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________________ vIra madhurI vANI tArI (1) mAdevu aSTaka
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI zrImahAdevASTaka yasya saMklezajanano rAgo nAstyeva srvthaa| na ca dveSo'pi saraveSu, zamendhanadavAnalaH / / 1 / / na ca moho'pi sjjnyaan-chaadno'shuddhvRttkRt| trilokakhyatamahimA, mahAdevaH sa ucyate / / 2 / / yugmm| yo vItarAgaH sarvajJo ya: zAzvatasukhezvaraH / kliSTakarmakalAtIta: sarvathA niSkalastathA / / 3 / / yaH pUjya: sarvadevAAM, yo dhyeya: sarvayoginAm / yaH sraSTA sarvanItInAM mahAdevaH sa ucyate / / 4 / / evaM savRttayuktena, yena zAstramudAhRtam / zivavartma paraM jyoti: trikoTidoSavarjitam / / 5 / / yasya cArAdhanopAyaH sadAjJAbhyAsa eva hi| yathAzaktividhAnena niyamAtsa phalapradaH / / 6 / / suvaidyavacanAdyadvad, vyAdharmavati saMkSayaH / tadvadeva hi tadvAkyAya, dhruvaH saMsArasaMkSayaH / / 7 / / evaMbhUtAya zAntAya, kRtakRtyAya dhImate / mahAdevAya satataM samyagbhaktyA namonamaH / / 8 / /
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI anaMtAnaMta AtmAone traNa vibhAgamAM vaheMcI zakAya. ahirAtmA : bahirAtmA; aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmA. attarAtmA : coda guNavasthAnamAM prathamanA traNa gaNasthAnanA paramAtmA : AtmAo bahirAtmA kahevAya che. cArathI bAramAM guNasthAnamAM rahelA AtmAo antarAtmA kahevAya che. jyAre teramA ane codamAM guNasthAnanA AtmAo paramAtmA kahevAya che. adhyAtmasAra graMthamAM bahirAtma vagerenuM svarUpa batADatA pU. nyAyavizArada mahopAdhyAya zrIyazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM che ke je AtmAo potAnA zarIrane ja AtmA mAnatA hoya teo bahirAtmA kahevAya; jeo zarIrathI bhinna-zarIranI aMdara rahetAM- pariNAmI nitya AtmAno svIkAra kare che te attarAtmA che ane jemaNe e AtmAne ghanaghAtI karmonI cuMgAlamAMthI mukta karI dIdho che teo paramAtmA kahevAya che. zarIrane ja AtmA mAnIne e zarIranuM jatana karato bahirAtmA sAMsArika pudgalonA bhogano avastha rAgI hoya. ene bhogono roga kAyama rahe, ane jyAre jyAre A rAga naMdavAya tyAre dveSa jAgyA vinA paNa na ja rahe. zarIrane AtmA mAnI levAnA viparIta jJAna-ajJAne-ja A rAgadveSanI hoLI saLagAvI. Ama rA ane dveSane utpanna karanAra moha (ajJAna-viparItajJAna) bane che. eTale rAga dveSa ane mohanuM jenAmAM joradAra baLa che ane enI pakaDamAM je potAnuM jIvana jue che; e AtmA bahirAtmA kahevAya. jyAre AtmA potAne zarIrathI bhinna vastu tarIke svIkAre che tyAre bAhya bhogo pratye ene suga pedA thavA lAge che. agnimAM deha bhaDake saLagI jAya te pahelAM ja AtmA jevI eka vastu zarIramAMthI cAlI jAya che. zarIrathI karelA bhogarAgAdie je karmonA sarjana karyA tene sAthe laIne e AtmA kyAMka jAya che jyAM ene e karmAnusAra janma jIvana ane maraNonA duHkha pAmavAnA hoya che. A aphara sthitinI sabhAnatAvALo AtmA bhogo bhogavavA chatAM enAthI lapAto nathI, emAM sAvadhAna rahe che ane ethI ja e aMtarmukha - attarAtmA-kahevAya che. - A paristhiti uttarottara vikAsa pAmatI jAya che. bhoganI sUgavALo e AtmA aMte bhogone tyAge che; rAga-roSanI mohajanita ceSTAo ene bALakanI dhUlikrIDA jevI tuccha lAge che ane tenI ja eno parityAga karI de che. "du:ravuM mazInaM ne enuM prANasUtra banAvIne e utkRSTa sadAcAranuM jIvana jIve che. aMte bAramA
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI guNasthAnanA cheDe rAga-dveSanA janaka karmono nAza thaI jAya che. jevI A vItarAgatAne e mahAtmA pAme che ke eka ja aMtarmuhUrtamAM A attarAtmA sarvajJa sarvadarzI bane che. ananta sukhano svAmI bane che. bahArathI rAgAdino saMgano tyAgIhave aMtarathI paNa rAgAdi rahita banI jAya che ane sarva ajJAnathI mukta thaI jAya che. AthI ja e vItarAga-sarvajJa kahevAya che. AvA AtmA paramAtmA kahevAya TUMkamAM rAgAdino rAgI bahirAtmA che. rAgAdino dveSI attarAtmA che. jyAre rAgAdino dhvaMsI paramAtmA che. paramAtmAnA cAra atizayoH jagatanA jIvo pratye nirdaya banAvanAra, AtmahitanI paNa avagaNanA karanAra, samagra jagatanuM bhayaMkara nukazAna karanAra rAgAdibhAvo che. rAgAdine kAraNe ja mAnava svArtA bane che. jagatanA ane jAtanA hitane jovA mATe aMdho bane che. jyAM sudhI rAgAdibhAvo che tyAM sudhI nirmaLa jJAna prakAzanI pUrNa prApti thatI nathI. rAgAdi apAyono vinAza karavAnI sAdhanA karo. emano vinAza thayo pachI pUrNajJAnanI prApti to antarmuhUrtamAM ja thaze chUTako. Ama je vItarAga sarvajJa bane che te ja paramAtmA kahevAya che. eo ja deva-devendro ane cakravartIonI paNa pUjAne yogya bane che - pUjya bane che. AvI pUjyatAne pAmelA paramAtmAo ja jagatanA ajJAna jIvone dezanA ApI zake che. kemake emanAM ja vacanamAM evI Aga hoya che. je sarva saMsArI jIvonA rAgAdi maLone bALIne khAkha karI nAMkhavA sarvathA samartha hoya che. AvA viziSTa atizayo-vItarAgatA, sarvajJatA, pUjyatA ane paratArakatA je AtmAomAM utpanna thAya che teo hevAna nathI, InsAna paNa nathI, mAnava nathI mahAmAnava paNa nathI, deva paNa nathI..... eo che mahAdeva. e devonI A mahAnatAo emanAthI judI rAkhI zakAya tema nathI. mATe ja AvI viziSTatAvALA AtmAne ja paramAtmA kahevAya. emane ja mahAdeva kahevAya. mAdhyayyadaSTi anAgraha : jagavaMdya devonI mahAnatA zuM vastu che? e vAta bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijIe AvA prastuta aSTakanA prathama be zlokamAM suMdara rIte kahI dIdhI che. jainadarzana eTale cAdvAdadarzana; satyanA attarathI chalochala bharelA jaina darzana
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI kuMDanA chAMTaNA jyAM kyAMya paNa UDyA hoya tyAMthI paNa te satyane te svIkAre che. te te dRSTibiMduthI te te darzanonI vAtone paNa potAnI ja karIne biradAve che. bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijI eTale jaina tattvajJAnanA dariyAne pIne pacAvI gayelA eka mahAna tattvaddaSTAMta. emanI A viziSTa pratibhAnuM darzana A aSTakanA prathama zlokanA prathama zabdathI ja teo ApaNane karAvI jAya che. ahIM teo ema kahI devAnI jarAya utAvaLa nathI karatAM ke rAga-dveSa-moha vinAnA amArA tIrthaMkaro ja mahAdeva che... nA... jarA ya nahi. eo to kahe che ke koI paNa AtmA hoya. jenAmAM rAga, dveSa ane moha nathI e mahAdeva che. kevI niSpakSa dRSTi! chatAM satyanA pakSa taraphano temano kevo dRDha jhukAva! eka jagAe emaNe ja kahyuM che ke mane bhagavAna vIra pratye pakSapAta nathI ane kapila buddha vagere pratye dveSa paNa nathI. mAre to jenuM vacana yuktisaMgata hoya te mAnya ja che. mahAtmA A rItano vyakti pratyeno potAno sIdho jhukAva pragaTa karatA na hoya ane eka evo DhoMco taiyAra karatA hoya ke jemAM je koI besI jAya te mAnya thaI jAya pachI te game te hoya.... te mahAtmA pratye - temanI vAto prataye - sarva dharmIone Adara bhAva pragaTa thAya e taddana sahaja bAbata che. vaLI ahIM to mahAdeva (paramAtmA) koNa e vAtano nirNaya karavAno che. jagatamAM aneka darzano potAnA mAnelA darzananA praNetAne mahAdeva kahe che te vakhate taddana nyAyI dRSTithI mahAdevatvanI evI zarato mUkavI joIe je sahunA gaLe UtarI jAya, sahune ema lAgI ja jAya ke AvI zarato vinAnA AtmAne ke koI devane mahAdeva to na ja kahI zakAya. A khUba ja asAdhAraNa koTinuM sAhasa che. bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijI AvA sAhasa sAthe prastuta aSTakanI racanAnA kAryamAM jhaMpalAve che. yadyapi teo janadarzananA prarupaka tIrthaMkaronA AtmAone ja mahAdeva mAne che tathApi tevA kaTTara Agraha sAthe ja teo cAlatA nathI. manoyatnano javAba jo laI ne jema ThoTha nizALIo javAbane tANI lAvavA mATe game te saravALA-bAdabAkI kare che te nItine mahAprAjJa bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijI ahIM apanAvatA nathI. tIrthaMkaronA svarupanelakSamAM rAkhIne teo mahAdeva tarIkenI lAyakAtanI zarato rajU karatA nathI. teo to mAtra buddhigrAhya yuktio ja rajU kare che teno javAba game te
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI Ave. jyAM rIta sAcI che tyAM javAbane to e rItanI pAchaLa cAlyA ja AvavuM paDe TUMkamAM ThoTha nizALIo javAbanI pAchaLa rItane tANI jAya che; jyAre buddhimAna vidyArthI rItanI pAchaLa dattacitta banIne javAba ApoApa lAvI de che. zAstromAM pa A ja vAta kahI che ke bIjI rIte te dharmanA kadAgrahI mANaso potAnI nakkI thaI cUkelI mAnyatAne sAcI TharAvavA mATe ja yuktio lagAvatA hoya che jyAre niSpakSa mANaso to sAcI yukti ja lagADatA hoya che emAMthI ja emanI eka AgavI mAnyatA sAkAra bane ce ane satyanA phalaka upara e mAnyatA sadA mATe ArUDha thaI jAya che. niSpakSaziromaNi bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjA paNa A ja paddhatine anusaratA ApaNane jaNAvaze ke jenAmAM ATaluM na hoya, ane ATaluM hoya te mahAdeva kahevAya. pachI temAM kadAca buddha ke kapila AvI jatAM hoya to bhale AvI jAya ane temAMthI paramAtmA mahAvIra nIkaLI jatAM hoya to bhale nIkaLI jAya. mahAdevanI zaratone rajU karatAM prathamanA be zlokamAM teo niSedhamukhI traNa bAbato rajU kare ce. teo kahe che ke jenAmAM rAga, dveSa ane moha na hoya tene ApaNe mahAdeva kahevA joIe. A viSayamAM AgaLa na vadhatAM hamaNAM to ApaNe e rAga, dveSa ane moha zuM vastu che te ja joIe. - rAganuM svarupa AtmAnI potAnI svAbhAvika taMdurastIne je kharaDI nAMkhe che te rAga che. AgavI svasthatA e AtmAnI potAnI cIja che. jyAre e svasthatAne hAni pahoMcADato rAga e karmapudgalanI vastu che. caitanya upara jaDanuM AkramaNa e ja moTI Aphata che. paraMtu anAdikALano AtmAmAM ekarasa thaI gayelo adhyAsa A vicArane janmavA ja deto nathI. rAga eTale saMkalaze : mUccha svarUpe pugalanI mamatAmAMthI utpanna thato trAsabhAva. koI paNa eka pudgalanI upara mamatva thAya che tyAre ISTa pugalanI prApti pUrve te mamatva, meLavavAnI ciMtAnI jhINI Aga utpanna kare che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI Ama dRSTi pAmavAnI IcchAthI ja A saMkalezano AraMbha thaI jAya che. ISTa maLI jAya to tenA rakSaNanI ciMtA, koI uThAvI jAya tenA bhayanuM sAmrAjya AtmA upara vyApI jAya che. bIjA paNa ISTa meLavavAnI ciMtA zarU thaI jAya che. na maLe to enA ajaMpA satata rahyA kare che. Ama anya aprAptanI prAptinI jhaMkhanA, atRptino dAha-paNa zarU thAya che. vaLI jeTalA aniSTa che te AvIne potAnI bAjI bagADI na jAya teno saMtApa paNa kAMI ocho hoto nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa potAne ISTa vastu pratye jemano pakSapAta nathI e badhI vyaktio pratye niSkAraNa dveSabhAva paNa trAsa devAnuM kAma satata jArI rAkhatA hoya che. A badhuM thayA pachI paNa ISTanA viyogano satata bhaya game tyAre sAco paDe che ane AtmA eka moTI poka mUke che. ISTanA rAganA traNe ya kALamAM ciMtA, bhaya, dveSa, atRpti AdinA aneka trAsa eka sAthe AtmAne satata pajavatA rahe che. mATe ja rAgabhAvane AtmAnI svAbhAvika mastIne bagADI nAMkhanAro kahyo che. jyAM rAga che tyAM AvA saMkuleza che. je rAga che te badhA ya saMlezanA janaka che. sadA sarva upara trAsa vItADato ane jAtane ya trAsa deto rAgabhAga za sAro kahevAya? e kavacit mAtra kAmacalAu zAMta thaI jAya te ya barobara nahi, enI bhayaMkaratA ochI thaI jAya te ya barobara nahi, rAganA agaNita prakAromAMthI keTalAka ja nirmuLa thaI jAya te ya barobara nahi. vItarAga ja mahAdeva kahevAya jagatanA, AtmAomAM rAgAdinuM ochAvattApaNuM to rahevAnuM ja. paNa jagata mAtrane je vadhe bane, ane jagatano je Adarza bane, jene vaMdanAmAtrathI anaMtasukhanI dena thAya, evA paramAtmAmAM to rAganuM nAma nizAna na hovuM joIe, rAganuM koI paNa prakAranuM astitva emanAmAM na ja hovuM joIe. eTale jemane mahAdeva kahevA che teo saM kalezajanaka rAganA sarvathA zUnyAvakAzanA ja svAmI hovA ja joIe.
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________________ IL vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI jevuM nathI jaDaparamANumAM koI paNa prakAranuM rAganuM spaMdana! tevuM ja na joIe mahAdevamAM rAganuM raMjana! A thaI mahAdeva tarIkenI lAyakAtanI pahelI zarata.... jagatamAM sarvatara chAI gayelA, bhayAnaka honArata jagavI cUkelA, krUra hatyAkAMDo sarjI gayelA rAgabhAvano aMza paNa koI AtmapradezamAM sarvathA na ja hovo joIe. bIjI zarata che keSAbhAvanI. dveSanuM svarUpa dveSa eTale arucibhAva. aniSTa pratyeno krodha ane mAna TheSanA be svarUpo che. karma pudgalonA dhakkA khAI ne khuvAra thaI gayelA AtmA potAnI svAbhAvika sthiratA gumAvI beTho che. e khUba ja asahiSNu banyo che. jarAka aniSTa thAya ke tarata ja enA tamAma Atmapradezo khaLabhaLI UThe che. jarAka mAna-pAna maLe tyAre potAnI sahaja namratA jokhamAI jAya che. AtmAnI sahajasamatAne je saLagAvI mUke che te dveSa che. vItadveSa ja mahAdeva kahevAyaH karmabaddha AtmAo mATe A sthiti taddana svAbhAvika kahI zakAya. paraMtu je karmamukta banyA che temanI pAsetI AvA asahiSNubhAvonI apekSA na ja rAkhI zakAya. mATe karmamukta paramAtmA-mahAdeva-to sarvathA dveSabhAva vinAnA ja hovA Avazyaka che. sAmAnya mANasanI jema e devo paNa jo saMhArakazastra uThAve to temanAmAM bIjAo karatAM zI mahAnatA? eTale mahAdevanI lAyakAta mATe bIjI zarata che sarvathA dveSano abhAva. sAmAnya rIte rAga jaDa ane jIva be ya upara thaI zake che jyAre dveSa mAtra jIva upara thAya che. jaDa upara dveSa thavo e to bhAre ajJAnanuM pariNAma che. jhADanA ThUMThA sAthe athaDAI janAro e ThUMThA para dveSa kare e to bhAre bevakUphI kahevAya. tyAM dveSa to te jAta upara karavAnI jarUrI che jeNe yogya raste cAlavAnuM bhAna rAkhyuM nahi! AthI ja mAtra jIva upara vyApatA dveSa karatAM jaDa ane jIva ubhaya jagata upara vyApato rAga vadhu bhayaMkara che. TreSano janaka paNa rAga ja che. mATe ja paheluM rAganuM vidhAna karavAmAMvyuM pachI dveSanuM. prazna : rAganuM varNana karatAM "prANI upara rAga'na kahyo. jyAre dveSanuM varNana karatAM "prANI upara dveSa' kahyo to zuM jaDa uparano dveSabhAva (bhale ajJAnamUlaka hoya) mahAdevamAM hoya to teno vAMdho nathI? mahAdeva to temane ja kahevA joIe jemane jaDa upara paNa dveSa nathI ane jo tame ja kahevuM hoya to, "jemane jIvo upara
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI dveSa nathI te mahAdeva kahevAya'' evuM na kahetAM rAganA varNanamAM kahyuM che te ja rIte jemane dveSa nathI te mahAdeva kahevAya' ema ja hevuM samucita lAge che. 9 uH- barobara che chatAM Ama 'jIvo uparanA dveSAbhAvane mahAdevanI lAyakAta jaNAvI te eTalA ja mATe mitra u52-avirodhI jIva upa2 - jema dveSa nathI thato tema potAnA virodhI upara paNa na ja hovo joIe. virodhI uparano dveSabhAva e to sAmAnya mANasanuM jIvana che. ApaNe jemane mahAdeva kahevA che temanAmAM to virodhI jIvo upara paNa dveSa sarvathAna na joIe ane jo koI deva potAnA virodhI nAza mATe zastrAdi upADatA hoya, trizULathI enA zarIrane vIMdhI nAMkhatA hoya, chAtI upara caDI besI enI jIbha kheMcI kADhatA hoya to e aMtaranA dveSabhAvanA sUcaka svarUpavALA devane mahAdeva to kahI zakAya ja nahi. have bAkI rahI ja Da upa2nA dveSAbhAvanI vAta. jemane virodhI upara paNa dveSa na hoya temane jaDa vastuo upara to avazya dveSa na hoya. eTale virodhI jIva uparanA dveSa vinAnA deva jaDa uranA paNa dveSa vinAnA ja hoya - e vAta sthira thaI javAnA kAraNe tathA virodhI jIva uparanA dveSavALA svataH to mahAdeva ja nahi e hetuthI ja jIva uparanA dveSAbhAvavALAne mahAdeva kahyA che. mohanuM svarUpa : (1) AtmAmAM rahelA sat jJAnane DhAMkI denAra mUDha banAvanAra moha che. (2) AcAramAM paNa e ajJAnanA jore malinatA lAvanAra moha che. ajJAna ane avaLuM jJAna A be ya mohanA svarUpo che. jevuM jJAna tevo AcAra e sAmAnya niyama che. jenI vRttimAM mela peTho enI pravRttimAM mela kema na hoya? re! vRttino prakarSa ja pravRtti che ne! bAhya azubha AcArone TALavA mATe upamitikAre paNa chevaTe sadbuddhinuM sAnnidhya ja batAvyuM che. jenI pAse sabuddhi che e potAne ahitakara vartAva karI zakato ja nathI. kadAca saMyogavazAt tevo vartAva karavo paDe to ya eno trAsa eTalo badho hoya che ke AtmAne ahitakara AcAra paNa enuM ahita karavAmAM niSphaLa banI jAya che eTaluM ja nahi paNa e vakhatano eno pazcAttApa enuM vadhune vadhu hita karato ja rahe che. pachI AvA AtmAonA jIvanamAM AvI jAtano vRtti pravRttino visaMvAda vadhu samaya TakI zakato ja nathI. jevI hitanI vRtti tevI ja hitanI pravRtti vahelAmAM
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________________ IL 10 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI vahelI take cAlu thaI jAya che. eTale hitakaraNano mahAyajJa AraMbhavA mATe jarUra che eka cinagArInI; sabuddhinIsto. jyAMthI vRttinuM malinIkaraNa janma pAme che te manamAM ja sabuddhinI cinagArI cAMpo : tyAM ja thANuM nAMkho sabuddhinuM. malinavRttinA dhADapADuonI ghusaNakhorI jo mananI sarahadethI thAya che to saddabuddhinuM saMrakSaNadaLa paNa te sarahade ja AMTA mAratuM sAbadu rahevuM joIe. - dhADapADuonI ghUsaNakhorI thatI hoya kAzmIranI khINamAMthI ane saMrakSakadaLa baMdUkanA bAra karatuM - dilhInA cAMdanI coka ja kUca karatuM rahe to vinAza ja thAya ne bhAratano ? e ja rIte mananA malinIkaraNa tarapha jenI lAla AMkho nathI ane tanamAM hita karavAnI pravRtti je karI rahyo che e mAnava sarvano vinAza ja notare che. mananI upara jAmelA ajJAnanA ane avaLA jJAnanA jALAone prathama bhedavA paDaze. bhale ene bhedyA vinA paNa kadAca bAhyAcAranI sAphasUphI karo to ya te sAphasUphI pAchaLa mananA melA jALAnI sAphasuphInuM lakSya to anivArya raheze. evA lakSya vinAnA suMdaramAM suMdara bAhyAcAro anaMtIvAra anaMtA AtmAo spezyA4 chatAM kadI emaNe kalyANapaMthe kadama mUkyo nathI; e sthitimAM kadI mokSapaMthe jaI zakavAnA paNa nathI. ghANInA belanA jevI hajAro mAIlanI musApharI! gati ghaNI karatI cho tyAM ne tyAM! pragati karavI hoya te melI vRttinA ugamasthAna manamAM ja sabuddhi thANuM nAkhavuM rahyuM. pachI pelo moha-ajJAna ane avaLA jJAnano-dUma dabAvIne nATho ja samajo ane pachI AcAranI azuddhi paNa bhaDabhaDa saLagI ja UThI samajo. vitamoha ja mahAdeva kahevAya : jagatanA jIvonA mana ane tana A moha kharaDAI cukelA che. paNa mahAdevamAM to lokasulabha e tattvo na ja hovA joIe ne? eTale ja mahAdevatvanI trIja zarata che ke tana-manane malina karatAM mohano emanAmAM sarvathA abhAva hovo joIe. mahAdevatvanI eka ja saMkSipta yogyatA - trilokakhyAtamahimAH jemanAmAM rAga dveSa ane moha na hoya temano mahimA to traNe ya lokamAM prasarI ja jAya.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI samagra mAnavajAtane, devonI duniyAne, are! devonA paNa svAmIone rAga, dveSa ane moha ja pajavI rahyA chene? moTamoTA sAmrAjyonI dharatIne dhrujAvI nAMkhato samrATa zarIranA rAgabhAvane kAraNe peTanI zULa pIDAthI hAyavoya nathI karatI besato ? asaMkhya devono nAyaka Indra potAnI priyatamA IncAraNInI rIse kyAreka enA paga cATato nathI zuM? sahune lalacAvatA khAnapAnanA bhogone lAta mArato RSi paNa eka strInI cAmaDInI gulAbImAM gulATa khAI gayo nathI zuM? keSathI dhamadhamatA zaMkaranA khulI jatAM trIjA netranA bhISaNa tAMDavanI noMdha dArzanikoe nathI lIdhI zuM? AkhA ya jagatane bhIsamAM lIdhuM che rAga-dveSa ane mohanI tripuTIe. eke eka prANI kaNase che e tripuTInI vedanAe. paNa je A tripuTIne jhabbe kare che enI sAme to sau stabdha banIne joI ja rahe emAM zI navAI ? potAne hataprahata karI nAMkhanAra tripuTIne sarvathA mahAta karanAra tarapha sahunA zira jhukI jAya; sahu sAzvarya joI ja rahe emAM navAI zI? mahimAvaMta koNa? traNeya lokamAM A tripuTI vijetAne mahimA gavAya e taddana sahaja bInA che. to have eka ja vAta karo ke mahAdeva temane ja kahevAya jemano mahimA traNe ya lokamAM gavAya. rASTra vagerenA rAgI ane zatru vagerenA dveSI ke saphaLa kUDakapaTanA mahAvALAono mahimA koIne koI nAnakaDA vartuLamAM ja gavAze; emanA prazaMsako karatAM niMdako ja ghaNAM raheze, eo jIvADanArA karatAM mAranArA ja vadhu haze. emanA rAga karatAM emanA dveSanuM vartuLa ja sadA vadhu raheze. pachI traNeya lokamAM emano mahimA zI rIte saMbhave? sarvanA mitrano, ajAtazatruno, sarvane jIvADanArAno ja sahu mahimA gAya. ane te to rAga dveSa mohanI tripuTIno vijetA ja hoya. eTale kAM to ema kaho ke rAganA, dveSanA ane mohanA vijetA te mahAdeva kahevAya.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI athavA to TUMkamAM ema ja kaho ke trilokamAM mahimAvaMta mahAdeva kahevAya. hA, kadAca jagatanA vyavahAranA baMdhAraNamAM "mahimA' zabdanI vyAkyA kadAca bIjI paNa hoya re! AthI taddana UlaTI ja hoya. emAM navAI jevuM ya kazuM ja nathI. rAgAdi bhAvone panAre paDIne potAnA kalpelA svArthanA kuMDALAmAM ja rAcatA nAcatAM dIna jagatanA dimAga dUbaLA banI gayA hoya ane evA lAkho dUbaLA dimAgo bhegA thaIne "mahimA' zabdanI je vyAkhyA bAMdhe te vyAkhyA prAjJa puruSonI bAMdhelI vyAkhyAthI taddana UlaTI ja hoya. prAjJo rAgAdinA svAmitvamAM mahimAnuM darzana kare che. ajJo rAgAdinI gulAmImAM mahimAnuM nirUpaNa kare che. lAkho rUpiyAnI saMpattino svAmI sahune mahimAvaMto lAge che. rUpavatI strIno pati bhAgyavaMto dekhAya che. potAnA baMgale cAra ArabonI cokI goThavato zeTha tAlevaMta kahevAya che. saMpattinA, strInA ane sattAnA svAmImAM sahu aMjAya che sahune ene tyAM subhaga puNyanA camakArA dekhAya che. enA svAmitvanI sahune IrSyA thAya che. kevInamerI'mAM doDayA jatA zeThano mahimA zrImaMto gAya che. sAyarAbAnuno pati banato dilIpakumAra yuvAnonI duniyAmAM "camakato sitAro' kahevAya che. seMkaDo zastrasajja lazkarI poliso vacce rahetA IndirA gAMdhI bhAratanuM eka mahimAvaMtu strIratna manAya che! prativarSa potAnA zarIranI saghaLI tapAsa - blaDa yuriyA, blaDa sugara, lo prezara, hAI prezara, yurina zugara, yurina pasa, blaDa kAunTa, hArTa pAlpITezana, kArDayogrAma, eksa re, skrInIMga, skula TesTa-karAvavAmAM rUpiyA 3 hajAra kharcAne cAra ema.DI. DokTaronI bence besADIne enA badhA riporTa khaDakIne bAramAsI Arogya mATe Avazyaka sucanA mAMgato eka zrImaMtano nabIro sahunI najare caDI jAya che. enI sAvadhAnIno mahimA sahu mukta kaMThe gAya che. vividha khAdya ane peya padArthonA AsvAdo jANakAra ane khAvApIvAnI rIta rasamono jANakAra mAnava jagatanI amulya mUDI kahevAya che ! zAbAza. mAnava! dhanyavAda tArI buddhimattAne ane "mahimA'nI vyAkhyAne! zuM
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI lAkhonI saMpattino mAlika parigrahano vAsanAno gulAma nathI? zuM rUpasuMdarIno pati vaiyika vAsanAno gulAma nathI? zuM baMgale cAra ArabonI cokI goThavato zeTha bhayanI saMjJAno gulAma nathI? zuM cAra cAra ema.DI.DokTarone begA karato zrImaMta nabIro zarIrano gulAma nathI? 13 vidhavidha rasonA AsvAdonI moja mANanAro zuM rasanAno gulAma nathI? abhyantara duniyAnI vAsanAono gulAma ja bAhya jagatanA padArthono svAmI banavA Icche ! ane svAmI bane! = aMdaranI gulAmI. bahAranuM svAmitva vizvavijetA sikaMdarane AryabhUminA eka saMte A ja samIkaraNa samajAvyuM hatuM ne? enA svAmitvanA aramAnonA A rIte ja cUrecUrA karI nAMkhyA hatA ne! eka vyaktinA AMtara jagatanI gulA] pramANa keTaluM che te to te vyaktinI bAhya jagatanA svAmitvanI pakkaDanI bhAvanA uparathI ja kahI zakAya; paNa aphasosanI vAta che ke gulAmone AjanA jagate svAmI banAvyA che ane pUrve kadI paNa nahotA gavAyA evA emanA mahimA Aje jorazorathI gavAyA che. sAyarAbAnunI sAthe lagna karanAra dilIpanA ke zastrasajja banIne cAlatA bhAratanA vaDApradhAnanA ke potAnA ArogyanI paLapaLa kALajI karIne alamasta rahetA dArAsIMganA ke koI karoDapati udyogapatinA paradezI sAthenA hastadhUnananA citro lAkhonI saMkhyAmAM nIkaLatAM dainika patronA agrapRSTa upara camakI jAya che paNa bharayauvanamAM yuvAnInA bhogone tyAgI jatA, bharajaMgale niHzastra rahIne nirbhayapaNe cAlyA jatA, kalAko sudhI zarIrane koIeka avAvara jagAe DAMsa maccharanA caTakA levA daIne prasanna mukhamudrAe UbhA rahetA, caraNe ALoTatA zrImaMtonI sAme paNa lAparavAhIthI vAto karIne zrImaMtAInA rogane ADedhaDa samajAvatA koI saMtanuM citra koI dainikamAM koI paNa divasa camakatuM nathI. kema Ama? kema zuM? jagatane bhogonA svAmitvamAM ja mahimA kalpyo che tethI sto. atyaMtara jagatanI vAsanAonI gulAmI najare caDatI nathI tethIsto.' bhoganA tyAganuM svAmitva eTale abhyantara jagatanI vAsanAonuM svAmitva.
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________________ IL vira ! madhurI vANI tArI tamAma pralobhanonI chAtI upara paga khoDaMgIne UbhatA eka saMtanI sAme juo. A jagatano e ja ekano eka camatkAra che. jo vAsanAnA gulAma-jagatamAM camatkAra gaNI zakAya to te che vAsanAnA vijayano. nahi ke vAsanAnA bephAma upabhogano. bhoganA jIvanakALamAM eka yuvAnano koI camatkAra gaNavo hoya to te Aja gaNI zakAya; yuvAnIne nAthavAno; nahi ke custa penTa ke mInIskarTa paherIne ughADe choge cAMdanI cokamAM cAlavAno. alamasta zarIravALo camatkAra to ojasvI brahmacarya che, rasanAno ati alpa bhoga che, nahi ke vaiSayika vAsanAnA atRptinI AgamAM anekone homI nAMkhavAnI hiMmata! kyAM che A jagatamAM e camatkAro ? ghaNaya che. paNa kone jovA che? kone khapa che eno? pAgalonI duniyAmAM pAgalone ja biradAvAya, DAhyAone bevakUpha gaNAvAya te ja sahaja lAge che. game tema ho. zANA sajjanonA jagatamAM pAgalo ane pagalIe bAMdhelI vyAkhyAne koI sthAna nathI. ahIM to mahimAvaMto te ja kahevAya che je AMtara jagatanI gulAmInA mAte potAno paga mUkIne Ubho che, bhale pachI te kadAca jagatanI karAmatono ocho jANakAra haze to cAlaze; ene cAra mANasanI vacce bolatAM ya nahi AvaDatuM hoya to ya cAlaze; e saudaryavihoNo, bhAgyavihoNo, ArogyavihoNo ke sattAvihoNo haze to paNa cAlaze. bahu sArI rIte cAlaze. abhyantara jagatanI gulAmIne jeNe ADedhaDa chedI nAkhI e to jagatano betAja bAdazAha banyo. jagatano e saMta banyo. enAmAM to zata-zata jANakAro, hajAra hajAra vidvAno, lAkha lAkha bhAgyavaMto ane karoDo sattAdhArI pakavavAnI pracaMDa tAkAta che. rUpavihoNA enA pezAbamAM kuSTaragInA kurUpane khatama karI devAnI tAkAta che! bhAgyavihoNI enI AziSamAM roDapatine karoDapati banAvI devAnI pracaMDa Aga che. rogiSTa evA enA ghUMkamAM rAjarogIne paNa nirogI banAvI devAnA kauvata dharabAyAM che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI sattAvihoNA enAmAM samrATonA zira caraNe loTAvavAnI svayaMbhU zakti ghUmI rahI che. vAsanAno je gulAma nathI e to jagatanA svAmIono paNa svAmI che. ane vAsanAno je dAsa che e potAnI dAsIno paNa dAsa banI rahe che. have mahimA kono gAvA jevo ? 15 rAga-dveSa ane mohanI gulAmI jenA koI Atmapradezane aDI paNa nathI evA AtmAono ja ne! AvA AtmAone ja paramAtmA kahevAya. emane ja mahAdeva kahevAya. deva to jagatamAM bIjA AtmAo kadAca kahI zakAya. jenI je stavanA kare teno te deva kahevAya. deva eTale stavanIya. nokarane mATe zeTha deva kahI zakAya, patnI mATe pati deva hoI zake, vidyArthI mATe zikSaka paNa deva banI zake, putra mATe mAtApitA paNa devanuM sthAna pAmI zake. paraMtu mahAdeva-atyaMta stavanIya - to temAMno koI ja na kahI zakAya. rAgAdinI gulAmIne jemaNe potAnA sarva AtmapradezomAMthI sarvathA tagaDI mUkI che e ja A jagatamAM atyaMta stavanIya kahevAyaH emane ja mahAdeva kahevAya. ane kharekhara to mahAprAjJapuruSo stavanIyanI ja nahi paraMtu atyaMta stavanIya mahAdevanI stavanA karavAmAM potAnuM mana lagAve che, dila bahelAve che, dimAga halAve che. mAtra stavanIyanI stavanA hoya che. atyaMta stavanIyanI stavanA ja upAdeya che. pachI nAmathI te game te ho. rAgAdi tripuTInA vijayane pAmelA mahimAvaMtAone ANA punaHpunaH abhivAdana ho. rAgAdibhAvono saMpUrNa nAza zakya che ? ahIM eka prazna thAya ke rAga-dveSa ane mohanA pariNAmono sarvathA nAza zakya che kharo 4 kemake jagatamAM jeTalA AtmAo dekhAya che te badhAyamAM ochA vadhatA aMzomAM paNa rAgAdibhAvo to che ja. to pachI sarvathA rAgAdibhAva vinAnA AtmAne mahAdeva kahevAnI vAta ja asaMbhavita banI jAya che. A praznanuM samAdhAna A rIte che. pahelAM to e ja vAta barobara nathI ke
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI jagatanA sarva AtmAo rAgAdibhAvavAlA ja che. nA, nahi ja. bezaka ghaNA AtmAo rAgAdibhAvavALA jarUra hoI zake che paNa keTalAka AtmAo rAgAdibhAvono saMpUrNa nAza karavAnI saphaLa sAdhanA bhUtakALamAM karI cUkyA che. vaLI bIjI vAta e paNa che ke ApaNA jevA je AtmAo rAgAdibhAvavALA che temane paNa jagatanI tamAma vastuo pratye rAga nathI hoto. potAnA deza-kALa ane prakRti mujaba temane keTalIka vastuo pratye rAga hoto nathI. damanA dardIne dahiM upara, gadheDAne sAkara upara, rASTrapremIne pararASTranA lako upara, adharmIne dharma upara, putrane sAvakI mA upara, gorAono hasabIo upara, cInAone amerikano upara jarA ya rAga nathI. A ja rIte dveSanuM paNa samajavAnuM che. ApaNAmAM dveSa hovA chatAM jagatanA tamAma aNu-paramANu dravyo upara sarvatra dveSa hoto ja nathI. ghaNI bAbato evI paNa hoya che jenA viSayamAM ApaNe bilakula nisbata dharAvatA na hovAthI; nathI to tenI upara rAga hoto ke nathI to te viSayamAM roSa thato. tyAM ApaNe udAsIna ja rahIe chIe. Ama rAgAdibhAvovALA jIvomAM paNa keTalAkanA rAgAdibhAvono kSaya thayelo jovA maLe che e ApaNane suvidita hakIkata che. samyagudRSTi AtmAne anaMtAnubaMdhInA rAgAdibhAvono nAza tho hoya che, dezaviratidhara AtmA apratyAkhyAnAvaraNanA rAgAdino kSaya karI cUkyo hoya che, sarvaviratidhara AtmA pratyAkhyAnAvaraNanA rAgAdino dhvaMsa karI de che. jo A rIte rAgAdino aMzataH kSaya thayo to evA paNa AtmAo kema na hoI zake ke jeo e rAgAdibhAvono saMpUrNa kSaya karavAnuM kArya siddha karI zake! jagatanI koI paNa cIja lAvo jeno aMzataH kSaya thato hoya! to e cIjano saMpUrNa kSaya avazya thavo joIe. AkAzanA vAdaLo juo! jo te thoDAka paNa vIkharAI ne nAza pAmI che to eka samaya evo jarUra AvI lAge che jyAre AkAzamAM eka vAdaLI suddhAM jovA maLatI nathI. jo vastranA eka taMtuno nAza thAya che, to AkhA vastrano paNa nAza thaI ja zake che. jo virATa mIsIsIpI-masurI nadImAMthI eka pavAlu pANI ochuM thaI zake che
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 17 to AkhIe nadInuM saghaLuM pANI dUra thaI zake kharuM.. jo aravallInA pahADomAMthI eka kAMkarI dUra karI zakAya che to mAnavasarjita prayatnothI e AkhI girimALAne sarvathA nestanAbUda karI zakAya che. TUMkamAM, jeno aMzataH kSaya zakya hoya teno saMpUrNa kSaya paNa zakya che. pachI vAta bAkI rahe che mAtra gaNitapUrvakano saphaLa puruSArtha karavAnI. eTale jo ApaNA jevA AtmAomAM rAgAdibhAvono aMzataH kSaya jovA maLe che to e bhAvono saMpUrNa kSaya jarUra saMbhavita-susaMbhavita banI jAya che. je AtmAo e rAgAdibhAvonA saMpUrNa vinAza veravAnI bhAvanAnI Aga jagave che potAnA aMtaramAM, teo eka divasa avazyameva evI dhanya paLa pAmI jAya che je paLe pelI AgamAMthI pragaTelA mahAnalathI sarva rAgAdibhAvo baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che. AvA ja AtmAone ApaNe mahAdeva kahIzu. vitarAgane vItarAga tarIke oLakhavA zI rIte? vRtti-pravRtti vacceno saMbaMdhaH prazna - sAruM tyAre. koI AtmA rAgAdibhAvono saMpUrNa nAza karI zake che ane vItarAga, vItadveSa vItamoha banI zake che e vAta have samajI zakAya tevI che. paraMtu rAgAdino abhAva to cittamAM rahenArI vastu che. bIjI vyaktionae e vyaktinA vItarAga bhAvanI khabara zI rIte paDe? koInA mananA bAvane bIjA zI rIte vAMcI zake ? uttara : -bezaka mananA bhAvo jANI levAnuM kArya muzkela che, paraMtu mananI vRtti e eka evI vastu che ke jo te ugratA (prakarSa) pakaDatI jAya to prAyaH pravRttimAM pariNamI gayA vinA rahI zakatI nathI. sAmAnya rIte mANasanI je vRtti hoya tevI ja tenI pravRtti hoya. jene sakhta bUkha lAgI che te adaba vALIne besI ja rahevAnI pravRtti kare ja zI rIte? e to bhojana meLavavA phAMphAM mAre ane bojana maLatAM ja hAthamAM koLiyo upADIne moMmAM mUkyAM vinA rahI zake ja nahi. bhUkhyo ane bhojananI pravRttithI vegaLo! e asaMbhavita bInA che. ghaNI vAra ghaNuM ghaNuM aghaTita A jagatamAM banatuM jovA sAMbhaLavA maLe che. kAmanI vAsanAno Avega bekAbu banI jatAM pitA pitA nathI raheto, mAtA mAtA maTI jAya che, bhAI bhAI nathI rahI zakato. tyAM vayanI maryAdAone, kuLanI maryAdAone, nAtajAta vagerenA sagapaNone sadaMtara dezavaTo devAI jAya che.
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________________ IL vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI kAmanI vRttino prakarSa kAmIne kAmAMdha banAve che. enA jIvanamAM vAsanAnA melAM jala sarvatra dhasI jaIne pharI ja vaLe che. jagatanA vinAzIbhAvone gurucakSuthI ArapAra nIhALI janAra mahAtmAe jagatathI virakta bane che. enA aMtaramAM virAgano sAgara bhabhUkI UThe che. ane pachI e rahI zakato nathI, jagatane tyAgyA vinA; e jaMpIne besI zakato nathI gharamAMthI nAsI chUTayA vinA. bALaka pratyenI mAtAnI premanI bhAvanA e bALakane cumI bharAvyA vinA kema rahI zakaze? nokara pratye bhabhUkI UThelo zeThano roSa, ene dhakko mArIne kADhI mUkyA vinA kema raheze? eka kumArikAnI cheDatI karatA kolejiyanane joI ne sadAcArano premI koI narabaMko tyAM doDI jaIne kolejiyanane tamAcA lagAvI dIdhA vinA kema raheze? jenA aMtaramAM kSamA UbharAI che e kSamAmUrti bhayaMkara aparAdhIne paNa sasamita kSamA ApyA vinA kema rahI zake? baLabaLatA bapore DAmaranI saDake ughADA page cAlato ane chAMyane zodhato mANasa chAMyoDa dekhatAM ja tyAM doDI gayA vinA kema rahI zakaze? zuM kAmAMdha kadI niSkAma saMtonA caraNe ALoTaze? zuM virAgI rAga-roSanA AcArathI bhaDake jalatA gharamAM besI raheze? zuM mamatALu mA bALakane lAphA upara lAphA mAratI raheze? zuM krodhathI dhamadhamI UThelo zeTha nokaranA pagAramAM baDhatI karI Apaze? ane potAnI sAthe khurazI upara jamavAnuM nimaMtraNa karaze ? sadAcArano premI nirdoSa kumArikAnI cheDatI thatI joIne pelA naphaphaTa kolejiyanane hasato hasato "bahota acchA' kaheze? kSamAmUrti aparAdhIne phAMsInA mAMcaDe caDAvaze ? dhUma tApathI jenA paga camacamI gayA che te tyAM ja pagone coMTADI daIne khaDakhaDATa hasaze ? asaMbhava. asaMbhava. asaMbhava. vRttinA prakarSamAM je pravRtti thAya te vRttine anukuLa ja hoya. vRtti-virodhinI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI pravRtti prAyaH saMbhavI zakatI nathI. hA. kadAca saMbhave vRtti virodhI pravRtti. virogI paNa rAganA gharamAM rahI jAya; bhUkhyo paNa bhojana vinA besI rahe; zeTha paNa nokaranI nAlAyakIne nabhAvI le. paNa AvuM kyAreka ja saMbhave. jyAre AsapAsanI paristhiti lAcAra banAve tyAre vRttithI virodhI pravRtti saMbhaLI zake. ethI ja lAcArIthI vRtti virodhI pravRtti karanAra mANasa e pravRttimAM kadI AnaMda pAme nahi; eTaluM ja nahi paNa evI manatananI visaMvAditAno trAsa atyaMta asahya banI jAya. eTalo asahya ke kadAca sAtamI nArakanA jIvonA kALajhALa kAyika tApa paNa mananA A saMtApa pAse vAmaNA banI jAya. AvI visaMvAditAmAM raheto mANasa paristhitine anukULa banavAnI ja rAha joto hoya. jevI anukULatA maLe ke e kUdI paDe ane vRttine anurUpa pravRttine jIvanamAM lAvI ja mUke. rAganA gharamAM virAgI raheto hoya to paNa taka maLatAM ja e gharamAMthI nAsI chUTe. virAganA gharamAM raheto rAgI taka maLatAM ja saMsAramAM bhAgI chUTe che tema. vRtti-pravRtti vacceno virodha prAyaH sabhave nahi. ane chatAM jo kadAca tema bane to e virodhane trAsa e virodhane khatama karI nAMkhavAnI taka zodhato ja hoya. taka mAthAM ja e virodha vinAza pAmI jAya. vRtti-pravRttinA virodhamAM jIvana jIvavuM bhAre thaI paDe che. ethI ja keTalAka AtmAo vRttinuM zamana karIne e virodhane miTAvI de che to keTalAka pravRttine tANI lAvIne e virodha miTAve che. - saMto duttionA zamana kare che, savRttio ne chAjatI pravRttine jIvanamAM utAre che. A rIte temanA vRtti-pravRttinA virodha maTe che. jyAre saMsArI AtmAone zubha vRttio jAgatI nathI ane duvRttine zamAvavAne badale ene anukULa thatI duSTa pravRttine jIvanamAM tANI lAvIne vRtti-pravRtti vacceno virodha miTAve che. game tema ho. eka vAta nizcita che ke jenI je vRtti hoya te vRtti tenA jIvanamAM pravRttirUpe pariName ja. saMyogavazAt kadAca keTaloka samaya tevuM na paNa bane to te samaya atyaMta trAsarUpa hoya. ane vahelI take e virodha TALavAnI tamannA atyaMta
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________________ 20 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI tIvra hovAthI e virodha TaLI paNa jAya. A manovaijJAnika niSkarSathI e ja siddhAMta sthApita karI zakAya ke mANasanA mananI vRttionuM AbehUba pratibiMba enA svarUpamAM ane enA jIvanamAM paDayA vinA rahetuM nathI. kAmavRttivALAnA jIvanamAM kAmanI pravRtti dekhA de che; ema vAraMvAra tIrachI najare vijAtIyanA darzana karI letI AMkhonA khUNiyAM paNa vikRta banI ja rahe che. ethI ulaTuM, koI prati rAga dRSTithI na jovAnI vRttivALA saMtanA jIvanamAM virAganI pravRtti dekhAya che tema nIcuM joIne ja cAlavAnI TevathI enI Doka paNa sadA mATe namI jAya che. krodhanA AvegovALo mANasa jyAre ne tyAre krodhathI dhamadhamato jovA maLe che, enI AMkho paNa svAbhAvika rIte khunnasa-bharI banI jAya che. vyaktinA svarUpa ane jIvana uparathI AMtara vRttinuM anumAnaH jevI vRtti tevuM jIvana ane tevuM ja svarUpa tananuM ke AtamanuM. jo tema na bane to te virodhano trAsa to avazya hoya. kAM to vRttie potAne anukULa pravRttinI sAthe rahevuM rahyuM. kAM to pratikULa pravRtitanA bhayAnaka trAsa sAthe rahevuM rahyuM. trIjo koI ja vikalpa saMbhavI zakato nathI. jemanA cittamAMthI rAga, dveSa ane moha nirmaLa thaI gayA che te paramAtmAmahAdeva ce e vAtanI khAtrI emanA svarUpa ane jIvana uparathI ApaNe sahelAIthI karI zakIe. jeonA aMtaramAM rAga nathI temanA svarUpamAM strInuM pAtra saMkaLAI zake ja nahi. jeonI vRttimAM mohamUDhatA nathI temane ajJAnamUlaka pravRttio saMbhavI zakatI nathI. jemanA svarUpamAM nathI kAminI, nathI Ayudho, nathI akSamALA emanA aMtaramAM na ja hoI zake rAga, na saMbhavI zake dveSa, na ghaTI zake moha. evA mahAdevanuM jIvana paNa evuM ja hoya. emanA jIvanamAM kadI jovA-sAMbhaLavA nahi maLI zake zuMgArarasanI rAgabharI pIcakArIonaI UDatI choLo; kadI jovA
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI sAMbhaLavA nahi maLe Dhe-bhAvathI prerAelI bhayabharI azAMtio, ane kadI jovA - sAMbhaLavA nahi maLe ajJAnabharI begI pravRtio. rAgavihoNAMne zaMgArasanA galIca tophAna zA? roSavihoNaAMne azAMtinA ukaLATa zA? nirmohIne beDhaMgI pravRttio zenaDa ApaNe zodhI kADhavA mathIe evA koInA svarUpane ane jIvana cAritrane. ane beDhadaka ApaNe namI paDIe e mahAdevane. pachI nAmathI te game te ho. A ja dRSTithI kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavAna hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjae somanAtha pATaNanA maMdiramAM mahAdevajInI samakSa gAyuM hatuM ke, "saMsAravRkSane UbhuM karavAnI tAkAta dharAvatA rAgAdi bIjano jemaNe nAza karyo hoya te nAmathI bhale brahmAjI hoya, viSNu hoya, jina hoya ke hara hoya - mAro temane namaskAra che. kevuM nizcayagarbhita apAra audArya! keTaluM satyAsApekSa pratipAdana! atitanA anaMtakALamAM anaMtAnaMta AtmAo jina banyA jinezvara banyA. emaNe rAgAdibhAvone ja potAnA ekanA eka zatru jANyA. ane emano sarvanAza karI devA badhuM ya rI chUTayAM. emaNe gharabAra tyAgyA, svajana-parivAra tyAgyo, saMpatti tyAgI. badhuM ja tyAgyuM. je dehane sAthe laIne sAdhanAnA paMthe nIkaLI paDayA e dehanuM mamatva paNa tyAgI dIdhuM. rAgAdi AMtara zatruonA nAza mATe tAto puruSArtha khelI nAMkhyo. ane aMte eo rAgavijetA, SavijetA, mohavijetA banyA. | sarvajJa ane sarvadarzI banelA teoe jagatane je bodha Apyo temAM paNa A eka ja vAta karI ke, "rAgAdi AMtara zatruono vinAza karo. enA sadbhAvamAM tame kadI paNa sukI ane sArA, zAMta ane svastha rahI zakatA nathI." sAcA ane saMpUrNa, avinAzI ane abAdhita sukhanI prApti mATe rAgAdi zatruono nAza anivArya zarata che. Aja sudhImAM jeTalA jina thaI gayA te badhAyanA svarUpamAM rAga-dveSa ane mohanA sarvathA abhAvanI viruddha jatI koI bAbata jovA maLatI nathI. nathI kyAM ya strIno raMga, zastrono sparza ke beDhaMgI khoparInI mALA jevuM koI paNa tattva. nathI temanA jIvanamAM zRMgArarasanuM tophAna; azAMti ane ukaLATanI koI
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________________ IL vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI pAtaLI paNa chAMya ke ajJAnamUlaka ghelI pravRttinuM koI dhyAna. mATe ja mahAdeva to bhagavAna jinone ja kahevAya jemanA svarUpa ane jIvanamAM rAga-dveSa mohano sArvatrika abhAva jovA maLe che. ane tethI ja temanA AtmAmAM paNa e tripuTInA saMpUrNa vinAzanuM baLavAna anumAna thaI zake che. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu A bhagavAna jino jyAre vItarAga pada pAmyA na hatA tyAranI temanI rAga-dveSa ane mohanI vRttinA sabhAvanI dazAmAM paNa teo te rAgAdibhAvone jANe ke sparzatA paNa na hoya tevuM atyaMta unnata jIvana jIvatA hatA. emanI e virAga avasthAmAM jeTalo samaya eo rAgaghara-saMsAramAM rahyA, emAM emaNe je kAmabhoga bhogavyA, e badhA ya mAM paNa emanI anAsakti ja bhavya rIte khIlI UThelI jovA maLe che, bhoganA kAdavamAM janmyA, temAM ja jIvana jIvyA chatAM kAdavathI taddana nirlepa rahIne udAsInabhAve jIvyA. chellA jinezvara bhagavAna mahAvIradevanI ja vAta karIe. jyAre teo gRhavAsamAM hatA tyAre paNa teo te gRhavAsathI atyaMta udAsIna rahetA hatA. emanA mukha upara taratA virAgabAvane joIne to mAtA trizalA emane e vAta jaNAvatAM lAkha lAkha vicAro karatI hatI ke kumAra have tame lagna karo evI mArI IcchA che. ethIsto trizalAe kumAra vardhamAnanA mitrone te vAta karavA mokalyA. paNa virAgI kumAre mitrone to eka ja dhaDAke tagaDI mUkyA. emanI pUrI vAte ya na sAMbhaLI. chevaTe mAtA trizalA jAte A vAta karavA jAya che. kumAranI mAtRbhaktinA guNa gAya che. "virAgI chatAM mAtRbhakta tuM amArI badhI rAganI IcchA pUrNa karato Avyo che" ema kahIne potAnI IcchA jaNAvI de che. e vakhate virAgI kumAra vardhamAna atyaMta udAsa thaIne mAthuM nIce nAMkhI de che. lamaNe hAtha daIne mAthuM TekaveluM joIne mAtA trizalA paNa thoDI paLo to stabdha thaIne potAnI jAtane ja Thapako de che. "magadhAnA sarva nagarajanonA lADakavAyAnI A dazA karavAno tane zuM adhikAra che?' trizalAnuM aMtara trizalAne upAlaMbha de che. e vakhate kumAra vardhamAna avadhijJAnanA baLathI potAnI nikAcita bhogakarmanI sthiti jANI le che. chatAM mAtAne kazo ya saMmatisUcaka uttara ApatA nathI. balka mAtAne kahe che, "he mAtA! strIno parigraha to bhavabhramaNanuM jabbara kAraNa che. mane kyAM emAM...." ci
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI pachI mauna thaI gayelA kumAranA e maunamAM ja mAtA potAnI vAtanI saMmati kalpIne utAvaLA cAlyA jAya che. ghaDiyAM lagna levAI jAya che. bhagavAna AdinAtha paNa jyAre gRhavAsamAM hatA - hajI bhagavAna thayA na hatA - tyAre temano virAga keTalo valaMta hato ! jyAre Indra potAnA AcAranI rUe lagna mahotsavanI anumati mAMge che tyAre akaLAI gayelA nAbhiputra potAnuM mAthuM nIcuM nAkhI de che. nikAcita bhogakarma emane paNa pharaja pADe che bhogavAsanI. kumAra naminI vAta karIe. hajI vItarAga nathI banyA tyAre kRSNa emanA lagna mATe gopIo dvArA bhAre prayatno karyA ane ghaNI muzkelIe gopIoe monanI saMmati meLavIne rAjA kRSNane vadhAmaNA ApyA. turaMta joSIone bolAvyA. vagara muhUrta parANe muhUrta kaDhAvIne rAjA kRSNa kumAra namino varaghoDo caDhAvI dIdho. thoDo AgaLa vadhyo na vadhyo tyAM pazuonA citkAranuM nimitta meLavI laIne kumAra namie ratha pAcho pheravI lIdho. nikAcita bhogakarma eTaluM ja hatuM; mAtra varaghoDe caDavAnuM - mAtra vararAjA banavAnuM - e pUrNa thayuM ke virAgI namI vItarAga banavAnI sAdhanAnA kAMTALuM paMthe Daga mAMDI cUkyA. bhAvamAM vItarAga bananArA tIrthaMkaronA gRhavAsa paNa kevA virAgojjavala hatA te ApaNe joyuM. jeo bhAvamAM tIrthaMkara nathI banavAnA evA vItarAga bananArAonA vartamAna paNa keTalA bhavya virAgathI ojasvI hoya che ke teo gRhavAsamAM ja virAgI maTIne vItarAga banI jAya che. rAjA bharata pakhaMDanA sAmrAjyanA adhipati. eka lAkha bANuM hajAra strIonA pati! batrIsa hajAra mukuTabaddha rAjAo jenA caraNamAM ALoTIne potAnA saubhAgyanuM abhimAna letAM! devo paNa jenI tahenAtamAM rahetA! vizvanI coda ajAyabI jevA cauda ratno jene tyAM sadA upasthita rahetA!
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________________ IL vIra madhurI vANI tArI chatAM rAjA bharata e badhAthI virakta hatA! A rAgamAM pote phasAI na jAya e mATe to roja rAjasabhAmAM siMhAsane besatI vakhate ghoSa karAvatA, "he cakravartI rAjA bharata! rAgAdi zatruothI Apa jItAI rahyA cho. ApanA mAthe no mahAbhaya jhajhumI rahyo che. Apa sAvadhAna raho, sAvadhAna raho. A sAMbhaLatAM ja virAgI rAjA bharatano virAga AsamAnane AMbato! eka UMDo nisAso nAMkhI daIne rAjA bharata siMhAsana upara ArUDha thatA. rAjA bharate khUnakhAra yuddho khelyA hatA. khelavA paDayA hatA mATe ja; karme emane pharaja pADI hatI tethI ja, paNa e yuddhone emaNe kadI Avazyaka mAnyA na hatA, eTaluM ja nahi eka eka yuddha khelAI gayA bAda potAnA zayanakhaMDamAM aMdhiyArI rAte teo nAnA bALakanI jema jANe dhrusake dhrusake aMtarathI raDI paDatA hatA. emanuM aMtara bolI UThatuM hatuM, ajAtazatru bhagavAna AdinAthano sevaka raNe caDe? zatruonA mAthA vadhere ? lohiyALa jaMga khelI nAMkhe ! rAjA bharate kAmabhoga paNa bhogavyA hatA. eka lAkha bANu hajAra priyatamAnA 'e priyatama hatA. paNa bhogo bhogavavA chatAM enA aMtarane o koI AnaMda na hato. bhogavAI jatAM e vaiSayika bhogo! paNa pachI raDI UThato rAjA bharatano roma-roma ! rome-rome hRdaya vasatuM ane pazcAttApanA karuNa kAnta karatuM. "pitA che abhogI AdinAtha. emano A kalaMkI putra bhogakITa bharata!' 3 pitA-putranA saMbaMdha vaccenAvirATa aMtarane yAda karIne hajAro priyatamAno svAmI bharata zaramAI jato hato! enuM tana paDyuM hatuM saMsAramAM! paNa mana to ALoTatuM hatuM tattvaciMtanamAM! bhagavAna AdinAthanA caraNomAM! saMtonA smaraNamAM! ghora pazcAttApanA mahAnalane pragaTAvIne rAjA bharata gRhavAsamAM rahIne paNa pApakarmonA Injanone jalAvI jalAvIne tenI rAkha karI rahyA hatA. eka vAra ArIsAbhuvanamAM AbhuSaNo utAratA rAjA bharata dharmadhyAna caDyA, zukaladhyAna pAmyA, vItarAga banyA. sarvajJa sarvadarzI banatyu. bhagavAna jinezvaranA tattvajJAnane pAmelA bhogIo paNa bhoga-virAgI hoya
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI zreSThiputra guNasAgaranI ja vAta karo ne! jagatanA bhogothI virakta thayelo guNasAgara mAtApitAnA tIvra Agrahane vaza thaIne lagnanA varaghoDe caDe che, corImAM bese che, hastamilApa thAya che.... paNa A badhI pravRttimAM guNasAgaranI kAya ja tAla bajAve che. mana to caDyuM che; zIvra sarvasaMgaparityAga karavAnI bhAvanAnA gagane. bhAvanAnI Aga to vadhatI cAlI. eka mahAnala pragaTa thayo. hastamilApanI kriyAmAM ja guNasAgara vItarAga banyA. mahAdeva banyA. e vAta sAMbhaLIne siMhAsane beThelA virAgI rAjA pRthvIcandra stabdha thaI gayA. sarvasaMgaparityAganI potAnI DhIlIpocI bhAvanAne Thapako detAM pazcAttApanA azrubiMdu sAravA lAgyA. e ja azrugaMgA pAvanI sAdhanA banI. rAjA pRthvIcandra e ja siMhAsane beThA beThA vItarAga banyA. bhagavAna jinanI vItarAga avasthA juo! bhagavAna tIrthakaronI gRhavAsa samayanI virAga avasthA juo! emanA tattvajJAnane pAmelA saMsArI AtmAonI virAga dazA nIhALo! gharamAM, corImAM, siMhAsana upara vItarAga dazAnI prApti! rAganA sAdhanomAM vItarAgatAnI sparzanA! je bhagavAna jinezvaro aMtaranI vItarAga avasthAnI sAthe sumeLa sAdhatuM bAhya jIvana jIve che, jemanA svarUpamAM paNa e ja vItarAgatA dekhAya che, jemanA tatvopadezamAM paNa rAgAdi aMtaraMga zatruonI sAme AMkha UMcakavA sivAyanI vAta nathI, jemanA e tattvajJAnane pAmIne anaMta AtmAo vItarAga banyA, gharavAsamAM paNa atyaMta bhavyavirAganI sparzanA karIne kAmabhogothI udAsIna rahyA, gharavAsamAM phasAI cukelA evA virAgIo tyAM ja vItarAga banyA e bhagavAna jinezvaro vItarAga ja hatA e sunizcita hakIkata banI jAya che. AthI ja emane mahAdeva kahevA joIe. kadAca koI kaheze ke aziSTa dekhAtI rAgAdinI kriyAo karanArA paNa tenAthI anAsakta hatA, udAsa hatA ema kema na kahevAya? jo rAjA bharata yuddho khelavA chatAM, hajAro priyatamAno svAmI hovA chatAM
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________________ IL vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI virAgI kahevAya to bIjA loko paNa tevA kema na kahevAya? A praznano uttara e ja che ke hA, jarU tema kahI zakA paraMtu te mATenI je zarata che te tyAM hovI joIe. potAnI virAganI vRtti hovA chatAM jo karma vagerenI lAcArIthI rAganI pravRtti temane karavI paDatI hoya to temane teno atyaMta bhayAnaka trAsa hovo joIe. rAjA bharata rAganI sAmagrImAM hovA chatAM atyaMta saMtapta hatA; bhAre duHkhI hatA. kumAra vardhamAna yazodA sAthenA lagnanI (vivAha) vAta sAMbhaLatA atyaMta udAsa thaI gayA hatA. zreSThiputra guNasAgarano deha corImAM hato. mana to virAgI jIvananA svapnone lAvatI bhavya nidrAmAM kayAranuM ya poDhI gayuM hatuM. tame tapAso bIjAnA jIvana caritone! temanI te ceSTAonA pele pAra kyAMya udAsInatA jovA ya nahi maLe! mananA saMtApanI AchIpAtaLI uSNatA kyAM ya sparzavA paNa nahi maLe. gora hiMsAonI pravRttinA bhUgarbhamAM pazcAttApanA nisAsA nAMkhatuM rUdana koI khuNe sAMbhaLavA nahi maLe. jo teo sAce ja anAsakta hota, jo bhogakarma ja temane te kriyAonI pharaja pADI hota to te kriyAonA varNana sAthe temanI manodazAnA saMtApanA pApanuM tyAM savistara dhyAna karavAmAM AvyuM ja hota paNa tevuM kyAM ya kazuM ya jovA sAMbhaLavA ja maLatuM nathI. jIvana ane svarUpano mUrtithI nirNayaH ahIM eka vAtanuM vizeSarUpe sUcana karI devAnuM ThIka lAge che ke jema vyaktinI AMtaravRttionuM anumAna e vyaktinA jIvana ane svarUpathI thAya che (jema vItarAga bhAvanuM anumAna e vItarAgonA jIvana ane svarUpamAM vaNAyelI vItarAgatAthI karyuM) tema te vyaktinA jIvana ane svarUpamAM vaNAyelA bhAvono nirNaya te vyaktinI mUrtinI AkRti uparathI thaI zake che. kadAca koI kahe ke ame te vItarAga vyaktinA jIvana ane svarUpa joyA nathI; mAtra sAMbhaLyA che. to teTalA mAtrathI te jIvana ane svarUpamAM vaNAyelI vItarAgatAne kabUlIne temanA AtmAnI vItarAgatAnuM anumAna zI rIte karI zakAya? AvI zaMkA sAme A javAba che ke jIvana ane svarUpamAM vaNAyelA bhAvano nirNaya mUrtinA svarUpamAM rahelA bhAvathI thAya che. jo te vyaktinI mUrti vItarAgabhAvane vyakta
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI karatI hoya to te vyaktinuM jIvana ane svarUpa vItarAgabhAvathI paripUrNa hovuM ja joIe tema nakkI thaI jAya. ane jemanA jIvana ane svarUpamAM vItarAgatAnuM tattva otaprota hoya temanA AtmAmAM vItarAgatAnuM anumAna jarA ya saMkoca rAkhyA vinA karI zakAya. AtmAnA bhAvanA nIra ja jIvana ane svarUpamAM vahI jAya che. ane emanI mUrtimAM e ja bhAvonA hUbahU darzana karAvAya che. gAMdhIjInA svarUpamAM lAkaDI ane potaDI hatI mATe ja temanA bAvalAmAM lAkaDI laIne UbhelA ane potaDI paherelA dekhADavAmAM Ave che ne! zrInaherUnA bAvalAmAM lAkaDI ne potaDI zodhI nahi jaDe kemake temanA jIvanamAM temaNe teno kadI upayoga ja karyo nathI. have juo bhagavAna jinezvaronI mUrtione. temanI mUrtiomAM prazamarasanuM AbehUba darzana thaze, eNanA cakSuo atyaMta prasanna dekhAze, emanA oSTamAM ojasvI gAMbhIrya dekhAze. nahi hoya kyAMya rAganuM sUcaka tattva ke nahi jovA maLe kyAMya roSanuM ke mohanuM sUcaka kahI paNa tattva. AthIsto eka vakhatanA jinezvaronA kaTTara dveSI dhanapAla paMDita paNa jinadharmanI sanmukha banyA pachI emanI mUrtinuM darzana karatAM bolI UThyA hatA ke, "he jina! jagatamAM vItarAga jo koI hoya to tuM ja che. kemake tArI AMkhomAM prazamarasa UbharAyo che, tAruM vadanakamaLa atyaMta prasanna dekhAya che, tArA khoLe koI strI nathI, tArA hAthamAM koI zastra nathI!" saghaLI vAtano sAra eTalo ja che ke je rAga-dveSa ane moharUpI apAyonA nAzaka hoya te ja mahAdeva kahevAya. emanA jIvana ane svarUpa uparathI emanA AtmAnI vItarAgatA, vItaSatA ane vItamohatAnuM ApaNe anumAna karI zakIe. emanI mUrti uparathI emanA jIvana ane svarUpanI vItarAgatA vagere bhAvonI vAtone ApaNe kalpI zakIe. jyAM rAga nathI tyAM roSa nathI je sarvajJa che te sarvadarzI che: jemanAMmAMthI rAga gayo temanAmAMthI dveSa to ApoApa jAya che. rAga e Aga che, dveSa e dhumADo che. jyAM Aga nathI tyAM dhumADo zeno! jyAM mamatva che tyAM ja kazuMka apriya banatAM mamatvanA saMbaMdhavAlA AtmAne
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________________ IL 28 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI krodhAdi arUcibhAvo jAgRta thaI jAya che. koI gharamAM doDatuM AvIne ramaNalAla zeThane bUma pADatA kahe che, "khaTArAnA akasmAtamAM rameza bhayaMkara rIte ghavAyo che!'' A zabdonI vIjaLika asarano dhakko zeTha ramaNalAla upara keTalo jabbara lAge che?' koNa rameza! mAro?' .. tarata teo pUchI nAMkhe che! paraMtu jyAre pelA bhAI kahe che. nA nA. zeTha tamAro nahi.. mAro. ATaluM kahIne te poka mUke che. ane ramaNalAla zeThanA aMtaramAM apUrva TADhaka vaLI jAya che. mAtra dekhAvanI sahAnubhUti vyakta karavA sAme pagale Ave che. ramezanA pitAno roSa khaTArA DrAIvara upara bhabhUkI UThe che! paNa zeTha ramaNalAlane have kazuM karavAnuM lAgatuM nathI. TeliphonanuM risIvara UMcakavAnI paNa emane jarUra lAgatI nathI. - ramezanA pitAnA rameza uparanA rAge DrAIvara upara roSanI Aga okavA mAMDI; zeTha ramaNalAla. avala naMbaranA saMsArI chatAM yogInA jevI apUrva zAMtithI ArAma khurazI upara besIne chApuM vAMcavA lAgyA. jyAM rAga tyAM ja roSa.... AkhuM ya koyanA nagara dharatInA kaMpe dhArAzayI thayuM. cIso ane cIcIyAro e nagaranA dasa dasa hajA2 mAnavoe pADI... kaMIka daTAI muA... je jIvyA te poka mUkIne chAtI phATa rUdana karavA lAgyA. jeno jyAM rAga hato tene tyAM ja nisbata hatI. kATamALamAM pahelI cIso pADatI cAra varSanI bAlikAne bacAvavA na jatAM eka strI potAnA eMsI varSanA khakhaDI gayelA buDhA patine bahAra kADhavA mathatI hatI. eka bhikhArI e nagaranA sarakArI ema.DI. DokTaranA mAthe paTelA moTA ghAnA lohInA lAla raMge jarA ya na kaMpyo. e to mastAna hato potAne maLI gayelA harAmanA AkhA ghaDiyALane Tagara-Tagara jovAmAM. nagarano eka dayALu mANasa tUTI paDelA makAnano bhaMgAra edale hAthe UMcakI UMcakIne bAju para nAMkhato hato ane potAnI tijorI tarapha jaladI javA mathato hato.. bAjuethI ja ghaNAM doDAdoDa karatA hatA. koIne paDI na hatI A dayALune hAtha devAnI! sahu sahumAM mastAna hatA! sahune bIjAnI tijorIo upara trApa mAravI hatI! "potAnI tijorIne bahAra kADhavA mathanArane hAtha devAmAM amAro zo bhAga!'' e sahuno ekano eka prANaprazna hato! tUTI paDayA'tA sukhIonA
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI minArA-dilanA ane dimAganA! AnaMde 'uchalI paDayA'tA aMtara guMDAonA! parAyA upara potIkAnI sIla-paTTI mArI dIdhAnAsto ! 29 jyAM rAga tyAM ja ramakhANa.. jyAM rAga tyAM ja rAmAyaNa... rAgamAM 2mI jatAM rAmane rAmAyaNa sarjavI ja rahI! rAgano bhAva! ane rAmAyaNano abhAva! asaMbhava... A hakIkata najare caDI cUkI hatI bhagavAna iirabhadrasUrijInI! mATesto temaNe khUba maMthana karyuM roSanA dAvAnaLone zamAvavAnA upAyanuM.. ane... yogazatakamAM ApaNane jaNAvyuM ke jo roSanA dimAge tame akaLAI jatAho, jIvanamAM 'trAhi mAm' pokArI jatA ho, ane tamAre e trAsathI bacavuM ja hoya to meM mathIne meLavyo che eka rAmabANa upAya. e che.... jyAM roSa thato hoya tyAM anyatva bhAvanAthI bhAvita thaI jAo. e cIja huM nathI. mArathI sAva judI che. mAre ane tene zI nisbata ? pelA vRkSane vAgatI kuhADI mArAmAM kyAM ghA utpanna kare che? kemake e vRkSa jUduM ane huM judo ! jyAM judAI che tyAM koI saMbaMdha nathI. jyAM abhedanuM bhrAnta bhAna che tyAM ja saMbaMdhanI kalpanA che. vRkSa jUduM... tema sahu judA. mAro putra parivAra, re! mAro deha suddhA judo ! emane kAMIka thAya ane mane tenI asara thAya e saMbhavita ja nathI. mamatvanI bhAvanA roSane janmAve che. anyatvanI bhAvanA roSane zamAve che. jyAM mamatvano rAga nathI tyAM roSanI zakyatA ja nathI. ApaNA kevA bhayAnaka ahita-zatru che rAgAdibhAvo ! jyAM nisbata che tyAM sahejamAM sarvasva nyocchAvara! jyAM nisbata nathI tyAM AganA bhaDakA pragaTa thAya tyAre ya tabiyata zAMti! ekane tyAM koInuM mRtyu thAya che tyAre te puruSanI vidhavA banatI patnI chAtIphATa rudana karIne AMkho sujAvI nAMkhe che. madharAte paNa e raDatI ja rahe che. ane... e mRtyu pAmelA mANasa sAthe jene kazI ja nisbata nathI tevo eka mANasa e divAlane
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI aDIne ja rahelI bAjunI rUmamAM sUtelo rahIne gALo de che pelI raDatI strIne... enI niMda bagADI nAMkhavA badala ! je samaye ekane tyAMthI ThAThaDI bahAra nIkaLe che e ja samaye navadaMpatI koI gharanA khaMDamAM hasatAM malakatAM praveza kare che. 30 je samaye kensaranA bhayaMkara dardathI pIDAto mANasa eka makAnanA pAMcame mALethI nIce paDatuM mUke che te ja samaye eka zrImaMtano putra loTarImAM naMbara jItIne vIsa hajAra rUpiyA meLavIne apUrva ThassA sAte pAMcame mALe liphaTamAM upara jaI rahyo che. jIva-jIvane cAhavAnA A AtmAonA vizvamAM rAga roSanI virATakAya divAlo kevI caNAI gaI che! ekabIjAne koI kadI na cAhI zake, na joI zake, na koI koInaI AMkhanA AMsu lUchI zake, na koInA rUdana sAMbhaLI zake evI 'eraTAITa' divAlo bArI bAraNA vinAnI UbhelI divAlo. ane A paNa kevI karuNatA ke eka bIjAnA abhedanI bhAvanAne vikasAvavA mATe abhedanI vAto karavAne badale, jaDa karI gayelA roSAdibhAvono vinAza karI devA pahelAM to bedanI bhAvanAno ja pAyo caNavo paDe! bhale caNavo paDe... e rIte paNa roSanA dhumADA zAMta thAya, e rIte ya mana svastha thAya to nAnA-nAnA svArthanA vartuLo bhedI jaze. jIvAtmA badhethI potAne bhinna bhinna kaheto jyAre sarvathI bhinna banIne 'sva'mAM samAI jaze tyAre tarata ja e sarvathI abhinna thaI jaze. bheda jarUrI che paNa ekAda-be ke traNa cArano nahi. sarvano. sarvathI beda pAmo... dehathI paNa bhinna thAo. pachI sarva sAtheno abheda AtmAmAMthI svayaMbhU pragaTa thaze.... sarvathI pAchA haTIne sarvamAM bhaLI jAo. vAha.... sarvamAM eka thavA sarvathI judAInI bhAvanA bhAvavAnI! karmarAjanI kuTila nIti sAte AvA kauTilyazAstranA sarvAMgINa adhyayana vinA cAlI zake tema nathI. A vicAra uparathI ApaNe eTaluM to jarUra nakkIkarI zakyA ke roSane toDavA rAgane toDavo ja rahyo. ane jo koIe rAgane toDI pADayo to roSa to emano tUTI ja paDyo samajavo. abajopati karoDapati paNa che ema kema kahevAya! ema.esa. thayelA bhAI meTrIka paNa pAsa che ema kema kahevAya!
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI gujarAta bhAratamAM che, amadAvAda paNa bhAratamAM che ema kema kahevAya! AkhuM vRkSa paDI gayuM ema kahyA pachI DALIo paNa paDI gaI ema kahevuM jarUrI kharuM ? 31 AkhuM pustaka baLI gayuMema kahyA pachI enA pRSTo baLI gayA ema kahevuM Avazyaka kharuM ? Idhana zAMta thaI gayuM ema kahyA pachI agni zAMta thaI gayAnuM vidhAna koI vidhAnasabhAmAM jarUrI gaNAya kharuM? rAga bhaLI gayo to dveSa baLI ja gayo. e kAMI kahevuM na paDe. AtmAoe potAnA AtmAmAMtI rAgabhAvane bALI nAMkhyo e AtmAoe dveSabhAvane bALI ja nAMkyo. agni zAMta thAya ane dhumADo zI rIte jIvato rahe ! ane jyAM rAga ane dveSanA bhayaMkara bhAvo saLagI UThyA tyAM eka ja antarmuhUrtamAM trikALajJAnI - sarvajJa banI ja javAya. je koI ajJatA che e rAgAdibhAvone AbhArI che. jevA rAgAdibhAvo nAza po che tevuM jJAna pragaTe che. rAgAdibhAvanA pUrNanAzamAM jJAna pUrNatAnI Tocane pAmI ja jAya. je sarvajJa bane te jagatanA sarva padArthone, ane tenA sarva paryAyone jANe.ya ane je sarva dravya paryAyane jANe te sarva dravya paryAyane jue to kharA ja. mATe ja rAga-dveSa vinAnA sarvajJa bane ema kahevAthI ja teo sarvadarzI bane e vAta samajI ja levAya. sarvajJa hoya te avazya sarvadarzI hoya. ekabIjA vinA kyAMya na rahI zake tevA A be guNo che. topAna jAgyuM che Aje sarvajJatvanI jJAna-maryAdAnA nirNayanuM. bhogIonI ane aMdha azraddhALuonI duniyAmAM! paNa ApaNane te duniyA sAthe koI nisbata nathI. ApaNe to cAlavuM che zAstra-cakSuthI zAstrajJonI duniyAmAM! ApaNe parikammA karavI che zraddhAnA rokeTathI zAstronA vizvanI! enI bahAranA jagata sAthe ApaNane zI nisbata!
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________________ | | _ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI mUkIe bAju upara evA kutarkapriya lokone! game tema potAne ya AtmA saMbaMdhanuM badhuM (sarva) jANanArA kahevaDAvavAnI bAliza vRttionA gulAmone ! zloka upara praznottarI - hetuphaLabhAve kathananI paddhati: jenAmAM rAga nathI temanAmAM vItarAgatAno guNa pragaTa thAya che. jemanAmAM dveSa nathI temanAmAM vItadveSatAno guNa pragaTa thAya che. jemanAmAM moha nathI temanAmAM vItamohatAno guNa pragaTa thAya che. rAga, dveSa ane mohanA bAvo AtmAmAMthI jAya eTale AtmA vItarAga, vItadveSa ane vItamoha bane. rAgAdibhAvono nAza e hetu che, ane vItarAgatA vagere guNonuM AtmAmAM pragaTIkaraNa e phaLa che. lAlaraMganuM puSpa sphaTikanI pAchaLa mUkatAM sphaTika lAlaraMganuM dekhAya che, paNa jyAre e lAla puSpane dUra karavAmAM Ave che tyAre sphaTikano potAno je zveta varNa che. te pragaTa thaI jAya che. sphaTikamAM je zvetatA hatI te ja pragaTa thaI. sphaTikamAM zvetatAnI utpatti nathI thaI. Aja rIte rAgAdibhAvo dUra thatAM AtmAmAM vItarAgatva vagere guNo utpanna nathI thatAM paraMtu e guNo pUrve rAgAdibhAvane kAraNe apragaTa hatA te have pragaTa thaI jAya che. sphaTikamAM raktatAne abhAva thayo mATe zvetatA pragaTa thaI. AtmAmAM rAgAdino abhAva thayo mATe vItarAgatva vagere guNo pragaTa thayA. ethI ja rAgAdinA abhAva thavAnI kriyAne hetu kahevAya ane vItarAga- Adi guNonA pragaTIkaraNane phaLa kahevAya. adhyAtmamata parIkSA graMthamAM mahopAdhyAya bhagavAna yazovijayajI mahArAjAe kahyuM che ke doSano abhAva te ja guNa nathI paraMtu doSano abhAva thavAthI guNa pragaTa thAya che. krodhano abhAva te ja kSamA nathI, kSamA to krodhano abhAva thaI jatAM AtmAmAMthI pragaTa thato eka guNa che. mithyAtvano abhAva te ja samyakatva nathI paraMtu mithyAtvanA abhAvathI AtmAmAM pragaTa thato eka guNa samyakatva che. Ama doSAbhAva ane guNa vacce janya-janaka bhAvano saMbaMdha che. bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjAe A prathama be zlokamAM mahAdevanA
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI doSAbhAvanuM hetavacana mUkyuM che. jyAre trIjA zlokamAM phaLavacana mUkyuM che. rAgadveSa jatAM vItarAgatAno guNa pragaTa thayo. moha jatAM sarvajJatA guNa pragaTa thayo. Ama trIjA zlokamAM rAgAdino nAza thatA je viziSTa guNo utpanna thAya che tenuM nirupaNa karavAmAM AvyuM. mukatAtmA vItarAga-sarvajJa na hoya, evI sAMkhyamatanI vAtanuM khaMDanaH bIjI rIte paNa A vAtane ApaNe vicArI zakIe ke prathamanA be zlokamAM mahAdevamAM rAgAdinA abhAvanI je rajUAta karI tenAthI ja e vAta samajAI jAya che ke mahAdeva temane kahevAya jemanAmAM vItarAgatA vagere guNo pragaTa thayelA hoya. jyAM rAgAdino abhAva hoya te mahAdeva - jemanAmAM vItarAgatAdi guNo pragaTa thayA hoya te mahAdeva. have jo A rIte prathamanA be zokathI ja mahAdevamAM vItarAgatAdi guNonA prAgaTyanI vAta phalita thaI jatI hoya to zA mATe trIjA zlokamAM pharIthI kahevuM joIe ke je vItarAga hoya, sarvajJa hoya te mahAdeva kahevAya? A to punarukita doSa Avyo ne? AnuM samAdhAna e che ke prathamanA be zlokathI ja mahAdevamAM vItarAgatA vagere guNonA sadubhAvanI vAta samajAI jAya che chatAM trIjA zlokamAM te ja vAta eTalA mATe karI che ke koI ema na samajI le ke mahAdevamAM rAgAdino abhAva ja thAya che ane pachI vItarAgatA vagere guNo pragaTa thatAM ja nathI! sAMkhyamatanI AvI ja mAnyatA che ke prakRti nAmanA jaDatattvane anAdikALathI puruSa (vizuddha AtmA) sAthe saMbaMdha che. te prakRtimAMthI ja jJAna vairAgya vagere guNo pragaTa thayA che. have jyAre prakRtino AtmAthI viyoga thavA rUpa AtmamokSa thAya ce. tyAre e prakRtinA jJAna-vairAgya vagere guNo paNa AtmAthI dUra thaI jAya che. saMsArI avasthAmAM AtmAmAM jJAnAdi guNo hoya che paNa tenI maznAvasthAmAM te guNono nAza thaI jAya che. prakRtinA jJAnAdiguNo prakRtino viyoga thatAM ja AtmAmAMthI chUTA paDI jAya have jo A aSTakamAM mAtra prathama be zloka hoya ane A trIjo zloka na hoya
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________________ | |_ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI to saMbhava che ke sAMkhyamatAnuyAyI ema kahI de ke ahIM paNa AtmAmAM rAgAdino abhAva mahAdevatvano niyAmaka kahyo che paraMtu vItarAgata, sarvajJatva vagere guNo mahAdevamAM hovA joIe tevuM to akSarazaH kahyuM natI mATe amArA ja matanI puSTi thAya che. AvI gerasamaja UbhI na thAya te mATe A trIjA zlokamAM spaSTa zabdomAM kahI dIdhuM ke jamanAmAM vItarAgata-sarvajJatvAdi guNo pragaTa thAya te ja mahAdeva kahevAya. hakIkatamAM sAMkhyamata yuktisaMgata paNa nathI ja. kemake jJAna-vairAgya (vItarAga7) vagere caitanyanA svabhAvo che ane caitanya e AtmAnuM svarUpa che tema to kahyuM ja che. to AtmAnA svarUpa jevA jJAnAdi svabhAvo prakRtino viyoga thatAM AtmAmAMthI zI rIte dUra thaI jAya! chadbhastha mahAdeva ane bhavasthakevalI mahAdevaH A to punarukti doSana Ave te mATeno eka yuktisaMgata rasto che. paraMtu keTalAka AcAryo to kahe che ke prathamanA be zlokanA kathanathI ja mahAdevamAM vItarAgatA-sarvajJatA vagere guNonA sadbhAvanI vAta sthira thaI jAya che. mahAdevanA svarUpamAM rAgAdinA abhAvanuM nirupaNa e, e mahAdevanA svarUpanuM niSedhamukhI (Negative) nirupaNa che. enAthI ApoApa vidhimukhI (Positive) nirupaNa phalita thaI ja jAya che ke mahAdeva eTale vItarAga-sarvajJa. ahiMsA eTale hiMsAno abhAva te ahiMsAnI niSedhamukhI vyAkhyA thaI, ane dayA te ahiMsAnI vidhimukhI vyAkhyA thaI. have pachI prazna thAya ke trIjA zlokanA prathama caraNamAM pharI e vAta zabdathI kema kahI? jo arthathI prathama be zlokamAM ja kahevAI jatI hoya to? A prazna temanA aMtaramAM spharyo ane jANe teo gUMcavAyA. tethI teo have ema kahe che ke prathama be zlokamAM je kahyuM che te mahAdevanI svarUpa avatAne anulakSIne na samajavuM kiMtu mahAdevanI chadmastha avasthAne anulakSIne samajavuM. Ama karavAthI e zlokamAM rAgAdinA je vizeSaNa mUkyA che te svarUpavizeSaNa tarIke levA nahi paDe. have vyavacchedakavizeSaNa tarIke ja laI zakAze. rAga be prakAranA che. sakalezane utpanna karanArA bhayaMkara koTinA rAga ane saMkalezane nahi utpanna karanArA dubaLA rAga ItyAdi.
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________________ vira ! madhurI vANI tArI bhAvImAM je mahAdeva thavAnA che temanI vartamAna chadbhastha avasthAmAM rAga to che ja paraMtu te saMkalezajanaka rAga nathI; temanAmAM dveSano udaya to che ja paNa zarUmapI Injanane bhaDake saLagAve tevA dAvAnaLasamo e TheSa nathI. ane moha to udayamAM che ja paraMtu sarva jJAnane DhAMkI de ane AcArane malina karI nAMkhe tevo moha to nathI ja. rAgAdibhAvonA sUkSma udayo dasamA guNasthAna sudhI rahe che ane mohano udaya bAramA guNasthAna sudhI rahe che eTale mahAdevanA chadmastha jIvanamAM A badhA udayo to saMbhave ja. have prazna thAya ke jo A rIte jemanI chatmastha avasthAmAM saMkalezAdinA janaka rAgAdi na hoya te mahAdeva kahevAya ema pahelA be zlokano artha karIe to mahAdeva tarIkenI bhavastha kevaLajJAnInI avasthAnuM mahAdevanuM svarUpa zuM hovuM joIe? AnA uttaramAM ja trIjA zlokanuM prathama caraNa che ema e AcAryo kahe che. je (jIvanamukta dazAmAM bhavastha kevalI dazAmAM) vItarAga hoya, sarvajJa hoya, zAzvata sukhanA bhokatA banyA hoya te mahAdeva kahevAya. Ama prathamanA be zlokamAM chastha avasthAnA mahAdevanuM svarUpadarzana e trIjA zlokanA prathama pAdamAM bhavastha kevalI dazAnA mahAdevanuM svarUpa varNana karavAmAM AvyuM che ema nakkI thayuM. ahIM kadAca koI evo prazna kare ke chatmastha avasthAmAM koI paNa vyaktine mahAdeva kema kahevAya? jyAM rAgAdino sabhAva che te devamAM vaLI mahAnatA zenI? kemake tethI paNa mahAna to bhavastha kevalI che jemanAmAM rAgAdibhAvano saMpUrNa nAza thaI cUkyo che. jyAre vadhu mahAnanuM astitva hoya tyAre tethI nIcenI kakSAvALAne mahAna kema kahevAya? A prazna barobara nathI, kemake jo Avo ja nyAya sthira karavAmAM Avaze to bhavastha kevalIne paNa have mahAna nahi kahI zakAya kemake temanAthI paNa vadhu mahAna to mokSapadane pAmI cUkelA kevalI bhagavAna che, je ISTa ja nathI mATe cha0 avasthAnA AtmAne paNa mahAta kahevAmAM kazuM anucita nathI. astu. je vItarAga hoya te mahAdeva kahevAya ema kahIne sarAgI devonI mahAdevatAno pratiSodha karavAmAM Avyo che. kapila mahAdeva na hoI zake? je sarvajJa hoya te mahAdeva kahevAya ema kahIne sAMkhyamata praNetA kapilanI mahAdevatAno pratiSedha karavAmAM Avyo che. kemake temanA darzanathI ja kapila sarvajJa na hatA e vAta sAbita thaI jAya che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI sAMkhyamata e che ke jaDa prakRtino vikAra buddhi che. AtmA (puruSa)thI prakRtino viyoga thavo te ja AtmAno mokSa kahevAya che. jyAre mokSa avasthAmAM AtmA prakRtithI chuTo paDe che tyAre e taddana sahaja bAbata che ke e vakhate prakRtinA vikArasvarUpa buddhi paNa AtmAthI chUTI paDI jAya che. have AtmAnI saMsAra avasthAmAM buddhi padArthanuM je bhAna kare che te ja padArthabhAna AtmAmAM pratibiMbita thAya che. paNa jo AtmAnI mokSAvasthAmAM buddhino ja viyoga thaI jAya che to buddhithI thatuM AtmAne padArthajJAna paNa azakya banI jAya che. re! eka paNa padArthanA jJAnavALo mokSAvasthAno AtmA rahI zake tema nathI. 36 to pachI mokSavasthAvALo AtmA sarvapadArthano jJAtA to banaze ja zI rIte ? Ama sAMkhyamatathI ja mukatAtmAmAM sarvajJatvano pratiSedha thaI jAya che. jyAM sarvajJatva nathI tyAM mahAdevatva kema hoI zake ? sAva ajJane paNa jo mahAdeva kahI zakAya to sava4 saMsArI AtmAo to moTA mahAdeva banI jAya kemake eo to kAMIka ne kAMIka paNa jJAnI che! vastutaH to A siddhAMta ja barobara nathI ke muktAtmAmAM kazuM ja jJAna hotuM nathI. kemake jo AtmA cetanA svarUpa hoya ane buddhi ane prakRti e cetanAno vyAghAta karanArA hoya to to te buddhi ane prakRtino viyoga thatAM ja AtmAnI cetanA pUrabahAramAM pragaTI UThe ane tethI to muktAtmA sarvajJa ja banI rahe. na buddhu mahAdeva na hoI zake : sarvajJa padathI jema kapilano mahAdeva tarIke pratiSedha thayo tema te ja padathI buddha paNa mahAdeva tarIke sAbita thatAM aTakI jAya che. buddhanA ziSyoe ja kahyuM che ke jagatanuM badhuM jANavAnI ApaNe zI jarUra che? ApaNane jenuM jJAna ISTa hoya teTaluM ja ApaNe jANIe. kayI vastumAM keTalA jIvo che te jANavAno ApaNA vikAsamAM kazo ja upayoga nathI. A uparathI ja sAbita thaI jAya che ke buddha vagere sarvajJa na hatA paraMtu 'thoDA padArthane ja jANanArA' hatA. vastutaH to 'thoDA padArthonA paNa pUrNa jANakAra' teo na hatA ema sAbita thAya che kemake eka paNa padArthanuM pUrNajJAna tyAre ja thAya jo sarva padArthanuM saMpUrNajJAna thAya. sAme paDelo padArtha e amuka ja vastu che evaM e vastunuM pUrNajJAna to ja thAya ke jagatanA bAkInA tamAma padArthonuM jJAna karIne... te badhA ya padArtha svarUpa te padArtha nathI.... nathI.... nathI. evuM vyatirekI jJAna thAya.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI ghaTa e ghaTa che paraMtu paTa nathI evuM jJAna karavAmAM paNa paTanuM jJAna jarUrI che. paTa e zuM vastu che enI ja khabara na hoya to sAme paDelo ghaTa e paTa paNa hoI zake evI zaMkA avazya utpanna thaI jAya. eTale "ne sabaMgALaH ? paNa nAga' e AcArAMga sUtrAnusAra to sarvajJa banyA vinA eka padArthanuM pUrNa jJAna paNa asaMbhavita che. mATe ja buddha na hatA sarvajJa ane na hatA alpajJa. sarvajJatvavAda: Aje ja nahi, purANA kALathI paraloka, mokSa, AtmA vagere AdhyAtmika bhAvone svIkAravAnI sariyAma lAcArI dekhADato ughADo ke chUpo nAstikavAda cAlyo Ave che. adhyAtmanI ImArata viSayabhogonA tyAga-verAgyanA pAyA upara ja UbhI rahe che. bahulakarmI sarvajIvone viSaya - bhogonA tyAga-vairAgya kadI gamatA nathI. enI vAta paNa sAMbhaLatA emane trAsa thato hoya che. AthI ja AvA jIvo enI sAme potAnI buddhinuM zastra ugAme che. zakya eTalA prayatnothI e zastrane jhIMke che. buddhinI AvI jhIMko anaMtakALathI thatI ja AvI che. bahulakarmitAno e sanAtana rAkSasa Aje enA bhayaMkara jhanune caDayo che. paNa AdhyAtmabhAvano yuga kadI Athamyo nathI. hA, enA teja kyAreka jhaMkhavAyA che, enA baLa kyAreka naMdavAyA paNa che paraMtu e yuga sadA jIvato ne jIvato ja rahyo che. pelo rAkSasa enI jhIMka mArato ja rahyo che. ane adhyAtmabhAva sadA prasannamanA banIne ene khamato ja rahyo che. koI koIno vinAza karI zakyuM nathI. eke yano vinAza kadI thavAno nathI. e be vaccenuM anAdi yuddha anaMta rahevAnuM che e vAta paNa sunizcita che. eTale purANA samayomAM paNa AtmAnA astitva vize kutarko thatA hatA, Aje paNa thAya che. bhogarasika AtmAone AtmAno InkAra karyA vinA cAlI zake tema nathI. AtmAnA astitvanI bAMga pukAratA zAstro sAme zastro ugAmyA vInA cAlI zake tema nathI. jyAM bhogarasa che tyAM dharmazAstronI zatrutA hoya che. tevA jIvonI pAse AtmA, eno paraloka, ane enA mokSanI vAtonI zraddhAnI apekSA rAkhavI e
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________________ IL vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI mUrkhanuM kArya che. AtmAnA astitvane mULamAMthI uDADanArA jIvonI jema e vRkSanA thaDa, DALI, pAMkhaDIone uDADIne paNa jIvanArA bhogarasika AtmAo A jagatamAM che ja. hakIkatamAM to te badhAya AtmAnA astitvanI ja viruddhamAM potAno mata ApatA hoya che paNa keTalIka vAra evo sIdho virodha emanA vartuLamAM emanI ja sthiti kaphoDI karI mUke e bhayathI sIdho mULamAM kuThArAghAta na karatAM e vRkSanI zAkhA, prazAkhAo upara karatAM rahe che. emAMnA keTalAka "Apa salAmatI3 vicAratAM jIvo AtmAnI sarvajJatAno InkAra karavAnA khunnasamAM caDI jAya che. emanuM kahevuM e che ke AtmA bhale hoya paNa e kyAreka sarvajJa banI zake te vAtamAM kazuM vajUda nathI. je jamAnAmAM sarvajJonuM astitva kahevAya che te jamAnAnA asarvajJomAMnA koIne paNa kadI evuM pratyakSa thayuM nathI ke jethI amuka vyakti sarvajJa kahI zakAya. je vastu e jamAnAnI AMkhoe paNa joI nathI tene Aje kema mAnI zakAya? sarvajJane na mAnatAM A atyaMta bhogarasika AtmAo ema paNa kahe che ke bhagavAna mahAvIra vagerene sarvajJa mAnavAmAM amane koI vAMdho nathI paNa te vakhate sarvajJa eTale zuM teno ApaNe vicAra to karavo ja paDaze. zAstromAM to kahyuM ke, sarvajJa eTale sarvakALanA sarvadravyone ane sarvaparyAyone ja jANe te "sarvajJa' A vAta to khUba ja vicAraNIya che. AvuM to zI rIte bane? ApaNuM jJAna keTaluM che te ApaNe kyAM nathI jANatA? to vadhI vadhIne koI AtmAnuM jJAna keTaluM vadhI zake ? sarvadravyonuM ane sarvaparyAyonuM jJAna thavuM e to taddana azakya vidhAna che. hA. bhagavAna jinezvaro viziSTajJAnI hatA te bezaka kabUla karavuM rahyuM ane tethI temanA te viziSTajJAnI hatA te bezaka kabUla karavuM rahyuM ane tethI temanA te viziSTa jJAnano mahimA batAvavA pUratI AvI atizayoktinI alaMkArika vAto karIe temAM kazuM khoTuM nathI. paNa hakIkata to tevI na ja hoI zake. "sarvajJa eTale te te viSayanA saMpurNa "jJAnavALA' eTaluM ja vidhAna samucita gaNAya. adhyAtmavAdIo AtmAnA viSayamAM khUba vizALa jJAna dharAvatA hatA mATe temane AtmajJAnanA sarvajJa jarUra kahI zakAya. amadAvAdanA khyAtanAma DokTara sumaMta zAha zarIra aMgenI paripUrNa mAhitIvALA che mATe te viSayanA temane sarvajJa kahI zakAya.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 39 bhAratanA mAjI eTarnI janarala zrI motIlAla setalavaDa kAyadAzAstranuM saMpUrNajJAna dharAve che mATe te viSayanA temane sarvajJa kema na kahevAya? bhAratIya saMgItanA sAta svaronA jhINAmAMjhINA rAganA aThaMga upAsaka paMDita oMkAranAtha ThAkura te viSayanA sarvajJa ja kahevA joIe. hajAmatanA karavAnA tamAma prakArono jANakAra hajAma e viSayano sarvajJa ja gaNAya; joDAnI tamAma jAtono praNetA koI mocI e viSayano sarvajJa ja gaNAya, ane ukaraDAmAM karoDo rUpiyAnI kamANI karAvI Apato dilhInI myunisIpAliTIno eka khaMtIlo kAryakara ukaraDAnA jJAnano sarvajJa ja kahevAya. DaoN. sumaMta zAha pAse vizvavikhyAta krikeTara gerI sobarsanI phAMphaDI golaMdAjInI jANakArInI thoDI ja apekSA rAkhI zakAya? zrI motIlAla setalavaDa uraDA zAstranA paNa jANakAra hovA ja joIe nahi to sarvajJa nahi, evI apekSA kema rAkhI zakAya? kAranAtha ThAkura pAse hajAmatanA tamAma prakAronuM jJAna kema apekSita rAkhI zakAya? jo sarvajJa eTale sarva prakAranA sarvajJAnanA saMpUrNa jANakAra artha karazo to bhale uparokta vyaktio sarvajJa nahi manAya paraMtu bhagavAna jinezvarone jatanA tamAma viSayonA saMpUrNa jJAtA kahevA paDaze. zuM A vAta sahune mAnya che? bogarasika AtmAonI AvI vAto che. vartamAnamAM AvA kutarkavAdIonA to rAphaDA phATyA che. comAsAmAM agaNita aLasIA akhAeka UbharAya tema gAme gAme, ghara-gharamAM bhogarasika aLazIAo UbharAya che. emanI jAte ja e mare ane emanI jAte e janmIne jIve evI A jAta che. cAle che kyAreka evAonA paNa mato emanA puNyanA jore ane thaI paDelA be-cAra bhaktonI mamatanA sahiyAre! so baso pAMcaso varSa jIvI kADhe che evA mato, paNa aMte ApameLe ghasAtAM ghasAtAM rAmazaraNa thaI jAya che. koIne satya samajAvavuM e dharma hovA chatAM kadAgrahIne satya samajAvavAno prayatna karavo ane karuNAsAgara jinezvaroe pApa kahyuM che. kadAgrahI mATenI karuNA samAI che temane kazuM na kahevAmAM. kahevA jatAM vadhune mamate caDIne vadhu pApa bAMdhe te karatAM na kahevAmAM e pApo na baMdhAvavAmAM karuNA che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI mATe ja bhagavAna mahAvIre caMDakauzikane bodha daIne potAnI karuNA pragaTa karI. jyAre saMgamane mauna rahIne karuNA dAkhavI. be ya nuM emaNe hita ja karyuM. 40 sarvajJatvavAdane na ja svIkAravAnI pratijJA karI cUkelAone ApaNe kazuM ja samajAvavuM nathI paraMtu jeo mugdhatAne kAraNe e nAdanA phaMde caDI gayA che tevA AhavihoNA jIvone to A vAta jarUra samajAvavI che. saMbhava che ke teo bhogarasikatAnA pApamAMthI jAgelA evA kuvAdonA paMjAmAM sapATAmAMthI UgarI jAya. sauprathama vAta to e che ke jeo bIjA AtmAonA sarvajJatA-guNane kabUlatA nathI teo bIjAonA AtmAnA astitvane to kabUle che ne? jo uttara hakAramAM hoya to temanI sAme prazna thaI zake che ke bIjA zarIromAM rahelo AtmA emaNe zI rIte kabUlyo ? kemake te paNa koIne dekhAto to nathI ja? jo ema kahevAmAM Ave ke, "bhale AMkhethI e AtmAo dekAtA nathI paraMtu zAstromAM tema kahyuM ce mATe AtmAonA astitvane kabUlavAmAM vAMdho nathI.'' to pachI e ja zAstramAM AtmAnA sarvajJatvanI vAto Ave che tene kabUlavAno kema InkAra karo cho? jo zAstranA eka paNa aMzamAM asatyatAnI vAta karazo to tevA AkhAya zAstrane tamArAthI satya ke vizvAsya kema mAnI zakAze ? evI paNa zaMkA tamane thaze ja ke zAstramAM AzmAnA astitvanI je vAto karavAmAM AvI che te paNa asatya kema na hoya ? eTale jo zAstrokta hovAthI bIjA AtmAnuM astitva tame svIkAryuM hoya to sarvajJatAnI vAto paNa zAstrokta ja che mATe tene paNa te ja rIte maMjUra karavI ja rahI. ane jo kadAca ema kaho ke, "zAstrokta che mATe bIjA zarIromAM AtmAnA sadabhAvane ame nathI mAnatA paraMtu bIjA zarIromAM je gati vagere kriyAo dekhAya che te uparathI temanAmAM AtmA jevI koI vastu che evuM anumAnathI mAnIe chIe.'' jo Ama hoya to pratyakSa pramANa sivAyanA anumAna pramANane paNa tame svIkAryuM ne? to have e ja anumAna pramANathI e AtmAonI sarvajJatA paNa sAbita thaI jAya che. juo, pahelI vAta to e che ke pUrve kahyA mujaba jo koI padArtha nAza pAmavAnA svabhAvavAlo hoya teno saMpUrNa kSaya kyAreka paNa thaI zake kharo. jIrNa thatAM jatAM vastrano agni dvArA saMpUrNanAza thAya che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI dUra thatAM jatAM ratnanA maLano paNa e ja agni saMpUrNa nAza karI de che. to AtmAne je alpajJAna jovA maLe che te tenI upara jAmelA jJAnAvaraNIya nAmanA kArmika pudgalonA jaththAnA alpanAzane AbhArI che. paNa pUrNanAza tyAM nathI mATe pUrNajJAna jovA maLatuM nathI. mATe ja potAnI garadananI pAchaLa UbhI rahelI vesTaminIsTara ebInI rAkSasI ImAratane te joI zakato nathI. mATe ja AMkhanI ja sAmI dizAmAM dUra dUra AvelI kaMcanajaMghAnI parvatamALAne e joI zakato nathI. mATe ja nAyagarAnA dhodhanI pachaDATamAMthI udbhavatA kAna phADI nAMkhe tevA paDachaMdA, UMTa jeTalA moTA kAne sAMbhaLI zakato nathI. pagale pagale nidhAno daTAyAM chatAM tene jANI zakato nathI. makAnanA pAyAmAM vepArI telano virATa kUvo chupAyo che chatAM pakaDI zakato nathI. - kAzmIranA kesaranA lakIcAnI comera dhasatI gaMdhakaNonI sugaMdha mANI zakato nathI. jevI Apattio ajJatAnI, vaNamAgI lAve che jJAnAvaraNIya nAmanuM karmAvaraNa; tevI ja vividha muzkelIo UbhI kare che bAkInA sAte ya karmAvaraNo. paNa A karmAvaraNo thoDo paNa vinAza pAme che e hakIkata che. mATesto sagI AMkhe eka mAtA potAnA yuvAna lADakA putranA gaLe thayelI kensaranI jIvaleNa gAMThamAMthI vahetI rasInuM darzana karI zake che. mATesto zaucavidhi karato mANasa viSThAnI gaMdhane durgadha kahevAnuM jJAna prApta kare che. mATeto jI upara paDatI kavInAInanI bhUkIne "kepaskUlamAM bharIne ApavAmAM Ave che. mATesto sarjarInA vijJAnamAM "klorophorma'nI anivArya AvazyakatA kabUlavAmAM AvI che. bhale... e badhI mAhitIo sAte ApaNane kazI nisbata nathI. vAta eTalI ja che ke jo A rIte karmanA AvaraNo alpa paNa vinAza pAmI
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________________ | |_ 42 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI zake che to teo adhika vinAza pama pAmI ja zake, ethI paNa vadhu adika vinAza paNa jarUra jarUra pAmI zake. jo tema na thaI zakatuM hota to ThoTha nizALIo, gAmaThI mAstara, zaherano zikSaka, hAIskUlanA prinsIpAla, kolejano prophesara, sApekSavAda upara pI.eca.DI. thaelo eka mahAna gaNAto adhyApaka, kembrIja yunivarsITIno phAdhara, DaoN. jhIvALo nAmanI raziyana kathAno lekhaka ane AlbarTa AInsTAIna A caDhatI jatI jJAnazreNi zI rIte saMbhavate? re! eka ja "pILA raMga' upara saMkeDa lekhakoe mahAnibaMdho lakhyA. ane temAMthI koI paNa be-eka sarakhAM nathI. lAkho vidyArthIo esa.esa.sI.nI parIkSAmAM uttIrNa thAya che. temAMnA koI paNa be badhI vAte eka sarakhAM Aja sudhImAM gaNAyA nathI. cAra abajanI mAnava saMkhyAmAM dareka mAnavane jJAna che. chatAM eka paNa mAnavanA jJAnanI bilakula barobarI kare tevuM jJAna jagatano bIjo koI paNa mAnava dharAvato nathI. jJAna darekanuM juduM ! jJAna darekanuM ochuM-vadhatuM. paNa jo ThoTha nizALIA karatAM vadhu jJAnI gAmaThI mAstara gaNAto hoya, tenA karatAM ya zaherI zikSaka vadhu jJAnI gaNAto hoya ane chevaTe AlbarTa AInsTAIna vizvano saudhI vadhu jJAnI kahevAto hoya to AlbarTa karatAM ya vadhu jJAnI kema na thaI zakAya? mATeto eka manovaijJAnike AgAhI karI che ke thoDA ja samayamAM vizvane seMkaDo AlbarTa AInsTAInonA darzana thaze. kemake vizvano jJAnakoza vadhato ja jAya che. divase divase vadhato ja rahe che. astu. enI AgAhIne ApaNe carcavI nathI. ahIM to vAta eTalI ja che ke komplabasanI amerikAnI zodhakhoLa pUrvenI duniyA pUrNa jagatane pAmyAnuM mAnatI hatI chatAM navuM jagata joDAyuM tema AjanA jJAnamAM bIjuM anaMta jJAnavRddhi kema na pAme? ane e rIte pUrNajJAnanI Toca maryAdA paNa bhUtakALamAM koIkane paNa kema sparzAI na hoya? bhAvamAM pharI bIjA koIne kema sparzAvAnI na ja hoya? jagatanA jJAna to ajJAnAvaraNanA hrAsathI utpanna thayelA che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI pUrNajJAna to jJAnAvaraNanA pUrNa nAzathI utpanna thAya che. zayanakhaMDanA ghanaghora aMdhakAramAM svIca dabAvatAM ja cAlIsa volTano globa prakAza prakAza karI mUke che tema. je AtmAo rAgAdidurbhAvonA nAzanI Toca-sAdhanAnuM evaresTa zikhara sara kare che. eo vItarAgatAnA bhAve to AMkhanA palakArA jeTalA samayamAM ja jJAnAvaraNIyakarmanA sarva prakAranA AvaraNone bhaDake jalAvI daIne sarvajJa-sarvadarzI bane che. AMkha sAme paDelA moTA arIsAmAM jotAMnI sAte eka sAthe aneka vastuo dekhAya che, e aneka vastuonuM jJAna thAya che tema sarvajJatvanA ArIsAmAM sarvakALanA sarva dravyo ane sarvaparyAyo pratibiMbita thAya che ane saghaLuM ya dravyaparyAyamaya jagata dekhAvA lAge che. nADInA dhabakArAnA baLe vedyo peTanuM alsara joI le che. pracAranA baLe dharatInA kheDUo, doDayA AvatA jalabharyA vAdaLonI vAta kahI de che. kuMDalinA gaNitabaLe jyotiSIo vyaktinuM bhAvI bolavA lAge che. yogabaLe yogIo agamanigamanI sacoTa AgAhIo karI de che. pITara harakosa gharamAM beTho beTho nAsatA pharatI DAkuonI ToLIne joto joto tenuM hubahU varNana kare che. jenI Dikasana dUra beThI beThI gAMdhI ane keneDAnA khUnanA dRzyo joIne cIsa pADI UThI hatI. AbunI guphAmAM vatA yogIo dezavidezanI vAto karatA hatA. kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrasUrijI mahArAje dekhAtA kolasAnA DhagamAM suvarNanA sAcA darzana karyA hatA. sthUlabhadrajIe mitranA staMbhamAM nidhAno chupAyelA joyAnuM sAMbhaLyuM che. jo A rIte jJAAvaraNAdi karmonA viziSTahAsathI viziSTa jJAna thAya to e karmonA pUrNanAzathI pUrNajJAna kema na thAya? alpajJAnI sarvajJatAnI vAtone na kalpI zake e taddana sAcI vAta che. kema ke e che kuvAno deDako. sAgaranI laMbAI pahoLAI ane UMDAIne e kayAMthI kalpI zake ? ane jo kadAca kalpaze to ye keTalI kalpI zakaze? hA. sAgaranI vAto karanArA
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________________ | |_ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI upara ene vizvAsa hoya to badhuM ya satya kalpI zakAya. paNa e vizvAsa ja jyAM na hoya tyAM zuM? ahaMkAragrasta AtmAo bIjAonI mahAnatAne AMbI zakavA asamartha hoya che. emanuM vAmana svarUpa ane peluM, virATa svarUpa - A be vaccenuM aMtara emano ahaM kadI pAmI zakato nathI. nathI temanAmAM vAmanamAMthI virATa banavAnuM kauvata. che mAtra 'virATa' tarIke pUjAvAnI khoTI dAnata. ane tethI ja jo vAmana virATa na bane to "virATa paNa mArA jevaDo ja hato.' ema kahIne pote virATanI pUjA meLavI levI.' 3 AvuM che ahaMnI duniyAnuM vijJAna! javA do e vAtone. so vAtanI eka ja vAta. ke jo jagatamAM ajJAnanI taLeTI dekhAtI hoya to jJAnanuM sarvocca zikhara svIkAravuM ja rahyuM. na dekhAya mATe na mAnavAnI vAta to tArkikonI duniyAmAM paLabhara paNa UbhI rahI zakatI nathI. evI vAtonA upara to so megATananA so so eTamabomba eka sAte trATake ce; ane bhUkkA bolAvI de che evI vAtonA polA pahADI dekhAvanA. eTale ja evI vAto karanArane chevaTe na dekhAtAne ya anumAnathI prAmANika karavAnI vAta mAnavI ja paDe che. koDI jevaDI AMkho vagere.... dekhIne ya keTaluM dekhI zake? aNu jevaDuM kahevAtuM mana to pahADanA ya anumAna karI zake ane pahADanI pele pAranI ya vArtA karI zake. AMkhethI dekhe che pahADamAMthI nIkaLatA dhumADAne. paNa mana kahI de che pahADathI pele pAranI taLeTImAM bhabhUkatA agninI na dekhAtI vAta. 'na dekhAtuM na mAnavuM kahenAra paNa na dekhAtAM e agnine mATe ja che. zAbAza. to pachI na dekhelA sarvajJatA guNane paNa emanI vAtothI kema mAnI na zakAya? vijJAna ane dharma'nAmuM eka pustaka meM lakhyuM che jemAM aDhI hajAra varSa pUrve je vAto bhagavAna jinezvaroe kahI hatI temAMnI 40 thI 50 vAtone AjanA vaijJAniko chevaTe kabulavA lAgI gayA che e vAta meM ghaNA purAvAo sAthe samajAvI che. ane e uparathI e vAta sthira karI dIdhI che ke je bhagavAna mahAvIra pAse koI vaijJAnika leboreTarI na hatI, ke na hatuM dUradarzaka dUrabIna! aMga upara eka cIMdaraDI paNa na hatI chatAM emaNe evI agaNita rahasyamayI vAtone vAtavAtamAM zI rIte
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI kahI dIdhI? AjanA vaijJAnikone je vAtone prAmANita karatAM dasakAonA dasakAo ane aneka peDhIo DubADI devI paDI te vAtane samavasaraNanI dazanAmAM emaNae zI rIte vahetI mUkI dIdhI? A uparathI ja sAbita thaI jAya che ke bhagavAna mahAvIra ane emanA jevA tamAma jina-bhagavaMto sarvajJa ja hatA, jagatanA sarva padArthone ane sarva paryAyone teo AMkhe AMkha joI zakatA hatA. jema huM hamaNAM mArI phAunTanapenane ke kAgaLa upara lakhAtA akSarone AMke AMkha joI rahyo chuM. Ama aneka anumAnothI vItarAga bhagavaMtomAM pragaTa thatAM sarvajJatvaguNane ApaNe mAnya karI zakIe chIe. vaLI bIjI paNa eka vAta che ke jyAre parvatamAMthI nIkaLatAM dhUmADAne ApaNe AMkhe AMkha joIne parvatanI taLeTImAM rahelAM ApaNane na dekhAtAM agninA astitvanuM anumAna karIe chIe tAre ahIM eka vAta to nakkI ja thaI jAya che ke game te jagAe game te kALamAM koI mANase dhUmADo ane agni be ya ne AMkhe AMkha joyA ja hovA joIe. agnimAMthI dhumADo nIkaLato AMkhe AMkha vAravAra jovAya tyAre ja duniyAmAM e vAta sthira thAya ke jyAM dhUmADo hoya tyAM agni hoya ja. have bhalI pachI ApaNe parvatano dhumADo ja joIe ane agni na joIe chatAM dhumADA uparathI ja agninuM anumAna karI zakIe. - A ja rIte zAstrokta vAto Aje siddha thaI jAya che eTale e uparathI e vAtone kahenArA bhagavAna jinonA AtmAnI sarvajJatAnuM ApaNe anumAna karIe chIe. Ama A vAta uparathI e vAta siddha thaI jAya che ke evA keTalAya AtmAo thayA haze jemaNe e vAto ane e sarvajJatA beyanuM pratyakSa darzana karyuM haze. A rIte bandha, paraloka mokSa vagere atIndriya padArthonuM ApaNe anumAna karIe chIe paNa te badhA ya atIndriya padArthonuM aneka AtmAone to pratyakSa thayuM ja hatuM. te vinA A anumAna ApaNe na ja karI zakIe. TUMkamAM je apratyakSa padArthanuM ApaNe anumAna karIe te apratyakSa padArtha koIne to pratyakSa hovA ja joIe. ApaNane apratyakSa parvatIya agni, parvatIya pradezamAM rahenArA mANasone pratyakSa hoya che tema A siddhAMta upara ja A vicAraNA AdhArita che. Ama sarvajJatvanA jJAnavijJAna vinAnA ApaNe bhagavAna jinanI sarvajJatAnuM
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________________ vIra madhurI vANI tArI anumAna sutarAM karI zakIe chIe. ThIMgaNo mANasa lAMbA mANasanuM darzana kayAM nathI karI zakato? tAva vinAnuM tharmomITara tAvavALA mANasano tAva kyAM nathI mApatuM? damano dardI DaoNkTara damiyanala dardInodasa kyAM bhagADI nathI mUkato? bhAgyahINao AMkaDA kADhanAro, AMkaDA kADhI ApIne anekone bhAgyavaMtA kyAM nathI banAvato ? ThaMDu sUryavimAna samagra vizvane uSNatA kyAM nathI dAkhavatuM? je vItarAga banyA te sarvajJa bane ja. sarvajJa eTale sarvajJa, hA. jarUra sarva. bAbatonA jANakAra. eka vAtanA pUrNa jANakAra sumaMtazAha ke AlbarTa AInsTAInane re! bhagavAna hemacandrasUrijIne paNa ame amArA zAstrokta paribhASAnA sarvajJa nathI kahetA. jeo je rIte potAnA sarvajJa kahevaDAvavA mathathA hoya teo A vidhAnathI hatAza thaze... paNa nAIlAja. te mATe sarvajJatvanI zraddhAvALA ame atyaMta dilagIra chIe. trIsamAM kevaLajJAna-aSTakamAM hajI vadhu vicAra ApaNe karIzuM. bhavAtIta avasthA saMpanna mahAdevanuM svarUpa eka apekSAe ApaNe vicAryuM ke prathamanA be zlokamAM saMkalezajanaka rAgano, zamanAzaka dveSano ane jJAna ane AcArane vikRtakaranAra mohano jemanA chadmasthabhAvanA jIvanamAM paNa abhAva che temane te avasthAmAM mahAdeva kahevAya. bhagavAna mahAvIrane betAlIsa varSanI uMmare kevaLajJAna thayuM. trIsa varSa sudhI gRhasthajIvana jIvyA tyAra pachI saMsArano parityAga karyo ane bAra varSa sudhI ghora sAdhanA karI. A betAlIsa varSano temano jIvanakALa chaDbhAvano kALa kahevAya. (chama eTale saMsAra) A kALamAM temanAmAM rAgAdibhAvono udaya jarUra hato chatAM teonA te rAgAdibhAvo saMkaleza vagerenA janaka to na ja hatA mATe ja e kALamAM paNa temane mahAdeva kahevAya. betAlIsa varSanI uMmare teo vItarAga banyA. ane sarvajJa thayA. havenA temanA jIvananA zeSa trIsa varSa e temano bhavastha kevalI (jIvanamukta) dazAno samaya kahevAya. A dazamAM teo vItarAga hatA ane sarvajJa hatA mATe emane mahAdeva
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI kahevAya. A vAta trIjA zlokanA prathama pAdamAM thaI. ApaNe e mahAdevanI bhavAtIta (videha mukta) avasthAnI viziSTatA joIe. A avasthAmAM teo zAzvata sukhanA svAmI bane che, sarva karmamukta bane che, ane azarIrI bane che. 47 (1) zAzvata sukhanuM svAmitva : sukha be jAtanA. bhADuta ane asalI mAlikInuM. jJAnasAramAM upAdhyAyajI bhagavAna yazovijayajI mahArAje kahyuM che ke jagatanA sukha eTale paDozIne tyAMthI mAMgI lAvelA alaMkArane paherIne temAM AnaMda mANavAnA sukha. jagatanuM koI paNa sukha lAvo. badhuM ya bhADutI che ! parAyI vastunA bhoganuM e sukha che. AtmA cetana che. enA jJAnAdi guNo che. eno ja e mAlika che. AtmAne vaLagI paDelA karmo AtmAnA nathI. zubha karmonA udayothI utpanna thatuM sukha paNa AtmAnuM nathI. 'kvInamerI' moTa2ne eka abajopati mANasa potAnI mAne che. vastutaH e to che enA jaDakarmanI mAlikInI cIja. eno mAnelo putrAdi parivAra, enI mAnelI dhana vagerenI samRddhi paNa enI nathI. mATe ja to e enA hAthamAMthI game te paLe game tyAM sarakI jAya che. ane e poka mUkIne raDe che. karmanI e cIjo upara potAnI mAlikIno dAvo karavo e ja A jagatanuM moTAmAM moTuM ajJAna che. e ajJAna ja A jagatanA sarva duHkhanuM mULa che. jJAnAdiguNo sivAya mAruM kAMI ja nathI. re! A deha paNa mAro nathI evI satyanI nakkara bhUmikA upara je saMto UbhA rahe che eo koIpaNa duHkhanI anubhUti karatA nathI. dehAdinA sukhane eo potIkA mAnatA nathI tema dehAdinA duHkhane ya potIka mAnatA nathI. ethI ja enA sukha duHkhamAM teo sadA nirlepa rahe che. deha upara caMdananA lepa thAo ke taravAranA ghA paDo! badhuM ya samAna! parAyI cIjanI upara mAlikIno dAvo karavo e ja pApa! je A mAlikIno dAvo karatAM nathI e parAyI cIjanAM zaNagAramAM ke bhaDakAmAM leza paNa nisbata dharAvatA nathI.
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________________ | |_ 48 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI ane je potIkI vastu che te AtmA ane tenA jJAnAdi guNo to sarva acchedA, adhaAhya, akADhe che. ene koI kAMI karI zakatuM nathI. jenAmAM lAkho nagarone ekasAthe tArA ja karI devAnI pracaMDa tAkAta dharabAI che te hAIDrojana bomba A AtmAnA eka paNa pradezane tArAja karI zakato nathI. kadI jeno aMzataH paNa vinAza na thAya jeno eka za paNa kadI jaDa na banI zake, jenI upara koI paNa tAkAta kazuM ja karI na zake evo A AtmA che. e je mArI cIja enI mAlikInA dAvamAM mAre kadI rovAnuM nahi. kadI zoka karavAno nahi. huM, huM no ja mAlika. huM mArA jJAnAdi anaMta guNono mAlika. je saMtone A bhAna thAya che te saMto jagatanI parAyI cIjanA saMbaMdhothI mukta bane che. pudgalanA jagatane pITha karIne AtmAnI prakAzamayI duniyAmAM cAlyA jAya che. pudgala vinAzI. enuM sukha paNa vinAzI. AtmA avinAzI, enuM sukha paNa avinAzI. chIcharA kUvAnA pANInI sera kyAreka paNa sukAI jAya. pAtALakUvAnI sera to sadA vahetI ja rahe ne? tharmala pAvara hAusanA prakAza bezaka Avana-jAvana karatA rahe; ratnano prakAza to sadA sthira hoya ne? eTaluM ja samajI lo ke jagata vinAzI che. strI, putra, saMpatti, baMgalA.. badhuM ja nAzavaMta che. ane tamAro deha paNa vinAzI che. vinAzI-vinAzIno prema game tyAre verAI ja javAno. bemAMtI ekanA paNa vinAze e sukhano vinAza ja thavAno. evA sukhane zAzvata banAvavAnI kalpanAmAM rAcato mAnava kadI paNa sukhI banI zake nahi. jo ATalI samajaNa AvI jAya ane svaccha, saMpUrNa tathA zAzvata sukhanI ja majA khyAlamAM AvI jAya to buddhimAna mAnava bheLaseLIA, adhUrA ane vinAzI podgalika sukhonA rasAsvAda mANavAno kadI lobha na kare.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI pachI to evA tuccha sukho ane enA sAdhano pratye ene napharata jAge, enI pAchaLa thatI AjIvana majUrI ene trAsa rUpa bane. e sukho khAtara vahI jatAM lohInA AMsu enI najare caDatAM potAnI karUNatA upara e nisAsA nAMkhe. pattAno mahela mahAmahenate Ubho thoya na thoya. tyAM ja yamarAje eka TUMka mArI. 49 kaDaDaDaDabhUsa karato e tUTI paDayo. pharI navI duniyA... navI vAta... navI mahecchA... navo saMsAra. pattAno mahela mahAmahenate Ubho karyo na karyo tyAM pharI yamarAje eka phUMka mArI. kaDaDaDabhUsa karato e tUTI paDayo. pharI navI duniyA. hAya! karUNatA saMsAranA sukhonI! e sukho pAchaLa pAgala banela jIvonI! ATaluM ja samajo. roja najare lAvo e raMga beraMgI pattAno mahela... caNAyo ane paDayo... pachI tamane kadI nahi game AvI bAliza pravRtti! bALa paNa dhULiyo mahela Ubho karIne pADe che! to prauDha paNa bALa ja kahevAya ne! saMta bananArano AtmA paudgalika AnaMdonA A kSaNakSaNa vinAzI svarUpane pakaDI pADe che : ane ethI ja enAthI udAsa thaI jAya che. pachI ApameLe chUTatA ja jAya che e puda galonA saMbaMdho ! badA ya saMbaMdha tUTatA ja jAya che. nathI chUTato saMbaMdha mAtra dehano ! paraMtu e ya vinAzI, azuci che ema jANIne enI mamatA pArAnI jema verAI jAya che. bauddha matano eka pAyAno siddhAMta che ke je koI vastu sat hoya-jagatamAM kayAMya paNa vidyamAna hoya te vastu kSaNika ja hoya. A siddhAMtane custa rIte jeo pakaDI rAkhe che teo AtmAne ane tenA potAnA sukhane paNa kSaNika ja mAne che. paraMtu Avo custa siddhAMta barobara nathI. vastutaH to jagatanI koI paNa cIja sarvathA kSaNika che ja nahi. eTale ke utpanna thatAMnI sAthe tarata ja nAza pAmI jAya evI ota jagatanI koI paNa cIja nathI. kemake vastumAtra jema utpanna thAya che tema
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________________ 50 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI sthira paNa rahe che ane pachI nAza paNa pAme che. eTale ja je sat hoya te kSaNika hoya te nahi kahetAM je sat hoya te utpAdadhrogya ane vinAzanA dharmathI yukta hoya tema ja kahevuM joIe. A viSayamAM AgaLa upara paMdaramAM aSTakamAM ghaNuM kahevAnuM che eTale ApaNe ahIM laMbANathI carcA karazuM nahi. ahIM to eTaluM ja jaNAvIne AgaLa vadhIe ke evA zAzvata sukhano saMbhava ja nathI evuM kSaNika sukhanI ja sadA tana anubhUti karanArAoe kalpI levuM nahi. kemake jo AtmAnA sukhane DhAMkatAM karmano aMzataH kSaya thathAM jo aMzataH sukha maLe che to e karmano sarvAMze kSaya avazya thaI zake ane tema thatAM saMpUrNa sukha paNa maLI zake. eTale zAzvata sukha che ja. ane tevA sukhanA svAmIne ja mahAdeva kahevAya. siddhArtha putra buddha jo AvA zAzvata sukhane ja mAnatA hoya ane tethI teo potAne tevA zAzvatasukhanA svAmI gaNAvatA na hoya to teo pote ja ApaNane jaNAvI de ce ke teo mahAdeva nathI. (2) aSTakarma mukti : bhavAtIta (videhamukta) dazAne pAmelA mahAdevanuM A zlokamAM bIjuM lakSaNa aSTakarma mukti kahyuM che. jJAnAvaraNa Adi ATheya karmonA sarva aNuothI jemano AtmA sarvathA mukta thayo che te ja AtmA bhavAtIta avasthAnA mahAdeva kahevAya. koI paNa karmanA koI paNa eka aMzanuM AtmAnA saMbaMdhamAM rahevuM e AtmA mATe to eka bhayaMkara trAsa che. cetana, ane te jaDanA saMyogamAM! A vAta ja tyaMta vasamI che. zuddhacarita zeTha koI parastrInA rAgamAM! bhaDake jalatA agnino koI khUNo ThaMDo hima jevo! kamalavana upara himano ThAra paDe e kevo trAsa! pahelavAna zarIramAM roga! vanamAM dAha! bharabapore ghanaghora aMdhakAra! graMthamAM mUrkhatAnuM pradarzana! snehALa kuTuMbamAM kajIA!
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI A badhuM ya bhAre trAsarUpa bane che. tevo ja cetana upara jaDa karmANanano saMbaMdha trAsarUpa bane che. pachI bhale ne te tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnuM cetanadravya kAM na hoya! teo paNa vizvopakAraka ninAma karmanA aNu-aNune haTAvavAnI-nAbUda karavAnI prakriyAmAM sadA sahaja rIte sAbadA ja rahe che. sArA paNa karmANano baMdha, cetana upara khoTo! kemake e ya baMdha che! evA jaDanA saMbaMdhe caitanyano dhabakAro dhImo paDe ja paDe. karmANanA baMdha-saMbaMdhamAM caitanyanuM jaDIkaraNa thAya che. e jJAnI chatAM ajJAnI bane che, sukhI chatAM asukha bane che, vIryavAna chatAM nirvIrya bane che. evA trAsarUpa karmANanA baMdha-saMbaMdhamAM rAce mAce saMsArI jIvo. mahAdeva to kadApi nahi. e to enI ghAtaka tAkAtone toDI ja pADatA hoya. ane bAkInA dubaLAonA nAzamAM ya tatpara ja hoya. ane videhamukta avasthAmAM mahAdeva to te ja kahevAya jeoe tamAma karmANanI chAtI potAnA prArabdha karmanA vAghanakhathI vidArI nAMkhI hoya. jemane eka paNa karmANano baMdha saMbaMdha nathI temane karmajanita rAgAdibhAvo nathI. paramamAdhyacyamAM emanuM prakAzasvarUpa sahaja rIte sadA ramatuM ja rahe che. eTale eo kadApi A jagatamAM doDI AvatA nathI. samagra jAtanA dRSTA chatAM koInA duHkha joIne bacAvavA doDatA nathI, koInA sukha joIne zAbAzI devA doDatA nathI. re! pote ja pravartAvI gayelA dharmatIrthanA vRkSane mULamAMthI hacamacAvI nAMkhavAno prayatna karatAM koI pApAtmAne joIne e dharmatIrthanA vRkSanI rakSA karavA kAje paNa doDa mUkatA nathI. A jagatamAM koI strInA peTe janma paNa letAM nathI. je akarmA banyA che te ajanmA che. karma vinA janma zakya ja nathI. akarmAne janma kevo? akarmAne janmanI IcchA ja kyAMthI? Azcarya thAya che e ta jANIne ke keTalAka dharmazAstromAM mahAdeva banelAo dharmano dhvaMsa vagere aTakAvavAnA hetuthI A jagatamAM janmAvatAra levAnuM jaNAve che. eka vAra nahi. vAraMvAra! aphasosa ! mahAdeva to akarmA hoya!
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________________ | |_ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI karmanA bIja vinA janmanA aMkurA kayAMthI utpanna thAya? zIlavatI kumArikA putra-prasUtA zI rIte banI zake ? re! janmano aMkura to te karma-bIja utpanna kare che je ajJAnanI dhULamAM daTAeluM che, jenI tAkAta hajI jIvatI-jAgatI jogaNa jevI che ane jenI upara tRSNAnA nIra siMcAI rahyA che. sarva karmanA sarva aNuone bALIne enI bhasma karI daIne bhagavAna banelA AtmAone karmanuM tAkAtavAna bIja ja kyAM che? ajJAnanI dhULa kyAM che? tRSNAnAjala kyAM che? e bIja, e dhULa ane e jala vinA ya janmano aMkura phuTI jAya! kevI asaMbhavita vAta! | ziSTajanomAM keTaluM hAsyAspada vidhAna! chatAM mAnI laIe ke A rIte koI azubha janmanA aMkura jANe che. maraghI IMDAne jaNe tema.. pachI tethI to e AtmAmAM karmanuM bIja, ajJAnanI dhULa ane tRSNAnuM jala mAnI ja levuM paDaze ne! kemake bIja, dhULa ane jaLa vinA aMkura trikALamAM kuTI zakato nathI! have jo Ama te AtmAo paNa karmabIjAdithI yukta hoya to teo ApaNA jevA ja banI gayA. pachI e devomAM mahAnatA zI? emane mahAdeva kema kahI zakAya? malinamAMthI nirmaLa banavAnI ArAdhanA e ja ArAdhanA che? nirmaLamAMthI jo pAchuM malina banavuM paDatuM hoya to evI nirmaLatAne koI na Icche! evA mokSApadane to bAra gAu cheTethI ja namaskAra! (3) zarIra muktiH jeono tmA saMsArathI sarvathA para thaI gayo che teone mahAdeva to tyAre ja kahI zakAya jyAre teo zarIramukta hoya. A zarIra ja sarva duHkhanuM mULa che. zrI sUyagaDAMgasUtramAM kahyuM che ke Aja sudhImAM jIva je koI duHkha pAmyo hoya te badhAyanA mULamAM zarIranuM mamatva ja kAraNa banyuM che. zarIranA mamatvamAMtI sakaLa saMsAranuM jALuM jIva-karoLiyAnI comera vIMTaLAI vaLyuM ane enA taMtunA mamatve ja ene parezAna karI mUkyo che. zarIranuM mamatva manane thAya che. mATe zarIra ane mana-be-bhegA maLIne sarva
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI duHkho utpanna kare che. eTale ApaNe je saMsAra pAragAmIne mahAdeva kahevA che te A duHkhanA mULa sthAna samA zarIra ane mana vinAnA ja hovA joIe. jo ema na hoya to zarIra ane mananA duHkhe duHkhI ApaNA karatAM devomAM mahAnatA kayI vAtanI? 53 A to bahu sIdhI-sAdI samajAI jAya tevI vAta che. chatAM keTalAka dharmazAstromAM saMsAra pAragAmI AtmAonI mahAnatA batADavA mATe emane virATa zarIranI kalpanA karavAmAM AvI che. ApaNe nAnakaDI koDI jevaDI AMkhavAlA paNa e to AkhI pRthvI jevaDI AMkhavALA che, vizvavyApI emanuM moM che! vizvavyApI eamanA hAtha che! ane comera phelAyelA emanA paga che. AthI ja teo ApaNA karatAM ghaNAM ghaNAM mahAna che! re! mahAdeva che ! jagatanA jIvone AMjI devAnI kevI asaMbhavita kalpanAo ! mahAdeva banAvI devAnI dhUnamAM padArtha nirupaNamAM ya keTalI asaMgati! jo vizvamAM come2 AMkho vyAI gaI hoya to e AMkhonA AdhAra samuM AMkhothI moTuM mukha kyAM raheze ? mukha vagere je paganA AdhAre che e paga kyAM raheze ? vaLI bIjI bAju mahAdevanI mahAnatA varNaLI devA mATe bIjI paNa eka vata mUkI che ke, "jagatanA sAmAnya jIvone to hAthapaga che, e jIvo manathI padArthanuM jJAna kare che, AMkhethI jue che ane kAnethI sAMbhaLe che paraMtu A to jagatathI 52 AtmA-paramAtmA che, emane paNa hAtha-paga? emane ya AMkhethI jovAnuM ? ane kAnethI sAMbhaLavAnuM ? nA. nA. to to jagatanA jIvo karatAM emanI zI vizeSatA ? e to hAtha-paga vinAnA ja che. e to mana vinA padArthanuM jJAna kare che, AMkha vinA samagra jagatane jue che! ane kAna vinA ja badhuM sAMbhaLe che! e AkhAya jagatane jANe che ana emane koI jANatuM nathI. kevuM virodhAbhAsI svarUpa-varNana! eka bAju vizvavyApI hAtha-pagavALA kahyA ane bIjI bAju sAva hAtha paga vagere vinAnA kahI dIdhA!!! bezaka. A badhI vAto paramAtmA bhaktinI dRSTithI varNavavAmAM AvatI hoya to ApaNe tenI sAme virodha na karIe. jagatamAM evA ya jIvo hoya che jemane A rAhe, rAgAdi doSono nAza karavAnI siddhi maLI jatI hoya. astu, hakIkatamAM to mahAdeva temane ja kahevAya jemane duHkhanA udgamasvarUpa zarIra ane mana nathI.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI je koI evA hAthapagavALA ho-nAnA moTA ke vizvavyApI - te badhA ya mahAdeva na ja kahevAya. nA, kadApi nahi. anyathA jagatanA hAthapagavALA sarva jIvo mahAdeva banI jaze. 54 bhavAtIta (videhamukta) avasthAne pAmelA te ja AtmAo mahAdeva kahevAya jeo (1) zAzvatasukhanA svAmI hoya; (2) jeo sarvakarmAMzathI mukta hoya; (3) ane jeo azarIra hoya - e A slokano sarvagrAhI sAra nIkaLyo. e uparathI kSaNika ja sukhanuM svAmitva mAnanArA buddhanA, avatAra lenArA devonA, ane vizvavyApI hAthapagavALA IzvaronAM mahAdevatvano cheda ApoApa UDI jAya che. ane A traNeya guNathI saMpanna bhavAtIta dazAne pAmelA bhagavAna jinezvaro mahAdeva padane pAmI zake e vAta ekadama sthira thaI jAya che. je mahAdeva banyA te sarvane pUjanIya banyA H chadmastha avasthAmAM jemano AtmA saMkalezajanaka rAgavihoNo hoya, samatAne saLagAvI mUke tevA dveSavALo na hoya ane jJAna tathA AcArane malina banAve tevA mohavALo na hoya; bhavastha kevalI dazAmAM jemano AtmA vItarAga hoya ane sarvajJa hoya. bhavAtIta kevalI avasthAmAM jemano AtmA zAzvatasukhanuM dhAma banyo hoya, sarvakarmamukta hoya ane aza2I2Ira tathA manavihoNo hoya te ja AtmAne mahAdeva kahevAya ema ApaNe atyAra sudhInI saghaLI vicAraNA dvArA nizcita karyuM. AvA mahAdeva sAce ja bhavanapati, vyaMtara, jyotiSa ane vaimAnika-saghaLA ya devone pUjya hoya e taddana sahaja che. jeno bhAvanikSepa pUjya tenA nAmAdi nikSepa paNa pUjya : jaina darzanamAM jagatanI vastu mAtranA nAma, sthApanA, dravya ane bhAvasvarUpa cAra nikSepo batAvyAM che. samaya batADatI ghaDiyALa e bhAva ghaDiyALa che. enuM tha.... Di.....yA...La evuM je nAma te nAma ghaDiyALa che. evA ghaDiyALanuM je citra te sthApanA ghaDiyALa che. e ghaDiyALa taiyAra thavA pUrvenA enA je judA judA skru vagere bhAgo ane vibhAgo, tathA e ghaDiyALa bhAMgI bhukko thatAM enA je chUTA kaTakAo... e badhuM dravya ghaDiyALa che.
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________________ vira ! madhurI vANI tArI eka bhAvAtmaka vastunI pUrvanI ane pachInI avasthA che, te vastunuM dravyasvarUpa che. A ja rIte mahAdevasvarUpa pAmelA vItarAga-sarvajJatvAdi guNayukta AtmA te bhAva mahAdeva che. temanuM ma...hA...deva.va evuM je nAma te nAma mahAdeva che. temanI pratimA ke temanuM citra vagere te sthApanA mahAdeva che. temanI pUrvanI sAdhanAnI ke gRhavAsanI avasthA te dravya mahAdeva che. je vastuno bhAvanikSepo suMdara tenAM bAkInA traNeya nikSepA suMdara.... jeno bhAvanikSepo asuMdara, tenA bAkInA traNe ya nikSepa asuMdara. eka dezapremI mANasane jo javAharalAla naheru game che. (bhAvanikSepe) to te dezapremI mANasane temanuM nAma, temanuM citra ane temanI bAlyAvasthAdinA jIvananI vAto paNa eTalI ja game che. e ja mANasane gAMdhIjInA khUnI goDase upara (bhAvanikSepA upara) bhayaMkara dhikkA jAge che mATe tene goDasenuM nAma sAMbhaLatA trAsa thAya che, tenuM citra jotAM ja tene cIrI nAMkhe che. tenA bAlyajIvananI vAto sAMbhaLavAmAM tene kadI rasa Avato nathI. jevo tamAro bhAvanikSepA mATe bhAva. tevo ja bAkInA tenA traNa nipA upara bhAva. jo bhAvanikSepAnA mahAdeva pUjya che to temanuM nAma paNa pUjya che. temanuM citra ke temanI pratimA paNa pUjya che. temanuM (dravyAtmaka) sAdhanA-jIvana paNa pUjya che. aphasosanI vAta che ke keTalAka loko bhAvanikSepAne pUjya mAnIne tenA nAmanikSepAne pUjya mAnavA chatAM sthApanAdinikSepAne pUjya mAnatAM nathI. jevuM nAma (akSarasasvarUpa) jaDa che tevI ja sthApanA (citra gata ke mUrtisvarUpa) jaDa che. chatAM A bemAM eka jaDane pUjya mAnIne bIjAne jaDa kahIne pUjya na mAnavAno Agraha ke rAkhavAmAM Ave che te samajAtuM nathI. jo mATInI gAya (sthApanA-gAyo dUdha detI nathI to gA. ya... evuM nAma paNa kyAM dUdha de che?
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI jo nAmasmaraNathI AtmAmAM pavitratAdi guNo pragaTe che to sthApanAnI bhaktithI paNa AtmAmAM pavitratAdi guNo kema na pragaTe ? 56 jo temAM koI vAMdho hoya to e vAto javAba Apavo paDaze ke dasavaikAlika sUtranA mULamAM ja vittamitti na niAva.... paMktithI sAdhune strInuM citra jovAnI manAI kema karavAmAM AvI che? jo sarAgInA e citramAM vikAra utpanna karavAnI tAkAta hoya to vItarAganA citramAM ke vItarAganI mUrtimAM saMskAra pragaTa karavAnI tAkAta kema na manAya? sthApanAnikSepAne na mAnanArA dayAnaMda sarasvatInA anuyAyIo korTe kema gayA hatA? jyAre sanAtanIoe dayAnaMdanA phoTAne gadheDAnA pUMchaDe bAMdhI lAto marAvIne doDAvyo hato tyAre. zA mATe koMgresI vaDApradhAnanuM pUtaLuM jalAvatI madrAsanI DI.ema.ke. sarakAra upara koMgresIo roSe bharAya che? zA mATe mAtRbhakta putra potAnI mRta pAmelI e mAtAnI chabInA darzana karato kyAreka AMkhamAMthI AMsu vahAve jAya che? A badhA ya prasaMgo sthApanAnikSepAnI mahattA-asarakArakatAne ja sAbita karI de che. chatAM lagabhaga ghaNA dharmapaMthomAMthI sthApanAnikSepAno InkAra karatAM phAMTAo nIkaLyA ja che. AvA matonA mamatavALA dharmaguruo paNa potAnA phoTAo pustakomAM chapAve ja che. ane e matano anuyAyIgaNa potAnA svajanonA phoTAothI gharanI divAlo ubharAvI de che. eTale emaNe stApanAnikSepo to mAnyo ja che mAtra upakArI bhagavaMtonI pratimA ja mAnavI nathI. kevo bhayaMkara kadAgraha! adbhuta. mULa vAta upara AvIe. sUtrAtmaka zailI jevA A aSTaka lokanA pada-padamAM gaMbhIra artho bharelA che. mAnavanuM mastiSka emAMthI arthano jeTalo tAra lAMbo kADhI zake teTalo nIkaLI zake paNa mahAsaMyamI graMthakAronA sUtra-vAkyonAM arthomAM emanA saMyamanuM paNa ojasa maLeluM hoya che. eTale e vAkyonA aidamparyArtha sudhI pahoMcavA mATe to ApaNAmAM viziSTa saMyamanuM baLa paNa hovuM ghaTe. mAtra mAthuM nahi cAlI zake. buddhinA zodhelA artha to vAcakanA dimAgane ja halabalAvI zake; dilane halAvI nAMkhavA to dilanA ja artha joIe.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 57 dilane halAvyA vinA Aje cAlI zake tema paNa kyAM che? jAtanA dilane halAvI nAMkhyA vinA parAyA dilane halabalAvavA niSphaLa mathato pracAraka, dharma-zAsanane ghaNuM moTuM nukasAna pahoMcADe che. hA, jarUra dila vinAno vaktA pracAraka che. dilavALo sAdhaka ja sAco prabhAvaka che. astu. ApaNe to ApaNA baLe ja bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijInI artha gaMbhIravANInA tAra kheMcavA rahyA. bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijIe kahyuM ke sarva devone bhavanapati, vyaMtara, jyotiSka ane vaimAnikone-paNa je pUjya che te mahAdeva che. bIjI rIte paNa A vAkyane ghaTADI zakAya. sarvadevone eTale sarvalokane je pUjya che te mahAdeva kahevAya. vitarAga-sarvajJa svarUpa mahAdeva sarvane pUjya che : AvuM arthaghaTana karavAmAM 'sarvadeva' zabdano bahuvrIhi samAna karavo; karmadhAraya nahi. jagatanA Astika loko, koIne koI buddha, kapila, brahmA vagere devane pUje che. eTale A badhA (sarva) loko eka samUhanI apekSAe sarva devonA pUjaka che jeo.. te loko paNa sarvadeva kahevAya. Ama sarvadeva = sarva pUjakaloka artha thAya. sarvadevone = sarvalokane pUjya che te mahAdeva kahevAya. ahIM prazna thAya ke sarvalokane to koI pUjya nathI? keTalAkane buddhi pUjya che, keTalAkane brahmA pUjya che, keTalAkane mahAvIra pUjya che. sarve pUjya evI to koI eka vyakti nathI ja. AnuM samAdhAna e che ke cUladRSTie to e ja vAta barobara che ke sarva Astikalokane pUjya evI eka vyakti koI jaNAtI nathI. sUkSmadRSTithI vicAra karatAM A vAta supere sAbita thaI jAya che. juo... je loko je buddha vagere vyaktine mahAdeva tarIke pUje che te loko te buddha vagere potAnA pUjyano je upadeza sAMbhaLe ce tenAthI te badA ya e vAta nizcitarUpe mAne che ke emanA upadeza pramANe caraNa karavAthI AtmA nirvANa (mokSa) padane pAme.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI buddha vagereno upadeza paNa nirvANapadanI prApti mATeno ja hoya. eTale emanA upadezamAM rAga-roSanA sAsArika bhAvothI mukta thaIne vItarAga-vItadveSa banavAnI ja vAto vAraMvAra ghUMTAtI rahe. jyAre zrotAo AvI ja vAto sAMbhaLe tyAre potAnA nirvANa padanuM svarUpa rAga-dveSano khAtmA bolAvyApachI ja Ave e vAta pAme. ane tevA rAga-dveSa vinAnA paramAtmA samajIne ja teo temane pUjya hoya che. pachI bhalene nAmathI teo te paramAtmAne game te kahetA hoya. 58 Ama buddha vagerene mAnanArA sarva bhadraka jIvo rAga-dveSa vinAnA vItarAga sarvajJasvarUpa mahAdevane ja pUjya mAne che. Ama vizeSathI bhale te te nAmanA te te devone sarva Astika loko pUjya mAnatA hoya paNa vastutaH sAmAnyathI to te badhA ya te vItarAga-sarvajJane ja pUjya mAne ce A vAta mahopAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajI mahArAjae adhyAtmasAramAM bahu sArI rIte rahI che. te graMthanA mArA bhAvAnuvAdane jovAthI A hakIkata khUba spaSTa thaI jaze. mahAdeva sUryayogIonA dhyeya-sthAne che H jagatanA koI paNa Astika darzanane svIkArIne mokSa-padanI sAdhanA karatAM sarva yogIo game tenuM dhyAna karatAM hoya paraMtu vastutaH to teo vItarAgasarvajJana ja dhyAna kare che. kemake rAgAdi-sAMsArika bhAvone emaNe duSTa mAnyA che. emane enAM jIvanamAM koI jaMpa nathI, e jagatamAM emanekyuMya saMpa ane zAMti dekhAyA nathI. ethI ja e jIvana e jagatathI mukta thavAnI teonI tIvra tamannA hoya che. jene rAgAdinA jIvanathI mukta thavuM che tene vItarAgAdi svarUpa banavuM che e vAta to sahelAIthI samajAya tevI che. adhyAtma-jagatano eka nyAya che ke jevA banavuM hoya tevA banelAnuM dhyAna dho. vItarAga-sarvajJasvarUpa mahAdeva banavA mATe mahAdevanA sAcA sevaka banIne temanuM dhyAna lAgavo. sarva yogIo vItarAga-sarvajJa banavA mate che mATe temanuM badhAyanuM tevA vItarAga-sarvajJa mahAdeva ja dhyeya bane che. mahAdeva eTale sarva nItinA utpAdaka : naigamAdi sarvanayo ane zAma-dAma Adi sarva nItionA prakAzaka je hoya te ja bhagavAna Adinathe zAma-dAma Adi nItio yugalikone zabdathI batADI hatI.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI jyAre bhagavAna ajitanAtha Adi tIrthakaroe paNa potAnI vANImAM vaNAI gayelA pUrvonA zratanA prakAzana dvArA te nItio arthathI batADI ja hatI. AtI sarva tIrthakara mahAdevanA sarvocca padane pAmelA kahevAya. ahIM prathama aSTakanA trIjA cothA zlokanuM vivecana pUrNa thAya che. A vivecanamAM mahAdevanI chabasthatA, bhavasthakevalitva ane bhavAtIta kevalidazAnI te te viziSTatAo batADIne te te saghaLI avasthAomAM teone mahAdeva kahyA jemAM zAzvata sukhanuM svAmitva, aSTakarmamukti, azarIratva, sarvadevonuM pUjyatva, vagere mahAdevanA lakSaNo batAvyAM. have mahAdevanI bhavAvasthAne ucita eka adbhuta lakSaNa pAMcamAM zlokamAM jaNAvyuM che te ApaNe joIe. mahAdeva eTale mokSamArganA zuddha prakAzakaH atyAra sudhI to ApaNe e joyuM ke mahAdeva temane ja kahI zakAya jeo pote rAga-dveSa ane mohanI gulAmImAMtI udbhavatA atyaMta nindita vartAvathI saMpUrNa rIte mukta hoya. emanA chadmastha jIvananI pravRttio paNa jIvanamukta dazA pAmavAnI utama bhUmikAnI tarapha ja Daga-Daga mAMDatI hoya. saMbhava che ke teo potAnA gRhasthajIvanamAM lagna kare, viSayabhoga paNa bhogave, rAjamahelamAM rahe, rAjA bane ane yuddho kare.. paraMtu te badhI pravRttine teo atyaMta tyAjya mAnatA hoya eTale temane te badhuMya jyAre karavAnI pharaja paDe tyAre ja teo kare. prAyaH nikAcita karmonA udhayo ja temane AvA kAryo karavAnI pharaja pADatA hoya che. dekhItI rIte viSayabhoganI ke yuddhanI pravRtti sarvIze sAMsArika kahI zakAya ane tethI tene bhayAnaka pApakarmabaMdhanI utpAdaka paNa kahI zakAya. chatAM tIrthakaronA AtmAo AvI pravRttimAM paNa pApakarmano jhAjho baMdha na karatAM pApakarmono vipula kSaya karanArA bane che. bezaka, viSayabhogAdinI pravRtti rAgAdinI uttejanA vinA zakya natI paraMtu chatAM e uttejanAthI baMdhAtA karma karatAM enI taraphanI sUgano je pracaMDa manobhAva bhayaMkara vegathI dhasI rahyo che te purANA anaMta pApakarmonA bhukkA bolAvato ja jAya che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI tyAM pAMca pApakarmANano baMdha haze to pAMca abaja pApakarmANano saMpUrNa LinAza haze; je pApakarmo svayaM vinAza nahi pAmatA hoya temanA paNa anekonA rasa ane sthitionA bhukkA bolAI jAya che. Ama e mahAdevonA gRhasthajIvananI tyAganI pravRti to pApakSaya karanArI bane ja che paNa bhoganI pravRttio paNa pApakSaya karIne emanA AtmAnI zuddhine vadhune vadhu pragaTa karatI jAya che. Ama rAga-dveSanA gharamAM rahIne paNa A AtmAo rAgadveSanI vAsanAono vinAza ja karatAM rahe che. AnuM mukhya kAraNa to viSayo pratyenI bhavya udAsInatAne pragaTa karatuM emanuM AkSepaka jJAna hoya che ema yogadaSTimAM bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijI kahe che je manamAM viSayonI heyatAno bhAva jIvaMta banI gayo che e manavALAnuM tana bhogadazAmAM ya pApano nAza karatuM rahe che. je manamAM viSayo pratyenuM bhayAnaka AkarSaNa jAma thaI cUkyuM che e manavALAnuM tana tugama ya pApakarmono baMdha karatuM rahe che. mahattvanuM che mane. ArAdhanA avalaMbe che mananA jhoka upara. mananuM valaNa tyAga tarapha to bhogamAM ya ArAdhanA. mananuM valaNa jo bhoga tarapha to tyAgamAM ya virAdhanA. tananA jhokanuM mahattva A nizcayadRSTimAM jarA ya nathI. dRSTi vizArado ja A vAtane samajI-pAmI zake bIjAo to AvI vAtothI UMdhA ja paDe. je mahAdevane potAnA gRhasthajIvanamAM paNa A rIte bhogamAM ya pApakSaya kare ce teo bhogane sArA na mAnavAnA kAraNe aMte ekavAra bhogone bAhyathI paNa tyAge che. bhogomAM pApakSayanI pravRtti cAlu hovA chatAM eo e bhogone tyAge che. DAkuthI paNa koI vicakSaNa zAhukArane lAbha thaI jAya to ya avasara maLatAM ja te DAkune tyAge ja. kemake e jAta DAkunI che. DAkunA saMgIne jagata zAhukAra kahetAM acakAya. jagatamAM rahevuM ho tene DAkunA lAbhane ane saMgane jato karavo ja rahyo. mahAdevanA AtmAo to jagatanA jIvonA duHkhanA mULa kAraNa pApane jANI cUkyA hatA. e jIvone enA bharaDAmAMthI choDAvavA mATe to emano AtmA pUrvanA
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI trIjA bhavamAM atyaMta thanaganI UThyo hato. bhogamAM rahIne bhale pote pUrNa pApakSaya karavA samartha hoya chatAM bhogamAM rahevAya kema? jagatanA jIvone e bhogo pApavardhaka batADavA hoya to bhogano tyAga karavo ja rahyo ! mATe ja karuNAmayI mAtAsamAM mahAdevanA e AtmAo bhogone phagAvIne nIkaLI gayA. ghora sAdhanA karI enA pariNAme kevaLajJAnano anaMta prakAza pAmyA. emaNe karmonA baMdha-anubaMdha joyA-jANyA; duHkhasukhanA kAraNo jANyA, pApapuNyanA svarUpo joyA. rAga-dveSane ja du:khanA sarjaka joyA. rAga-dveSanA saMpUrNa vinAza vinA zAzvata sukhanI prAptinI koI zakyatA ja nathI e ya joyuM. sarvajIvone zAzvata sukhanA svAmI banAvI devAno emano svabhAva jevo banI gayelo bhAva jIvato hato. have to pUrabahAra khIlI hatI e bhAvanI, svabhAva banI javAnA kAraNe sto. bhoganA jIvanamAM paNa jemaNe tyAganI jhalaka jamAvI hatI. have to bahArathI paNa bhogatyAgI banelA mahAdevonA AtmAe bhogajanaka rAga-dveSanA bhAvono sarvanAza bolAvavAnI tAtI sAdhanA AraMbhI. eka maMgaLa dina Avyo jyAre rAgadveSanA bhAvono aMtima pariNAma paNa marI paravAryo. have teo sAcA mahAdeva banyA. vizuddha vicAranA svAmI, have vizuddha AcAranA svAmitvanI Toce pahoMcyA. have ja temaNe potAnuM moM kholyuM. Aja sudI to teo mauna hatA. zuM bole? kAMIka UMdhuM vaTAI jAya to keTalAnuM ahita thAya? vaLI sarvocca sadAcArane AtmasAt karyA vinA bolAya paNa zI rIte? parane samajAvavA mATe mAtra vicArazuddhi jarA ya na cAle. AcAranI taMdurasta zuddhi vinA sadAcAra sevavAnI vAtono upadeza devo e to mahA anarthakara pravRtti che je bolavuM hoya te jIvanamAM AcarI batAvavuM rahyuM. Aje to sadAcAra bhAre paDyo che eTale sadAcArIono dukALa paDayo. ane AcAravihoNA upadezakonA TananA Tana khaDakAvA lAgyA.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI sadAcAranuM sevana bhAre puruSArtha mAMge che. sadAcArano mAtra upadeza to atyaMta saraLa che. re! upadeza-dAna jevI saraLatama pravRtti A jagatamAM bIjI koI nathI. 'sadAcArI' tarIke sastI kIrti pAmI javAno A saraLa upAya Aje aneka daMbhIo ajamAvavA lAgyA che. mokSanI vAto karanAranA aMta2mAM mokSano prema haze ke nahi enI zaMkA paDe che; emanA jIvanano bhoga jovAthI. 62 sadAcAranI vAto karanArane sadAcAra pratye kaTTara pakSapAta haze ke nahi? emAM zaMkA paDe che; emanA anAcArabharyA vartAva jovAthI. nyAya denAro anyAyI jovA maLe che. lulcAonI luccAIne gALo denAro lucco jovA maLe che. dhoLA kapaDAvALo ya kALo hoI zake evI zaMkA jyAM ne tyAM thaI jAya che. DAkuonI ToLI ja DAkune aparAdhI TharAvatI korTa besADe che. mahAdeva to potAnA jIvananA vicAra sAthe AcArane ya dharakhama puruSArthanI Toca upara sthira kare che ane pachI ja e AcArano upadeza devAnI pravRtti kare che. A vAta mAtra emanA mATe nathI. SoDazaka prakaraNamAM tamAma upadezakone cImakI ApatAM bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijIe jaNAvyuM che, ke, "bALajIvonI sAme AcAravihoNo upadeza Apazo to anata saMsArI banazo.'' AcAravihoNo prabhAvaka! upadezadAtA kadAca aneka AtmAonA anaMta saMsArane kApI nAMkhe.... ane pote pApAnubaMdI puNyanuM jaMgI utpAdana karIne anaMta saMsArI bane. Ane abhavyano joDiyo bhAI ja kahevo ke bIjuM kAMI! mahAdeva to te ja banelA kahevAya jemanA AcAra, ane uccAra atyaMta susaMgata hoya. emanA zabdomAM to bIjAne ghaNuM ghaNuM kahI devAnI tAkAta haya ja paNa emanA AhA2-vihAra vagerenA AcAramAM ya, re! emanI gaMbhIra mukhamudrAmAM ya ghaNuM ghaNuM tattvajJAna pIrasI devAnI pracaMDa tAkAta paDelI hoya. upadeza sthULa che, AcAra sUkSma che. sthULa karatAM sUkSmanuM baLa sadA gauravavaMtu hoya che. nirvANapadane pAmavAnI tIvra tAlAvelIthI rAga-dveSanI pratibaMdhaka divAlone
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI toDI pADavA mATe je mahAdevoe ghora puruSArthanA dhaNanA dhaNa jhIkayAM, ekalA hAthe ekalavIra banIne, ekAMtamAM jaIne.. e mahAdevo jyAre jagatanA jaMtune upadeza ApavA lAge tyAre e nirvANa-padanI prApti karI levAno ja upadeza Ape ne?. emAM ADe AvatAM rAgAdibhAvone jhabbe karavA mATe kaThora banI javAno ja upadeza Apene? jene je cIja game tenI ja te bIjAne preraNA kare! pArkara penano rAgI, sahune pArkara vAparavAnI ja preraNaA kare! ene "vilasana pena pratye teno udAsInabhAva hoya to tenI vAta te koIneya na kare. nirvANano rAgI nirvANanI ja vAto kare. saMsAranI kadApi nahi. saMsAra tyAgIne vaLI bIjAnA saMsAra vadhAranI vAto karavAnI hoya? to saMsAra tyAgyo zA mATe? jo e bIjAne ApavA jevI cIja che to pote tyAgI zA mATe? mahAdeva to nirvANapadanA ja upadezaka! mahAdeva to gharabArI jIvananA tyAganA ja upadeza Ape. gharabAra tyAgavA jevA.. agAra maTIne aNagAra banavA jevuM; evI vAto je na kare, lokalAgaNImAM ke lokamAMgaNImAM taNAIne je gharabArane ya bhogavavA jevA bolI nAMkhe, agAramAM rahIne ya aNagAranI ArAdhanA karI zakAya evuM pratipAdana karI nAMkhe te mahAdeva nahi, mahAdevano dAsa nahi, re! mahAdevanA dAsano ya dAsa banavA te nAlAyaka! mahAdeva kevA zAstranuM pratipAdana kare? (1) mokSa pratipAdaka zAstraH mahAdeva ane mahAdevanA sevako to te ja kahevAya je vAto kare to mokSanI ja kare. batADe to mokSano ja mArga batADe. (1) AthI ja zAstra te ja suzAstra kahevAya je mokSamArganuM pratipAdana karatuM hoya. (2) mAtra mokSamArganuM pratipAdana karIne mukta thaI jAya te ya apekSAe barobara nathI. yogya AtmAmAM mokSamArganI prIti-bhakti jAgI jAya tyAMsudI te zAstra pAra UtarI javuM rahyuM. AtmA jo yogya hoya to zAstranuM e vAMcana-manana pApane pApa ThasAvI de, dharmane dharma kabulAvI de, pApathI pIchehaTha karavAnuM baLa Ape ane dharmanA mArge bhAre
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________________ 64 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI svasathatA sAthe cAlyA javAnuM jIvana bakSe. mokSa-zAstra eTale? vAcaka vAMcato jAya ane nirvANa-padanI prApti mATe adhIro banato jAya; bhUtakALanA pApajIvanane yAda karIne AMsu sArato jAya; mohavijetAone bhAvabharI vaMdanA karato e potAnA pAponI nikaMdanA karato jAya. (2) dIpakasamuM zAstra : zAstra eTale? moha zayatAnane jhabbe karavA mATenuM advitIya ane amogha zastra! zarata che mAtra vAcakanA jIvadaLanI yogyatAnI! pachI mokSazAstra eno moka kare emAM kazI zakI nahi. zAstra che dhIragaMbhIra jyotane comera phelAvato jato pradIpa! ke je mahAmohanA gADha aMdhakArano khAtmo bolAvato ja rahe che. zAstrane sUryanI upamA na ApI zakAya. chatI AMkhe jenuM garamAgarama svarUpa na joI zakAya! AMkhone ya je niSphaLa banAve! AMkhavALAne ya aMdho banAve! zAstra to yogyatAnI AMkhavALI AMkha saphaLa banAve, jIvana nirmaLa banAve, bhavabhavanI yAtrA suMdara banAve. mATe ja tene dIpakanI ja upamA yogya che. AMkhavALAne dIpaka bezaka mArga cIMdhe, bezaka khADo dekhADe ! hA. AMkha vinAnA mANasane dIpaka nakAmo! to yogyatA vinAnA AtmAne zAstra paNa nakAmuM. (3) saMvAdI vAtone kahetuM zAstra mahAdevanA kahelA zAstranI eka vadhu vizeSatA joIe. mahAdevanI vItarAgatA vItarAgapadanI prApti kAjenA ane rAgAdi bhAvonA aMdhakArano uccheda karanArA zAstranuM ja pratipAdana kare che. ane emanI sarvajJatA e zAstramAM kyAMya kazo ya beDhaMgo vicAra TALe che. sarvajJa nirUpita zAstramAM kyAMya visaMvAda na ja hoya. zAstranA AraMbhamAM amuka vidhAna karavAmAM Ave ane pachI zAstranA madhyamAM ke aMtamAM tenuM virodhI vidhAna thaI jAya evuM kadI na saMbhave. mokSa ja upAdeya. saMsAra ja heya. mokSanA banatAM sAdhano upAdeya ja. ci
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI saMsAranA banatAM sAdhano heya ja. A eka ja mukha vicAra che, sarvajJanA zAstrano. mokSanA eka ja uddezane bara lAvavAnI vAta kare, sarvajJanuM. 65 svarganA sukhamaya saMsArane mAtra pAmavA mATenI ane nArakonA duHkhamaya saMsArane mAtra TALavA mATenI e sukanI AyatA ane e duHkhanI heyatAnI vAto e kadI na kare. ema karavA jatAM nirNIta karelA parama-sukhanA uddeza sAthe virodha AvI jAya. Avo koI pUrvApara virodhAbhAsa sarvajJa mahAdevanA zAstramAM na hoya. AvA zAstranA nirupaka ja mahAdeva kahevAya. zAstramAM jema Avo pUrvApara virodha nAmano doSa hoya che tema kaSa-cheda ane tApa parIkSAmAMtI zAstrane pasAra na thavA denArA doSo hoya che. AvA doSothI sarvathA mukta zAstranA nirupaka mahAdeva kahevAya. ahIMthI AgaLa vadhatAM pahelAM ApaNe upasaMhArarUpe keTalIka mahattvanI vAtonuM phalita joI laIe. (1) mahAdeva te ja kahevAya jeo sadAcArathI yukta ja hoya. A vidhAnathI e vAta phalita thAya che ke ziSTa mANasone na chAje tevA koI paNa AcAravALA koI paNa mAnavanA ke koI paNa devanA AtmAne mahAdeva kahI zakAya nahi. (2) A zlokanAparAmarzamA~ bIjI vAta e thaI ke amuka prakAranuM (mokSanuM pratipAdana karatuM vagere prakAranuM) zAstra jemaNe kahyuM hoya te mahAdeva kahevAya. A vidhAna uparathI digaMbara matanI eka mAnyatAnuM khaMDana thaI jAya che. digaMbaro ema mAne che ke tIrthaMkaro bolatA nathI. jyAre teo samavasaraNamAM bese che tyAre temanA mukhamAMthI eka prakArano mastakanA uparanA bhAgamAMthI avAja nIkaLyA ja kare che. A avAjane gaNadhara bhagavaMto paNa samajI zakatA nathI. samaje che mAtra devo. tethI teo ja teno anuvAda karIne lokone jaNAve che ke bhagavaMte A vAta karI. digaMbaro kevalI bhagavAnane AhAra mAnatA nathI. jo AhAra mAne to pAtra
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI vagere upadhi rAkhavI paDe. te rAkhe to avazya mUccha thavAnI emane Apatti Ave che. (zarIra sAthe chatAM temAM mUrchA nathI thatI!) mUcchatane kevaLajJAna nAsI jAya! eTale vastrapAtra to na ja joIe evuM temanuM maMtavya che. jyAre A vAta temaNe pakaDI rAkhI eTale kevalIne sudhAvedanIyanA udayathI thathI AhArakaraNanI vAta paNa uDADI. ane emane paramodArika zarIranI kalpanA karI. have jo dezanAmAM moMthI bole to thAka lAge, thAkI jAya to bhUkha lAge to vaLI badhI muzkelIo UbhI thAya. tema na bane te mATe dezanAmAM varSocchArano ja niSedha karI dIdho. game tema eka prakArano avAja khoparI vageremAMthI mAtra nIkaLyA kare che tema kahyuM. paNa A kalpanA bilakula yuktibAhya che. AvI rIte game tyAMthI nIkaLelo avAja Apta-puruSano ja che ema koNa kabUla karaze? evA avAno anuvAda karanAra aviratinA svAmI devonA anuvAdanI satyatA upara vizvAsa keTalo? vaLI bhagavaMtanI vANI! ana tene gaNadhara bhagavaMto paNa na samajI zake! e ya keTaluM vicitra! kadAca koI digaMbara potAnA vidhAnano bacAva karavA ema kahe ke, bhagavAna to acinya puNyanA svAmI che. e puNyathI niSpanna thatAM emanA athizayonA camakArA ApaNA magajathI na samajI zakAya tevA hoya che." to te vAta zAstrayukta sAbita karavI joIe - paNa tema to thaI zake tema nathI. (3) uparanI vicAraNAmAM e vAta paNa kahI che ke mahAdeva temane kahevAya ke, "jemanuM kaheluM zAstra e mokSamArganuM pratipAdaka hoya.'' - A vidhAnamAM "kahelA zAstranI" je vAta karI che tenAthI koIe nahi kaheluM evuM zAstra enI asaMbhavitatA, ane evA zAstranI aprAmANikatA sUcita thaI jAya che. jagatamAM aneka vacanaracanAo thaI che temAMthI eka paNa evI vacanaracanA batAvo ke jene koI paNa puruSa racI ja na hoya. ane chatAM e vacanonI racanAsvarUpe koI graMtha taiyAra thaI gayo hoya! jo eka paNa vacanaracanAmAM (graMtharacanAmAM) evo apavAda maLato nathI ke te pauruSeya na hoya to vacanaracanA svarUpa veda paNa apauruSeya kema hoI zake re! A
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI to bahu sIdhI sAdI vAta che ke zabda to tAlu, jihvA vagerenA amuka prakAranA saMyogAdithI ja utpanna thAya che. ane te cAlu vagere to mukhane ja hoya, ane te mukha koI puruSane ja hoya. tAlu, mukha, ane puruSa vinA ja zabdanI utpatti? taddana asaMbhavita vAta! puruSa vinA! zabdotpatti! kevuM virodhI vidhAna! veda! zabda racanA samUha svarUpa! ane apauruSeya! be ya ekabIjAnI virodhI vAto che. eTale jo vedo aparuSeya hoya to te vAta ja asaMbhavita che. Apta puruSanA vacana upara ja vizvAsa mUkI zakAya. jo veda AptapuruSa praNIta na hoya to tenA vidhAno upara kadI vizvAsa mUkI zakAya nahi. eTale A nyAyathI vacanaracanAtmaka vedone pauruSeya mAnavA ja joIe. have jo te veda-zAstra koInA kahelA nakkI thayA to te kahenAra vyaktine mahAdeva tyAre ja mAnI zakAya jyAre te veda-zAstra mokSamArgano ja upadeza detuM hoya, pUrvApara virodhathI mukta hoya ane kaSa, cheda ane pApa parIkSAmAMthI pasAra thaI jatuM hoya. AvuM badhuM veda-zAstramAM che ke nahi te vAta ApaNe AgaLa joIzuM. (4) bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijIe zAstrane "mokSapratipAdaka' kahyuM. e uparathI e vAta nizcita thAya che ke svarga-mokSa vagere atindriya padArthonI bAbatamAM to zAstra ja pramANabhUta che. AvA viSayomAM pratyakSa vagere pramANo kadI cAlI na zake. pratayakSapramANano ja Adhraha rAkhanArA potAnA jIvanamAM aneka sthAne anumAna pramANanuM avalaMbana letA hoya che. pratyakSa pramANano Agraha paNa atIndriya padArthomAM ja temane rAkhavo hoya che. re! je atIndriya che eTale ke IndriyanA viSayamAM AvI zake tevA nathI tenA mATe evo Agraha rAkhavo ke "te padArtha amArI Indriyano viSaya bane to ja ame mAnIe e to keTaluM badhuM behUdu valaNa kahevAya! to to pachI buddhimAna mANasa pAse ame ya temanI "buddhi' nAmanI cIjane pratyakSa jovAno Agraha rAkhIe to tene teo saMtoSI zakaze ne? mRta pAmelA dAdAne pratyakSa jovAno Agraha sarvathA samucita ja gaNAze ne? dAdAne pratyakSa na karI zake to temanA astitvano tabiyata InkAra thaI zake ne ? pRthvI potAnI dharI upara kalAkanA eka hajAra mAIlanI gatinA bhayaMkara vegathI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI pharI rahI che evI vaijJAnikonA mastiSkanI zodhakhoLa amane apratyakSa hovA mAtrathIame bedhaDaka InkArIe to kazo ja vAMdho nathI ne ? 68 caMdra upara raziyAnA rokeTa jaIne raziyana dhvaja khoDI dIdhAnI raziyana vaijJAnikonI jAherAtane vadhAvI lenArA badhA nAmadArone bevakUpha kahevAmAM amArI sAme koI gharaNuM to nahi kare ne ? e vAta to suvidita che kekerInA rasanI pArakha jIbha ja karI zake paNa have ame kadAca kAnathI rasanI pArakha kema na thAya ? evo Agraha rAkhIe to mahAna saMzodhana ke apUrva ciMtaka tarIkenuM A varSanA bhArataratna ke chevaTe 'padmazrI'nAM khitAbanI rASTrapatizrI amane navAjeza karaze ja ne? gulAbanI gaMdha cakSuzindriyathI, ane pataMgIAnaI pAMkhonA suMdara raMgonuM darzana zrItrendriyathI kema na thAya? je vastu je Indriyano viSaya na hoya te ja IndriyathI te vastunuM pratyakSa thavuM ja joIe evo Agraha pachI to zA mATe bevakUphIbharyo gaNavo joIe. jo svarga mokSa vagere vastuo pAMce ya Indriyano viSaya na hovA chatAM temanuM te IndriyothI pratyakSa thavAno Agraha rAkhanAra bevakUphano radAra na gaNAtA buddhimaMtomAM ziradAra gaNAto hoya to! nyAya to be ya sthAne tulya hovo joIe!!! jyAre svargAdi padArtho atIndriya (IndriyothI aghaNya) ja che tAre te svargAdi pratyakSa (Indriyagamya) thAya to ja mAnavA e Agraha keTalo badho beDhaMgo ane bevakUphIbharyo che! chatAM AzcaryanI vAta to e che ke apratyakSa padAtho4 mATe pratyakSano Agraha rAkhanArA mANasonA Aje mUlya vadhyA che. AvA mANaso 'ciMtaka' kahevAya che. ane apratyakSa padArthanA pratyakSano Agraha na rAkhanArA mANasone 'dharmAndha' 'rUDhicusta' 'vediyA' ke 'caudamI sadInA jUnavANI' kahevAmAM Ave che. khera, zAstranI sAcI sUjhavALAone to vartamAna paristhitinu jarA ya Azcarya thatuM nathI. kema ke bhogasikatAnI Toce pahoMcelo Ajano samAja potAnA bhogajIvanano tyAga karavAnI vAto kahenAra zAstrone, zAstronAM pAThakone - tiraskArI nAMke emAM Azcarya zuM? mokSa jevuM paramapada ane svargAdi jevA paraloka hoya to ja bhoga-tyAganA dharmanI jarUra che eTale jemane bhoga-tyAga karavo ja nathI e loko to e svarga
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI mokSanI kalpanAne dhutkArI ja nAMkhe ne? e sivAya bhoganA pApamaya jIvananI rakSA karavA mATe emanI pAse bIjo koI rasto ja nathI. game tema ho. je hakIkata che te hakIkata ja raheze. motanA bhayathI phaphaDato uMdara AMkho mIMcI de eTale tarApa mAravA taiyAra thaIne Ubhelo rAnI bilADo tyAM che ja nahi evuM to tenA mATe zI rIte bane? kharIdI karavA nIkaLelA mANasanA khissAmAM paisA na hoya tenI kAMI dukAnamAM mAlano abhAva thaI jato natI. bhayathI phaphaDato ke bevakUphIbharI hiMmatavALo koI mANasa kALA bhorIgane joIne paNa teno InkAra karI de ke tene doraDuM ja mAnIne UMcakI le tethI bhorIMga kAMI bhorIMga maTI na jAya! e kAMI eno paraco batAvyA vinA na ja rahe! e kAMI doraDuM banI na jAya! sva4-mokSanA atIndriya padArthonuM paNa AvuM ja che. bhogarasika AtmAo e ja padArthone na mAnavA mATe pratyakSa pramANa mAge ane te pramANathI na maLe eTale teno InkAra karavAno bAliza prayatna kare teTalA mAtrathI te padArthonuM astitva maTI jatuM nathI. aMdhAne agni na dekhAya eTale tenI sAme rahelo agni dhULa banIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDato nathI. dekhato mANasa AMkha mIMcIne cAle ke aMdhakAramAM cAle to ya sAme AvatAM thAMbhale athaDAIne kuTAvAno ja. bhale ne tyAM teNe thAMbhalAnuM astitva mAnyuM ja na hoya; ane jo astitva hoya to AMkho mIMcanArane ke aMdhakAramAM paNa cAlanArane te thAMbhalo dekhAvavo ja joIe evI joradAra mAgaNI bhale ne karI hoya! svarga che naraka che, mokSa che. zAstramAM je kAMI kahyuM che te badhuM ja che, che, ne che ja. eTalA ja mATe ke A zAstra vItarAgonuM che, sarvajJonuM che. TUMkamAM AptapuruSanuM banAveluM che mATe enA vidhAnonI prAmANikatAmAM lezamAtra paNa zaMkAne sthAna nathI. asatya koNa bole? rAgI, dveSI ke ajJAnI! je vItarAga che; vItadveSa che ane je sarvajJa (vItamohI) che temanA nirupaNamAM asatyane koI avakAza ja nathI.
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________________ 70 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI hajI gadheDAne mAthe kadAca ziMgaDA Ugaze! AjanA vaijJAniko ziMgaDAvALA gadheDAnuM utpAdana paNa karI deze; hajI kumArikA strI puruSa vinA prasUti karaze. vaijJAnikonI sahAyathI... hajI AkAzamAM kusuma Ugaze... avakAzayAtrI mATenA AkAzamAM addhara pharanArA phalega-sTezano upara! paNa vItarAga sarvajJa kadI asatya nahi bole. vItarAganuM zAstra apratyakSa mokSa mArganI sarvathA satya rajUAta ja karaze. vItarAganA sevakonA aMtaramAM emanAM roma-romamAM lohInA buMda-buMdamAM A vAta pariNAma pAmI gaI che. mokSazAstramAM emane kadI kyAMya koI akSaramAM ya aprAmANyano saMdeha hoto ja nathI. - dareka samayamAM jamAnAno pavana thaya che ane e pavana ane konA jIvanamAM vikRti sarje che. evA vAyumaMDaLano bhoga banelAo keTalIka vAra AvezamAM AvI jaIne zAstronI sAme potAnI buddhinI lAkaDAnI buTTI taravAra ugAmI de che. - evA keTalAka kahe che ke, "jyAre pratyakSa bAbatomAM paNa kahenAro mANasa thApa khAI jAya che ane tenA vidhAnanI aprAmANikatA jAhera thAya che tyAre mokSa jevI apratyakSa vAtone kahetuM zAstra paNa te viSayanA nirupaNamAM thApa khAI jAya emAM zI navAI ? sAme ja sApa paDayo hovA chatAM koI mANasa tene doraDuM kahI de che ne? dUra dUra jhAMjhavAnA ja jaLa hoya chatAM tene sAcA pANI mAnI levAmAM nathI AvatAM ?' zAbAza. azraddhAnA AvezamAM kevo goLo gabaDAvI mUkyo! AvA zrImAno jagatamAM buddhimAnuM ane dhImAn tarIke paMkAyA hoya che! A juo emanI buddhimattAnuM pradarzana! jo A rIte pratyakSa vidhAno paNa aprAmANika banI zake to to evA buddhimAnane koI "sajjana zAhukAra' kaheto hoya to tenuM vidhAna paNa aprAmANika gaNI zakAya ne! bhale pachI vyavahAramAM te sAce ja sajjana zAhukAra hoya! eka strIne koI strI kahe te vidhAna paNa aprAmANika kahevAya ne? saMbhava che
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________________ vira ! madhurI vANI tArI ke te puruSa na paNa hoya? jhAMjhavAnA jaLamAM bhUlI paDanArI mAnavanI jAta ahIM paNa kema bhUlI na paDe? cAra pagavALA gadheDAne gaddho' kahenAra paNa khoTo hoI zake ne? sarpane rajU kahenAro paNa khoTo paDI jAya che mATe ! re! jagatanA tamAma satyavidhAno aprAmANika banI jaze. jo bhrAMtinA kAraNe thatAM vidhAnonI aprAmANikatAne abhrAnta vidhAnomAM paNa kalpI levAmAM Avaze to! ane jo A rIte tamAma pratyakSa jJAno aprAmANika TharI jaze to badhA anumAnajJAna paNa aprAmANi TharI jaze. kemake pratyakSa pUrvaka ja anumAna hoya che. jo pratyakSa paNa aprAmANika! to tenA dvArA thatuM anumAna paNa aprAmANika! AkAzamAM lAMbo lIsoTo pratyakSa joI na dekhAtAM rokeTanuM anumAna thAya che - ke ahIMthI rokeTa pasAra thaI gayuM hovuM joIe. paNa jo lIsoTAnuM pratyakSa jJAna ja aprAmANika vidhAna hoya to rokeTa pasAra thayAnuM anumAna paNa aprAmANika ja sAbita thaI jAya! gharamAM beThelAne jeTavimAnano bhayaMkara gharagharATa saMbhaLAya (kAnathI pratyakSa thAya) tyAre te beTho beTho ja anumAna kare che ke jarU 2 uparathI jeTavimAna pasAra thatuM haze! bezaka A anumAna sAcuM che. paraMtu have jo peluM gharagharATanuM zrAvaNa pratyakSa ja brAnta hoya - aprAmANika TharatuM hoya to tevI bhrAMtithI thatuM jeTanI gatinuM anumAna paNa brAnta ja TharI jAya. Ama jo abrAnta pratyakSa mAtra aprAmANika (jhAMjhavAnA jaLamAM brAntithI sAcA jalanuM je pratyakSa thAya che te aprAmANika che mATe) Tharaze to anumAna mAtra aprAmANika sAbita thaze. Ama thatAM sarva Astika darzanone mAnya sUtra ke "pramANa e che pratyakSa ane anumAna' enA bhukkA bolAI jaze. sarva Astika dArzaniko to spaSTa kahe che ke svarga-mokSa vagere atIndriya bAbatomAM Agamavacana (anumAnapramANamAM AgamapramANa samAI jAya che) ja pramANabhUta gaNAya. kemake A viSayamAM pratyakSa pramANanI gati ja thaI zake tema nathI. vaLI teo kahe che ke vItarAga sarvajJonA Agamavacanane anusarIne ja zAstrakAro anya zAstragraMthonI racanAo kare che eTale e zAstromAM aprAmANikatAnI kalpanAne koI avakAza ja nathI.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI TUMkamAM, svargAdi atIndriya padArthonI bAbatamAM Athamavacana ja prAmANika che. jemane zAzvatasukhanA svAmI banavuM hoya temaNe zAstravacanane ja potAnI naukAno niryAmaka banAvavo rahyo. e vacanAnusArI jIvana jIvanArA sAdhako ja potAnI naukAne saMsArasAgarathI pAra utArI zake che. 72 bIjI badhI bAbatomAM bIjuM badhuM ya kadAca cAlaze paNa muktimArganI bAbatamAM to ekamAtra zAstravacana ja AdhAra banI zakaze. e atIndriyapadArthonI bAbatomAM bIjA koInI gUMjAyaza paNa ja nathI. chatI AMkhe, AMkha pAchaLanI parvatamALAne na joI zakato AMkhethI kadI na dekhI zake tevA mokSanI vAtono InkAra karavAno adhikAra ja pAmI zakato nathI. chatI AMkhe, AMkha sAme paDelI dhoLI cIjane cokkasa dhoLI mAnato chatAM aMdhAkaramAM kALI jonAra mANasa mokSa na dekAvA mAtrathI avagaNI nAMkhe to tene marolInI pAgalonI hospiTalamAM ja vahelI take dAkhalakarI devo e ja sahunA hitanI vAta che. chatI AMkhe AMkha sAme dekhAtA virATa parvatane nAnakaDA TekarA jevaDo dekhavo mana na kabUle chatAMya - evo mANasa mokSanI anaMtasukha, asAMyogika AnaMda, anaMtajIvananI vAtono upahAra kare. to teno sahue upahAsa karIne bahiSkAra ja karI devo joIe. evA gAMDAMonA cepa to rogIonI duniyAmAM jaladI pharI vaLe. ghaNAMnA bhAvaprANono vinAza thaI jAya! mATe cetato nara sadA sudhI! astu. javA do e upahAsanI ane bahiSkAranI vAto. ApaNe eTalu ja samajI rAkho ke bhagavAna hirabhadrasUrijIe 'mahAdevanirupita zAstra mokSamArganuM ja pratipAdaka hoya!' ema kahIne ApaNe mokSAdi padArthonI bAbatamAM evA zAstro ja prAmANika hoya ema ja sUcavyuM ene ja ApaNe smaraNamAM rAkhIne AgaLa vadhIe. (3) mahAdeva nirupitazAstra trikoTi doSarjita hoya H prathama aSTakanA pAMcamA zlokanuM ciMtana karatAM ApaNe mahAdeva tirupita zAstranI be lAkSaNikatAo vicArI gayA.(1) te zAstra makSamAganuM ja pratipAdaka hoya ane (2) mohAndhakArane bhedI nAMkhavA mATe dIpaka samuM hoya. have te| zAstranI trIjI lAkSaNikatAne dhyAnamAM laIe,
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI ApaNe pUrve joyuM ke mahAdevanirupita zAstranA Adi-madhya ane aMtanA (trikoTI) koI paNa bhAgamAM virodhAbhAsI vicArano doSa na hoya. bIjI rIte paNa zAstradoSone vicArI zakAya. jema suvarNanI so TacanI zuddhine jANavA mATe kaSa-cheda ane tApa parIkSA hoya che tema zAstranI sarvAgINa zuddhatA jANavA mATe AvI traNa parIkSAo hoya che. jo zAstramAM koI paNa doSa hoya to te A traNa parIkSAmAMthI koIka paNa parIkSAmAM uttIrNa thaI zake nahi. eTale je zAstra mahAdevanirUpita hoya te kaSAdi traNeya parIkSAmAMthI uttIrNa thAya ja kemake tenA koI paNa doSa hoI zake ja nahi. AvA nirdoSa zAstranA nirupakane ja mahAdeva kahevAya. ahIM eka vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI ke tamAma Astika zastro potAne to mokSa mArganA nirupaka ja kahevAnA ane jIvonA ajJAnatimiranA nAzaka dIpakasvarUpa paNa kahevAnA ja... paraMtu temanA kahevA mAtrathI te zAstro "mokSamArga" ke "dIpaka' svarUpa sAbita to na ja thaI jAya. te mATe temanI kasoTI hovI joIe. DAku potAnA sapheda kapaDA batADIne potAne zAhukAra kahevaDAve tethI zuM? pittaLa potAnA caLakATe sonuM kahevaDAve tethI zuM? jagatamAM dareka cIjanI potapotAnI AgavI rItarasama mujabanI kasoTI hoya che ! dUdhanI zuddhi jANavA mATe 'lekaTo mITara'nI kasoTI hoya che! ghInI zuddhi jANavA mATe tejAbanI kasoTI hoya che! pezAbanI zuddhi jANavA mATe vividha raMgonI kasoTI hoya che! sAdhujIvanI pAtratA jANavA mATe gItArthanI vividha parIkSAo hoya che. sahu potAne zuddha ja kahe. paNa zuddhi to te te kasoTI kahe te ja pramANabhUta gaNAya. dareka zAstra bhalene potAne mokSamArga svarUpa ane dIpaka svarUpa kahe paNa te zAstra tevuM ja che tevo nizcaya to tenI kaSa-cheda ane tApanI parIkSA zuddhithI ja thAya. je zAstra A traNeya parIkSAmAMthI pasAra thaI jAya te ja zAstra mokSamArgasvarUpa ane dIpakasavarUpa banI zake. bAkInA to mokSanI vAto karIne jagatanI arthakAmanI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI vAsanAnI Agone, bahelAvanArA ja bane! ghanaghora ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM dhakke caDAvI emanI khoparIonA cUrA karI denArA ja bane! ahIM eka prazna thAya ke zuM mokSanuM nirupaNa karatuM zAstrarUpI suvarNa A kaSacheda ane tApanI parIkSAmAM kayAMya ne kyAMya nApAsa thaI jAya tevuM banI zake kharuM? uttara e che ke kadAca banI pama jAya. have ApaNe vistArathI zAstra-suvarNanI kaSa vagere parIkSAonA svarUpa ane te parIkSAmAM kyA zAstro pUrNa guNa meLave che ane kayA zAstro traNamAMthI keTalI parIkSA sudhI pahoMcIne aTake che te saghaLuM joIe. suvarNanI A traNa parIkSAo lokaprasiddha che. sahu prathama to sonAne kasoTI upara kasIne jovAmAM Ave che ke te sonuM kevuM che? sonAne ghasatAM ja (kaSa sAthe ja) sonAno kalara jhaLake to kaSa parIkSAmAM e sonuM uttIrNa thayuM kahevAya. paNa jo pittaLa upara sonAno DhoLa caDAvavAmAM Avyo hoya tene kasoTI upara ghasavAnI kaSa parIkSAthI e aMdaranuM pittaLa pakaDAya nahi. eTale teno nirNaNa karavA mATe te suvarNa-lagaDI upara chINIno gA karavo paDe, enAthI lagaDI thoDI chedAya ane temAM rahelA pittaLanI khabara paDI jAya. paNa keTalIka vAra to ustAda luccAo vadhu pramANamAM DhoLa lagADI daIne cheda parIkSAmAM ya pittaLanA bheLanI khabara paDavA detA nathI. AvA vakhate te suvarNane agnimAM tapAvavuM paDe che. e vakhate sonuM ane pittaLa ke tAMbuM ogaLIne judA paDI jAya che. Ane suvarNanI tApa parIkSA kahevAmAM Ave che. have zAstra-suvarNanI lagaDInI kaSa vagere parIkSAo joIe. kaSaparIkSA - jJAnavAdaH paraspara abAdhita vidhipratiSedhanuM kathana te kaSa. je zAstramAM vidhi-pratiSedhanuM nirupaNa karavAmAM AvyuM hoya te zAstra suvarNa kaSa parIkSAmAMthI pasAra thI gayuM kahevAya. mana vacana ane kAyAnA karaNa-karAvaNa ane anumodananA vyApAromAM kayA kAya ucita vyApAra gaNAya ane kayA kayA anartha daMDarUpa vyApAra gaNAya? e viSayanuM nirupaNa yAvajIva mATe trividha-trividha, bhUla ke sUkSma paNa jIvahiMsAdi karavA na joIe. kemake e jIvaghAta, mRSAvAda vagere pApanA sthAnako che. AvA pApasthAnakonuM mULa jIvanA rAgAdibhAvo che. e rAgAdibhAvono khAtmo
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI bolAvI denArA saphaLa yoddhAo bane tevA dhyAna tathA bAhya abhyatara tapa vagere che. te dhyAna-tapa vagere dharmasthAnakone jIvanamAM utAravA joIe. je zAstromAM A rIte jIvahiMsAdi pAponA pratiSedhanuM ane rAgAdinAzaka dhyAna-tapa vagere dharmonuM vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM hoya te zAstronA te vidhAnone ApaNe jJAnavAda svarUpa kahI zakIe. AvA jJAnavAdavALuM zAstra paNa kaSa parIkSAmAM tyAre ja uttIrNa thayuM kahevAya jyAre te vidhAno mokSamArgane anukULa (Atmattika) hoya. eTale ke jo temAM anubaMdhamAM pApasvarUpa bane tevI jIvahiMsA vagerena vidhi na ja nirupavo joI jo. tema thatAM visaMvAda Ave. - dareka zAstramAM vidhi pratiSedha to hoya ja paraMtu vidhipratiSadha AtyaMtika rahe to ja te kaSa zAstra kaSazuddha gaNAya. paraspara bAdhita vidhi-pratiSedhanuM zAstra kaSazuddha na gaNAya, dA.ta. eka zAstramAM kahyuM che ke koI paNa eka jIvanI hiMsAmAM pAMca vastunI jarUra paDe che. (1) prANInI, (2) te prANI che evA jJAnanI, (3) mAravAnA adhyavasAyanI (4) mAravAnA adhyavasAyavALI ceSTAnI ane (5) prANanAzanI. A pAMca bhegA thAya tyAre eka jIvanI hiMsA thAya. have e ja zAstramAM A vidhAnathI pratikULa vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che ke je jIvone hADakAM na ja hoya tevA nAnA jIvonI to eka gADA jeTalA jIvonI hiMsA thAya tyAre-mAtra eka ja hiMsA gaNavI. bezaka ahIM hiMsAdi pApano pratiSada jarUra sUcita thAya che. paraMtu ekavAra eka hiMsAne ja eka hiMsA gaNAvIne pachI aneka jIvonI hiMsAne paNa eka ja hiMsA gaNAvIne pachI aneka jIvonI hiMsAne paNa eka ja hiMsA gaNaAvato virodhAbhAsI pApapratiSedha karyo che. ahIM bemAMthI eka pratiSedha to asatya che ja. A bAbata bilakula anyAyasaMgata hovAthI tevA zAstranA pratiSedhanuM pAlana mokSa phaladAyI banI zake tema nathI. mATe kaSamAM pasAra na thatuM A zAstra mokSamArga banI zake tema nathI. have zAstrokta vidhivAkyane joIe eka zAstramAM kahyuM che ke, "je sAdhako marda nuM dhyAna dharyA kare che te AtmAo saMsAranA tamAma baMdhanone kApIne mokSapada pAmI jAya che." marda e evuM maMtrabIja che jemAM te varga, va varga vagere ATha varSanA cheDe raheto " kAra che, jemAM varganI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI AdimAM raheto maiM kAra che, jemAM agnibIja ra kA2 che ane jenI u52 zUnya svarUpa AkAza che. 76 A rIte e zAstramAM arjunA dhyAnano vidhi batAvyo paraMtu A vidhi mokSapadano avazya prApya nathI. kemake arjunA japa mAtrathI rAgAdi AMtara zatruono vinAza thaI zakata ja nathI. evuM ghaNIvAra jovA maLe che ke arjunA japanuM ja puSkaLa dhyAna dharanArAo paNa jyAre e japathI nivRtta thaIne bIjA koI bhojanAdi kAryamAM vyagra thAya che tyAre temanAmAM bhojanAdino tIvrarAga 'evo ne evo' jovA maLe che. e vakhate pelA japanI koI ja asara emanA jIvanamAM dekhAtI nathI. rAgAdino nAza to tyAre ja thAya jyAre e rAgAdi zatruonI bhayaMkara duSTatAne vAraMvAra vicAravAmAM Ave, e zatrunA mitra banatA AtmAnI bhAvImAM thanArI kAramI durdazAono vicAra karavAmAM Ave. AvA rAgAdinA apAya ane vipAkonuM jeo vAraMvAra dhyAna dhare che teo te dhyAnathI nivRtta thayA pachI paNa bhojanAdinA kALamAM rasa-lolupI banI jatAM dekhAtA nathI. AvA rAgAdinA apAya ane vipAkonuM ciMtana karanAra AtmA e pApothI sarvathA mukta thayelA paramAtmAonuM dhyAna dhare che te bezaka temanA jIvanamAM mokSamArga prati jhaDapI vega lAvI de che. A bAbata aMgenI vadhu vicAraNA meM mArA 'vaMdanA' nAmanA pustakamAM karI che. vizeSa jijJAsune tyAMthI joI levA mArI bhalAmaNa che. TUMkamAM rAgAghapAyAdinA ciMtanasvarUpa dhyAnavidhi e ja mokSaprApaka-Atyantika vidhi che. e ciMtanagarbhita arjunuM dhyAna paNa samucita che. paraMtu mAtra ahaMnA japanuM sevana ke arjunuM dhyAna to mokSaprApaka vidhi ja rahI zakAya. eTale evo vidhimArga batADanAra zAstra kaSa parIkSAmAMthI uttIrNa thayuM na kahevAya. TUMkamAM je zAstronA vidhi ane pratiSedha vAkyo AtyaMki phaLa (mokSa)nA prApaka banI zake te zAstro kaSa parIkSAmAM ja anuttIrNa thaI jAya che. emane chedAdi parIkSAmAM besavAnuM ja rahetuM nathI.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 77 chedaparIkSA - kriyAvAdaH kaSa zuddha zAstra to mokSanA eka mAtra hetubhUta banatA vidhi ane pratiSadhonuM jJAna karAvyuM. paraMtu ekalA jJAnamAtrathI kema cAle? dilhI javAnI IcchAvALA eka mANasane dilhI zaheranA jJAnamAtrathI na cAle. dilhI javAno rasto paNa dekhADavo paDe. ahIM paNa vidhi-pratiSedha batADyA pachI e vidhi ane e pratiSedhane saMpUrNa rIte saMgata rahe tevA temanA upAyabhUta anuSThAna (kriyA) paNa dekhADavA joIe. zAstramAM jo jIvahiMsAno pratiSedha kahyo ane dhyAna tapano vidhi kahyo to have sAdhakanA jIvananI sAdhanA paNa evI ja batADavI joIe ke je sAdhanA A vidhi pratiSedhane anukULa banatI hoya; pratikULa na ja thatI hoya. eTale je zAstramAM vidhi-pratiSedhane anukULa banato kriyAmArga batADavAmA Avyo hoya te zAstrarUpI suvarNa lagaDI cheda parIkSAmAM paNa uttIrNa thaI gaI che ema kahI zakAya. A uparathI ema kahI zakAya ke je zAstramAM pAMca samiti, traNa gupti vagere kriyAvAda nirupavAmAM Avyo hoya te zAstra ja chedazuddha kahevAya; kemake A kriyAvAda pUrvokta vidhipratiSedhane saMpUrNa rIte anukULa bane che. AvuM chedazuddha zAstra to zvetAmbara mAnya AgamazAstra ja banI zake. digaMbara mAnya zAstro bhale kaSazuddha hoI zake che; paraMtu chedazuddha to nahi ja banI zake kemake temaNe jIvahiMsA pratiSedha ane zubhadhyAna-vidhi batADyA hovA chatAM e be ya ne anukULa bane tevI je AhAra-grahaNanI kriyA che ke jemAM vastra, pAtrAdi upakaraNanI anivArya rIte jarUra che teno niSedha karI dIdho che! eo vastra, pAtrAdine rAkhavAmAM ja pApa mAne che ane tethI gRhasthanA gharamAM jaIne UbhA UbhA be aMjalimAM ja badhuM annapAna le che. pANipAtrI tarIkeno atizaya tarthakarone hoya che. digambara sAdhuone to tevo atizaya hoto nathI eTale hAthamAM lIdheluM; ghaNuM aMga uparathI relAtuM-paDatuM nIce rAkhelI kuMDImAM paDe che. AvA eMThAmAM asaMkhyajIvonI utpatti ane nAza thAya che. vaLI je vastu teo hAthamAM le che tene khullI karIne teo joI zakatA nathI eTale te vastumAM saMbhavita trasa jIvonI paNa bhojana dvArA hiMsA thaI jAya che ! Ama piDugrahaNanI emanI kriyAnuM vidhAna ja evuM che je jIvahiMsA pratiSedhane
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________________ IL vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI anukULa banI zakatuM nathI. Ama digaMbarazAstra chedaparIkSAmAM nApAsa thaI jAya che. athavA to je zAstramAM devonI sAme yatione saMgIta vagere dravyabhakti karavAnuM kahyuM che, je zAstramAM hAsya vagerenI ghelI ceSTAo tathA asabhya bhASA vagere yatione bolavAnuM vidhAna che te zAstro paNa chedazuddha nahi bane. kemake temAM kahelI A badhI kriyA jIvahiMsAnA pratiSedhane tathA vizuddhadhyAnanA vidhine pratikULa janArI che. TUMkamAM jenA vidhAno mokSanA uddezane saMpUrNa bara lAve tevA vidhi pratiSedhavALuM zAstra kaSazuddha kahevAya ane te vidhi pratiSedhane anukULa banatI kriyAonauM jemAM vidhAna hoya te chedazuddha zAstra kahevAya. tamAma zAstronI kaSa-chedanI parIkSA karatAM zvetAmbara AgamazAstra ja AvuM banI zake che. tApazuddha zAstra - tattvavAdaH je zAstra bhAva (tattva) vAda pradhAna hoya te tApazuddha zAstra kahevAya. AtmA e tattva che, tenAM svarUpanuM evuM nirupaNa hovuM joIe ke jethI evo AtmA pUrvokta mokSaprApaka vidhipratiSedha ane vidhipratiSedhane anukULa kriyAvAdane amalI banAvI zake. evuM AtmAnuM svarUpa-nirupaNa AvuM ja hoI zake ke (1) AtmA jevuM - zarIrathI bhinna-eka svataMtra tattva che. (2) te AtmA, deva, manuSya, strI, puruSa saMsArI, mukta vagere aneka svarUpo-pariNAmo pAmavA chatAM svayaM nitya che. jema suvarNanI lagaDImAMthI baMgaDI, ghaDiyALano paTTo, sonAno hAra vagere ghaNA pariNAmo pharavA chatAM suvarNa svayaM te badhI avasthAmAM kAyama rahe che. AvA vividha pariNAmovALo evo nitya AtmA che; arthAt AtmA pariNAmI nitya dravya che. paraMtu evA pariNAmo vinAnuM - kUTastha - nitya dravya nathI. (3) Avo AtmA karma vagerethI baMdhAya che. eTale ke te karmano kartA che. (4) anAdikALathI baMdhAtA karmano bhoktA banIne te AtmA kavacit karmathI mukta thaI zake che. (5) AtmAne sarva karmakSaya svarUpa mokSa thAya che. (6) evA mokSanA upAyabhUta ahiMsAdi dharma che, jyAre AtmAnA karmabaMdhanA upAyabhUta hiMsAdi pApo paNa jagatamAM vidyamAna che. AtmAnuM svarUpa jo AvuM hoya to tene baMdhAtA karmano dhyAna ane tapa vagere anuSThAnothI ArAdhanA dvArA vinAza karI zakAya, ane e rIte Atyantika vinAza paNa sAdhI zakAya.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 79 jagatamAM evA aneka zAstro che jeo AtmAnA uparokta cha svarUpamAMnA koIne koI svarUpathI viparIta nirupaNa kare che. (1) cArvAko AtmAne zarIrathI bhinna tattvasvarUpe mAnatA nathI. (2) bauddho AtmAne pariNAmInitya mAnatA nathI. teo ekAMte anitya mAne che. (3) sAMkhyo AtmA (puruSa) ne karmano kartA mAnatA nathI. (4) teo tene karma-bhoktA paNa mAnatA nathI. athavA to bauddho kahe che ke AtmA karmano kartA che paraMtu te ekAMta kSaNika hovAthI bIjI ja paLe teno nAza thaI jAya che. eTale karmano bhoktA te banI zakato nathI. (5) yAjJikamata kahe che ke AtmAne anAdikALathI karma vaLagyA che, te pote ya anAdikALathI rAgAdi bhAvasvarUpa che. je anAdibhAvo hoya teno aMta hoI zake nahi mATe AtmAno karmathI ane rAgAdithI sarvathA mokSa asaMbhavita che. (6) mAMDalikamatavALA kahe ce ke AtmAno Atmattika mokSa to thaI zake che; paraMtu te ekAeka-akasmAta-thaI jAya che. mokSa thavAmAM ahiMsA vagere mahAvratonI athavA to ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA e hetu nathI. hetu vinA ja mokSasvarUpa kArya thaI jAya che ! A AtmA nathI. paraNAmI nitya nathI, kartA nathI, bhoktA nathI, mokSa nathI tenA upAyo nathI - A cha nathI' vAkyAttavALA sthAnone mithyAtvanA cha pada kahevAya che. A chamAMnI koI paNa eka mAnyatAvALo AtmA mithyAtvanI kahevAya che. jyAre "AtmA che vagere cha mAnyatAvALo AtmA ja samyagdaSTi kahevAya che. A SasthAna aMge vadhu jANavAnI IcchAvALA ciMtake sanmati tarka, SoDazaka tathA adhyAtmasAra graMtho joI levA. meM karelA adhyAtmasAranA samyakatva adhikAranA bhAvAnuvAdamAM A viSayanA pUrvapakSa ane uttarapakSane khUba vistArathI caryo che. SasthAnano saMpUrNa svIkAra karanAra zAstra tapazuddhazAstra kahevAya. tevuM zAstra che eka mAtra zvetAmbara jinAgamazAstra. kaSa-cheda ane tApa parIkSAnuM nirupaNa mahopAdhyAya bhagavAn yazovijayajI mahArAjAe adhyAtmopaniSat graMthamAM karyuM che tyAMthI paNa joI levA bhalAmaNa che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI je zAstra uparokta kaSa-cheda ane tApanI agni parIkSAmAMthI pasAra thaI jAya te ja zAstranA nirupaka mahAdeva kahevAya. aMta sudhInI samagra vivecanAno sAra e Avyo ke mahAdeva temane kahevAya. jeo (1) vItarAga (2) sarvajJa (3) zAzvata sukhanA svAmI (4) karmamukta (5) azarIrI (6) mokSa mAtra nirupaka, (7) moha timira ghAtaka, (8) trikoTi doSarahita zAstra praNetA hoya. A saghaLA ya guNathI yukta mahAdeva kahevAya. pachI nAmathI teo buddha, Izu ke jina hoya tenI sAthe jhAjhI nisbata nathI. paNa jagatanA tamAma dArzanikoe kalpalA mahAdevanA jIvananuM svarUpa ane mUrtinI kalpanAo jotAM aMte e ja hakIkata sunizcita banI jAya che ke bhagavAna jina sivAya bIjA koI paNa deva "mahAdevanuM sarvocca pada asalamAM to bezaka pAmI zakatA nathI. asalI mahAdeva eka ja che bhagavAna jina. rAgAdi vijetA. nakalI mahAdeva bAkInA badhA ya che buddha vagere. prazna-bhale mahAdevanuM vItarAga vagere svarUpa tame nakkI karyuM paraMtu amane eka prazna thAya che ke jo mahAdeva kharekhara rAga vinAnA-vItarAga hoya to temanI ArAdhano zI rIte karavI? jo guNa-stutithI ArAdhanA karIe ane tethI te amArI upara prasanna thaI jAya to temanAmAM vItarAgatA kyAM rahI? e to sarAga banI jAya ne? jo temanI niMdA karIe to stava-stotro vagere vyartha jAya. niMdAthI ArAdhanA karavAnI hoya to maharSioe zA mATe stavano vagere banAvyA? A ja doSa mahAdevanI upekSA svarUpa amArI ArAdhanAmAM Ave che! to pachI have temanI ArAdhanA karavI zI rIte? che evo koI upAya jene ArAdhatAM temanuM vItarAgatyAdi svarUpa abAdhita rahe? stavAdi vyartha na jAya? mahAdevanuM ArAdhana - AjJAnA pAlanamAM u.-hA. jarUra che. ame to tyAM sudhI kahIzuM ke mokSazAstra nirupakane ja mahAdeva na kahevAya. mahAdeva to temane ja kahevAya jemanI ArAdhanA (prasannatA)no upAya temaNe ApaNane karelI AjJAnAM pAlanasvarUpa ja hoya.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI bezaka, temanI AjJAnA pAlanathI paNa teo prasannatA pAmatA nathI. vItarAga kadI prasannatA pAme ja nahi, chatAM emanI AjJAnuM pAlana e evo apUrva dharma che ke tene ArAdhanAra vyakti avazya abhyadaya ane mokSane pAme che. AjJApAlananuM AvuM phaLa AvavAthI ApaNe upacArathI ja ema kahI zakIe ke AjJApAlanathI jANe ke mahAdeva prasanna thayA ane tethI ja ApaNane AvuM phaLa maLyuM. sAme sonAnI lagaDI paDI che Aane eka bhikhArInuM mana te tarapha lalacAya che. e vakhate e bole che ke sonAnI lagaDIe mAruM mana lalacAvyuM. zuM jaDa evI lagaDI bhikhArInuM mana lalacAvI zake kharI? chatAM jema A vakyano upacAra prayoga thaI zake che tevuM prastutamAM paNa samajavuM. je vItarAga che teo rAgadazArUpa prasannatAne kadI pAmata nathI. chatAM vItarAganI upAsanA karanAra sAdhaka prasannatAnuM phaLa prApta karI le che. ciMtAmaNi ratnanI ja vAta karIe. vidhipUrvaka je AtmA enI ArAdhanA kare che tenA icchitonI te pUrti karI Ape che. ahIM zuM ciMtAratna prasanna thAya che? e to jaDa che. enAmAM vaLI prasannatA kevI? chatAM prasannatA vinA paNa enAM ArAdhakane potAnI ISTasiddhinuM phaLa maLI jAya che ane te ArAdhaka bolI UThe che ke ciMtArane mArI upara prasanna thaIne mAruM ISTa pUrNa karI ApyuM. bIjuM agninuM dRSTAMta laIe. mAha mAsanI kaDakaDatI TADhamAM agninuM tApaNuM karIne loko tene vIMTaLAI vaLIne bese che. TADha UDI jatAM teo kahe che ke agnie amArI TADha uDADI nAMkhI! ahIM paNa agninA ArAdhako upara agni prasanna thato nathI, ane prasanna thaIne TADha uDADatoya nathI chatAMe jANe prasanna thayo ane ethI TADha UDI gaI tevuM bane che tethI loko bole che ke agnie amArI TADha uDADI mUkI. ahIM paNa agninI prasannatA vinA paNa enI prasannatAthI prApta phaLa enA ArAdhakane maLI jatuM jovA maLe che. A ja rIte vItarAga-bhagavaMtonI ArAdhanA karanAra upara teo prasanna thatAM ja nathI chatAM teonI ArAdhanAthI abhyadayAdinI prApti thaI jAya che. A vAta khUba ja spaSTa rIte kalikAla sarvajJa bhagavAn hemacandrasUrijIe vItarAgastotramAM jaNAvI che.
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________________ IL 82 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI mahAdevanI svAbhAvika vizuddhinuM acinya baLa : zrIzAstravArtA samuccayamAM bhagavAn haribhadrasUrijIe to kahyuM che ke paramAtmA vItarAga chatAM enA ArAdhakone svarga ane apavarga Ape che ane e ja paramAtmA vItadveSa chatAM enI virAdhanA karanArane nAraka ane nigodanA akhADAmAM dhakelI mUke che. A nirupaNa paNa upara kahyA mujaba aupacArika samajI levuM. vItarAga-vItadveSa paramAtmA kadI koI upara rIjhatA nathI ane rIsAtA paNa nathI. paraMtu te paramAtma svarUpano svabhAva ja evo che ke jeo tenI ArAdhanA kare tene apUrva abhyadaya ja thAya ane atyaMta suMdara apavarganI prApti paNa thaI ja jAya. ane jeo tenI anArAdhanA ke virAdhanA kare te badhAyanI upara durgatinA ane duHkhonA pahADonI bhekhaDo tUTI paDe. zAthI Ama banatuM haze? ema mane na pUchazo. eka ja uttara che svabhAva. svabhAva' tene ja kahevAya jyAM bIjo koI hetu-tarka cAlI zake ja nahi. tamane ja huM pUchuM chuM ke zAthI agni ThaMDIno nAza karato haze? zAthI hima vAtAvaraNane ThaMDugAra banAvato haze? zAthI maracuM tIkhuM ja lAgatuM haze ? ane sAkara gaLI ja lAgatI haze? zAthI gAyanA dUdhanuM dahIM banI zakatuM haze? ane zAthI UMTaDInA dUdhanuM dahIM kadI nahi ja banI zakatuM hoya? zAthI sUrya prakAza deto haze? candra zItalatA deto haze? che koI uttara hetugamyabuddhigamya tamArI pAse? hoya to eka ja uttara che- svabhAva te te vastuno tevo tevo ja svabhAva! AthI AgaLa vadhIne bIjuM kAMI ja tame kahI zako tema nathI. A ja rIte vItarAga-paramAtmAno tevo ja svabhAva ke tenA ArAdhako upara te prasanna na thAya ane to ya prasAdaphaLa sukha pAmI ja jAya; ane tenA anArAdhako ke virAdhako upara te nArAja na ja thAya ane to ya nArAjInuM phaLa duHkha pAmI ja jAya. je bhaje te ja pAme ahIM eka vAtanuM sUcana karI devAnuM khUba ja Avazyaka lAge che ke agnino svabhAva TADha uDAvAno che eno artha e nathI ke jagatanA sarva jIvonI-agninI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI najIkamAM rahelA ke dUra rahelA badhA jIvonI-TADha uDADavAno svabhAva dharAve che? nA. jarA yaya nahi. TADha uDADavAno eno svabhAva jarUra; paraMtu enI Avazyaka gaNAya teTalI najadikamAM AvanArAnI ja TADha uDADavAno teno svabhAva che. e ja 83 rIte sUryano prakAza ApavAno svabhAva jarUra; paraMtu jene AMkho hoya ane ta AMkho paNa jeNe mIMcI rAkhI na hoya tene ja prakAza ApavAno teno svabhAva che. aMdhAne, AMkhamIMcyAne ke ghuvaDane paNa prakAza ApavAno teNe IjAro rAkhyo nathI hoM! sukhanuM pratibiMba dekhADI ApavAno svabhAva ArIsAno jarUra che. paraMtu darekanA moMnuM to nahi ja, a'to je enI sAme Ave enAM ja mukhanuM e pratibiMba jhIle. badhAnuM to nahi ja. sUsavATA sAthe vAtA pavanano sarvatra prasaravAno svabhAva che paraMtu je makAnanA bArIbAraNAM ja baMdha che te makAnamAM ya pesI javAno teno svabhAva nathI ja. A ja rIte vItarAga-paramAtmAno svabhAva sarva jIvone sukhI karI devAno che paNa chatAM te svabhAvamAM ja te vAta paNa garbhita ja che ke je jIvo temanI sanmukha bane, temanI AjJAnuM pAlana kare te ja badhA jIvone teo sukhI karI de. hA, jo sarvajovomAM yogyatA hoya ane sarva jIvo emanI AjJAnA pAlana dvArA emanI sanmukha bane to emanI evI behada svAbhAvika tAkAta e sarvane sukhI karI ja de emAM koI ja zaMkA nahi. paraMtu abhavyAdi ayogya-emanI sanmukha na bananArA durbhavyo-vagerene paNa e sukhI ja kare evo temano svabhAva che. evI ghelI vAta-bhaktinA ghelA atirekathI paNa kadI na thaI zake. vItarAga paramAtmA to eka prakArano ArIso che. je enI sAme AvIne Ubho rahe enuM mukha e batADI ja de ane enuM ja mukha e batADI zake. e mukha (AtmA) upara DAgha kyAM che te paNa e batADI de. pachI DAgha kADhavAnuM kArya to e vyaktie pote ja karavAnuM che. A sunizcita hakIkata che. jo Ama na mAnavAmAM Ave to abhavya jIvone e paramAtmAo kema kAMI ja karI zakatA nathI ? e jIvonI ja ukharabhUmisvarUpa apAtratA ke prakAzane pAmavA mATenI andhatvasvarUpa apAtratAne tyAM kahevI ja paDaze.
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________________ IL vIra madhurI vANI tArI acaramAvartakaLanI dharmakriyAnI niSphaLatAH acaramAvartakALamAM rahelA durbhavI jIvo upara paNa te paramAtmAonI koI ja asara hotI nathI. kemake e jIvo emanI sanmukha sAcI rIte thatAM ja nathI. AthI ja to mokSanA lakSa vinAnI acaramAM vartakALanI tamAma dharmakriyAo mokSasAdhaka banI zakatI nathI. sleTa upara ekaDo ghUMTI ApyA vinA bALaka pAse loTA karAvato bApa potAnA dIkarAne kadI ekaDo zIkhavI zakato nathI. cAla cAla karavAthI ISTasthAne ja pahoMcI zakAtuM nathI. UkaLI rahelA dUdhane halAva halAva karavAthI dUdhapAka ja banI jato nathI. sarvatra ISTasiddhi mATe kriyAnI jarUra che tema ISTa-lakSanI paNa jarUra che. ekaDAnA citrita lakSa vinAnI ghaMTavAnI kriyA ekaDo zIkhavA mATe sariyAma niSphaLa jAya. muMbaI javAnA lakSa vinA madrAsa bAjue ja cAlI nAMkhanAro muMbaI javA mATe sAva bevakUpha gaNAya. dUdhapAkanA lakSa vinA UkaLatA dUdhane halAvanAro dUdhapAka na meLavatAM mAvo ja pAme temAM kazI navAI nathI. ane e rIte mAvA pAmI javAmAM koI ja zAbAzI nathI. acaramAvartakALamAM paramAtmAnI je kAMI ArAdhanA thAya che te "paramAtmA' banavAnA-mokSa pAmavAnA lakSathI saMpUrNa vihoNI hoya che. evA lakSINAMone e paramAtmA kadI apavarganA sukha ApI zakatA nathI. bhale darzana-vaMdana, pUjana vagere kriyAo mahAnuM che! re! rasAyaNasvarUpa che. paNa rasAyaNa khAvAthI ArogyanuM sukha ja maLe evuM koNe kahyuM? kahenAra koI hoya to te gadheDAno ja jAtabhAI mAnava kahI zakAya! rasAyaNathI puSTi tyAre ja maLe jyAre peTamAM maLano bharAvo na hoya, khAnAra daradIne roganI khabara hoya, roga nAzanI bhAvanA hoya, kupathyanuM sevana na hoya ane pathyanuM sevana paNa hoya. kayAMka paNa kamInA rahe to rasAyaNa ekaluM kadI puSTi to na ja Ape paNa bhayaMkara Apattio lAve... e phUTI ja nIkaLe.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI pAtratA vinA badhuM nakAmuM: AthI ja to rasAyaNasamI dharmakriyAo game tene kApI devAnI zAstrakAro manAI pharamAvI che. ene mATe apAtra jIvonuM hita to rasAyaNa na cAkhavA dvArA ja kAMIka thaI zake. nAlAyaka dardI mATe kharo hiteSI vaidya te ja che je tene rasAyaNa nathI Apato..... kemake e rIte paNa enA jIvanamAM rasAyaNathI phUTI nIkaLatAM AvanArA saMbhavita trAsothI e mukta to raheze ja ne? pAtratA e to vikAsanI sarvaprathama zarata che. lAyakAtane pichANyA vinA vastune ja mahAna mAnIne te vastu ApI devAnI karuNa karavAnI vRttivALAo to pahelA naMbaranA nAlAyako che. jenA hAthamAM paththara che enA hAthamAM paththara ja rahevA do.. jo e nAlAyaka hoya to, enI nAlAyakInI upekSA karIne,.... "bicArA pAse paththara ja che' evI karuNA dAkhavIne jo hAthamAM eTamabomba ApI dezo to... to zuM thaze e huM kahI zakato nathI. tame paththara mAravAnA svabhAvavALAne eTamabomba Apo cho? ane te ya mAravAno eno svabhAva choDAvyA vinA ja! oha! pachI to enA hAthe jagatamAM kayo vinAza ADedhaDa nahi vetarAya te prazna che! mAravAnI nAlAyakI choDAvyA vinA ja! oha! pachI to enA hAte jagatamAM kayo vinAza ADedhaDa nahi vetarAya te prazna che! mAravAnI nAlAyakI choDAvyA vinA paththara choDavAno ane eTamabomba daI denAro karuNArUM nathI. re! adhyAtmanI duniyAmAM to enA jevo bevakUpha koI nathI. pharI e vAta karuM chuM ke lAyakAta ja bahu moTI vAta che! ane bIjI bAju lAyaka-nAlAyakanI parIkSA ja bahu moTI gurutA che ! lAyaka ja ziSya banI zake ! parIkSaka ja guru banI zake! nAlAyaka jo zaktimAna banI jAya ane aparIkSaka jo guru banI jAya to A jinazAsanano khUba vahelo vinAza thaI jAya ema kahuM to kadAca khoTuM nahi gaNAya. ApaNe mULa vAta upara AvIe. abhavyo ane durbhavyo upara paramAtmAno svabhAva kAMI ja karI zakato nathI. emanI tamAma kriyAo mokSasAdhaka banI zakatI nathI.
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________________ IL vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI mokSAnuM lakSa Ave nahi tyAM sudhI badhuM ja nakAmuM. caramAvartakALa sivAya mokSanuM lakSa AvI zake ja nahi. emAM ya vaLI bhAre karmI bhavyAtmAne to caramAvarsamAM praveza karI de to ya mokSa lakSa na Ave. eTalA ja mATe mokSapada prApta karavA jema caramAvartakALanI jarUra che tema tathAbhavyatvanA viziSTa paripAkanI paNa jarUra che. A be ja cIjo khUba mahAna che. jene A be vastunI prApti thAya che tenI upara ja paramAtmAnA darzanAdi saphaLa thAya che. anyatra sarvatra niSphaLa jAya che. hA, arthakAmamaya saMsAranA sukhonA phaLa jarUra e darzana-vaMdana AdithI maLI jAya che. paraMtu evI rIte maLatAM sukhonA bhogavaTA vadhu bhayAnaka duHkhamaya ane pApamaya saMsAramAM anaMtakALa mATe paTakI nAMkhanArA ja bane che mATe evI viparIta phala-prAptine jarA ya mahattva ApavA jevuM nathI. ApAta-madhura sukho anubaMdhamAM jo duHkhasvarUpa che to te sukhone sukhasvarUpa ja kahI zakAya nahi. vItarAga-paramAtmAnAM pUjana-vaMdana vagere to ArAdhako upara je upakAra kare che te anubaMdhamAM atyaMta hitakara ane upakAraka hoya che. abhyadaya maLe te anAsakti sAthe... ane pachI apavarga maLe ja maLe. kevuM apUrva svarUpa che o vItarAga! tAruM; ke tuM asalamAM ArAdhako upara koI upakAra karato nathI chatAM tArI ArAdhanA karanArAo upara tAro upakAra thaI jAya che ! ANAe dhamo? kayI che ArAdhyanI zreSTha ArAdhanA? eka ja..... e vItarAga bhagavaMtonI AjJAnuM aNizuddha pAlana ke jene ApaNe apramattabhAvanuM sarvaviratidharmanuM sAtamA guNasthAnanuM sAdhu jIvana kahIe chIe. zreSTha ArAdhanA aNizuddha AjJApAlananI che. evo AjJApAlaka ja zreSTha ArAdhaka che. jenAthI akhaMDa AjJApAlana na thAya teNe paNa jeTalA aMzamAM potAnI azaktine kAraNe AjJAnuM pAlana na thatuM hoya tevA azakya AjJAzonA kaTTara pakSapAtI to banavuM ja joIe 3
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI adhyAtmasAranA anubhavAdhikAramAM mahopAdhyAyajIe A ja vAta kahI che ke ArAdhakanI ArAdhanA A ja che : zakayAraMbabha ane zuddhapakSa. je zakya ArAdhana che te badhAyanuM sevana ane je zuddha dharmonuM sevana azakya che teno kaTTara pakSapAta. Ama te te AjJAno ArAdhaka paNa enA kaTTara pakSapAtane lIdhe asalamAM Aradhaka ja banI jAya che. kaTTara pakSapAtInA aMtaramAM azakyane ArAdhavAnI tIvra tamannAnI Aga hoya che, enI AMkhomAM e ArAdhanA na ArAdhI zakavA badalanA jIvaleNa trAsanA AMsu hoya che. e Aga ane e AMsu paNa enI ArAdhanA banI rahe che. Ama e AtmA vItarAga paramAtmAe batADelI tamAma ArAdhanAno saMpUrNa ArAdhaka banI jAya che. zakyano rAdhaka-azakyano pakSapAtI. duHSamAkALa paNa mokSano sAdhaka ja che : saMbhava che ke A duHSamAkALane kAraNe saMghayaNabaLanI hInatAne kAraNe suSamA kALanI, prathamasaMghayaNanI ghaNI ghaNI ghora ane ugra ArAdhanAo azakya banI gaI hoya. paNa to ya zuM? azakyano jo kaTTarapakSapAta AvI jAya, pelI Aga ane e AMsu zarIranA aMgAMgIbhAvane pAmI jAya to duHSamAkALano e alpa AjJAno ArAdhaka paNa sajJAno ArAdhaka ja banI jAya che. vaLI jema jema kALabaLa tUTatuM jAya tema tema alpa-alpara AjJArAdhana ja bahu-bahutara phaLa ApatuM jAya. kemake kALAdine kAraNe vadhune vadhu duHzakya banatA jatA AjJArAdhanane koI potAnA jIvanamAM zakya banAve tyAre te vizeSa dhanyavAdane pAtra Thare che. dekhato mANasa so mAIla cAlI jAya te karatAM aMdho mANasa eka mAIla saDasaDATa cAlyo jAya to loko tALIonA gaDagaDATathI tene vadhAvI le che. eka prophesaranA prabhAvaka lekacara karatAM ya khUba ja ArSakatA; dasa varSanA bALakanA dasa ja miniTanA vaktavyamAM dekhAtI hoya che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI prakAzamAM so pustako vAMcI janAra karatAM cAMdanI rAtamAM be ja pustaka vAMcI batADanAranI AMkho khUba ja tejasvI gaNavAmAM Ave che. 88 suSamAkALanI virATa ArAdhanAo karatA duHSamAkALanI nAnakaDI AradhanAo paNa Azcaryo sarjatI hoya che. mATe ja toe kALanA seMkaDo rAjavIonA rAjyatyAga karatAM ya A duHkhamAkALanA lakSAdhipati pitAnA eka navayuvAna dIkarAno nAnakaDo-tuccha saMsAratyAga khUba ja gaNanApAtra banI jAya che! A vastusthiti che. mATe ja suSamAdikALanI jema duHSamAkALamAM paNa alpa AjJArAdhanA paNa abhyudaya ane niHzreyasanA evA ja phalanI bakSisa pAmI jAya che. chevaTe saravALo to be ya kALanA ArAdhakono tulya ja Ave che ne? suSamAkALanA ArAdhako 7 guNa AjJArAdhana kare. thoDuMka ja azakya hoya mATe 3 guNa teno pazcAttApa kare. 7 + 3 = 10 thayAM. duHSamAkAlanA ArAdhakone ghaNuM azakya ane thoDuM ja zakya. eTale zakyanA ArAdhananA 3 guNa maLe. ane azakyanA pazcAtApanA guNa vadhI jatAM 7 thAya. 3 + 7 = 10. svamatikalpanAnA dharmonI adharmathA H suSamAkALa ke duHkhamAkALa game te hoya. sAcA ArAdhakonI ArAdhanAnA pariNAmamAM phera AvI zakato ja nathI. zarata che mAtra svamatine phagAvI devAnI, jinamatine ja jIvanano dhruva-tAraka banAvavAnI. bhale koI ArAdhaka ArAdhanA kare, ubhayaTaMka Avazyaka kriyA vagerenI... paraMtu jo te svamati kalpanAthI hoya to tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtonI kahevAtI te AjJAo paNa saMsAramAM bhamAvanArI ja banI rahe che. kemake vastutaH te AjJA tIrthaMkaradevonI nathI paNa potAnI jAtanI ja che. AthI ja upadezapada vagere graMthomAM svamatithI ja cAlatA svacchaMdI sAdhuonI gacchamAM gocarInA doSa joI gacchathI mukta thaIne nirdoSa jIvana jIvavAnI ArAdhanAne tIrthaMka2bhaktisvarUpa na kahetAM virAdhanAsvarUpa ja kahI che. jo tIrthaMkaranI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI AjJAbhakti ja hoya to gacchanA gurusevA, svAdhyAdi viziSTa lAbhone najaramAM rAkhIne gocarInA alpa doSane kSattavya gaNIne paNa gacchamAM rahevAnI je jinAjJA che tenI bhakti prati kema upekSA karI? A upekSA ja sUcavI jAya che ke tyAM jinAjJAbhakti nathI paNa "svamati' kalpanA ja pradhAna bInA che. vartamAna duHSamAkALanI kALajhALa jaDavAdanI AganI vacce rahIne paNa AtmAnuM utthAna karatI jinAjJAne ApaNe jIvaMta rAkhavI hoya to svamatikalpanAne bAra gAunA namaskAra karavAnA ja raheze. koI paNa ekAMgI dekhItA lAbhane najaramAM lAvI daIne jo utsuka banIne kAMI paNa karI besazuM to jinAjJAne je dhakko paDaze e evo bhayAnaka dhakko haze ke jenI kalpanA paNa ApaNe nahi karI zakIe. loka gatAnagatika che. "Age se calI AtI hai" karIne je cIlo paDayo tenI upara e cAlyo ja jaze, kazuM samajyA vicAryA vagara... anubaMdhanA ahitono leza paNa vicAra kyA4 vagara koI paNa "navuM' karI devAnI pravRtti ApaNA hAthe na paDI jAya e khUba ja Avazyaka che. bhale kadAca dekhAtuM AbhAbrAhya-khoTuM paNa jUnuM na toDI zakAya, evA khoTA paDelAM cIlA veravikhera karIne bhUMsI na zakAya - e kAma to samartha puNyavAna mahAtmAonA che. paraMtu AjJAbAhya-khoTuM "navuM kAMIka paNa ApaNe karI na besIe e ApaNA hAthanI ja vAta che. emAM koI viziSTa sAmarthyanI jarUra ja nathI. emAM to joIe che bhavabhIrutA.... ane AjJAbhaMjananA jANye ajANye thatAM pApanA bhayaMkara pariNAmonI jANakArI. | chinnabhinna thaI rahelAM jinazAsanane vadhu chinnabhinna thavA na devuM hoya to e jinazAsananA utkarSanA svamatikalpita bhramanA vamaLomAM ApaNe kadI na phasAIe. ane e mATe ApaNe sahu AmaraNa pratijJA karIe ke ApaNe sahu jinAjJAnA paramakalyANakara chatra nIce ja sadA rahIzuM. jinAjJA pAlana ane chevaTe jinAjJA pratyenI avihaDabhakti e ja vartamAnakALanI moTAmAM moTI zAsanasevA che. svamatikalpita pravRtti e vartamAnakALanuM zAsananI kusevAnuM bhayAnakamAM bhayAnaka pApa che. baLatuM ghara na ja ThArI zakAya to kAMI nahi. vadhu to na ja bALavuM joIe. A sthitimAM A ja ApaNI zAsana-sevA! AvI bhAvanAne jIvanamAM jIvaMta banAve
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________________ | | _ vIra madhurI vANI tArI e ja vartamAnakALanA zAsana subhaTo. zAsana prabhAvako. zuM A badhuM ya A duHSamAkALamAM ja zakya nathI? | hA, to e vAta nizcita thaI gaI ke jinanI AjJAnuM pAlana sarvakALamAM zakya che ane tethI e AjJA pAlananuM phaLaapavarganA paramadhAma prati vegavaMtI gatinI siddhi e ya suzakya che. dvAdiMzadUhAaizikA graMthamAM TIkAkAra re spaSTa zabdomAM kahyuM che ke, "jinAjJAnI avagaNanA karanAra AtmA bhayAnakamAM bhayAnaka Apattione svahaste ja nimaMtraNa kare ce." AjJAne agninI upamA ApI zakAya. jo vidhivat sevana karavAmAM Ave to e agni anAdikALanI rAgAdibhAvonI ghara karI gayelI zaradIne maTAdI de. paNa jo jarAka gaphalatamAM rahI javAya ane avidhi thaI jAya to e ja agni bALIne khAkha karI nAMkhe. bezaka tyAM agnino aparAdha nathI, paraMtu vyaktinA pramAdano che. prakAza detA sUryano aparAdha jAhera karatAM ema na kahevAya ke prakAzamAM teNe vyaktinA pagamAM kAMTo ghoMcI dIdho. chate prakAze kAMTo lAgavAmAM to cAlanAra vyaktino pramAda ja aparAdhI che. A rIte jinAjJAnI ugratAne paNa jo najaramAM rAkhIzuM to enuM sevana karatAM jarA ya avidhi na thaI jAya tenI khUba ja kALajI raheze. enI mAtra saumyatAne joyA karIzuM to A kALajI lagabhaga azakya banI jaze. enuM pariNAma zuM? avastha maranAra bhale Ubho rahe, jIvato rahe. paNa enI kiMmata zI? jo AvatI kAle paNa tenuM mRtyu aphara che! ane kadI nahi maranAra jinazAsanane vaheluM maranAra, jIvIne ya jagatamAM zuM meLavI javAno che! koNa mahAna! jAta ke jinazAsana? konA jIvana-maraNamAM ApaNA jIvanamaraNa ! zA mATe A vAtane samajavA ApaNo yatna nahIM hoya! khUba ja aphasosanI A vAta che ke jAtanA sanmAnane jIvA rAkhavA sivAyanI bIjI koI pravRtti ja lagabhaga kyAMya dekhAtI nathI. jANe sahunA potAnA manamAM pote rame che. vyaktinA aMtaramAM vyaktinuM vyaktitva ja khIle che. jo pratyekanA aMtaranI A ja rItarasama hoya to paramAtmazAsana kyAM vasyuM che
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI e koI to batADazo? paramAtmAe pratyekane potAmAM vasAvyA hatA. Aje paramAtmAne paramAtmAnI AjJAne-ApaNe sahu bhegA maLIne ya kyAMya nahi vasAvI zakIe? sarvane potAmAM vasAvanArane sarva bhegA maLIne ya vasAvI nathI zakatA? A ja ApaNA dhArmika jIvananI karuNatAnI parAkASTA kahevAya. cAlo.. mULa vAta upara AvIe. jinAjJA eTale jinAgamaH AjJA eTale Agama. jagatanA sarva padArthono bodha jenI maryAdAmAM AvI jAya che te jinAgama e ja jinAjJA. jinanI AjJA zuM che e jANavA jinanuM Agama jovuM paDaze. jinA Agamo zuM che? amArA mATe emanI zI AjJA che e jANavA jinAgamonA jJAtA-gItArthanA zaraNe javuM paDaze. AvI zaraNAgati paNa hRdayanI utkaTa jijJAsApUrvakanI hovI joIe. yA utkaTatA vinA guru pAse janArA, graMthone jAte ja vAMcI lenArA sahu jinAjJAnuM viparIta darzana karIne potAnI jAtane jabbara AghAta pahoMcADI de che. jinAjJA sAthe svapna ya ceDA na karazo ? jinAjJAne bevaphA banI janAra svacchaMdI AtmAo potAne ane potAnA Azritone avazya unmArge laI jAya che. jinAjJAnI bevaphAI e evuM bhayAnaka pApa che je potAno paraco game te rIte batAvyA vinA jaMpatuM nathI. kAM to e AtmAne mAna-sanmAnathI bhraSTa kare, kAM to zIlathI bhraSTa kare, kAM to zarIranA ArogyathI khatama kare ane evA pApakarmonA aghora udayavAlA AtmAo jo sAdhuveSamAM ja rahI jAya to to e jyAM jAya-tyAM kalezAdinI Aga lagADe. aMgAro to jyAM aDe tyAM Aga ja lAge ne? bahetara che ke jinAjJAne bevaphA bananArA AtmAo gRhastha banI jAya. jethI jAta ja saLagI UThe. jagatano bacAva thaI jAya. evA loko jagatanA hita khAtara paNa gharabArI thaI jAya e khUba ja jarUranuM che.
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________________ IL vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI atyaMta bhavya ane atyaMta ugrasvarUpa A jinAjJA (jinAgama)no abhyAsa khUba ja sAvadhAnI sAthe karavo joIe. jinAjJA svarUpa jinAgamano abhyAsa eTale - (1) jinAgamanuM gurugamathI vidhivat grahaNa karavuM. (2) e jinAgamane svAdhyAyAdi dvArA AtmAmAM bhAvita karavuM. (3) aMte e jinAgamAnusArI-sarvAze-jinAjJA parataMtra jIvana jIvavuM. gurupAratanya H gItArthaguru (AcArya)nI nizrAmAM je mumukSuo jinAjJAno bodha meLave che, ene aMtaramAM bhAvita kare che ane aMte ene ja potAnuM jIvana samarpa de che e mumukSuo ja jinAjJAnA sAcA pAlaka banI zake che. utsarga apavAdanI AMTIghUMTIonA ukela, nizcaya-vyavahAranI kakSAonA bhedanA svaccha darzana, vagere siddhio guruparataMtranI eTalI badhI kaThora sAdhanA mAgI le ce ke jene ahIM zabdomAM mUlavI zakAya tema nathI. gItArtha gurunI nirapavAda zuddha zaraNAgati vinA ghora tyAga ane tapa kadAca thaI zakaze, baDabhAgI vaktA kadAca banI zakAze, ajoDa lekhaka paNa banI javAze. paraMtu zAstranA akSaronA agAdha udhadhinA taLiye paDelA arthonA agamanigama rahasyono tAga to nirapavAda guruparataMtra vinA kadI pAmI zakAya tema nathI. tame zAstranuM yathAvidhi sevana karo. mAtra guruparataMtryane bAju upara mUkIne pachI juo zuM zuM nathI banatuM? tamAma jIvanamAM zA zA ulkApAta nathI jAgatA ? mArI daSTie to eLI jIvana naukAnA nazIbamAM aNadIThAM bhedI khaDakoe TakarAI jaIne bhukkA bolI javA sivAyanuM koI pariNAma saMbhavI zakatuM nathI. evA zAstrajJo bhale potAne pravacana sudhI ke pravacanamarmajJa kahevaDAvatA hoya.... tema ja haze; paraMtu emanA jIvanamAM teo svanuM hita sAdhI jAya che to kadApi zakya lAgatuM nathI. AvA samayajJonA khabhe jo jinazAsananI dhurA mUkavAmAM Ave to ghaNAonuM ghaNuM ghaNuM ahita thaI jAya. bhagavaMtanI bhaktinA nAme bhagavaMtanI AjJAviruddha ghaNI pravRttio amalamAM
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI mukAya. hamaNAM ja ApaNe svamatikalpanAthI nirdoSa paNa gocarI karanAra sAdhune AjJA-virAdhaka kahyA ne? - jinabhaktine kAraNe tIrthayAtra mATe ja ugra vihAro karanArAonA jIvana AjJAbAhya kahevAya che. jamAnAnA nAme SakAyavirAdhanA karanArAonI pravRtti AjJAbAhya che. zAstrIya dravyakSetrakALabhAvathI sAva ja vihoNI che. strIvargane dharma pamADI devA svarUpa jinabhaktinA nAme puruSonA vargamAM prakAzamAM AvI javAnI sAdhvIvarganI pravRtti AjJAbAhya che. gurubhaktinA nAme samajadAra zrAvakonI sAdhu mATenI gocarI pANInI bhakti AjJAbAhya che. dharmapracArasvarUpa jinabhaktinA nAme grAmAnugarAma DoLImAM pharavAnI atibujharga sAdhuni pravRtti AjJAbAhya che. gRhasthonA utkarSa mATe gRhatyAgIonI sIdhI dekharekhanI pravRtti AjJAbAhya che. AjJAbAhya pravRttine paNa AjJAnA chatra nIce mUkavAnI vAto karyA vinA koIne cAle tema nathI. paraMtu tevI vAto karavA mAtrathI AjJAbAhya pravRttio AjJAgarbhita banI zakatI nathI. jinazAsanamAM ahiMsAne paNa parama dharma kahevAto nathI. ahIM to AjJAne ja dharma kahyo che. pachI te AjJAmAM dekhItI hiMsA hoya to ya te AjJA dharma che. ane AjJAbAhya pravRttimAM dekhItI ahiMsA hoya to ya te adharma banI jAya che. mATe ja sAdhuonI yathAvidhi nadI utaravAnI pravRttine ane gRhasthonI yathAvidhi aSTaprakAranI pUjAnI ke jinamaMdira nirmANanI pravRttine dharma kahyo che kemake evI ja jinAjJA che. yathAzakti'no artha : A saghaLI carcAno sAra e nIkaLyo ka duHSamAkALamAM paNa AjJAbhyAsa zakya che. potAnI zaktine jarAka paNa gopavyA vinA guruparataMtra je mumukSuo AjJAbhyAsa seve che teo avazya muktipadanuM phaLa pAme che. jema zaktithI vadhu paDatA bahAra jaIne udyama na karavo tema zaktine jarA paNa gopavIne ya jinAjJAbhyAsano udyama na karavo. "yathAzakti' zabdamAM A be ya artho
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________________ IL vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI garbhita che. mAtra pahelo artha nahi. AthI ja to kAtrizadvArgizikAgraMthanA TIkAkAra upAdhyAya bhagavAna yazovijayajI mahArAjAe zaktinuM jatana karavAnI manovRttine kAyikapravRttine rAgadveSanA durbhAvo jeTalI ja khataranAka kahI che. re! maharSio to kahe che ke "zakti jeTaluM ja parAkrama na karo' paraMtu zaktithI kAMIka vadhAre parAkrama karo. (hA... khUba vadhAre nahi ke jethI ArtadhyAnAdi thavAno prasaMga Ubho thAya.) vadhune vadhu zaktimAna banavA mATe ane vadhune vadhu kaSTa sahavAnuM jIvana cAlu rAkhavA mATe to zakti pUratuM ja parAkrama na karatAM zaktithI thoDuM vadhAre parAkrama Avazyaka che. zaktinI maryAdAnA parAkramamAM khAsa sahana karavA jevuM lAgatuM nathI. ane aMte e parAkrama svabhAvagata banI jaIne UchaLatA ullAsanuM kAraNa banI rahetuM nathI. nitya ekAzana karanArane ekAzana koThe paDe che. pachI eno viziSTa ullAsa, nityatitikSAdharmanuM sevana vagere anubhavavA maLatA nathI. AthI ja ekAzana svabhAvagata banavA pUrve ja ekAMtara AyaMbila ekAzananuM parAkrama amalI banAvI devAnuM jarUrI bane che. jema paiso paisAne kheMce che ema jagatamAM kahevAya che tema mumukSuonI duniyAmAM zakti zaktine kheMce che ema kahI zakAya. AvI mahatvAkAMkSA sAthenuM jIvaMta jIvana jIvanAra mumukSu potAnA vIryAcAranA dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAnuM saubhAgya prApta kare che. eTale have eka ja vAta phalita thAya che ke jinapravacanamAM sAmAnyataH koI paNa vAtanI ekAMte AjJA nathI, tema koI paNa vAtano ekAMte niSedha paNa nathI. jo ArAdhaka atyaMta kAyara che tapamAM, to te raDamasa cahere navakArazInuM paNa pratyAkhyAna karIne svAdhyAyAdinI potAnI peDhIne joradAra banAve. jo eka mumukSu jJAnAvaraNanA ghora udayavALo che. to bhale tenI svAdhyAya pravRttinI peDhI maMda cAle paraMtu te ghora tapane jIvanamAM AtmasAt karavA mATe tapanI peDhIno dhIkato dhaMdho cAlu karI zake che. kyA yogamAM pote khUba ja suMdara pragati sAdhI zake tema che te teNe zodhI kADhavuM joIe, ane e yogane atyaMta pradhAna banAvI devo joIe. e sivAyanA
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI tamAma yogane gauNa rAkhIne temanAthI jarA paNa nirapekSa na banIne-temanuM paNa yathAyogya ArAdhana cAlu rAkhavuM joIe. ane e yogo paNa potAnA jIvanamAM AtmasAt thaI jAya te mATe te yoganI saphaLa sAdhanA karatAM munivarone zata zata vaMdanA arpatA rahevI joIe. 95 mumukSuno rasa, mumukSunI kSamatA, mumukSunA AsapAsanA saMyogoe badhuM ya barAbara joI tapAsIne je yoga vadhu lAbhadAyI bane tene pradhAna banAvI devo e ja ArAdhanAnI cAvIrUpa vicAraNA che. 'thoDuM jatuM karIne ya ghaNuM meLavI levAya' e varNivRtti sAdhatAM sAdhatAM ja muktipada pAmI zakAya tema che e vAta sUkSmadaSTithI vicAravA jevI che. vidhivat dharmAcaraNa ja phaLaprada bane : vItarAga-mahadevanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAmAM jema mumukSue potAnI zaktinuM nigRhana na karavuM joIe tema teNe zAstrokta vidhinuM paNa pUrNa pAlana karavuM joIe. zAstravidhino rAjamArga eka ja hoya che paraMtu dravyakSetrakALa ane bhAvanA anusAre vyakti-vyaktie vidhinA keDImArga aneka paDI jAya che. gItArtho ja evA keDImArga bartavI zake, pADI zake. bIjA koIne tema karavAno adhikAra ja nathI. astu. je mumukSu mATe je vidhimArga banato hoya te mArge ja teNe pagalA bharavA joIe. vidhinuM ullaMghana svapnamAM paNa na thAya tenI kALajI karavI joIe. e laukika vidhi che ke bhojana karyA pachI ja moM sApha thAya. temAM koI ema kahe ke hajI bhojana AvavAnI vAra che to pahelAM moM sApha karI daIe jethI pachI sApha karavAnI vidhi karavI na paDe.... to te na ja cAle. phruTa solTanI pANI sAthe levAnI vidhi jANIne moMmA phruTasolTano phAko mArIne pachI upara koI pAmI pI jAya to bhale phruTasolTa pANI sAthe mizrita thayuM paraMtu tanuM pariNAma zuM Ave? nAkamAMthI phINanA goTegoTA nIkaLavAnuM ja ne? phruTasolTa pANI sAthe levAnI vidhine paNa gurugamathI yathAvat jANI levAthI khabara paDe che ke glAsamAM ja pANI ane phruTasolTa bhegA karIne te pANI pI levAnuM hoya che, nahi ke be ya ne moMmAM bhegA karavAnA. jagatanA lokika AcAromAM paNa vidhinA bahu mUlya aMkAya che to lokottara anuSThAno vidhivihoNAM kema cAlI zake?
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI mATesto mahopAdhyAyajIe potAnI pravacana bhaktinuM svarUpa dekhADatAM adhyAtmasAranA anubhavIAdhikAramAM kahyuM che ke lokottara vidhimArganuM kathana karavuM, vidhimArganA kaTTara rAgI banI rahevuM, vidhimArganI ArAdhanA karavAnI bhUkhavALA jIvone vidhimArga dekhADavo ane emanA jIvananI aMdara jANatAM-ajANatAM peThelI avidhiono niSedha karavo... A ja amArI pravacanabhakti che. 96 sarvatra vidhi joIze. chevaTe sarvatra vidhi bahumAna joIze. A rIte jinAjJAno abhyAsa zakti gopavyA vinA ane vidhipUrvaka jo thAya to duHSamAkALamAM paNa avazya phaLa Ape. tame yathAzakti, yathAvidhi AjJAbhyAsane jIvanamAM vaNI lo pachI apavarganA phaLa maLaze ja maLaze. jyAM sudhI e phaLa prAptimAM vilaMba thaze tyAM sudhI pragaTa thanAro sukhamaya saMsAra anAsaktinA suMdara dharmathI chaMTAelo rahIne pApamaya nahi ja bane... nahi ja bane. ane jo tame AjJAbhyAsane jIvanamAM nahi vaNo, kadAca AjJAbhyAsa jIvanamAM utArazo to ya yathAzakti ane yathAvidhi nahi utAro to e AjJAbhyAsa svargaapavarganA phaLa nahi ja Ape... Apaze mAtra duHkha durgatinA dAvAnaLonI Aga! vItarAga-mahAdevano upakAra - nizcaya ane vyavahAranI najare : Ama asalamAM to tame ja tamArI jAtane sukhI ke du:khI banAvo cho. paramAtmA tamane sukhI paNa nathI karI detA... duHkhI paNa nathI karatAM.. emanA nimitte jarUra tame sukhI thAo cho mATe sukha denArA te ja kahevAya, sukha pAmavAno dhIkato puruSArtha tame ja karAvyo hovA chatAM. zeThanA dasa hajAra rUpiyA laIne kALI majUrI karIne lakSAdhipati banato nokara, zeThano ja upakAra mAne. jAtanA puruSArthane yAda karIne zeThane kadI na avagaNe. vyavahAranayamAM niSNAta banelAne A vAta samajAvavI paDe tevI nathI. nizcayanA ekAMta rAgIne A vAta samajAvavAnI jarUra ja lAgatI nathI. sUryanA prakAzamAM cAlyA jatAM dekhatAM sAvadhAna mANasane eka paNa kAMTo na lAge tyAre tamAM potAnI sAvadhAnIno nahi paraMtu sUryanA prakAzano ja mahimA gAya che ane jo kadAca kAMTo vAgI jAya to te kadI kaheto nathI ke, "sUryanA prakAzane kAraNe mane kAMTo vAgyo.'' e to kahe che ke mArI bedarakArIne lIdhe ja mane
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 97 kAMTo lAgyo!' nizcayavyavahArano jANakAra paNa sukhamAM paramAtmAnI nimittatAne ane du:khamAM potAnI pramAdAdi avasthAne ja AgaLa kare che. vastusthiti ja tevI hoya tyAM bIjuM kazuM bolAya paNa nahi ja ne? chatAM avaLuM bole te bevakUphamAM ja gaNAya. eka hoMziyAra vaidyanI salAha majuba daradI davA le ane sAthe paththasevana, kupaththatyAgAdi vidhi pALe to te daradInA vyAdhino avazya vinAza thAya. ane jo sunipuNa vedyanI davA levA chatAM rogamAM vRddhi thAya ke rogavinAza na thAya to loko paNa ema ja kahe ke, "kazIka avidhi karato haze.' AvuM ja mahAdevanI ArAdhanAnA auSadhanuM che. yathAvidhi sevana karanAranA sAdhya ke du:sAdhya saMsAra rogano te avazya nAza kare. jo roganAza na thAya to tyAM dardInA vidhi-sevananI ja khAmI mAnavI rahI; nahIM ke vItarAga-mahAdeva svarUpa mahAvaidyanI. janma-jIvana ane maraNanI ghaTamALanuM ja nAma saMsAra. e ja AtmAnane lAgelo karmajanita mahAroga. je janma pAme tene mRtyu avazya pAmavAnuM. je janma pAmyo te kyAMya avazya mRtyu pAmIne Avelo. janme te badhA mRtyu pAme ja. paraMtu mRtyu pAme te badhA ja janme tevo niyama nahi.. janma-vidhinA utpAdaka karmano samUla nAza karanAra mRtyu pAmIne kyAMya janma pAmatA nathI. e ajanmA bane che. janma e kArya che. jagatamAM je koI kArya che te badhA koIne koI kAryamAMthI utpanna thayA che. mATe janmarUpI kArya paNa koI kAryathI ja utpanna thAya che ema mAnavuM ja rahyuM. A anumAnathI janmanI utpatti janmottaranAM janmanA kAryathI ja mAnavI paDe. - nA. pitArUpa ke mAtArUpa kAryamAMthI bALakanA janmarUpa kAryanI utpatti mAnI zakAya ja nahi. kemake jevuM kArya hoya tene anurUpa ja janma-kArya hovuM joIe. ghaTa kAryane kAMI pustakarUpa kArya utpanna na karI zake. vaLI ja bALajanmanuM janakakArya mAtApitAne mAnavAmAM Ave to to jevA mAtApitA-kAryamAM saMskAra tevA ja bALaka-kAryanA saMskAra banavA joIe. pachI aMdha mAbApathI AMkhovALuM bALaka zI rIte janmaze ?
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________________ 98 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI krodhI pitAnuM kSamAzIla bALaka jovA maLe che tenuM zuM? vI viSamatAne kAraNe bALa janmasvarUpa kAryanuM janaka kArya mAtApitA na hoI zake. paraMtu enuM janmAntara ja janaka kArya mAnavuM paDe. A anumAnane lIdhe pUrvajanma ane punarjanmanA astitvanI paNa sAbiti maLI jAya che. astu. janmAdirUpa saMsAra rogano sava4nAza vItarAgamahAdevanA AjJAnusArI jIvanathI avazya thaI jAya che e niHzaMka hakIkata che. prathama aSTakano upasaMhAra A aSTakanI suvistRta vivecanA have pUrNa thAya che. ApaNe A aSTakanA zlokono sarvagrAhI sAra ATalo ja khyAlamAM rAkhavAno ke mahAdeva te ja deva hoI zake jeo vItarAga hoya. sarvajJa hoya ane vizuddha mokSazAstranA zuddha nirupaka hoya. rAgavALA hoya ke roSavALA hoya, bhakta upara prasanna thatA hoya ane abhakto upara nArAja thaI jatAM hoya tene mahAdeva kahI zakAya nahi. evo pakSapAta to sAmAnyajana sulabha che. A to asAmAnya koTinA mahAdeva che. emanAmAM evo pakSapAta kema hoI zake ? vaMdanA - pApa nikaMdanA: jema jema AtmA karmathI mukta thato jAya tema tema tenuM vizuddha svarUpa pragaTa thatuM jAya. A vizuddhi pote ja sahaja rIte aneka yogya jIvo upara upakAra karatI ja rahe che. jyAre AtmA sarvakarmamukta banIne saMpUrNa vizuddhi prApta kare che tyAre te sarvotkRSTa upakAra karavAnuM sAmarthya prApta kare che. zarata che mAtra temanI sanmukha thavAnI. e AtmAonA bhayaMkara karmone ane duSyatihata rAgAdi saMskArone baLI nAMkhavAnA sarvotkRSTa puruSArthane jeo bhAvabharI vaMdanA kare che e mumukSuo avazya potAnI vizuddhi prApta karatA jAya che. paramazuddhatattvane bhAvabharI vaMdanA ja pApanikaMdanA bane che. ethI ja ApaNA pApamaya saMskArono nAza thavA lAge che ane Atmavizuddhi pragaTa thatI jAya che. tamane bIjuM kAMI ja nahi AvaDatuM haze to ya cAlaze, tyAga-tapa-japa-dhyAna-kazuM
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI ya bhale na AvaDe, paraMtu te badhAyane pAmI cUkelA, paramazuddha paramAtmAone bhAvabharI vaMdanA karatAM tamane AvaDe che? 99 anadhyAtmadazAno tiraskArabhAva tamArAmAM saLagI rahyo che ? paramAtmabhAvanI bhUkha jAgI cUkI che.4 jo A Aga ane A bhUkha jAgaze to tame e paramamadane pAmelAone bhAvabharI sAcI vaMdanA kayA4 vinA rahI zakazo paNa nahi. evI eka vaMdanA thatAMnI sAthe ja tamArA jIvanano pho phATayo che ema tame samajI lejo. nizcita samajI lejo. pachI prakAzane AvatAM vAra nahi lAge. AvI vaMdanA ja kaThoramAM kaThora sAdhanA che. ghora tapa tyAga ke apUrva dhyAna-japa vagere to bahu sAmAnya bAbato che; AvI suMdara vaMdanA pAse. mATe ja to vaMdanAvihoNA tapatyAga lagabhaga niSphaLa gayA anaMta AtmAonA! ane vaMdanAvALA alpatyAgAdi, re,? vaMdanAyukta saMsAranA bhogo paNa sarvakarmanA kSaya karanArA paraMparayA banI gayA! vaMdanA karo paramapuruSa mahAdevone! tame ja vaMgha banI jazo jagatanA ! pachI e mahAdevone paNa tamAre vaMdanA karavAnI raheze nahi. re! A vicArathI to zrAddhaziromaNi kavi dhanapAla trAsI UThayA hatA. ane RRSabhapaMcAzikAmAM pote e du:kha vyakta karatAM kahI dIdhuM ke, "he bhagavAna AdinAtha! tane vaMdanA karavAthI mohAdinA mArA kuMsaMskAro nAza pAmI jase e vAta to mane gAMDo thelo banAvI de che. paNa movijetA banelA mAre pachIthI tane vaMdanA karavAnI nahi e hakIkata vicAratAM to huM trAsI UThuM chuM.'' vaMdya banavA karatAM vaMdaka banavAnI mastI ja koI ora lAgI che kavi dhanapAlane! mATe ja vaMdanAnI mAdhurI mANavAnuM mUkI devuM paDe tevI jagadvaMdya avasthAnI dena svIkAratAM paNa to acakAI jAya che. game te thAo. Aje to jagadaMghane tabiyata vaMdanA arpo. vaMgha tamane vaMgha banAvI de e judI vAta che paNa vaMdanA vinA vaMdya banAtuM ja nathI e vAta nizcita samajI laIne vaMdanAnA ja mAzu ka banI raho. pharIyAda rAkhajo ke jagadvaMdya mahAdeva ApaNane vaMdya banAvavAmAM asalamAM koI upakAra karatAM nathI. upakAra kare te rAgI che. upakAra to thaI jAya che vItarAgathI. upakAra karavo ane u5kA2 thaI javo e vAtamAM ghaNuM aMtara paDeluM che. vyavahAra vizArada AtmA upakAra thavAmAM nimitta bananArano upakAra mAne ja.
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________________ | | _ 100 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI evo upakAra na mAne te kadI jagaadya banI zake nahi, kemake evo vicAravALo AtmA bhAvabharI sAcI vaMdanA kadI karI zake ja nahi. AcAryabhagavAna haribhadrasUrijI mahArAja mahAdevanuM svarUpavarNana sAta zlokamAM karatAM rahyAM tyAM sudhImAM jJAnayoganI dhUnamAM rAcatA hatA. paNa e dhUnamAM ja emane mahAdevanI asAdhAraNa viziSTatAo dekhAtI cAlI ane jANe ke jJAnI, bhakta banato cAlyo ane jJAnanI dhUna parAkASTAe jatAM bhaktinI dhUna paNa parAkASTAne pAmI ane bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijI AThamA zlokamAM bIjuM kAMI ja na kahetAM jJAnamastIne bAjue mUkIne jANe bhaktinI mastImAM "kahe che, mahAdeva! mArI bhAvabharI bhaktie tArA caraNomAM huM tane zatazata vaMdanAo ApuM .' prathama aSTaka pUrNa thaI gayuM. o! zrI vItarAga-sarvajJa! o paramazAMta svarUpa! o kRtakRtya jyoti! o, kevalyanidhi mahAdeva! mArI tane punaHpunaH vaMdanA. AThamA zlokamAM ATaluM kahIne bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijIno jJAnAtmA bhaktAtmA banI jaIne A aSTakane samApta ke che. ApaNe ya e vItarAgatAdi guNasaMpanna mahAdevane ane e mahAdevanA caraNomAM ALoTatAM mahAdevanA dAsatvanI khumArI letAM bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijIne ! paLe bhAvabharI vaMdanA arpIe. vItarAganA dAsano ya dAsa bane te ja eka dI vItarAgano sAco dAsa banI zake, ane e ja vItarAgano dAsa eka dI sAco vItarAga banI jAya.
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________________ vIra madhurI vANI tArI 101 (2) MALASTaka
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________________ IL 102 vIra madhurI vANI tArI saMkSiptArtha dravyato bhAvatazcaiva dvidhA snaanmudaahRtm| bAhyamAdhyAtmikaM ceti tadanyaiH parikIrtyate / / 1 / / snAna be prakAranuM kahevAmAM AvyuM che, (1) dravya snAna (2) bhAva snAna. anyadharmAvalaMbIo tene ja anukrame (1) bAhya snAna ane (2) AdhyAtmika snAna tarIke kahe che. jalena dehadezasya kSaNaM yacchuddhikAraNam / prAyo'nyAnuparodhena dravyasnAnaM taducyate / / 2 / / jaLathI (karAyeluM) snAna ke je kSaNabhara dehanI zuddhinuM kAraNa bane che, te prAyaH bIjA navA melane rokavAmAM asamartha hovAthI dravyasnAna kahevAya che. kRtedaM ya vidhAnene devtaatithipuujnm| karoti malinArambhI tasyaitadapi zobhanama / / 3 / / bhAvazuddhinimittatvAttathAnubhavasiddhitaH / kathaJciddoSabhAve'pi tadanyaguNabhAvataH / / 4 / / pApakArI vyApAra karanAra je gRhastha vidhipUrvaka snAna karIne devatA-mahAdevatIrthakara ane atithi-sAdhu sAdhvInAM pUjA satkAra kare che, tene dravyasnAna paNa zobhana-lAbhadAyI che; kAraNa ke te bhAvazuddhimAM-vicArazuddhimAM nimittarUpa thAya che evo paNa anubhava che tema ja temAM thoDo doSahovA chatAM paNa tenAthI (samyakatvazuddhi vagere) bIjA guNono lAbha thAya che. adhikAribazAcchAsre dharmasAdhanasaMsthitiH / vyAdhipratikriyAtulyA vijJeyA guNadoSayoH / / 5 / / roganA upAyonI vyavasvAsamI zAstramAM (kahelI) dharmanAM sAdhanonI vyavasthA (temanAM) guNadoSanI bAbatamA adhikArInI apekSAe jANavI. (tethI dravyasnAna sadoSI hovAthI sAdhune vihita nathI.) dhyAnAmmasA tu jIvasya sadA yacchuddhikAraNam / mala~ karma samAzritya bhAvasnAnaM taducyate / / 6 / / je snAna dhyAnarUpI pANI vaDe karmarUpI melanI apekSAe arthAt karmarUpI melane dhoIne AtmAnI zuddhinuM kAraNa bane che, te bhAva snAna kahevAya che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 103 RSINAbhuttma hyetannirdiSTaM paramarSimiH / hiMsAdoSanivRttAnAM vratazIlavivardhanam / / 7 / / hiMsAdoSathI nivRtta thayelA, RSionA vrata-niyama ane zIla-samAdhinI vRddhi karanAra bhAvasnAna ja uttama che ema zreSTha munioe kahyuM che. snAtvA'nene yathAyogaM ni:zeSamalavarjitam / bhUyo na lipyate tena snAtaka: paramArthataH / / 8 / / uparyukta adhikArAnusAra dravyasnAna ane bhAva snAna karIne saMpUrNa karmarahita thayelo pharIne karmathI baMdhAto natI; tethI ja vAstavika dRSTie snAtaka kahevAya che.
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________________ 104 dravyasnAna : bhAvasnAna : aSTaka H 2 zloka 1 jeo mahAdevanuM pada pAmyA te paramAtmAnAM pUjana vagere karavA joIe. A pUjana snAna vinA saMbhave nahi. eTale have 'snAna' upara vicAra karIe. snAna prakAranA che. dravyasnAnanA prakAro : vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI vivecanA pudgala-dravyane anulakSIne karAtuM snAna dravyasnAna kahevAya. dravyasnAnanI kriyA dravyanI sAthe saMbaMdha dharAve che. eTale ke dravyasnAnanI kriyA traNa dravyane AzrayIne thAya che. (1) jaLa (2) deha (3) mela. pANI-dravyathI snAna thAya, deha-dravyanI zuddhi mATe snAna thAya, dehanA melane dUra karavA mATe snAna thAya. AvuM jala-deha ane maLa dravyane AzrayIne je snAna kriyA thAya che tene dravyasnAna kahevAmAM Ave che. zAstrIya paribhASAmAM 'dravya' zabdano bIjI rIte paNa eka vicAra thAya che. dravya eTale pradhAna ane apradhAna. je dravya bhAvanuM kAraNa banavAnI yogyatA dharAvatuM hoya te dravyane pradhAna dravya kahevAya che. tenAthI viparIta dravyane apradhAna dravya kahevAmAM Ave che. bhAvanAnanA prakAro : A apekSAe bhAvasnAnanuM kAraNa banavAnI yogyatAvALuM pradhAnAtmaka dravyasnAna kahevAya che. jyAre tethI viparIta apradhAna dravyasnAna kahevAya che. bhAva eTale pariNAma. pariNAmane anulakSIne karAtuM snAna te bhAvasnAna kahevAya che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 105 ahIM paNa pUrvavat pariNAma ApaNe joIzuM. AtmA e upayoga svarUpa bhAva che. ene snAna karAvavAnuM che. A snAna zubhadhyAna svarUpa bhAvathI thAya, enAthI AtmAnA bhAvanI zuddhi thAya, ethI pariNAme karmasvarUpa kacaro naSTa thAya. karma e odayika bhAvanuM kAraNa hovAthI (kAryano kAraNamAM upacAra karatAM) bhAvAtmaka kahI zakAya. jaLathI dehanuM snAna thatAM dehamaLa dUra thAya che. zubhadhyAnathI AtmAnuM snAna thatAM karmamaLa dUra thAya che. dehamaLane dUra karanArI kriyA dravyasnAna kahevAya che. karmamaLane dUra karanArI kriyA bhAvasnAna kahevAya che. Ama ahIM to be ja prakAranA snAna ApaNe vicAravA che. je nikSepono vicAra karavAmAM Ave to to nAma, sthApanA, dravya ane bhAva ema cAra prakAnA snAna vicAraNIya bane paraMtu AmAM nAma snAna ane sthApanA snAnanI vicAraNAno koI artha nathI. jema jinanA cAra nikSepano vicAra ratA nAma jina ane sthApanA jinano paNa vicAra Ave che. paraMtu e vicAra karatAM to cittane apUrva AnaMda Ave jyAre nAma-snAna ane sthApanA jJAnamAM tevuM kAMI nathI mATe teno vicAra nimprayojana banI jAya che. ane jo nikSepadRSTithI bodha meLavavA mATe nAma snAna ane sthApanA snAnano vimarza paNa jarUrI che ema kahIne koI prazna kare ke zA mATe ahIM graMthakAre mAtra be prakAranA dravya ane bhAva snAna kahyA? Ano uttara e che ke jenetara graMthomAM aneka prakAranA snAna kahyA che. (1) bhasmathI thatuM Agneya snAna. (2) avagAhya-vAruNa snAna. (3) jalAMjaliyukta maMtroccArAtmaka brAmya snAna. (4) vAyunuM divya snAnaH vAyavya snAna. (5) mATIthI thatuM pArthiva snAna. (6) manaHzuddhijanaka mAnasika snAna. AvA je aneka prakAranA snAna kahyA che te barAbara nathI, kemake A prakArAmAM jeTalAM snAna dehanA bAhyamaLane dUra karatAM hoya te badhAMyano dravya snAnamAM ja samAveza
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________________ 106 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI thaI jAya, ane je AtmamaLane dUra karatAM hoya temano bhAvajJAnamAM samAveza thaI jAya. ane godhUlithI ke maMtrathI je snAna batADayA che te to hakIkatamAM snAna ja na kahevAya kemake temanAthI dehanA ke AtmAnA-koInA paNa-maLa dUra thaI zakatA ja nathI. Ama jyAre dravyamAM ane bhAvamAM ja badhA ya snAnano yathAyogya samAveza thaI jAya che tyAre dravya snAna ane bhAvasnAna svarUpa be ja snAna che ema kahevuM joIe. athavA dravyasnAna paNa pradhAna ane apradhAna bhedathI be ja prakAranuM ane bhAvanAna paNa e rIte be ja prakAranuM che ema samajavuM. A bhedano vicAra AgaLa karIzuM. anya dArzaniko paNa bAhya ane AdhyAtmika eNa be prakAranA snAna kahe che. dravya snAna-varNana: pANIthI zarIranI saghaLI cAmaDInI, je kriyAthI zuddhi thAya te snAnane dravyasnAna kahevAya. keTalAka bhasma vagerenA snAna kahe che paraMtu te barobara nathI kemake bhasma vagere dehanI cAmaDInA melane dUra karI devA asamartha che. zauca to tene ja kahevAya che zarIranI cAmaDInI melI cikAzaza ane durgadhIne dUra kare. keTalAka vastro paherI rAkhIne ja snAna karavAnuM kahe che ane tema karIne prabhupUjAdi karavAnuM vidhAna kare che. A vidhAna paNa barobara nathI. zarIra jo vastrayukta hoya to zarIranI cAmaDInuM sArI rIte prakSAlana ja thaI na zake. ethI ene snAna ja na kahevAya. bIjA keTalAka snAna zabdanA vyAkhyAnakAro paNa dehanA amuka bhAganA zocane snAna kahe che. paNa te barobara nathI. liMga, gudA, hAtha vagere dehanA bhAgonA ja snAnathI na cAlI zake. hA, dehanA amuka ja dezanuM snAna thaI zake. paraMtu te mAtra liMga gudA vagerenuM nahi kemake tenA paNa aMdaranA bhAgonuM to snAna karI zakAtuM ja nathI. vaLI AvA keTalAka bhAgonuM snAna karanArA kAna, nAka vagerenuM snAna kema nathI kahetA? tyAMnI cAmaDI upara paNa mela to hoya ja che! mATe AkhA zarIranI cAmaDInuM snAna e ja snAna kahevAya. cAmaDI e paNa
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 107 zarIranA aneka deza paikI eka deza che. Ama jyAre liMga, gudA vagerenA ja zocane snAna kahI zakAya nahi tyAre temaNe evI paNa je vAta karI che ke, "gRhasthonA A aMzonA zauca karatAM brahmacArIe bamaNuM, vAnaprastha triguNa ane thatIoe caturguNa snAna karavuM' A vAta paNa have carcavAnI jarUra ja rahetI nathI. AvuM dravyasnAna paNa sAmAnya rIte to thoDo ja samaya karavAnuM hoya che. thoDIvAranA snAnathI ja maLa nAza thaI zake che. hA, kyAreka rogagrasta deha mATe vadhu samayanA snAnanI pama jarUra saMbhavI zake che. thoDA samayamAM je dehamaLa nIkaLI gayo te nIkaLI gayo. Ama to zarIramAM ane dehanI cAmaDI upara paNa ghaNo maLa bharelo che paraMtu te badho maLa ghaNA samaya sudhI snAna karyA karavAthI kAMI nIkaLavA lAgato nathI. eTale ja "snAna' zabdanuM lakSaNa karanArAo kahe che ke snAna e sAmAnya rIte thoDA ja samayanI kriyA hoI zake. keTalAka vaLI ahIM ema kahe che ke snAna evuM joIe ke jemAM pANI sivAyanA bIjA jIvonI prAyaH hiMsA na thavI joIe. pradhAna : dravya snAna : have pahelAM te dravya-snAnanuM svarUpa joIe ke je bhAvasnAnanuM kAraNa banI zakavAthI pradhAna dravya snAna kahevAya che. pUrvokta mahAdeva ana e mahAdevanA atithionAM pUjana, satkAra vagere zubha hetuthI gRhastha pUrvokta svarUpanu dravya snAna kare to te pradhAna dravya snAna kahevAya. ahIM "atithi' zabdathI satata navakalpI vihAra karatAM yatio samajavA. athavA to jemane te te titinA parvotsavo vagere nathI, jeo sadA sanmArgamAM nirata hovAthI sadA utsavanuM jIvana jIve che te atithi samajavA. tithi vagerenA utsavone jIvanamAM mahattva ApanAra abhyAgata kahevAya; atithi nahi. AvA mahAdevanA tathA atithinA pUjana-satkAra vakhate karavAmAM AvatuM gRhasthanuM dravya snAna paNa 'vidhi pUrvakanuM hovuM joIe. zAstramAM snAnavidhi batADatAM kahyuM che ke je jago snAna karavuM hoya te jagAne gRhastha sArI rIte joI levI joIe. kyAMya kIDI vagere jIvonA nagarAM na hoya.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI vaLI je pANIthI snAna karavuM che te pANI paNa yatanApUrvaka gALeluM hovuM joIe. vagere.... 108 A badhI snAnavidhi sAcavIne karAtuM dravyasnAna te pradhAna dravyasnAna kahevAya. jema snAna 'vidhi'pUrvakanuM hovuM joIe tema pUjya puruSonA pUjA-satkAra vagere paNa 'vidhi'pUrvakanA hovA joIe. rAta ne divasa je gRhastho pApa-pravRttimAM racyApacyA rahe che teo ja AvA dravya snAnanA adhikArI che. saMsAra eTale pApamaya koTaDI. tyAM rahelo jIva game teTalI UMcI jIvadayA pALe to ya zake. nahivat dayA pALI mATe ja utkRSTa koTinI zrAvaka jIvananI ArAdhanA karanAra zrAvaka karatAM paNa jaghanyakoTinI sAdhujIvananI ArAdhanA karanAra sAdhu caDiyAto kahyo che. saMsAra eTale dhagadhagato loDhAno lAlacoLa goLo ja joI lyo. jyoM kyAMya paNa ene sparze tyAM garama ja lAge. gRhasthanuM jIvana agaNita pApothI lagabhaga satata kharaDAtuM hoya. AvA gRhastho mATe ja dravya snAnanI jarUra che. AzcaryanI vAta che ke anya darzanonA anuyAyI gharabAra tyAgIo paNa vAraMvAra dravya snAna karatA rahe che! zuM teo paNa abrahma AdinA gaMdA pApothI dehane kharaDI nAMkhatA gRhastha jevA che ? jo nA. to pachI temane tevA dravyasnAnanI zI jarUra? kAMI samajAtuM nathI. gRhastho mATe to A dravya snAna jarUrI che; kema ke e snAna emanA tanamanane tAjagI ApanAruM banIne pUjyonA pUjA, satkAra Adi kriyAomAM viziSTa ullAsane utpanna karI jAya che. paraMtu saMtonA tana-mana to sadA tAjA-mAjA ane sAjA. sadA praphulla ane sadA ullasita bhAve nirmaLa. pachI emane e dravyasnAnanI zI jarUra? bezaka sAmAnya rIte dravya snAna kAmottejaka che ane abhimAnanuM poSaka che, bIjI bAju dravya snAna jIvahiMsAnuM kAraNa paNa bane che chatAM sadA kAmottejaka vAyumaMDaLamAM rahenArA ane jIvahiMsAdimAM cakacUra rahenArA gRhastho mATe AvuM
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI paNa dravyasnAna AvakAradAyaka che. kemake A ja dravyasnAnanuM sAruM kahI zakAya tevuM eka vaiziSTya paNa che. te che zubha bhAvanuM cittamAM jhaDapI utpAdana karI devAnuM. 109 AM kadAca kI prazna kare ke dravyasnAnathI gRhasthane zubhabhAvanI vRddhi ja na thAya ane kAmottejanA tathA vibhUSAnuM abhimAna ja utpanna thAya tevI ja vadhu zakyatA che ema kema na kahI zakAya ? AnuM samAdhAna e che ke pUrve jaNAvyA mujaba je gRhastho bhUmiprekSaNA kare ane pANImAM saMbhavitaka jaMtune dUra karavA pANI gALavA vavagerenI jayaNAo pALe, vaLI potAnI najara sAme pUjya puruSonA pUjana vagere karavAno ullasita bhAva ramato hoya to tevI kALajIvAlA gRhastone dravyasnAnathI kAmottejanAnI ke abhimAnanA poSaNanI zakyatA nahivat banI jAya che. pachI to dravyasnAnathI saMbhavita zubhabhAvanI vRddhinI ja zakyatA khUba joradAra banI rahe che. sadA prAyaH sarva prakAranA azubhabhAvomAM ja jarAtarAmAM lapasI paDatA gRhasthane to je koI upAyathI zubhabhAvanI prApti zakya banatI hoya te upAya to satvara hAtha karavA jevo che. jo tyAM paNa bIjA aniSTonI saMbhAvanAono vicAra karIne ISTaprAptine TALI devAno yatna karavAmAM Ave to te gRhasthone to A saMsArasAgarathI pAra UtaravA mATe koI ja rasto raheto nathI. vastutaH to bhakti ane vidhipUrvakanA tathA zubhAzayapUrvakanA dravyasnAnathI kAmottejanA vagerenA aniSTanI zakyatA ja nathI. A vAta AgaLa upara ApaNe vicArazuM. ahIM to ApaNe eTaluM ja tAraNa nakkI karI laIe ke bAhya sthUla-jaDa dRSTie dravyasnAnamAM traNa doSo dekhAya che. (1) jIva hiMsA (2) kAmottejanA (3) vibhUSAnuM abhimAna. jyAre guNa eka dekhAya che. bhAvazuddhinI zakyatA. ukta traNe ya doSamAM khIcokhIca bUDelA gRhasthane zubhAzaya ane zAstroktavidhi mujabanuM dravyasnAna karavAthI dravyasnAnathI e traNa doSo pharI lAgavAnI, ke jUnA e doSo vadhavAnI zakyatA ja rahetI nathI. jyAre azubhabhAvonA ja vAyumaMDaLanAM purAyelA gRhasthane vidhi dravyasthAnathI jIvahiMsAdinA azubhabhAvo jAgavAnI zakyatA ja marI jAya che ane zubhabhAvonA uchALA anubhavavAnI zakyatA khUba ja
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________________ IL 110 vIra madhurI vANI tArI saphaLa rIte joradAra banI jAya che. A tAraNa upara ja ApaNe vistArathI AgaLa vadhatAM vicAra karIzuM. paNa je gRhastha nathI, jemaNe saMsAramAtrano tyAga karI dIdho che te to sadA zubhabhAvomAM ramamANa che. eTale temane to jIvahiMsAdinI zakyatAvALA dravyasnAna dvArA zubhabhAva tANI lAvavAnI koI AvazyakatA ja nathI. azubhabhamAM ramamANa gRhasthane, zubha bhAvane tANI lAvIne paNa azubha bhAvone dUra karavAnI jarUra kharI. paraMtu zubhabhAvomAM ja ramamANane AvI koI jarUra kharI? thoDI paNa jIvahiMsAdi pravRtti vinA paNa jo zubhabhAvano pAtALakUvo majenI sera sadA mATe choDI rahyo hoya to zA mATe jIvahiMsAdinI kAyika pravRtti paNa karavI! eTale je dravyanA gRhastha mATe zobhana banI jAya che te ja dravyasnAna gRhatyAgI mATe azobhana banI jAya che. je malinAraMbhI gRhastha che tene ja pUrvokta dravyasnAna kartavyarUpa che, je malinAraMbhI nathI tevA gRhatyAgIone mATe e ja dravyasnAna artavyarUpa che. zuM kartavya paNa amukane mATe ja kartavya? je sAruM che, kartavya che te sahu mATe kema sAruM nahi? kartavyarUpa nahi? Avo prazna saheje thAya tema che. paraMtu te barobara nathI. dareka vastu tenA adhikArI mATe ja "sArI" kahevAya. enI e ja vastu enA anadhikArI mATe "kharAba" paNa kahevAya. je pittano dardI che tenA mATe "gaLyuM dUdha amRta gaNAya. pIvA jevuM gaNAya. paNa ethI e dUdha sahu mATe pIvA jevuM suMdara na ja gaNAya. damanA dardIne kadAca e ja 'gaLuM dUdha' mAranAruM bane. jevuM darda tevuM auSadha. je ghI nirogIne puSTa kare e ja ghI be DIgrItAvavALo mArI nAMkhe. ghI jevI sArAmAM sArI-Ayuvardhaka cIja! te vaLI mAre! ekane jIvADanArI vastu bIjAne mAranArI bane! hA jarUra. AmAM Azcarya kema thAya che e ja samajAtuM nathI. eka nirogI che ane bIjo tAvavALo rogI che - A bhedathI ja ghImAM paNa bheda
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 11 1 pADe che. ghI jIvADanAruM ane mAranAruM. ahIM have ema kahI zakAya ja nahi ke nirogI mANasa ghI khAI zake to rogI kema na khAya? A to pelI yuvaDa strI jevI vAta karI eka strI hatI. te atyaMta patibhaktA hatI. patine paNa tenI upara khUba ja prema hato. patibhaktA strI dareka vAtamAM patine yAda kare. dareka pravRttimAM patine prathama sthAna Ape. khAtAM pahelAM patine khavaDAve, sUtAM pahelAM ya patine suvADe. eka divasa teno pati eka suMdara sADI laI Avyo. teNe kahyuM, "AvatI kAle A sADI tuM paheravA kADhaje.'' tarata ja patibhaktAbolI UThI, "nA. e kadApi nahi bane. badhI vAtamAM Aja sudhI meM temane ja pahelAM karyA ane have A vAtamAM huM pahelI? kadApi nahi." pati to A vAta sAMbhaLIne Abho ja banI gayo. teNe kahyuM, "paNa A to sADI che mArAthI te paherAya nahi." pelI strI bolI, "jAo tyAre. je tamArAthI na paherAya te mArAthI paNa na ja paherAya!'' kevI ramUjI vAta che! paNa keTalI mahattvanI che! A vAtamAM to sahu tarata kahI deze ke strI e strI che, puruSa e puruSa che. sADI e evI cIja che je strIthI paherI zakAya. puruSa sADI na pahere eTale strIthI paNa na paherAya evuM kahenAra strI kharekhara atayata mUrkha che. akSarazaH A ja vicAra ahIM lAgu thAya che. je gRhastha che te gRhastha che. je gRhatyAgI che te gRhatyAgI che. dravyasnAna gRhastha ja karI zake, gRhatyAgI na ja karI zake. je gRhatyAgI na karI zake te gRhasthathI paNa na ja thAya ema kahenArAe uparokta vAta vicAravI paDaze. re! koI rogiSTa mANasa ema kahe ke pelo nirogI mANasa davA nathI khAto mATe huM paNa nahi ja khAuM. jo davA levA jevI ja vastu hoya to pelo nirogI mANasa kema leto natI? enA jevo alamasta ane khUba ja buddhimAna mANasa davA nathI leto e uparathI ja zaMkA thAya che ke davA sArI cIja nahi ja hoya. nahi to nirogI-buddhimAna e lIdhA vinA rahe ja nahi. have jo e davA na le to mArA jevA
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________________ 112 vIra madhurI vANI tArI rogIe paNa davA nahi ja levA jevI!" kevuM upahAsajaka A vidhAna che! re! jyAre rogI ane nirogI evA be cokhkhA vyakti bheda paDI gayA, pachI kartavya bheda paDyA vinA rahe kharo! bhAratanA vaDApradhAna haLa na hAMka mATe bhAratanA trIsa karoDa kheDUtoe haLa heThAM mUkI devA zuM? bahumati haLa hAMke mATe vaDApradhAne paNa haLa hAMkavAmAM ja svakartavyuM darzana karavuM zuM? - dareka sthAnano, dareka pAtrano vicAra karavo ja paDaze. dareka vyaktimAM adhikAro judA che mATe te darekanA kartavyo paNa judA ja rahevAnA. mATe ja gRhastha che tene mATe pUrvokta dravyasnAna kartavyarUpa banavAnuM ja ane je gRhatyAgI che tene mATe te ja dravyasnAna artavyarUpa banI javAnuM. gRhastha ane gRhatyAgI A be bheda jo svIkArI lIdhA to te bhinna vyaktino dharma (kartavya) eka ja hovo joIe tevo Agraha kadApi rAkhI zakAya nahi. dravya-kSetra-kALa ane bhAvanA bhedathI kartavyo bhinna bhinna thaI ja jAya che. briTanamAM bAre ya mAsa vulana kApaDa paheravAnuM tyAMnA lokonuM kartavya thaI paDayuM tethI bhAratIya loko paNa vaizAkha mAsanA baLabaLatA baporanA samaye paNa tema kare to? eka varSanA bALakane dhAvato joIne teno aDhAra varSano moTo bhAI mAne kahe ke, "mane paNa dhavaDAva, huM ya tAro ja dIkaro chuM ne?" to...!! re! eka sarakhA pApa karanArane ya prAyazcitta judA judA ApavAmAM Ave che. pApakArakonA bhAvonA tAratamyane laIne ja to. adhikArIbheda paDe to kartavyabheda ApoApa paDI jAya. A to khUba ja sAdhI sAdI vAta che. chatAM jinapUjAdi mATe gRhasthone paNa dravya snAnano keTalAko vaDe kema niSedha karavAmAM ve che te samajAtuM nathI. prazna- AgaLa jatAM A ja graMthakAra kahevAnA che ke, "pApa karIne dharma karavAnI IcchA karatAM pApa ja na karavuM vadhAre sAruM. bhale dharma na thAya." kAdavathI lepAIne snAna karavAnI IcchA rAkhavA karatAM kAdavathI na levAvuM ja vadhu sAruM."
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 113 bIjI e paNa vAta kahevAnA che ke, "puSpo toDavA nahi, ane devapUjA mATe bagIcA banAvavA nahi." to zuM A be AgAmI vidhAnothI ema nakkI nathI thaI jatuM ke malina AraMbhovALA gRhasthathI paNa jinapUjAdi mATe dravyasnAna na ja thAya? u.-A vAta barobara nathI. kemake jinapUjAdi mATe to dravyasnAnano khUba ja spaSTa upadeza TheraThera karavAmAM Avyo che. dravyasnAnathI ane zudra vastrathI "zuddha thavAnuM A ja zAstramAM avazya kahyuM che. prazna - haze paNa te to koI khAsa prasaMge ja tevI vAta karI haze. jinapUjAdi mATe dravyasnAnathI ane zuddhavastrathI "zuci' banavAnuM nahi ja kahyuM hoya. gRhasthane tyAM lagna vagereno koI prasaMga hoya ane te kAraNe te dravyasnAnathI zuci thAya to sAthe sAthe jinapUjA karI le. u.-nA, nitya jinapUjA prAsaMgika che ja nahi. A to nitya kRtya che. trikALa jinapUjAnuM zAstramAM aneka ThekANe vidhAna Ave che. vaLI pUrve kahyuM ke A ja graMthakAra AgaLa upara kahevAnA che ke pApa karIne dharmecchA rAkhavA karatAM pApa ja na karavuM sAruM. ItyAdi, te vAta jarUra barobara che. A ja graMthakAra bhagavAna A vAta AgaLa upara kahevAnA che paraMtu "pApa nahi karavAno te niSedha to sarvaviratidhara-gRhatyAgI-sAdhune anulakSIne karavAmAM Avyo che. tyAM sAdhu aMgenI bAbatonuM prakaraNa ja cAle che temAM A zloka Avelo che. mATe A zlokano artha gRhasthanI bAbatamAM lagADI zakAya nahi. ulaTuM, gRhasthanI bAbatamAM to keTalIka dekhAtI sAvadya (pApavALI) pravRttinA lAbhonI anujJA karavAmAM AvI che. jinapUjA karavAthI gRhasthane je apUrva bhAvollAsa jAge che ane tenAthI AtmAmAM ghara karI gayelI pApavAsanAonA bhukkA bolAI jAya che e anubhavasiddha hakIkatone jJAnI bhagavatoe najaramAM laIne dravyasnAna karIne paNa te pApavinAzanA bhukkA bolAvavAnI anujJA karI che. bezaka, dravyasnAnamAM jIvahiMsA thAya che paraMtu e deha zuddhi pachI gRhasthone svAnubhavasiddha je bhAvollAsanA pUra Ave che e pApavAsanAonA ane pApakarmanA vanonA vanone medAna karI nAkhe che. jyAM moTA deta pApakarmanAM vano nAza pAmI jAya tyAM hajI hamaNAM ja zuddha
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________________ | |_ 114 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI Azaya sAthe-vidhipUrvaka ane khUba jayaNA sAcavIne je jIvahiMsAnuM svarUpataH nAnakaDuM pApakarmanuM taraNuM ugADyuM eno nAza thatAM to zI vAra lAge? jyAM mahAvano ukhaDI jAya tyAM taraNAMne UkhaDatAM zI vAra? dravyastavanA viSayamAM "kUpa' dRSTAMtaH A ja vAtane samajAvavA mATe zAstrakAra bhagavaMto kuvAnuM dRSTAMta Ape che. jyAre majUro kUvo khodatAM khodatAM UMDe jAya che tyAre prathama to thoDuM thoDuM pANI ja bahAra phUTe che ane tethI kAdava kAdava thaI jAya che. paNa chatAM majUro to UMDe ne UMDe khodatAM jAya che. ane tagArAM bharI bharIne kAdava UlecatAM jAya che. aMte eka vAra ekadama pANInI sera jorathI nIkaLI jAya che ane badhuM pANI pANI thaI jAya che. A vakhate aMga aMgane lAgelo saghaLo kAdava dhovAI jAya che. zuddha thaIne majUro bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. ahIM kUvAM pANI meLavavA jatAM prathama to jarAka kAdava lAgyo. paNa pachI pANIno dhodha chUTatAM e ja pANIthI e kAdava dhovAI gayo. eTaluM ja nahi paNa deha upara coMTelo bIjo ya ghaNo mela sApha thaI gayo. jinapUjAnA jalanuM ya barobara AvuM ja che. prathama to svarUpataH jIvahiMsAno alpa kAdava AtmA upara lAge che. paNa pachI je AnaMdathI jinapUjA thatI jAya che ane temAM ya jyAre pUjaka caityavaMdana svarUpa bhAvapUjAmAM bese che ane apUrva mastIthI paramAtmAnI je stavanA kare che. chevaTe prArthanA sUtramAM prabhune hAtha joDIne mane bhavanirveda prApta thAo vagerenI mAMgaNI kare che. e badhAyamAM uttarottara bhayAnaka pApakarmonA bhukkA bolatA jAya che. dravya snAnAdinI svarUpa jIvahiMsAnuM karma to bicAruM kyAMya kacarAIne sApha thaI jAya che. A badhuM ya kyAre bane? gRhasthano e abhyAsa paDI gayo hoya ke snAna vinA tene kyAMya kazI majA ja na Ave to snAna vinA banI zake kharuM? jyAre ene bAhya ThaThArA vinA AnaMda ja na Avato hoya tyAre puSpapUjAdi bAhya ThATha sajavA vinA e Avo apUrva AtmAnaMda pAmI zakaze kharo? je pati jAte potAnI priyatamAnI veNImAM kula nAMkhIne enuM mukhadarzana karIne harSita thavAne TevAyelo che ane prabhunA mugaTamAM kula kema na nAMkhavA devA? e
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 115 rIte jo paramAtmAnA bhAvamAM e ghelo banaze to priyatamAnI veNInA phula nAMkhIne bAMdhelA kALAM karmone paNa bALIne khAkha karI nAMkhaze! re! enA samagra saMsAra paryAyanA sarvakarmono e nAza karI deze! jenI jevI Teva AnaMda pAmavAnI tenI tevI Tevane upayogamAM laIne vizuddha AnaMda kema na pamADI devo? vihArAdi dharmapravRttimAM zuM jIvahiMsA nathI? paNa evuM kahenArA sAme mAtra prazna rahe che jIvahiMsAno ja ne? to eka prazna thAya che ke zuM vyAkhyAnanI pravRttimAM jIvahiMsA nathI? zuM sAdhune nadI utaravAmAM jIvahiMsA nathI? gRhastho "sthAnaka banAve temAM temane jIvahiMsA nathI? sAdhuonA sAmaiyA kare, ke mRtasAdhunI smazAnayAtrA kADhe temAM jIvahiMsA thatI nathI? hajAro mANasonA paga nIce kIDI maMkoDA vagere keTalA jIvo kacarAI jatA haze! re! evo eka dharma to batADo jemAM koI jAtanI jIvahiMsA ja na hoya! pachI to badhA sAdhuo khA-pAnAdino navakalpI vihArano ane upadezadAnano paNa dharma jIvahiMsAvALo hovAthI tyAgI de ane zvAsocchavAsa paNa lIdhA vinA sarvathA lAkaDA jevA thaIne nizcanTa besI jAya to ja kAma Ave. zuM A vAta koIne paNa svIkArya che! jinapUjAniSedha karatA stAnakavAsIo dayAdAnamAM pApa mAnanArA terApaMtIonI sAme paDayA che. terApaMthIo paNa jinapUjAne to nathI ja mAnatA paraMtu evA koI paNa padayAdinA kAryane nathI mAnatA jemAM hiMsA thatI hoya. gAyane ghAsa khavaDAvavAmAM teo ja pApa mAne che kemake gAyanI dayA karavA jatAM vanaspatikAyanI hiMsA thAya che. AgamAMthI mANasane bacAvavA jatAM Agamane bujhAvavA jatAM Aga-pANI vagerenA jIvonI hiMsA thAya che. jinapUjAne mAnanArA zvetAmbaro to A terApaMthIone jaDabAtoDa javAbo ApI zake che. paraMtu hiMsAne kAraNe jinapUjAnuM khaMDana karanAra sthAnakavAsIo, terApaMthIonA "sAvadya dayA e pApa che' e vidhAnano radiyo zI rIte ApI zakaze? A vidhAnano uttara vALavA mATe je taka emane lagAvavAno raheza e ja to jinapUjAmAM kema nahi lAge?
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________________ 116 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI svanI ahiMsA e ja zreSThatama ahiMsA : gaurava lAghavanA vicArathI nAnA jIvanI hiMsAmAM moTA para jIvanI dayA jo temane mAnya hoya to jainazAsanamAM je jIvadayAne sahuthI moTI kahI che te potAnI jAtanI jIvanI dayA karatI jinapUjAnI hiMsAno vAMdho kema laI zakAze ? e ja sthAnakavAsI sAdhuo vihAra karatAM nadI UtarI nadInA pANInA jIvanI hiMsA nathI karatAM zuM? AnI pAchaLa eka ja zAstrIya samAdhAna che ne ke tema na re to eka ja gAma ke dezamAM rahI paDanAra sAdhunA AtmAnuM bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara ahita thaI jAya. svAtmA ahita jevuM bIjuM koI ahita nathI. eka hajA2 saMsArI mANaso dIkSita thatA hoya paNa eka ja zarate ke eka sArA dIkSite saMsArI banI javuM phakta eka kalAka mATe... to zuM AvI zarata koI paNa samajadAra dIkSita maMjUra karaze! kadApi nahi kemake potAnuM bhayaMkara ahita (pratijJAbhaMga) karIne jagatanuM hita karavAmAM koI ja dharma nathI e vAtano ene pAko khyAla hoya che. ane potAnA hita khAtara kadAca koI jIvanuM na chUTake ahita karavuM paDatuM hoya to te paNa karI zakAya kemake ema karyA bAda hitane pAmanAro AtmA aMte to sarvajIvonuM hita karavAno che. jo A ja dRSTithI sAdhu nadI utaratA hoya ane dekhItI e jIvahiMsAne maMjUra karIne svAtmahita sAdhI letA hoya te zA mATe saMsAramAM rahelA AtmAonA potAnA hita kAje jinapUjAnI thoDIka svarUpa hiMsAne teo maMjUra na kare! jo temAM jIvahiMsAnuM pApa ja dekhAtuM hoya ane pUjA karanAranI apUrva bhAvazuddhinA mahAdharmanI siddhi ja na dekhAtI hoya to sAdhuthI zvAsa paNa nahi levAya, upadeza paNa nahi devAya, gocarI paNa nahi thAya ane vihArAdi paNa nahi thAya. sAvadyapUjAmAM pApa kahezo to sAvadyadayAmAM zuM kahezo? re! pachI to terApaMthInI sAvadya dayAnI pApa mAnyatAne ja apanAvI levI paDaze ema thatAM taherAsara to gayA paNa pAMjarApoLo ya jaze. dayA ane dAnanA pAyAnA dharmajharaNAM sukAIne sApha thaI jaze. ane jo e dayAdAnamAM vastutaH sAvaghatA na ja kahevI hoya ane tethI te dayAdAna Adane dharma kahevA hoya to pApa samAraMbhomAM sabaDatA jIvanA uddhAra mATe jinapUjAne paNa dharma kahevo paDaze.
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________________ vira ! madhurI vANI tArI 117 haM! evo koI rasto hoya ke jene svIkAratAM gRhasthane eka paNa jIvanI hiMsA ja na thatI hoya ane AtmA muktipada pAmI jato hoya to te rasto bezaka maMjUra che. paraMtu jyAre tevo koI ja rasto nathI to have eka ja vikalpa rahe che ke ochAmAM ochA jIvahiMsAvALA dharmane sAdhatAM sAdhatAM vadhu ne vadhu jIvadayAno bhAva aMtaramAM pragaTAvatA rahevo ane ema karatAM karatAM gRhatyAgI banI javuM. pachI koI jinapUjAnI jIvahiMsA paNa nahi. azubhamAM ja ramatA jIvone zubhamAM lAvavA AkarSaNonI AvazyakatAH je gRhastho abrahma Adi aneka pApothI ane azucithI dehane malina kare che temane paramAtmAnI sparzanA karavA mATe dehazuddhi atyaMta anivArya ce je gRhastho jagatamAM ThATha ThaThArA ane AkarSaNothI ja AkarSAvAnA svabhAvavALA banI gayA che emane e pApa AkarSaNothI pAchA kheMcIne dharmanA Alambano tarapha AkarSavA ja rahyA. pApa AlaMbanonA ThaThArAo karatAM ya vadhu sArA ThaThArA dharmAlaMbanonA karavA ja rahyA. e mATe puSpAdino upayoga karavo ya paDe, dIpaka, jala, vagare paNa vAparavA paDe. paramAtmAnA biMbane bhavya aMgaracanA ya karavI paDe. azubhanA AkarSaNe anAdikALathI kheMcAtA jIvane zubhanA AkarSaNo UbhA karyA vinA tame kadI azubhathI dUra thaI zako ja nahi. sAdA vastra paheratI strI tarapha jotAM ane mInI skarTa paherIne cAlatI strIne jotAM kAmuka kolejinanA aMtaranI vikRtimAM phera paDe ke nahi? hA ke nA.... eka ja javAba do. jo hA, to sAdA pASANa biMbanA darzanamAM ane puSpAdiyukta bhavya aMgaracanAnA darzanamAM bhAvukAtmAnA zubhabhAvonA saMskAramAM kazo ya phera na paDe zuM? re! Ama karatAM ja paramAtmA darzanAdithI e potAnA mithyAtvanA UMDA mULa UkheDI nAMkhaze. prabhudarzana karatAM samyakatva pAmI jaze. vItarAgatAnuM ciMtana karatAM sarvaviratidharma pAmavAnI jIvaMta bhAvanAmAM ramato jaze.... ane Ama roja vItarAgane joIne enI vAtarAgatAnuM, enA siddhasvarUpAdinuM smaraNa karato e AtmA eka dI avazya saMyamadharma svIkArI leze. SakAyanI sarva jIvahiMsAthI A rIte nivRtta banAvanAra jinapUjA che! mAtra
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________________ 118 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI prazna che enI jIvahiMsAno ne? sAruM. tevI jIvahiMsAtI DaratAM bhAgatAM zuM teo saMyamI banI jaze kharA? jagatanI badhI ja AraMbha-samAraMbhanI jIva-hiMsAo cAlu rAkhavA chatAM? gRhasthane jIvahiMsAno pratiSedha karavo ja hoya to pApakAryonI AnaMdathI thatI jIvahiMsAno pratibaMdha karo. ke jenA hetumAM kAramuM mithyAtva paDayuM che, jenA phaLamAM ya bhayAnaka durgatio jaMkAvAnI che. jinapUjAnI svarUpataH hiMsA anubaMdhamAM ahiMsA che : jinapUjAnI jIvahiMsA to vastutaH jIvahiMsA ja nathI. kemake enA hetumAM pramAdAdisvarUpa mithyAtva nathI, enA phaLamAM durgati nathI. ane ja svarUpanI jIvahiMsA che tenA karmabaMdha paNa anubaMdha vinAnA-sAva namAlA hoya che. jene nAza pAmI jatAM leza paNa vAra lAgatI nathI. mATe ja to A jIvahiMsAne adhyAtmasAramAM mahopAdhyAyajIe anubaMdhamAM ahiMsA ja kahI che. nAnakaDI bicArI jIvahiMsA! jenI pachI uttarottara bhAvazuddhi thatAM evuM mokSapada AtmA pAme ke sadAnA mATe sarvajIvone potAnA taraphathI abhayadAna daI de! jinapUjAthI bhAvavizuddhi meLavIne svAtmAnI dayA karanAro sarvanI sakriya dayA karanAro banI gayo! keTalo mahAna sva-paranI saMpUrNa ahiMsAmAM pariNamato A jinapUjAno dharma! jagatanA jIvonA be prakAranA hita - sukhI karo-duHkhamukta karo zuM zakya? jagatanA sarva jIvonuM hita karavAnI vRttimAM je hita kahevAya che, tenA be artha thaI zake che. sava4 jIvone sukhI karavArUpa hita ane sarvajIvone potAnA taraphathI saMbhavita sarvaduHkhothI mukta karavAnuM hita. A be prakAranA hitamAM prathamanuM hita to bhAvanAmAM ja rahI zake kemake sarvane ApaNe sukhI karI zakatA nathI. paraMtu bIjA prakAranuM hita to sadA zakya che. ApaNe evI bhAvazuddhi karAta jaIe jethI ApaNA AtmAnA sarvakarmano nAza thAya ane ApaNe siddhapada pAmI jaIe. siddhapada pAmelo AtmA kadI koI paNa jIvanI svarUpahiMsA ya karato nathI. jo te AtmA siddhapada na pAme to? tyAM sudhI te keTakeTalA jIvonI keTalI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 119 keTalI vAra hiMsA karI zakata? anaMtAnaMta jIvonI anaMtAnaMta vAra paNa hiMsA karavAnuM zakya ja hatuM ne? have jyAre e AtmA bhAvazuddhi pAmIne siddhapada pAme che tyAre e sarva hiMsA karavAnuM tenA mATe baMdha ja thaI jAya ne? jagatanA sarvajIvone potAnA svArtha khAtara kacaDavAnuM, mAravAnuM aghora pApa kevuM? ane e tamAma pApathI mukta thavA svarUpa muktinuM dhAma kevuM? sarvajIvonI anaMtakALa mATenI anaMta hiMsAthI mukti e ja sarvajIvonuM sAcuM abhayadAna! AvI sthiti svAtmAnI saMpUrNa bhAvazuddhi vinA zakya ja nathI. ane e bhAvazuddhi pAmavA mATe svabhAvazuddha paramAtmAonA pUjana-vaMdana vinA to kadApi cAlI zake tema nathI. jevA banavuM hoya tevA banelAnA pUjana-vaMdana sivAya tevA banI zakAya ja nahi. sarvakSetravyApI A siddhAMtano apalApa eTale AtmahatyA! svabhAvazuddhane pUjanavaMdana eTale bhAvanipAe rahelA paramAtmasvarUpane vaMdana! sAkAra AlaMbana vinA AkAra premIo nirAkArane pAmI ja na zake ? paraMtu nirAkArane sAkAranuM mAdhyama banAvyA vinA e vaMdanapUjana bhAvabharyA banI zakatA nathI. kemake saMsArI jIva sAkAramAM ja AkarSAyo che. re! potAnA nirAkAra svarUpa AtmAne ya e oLakhato nathI mATe to tene kabUlavA ya lAcAra banyo che! ahIM paNa AtmAnA sAkAra svarUpa dehamAM ja Atmatvabuddhi karIne jIvanonA jIvano eNe barabAda karI nAkhyAM che. sAkArano premI sAkArane ja bhajI zake. AkAra paNa jeTalA AkarSaka eTalA karSaka enA bhajaniyAM banI zake. koIne paNa pUchI Avo ke dALa roTInA sAdA bhojana karatAM bAsuMdI pUrInA AkarSaka bhojanamAM kazo pharaka kharo ke nahi? khAdInA paheraNa paheravA karatAM TerelinanA zarTamAM dilane galagalIo thAya ke
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________________ IL 120 vIra madhurI vANI tArI nahi? saMskArI AtmAnI kALI cAmaDI karatAM jo asaMskArI AtmAnI sapheda cAmaDI ja mohaka banIne AjanA jagatane gheluM banAvI devAmAM dharAra saphaLa banI jatI hoya to e jagatamAM nirAkAranA bhajaniyAMnI vAto kharekhara bhAvuka AtmAonI rakhaDAvI mAravAnI mAtra AdarzanI vAto kahevAya. muMbaIvAsIone jarA pUchI Avo ke saMgama citra lemiMgTana-TokijhamAM jovA maLe ane apsarA TokijhamAM jovA maLe to te bemAM kazoka phera paDe ke nahi? madrAsI hoTalanA ITalI DhosA karatAM azoka hoTalanA ITalI DhosAmAM kazoka phaka kharo ke nahi? gharanI kaoNphI pIvA karatAM mAyasora kAphenI kaoNphInI lahejatamAM kazoka pharaka kharo ke nahi? re! lokone have nathI bhAvatA gharanA bhojano, nathI gamatA gharanA sinemA, nathI gamatI gAmaDAnI vahu.. sahu doDayA jAya cheM AkarSaNanA vaMToLamAM.. hoTalomAM, lIbarTImAM ane abhinetrInA darzanamAM! sAkAranI ane AkarSaNanA ThaThArAnI ja upAsanAmAM rAcatAmAcatA A jagatanA azubhabhAvonA vamana karavA haze to zubha bhAvanA peya pIvaDAvavA ja 2hyA. jene zubhamAM javuM nathI, javAnI IcchA nathI, are! javAnuM svapna paNa nathI.. ene tamAre zubhamAM mokalavAno che jo evA ja - ethI ya adhika sAkAra AkarSaNanA ThATha nahi UbhA karo to AMkhamIMcIne azubhamAM dhasyA jatAM jagatane koI ja ugArI zakanAra nathI. mohanA sAdhano mATe zuM che! moha vijetA banavAnA sAdhano mATe zuM joIe? dasa karoDa rUpiyAnA kharce apsarA Tokijha thatuM hoya to bAra karoDa rUpiyAnA kharce paNa tamAre jinamaMdira UbhA karavA ja rahyA. - savA lAkha rUpiyA kharcIne mahAtmA gAMdhInuM bAvaluM-atyaMta darzanIya-banavAtuM hoya to savA karoDanA kharce jinapratimAnA nirmANa karavA ja rahyA. mohanA nATako batADavA pAchaLa be karoDa! to mohavijetA banI javA mATe jAte ja dharma zukla dhyAnanA doraDe ArUDha thavAno khela karavAnA maMdiramAM bAra karoDa
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 1 2 1 paNa ochA che! cAlIsa karoDanA pitAnA bAvalA mATe savA lAkha! to anaMta jIvonA paramapitAnI mUrti mATe savA karoDa paNa ochA che! priyatamAnA alaMkAro pAchaLa pAMca lAkha kharce che Ajano vahu ghelo zrImaMta nabIro ! to jagatamAtranA priyatama paramAtmA mATenA alaMkAro pAchala pacAsa lAkha rUpiyA paNa kazI gaNatarImAM na mukAya! jo jagatane azubhathI ugAravAnI saMtone tIvra tamannA hoya to temaNe AvA upadeza ApavA ja rahyA. mohAnya jagatanI gALo khAIne paNa upadezadAnananAkArya avirata gatie dhamadhamAvavA ja rahyA. mohane puSTa banAve tevI duniyAnI koI paNa IMTa-ImAratanA caNatarane joI ne saMtonI duniyA "paisAnA dhumADAnuM sAdhana' ja kaheze. mohAlva AtmAo mohavijetAnI IMTa-ImArato joIne ya ema ja kaheze. paNa tethI akaLAI javAnI kazI jarUra nathI. jagata jene "pAgala' kahe e ja A ja jagatano sAco saMta kahevAze. pAgala jagatanA sArA zirapAva pAmato saMta vastutaH saMta ja nathI. astu. ApaNe to ahIM eTalI ja vAta karavI che ke jo jagatanA jIvonA mohanA saMskArone khatama karavA mATe temanA aMtaramAM zubhabhAvanI jarUra dekhAtI hoya to te mATe jinapUjAdi pravRttimAM temane vahelI take joDI devA paDaze. temAM thatI jIvahiMsA, AzayazuddhinA kAraNe anubaMdhamAM to ahiMsA ja che mATe jIvahiMsAmAtrane AgaLa karIne zubhabhAvanI vRddhine khUba ja prabaLa kAraNa dUra haDaselI mukAya nahi. gaurava lAghavanI vAta karota jinadharma - vaNigdharmaH - jinadharma kunehabharI - vaNAignItithI AtmavikAsa sAdhavAmAM mAne che. prAraMbhika dazAmAM rahelA AtmAne jyAM "alpa nukazAna ane adhika lAbha" tyAM jinano dharma. bhale thoDuM khovuM paDe paNa tethI jo vadhu maLatuM hoya to thoDuM khovAmAM jarA ya vAMdho nahi e vakhate vicAra karavA besI rahenAra vadhu meLavavAthI vaMcita rahI jAya
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________________ | | _ 122 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI jene sonuM vecIne rokaDA paisA UbhA karavA che te sonIne tyAM jaIne sonAnI lagaDIne kasoTI upara ghacarako mAravA nathI Apato zuM? moTo khADo kUdI javA pratha to pIchehaTha ja karavI paDe chene? zarIramAM lohIno bharAvo karavAmAM naDatararUpa banatAM peTanA saDatarane kADhI nAMkhato DaoNkTara keTaluM lohI vahI javA de che? zuM tethI te nirdaya kahevAya che ke dayALuM? dhIrelA pacAsa hajAra pAchA meLavavA vepArIo bIjA pAMca hajAra nathI dhIratA? zuM tethI te mUrkha kahevAya che? rUkha maLatAM lAkha kamAI levAnI bhAvanAthI cArTarDa pleInamAM eka hajAra kharcA nAMkhIne amadAvAdathI muMbaI javA pleInamAM UDato saToDIo khUba ja samayajJa gaNAya che hoM! re! abhaNa kheDUtane ya ATalI vAtanI to khabara che. mATe sto sArAmAM sAruM bIjakaNa jamInamAM nAMkhI de ce. ane pachI keTalAka mahine pUche vaLa detA hAjaro maNa bInA Dhagale DhagalAM joto gauravathI chAtI pulAve che! zuM A badhA marolI hospiTalanA membaro to nathI gaNAtA ne? dekhItI rIte khonArA, kharcanArA, khAI janArA, nukazAna bhogavanArA lAgavA chatAM loko to emane mAnacAMdanI navAjezI kare che! kemake ebadhA ya ne dUradUranA bhAvI aMtarIkSanA dIrghadRSTA gaNavAmAM AvyA che. alpatama jIvahiMsamAM A naphA-toTAnano vicAra ja nathI karavo? sarvadA, sarvathA ahiMsaka banAvatI jIvahiMsAne ya hiMsA kahIne ja vagovavI che? raMgaberaMgI puSponA ThATha ThaThArAvALI paramAtmAnI aMgaracanAnA darzananI suraMgothI azubhabhAvonI paththarALa bhekhaDo tUTI paDatI hoya, ane zubhanA jaLanI sero uchaLatI paDatI hoya, saMsAranA ghora hiMsAnA pariNAmo tyAM dhovAI dhovAIne sApha thatAM hoya.. tmA SakAyanI sarvahiMsAthI mukta thaIne chevaTe paramapada pAmIne sarvajIvone saMpUrNa abhayadAna deto hoya to ya... to ya te nAnakaDI-jayaNA pUrvakanI jala puSpa vagerenI jIvahiMsA nAmaMjUra! nAmaMjUra ja! bhale, kadAgrahIne samajAvAvano IjAro lenAra mUrkha kahevAya che. enI jamAtamAM
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 127 besavAnuM koI DAhyo pasaMda na ja kare. mAnavuM hoya te mAne... pramoda thaze aMtaramAM. na ja mAnavuM hoya to tenI marajI... upekSA udbhavaze ciMtanamAM.. jIvana ja jenuM pApamaya che, hiMsAmaya che evA gRhasthane mATe sarvahiMsA vinAnA saMpUrNa dharmAcaraNanI apekSA zI rIte rAkhI zakAya? e to thoDuM bAMde ane ghaNuM choDe, vaLI thoDuM bAMdhe ane ghaNuM choDe. evI yuktithI ja potAnuM AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvato jIvato AgaLa vadhato jAya yAvat sarvavirati pAme. hA. enA mATe paNa dvividha trividha pratyAkhyAnavALo sAmAyika dharma jarUra ahiMsaka che paraMtu jo badhAne e eka ja dharma zIkhavazo to jabbara jinaprabhAvanA kare tevA jinamaMdironA utsava vagere tamAma prabhAvaka kAryono abhAva thaze. ema thatAM dharmaprazaMsA rUpa bIjanuM, jenetara mANasonA aMtaramAM vAvetara nahi thAya eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu jainadharma paNa nAmazeSa thavA lAgaze. ane A ja vastusthiti AMkheAMkha dekhAya che. zrAvakanI sAvadya pravRtti paNa nirjarAjanaka kahI che? saMkAzazrAvakanuM dRSTAMtaH zAstramAM to dharmanI zuddhabhAvanAthI karAtI koI zrAvakanI sAvadya pravRtti paNa doSa rahita rahI che. sAMbhaLo. saMkAza nAmano eka zrAvaka thaI gayo. teNe potAnA ghaNA dUranA bhUtakALanA eka bhavamAM eka vAra pramAdathI devadravyanuM bhakSaNa karyuM. AthI khUba ja cIkaNuM lAbhAntarAya karma bAMdhyuM. saMkAza zrAvakano e AtmA ananaMtakALa sudhI saMsAramAM bhamyo. pharI eka vAra te manuSya thayo. koI jJAnI muninA paricayamAM Avyo. temaNe tenA te devadravyabhatraNanA pApanI vAta karIne kahyuM ke, "e ja kAraNe tuM jIvanamAM ya atyaMta parizrama karavA chatAM kazuM pAmato nathI ane duHkhI jIvana jIve che.' A sAMbhaLIne potAnA te pApanA khUba ja pazcAttApa karatAM saMkAza zrAvake pratijJA karI ke, "huM bhAre prayatna karIne paNa jo saMpatti meLaLIza to mArA potAnA nirvAha pUratI ja temAMthI bAkAta karIne bAkInI badhI jinamaMdiromAM vAparI nAkhIza." zAstramAM kahyuM che ke A zrAvake pachI saMpatti meLavI ane pratijJA mujaba savyaya karyo ane te nirvANa pada pAmyo.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI A dRSTAMta uparathI eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke dhanopArjananI pravRtti sAmAnyataH bhale azubha gaNAtI hoya chatAM sarvathA ane sarvadA te pravRtti azubha na kahI zakAya. nyAyAdiyukta vaibhavaprApti hoya, ukta sadAzaya pUrvakanI hoya to te sarvathA azubhabhAva svarUpa na ja kahevAya. jo tema ja hota to saMkAza zrAvaka te pravRttithI nirjarA karato karato nirvANapada zI rIte pAmI zakata? 124 A ja rIte jinapUjA paNa dekhItI rIte jIvahiMsAnI pravRttine kAraNe sAvadya lAge che paraMtu e jinapUjA pAchaLa prArthanA sUtrokta bhavanirveda vage2 pAmavAno pUjakano je atyaMta zubha Azaya che tene kAraNe te jinapUjA tenA mATe atyaMta upAdeya banI jAya che. mokSAzaya vinAnI jinapUjA heya kahI zakAya : hA. je pUjakone bhavanirveda pAmavAnI bhAvanA ja nathI, koI sAMsArika samRddhi pAmavA mATe ja jeo jinapUjAdi kare che temanI jinapUjA bezaka sAvadya ja che teno koI ja artha nathI. e jinapUjA to rUpiyA eka karoDanI rakama bharelo evo ceka che jenI nIce bhavanirvedaprAptinI sahI ja karavAmAM AvI nathI. zA mUlya e cekanA? e to be paisAnA bhogasukho maLI jAya tevuM kAgaLiyuM jakahevAya ne ? jinapUjA paNa bhavanirvedanA uttama bhAva vinAnI hoya to tenI badhI hiMsA avazya mAte paDe e vAta kadI vIsaravI nahi. muktinA eka mAtra zubhAzaya pUrvakanI ja muktanI pUjA hovA joI evI ja pUjAnI ApaNe upAdeyatA sthira karI rahyA chIe. pUrve eka evI vAta karavAmAM AvI hatI ke A ja graMthamAM AgaLa jatAM ema kahevAmAM AvanA2 che ke, 'puSpo toDavA nahi ane bagIco banAvavo nahi.'' A pAThathI sAbita thAya che ke puSpAdinA jIvonI hiMsAvALI jinapUjA thaI zake nahi. ahIM ApaNe A vAtano khulAso karI laIe. te sthAne 'zuddhAmairyathAnAmam' evo je pATha che teno 'svayaM puSpo toDavA nahi' evo artha thato nathI, yathAlAbha zabdathI ema kahevAmAM AvyuM nathI ke toDayA vinA ja jevA maLe tevA puSpa levA ?.... nA.... nahi ja. tyAM 'yathAlAbha' zabdathI ema kahevuM che ke pajA karavA jinamaMdire AvanAra pUjake mALI je bhAve puSpo Ape te bhAve laI levA. temAM AnAkAnI karavAnI-vANiyAnI sahaja Tevane upayoga na karavo. jo te mALI sAthe pUjaka
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 12 5 AnAkAnI kare to mALInA ane bIjA AsapAsa UbhelA jainataromAM tenI chAyA bahu khoTI paDe. ane jo tema na kare to khUba ja suMdara dharmaprabhAvanA thAya. sahu bole ke, "jeno paramAtmAnI pUjAmAM pAchuM vALIne jotAM nathI. dhanya che temanI udAratAne." yathAlAbhA' zabdano A ja artha karavo paDe. nahi ke toDyA vinA-jovA maLe tevA ja puSpo levA evo artha karavo. kemake anyatra kahyuM che ke durgatA nAmanI strIe paramAtmAnI puSpapUjA karI hatI tethI te devalokamAM utpanna thaI. A dUrgatAnArI toDayA vinAnA puSpo lAvI na hatI. ane nyAyasaMpannadhanathI ja puSpo lAvI hatI tema paNa na hatuM. eTale jinapUjA mATe puSpo cUMTavAno niSedha che. e vAta jinazAstromAM kyAMya jovA maLatI nathI. have cetyasaMbaMdhI bagIcA nahi banAvavAnI vAta. A pratividhAna paNa barobara nathI. tyAM to caityasaMbaMdhI sonuM, cAMdI, grAma, godhana vagerenuM pratipAdana karyuM che. tyAM eka prazna Ubho karavAmAM Avyo che ke, maMdiranI mUDIrUpa ke nibhAva mATenA sonuM, rUpuM, grAma ke godhana vagerenI jo koI muni dekharekha rAkhe to tenAmAM zuddhi zI rIte Take?" A prazno uttara ApatAM kahyuM che ke sAmAnya rIte to muni pote ja AvI dekharekha rAkhI zake nahi. jo tema kare to tenI jIvanazuddhi na rahe. paraMtu jo maMdiranA e sthAvara dravyanI zrAvaka saMgha paNa kALajI na kare to chevaTe muni potAnI saghaLI tAkAtathI e saMpattinuM rakSaNa kare ja. e vakhate zakti chatAM je muni upekSA kare te ja virAdhakabhAva pAme. A uparathI e vAta sthira thaI ke muni paNa avasara AvatAM ucita karma karIne zAsanahita karavA dvArA Atmahita karI zake che. bhale pachI te vakhate jIvasiM na chUTake karavI paNa paDe. A viSayamAM yugapradhAna AcArya kAlakasUrijInuM dRSTAMta khUba ja vicAravuM joIe. puSpo cUMTavAno niSedha nathI e vAta durgatAnArInA dRSTAMta sAthe kahI eTale have sAvadyakarmavALI paNa jinapUjA atyaMta upAdeya che e vAta ekadama sthira thaI jAya che.
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________________ 126 vIra madhurI vANI tArI pUrvapakSa : jo sAvadya evI paNa jinapUjA upAdeya ja hoya to mAtra gRhastho zA mATe e jinapUjAnA adhikArI kahevAya? yatione paNa eno adhikAra kema nathI? rogI to be ya che. be ya ne karma-roga lAgu paDayo che. sarakhA roganI davA paNa sarakhI ja hoya ne? to be ya ne jipUjAnuM auSadhakarma na ApavuM? javAba : A viSayamAM pUrve kaTaluMka spaSTIkaraNa karyuM ja che. chatAM eka bIjI paNa vAta samajI levI ke davA evI to na ja karI zakAya ke jene letA nAno roga dabAya ane mahAroga Ubho thAya. jagatamAM davAo ghaNI che chatAM je davAonI pAchaLa bhayaMkara "rIekazana' Ave che te davAo game teTalI roganAzaka chatAM nakAmI gaNAya penIsIlInanA IMjekazano AvI ja eka vastu che. sAce ja, mAthAno dukhAvo dAbIne mRtyunA chellA zvAse lAvI mUke tevI davA to zA kAmanI? je davA roga dAbe ane navo bhayAnaka roga na Ubho kare te ja davA kAmanI. kRpathyathI roga janma tema te rogane dAbatI davAno paNa potAno eka utpAdya roga hoya to kupathyamAM ane davAmAM pharaka zo? be ya bhinna bhinna roganA janaka ja banyA ne ? A vAta prastutamAM ApaNe yojavAnI che. yati jo jinjAnI auSadhi le ane tethI te potAnA keTalAka karmarogane dAbI paNa de to ya jinapUjAnI auSadhi levAmAM je dehasnAnanI vidhi anivArya che te vidhi karatAM tenuM brahmacarya ja khatarAmAM mukAI jAya to ? je mahAvrata upara enuM jIvana che e ja mahAvratane snAnAdi kriyAo uthalAvI pADavA sudhI pahoMcI jAya to lAbha karatAM nukazAnanI koI sImA ja na rahe ne? vastusthiti paNa evI ja che ke snAnAdikriyAo brahmacaryanI bAdhaka che. vibhUSAvRttine utpanna karatI te kriyAo paraMparayA ghora saMsAramAM pachADI denArI banI jAya che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 127 Ama bakaruM kADhatAM UMTa pesI javA jevuM thAya che. havelI levA jatAM gujarAta gumAvAya che. kahyuM che ke brahmacArIo potAnA brahmavratane nirmaLa rAkhavA mATe snAna, telavilepana sugaMdhidravyano upayoga vagerethI so gAu cheTA rahetA hoya che. have snAna vinA jinapUjA zakya ja nathI. kemake jo jinabiMbamAM magnAdithI prANanI pratiSThA karavAmAM AvI che temanI sparzanA vagere dehAdithI zuddha thayA vinA na thaI zake. AthI ja to kadI snAna karatAM yatione jinabiMbathI hA hAtha dUra rahIne ja stavanAdi karavAnuM vidhAna che. - pU. pakSa-brahmacArIone to vibhUSAnI dRSTithI snAna karavAno niSedha che evI amArI samaja che. zubhabhAvanI vRddhi karavA mATenI ekamAtra zubhadaSTithI snAna karavAno niSedha kema hoI zake ? jinapUjA mATe ja yati snAna kare to tyAM vibhUSaNanI dRSTi nahi ja rahe. pachI tevA snAnamAM zo bAdha che? uttara pakSa-vAta e che ke yati pratijJApUrvaka sarvasAvadyayogathI nivRtta thayA che eTale have ene alpa paNa sArvadyayogavALI jinapUjAdi zubhapravRtti karavAno adhikAra nathI. pU. pakSa-bhalene yati sAvadyathI nivRtta hoya paNa tethI snAna karIne devapUjA karavAmAM zuM vAMdho? A kyAM koI bIjI pApa pUjA karavI che? A kAma to dharmanuM ja che ne? ane chatAM jo AvA dharmanA kAryamAM sAvadyatA gaNAtI hoya to evuM sAvadya kArya gRhastha paNa nahi ja karavuM joIe ne? to ene zA mATe evI sAvaghatAvALA kAryano adhikArI banAvyo? uttara pakSa-gRhastha to aneka pApa kAryomAM phasAyelo ja che. pahADa jeTalA sAvadyone sevato gRhastha eka capaTI dhULa jeTaluM jinapUjAnuM sAvadyakarma kare teTalAthI zuM vadhI jAya? jyAre yati to koI pApakarma karato ja nathI. mATe teNe thoDuM ya snAnadinuM sAvadya sevavAnI kazI jarUra nathI. pU. pakSa - A to tame ajabagajabanI vAta karI. bicAro gRhastha ghaNAM pApa
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________________ IL 128 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI kare ja che mATe tene thoDuM vadhu karavAno ya adhikAra! are! gRhastha pApanA saMsAramAM bhale pApo karato rahe paNa dharmanA kAryamAM to tenAthI pApa kema ja thAya? eka pApa karyuM eTale zuM bIjuM paNa pApa karavAno adhikAra prApta thaI jAya? eka vAra zIlavatI strIe ziyaLanuM khaMDana karI dIdhuM tethI tene have bIjI vAra paNa tema karavAnI chUTa maLI jAya? eka vAra jhera khAnArane bIjI vAra paNa jhera khAvAmAM koI aparAdha nahi! eka vAra vratabhaMga karI denAra sAdhu bIjI vAra paNa vratabhaMga karI zake? Ano artha to e thayo ke dharma karanArAe ja kadI pApa na karavuM kare to gunhegAra. pApa karanArAne pharI pApa karavAnI chUTa emAM koI gunho nahi. gajabanI yukti laDAvI bhAI! uttara pakSa-pUrve kuvAnuM je dRSTAMta ApyuM - te dRSTAMtathI ema samajAvavAnuM AvyuM che ke snAnAdi karatAM gRhasthane je pApa doSa lAge che te pApadoSa bAvapUjAnA viziSTa bhAvanA guNanI prApti thatAM dhovAI jAya che. eTale jinapUjA nimittaka sAvadyakarma niranubaMdha hoIne naSTa ja thaI jAya che. gRhasthano AtmA to vadhu Atmazuddhi ja pAme che. pU. pakSa-to pachI A rIte vadhu Atmazuddhi yatine paNa pAmavA do ne? emane ya jinapUjA mATe snAnAdino adhikAra kema nathI Apyo? uttara pakSa - kharI vAta e che ke yati, sarvasAvadya vyApArathI nivRtta thaI gayA che. have kupodAharaNane AgaLa karIne viziSTa Atmazuddhi mATenI jinapUjA kAje snAnAdi karavA devAmAM Ave to tenAthI teo viziSTa Atmazuddhi pAmI zakanAra nathI. enuM kAraNa e che ke snAnAdi karatAM je jIvahiMsA thAya che e ja emanI najaramAM AvyA karavAnI che. jemaNe jIvanabhara sacitta jalano sparza paNa tyAgI devAno bhAva, svabhAva jevo banAvI dIdho che ane tethI ja sacitta jalano chAMTo paNa zarIrane aDI jatAM jhabakI UThe che e yati loTI bharIne sacitta jala sparza thatAM jhabakI UThe che e yati loTI bharIne sacitta jala jo potAnA mAthe nAMkhaze to tene trAsa ja thaze. ane pote pApa karI rahyo che evuM ja saMvedana thayA karaze. zubha dhyAnAdithI sadA niSpApa
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 129 jIvanamAM ramatA yatinA manamAM jIvahiMsAno trAsa ja jora karI jAya. nahi ke jinapUjA karavAnA saubhAgyane pAmyAno zubha bhAva UchaLavA lAge. je vastu kadI na banatI hoya teno saMga ja camakAve. sadA banatI vastuno saMga jarAya na camakAve. have gRhasthanI vAta karIe. e to sadA AraMbha samAraMbhanA hiMsaka pApomAM paDelAM ja che. eTale temane jalanA jIvanI hiMsAno bhAva Avase ja nahi. enA sparzano trAsa paNa nahi thAya. UlaTuM jinapUjAthI mane zubhabhAvanI sparzanA thaze evo zubhAnaMda ja te vakhate cittamAM uchALA mArato raheze. gRhasthane jIvahiMsA svAbhAvika banI che ane zubhabhAva kadAcit AvanAro che. mATe snAna karatAM zubhabhAva ja uchALA mAre. Ama yatine snAna thatI jIvahiMsA kaMpAvI mUke che mATe AvA pariNAmane kAraNe tene snAnano adhikAra nathI. jyAre gRhasthane snAnathI thanArI jinapUjAnA zubhabhAvonI yAda mastAna banAve che mATe tene snAnAdino adhikAra prApta thAya che. vaLI A jinapUjA dravya svarUpa che ane bhAvastavanuM kAraNa che. sAthe sAthe jinapUjAmAM dravyastava ja pradhAna che. bhAvastava to ochA pramANamAM hoIne gauNa che. jyAre yatinuM jIvana to bhAvastava svarUpa ja che. enA jIvanamAM bhAvastavanuM ja prAdhAnya che. dravyastavanI anumodanAdi rUpa dravyasta to khUba ja gauNa che. pravacana parIkSAmAM pU. dharmasAgarajI mahArAje dravyasvane cAMdInI ane bhAvastavane suvarNanI uphamA ApIne kahyuM che ke zrAvakanI ArAdhanArUpI hAthInI AMkho suvarNanI che. bAkIno Akho hAthI cAMdIno che. jyAre yatinI ArAdhanAnA hAthInI AMkho cAMdInI che, bAkInA Akho hAthI suvarNano che. TUMkamAM jenuM jIvana bhAvasvamAM ArUDha thaI gayuM emane pachI bhAvastava pAmavA mATenA dravyastavanA jIvananI jarUra ja rahetI nathI. AthI ja to sAmAyika svarUpa bhAvastavamAM ArUDha thayelA zrAvakane yatitulya kahyo che ane tethI ja sAmAyikamAM rahelA zrAvakane dravyastavAtmaka jinapUjA karavAno niSedha karavAmAM Avyo che.
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________________ IL 130 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI eTaluM ja nahi paNa anivArya saMyogomAM je zrAvaka sAdu thaI zakyo nathI ane saMsAramAM rahIne paNa sacittajalAdino prAyaH upayoga ja karato nathI tevA SaTyAyanI virAdhanAthI trAsI jatAM zrAvakane jinapUjAdi mATenA snAnano paNa niSedha karavAmAM Avyo che. asadAraMbhamAM jenI pravRtti che tene te asadAraMbhathI sarvathA nivRtta thavAnuM jIvana pAmavAnA uddezathI snAnAdi sAvadyamAM pravRtta thaIne ya jinapUjA karavAnI che paNa je zrAvaka saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM asadAraMbhathI nivRtta ja thayo che tene jinapUjAthI have zuM karavAnuM? jinapUjAthI prAya asadAraMbhanivRtti to te pAmI ja gayo che! eTale have e vAta ekadama sthira thaI jAya che ke jinapUjA nimittaka snAnAdino adhikArI zrAvaka yati vagere sarva mANaso sarva vAtanA adhikArI hoI zakatA nathI. yati jIvananI gocarI vagerenI kriyAno zrAvaka anadhikArI che. ane te kriyA vagereno adhikArI yati snAnAdino anadhikArI banI jAya che. bIjI eka vAta je khUba ja mahattvanI che te paNa ahIM vicArI laIe. dharma ane pApa vastutaH to cittanA Azaya upara ja avalaMbe che mANasanI bAhyakriyAmAtrathI tenA dharma adharmano nirNaya karI zakAya nahi. pAradhI jALa bichAve che. dANA nAMkhe che. aneka paMkhIo AkarSAIne UDayAM Ave che ane capocapa dANA khAvA lAge che. dUra dUra koI jhADanA othe pAradhI Ubho rahe che. jarAya khakhaDATa na thAya tenI bhAre takedArI rAkhe che. ethI pelAM paMkhIo khUba ja zAMtithI ane bhAre majethI dANAM khAtAM rahe che. e joIne thoDI paNa zaMkAmAM paDelA najadIka na AvatAM paMkhIo paNa vizvAsamAM AvI jAya che ane te ya UDyAM Ave che ane dANAM khAvA lAge che. kaho A pAradhinI tamAma bAhyakriyAo dharmanI gaNAya ke adharmanI? dekhItI rIte to bhAre zAMti jALavIne paMkhIone dANAM khavaDAvato pAradhi eka dhArmika mANasa ja gaNAvo joIe ne? paraMtu hakIkata to tethI taddana viparIta che ema sahu samaja zake che. dhAro ke A ja vakhate eka dayALu mANasa tyAM Ave che. eNe sAvadhAna pAradhine jotAM ja saghaLI paristhiti kalpI lIdhI. eka paNa kSaNa gumAvyA vinA eNe doTa mUkI. pAradhie ene aTakAvavA mATe hAthethI ghaNI ceSTA karI paNa pelo dayALuM seno rokAya? jorathI tALIo deto e pahoMcI gayo mojathI dANA khAtAM
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 131 paMkhIonA jUthanI pAse. ane uDADI mUkyAM tamAma paMkhIone. zuM A mANasane nirdaya na kahevAya! kharekhara te dayALu che! jarUra. bhale dekItI rIte tenI kriyA paMkhIone dANAM nahi khAvavA devAnI lAge che paraMtu hakIkatamAM to te paMkhIone motathI bacAvI rahyo che mATe bezaka dayALu A uparathI ahIM to eTaluM ja samajavAnuM che ke bAhya kriyAmAtrathI dharma-adharmano nirNaya karI zakAya nahi. e ja bilADI potAnA baccAne moMmA dAMtethI pakaDIne laI jAya che tyAre vAtsalyathI mA kahevAya che. ane e ja bilADI jyAre uMdarane dAMtamAM pakaDIne laI jAya che tyAre dayALu mANasa uMdara choDAvavA doTa mUkato bole che, "o krUra bilADI! choDa! choDa! bicArA uMdarane!'' eka sarakhI kriyA chatAM bhAvanuM keTaluM tAratamya! ane tethI ja bIjAonA darzanamAM keTalo phera paDI gayo! cha mAsanA bALakane vahAlathI uchALIne mA hAthamAM laI rahI che. ane gaphalatamAM bALaka nIce paTakAI jAya che. bALaka mRtyu pAme che chatAM e mAtAne koI "khunI" kahetuM nathI. ane phUrasvabhAvanI sAvakI mAthI jo AvuM kAMIka kare to sahu tyAM aneka tarkonA ghoDA pUrapATa doDAvI mUke che. zastrathI zatru eka mANasane mAre che ane DokTara paNa zastrathI oparezana kare che. paNa kesa pheIla jAya che. be ya zastrathI mAre che. chatAM zatrune sahu hatyAro kahe che. DaoNkTarane sahu dayALu kahe che. daradIne mAravA chatAM daradInA sagAvahAlAM DokTaranI sevAnI ja kadara kare che ane eka hajAra rUpiyA hAthamAM Ape ce. laMDana zaherano eka bharacaka latto che tyAM borDa mAryuM che. 'Horn please' A sthAne AvatI dareka moTare horna mAravo joIe. eka moTara pasAra thAya che. bedarakAra DrAyavara horna mArato nathI.polika aTakAvIne daMDa vasula kare che. koI mANasa aDapheTamAM na Avyo chatAM daMDa! bIjo DrAyavara jorathI horna mArato kAra laI jAya che. chatAM eka pAgala aDapheTamAM AvI jAya che. korTamAM kesa cAle che. DrAyavara taddana nirdoSa chUTI jAya che. zAstrakAroe
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________________ | | |_ 132 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI kahyuM che ke jo sAdhu khUba ja sAvadhAnI sAthe cAle che, rakhe koI jIvanI hiMsA na thaI jAya. chatAM koI jIva paga nIce AvI jAya che to paNa te sAdhu ahiMsaka kahevAya che. - jyAre bIjo sAdhu bedarakArIthI cAlyo jAya che. nazIbajoge eka paNa jIvanI hatyA thatI nathI chatAM te SakAyano hiMsaka gaNAya che. A badhA dRSTAMto uparathI eTaluM sunizcitapaNe tAravI zakAya che ke mANasanI bAhya pravRttithI dharma ke adharmano nirNaya karI zakAya nahi. paraMtu tenA aMtaranA Azaya uparathI ja tenA dharmAdharmano nizcaya karI zakAya. dekhIto hiMsaka paNa ahiMsaka hoI zake ! dekhIto hiMsaka paNa krUra hiMsaka hoI zake! A ja vAta jinapUjA nimittaka hiMsA karanAra pUjakanA aMge vicAravAnI che. Atmazuddhi prApta karavA mATe ja jinapUjA karavA mATe utsuka banyo che. asIma upakArInA upakArothI yAdane jIvaMta banAvavA mATe ja enA aMge puSponI arcanA karIne abhUtapUrva AnaMda mANI rahyo che. jene jAgyo che pApano bhaya.. jene jAgI che pApanA nAzanI tIvra kAmanA! ane ethI ja je niSpApanA zaraNe doDayo che! pApanAza karavA niSpApane sparzI rahyo che... e AtmA kadI evuM Icchato nathI, re! kadI kalpato paNa nathI ke huM pANI puSpa vagerenA jIvonI hiMsA karuM e to karavA gayo che pApanAzano dharma! ane tyAM aDapheTamAM thaI gaI che jIvahiMsA! IcchA vinA kalpanA vinA. to zuM te pUjakane jIvahiMsaka kahI zakAze? sarvajIvone huM abhayadAna dauM evuM abhayasvarUpa paramAtmA pAse mAMgavA jatAM koka jIvonI hiMsA thaI jAya che to zuM hiMsAno Azaya na chatAM te hiMsAnA pApa tene lAgI jAya! ane pUjanano bhAva UchaLavA chatAM pUjAnuM koI phaLa nahi? hiMsAnA Azaya vinAnAne hiMsaka kahenArA baMdhuo pUjananA pUrNa AzayavALAne pUjaka kahevA lAcAra che? pUjakane hiMsaka kahevo che? ahiMsakane pUjaka nathI kahevo? re! zaheromAM Aga lAge che tyAre myunisIpAlITInA baMbA bhayanI ghaMTA vagADatAM pUrapATa vege jAhera rastA uparathI doDayA jAya che. ghaMTA sahune sUcave che
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 133 dUra haTo... dUra haTo... paNa kyAreka evuM ya bane che ke koIka mANasa gaphalatamAM rahI jatAM, AvA baMbAnI aDapheTamAM AvI jaIne jIvana pUrNa karI de che! paNa to ya baMbAvALA tyAM zobhatA nathI. emanI to eka ja najara che, jaladI pahoMcavuM ane Aga bujhAvavI! aneka marAtAone bacAvI levA! eka mAtra dhUnamAM e baMbAvALA doDayA ja jAya che. svakartavya pUrNa kare che. nagarapAlikAnA pramukha svakartavyaparAyaNa e baMbAvALAne jAheramAM sanmAna che! pelA akasmAtathI marI gayelA mAnavanI tyAM koI noMdha paNa letuM nathI. baMbAvALAne enI sajA paNa thatI nathI. cAra kalAkanI Asana keda paNa nahi hoM! zAthI? eTalA ja mATe ke svakartavyanI bhAvanAmAM ramamANa e baMbA-DrAIvarano koIne ya mAravAno Azaya ja na hato! sAthe sAthe bhayaghaMTA joramAM bajAvato hato. chatAM pachI koI marI jAya to teno jarA ya aparAdha nahi. - jinapUjAmAM ya pUjaka AvuM ja nathI karatAM zuM? sarvajIvone svanimittaka hatyAothI mukta karI devA mATe bhavyabhAvanA uchALavI che. evo uchALo lAvavA mATe ja puSpapUjAdinA ThATha karavA che. chatAM aDapheTamAM je AvI jAya temane mAravAno koI Azaya nathI ja, mATesto zakya teTalI vadhu jayaNAnI (ochuM pANI vAparavuM, pAkI gayelA puSpo levA vagere) bhayaghaMTA bajAvato rahe che. chata kAMIka banatuM rahe to tenI jarA ya javAbadArI tenI nathI. lokavyavahArathI samajAI jAya tevI A vAta che, chatAM koIne na ja mAnavI hoya to manAvavAno Agraha zI rIte rAkhavo? emanAM ya kalyANanI bhAvanA rAkhavA sivAya bIjuM kAMI ja karavuM nathI, kazuM samajAvavuM nathI. amadAvAdanI koI milanamAM spInIMga yArna-mAsTarane joyo che? kevuM kAma kare che? khAI-paravArIne gharethI nIkaLelo te mANasa khAdheluM badhuM ya pacAvI nAMkhato haze ne? kevI kasarata thaI jAya che? chatAM mIlane kasarata karavAno akhADo kahevato nathI hoM! ane kAma karatAM kAmadArone kasaratabAja paNa kahevAtA nathI hoM! kakarata karavA chatAM kasaratI nahi; mAtra kAmadAra!
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________________ | | _ 134 vIra madhurI vANI tArI zAthI? kAma karavA jatAM kasarata e to thI janArI vastu che. mIlamAM javAno Azaya kAma karavAno che; kasarata karavAno nahi mATe kasarata thavA chatAM kasarata karanAra ja kahevAya. savAra paDe che ane relavemAM sarvisa karato sAMdhAvALo khabhe lokhaMDI kuhADo laIne nIkaLI paDe che. gAto gAto cAlyo jAya che ane pATAnI paTTIone pelI kuhADI jhIMkato jAya che. skune phITa karato jAya che. kevI majenI "mornIga voka' ene maLI jAya che? paNa e nAmadArane "mornIga vokara kahI zakAya kharA ke ? nahi ja ne? kema vAruM! eTalA ja mATe ke eno Azaya savAranA cAlavAno vyAyAma karavo nathI. e to peTa khAtara majUrI karanAro mANasa che. savAre cAlavAno vyAyAma zrImaMtano putra karI zake che; jene ciMtA ja na hoya khAvA-pIvAnI. ane pelo tIrthAdhirAja zatruMjayanA pahADa upara roja caDato ane Utarato DoLIvALo! e yAtrika kahevAya kharo ke? yAtrA thaI javA chatAM yAtrika nahi? mAtra DoLI vALo? zAthI?" yAtrA karavAno Azaya nathI mATe ja ne? to pachI jinapUjA dvArA bhAvavizuddhi pAmavAnI eka mAtra IcchAvALo jinapUjA mATe snAnAdi kare to te pUjaka ja kahevAya ke hiMsaka paNa kahevAya? eka kAma karavuM e judI vAta che ane eka kAma thaI javuM e judI vAta che. pUjaka pUjana kare che. paNa hiMsA to thaI jAya che. pUjananA AzayathI pUjana kare che e pUjana thaI jatuM nathI. hiMsAno Azaya ja nathI mATe hiMsA thaI jAya che ema ja kahevAya. hiMsA kare che ema na kahevAya. thaI jatI kriyAnuM kartutva na hoya. karAtI kriyAnuM ja kartRtva hoya mATe ja bhAvazuddhi mATe pUjA karato pUjaka ja kahevAya; hiMsaka nahi. DoLIvALo yAtrA karato nathI, yAtrA to thaI jAya che mATe ja tene yAtrika kahevAto nathI. A rIte sarvatra samajI levuM joIe.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 135 vadhu to A viSayamAM zuM lakhavuM? ghaNuM lakhI zakAya tema che. paraMtu bhadraka pariNAmI AtmAne ATaluM dizAsUcana paryApta thaI jaze, kaThora pariNAmIne to graMthonA graMthonuM lakhANa paNa nirarthaka che ema samajIne ATalethI ja aTakavuM ThIka lAge che. nAmAdi cAra nipAmAM bhale apekSAe bhAva nikSepAnI mahattA haze paraMtu eka apekSAe to sthApanA nikSepa jeTalo upakArI bhAvanikSepa paNa nathI. bhAvanikSepasvarUpa paramAtmA mahAvIranuM Aje darzana kyAM che? emanA caraNone sparza karIne pavitra thavAnI kRtakRtyatAno anubhava kyAM che? re! e anubhava paNa puruSo ja laI zake ne? strIonuM zuM? vaLI emane prakSAla karIne pUjaka potAnA AtmAnA maLa dhoI rahyo che, khIlelAM puSpo caDAvIne Atma-kusumane khIlavI rahyo che; e badhI bhAvanA zI rIte bhAvI zakAya? bhAvanikSepasvarUpa paramAtmAne na to sacitta jala aDADAya, na to sacitta puSpa sparzAvAya? kadAca mAnI lo ke e badhuM ya thaI zake che to ya zuM? je paramAtmA mahAvIra pote ja nathI. tIrthakarapaNAnA bhAvanikSepe eo keTalo upakAra karI zakyA? phakta trIsa varSa sudhI ne? ane te ya paMdara karmabhUmimAMthI jaMbUdvipanA bharatanI A eka ja karmabhUmi! temAM ya amuka ja vistAramAM teo upakAra karI zakyA! to have bIjAoe zuM karavuM? paramAtmA mahAvIranA virahamAM konuM AlaMbana levuM? konuM AlaMbana laIne zubhabhAvanI pavitra sparzanA karavI? mohanA saMskArone nAbUda karavA? jagatane bhUlavA koIkane to yAda karavA ja paDaze ne? gharamAMthI chUTavA kyAMka to jaIne besavuM ja paDaze ne? priyanI pratimAo aMtaranA khaDakhaMDamAM padharAvI che paNa te badhI pratimAne khaseDIne priyatama paramAtmAnI pratimAone padharAvavA tenI sAkAra sthitinA darzana to karavA paDaze ne? aMtaramAM pratimA kaMDAravA mATe zilpIne pratimAno nakazo to joIe ne? A badhuM ya siddha karavA mATe sthApanA nikSapa svarUpa tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI anivArya AvazyakatA che. emanA darzana Aje paNa sahu karI zake, emanA aMge jala prakSAla thaI zake, puSponI AMgI paNa thaI zake emane sahu sparzIne pavitra banI zake. strI ane puruSa badhA ya.. ahIM koI bAkAta nahi.
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________________ 136 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI sthApanA nikSepAnA bhagavaMtanI sAme tIrthayAtrA nIkaLI zake. gAmagAmamAM dharmanI apUrva prabhAvanAo thaI zake. emanA aMge bhAre alaMkAro caDAvIne mohanA ravADe caDatI saMpattino sadvaya thaI zake. saMpattinI mUccha utAravAnuM to A amogha AlaMbana! priyanI pratimAne vIsaravA mATeno A apUrva kImiyo! vizuddha bhAvanAonuM to AnA darzananA vicAramAtrathI utpAdana zarU thAya. atyaMta khedanI vAta che ke vA sthApanAnikSepane mAtra sthApanAniSepa tarIke mUrti tarIke mAnavA Aje keTalAka taiyAra che paraMtu pUjya mAnavA taiyAra nathI. AvA loko koTanA dareka baTanamAM potAnI priyatamAnI mUrtio goThave che, kelenDaramAM potAnI priyasine-tArikAnI mUrti sthApe che. lagna samaye vara-vadhU bhegA rahIne phoTo paDAvI le che. ane zayanakhaMDanA praveza dvAra upara TiMgADe che. mUrtipUjAne dhikkArato rASTrapremI gAMdhI, naheru ane subhASanA phoTA gharamAM goThavyA vinA jaMpato nathI; prajAsattAka dine dhvajavaMdanamAM hAjarI ApIne dhvajane adababharI salAma arpe che. (dhvaja e paNa mUrti (AkAra) nathI zuM?) mohabharyA saMsAranuM samagra vartuLa mUrtiothI khIcokhIca bharI denAra mANasa jyAre maMdiranI mUrtinI pUjyatAno InkAra kare che tyAre AzcaryanI avadhi AvI jAya che. AvA matanI mamatavALo anuyAyIvarga paNa maMdiranI mUrtine vaMdana pUjana nahi karavAnI pratijJAo Ape che ane e ja loko pAchA potAnA pustakomAM potAnI citra mUrtinI zreSTha sthApanA karAve che ! enI pAchaLa thatI phoTogrAphInI pANI agni vagerenI hiMsA sAthe emane koI ja AbhaDacheTa nahi hoya? ATaluM karIne ya A loko kahe che ke mUrtine to ame mAnIe ja chIe mAtra pUjya bhagavAna tarIke mAnatA nathI? kevI vAta?... chatAM bhale tema mAnI laIe. evI vAto karanAra rASTrapremInI sAme ja koIka gAMdhIjInA bAvalA upara dhUke to? triraMgI dhvajane bALI nAMkhe to? evI vAto karanAra koI premInI priyatamAnA phoTAne koI lAta mAre to? te vakhate zakti hoya to AMkho lAlapILI thayA vinA rahe kharI? ene pUjya
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 137 ke potAnA mAnyA vinA AMkhonA khUNiyAM lAla thatA haze ema! e to kadI na banI zake. AvI dalilo karavA karatAM sIdhuM ja vidhAna karI devuM suMdara lAge che ke, "maMdiranI mUrtine ame mAnatA ja nathI. pUjya paNa nahi, mUrti paNa nahi. e che mAtra paththara." jANavA jevI ramUjanI vAta to e che ke bhagavAnanI mUrtine jaDa paththara mAnIne tene sAmarthyavihoNI mAnanArAo bhagavAnanA nAmano japa to khUba ja sArI saMkhyAmAM karatA hoya che? zuM e nAma paNa jaDa nathI? chatAM jo nAma japamAM bhAva nikSepa svarUpa paramAtmAnuM smaraNa karAvavAnI tAkAta mAnatA ho to tevI ja tAkAta sthApanAnikSeparUpa mUrtimAM paNa kema na manAya ? paththaranI gAya dUdha detI nathI, to gAyanuM nAma paNa dUdha detuM nathI hoM! hA. nAmathI jo gAyanuM smaraNa thAya to gAyanI AkRtivALA ramakaDAthI paNa nAnA bALakane gAyanI oLakha karAvI zakAya che. bALamaMdiramAM jaIne juo to khabara paDe. to paramAtmAnI sthApanA svarUpa mUrti paNa jaDa chatAM tenA dvArA sAcA paramAtmAnI vItarAgatA vagerenuM smaraNa thAya ja. nahi to zuM priyatamAnA mukhadarzanamAM vItarAgatAnuM smaraNa thaI jaze ema? re! sinemAnA paDadA upara jaDa mUrtionA ja dRzyo jovAya che ke bIjuM kAMI ! chatAM karuNa dRzyo jotAM AMko raDI kema UThe che? subhaga gaNAtA milananA dRzyo jotAM haiyuM AnaMdavibhora banI jAya che ke nahi? jaDanI ATalI badhI asara AtmA upara anubhavasiddha hovA chatAM maMdiranI mUrtine jaDa kahI daIne tenI asarakArakatAne avagaNI nAMkhavA jevuM anucita bIjuM kayuM hoI zake e ja samajAtuM nathI. mohanI mUrtiomAM ja ekAkAra thaI gayelA jagatane jo kharekhara ugArI-bacAvI levAnI bhAvanA hoya to mUrtinA darzane galAM thavAne TevAelAMone nirmohInI mUrtionA darzanamAM jaDI ja devA paDaze. emanI e TevonuM UrdhIkaraNa karyA sivAya emane ugAravAno bIjo koI ja rasto zakya nathI. paramAtmAsvarUpa AtmAne banAvavo hoya to prathama to paramAtmAne ja pUrA oLakhavA paDaze... pachI emAM ekAkAra banavuM paDaze. e ekAkAratAnuM-advaitanuM
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________________ | |_ 138 vIra madhurI vANI tArI - bhAna vAraMvAra thaze tyAre ja aMte eka vAra sAce ja sarvakALa mATe paramAtmAsvarUpa banI javAze. paNa paramAtmAnI oLakha karI levA mATe paramAtmAnI ja yAda jArI rAkhavA aparAtmA-sarvanI yAdanuM vismaraNa paNa karavuM ja paDaze. eka nAnakaDI vAta uparathI A vidhAna spaSTa thaI jaze. eka gAmamAM eka paTela raheto hato. gharamAM eka bheMsa rAkhI hatI. eka vAra eka saMnyAsI AvyA. paMdara divasa rahyA bAda saMnyAsIe vidAya thavAnI vAta karI. te vakhate paTele prazna karyo, "mAre paramAtmAsvarUpa banavuM che. mane e dazAnuM Apa bhAna na karAvo ?" saMnyAsIe kahyuM, "e vAta hamaNAM bAjue rAkha. hamaNAM tuM mane tArI bheMsanuM AbehUba citra dorI ApIza?" paTele kahyuM, "jarUra.'' pachI to kalama hAthamAM laIne paTela citra doravA beTho; paNa gaNapatine badale vAMdaro dorI gayA jevuM thayuM. khaDakhaDATa hasI paDatAM saMnyAsIe pUchayuM. "paTela kema Ama thayuM?" paTele kahyuM hajI bheMsa ja mArI AMkha sAme ramatI nathI. bheMsane badale berAchokarAM vagere ghaNAM ghaNAM AMkha sAme khaDA thaI jAya che. - saMnyAsIe kahyuM, "to have huM bIjA trIsa divasa ahIM rahuM chuM. paTela! tame paMdara divasa mATe eka rUmamAM ja besI jAo. najara sAme parazALamAM khAtA-pItIsUtI-bheMsane ja rAkho. bIjuM kazuM na juo. dhIre dhIre bIjA badhAnI yAda paNa bhulAtI jaze. paMdara divasa pUrA thayA bAda pharI e citra doravAno yatna karajo." saMnyAsInA kahevA mujabanI saghaLI sAdhanApaTele karI. paMdaramAM divase bheMsanuM AbehUba citra dorAI gayuM. paTela pote e joIne AphrIna pukArI gayA. pachI temaNe saMnyAsIne kahyuM, "A to ThIka paNa mAre to paramAtmAsvarUpa banavuM che, te svarUpanI jhAMkhI karavI che tenuM zuM? bheMsanA psirathI mane A siddhi thoDI ja maLI? saMnyAsIe kahyuM, "paTela! AkaLA na thAo. tamArI ja manaHkAmanApUrNa karavAnA mArge huM tamane laI jaI rahyo chuM. have bIjA paMdara divasa e ja bheMsanuM vadhu ekAgratA sAthe dhyAna dharo."
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________________ vira ! madhurI vANI tArI 139 paTele bheMsanuM ekAgra dhyAna zarU karI dIdhuM. bIjA paMdara divasa pasAra thaI gayA. soLamAM divase saMnyAsI jAte tyAM AvyA emane jotAM ja paTela cArapage banIne mAthuM halAvatAM halAvatAM AvyA. saMnyAsIne ziMgaDuM mArIne kADhavAno prayatna karA hoya tevI ceSTA karavA lAgyA! saMnyAsIe paTelane khUba DhaMDhoLyA. samAdhithI nivRtta kayA4. paTelane pUchayuM, "zuM thayuM hatuM tamane?'' "prabho! bheMsanA plAnathI huM ja bheMsa banI gayo! mArI jAtane ja bheMsa kalpI lIdhI." sasmita vadane saMnyAsIe kahyuM, "lo tyAre, have paramAtmasvarUpanI jhAMkhI kema thAya e vAta samajAI gaI ne? jagatane bhUlo. jagatpatinI mUrtinuM AlaMbana laIne enI pUrI pichANa karo, AlaMbana cAlu rAkhIne emAM ekAkAra thaI jaIne anubhavagamya paramAtmadazAnuM bhAna karo." A dRSTAMta ApaNane e ja vAta khUba spaSTa karI Ape che ke jagatanA mohapAtrane bhUlI javA mATe nirmohInI pratimAnuM AlaMbana e khUba ja saraLa ane nirbhaya upAya che. lAkaDInA Teke ja cAlavAne TevAyelA mANasa pAsethI jema lAkaDI vinA ja cAlavAnI apekSA ekadama rAkhI na zakAya. mAtra eTaluM ja thaI zake ke enI pAse rahelI saDelI lAkaDI choDI zakAya. paraMtu te mATe ya tenA hAthamAM bIjI sArI majabUta lAkaDI ApavI ja paDe. kemake saDelI lAkaDI chUTI zake tema ce paraMtu koIka Teke cAlavAnI Teva to chUTI ke tema nathI ja. A manovaijJAnika vyavahAradRSTine khyAlamAM laIne ja mahopAdhyAyajIe adhyAtmasAranA anubhavAdhikAramAM aprazasta AlaMbano ane aprazasta vikalpone dUra karavA mATe prAraMbhadazAmAM prazasta AlaMbano ane prazastavikalpone jIvanamAM ane manamAM daDha sthAna ApavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. je AlaMbanathI AtmAnuM bhAna thAya, vizuddhinuM utthAna thAya, zubhasaMkalponI paraMparA cAle te AlaMbana ja ApaNA mATe pUjya AlaMbana kahevAya. bAkInA badhAM ya apUjya AlaMbana kahevAya. AvI vastusthiti hovA chatAM sthApanAdinakSapAnA AlaMbanane pUjya-pUjanIya
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________________ 140 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI na ja mAnavAno Agraha rAkhavAmAM Ave to te khUba ja khedajanaka bInA che. are! keTalIka vAra to bIjA koI nipAnA paramAtmA vidyamAna hovA chatAM sthApanAnikSepo vadhu baLavAna banI jAya che. 1 jarAsaMghanI sAme kRSNa vAsudeva yuddhe caDyA hatA. be yanA lazkaro sAmasAmAM goThavAI gayA hatA. khunakhAra yuddha zarU thayuM. taka joIne jarAsaMghe jarA nAmanI vidyAnuM saMdhAna karyuM.... tarata ja enA prabhAve kRSNanuM samagra sainya mUcchita thaIne dharatI upara DhaLI paDayuM. kRSNavAsudeva gabharAI gayA. bAvIsamA tIrthakara bhagavAna nemanAthano AtmA hajI "kumAra" avasthAnA gRhasthajIvanamAM hato. e dravyanikepasvarUpa tIrthakara kumAra nemanAthI pAse jaIne kRSNa saghaLI vAta karI ane ApattimAMthI ugAravA mATenI salAha mAMgI. kumAra nemanAthe kahyuM, "tame aThamano tapa karIne devatAne prasanna karo. devalokamAM rahelI bhAvItIrthakara bhagavAna pArzvanAthanI pragaTa prabhAvI mUrti prApta karo ane tenI prakSAlapUjA karo. e pUjAnuM havaNa laIne tamArA sainya upara chAMTazo to mUrchA UtarI jaze." kRSNa eka prazna Ubho karyo ke aThamatapanA ArAdhananA traNa divaso sudhI mUcchita senAnuM rakSaNa koNa karaze? mUcchita senAne mArI nAMkhatA jarAsaMghane keTalI vAra? kumAra nemanAthe te javAbadArI potAnA zire lIdhI. kRSNa aThThamatapanuM ArAdhana karavA guphAmAM gayA. kumAra nemanAtha yuddhabhUmi upara AvyA. jagatanA sarvajIvonI mAtA yuddhabhUmie AvIne svahaste bALakonI hatyA kare e bane? jarAsaMgha zatru to kRSNa vAsudevano! kumAra nemanAthano to e ya mitra! ane e ya bhAI? jevo kRSNavAsudeva! kumAra nemanAtha yuddhabhUmie AvyAnuM jANIne devendra camakayo. potAno ratha laIne tarata sevAmAM hAjara thayo. - kumAre e rathane vAsudevanA sainyanI comera gagana maMDaLamAM bhayaMkara vegathI ghumAvavAnuM Indrane sUcana karyuM. Indra te sUcanAno amala karyo. zatrusenAnA zastro ghUmatA rathane TakarAIne tUTI paDavA lAgyA. kumAra nemanAte joradAra tIraMdAjI calAvI paNa te evI ke jarAsaMghano eka paNa sainika na mare. mAtra rAjAonA mugaTone ja
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 141 lakSa banAvIne uDADI de. kevuM ahiMsaka yuddha! hajI gRhasthajIvananI rAgadazAmAM che nemanAtha! nathI thayA vItarAga! chatAM vItarAganA jevI kevI virAgabharI ahiMsaka yuddhanIti! yuddha khelavAnI pharaja AvI tyAre gItAmAM kahyA mujaba kRSNa arjunane yuddha khelI droNAcArya vagere guruvarganI hatyAno upadeza pyo ane ahIM pharaja AvI paDI chatAM ahiMsaka yuddha khelAyuM. virAgInI paNa A kevI adbhuta yuddhakaLA! yuddha karavAM chatA sAva ja ahiMsaka yuddha! yuddhamAM paNa ahiMsA ! aphasosa! Aje to vizvazAMtinI vAto pAchaLa karoDo mAnavonI hiMsA karI nAMkhavAnI yojanAo taiyAra thayelI che! kRSNa vAsudeve aThamanI sAdhanA karIne mUrtine meLavI bhAvabharI aSTa prakAranI pUjA karI. prakSAla jala laIne yuddhabhUmi upara vyA. mUcchita sainya upara e jalano chaMTakAva karyo ane tarata ALasa maraDIne dareka yoddho Ubho thaI gayo! ApaNe ahIM e ja vicAravAnuM che ke kumAra nemanAtha e vakhate dravyatIrthakaranI avasthAmAM hatA chatAM emaNe ja sthApanA nikSepasvarUpa bhAvI tIrthakaranI avasthAmAM hatA chatAM emaNe ja sthApanA nikSepasvarUpa bhAvI tIrthaMkara pArzvanAtha prabhunI mUrtinA prakSAla jalane lAvavAnuM kahyuM! zuM AthI sthApanAnize pAnI mahattA sthira thaI jAya tevuM nathI? bIjo paNa eka prasaMga laIe. mahArAjA kRNikanI rANI padmAvatI hatI. kuNikanA pitA zreNike halla vihallane navasero hAra ane secanaka hAthI vagere bheTa ApyAthI temanI bhAbI padmAvatIne IrSA thaI. potAnA pati kuNikane pANI caDAvyuM ane nAnA bhAI halla-vihallA pAsethI te vastu meLavI levA mokalyA. bhAIoe kahyuM, "pitAe ApelI cIja tamane kepa ApIe? nahi maLe." Ama kahIne svarakSA mATe be ya bhAIo potAnA mAmA ceDarAjAno Azraya levA cAlyA gayA. rAjA kuNika, rAjA ceTaka sAme yuddha caDayo. khunakhAra yuddha thayuM. eka karoDa eMsI lAkha mAnavono be ya pakSe thaIne saMhAra thaI gayo. to ya rAjA kuNika rAjA ceTaka upara vijaya meLavI na zakyo. tyAM tene khabara
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________________ 142 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI paDI ke yuddha nahi jItI zakavAnuM kAraNa to zatru rAjyamAM rahelo bhagavAna munisuvrata svAmIjIno stUpa che je stUpamAM bhagavAna munisuvrata svAmIjInI pratimA che. ene dUra karyA vinA yuddha jItI zakAya nahi. kaNike kAvAdAvA karIne eka munine zIlabhraSTa karyA ane temanA dvArA te sUpa ukheDAvI nAMkhyo. joradAra AkramaNa karyuM. vijaya prApta thayo. lAkho sainikonA baLathI prApta vijayane mAtra muni suvratasvAmIjInI pritamAnA astitva ja "rUka jAo'no Adeza Apyo ne? kadAca koI kahe ke e pratimAnA adhiSThAyaka deve te vijaya thavA na dIdho - to te vAta paNa barobara ja che. paraMtu ethI to e nakkI thaI gayuM ne ke sthApanAnikSepAne samyagudRSTi devo paNa pUjya mAne che? ane tenI tahenAtamAM khaDe page UbhA rahe che ! khera, chatAM sthApanAnikSepane pUjya na ja mAnavo hoya to koI upAya nathI. AdrakumAranA jIvanaparivartanamAM e pUjya pratimAe ja bhAga bhajavyAnuM zAstramAM spaSTa jaNAvyuM che. re! svayaMbhUramaNa samudranA mUrti jevA AkAravALA paththarothI aneka matsyone jAtismaraNa thayAnuM, ane te pachI dezaviratidharma pAmyAnuM jaNAvavAmAM AvyuM che. A badhI zAstranA cIMdhyA mArge cAlavAnI himAyata karanArAo paNa jo tene mAnavAno sApha InkAra ja karavA mAMgatA hoya to temanI zAstra kaTTaratAne so so namaskAra! re! ahIM lakhAtA akSaro paNa mUrti ja che ne? e akSaronA samUharUpa jaDa zabdo, ane vAkyothI paNa AtmAne bodha thAya che. saMbhrama thAya che. e svAnubhava siddha hakIkata chatAM mUrtinI jaDatAmAM koI ja sAmarthya na mAnavAnI vAta karanArAone vadhAre to zuM kahevuM? ghanaghora saMgrAma khelato rAjA rAvaNa aSTApada tIrtha upara sthApanA nikSepAnI bhaktimAM ja gAMDotUra banyo hato ne! ane temAM ja tenI kasoTI vI hatI ne? dehano paNa adhyAsa mUkI devA jevuM abhUtapUrva baLa rAjA rAvaNane e bhaktie nahotuM ApyuM zuM?
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 143 mahAtmA nAgaketunI vAta nathI jANatA? sthApanAnipekSAsvarUpa bhagavAnanI ja bhaktinA raMge caDayA hatA ne 4 ane e bhAvanA bhukkA bolAvI de evI kasoTI AvI kAtila sarpadaMzanI .chatAM ya vAra UtarI gayA re! kSapakazeNie caDyA ane kevaLajJAna pAmyA! jinapaDimA jinasArIkhI' e sUtrane have to kabUlo. chatAM na ja kabUlavuM hoya to to have vadhu kAMI ja kahevuM nathI. sthApanAnipAnI pUjyatAne avagaNI zakAya tema nathI. AvI avagaNanA karIne stAnakavAsI baMdhuoe devatattvanI ArAdhanAnuM jabbara AlaMbana khoyuM. digaMbaroe gurU khoIne, ane terApaMthIe dayAdAnano dharma khoIne saghaLuM gumAvyuM. chatAM emanI AMkho na khUle to bIjA zuM kare! bhAvasnAna svarUpa : dravyanAnamAM nadI kUvA vagerenA jaLanI jarUra paDe che; jyAre bhAvanAnamAM to zubhacittanA dharmadhyAnAdi svarUpa jaLanI jarUra paDe che. cittanA zubha adhyavasAyo e ja bhAvasnAnanuM jaLa che. enAthI AtmA upara lAgelA jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karmamaLo dhovAIne nAza pAme che. AtmAnA svarUpane malina karanAra A karmamaLa ja che. vItarAgasvarUpa AtmAmAM rAgAdibhAvonI malinatA karmamaLathI pese che ane rAgAdibhAvonI malinatA e karmamaLone vadhAre che. be ya eka bIjAnA pUraka banI rahyA che. jo rAgAdi che ota karmamaLo kheMcavAnA ja. jo karmamaLa che to prAyaH rAgAdi kheMcAvAnA ja. zakti ane zoNitanA jevo A beno parasparano saMbaMdha che. zarIramAM zakti na hoya to zoNita (lohI) na vadhe, zoNita na hoya to zakti na vadhe. rAgAdi maLa ane karmamaLanI ekabIjAnI pUrakatA to vaidya gAMdhInA sahiyArA jevI che. bemAMthI ekanuM-rAgAdinuM astitva nAbUda karavuM ja rahyuM. pachI karmamaLo AtmA upara jhAjhuM rahI zake tema nathI. paNa be vacce ghaniSTa saMbaMdha upara kuhADo mAravAnuM kAma khUba ja muzkela che. kuhADAno ghA lAgatAM ja saMsAra paryAya maravA lAge che. eka bharI pAse ApoApa baMdha thaI jatuM tALuM che. te bhAI utAvaLamAM cAvI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI rUmamAM mUkIne bahAra nIkaLe che. bAraNuM baMdha karIne tALuM dAbe che. tarata tAluM baMdha thaI jAya che. have cAvI to aMdara rahI gaI! cAvI bahAra kADhavI zI rIte ? 144 tALuM khUle nahi to cAvI maLe nahi. cAvI male nahi to tALuM khUle nahi. be ya ekabIjAne saMlagna muzIbato che. A sthitimAMthI rasto kADhavo hoya to te eka ja che. zastrano ghA karI tALuM ja toDI nAkhavuM paDe. AvuM ja kaMIka ahIM che. rAgAdi maLo ane karmamaLonA saMbaMdhanA ghaniSTa viSacakrane toDI nAMkhavA mATe dhyAnano jJAnaphaLasvarUpa svAdhyAyano ghA Avazyaka che. je AvA dharmadhyAnano Azraya le che te mumukSu rAgAdimaLono kaccaraghANa bolAve che. aMte zukladhyAna upara ArUDha thaI kSapakazreNinA aMte-rAgadi sarvamaLono vinAza kare che. have pachI bAkI rahetA aghAtI karmamaLomAM rAgAdimaLanuM utpAdana karavAnI tAkAta hotI ja nathI. eTale rAgAdimaLone utpanna karyA vinA ja pote maratA jAya che. yAvat vinAza pAmI jAya che. A che dhyAnAtmaka bhAvasnAnano mahimA. yatio ja uttamakoTinuM bhAvanAna karI zake H jagatanI vastune jevuM che tevuM ja zastracakSuthI jeo jANe che teo jJAnasamRddha kahevAya paNa jJAnI to na ja kahevAya. jJAnI ane yati eka ja vastu che. jJAnI eTale jagatanA pUrNasvarUpano zastracakSu dvArA pUrNajJAtA. jJAna e sUjhanI vastu che. buddhinI mAtra nahi.. AtmAnA UDANamAMthI utpanna thayelI sUjha. jemane evI sUjha prApta thAya che ke jagata vinAzI che, azaraNa che, asahAya che, azucimaya che. e AtamAo evA doSa saMpanna jagatamAM rahI zakatA paNa nathI. evA doSadagdha jagatano tyAga karyA vinA teo jaMpatA ja nathI. AnuM ja nAma sAcI sUjha kahevAya. sAcI sUjhavALo jJAnI kahevAya. jIvanasamRddha yuti kahevAya. jyAre korI sUjhavALo jJAnasamRddha saMsArI kahevAya. jJAnavAdI pracAraka kahI zakAya. kiMtu jIvanasamRddha yuti to na ja kahevAya. sAcuM jJAna jIvanamAM heyano tyAga, upAdeyano svIkAra karAvyA vinA rahe ja
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 145 nahi. ahIM ApaNe evA bhAva-jJAnanI ja vAta karIe chIe. zrutajJAna ke ciMtAjJAnanI nahi. jagatanA vastasvarUpanuM sAcuM jJAna meLavanArA jIvanasamRddha yatio ja bhAvasnAnamAM samAI jatAM viziSTa koTinA dharma-zukla dhyAnane uttamottama rIte pAmI zake che. gRhastho nahi ja. mamatve saLagAvelI aneka ciMtAonI dhUNI vacce dhagadhagatA ane zekI jatAM saMsArIonA manamAM viziSTa dharmazukla dhyAna kyAMthI saMbhave ? e mATe to joIze mata. mamata ane jagatamAtrano tyAga. jagatano tyAga, svamatanA kadAgrahano tyAga, ane na chUTatI dehanI ya mamatAno tyAga. A traNe ya tyAga je pAmI zake e ja tyAgI kahevAya. e ja yogI kahevAya. jagatathI dUra dUra jaIne vaselAM, paramAtmAnA caraNonA zaraNe jaIne gulAbI ThaMDakane mANatA, sahu mATe marI paravArelA, potA mATe sahune marI paravArelA samajIne-svapara-sahunA snAna karI chUTelA saMtonI duniyA ja emanI maDhulImAM besIne viziSTa dharmadhyAnAdine sparzI zake, re! dhyAnanA e hojamAM jAtane jhaboLI jhaboLIne madamasta mastAniyatane mANI zake. jagatathI para thayA vinA para dhyAnone sparzI ja na zakAya. mananA kacarA dUra karyA vinA paramatattvane manamAM padharAvI ja na zakAya. eTale taddana sAcuM vidhAna che bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijInuM ke RSi-munivaro ja uttama rIte viziSTa dharmAdidhyAnane sparzI zake. saMsArIonA to ahIM kAma ja nahi. bezaka e loko ya dharmadhyAnane sparzavAno yatna to kare paNa emAM jhAjhI phAvaTa to na ja meLave. ane RSione to A bhAvasnAna ja uttama! peluM dravyasnAna nahi! jemaNe hiMsAdi doSone AjIvana daphanAvyA che. te yatione dravyasnAnanA hiMsAdinI paNa zI jarUra che? sadA bhAva snAna karatAM A yatio potAnA mahAvratonA pariNAmone ujALatAM ja jAya che, ane AtmasvabhAvane pragaTa karatAM ja jAya che. pachI e ja dhyeyathI karAtAM dravyasnAnapUrvakanA jinAryanAdinI temane koI AvazyakatA rahetI nathI. mUlaguNa ane uttaraguNanI prApti mATe jinapUjA che. ane e guNonI vRddhi mATe ya e jinapUjA che. jeo nathI pAmyA e guNone te gRhastho mATe bezaka yogya
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________________ 146 vIra madhurI vANI tArI che jinapUjAnuM dravyasnAna. paraMtu te guNo pAmI cUkelA yatione mATe to te dravyasnAna nirarthaka ja che ne? prAptaguNonI vRddhi paNa emanA bhAvasnAnathI satata thatI rahe che. pachI dravyasnAna apekSA ja kyAM rahI! AthI ja RSio mATe to A bAvasnAna ja uttama che. zubha bhAvaprAptimAM hetubhUta dravyasnAna che, ane prApta bhAvazuddhimAM hetubhUta bhAvasnAna che. durbhAvomAM ramato gRhastha dravyasnAna karIne bhAvasnAna pAme che. bhAvasnAnathI muktinuM paramapada prApta kare che. Ama gRhastho paramparayAsarvakarmakSayanI siddhi prApta kare che. snAna to sAcuM A ja kahevAya ke je snAna karyA pachI pharI snAna karavAnuM nathI. jUnA maLono nAza to kare che A snAna. paraMtu enI lokottara viziSTatA e che ke ahIM to snAna karyA pachI maLa lAgato ja natI. laukika snAna te kAMI snAna kahevAtA haze ke je eka vAra karyA pachI paNa pharI pharI karatA ja rahevA paDe. pharI pharI maLa lAgI javAne kAraNe sto! vaLI e snAna to dehanA maLa dUra kare eTaluM ja. AtmAnA karmamaLane to jarA ya dUra na karI zake. karmamaLane dUra na karanArA gaMgAsnAna paNa zA kAmanA? jenetara dArzaniko gaMgAsnAnathI karmamaLa dUra thavAnI vAto kare che te saMpUrNataH asaMbaddha pralApa che. hA, gaMgAsnAna karavAthI dehamaLa jarUra dUra thAya kiMtu e to baLadIAno paNa dehamaLa dUra thaI jAya. jo e ya gaMgAmAM jhaMpalAve to. to dehamaLa dUra karatAM dhArmika jananI tyAM zI vizeSatA? dharmAnya lokonI A vRttine thappaDa mAravA mATe to tukArAme pavitra gaNAtI nadIomAM snAna karavA nIkaLelI yAtrikonI TUkaDIne potAnI pAse paDelI kaDavI dUdhI ApI hatI ane temane kahyuM hatuM ke A dUdhIne paNa tamArI joDe dareka nadImAM snAna karAvajo.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI yAtrikoe tema ja karyuM. bhAratanI pavitra gaNAtI ghaNI nadInA snAna karIne teo potAnA vatanamAM pAchA pharyA. dUdhI laIne tukArAma pAse gayA. tukArAme badhA ya ne jamADavA mATe besADayA. e ja dUdhInuM zAka karyuM. ane sahune thALImAM pIrasyuM. moMmA mukatAnI sAthe ja dareka yAtrika 'thU thU' karavA lAgyo. tukArAme kAraNa pUchyuM, "are sakhA tukA! bhAjI to kaDavI Ahe!'' 147 tukArAme sasmita kahyuM, "bhAratanI ghaNI pavitra nadIonA snAna karyA pachI paNa A dUdhI kaDavI ja rahI! to pachI snAnano mahimA zuM ? re! mitro nadInA snAna karavAthI kAMI AtmanA maLa jatA nathI; dehanA ja maLa dUra thAya che samajyA !'3 sahu A vAta samajIne zaramathI mAthuM nIcuM nAkhI gayAM! ApaNe tevA apradhAna dravyasnAnano mahimA ahiM gAtAM ja nathI. gRhasthonA paNa te ja dravyasnAna zAstravihita che je bhAvasnAnanuM avazya kAraNa banI javAnA che. AthI ja dravyasnasnAdinI jIva virAdhanAo tenI ja maMjUra thaI zake che je bhAvastavanA vakhate prabhubhaktimAM ekAkAra thAya che ane aMte prArthanA sUtramAM pukAra karato mAMge che. "he bhavAtIta! tArA prabhAvathI mane saMsAranA sukho upara tiraskArabhAva utpanna thAo.'' cekamAM rakama bharanAre sahI karavAnuM bhUlI na javuM joIe. sahI vinAnA lAkha rUpiyAnA cekane khIssAmAM mUkIne tenuM abhimAna dhAraNa kare te pAgala gaNAya. kemake evA cekanI kiMmata nayA eka paisAnI ja thAya che. A vAtane kriyAruci dhArmika AtmAoe khUba ja sArI rIte samajI levI joIe.
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________________ 148 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI (3) pUjASTaka
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 149 zloko ane saMkSipta anuvAda aSTapuSpI samAkhyAtA svrgmokssprsaadhnii| azuddhatarabhedena dvidhA tatvArthadarzibhiH / / 1 / / tattvadarzI - jJAnI puruSoe aSTapuSpI pUjA be prakAre kahI che; (1) azuddha ane (2) zuddha. te (anukrame) svarga ane mokSanA sAdhanarUpa che. zuddhagamairthathAlAbhaM pratyagraiH zucibhAjanaiH / stokairvA bahubhirvA'pi puSpairjAtyAdisambhavaiH / / 2 / / assttaapaayvinirmukttdutthgunnbhuutye| vIyate vevadevAya yA saIzuddhayuvADhatA rU // zuddha-prAmANika rIte prApta karelAM, tAjAM, zuddha bhAnamAM rAkhelAM, thoDAM athavA ghaNAM , jevAM sAMpaDayAM tevAM mAlatI vagerenA puSpo dvArA ATha apAyanAkarmonA nAzathI utpanna thayela anaMta jJAnAdiguNavALA devAdhidevanI je pUjA thAya che, te (nizcayanayanI apekSAo) azuddha pUjA kahevAI che. saGkIrNeSA svarUpeNa drvyaamdhaavprsktitH| puNyabandhanamittatvAd vijJeyA sarvasAdhanI / / 4 / / svAbhAvika rIte ja pApamizra A azuddha pUjA (puSpAdi) dravya dvArA (bhakti) bhAvane utpanna karanArI hovAthI svarganA sAdhanarUpa samajavI. yA punarbhAvajaiH puSpaiH zAstroktiguNasaGgataiH / paripUrNatvato'mlAnairata eva gusandhimaH / / 5 / / vaLI zAstrAjJArUpI guNa-dorIthI guMthAyelAM (ahiMsAdirUpa) bhAvapuSpo ke je paripUrNa vikasita-doSa ke uNapavinAnA-hovAthI tAjAM -ANakaramAelAM ane sugaMdhIvALAM che, temanA dvArA je aSTapuSpI pUjA thAya che, te "zuddha pUjA' kahevAya ahiMsAsatyamasteyaM brhmcrymsnggtaa| gurubhaktistapo jJAnaM satpuSpANi pracakSate / / 6 / /
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________________ IL 150 vira ! madhurI vANI tArI ahiMsA satya, asteya, brahmacarya, aparigraha, gurubhakti, tapa ane jJAna e ATha bhAvapuSpo kahevAya che. ebhirdevAdhidevAya vhumaanpurssraa| dIyate pAlanAdyA tu sA vai zuddhatyudAhRtA / / 7 / / e ATha bhAvapuSponA yarthAtha pAlana dvAra ja devAdhidevanI bahumAnapUrvaka je pUjA thAya che, te zuddha pUjA kahevAya che. prazasto hyanayA bhAvastata: karmakSayo dhruvaH / karmakSayAcca nirvANamataeSA satAM matA / / 8 / / e zuddha pUjAthI bhAva-AtmapariNAma-zuddha thAya che, te zuddha bhAvathI karmakSaya avazyabhAvI bane che ane karmakSayathI mokSa maLe che, tethI satparuSone bhAvapUjAzuddha pUjA-mAnya che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 15 1 trIjA aSTakanI vivecanA snAna karIne devatAnuM pUjana karavAnuM hoya eTale "snAnanuM nirupaNa karIne have devatA-pUjananuM svarUpa vicArIe. keTalAko evuM mAne che ke zvetAmbaro devatAno svIkAra karIne temanI pUjA to karatA nathI to pachI devAtano svIkAra karavAno koI artha ja raheto nathI. jo devatAnuM pUjana na karavuM hoya to devatAnI pratimAne svIkAravAno artha zo? A mAnyatAno bhrama toDI nAkhavA mATe paNa devatA-pUjananA nirUpaNanuM aSTaka khUba ja sArthaka banI jaze. zAstrakAroe aSTapUSmI pUjA kahI che. aSTapuSpI eTale 'ATha ja puSpovALI' evI pUjA ema artha na karavo. devatAnI pUjA ApaNe tene kahI zakIe jemAM ochAmAM ochA ATha puSpa to sAmAnya rIte hovA ja joIe. A ja graMthakAra AgaLa upara kahevAnA che ke thoDA puSpothI ke ghaNA badhA puSpothI paNa devatA pUjA thaI zake che. emAM ya ATha puSpothI devapUjana karavAmAM je hetu samAyelA che te AgaLa upara ApaNe joIzuM. eTale aSTapuSpIno nikRSTa artha to eTalo ja thayo ke devatAnuM pUjana sAva thoDA, ATha, ke ghaNA-puSpothI karavuM joIe. A aSTapuSpI pUjAnA be prakAra kahyA che. (1) sAvadya aSTa puSmI-azuddha. (2) ane niravadya aSTapuSpI - zuddha. sAvadya aSTapuSpI pUjA svargAdisvarUpa abhyadayane ApanArI bane che. niravadya aSTapuSpI pUjA mokSa svarUpa niHzreyasa padane ApanArI bane che. Ama judA judA be phaLa ApanArI aSTapuSpI paNa be prakAranI banI jAya che. athavA to zuddha ane azuddha ema be bhedathI paNa be prakAranI aSTapuSpI pUjA kahI zakAya. have ApaNe azuddha-svaga4 phaLadAtrI - aSTapuSmI pUjAno vigatavAra vicAra karIe. azuddha-aSTapuSmI pUjana-avarUpa nIti saMpana vaibhavaH audArya : jagatamAM prApta thatAM puSpothI devAdhidevanI je pUjA thAya che te azuddha aSTapuSpI
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________________ 152 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI pUjA kahevAya che. AvA puSponI prApti pAchaLa dravyamAM nIti ane audArya e khUba ja mahatvanI bAbata che. game te rIte puSpo meLavI levA ane pachI pUjA karI levI te topuSpapUjA ja nathI. paraMtu nItithI prApta kareluM dhana hoya ane e dhana paNa audArya sAthe ja mALIne ApIne puSpo kharIdatA hoya... evA puSponI pUjA paNa azuddha puSpapUjA kahevAya che; AgaLa kahevAtI zuddha puSpapUjAnI apekSAe / nIti ane audAryane prAyaH atyaMta ghaniSTa saMbaMdha che. dhana jo nItithI prApta thayuM hoya to te dhana audArya sAthe ja anyatra janAruM banI jAya che. audAryanI janetA nIti che ema kahIe to sAmAnyataH khoTuM nahi gaNAya. jevuM dhana tevuM anna, jevuM anna tevuM mana, jevuM mana tevuM jIvana, ane jevuM jIvana tevI bhavobhavanI ghaTamALa. dhanamAM nIti hoya to annamAM amI hoya ja, pachI manamAM audArya Ave ja, jIvanamAM pAvitrya Ave ja, ane bhava bhavanI ghaTamALamAM muktio vicAra kendrasthAna pAme ja. puSpa kharIdImAM audArya anivArya che kemake e audArya pravacana prabhAvanAno atyaMta jabbara hetu banI jAya che. pravacanaprabhAvanA jevo koI dharma nathI. pravacanahIlanA jevuM koI pApa nathI. A vAta AgaLa upara graMthakAra pote ja AkhuM aSTaka rokIne ApaNane jaNAvavAnA che eTale ahIMtenuM vizeSa vivecana karavAnu munAsiba lAgatuM nathI. have jo pravacanaprabhAvanA mahAna dharma hoya to teno sAdhaka audAryaguNa paNa mahAna dharma ja banI jAya che. ane te audArya guNane pAmavA mATe nItimattAnuM jIvana atizaya Avazyaka banI rahe che. re! jyAM nItinuM dhana haze tyAM mAtra audArya nahi hoya, saghaLA ya guNo haze. saMpa ane jaMpa paNa tyAM ja vasatA haze. sukha ane zAMti paNa tyAM ja killo karatAM haze.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 153 jyAM dhanopArjanamAM nItinuM nAma nathI tyAM mAtra kRpaNatA haze ema na samajazo. tyAM kyo avaguNa nahi hoya te ja prazna banI raheze, tyAM asukha ane azAMti sadA ALoTatA haze kauTuMbika kalezonI Aga samagra kuTuMbane dhIre dhIre bharakhI letI haze e dhana paNa anItinA pApanI udhaIothI satata khavAtuM cavAtuM haze. luccAo tyAM ja dhADa pADatA haze. khuzAmatonI khIcaDI paNatyAM ja taiyAra thaI jatI haze. | sarvatra mahattva pAmato nItino guNa paramopakArI paramapitAnI puSpapUjAnI vidhimAM to keNa ahIM to nItinA dhananI puSpapUjAnI ja vAta karI che paraMtu A vAta sarvaprakAranI pUjAomAM ApaNe samajI levI rahI. sarva prakAranA dharmomAM A vAta lagADI devI rahI. anItithI dharma! te ya hoMze hoMze! dharmathI anItinuM jIvana! peTa bharIne? kaLiyuganI A parAkASTA ja nahi hoya zu? pelo nItimAna kothaLiyo vANiyo yAda Ave che ke jeNe puSpo detI mAlaNa sAthe kadI bhAvatAla nakkI to nahoto karyo paNa khobo bharIne ja roja dhana ApyuM hatuM! jenA pariNAme mAlaNe potAnuM ghara UbhuM karI dIdhuM hatuM! kyAM AjanA bhAvatAla karIne paisA bacAvyAnI khumArImAM rAcatA-mAcatA puSpapUjako ! koI emane cUse te jarAya na game! koIne ya emane cUsavAno adhikAra ja nahi! ane e sahune cUsI zake. puNaahINAM A loko nIti vihoNA dhananA svAmitvane kAraNe ja audAryanA guNane saLagAvI cUkyA haze ne? AvA lokonI gaNatarI baddha pUjAo-gaNitapUrvakanA ja thatAM emanAM tamAma dharmo kuzalAnubaMdhI puNyanA kadI paNa janaka banI zake nahi. bezaka. jevo tevo paNa dharma kare che mATe puNya to jarUra bAMdhavAnA paraMtu saMpUrNataH pApAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhavAnA. jenA udayakALamAM AjIvana pAmaze e loko khAna-pAnanI moja, ane tamAma jAtanI sagavaDo, paraMtu koI nAstika zeThanI vahAlI kUtarI-IndunA peTe kUtarA
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI tarIkeno janma daIne ja. dharme Apyu sukhI jIvana! buddhinA saphAIbaMdha gaNite Apyo kUtarAnAM khoLie janma ane e ja khoLie asamAdhinuM maraNa. anItinA ane anaudAryanA bhayAnaka pariNAmono jo khyAla vI jaze to dhanopArjanamAM nItimattA AvI jaze. e nItimattA jIvananA upavanane audAryAdi guNothI maheka maheka karIne ja mUkaze. 154 zuM nIti zakya ja nathI ? loko kahe che, 'paNa nIti zakya nathI, anItinA jIvana vinA koI baMgalA banAvI zake tema nathI.'' kevI che A lokavRtti! jeno paNa A vicAramAM taNAyA! peTa pUratuM anAja ane aMganI eba DhAMkavA pUratuM vastra meLavavA mATe ya je saMsAra khaDo karavo paDe ce tene ya pApa saMsAra kahyo che. durgatinuM kAraNa kahyo che. to paTArAo bharavA, baMgalAo banAvavA, InDasTrIo calAvavI emAM pApa keTalAM? mAtra AlokanA sukhane denArA, bhUtakALanA puNyane cAvI khAnArA ane jAnatAja bhAvIne du:khothI bhaDake saLagAvanArA e raMgarAgamAM jaina paNa levAI jAya ? ane evA mohaka kSaNika jIvana mATe e ya nyAyanItinA dharmane abharAIe caDAve ! koNa kahe che nyAyanIti zakya ja nathI? kahenAro mRSAvAdI che; naradama. saMkalpa karo ke, "nItithI ja maLaze to ya mIThA manAvI laIza.'' pachI nItinuM jIvana jarA ya azakya nathI. paNa jo peTanI bhUkhane badale bhoganI bhUkha lAgI haze to e Agane koI ja tRpta karI zake tema nathI. anItithI abajo rUpiyA meLavIne paNa nahi. bhUkha to peTanI hoya to ja tene pahoMcAya. peTanuM gajuM keTaluM ? mAMgaNIA jeTaluM ja ne ? nItinA dhanathI peTanI bhUkha to jarUra pUrI karI zakAya tema che. Aje, A ja kaLamAM hoM! bIjI paNa eka vAta vicAraNIya che ke vepAra to vizvAsa upara cAle che. vepArI game teTalo dagAbAja hoya paraMtu tenI nItinI vAtothI jo te potAnA gharAko upara vizvAsa jamAvI de to ja gharAko tene tyAM doDe.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 15 5 A sArvatrika anubhavathI ema jarUra kahI zakAya ke vepArInI nIti tamAma grAhakone apekSita che. je vepArI nItimAn tarIkeno vizvAsa meLave che teno ja vepAra jAme che. AjanA moTA bhAganA vepArIo paNa pUrA anItikhora hovA chatAM emanAM vepAranuM nAva to nItinI vAtonA saDhathI ja saDasaDATa doDayuM jAya che. bhale. paraMtu anItinA emanAM pApa chUpyAM chUpatAM nathI. game tyAre e tUTI paDe che, vidyutanI jema; ane dina be dinamAM ke mAsa be mAsamAM vepArInI vaibhava lIlAnA vaLatAM pANI thaI jAya che. A uparathI spaSTa rIte samajAya che ke vepAra to visa upara ja cAle che ane vizvAsa paNa vepArInI nItimattA aMgeno ja hoya che. have jo koI mANasa rUpiye eka Ano napho meLavavAnI nItithI vepAra kare ane sadA e nItine vaLagato rahe to keTalA lokono vizvAsa pAmato e nItimAnuM vepArI paNa zuM bAga-baMgalAno mAlika nathI banI zakato? ane evA nItinA sahAre jIvana jIvatA loko seMkaDonA jIvana ujALIne AzIrvAdha nathI pAmI zakatA? eTale evo ya ekAMta natI ke nItithI jIvanArane roTalo ne chAza na maLI zake, bezaka, teNe apekSA to teTalI ja rAkhavI joIe. puSpapUjAnI bhavya saphaLatA nIti ane audAryanA saMlagna guNomAM paDelI che e ApaNe joyuM. tAjA puSpo svaccha puSpadAnI hajI bIjI paNa keTalIka kALajI Avazyaka che. jema dravyasnAnathI deha nirmaLa thayo, nIti ane odhAryathI vyavahAra nirmaLa thayo tema puSpo ane puSpapUjAnuM pAtra puSpadAnI paNa nirmaLa joIe. karamAI gayelA puSpo nirmaLa kahevAya. meluM-gaMduM pAtra paNa nirmaLa kahevAya. puSpo tAjA joIe AgalA divasanA UtarelA vAsI thaI gayelA puSpo na cAlI zake. puSpadAnI paNa jalathI nirmaLa karelI hovI joIe. asvaccha na cAlI zake. vyavahAra dharma 'bAhya ne jUe che. nizcaya dharma 'bAhya'ne mahattva na ApatAM "AMtara'ne jue che. paraMtu "AMtara'
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________________ 156 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI kevuM che? teno AbehUba phoTo vyavahAranA bAhyamAM acUka AvI jAya che. jevuM mana tevo ja prAyaH bAhya vyavahAra hoya. je mANasane paramakRpALu paramapitAnI puSpapUjAmAM 'vAsI' puSpo paNa cAlI zake, gaMdI puSpadAnIno ya vAMdho na hoI zake enuM mana kevuM hovuM joIe? AvuM badhuM paNa manane cAlI zake che e manano ja bhAva che ne? te melo che ke sAro? A rIte mananI malinatA pakaDAI jAya che. vastutaH vAsI puSpo ke gaMdI puSpadAnI jeTalA kharAba che te karatAM calAvI levAno manano bhAva khUba ja kharAba mana meluM rahI jAya to dehanA snAna nakAmA jAya, nIti ane audArya paNa pAchA paDe. game te calAvI levAnuM bhAvasvarUpa azubhamanane dUra karavuM ja rahyuM te mATe vAsI puSpo ane melI puSpadAnIne paNa TALavI ja rahI. kAdavamAM khUMpI gayelA Dukkarane joIne abrAhma liMkananA aMtaramAM duHkha pedA thaI ghacauM e du:khe tyAre ja jAya tema hatuM jyAre Dukkarane kAdavamAM bahAra kaDhAya. potAnA manoduHkhane dUra karavA liMkane Dukkarane kAdavamAMthI bahAra kADhyuM. dharmakriyA game tevuM calAvI levAnA manobhAvane dezavaTo devA vAsI puSpo ane melI puSpadAnIne dezavato devo ja rahyo. re! e dezavaTo devo paDato nathI. Apopa dezavaTo devAI jAya che. nirmaLatA pAmavAnA lakSavALAne e badhuM nirmaLa rAkhavAnI eka sahaja AgrahavRtti hoya che. badhuM nirmaLa rAkhyA vinA mahAdevanA pUjana e karI ja zakato nathI. A uparathI ApaNe supere samajI zakIzuM ke AtmAnI nirmaLatA pAmavA mATe snAnanI dehika nirmaLatA mAtra na cAlI zake. mana paNa nirmaLa ja joIe. mananI malinatA sAtenI dehAdinI nirmaLatAo A viSayamAM kadI kAragata nIvaDI zake nahi. paramapitAnI puSpapUjAnA phaLa che jIvanamAM zAMti, mRtyu vakhate samAdhi, paralokamAM sagatinI paraMparA ane aMte muktinI prApti. AtmAnI nirmaLatAnA lakSavihoNI puSpapUjA e vastutaH zAstravihita
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI puSpapUjA ja nathI. AthIsto puSpapUjAne aSTapuSpI kahI che. AtmA upara lAgelo ATha karmano maLa toDI pADavAnA uddezathI ATha maLonA nAza karavAnA che. ekekA puSpa ekekA karmano nAza. eTale ja anaMtakarma-skandhanI ekekI prakRtinA vinAzanI pratikarUpa che; A ekekI puSpapUjA. 157 bezaka. AThathI paNa adhika puSpo hoya to kazo vAMdho nathI. evuM kAMI ja nathI ke alpapuSponI pUjAnuM alpa phaLa ane bahupuSponI pUjAnuM bahu phaLa. phaLanuM trAjavuM to bhAvanA kAMTe UMcuMnIcuM thatuM rahe che. saMkhyA sAthe tene jhAjhI nisbata nathI. puSpapUjAnA puSpo paNa dekhAve suMdara joIe ane sugaMdhita hovA joIe. raMga ane gaMdhanA AkarSaNao bhAvukAtmAnA bhAvollAsane uchALavAnuM jhaDapI kAma karatAM hoya che. jAI, jUI, mAlatI, gulAba, caMpo vagere AvA suMdara puSpo kahI zakAya. alaMkAro caDAvavA aMge digaMbaramata vicAra digaMbaro kahe che ke zAstramAM kudaratanA puSpothI puSpapUjA karavAnuM je vidhAna karavAmAM AvyuM che tenAthI ema samajAya che ke suvarNAdino puSpo paramapitAnA aMga upara caDAvI na zakAya. teo kahe che ke vicAra karatAM A vAta ThIka paNa lAge che kemake kudaratanA puSpo to eka vAra caDAvyA pachI mlAna thaI javAnA kAraNe bIjI vAra caDAvI zakAtA ja nathI. jyAre sonAnA puSpo to myAna thatAM nathI eTale pharI vAra caDAvavAnuM paNa zakya banI jAya che. ema karavA jatAM nirmAlya puSpane pharI caDAvavArUpa doSa AvI jAya che. AvuM na banI jAya te mATe suvarNAdi puSpono niSedha karI dIdho hoya ane kudaratI puSpo caDAvavAnuM vidhAna karyuM hoya te ThIka ja lAge che. paraMtu A maMtavya barobara nathI kemake zAstramAM kaMcana, motI, ratna vagerenI vividha mALAo prabhunA aMge caDAvavAnuM kahyuM che. prazna, 'pharI caDAvavAnA doSa'no che. paraMtu caDAvelI te mALAo jo UtAravAmAM ja na Ave to caDelI mALAne parI caDAvavA rUpa nirmAlyanA AropaNano doSa paNa nahi lAge. vaLI gulAba vagere kudaratI puSpo to samaya jatAM durgandhi thaI jAya che eTale te to avazya utArI
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________________ 158 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI nAMkhavA joIe. jyAre suvarNAdinA puSpomAM to lAMbA samaye paNa durgandha utpanna thatA nathI eTale ekha vAra utAryA pachI pharI paNa temane caDAvavAmAM Ave to ya nirmAlyanA AropaNano doSa saMbhavato nathI. digaMbaro kahe che ke, "prabhu to vItarAga che emane jo A rIte rAganI sUcaka motI vagerenI mALAo caDAvavAmAM Ave to tethI te biMbamAM vItarAgatAnuM svarUpa ja na dekhAya. pachI to e koI rAgInI pratimA hoya tevuM ja darzana thAya." | digaMbarono A AkSepa barobara nathI. jo motInI mALAo vagerethI pratimAmAM sarAgatA dekhAze to zuM gulAba vagerenA puSponA AropaNathI sarAgatA nahi dekhAya zuM? hakIkata to e che ke vItarAganI pratimA upara ja rAganA AbhUSaNo khUba ja uThAva Ape. pratimAnuM darzana karanAra e dRzya jotAM bhAvanA bhAvI zake ke A te vItarAga che jemanI comera rAganI sAmagrI AvI rIte khaDakAelI hatI chatAM tene lAta mArIne saMsAramAMthI cAlI nIkaLyAM. rAganI pratimAsvarUpa strI vagerene rAganA AbhUSaNonuM paridhAna karavAthI to kazI ja vizeSatA nathI. nI vItarAganI pratimA upara rAganA AbhUSaNo caDAvavAthI jo vItarAga svarUpanuM darzana na thatuM hoya to e vItarAgasvarUpa paramAtmAnI pratimA jaDa che ke cetana? cetanyamaya svarUpanI pratimA jaDanI hoya to temanA caitanyanuM paNa darzana zI rIte thAya! chatAM cetananI pratimA jaDa hovAmAM tamane vAMdho nathI ane vItarAganI pratimAne rAganA AbhUSaNa caDAvavAmAM tamAro vAMdho che! vastutaH pratimA e vItarAga nathI, paraMtu vItarAganA sthApanA nikSepAe vItarAga che. eTale bhAvanikSepomAM ghaTatI ja bAbato sthApanAnikSepAmAM ghaTavI joIe tevI apekSA rAkhI zakAya nahi. A vAta ApaNe pUrve ja vicArI gayA chIe. bhAvanikSepAne strI sparzatI nathI chatAM sthApanAnikSepAne strI sparzI zake che. paNa tethI zuM e vItarAga sarAga dekhAI jaze? jo tyAM sarAgatA nathI dekhAtI to ratnAdinA alaMkAronA paridhAnamAM paNa sarAgatA dekhAvAno AkSepa vyAjabI nathI. vastutaH to vItarAganA aMge je kAMI karavAmAM Ave che te badhuM e vItarAga
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 159 mATe nathI. paraMtu potAnI sarAgadazAne toDIne potAne vItarAga banavA mATe che. vItarAgane prakSAla karavA dvArA sarAgI potAnA rAgamaLonuM prakSAlana kare che. e ja rIte vItarAgane bahumUlya AbhUSaNo caDAvavA dvArA sarAgI AtmA potAnI dhanAdi uparanI mUrchAne utAre che. AthI ja to sarvajJazatakamAM pU. dharmasAgarajI mahArAjAe pUjakanI dhanAdinI mUccha UtAravA mATe jinapUjA kahI che. jinapUjA karanArA je AtmAo jinapUjA dvArA potAnA dhanAdinI mUcchane ghasAro ApatA nathI te pUjakonI te jinapUjA niSphaLaprAyaH che tema kahI zakAya. jinapUjA pAchaLano A hetu jo barobara samajAI jAya to svadravya jinapUjA karavAno Agraha khUba ja vadhI javA pAme. eTale have e vAta nakkI thaI ke sarAgI AtmA vItarAganI pUjA karavA dvArA svayaM vItarAga banavAnA jIvana tarapha eka kadama baDhAve che. jarAka kalpanA karo ke eka navayuvAna potAnI navoDhAnA mastakamAM gulAbanuM kula lagAvI rahyo che, ane bIjo eka dharmAtmA paramAtmAnAM mugaTamAM gulAbanuM kula lagAvI rahyo che. A be ya pUjakonA bhAvamAM koI aMtara kharuM ke nahi? priyatamAnA aMboDAmAM kula lagADanAra to mohanA bhaDake baLatA saMsAramAM Ubho saLage che! jyAre bIjo nirmohInA zikhare haraNaphALa bhare che. jamAIne mATe zikhaMDamAM kesaranA tAMtaNA nAMkhato koI sasaro ! paramapitAnA aMge kesaranA tilaka karavA, enA tAMtaNA ghasato dharmAtmA! lagnamAM pItAMbara paherato saMsArI mANasa! ane pUjAmAM pItAMbara paherato dhArmika mANasa! DAInIMgarUmamAM dhUpasaLI peTAvato sasarasika! ane jinamaMdiramAM dhUpasaLI mahekAvato dharmarasika! A badhAmAM kazo ya pharaka nathI zuM! jo virATa aMtara dekhAya che to nirmohInI bhaktimAM ghelAM bananArAo bhaktirasanI relamachela bolAvIne potAnA deha-dhana vagerenA mamatvanA pAza DhIlAM karI nAMkhatA hoya to temAM khoTuM zuM che? khaMDana karo; veNInA kulanuM, zikhaMDanA kesaranuM, lagnanI pItAMbarInuM ke DAInIMgarUmanI dhUpasaLInuM !
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI vItarAganA AbhUSaNomAM sAga vItarAganI kalpanA karanArAone to vItarAgamAM jaDatAnA bhAvanI sUcaka pratimAnI ja jarUra nathI! zA mATe pratimAno paNa Agraha rAkhe che e ja samajAtuM nathI. 160 keTalAkone duHkhe che peTa ane pachI phUTe che mAthuM... peTa kuTI zakAya evI cIja nathI mATe. paNa tethI bIjA zuM kare! astu mULa vAta upara AvI jaIe. ATha karmonA nAzakane aSTapuSpI pUjana H AtmAnA vizuddha svarUpanuM tirodhAna karanArA jJAnAvaraNIyAdi ATha karmAvaraNo che. A ATha karmone be vibhAgamAM vaheMcI zakAya. ghAtI karmo ane aghAtI karmo jyAre antarAtmA paramAtmapada prApta kare che tyAre te cAra ghAtIkarmonAM to mULiyAM ja UkheDI nAMkhe che. eno eka nAnakaDo paNa skaMdha potAnA Atmapradeza upara rahevAM detAM nathI. jyAre bAkInA cAra aghAtI karmonA skandho to hajI AtmA upara coMTI rahe che. paraMtu A karmo paNa bALI nAMkhelA doraDAnI banI gayelI rAkha samA thaI gayA hoya che. have emanAmAM koI tAkAta hotI nathI. ghAtIkarmonA saMbaMdhamAM ja aghAtIkarmo paNa potAnA bhayaMkara parAkramone dAkhavI zake. aghAtIkarmonA paga ja e ghAtIkarmo che. paga kapAI jatAM apaMga banelA aghAtI karmo to mAtra potAnuM jIvana ja pUruM karavA jIvatAM hoya che. maravAnA vAMke ja jIvana jIvatAM hoya che. aghAtIkarma svarUpa H AyuSyakarma pUrNa thatAM ja bAkInA traNe ya aghAtIkarmonA skandho kharI paDe che. Ama ghAtIkarmonA nAzathI jIvanamukta dazAne pAmelA vItarAga kevalI bhagavAna have videhamukta dazAnI siddhAvasthA prApta kare che. A AThe ya karmAvaraNonA tophAno saMpUrNathaH naSTa thAya che ane AtmAnAM anaMtajJAna Adi ATha guNo pragaTa thAya che. bIjI rIte cAra guNo paNa kahI zakAya. anaMtajJAna, anaMtadarzana, anaMtasukha ane anaMtavIrya. ATha puSponI pUjA pAchaLa pUjyanI ATha apAyonI nAzakatA kAraNa che. cAra puSponI pUjA pAchaLa e pUjyonA ukta cAraguNono prAdurbhAva kAraNa che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 16 1 ATha apAyonI muktine dhyAnamAM leto pUjaka, pUjyane ATha puSpo caDAve che. jyAre pragaTa thayelA anaMta catuSTayane dhyAnamAM laIne pUjaka cAra puSpo caDAve che. ATha apAyathI mukta thayelA, te muktinA kAraNe anaMta catuSTayanA svAmI banelA paramAtmA-devAdhidevanI je puSpapUjA karavAmAM Ave che tene azuddha aSTapuSpI puSpapUjA kahevAya che. bhale pachI te puSpapUjA cAra puSpanI hoya ke cAraso puSpanI hoya. kemake "alpapuSpI" zabda puSpapUjAmAM rUDha banI gayo che. muktAtmA guNasaMpanna bane; guNavihoNA nahi. saMkhyAmata khaMDanaH prazna : ATha apAyathI mukta thayelA devAdhidevanI karAtI puSpapUjA e azuddha aSTapuSmI pUjA kaho.. zA mATe 'ATha apAyathI mukti meLavIne cAra guNathI saMpanna banelA ItyAdi kaho cho? sAMkhyamatanA khaMDananA uddezane najaramAM rAkhIne Ama kahevAmAM AvyuM che. teo ema mAne che ke prakRti sAtheno puruSano anAdisaMbaMdha jyAre dUra thaI jAya tyAre puruSano mokSa thayo kahevAya. paraMtu te vakhate prakRtinA guNasvarUpa jJAno paNa prakRtiguNInA javAthI puruSamAM abhAva thaI jAya. zarIra ane manano abhAva thatAM puruSamAM vIryano abhAva thAya. ane ghaTapaTAdi viSayomAM pratibiMbano abhAva thaI jatAM puruSamAM sukhano paNa abhAva thaI jAya. Ama mukta puruSamAM jJAna, vIrya, ane sukhano abhAva thaI jAya che. A maMtavyanuM khaMDana sUcita karavA mATe ahIM kahyuM ke aSTakarmamukti thavAthI te paramAtmAmAM anaMta jJAna darzana vIrya ane sukha svarUpa cAra guNo pragaTa thaI jAya A jJAna-darzanAdi cAreyanA je karmAvaraNo che temano nAza thayA pachI ja te cAra guNo pragaTa thaI zake. pra. jo A rIte AvaraNanA kSaye guNa pragaTa thatAM hoya to to matijJAnAvaraNAdi pAMca AvaraNono kSaya thatAM kevaLajJAnIne matijJAna vagere pAMca guNo pragaTa thavAnI Apatti Avaze. hakIkatamAM to pAMca AvaraNono kSaya thatAM eka ja kevaLajJAna guNa pragaTa thAya che. u. : nahi matijJAnAvaraNAdi pAMca AvaraNonA kSaye matijJAnAdi pAMce guNa pragaTa to thAya ja che paraMtu matijJAnAdi cAra guNothI ja joya padArtho jANI zakAya
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________________ 162 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI che te badhA ya zeyapadArtho mAtra kevaLajJAnanA prakAzathI jANI levAya che eTale pachI bAkInA cAra guNo anarthaka banI jAya che. A anarthakatAne kAraNe ja zAstramAM te cAra guNone kevaLajJAna pragaTa thatAM naSTa thaI javAnuM jaNAvyuM che. kharekhara temano saMpUrmanAza thaI jato nathI. eka vastu nakAmI thaI jAya che tyAre te nAza pAmyA barobara ja kahevAya che. jinabiMbamAM avasthAtrayanI kalpanAnuM khaMDanaH keTalAka kahe che ke jinabiMbanI je aMjanazalAkA thAya ce te vakhate janmAbhiSekAdi kalyANakonI ujavaNI thAya che temAM pratimAnI traNa avasthAo kalpavAmAM Ave che. jyAre pratimAne janmAbhiSekasUcaka nAnAdi karAvavAmAM Ave che tyAre pratimAmAM bAlyAvasthAnI kalpanA karavAmAM Ave che. kemake janmAbhiSakanuM snAna to jinezvara devonI gRhasthAvasthAnA bAlyakALamAM ja karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. eja rIte pratimAne rathamAM sthApita karavAnI tathA pratimAne puSpapUjA karavAnI kriyA karatI vakhate pratimAne jinezvaranI saMsAraniSkramaNanI avasthAmAM kalpanI joIe. kemake te kriyAo dIkSA kalyANaka vakhatanI gahasthAvasthAmAM thAya che. jyAre caityavaMdanAdi karatAM pratimAnI kevalya avasthA kalpanI joIe. Ama be avasthA gRhastha dazAnI kalpAya ane eka avasthA kevalyadazAnI kalpI zakAya. A maMtavya bilakula ThIka nathI. kemake jyAre ATha ya karmonA AvaraNonA nAza pachInI sthitivALA paramAtmAnI pUjA karavAmAM Ave che tyAre e pUjA paramAtmAnI gRhasthAvasthAnI kalpanA sAthe saMbhavI zakatI ja nathI. mAtra kevalyadazAnI avasthAne ja najaramAM rAkhIne pUjaka pUjA karato hoya che. pra. to zuM kevalyadazAnA vItarAgacAritrIne snAna, puSpapUjana vagere ghaTe kharA? jo hA kahezo to pachI sarAgacAritrI sAdhunuM paNa snAnAdi dvArA pUjana kema na thaI zake ? | uttara-vItarAga cAritrIne ghaTatI vAtonuM sarAga cAritrI mATe AlaMbana na levAya. pra. vItarAga cAritrInuM paNa sarAgacAritrI AlaMbana laI zake che e hakIkata che. ane tethI ja to eka vAra bhagavAna mahAvIre atyaMta tRSArta sAdhuone taLAvanuM acitta thaI gayeluM pANI levAnI anujJA ApI na hatI. pote te pANIne "acitta
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 163 che' ema jANatA hatA chatAM bhAvamAM paNa mArI A AcaraNAnuM AlaMbana anartha karaze ema samajIne. mArA sAdhuo "unALAmAM taLAvanA pANI acitta hoya che" evI kalpanA karIne ghaDA bharI le. AvuM na banI jAya te mATe temaNe te pANInI anujJA karI na hatI. A uparathI sAbita thAya che ke paramAtmAnI AcaraNAnuM AlaMbana ApaNe - sarAga saMyamI paNa laI zakIe chIe. jo AvuM AlaMbana laI ja zakAtuM na hota to paramAtmA pote niHzaMka taLAvanuM pANI vAparavAnI anujJA karI deta. eTale prastutamAM paNa jo pratimAmAM kevalyAvasthAnI kalpanA karIne paa snAnAdi karI zakAtA hoya to sarAga saMyamInA paNa snAnAdi dvArA pUjana karavAnI Apatti avazya Avaze. u. pakSa-tamArI vAta sAcI che paraMtu A bimbakalpa che e pote taddana svataMtra che. enI vAtono A rIte vicAra thaI zake nahi. ApaNe pUrve ja vicArI gayA ke bhAva-arihaMta taraphano je vartAva hoya te ja - tevo ja - vartAva sthApanA-arahiMta pratye hovo joIe evo niyama nathI. AthI ja gotamAdi gaNadhara bhagavaMto paramAtmA mahAvIradevanI pAse ja rahetA hatA paraMtu tethI teo mahAvIradevanA sthApanAnikSepasvarUpa mUrtivALA maMdiramAM ya na rahI zake. munione jinamaMdiramAM rahevAno niSedha karyo che. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke paramAtmabhakti nimitte zrAvakoe banAveluM jinamaMdira bezaka sAdhunimitte na hovAthI AdhAkarma doSathI mukta che chatAM sAdhunA jinamaMdiramAM rahevAthI paramAtmAnI kAramI AzAtanA thAya che. mATe jinamaMdiramAM na rahevuM e ja paramAtmAnI bhakti che, eka to zarIra eTale durgandhabharyA pasInA; maLa, mutra, vagerenI dharakhama nikAza satata karatuM ja rahetuM kArakhAnuM. vaLI UrdhvaDakAra ane vAchUTa dvArA be ya bAjuthI durgadha vAyunuM apasaraNa to cAlu ja hoya. gRhastho to snAnAdithI kAMIka zuddhi paNa pAme jyAre muninI kAyA to sadA asnAta ja rahe che. AthI munie to jinamaMdiramAM na rahevuM e ja emanI paramAtmabhakti che. bhAvanikSepa samAna natI mATe sAdhvIo daNDasvarUpa sthApanAcAryanI sthApanA
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________________ IL 164 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI karI zake che. bhAva-AcAryanI pAse AvazyakakriyAo sAdhvIjI karI zakatA nathI; chatAM sthApanA AcArya pAse karI zake che. vaLI koI ema paNa nahi kahI zake ke, "sAdhvIo potAnA pravartinInI sthApanA karIne temanA sAme Avazyaka kriyA kare che. kemake pratikramaNamAM AvatAM caityavaMdana vakhate to mahAvIrAdi bhagavaMtonI sthApanA e ja sthApanAcAryaNAM karavI ja paDe che. eTale dvAdazAvata4 vaMdanAdinI amuka kriyA vakhate to AcAryanI sthApanA kalpavAmAM Ave che. ane caityavaMdanAdi kriyA vakhate e ja daDu vageremAM paramAtmA mahAvIradevanI sthApanA kalpavAmAM Ave prazna-paramAtmA to vItarAga che. nathI te strI, nathI te puruSa eTale sAdhvIo temanI sthApanA kare teno vAMdho paNa nathI. paraMtu AcAryanI sthApanA temanAMthI kema thaI zake ? te to puruSa che ne? uttara - e vAta to bilakula barobara nathI. paramAtmA vIra puruSa to kahevAya ja. anyathA gautamAdi gaNadharo temA aMgano sparza karI zake ane sAdhvI candanAdi tema na karI zake eLo bheda zI rIte ghaTe? vItarAgo paNa potAnA dravyaliMga mujaba vyavahAramAM rahe che. mATe ja to vItarAga bhagavAna mallinAtha sAthe rAtrinA samaye gaNadharo rahetA na hatA; kemake te badhA puruSa hatA. eTale e vAta nakkI thAya che ke bhAvanikSepa ane sthApanA nikSepano vyavahAra sarvathA eka sarakho hoI zakato nathI. ane tethI ja sAdhvIo bhAvAcArya ke bhAvaarihaMta pAse rAtrinI Avazyaka kriyAo na karI zake chatAM sthApanAnikSepasvarUpa te AcArya ke arihaMtanI pAse Avazyaka kriyA karI zake che. prazna-pratikramaNAdinA samayamAM bhAva-arihaMta upasthita nathI eTale sthApanAarihaMtanI samakSa caityavaMdana karavuM e to bhAvaarihaMtanI AzAtanA ja kahevAya ne ? uttara - nA. jinamaMdiramAM paNa bhAva-arihaMta nathI tyAM sthApanA-arihaMta che ane temanI sAme caityavaMdana karavAnI zAstramAM spaSTa anujJA che. zAstramAM kahyuM ce ke nizrAkRta ane anizrAkRta-ema be prakAranAM - cetyo che. A be prakAranA cetyomAM sarvatra traNa stuti bolatAM jeTalo samaya lAge teTalo samaya UbhA rahIne caityavaMdana thaI zake. ane jo cetyo ghaNA hoya ane
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 165 munine samaya thoDo hoya to dareka caitAyamAM ekeka stutinuM caityavaMdana paNa karI zakAya. A uparathI siddha thAya che ke bhAvaarihaMta samakSa thaI zakatA caityavaMdananI sthApanA-arihaMta samakSa paNa anujJA che eTale temAM koI AzAtanA saMbhavatI nathI. AthI rAtrinI AvazyakakriyAmAM sAdhvIo arihaMta sthApanA karIne temanI sAme bezaka caityavaMdana karI zake che. Ama sAdhvIothI bhAva-arihaMta samakSa rAtre na thaI zakatI caityavaMdanAdi kriyA paNa sthApanA arihaMta samakSa thaI zake che e uparathI sAbita thAya che ke bhAvanikepa ane sthApanAnikSepanI kriyA tulya ja hoya evo niyama nathI. eTale have nakkI thAya che ke jina pratimAne kevalya avasthAmAM sadA mATe kalpavAmAM Ave ane chatAM temane janmakalyANakAdi nimittaka snAnAdi karAvavAmAM Ave to kazo vAMdho nahi. have evo AkSepa thaI zake nahi ke vItarAga-cAritrAvasthAmAM jo snAnAdi karAya to sarAga-cAritrI yatione paNa snAnAdinuM vidhAna karavuM paDaze; tema na karavuM hoya to pratimAnI gRhasthAvasthA kalpIne te pratimAne snAnAdi karavAnuM kaho..." ItyAdi. saghaLI vAtano sAra e che ke karmAvaraNonA ATha apAyathI mukta thanArA paramAtmAnA sthApanAnikSepane puSpapUjAdi karavAnuM vidhAna che mATe paramAtmAno te sthApanAnikSepo kevalyAvasthAno ja kalpavo joIe; gRhasthAvasthAno nahi. AvA aSTApAyamukta-anantacatuSTayaguNasaMpanna devAdhidevanI puSpothI je pUjA thAya te azuddha aSTapuSpI pUjA kahevAya. azuddha : aSTapuSpI pUjA svargadAtrI kema? azuddha aSTapuSpI pUjAno karanAra eka saMsArI AtmA che. rAgAdi maLo to tenAmAM khIcokhIca bharelA ja hoya. paraMtu A maLone kADhavA mATe prAraMbhamAM to koIka rAgAdinI ja jarUra rahe. prAraMbhika kakSAnI sAdhanAomAM azubharAgAdine khatama karavA mATe zubharAgAdinI anivArya jarUra rahe che.
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________________ IL vIra madhurI vANI tArI bhAva be prakAranA che. zubha ane zuddha. jagatanA devAdi padArthonA rAgAdi e zubha bhAva che. jyAre AtmAno potAno ja potAnAmAM upayoga te zuddhabhAva che. padArthonA mAdhyamathI AtmAmAM je bhAva jAge te zubhabhAva kahevAya. e zubhabhAvanI paraMparA cAlatAM cAlatAM parapadArthanuM mAdhyama dUra thaI jAya che ane AdhyA svamAM ja sthira thatAM zuddhopayoganuM jIvana pAme che. prAraMbhamAM zubhabhAvanI sAdhanA Avazyaka che. lakSamAM zuddhopayoga anivArya che. prAraMbhamAM zuddhopayogane pakaDavA janAro niSphaLa jAya che. azubhapadArthonA mAdhyamathI azubha bhAvonA jIvanamAM TevAyelA AtmA azubhabhAvono nAza karavA Icchato ja hoya to te nAza zuddhopayoganI vAtothI kadI nahi thAya. e mATe to deva guru Adi zubhapadArthanuM mAdhyama laIne zubhopayoga ja sparzavo paDaze. azuddha aSTapuSpIno pUjaka azubhabhAvonA vAtamaMDaLamAMthI maMdiramAM Avyo che. eNe azubhabhAvone TALavA mATe devapratimA vagere zubhapadArthonuM mAdhyama levuM ja rahyuM ane tenA dvArA zubhapayogane jagADavo ja rahyo. e zubhopayoga ja azubhabhAvone nAbUda karI zake. A zubhopayogane pAmavA mATe jema devapratimAnuM AlaMbana anivArya che tema te devapratimAnA pUjana mATenI tamAma ArAdhanA thaI gayA vinA rahetI nathI. dravyasnAna, puSpapUjana vagere kriyAo bezaka avadya svarUpa che chatAM e thaI jAya che. AnI pAchaLa pUjakano devAdi pratyeno atyagra rAgabhAva kAraNa bane che. pUjananA umaLakAmAM thaI jatI avadya kriyAo vastutaH avadya kriyA ja nathI tethI ja tenAthI thato pApa karmabaMdha niranubaMdha banIne zIdhra nAza pAmI jAya che. paraMtu zubhabhAvanI jyota jagADavAnuM A pUjana avadyanuM kAjaLa utpanna to karI ja jAya che eTale A pUjana zuddha pUjana na kahI zakAya paraMtu avadya mizrita hoIne azuddha pUjana ja kahevAya. nizcayadRSTithI to jIvahiMsAnA thaI jatAM avadyathI jema deva pratimA pratyeno
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI rAgabhAva e paNa AtmAnI azuddhi ja che. eTale ja vyavahAradRSTithI A pUjanane zubhapUjana kahI zakAya. 167 jyAM zubha padArthonA rAgathI utpanna thatuM zubha pUjana che tyAM prAdhAnyathI puNyakarmano baMdha ja thAya. paraMtu pApakarmonA vinAza na thAya. Avo zubha puNyabaMdha pUjakane devalokAdi sadgatio ja Ape. mukti to puNyanA paNa vinAzathI utpanna thato AtmAno pariNAma che. A ja hetuthI to sarAga-saMyama pALatAM yati devagatine ja prApta kare. temanA saMyamathI to avazya karmakSaya thAya paraMtu te saMyama dharma uparanA, devAdi u52no temano nibiDa rAga puNyakarmano ja baMdha kare. je jinapUjako ane saMyamIo A rIte zubhabhAvanI prAptinA eka mAtra uddezathI jinapUjana ke saMyama dharmanuM pAlana kare teo puNyakarmanA udaye devagati jarUra pAme paraMtu tyAM kyAMya Asakta na thavAnA kAraNe teo puNyanA bhogavaTA dvArA puNyakarmano nAza karAvanuM ja kAma kare che. ethI bhAvImAM je manuSyAdi suMdara gati maLe che temAM viziSTa zubhabhAva pAmIne vItarAga-saMyamanI prApti karI laIne sarva puNya-pApakarmano kSaya karIne muktipada pAme che. paraMtu je pUjako zubhabhAvanA uddezathI pUjana karatA nathI balke sAMsArika hetuonA azubha uddezathI pratimApUjana kare che teo paNa te pUjananA prabhAve devAdi gati jarUra pAme che paraMtu tyAM Asakta thaIne vipula pApakarmono baMdha kare che. jenA pariNAma svarUpe nigodAdi adhamagatiomAM paNa cAlyA javuM paDe che. AthI ja pratimApUjana vagere tamAma dharmo te ja vastutaH dharmasvarUpa kahyA che jenI ArAdhanA pAchaLa muktipadanI prAptibhavanirvedanI prApti-sivAya bIjo koI milana Azaya (azubhabhAva) jIvato ja na hoya. ApaNe ahIM tevA ja azuddha-aSTapuSpI pUjanano vimarza karyo che jemAM pUjakanA aMtaramAM muktiprAptino zubhabhAva UchALA mArI rahyo che. have zuddha-aSTapuSpI pUjanano vicAra karIe. zuddha aSTapuSpI pUjA : AtmAnI potAnI pariNatimAMthI utpanna thatAM ATha bhAvapuSpothI paramAtmAnI je pUjA karavAmAM Ave te zuddha-aSTapuSpI pUjA kahevAya che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI ahIM bAhya jagatanA vana-upavana ke nikuMjo tarapha javAnuM nathI; gulAbanA kAMTAne aDavAnuM nathI, campAnA kula cUMTavAnA nathI A pUjAmAM to aMdara cAlyA javAnuM che. sAva aMdara. makAnanI, oraDAnI, bhoMyarAnI re! dehanI paNa aMdara cAlyA javAnuM che. AtmAnA anaMta svabhAvodadhinA sAgaranA agAdha UMDANe jaIne palAMThI mArIne besI javAnuM che. badhuM ya khoI nAMkhe te ja A ATha puSpone pAme che. badhuM ya vIsarI jAya te ja A ATha pu,pone smaraNamAM sadA aMkita karI zake che. bahArathI sAva bhikhArI ane sAva zUnyamanaska banyA vinA A ATha puSponI malikI pAmI zakAtI ja nathI. enI tabiyata sugaMdhathI mana bharI zakAtuM nathI. paraMtu eka vAta che. karmanA nAgapAzamAM jakaDAyelo dareka mAnava bhramita thayelo jyAM eNe rajUnuM darzana karyuM tyAM sarpanI ja zakyatA enA bhAnamAM upasI Ave che. jyAM eNe nirmaLa nIra joyAM tyAM jhAMjhavAnAM jaLa ja ghoDA pUre doDatAM hoya che. jenI sthUla AMkho atizUla virATanA darzanamAM ya bharamAI javAne ja TevAyelI che te mANaso atIndriya AtmAnA viSayamAM bharamAI jAya e to atyaMta zakya hakIkata che. kazI ja sAdhanA na chatAM potAne sAdhaka manAvI kahenArAnI dUnIyA jarA ya nAnIsUnI nathI! pApanA paMthe doDayA javA chatAM e paMthane dharma paMtha mAnIne dhArmika kahevaDAvanArAono jagatamAM toTo nathI. anaMtakAryanI hiMsAnuM bhojana karavA chatAM e bhojanane nirjIva mAnanArA bhrAnta kAmalI tApaso to comera UbharAyA che. nirAkAra AtmAnA sAkSAtkAranA bhramamAM aTavAyelAonA Azramo prAMtaprAMtamAM UbhA thaI gayA che. sarAgI devomAM vItarAgatAnA bhramavALA AtmAo to karoDonI saMkhyAmAM aLasiyAnI jema UbharAyA che.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 169 tandrAmAM devI AkRti joIne bhagavarzananI kalpanAnA sukhada bhramamAM rAcanArAono ghaNAM jIve che A jagatamAM. sahu potAnA gIto gAya che. sahune AtmAnI vAto karavI che. paNa bhrAntinuM bhAna karavA koI taiyAra nathI. jinadarzanane pAmelA AtmAo AvA koI bhrAMta-darzanamAM phasAI na paDe te mATe temaNe jinAjJAsvarUpa zastravacanano tALo sadA meLavatA rahevuM joIe. jinAjJA manAI kare che vItarAganA svapnadarzananI! to tevA koI darzanane bedhaDaka bhrAnta mAnI levuM. phagAvI devuM. e vAtane tyAM ja dATI devI. je AtmAnubhUtino tALo jinAjJA sAthe na maLe te AtmAnubhUtinI vAta paNa koIne karavI nahi. je AtmapariNati jinAjJA sAte meLa khAtI na hoya tene vahelI take phagAvI devI; jIvananI sarva paLomAMthI. ekAkI vihAranI zuddha nirdoSa gocarInI ahiMsAnI pariNati e ahiMsA nathI, jinAjJA sAthe meLa nathI khAtI mATe ja to. nAsyA jatAjIvonI pAchaLa doDayA AvatA pAradhine sAco rasto batADI devAnI satyanI pariNati e satya ja nathI. jinAjJA sAthe e pariNati baMdhabesatI AvatI nathI mATe ja to. A rIte bAkInA mahAvrato vagerenI pariNatimAM paNa samajI levuM. AthI ja jinAjJAthI eka paLa paNa dUra na rahI zakAya. jinAjJAne samajAvanArA gItArtha gurunA paDachAyAmAM ja sadeva rahevuM joIe. nahi to pelA naMda maNiyAra jevuM thAya; jeNe pote mAnelI dayAnI pariNatimAM muztAka rahIne jinAjJA bAhya jIvana jIvI nAMkhyuM. mRtyu bagADI nAMkhyuM. mahAvratonI pariNatine ArAdhavAnI IcchAvALo mumukSu jarAka AghopAcho thAya to bhrAnta AtmapariNatino bhoga banI jAya. bhrAntinA e kALA paMthethI karI ene pAcho bolAvI lenAra na maLyo to anaMta saMsAranI agAdha khINamAM e pheMkAI jAya. AtmAnI asatya pariNatimAM satyanI bhrAnti na thaI jAya te mATe jinAjJAne sAthe rAkhavI joIe.
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________________ 170 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI AtmapariNatinA puSponI mALA banAvavA mATe jinAjJAno doro meLavI lo gItArthaguru pAsethI; ane pachI parovI lo e dorAmAM AtmapariNatinA puSponI mALA. jinAjJAnA dorAmAM na parovAI zake tevI AtmapariNatine bhrAnta samajI phagAvI dejo, eTalI ja hiMmatathI. je AtmapariNati jinAjJA parataMtra hoya che te paripUrNa AtmapariNati hoya che. AtmapariNatinA e bITamAMthI guNanuM je puSpa khIle che e saMpUrNa ja khIle che. je saMpUrNa hoya che te sadA amlAna hoya che. vAsI thavAnuM, karamAI javAnuM durbhAgya to jagatanA puSpone ja prApta thayuM che kemake temanA vinAzidharmane kAraNe teo pUrNatAne pAmI zakatA ja nathI. pUra bahAramAM khIlI UTheluM gulAba paNa apUrNa che; karamAI javAnA paryAyanI sanmukha thaI gayuM che mATe. pUrNane-pUrNatAnI kalpanAvALAne-Toca upara caDIne tarata bhusko mAravAnI ja teyArI karavAnI hoya. jinAjJAnA jaLathI khIlelA AtmAnA guNa-puSpo paripUrNa che, kadI nAza pAmavAnA nathI. AthI ja teo sadA praphullita ane sadA sugaMdhita rahe che. gulAbanuM puSpa to virATa vazvanAM vasatA eka jIvAtmAne AnaMda bakSI de potAnI sugaMdhita ApIne.... paNa bAkInA jagatanA apAra jIvonuM zuM? sAcI AtmapariNatithI utpanna thayeluM ahiMsAnuM gulAba to samagra jIvasRSTine abhayadAnanI sugaMdhi de. pUrNa jagatane sugaMdhInuM dAna kare te pUrNa kahevAya. apUrNa jagatane dAna daI zakanAra apUrNa kahevAya. ATha AtmapariNatinA ahiMsAdi ATha puSpo pUrNa che, jagaDyApI che mATe ja svayaM paripUrNa che. je svayaM paripUrNa che e kadIkaramAtA nathI. bIjAnA jIvanane karamAve te ja pote karamAya. sahunA jIvanane khIlavatuM ahiMsApuSpa svayaM sadA khIleluM ja rahe che. je sadA khIleluM che ane sadA sugaMdhita rahe che. kemake eno svabhAva sugaMdhanuM utpAdana karatAM ja rahevAno che. sadA jIvatuM puSpa sadA svabhAvane AdhIna ja hoya ne ?
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 171 AtmapariNatinA ATha puSpo ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya, aparigraha, gurubhakti, jJAna ane tapa zuddha aSTapuSpI pUjAnA A ATha puSpo che. jinAjJAnavidhdha A ATha Atma-pariNatio che. ahiMsA: paheluM puSpa pramAdane kAraNe thatI prANanI hiMsAno abhAva te ahiMsA. sthUla apramattabhAva sAthe sAvadhAnI pUrvakanI jinapUjAdinI hiMsA te hiMsA ja nathI. ane hiMsA na thavA chatAM pramAda sAthe cAlavAnI kriyA pama hiMsA che. vastutaH jIvano pramAdabhAva e ja hiMsA che. ane jIvano apramattabhAva te ja ahiMsA che. je hiMsAthI durgati maLe te ja hiMsA, hiMsA che. sadgatinuM dAna karatI laghuttarAdi jinAjJAgarbhita hiMsAe vastutaH ahiMsA ja che. jyAM jinAjJAnuM amRtabiMdu paDe che tyAM hiMsAnuM jhera nirbaLa banI jAya che. jyAM jinAjJAnuM amRtajaLa chaMTAtuM nathI tyAMnI ahiMsAnuM upavana UbhuM ne UbhuM sukAI jAya che. A rIte jinAjJAnI mahattA dareka AMtarapuSpamAM lagADI devI satya : bIjuM puSpaH Atma e ja sat che. AtmAnA mATe je koI hitakara vacana-jagatanI dRSTie sAcuM ke jUThuM - te badhuM ya satya ja che. ane AtmAne nukazAna pahoMcADanArI saghaLI sAcI-khoTI bhASA asatya che. AthI ja to krodha, lobha, bhaya ke hAsyathI bolAtuM sAcuM paNa vacana mRSAvacana kahevAya che. dhULanA bheLane kAraNe nirmaLa paNa jaLa malina kahevAya che tema. asteya H trIjuM puSpa : corI cAra jAtanI che. (1) tIrthakaranI AjJA bahAranI cIja-eno mAlika
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________________ 172 svayaM Ape chatAM tIrthaMkara adatta. (2) gurunI rajA meLavyA vinA upayogamAM levAtI vastu guru adatta. (3) vastunA mAlikanI rajA vinA uThAvelI vastu svAmI adatta. (4) kerI vagere sacitta vastumAM aMdara rahelA jIvanI rajA lIdhA vinA e vastuno upabhoga karavo te jIva adatta. vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI deva ane gurunI AjJApUrvakanI, mAlikanI ApelI evI acitta vastune ja corIno koI paNa AkSepa lAgu pADI zakAto nathI. kevuM sUkSma che asteyanuM tattvajJAna! svacchaMda vihArI yatione tIrthaMkara adatta ane guruadattanA corInA pApano khyAla paNa haze kharo ? brahmacarya - cothuM puSpa : brahma eTale AtmA athavA paramAtmA. emAM ja ramavuM enuM nAma brahmacarya. pudgala mAtranA vikAro A ramatane dhakko mAre ce mATe pudgalamAtrano saMga abrahmanA sevananA pApasvarUpa che. chatAM AtmAnuM vadhu paDatuM nukazAna karanAra vedoyajanita pudgaladhyAnAdi che maTe abrahmanuM pApa vedodayamAM ja rUDha thaI gayuM che. pudagalamAtrano saMga abrahmanA kajjalaraMgane tANI lAvanAro che evuM ciMtana je AtmA pratipaLa karato nathI te ughADA-prasiddha-abrahmanA pApapaMke kharaDAyA vinA rahI zakato nathI. aparigraha - pAMcamuM puSpa : parigraha eTale vastuno saMgraha nathI. parigraha eTale mUrchA. samyagadarzana-jJAna-cAritra svarUpa ratnatrayInI sAdhanA mATe sthavirakalpI munine anivArya je cauda upakaraNa gaNAvyA che te uparaNano saMgraha e parigraha nathI kemake A badhA ya upakaraNo mahAvratonA rakSaNa mATe ja upayogI che. muni jo vastrathI aMga na DhAMke to sAkSAt ke paraMparayA tenA Atma-dharmane moTI hAni pahoMce, dharmanI agho2 hIlanA thAya, strIjAtine dIkSAno niSedha karI
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________________ vira ! madhurI vANI tArI 173 devo paDe, je gRhiliMga, anyaliMga vageretI siddhonA bheda pADavAmAM AvyA che te zAstrIya chatAM amAnya karavA paDe; vagere vagere TanabaMdha Apattio AvIne khaDI thAya. je digaMbaramate vastrAdi upadhine ja parigraha kahI daIne teno niSedha karI dIdho te digaMbara munisaMghanI je sthiti thaI che e vAta sarvavidita che. eka samaya evo AvIne Ubho raheze jyAre digaMbara munisaMgha nAmazeSa thaI jaze. jyAM nigraMthana rahe tyAM jainasaMgha paNa na TakI zake. samagra saMghano AdhAra nirgunho che. emanuM jinAjJAnuviddha nirjhanthatva che. jinAjJA to mUrchAne ja parigraha kahe che. vastrAdinA mAtra saMbaMdhane nahi ja. jJAnIone jinAjJA vihita je cauda upakaraNo vagere che temAM mUchanI saMbhAvanA rahetI ja nathI kemake e badhA upakaraNo mahAvratonI rakSAnA uddezathI che e vAtano temane pAko khyAla che. gumaDAne pakavavA mATe ANelA malamamAM zI mUccha thAya? jo malama ANavA pAchaLanA AzayanI jANakArI hoya to? hA. chatAM jo koI mumukSu gaphalatamAM rahI jAya to e dharmopakaraNo upara paNa te mUrSita thaI jAya ane tethI te mUccha teno parigraha banI jAya. paNa AvI zakyatA to deha ke AhAranA aparihArya parigrahamAM kyAM nathI? zuM dehano ke AhArano tyAga nahi karanArA digaMbara munio ekAnta parigrahI kahevAya che4 jo tema ja hoya to temanA mate kadI koI paNa munino mokSa na ja thavo joIe kemake chevaTe AhAra paNa tyAgI zakAze paraMtu dehano parigraha te tyAgI zakAya tema che ja nahi. A Apatti TALavA mATe dehAdinA astitvamAtrane parigraha na kahetAM e dehAdinI mUrchAne ja parigraha kahevo paDase ne? to pachI te ja rIte mahAvratonI rakSA mATe ja dhAraNa karelA vastrAdinI mUrchAne ja parigraha kahevo vyAjabI che ne? vastrAdinA astitvamAtrane parigraha kema kahI devAya! A vicAra upara adhyAtmasAra graMthanA Atmanizcaya adhikAramAM mahopAdhyAyajIe khUba ja ziSTa ramUja karatAM kahyuM che ke koI digaMbara munine kevaLajJAna thaI jAya pachI jo koI digaMbara bhakta emanA nagna deha upara vastra nAMkhI de to jhaTa peluM kevaLajJAna nAsI jaze! kemake vastranuM astitva paNa kevaLajJAna thavAmAM bAdhaka mAnyuM che ! kevaLajJAnAvaraNanI jema vastrAharaNa !
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________________ 174 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI paraMtu AvuM bane nahi. AveluM kevalya kadI nivRtta thatuM nathI. vItarAgaavasthA kadI cAlI jatI nathI. to pachI pelA bhakta oDhADI dadhelA vastranuM zuM? zuM vastranA parigrahamAM kevalya Take? Ano uttara e ja Apavo paDaze ke e vastra upara vItarAgane mUrchA thatI nathI mATe vastra hovA chatAM vastramUrchA na hovAnA kAraNe kevalyano prakAza jarA ya jhAMkho paDI zake nahi. zAbAza. to have e ja vAta sAbita thaI gaI ne ke dharmopakaraNa svarUpa vastramAtrathI parigrahanuM pApa lAgatuM nathI paraMtu enA uparanI mUrchAthI ja parigrahanuM pApa lAge che? Abhinivezika mithyAtvano kevo prabhAva! ke eNe cIMdaraDI jevA vastranA tyAgamAM ja dharma kahevaDAvI dIdho? ane e dharmane abAdhita rAkhavA jatAM je je muzkelIo AvI te badhIne TALavA utsutronI paraMparA calAvI juo : (1) sAdhvI banatI strI nagna rahe te ThIka na lAgyuM. vastra pahere to mokSa na thAya. mATe strI muktiniSedhanI utsutratAnuM ghora pApa AcarI nAMkhyuM. (2) vastravALA sAdhune muktipadano niSedha karyo eTale anyaliMga-gRhisaMga siddhanA bhedone zAstramAMthI dUra karyA. (3) pAtra vinA kevalI bhagavaMto divasamAM eka vakhata gocarI zI rIte kare ? bIjA sAmAnya zramaNonI mAphaka teo kAMI gRhasthanA ghera jaI hAthamAM vAparI nA le.... tevuM temanA mATe yogya nahi. eTale kevalI gocarI vApare ja nahi.. evuM utsutra jAhera karI dIdhuM. (4) jinAgamomAM to aneka sthAne sthavirakalpanuM vastra pAtronA upakaraNonA upayoganuM vidhAna che. eTale badhA ya sAcA jinAgamono viccheda thaI gayAnuM bhayAnaka utsutra jAhera karI dIdhuM. paMdaramI sadImAM AcArya kundakunda navA AgamonI racanA karI. e Agamone prAmANika TharAvavA mATe evI jAherAta karavAmAM AvI ke AcArya kundakunda jAte bhagavAna sImaMthara svAmIjI pAse jaIne bodha prApta karIne jinAgamonI racanA karI hatI!!! vastrAdi upakaraNonA saMbaMdhamAtrane pApa mAnanArA A digaMbara munine morapiccha ane kamaMDalunA parigrahamAM pApanI gaMdha paNa AvatI nathI. jJAnabhaMDAronA parigrahamAM leza paNa pApa dekhAtuM nathI.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 175 kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM emanA bhakto pAse potAnI comera agni tApaNAM karAvavAmAM koI pApa dekhAtuM nathI! labdhidhArI jinakalpI sAdhu bhagavaMtonI pANipAtra bhojana kriyAnuM alabdhidhArIo anukaraNa karavA gayA. paNa temAM eThuM jUThuM badhuM ya hAtha nIce rAkhelA kuMDamAM paDe. be ghaDImAM tyAM saMmUrchAima jIvonI utpatti thAya. emAM pApano koI vicArasuddhAM nathI. eka ja ghare jaIne UbhA UbhA hAthamAM gocarI vAparatAM annamAM saMbhavita beI kriyAdi jIvonI rakSAthI vaMcita rahevAmAM kazo ja doSa nathI zuM? khAsa potAnA mATe banAvAtI-kUvAnA jaLanI, ghaMTImAM daLelA loTanIgocarImAM lAgatuM AdhAkarmanuM pApa najare paNa caDatuM nathI zuM? atiglAnAdi avasthAvALA kSINajaMghAbaLa munionI gocarInuM zuM? pAtra vinA temanA mATe gRhasthanetyAMthI vahorIne upAzrayamAM gocarI lAvavI zI rIte? vastranA abhAve keTaluMka pratyakSa thatAM dharmahIlanAnA gharamAM ghora pAtakanuM zuM! puSkaLa kAtho khAIne zAMti rAkhavAthI kokane mokSa maLI jAya kharo? mokSa to mananA vikAronI zAMtimAM palAMThI mArIne beTho che! nagnadazAne jotI yuvatIonI mAnasIka sthiti zuM thAya! nagnadazAnI bibhatsa avasthA joIne anyadharmI puruSo dharmanI niMdA keTalI kare ? AnA karatAM to vastro svIkArI levA sArA. bhale zarIrano tyAga zakya nathI paraMtu AhArano tyAga to zakya che. ne? mATe AhArano sarvathA tyAga ja karavo sAro. jethI loko nidI to na kare ane mahAtapasvI anazanI tarIke sahu prazaMsA kare, mokaLA mane... pravacana parIkSA graMthamAM A strImukti niSedhanA vicAra upara ramUja karatAM pU. dharmasAgarajI mahArAjAe ThIka ja kahyuM che ke digaMbara strIne mukti na thAya e bilakula ThIka ja che kemake e bicArIone savAramAM maMdiramAM mUrtinI nagnatAnA darzana karavAnA, upAzrayamAM nagnamuninA darzana karavAnA, saMdhyAkALe pharI maMdiramAM e ja darzana.. pachI vikRti jAgyA vinA kema rahe? jyAM mananI vikRti che tyAM mukti kevI? zuM mahAbrahmacArI paNa vastra yukta hoya to mukti mATe nakAmo?
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI zuM mahAtapasvI paNa vastrathI aMga DhAMkato hoya to mukti mATe nAlAyaka ? zuM mahAna zAsanaprabhAvaka paNa vastradhArI hoya to mokSane mATe apAtra? eTale zuM ema ja kahevuM che ke mokSa mATenI kharekharI pAtratA nagnatAmAM ja che? nagnatA nahi to bIjuM je kAMI sAruM hoya te badhuM ya mokSa mATe nakAmuM ema ? eTale mokSamAM javA mATeno 'pAsaporTa' to nagnatAne ja maLe ema kahevuM che? zAbAza... to to pazuone ja mokSamAM javAno prathama adhikAra che. kemake pazujAta AkhI ya nagna ja che. bIjI AcArazuddhi to have gauNa bAbata che ne? joyo ne abhinivezika mithyAtvano mahimA ? 176 A viSayamAM vistArathI jANavAnI rucivALAe adhyAtmamatapa2IkSA graMtha joI levA mArI bhalAmaNa che. gurubhakti - chaThThuM puSpa HdravyasnAna : gurunI bhakti e chaThThuM bhAvapuSpa che. guru kone kahevAya? zAstradRSTithI to gacchanA adhipati AcAryane ja guru kahevAya. bAkInA badhA ya AjanA kahevAtA guru e to mAtra ziSyanI saMyama ArAdhanAmAM sahAyaka kahevAya. zAstrIya paribhASAmAM eka guru-ziSyane 'saMghATaka' kahevAmAM AvyA che. ratnayatrInI ArAdhanAmAM eka bIjAne madadagAra-pUraka bane te saMghATaka kahevAya. have strokta gurunA lakSaNa joIe| jagatanA yogyajIvone zAstranA arthono bodha Ape te guru. pharI e vAta yAda karI levI ke guru e AcArya che. AcArya e paMcAcAranA custa pAlaka che. kaTTara pakSapAtI che. potAnA jIvanamAM je paMcAcArane ekarasa banAve te ja hakIkatamAM AcArya kahevAya. A rIte paMcAcAranuM jIvana ane paMcAcArano kaTTara pakSapAta jemane varSo temaNe dharma yogya jIvone sanmArganuM dAna karavuM ja joIe. Ama guru e AcArya che mATe teo AcAra dharmanA jJAtA hoya, AcAra dharmane yathAzakya-yathAvasare AcaranArA hoya, covIse ya kalAka vividha AcAromAM emanA tana-mana talAlIna hoya.... A svamukhI sAdhanamAMthI ja emane daihika baLanI prApti thAya anAtmAnA satvanI khIlavaNI thAya....
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI paNa ATalethI e AcArya aTakI zake nahi. kemake AcArya e guru paNa che. guru mAtra svamukhI sAdhanAne-paramukhI sAdhanA nirapekSa rahevAnA vicArane sparzI paNa na zake. pote je dharmAcArane AtmasAt karyo ane enAthI AtmAnaMda pAmyA e sahuno ApI devAnI emanI bhAvanA AsamAnane AMbatI ja hoya. sajjanonI to e vizeSatA hoya che ke pote prApta karelI siddhi bIjAne ApyA vinA kahI dIdhA vinA rahI zakAya ja nahi. sajjana ziromaNi AcAryo to karuNAnA sAgara che. ane tethI ja AcArya gurupadane pAme che kemake teo zAstranA e sukhada rahasyone sApekSabhAve kahyA vinA rahI zakatA nathI. eTale guru te kahevAya je AcArya che. paMcAcAranI svamukhI sAdhanAnA AtmasAt karI ja rahyA che. ane e AcArya te guru hovAthI paropakArapradhAna svamukhI (ke paramukhI!) sAdhanAne paNa sAthe ja che. AcAra vihoNA guru AcArya kahevAya nahi. zuddha prarUpaNA vihoNA AcArya guru kahevAya nahi. zuddhAcArano kaTTara pakSapAta e paNa eka viziSTa AcAra che. azuddhAcAranI ughADe choge sApekSa kabUlAta e ja vastutaH zuddhaprarUpaNA che. enA vinAnI zAstranI vAtone satyasvarUpamAM rajU karatI prarupaNA e zuddha prarupaNA nathI. ene to kadAca nakkara daMbha kahI zakAya. chavaTamAM azakya AcAranA kaTTara pakSapAtI ane azuddha AcAra-jIvananI svaicchika spaSTa kabUlAta karanArA koI paNa AcAryane guru kahI zakAya. evA koI paNa gurune AcArya kahI zakAya. chellAmAM chellI A be zaratomAMthI eka paNa zarata javA pAmI hoya tyAM nathI gurupaNuM, nathI AcAryapaNuM. duniyAnI najare e vyakti guru ane AcArya kahevAtI hoya to paNa. ukta guNasaMpanna guru (AcArya)nI bhakti e zuddha aSTapuSpI pUjAnuM chaThuM puSpa che. gurubhakti vinA gurukRpA zakya ja nathI. ane jene gurukRpA maLatI nathI e sAdhako potAnA jIvanamAM janmAntaranA puNaayathI bhale kadAca viziSTa zaktio prApta karI jaze paraMtu kRpAvihoNI e zaktio emanA AM tara jIvananA dhanotapanota kADhI nAMkhyA vinA nahi rahI zake evI vinamra samaja che.
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________________ 178 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI bAhyaviSayo pratyenA rasano paNa tyAga bezaka bhAre kaThora sAdhana che. e tyAga pachI ja prApta thAya che tattvonuM darzana. tattvadarzananI anubhUti vAraMvAra thayA pachI ja AtmAnI sahaja avasthAnI jhAMkhI thAya che. sahaja AtmAnaMdanI jIvanamAM jene anubhUti ja nathI enuM jIvana to pazutulya kahevAya. saghaLo sasAra tyAgI devAnuM bhAre mUlya cUkavyA pachI paNa viSayonA tamAma raso maravA na paDatA hoya, tattvadarzana na thatuM hoya, cidAnaMdanI choLo UchaLatI na hoya to dhULa paDI e mUlya cUkavaNImAM! paNa na sAMbhaLI zakAya evI A vAta che ke jIvanamAM nathI ja dekhAto rasatyAga; viSayatyAga karavA chatAM. nathI ja thatuM tattva darzana, tattvanI Tana-TanabharIne vAto kiravA chatAM. ane nathI ja sparzatI sahajAvasthA, cidAnaMda ane AnaMdadhananA pado lalakAravA chatAM... zAthI? eka ja uttara che..... jIvanamAMthI jaDI gayelo, zAstramAMthI maLI gayelo, gurumAtAnI mahora chApa pAmelo. ke gurukRpA prApta thaI nathI. ke kadI dila daIne gurubhakti karI ja nathI. khela khalAsa. puNyayoge zaktio dhUmadhAma vadhatI jAya. ane ekoka e zakta AtmAnA adhyAtmanuM hATa pheIlyora thAya; oksIjana caDAvIne paNa eadhyAtmane paLabhara paNa jIvato rAkhI na zakAya tevuM. jIvanamAMthI badhuM ya baLa, badhuM ya kauvata, tamAma zaktio jatAM hoya to javA do. badalAmAM jo gurubhaktino bhAva jAge tema hoya to. samagra zaktionI surakSA gurukRpAmAMja che. zakti e vidyut zakti. kRpAnA tAramAM pakaDI levAmAM na Ave to enA jevI kamabakhtI sarjavAnI tAkAta jagatamAM bIjA koImAM nathI. vadhu to zuM lakhuM?
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 179 jJAna ane tapasvarUpa sAtamA ane AThamA zuddhapuSpajUnanI paripUrNa saphaLatA to gurubhaktinA A chaThA puSpanA pUjanamAM ja rahelI che. prathamanA pAMca puSponA pUjanonI saphaLatA ya A ja chaThA puSpamAM samAyelI che. samaya maLe to mAruM lakheluM "gurumAtA' pustaka meLavIne vAMcI lejo; punaH punaH manana karajo. tapa - sAtamuM puSpa : dehanI dhAtuone tapAvIne ThaMDI pADI de; tenuM nAma tapa. rasa, rUdhira, mAMsa, meda, asthi, majjA ane zukra-A vAta dhAtuono deha bane che. mahAdevoe AtmazuddhimAM bhAre vighna karatA dhAtuonI puSTine joI che. puSTa dhAtuo cittamAM unmAda utpanna kare che. vikAranA paDachAyAne paNa je citta sparzI jAya che e citta Atmazuddhi mATe divaso sudhI nAlAyaka banI jAya che. mumukSu mATe to cittamAM vikAranI kalpanA paNa pApa che. emake vikAro AtmAnA saMskArono prAdurbhAva thavA detAM ja nathI. game teTalo abhyAsa karo, gameteTaluM paramAtma dhyAna dharyA karo, ane bhAre kAmanA bojA nIce ja dabAI raho. chatAM jo A badhAnI sAthe khAnapAnano koI kAbu nahi hoya to game te paLe AtmAnI kaleAma thaI ja javAnI che. re! UMghamAM paNa vIryasmalanAdithI sattvanA naLa khullA mukhAI ja javAnA che. khUba zAstrasvAdhyAya karanAro paNa dUdha-ghIno bhokatA hoya, paramAtmAnuM dhyAna ATha ATha kalAka karanAra pachIthI ThaMDaka mATe ghInA locAM khAto hoya ke roTalImAM ghInI vADhI reDato hoya bhAre kAmavALo mANasa, bhojanamAM snigdhatAno atyaMta AgrahI hoya to..... to e svAdhyAya, dhyAna ane bAre pravRtti paNa "pheIla" jAya vAsanAne mAravA mATe. evI mArI samajaNa che. viSaya vAsanAnA pratibaMdhako to svAdhyAya, dhyAnAdi che. paraMtu praNIta bhojanano uttejaka paNa sAthe mUkI do to e pratibaMdhakonI vAsanAnAza karavAnI zakti ja marI jAya che. uttejaka medAna mArI jAya che. vAsanAno nAza na thAya to mokSa kadI na pamAya, mokSamAM ja sahAyaka gaNAtA
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI svAdhyAya Adi paNa niSphaLa jAya. kadAca evA jJAnI, dhyAnI ane karmayogIo ja vadhu bhayaMka2 patanane pAmI jAya. emanA e jJAnAdinA camakArAo ja AvA patanamAM kAraNa banI jAya. 180 mATe ja vAsanAne sIdhI zAMta karI denAra tattvanuM to AlaMbana levuM ja rahyuM. vAsanA zame che sAta dhAtuonA zamanathI. sAta dhAtuo zAMta thAya che, nirbaLa banavAthI, sAta dhAtuonuM baLa tapAvIne ThArI nAMkhe che eka pAtra tapa. tapa karo e dhAtuonA unmAdane toDo... pachI cittamAM vikAro pravezI zake ja nahi. vikArono nAza karavA mATe A eka ja upAya kAragata nIvaDI zake. AthI ja jinazAne "dehaduHkhaM mahAluM'nuM sUtra mumukSuone ApyuM che. bhale deha zoSAya paNa jo Atma nirvikAra dazA pAmato hoya to e zoSaNa jarA ya ciMtAjanaka nathI. jo dehanA poSaNanA vicAramAM jazo to AtmAnu zoSaNa game te paLe saMbhavita banI javAnuM che. eka vAra paNa AtmAne dhakko lAgI jAya, e pachaDAI jAya. pachI poka mUkIne royA vinA koI upAya nathI. zuM bacAvavuM che? AtmA ke deha! konA bhoge konI rakSA karavI che! bemAMthI ekano bhoga to sAdhanA mArge ja che. be ya ne kadI sAcavI zakAya tema nathI. be ya ne sAcavavA janAro dehane ja sAcave che. AtmAno vinAza kare che. 'zarIrane dharmanuM sAdhana kahyuM che.' e vAta jyAM ne tyAM samajyA vanA AgaLa na karazo. bezaka dharmanuM sAdhana zarIra che jema rasoInuM sAdhana kolasA ce. kolasA saLagAvIne ja rasoI karI zakAya che, kolasA sAcavI rAkhanAra bAI kadI rasoI karI zake nahi. deha paNa zoSaNa dvArA ja dharmasAdhana banI zake, sAcavavA dvArA kadApi nahi. bhogIonI duniyAmAM dehanA poSaNa mUlyavAna gaNAyA che. mATe ja e sAbita thaI jAya che ke bhogavirodhI tyAganI duniyAmAM poSaNaviruddha zoSamAM ja mUlya che. ahIM eka prazna thaI zake ke, "zuM dehane sAva zoSavI ja nAMkhavAnuM jinAgamomAM vidhAna che?'' Ano uttara e che ke nA tema nathI. paraMtu dehanA zoSaNanuM ja lakSya rAkhavAtI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI sAdhaka enA poSaNanI vadhu paDatI-ghAtakI ciMtAthI mukta banI jAya che. jyAre dehanA rasakasa vadhu paDatA khUTI jAya che : AtmasAdhanAmAM paNa bAdhA paDe tyAre ghAne malama lagAvavAnI kriyAnI jema ja gItArthanI nizrAmAM dUdha vagere jarUrI snigdha padArthu sevanakaravAmAM Ave che. AvA praNIta padArthonA sevana vakhate paNa bhAvImAM joradAra deha zoSaNa karavAnA bhavya manosthonI hAramALA cittamAM kaMDArAtI rahe che ane tethI ja praNIta bhojanasevI mumukSu e vakhate paNa mahAtyAgI ane mahAtapA ja kahevAya che. 181 Ama lakSyamAM 'pUrNazoSaNa' hoya to ja avasarocita 'poSaNa'mAM patanonmukha bhAva jAgI na zake. A hetuthI ja zAstromAM kahyuM che ke hakIkatamAM to kAyAnuM jema khUba lAlanapAlana hoya che tema atizoSaNa paNa hoya che. svAdhyAya, gurusevAdi sArI rIte thaI zake, ArtadhyAnAdi na thaI jAya te mATe dehane sAcavI paNa levo. A vicAra mumukSunA jIvanamAM tyAre ja jIvaMta bane jyAre lakSamAM 'dehadu: khaM mahAphaLa'nuM sUtra ja dekhAyA karatuM hoya. dhAtuone sUkavyA vinA azubhakarmo sukAIne kharI paDatAM nathI. eTale tapa tene kahevAya je dhAtune sUkave. chevaTe... bIjA kI yogathI paNa karma sukAtAM hoya to te vyaktivizeSa mATe te potAne paNa avazya tapa kahevAya. jJAnaH AThamuM puSpa : samyakcAritryanA vizuddha jIvananI sanmukha banAvI de te jJAnane ja jJAna kahevAya. AvuM jJAna ja zuddha aSTapuSpI pUjananuM AThamuM puSpa banI zake. SoDazaka prakaraNamAM AcArya bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjAe traNa prakAranA jJAna kahyA che. (1) zrutajJAna (2) ciMtAjJAna (3) bhAvanAjJAna. zrutajJAna eTale jinAgama svarUpa zrutanuM jJAna. e che pANI jevuM. pIe enI tarasa chIpI jAya. paNa pharI pharI tarasa lAge kharI. ane bhUkha to enAthI jarA ya na maTe. ciMtAjJAna che jinAgamanA padArthonA ciMtana-manana svarUpa ; ene kahyuM che dUdha jevuM. pIe enI tRSA chIpe... bhUkha paNa zame. paraMtu pharI pharI bhUkha-tarasa lAgyA
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________________ 182 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI to kare ja. trIjuM bhAvanAjJAna che. AtmAnI rageragamAM pariNamI gayeluM jJAna ke je pachI jIvananA azubha AcArone joradAra AMcako ApIne pheMkI dIdhA vinA jhAlyuM rahI zakatuM nathI. mATesTo ene amRtanI upamA ApI che. bhUkha maTADe tarasa chIpAve.... sadA mATe.. pharI kadI jAge nahi. eka lAkha rUpiyAnA eka karoDa nayA paisA.. keTalo bhAra! mAtra zrutajJAna AvA bhArasvarUpa che. eka lAkha rUpiyAnA dasa hIrA.... bhAra to zamyo paNa sAcavavAno bhaya keTalo? cittAjJAna kAMIka AvuM che. eka lAkha rUpiyAnI hIrAnI vIMTI. AMgaLI upara caDI gayelI. bhAranuM nAma nahi; sAcavaNInI ciMtA nahi. bhAvanAjJAna AvuM che. jIvanamAM UtarI gayA vinA e ja patuM nathI. parittasaMsArI bhavyAtmAne ja bhAvanAjJAna hoI zake. AMkho to nabaLI paDI ja che. jagatane yathAvat rUpamAM jovA mATe bhAvanAonA cazmA caDAvavA ja rahyA. cazmA caDAvIne nihALo jagatane! trIsI jazo. narI AMkhe na dekhAtI vinAzitA sarvatra dekhAze. azucinA gaMjamAM daTAyeluM jagata dekhAze, svArtha prapaMcanA ja khelo khelatuM dekhAI jaze. hAthamAM hAtha milAvIne cAlatA be jIvo vaccenA virATa aMtara najare caDI jaze. khare avasare chaTakI jatI duniyAnI nirdayatA dekhAI jatAM aMtara nisAso nAMkhI deze. potAnI ekalavAyI sthitinuM darzana thaI jatAM AMkho raDI UThaze. bIjuM ya ghaNuM ghaNuM jovA maLaze bhAvanAonA cazmA paheravathI. pachI tmA ko'ka UMDA maMthanamAM gumabhAna thavAze. prapaMcamaya vizvane julamagAra mAnyA pachI zaraNuM zodhavA nIkaLaze koIka hiteSInuM; lagAvaze AMkhe dUrabIna tIvra jijJAsAnuM ane jagatanA khUNAomAM,
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 183 bhUgarbhomAM, dUra dUranA aMtarikSamAM palAThI mArIne beThelAM paramapitAo ane emanA vaphAdAra sevako dekhAze. dekhatAM ja zira jhUkI jaze ane mana bApokAra kaheze.. A ja satya che. satyanuM bhAna thayuM; asatyanuM jJAna thayuM. akaLaoelo AtmA kyAM sudhI dharatIe paga khoDaMgI Ubho rahe? doDI ja jaze bhAvanA jJAnanA svayaMbhU baLe. satya asatyanuM AvuM jIvaMta jJAna e ja bhAvanAjJAna che ane pachI pAMgaratI doTa e ja sammacAritra che. AvI doTane "utpanna karatuM jJAna e ja A zuddha aSTapuSpInuM AThamuM puSpa che. zrutajJAna ciMtAjJAnane AThamA jJAna puSpanI khurazImAM besavAno lagIre adhikAra nathI. tapa ane jJAnanA be puSpo jo gurubhaktinA chaThA puSpa sAthe na bese to pUrabahAramAM khIlI UThIne avazya karamAI jAya. emane kadI na karamAtAM karavA hoya to gurubhaktinA puSpanuM sAnnidhya rAkhavuM ja paDaze. ajIrNa e A puSponuM murajhAvuM ce. tapanuM sAcuM ajIrNa atapasvIo pratyeno napharatabhAva che. krodha e to bALa ajIrNa che. jJAnanuM kharekharuM ajIrNa ajJAnI pratyeno dhikkArabhAva che. ahatva to enuM bALa (baby) svarUpa che. te ja tapasvIo ane jJAnIo potAnA jIvanane ajIrNano bhoga na banavA daI zake ke jeo gurubhakta che. gurubhakti vinAnA jJAnAdinA ajIrNa thayA vinA rahetAM ja nathI. thaI cUkelA ajIrNo gurubhakti vinA jIrNa thaI zakatAM ja nathI. chaThA naMbaranuM gurubhaktinuM A gurupuSya khUba ja gauravavaMtu puSpa che. jema pAchaLanA be puSponI surakSA tene AbhArI che tema prathamanA pAMca puSponI surakSA paNa tene ja AbhArI che. svabaLe mahAvratananuM pAlana karavuM eTale bhujabaLe mahAtophAnI sAgara tarI javo... taddana azakayaprAya: ane gurukRpAnA bale mahAvratonuM pAlana karavuM eTale? kvIna merI sTImara dvArA topAnI sAgarane pAra karI javo.. sAva ja saraLa.
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________________ | |_ 184 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI svabaLanA puruSArthamAM salAmatInuM svapna paNa nahi. gurubaLanI AdhInatAmAM salAmatInI koI zaMkA ja nahi. haMkArI che nAva koI dI! sukAnane hAthamAM rAkhIne nAva calAvavAmAM keTalA baLanI jarUra! keTalI savadhAnInI jarUra? ane gaganamAM vAI rahelA vAyarAne anukULa banIne saDha khullA mUkI do to? jarUra che koI joradAra baLanI bhArekhama sukAnane kAbumAM rAkhavAnI! paNa aphasosa! naukAnA ane jIvana-nokAnA nAviko sukAnI banavAmAM ja salAmatInI bhayAnaka kalpanA kare che! pavanane saDha soMpI devAmAM apAra jokhamonA vAvaMToLa vIMjhAtA kahyuM che. game tema ho.... e bhrAnta kalpanAo ja A saMsArasAgaranA ataLa UMDANe kAMIkane besADI dIdhA. sukAnI beThA, emanA vizvAse nAvaDImAM besanArA ya beThA.. pAMca mahAvratonA pAMca puSpo ane tapa-jJAnanA be puSponI vacce gurubhakti puSpa mUkIne AcArya bhagavAn haribhadrasUrijIe kamAla karI nAMkhI che. joI lo dahelIno dIpa UMbare paDelo! dahelImAM ya prakAza karI mUke ! osarImAM ya prakAza phelAvI mUke ! gurubhaktinA guNanI pAchaLa to eka virATa baLa khaDuM thAya che guNonuM! mohanI pAMcamI katAriyA pravRttine jabbe karI devA mATe e eka ja zakti samartha che. jagajjananI karuNAnA putrazA paramAtmazAsanane avicchinna rIte AgaLa dhapAvanAra paNa A ja zakti che. gurubhaktithI niSpanna thatI virATazakti to mA-dharatI che. emAM saheja paNa dhrujAro thAya to nirbhayatA guNonA virATa vRkSo, nAnakaDA choDavAo, gAMbhIryanA sAgaro, sahiSNutAnA parvatA, zAsananI sthAvara saMpattisvarUpa ImArato badhuM ya dhrUjI UThe! dharatI upara DhaLI paDe. adhyAtmanI duniyAnA puNyakALanuM svarUpa AvuM ja kahI zakAya. vadhu ciMtanamAM UtaravuM nathI. pharIthI mAruM lakheluM gurumAtA' pustaka joI levAnI bhalAmaNa karI lauM chuM. pAMcamahAvrato svarUpa pAMca puSponA munijIvananA traNa mULiyA svarUpa che : gurubhakti, tapa ane jJAna. mULa vinA puSponI to vAta ja kyAMthI hoya?
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 185 paraMtu zarIranA baLa vinA gurubhakti azakya banI jAya che tyAre karavuM zuM? joradAra manobaLa vinA tapa paNa jIvanamAM Utarato nathI tyAre karavuM zuM? apUrva kSayopazama vinA jJAna paNa caDatuM nathI tyAre karavuM zuM? jeo gurubhakta nathI banI zakatA, tapasvI ke jJAnI nathI thaI zakatA... te munio paMcamahAvratonA pAlanamAM niSphaLa ja jatAM rahe zuM? Ano uttara nakAramAM che. azaktinA kAraNe je a-gurubhakta, a-tapasvI ke ajJAnI che tenuM aMtara jo gurubhakta, tapasvI ke jJAnI banavAnuM ja valaNa dharAvatuM hoya to pAMcamahAvratonA pAlanamAM te avazya pAra UtarI jAya. zI rIte enA valaNanI khabara paDe ema pUcho cho? sahu tevA valaNanA sabhAvanI ja vAto kare eTale nirNaya zI rIte karavo e muzkelI chene ? sAMbhaLo tyAre. bhakti Adi guNaprAptinA valaNavALAmAM gurubhakti na hoya to ya gurubahumAna (mAnasika) avazya hoya. vAte vAte gurune te yAda to karato ja hoya. tapa na hoya to ya jIvanamAM vadhu ne vadhu tyAga to hoya ja. jarA jarAmAM tyAganA abhigraho karavA te utsuka thaI jato ja hoya. jJAnano kSayopazama na hoya to ya jJAnaprAptinA udyama to atyaMta joradAra hoya ja. samaya maLatAM ja svAdhyAyanA yogamAM cAlyo ja jAya. Ama eka AtmA bhakta tapasvI ane jJAnI na hoya te paNa mahAvrato saphaLa ArAdhana karI zakaze; jo bahumAnI, tyAgI ane jJAnodyamI haze to. AnAthI ochuM to na ja calAvI zakAya. jenAmAM cheva. TanI A traNa cIjo paNa nathI tenA pAMca mahAvratonA puSpa kyAre karamAI jAya te kahI zakAya nahi. gurubahumAnI, tyAgI ane jJAnodyamInA mahAvrato kyAreya paNa karamAya ja nahi. AmAMnA eka paNa guSNa abhAvavALA mahAvrato game tyAre karamAI gayA vinA rahe ja nahi. zuddha-aSTapuSmI pUjananA ATha puSponuM ApaNe saMkSepathI svarUpa nihALyuM. devonA svAmI devendra avazya samyagadRSTi hoya. samyagdaSTi AtmA avazya mahAdevano bhakta hoya. devAtmAnA paNa pUjya devane devAdhide kahevAya. kALajI sAthe
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________________ IL IL 186 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI jemanuM jatana karyuM che te ukta ATha puSponuM kALajAnA AnaMda sAthe samarpaNa karavuM e ja zuddha aSTapuSmI pUjana kahevAya. - devendro paNa zuddha aSTapuSpI pUjA karI zakatA nathI. nArako ya te pUjana mATe ayogya TharyA che. kemake eka pAse sukhanI Toca che jyAre bIjA pAse duHkhanI. A pUjanano adhikArI mAtra mAnava che. te sukhaduHkhanI TocanA cheDAo upara beTho nathI. AjJApAlana e ja bhaktiH devAdhidevanI sAcI bhakti temanI AjJAnA pAlanamAM ja che. temanI AjJA che; "pAMcamahAvratone niraticArapaNe pALo. te mATe gurubhakta bano, tapasvI bano, jJAnI bano.' game teTalA pUjana karo gulAba puSponA. .. eno koI ja artha nathI jo pUjyanI AjJA tarapha kaTTara pakSapAta na hoya to. game teTalA mahotsavo karo zAsanaprabAvanAnA....paraMtu jo to AjJAbAhya hoya to tenuM kazuM ya mUlya nathI. game teTalA japa japo "arihaMta'nA nAmanA, paNa jo arihaMtanI AjJA uparaja prema nathI to te japa badhA ya eka prakAranuM gappa banI jAya che. dharma - dhArmikatA? comera najara nAMkhazuM to kAMIka kheda utpanna kare tevuM vAtAvaraNa najare nathI caDI jatuM zuM? dharma ghaNo thato dekhAya che. dhArmika koka ja dekhAya che. dharma karavA chatAM dhArmikatA dekAtI nathI, maMdiranI bahAra nIkaLatAMnI sAthe ja jANe koI zayatAna pravezI jato hoya tevI rItanuM bhAvukAtmAnuM valaNa jovA maLe che. re! maMdiramAM ya maMdirane na chAje tevuM ghaNuM ghaNuM jovA nathI maLatuM zuM? dharma to dhArmikothI ja zobhe ane saMbhave. adhArmikonA hAthamAM dharma jAya to dharmano nAza ja thAya. dharma che dAna, zIla vagereno. dhArmikatA jovA maLe che dAnAdidharmonA AjJA pratyekanA kaTTara pakSapAtamAM.
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________________ vira ! madhurI vANI tArI 187 dharma ghaNo vadhyo. paraMtu e AjJA-dharmo pratye pakSapAtanuM koI nAma zodhyuM jaDatuM nathI. dAna karanArane ya tijorImAM paDelI lakSmI ja khUba game che... jarA ya khaTakatI nathI. to zuM tyAM dAnadharmano kaTTara pakSapAta gaNAya? zIladharma pALanArAne ya dhArmika kahevAnuM mana thatuM nathI. kemake enA zIladharmamAM ya sIlavaMto pratye kAjAno namaskAra ja jovA nathI maLato. tapadharma karanArAone tapasvI kahevA gamatAM nathI. atapasvIo pratyeno temano dhikkArabharyo bhAva joIne. dharma veda ane jinAjJAnA premanI dhArmikatA ghaTatI jAya e keTaluM duHkhada gaNAya! dharma dhaDa che. jinAjJA prema mAthuM ce. mastaka vinAnA dhaDanA AkarSaNa zA? mUlya zA? jyAM AjJAno prema nathI, AjJAnI virAdhanA ja che tyAM thatAM dharmanA guNa gAvAjevA gaNAya ke kema te eka prazna che. re! dharma, AjJAmAM kahyo che. ahiMsAdimAM nahi. adharma avajJAmAM kahyo che, hiMsAdimAM nahi. to pachI dharmArthI AtmAoe jIvanamAM AjJAprema ane vijJA-tiraskAra keTalo keLavavo joIe? lAkho lokone dAnAdidharmathI vAsita karI denAro AtmA paNa jo AjJAno premI nathI to tene paropakAra karanAro kahevAto nathI. enA nimitte lAkho AtmA upara upakAra thaI jAya che eTaluM ja. ane eka mumukSu AjJAne vaphAdAra che, zakya eTaluM saghaLuM AjJApAlananuM jIvana jIve che. paNa puNyanI alpatAne kAraNe paropakArano dharma AcarI zakato nathI chatAM te ja vastutaH paropakAra karanAro kahevAya che. tenA AjJAdhIna jIvanathI kuzalAnubaMdhI puNyanuM je jaMgI utpAdana thAya che te ja janmAntaromAM tene vipulapuNyano svAmI banAvI de che. agaNita paropakAronI hAramALA sarjAve che. AvuM AjJAdhIna jIvana e ja devAdhidevanuM zuddha-aSTapuSmI pUjana. A jIvana avazya muktipada Ape. kemake A AjJAdhInA zuddha jIvana che. pUrvokta dravyasnAna vageremAM saMbhavita jIvahiMsAnA pApanuM ahIM mizraNa thatuM ja nathI. jo mumukSunI zuddhi jarAka jora karI jAya to kSapakazreNi ja prApta thAya,
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________________ | |_ 188 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI zukladhyAnano e agni sarvaghAtI karmone bALI bhasma karI nAMkhe. muktipada hAthamAM AvIne paDe. yatioe to devAdhidevanuM zuddhASTapuSmI pUjana na karavuM joIe. peluM dravyasnAnapUrvakanuM azuddha-aSTapuSmI pUjana yatio mATe to bilakula ucita na gaNI zakAya. jejJAnI che ene mukti sivAyanuM koI paNa pada pAmavAnI jhaMkhanA ja hotI nathI. anya pada pAmavAnI jene jhaMkhanA janme tene jJAnI yati kahI zakAya nahi. mAna-sanmAnanA padothI jJAnI to nirapekSa hoya. cakrInA rAjya pada paNa je Icchato nathI tene vaLI cAra cha hajAranA guru banavAnA mAna-sanmAna padanI to paravA hoya ja zenI? evA pada mATe jarUrI puNya mATe temano prayatna ja na hoya. puNyanA paNa nAzane lakSamAM ramADatAM yatine puNyAInA camakArAnI aMjAmaNa zenI? nirvANapada eka ja lakSa ! nirvANapadano eka ja pakSa! AvA nirvANecchane to zuddhASTapuSmI pUjana sivAya bIjuM koI pUjana saMbhavI zake nahi. sadA cAlatAM pUjananI A yAtrAmAM mahAlatA yatine bIjI koI yAtrAnI kAmanA ya na hoya. hA. zuddha pUjana mATe e badhuM kare. tIrthanI yAtrA ya kare ane auSadhinI mAtrA paNa le. paraMtu jyAM e pUjana nathI tyAM to e kazuM ja na Icche.
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________________ vIra madhurI vANI tArI ma mukI tala 10 189 (4) kArikA aSTaka
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________________ 190 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI saMkSiptArtha zlokAnuvAda karmendhnaM samAzritya daDhA sdbhaavnaa'ddhuutiH| dharmadhyAnAgninA kAryA dIkSitenAgnikArikA / / 1 / / dIkSita AtmAe e ja agnikArikA AcaravI joIe jemAM (1) karmanuM Injana hoya, (2) sadbhAvanAnI joradAra AhUti ApavAnI hoya ane (3) dharma zukla dhyAnano agni hoya. dIkSA mokSArthamAkhyAtA jJAnaghyAnaphalaM sa c| zAstra ukto yata: sUtraM ziva dharmottare hyadaH ||2|| pUjayA vipulaM rAjyamagnikAryeNa smpdH| tapa: pApavizuddhayartha jJAnaM dhyAnaM ca muktidam TIrU II dIkSitanI dIkSA mAtra mokSa prApti mATe che. A mokSa prAptine zAstramAM jJAna ane dhyAnanuM phaLa kahyuM che. zevadharmamAM evuM vidhAna che ke (sAvadya) pUjAthI vipula rAjyanI prApti thAya che ane (dravya) agnikArikAthI sampatti prApta thAya che. je tapa che te pAponI zuddhi kare che ane jJAna dhyAna mokSapada Ape che. pApaM ca rAjyasampatsu sambhavatyanaghaM tataH / na tadvatvorupAdAnamiti samyagvicintyatAtm / / 4 / / dravyapUjana ane agnikArikAthI prApta thatAM rAjya ane vaibhavomAM puSkaLa pApo thAya che mATe dIkSita AtmAe rAjya ane vaibhavo prApta karavA mATe dravyapUjana ke agnikArikAno Azraya levo : joIe nahi. A vAta sahae sArI rIte vicAravI. vizuddhizcAsya tapasA na tu dAnAdinaiva yat / tadiyaM nAnyathA yuktA tathA coktaM mahAtmanA / / 5 / / dhamarthi yasya vittahA tasyAnIhA griiysii| prakSAlanAddhi paGkasya dUrAdasparzanaM varam |6 IT kadAca koI kahe che. rAjyAdivebhavothI thatAM pApone rAjyAdisaMpattinA dAnAdithI dhoI zakAya che. to A vAta barobara nathI. pApanI zuddhi to tapathI ja thAya, dAnAdithI nahi. eTale dIkSita mATe dravyAgnikArikA bilakula ucita nathI. hA. enaA karatAM taddana judI jAtanI bhAva-agnikArikA ja dIkSita mATe ucita che.
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________________ nA vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI mahAtmA vyAse mahAbhAratanA vanaparvanA bIjA adhyAyamAM kahyuM che ke dharma karavA mATe jene dhanopArjananA parigrahanuM pApa karavAnI IcchA thAya che teNe te IcchA ja na karavI sArI. bhale dharma paNa na thAya. kAdavamAM paDIne snAna karavA karatAM kAdavano sparza ja na karavo sAro. mokSAdhvasevayA caitA: prAya: zubhatarA bhuvi / jAyante hyanapAyinya iyaM sacchAsrasaMsthitiH 191 ||7 || mokSanA mArgasvarUpa samyagdarzanAdiratnatrayInA karatAM je saMpatti prApta thAya che te pApavRttio jagatanI na hovAthI A jagatanI vadhu sArI saMpatti kahevAya. avisaMvAdI zastronI A sthira ukti che. iSTApUrsa namakSAGga skaamsyopvrnnitm| akAmasya punarmoktA saiva nyAyyAgnikArikA yajJayAgAdi ISTakarmo ane vApI, kUpa, taLAvAdi khodAvavAnI pravRttisvarUpa pUrNa karmo - A be ya sAMsArika sukhanI kAmanAvALA hovAthI mokSapada ApI zakatA nathI. je dIkSita niSkAma che eNe to pUrve kahevA bhAva-agnikArikA ja AcaravI joIe. ||||
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________________ | |_ 192 vIra madhurI vANI tArI vivecanA: dravya agnikArakiAnuM svarUpaH saddharmane nahi pAmelA loko pUjA karyA bAda agnikArikA (yajJa) kare che. ApaNe sAcuM pUjana zuM te samajyA, have vAstava agnikArikA kone kahevAya te joIe. ahIM eka vAta khyAlamAM rAkhavI ke A vicAra saMsAratyAgI AtmAone anulakSIne ApaNe karavAno che. jemaNe saMsAra tyAgyo, bhagavA dhAraNa karyA te dIkSita loko laukika agnikArikA karatA hoya to te barobara che ke nahi? vastutaH loka bhAvanAno tyAga karyA pachI lokika agnikArikA ucita gaNAya nahi. evA tyAgI AtmAoe to lokottara agnikArikA ja karavI joIe. A lokottara agnikArikA kevI hoya te ApaNe joIe. agnikArikAmAM mukhyatve traNa vastu joIe. (1) agni (2) Indhana (3) AhUti. lokika agnikArikAmAM- (1) bhaDake baLato agni hoya che, (2) lAkaDAM vagerenuM Injana hoya che ane (3) ghI vagerenI AhUti hoya che. lokottara agnikArikAmAM (1) dharmadhyAnano agni hoya. (2) karmanuM Indhana hoya. (3) sadbhAvanAnI AhUti hoya. dharma-zukla dhyAnano eka ja agni evo che je karmanA Indhanane UbhA ne UbhA saLagAvI zake. jagatamAM saLagAvI mAravA jevI cIja jo koI hoya to te mAtra karmanuM Injana che. ane ene saLagAvI zakanAra jo koI agni hoya to te mAtra dhyAnAgni che. enI sAthe sAthe e vAta paNa samajI levI joIe ke dhyAnAgnine vAraMvAra bhaDake jalato rAkhavA mATe AhUti paNa jaIe. evI koI jagatamAM AhUti hoya to te mAtra sadbhAvanA che. anityAdi bhAvanAonuM Aga-baLa : bujhAtA agnine bhaDako de ane bhaDake jalatA agninI vALAne AsamAne aMbAvI de evI AhUti sadbhAvanAonI che. dharmAdinuM dhyAna e bhAva che. jyAre anityAdi bhAvanA che..
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 193 bhAva e satyayopazamasvarUpa che. bhAva e ciMtanarUpa che. cittane bhAvanAnA puTa jema vadhu apAya tema cittAtmA bhAvita thAya. bhAvAtmaka svarUpa dhyAna pakaDatuM jAya. AhUtisvarUpa bhAvanAmAtrathI karmo jalatAM nathI. kamonA Injana to jalaze dhyAnanA agnithI ja. paraMtu dhyAnAgni pUrA svarUpamAM khIlaze to bhAvanAonI AhUtithI ja. eTale jo karmanA Injanane jalAvI mAravAnuM sAdhya AMbavuM hoya to dhyAnaagni vinA nahi ja cAle. ane dhyAnAgnine bahekAvavA mATe sabhAvanAnI AhUti vinA nahi ja cAle. Ama pAyAnA iMTacUnA tarIke sadbhAvanA goThavAya che. jyAre ImAratanA iMTacUnA tarIke dhyAna goThavAya che. vizeSa mahattvakonuM? pAyAnA iMTacUnAnuM ke ImAratanA? bezaka dekhAze ImArata, pAyo nahi... chatAM ImAratane ane temAM rahenArA-gulAbI sukhanA bhoktAne TakAvI rAkhe che to pAyo che. mATe teno ITacUno ja khUba mahattvanI vastu che. A vicAra ApaNane e vAta kAnamAM kahI jAya che ke jIvanamAM prakAza pAmavA mATe, AtmAne vizuddha karavA mATe sauprathama to bhAvanAonI jarUra paDaze. jagatanuM darzana judA judA dRSTikoNa (angles)thI karatAM ja rahevuM paDaze. ma bAyokemikanI 12 davAmAM badA rogonA nAzanI vAta samAI jAya che. jema kuMDalinA 12 khAnAmAM trikALanI vAto goThavAI jAya che. tema bAra bhAvanAthI jagadarzana karavAmAM jagatanuM saMpUrNa darzana thaI jAya che. je darzana ekAMgI-eka taraphI che te ja bhayaMkara che. sarvAgI baneluM darzana to atyaMta kSemakara che. ekAMgI darzane jIva mohaghelo banIne dhasI jAya che saMsAra tarapha... ene khUba ja AkarSaka, tIkhA tamatamato joIne. paNa sarvAgI daza4namAM to e saMsAranA ekeeka pAsAMne e joI nAMkhe che. ema thatAM eka sivAyanA badhA ya pAsAmAM vinAzitA, chala-prapaMca, azuci, parAdhInatA vagerenI badabU ja vachUTatI jANavA maLe che. pachI jIvAtmA jIva laIne tyAMthI nAsI na chUTe to kare ya zuM?
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI bAra bhAvanA sarvAMgI darzananI janetA che. dharma-zukla dhyAnanI bhUmikAe javA mATe to jagatanA ekAMgI darzanathI kalpAI gayelA AkarSaNonA rAgane maMda pADavA ja rahyA. nahi to e rAga jora karI jAya ane dhyAnanI UMcI bhUmikAmAM beThelA AtmAno paga kheMcatA ja rahe. 194 e rAgane maMda pADe che bAra bhAvanAonuM sarvAMgI jagadarzana. dharmadhyAnAdine pAmavA mATe ya bhAvanAo, ane tUTatAM dharmadhyAnAdine sAMdhavA mATe ya bhAvanAo. jyAM rAga-zatru mAthuM UMcake tyAM ja bhAvanAno golIbArathI tene ThAra ka2vo ja rahyo. maitryAdibhAvanAonuM jala-baLa : jagatanuM svarUpa darzana karAvIne jagatathI mukta karAvanAra jema bAra bhAvanAo che tema jIvAtmAo sAthe saMbaMdha joDI ApanArI maitryAdi cAra bhAvanAo che. be ya ekabIjAnI pUraka che. jIvAtmA sAthe maitryAdina jAmatA hoya to jagadarzana ThagAruM mAnI levuM. ane jIvAtmA sAthenA maityAdine ThagArA mAnI levA jo te pachI sarvAMgI jagadarzana na thatuM hoya to. AvA vaMcaka saMbaMdhoe ja jIvanamAM ghaNI viSamatAo UbhI karI che. AtmAnA anaMta sukhanA baMdha bAraNe ja jIvane Ubho rAkhI dIdho che. maitryAdibhAvanA te ja sAcI ke je jagatanuM sarvAMgI darzana karAvIne jagatathI virAga janmAvI jAya. jagatanuM sarvAMgI darzana paNa te ja sAcuM ke je jIvamAtra pratye maityAdino rAgabhAva janmAvI ja jAya. jIvarAga jaDavirAgamAM pariNamyA vinA na rahe. jaDavirAga jIvarAgamAM pariNamyA vinA na rahe. pharI kahuM chuM be ya bhAvanAobAra ane cAra H eka bIjAnI pUraka che. ekabIjA vinA jIvI na zake tevA emanAM jIvana che. jIvAtmAnA anaMta sukhanuM dhanotapanota kADhI nAMkhanAra, ene kutto banAvIne cAra page calAvanAra, ene gaDho banAvIne hoMcI-hoMcInA bUmo paDAvanAra, ene
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 195 nAraka banAvIne paLe paLe karuNa ciciArIo paDAvanAra, ene deva banAvIne IrSyAnA rAkSasI hutAzanamAM jIvatone jIvato hajAro-lAkho re! asaMkya varSo sudhI saLagAvyA ja karanAra, ene mAnava banAvIne saMpattimAna banAvIne krUra pApo karAvIne aMdhiyArI narakamAM dhoLe dahADe nAgo dhakelI mUkanAra eka mAtra karma che. e ja zatru che. dharmadhyAnano agni cetavI daIne, sadubhAvanAnI-AhUtino prakSepa karI daIne bhaDabhaDa jalatAM e agnimAM A zatrune Ubho ne Ubho saLagAvI mAro... jarA paNa vilaMba have karavA jevo nathI. jo cUkyA to jIvane e saLagAvI ja mAraze. ArtadhyAnAdino agni enI pAse taiyAra che, azubha bhAvanAonI AhUtino eNe prakSepa paNa karI dIdho che. jIvAtmA jyAre jyAre jhokuM khAI jAya che tyAre tyAre A rAkSasa ene UMcakIne pake che agnikuMDamAM! kAM jalAvI nAMkho! kAM to jalavAnI taiyArI rAkho... karmapizAcanA pizAcI svarUpano jene khyAla AvI jAya che, tenA kaTUviSAko jenI najare caDI jAya che, jinAjJAnA rAmabANa IlamonI jene khabara paDI jAya che, ane have jo jarAka cUke to jagatamAM kayA kayA khUNe kevI kevI rIte UbhA ne UbhA pachaDAvAnuM che e vAta paNa jene samajAI jAya che.... te AtmA paLano ya vilaMba karI zakato nathI. jalI javA e taiyAra nathI. jalAvI devA sivAya e have jhAlyo rahI zakato nathI. jeNe saMsAra tyAgyo tenI pAse A ja apekSA rAkhI zakAya ne? karmanA pUtaLA bALo! karma muddagbAda'nA gaganabhedI avAjo sAthe saraghasa kADho. e saraghasane virATa sabhAmAM pheravI daIne karmazatruno bahiSkAra pukAravAno sarvAnumate TharAva karo. je je rastethI e zatrune poSaNa maLatuM hoya te badhA ja rastA baMdha karo, enI cInI-tAkAtane toDavAno A eka ja rasto che, ApaNA mATe. ApaNI A caLavaLamAM anaMta parameSThI bhagavaMtono ApaNane saMpUrNa Teko che. emanA anugrahanuM virATa baLa ApaNI sAthe che. pachI e mAovAdI karmacInAne jabbe karavAmAM pAchI pAnI karavAnI kazI jarUra nathI. hiMmate mardA, madade khudA. havana to AvA lokottara ja zobhe. laukika havanomAM zuM baLe? lAkaDAM, ghI ane niraparAdhI asaMkhya jIvo ja ne?
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________________ | |_ 196 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI ApaNe to saMsAratyAgInA havananI vAta karIe chIe. niraparAdhIone sadA mATenuM abhayadAna daI denAro tyAgI AtmAlaukika havano karIne e jIvone saLagAvI mAre e kalpanA paNa keTalI bhayAnaka che? jeNe abhaya dIdhAM sarvane, ene have A rIte bhaya pamADavAno adhikAra ja kyAM rahe che? eno to adhikAra che have jAtane paNa karmathI abhya banAvI devAnI sAdhanA karavAno.. e mATe eNe lokottara agnikArikAnAM ja zaraNe javuM paDaze. sadbhAvanAnI AhUtio devI paDaze ane karmazatrunI virATa kAyAne bhaDake jalAvI mAravI paDaze. A sivAya enuM koI kartavya nathI. karmane dAha devA sivAyanuM koI paNa kArya e kare to kartavyabhraSTatAnuM kalaMka enA zire lAgaze. dIkSita tene ja kahevAya jenAM aMtaramAM ja Aga vasatI hoya; te karmazatrune jalAvI devA mATe. ane enI AMkhomAM ekalu amI varasatuM hoya, amInI ja AMkho banelI hoya. jIvAtmAonA aMtaramAM karma-zatrue Thera Thera saLagAvelA AganA saMtApane ThAravAnuM eka mAtra kArya AMkhanuM amI kayA ja karatuM hoya. dIkSitanA be ja kAma. jalAvavAnuM svakarmane; ane ThAravAnuM parajIvanane. dIkSita! ane te vaLI jagatamAM jIvone jalAvatI Aga UbhI kare? re! lAkaDAnA Izvana bALe! ane ghI vagerenI AhUti de! asaMbhava! dIkSita ! ane te vaLI jagatanA jIvonA aMtaramAM AttaraudradhyAnanI Aga UbhI kare! zubha karmanA lAkaDAM saLagAve! ane azubhabAvonI AhUti devaDAve! asaMbhava. karmano zatru te ajAtazatru! jagatamAM teno koI zatru nahi! ene vaLI A badhI Aga zenI? hoya dAca evI agnikArikAnI Aga gRhasthane ! bALe ja che e jIvone ! AvI agnikArikAmAM ya kadAca jIvone bALe! paNa sArA gRhasthanI agnikArikA prazasta banI jAya! e pragaTAve agni paNa prabhunI dIpapUjA karavA mATeno! emAM bezaka arpe ghInI AhUti ane saLagAve dhUpa! utpanna kare dhumADo!
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 197 adhikArI-anadhikArI : paNa te prazasta agnikArikA ya dIkSita mATe to aprazasta ja hoM! bhAvapUjananA adhikArIne A dravya pUjanano adhikAra ja nathI. adhikAranI sArAmAM sArI kriyA paNa aprazasta banI jAya. khATale na besatAM gAdI upara besavuM; bezaka suMdara! paraMtu nokara mATe to asuMdara ja! jainetaromAM kahevAya che ke rAmacandrajIe laMkA upara vijaya meLavyA bAda badhI senAo ane tenA senAdhipatione bhojana mATe niyaMtraNa karavAno sarasenAdhipatine Adarza kayo4. sarasenAdhipatie vAnarasenAne bAda karIne bAkInI badhI senAone AmaMtraNa pAThavI dIdhuM. rAmacaMdrajIne A vAtanI khabara paDatAM tapAsa karAvI. temane jANavA maLyuM ke sarasenAdhipati ema mAne che ke bhojana mATe vAnarasenA lAyaka nathI. A vAta koInA gaLe na UtarI eTale vAnarasenAne AmaMtravAnI sarasenAdhipatine pharaja pADavAmAM AvI. badhI senAo judA judA sthAne goThavAI gaI. vAnaro pama ka bAju goThavAI gayA. bhojana samAraMbhano AraMbha thayo. coLA-lApazInuM bhojana hatu. prathama to sahune coLA pIrasAyA. vAnarone paNa pIrasAyA. lApazI AvavAnI thoDI ja vAra hatI. tyAM eka banAva banyo. haroLamAM prathama beThelA eka vAnara-zizue coLAno eka eka dANo hAthamAM laIne dabAvavAnI ramata karI. dANAmAMthI 'bI' UchaLIne dUra paDayuM. enI chalAMga joIne khijAeluM baccuM manomana bolI UThayuM. 'chalAMga mAravAnuM ATaluM badhuM abhimAna! hamaNAM utArI nAMkhu chuM'' vAnara-zizue ethI paNa moTo ThekaDo mAryo ane dUra jaIne malakAtuM beThuM. haroLamAM bIjA naMbare beThelA vAnarathI A bALanI khumArI na khamAI. eNe ethI moTo ThekaDo mArIne pelA baccAthI ya dUra jaIne beThuM... basa. pachI to cAlI spardhA ThekaDo mAravAnI, ekekathI AgaLa bIjo-bIjo javA lAgyo. chelle Avyo hanumAnajIno vAro, ThekaDAmAruonI rAI utArI nAMkhavA
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________________ | |_ 198 vira ! madhurI vANI tArI emaNe to "pa" karatokane evo moTo Thekaro mAyo ke sIdhA jaIne beThA laMkAmAM! paMgatamAM eka paNa vAnara nathI. rAmacandrajI ane sarasenAdhipati pharatAM pharatAM tyAM AvI caDayA. e ka paNa vAnarane paMgatamAM na jotAM rAmacandrajIe sarasenAdhipatinI sAme Azcarya joyuM. sasmita javAba maLyo; "mahArAja! mATe ja meM vAnarasenAne AmaMtraNa pAThavyuM na hatuM! A jAta laMkA saLagAvI zake paNa paMgatamAM besIne zistabaddha bhojana na karI zake !' eka adhikAra prApta thavAthI badhA ja adhikAronI lAyakAta AvI jatI nathI. haLathI khetara kheDavAno adhikAra prApta karanAro kheDUta bhAratanA vaDApradhAnanI khurazI upara besI javA mATe taddana nAlAyaka che. bhAratanA vaDA pradhAna paNa khetara kheDavAnA kAma mATe eTalA ja nAlAyaka che. prastutamAM paNa gRhasthonA dravyAgnikArikAnA adhikArane dIDito pAmI na zake. ane dIkSitonA bhAvAgnikArikAnA adhikArane gRhastho amalamAM mUkI de ane potAno dravyAgnikArikAno adhikAra jato kare te ya na cAle. chatAM jo koI dIkSita dravyAgnikArikAno ja AgrahI hoya to bhale tema ho... paraMtu pachI tene dIkSita to na ja kahevAya. eNe potAne gRhastha ja kahevaDAvavo joIe athavA gRhasthatulya kahe vaDAvavAM joIe. jJAnadhyAnanuM - phaLa mokSa jinAgamomAM A vidhAna che ema nathI para siddhAMtomAM paNa A ja vAta kahI dIkSA-saMsAraparityAganI kriyA - e sarvakarmanA vinAza mATe ja saghaLA tattvaciMtakoe kahI che. AvA karma mokSanA sAdhyanuM sAdhana zuM? tenI vicAraNA karatAM teoe jJAna ane zubha dhyAnane ja kahyuM che. dravyAgnikArikAne mokSanuM sAdhana koIe kahyuM nathI. bezaka mokSanuM sAdhya atIndriya che mATe tenuM sAdhana paNa ApaNe na zodhI zakIe; paraMtu atIndiraya padArthonI vAtomAM AgamazAstro ja pramANabhUta manAya ce ane te AgamomAM mokSanA sAdhana tarIke jJAna ane dhyAnane ja kahyA che. jJAna-dhyAnanuM phaLa sarvakarma mokSa ja che. sarvakarmakSaya mATe jJAna-dhyAna sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. sarva mokSavAdIo mokSAdi atIndriya padArtho mATe je Agamane pramANabhUta
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 199 mAne che te AgamamAM ja A vAta kahI che ke mokSa pAnadhyAnathI ja maLe. jo ke bauddho jJAnadhyAnaphaLa svarUpa karmamokSa svIkAratA nathI chatAM jyAre A rIte jainetarone mAnya zaivAgamamAM paNa kahyuM che ke jJAnadhyAnanI sAdhananA phaLa tarIke mokSa ja prApta thAya che. eTale jemaNe karma mokSa pAmavo hoya temaNe jJAnadhyAnanI ja sAdhanA karavI joIe. jJAnanuM phaLa dhyAnasvarUpa bhAva-agnikArikA che. A bhAva agnikArikA ja mokSArthI AtmAe sevavI joIe. jIvono upamarda karatI dravyAgnikArikA dIkSita AtmAoe karavI joIe nahi. agnikArikAthI rAjyAdibhoga prApti e zevAgamamAM kahyuM che ke devatAnI puSpAdipUjA karavAthI vipula rAjya prApta thAya che, dravya agnikArikAthI vipula samRddhi prApta thAya che. Ama A beya kriyAothI AtmA upara puNya karmano baMdha thAya che. paraMtu pApakarmano kSaya thato nathI. mukhyatve pApakarmano nAza to tapathI thAya che, tathA jJAna ane dhyAnathI sarvakarmakSayarUpa mokSa prApta thAya che. eTale sarvakarma mokSa mATe ja levAtI dIkSA lIdhA pachI dIkSita AtmAe to sarvakarmamokSanuM ja sAdhana pakaDavuM joIe. paraMtu puNyakarmanA baMdhana dvArA vipula rAjya ke samRddhino saMsAra je meLavI Ape tevA aprazasta puSpAdipUjana ke dravyAgnikArikAne to sparzavA paNa na joIe. vaLI e puSpAdipUjana ane dravyAgnikArikAthI janmAntaramAM je rAjya ane samRddhi maLe che. te rAjyasamRddhi paNa pApa ja karAvanArI bane che. eTale evA puSpAdipUjana vagerene niravadya kema kahI zakAya? rAjyasamRddhi pAmavAnA hetuthI karAtA e puSpapUjanAdine prazna kema kahI zakAya? Ama pUjA ane agnikArikA pApajanaka banIne pApasvarUpa banI jAya che. A vAta khUba ja sArI rIte vicAravI joIe | mumukSuo to avazya vicAraka hovA joIe. ahIM eka vAtano khyAla rAkhavo ke paramatanA puSpapUjana ane dIpAdipUjana be ya.jema pApasvarUpa banI jAya che tema zrAvakanA jainasiddhAntoktavidhipUrvakanA pUjana vagere pApa svarUpa nathI banatA. be
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________________ 200 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI ya mAM jIvahiMsA hovA chatAM A taphAvata hovAnuM kAraNa e che ke be ya nA uddezo bhinna bhinna che. pUjanathI rAjyaprApti ane agnikArikAthI sAMsArika samRddhinI prApti paramata mAne che. ane jJAnadhyAnathI mokSa mAne ce. Ama mokSanA ja uddezathI jema jJAna dhyAna karavAnuM kahyuM tema teja mokSoddezathI pUjAdividhAna karyuM nathI. sahunuM eka ja lakSya mokSa jyAre jinamatamAM jema jJAnadhyAnane mokSoddezathI karavAnA kahyA che tema zrAvakane puSpa pUjanAdi paNa mokSanA ja uddezathI karavAnA kahyA che. Ama eka ja uddeza abAdhita rahevAnA kAraNe ja zrAvakanI pUjanAdi pravRttine paNa upAdeya kahI zakAya. rAjamArgathI cAlyo jato eka mANasa jo e raste khUba kAdava jue ane tethI te mArgamAMthI phaMTAtA eka bIjA mArge UtarI jaIne... AgaLa cAlato... pharI te rAjamArga upara AvI jAya to tenuM bIjA phaMTAtA mArge javAnuM paNa upAdeya gaNAya. kemake bIjA mArge javA chatAM tenA dvArA teno uddeza to pharI pAcho rAjamArgane ja pakaDI levAno che. Ama uddeza na kare to pravRtti pharatAM te apavAdapravRtti bhale kahevAya paraMtu tene ucita ja gaNAya. hA, rAjamArgane choDIne evA ja bIjA koI phaMTAtA mArge e mANasa jA ke jyAM AgaLa vadhatAM vadhatAM koI bIjA ja gAme pahoMcI javAnuM bane. to te bIjA mArge javAnuM gamana ucita na gaNAya. kemake tyAM uddeza pharI jAya che. prastutamAM jinamatAnuyAyI zrAvako je puSpapUjanAdinA ADamArge phaMTAyA che te sAdhujIvananA rAjamArge cAlI zakavAnI azaktinA kAraNe ja phaMTAyA che. temano uddeza to te sAdhu jIvananA rAjamArgane ja pAmavAno che. AthI ja temanI puSpapUjanAdi pravRtti uphAdeya banI rahe che. AthI taddana viparIta paramatanA puSpapUjanAdimAM che. tyAM jJAnadhyAnano uddeza mokSa ja che paraMtu pUjanAdino uddeza-e mokSathI taddana viruddha dizAmAM cAlyo jato svagAdino saMsAra che. jyAM uddezano bheDa paDayo tyAM mArga na rahyo. ene unmArga ja kahevAya. uddezanI ekatA jaLavAI rahe tyAre ja apavAdane mArga kahevAya che. bhale pachI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 201 te ADAraste phaMTAvArUpa halako' gaNAto hoya -tenuM mahattva nathI. mArga ja mukhya vastu che. kAdave kharaDAIne snAna karavuM che? - pradIkSita AtmA agnikArikA kare ane tethI je mizrapuNya baMdhAya tenA pariNAme tene rAjyasamRddhi prApta thAya. ane te rAjyasamRddhi aneka pApo karAve ema kahIne tame jaNAvyuM ke A rIte pApa karAvavAmAM nimitta banatI agnikArikA dIkSitathI thAya nahi. paraMtu amAruM kahevuM ema che ke jemAM rAjyanI saMpatti pApo karAve tema jo te saMpattino dAnAdidharmo dvArA sadupayoga paNa karI levAmAM Ave to baMdhAyelA pAponI zuddhi paNa tyAM ne tyAM ja te ja bhAvamAM thaI jAya ne? uttara : agnikArikAnA dharmanI davA levA jatAM utpanna thayelA pApanA roganA "rIekazana'ne TALavA have dAnAdinI bIjI davA levAnI tame vAta karo cho kema vAruM? davAthI paNa roga (Drug disease) utpanna thAya. ane rogane utpanna karatI vastune davA kahevAya? khera.... vAta ema che ke agnikArikAnI aMdara thatI jIvahiMsA taraphano niSkampanirapekSabhAva ja e dharmathI prApta thatI puNyanI rAjyasaMpattine pApamArge DhasaDI javA prere che. dharmomAM thatAM pApa pratye jo tIvra napharata hoya ane evA napharatanA bhAva sAte jo te pApa thatuM hoya to tevA nabaLA-dUbaLA pApanI evI koI tAkAta ja nathI rahetI ke je dharme ApelA rAjyAdibhedo dvArA-pApo karAve! samyadRSTi AtmAone saMsAranA paNa je pApa karavA paDe che te pApo paNa sakampavRtti sAtenA hovAthI niranubaMdha banI jAya che. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu kAMtAdRSTine pAmelA samyagdaSTi AtmAonuM AkSepakajJAna to eTaluM badhuM baLavAna hoya che ke teo saMsAranA viSayasukhonA bhogavaTAnA pApa karIne ya pApakarmonI dhUma nirjarA kare che. have jyAre A rIte saMsAranA bhogavaTAnA pApo paNa karmakSayanuM kAraNa banI jAya tyAre jinapUjanAdi dharma karatAM thaI jatI jIvahiMsAnA pApo to emane jANe aDI paNa zakatA nathI. eTale dharma karatAM thaI jatAM pAponI e tAkAta
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________________ 202 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI ja nathI ke te pApothI thatAM karmabaMdhane kAraNe dharmathI maLatA rAjyAdi bhogomAM jIva pApo karavA lAgI jAya. paraMtu A vAta samyagdaSTi AtmAne mATe ja saMbhavita che. - mithyASTi AtmAnI pApa pravRtti sakampa saMbhavatI nathI. pApane pApa mAnavA ya te taiyAra hoto nathI. dharmaNAM thatAM pApane to te ekAMte dharma ja mAnato hoya che. bezaka AvA AtmAonA te pApa to rAjyAdibhogomAM bhAna bhulAvI daIne aDhaLaka pAponuM jaMgI utpAdana kare ja emAM kazI navAI nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paNa mithyASTi tmAonA to dharmo paNa pApanA kArya karanArA banI jAya che. eka puNyazAlI AtmAnI DAhI ane gAMDI badhI ja jAtanI pravRtti vAhavAhano ja varasAda varasAve, enI ghelI pravRttimAM ya loko tALIo bajAve ane mAnasanmAna Ape. ane nipuNyakanI sArAmAM sArI buddhipUrvakanI pravRtti paNa lokomAM niMdApAtra thAya che. puNyavAnanuM badhuM ja vakhANAya che. gAMDuM-gheluM paNa. niSapuNyakanuM badhuM ja vakhoDAya che. buddhipUrvakanuM Ayojana paNa. AvuM ja samyagudRSTi ane mithyASTi AtmAnuM che. | viziSTa samyagudRSTinA dharmo ane pApo-badhA ya karmakSaya kare. mithyAdRSTinA pApo ane dharmo-badhAya karmabaMdha kare. prastutamAM laukika dharmomAM ghelA banelA mithyAdaSTi saMsAratyAgI (dIkSita)nA agnikArikAnA dharmanI ApaNe vicAraNA karIe chIe. eno A dharma niSkampa jIvahiMsAvALo e mATe dharmathI prApta thatAM rAjyAdibhogo ene pApa ja karAvanArA banI rahe che. AvA AtmAone asalamAM to vizuddha dAnAdi dharmo karavAno bhAva ja jAge nahi. eTale ahIM e prazna ja asthAne che ke, "e dIkSita AtmAo dAnAdi karIne rAjyabhogonAM pApane dhoI nAkhe to kema? puNyathI pApanAza na thAya? paNa A praznane sAmAnyata : sarvavyApI samajIne vicArIe. vastusthiti e che ke pApano nAza puNya karavAthI thato nathI. lokika nyAya AnAthI bezaka viparIta che, lokomAM to eka zeThanA copaDe dasa rUpiyA udhArakhAte che. pachI pacAsa rUpiyA jamAkhAte paDe che. to A zeThanA
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI jamAkhAtAnA pacAsa rUpiyAthI udhArakhAtAnA dasa rUpiyAnI bAdabAkI thaI ja jAya che. zeTha pAse cAlIsa rUpiyA hAtha upara che ema kahevAya che. 203 paraMtu dharmarAjanA copaDe AvuM nathI. udhAra khAte je pApa khatavAI gayuM ane jamA khAte je puNya khatavAI gayuM te be ne parasparanA sIdhA cheda uDADIne nAza karavArUpa koI saMbaMdha nathI. jamAkhAtAnuM puNya udhArakhAtAnA pApane sIdhuM dhoI zakatuM nathI. puNya paNa bhogavavuM rahyuM, pApa paNa bhogavavuM rahyuM. eTale pApano nAza puNya karavAthI ja thaI jAya e vAta lokottara nyAyamAM sApekSa rIte asaMgata banI jAya che. pApa e karma che. enAM gaMja AtmA upara khaDakAyA. Ama AtmA upara to karmano nAza thavAne badale karmano vadhAro ja thayo. pApanAza tapa ane saMyamathI ja : pApanA pratipakSI be ja yoddhA che. tapa ane saMyama. tapa-yoddho baMdhAelA pApakarmono nAza kare che. saMyama-yoddho navA pApakarmane baMdhAvavA deto nathI. Ama pApanA sIdhA duzmana tapa-saMyama ja che. hA, paraMparA to puNyane paNa pApano nAzaka kahI zakAya. puNyathI sujanma, sudevAdinI je sAmagrI prApta thAya te sAmagrI dvArA tapa-saMyamanI ArAdhanA prApta thAya. ane e ArAdhanA ja pApano nAza kare. paraMtu AvI ArAdhanAnI sAmagrI ApanAra to puNyakarma banyuM mATe A dRSTie puNyane paNa pApanAzaka kahI zakAya. paraMtu prastuta vicAraNAmAM to puNyane pApanAzaka kahevuM ke nahi te prazna upasthita thayo che. rAjA potAnI saMpattithI pApo kare che, te ja saMpattithI te rAjA dAnAdi karIne puNya paNa karI le to te puNyathI pApano nAza thAya ke nahi e ahIM prazna che. jeno uttara spaSTa nakAramAM ja Ave che. vastutaHRR dharmamAM pApa karanAro AtmA e pApane ka2vAnI buddhithI kadI karato ja nathI ethI ja enA pApa-karmabaMdha niranubaMdha thaI jAya che eTale evA pApakarmone puNyathI toDavAno prazna paNa upasthita thato nathI. ane dharmamAM karatAM pApane dAnahomAdinA puNyathI dhoI nAMkhavAnI ja vRtti jenA aMtaramAM ramI rahI che te AtmAonA e pApa atyaMta baddhamUla banI jAya che.
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________________ 204 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI eTale eka dIkSita agnikArikAne khUba ja upAdeya samajIne kare ane jIvahatyAnA pApone janmAntaramAM dAnAdithI dhoI nAkhavAnI bhAvanA rAkhe to te sAce ja teno ApaghAtI bhrama che. AthI ja dIkSita AtmAoe jIvopamarda karatI agnikArikAne heya samajIne tyAgavI joIe ane pUrvokta dharmAnnikArikAnuM avalaMbana levuM joIe. A vAta jainadarzanane ja mAnya che evuM na samajavuM. mahAbhAratanA racayitA mahAtmA vyAsane paNa A vidhAna saMmata che. vyAsane mahAtmA kahevAmAM mAdhyastha hoya ne? prazna : mithyAdRSTi vyAsane mahAtmA kahI zakAya? mahAtmA to samyagdaSTi ja hoya ne? u. paradharmIo vyAsane mahAtmA kahe ce mATe ApaNe paNa temanuM anukaraNamAtra karIe temAM koI doSa nathI. Aje paNa jo koI gAmanA zrAvakane gAmanA zrAvakane gAmanA badhA loko mahAtmA kahetA hoya to sAdhu paNa temane mahAtmA kahIne bolAve che. tethI kAMI te zrAvaka mahAtmA (sAdhu) banI jatA nathI! koI saMpradAya potAnI sAdhvIne mahAsatI kahe che tethI te sAdhvIne zvetAmbara sAdhu paNa mahAsatI kahIne uddhodhI zake che. mahopAdhyAyajIe paNa A rIte pataMjali vagerene "mahAmuni' Adi zabdothI saMbodhyA che. yogadaSTi samuccayamAM AcArya bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijIe A hetuthI paNa buddhAdine yoganI trIjI dRSTinI apekSAe sarvajJa tarIke saMbodhyA che. A rIte lokAnuvAda karavAthI jainonuM udAra dila pragaTa thAya che. emanI madhyasthatA jAheramAM Ave che. bezaka Ama karavAmAM bIjAone khuza karavAno ke bIjAomAM sArA dekhADavAno lagIre prayatna hoto nathI paraMtu jagatanA sarvajIvo pratyenI ekasarakhI karuNAvRttivALA mahApuruSo je koI raste paNa potAnI e karuNAne mUrti banAvIne jagatanA jIvono uddhAra karI zakatA hoya te rItane avazya apanAvatA hoya che. potAnI madyasthatA darzAvavAthI lokone e mahApuruSo pratye pUjyabhAva utpanna thAya che. ethI emanuM vacana Adeya banI jAya che ema thatAM bIjA jIvonI-potAthI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 205 dUra ja rahevAnI kaThoravRttino khaDaka toDI pADavAnuM eka bhagIratha kArya khUba ja sahelAIthI soyanI TAMcaNIthI tUTI paDayAno eka bhavya vijaya prApta thAya che. pachI AgaLa vadhavAno mArga khUba ja sugama banI jAya che. mAdyacya to mahApuruSonI apAra karuNAnuM eka jIvaMta svarUpa che. je kAlamAM A guNa vikasyo che te kALamAM dharmanI prabhAvanA AsamAnane AMbI che, ane je kALamAM maiyAdi guNo saMkorI levAmAM AvyA che. e kALamAM dharmaprabhAvanAno paga dharatI uparathI UMcakAyo ja nathI. bhale pachI dharmo ghaNAM thatAM rahyA hoya, dhArmiko ghaNA vadhatA gayA hoya. maityAdiguNonA yathocita vikAsa vinA sAco dharma ja zakya nathI, dharmaprabhAvanAnA mahAdharmanI to vAta ja kyAM rahI? astu. dIkSita AtmA agnikArikA dvArA janmAntaramAM prApta thatAM rAjabhogonApApo kare ane pachI dAnAdi dharmothI dhovAnI vAta kare te bilakula ucita nathI e vAtanA prANane vyAsamuni zI rIte raju kare che te joIe. mahAbhAratanasvacana dharmArta yasya vittahAH mahAbhAratanA vanaparvanA bIjA adhyAyamAM vyAsamuni kahe che ke dAnadharma karavA mATe dhana meLavavAnI IcchA karavI ane e IcchA bara lAvavA mATe khetI, vepAra vagere dhaMdhA karavA, enA karatAM evA jIvahiMsAdipApanA dhaMdhA karIne dhana meLavavAnI IcchA ja na karavI sArI. vRtti che dharma karavAnI ane pravRtti thAya che pApo karavAnI. sAmAnyataH dAnadharma e dhana vinA thAya nahi. dhanopArjana mATe vepAra vagerenA pApadhaMdhAo paNa karavA ja paDe. A je pApo utpanna thAya tene dhovAmAM ja dAnAdidharma kharcAI jAya. (paramate samajavuM. svamate to pApanuM dhovANa puNyadharmathI nathI thatuM ema pUrve ja kahyuM che.) eTale dAnAdidharmothI AtmAnA jUnA pApo dhovAnI to vAta ja na rahI. mAtra dAnadharma karavA mATe UbhA karelA dhanopArjananA dhaMdhAnA pApone dAnadharma dhoyA. A to lAkha rUpiyA udhAra lAvIne lAkha rUpiyA kamAvAno dhaMdho karyo. jenAthI udArabAju dUra thaI gaI. paraMtu navuM jamAkhAte to kazuM ya na AvyuM. vaLI A rIte pApa karIne dAnAdi dharma karavA enA karatAM to pApa ja na karavuM
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI sAruM. pApa na karavuM e paNa nivRttisvarUpa ja che. pravRttisvarUpa dAnAdidharma karatAM ya kyAreka caDI jAya tevA dhanano parigraha na karyo, dhaMdhAmAM AraMbha-samAraMbha na karyAItyAdi dharmo zuM bhavya nathI? 206 eka mANasa che. tene snAna karavuM che. paNa zarIra khAsa milana nathI eTale snAna karavA pahelAM bheMsanI jema te kAdavamAM ALoTe che. ane pachI hoMze hoMze snAna kare che. A mANasa keTalo bevakUpha gaNAya? koI paNa DAhyo mANasa enI AvI snAna-zuddhine AvakAre kharo ? sAcA bolo koI salAhakAra hoya to tarata tene kahe ke kAdavamAM ALoTIne snAna karavA karatAM to kAdavamAM na ALoTayA hota to vadhu sAruM hatuM. AvI snAnazuddhi to upahAsapAtra banI jyAre kAdavamAM ja AToLyA na hota to te prazaMsApAtra vAta banI jAta. bhale pachI snAnazuddhi ya na karI hota. jagatamAM sarvatra kAdava lagADIne AtmA dhovAnA kAma nathI thatAM zuM? aMtaramAM mahattva konuM che ? dhananuM ke dharmanuM ? jeo dharma karatAM dhanane ja mahattva Ape che e loko anItimArge paNa dhana kamAIne dharma karavAnI vAtane khUba ja AvakAradAyaka mAne che. AvA mANaso eka hAthethI aMga upara kAdavanA thepAM mAratAM hoya che ane bIjA hAthethI loTA bharI bharIne aMga upara pANI reDatA hoya che. duniyA gAMDI che. mATe AvA gAMDAone paNa e DAhyA mAne ja emAM koI Azcaya4 nathI. A badhuM ya dIkSita AtmAne anulakSIne kahevAI rahyuM che e bhUlavuM nahi. saMsArI AtmA mATe to A viSayamAM pUrNa anekAntanI vicAraNA karavI paDaze. eTale saMsArI AtmAo mATe to ema kahevuM ja nathI ke dhana kamAIne dharma thAya ja nahi. vAta eTalI ja che ke badhuM ja thAya paraMtu aMtaramAM mahatttA konI vadhu aMkAI che e jANyA pachI ja vyaktigata rIte nirNaya ApI zakAya ke enA mATe zuM thAya ane zuM na thAya? jenA aMta2mAM dharma ja rame che evo gRhastha mANasa vadhu dhanavAna bane te ya sAro. enuM dhana dharmanA mArge ja jaze. enuM dhana je je khAtAomAM jaze tete
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI khAtAomAM ya dharmanA ja mahattva vadhaze. aMtaramAM nyAya nIti vagere dharmane mahattA ApanAro prAyaH to anItithI dhanopArjana ka2ze ja nahi. 207 dharmAtmAnI sakAraNa anIti paNa sArI. pApAtmAnI nIti paNa bhUMDI. jagatanA pApo mATe dhanopArjana jo karavuM paDatuM hoya to dharmo mATe paNa dhanopArjana gRhastho kema na karI zake ? dAnadharma mATe ja jo koI vyakti dhana kamAvA mAMgatI hoya to tenI paNa Aje apekSAe khUba jarUra che. re! bhayaMkara dukAna paDayo che dhanavAna dharmAtmAono! dhanavAna dAnavIrono ! dharmanA pAyA mULamAMthI hacamacavA lAgyA che. ene majabUta karavA mATe jarUrI IMTa cUnAmAM jema saMghanA pAvitryanI khUba jarUra che tema karoDonI saMpattinI paNa jarUra che. kaheAtA jUThA sAmyavAdanI nahi. dhArmika kahevAtA karoDapatio paNa ghaNA che. paraMtu lagabhaga badhA ya nA aMtaramAM mahattA to dhananI ja aMkAyelI jovA maLe che. A bAbata khUba ja gaMbhIra che, duHkhada che. dhanane mahattva ApatAM loko dharmasthAnomAM pesI jaIne lAkhonuM dAna karI daIne paNa dAnadharmane gaurava na ApatAM lakSmIne ja gauravavaMtu sthAna Apaze. 'lakSmI pheMkI devA jevI!' evo bhAva emanA dAnanI kriyAmAMthI eka paNa dekhato mANasa vAMcI zakaze nahi, ulaTuM, 'lakSmI hoya to AvA mAna-pAnanA kAskeTa maLe' e bhAva vAMcaze ane lakSmInI upAdeyatAnuM mahApApa laIne jaze. dhana ke dharma eke ya nuM mahattva nathI. mahattva to che bemAMthI kone aMtaramAM mahattvanuM sthAna ApavAmAM Ave che e vAtanuM. jeo dharmane ja aMtaramAM mahattva Ape che e dharmAtmAo dhana pAmIne ya dharmanuM ja gaurava vadhA2ze. mATe ja AvA dharmAtmA dhanapationI Aje khUba jarUra che. sarvaviratidhara na ja banI zake tevA saMsArI AtmAo jo dharmane ja pUrNa mahattva ApI dhanopArjana kare ane vipula dhana meLavIne dharmanA kSetrone majabUta banAvI de to temanA mATe e khUba ja IcchanIya che. saMsArI AtmAo pApanA kALA kAdavathI kharaDAelAM ja che. emane zubhAzaya sAtheno koI dholo pApa kAdava paNa bhego lAgI jAya to te atyaMta heya nathI ja balke amuka kakSAmAM khUba ja upAdeya che. e rIte paNa pachI e dharmapremIo dAnAdidharma
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________________ | | _ 208 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI karaze te dharma karavAnI rIte evI haze ke ene jovA dvArA anekonA aMtaramAMthI lakSmInI gADha mUccha UtArI nAMkhaze. dharmapremI dharmArthe anIti paNa karI zake? TUMkamAM kahevAnuM eTaluM ja che ke dhanaprema ane dharmaprema enI ja tapAsa karavAnI che. pachI gItArthaguru tene yogya mArgadarzana ApI zake che. kaTTara dhanapremIne dhanathI dharma karavAno sApha niSedha karI zake che. kaTTara dharmapremIne dhanathI dharma karavAnI vAtamAM mUka saMmati maLI zake che. jinazAsana to vyakti-vyaktinA dharmane judo kahe che. darekanA vikAsanuM pradhAna kAraNa gItArthaguruo ja zodhI zake ane te rIte mArgadarzana ApI zake. A prakriyA khUba ja gUMcavaNabharI che eTale gItArtha sivAya hastakSepa karavAno koIne adhikAra nathI. prastuta prakaraNa to "dIkSita" AtmA aMgenuM che. enA mATe to A sunizcita vidhAna karI zakAya ke pApano kAdava lagADIne dharmanA snAna karavA karatAM pApa na ja karavuM suMdara eTale agnikArikAno dharma karatAM puNaaya baMdhAyuM. tenAthI rAjyabhoga maLyA. tenA pApa dhovA mATe dAnadharma karavo.... A badhuM ya karavA karatAM to pelI dravyAgnikArikA ja na karavI sArI. prazna : jo Ama ja hoya to zrAvakoe jinapUjA paNa nahi karavI joIe. tenAthI paNa rAjyasaMpatti maLaze. temAM pApo lAgaze. te dhovA dAnAdi dharma karavA paDaze. jinapUjaka to mokSArthI ja hoya uttara : nA. jinapUjana karanArane rAjyAdibhogo maLe e cokkasa hakIkaca che. paraMtu e rAjya bhogo ene pApo ja karAve tema nathI. kemake jinapUjana karanAra AtmA e pUjana rAjya mATe karato nathI. (agnikArikA to rAjya mATe ja karavAmAM Ave che.) jinapUjanathI rAjyAdibhogo maLI jAya e eka judI vAta che. paraMtu rAjyAdi bhogo mATe jinapUjana karavAmAM AvatuM nathI. eTale vaLI samyagdaSTi jinapUjaka kadI Icchato nathI ke A pUjanathI avazya maLanArA rAjyAdibhogomAM je pApa thaze te badhuM dAnAdi karIne dhoI nAMkhIza." pApa dhoI nAMkhavAnI AvI vRttimAM ja rAjyabhogo pratyenuM mamatva pragaTa thaI
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 209 jAya che. jinapUjakane AvuM mamatva hotuM ja nathI kemake tene to mokSapada ane tenA sAdhano sivAyanI koI paNa vastunuM mamatva sAruM lAgatuM ja nathI. AthI te pUjana paNa mokSa mATe ja karato hoya che. Ama mokSa mATe pUjana karavA jatAM rAjyAdibhogo maLI jAya tethI kAMI mokSArtIne tenuM mamatva na thaI jAya? anAja mATe majUrI karatAM kheDUtane ghAsa maLI jAya tethI te rAjIno reDa na thaI jAya hoM! kemake mamatva anAjanuM nathI. prAsaMgika prApti ghAsanI thaI gaI che. A rIte rAjyanA nirmanta bhAva sAthenA pUjanathI je rAjyAdibhogo prApta thAya temAM te AtmA ghelo banI jato nathI. eTale ja e rAjyAdibhogo paNa sarva-saMgatyAgano apUrva dharma karAvIne paraMparayA mokSapada ApavAmAM ja nimitta banI jAya che. zramaNane sAkSAt mokSa maLe che. jinapUjana karanArane paraMparayA mokSa maLe che eTale ja A benA phaLamAM bheda paDe che. bAkI phaLa-vastunuM lakSya ane tenI prApti to be ya nuM eka ja hoya che. ArIsAne lAgelA melane kADhavA mATe rAkhano thoDo vadhu mela lagADavo e bezaka upAdeya che. jinapUjaka gRhasthanI vizuddhinI ArAdhanA AvA ja prakAranI che. thoDo navo mela lagADIne-navA jUnA ghaNA mela ukelI nAMkhavAnI... Ama na kare to jUnAM mela kAyamanA banI jAya. jyAre saMsAra tyAgIne navA mela lagADIne jUnA dUra karavAnI AvazyakatA nathI. enuM to bhAvAtmaka baLa ja jUnA maLane dUra karI devA kAbela hoya che. bhAvanuM baLa ja azubha jUnA maLane mULamAMthI ukheDI nAMkhe to navA maLavilepananI prakriyA nirarthaka ja che ne? prazna-dIkSita AtmA paNa jo rAjyAdisaMpattino arthI hoya to tenA mATe to dravyAgnikArikA ucita gaNAya ne? u.-dIkSita! saMsAratyAgI! ane te saMsAranA bhogono arthI! asaMbhava. evA AtmAne vastutaH dIkSita ja na kahevAya. tyAgIno veSa paheravA mAtrathI dIkSita banI javAtuM nathI. jeNe saMsAranA sukhone heya mAnIne tyAgyA che ane e sukhonuM arthitva kadI saMbhavI na zake. ci
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI mokSapadano ja e rAgI hoya. mokSanA rAgIne baMdhananA rAganI ja saMbhAvanA nathI pachI enuM arthitva kyAM rahyuM? eTale je koI AtmA hoya-saMsArI ke veSadhArI - jo te dravyAgnikArikA dvArA bhogano arthI hoya to tene gRhastha ja kahevAya. gRhasthanI dravyAgnikArikAno ApaNe ahIM vicAra karatA nathI. 210 asalamAM to rAjyAdibhogo paNa ekAMte nukazAna karanArA hotA nathI. rAjyAdibhogo maLe che mAtra dharma karanArAone. dharma karyA vinA koI paNa prakAranuM sAMsArika sukha paNa prApta thatuM ja nathI. duHkhamAtra pApa karavAthI ja Ave che. dharmathI prApta thatAM sukho pApa karAvanArA banaze ke puNya karAvanArA thaze eno AdhAra dhama4 karatI vakhatanA manuSyanA AtmanA jhoka upara che. dharma karato mANasa jo saMsAranA sukho mATe dharma karato hoya to tenuM valaNa saMsA2 tarapha jhUkayuM che ema kahevAya. jyAre saMsAranA sukhone baMdhana mAnIne enAthI chUTI jaIne muktipada pAmavA mATe je AtmAo dharma karatA hoya temanuM valaNa mokSa tarapha jhUkyuM che ema kahevAya. jenuM Atmika valaNa saMsA2 taraphanuM hoya e je kAMI dhama4 kare tenAthI paNa puNya to baMdhAya ja ane te puNyathI vipula sukha sAmagrI paNa maLe ja paraMtu te dhama4 teNe sukhanA rAgapUrvaka karelo, e rAgane dharma karatI vakhate paNa jIvato rAkhIne alamasta karelo, eTale jyAre sukho prApta thAya tyAre te mastAna belo rAga mAjhA mUke ane dharmathI maLelA e sukhothI ghora pApAcAro seve. AtmAnA AvA jhokavALA AtmAo sukha mATe pApo karIne to pApo bAMdhe ja paraMtu sukha mATe dharma karIne ya janmAntaramAM sukha meLavIne gho2 pApo ja bAMdhe. bezaka, A pApo dharma nathI karAvato. dharma to puNyanI sAmagrI ja Ape paraMtu dharma karatAM sukha pratyeno je rAga kAyama rahI gayoteNe pApo karAvyA... e puNyAtmAne pApAtmA banAvyo. have dharma karavA pAchaLano baMdhana-toDano jhoka joIe. saMsAranA sukhone ja pApa svarUpa mAnanArA, ane duHkhanA janaka mAnanArA AtmAo e sukhamaya-pApamaya duHkhamaya tritaya svarUpa saMsArathI virakta thAya che. karmanI bhIMsamAMthI mukta thavAno upAya zodhatA rahe che. emAM temane dharmanuM zaraNuM prApta thaI jAya che. saMsAranA tamAma baMdhanothI mokSa pamADI de evI tAkAta mAtra dharmamAM che e tattvajJAna emane samajAI jAya che ethI sarva baLe teo dharmanAM
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 2 11 puruSArthane apanAvI le che. A dharmAtmAone sAMsArika sukhonuM koI paNa pralobhana DagAvI zakatuM nathI. kemake "sukha ja bhayaMkara'' e emanA jIvananAM saghaLA jJAnasAgaranuM vicAra navanIta.. emanA romaromamAM pariNamI gayuM che. mokSamAtranA mAnasika jhokavALA A dharmAtmAo janmAttara pAme to avazya vipula sukhasAmagrI pAme. paraMtu e sukhasAmagrI emane pApa karAvavA jarA ya sarmatha banI zakatI nathI. kemake pUrvajanmanI dharmasadhanA karatAM karatAM ja emaNe sukhasAmagrI pratye napharata jagADIne, napharatanA e saMskArane karoDo puTa ApIne AtmAmAM rasI nAkhyo hato. asthimajjA banelA saMskArane - zubha ke azubha koI paNa smazAnanI Aga bALI zakatI nathI, garbhAvAsanI aMdhiyArI koTaDI dUbaLA banAvI zakatI nathI, janma samayanI ghora vedanA paNa ene maMda pADI zakatI nathI. mRtyu thatAM badhuM ya jJAna vIsarI zakAya che, badho ya vaibhava -jhUMpaDIno ke mahelanomUkI zakAya che paraMtu e jJAnanA ane e vaibhavonA zubhAzubha saMskAro to evA ne evA tAjA-naravA banIne jIvAtmAnI sAthe ja nmAMtaramAM jAya che. AtI ja sukha pratyenI napharatanA baddhamUla saMskAra janmAMtaramAM sAthe jaIne dharmAtmAnA ane puNyAtmAnA jIvananA samayomAM jarA ya bagaDI javA detA nathI. ene pApAtmA thavA detA nathI. sukha ja suMdara'nA saMskAravALo pelo dharmAtmA! marIne puNyAtmA to jarUra thayo paraMtu sAthe gayelA pelA saMskAroe tophAna macAvIne puNyAtmAne pApAtmA banAvyo. ane "sukha ja bhayaMkara'nA saMskAroe enA svAmI dharmAtmAne janmAntaramAM puNyAtmA banAvIne pApAtmA na banavA detAM dharmAtmA ja banAvI rAkhyo! A uparathI spaSTa rIte samajI zakAya che ke dharma karanArAo badhA ya janmAntaramAM puNyAtmA jarUra bane paraMtu tyAMnA e jIvanamAM teo dharmAtmA banI rahe ke pApAtmA banI jAya eno Akho ya madAra emanA pUrva janmanA dharma vakhatanA mAnasika-jhoka upara hoya che. pUrve kahyA mujaba sukhane bhayaMkara mAnanArA viziSTa dharmAtmAo to bhogasukha bhogavatAM ya mokSanI yAdanA, pApanA pazcAttApanA, niSpApane vaMdanA karavAnA dharmonI ja ArAdhanA karatAM rahe che ane tethI bhoganA samayamAM ya pApano nAza karatAM rahe che.
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________________ | | |_ 212 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI jyAre "sukhane suMdara' mAnanArA AtmAo dharma karatAM ya bhoganI yAdanA, pApanI nirbhayatAnA ane sukhI pApAtamAonA jIvana pAmavAnI tIvra abhilASAnA pApomAM ja rAcatA hovAthI dharmakaraNInA samayamAM ya mukhyatve pApo ja bAMdhatA rahe che. bezaka kriyAkAMDa rUpa dharma paNa kaSTasAdhya che ele zubhapuNyano yoga paNa thaI jAya kharo ane tenI teo mAnavAtmA ke devAtmA paNa banI jAya. paraMtu te jIvanamAM sukhanI je Aga-bhUkha jAge che, vAsanAono je hutAzana prajvaLI UThe che, azubhasaMskAromAM bhayAnaka visphoTo thatAM AtmasukhanI je honArata thAya che te badhuM ya dazya atizaya bhayaMkara na kalpI zakAya teTaluM tAMDavI - hoya che. ethI ja samajadAra mANasa dharma sAthe sukhanI suMdaratAnA Atma-jhokane kadI paNa sAro mAnato nathI. dIkSita AtmA paNa jo saMsAra sukhanI IcchA sAthe dravyAgnikArikA karato rahe to tenuM zuM pariNAma Ave? te ApaNe joyuM. ethI ja dharma karatAM saMpattinuM arthiva jarA ya sparzavA jevuM nathI. je dharmAtmAo saMpattine sArI mAnatA nathI e dharmAtmAo paNa jo e ja jIvananA aMte muktipada na pAme to ja sthAnomAM emano janma thaI jAya che jyAM saMpattinI relamachela UDatI hoya. jene pote sArI cIja mAnI nathI e ja cIja emanA gaLe-AvIne bAjhe che. emanA caraNe dAsI banIne paDe che. ane... te vakhate paNa A oliyA dharmAtmAo e saMpattine evI ja lAto lagAvatA rahe che. eno bhoga parANe vaLagyo hoya to ya enI tarapha manano jhoka to jarA ya dekhADatA nathI. ethI ja parANe vaLagelA e bhogo jevA chUTA thAya che ke A puNyAtmAo sarvasaMgatyAgI dharmAtmA banI javAmAM paLano ya vilaMba karatA nathI. AvA dharmAtmAone to jema dharmathI pApano nAza karavAnI ArAdhanA maLI rahe che tema dharma sevananI ADapedAzamAM AvI cUkelA puNyano nAza karavA mATe ja puNyabhoganA jIvana maLe che emanI puNyanA nAzanI ArAdhanA puNyanA bhogavaTA svarUpa hoya che. samagra vicAraNAno cAra eTalo ja che te vikAsa mATe mokSanI sanmukhatA ja
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 213 prathamanI anivArya jarUriyAta che. e prApta thaI gayA pachI AtmA zuM kare che? e prazna gauNa banI jAya che. e AtmAne prApta thatI rAjyAdisaMpattio pApahetuM na banI jatAM dharmahetu banIne mokSa tarapha vadhu ne vadhu vegathI dhakelatI ja rahe che. dIkSitanI dravyAgnikArikAno dharma pAyAmAM ja saDelo che. kemake e zAstromAM agnikArikAne rAjyAdibhogaprApti mATe nuM sAdhana kahI che. AthI saMsArasanmukhatAnA roganuM alsara peTamAM nizcita paDI jAya che. have bahAranA dharmanI UThabesano koI artha sarato nathI. eTaluM ja nahi paraMtu "alsara maTADyA vinA karAtI UThabesa "alsara'ne vadhu vakarAvavAnuM ja kArya karatI rahe che. jo agnikArikAthI prApta thatAM rAjyAdibhogonA pApo dAnAdithI dhoI nAMkhavAnI paNa vRtti hoya ja to te pApo ja na karAve evI rAjyAdi saMpatti maLI jatI hoya to khoTuM zuM? paNa sAvadhAna.. AvI rAjyAdi saMpatti to tene ja maLe che jene e joItI ja nathI... jene joIe che mAtra mokSa... to bhale... mokSa ja joIto haze to paNa mokSa na maLe tyAM sudhI evA mokSarAgI AtmAne rAjyAdibhogo anivArya maLI ja javAnA che. pelA kheDUtane anAja pakavatAM ghAsa maLI ja jAya che te rIte. to te rAjyAdibhogonI IcchA rAkhavAnI jarUra ja kyAM rahI? je jaldI na maLI zake evA mokSanI ja IcchA rAkho. mokSa meLavatAM je bApanI mAlikInI vArasAmAM anivArya rIte maLI javA jevI rAjyAdisaMpattinI IcchA zA mATe rAkhavI joIe? AvI rIte mokSa mAMgatA, maLI gayelI saMpatti karI paNa jAtanA pApa karavA detI nathI. ane tethI ja pApo dhovA mATe dAnAdinA puNyanI paNa jarUra rahetI nathI. e saMpatti ja evI niSpApa mAtA jevI che je badhI ja kALajI karI leze. jarUra paDatAM je je karavA jevuM lAgaze te te badhuM ya - dharma ane karmakarAvatI karAvatI mokSapade pahoMcADIne ja raheze. eTale have e vAta nizcita thaI jAya che ke dravyAgnikArikA karavAthI janmAntaramAM prApta thatI saMpatti pApa karAvanArI bane che mATe tevI dravyAgnikArikA dIkSite na ja karavI joIe. bezaka, mokSanA dhyeyathI te dravyAgnikArikA karAya to te sArI jarUra gaNAya paraMtu temAM je sArApaNuM AvyuM te mokSanA dhyeyane lIdhe ja AvyuM che. eTale sAro to mokSAbhilASa ja che. te jo aMtaramAM vasI jAya to dravyAgnikArikA vinA
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________________ | |_ 214 vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI paNa janmAntaramAM rAjyAdibhogo prApta thAya. ane te rAjyabhogo AtmAmAM pApa karavAnI vRttio na jagADe. je je AtmAo mokSapadanA talasATa sAthe dharma kare che te AtmAomAM jeTalA te ja bhave mokSapada na pAmI jAya te badhA ya anyatra janma laIne suMdara bhogasAmagrI avazya pAme.. enA dvArA pApo na ja Acare. eTaluM ja nahi paNa taka maLatA ja tene lAta mArIne mokSapadanI sAdhanAnA paMthe kUca karI ja de. avisaMvAdI zAstronuM A vacana che. mokSAbhilASI AtmAone A zAstra ja pramANabhUta hoya che. je dIkSita hoya te avazya mumukSu hovo joIe. tevA AtmAne A zAstravacananI jANakArI thAya eTale jo te dravyAgnikArikA karato hoya to teNe tene satvara tyAgI devI joIe. ane mokSAbhilASI banIne viravadya dharmAcaraNamAM ja parAyaNa banI rahevuM joIe. parasiddhAMtomAM ya mokSArthI AtmAne dravyAgnikArikAno niSedha karavAmAM Avyo che. yajJayAgAsiMhapravRttione tathA vApI-kUvA taLAva vagere banAvavAnI pravRttione spaSTa zabdamAM a-mokSAMga kahela che. je dharmapravRtti sakAma che. jemAM dharma karanArane koI ne koI prakAranA sAMsArika abhilASo siddha karavAnI vAsanA che te dharmapravRtti mokSanuM sAdhana banI zakatI nathI. zrutimAM kahyuM che ke jene svarganI kAmanA hoya teNe yajJa karavo. jene varasAdanI IcchA hoya teNe kArIrI yajJa karavo, jene zatru-vadha karavAnI IcchA hoya teNe yenayAga karavo... Ama saghaLI yajJayAgAdinI pravRtti koIne koI sAMsArika kAmanApUrvakanI ja hoya che. AvI sakAmapravRttio mokSAMga nathI ja e hakIkata jaNaAvavA mATe te zAstromAM kahyuM che ke, je mUDha loko ema mAnatA hoya ke ISTApUrvanI kriyAo ja zreSTha che ane mokSane ApanArI che te loko halakI devayonimAM utpanna thaIne halakI koTinA pazu AdinA avatAro pAme che. joyuM ne kAmanAnuM pApa! jarAka UMce caDAvI de ane pachI joradAra phaTako mArIne adhamAdhama sthitinI khINomAM paTakI nAMkhe. na aMjAzo koI; zrImaMta vaibhavamALAne joIne.... na AMkha animeSa banAvajo koI; jJAnagarvInI vidvattAne joIne.
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________________ vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI 2 15 na mugdha banI jatAM koI; jJAnavargInI vidvattAne joIne. na ekadama banI paDatAM koI; lAlasu tapasvInA ugra tapane joIne. jagatamAM niSkAma dharma karanArA bahu ja thoDA hoya, ane tethI ja vizuddha puNyanA bhoktAo bhogasaMpattinI Tocane adhelIne beThA chatAM emAM pAgala na bananArAonI saMkhyA atyaMta maryAdita ja hoya. sAmAnyataH thao vaibhavIonI aTArIe evA ja AtmAonA camakatA puNya jovA maLaze jemaNe janmAntaramAM sakAma dharmo karyA haze. bhIkha mAgIne dharma karanArAonI jamAta sadA mATe moTI ja rahevAnI. bhogasukhane heya mAranArAonI duniyA to kacchanA thIbyuTApu jevaDI ja rahevAnI. bhIkhIne meLavelA puNyonA vaibhavomAM aMjAvAnuM zuM? karmarAjanA vizALa sAmrAjyanA nyAya judA che hoM! eka jhuMpaDIno rahenAra jhAjhA pApo na karI zake mATe ja ene pradhAnapadanI bheda dharIne baMgalApati banAvI devAto hoya che! kALI zakarI ghora anAcAranA pApa-kalaMke kalaMkita na banI zakatI hoya mATe ja enA jIvane rUpagarvitAnA dehamAM goThavavAmAM Ave che ! saMsAramAM rahIne daMbhanA AMcaLA oDhIne aghora pAponI kALI duniyAmAM vasI na zakAya mATe ja e AtmAne bhagavA paherAvavAmAM Ave che. budhdhane buddha-vidvAnuM banAvI devAmAM kema Ave che te jANo cho? akkalamaMdane akkalavAna kema banAvI devAmAM Ave che te jANo cho? sattAhINAne sattAvAna kema banAvAya che? gaI kAlanA bhikhArIne eka divasamAM karoDapati kema banAvAya che? jANo cho karmarAjanI bheDabharI rIta rasamone! enI kuTila cANakyanItine! enI nIcatAnI parAkASTAne! dharatInA uMbare UbhelAne pachADIne paTake to ya keTaluM lAge? enA barobara ghaDo lADavo karI nAMkhavo hoya to aravallInA pahADe ja caDAvI devo rahyo. narmadAnA chIcharA nIramAM ze' DubAvAya! guMgaLAvIne jAna kADhI nAMkhavo hoya to nAyagrAnA dhodhamAM ja paTakI naMkhAya chene ?
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________________ IL vIra ! madhurI vANI tArI A che kharmarAjanI krUratAnuM gaNitapUrvakanuM gaNita! paNa karmanI bhUla kya kADhavI? bhUla to te jIvanI ja che jeNe dharma karatAM kAmanAo rAkhI saMsAranA sukhonI.... A kAmanAe ja ene gaLe TUMpo dIdho! jo kharekhara hita vasyuM hoya tvanuM; aMtaramAM... to sakAma dharmono parityAga karo. dharma koI mATe na karo. dharma koI mATe na karo. dharma mokSa mATe karo, dharma dharma mATe karo. na karo dharma puNya mATe. na karo dharma sukha mATe. AvA vizuddha dharmanI ArAdhanAnA kAmIe bhAva-agnikArikAnuM AlaMbana lIdhA vinA bIjo koI rasto ja nathI.