarU karI vacana-managumimAM jaIzuM. ApaNe baDabhAgI chIe, pUjyazrIe ahIM TheTha sudhI nizrA ApI. pUjayazrInI orAno lAbha maLaze. AvA sadguru vinA sIdhI rIte sAdhanAne UMcakavI muzkela che. pUjyazrI padhAryA te kRpA. rokAyA te mahAkRpA. gupti eTale vacce AtmopayoganuM sthira thavuM. kAyAnA kaMpananI vacce AtmopayogamAM raho te Iyasamiti. vacananA kaMpananI vacce AtmopayogamAM raho te bhASAsamiti. gocarI vakhate AtmopayogamAM raho te eSaNAsamiti. letI-mUkatI vakhate AtmopayogamAM raho te AdAnanikSepaNAsamiti. nAnI nAnI cIjo paraThavatI vakhate AtmopayogamAM raho te pAriSThApanikAsamiti. samiti-gupti eTale AtmopayogamAM TharavAnuM sthAna. - vimutpanAnAniMga kAya-vacanagupti saraLa che. kAraNa ke kaMpana vinA prayatna karo to besI zakAya. Avazyaka niryuktimAM "mi, ninno, kutto vA !' traNeya rIte kAussagna thaI zake, ema lakhyuM che. . vijJAna jaina siddhAnta pAchaLa doDI rahyuM che. vijJAna nAno bhAI che, jaina siddhAnta moTo bhAI che. kAyagupti temaja vAgupti paNa saraLa che. Aje mauna hatA ne ? sAdhanAthI vaNA kalAka pahelA mauna rAkhajo. - eka sAdhake kahyuM hA kalAka pahelA mauna rAkhajo. vAto karIne Avazo to tamAruM mana 15-20 miniTa sudhI komenTa karyA ja karaze. pratikramaNa paNa A ja rIte karo. 1-2 mALA gaNIne pratikramaNa karo. manogupti kaThaNa che. tra ma jha = = = = = = = = = 29

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vicAronA jALAne bAjue mUkavA. manane be ja dizAno khyAla che : vicAra athavA nidrA. trIjI avasthA have anubhavavI che. jJAnasAre kahyuM che : tamArI kahevAtI jAgRti ane nidrAmAM koI pharaka nathI. ' bannemAM vicAra che ja. vicAranuM pageruM zodho. pagI zuM kare ? meM evA pagI joyA che jeo jhADa parathI tAkata bhUmimAM jatA coranA pagalA oLakhI le. zubhano vAMdho nathI. azubha vicAra na joIe. - maMdiramAM amRtarUpa prabhu pAse paNa eka vyaktithI vicAra badalI jato hoya che. Atama jJAne mana-vacana-kAya rati choDa; to pragaTe zubhavAsanA, dhare guNa anubhava kI joDa." - samAdhizataka vacanAnaMda sevo. vacana-rati choDo. kAyAnaMda sevo. kAya-rati choDo. koI kahe : sarasa gAyuM ! ne ApaNe prabhu-bhaktimAMthI ahamAM AvI jaIzuM. "meM sAdhanA kyAM karI ? sAdhanA prabhue karAvI" ema na kahI zako ? "prabhu ! tAro AbhAra. tArA zabdo bolavAnI taka ApI.' ema vyAkhyAna pachI huM kahuM. tArI sAdhanAnI prazaMsA laIne prabhu ! tuM mane nirbhara banAvI de.' ema prabhune prArtho. jhena AzramamAM lakheluM hoya che : No mind please. No sound please. mananA AdhAra para prabhu-zabdo na laI zakAya. mAtra hRdayathI ja prabhu-zabdo laI zakAya. - jJAtatattvatA : buddhithI. 30 % = * * * * * * * * kahe,

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AptatattvatA : hRdayathI maLe. - vacana-kAyAnA AnaMdamAM ApaNe jhumavuM che. vacana-kAyAnI ratithI dUra rahevuM che, jethI tuccha bAbato gauNa banI jAya. - nidrAmAM ajJAna, jAgRtimAM vicAra - AnA sivAya manane kAMI AvaDatuM nathI. suttA amuNI, muNiNo sayA jAgaraMti / nidrA, vicAra na hoya tyAre ja parama jAgRti AvI zake. | gujiephe sAdhakane ghaDIyALa ApIne kahyuM : "sekanDa kAMTAne satata be miniTa sudhI apalaka jo. be miniTa pachI - sekaMDa kAMTAnA jonArane tuM jo." dazyomAM aTavAI gayelA ApaNe daSTAne bhUlI gayA chIe. - ApaNe jJAnane laIne zeyamAM DUbIne rAgI-dveSI banIe chIe. jJAnI dayathI-zaiyathI aLago rahe che. A ja taphAvata gamA-aNagamA vadhAratuM rahe te sAcuM jJAna nathI. mAtra jovAtuM hoya te mukti che. dazyomAM aTavAI javuM te saMsAra che. * jina-guNadarzanathI Atma-guNadarzana, samavasaraNa dhyAna vakhate joIzuM. - mananA stara parathI manane AjJA karo to mana kyAMthI mAne ? gulAma gulAmanuM na mAne, zeThanuM mAne. manathI upara UThIne AtmAnA starathI AjJA karo to mana kema na mAne ? phroIDa mahA manovaijJAnika. kroIDa patnI sAthe eka vakhata bAganA bAMkaDAmAM beThelo. patnI : bAbo khovAI gayo. kyAM gayo ? mana paNa bAbo che. mammIne bALakano khyAla hoya. * * * * * * * * 31

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tamane khyAla che ? phraoNIDa : te bAbAne kyAMka na javAnuM kaheluM ? patnI : phuvArA pAse javAnI nA pADelI. phroIDa : hA, to tyAM ja bALaka maLaze. kharekhara, bALaka tyAM ja maLI gayuM. mana ApaNuM AvuM che : nA pADo tyAM jAya. dehamAM mAtra rahevAnuM che, ramavAnuM nathI. to ja dehAdhyAsathI dUra thavAze. sAdhanA zarU thaze. prAyogika dhyAna zarU. sau prathama prabhu - anugraha mATe : gaNi mahodayasAgarajI : cauvvisaMpi jiNavarA titthayarA me pasIyaMtu / karoDarajju TaTTAra. AMkho baMdha. khullI AMkhe parano praveza thAya che. zvAsanI zubhra divAla para koIpaNa vicArano paDachAyo paDaze. zvAsa jaDa-cetana vaccenI sUkSma bhedarekhA che. logassamAM A zvAsa-sAdhanA kAma lAgaze. zvAsa lo. rAkho. mUko. che "buddhanI dhArAmAM vahI jaIza to tuM ja khovAI jaIza. pachI prazno kyAM rahevAnA ? prazna pUchavA hoya to hamaNAM ja pUcha. pachI nahi." buddha pAse janArane eka jaNe kaheluM. ja ApaNe bIjAne prabhAvita karavA mATe moTAbhAge pravRtti karatA hoIe chIe. meM keTaluM sarasa vicAryuM ? meM keTaluM sarasa kahyuM ? tame ema ja vicArI rahyA ho cho. koIpaNa vicAra maulika hoto nathI. bIjAnA vicAra para mAtra tame sahI karI do cho. deha-mana-vacana-pudgala thakI, karmathI bhinna tuja rUpa re.' - upA. yazovijayajI. amRtavela. - vicAra paugalika che. tame paulika nathI. vicAra parAyI ghaTanA che. anubhUti ja svanI che. - kayA bAraNAmAMthI kayo vicAra Avyo te moTe bhAge 32 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasari-4

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ApaNe jANI zakatA nathI. maMdiramAM vicArane mUkIne jAva cho ? vicAranA poTalAne bahAranA oTalA para mUkIne maMdiramAM jAva. dhyAnanI prAraMbhika bhUmikAmAM mana vicArathI bhareluM che, tenI bhALa maLe che. ApaNI mAnyatAo badalavA jevuM ghaNuM banyuM ApaNe mAnatA hatA ke paradeza gayelA ApaNA saMtAno yuvAno mAMsAhAra karatA haze. madirApAna karatA thaI gayA che vagere. emAM kaMIka taththAMza hovA chatAM Aje AvA tatvajJAnanA abhyAsa vaDe rUDA jIe je pacAvyuM che, ane tattvajJAna meLavyuM che. te bhale alpa saMkhyAmAM hoya paNa ahIMnA ghaNA zrAvako je jANatA nathI tevuM jJAna tyAM vikAsa pAmyuM che. keTalAye jIvoe dharma pacAvyo che. Aje hajAro bALako pAThazALAmAM jJAna meLavI rahyA che. bhakti rasa paNa khUba vikAsa pAmyo che. lokonA jIvanamAM eka mahAna vaLAMka Avato jAya che. dAna-paropakAra jevI vRttio bhAratanA jevI ja AkAra laI rahI che. arthAta kahevuM joIe ke tyAMnA jIva paNa dharma pAmavAne pAtra che. te sarvene pUjyazrI jevAnA AzIrvAda che. pachI pAtratA keLavAya ne ! 1999mAM pUjyazrIne haidrAbAdamAM vaMdanArthe javAnuM thayuM. tyAM sAdhanAnI vAta thaI, pachI meM pUchayuM ke "sAhebajI ! have paradeza javuM nathI. sva-ArAdhanA karavI che." pUjyazrI : "paradeza sAdhu jaI na zake, tame tyAMnA dharma jijJAsuone poSaNa Apo. A sva-para zreyanI pravRtti che. tattvajJAna laI jAva, tyAM pUrA premathI Apo. khUTe to pAchuM laI jaje." nidaoNSa hAsyabharyA A vacano e AzIrvAda hatA. jANe pUjyazrInA zubhAzISa maLyA hoya tema tyAMnA jijJAsuo vata, niyamonuM pAlana, sAmAyika, gharamAM ja nAnA maMdire rAkhI darzana navakAra maMtranA japa karatA thayA che. vyasana ane abhakSyAhAra to temane aDakI zake tema nathI. paraMtu tenA mitrone paNa teo temAMthI pAchA vALavA jevI zakti dharAvatA thayA che. pU. paMnyAsajI zrI bhadraMkaravijayajIno graMtha "AtmautthAnano pAyo' lagabhaga pAMcaso jevA kuTuMbamAM prasAra pAmyo che. tenA svAdhyAyanI sekaDo keseTo ghare-ghare guMjatI thaI gaI che. Ama hajAro mAIla dUra zrI mahAvIra bhagavAnanA sAcAM vAssone pUjyazrInI vAtsalyanidhi ane tatvalambinuM pradAna e mahAsabhAgya che. jeo tenAthI vaMcita che temanI anukaMpA karIe. gurukRpA temanA para varase. - sunaMdAbena vorA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * 33

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bhA. vada-9 22-9-2000, zukravAra p-l44 bhagavAnane hAtha tarIke svIkAro eTale beDo pAra ! - AgamanuM jJAna vadhe tema guNono vikAsa thAya. ajJAtA jJAta sati vastuni anantaguNA zraddhA mavati ! eTale ja "abhinava pada 20 sthAnakamAM jJAnapadathI alaga mUkyuM che. jJAnasAramAM jJAna mATe (jJAna, zAstra, anubhava) TANa aSTako che. jJAnathI zraddhA apUrva banatI jAya tema karmakSaya paNa apUrva banato jAya. bahu koDyo varase khape, karma ajJAne jeha; jJAnI zvAsocchavAsamAM, karma khapAve teha." paNa e bhAvanAjJAna hovuM joIe. bhAvanAjJAna mAtra zibiromAM javAthI na Ave, varSonI sAdhanAnA paripAkathI Ave. 34 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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atyAre ApaNe tIrthakara bhagavAna kevA che, teno paricaya gaNadharonI stutinA mAdhyamathI karI rahyA chIe. enA paranI haribhadrasUrijInI lalita - vistarA TIkA abhuta che. A TIkA maLatAM huM to ema mAnuM chuM ke sAkSAt haribhadrasUrijI maLI gayA. kadAca sAkSAt haribhadrasUrijI maLI gayA hota to paNa teo ATaluM na samajAvata. eTale ke samajAvavAno emanI pAse TAIma na hota, paNa emanI A TIkA game teTalI vAra tame vAMcI zako, enA para ciMtana karI zako. grantha eTale granthakAranuM hRdaya ja samajI lo. A ja vAta bhagavAnamAM paNa lAgu paDe. bhagavAnanA Agama maLatAM sAkSAt bhagavAna maLI gayA, ema lAgavuM joIe. premIno patra maLatAM hRdaya pramudita banI UThe, tema bhagavAnanI vANI maLatAM bhaktanuM hRdaya pramudita banI UThe che. bhagavAna tIrthaMkara che, tema tIrthasvarUpa paNa che. mArgadAtA che, tema svayaM paNa mArga che. tvAmeva samyagupalabhya jayanti mRtyu nAnyaH zivaH zivapadasya munIndra ! panthAH - bhaktAmara. tAharuM jJAna te samakti rUpa, tehi ja jJAnane cAritra teha chejI.' - pU. upA. yazovijayajI. tIrtha sAthe abheda karavo eTale Agama ane caturvidha saMgha sAthe abheda karavo. (20) no puttamAdi | siddha Adi cAra paNa lokottama kahevAya ane bhagavAna paNa lokottama che to pharaka zo ? e apekSAe to bhagavAna uttamottama che. (juo tattvArthakArikA. tyAM uttamottamamAM mAtra tIrthakaro ja lIdhA che.) ThANaMgamAM 4 bhAMgA che : jemanAmAM mAtra paropakAra hoya te bhAMgAmAM tIrthaMkara ghaTe che. "vottamo niSpatisvimeva' bhagavAna apratima lokottama che. jha jha = = = = = = = = = = = 35

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'siddhasiddharmamayajvameva ' A paMktimAM siddha, muni ane dharma AvI ja gayA che. (siddha + RSi + saddharma) e tIrthaMkarano tame saMga karo. emanA jevA banazo. 'uttama saMge re uttamatA vadhe, sadhe AnaMda anaMtojI." loDhA jevI cIja paNa suvarNarasanA sparzathI sonuM banI jAya. jina guNa bhakti rata citta vedhaka rasa guNa-prema; sevaka jinapada pAmaze, rasadhita aya jema." - pU. devacandrajI. prabhu-guNono prema e ja vedhaka-rasa che. eno sparza thatAM A kALamAM paNa pAmara parama banI zake che. patthara ke loDhA jevo AtmA prabhu-bhaktimAM mazagula bane che, tyAre te svayaM prabhu banI jAya che. dhyeyamaya dhyAtA banI jAya tyAre samAdhi Ave. dhyAnamAM traNeyanI bhinnatA hoya che, paNa samAdhimAM to traNeya (dhyAtA, dhyeya, dhyAna) eka banI jAya che. A bhaktino raMga lagADavA jevo che. ApaNI yogyatA pramANe bhale enuM phaLa maLe, paNa maLe kharuM ! (22)no nAhA ! vizvamAM bhagavAna sarvazreSTha nAtha che. bhagavAna jevA nAtha maLyA chatAM ApaNe anAthapaNuM kema anubhavIe chIe ? bhagavAna to nAtha banavA taiyAra che, paNa ApaNe saMpUrNa zaraNAgati svIkAratA nathI. nAthanI javAbadArI che : je vastu tamArAmAM khuTe te pUratI kare. koI paNa kALa koI paNa kSetramAM bhagavAnanI yogakSemanI javAbadArI che. bhagavAna kadI nA na ja kahe. phonathI ISTa vyaktino saMparka thAya ke na paNa thAya, paNa bhagavAnane yAda karo to teo Ave ja, kadI nA na pADe. tamAruM e yogakSema kare ja. anuttara vimAnanA devo prazna kare te ja kSaNe bhagavAna temane javAba Ape che. 36 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : kema teo nIce na Ave ? pUjyazrI H temano tevo kalpa che. AvA upakArI, karuNAnA sAgara bhagavAna ApaNane nAtha tarIke maLI gayA, e ApaNuM keTaluM moTuM saubhAgya gaNAya ? chatAM bhagavAnane maLavAno samaya ApaNane ocho maLe che ! have haribhadrasUrijInA zabdomAM nAthano artha joIe. bhagavAna bhavya jIvonA nAtha che. saMsArI jIvone satAvanAra-saMtApa Ubho karanAra rAga-dveSAdi zatruo che. rAgadveSAdi ApaNI aMdara ja rahe che. eTale ghaNIvAra khabara paNa na paDe ke AcArya bhagavaMta kahe che ke rAgAdi kahe che ? mATe ja mAthe bhagavAna ke guru rAkhavA jarUrI che. ghaNIvAra moha ja ema samajAve : huM ja nAtha chuM. pIDAnA mukhya kAraNo traNa che: rAga, dveSa ane moha. tenAthI bhagavAna bhavyAtmAne bacAve che. jemanuM bIjAdhAnAdi thaI gayuM hoya tevA ja bhavya jIvo ahIM levAnA. AdithI dharmazravaNa Adi levAnA. AvA bhagavAnane nAtha tarIke svIkAro eTale beDo pAra. hemacandrasUrijI kahe che : huM dAsa chuM. nokara chuM. kiMkara chuM. sevaka chuM. Apa mAtra "hA" kaho eTale patyuM ! have jo bhagavAna nAtha che to koNa herAna karI zake ? sarakAra tamane surakSA Ape to tamane khataro kono ? khatarAne dUra karavAnI javAbadArI sarakAranI che. bhagavAna to sarakAranI paNa sarakAra che. sarakAranI surakSAmAM to hajuye kacAza hoya, ahIM jarAya kacAza na hoya. bIjAdhAna na thayuM hoya tevAnA jIvonA nAtha bhagavAna banI zakatA nathI. duniyAmAM ghaNAya nAtha banavA jAya che, paNa bhagavAna sivAya nAtha koNa banI zake ? anAthI munine zreNike kaheluM : huM tamAro nAtha banuM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 30

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tyAre anAthI munie kahyuM : tame svayaM anAtha cho, to bIjAnA nAtha zI rIte banI zakazo ? meM to bhagavAnane nAtha karyA che. zreNika tyAre samakita pAmyo. bhagavAna vagaranuM jagata anAtha che. gurunuM jyAre ApaNe nathI mAnatA tyAre bhagavAnane nAtha tarIke nathI svIkAratA. kAraNa ke guru svayaM taraphathI nahi, bhagavAna taraphathI bole che. tApI nadI paranA pulathI tame cAlatA ho ne rastAmAM ja pulane tame choDI do, kUdako lagAvo to pula zuM karI zake ? bhagavAnane tame choDI do, bhagavAna zuM karI zake ? "nAmAdika jinarAjanA re, bhavasAgara mahAsetu." nAma-sthApanA Adi cAra bhava-sAgaramAM setu (pula) che. bhagavAna bhale nathI, paNa emano pula vidyamAna che. bhagavAnane nAtha tarIke svIkAryA pachI bhakta bhagavAnane uddezIne aneka vinavaNIo - kAlAvAlA karI zake che. bhaktano e adhikAra che. bhagavad ! tame to rAga-dveSAdi choDIne mokSe pahoMcI gayA, paNa mAruM zuM ? rAga-dveSAdi tamArAthI chUTIne mane vaLagyA che. bhagavan! mane bacAvo.' kyAreka bhakta bhagavAnane Avo upAlaMbha Ape che. temAM paNa bhagavAnano nAtha tarIkeno svIkAra ja che. have nakkI karo : bhagavAna rUpa A pulane choDavo nathI ja. ahIM sudhI pahoMcyA chIe te A pulane AdhAre ja. have pulanI upekSA nathI karatAne ? kAussagna navakAravALI vagere kyAre karo ? bhakto vagere badhAnI mulAkAta patAvIne pachI karo ? UMgha AvatI hoya tyAre ? mArA jevA pahelA Takora karatA hatA, paNa kahI kahIne thAkyo. AvA bhagavAna maLyA pachI pramAda ? A zarIrano zo bharoso ? huM pote 3-4 vAra marato bacyo chuM. ' 38 * * * * * * * * * * * ?

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vi.saM. 2016mAM sau prathama jIvaleNa mAMdagI AvI. DaoNkaTare kahyuM : T.B. che. somacaMda vaida kahe : T.B. - B.B. kAMI nathI. mArI davA lo. kahevuM paDe. bhagavAne ja vaidane tevI buddhi ApIne ATha divasamAM chAsa dvArA Ubho karI dIdho. bIjI mAMdagI madrAsamAM AvI. meM rAtre kalpataruvijayane kahI dIdhuM : "huM jAuM chuM. bacavAnI zakyatA nathI.' muhapattInA bola paNa huM bhUlI gayelo. vedanA bhayaMkara ! paTTa vakhate zAnti paNa bolI zake nahi. paNa bhagavAna beThA che ne ? emaNe bacAvI lIdho. AvA upadravomAMthI bacAvanAra bhagavAna ja ne ? te vakhate mane thayeluM : prabhAvanAnA nAme A kSetramAM huM kyAM Avyo ? te vakhate kalpanA paNa nhotI ke huM sAjo thaI jaIza ane gujarAta - kacchamAM AvIne huM pAcho vAcanA ApIza. paNa bhagavAne mane beTho karyo. Aje tame vAcanAo paNa sAMbhaLI rahyA cho. AvA bhagavAnane huM zI rIte bhUlI zake ? huM to mArA anubhavathI kahuM chuM : bAhA-AMtara ApattiomAM bhagavAna rakSaNa kare ja che. jIvanamAM khuTatI AdhyAtmika zaktione pUratI kare che. jyAre jarUra paDe tyAre yA to vyakti maLe yA paMkti maLI jAya. navakAra gaNIne huM pustaka kholuM. je nIkaLe temAM bhagavAnano Adeza samajI huM amala karuM ane saphaLatA maLe. atyAre bhagavAna sivAya mane kono AdhAra che ? anubhavathI kahuM chuM H bhagavAna satata yoga-kSema karatA ja rahe che. TheTha mokSa sudhI satata yogakSema karatA ja rahe che. bIjAdhAnavALA bhavyonA ja bhagavAna nAtha bane to bhagavAnano mahimA ocho na kahevAya ? nahi, bhagavAnano mahimA ocho na kahevAya. A ja vAstavikatA che. A nizcayika stuti che. - bhagavAna kahe che : tIrtha sthApanA karIne meM kAMI jha jha * * * * * * = = * = 39

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moTuM kAma nathI karyuM. tamArA sau jIvono anaMta upakAra che. huM RNamukti karI rahyo chuM. paNa bhagavAnano naya ApaNAthI na laI zakAya. zikSaka bhale kahe : "tArAmAM buddhi hatI mATe tuM bhaNyo che. bhaNAvanAra huM koNa ?' paNa vinIta vidyArthI AvuM na mAnI zake. aprApta guNone meLavI ApavA te yoga. prAptanI rakSA karavI te kSema. banne kare te nAtha. - nAtha zabdano upayoga kyAM kyAM thayo che ? gayapha nAjhIva mAM, 1 ciMtAmaNi mAM, jayavIyarAyamAM Thera Thera nAtha zabdano prayoga thayo che. paNa ApaNI najara nathI gaI. zakrastavamAM lakhyuM : bhagavAna parano prema te sarva saMpattionuM mULa che. bhagavAna sivAyanA vyakti ane vastu parathI prema ghaTe to ja bhagavAna parano prema sAco gaNAya. vyavahArathI badhA sAthe saMparka hoya, paNa bhaktane bhagavAnathI adhika prema bIje kyAMya na ja hoya. bhagavAna pratye pUrNarAga pragaTAvo. pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H bahu addabhuta ! hRdayane Adra banAvI de tevuM sAMbhaLavA maLyuM. pUjyazrI : have te bIjAne Apajo . pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : Ape ja yoga karI Apyo che. kSema paNa Ape ja karavAnuM che. pUjyazrI : yogakSema karanArA bhagavAna che. huM koNa ? pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : amArA mATe to Apa ja cho. 4. * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe,

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karatA hatA. Aje paNa che ra bhA. vada-10 23-9-2000, zanivAra niMdA karavI eTale bIjAnuM jIvate jIva mRtyu karavuM. "nano tistha' kahIne tIrthakara svayaM tIrthanI mahattA batAve che. tIrtha moTuM ke tIrthaMkara moTA ? eno javAba A namaskAramAM AvI jAya che. tIrthakara sivAya bIjuM javAba ApI paNa koNa zake ? "huM tIrthakara banyo chuM A tIrthanA ja prabhAvathI" - ema emano namaskAra kahe che. cakrI dharma tIratha taNo, tIratha phala tatasAra re; tIratha seve te lahe, AnaMdaghana avatAra re." - AnaMdaghanajI. - lokamAM sA2bhUta tattva AtmA che. AtmAno sAra cAritra che. cAritrA vinA mukti nathI. AtmAno anubhava te cAritra che. - vyavahA2-nizcaya baze * * * * * * * * * * * * 41

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paMkhInI pAMkhanI jema joDAyelA che. banne joDAyelA hoya to ja mukti-mArge uDDayana thaI zake. nizcayane hRdayamAM rAkhI vyavahAranuM pAlana karavAnuM che : nizcaya dRSTi hRdaye dharIjI, je pALe vyavahAra; puNyavaMta te pAmazejI, bhava-samudrano pAra.' - pU. upA. yazovijayajI. nizcaya pAmavA mATe ja vyavahAra che. nizcaya (dhyeya) nakkI karIne koIpaNa pravRtti ApaNe karIe chIene ? ekalA vyavahAra ke ekalA nizcayathI muktimArge na cAlI zakAya. A vAta eksiDenTa pachI mane sArI rIte samajAI. jamaNo paga taiyAra hato, paNa DAbo paga taiyAra na thAya tyAM sudhI cAlavuM zI rIte ? banne paga barAbara hoya to ja calAya, nizcaya-vyavahAra banne hoya to ja muktimArge calAya, ema mane barAbara samajAvavA ja jANe A ghaTanA AvI paDI ! AnaMdaghanajInA jamAnAmAM emane oLakhanArA khUba ja ochA hatA. sAmAnya loko samajatA hatA : AnaMdaghanajI eTale eka 2matArAma sAdhuDo ! e to jANakAroe ja emane oLakhelA ! koIpaNa yugamAM tattvadRSTAnI A ja hAlata hovAnI! jemanA para AnaMdaghanajI, devacandrajI, yazovijayajInA sAhityanI asara che, teo to temane bhAvathI guru mAnavAnA ja. banne paga cAle tyAre koI abhimAna na kare. huM moTo ke tuM nAno evo koI bhAva tyAM nathI. eka paga AgaLa rahe ne bIjo paga svayaM pAchaLa rahI tene AgaLa kare. AvA moTA AcArya bhagavaMta (hemacandrasAgarasUrijI) beThA che, to mAre badhuM kahevuM paDe ne ? pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H zA mATe mazkarI karo cho ? kAlathI na AvuM ? pUjyazrI : jarUra padhAro. tame muMbaI vagerene gajavo cho. avAja moTo che. mAro avAja to kyAM pahoMce ? * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 42

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muni bhAgyezavijayajI : gaLuM besI jAya tyAre amAre tyAM mANaso bhegA thAya. ApanA darzanArthe lAkho mANaso bhegA thAya. pUjyazrI H mANaso bhegA thAya temAM teo bhagavAnane jovA Ave che, mane nahi. A to bhagavAnano prabhAva che. e loko vadhune vadhu dharma pAme, evo mane lobha hoya kharo. AthI huM vadhune vadhu niyamo mATe Agraha rAkhuM. ApaNe vANiyA kharAne ? pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : emAM paNa mAravADI ? pUjyazrI H e arthamAM jarUra kahI zako. mAravADI udAra paNa hoya che, te yAda rAkhajo. madrAsamAM 20 kroDanI Avaka karI ApanAra mAravADI hatA. mAravADamAM nAnI mAravADanA vadhAre udAra. ame moTI mAravADanA. tyAM eTalI udAratA nahi. - samyaktva mohanIyanA pugalanA prabhAve prabhudarzananA nimitte aMdara AnaMda thato hoya che. ATheya karmono udaya dravya-kSetrAdine AzrayIne thAya che. dA.ta. brAhmI auSadhithI jJAnanI vRddhi thAya. bheMsanuM dahIM vagerethI buddhi buThThI bane. e pudgalo paNa jJAnAvaraNIya karma toDavAmAM sahAyaka bane che, tema samyaktva mohanIyanA pugalo prabhu-darzanamAM thatA AnaMdamAM sahAyaka bane. pratimAnA zAnta paramANunA AlaMbane ApaNI bhItara zAnta AMdolano janme che. * cAlavA chatAM pahoMcavuM joIe tyAM pahoMcatA nathI tenuM kAraNa nizcaya-vyavahAranuM samyagU AlaMbana nathI letA, te che. atyAre ApaNe nizcaya sAva ja bhUlI gayA chIe. "huM zuddhAtmA chuM." evI vicAradhArAmAM ApaNane mithyAtva dekhAya che, paNa zarIramAM ja Atmabuddhi che, temAM mithyAtva dekhAtuM nathI. jJAnasAra emane ema nathI banAvavAmAM Avyo. ' je sAo appA ' A zloka emane ema nathI banAvyo. * * * * * * * * * 43

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saMthArA porasImAM roja nizcaya yAda karAvavAmAM Ave che, paNa yAda kare che koNa ? 4. UMghamAM, ekalA-ekalA saMthArA porasI bhaNAvanArA sAMbhaLI le ke svAtaMtrya e ja mohanuM - pAtaMtrya che. gurunuM pArataMtrya e ja sAcuM svAtaMtrya che. koInI bhUla kadI jAheramAM na kahevAya, ekAntamAM ja kahevAya. koInI TIkA karatA pahelA vicArajo. jAheramAM bolazo to pelAnA hRdayamAM tamArA pratye Adara ja nahi rahe. Adara ja nahi rahe to tamAruM mAnaze zI rIte ? bhUla kADhavAnA nAme niMdAmAM sarakI javuM ghaNuM saheluM che. niMdA kayA daravAjethI AvI jAya, tenI khabara paNa nahi paDe. marI jajo, paNa koInI niMdA nahi karatA, niMdA karavI eTale bIjAnuM jIvate jIva mRtyu karavuM. ATalA varSo pU.paM.bhadraMkara vi.ma. pAse rahyA chIe, paNa emanA mukhe kadI koInI niMdA sAMbhaLI nathI. jJAnInI parakha kriyAthI thAya che. jJAna vadhu tema kriyA vadhu ! hema parIkSA jima huejI, sahata hutAzana tApa; jJAnadazA tima parakhIejI, jihAM bahu kiriyA vyApa.' - pU. upA. yazovijayajI. jJAna amRta che. kriyA phaLa che. e bannethI ja sAcI tRpti maLe. jJAnI alipta hoya, paNa jJAnI koNa ? triguptie gupta jJAnI che. eka paNa guptithI gupta nathI te sAco jJAnI nathI. tyAM sudhI Avo adhikAra nathI. jo ke abhyAsa karavAno badhAno adhikAra che. jemake parama divase yazovijayasUrijIe guptinI vAta karelI. pAMca samitinA pAlanamAM tatpara banyA pachI guptimAM jaI zakAya. dhArIe to samitinuM pAlana saraLa che. cAlatAM nIce joIne cAlo, to IryAsamiti AvI jaze. 44 * * * * * * * * * * * * * ka

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bolatAM upayogapUrvaka hita-mita-padhdha-priya jarUrI bolo to bhASAsamiti AvI jaze. gocarI karatA hoIe tyAre bolavAnI jarUra kyAre paDe ? jarUra paDe tyAre ja bolo cho ne ? binajarUrI nathI bolatAne ? bhASAsamitimAMthI ja vacana-gumimAM javAze. pU. bhAgyezavijayajI : gupti utsarga che. samiti apavAda che. pahelA utsarga na hoya ? pUjyazrI : apavAda-utsarganI pachI vAta karajo. atyAre mane varNana karavA do. viSayAntara thaI jaze. 42 doSa TALIne gocarI laIe to eSaNA samiti Avaze. evuM na banI zakatuM hoya to manamAM du:kha to lAgavuM ja joIe. Avo sAdhaka bIjIvAra svAdiSTa vastu na maMgAve. letAM-mUkatAM jayaNA AvI jAya to eSaNA samiti Avaze. letAM-mUkatAM upayoga na rAkhyo to sva-parane nukazAna thaze. bIjo jIva marI jaze. viMchI vagere DaMkha mAre to jAtane paNa nukazAna. | gaIkAlanI ja vAta karuM. dAbaDIo hAthamAM letAM aMdara kacaro dekhAyo. jALavIne hAthamAM lIdho, paNa pachI e UDyo. e macchara hato ! prazaMsAnI vAta nathI karato. hamaNA svapra AveluM : svamamAM meM joyuM ke cAre bAju nigoda hatI. paga kyAM mUkavo ? te savAla hato. meM jALavIne thoDI je nigoda-rahita jagyA hatI tyAM paga mUkyo. vi.saM. 2011mAM rAdhanapura cAturmAsamAM kArasUrijIe prazna peparamAM buddhipUrvakano prazna pUchAvelo : UMghamAM munine guNaThANuM hoya ke jAya ? matalaba ke UMghamAM paNa jAgRti joIe. to ja guNaThANuM TakI zake. che eTaluM nakkI karo : cAlatAM ane vAparatAM bolavuM nahi. to vacanaguptino abhyAsa thaze. atyAre mauna rahezo to ekaThI thayelI zakti vyAkhyAna vakhate kAma lAgaze. gRhastho > * * * * * * * * * * 45

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kamANI game tema veDaphI nAkhatA nathI, ApaNAthI bola-bola karIne UrjAno durvyaya zI rIte karI zakAya ? aMdhArAmAM pustaka vAMcatAM joI pU. AcAryadeva kanakasUrijIe mane Tokelo : "AMkha khovI che ? te dahADe najara ghaTI jaze.' mane tyAre pU. AcAryazrIe bAdhA ApelI. enA ja yoge Aje AMkho sArI che. ghaNA pUche che: Apane vAMcatA cazmAnI jarUra nathI paDatI ? tamArA darzana mATe jarUra paDe che, vAMcavA mATe nahi. navasArImAM ratnasuMdarasUrijIe pUcheluM : hamaNAM sudhI cazamA nhotA paheryA. have kema paheryA ? meM kaheluM : zrI saMghanA darzana mATe. calo, sau vAparatAM-cAlatAM vyartha nahi bolavAnI pratijJA (pratijJA apAI.) (22)no nAdAdi | bIjAdhAnAdi yukta bhavya jIvonA bhagavAna nAtha che. haribhadrasUrijI bahu ja ochuM lakhe, ochuM bole, paNa evuM lakhe ke emAMthI aneka gaMbhIra artho nIkaLe. koIkanI dharmakriyA-tapazcaryA Adi joI ahobhAva Avyo te ja dharma-bIja ! A dharma-bIje ja ApaNane ahIM sudhI pahoMcADI dIdhA. have guru evA maLyA che, je tamane bhagavAna sudhI pahoMcADI de; jo tame gurunuM mAno. jahAja ke vimAnamAM beso to te ISTa sthaLe pahoMcADe. na beso to jahAja ke vimAna zuM kare ? bhagavAna vItarAga che. madhyastha che. chatAM nAtha temanA ja banI zake che, je bIjAdhAnAdithI yukta che. DaoNkaTara ke vakIla teno ja kesa hAthamAM le che, je potAnuM samarpaNa kare che. "krodhano nAza karavo che, nathI gamato krodha. kSamA lAvavI che, paNa AvatI nathI. prabhu ! ApanI kRpA vinA krodha nahi jAya. kSamA nahi Ave. bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja A banI zake.' 46 * * * * * * * * * * *

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Ama je bhagavAnanA zaraNe jAya te ja sanAtha bane. emanA mATe bhagavAna nAtha che. tIrthakara bhagavaMtano mahimA tIrthakara bhagavaMta mukhyapaNe karmakSayanuM nimitte che. bodhi bIjanI prAptinuM kAraNa che. bhavAMtara paNa bodhibIjanI prApti karAve che. teo sarvavirati dharmanA upadezaka hovAthI pUjanIya che. ananya guNonA samUhane dhAraNa karanArA che. bhavyAtmAnA parama hitopadezaka che. rAga, teja, ajJAna, moha ane mithyAtva jevA aMdhakAramAMthI ugAranAra che. teo sarvajJa, sarvadarzI ane sailokya- prakAzaka che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * = 40

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bhA. vada-11 24-9-2000, ravivAra badhA ja Agamo navakArane kendramAM rAkhIne cArebAju parikammA karI rahyA che. (22)no nAdAI | je kSaNe sanmukha thaIe te ja kSaNe prabhunI karuNAno sAkSAtkAra thAya. mAchalI pANImAM ja che. mAtra moM khule teTalI ja vAra che. prabhunI karuNA varasI ja rahI che, ApaNI AsapAsa karuNA ja karuNA che, paNa ApaNe teno sparza pAmI zakatA nathI ! 'pAnI meM pIna pyAlI, moDhe re Ave hAMsI ' jevI ApaNI hAlata che. sUryanI jema kevalAla kathI bhagavAna AkhA vizvane bharI de che. e apekSAe bhagavAna vizvavyApaka che. anya darzanIoe bhagavAnane 'vibhu' kahyA che, te A rIte ghaTe. ApaNe paNa emane A apekSAe ja "sarva' kahyA che. * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * 48 * * * * *

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(sarvajJa: sarvanaH zAnta , toDyuM sAkSAt vyavasthitaH) bhagavAna kyAM che ? ema na pUcho, kyAM nathI ? ema pUcho. bhagavAnanI karuNA cAre tarapha hovA chatAM mAchalInI jema ApaNe tarasyA rahIe e kevI karuNatA ? tattvadRSTAo to kahe che : bhagavAna niSkAma karuNAsAgara che. vItarAga hovA chatAM jIvo pratye vAtsalyanI dhArA vahAvI rahyA che. duniyAnA sanmAnathI tame tamAruM mUlyAMkana nahi karatA. jAtanuM mUlyAMkana khUba ja kaThora banIne tamArI taTastha AMkhothI karajo. bIjAnA abhiprAyathI cAlavA gayA to chetarAI jazo. , Agama, muni, maMdira, dharmAnuSThAno vageremAM kAMI paNa joIne dharma ke dharmanAyaka bhagavAna pratye ahobhAva jAge to dharmanuM bIja paDI gayuM, ema mAnajo. ApaNane pUrvabhavamAM A rIte bIjAdhAna thayuM haze, mATe ja dharma maLyo che. bIjAdhAna thayeluM hoya to ja bhagavAna pratye samarpaNabhAva jAge, bhagavAnane nAtha tarIke svIkAravAnuM mana thAya. bhagavAna temanA ja nAtha bane, sarvanA nahi, kesa soMpyA vinA DaoNkaTara ke vakIla paNa kesa hAthamAM na le to bhagavAna zI rIte le ? kAma karyA vagara to zeTha paNa pagAra na Ape to bhagavAna kema Ape ? pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : A to sodAbAjI na thaI ? pUjyazrI : pANI eTalI to zarata rAkhe : tame ene pIo. pIdhA vinA pANI zI rIte tarasa chipAve ? tamArA A ziSyanuM yoga-kSema karo cho ? - pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI 9 sevA kare to yoga-kSema karuM. kAraNa ke huM bhagavAna nathI. pUjyazrI H ahIM paNa prabhune samarpita bane to bhagavAna yoga-kSema kare. bhagavAna mokSanA puSTa nimitta che, paNa tame mokSanI * * * * * * * * * * * * 49

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sAdhanA karavA taiyAra ja na thAva to bhagavAna zuM kare ? bolo, mokSanI sAdhanA karavA tame taiyAra thayA cho ? tamArA (hemacandrasAgarasUrijI) ane mArA vacce koI guru-ziSyano saMbaMdha kharo ? chatAM tame pUchavA Avo to huM nA kahuM ? gharano eka akSara ahIM nathI kaheto. pUrvAcAryoe kaheluM - anubhaveluM kahuM chuM. evI paMktio mArI sAme che. koI bhUla hoya to kahejo huM sudhArIza. tame gItArtha cho. haribhadrasUrijI svayaM paNa potAnA taraphathI nathI kahetA. juo, teo svayaM kahe che : "vAkSeparamiti vidawvAdA' bhagavAna yoga-kSema karanArA che, ema prAjJapuruSo kahe che. yoga-kSema na karatA hoya ne mAtra mahattva vadhAravA A vizeSaNa nathI vaparAyuM. vastutaH bhagavAna yogakSema karI ja rahyA che, mATe ja bhagavAna "nAtha" kahevAyA che. keTalAya prasaMgoe bhagavAna nAtha che, yogakSema kare che, evuM nathI lAgatuM ? bhagavAnanI AjJA sTeja choDI ane ApattimAM mUkAI gayA, tevuM nathI banatuM ? gaI kAle ja eka sAdhvIjI be ghaDA pANI lAvatA hatA. (jo ke teo eka ja ghaDo lAve che. bIjo ghaDo to bIjAno hato. pAMca DagalA AgaLa mUkavA gayelA.) ghaDA phuTyA. sAdhvIjI sakhkhata dAjhI gayA ! jovuM hoya te emanI dazA joI Ave. mATe ja huM be ghaDA lAvavAnI nA pADuM chuM. pU. kanakasUrijInA jamAnAmAM to plAsTika hatuM ja nahi. pU. kanakasUrijInA kALadharma pachI (vi.saM. 2020) pU. rAmasUrijI (DalAvALA) kacchamAM AvelA. tyAre amArI pAse eka plAsTikanI kAcalI joI pUcheluM : tamArA samudAyamAM paNa plAsTika AvI gayuM ? tyAre ame kaheluM : "bhUlathI eka kAcalI AvI gaI che !' Aje to plAsTikano amaryAda upayoga thavA lAgyo che. pU. kanakasUrijI ma. to plAsTikano mAla laIne koI zrAvaka 50 * * * * * * * * * * * * 2

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AvatA to thelImAM peka karI lAvanAra zrAvakane tarata ja ravAno karI detA : 2khe koI bAlamuni plAsTikanI cIjothI lalacAI jAya ! A (hemacandrasAgarasUrijI) mahAtmAnA gRpamAM haju paNa koI plAsTika vAparatuM nathI. apunabaMdhaka, mArgAnusArInA paNa yoga-kSema karanArA bhagavAna che. bhale teo Aje anya dharmamAM che. vItarAga bhagavAnane oLakhatA paNa nathI, paNa bhagavAnane teo bhaje che. temanuM yogakSema bhagavAna karatA ja rahe che. dharma-bIja aMdara che tenI khAtarI zI ? jinavANInA pANIthI aMkUrA Adi phuTatA jAya to samajavuM : aMdara bIjanI vAvaNI thaI cUkI che. "yogAvaMcaka prANIA, phaLa letAM rIjhe; puSkarAvartanA meghamAM, magazela na bhIMje.' keTalAya ajaina TrakovALA DrAIvaro amane joIne rAjI thAya. Traka UbhI rAkhI ane kahe : rUla vaida nA ! hama rupaye nahI leMge / Apa ko iSTasthAna para pahuMcA deMge / emane jyAre kahIe : dama vAdana nadI taikta . tyAre teo ahobhAvathI jhUkI paDe. A ahobhAva te ja bIjAdhAna. jainone ja bIjAdhAna thAya, evuM nathI, ajainone paNa thAya. Aje to ajainone ja thAya tevuM lAge che. jainone to dugaMchA na thAya toya moTI vAta gaNAze. yoga eTale mana-vacana Adi nahi, paNa "maHIRbhAja - nakSa: co:' je na maLyuM hoya tenI prApti thavI te yoga. mAnI lo ke koI guNa (kSamA Adi) tamArAmAM khuTe che, bhagavAna pAse tame mAMgo cho. bhagavAna te meLavI Ape che, te yoga kahevAya. meLavI ApyA pachI tenI surakSA karI Ape te "kSema kahevAya. tame nakkI karyuM : huM krodha nahi karuM. kSamA rAkhIza. paNa pachI evA prasaMgo Ave che ke krodha thavo sahaja banI jAya. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 51

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chatAM hRdayamAM prabhunuM smaraNa rahe to tame krodhanA humalAthI bacI zako. to A yoga-kSema kahevAya. paralokanI apekSAe bhagavAna AtmAne narakAdi durgatithI paNa bacAvIne kSema karatA rahe che. AvA yoga-kSema karanArA nAtha maLavA chatAM temane hRdayathI na svIkArIe to ApaNA durbhAgyanI parAkASThA kahevAze. - yogohanamAM ApaNe bolIe chIe : udeza : kutte pratye tamavi no RriSNAdi sUtra-artha ane tadubhayathI yoga karo. samudeza : "ftharapariri jJAdi sva-nAmanI jema te sUtra-arthane sthira-paricita karo. potAnuM nAma kyAreya bhUlAya ? ardhI rAte paNa na bhUlIene ? prItiyoga parAkASThAe pahoMce tyAre bhagavAna kyAreya na bhUlAya. potAnuM nAma bhagavAnamAM ja vilIna karavAnuM mana thaI Ave. anujJA : samuM thAIbrAdi, anne ipannAdi, guruguNehi vuDDhijjAhi tenuM have samyagra dhAraNa karajo. bIjAne Apajo. mahAna guNothI vRddhi pAmajo. jema tame pAmyA cho, tema anyamAM paNa viniyoga karajo. to ja AnI paraMparA cAlaze. Aje A vAta eTalA mATe yAda AvI ke AcArAMganA jogavALAnI chellI naMdI AvI rahI che. teo badhA hitazikSA mAMgI rahyA che. te badhAne eTaluM ja kahevAnuM ke je sUtronuM yogodvahana karyuM che te sUtrone sUtra-artha-tadubhayathI AtmasAt karajo. jIvana te mujaba banAvajo. ApaNuM prANa-trANa-zaraNa bhagavAna ja che. bhagavAna bhale dUra hoya, paNa AgamathI najIka che. AgamanA ekeka akSaramAM bhagavAna che. enA pArAyaNathI pApakarmono kSaya ane maMgalanI vRddhi thaze. Akhare ApaNe A na karavAnuM che ne ? para ja * * * * * * * * * *

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sarva Agamono sAra navakAramAM che. A navakArane kadI nahi bhUlatA. navakAra kahe che tame jo mAruM smaraNa karo cho to sarva pApono nAza karavAnI javAbadArI mArI che. badhA ja Agamo navakArane kendramAM rAkhI cAre tarapha parikammA karI rahyA che. caudapUrvI paNa aMta samaye navakAra yAda kare che. Avo mahAmUlo navakAra maLyo che tene bhAgyanI parAkASThA samajajo. saMpAdana - saMzodhanamAM ATalA vyasta hovA chatAM pU. jaMbU vi.ma. 20 pAkI mALA gaNyA pachI ja pANI vApare che. A pratijJA ApanAra pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. hatA. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAje pU. jaMbU vi.ma. jyAre ekalA hatA (pitA ma. svargavAsI banI gayelA.) tyAre potAnI pAse dIkSA levA AvanAra eka bhAIne pU. jaMbU vi.ma. pAse mokalelA. pU. abhayasAgarajI ma. paNa navakAranA aThaMga upAsaka hatA. anekone navakAranA upAsaka banAvyA che. navakAranA prabhAvathI tamane navA-navA artho slaraze - e jAta anubhavathI samajI zakazo. bhagavAnane jaIne kahejo : bhagavad ! huM Apano chuM. Apa mArA cho. mArA nAtha cho. mAruM yogakSema karavAnI javAbadArI ApanI che. mArAmAM khAmI hoya te jaNAvazo. tame AjJA pALo to bhagavAna yogakSema kare ja. mAna sarovarano haMsa gaMdA pANImAM mukha na nAkhe, te motIno cAro care, tema sAdhaka-jJAnI saMsAranA vyAvahArika prayojano karavA paDe to kare, paNa tene prAdhAnya na Ape, paraMtu jJAnIne mArge cAle, jinAjJAne anusare. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 53

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bhA. vada-1 2-13 25-9-2000, somavAra ApaNe ta mAnIe tethI kAMI tarakAdinuM astitva maTI jatuM nathI. vaDodarAnA vidyArthIo dvArA narakanA jIvaMta pradarzana prasaMge. pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : mRtyu pachI zuM thAya che ? te ApaNe jANatA nathI. te zAstrathI ja jaNAya. mRtAtmA to kahevA AvI zakatA nathI. kALA pANInI sajAvALo paNa kahevA nathI AvI zakato. InAma maLe te to haju paNa kahevA AvI zake. :khanuM kAraNa duHkha ApavuM te che. A jagatamAM paNa manuSyahatyAdino badalo maLe ja che. paNa toya paryApta nathI. lAkha mANasone mAranArane ke ekane mAranArane paNa mRtyudaMDathI vadhu ahIM ApI zakAtuM nathI. te mATenI vyavasthA che naraka. aNuboMba nAkhanAro pAgala thaI gayelo. tene trAsa-trAsa thaI gayelo. 54 jha

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svarga-naraka vaikriya bhUmio che. ApaNe ja AcareluM ApaNane maLe che. maravAthI duHkhathI chUTI zakAtuM nathI. prAyazcittathI ja du:khathI chuTI zakAya. eka moTaranuM pApa paNa anAlocita hoya to narake laI jaI zake. vaikriya zarIranI pIDA tIvra hoya che. kAraNake behozI thatI nathI. zarIra tuTatuM nathI. ahIM je sukha Ape che, tene bhavAMtaramAM svargamAM anekagaNA sukho maLe che. ApaNe sukha-du:kha bannethI para thaI mokSamAM sthita thavAnuM che. saMsAranuM sukha hiMsA para ubheluM che. pApamAM jeTalI majA vadhu teTalI sajA vadhu ! pApamAM jeTalo pazcAttApa vadhu teTalI majA ! - svarga che to naraka che ja, prakAza che to aMdhakAra paNa che ja, tame mAno cho ke naraka nathI, paNa mAnI lo ke naraka nIkaLI to zuM karazo ? tamArI mAnyatAthI kAMI "astitva nAstitvamAM badalAI nahi zake, "tuM" "nahatuM" nahi thAya. - pUjya AcAryadeva zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI eka kalAkathI vaDodarAnA vidyArthIoe je dRzya dekhADyuM, e joyA pachI jenA kAraNe narakamAM javAya te kAraNo to TaLavA ja joIe. narakanA cAra dvAromAM prathama ja dvAra rAtribhojana che. eno tyAga karajo. kaMdamULa bhakSaNa, parastrIgamana, boLa athANuM vagereno paNa tyAga karajo. paMcendriyanI hatyA to na thavI joIe. paNa hatyAno vicAra paNa na Avavo joIe. evA yugamAM ApaNe jamyA chIe jyAM davAnA nAme paNa jhera (jIvone mAravAnuM) vaparAya che. kIDI vagerene mAravA mATe, jaMtuone mAravA vaparAtA jhera kaMIka aMze mANasane paNa nukazAna kare ja. dharmI AtmA AvI davA (jhera) na ja vApare. 20 varSa pahelA ahIM pAlItANAmAM sUyagaDaMga sUtra vAMceluM. temAM narakanuM varNana hatuM. e vAMcatAM hRdaya kaMpI UThe ! # # # # * * * * * * * jha 55

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cAramAMthI naraka paNa eka gati che. cAra gatinA cakkaramAMthI bacavA ja dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. mahAraMbha, mahAparigraha, paMcendriya hatyA, mAMsAhAra - A narakanA kAraNo jANI teno tyAga karajo. moTA kArakhAnA vagere nahi kholo to udyogapati kadAca na banI zako, paNa dharmI to banI ja zakazo. - pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H koI AtmA vairAgya na pAme tyAre teno mitradeva ahIM AvI narakanA duHkho batADe. atyAre dRzya kalpita lAgatuM hoya, paNa zAstrIya padArthanuM darpaNa che. umAsvAtijIe kahyuM : mahAAraMbha, mahAparigraha narakanuM kAraNa che. gharamAM evI sAmagrI khaDakI che ke jemAM paDadAnI pAchaLa mahAraMbha - parigraha hoya. T.V, phrIja, moTara vagere kyAre cAle? tenI pAchaLa moTA katalakhAnAo cAle che te jANo cho ? jenI nA pADI che te karmAdAnonI pAchaLa Aje jaino doDI rahyA che. pU. AcAryazrI tenAthI aTakAve che. mAkhI-macchara-mAMkaDanI davA vAparatA ho to tame jaina rahI ja zakatA nathI. badhA ja bAdhA laI lo. bicArI buddhi ! huM caitanya svarUpa chuM tenuM anubhava-pramANa buddhi paoNddagalika hovAthI kevI rIte karI zake ? huM caitanya svarUpa chuM. mane janma, maraNa, roga, zoka nathI tevuM buddhimAM utaratuM nathI ane AtmajJAnamAM vizvAsa nathI. tethI manuSyanA du:kho paNa TaLatA nathI. 56 = = = * * * * * * * *

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roja nA jaja ja na jalajI bhA. vada-1 2-13 25-9-2000, somavAra bhagavAta bhUlI jaIe te ja kSaNe mohato humalo thAya. prabhu to sarva para upakAra karavA taiyAra ja che, paNa sarva jIvo emanI yogakSema karavAnI zakti svIkArI zakatA nathI. varasAda sarvatra paDe che, paNa tarasa tenI ja chIpe, je pANI pIe. bhagavAna temanA ja nAtha bane, je temane nAtha tarIke svIkAre. AmAM bhagavAnanI saMkucitatA nathI. sUrya ghUvaDane mArga na batAvI zake temAM sUryanI saMkucitatA nathI. yenaivArAdhito bhAvAt, tasyAsau kurute zivam / sarva jantu-samasyA'sya, na parAtmavibhAgitA // - yogasAra. sarva janta para bhagavAna samAna che. je bhAvathI ArAdhanA kare tenuM kalyANa kare ja. ahIM koI * * * * * * * * * * * * pa0

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mArA-tArAnA vibhAga nathI. saMpUrNa samarpaNanI vAta che. ekavAra samarpita banyA eTale badhI ja javAbadArI bhagavAnanI thaI jAya che. samarpita ziSya sarpane pakaDavAnI AjJA paNa svIkAravA taiyAra thaI jAya ! emanI AjJA ja mAre pALavAnI che. enuM rahasya guru ja jANe ! mAyariyA paTavArtha nApati | sarpa pakaDavA jatAM lAgelA jhATakAthI temanI khUMdha dUra paNa thaI jAya ! 0 piMDavADAmAM (vi.saM. 2034) pU. dharmajitu vi.ma. pAse nizIthano eka evo pATha Avyo ke temaNe vAMcavAnI tathA bIjAne paNa vaMcAvavAnI nA pADelI. bhaNanAra para paNa vizvAsa ke teo ekalA haze to paNa nahi vAMce. AvA gaMbhIrane ja chedasUtro vaMcAvAya. agaMbhIra ziSyone chedasUtra na apAya teno artha e nathI ke gurune tenA pratye pUrvagraha che. mAjI nAnA bALakane bhAre khorAka na Ape temAM te bALakanuM hita ja che. bIjAdhAna thAya tenuM yoga-kSema TheTha mokSa sudhI satata cAlu rahe. bhagavAna mokSa tene ja ApI zake, jemane tyAM javuM che. DaoNkaTara dareka dardIne nahi, Icche tene ja davA Ape. - bhagavAna yoga-kSema satata kare che. evo meM jAtaanubhava anekavAra karyo che. aneka-aneka prasaMgomAM karyo che. dA.ta. tame koI prazna karyo ne meM tarata ja javAba Apyo. tyAM huM bhagavAnanI kRpA jouM chuM. kyAreka ekAda kalAka pachI bhagavAna AvIne javAba kahI jAya che. bhagavAnanuM ja che. bhagavAna jo apAvavA IcchatA haze to apAvaze. javAbadArI emanI che. kyAreka tabIyata asvastha hoya chatAM bhagavAnane yAda karIne vAcanA mATe jhukAvI daUM. yoga-kSema karanArA bhagavAna beThA che. pachI ciMtA zI ? AvA bhagavAnane eka kSaNa paNa zI rIte bhUlAya ? samaya-samaya so vAra saMbhAruM." emane ema nathI kahevAyuM. bhagavAna bhUlI jaIe te ja kSaNe mohano humalo thAya, 58 % + jha = = = = = = = * * 4

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bhagavAnane satata yAda karavAnI taiyArI hoya to bhagavAna taraphathI yoga-kSema thAya ja. bhAgyeza vijayajI : "tanI bhUmi pram tumadI maLyo' ahIM bhagavAna taraphathI yogakSema nahi ? - pUjyazrI : bhArata sarakAra sainikone hathiyAra kyAre Ape? skUlamAM bhaNatA hoya tyAre nahi, paNa laDAInA medAnamAM Utare tyAre. tema bhagavAna yoga-kSema kyAre kare ? nigodathI ahIM sudhI bhagavAnano upakAra to che ja, paNa viziSTa prakAranuM yogakSema to bIjAdhAna pachI ja thAya, skUlamAM vidyArthI bhaNe tyAre paNa sarakAra taraphathI sahAyatA maLe ja, paNa hathiyAra to laDAInA medAnamAM ja maLe. * bIjAdhAna - bIjano uddabheda, tenuM poSaNa te yoga. te aMkUranI AsapAsa vADa dvArA upadravothI surakSA karavI te kSema. yoga-kSema kare te nAtha. - haribhadrasUrijI svaye Agama puruSa che. mATe temanI pratyeka kRti Agamatulya ja gaNAya. evo ullekha padmavijayajIe 125 gAthAnA stavananA TabAmAM karyo che. sau prathama AgamonA TIkAkAra haribhadrasUrijI che. ApaNe sthAnakavAsInI jema mAtra mULa Agamane nathI mAnatA. TIkA vagere sahita paMcAMgI Agamane mAnIe chIe. jo temanI Agama paranI TIkAo Agama gaNAya to anya grantho paNa Agamatulya ja gaNAya. cUrNi bhASya sUtra niryukti, vRtti paraMparA anubhava re; samaya puruSanA aMga kahyA che, je chede te durbhavya re." - AnaMdaghanajI. AgamanA rahasyo samajavA hoya to haribhadrasUrijInA yoga grantho vAMcavA jarUrI che. ema upA. yazovijayajIe kahyuM che. sUtra nathI mAnatA to tame gaNadharone nathI mAnatA. TIkA vagere nathI mAnatA to arihaMtone nathI mAnatA. kAraNa ke artha kahenAra arihaMta che. sUtra gUMthanAra gaNadharo che. * jha = = = = = 59

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eka ja tIrthakarathI badhA bhavyono yoga-kSema zakya nathI. apAI yugala parAvartamAM mokSa thavAno che, teno ja yogakSema thAya. tAtkAlika oparezana karAvavuM hoya te ja dardInuM DaoNkaTara oparezana kare che. ApaNo svabhAva che : badhuM ja mArI pAse rAkhavuM. kAMI paNa samarpita na karavuM. mAruM te mAruM, tAruM paNa mAruM. AvA svabhAvavALAno bhagavAna yogakSema zI rIte karI zake ? ApaNe ApaNI pAse zuM rAkhyuM ? ne bhagavAnane - gurune zuM ApyuM che ? kadI Atma-nirIkSaNa karajo. khyAla AvI jaze. gozALA - jamAline sAkSAta bhagavAna maLavA chatAM kema kAma na thayuM ? mokSa moDethI thavAno hato eTale samarpaNa bhAva na jAgyo. AnAthI ADakatarI rIte bhagavAna ema paNa jaNAve che : badhAne ekIsAthe tArI devAnA abharakhA choDI dejo. bIjAdhAna vagaranA jIvone bhagavAna paNa nathI tArI zakatA to tame koNa? 'kAryaM ca kiM te paradoSa dRSTayA, kAryaM ca kiM te paracintayA ca / vRthA kathaM khidyasi bAlabuddhe / kuru svakAryaM tyaja sarvamanyat // - hRdayapradIpa. A 36 zlokano graMtha kaMThastha na karyo hoya to karI lejo. A ja graMthamAM lakhyuM che : samyag viraktirnanu yasya citte, samyag gururyasya ca tattvavettA / sadA'nubhUtyA dRDhanizcayo ya - stasyaiva siddhi na hi cA'parasya // mAthe saguru, hRdayamAM vairAgya, AtmAmAM anubhUti hoya to ja mokSa maLe. kadIka vicArajo : bhagavAnano yogakSema mArAmAM zarU 60. * * * * * * * * * * *

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thayo che ke nahi ? A eka bhava cUkyA to anaMtA bhavo cUkyA, ema mAnajo. nahi to A gadheDo nahi samaje. emane ema sUto raheze. game teTaluM kahIe chatAM koI asara nahi. AvA guru, AvI sAmagrI maLI chatAM e jAgato nathI. UMghavuM tene khUba ja game che. bhagavAna gautamasvAmI javAne pramAda nahi karavAnuM kahetA hatA. jo ke gautamasvAmI to apramAdI hatA, attarmuhUrtamAM dvAdazAMgI banAvanAra hatA, 50 hajAra kevaLajJAnI ziSyonA guru hatA. gautamasvAmInA mAdhyamathI bhagavAna saune apramAdano saMdeza ApatA hatA. eka paradezI vidvAne lakhyuM che : mtama pramAvI the / isalie hI mahAvIra use bArabAra Tokate the : samayaM goyama mA pamAyae / paradezI vidvAno Agamo para lakhe to AvuM lakhe. AvA paradezI vidvAno moTA bhAge dharma mATe yogya nathI hotA. paradezamAM dharma-pracAra karavAno cALo UpaDyo che. mAtra ahaMno pracAra hoya che. tyAM sva-sAdhanA bilakula bhUlAI jAya che. maheza yogIe vizvamAM ghaNA dhyAna kendro kholyA che. enA dhyAnane zazikAntabhAI potAnI bhASAmAM ghenanI goLI kahe che ! >> 'mamtyajJa: vinAjJAne, vivAmiva va: | jJAnI nimajjati jJAne, marAla iva mAnase // - jJAnasAra. ahIM zAstrakArane dveSa nathI ke ApaNane bhUMDanI upamA Ape. paNa karuNA che : viSThA jevI avidyA choDI jIva jJAnI bane. pugala maLatAM ja paramanI vAta tarata ja bhUlAI jAya che. hajA2 vAra AtmAnI vAta sAMbhaLI hovA chatAM te vAta yAda rahetI nathI. yAda rahe : vinA bolAvye pugalo AvatA nathI. tame kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 61

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bolAvo. (rAga-dveSa karo) eTale pugalo AvyA vinA rahetA nathI. vizvano rAjA to AtmA che. AtmA pugalanI eMThamAM paDe te jJAnIne kema game ? koIpaNa padArtha eTale pugalanI aiTha ja. jeTaluM dhAnya che te zuM che ? gAMdhIdhAmavALAe to mane kaheluM : amAruM kArakhAnuM eTale viSThAnuM kArakhAnuM ! viSThA vadhu tema khAtara joradAra ! e khAtarathI ja dhAnya taiyAra nathI thatuM ? jo ke pudgala pariNamanazIla che. enA guNadharmo badalAI jAya che. paNa che to badhuM enuM e ja ne ? anaMtA jIvoe bhogaveluM ja che ne ? A badhuM jJAna AtmAne pAmavA mATe che, mAhitIno bhAra vadhAravA mATe nathI. gadheDA joyA che ne ? ApaNe siddhAcalanI yAtrAe jatA tyAre sAme gadheDA AvatA'tAne ? e gadheDA bhAra ghaNo upADe, paNa maLe zuM ? kadAca caMdanano bhAra gadheDA upADe paNa sugaMdha meLave ? ApaNe jJAnano bhAra upADanAra gadheDA banavuM che ? bIjA AtmA paNa mokSamAM jAya, tevI bhAvanA keLavavA prayatnazIla bananArA ApaNe potAnA ja AtmAnI ciMtA nahi karIe ? . saMpUrNa zaraNAgati levA ApaNo AtmA taiyAra thato nathI. e taiyAra na thAya tyAM sudhI bhagavAna taraphathI yoga-kSema nahi thAya. mana-vacana-kAyA traNeya bhagavAnane soMpI do to bhagavAna tamArA AtmAne paramAtmA banAvavA atyAre ja taiyAra che. paNa ApaNI taiyArI kyAM che ? prIti - bhakti Adi anuSThAnomAM kramazaH vadhu ne vadhu arpaNa ja karatA javAnuM che. tame yoga-kSemanA pAtra banyA eTale tamAro mokSa nakkI ! mRtyu pahelA ATaluM to karI ja lejo. ATalI mArI vAta mAnajo. - mithyAtva mohanIyanI utkRSTa sthiti 70 koDAkoDi 2 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * *

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sAgaropamanI che. AvI utkRSTa sthiti je have ekeya vAra bAMdhavAno nathI te apunardhadhaka kahevAya. - mithyAtvanI utkaTatA hoya tyAM anaMtAnubaMdhInI paNa utkaTatA hoya. antarmuhUrtamAM 70 koDa koDi sAgaropama (eTale ke 3ii kAlacakra) karmanI sthiti bAMdhI zakAya. samyakatva aTakAvanAra A darzana mohanIya ja che. ene sau prathama parAsta karavo paDaze. enA mATe Dagale ne pagale namo arihaMtANaM' japatA jAva. mohanI sAme A moraco mAMDavo ja rahyo. logassa zuM che ? bhagavAnane namaskAra che. namaskAra te moha sAme pratyAkramaNa che. duryodhana - rAvaNa vagere yuddho karIne jeTalA karmo bAMdhe tenAthI paNa vadhu karma deva-gurunI AzAnatAthI baMdhAya che. pelo narakamAM jAya paNa deva-gurunI AzAtanAvALo nigodamAM jAya. bhakti ochI thAya to bhale thAya, paNa deva-gurunI AzAtanA to kadI ja nahi karatA. Atma-sAdhaka alpa hoya lokottaramArganI sAdhanA karanAra paNa mokSanI ja abhilASAvALA alpasaMkhyAmAM hoya che. to pachI laukikamArga ke jyAM bhautika sukhanI abhilASAnI mukhyatA che, tyAM mokSArthI alpa ja hoyane ? jema moTA bajAromAM ratnanA vyApArI alpa saMkhyAmAM hoya tema AtmasAdhakanI saMkhyA paNa alpa hoya che. Jo . kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * 2 * * * * * * * * * * * * 63

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64 T dAtAdi cAra dharma *s pisis [ause e bhA. vada-30 27-9-2000, budhavAra parigraha saMjJA sauthI vadhu pIDanAra che. parigraha chuTyo che paNa parigraha saMjJA chuTI che evuM lAge che ? tene toDavA dAnadharma che. pachI pIDanArI che maithuna saMjJA, tene toDavA zIladharma. tyAra pachI AhAra saMjJA pIDe A na saMjJA che . A ja joIe, joIe.' evI vRtti AhAra ja che. AhAra choDavo sahelo che, paNa AhAra saMjJA choDavI muzkela che. ene toDavA tapa dharma che. cothI pIDanArI bhaya saMjJA che. bhayanA kAraNe ApaNuM mana satata caMcaLa rahetuM hoya che. caMcaLatA bhayanI ja nizAnI che. tene toDavA bhAva dharma che. - AhArane nahi, AhAra saMjJAne toDavA tapa che. Aje A * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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mahAtmA (hemacandrasAgarasUrijI) ne 76mI oLInuM pAraNuM thayuM. emane tapa karavAnI zI jarUra ? prasiddhi che. parivAra che. bhakto che. badhuM ja che. chatAM tapa pratye keTalo prema ? kema ke jANe che tapa vinA karma-kSaya nathI. karma-kSaya vinA mokSa maLaze ? lADavA khAtAM khAtAM mokSa maLI jaze ? mane nathI lAgatuM : mokSanI IcchA jAgelI hoya! mokSe javuM hoya to kammara kasavI paDe. "huM pAtayAmi zvArtha sAthayAmi ' kesarIyA karIne nIkaLavuM paDe. to tapa thAya, karma-kSaya thAya. apunabaMdhakamAM ApaNo naMbara che ke nahi te jANavuM che? bIjAdhAna thayuM che ke nahi, te jANavuM che ? bIjAdhAna vinA bhagavAna taraphathI yogakSema thavAno nathI. tethI svAbhAvika che ke ApaNAmAM bIjAdhAna thayuM che ke nahi ? te jANavAnI IcchA jAge. apunabaMdhakatA pachI kSayopazama bhAvanA guNo vadhatA rahe che. - pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI = kSayopazama bhAvanuM apa-DAuna na thayA kare ? - pUjyazrI ? nahi, kSayopazamabhAvanI nityavRddhi thavI joIe. AgaLa-pAchaLa jato rahe to musAphara maMjhile zI rIte pahoMce ? muMbaIthI ahIM tame zI rIte AvyA ? thoDAka AgaLa - thoDAka pAchaLa cAlatA raho to pahoMco ? ApaNe muktinagare pahoMcavuM che. pAchaLa haTIzuM to zI rIte pahoMcAze ? apunabaMdhaka eTale evo AtmA ke te have bhavacakramAM kadI paNa mohanIyanI utkRSTa sthiti (70 koDAkoDi sAgaropama) bAMdhavAno nathI. eNe thoDI paramanI jhalaka meLavI che e have viSThAmAM kema ALoTe ? mIThAI khAdhI te have bAksa-buksa kema seve ? kadAca sevavuM paDe to paNa mana kyAM hoya ? jANyo re jeNe tuja guNa leza, bIjA re rasa tene mana navi gamejI; kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 65

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cAkhyo re jeNe amI lavaleza, bAksa-buksa tasa na ruce kimejI. - upA. yazovijayajI. A yazovijayajInA udgAro che, jeo laghu hirabhadra kahevAyA che. - apunarbaMdhakamAM viSayAbhilASAnI vimukhatA hoya. bahu ene saMsAra game nahi. bhale e cakravartI hoya ke zahenazAha paNa mana saMsAramAM na lAge. viSayAbhilASAnI nivRtti karAvanArI A kSayopazamanI vRddhi che. apunarbaMdhaka vinA A na banI zake. apunabaMdhaka avasthAmAM ApaNe praveza karyo eTale bhagavAna taraphathI yoga-kSema thavAnuM zarU thaI ja gayuM, jANI lo. anyadarzanIo je kahe che : ame paramanI jhalaka, paramano AnaMda anubhavIe chIe, teo sAcA nathI, evuM nathI. apunarbaMdhaka dazAmAM paNa evo AnaMda maLI zake, ema haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. ( 12 ) logahiANaM loka eTale paMcAstikAya. paMcAstikAyamAM aloka paNa AvI gayo. kAraNa ke AkAzAstikAya alokamAM paNa che. aloka ATalo moTo che. ene lokamAM zI rIte samAvI zakAya ? A arthamAM samAvI zakAya. kevaLajJAnamAM paNa samAvI zakAya. bhagavAna paMcAstikAyamaya loka mATe hitakArI che. yathAvasthita darzanapUrvaka, samyak prarUpaNA karIne bhagavAna hita kare che. evuM hita kare ke jethI bhAvimAM koI bAdhA na pahoMce. bhagavAna sarva padArthone yathArtha jue che. tene (darzanane) anurUpa bhagavAna vyavahAra kare che. bhagavAna evI ja prarUpaNA kare jethI bhAvimAM bAdhA na pahoMce. satya hoya te badhuM bhagavAna bolatA nathI. bhagavAna bole te satya hoya, paNa satya hoya te bole ja, evuM nathI. * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 GE *

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DosIne DosI, AMdhaLAne AMdhaLo, kANAne kANo, corane cora, sAcuM hovA chatAM na kahevAya. na satyamapi bhASeta parapIDAkaraM vacaH / kauzika nAmanA bAvAjIne pratijJA hatI : sAcuM ja bolavuM. jaMgalamAM te jaI rahyo hato. tyAre teNe doDatA corone jhADImAM chupAI jatA joyA. pAchaLa AvatA mANasoe pUchatAM teNe kahI dIdhuM : cora pelI jhADImAM chupAyA che. pelAoe coro mArI nAkhatAM kauzikane pApa lAgyuM. kauzike satya joyuM kharuM, paNa bhAvi apAyane dUra na karyo. bhagavAna kadI AvuM na kare. A dharma sarva prANIone sukhakArI, kalyANakArI ane maMgalakArI che. koI jIvane trAsa thAya evI vANI sAdhaka zI rIte kADhI zake ? bhagavAna svayaM AcarIne ApaNane saune AvuM samajAvI rahyA che. jinAgama ane bIjA zAstromAM A moTo pharaka che. yathArtha darzana ane bhAvimAM hitakara prarUpaNA mAtra jinAgamamAM ja jovA maLaze. prazna : hita ane yoga-kSemamAM zuM pharaka ? uttara : hita ane yoga-kSemamAM pharaka che. yoga-kSema bIjAdhAnavALAnuM ja thAya. hita sarvanuM thAya. bhagavAna sarvane hitakara che. tattvadaSTi - vyavahAradaSTi tatvadaSTi jJAnasvarUpa che, jemAM vastunuM svarUpa prakAze che. vyavahAradaSTi kriyA svarUpa che. te kriyAo eTale ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigrahanuM AcaraNa. mATe tattvanuM lakSya karavuM ane zakyano prAraMbha karavo. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * 00

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* ** Uta * f A Aso suda-1 28-9-2000, guruvAra prabhu - tIrthanA ApaNe sau vAhaka chIe. bhagavAnanI dezanAnA prabhAve tIrthamAM evI zakti AvI jethI tIrtha 21 hajAra varSa cAlaze. ApaNe sau vAhaka chIe. moTI mAMDalImAM dUra rahelA mahAtmAne vastu pahoMcADavAmAM jema ApaNe vAhaka banIe chIe, tema ahIM paNa vAhaka chIe. 21 hajAranA sAta bhAga karIe to pahelo bhAga pUro thavA Avyo, haju 6 bhAga bAkI che. bhagavAna mokSamAM gayA eTale tIrthamAM prabhAva ocho thaI gayo, evuM nathI. huM to kahIza : ulTo tIrthano prabhAva vadhI gayo. bhagavAna pahelA karmasahita hatA. have karma-mukata banyA. karma sahitano prabhAva vadhAre ke karmarahitano prabhAva vadhAre ? atyAre paNa bhagavAnanI 68 * * * * * * * * * * * ?

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karuNA kAma kare che e samajAya che ? ja nagaramAM dharmI keTalA ? adharmI keTalA ? e jANavA zreNike nagara bahAra banAvelA be taMbumAM badhA dharmanA ja taMbumAM bharAyA. adharmanA taMbumAM mAtra eka ja zrAvaka hato. je kaheto hato : meM dharmamAM aticAra lagADyo che. huM dhArmika nathI. abhaye kahyuM : A ja sAco dharmI che. - jevI karuNA bhAvanA tIrthaMkaro bhAvI zake tevI bIjA koI na bhAvI zake. tIrthakaramAM e vizeSatA che : teo sarva jIvomAM AtmabhAva jue. evA karuNAzIla bhagavAnanI karuNA rahI ke gaI ? hemacandrasUrijI kahe che : bhagavAnamAM eTalI karuNA che ke svayaMbhUramaNa samudra paNa nAno paDe. e karuNAnI vRSTi Aje paNa thaI rahI che. - mAruM yoga-kSema bhagavAna karI rahyA che. Avo vicAra ApaNane kevo gagad banAve ? eka moTA C.M. ke P.M. nI dostI paNa mANasane khumArIthI bharI de, to bhagavAnano saMparka tamArAmAM keTalI mastI bharI de ? bhagavAnanI karuNA tamane duHkhamAM dilAso Ape. prazna thaze : karuNAzIla bhagavAne zreNika jelamAM hatA tyAre kema kAMI na karyuM ? bhagavAne tyAre paNa zreNikanI rakSA karI ja che; duHkhamAM zreNikane dhIraja ane AzvAsana ApanAra bhagavAna ja hatA. bhagavAna du:kha dUra nathI karatA, duHkhamAM samAdhinI zakti Ape che, rogamAM yoganI zakti Ape che, vyAdhimAM samAdhi Ape A ja bhagavAnanI kRpA che. bIjAdhAnavALA jIvonuM bhagavAna A rIte (savicAro ApIne) yogakSema kare ja che. mAtra e jovAnI AMkha ApaNI pAse joIe. mahAnizIthamAM khulAso karyo che : udhaIthI khavAI gayelI eka ja mahAnizIthanI prata maLI che te pramANe ame * * * * * * * * * * * * 69

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lakhyuM che tethI koIe vyagrAhita nahi thavuM. dhyAna-vicAranI paNa e ja rIte eka ja prata pATaNanA bhaMDAramAMthI amRtalAla kALIdAsa dosIne maLelI. - bIjAdhAna karavuM hoya to pApa-pratighAta karavo jarUrI che. pApa pratighAta karyA vinA bIjAdhAna zI rIte thaI zake ? bIjAdhAna vinA game teTalA AgaLa pahoMcI jaIe. (jainAcArya banIne TheTha navaraiveyaka sudhI) to paNa vyartha che. pU. devacandrajI kahe che tema, Adaryo AcaraNa loka upacArathI. zAstra abhyAsa paNa kAMI kIdho; zuddha zraddhAna vaLI Atma-avalaMba viNa, tehavo kArya teNa ko na sIdho.' bIjAdhAnano upAya pApa-pratighAta che. pudgalano bhogavaTo cAlu che. chatAM ApaNe IcchIe chIe : ApaNe emAMthI chUTI jaIe. hoTalamAM jaIne tame jeTalo upabhoga karo teTaluM bIla caDavAnuM. ApaNane pugalonuM bIla nahi caDe ? ApaNe pudgalothI chuTavuM che ke enA ja cakramAM phasAvuM che ? AvI sAmagrI vAraMvAra maLaze ? bhagavAna gautamasvAmI jevAne vAraMvAra kahetA : "samartha roya ! mA pamAyaNa !' to ApaNA jevAnI zI hAlata ? zuddha dharmanI prApti pApa karmanA vigamathI. pApakarmano vigama (vinAza) tathAbhavyatAnA paripAkathI thAya. * sAtatya, Adara ane vidhipUrvaka ja dharma zuddha thaI zake. tIrthakaranA Adara vinA tIrthakaranA dharma para Adara zI rIte jAgaze ? badhAnuM mULa bhagavAna paranuM bahumAna che. jai icchaha paramapayaM, ahavA kittiM suvitthaDaM bhuvaNe / tA telukkuddharaNe, jiNavayaNe AyaraM kuNaha // - ajitazAMti. 00 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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jo tame parama-pada Iccho cho ke jagatamAM kIrti Iccho cho to tame jinavacanamAM Adara karo. jina-vacana AgaLa karo cho tyAre bhagavAnane AgaLa karo cho. bhagavAnane AgaLa karyA eTale badhe ja saphaLatA ja saphaLatA ! jina-vacana gurune AdhIna che. guru vinayane AdhIna che. namo arihaMtANamAM prathama namo vinayano sUcaka che. tathAbhavyatAno paripAka karavAmATe bIjA 4 kAraNo nahi, paNa ApaNo bhagavAnane pAmavAno puruSArtha ja mukhya che. bhagavAna ja badhuM che. kALa vagere badhA bhagavAnanA ja dAsa che, ema mAnIne puruSArtha karavAno che. vepArIone tyAM be vibhAga hoya che : khAtuM ane rokaDa. khAtuM navakAra che. rokaDa bAkInI dvAdazAMgI. khAtAmAM mAtra TAMcaNa ja hoya. have huM pUchuM chuM : rokaDa khovAI jAya to nukazAna ke khAtuM khovAI jAya to vadhu nukazAna ? e ja rIte navakAra khovAI jAya to badhuM khovAI jAya. eka navakAranA AdhAre pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI mahArAje aneka agamya padArtho zodhI kADhyA ane kahyuM : navakArathI nirmaLa banelI prajJA tamane badhuM ja zodhI Apaze. gaNadharone to mAtra traNa ja pado bhagavAne ApelA. e mAtRkA che. e khAtuM che. tenA parathI banAvelI dvAdazAMgI te rokaDa che. * cAra mAtA : (1) varNamAtA : jJAnamAtA : a thI sudhInA akSaro. - junA jamAnAmAM mAtAnI jema akSarone pUjatA. gaNadharoe svayaM tene namana karyuM che : "namo naMbai triviNa ' akSara dravyazruta hovA chatAM bhAvazrutanuM kAraNa che. kahe, - - - * * * * * * * * * * 01

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(2) namaskRti mAtA (navakAra) : puNyanI mAtA. viziSTa puNya pedA karavAthI jIvano vikAsa thato ja rahe. (3) pravacana mAtA : dharmamAtA. puNya pachI dharmanuM sarjana thavuM joIe. A badhI dhAvamAtAo che. e potAnuM kArya karIne AgaLanI mAtAnA khoLAmAM ApaNane mokalI de. pahelA varNamAtA Ave. varNamAtA tamane navakAra mAtAnA khoLAmAM, navakAra mAtA tamane pravacana mAtAnA khoLAmAM mUke. Aje to Azcarya thAya che ! tamArA bALako varNamAtAthI ja vaMcita rahI jAya che. ene A. B. C. D. AvaDe che, paNa a thI 7 sudhInA akSaro ja na AvaDe. amArI pAse AvA keTalAka bALako Ave che. e joIne Azcarya thAya : ApaNA ja dezano bALaka ApaNI ja bhASA na jANe ! bALapaNathI ja tame mAtRbhASAthI alaga thaI jAva to tamArAmAM Arya-saMskRtinI dhArA zI rIte Utare ? je bhASA bALapaNathI zIkho e ja bhASAnI saMskRti Utaraze. bALako to ThIka, Aje to sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo paNa saMskRtathI dUra thaI gayA che. vyAkhyAna sArA ApI dIdhA ! lokone prabhAvita karI dIdhA, eTale kAma patI gayuM ! lokaraMjanamAM paDI jaIzuM to Agamone bhaNaze koNa ? jaina sAdhune to eTalI sAmagrI maLI che ke bIje kaze javAnI jarUra ja na paDe. (4) dhyAnamAtA : tripadI. traNeya mAtAo ApaNane chelle dhyAnamAtAnA khoLe mUkI de. paNa prAraMbha kramazaH ja thaze. sIdhuM dhyAna nahi Ave. che bhagavAna badhAnuM hita kare, paNa badhAnA nAtha kema na bane ? bhagavAna to nAtha banavA taiyAra che, paNa ApaNe emane nAtha tarIke svIkAravA taiyAra nathI. bIjAdhAnayukta jIva ja nAtha tarIke svIkAravA taiyAra thAya che. bhArata sarakAra laDAI medAne UtarelA vaphAdAra sainikone 02 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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ja zastro ApIne madada kare. bevaphA - zatru pakSamAM bhaLI gayelA sainikone zastro Ape to zuM hAlata thAya ? bhArata sarakArathI ja bhAratano nAza thAya. e ja rIte bhagavAna bIjAdhAnayukta bhavyAtmAnA ja nAtha bane, anyanA nahi. bIjAdhAnathI mAMDIne TheTha mokSa sudhI bhagavAna yogakSema karatA rahe. pachI to tame svayaM nAtha banI anyanuM yogakSema karatA rahezo. ja vyavahAra rAzi ke avyavahArarAzi - badhA jIvonuM hite bhagavAna kare che. ApaNe bhale vicAratA na hoIe, paNa ApaNuM hita koI kare che, evo khyAla Ave che ? relamAM tame beThA cho tyAre DrAIvara tamAruM hita kare che ne ? bhale tevo koI vicAra tamArAmAM na hoya. * bhASAvargaNAthI manovargaNAnuM upakArakSetra moTuM che. ApaNe jema vihAra karIe chIe tema ApaNe choDelA bhASA ane mananA yugalo paNa vihAra kare che. paMdareya yogonA pudgalo thoDuM ke ghaNuM dezAntare jAya che. koIka thoDeka aTake che koIka dUra sudhI jAya che. - bhagavAna pavitra vANIno uccAra kare tyAre tenA taraMgo sarvatra nahi phelAtA hoya ? sImaMdharasvAmInA vANInA pugalo ahIM nahi pahocatA hoya ? A paNa ApaNe emanA dvArA thatuM hita ja che ne ? cAra bhAvanAo maitrI eTale nirvera buddhi, samabhAva. pramoda eTale guNavAnonA guNa pratye prazaMsAbhAva, karuNA eTale duHkhIjano pratye nidoSa anukaMpA, mAdhyaA eTale aparAdhI pratye paNa sahiSNutA. * * * * * - * * * * * * 03

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A. suda-2 29-9-2000, zukravAra sAcuM hoya te bolI nAkhavuM, ema nahi, paNa je bolo te sAcuM hovuM joIe. bhagavAna yoga-kSama amukanuM ja kare, paNa hita badhAnuM ja kare. jIvanuM to hita kare, ajIvanuM paNa kare. yathAvasthita vastunuM pratipAdana karavAthI ajIvanuM paNa hita kare. bhagavAna yathAvasthita darzanapUrvaka samyapha prarUpaNA kare che. bhAvine bAdhA na pahoMce te rIte samyapha prarUpaNA kare che. je jene yathArtharUpe jue che, tadanurUpa bhAvi apAya dUra karavApUrvaka varte che, te tene vastutaH hitakara che. vanaspati Adi sthAvaramAM cetanA batAvI bhagavAna lokone tenI hiMsAthI bacAve che. ekendriya jIvone pIDAthI bacAve che. laukika pavamAM jIvono 04 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * :

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kaccaraghANa hoya, lokottara parvomAM jIvone abhayadAna hoya ! chakAyanuM hita jinavihita anuSThAnamAM hoya ja. bIjA vratanuM nAma mRSAvAda - viramaNa che, satyabhASaNa nathI. sAcuM hoya te bolI ja nAkhavuM, ema nahi, paNa je bolo te sAcuM hoya, e vratanuM rahasya che. sAcuM bolanAro kauzika tApasa narake gayo che. khoTuM bolIne jIvone bacAvanAra zrAvaka svarge gayo che. A ja saMdarbhamAM kalikAla sarvajJa AcAryazrI, kumArapALa kyAM chupAyo che ? e jANatA hovA chatAM "huM nathI jANato." ema kahIne jUThuM bolelA. jenAthI jIva bace te satya ! jenAthI jIvanuM hita thAya te satya ! enAthI viparIta te asatya ! AcAryazrI dravyathI mRSAvAda bolyA, paNa bhAvathI satya ja bolyA. mukhya vrata ahiMsA ja che. bIjA vrato pahelA vratanI rakSA mATe ja che. e tUTI jAya to bIjA vrato tUTI ja jAya. "vADa dhAnya mATe che, vADa mATe nahi. ahiMsA mATe satya che, satya mATe ahiMsA nathI.' ajIvanA saMdarbhamAM hita ke ahita kAMI nathI, paNa e nimitte mithyA bhASaNathI jIvane ahita thAya che. mAthuM bhaTakAze to thAMbhalAne kAMI nahi thAya, tamAruM mAthuM phuTaze. ajIvanI samyaka prarUpaNAthI Akhare jIvanuM ja hita thaze. siddha bhagavaMtonI prarUpaNA anyathA karo to temanuM kAMI ahita na thAya, paNa prarUpaNA karanAranuM ahita jarUra thAya. vanaspatimAM jIva to hamaNA jagadIzacandra bojhe kahyuM tyAre vijJAne mAnyuM, paNa vijJAna haju kyAM pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu AdimAM jIva mAne che ? e mATenA jagadIzacandra bojho thavAnA haju bAkI che. te kaheze tyAre vijJAna mAnaze. paNa ApaNe eTalI vATa jovAnI jarUra nathI. ApaNe to sarvajJa bhagavAna vaijJAnika che ja. emaNe kaheluM ApaNe satya mAnIne cAlIe, e ApaNA mATe hitakara che. - amArA kALamAM gRhastho paNa bahirbhumie bahAra jatA. mAMdA paDe te ja vADAmAM jAya. Aje to sAdhu mahArAja kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * 05

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paNa vADo hoya toya bahAra bhAgye ja jAya ! vIryAcAra ja abharAIe mUkAI gayo. eka vakhate amAruM cAturmAsa (vi.saM. 2025) amadAvAda vidyAzALAmAM hatuM. huM sAMje bahirbhumie gayo. varasAda paDyo. sAme pU.A.zrI maMgalaprabhasUrijI (tyAre paM.ma.) sAme maLyA. kapaDA bhIMjAyelA hatA. meM pUchyuM : ApanA jevA AvA varasAdamAM bahAra bahibhUmie jAya te karatAM vADAmAM jAya to zo vAMdho ? temaNe kaheluM : "juo, varasAdamAM bhIMjAtA javuM sAruM, paNa vADAmAM javuM sAruM nahi ! varasAdamAM sthAvaranI virAdhanA che, jyAre vADAmAM trasanI virAdhanA che. vaLI, khoTI paraMparA paDe te judI." ghaNA gRhastho paisA cUkavI zake tema na hoya tyAre devALuM phUMke che.tema keTalAka prAyazcitta pUruM na karavAthI AlocanA levAnuM ja baMdha kare che. | mahAnizIthamAM lakhyuM che : eka anAlocita pApa bhayaMkara durgatimAM laI jAya che. je pApanI AlocanA levAnuM mana na thAya, te pApa-karma nikAcita samajavuM. ApaNe to sthUla pAponI ja AlocanA laIe chIe, sUkSma vicAro to jaNAvatA ja nathI. anAlocita pApavALA ApaNuM zuM thaze ? uttama AtmA kadAca pApa kare, paNa pachI emane khUba ja pazcAttApa thAya. jene pApa karyA pachI pazcAttApano bhAva jAgato na hoya, teNe samajI levuM : haju mAro saMsAra ghaNo lAMbo che. upA. mAnavijayajI ma.nI jema kahI zake : "kyuM kara bhakti karuM prabhu terI. kAma, krodha, mada, mAna, viSaya rasa, chAMData gela na merI...' teno ja AtmA nikaTa mokSagAmI samajavo. A nAnakaDA stavanamAM ApaNI sAdhanAmAM rukAvaTa karatA lagabhaga tamAma doSo AvI gayA che. jUnA saMgItakAro (dInAnAtha vagere jevA) AvA gItone 06 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * :

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khUba ja pasaMda karatA. A doSo bhaktinA aMtarAyo che. ene dUra karyA vinA bhakti AtmA sAthe nahi jAme. mAnavijayajI kahe che : ApaNe paraniMdA ane svaprazaMsA karIe chIe. have ene badalAvI nAkho. paranI prazaMsA ane sva-niMdA karo. mAtra thoDI ja dizA badalo to virAdhanAno mArga ArAdhanAno mArga banI jaze. je mArge AgaLa jatAM durgatinagarI AvavAnI hatI, te ja mArgathI pAchA pharatAM sagati nagarI Avaze. AtmArAmajI ma. jevA utkRSTa prabhAvaka puruSa paNa bhagavAna pAse AvIne rahyA che, potAnI moTAI nathI rAkhI. jeTalA doSo duniyA ApaNA jANaze teTaluM sAruM ! jeTalI ApaNI niMdA thaze teTaluM sAruM ! teTalI vadhu karmonI nirjarA thaze ! vagara paise A dhobI tamArA kapaDA dhoI Ape te ochI vAta che ? pU. kalAprabhasUrijI : pelo bicAro karma bAMdhe tenuM zuM ? pUjyazrI H mahArAjA jatA'tA ne AMbAne mAravA pheMkelo patthara rAjAne vAgyo. mahArAjAe te chokarAne 1000/suvarNamudrA InAma ApyuM. maMtrIe kahyuM : AvatI kAle Apane hajAra pattharA khAvA paDaze. kAraNa ke badhAne InAma maLaze, evI AzA haze ! tamAro prazna paNa Avo ja che. mahArAjAe kaheluM : huM evo mUrkha nathI. ke ema patthara mAranArane InAma ApuM. jemano IrAdo evo hoya temane to sajA ja karuM, paNa A chokarAno IrAdo kAMI mane mAravAno nhoto, phaLa meLavavAno hato. eka vRkSa paNa patthara mAranArane phaLa Ape to huM mANasomAM paNa huM rAjA ene sajA ApuM ? huM vRkSathI paNa gayo ? rAjAno A eMgala hato. * * * * * * * * * * * * 00

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darekano eMgala samajavo joIe. ApaNe samAdhi rAkhavA mATe A eMgala che : niMdaka upakArI che. enA potAnA mATeno eMgala alaga che. eNe to ema ja vicAravuM joIe : (jo e vicArI zake tema hoya to.) 'nindo na jo'pa no' 'vizvamAM koInI paNa niMdAthI mAruM zuM thaze ?' bannenA pota-potAnA eMgala-dRSTikoNa hoya che. e rIte apanAve to banne kharA ! bIjAnA dRSTikoNa pote apanAvI le to banne khoTA ! bhIMta sAthe tame athaDAyA to bhIMtane kazuM nathI thavAnuM, paNa tamAruM mAthuM phuTavAnuM ! tema dharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya ke jIvAstikAya viSe tame viparIta prarUpaNA karo temanuM kazuM bagaDavAnuM nathI, paNa tamAruM jarUra bagaDaze. te rIte tame samyak prarUpaNA karo to temane bhale kAMI na thAya, paNa tamAruM to hita jarUra thAya ja. magajane vikasita karavA jJAnamAM AyAsa karIe chIe. tema kAyAne vikasita karavA vIryAcAramAM AyAsa karavo joIe. eka para maMDI na paDo, traNeya nokarone (mana, vacana, kAyAne) sarakhuM kAma Apo. be 'kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka maLyuM. pUjyazrInA pravacanomAM amRta-amRta ne amRta ja hoya emAM bIjuM kAMI kahevA jevuM ja nathI. paMnyAsa muktidarzanavijaya goregAMva, muMbaI ** - * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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. A. suda-3 30-9-2000, zanivAra paraspara upakAra karavo te dharma che, upakAra na karavo te adharma che. (23)no pavA | aMdhArAmAM athaDAtA ApaNane prabhu-vacano prakAza bane che. jina-vacana prakAzarUpa tyAre ja lAge, jayAre ApaNe svayaM aMdhArAmAM athaDAI rahyA chIe, evuM lAge. tIrtha rahe tyAM sudhI prabhuvacano prakAza pheMkyA ja karaze. bhojanazALAno sthApaka bhale mRtyu pAmI jAya, paNa jyAM sudhI e bhojanazALA cAle tyAM sudhI e sthApakanI ja gaNAya. A tIrtha paNa AtmAnI bhojanazALA ja che. Aje bhagavatImAM evo pATha maLyo, jenI huM varSothI zodha karato hato. pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi. mahArAje khAsa kaheluM : paMcAstikAya paraspara sahAyaka bane che tevo koI * * * * * * * * * * * * * 09

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pATha maLe to zodhajo. Aje tevo ja pATha maLyo che. paraspara upakAra karavo, e to dharma che. upakAra na karavo te guno che. e gunAnI ja sajArUpe ja ApaNane duHkhamaya saMsAra maLyo che. prakAzano thoDo ja sahAro maLatAM aMdhArAmAM khINamAM paDatA bacI jaIe chIe. prakAzano A thoDo upakAra che ? be dhAtuvAdIo bhayaMkara aMdhakArapUrNa guphAmAM mazAla laIne gayA hoya ne vacce mazAla bujhAI gaI hoya to zuM thAya ? AjubAju kyAMya prakAza nathI. cAlavuM kema ? javuM kema ? te ja samasyA thaI paDe. aMdara keTalAya jherI prANI pharatA hoya teno Dara hoya ! AvI ja hAlata ApaNI hatI. zrutajJAnano dIvo na maLyo hota to ApaNI hAlata AvI ja hota ! zrutajJAnanI kiMmata keTalI? te tame ja vicAro. paNa nizAcarane aMdhArAmAM ja pharavuM game. prakAza AvatAM ja te AkuLa-vyAkuLa thaI UThe ! ApaNe ajJAnanA aMdhakArathI TevAI gayA nathIne ? mArI ja vAta karuM : kSaNavAra prabhunA vAkyo bhUlAI jAya to huM AkuLa-vyAkuLa thaI jAuM. AnaMdaghanajInI bhASAmAM kahuM to : manaDuM kimahI na bAje ho kuMthujina !" he kuMthunAthajI ! mAruM mana ThekANe nathI rahetuM. adhyAtama ravi Ugyo muja ghaTa, moha-timira haryuM jugate." evuM kahenArA rAmavijayajIe anubhavathI ja kahyuM che. niSkAma bhaktinA prabhAve ja nija ghaTamAM ajavALuM relAya che. - bhagavAna zrutajJAnathI prakAza kare che, ema na kahetAM ahIM to kahe che : bhagavAna pote ja jagatanA dIpaka che. logapaIvANaM / bhagavAna kadI ApaNane bhUlatA nathI, ApaNe bhagavAnane bhUlI gayA chIe. tene yAda karavuM che. bhagavAna 80 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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ApaNane bhUlI gayA che, te bhrama che. e bhramane toDavo rahyo. - umAsvAti ma. AdhAra pATha vinA kadI lakhe ja nahi. emaNe ja "parasparopagraho nIvAnAm ' lakhyuM, teno AdhAra hovo ja joIe. enA mULa tame bhagavatInA 461mA AjanA sUtramAM tame joI zako cho. jIva jIvAstikAyane zuM madada kare ? AkAza saune jagA Ape. jIva jIvAstikAyane anaMtA mati-zrutajJAnanA paryAyo Ape. (bIjuM zataka - astikAya uzanA badhA pATho ahIM joDI devA.) . jIvanuM lakSaNa ja upayogamaya che. '35yo nakSapAm !' eno AdhAra ahIM che. jeno upayoga hoya, teno paraspara upagraha hoya ja. AmAM sarva jIvo AvI gayA. badhuM ja jJAna tIrthakarathI anaMtara ke paraMpara maLe che. | tIrthakara bhagavAna potAnuM jJAna anyane ApIne kahe che : tamane je jJAnAdi maLeluM che, te bIjAne Apajo. jIvane ja jJAna ApI zakAya, ajIva to laI ja na zake. tame na Avo to huM thAMbhalAne vAcanA ApI zakuM ? have prastutamAM AvIe. prazna : ajIvanuM ahita thatuM ja nathI. to bhagavAna ajIvanA hitakArI zI rIte thaI zake ? ajIvane to koI pApa lAgavAnuM nathI. uttara : ApaNe to ajIva - viSayaka jUThuM bolIe to mAyA ane mithyAtva lAge ne ? dravyomAM prANAtipAtamAM chanuM navanivAsu paNa mRSAvAdamAM "satraasu' kSetramAM "no vI mano, vA !' ema pakhisUtrAmAM lakhyuM. badhA dravyonuM yathAsthita astitva svIkAravuM ja paDe. kartAnI apekSAe ajIvamAM ayathArthatA AvatAM tene nukazAna thayuM. " bhIMtane pattharo mAro to tene kAMI na thAya, paNa tamAruM kadAca mAthuM phuTe. bIjAne pADavA khADo khodo to e to paDe ke na paDe paNa tamArA mATe to kUvo taiyAra thaI ja jAya. dhavala mAravA gayo, zrIpAla bhale na maryo, paNa dhavala zeTha pote to marI ja gayo. * * * * * * * * * * * * * 81

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yathArtha pratipAdana na karavAthI jIvane A moTuM nukazAna thAya che. badhA maga pAkI rahyA che, temAM koyaDu maga bhale na pAkyA, paNa te pAkanI kriyA to cAlu ja rahIne ? tema ahIM ajIva aMge paNa samajavuM. aDhAra hajAra zIlAMgamAM ajIva saMyama paNa batAvyuM che. ajIva pratye paNa jayaNA rAkhavAnI che. ogho ajIva che, chatAM jIva-rakSAmAM madada kare che. bhagavAna lokanA pradIpa che. dIvo bAhya prakAza Ape. bhagavAna AMtara prakAza Ape che. nAnakaDA chokarAne ApaNe zIkhavIe chIe ne enuM jJAna dhIre-dhIre vikasita thatuM jAya che. tema ApaNe paNa nAnA hatA tyAre koIe (guru Adie) ApaNane zIkhaveluM te yAda che ne? ke bhUlI gayA ? bIjAe ApaNane zIkhaveluM che. to ApaNe bIjAne nahi zIkhavavuM ? bIjAne sahAyatA karavI e ja ahIM zIkhavAnuM che. jJAnano prakAza Ave tyAre A badhuM samajAya che. dIvo khAnagImAM nAnI jagyAe na rAkhatAM evI jagyAe mUkavAmAM Ave ke jethI sarvatra eno prakAza phelAya. dIvo dIvA khAtara nathI, padArthone ajavALavA mATe che. bhagavAna jagatanA dIpaka che. ame nAnA hatA, tyAre phalodImAM IlekaTrika nhotI. dareka zerImAM phAnasanI vyavasthA hatI. mANaso AvIne roja sAMje phAnasa saLagAvI jAya. dIvo kiraNothI prakAza phelAve, tema bhagavAna dezanArUpI kiraNothI prakAza phelAve che. ahIM lo kathI samyagdaSTi saMsI jIvo levAnA che. dezanAnA kiraNo tene ja ajavALe che je samyagdaSTi saMjJI jIvo hoya che. gADha mithyAtvavALAnuM hRdaya bhagavAna na ajavALI zake. ghuvaDane sUrya kAMI na batAvI zake. ApaNe jo ghora mithyAtvI banIne prabhu pAse gayA hoIe to bhagavAnanA 82 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * =

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vacano ApaNane kAMI ja na karI zake. ApaNA hRdayanuM aMdhAruM abhedya ja rahe. ApaNe dareka bhavamAM AvuM ja karyuM che. A bhavamAM paNa haju kadAca cAlu ja che. huM paNa sAthe chuM. pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : Apa AvuM kaho te zobhe nahi. ame nirAza thaI jaIe. pUjyazrI : A eka paddhati che. mane abhimAna na Ave, te mAre nahi jovAnuM ? jAmanagaramAM vyAkhyAna zarU karyA pachI zaMkhezvaramAM pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. vagere sAthe rahevAnuM - pravacana ApavAnuM thayuM. vyAkhyAna pachI pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.ne pUchyuM : pravacanamAM kAMI sudhAravA jevuM ? pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.mahArAje kahyuM : vyAkhyAnamAM "tame" "tame'nI jagyAe "ApaNe" zabdano prayoga karavo. tathA potAnA taraphathI, potAnI buddhithI kazuM bolavuM nahi. tathA beDA-luNAvA vagere sthaLoe teo pravacanamAM kAMI khAmI hoya to kahetA. vyavahAranI khAmI hoya to nizcayanI, nizcayanI khAmI hoya to vyavahAranI vAta karatA. meM je paNa pustakAdi lakhelA che, te badhAmAM tame zAstrapATho joI zakazo. have to evo Atma-vizvAsa thaI gayo che ke je paNa huM boluM te zAstra-sApekSa ja hoya, kadAca atyAre zAstra-pATha na maLe to pachI paNa maLI ja Ave. meM ghaNIvAra pU. paMnyAsajI ma. taraphathI Thapako paNa sAMbhaLyo che. temaNe ekavAra kaheluM : tamane dhyAna-vicAra para lakhavAnuM sUjhe che, paNa "parasparopagraho gIvAnAm ' para kema lakhavAnuM mana thatuM nathI ? lAge che : prathama vizvayuddha pachI tamAro janma thayo che. AjanA kALanA jIvo AvA ja che : paropakAranI vAta temane gamatI nathI. jevuM boluM chuM tevuM mAruM jIvana covIseya kalAka nathI hotuM. evuM jIvana jIvAI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. huM to mAnuM chuM ke : tamArA saunA puNyano A prabhAva che ke huM bolI zakuM chuM. bAkI mane bolatAM ja kyAM AvaDe che ? * * * * * * * * * * * 83

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- nA te A. suda-4 1-10-2000, ravivAra bhagavAna sUrya ja nahi, AMkha paNa che. bhagavAnano zrutakhajAno aDhaLaka ane adbhuta che, AtmavikAsanuM kAraNa che. jagatane sAcuM jJAna ApanAra bhagavAna ja che. A ja sauthI moTo upakAra che. baherA-muMgo mANasa prAyaH kadI upakAraka banI na zake ke prasiddha na banI zake. kAraNa ke jJAnanA AdAna-pradAnanA dvAra baMdha che. jJAnanuM AdAna dvArA kAna che ane pradAna dvAra jIbha che. je AdAna karI zake te ja pradAna karI zake. je sAMbhaLI zake te ja saMbhaLAvI zake. mATe ja pAMca IndriyomAM kAna mahattvapUrNa gaNAyuM che. tame jo sAMbhaLyuM na hoya to kadI bolI zako nahi. nAnuM bALaka pahelAM sAMbhaLe che pachI ja bole che. AjanA DaoNkaTara kahe che : janmathI 84 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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mUMguM bALaka prAyaH baheruM ja hovAnuM ! jeNe kadI sAMbhaLyuM nathI te zI rIte bolI zakaze ? A kAnathI paraniMdA ke svaprazaMsA sAMbhaLavI te kAnano aparAdha che. A aparAdha je nathI sevato te mahAyogI che. niMdA-stuti-zravaNa suNIne, harSa zoka navi ANe; so jogIsara jagameM pUrA, nita caDhate guNaThANe." - cidAnaMdajI. je Indriyono durupayoga karIe te Indriya bhavAntaramAM ApaNane na maLe. jema bIjA mATe dharma durlabha banAvIe to ApaNA mATe ja dharma durlabha banI jAya. A Indriyono sadupayoga karo. kAnathI paraprazaMsA, jIbhathI guNanI prazaMsA, AMkhathI dina-darzana karatA raho, jethI bhavAMtaramAM te te Indriyo to maLaze ja. sAthe anAsakti paNa maLaze. A vAcanA tamArA ja mATe nathI Apato. huM mArA mATe paNa ApuM chuM. sva-kalyANanuM lakSa pahelA joIe. bhagavAna paNa parANe koIne mokSa ApI zakatA nathI, to ApaNe kaI vADInA mULA ? zAstra eTale bhagavAnanI dezanAnI Tepa ! gAyaka bhale mRtyu pAmI gayo hoya, paNa tame tenuM gIta Tepa dvArA sAMbhaLI zako cho. - mahesANAmAM bhaNelA prajJAcakSu ANaMdajI paMDitajI bahu buddhimAna hatA. ekavAra kaMThastha kareluM kadI bhUle nahi. 20-25 varSa pachI pratikramaNamAM ajitazAnti bolelA tyAre pU. kanakasUrijI ma. vagere stabdha banI gayelA. buddhi koInA bApanI nathI. vi.saM. 2020 bhujapura cAturmAsamAM nAnA be muni (pU. kalAprabha - kalpataru vi.ma.) ne bhaNAvatA kahetA : kazuM AvaDatuM nathI. sAva ThoTha ! DhabunA Dha ! AvA paMDitajI kacchanI zobhArUpa hatA. AMdhaLA pAse dIpaka vyartha che. tema mithyAtvI mATe bhagavAna vyartha che. doSa dIpakano nathI, AMkha nathI teno che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 85

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doSa bhagavAnano nathI, samyaktva nathI teno che. mArI vAta tame baherA ho ne na saMbhaLAya to mAro doSa ? ghUvaDane sUrya na dekhAya temAM sUryano doSa ? samavasaraNamAM badhAne bodha thato nathI. hamaNA paNa nathI thato. emAM bhagavAnano doSa nathI. bhagavAna dvArA paNa sarvane bodha na thato hoya to ApaNI vAta ja zI ? koI bodha na pAme tyAre A eMgala sAme rAkhavuM H bhagavAna jevAnI vANI paNa keTalAkane pIgaLAvI na zake to ApaNe koNa ? ApaNe to evA zAhukAra ke ahIMnuM kAMI mukAmamAM laI na jaIe. badhuM khaMkherIne ja jaIe. khAvA-pIvAnuM kazuM aTakatuM nathI. pachI A badhI lamaNAjhIMka zAnI ? "ktinApi martavyama, mapatteinA ikartavya IzaSavi Rrtivya ?' Ama jANIne jJAnathI dUra nathI bhAgavAnuM, paNa te mATe vadhu prayatna karavAno che. upadezamALAnA maMgalAcaraNamAM RSabhadevane sUrya ane mahAvIrasvAmIne cakSu kahyA che. sUrya AkAzamAM che, paNa AMkha ApaNI pAse che, sAthe ja rahe che. evuM kadI bane ke AMkha kyAMka rahI jAya ne tame bIje pahoMcI jAva ? camA rahI jAya tevuM haju bane. paNa AMkha ? AMkha to covIzeya kalAka tamArI sevAmAM hAjara che. ekalA sUryathI na cAle, AMkha paNa joIe. ekalI AMkhathI na cAle, sUrya paNa joIe. bhagavAna ApaNA mATe sUrya ja nathI banatA, AMkha paNa bane che. bhagavAna jagatanA cakSu hoya to ApaNA mATe te cakSu nahi ? ApaNe jagatamAM AvI gayA ke nahi ? cakSunI jema bhagavAna sadA sAthIdAra banIne rahe che, jo ApaNe rAkhIe to. sUyagaDaMga sUtranI vIra stutimAM, smRti dago na detI hoya to bhagavAnanuM A "jagaccakSu" vizeSaNa ApavAmAM AveluM che. 86 * * * * * * * * * * * * # ka

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huM to A vizeSaNa vAMcIne nAcyo chuM. * bhagavAnanI bhaktithI ja virati maLe. tamane cAritra maLyuM che tenuM kAraNa prabhu-pUjA che. bALapaNamAM dIkSA maLI hoya to pUrva-janmamAM prabhu-pUjA-bhakti ghaNI thaI haze, ema nakkI mAnajo. dIkSA-kevaLane abhilASe nita-nita jina-guNa gAve.' devo paNa dIkSA-kevaLane pAmavAnI IcchAthI prabhu-bhakti karatA rahe che. ema snAtrapUjAmAM paM. vIravijayajI pharamAve che. bhagavAnano A viziSTa prabhAva joIne te jhIlavAnuM ApaNane mana thAya che. 4 sabhyadRSTine jevo bhAva thAya tevo mithyASTine na thAya. tenuM kAraNa mithyAtvanA muddagalo che. te ghaTADavA puruSArtha karavAno che. tevuM maMtte sevaM kaM' bhagavatInA dareka zatakanA aMte Avato A pATha bhItara samyagradarzananI sUcanA kare che. bhagavAna vyavahArathI badhAnA pradIpa bane che, paNa nizcayathI to samyagRSTi saMjJI jIvonA ja pradIpa bane che. bhagavAnano prabhAva AthI ghaTato nathI. jIvonI yogyatA ja ochI che. duniyAmAM keTalAya AMdhaLA che, keTalAya ghUvaDo che, paNa tethI kAMI sUryano prabhAva ghaTato nathI. bhagavAna ATalA zaktizALI hovA chatAM dharmAstikAya ke adharmAstikAyane jIva na banAvI zake. tethI kAMI prabhu zaktihIna na gaNAya. dharmAstikAya AdimAM tenI yogyatA ja nathI. temAM bhagavAna zuM kare ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * 80

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che te A. suda-5 3-10-2000, somavAra dhyAta vitA karma - kSaya nahi thAya. dhyAna vicAra sunna - 7 - go - hiM, nAdo tArA lao lavo mattA / paya-siddhI paramajuyA jhANAI huMti cauvIsaM // dhyAna-vicAra konA AdhAre lakhAyo che te to Agamadharo jANe, paNa che addabhuta ! pakhisUtramAM bolAtA "rUpavitti' jevA koI granthamAMthI udbhata thayelo hoya, evuM lAge che. khAsa karIne pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma.nI preraNAthI ja A granthano abhyAsa zarU karelo. te patra pustakamAM prakAzita paNa thayelo che. Agamika grantha ApaNI pAse paDelo (pATaNa, hemacandrasUri jJAnabhaMDAra) hovA chatAM ApaNI 88 jha = = = = = = = = = * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 = =

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najara nathI gaI te Azcarya che. sau prathama muni jebUvijayajI dvArA anUdita thaIne tathA dharmadhuraMdharavijayajI dvArA saMpAdita thaI mULa pATha sAthe sAhityavikAsa maMDaLa dvArA prakAzita thayelo. mane A aMge tIvra ruci hatI. e pachI emanI (pU.paM.ma.) nizrAmAM ja rahIne je lekhana-TAMcaNa thayuM che, te A grantharUpe bahAra paDelo che. paNa eka vAta kahI daUM : mAtra vAMcana-zravaNathI nahi cAle, te jIvanamAM UtArIzuM tyAre tenI jhalaka jovA maLaze. mULapATha sAva nAno che. ahIM beThelA tamAma munio vadhumAM vadhu aThavADIyAmAM kaMThastha karI de eTalo nAno che. eTale kaMThastha karavo koI moTI vAta nathI, paNa jIvanamAM UtAravo moTI vAta che. ' lakhatAM-lakhatAM bhagavAna jANe kapA karatA hoya tema mane ghaNIvAra lAgyuM che. lakhatI vakhate eka adbhuta grantha "arihANa stotram (vajasvAmI ziSya bhadraguptasUri racita) hAthamAM Avyo. prAraMbhamAM bhale ApaNe jIvanamAM utArI na zakIe, paNa ApaNA pUrvAcAryoe dhyAnanA keTalA UMDA utarelA haze ? e tarapha ApaNo bahumAnabhAva jAge toya kAma thaI jAya. kula cAra lAkhathI paNa adhika dhyAnanA bheda thaze. A badhA ja dhyAnanA bhedomAMthI arihaMto pasAra thayelA hoya che. Aje sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA jIvanamAM dhyAnanI khUba ja jarUra che. upamitimAM kahyuM : dvAdazAMgIno sAra zuM ? "satra dhyAno : ' eTale ke dvAdazAMgIno sAra sunirmaLa dhyAna che. ema siddharSie lakhyuM che. papa7mI gAthA upamiti sAroddhAra - prastAva-8. mULa - uttara guNa vagere badhuM ja bAhya kriyAo che, dhyAnayogane nirmaLa banAvavA sahAyaka che. mukhya kArya dhyAna che. karmakSaya ApaNo dhyeya che. e dhyeya dhyAnathI ja siddha thAya. * * * * * * * * * * * * 89

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dhyAnanI siddhi meLavavI hoya to sau prathama cittanI prasannatA joIe. karmano saMpUrNa kSaya ane AtmazuddhinI saMpUrNa abhivyakti banne sAthe ja thAya che. AnA mATe dhyAna joIe. dhyAna mATe prasAda joIe. prasannatA mATe maitrI Adi bhAvo joIe. pAtaMjala yogadarzanamAM paNa prathama yama-niyama lIdhelA che. tyA2vachI dhyAna Ave che. ApaNe zukla dhyAnamAM ja samAdhi samAviSTa karI che. dhyAnathI samAdhi alaga nathI ApI. A granthamAM saMpUrNa vizvanA dhyAnanA prakAro AvI jAya che. pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : prasAda eTale ? pUjyazrI : prasAda eTale cittanI prasannatA. cittanI traNa avasthA che H nirmaLatA, pachI sthiratA, tyAra pachI tanmayatA. jainazAsanamAM prathama nirmAtA che. eTale ja ahiMsA Adine ATaluM mahattva ApavAmAM AvyuM che. enAthI nirmaLatA maLe che. nirmaLatA eTale ja prasannatA. prIti-bhakti-vacana-asaMgamAMthI kayA prakAranuM tamAruM anuSThAna che, te paNa jovuM jarUrI che. * dhyAnanA mukhya 24 prakAra A gAthAmAM batAvyA che. dhyAnathI dharmadhyAna levAnuM che. dharmadhyAnamAM AjJAviyA dhyAna sau prathama Ave che. prabhu - AjJAnA ciMtanathI dharmadhyAnano prAraMbha thAya che. dhyAna viziSTa koTinuM bane tyAre paramadhyAna bane, je zukladhyAnanA aMzarUpa bane che. * dravyathI Arta-raudra, bhAvathI dharma-zukla dhyAna che. dravyano artha ahIM kAraNa nathI karavAno, bAhya karavAno che. eTale ja prathama Arta-raudra dhyAnanuM varNana karaze. anAdikALathI emAM ja mana aTavAyeluM che, temAMthI prathama mukta karavAnuM che. 90 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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Arta - dhyAna mAtra potAnI pIDAnA vicAramAMthI thAya che. enI jagyAe bIjAnuM dhyAna, vicAra karo to e dhyAna dharmadhyAna banI jAya. 0 tatra dhyAnuM citta - mAvanApUrvava8: sthiroDathyavasAya: bhagavAnanA zaraNArthI ApaNe chIe, bhagavAnane ApaNe nAtha tarIke svIkAryA to yogakSemanI bhagavAnanI javAbadArI che. ApaNe dhyAnanA adhikArI na hoIe to dhaMdhAmAM DUbelA gRhastho adhikArI banaze ? manane eTaluM vyagra banAvIe chIe ke dhyAnanI vAta dUra, ciMtana paNa karI zakatA nathI. eTalI badhI javAbadArIo laIne pharIe chIe. ahIM vyakta rUpe maMgaLa Adi na hovA chatAM avyaktarUpe maMgaLa che ja. dhyAnanA adhikArIno paNa nirdeza karyo ja che. caturvidha saMghano yogya sabhya dhyAnano adhikArI traNa cIja vinA lADu na bane, tema ratnatrayI vinA dhyAna na maLe. ciMtAmAM jJAna - darzana ane bhAvanAmAM cAritra AvI gayA che. Arta - raudra dhyAna paNa A ja rIte bane che. mAtra tyAM mithyAdarzanAdi traNa paDelA che. anAdinA abhyAsathI te sahaja rIte thaI jAya che. pahelA 24 dhyAna bhedo vAMcI pachI te para vivecana vicArIe. dravyathI A-raudra dhyAna che. bhAvathI AjJA vicayAdi dharmadhyAna kahevAya. eno ja ahIM adhikAra che. prAraMbhamAM AvuM (AjJA-vicayAdi svarUpa) dharmadhyAna paNa AvI jAya toya kAma thaI jAya. dharma-zukla dhyAna na ththAIe to aticAra lAge che. je roja ApaNe bolIe chIe. ApaNe ethI UduM ja karIe chIe. niSiddha karIe chIe, vihita : choDIe chIe. pachI jIta zI rIte maLe ? * * * * * * * * * * * * 91

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enI kaLA jANavAthI 24 kalAka citta dharma-dhyAnamAM rahe. bhAvanAothI bhAvita banAvavAthI AvuM banI zake. dharmadhyAnamAMthI citta nIce AvatAM (kAraNake antarmuhUrtathI vadhu citta eka dhyAnamAM rahI na zake.) pharI cintA - bhAvanAno phorsa ApavAno che. A pramANe punaH punaH dIrghakALa sudhI karavAnuM che. ekavAra paNa eno AsvAda maLaze to kadI bhUlI nahi zako. rasagullA khAdhA pachI teno AsvAda bhUlAI jAya ? pAMceya IndriyonA AsvAdamAM ApaNe ThagAI jaIne, AtmAnA svAdathI dUra rahI jaIe chIe. AtmAne to paramAtmA dvArA ja AnaMda AvI zake, e ja enA sajAtIya che. 24 kalAka prabhu-mudrA prasanna che. emanuM nAma letAM, bhakti karatAM mana AnaMdathI UbharAI jAya. emanuM nAma-mUrti vagerenA AlaMbanathI paNa dhyAnanI bhUmikA taiyAra thaI jAya. dhyAna pUrve cittane jo nirmaLa na banAvIe to dhyAnano adhikAra maLI zakato nathI. mana to Ameya mAMkaDuM che. emAMya mohano dArU pIdho hoya to pachI pUchavuM ja zuM ? doDatA manane svAdhyAyamAM bhAvanA (bhAvanAno artha abhyAsa thAya. abhyAsa eTale punaH punaH pravRtti. dA.ta. jJAnAbhyAsa, darzanAbhyAsa vagere.) mAM joDavAnuM che. saMsAranA duHkhonuM ciMtana paNa manane sthira kare che. anaMta bhava bhramaNa paranuM ciMtana paNa eka anuprekSA che. * kSamA Adi cAra guNo (jene 4 kaSAyo rokI rAkhe che.) uttamottama kyAre hoya ? uttama kSatti Adi pedA thAya tyAre ja zukladhyAnanA maMDANa thAya. yogazAstranA 4thA prakAzamAM mAganusArI, samyaktva, dezavirati vagere batAvIne Indriya-kaSAya mana vagerenA jaya para khAsa bhAra mUkyo che. vIrya zakti prabaLa teTaluM dhyAna prabaLa ! vIryazaktine prabaLa banAvavA ja jJAnAcArAdi che. dhyAna mATe jJAna ane kriyA banne zakti vikasita karavI 92 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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joIe. ekAMgI vikAsa dhyAna mATenI pRSTha bhUmikA na banI zake. hema parIkSA jima huejI, sahata hutAzana tApa; jJAnadazA tima parakhIejI, jihAM bahu kiriyA vyApa." - upA. yazovijayajI. sAco dhyAnI kriyAne choDe to nahi ja, paNa tene viziSTa prakAranI banAvI de. sAcA dhyAnInI badhI ja kriyAo cinmayI hoya che. eTale ke dhyAnanA prakAzathI Alokita hoya che. e kriyAo dhyAnathI viparIta nahi, paNa dhyAnane vadhu puSTa banAvanArI bane che. chelle eka vAta kahI dauM : khovAyelA AtmAne zodhavo hoya to jemaNe e AtmAne meLavI lIdho che evA bhagavAnanA khoLAmAM besI jAva. bhagavAnane sau prathama pakaDo. mATe ja dhyAnamAM sarva prathama AjJAvicaya dhyAna che. prabhunI AjJA AvI tyAM bhagavAna AvI ja gayA. bhagavAnanuM dhyAna te nizcayathI ApaNuM ja dhyAna che. jeha dhyAna arihaMta kuM, sohI Atama dhyAna; bheda kachu INameM nahIM, ehi ja parama nidhAna." dhyAnanI bahu AMTIghUMTImAM javA na IcchatA ho to eka mAtra prabhune pakaDI lejo. badhuM ja pakaDAI jaze. vAMcyuM na hota to kadAca A pustakamAM zuM khajAno bharyA che ? tenAthI huM ajANa raheta. - sA. divyadarzanAzrI ka. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 93

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A. suda-6 3-10-2000, maMgaLavAra dhyAna karavAthI nathI thatuM. e prabhu kRpAthI Ave che. ja dhyAnayogane bAda karIe to saMyama-jIvanamAM zuM rahyuM ? A dhyAna-vicAra grantha mATe kSayopazama, prajJA, yogyatA vagere joIe. e na hoya to pakaDAyA nahi. dhyAna anubhUtijanya che. dhyAna karavAthI nathI thatuM, e prabhukRpAthI Ave che, ema meM mArA jIvanamAM anubhavyuM che. saMyama, guru-bhakti vagere dhyAnanI pUrva bhUmikAnA mahattvanA paribaLo che. * ciMtA, bhAvanA, jJAna, savikalpa ane nirvikalpa samAdhi A pAMca zabdo ahIM mukhya che. ahIM karaNa ane bhavana zabda Avaze. apUrvakaraNa AdimAM karaNano artha thAya : apUrva vIyallAsa ! nirvikalpa samAdhi. 14 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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AmAM vRttiono saMkSepa thAya. (1) dhyAna : jainadarzananuM dhyAna eTale AtmAnubhUti ! te vakhate puSkaLa kamanI nirjarA thAya. cittamAM puSkaLa prasannatA pedA thAya. jemaNe samaya maLe te badhA vivecana vAMcI le, mULa pATha pAko kare to ahIMnI vAto samajAze. * dhyAnanA Ama to mukhya cAra ja bheda che : dharma, zukla, Arta ane raudra. Arta-raudrathI chUTI dharma-zuklamAM praveza karavo e ja mukhya vAta che. Arta-raudra dhyAna cittane asvastha banAvanAra che. khAsa to emAMthI chUTavAnuM che. A 24 prakAro to dhyAnanA mArganA bhedo che. eTale ke mArga alaga che, paNa pahoMcavAnuM to eka ja sthaLe che. A covIseya prakAro dvArA Akhare dharma-zukla dhyAnamAM ja pratiSThita thavAnuM che. - samatAthI citta nirmaLa thAya tyAre ja aMdara rahelo prabhu dekhAya. A samatA anaMtAnubaMdhI Adi kaSAyonA vigamathI Ave. jema jema kaSAyono hrAsa thato jAya tema tema aMdaranI samatA pragaTa thatI jAya. guNasthAnakamAM jema AgaLa vadhatA jaIe tema tema paramAtmA vadhu ne vadhu zuddhapaNe pragaTa thato jAya. bIjI vAcanAonI jema A mAtra sAMbhaLavA mATe nathI, paNa Ane jIvanamAM utArazo to ja kaMIka lAgu paDaze. 0 vAcanA, pRcchanA Adi 4mAMthI pasAra thayA pachI ja dharmakathA AvI zake. paNa ApaNe ene prathama naMbara ApI dIdho che. loko dvArA zAbbAzI maLe ne ? - - dvAdazAMgIno sAra dhyAna che. ApaNA saMyamajIvanano vararAjA dhyAna che, paNa ApaNe ene ja bhUlI gayA. vara vinAnI jAna banI gaI ! 5 dharmadhyAna 4 prakAre : AjJA, apAya, vipAka ane saMsthAna. calacittanA traNa prakAra : ciMtA, bhAvanA ane anuprekSA. * * * * * * * * * * * 95

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* ApaNI pAse svAdhyAyanI vipula sAmagrI che. e ja moTuM puNya che. dvAdazAMgI ApaNI pAse che ne ? kadAca dvAdazAMgI pUrI na hoya to je che te dvAdazAMgI ja che. are... cAra adhyayana chelle bacaze te paNa dvAdazAMgI ja kahevAze. kAMI yAda na rahe to navakAramAM paNa dvAdazAMgI AvI gaI. AthI ja 24 dhyAnanA bhedomAM chellA cAreka bhedo navakArane lagatA che, je mahattvapUrNa che. huM pachIthI batAvIza. A dhyAnamAM Agama, mUrti, saMyama ke jApa, kAMIpaNa choDavAnuM nathI. AjJA - vicaya dhyAnamAM A badhuM AvI ja gayuM che. dehamAM pharatA manane devamAM joDI devuM, e ja dhyAnanuM kAma che. (2) parama dhyAna : dharmadhyAnanA 11 tAro batAvI dhyAna zatakamAM vistArathI badhuM batAvyuM che. dhyAnathI mULa manane pakaDavAnuM che, paNa te pahelA vacana ane kAyAne pakaDavI paDaze. kAyA ane vacananI sthiratA mATe ja pAMca samiti che. ethI ja samitinA sabhyam abhyAsa vinA gupti pALI zakAya nahi, manano nigraha karI zakAya nahi. kramazaH ja A dhyAna sUkSma bane che. vikalpAtmaka dhyAna sugama che. e kaLA siddha thaI gayA pachI ja nirvikalpAtmaka dhyAnamAM jaI zakAya. sIdhA ja nirvikalpa karavA gayA to garabaDa thaze. vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa ane salIna cAra avasthAmAMthI pasAra thayeluM mana ja nirvikalpa dhyAna mATe yogya bane che. A dhyAnane jIvanabhara TakAvIne paralokamAM paNa sAthe laI javAnuM che. AjanI anya darzanIonI dhyAna-zibiro taMbu jevI che. taMbu jaldI UbhuM thaI jAya, paNa pavanathI UDI paNa jaldI jAya. paNa ApaNe tyAM pUrvabhUmikApUrvakanuM dhyAna pAkuM makAna * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 96 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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che, pAyo khodIne UbhuM karavAmAM AvyuM che. banAvatAM jo ke vAra lAge, paNa vAvAjhoDAthI e dharAzAyI nahi banI jAya. zukladhyAnanA 4 lakSaNa : zukladhyAna prApta thaI gayeluM hoya tene avyathA, asaMmoha, viveka ane vyutsarga prApta thayelA hoya che. avyathA : devAdi upasargomAM vyathA na hoya. asaMmoha : saiddhAntika padArthomAM amUDhatA. viveka : dehathI AtmAnI bhinnatAnuM bhAna. vyutsarga : niHsaMdehapUrvaka deha ane upadhino tyAga. zukladhyAnano prathama bheda 'pRthaktva - vitarka - savicAra' che, ahIM paNa haju vicAra che. yogavizikAmAM upA. ma. lakhe che : A kALamAM paNa zukladhyAnanA prathama bhedanI jhalaka maLI zake che. te vakhate lokottara amRtano AsvAda maLe che. AtmAnA AnaMdano AsvAda te ja lokottara amRta che. ahIM viSayathI vimukhatA hoya che. upA. mahArAje A pravacana sAranA AdhAre lakhyuM che. potAnI buddhithI nathI lakhyuM. 'jo jANadi arihaMtaM davvatta guNatta pajjavattehiM / so jANadi appANaM moho khalu tassa jAdi layaM // 1/80 // pravacanasAra. - - ahIM jeTalA parama dhyAna Avaze, te badhA dhyAnamAM sva AtmadravyamAM badhuM ghaTAvavAnuM che. 'bheda-cheda karI AtamA, arihaMtarUpI thAya re.' ApaNe judAI rAkhIe, bhakta kadI bhagavAna sAthe judAI na rAkhe. ApaNe badhuM ApaNI pAse rAkhIe, bhagavAnane kAMI soMpIe nahi. sAco bhakta badhuM ja bhagavAnane soMpI de. 'dravyAdika ciMtAe sAra, zukladhyAnano lahIe pAra; te mATe ehi ja Adaro, sadguru bina mata bhUlA phiro.' hemacandrasUrijI jevA paNa kahe che H zukladhyAnanI amane kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * e

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pUrI prakriyA maLI nathI, chatAM jeTaluM maLyuM che teTaluM batAvIe chIe. zukladhyAnano dhyAtA ekadama sattvazALI hoya, enuM mana nistaraMga baneluM hoya. (3) zUnya dhyAna : manane vikalpavihIna banAvavuM te. zarIrane khorAka na Apo to upavAsa thAya. manane vicAro na ApIne manano upavAsa na karAvI zakAya ? manane vicArothI rahita banAvavuM che, upayogarahita nahi. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : vicAra ane upayogamAM zuM pharaka ? - pUjyazrI : bahu moTo pharaka che. vicAra eTale vikalpa ane upayoga eTale jAgRti. ApaNo upayoga anya vicArothI rahita bane to ja bhagavAna e upayogamAM padhAre. bhagavAnane ApaNe 7 rAjaloka dUra ke mahAvidehamAM mAnIe chIe, mATe takalIpha UbhI che. paNa bhagavAna bhaktine AdhIna che. bhaktinuM vimAna tamArI pAse che, to dUra rahelA bhagavAnane paNa tame ahIM bolAvI zako. bhakti mATe paranI prItine prabhunI prItimAM laI javI paDaze. zarIranA nAma-rUpanI prIti na chUTe to bhagavAnanI prIti kema jAme? AvA premI bhagavAnanA nAmane ja sarvasva gaNe, potAnuM nAma prabhu-nAmamAM DUbADI de. potAnuM rUpa prabhurUpamAM DUbADI de. upayoga bhagavAnane kyAre soMpAya ? nirvikalpa bane tyAre. ApaNA upayogamAM vikalpo bharelA che, eTale ja prabhune soMpI zakAtuM nathI. vikalpo jaze, pachI ja te prabhune soMpI zakAze. zabda adhyAtama artha suNIne, nirvikalpa Adarajo re; zabda adhyAtama bhajanA jANI, hANa-grahaNa mati dharajo re." - pU. AnaMdaghanajI. 98 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * *

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zabda adhyAtama eTale Agama. Agamano abhyAsa karIne manane nirvikalpa banAvavuM che ne te prabhune soMpavAnuM che. bAkI 14 pUrve paNa vikalpo karIne thAkI jAya, vikalpono kyAMya aMta nathI. Akhare nirvikalpamAM TharavuM ja paDaze. paNa tame nirvikalpa zabdathI game te mArge phaMTAI na jAva mATe ja vAraMvAra cetavaNI ApuM chuM. savikalpa dhyAnane mahattva ApuM vikalpa ane upayogamAM zuM pharaka ? te aMge vizeSa avasare. to krama thaI jAya sonAmAMthI banelA alaMkAra sonuM manAya che, tema zaktirUpe apragaTa evuM paramAtma-svarUpa paramAtmA ja che. arthAt paramAtmAmAM je che te ja AtmAmAM che. tenI zakti anaMta che. caitanyanuM lakSaNa ja jJAna svarUpa che. ApaNe ApaNane zAna svarUpa mAnatA nathI. dehAdi svarUpa mAnIne anAdikALathI bhUla khAtA AvyA chIe. paNa A janmamAM e mAnyatAne mUkI sAco purUSArthamAM lAgI jaIe to kAma thaI jAya. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * : * * * * * * * * * * * 99

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A. suda-7 4-10-2000, budhavAra mata sUkSma jJAnathI pakaDAya. ja dvAdazAMgIdhAraka zrIzramaNa -saMghanuM milana pUrvanA mahApuNyodayanI nizAnI che. paMcasUtramAM e mATe prArthanA karelI che : roDa je gfE saMgo prabhu-zAsanane pAmelAno A kALamAM yoga thavo e bhAgyanI parAkASThA mAnajo. prabhu-mUrti mauna bhagavAna che. Agama bolatA bhagavAna che. bhagavAna e rIte ApaNI pAse AvIne jANe kahI rahyA che ke tame mArA jevA banI zako tema cho. tame mArA jevA kAM na bano ? bhagavAnanuM vizeSaNa che ? svatulyapadavIpradaH / che. A dhyAnavicAra grantha sau prathama pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. dvArA mane maLyo tyAre mane ema lAgyuM : 100 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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sAkSAt bhagavAna maLyA. gautamasvAmIne sAkSAt bhagavAna maLyA mane grantharUpe maLyA. bhagavAnane AdhIna banIe eTalI ja jarUra che. pachI tamArA mATe Avazyaka sUtro paNa dhyAnamATe upakArI banaze. A dhyAnavicAranA vRttikAra koI jinabhadragaNithI paNa prAcIna hovA joIe, ema enI zailI jotAM tajJone jaNAya che. gahana grantha samajavA Aje paNa mArI anubhUti TUMkI paDe che. tethI ja meM nikhAlasabhAve lakhyuM che ke koIne kAMI truTi jaNAya to jaNAve. pachI koIe jaNAvyuM nathI. eno artha e thayo : koIe UMDANathI adhyayana kadAca nahi karyuM hoya. je yogapradIpamAM nirAkAra zukladhyAnanuM varNana thayeluM che, jenA dvArA siddho sAthe mulAkAta thaI zake che. bhale zreNigata prathama pAyo (zukladhyAnano) na maLI zake, paNa eno kAMIka aMza Aje paNa sAtamA guNaThANe maLI zake, ema upA. yazo vi.e yogaviMzikAmAM kahyuM che. A jhalaka meLavavAnuM mana nathI thatuM ? yogapradIpanA TAMcaNo vAMcI lezo. yogapradIpanA kartAnuM nAma nathI. yogasAranA kartAnuM nAma paNa kyAM maLe che ? - siddhAcalane ApaNe dravyathI bheTIe chIe. siddhAcalamAM mAtra parvatanuM nahi, siddhonuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. te dvArA AtmAnuM dhyAna karavAnuM che. girirAjanI mahattA enA para siddha thayelA anaMtA munionA zubhabhAva paDelA che tenA kAraNe che. tenA pavitra paramANuo ahIM saMgRhIta thayelA che. eno saMsparza karavAno che. 0 granthino bheda na thAya tyAM sudhI sUkSma padArtho samajAya nahi. tamane ahIMnA padArtho na samajAtA hoya to samajavuM : haju granthino bheda thayo nathI. upayoga rahe, vicAro na rahe, tevI sthiti ApaNane samajAtI nathI. kAraNa ke tevI anubhUti nathI. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 101

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- vaikharI, madhyamA, pazyantI ane parA - A cAra vANInA prakAro jANatA hazo. bhagavAnanI vANI utkramathI Ave, parAmAMthI nIkaLIne pazyantI thaIne vaikharI (madhyamAnI bhagavAnane jarUra nathI.) rUpe bahAra Ave. - sUkSma manane pakaDavA sUkSma bodha joIe. mana pakaDAya to sUkSma jJAnathI pakaDAya. manane vaza karavA sIdhuM ja yoganuM pAMcamuM aMga (pratyAhAra) upA. mahArAje pakaDyuM : "pratyAdityendriyabhU' ahIM pratyAhAra che. kAraNa ke yogIone yamAdi cAra aMga siddha ja hoya che. prANAyAma potAnI meLe thaI ja jAya che; jo tame vyavasthita kAyotsarga karatA raho. Arta-raudrane haTAvavA sau prathama zubha-vicAro dAkhala karo. zubhavicAro majabUta thaI jAya, pachI te dUra karatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. * madhyamAmAM vikalpo hoya, pazyantImAM mAtra saMvit rahe. saMvita eTale upayoga. upayoga be prakAre H sAkAra - nirAkAra. che. mArI pAse AnaMdaghanajI AdinI covIzIo che, AgamanA pAThono Dhagalo nathI. A mArI maryAdA che. nirAkAra abheda saMgrAhaka, bhedagrAhaka sAkAro re; darzana-jJAna dubheda cetanA, vastu-grahaNa vyApAro re. - pU. AnaMdaghanajI. 12muM stavana. - matijJAnamAM manano prayoga che, tema cakSu - darzana sivAya acakSu - darzanamAM paNa manano prayoga che. te vakhate (nirvikalpa dazAmAM) acakSudarzana hoya che. AtmA upayoga lakSaNa kadI na choDe. agni bALavAnuM na choDe, tema AtmA upayoga kadI na choDe. vikalpo to karmacetanAnA che, upayoga jJAna-cetanAno che. sukha-duHkha rUpa karma-phaLa jANo, nizca eka AnaMdo re; cetanatA pariNAma na cUke, cetana kahe jinacaMdo re. - pU. AnaMdaghanajI. 12muM stavana. 102 = = = = = = = = * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * *

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* guNo te ja kahevAya je sAthe rahe. sAthe rahe tene ApaNe bhUlI jaIe chIe. ne sAthe nathI rahevAnA te sAthe (durvicAro) maitrI karIe chIe. . pUryante yena kRpaNAstadupekSaiva pUrNatA / kRpaNa mANaso jenAthI (bhautika padArthothI) pUrAya tenI upekSA te ja pUrNatA che. ahIM AvIne jo jJAna, ziSya, bhakto vagerethI moTAI mAnIe to ApaNAmAM ane gRhasthomAM koI pharaka nathI. apekSAvALo kadI AvuM dhyAna karI zake nahi. evI bhakti dravyathI zUnya banI zake, bhAvathI zUnya na banI zake. maMtravido paNa mAne che ke parAmAMthI pazyantImAM Ave tyAre ja saphaLatA samajavI. enA pahelA AnaMdanI anubhUti nahi thAya. ve maruM ? mAre ? sAdhune arati zuM ? anAnaMda zuM ? - AcArAMga. eraMDIyuM mala kADhIne svayaM nIkaLI jAya tema zubha vikalpa nirvikalpamAM laI jaI svayaM nIkaLI jAya che. pagathIA jevA zubha vikalpo che. je upara javA sahAyaka bane che. antarmuhUrta tyAM rahIne pharI vikalpanA pagathIAnA sahAre nIce yogIne AvavuM paDe che. vikalpano saMpUrNa tyAga karI zake nahi. upayoga AtmAno svabhAva che. vicAra manano svabhAva dravya-mana gayuM bhAva-mana upayoga vakhate rahe. dravya manathI vikalpo thAya che. 2 dravya zUnya 12 prakAre : kSipta, dIpta, matta, rAga, sneha, atibhaya, avyakta, nidrA, nidrA-nidrA, pracalA, pracalA-pracalA, syAnaddhi. dravya-zUnya dhyAna to taddana saraLa che. dArU pIne paNa tame dravyathI zUnya banI zako cho. dArU pIvAmAM kayo AnaMda che ? nidrAmAM AnaMda kema Ave che ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 103

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kAraNake tyAre vicAro nathI hotA. vicAro na hoya tyAre manane ArAma maLe che. A ArAma te ja AnaMda. mATe ja mANasa vAraMvAra dArU pIvA lalacAya che ke UMghavA lalacAya che. Atma-jAgRti AvI jAya to dravyazUnyamAMthI bhAvazUnyamAM jaI zakAya paNa bhAva zUnyamAM javuM ghaNuM kaparuM che. kAraNa ke mana be ja dizA jANe che : yA to vicAra karavA athavA jaDatAmAM - UMghamAM sarakI javuM. eTale ja tame jotA hazo : vikalpo jatA rahe eTale tarata ja UMgha Ave. kyAreka huM paNa ThagAI jAuM ! kSipta prathama ane thINaddhi chellI lIdhI. temAM kramazaH vadhu ne vadhu jaDatA vadhu ne vadhu suSupti rahe che. vicArono mAra khAI adhamUo thayelo AtmA zUnyamAM sarakI paDe te dravyazUnya. - manane kheMcavuM nahi, bALakanI jema samajAvavuM. kheMcavAthI tUTI jAya. manane citmAtramAM vizrAnti ApavAnI che. vicAra hoya tyAM sudhI vizrAnti nathI. sAco vizrAma AtmAmAM che. ApaNe kAyA ane vacanane vizrAnti ApIe chIe, manane nathI ApatA. dhyAnamAM manane vizrAnti ApavAnI hoya che. AtmA tarIkeno nirNaya mAtra saMvedana rahe tyAre thAya. yato vAco nivartante, na yatra manaso gatiH / zuddhAnubhavasaMvedyaM evuM A prabhunuM svarUpa che. mananI cAreya prakAra (vikSipta Adi)mAMthI pasAra thayA pachI ja nirvikalpa dazA Ave che. vikSipta, yAtAyAta, suzliSTa ane sulIna mananI A cAra avasthAo che. vikSita : eTale calacitta. caMcalatA hoya tyAM sudhI ciMtana karavAnuM, mALA gaNavI. pachI mana zAnta thAya tyAre ja dhyAna thaI zake. manane zAnta banAvavAnA upAyo bhakti, maitrI Adi 104 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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bhAvanAo che. yAtAyAta : eTale sthira ane asthira. yAtAyAtathI thAkI jAya pachI kahyAgaruM banIne mana tamArI vAta mAne te suzliSTa avasthA. - sulIna mana banI jAya tyAre parama AnaMda thAya. tyArapachI zUnya banI zake. jaina dRSTie dhyAna prApta karavA akhUTa dhairya joIe. vihita kriyA choDavI to nahi ja, pratyuta vadhu puSTa banAvavI. dhyAnathI e zIkhavAnuM che. pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. khAsa karIne kAussaganI prakriyA batAvatA, dhuraMdhara vi.ne navasmaraNa gaNavAnuM kahetA. kakSA pramANe teo mArga batAvatA. kadI temaNe dhyAnanI vAta nathI karI. mArI pAse paNa dhyAnanI vAta nathI karI. meM pUchyuM paNa nathI. tame bhUmikA taiyAra karo to dhyAnanI mAMgaNI pUrI karavA, khuTatI vastu ApavA bhagavAna baMdhAyelA che. bhagavAna yogakSemakara nAtha kahevAyA che. teno A ja artha thAya. muni dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : khuTatI vastu kaI ? bhagavAnane lAge che ke ApaNane lAge che ? pUjyazrI : ApaNe to ajJAnI chIe, ApaNane hitakArI zuM che te paNa ApaNe jANatA nathI. mATe ja paMcasUtramAM kahyuM : huM hita-ahitano jANakAra banuM. bhagavAna khUba kasoTI kare. e kasoTImAMthI pasAra thaI jaIe pachI ja bhagavAna rIjhe. dakSiNamAM bImArI AvI tyAre gujarAta AvIne huM vAcanA ApIza evuM kyAM saMbhavita hatuM ? bhagavAnane badhuM karAvavuM hatuM ne ? badhuM karAvanArA bhagavAna beThA che. 4 zanya eTale ApaNe samajIe tevuM zUnya nahi, paNa upayoga to kharo ja, saMpUrNa jAgRti to kharI ja. ema to UMghamAM ke dArU-pAnamAM paNa zUnyatA Ave che, paNa te dravya zUnyatA che. tro k * * * * * * * * * 105

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A zUnyatAnI anubhUti zabdAtIta ane manotIta che. enuM varNana karI zakAya nahi. eno AnaMda luMTavo hoya to prathama savicAra dhyAna karavuM. pachI ja nirvicAramAM javA vicAravuM. manane atyaMta saMkSipta banAvatA pUrve tribhuvanavyApI banAvavuM paDe. kevaLI samuddhAtanA 4 thA samayanuM svarUpa manane tribhuvanavyApI banAvavA upayogI thaI paDe tema che. A anubhUta prakriyA che. sau prathama A anubhava thayo tyAre meM ene zabdastha paNa karelo. e lekha meM pU. paMnyAsajI ma. para mokalelo. pachIthI te 5. candrazekhara vi.nA pustakamAM prakAzita paNa thayelo che. te vAMcajo. prazna : prArthanA ane apekSAmAM zo pharaka ? pUjyazrI H azubha bhAva pedA kare te apekSA. zubha bhAva vadhAre te prArthanA. apArthiva AsvAda bhavyAtmanuM ! bhojananA jarRrasa padgalika padAtha jIllAnA sparzavaDe sukhAbhAsa utpanna kare che. kaMTha nIce utarI gayA pachI teno svAda cAlyo jAya che, jyAre AtmAmAM rahelo svayaM zAMtarasa sarvadA sukha ApanAro che. temAM pagalika padArthonI jarUra rahetI nathI. te AtmAmAM chUpAyelo che. AtmA vaDe ja pragaTa thAya che. 106 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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che. A A. suda-8 5-10-2020, guruvAra mAne nahi, mohane mAro. manane caMcaLa batAvatAra moha che. 0 pagathIA upakArI jarUra che, paNa te kAMI sAthe laIne upara na javAya. mana, vacana, kAyA sAdhana che, AtmA pAmavA temane kAMI sAthe na laI jaI zakAya. vicArone paNa AtmagharamAM AvavAnI manAI che. che. A badhA dvArA mohane mAravo che. mohane na mAro tyAM sudhI mana thoDIvAra sthira thaIne pharI caMcaLa banaze, mohagrasta banaze. kharekhara manane nathI mAravAnuM, mohane mAravAno che. | mohanA kAraNe ja mana caMcaLa bane che. AthI ja mohane mAratAM mana sthira banI jAya che. kUtarAnI jema lAkaDIne nathI mAravAnuM, siMhanI jema lAkaDIthI mAranArane mAravAno che. manane nathI mAravAnuM, paNa manane caMcaLa banAvanAra mohane kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 100

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mAravAno che. mohanA kAraNe ja saMsAra vadhyo che. mohanA kAraNe vikalpo thAya che. moha maratAM ja vikalpo ravAnA thavA lAge che. vikalpo jatA rahe, pachI paNa upayoga to raheze ja. vikalpo ane upayoga eka nathI, eTaluM yAda rAkhazo. adhyavasAya ane upayoga eka ja che, e paNa yAda rAkhazo. (4) parama zUnya dhyAna : cittane tribhuvanavyApI banAvIne tyAra pachI eka sUkSma paramANu para saMkucita banAvIne tyAMthI paNa haTAvIne AtmAmAM sthira karavAnuM che. vAstavika A dhyAna 12mA guNaThANe Ave che; jyAM mohano saMpUrNa kSaya thaI gayo che. paNa e sAmarthya eka ja kSaNamAM pedA nathI thayuM. enAthI pahelA keTalAya puruSArtha, keTalAya janmothI thayelo che. che bilADIne kUdako mAravo hoya to pahelA saMkoca karavo paDe. tema manane sUkSma banAvavuM hoya to pahelA vistRta banAvavuM paDe. dravya bhAvathI saMkoca karavo te namaskAra che. vacanakAyAno saMkoca sahelo che, manano saMkoca karavo agharo che. pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi. mahArAje potAnI nirmaLa prajJAthI ane sAdhanAthI A badhA padArtho khUba ja suMdara rIte kholyA che. pUjya paM.ma.nA bhAva-saMkocanA 2-3 dAkhalo ApuM. dravyathI vRddhi, guNathI ekatA, paryAyathI tulyatA. vi.saM. 2026 navasArImAM A vAta na samajAtAM pUjyazrIne patra dvArA pUchAvyuM. dravya, guNa, paryAyanuM svarUpa pAkuM karyA pachI A samajAze. guNaparyAyavad dravyam / sahabhAvino guNAH / 108 * * * * * * # # # # # * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri # # 2

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mAvina: payAH / tattvArtha. dravyathI vRddhi : pAMca parameSThI dravyathI vizuddha ane nirmaLa che. traNeya kALanA arihaMta anaMta che. arihaMtanA dhyAnathI dravyanI vRddhi thaIne ? ApaNuM Atmadravya anaMta Atmadravya sAthe joDAI jatAM vRddhi thaIne ? eka dIvA sAthe bIjA aneka dIvAo maLatAM prakAzanI vRddhi thAya ne ? (2) guNathI ekatA. bhagavAnanA guNo keTalA ? sarva dravyapradeza anaMtA, tehathI guNa paryAyajI; tAsa vargathI anaMtagaNuM prabhu kevaLajJAna kahAyajI. - - - * pU. devacandrajI. ApaNA jJeyanA paryAya te prabhunA jJAnanA paryAya che. jagatanA sarva padArtho nAstirUpe ApaNAmAM che. bhagavAnanA kevaLajJAnanI avagAhanA keTalI ? Avazyaka niryukti-TIkAmAM kevalajJAnanI avagAhanA lokavyApI batAvI che. AvA ciMtanamAM pUrvonA pUrvI nIkaLI jAya. atyAre paNa kevaLI samuddAta kare che. atyAre paNa ApaNo AtmA kevaLIthI bharAya ja che. dara cha mahine kevaLI sarva jIvone maLavA Ave ja. chatAM ApaNe jAgatA nathI ja. jANe ke dara cha mahine vizvanuM zuddhIkaraNa karavA teozrI padhAre che. saMkhyayA'nekarUpo'pi guNatastveka eva saH / yogasAra. bhagavAna saMkhyAthI aneka che, paNa guNathI eka che. ApaNA guNo prabhumAM bhaLyA te ekatA thaI gaI. paryAyathI tulyatA : bhagavAnano ane ApaNo paryAya Ama bhinna che. prazasta bhAva bhakti : bhagavAna aSTaprAtihArya yukta che, evo bhAva. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * - ** 109

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zuddha bhAva bhakti : bhagavAna kSAyikabhAva yukta che, evo bhAva.. prabhu bhale anaMta che. prabhutA eka che. emAM lIna banatAM tulyatA pragaTe che. zuddha svabhAvamAM lIna banelI ApaNI cetanA parama rasAsvAda meLave che. bhagavAna bhale pUrNa banyA, paNa potAnI pUrNatA ApaNA AlaMbana mATe rAkhI gayA che. guNathI prabhu tribhuvanavyApI che. guNarUpe bhagavAna sarvatra sarvadA hAjara che. vanasAnena vizvavyApatthAt | paryAya eTale ahIM kAryatA. vRddhi : dUdhamAM pANI = pANInI dUdha rUpe vRddhi thAya, tema jIvanI prabhurUpe vRddhi thAya. ekatA : dUdhamAM sAkara = dUdha ane sAkaranI mIThAza alaga na rahe, tema jIva ane prabhu alaga na rahe. tulyatA : svAda eka samAna. AvI vicAraNAthI citta tribhuvana vyApI bane che. tyAra pachI prabhumAM potAne jovA ane potAnAmAM prabhu jovA. ja mana hoya ne vicAro na hoya to jIvAya nahi ? nokara vinA zeTha na jIvI zake ? bhagavAna kevaLajJAnathI jue che, ApaNe zrutajJAnathI jovAnuM che. * prabhu zuddharUpe sarvane jue che. ApaNe anyane doSa najare joIe chIe. - mAro AtmA paNa anaMta paMca parameSThI jevo che. evA bhAvathI saMkoca thAya che. anaMta parameSThIono saMkoca eka sva AtmAmAM thayo. che Indriya ane manane sImA che. AtmA asIma che. - divyacakSuthI AtmAnA darzana thAya che. tema thatAM samAdhi pragaTe che. 110 * * * * * * * * * * * * * ?

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- attarAtmAmAM sthiratA mATe bahirAtmAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM paDe. tyAra pachI paramAtmadazA pragaTe. (5) klAdhyAna ? anyone e mATe haThayoga karavo paDe. jaina munine sahaja rIte kuMDalinInuM utthAna thaI jAya. ApaNe haThayoga nathI karavAno, sahajayogamAM javAnuM che. prANAyAma karavAnI nA pADI che. svAdhyAya vageremAM mana, prANa AdinI zuddhi thatI ja rahe che. atyaMta dhyAnanI siddhi thatAM svayameva kuMDalinI khule che. kuMDalinI eTale jJAna-zakti. ahIM AcArya puSpabhUtinuM udAharaNa ApyuM che. jJAna-zaktino AnaMda luMTavA AcArya puSpabhUti, eka uttarasAdhaka (zithila chatAM A aMge jANakAra) munine bolAvI samAdhimAM besI gayA. jonArane maDaduM ja lAge. bIjAne aMdara nahi javA detAM agItArthoe rAjAne pharIyAda karI : amArA AcAryane A AgaMtuke mArI nAkhyA lAge che. rAjA svayaM Avyo. AthI aMgUTho dabAvatAM AcAryazrI samAdhimAMthI bahAra AvyA. AvI paNa kaLAo ApaNAmAM hatI. eka muni rANakapuramAM kuMDalinI sAdhanA karavA jatAM gAMDA thaI gayA. mATe game tevA bAvAjIne pakaDIne AmAM paDatA nahi. A badhI mAthAkuTamAM paDavA karatAM bhagavAnane pakaDI lejo. bhagavAnanA mohano kSaya thaI gayo che. emano Azraya lenAranA mohano paNa kSaya thAya ja. akSaya pada dIye prema che, prabhunuM te anubhavarUpa re; akSara svara gocara nahi, e to akala amApa arUpa re.. akSara thoDA guNa ghaNA, sajjananA te na lakhAya re; vAcaka "jasa" kahe premathI, paNa manamAMhe parakhAya re... - pU. upA. yazovijayajI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 111

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kaTaS A. suda-8 2-10-2000, guruvAra 444444444444444444 prabhu para prema nahi hoya to temanAmAM tanmayatA nahi Ave. bapore 4-00 vAge. pU. devacandrajInI covIzI. 4 haribhadrasUrijIe prItibhakti Adi cAra anuSThAno batAvyA che, tene anusarIne devacandrajI Adi mahAtmAoe covIzInuM prathama stavana prIti viSayaka ja banAvyuM che. ApaNA sau vatI pU. devacandrajIno savAla che : dUra rahelA bhagavAna sAthe prIti karavI kema ? vAta-cIta vinA to prema thAya zI rIte ? vAta-cIta na thAya, kAgaLa na lakhAya, koI saMdezavAhaka na mokalI zakAya temanI sAthe prIti zI rIte thAya ? rAgI sAthe rAgInI prIti laukika che, paNa arAgI sAthe prIti 112 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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lokottara che. e ja ahIM karavAnI che. zreNikanA lohInA ekeka buMdamAM bhagavAna hatA. vIra... vIra... vIranuM raTaNa hatuM. A lokottara prIti che. maitrI Adi cArathI dveSano jaya thAya, paNa rAgano jaya karavo hoya to rAga ja joIe. kAMTAthI kAMTo nIkaLe tema vItarAganA rAgathI ja rAga kADhI zakAya. rAga be prakAre : prazasta ane aprazasta. prazasta rAga mukitano mArga che. sarAga saMyamathI devagatinuM AyuSya baMdhAya che. kAma-sneha-daSTi rAga A trANa tyAjaya che, paNa bhaktirAga AdaraNIya che. prabhunA rAga vinA prabhu sAthe saMbaMdha thato nathI. maitrIno bIjo paryAya che : sneha pariNAma. huM to tyAM sudhI kahIza : vItarAgane paNa prIti hoya. pAvaNI sUtrAmAM bhagavAna gautamasvAmInA prazna javAbamAM bhagavAne kahyuM : "daMtA joya' "daMta' saMmati sUcaka - avyaya che. saMmati-sUcaka prIti bhagavAnane paNa hoya. sAmAcArI prakaraNa (upA. yazovi. nuM) mAM tame A joI zako cho. A pATha ame utArelo che. paNa noTa atyAre hAjara nathI. prIti anAdithI ApaNe karIe ja chIe, paNa te viSabharI che. vizvabharI prIti toDavA para-padArthonI prIti toDavI paDaze. je toDe te ja bhagavAna sAthe prIti joDI zake. muni bhAgyeza vi. H pahelA joDavI ke toDavI ? pUjyazrI : dIkSA vakhate zuM karyuM ? banne sAthe ja thayA ne? saMsAra chUTyo ne saMyama maLyuM. banne sAthe thayA. tema bhagavAna sAthe prIti joDAtAM ja saMsAra tarapha nirveda jAge che. banne anyonya anusUta che. sAcI bhagavAnanI bhakti te ja che, jayAM sAMsArika padArthonI AzaMsA nathI. AzaMsA hoya tyAM sAcI bhakti na * ga ma ma ma ma ma ma * 113

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ja hoya. | muni bhAgyeza vi. : ApanI cAre bAju bhagavAna pUjyazrI H eka ahIM (chAtI para hAtha rAkhIne) bhagavAna nathI. ahIM nathI to kyAMya nathI. | muni bhAgyezavijayajI H Apane to che ja, amArAmAM nathI. potAne mAdhyama banAvIne ApaNane saune pUjyazrI kahI rahyA che. prema vinA kadI tanmayatA na ja Ave. ekatA rAganI utkaTatA ja che. prIti-bhakti Adi cAreya anuSThAnomAM kramazaH vadhatI jatI prIti ja che. pahelA prabhu nAmamAM prIti hatI, pachI mUrtimAM, AgamamAM (vacana) prIti thatI gaI. siddhomAM paNa prIti hoya, prItinI parAkASThA hoya. 'sakalasattvahitAzayaM cAritraM saamaayikaadikriyaa'bhivyjym| sAmAyika Adi kriyAothI abhivyakta thatuM cAritra sakala jIvo para hitanA AzayavALuM hoya che. tIrthakaramAM AnI parAkASThA hoya che. sakala jIvonA hitAzayanI parAkASThAnA prabhAvathI ja sakala jIvonuM yoga-kSema karavAnI tAkAta bhagavAnamAM pragaTa - tamArA celA vadhe to tamane AnaMda thAya ne ? tame mAno ke amAro parivAra vadhyo. samagra jIvo bhagavAnano ja parivAra che. ene joIne bhagavAnane AnaMda na thAya ? ja bhagavAnanI prabhutAnuM AlaMbana levAthI "avicala sukhavAsa' maLe. e "avicala vAsa' ApaNA AtmAmAM ja AjJA pALe te bhakta. AjJA ucchede te abhakta. bhagavAnane potAnI AjJA paLAvavAno ke pUjA karAvavAno zokha nathI. paNa emanI AjJA sarvanA hita mATe che. Atma svarUpamAM sthira banavuM te saMvara. Atma svarUpathI zruta banavuM te Azrava. 114 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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bIjuM stavana : jJAnAdika guNa saMpadA re. ja prabhu sAthe prema jAgyo hoya to temanuM aizvarya joIne bhaktane AnaMda thAya ja. jema koIno sAro baMgalo joIne bIjAne te meLavavAnuM mana thAya. bhagavAnanA aizvaryanI ruci pedA thaI eTale mokSa mArga zarU thayo. ruci hoya tadanusAra ja ApaNuM vIrya cAle. "ruci - anuyAyI vIrya.' ruci pedA thaI che mATe ja kahuM chuM : he prabhu ! dIna dayALa ! Apa mane tArajo. * prabhu mokSanA puSTa nimitta kAraNa che. upAdAna kAraNa AtmA che. e kharuM, paNa upAdAna kAraNamAM rahelI kAraNatA bhagavAnanA nimitta vinA pragaTa na ja thAya. kuMbhAra jamInamAMthI khodIne mATI na kADhe tyAM sudhI mATImAM upAdAna kAraNatA pragaTatI nathI. eka paNa jIva arihaMtanuM nimitta pAmyA vinA mokSe gayo nathI. eka paNa ghaDo kuMbhAranI madada vinA banyo hoya to kahejo. marudevI mAtAne paNa prabhunuM AlaMbana maLyuM ja hatuM. kahe kalApUrNasUri' nAmanuM pustaka maLyuM. mAtra 6 eka ja pAnuM vAMcyuM, ne vAMcyA pachI ema ja lAgyuM ke sAkSAta paramAtmAnuM milana A ja pustakamAM che. - AcArya vijayaranAkrasUri sametazikharajI tIrtha huM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * jha jha = = 115

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(D) * sats in i6e]s]]le pico 116 A. suda-9 6-10-2000, zukravAra savAre 7.15 thI 8.00. dhyAna vicAra. evo koI kALa nathI jyAre tIrthaMkara na hoya. tIrthaMkara hoya tyAM caturvidha saMgha rUpa tIrtha hoya ja. tIrtha hoya tyAM tIrthaMkaranI zakti sakriya hoya ja. mokSanI IcchA pedA karAvanAra bhagavAna che. janmathI ja svane bakarI samajanAra siMhane siMhatva yAda karAvanAra siMha che. moharAjArUpI bharavADa satata cokI kare che H rakhe A jIva kyAMka potAnuM siMhapaNuM (prabhutA) oLakhI le ? ajaina kuMDalI bheda kahe che, tene ApaNe granthibheda kahIe chIe. / / AMTAvALI kuMDalI eTale aa karmo samajavA. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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paramAtmAnI bhakti ane jIvonI maitrI banne ekI sAthe ja pragaTe che. 42 varSa pahelA (vi.saM. 2014) sau prathama pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.nI prathama mulAkAta thaI. temaNe mane yogabiMdu vagere grantho vAMcavAnI salAha ApelI. jJAnI jJAnIne mAtra maunathI oLakhI le. pachI sAthe rahevAnuM thayuM. 2031mAM pU.paM.zrI rAtA mahAvIra tIrthamAM maLyA. sau prathama 15 divasa sudhI mane temaNe sAMbhaLyo. mane khAlI karyo. pachI sAdhanAnuM amRta pIrasyuM. dhyAna-vicA2 52 lakhavAnI preraNA temaNe ja karelI. temanI nizrAmAM ja lakhavAnuM zarU karyuM. te vakhate 'parasparopagraho nIvAnAm' para kema nathI lakhatA? evo Thapako paNa sAMbhaLavA maLelo. dravyathI nADI cAMpavAthI paNa samAdhi lAgI jAya, (rAmakRSNe amuka nasa dabAvIne vivekAnaMdane samAdhi ApelI.) paNa e dravya samAdhi jANavI, bhAva samAdhi alaga cIja che. manathI prANa paNa vazamAM thAya. unmanIbhAva pAmeluM mana hoya tyAre prANa svayaM zAnta banI jAya che, ema 12mA prakAzamAM (yogazAstra) lakhyuM che. maMtrathI mana vazamAM Ave che. maMtra e ja che je manana karavAthI tamAruM rakSaNa kare. mana zuddha thatAM AtmA zuddha thAya che. traNeya zuddha thatAM maMtradAtA guru ane dhyeya bhagavAna sAthe joDANa thAya che. maMtrAtmaka akSaronuM dhyAna karavAthI mananuM rakSaNa thAya che. cittane tribhuvanavyApI banAvI pachI atyaMta sUkSma (vAlAgra bhAgathI paNa sUkSma) banAvI tyAMthI khaseDI laI AtmAmAM sthira karavuM te parama zUnya dhyAna che. mAruM bahAra paDeluM sAhitya mAruM nathI, pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.nuM che. mAruM to prakAzana karavAnuM mana ja nahi, paNa emaNe ja prakAzita karAvI dIdhuM, ema kahuM to cAle. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * ** 117

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eka vakhata harAbhAIe pUcheluM : "anAhata deva" zuM che? meM tenA para ciMtana karIne anAhata para lakhyuM. e lekha kAparaDA tIrthanA vizeSAMkamAM chapAyo. anAhatadevanuM pUjana labdhipUjana pahelAM che. je maMtra zakti dhvanyAtmaka banI te pUjanIya banI. anAhata nAda anubhavyo hoya tevA ja munione labdhi pragaTe che. anAhata pula che, je akSaramAMthI anekSaramAM laI jAya che. - kuMDalinI sAdhavAnI nathI, mAtra jJAtAdRSTAbhAva tarIke jovAnI che. prANa dvArA jJAna zakti Ave, upayoga uMce jAya, tyAre UrdhvagAmI bane, pachI te cetanA nIce Ave. Ama ArohaNa avarohaNa thayA kare. cAlatI vakhate kyAreka mAIlasTona AvavA chatAM dhyAna na jAya to kAMI maMjhila na Ave evuM nahi. e ja rIte ApaNI sAdhanAmAM nAda, biMdu, kalA vagere na dekhAya to ciMtA nahi karatA, prabhu pAse emane ema paNa pahoMcI zakAya. je upAya bahuvidhanI racanA, joga mAyA te jANo re; zuddha dravya guNa paryAya dhyAne, ziva dIye prabhu sArANo re." - pU. upA. yazovijayajI. (6) paramajjA . yogazAstranA prathama traNa prakAzamAM AcAro, cothAmAM kaSAya-Indriya manojayanA upAyo pAMcamA prakAzamAM prANAyAma pachI prANAyAmanI nirarthakatA batAvI anya dhyAnanA upAyo batAvyA che. abhyAsa atyaMta siddha thaI gayA pachI potAnI meLe ja samAdhi jAgRta thAya che. 14 pUrvadharone je mahAprANAyAma - dhyAnamAM hoya che te paramakalA che. je bhadrabAhusvAmIe siddha kareluM. A kALamAM kuMDalinInA anubhavo cidAnaMdajInA padomAM jovA maLe che. temanuM eka pada joIe : sohaM sohaM sohaM sohaM sohaM sohaM raTanA lagIrI. IMgalA piMgalA suSamanA sAdhake, aruNapatithI prema pagIrI... 118 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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aruNapati = sUrya. sUrya eTale zuddha AtmA. vakanAla Sacakra bheda ke, dazama - dvAra zubha jyoti jagIrI. khulata kapATa ghATa nija pAyo, janama jarA bhaya bhIti bhagIrI. vagara anubhave AvuM lakhavAnI IcchA ja na thAya. anubhava vagaranI vANI jotAM ja khabara paDI jAya. tame sahaja rIte bolo cho ke taiyAra karIne bolo cho, te tarata ja khabara paDI jAya. ghaNA evA vaktA joyA che : 15 miniTa thAya eTale aTakI paDe. aMdaranI Tepa pUrI thaI gaI ne ? pU. paMnyAsajI ma. pUchatA : vyAkhyAna pachI tamane ema thAya ke Ama nahi, Ama bolyA hota to sAruM ? "nahi jI. kAMI evuM na thAya." koI pUrva taiyArI karo cho ?' bhagavAnane samarpita banIne boluM chuM.' pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : ahIM bhagavAna ja AvatA nathI ke raMga pUjyazrI H mAIka emane ema paDyuM che. bolanAra koI nathI nyUjha pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. = lAITa jatI rahI che. juo, AnaMdaghanajI kahe che : "tuja-muja aMtara-aMtara bhAMjaze, vAjaze maMgala sUra; jIva sarovara atizaya vAdhaze re, AnaMdaghana rasa-pUra." pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. = ahIM jIva-sarovara kema lakhyuM? pUjyazrI : badhuM batAvuM. paNa pahelA bhagavAna sAthe joDAvA taiyAra ho to. pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : bhagavAna joDaze ne ? pUjyazrI : tamAre joDAvuM paDazene ? pU. paMnyAsajI mahArAje ochA prayatna karyA che ? - "vAjaze maMgala tUra.' A anAhata nAda che. tra * * * * * * * * * = = 119

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saMgItanA sAdhano vinAnuM 'aMdaranuM saMgIta.' parama kalA eTale aMdara aneka vAdyo vAgatA hoya ne emAM badhAne oLakhI zakAya te. A anAhata, kaLA, biMdu vagere paNa mAIla sTona che. maMjhila maLI jatAM to mAtra be ja rahe che ? AtmA ane paramAtmA. kharekhara to e paNa nathI rahetA, AtmA ane paramAtmA eka ja thaI jAya che. jIva sarovara eTale samatAmaya AtmA ! ja pUjya paMnyAsajI ma.no upayoga eTalo tIkSNa hato ke 10 miniTamAM eka hajAra logassa gaNI zakatA. eka zvAsamAM 108 navakAra gaNAI jatA. akSaro koI rahI na jAya, upayoga atyaMta tIkSNapaNe cAle. have bAkI raheluM cidAnaMdajInuM pada joIe : kAca zakala taja ciMtAmaNi laI, kumati kuTilakuM sahaja ThagIrI; vyApaka sakala svarUpa lakhyo Ima, jima na bhame maga lahata khagIrI. cidAnaMda AnaMda mUrati nirakha, premabhara buddhi thagIrI. (7) jyoti dhyAna sUrya-candra vagere dravya jyoti che. dhyAnAbhyAsathI lIna banelA manavALAne trikALa viSayaka jJAna te bhAva-jyoti che. dravya jayotinuM dhyAna bhAva jyotinA dhyAnamAM AlaMbanabhUta bane che. potAnI pAse mUDI na hoya to bIjAnI pAsethI lona laIne mANasa vepAra kare tema jyAM sudhI zuddha AtmA pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI prabhu-zakti meLavIne sAdhanA karavAnI che. ___ AgamenA'numAnena yogAbhyAsarasena ca / tridhA prakalpayan prajJAM labhate tattvamuttamam // 120 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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Agama, anumAna ane yoganA abhyAsanA rasathI - Ama traNa rIte prajJAne parikarmita banAvavAnI che. mAtRdevo bhava bhautika sukha pAchaLa doDatA janasamUhamAM svArthavRtti vRddhi pAme che. AthI vAtsalyavaDe ucherelA saMtAno paNa vRddha mAtA-pitA pratye pharaja cUke che. kema jANe temane vRddhAvasthA AvavAnI na hoya ! chatAM paNa jainazAsananA saMskAra pAmelA koI bhAgyazALI saMtAno hoya che ke jeo jagatanA jIvone mahAvIra bhagavAnanI mAtA-pitAnI bhaktinA aMzo hajI jIvaMta che tevo Adarza Ape che. amerikAmAM 25 jevA varSathI vasatA e bhAInA anya sahodara sarve amerikAmAM AvIne vasyA. tyAM vaLI pitAnuM mRtyu thayuM. zaheranA baMgalAmAM vasatA mAtA ekAkI thaI gayA. A bhAIe bALapaNamAM pAThazALAnuM zikSaNa lIdhuM hatuM. mAtAe paNa tene pUjA-sAmAyika jevA saMskAra ApyA hatA. bhale te vakhate e samaja vagara kareluM. paNa jema nAnuM bALaka kaMI dUdhanA raMgarUpanA jJAna vaDe dUdhapAna karatuM nathI. chatAM dUdha vaDe bALakanuM zarIra puSTa thatuM jAya che. tema bALapaNanA saMskAro paNa samaya Ave jIvane bhAna karAve che. A bhAIe nirNaya karyo ke bALapaNamAM mAtAe amane sAcavyA hatA. have temane sAcavavAno mAro dharma che. vaLI bhAratamAM rahIne AtmasAdhanA thaze. mAnavasevAnA kAryo paNa thaze. A bhAI kaMI bahu moTA zrImaMta nathI. pAMca dasakAnI vaya che. nokarI choDI dhanano moha choDyo. patnI amerikAmAM rahyAM. be putro parivAra paNa amerikAmAM chatAM temaNe AnaMdapUrvaka mAtRsevA ane dhamarAdhanAne agrimatA ApI. pote puNyazALI paNa kharA ke patnIe ane parivAre saharSa saMmati ApI. thoDA samaya mATe vaLI javAnuM rAkhaze. paNa mukhyatve to bhAratamAM sevAnA kAryamAM joDAyelA raheze. bhale A pAMcamo Aro rahyo, paNa jinazAsana dhabakatuM che. tyAM AvA AdazonuM darzana thavAnuM che, jenI pAse guNa-saMpanna daSTi che, tene AvA jIvaMta dRSTAMto preraNAdAyI che. - sunaMdAbena vorA * * * * * * * * * * * * * 121

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D vizuddhito prakarSa thato jAya tema tema prabhu vadhu ne vadhu spaSTa thatA jAya. 122 A. suda-9 6-10-2000, zukravAra bapore 4.00 vAge. pU. devacandrajInI covIzI. stavana 3. = bhagavAna mokSanA kartA nathI to bhagavAna pAse mokSanI yAcanA zA mATe ? bhagavAna bhale mokSanA kartA na hoya, paNa mokSanA puSTa nimitta jarUra che. pU. devacandrajI puSTa kAraNane ja kartA tarIke mAnIne stave che. ema temaNe ja kahyuM che. ApaNe mAtra A upacArathI mAnIe chIe, e ja takalIpha che. upacAra nahi, A ja vAstavikatA che. bhUkha lAgI. ApaNe bhojana (nimitta kAraNa) karyuM. ApaNe bhojanane bhUlI jaI jAtane pradhAnatA ApI daIe chIe, paNa vicAro H * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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bhojana na hota to ApaNe zuM karata ? saMsAranA sRSTi-kartA bhale ApaNe na mAnIe, paNa mokSakartA to ApaNA che ja. ame paNa pahelA A aupacArika rUpe ja mAnatA. paNa pU.paM.ma.nA saMsargathI ja A aupacArikatAnI mAnyatA pUrNapaNe khatama thaI. - ApaNo vizuddhino prakarSa vadhato jAya tema tema prabhu vadhu ne vadhu spaSTa thatA jAya. samatA vadhatI jAya tema AnaMda vadhato jAya. yogasAramAM bhagavAnane "vatucAvIpra6H' kahyA bhagavAna mokSanA dAtA aupacArika hota to AvuM vizeSaNa na hota. ethIye AgaLa vadhIne namutthaNanI vaMtucapapraH saMpadAmAM bhagavAnane "jiNANe jAvayANuM" ItyAdi vizeSaNothI navAjelA che, te paNa A ja vAta sUcave che : bhagavAna mAtra jItanArA nathI, jItADanArA paNa che. tarelA ja nathI, tAranArA paNa che. buddha ja nathI, bodhaka paNa che. mukta ja nathI, mocaka paNa che. sAMsArika sukhomAM sukhano Aropa karIne ApaNe bhramaNAmAM paDelA chIe. prabhu-prAptithI ja A ApaNI bhramaNA tuTe che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri' pustaka vAMcavAthI pU. gurudevazrIno AMtara-paricaya thayo. emanI bhakti, emanuM jJAna, emanI dharma bhAvita ati A badhuM jANavA maLyuM. - sA. caraNanuNAzrI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 123

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A. suda-ki.-9 7-10-2000, zanivAra ApaNI tAtI dIvIne kevaLajJAnanI ? mahAjyoti sAthe joDI daIe to kAma thaI jAya. ? savAre dhyAna vicAra : ratnatrayI parama jyoti che. pUrNa ratnatrayIvALA pUrNa jyotirdhara che. AthI ja gaNadharoe temane "3moma' "udyotane karanArA' kahyAA che. parama jayotivALA bhagavAne gaNadharone jyoti ApI. ApaNI yogyatA ane kSayopazama pramANe ApaNane paNa jyotinI prApti thAya che. A gaMbhIra kRti che. enA mATe yogya banIzuM to ja samajAze. sAdhanA vinA A nahi samajAya. dharmadhyAnathI dhyAnano prAraMbha thAya. temAM paNa AjJAvicaya prathama prakAra che. eno artha e thAya ke, bhagavAnanI AjJAthI ja dhyAnano 124 * * * * * * * * *

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prAraMbha thAya. 24 dhyAnanA adhikArI mukhyatAe deza - sarva viratidharo che. e sivAyanA samyagdaSTi vageremAM bIjarUpe yoga hoI zake. ApaNo naMbara AmAM lAge, evuM prArthIe. bhagavAnanI sAdhanA - saguNo yAda Ave. to vicAra Ave : ApaNA jIvanamAM AvuM kyAre Ave ? >> 'peca radi ' jANIne prayatna karavo te kiraNa. karaNamAM puruSArtha mukhya che. AnuM utkRSTa udAharaNa tIrthakaro che. bhavanamAM sahajatA mukhya che. AnuM utkRSTa udAharaNa marudevI che. sahajatAmAM paNa prabhu ane prabhunuM AlaMbana to kharuM ja. paNa vIrSollAsa svayaM pragaTe. te vakhate vikalpajanya dhyAna na hoya. mAtra AnaMdanI anubhUti hoya. utkaTa vIllAsathI AnaMdanI mAtrA vadhelI hoya. dharma-zuklano prathama bheda dhyAna-parama dhyAnamAM AvI gayo che. AgaLanA bhedo bIjA dhyAnanA prakAromAM Ave che. zukladhyAnanA pahelA ane bIjA bhedanI vacce thatA anubhavo ahIM dhyAnanA bhedomAM batAvyA che. A 24 dhyAno kramazaH nathI AmAMthI koIpaNa dhyAnanA bhede paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcI zakAya che. jyotidhyAnanA prayatnathI parama jayoti maLe che. parama jayoti dhyAna samajavA mATe parama jayoti paMcaviMzatikA grantha samajavA jevo che. jIvanmukta mahAtmAne A hoya che. teo jIvatA paNa Ano anubhava kare che. deha chatAM dehAtIta, mana chatAM manotIta avasthA emanI hoya che. traNeya yoga hovA chatAM jIvanmukta traNeyathI para hoya. Avo yogI ja " noratu vA ' ema kahI zake che. e mokSano AnaMda ahIM ja meLavI zake che. tra ma jha * * * * * * * * 125

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'muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI.' A pa2ma jyoti dazAnA udgAro che. samAdhi avasthAmAM temane 'huM prabhunI godamAM beTho chuM.' evo anubhava thAya che. - A kALamAM Avo anubhava zA mATe meLavI na levo ? samyagdarzana pAmyA vinA maravuM nathI, eTaluM nakkI karI lo. e pAmavA mATe ruci utpanna thAya to paNa moTI vAta che. AvuM jANIne virAdhanA na karIe, e paNa moTI siddhi haze. jyoti zuM jyota milata jaba dhyAve, hovata taba nahi nyArA;' AvuM dhyAna dharanAro bhagavAnane judo na gaNI zake. 'bAMdhI mUThI khule bhava mAyA, miTe mahAbhramabhArA.' bahirAtmadazA dUra thaI aMtarAtmadazA pragaTa thaI. paramAtmadazA pragaTe eTale biMdu siMdhumAM bhaLI jAya. pachI siMdhumAM biMdu kyAM dekhAvAno ? pachI 'huM' maTI jAya che. e zodhavAthI maLato nathI. ghI DhaLI gayuM, paNa khIcaDImAM ! prasannacandra rAjarSi sUrya sAme apalaka najare jotA hatA. A tAraka dhyAna che. UgatA sUryanuM dhyAna Aje paNa dharI zakAya. bhagavAnane gaNadharoe paNa dravyajyotinI upamA ApI che : caMdesu nimmalayarA / A zuM che ? dravya prakAzanI upamA vinA ApaNane kyAM samajAya ? ahIM badhA ja dravya bhAvane samajavA sahAyaka bananAra che. bhAva udyota eTale jJAna-udyota, bhagavAnano udyota sUrya jevo to ApaNo dIvA jevo, paNa che to prakAza ja ne ? lAkha pAvarano prakAza temano che to ApaNo pAMcano pAvara che. 126 * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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ApaNI nAnI dIvIne kevaLajJAnanI mahAjyoti sAthe joDI daIe to kAma thaI jAya. kSayopazamabhAvanA guNo kSAyika guNomAM joDI daIe to kAma thaI jAya. siddho ApaNI upara sadA kALa mATe che. viharamAna bhagavAna sadA kALa mATe che. mAtra ApaNe anusaMdhAna karavAnI jarUra che. eka AkAza pradezamAM anaMta Atmapradezo hoya che, ema bhagavatImAM hamaNA AvyuM. AmAM paNa dhyAnanA rahasyo che. siddhazilAmAM siddho che tema samagra brahmAMDamAM paNa anaMtA jIvo che. nizcayathI e jIvo paNa siddhasamAna ja che. Atama sarva samAna, nidhAna mahAsukha kaMda; siddhataNA sAdharmika, sattAe guNa vRMda. pU. devacandrajI. atyAre jJAna che, paNa saMvedana nathI. atyAre jJAna laIe chIe te ApavA mATe, potAnA mATe nahi. Avo uddeza hovAthI ja A lAgu paDatuM nathI. AthI ja A siddhAMtone sAMbhaLavAnA adhikArI samyagdaSTi che. ApaNI muzkelI e che ke sIdhA ja sAtame (?) guNaThANe AvI gayA chIe. abhimAnano pAro ekadama UMce caDI gayo. AthI ja sAdhanA muzkela banI che. samatA vinA koI dhyAna lAgu nahi paDe. sAmAyika mATe cauvisattho Adi joIe. AvI vAto eTale karavI paDe che ke tame A badhuM bhUlI na jAva. jJAnajyoti vadhe tema gaMbhIratA vadhe. nahi to samajavuM : ajJAna ja vadhyuM che. jenAthI mAna vadhe te jJAna kema kahevAya ? Atma-svabhAvanI ramaNatA na hoya ke rAga-dveSanI maMdatA na hoya te jJAna ke darzana mAnavA yazovijayajI taiyAra nathI. mAtra tyAM mAhitI hoya, jJAnanI bhramaNA hoya, sAcuM jJAna na hoya. AtmAnI anubhUti thayA pachI karmano Dara nathI raheto. oLakhAyA pachI bakarAno ke bharavADano bhaya nathI siMhatva raheto. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * 127

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gaI dInatA aba sabahI hamArI.' upA. yazovijayajI. sAdhyAlaMbI banyA vinA AtmA sAdhanAmAM sakriya banI zakato nathI. samyagdarzana maLI gayA pachI cetanA Atmatattva tarapha vaLe che. pU. devacandrajI. IndrapaNuM-cakravartIpaNuM 2oga sivAya zuM che ? Atma-dhana dekhAtAM e roga ja lAge. Atmadhana evuM che, jene koI luTI zake nahi, je kadI khuTI zake nahi. e maLyA pachI dInatA kevI ? Indra-candrAdipada roga jANyo, zuddha nija zuddhatA dhana pichANyo; Atmadhana anya Ape na core, koNa jaga dIna vaLI koNa jore ? pU. devacandrajI ma.nI AtmAnubhUti pachI AvelI A mastI che. khumArI che. e zabdo vAMcatAM Aje paNa hRdayamAM mastI pragaTI zake che. - ApaNI maMda jyoti tejasvI jyoti (prabhunI) mAM bhaLe eTale ApaNI jyoti akhUTa banI jAya. logassa sUtra jyotinuM ja sUtra che. AvA parama jyotirdhara prabhu pAse gaNadharoe traNa cIjonI (Arogya, bodhi, samAdhi) mAMgaNI karI che. parama Arogya mokSa che. enA mukhya be kAraNa bodhi ane samAdhi che. A traNeya maLaze to bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja maLaze. 128 bhagavAna para ane bhagavAnanI AjJA para bahumAna vadhaze teTalA pramANamAM vizuddha prakAranA bodhi-samAdhi maLaze. bhAva-vibhora thaI prabhu-guNa gAvAthI karmanI nirjarA thatAM apUrva AnaMda vadhe che. * AvA dhyAna mATe khAsa pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra karavI paDaze. labdhidhara badhA munio 52majyoti dhyAnanA abhyAsI * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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hoya che. labdhi eka zakti che. ene pragaTAvanAra AvA dhyAna che. A jayoti ApaNAmAM paNa pragaTe mATe gaNadharoe logassamAM chelle kahyuM che : "caMniSNana' (samyagu - darzana) "maksa mayiM pAyA' (samyam - jJAna) "sAravAra mIrA' (samyapha - cAritra). AvA siddhonuM dhyAna karIe to kaMIka temanI jhalaka ApaNAmAM paNa Avaze. (9) biMdu dhyAna : yogazAstranA 8mA prakAza tadeva ca kramAt sUkSmaM dhyAyet vAlAgrasannibham / kSaNamavyaktamIkSeta, jagajjyotirmayaM tataH // pracyAvya mAnasaM lakSyAdalakSye dadhataH sthiram / jyotirakSayamatyakSamantarunmIlati kramAt // - yogazAstra, 8mo prakAza. jyotinuM dhyAna dharavAthI saMpUrNa jagata jyotirmaya lAge che. te vakhate akSaya jayoti pragaTe che. AgaLa arihANa stotramAM SoDazAkSarI maMtranuM dhyAna biMdupUrvakanuM Avaze. ekeka akSara tyAM jhaLahaLatA jovAnA che. dravyathI biMdu : pANInuM TIpuM. bhAvathI karmanuM biMdu jhare te. maMtromAM biMdunuM mahattvapUrNa sthAna che. "namo arihaMtANaM" ahIM biMdu che ne ? 'vAruM saMyu' keTalAka "okAra bole che, te khoTuM che. 'vihitnomavaMti sudAmApuvaMthA' A dhyAnathI karmo DhIlA banIne jharI jAya. mAravADamAM cokhkhuM ghI ziyALAmAM eTaluM thIjI jAya ke hAthathI paNa na UkhaDe. agnino tApa lAgatAM te DhIluM bane, kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * 129

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pachI pravAhI thAya. dhyAnanI agnithI paNa karmo DhIlA thaI jharavA lAge che. karmo jema jema ghaTatA jAya tema tema prasannatA vadhatI jAya. A ja temanI nizAnI che. bIjA koIne batAvavA nahi, gupta rAkhIne samajavAnuM che. maMtra vagere jAhera karavAthI, tenAthI thatI labdhi vagere batAvavAthI teno vikAsa aTakI jAya che. dA.ta. sthUlabhadra. jainetaromAM biMdu navakanI vAta Ave che, te aMge avasare vicAraNA karIzuM. ajenomAM paNa je zubha che te ahIMthI ja UDelA chAMTA che, ema mAnajo. ha ma samyaktvanA lakSaNo : udayamAM AvelA ke AvavAnA krodhAdi kaSAyone zamAvavAnI bhAvanA rAkhI, samatA rAkhavI. saMvega : IcchA che paNa mAtra mokSa prAptinI. nirveda : saMsArI jIvane pravRtti che, paraMtu saMsAranA padArthomAM Asakti nathI. anukaMpA : jagatanA sarva jIvone potAnA samAna mAnI sau pratye vAtsalyabhAva, karUNA bhAva. AsthA : zraddhA, jinezvara ane temaNe bodhelA dharmamAM apUrva zraddhA. 130 * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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A. suda-ddhi.-9 7-10-2000, zanivAra saMyamathI ja A mAnava - jIvananI saphaLatA che. vyAkhyAna samaye pRthvIrAja, maNibena, kaMcanabena, kalpanAbena, zAntAbena, cArUlatAbenanA dIkSA muhUrtonA prasaMge pUjyazrI dvArA mumukSuone hita-zikSA. cAritradharma durlabha che. dezavirati paNa durlabha hoya tyAM sarva viratinI zI vAta ? guruvANInA zravaNa pachI viSayothI vairAgya jAge, hRdaya bole : saMsAra choDavA jevo che. saMyama ja svIkAravA jevuM che. Ama thayA pachI mumukSu guru pAse jJAnAdinI tAlIma le ane vairAgya puSTa banAve. kAraNa ke e samaje che : pazunI jema viSayomAM ja 2kta banIne pUruM karavA mATe A jIvana nathI. saMyamathI ja A mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA che. bhale e kaThaNa * * * * * * * * * * 131

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hoya, paNa AtmA mATe hitakArI che. dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa yogyatAne vikasAvavAnI che. prabhu-bhakti, guru-AjJApAlana, maitrI Adi bhAvonA sevanathI yogyatA vikase che. tame sau svAdhyAya, saMyama, sevA, guru-bhakti karajo . gurubhAIo sAthe snehathI vartajo. Ama karazo to paralokamAM to svarga-apavarganA sukha maLaze tyAre maLaze, tamAruM A ja jIvana svargIya sukhathI paNa vadhu sukhathI chalakAI UThaze. (dIkSA muhUrta : mAgasara suda : 5, zukravAra, tA. 1-12-2000) dhanamAM ja saMtoSa na mAno pUjyazrIe pUchyuM : (amerikana jijJAsu mitrone) roja savAra paDe kyAM doDo cho, kema doDa cho ? dhana kamAvAne ? pachI sukha maLe che ? ThIka che. dhana jIvana nibhAvavAnuM sAdhana che. paNa emAM sukha che tema mAnIne saMtoSa na pAmazo ? A tIrthamAM kema AvyA cho ? zuM kamANI thaze ? kamANImAM pharaka samajAya che ? prabhubhakti vaDe sAcI kamANI thaze. - sunaMdAbena vorA 132 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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A. suda ki.-9 7-10-2000, zanivAra bhagavAnanuM bahumAna kare te bhagavAnane meLave ja. bapore pU. devacandrajI covIzI : stavana bIjuM. "paramAtmA ane huM eka chIe, to emanuM sukha paNa mArAmAM paDeluM ja che." ema sAdhakane vizvAsa janme che. vizvAsa janmatAM ja te taraphanI ruci jAge che. eka zAzvata niyama che : je tarapha ApaNI ruci thaI, te tarapha ApaNI UrjA gatimAna thaI. UrjA haMmezA rucine anusare che. - parakatRtvanuM abhimAna ApaNAmAM eTaluM paDeluM che ke ApaNo AtmA enAthI aLago che, e kadI samajAtuM ja nathI. bhItara paramAtmA pragaTa thatAM e abhimAna osarI jAya che. aMdaranI ruci jAgatAM ja ApaNA grAhakatA, * * * * * * * * * * * * * 133

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svAmitA, vyApakatA, bhostRtA, zraddhA, bhAsana, ramaNatA, dAnAdi guNa AtmasattAnA rasika bane che. bahAra pheMkAtI UrjA kendra tarapha pAchI vaLe che. bahAra jatI UrjA vyartha jAya che. svakendragAmI UrjA zaktizALI banAve che. che. AthI ja bhagavAna niyamaka che, mahAmAyaNa che, vaidya che, gopa che, AdhAra che, sukha sAgarane ullasita karanAra candra che, bhAvadharmanA dAtA che. stavana - trIjuM : bhagavAnanuM svarUpa kaLI na zakAya tevuM che mATe bhagavAna akala che. kalArahita paNa akala kahevAya. saMsAranI badhI ja kaLAo bhagavAnamAM asta thaI gaI che. ja bhagavAna jagatanA jIvonA sukhamATe avisaMvAdI (avazya satya bananAra) nimitta che. bhagavAna para bahumAna jAge to emanA guNo, emanI Rddhi maLe ja. bahumAna ja guNo mATenuM dvAra che. bhagavAnanuM bahumAna kare te bhagavAnane meLave ja. ja ApaNo AtmA upAdAna kAraNa jarUra che. paNa puSTAlaMbana to bhagavAna ja che. paNa e upAdAna kAraNamAM kAraNatA pragaTAvanAra bhagavAnanI ja sevA che. je kAraNa svayaM ja kArya banI jAya te upAdAna kAraNa kahevAya. dA.ta. mATI svayaM ja ghaDo banI jAya che. mATe mATI ghaDA mATe upAdAna kAraNa che. jIva pote ja ziva banI jAya che, mATe jIva upAdAna kAraNa che. bhagavAnamAM paNa puSTa kAraNatA tyAre ja pragaTe jyAre jIvamAM upAdAna kAraNatA pragaTe. banne sApekSa che. abhavya jIva upAdAna kAraNa jarUra che, paNa temAM upAdAna kAraNatA kadI pragaTe nahi. mATe ja bhagavAnamAM tenA mATe kadI paNa puSTa nimittatA pragaTe nahi. 134 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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A. suda-10 8-10-2000, ravivAra dhyAta vitA karma - nirjarA thatI nathI. dhyAna vicAra : * dhyAnanA vibhAgo alaga-alaga bhale hoya, paNa badhAnI maMjhila eka che. badhAnI niyati alaga-alaga hoya che, eTale dhyAnanI paNa alaga-alaga paddhatio alaga-alaga vyaktione lAgu paDe che. - kammapayaDa, paMcasaMgraha vagereno abhyAsa paNa ahIM jarUrI che. bRhasaMgrahaNI, kSetrasamAsa vagere paNa jarUrI che. mArI pahelA evI samaja hatI ke dhyAnamArgamAM A badhAnI zI jarUra ? paNa dhyAna vicAra vAMcatAM samajAyuM : A badhA grantho dhyAna mATe to atyaMta jarUrI che. kAraNa ke A dhyAnamAM badhI dRSTio hovI jarUrI che. kharekhara to dhyAnamAM praveza karyA pachI ja ha * * * * * * * * * * = 135

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karmagranthAdinA rahasyo samajAya che. karmagrantha to bhaNyA paNa teno saMbaMdha dhyAna sAthe zuM ? te samajavuM hoya to dhyAna-vicAra jarUrI che. badhA karma-bhedonuM jJAna ApaNI vIrya-zakti vikasAve che. ne vikaselI vIryazaktithI dhyAna zakti pedA thAya che. nAda, kalA, biMdu Adi dvArA Atma-zaktio vikasita karavI che. enA dvArA pahoMcavuM che, Akhare bhagavAna sudhI, parama vizuddha thayelA AtmA sudhI. mATe ja kahuM chuM : A dhyAna - vicArano saMbaMdha badhA ja Agamo sAthe che. gaNadharo ke gaNadharanA ziSyo satata sUtrono svAdhyAya zA mATe kare ? kAraNa ke ethI dhyAnanA UMDA rahasyo pragaTa thatA rahe che. dhyAnanA koSTakamAM pUrAyA pachI ja aMdaranA rahasyo samajAya che. dhyAna - vicAra grantha to meM lakhyo, paNa teno prayoga koNa keTalo kare che ? te have jovAnuM che. (10) parama bindu dhyAna : varSo pahelAnuM mAruM ciMtana hatuM : guNasthAnomAM jeTalA karaNo (apUrvakaraNa Adi) che,te badhA samAdhivAcaka che. have spaSTa samajAya che : kharekhara ema ja che. yathApravRttikaraNa bhavacakramAM ApaNe anaMtIvAra karyuM che. abhalo paNa kare. badhI ja karmaprakRtio aMtaHkoDAkoDinI sthitimAM AvI jAya tyAre yathApravRttikaraNa thAya. anaMtA yathApravRttikaraNo vyartha gayA ema nahi mAnatA, e paNa pUraka che. koI paNa dhyAnano prakAra AvyA vinA karma-nirjarA thatI nathI. azubha karmanA baMdhamAM paNa dhyAna che ja. paNa te Artaraudra dhyAna che. mokSamAM prathama saMghayaNa jarUrI che, tema sAtamI narakamAM paNa te jarUrI che. mokSamAM dhyAna jarUrI che, tema sAtamI narakamAM paNa dhyAna jarUrI che. pharaka mAtra zukladhyAna ane raudradhyAnano che. banne zubha-azubha dhyAnanI parAkASThA che. eka mokSe laI jAya, bIje TheTha sAtamI narake laI jAya. 136 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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karmagrantho karmaprakRti dvArA karmakSaya batAve. AdhyAtmika grantho guNazreNi (guNa prApti) batAve. vAta banne eka ja che. karmakSaya vinA guNaprApti kyAMthI ? biMdu dhyAnamAM thoDA-thoDA karma TIpe-TIpe jhare. parama-biMdu dhyAnamAM moTA pAye karmo jhare. samyakatvathI mAMDIne bAramA guNaThANA sudhI je guNazreNi prApta thAya che te paramabindu dhyAna che. tyAra pachI to kevaLajJAna thaI jAya che. A plAna chadmastha mATenuM che. guNazreNi eTale ? ghaNA lAMbAkALamAM je karmadalikonuM vedana karavAnuM hoya tene alpakALamAM vedI nAkhavuM te guNazreNi che. eTale ke uparanI sthitinA karma-dalikone nIcenA sthAnamAM nAkhavA te guNazreNi. ja deva-guru-dharma paranI zraddhA te to vyavahAra samakita che. nizcayathI to dhyAna-dazAmAM te pragaTe che. vyavahArathI samakita guru mahArAja dvArA lonarUpe ApavAmAM AvyuM che. te evA bharosAthI ke bhaviSyamAM te potAnuM samakita meLavI leze. paNa ApaNe to 'lonane paNa cAvI janArA pAkyA ! bhagavAnanI vAstavika sevA guNothI thAya. prAthamika guNo che : abhaya, adveSa ane akheda. e AvyA pachI ja vAstavika prabhu sevA thaI zake. prabhune, gurune dUra rAkhIne guNo nahi meLavI zakAya. mAtra jJAnathI abhimAna-Aveza vadhaze. vadhatA abhimAna ane Aveza doSonI vRddhine sUcave che. * prabhu maLatAM ja sthiratA maLe che. prabhu jatAM ja asthiratA Ave che. prabhu ! Apano mAtra mArA cittamAM praveza ja nahi, pratiSThA paNa thavI joIe. pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. = bhagavAna rahe to vAMdho zo hato? pUjyazrI H bhagavAnane vAMdho nhoto. ApaNane vAMdho hato. ApaNe ADA-avaLA kAmo karavA hatA mATe bhagavAnane javA dIdhA. 4 x 4 * * * * * * * * * * 130

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bhagavAnane rAkhazo to mokSa maLaze. bhagavAnane choDazo to nigoda maLaze. kAraNa ke vacce kyAMya vadhu samaya rahI zakAya tema nathI. adhyAtmasAramAM prathama guNazreNimAM sAta prakAranI avAntara guNazreNio (AdhyAtmika kriyArUpe) no nIce pramANe ullekha kramazaH karelo che. (1) dharma-saMbaMdhI jijJAsA : dharma zuM che ? evI buddhi. jANavAnI mAtra IcchA (A IcchA sva-kalyANa mATe hovI joIe, bIjAne batADavA nahi, eTalo khulAso karI dauM.) (2) tenuM svarUpa pUchavAnuM mana thAya. (3) pUchavA mATe sadguru pAse javAnI IcchA thAya. (4) aucitya vinaya ane vidhipUrvaka dharmasvarUpa pUchavuM. (5) dharmano mahimA jANyA pachI samakita meLavavAnI IcchA. (6) samakitanA pragaTIkaraNanI apUrva kSaNa. (7) samakita pAmyA pachI teno uttarottara vikAsa. dvitIya guNazreNimAM avAjora traNa guNazreNio hoya che. (1) dezavirati - dharmane prApta karavAnI IcchA. (2) dezavirati - dharmanI prApti. (3) dezavirati - prApti pachInI avasthA. e ja rIte tRtIya guNazreNimAM paNa avAntara traNa guNazreNio hoya che. (1) sarvavirati dharma prApta karavAnI IcchA, (2) tenI prApti ane (3) tad avasthA. caturtha guNazreNimAM avAjora avasthAo. (1) anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhanI visaMyojanA (kSaya) karavAnI IcchA. (2) teno kSaya ane (3) kSaya pachInI avasthA. pAMcamI guNazreNimAM avAntara - avAntara avasthAo. 138 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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(1) darzana moha-darzanatrikane khapAvavAnI IcchA. (2) tenuM kSapaNa ane (3) kSaya pachInI avasthA. chaThThI guNazreNimAM zeSa mohanIya karmanI 21 prakRtionA upazamano prAraMbha thAya che. tene "moha-upazAmaka avasthA kahe sAtamI guNazreNimAM upara mujabanI mohanIya karmanI 21 prakRtio upazAMta thAya che, tene "upazAnta-moha' avasthA kahe che. AThamI guNazreNimAM zeSa mohanIya karmanI 21 prakRtinA kSayano prAraMbha thAya che, tene "moha-kSapaka avasthA kahe che. navamI guNazreNimAM e ja zeSa mohanIya karmanI prakRtiono arthAt mohano sarvathA kSaya thAya che, tene "kSINamoha avasthA kahe che. (11) nAda (12) parama nAda dhyAna : khAlI peTe kAnamAM AMgaLI nAkhatAM je aMdara avAja saMbhaLAya te dravya nAda che. AMgaLI vinA svayaM vividha vAjIMtrono spaSTa alaga avAja saMbhaLAya te parama nAda che. saMkalpa-vikalpa hoya tyAM sudhI nAda na saMbhaLAya, mana atyaMta zAnta avasthAmAM hoya tyAre ja anAhata nAda saMbhaLAya. paNa A sAdhya nathI, maMjhila nathI, mAtra mAIlasTona che, e bhUlavuM nahi. ahIM aTakavAnuM nathI. paramAtmadevane maLyA vinA kyAMya aTakavAnuM nathI. ApaNI Atma-vizuddhi thaI tenA A cihno jarUra che, tamAruM mana bhagavAnamAM lIna banI jAya eTale A nAdonA avAjo baMdha thaI jAya che. maMdiramAM ghaMTanAda anAhatanuM ja pratIka che. prAraMbhamAM ghaMTanAda karavAno, paNa pachI ghaMTanAda choDI prabhumAM DUbI javAnuM. - nAdano saMbaMdha prANa sAthe che. bhagavAna bole che tyAre parA vANIthI kramazaH vaikharImAM * * * = = = * * * * * * * 139

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Ave che. sAdhakanI sAdhanA vaikharIthI parA sudhInI che. A jANyA pachI koIpaNa anuSThAna ke tamArI ArAdhanA choDatA nahi. tene A prakriyAo dvArA viziSTa banAvavAno prayatna karajo. buddhidhana pachI adhyAtmajanano pravAha varSa pahelA bhAratanA buddhipradhAna yuvAno paradeza jatA. athara buddhidhana badhuM tyAM ThalavAtuM. teo jema jema tyAM sthira thayA, prauDha thayA tema tema bhAratamAM grahaNa thayelA saMskAro jAgRta thayA. eTale tyAM 20/2pa kuTuMbo je zahera ke gAmamAM hoya tyAM nAnuM daherAsara, svAdhyAyanI pravRtti ane pAThazALAo dvArA adhyAtmanane paNa sthAna ApatA gayA. moTA zaheromAM to zikharabaMdhI daherAsaronI sthApanA thatI jAya che. - sunaMdAbena vorA che. 140. ga ga * * * * * * * * kahe.

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A. suda-10 8-10-2000, ravivAra haze to mukti kyAM jaze ? bhakti bapore. - vardhamAna saMskRti kendra - muMbaI dvArA Ayojita prabhujanma-mahotsavanI ujavaNI. - pUjaya AcAryadeva klApUrNasUrIzvarajI mahArAja karmathI mukti maLe to guNasaMpatti maLe. duniyA bAhya saMpatti meLavavA kare che, paNa sAdhaka guNasaMpatti meLavavA prayatna kare che. eno upAya gaNadharone paNa bhaktimAM dekhAyo che. teo paNa kahe che : tisthayarA me pasIyatu. AvI bhakti hRdayamAM vasI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. muktithI bhakti vadhu gamI - ema kahenArA kharekhara to bhaktithI ja mukti maLe, ema kahe che. tRpti mahattvanI ke bhojana ? bhojana maLaze to tRmi kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * 141

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kyAM javAnI? muktino mukhya upAya bhakti che. bhakti haze to mukti kyAM jaze ? bhaktithI muktinuM sukha ahIM ja anubhavAya che. jemaNe A anubhavyuM che temaNe potAnI kRtimAM A rajU karyuM che. prabhuno A janma mahotsava bhakti rUpa ja che. jyAre paNa bhagavAnano janma thAya tyAre jagatamAM prakAza-prakAza relAI jAya. AvA bhagavAna para bhakti umaTavI joIe. emanI AjJAnA pAlanathI utkRSTa bhakti thAya che. prIti ane bhaktinA anuSThAnathI vacana-anuSThAnamAM AvavAnuM che. pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : pU. kalApUrNasUrijIe bhakti aMge upA. yazovijayajI ma.ne yAda karyA, jeo mahAna bhakta banI gayA. pahelA mahAna tArkika hatA. temanA ja udgAro pUjyazrIe pharamAvyA. saratana nathama ' prabhu-bhakti samasta zruta sAgaranI avagAhanAno sAra che. parama-AnaMdanI saMpadAno mULa srota che. sarva pravRttino hetu AnaMda ja che. AnaMda - sAgara prabhunI bhakti vinA AnaMda na ja maLI zake. je jyAM hoya tyAMthI ja meLavavuM paDe. saMsArathI mukti e ja AnaMda. saMsAramAM koI AnaMda maLI zakavAno nathI. sAMsArika padArthothI AnaMda na maLe. 'citta prasanna re pUjana phaLa kahyuM.' - AnaMdaghanajI. aMte vIkharAya te padArtho zoka ja Ape. paNa e ja padArtho bhagavAnane samarpo to AnaMda Ape. prabhu-caraNe arpelA padArthone AnaMda ApavAnI pharaja paDe. bhagavAne je Agamo ApyA, temAM ame DUbIe, e amArI bhakti. tame tamAruM dravya bhagavAnane soMpo te tamArI bhakti. enA dvArA ja AnaMda maLI zake che. je maLyuM che te bhagavAnane soMpo. phaLa-naivedya vagere badhuM ja. je cIjo meLavavA ApaNe parataMtra chIe te cIjo 142 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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bhagavAnane soMpIe to e cIjo mATe TaLavaLavuM paDe nahi. prabhu jagatanA vRkSanuM mULa che. e mULane jo siMco to phala meLavyA vinA na raho. prabhune je kAMI samarpo cho, te phaLyA vinA na ja rahe. bhAvapUrvaka bhakti karo to te samagra prakRti (pavana, vAyu, jaLa Adi) ne badalI nAkhe. prabhumAM DUbo. prabhumaya bano. prabhu bano. pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : zuM boluM ? bolo. kaNe ghaNI mahenata karI, koI paNa rIte duryodhana samajI jAya ne yuddha aTake, paNa e na thaI zakyuM. "soyanI aNI jeTalI paNa jamIna huM nahi ApuM.' duryodhananA aMtima javAbathI yuddha thayuM ja. e yuddhamAM aMdha dhRtarASTra dUra che. saMjayane pUche che: "yudhiSThira zuM kare che ?' zAnta che." "bhIma zuM kare che ?' gadA khaMkhere che." sahadeva - nakula zuM kare che ?' nakula - sahadeva zUnya manaska che." "arjuna zuM kare che ?' ThaMDA pANIe nAhI nAkho. kAraNa ke arjuna badalAI gayo che. zrIkRSNa ane arjunanI judAInI divAla tUTI gaI che. kRSNanI jagyAe ja arjuna AvI gayo che.' bhagavAna sAthe je bhakta abheda sAthe tene koI harAvI na zake. ahIM koI nATaka nathI. dhyAnanI prakriyA che. janmakalyANaka vakhate kevI rIte dhyAna karavuM ? tenA A dRzya che. vastutaH hRdayamAM prabhuno janma karavAno che. ema thAya to duniyAnI koI zakti parAsta karI zakAtI nathI. prabhu sAthe sau abheda sAdho e ja apekSA. pUjya kalAprabhasUrijI H prabhu-bhaktinA mahotsavamAM ahIM beThelAone sAMbhaLavAno nahi, jovAno rasa che. AvI kALajhALa garamImAM * * * * * * * * * * * 143

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paNa maMDapa nIce hajAronI pablIka 3-3 kalAkathI bhakti mANI rahI che. A bhagavAnano puNya - prakarSa che. A badhAnI pAchaLa bhagavAnanI zakti che. kAraNa ke bhagavAna aciMtya zaktizALI che. Aje A snAtra-mahotsavamAM mAtA-pitA bananAra vijayavADAvALA dharmIcaMdajI 52ma AnaMdamAM che. teo vicAre che : 'anAyAse ja A lhAvo maLyo che. to huM AjIvana caturthavrata svIkArI laUM' hamaNA ja teo pUjyazrI pAse Avaze ne 4thuM vrata svIkAraze. (kAryakrama pachI jAmanagarathI AvelA DaoNkaTaranI TImanuM DaoNkaTaroe kahyuM : ame dara cAturmAsamAM svecchAe A rIte pAlitANA sevA mATe AvavA mAMgIe chIe.) sanmAna. 144 kyAMthI maLe ? svAtinakSatramAM chIpamAM paDeluM varSAnuM pANI motI bane, tema mAnavanA jIvanamAM prabhunA vacana paDe ane te pariNAma pAme to amRta bane. arthAt AtmA paramAtma-svarUpe pragaTa thAya. paraMtu saMsArI jIva aneka paudgalika padArthomAM Asakta che, tene A vacana kyAMthI zItaLatA Ape ? agninI uSNatAmAM zItaLatAno anubhava kyAMthI thAya ? jIva manane AdhIna hoya tyAM zItaLatA kyAMthI maLe ? * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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Aso suda-11 9-10-2000, somavAra prabhunA dhyAnamAM rAtrayI samAyelI che. dhyAna vicAra ? - ratnatrayInA mArge cAlavA ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa, dAna AdinuM pAlana jarUrI che. prabhunA dhyAnamAM ratnatrayI samAyelI che. "tAharuM dhyAna te samakitarUpa, tehi ja jJAna ne cAritro teha chejI." - pU. upA. yazovijayajI. dhyAtA dhyeya svarUpa banI jAya tyAre jJAnAdinI ekatA thaI jAya che. tyAM sudhI pahoMcatA pahelA vividha dhyAna dvArA je anubhavo thAya che, te ahIM vyakta karavAmAM AvyA che. * suvikalpa ke kuvikalpa banne zAnta thaI jAya pachI nAdano prAraMbha thAya che. AlaMbana dhyAna * * * * * * * = * * * * 145

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chuTI jAya, anAlaMbana bAkI hoya te banne vacceno setu nAda jyAM sudhI akSara ke padamAM ja mana hoya tyAM sudhI savikalpa dhyAna hoya che. tyAra pachI akSara-pada chuTI jaI mAtra dhvani rahetAM nAda pragaTe che. A nAda mAtra sAdhaka ja sAMbhaLI zake, pAse rahelo bIjo paNa na sAMbhaLI zake. sAdhaka kAMI saMgIta sAMbhaLavA nIkaLyo nathI, e to prabhune maLavA nIkaLyo che. vacce thatuM nAda-zravaNa to mAtra mAIlasTona che. sAdhake tyAM rokAvAnuM nathI. (13) tArA, (14) paramatArA : mananI jema kAyA ane vacananI sthiratA paNa jarUrI che. mAtra mAnasika dhyAna nathI, vAcika, kAyika dhyAna paNa che. tAva svayaM TAIoi no jJAna' A pATha A ja vAta sUcave che. dravyathI tArA, vara-vadhUnI AMkhonuM milana (tArA melaka) te. bhAvathI kAyotsargamAM nizcala daSTi. pUrvanA dhyAnomAMthI pasAra thaIne AvelAnI dRSTi nizcala banelI hoya che. koIpaNa bhagavAna chadmastha avasthAmAM kAyotsargamAM ja rahe che. dhyAna eTale jJAnanI sUkSmatA - tIkSNatA che. eTale ke cAritra ane dhyAna eka ja che. jJAnanI tIkSNatA caraNa teha." pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : kAyotsargamAM nizcala daSTi kyAM ? bahAra ke aMdara ? pUjyazrI : caityavaMdana vakhate pratimAmAM, guru sAme hoya tyAre tyAM animeSa dRSTi rAkhavI. kAyotsarga jinamudrAe vyavasthita thAya tyAre dRSTi nizcala thatAM mananI nizcalatA Ave che. draSTi ane mana, bannenI * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 146 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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caMcaLatA ane nizcalatA paraspara sApekSa che. eTale ke dRSTi nizcala bane tyAre mana nizcala bane. mana nizcala bane tyAre daSTi nizcala bane. kAyotsarganuM mahattva ghaNuM ja che. mAtra 100 DagalA tame bahAra gayA ane tamAre kAyotsarga pharajiyAta karavAno. zuM kAraNa haze tyAM ? sakala jIvarAzi sAthe ApaNe joDAyela chIe. emAM koInIye upekSA na cAle. mATe ja vAraMvAra IriyAvahiyaM dvArA, sarva jIvo sAthe prema-saMbaMdha joDavAno che; je pahelA tUTI gayo hato. samagra jIvarAzi sAthe kSamApanA thAya to ja mana sAcA arthamAM zAnta bane. koInuM paNa apamAna karIne tame nizcala dhyAna karI zako nahi. samagra jIvo bhagavAnano parivAra che. eka paNa jIvanuM apamAna karazo to parama pitA bhagavAna khuza nahi thAya. jIvAstikAya rUpe ApaNe sau eka chIe, eka mAnyA pachI jIvone paritApa upajAvIe to moTo doSa che. mATe ja IriyAvahiyaM dvArA e sau sAthe kSamApanA karavAnI che. - kAyotsargano uddeza zo ? pApa karmono kSaya. "pAvAnuM myA nipAyaUThAI ' viSaya - kaSAyanI malinatA dUra karyA vinA uThThalatA nahi pragaTe. ne tyAM sudhI prabhu nahi maLe. pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : malina AtmAne navaDAvavAnuM kAma bhagavAnanuM nahi ? pUjyazrI : have tame moTA thayA. nAnA nathI. hA, prabhu tamane guNarUpI pANInI vyavasthA karI Apaze. "tuma guNa gaNa gaMgA jale, huM jhIlIne nirmaLa thAUM re." - upA. yazovijayajI. 4 gaNadharoe to mAtra bhagavAnanA kahelAnI noMdha karI che. noMdha karanAra kadI potAno dAvo na kare. te to mAtra ema ja kahe. "tti bemi meM je sAMbhaLyuM che, te kahuM chuM. = * * * * * * * * * * * 140

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>> gaNadharo paNa chadmastha hoya tyAM sudhI pratikramaNa kare. tAva vAyaM TAir thI sthAna, mori thI varNa, phAii thI artha-AlaMbana-anAlaMbana. kAyAthI sthAnayoga. vacanathI vayoga. maunathI vayoga. ahI vaikharI vANI baMdha che. attavaNI baMdha nathI. antarjalpa cAlu ja che. dhyAnathI arthAdi traNeya yogo levAnA che. sudarzana zeTha zULIe caDhavAnA che. evA samAcAra maLatAM manoramAe kAyotsarga karelo. - yakSA sAdhvIjIne mahAvidehamAM nirvine pahoMcADavA caturvidha saMgha kAyotsarga karelo. Aje paNa nAnA bALakane paNa ApaNe kAyotsarga zIkhavIe chIe. pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. kAyotsarga para bahu jora ApatA. kAyotsarganA rahasyo samajIne teno pracAra karavA jevo che. parasparano AthI saMkaleza dUra thaze, maitrIbharyuM vAtAvaraNa jAmaze. adhyAtmayogamAM pratikramaNa, maitrI Adi bhAvo che. kAyotsargamAM dhyAna ane anAlaMbana yoga che. eka kAyotsargamAM dhyAnanA badhA ja bhedono samAveza thaI zake. eka mAtra bhagavAnamAM tamAruM mana lAgavuM joIe. (15) laya, (16) parama laya : dravyathI vajalepa. pUrvakALamAM vAstuzAstra pramANe vajalepa taiyAra thato. AjanA simenTathI paNa caDI jAya tevo vajalepa banato. enAthI taiyAra thatA maMdiro varSo sudhI TakI zakatA. bhAvathI arihaMtAdi cAramAM cittane coMTADavuM. bhagavAna sAthe ApaNA cittano vajalepa thaI javo joIe. guNamAM laya pAmelA bhagavAna che. temAM ApaNA manano laya thaI jAya to kAma thaI jAya. 148 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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* arihaMta sAthe siddha to ThIka paNa sAdhu kyAM besI gayA ? sAdhu arihaMtanA upAsaka che. sAdhu-sAdhvIjI arihaMtathI judA hoI ja na zake. hoya to dravya sAdhutva samajavuM, mAtra AjIvikArUpa sAdhutva samajavuM. ApaNe cAranuM zaraNa kyAM lIdhuM che ? mAtra ahaMnuM ja zaraNuM lIdhuM che. 'vameva aa2UT mama ' ema ApaNI jIbha bole che. 'mava radi mama ' ema ApaNuM hRdaya bole che. "moTAnA utsage beThAne zI cintA ?' - pU. devacandrajI. jina tere caraNa kI zaraNa grahuM, hRdaya-kamalameM dhyAna dharata huM, zira tuja ANa vahu." hRdayamAM bhagavAna ane mAthe bhagavAnanI AjJA hoya to bIjI kaI vastunI jarUra che ? huM A boluM chuM te huM karuM chuM. karIne, jIvIne boluM chuM. to ja tamane asara thaze ne ? - kAyAne tapathI tapAvIe nahi, mAtra mana ja joDavA prayatna karIe to bhagavAna evA bhoLA nathI ke AvI jAya. >> potAnA AtmAmAM ja lIna banelA AtmAne jovo te paramalaya che. * arihaMtanuM eka zaraNuM pakaDI laIe to paNa bIjA traNeya AvI jAya. "sikkarSisaddharmamayapeva' bhagavAna siddha, RSi ane dharmamaya che. polIsanuM apamAna te sarakAranuM ja apamAna che. sAdhunuM apamAna te bhagavAnanuM ja apamAna che. kAraNa ke apekSAe banne abhinna che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 149

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hi . je- A. suda-1 2 10-10-2000, maMgaLavAra dUdhamAM raheluM pANI potAne dUdha rUpe jue che tema prabhumAM lIna banelo AtmA svane paramAtmarUpe jue. te dhyAna vicAra : 0 paramalaya. paramalayamAM AtmA ane paramAtmA dUdha ane pANInI jema eka thaI jAya che. dUdhamAM raheluM pANI potAne dUdharUpe jue tema prabhumAM lIna banelo AtmA svane paramAtmarUpe jue. jayAM sudhI Avo anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI e mATe abhyAsa cAlu rAkho. e mATe cA2nuM zaraNa svIkAro, eno paNa saMkSepa karavo hoya eka arihaMtane pakaDI lo. jo ke, arihaMta paNa eka nathI, anaMtA arihaMto che. siddho ane sAdhuo paNa anaMtA che, paNa teono dharma eka che. 150 * * * * * * * * * * * * * ka

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- AnaMdaghanajI jevAnI stuti upA. yazovijayajI jevAe karelI che. emanI covIzImAM pUro sAdhanAkrama (mokSa sudhIno mArga) prabhudAsa pArekhe ghaTAvyo che. 'vimala jina ! dIThA loyaNa Aja samyagdarzananI prApti samaye A bhAvo pragaTyA che. duHkho daurbhAgya gayA. sukha-saMpatti maLI, mAthe dhIMgo dhaNI che. have bIje kyAM pharavuM ? je lakSmIne huM zodhato hato te to he prabhu ! tArA caraNamAM beThI dekhAI. mAruM mana paNa tArA caraNamAM guNamakaraMdanuM pAna karavA lalacAya che. ApaNA bhAvane bhagavAnane soMpI devo che. bhagavAnane saMpUrNa samarpaNa karavuM, te prItiyoga. patnI jema patine saMpUrNa samarpita thaI jatI hoya che. potAnA bALaka pAchaLa nAma paNa patinuM ja lagAve che. bhakta paNa potAnuM nAma bhagavAnanA nAmamAM DUbADI de che. prabhunA guNomAM ApaNI cetanAno niveza karavo, enA AnaMdano anubhava karavo, te paramalaya che. be divasanI chuTTI che. dhyAna vicAramAM vivecana vAMcI jajo. vAMcI jazo to padArtho khulaze. ahIM beThelA paMDitone paNa A badhA padArtho khyAlamAM AvI jAya to teo Ano khUba ja pracAra karI zakaze. eka pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi. mahArAje navakArano keTalo pracAra karyo ? keTalAne navakAranA premI banAvyA ? * cAra zaraNamAM naveya pado samAviSTa che. (1) arihaMta, (2) siddha, (3) sAdhu, (4) dharma. sAdhumAM AcArya, upAdhyAya. sAdhu, dharmamAM darzana, jJAna, cAritra ane tapa. * himAlayanA moTA-moTA yogIo navakArane saMbhaLAve tyAre sAnaMda Azcarya thAya. arihaMta koI ekanA nathI, samagra vizvanA che. (17) lava, (18) parama lava ? 2 * * * * * * * 151

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dravyathI lava : dAtaraDA vagerethI ghAsa vagere laNavuM te dravya zubha dhyAnarUpa anuSThAnothI karmone kApavA te bhAva kSapakazreNimAM parama lava hoya che. jJAnAdi traNeya maLe to ja vAstavika dhyAna lAge. te pahelA bhAvanA, ciMtana vagere hoya, paNa dhyAna na hoya. pavana vagaranA sthira dIvA jevo sthira adhyavasAya te dhyAna che. lava. lava. upazama 152 - (19) mAtrA : upakaraNa AdinI maryAdA te dravya mAtrA. samavasaraNastha tIrthaMkaranI jema sva AtmAne jovo te bhAva mAtrA che. jIvonuM ajJAna zuM che ? pUjyazrI : sarvajJanuM vacana na jANe te ajJAna athavA te sivAyanuM saghaLuM vyavahAra- jJAna te ajJAna. tenAthI vyavahAra nabhe paNa moha naSTa na thAya. upayogamAM mohanuM bhaLavuM te ajJAna. jJAnathI moha naSTa thAya. sunaMdAbena vorA * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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A. suda-13 11-10-2000, budhavAra bhagavAna sarvatra sarvadA ane sarvamAM che. munizrI amitayazavijayajInA mAsakSamaNanuM pAraNuM tathA pU. jagavallabhasUrijInA nizrAvartI dharmacakranA tapasvIone chellA aThThamanuM paccakhANa. pUjya AcAryadeva kalApUrNasUrijI : vipna TaLe tapa-guNa thakI, tapathI jAya vikAra; prazasyo tapa-guNa thakI, vIre dhanno aNagAra. - siddhAcalanI godamAM. vipula saMkhyAmAM ArAdhako ArAdhanA karI rahyA che. - siddhAcalane bheTavuM eTale siddhone bheTavuM evI bhAvanA na pragaTe tyAM sudhI vAraMvAra siddhAcalane bheTatA raho. - ahIM mAsakSamaNa, 51 kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 153

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upavAsa vagere sArI saMkhyAmAM thayA. amArA munizrI amitayazavijayajIe Aso mahinAnI AvI garamImAM mAsakSamaNa pUrNa karyuM. pahelA joga hovAnA kAraNe karI nahi zakelA. deva ane gurunI kRpAnA baLe ja AvI zakti pragaTe che. daDha saMkalpathI A mAsakSamaNa thayuM e kharuM, paNa daDha saMkalpanI pAchaLa paNa bhagavAnanI zakti kAma karI rahI che, ema mAnajo. AvA bhagavAnano saMyoga vAraMvAra thajo, ema bhavyAtmA niraMtara prArthanA karato rahe che. huM jo bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanI AjJAne na svIkAruM to mAruM jIvana eLe jAya, ema lAgavuM joIe. bhagavAna para bahumAna vadho, e bhagavAna pratyenI prArthanA koIka janmamAM saphaLa thAo, evuM niraMtara bhAvatA rahevuM joIe. bhagavAna aneka svarUpe, aneka nAme che. nAmAdi cArarUpe bhagavAna sarvatra, sarvadA ane sarvamAM che. AvA bhagavAna maLyA pachI yatkiMcit ArAdhanA thAya te jIvanano sAra che. A sAthe dharmacakranA tapasvIo (82 divasanA A tapamAM 43 upavAsa Ave)no chello aTTama che. AvA tapasvIothI zAsana jayavaMtu varte che. tapa, japa, dhyAna dvArA bhagavAnanI zakti ApaNAmAM kAma kare che. dravyanuM saMkramaNa na thAya, paNa bhAvanuM thAya. eka tapasvIne joIne bIjAne tapa karavAno bhAva thAyane ? A bhAvanuM saMkramaNa thayuM. AvA tapasvIone zata-zata dhanyavAda ApIe, anumodanA karIe. bhagavAna mahAvIre svayaM 14 hajAramAM dhannA aNagAranI prazaMsA karelI. zrI jagavallabhasUrijI svayaM paNa tapasvI che. dharmacakra-tapanA ArAdhaka che. svayaM jIvanamAM utArIne anyo pAsethI tapa karAvI rahyA che. 154 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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pUjya yazovijayasUrijI : anumodanAno svarNima avasara ApavA badala munizrI tathA dharmacakra tapasvIonA ApaNe RNI chIe. anumodanA 52 prArthanAno DhoLa caDAvI prabhune dharIe. lAMbI tapasyAnI tAkAta prabhu ! tame temane ApI to amane kema nahi ? ema prabhu pAsethI mAMgo. mAMgazo to maLaze ja. prArthanAnI zakti sarvatra svIkArAI che. A sadI prArthanAnI sadI che. niHzaMkapaNe huM kahuM chuM ke A sadI yoga ane prArthanAnI che. prArthanA viSayaka keTalA suMdara pustako bahAra paDI rahyA che? reTa philIpanA prArthanA viSenA eka pustakanI 50 lAkha nakala vaheMcAI gaI che. prArthanA viSenA e pustaka viSe lekhaka lakhe che : 'A pustaka maiM nahi, 52ma cetanAe mArI pAsethI lakhAvaDAvyuM che. IsAIlanA pravAsamAM rAtre prakAza paNa na maLe, evuM sthAna hatuM, paNa bhavyatA eTalI ke prabhu-cetanA avatare, paNa lakhavuM kema ? dUra-dUra pablIka ToyaleTanI lAITamAM lakhyuM.' Avo vaizvika prArthanAno laya vizvamAM ghUmarAI rahyo che. prArthanAnA ja udgAtA pUjyazrI ApaNI samakSa che, e ApaNuM sadbhAgya che. A cAturmAsa amArI navI peDhI mATe tathA sau mATe avismaraNIya banI raheze. kAraNake ahIM eka ja maMca para sau birAjamAna thatA rahyA hatA. pUjya jagavallabhasUrijI : 'karaNa, karAvaNa ne anumodana, sarakhA phaLa nIpajAyA.' pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM pUjyazrInA ziSye bhayaMkara garamImAM mAsakSamaNanI tapazcaryA karI. te sAthe Aje dharmacakranA tapasvIone chello akrama paNa che. sAdhanA sau koI karI zakatA nathI. pUjyazrI jevI bhakti kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * 155

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to jIvanamAM AvavI ghaNI muzkela che, paNa emanI anumodanA dvArA bhaktino Adara meLavIe. anumodanAthI ja e guNa Avaze. prArthanAtaH iSTaphalasiddhiH - haribhadrasUri. jenI prArthanA karIe te maLe ja. pUjyazrI devA mATe ja beThA che. mArA jevA rAMkane letA AvaDatuM nathI. pUjyazrI pAse bhaktiyogano akhUTa majAno khajAno che, paNa huM meLavI zakato nathI. AvI zakato nathI. ja AvI garamImAM mane to chellA cAra divasathI sAMje pANI-pANI thAya che. kyAMka deDako na thAuM - evuM lAge che. AvI bhayaMkara garamImAM ane pANInI tarasa lAge che, eTale pUjayazrInI vANI sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA pUrNa karI zakato nathI. mAruM mAthuM zaramathI namI jAya che : AvA mAsakSamaNanA tathA dharmacakranA tapasvIone joIne ! saunI hArdika anumodanA karyA sivAya zuM karI zakuM ? pUjya AcAryazrI pAse karaNa, karAvaNa ane anumodanAno Dhagalo che. pU. yazovijayasUrijI paNa eTalA ja sAdhanA saMpanna che. pU. araviMdasUrijIne paNa moTI oLI cAle che, jenuM pAraNuM A.va.1nA che. sau tyAM avazya padhAraze, evI apekSA naDIyAda, nipANI vagere sthaLe nIkaLelA varaghoDAmAM dharmacakravartI bhagavAnanuM svAgata muslImoe paNa kareluM che. varaghoDAno A mahimA che. ApaNe varaghoDo jovAno na hoya, varaghoDAmAM AvavAnuM hoya. suratamAM sindhI samAje varaghoDA vakhate mArkeTa baMdha rAkheluM. AvA viziSTa bhAvo sva-hRdayamAM paNa pragaTAvavAnA che. A varaghoDAmAM saue pUjyazrInA svajana-parijana banIne joDAvAnuM che. 156 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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pUjyazrInI AgaLa BAND ane pAchaLa END' AvuM na thavuM joIe. pUjyazrInI pAchaLa zrAvako pachI ratha, sAdhvIjIo, zrAvikAo ema kramazaH joDAIe to zobhA vadhaze. pUjya kalAprabhasUrijI : pUjya gurujIe A prasaMgane anulakSIne tapayoga viSe mArgadarzana ApyuM che. jainadarzanano tapayoga keTalo prabhAvazALI che, te pratyakSa nihALI zakIe chIe. vidyut zaktithI paNa temAM vadhu zakti che. vidyut zakti bahAranA sarva padArthone bALI nAkhe, jainanI tapa-zakti ApaNA Atma-pradezomAM rahelI karmanI malinatAne bALI nAkhe che. Avo jaina zAsanano tapayoga lokone herata pamADI de tevo che. pU. jagavallabhasUrijIe varaghoDAnuM varNana karyuM, e varaghoDo dharma-bIjanuM adbhuta anuSThAna che. varaghoDAthI ja hajAro-lAkhonA haiyAmAM prazaMsAno bhAva Ubho thato hoya che. khAudharA jamAnAmAM tapayoga pratye lokomAM AdarabhAva Ubho karAvavAno che. krikeTa vageremAM koI paNa jIte, paNa tapamAM to jaino ja jIte. lokone Azcarya thAya che : jaino A tapa kema karI zakatA haze ? bhagavAna mahAvIre 12 349 ja pAraNA karelA che, sAme che. pachI tapa kema na thAya ? varSanA sAdhanA kALamAM mAtra AvA mahAna Adarzo ApaNI ApaNe tyAM evuM valaNa che : paryuSaNa pachI tapa vagere baMdha ! paNa siddhAcalanI A bhUmi para paryuSaNa pachI paNa tapa cAlu rahyA che. amane to AzA hatI : muni amitayazavijayajI 45 upavAsa ka2ze paNa bIjI vakhata jarU2 45 upavAsa karaze. AvI garamImAM ugra tapasyAnI khUba ja anumodanA ! kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * ** 150

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pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : badhA AcArya bhagavaMto eTaluM badhuM bolI gayA che ke mArA mATe kAMI bacyuM ja nathI. zuM bolavuM ? 3-3 mahinAthI cAturmAsa pravezathI eka sarakhI tapanI ArAdhanA cAlu che. mAsakSamaNonI lAIna cAlu che. 3 divasa pachI pharI mAsakSamaNanuM pAraNuM thaze. A varSa tapanuM che. varasAda ocho thAya, te varSe tapa ghaNo dekhAya che. meM lagabhaga evuM joyuM che. tapanI tAkAta che : varasAdathI paNa vadhu zItalatA ApavAnI. tapathI puNyanA vAdaLa baMdhAya ne dharmanI vRSTi thAya. tape tapasvIo, paNa puNya varase sarvatra. A badhA tapa kare, enAthI varasatuM pANI badhA pIe. dharatI tape tema tirADa paDe. pANI hoya to tirADa na hoya. tapAgacchamAM tirADo paDI che. te tirADo tapathI maTI jAya, evI ApaNI apekSA che. paryuSaNa pahelA to ApaNe maLatA rahyA, paryuSaNa pachI paNa maLavAnuM thatuM ja rahyuM che; koIne koI nimitte. pAlitANAmAM ja nahi, A bhegA thavAnuM kArya sarvatra saMghamAM chavAI jaze, tevI zraddhA che. - munizrI amitayazavijayajI : * puNyodaye maLelA jIvanane saphaLa banAvavA dharmanI jarUra che. jenA jIvanamAM ahiMsA, saMyama ane parUpa dharma che tene devo paNa name che. Avo dharma haiyAmAM vasI jAya to kalyANa thaI jAya. tapanI anumodanA mATe ApaNe sau ekaThA thayA chIe. A varSe huM mAsakSamaNa karIza tema manamAMya nhotuM, paNa zrI AdinAtha dAdA, adhyAtmayogI pU. gurujI tathA pU. kalAprabhasUrijI AdinI kRpA ja kAma karI gaI che. pU. kalAprabhasUrijI roja kahetA : "thaI jaze. thaI jaze. tuM karI nAkha." emanA ATalA preraka vacano mAro utsAha vadhArI detA hatA. 158 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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padhArelA sarva pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtono huM RNI chuM. AvelA tame sau kaMdamULa, rAtribhojanane tilAMjali Apajo. - kama khAnA, gama khAnA, nama jAnA - A traNa suvAkyo yAda rAkhajo. sau mahAtmAo mArA para kRpA-vRSTi varasAve, jethI huM vadhune vadhu tapa karI zakuM. vardhamAna tapanI 100 oLI jI pUrI karuM - evI pUjyazrI pAse AziSa mAMguM chuM. paradezamAM pUjyazrInA vacananI labdhino prasAra eka yuvAne thoDA ja divasamAM AkhuM pustaka (tattvajJAna - pravezikA) kaMThastha karI lIdhuM ane enA ciMtanamAM evo khovAI gayo ke amerikA dhana kamAvA gayelo te yuvAna dharma kamAyo. eTaluM ja nahi paNa amerikA choDI dIdhuM ane bhArata AvI AjIvana brahmacarya grahaNa karI tattvajJAna pacAvI dIdhuM. jema jema tattvajJAna pirasAtuM gayuM tema tema A jIvane paNa janamo janma cAle tevuM tattva- ciMtananuM mahAna bhAthuM maLyuM, jenuM RNa zI rIte adA thaI zake ? - sunaMdAbena vorA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * jha jha * * * * * * * * * * * 159

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1 = 1 AA. suda-13 11-10-2000, budhavAra ayogya avasthAmAM vadhu jJAta lyANakArI nathI. bapore 4.00. pU. devacandrajI - stavano. stavana - pAMcamuM. atyAre viziSTa jJAna lupta zA mATe thaI gayA che ? kAraNake tevI gaMbhIratA Adi yogyatA lupta thaI gaI che. thoDuMka jJAna maLe che ne ApaNe UchAMchaLA thaI jaIe chIe. jo ayogya avasthAmAM vadhu jJAna maLe to ApaNI hAlata zI thAya ? bIjAnA doSo jovAmAM, bIjAnI TIkA-TippaNI karavAmAM ja ApaNo samaya pUro thaI jAya. - jema jema bhakti vadhatI jAya tema tema sAdhanAnI paMktio khulatI jAya, sAdhanAne anukULa navA-navA artho nIkaLatA jAya. A huM tamane nathI samajAvato, mArA AtmAne ja samajAvuM chuM. * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija * * * * 160 = = = * * * *

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AmAM mane kaMTALo ke thAka nathI lAgato. A to mArA jIvanano parama AnaMda che. 0 AtmAnA asaMkhya pradeza hovA chatAM teo ekI sAthe eka ja kAma karI zake. eka ja samaye thoDAka pradezo amuka kAma kare, bIjA pradezo bIjuM kAma kare, evuM kadI banI zake nahi. eTale ja ApaNe jyAre mana bhagavAnamAM joDIe chIe tyAre ApaNI samagra cetanA (asaMkhya pradezo sahita) bhagavanmayI banI jAya che. nAnapaNa mAM mane paNa A paMktio (pU. devacandrajInI) samajAtI nhotI, jeTalI Aje samajAya che, paNa chatAM huM premathI gAto. anubhUtipUrNa kRtionI A ja khUbI che. tame kAMI na samajo, chatAM bolo to tamArA hRdayane jhakajhore, tamArA astitvanA UMDANamAM Utare. bacavuM kema ? maraNathI bacavA joSa jovaDAve to bacAya ? roga mukti mATe joSa jovaDAve to bacAya ? dhana prApti mATe joSa jovaDAve to dhana prApti thAya? saMtAna tRpti mATe joSa jovaDAve to saMtAna prApti thAya ? e sarva pUrva prArabdha para AdhArita che. chatAM za mATe jIva joSa jovaDAve che ? e sarva prakAromAM nirAdhAratA che. eka dharmano AdhAra ja jIvane rakSita kare che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 161

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OM p pilo adops lav Icles ele 162 A. suda-14 12-10-2000, guruvAra bapore 4.00 pU. devacandrajI stavano. (sAMtalapura nivAsI vAraiyA vakhatacaMda merAja Ayojita upadhAna tapa prAraMbha : 380 ArAdhako.) audArika, bhASA ane manovargaNAnA pudgalonuM grahaNa te dravyayoga. (kAyA, vacana ane mana) che, temAM AtmAnuM vIrya joDAya te bhAvayoga che. AtmAnI mukhya be zaktio che H jJapti - zakti ane vIrya zakti. svAdhyAya vagerethI jJaptizakti, kriyA vagere dvArA vIryazakti vadhe che. ghaNA evA ALasu hoya ke zarIrane jarAya takalIpha na Ape ne dhyAnanI UMcI-UMcI vAto kare. sAcuM dhyAna te kahevAya, jemAM * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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ucita kriyA sIdAya nahi. dareka ucita kriyA paripUrNapaNe jyAM thatI hoya te sAco dhyAnayoga che. dhyAnayoga kadI kartavyabhraSTa na banAve. jo ema thatuM hoya to samajavuM : A dhyAna nahi, dhyAnAbhAsa che. pU.paM. bhadrakaravijayajI ma. pAsethI A ja khAsa zIkhavA maLeluM. mauhavattap siyA' huM ucita kArya karanAro banuM. - ema paMcasUtramAM prArthanA karavAmAM AvI che. dhyAnamAM javuM saheluM che, paNa jIvonI sAthe mitratA keLavavI, temanI sevA karavI, ucita kartavya karavuM, khUba muzkela che. A vAta pU.paM. bhadrakaravijayajI mahArAje khUba ja ghuMTIghuMTIne samajAvelI. grahaNa, pariNamana, avalaMbana ane visarjana - A cAranA kramapUrvaka bhASA-vargaNA prayojAya che. grahaNa : sau prathama bhASA vargaNAnA pudgalo grahaNa karavA. pariNamana : te pugalone te rUpe pariNAvavA. pachI avalaMbanapUrvaka choDavA. (visarjana) A kramathI ja ApaNe bolI zakIe chIe. paNa e eTaluM jhaDapathI thatuM hoya che ke ApaNane khyAla Avato nathI. AtmAnA jJAna guNa vagere para je rIte AvaraNa che, te rIte grAhakatA, bhoitA, kartatA vagere zaktio para koI AvaraNa nathI. e zaktio kArya karI ja rahI che. mAtra enI dizA ulTI che. ulTI dizAmAM janArI ApaNI zaktio ApaNo ja vinAza verI rahI che. have, prabhunA AlaMbanathI e zaktione vikAsa tarapha vALavAnI che. kendragAmI banAvavAnI che, bahirgAmI zaktione antargAmI banAvavAnI che. "ATalA bhoga bhogavyA. ATalI sattA meLavI. ATaluM dhana ekaThuM karyuM' ema mAnIne koI abhimAna karavAnI jarUra nathI. emAM te kaI moTI dhADa mArI ? badhA Ama ja karI rahyA che. * hitazikSArUpe Ama kahI zakAya : ApaNe paraspara sahAyatA karIe to "jIva' kahevAIe, sahAyatA na karIe to ha * * * * * * * * * * * * 163

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ajIva'nA bhAI kahevAIe. parasparopagraho gIvAnAm sUtrathI A ja zIkhavAnuM che. jIvAstikAyamAMthI eka pradeza paNa kADhI nAkhIe to e khaMDita thAya, jIvAstikAya ja na kahevAya. vicAro ! eka paNa AtmapradezanuM mUlya keTaluM ? eka AtmapradezamAM anaMta guNo che. enI upekSA zI rIte thaI zake ? mATe ja bhagavatImAM gautamasvAmIne bhagavAna kahe che : eka pradeza paNa ocho hoya to jIvAstikAya na ja kahevAya. 4 Atma-ramaNatAno artha ApaNane nathI samajAto. kAraNa ke bhAvathI cAritra haju maLyuM nathI, Atma-ramaNatAno. AsvAda haju lIdho nathI. Atma-ramaNatA anubhavyA vinA teno artha nahi samajAya. mana hatAza thAya tyAre vicAravuM : pugalono game teTalo saMga karyo chatAM jIva pugala nathI ja, pugalanA AdhAre Takelo nathI, vastutaH teno raMgI (anurAgI) paNa nathI, pudgalano mAlIka paNa (pugalathI zarIra, dhana, makAna vagere badhuM ja AvI gayuM) jIvanuM aizvarya pudgalAdhArita nathI. ATalo ja vicAra ApaNane keTalo utsAhathI bharI de ? zuM hatuM te cAlyuM gayuM? zuM mAruM che te cAlyuM jaze ? zA mATe ciMtAtura thavuM ? koI paNa prakAranA saMyogomAM AvI vicAraNA ApaNI hatAzAne khaMkherI nAkhavA paryApta che. maitrI Adi bhAvanA te mAtA svarUpa che mAne saMtAna pratye vAtsalya bhAva hoya che, te maitrIbhAvanA. mAne saMtAnanA viveka Adi guNo pratye pramodabhAva thAya che. mAne saMtAnanA duHkha pratye karUNA upaje che te karUNAbhAvanA. saMtAna jo svacchaMdI bane to mA jatuM kare che te mAdhdha bhAvanA. jagatanA sava jIvo pratye Avo bhAva keLavavAno che. 164 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasari-4

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A. suda-15 13-10-2000, zukravAra bhagavAnane ApaNA mATe jeTalI ciMtA che, teTalI ciMtA ApaNane ApaNA mATe paNa nathI. dhyAna vicAra prabhu-zAsana ane ene oLakhavAnA puSkaLa sAdhano ApaNI pAse che. dhyAna-yoganI yogyatA vikasAvavA mATe caturvidha saMghane anuSThAna karavAnI paraMparA pUrvajoe TakAvI rAkhI te ApaNo puNyodaya che. e kriyAo jIvanamAM UtArIne jIvaMta rAkhIe. dhyAnanI jema AcAra-pAlananI paNa AvazyakatA che. (19) mAtrA dhyAna : potAnA AtmAne tIrthaMkaranI jema samavasaraNamAM besIne dezanA Apato hoya tema A dhyAnamAM jovAnuM che. yogazAstra racAyo tyAre pU. hemacandrasUrijInI sAme A grantha haze, evuM lAge che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 105

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yogazAstra prakAza-8 zloka/15-16-17 juo. tamane khyAla Avaze. ahaMnI pAMcamI prakriyAmAM A vAta che. A prata (dhyAna vicAranI) paNa pATaNamAMthI ja maLI che. to hemacandrasUrijIe te na joI hoya, ema kema bane ? manane vizvavyApI banAvIne atyaMta sUkSma banAvIne AtmAmAM lIna banAvavAnuM che. paNa A kahetAM jeTaluM saheluM lAge che, teTaluM karavAmAM saheluM nathI. che jenuM dhyAna dharIe te - maya banIe. enuM pratyakSa udAharaNa ApaNe ja chIe jaDanuM (dehanuM) dhyAna karavAthI ApaNe dehamaya nathI banI gayA ? have prabhunuM dhyAna dharIzuM to prabhumaya na banI zakIe ? pugalamAMthI premane kheMcIne paramAtmAmAM prema joDavuM e ja prathama kartavya che. ApaNA premanA biMdune prabhunA prema-siMdhumAM vilIna karI devAnuM che. (20) parama mAtrA dhyAna : parama mAtrA dhyAnamAM 24 valayothI AtmAne vekhita karavAno che. A 24 valayono ja parivAra che. pAMca valayo to akSara mATenA che. mAtA-pitA upakArI che. mATe emanA paNa valayo che. mAno prema vadhu hoya, mATe mAtAnuM valaya sarva prathama che. mAtAmAM vAtsalyanI parAkASThA hoya che. mAtA pratye saMtAnane keTalo pUjyabhAva hoya te paNa zIkhavAnuM che. (1) zubhAkSara valaya : AjJA vicayAdi dharmadhyAnanA bhedonA 23 tathA "pRthavitarkasavicAra A 10 akSaro, kula 33 akSarono nyAsa karavo. pahelethI ja anakSara nahi, akSarathI ja anakSaramAM javAya. pahelethI ja anakSara to ekendriyamAM paNa che. mananI zakti maLI che. te veDaphavA mATe nahi, paNa enI zaktine A rIte zubhamAM lAvI zuddhamAM sthApita karavAnI che. (2) anakSara valaya : 166 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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'UsasiyaM nisasiaM, nicchUDhaM khAsiaM ca chIaM ca / nissiMghiamaNusAraM, aNakkharaM cheliAIaM // ' - Avazyaka ni.gA. 20 A 35 akSaro sthApavA. IzAro vagere karavA te paNa anakSara hovA chatAM zrata ja che. anAhatanI dhvanimAM paNa kyAM akSaro hoya che ? (3) paramAkSara valaya : , ma, meM Ei E teM ai ddha A~ raii ya u va jjhA~ ya sA~ hU~ namaH // A 21 akSaro, navakArano arka ahIM che. AmAM keTalAya maMtrAkSaro che. juo yogazAstrano 8mo prakAza. temAM keTalAya maMtrAkSaro maLaze. (4) akSara valaya : "a" thI laIne "ha" sudhInA bAvana akSaro. (6 - - - pRSTatara levA) (5) nirakSara valaya = dhyAna-parama dhyAna sivAyanA bAvIsa dhyAna - bhedonuM ciMtana karavuM. kAraNa ke dhyAna-parama dhyAna zubhAkSaramAM AvI gayA. (6) saklIkraNa pAMca bhUtAtmaka. arihaMta-jala, siddha-teja, AcArya-pRthvI, upAdhyAya - vAyu, sAdhu-AkAza tattva che. (kSi-pa-o-svA-hA) (7) tIrthakTa mAtRvalaya : 24 tIrthaMkara potAnI mAtAone paraspara premapUrvaka jovAmAM magna hoya tema jovA. Aje paNa AvA paTTo rANakapura, moTA posInA, zaMkhezvara vagere sthaLe jovA maLaze. A dhyAna khUba ja mahattvapUrNa che. mAtAnuM vAtsalya, bhagavAnano mAtA pratye bhaktibhAva - A banne AmAMthI samajavA jevA che. vAtsalya ane pUjyabhAva ApaNA jIvanamAM pedA thavA joIe, jethI jagatanI sAtheno yogya saMbaMdha jaLavAI rahe. mAtra dhyAnamAM gayA to jIvana zuSka thaI jaze. dhyAnamAM jagatanA jIvo sAtheno saMbaMdha toDavAno nathI. bhagavAnane jagatanA jIvone tAravAnI jeTalI kahe, jha * * * * * * * * * * 160

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bhAvanA hatI teTalI bhAvanA ApaNane AtmA mATe paNa nathI. ApaNane ApaNI ciMtA che, tethI bhagavAnane vadhAre che, evo vicAra kadI Ave che ? jugAranI late caDI gayelA putrane joIne pitAne duHkha thAya te karatAM kaI gaNuM duHkha bhagavAnane che, tevo kadI vicAra Ave che ? (8) tIrthaka pitRvalaya : pitA-putra (24 tIrthaMkara) paraspara premapUrvaka avalokana karI rahyA che, tema jovuM. (9) tIrthakra nAmAkSara valaya : traNeya covIzInA nAmonA akSaronuM valaya. (10) vidhAdevI valaya : 16 rohiNI Adi vidyAdevIo. (11) 28 nakSatro. (12) 88 graho. (13) 56 dikyArI (14) 64 Indro. (15) 24 yakSiNIo. (16) 24 yakSo. (17) sthApanA - cetyavalaya : zAzvata - azAzvata badhA ja cetyo. nAmanI jema mUrtino paNa mahimA che ja. emAM AbehUba bhagavAnanuM svarUpa dekhAya. pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI ma. : pahelA deva-devI vagerenA valayo... tyArapachI "caityavalaya." AnuM kAraNa zuM ? pUjyazrI : A deva-devI paNa samyagdaSTi che, jIvaMta che. bhaktono naMbara pahelA hoya. bhakto nahi hoya to cetyomAM koNa jaze ? bhakto vinA cetya jAme nahi. caityo vinA bhakto jAme nahi. banne paraspara sApekSa che. - navasmaraNamAM A badhuM che ja. jagaciMtAmaNimAM paNa ghaNuM badhuM saMkSepamAM che. devavaMdananI kriyAmAM paNa keTaluM badhuM che? dainika kriyA paNa dhyAna mATe keTalI upayogI che ? e 168 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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ahIMthI jANavA maLe che. huM pote ahIM sudhI AnA baLe ja pahoMcyo chuM. bAkI koI dhyAna-prakriyA mArI pAse nathI. mAtra bhagavAnanA bharose chuM. (18) RSabha Adi 24nA gaNadhara vagere sAdhuonI saMkhyAnuM valaya. (19) RSabha Adi 24nA mukhya sAdhvIonI saMkhyAnuM valaya. (20) RSabha Adi 24nA mukhya zrAvakonI saMkhyAnuM valaya. (21) RSabha Adi 24nA mukhya zrAvikAonI saMkhyAnuM valaya. (22) 96 bhavana yoga. (23) 96 karaNa yoga. (24) 96 karaNa. ahIM karaNa eTale cinmAtrarUpa samAdhi ! (21) pada dhyAna : dravyathI laukika rAjAdinuM pada. (rAjA, maMtrI, khajAnacI, senApati, purohita) lokottara pada AcArya, upAdhyAya, pravartaka, gaNAvacchedaka ane sthavira A pAMca che. __ eso paramo maMtto, parama rahassaM paraMparaM tattaM / nANaM paramaM neyaM suddhaM jhANaM paraM jheyaM // parameSThi - namaskArano mahimA ahIM vyakta thAya che. A navakAra parama kavaca, khAI, anna, bhavana, rakSA, jyoti, zUnya, biMdu, nAda, tArA, lava ane mAtrA che. - A arihANa stotranI vAnagI che. (22) parama - pada dhyAna : pAMceya parameSThI padonI potAnA AtmAmAM sthApanA. tenI sthApanAthI svane parameSThIrUpe ciMtavavuM. (23) siddhi dhyAna ? dravyathI laukika aNimA Adi ATha siddhio. = = * * * * * * * * * * 169

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lokottara siddhi : rAgadveSamAM madhyastharUpa parama AnaMdarUpa bhAvathI siddhi : mokSa. athavA siddhonA 62 guNonuM ciMtana karavuM te bhAvathI siddhi. siddhi. (24) parama siddhi : paramAtmA (siddha) nA guNono potAnA AtmAmAM Aropa karavo te. 100 kALano bomba paDaze tyAre zuM ? bhUtakALamAM bahAranA humalAthI bacavA rAjAo killAo caNatA hatA. have bomba paDavA mAMDyA eTale lokoe bhoyarA (baMkara) banAvyA. paNa A kALano bomba paDe tyAre konuM zaraNa lezo ? bhautika vijJAna pAse eno javAba nathI. bomba paDelo hoya te dharatI ghaNA zramathI koI pallavita kare. IjA pAmelA mAnavone sAravAra Ape, paNa mRtyu pAse te zuM karI zake ? dharma ja mAnavane svAdhInatA ane sukha Apaze. * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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kahyuM, kalApUrNasUrie mAtuzrI bhamIbena deDhiA A. suda-15 13-10-2002, zukravAra dhavalanA kALA beka grAunDamAM zrIpALatI dhavalatA (zubhatA) camake che. vyAkhyAna. - laMDana nivAsI gulAbacaMdabhAI dvArA "hyuM, klApUrNasUrie' pustakanuM vimocana tathA manapharA - nivAsI mAtuzrI bhamIbena bI. deDhiA dvArA lokarpaNa-vidhi. 2 camatkArathI namaskAra to badhe ja thAya, paNa zrIpALanA jIvanamAM Dagale ne pagale namaskArathI camatkAranuM sarjana thayuM che. ahIM dhavalanA hRdayanI kALAzanI ane zrIpALanA hRdayanI dhavalatAnI parAkASThA jovA maLe che. kharekhara to dhavalanI adhamatAnA kAraNe zrIpALanI uttamatA vadhu zubhra rUpe camake che. aMdhakAranA kAraNe prakAzano mahimA che. rAvaNanA kAraNe rAmano mahimA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * jha jha = = = = = = = = = = 101

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che. duryodhananA kAraNe yudhiSThira mahAna che. dhavalanA kAraNe zrIpALa mahAna che. dhavalazeTha na hota to zrIpALanI uttamatA zI rIte jANI zakAta ? khalanAyaka vinA nAyakanI mahAnatA jANI zakAtI nathI. mATe ja dareka caritromAM (ane AjanA calacitromAM paNa) nAyakanI sAthe khalanAyaka (hIronI sAthe vilana)nuM pAtra paNa hoya che. dhakko mArIne zrIpALane samudramAM nAkhavAnI dhavalanI adhamAI ! UMdhe mAthe baMdhAyelA dhavala zeThane choDAvavAnI zrIpALanI uttamatA ! zrIpALane caMDALa tarIke khatavavAnI dhavalanI peravI ! dhavala viSe jarA paNa azubha nahi vicAravAnI zrIpALanI sajjanatA ! zrIpALane jAnathI mAravAnI dhavalanI mahenata ! A badhA prasaMgo bannenI sajjanatA ane durjanatAnI parAkASThA jaNAve che. jeTalA aMze tamAro zatru duSTa hoya teTalA ja aMze tame tenA sajjana mitra banajo. tamArI mitratA to ja asarakAraka banI zakaze. | durjana potAnI durjanatA na choDe to sajjana potAnI sajjanatA zA mATe choDe ? caMdanane kApo, bALo ke ghaso, paNa te potAnI suvAsa choDatuM nathI, tema sajajana koIpaNa sthitimAM potAnI sajjanatA choDato nathI. zrIpALa enuM zreSTha udAharaNa che. pustaka "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" malyuM. AnaMda thayo. pUjyazrInA pIrasAyelA suMdara padArthone tamoe sohAmaNo opa Apyo. sarva sudhI pahoMcatA A avataraNo kharekhara ja mananIya che. - habolivijaya hubalI 102 ma jha = = = = = = = = = = =

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t karavA para A. suda-15 13-10-2000, zukravAra prabhu tarapha ruci vadhe tema doSo ghaTe. bapore 4.00 pU. devacandrajI stavano. pAMcamuM stavana. bhagavAnanuM aizvarya jANavAthI ApaNane zo lAbha ? e meLavavAnI ApaNane jhaMkhanA jAge che. AtmAmAM eka vakhate jhaMkhanA jAge pachI te meLavavA te prayatna karavAno ja. jayAM jayAM ApaNI ruci che. tyAM ApaNI UrjA che. UrjA haMmezAM IcchAne ja anusare. jema jema prabhu taraphanI ruci vadhatI jAya tema tema doSonI nivRtti thatI jAya. - pATaNa kanAsAnA pADavAmAM sphaTikanI lAla pratimA joI meM pUchyuM : "zuM A vAsupUjya svAmI che ?' pUjArIe kahyuM : nahi jI. A * no ' X ga = * * * * 103

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to pAchaLanA paDadAnA kAraNe lAla dekhAya che. paDado haTatAM ja zuddha sphaTikamaya pratimA jhaLakavA lAgyA. ApaNo AtmA paNa zuddha sphaTika jevo ja che, paNa rAga-dveSathI te rAgI-dveSI jaNAya che. jima nirmaLatA re ratana sphaTikataNI, tima e jIva svabhAva; te jina vIre re dharma prakAzIyo prabaLa kaSAya abhAva jima te rAte re phUle rAtaDuM, zyAma phUlathI re zyAma; puNya-pApathI re tima jaga-jIvane, rAga-dveSa pariNAma." - pU. upA. yazovijayajI. 125 gAthAnuM stavana. - jIvanI zuddhatAnuM pura nimitta eka mAtra bhagavAna ja che. "nimittAlaMbI banyA vinA jIva kadI upAdAnAlaMbI banI zakato nathI.' ema TabbAmAM pU. devacandrajIe svayaM lakhyuM che. "mATe he bhavyo ! tame arihaMtanI bhaktimAM DUbI jAva." ema pU. devacandrajI jaNAve che. Atma-avalaMbana kevI rIte karavuM ! pUjyazrI : prathama paramAtmAne samarpita thaI temanuM avalaMbana levuM. temanA guNomAM tAdAbhya thavAthI huM kaMIka chuM" vagere ahaMkArarUpa vikalparahita thavAya. tevA zuddha pariNAma te AtmAnuM avalaMbana che. jJAna svarUpa evA AtmAnI A dazA te samabhAva - sunaMdAbena vorA 104 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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A. vada-1 14-10-2000, zanivAra bapore 4.00 pU. devacandrajI stavana : je sAdhaka prabhunA zabdanayathI darzana kare che (arthAt prabhumAM rahelI anaMta guNa saMpatti meLavavAnI IcchAthI darzana kare che.) tenI saMgrahanayanI dRSTie AtmAmAM paDelI zuddha sattA evaMbhUta nayathI pUrNa zuddhatAne pAme che. eTale ke saMgrahanaya evaMbhUta nayamAM pariName prabhu - samarpaNa ja sauthI kaThaNa che. che. 0 ArIsA vinA zarIranuM svarUpa na jaNAya. bhagavAna vinA AtmAnuM svarUpa na jaNAya. mUrtinI jema Agama paNa bolatA bhagavAna che mATe Agamane paNa ArIsAnI upamA ApI che. aMdara samyam - darzana thayuM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 105

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hoya to ja tame sAcA arthamAM mUrtimAM bhagavAnanA darzana karI zako, to ja Agama sAcI rIte vAMcI zako. samyam - dRSTinA darzanane ja zabdanaya kharA darzana tarIke svIkAre che naigama naya : caMcaLa mananA darzana, vyavahAra nayaH vidhipUrvakanA darzana, RjusUTAnaya: mana-vacana-kAyAnI sthiratApUrvakanA darzana, (ahIM sudhI haju samyam - darzana nathI.) zabdanaH prabhunI AtmasaMpatti pragaTa karavAnI IcchApUrvakanA darzana, samabhirUDhanayaH kevaLajJAnInA darzana. evaMbhUta nayaH siddhonA darzanane ja darzana mAne che. che bhagavAnane tame samarpita bano to bAkInuM bhagavAna saMbhALI le. samarpita banavuM ja kaThaNa che. badhuM pAse rAkhIne mAtra "jina tere caraNa kI zaraNa grahuM' ema bolavAthI samarpaNa na Ave. samarpaNa mATe badhAnuM visarjana karavuM paDe, ahaMnuM visarjana ja sauthI kaThaNa che. ahaMnA visarjanapUrvaka je bhakta bhagavAnanA zaraNe jAya, tenuM bhagavAna badhuM ja saMbhALI le. samarpaNabhAva to ApaNe ja pedA karavo paDe. e kAMI bhagavAna karI na Ape. bIja kheDUta vAve, pANI, kheDa vagere paNa kheDUta kare, jyAre ahIM ApaNe karavAnuM che. badhuM bhagavAna para choDIne niSkriya nathI banavAnuM. nAmAdi cAra bhavasAgaramAM setu samAna che. e setune tame pakaDI rAkho, vaccethI choDo nahi to bhavasAgarathI pAra karavAnI javAbadArI bhagavAnanI che. * samavasaraNamAM beThelA bhagavAna bhale bhAvanikSepe bhagavAna kahevAya, paNa darzanArthI mATe to tyAre ja lAbhadAyI bane, jayAre te prabhunI Atma-saMpattine (bhAva Ahatyane) jue. mAtra aSTa prAtihArya ke samavasaraNanI saMpadA to aMbaDa parivrAjaka jevA paNa banAvI zake. 106 * * * * * * * * * - * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * 8

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A. vada-ra 15-10-2000, ravivAra dhyAna vicAra dhyAna-vicAra pUrvAcAryonuM TAMcaNa mAtra che, paNa ApaNA mATe amUlya mUDI che. vi.saM. 2030 thI huM A granthanuM parizIlana karI rahyo chuM. sAdhanA paNa karI rahyo chuM. e parathI kahuM chuM : A addabhuta grantha che. vicArato abhAva eTale mahatuM atazata. * pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.nI saMmatipUrvaka ja A granthanuM nirmANa tathA temAM sudhArA-vadhArA thayA che. emanI saMmati vinA eka DagaluMya huM AgaLa vadhyo nathI. ApaNuM AkhuM jIvana paralakSI thaI gayuM hovAthI Avo adbhuta grantha sAme hovA chatAM enI upekSA thaI rahI che, evuM mane satata lAge che. ruci ughADavA mATe ja mAro A prayAsa che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * jha - ma jha * * * * * * * * * 100

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kammapayaDa, paMcasaMgraha, Agamo vagerenA rahasyone kholanAra A grantha che. chatAM ApaNI te tarapha najara nathI, tenI mane to khUba ja navAI lAge che. zrAvakone dhanyavAda kahevAya ke emaNe karoDo rUpiyA kharcIne A meLo goThavI Apyo. nahi to ATalA sAdhusAdhvIonuM ahIM milana zI rIte thAya ? - dhyAna - vicAra - uttarArdha. cintA : bhAvanA ane anuprekSA vinA caMcaLa citta te cintA. te 7 prakAre che. prathama kakSAmAM dhyAna mATe cintana ja joIe. cittanathI ja dhyAna mATenI pUrva - bhUmikAnuM nirmANa thAya che. 7 cintA : (1) tattvacintA (2) mithyAtva - sAsvAdana - mizra dRSTi gRhastharUpa (3) kriyA-akriyA-ajJAna vinayavAdI Adi 363 pAkhaMDIonI vicAraNA (4) pAsatyAdi (5) cAra gatinA samyagdaSTinI vicAraNA (6) manuSya dezaviratonI vicAraNA (7) 7mA guNasthAnakathI 14mA guNasthAnaka sudhI tathA siddhonI vicAraNA. ciMtana jeTaluM ucca koTinuM, teTalo varSollAsa vadhu. - yogamAM javAnI IcchAvALAne niSkAma karma sAdhana che. paraMtu yoganI siddhi pAmI cUkelAne to "zama ja mokSanuM kAraNa che. - bhagavad gItA 6/3. 4 bhAvanA eTale punaH punaH abhyAsa. te cAra prakAre. jJAna-darzana-cAritra ane vairAgyabhAvanA. gaNi municandravijaya : jJAnAcAra Adi ane jJAnabhAvanA Adi, bannemAM zuM pharaka ? pUjyazrI H Ama joIe to kAMI pharaka nahi. bIjI rIte joIe to kAMIka pharaka paNa kharo. bolo, roTalI ane purImAM zuM pharaka ? evo ja pharaka ahIM samajavo. (1) jJAna bhAvanA : sUtra - artha - tadubhaya traNa prakAre. (2) darzana bhAvanA : AjJAruci, nava tattvaruci, parama 108 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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tattva (24) ruci. (3) cAritra bhAvanA : sarvavirata, dezavirata, avirata samyagdaSTi. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyanA kSaya ke kSayopazama vinA 4thuM guNaThANuM na maLe. mATe avirata samyagdaSTine paNa ahIM (cAritra bhAvanAmAM) samAvyA che. anaMtAnubaMdhI cAritra mohanIya karmano bheda che. (4) vairAgya bhAvanA : anAdi saMsAramAM bhramaNanuM ciMtana, viSaya - vaimukhya ane zarIranI azucitAnuM ciMtana. ja bhavanayoga ane karaNayoganuM svarUpa vIrya ATha prakAre che : yoga : rAjA adhikArIne AjJA kare tema AtmA Atmapradezone karmakSaya mATe kAryazIla banAve. vIrya : dAsI dvArA kacaro pheMkavAmAM Ave, tema kamano kacaro pheMkavo. sthAma : daMtALIthI kacaro kheMcavAmAM Ave tema kSaya karavA karmone kheMcavA. utsAha : phuvArAthI pANI UMcuM caDAvavAmAM Ave tema kamane UMce laI javA. parAkrama : chidravALA kuMDalAmAMthI telane nIce laI javAya tema karmane nIce laI javA. ceSTA : tapelA lokhaMDamAM pANInI jema kamane sUkavavA. zakti : talamAMthI telane chUTuM pADavAnI jema karma-jIvano sAkSAt viyoga karAvavo te. Atma tRptinuM lakSaNa vIryanI puSTi che. Atma-vIryanI puSTi na hoya to thoDI-thoDI vAre citta caMcaLa thayA kare, vicalita thaI jAya. A yoga vagere AThane traNathI gaNatAM 24 bhedo. te 24ne praNidhAna, samAdhAna, samAdhi ane kASThA samAdhithI gaNatAM 96 thayA. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 109

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96 karaNa yoga : tIrthakaronI jema puruSArthathI. + 96 bhavana yoga : marudevInI jema sahaja. kula 192 bhedo. * huM koI prakriyA nathI zIkhyo, chatAM prabhunI prasAdI maLI. te bhavanayogamAM kadAca jaI zake, ema have samajAya che. ciMtana manano khorAka che. teno abhAva te mananuM anazana. cintAnA abhAvathI jANe mana naSTa thaI gayuM hoya tema lAge te unmanIkaraNa. eTale ke mananuM mRtyu. (dhyAna vicAra - vAcanA samApta.) AtmajJAnanI prApti kevI rIte thAya ? - pUjyazrI : jema jhaverAta jhaverInI dukAnethI maLe tema AtmajJAna gurugamavaDe maLe. te mATe gurujano pratye atyaMta bahumAna joIe. gurujanonA bahumAna vagaranuM jJAna jIvanuM patana karAve, garva karAve. gurujano A janme ke anya janma tIrthakarano yoga karI Ape tevI cAvI Ape che. je mokSanuM kAraNa bane che. 180 * * * * * * * * * * * ka

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g abhaya ApanArA eka mAtra bhagavAta che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * e paper A. vada-3 16-10-2000, somavAra lalita vistarA vAcanAno punaH prAraMbha ( 14 ) logapajjoagarANaM prabhunA grantho sAMbhaLatAM hRdayamAM jJAna-prakAza relAya. jJAna vadhatAM zraddhA vadhe. zraddhA eTale ruci. ruci prabaLa bane eTale vIrya-zakti prabaLa bane. AthI jatthAbaMdha karmonI nirjarA thAya. je karmo varSo sudhI na jAya, te karmo prabaLa vIryollAsathI kSaNavAramAM sApha thaI jAya che. Atmapradezo jevI sITa karmone maLI che. e jaldI kema choDe ? e mATe prabaLa dhyAnAnala joIe, prabaLa vIryollAsa joIe. to ja karmo . AtmapradezonI sITa choDe. vaLI, te vakhate tame kAcabAnI jema gupta raho, saMvara karo to ja navA karmo AvatAM aTake. 181

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- bhagavAna bhavya jIvo mATe sUryanI jema prakAze, anyane dIpakanI jema prakAze. AmAM pakSapAta nathI karatA, paNa grahaNa karanArA potAnI yogyatA mujaba ja grahaNa karI zake te batAvavuM che. taLAva pUruM bhareluM hovA chatAM tame tamArA maTakAthI vadhAre grahaNa karI zako nahi. '3Mnne vA viThTha vA yuve vA' A tripadImAM samasta dvAdazAMgI chupAyelI che. dravya ane paryAyamAM AkhuM jagata AvI gayuM. dravyamAM dhrauvya ane paryAyamAM utpAda-vyaya AvI gayA. A tripadI dhyAnanI mAtA che. gaNadhara bhagavaMto e parathI dvAdazAMgI race che. ApaNane samajAvavA gurune keTalI mahenata paDe che ? gaNadharo keTalA uccakoTinA ziSyatvane pAmelA haze ke mAtra traNa pradakSiNAmAM ja kAma patI gayuM. gurune vadhAre takalIpha nathI ApI. traNa pradakSiNA maMgalarUpa che. mATe ja vihAra karatAM ke praveza karatAM traNa pradakSiNA ApavAnuM vidhAna che. bhagavAnanI jema gurune paNa (sthApanAcAryane) paNa ApaNe pradakSiNA ApIe chIe. - cauda pUrvadharo paNa badhA ja sarakhA nathI hotA. temanAmAM paNa paraspara darzana (bodha) bheda (cha sthAnavALo) hoya che. draSTAmAM bheda paDatAM darzanamAM bheda paDe. A rIte gaNadharone bhagavAna sUryanI jema prakAza Ape. bhagavAnanI A parArtha saMpadA che. (21) amayathAIi | * abhaya ApanAra eka mAtra bhagavAna ja che. ahIM maLatA pATho khUba ja mahattvapUrNa che, ApaNI sAdhanA mATe khUba ja upayogI che. bhagavAna bodhi Ape te pahelA abhaya, cakSu, mArga ane zaraNa A cAra Ape che. bodhi kAMI eTaluM sastuM nathI. bodhi meLavatAM pahelA A cAra meLavavA paDe. dIkSA (Aje maLatI) haju sastI che, bodhi sastI nathI. bhagavAnanA bahumAnathI ja abhaya Adi maLatA hovAthI 182 * * * * * * * * * * *

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e ApanAra bhagavAna ja kahevAya. keTalAya loko evA hoya che: "gurudeva ! ApanuM nAma lauM chuM ne mAruM kAma thaI jAya che. A badhuM ApanuM ja che.' AvA loko bahumAna dvArA meLavI letA hoya che. meLavI lIdhA pachI jemanA bahumAnathI maLyuM tene ja teo dAtA mAne che. ApaNo mokSa bIjo koI nathI aTakAvato, bhagavAna ane guru pratyeno ApaNo abahumAna - bhAva ja aTakAve che. | vAMcIne A grantha mAtra pUro karavAno nathI, paNa jIvanamAM utAravAno che. e daSTie ja vAMcajo ane sAMbhaLajo. bhava-nirveda (viSaya-vairAgya) bhagavAnanA bahumAnathI ja pragaTe. bhagavAna para bahumAna-bhAva pragaTyo tyAre ja kahevAya jayAre viSayo viSa jevA lAge, viSayo nIrasa lAge, svAdahIna lAge, bhagavAna ja eka mAtra rasAdhirAja lAge. mohanIya AdinA kSayopazama vinA bhagavAna para bahumAna bhAva pragaTe nahi. zama-saMvega vagere samyam - darzananA lakSaNo che, paNa saMgha para vAtsalya, guNI para bahumAna vagere kAryo che. samyagU - dRSTi jyAM guNa jue tyAM ja jhUke. te bIjAnA rAI jeTalA guNane pahADa jeTalo mAne. potAnA rAI jeTalA doSane pahADa jeTalo mAne. thoDalo paNa guNa parataNo, dekhIne harSa mana ANa re; doSa-lava paNa nija-dekhatAM nirguNa nija-AtamAM jANa re." - upA. yazovijayajI, amRtavelI sajajhAya. ApaNe AnAthI UduM ja karIe chIe. mokSaprApaka dharma zI rIte saMbhavita bane ? kahe, kalApUrNasUrija * * * * # # # # # # # 183

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T A. vada-5 17-10-2000, maMgaLavAra bhagavAna vitA kadI cittatI caMcaLatA na maTe. - rAga-dveSane jItanAra jina kahevAya. jItavA prayatna karanAra jaina kahevAya. samatA vinA rAga-dveSa jItI zakAtA nathI. ApaNane sAmAyika (sarva virati) maLyuM che. tenAthI rAga-dveSa vadhI rahyA che ke ghaTI rahyA che ? yAda rahe : daMDathI ghaDo banAvI paNa zakAya ne phoDI paNa zakAya. A jIvanathI rAga-dveSa jItI paNa zakAya, ane vadhArI paNa zakAya. "huM mokSamArga tarapha cAlI rahyo chuM' evI pratIti na thAya to A jIvana zA kAmanuM ? mokSamArganI prApti bhagavAnanA bahumAna vinA thatI nathI. bodhi pahelAnI abhaya Adi cAra cIjo bhagavAnanA bahumAna vinA maLatI nathI. A pAMceya (bodhi sahita) bhagavAna vinA bIje kyAMyathI maLavAnI nathI. * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * kahe. 184 * * * * *

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- karaNa eTale nirvikalpa samAdhi. te mATe dhyAna joIe. te mATe cittanI nirmaLatA joIe, sthiratA joIe. ApaNuM mana satata caMcaLa che ane malina che. sAta bhaya ApaNI pAchaLa paDyA che. AthI mana caMcaLa che. bhaya eTale ja cittanI caMcaLatA. bhagavAna vinA cittanI caMcaLatA kadI nA maTe. bhagavAna nirbhaya banAvanArA che. mATe ja teo abhayadAtA kahevAyA che. . saMsArathI nirveda paNa bhagavAnanA bahumAnathI ja pedA thAya che. bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA guNo taraphano pakSapAta eTale ja saMsAra taraphanI napharata. janma-maraNarUpa saMsAra mukhya nathI, viSaya-kaSAya ja mukhya saMsAra che. te tarapha napharata jAgavI e ja bhava-nirveda che. jJAnAdi guNo tarapha prema jAgavo te ja bhagavAna paranuM bahumAna che. A zarIra apAyayukta che. saMpatti vipattinuM sthAna che. saMyogo nazvara che. badhuM ja vinazvara che. AvI vicAraNA dvArA Akhare viSaya-kaSAya para napharata pedA karavAnI che. A zarIra to makAna che. makAnanI marAmata karo tyAM sudhI haju vAMdho nahi, paNa makAnanI marAmatamAM tenA mAlika (AtmA) ne sAva ja bhUlI jAva te kema cAle ? che A loka, paraloka, corI, akasmAta, AjIvikA, mRtyu, apayaza A mukhya sAta bhaya che. Aje to mANasa AvA aneka bhayothI gherAyelo che. sarakAra, guMDA, cora, grAhaka, bhAgIdAra vagereno keTalo bhaya akasmAtano bhaya paNa Aje ocho nathI. vAhanonA akasmAto keTalA thAya che ? AkhuM bhAvanagara hamaNA bhUkaMpanA bhayathI kevuM tharatharatuM hatuM ? A sAta to mukhya bhaya che. bAkI enA 700 prakAro paNa thaI zake. gaNi muktiyadravijayajI : mukhya bhaya kayo ? pUjyazrI H tamane je satAve te tamArA mATe moTo bhaya. kaha. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * - 2 * * * * * * * * * * 185

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badhAnI alaga-alaga prakAranI paristhiti hoya te pramANe teno bhaya tene satAvyA kare. bhaya caMcaLatA ho je pariNAmanI re cittanI caMcaLatA covIseya kalAka rahetI hoya to samajavuM: mana covIseya kalAka bhaya-grasta che. svasthatA meLavavI hoya to bhagavAna sivAya bIjo koI ja upAya nathI. meLavavI che ? havenA pAMca sUtro khUba ja gaMbhIra che. ahIM spaSTa lakhyuM che : abhaya Adi pAMceya bhagavAna vinA kyAMyathI na ja maLe. bhagavAna para bahumAna AvyuM eTale bhagavAna tamArA hRdayamAM AvI ja gayA. jyAM bahumAna che, tyAM bhagavAna che. eTale ja bhaktane kadI bhagavAnano viraha paDato ja nathI. A ja vAta gurumAM paNa lAgu paDe che. sAcA ziSyane kadI guruno viraha naDato ja nathI. kAraNake hRdayamAM guru para bahumAna satata raheluM ja che. abhaya AvatAM AtmAnuM svAthya Ave. svAthya eTale mokSadharmanI bhUmikAnI kAraNarUpa dhRti. dhRti eTale pracalita vairya artha nahi karavAno, paNa AtmAnA svarUpanuM avadhAraNa te dhRti. AvI kRti, AvuM abhaya paNa jIvanamAM na AvyuM hoya to mokSanI AzA zI rIte rAkhI zakAya ? haju taLeTI paNa na pahoMcyA hoIe to dAdAnA darzananI AzA zI rIte rAkhI zakAya ? abhaya na hoya to vihita dharmanI siddhi zI rIte thAya ? samIpavartI bhayanA upadravothI citta vAraMvAra parAjita thatuM hoya tyAM dharma zI rIte janme ? samyagadarzananI prApti tamArA cittanI svasthatAnI apekSA rAkhe che. 186 * * * * * * * * * * * * * :

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A. vada-9 18-10-2000, budhavAra je guNa gAva te guNa tamAro. prabhanI koI karuNA najara paDI ane gata janmamAM ApaNe koI puNya kArya karyuM jenA prabhAve dharma sAmagrI yukta Avo janma maLyo, jyAM arihaMta jevA deva viSe tathA temanA dharma viSe sAMbhaLavA maLyuM. mAtra sAMbhaLavAthI bhagavAnanA guNo AvatA nathI, te jIvanamAM UtAravA paDe che. dukAnamAM mAla jo Ine khuza thaI jAva, teTalA mAtrathI mAla maLato nathI, kiMmata cUkavavI paDe che. jo ke dukAnano mAla joIne tame khuza thAva to tamane kAMI na maLe, paNa bhagavAnanA guNo joIne rAjI thAya to paNa kAma thaI jAya. e guNo tamane maLI jAya. guNono prAraMbha kyAMthI karavo? bhava-nirvedathI. bhava eTale saMsAra. = = = = = = = = 180.

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saMsAra eTale viSaya-kaSAya. jyAM viSaya-kaSAya utkaTa hoya tyAM badhA doSo utkaTa hovAnA. bhagavAna pratye bahumAna bhAva pragaTatAM ApaNA guNo pragaTavA mAMDe che, citta svastha thavA mAMDe che. mATe ja svasthatA bhagavAna Ape che, ema ahIM kahyuM che. citta jyAre jyAre capaLa hoya tyAre tyAre vicArajo : citta caMcaLa zA mATe che ? je je zabdAdinuM grahaNa karIe tenA - tenA vicAro AvavAnA ja. AthI mana caMcaLa thAya che. kAjaLanI koTaDImAM rahelA ApaNe kALAza na lAge tevI rIte rahevAnuM che. pAMceya Indriyo tarapha doDatI vRttione rokavAnI che. te vRttione aMdara paDelo aDhaLaka khajAno batAvavAno che. bhagavAna pratyeno pakSapAta to ja thayo gaNAya jo viSayonI vimukhatA hoya. bhavAbhinaMdI kadI bhagavAnano bhakta banI zakato nathI. viSayo pratyeno vairAgya bhagavAna pratyenA bahumAnane sUcave che. viSayo pratyeno vairAgya na hoya to buhamAna pragaTyuM nathI, ema nakkI mAnajo . - bhagavAna to sva-padavI ApavA taiyAra che, paNa ApaNAmAM yogyatA joIe ne ? bhagavAnamAM guNono prakarSa pragaTelo che. guNo bhagavAna pAsethI ja maLaze. A badhA padArtho pU. haribhadrasUrijIe ahIM adbhuta rIte kholyA che. kroDa-kroDa vaMdana karIe temanA caraNomAM. roga-rahita zarIra svastha kahevAya, tema potAnA svabhAvamAM rahelo AtmA svastha kahevAya. teno bhAva te svAthya kahevAya. "samarthanA (bhagavAnanA) khoLe huM beThelo chuM. bhaktane sadA Avo bhAva rahe che. AthI ja e kadI asvastha nathI banato. bhayabhIta nathI banato. bhagavAnamAM guNa prakarSa sAthe puNya-prakarSa paNa che. acijya zakti paNa che. AthI ja temanAmAM paropakArano paNa prakarSa che. 188 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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guNa prakarSa vinA aciMtya zakti nathI AvatI. aciMtya zakti vinA abhayaprada zakti nathI AvatI. abhayaprada zakti vinA parArthakaraNatA pragaTI zakatI nathI. darzana, jJAna ane cAritranA kramanI jema A krama paNa samajavA jevo che. | parArthakaraNatA meLavavI hoya to abhayaprada zakti joIe. e mATe aciMtya zakti joIe. aciMtya zakti meLavavI hoya to guNano prakarSa joIe. A cAra bhagavAnamAM che, mATe ja bhagavAna abhaya ApI zake che. pU. haribhadrasUrijI ahIM bilakula spaSTa che : vakhya ddha siddhiriti AnA para paMjikAkAra zrI municandrasUrijI lakhe che : "viSya: zva, na svataH nAgi maceSyaH' eTale ke svathI paNa nahi ke parathI paNa nahi, bhagavAna pAsethI ja abhayanI prApti thAya che. - jhaverInA game teTalA vakhANa karo e kAMI jhaverAta tamane na Ape, paNa bhagavAna eTalA dayALu che ke tame mAtra temanA guNonuM gAna karo ane e guNo bhagavAna tamane ApI de. je guNa gAva te guNa tamAro thaI jAya. paMcasUtramAM ArAdhanAno krama A pramANe che : zaraNAgati, duSkRtagaha ane sukRta anumodanA. paNa eka ahaMkAra ekeya guNane AvavA deto nathI. ahaMkArI na zaraNuM svIkArI zake na svaduSkatonI gaha karI zake, na para-guNonI anumodanA karI zake. | duryodhanane koI guNI na dekhAyo, yudhiSThirane koI doSI na dekhAyo. lAge che : haju paNa ApaNI AMkha duryodhananI ja che. koI guNI dekhAto ja nathI. pachI zAnI anumodanA ? potAno ekeya doSa dekhAto ja nathI. pachI zAnI gaha ? jAtamAM guNo hoya to ja bIjAne guNo ApI zakAya. eka paNa doSa haze tyAM sudhI cena na paDavuM joIe. dhIre-dhIre guNo meLavatA raho. eka sAthe guNo nahi maLe. gRhastha jema dhIre-dhIre dhana meLave, tema guNa meLavatA raho. jha jha = = = = * * * * * * 189

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je je guNa joItA hoya te te guNa joIne rAjI thatA ja jAva. je guNane joIne tame rAjI thayA e guNa tamAro thaI gayo. kyAMya paNa tame guNa juo, Akhare enA mULa bhagavAnamAM dekhAze. sarva guNo para eka mAtra bhagavAnanI mAlikI che. eka kaMpanIno mAla tame koIpaNa dukAnamAMthI lo, paNa Akhare e mAla e ja kaMpanIno ne ? dukAnano mAla to ocho thAya, paNa ahIM guNo to jema ApatA jAva tema vadhatA jAya. eTale ja upA. yazovijayajI jevA bhagavAnane prArthe che : bhagavantamArI pAse to anaMta guNono khajAno che. ekAda guNa mane ApI do to vAMdho zuM che ? emAM vicAravAnuM zuM ? sAgaramAMthI ekAda ratna letAM zuM khAmI Ave ? sAgaramAM to hajue ochA thAya, paNa ahIM to ochA thavAno koI savAla ja nathI. Ama eTalA mATe kahuM chuM : tame eka mAtra bhagavAnane pakaDo. bhagavAnane kahI do : dezo to tumahI bhaluM, bIjA to navi yAcuM re." - upA. yazovijayajI. bhagavan! Apane choDIne mAre bIje kyAMyathI mAMgavuM ja nathI. AnA sivAya bIjuM zuM karavA jevuM che ? ApaNe to evI pravRttimAM jIMdagI pUrI karIe chIe : jenAthI lokothI prazaMsA maLyA kare. have huM tamane pUchuM : lokothI prazaMsA thAya to sAruM ke niMdA thAya to sAruM ? tamArI prazaMsA thAya to tamAruM yazanAmakarma khape. tamArI niMdA thAya to tamAruM apayaza nAmakarma khape. have kaho : zu sAruM ? ApaNI jiMdagInI samagra pravRttionuM kendra loka-raMjana nathIne ? lokaraMjana nahi, lokanAtha (bhagavAna)nuM raMjana karo. 190 * * * * * * * * * * * * * :

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- A. vada-7 19-10-2000, guruvAra zvAsa vitA na cAle to samatA vinA zI rIte cAle ? 0 ApaNuM sAmAyika AjIvana che. eno artha e thayo : jIvanabhara samatA rahevI joIe. samatA ApaNo zvAsa banavA joIe. zvAsa vinA na cAle to samatA vinA zI rIte cAle ? A ja muni-jIvanano prANa che. zrAvaka to sAmAyika pUruM karI le, pachI kadAca samatAmAM na rahe to hajue cAle, sAdhu samatAmAM na rahe te kema cAle ? "huM AtmA chuM' eTaluM satata yAda rahe to ja samatA satata rahI zake. paNa Azcarya che : bIjuM badhuM yAda rAkhanArA ApaNe AtmAne ja bhUlI gayA chIe. jAnamAM vararAjA ja bhUlAI gayo che. je vartana ApaNe ApaNI jAta sAthe karIe chIe, tevuM ja vartana * * * * * * * * * * * * * 191

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jagatanA sarva jIvo sAthe ka2vAnuM che. bhagavAna sarva jIvone samAnarUpe gaNe che. bhagavAnane tyAM koI mArA-tArAno bheda nathI. sarvajantusamasyA'sya na parAtmavibhAgitA / yogasAra. ApaNe emanA mArge cAlanArA chIe. ApaNAthI mArAtArAno bheda zI rIte thaI zake ? bhagavAna to sUryanI jema koIpaNa bheda vinA sarvatra kRpA-prakAza relAvI rahyA che. sUrya to haju asta thaI zake. rAhuthI grasta ke vAdaLathI DhaMkAI zake che. bhagavAna to sadA udaya pAmI rahyA che, sadA prakAza relAvI rahyA che. karuNAnA prakAzane pakaDavA mAtra ApaNe sanmukha thavAnI jarUra che. A ArhatI karuNA amuka ja kALe nahi, sarva kALe ane sarva kSetre varasI rahI che. e jo na varasatI hoya to vizvamAM aMdhAdhUMdhI phelAI jAya. samagra vizvano mUlAdhAra bhagavAnanI A karuNA ja che. arihaMta vyakti rUpe badalAtA rahe che, paNa Arhattva zAzvata che. mATe ja ArhatI karuNA paNa zAzvata che. mATe ja siddharSie upamitimAM saMsArane nagara banAvI susthita (bhagavAna)ne mahArAjA tarIke batAvyA che. A saMsAra nagaranA mahArAjA bhagavAna che, e samajAya che ? e samajavA ja ApaNe A granthano abhyAsa karI rahyA chIe. - ( 6 ) cavastutyALa / cakSuthI ahIM dravya AMkha nahi, paNa viziSTa Atma dharmarUpa tattvanA avabodha (jJAna)nuM kAraNa zraddhArUpa AMkha levAnI che. zraddhA vagarano mANasa AdhyAtmika jagatamAM AMdhaLo ja che. AMdhaLAne bhautika padArtha na dekhAya. zraddhAhInane 52ma cetanA na dekhAya, tattvanuM darzana na thAya. zraddhAnI AvI AMkha abhaya maLyA pachI ja maLe. abhaya eTale svasthatA. citta svastha ane prazAnta bane pachI ja zraddhAnI AMkha maLe. jenA cittamAM abhayanuM avataraNa nathI thayuM te zraddhAnI AMkha mATe AzA na rAkhI zake. ahIM pakSapAta * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 192

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nathI, paNa yogyatAnI vAta che. AMkha vagara jagatanA darzana na thAya. AMtara cakSu vagara AtmAnA darzana na thAya. paNa ApaNe AtmAnA darzana karavA ja kyAM che ? e mATenI koI lagana kharI? keTalA ADA-avaLA viSayomAM phaMTAI gayA chIe ApaNe ? nava pUrva sudhI bhaNelA paNa A cakSu na maLI hoya to AMdhaLA hoI zake che. prakaraNa grantho paNa koNa yAda kare che ? vyAkhyAna emane ema cAle che ne ? prakaraNa granthonI jarUra che vyAkhyAnamAM ? tattvarUci jana thoDalA re.' pU. devacandrajInA 300 varSa pahelAnA uddagAro Aje paNa sAcA ja lAge che. kadAca dareka kALe moTA bhAgano mAnava-samUha Avo ja hoto haze ! AvA paMcama kALamAM to savizeSa Avo ja hovAno ! ne sattao akho ' roja saMthArAporasImAM bolIe chIe, chatAM AtmA yAda nathI Avato. AtmAne bhUlI na jaIe mATe ja to saMthArAporasImAM A vAta goThavI devAmAM AvI che. huM vAto to AvI karato ja rahevAno. bhale tamane game ke na game, paNa vastusthiti to kahevAno ja. kALano paripAka thaze tyAre A badhuM samajAze, eTalI zraddhA che. mane potAne paNa pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.nI keTalIka vAto hotI samajAtI. Aje 20-25 varSa pachI samajAI rahI che. tema tamane paNa bhaviSyamAM A nahi samajAya, evuM huM nathI mAnato. huM AzAvAdI chuM. nirAza karavA A badhI vAto nathI karato. tamArI aMdara A mATe IcchA jagADavI che. IcchA jAgyA pachI AgaLanuM kAma potAnI meLe thaI jaze. * ghebara, jalebI, roTalI, lADu vagere bane e ja ghauMnA loTa, sAkara ane ghImAMthI. mAtra banAvavAnI paddhatimAM pharaka. vAta enI e ja hoya, paNa zAstrakAro alaga-alaga kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 193

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daSTikoNathI kahetA hoya che. anekavidha vAtomAM paNa mULabhUta vAta eka ja haze. tame barAbara jojo. ApaNe badhA bhaNavAnI pAchaLa paDI gayA, jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazama mATe maMDI paDyA. paNa mAtra eTalAthI zuM thaze ? mohanIya karma para phaTako nahi paDe tyAM sudhI kAMI nahi vaLe. huM bhakti para eTale ja jora ApuM chuM. bhakti ja evuM vaja che, jethI mohano parvata cUra-cUra thaI jAya. bhaktithI tame 'sadAgama'nA upAsaka bano cho. sadAgamanA upAsakone moha kAMI na karI zake. moha tamane zIkhave che : jIvo para dveSa karo. bhagavAna tamane zIkhave che : jIvo para prema karo. ApaNe konI vAta mAnIe chIe ? mArI pAse to AvI ja vAto che. tamane game te bolavuM, evuM huM zIkhyo nathI. saMkhyA ghaTI jAya tenI ciMtA nathI. bhagavAne je kahyuM che, zAstromAM je lakhyuM che ne mane e pramANe je gamyuM che, te ja huM kahevAno, tamane game te nahi. gulAbajAMbu AdinA ghaNA svAda cAkhyA. have AtmAno svAda cAkho. e mATe ruci utpanna karo. A ruci vinA AdhyAtmika kSetramAM ApaNe AMdhaLA chIe, eTaluM nakkI mAnajo. * AMkhavALo mANasa rastAmAM sIdho cAle ke ADoavaLo ? svAbhAvika che : dekhato mANasa rastAmAM kyAMya na ja bhaTakAya. zraddhAnI AMkhavALo mANasa AdhyAtmika mArgamAM ADoavaLo na cAlI zake. 194 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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STD) sIdhuM cAlavuM matatuM e ja mArga. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * A. vada-8 20-10-2000, zukravAra kAvya-koza vagereno pU.paM. muktivijayajI pAse (lAkaDIA) abhyAsa karIne mAMDavI (vi.saM. 2013) cAturmAsamAM pU. kanakasUrijI pAse huM gayo ne kahyuM : 'koI saMskRta grantha vaMcAvo.' pUjyazrIe kahyuM : have jAte lagADavA prayatna karo. pArakA bharose kyAM sudhI rahevuM che ? gurudevanA AzIrvAdapUrvaka meM jAte vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM. pAMDavacaritranA eka kalAkamAM mAMDa daza zloko vaMcAtA, paNa je zloka vAMcato te barAbara vAMcato. AthI dhIre dhIre vAMcana evuM khulI gayuM ke koIpaNa grantha hAthamAM AvatAM e besI ja jAya. e cAturmAsamAM tyAre hIra saubhAgya, kumA2pALa caritra, pAMDava caritra vagere - ** 195

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vAMcyA. e ja dhaMdho hato tyAre. bIjo dhaMdho zo hoya sAdhune ? A badhAmAM bhagavAnanI ja kRpA kAma kare che, ema mane satata lAgatuM. AthI ja bhakti para huM vadhu ne vadhu jhoka Apato gayo. Aje paNa ApuM chuM. pU.paM. muktivijayajI ma. kahetA : huM A prAkRta vyAkaraNa ane kozane sAthe laI javA mAMguM chuM. huM kahIza : jina-bhaktine huM bhavAMtaramAM paNa sAthe laI javA mAMguM chuM. mATe ja huM bhakita choDato nathI, bhaviSyamAM paNa nahi choDuM. bIjuM sAthe zuM AvavAnuM ? bhakto, celAo, pustako ke upAzraya vagere sAthe nahi Ave, A bhaktinA saMskAro ja sAthe Avaze, gRhasthone dhana, parivAra, makAna AdinI anityatA samajAvanArA ApaNe eTaluM paNa nahi samajI zakIe? (17) kaviyAdi | bhagavAna mArgane ApanArA che. cittanI avakra gati te mArga che. mArga maLyA pachI mana haMmezA sIdhuM ja cAle. karmano kSayopazama vadhato jAya tema-tema AgaLa-AgaLanA padArtho maLatA jAya, abhaya karatAM cakSuprAptimAM, cakSu karatAM mArga, mArga karatAM zaraNa AdinI uttarottara vadhu ne vadhu kSayopazama dvArA prApti thatI hoya che. deva-guru pa2nI atyAranI ApaNI zraddhA uparachallI che. mAMgI lAvelA ghareNA jevI che. e jatAM vAra keTalI ? kAMIka bIjuM sAMbhaLatAM tarata ja cAlI paNa jAya, paNa jJAna jema jema UMDuM thatuM jAya tema tema zraddhA potAnI bane. svayaMbhU zraddhA jAya nahi. * sApa game teTaluM vAMkuM cAle, paNa daramAM pese tyAre sIdho ja hoya tema viziSTa guNasthAna prAptinA hetu svarasavAhI kSayopazama vizeSamAM mana sIdhuM cAlavA lAge che. mananuM sIdhuM cAlavuM e ja mArga che. dUra-dUranI AzA ApaNe rAkhIe chIe, paNa najIkamAM je tAtkAlika thaI zake tema che, te mATe prayatna karatA nathI. mokSamAM javuM che, paNa samyaktvAdimAM prayatna karavo 196 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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nathI. sameta-zikhara javuM che, paNa gurukuLa sudhI paNa javAnI taiyArI nathI. A eka AtmavaMcanA che. AnAthI bacajo. AvI zikhAmaNo ghaNIvAra ApI cUkyo chuM, "zeThanI zikhAmaNa jhAMpA sudhI." evuM thatuM nathIne ? deva ane guru bahu-bahu to puSTa nimitta banaze, paNa upAdAna AtmA to tamAre ja taiyAra karavo paDaze. tamArA vinA bIjo koI ja nahi karI zake. huM tamane kahyA sivAya zuM karI zakuM ? Ama to mAre A granthamAM jaldI AgaLa javuM che, paNa vacce-vacce tamAre yogya AvI hitazikSAo na Ape to gunegAra gaNAuM ! * mArga eTale cittanI sIdhI gati. ahIM svarasavAhI kSayopazamamAM hetu, svarUpa ane phaLathI zuddha prazama sukhano AnaMda anubhavavA maLe che. e AnaMdane jaNAvavA pU. haribhadrasUrijIe ahIM suvA zabda prayojyo che, paMjikAkAra pU. municandrasUrijIe mullI no artha "suvAsi' karyo che. sukhAsikA eTale prazama sukhanI sukhaDI ! AvI prazamanI sukhaDI huM ekalo khAUM te na cAle, huM badhAne A ApavA mAMguM chuM. amArA phalodImAM bhIkhamacaMdajI jalebI lAvI ghera khUNAmAM besI ekalA-ekalA khAtA. koIne ApatA nahi. kAraNamAM kahetA : huM have keTalA dahADA jIvavAno? tame to ghaNuMya khAvAnA ! huM have keTalA dahADA ? huM Avo kaMjusa thavA mAMgato nathI. prazamanI sukhaDI saune maLe evI bhAvanA rAkhuM chuM. aMdaranA prazama sukhanuM aMtaraMga kAraNa karmono kSayopazama che. bahAranuM kAraNa guru, pratimA Adi che. karmono kSayopazama na thayo hoya to bahAranA kAraNe guru Adi kAMI na karI zake. A prazamanuM sukha dina-pratidina vadhavuM joIe. jo ene vadhAratA nahi rahIe to e ghaTatuM raheze. vepArI je divase na kamAya te divase kaMIka gumAvaze ja. dina-dina vadhatuM jAya te ja sAnubaMdha prazama kahevAya. tra * * * * * * * * * 190

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- A. vada-9 21-10-2000, zanivAra hRdayamAM bahumAna che, tene prabhuno viraha kevo ? * arihaMtanA huM eTale vakhANa nathI karato ke mArA deva che. huM mArA gurunA eTale vakhANa nathI karato ke e mArA guru che. mArA guru che, mATe gurunI prazaMsA karavAmAM ahaMnuM ja poSaNa che. kAraNa ke emAM gurunI mahattA nathI, ahaMnI mahattA che. huM mahAna chuM mATe mArA guru mahAna che, ema AnAthI sUcita thAya che. gautamasvAmI potAnA jIvana dvArA ApaNane saune AvuM kahI rahyA che : huM to abhimAnathI dhUMA-phaMA thato eka pAmara kITa hato. mane vinayamUrti banAvanAra, mane antarmuhUrtamAM dvAdazAMgI racavAnuM baLa ApanAra bhagavAna che. mArA bhagavAna che, mATe vakhANa nathI karato, paNa vAstavikatA ja huM tamane jaNAvuM chuM. 198 * * * * * * * * * * * * ?

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gautamasvAmInA hRdayamAM bhagavAna pratye apAra bahumAna hatuM. jemanA hRdayamAM bhagavAna pratye bahumAna che, temane bhagavAnano kadI viraha paDato ja nathI. 'dUrasthagi Hpaththo, vo cahya dudde sthitaH ' je jenA hRdayamAM hoya te tene dUra hovA chatAM najIka ja che. najIka hovA chatAM bhagavAna dUra che, jo bahumAna na hoya. AvA gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe bhagavAnane nikaTatAthI joyA che, anubhavyA che. ne emaNe je sUtro banAvyA che, te dvArA bhagavAnano mahimA ApaNane jANavA maLe che. bhagavAna pratye jyAM bahumAna ApaNA hRdayamAM jAgyuM te ja vakhate tamArAmAM bhagavAnanI zakti sakriya thaI samajI lo. (17) mahatyA ! cittamAM prazamabhAva utpanna thayelo hoya to samajavuM : ApaNe mArga para chIe. A cAritra dvArA prazama-bhAva na maLyo to zuM maLyuM ? bhojana bhUkha bhAMgavA mATe che. bhojanathI bhUkha ja na bhAMge to bhojanano zo matalaba ? roTalI-zAka-dALa-bhAtanA nAma levA mAtrathI peTa bharAI jatuM nathI. saMthArAporasI, vagere mAtra bolI javA mATe nathI. mArA bolavAthI nahi, tene bhAvita karavAthI hRdayamAM prazamabhAva utpanna thAya che. sAnubaMdha kSayopazamathI maLelo prazamabhAva ja TakI zake, nahi to jato paNa rahe. sAnubaMdhamAM cetanA niraMtara udhvarohaNanA mArge hoya che. niranubaMdhamAM cetanA aTakI jAya che. aTakI jAya tyAre udhvarohaNa pAmatI cetanA nIce jAya. A niyama che. pAkko vANiyo lAkha rUpiyA kamAya, pachI ene ochA na kare, emAM vadhAro ja karato rahe. vANiyAnI A kaLA A arthamAM ApaNe zIkhavA jevI che. kamaThano marubhUti pratye gusso sAnubaMdha hato. AthI ja 10 bhava sudhI cAlyo. doSono anubaMdha to dareka bhavano che. have ApaNe guNono anubaMdha pADavAno che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * 199

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je doSa mATe pazcAttApa ke prAyazcita na thAya te doSa sAnubaMdha bane. je guNa mATe pazcAttApa ke prAyazcita thAya te guNa sAnubaMdha na bane. kliSTa karma na baMdhAya, te sAnubaMdha na thaI jAya tenI ApaNe satata kALajI rAkhavAnI che. haribhadrasUrijI ahIM lakhe che : anya (ajaina) yogAcAryo paNa mArganI (prazamabhAvanI) A vAta anya zabdomAM svIkAre che. emanA zabdo A rahyA H 'pravRtti, parAkrama, jaya, AnaMda ane RtaMbharA.' A karmayoganA (praNidhAna yoganA nahi) bhedo che. paMjikAkAra municandrasUrijIe haribhadrasUrijInA bhAvone bahu ja suMdara rIte kholyA che. jAte anubhava karyA vinA AvA bhAvo kholI zakAya nahi. SoDazakamAM praNidhAna, pravRtti, vighnajaya, siddhi ane viniyoga A pAMca Azaya batAvelA che, te A saMdarbhamAM yAda ka2vA jevA che. samyag darzana pahelA traNa karaNo che H yathApravRtti karaNa, anivRttikaraNa ane apUrvaka2Na. anivRttikaraNa vakhate jagatanA tamAma jIvone AnaMda eka sarakho hoya, evuM mane yAda che. kAMI bhUla thatI nathI ne ? pU. bhAgyezavijayajI : Apane to bhagavAna bhUla karAve ja nahi. pUjyazrI : vRddhAvasthA che. smRtimAM garabaDa thAya paNa kharI. bhUla hoya to jaNAvajo. pravRttimAM apUrvakaraNAdi, parAkramamAM pravRtti pachInuM kArya, vIryollAsa dvArA apUrvakaraNathI AgaLanI bhUmikA, jayamAM vighnajaya, AnaMdamAM samyag darzananI prAptino AnaMda, RtaMbharAmAM samyag darzana pUrvaka bhagavAnanI pUjA vagereno samAveza karI zakAya. lavara 200 - kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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D bhagavAta tattva - ciMtana ApIne zaraNa Ape che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 A. vada-10 22-10-2008, ravivAra (18) saraLavyAnuM / bhayathI vyAkuLa banelAne bhagavAna AzvAsana Ape che. jIvo bhayabhIta che tenuM kAraNa aMdara paDelA rAga-dveSanA saMskAro che. bhagavAna ja A rAga-dveSanuM zamana karI zake. bhayathI Artta (pIDita) jIvonuM trANa karavuM te zaraNa che. zaraNa eTale AzvAsana ! 'cintA na kara. tAro roga maTI jaze.' DaoNkaTaranA ATalA vAkya mAtrathI dardIne AzvAsana maLe tema bhagavAna ApaNA bhAva roga mATe AzvAsana Ape che. ApaNe badhA dardI ja chIene ? A saMsAramAM narakAdirUpa duHkhanI paraMparA che, rAga-dveSAdirUpa saMkaleza che. bhagavAna A badhAmAMthI mukta banAve che. * 201

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bhagavAna kAMI hAthathI pakaDIne tamane zaraNa na Ape, paNa tamArA hRdayamAM tattvacintana Ape. tattva - cintana jene maLI gayuM, te kadI rAga-dveSathI duHkhI nahi banavAno. phalodInA phulacaMdajI jhAbaka AvA tattvacintaka zrAvaka hatA. caudasa jevA divase rAtre pauSadha kare tyAre rAtanA ekabe paNa vAgI jAya. AvA tattvacintakane kadI rAga-dveSa na thAya, vyAdhimAM asamAdhi na thAya. aMtima samaye temane bhayaMkara pIDA thayelI, paNa kyAMya UMhakAro nahi ke caherA para vedanAnI koI asara nahi. pU.paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI ma. ne aMtima samaye bhayaMkara pIDA hatI, paNa tattvaciMtaka hatAne ? mATe ja vyAdhimAM samAdhi rAkhI zakyA. mAMdagImAM temaNe piMDavADAthI AdhoI cAturmAsamAM (vi.saM. 2033) patra lakhelo. te patramAM temaNe lakheluM : pIDA pArAvAra che, paNa mana "rUpono nakSaUT1' nA ciMtanamAM rahe che. anuprekSA (svAdhyAyano 4tho prakAra) dvArA ciMtana - zakti pragaTe che. dareka padArthonI anuprekSA karo to ja e bhAvita bane. svAdhyAyanA chellA be prakAro (anuprekSA ane dharmakathA) upayoga vinA kadI thaI zake nahi. vAcanA Adi traNamAM upayoga na hoya e haju banI zake, paNa upayoga vinA anuprekSA ke dharmakathA na ja thaI zake. bhagavAna AvA tattvaciMtananuM dAna karIne rAga-dveSamaya saMsAramAM tamane zaraNa Ape che. tattvadaSTA kadI rAganA prasaMgamAM rAgI ke dveSanA prasaMgamAM hepI na bane. game tevI ghaTanAmAM te AtmasvabhAvathI calita na ja thAya. A tattvaciMtana mATe ahIM "vividiSA' zabda prayojAyo mane anekavAra anubhava che : koI zAstra-paMkti na besatI hoya to huM sthApanAcAryane bhAvapUrvaka vaMdana karIne besuM. citta svastha bane. ne uparathI karuNA varasatI hoya tema lAge. agharI lAgatI paMkti tarata ja besI jAya. 202 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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bahumAnapUrvaka vAMcelu hoya to ja paMktinuM rahasya hAthamAM Ave. * vividiSA eTale tattvacintana mATenI tIvra IcchA ! jijJAsA. A hoya tyAre zuzruSA, zravaNa, grahaNa, dhAraNa, vijJAna, Uha-apoha ane tattvano abhiniviza (Agraha). buddhinA A ATha guNo pragaTe. Uha eTale samanvaya athavA sAmAnya jJAna. apoha eTale vyatireka athavA vizeSa jJAna. cintana upayogI kyAre bane ? satzAstromAM tattvanuM nirUpaNa hoya che. gurugamavaDe te rahasyo khule che. tenuM ciMtana jIvane upayogI che. kyAre ? jo te sAdhaka ekAMtamAM che to AtmabhAvamAM sthira thAya che. ane vyavahAramAM che to mananA vicArane, vANInA vyApArane zArIrika kriyAne tattvamaya rAkhe che. arthAta azubha ho ke zubha tene nathI zoka ke nathI ha te to AtmAmAM saMtuSTa che. jo A yogomAM te jAgRta nathI to tenI tattvadaSTi zuSka che, je bhavasAgara taravAmAM prayojAbhUta banatI nathI. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 203

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R A. vada-11 23-10-2000, somavAra cittamAM prasannatAno saMbaMdha rAgAdinI maMdatA sAthe che. (18) saranAdi | che. bhagavAna keTalAkane sUrya jevA prakAze, keTalAkane dIpaka jevA prakAze. jevI jenI yogyatA. varasAda sarakho ja paDe che. tamArA maTakA pramANe ja tame pANI bharI zako. varasAda sarakho ja paDe che. tame khetaramAM ja vAvo tene UgADe : ghauM hoya ke bAjarI ! bAvaLa hoya ke AMbA ! pANIne koI pakSapAta nathI. bhagavAnanI vANIne paNa koI pakSapAta nathI. tamArI yogyatA pramANe te pariName. bhagavAnanI vANIthI zrI saMghamAM zaktino saMcAra thAya che. Aje paNa e zakti kArya karI rahI che. bhagavAna bhale mokSamAM gayA hoya, zaktirUpe ahIM ja che. bhagavAna ja abhaya 204 * * * * * * * * = * * kahe.

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Adi Ape. ahIM bhagavAnanuM svayaM kartutva bhale gauNa hoya, paNa bhakta mATe bhagavAnanuM kartutva ja mukhya che. bhojana taraphathI svayaM kartutva bhale gauNa hoya. kAraNa ke bhojana banAvavAnI, cAvavAnI, pacAvavAnI badhI ja kriyA ApaNe ja karI che. bhojana potAnA taraphathI saMpUrNa niSkriya che. chatAM bhojane ja tRpti ApI evuM ApaNe nathI mAnatA? pANIe ja tarasa chIpAvI, evuM nathI mAnatA ? bhojana ane pANI vageremAM nimittanI mahattA svIkArIe chIe, mAtra bhagavAnamAM A vAta svIkAratA nathI. bhagavAna bhale svayaM taraphathI niSkriya che, chatAM ApaNA mATe e ja mukhya che. bhojana sivAya tame patthara vagerethI bhUkha na bhAMgI zako. pANI sivAya tame peTrola vagerethI tarasa na chipAvI zako. bhagavAna vinA tame anyathI abhaya Adi na pAmI zako. - zaraNAgati adbhuta padArtha che. guru pAse kevalajJAna na hoya chatAM temanA zaraNe Avelo kevaLajJAna pAmI zake. chabastha gautamasvAmInA 50 hajAra ziSyo kevalajJAna pAmI gayelA. gurunuM zaraNa paNa ATaluM sAmarthya dharAvatuM hoya to bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM zuM na kare ? tame kahezo : to pachI bhagavAnanA zaraNe rahelA gautamasvAmI svayaM kevaLajJAna kema na pAmyA ? gautamasvAmIne bhagavAnanI bhakti ja eTalI mIThI lAgI ke emane kevaLajJAnanI khAsa paDI nhotI. "muktithI adhika tuja bhakti muja mana vasI." e paMktinuM teozrI jIvaMta dRSTAMta hatA. potAnA jIvanathI kadAca ApaNA jevAne teo ema samajAvavA mAMge che : tame gurubhakti pAchaLa badhuM ja gauNa karajo. eka guru-bhakti haze to badhuM ja maLI jaze. bhagavAna bhayabhIta prANIne abhaya Adi ApanArA che. bahAranA bhayothI ja nahi, aMdaranA rAga-dveSa AdithI jIva khUba parezAna che. bahAranA bhayo parezAna na ja karI zake, jo aMdara rAga-dveSa na hoya. rAga-dveSAdi ja mukhya vidvala * * * * * * * * * * # # 205

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karanArA paribaLo che. jenA e khatama thaI gayA ke maMda thaI gayA te to game tevA prasaMgamAM abhaya rahe, game tevI ghaTanAmAM svastha rahe. mRtyuthI paNa tene bhaya na hoya. AnaMdaghanajInI jema te bolI zake : "aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge.' jeTalA aMze bhagavAnanI zaraNAgati AvatI jAya, teTalA aMze ApaNe rAgAdi paribaLothI mukta thatA jaIe. - zazikAntabhAI : zaraNAgati to saMpUrNa hoya ne ? AMzika zaraNAgati zI rIte hoI zake ? pUjyazrI : evuM nathI. jIvo potAnI yogyatA pramANe zaraNAgati svIkAratA hoya che. saMpUrNa zaraNAgati ghaNI dUranI cIja che. jema jema bhakta bhagavAnanuM zaraNa svIkArato jAya tema tema te bhagavAnanI zaktino anubhava karato jAya, potAnI aMdara rAgAdine maMda thatA joto jAya, cittamAM prasannatA vadhI rahI che, tema paNa tene pratIti thatI jAya. cittamAM prasannatAno saMbaMdha rAgAdinI maMdatA sAthe che. rAgAdinI maMdatAno saMbaMdha zaraNAgati sAthe che. bhagavAna tattvadarzana ApIne zaraNuM Ape che. bhagavAnanuM tattva pAmelo jIva AthI ja bhayaMkara vyAdhi vacce paNa samAdhimAM magna hoya, bhagavAna tamArA hRdayamAM tattvajJAnanI sthApanA karIne zaraNa Ape che, hAtha pakaDIne nahi. zuzruSA Adi buddhinA ATha guNothI ja bhagavAnanuM tattva pAmI zakAya che. bhagavAnanuM tattvajJAna tame bIjAne ApatA raho. bhaktanuM A ja kAma hoya che : bhagavAna pAsethI leto rahe che ne jijJAsuone Apato rahe che. buddhinA ATha guNo emane ema nathI maLatA, mahApuNyodaye maLe che. buddhino ekeka guNa maLato jAya ne anaMta-anaMta pApanA paramANuono vigama thato jAya, ema AgamapuruSo kahe che, ema pU. haribhadrasUrijI ahIM kahe che. che. saMskRta para gujarAtI TabbAovALI kRtio ghaNI 206 * * * * * * * * * * * * kA

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haze, paNa gujarAtI kRti para saMskRta TIkA hoya tevo eka ja grantha che : dravya-guNa-paryAyano rAsa.' "jainomAM koI vidvattApUrNa grantho nathI. jaina sAdhuo mAtra rAsaDAo gAya che." jainetaroe kahelA AkSeponA javAbamAM A grantha pU. upA. yazovijayajIe banAvyo hato. - mohanIya, jJAnAvaraNIya Adi cAreya ghAtI karmono vigama thAya tyAre ja buddhinA ATha guNo maLe che. ghAtI karmonA vigama vinA paNa buddhinA ATha guNo che, ema jaNAya kharuM, paNa e AbhAsa samajavo. bahArathI samAna dekhAya, paNa phaLamAM ghaNo pharaka paDe. ahIM nirmaLa buddhinI vAta che. ghAtI karmonI maMdatA vinA buddhimAM nirmaLatA pragaTatI nathI. mohayukta buddhi mahattvAkAMkSAthI bharelI haze : huM barAbara bhaNIza to loko mArI pUjA karaze, pUjA karaze, nahi bhaNuM to koNa pUchaze ? karma-kSaya ke Atma-zuddhino koI Azaya tyAM jovA nahi maLe. A vAtane pU. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che ke anya AdhyAtmika AcAryoe (yogimArga praNetA avadhUta AcAya) svIkArI che. pustaka "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie kahyuM. anubhavanI 9 aTArIethI AlekhAyela pustakono anubhava zuM jaNAvIe ? pustaka ja AdaraNIya banI jAya che. - sAdhI zaziprabhAzrI surata kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * F = * * * * * * * * * * 200

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9 kalAka A. vada-1 2 24-10-2000, maMgaLavAra malita citta bhagavAnanA zaraNathI ja nirmaLa bane. - bhagavAnanuM ananya zaraNa laIne sAdhanA karIe to mokSane siddha karI ApanArI tAkAta ahIM ja maLe. malinatAnA kAraNe citta caMcaLa rahe che. malinatA mohanA kAraNe Ave che. malina citta bhagavAnanA zaraNathI ja nirmaLa bane. nirmaLatA AvatAM ja citta sthira banavA mAMDe. sthiratAno saMbaMdha nirmaLatA sAthe che. caMcaLatAno saMbaMdha malinatA sAthe che. caMcaLatA para-gharamAM laI jAya che. nirmaLatA sva-gharamAM laI jAya che. Azcarya che ! ApaNe svagharamAM ja javA IcchatA nathI, pa2gharane ja sva-ghara mAnI lIdhuM che. piyA ! para-ghara mata jAo." ema cetanane ja uddezIne kahevAyuM che. 208 * * * * * * * * * * * * * ?

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cetana atyAre pudgalanA gha2mAM bhaTake che. bhagavAnanuM zaraNa ja para-gharathI bacAvI sva-gharamAM sthira banAve. vinayane samajavA mATe jema caMdAviya che, tema eka zaraNAgati padArthane samajavA causaraNapayannA che. ajaina adhyAtmaciMtaka avadhUta AcArye kahyuM che : bhagavAnanA anugraha vinA tattvazuzruSA vagere buddhinA guNo pragaTatA nathI. pANI, dUdha ane amRta jevuM jJAna tenAthI pragaTatuM nathI. bhagavAnanI kRpA vinA dharma sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA UMgha lAvavA rAjA kathA sAMbhaLe tenA jevI che. viSaya-tRSNAne dUra karanAruM jJAna karmanA viziSTa kSayopazamathI ja janme. abhakSya (gomAMsa) aspRzya (cAMDAla sparza) nI jema tevuM jJAna (viSaya - tRSNAne vadhA2nAruM jJAna) ajJAna ja kahevAya. bhagavAnanI zaraNAgatithI ja sAcuM jJAna maLe. sAcA jJAnanI nizAnI A che : viSayo viSa jevA lAge. avirati UMDI khAI lAge. ahIM siddhAcala para rAmapoLa pAse UMDI khAI che ne ? jotAM ja kevI bIka lAge ? zaraNAgatino artha A H bhagavAna mArA para karuNA vRSTi karI rahyA che, evI anubhUti thAya. zaraNAgatanA hRdayamAM maitrInI madhuratA hoya, karuNAnI komaLatA hoya, pramodano paramAnaMda hoya, mAdhyasthyanI maheka hoya. AthI pratIti thAya : mArA para bhagavAna kRpA varasAvI rahyA che. bhagavAnane kaMIka arpaNa karIe to ja bhagavAna taraphathI kRpA maLe. kanyA sAsare jaIne zaraNAgati svIkAre to tene pati taraphathI badhuM ja maLe che. patine te eTalI samarpita thaI jAya che ke potAnA saMtAno pAchaLa paNa patinuM ja nAma lagADe che. bhakta bhagavAnanI prItimAM potAnuM nAma, bhaktimAM potAnuM rUpa, vacanamAM potAnuM hRdaya ane asaMgamAM potAnuM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 209

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Atma dravya bhagavAnamAM DUbAvI de che. bhagavAnane tame saMpUrNa samarpita bano te ja kSaNe prabhu tamane potAnuM saMpUrNa svarUpa samarpita karI de che. koThImAM rahelA bImAM vRkSa na pragaTI zake. azaraNAgata AtmAmAM prabhu kadI pragaTI na zake. zaraNAgati vinA mohanuM sAmrAjya kadI khatama nahi thAya. mohamAM paNa mithyAtva mohanIya bhayaMkara che. mithyAtva mohanIyathI jIva chatI AMkhe AMdhaLo bane che. badhI vAsanAonuM mULa kAraNa mithyAtvanI aMdhatA che. e aMdhatAne TALanAra sadguru che, bhagavAna che. pravacana aMjana jo sadguru kare, dekhe parama nidhAna.' - pU. AnaMdaghanajI. A badhuM bane pachI ja bodhi maLe. zaraNAgati vinA kadI bodhi (samyag darzana) maLatuM nathI. mATe ja 'saraLavyAna' pachI 'vohiyALuM' lakhyuM che. bhagavAnanuM nirvANa kalyANaka (dIvALI) ane besatuM varSa najIka AvI rahyA che. dIvALI ane navA varSanuM ja A bheTaNuM prabhu taraphathI maLyuM che, ema mAnajo. (19) vohilyAnuM / bodhi eTale jina-dharmanI prApti. traNa karaNa pAmIne rAga-dveSanI tIvra gAMTha bhedIne maLatuM samyagdarzana te bodhi che, je zama-saMvegAdi lakSaNothI jaNAya che. anyadarzanIo Ane (samyagdarzanane) 'vijJapti' kahe che. samyagdarzana pUrve thatA traNeya ka2No samAdhi sUcaka che. samAdhimAM mananuM (vicAronuM) mRtyu thaI jAya che, paNa upayoga kAyama rahe che. zarIrathI khorAkano khyAla AvI jAya. 'pIno devatta: vivA na mu' 'jADo devadatta divase khAto nathI.' te bhale divase nahi khAto hoya, paNa rAtre to khAto ja haze ! nahi to ATalI hRSTa-puSTatA kyAMthI ? jADo mANasa jo ema kaheto hoya ke meM 200 upavAsa karyA che to nakkI kaMIka * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 210

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AvuM samajavuM : nahi to upavAsanI asara zarIra para kema na jaNAya ? zama-saMvega e mukhyatAnI dRSTie krama che. utpattinI dRSTie utkrama samajavo. eTale ke pahelA AstikatA pragaTe. pachI anukaMpAdi pragaTI chelle zama pragaTe. abhaya Adi pAMceya uttarottara phaLarUpe maLe che. eTale ke abhaya maLe tene cakSu maLe. cakSu maLe tene ja mArga maLe. mArga maLe tene ja zaraNa maLe. zaraNa maLe tene ja bodhi maLe. abhaya na maLe tene cakSu na ja maLe. cakSu na maLe tene mArga na maLe. ema uttarottara samajavuM. abhaya ja cakSunuM, cakSu ja mArganuM, mArga ja zaraNanuM, zaraNa ja bodhinuM kAraNa bane che. Atma-zakti eka samartha mahApurUSamAM jeTalI zakti pragaTa thaI che, teTalI zakti sAmAnya manuSyamAM paNa hoya che. paraMtu e samartha purUSoe bhautika jagatanA pralobhanomAM veDaphAI jatI zaktione aTakAvI Atma-sphuraNA vaDe paramatattvamAM joDI ane tene pragaTa karI. jyAre sAmAnya manuSyanI zaktio jamInamAM bIja ropyA pachI jaLa siMcana ke khAtara nahi ApelA anaMkurita bIja jevI thaI jAya che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * 211

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bhagavAtato sahAro laIne laDatAro 212 1) tap tes ]ps A. vada-13 25-10-2000, budhavAra haribhadrasUrijIno prayatna bhagavAna pratye bahumAna pedA karAvavA mATeno che. bhagavAna pratye bahumAnabhAva jAgI gayo to AgaLanI bhUmikAo svayaM sulabha banatI javAnI. sainika, senApati ane rAjAnA baLathI nirbhaya banIne laDe che. bhakta guru ane bhagavAnanA baLathI nirbhaya banIne laDe che. bhaktane bhaya kevo ? bhagavAnano sahAro laIne laDanAro Aja sudhI kadI hAryo nathI. koIpaNa durvicAra Ave te gurune jaNAvo, bhagavAnane jaNAvo. guru pAsethI upAya maLatAM ja bhaya bhAgI jaze. atyAre bhale dravyathI dIkSA maLI gaI hoya, paNa * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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vAstavika pAtratA to abhaya, cakSu AdinA kramathI ja maLaze. abhaya, cakSu AdimAM kramazaH kSayopazama-bhAvanI vRddhi thatI rahe che. kSayopazama-bhAvamAM na samajo to huM kahIza : AtmAnI zuddhi vadhatI rahe che. kSayopazamanI vRddhi niraMtara thavI joIe. vacce tame aTakI jAva te na cAle. pagathIAmAM rokAtA-rokAtA cAlo to upara kyAre pahoMco ? ApaNI A takalIpha che : thoDuMka karIne mUkI daIe chIe. dharma-kriyAmAM sAtatya nathI rahetuM. sAtatya vinA siddhi kevI ? sAtatya siddhidAyam | kyAreka sAdhaka ekAMgI banatAM paNa takalIpha UbhI thaI zake che. kyAreka koIka jJAnamAM paDe che to kriyA choDI de che. dhyAnamAM DUbe che to gurune choDI de che. Ama ekAMgI banavAthI paNa saphaLatA na ja maLe. Atmazuddhi vadhatI jAya tenI nizAnI A che : cittamAM prasannatA vadhatI jAya, jIvanamAM madhuratA vadhatI jAya. A dhIThaDA AtmAne vAraMvAra samajAvazo to ja ThekANuM paDaze. nahi to jaldI pIgaLe evo A jIvaDo nathI. khorAkane tame barAbara cAvo to zakti maLe. mane potAne vAparatAM eka kalAka thAya. tattvajJAnane paNa A rIte cAvo. eTale ke cintana karo. to ja aMdara bhAvita banaze, pachI AtmA kSaNe-kSaNe yAda Avaze. AMkhanI kiMmata vadhAre ke jonAra AtmAnI ? paganI kiMmata vadhAre ke cAlanAra AtmAnI ? kAnanI kiMmata vadhAre ke sAMbhaLanAra AtmAnI ? jenA kAraNe A AkhI jAna nIkaLI che, e vararAjAne (AtmAne) ApaNe bhUlI gayA nathIne ? che. ahIM paradarzanIya gopendra parivrAjakanA zabdo TAMkyA che. gopendra parivrAjakane "mAvape' kahIne haribhadrasUrijIe sanmAnyA che. keTalI vyApaka dRSTi ? keTalI * * * * * * * * * * * * 213

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guNadaSTi ? gopenTe kahyuM che : jayAM sudhI prakRtino adhikAra aTake nahi tyAM sudhI dhRti, zraddhA, prazamabhAva, tattva - jijJAsA, vijJapti (bodhi) vagere guNo pragaTe nahi. kadAca pragaTelA dekhAya to e mAtra AbhAsa samajavo. asalI nahi, nakalI guNo samajavA. abhayathI dhRti, cakSuthI zraddhA, mArgathI prazamabhAva, zaraNathI tattva - jijJAsA ane vijJaptithI bodhi levAnA che. mAtra zabdamAM pharaka che. abhaya, cakSu, mArga, zaraNa ane bodhinA dAnathI ja Ane upayogasaMpadA kahevAI che. koIpaNa vastu bIjAne kAmamAM AvatI hoya to ja enuM mUlya che. upayogamAM na Ave tenuM koI ja mUlya nathI. bIjAne upayogI banazo to ja tamArI pAse je guNa-zakti vagere haze te vadhaze. guru-ziSyane jJAna Ape che to gurunuM jJAna ghaTaze ke vadhaze ? padArthamAM rasa che, paNa jyAM sudhI jIbha sAthe teno saMsparza na thAya tyAM sudhI rasa anubhavAto nathI. bhagavAna karuNAsAgara che, anaMta guNonA bhaMDAra che, paNa hRdayathI jyAM sudhI bhagavattAno saMsparza thato nathI tyAM sudhI e bhagavattA anubhavAtI nathI. bhagavAnanA 14 hajAra sAdhu, 36 hajAra sAdhvIjI, 1 lAkha pa9 hajA2 zrAvaka, 3 lAkha 18 hajAra zrAvikAoe bhagavAnanI bhagavattAno anubhava karyo hato. bhagavattAnI anubhUti vinA ApaNe sAcA arthamAM saMghanA sabhya banI zakIe nahi. 214 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 =

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A. vada-3) 27-10-2000, zukravAra ahaMkAra dUra thayA vinA guNAnurAga pragaTato nathI. (20) thampayAdi | - sAkSAt bhagavAna maLI paNa jAya toya zuM thayuM ? bhagavAnane oLakhavA AMkha joIe. 363 pAkhaMDIo paNa bhagavAnane sAMbhaLe, paNa sAMbhaLyA pachI kahe zuM ? A to ADaMbara che, ADaMbara ! ADaMbarathI aMjAI nahi javAnuM ! gozALo Ama ja kaheto hato ne ? mahAvIrane huM pahelethI oLakhuM chuM. huM jayAre sAthe hato tyAre e sAcA sAdhaka hatA. have to vAtAvaraNa taddana badalAI gayuM che. na sAdhanA rahI che, na tapazcaryA ! have to devAMganAo nAce che, cAmaro vIMjhAya che ! siMhAsana para bese che ! vItarAgIne Avo ThaThAro zAno ? bhagavAna maLyA pachI paNa * # # # # # # # # # x = 215

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bhagavAnane oLakhanArI AMkha pAse nahi hoya to kazuM vaLavAnuM nathI. mATe ja vIravijayajI kahe che : yogAvaMcaka prANIA, phaLa letAM rIjhe; puSkarAvartanA meghamAM, magazela na bhIMje. bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLatAM yogAvaMcaka AtmAne ja AnaMda Ave. bhavAbhinaMdI to magazelIo patthara che. puSkarAvarta jevI dezanA paNa tene bhIMjavI na zake ! bahumAna vinA tame bhagavAnanI paNa dezanA sAMbhaLo to paNa vyartha che. je kRtinuM paNa tamAre rahasya samajavuM hoya to tenA kartA pratye bahumAna hovuM ja joIe. pU. devacandrajI vagere para bahumAna na hoya to temanI kRtionuM hArda nahi ja samajAya. guNa-bahumAna muktinuM dvAra che. guNAnurAga kulakamAM tyAM sudhI lakhyuM che : guNa-bahumAnIne tIrthaMkara sudhInI padavIo paNa durlabha nathI. ahaMkAra dUra thayA vinA guNAnurAga pragaTato nathI. bhagavAnanI sauthI moTI kRpA ApaNA ahaMkArane dUra kare, e che. IndrabhUtino ahaMkAra haTyo pachI ja teo bhagavAnanI bhagavattA joI zakyA. ahaMkAra haTyA pachI ja dharma-zravaNanI yogyatA pragaTe che. ahaMkAranuM AvaraNa jema jema dUra thatuM jAya tema tema tamane sAmI vyaktinA guNo dekhAtA jAya. jema jema guNo dekhAya tema tema tenA pratye bahumAna pragaTatuM jAya, te te guNo tamArI aMdara pragaTatA jAya. doSa tarata ja AvI jAya che, guNo jaldI AvatA nathI, enuM eka ja kAraNa che : hRdayamAM doSo tarapha pakSapAta che, bahumAna che, guNo ta2pha nathI. vyAkaraNa, kAvya, koza vagere zA mATe bhaNavAnA che? vyAkaraNa vyAkaraNa mATe nathI bhaNavAnuM, kAvya kAvya mATe nathI bhaNavAnuM, paNa AgamamAM praveza karavA mATe A badhuM * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 216 ***

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bhaNavAnuM che. AgamanuM jJAna paNa AtmajJAna pAmavA bhaNavAnuM che. prakaraNa grantho to AgamarUpI samudramAM javA mATenI nAvaDIo che. mAtra prakaraNa grantho bhaNIne aTakI javAnuM nathI, Agama-samudranuM avagAhana karavAnuM che. saMpUrNa Agamo bhaNI na zakIe kadAca, AgamAnusArI jIvana jIvI na zakIe kadAca, paNa tenI IcchA pedA thaI jAya to paNa kAma thaI jAya. IcchA-yoga paNa jevI-tevI cIja nathI. bhagavAna dezanA dvArA dharma (zrAvaka-sAdhuno cAritra dharma) Ape che. zrAvaka dharma ane sAdhu dharma kone kahevAya ? haribhadrasUrijI kahe che : (zrAvakadharmaH) aNuvratAyupAsakapratimAgatakriyAsAdhyaH sAdhudharmAbhilASAtizayarUpaH AtmapariNAmaH, sAdhudharmaH punaH sAmAyikAdigatavizuddhakriyAbhivyaGgyaH / sakalasattvahitAzayAmRtalakSaNaH svapariNAma eva / bAra aNuvrata, agIyAra pratimA Adi kriyAothI sAdhya, sAdhudharmanI abhilASArUpa AtmapariNAma te zrAvaka dharma. sAmAyikAdigata zuddha kriyAthI abhivyakta thato sakala jIvonuM hita thAya tevA vicArothI bharelo AtmapariNAma te sAdhudharma che. @GM ? kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka maLyuM. hajI to hAthamAM ja lIdhuM che paraMtu, 'First Impression is last Impression...' prathama daSTie ja prabhAvika che. - gaNi rAjyAzavijaya somavAra peTha, punA che . kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * 210

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1) - bhAva hatuM. gautamasvAmInuM ataMta labdhionuM mULa bhagavAna pratyeno samarpaNa 218 saMvata 2057 kA. suda-1 28-10-2000, zanivAra nUtana varSa prAraMbha... AjathI nUtana varSano prAraMbha thaI rahyo che. caturvidha saMghanI ArAdhanA nirvighna thAya mATe ApaNe tyAM navasmaraNa saMbhaLAvavAnI paraMparA che. pavitra girirAjanI chAyAmAM nUtana varSe mAMgalika sAMbhaLavuM parama saubhAgya mAnajo . dhyAnathI sAMbhaLajo. A zabdomAM evI tAkAta che, je jIvanane maMgalamaya banAve. (nava smaraNa pachI) pUjya AcAryadeva zrI klAprabhasUrijI : bhagavAna pratyenA bhakti * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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bhAvathI zrI gautamasvAmI anaMta labdhidhara banyA hatA. zrI gautamasvAmI saunA hRdayamAM vaselA che. emanuM nAma maMgalarUpa gaNAya che. emanuM nAma levA mAtrathI vighno dUra thAya, kArya saphaLa thAya che. gautamasvAmI pAse sauthI moTI labdhi samarpaNanI hatI. anaMta labdhinuM mULa bhagavAna pratyeno samarpaNabhAva hato. pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI : Aje nUtana varSe navasmaraNa, gautamasvAmIno rAsa vagere sAMbhaLyuM. sarva vighnono nAza karanAra navasmaraNa pAse hovA chatAM ApaNe bIje doDIe chIe. keTalAka smaraNo to saMghane nirvighne ArAdhanA karAvavA ja racAyelA che. uvasaggaharaMmAM bhagavAna pAse gaNadharonI mAMgaNI che : he bhagavan ! mane bodhi Apo. sAce ja bhagavAnanA prabhAva vinA gaNadharone paNa bodhi maLatI nathI. koThImAM raheluM bIja potAnI meLe na Uge, tema bhagavAna vinA ApaNI bhagavattA kadI na ja pragaTe. aneka janmomAM ekatrita karelA puNyathI ja Avo dharma AvA bhagavAna maLyA che ! kevI bhUmikA para ApaNe AvI gayA ? amane saMyama maLyuM. tamane enI abhilASA maLI. A ochI vAta che ? bhaviSyanA sAdhu Adi A saMghamAMthI ja utpanna thavAnA ne? mATe ja saMgha guNaratnonI khANa che, bhagavAnane paNa namanIya che. AjanA divasane maMgalamaya banAvavo hoya to tame koIne koI niyama avazya lejo . tame pratijJA lezo e ja guru-dakSiNA haze. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 219

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vi.saM. 2017 kA. suda-1 28-10-2007, zanivAra bhagavAna pratye bahumAna vadhatuM jAya tema tema saMsAra TUMko thato jAya. aneka janmonA ekatrita thayelA puNyodaye A zAsana maLyuM che. zAsana pratye bahumAna jAge te mokSanI nizAnI che. sarva guNo mAM mukhya guNa bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA zAsana pratye bahumAna jAgavuM te che. bhagavAna para bahumAna eTale bhagavAnanI aciMtya zakti ane bhagavAnanA anaMta guNo para bahumAna che ! zAstro dvArA bhagavAnanI mahattA jaNAtI jAya tema tema ApaNo AtmA vadhu ne vadhu namra banato jAya. AthI puNya puSTa thatuM rahe, AtmA zuddha thato rahe. bALapaNamAM bhagavAna ApaNane kevA lAgatA hatA ? jIva vicAra,

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Avazyaka sUtronA artho jANyA pachI bhagavAnanI oLakha vizeSa thaIne ? arihaMtanA bAra, siddhanA ATha vagere guNo jANavA maLatAM emanA pratye vizeSa bahumAna thatuM gayuM. AvA bhagavAnanA Agamo kevA haze ? tema jANavAnI IcchA vadhatI gaI. bahumAna be prakAre : (1) hetu bahumAna : bhagavAnanA atizayo vagere para bahumAna. (2) satya bahumAna : bhagavAnanI Atma - saMpatti para bahumAna. IndrabhUtimAM prathama to hetu - bahumAna ja thayeluM. pachI AtmasaMpatti jANatAM satya bahumAna pedA thayeluM. hetu satya bahumAnathI re, jina sevyA zivarAja' - pU. devacandrajI. jeTaluM bahumAna jAta ane jAtanI zaktio para che. teTaluM bahumAna bhagavAna para kyAM che ? ahaMne eTalo moTo banAvI dIdho che ke ApaNane badhA ja vAmaNA lAge che. koIne namavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. huM ane koIne namuM ? hada thaI gaI ! Avo vicAra bAhubalI jevAne paNa AvI gayelo. carama zarIrIne paNa Avo vicAra naDato hoya to ApaNe kaI vADInA mULA ? emaNe to e ahaMne phagAvI dIdho. ApaNe ene (ahaMne) paMpALI rahyA chIe. saMjavalana ahaM 15 divasathI vadhu na Take. jIvanabhara ahaM raheto hoya to e anaMtAnubaMdhI na kahevAya ? bhagavAna AgaLa paNa ahaM na jAya to bIje kyAM javAno ? 5 Aje besatuM varSa che. ahIM AvyA tyArathI (caitra mahinAthI) lagabhaga vAcanA cAlu rahI che. tabIyata AdinA kAraNe kadAca koI divasa baMdha rahI hoya to judI vAta che. huM to roja gaNyA karuM : keTalo samaya gayo ? have keTalA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 221

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rahyA ? huM 1980mAM janmyo kadAca huM 100 varSa paNa TakuM toya 24 varSathI vadhu na rahuM ne ? pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H 24 to pAkAne ? Apa to vacanasiddhane ? pUjyazrI H vacanasiddha kadAca houM to paNa bIjA mATe, mArA mATe nahi. AnA parathI preraNA levAnI che. maraNanI vicAraNA paNa keTalA badhA anarthothI bacAvI de ? mane yAda nathI : meM bacapaNamAM koI jhagaDo karyo hoya. na jhagaDo karatAM AvaDe, na karAvatAM AvaDe. pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H jhagaDo zamAvatAM AvaDe. - pUjyazrI : keTalAka evA paNa hoya ke jhagaDo na paNa zamAvI zake. te vakhate huM mArI azakti ane mArI khAmI jouM! te vakhate huM yAda karuM : "atre pIvA mavA' __ 'yena janena yathA bhavitavyam tad bhavatA durvAraM re' je mANasanI jevI bhavitavyatA hoya tene bhagavAna aTakAvI zakyA nathI, samajAvI zakyA nathI tyAM ApaNe koNa ? bhagavAna pratyenA bahumAnanI mAtrAthI ja ApaNo saMsAra dIrgha che ke TUMko che, te jANI zakAya. je jJAna meLavavA varSo sudhI mahenata karIe te bhaktithI sahajamAM maLI jAya, evo mAro anubhava che. sUtra sAme AvatAM ja enuM rahasya samajAI jAya, emAM huM prabhunI kRpA jouM chuM. jyAre bahu TenzanamAM houM (audayika bhAva to kharo ne ?) tyAre AvA sUtro, zloko vagere khUba ja upayogI bane. ApaNe sUtro, zloko vagere bhaNyA kharA, paNa upayoga keTalo karIe ? ApaNI A ja mUDI che. koI vepArI jo mUDInuM dhyAna na rAkhe to tenA 'TAparA" (chAparA) UDI jAya. mRtyu vakhate A ja kAmamAM AvavAnuM che. koI poTalA, pustako ke ziSyo vagere kAma nahi Ave. 222 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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nakkI karI lo : A janmamAM samyagdarzana meLavavuM ja pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI H enA mATe korsa batAvI do. ekAda varSamAM meLavI laIe. - pUjyazrI : e to mArA hAthamAM kyAM che ? eka yathApravRttikaraNano ja korsa eTalo lAMbo che ke kadAca anaMtA janmo nIkaLI jAya. carama yathApravRttikaraNa AvyA pachI ja samyagdarzananI pUrvabhUmikAnuM nirmANa thAya. jayAM sudhI hRdayanI dharatI kheDIne taiyAra na karIe tyAM sudhI bIjanI vAvaNI zI rIte thaI zake ? Aje savAre ja meM vAta karelI : koThImAM rahelA bI na Uge tema bhagavAna vinA AtmA paramAtmA na bane. anAjanI vRddhi karavI hoya to vAvavuM ja paDe eTaluM to kheDUta paNa jANe che. bIje vRkSa anaMtatA re, prasare bhU-jala yoga; tima muja Atama saMpadA re. - pU. devacandrajI ApaNI zakti para ja eTalA mustAka chIe ke kyAreya bhagavAna ke gurunI samakSa jhukatA ja nathI. name koNa ? bhagavAnanA guNo sarvatra vyApta che. e guNonuM dhyAna karatAM samapatti thAya. potAnA jJAnAdine bhagavAnanA guNomAM ekameka banAvI devA te samApatti kahevAya. pANI dUdhamAM maLI gayuM pachI pANI kyAM rahyuM ? e dUdha banI gayuM. te rIte AtmA kyAM rahyo ? e svayaM bhagavAna banI gayo. te vakhate dhyAtAne apUrva AnaMda Ave che. Avo bhAva A janmamAM maLI zake che. pUrI saMbhAvanA che. chatAM e mATe prayatna ja koNa kare che ? mALA-kAussaga vagere kyAre karavAnA ? UMgha Ave tyAre. gharaDo mANasa kuTuMbamAM nakAmo gaNAya, tema kAussaga AdinI prakriyAne ApaNe sAva nakAmI gaNI. A janmamAM jo A nahi karIe to kyAre karIzuM ? girirAjanI godamAM navA varSe Avo saMkalpa nahi karIe to x + = * * * * * * k 223

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kyAre karIzuM ? niMdA vakhate lAlapILo thaI janAro, vAte-vAte gusso karanAro huM chuM. have mAre badalavuM che. bhagavAnanI bhaktinA prabhAvathI huM badalAIza ja.' - Avo saMkalpa karo. bhagavAnanI bhaktinA prabhAvathI jIvo pratyeno adveSa pragaTe ja. 'sarve te priyabAndhavAH na hi ripuriha ko'pi' - zAntasudhArasa. badhA tArA priyabaMdhu che. ahIM koNa zatru che ? AvuM badhuM bhagavAnanI bhakti, bhagavAnanA zAstro zIkhave che. moha sAme A vicAro zastronuM kAma karaze. zatruo AkramaNa karatAM hoya tyAre zastro bahAra nahi kADhanAra hArI jAya. ApaNe zastro bahAra nahi kADhIne ghaNIvAra hAryA chIe. cAritrA - dharma keTalo durlabha che ? samiti-gupti, pAMca-mahAvrata e vyavahAra cAritra che. A vyavahAra cAritra ja bhAva cAritranuM kAraNa banaze. A vyavahAra cAritra che. aMdara bhAva cAritra mATe pALavAnuM che, e bhUlAvuM na joIe. dhyeya bhUlAI jAya to vyavahAra cAritra kAMI nahi karI zake. jANa cAritra te AtamA, zuddha svabhAvamAM ramato re; lezyA zuddha alaMkaryo, moha-vane navi bhamato re." - pU. upA. yazovijayajI. A bhAva-cAritra che. pU. haribhadrasUrijI to cAritra aMge kahe che : sakalasattvahitAzayAmRtalakSaNaH svapariNAma eva / sarva jIvonA hitapUrNa AzayarUpa amRta lakSaNa AtmAno pariNAma ja cAritra che. AdhAkarmI Adi doSamAM jIvone keTalI kilAmaNA thaze ? huM samiti Adi barAbara nahi pALuM to jIvonI keTalI virAdhanA thaze ? - Avo ja Azaya sAdhunA hRdayamAM ramato hoya. 224 * * * * * * * * * * kA

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amArA pU. ratnAkara vi. kyAreka doSita UkALo levo paDe to raDatA. e UkALo levA amAre emane manAvavA paDatA atyAre to cha-cha mahinA joga karanArA, joga pUrA thatAM ja navakArazImAM besI jatA jovA maLe che. pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ? tyAre padavInuM lakSya hatuM ne ? pUjyazrI : bAhya padavI mATe prayatna karo te karatAM mokSa-padavI mATe prayatna karo to kAma thaI jAya. pAMca padavI che, temAM sAdhu-padavI maLI jAya toya kAma thaI jAya. 170 jina vakhate pUrA vizvamAM 90 abaja sAdhu hoya. atyAre paNa vizvamAM be kroDa kevaLI ane be abaja munio che. kevaLI pachI tarata ja munionI saMkhyAnI vAta jagaciMtAmaNimAM karI che. bolo A muni-padavI keTalI UMcI gaNAya ? ahIM jeTalA navA dIkSito che, jeo zloko vagere kaMThastha karI zake tevA che, teo saMkalpa kare : "A varSe ATalA zloka kaMThastha karavA che." vi.saM. 2039nA amadAvAda cAturmAsa vakhate besatA varSe A vAta meM karelI tyAre eka sAdhvIjIe 11 hajA2 navA bloka kaMThastha karavAnI bAdhA lIdhelI. ne te pUrI paNa karI. kayA-kayA grantha kaMThastha karyA tenuM puruM lisTa amArA para mokaleluM. divasamAM dasa miniTa paNa svAdhyAyamAM saMpUrNa ekAkAra banI javAya to paNa kAma thaI jAya. paNa e mATe 10 kalAkanI mahenata joIe. aNuvisphoTa emane ema nathI thato. ' have darzananI zuddhi mATe kahuM. bhakto mATe TAIma tame ghaNo kADho cho, bhagavAna mATe keTalo kADho cho ? huM mAtra bolato nathI. evuM karIne boluM chuM. tame jANo cho : bhakti mATe huM keTalo samaya kADhuM chuM. bhaktimAM samaya jAya che, ema huM nathI mAnato. huM to ema mAnuM chuM H A ja samaya saphaLa bane che. A badhuM baLa * * * * * * * * * * * 225

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bhagavAna ja pUruM pADe che. nahi to mArAmAM zI zakti ? cAritrAmAM jayaNA vagere mATe prayatnazIla banajo. ratnatrayI zuddha banaze to mana zuddha banaze. ratnatrayInI ArAdhanAmAM UjamALa bano tevI AjanA navA varSe zubhecchA che. tame abhigraha lezo to e ja utkRSTa guru-dakSiNA thaze. abhigraha pUro thAya tyAre mane jarUra jaNAvajo. - saMgItakAra : azoka gemAvata Aja naye varSa ke dina AzIrvAda lene AyA hUM - khuda gADI calA kara AyA hUM / bahuta gIta banAye hai gurudeva ke / Aja jo mujhe pasaMda hai, vaha bolUMgA / jo jinazAsana ke kAja kara diyA, arpaNa jIvana sArA nApUTUrijhI hamArA... phalodI nagara meM janma liyA hai, pAbudAna kA pyArA / khammAdevI kA pyAra milA, akSaya hai AMkhoM kA tArA / guru tIsa varSakI vayameM bana gaye, zAsana kA sitArA kalApUrNasUrijI hamArA... nizcaya ane vyavahAra bhagavAne nizcaya ane vyavahAra be dhamAM upadezyA che. tattvaSTi/svarUpadRSTi te nizcaya dharma che ane te dRSTi pramANe bhUmikAne yogya pravRtti, AcArAdi vyavahAra dharma che. baMne dharma rathanA be paiDA jevA che. ratha cAle tyAre be paiDA sAthe cAle che. 226 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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rAmApIra kA. suda-2 29-10-2000, ravivAra prabhu pratye ApaNA hadayamAM aturaNa pragaTe eTale prabhUto aggraha ApaNane maLe ja maLe. 0 (20) thampayAIi | tIrtha ane tIrthakara banne taraNatAraNa jahAja che. eno artha e thayo ke caturvidha saMghano pratyeka sabhya paNa taraNa-tAraNa jahAja che. subuddhi maMtrIe potAnA rAjAne jainadharmapremI banAvelo tevo ullekha Ave che. mayaNAe zrIpALane dharmamAM joDelo. buddha-bodhita badhA sAdhuo thI pratibodhelA hoya che. sAdhvIjIthI paNa pratibodhita bane. eTale caturvidha saMghano ekeka sabhya taraNatAraNa jahAjanuM kArya karI rahyo che. yogyatA AvyA pachI dharma AvatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. guru game tyAMthI AvI ja jAya. na Ave to devo paNa vega ApI de. raNasaMgrAmamAM ajitasena rAjAne = = = = = = = = = = = = 220

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vairAgya thayo to devoe veSa Apelo. jo ke to paNa pUrvajanmamAM guru bhagavAna vagere kAraNa kharA ja. hRdayamAM bhagavAna pratye anurAga jAge eTale tarata ja bhagavAna taraphathI vaheto anugrahano pravAha ApaNAmAM AvavA lAge ja. kAzImAM bhaNIne AvelA, moTA vAdIone harAvanArA mahAna tArkika pU.upA. yazovijayajI jevA jyAre bhagavAnanI bhaktine sArabhUta gaNAvatA hoya tyAre vicAravA jevuM nahi ? AgamoddhAraka pU. sAgarajIe kaheluM che : upA. yazovijayajInA granthomAMthI eka akSaranI paNa bhUla na nIkaLI zake. e to haribhadrasUrijInA avatAra hatA. rAga emane ema na jAya. kAMTo kAMTAthI jAya, tema rAga rAgathI jAya. saMsAranA rAgane prabhunarAgamAM vALavo, e ja bhaktinuM bIja che. bhagavAna para bahumAna jAge to bhagavAnanA vacana para paNa bahumAna jAge ja. taLe gItA tabbA' A bhagavAnanuM vacana che. eTale ja bhakti Akhare virati tarapha laI jAya. (21) tha yAdi | bhagavAna jIvonI bhavyatA (yogyatA) mujaba dezanA Ape, yogyatAthI vadhu nahi. AnaMda Adi zrAvako mATe bhagavAne kadI sarvaviratino Agraha nhoto rAkhyo. - bhagavAna dezanAmAM zuM kahetA haze ? haribhadrasUrijIe Apelo namUno juo : pravINaviroSe bhava: | A Akho saMsAra saLagatuM ghara che. haidrAbAdamAM huM nAno hato tyAre pAMca mALanA eka thiyeTaramAM nIce Aga lAgelI. pAMcame mALe loko sinemA jotA hatA. te vakhate loko zuM kare ? sinemA jovA bese ke bacavAnI kozIza kare ? saMsAra baLatuM ghara che. ema haju lAgyuM nathI. lAge to eka kSaNa paNa zI rIte rahI zakAya ? * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 228 * * * * * * * * * *

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cAre bAjuthI bhaya lAgato hoya tyAre ja sAcA arthamAM zaraNuM svIkAravAnuM mana thAya. mane potAne gRhasthapaNAmAM be-cAra varSa sudhI Avo anubhava thayelo. saMsAramAM rahuM kharo, paNa vedanA pArAvAra ! chakAyanI hiMsA kyAM sudhI karavAnI ? manamAM satata vedanA rahetI ! AvA bhAva sAthe dIkSA lIdhI hoya to ahIM AvyA pachI chakAya pratye keTalo prema UbharAya ? nivAsaH zArIrAdiduHkhAnAm / 0 A saMsAra to zArIrika Adi duHkhono nivAsa madrAsamAM hatA tyAre evA keTalAya keso jovA maLatA, je jotAM hRdaya kamakamI UThe. ATha varSanA bALakane kiDanI phela ! eka varSanA bALakanA hRdayanuM vAlva kAma na kare ! koI bALakane poliyo ! ApaNe badhA roga laIne ja janmatA hoIe chIe. roga nathI Avato e mahApuNyodaya mAnajo. ayogya jIva jarA samajadAra thAya eTale mAbApane choDI de. ayogya vidvAna thAya eTale gurune choDI de. ayogya pUjanIya thAya eTale bhagavAnane choDatAM paNa vAra keTalI ? rohagupta, jamAli vageree AvuM ja kareluM ne ? je bhagavAne dIkSA ApI, 11 aMga bhaNAvyA, e bhagavAnanuM eka vAkya mAnatAM zuM takalIpha hatI ? paNa mithyAtva - yukta abhimAna aMdara beTho hoya ne ? e ema thavA na de. mArA parama upakArI pU. rAmacandrasUrijInA pravacanothI ja mane saMsArathI vairAgya thayelo. teo Avo vairAgya pamADavAmAM ekkA hatA. rAjanAMdagAMvamAM pU. rUpavijayajI pAse emanA jaina pravacano AvatA. gujarAtI nA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 229

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AvaDatuM chatAM te vAMcavA prayatna karato. e vAMcIne mane saMsArathI vairAgya thayelo. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che : yu phuda vi65: prAraH yataH atidurbhameya mAnuSAvasthA ! ahIM vidvAnoe jarAya pramAda karavA jevo nathI. kAraNake A manuSya avasthA atyaMta durlabha che. 0 yogadaSTi samuccayamAM khAsa lakhyuM : arthIne ja A grantha Apavo. A lalitavistarA mATe paNa pahelA yogyatA batAvelI ja che. vepArI mAla kone Ape ? jarUra hoya tene ja. parANe vaLagADavA jAya to kiMmata ghaTADavI paDe. cAlAka vepArI grAhakanA hRdayamAM IcchA utpanna kare. pUjya kalAprabhasUrijI : Ape A badhuM kareluM ? pUjyazrI : kareluM nahi to jANeluM to kharuM ja. na jANIe to A vANiyAone zI rIte samajAvI zakAya ? Akhare to ApaNe vANiyAnA guru kharAne ? atidurlabhA iyaM mAnuSAvasthA / ahIMthI gayA pachI pharI A avatAra maLavo ApaNA hAthamAM che ? tame bhagavAna pAse bodhi mAMgo paNa kAMI ja ArAdhanA karo nahi to pelA mANasa jevA mUrkha cho. je thALImAM paDeluM jamato nathI ane pachInA bhojana mATe mAMgaNI karato rahe che. gautamasvAmI pramAdI hatA mATe bhagavAna tene vAraMvAra kahetA hatA, evuM to nathI lAgatuMne ? bhagavAna gautamasvAmInA mAdhyamathI samagra vizvane kahetA hatA. A vAcanA mArA mATe ja kahevAI rahI che, ema mAnIne sAMbhaLazo to ja kalyANa thaze. mane to ekeka kSaNanI cintA che. tamane na hoya e bane. tame nAnI uMmaranA kharAne ? haju ghaNuM jIvavAnuM che. kharuMne ? pradhAnaM paralokasAdhanam / 230 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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AvI UMcI kakSAe pahoMcyA pachI A lokanI ja vAhavAhamAM paDyA rahyA, paralokanI jarAya cintA na karI to pachI thaze zuM ? A jIvana paralokapradhAna banAvavuM ja rahyuM. pariNAmakaTavo viSayAH / / pAMceya IndriyonA viSayo pariNAme kaTu phaLavALA che. A IndriyonA viSayomAM jo lepAI gayA to sAdhanA zI rIte thaze? viprayogAntAni satsaGgatAni / saMyoga mAtranI nIce viyoga chUpAyelo che. saMyogamAM AnaMda mANyo to viyogamAM AkraMda karavo ja paDaze. ApaNane ISTano viyoga duHkhakara lAge che, paNa saMyoga ja ISTa nA mAnyo hota to viyoga duHkharUpa lAgata ? patimayAtura-vijJAtavAtamaH | A AyuSyano parapoTo game tyAre phUTI jAya tema che. roja keTa-keTalAnA maraNo sAMbhaLIe chIe ? ApaNA mRtyunA samAcAra paNa koIka sAMbhaLaze, e vicAra Ave che ? paramatattvanuM cintana paramatattvanuM ke paramAtmAnuM citta zuddha bhAvanuM kAraNa bane che. agnimAM nAMkheluM suvarNa pratikSaNa adhika - adhika zuddha thatuM jAya che, tema paramAtmAnI bhaktimAM tenA guNa-ciMtanamAM sAdhaka akhaMDa dhArA rAkhe to teno AtmA paNa vadhu ne vadhu zuddha thato jAya che. prabhubhaktinuM A yogabaLa sarvatra ane sarvadA jayavaMtuM varte che. - pU.A.zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI ga * * * * = = * * * * * * * 231

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kA. suda-3 30-10-2000, somavAra 244'''. ekaDA vagaranA hajAro mIMDAo mUlya - hIna ! ! che bhagavAna vitA hajAro dharmAnuSThAno mUlya - hIna ! * gRhastho mATe traNa ke pAMca, paNa sAdhuo mATe sAta vAra caityavaMdananuM vidhAna che. samyagUdarzananI zuddhi mATe A vidhAna che. samyagadarzana na AvyuM hoya to maLe. maLeluM hoya to vizuddha bane. mokSa ApaNuM aMtima sAdhya che, paNa e to A deha chUTyA pachI, paNa A ja janmamAM sAdhavAnuM zuM che ? sAmAyika - samatAbhAva. samatAbhAva jo na sadhAya to mokSa nahi sadhAya. samatA to ja maLaze jo bhagavAnanI bhakti haze. mATe ja sAmAyika pachI cauvisattho Adi che. samatA sva-baLe nathI maLatI, e mATe bhagavAnane prArthanA paDe che. mATe ja cauvisattho vagere Avazyako 232 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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rAjAne tyAM veTha karanAro jema veTha UtAre, tema ApaNe Avazyako patAvI daIe chIe, paNa emAM ja sAdhanAno arka samAyo che, e samajatA nathI. cha AvazyakomAM sAmAyika tRti che. bIjA pAMca bhojana che. bhojana vinA tRpti zI rIte maLaze ? zarIrane tRpti bhojanathI maLe che. AtmAne tRpti cauvisattho AdithI maLe che. zarIranuM bhojana kadI bhUlAtuM nathI. AtmAnuM bhojana kadI yAda AvatuM nathI. A ApaNI moTI karuNatA che. jAnamAM gayA ho ne vararAjAne ja bhUlI jAva ? ahIM vararAjA (AtmA) ja bhUlAI gayo che. prabhunI mudrA joIne sva-AtmA yAda Ave : oha ! mAruM sAdhya A che ! mAruM bhaviSya che. mArA vikAsanI parAkASThA A che. mAre bhagavAna banavuM che. ekavAra AvI aMdarathI UMDI ruci pragaTe pachI bIjuM badhuM potAnI meLe thaI paDe. (21) tha yAdi | avinIta putrane pitAnI saMpatti na maLe. ApaNe avinIta hoIe to bhagavAnanI saMpatti zI rIte meLavI zakIe ? vinIta banatAM ja bhagavAna taraphathI eka pachI eka bheTa maLavA lAge che. abhaya, cakSu, mArga, zaraNa, bodhi vagere badhuM ja. kharekhara to bhagavAna ApavA taiyAra ja che. bhagavAna mAtra ApaNI yogyatAnI rAha joI rahyA che. yogyatA hoya to ja bhagavAnanI dezanA ApaNane phaLe. je gharamAM (saMsAramAM) huM chuM te saLagI rahyuM che, AvuM jANyA pachI UMghatA mANasa sivAya koI tyAM rahI zake nahi. ApaNe UMghatA chIe ke jAgatA ? saMsAranI A Agane siddhAnta-vAsanAnA baLavALI dharmameghanI vRSTi ja bujhAvI zake. siddhAntano rasa jAge to saMsArano rasa ghaTe ja. atyAre saMsAra (viSaya-kaSAya)nI Aga saMpUrNa to bujhAvI zakAya tema nathI. kAraNake kSAyikabhAva maLe tema nathI. * * * * * * * * * * * * 233

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atyAre to kSayopazama-bhAvathI calAvavuM paDe tema che. kaSAyone ghaTADatA raho. upamitimAM krodhane agni, mAnane parvata, mAyAne nAgaNa (yAda rahe : nAga karatAM paNa nAgaNa bhUMDI che. Avo mANasa vAte-vAte mAyA kare. e kadI DhoMga choDe nahi. amane bhaNAvanAra prajJAcakSu ANaMdajI paMDitajI kahetA : DhoMga, dhatiMga ane pAkhaMDa) ane lobhane sAgara kahyo che. siddhAntanI vAsanAthI ja A kaSAyonI vAsanA haTAvI zakIe. kevA zabdo vAparyA che, ahIM haribhadrasUrijIe ? svapara darzanano keTalo gahana abhyAsa haze emano ? kharekhara haribhadrasUrijI Agama-puruSa hatA. jIvaMta Agama hatA. anubhavI puruSa hovA chatAM kyAMya vyavahAranuM ullaMghana emaNe karyuM nathI. pU. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che : saMsAranI Aga bujhAvo, paNa ApaNe to Aga vadhu bhaDake baLe tema karIe chIe. "Aga lAgI rahI che.' - evI pratIti guru vinA thatI nathI. paNa gurunuM mAne koNa ? jamAno to evo Avyo che ke gurunuM ziSya nahi paNa ziSyanuM gurue mAnavuM paDe che ! AvA vAtAvaraNamAM kalyANa zI rIte thAya ? pU. haribhadrasUrijIe saMsAranI Asakti choDavA, anityatAne bhAvita karavA ahIM "mu04mAtAnu' daSTAMta ApyuM che. eTale ke mANasa pAse mALA ane ghaDAnuM ThIkaruM banne hoya. sAMja paDatAM mALA karamAI jAya to duHkha nahi thAya. kAraNa ke mANasa jANe che : phUlonuM karamAI javuM e svabhAva che. paNa ghaDAnuM ThIkaruM tUTI jaze to du:kha thaze. kAraNa ke temAM nityatAnI buddhi che. mALAnI jema dareka padArthomAM anityatAnI buddhi thavI joIe. Ama thAya to avAstavika apekSA tarata ja chUTI jaze. ja 50 mIMDA che. kiMmata keTalI ? kaMI ja nahi. paNa AgaLa eka ekaDo lagAvI do to ? badhA mIMDA mahattvapUrNa banI jAya. 234 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija * * * * *

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ApaNA badhA janmo ekaDA vagaranA mIMDA jevA vyartha gayA che. samakita vinA badhuM zUnya che. ema mane satata lAgyuM che. AthI ja meM bhagavAnane pakaDyA che, bhagavAnanA sAdhu ane bhagavAnano dharma pakaDyo che. enA vinA samyag darzana nahi ja maLe evI mane satata pratIti thatI rahI che ne zAstrathI evI puSTi maLatI rahI che. bhagavAnane ApaNI koI apekSA nathI, bhagavAna potAnI pUjA thAya evuM IcchatA nathI, paNa emanI pUjA vinA, emanuM zaraNa lIdhA vinA ApaNo uddhAra nahi ja thAya, e nakkI che. para-kRta pUjA re, je Icche nahi re." - pU. devacandrajI. bhagavAnanI zaraNAgati svIkA2vA ahIM pU. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che : vitavyaHjJA - prathAnena ! bhagavAnane sAme rAkhI AjJApradhAna bano. praNidhAnane svIkAro. praNidhAna vinA badhuM ekaDA vagaranA mIMDA jevuM che. sAdhunI sevAthI dharma-zarIranI puSTi karo. sAdhu-sevAthI ja dharmamAM vRddhi thaze. pachI zikhAmaNa ApatAM haribhadrasUrijI kahe che : thAya to zAsananI prabhAvanA karajo. e na thAya to zAsananI apabhrAjanA thAya evuM to kadI ja nahi karatA : rakSArtha prvcnmaalinym| zAsananI apabhrAjanAthI AjJAbhaMga, mithyAtva, anavasthA ane virAdhanA A cAreya doSa lAge, ema chedasUtro vAMcavAthI samajAze. AvuM vidhino AgrahI ja karI zake. AthI sarvatra vidhipUrvaka ja pravRtti karavI. thoDuM paNa thAya, paNa vidhipUrvaka thayeluM haze to anaMtagaNuM phaLa maLaze. vidhi, sUtra vinA jANI na zakAya. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 235

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aak) sUtronA ekeka akSaramAM chUpAyelA che. 236 bico kA. suda-4 31-10-2000, maMgaLavAra A viSama kALamAM A grantha (lalita vistarA) na maLyo hota to vItarAga prabhunI karuNA kadAca jaldI samajI zakAta nahi. Aje paNa juo. ApaNA saMghamAM bhagavAna vItarAga tarIke jeTalA prasiddha che, teTalA karuNAzIla tarIke nathI. ApaNe puruSArtha karIe to bhagavAna maLe e barAbara, paNa ApaNA puruSArthane paNa preraNA ApanAra bhagavAna ja che, e samajavuM paDaze. anaMtA janmonuM puNya ekaThuM thAya tyAre bhagavAnanI karuNA samajAya, eTaluM nakkI mAnajo. pratimAnA darzana vakhate sAkSAt bhagavAnanA darzana karI rahyo chuM, evI buddhi agaNita puNyanA udaya * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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vinA nathI thatI. AthI ja roja darzana karanArA ApaNe samyagadarzana pAmyA chIe ke nahi ? te moTo savAla che. - samyagdarzananI nizAnI zI ? satata ApaNe dehabhAvamAM rahIe chIe ke Atma-bhAvamAM ? A praznanA javAbathI samyagradarzananI prAptino khyAla Avaze. bhagavAnanuM darzana thayA pachI kAMI jovuM game nahi. e samyagadarzananI nizAnI che. kSIrasamudranuM pANI pIdhA pachI khAruM pANI koNa pIe ? gulAbajAMbu khAdhA pachI tuccha bhojana koNa khAya ? parabrahmamAM magna thayelAne sAMsArika viSayomAM ruci zI rIte thAya ? bhagavAnanA upakAro sAMbhaLavAmAM rasa paDato hoya to paNa puNyodaya samajavo. ApaNane vairAgya (bhale e jJAnagarbhita hoya ke du:khagarbhita) thayo temAM paNa bhagavAnano ja prabhAva che, e bhUlazo nahi. badhI jagyAe thatI lAITanuM mULa pAvarahAusa che, tema sarvatra dekhAtA zubhanuM mULa bhagavAna che. vacce kanekSana na hoya to lAITa na maLe. bhagavAna sAthe kanekSana na hoya to bhagavattAnI anubhUti na thAya. avicchinna guru-paraMparAe ApaNane TheTha bhagavAna sudhI joDyA che. avicchinna guruparaMparA ja bhagavAna sAthe ApaNuM joDANa kare che. jyAM bhagavAnane namaskAra thayo te ja kSaNe bhagavAna sAthe anusaMdhAna thAya che. khUTatA tamAma guNo bhagavAna pAsethI ja maLaze, evo bhAva thAya to bhagavAna sAthe anusaMdhAna thayA vinA na rahe. A sUtro (Agamo) bhagavAna sAthe joDanArA taMtuo che. sUtro eTale ja dorI ! nAnapaNamAM dorIthI mAcIsanA bokSa bAMdhI ame ramata ramatA, te yAda AvI jAya che. sUtra to bhagavAnanI vANI che. bhagavAnanI zaktinA vAhaka che A sUtro ! sUtra jo barAbara dhAraNa karIe to sarvatra bhagavAna dekhAze. sUtranA ekeka akSaramAM bhagavAna = = * * * * * * * = = 237.

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chUpAyelA che. zastavamAM "sarvajJAniyAya sarvadhyAnamAya, sarvamAnamathAya, sarvaracanA' ema ema ne ema nathI kahyuM. bhagavAna to sarva jIvonA nAtha thavA taiyAra che, paNa ApaNe temanuM zaraNuM svIkArIe to. ApaNuM yogakSema thatuM nathI. kAraNake bhagavAnanI zaraNAgati ApaNe svIkArI nathI. "vastu vicAre re divya nayanataNo re, viraha paDyo niradhAra; taratama joge re taratama vAsanA re, vAsita bodha AdhAra.' - pU. AnaMdaghanajI. atyAre je bhagavAnanI oLakha ApanArA grantho che, te ApaNA mATe addabhuta che. e grantho vAMcIe to paNa hRdaya nAcI UThe, kartA je bhAvathI zabdo choDe te ja bhAvo ApaNA hRdayane sparze, A niyama che. eTale ja jemaNe hRdayamAM bhagavattAne anubhavI che, temanA zabdo ApaNA hRdayane sparza ja. pU. haribhadrasUrijInA zabdo eTale ja ApaNA hRdayane jhaMkRta kare che. kAraNake te anubhUtinA UMDANamAMthI nIkaLyA che. 0 pravRtti, pAlana ane vazIkaraNa - koIpaNa pratijJAmAM A traNa cIja joIe. A vAta dhammasArahI nA pAThamAM Avaze. eTale ja koIpaNa pratijJA letA pahelA A traNa aMge avazya vicAravuM. brahmacaryavrata to lauM chuM, paNa huM pALI zakIza? tevuM mAruM sattva che ? - ema vicAravuM. A vidhi che. sUtravidhithI AtmabhAva jANavA maLe che. nimitta vagerenI paNa ahIM apekSA rAkhavAnuM pU. haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. mArA AtmAmAM rAga-dveSa, moha, A traNamAMthI kayo doSa vadhu che ? koI vakhate citta ekadama saMkSubdha banI jAya to paNa gabharAvuM nahi. eno pratikAra vicAravo. dA.ta. bhaya dUra karavo hoya to zaraNuM svIkAravuM. 'maya sara pavahA ' - ajitazAnti. abhaya ApanArA bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkAratAM ja bhaya 238 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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bhAgI jAya che. keTalAka to evA Darapoka hoya ke potAnA paDachAyAmAM paNa bhUta jue ne Dare ! bhayamAM zaraNa, rogamAM kriyA (IlAja) ane viSamAM maMtra - e upAya che. 'saraNaM bhae uvAo, roge kiriyA visaMmi maMto' tema rAga-dveSa AdimAM paNa pratipakSI bhAvanA bhAvavI te IlAja che. hArTa vagerenA dardIo khIsAmAM ja goLI rAkhIne phare. jarUra paDe ne tarata ja goLI laI le. ApaNe paNa A catu zaraNa, navakAra vagerenI goLI sAthe ja rAkhavAnI che. sarva pAparUpI viSano nAza karanAra navakAra che. viSa dravyaprANa hare. rAgAdi bhAvaprANa hare. ene dUra karanAra navakAra che. * dareka kSaNe mRtyu cAlu ja che. samaye-samaye mRtyu thaI rahyuM che, e samajAya che ? ApaNe samajIe chIe ke moTA thaI rahyA chIe. ApaNe samajIe chIe ke mRtyu TheTha chelle Avaze, paNa Aje ja bhagavatImAM AvyuM H AvIci mRtyu satata cAlu ja che. kSaNe-kSaNe ApaNe marI rahyA chIe. je kSaNa gaI, e kSaNa mATe ApaNe marI gayA. satata mRtyu dekhAya to anAsakti pragaTyA vinA rahe ? 0. rAga-dveSAdinA nAza mATe udyama karavAthI sopakrama karmono nAza thAya. kadAca nispakrama (nikAcita) karma hoya to paNa tenA anubaMdho to tUTe ja. karmothI gabharAvavAnI jarUra nathI. karmathI dharma baLavAna che. dA.ta. tamane koI para gusso Avyo. tame tamArI bhUla mATe mAphI mAMgI lIdhI. to tamane have bIjI vAra gusso nahi Ave. gusso vagere dUra karavAnA A IlAjo che. je krodhAdi mATe tame pazcAttApa karatA raho cho, te karmo ane tenA anubaMdho tUTatA ja rahe che. je krodhAdi mATe tamane pazcAttApa na thAya, je krodhAdi tamane khaTake ja nahi, pratyuta vadhu sArA ja lAgyA kare, te pApo kadI nahi jAya. e badhA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 239

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nirupakrama samajavA. ahIM kahe che : chatAM tame bhagavAnanI kRpAthI nirupakrama karmonA paNa anubaMdho toDI zako cho. karmo to bhagavAna jevAne paNa nacAve. eka bhagavAna mahAvIra devanA jIvanamAM keTalA utthAna-patana jovA maLe che? bhagavAna jevAne paNa karmo na choDe to ApaNe koNa ? paNa karmo ane tenA anubaMdho ApaNe toDI zakIe chIe, e moTuM AzvAsana che. (22) thamanAya che. bhagavAna dharmanA nAyaka che, svAmI che. tenA cAra lakSaNo (1) tatvazaramAvAn (2) takuttAvAH (3) tAtkAminAr (4) vidhAtAnupapaH | bhagavAne dharmanuM evuM vidhipUrvaka pAlana karyuM ke dharma rAjI-rAjI thaI gayo, emane vaza thaI gayo. nokara sAruM kAma kare to zeTha rAjI na thAya ? vazIkaraNanA paNa cAra kAraNo che : (1) vidhisamAsAdanam (2) niraticAra pAlanam (3) yathocitadAnam (4) dAne ca apekSA'bhAvaH (1) bhagavAne A rIte vidhipUrvaka dharma karyo che. kaMpanIne tame vaphAdAra raho to kaMpanI tamane zAnI choDe? dharmane vaphAdAra rahelA bhagavAnane dharma zI rIte choDe ? (2) uttama dharma - prAptinA cAra kAraNo. (1) kSAyika dharma prApti, (2) parArtha saMpAdana, (3) hIna jIvonA uddhAra mATe paNa pravRtti, (4) tathAbhavyatva. (3) dharmaphaLayoganA cAra kAraNo : sakala sauMdarya, prAtihArya yoga, udAra Rddhino anubhava, tadAdhipatya. (4) thayAtanAva juthabanatva - adhikAnupapatti - pApakSayabhAva - ahetukavighAtAsiddhi. 240 ma jha = * * * * * * * * * * kahe,

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kA. suda-5 1-11-2000, budhavAra ghaDAtI yAtrA : mATIthI kuMbha sudhInI. ApaNI yAtrA : ligothI nirvANa sudhInI. (22) thampanAyaUi . >> khUba parizrama karI Agamo jIvanamAM AtmasAtu banAvI anubhava rasano AsvAda pAmIne ApaNA sudhI Agamo pahoMcADyA, temano ApaNA para asIma upakAra che. svarUpa ane upakAra - banne saMpadAonuM varNana namutthaNamAM gaNadharo dvArA thayeluM che, tene pU. haribhadrasUrijIe barAbara kholyuM che. nigodathI bahAra kADhI TheTha mokSa sudhI pahoMcADanAra bhagavAna che. bhagavAna mokSanA puSTa nimitta cha kAraka paNa emAM upakArI cha kAraka kArya-kAraNa svarUpa che. A ja kAraka vinA dunyavI ke kahe, * * * * * * * * * * 241

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AdhyAtmika koI kArya thaI zakatuM nathI. mATI, piMDa, sthAsaka vagere AkAro dhAraNa karI ghaDo bane te pahelA agnimAM tape che. nigodathI nirvANa sudhInI ApaNI yAtrAmAM ApaNe paNa aneka avasthAomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe ghaDAnI yAtrA : mATIthI kuMbha sudhInI. ApaNI yAtrA : nigodathI nirvANa sudhInI. kuMbhAra vinA ghaDo na bane. bhagavAna vinA mokSa na maLe. gaIkAle ApaNe bhagavAna dharmanAyaka che, tenA cAra mULa hetu joyA. tenA avAMtara 4-4 hetu paNa joyA. (kula 16 hetu thayA.). dharmanuM vazIkaraNa, uttama dharmanI prApti, dharmanuM phaLa, dharmanA ghAtano abhAva - A cAra mULa hetu che. ja dharmanuM vazIkaraNa bhagavAne zI rIte karyuM ? vidhipUrvaka niraticAra dharmanuM pAlana karavAthI. yathocita dAna ApavAthI ane dAnamAM koI paNa jAtanI apekSA (IcchA) nahi rAkhavAthI dharma bhagavAnano sevaka thaI gayo. huM tane jJAna ApuM. tuM mArI sevA kara." A dharma nathI, sodo che. bhagavAne saMpUrNa nirapekSa banI dharmanI sAdhanA karelI. bhagavAne uttama dharmanI prApti karelI che. tenA cAra kAraNo : (1) kSAyika dharmanI prApti, (2) parArtha saMpAdana, (3) hIna vyaktine paNa samajAvavA prayatna karavo, (4) bhagavAnanuM viziSTa koTinuM tathAbhavyatva. bIjA karatAM tIrthakarano kSAyikabhAva utkRSTa koTino hoya. are bIjAnA kSAyika samyagU darzana karatAM paNa bhagavAnanuM kSAyopathamika sabhyan darzana caDiyAtuM hoya. mATe ja tene varabodhi" kahevAya. bhagavAnano paropakAra svabhAva nigodathI ja bIjarUpe paDelo hoya. e ja AgaLa vadhatAM-vadhatAM vikAsa pAme. 242 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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parArthanI ATalI bhAvanA na hoya to caMDakosiyA jevA mATe 15-15 divasa sudhI bhagavAna UbhA rahe ? kamaThane UgAravA ATalo prayatna kare ? bhagavAna parArthavyasanI che. paNa ApaNe svArtha-vyasanI chIe. bhagavAnathI barAbara sAme cheDe chIe. hIna vyakti para paNa bhagavAnanI paropakAranI pravRtti cAlu hoya. ghoDA jevAne pratibodha ApavA bhagavAna paiThaNathI bharUca eka rAtamAM 60 yojanAno vihAra karIne gayelA. parArthanI sahaja bhAvanA vinA AvuM zakya na bane. bhagavAna jo na gayA hota to azvamedha yajJamAM ghoDo homAI javAno hato. bhagavAnanA padArpaNathI tenA dravya ane bhAva banne prANo bacI gayA. ghoDAnA jIve pUrva janmamAM jina-pratimA bharAvI hatI. kareluM eka paNa sukRta kyAreya niSphaLa jatuM nathI. A sukRtanA prabhAvathI ja ghoDAne bhagavAna maLyA hatA. pUrvajanmamAM ghoDAno jIva zrAvaka zeThano nokara hato. AthI ja tene jina-pratimA bharAvavAnuM mana thayuM. sArA pADozIthI keTalo lAbha ? saMgamane sArA pADozI maLelA. eTale ja te zAlibhadra banI zakyo. mammaNane sArA pADozI na maLyA eTale ja te mammaNa banyo. tamane sArA pADozI ahIM bhAratamAM ja maLI zake, paNa tame to amerikA vagere videzomAM bhAgo cho. tamAre videza javAnuM hoya ke videzIo tamArI pAse Ave ? ghoDAne paNa pratibodha ApavA mATeno ATalo prayatna ema kahe che : bhagavAna mAtra rAjA-mahArAjAone pratibodha ApavA prayatna kare evuM nathI. nAnA jIva mATe paNa eTalo ja prayatna kare. AthI ja lakhyuM : dIpi pravRtti: | dharmanuM phaLa bhogavavAnA cAra hetuo che : (1) bhagavAnanuM adbhuta rUpa. (2) prAtihAryanI zobhA. prAtihArya temanI pAse ja hoya, bIjA pAse nahi. * * * * * * * * * * * * * 243

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(3) bhagavAna samavasaraNAdinI bhavya samRddhino anubhava kare che. (4) devo paNa bhagavAnanA prabhAvathI ja AvuM karI zake, potAnA mATe na karI zake. tethI AvA puNyanA mAlika bhagavAna ja che. bhagavAnanA nAmathI, bhagavAnanA veSathI paNa jaina sAdhune keTaluM mAna-sanmAna maLe che ? jaina sAdhu tarIke ame ardhA bhAratamAM ghUmI AvyA. dareka sthaLe mAna-sanmAna maLyA, te bhagavAnano ja prabhAvane ? bhagavAnano veSa paNa ATalo prabhAvazALI hoya to sAkSAt bhagavAna kevA hoya ? - Aje jJAnapaMcamI (lAbhapaMcamI) che. vepArIo boNI Icche, tema huM tamArI pAsethI guru dakSiNArUpe kAMIka IcchuM chuM. jJAna ApaNo pradhAna guNa che. Aje savArathI laIne atyAra sudhI jJAnanI ja ArAdhanA karI. vijayalakSmIsUrikRta devavaMdana karIne hamaNA ja AvyA. AkhuM naMdI sUtra kartAe devavaMdanamAM UtArI dIdhuM, ema abhyAsIne jaNAyA vinA nahi rahe. chelle kevaLajJAnamAM lakhyuM : cAra jJAna meLavyA pachI bhagavAna kevaLajJAna mATe keTalo prayatna kare ? ApaNe to prakaraNa-bhASya karIne saMtoSI banI gayA. mahenata ja koNa kare ? ApaNe to copaDI abharAIe mUkIne mALA laIne besI gayA. mALA laIe to to hajue sAruM, vAto karavA ja maMDI paDyA ! moharAjAnA kahyA pramANe ja karIzuM to kyAre ThekANuM paDavAnuM ? lakSmIsUrijI lakhe che : "anAmInA nAmano re, kizyo vizeSa kahevAya ? te to madhyamA - vaikharI re, vacana ullekha TharAya.' bhagavAna svayaM anAmI che paNa ApaNA mATe nAma dhAraNa karyuM che. bhagavAna ghananAmI che. 244 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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anAmI-arUpI bhagavAnano anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNA mATe bhagavAnanuM nAma ane bhagavAnanuM rUpa ja AdhAra che. nAma ane rUpamAM maMtra ane mUrtirUpe sAkSAtu bhagavAna rahelA che, ema bhaktane lAgyA kare che. bhagavAnanA judA-judA nAmo judI-judI zaktiono paricaya Ape che. brahmA, viSNu, maheza, GOD, allAha vagere koI paNa nAmathI bhagavAnane pokAro. bhagavAna sAthe joDANa thaze. koIpaNa naMbara lagADo. Teliphona lAgaze. kAraNake bhagavAnanA ghaNA Teliphona naMbara che. bhagavAnanA nAmano jApa bhASya-upAMzu paddhatithI karIne pachI mAnasa jApa karavAno che. pachI bhagavAna sAthe abheda praNidhAna thAya tyAre nAmano jApa aTakI jAya che. tyAre ja sAkSAt bhagavAna maLe che. dhyAna TANe prabhu tuM hue re, alakha agocara rUpa; parApazyantI pAmIne re, kAMI pramANe muni bhUpa.' ApaNe dhyAnI banIe tyAre bhagavAna dhyeya banIne ApaNA dhyAnamAM Ave che. agocara prabhu yogIne gocara bane che. alakha bhagavAnane yogI lakSyarUpe pAme che. 'yato vAco nivartante, na yatra manaso gatiH / zuddhAnubhava - saMvedya, tat rUpaM paramAtmanaH ' "jyAM badhI vANI aTakI jAya. jyAM mananI gati thaMbhI jAya. zuddha anubhavathI saMvedya prabhunuM rUpa che.' - ema zAstrakAroe kahyuM che. vANIne rokavA svAdhyAya che. manane rokavA dhyAna che, samAdhi che. mananI sarahada pUrI thAya, pachI ja samAdhino sImADo zarU thAya che. AvA bhagavAnane meLavavA AjanA pavitra divase saMkalpa karajo. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 245

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- kAvavA kA. suda-6 2-11-2000, guruvAra ------- prabhunuM Ahatya sarva kSetra ane sarva kALamAM sarvadA upakAra karI rahyuM che. - paropakAranI parAkASThA hovAnA kAraNe ja bhagavAnane tevI zakti maLe che. "yAzI bhAvanA caca siddhirmavati tAzI' e badhAne yAda che ja. zakti ja nathI maLatI, kArya paNa tevA ja thAya che. kharAba bhAvanAvALAne prakRti madada nathI karatI, paNa zubha bhAvanAvALAne prakRti madada kare che. kharAba bhAvanAvALAne prakRti madada kare to jagata narkAgAra banI jAya. AvA viziSTa koTinA puNyano saMcaya bhagavAne zI rIte karyo ? e vA praznano javAba e manI paropakAranI parAkASThAmAM rahelo che. vyakitagata bhagavAnano anugraha bhale temanA tIrtha sudhI cAle paNa Ahatya to sarvakSetramAM 246 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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sarvakALamAM sarvadA upakAra karI ja rahyuM che. 'nAmADavRtidravyamAa: ..." lokanI jema bhagavAnanuM nAma paNa zAzvata che. "arihaMta' tIrthakara' evA sAmAnya nAmo zAzvata ja che. dAmodara bhagavAnanA vakhatamAM TheTha pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI mUrti banelI. mUrtinI sAthe nAma hoya ja. bhuvanabhAnuM kevaLI ke lakSmaNA sAdhvIjIno bhale 79 jeTalI covIzIo pachI uddhAra thato hoya, paNa te vakhate potAnA upakArI bhagavAnanA nAmane teo thoDA bhUle ? nAmAdi cAreya nikSepathI bhagavAna satata sarvatra upakAra karI rahyA che, ema temacandrasUrijIe sAcuM ja lakhyuM che. A grantha Ama meM ghaNIvAra joyo, paNa ATalI jhINavaTapUrvaka girirAjanI chatrachAyAmAM pahelIvAra vAMcyo. eTale ja huM tamane nahi, mArI jAtane saMbhaLAvuM chuM. TAIma khAsa nathI maLato to paNa je thoDo TAIma maLe te vakhate vAMcatAM addabhuta AnaMda Ave che. ekeka paMktine 5-10 vAra vAMco to tamane apUrva AnaMda Avaze, bhagavAnano anugraha samajAze. jaina darzana samajavuM hoya to be naya (nizcaya ane vyavahAra) samajavA khAsa jarUrI che. koIpaNa vAta kyA nathI kahevAI che, te guru vinA na samajAya. gocarI vagerenA doSo vagere utsarga-mArga che. paNa tenA apavAdo paNa hoya che. utsarga jAta mATe samajavAno che. paNa bIjAnI mAMdagI vageremAM paNa utsargane AgaLa karo, ne tenI niMdA karavA lAgI jAva to khoTuM che. vAMcIne vaida na banAya. vAMcIne gItArtha paNa na banAya. e mATe gurugama joIe. bhagavAnanA upakAro vyavahAranayathI ahIM varNavAyelA che. bhagavAnanA upakAro najara samakSa nathI rAkhatA mATe ja * * * * * * * * * * * * 240

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ApaNe bhayabhIta chIe. anya darzanIomAM evI prasiddhi thaI gaI che : "jaino Izvarane mAnatA ja nathI.' AvI prasiddhimAM ApaNe paNa kAraNa chIe. pU. paMnyAsajI ma.ne vyathA hatI : zrI saMghamAM maitrI Adi cAra bhAvo tathA prabhuno anugraha A vastu khUTe che. eTale ja joIe tevo abhyadaya thato nathI. bhaktinA mArga vinA bhagavAnane meLavI zakAya tema nathI, bhagavAna vinA kadIye ThekANuM paDe tema nathI, te nakkI mAnajo. (23) tharmasArI ! bhagavAna dharmanA sArathi che. bhagavAna dharmanuM (sva-paranI apekSAe) pravartana pAlana ane damana kare che mATe teo sArathi che. sArathi ghoDAne calAve, pALe, enuM damana paNa kare, tema bhagavAna dharmane calAve, pALe ane kAbumAM rAkhe. ahIM dharmathI cAritradharma levAno che. cAritradharma darzana ane jJAna hoya tyAM ja hoya. e vinA cAritra ja na kahevAya. agAUnA yuddhomAM hAthI-ghoDA vaparAtA. emAMya jAtivAna hAthI-ghoDA to evA hoya ke game tevA kaSTamAM mAlikane maravA na de. cetaka ghoDAe chalAMga mArIne paNa mahArANA pratApane bacAvI lIdhelo. pratApane bacAvavA potAnA prANa dharI dIdhelA. A jAtimattA kahevAya. bhagavAna dharmane A rIte calAve, pALe ane vazIbhUta kare. bhagavAna svane ja nahi, anya cAritradharmI AtmAone paNa saMyama dharmamAM pravRtti karAve. bhagavAnanuM A sArathipaNuM atyAre paNa cAlu che. bhagavAna bhale mokSamAM gayA hoya, chatAM tIrtha rahe tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanI e zakti kArya kare ja che. huM bhagavAnane bolAvuM tyAre AvI jAya che. IcchuM tyAre bhagavAnanI zaktino 248 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * *

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anubhava karuM chuM. tame na karI zako ? eka kare te badhA ja karI zake. tame duHkha dUra karavA mAMgatA ho, sukha meLavavA ane nirbhaya banavA IcchatA ho to ATaluM karazo ? juo, huM mArA taraphathI nathI kaheto, ajitazAntikAra zrI naMdiSeNa muni kahe che : 'purisA jai dukkhavAraNaM, jai a vimaggaha sukkhakAraNaM / ajiaM saMtiM ca bhAvao, abhayakare saraNaM pavajjahA // ' he puruSo ! jo tame du:khanuM nivAraNa ane sukhanuM kAraNa IcchatA ho to abhayane ApanAra ajitanAtha ane zAntinAtha bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkAro. ajita-zAntinAtha bhagavAna bhale na hoya, paNa temanA vacano (Agamo)to che ne ? eTale ja chelle kahyuM : 'jai icchaha paramapayaM, ahavA kittiM suvitthaDaM bhuvaNe / tA telukkuddharaNe, jiNavayaNe AyaraM kuNaha // ' jo tame paramapada IcchatA ho, kadAca parama-padanuM lakSya na hoya to kIrtinI to IcchA che ne ? te IcchA paNa pUrI karavI hoya to jinavacanamAM tame Adara karo. A jinAgama ja traNa lokano uddhAra karanAra che. bhagavAnanA Agama para Adara hoya to cAritra dharma AdimAM kyAMya aticAra lAgavA daIe ? tamAro kAMpa tame kADho, bIjA nahi. paNa bhagavAna to eTalA dayALu che ke tamArA saMpUrNa AtmAne sApha karavA taiyAra che. kapaDAe sApha thavuM hoya to sApha na thAya tyAM sudhI sAbu - pANIne e choDI na zake. AtmAe sApha thavuM hoya to bhagavAnanA cAritra dharmane choDI na zake. cAritradharmamAM bhagavAne prakarSa sAdhelo che. yathAkhyAta cAritra e cAritradharmanI parAkASThA che. cAritradharmanI parAkASThA paNa bhagavAne pravartakajJAna dvArA meLavI che. bhagavAnanuM jJAna pravartaka hoya, pradarzaka nahi. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * tra * * * * * * * * 249

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pravartaka jJAna paNa bhagavAnane apunabaMdhaka avasthAthI maLatuM rahe che. apunabaMdhaka avasthA tathAbhavyatAnA paripAkathI maLe che. ApaNI pAse have eka vastu rahI che : tathAbhavyatAne pakAvavI. paMcasUtrakAra kahe che : tathAbhavyatAnA paripAka mATe zaraNAgati, duSkRta-gaha ane sukRta-anumodanA - A traNane svIkAro. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' pustaka maLyuM. uparanuM TAITala joIne ja gamI jAya. aMdaranuM dararojanA vyAkhyAna tithi, tArIkha ane vAra sAthenuM pravacana, jIvana AvarI le tevuM sAhitya che. - paMnyAsa raviratnavijaya gopIpurA, surata "sAbhAra svIkAra - "kahe kalApUrNasUri..." zAsana prabhAvaka AcAryadevezanI jinabhaktilagana-zAsanadAjha-paropakAra vRtti-padArthone saraLa karavAnI kaLAne bhAvAMjali...! avataraNakAra baMne gaNivaryonI gurUbhaktizrutabhaktinI bhUri bhUri anumodanA. - puNyasuMdaravijaya goDIjI maMdira, pUnA 250 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * *

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jI hA , 99 ) kA. suda-7 3-11-2000, zukravAra cAritra bhaktino ja prakAra che. (23) tharmasIddI .. - bhagavAne caturvidha saMgha dvArA samagra vizvanuM kalyANa thAya, sau jIvo zAsanarasika bane, tevI vyavasthA karI che. bhagavAnane evI zakti maLI che, emanA nAmamAM evI zakti che enuM kAraNa pUrvajanmanuM bAMdheluM tIrthakara-nAmakarma che. moTA abajo pati zeThanA nAmanI paNa gUDavIla hoya ja che ne ? atyAre ApaNI pAse bhale bhagavAna nathI, paNa bhagavAnanuM nAma to che ne ? bhagavAna jevA bhagavAnanuM nAma ApaNane chUTathI maLyuM te ochuM puNya che ? koI abajopati zeTha paNa potAnuM nAma chuTathI vAparavAnI rajA na Ape, paNa bhagavAna taraphathI chUTa che : sau * * * * * * * * * * * * 251

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mAruM nAma vAparI zake, mAruM nAma lUMTI zake, bhagavAna svayaM lUMTAI javA taiyAra che. "rAma-nAma kI lUTa hai, lUTa sake to lUTa." ajita-zAntimAM bhagavAnanA nAmano keTalo mahimA varNavAyo che ? mAnatuMgasUrijI mahArAje bhagavAnanA nAmanA AdhAre ja beDIo toDavAnuM bIDuM jhaDapI lIdheluM ne ? temanI sAme sAkSAta bhagavAna kyAM hatA ? mAnI lo ke sAkSAt bhagavAna AvI jAya to ApaNe oLakhI zakIe ? bhagavAnane oLakhavA AMkha joIe. samyagdarzananI AMkha vinA bhagavAna oLakhI zakAtA nathI. ja bhagavAna dharma (cAritradharma) nA nAyaka che. dravyathI paNa cAritra bhagavAna vinA bIje kyAMyathI maLI zake kharuM ? tyAga-vairAgyano upadeza na sAMbhaLata to saMsAra choDavAnuM mana thAta? tyAga-vairAgyano upadeza ApanArA gurunA pUrvajomAM chelle bhagavAna ja Avaze ne ? eTale mULa to bhagavAna ja thayA ne? 11 abhimAnI brAhmaNone namra banAvI sammadarzananI bheTa bhagavAna sivAya koNe ApI ? dvAdazAMgI - racanA mATenI zakti koNe ApI ? 0 be prakAranA zrata kevaLI : (1) bhedanaye 14 pUrvadhara. (2) abhedanayathI AgamathI jeNe AtmA jANyo te. vyavahAramAM niSNAta thayelo ja AvA abhedanayathI zrutakevaLI banavAno adhikArI che. bhUmikA taiyAra karanAra ane sthiratA ApanAra vyavahAra che. tanmayatA ApanAra nizcaya che. vyavahAranI dharatI para sthita banyA vinA nizcayanA AkAzamAM UDavAno prayatna karavA jazo to hAtha-paga bhAMgyA vinA nahi rahe. potAnI meLe goLIo laIne tame nIrogI na banI zako. 252 = * * * * * * * * * * * 6

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potAnI meLe nizcayane pakaDIne tame AtmajJAnI na banI zako. * zabdo bhale judA-judA hoya, paNa arthathI badhA ja bhagavAnanuM kathayitavya samAna hoya. abhivyakti alaga anubhUti eka ja. zabda alaga artha eka ja. >> bhagavAnanuM varabodhi samyagadarzana bIjA karatAM zreSTha hoya che. zama-saMvegAdi pAMceya lakSaNo bIjA karatAM utkRSTa hoya che. "samyagdaSTi jIva sauthI vadhu duHkhI hoya che.' - ema gautamasvAmInA praznanA javAbamAM bhagavAne bhagavatImAM kahyuM che, te potAnA duHkhathI nahi, paNa bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI samajavA. bicArA A jIvo anaMta aizvaryanA svAmI hovA chatAM keTalA kaMgALa ane keTalA duHkhI che ? - e kyAre sukhI thAya. bIjuM to ThIka... huM e jIvone du:kha ApavAmAM nimitta banatAM paNa aTakI zakato nathI. kyAre A pApathI huM virAma (virati) pAmIza? A vicAra ja samyagdaSTine duHkhI banAve che. Tu viteSa rahyAtyAM ' evuM je apunabaMdhakanuM lakSaNa che, tethI A duHkha vizeSa samajavuM. duHkhInA duHkha dUra karavAnI vRtti te anukaMpA che. te be prakAre che : dravya ane bhAva anukaMpA. dravyathI paNa bIjAne duHkhI karavAnI eTale manAI che ke dravyathI du:kha prApta thatAM te jIva bhAvathI paNa du:khI bane che. koIpaNa padArtha nAma-sthApanA Adi vinA nahi pakaDAya. enA vinA vyavahAra cAlaze ja nahi. tamAre roTalI joItI hoya to roTalI zabdano uccAra karavo paDaze. pachI tamane 'bhAva roTalI' maLaze. bhAva bhagavAnane pakaDavA hoya to nAmathI prAraMbha karavo paDaze. nAmasthApanAne pakaDyA vinA bhAva bhagavAna nahi pakaDAya. nAma kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * >> >> * * * * * * * * * * 253

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sthApanA para paNa jene prema nathI tene bhAva bhagavAna para zI rIte prema thaze? atyAre bhAva bhagavAna nathI maLyA te ApaNI kasoTI che : mAro bhagata mArA nAma ane sthApanAne keTalo prema kare che ? te to jovA do. jeTalA pramANamAM nAma-sthApanA 52 prema haze, teTalA pramANamAM bhAva bhagavAna maLaze. lokamAM sArabhUta zuM che ? evA praznanA javAbamAM bhagavAne cAritrane lokamAM sArabhUta kahyuM che. bhakti mukti apAve, e kharuM, paNa sIdhe sIdhuM nahi, cAritra dvArA apAve. bhaktithI cAritra ane cAritrathI mukti maLe. kharekhara to cAritra e bhaktino ja prakAra che. jenA para bhakti hoya tenI AjJA pramANe jIvavAnuM mana thAya ja. te pramANe jIvavuM te ja cAritra. bhagavAna jevA bhagavAna paNa siddhonuM AlaMbana le. dIkSA letI vakhate 'namo siddhANaM' pada uccare te A vAtanuM pratIka che. yAda rahe : bhagavAnamAM bhaktiyoga gayo nathI, paNa parAkASThAe pahoMcyo che. bhakti padArthane jaina zailIe samajavo hoya to pU. devacandrajInuM sAhitya adbhuta che. pU. devacandrajI bhaktimArganA pravAsI hatA. bahu ucca koTinA AdhyAtmika puruSa hatA. bhinna gacchanA hovA chatAM temaNe pU. upA. yazovijayajI ma. ne 'bhagavAna' tarIke saMbodhyA che. ne temanI pAsethI ApaNA tapAgacchIya padmavijayajI vageree abhyAsa paNa karelo ja che. ethI ja emanA (padmavi.) stavanomAM paNa tamane bhaktinI anubhUtinI jhalaka jovA maLaze. digaMbara karatAM zvetAMbara zailI A dRSTie judI paDe che. digaMbara mAtra AtmasvarUpa para bhAra mUke che, jyAre zvetAMbara zailI bhagavAnane prAdhAnya Ape che. bhagavAna vinA tame AtmasvarUpa zI rIte pragaTa karI zako ? siMhane joyA vinA potAne bakarA mAnatA siMhanuM siMhatva zI rIte jAgRta banI zake? * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 254

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kA. suda-8 4-11-2000, zanivAra dharma meLavavo hoya to dharmanA mAlikanA zaraNe javuM paDe. samyagU zruta-cAritra dharma bhagavAnathI vimukha rahenArane maLato nathI. kAraNake dharmanA pUrNa mAlika bhagavAna che. dharma meLavavo hoya to dharmanA mAlikanA zaraNe javuM paDe. e rahasya ahIM lalitavistarAmAMthI ja nahi, gujarAtI stavanomAMthI paNa samajavA maLe che. A stavano nathI, saMketa che. e zabdomAMthI kRtikAranuM hRdaya ane temanA anubhavo jANavA maLe bhagavAnanI dezanA gauNa-mukhyatAe cAlyA kare. je vakhate je mukhya hoya tene AgaLa karIne bhagavAna dezanA Ape. A grantha (lalitavistarA) vyavahAra pradhAna che. "bhagavAna ja badhuM Ape che.' e vyavahAranaya che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * = = = = = * * * * * 255

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ahIM nizcayanI vAta lAvavA jAva to nahi jAme. je vakhate je pradhAna hoya tene te rIte samajavuM paDe.' 'nayeSu svArthasatyepu moyevu para-cAtane' dareka naya potAnA dRSTikoNathI sAcA che, bIjAne khoTA pADavAmAM khoTA che. 'bhagavAna zuM Ape ? upAdAna taiyAra joIe. upAdAna taiyAra na hoya to bhagavAna zI rIte Ape ? bhagavAna to anaMtAkALathI ApavA taiyAra ja hatA, paNa upAdAna taiyAra nhotuM, mATe ja ThekANuM na paDyuM. mATe pahelA upAdAna taiyAra karo. bhagavAnane sAIDa para rAkho.' A vAta nizcaya-nayanI che, je ahIM na karAya. Ama vicAravAmAM Ave to bhaktimArgamAM kadI gati thaI zake nahi. bhagavAna ja badhuM ApanArA che, evI dRDha pratIti ja bhaktane bhaktimAM gati karAve che. siMhanI garjanAthI bIjA pazuo bhAge tema bhagavAnanuM nAma letAM ja badhA pApo bhAge. 'tuM muja hRdaya-girimAM vase, siMha jo parama nirIha re; kumata mAtaMganA jUthathI, to kisI muja prabhu bIha re.' he prabhu ! mArA hRdayanI guphAmAM pApanA pazuo bharelA che. he dayALu ! Apa siMha banIne Avo, jethI badhA bhAgI jAya. marudevI mAtAne bhale antarmuhUrtamAM samyaktvathI mAMDIne kevaLajJAna ane mokSa sudhInuM badhuM maLI gayuM, paNa e pahelA paNa apunarbaMdhaka avasthA hatI ja, ema mAnavuM ja paDaze. bhUmikA vinA bhavananuM nirmANa na thaI zake. koIpaNa rUpe tame bhagavAnanA saMparkamAM Avo, bhagavAna kalyANa karaze ja. marudevAe bhagavAna sAthe putrano saMbaMdha bAMdhyo hato. bhagavAna sAthe koI saMbaMdha bAMdhe ne kalyANa na thAya ? are je puSpa paNa bhagavAnanI mUrtine caDe te bhavyatAnI chApa pAme che. abhavya jIvovALA phUlone bhagavAna para caDavAnuM bhAgya nathI maLatuM. anumodanA jevuM tattva paNa bhagavAnanI kRpA vinA nathI maLatuM. 256 * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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'hou me esA aNumoaNA arihaMtAisAmatthao / aciMtasattijuttA hi te bhagavaMto / ' - paMcasUtra. arihaMta AdinA prabhAvathI mArI A anumodanA saphaLa bano. kAraNa ke bhagavAna acinya zaktiyukta che." 5 vyavahAranaya kahe che : guru ane bhagavAna ja saMpUrNa tAraNahAra che. e vinA bhakti nahi jAge. siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya ke sAdhumAM paNa je zakti pragaTI che arihaMta bhagavAnanA ja prabhAve pragaTI che. * sAdhanAmAM siddhi joItI hoya to niraMtara karyA karo. thoDIvAra karo ne pharI mUkI do te na cAle. sAdhanAmAM sAtatya joIe. sAdhanAnI lAIna joDAyelI joIe. relave-pATA joDAyelA na hoya to gADI jaI zake nahi. ApaNI sAdhanA paNa khaMDita banelI hoya to mukti sudhI nahi jaI zake. - sAdhanAmAM sAtatya nahi hoya to moharAjA eTalo bhoLo nathI ke Atma - sAmrAjyanuM siMhAsana choDI de. sITa choDavI sahelI thoDI che ? eka kadAca jato rahe to tenA sthAne bIjAne mUkato jAya, potAnI paraMparA cAlu rAkhe. sITa khAlI na ja kare. AvA moha sAme medAne paDavuM kAMI saheluM nathI. sAdhanAmAM jo aticAro lAgyA kare to anubaMdhano taMtu akhaMDa na rahe. mATe ja ahIM paMjikAkAre lakhyuM : aticAropahatasya anubandhAbhAvAt / / A cAritra A jIvanamAM to maLyuM, paNa have AgAmI bhavomAM to ja maLaze, jo anubaMdhano taMtu jaLavAI raheze. gurunI hitazikSAthI je jarAya vicalita na bane, saMpUrNa samarpita rahe, te ja kharo ziSya kahevAya. hemacandrasUrijI jevAe to tyAM sudhI kahyuM : ame kevA jaDa - buddhivALA pAkyA ke amane samajAvavA gurune vAraMvAra vAcanA ApIne zrama karavo paDe che ! * A vakhate je keTalAka padArtho khulyA tevA kadI x x x x = = = = = 2pa0

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khulyA nathI. temAM A kSetrano paNa prabhAva che. bhAvathI dharmanI prApti thAya tyAre tenuM samyaka pAlana, pravartana ane damana thAya ja. e na thatuM hoya to samajavuM : haju bhAvadharmanI prApti thaI nathI. prathama dharmanI prApti ajJAta avasthAmAM thatI hoya che. eTale ke jIvane potAne paNa khabara nathI paDatI ke mane kevo khajAno maLyo ? jANe ke ratnothI bharelI paNa DhAMkelI peTI maLI ! khabara nathI : aMdara ratno keTalA che ? A vAtano bauddho paNa svIkAra kare che. kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie'daLadAra vAcanA-graMtha prApta thayo. gurUbhakti ane zrutabhaktino subhaga samanvaya tamArA AtmAne zIvratAe mukti-sukhanA adhikArI banAvaze e vAta niHzaMka lAge che. caturvidha-saMgha mATe ati upayogI A vAcanA zreNinuM zreNibaddha prakAzana thatuM rahe ane te dvArA sarva jIvo dhyAnanI-guNaThANAnI zreNi caDhIne parama-lokanI prApti karI e ja abhilASA. - muni darzanivallabhavijaya pAlitANA 258 * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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kA. suda-9 5-11-2000, ravivAra tame dharma - mArge AgaLa vadho eTale bhagavAna ApoApa sArathi banIne AvI jaze. AtmA svabhAvamAM rahe to sukhI rahe. svAbhAvika che : mANasa potAnA ghera sukhI rahe. te zatrunA ghare rahe to zuM thAya ? jainazAsana pAmIne ApaNe A ja jANavAnuM che : mAruM potAnuM ghara kayuM ? ane zatrunuM ghara kayuM ? "piyA para-ghara mata jAvo." - cidAnaMdajI kRta pada. o priyatama ! pa2-gharamAM mata jAva. ApaNA ghera zAnI kamI che ke tame bIje ghera jAva cho ? badhI vAte sukha hovA chatAM para-ghara jaI zA mATe duHkhI bano cho ?' ema cetanA cetanane kahe che. gharamAM je maLe te hoTalamAM kyAMthI maLe ? cetanane cetanA sivAya koNa samajAvI zake ? bhagavAna ane guru kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 259

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to samajAvI - samajAvIne thAkyA. eTale cetanA ja cetanane samajAve che. patnI badhI rIte barAbara hovA chatAM pati paraghara bhaTake temAM patnInI ja badanAmI thAya ne ? A jainazAsanane pAmIne para-ghara choDI sva-gharamAM AvavAnuM che. e mATe karmanA cakravyuhanuM bhedana karavAnuM che. mahAbhAratanA cakravyuha karatAM paNa karmanuM cakravyuha toDavuM kaThaNa che. rAga-dveSanI tIvra gAMTha ja abhedya cakravyuha che. hajAro abhimanyuo pAchA paDe tevuM A cakravUha che. keTalIyevAra ApaNe A granthi (cakravyuha) pAse AvyA, paNa emane ema pAchA pharyA. samyagadarzana pAmavuM saheluM nathI. cakravyuhanuM bhedana thayA vinA samya darzana maLatuM nathI. samyadarzananI prApti mATe ja, prApta thayelA samyagu darzananI nirmaLatA mATe ja sammatitarka Adi grantho bhaNavA mATe doSita vastuo vAparavAnI chUTa che. kAraNa ke ekanA hRdayamAM jo samyagradarzanano dIvo pragaTaze to te hajAro dIvAo prakAzita karI zakaze. eka AdinAtha bhagavAne keTalAno kevaLajJAnarUpI dIvo jagAvyo ? mATe ja bhagavAna jagatanA apratima dIpaka kahevAyA che. vIparatvamasi nAtha !' - bhaktAmara. muvaUAparva vIra' bhagavAna jagatanA dIpaka che." - jIvavicAra. ja mArganI jANakArI sabhya jJAnathI. mArge javAnI IcchA samyam darzanathI maLe paNa mArgamAM pravartana to samyam cAritra ja karAve. cAritramAM pagalA na mAMDIe to samajavuM : haju muktimArga tarapha prayANa ja zarU thayuM nathI. tame jyAre dharma-mArge pagalA mAMDo cho tyAre bhagavAna sArathi banIne ApoApa 200 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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tamArI pAse AvI jAya che. (24) thaHvarI maMtaravaTTavi | bhagavAna dharma cakravartI che. cakravartInI AjJA to cha khaMDamAM ja varte, paNa dharma cakravartI bhagavAnanI AjJA traNeya bhuvanamAM pravarte che. 'dravya kSetrane kAla bhAva guNa, rAjanIti e cArajI; tAsa vinA jaDa-cetana prabhunI, koI na lope kArajI.' - pU. devacandrajI. pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI ? A AjJA kyAM che ? A to svarUpa che. - pUjyazrI : mane khabara che, tame prazna karazo. paNa amArA bhagavAna kavaca karIne beThA che. bhagavAnanI AjJA 4 prakAre che : dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva. A aMge vizeSa AvatI kAle samajAvIza. - nikSepa vastunuM svarUpa athavA vastuno paryAya che. paryAya kadI vastuthI judo na hoya. paryAya vinA dravya na hoI zake. nAma-sthApanA dravya ane bhAva - bhagavAnanA A cAra nikSepA che. eTale ke paryAya che. bhagavAna svayaM potAnA paryAyathI joDAyelA che. atyAre bhagavAnanA nAma, sthApanA ane dravya to che, paNa bhAva tIrthaMkara ahIM sadehe nathI. paNa mahAvidehamAM to che ne ? dehathI bhale ahIM nathI, paNa jJAnathI ahIM nathI ? kevaLajJAnathI bhagavAna tribhuvanavyApI che, evuM samajAya to koI kharAba kAma thaI zake ? zraddhA cakSu to ApaNI pAse che ja. enAthI bhagavAna na joI zakAya ? paNa jovAnI takalIpha ja koNa le ? joIe ne vaLI bhagavAna ADA Ave to ? yogIo je bhagavAnanA darzana kare che te AgamathI bhAva tIrthakara che. ApaNe A badhuM vAMcIe chIe, paNa vAMcIne mUkI daIe chIe. hRdayamAM bhAvita nathI karatA. sAcuM kahuM chuM : bhagavAnane maLavAnI ApaNane tamannA ja jha * * * * * * * * * * = 2 1

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nathI. maLavAnI prIti ja nathI. vAraMvAra bhagavAnane prema karavAnuM kahuM chuM. enuM kAraNa A ja che : bhagavAnane cAhyA sivAya mArga khulato nathI. bhagavAna sAthe prema thatAM ja jagatanA sarva jIvo sAthe prema thaze. kAraNa ke jagatanA jIvo bhagavAnano ja parivAra che. bhagavAnanI bhagavattA jANavAthI ApaNane lAbha zo ? zeThanI samRddhinA varNanathI kAMI varNana karanArane samRddhi na maLe, paraMtu bhagavAna kAMI evA kaMjusa nathI. bhagavAna to bIjAne ApavA taiyAra ja che. A lalitavistarAmAM bhagavAnanI stutinI sAthe-sAthe ajaina matonuM nirAkaraNa paNa haribhadrasUrijI dvArA thayuM che. jaino para thatA AkSepo sAMbhaLIne zraddhALu besI na rahe, prativAda kare. Aje koI kahe : "jaina darzanamAM dhyAna-yoga nathI." to ApaNe sAMbhaLIne besI rahIe ne ethIe AgaLa vadhIne ApaNAMnA keTalAka ToLe vaLIne emanI zibiromAM paNa jAya. paNa haribhadrasUrijI AvA zithila zraddhAvALA nahotA. emaNe ekeka AkSepakArInI barAbara khabara laI nAkhI che. jainadarzana pratyenI emanI zraddhA khUba ja agAdha hatI. cakravartInuM cakra A lokamAM ja upakArI che. dharma cakravartInuM dharmacakra Aloka-paralokamAM paNa upakArI che. cakravartInuM cakra zatrune kApe. dharma cakravartInuM cakra cAra gatine kApe che. athavA cAra prakAranA dAnAdi dharmathI saMsArane kApe che, ati bhayaMkara mithyAtva Adi bhAva zatruone kApe che. dAna vagerenA abhyAsathI Asakti Adino nAza thAya che. dAnathI dhananI, zIlathI strInI, tapathI zarIranI ane bhAvathI vicAronI Asakti tuTe che, te svAnubhavasiddha che. 2 2 * * * * * * * * * * - * go ka

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(c) bhagavAna premarUpa hai / uhe bApU sUri-4 F 51. suha-10 6-11-2000, somavAra paMcakhaMDa pIThanA adhipati prakhara hindutvavAdI saMta 'AcArya' zrI dharmendrajI ( zramazonI sAthai vArtAlApa 3pe. ) mujhe bar3I prasannatA kA anubhava ho rahA hai isa pAvana tIrtha meM zramaNoM ke samudAya ke bIca svayaM ko upasthita pA kara 1 gacchAdhipati AcAryazrI saMpUrNa samAja ke sUrya hai / unake sAmane maiM bhikSuka ke rUpameM upasthita hUM / dAdA ke darabAra meM bhikSuka bana kara baiThanA hI ucita hai / candra jaise pU. kalApUrNasUrijI evaM sUrya jaise pU. sUryodayasAgarasUrijI donoM eka sAtha birAjamAna hai / unakI kRpA hI hamArA bala hai / yAcanA le kara upasthita huA 253

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hUM / saMskRti para Aja kuThArAghAta ho rahA hai / jaisA saMkaTa Aja hai, pUrva kAla meM kabhI nahIM thA / Akhira yaha kaliyuga hai na ? kaliyuga kaho, yA paMcama kAla kaho, nAma se koI pharaka nahIM par3atA / hamAre yahAM Izvara, deza ke aneka nAma hai / yahAM zabdoM kI daridratA nahIM hai / itihAsa, guNa, deza ke AdhAra para nAma hue hai / eka hajAra varSa se niraMtara AkramaNa ho rahA thA / phira bhI hamane dharma AsthA ko akSuNNa rakhI thI / cAhe kitane bhI maMdira TUTe, lekina AsthA TUTa jAya to phira jor3anA muzkila hai| Aja hamArI AsthA kSata-vikSata ho rahI hai / - islAma bhole the, kevala AkramaNa kI hI bhASA thI unakI / isAI baDA cAlAka hai, niyojita rUpa meM vaha praviSTa huA / isane maMdira ko nahIM tor3e, AsthA tor3I, itihAsa tor3e / isa AkramaNa ko nahIM samajheMge to zrAvaka, zrAvaka nahIM rahegA / yaha saMkaTa sabhI dharma para hai, hamAre astitva para saMkaTa hai / zata sahasra hAtha hai / Aja vaha isake prabhAva se na dharma, na zatru ke pAsa seTelAiTa hai, marDoka ke rUpa me AyA hai, saMskRti, kucha bhI na rahegA / bhArata ko tor3ane kI parAkASThA A pahUMcI hai / hama bhAratIya abhI eka araba hai / bauddhoM ko gine to do araba hai / pUre vizva meM hara chaTTA vyakti bhArata kA hogA / lekina zatru hama saba ko tor3anA cAhatA hai / amerikA meM pAMca varSa para gayA thA, 'riTAyarDa kamyuniTI' zabda dekhakara stabdha ho gayA : 'riTAyarDa kamyuniTI' matalaba bUDhe logoM kA samAja / jo bUDhe ho cuke haiM, unake lie saba kucha hai, lekina sneha nahIM hai, ve parivAra se visthApita ho cuke hai / maiMne una bUDhoM ko dekhA / mujhe to ve harate phirate preta hI lage / nayA pati pAne ke lie purAne pati ke baccoM ko mAranevAlI pattriyAM vahAM hai / vahAM bhogavAdI saMskRti hai, yahAM tyAgavAdI saMskRti hai / * * haiM, isApUrNasUri-4 264

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tyAgI vRMda mere sAmane hai / indriyoM kA sukha hI sarvasva ve mAnate hai / bhogaparAyaNatA ke raMga meM ve hamako bhI raMganA cAhate haiM / maiM sirpha nivedana karane AyA hUM / Aja bhogavAdI rAkSasI nirvastra ho kara nAca rahI hai / nirlajjatA kI yaha AMdhI hai / agara aisA hI rahA to AnevAlI peDhI hamArI birAsata se anajAna rahegI, vaMcita rahegI / I.sa. 1984 se hamane rAmamaMdira - nirmANa kA AMdolana zuru kiyA, 1992 meM vaha parAkASThA para pahuMcA / usameM sArI jAtiyAM eka ho gaI / kRSNa ko hI mAnanevAlI yAdava jAtiyAM bhI eka ho gaI / jATa, yAdava, kevaTa, gUjara, saba eka ho gaye / dharma jor3atA hai, svArtha tor3atA hai / isa cIja ko veTikana carca samajhatI hai isalie hI hameM bhar3akAtI hai / sarva prathama zIkha, bauddha, Arya samAjI Adi ko ve hindu nahIM hai - aisA samajhAte hai / 'garva se kaho : hama hindu hai / ' aisA nArA denevAle vivekAnaMda ke anuyAyIoM ne bhI sarakArI laghumatI lAbha prApta karane ke lie yAcikA dAyara kI hai| kahAM phariyAda kareM ? pUrA AkAza hI TUTA hai| bhagavAna rAmacandra kI paraMparA meM nAthoM kI paraMparA thI / usameM bAlAnaMdI sAdhu Tike / usa samaya viSNu maMdira meM koI dIpaka taka jalAnevAlA nahIM thA / ve itane kaTTara rAmapaMthI the ki viSNu maMdira meM diyA bhI nahIM jalAte the / aisI phUTa paMcama kAla meM par3atI hai| hamArI (hinduoMkI) yaha nirbalatA usa nirbalatA ko lekara veTikana hamako jyAdA nirbala banAne meM aura hamako pUrNarUpa se tor3ane meM lagI hai / saMskAroM ko naSTa karane kA SaDyaMtra calatA hai / Aja kannar3a, tamila Adi kahane lage hai : hama hindu nahIM hai / dhArmika rIti-rivAja bhinna hone para bhI hamane kabhI isa prakAra ke alagAva ko puSTa nahIM kiyA / __hama dharmaniSTha hai, sAMpradAyika nahIM / * * * * * * * * * * * * * 275

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sarvodaya ke netA rAdhAkRSNa bajAja ne kahA : 'hama jIye / saba jIo' vaha hindu hai / jo kahatA hai : 'meM hI jIUM dUsarA koI nahIM / ' vaha ahindu hai / pUrA ahindu samAja hiMsA meM vizvAsa karatA hai| hamArI saha astitva kI saMskRti hai| ___hamAre yahAM laghumatI kA jo bukhAra hai, use maiM kahane ke lie AyA hUM / saMsAra meM islAma aura khristI ko celenja denevAlA sirpha hindu samAja hai / sabase prathama jhahara diyA, mekole ne / jisane kahA : hama Arya bAhara se Aye hai / vaha yaha kahanA cAhatA thA : . 'tuma aura hama caura hai / tuma siniyara cora ho aura hama juniyara hai|' hamArI to prathama se hI AraNyaka saMskRti thI / lekina vanavAsIoM ko samajhAyA : tuma AdivAsI ho, mUlavAsI ho / lekina veda Adi zAstroMmeM aisA eka bhI pramANa nahIM hai, jahAM kucha aisA ullekha ho / ullekha kA eka aMza bhI nahIM milatA, phira bhI hamane yaha saba mAna liyA / laghumatI ke bukhAra kA kyA AdhAra hai ? mekole ne jo ghusAyA vaha neharu ke dimAga meM ghusA diyA gayA / svayaM itihAsakAra na hone para bhI usane yaha (vizva itihAsa kI jhalaka) likha diyA / usa prakAra muTThIbhara aMgrejoM ne pUre hinda meM yaha vicAra phailA diyA / ajaina hindu samudAya 84 karor3a hai / jaina 1 karor3a hai| kauna bharata ? RSabhadeva kA putra kauna bharata ? hama nahIM mAnate / aisA koi prazna hinduoM dvArA nahIM kiyA gayA / bahumatI hone para bhI nahIM kiyA gayA / bharata tIna hai : RSabha, dazaratha aura duSyanta ke putra / lekina sabhI mAnate hai : RSabhadeva ke putra bharata se hI bhArata banA hai| isameM kisI hindu ne virodha nahIM kiyA / agara yaha deza hai to RSabhadeva ke saMtAnoM kA hai| yaha bharata kA hai, yaha. bhArata hai / _ 'bhArata' kA artha arjuna hai| gItA Adi meM isakA prayoga bhI hai : yadA yadA hi dharmasya glAnirbhavati 'bhArata' / isa artha 27 * * * * * * * * * * * * * sd, SIpUri * -4

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meM hama sabhI 'bhArata' hai / isameM vizvAsa karanevAle 85 karor3a hai| pAMca karor3a bhArata se bahAra hai| agara hama alaga hoMge to kevala veTikana kA hI bhalA hogA / do araba milakara bhI isA-musA kA sAmanA karanA muzkila hai to ina hiMsakoM ke (Izu va haz2arata mahammada donoM mAMsAhArI the) samudAya ke sAmane eka karor3a ho kara Apa kaise eka raha sakeMge? __ aisA vibhAjana agara cAlu rahA to phira jainoM meM bhI zvetAmbara, digambara, terApaMthI, sthAnakavAsI..... digambara meM bhI sAmaiyA (jisameM rajanIza paidA huA) ke aMdara bhI phUTa par3atI rahegI / phira laghumatI itanI baDhatI jAyegI ke hamArA TikanA muzkila rahegA / isa kaliyuga meM ekatA hI tAkata hai / / dharma nirapekSa sarakAra ke pApapUrNa paisoM ko prApta karane ke lie Apa laghumatI meM jAyeMge ? maiM to aisI kalpanA nahIM kara sakatA / jaina dhanADhya samAja hai| kevala jaina agara nirNaya kareM to bhArata ko karje se mukta karA sakate hai / kazmIra, asama TUTa rahe hai / jhArakhaMDa isAIoM kA, chattIsagaDha AdivAsIoM kA banA hai| yaha saba kyA hai ? Apa laghumatI agara baneMge to gobhakSaka, maMdirabhaMjaka muslImoM ke sAtha baiThanA par3egA / pUjya hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : isI vicAra ko lekara hama sabhI AcAryoM ne cAra varSa pUrva nirNaya kiyA ki hinduoM ke sAtha hI rahanA hai / usa vakta zrAvakoM kA virodha bhI thA / lekina cAra varSa ke bAda hama svayaM apane Apa ko asahAya mahasusa kara rahe hai / rANakapura, pAlitANA meM mUrtiyAM TUTI / badrinAtha meM hamAre vidvAna munizrI jambUvijayajI citita hai| aba kyA karanA ? __ AcArya dharmendrajI : hamane pahale hI kahA : hama hinduoMmeM ha * * * * * * * * * * * * * 277

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yaha phUTa hI hai| 18 AcArya yahAM eka sAtha dekhakara Azcarya cakita huA virATanagara (jayapura ke pAsa) meM (jahA~ auraMgajheba ne maMdira tor3A thA) digaMbara zvetAMbara jaino meM bar3I phUTa maiM dekha rahA thA / maiM tIna nirjala upavAsa karake usake virodha meM baiTha gayA / jahA~ devarANI-jeThAnI hai, vahA~ bharata-rAma jaise saMbaMdha nahIM dekhane milegaa| vastra meM jU par3I hai to vastra ko hama pheMka nahIM sakate / agara hinduoM me phUTa hai to hama unakA tyAga nahIM kara sakate / yaha hamArA ApasI pArivArika savAla hai / saba se prathama yaha zabda hI galata hai : 'hama hinduoM ke sAtha rahanA cAhate hai / alaga ho vahI sAtha raha sakatA hai / lekina yahAM alaga kauna hai ? yaha pUrA mahAdvIpa bhagavAna RSabhadeva kA hI parivAra hai| hama hinduoM meM bhI kitane naye-naye paMtha nikala rahe AnaMda mArga, bAlayogI, jaya gurudeva, brahmAkumArI Adi isake namUne haiM / yuno meM jAne kA maiMne virodha kiyA thA / vahAM pUrA riMga - mAsTara ve hI hai / lekina bAda meM jAnevAle bhI pachatAye / hindu nahIM, inDiyana DelIgezana thA / sAtha meM muslIma Adi saba gaye the / . eka bAra bhI satI ne agara lucce ke sAtha samajhautA kara diyA to vaha satI nahIM rahegI / hama ko AkarSaNa se mukta honA hogA / . suzIla muni ko jaina dharma ke pracAraka to mAno / unakA videza meM jAne se ahiMsA Adi kA to pracAra hogA / yuno meM jAnevAlA to unakA nAlAyaka ziSya thA / * Apa agara videza meM nahIM jAnA cAhate hai to hama jA kara AdinAtha bhagavAna kI pratiSThA karA deN| sirpha pAlitANA meM AdinAtha ko sImita rakhanA hai kyA ? 298 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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hama alaga ho kara koI bAta samajhA nahIM sakate / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : patraka meM AbAdI kaise likheM? A. dharmendrajI : mukhya rUpa se hindu hI likheM, brekeTa meM jaina ityAdi likheN| patraka meM agara khAne nahIM ho to sarakAra se lar3o / pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : dhArmika lakSya ko lekara hama alaga hai, sAmAjika, sAMskRtika, bhaugolika Adi rUpa se hama Apake sAtha hI hai / AcArya dharmendrajI : Aja jaina yuvaka, khristI yuvatioM ke sAtha zAdI kara ke AzIrvAda ke lie hamAre pAsa Ate hai / hama AzIrvAda dete hai / dUsarA hama kyA kara sakate hai ? kyA bahiSkAra kareM ? bahiSkAra nahIM, pariSkAra karanA hai / maiM to ApakA majadUra hUM / Apa jo bhI cAhe merA upayoga kara leM / pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI : hama hindu to hai hI lekina jainetara hindu hama ko 'hindu' ke rUpa meM svIkAra karate hai kyA ? A. dharmendrajI : pUrA samAja unmAdagrasta hai / jyoti basu, mulAyama siMha Adi hindu nahIM hai kyAM ? phira bhI ye loga gomAMsa khA rahe hai / ekAtmA se hI yaha bhedabhAva dUra ho sakatA hai / hama to cAhate hai : vizva hindu saMmelana meM jaina sAdhu bhI upasthita hoM / hamane bauddhoM meM 'buddhaM saraNaM pavajjAmi / ' kA nArA lagAyA thA / Apa jahAM bulAyeMge vahAM para zaMkarAcAryoM ke sAtha hama bhI A jAyeMge / I pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : tIna dina kA saMmelana banAne kI jarura hai / jahA~ para Apa, RtaMbharA, murArI bApu Adi saba padhAreM / A. dharmendrajI : 175 meM se kama se kama 100 hindu saMta padhAreMge, Apa jahAM bulAyeMge / mArgadarzaka maMDala meM sabhI hindu ikkaTThe ho sakate hai / eka bhI aisA tIrtha nahIM hai, jahAM hindu jaina tIrtha kA he, usApUrNa sUri-4 * * * 277

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mizraNa na ho / kuMbha mele jaise prasaMga meM aisI bAta kI jA sakatI hai| vahAM jaina saMta na pahuMce to pratinidhi bheje / ayodhyA meM digaMbarAcArya dezabhUSaNa AdinAtha bhagavAna kI bar3I pratimA kI pratiSThA karA rahe the / usa pratimA ko le jAne ke lie galIoM meM saba hiMduoMne sAtha diyA thA / kesarIyAjI bar3A tIrtha hai / brAhmaNoM ne siddha kiyA : yaha hama saba ko jor3atA hai| jahAM visaMgatiyAM ho vahAM topa ke muMha para baiThane ke lie maiM taiyAra huuN| prANalAlajI : abhI zaMkarAcAryajI ne badrinAtha meM hamAre jaina maMdira meM pratiSThA ko rokane ke lie kitane ror3e DAle ? dharmendrajI : zaMkarAcAryajI kauna hai ? Aja kaI nakalI zaMkarAcArya ho gaye hai| galI-galI meM do - do zaMkarAcArya ghUma rahe hai / koI bhI zaMkarAcArya ke ThekedAra bana sakatA hai / isakA artha yaha nahIM ki hama parivAra se alaga ho jaayeN| yaha hamArI pArivArika samasyA hai / vaha Apasa meM baiThakara sulajhAnI hogii| hamAre hinduoM meM sabhI eka mata nahIM hai / Apa ke jainoMmeM bhI paraspara saMmati kahAM hai ? eka karor3a jaina agara alaga ho gaye to bauddhika dhArA alaga ho gaI / jainoM ke pAsa buddhi kI zakti hai / zIkhoM ke pAsa bala hai / zIkha alaga hone se bala alaga ho gayA / phira hindu ke rUpa meM kauna rahegA ? sirpha machuAre hI baceMge / . yadyapi gAMdhI kA maiM bhayaMkara virodhI hUM / jinhoMne kisAnoM ko murgI - pAlana ke lie, madrAsavAsIoM ko machaliyAM khAne kI salAha dI thI, rugNa bachar3oM ko bandUka se maravAyA thA / phira bhI videzIoM ke samakSa merA savAla hai : tumane gAMdhI, indirA, J.P., bAbA AmTe Adi ko kyoM nobala nahIM diyA ? madhara TeresA ko kyoM diyA ? Akhira vaha tumhArI thI isalie ? kisI videzI ko tuma popa banA sakate ho kyA ? kerala ke loga agara kAle hai to kazmIra ke gore logoM ko to popa 270 * * * * * * * * * * * * * she, asApUsUri-4

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banAo / ye veTIkana ke loga hai / agara Apa alaga hue to sarva prathama Apa ko hI ve tor3anA zuru kareMge / . jATa gujjara bhI apane ko hindu nahIM kahate, jATa ityAdi kahate hai / yaha hamArA durbhAgya hai / maiM jaina-jainetaroM kI ekatA ke lie prANa dene ke lie taiyAra hUM / aura to kyA kara sakatA hUM ? (nIce maMDapa sabhAmAM) (AcArya dharmendrajIno paricaya) candraznantabhAI : dharmendrabhAIe 11 1 jagyAe balidAna baMdha karAvyuM che. 60 varSa sudhI emanA pitAe (rAmacandra vIra) anna-mIThuM nathI vAparyuM. 8 lAkha lokone hiMsAthI choDAvyA che. hindutvanI sAme paDakAro Ave te sAme sadA sajAga che. uttamabhAI : AcArya dharmendrajI jayapura paMcakhaMDanA adhipati che. samartha svAmI rAmadAsa (zivAjInA guru)nA teo vaMzaja che. svAmI rAmadAsa temanI 8-10mI peDhIe Ave che. emano vAraso gauravavaMto che. nAnI uMmarathI gohatyA baMdha na thAya tyAM sudhI anna-mIThuM tyAkhyuM te tyAga Aje paNa cAlu che. 1100 maMdiromAM upavAso karIne balidAno baMdha karAvyA che. temanA pitAjIe dilhImAM 166 divasanA upavAsa karelA. zArIrika sthiti lathaDI jatAM bharasabhAmAM 8 varSanI uMmare temaNe prathama pravacana karyuM. tyAre sabhA mugdha banI gayelI. emanI keseTo vizvabharamAM jAya che. kavi, sAhityakAra tathA vaktA che. bhAgye ja jovA maLe tevA bejoDa vaktA che. amadAvAdamAM pU. ratnasuMdarasUrijI, pU. hitarucivijayajIne laghumatI aMge maLelA che. AcArya dharmendrajI : o... bhagavAna ke aneka nAma-rUpa hai / namo'stu anaMtamUrtaye kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 001

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sahasrarUpAya / bhagavAna ko aneka nAmoM se smaraNa karane kI hamArI paraMparA hai / unhIM meM eka nAma hai : arihaMta / jaina paraMparA ke anusAra NamokkAra maMtra arihaMta ke namana se zuru hotA hai| - hindu vaha hai jo saba ko namana karatA hai / jo ahindu hai vaha namana nahIM karatA / udaMDa ahindu hai / sabhI nAmoM meM prabhu dekhanA hindu - paraMparA hai / / arihaMtoM ke bAda phira dUsaroM ko (siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu) bhI namaskAra kiyA gayA / hinducetanA namana karane meM rukatI nahIM, pustakoM ke kIToM ko nahIM, lekina AcAravaMta AcAryoM ko yahAM praNAma hai / AcAryoM taka pahuMcAnevAle upAdhyAya hai / jinhoMne mujhe jJAnamaMdira meM pahuMcAyA, una upAdhyAyoM ko namana / saMsAra ke sabhI sAdhuoM ko bhI namana / hindu prajJA kI yahI vyAkhyA hai / sakala lokamAM saune vaMde, niMdA na kare kenI re; vAya-Aya-mana nirbhara rANe, dhana-dhana 4nanI tenI 3.' - narasaiMyo rAta ko 12 baje maiM yahAM AyA / mujhe jaldI nIMda nahIM AtI / acchA to nahIM huuN| acche kI saMgati meM to raha sakatA huuN| maiMne vahAM par3I huI do-tIna pustakeM paDhI / zuddha zrAvaka ke dvArA prakAzita stavana the / usameM prAraMbha thA : 'nainaM chindanti' gItA kA yaha zloka thA / usa meM kabIra, mIrAM kI bhI kRtiyAM thii| lAMbuM tilaka tANe te vaiSNava che, ema nathI kahyuM, paNa paranI pIDA jANe te vaiSNava che. aDhAra purANono sAra paranI pIDA pariharavI te che. 'aSTAdaza purANeSu, vyAsasya vacanadvayam / paropakAraH puNyAya, pApAya parapIDanam // ' (hAlAMki purANa vyAsa ne banAye hai, aisA maiM nahIM mAnatA) yahI hindu-prajJA kA navanIta hai / narasiMha ne viSNu ke nAma para pUrA jaina darzana hI DAla diyA 272 * * * * * * * * * * * * * sd, scApUbhUri-4 * * * :

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hai / narasiMha ke sAmane zeksapiyara phikkA hai / / dharma pariSada meM kisI jaina ne kahA thA : abhI dharma meM parivartana kI jarurata hai| usa vakta maiM 18 varSa kA thA, maiMne pratirodha karate hue kahA : dharma meM parivartana saMbhavita nahIM hai| dharma aparivartanIya hai vaise akhaMDa hai| yahAM milI-julI saMskRti nahIM hai, eka hai / / saMskRti kI kabhI kokaTela nahIM ho sakatI / phiTakarI aura dUdha kA mizraNa nahIM ho sakatA / saMskRti kA kAma hai : eka karanA / bheda karatA hai vaha dharma nahIM, saMpradAya hai / dharma rAjanaitika saMvidhAnika nahIM hai ki use hama cAhe jaise badala deM / tulasIdAsa kahate hai : sabhI namanIyoM ko maiM namana karatA huuN| yahI hindu saMskRti hai / yahI jaina-vaiSNava prajJA hai / neharu ne DiskavarI kI hai / vAkaI meM bhArata mAtA kI DiskavarI ho hI nahIM sakatI / jisane bhArata mAtA meM mAtA nahIM, jamIna kA Tukar3A dekhA, ve kyA DiskavarI kareMge ? . prabhu ke anaMta nAma-kIrtana karane se prajJA nirmala hotI hai / arihaMta hare... arihaMta hare... arihaMta hare... arihaMta hare... haraNa karatA hai vaha hari hai, hara hai / maiM hari aura hara - donoM kA Adara karatA hUM / haradvAra aura haridvAra - donoM nAmoM meM merI sammati hai| kedAranAtha jAnA hai to haridvAra hai / badrinAtha jAnA he to haradvAra hai / atula anAdi anaMta hare, vyApaka dizi-dizi bhaya aMta hare, jagadIza jinendra jayavaMta hare, bhava-bhayahArI bhagavaMta hare. maiM samajhAne ke lie nahIM, yAda dilAne ke lie AyA huuN| apane parivAra meM AyA hUM / apane tIrtha meM AyA hUM / * * * * * * * * * * * * * 273

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ta hai / AmaMtraNa ho to parAye samudAya meM bhI maiM jAtA, lekina yaha to hamArA hI parivAra hai / yahAM divya dRzya dekhane milA yaha merA parama saubhAgya hai / __sanAtana dharma yahAM mUrtimaMta pragaTa huA hai / sanAtana matalaba jo prAcIna se bhI prAcIna hai jo zuru nahIM hotA, jo kabhI khatama nahIM hotA / jo paidA hotA hai, vaha jarura naSTa hotA hai / isalie hI bhagavAna ke nAma hamane anAmI anaMta ityAdi rakhe hai / bhagavAna kabhI samApta nahIM hote / jo 1400 sAla pUrva paidA hue, unakI umra hai / saMpradAya paidA hote hai, dharma nahIM / I.sa. 2000 (mileniyama) se hamArA kyA lenA denA ? zrAvakoM ko kyA 2000 se matalaba ? bhagavAna prema rUpa hai / prema ke alAvA bhagavAna kA dUsarA koI svarUpa nahIM hai / 'khudA se Daro' islAma kahatA hai / hama kahate hai : bhagavAna se pyAra karo / kabhI hama nahIM kahate : arihaMtoM se Daro / jisakI upasthiti bhaya kA nAza karatI hai, vaha tIrthaMkara hai / ve to abhayadAtA hai / yahAM Daroge to nirbhaya kahAM banoge ? bhaya aura bhakti eka sAtha nahIM raha sakate / jo svayaM hI khudA huA hai, usase kyA DaranA ? khristI - islAma khudA se Darane kA kahate hai, lekina hindu saMskRti aisA nahIM kahatI / aha~toM ke karuNA kI lIlA samajha meM nahIM AtI isalie vaha agamya hai| saMsAra ke sabhI prANI ke prati sAmAnyarUpa se bahatA hai, vaha prema hai / isu ko 2000 varSa bhI hue nahIM hai, eka mahInA aura 24 dina bAkI hai / mileniyama kisa bAta kA ? jo 1400, 2000 varSa se hue hai, ve kabhI na kabhI khatama hoNge| jo AdinAtha kI paraMparA hai, vaha na paidA huI hai, na naSTa hogI / jo AtmA ke amRtatva meM vizvAsa karatA hai, vaha hindu hai| jo eka bAra gala jAtA hai, phira khar3A nahIM hotA hai, vaha ahindu hai| 274 * * * * * * * * * * * * * :

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'adho gacchanti tAmasAH / ' - zrI kRSNa mokSa mArga upara jAtA hai, nIce nahIM / yaha nirvikalpa satya hai ki hama avicchinna dhArA ke saMtAna hai| pahale yaha nizcita karo : hama inDIana hai ki bhAratIya ? agara bhAratIya hai to bhArata zabda kahAM se AyA ? bhAratI matalaba nirmala prajJA / vijJAna anya se mila sakatA hai, nirmala prajJA nahIM mila sakatI, yaha hai bhAratI jisa kI utAre hama Arati / bhAratI, lakSmI, bhairava, kSetrapAla, kuMkuma, akSata, mAlA, caitya, devAlaya, guru, bhagavAna, gaMdharva, svarga, vidyAdhara, kaivalya, nirvANa, dharma, artha, kAma, mokSa sabhI yahAM jainoM meM aura vahAM (hindu saMskRti) hai / ___yaha pUrI kalpanA kevala AdinAtha ke saMtAno meM ho sakatI hai, vahAM nahIM / phuTe hue Dhola meM aisI dhvani paidA nahIM ho sakatI / jamIna, rAjya, sITeM, dhana, bAMTA jA sakatA hai, cetanA va dharma bAMTA nahIM jA sakatA, yaha akhaMDa hai| oMkAraM. zloka kA kopI rAITa ho sakatA hai kyA ? tilaka, mAlA, pItAMbara, coTI (donoM kI kaTa gaI) saba donoM meM samAna hai / satItva, saMyama, brahmacarya, islAma meM nahIM ho sakatA, yahIM ho sakatA hai / kuMbhaNadAsa aura tulasIdAsa ne akabara ke yahAM Ane ke lie manA kara diyA thA / yahI Arya saMskRti kI buniyAda hai| dhotI, kapar3A, sAr3I, saubhAgya, sindUra, maMgalasUtra, bhASA, saMskRta, prAkRta, oMkAra - isameM kahAM pharaka hai ? ___ harA jhaMDA hai, vaha islAma hai / lAla jhaMDA hai, vaha hindu hai / krosa khristI kA, cAMda - tArA islAma kA, hathor3A kamyunisTa kA pratIka hai / * yaha vaidika saMskRti hiMsaka nahIM hai / AkAza meM * * * * * * * * * * * * * 275

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jAya vaha khaga / miTTi meM jAya vaha mRga / bahatI rahe vaha gaMgA / hiMsA se dUra rahe vaha hindu hai / / hamArI sindhu nadI kauna le gayA ? sindhu nadI bhArata kI thI / yahAM se kahAM jAoge ? phiz2I ko samRddha banAne ke lie jina bhAratIyoM ne mehanata kI, unake netA mahendra caudharI ko 66 dina taka vahAM ke logoM ne baMdI banA diyA / kyA karoge tuma ? neharu ne jo kiyA, vibhAjana kA kArya, vaha kyA Apa zrAvaka ho kara kareMge ? laghumatI ke aMdara bhI phira kitane TUkar3e ho jAyeMge ? samudra - yAtrA yahAM-vahAM (jaina-ajaina meM) niSiddha hai| eka zaMkarAcArya ne kI to unheM pada se haTanA par3A / hameM yahAM rahanA hai, yahIM rahakara hiMsaka saMskRti se lar3anA hai| agara hama videza cale bhI gaye, Dolarsa kamA bhI liye, lekina hamArI saMskRti kA kyA ? mAM-bApa vahAM kamAne jAte hai, aura saMtAna pIne ke lie cale jAte hai / yaha hiMsaka saMskRti kI dena hai / hiMsaka saMskRti ke sAmane hama eka ho kara hI cunautI de sakate hai| hamAre bhAgya kA nirNaya kyA nyAyAlaya karegI ? jinheM saMskRti kA jJAna nahIM hai, ve kyA nirNaya kareMge ? yaha nirNaya to dharmAcAryoM ko karanA cAhie / muslIma, khristI, adAlata nahIM cAhate / ve kaheMge : kurAna hI nyAyAlaya hai / hindu eka patnI se santuSTa hai / ve cAra patniyAM rakhakara 25 paidA kara sakate hai / badrinAtha meM agara Aja jainoM kA maMdira nahIM ho rahA hai to kyA laghumatI meM jAne se maMdira ho jAyegA ? kyA hama laghumatI hone se Tike raheMge ? isa sanAtana meM koI Age-pIche nahIM hai| eka araba aTThAnave karor3a varSoM se bhI purAnA hai hamArA itihAsa / hameM TUTanA nahIM cAhie / agara hama rAjasthAna kI DhANIoM kI taraha TUTanA cAlu rakheMge to hamArA TUTanA koI roka 271 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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nahIM sakatA / ___merI kAmanA hai : sabhI hindu (zvetAmbara, digambara, hindu Adi) oM kA eka tIrtha ho / . rAma kA prAdurbhAva kevala vaidika hiMsA rokane ke lie hI huA thA / vaidika hiMsA kA prAraMbha kevala rAvaNa se hI huA thA / agara ise koI anyathA siddha kara de to maiM jAhira maMca para AnA baMda kara dUMgA / sAMpa ko mAranA rAmacandrajI isa artha meM ucita samajhate the ke dUsare jIva caina se jI sake / hindu-ekatA ke lie mere zarIra kI kabhI bhI jarura par3e to AdhI rAta ko Ane ke lie taiyAra hUM / hama tIrthaMkaroM kI saMtAna hai / ___ itanI dera taka Apane mujhe (sunakara) bardAsta kiyA, isalie maiM ApakA AbhArI huuN| pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : pAlitANAmAM AvyA tyArathI sauhArdanuM vAtAvaraNa rahyuM che. cAturmAsa samApti samaye AcAryazrI dharmendrajI ekatAnuM mizana laIne AvyA che. thoDuM samajI laIe. hindu prajAnA vibhAjana mATe SaDayaMtra cAlI rahyuM che. jeno paNa laghumatImAM AvI jAya te mATe lAlaco apAI rahI che. ghaNA vicArako virodhamAM che. mULamAM thoDIka lAlaca ApI ghaNuM nukazAna thAya temAM ApaNe bhAgIdAra nathI thavAnuM, te samajI laIe. ApaNe Arya chIe. Arya kadI judA na paDI zake. Aryaputra Arya jaMbU vagere zabdonA prayogo zAstromAM jovA maLe che. Arya eTale ke hindu ! prAyaH A aMge badhA AcAya e kamati che; mahAsaMskRtithI alaga nahi thavAmAM. badhA AcArya bhagavaMta hamaNA amadAvAdamAM maLaze. tyAM carcA thaze. vi.saM. 2017mAM udayapuramAM mAruM cAturmAsa hatuM. vizva kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 200

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hindu pariSadamAM mane AmaMtraNa maLyuM. huM gayo. sau prathama pravacana ApyuM, "vasudeva hinDI' mAM A zabda che. A lokathI paralokamAM gamana kare te hinda. 1200 varSa pUrve jemaNe (jenI gAdI udayapuramAM che.) gajenakapuramAM ahIM AvIne rAjaya sthApyuM, te sIsodIyA vaMzanA kulaguru tapAgacchIya AcArya bhagavaMta ja rahyA che. jaina ane ajaina, bannenA mukhya agraNI mevADanA mahArANA hatA. teo pahelA pagalA zrIpUjyane tyAM karatA. rANA pratApanA hIravijayasUrijI paranA ThapakAnA kAgaLa paNa maLe che : amane choDIne tame akabarane tyAM kema jAva cho ? mevADanA rAjyamAM jyAre paNa khabara paDe tyAre paheluM kesarIyAjInuM maMdira banatuM. AvI paraMparA hatI. rAjasthAnanA gAmaDAmAM Aje paNa jaina-ajaina maMdironI eka ja divAla che. sirohInA mahArAjA vagerenA kulaguru jainAcArya hatA. jaina poSALamAM ja mahArAjAnA putronuM bhaNatara thatuM hatuM. baMgALamAM 10 hajAra pAThazALAo hatI. lorDa mekole pachI badhuM tUTyuM. vidyA-vANijya mahAjananA hAthamAM ja hatuM. mahAdeva-hanumAnanA maMdira paNa mahAjana nibhAvatA. A avibhakta paraMparAne toDavAnA SaDayaMtro racAyA che. - sanAtana dharmano nAza koI karI zakaze nahi, pUjya AcArya bhagavaMta jevA thoDA paNa upAsako haze. popane potAnA pazcimamAM ja anuyAyIo maLatA nathI. tenI jaDa tUTI rahI che. anuyAyIo khojavA emane TheTha ahIM AvavuM paDe che. IsA-musA khatama thaI jaze, paNa paDatA vaDa nIce ApaNe na AvI jaIe, tenI takedArI rAkhavI paDaze. 1-2 varSamAM zramaNa saMgha evo eka bane ke jenA prabhAve akhaMDa hindustAna para saMskRtinI lahera chavAI jAya. 208 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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kA. suda-10 6-11-2000, somavAra jIvata - parivartana na thatuM hoya to udhamatI khAmI samajavI, dharmatI nahi. Tkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhkhms-chcch- >> dharma jyArathI maLyo che tyArathI jIvanamAM parivartana AvyuM, e ApaNo jAta-anubhava che. bhale e bAhya parivartana haze, paNa toya enuM mahattva ochuM nathI. AMtara parivartana paNa dhIre-dhIre Avaze, jo enuM lakSya haze. anya darzanIonA jIvanamAM paNa dharmanA pravezathI kevuM parivartana dekhAya che? jainetara mIrAM, narasiMha, rAmakRSNa pa2mahaMsa vagere prabhubhaktonA jIvanamAM je mastI hatI teno InkAra zI rIte thaI zake ? ATalI UMcI bhUmikAe pahoMcyA pachI paNa jo aMtaraMga parivartana na Ave to ApaNA udyamanI khAmI samajavI, dharmanI nahi. mA bALaka mATe zIro banAvIne kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 209

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Ape, tema pUrvAcAryoe ApaNA mATe A zAstro banAvIne ApyA che, saMskRtamAM paNa samaja na paDe to gujarAtI kRtio racI che. 30 varSanI uMmare dIkSA lIdhA pachI paNa saMskRtano abhyAsa karavAnuM mana eTale thayuM ke anuvAda game teTalo sAro hoya to paNa mULa kRtinI tole na ja Ave. anuvAda eTale vAsI mAla! vAsI mAla nathI ja joIto - evA saMkalpa ja mane saMskRta abhyAsa karavA preryo. ja A janmamAM jeTalI cIja maLaze, kAMIka adhUruM raheze to paNa ciMtA nahi karatA, AgAmI bhavamAM A adhUrI sAdhanA pUrNa thaze. paNa sAdhanA ja zarU nahi thaI hoya to zI rIte pUrNa thaze ? bhagavAna jevuM upAdAna pAmIne paNa ApaNo AtmA kalyANa na sAdhe to kyAre sAdhaze ? bIjA koIne nahi to ApaNI jAtane to Thapako ApI zakIe ne ? amArA dIkSAdAtA pU. ratnAkara vi.ma. potAnI jAtane zikSA ApatA. kAussagna vageremAM pramAda Ave to pote ja potAne thappaDa mArI detA. cakravartInA cakrathI moTA-moTA zatru rAjAo paNa gabharAI jAya. bhagavAnanA paNa dharmacakrathI cAreya gati, cAreya kaSAyo, cAreya saMjJAo cakanAcUra thaI jAya, cAreya dharmo AvI maLe. AthI ja bhagavAna cAturaMta cakravartI che. paMcendriyano utkRSTa kALa 200 thI 900 sAgaropama che. jo ATalA kALamAM kAma na karyuM to vikasendriya - ekendriyamAM javuM paDaze. mATe ja pramAda karavAnI zAstrakAro nA pADe che. paNa A sAMbhaLe koNa ? jIvanamAM utAre koNa ? ja samyagdarzanathI mAMDIne siddhigati sudhI bhagavAna A rIte ja (saMsArano aMta karanAra dharma cakravartI tarIke) varte che. jyAM bhagavAna jAya tyAM mohanA sAmrAjyane toDI-phoDI nAkhe che. ApaNane ahIM sudhI bhagavAne ja pahoMcADyA ja ne? paNa ApaNe kyAreka bhagavAnane choDIne mohanI chAvaNImAM 280 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe,

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ghusI jaIe chIe. athavA ahIM rahIne mohanA ejanTanuM kAma karIe chIe, jema bhAratamAM rahetA trAsavAdIo pAkistAnanA ejanTa banIne kAma kare. rahevuM bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM ane kAma karavuM mohanuM A kevuM ? rahevuM bhAratamAM ane kAma karavuM pAkistAnanuM. A kevuM? - thamA thI mAMDIne thappavarAvaraMta sudhI vizeSa upayoga saMpadA thaI. (25) maMDiyevaranA - saMsaUAtharIui keTalAka (bauddho) potAnA bhagavAnane "pratitatavajJAnadarzanadhara' mAne che. teo kahe che : amArA bhagavAna sarvajJa hoya ke na hoya, amArA ISTa padArthane jue eTale basa. ahIM A matanuM khaMDana thayuM che. vItarAga prabhu apratihata uttama jJAna ane darzanane dhAraNa karanArA che. sarvajJatAnI ThekaDI uDADatA e bauddhoe kahyuM che : sarvaM pazyatu vA mA vA, tattvamiSTaM tu pazyatu / pramANaM dUradarzI cedete gRdhrAnupAsmahe // amArA bhagavAna badhuM juo ke na juo paNa ISTa tattva juo. dUradarzIne ja jo pramANa gaNavAmAM Ave to ame gIdhanI upAsanA karIe. gIdha keTaluM dUra-dUra sudhI joI zake che ? pAMceya AcAronuM jema jema pAlana thatuM jAya tema jJAnAdino kSayopazama vadhato jAya. jJAna ane jJAnInI AzAtanA TALavI, jJAna jJAnInuM bahumAna karavuM, vagere dvArA jJAna vadhatuM rahe che. dIkSA lIdhI tyAre keTaluM AvaDatuM hatuM ? atyAre vadhu AvaDe che, temAM jJAnAcAranA pAlanano prabhAva che, ema samajAya che ? kevaLajJAna-darzana e to ApaNo svabhAva che. e svabhAva ApaNe na meLavIe to koNa meLavaze ? bhagavAna AkhA jagatane pUrNarUpe jue che, paNa ApaNe kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 281

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ApaNI jAtane pUrNarUpe nathI jotA. aMdara mithyAtva beThuM che ne? upAzraya, ziSyo, bhakto, bokSa vagere mArA evuM lAge che, paNa jJAnAdi mArA che, evuM lAge che ? bhakta AdithI lAgatI pUrNatA UchInA ghareNA jevI che. jJAnAdinI pUrNatA ApaNI potAnI che, e bhUlazo nahi. jemanI pUrNatA pragaTelI che, tenuM bahumAna karatA raho to paNa kAma thaI jAya. paNa aMdarathI mAno cho ? pUrNatA jovA aMdaranI AMkha joIe. moTA-moTA paMDita pAse paNa AvI AMkha nathI hotI. paM. sukhalAla jevA moTA gajAnA paMDitane paNa bhagavAnanI sarvajJatAmAM vizvAsa nhoto. bhagavAna ane gurunI kRpA vinA sarvajJatAno padArtha na samajAya. have gaIkAlanI vAta karuM. pU. devacandrajIe kahyuM che : jaDa ane cetana badhA ja bhagavAnanI AjJA pramANe cAlI rahyA che. AgaLa vadhIne huM tyAM sudhI kahIza : ApaNA karatAM paNa jaDa padArtho bhagavAnanI AjJA vadhu pALe che. dravya kSetra ne kAla bhAva guNa, rAjanIti e cArajI; tAsa vinA jaDa-cetana prabhunI, koI na lope kArajI.' - pU. devacandrajI. sAma, dAna, daMDa ane bheda A cArathI rAjanIti cAle, tema bhagavAnanI AjJA paNa dravyAdi cAra prakAre che. dareka dravyanI maryAdA : svadravya, svakSetra, svakALa, svabhAva ane sva-guNamAM rahevAnuM. AnuM koI ullaMghana karI zake kharuM ? - jIvAstikAya rUpe ApaNe sau eka chIe. 'i AyA' vagere sUtro A ja rIte ghaTe. cetanAnI apekSAe jIvano eka bheda, A ekatAne jaNAve che. jIvAstikAya dravyathI anaMta, kSetrathI lokavyApI, kALathI zAzvata, bhAvathI avarNa, agaMdha ane arUpI che. arUpI hovA chatAM astitva dhAraNa kare che. mATe ja te jIvAstikAya kahevAya che. 282 * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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jIvAstikAyamAM eka jIvano eka pradeza paNa ocho hoya to te jIvAstikAya na ja kahevAya. emAM ApaNe paNa AvI ja gayAne ? A lakSaNothI koI jaDa bahAra jAya ? pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : ApaNe paNa kyAM ullaMghana karIe chIe ? pUjyazrI H bhagavAne jIvo sAthe maitrI karavAnuM kahyuM, ApaNe nathI karatA, A ullaMghana na kahevAya ? pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : Ape eMgala badalyo. - pUjyazrI H badalavo ja paDene ? e rIte laIe to ja sAdhanAmAM gati Ave. bhagavAnanA manovargaNAnA pudgalo TheTha anuttara vimAna sudhI pahoMcI zakatA hoya to ApaNA sudhI na pahoMce, evuM koNe kahyuM ? bIjA mATe zubha bhAva bhAvo. avazya asara thaze ja. mAtra bolIne ja bIjo sudhare che, evuM nathI, manathI paNa sudharI zake che, e samajavuM rahyuM. | sarovara pAse jatAM zItalatAno anubhava thAya, tema saMto pAse zItalatAno anubhava thAya che, tenuM kAraNa emanA hRdayano zubha bhAva ja che. A pustaka vAMcatAM citta prasanna banyuM che. mane je nAnI-nAnI bAbatamAM ochuM AvI jatuM hatuM. abhimAna AdinA kAraNe beleTa-go' karI zakatI na hatI. evA mArA aMtaraMga doSo ochA thatA dekhAya che. - sA. haMsaguNAzrI * * * * * * * * * * * * * 283

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pU.A.zrI bhadraguNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. kA. suda-11 7-11-2000, maMgaLavAra ucca koTitA sAhityakAronuM kadI mRtyu nathI thatuM. sthaLa : vAva pathaka dharmazALA. pU. bhadraguptasUri prathama svargatithi. pU.A.zrI vijaya jagavallabhasUrijI H mahesANAnA mUlacaMdabhAIne kizora avasthAmAM koDa hatA : abhinetA banavAnA. pU. premasUrijI ma.nI emanA para najara paDI ane banI gayA, jaina muni. abhinetA paNa veSa-parivartana karato hoya che. mUlacaMdabhAIe paNa sAdhu banIne veSa-parivartana karyuM ja ne ? mUlacaMdabhAI pU. bhAnuvijayajInA ziSya munizrI bhadraguptavijayajI tarIke prasiddha thayA. "mahApaMthano yAtrika' nAmanA pustakathI zarU thayelI emanI sarjanayAtrA mRtyu sudhI cAlI rahI. chellI 284 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasari-4

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bhayaMkara mAMdagI vacce paNa samAdhipUrNa citte teo sAhityasarjana karatA ja rahyA. A emanA jIvananI mahattvapUrNa siddhi hatI. - pU.A.zrI hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : amArA e sva. pU. AcAryazrInI sAthe gADha saMbaMdho hatA. huM vyAkhyAnamAM navo-navo hato tyAre mane teo aneka rIte protsAhita karatA. vyAkhyAna mATe navA muddAo ApatA. vyAkhyAna kaI rIte ApavuM ? te aMge samajAvatA. svayaM vyAkhyAna adhUruM choDIne mArI pAsethI bolAvatA, mArA vyAkhyAnanI prazaMsA karI mane protsAhita paNa karatA. Aje mAruM je vyaktitva che, enA ghaDataramAM aneka paribaLo rahelA che, temAM pUjyazrI paNa eka mahattvanuM paribaLa hatA. - paM. chabIladAsajI AvA prasaMge eka saMskRta zloka kahetA te yAda AvI jAya che : haMsa jayAre sarovarane choDIne cAlyA jAya che tyAre haMsane to koI khoTa nathI paDatI. kAraNa ke jyAM rAjahaMsa jaze, tyAM sarovaranuM nirmANa thaI ja raheze. paNa sarovara jarUra zUnuM banaze. jinazAsananuM A sarovara paNa pUjayazrI vinA atyAre zUnuM thayuM che. pU. gaNizrI manicandravijayajI : hindI kavi zrI maithilIzaraNa guNe kahyuM che : maMthara hai vahAM, gaThThAM mAhitya nahIM hai murdA hai vaha deza, jahAM sAhitya nahIM hai| ApaNA lakSmIputra samAjamAM sAhityakAra tarIke upasI AvelA pUjya AcAryazrI viziSTa vyaktitvanA svAmI hatA. jo ke, pUjyazrI sAthe mAro khAsa paricaya nathI. phakta be ja vakhata emane joyA che. eka vAra gRhasthApaNAmAM... vi.saM. 2027mAM muMbaI - sAyananA upAzrayamAM, jayAre huM 11-12 varSanI vayano hato. moTA bhAI sAthe sAyana kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 285

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derAsaramAM darzanArthe gayelo. bAjunA upAzrayamAM pU. munizrI bhadraguptavijayajInuM pravacana cAlatuM hatuM. moTA bhAI sAthe huM paNa sAMbhaLavA beTho. emanA pravacananuM eka vAkya Aje paNa yAda che : 'moharAjA kapALe kaMkunuM tilaka lagAvI upara kolasAnI bhUkkI lagAve che.' kayA saMdarbhamAM e vAkya hatuM te yAda nathI, paNa vAkya Aje paNa yAda che. tyAre zI khabara ke A ja mahAtmAnI guNAnuvAda-sabhAmAM emanuM A vAkya mAre bolavuM paDaze ? dIkSA paryAyanA 29 varSamAM eka ja vakhata pUjyazrInA darzana thayA. vi.saM. 2055nA vaizAkha mahinAmAM (emanA svargavAsathI 5-6 mahinA pahelA ja) pUjyazrInA darzana zyAmala phleTamAM karyA. bhayaMkara vyAdhimAM paNa adbhuta samAdhi caherA para dekhAtI hatI. pUjayazrI atyAre bhale dehathI hayAta nathI, paNa sAhityadehathI amara che. uccakoTinA sAhityakAronuM kadI mRtyu thatuM nathI. teo akSaradehe sadA jIvaMta rahe che. jyAM sudhI jJAnasAra, prazamarati, zAnta sudhArasa jevA grantho paranA emanA vivecana-grantho vaMcAyA karaze tyAM sudhI pUjyazrI jIvaMta raheze. lalita vistarA, yogadRSTi samuccaya vagere aneka grantho dvArA pU. haribhadrasUrijI Aje paNa jIve che. jJAnasAra, adhyAtmasAra Adi grantho dvArA pU. upA. yazovijayajI Aje paNa ApaNI vacce che. AvI vyaktionI kIrti koNa miTAvI zake ? nAma rahaMtAM ThAkarA, nANA navi rahaMta; kIrti kerA koTaDA, pADyA navi paDaMta.' pU. munizrI udayaprabhavijayajI : vaktRtva, lekhana ane anuzAsana A triveNIno virala saMgama pUjyazrImAM thayelo hato. jo ke, vaktRtva kaThaNa che ja, paNa lekhana tethI paNa kaThaNa * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 206

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che. kAraNake bolatI vakhate ADuM-avaLuM bolAI jAya to haju cAle, paNa lakhavAmAM garabaDa thaI jAya te bilakula na cAle. pUjyazrI pAse vastRtva ane lekhana banne kSetre mAsTarI hatI. anuzAsana guNa paNa pUjyazrImAM joradAra hato. madrAsacAturmAsamAM zibiromAM chokarAonuM anuzAsana dvArA kaI rIte niyaMtraNa karatA te meM gRhasthapaNAmAM najare joyuM che. eka AMkhamAM bhIma-guNa to bIjI AMkhamAM kAnta-guNa paNa hato. huM para-samudAyamAM dIkSA levAno chuM, evuM jANavA chatAM pU. bhUvanabhAnusUrijI, pU. jayaghoSasUrijI, pU. jayasuMdaravijayajI Adie mane hubalI-cAturmAsamAM premathI adhyayana karAvyuM che. AvA udAra dRSTikoNa dharAvatA samudAyamAM pUjyazrI saMkucita dRSTikoNavALA zI rIte hoI zake ? emanA udA2 dRSTikoNano aneka vakhata anekone anubhava thayo che. pU.paM.zrI vajasenavijayajI : vi.saM. 2006mAM huM jyAre ATha varSano hato tyAre ahIM pAlitANA gAmamAM bIjA mumukSuo sAthe bhaNavA Avelo. tyAre pUjyazrI paNa gRhasthapaNAmAM hatA. dIkSA pachI jo ke, khAsa maLavAnuM thayuM nathI, paNa sAhitya dvArA temano paricaya thato ja raheto. emaNe lakhyuM te pramANe jIvyuM paNa che. jIvananI chellI kSaNa sudhI samAdhi jALavI rAkhI che. ApaNo dharma moTA bhAge suprabhAvita hoya che. sukhazAnti hoya tyAM sudhI dharma rahe che. duHkha AvatAM ja dharmanuM bASpIbhavana thaI jAya che. nimitta na maLe tyAM sudhI zAnta rahIe chIe. nimitta maLatAM ja zAntinuM bASpIbhavana thaI jAya che, aMdarano krodha javALAmukhI banIne phATI nIkaLe che. pUjyazrImAM AvuM na hatuM, chellI mAMdagImAM paNa pUjyazrIe adbhuta samAdhi rAkhI che ne potAnuM sarjana-kArya avirata cAlu rAkhyuM che. jANyuM te pramANe jIvyuM te AnuM nAma ! kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 280

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pU. munizrI dhuraMdharavijayajI : jhagaDIAjImAM ATha varSanI uMmare mArI dIkSA thaI. pachI mAre pU. gurudeva (pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.) sAthe moTA gurudeva pUjya AcAryazrI (vijaya premasUrijI) nA sAnnidhyamAM javAnuM thayuM. te vakhate bAlamuni tarIke huM ekalo ja hato. e arasAmAM mAre be jaNanI sAthe AtmIyatAbharyA saMbaMdho baMdhAyA hatA : munizrI candrazekharavijayajI tathA munizrI bhadraguptavijayajI sAthe. ame traNeya khAsa nikaTanA sAthIo banyA. | muni candrazekharavijayajIe lekhaka tarIke upanAma vajapANi' rAkheluM. Aje paNa teo khumArInuM vaja laIne ghUme che. bhadraguptavijayajIe "priyadarzana' upanAma rAkheluM. chelle sudhI saune temanuM darzana priya ja lAgatuM. huM to sAva nAno. mane pUjyazrI dararoja navI-navI suMdara majAnI vArtA kahetA. kyAreka bahirbhumie jatI vakhate paNa vArtA kahetA. nAnA bALakane AthI vadhu zuM joIe ? - tyAra pachI paNa amArA saMbaMdho ghaNA uSmAbharyA rahyA. saM. 2054mAM amadAvAda-cAturmAsamAM huM temane avAra-navAra maLavA jato. mane joIne pUjyazrI khUba ja rAjI thatA. dareka mulAkAtamAM chelluM vAkya A hoya : tuM have pharI kyAre Ave che ? (teo mane haMmezA tuM kahIne ja bolAvatA. gADha AtmIyatA hoya tyAM ja AvuM saMbodhana hoI zake.) amadAvAdathI vihAra vakhate paNa mane jaldI AvavA kaheluM. 20papanA cAturmAsa pachI mArI svayaMnI bhAvanA paNa DIsAthI vihAra karI amadAvAdamAM pUjyazrIne maLavAnI hatI. 45 AgamanuM adhyayana pUjyazrI pAse karavAnI tIvra bhAvanA hatI. emanuM adhyayana talasparzI hatuM. AthI tIvra AkAMkSA hatI. paNa kudaratane e kadAca maMjUra nahi hoya. cAturmAsa pachI huM vihAra karuM e pahelA AjanA divase pUjyazrIno deha-vilaya thaI gayo. pU. bhadraguptasUrijInA lagabhaga tamAma pustako pU. 288 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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rAmacandrasUrijI ma. vAMcatA vAMcIne DolI UThatA : vAha ! kevuM adbhuta lakhyuM che ? pU. bhadraguptasUrijI mATe AthI adhika bIjuM kayuM pramANapatra hoI zake ? pU.A.zrI yazovijayasUrijI : eka vakhata pUjayazrInI vAcanA sAMbhaLavA maLI. mArI Adata pramANe huM emanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatA zabdonI pAchaLa azabda avasthAne joI rahyo. zabdo to eka bahAnuM che, eka mAdhyama che; tamane maLavAnuM. zabdonA upayoga vinA mahApuruSo tamane zI rIte maLI zake ? pUjyazrInA ghaDavaiyA pU. premasUrijI. pU. premasUrijI eka acchA zilpI hatA. emaNe aneka zilponuM (munionuM) sarjana karyuM. gAMdhIjI mATe huM ghaNIvAra kahuM chuM : gAMdhIjI svayaM eTalA vidvAna na hatA, paNa emanA anuyAyIo emanAthI paNa vadhu vidvAna hatA. chatAM e badhA vidvAnone temaNe eka sAMkaLe bAMdhI lIdhA. pU. premasUrijIne gAMdhIjI sAthe A apekSAe sarakhAvI zakAya. emaNe jyAM jyAM zaktio joI te saune kheMcI lIdhA. bhinna-bhinna zaktio dharAvatA keTalA mahAtmAone temaNe taiyAra karyA ? sAce ja teo utkRSTa zilpI hatA. emanA aneka zilpomAMnuM eka namUnedAra zilpa te pU. bhadraguptasUrijI. pU. premasUrijI eka vAtamAM khAsa AgrahI rahyA : jIvana nirmaLa ja hovuM joIe. jIvananI cAdaramAM koI DAgha lAgI jAya, te teo calAvI letA nahi. AthI ja emanA samudAyamAM vizuddha saMyamI mahAtmAonI zreNi taiyAra thaI zakI. pU. bhadraguptasUrijIne Aje tame bhAvAMjali ApavA ekaThA thayA cho. to A nimitte zuM karazo ? emanA pustako avazya vAMcajo. kadAca badhA na vAMcI zako emaNe chellI mAMdagImAM lakhelA sulasA, laya-vilaya, zodha-pratizodha vagere kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 289

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pustako to khAsa vAMcajo. e emanuM utkRSTa sarjana che. dalapata sI. zAha (adhyApaka) pUjyazrInI sAthe mAre ghaNI vakhata rahevAnuM thayuM che. khAsa karIne zibira-saMcAlaka tarIke rahyo chuM. bALako para kaI rIte anuzAsana karavuM ? te huM emanI pAsethI zIkhyo chuM. emanI pAse TIciMga-pAvara hato. vidyArthIone kaI rIte bhaNAvavA ? te kaLA huM temanI pAsethI zIkhyo chuM. teo keTalA niHspRha hatA ? e paNa jANavA jevuM che. mRtyuthI pUrve temaNe kahyuM hatuM : Aje evo rivAja thaI gayo che, jenI vadhu UMcI bolI bolAya te mahAna. mArI pAchaLa AvI koI bolI bolazo nahi. mArA zabanuM koI viziSTa jagyAe nahi, paNa sAmAnya jagyAe ja dahana karazo. mArI pAchaLa koI smAraka, koI mUrti ke maMdira vagere banAvazo nahi. AvI niHspRhatA bahu ochI jovA maLe ! 290 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka maLI gayuM che. pUjyapAdazrIe vAMkI tImAM ApelI vAcanAne vAMcatA kharekhara ! pUjyazrInA rageragamAM prabhubhakti vaNAyelI jaNAI Ave che. tema ja saMyama-jIvanamAM paNa jIvana jIvavAnI kaLA ane navI navI preraNAo maLe che. khUba ja rasaprada A pustaka che. sAdhvI puNyarekhAzrI surata - * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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kA. suda-11 7-11- 2000, maMgaLavAra pustaka, ghaTatA, svapna - vagere anekarUpe bhagavAna ! tamane mArgadarzana ApavA AvI pahoMce che. - 44444444444444444444 "mokSanA kartA bhagavAna che." - ema mAnazo to ja sAdhanAnuM prathama caraNa zarU thaze. 'bhagavAna vizvanA kartA che." e vAta ApaNe nathI svIkAratA, kAraNa ke e ghaTatI nathI, paNa sAdhanAnA kSetre to bhagavAnanuM kartutva svIkAravuM ja paDaze. e mATe ja A lalitavistarA grantha che. A svIkAryA vinA ApaNI tathAbhavyatA pAke tema nathI. jo ke, ema paNa kahI zakAya : tathAbhavyatAno paripAka thayo hoya athavA thavAno hoya tene ja bhagavAnanuM zaraNuM svIkAravAnuM mana thAya. tame jyAre bhagavAnane pUrNarUpe samarpita thAva tyAre bhagavAna tamArI saMpUrNa javAbadArI saMbhALI le. * * * * * * * * * * * 291

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tamane pratidina khUTatuM mArgadarzana ApyA ja kare. kyAreka guru dvArA Ape, kyAreka pustaka dvArA, kyAreka koI ghaTanA dvArA ke kyAreka svapra dvArA paNa bhagavAna mArga-darzana Ape. bhagavAna anekarUpe Ave che. (25) akhaMDiyevaranA vaMsapatharAI . bhagavAna pAse apratihata darzana jJAna na hoya to ATalA vizALa klaka para upakAra na thaI zake. sarvajJatA vinA sAmenA Azaya bhUmikAo vagere jaNAya nahi. e vinA pUrNarUpe upakAra thaI zake nahi. keTalAka evA paNa jijJAsuo hoya che, jeo Ave jijJAsuno dekhAva karIne, paNa kharekhara to e jaNAvavA ja Ave : ame paNa sAdhaka chIe. ame sAdhanA karIe chIe. ame paNa jANIe chIe. pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. pAse AvA paNa ghaNA sAdhako AvatA. paNa pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. potAnA svabhAva pramANe emanuM badhuM sAMbhaLI letA. pahelA sAmevALAne saMpUrNa khAlI karIne pachI ja pote yogya lAge te bolatA. rAtA mahAvIra tIrthamAM upadhAna mALa vakhate (vi.saM. 2032) eka minisTara sabhAmAM jarA ADuM-avaLuM bolelA. mane te ja vakhate prativAda karavAnuM mana thayuM, paNa vaDIlonI hAjarImAM to kAMI bolAya nahi. pachI meM pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.ne pUchyuM : ApaNA taraphathI kema kAMI javAba nahi ? "enA vicAro hatA te teNe jaNAvyA. e svIkAravA ApaNe kAMI baMdhAyelA nathI. emanI vAta samaje, evA sabhAmAM keTalA hatA ? have jo virodha karIe to emanI ja vAta vadhu majabUta bane. pahelA kadAca be jaNA jANatA hoya. virodha karIe to badhA ja jANatA thaI jAya. ApaNe ja virodha dvArA enI vAtane majabUta zA mATe banAvavI ?' pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.mahArAje mane A javAba tyAre Apelo. Aje paNa A javAba mane barAbara yAda che. emanI A nIti huM paNa apanAvuM chuM. 292 = = = = = = = = = * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija = = = =

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apratihata vara jJAna ane darzananA dhAraka bhagavAna che. badhI ja labdhio sAkAra (jJAna) upayogamAM ja thAya che. te jaNAvavA ahIM prathama jJAna mUkyuM che. (26) vikRchakamavi | A vizeSaNathI AjIvaka (gozALAno mata) matanuM nirasana thayuM che. "dharma-tIrthano nAza thato hoya tyAre bhagavAna avatAra dhAraNa kare che." ema teo mAne che. jema gItAmAM zrIkRSNe kahyuM che : yA yA di thaze nanirmavati mArata ....... tA tAtmAnaM sRgAveda. AjIvakono paNa Avo ja mata hato. paNa ahIM kahe che : bhagavAna to saMpUrNarUpe chadmastha avasthAthI para thaI gayA che. avidyA temanI naSTa thaI gaI "mokSathI jo koI pAchuM na ja Ave to saMsAra khAlI na thaI jAya ?' evo prazna nahi karatA. jeTalA traNeya kALanA samayo che, tethI paNa vadhu saMsAramAM jIvo che, je kadI paNa khAlI thavAnA nathI. jo ema mAnIzuM to jIvonI kramazaH mukti thatAM saMsAra Akho khAlI thaI jAya. paNa ema kadI banyuM nathI ne banaze paNa nahi. * AjJA be prakAre : nizcaya ane vyavahAra. jaDa padArtho mATe eka nizcaya AjJA ja che. jayAre ApaNe sAdhanA karavI hoya to vyavahAra AjJA mAnavI paDe. to ja ApaNe upAdeyano Adara ane heyano asvIkAra karI zakIe. - pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI : eka bAju bhagavAnanI AjJA che : pudgalo potAnuM kArya kare che. bIjI bAju bhagavAnanI AjJA che : pugalo zatru che. tene choDo. zuM samajavuM ? - pUjyazrI : karmasattAthI dabAyelA chIe ApaNe. bhagavAna ApaNane ApaNuM sihatva (Atma7) jANavA kahe che. pudgala chUTe nahi tyAM sudhI Atmatva jaNAya nahi. * * * * * * * * * * * * 293

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bhagavAnanI ATalI ja AjJA che : je je pravRttithI karmabaMdhana thAya te te kArya kadI karatA nahi. je pravRttithI karma tUTatA rahe che te kArya karatAM kadI aTakatA nahi. parabhAvamAM gayA eTale karma baMdhana thayuM ja samajo. svabhAvamAM gayA eTale karma baMdhana aTakyuM ja samajo. e mATe jJAnasiddha banavuM paDaze. pudgalo vacce rahevA chatAM jJAnasiddha karmothI lapAto nathI. svArtharUpI kAjaLanA ghara jevA saMsAramAM rahelA sarva jIvo lepAya che, paNa jJAnasiddha lepAto nathI. 'lipyate nikhilo loko, jJAnasiddho na lipyate / - jJAnasAra. paNa A badhuM zIkhatAM pahelA vyavahAramAM niSNAta thavuM paDaze. jo sIdhA A dRSTikoNa apanAvavA gayA to kAnajInA matanA anuyAyIo jevI hAlata thAya, jemaNe pUjA-pratikramaNa Adi badhuM choDI dIdhuM che. sAdhanAnA mArgamAM kramazaH AgaLa vadho to ja maMjhile pahoMcAya. pAyA vinAnI ImArata caNavA jAva to ka... ka... Da... bhUsa thaIne ja raheze. pustaka vAMcatAM AMkho ne haiyuM raDI UThe che, dila dravI UThe che. eka romamAM AnaMdanI lahera doDI UThe che. A pustakanA lAbho pUrNa rIte kahevAnI zakti nathI, paraMtu amArA jIvanamAM eka guNa paNa Avaze to paNa beDo pAra thaI jaze. - sa. devAnaMdAzrI 214 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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OM pap tap ip is to policed se jItADI Apaze, tArI Apaze, jagADI Apaze te choDAvI Apaze. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 K kA. suda-12 8-11-2000, budhavAra bhagavAnanI paramakaruNAthI ja ATalI dharma sAmagrI maLI che . bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM jo AnaMda Ave, bhagavAna pratye bahumAna pedA thAya to AgaLa-AgaLanI bhUmikAo svAbhAvika rIte maLatI jAya. vyavahArathI joIe to ApaNe ardhe raste AvI gayA chIe. bhagavAnane je kSaNe tame alaga rAkho cho te ja kSaNe tamAruM muktimArga taraphanuM prayANa aTakI jAya. bhagavAna zuM na Ape ? sAdhanA, sadgati, bodhi badhuM ja Ape. abhaya, cakSu, bodhi vagere badhuM ja ApanAra bhagavAna che. ekeka vizeSaNa dvArA anya anya dArzanikonA matonuM ahIM (namunthuNaMmAM) khaMDana thayuM che. pU. 295

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haribhadrasUrijIe A badhuM dArzanika bhASAmAM lakhyuM che. ApaNI pAse divaso ochA che. kahevAnuM ghaNuM che. eTale dArzanika bhASA gauNa karIne AgaLa vadhIe chIe. svarUpa ane paropakAra A banne bhagavAnanI saMpadA che. svarUpa utkRSTa na hoya to utkRSTa paropakAra zI rIte thaI zake? jeNe nAnuM ja kuTuMba calAvavuM hoya to nAnI dukAna, paracUraNano dhaMdho cAle, paNa vizALa kuTuMbavALAne to moTA dhaMdhA karavA paDe. bhagavAna samasta jagatanA uddhAranuM mizana laIne beThA che. emanI pAse keTalA ucca prakAranI svarUpa-paropakAra Adi saMpadAo hovI joIe ? mokSamAM gayA pachI A zaktio baMdha thaI jAya che, ema nahi mAnatA, Aje paNa e zaktio kAma kare ja che. sainiko laDatA hoya tyAre sarakAranI javAbadArI hoya che : khuTatI vastu pUrI karavAnI. ApaNe moha sAme laDatA hoIe ne nirbaLa banIe tyAre baLa pUravAnI bhagavAnanI javAbadArI che. jarUra che, mAtra bhagavAna sAthe anusaMdhAnanI. sainika pAse eTalI ja apekSA che ? e dezane vaphAdAra rahe. bhakta pAsethI eTalI eTalI ja apekSA che : e bhagavAnane samarpita rahe. (27) niHUAM gAvAIi | kaMTakezvarIe jema kumArapALa para gusso karyo : mArI baliprathA kema aTakAvI ? moharAjA paNa ApaNA para gusso kare che : mArI chAvaNI choDIne bhagavAnanI chAvaNImAM kema tuM gayo ? kumArapALa kaMTakezvarI sAme makkama rahyo, tema ApaNe paNa makkama rahevAnuM che. bhagavAnanA zaraNe javAnuM che. bhagavAnanI to spaSTa vAta che : meM moha Adi para jaya meLavyo che, mAruM je zaraNa le tenA paNa mohano huM nAza karuM. to ja huM arihaMta. huM mAtra jItanAro nathI, jItADanAro paNa chuM. - rAga-dveSa-moha AdinA humalAo to thatA ja rahevAnA. moTA sAdhakanA jIvanamAM paNa AvA humalAo Ave. jo na 296 * * * * * * * * * *

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AvatA hoya to upAdhyAyajI ma. jevA Ama gAya nahi. tapa-japa moha mahA tophAne, nAva na cAle mAne re.' sAdhanAnA mArge sAdhakane AvA anubhava thAya ja che. e anubhavanuM ahIM varNana che. e mATe ja yogazAstranA 4thA prakAzamAM viSaya-kaSAya ane IndriyonA jaya pachI manojaya karavAnuM kahyuM che. ApaNI paraMparA paNa A ja che. mATe ja vairAgyazataka, Indriya - parAjayazataka vagere bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che. vairAgyazataka, Indriya parAjayazataka vagere mUkIne mAtra vyAkaraNa AdimAM paDyA to khataro utpanna thaI zake che. - jJAnasAra, yogasAra, adhyAtmasAra, AgamasAra (pU. devacandrajInuM) vagere grantho sArabhUta che. bIjuM kAMI na karI zako to A grantho jarUra bhaNajo. A granthothI TUMkamAM ApaNane sArabhUta padArtho maLI rahe che. AgamasAra pU. devacandrajInI kRti che. meM gRhasthapaNAmAM ja karyo che. nayacakrasAra paNa emano grantha che, paNa kaThina che, eTale nathI kaheto. atyAre ApaNo dhyeya ja badalAI gayo che. ApaNI ruci ja badalAI gaI che. adhyAtma tarapha ruci hoya to A badhA grantho bhaNavAnuM mana thAya ne ? ruci hoya tyAM zakti vaparAya ja che. ApaNI zaktio haMmezA ApaNI IcchAne ja anusare che. AtmA tarapha vaLavAnI tIvra IcchA te ja samyagU darzana che. - arUpI pavana kAryathI jaNAya che. arUpI AtmA guNathI jaNAya che. jJAnAdi guNo AtmA sivAya bIje kyAMya joyA ? ApaNA jJAnAdi guNo prabhu sAthe tanmaya banAvavA che. zikSakanuM jJAna vidyArthImAM AvI zakatuM hoya to bhagavAnanA guNo ApaNAmAM saMkrAnta kema na thAya ? ja dIvo svayaM to pragaTe che, paNa bIjAne pragaTAvavAnI e zakti dharAve che. dIvo bIjAne pragaTAve to e jarAya kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * 290

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ghaTato nathI. bhagavAna paNa dIpaka che. svayaM rAga-dveSAdinA jItanArA che, anyane paNa jItADanArA che. (28) tiUUUi tArayAIi . bhagavAna svayaM saMsAra tarelA che. emanA Azritane paNa tAranArA che. jahAja mAtra svayaM taratuM nathI, bIjAne tAre paNa bhagavAne A saMsAra samudramAM nAnI naukAo (dazaviratinI) paNa mUkI che, paNa zarata eTalI : naukAo " dvArA Akhare moTI sTImara pakaDI levI. cAlanAro paDI jAya to koI tene UThADanAro maLaze ja. paDI javAnA bhayathI koI cAlavAnuM baMdha karatuM nathI. sAdhanAmAM paDI jaIzuM to zuM thaze ? ema vicArIne sAdhanA zarU karavAnuM baMdha karI daIe te kema cAle ? caMDakosiyA jevAne paNa bhagavAna tAravA AvatA hoya to ApaNane tAravA na Ave ? bhagavAna ApaNane sadA tAravA Icche ja che, paNa muzkelI A ja che : ApaNe ja karavA IcchatA nathI. ApaNe ja niHzaMka banIne bhagavAnane pakaDatA nathI. urdu, ApaNe ApaNA tAranArane ApaNI tarapha kheMcavA prayatna karI rahyA chIe. agnimAM ke kUvAmAM paDI gayelo mANasa potAne kheMcanArane madada to na kare, paNa pratyuta potAnA bacAvanArane kheMcavA prayatna karato hoya to zuM samajavuM? (pU. hemacandrasAgarasUrijI padhAryA.) muni bhAgyezavijayajI : UThADavA AvyA. pUjyazrI : UThADavA nahi, sAra sAMbhaLavA AvyA. pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. pAsethI AvuM ghaNuM zIkhavA maLyuM. koI paNa ghaTanAmAMthI teozrI sAruM ja grahaNa karatA. ADA-avaLA lITA karatA bALakane Thapako ApavA karatAM ekaDo lakhIne batAvo, eTale patyuM. e zIkhI jaze. e jeTaluM 298 jha * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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kare teTalI anumodanA karo. koIe pUrI AlocanA na lIdhI hoya to vicAravuM : ATalI to lIdhI ! jeTalI lIdhI teTalI to zuddhi thaze ! paNa tenA para gusse nahi thavuM. tene anya dRSTAMto dvArA pUrNa AlocanA levA prerita karavo. | (29) vRddhAo yodayA ! AkhuM jagata ajJAna-nidrAmAM poDheluM hoya tyAre bhagavAna ene DhaMDhoLe che, jagADe che. svayaM jAgI gayelo mANasa svAbhAvika rIte ja bIjAne jagADavA prayatna kare. bhagavAna svayaM jAgI gayelA che. ne bIjAne paNa jagADanArA che. bhagavAna to ApaNA mAtA-pitA, baMdhu, netA vagere badhuM ja che. e na jagADe to bIjA koNa jagADe ? paNa ApaNe bhagavAnane pArakA mAnIe chIe. eTale ja phurasadanA samaye ja bhagavAnane samarIe chIene ? bhagavAna sarvasva che, evuM kadI lAgyuM ? sarvasva lAge to bhagavAna vinA eka kSaNa paNa rahI zakAya ? (30) muttA mokaIIT | bhagavAna karmonA baMdhanathI mukta banelA che. bIjAne paNa mukta banAvanArA che. karmanuM satata baMdhana karanArA ApaNane chuTakAro game che ke nahi ? e paNa savAla che. chuTakAro gamato hoya to karmanuM baMdhana zI rIte game ? je je pravRttithI karma baMdhana thatuM hoya te te pravRtti zA mATe na aTake ? sAra mAtra ATalo ja che : je pravRttithI karma baMdhana thAya, te na karavI. mASatuSa munine mAtra ATaluM ja zIkhavavAmAM AveluM : roSa-toSa na karavo. koI prazaMsA kare to rAjI na thavuM. niMdA kare to nArAja na thavuM. ATalA jJAnane bhAvita banAvyuM to kevaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM. thoDuM jJAna hoya te cAle, paNa te bhAvita baneluM hovuM joIe. huM eTale ja ghaNA jJAna para bhAra nathI mUkato, ene kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 299

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bhAvita banAvavA para bhAra mUkuM chuM. eka bhagavAnane pakaDI lo. e bhagavAna tamane jItADI Apaze, tArI Apaze, jagADI Apaze ane choDAvI Apaze. je koIpaNa bhagavAnane zaraNe jAya, temanA mATe Ama karavA bhagavAna baMdhAyelA che. kAraNake bhagavAna "svatulyapadavIprada che. ApanA taraphathI mokalAvela pustaka kahe che kalApUrNasUri maLI gayela che. Ape e pustaka mokalAvyA badala Apano khUba khUba AbhAra. ghaNA vakhatathI pustaka meLavavA prayatna karatA hatA, paNa prApta nahotuM thatuM, je ApanI kRpAthI amone malI gayuM che. - mahAsatI rAjakoTa kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustakanA karIba 175 peja vAMcyA che, paNa... emAMthI khUba jANavAnuM maLe che, jANelA uparanI zraddhA vadhe che, bhaktino umaMga jAge che. thoDuM-thoDuM vAMcI, enA upara vicAra karI, barAbara samajI, jIvanamAM utAravAnI kozIza karuM chuM. ApazrIno khUba khUba upakAra. - rAyacaMda beMglora 300 kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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karI (1) kA. suda-13 9-11-2000, guruvAra bhagavAta sArA che, ema to kadAca lAgyuM, paNa bhagavAna mArA che, evuM lAgyuM ? caturvidha saMghanA pratyeka sabhyanI javAbadArI che : AvA kALamAM paNa pUrvajoe je prayatno karIne zAsananI avicchinna paraMparA ApI, te paraMparA AgaLa calAvavI. che. ghaNIvAra ema thAya : sAkSAt bhagavAna maLyA nathI e sAruM ja nathI thayuM ? mUrkha ane nibhaMgIne ciMtAmaNi maLI jAya to e kAgaDo UDADavA tene pheMkI devAno. bhAgya vinA uttama vastu samajAtI nathI, phaLatI nathI. sAkSAta bhagavAna kadAca maLI paNa gayA hota to ApaNe ThekaDI ja UDAvata ! keTalAya bhavamAM bhagavAna maLyA ja haze, paNa ApaNe ThekaDI ja UDAvI haze. eTale atyAre je maLyuM che, te * * * * * * * * * * * * 301 kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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para bahumAna dharAvIe to paNa kAma thaI jAya. keTalI durlabha sAmagrI maLI che ApaNane ? mAnava-avatAra, dharma-zravaNa, dharma-zraddhA ane dharmanuM AcaraNa - A cArane bhagavAna mahAvIra deve svayaM durlabha batAvyA che. ApaNane e durlabha lAge che ? bhagavAna sArA che, ema to lAgyuM, paNa bhagavAna mArA che, evuM lAgyuM ? bhagavAna jagatanA to che, paNa mAre zuM levA-devA ? bhagavAna mArA lAgavA joIe. jagatanA jIvo potAnA lAgavA joIe. bhagavAna mArA na lAge tyAM sudhI prema utpanna na thAya. zarIra, Indriya, parivAra, dhana, makAna vagere mArA lAge che, paNa bhagavAna mArA che, ema kadI lAge che ? zarIra Adi to ahIM ja rahevAnA. chellI ghaDIe A badhA ja kahI devAnA : have ame tamArI sAthe nathI AvavAnA. tame tamArA mArge padhAro ! alavidA ! jenI sAthe pAMcapacIsa varSo sudhI rahevAnuM hoya tenI sAthe dostI karavI ane sadAkALa rahenAra sAthe upekSApUrvaka vartavuM, e kevI vAta ? (31) avazvi Rvarilavi | A vizeSaNathI sAMkhya matanuM nirasana thayuM che. bhagavAna sarvajJa ane sarvadarzI che. karmanA vAdaLanuM AvaraNa khasatAM AtmA candranI jema prakAzI UThe che. e sarvano jJAtA ane sarvano draSTA bane che. 0 jJAnAdi guNo jIvathI bhinna paNa che, abhinna paNa che. lakSaNa, saMkhyA, prayojana ane nAmathI guNo bhinna che. guNa-guNInA abhedathI abhinna paNa che. ApaNe bArI-bAraNA vagere baMdha karIne beThA chIe. kyAMyathI AtmArUpI candrano prakAza AvI na jAya. jJAnIo kahe che : bAraNuM UghADo. bAraNuM UghADavuM eTale jJAna ane jJAnI pratye Adara karavo. jJAnI pratyeno Adara vadhe eTale jJAna Ave ja. eTale ja kahyuM che : 302 * * * * * * * * * - * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri * * * # 2

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jima jima arihA sevIye re, tima tima pragaTe jJAna saluNA.' . paM. vIravijayajI. A to bhagavAna ke gurunA darzana vinA paccakkhANa pArI zakAya tema nathI, mATe bhagavAnanA darzana karIe chIe ane gurunA vaMdana karIe chIe, e niyama na hota to ApaNe darzana karata ke kema e paNa savAla che. krodhanI jema viSayanI laganI paNa Aga che. krodha dekhAya che, viSayanI Aga dekhAtI nathI eTalo pharaka. viSayanI Aga vIjaLInA zorTa jevI che. dekhAya nahi paNa aMdarathI bALI nAkhe. bhagavAnanA guNonA dhyAnathI ja viSayanI Aga zame. 'viSaya-lagana kI agina bujhAvata, tuma guNa anubhava dhArA; bhaI maganatA tuma guNa-2sakI, kuNa kaMcana kuNa dArA ?' pU. upA. yazovijayajI. bhagavAna svayaM kahe che : mattaH anye, madarthAzca muLAH / guNo mArAthI anya che ane mArAthI ananya paNa che. huM ja chuM sAdhya jeno evA guNo che. guNavRttithI alaga aikAntika koI mArI pravRtti nathI. guNa, lakSaNa AdithI bhinna che. dA.ta. guNanuM lakSaNa juduM che. mAruM (AtmAnuM) lakSaNa juduM che. saMkhyA : dravya eka che. guNo aneka che. phaLabheda : dravyanuM kArya alaga che. guNonuM kArya alaga che. nAma : dravyanuM nAma juduM che. guNonA nAma judA che. A badhI dRSTie guNo mArAthI judA che. paNa bIjI dRSTie guNo ane huM eka paNa chIe. kAraNa ke guNono paNa Akhare sAdhya huM chuM. guNo, guNI vinA kyAMya rahI zakatA nathI. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 ** 303

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(32) siva-mayala-maga-maLata-mayamavyAvAmapura vitti - siddhigainAmadheyaM ThANaM saMpattANaM / bhagavAna ziva, acala, aruja, anaMta, akSaya, vyAbAdhA ane punarAgamana rahita siddhigati nAmanA sthAnane pAmelA che. vyavahArathI bhagavAnanuM sthAna siddhazilA che, paNa nizcayathI svasvarUpa ja che. te (siddhigati) sarva upadravathI rahita hovAthI acala che. zarIra-mana na hovAthI pIDA na hovAthI aruja che. kSaya na hovAthI akSaya che. aMta na hovAthI anaMta che. che. AbAdhA rahita hovAthI avyAbAdha che. tyAM gayA pachI pAchuM AvavAnuM nathI mATe apunarAvRtti - pUjya A.zrI vijaya kalAprabhasUrijI : zrI haribhadrasUrijI ma., municandrasUrijI - baze mahApuruSoe prabhu-stavanArUpa lalita vistarA, nAmaka TIkA ane paMjikA lakhI che. ApaNe cAra-cAra mahinA sudhI A grantha 52 je kAMI sAMbhaLyuM che. pU. gurudeve khUba ja suMdara zailIthI bhagavAna gamI jAya te rIte ApaNane samajAvyuM. A rIte ApaNe koI vakhata bhagavAnane oLakhavAno prayAsa karyo nathI. brAhmaNa kuLamAM janma levA chatAM haribhadra kaI rIte bhagavAnane oLakhI zakyA ? eka paNa kSaNa bhagavat smaraNa vinAnI nahi hoya. to ja AvuM teo AvuM lakhI zakyA haze. pUjyazrInuM jIvana paNa bhagavanmaya ja che. AthI ja teo AnA para bolavAnA adhikArI che. bhagavAna para prema hovAthI ja nAdurasta tabiyata hovA chatAM vAcanA bane tyAM sudhI baMdha nathI rAkhI. ame nA pADIe to paNa baMdha rAkhI nathI. pUjayazrI jevA to ApaNe na banI zakIe, paNa emanA caraNomAM natamastake prArthanA karIe : Apa bhagavAnane je rIte * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 304 *

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oLakho cho, e padArthane grahaNa karavA mATenI amane nirmaLa prajJA maLe, e ja ApanI pAsethI tamannA che. pUjayazrIno AbhAra mAnIe teTalo ocho che. 77 varSanI uMmare paNa pUjyazrI keTalA apramatta che. thoDoka tAva ke zardI AvI jatAM amArA jevA vyAkhyAna baMdha karI de, paNa pUjyazrI kadI baMdha nathI rAkhatA. AmAM pUjyazrI potAno parizrama nathI jotA. AthI ja have yAtrA zarU thavA chatAM vAcanA samaya AvyuM cAlu raheze. pUjyazrI : bhagavAnanI AjJAthI viruddha bolAyuM hoya ke tamane kaTu lAge tevuM bolAyuM hoya to hArdika micchAmi dukkaDuM | siddhagirimAM chIe tyAM sudhI lokono dhasAro paNa rahevAno. vAsakSepano badhA Agraha rAkhatA hoya che, paNa vAsakSepanI rajakaNo uDatAM udharasa ke evuM kAMI thaI jaze to A badhI (vAcanA AdinI) pravRtti paNa baMdha thaI jaze te aMge vicArajo. eaQL Aja subaha-subaha parama kRpAlu paramAtmA kI kRpA se parama pUjya AcAryadevazrI kA vAsakSepa milA, to hRdaya pAvanatA kI anubhUti karane lagA / kucha hI dera bAda 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' nAmaka graMtha pAkara atyaMta AnaMda huA / pUjyazrI kI vAcanAoM kA yaha sundara saMkalana bahuta hI preraNAdAyI rahegA / - sAdhvI anantakIrtizrI ujjaina kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 305

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1 w I.che ! ' kA. vada-1 1 2-11- 2000, ravivAra khAdhA vinA bhojA bhUkha na bhAMge samarpaNa vitA bhagavAna svasvarUpa na Ape. ya eva vItarAgaH saH devo nizcIyatAM tataH / bhavinAM bhavadambholiH svatI -padavI-prava: | * jina-jApaka, tIrNatAraka, buddha-bodhaka ane mukta-mocaka bhagavAna che, ema lalita vistarAmAM ApaNe joyuM. AthI bhagavAna "svatulyapadaprada' che, ema nakkI thayuM. A jANatAM keTalo AnaMda thAya ? | dIna-du:khInI sevA karo to zuM maLe ? svayaM potAnuM peTa bharI zakato nathI te tamAruM peTa zuM bharI zake ? je svayaM rAga-dveSathI grasta che teo tamAruM zuM bhaluM karavAnA ? je bhagavAna pAsethI AvI utkRSTa siddhio maLI zakatI hoya, chatAM e meLavavAnI IcchA na thavI * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 306 * * * * *

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e keTaluM kamabhAgya haze ? ApaNe to ApaNI vRttione jANIe chIene ? savArathI sAMja sudhI ApaNI vRttio kevI ? teno khyAla ApaNane na Ave ? bhagavAna ane ApaNI jAta - be ja ApaNuM badhuM jANI zake. che bhagavAna mokSa ApavA taiyAra che. tamAre mAtra yAcanA karavAnI jarUra che. bhojana bhUkha bhAMgavA taiyAra che. tamAre mAtra khAvAnI kriyA karavAnI jarUra che. ApaNe svayaM taiyAra na thaIe to bhagavAna zuM kare ? khAmI ApaNI ke bhagavAnanI ? gurunA yogathI ja paramaguruno yoga thaze. guru para bhakti bahumAna vadhe teTalo tamane parama-guruno yoga maLato raheze. paMcasUtrakAre to tyAM sudhI kahI dIdhuM : ara - vahumALo notaravo | guru bahumAnathI mokSa maLe che, ema nathI kahetA, paNa guru gurubahumAna svayaM ja mokSa che, ema kahe che. - Aje vAcanA rAkhavI nhotI, paNa vAsakSepa vageremAM, lokonI bhIDamAM ja samaya pasAra thAya te karatAM vAcanA zuM khoTI ? tamAre na joItuM hoya, paNa mAre tamane ApavuM che ne ? AdhoImAM prathama upadhAna vakhate lokone gulAbajAMbu pasaMda na paDyA. (kyAreya joyA-cAkhyA nhotA) paNa parANe khavaDAvyA tyAre ThekANuM paDyuM. mAre paNa Ama karavuM paDe che. rAga-dveSa Adi tamane jUnA dosto lAgatA hoya, tAtkAlika choDI zako tema na ho to paNa A choDavA jevA che, eTaluM to jarUra svIkArajo. bhagavAna jevI vItarAgatA bhale na maLe paNa rAga-dveSanI kiMIka maMdatA to AvavI ja joIe. A ja sAdhanAnuM phaLa che. gamA-aNagamAnA prasaMgamAM magaja samatulA na gumAve tyAre samajavuM : rAga-dveSamAM kaMIka maMdatA AvI che. chajIva nikAya sAthe kSamApanA karanArA ApaNe * * * * * = * * * * * 300

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sAthe rahenArAnI sAthe kSamApanA nathI karatA. eTalA mATe ja 'mArava - 3vApa' sUtra che. nahi to vaMhitu (pagAma sirjAya) ane adbhuDhiomAM kSamA AvI ja gayelI. have bAkI zuM rahyuM ? nahi, haju zAstrakArone bAkI lAgyuM : eTale ja teo kAnamAM pUche che : tame "khAmemi savya jIve' vagere to bolyA, paNa AcArya, upAdhyAya, ziSya, sAdharmika, kula, gaNa vagere sahavartIne sAthe kSamApanA karI ? [kA.va. 5 nA indora mukAme kALadharma pAmelA pUjya munizrI kalahaMsavijayajI (pU.A.bha.nA saMsArI sALA)nA devavaMdana tathA guNAnuvAda thayA.] bIlImorAvALA jItubhAI zropha mAraphate upadeza dhArA' pustaka maLyuM che. zailI rocaka asarakAraka che. kathA-vArtAlApa, sUtrAtmaka nirUpaNa, prakaraNane aMte vizeSa preraka pariccheda vagere khUba ja upayogI che. pasaMda karelA viSayo... mAnava jIvanamAM udAtta bhAvanA ane guNonA vikAsamAM pUraka bane tema che. ApanA sAhitya-saMpAdananI vigata jANI che. jaina gItA kAvyonuM saMzodhana cAle che. temAM jJAnasAra gItAno ApazrIe padyAnuvAda karyo che tenI noMdha karI che. - DokaTara kavina zAha bIlImorA 308 ja jha = = = = * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija 3 * *

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pU.A.zrI premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA D DhAI akSara prema kA, paDhe so paMDita hoya. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * kA. vada16-11-2000, zukravAra savAre ArIsAbhuvanamAM 100 pratimAonI aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA. - savAre 9.00 thI 1.00 aMkibAI dharmazALAmAM pU. premasUrijInI saMyama-zatAbdI nimitte pUjya AcAryazrInI guNAnuvAda sabhA. zata sahasa lakha ne, koTi koTi vAra huM vaMdana karuM, tAraka paramaguru vIranA vArasa, tane dhyAne dharuM, je pATa zrI chotteramI, suvizuddha dhara maMgala-karuM, sUri prema-pAvana caraNamAM, nata mastake vaMdana karuM. pUjya gaNizrI municandravijayajI : sUri prema vaMdanAvalI chatrIzInA 309

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racayitA che : pU.A.zrI vijaya jagavallabhasUrijI mahArAja. zAsana prabhAvakatA sAthe kavitva-zakti paNa pUjayazrIne varI che. je virala vyaktine ja maLe che. pU.A.zrI vijayapremasUrijIne meM joyA nathI, paNa sAMbhaLyA jarUra che. anaMtara ke paraMpara e pUjyazrIno paNa amArA para upakAra che. amArA pU. gurudeva (pU.A.zrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI mahArAja)ne rAjanAMdagAMva (M.P) mAM pU. rUpavijayajI ma. pAse AvatA jaina pravacano vAMcIne vairAgya thayelo. jaina pravacanonA dezaka pU. rAmacandrasUrijIne taiyAra karanAra pU. premasUrijI ja hatA. e rIte pUjyazrIno amArA para paNa upakAra che. tamArI pAse kadAca tamArI sAta peDhInI paNa yAdI nahi hoya. amArI pAse bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmIthI mAMDIne atyAra sudhInI pUrI paraMparA che. pUjyazrI sudharmAsvAmInI 76mI pATe AvelA che. piMDavADAnI pAse nAdiyAnI puyadharA pa2 vi.saM. 1940, phA.su. 15nA divase pUjayazrIno janma thayelo. pUrNimAnA divase ghaNA mahApuruSono janma thayelo che. kalikAla-sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijIno kA.su. 15, zrImad rAjacandra. temaja nAnakano paNa kA.su. 15, buddhano vai.su. 15nA divase thayelo. | amAvasyAnA divase sUrya ane candra sAthe hoya che. amA" eTale "sAthe". "vasyA" eTale "vAsa'. sUrya-candrano sAthe vAsa hoya te "amAvasyA' kahevAya. pUrNimAnA divase enAthI viparIta sthiti hoya che. eTale ke sUrya ane candra sAmasAme hoya che. pUrNimAnA divase janmelA moTAbhAge bhImakAnta guNayukta netRtva guNavALA hoya che. pUjyazrImAM A banne guNa hatA. AthI ja teozrI 250 jeTalA zramaNavaMdanuM saphaLa netRtva karI zakyA che. jayAM jayAM vicaryA che tyAM tyAM pUjayazrIe cAritranI 310 # # # # # # # # # # # ;

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prabhAvanA karI che. gujarAta, rAjasthAna, mahArASTra, karNATaka vagere pradezonI aneka hastIone temaNe potAnA tarapha AkarSita karI. A kALamAM A kAMI nAnI sUnI siddhi nathI. emanI kheMcavAnI zakti, emanuM vAtsalya, emanI karuNA jaNAvato eka prasaMga kahuM. vi.saM. 1998 (ke 1996 ?) mAM pUjayazrInuM nipANImAM cAturmAsa hatuM. vyAkhyAna pachI prabhAvanAmAM nALiyera apAtA hatA. eka ajaina chokaro vAraMvAra nALiyera levA Avato hato. TrasTIonI cakora najarathI A chAnuM na rahyuM. TrasTIoe e chokarAne pakaDyo, dhamakAvyo ane 15-20 prabhAvanAnA nALiyera kaDhAvyA. pUjayazrI A dazya joI rahyA hatA. temaNe pelA jainetara chokarAne bolAvyo. dhamakAvatA TrasTIone aTakAvyA. 15-20 nALiyera chokarAne pAchA apAvyA ane kahyuM : roja tuM mArI pAse Avaje. zivappA nAmano A liMgAyatI brAhmaNa-zizu roja pUjyazrI pAse AvavA lAgyo ane thoDA samayamAM pAMca pratikramaNa zIkhI gayo. pUjyazrInA apAra vAtsalyathI mugdha thayelo te dIkSA levA paNa taiyAra thaI gayo. A bALaka te pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya guNAnaMdasUrijI mahArAja, jemanI pAse pU. candrazekhara vi., pU. ratnasuMdara vi. jevA aneka prabhAvako bhaNI cUkyA che. AvA hatA ratnaparIkSaka pUjaya premasUrijI, jemaNe potAnI kuneha ane karuNAthI cArebAjuthI aneka pratibhAone AkarSI hatI. hamaNA pU. sAgarajI ma.nA guNAnuvAdanA prasaMge pU. dhuraMdharavijayajI mahArAje 5. maphatalAlano havAlo ApIne kaheluM ke jaina zAsananA arvAcIna cAra staMbho thaI gayAM : (1) jina-maMdironA uddhAraka pU. nemisUrijI. (2) zrAvakonA uddhAraka pU. vallabhasUrijI. 4 x x = = = = = = = = = = 311

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(3) AgamonA uddhAraka pU. sAgarajI ma. (4) saMyamIonA uddhAraka pU. premasUrijI, pU. rAmacandrasUrijI. A kALamAM viziSTa koTinA, saMyamIo taiyAra karIne pUjyazrIe ghaNo ja upakAra karyo che. pUjyazrInA caramomAM agaNita vaMdana. pU. navaratnasAgarasUrijI : prema " nAma aDhI akSaranuM che ! premane jANI le te paMDita kahevAya. "pothI paDha paDha jaga mUA, paMDita bhayA na koya; DhAI akSara prema kA, paDhe so paMDita hoya." - kabIra. pU. premasUrijI ma.mAM sAce ja premanA ogha umaDatA hatA. naphaphaTa lokonA hRdayamAM paNa vairAgyano dIpaka pragaTAvavAnuM bhagIratha kAma emaNe kareluM. hamaNA ja gaNizrI municandravijayajI kahI gayA tema cAra zAsana staMbha thaI gayA. pU. sAgarajI mahArAje ekalapaMDe A bhagIratha kArya karyuM. khaMDita pratomAM paNa prakAMDa prajJAthI tUTelA AgamapATho joDyA. te asala pratamAM paNa pachIthI tevA ja maLyA. saMyamanA uddhAraka pU. premasUrijIe ghaNI zAsana-sevA karI che. jyAM gayA tyAM cAritranI ja prabhAvanA karI che. gamatAno karIe gulAla' potAne gamatuM cAritra anekone ApyuM. emanA guNo amArAmAM paNa Ave, tevI maMgala kAmanA. pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI H cAturmAsanA prAraMbhathI atyAra sudhI eka thaIne ame rahyA chIe. ane AgaLa paNa rahIzuM. AvI sArI paraMparA cAle to sAruM che ne ? AmAM zAsananI zobhA ja che ne ? amArA zramaNo eka ja pATa para che.' evuM jANIne zrAvakavargane keTalo AnaMda thAya ? 312 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija * ka

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on pU. premasUrijInI saMyama zatAbdI che. dIkSA ja kharekharo janma che, AdhyAtmika janma che. gharanA mukhya vyakti cAlyA jAya, pAchA na phare to mana kevuM vyAkuLa rahe ? ApaNo AtmA Aje potAnA gharathI bahAra cAlyo gayo che. aMdara hAlata kevI thaI haze ? cetanA-zakti Aje bahAra bhaTakI rahI che. cAritra enuM nAma je e cetanAnI zaktine aMdara laI jAya. cAritra mAnavane ja maLe. pAMceya parameSThImAM ekeya parameSThI cAritra-rahita nathI. mATe ja pAMceya parameSThI mAnava vinA banI zakatA nathI. AvA cAritrane sva-jIvanamAM vaNavuM agharuM che to anyomAM vaNavuM to ati agharuM che. A agharuM kAma pU. premasUrijIe sva-jIvanamAM karI batAvyuM che. bhagavAna ane bhagavAnanA zAsana pratye emane pragADha prema hato. je pU. rAmacandrasUrijInA jaina pravacano vAMcIne mane vairAgya thayelo. te pU. rAmacandrasUrijIne paNa AvA taiyAra karanAra pU. premasUrijI hatA. pATa para besIne bhale pU. premasUrijI bolatA nahi, paNa nIce to bhalabhalAne muMDI nAkhe. bhale koleja bhaNIne Avyo ke game tyAM bhaNIne Avyo hoya. vi.saM. 2014mAM caDavAla saMgha vakhate pU. premasUrijInA darzana pahelIvAra thayelA. tyAre badhA padastho sAthe hatA. ame paNa saMghamAM sAthe joDAI gayA. pachI e cAturmAsa surendranagaramAM sAthe rahyA. A mATe pU. kanakasUrijIe saprema anumati ApI. pAMca ThANA ame alaga samudAyanA hovA chatAM koIne khabara na paDe ke alaga samudAya haze. tyAre pU. premasUrijIe premanA pATha zIkhavyA, premanI gaMgAmAM snAna karAvyuM, pU. premasUrijI pachI pU.paM. bhadrakara * * * * * * * * * * * * 313

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vijayajI ma. ne pakaDyA. traNa cAturmAsa temanI sAthe rahyA. ziSyone taiyAra karavAnI emanI kaLA zIkhavA jevI che. ziSyone taiyAra karavA teo svayaM bAdhA letA : tuM 45 Agama na vAMce to mAre dUdhano tyAga ! pelo ziSya emanA vAtsalyathI na bhIMjAya to ja navAI ! bolavA karatAM jIvana ja bodhaprada bane che ! e emanA jIvanathI jANavA maLe che. bolazo to ekAda kalAka ja, paNa tamAruM jIvana nirmaLa haze to 24 kalAka anyone preraNA maLatI ja rahevAnI. nirmaLa jIvanathI teo satata preraNA ApatA ja rahetA. AthI ja munipaNAmAM rahelo muni vyAkhyAnAdi na Ape to paNa jagatanuM yogakSema karato rahe che. AvA muninA prabhAvathI ja jaMbUdvIpathI Dabbala moTo hovA chatAM lavaNa samudra tene DUbADato nathI. ApaNe sau emanA jevA ArAdhaka banIe e ja zubhecchA. pU. yazovijayasUrijI : - svanAma dhanya mahAyogivarya pU.A.vi. premasUrijI ma. ApaNA yuganA ananyatama sAdhaka hatA. emanI sAdhanAne zabdomAM bAMdhI na zakuM. mArA vaMdana karI emane zilpI tarIke varNavIza. eka zilpIne koIe pUchyuM : ajoDa zilpa zI rIte banAvyuM ? zilpIe kahyuM : "zilpa to aMdara hatuM ja. mAtra binajarUrI bhAga meM kADhI nAkhyo. pU. premasUrijI pAse AvelA koIpaNa sAdhakanuM hIra pArakhI tenA binajarUrI bhAga kADhI nAkhI sazakta zilpa taiyAra karatA. zilpI tarIke teozrI ajoDa hatA. emaNe jevA ziSyo ApyA che, tevA koIe nathI ApyA. bAlamunine cokaleTanuM pralobhana paNa ApatA. pU. 314 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe,

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jayaghoSasUrijIne bAlamuni tarIke khUba ja sArI rIte sAcavelA. 9-9 munione zatAvadhAnI banAvyA pachI tarata ja kahI dIdhuM : sArvajanika rUpe A prayoga baMdha karavA. munione prasiddhinA nahi, siddhinA zikhare teo caDAvavA mAMgatA hatA. tamane khyAla nahi hoya : gurunI kaThoratAmAM komaLatAnA darzana ziSya zI rIte kare ? dayAnaMdanA guru hatA : vIrajAnaMda. bahu ja krodhI. gurunA krodhane puNya prakopa kahevAya. dayAnaMdano Azrama sApha karavAno vAro hato. vIrajAnaMde joyuM : eka rUmamAM kacaro thoDoka paDelo hato. gurue dayAnaMdane baraDAmAM sAvaraNIthI DhIbI nAkhyo. 16 divasa sudhI cakAmA batAvIne dayAnaMda kaheto : joyuM ? A gurunI prasAdI che. caMDarudrAcArya jevA guru na maLyA, enuM keTaluM darda ApaNane che ? caMdanA jevA guru na maLyA, enuM keTaluM darda ApaNane che? pU. premasUrijI ananya zilpI hatA - sAdhanA-jagatanA. karmakAMDI, dhyAnIo, yogIo, mAMtriko, pravacanakAro vagere temaNe ApyA che. piMDavADA dhanya banI gayuM che, emanA janmathI. sadguru tarIke bahu ucca vyakti hatA. pU. premasUrijI pAse meM joyuM che : koI sAdhaka emanI pAse AvatAM teo samajI jatA : 10-15 janmathI A sAdhaka kaI dhArAmAM vaheto Avyo che ? svAdhyAya, veyAvacca, bhakti. je dhArA hoya temAM vahevaDAvI de. emanuM trIjuM netra jAgRta hatuM. teo e dvArA sAdhakane oLakhI letA ne enI dizAmAM doDAvatA. A janma sAdhanAmAM doDavA mATe ja maLyuM che. A rIte seMkaDo sAdhakone taiyAra karyA che. paraMparAe to kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * - 315

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lAkho sAdhakone taiyAra karyA che. AjanA yuganA moTA gajAnA bhaktiyogAcArya, jemanA mATe "RSi" zabda vAparavAnuM mana thAya, tevA pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma. ApaNI vacce birAjamAna che. pU. premasUrijI, pU. bhadraMkara vijayajI ma. bhale gayA, paNa pUjaya kalApUrNasUrijI jevA vidyamAna che, te ApaNuM sadbhAgya che. AvA RSionI orA renja ghaNI lAMbI hoya che. sadagurunA prasAda vinA sAdhanA koI rIte UMcakI na zakAya. araNika muninI sAdhanA puna: vegavaMtI gurunI prasAdIthI ja thaI che. nahi to komaLa kAyAmAM dhagadhagatI zilAmAM saMthAro karavAnI zakti kyAMthI Ave ? tIrthaMkaranI kRpA ApaNA para satata varasatI ja rahI che. paNa kRpA varase tyAre ApaNI jAtane khullI karavAnI jarUra che. 99 % kRpA, mAtra 1 % prayatna ja ApaNo. e prayatna paNa kRpAne jhIlavA mATeno ja che. pU. premasUrijIne 100 varSa thayA. bahu moTo gALo nathI. huM to kahIza : 2500 varSa paNa bahu moTo gALo nathI. Aje paNa emanA vAIbrezana jhIlI zakAya. emanI sAdhanA-dhArAne grahaNa karavA AjanA divase kaTibaddha banIne prArthIe : ekAda aMza ApaNane maLo. pU. siMhasenasUrijI : jayavaMtA jinazAsanane ahIM sudhI lAvanArA AvA mahApuruSo che. bhagavAne to zAsana svanivaNa sudhI calAvyuM. paNa pachI tene jayavaMtu rAkhanArA AvA mahApuruSo hatA. | to pUjayazrIne joyA nathI. eka prasaMga kahuM, jethI temanI nikhAlasatA, vAtsalya, saMgaThana-prema Adi khyAlamAM Ave. usmAnapurA jinAlayanI pratiSThA pU. udayasUrijInI nizrAmAM hovA chatAM pU. premasUrijIne vinaMti karAvIne bannee 316 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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sAthe maLIne pratiSThA karAvelI. AvA mahApuruSonI Aje jarUra che. pUjyazrInI dIkSAno Aje maMgaLa divasa che. A kSetranA prabhAvanA kAraNe evuM caitanya pragaTe che ke te sAdhaka uttarottara AgaLa vadhato rahe che. pU. mahodayasAgarajI : ahIM beThelA ApaNAmAMnA ghaNAe pUjyazrInA darzana nahi karyA hoya. meM paNa nathI karyA. paNa amArA pU. gurudevanA mukhe AdarapUrvaka nAma ghaNIvAra sAMbhaLyuM che : tapAgacchanA moTA sAdhu samudAyamAM pU. premasUrijIno moTo phALo che. mAtAthI paNa adhika vAtsalyapUrvaka temaNe sAdhuone taiyAra karyA che. dIkSA pachI paNa temaNe adbhuta ghaDatara karyuM che. amArA gurudeva pU.A.zrI guNasAgarasUrijIe AcArya padavInA prasaMge ghoSaNA karI : "badhA AcArya bhagavaMto eka thatA hoya to huM mArA gacchanI samAcArI mATe Agraha nahi rAkhuM. pU. premasUrijInA kAne A vAta paDI. temaNe A bhAvanAnI anumodanA karelI. pU. premasUrijInA anekAneka prasaMgomAMthI eka prasaMga kahuM : AcArya padavI mATe yogya hovA chatAM temanAmAM adbhuta niHspRhatA hatI. eka vakhata teozrI vayovRddha munizrI jinavijayajInI veyAvacca karavA pATaNamAM rahelA. pahelethI ja veyAvaccano rasa temanAmAM joradAra hato. paga-caMpana ke mAtra paraThavavAnuM kArya paNa AnaMdapUrvaka karatA. para-samudAyanA mahAtmAonI paNa sevA karatA. te vakhate rAdhanapuramAM pU. dAnasUrijInI nizrAmAM upadhAna hatuM. pU. dAnasUrijIne ce. suda-14no AcArya pada mATe divasa suMdara lAgyo. kamaLazIbhAI (rAdhanapuranA pIDha zrAvaka)ne pU. dAnasUrijIe A vAta karI. paNa premavijayajIne samajAvavA kema ? te samasyA hatI. kamaLazIbhAIe bIDuM jhaDapyuM. pATaNa kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 310

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gayA : 'guru ma. mApane yA 73 che.' tabIyata barAbara nahi hoya ema samajIne tarata ja vihAra karI rAdhanapura pahoMcI gayA. gurune svastha joI vicAramAM paDI gayA : zuM kAraNa haze? pachI gurue Adeza Apyo : tamAre AcArya padavI levAnI che. A zabdo sAMbhaLatAM amArA jevAne AnaMda thAya, paNa pUjyazrInuM moM paDI gayuM. azrudhArA vahevA lAgI. je ema mAne ke huM pada mATe ayogya chuM. e ja e pada mATe yogya samajajo. "tIrthakara samAna padanuM vahana karavAnI koI yogyatA mArAmAM nathI." pUjyazrIe kahyuM. te vakhate pU. dAnasUrijIe "vITo vAparIne pada ApyuM ___ 'AjJA gurUNAmavicAraNIyA / ' AvI niHspRhatA ApaNAmAM paNa pragaTe evI bhAvanA sAthe... - pU. divyaratna vijayajI (vallabhasUrijInA) Aja se 100 varSa pUrva isa bhUmi para jo prasaMga banA vaha hama bhale hI nahIM dekha sake, lekina unakA mahotsava manAne kA saubhAgya milA, vaha bhI kama nahIM hai / ___ agara koI vyakti baharA - gUMgA hogA use mizrI-gur3a khIlAyA jAya to usakI prazaMsA vaha kaise karegA ? vaha mana hI mana gunagunAyegA, lekina bola nahIM sakegA / hamArI bhI yahI sthiti hai| unake saMyama ke samaya hama meM se koI upasthita nahIM hoMge / svArthI saMsArameM sacce sAthI kevala guru hai / guru ke pAsa 48 miniTa kA sAmAyika bhI agara itanA AnaMda detA hai to AjIvana sAmAyika kitanA AnaMda detA hogA ? __ vRkSa svayaM kaSTa jhelakara phala dUsaroM ko dete hai / nadI apanA pAnI dUsaroM ko detI hai| hamAre pU. premasUrijI bhI aise hI the / 318 * * * * * * * * * * * * *

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pU. premasUrijI zrIphala kI taraha upara se kaThora the, lekina bhItara se komala the / Aja ke dina saMkalpa karanA : jaba taka cAritra nahIM lUMgA, taba taka AyaMbila karUMgA yA dUsarA kucha bhI tyAga karuMgA / 0 pU.paM.zrI vajasenavijayajI : 2004thI huM pUjyazrIne barAbara oLakhuM. tyAre nivRtti nivAsamAM cAturmAsa hatuM. huM (saMsArIpaNAmAM) mumukSu maMDaLanA sabhyarUpe purabAImAM (vi.saM. 2006) hato. pUjyazrI tyAre AyaMbila khAte hatA. pUjyazrImAM nAma pramANe guNa hatA. ghaNAnuM nAma AnaMdIlAla hoya paNa AnaMdano chAMToya na hoya, paNa A to premano mahAsAgara hatA. 15-17 mumukSuomAM huM paNa hato. be jaNa 8-8 varSanA hatA. 17 varSathI koI moTuM hotuM. temAMthI 90 % e dIkSA lIdhI. "prathama muhUrta dIkSA le tene sametazikharanI yAtrAno lAbha maLaze." evuM sAMbhaLIne pUjyazrIne meM kaheluM : "dIkSA mAre levI che paNa pahelA muhUrta nahi. mAre sametazikharanI yAtrA karavI che." paNa pUjyazrI TasanA masa na thayA. "tArA saMyamanA vikAsa mATe tuM pU. mahAbhadra vi.ne choDato nahi.' ema mane kaheluM. saM. 2019mAM rAdhanapuramAM mAtA (zItaLA) nIkaLelA tyAre jAvAlathI rAdhanapuranA saMgha para pUjyazrIno patra Avelo : A bAlamunine barAbara saMbhALajo. pUjyazrI vacanasiddha hatA. "1lI buka mahinAmAM thaI jaze. kahetA to thaI jatI. AvA premALa mahAtmAnuM sAnnidhya 20 varSa sudhI maLyuM, jovA maLyA, te amAruM ahobhAgya che. pU. kIrtisenasUrijI : ame emanA hAthe dIkSita thayA, 12 varSa sAthe rahyA. piMDavADAmAM 3 cAturmAsa sAthe karyA. emanuM varNana vacanAtIta che. emanuM brahmacarya nirmaLa hatuM. dainika ekAsaNAmAM be thI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 319

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traNa dravyathI vadhu vAparyA nathI. svAdhyAyamAM lInatA khUba ja hatI. yoga-kSemamAM apramattatA pratipaLe jovA maLatI. utkRSTa saMyama vRtti to najara sAme ja dekhAya. koI ziSya Asana mUkI jAya to vadhAre Asana kADhI nAkhe. 15 divasathI pahelA kApa na kADhavA de. nIce joIne cAlavAnuM, ekAsaNuM karavuM, spaMDila bapore bahAra ja javuM, vADAmAM nahi. vagere guNo UDIne AMkhe vaLage tevA hatA. jJAnI kone kahevAya ? keTalI DIgrI pAsa kare to jJAnI kahevAya ? 9 pUrva sudhI bhaNelo paNa ajJAnI hoI zake. Atma-svarUpanI tamannA na hoya te ajJAnI ja hovAno. koI jijJAsue gurune pUchyuM : cAra gatimAM bhayaMkara duHkho che. sAdhanAmAM paNa duHkho che. bIjo koI rasto che ? gurue kahyuM : guNAnuvAda karavA, guNIne vaMdanA karavI te trIjo mArga che. Aje ApaNe eTalA mATe ja bhegA thayA chIe. anumodanAnI taka UbhI karIne pU.A.bha. jagavallabhasUrijIe moTuM kAma karyuM che. tIrthayAtrA dvArA saMyamayAtrA pAmI bhava-yAtrAno aMta karIe, e ja kAmanA. navakAranA akSara jeTalA varSa (68) temaNe saMyama pALeluM. pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : pUjyazrIne sau prathama meM A ja bhUmimAM saM. 2006mAM joyA. cAturmAsa nivRttinivAsamAM hatuM. pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma.nuM koTAvALAnI dharmazALAmAM hatuM. pU. jinaprabha vi.nI tAjetaramAM dIkSA thayelI. prathama ja darzane ame ekabIjAne gamI gayA. huM pUjyazrInA khoLAmAM besI gayo. tAre dIkSA levI che ?' e praznanA javAbamAM meM kahyuM : dIkSA levI che. temaNe kahyuM : "to tArI dIkSA nakkI." te vakhate bALadIkSA jokhama hatuM. nararatna vi.nI dIkSA pachI bALadIkSA thaI nhotI. mumukSumaMDaLamAM 14 varSanI AsapAsanA 320 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija

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kizoro hatA. te vakhate pUjyazrInI sAthe bhAnavijayajI A badhuM saMbhALatA. pUjyazrInuM A ja mizana hatuM : sAdhuo vadhAravA. sahayogIo to pachIthI maLyA. 12 varSa pachI rAmavijayajI maLyA. te pahelA paNa saMgharSa karatA ja rahyA. gurune 10 ziSya thAya pachI ja 11mo mAro ziSya ema pratijJA hatI. dIkSA levAmAM emane svayaMne ghaNI takalIpha paDI che. vyArAthI bhAgIne 36 mAIla eka rAtamAM cAlIne pachI gADImAM besIne ahIM taLeTImAM dIkSA lIdhI che. dharmazALAmAM laI zakAya tema nhotuM. maMjUrI vinA koNa dIkSA apAvavAnI hiMmata kare ? atyAre to taLeTImAM koI dIkSA nathI letuM. paNa emane AdinAtha prabhunI kRpA maLavAnI haze. koIe emane kheMcyA nathI, svayaM kheMcAIne AvyA che. janmAMtarIya adhUrI sAdhanA pUrI karavA ja AvyA haze. bhagavAna mahAvIra chadmastha avasthAmAM rahyA, te jagyAe (nAdiyAmAM) emano janma thayo che. Abu, nAMdiyA, diyANA, muMDasthaLa, vaDagAma, vAsA, osiyA, bhAMDavajI vagere sthaLe bhagavAna mahAvIra vicaryA che. A badhe ja sthAne bhagavAna mahAvIra che. bhagavAnanA e pavitra paramANuone temaNe grahaNa karyA haze ! 'zramaNoM ko baDhAnA hai| binA zramaNa zAsana nahIM clegaa|' A temanuM mizana hatuM. kasturabhAI Ave to paNa A ja pUche : A (ozo) kyAre levo che ? jemanI sAthe najara milAve tene dIkSA prAyaH maLI jAya, evI emanI labdhi hatI. vi.saM. 2020mAM piMDavADAmAM temanuM cAturmAsa hatuM. pa5 sAdhuo hatA. meM 2020mAM piMDavADAmAM temanI sAthe eka ja cAturmAsa karyuM che. dIkSAnuM mizana upADyuM pU. premasUrijIe. calAvyuM temanA vaphAdAra ziSya pU. rAmacandrasUrijIe. pU. rAmacandrasUrijInI dIkSA pahelA pU. premasUrijIe 10 * * * * * = * * * * * * 321

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munione taiyAra karelA. 10 dIkSA thaI gaI hatI. te badhAne pU. dAnasUrijInA ziSyo banAvelA. prAraMbhamAM ja ATalo prabhAva hato to pachIthI keTalo vadhyo haze ? saMsArathI kheMcyA pachI teo munione AgaLa paNa vadhAratA. pU. rAmavijayajIne sarasvatInI A guphAmAM sAdhanA karAvelI. koI bahene temanA vyAkhyAnanI prazaMsA karI, tethI svayaM vyAkhyAna nahi ApatA. pravacanakAra rAmavijayajI, bhAnuvijayajI, candrazekhara vi. vagere badhAno teo upayoga karI letA. bhalabhalA zaktizALI AcArya para pUjyazrI khaphA thayA hoya temane varSo sudhI eka paNa ziSya na thayo hoya, ema ame joyuM che. amArI hastI emane AbhArI che. mUMgA rahIne emaNe asAdhAraNa kArya karyuM che. pUjayazrIne zAsana mATe khUba ja ciMtA hatI. davAnI bhUlanA kAraNe mane lakavo thatAM teo ciMtita thaI gayA. pUjyazrI zivagaMja hatA. huM nANAmAM hato. teo beDAmAM AvyA. tyAM 600 mANasonuM upadhAna hovA chatAM tyAM na rokAtAM nANAmAM mArI pAse AvyA. sAdhuno bhoga ApI gRhasthone kadI temaNe paMpALyA nathI. ciMtA na kara. tuM cAlato thaI jaIza.' ema khoLAmAM besADIne temaNe mane kaheluM. te vakhate jinasena vi. e khUba ja sevA karelI. mane zivagaMja laI gayA. jIvyA tyAM sudhI mane jAmanagara hospiTalamAM rakhAvyo. tyAMnA mukhya vyakti jIvAbhAIne "mAro chokaro che.' ema kahIne sUcanA ApelI. nahi to jIvAbhAI kAMI paisA kADhe ? | mArA para temano asIma upakAra ! huM pAcho vicitra ! emane aneka vakhata nArAja karuM. karma sAhitya mATe nA pADuM. chatAM badhuM gaLI khAya. mArA jevA anekonuM AvuM apamAna gaLI jatA. amArI pAsethI kAma levAnI emanI jabbarI TrIka hatI. 322 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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dIkSA vakhate huM 30 IMcano hato. dIkSA pahelA huM pUjyazrIne maLavA muMbaI gayo to temaNe mane saMthArA porasI gokhavA besADI dIdho. poNo kalAkamAM 17 gAthA karAvI dIdhI ne sUko mevo apAvyo. koI paNa pAse AvelI vyaktinI jhINAmAM jhINI bAbatanuM teo dhyAna rAkhatA. te vakhatanA sAdhu samudAyamAM mAro naMbara 155mo hato. ekane sAthe laIne badhA ziSyonI roja rAtre gaNatrI kare. rAtre mAMDa be kalAka UMghatA haze. chedasUtrone pUrA pacAvIne beThelA e mahApuruSa hatA. emanI pAse je sUjha, dRSTi hatI te bIjA koI pAse jovA maLI nathI. prAcIna prato nA saMzodhaka pU. puNyavi. pU. vallabhasUrijInA hatA. mane zokha jAgyo. pU. puNyavijayajI pAse jaI prAcIna zAstra-saMpAdana zIkhavAno. huM tyAM nava mahinA sudhI gayo. pU. puNyavijayajIe putranI jema mane premathI bhaNAvyo. ratilAla nAthAbhAInuM tyAre UjamaNuM hatuM. meM DaratAM DaratAM pU. puNyavijayajI pAse bhaNavAnI vAta karI. sIdhI kabUlAta ja karI dIdhI. koI kahI de te karatAM pote ja kahI devuM sAruMne ? pU. premasUrijI rAjI thayA. bApa-beTA jevo tAro saMbaMdha che ? bahu sarasa. pachI pU. puNyavijayajI sAthe maLavAnI IcchA pUjyazrIne darzAvI. bharabapore 1 vAge AvyA. 3 kalAka banne beThA. banne prasanna thayA. pUjyazrIe saMkalpa karyo : moko maLatAM 25 sAdhuo puNyavijayajI pAse mUkavA. zAsanane vijayavaMta banAvavAno emano manoratha hato. koI zaktizALI sAdhu judo na paDe, tevI temanI IcchA hatI. 2022 ke 2023mAM puNyavijayajI muMbaI gayA. tyAM emanuM AyuSya pUruM thayuM. 2024mAM svayaM gayA. Ama temanuM mizana adhUruM rahyuM. sAhebajIe vila banAvyuM : "acalagacchanA kSetromAM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * 323

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bhA.su.panA divase bArasA sUtra saMbhaLAvavuM.' te vakhate AvI vAta karavI khataranAka hatI. bIjI noMdha : "koIpaNa samudAyanA glAna sAdhunI mArA sAdhue veyAvacca karavA pahoMcI javuM.' emaNe banAvelI kalamomAM dUradarzitA hatI. bhAnuvijayajI pachI jayaghoSavijayajI saMbhALe, ema temaNe vila banAveluM. bhAnuvijayajI pahelA jAya, jayaghoSavijayajI pachI jAya, e nakkI hatuM ? bananArI saMbhavita ghaTanA emane dekhAtI hatI. AvI hatI temanI divyadRSTi ! svargavAsa pachI paNa ghaNI ghaTanA jovA maLI che. Aje paNa ame emanI najaramAM chIe. 32 varSa thayA chatAM amArI saMbhALa rAkhe che, ema amane satata lAgatuM rahe che. AgotarI sUcanA svapnamAM AvatI hoya che. rAmavijayajIthI mAMDIne badhAne emaNe taiyAra karyA che. pUjayazrInI AjJAthI meM jUnAgaDha cAturmAsa karyuM. pachI kIrticandra vi.nI TapAla AvI : pUjyazrI Icche che : have tame jaldI Avo. meM vihAra karyo. boTAda pahoMcatAM candrazekhara vi. maLyA. ame sAthe rokAyA. boTAdamAM vai.vada 11nA svargavAsanA samAcAra maLyA. candrazekhara vi. to tAra vAMcI cIsa pADI behoza thaI gayA. 24 kalAka sudhI candrazekhara vi. raDyA haze. pachI ame svargabhUmi khaMbhAta pahoMcyA. meM kIrticandra vi. ne pUchavuM : pU. premasUrijI ma. e mArA mATe zuM kahyuM ? karmaprakRtimAM ene (dhuraMdhara vi.ne) rasa nathI to ItihAsamAM AgaLa vadhe.' Aje mane ItihAsamAM rasa che. AvA nirAgrahI hatA pUjyazrI ! guru-lAghava pramANe pUjyazrI vartatA hatA. jIvanamAM ghaNI bAMdhachoDa karI che, temaNe. emanI kRpAthI ja sAdhAraNa asAdhAraNa thayA. emanI kRpA haTatAM ja asAdhAraNa sAdhAraNa banyA. badhAmAM pU. premasUrijInI zakti kArya karI rahI che. 324 * * * * # # # # * * *

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temanI kRpAthI gRhastho, DaoNkaTaro, vakIlo vagere paNa AgaLa vadhyA che. 100 varSamAM temanA thakI saMyama-dAnano je puruSArtha thayo te bejoDa che. temaNe Aja sudhI keTalA sAdhu ApyA ? 84 varSamAM keTalA sAdhu ApyA ? jarA gaNatrI karI lejo. pU. premasUrijI na maLyA hota to mArA jevAne kadI dIkSA na maLata. ramaNalAla, dalasukha, jIvAbhAI javAo paNa tyAre mane dIkSA ApavA taiyAra nhotA. chelle temaNe potAnA nAmanA smAraka ke maMdira banAvavAnI nA pADelI. sAdhuo e ja mArA smAraka che, ema teo kahetA. @g kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie' copaDI malI, copaDIne hAthamAM letAM ja tenI AkarSaka sajAvaTa ane vizeSa to sacoTa, saraLa, gaMbhIra, alaukika lekhana - zreNi joIne AkhuM ya pustaka eka ja vAramAM vAMcI nAMkhavAnuM mana thaI jAya che. pU. AcAryadevanI vAcanA-vyAkhyAno vagereno addabhuta sAra, ApazrIe je ApanI AgavI koThAsUjhathI lakhyo che te ghaNo ja addabhuta apratima che. ApanuM A pustaka milenIyama rekorDa noMdhAve e ja amArI zubhecchA. - jatina, nikuMja vaDodarA kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * = = = = = = * * * * 325

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ni ja ja kA. vada-11 21-11- 2000, maMgaLavAra tarkathI bhagavAnanI karuNA na jANI zakAya. ja arihaMta cennA koIpaNa granthanuM rahasya pAmavuM hoya to tenuM vAraMvAra anuzIlana karavuM joIe. ekavAra vAMcIne mUkI daIe, eTalAthI na cAle. ekavAra vAMcavAthI "A grantha meM vAMcyo eTalo mithyA saMtoSa jarUra laI zakIe, paNa e granthanuM rahasya na pAmI zakIe. * arihaMtonI anaMta zaktiono samAveza gaNadharoe namutthaNe sUrAnI mAtrA nava saMpadAomAM karI dIdho. gAgaramAM Akho sAgara ThAlavI dIdho. prathama svarUpa saMpadA che. bAkInI ATha upakAra saMpadAo che. chellI saMpadAnuM nAma : "pradhAna guNaaparikSaya pradhAna phalApti - abhaya saMpa' che. 326 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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mokSamAM gayA pachI paNa bhagavAna dvArA upakAra cAlu rahe che e AnAthI phalita thAya che. ghaNA evuM mAnatA hoya che : bhagavAna mokSamAM gayA eTale badhuM pUruM thaI gayuM. ghaNA to AgaLa vadhIne "karuNA'paNa nathI mAnatA. ApaNe badhA tarkavAdI kharAne ? tarkathI bhagavAnanI karuNA na jANI zakAya, bhaktibhAva na keLavI zakAya. bhagavAna pratye bhaktibhAva keLavyA vinA game teTalI kriyAo karo, e badhuM mAtra zuSka kAya-leza banI raheze. bhaktibhAva bhaLI jAya to ekamAtrA caityavaMdananI ApaNI kriyA badhA ja dhyAno, yogo ane samAdhithI caDI jAya. zarIra hovA chatAM bhagavAnanI karuNAne karyo rokI zakyA nathI, to zarIra-karmo vagerethI saMpUrNa mukta thaI gayA pachI bhagavAnanI karuNAne koI zI rIte rokI zake ? Aje paNa bhagavAna mokSamAM beThA-beThA karuNA relAvI rahyA che. mAtra ApaNe anusaMdhAna karavAnI jarUra che. phona Adi yaMtra dvArA anya sAthe anusaMdhAna karanArA ApaNe bhagavAna sAthe maMtra AdithI anusaMdhAna thaI zake che, evo vizvAsa dharAvatA nathI, e ApaNI moTI karuNatA che. pradhAna guNa aparikSaya'no artha e ja thAya : je je pradhAna guNo bhagavAnamAM pragaTyA che, teno kadI kSaya thato nathI, e guNo kSAyika-bhAvanA banI gayA. kSAyikabhAvanA guNo zAnA jAya ? * paMcasUtramAM "marihaMtAksamilyo ' ema kahyuM che. mAtra arihaMta nahi, 'mA' zabda che. 'gA' eTale "Adi'. AdithI siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya, sAdhu vagere levAnA che. badhAnuM sAmarthya maLI zake tema che. jo ApaNe pAtra banIe. 0 vIza viha2mAna bhagavAna che, tema chadmasthA bhagavAna atyAre 1640 che. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 320

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bhagavAnanuM AI samagra brahmAMDamAM ghUmI rahyuM che. jeno jeno sAdhanA-mArgamAM vikAsa thayo che, thAya che ke thaze tenA mULamAM A AIjya ja che. tame mAtra arihaMtamAM tamAruM mana joDo, praNidhAna karo, jagatamAM ghUmatuM AIjya tamArI aMdara sakriya banaze tema tame jAte anubhava karI zakazo. ApaNe dAdAnI yAtrA karavA upara jaIe chIe. upara 27000 jinabiMbo che, paNa badhI ja mUrtionA kAMI darzanavaMdana karI zakatA nathI ! mAtra AdinAtha dAdA Adi mukhyamukhyanA karI laIe chIe. chatAM temanA pratye kAMI ApaNI avajJA nathI. ApaNI pAse samaya nathI. bhAvathI to badhAnA darzanAdi karIe ja chIe. A caityastavathI badhI pratimAonA vaMdanAdino lAbha maLe che. 0 sthAna, varNa, artha, AlaMbana ane anAlaMbana A pAMca yogomAM pataMjalinA yoganA ATheya aMgo AvI gayA. sthAnamAM - yama, niyama, Asana. varNamAM - prANAyAma (paddhatisara uccAraNa karatAM zvAsa layabaddha bane che.). arthamAM - pratyAhAra, dhAraNA. AlaMbanamAM - dhyAna. anAlaMbanamAM - samAdhi. sthAna AdipUrvaka caityavaMdana karavAmAM Ave to sAce ja te samAdhi sudhI laI janAruM mahAna anuSThAna banI jAya. ApaNe to atyAre caityavaMdana, pUjA vagere evuM banAvI dIdhuM che ke bIjA lokone "A to mAtra ghoMghATa che. ahIM yoga, dhyAna jevuM kazuM ja nathI.' ema kahevAnuM mana thaI jAya. jeo sthAna Adi sAcavyA vinA ja caityavaMdana Adi karatA rahe che. teo svayaM zAsana-bAhya che, ema zrI haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. AvuM A vAcanAmAM sAMbhaLavA maLaze. A sAMbhaLazo to ja caityavaMdanamAM bhAva pUrI zakazo. mATe ja kahuM chuM : yAtrA 328 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 *

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kadAca ochI thAya to calAvI lezo, paNa vAcanA sAMbhaLavAnuM cUkazo nahi. dhyAnane lAvanAra anuprekSA che. anuprekSAne lAvanAra dhAraNA che. dhAraNAne lAvanAra dhRti che. dhRtine lAvanAra medhA che. medhAne lAvanAra zraddhA che. A pAMceya vadhatA jAya to ja kAyotsarga dhyAna sudhI pahoMcavAnI prakriyA banI zake. - sArA muhUrtano paNa prabhAva hoya che. ahIM sArA muhUrta praveza karyo to tame juo cho : vAcanAmAM kyAreya vighna na AvyuM, paNa cAturmAsa parivartana pachI vipna AvyuM. pharI ArIsA bhuvanamAM aMjana-zalAkA patAvI ahIM zubha muhUrta (puSya nakSatramAM) praveza karyo to vipno gayA. * meM kadI e vicAryuM nathI : huM bolIza te sAMbhaLanArane gamaze ke nahi ? huM to tene jenI jarUra hoya te ja ApuM, bhale tene game ke na game. kharo vaida te ja kahevAya. je dardIne hitakArI hoya tevI ja davA Ape, bhale te kaDavI kema na hoya ? - "marihaMta grephAI ' ahIM haribhadrasUrijI lakhe che : 'sahRdayanaTavad bhAvapUrNaceSTaH / ' sahRdayI abhinetAnI jema bhAvapUrvaka tamArI ceSTA hovI joIe. ghaNA naTo evA sahRdayI hoya che ke pAtrano abhinaya eTalo jIvaMta rIte kare ke jonArA to Aphina pukArI ja jAya,paNa te svayaM paNa bhAvavibhora banI jAya. AthI ja bhAratanuM nATaka karanArA pelA naTo kevaLajJAnI banyA hazene ? pelo bahurUpI keTalo sahRdayI haze ke sAdhuno veSa svIkAryA pachI teNe choDyo nathI. AvA bhAvapUrvaka ApaNe A sUtra bolavAnA che. kapaTI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 329

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naTanI jema dekhAva nathI karavAno, paNa niSkapaTa bhAvapUrvaka ceSTA karavAnI che. muMbaI - lAlabAgamAM lAla phUlothI roja bhagavAnanI bhAvapUrvaka pUjA karatA bhaktane eka divasa vijaya rAmacandrasUrijIe pUchyuM : tame pravacanamAM koI divasa kema nathI AvatA ? teNe kahyuM : "mane maMgaLa naDe che, eTale huM A lAla phUlothI pUjA karuM chuM. mAre pravacana sAthe zuM levA-devA ?' ApaNo dharma-kriyA pAchaLano Avo malina udeza haze to Atmazuddhi nahi thAya. A bhakti kapaTI naTa jevI gaNAze. - caityano artha pratimA kaI rIte karyo che ? te samajavA jevuM che. juo : "vaicAri pratiknikSaUTUni markanratyAni !' AnA racayitA haribhadrasUrijI Agama puruSa che. emanI vAta tame anyathA na karI zako. caitya zabda kema banyo che ? te paNa temaNe kholyuM che. "caitya' eTale citta. teno bhAva athavA karma te caitya. vaUtacci: ' pANini 5-1-123 sUtrathI gana pratyaya lAgatAM cittanuM "caitya banyuM che. eTale ke arihaMta paramAtmAnI pratimA cittanI prazasta samAdhi utpanna karanArI che. je loko "caitya'no artha jJAna, vRkSa ke sAdhu kare che, teo pAse na koI AdhAra che ! na koI paraMparA che ! mAtra potAnA matanI siddhi mATe ja caityanA citra-vicitra artho teo dvArA karavAmAM Ave che. 25)= A pustaka vAMcatAM pU. sAhebajInI vizeSa bhakti jANavA malI. nahi sAMbhaLeluM, nahi anubhaveluM evuM jJAna maLyuM. - sA. IndravaMditAzrI = za 330. * * * * * * * * * * *

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kA. vada-12 22-11- 2000, budhavAra ApaNe badhA eka ja DALanA paMkhI chIe. - bhagavAnamAM jeTalA guNo, jeTalI zaktio pragaTe che te kadI vilAtI nathI. e jaNAvavA ja navamI saMpadA che. >> '35yo nakSaUT' upayoga eka mAtra jIvanuM lakSaNa che. e ja bIjA cAreya astikAyathI jIvane judo pADe che. A lakSaNa svarUpa-darzaka che. | 'parasparopagraho govAnAma ' A saMbaMdha-darzaka sUtra che. bIjA mATe bAdhakarUpe saMbaMdha bAMdhavo te aparAdha che. bIjA mATe sahAyakarUpe saMbaMdha bAMdhavo te prakRtine sahayogarUpa che. A vastu bhUlI javAthI ja ApaNe bIjAne bAdhaka thatA AvyA chIe. jayAM sudhI bIjAne bAdhA pahoMcADIzuM tyAM sudhI ApaNane bIjA taraphathI bAdhA AvavAnI ja. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 331

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jIvAstikAyanI vicAraNA ApaNane sarva jIvo sAthe eka tAMtaNe bAMdhe che. ApaNe bIjAthI ApaNI jAtane judI mAnIe chIe, judo coko jamAvavA mAMgIe chIe, alaga astitva UbhuM karavA mAMgIe chIe, paNa A ja ApaNI moTI bhUla che. A ja moha che. ahIM koNa juduM che ? ApaNe badhA eka DALanA paMkhI chIe. eka ja sUrajanA kiraNa ane eka ja phUlanI pAMkhaDI chIe. eka ja hAMDalAnA cokhA chIe. bIjAne choDIne kevaLa ApaNuM bhaluM karI na ja zakIe. bhagavAna bhagavAna zI rIte banyA ? sarva jIvomAM svanuM darzana karavAthI ja bhagavAna bhagavAna banyA che. A saMdarbhamAM "sabUnomAvimaMmAva' vizeSaNa keTaluM coTadAra che ? bhagavAne sarva jIvomAM AtmabhAva sthApita karyo che. bhagavAna bhalene sAta rAjaloka dUra hoya, paNa bhaktane mana to bhagavAna ahIM ja che. kAraNake dUra rahelA bhagavAnane kheMcI ApanAra bhakti tenI pAse che. pataMga bhale AkAzamAM hoya, paNa dorI pAse hoya to pataMga kyAM javAno? bhagavAna bhale dUra hoya, paNa bhakti pAse hoya to bhagavAna kyAM javAnA ? hRdayane sadA pUchatA raho : bhaktinI dorI pAse che ne? bhaktinI dorI gaI to bhagavAna gayA. bhagavAna gayA eTale tarata ja moha caDI besavAno. moha, bhagavAna jAya enI vATa ja joI rahyo che. guphAmAMthI siMha jato rahe pachI vAgha, varUne AvatAM vAra keTalI ? hRdayamAMthI bhagavAna jatAM pApa AvatAM vAra keTalI ? kAussaga ApaNane phaLa Ape, paNa e pUrve ATalI zarata che : tamArA zraddhA, medhA, dhRti, dhAraNA ane anuprekSA A pAMceya guNo vadhatA hovA joIe. A "arihaMta ceIANaM' sUtrathI caityavaMdana karanAro vaMdanAnI bhUmikA taiyAra kare che ane cokkasa (nivRtimati 332 * * * * * * * * * * * * * ?

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niyoti) mokSe jAya che. "arihaMta ceIANaM' sUtrathI jagatamAM rahelA sarva cetyone (pratimAo)ne vaMdana pUjana vagereno lAbha maLI jAya che. prazna : jaina munio to sarvaviratimAM rahelA che. teo pratimAnA pUjana vagereno upadeza zI rIte ApI zake ? ke zI rIte anumodanA karI zake ? uttara : ahIM spaSTa lakhyuM che : muni pUjA mATe upadeza ApI zake, anumodanA paNa karI zake. samavasaraNamAM deva (sUryAbha jevA) nATaka karatA hoya to sAdhu UThIne cAlyA na jaI zake. A paNa eka prabhu-bhakti che. kevaLI bhagavAna paNa bhagavAnanI dezanA cAlu hoya tyAre tyAM besI rahe che; kRtakRtya hovA chatAM paNa. A vyavahAra che, temano vinaya che, kevaLI paNa vinaya na choDe to ApaNAthI zI rIte choDAya ? luNAvA (vi.saM. 2032)mAM prabhuno varaghoDo hato. padhAravA vinaMti karavA AvatAM koI sAdhu Ave tenI vATa joyA vinA pU.paM. bhadraMkara vi.ma. tyAM padhArI gayelA. ema meM najare joyeluM che. bhagavAnano A vinaya che. sAdhu pUjA mATe upadeza ApI zake, karAvI zake. ahIM spaSTa lakhyuM che. sAdhu A rIte upadeza Ape : "jinapUjA karavI joIe. AnAthI zreSTha, paisAnuM anya koI sthAna nathI." | sAmAyika vagere svasthAne zreSTha che, paNa bhagavAnano vinaya gRhastho to pUjA dvArA ja karI zake. vaLI dhananI mUccha paNa pUjA dvArA tuTI zake. jeone paisAnI mUccha choDavI nathI teo sAmAyika pauSadhanI vAta AgaLa karIne besI rahe che. na paiso, na Takko, DhuMDhiyo dharama pakko. AvA lokone DhuMDhaka mata game, temAM koI navAI nathI. paisAno kharca nathIne! kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * = 333

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pUjAnA prabhAvathI ja zrAvakanA jIvanamAM bhakti vadhe che. bhakti vadhatAM virati udayamAM Ave che. sApavALA khADAmAM paDelA bALakane bacAvatI mAtA (bALakane bhale IjA thAya ke UjharaDA paDe) doSa-pAtra nathI, tema gRhasthone dravya-pUjA mATe upadeza ApanAra sAdhu doSapAtra nathI. mahAdoSamAMthI bacAvavA alpadoSa kyAreka jarUrI banI jato hoya che. Adya dezaviratinA pariNAmamAM jina-pUjA ane jinasatkAra karavAnI bhAvanA pedA thatI ja hoya che. A sat AraMbha hovAthI upAdeya che. asat AraMbhathI bacAvanA2 che. A dravyastavamAM 'dravya' no artha tuccha nathI karavAno, paNa "bhAva"nuM kAraNa bane te - dravya evo artha karavAno che. - atyAre dukALanI eTalI bhISaNa paristhiti che ke pALIyAdamAM rUpiyAthI pANI vecAya che. paristhiti evI paNa bane ke eka rUpiyAnuM eka glAsa pANI maLe. AvA saMyogomAM ApaNe pANIno upayoga khUba ja saMbhALIne karavA jevo che. ApaNA gharaDAo to kahetA : pANIne ghInI jema vAparajo. - jUnA jamAnAmAM zrAvako videzamAM kamAvA jatA to tyAM sthAyI rahetA nahi. ekAda khepa karIne pAchA svadezamAM AvI jatA ne saMtoSathI dharma-dhyAnapUrvaka jIMdagI vItAvatA. teo jANatA : A janma kAMI kAma-artha mATe nathI, dharma mATe je AtmA pUjAthI raMgAya te AgaLa jatAM viratithI raMgAya ja. mArA mATe to A vAta ekadama sAcI che. mane to A cAritra bhagavAnanI pUjA-bhaktinA prabhAvathI ja maLyuM che, ema huM mAnuM chuM. nAnapaNathI ja huM derAsaramAMthI bapore eka-doDha vAge Avato. moDA AvavAnI Adata AjanI nathI. tyAre paNa mA-bApa vATa jotA hatA. jo ke temane koI takalIpha nhotI 334 * * * * * * * * * * * * * ;

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paDatI. rojanI mArI A AdatathI teo TevAyelA hatA. * mahApUjA vagerenI aMdara paNa viveka ane aucitya rAkhavA jarUrI che, jethI anya loko adharma na pAme. AkhAya derAsarane zaNagAravA vagere aMge paNa viveka jarUrI che. kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustakanuM vAMcana zarU karyuM che. khUba ja AnaMda paDe che. jema-jema vAMcana AgaLa vadhe che tema-tema prasannatAmAM vRddhi thAya che. AvuM sAruM - uttama pustaka mokalavA mATe ApanI pAse mAro namra kRtajJatA-bhAva vyakta karuM chuM. paramAtmAne akSara-deha ApI, e akSarone mokSanI paMktimAM besADI dIdhA che. - lalitabhAI rAjakoTa kahe, kalApUrNasUri' pustaka vAMcatAM saMyamajIvananI sAcI tAlIma jANavA maLI. amArA jIvananI unnati thAya tevuM jANavA maLyuM. - sA. harSitavadanAzrI w ' * * * * * * * * * * 335

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kA. vada-13 23-11-2000, guruvAra matatA sarovaramAM zraddhAto maNi mUko. te nirmaLa banaze. 0 tIrthanI sevA avazya AtmAnubhUti karAve. "tIratha seve te lahe, AnaMdaghana avatAra." "AnaMdaghana avatAra' eTale ja AtmAnubhUti. temaNe (AnaMdaghanajI, pU. devacandrajI vagere) AtmAnubhUti meLavI to ApaNe kema na meLavI zakIe ? pAMca mahAvratonuM pAlana, vihAra, nirdoSa gocarI, cAra vAra sajhAya, sAta vAra caityavaMdana vagere pratidina karavAnI pAchaLano uddeza A eka ja che : AtmAnubhUti. jJAna bhaNavAnI pAchaLano uddeza A ja che : AtmAnubhUti. jJAna to ApaNuM mukhya sAdhana che. ene kadI gauNa na banAvI zakAya. enA mATe bIjuM gauNa karI zakAya, paNa jJAna 336 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * *

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gauNa na karI zakAya. jinAgama amRtanuM pAna jJAna dvArA ja maLI zakaze. jJAnamAM paNa mukhyatA kone ApavI ? kevaLajJAnane ke zrutajJAnane ? zrutajJAna ja cAra jJAnamAM vadhu upakArI che. kAraNake tenuM AdAna-pradAna thaI zake che, anya jJAnanuM nahi. eTale ja anya cAra jJAna mUMgA kahyA che. | mULa vidhi trIjA pahore vihAra karavAnI che. te jJAnanI mukhyatA ja kahe che. pahelI sUtra porasI, bIjI artha-porasI ane trIjI AhAra-vihAra-nIhAra porasI che. bhagavatImAM eka vakhata evuM AvyuM ke mane to thayuM : sAkSAta bhagavAne mane A ApyuM. tyAM AvyuM : AtmAnA guNo arUpI che. mane thayuM : bhagavAnanA guNo paNa arUpI che. bhagavAnanA kSAyika ApaNA kSAyopathamika che. paNa enI sAthe ekAkAra banAvavAthI e paNa kSAyika banI zake che. kapaDA, makAna, zarIra, ziSya vagere "mArA lAge che, paNa jJAnAdi guNo "mArA lAge che ? "mArA" na lAge tyAM sudhI tame enI pAchaLa dattacitta nahi banI zako. zarIra mATe, zarIranA sAdhano mATe "mArApaNAno bhAva che, tevo bhAva AtmA mATe che ? hoya to huM tamane namana karuM ! che "zatruMjI nadI nAhIne." kaI zatruMjI nadImAM nhAvAnuM ? A nadImAM to pANIye nathI. maitrIbhAvanA e ja zatruMjI nadI che. emAM snAna karanAro ja zatrujyI banI zake. mukha bAMdhI mukha koza" eTale ? vacana guti karavI. gusso AvI jAya to paNa tyAre bolavuM nahi. na bolavAthI ghaNA anarthothI bacI javAze. * vaMdana, pUjana, satkAra, sanmAna vagerethI ApaNo saMbaMdha bhagavAna sAthe joDAya che. bhagavAna para anurAga hoya * * * * * * * * * * * * * 330

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to ja vaMdanAdi karavAnuM mana thAya. vaMdanAdi karavAthI bhagavAna para anurAga pragaTe, ema paNa kahI zakAya. arihaMta ceIANa" addabhuta sUtra che. enA dvArA vizvabharamAM jinapratimA AgaLa thatAM vaMdanAdinuM phaLa kAussagna karanArane maLe che. stuti Adi karavA te sanmAna. mAnasika prIti te paNa sanmAna kahevAya, ema anya AcAryo kahe che. vaMdana-pUjana-satkAra-sanmAna vagere samyagadarzananA lAbha mATe che. mATe lakhyuM H bodhilAbha. bodhilAbha paNa zA mATe ? mokSa mATe. mATe pachI kahyuM : 'nivasarvittiyANa ' nirupasarga eTale mokSa. mokSamAM koI upasarga nathI. mATe te nirupasarga kahevAya che. prazna : sAdhu-zrAvakane bodhilAbha maLelo ja che. pachI mAMgavAnI jarUra zI ? bodhilAbha che to mokSa paNa maLaze ja. pachI tenI prArthanA zA mATe ? mAMgavAnI jarUra zI ? uttara H kliSTa karmonA udaye maLelI bodhi paDI paNa jAya. mATe ja ahIM te mATe prArthanA karavAmAM AvI che. vaLI, ApaNuM samyagradarzana kSAyopathamikabhAvanuM che. eTale ene khUba ja saMbhALavuM paDe. AveluM samyagu darzana cAlyuM na jAya. hoya to vadhu vizuddha bane, mATe ahIM AvI mAMgaNI karavAmAM AvI che. AthI ja bhadrabAhu svAmI jevAe mAMgaNI karI hazene ? 'tA deva dijja bohiM, bhave bhave pAsa jiNacaMda." bodhilAbha maLyA pachI ja mokSano lAbha maLe. mATe ja bodhilAbha pachI "nirupasarga mUkela che. bodhilAbha maLyo to kevaLajJAna ane mokSa maLaze ja. A kAyotsarga bhale tame karatA raho, paNa tamArI zraddhAnA ke medhAnA ThekANA na hoya to eno koI matalaba nathI. mATe ja ahIM lakhyuM : tamArI zraddhA, medhA, dhRti, dhAraNA ane anuprekSA vagere vadhatuM jatuM hovuM joIe. 0 zraddhAno artha ahIM prasannatA karyo che. mohanIya 338 = * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * )

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karmanA kSayopazamathI pedA thatI prasannatA e ja zraddhA. bheMsanA dahIMthI UMgha vadhu Ave. dravya paNa A rIte asara karatuM hoya che. te rIte mUrtinuM ucca dravya ApaNI aMdara prasannatA kema na vadhAre ? bhagavAnanI mUrtinA zAntarasanA pudgalo ApaNA samyakatva mohanIyanA pudgalomAM nimitta banyA. mATe ja ApaNane prazama guNano lAbha maLyo. sarovaramAM game teTalo kacaro hoya paNa eka evo maNi Ave che ke je nAkhatAM ja badho ja kacaro taLIye besI jAya, sarovaranuM pANI ekadama nirmaLa banI jAya. mananA sarovaramAM zraddhAno maNi mUko to te nirmaLa banyA vinA nahi rahe. AvI zraddhAnA saMyoge ja zreNika cittanI nirmaLatA pAmI zakyA hatA. lata: tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhI zakyA hatA. AvI nirmaLatAnA svAmIne koI calita na banAvI zake. AvI zraddhA vadhyA pachI medhA vadhAravAnI che. zraddhAmAM samyagradarzana che to medhAmAM samyajJAna che. kaThina granthane paNa grahaNa karavAmAM paTu buddhi te medhA che. TUMkamAM jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamathI utpanna thato cittano dharma te medhA. nirmaLa prajJA AgamomAM ruci dharAve, paNa mohanIyathI grasta malina prajJA AgamomAM ruci na dharAve. pApagruta para tene Adara hoya. nirmaLa medhAvALAne pApagruta para avajJA hoya, guru - vinaya ane vidhi para prema hoya. tene grahaNa karavAno satata pariNAma hoya. buddhimAna dardI uttama auSadhimAM ja ruci dharAve tema nirmaLa prajJAvALo sagranthamAM ja ruci dharAve. tamane sagrantho game che ke kharAba pustako game che ? je gamatuM hoya te parathI tamArI medhA kevI che ? te khyAlamAM Avaze. sagranthanuM vAMcana mAtra kalyANa nahi kare. te pahelA tamArA hRdayamAM grantha pratye tIvra ruci hovI joIe. bhagavAnanA darzana paNa to ja phaLe jo tyAM atyaMta kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 339

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AdarabhAva hoya. vimala jina dIThAM loyaNa Aja.' "aho aho huM mujane namuM." vagere paMktio bhagavAna pratyenI tIvra sacine pragaTa kare kahe kalApUrNasUri" tathA "kahyuM kalApUrNasUrie" A baMne pustakonI 3-3 nakala maLI che. khUba-khUba AnaMda thayo che. daSTipAta kayo. atyaMta AnaMdAnubhUtidAyaka Alekhana che. sughaDa + sugama che. kuti ati prazaMsanIya che. ane adhyApana kAryamAM atyupayogI che. pustaka prApta thatAM bahu ja AnaMda thayela che. baMne pustakonI 1-1 kopI mArA agraja paMDita zrI candrakAntabhAIne ane anuja paMDitazrI rAjubhAIne mokalI ApIza. - araviMdabhAI paMDita rAdhanapura # # # # # A pustaka jIvananI sAdhanAmAM atyaMta sahAyaka banyuM che. - sA. saumyadarzitAzrI 340 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija * * * * *

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- kA. vada-3 ra5-11-2000, zanivAra kacaro kADho. svacchatA hAjara. doSo kADho. sadgaNo hAjara. - saddhA, medA, fdharUpa, dhAraNAe, aNuppehAe, vddddhmaanniie| prabhu-nirdiSTa vyutadharma cAritradharma Aje paNa cAlu che. Aje paNa te vizvakalyANa karI rahelA che. caturvidha saMghano ekeka sabhya sarva jIvonA hitakara anuSThAnamAM ja pravRtti kare. ethI emanA pratyeka anuSThAna sAthe vizva-kalyANa joDAyeluM hoya ja. vizvanA sarva jIvo pratye keTalo maitrIbhAva che ? te temanI pravRtti dvArA vyakta thAya che. A maitrIbhAvanA Adya srota bhagavAna che. mATe ja caturvidhA saMghano pratyeka sabhya bhagavAna pratye pUrNarUpe samarpita hoya ja. bhagavAne kahelA e keka anuSThAna pratye te pUrNarUpe zraddhAnvita hoya ja. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * = * * * * * * * * * * 341

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haribhadrasUrijI AvA ja hatA. AthI ja emanI kRtiomAM ApaNane apUrvatA jovA maLe che, navA-navA padArtho jANavA maLe che. - haribhadrasUrijI A caityavaMdana sUtra mATe kahe che : A anuSThAna samAdhinuM nahi, mahAsamAdhinuM bIja che. A vAta mAtra teo lakhavA khAtara nathI lakhatA, svayaM tevuM jIvIne lakhe che. emanA jIvanamAM guru-paraMparA, buddhi ane anubhava - traNeno subhaga samanvaya thayelo jovA maLe che. jyAM A traNa hoya tyAM apUrva vacano jovA maLe ja. - sadguNo pArakI vastu nathI, ApaNI ja che. svacchatA bahAranI vastu nathI. aMdaranI ja che. kacaro kADho eTale svacchatA hAjara ! durguNo kADho eTale saguNo hAjara ! A sadguNo to ApaNA potAnA che. bahArathI kyAMyathI meLavavAnA nathI, aMdara rahelA che, teno mAtra ughADa karavAno che. durgaNo tame haTAvo eTale sadguNo pragaTa thavAnA ja. - ATha yoga aMgomAM chellA traNa dhAraNA, dhyAna ane samAdhi che. ATheya aMgonuM phaLa chelle samAdhimAM pragaTe che. zraddhA AdimAM ATheya aMga jovA maLaze. dhAraNA to che ja. anuprekSAmAM dhyAna AvI gayuM ane kAussagnamAM samAdhi AvI. enA pahelAnA pAMceya aMgo (yama, niyama, Asana, prANAyAma, pratyAhAra) paNa ahIM samAviSTa che ja. ahIM yama, niyama vagarano mANasa AvI zake ja nahi. jinamudrAmAM "Asana' AvI gayuM. bahirbhAvanuM recaka, AtmabhAvanuM pUraka ane kuMbhaka e dvArA bhAva prANAyAma AvI gayuM. Indriyone bahirgAmI banatI rokIne antargAmI banAvI temAM pratyAhAra AvI gayuM. zuM bAkI rahyuM ahIM ? eka caityavaMdanane tame vidhipUrvaka ane hRdayapUrvaka karo to TheTha mahAsamAdhi sudhI pahoMcI zako cho. 342 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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A jIvana AvI samAdhi meLavavA mATe maLyuM che. enI jagyAe ApaNe upAdhi meLavI rahyA chIe. jyAM hIrA maLI zake tema che, tyAM ApaNe kAMkarA ekaThA karI rahyA chIe. zraddhA, medhA Adi mahAsamAdhinA bIja che, ema ahIM haribhadrasUrijI kahe che. dhaMti eTale mananI ekAgratA ! sthiratA ! anuSThAna pratye viziSTa prIti ! AvI dhRti AvatAM citta ekadama zAnta bane che. AkuLa-vyAkuLa manamAM zuddha anuSThAnanuM avataraNa thaI zakatuM nathI. dhRtiyukta manamAM utsukatA nathI rahetI. AvuM citta hoya tyAM kalyANa cokkasa thAya ja, dhIratA-gaMbhIratA Ave ja. ciMtAmaNi hoya tyAM garIbI jAya ja. ciMtAmaNi pAse AvyA pachI paNa enA guNo tamArI jANamAM hovA joIe. nahi to haju te ciMtAmaNi garIbI dUra karI zake nahi. ahIM paNa dhRti vagerenA phAyadA jANamAM hovA joIe. ciMtAmaNi ratna jevo dharma maLatAM ja sAdhakanuM hRdaya nAcI UThe che, e pokAravA lAge che : have saMsAra kevo ? mane have dharma-ciMtAmaNi maLI gayo che. have saMsArano bhaya kevo ? - logassanuM bIjuM nAma "samAdhisUtra' che. "udyotakara" paNa eka tenuM nAma che. logassa ApaNane nAmamAM prabhune jovAnI kaLA zIkhave che. "usabha" (RSabha) A zabda AvatAM ja AdinAtha bhagavAnanuM puruM jIvana ApaNI samakSa khaDuM thAya ke nahi ? na thatuM hoya to prayatna karajo. e kaLAne zIkhavA ja A logassa sUtra che. arihaMta ceIyANuM ApaNane caitya (mUrti)mAM bhagavAna jovAnI kaLA zIkhave che. mantramUrti samAdAya, devadevaH svayaM jinaH / sarvajJaH sarvagaH zAntaH soyaM sAkSAd vyavasthitaH // A zloka yAda che ne ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 343

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dhAraNA : dhAraNAne motInI mALA sAthe sarakhAvI che. dhAraNA eTale adhikRta vastu na bhUlavI te. citta zUnya hoya to dhAraNA thaI zake nahi, anya sthAne citta hoya to paNa dhAraNA thaI zake nahi. adhikRta (prastuta) vastu ApaNe ghaNIvAra bhUlI jaIe chIe. eka kAussaganI vAta nathI, koI paNa bAbatamAM jyAre bhUlAI jAya tyAre tyAM saphaLatA na ja maLe. prabhune yAda rAkhavA te ja saphaLatA che. prabhune bhUlI javA te ja niSphaLatA che. ATaluM yAda rahe to dhAraNA" AvatAM vAra na lAge. logassa cAlatuM hoya tyAre citta logassamAM ja rahevuM joIe. je paMkti cAlatI hoya tyAM ja citta coTeluM joIe. AgaLa-AgaLanA sUtrono paNa tame vicAra karo to paNa dhAraNA' na kahevAya. vikSipta citta kadI "dhAraNAno abhyAsa karI zake nahi. vikSipta cittavALo motIne paNa barAbara parovI zake nahi to prabhu sAthe ekAkAra zI rIte banI zake ? dhAraNAnA traNa prakAra che : avizruti, vAsanA ane smRti. A dhAraNA ahIM levAnI che. keTalAkane zraddhA, medhA, dhRti, dhAraNA, anuprekSA vagerenA saMskAra tarata ja paDI jAya che. keTalAkane ghaNI vAra lAge che. keTalAkane jIvanabhara AvA saMskAro AvatA nathI. ahIM pUrvajanmanuM kAraNa che. jemaNe pUrvajanmamAM sAdhanA karI hoya che, temane ahIM sAdhanA tarata ja lAgu paDe che. jemaNe kadI sAdhanA zarU karI ja nathI, tene A jaldI lAgu paDatI nathI. pUrvajanmanA saMskAronA kAraNe ja mANasa-mANasamAM ATalo pharaka jovA maLe che. anuprekSAne ahIM ratnane zuddha karanAra agninI upamA ApavAmAM AvI che. tattvArthanI anucintA karavI te anuprekSA che. anuprekSA eTale dhyAna ! anuprekSAmAM upayoga hoya ja. upayoga vinA anuprekSA thaI zake nahi. upayoga hoya tyAM 344 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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dhyAna AvI ja gayuM. vAcanA, pRcchanA, parAvartanA, upayoga vinA paNa thaI zake. paNa anuprekSA upayoga vinA kadI na ja thaI zake. A anuprekSA jJAnAvaraNIya karmanA kSayopazamathI maLe che. tethI saMvega vadhe che. uttarottara te vizeSa samyak zraddhAna rUpe hoya che. Akhare te kevaLajJAnanI bheTa dhare che. agni ratnamAMthI azuddhi dUra kare che tema A anuprekSAnI agni karma-malane bALI kevaLajJAna Ape che. AjJApAlana vinA saMyamajIvana zakya nathI. guruAjJApAlanathI ja saMyama jIvanamAM vikAsa thaze. be varSa meM tamArI vAta mAnI. have tamAre mArI vAta mAnavAnI che, kaccha-vAgaDane lIluMchama karavAnuM che. dAdAnuM kSetra saMbhALavAnuM che. kaccha-vAgaDamAM jaIne zuM karavAnuM ? ema nahi vicAratA. vAgaDamAM je bhAva che te bIje kyAM jovA maLavAno? kaccha-vAgaDamAM jaIne zuM karavAnuM ? ema pUchanArane huM pUchuM chuM: pratiSThA vageremAM jaIne zuM karavAnuM che ? mane pUcho to huM kahIza : dhAmadhUma vagere mane jarAya pasaMda nathI. je kSetramAM ochA ghara, ochI avara-javara hoya te kSetra mane vadhAre pasaMda paDe. ame dakSiNa vageremAM gayA te kAMI pharavA ke prasiddhi mATe nathI gayA. e vAta have pUrI thaI gaI. vadhu prasiddhi e mArA mATe to sAdhanAmAM moTuM palimaMtha (vipna) banI gayuM che. "kahe, kalApUrNasUri' pustakanA vAMcanathI mArA jIvanamAM thayelA lAbhane zabadomAM samAvI zakavA mATe asamartha chuM. - sA. haMsarakSitAzrI eka * * * * * * * * * * * * * 345

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maiM IcchAoto nAza karavAmAM tamAre kazuM gumAvavAtuM tathI, sivAya ke tamAruM duHkha. 346 * mA. suda-1 26-11-2008, ravivAra dainika kriyAomAM je sUtro bolIe chIe, tenA kAMIka rahasyo lalita vistarA jevA granthothI khyAlamAM Ave che. vidhipUrvaka jo A caityavaMdana Adi kriyAo karavAmAM Ave to zraddhA, medhA Adi mahAsamAdhinA bIja banI jAya. apUrvaka2Na, anivRttika2Na vageremAM Avato 'karaNa' zabda samAdhino ja vAcaka che. zabdathI je kahI na zakAya tene apUrvakaraNa kahevAya che. te vakhate sAdhakanI dazA mUMgo mANasa mIThAI khAya, paNa varNavI na zake tenA jevI hoya che. tyAre Aropita sukhanI bhramaNA bhAMgI gaI hoya che. anAropa sukhaM moha tyAgAdanubhavannapi / AropapriyalokeSu, * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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vaktumAzcaryavAn bhavet // - jJAnasAra. ApaNe badhA Aropa sukhathI TevAyelA chIe. zarIra AtmA na hovA chatAM temAM AtmAno Aropa karIe chIe. sukha na hovA chatAM sukhano "Aropa" karIe chIe. sukhano Aropa eTale ja sukhanI bhramaNA ! bhagavAnanI kRpA vinA A bhrama TaLato nathI. Aropita sukha-bhrama TaLyo re, bhAsyo avyAbAdha; samaryuM abhilASIpaNuM re, kartA sAdhana sAdhya. - pU. devacandrajI. samAdhi dazA pedA thatAM badhA ja bhramano bhAMgIno bhUkko thaI jAya che. eka navakAranA kAussagnamAM paNa e tAkAta che tamane samAdhi ApI de. bhale eka navakAra khUba ja nAnI kriyA hoya, paNa tenI UrjA ghaNI che. paNa ApaNI kriyA to eTalI suparaphAsTa cAle ke bicArI samAdhine kyAMya pesavAnI jagyA ja na maLe. ApaNI kriyA eTale rAjadhAnI ekSapresa ! ApaNe kriyA karavA khAtara karIe chIe. paNa A ja mAro AnaMda che ! evuM mAnIne kadI kriyAo karatA nathI. jo A rIte kriyAo karIe to dareka kriyA dhyAna banI jAya ! dareka kAussagna samAdhi banI jAya. dareka kAussaga vakhate ApaNA zraddhA, medhA Adi vadhatA javA joIe. zraddhA hoya to ja medhA Ave. medhA hoya to ja dhRti Ave. dhRti hoya to ja dhAraNA Ave. dhAraNA hoya to ja anuprekSA Ave. yAtrA taLeTIthI ja zarU thaI zake. jayAM ApaNe hoIe tyAMthI ja sAdhanA zarU thaI zake. khINamAM rahenAro mANasa kadI zikhara parathI yAtrA zarU na karI zake. taLeTIthI upara gayA pachI hiMgaLAjano haDo vagere sthAno * * * * * * * * * * 340

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kramazaH vaTAvIne ja AdinAtha bhagavAnane bheTavAnA che. AdinAtha bhagavAna ema sastA nathI. sADA traNa hajAra jeTalA pagathiyA caDyA vinA AdinAtha bhagavAna maLatA nathI. kaSTapUrvaka je bhagavAna maLatA hoya tenA darzanamAM kevo bhAva Ave ? che. A jinavANInA zravaNathI jIvanamAM tapAsajo : kaSAyonI kaTutA keTalI dUra thaI ? maitrInI madhuratA keTalI vadhI? A tapAsa tame ja karI zakazo, bIjo koI nahi karI zake. sAdhanA jema jema paripakva banatI jAya tema tema IcchAo kharatI jAya, ochI thatI jAya. pahelA aneka prakAranI IcchAo sAdhakane thatI hatI, paNa have te IcchAo karI-karIne thAkI gayo che. IcchAo ja tene du:kharUpa lAgavA lAge che. IcchAo svayaM duHkha che." e jeTaluM jaldI samajAya teTaluM sAruM ! ApaNe IcchAone pUrNa karavA mathIe chIe, paNa jJAnIo kahe che : IcchAo kadI koInI pUrNa thaI che ? 7 8 mAsa nA mavidyA AmAMthI chUTavAno eka ja rasto che : IcchAone ja haTAvI devI. jo ke IcchAone haTAvavI sahelI nathI. ghaNI mukela vAta che. kAraNake IcchAomAM ja ApaNe sukha mAnI lIdhuM che. ApaNe IcchAo pUrNa karavA mathIe chIe, paNa jJAnIo kahe che : IcchAone naSTa karo. emAM tamAre kazuM ja gumAvavAnuM nathI. sivAya ke tamAruM duHkha! - sukhI thavAno A sivAya bIjo koI mArga nathI. 0 prazna : zraddhA vagere na hoya chatAM Ama bolIe to mRSAvAda na lAge ? uttara : tenI koNa nA pADe che ? paraMtu zraddhAhIna buddhimAna AvuM kadI kare ja nahi. te vicArIne ja kare. tame kadAca kahezoH zraddhAhIna buddhimAna "saddhAmedA' vagere na bole ? paNa, tamArI vicAraNA mAtra ekAMgI che. jemAM tamane 348 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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zraddhAnI khAmI lAge che, temAM kharekhara pUrNa zraddhAnI khAmI nathI hotI. jemAM pUrNa zraddhAnI khAmI hoya te to AvuM kadI kare ja nahi. zraddhA paNa maMda, tIvra, tIvratama vagere anekarUpe hoya che. maMda zraddhA hovAthI ApaNane bhale na dekhAya, paNa te hoya to che ja. te zraddhA tenA Adara vagerethI jaNAya che. zraddhA, medhA vagere kadAca tIvra na paNa hoya, paraMtu Adara paNa AvI jAya toya ApaNo beDo pAra thaI jAya. Adara ja IcchAyoga che. IcchAyoga jevI tevI cIja nathI. IcchAyogavALo sAdhaka eTale bajAramAM pratiSThita vepArI. bhale enI pAse mUDI nathI, paNa bajAramAM AbarU che. AbarUnA kAraNe tene bIjA vepArIo rUpiyA Ape kharA. kAraNake temane vizvAsa hoya che. A amane rUpiyA ApI deze ja. ApaNI pAse Adara rUpI AbarU hoya to zraddhA, medhA vagere eka divasa maLavAnA ja. Adara pUrNa hoya to kadAca ApaNo kyAreka upayoga na paNa rahe to paNa bahu ciMtA nahi karatA. Adara ja upayogane kheMcI lAvaze. zeraDI, zeraDIno rasa, goLa, khAMDa ane sAkara - A pAMceyamAM mIThAza kramaza: vadhune vadhu hoya che tema zraddhA AdimAM paNa mIThAza kramazaH vadhune vadhu hoya che. zeraDInA sthAne Adara che. Adara akabaMdha rahe to zraddhA Adi maLaze ja. zeraDI pAse che to teno rasa, goLa vagere paNa maLaze ja. badhAnuM mULa Adara che. jema khAMDa sAkara AdinuM mULa zeraDI che. 'kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka maLyuM che. jaina samAcAra'nA AgAmI aMkamAM tenI noMdha graMtha samIkSA vibhAgamAM levA prayatna karIzuM. - rohita zAha taMtrI : jaina samAcAra, amadAvAda kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 349

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mAga. su. ki.-1 27-11-2ooo, somavAra zAstrakAro mAtra dizA batAve. cAlavuM to ApaNe ja paDe. jainetarone paNa noMdha levI paDe ke ahIM (jainomAM) evI jo2dA2 yoga sAdhanA che ke je mahAsamAdhi sudhI tAtkAlika pahoMcADI de, evI zailImAM A lalitavistarA TIkA zrI haribhadrasUrijI dvArA lakhAI che. pUrvAcAryoe kevuM suMdara taiyAra karIne ApaNI sAme dharyuM che. paNa ApaNane khAvAnI phurasada nathI. khAvA jeTalo paNa ApaNe pramAda UDADI zakatA nathI. bIjo mANasa bahu-bahu to tamArA mATe sa-rasa rasoI banAvI Ape, paNa jamavAnI kriyA to tamAre ja karavI paDe ne ? zAstrakAro bahu-bahu to muktinI suMdara prakriyA tamArI sAme dharI Ape, paNa sAdhanA to tamAre ja karavI paDe ne ? 3pa0 = = = = = = = = = = = =

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0 caityavaMdana AdimAM sthAna, varNa, artha ane AlaMbanano prayoga karavAno che. ghaNA kALanA abhyAsa pachI A cAreyanA phaLarUpe anAlaMbana yoga maLe che. moTAbhAge kAussagamAM anAlaMbana yoga prApta thAya che. kAussagna pahelA bolAtuM arihaMta ceIANuM mahattvapUrNa sUtra che. "vaMdaNavariAe" vagere dvArA jinacaityone vaMdana karavAnI tIvra IcchA vyakta thAya che. vadhatI jatI zraddhA-medhA vagerethI puSkaLa kamanI nirjarA thAya che. karmonI nirjarA thatAM mana nirmaLa ane nizcala bane che. AvA manamAM ja anAlaMbana yoganuM avataraNa thAya che. kaSAya vagerenI avasthAmAM citta atyaMta caMcaLa bane che, Atmapradezo atyaMta kaMpanazIla bane che. viSaya-kaSAyonA Aveza zAMta paDe che, tyAre ja citta nirmaLa ane nizcala bane che. viSaya-kaSAyono Aveza jina-caityonA vaMdana-pUjanasatkAra-sanmAna vagerenI tIvra IcchAthI zAMta thAya che. jainazAsanamAM nirmaLatA vagaranI nizcalatAnuM koI mUlya ja nathI. vizvane saMhAraka aNuboMbanI "bheTa" ApanArA vaijJAnikomAM ochI nizcalatA nathI hotI. uMdarane pakaDavA taiyAra thatI bilADImAM ochI nizcalatA nathI hotI. zuM kAmanI evI nizcalatA ? nirmaLatA kevaLa bhaktiyogathI ja Ave che. digaMbara ane zvetAMbaromAM ahIM ja taphAvata che. digaMbaromAM prathama tattvArtha bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che. tyAM paMDito taiyAra thAya che. jayAre zvetAMbaromAM navakAra Avazyaka sUtro vagere bhaNAvavAmAM Ave che. AthI ahIM zraddhALu bhAvuko taiyAra thAya che. zraddhAvAna ja dharmano sAco adhikArI che. medhAvAn nahi, pahelA zraddhAvAn joIe. mATe ja "saddhA medANa' lakhyuM, 'mehANa dvA!' ema nathI lakhyuM. huM to ghaNIvAra bhAvavibhora banI jAuM. kevI suMdara majAnI ApaNane paraMparA maLI. jyAM bacapaNathI ja darzanavaMdana-pUjananA saMskAro maLyA, AnA kAraNe ja bhakti mukhya kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * = = = = * = = = * 351

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banI. bhaktine jIvanamAM pradhAna banAvajo. jo AgaLa vadhavuM hoya. jo paMDita banavA gayA, bhakti choDI dIdhI to abhimAna AvyA vinA nahi rahe. abhimAnathI kadI vikAsa thato nathI. hA, vikAsano AbhAsa jarUra thAya che. eka bhakti AvI gaI to badhuM AvI gayuM. yazovijayajI jevA bhaktiyoganA kevA pravAsI haze: jemaNe bhagavAnane kahI dIdhuM : "prabhu upakAra guNabharyA, mana avaguNa eka na samAya." paNa chadmastha avasthAmAM avaguNa na hoya e zI rIte bane ? gaIkAle ja eka sAdhvIjIe A prazna pUchyo. huM kahIza : prabhunI sAthe ekAkAratAnI kSaNe nIkaLelI A paMktio che. je kSaNe cetanA paramAtmamayI hoya che te kSaNe avaguNo nathI ja rahetA. dIvo saLagato hoya tyAM sudhI aMdhAruM kyAMthI Ave ? prabhumAM upayoga hoya tyAM sudhI durguNo zI rIte Ave ? A samAdhi dazAnA ugAro che. samAdhi dazAmAMthI nIce AvyA pachI to avaguNo AvI zake, paNa avaguNo AvyA pachI Avo sAdhaka kadI tene thAbaDe nahi. ApaNe to kaSAyAdine thAbaDI rahyA chIe. tuma nyAre taba saba hI nyArA, aMtara kuTuMba udArA." pU. upA. yazovijayajInA A udgAro prabhu-virahane sUcave che. - mannattha sariNavi | | ucchavAsa, niHzvAsa, khAMsI, chIMka, bagAsuM, oDakAra, adhovAyu, cakkarI, pittanI mUccha, sUkSma aMga - sUkSma zlekha ane sUkSma dRSTino saMcAra Adi (agni, paMcendriyanI ADa, co2, sva-para rASTrano bhaya) soLa AgAro che. eTale ke Ama thavAthI kAyotsargano bhaMga thato nathI. kAyotsarga - dhyAnano keTalo prabhAva ? manoramAnA kAyotsarganA prabhAvathI sudarzana zeTha mATe zULI siMhAsana banI 352 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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gaI. caturvidha saMghanA kAyotsarganA prabhAvathI yakSA sAdhvIjI sImaMdhara svAmI pAse pahoMcI zakyA che. vAlinA kAyotsarganA prabhAvathI rAvaNanuM vimAna aTakI paDeluM. Aje chellI vAcanA che. chellI vAcanAmAM guru-dakSiNA tarIke zuM Apazo ? huM mAMguM ? huM mAtra AjJA-pAlana mAMguM chuM. tame gurunI AjJAne sadA svIkAravA tatpara raho, eTalI ja apekSA che. pU. kanakasUrijI vakhate AjJApAlana atyaMta sahajapaNe thatuM. pU. kanakasUrijI haLavadamAM hatA. ekeka sAdhvIjInA gRpane cAturmAsa mATe kahetA hatA ane badhA ja tahatti' karIne svIkAratA hatA. A joIne pU. premasUrijInA kAntivijayajI stabdha banI gayelA : amAre sAdhuone cAturmAsa mATe goThavaNI karavI hoya to lohInA pANI thaI jAya. enA sthAne ATaluM sahaja AjJA-pAlana ? e paNa sAdhvIjI jAtamAM ? prabhu ane gurunI AjJA nizcala manathI pALazo to samajI lejo : mokSa tamArI mUThImAM che. saMsAra tamArA mATe sAgara nahi rahe, khAbocIyuM banI jaze. ene taravo nahi paDe, mAtra eka ja kUdako lagAvazo ne pele pAra ! pUjyazrIe A pustakamAM jJAna-kriyA-vinayasaraLatA-jayaNA-karuNA-jIvamaitrI-prabhu-bhakti vagere agaNita guNo tathA sAdhu thavAnI yogyatAthI mAMDIne pUrNa sAdhu-jIvana kevuM hovuM joIe? te kevI rIte ucca banAvavuM joIe ? tenI prakriyA sudhIno rasathALa ApaNI samakSa dharI dIdho che. - sA. harSakalAzrI. R * = = = = = = = = = 353

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ja mAga. suda-5 1-12-2000, zukravAra A zAsata na maLyuM hota to AvA pAvana prasaMgo kyAM jovA maLata ? (pU. gaNi zrI mukticandravijayajIne paMnyAsa-pada, pU. tIrthabhadra vi., tathA pU. vimalaprabha vi.ne gaNi-pada temaja bAbubhAI, hIrena, pRthvIrAja, cirAga, maNibena, kaMcana, cArumati, zAntA, vilAsa, candrikA, latA, zAntA, maMjulA ane bhAratI, A cAra puruSo tathA dasa bahenono dIkSA prasaMga. kalpanAbenanI dIkSA mAga. suda-11nA thaI hatI.) pU.A.zrI vijayakalApUrNasUrijI : Aje caturvidha saMgha AnaMdaullAsamaya che. paMnyAsa, gaNipada tathA cauda pravrajyAnA maMgaLa prasaMgo che. jinazAsananI balihArI che ? AvA prasaMgo jovA maLe. bIje kyAM 354 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija * * * * ?

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AvuM jovA maLe ? premabhAva paNa kevo ? dareka prasaMge dareka AcArya bhagavaMta upasthita thaI ja jAya ! ahIM paNa tame aneka samudAyanA aneka AcArya bhagavaMto joI rahyA cho. AvA moTA prasaMge AvA kAramA duSkALa prasaMge jIvadayAnI TIpa thavI ja joIe. amArA muhUrtane thoDIka ja vAra che. teTalA samaya sudhI tame jIvadayAnuM kArya karI lo, tema IcchuM chuM. pUjya kalAprabhasUrijI : vizvamAM ajoDa jainazAsana ApaNane janmathI maLyuM che. jo A zAsana na maLyuM hota to AvA prasaMgo ApaNe joIjANI-mANI zakata nahi. pUrva janmamAM mane ke kamane ApaNane zAsanane joI prema thayo ja haze ! eTale ja A zAsana maLyuM jinezvaroe pharamAvelI pravrayA vizvanuM mahAna Azcarya che. nAnI-nAnI uMmaramAM sarva tyAganA mArge janArane joI hRdaya jhUkI jAya. AnuM anumodana hRdayathI thaI jAya to bhAvikALamAM cokkasa sarva tyAgano mArga khule ja. bIjo prasaMga che, pada-prasaMgano. duniyA karatAM judA ja prakArano lokottara prasaMga che. tame pU. gurudevanI pAchaLa rahelA citramAM joI zako cho : khuda bhagavAna potAnA ziSyone gaNadhara pada ApI rahyA che. eTale ke potAnI zaktionI sthApanA teomAM karI rahyA che. jainazAsanano sAdhu IcchA-rahita hoya che. parama-pada sivAya ene bIjA koI padanI IcchA hotI nathI. pU. gurudeva ja potAnA yogya ziSyane yogya pada Ape che. vinIta ziSya guru AjJAne vadhAvIne pada svIkAre che. traNa muniomAM ekane paMnyAsapada tathA anyane gaNipada-pradAna ahIM thaI rahyuM che. traNe munionI IcchA nhotI ke pada maLe. tamAre tyAM amuka ejyukezana pachI DIgrI maLe che. * * * * * * * * * * * * * 355

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paMnyAsa-padavI eTale tamAma Agama graMthonI anujJA. gaNi-padavI eTale bhagavatInI anujJA. A prasaMge saMpatti, zakti ane samayanuM yogadAna aneka vyaktioe ApyuM che, te sau dhanyavAdane pAtra che. pUjya dhuraMdharavijayajI : chellA cAra mahinAthI eka dhAro AnaMdano mAhola jAmyo che, te vihAranI pUrva saMdhyA sudhI jAmelo ja raheze. A bhUmi (sAta covIzI dharmazALA) bhAgyazALI che ke ahIM vagara noMtare sarva sAdhu bhagavaMta padhAryA che. Avo lAbha to ko'kane ja maLe. pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM AkhuM cAturmAsa saue AnaMda mANyo. koI saMyoga ja evo : pUjyazrI padhAryA ne cArebAjuthI sarva samudAyanA mahAtmAo AvIne kheMcAyA. badhA dUdhamAM sAkaranI jema bhaLI gayA. AvuM dazya jovAno lhAvo A dharatIne maLyo che. tame sAdharmika bhakti joradAra karI ja. have kArya rahyuM che : jIvadayAnuM. mANasane paNa pANI maLe ke kema ? tevo A samaya AvI Ubho che, tyAM pazuonI hAlata zI haze ? te kalpanA karI zako cho. pAMjarApoLomAM niraMtara Dhoro AvatA rahe che, paNa pANI-ghAsacAro khUba ja durlabha ane moMgho banyo che, te tame jANo ja cho. cha jIvanikAyanI rakSA mATe ja ame dIkSA laIe chIe. mATe ja zrAvako mATe jIvadayA moTuM kartavya banI jAya che. kasAI sAme jhajhUmavuM, motane paNa mIThuM mAnavuM, AvuM khamIra jaino ja batAvI zake. have tame evuM Ayojana karo ke jethI dukALanA oLA dUra karI zakAya. pU. kalApUrNasUrijI Aje ziramora AcArya bhagavaMta che. saunA Adara ane zraddhAnA pAtra banyA che. tamane AvA guru maLyA che, tenuM gaurava hovuM joIe. 3pa6 * * * * * * = = = kA

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tame badhA jIvadayA mATe pAchaLa nahi ja paDo, pUjyazrInI vAta premathI vadhAvI lezo, evI zraddhA che. nUtana padastho tathA dIkSitone pUjyazrI dvArA hitazikSA... cattAri paramaMgANi, dulahANIha jaMtuNo / mANussattaM suI saddhA, saMjamammi a vIriaM // - bhagavAna mahAvIra cAra vastu atyaMta durlabha batAve che : mAnavajanma, guru pAsethI dharmazravaNa, te paranI zraddhA (ruci) ane tenuM AcaraNa. zravaNa thayA pachI paNa zraddhA na thAya to zravaNa vyartha jAya. zraddhA thayA pachI te mujabanuM jIvana na bane tyAM sudhI teTalI khAmI kahevAya. Aje traNa padastho tathA cauda AtmAo dIkSita banyA che. AjanI ghaDI atidhanya che : A uttamottama je pado maLyA che, tene kema zobhAvavA ? te ApaNe guru bhagavaMta pAsethI jANavAnuM che. paMnyAsa-gaNi vagere pada maLyA pachI bhAra vadhe che. tame paNa mukhI bano cho tyAre bhAra vadhe ne ? paMnyAsa-gaNipadanI eTalI mahattA che ke jo e pramANe jIvI jANIe to moTI karmanI nirjarA thAya. guNonI vRddhi dvArA ja karmanI nirjarA thaze. tame sau guNa prAptimAM ujamALa banajo. tamArA guNo dvArA saMghamAM ullAsa vadhe, dhanya-dhanya jinazAsana... evA ugAro sarI paDe, evuM tamAruM jIvana hovuM joIe. nUtana dIkSitone kahevAnuM : je pratijJA svayaM bhagavAne lIdhI te tamane maLI che, enuM mahattva ochuM na AMkazo. A pratijJA laIne jIvanabhara samatAmAM rahevuM che. jIvanabhara pApakriyAthI dUra rahevAnuM che. thoDuM paNa para-pIDana na thAya, tenI kALajI rAkhavAnI che. jina-bhakti, guru-bhakti, zAstra-svAdhyAya vageremAM magna * * * * * * = = * * * * * 3pa0

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banI jIvana dhanya banAvavAnuM che. nUtana paMnyAsathI mukticandravijayajI : parama karuNAsAgara A yuganA prathama tIrthakara zrI AdinAtha prabhune anaMta vaMdana. parama zraddheya, mArI jIvana naiyAnA sukAnI, parama tAraka, pUjaya gurudeva AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pU. gurudeva AcAryazrI vijaya kalAprabhasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne vaMdana.... parama karuNAsibdha vartamAna zAsananAyaka bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeve je zAsananI sthApanA karI, te 2500thI adhika varSo vItavA chatAM Aje paNa jayavaMta varte che, temAM prabhunI pATa-paraMparAnA vAhaka pU.AcArya bhagavaMtonuM mahAna yoga-dAna prabhuzrI mahAvIra devanI 77mI pATe virAjamAna pUjya AcAryazrInI pUrve thaI gayelA chotereya mahAtmAono ApaNA sau para ananya upakAra che. zAstrakAroe tIrthakaronI gerahAjarImAM AcAryone ja tIrthakara tulya kahyA che. "tisthayarasamo sUri." vAta paNa kharI che. eka avasarpiNI ke utsarpiNI kALamAM tIrthakaro to mAtra 24 ja thAya, paNa bAkInA kALamAM zAsananI dhurA calAvanAra koNa ? AcArya bhagavaMto. AcArya bhagavaMto rAjA kahevAyA che. AcAryo gacchanuM kaI rIte saMcAlana kare, AzritonuM yoga-kSema zI rIte kare ? te aMge gacchAcAra payagrA vagere Agama graMtho vizada mArgadarzana ApavAmAM AvyuM che. AcArya ekalA to AkhA gacchane badhI rIte saMbhALI zake nahi. eTale upAdhyAya, gaNAvacchedaka, pravartaka, paMnyAsa, gaNi vagere padavIdhara mahAtmAo gacchanA saMcAlanamAM AcAryazrIne sahAyaka banatA hoya che. ghaNAne e khabara nathI ke A gaNi ane paMnyAsa padavI zuM che ? bannemAM zo pharaka ? mULamAM ApaNuM jainazAsana 358 * * * * * * * * * * *

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dvAdazAMgInA AdhAre cAle che. dvAdazAMgIne TakAvavA ja bAra varSanA babbe dukALa pachI jaina zramaNa-saMmelano goThavAyA hatA. dvAdazAMgIne TakAvavA ja mathurA ane valabhIpuramAM vAcanAo goThavAI hatI. dvAdazAMgIne TakAvavA ja devardhvigaNi kSamAzramaNe saMpUrNa Agama granthone pustako para lakhAvyA hatA. e pahelA badhA Agamo mukhapAThathI ja cAlatA. bhagavAna mahAvIranA nirvANa pachI devaddhi gaNi kSamAzramaNe joyuM ke have evI prajJA nathI rahI ke sAMbhaLIne munio yAda rAkhI zake. samayano e takAjo che ke Agamone pustako para e lakhavAmAM Ave. jo A rIte nahi karavAmAM Ave to bhagavAnanI vANIno A amUlya vAraso naSTa-bhraSTa thaI jaze. potAnI AgavI sUjhathI devaddhigaNie Agamone pustakArUDha banAvI mahAna yugapravartaka kAma karyuM. jenI noMdha Aje paNa kalpasUtranA aMte levAmAM Ave che. AgamonA rahasyo barAbara samajAvavA ja AgamapuruSa zrI haribhadrasUrijIe 1444 granthonI racanA karI. AgamonA durbodha padArthone saraLa banAvavA ja zIlAMkAcArya tathA abhayadevasUrijIe te para TIkAo racI. AgamonA upaniSadrane pAmavA ja kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrijIe sADA traNa kroDa zlokonI racanA karI, AgamonA padArthone navyanyAyanI zailImAM UtAravA ja upA. yazovijayajIe ekale hAthe aneka grantho racyA. alaga-alaga mahAtmAoe alagaalaga caritra grantho, prakaraNa grantho ke gujarAtI paNa koI sAhitya racyuM te paNa Agama tarapha javA mATe ja. Agamone sulabha banAvavA ja pU. sAgarajI mahArAje tene saMzodhita-saMpAdita karI mudrita banAvyA. Agamo ApaNo amUlya vAraso che. enA ekeka akSaro maMtrAkSarathI paNa adhika che. eno ekeka akSaradevAdhiSThita che. AvA pavitra Agamo vidhipUrvaka grahaNa karavAmAM Ave to ja phaLadAyI bane che. gRhastho to mAtra tenA zravaNanA ja adhikArI che. sAdhuo paNa tenA yogoThahana karyA pachI ja adhikArI bane che. zrAvakone kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 359

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jema navakAra vagerenA upadhAna hoya che tema sAdhuone paNa yogodvahana hoya che. AcArAMga, uttarAdhyayana, kalpasUtra, mahAnizItha vagerenA yogodvahana thatAM te te granthano adhikAra maLe che. dA.ta. mahAnizIthanA yogodvahana karanAra sAdhu ja dIkSApratiSThA-upadhAna Adino adhikArI banI zake che. bhagavatI sUtranA yogodvahana karanAra ja vaDI dIkSA vagerenA adhikArI banI zake che. gaNi-padavI eTale bIjuM kazuM nahi, bhagavatI sUtranA yogodvahananI anujJA. tamArA upadhAnanI mALa eTale bIjuM kazuM nahi, navakAra vagere sUtronI anujJA. gaNi-padavImAM mAtra bhagavatI sUtranI anujJA ApavAmAM Ave che. paMnyAsa-padavImAM sarva AgamonA anuyoganI anujJA ApavAmAM Ave che. banne vacce ATalo mahattvano taphAvata che. ApaNe tyAM prathama paMnyAsajI tarIke pU.A.zrI vijayasiMhasUrijInA ziSya pU. satyavijayajInuM nAma saMbhaLAya che. vartamAna kALamAM paMnyAsajI mahArAja tarIke samagra jaina saMghamAM prasiddha pUjyazrI bhadraMkaravijayajI gaNi hatA. 22 varSa pahelA phalodI cAturmAsa daramyAna ame traNa (huM, pUrNacandra vi. tathA municandra vi.) hIrasaubhAgya kAvya vAMcatA hatA, te vakhate temAM "prajJAza' zabdano prayoga jovA maLelo. hIrasaubhAgyanA racayitA zrI devavimala gaNi lakhe che: hIravijayasUrijIe keTalAka munione "prajJAza" banAvyA. lAge che ke "paMnyAsa' zabdanuM saMskRtIkaraNa "prajJAza' karyuM haze, athavA "prajJAza' zabdamAMthI "paMnyAsa" zabda banyo haze. (jANakAro kahe che ke, paMDita padano nyAsa te paMnyAsa-pada paMDitano pahelo akSara paM. + nyAsa = paMnyAsa.) parama gurunI prajJAnA aMzanuM jemAM avataraNa thayuM hoya te "prajJAza" kahevAya. bhUtakAlIna viSayaka smRti. vartamAnakAlIna viSayaka buddhi. bhaviSyakAlIna viSayaka mati. 360 = * * * * * * * * * kahe,

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keTalAkamAM smRti hoya che, paNa buddhi nathI hotI. buddhi hoya che to smRti-mati nathI hotI. mati hoya che to buddhi nathI hotI. eka ja vyaktimAM traNeya zaktio hoya tevI ghaTanA virala hoya che. traNeya eka sthAne hoya tene prajJA kahevAmAM Ave che. A prajJAno aMza jemAM avataryo hoya te prajJAza" kahevAya che. Aje pUjayazrI jayAre paMnyAsa-pada pradAna karI rahyA che. jo ke gayA varSe ja A padanI vAta hatI, jAherAta paNa thaI gayelI, paNa padavI na thatAM ghaNA loko vicAramAM paDI gayA haze, paNa niyati hoya te pramANe ja kAma thatuM hoya che. ane je thAya te sArA mATe ja. nahi to AvuM siddhakSetra kyAM maLavAnuM hatuM ? anaMtasiddhonuM kSetra to A che ja, paNa sAthesAthe ApaNA samudAyanA nAyaka pU. jItavijayajI tathA pU. kanakasUrijIe gRhasthapaNAmAM ahIM ja caturthavrata grahaNa karyuM hatuM. pU.kanakasUrijInI paMnyAsa-padavI ahIM ja thaI hatI. pU. upA. zrI prItivijayajInI dIkSA ahIM ja thaI hatI. AvA parama pavitra sthAnamAM AvA mahAna tAraka gurudevazrInI nizrAmAM... je gurudevanA varada haste padavI Adi prApta karavA mATe moTA vidvAna munio paNa jhaMkhI rahyA hoya che. be varSa pahelA suratamAM pUjayazrInI khAsa nizrA prApta karavA ja munizrI ajitazekharavijayajIe muhUrta vagere gauNa karyuM hatuM. munizrI ajitazekharavijayajInI paMnyAsa-padavI pUjyazrInA hAthe suratamAM thayelI. A mATe traNa vakhata muhUrta badalAvelA. game te muhUrta Ave paNa pUjyazrInI nizrA maLe, e ja mAre mukhya che. evI pada-grahaNa karanAra jyotiSa AdimAM vidvAna munizrInI zraddhA hatI. AvA zraddheya gurudevazrInI maMgaLa nizrA amane maLI rahI che, te amAruM moTuM sadbhAgya che. A pada-pradAna thaI rahyuM te prasaMge huM to mAtra eTaluM ja kahIza : huM A pada mATe yogya banuM, padathI caDatA madathI aLago rahuM. zrI jinazAsananI yatkiMcit paNa sevA karIne * * * * * * * * * * * * 3 1

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dhanya bane eTalA ja manoratha che. nAnapaNamAM amArAmAM saMskAra ApanAra saMsArI mAtuzrI bhamIbena A tabakke yAda AvyA vinA rahetA nathI. dIkSA pachI satata yogakSema karanAra pUjaya banne guruvaryo tathA vidyAguru pU.paM.zrI kalpataruvijayajI ma. bhUlyA bhUlAya tema nathI. amArA sahAdhyAyI pU.paM.zrI kIrticandravijayajI, pU. kumudacandra vi., pU. pUrNacandra vi. paNa kema bhUlAya ? mArI preraNAthI nAnIvaye mArI sAthe dIkSita bananAra gaNizrI municandra vi.no dareka kAryamAM mane pUro sAtha-sahakAra maLyo che. A tabakke huM saunuM kRtajJatApUrvaka smaraNa karuM chuM. A pada mATe huM yogya bane tevI zrI caturvidha saMgha samakSa yAcanA karuM chuM. nUtana gaNizrI tIrthabhadravijayajI H anaMta siddha bhagavAnane tathA jemane gurumaiyA kahI zakuM tevA pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtane namaskAra karIne, sarva gurubhAIone namaskAra karIne je kAMI aMtaranI vAta che te be ja zabdamAM vyakta karavI che. AjanA zubha divase pUjaya guru-bhagavaMte je padanuM dAna karyuM che, e prasaMge yAda Ave che : bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ane gautamasvAmI. madathI dhamadhamatA IndrabhUtine bhagavAna mahAvIranuM prathama darzana thatAM ja prabhu-karUNAnA dhodhathI temanA darpano nAza thayo. bhagavAne darpano nAza karI gaNadhara-pada ApyuM. AjanA divase A ja vinaMti che. mArA jIvanamAM je darpa che, zarIra, nAma ke rUpano je darpa che, teno Apa nAza karo. tyAra pachI ja sAcuM pada maLaze. Aje to mAtra Aropa karyo che. hakIkatamAM amane maLyuM nathI, mAtra Aropa che. udAra lakhapati zeTha jema potAnA garIba dAsane lAkha rUpiyA lonathI Ape ane pelo garIba dAsa jo svayaMne lakhapati mAne to hAsyAspada che. 302 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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Aropa karyo che, tevA guNo keLavIe, lonane vyAjasahita cUkavIe, tevA guNo Ave te ja zubhecchA che. pUjaya gurumai yA pUjaya AcArya bhagavaMta, pUjaya kalAprabhasUrijI, pUjaya paMnyAsa kalpataruvijayajI mahArAja, pUjya paMnyAsa kIrticaMdravijayajI mahArAja Adi sarva gurubhAIoe mArA jIvanamAM je khUTatuM hatuM te pUruM karyuM che. saMsAramAM mAtA-pitAnA vagerenA upakAro yAda karuM chuM. emanA ja saMskAronA prabhAve Avo samudAya ane AvuM zAsana maLyuM che. e saunuM RNa adA karavA zaktimAna banuM, te ja abhyarthanA che. nUtana gaNizrI vimalapabhavijayajI : jenuM varNana zrI sImaMdharasvAmIe karyuM evA A anaMta siddhonA nivAsarUpa AvA siddhakSetramAM, pUjya gurudeva jevAnI nizrAmAM aitihAsika cAturmAsa prasaMge 14-14 dIkSA ane 3-3 padavI prasaMga yojAyA che. dareka tIrthaMkaro potAnA ziSyone gaNadara-pade sthApita kare ja che. sudharmAsvAmIthI duSpasahasUri sudhI A paraMparA cAlu raheze. ApaNuM sadbhAgya che : bhagavAna mahAvIranI 77mI pATe ApaNane AvA gurudeva maLyA. A pada mATe dAvo ke adhikAra na thaI zake. gurune yogya lAge tene yogya pada ApI zake. rAva bahAdUra, je.pI. vagere padavIo ApIne aMgrejoe lokone chetaravAnI kAryavAhI zarU karI che. kAraNa ke moTA rAjAone hAthamAM levAnA hatAne ? AvI padavIo ahIM nathI. A to lokottara padavIo che. mane A padavI maLe che, paNa huM kAMI enA mATe lAyaka nathI, paNa huM lAyaka bane evI apekSA rAkhuM chuM. jaDa pattharamAM paNa AropaNa karavAthI devatva AvatuM hoya to cetanamAM yogyatA kema na pragaTe ? pUjayazrImAM je niHspRhatA joI te kyAMya jovA maLI * * * * * * * * * * * 363

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nathI. pratiSThA, aMjanazalAkA vageremAM kyAreya zilAlekha mATe pUjyazrIe IcchA rAkhI hoya tevuM jANyuM nathI. madrAsamAM apAtI "phalodI-ratna' padavI paNa pUjyazrIe pAchI ThelelI. nAma ane rUpathI svayaM para hovA chatAM emanA nAma ane rUpano keTalo prabhAva che ! UTIthI maisura huM AvI rahyo hato. rastAmAM traNa jaMgalI hAthIo beThelA. baMDIpuranuM e jaMgala hatuM. rastAmAM pUjyazrInA phoTAnA darzana mAtrathI A vipna TaLI gayuM. hAthIo ravAnA thaI gayA. rAmanA nAme pattharA tare... patthara jevA ame kalApUrNa'nA nAmathI tarI rahyA chIe. mahAdevanA kAraNe poThIyA pUjAya tema ame pUjAIe chIe. emanA nAmanI pustako khUba-khUba veMcAya che. pachI e pustaka dakSiNanI saphare hoya ke "kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustaka hoya... "kahe kalApUrNasUri' pustakanI to babbe AvRttio khalAsa thaI gaI, chatAM haju mAMga cAlu che... temAM pUjayazrIno ja prabhAva che. pUjayazrIe kyAreya koI apekSA rAkhI nathI. koI bhakto pAse paNa dharma sivAya bIjI koI vAta karatA nathI. emanI apramattatA, upayogapUrvakanI IriyAvahiyaM vagere kriyAo, rajoharaNathI pUjavuM, nirutsukatA (koI progrAmamAM jovA jaIe evI utsukatA nahi) vagere aneka UDIne AMkhe vaLage tevA guNo che. A sAthe mAtA-pitAnA upakAro paNa zI rIte bhUlAya? saMsArI pitAzrIe bhaNavA madrAsa mokalyA. bIjA varSe saMsArI benane tyAM rahevAnuM thatAM pAThazALAnA prabhAve dharma-saMskAro maLyA. tyAMthI bhAgye dezamAM bhadrezvaramAM Avelo. tyAM pUjyazrInA saMsArI sasarA pUjya kamalavijaya mahArAja sAheba maLyA. taMdula matsyanI emaNe vAta karelI. kamalavijayajI mahArAje mAro hAtha pakaDyo. chasarA temanI sAthe Avyo. be pratikramaNano abhyAsa karAvyo. 364 * * * * * * * * * * * *

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te ja vakhatanuM pUjyazrInuM aMjAra khAte cAturmAsa thayuM. pachI to vihAramAM paNa sAthe rahyo. 7 varSa sudhI pUjayazrI sAthe rahyo. 20 varSa pahelA ahIMnA cAturmAsa vakhate mArA saMsArI pitAzrIe rasoDuM kholeluM. pachI pUjayazrIe saMyama-dAna ApIne AgamonuM dAna karyuM. pUjya kalAprabhasUri, pUjya paMnyAsa kalpatarUvijaya, pUjya paMnyAsa kIrticandravijayajI vagere sahuno mArA upara upakAra che. pUjayagaNi zrI mukticandravijayajIe joganI kriyAo karAvI. kyAreka ardhI rAte paNa kriyAo karAvI. temano upakAra kema bhUlAya ? pUjya gaNi pUrNacandravijayajI, pUjaya gaNi municandravijayajI pAse paNa meM abhyAsa karyo che. caturvidha saMgha samakSa bhAvanA rAkhuM chuM : sahunA upakAronuM RNa cUkavavA samartha banuM. bhavobhava AvA gurudevano sevaka banuM, evI ja IcchA che. (pUjaya AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM cAlatI sAta - 99 yAtrAono bhAra pUjya paM. mukticandravijayajI Adi para rAkhIne mAga. su. 6 nI savAre pUjya AcAryazrI pAlItANAthI amadAvAda tarapha 99 varSIya pUjya AcAryazrI vijayabhadrakarasUrIzvarajInA vaMdanAthe vihAra karI rahyA hatA tyAre ja samAcAra maLyA : Aje ja e pU jaya bhadrakarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja kALadharma pAmyA che.) kahyuM kalApUrNasUrio' pustaka maLyuM. bahu alpa samayamAM vAcanAonuM saMkalana karIne daLadAra pustaka taiyAra karyuM. dhanyavAda. vAcanAdAtA pUjyazrInI prabhu-bhakti prasiddhi pAmelI che, to A ane agAunA pustaka dvArA tamArI guru-bhakti prasiddhi pAmI rahI che. A zreNinA pustaka AgaLa dhapatA rahe ane have vahelAsara kahetA kalApUrNasUri' prakAzita karo e ja abhilASA. - gaNi rAjaratnavijaya DabhoI che * * * * * * * * * * * * 365

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pUjyapAda AcAryadiva zrImad vijayakalApUrNasUrIzvarajInuM jIvana-darzana baDabhAgI rAjasthAna : rAjasthAna' zabda sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja mana AnaMdathI chalakAI UThe che. je dezamAM vijayasenasUrijI jevA mahAna jainAcArya pratApa ane dugadAsa rAThoDa jevA mahAna zUravIro, bhAmAzAha ane dharaNAzAha jevA mahAna dAnavIra dhanADhyo, mahAyogI AnaMdaghanajI tathA mIrAMbAI jevA bhakta AtmAo pedA thaI gayA e rAjasthAna kharekhara ratnabhUmi che. enuM nAma letAM kayo rAjasthAnI gaurava na anubhave ? nA... mAtra rAjasthAnI ja nahi, paNa anya prAntIya loko paNa bhaktibhAvathI jemanA caraNe jhUkI paDe evA agaNita mahAna AtmAo 366 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija * * * * ?

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rAjasthAnanI dharatI para pedA thaI gayA che. rAjasthAnanI seMkaDo padminIoe jaihara karI potAno satItvano dIpaka akhaMDa jalato rAkhyo che. seMkaDo rAjaputoe deza-rakSA mATe potAnA prANonuM balidAna ApI dIdheluM che. seMkaDo dAnavIra dhanADhayoe prajAnA kalyANa mATe potAnA dhanabhaMDAro khullA mUkI dIdhA che. Aje paNa rAjasthAnI prajA sAhasikomAM agraNI che. bhAratanA khUNe-khUNe rAjasthAnIo pharI vaLyA che. bhAgye ja evo koI prAnta haze jayAM rAjasthAnI bacco na hoya. samRddha phalodI-nagarI : AvI mahAna dharatInA eka mahAna saMtanI vAta Aje ApaNe jANavAnI che. rAjasthAnanI purAtana rAjadhAnI jodhapurathI 80 mAIla dUra phalodI nAmanuM raLIyAmaNuM nagara che. 17 jeTalA nayanaramya jinAlayo...! temAM paNa pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA maMdiramAM nIlavargI, manamohaka zAntamudrAyukta zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI pratimA...! ane ka ramaNIya dharmasthAno...! 1000 jeTalA jainonA gharo...! AvI aneka vizeSatAothI phalodI zobhI rahyuM hatuM. joke Aje to jainonA ghaNA gharo ochA thaI gayA che. dhaMdhArthe madrAsa, muMbaI, rAyapura, panaroTI, solApura vagere aneka zaheroe phalodI nivAsIo jaI vasyA che. dAdA lakSmIcaMdabhAI ? AjathI (vi.saM. 2044) 100thI vadhu varSo pahelAM phalodImAM lukkaDa parivAranA eka zeTha vase. nAma hatuM lakSmIcaMda. lakSmIcaMdabhAInA traNa putro : (1) pAbudAna, (2) amaracaMda, (3) lAlacaMda, traNeya bhAIonI prakRti judI-judI...! kudarata kharekhara khUbaja vicitra che. teNe eka ja hAthamAM pAMca AMgaLIo paNa eka sarakhI * * * * * * = * * * * * * 36

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mUkI nathI. moTAbhAI pAbudAnabhAI svabhAvathI saraLa, zAnta, dharmaniSTha ane udAtta manavALA hatA. vacalA amaracaMdabhAI vyavahArakuzaLa hatA. vyavahAranI dareka AMTI ghUMTIno potAnI AgavI sUjhathI kSaNavAramAM ukela lAvatA hatA. nAnAbhAI lAlacaMda ramata-gamatanA zokhIna ane jarA manamojI paNa kharA. traNeyanI judI-judI zaktio ekabIjAnI puraka banatI hatI ane lakSmIcaMdabhAIno saMsAra sukhapUrvaka sarakI rahyo hato. lakSmIcaMdabhAI mAtra nAmathI ja lakSmIcaMda nahotA, lakSmIdevInI kRpA paNa temanA para ThIka-ThIka hatI. teo svabhAve udAra, kaDaka, buddhizALI ane karmaTha hovAthI badhAthI judA tarI AvatA hatA. temanAM dharmapatnI zerabAI paNa evAM ja, nAma tevA ja guNavALA. zera-siMha jevuM temanuM zaurya. strI - sahaja bhaya emanI nasamAM ja nahi. AkhA gAmamAM emanI hAka vAge. moTA-moTA mANaso paNa emanI salAha levA Ave. e jeTalAM nirbhaya hatAM teTalAM ja paragaju paNa hatAM. ADozI-pADozImAM koI paNa mAMduM hoya to davA karavA doDI jAya. gharagatyu upacAra ane auSadhonI jANakArI paNa joradAra. lakSmIcaMdabhAInA prathama putra pAbudAna ane temanAM dharmapatnI khamAbAI. khamAbAI paNa pAbudAna jevAM ja prakRtithI bhadrika, saraLa, zAnta ane dharmanI rucivALA hatAM. phalataH temanA AkhA kuTuMbamAM dharmanA saMskAro chavAI gayA hatA. pAbudAnabhAIne saMtAnazreNimAM 3 putro to alpAyuSI nIvaDyA. thoDo samaya jIvI mRtyu pAmyA. putrIomAM caMpAbAI tathA choTIbAI jIvita rahyAM. akSayarAjano janma H traNa putronA mRtyu pachI khamAbAInI kukSie vi.saM. 1980, vai.su.2, sAMje 5.30 vAge eka tejasvI putraratnano janma thayo. jenuM nAma pADavAmAM AvyuM akSayarAja. kharekhara 368 * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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A AtmAno janma akSayarAjya (mokSa-pada)nI sAdhanA mATe ja thayo hato. A vAtanI khabara phaIbAne zI rIte paDI haze ? akSayarAja, kharekhara nAnapaNathI ja addabhuta hato. enuM AMtara vyaktitva to ojasvI hatuM, paNa bAhya vyaktitva paNa eTaluM ja hRdayagrAhI hatuM. gulAbanI kaLI jevuM hasatuM - khIlatuM mukha-kamaLa, zAnta-prazAnta ane madha-jharatI vANI... pAse AvatAM ja enuM vyaktitva lokone AkarSI letuM hatuM. 4-5 varSanI UMmara thatAM akSaya gAmamAM cAlatI gAmaThI nizALa (jene mAravADamAM "gurozAnI zALa' kahevAmAM Ave che.) mAM bhaNavA beTho. AMka, bArAkhaDI, gaNita, lekhana AdinA abhyAsamAM AgaLa vadhavA lAgyo. buddhinI paTutA ane zAnta svabhAvathI e badhA vidyArthIomAM judo tarI Avato. mAmA mANezcaMdabhAI sAthe haidrAbAdamAM akSaya : akSayarAjanA mAmA mANekacaMdabhAI khUbaja dharmiSTha ane vAtsalyavALA hatA. akSayarAja tarapha temane khUba ja premabharI lAgaNI hatI. akSayanA mohaka vyaktitva ane prajJA-pATavathI phIdA thaI gayelA mANekacaMda mAmA akSayane haidrAbAda laI gayA, jyAM vyavasAya nimitte temano vasavATa hato. tyAre akSayanI uMmara ATha varSanI hatI. akSayanI mA jema dharmiSTha hatI tema mAmA paNa dharmathI raMgAyelA hatA. AthI mAtA dvArA maLelA dharma-saMskAro mAmA dvArA puSTa thayA. AthI prabhudarzana, navakArazI, tivihAra, navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa Adi prAthamika dharmanA niyamonuM pAlana tenAmAM sahajapaNe vaNAI gayuM. mAmAnuM apAra vAtsalya : mAmAnA akSaya para cAra hAtha hatA. temanI cakora najare nAnakaDA akSayamAM chUpAyeluM virATa vyaktitva joI lIdhuM hatuM. AthI ja akSayamAM vyAvahArika ke dhArmika koI paNa zikSaNanI kamI na rahe enI pUratI kALajI rAkhatA hatA. mAmAnA apAra vAtsalya sAthe akSaya vyAvahArika zikSaNa sAthe dhArmika abhyAsa paNa karavA lAgyo. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * jha jha jha jha = = = = = = = = 369

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caityavaMdana, sAmAyika, pratikramaNanA sUtro, bhaktAmara vagere mAmA pote tene zIkhavatA hatA. pote pratikramaNa karavA bese tyAre akSayane paNa sAthe besADe ane enI pAsethI sakalatIrtha vagere sUtro bolAve. nAnakaDA bALakanI mIThI-mIThI vANI sAMbhaLatAM mAmA AnaMdathI UbharAI jatA hatA. akSayarAjanA jIvanabAga mATe mAmA kharekhara eka mALInuM kAma karI rahyA hatA. nAnakaDA bImAM chUpAyelo gheghura vaDalo mALIthI ajJAta zI rIte rahe ? akSaya phalodI pAcho pharyo : AvI rIte mAmAnI sAthe AnaMdapUrvaka samaya pasAra thaI rahyo hato. mAMDa 12 mahInA thayA haze tyAM ja haidrAbAdamAM plegano jIvaleNa rogacAro phATI nIkaLyo. mANaso TapoTapa maravA lAgyA. A samAcAra sAMbhaLatAM ja phalodImAM rahelA mAtA-pitAne khUba ja ciMtA thavA lAgI. Ameya mAtAno jIva haMmezAM putrane ja yAda karavAmAM lAgelo raheto hoya tyAM AvA rogacALAnA samAcArane sAMbhaLIne kaI mAtAne ciMtA na thAya? ciMtAtura thayelI mAtAe potAnA prANapyArA ekanA eka putrane tarata phalodI bolAvI lIdho. vinayamUrti akSaya : have akSayanuM zikSaNa pharIthI phalodImAM cAluM thayuM. eka dezI nizALamAM bhaNavA beTho. namratAnI jIvaMta mUrtisamo akSaya mAstarane jotajotAmAM pyAro thaI paDyo. akSayanI sAthe mAstarano eTalo badho prema baMdhAI gayo ke akSayane mAstara vinA haju cAle paNa mAstarane akSaya vinA na cAle. mAstaranA akSaya para cAra hAtha hatA. sAmAnya loko ema samaje che ke mAstara buddhizALI para kRpA varasAve che. paNa A vAta kharI nathI. kharI hoya to paNa pUrA arthamAM kharI nathI. satya hakIkata e che ke zikSaka haMmezAM namra ane vinIta vidyArthI pratye ja kRpA varasAve che. athavA ema kaho ke emanI anicchAe paNa kRpA varasI jAya che ane e vinIta vidyArthI buddhizALI hoya pachI to pUchavuM ja zuM ? akSaya vinIta hato 300 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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tema buddhizALI paNa hato. tenuM jJAna vinayathI zobhI UThyuM. jANe sonAmAM sugaMdha pragaTI ! zaMkhamAM dUdha pUrAyuM ! namratAyukta akSayanI buddhi joIne zikSaka ekadama prasanna banI gayA ane akSayane trIjA dhoraNamAMthI pAMcamA dhoraNamAM caDAvI dIdho. jIvanamAM saDasaDATa AgaLa koNa vadhI zake che ? buddhizALI AgaLa vadhI jAya che ema mAno cho ? khoTI vAta. namratAvihoNo buddhizALI mANasa AgaLa vadhato dekhAya e bhramaNA che, tema buddhivihoNo namra mANasa pAchaLa paDato dekhAya e paNa bhramaNA che. bAhya dRSTie bhale pAchaLa dekhAya paNa te thoDI paNa je pragati kare che te nakkara hoya che, patananI zaMkA vagaranI hoya che. namratAyukta buddhizALI je pragati kare che eto ajabagajabanI hoya che. bIjA mANaso jotA ja rahe che ane e saDasaDATa vikAsanA pagathI caDato ja jAya che. jenA para zikSaka (gurU)nI kRpA UtarI te jIvanamAM kadI hArato nathI, te kadI patana pAmato nathI. mAstare akSayane trIjA dhoraNamAMthI sIdho pAMcamA dhoraNamAM caDAvI dIdho e khUba ja saMketabharI ghaTanA che. e ghaTanA jANe akSayane kahI rahI hatI : "o akSaya ! bhAvi jIvanamAM tAre AvI ja rIte saDasaDATa AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. bhAvinA guruo tane AvI ja rIte unnata Asane besADatA raheze. zikSakanA potAnA para cAra hAtha hovA chatAM akSaya kadI sahapAThI vidyArthIo sAthe tochaDAIbharyo vartAva karato nahi. huM UMco chuM. mAstare mane trIjAmAMthI sIdho ja pAMcamA dhoraNe caDAvI dIdho. have mane kahenAra koNa ? mAstara to mArA hAthamAM ja che.' Ama vicArI sAmAnya vidyArthI chakI jAya, ucchaMkhala banI jAya, zikSakane hAthamAM rAkhI bIjA para trAsa macAvavA lAgI jAya, paNa akSaya Avo nhoto. te to vadhune vadhu namra banato jato hato. barAbara pelA Amra-vRkSanI jema, kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 301

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je phaLo AvatAM nIce tarapha jhukI paDe che. akSayanI AvI namratA joIne zikSaka vadhu ne vadhu tenA para prasanna rahevA lAgyA. emanuM aMtara pokArI rahyuM hatuM. "akSaya jarUra AgaLa vadhaze ane sarvane priya thaI paDaze. kAraNa ke AgaLa te ja vadhe che, je uccatA pAmavA chatAM paNa chakI jato nathI. bIjAne utArI pADato nathI.' Ama prAraMbhathI ja akSaya khUba ja vinIta hato. buddhinA pramANamAM tenAmAM vinayanI mAtrA ghaNI hatI. kSaNAmUrti akSayanI vicAraNA : akSaya have dhIre-dhIre moTo thaI rahyo hato. tenA vicArone pAMkha phUTavA lAgI hatI. tenuM hRdaya tenuM mana ane vicAro svabhAvathI ja komaLa hatA. jyAre jyAre e koIpaNa ghaTanAne jue tyAre potAnA AgavA dRSTikoNathI mUlave. hRdaya komaLa hovAthI koInuM paNa duHkha na joI zake. koIne duHkha paDatuM joIne enA hRdayamAM jhATakA paDe. bIjAno hAtha kapAI gayelo jue tyAre tene evuM UMDu saMvedana thAya ke jANe mAro ja hAtha kapAI gayo che, mArA para ja duHkha AvI paDyuM che. AvI UMDI saMvedanazIlatAnA kAraNe enAmAM vadhune vadhu dayAbhAva/karuNAbhAva vikasita thato rahyo. tenI UMDI saMvedanazIlatA mAtra mAnava-jagata ke pazu-jagata puratI sImita nhotI. te pRthvI, pANI, agni, vAyu AdimAM paNa caitanya joto. tenI hatyAmAM paNa vedanA anubhavato. kAraNa ke teNe jANI lIdhuM hatuM ke pRthvI AdimAM paNa jIva hoya che. jyAre te makAnanA bAMdhakAmonA AraMbha - samAraMbhomAM ragadoLAtA cUnAne jue, kuMbhAranA nibhADAmAM maratA jIvo jue, ghaMTI, dhANI vageremAM thatI hiMsAne jUe tyAre enuM hRdaya dravI UThe, enuM mana bolI UThe : arere, pAMca-pacIsa varSanI jiMdagI mATe mANasa keTalA badhA AraMbha-samAraMbhomAM phUkhyo rahe che ? keTalA jIvonI nirarthaka katala kare che ? keTalA pApo upArjita kare che ? thoDAka paisA mATe, thoDIka jiMdagI mATe ATalA badhA pApo ? kamAyelA paisA, banAvelA 302 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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baMgalAo, pALelA parivAro - badhuM ja ahIM mUkIne javAnuM ane kamAyela pApo sAthe laI javAnA-tenA phaLa rUpe narakanigodanA kAtila duHkho sahana karavAnA - AvI mUrkhatA kayo DAhyo mANasa kare? nAnakaDA akSayamAM keTalI unnata vicAraNA ? komaLa hRdaya vinA AvI vicAraNA saMbhavI zake ja nahi. mAtra enuM mana ja nahi, enuM tana paNa komaLa hatuM. AthI zerInA loko tathA snehIo tene "mAkhaNIo' kahIne bolAvatA. kathA sAMbhaLato akSaya : phalodImAM eka moTI uMmaranA dhArmika vRttivALAM bena rahe, emanuM nAma : moDIbAI. (prathama AvRttimAM maNibena chapAI gayuM che, te khoTuM che.) temano kaMTha madhura ane dhArmika jJAna paNa sArUM. teo rAsa, sajhAya, DhALIA, caritra vagere gAya, vAMce ane samajAve. zerInA loko sAthe maLIne hoMzehoMze sAMbhaLavA Ave temAM A akSaya paNa jato. tene A mahApuruSonI jIvanakathA sAMbhaLavAmAM khUba ja majA paDatI ane emanI ghaTanAomAMthI preraNA maLatI. zAlibhadra, dhannAjI, gajasukumALa, metAryamuni, jaMbUsvAmI vagerenI kathAo sAMbhaLatAM akSayane thaI AvatuM : "huM paNa kyAre Avo banIza ? kyAre saMsArane choDI jainazAsanano aNanAra banIza ?' akSayanA phuTatA vicAra-jharaNane moDIbAInI A kathAo dvArA vega maLyo. akSayano mukhya rasa : akSayanuM jIvana bALapaNathI ja sAduM, saMyamI ane prabhupremI hatuM. na koI khAvA-pIvAnI lAlasA...! na koI paheravA-oDhavAno zokha ! na ramata-gamatano rasa ! na bahu bolavAnI ghelachA ! akSaya khUba ja ochuM-jarUrIyAta pUratuM - ja bolato. * * * * * * * * * * * 303

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to zuM akSayanuM jIvana nIrasa hatuM ? nA... enuM jIvana jarAya nIrasa hotuM, paNa rasapUrNa hatuM. paNa ene rasa hato paramAtmA para. paramAtmAnA rasa sivAyanA bIjA badhA ja raso ene mana phIkA-phasa hatA. nAnapaNathI ja enI cetanA UrdhvagAminI hatI, UMce javA, paramAtmAne pAmavA talasI rahI hatI. jene zikhara para ArohaNa karavuM hoya te khINanA aMdhakAramAM zA mATe sabaDato rahe ? prakAzathI jhagamagatA pradeza para javA IcchanAra aMdhArAmAM zA mATe ALoTe ? paramAtmAnI amRta sRSTimAM javAno Icchuka vinAzI ne A viSabharyA padArthomAM rasa zAno meLave ? nAnapaNathI ja akSayane paramAtmAnI laganI hatI. akSaya pharI haidrAbAdamAM... premALa mAmA dvArA ghaDatara : A bAju mAmA mANekacaMda akSayane bhUlyA nhotA. akSaya haidrAbAda choDIne bhale phalodI jato rahyo hato paNa mAmAnA manathI khasyo na hato. akSayano svabhAva ja eTalo ja zAnta, saraLa ane namra hato ke jenA hRdayamAM ekavAra vasI jAya pachI te kadI bhUle nahi. bIjA paNa na bhUle to mAmA to kema bhUle? traNa varSa pachI pharIthI 13 varSanA akSayane haidrAbAda bolAvI lIdho. tyAM mAmAnI sAthe akSaya dukAne bese. bIjA paNa dareka kAryomAM mAmAne sahayoga Ape. pUjA, pratikramaNa Adi dhArmika kriyAkAMDo temanI sAthe ja kare. A rIte aDhI varSa sudhI vAtsalyavaMta mAmA dvArA akSayane dhArmika kriyAkAMDa tathA vepArakSetre tAlIma maLatI rahI. sagapaNa ane lagna : vi.saM. 1996mAM akSaya pharIthI mAtA-pitAnI sevAmAM phalodI Avyo. tyAre mAtA-pitAe phalodI gAmanA eka dharmiSTha ane sukhI kuTuMbavALA mizrI lAlajI vaidanA suputrI 304 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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ratanabena sAthe akSayanA sagapaNa karyA tyAre tenI uMmara 16 varSanI hatI. mahA mahIne (mahA su. 5) akSayanA lagna thayA ane vaizAkhamAM mAmA mANekacaMdabhAI (haidrAbAdamAM) gujarI gayA. akSayamAM dhArmika-vyAvahArika saMskAronAM siMcanathI potAnuM jIvana-kArya samApta thayeluM mAnI jANe emaNe potAnI jIvana-lIlA saMkelI lIdhI. mAmA akSayane khUbaja taiyAra thayelo jovA IcchatA hatA. kAza ! jo te vadhu jIvyA hota ! to te joI zakata ke A akSaya lagnanI divAlomAM pUrAI rahenAra kedI nathI, paNa adhyAtma-gaganamAM uDanAra garUDa che. paNa vidhi vicitra che. ene je gamyuM te kharUM. lagnathI baMdhAI gayela hovA chatAM akSayarAje kadI dhArmika bhAvanA mUkI nahi. are, lagnanA divasomAM paNa kadI teNe rAtribhojana karyuM na hatuM. mAravADI lagno eTale amanacamananA phUvArA ! emAM dhArmika niyamo TakAvavA te kAcApocAnuM gajuM nahi. akSayano vAMcana-rasa : akSayane vAMcavAno rasa hato. te pUrNa karavA dhArmika sAhityane vAMcavAnuM te cUkato nahi. jinavANI" (digaMbaro taraphathI prakAzita thatuM hindI sAmayika, jemAM dhArmika kathAo, ciMtana Adi AvatuM.) temaja kAzInAtha zAstrInI dhArmika vArtAo tathA bIjA bhaktipradhAna pustako vagere sAhitya, tenA vAMcanano viSaya hato. halakuM sAhitya, tuccha navalakathAo, DITekaTIva upanyAso vagere te vAMcato to nahi, paNa sparzato paNa nahi. halakuM sAhitya vAMcavuM te jhera pIvA samAna mAnato. bIbhatsa sAhityathI bIbhatsa vicAro pedA thAya che. ne tethI AcAra paNa tevo ja ghaDAya che. AcAranuM bIja vicAra che. jeNe potAnA hRdaya-kSetramAM zubha vicAronuM vAvetara kareluM che te avazya zubha AcArone laNaze. je zubha-AcArono svAmI banavAno che, te akSayarAja jheranA pyAlA samA kharAba kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 305

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pustako aDe paNa zAno ? akSayane eka vAta para pAko bharoso hato : sarvatra jJAnarUpe prabhu vilasI rahyA che. jagatanA khUNe-khUNAmAM bhagavAnanI jJAna-dRSTi paDI rahelI che. eka paNa apavitra vicAra thAya ja kema? ene pedA karanAra sAhityane sparzAya ja kema ? akSaya magajano khUNe-khUNo sApha karI pavitra vicArothI bharavA prayatna karI rahyo hato. te jANato hato. karelo koI paNa zubhAzubha vicAra potAnA saMskArone choDato jAya che ane jiMdagIne ghaDato jAya che. jiMdagI e bIjuM zuM che ? vicAronI vaNajhAra ane tethI ghaDAto AcAra e ja zuM jiMdagI nathI ? prabhupremI ane saMgIta premI akSaya : akSayarAjane vAMcananA zokha sAthe saMgItano paNa zokha hato. saMgItanA zokhanuM kAraNa hatuM : prabhu bhakti. bhaktithI nirapekSa saMgItano zokha mAraka che paNa bhakti mATe thatuM saMgIta tAraka che. bhaktinI jamAvaTa saMgItanA kAraNe joradAra thatI hoya che. AthI akSaya snAtrapUjA, moTI pUjA bhaktibhAvanA vagere prasaMgomAM avazya jato. tyAMnA saMgIta-maMDaLamAM pote saMgIta zIkhato ane stavano vagere gAvAnI prekaTIsa karato. eno kaMTha madhura hato eTale saMgIta zIkhatAM vAra na lAgI. thoDIvAramAM to te hAramoniyama paNa zIkhI gayo. pachI pote paNa pUjAo gAto, gavaDAvato ane bIjA gAyako sAthe paNa bhaLI jato. akSaya dararoja savAre prabhu-pUjA karato. 2 thI 3 kalAka khUba ja zAnti ane bhAvollAsapUrvaka caityavaMdana Adi karato. kyAreka stavano gAvAmAM khUba ja AnaMda AvI jAya to vadhu samaya paNa lAgI jato. saMgItanA jJAnanI bAhya-kalA ane bhaktinI AttarakalAthI tenuM jIvana samRddha banavA lAgyuM. akSayanA jIvanano sauthI moTo rasa jo koI hoya to bhaktino rasa hato. keTalIye vAra te bhagavAna pAse kalAkonA 306 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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kalAko sudhI besI raheto... raDato... ane prArthanA karato : o prabhu darzana Apo... darzana Apo. kyAM sudhI A sevakane TaLavaLAvazo ? mAre jIvanamAM koI bIjI IcchA nathI. ekavAra tArA darzana thaI jAya to huM jIvana saphaLa mAnIza." AvI prArthanAothI tenA jIvanamAM pavitratAno dhodha vahevA lAgyo. rAta ne divasa prabhune... mAtra prabhune ja yAda karavA lAgyo. prabhunI vismRtine te AtmahatyA samI samajavA lAgyo. eka kSaNa paNa prabhu-smaraNa vagaranI jAya te tene khaMjaranA ghA samI vasamI lAgavA mAMDI. je prabhunA upakArathI A badhI suMdara sAmagrI maLI, te prabhune bhUlI javA enA jevI bIjI kRtajJatA kaI ? prabhunA darzana vinA nAsto karAya ? prabhunI pUjA vinA jamAya ? prabhune yAda karyA vinA sUvAya ? kadApi nahi. tenuM jIvana eTaluM prabhumaya banI gayuM ke savAre gAmamAM rahelA maMdiranA darzana karI navakArazImAM dUdha pI gAma bahAranA maMdire cAlyo jato ane kalAkonA kalAko tyAM gALato. 1112 vAgyA pahelA te ghera kadI pAcho na pharato. to pachI dhaMdhA vigeremAM te dhyAna Apato ke nahi ? hA... te dhaMdho karato kharo... paNa nAmano ja. jarUra pUrato ja, kadAca jarUrathI paNa ocho. potAnA kAkAI bhAI canaNamalajI sAthe te dalAlIno dhaMdho karavA jato. te paNa ekAda kalAka pUrato ja. 1 varSa sudhI A dalAlIno dhaMdho cAlyo. akSaya dhaMdhAmAM ochuM dhyAna Apato ane dharmamAM vadhu dhyAna Apato te mAtAne gamyuM nahi. putrano dharma ane prabhu parano prema joIne te aMtarathI khUba ja rAjI thatI paNa ene vicAra Avato ke mArA akSayanuM dhana vinA thaze zuM ? Akhare mAno jIva kharone ? dhaMdhAmATe mAtAnI Takora : eka divase baporanA bhojana samaye mAtAe akSayane kahyuM : "beTA ! AvI rIte tAre kyAM sudhI rahevuM che ? tArA * * * * * * * * * * * * 300

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bhAvi mATe koI vicAra Avato nathI ?' tejIne to Takoro ja basa. mAtAnI A mArmika TakorathI akSaye vyApAra-arthe paradeza javAno nirNaya karI lIdho. pitA, kAkA vagerenI salAhathI madhya-pradezamAM rahelA "rAjanAMda' gAmamAM pahoMcI gayo. rAjanAMdagAMvamAM akSayarAja ? A TUMkI ane moMghI mAnava-jidagImAM akSayane to dharmanI ja kamANI karavI hatI, paNa vyavahAramATe dhana paNa joIe. AthI te dhanArjanamAM pravRtta hovA chatAM dharmane bhUlyo nahi. rAjanAMdagAMvamAM saMpatalAlabhAI (jeo phalodInA ja vatanI hatA) zeThanI peDhIe kAma karavA akSaya rahI gayo. akSayanI dharmaniSThAthI zeTha atyaMta khuza thaI gayA. dharmakriyAmAM koI bAdha na Ave te rIte temaNe saraLatA karI ApI. | zeTha svayaM dharmI hatA. AthI dharmI akSayane joIne prasanna thaI gayA... eTaluM ja nahi haju paNa dharmanA mArge akSaya AgaLa vadhato rahe tevI preraNA paNa ApatA. roja navakArazI ane tivihAra karatA akSayane temaNe covihAra mATe preraNA ApI ane rAtribhojanathI saMpUrNatayA aTakAvyo. akSayanI dharmadaDhatAno eka prasaMga : akSayanI dharma-daDhatA batAvato eka prasaMga bahu jANavA jevo che. eka divase dukAnamAM bahu kAma hatuM. kAmakAjamAM ja rAtanA 12 vAgI gayA. akSayane dararoja pratikramaNano niyama paNa 12 vAgyA pachI daivasika pratikramaNa to thAya nahi. have zuM karavuM ? zuM sUI javuM ? DhIlo poco hoya to ema ja. vicAre ke cAlo, Aje Ameya pratikramaNa thAya ema nathI. sUI jaIe. gurU pAse jaIne pachI prAyazcita laI laIzuM. paNa akSaye Avo DhIlo vicAra na karatAM vicAryuM : bhale pratikramaNa na thAya, paNa sAmAyika to thAya ne ? sAmAyika karIne suIza to saMtoSa thaze ke Ajano divasa sAva ja dharmanI kamANI 308 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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vagarano nathI gayo. Ama akSaya sAmAyika karavA beTho. khUNAmAM beThelA akSayane zeTha joI gayA. pUchyuM : kema akSaya ! zuM kare che ?' "sAmAyika." paNa aDadhI rAte ?' roja sAMje mAre devasia pratikramaNano niyama che... Aje bAra vAgI gayA hovAthI e to thaI zake ema nathI eTale sAmAyika karUM chuM." "arere, tAro A niyama huM sAva ja bhUlI gayo. paNa akSaya ! AjathI tane kahuM chuM ke dukAnamAM game teTaluM kAma hoya paNa pratikramaNano samaya thAya tyAre tAre cAlyA javuM. dukAnanuM kAma to thatuM raheze. huM to bhale dharma-kriyA na karI zakuM, paNa tArAmAM aMtarAya kyAM nAkhuM ?' Ama akSayane zeTha taraphathI saMpUrNa sagavaDa maLI gaI. akSayathI zeThane saMpUrNa saMtoSa hato. zeThajI mAnatA ke je mANasa potAnA dharmane hRdayathI vaphAdAra che, te potAnA zeTha tarapha paNa vaphAdAra raheze. dharma tarapha je bevaphA bane te zeTha tarapha vaphAdAra rahe e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. rAjanAMdagAMvanA eka bhavya jinAlayamAM zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI zyAmavarNI zAnta rasa jharatI sohAmaNI pratimA che. tenI pUjA ane bhaktimAM akSayarAjane khUba AnaMda Avato. dararoja savAre 2 thI rA kalAka jeTalo samaya pUjAmAM pasAra thato. bhagavAnane joIne akSaya eTalo gAMDotura banI jato ke potAnA khIsAmAM paisA hoya te badhAya bhaMDAramAM nAMkhI dato. svataMtra dhaMdho karato akSaya ? thoDo samaya pachI nokarI karyA pachI sonA-cAMdIno svataMtra dhaMdho zarU karyo. mAtA-pitA Adine paNa dezamAMthI ahIM bolAvI lIdhA. sonA-cAMdInA dhaMdhAmAM joIe tevI phAvaTa na AvavAthI tra * * * * * * * * * * * 309

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reDImeDa kApaDanI dukAna zarU karI. temAM dhIre-dhIre phAvaTa AvI gaI ane sArI saphaLatA maLatI gaI. akSayarAjane dhanamATe khAsa ciMtA kyAreya karavI paDI nathI. tene prabhu para pAko bharoso hato. emanI kRpAthI badhuM ja barAbara thaI rahyuM che ane thaze ja. A teno vizvAsa muzkelInA samayamAM paNa Dagato nahi. akSayano nityakrama : vahelI savAre UThI akSayarAja sAmAyika ane pratikramaNa karatA. prabhu-darzana ane navakArazI karI pUjA karavA jatA. rA. kalAka AnaMdathI pUjA karI 10 vAge dukAne jatA. te pahelA pitAjI 8 vAge dukAna kholIne besatA. sAdhuonA samAgame akSaya : eka vakhata rAjanAMdagAMvamAM pUjaya AcAryazrI vallabhasUrijI ma.nA ziSya munizrI rUpa vi.ma.nuM comAsuM thayuM. temanA samAgama ane vyAkhyAna-zravaNathI akSayarAjanI virAga-bhAvanAne vega maLyo. pU. rUpa vi.ma. pAse "jaina-pravacana' sAptAhika AvatuM, jemAM pUjayapAda AcAryazrI vijayarAmacandrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA pravacano pragaTa thatA hatA. te jaina-pravacananuM vAMcana akSayane khUba ja gamI gayuM. tenuM pratidina vAMcana karavAthI akSayarAjano saMsAra pratyeno abhigama saMpUrNa badalAI gayo. ene saMsAra saLagato ghara, bihAmaNo sAgara ane bhayaMkara jaMgala jevo lAgavA mAMDyo. saMsAramAM satata bhabhUkatI viSaya-kaSAyonI jvALAo tene sAkSAt dekhAvA lAgI. saMsAra bhUMDo lAgyo. choDavA jevo lAgyo ane mokSa meLavavA jevo lAgyo ane te mATe muni banavA sivAya bIjo koI mArga nathI ema lAgavA mAMDyuM. nAnapaNamAM sAdhu banavAnI bhAvanA keLavelI te jAgRta thavA mAMDI. vairAgya daDha thavA lAgyo. - tyAra pachI kharatara gacchIya munivarazrI sukhasAgarajI mahArAjanuM tyAM comAsuM thatAM temano paricaya thayo. temaNe virAgI akSayarAjane zrImad devacandrajInuM sAhitya vAMcavA ane 380 * * * * * * * * * * * * ka

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kiMThastha karavA bhalAmaNa karI. devacandrajInuM sAhitya (covIzI vagere) hAthamAM AvatAM ja akSayarAjanuM bhAgya khUlI gayuM. adhyAtmalipsa akSayarAjane lAgyuM ke huM jenI zodha karI rahyo chuM, te mArga mane AmAMthI ja maLaze ane adhyAtma prAptinI adamya tamannA sAthe pU. devacandrajI ma.nA stavanonI covIzI phaTAphaTa kaMThastha karI lIdhI. bhUkhyA brAhmaNane managamatA lADavA maLe pachI khAtAM vAra keTalI ? pachI to temanA sAhityamAM vadhu ne vadhu rasa paDavA mAMDyo. temanA banAvelA grantho adhyAtma - gItA, AgamasAra vagere para ciMtana manana karavA lAgyo. bhaktiyoga sAthe tattvajJAnano subhaga suyoga thatAM akSayarAjanA Atmika vikAsamAM pragati thavA mAMDI. kAyotsarga ane dhyAnanI paNa jijJAsA jAgI. te te viSayanA yogazAstra vagere granthonuM vAMcana karavA sAthe prabhu sanmukha kAyotsarga mudrAe eka kalAka sudhI UbhA rahI dhyAnano abhyAsa karavA lAgyA. pU. AnaMdaghanajI, pU. devacandrajI, pU.3. yazovijayajI - A traNeya mahApurUSonI stavana covIzIo kaMThastha karI dararoja prabhu AgaLa 3-4 stavano khUba ja ullAsabhera lalakAre. prabhu sAthe ekameka banI jAya ane pachI kAyotsargamAM UbhA rahI prabhu-dhyAnamAM lIna banI jAya. dharmapatnI ratanabena H akSayarAjanAM dharmapatnI ratanabena paNa eka suzIla ane saMskArI strI-ratna hatAM. potAnA mAtA-pitA dvArA maLelA dharmasaMskArone laIne svayaM dharma-pravRtta rahetAM ane potAnA patidevane paNa saMpUrNa sahayoga ApatAM. jIvanamAM saMtoSa, sAdAI, sevA ane samarpaNa bhAvanA guNo sahaja rIte vaNAyelA hatA. sAsu-sasarAne potAnA mAtA-pitA tulya gaNI temanI sevAmAM sadA tatpara rahetAM. gharanuM kAmakAja karavA sAthe teo paNa prabhu-darzana, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, navakArazI, covihAra vagere dharmakriyA ane niyamonA pAlanamAM udyata rahetAM. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 381

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putra-prAti : akSayarAja ane ratanabenane saMtAnarUpe prathama putra jJAnacaMdra (janma saMvat 2000) ane dvitIya putra AzakaraNa (janma saMvat 2002) A be putraratnanI prApti thaI. mAtA-pitAno svargavAsa : saMvat 2006mAM akSayarAjanA mAtuzrI khamAbenano svargavAsa thayo ane saMvat 2007mAM pitAzrI pAbudAnabhAIno paNa svargavAsa thayo. Ama mAtra eka varasamAM ja gharamAMthI ziracchatrarUpa banne vaDIlonI vidAya thatAM gharanA 6 sabhyomAMthI 4 sabhyo thaI gayA. A prasaMgathI akSayarAjanA hRdayamAM joradAra jhATako lAgyo. anitya-bhAvanAthI bharAyelA hRdaye te vicAravA lAgyo : oha! keTalo anitya A saMsAra che. jemaNe mane janma Apyo, jenA khoLAmAM meM amRta pIdhuM te mArA ziracchatra Ama jota-jotAmAM cAlyA gayA. kevuM kSaNa bhaMgura jIvana ! mANasa kAMI kare na kare te pahelAM ja jamanuM teDuM AvI jAya. mANasa AkhI jiMdagI sukhanI sAmagrIo aneka pApo karI-karIne ekaThI kare ane e nirAMte bhogavavA mATe TharI-ThAma besavA vicAre tyAM ja zarIra gharaDuM thaI jAya - ane motano rAkSasa ekI sAthe badhuM sApha karI nAkhe...! koIe 10 lAkha rUpiyA bhegA karyA ke koIe 10 hajAra bhegA karyA... paNa maryA pachI zuM ? ahIMnI eka paNa cIja parabhavanI aMdara sAthe cAlI zakatI nathI. jemane meM yuvAna banIne kUdAkUda karatA joyA hatA te javAMmardIne hAthamAM lAkaDI laIne cAlatA gharaDA thaI gayelA jouM chuM. je gharaDA hatA temane masANamAM sUI jatA joI rahyo jIvana to nadInA pravAhanI jema jhaDapabhera doDI rahyuM che. eka kSaNa paNa e koI mATe aTakatuM nathI. jIvananA varSo 382 * * * * * * * * * * * 4

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jANe haraNanA pUMchaDe besIne doDI rahyA che. hamaNAM ja haju huM nAno hato. mAtA-pitAnA khoLAmAM ALoTato hato. Aje yuvAna chuM. AvatI kAle vRddha banI jaIza. basa Amane Ama jiMdagI pUrI thaI jaze ? dharma vagaranI jiMdagIno artha zo che ? ema to kAgaDA ane kutarA paNa kyAM nathI jIvatA ? e paNa kyAM peTa nathI bharatA ? zuM khAvuM-pIvuM ane majA karavI e ja jiMdagI che ? jo ema ja hoya to pazuone mANasa karatAM zreSTha mAnavA paDaze. mANasano mahimA zAnA kAraNe che ? kharekhara dharmathI ja mANasa mANasa bane che, baDabhAgI bane che. jenAmAM dharma nathI te mANasa nathI, paNa pUMchaDA ane zIMgaDA vagarano pazu che pazu. pazutA bharI jiMdagIo ghaNI vakhata jIvyA. have A janmamAM to evuM nathI ja karavuM. A janmamAM to avazya divyatA pragaTAvavI ja che. emane ema khAlI hAthe ahIMthI javuM nathI. kaMIka laIne ja javuM che. mRtyu vakhate hRdayamAM saMtoSa hoya, AtmAne tRmi hoya evuM kAMIka karIne ja javuM che. brahmacaryavrata dhAraNa karatA akSayarAja : Ama akSayarAjanA hRdayamAM vicArano sphaliMga pragaTI UThyo. e vicArane vicArarUpe na rAkhatAM AcAramAM paNa lAvI dIdho. te ja varSe (vi.saM. 2007) pUjyazrI rUpa vijayajI ma.sA. pAse AjIvana brahmacarya vrata svIkArI lIdhuM. ane saMsArathI mana vALI lIdhuM. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa sAdhanAnA mArge AgaLa vadhavA kamara kasI. zarIrane keLavavA dhyAnamAM nirmaLatA lAvavA pU. zrI rUpa vi.ma.nA (vi.saM. 2007) cAturmAsa daramyAna 16 upavAsanI tapazcaryA AdarI. akSayarAja vairAgyanI vATe : tapazcaryA sAthe bhaktimAM lInatA, kAyotsarga, jApa, AgamasArAdi granthonuM vAMcana vagere bhaLatAM akSayarAjano vairAgyano dIpaka dAvAnaLa banIne bhabhUkI UThyo. eno Atama-haMsa saMsAranA pAMjarAmAMthI mukti meLavavA talapI UThyo ane potAnA AtmAne samajAvavA mAMDyA : "o * * * * * * * * * * * 383

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Atama haMsa ! kyAM sudhI tAre A saMsAranA pAMjarAmAM pUrAI rahevuM che ? saMsAranuM pAMjarUM e tAruM nivAsasthAna nathI, tArA nivAsanuM sthAna to muktirUpI mAna sarovara che. pUrAI rahevuM e tAro svabhAva nathI, paNa mukta gaganamAM uDDayana karavuM tAro svabhAva che. jiMdagI zuM baMdhanomAM ja purI karI nAMkhavI che ? jIvananA lakSyane siddha karyA vinA emane ema zuM vidAya laI levI che ? jevI rIte anaMta jiMdagIo nirarthaka thaI te rIte A jiMdagI paNa nirarthaka javA devI che ? o cetana haMsa ! samaja, samaja, hiMmata kara ane A beDIone toDI nAkha. yAda rAkha ke gharamAM beThA beThA AtmAnuM darzana thatuM nathI. enA mATe to dIkSA ja levI paDe. tIrthaMkaro paNa jyAM sudhI dIkSA svIkAratA nathI tyAM sudhI manaHparyavajJAna ke kevaLajJAna thatA nathI. mATe o jIva! jaladI kara. samaya jhaDapathI pasAra thaI rahyo che. aviratimAM rahIne lokhaMDanA goLA jevo tuM kSaNe-kSaNe bIjA jIvone tApa ane trAsa ApI rahyo che, tArA nimitte keTalAya jIvo trAsa anubhavI rahyA che. e trAsane dUra karavAno eka ja mArga che H paramAtmAe prarUpelI pravrajyAno svIkAra. : dIkSAmATe dRDha pratijJA : Ama akSayarAje dIkSA-svIkArano dRDha saMkalpa karI lIdho ane A nirNaya potAnA dharmapatnI AgaLa paNa kahI dIdho : have to mAre dIkSA ja levI che. kA.su. 15 pachI je koI paNa prathama zubha muhUrta Avaze te divase huM dIkSA laIza ane jo rajA nahi Apo to cAreya AhArano tyAga. A mArI pratijJA che. ratanabenanI mUMjhavaNa H dIkSAnI A vAta prathama vAra ja sAMbhaLatA ratanabena para to jANe vIjaLI tUTI paDI. e to tyAre mUMjhavaNamAM mUkAI gayA. patidevanI sAthe bolavuM, jhagaDo karavo ke AjJA na mAnavI te emanA svabhAvamAM ja nhotuM. patidevanI A vAta potAne taddana aNagamatI hatI... paNa have karavuM zuM ? e * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 384 **

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zANI nArIe tarata ja potAnA pitA mizrImalajIne patra lakhIne A vAta jaNAvI. ratanabenane ema ke mArAthI e nahi mAne paNa mArA pitAjIthI to avazya mAnaze ane vairAgyano Ubharo TharI jaze pachI vAMdho nahi Ave. paNa thayuM UlaTuM. pitAzrIno thoDA ja divasomAM pratyuttara Avyo ane ratanabena to saDaka ja thaI gayA. dhAryA karatAM judo ja javAba Avyo. mUMjhavaNa dUra thavAne badale UlTI vadhI gaI. ratanabenane thayuM A to bhAre thaI. "gharanA bALyA vanamAM gayA, ne vanamAM lAgI Aga.' ratanabenanA pitAe evuM te zuM lakhyuM hatuM ke jethI ratanabena mUMjhAI gayA ? mizrImalajIe lakhyuM hatuM : "akSayarAjanI dIkSA mATenI bhAvanA jANI khUba ja AnaMda thayo. mArI paNa varSothI dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA che, paNa haju amalamAM mUkI zakAI nathI... paNa mane jo Avo uttama sahayoga maLI jAya to tarata ja dIkSAnI bhAvanA che. tamo paNa temane anukULatA karI Apazo. ane tamArA mATe tathA banne bALako mATe koI ciMtA na thAya te rIte badhI vyavasthA thaI jaze.' pati ane pitA banne eka thaI gayA. have vyathA kyAM jaIne ThAlavavI ? ratanabena dharmanA zaraNe ? jyAre mAnavI pAse bAhya koI AdhAra raheto nathI tyAre te dharmanA zaraNe javA Icche che. ratanabenane paNa Akhare dharma e ja zaraNuM lAgyuM. e sAmAyika laIne besI gayAM. ane ciMtana karavA lAgyAM : zuM karavuM ? emane patidevano mArga kalyANakArI lAgyo. | sAmAyika pUruM thayA pachI ratanabene patidevane kahyuM : Apa saMyamanA kalyANakArI mArge jAo cho, te bahu ja sAruM che. huM emAM vighnarUpa zA mATe bane ? paNa amAro paNa koI vicAra karyo ke nahi ? amAruM zuM ? amane paNa saMyamamAM ruci jagADo to ame paNa taiyAra thaI ApanI sAthe dIkSA laIzuM. mATe * * * * * * * * * 385

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Apa UtAvaLa na karo. amArI rAha juo. A vAtathI akSayarAja dvidhAmAM paDI gayA. eka bAju potAnI pratijJA ane bIjI bAju gharavALAonI thobhI javAnI mAMgaNI ! zuM karavuM ? mahAtmAnI salAha H tyAM birAjamAna pU. sukhasAgarajI ma. pAse jaIne salAha mAMgI. temaNe jaNAvyuM ke bhAI ! tArI bhAvanA zreSTha che, paNa Ama UtAvaLa na karAya. mAtra potAnA AtmAnuM hita karI levuM yogya nathI. kuTuMbanA jIvonuM hita thatuM hoya to dherya rAkhavAmAM ghaNo lAbha che. bIjuM, dIkSA letAM pahelAM gurUno paricaya karavo paDe. sAdhu-kriyA vagereno abhyAsa karavo paDe ane vihAra AdinI tAlIma levI paDe. A mATe 2-3 varSa tAre gALavA joIe. ethI tane paNa lAbha thaze ane tArA bALako vagerene paNa tuM yogya rIte keLavaNI Apato rahe. temane saMyamanI ruci jAgI jAya ane te jo taiyAra thaI jAya to tArI je pratijJA che temAM bhaMgANa nahi paDe paNa vadhu lAbha thaze ane Ama vidhipUrvaka badhuM karavAthI ja saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM saphaLatA meLavI zakAze. mahAtmAnI A salAha akSayarAjane samucita lAgI. te anusAra dhIre... dhIre... vyApAra vagere teo saMkelavA lAgyA ane pU. sukhasAgarajI ma. pAse navatattva prakaraNa vagereno abhyAsa zarU karyo. gharamAM paNa bALakone dhArmika sUtro zIkhavavA lAgyA. sAmAyikamAM sAthe besADI temane dharmanI vAto/mahApurUSonI jIvanaghaTanAo vagere saraLa bhASAmAM samajAvatA rahyA. | sadagurunI zodhamAM : have lAkha rUpiyAno savAla e thayo ke dIkSA to levI, paNa konI pAse ? guru kone karavA ? jenA caraNomAM jIvananuM saMpUrNa samarpaNa karI devAnuM che evA saMsAra-tAraka gurudevane zodhavA e mahattvanuM ane kaparuM kArya che. vahANa calAvanAra kamAna sAvadhAna joIe. plena 386 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe.

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calAvanAra pAyaloTa gAphela na joIe. moTara calAvanAra DrAIvara asAvadha na joIe. emanI eka miniTanI asAvadhAnatA ane anekonuM jIvana khatarAmAM... DrAIvara, pAyaloTa ke kamAna karatAM gurunI bhUmikA ghaNI UMce che. pelA to mAtra A bhautika dehanI ja nukazAnI A janma pUratI karI zake jyAre asAvadha guru to bhavobhava bagADI nAkhe. mATe guru to uttamottama ja joIe. game tenA caraNomAM jIvana kema mUkAya ? sagurunI zodha mATe zAstramAM 12 varSa ane 700 yojana sudhI pharavAnuM kahyuM che. akSayarAja gurunuM mahattva barAbara samajatA hatA. AthI temaNe potAnA sasarA mizrImalajIne A mATe pUchyuM. temaNe kaccha-vAgaDa dezoddhAraka suvizudhdha saMyamamUrti pUjayapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nuM nAma sUcavyuM. temanI pAse A nAma kema AvyuM ? vAta ema hatI ke temanA najIkanA saMbaMdhI zrI lakSmIcaMdabhAI kocara, jeo phalodInA ja vatanI hatA, temaNe pUjya kanakasUrIzvarajI ma. pAse dIkSA lIdhelI hatI ane temanA ziSya munizrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. tarIke saMyamanI suMdara sAdhanA karI rahyA hatA. pUjyazrI kaMcanavijayajIe gRhasthapaNAmAM saddagurunI zodha mATe bhAre prayatna karI aMte pUjyazrI kanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.ne gurU tarIke nakkI karyA hatA. pUjya gurUdeva pAse saparivAra akSayarAja H cAritra saMpanna aneka AcAryo, munio che, temAM vAgaDa samudAya tarIke suprasiddha pUjya dAdAzrI jItavijayajI ma.sA. tathA temanA paTTadhara AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA sAdhu-sAdhvI samudAyanI raheNI-karaNI, AcArapAlananI custatA, tapa, tyAga, vidhi-Adara vagere guNonI ghaNI ja prazaMsA sAMbhaLavA maLatI hatI ane sAthe phalodInA * * * * * * * * 380

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ja jyotirvida vidvAna munirAjazrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. paNa A ja samudAyamAM dIkSita thayelA hovAthI te samudAyamAM ja dIkSA levAno sasarA-jamAIe nirNaya lIdho ane akSayarAjabhAI potAnA banne putro sAthe amadAvAda-vidyAzALA khAte pUjya saMghasthavira AcAryazrI vijaya siddhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA. (bApajI ma.)nI nizrAmAM cAturmAsa birAjatA pUjya AcAryadevazrI vijayakanakasUrIzvajI ma.sA. pAse cAturmAsamAM rahyA ane saMyama-yogya tAlIma levA sAthe abhyAsamAM AgaLa vadhatA rahyA. (vi.saM. 2009) ane ratanabena bhAvanagara mukAme pU.sA. nirmaLAzrIjI pAse abhyAsa karavA thoDo samaya rahyAM. mahAbhiniSkramaNa mATe mathAmaNa : Ama akSayarAjabhAIe potAnA banne putro ane temanI mAtAne pUjya gurUbhagavaMtonI nizrAmAM rAkhIne dIkSA mATe yogya rIte keLavI ane saMyamanI vizeSa rUcivALA banAvyA. saunI bhAvanA saMyama levA mATenI thaI eTale sasarA mizrImalabhAIne samAcAra mokalAvyA ke amArI cAreyanI dIkSA mATe have ekadama taiyArI che. tamo paNa jaladI Avo eTale dIkSAnA muhUrta jovaDAvI zakAya. akSayarAjabhAInA patrathI mizrImalabhAInuM saMyamamATe utsuka mana taiyArI karavA tatpara banyuM, paNa keTalAMka saMyogonA kAraNe teo jaldI karI zake tema na hatA. e hakIkata jANIne akSayarAjabhAIe pUjya gurUdeva pAse dIkSA na levAya tyAM sudhI cha vigaInA tyAganI pratijJA lIdhI. mizrImalabhAIne te hakIkata jaNAvI. akSayarAjabhAInI AvI makkamatA ane pratijJA jANIne mizrImalajIbhAIe tarata ja taiyArI karI. ane pAlitANA birAjamAna pUjyapAda tA2ka gurUdevazrI vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. tathA pU. munivarazrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. Adi pAse jaI dIkSAnA zubha muhUrto laI AvyA ane dIkSAno zubha-prasaMga potAnI janmabhUmi phalodImAM ja ujavavAno nirNaya karyo. dIkSA mATe gurUdevane vinaMti : 388 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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vi.saM. 2010, vaizAkha suda 10 nuM maMgaLa muhUrta laI mizrImalabhAI phalodI gayA ane dIkSAno prasaMga zAnadAra rIte ujavavA saMghanA agraNIo sAthe vicAra-vinimaya karI ATha divasanA mahotsavanuM Ayojana karyuM. dIkSA ApavA pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI mahArAjane vinaMtI karavA saMghanA AgevAna bhAIo sAthe mizrImalabhAI jaI AvyA, paNa TheTha kacchathI rAjasthAnamAM... ATale dUra pahoMcavAnI teozrInI zakyatA na jaNAtAM sau nirAza thaI gayA. gurUdevanI puNya-nizrA vinA AnaMda kema Ave ? akSayarAjabhAIe A nirAzApUrNa samAcAra sAMbhaLyA... paNa nirAza thavuM te akSayarAjanA svabhAvamAM nhotuM. te to AzAbharyA haiye upaDyA pharIthI joradAra vinaMtI karavA... gametema karIne gurUdevazrIne phalodI laI ja AvavAnA dRDha nirNaya sAthe kaccha-bhadrezvara AvyA jyAM teozrI birAjamAna hatA. akSayarAja ekalA ja AvyA hatA. sAthe koI na hatuM. temaNe gurUdevane AgrahapUrvaka vinaMti karatAM kahyuM : "gurUdeva ! Apane phalodI padhAravuM ja paDaze. meM AjathI aTTamanuM paccakakhANa karI ja lIdhuM che. jyAM sudhI Apa hA nahi pADo tyAM sudhI huM pAraNuM nahi karuM." dIkSArthI akSayarAjanI aMtaranI apAra bhAvanA joI kRpALu gurUdeve ekavAra to kahI dIdhuM : "hA... bhale huM AvIza !' AthI akSayarAjano mana-mayUra nAcI uThyo. pratijJA pUrI thaI che, samajIne pAraNuM karyuM. paraMtu pachIthI cakro badalAyA. ANaMdajI paMDitajI vagere suzrAvakoe pUjya AcAryazrIne AvI nAdurasta tabiyatamAM eTale dUra na javA jaNAvyuM. hArTanA dardamAM dUra na javuM hitAvaha che - e samajI AcArya bhagavaMte paNa temanI vAta mAnI ane teoe potAnA vidvAna ziSya munipravarazrI kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 389

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kaMcanavijayajI ma. ane temanI sAthe vaDIla tarIke dhyAnapremI pU. ratnAkaravijayajI ma. - A be mahAtmAne phalodI vai.su.10nA dIkSA prasaMge pahoMcavAnI AjJA karI. vinIta ziSyoe nata - mastake tarata ja e vAta svIkArI lIdhI. pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtanA AzIrvAda sAthe teoe phalodI tarapha prayANa karyuM. ane kramazaH pahoMcyA. e vakhate phalodInI jAhojalAlI anerI hatI. dareka phirakAonA maLIne lagabhaga eka hajAra jainonA ghara hatA. - pravajyAnA punita paMthe... ? phalodInA punita AMgaNe eka ja kuTuMbamAMthI pAMca-pAMca AtmAo dIkSita thaI rahyA hatA. ethI AkhuM gAma harSanA hiloLe caDyuM hatuM. corene cauTe vATene ghATe eka ja vAta saMbhaLAtI hatI : dIkSA... dIkSA... ane dIkSA... ! gulAbanI kaLI jevA komaLa nAnakaDA be bALakone dIkSAnA mArge jatA joIne saunA haiyA gadgad thaI jatA hatA. sau bolatA hatA ke - vAha prabhuzAsananI kevI balihArI che ke nAnA bALako paNa tyAganA mArge hasate moMe prayANa karI rahyA che. ApaNe kevA pAmara ke haju paNa saMsAra choDavA mATe mana taiyAra thatuM nathI. dhanya mAtA! dhanya pitA ! dhanya kuLa ! dhanya kuTuMba ! dhanya dIkSArthI... ! eka puNyazALI AtmAne kAraNe vAtAvaraNa kevuM badalAI jAya che ? akSayarAjanA manamAM UThelA pravrajyAnA pavitra taraMgo temanA sasarA, patnI, putra Adi sau para vIjaLIvege pharI vaLyA. badhA dIkSA levA mATe taiyAra thaI gayA. jANe kalikAlanA jaMbUsvAmI !! dIkSA-dina : "dIkSArthI amara raho... dIkSArthIno jaya jayakAra ! mAnava-jIvanano eka ja sAra, saMyama vinA nahi uddhAra." vagere nArAothI Aje phalodInI zerIo guMjI rahI hatI. nAnA, moTA, strI, puruSa, bALaka, bAlikAo sau AnaMdanA kuMDamAM snAna karI rahyA hatA. 390 * * * * * * * * * * * * ;

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Aje vai.su. 10no divasa hato. pAMceya mumukSuo rAjavaMzI pozAkamAM sajja thaI varasIdAna UchALatA UchALatA dIkSA-maMDapa tarapha prayANa karI rahyA hatA. akSayarAjanA AnaMdanI to Aje koI avadhi ja na rahI. ghaNA varSothI seveluM svapna sAkAra banatuM joIne kayo mANasa AnaMda na anubhave ? bALapaNanI bhAvanA Aje sAcI banI rahI hatI. vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI mahArAje karelI AgAhI Aje taddana satya banI rahelI dekhAI rahI hatI. (vi.saM.1996mAM phalodI cAturmAsa birAjamAna AcAryazrI vijayalabdhisUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e akSayarAjano hAtha joIne kahyuM hatuM ke - tuM dIkSA laIza ja. tyAre akSayarAja pariNIta hatA ane dIkSAnI bhAvanA mananA UMDANamAM gucaDuM vALIne kyAMya sUI gaI hatI.) akSayarAja mATe vizeSa AnaMdanI vAta e hatI ke potAnA kAraNe samagra kuTuMba ane sasarA paNa saMyamanA mArge saMcarI rahyA hatA. dIkSArthIono varasIdAnano varaghoDo AgaLa vadhato vadhato jaina nyAtI noharAnA vizALa paTAMgaNamAM pahoMcyo, jyAM dIkSA mATe vizALa maMDapa bAMdhavAmAM Avyo hato. maMDapamAM dIkSAnI maMgaLa vidhi zarU thaI. rajoharaNa-pradAna thayuM. te vakhatanuM dRzya kharekhara romAMcaka hatuM. hAthamAM rajoharaNa laIne AnaMdathI nAcatA be bALakone joIne konuM hRdaya gadgad nahi thayuM hoya ? snAna-muMDanavidhi pachI muni-vezamAM sajja thayelA mumukSuoe maMDapamAM praveza karyo tyAre to kharekhara koI adbhuta sRSTinuM avataraNa thayuM hoya tevuM lAgatuM hatuM. dIkSA maMDapamAM upasthita thayelA sau lokonI AMkho nAnA bALa munio para maMDAI hatI. strIo to joI joIne jANe dharAtI ja nhotI. te vakhate je saunA hRdayamAM AnaMdano sAgara uchaLI rahyo hato - te AnaMda vyakta karavA zabdo vAmaNA paDe che. niravadhi AnaMdane zabdonA bIbAmAM zI rIte samAvI zakAya ? kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 391

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pUjya munizrI ratnAkaravijayajI ma. tathA pUjya munizrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. dIkSAnI maMgaLa vidhi karAvI rahyA hatA. digabaMdhanI kriyA thayA pachI pAMceya nUtana munionA zubha nAma A pramANe jAhera karavAmAM AvyA : saMsArI nAma nUtana nAma (1) mizrI lAlajI (uM.va.49) munizrI kaladhautavijayajI (pAchaLathI vaDIdIkSA vakhate munizrI kamaLavijayajI) (2) akSayarAja (uM.va. 30) . munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI (3) jJAnacaMda (uM.va. 10) ... munizrI kalApa vijayajI (vaDIdIkSA vakhate kalAprabha vijayajI) (4) AzakaraNa (uM.va. 8) .. munizrI kalpatarUvijayajI (5) ratanabena (uM.va. 26) .. sAdhvIjI zrI suvarNaprabhAzrIjI munizrI kaladhautavijayajI ane munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI - A banne pUjya AcAryazrI vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA ziSya tarIke jAhera thayA ane vaDI dIkSA vakhate pUjaya AcAryadeve te banne munione munizrI kaMcanavijayajInA ziSya banAvyA. banne bALa munio potAnA pitA-gurUnA ziSya banyA ane sAdhvIjI suvarNaprabhAzrIjI pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtanA AjJAvartI sAdhvIjI zrI lAvaNyazrIjI ma.nA ziSyA sAdhvIjI sunaMdAzrIjInA ziSyA banyA. dIkSA-mahotsavanI pUrNAhuti nirviSNapaNe thaI ane phalodInA saMghanI ati AgrahabharI vinaMti hovAthI vi.saM. 2010nuM prathama cAturmAsa tyAM ja thayuM. cAturmAsa daramyAna nUtana munivarone jJAnAbhyAsamAM ane saMmayanI ArAdhanAmAM DUbelA joIne lokoe khUba ja anumodanA karI. ane jeo bALa-dIkSAnA virodhI hatA teo paNa temanI aMgata mulAkAta letA. temanI jIvana-caryA, satata pravRtti ane pUchelA praznonA javAbathI khUba ja prabhAvita thaI AnaMda vyakta karavA lAgatA. AkhA comAsAmAM saMghe khUba ja suMdara rIte dharmaArAdhanAno lAbha lIdho ane zAsananI apUrva prabhAvanA 392 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 *

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thaI. cAturmAsa daramyAna munizrI kaladhautavijayajInA saMsArI purA nathamalabhAI (uM.va. 12) paNa gurUdevonA punita samAgamathI vairAgya vAsita banyA ane cAturmAsa pachI mAgasara suda _ nA zubha divase bhavya mahotsavapUrvaka temanI dIkSA thaI. temanuM nAma munizrI kalahaMsavijayajI rAkhI temanA pitA-gurU (kaladhauta vi.)nA ziSya tarIke jAhera karavAmAM AvyA. Ama cAturmAsanI apUrva dharma-ArAdhanA upara suvarNakaLaza caDyo. rAdhanapuramAM vaDI dIkSA : phalodIthI vihAra karI pUjya ratnAkara vi.ma. pUjya kaMcana vi.ma. tathA nUtana munio kramazaH gujarAta tarapha AvyA. tyAre pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtazrI vijayakanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. rAdhanapura mukAme birAjamAna hatA. sau munio pUjya AcAryazrInI nizrAmAM pahoMcyA. vAtsalyanI jIvaMta mUrtisamA pUjya AcAryazrInA darzanavaMdanathI munionA aMtara AnaMdathI jhUmI uThyA. prazAnta rasa jharatI temanI bhavya mudrAne jotAM ja lAgyuM ke kharekhara AvA gurU ja saMsArathI pAra UtAre, saMyamanI sAdhanAmAM sthira kare. pUjya AcAryazrIe nUtana munione vaDIdIkSAnA jogamAM praveza karAvyo. ullAsapUrvaka yogodvahana karatA munioe nirvine te pUrNa karyA. ane vi.saM. 2011, vai. su. 7nA zubha-divase vaDI dIkSAnI maMgaLa vidhi thaI. Ama dIkSA pachI lagabhaga eka varSe vaDI dIkSA thaI. pUjya AcArya bhagavaMtanA nirmaLa vAtsalya sAthe chae nUtana munio tapa, tyAga, virAga, vinaya, sevA ane svAdhyAyAdinA abhyAsamAM puruSArthazIla banyA. saMyama-sAdhanA mATe varSothI jhaMkhanA karato akSayarAjano AtmA AnaMdathI nAcI UThyo. jANe baMdhanamAMthI Atma-mayUra mukta banyo ane anaMta AkAza tarapha uDDayana AraMbhya. * * * * * * * * * * * * 393

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munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI (akSayarAja)ne e vAtano pAko khyAla hato ke dIkSA e pUrNAhuti nathI, paNa prAraMbha che. e Toca nathI, paNa Toca para javAnI pagadaMDI che. ghaNA ema mAnatA hoya che ke dIkSA lIdhI eTale patI gayuM, have kAMI karavAnuM nahi, paNa A vAta barAbara nathI. dIkSAmAM praveza eTale ke sAdhanAmAM praveza. dIkSAnuM jIvana eTale ke vidyArthInuM jIvana. dIkSita muni eTale sAdhanA mArge dina-pratidina AgaLa vadhato sAdhaka AtmA ! divase divase e pragati karato ja rahe. guNanuM arjana ane doSanuM visarjana karato ja rahe. eka paNa divasa vikAsanI prApti sivAyano na hoya. je AgaLa vadhavAnI bhAvanA rAkhato nathI te pAchaLa paDyA vinA raheto nathI. AthI ja zrAvakoe sAdhu banavAnI ane sAdhuoe siddha banavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavAnuM kahyuM che. munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI ma.ne pahelethI ja sAdhanAnuM lakSya hatuM ane te sAdhanAe sAdhutAnA svIkAra pachI atyaMta vega pakaDyo. sAdhaka AtmAne sAdhanAne anukULa vAtAvaraNa sAmagrI vagere maLI ja jAya che. joIe phakta sAdhakanI sAcI pAtratA ane jijJAsA. prabhu-bhakta ane zrata-bhakta munizrI : sAdhu-jIvanane yogya keTaluMka prAthamika jJAna meLavavA sAthe munizrI kalApUrNavijayajIe saMskRta buka, karmagrantha Adino abhyAsa zarU karyo. jIvanamAM sahaja rIte vaNAyelA deva-guru-bhakti, vinaya, veyAvacca ane kSamAdi guNo paNa zukala pakSanI candra-kaLAnI peThe vikasita thavA lAgyA. pUjaya munizrIe be cIjamAM khAsa rasa keLavyo. eka bALapaNathI ja potAne gamatI bhagavAnanI bhaktino rasa ane bIjo bhaNavAno rasa. 394 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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jayAre bhagavAnanI mUrti jue tyAre gAMDA-ghelA thaI jAya. mUrtimAM sAkSAt bhagavAna jue ane bALakanI jema vAto karavA lAgI jAya. stavano bolatAM eTalA to bhAva-vibhora banI jAya ke bhAna ja bhUlI jAya. bhaktimAM kalAkonA kalAko vItI jAya. bhUkha, tarasa, thAka - badhuM ja bhUlI jAya. game teTalo vihArano thAka lAgelo hoya. vaizAkha mahinAmAM game teTalI tarasa lAgelI hoya, gocarIno samaya thaI gayo hoya, paNa bhagavAnanI mUrti maLI eTale khalAsa... ! badhuM ja jANe maLI gayuM. AvI apUrva mastIthI karAtI bhaktithI emanI sustI UDI jatI ane prabhu pAsethI emane navuM ja baLa maLI rahetuM. sAdhanAnuM baLa teo A rIte prabhu pAsethI meLavI letA. jemaNe bhagavAnanI anaMtatA sAthe anusaMdhAna karyuM e kyAMya nirAza thAya ke niSphaLa jAya e vAtamAM koI mAla nathI. sadA AzApUrNa vicAro, zraddhA ane premabharyuM hRdaya, UchaLato utsAha, prasanna mukhamudrA, prazAnta vANI - A badhuM ja prabhu bhaktinI kalpa velaDImAMthI maLelAM phaLo che. A phaLo jemaNe AsvAdyA te svayaM to zakti ane prasannatAno phuvAro bane ja, paNa saMsargamAM AvanArA anyane paNa prasannatAthI navaDAvI de. bIjo temane rasa hato jinAgama bhaNavAno. jene prabhu gamyA temane prabhunI vANI paNa game ja. jinAgama e prabhunI vANIno saMgraha che. bhaktithI hRdaya vikasita thAya che ane Agama adhyayanathI magaja vikasita thAya che. vikaseluM hRdaya zraddhA, bhakti ane premathI jIvanane rasa taraboLa banAvI de che ane vikaseluM magaja tarkazakti ane vicAra-zaktithI jIvanane apUrva teja Ape che. prabhu-bhakti ane zruta-bhakti dvArA pUjayazrImAM banne guNono vikAsa thaI rahyo hato. jJAna-pipAsA pUjyazrImAM eTalI badhI tIvra banI ke jyAM kyAMya paNa jJAna meLavavA jevuM lAge tyAM pahoMcI jAya. pUjyazrIe atyAra sudhImAM ghaNAnI pAse ghaNuM meLavyuM che. kahe, * * * * * * * * * * * * 365

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tenI AchI jhalaka nIce mujaba che : vi.saM. 2012 cAturmAsa paMnyAsajIzrI muktivijayajI pAse lAkaDIA (kaccha) mukAme triSaSTi AdinuM adhyayana. vi.saM. 2014 cAturmAsamAM pU.A. vi. premasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. nI sAthe comAsuM rahI temanA ziSyo pAse adhyayana. - vi.saM. 2015 cAturmAsamAM vaDhavANa mukAme paMDitajI amUlakhabhAI pAse adhyayanArthe. vi.saM. 2017-2018 cAturmAsamAM jAmanagara khAte vrajalAlapaMDitajI pAse nyAya-darzanAdinuM adhyayana. vi.saM. 2025mAM pU.paM.zrI muktivijayajI (pAchaLathI A. zrI vi. mukticandrasUrijI ma.) pAse amadAvAda mukAme adhyayana. vi.saM. 2031, 2032 cAturmAsamAM kramazaH beDA-luNAvA (rAja.) tathA vi.saM. 2034 cAturmAsa piMDavADA (rAja.) mukAme sAdhanA, dhyAna Adi aMge pUjya yoganiSTha paM. zrI bhadraMkara vi.ma. pAse mArgadarzana tathA temanI ananya kRpA meLavI. vi.saM. 2037 - 2038 - 2039 - 2047mAM bahuzruta pU. munizrI jevijayajI ma. pAsethI Agama vAcanA. vi.saM. 2039 cAturmAsamAM amadAvAda (zAntinagara) mukAme vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacandrasUrIjI mahArAja pAsethI paNa AzIrvAda tathA temanA vizALa anubhavanI prApti. Ama pUjyazrIe jyAMthI jeTaluM meLavAya teTaluM namra banIne lIdhA ja karyuM che. kyAreya potAnuM pada potAno "ahama AgaLa karyo nathI. ahaMno sAdhaka "ahaMthI kema levAya ? gurUAjJA svIkAratA munizrI : guru-AjJA pAlanano temano eka prasaMga khUba ja bodhaprada che. jyAre jAmanagara be cAturmAsa karI pUjyazrI potAnA gurudevAcArya pAse bhacAu AvyA. (saMvata 2019) tyAre sAthe ja comAsuM karavAnI bhAvanA hatI ane gurudevanI AjJA paNa tevI ja hatI. paNa tyAMja gAMdhIdhAma jaina saMgha pUjya gurudevazrI 396 * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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pAse apAra bhAva laI cAturmAsanI vinaMtI karavA Avyo. gurudevane khUba ja mUMjhavaNa thaI. "kone mokalavA ? munizrI kaMcanavijayajI ma. to AgalI sAle ja comAsuM karI AvyA che. 5. dIpavijayajInuM comAsuM sAmakhIALI nakkI thayeluM che. paM. bhadraMkaravijayajI to khAsa mArI pAse rahevA AvyA che ane munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI jo ke jaI zake tevA che, te paNa mArI sAthe comAsu rahevA AvyA che. koIne tyAM javA kahI zakAya tema nathI ane A bAju bhAvanAvALA saMghane nA paNa kahI zakAya tema nathI." kharekhara gurudeva dvidhAmAM mUkAI gayA. gurudevanI A mUMjhavaNa cakora-ziSyathI chAnI zI rIte rahe ? suvinIta ziSyo to mukhanA bhAvothI igita AkArothI ja gurudevono abhiprAya samajI jatA hoya che. munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI gurudeva pAse gayA. gurudeve kahyuM AvI paristhiti che. bolo, have zuM karazuM ?' "jevI ApanI AjJA, suvinIta ziSya suvinIta javAba vALyo. AthI saMtuSTa thayelA pUjya gurudevAcArye aMtaranI AziSapUrvaka be putra-ziSyo sAthe gAMdhIdhAma cAturmAsa arthe mokalyA ane AzIrvAda ApatA kahyuM. "suMdara ArAdhanA karajo ane karAvajo ane comAsuM pUrNa thaye huM tamane tarata ja bolAvI laIza. kAMI ciMtA karazo nahi.' gurudevanI AziSa laI munio gAMdhIdhAma gayA. doDha mahino pasAra thayo tyAM ja samAcAra AvyA. zrA.va.4nA pUjya AcAryazrI kALadharma pAmyA che. A sAMbhaLatAM ja traNeya munionA dila stabdha banI gayA ane vAtsalya-sAgara gurudevanuM vAtsalya, yoga-kSema karavAnI kALajI vagere guNone yAda karatA guru-virahe dhrusakedhrusake raDavA mAMDyA. "jaldI bolAvI laIza"nuM AzvAsana ApanAra sUrideve pote ja jaldI cAlyA gayA...! raDatA bALa ziSyone choDIne... Ama keTaloka samaya zokAkula citte pasAra karI Akhare * * * * * * * * * * * * 390

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vicAryuM : "sUridevano pArthiva-deha bhale hayAta nathI, paNa guNadeha amara che. temano jIvanapaMtha ApaNI samakSa mojUda che. e paMthe prayANa karavuM emanA guNo sva-jIvanamAM utAravA e ja sAcI guru-bhakti che. Ama traNeya munio manane samajAvI saMyama-ArAdhanAmAM tatpara banyA. chelle samaye pote hAjara na rahI zakyA. e vAtanuM duHkha jarUra hatuM, paNa gurUAjJA pALI teno khUba ja saMtoSa hato. gurU-AjJAne avagaNIne temaNe sAthe rahevAnI haTha pakaDI hota to zuM thAta ? kadAca gurUnizrA maLata, paNa gurUnA aMtaranA AzIrvAda na maLata. kharekhara pUjyazrIe AcAryazrInA aMtaranA prabaLa AzIrvAda meLavI lIdhA hatA. te vakhate gurudevane paNa khabara kadAca nahi hoya ke mArA AzIrvAdanI tAkAtathI munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI bhAvimAM AcArya banI samudAya nAyaka banaze." bhAvinA bheda kharekhara akaLa hoya che. sAmAnya dekhAto mANasa kyAre asAmAnya banI jAya te koNa kahI zake tema che ? nItizAstramAM kahyuM che : 'INAM caritra puruSasya bhAgye, devo na jAnAti kuto manuSyaH " strIonuM caritra ane puruSanuM bhAgya deva paNa jANI zakato nathI to mANasa kyAMthI jANI zake ? dUbaLA-pAtaLA dehavALA, sadA nIcuM ghAlIne bhaNavAvALA bhagavAnanA bhakta sAmAnya dekhAtA A kalApUrNavijayajI mahAna AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrIzvarajI banaze - evuM te vakhate kadAca koInI kalpanAmAM paNa nahi hoya. pUjya AcAryazrI vijayadevendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. 9 gAMdhIdhAma cAturmAsa pachI virahavyathita banela munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI tathA sAmakhIyALI cAturmAsasthita pUjaya paMnyAsajI dIpavijayajI Adi bhacAu mukAme maLyA. sAmudAyika kartavyo aMge keTalIka vicAraNA karI. have mukhya prazna e hato ke samudAya-nAyaka koNa bane ? saunI najara paM.zrI dIpavijayajI para TharI. kharekhara e atyaMta 398 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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yogya mahAtmA hatA. temaNe potAnA gurUdeva A.zrI vi. kanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI akhaMDa sevA ane vinayapUrvaka 23 cAturmAsa to temanI sAthe ja karyA hatA ane 14 cAturmAsa AjJA-pAlananA uddezathI vividha kSetromAM karyA hatA. prasiddhi ane pratiSThAthI para hatA. saraLa hRdayI ane niHspRha sAdhuratna hatA. AthI ja pUjya AcAryazrIe temane saMvat 2004mAM paMnyAsa padathI vibhUSita karyA hatA. AvA suyogya niHspRha mahAtmAne AcAryapadavImATe vAgaDa sAta covIzInA tathA bIjA aneka saMghoe vinaMti karI... paNa niHspRha paMnyAsajIe samudAyanuM saMcAlana karavA potAnI lAcArI batAvI tyAre munizrI kalApUrNavijayajIe temane saMpUrNa sahayoga ApavAnuM vacana ApI khUba ja AgrahapUrvaka vinaMti karI. AthI paMnyAsajI ma. mauna rahyA eTale vAgaDa jaina saMghe A bhavya prasaMgane bhavya rIte UjavavAnI taiyArI karI ane vi.saM. 2020, vai.su.11 maMgaLa dine paMnyAsajI zrI dIpavijayajI ma. AcArya pada para ArUDha thayA ane pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya devendrasUrIzvarajI nAme samudAya nAyaka rUpe jAhera thayA. pU. AcAryazrInA sahayogI munizrI : pUjya gurudevanA kALadharma pachI mAthe AvI paDelI sAdhusAdhvIjInA vizALa samudAyanA saMcAlananI javAbadArIne potAnuM kartavya samajI khUba vAtsalya ane kunehapUrvaka nUtana AcAryadevazrI karavA lAgyA ane munizrI kalApUrNavijayajIne paNa A sAmudAyika sarva javAbadArIomAM sahayogI tarIke sAthe rAkhI vyAkhyAna vagerenI keTalIka javAbadArIo suprata karI. 72 varSanI moTI UMmara ane paganI takalIphanA kAraNe cAlIne vihAra karI zakAya tevI sthiti na hovAthI Azrita muni-varganI saMyama-2kSA vagere vizeSa kAraNone lakSamAM rAkhI apavAdarUpe DolIno upayoga karavo paDyo. kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * - jha = = = = = = = = = = 3 9

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munizrIne paMnyAsa-pada : munizrI kamaLavijayajI tathA munizrI kalApUrNavijayajI Adi munionI janmabhUmi phalodI (rAja.) gAmanA AgevAna zrAvako cAturmAsanI vinaMti karavA AvyA. temanI AgrahabharI vinaMtine lakSamAM laI pUjyazrIe saMmati darzAvI ane saMvata 2024nuM cAturmAsa phalodImAM thayuM. | munizrImAM vinaya, bhakti, vairAgya,samatA, pravacana - zakti vagere guNo have to soLe kaLAe khIlI UThyA hatA ane kalApUrNavijayajI kharA arthamAM "kalApUrNa banI gayA hatA. candra jema cAMdanI dvArA sarvatra prasannatA phelAve tema munizrI sarvatra prasannatA phelAvI rahyA hatA. kaccha-vAgaDa AdinI jaina-janatAmAM eka zAnta tyAgI ane sAdhaka AtmA tarIke emanI suvAsa phelAI cUkI hatI. prazamanI labdhi eTalI badhI prApta thaI cUkI hatI ke game tevo krodhAviSTa mANasa emanI pAse AvatAM ThaMDogAra banI jato. potAnI AvI zaktithI temaNe keTalAya gAmonA jhaghaDAo je varSothI zamatA nhotA te zamAvyA hatA. manapharAmAM mahAjanavADImAM phoTo rAkhavo ke na rAkhavo ? e aMge moTe pAye takarAra cAlI rahI hatI, te kSaNavAramAM pUjyazrIe miTAvI hatI. AvA-AvA aneka guNothI cAre tarapha temanI cAhanA vadhavA lAgI hatI ane temane paMnyAsapadathI vibhUSita karavA mATenI vinaMtio ghaNA samayathI cAlatI hatI. AthI pUjya A.zrI vijayadevendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e temanI suyogyatA jANI "bhagavatI sUtra'nA jogamAM praveza karAvyo. ane phalodIcAturmAsa pachI charI pAlaka yAtrA saMgha sAthe jesalamera tIrthanI yAtrA karI phalodI pAchA padhAryA. saMghanI AgrahabharI vinaMtIthI upadhAnatapanI maMgaLa ArAdhanA zarU thaI tyAra pachI vi.saM. 2025 mahA suda 13 zubha divase munizrI kalApUrNavijayajIne anerA jina-bhakti-mahotsava sAthe gaNi-paMnyAsapadathI vibhUSita karavAmAM AvyA. A prasaMge pharI phalodI nivAsI mumukSuratna zrI 400 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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hemacaMdabhAI (jeo saMsArIpaNe pUjyazrInA pitarAI bhatrIjA thAya)nI dIkSA thaI. teo pUjyazrInA ziSya munizrI kIrticandravijayajI tarIke ghoSita thayA. paMnyAsa pada maLyuM hovA chatAM pUjyazrI, AcAryadevazrI vijayadevendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI sevAmAM eka namra sevakanI jema sadA tatpara rahetA. mahApuruSonI A ja vizeSatA hoya che ke mahattA prApta thavA chatAM teo garva kadI karatA nathI. pUjyazrImAM A guNa to nAnapaNathI ja hato. ghaNuM karIne pUjyazrI, AcAryazrInI sAthe ja rahetA. koI kAryaprasaMge juduM paDavAnuM thAya to te kArya patAvI tarata ja AcAryazrInI sAthe thaI jatA. je je kSetramAM jatA tyAM tyAM tAttvika ane karUNAsabhara pravacano dvArA lokomAM dharma-jAgRti ANatA. pUjyazrInuM pravacana sahaja, saraLa ane asarakAraka rahetuM. pUjyazrInA pravacano prAyaH pUrva taiyArI vagaranA ja rahetA. Aje paNa teo pUrva taiyArI vinA ja pravacano Ape che. aMtaranA UMDANamAMthI nIkaLelA e zabdo zrotAnA hRdayamAM soMsarA UtarI jAya che. paMnyAsa-pada-prApti pachI pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya devendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sAthe cAra cAturmAsa karyA. vi.saM. 2027mAM khaMbhAtamAM manapharA nivAsI ratanazI punazI gAlAne dIkSA ApI munizrI kumudacandravijayajI nAme svaziSya banAvyA. vi.saM. 2028, mahA suda-14nA zubha divase kacchanI rAjadhAnI bhujamAM ekIsAthe thayelI 11 dIkSAmAM pAMca puruSo ane cha baheno hatA. pAMcamAMthI traNa svasamudAyamAM dIkSita banyA hatA. manapharA nivAsI baMdhuyugala meghajIbhAI bhacubhAI deDhi, maNilAla bhacubhAI deDhiA tathA bhuja nivAsI prakAzakumAra jagajIvana vasA kramazaH munizrI mukticandravijayajI, munizrI municandravijayajI tathA munizrI pUrNacandravijayajI tarIke ghoSita thayA. vi.saM. 2028mAM lAkaDIA mukAme pUjya A.zrI vi. devendrasUrIzvarajI ma.nuM kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * 401

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chelluM comAsuM thayuM. pU.A.zrI vi. kanakasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nA kALadharma pachI pUjyazrI pU.A.vi. devendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.nI sAthe ja rahetA. vi.saM. 2020 thI vi.saM. 2020 sudhInA tamAma cAturmAsa sAthe ja karyA. Ama temanI sAthe rahetAM samudAya-saMcAlananI sArI evI tAlIma maLatI rahI. - pUjyazrInA gurudeva munizrI kyanavijayajI ma.sA. : pUjaya gurudevazrI kaMcana vijayajI mahArAja tapasvI, niHspRhI ane antarmukhI jIvananA svAmI hatA. saMskRtaprAkRta-bhASAnA abhyAsa uparAMta pUjya gurudevanA sAnidhyamAM rahI AgamAdi sUtronuM suMdara adhyayana karyuM hatuM ane jyotiSa vidyAno paNa UMDo abhyAsa hato. kIrti, pada, pratiSThA prApta karavAnI pAmara manovRttiothI teo sadA para hatA. koInI pAsethI potAnuM kAma na karAvatAM jAte ja potAnuM kAma karatA. A svAzrayano guNa temanAmAM addabhuta rIte vikasyo hato. potAnA pAMca-pAMca ziSya-praziSyo chatAM sevAnI apekSAthI sarvathA para teozrI potAnA ziSyo samudAya-netA pUjya AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya devendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sAthe vicare ane sva-paranuM kalyANa kare temAM ja AMtarika saMtoSa anubhavatA. pUjya paMnyAsajIzrI kalApUrNavijayajIe upakArI gurudevane sevAmATe aneka vinavaNIo karavA chatAM A svAzraya guNa saMpanna A mahApuruSa potAnI sevA bIjA pAse nahi karAvavAnI daDhatAne vaLagI rahyA hatA. AvA niHspRhI, svAzrayI ane saMyamI mahAtmAe tabiyatanA kAraNe chellA varasothI bhacAU mukAme sthiratA karI hatI. vi.saM. 2018nI zarUAtamAM ja jyotiSavidyAnA baLe potAnuM AyuSya TUMkuM jANI AtmakalyANa-kAmI A mahAtmAe jJAna-paMcamInA divasathI ja covihAra upavAsanA 16 divasanA paccakakhANa karyA. apUrva samatA-bhAva sAthe Atma-dhyAnamAM lInatApUrvaka 12mA upavAse (vi.saM. 2028, kA.va.2) 402 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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samAdhipUrvaka bhacAU mukAme kALadharma pAmyA. AdhoI cAturmAsa birAjamAna pUjya A.zrI vi. devendrasUrijI ma. tathA pa.pU.paM.zrI kalApUrNa vi.ma. Adi bIjA ja divase bhacAU AvI pahoMcyA. sAdhu yogya vidhi karI sau e mahAtmAnI nirIkatAne vaMdI rahyA hatA. pUjya paMnyAsajI ma. kRtajJabhAve aMjali ApatAM gagad thaI gayA. zatazaH vaMdana e niHspRha ziromaNi mahAtmAne...! charI' pAlaka saMgha ane sUripada pradAna : lAkaDIAnA cAturmAsa pachI pUjya AcAryadevazrI tathA pUjya paMnyAsajI ma. Adi kaTArIA padhAryA. pUjyazrInI nizrAmAM tyAMthI saMghavI rasikabhAI bApulAlabhAI taraphathI cha"zI" pAlaka saMghanuM prayANa thavAnuM hatuM. te prasaMge aneka gAmonA aneka AgevAna mahAnubhAvo tyAM AvelA hatA. temanA manamAM eka vicAra jhabakyo : paMnyAsajI ma.ne AcArya-pada-pradAna karavAmAM Ave to bahu ja sAruM. samudAyamAM atyAre jarUra che. pUjya AcAryazrI vayovRddha che ane paMnyAsajI ma. suyogya che. mATe temane AcArya-padavI apAya to sAruM. saue sAthe maLIne pUjya AcAryazrIne A mATe vinaMtI karI tyAre AcAryazrIe kahyuM ke huM to kyAranoya AcAryapada levA mATe paMnyAsajI ma.ne Agraha karI rahyo chuM, paNa mAruM teo mAnatA ja nathI. have tame sau maLIne temane samajAvo. huM to padavI ApavA taiyAra ja chuM. mane lAge che ke Aje tamArI prabaLa-bhAvanA ane vinaMtI pAse temane namavuM paDaze. bolAvo paMnyAsajI ma.ne. pUjyazrInI AjJA thatAM ja paMnyAsajI ma. nata-mastake temanA caraNomAM upasthita thayAM. saue joradAra vinaMtI karI ane Akhare pUjya AcAryazrIe ja padavI-grahaNa mATe spaSTa AjJA pharamAvI ane paMnyAsajInA mastake vAsakSepa karyo. upasthita jana-samudAye ullAsapUrNa hRdaye jinazAsanano jayanAda gajAvyo. mAgasara suda trIjano zubha divasa nakkI thayo. sUri-pada * * * * * * * * * * * * 403

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pradAna ane saMghamALa sAthe ja hatA. sau bhaktajano to AyojananI jhaDapI taiyArImAM lAgI gayA. yAtrA-saMghano bhadrezvara tIrthamAM zubha-praveza thayo. tIrthamALa ane sUri-pada-pradAnano moTo prasaMga nihALavA mAnavamaherAmaNa UmaTI Avyo. vi.saM. 2029, mAga.su.3nA pavitra prabhAte pUjya AcAryazrI vijaya devendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA.e paMnyAsajI ma.ne AcArya-pada para ArUDha karyA. nUtana AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUri mahArAjakI jaya'nA gagana bhedI nAdothI tIrthanuM pavitra vAtAvaraNa guMjI UDyuM. potAnA hAthe potAnA eka suyogya uttarAdhikArIne sUripada-pradAna karavAnI manobhAvanA AjanA zubha-divase paripUrNa thatAM vayovRddha AcAryazrIe apUrva Atma-saMtoSa anubhavyo. - pUjya devendrasUrijI ma.nI cira vidAya : pada-pradAnanuM kArya patAvI pUjaya AcAryazrI pharI lAkaDIA gAmamAM padhAryA. be mahinA jeTalI sthiratA karI. caitrI-oLI mATe AdhoI padhAryA. caitrI oLInA maMgaLa divaso najIka AvI rahyA hatA. pUjayazrInI asvastha tabiyatanA samAcAra maLatAM nUtana AcAryazrI vijaya kalApUrNasUrijI ma. ke jeo pUjyazrInI AjJAthI dIkSA Adi prasaMgo mATe zaMkhezvara-rAdhanapura tarapha padhAryA hatA. teozrI tyAMnA saMghonI oLI mATe khUba ja vinaMtI hovA chatAM rokAyA vinA tarata ja pUjyazrInI sevAmAM AdhoI hAjara thaI gayA. oLInI maMgaLamayI ArAdhanA zarU thaI ane caitra suda 14no divasa Avyo. pratyeka caudase upavAsa karavAno vayovRddha pU. AcAryazrIno niyama hato. tabiyata atyaMta gaMbhIra hovAthI upavAsa na karavAnI sakaLa saMghanI ghaNI-ghaNI vinaMti chatAM teozrI potAnI TekamAM makkama rahyA... upavAsano tapa karyo. 404 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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Aje savArathI ja munio pAsethI stavano, causmaraNa payagrA vagerenuM ekAgra citte zravaNa karatA rahyA. baporanA samaye pU. kalApUrNasUrijI, pUjyazrIne sukha-sAtA pUchavA AvyA tyAre pAMca-sAta miniTa temanI sAthe AnaMdapUrvaka keTalIka vAto paNa karI. bapore paDilehaNa karI Asana para birAjamAna thayA ane sAMje pAMceka vAgyAnA sumAre pUjyazrInA dehamAM dhrujArI zarU thaI. pAse rahelA munio sAvadha banyA, navakAra-maMtranI dhUna AraMbhI. pU. kalApUrNasUrijI ma. paNa tarata ja padhArI gayA. vAtAvaraNamAM gamagInI chavAI rahI... miniTa-be miniTamAM pUjayazrIno punita AtmA nazvara deha tajI vidAya thaI gayo. saunI AMkhomAM azrudhArA dhasI AvI. eka pavitra ziracchatrano sadAno viyoga konI AMkhone na raDAve ? samudAyanI javAbadArI svIkAratA sUrideva : Ama eka pachI eka vaDIlonI chatrachAyA chInavAtI gaI ane samudAyanI saMpUrNa javAbadArI potAnA zire AvI paDI. Atma-sAdhaka adhyAtma-magna sAdhakane A khaTakhaTa paravaDe nahi, ema kSaNabhara ApaNane lAgI Ave. jemaNe AtmasAdhanA karavI hoya temaNe to badhI jaMjALa choDI koI guphAmAM cAlyA javuM joIe - ema paNa koIne vicAra AvI jAya. paNa A AtmasAdhaka koI nyArA ja hatA. te pravRttimAM nivRtti ane nivRttimAM pravRttinA ajoDa upAsaka hatA. nizcaya ane vyavahAra ubhayanA jJAtA hatA. mAtra potAnA mATe ja sAdhanA nathI, paNa bIjAno paNa hisso che. mATe tyAM paNa durlakSa na sevAya ane durlakSa seve to te durlabhabodhi bane che, AvuM jANanArA AcAryadeve samudAyanI javAbadArI paNa svIkArI. caturvidha saMgha e tIrtha che. tIrthanI sevA e ja tattva - prAptino kharo upAya che. A rahasyane AtmasAt karavA teozrI potAnI AMtarika sAdhanA sAthe potAnA AjJAvartI sAdhu sAdhvInA jIvananuM yoga - kSema karavAnI javAbadArIne paNa sakriyapaNe adA karavAmAM AnaMda mANatA rahyA. > - * * * * * * * * 405

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pUjyazrInuM vyaktitva : eka kSaNa jeTalo paNa samaya pramAdamAM na jAya, evI satata jJAna-darzana ane cAritranI ArAdhanAmaya jIvana-caryA, ziSya vargane zAstra-vAMcanAdi adhyayana karAvavAnI pravRtti, AvatA tattva - jijJAsuonA cittane yogya samAdhAna ane saMtoSa ApavAnI abhuta kaLA, rAtrinA samayamAM jApa, dhyAna, yoga vagerenI sAdhanAmAM sadA tanmayatA... vagere pUjya kalApUrNasUrijI ma.nA jhaLahaLatA vyaktitvanA camakatA pAsAo che. kharekhara pUjyazrI vartamAnayuganI eka viziSTa vibhUti che. nAnA-moTA sarva jIvo pratye niHsvArtha prema nItaratI vAtsalyanI dhArA, aparAdhI pratye paNa vaheto karuNA-pravAha e emanI saMyama-sAdhanAno paripAka che. game tevA ugra vihAra, mahotsavAdi prasaMgonA bharacaka kAryakramo vagerethI zarIra zramita thavA chatAM maMdiramAM prabhune jotAM je prasannatAno pamarATa emanA caherA para aMkita thato jovA maLe che, te emanA hRdayamAM arihaMta paramAtmA pratyenI avicaLa bhakti ane AtmasamarpaNa bhAvanI parAkASThAne prakAzita kare che. paramAtma - darzanathI AtmadarzananA dhyeyane siddha karanArA A sAdhaka mahAtmAnuM jIvana joIne kahevuM paDe ? bhakti - yoga sarvatomukhI vikAsanuM bIja che. e mahAna sAdhakanA caraNomAM koTizaH vaMdana karavA pUrvaka ApaNe IcchIe ke teozrI cirakALa sudhI pRthvIne pAvana banAvatA rahe ane jinazAsananI prabhAvanA karatA rahe. - zrI munIndra (mukti/muni) (samAja dhvanimAMthI sAbhAra - vi.saM. 2044) 406 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUrija * * *

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abhiprAyonI helI kahe, kalApUrNasUri khUba khUba vadhAI tathA anumodanA...! gurudevanI pavitra zabdazreNine ciraMjIvI banAvavAnuM mahAna bhagIratha kArya saMpAdana thaI gayuM, te vAstavamAM bahu moTI zAsana prabhAvanA thaI kahevAya. bolatI keseTane badale jANe A vaMcAtI keseTa ghara ghara ane upAzraya upAzrayamAM pU. gurudevanA zabdone jIvanamAM ane hRdayamAM anuguMjita karatI raheze. gaNi pUrNacandravijaya, pATaNa pustaka suMdara che. vAMcIe to anero AnaMda Ave. bhale sAMbhaLeluM hoya ke vAMceluM hoya, paNa jyAre vAMcavA besIe tyAre apUrva lAge. navI-navI sphuraNA thAya. badhAnuM saMkalana karI sadbodharUpe prasAraNa karI rahyA cho, tenI anumodanA. 3 maLI. AnaMda ane prasannatAnI anubhUti. phoTAne anurUpa lakhANa hota to vizeSa AnaMda Avata. - - - kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4 * pUjyazrInA vAcanA-preraka pustakomAM A leTesTa pustaka che. samasta jaina saMghane AvakArya ajAtazatrunI vANI pIrasatuM A pustaka pote ja 'ajAtazatru' banI raheze temAM zaMkA nathI. gaNi vimalaprabhavijaya, khaMbhAta Atmadarzanavijaya, jAmanagara kahe, kalApUrNasUri 3 pustaka jotAM ja haiyuM nAcI uThyuM. adbhuta sarjana thayuM che. prastuta pustaka pUjyazrInI sAdhanApUta vANIthI sabhara che. athathI Iti sudhInA vAMcanathI jANe ke zatruMjayanI godamAM beThA hoIe evuM lAgyuM. pustakanA pAne pAne pUjyazrInA zabda - dehe darzana thAya che. to pustakanA cepTare cepTare pUjyazrInA sadehe darzana thAya che. pustakanI paMktie paMktie AgamanA darzana thAya che to pustakanA vacane - vacane bhakti yoganI parAkASThA (bhagavAna)nA darzana thAya che. kharekhara pUjyazrInI sAdhanApUta vANIno vaibhava ghara ghara ghaTa ghaTa chavAI jaze. prastuta prakAzana dvArA AvA amUlya sarjana badala tamane dhanyavAda. - muni pUrNarakSitavijaya, sAgara jaina upAzraya, pATaNa ** 407

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kahe, kalApUrNasUri bhA. 3 maLela che. pote jIvanamAM vaNela tathA sva-paranA anugrahane mATe kahela ane khUba ja kuzaLatApUrvaka Ape sArI rIte saMgRhIta karela pU. sAhebajInI vAcanAonuM A pustaka ghaNAnA anugrahane karanAra banyuM che ane banaze. kharekhara A pustaka jIvananA vikAsa mATe eka amUlya saMpattirUpa che. - sA. kuvalayAzrI, junAgaDha kahe, kalApUrNasUri - 3' pustaka joIne - vAMcIne AnaMda thayo. ghaNAnI evI kalpanA hoya che pUjyazrI to Akho divasa bhagavAnanI bhakti ja kare che. paraMtu AvA pustakonA mAdhyame pUjyazrInA AMtarika jJAna khajAnAno khyAla Avaze, ane te paNa bhagavat kRpAthI prApta thAya che teno paNa sAkSAtkAra thaze. Apano prayAsa bilakula saphaLatAnA zikhare che. ka.ka.cUM.' traNa bhAga sAthe hoya to lagabhaga badhuM ja maLI rahe tema che. - sA. kalpazAzrI, pATaNa ApazrI dvArA bhejI gayI pustaka 'kahe kalApUrNasari - 3' evaM mannAraguDI se pu. naM. 2 prApta huI / hararoja subaha sAmAyika meM inhIM pustakoM para vAMcana cala rahA hai / ApakA saMkalana evaM guru bhagavaMta kI vAcanA itanI gajaba kI hai ki mAno ve phalodI meM nahIM, balki beMgalora meM hamAre samakSa baiThakara samajhA rahe hai / sAmAyika kA samaya kaba pUrA hotA hai patA nahIM calatA / mahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma.sA. ko vimalanAtha bhagavAna kI pratimA dekhakara tRpti nahIM hotI hai balki dekhane kI jijJAsA baDhatI hai / usI bhAMti hameM ApakA sAhitya paDhakara aise sAhitya jyAdA se jyAdA paDhane kI jijJAsA baDhatI hai / pU. gurubhagavaMtazrI jyAdA se jyAdA aisI pravacana gaMgA kI dhArA pravAhita karate rahe evaM Apa usa dhArA ko hama taka pahuMcAte rahe / - mAjI ne. jaMkaat, RAra ApanA taraphathI kahe, kalApUrNasUri - 3' pustaka maLyuM. "jaina samAcAra'nA sapTembara - 2001nA aMkamAM tenI samIkSAtmaka noMdha pragaTa karIzuM. A.zrI kalApUrNasUrinI preraka vANIne graMthastha karavAnuM utkRSTa bhagIratha kArya A graMthamAM thayuM che. dareka vicAra sAthe saMmata thavuM muzkela che, chatAM temanI tarkabaddha rajUAta to hRdayane sparze ja che. saMyamano mArga apanAvyA pachI graMthomAM phoTA chApavAno moha ghaTADavA jevo kharo, ema kadAca Apane ya lAgaze ja. - rohita zAha, taMtrI : jaina samAcAra, amadAvAda 408 * * * * * * * * * * kahe, kalApUrNasUri-4

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ja opana buka ekjhAma che kahe kalApUrNasUri-4 * prazna 1: nIcenA praznonA uttara eka-be paMktimAM lakho.(10) (1) zaraNAgatino artha zo ? (2) sUtro (Agama) eTale zuM ? (3) jJAnAcAra ane jJAnabhAvanAno pharaka pUjyazrI e zI rIte samajAvyo? (4) padadhyAna ane parama - padadhyAnamAM zo pharaka ? (5) cAra zaraNamAM nava pado zI rIte samAyelA che ? jJAnI bIjA jJAnIne zI rIte oLakhI le ? (7) aMdara rahelA prabhu kyAre dekhAya ? (8) bhagavAna taraphathI viziSTa prakAranuM yoga-kSema kyAre thAya ? Atma-sAmrAjyanA siMhAsana parathI moharAjAne UThADI mUkavo hoya to sAdhanAmAM zuM joIe ? (10) "vRddhi, ekatA ane tulyatA A traNa padArtho pUjyazrIe saMkSepamAM zI rIte samajAvyA ? eTale ke kayuM udAharaNa ApI samajAvyA ? * prazna 2 : nIcenA zabdomAMthI eka asaMgata (baMdha besato na hoya tevo) zabdanI AsapAsa kuMDALuM karo. pAnA naMbara paNa lakho. (10). (1) kalApavijayajI, kaMcanavijayajI, kalautavijayajI, kalApUrNavijayajI. (2) harena, jIgara, pRthvIrAja, cirAga. (3) vinaya, viveka, vyutsarga, avyathA. (4) mati, smRti, vAsanA, avizruti. (5) dhAraNA, dhyAna, dhyeya, samAdhi. (6) nAma, sthApanA, phaLabheda, saMkhyA. (7) damana, pravartana, pAlana, anupAlana. (8) pravRtti, nivRtti, pAlana, vazIkaraNa. (9) maMtra, taMtra, kriyA, zaraNa. (10) zakti, vyakti, ceSTA, parAkrama. kahe kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 409

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* pramna 3: nIce jaNAvelA dareka vAkyanA cAra vikalpomAMthI sAcA vikalpanI sAme ja nizAnI karI pAnA naMbara lakho. (10) (1) jenA cittamAM abhayanuM avataraNa nathI thayuM te.... (A) mokSa mATenI AzA choDI de. (B) sAdhupaNAthI hArI gayo gaNAya. (c) zraddhAnI AMkha mATe AzA na rAkhI zake. (D) bhakti mATenI AzA choDI de. (2) sAmAyika vagere svasthAne zreSTha che, paNa bhagavAnano vinaya (A) sAdhu to sAdhupaNAmAM rahIne ja karI zake. (B) bhakta to stavano gAIne ja karI zake. (C) gRhastho to pUjA dvArA ja karI zake. (D) sAdhako to dhyAna dvArA ja karI zake. (3) bhagavAna sAthe prema thatAM ja. (A) AtmA sAthe sAco prema thaI zakaze. (B) aMdara rahelo "paramAtmA' oLakhAze. (C) AkhuM jagata premamaya dekhAze. (D) jagatanA sarva jIvo sAthe prema thaze. (4) mana atyaMta zAMta avasthAmAM hoya tyAre ja... (A) aMdara rahelA prabhu dekhAya. (B) anAhata nAda saMbhaLAya. (c) jagatanA jIvo pratye hRdaya saMvedanazIla bane. (D) hRdayamAM mokSa pragaTe. tame AjJA pALo to bhagavAna. (A) yoga - kSema kare ja. (B) tamane mokSe avazya laI jAya. (C) tamAro saMsAra sImita banAvI de. (D) tamane duHkhamAMthI mukta karI de. zraddhAno artha ahIM. (A) prasannatA karyo che. (B) bhakti karyo che. (C) mokSa - gamananI yogyatA karyo che. (D) sahajamaLano hrAsa karyo che. 410 * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasUri-4

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(7) bAraNuM ughADavuM eTale... (A) ahaMkArane haTAvavo. (B) vivekanuM jAgaraNa karavuM. (C) prabhune padhAravA AmaMtraNa ApavuM. (D) jJAna ane jJAnI pratye Adara karavo. (8) IndrapaNuM - cakravartIpaNuM... (A) samRddhinA jhAkamajhALa sivAya zuM che ? (B) prabhu bhaktinuM paNa te eka kAraNa che. (C) roga sivAya zuM che ? (D) bhoga sivAya zuM che ? (9) samyagu darzananI AMkha vinA... (A) jagata barAbara jANI zakAtuM nathI. (B) jIvo pratyenI maitrI gADha banatI nathI. (C) cArebAju aMdhAruM ja che. (D) bhagavAna oLakhI zakAtA nathI. (10) mananI sarahada pUrI thAya pachI ja (A) prabhunuM maMdira zarU thAya che. (B) samAdhino sImADo zarU thAya che. (C) sAco AnaMda TapakavA lAge che. (D) zraddhAno sImADo zarU thAya che. * prazna 4 : nIcenA vAkyo koNa bole che ? te jaNAvo. bolanAranuM nAma ane pustakanA pAnA naMbara lakho. (10) (noMdha : AkhuM pustaka prAyaH pUjyazrI dvArA kahevAyeluM che, eTale pU.A. bhagavaMtanuM nAma lakhAya to khoTuM na kahevAya, chatAM ahIM te na lakhatAM avAMtara (aMdara AvatA) bolanAranA nAma lakhavAnA che. be bolanAra (mULa bolanAra ane anuvAdarUpe bolanAra) lAgatA hoya to baMnenA nAma lakhavA.) (1) rAmanA nAme patthara tare. (2) "kahetA kalApUrNasUri' prakAzita karo e ja abhilASA. (3) svAmI rAmadAsa temanI 8-10mI peDhIe Ave che. (4) badrinAtha meM hamAre vidvAna munizrI ciMtita che. kahe kalApUrNasUri-4 * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * 411

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(5) galI galI meM do - do zaMkarAcArya dhUma rahe hai. (6) varasAdamAM bhIMjAtA javuM sAruM, paNa vADAmAM javuM sAruM nahi. (7) parama cetanAe mArI pAsethI lakhAvaDAvyuM che. (8) tArA saMyamanA vikAsa mATe tuM mahAbhadra vi.ne choDato nahi. (9) svathI paNa nahi, parathI paNa nahi, bhagavAna pAsethI ja abhayanI prApti thAya che. (10) potAnI AgavI sUjhathI devardhi gaNie Agamone pustakArUDha banAvI mahAna yuga-pravartaka kAma karyuM. - bA ? 2 * prazna paH khAlI jagyA pUro. (peja naMbara paNa lakhavAnA ja che.)(10) _thI hRdaya vikasita thAya che ane thI magaja vikasita thAya che. _ paNa _ nI dezanA cAlu hoya tyAre besI rahe che. _ mATe ahIM - zabda prayojAyo che. jema jema bhakta _nuM _ svIkArato jAya tema tema te _ nI zaktino - karato jAya. _jema jema ghaTatA jAya tema tema vadhatI jAya. enA dhyAnane _ potAnI bhASAmAM _ goLI kahe che. _ nuM mULa bhagavAna che. (8) badhI _ nuM mULa kAraNa _ nI aMdhatA che. (9) jyAre ApaNe _ karavI hoya to - mAnavI paDe. (10) - vinA - jAme nahi. 2 * prazna che : nIcenA zabdo jemAM AvatA hoya te stavana | zloka | gIta athavA kAvyanI paMkti jaNAvo tathA tenA pAnA naMbara jaNAvo. (1) rahasse (2) ghATa (10) 412 * * * * * * * * * # # # # kahe

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(3) mattA (4) vyavahAra (5) avyAbAdha (6) nirIha (7) saMvedyuM (8) zyAma (9) dadhataH (10) uvAo . prazna to : nIcenA zabdomAM konI upamA konI sAthe ghaTe che ? te jaNAvo. kayA pAnA upara A upamA ghaTAvI che ? te pAnA naMbara lakho. (11) dA.ta. (24) pAvara hAusa - (30) bhagavAna. pAnA naMbara : 237 (1) mAilasTona (2) sajjana (3) khAi (4) bhakta (5) bhojanazALA (6) baMgalo (7) sphaTika (8) ArIso (9) sApa (10) pazuo (11) aMdhArUM (12) pApo (13) durguNo (14) mana (15) bhagavAna (16) AtmA (17) aizvarya (18) tIrtha (19) ratha (20) avirati (21) caMdana (22) nAda zravaNa * prazna 8 : nIcenA candramAM A pustakamAM AvatA ATha graMthonA nAma rAhunA aMdhakAramAM ADA avaLA thai gayA che. te graMthonA nAma tame zodhI batAvo. eka akSarano punaH upayoga thai zakaze nahi tathA te dareka graMtha saMbaMdhI pustakamAM AvatI paMktio tathA vAkyo pAnA naMbara sahita lakho. (8) kahe kalApUrNasUri-4 * 413

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_u rAri la dhA te - gya taka jhA ' a ya 5 te na sA ma sA ddhA to bha Na ( za ro vi sA aa ta - a vi ja cha 4 8 4 ra ra da ka ra 5 ra ra ra - 2 4 2 ja ja $ # $ % (E * : 4 zA - vi su. gAma sa 2 li 2 ya mi hA ke rA. ti Na 2 ke 2 - * che * * prazna 9 : nIce ApelA vAkyonA AdhAre kauMsamAM ApelI saMkhyA mujabanA (dA.ta. kasamAM 4 lakheluM hoya to cAra akSarano zabda joie) zabdo zodhI kADho. zodhI kaDhAyelA e zabdonA bIja-bIja akSarothI 18 akSaronuM eka evuM vAkya pragaTa thavuM joie, je pustakamAM dareka vAcanAnA prAraMbhe moTA akSare AvatA heDiMganA vAkyomAMnuM eka hoya. te vAkyanA pAnA naMbara paNa lakhavAnA che. (20) (sUcanA : saMyuktAkSara eka ja gaNavo. zabdo svayaM potAnA taraphathI bolI rahyA che, evI kalpanA karIne vAkyo lakhyA che, te dhyAnamAM rahe.) (1) - [3] bhagavAnamAMthI mane jo tame khoI besazo to tamArI sAdhanA koDInI che. (2) - [3] mArAmAM bhale ekeya hADakuM na hoya, paNa huM bhalabhalAnA hADakA khokharA karI nAkhuM tema chuM. 414 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe kalApUrNasari-4

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[3] phaLo ke mIThAI vinA ja huM tamane adbhuta rasAsvAda karAvI zakuM chuM. _ [3] mArA vinA tamAruM jIvana na cAlI zake. pachI bhalene tame bALaka ho ke bUDhA ! sAdhu ho ke saMsArI ! [3] mArA vinA saMyama jIvananI koi ja saphaLatA nathI. [3] mane jo tame manamAMthI haTAvI zako to samAdhi dUra nathI. . [3] mAro Azraya laine AvelI chokarIone dIkSA ApatAM khUba ja vicAra karajo. [5] tame saMskRta bhaNI gayA ho to mane jarUra vAMcajo. mArAmAM DahApaNano bhaMDAra paDelo che. [2] bhojananA aMte mAruM sevana vaidoe amRta jevuM kahyuM che. (14) [4] mArI prazaMsA khuda bhagavAna mahAvIradeve karI che. [6] huM chuM eka tIrtha sthAna ! [3] mane na oLakhyo? huM chuM bhaNelo-gaNelo vidvAna mANasa. (saMskRta nAma) [4] huM na rIjhu to duniyAne jIvavuM bhAre paDI jAya. (saMskRta nAma) - [2] mAre tyAM AvIne yazovijayajIe sarasvatIne prasanna karelI. [4] mane saMhArano deva mAnavAmAM Ave che. (ajaina dRSTie) (saMskRta nAma) - [5] paraNyA pachI zarUAtamAM mane je patnI nahotI gamatI, eNe ja amArA kuLanuM nAma ujALyuM. [3] mArA vinA kevaLa vicAro ke vacanonuM bahu mUlya nathI. - [4] saphaLa kAryo mATe mAro paNa prayoga thAya che. (saMskRta nAma) (16) (18) kahe * * * * * * * * * * * 415

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* prazna 10H "kahe kalApUrNasUri-4' pustaka vAMcatA thayelA saMvedano TapakAvo - phakta 10-15 paMktimAM. (24) * prazna 11 : "kahe kalApUrNasUri-4' pustakamAM tamane gamelA zreSTha pAMca vAkyo TapakAvo. (pAnA naMbara sahita) (10) * prazna 12 ? A praznapatramAM tathA parIkSA-paddhatimAM tamane zI zI khAmI lAgI ? tathA tenA nivAraNa mATe zuM zuM karavuM joie? te jaNAvo. (10) 416 * * * * * * * * * * * * * kahe

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