Jain Ramayan Part 07

Author(s): Ramchandrasuri, Shreyansprabhsuri
Publisher: Smrutimandir Prakashan
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/022834/1

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bhAvANa Poletud tone UD vidhA 9 1 3 || x 1 x 1 9 ra aa ya er ' { 1 c 1 rya 4 sa 1 2 ma 2 1 ya ka / ra ya de ra pre 2 dha i ha /

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jaina rAmAyaNa ane anya rAmAyaNo jo ke anya rAmAyaNo ane A jaina rAmAyaNo vacce ghaNuM ghaNuM aMtara che, anya rAmAyaNomAM ghaNe ThekANe rAvaNane rAkSasa, adhama tathA hIna tarIke citaravAmAM Ave che. taduparAMta parastrIlaMpaTa, duSTa ane narAdhama rUpe paNa rAvaNanI prasiddhi itara kathAomAM sthaLe sthaLe karavAmAM AvI che. paNa vAstavika sthiti taddana judI che. te graMthakAro paNa potAnA graMthomAM e vAtane to kabUle che ke "rAvaNe mahAsatI sItAjI para kyAreya baLAtkAra karyo ja nathI." jaina rAmAyaNamAM to evo spaSTa rIte ullekha che ke, rAvaNa-dazamukha sadAcArI tathA parastrIvimukha zIlavAna mahApuruSa hatA. nalakubaranI patnI uparaMbhA jyAre rAvaNanA rUpaguNathI AkarSAI rAvaNa tarapha kAmarAgabharI prIti ane AkarSaNa dharAve che ne te mATe ajeya evI nalakubaranI nagarInA dvArA ughADI ApavA mATe vidyAdAna karavAnuM pralobhana Ape che : ne teno je vakhate bibhiSaNa svIkAra kare che. tyAre rAvaNa vibhISaNa para Akroza vyakta kare che. A ja ghaTanA rAvaNanI sadAcArItAno paricaya karAve che.

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jaid , jAmAyaNa rajoharaNanI khANa rAma nirvANa pravacanakAra vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA - saMpAdaka prasiddha pravacanakAra pU. AcAryadevA zrImad vijaya zreyAMsaprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja

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..pravacaofkAra........ pa2mA2AdhyAda pa2magurudeva52mopAsya zrI Atma-kamala-vIra-dAna-premasUrIzvara - paTTadha22tna, guNatnatnAka2, jainazAsanajyotirdha2, tapAgacchAdhipati, vyAkhyAnavAcaspata, pravacanamAruDI, pa2magurudeva AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ........saMpAdaka....... siMhagarjanAnA svAmI, AcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya mukticandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA paTTavibhUSaka, prazamarasapayanadhi, AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya jayakuMjarasUrIzvarajI mahA2AjAnA paTTAlaMkA2, prabhAvaka pravacanakA2, AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya muktiprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA paTTadha22tna, prasiddhapravacanakA2 AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya zreyAMsaprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAja ot #AnArANa : 6ooharAjo mANa-7 .. rAma nirvANa vyAkhyAna voca mALA-14 prakAzana : vi.sa. 2067 : 3000 mUlya : 75/bhAga 1 thI 7 : pa00/-(saMpUrNa seTa) prAptisthAna : zrI smRtimaMdira prakAzana TrasTa e/1, ghanazyAma pArka phleTa, 17, AnaMdanagara sosAyaTI, pAlaDI bhaThA, amadAvAda. phona : 26605864 Email: muktikiran99@yahoo.com : mudraka : zrI smRtimaMdira prakAzana, amadAvAda. nakala prakAzaka

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haraNanI khANa : prava) vacanakAra maharSideva jaina rAmAyaNa : jaidhazAsana jayotirdhara bAgALavAcaspati nachAdhipati pU.AcAryadeva zrIyaduM vizAzasUrIzvarajI hAjA,

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prakAzana - kRtanA saka tanA sahabhAgI mahAgraMtha prakAza zrAddhavarya zrI lAlathaI chaganalAlajI piMDavADA, jI. sirohI zrIpAlanagara, vAlakezvara, muMbaI.

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RNa svIkAra 96 varSanA dIrgha AyuSyamAM 79 varSano nirmaLa cAritra paryAya ane 56 varSano ArAdhanA-rakSAprabhAvanA sabhara AcAryapada paryAya dharanAra paramagurudeva pU. AcAryadeveza zrImad vijayarAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA pArthIva dehanA aMtima saMskArathI pavitra-bhUmi para nirmita 'smRtimaMdiranI pAvana pratiSThAnA upalakSyamAM 'smRtimaMdira prakAzana'nI sthApanA thaI tyArathI prakAzana kAryanI pA pA pagalI bharatAM ame Aje eka bhagIratha kArya karavA samartha banI rahyAM chIe. te deva-gurunI asImakRpAnuM pariNAma che. 'jaina rAmAyaNa : rajoharaNanI khANa' 7 bhAgamAM prakAzana karavAno vicAra thayo tyArathI eka moTuM Tenzana hatuM. paNa 'kRpA' zuM kAma kare che teno ame anubhava karI zakyA chIe. vyAkhyAna vAcaspati paramArAthyapAda paramagurudevazrI jevA samartha mahApuruSanI bhalabhalAnAM haiyAne hacamacAvI detI dharmadezanAne sAkSAt sAMbhaLatA hoIe tevA A pravacanonuM prakAzana teozrInI mahatI kRpA sAthe, siMhagarjanAnA svAmI pU.A.zrI vijaya mukticandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, samarpaNamUrti pU.A.zrI vijaya mahodayasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA prazamarasapayonidhi pUjya AcArya zrI vijaya jayakuMjarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, pravacanaprabhAvaka pU.A.zrI vijaya muktiprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI ane amArA mArgadarzaka pU.A.zrI zreyAMsaprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI paNa asIma kRpAnuM phaLa che. samartha sAhityakAra pU. AcAryadevazrI vijaya pUrNacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe 'prastAvanA' lakhI ApIne amArA A kAryane khUba ja gaurava bakSya che. _piMDavADAnA vatanI hAla muMbaI vasatA zreSThivarya zrI lAlacaMdabhAI chaganalAla parivAre A sAhitya prakAzanano anero lAbha laIne amArA ullAsamAM abhivRddhi karI che. ame teonA khUba khUba RNI chIe. -smRtimaMdira prakAzana

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saMpAdakanI kalane che skRtinA sathavAre 'jaina rAmAyaNa'nA pravacano dvArA jaina jainetara jagatane jaina rAmAyaNano nokho-sAva anokho paricaya karAvanArA vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pravacanagAruDI svargIya paramagurudeva pU.AcAryadeveza zrImadvijayarAmacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA apAra upakArone koI zabdomAM ya varNavI zakAya tema nathI, janmathIgaLathuthImAMthI maLelA teozrIne sAdhu jIvanamAM satata sAMbhaLavAno ane mANavAno avasara saMsArI pitAjI zrIyut candrakAntabhAI lakSmIcaMda dozI (pachIthI munirAjazrI cAritrasundaravijayajI ma.)nI bhAvanAthI ane paramatAraka gurudevo siMhagarjanAnA svAmI sva. pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya mukticandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, pUrvadeza kalyANakabhUmitIrthoddhAraka pU. AcAryadevazrI vijayajayakuMjarasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA ane pravacana prabhAvaka pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya muktiprabhasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI AzIrvAdapUrNa udAratAthI maLI zakyo, tethI ja prabhuzAsananA marmane pAmavAnuM yatkiMcit sAmarthya pragaTayuM ane eka mahAgaMbhIra sAgarane avagAhavA jevA A saMpAdananA kAryane karavA ullasita banI zakyo chuM. paramazraddheya gacchAdhipati sva. pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijayahamabhUSaNasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI tAraka nizrAmAM vi.saM. 2062-63nA comAsAmAM zrIpAlanagaranI sthiratA daramyAna A saMpAdana mATe teozrInI anumati maLI tathA jaina pravacana pracAraka TrasTanA TrasTIvarya zrAvaka zrI kAntilAla cunIlAle paNa A kArya mATe "pUjyapAdazrInA pravacanagraMtho ke pravacanone Apa badhA taiyAra karo ke saMpAdana karo te khUba jarurI che" AvI bhAvanAnA zabdo dvArA AvakAryuM tethI saraLa gatie saMpAdana zakya banI zakyuM.

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- jo ke muMbaIthI amadAvAda-rAjasthAna ane dilhInA vihAro pharI dilhIthI amadAvAda-muMbaInA vihAro ane anekavidha dharmautsavo AdinI vyAkSiptatAne kAraNe saMpAdana kArya khUba ja maMda gatie thayuM, chatAMya nizrAvartI munigaNa Adino A kAryamAM rahelo sahakAra avismaraNIya rahyo che. | mArA paramopAsya, siddhahastalekhaka pU. AcAryadeva zrI vijaya pUrNacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe potAnI AgavI zailImAM prastAvanA lakhI ApIne mArA A kAryane khUba ja haLavuM banAvyuM che. tema chatAMya matialpatA ane kArya-adakSatAne kAraNe AvA bhagIratha kAryamAM svargIya paramagurudevazrInA Azaya viruddha ke zAstra viruddha kAMIpaNa kArya banyuM hoya to trividha kSamAyAcanA pUrvaka vAcakavargane eTaluM ja bhArapUrvaka jaNAvIza ke "svAdu: svAdu: puraH puraH" nI nItine dhyAnamAM rAkhIne jema-jema vAMcatA jazo tema-tema jainarAmAyaNano adbhuta rasAsvAda mANavA dvArA apUrva bhAvAnubhUti ane varNanAtIta AnaMdanI anubhUti thaze e ni:zaMka che - saMpAdana zailI zrI vIrazAsana kAryAlaya dvArA vi.saM. 1989 thI 'jaina rAmAyaNa' 7 bhAgamAM prakAzita thayA pachInI AvRttiomAM mahadaMze saMskRta zloko kADhI nAMkhavAmAM AvelAM hatAM. ahIM pharI e zlokone te-te sthaLe goThavI dIdhA che ane vAcakavarganI vAMcanamAM eka rasadhArA TakI rahe te mATe eka divasanA pravacana pachI bIjA divasanA pravacanamAM upadeza Adi rUpe navI-navI AvatI vAtone yathAvat jALavI rAkhIne je punarAvartana jevuM jaNAtuM hatuM, te dUra karyuM che ane te vakhatanI junI bhASAne thoDI maThArI che. kalikAlasarvajJa paramopakArI AcAryadeva zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA racita triSaSThizalAkApuruSa caritranA 7mA parvanA 10 sarganA AdhAre A pravacano mukhyatayA thayA hovAthI pUrve te-te sarga ane pravacanonA kramAMka mUkAyAM hatA te paNa dUra karIne akhaMDa-pravacano ahIM avatarita karAyA che. A navI zailImAM 'jaina rAmAyaNa : rajoharaNanI khANa' evuM graMthanuM nAma rAkhIne sAte bhAgomAM mukhya viSayane dhyAnamAM rAkhI dareka bhAganuM nAmakaraNa nIce mujaba karyuM che.

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sarga 1-2-3 bhAga 1. 2. 4 3. nAma rAkSasavaMza ane vAnaravaMza. rAma-lakSmaNane sItA sItA apaharaNa laMkAvijaya ozIyALI ayodhyA 5-6 4. 7-8/1 5. 8/2 6. 8 sItAne kalaMka rAma nirvANa 7. 9-10 A mukhya viSayone sucavanArA nAmAbhidhAna che. Thera-Thera avAMtara-viSayoprasaMgo ane sAMprata samasyAonA pratyAghAtomAM pravacanakAramaharSinuM hRdaya vAMcavA maLe che. bhAga-7 'jaina rAmAyaNa : rajoharaNanI khANa' grantharatnano A sAtamo ane chello bhAga che. 'rAmanirvANa' evuM enuM yathArtha nAma rakhAyuM che. triSaSThi 7mA parvanA navamA dazamA sarganA A pravacanono AmAM samAveza karI rAmAyaNa pUrNa karavAmAM AvyuM che. 'sItAzuddhi-vratagrahaNa' nAme navamo sarga nAmathI ja samajAI jAya tevo che. AvelA kalaMkanI zuddhi mATe teoe divya karyuM ane pachI vratagrahaNa karyuM eTale dIkSA svIkArI e vAta AmAM varNavAI che. "vAMcanAra jo tattvasvarupano jJAtA hoya, hitAhitanA mArgane jANanAra hoya, sva-paranA sAcA upakAranI bhAvanAthI otaprota hoya, sadguddhino svAmI hoya ane jo sadbhAva saMpanna zraddhALu hoya, to samAnya kathAone paNa teo sva-parane mATe mahAupakAraka banAvI zake che." pravacanakAra maharSidevanA A zabdo teozrI 'munizrI rAmavijayajI' hatAM tyArathI vaktA tarIkenI yathArthatAnAM sUcaka che. e teozrIe A 'jaina rAmAyaNa' viSayaka pravacanonAM zrotAoe to cokkasa anubhavyuM ja haze paNa Aje enuM vAMcana karanAra ApaNe paNa anubhavI zakIe chIe. 'vanamAM tyajAyelAM zrImatI sItAdevI viveka ane sAmarthyanA baLe adInabhAve rahyAM,' potAnA karmadoSanI ja nindA karatAM rahyAM A vAta uparathI thayeluM kRtajJa-kRtaghnatA nA lAbhahAni, buddhinI sArthakatA mATe tattvavicAraNAnI AvazyakatA, zrI arihaMtadevo ane gurunA upakAro AdinuM varNana mananIya che. zrI namaskAramAM parAyaNa ane cAra zaraNano svIkAra karanArA mahAsatI baMdhutulya zrI vajaMgharAjAnuM AzvAsana pAmyAM. puMDarika puramAM pahoMcyo, tyAre

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ayodhyAmAM zrI sItAdevIno saMdeza kRtAntavadana senAnInA mukhe sAMbhaLI mUchita ane vilApAkula zrI rAmacandrajIne zrI lakSmaNajInuM sUcana maLatAM svayaM zodha karavA nIkaLavuM nirAzA maLatA durdazAno anubhava karavo Adi puNyapApanA astitva ane asarane kabUlAvanArI vAto zAMtacitte paThanIya che. chevaTe, lavaNa-aMkuza putrono janma, siddhaputra dvArA teonuM adhyayana, nAradajInA mukhe mAtAnA tyAganI vAta sAMbhaLI pitAne ane kAkAne jovAnI icchA, yuddhanI tatparatA, yuddha mATenuM prayANa, rAma-lakSmaNane paNa zaMkAmAM mUkI de tevuM yuddha khelavuM, rahasyano sphoTa, pitA putranuM milana ane sItAjIe divya karavuM ane dIkSA grahaNa karavI Adi vistArathI varNavAyelI vAtomAM ghaNIghaNI rahasyapUrNa vAtonA khulAsA maLI rahe che. | 'rAmanirvANa' nAmanA dasamA sarga AdhArita pravacanomAM roSamAM AvelA zrI rAmacandrajIne sItAtyAga ane sItAe karelA tyAganuM rahasya samajAvatI hitazikSA zrI lakSmaNajIe ApI che tyAMthI kevaLInI parSadAmAM javuM, zrI rAmacandrajIno prazna-kevalIno uttara, sItAharaNa-rAvaNa-vadha ane rAma pratyenA rAga AdinA zrI bibhISaNe karelA praznanA uttaramAMthI kevaLajJAnI dvArA karAyelA pUrvabhavanA saMbaMdhonI savigata carcA saMsAranA tAdaza svarupane rajU karanArI che, ghaNA ajJAta rahasyone pragaTa karanArI che. chevaTe zrI sItAjInuM acyatendrapaNe utpanna thavuM, rAma-lakSmaNanA premanI parIkSA, virakta rAmanI dIkSA, sItendrano dhyAnamagna rAmamunine upasarga, kevaLa prApti ane rAmamuninA nirvANanI vAta varNavAI che. Ama kalikAla sarvajJa zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA triSaSThi sAtamA parvanA AdhAre thayelA A pravacanoe ApaNA jevA keMkanI kAyApalaTa karI che karI rahyAM che ane karatAM raheze. eTale 'tattvasabhara dharma kathAnuyoganA mahAgraMtha' tarIke AdarapAtra banelAM A pravacanone sahAre cirakALa paryata bhavyajIvo e pravacanakAra maharSidevane pUjatAM raheze e ni:saMzaya che. sadgurucaraNa sevAdevAkI AcArya vijaya zreyAMsaprabhasUri ddhi.vaizAkha vada-11, vi.saM.2066, siddhAMtamahodadhi sva.paramaguruvara svargatithi. tharA

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jaina rAmAyaNa : rajoharaNanI khANa bhAga-1 thI 7. saMpUrNa grantharatnano lAbha lenAra dharmaparAyaNa jIvananA zreSTha nirmAtA zrI lAlacaMdajI chaganalAlajInA jIvananI AchI jhalaka naravIro zUravIro ane dharmavIrothI zobhAyamAna rAjasthAnanI dhIMgI dharA para Avela sirohI jillAnA piMDavADAmAM pU. pitAzrI chaganalAlajInI kuLamAM pU. mAtuzrI chogIbenanI kUkhe vi.saM. 1972mAM mahA suda 3nA teozrIno janma thayo. | vardhamAna jaina yuvaka maMDaLanI sthApanA (piMDavADA) dvArA saMghanA aneka kAryomAM sAtha ApatA rahyA. A piMDavADAnA panotA putra, premanA ghUghavatA sAgarasamA sva. pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnA parama kRpApAtra banI trIza-trIza varSo sudhI akhaMDapaNe karma sAhityanA prakAzanAdimAM kAryarata rahevA dvArA apUrva jJAnopAsanA ane bhAratIya prAcya tattva prakAzana samitinI sthApanA karAvI.

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je salamera-amara sAgara-lodravapura-bhIlaDIyAjI-ajArI (piMDavADA)-AyaDa (udayapura) Adi aneka mahAtIrthonA jIrNoddhAranA kAryanI sAthe mevADanA agaNita maMdironA punaruddhAramAM amUlya phALo Apyo. | suvizuddha saMyamamahAnidhi, vAtsalyavAridhi sva. pUjyapAda AcArdeva zrImad vijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI parama pAvanakArI nizrAmAM piMDavADAmAM aitihAsika aMjanazalAkA pratiSThA mahotsava tathA vyAkhyAna vAcaspati paramokArI sva. pUjyapAda AcAryadeva zrImad rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI tathA anya gurubhagavaMtonI nizrAmAM agresara rahI vizva vikhyAta Abu delavADA-brAhmaNavADA-udavADA-pUnAvAMsadA Adi aneka sthAnomAM bhavya aMjanazalAkA pratiSThAdinA prasaMgonI ujavaNI karI karAvI. hastagiri mahAtIrtha, sahasAvana giranAra, zrIpAlanagara muMbaI, jI.AI.DI.sI. vApI, caMdAvarakaralena borIvalI muMbaI AdimAM nUtana derIojinAlayonA nirmANamAM anumodanIya sahayoga Apyo. sahasAvana giranAra, delavADA Abu, zrIpAlanagara muMbaI, jI.AI.DI.sI. vApI jevA vizvaprasiddha sthAnomAM kAyamI dhajA caDhAvavAnA, mUlanAyaka tathA anya jinabiMbo bharAvavAnA tathA pratiSThAdinA lAbhomAM svadravyanI nyochAvarI karI. zaMkhezvara-brAhmaNavADAmAM navapadajInI oLInI ArAdhanA karAvavA jevA aneka sukRtonI samArAdhanA, mukapazuonI surakSA kAje zibira-kempa anukaMpAnA kAryo tathA sAmAjika kSetromAM agresara rahI tana-mana-dhanathI vividha sevAo ApI che. ubhaya gurudevonA kALadharma bAda tapasvIsamrA pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijayarAjatilakasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA tathA gacchasamrA pU. AcAryadevazrImad vijayamahodayasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAnI paNa evI ja kRpA meLavIne zAsana prabhAvaka aneka kAryomAM agresara rahI, A ubhayanI nizrAmAM ja samAdhi pAmIne svargavAsI banyA. AtusI chuHbhasI anne I puna:puna: anumodanA na karIe chIe. - zrI smRtimaMdira prakAzana

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(bhAga-7 grAma nirvANa 1. kathAnuyoganI mahattA ApattimAM adInatA 2. zrI arihaMto ApaNA anaMtakALanAM ajJAnane TALanArA 3. puNya pApanA astitva ane prabhAvanuM | darzana 4. sAcA sevakano Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza 5, parAkramI putro lavaNa-aMkuza 6. mahAsatI sItAjInuM divya ane dIkSA 7. zrI rAmacandrajIno roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajInI hitazikSA 8. dharmadezanA ane pUrvabhavonI vAto 9. munine vegavatInuM kalaMkadAna 10. sAdhvI sItAjInuM darzana, cintA, vandana 11. zrI lakSmaNajInuM mRtyu rAmano unmAda ane pratibodha 12. zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAra tyAga sAdhanA ane nirvANa

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maideza * (1) kathAnuyoganI mahattA, ApattimAM adItatA 1 * kathA vAMcanAra ane sAMbhaLanAra baMne yogya joIe * mahAsatI sItAjInuM vanamAM paribhramaNa * ApattimAM 'adInatA' e paNa uttama koTino sadAcAra che. * dUdha cokhA karatA sUko roTalo sAro | viveka ane sAmarthya vinA ApattimAM adInatA Ave agara Take nahIM * AtmanidA e vivekane AdhIna che * khAmI jotAM zIkho * khAmI sAMbhaLavAnI zakti keLavo ! zrI bharatacakravartInI paNa zuM sAMbhaLavAnI vyavasthA ? khAmI saMbhaLAvanAra rAkho * pApa vinA du:kha saMbhave ja nahIM kRtajJa banavAthI thatA lAbho ane kutadana banavAthI thatA nukazAno * du:kha AvyuM temAM nimittabhUta bananArAonI nindA karavAthI hAni ja thAya che * sAMbhaLo ne samajaNapUrvaka vicAro ! * buddhinI sArthakatA zAmAM ? * tatvavicAraNA mATe Aje keTalo samaya jAya che ? (2) zrI arihanto ApaNA anantakALanAM ajJAnane TALanArA * mArga ruce to.. * sadguruno paNa upakAra ananya che * duzmana maTI mitra bano * ApaNane duSkarma tarapha roSa che ? senA jovA chatAM bhaya nahIM * jIvana ke mRtyu kevuM icchAya ? zrImatI sItAjI namaskAramAM parAyaNa sainikone Dara lAgavo * svara uparathI nizcaya * dayA vinAno mAnava, mAnava ja nathI * rAjAjInuM zrImatI sItAjI pratye kathana * guNAnurAgamAMthI utpanna thato roSa prazasta che 4 kaSAyamAM paNa bheda upAzrayomAM to dharma sivAya kAMI ja na thAya * upAzrayano durupayoga aTakAvavo joIe * duniyAmAM duSTAtmAno toTo nathI * rAjAnA maMtrIno khulAso * zrImatI sItAjIe potAno vRttAMta kahyo * ekadharmI tarIkenuM baMdhutva dharmanI prIti vinA sAcuM sAdharmika vAtsalya nahi vajajaMghanI vinaMtI * rAjA vajajaMghanI nirvikAratA * zrImatI sItAjI puMDarIkapuramAM * samyagdaSTine puNyapApa beya bhogavatA AvaDe 52 (3) puNya pApanAM astitva ane prabhAvanuM darzana 53 lokaiSaNAne AdhIna banIne A prasaMga AtmAne pApabhIru banAve tevo che pApabhIrutA vinA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI viveka pUrvakanI icchA na thAya * Apattine paNa saMpatti banAvanArA * kRtAntavadana ayodhyAmAM AvIne zrI rAmacandrajIne samAcAra Ape che svAmInA hitanI kALajI e ja sAcA sevakano Adarza * senApati kRtAntavadane saMbhaLAvelo zrImatI sItAjIno saMdeza kahenAranA Azayane pichAnatA zIkho ! * anyAyano pokAra * zrImatI sItAjIe potAnA bhAgyadoSano karelo svIkAra * mahAsatInI vinaMtI (4) sAcA sevakano Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza 71 * satI jIvanano Adarza samajavA mATe A udAharaNa anupama che * zrI rAmacandrajIno zrImatI sItAjInA mATe vilApa * avasaranA jANa zrI lakSmaNajInuM sUcana * zrI rAmacandrajInI svayaM zodha ane nirAzA * lokanI gati pavana jevI che.

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x lokaherIne tyajIne buddhine vivekamaya rAkhavI ! * rAganA yoge zrI rAmacandrajInI durdazA * lokapriyatAne dhyeya na banAvavuM joIe ! * zrImatI sItAjInA be putro temanA janma ane nAmakaraNanA mahotsavo * kalAgrahaNane yogya vaya * siddhArtha siddhaputranuM Agamana * suMdara sAmagrIno upayoga kevo sarasa karavo joIe ? ane hAla kevo thAya che ? x parabhava kyAre yAda Ave che ? * siddhaputranuM AzvAsana ane adhyApana * lavaNa ane aMkuzanA lagnano prasaMga zrI nAradajI ane lava-kuza * lavaNa ane aMkuze parAkramo karIne prApta karelA vijayo dhanyavAda ane AziSa * zrI rAmacandrajI sAthenA yuddhanI tatparatA * mAtAnI hitazIkha ane putrono uttara * yuddha mATe lava-aMkuzanuM prayANa * zrI rAma-lakSmaNane Azcarya bhAmaMDala sAthe zrImatI sItAjI yuddhabhUmimAM * bhAmaMDalanI samajAvaTa sAme paNa lavaNa-aMkuzano makkama javAba * sugrIva Adi zrImatI sItAjInI pAse (5)parAkramIputro lavaNaane aMkuza * lavaNa aMkuzanuM gajabanAka parAkrama * zrI rAmacandrajInI snehArdratA ane lava-kuzano paDakAra * yuddhamAM zrI rAmacandrajIne prApta thayelI nirAzA * zrI lakSmaNajInuM cakraratna paNa niSphaLa bane che * zrI rAma-lakSmaNane zaMkA * nAradajIne AvIne oLakhANa ApI * zrI rAmacandrajIne mUrchA ane saMjJAnI prApti * putronI sAme javuM * avasare guru paNa ziSyane sanmAne * pitA-putranuM snehabharyuM milana rAgano Aveza na Ave mATe sAvadha raho ! vinaya ane AliMgana zrImatI sItAjI pAchA puMDarIkapuramAM zrI vajaMghanI oLakhANa ayodhyAmAM praveza ane utsava * zrImatI sItAjIne teDI lAvavA vinaMtI * zrI rAmacandrajIno uttara 78 81 82 ekama 6 4 4 4 85 OM OM OM 4 chu 3 96 99 100 101 103 104 105 107 108 109 110 111 111 112 113 114 114 114 115 115 115 divya mATe taiyArI * sugrIva zrImatI sItAjIne teDavA jAya che ne zrImatI sItAjI AvavAnI nA pADe che (6)mahAsatI sItAjInuM divya ane dIkSA divya mATenI zrImatI sItAjInI tatparatA * zrI lakSmaNajInI vinaMtI sAme paNa mahAsatI sItAjInI makkamatA * zrI rAmacandrajInuM nyAyaniSThura kathana * zrImatI sItAjIno upahAsa * zikSA karanArano hetu gheSanAza ane hitarakSAno hovo joIe * zrI rAmacandrajIno khulAso * pAMcamAMthI koIpaNa divya karavAnI taiyArI divya mATe lokono niSedha * lokavAdathI dorAvAnuM nahIM paNa lokavAdane gheravAno zrI rAmacandrajInuM sUcana * * vicAravAnI jarura x rUbarUmAM prazaMsA ne pAchaLa nindA karanArA * dharmanA ArAdhakoe khUba ja sAvadha banavuM * lokapriyatA eTale ziSTajanapriyatA * jamAnAne oLakho ! dharmane anusaro ! * vicakSaNa bano * mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne agni pravezanI anumati *jayabhUSaNa vidyAdharano dIkSA svIkAra * nimittayoge vicAraNAthI vairAgya * kiraNamaMDalA rAkSasIno upasarga ane kevaLajJAnanI prApti * kevalajJAnIno utsava zrImatI sItAjIne divyamAM sahAya vikarALa agni joIne vicAraNA *jAherAtapUrvaka agnimAM jhaMpApAta * jvALAonA sthAne svaccha jaLanI vAva * lavaNa-aMkuza mAtAnA khoLe x utkarSamAM unmAda nahIM apakarSamAM dInatA nahIM * zrI rAmacandrajInuM nimaMtraNa zrImatI sItAjIno vivekamaya uttara zrImatI sItAjInI dIkSA (7)zrI rAmacandrajIno roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajInI hitazikSA * rAmAyaNa eTale rajoharaNanI khANa * zrI rAmacandrajIno roSa labdhi chatAM upayogazUnyatA 116 117 119 121 122 122 123 124 125 126 126 127 127 128 129 129 130 131 133 134 135 135 136 137 138 138 139 141 141 142 143 144 145 147 148 151

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* zrI lakSmaNajInI hitazikSA * Ape nyAyaniSThAthI to zrImatI sItAjIe svArthaniSThAthI tyAga karyo x vaDilabaMdhunI sevA maLe * Aje AvI salAha ApanArA keTalA ? * sAcI ane hitakara salAha koNa ApI zake ? viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatA hoLIo saLagAve che saMsAramAM svArthaghAtaka ghaNA che ane svArthaniSTha thoDAka ja che mokSanI tIvra abhilASA pragaTyA vinA sAcA rupanI svArthaniSThA Ave nahIM * zrIrAmacandrajI Adi zrI jayabhUSaNa kevaLajJAnInI pAse zrI jaina zAsanamAM dezanA muktimArganI ja hoya * zrI jayabhUSaNa kevaLajJAnIne zrI rAmacandrajIno prazna *zrI rAmacandrajInI tadbhava muktigAmitA mokSaruci ane AtmanirIkSaNa * zrI bibhISaNe pUchelo prazna x vasudatta ane zrIkAnte karelo parasparano vinAza * viSaya-kaSAyonI AdhInatA ja saghaLA anarthonuM mULa che * zuM jhaghaDAo dharmanA nAme thAya che ? * adAlatomAM cAlatA kesomAM dharmanA nAme janmelA jhaghaDA keTalA ? (8) dharmadezanA ane pUrvabhavonI vAto * dharmanA pratApe ja jagatamAM zAMti che * adharmane dharma mAnI kajIyA thatA hoya to zuM karavuM joIe ? * vasudatta ane zrIkAnta vidhyATavImAM mRga thayA * susAdhuonI pAse dhanadatte karelI yAcanA ane AjanA keTalAkonI yAcanA * dhanadattane munivarano sadupadeza * zrAvakadharmanI ArAdhanA karIne dhanadatta devapaNe utpanna thayA * zrI rAmacandrajInA jIve sugrIvanA jIva-baLada upara karelo upakAra zrI navakAra maMtrano mahimA pAra vinAno che * antima avasthAvALA pratye to avazya kRpAbhAvavALA banavuM joIe ????? 159 161 161 162 163 194 194 165 166 167 168 171 173 174 175 176 178 * vRSabhadhvaja rAjakumArane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM * vRSabhadhvajanI yogyatA * u5kA2Ine zodhavA prayatna 181 182 * zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra phLa kone ? * padmarucino milApa * kRtaghnatAne TALIne kRtajJa bano x ApaNe e sthitimAM mUkAIe to zuM karIe ? * padmaruci ane vRSabhadhvaja rAma ane sugrIva * suMdara sAmagrIono pUrepUro lAbha levo joIe * kiMmatI hIrA karatAM paNa kiMmatI kSaNa * ekavAra gADuM cIle caDhI javuM joIe (9)munine vegavatInuM kalaMkadAna * doSitano paNa DheDa-phajeto karavAthI ghaNI ghaNI hAnIo thAya che x pApI AtmAo pratye dayAbhAva hovo joIe * dharma pAmavAne lAyaka AtmA paNa deva-guru-dharmanI bindA na sAMbhaLI zake * * guNa durguNanI vAta kevI rIte jhIlAya che ? sajjanonI nindAmAM lokone vadhAre rasa hoya che * vegavatInuM jUThThI paNa vAtathI lokoe nirdoSa munivarane raMjADyA * nirdoSa zrI sudarzana munivare karelo abhigraha * dharmI gaNAtA jIvonI jokhamadArI ghaNI che x vegavatIe potAnA aparAdhanI kSamA mAMgI vegavatI mATe mithyAdaSTi rAjAnI mAMgaNI ane samyagdaSTi zrIbhUtino inkAra * samyadharma pratye AdaravALA mAtA-pitAnI pharaja zI ? * zrI bhUtinI hatyA, vegavatI upara baLAtkAra ane vegavatIno zrApa vegavatIe dIkSA grahaNa karI * vegavatIno jIva zrImatI sItA tarIke * zaMbhu rAjA zrI rAvaNa tarIke 180 * zrIkAntanA jIva saMbaMdhI matabheda ane spaSTatA * bibhISaNa koNa ? * zrI lakSmaNajI koNa ? * anaMgasuMdarI vizalyA tarIke 1831 4 guNadhara bhAmaMDala tarIke 185 186 186 187 188 189 190 191 193 194 195 197 199 201 202 203 203 205 206 200 208 209 210 212 213 214 214 217 218 219 219 220

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2, 251 lavaNa, aMkuza ane siddhaputra siddhArthanA pUrvabhavono saMbaMdha 220 * kRtAntavadane dIkSA grahaNa karI ApaNI dazAno vicAra avazya karavo joIe * suMdara bhAvajIvana pAmavAnI tAlAvelI joIe 223 (10) sAdhvI sItAjInuM darzana-varjana ane cittA 22pa * zrI rAmane zaMkA ane samAdhAna 227 kutAttavadana devalokamAM ane zrImatI sItAjI acyatendra tarIke 229, * zrI lakSmaNajInA putronA saMyama svIkAra 229 * bhAmaMDalanI suMdara bhAvanA ane tenuM mRtyu 232 * zrI hanumAne dIkSA lIdhI, ane siddhipadane pAmyA 233 * mRtyu kyAM ? ane kyAre Ave ? te nizcita nathI 233 mRtyu moM phADIne beThuM che, mATe dharma karI lauM evo vicAra keTalAne Ave che ? 234 * zAzvata udayanI sAdhanA mATe ghaNA parama sAdhana che 236 zrI rAmacandrajIne hAsya ane IMndrono uccAra 237 * devo snehanI parIkSA karavA Ave che * devone thayelo pazcAttApa (11) zrI lakSmaNajInuM mRtyu zamano unmAda ane pratibodha ayodhyAmAM chavAyeluM zonuM sAmrAjya lavaNa-aMkuza ati bhayabhIta banIne dIkSAnI anumati mAMgI 244 lavaNa-aMkuze dIkSA lIdhI, ne muktipada pAmyA 246 * zrI rAmacandrajInI snehonmattatA * IndrajitanA putroe dIkSA lIdhI * jaTAyudeve karelI mahenata ane temAM prApta thayelI niSphaLatA * senApati kutAttavadana prati bodha kare che (12) zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAratyAga sAdhanA ane nirvANa 253 * cothA puruSArtha mATe tatpara zrIrAma 255 * puNyazALI AtmAnA tyAganI asara 256 AjJA mujabano ekalavihAra ane avadhijJAna 256 * avadhijJAnI rAmarSie karelI vicAraNA 257 nagarakSobha ane zrI rAmarSino abhigraha 260 * zrI rAmacandra maharSie araNyamAM rahIne karelI anupama ArAdhanA * sItendrano upasarga ane rAmacandra maharSine kevaLajJAnanI prApti samyagRSTi ane pApa * sItendrano prazna ane zrI rAmacandra maharSie karelo khulAso zrI lakSmaNajI ane zrI rAvaNanA bhAvi bhavo * sItendra cothI narakamAM jaIne zuM juve che ? 271 * narakanA astitvane nahi mAnanArAone lAbha kazoya nahIM ane nukazAna pArAvAra 272 * narakamAM sItendra Apelo upadeza ane tenuM zubha pariNAma ra75 * sItendra potAnA kalpamAM * zrI rAmacandra-maharSi muktipada pAmyA 238 239 ra 276 276 pAutha paka (5

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kathA.yoganI mahattA ApattimAM adInatA jainazAsanamAM kathAnuyoga ghaNo vizALa che. eTaluM ja nahIM, vaLI adbhuta paNa che. sabuddhinA svAmI vaktA tene sva-para mATe upayokAraka banAve che. khAsa karIne bAla jIvo mATe vizeSa upakAraka bane che, tenA mAdhyamathI dravyAnuyogane paNa sArI rIte khIlavI zakAya che. te mATe vaktA jema prAjJa joIe tema zrotA paNa zraddhALu hovA jarurI che. ethI ja jainazAsanamAM lAyakAta mahattvanI che, lAyakAtanI bedarakArI to pariNAme kalyANanI bedarakArI paNa banI rahe che. jaMgalamAM tarachoDAyelA mahAsatInuM vanabhramaNa ane teonI adInatA eka uMco Adarza che. prasaMgasara ApattimAM adInatA nAmanA sadAcAranuM ahIM varNana thayuM che. | viveka ane sAmarthyanA prabhAvathI teoe dAkhavelI adInatA e zIkhave che ke potAnI khAmI jotAM ane sAMbhaLatAM zIkho. cakravartI bharata mahArAjAnI potAnI khAmI sAMbhaLavA mATenI yojanA A prasaMganA varNanamAM prANa pUre che. -zrI

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2 kathanuyoganI mahattA ApattimAM adItatA I AIC ME F ) ) | kathA vAMcanAra ane sAMbhaLanAra baMne yogya joIe mahAsatI sItAjInuM vanamAM paribhramaNa * ApattimAM 'adInatA' e paNa uttama koTino sadAcAra che. * dUdha cokhA karatA sUko roTalo sAro * viveka ane sAmarthya vinA ApattimAM adInatA Ave agara Take nahIM * AtmaniMdA e vivekane AdhIna che * khAmI jotAM zIkho * khAmI sAMbhaLavAnI zakti keLavo ! * zrI bharatacakravartInI paNa zuM sAMbhaLavAnI vyavasthA? * khAmI saMbhaLAvanAra rAkho * pApa vinA du:kha saMbhave ja nahIM * kRtajJa banavAthI thatA lAbho ane kRtanA banavAthI thatA nukazAno * du:kha AvyuM temAM nimittabhUta bananArAonI nidA karavAthI hAni ja thAya che * sAMbhaLo ne samajaNapUrvaka vicAro * buddhinI sArthakatA zAmAM ? * tatvavicAraNA mATe Aje keTalo samaya jAya che ? ja che roja

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'kathAnuyoganI mahattA ApattimAM AMdInatA zrImatI sItAjIe kevI rIte potAnI zuddhatA sAbita karI ane kevI rIte vrata grahaNa karyuM tenuM varNana have zaru thAya che. ane te pUrve ayodhyA pahoMcelA kRtAnta vadananA mukhe zrI sItAdevIno saMdeza sAMbhaLIne rAmacandrajIno pazcAttApa Adi vAto have Ave che. kathAo jIvanavRttAnto jo vAMcatAM ne vicAratAM AvaDe, to emAMthI paNa uttamakoTinI preraNA ApI ane meLavI zakAya che. vAMcanAra jo tattvasvarUpano jJAtA hoya, hitAhitanA mArgano jANanAra hoya, sva-paranA sAcA upakAranI bhAvanAthI otaprota hoya, sabuddhino svAmI hoya ane zrotA jo sadbhAvanAsaMpanna zraddhALu hoya, to sAmAnya kathAone paNa teo sva-parane mATe mahAupakAraka banAvI zake che. khAsa karIne bALa jIvone mATe, kathAo dvArA upadeza ApavAnI paddhati, vizeSa upakAraka bane che. keTalIkavAra kahevA yogya vastu kathA sAthe kahevAya to zrotAonA attaramAM to ghaNI ja sahelAIthI praveza pAmI jAya che. kathAomAM tAttvika vAto nathI AvatI ema nahi. tattvanA svarupano vartArUpe sAkSAtkAra kathAomAM thaI zake che. tattvasvarUpanA vividha prakArone, kathA dvArA pratyakSa jevA kathAnuyazanI mahattA AdhyattimAM adabata....1 3

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mi nirvANa bhAga 7 rUpe rajU karI zakAya che. kathAnuyoga dvArA dravyAnuyogane paNa jeTalo khIlavavo hoya teTalo khIlavI zakAya che. sabuddhisaMpanna vaktA zrotAonI grahaNa karavAnI zakti Adine joIne, kathAnA prasaMgamAM paNa jhINavaTabharyuM tattvavarNana karI zake che. kathA vAMcanAra ane sAMbhaLanAra baMne yogya joIe sabhAH vyAkhyAna ApanAra upara eno ghaNo AdhAra raho. dareka vastu mATe lAyakAta, e anivArya vastu che. vaktAmAM ye lAyakAta joIe ane zrotAmAM ya lAyakAta joIe. uttamamAM uttama vastu paNa nAlAyakane mATe nirarthaka agara to nukazAnakAraka paNa nivaDe. uttama koTinI lAyakAtanA yoge AtmA kharAba sAdhana dvArA paNa uttama pariNAmane nipajAvI zake che ane kAramI ayogyatA hoya, to uttama sAdhana dvArA paNa AtmA adhama pariNAmane nipajAvanAro bane. mAtra vyAkhyAna denAra ja lAyaka joIe ema nahi. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLanAra paNa lAyaka joIe. sAMbhaLanAra ayogya hoya, to lAyaka paNa vyAkhyAnakAra kare zuM ? e kahe kAMI ane pelo pakaDe kAMI ! vaktA ane zrotA banne lAyaka hoya, to beyanuM ya kAma thaI jAya. sArA zrotAo to vaktAnI zaktine paNa khIlavanArA hoya che. evA paNa zrotAo hoya che, ke jeone upadeza ApatAM vaktAno ullAsa vadhato ja jAya ane ethI navI navI lAgatI vastuo nIkaLe jAya. evI ja rIte vaktAnI zaktine buThThI banAvI denArA zrotAo paNa hoya che. e vAta sAcI che ke, zrotAonI jema vaktAomAM yogya ane ayogya hoI zake che. keTalAka vaktAo paNa evA hoya che, ke jeo mithyAtvAdine kAraNe temane upAdeya ane upAdeyane heya Adi rUpe paNa varNavanArA banI jAya che. zrI jinapravacananI kuzaLatAne ane bIjI paNa jarUrI lAyakAtane nahi pAmelA vaktAo, zrotAonA hitane haNanArA bane, te svAbhAvika ja

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che. zrotAo vicakSaNa hoya to ema paNa bane ke, pelAnA uMdhA pratipAdananI temanA upara kharAba asara na thAya. Ama chatAM paNa, pelAne to nukazAna thAya ja che. AthI spaSTa che ke, bhavabhIrU AtmAoe lAyakAtane viSe to sauthI pahelAM ja prayatnazIla banavuM joIe. lAyakAtanI bedarakArI, e to kalyANanI ja bedarakArI che. mahAsatI sItAjInuM vanamAM paribhramaNa parama upakArI, kalikAlasarvajJa, AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, have AgaLa pharamAve che ke "atha sItA bhayoddhAMtA, babhrAmetastato vane / AtmAnameva nindantI, pUrvaduSkarmadUSitam // 1 // "bhUyo bhUyazca ruDhatI, skhalaMti ca paDhe paDhe / gacchantI purato'pazyan- mahat sainyaM samApatat // 2 // "mRtyujIvitayostulyA-zayA prekSyApi tabalam / sItA tasthAvabhItaiva, namaskAraparAyaNA // 3 // "tAM aaa hiMyAMgha, sainivAM pratyutAya te dol nAma Dhilvarupeya, mUripatetyamamAji: ra4 4 ApaNe joI AvyA ke, zrI rAmacaMdrajInI AjJAthI mahAsatI zrImatI sItAdevIne araNyamAM tyajI devAne mATe nikaLelA kRtAntavadana nAmanA senApatie, sihaninAdaka araNyamAM AvIne zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karyo. zrI rAmacandrajIne kahevA mATeno zrImatI sItAjIe kahelo saMdezo sAMbhaLI lIdhA bAda, zrImatI sItAjIne namaskAra karIne, zrImatI sItAjInA mahAsatIpaNAno vicAra karato kRtAntavadana, ayodhyAnA mArge vaLyo. have zrImatI sItAjI ekalAM paDyAM. bhayaMkara araNyamAM ekalavAyo AdamI, baLavAna ane zastrasahita hoya toya mUMjhAya jyAre A to game tevI paNa strI. rAjAne tyAM janmelI ane mahArAjAnI mahArANI banelI. AvAM kaSTonI jene kalpanA paNa na hoya evI, vaLI pAchI sagarbhA. temaja svayaM mahAsatI hovA chatAMya kAramA kalaMkano bhoga ...kathAga mahatta attama adana....1

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rAma viNa bhAga che.. banelI, pAse nathI koI rakSaka ke nathI koI zastra. AvI dazAmAM zrImatI sItAjI bhaya pAme, bhayathI utkrAnta bane, te svAbhAvika ja che. eTale ja kRtAntavadananA gayA bAda, bhayathI utkrAnta banelAM zrImatI sItAjI vanamAM ahIMthI tahIM ema bhamavA lAgyA. ane vanamAM bhamatA zrImatI sItAjI Dagale ne pagale khalanA pAme che ane vAraMvAra rudana kare che. A rIte kyAM javuM ? eno nirNaya nahi hovA chatAM paNa, vimanaskanI jema zrImatI sItAjI, AgaLane AgaLa cAlyuM jAya che. ApattimAM "adInatA e paNa uttama koTino sadAcAra che A hAlata vicAravA jevI che. eka tarapha zrImatI sItAjI koNa ? e vicAro ane bIjI tarapha zrImatI sItAjInI vartamAna dazAno vicAra karo. AvA AtmAne zire paNa AvI Apatti AvI ane tame nirbhaya cho? tamane khAtrI che ke, tamAre zire Apatti nahi ja Ave ? ApattimAM adInatA, e paNa eka sadAcAra che paNa vAta e che ke, ApattinI veLAe adInatA jALavI koNa zake ? ApattimAM adInatAnI vAto karavI e jeTaluM saheluM che, teTaluM ja ApattimAM adIna banyA rahevuM e muzkela che. ene mATe pUrva taiyArI paNa hovI joIe. anukULa sAmagrInI veLAe AtmAne evo to kasIne taiyAra karavo joIe, ke jethI pratikULa sAmagrInI veLAe gabharAmaNa ke valopAta thAya nahi. karmAdhIna prANIone zire Aphata AvavI, e navAInI vastu ja nathI. saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale Apatti to beThelI ja che. puNyano udaya hoya tyAM sudhI vAta judI che, paNa koI puNya evuM hotuM ja nathI, ke jeno atta ja na hoya. eka divasa tamArA puNyodayano anna Avaze, ema to lAge che ne ? sabhA : amArA puNyanI to vAta ja karavA jevI nathI. pUjyazrI : kema ? sabhA : puNya paNa nirmaLa kyAM che ? vaLI eka jIndagImAM ya

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aneka jIndagIo bhogavavA jevuM thAya che. Aje zrImaMtane bhale garIba. pUjya zrI rakhATaluM jANo cho, te chatAM bephikara keTalA cho ? vAraMvAra zrImaMta ene garIba bananArAo paNa, zrImaMta bane tyAre dhamaMDathI bacatA rahe che ? A cAra dinanI cAMdanI che, evo vicAra kare che kharA ? puNyodaye samRddhi maLI gaI hoya, to te jAya te pahelAM ja teno bane teTalo vadhu sadupayoga karI levo evuM mana thAya che ? jIMdagImAM anekavAra behAla thaI janArAo paNa, sArA hAlano sadupayoga karI letA nathI, e zuM temanI AtmA taraphanI bedarakArI nathI? saMpatti AvatAM unmatta banavuM ane jatAM lAcArI sevavI, e dharmAtmAne na chAje. e to saMpatti AvavAthI unmatta na bane ane vAthI lAcAra na bane. dharmI to banne ya prakAranI sthitimAM puNya pApanA udayane samaje. ane evo 4 AtmA ApattimAM adInatA gaNano ane saMpattimAM savizeSa namratA guNano svAmI banI zake. saMpattimAM je garvane AdhIna bane, tene ApattimAM dIna banatAM paNa vAra lAge nahi. saMpattimAM garva karanAro, ApattimAM bhayaMkara pApAcaraNone AcaravAne tatpara banI jAya, eya suzakya che. "saMpatti, e mArAM pUrvanAM satkarmonuM phaLa che ema samajIne saMpattinI veLAe satkarmomAM vizeSa pravRtti karavI ane 'Apatti, e mArAM duSkarmonuM phaLa che ema samajIne ApattinI veLAe paNa duSkarmonA tyAgamAM ja prayatnazIla banavuM. Apatti vahelI ke moDI paNa AvavAnI che, ema jANavA chatAM Apatti mATe taiyAra na banavuM, e DahApaNa che? DAhyA mANase to evI taiyAra karI ja levI joIe, ke jethI koIpaNa saMyogomAM AtmA dIna bane nahi game tevI sArI sthitimAM paNa bhAnabhUlo bane nahi. dUdha-cokhA, karatA suko roTalo sAro sabhA : ApattithI bacavA mATe taiyArIo nathI karAtI ema to nahi, paNa AjanI taiyArIo judI jAtanI che ! thayobI mahattA AdhyattimAM adAlata....1

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rima viNa bhAda pUjyazrI H kaI jAtinI taiyArIo thAya che? sabhAH Apa jANatA ja hazo. lagabhaga badhA saToDIyA evI taiyArI rAkhe che. pUjyazrI : avasare potAnA dUdha-cokhA salAmata rahe ane bIjAone ThaMDe kaleje rovaDAvI zakAya. ghara ne gharano ghaNo kharo mAla bairInA nAme ane vahepAra potAnA nAme, emane ? sabhA : ApanA dhyAna bahAra nathI. pUjyazrI : kharekhara, e taiyArI to ApattinI ja janetA che. bIjAne navaDAvI potAnA sukhane salAmata rAkhavAnI bhAvanAvALAo, sukhane salAmata rAkhI zaktA nathI. teo du:khane ja salAmata banAvavAno dhaMdho karI rahyA che. e jAtanI pApa-bhAvanAmAM ramanArAo pUrvanA pApAnubaMdhI puNyanA yoge thoDo kALa majA mANI le e bane, paNa temanuM bhaviSya bhUMDuM banyAM vinA rahe nahi ! A to bhayaMkara jAtinI anIti che, paNa Aje anIti eTalI badhI vyApaka banI gaI che ke, enI arerATI paNa nAza pAmatI jAya che. evA dUdhacokhA karatAM nyAyanA yoge meLavelo sUko roTalo paNa lAkha darajja sAro che, ema kalyANanA arthI AtmAoe samajavuM joIe. viveka ane sAmarthya vinA ApattimAM adItatA Ave agara Take nahi bIjI vAta e paNa che ke, saMpattinI rakSA mATe game teTalA prayatno karo, te chatAM paNa puNya kSINa thaye te tamArI pAse rahevAnI nathI. puNya kSINa thatAM game tevI ane game teTalI paNa saMpatti, AMkhanA palakArAmAM cAlI jaze. koTyAdhipatio ane mahArAjyanA mAliko paNa pApanA udaye jota-jotAmAM kaMgALa banI jAya che. game tevI sattA ne game teTalI saMpatti, pApanA udayane rokI zake ema lAge che?

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sabhA : e na bane. pUjyazrI : to pachI, je Apatti pApanA udaye AvavAnI che, tenAthI bacavA mATe saMpatti meLavavAmAM ane tenuM rakSaNa Adi karyA karavAmAM ja mazagula banyA rahevuM, e DahApaNa che ke gAMDapaNa ? ApattithI bacavA IcchanArAoe to, pApathI ja bacatA rahevAno prayatna karyA karavo joIe. jyAM pApa nahi, tyAM Apatti nahi. A to navA pApanI vAta thaI, paNa je pApone pUrve upArjI cUkyA cho, tenuM zuM ? pApano udaya Ave te samaye AtmA dIna bane nahi ane pApanA udayane evI rIte veThe ke-udayamAM AveluM pApa svayaM jvA sAthe bIjA paNa aneka pApone ghasaDI jAya, ene mATe taiyAra banavAnI vAta cAle che. tamArA jIvanamAM evI taiyArI che ? sabhA : evI taiyArI to nathI. pUjyazrI : nathI, to tenuM kAraNa zuM ? zuM pApa-puNyane mAnatA nathI? Azrava, saMvara ne nirjarAne mAnatA nathI ? sabhA : mAnIe chIe. pUjyazrI : to pachI konA baLe tame ATalA badhA nirbhaya cho? zrImatI sItAjI eTale naka rAjAnI putrI, bhAmaMDala jevAnI bena ane zrIrAmacandrajI jevAnI patnI, chatAM zrImatI sItAjI I hAlatane pAmyAM ? je pApe zrImatI sItAjIne na choDayAM, te pApa tamane choDI deze, ema? evuM kAMI dhAratA-karatAM nahi. zrI tIrthaMkaradevanA AtmAone paNa pApe nathI choDyA, mATe pApa karatAM ceto, baco ane AtmAne tapa AdimAM yojI evo taiyAra karo, ke jethI avasare divaso sudhI bhUkha-tarasane paNa sahI zakAya ane TADha-taDakA Adine paNa sahI zakAya. vivekI bano ane sahavAnuM sAmarthya keLavo. e vinA ApattimAM adInatA rUpa sadAcArano sAco amala zakya nahi ja bane. ...kathAnuyoganI mahattA ApattimAM addInatA...1 9

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10 tema viNa bhaja che........... AtmaniMdA e vivekane AdhIna che ahIM mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI vanamAM bhayabhIta banIne ahIMthI tahIM ema bhamI rahyA che. vanamAM bhamatAM zrImatI sItAjI pagale pagale skUlanA pAme che ane vAraMvAra raDe che, chatAM emanI e vakhatanI paNa manovRtti kaI jAtinI che, e jANo cho ? e sUcavavAne mATe kalikAlasarvajJa, AcAryabhagavAn zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe pharamAvyuM che ke, "malminimeva jindanti, pUrvaTudomaduhitam ?" 'evI rIte bhayaMkara vanamAM bhamatAM evA paNa zrImatI sItAjI, pUrvanA duSkarmathI dUSita evA potAnA AtmAne ja nidi rahayAM che.' savivekano ja A prabhAva che, vicAra karo ke, zrImatI sItAjIe A bhavamAM evuM koI ja kRtya karyuM che, ke jenA yoge AvI Apatti Ave ? nahi ja. te chatAM paNa ApaNe joyuM ke, Apatti AvI che ane zrImatI sItAjI emAM potAnI ja khAmI joI rahyA che. emanA haiyAmAM pUrepUrI khAtrI che ke, duSkarmathI je duSita hoya che. tene ja du:kha Ave che. jeNe potAnA AtmAne koIpaNa kALe duSkarmathI duSita na banAvyo hoya, tenA upara Apatti Ave, e saMbhavita ja nathI, AvA saMkranA samaye paNa bIjA koIne doSa devo nahi ane potAnA AtmAnI ja nindA karavI. e vivekane ja AbhArI che. jenA haiyAmAM viveka-dIpaka pragaTyo nathI. tenA haiyAmAM to AvA saMkaTanA samaye evA evA vicAro Ave ke na pUcho vAta. khAmI jotAM zIkho mithyAtvanA udayathI AtmA doSane doSa rUpe joI zakto nathI. evA paNa AtmAo hoya che ke, potAnuM eka sAmAnya paNa kAma bagaDe, to temAM paNa seMkaDone gALo daI de. phalANAe bagADyuM, phalANo vacce Avyo. phalANAe madada na karI ane ema keTalAyane doSa de ! potAno doSa to jue ja nahi. evA AdamIne dharmanA nirdaka banatAM paNa vAra lAge nahi. kaheze ke, 'dharma ghaNo ryo, paNa chevaTe dazA to Aja thaIne? paNa e na vicAre ke, A phaLa dharmanuM che ke te

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pUrve karelA pApanuM ?' evAonA dharmamAMya prAya bhalIvAra hoya nahi. dharmakaraNIne vidhi mujaba karavAnI manovRtti evAomAM hoya, e bhAgye ja bane, dharmakarma karatI veLAe paNa evAonAM haiyAmAM pApI vAsanA hoya, to navAI pAmavA jevuM nahi. chatAM kaheze, dharma ghaNo ryo, paNa phaLyo nahi !' dharmakaraNI paNa dharmanuM ja apamAna thAya evI rIte karavI ane phaLa sAruM joIe to maLe kayAMthI ? dharma dharmarupe thAya to phaLe ke dharmanuM apamAna karo chatAM sAruM phaLa maLe ? paNa A jAtinA vicAro to teone ja sUjhe, ke jeomAM potAnI khAmI jovA sAMbhaLavAnI lAyakAta hoya. kAramI khAmIvALAo potAnI khAmIne sAMbhaLI paNa zakatA nathI. evAo to, hitabuddhie koI khAmI batAve, toya tene duzmana mAne. evAoe khAsa yAda rAkhavuM joIe ke, 'rIsa kare zIkhAmaNa detAM, tasa bhAgya dazA paravArIjI' Ama kema kahevuM paDyuM ? kAraNa e ja ke je potAnI khAmIne sAMbhaLI paNa na zake ane hitazikSA denArAno upakAra mAnavAne badale je rIsa kare, tenuM bhaluM na ja thAya e nizcita vAta che. khAmI sAMbhaLavAnI zakti keLavo ! jenAmAM potAnI khAmI sAMbhaLI levA jeTalI paNa tAkAta nathI, tenuM kalyANa thAya zI rIte ? tame ahIM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA Avo cho ke vakhANa ? ahIM jIvAjIvAdinA svarUpanI vyAkhyA thAya, te tamane game ke tamArAM vakhANa thAya, e tamane game? ahIM AvavAno hetu zo? khAmI TALavAno ke prazaMsA sAMbhaLavAno? sabhA: khAmI TALavAno. pUjya zrI : tame tamArAmAM rahelI khAmIo dUra thAya e hetuthI ahIM Avo ane ame tamArAM vakhANa karyA karIe e kema bane ? amAre tamane khAmIo batAvavI joIe ke nahi ? amuka amuka khAmIo che ane te amuka amuka rIte TaLe tema che, ema amAre kahevuM joIe ke nahi? jenA sahavAsathI ane jyAM javAthI tamArI khAmIo ghaTavAne badale vadhe tema hoya, tenI paNa tamane oLakhANa to ApavI joIe ne ? e nidA kahevAya ? thAya che. mahatta, AdhyAttimAM adAlatA...1 11

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12 *G 0c00bdyP09 08 sabhA : nahi ja. pUjyazrI : chatAM Aja zuM cAlI rahyuM che ? sabhA : evA paNa nIkaLe. pUjyazrI : evAonA kutarkonI jALamAM phasAIne tame tamArUM hita na hArI jAo, e mATe ja A kahevAya che. Aje kutarkavAda paNa bahu vadhyo che. AjnA yugamAM jeNe Atmahita sAdhavuM hoya, teNe khUba sAvadha banyAM rahevAnI jarUra che. vAtAvaraNa evuM che ke, sAmAnya AtmAone phasAI jatAM vAra lAge nahi. taddana juThThI paNa vAta, evI rIte goThavIne Aje mUkAya che, ke jethI bhalabhalA paNa vicAramAM paDI jAya. AvA samayamAM je sAvadha na rahe, tene sanmArgane pAmavAnI ane sanmArgane ArAdhavAnI sAmagrIthI dUra thaI jatAM vAra lAge nahi. zrI bharatacakravartInI paNa 'zuM sAMbhaLavAnI vyavasthA ?' kalyANa cAhatA ho, to khAmI sAMbhaLavAne sadA taiyAra raho. jAte khAmI jotAM zIkho ane je koI yogya lAge tene vinaMti karo ke, 'jyAre jyAre mArAmAM khAmI dekho ! tyAre tyAre vagara saMkoce kahejo. sudharaze to tarata sudhArIza. tarata sudhare tema nahi hoya, to sudhAravAno prayatna karIza. tame khAmI batAvazo, ethI mane khoTuM nahi lAge, paNa AnaMda thaze, huM samajIza ke, tame mArA upara upakAra karyo.' AvI vinaMti, yogya AtmAo ja karI zake che. bharata cakravartIe kai goThavaNa karI hatI ? e zuM avivekI hatA ? nahi ja. e goThavaNa paNa sUcave che ke, e vivekI hatA. pote cha khaMDanA svAmI che, chatAM sAdharmiko pAsethI zuM sAMbhaLavAne Icche che ? e ja ke, 'Apa jItAelA cho !' SakhaMDanA mAlikane 'Apa vijetA cho ema sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya ke 'Apa parAjita cho' ema sAMbhaLavAnuM mana thAya ? duniyA to ene vijetA ja mAne. duniyAnI dRSTie e moTAmAM moTo vijetA che. ethI vadhAre dunyavI vijaya kadi ja koIe sAdhyo nathI. ane sAdhI zakaze paNa nahIM. A duniyAmAM jo moTAmAM moTo dunyavI vijaya hoya, to te cha khaMDano vijaya che. evA vijayane prApta

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karI cUkelA zrI bharata cakravartI, bharasabhAmAM e vAtane ullAsabhera sAMbhaLe che ke, 'Apa jItAelA cho !' emane ema to evuM kahevAnI koNa hiMmata kare ? cakravartIne evI vAto saMbhaLAvavI, e ramata vAta nathI. ene jotAM to prabaLamAM prabaLa duzmana paNa tharathare, paNa zrI bharata cakravartIne lAgyuM ke, 'sau koI mane vijetA kahenAra haze, to mArUM thaze zuM ? e vAta to bhAna bhUlAvanArI che. mAre to evI goThavaNa karavI joIe, ke jethI, huM viSayo ane kaSAyothI jItAelo chuM e vAta mArA dhyAna bahAra jAya nahi.' AthI temaNe potAnI khAmI saMbhaLAvanAranI goThavaNa karI mukuTabaddha rAjAo paNa je samaye sevAmAM hAjara hoya. tevA samaye bharasabhAmAM AvIne mane kahevuM ke, 'tame jItAelA cho !' jItAelA cho eTaluM ja nahi, paNa emeya kahevuM ke tamAre mAthe bhaya vadhato jAya che. ethI paNa AgaLa. ema paNa kahevuM ke, have to AtmAne haNatAM aTako, aTako !' emanA haiyAmAM keTalI hada sudhInI AtmacintA haze ? A badhuM te sAdharmikonA mukhe sAMbhaLavAnuM, ke jemanA khAnapAna AdinI saghaLI ja vyavasthA pote kare che ! pote cha khaMDanA svAmI, kahevA mATenuM sthAna te ke jayAM saMkhyAbaMdha mukuTabaddha rAjAo paNa sevAmAM hAjara che ane kahevAnI vAta e ke 'Apa jItAelA cho, bhIti vadhye jAya che, haNo nahi, haNo nahi !' A jevI tevI vAta che? khAmI saMbhaLAvatAra rAkho zrI bharata cakravartI jevA potAnI khAmI sAMbhaLavA mATe ATalA utsuka ane tame ? tamane tamAro nokara tamArI khAmI batAve to ? tame jene tamArAthI utaratA darajAno mAnatA ho, te tamane tamArI khAmI batAve to ? tame jene kAMIka khaTAvatA ho, te tamane tamArI khAmI batAve to ? ene AMkhamAM ghAlIne enuM ahita na karo, to eTalA tame sArA gaNAo, emaja ne ? je mANaso saTTara dvArA dekhADAtI khAmIone paNa sahI zakatA na hoya, te mANaso Azrito Adi jo khAmI kahe, to to tenuM apamAna ne ahita ja karavA taiyAra thAya, emAM navAI zI che ? jenAmAM AtmAnA hitAhitano vicAra thAyoganI mahattA AdhyattimAM adAlata...1 13

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14) ridhama nirvANa bhaja 7. karavAnI ane AtmahitanI dRSTie khAmI batAvavAnI tAkAta hoya, evA AdamIne to evo apanAvI levo joIe, evo nirbhaya banAvI devo joIe ane evo to utsAhita banAvI devo joIe, ke jethI e sUto sUto paNa ApaNA hitanI ja citA karyA kare. sadgarUo to che ja, paNa sukhI mANasoe potAnA bhalAne mATe AvA vadhu nahi to ekAda AdamIne to jarUra zodhI levo joIe. ethI, puNyodaye prApta sAmagrIno durUpayoga thato aTakaze ane sadupayoga thaze. evA AdamInI pasaMdagI karatAM vicAra karajo. tamArI sAhAbIthI aMjAI na jAya ke tame ene je kAMI Apo ethI lobhAI na jAya. evo e joIe. tamAre ene vadhumAM vadhu ApavAnuM, paNa vadhu levAne mATe e tamAro bhATa na banI jAya eTalI enAmAM lAyakAta hovI ja joIe. paisAdArane moDhe vakhANanArA to A jamAnAmAM Dagale ne pagale maLI rahe che, paNa khoTa che, khAmI batAvanAranI, ane temAM doSa paisAdAronA ghamaMDano paNa che. ghamaMDa na hoya, prazaMsAnI tevI cAhanA na hoya, te chatAM paNa khAmI batAvanArane apanAvavA taiyAra thavuM e saheluM nathI. bharata mahArAjA cakravartI hatA ane chatAM paNa e mATe taiyAra hatA, kAraNake, e potAnI khAmIne samajatA hatA. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa tene sudhAravAne ya IcchatA hatA. pApa vinA duHkha saMbhave ja nahi. ahIM to mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI, pUrvanA duSkarmathI duSita evA potAnA AtmAne nidi rahyAM che. e dhAre to A saMkaTa mATe bIjAne doSa daI zake tema nathI ? sabhA : pote nirdoSa che, eTale bIjAone doSa daI zake tema to che ja. pUjyazrI : chatAM, e bIjAonI nindA nathI karatAM, paNa potAnA AtmAnI ja nidA kare che kAraNake, e jema nirdoSa che. tema vivekI paNa che. zrImatI sItAjI potAnA AtmAnI khAmI samajI zake che. kalaMka AvyuM te potAne zire ja kema AvyuM ? zrI rAmacandrajInI

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patnIo cAra, chatAM traNane zire kalaMka nahi ane mAre zire kalaMka kema? zrI rAmacandrajI jevA gaMbhIra ane vivekI svAmIne paNa mAro tyAga karavAno vicAra kema Avyo ? zrImatI sItAjI samaje che ke, A saMkTa mArA AtmAe ja ubhuM kareluM che. huM nirdoSa to A bhavamAM, paNa pUrve doSa karyA haze tenuM zuM? jo azubha karmano udaya na hoya, to eka vALa paNa vAMko karavAnI IndranI paNa tAkAta nathI. jo vagara pApe ja koI koIne paDI zakatuM hoya to luMTArAo zrImAne zrImAnuM rahevA deta nahi. ane durjano sAdhune sAdhu rahevA deta nahi. nabaLo zeThAI kare ane sabaLo hukama uThAve, saMsAramAM dekhAI rahela A badhI vicitratA kharekhara pUrvakRta puNya-pApa vinA zakya nathI. zrImatI sItAjI samaje che ke, Ama thavAmAM nimitta game te hoya, bIjAonI AmAM bhUla che, enI nA nahi, paNa A badhAyane utpanna karanArI je mULa vastu che. te to, mArA AtmAnuM pUrvakRta duSkarma ja kAraNarUpa che. jo e mAruM potAnuM duSkarma na hota, to koI ja mane AvA saMkaTamAM mUkI zakata nahi. ema zrImatI sItAjI jANe che ane mATe ja zrImatI sItAjI bIjA koIne nahi niMdatA, potAnA AtmAne niMde che. kRtajJa banavAthI thatA lAbho ane kRtaghna banavAthI thatA nukazAno ApaNA jIvanamAM jo kAMI sAruM thAya to koIno paNa guNa mAnavo nahi, ane kharAba thAya to devAya teTalo bIjAne doSa devo, e ajJAna lokanI khAsiyata che. sajjano sArAmAM saunA guNone yAda kare ane bhUMDuM thAya to kevaLa potAno ja doSa mAne, jyAre durjana loko sArAmAM koIno ya guNa gaNe nahi, potAnI AvaDatane AgaLa kare, ne manamAM phalAya, ane jo kharAba thAya to jene ne tene doSa dIdhA vinA rahe nahi. ne Ama karI te bicArA ajJAnI jIvo kevaLa karmabaMdha karIne saMsAranuM paribhramaNa vadhAre che. kathaimahattaAdhyattimAM adata....1

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16) rAma nirvANa bhAga che. sabhA : jema bhUMDuM potAnA pApanA udaya vinA thatuM nathI, tema sArUM paNa potAnA puNyanA udayathI ja thAya che, to pachI bIjAno upakAra mAnavAnI jarUra zI ? - pUjyazrI : e vAta sAcI che ke, potAnA puNyanA udaya vinA bIjAo game teTalA prayatno kare, toya ApaNuM sAruM thAya nahi, paNa ApaNA sArA ke bhalAne mATe sAmAe je kAMI prayatno karyA, tene ApaNe kema bhUlI zakIe ? sAmAe ApaNuM bhaluM cittavyuM, ApaNuM bhaluM thAya e IrAde prayatna karyo, ane ApaNA puNyodayano yoga maLatA e prayatna saphaLa thayo. paNa sAmAnAM aMtaramAM ApaNA bhalAnI bhAvanA hatI, sAmAe e bhAvanAthI ApaNA bhalAno prayatna karyo, e ApaNe jANIe chIe, te chatAM teno upakAra na mAnIe, to ApaNe kRtadhva ja kahevAIe ne? kRtajJatA e paNa eka anupama koTino mahAna sadguNa che. kRtajJatA guNamAM e prakAranI mahattA che ke, e sAmAnI ane ApaNI paNa parahitanI bhAvanAne vikasita banAve che. jyAre kRtaghna AtmAo, parahita cittArUpa maitrInA svAmI, koI kALe banI zakatA nathI. potAnI upara upakAra karanAranA upakArane paNa je gaNato nathI, e AtmA bIjAo upara upakAra karavAnI vRttivALo bane, e asaMbhavita prAya: che. kharI vAta to e che ke, kalyANanA arthI AtmAoe, 'A saMsAramAM vidyamAna evA sarva AtmAonuM bhaluM ja thAo, paNa koInuM ya bhUDuM na thAo evA prakAranI uttama bhAvanA keLavavI joIe, AtmAne evo banAvavo joIe ke, jethI e sau koInAM kalyANamAM ja rAce, sau koInAM hitamAM ja rAce paNa koInAya bhaMDAmAM rAce nahi. potAnuM bhUMDuM karanAranA paNa bhUMDAmAM te di rAce nahi. ajANatAM paNa koInuM ahita thaI jAya, ke bhUMDuM thaI jAya to ene mATe ApaNane duHkha thavuM joIe. bhUMDuM karanAranuM paNa bhaluM thAo, e

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bhAvanA hovI joIe. mArA pratye duzmanAvaTa rAkhanAra paNa kalyANane pAme, evI aMtaramAM manovRtti hovI joIe. jIvanamAM A bhAvanAno zakya eTalo amala paNa hovo joIe. A bhAvanA vinA viziSTa dharmane koIpaNa AtmArthI AtmA yathArtharUpe koI rIte pAmI ke ArAdhI zake, e zakya nathI. have jyAM ApaNA pratye duzmanabhAva rAkhanAranAM paNa kalyANanI bhAvanA hovI joIe, tyAM ApaNA bhalAnuM cittavana karanAra ane ApaNA bhalAne mATe prayatnazIla bananArano upakAra mAnavAno hoya ke nahi ? sabhA : upakAra mAnavo ja joIe. pUjya zrI H jenAmAM aMze paNa kRtajJatA guNa hoya, te to bhaluM karanArano upakAra mAnavAnuM cUke ja nahi. kRtajJatA guNathI dekhItI rIte paNa ghaNA phAyadA thAya che. tame sAmAnA thoDA paNa upakArane pradhAna banAvI teno upakAra mAno, ethI tamArA bhalAne mATe vadhu prayatna karavAnI vRtti sAmAnA attaramAM uddabhave chetemaja bIjA paNa AtmAonuM bhaluM karavAnuM e utsAhita bane che. A rIte bhalAmAM sArAmAM bIjAno upakAra mAnavArUpa kRtajJatA guNa jenAmAM che, te kRtajJa AtmA sva-para ubhayano upakAra sAdhI zake che. vaLI je potAnI upara anya AtmAoe karelA thoDApaNa upakArane pradhAna banAvI, potAnI upara upakAra karanAra anyano upakAra mAnavA taiyAra thAya che, te kRtajJa AtmAnI parahitanI vRtti, e kAraNe paNa vikAsa pAme che. bIjI tarapha kRtapta AtmA sAmAmAM rahelI sva-paranI upakAra karavAnI vRttino ghAtaka bane che. tamArA upara upakAra karanAra viziSTa koTinA AtmAnI vAta judI che, paNa jo e sAmAnya koTino AtmA hoya to tamane kRtaghnapaNe vartatA joIne ema vicAre ke, A duniyAmAM koInuM bhaluM karavA jevuM ja nathI. upakAra karIe to ya AjanA jIvo upakArano badalo apakArathI vALe che.' upakAra thayo. mahatta AttimAM adAlata...1

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18 rima nirvANa bhaga 7. karanAranAM haiyAmAM AvI durbhAvanA pedA thavAmAM tame tenA para AcarelI tamArI kRtaghnatA nimittarUpa bane, to ethI tame jevA kevA pApamAM paDatA nathI. UlTe mahApApamAM paDo cho. tamane e paNa nukazAna thavuM saMbhavita che ke, pharIthI koI avasara AvI lAge, to tamArI kRtaghnatAne jANanAro tamArA upara upakAra karavAne jo te sAmAnya koTino AtmA hoya to utsAhita na bane, Ama kRtaghna AtmAo potAnuM ahita to sAthe ja che. paNa sAmAnya koTinA paropakArazIla AtmAonAM paNa hadayane paropakAranI bhAvanAmAM mada banAvavA AdithI, bIjAonuM paNa ahita sAdhe che. A uparathI tame samajI zakyA hazo ke, sAmAno ApaNA bhalAne mATeno prayatna, ApaNA puNyayoge ja saphaLa nivaDato hovA chatAM paNa, ApaNe to ApaNA upara upakAra karanAra AtmAnA thoDAmAM thoDA paNa upakArane kadiye bhUlavo joIe nahi. duHkha AvyuM temAM nimittabhUta bananArAonI vidA karavAthI hAni ja thAya che sabhA : thoDo paNa upakAra karanArano upakAra mAnavo joIe, e vAta to barAbara che paNa jyAre ApaNA puNyanA yoga vinA sAmAnA upakAranA prayatno phaLatA nathI, chatAM sAmAno upakAra mAnavo e vyAjabI che, tyAre apakArane karanAranA apakArane jovo ane tenA doSane vicAravo emAM vAMdho zo? pUjyazrI : Avo prazna karavAnA hetuthI ja tame pahelo prazna pUchyo che, ema te vakhate ja jaNAI AvatuM hatuM, ane ethI evo ja khulAso karavAmAM Avyo che, ke jethI A prazna udbhave nahi. Ama chatAM tame pUchyuM che, to vistArathI khulAso karI daIe. tamArA uparanA upakAramAM nimitta bananArano tame upakAra mAno, emAM to ApaNe vicAryuM ke, 'tamane paNa lAbha che, upakAra karanArane paNa lAbha che ane bIjA jIvone paNa lAbha che.'

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ARAB 2 have tame kaho ke, duHkha AvyuM tamArA potAnA pUrvanA duSkarmathI duSita evA AtmAne nahi nijatAM, e du:kha AvavAmAM nimittabhUta bananAra bIjA je koI hoya tene tame nijo, ethI lAbha zo? tamane lAbha thAya ? du:khamAM nimitta bananArane lAbha thAya ? ke bIjAne lAbha thAya ? tamane, tene ke koIne paNa kazo lAbha thato hoya to te batAvo ! sabhA : khAsa lAbha to dekhAto nathI. pUjyazrI : sAmAnya lAbha dekhAto hoya to te batAvo. sabhA : tyAre potAnA AtmAnI nijA karavAthI paNa zo lAbha thaI javAno ? pUjyazrI : ghaNo ja, pUrvanA duSkarmathI duSita evA potAnA AtmAnI nidA karanAranAM aMtaramAM e bhAvanA sahaja rIte pragaTe che ke, 'duSkarma, e kharekhara tyajavA jevI vastu che. duSkarma karIe ane duHkha na IcchIe e kAMI cAle-kare nahi. duSkarma karIe chIe, to du:kha maLavAnuM e nakkI vAta che, AthI AvA du:khanI bhaviSyamAM prApti na thAya e mATe, mAre have duSkarmathI bacavuM e ja uttama upAya che." duSkarmathI duSita evA potAnA AtmAnI nindA karanAra, jema duSkarmanA AcaraNathI vimukha banavAnI pavitra bhAvanAvALo banI zake che, tema satkarmanI AcaraNamAM magna banavAnI bhAvanAvALo banI zake che. suMdara bhavitavyatA AdinA yoge e AtmA koInA taraphathI AvelA du:khanA prasaMgamAM e mujaba samajI zake che ke, A saMsAramAM du:khanuM koI kAraNa hoya to te karma che. AtmA sAtheno jaDa karmono yoga, e ja sArAya du:khanI jaDa che, AtmAnA sukhane DhAMkI denAra, AtmAne sAcA sukhanA AsvAdathI vaMcita rAkhanAra jo koI vastu hoya, to te AtmAnI sAthe ekameka jevAM banI gayelAM karmo ja che." ...kathAnuyogano mahattA adyattamAM adAlata...1 L2 19

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20 rima nirvANa bha8. 7... AthI du:khanA nAzano ane sukhanI prAptino vAstavika mArga e ja che ke, AtmAne jaDa karmonA yogathI mukta banAvavAnA prayatnamAM lAgI javuM. e mATe karavuM zuM paDe ? karmanAM AgamananAM-AzravanAM jeTalAM sthAno che, teno tyAga karavo paDe. karmonAM Agamanane aTakAvavA rUpa saMvarano satkAra karIne, pUrvanAM karmone AtmAthI alaga karavArUpa nirjarAnA upAsaka banavuM paDe. AthI thAya zuM? pApakriyA baMdha thAya, yogo ne Indriyo saMyamamAM AvI jAya ane saMyamazIla banI tapazcaryAmAM ujamALa banAya. vicAro ane kaho ke, AtmaniMdA karavAthI lAbha thAya ke nahi? sabhA : abhuta lAbha thAya. pUjyazrI cokkasa ? sabhAH zaMkA vinAnI vAta. pUjyazrI : AthI vivekapUrvaka vicAravAthI tamane e spaSTa rIte samajAze ke AtmasiMgha karavAthI keTalo badho lAbha che. mATe ja duSkarmathI duSita potAnA AtmAnI to vivekI AtmAoe vAraMvAra nidA karavI ja joIe. duHkha Avye potAnA duSkarmathI duSita AtmAnI nindI nahi karatAM, ApaNe jo ApaNI ajJAnatAnA kAraNe temAM nimittabhUta bananArAonI nidA karavA maMDI paDIe, to ApaNAM haiyAmAM vairanI Aga saLage, sAmo AtmA A vAta jANe eTale enA hadayamAM paNa ApaNA pratye dveSabhAva pragaTe ane ziSTajanone paNa ApaNA mATe emaja thAya ke, 'A mANasa nirdaka che.' mATe ja ApaNe pahelAM vAta e karI che ke, duzmananuM paNa bhaluM thAo, e bhAvanA ApaNAM haiyAmAM hovI joIe. duHkha AvatAM tame pUrvanA duSkarmathI duSita evA tamArA AtmAne nahi nijatAM, temAM nimittabhUta bananArAone jo nindavA maMDI paDo, to tamArAmAM

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#RARA kathAjuyo T * parahita-cittArUpa maitrI bhAvanA Ave ke Take zI rIte ? Ulve sAmAnA ahitanI ja bhAvanA Ave. ethI spaSTa che ke, ApaNA puNyanA yoge ja ApaNuM bhaluM thatuM hovA chatAMpaNa, sAmAnA thoDA paNa upakArane pradhAna banAvIne, sAmAno upakAra mAnavAmAM jyAre ekAnta lAbha che, tyAre e vAtane barAbara aMtaramAM vAstavika rIte nahi samatAM ApaNA para AvelAM duHkhamAM bAhA dRSTie nimitta bananAranI nidA karavAmAM pravRtta thavAthI ekAtte geralAbha che. | sAMbhaLo ne samajaNapUrvaka vicAro ! A vastune nahi samajanArAo, A jagatanA ajoDa upakArI zrI arihanta paramAtmAnA anaMta upakArone paNa zI rIte jANI ane mAnI zakaze? jeo kRtajJa nathI, teo deva-gurUnA parama upakArane ya jANe ane mAne zI rIte ? vicAra karo ke, zrI arihantadevane sarvazreSTha ane ajoDa upakArI tarIke varNavAya che, teno hetu zo che? sabhA emaNe mokSamArga pravartAvyo che ethI ! pUjyazrI : gokhAI gaeluM, sAMbhaLeluM ke rUDha banI gaeluM nahi bolatAM, je bolo te vicArapUrvaka ja bolajo, ke jethI nahi samajyAM ho to samajI levAnI taka maLaze. sabhAH meM kahyuM te khoTuM che? pUjyazrI : tame je kahyuM te khoTuM nathI, paNa tame je bolyA te sarmajapUrvaka bolyA cho ke nahi? e vicAravAnuM huM sUcavI rahyo chuM. tame koIne ema kaho ke, zrI arihantadevoe mokSamArga pravartAvyo, ethI e tArako A vizvanA sarvazreSTha ane ajoDa upakArI che. have A vakhate sAmo jo kadAca tamane ema kahe ke, mokSamArga emaNe bhalene batAvyo, paNa ApaNe mokSa kayAre pAmavAnA? ApaNe mokSa to ApaNA purUSArthathI ja pAmavAnA ne ? ApaNe prayatna karIe nahi ane zrI arihantadevo mokSa daI de, e banavAnuM che? T mahatta AdhyattimAM adIta...1 3

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22 rAma rTanarvANa bhAga 7. ane jyAre ApaNA prayatna vinA mokSa maLe tema nathI, to pachI e upakArI zAnA ? - to tame zo javAba do ? sabhA : A vAta vicAravA jevI che. pUjyazrI : mATe ahIM je kAMI sAMbhaLo, tene vicAratAM zIkho, vicAro ane na samajAya to pUcho. pUcho ne je javAba sArI rIte maLe tenA upara puna: puna: vicAra karo. pharI pUchavAnI jarUra jaNAya to pharIvAra pUcho, paNa sAMbhaLelI vAtane evI draDhapaNe AtmAmAM sthira banAvI lo, ke jethI game tevA viklponI sAme ke kutarkonI sAme tame TakI zako. kSayopazamanI taratamatA AdinA yoge ochuM vadhatuM samajAya e bane, samajAelI ane draDhapaNe hRdayamAM sthira banAvelI sAcI paNa vAtanI sAmenA dareka vikalpono, sacoTa uttara ApavAnI darekamAM zakti hoya, e banavAjoga nathI, paNa bane teTalI rIte vastune vastunAM sAcA svarUpe samajI levAno prayatna karavAmAM upekSA sevavI joIe nahi. buddhinI sArthakatA zAmAM ? Aje tattvavicAraNA naSTa prAya: thatI jAya che, ane ethI zAstranI sugama paNa vAtomAM mUMjhavaNa ubhI thatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. AthI upakArIo pharamAve che ke, buddhinuM phaLa tattva vicAraNA che. tattvanAM svarUpanI vicAraNAmAM buddhino jeTalo-sadupayoga karAya, te sArthaka che. paNa Aje buddhi maLyAnI sArthakatA zAmAM manAI rahI che ? Aje buddhi maLyAnI sArthaktA koIpaNa bhoge dunyavI hita sAdhavAmAM manAI rahI che. 'lakSmI, sattA, kIrti ane bhogasukho kema vadhAre maLe ? ane kema vadhAre Take,' enI javicAraNAmAM Aje buddhi maLyAnI sArthaktA manAI rahI che. paNa 'tattva-vicAraNA, e ja buddhine saphaLa banAvanAra che-buddhinuM vAstavika phaLa tattvavicAraNA ja che.'- A

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vAtane yathArthapaNe mAnanArAonI saMkhyA keTalI? jUja : ane lakSmI, sattA kIrti tathA bhogasukho Adi kema vadhAre maLe ? ane kema vadhAre Take ? enI vicAraNA Adi potAne maLethI buddhinI saphaLatA mAnanArA keTalA ? sabhA : e to gaNyA gaNAya nahi, ane viNyA viNAya nahi, eTalA badhA che. pUjyazrI : pUrvakALamAM ya evAo to hatA ja, paNa tattva vicAronI saMkhyA AjanA jeTalI jja nahi paNa ghaNI ghaNI vadhAre hatI. pUrvakALamAM Arya saMskRti jIvaMta hatI, sAdhu mahAtmAonA paricayanA kAraNe tattva vicAraNA ghare ghare thatI hatI, pUrva kALamAM jaDavAda tarapha ATalo badho jhoka nahi hato. jaDanA yogathI utpanna thatA kSaNika ane pariNAme duHkhadAyI sukhone mATe prayatna karavA chatAM paNa, pUrvakALamAM AtmAno vicAra Avato ane ethI anIti Adino AjanA jeTalo lAvo nahi hato. jethI Aje dharmabhAvanAno hAsa thato gayo. ane jaDavAda vadhavAnA kAraNe nAstiktA svacchedAcAra temaja anaitikatAnuM pramANa dina-pratidina vadhatuM ja cAlyuM che. tattvavicAraNA jema jema kSINa thatI gaI, tema tema sadbhAvanAo ane sadAcAronuM pramANa ghaTavA mAMDyuM, tathA durbhAvanAo ane durAcAronuM pramANa vadhatuM cAlyuM. tattva vicAraNA mATe Aje keTalo samaya jAya che ? Aje tamArA jIvanamAM tattvavicAraNAne keTaluM sthAna che ? divasanA covIsa klAkamAM tattvavicAraNA mATeno samaya keTalo ? roja nahi, to mahinAnA trIsa divasomAMthI keTalA divasoe amuka samayane mATeya tatvavicAraNA karavAno nirNaya che ? mahinAmAM evo eka divase ya kharo ke nahi ? bAra mahinAmAM paNa evA divasa keTalA ? kema sAva mona ? sabhA : AmAM bolavuM zuM? kathAnuyogano mahattA AttimAM adAlata....1

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24 mi nirvANa bhaga 7. pUjya zrI lajjAnA mAryA nathI bolatA ke bIjuM kAMI kAraNa che ? tattvavicAraNA nathI karatA, e ApaNe mATe bahu zaramabharyuM che. ema lAge che, mATe nathI bolatAke nahi bolavAmAM bIjo koI Azaya che? sabhA : vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA AvIe eTaluM. pUjyazrI : vyAkhyAna paNa dattacitte sAMbhaLo cho ? vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatI veLAe paNa cittanA valopAtane dUra karo cho ? ghaDIyALa tarapha najara keTalIvAra jAya che ? sukhI mANasone paNa peDhI keTalIvAra yAda Ave che ? vyAkhyAnamAM je saMbhaLAvAya, teno vicAra karavo ane zakyano amala karavo, evI bhAvanA keTalAnI ? vyAkhyAna paNa jo yathAvidhi niyamita sAMbhaLavAno prayatna thAya, toya jIvanamAM ghaNo phera paDI jAya. vyAkhyAna jevI rIte, sAMbhaLavuM joIe, tevI rIte sAMbhaLavAno prayAsa thAya, to seMkaDo vyAkhyAno sAMbhaLavAno dAvo karanArA paNa keTalAko dayApAtra jIvana jIvanArA jovAya che, e bane kharUM ? kharekhara, tattvavicAraNA taraphanA durlakSya aneka aniSTone utpanna karI dIdhAM che. enA ja yoge, vAraMvAra kahevAelI, samajAvAelI ane carcAelI evI paNa vAto mATe, jyAre ne tyAre vikalpo uThe che, ane prasto pUchavAmAM Ave che. sabhA : AtmAnA hitanI jeTalI joIe teTalI amArAmAM darakAra nathI ethI ja Ama bane che. pUjya zrI : ATaluM paNa tamane lAge che, e AnaMdano ja viSaya che. tame vAraMvAra pUcho eno TALo nathI, paNa tamArAmAM jarUrI darakAra pragaTe e hetuthI ja A kahevAya che. sukhI thavuM hoya, to AtmAnA hita taraphanI bedarakArI TALyA vinA cAle tema nathI, e cokkasa vAta che.

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zrI arihaMto ApaNA anatakALanA ajJAnane TALanArA ApaNA AtmAe anantakALamAM naraka-nigodanA du:kho anaMtIvAra veThyAM. mAtra vekyAM, ja eTaluM nahIM, paNa jyAre-jyAre taka maLI tyAretyAre du:kho TALavA ane sukho meLavavA mahenata karavAmAM kazuM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. chatAM pUrepUrA ApaNA du:kho TaLyAM nahi ne sAcA sukho maLyA nahi. AmAM ApaNuM ajJAna ja aparAdhI - "anukULa evI jaDavastuonA ke jaDanA yogavALI sacetana vastuonA yogamAM ja sukha che." evA ApaNA bhramane sacoTapaNe samajAvIne AtmAnI sAthe ekameka thayelA jaDakarmonA yogano nAza karavAmAM ja, AtmAne paripUrNa ane zAzvata sukhanI prApti che. AvI rIte sukhano bhrama paNa TALavA sAthe sukhanuM sAcuM svarupa ane tene meLavavAno upAya zrI arihaMta bhagavaMtoe darzAvyo che. je mokSamArgarupa che, A teono anupama upakAra che. je ahIM vistArathI varNavAyo che. sAthe-sAthe sItAjInA puNyaprabhAve vajajaMgharAjAnI acijya sahAya tathA puMDarikapurImAM teonA gamatanuM varNana ahIM karAyuM che. 25

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'zrI arihaMto ApaNA anaMtakALanA ajJAnane TALanArA mArga ruce to... * sadguruno paNa upakAra ananya che duzmana maTI mitra bano ApaNane duSkarma tarapha roSa che ? senA jovA chatAM bhaya nahIM * jIvana ke mRtyu kevuM icchAya? * zrImatI sItAjI namaskAramAM parAyaNa sainikone Dara lAgavo svara-uparathI nizcaya * dayA vinAno mAnava, mAnava ja nathI * rAjAjInuM zrImatI sItAjI pratye kathana guNAnurAgamAMthI utpanna thato roSa prazasta che. kaSAyamAM paNa bheda upAzrayomAM to dharma sivAya kAMI ja na thAya upAzrayano durupayoga aTakAvavo ja joIe duniyAmAM duSTAtmAono toTo nathI rAjAnA maMtrIno khulAso zrImatI sItAjIe potAno vRttAMta kahyo ekadharmI tarIkenuM badhutva dharmanI prIti vinA sAcuM sAdharmika vAtsalya nahi vajakaMdhanI vinaMtI rAjA vajajaMghanI nirvikAratA zrImatI sItAjI puMDarIkapuramAM * samyagdaSTine puNya-pApa be ya bhogavatAM AvaDe

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zrI arihaMto ApaNA anaMtakALanA ajJAnane TALanArA 2 have ApaNe zrI arihaMtadevanA sarvazreSTha ane ajoDa upakArane lagatI adhUrI rahelI vAtane vicArIe. upakArane samajyA pachI upakArIne samajvA, e bahu saheluM che. mokSanI AkAMkSA jema jema tIvra bane tema tema mokSamArganA pravartanamAM rahelA upakArane samajI zakAya. sau koIno AtmA anaMtakALathI A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karI rahyo che. anAdikALathI saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatA ApaNA AtmAe, anaMtIvAra janma-jarA-maraNAdinAM du:kho bhogavyAM che. ApaNA AtmAe narakanAM du:kho paNa veThyA che, nigodanAM du:kho paNa veThyAM che ane anekavidha anukULatAonA abhAva tathA pratikULatAonI prApti AdinAM du:kho paNa veThyAM che. du:kho veThyA che eTaluM ja nahi, paNa jyAre jyAre ApaNane taka maLI che, tyAre tyAre ApaNe ApaNAM du:khane TALavAnA ane sukhane prApta karavAnA hetuthI prayatna karavAmAM paNa kamInA rAkhI nathI. Ama karatAM anaMto kALa vahI gayo, chatAM ApaNAM du:khano pUrepUro aMta Avyo nahi ane ApaNane sAcA sukhanI prApti thaI nahi. Ama thavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? A sthitine mATe koI vadhumAM vadhu javAbadAra hoya, to te ApaNuM ....zrI arihaMto ApaNA anaMtakALanA ajJAnane TALanAra....2 27

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28) riAma nirvANa ajJAna che. sukha meLavavAnI IcchA ochI hatI ke che ? nahi. sukhane pamADanArA je koI prayatna lAgyA, te sevavAmAM bedarakArI hatI ? nahi chatAM duHkha jAya nahi ne sukha maLe nahi, e zAthI? IcchA hoya. ALasano abhAva hoya ane banatI mahenata paNa cAlu hoya, te chatAM anaMtakALa paryanta du:kha jAya nahi ne sukha maLe nahi, to emAM du:khanAzatA ane sukhaprAptinAM sAcA mArganuM ajJAna, e ja prabaLa kAraNa gaNAya ne? sabhA : hA jI. pUjyazrI : ApaNA e ajJAnane TALavAno zrI arihaMtadevoe parama parizrama karyo che. 'anukULa evI jaDa vastuonA ke jaDanA yogavALI sacetana vastuonA yogamAM ja sukha che' evA jagatanA jIvonA bhramane zrI arihaMtadevoe sacoTapaNe samajAvyo ane pharamAvyuM ke, 'AtmAnI sAthe ekamekarUpa banelA jaDa karmonA yogano nAza karavAmAM ja, AtmAne jaDa karmonA yogathI sarvathA dUra karavAmAM ja, paripUrNa ane zAzvata sukhanI prApti che.' AvI rIte sukha viSenA bhramane TALavA sAthe ane sAcA sukhanI avasthAno khyAla ApavA sAthe zrI arihaMtadevoe AtmAne jaDa karmonA yogathI sarvathA rahita banAvavAno yathAsthita upAya paNa darzAvyo. ene ja ApaNe mokSamArga kahIe chIe. mokSamArga darzAvyo eTale zuM darzAvyuM ? du:khathI chUTavAno ane paripUrNa tathA zAzvata sukhane pAmavAno mArga darzAvyo. ApaNe koNa chIe, ApaNe zAthI du:khI chIe, anaMtakALa vahI javA chatAM paNa ApaNI sukhanI IcchA ne mahenata phaLI kema nahi, du:khanuM kAraNa zuM sukhanuM kAraNa zuM tathA sukhanA upAyane sevavA mATe zuM karavuM joIe ? A vagere zrI arihaMtadevoe jaNAvyuM. Ama anaMtakALathI ApaNe je ajJAnamAM phasAIne sukhanI cAhanA ane mahenata chatAM paNa duHkhane pAmI rahyA hatA, te ajJAnane je koI TALe teno upakAra keTalo ? vacanAtIta. e tAraka jevA ApaNA ajJAnane TALanArA jo ApaNane na maLyA hota, to ApaNe koI kALe sukha pAmI zakta ? AvA tAraka jene na maLe, tenuM du:kha to anaMtakALeya TaLe nahi.

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.. sabhAH ApaNuM du:kheya haju TaLyuM to nathI? pUjyazrI: paNa e tArake batAvelA upAyane barAbara sevavAthI duHkha TaLaze ane sukha maLaze, ema to lAge che ne ? sabhA : hA jI. pUjyazrI : je AtmAone 'e tArake batAvelA upAyane barAbara sevavAthI du:kha TaLaze ane sukha maLaze' ema nahi lAgatuM hoya, teone 'zrI arihaMtadeva, e sarvazreSTha ane ajoDa upakArI che, ema nahi lAge e nirvivAda vAta che. mArga upara rUci pragaTayA vinA, mArgadarzaka upakAraka lAge, e saMbhavita ja nathI. mArga ruce to mokSamArganI ruci pragaTe to AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. je puNyAtmAone, anaMta upakArI zrI arihaMtadevoe prakAzita karelo mokSamArga vAstavika rIte, rUcI jAya che, teonA AnaMdano pAra hoto nathI. teone ema thaI jAya che ke, jo zrI arihaMtadevoe mokSamArgane prakAzita na karyo hota ane amane jo e tArakoe prakAzita karelo mokSamArga na maLyo hota, to amArUM thAta zuM ? ame to sukhanI bhramaNAmAM ne bhramaNAmAM ja aTavAyA karata ane ethI anaMtakALa paryanta paNa amArA du:khano aMta Avata nahi. kharekhara, amane anaMtakALanA raudra du:khothI ugArI lenAra koI hoya, to te zrI arihaMtadevo ja che. e tArakonA jevo bIjo koI upakArI saMsAra samastamAM pAkyo ya nathI ane pAkaze paNa nahi.' sabhA : 'mokSamArga emaNe batAvyo, paNa ApaNA prayatna vinA mokSa maLe tema to che ja nahi, eTale emano zo upakAra ?, evuM koI pUche to ? pUjyazrI : ATaluM samajAvyA pachI AvA koI prastane avakAza ja raheto nathI. ene kahI zakAya ke 'bhAgyavAn ! du:khanA mArganI duHkhanA mArga tarIkenI ane sukhanA mArganI sukhanA mArga (rehaMto aAyaNa anaMtakALaja8 aThThAne TALaja(22 (29.

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300 philma nirvANa bha0% tarIkenI, oLakha ApI, e ja e tArakono mahAn upakAra che. eTalI oLakha nahotI, mATe to anaMtakALathI sukhanI IcchA ne mahenata cAlu hovA chatAM paNa, duHkha gayuM nahi ne sukha maLyuM nahi. e tArakoe du:khanA ane sukhanA mArganI pichAna karAvI, eTale e mujaba vartI zakAze ane ema vartavAthI anaMtakALanuM du:kha TaLaze. e tArake darzAvelA upAyone sevavAthI evuM sukha maLaze, ke jemAM kazI ja kacAza nahi hoya ane je prApta thayA pachI anaMtakALe paNa jaze nahi. mokSa meLavavAne mATe mahenata ApaNe ja karavI paDaze. e vAta sAcI paNa mokSa meLavyA vinA duHkhano aMta AvavAno nathI tathA sAcA sukhanI prApti thavAnI nathI temaja mokSa meLavavA mATe amUka rIte vartavAnI jarUra che e vAta jo arihaMtadevoe prakAzita na karI hota. to ApaNuM thAta zuM ? javuM, madrAsa ane doDato'to amadAvAda tarapha eTale mahenata mAthe paDatI'tI ane nukazAna vadhye jatuM hatuM. have jeTaluM karIza teTaluM lAbhamAM ja jaze, e ocho upakAra che ?" AvI badhI hakIkata evAne aneka rIte samajAvI zakAya ane sAmo kadAgrahI na hoya to te kabUla karyA vinA paNa rahe nahi. sabhAH ATalI zakti joIe ne? mahenata karo to zakti pragaTatI jAya. tattvavicAraNA karanArA banI jAo to kSayopazama paNa vadhato jAya ane buddhi paNa tIvra banatI jAya. sadgurUno paNa upakAra ananya che kRtajJatA guNa pragaTyA vinA upakArInA upakArane jANavA ane mAnavA jogI uttamatA pragaTatI nathI. zrI arihaMtadevonI upakAra bhAvanA keTalI badhI ? e tArakonA AtmAo antimathI trIjA bhave to, sArAya saMsAranA jIvone sukhI banAvavAnI ukTa bhAvanAthI otaprota hRdayavALA banI jAya che. saMsAranA jIvo mokSamArgane pAmyA nathI mATe ja du:khI che, to huM A sarva jIvone mokSamArga pamADI dau' evI utkaTa bhAvanAnI siddhi mATenA e tArakonA prayatnane

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KRLER vicAro. toya mastaka jhUkI gayAM vinA rahe nahi. sArAMya saMsAranA jIvone duHkhathI sarvathA mukta ane paripUrNa tathA zAzvata sukhamAM jhIlatA banAvI devAnI e tArakonI bhAvanAmAM, ApaNA pratyenI hitabhAvanAno paNa samAveza thAya che ke nahi ? thAya che ja. to ApaNe e upakArane paNa kemaja bhUlI zakIe ? ApaNu vAstavika koTinuM bhaluM citavanAra ane ApaNe ApaNuM vAstavika koTinuM bhaluM karI zakIe evo mArga darzAvanAra e tArakane ApaNe ajoDa ane sarvazreSTha upakArI na mAnIe, to ApaNe kevA kRtana kahevAIe ? are, e tArakoe pharamAvelA mArganuM bhAna karAvanAra sadgurUo paNa, jevA-tevA upakArI nathI. sabhA : zrI arihaMtadeva karatAM ya zrI arihaMtadevane oLakhAvanAra gurU pahelA pUjanIka kharA ? pUjyazrI : nahi ja, kAraNake, zrI arihaMtadeve jo mokSamArga prakAzita karyo na hota, to gurU emane oLakhAvata zI rIte ? zrI arihaMtadeve tIrtha pravartAvyuM na hota, to gurUnI hayAti ja kyAMthI hota? zrI siddhAtmAone oLakhAvanAra zrI arihaMta devo che, mATe zrI siddhAtmAo karatAM paNa zrI arihaMta devo prathamapade pUjanIka, paNa gurUonI vAtamAM to, gurUo ApaNane je oLakhAvI zake che, temAM mULabhUta upakAra to zrI arihaMtadevano ja che. sabhA chatAM evuM ya bolAya che. pUjyazrI : ajJAnI jIvo na bole teTaluM ochuM, bAkI sadguruono upakAra paNa vo-tevo nathI, e nirvivAda vAta che. sabhA : yugabAhunA jIva deve upakArI madanarekhAne pahelAM namaskAra karyAnI vAta Ave che ne ? namyAnI vAta Ave che ne ? pUjyazrI : saMbhramathI bane e vastu ja judI che. paNa jyAM pada tarIkeno vicAra thato hoya, tyAM to prathamapade zrI arihaMtadevo, bIjA pade zrI siddhAtmAo ane te pachI ja zrI AcAryAdi pUjanIka gaNAya. ....zrI arahaMta AghaNA anaMtakALanA ajJAnane TALanAra...2 . 24 (31

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- 32 .20ma nirvANa bha87. duzmana maTI mitra bano ApaNI mULa vAta to e che ke, bhayaMkara saMkaTamAM AvI paDelA paNa zrImatI sItAjI, bIjA koInI paNa nindA nahi karatAM, potAnA duSkarmathI duSita evA AtmAnI ja nindA karI rahyA che. Aje keTalIkavAra to sAmAnya paNa saMkTa AvatAM, anekone gALo devAya che ane aneko vidAya che, jyAre A mahAsatI bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM che, vinA doSa svAmIthI tAjAelAM che, taddana khoTA evA kAramAM kalaMkanA bhoga banelA che, sagarbhA che, ekalAM che te bhayathI utkrAnta banelAM che, chatAM pUrvanA duSkarmathI duSita evA potAnA AtmAne ja nindI rahyA che. A manodazA samajavA jevI che. enI prazaMsA karavA jevI che. ene AcaraNamAM utAravA mathavA jevuM che. samyagdaSTi AtmAnI uttamatAno A paNa eka sAkSAtkAra che zrImatI sItAjInA jIvanamAMthI paNa ghaNuM ghaNuM zIkhavA jevuM che. zrImatI sItAjInI AtmanindA duSkarma pratyenA roSane AbhArI che. AtmAne duSkarmathI duSita banAvanAra paNa ApaNe ja chIe. ane satkarmathI bhUSita banAvanAra paNa ApaNe ja chIe. AtmA ja AtmAno mitra che ane AtmA ja AtmAno zatru che. satkarmamAM raktatA, e AtmAnI mitratA che ane duSkarmamAM raktatA. e AtmAnI zatrutA che. satkarmanA yoge AtmA potAno mitra banI zake che, ane duSkarmanA yoge AtmA potAno zatru banI zake che, ApaNe ApaNA mitra banavuM ke duzmana banavuM, e ApaNA hAthanI vAta che. bhUtakALamAM to je banI gayuM te kharUM, paNa bhaviSya ApaNe AdhIna che. bhUtakALamAM je kAMI AcaryuM che, tenuM je kAMI pariNAma Ave, te to harSa ke zoka karyA vinA bhogavI levuM. AtmAne samajAvavo ke, 'tArUM karyuM tuM na bhogave, to koNa bhogave ? tArAM kRtyonuM pariNAma tAre ja bhogavavAnuM che. koI upara khIjAIza ke koI upara krodha karIza, ethI tArA karmo tane nahi choDe. pA5 AcaryuM te ane khIjAya bIjA upara emAM DahApaNa nathI. e to bhaviSyane bagADavAno dhaMdho che mATe jarA sthira bana, dhIraja dhara ane bhaviSya sudhare evo prayatna kara. bhaviSya ApaNe AdhIna che. e kadi na bhUlo. bhaviSyane nahi sudhAro, to bagaDavAnuM nakkI ja che. bhaviSyane sudhAravuM hoya to zatrutAne tajo ane

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mitratAne bhajo. zatrutAno tyAga kahevAya kone ? duSkarmano tyAga, e zatrutAno tyAga che ane satkarmanuM sevana, e mitratAno Adara che. satkarma paNa AtmA kare che ane duSkarma paNa AtmA ja kare che. duSkarma karanAro AtmA AtmAno zatru bane che ane satkarma karanAro AtmA AtmAno mitra bane che. ApaNane duSkarma tarapha roSa che ? zrImatI sItAjI potAnA te AtmAne nidi rahA che, ke je AtmA pUrvanA duSkarmathI duSita banelo che. satkarmathI bhUSita AtmAnI to nindA na hoya paNa prazaMsA ane anumodanA hoya. tyAre vizva vastu kaI ? duSkarma. AtmAnA mitra banavuM hoya, to duSkarma upara ugra roSa keLavavo paDaze. nakkI karavuM paDaze ke 'prANo kaMThe Ave toya duSkarmanI sAme huM jouM ja nahi.' vicAramAM, vANImAM ke vartanamAM duSkarma na joIe. AtmAne pAyamAla karanAra koI hoya, to te duSkarma ja che. anaMta zaktinA svAmI AtmAne pAmara banAvanAra, anaMta sukhanA svAmI AtmAne bhayaMkara du:khomAM rIbAvanAra, zAzvata svabhAvanA AtmAne anaMtA janma-maraNo karAvanAra ane anaMta aizvaryanA svAmI AtmAne tuccha vebhava pUMThe pAgala banAvanAra koI hoya, to te duSkarma ja che. duSkarmano ApaNA upara keTalo julama che? A azuci padArthothI bharelI ane gaMdhAtI koTaDImAM AtmAne pUrI rAkhanAra koNa ? duSkarma. A ocho julama che ? ATalo julama gujAranAra ane te paNa anaMtakALa julama gujAranAra duSkarma tarapha to ApaNAmAM evo roSa pragaTavo joIe, ke jenI sImA na hoya. duSkarma ApaNA paDachAyAthI paNa kaMpatuM hoya, ApaNane jotAM ja bhAgavA mAMDatuM hoya, evI manodazA ApaNe keLavavI joIe ApaNI manovRtti ane pravRtti jotAM duSkarmane ema thaI javuM joIe ke have AnI AMkhe caDavAmAM paNa majA nathI. paNa paMcAta e che ke, ApaNane duSkarma tarapha roSa ja kyAM che ? duSkarma tarapha to ApaNane roSane badale pUrepUro rAga che. duSkarmane ApaNe ja vaLagatA jaIe chIe. duSkarma ApaNo pIcho choDatuM nathI ema zrI arihaMta ghaNA anaMtakALanA ajJAta TALanAra..2

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34) nahi, paNa ApaNe ja duSkarmano pIcho choDatA nathI. duSkarma to bIcAruM rAMkaDuM che. enuM je jora che, te to ApaNo ene sAtha che ethI ! AthI ja zrImatI sItAjI potAnA pUrvanA duSkarmathI duSita evA AtmAne nidi rahayAM che. A nindA dvArA zrImatI sItAjI evuM hadaya keLavI rahyAM che ke, AtmA duSkarma AcaravAnI hiMmata ja karI zake nahi. nidA, e nitva karma che, ane te chatAM paNa duSkarmathI duSita evA potAnA AtmAnI nindA e satkarma che. e ja rIte roSa e karmabandhanuM kAraNa che, paNa duSkarma taraphano roSa e nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. nindA karavI hoya, to duSkarmathI duSita banelA potAnA AtmAnI ja nindA karo ane roSa karavo hoya, to duSkarma upara ja roSa karo. AnAthI viparIta je varte te AtmAno mitra nahi paNa zatru. have zuM karavuM? A vastune dhyAnamAM rAkhIne kaho ke, tame tamArA mitra cho ke .rAma viNa bhaga duzmana? sabhA mitra banavAno prayatna karIe chIe. pUjyazrI : keTalo? covIsa kalAkamAM tame tamArA mitra keTalo samaya ane duzmana keTalo samaya ? sabhA moTebhAge to duzmana ja. pUjyazrI : ATaluM samajo cho ane nirdabhapaNe svIkAro cho. e AnaMdano viSaya che. paNa bhAgyavA! bahu vicAravA jevuM che. A jIvana, A sAmagrI, ghaDIe ghaDIe maLe tema nathI. uttamamAM uttama vicAra sAthe uttamamAM uttama AcAravALuM jIvana jIvI zakAya, evo to eka manuSyabhava ja che. manuSyabhavanI utkRSTatA enA ja yoge che. AvA bhavane pAmavA chatAM, tame moTobhAga jo AtmAnA duzmana banIne ja vyatIta karo, to tamArI bhavitavyatA kevI ? gatakALanI vAta choDo. thaI gayuM te thaI gayuM, paNa have zuM karavuM che e nakkI karI lo. AtmAnA mitrarUpe ja bAkInI jIMdagI pasAra karavI, evo nirNaya

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karI lo. e vinA Apattio tamAro pIcho choDe, e zakya nathI. zrImatI sItAjInuM dRSTAMta barAbara AMkha sAme rAkho. emanI Aphatano vicAra karo. zrI rAmacaMdrajI jevA svAmIne, zrI lakSmaNajI jevA diyarane ane bhAmaMDala jevA bhAIne pAmelAM paNa zrImatI sItAjI atyAre ghora araNyamAM ekalAM bhame che. zAthI? e pratApa pUrvanA duSkarmano che. duSkarmanA yoge jeTalI Aphata na Ave, teTalI ja ochI samajavI. setA jovA chatAM bhaya nahi paNa zrImatI sItAjInA duSkarmano yoga pUro thavA Avyo che. puNyodaya samIpamAM che. puNyodaya thatAM aNadhArI madada AvI maLe. pApodaye Aphata AvatAM vAra nahi ane puNyodaye madada maLatA vAra nahi. zrImatI sItAjI to vAraMvAra raDatAM ane pagale pagale skUlanA pAmatAM araNyamAM AgaLa cAlyAM jAya che paNa sAmethI eka moTI senAne AvatI jue che. e senAne jovA chatAM paNa zrImatI sItAjI gabharAtAM nathI. emane bhaya lAgato nathI, kAraNake, atyAre e jIvita ane mRtyu bannene viSe tulya AzayavALAM banI gayAM che. jIvana ghora kalaMkanuM bhoga banI gayuM che, du:khamaya banI gayuM che ane maraNa paNa vaheluM ke moDuM AvavAnuM ja che ema e samaje ja che. AvI dazAmAM zrImatI sItAjIne jIvananI cAhanA ke mRtyuthI gabharAmaNa na hoya, te ati svAbhAvika che. jIvana ke mRtyu kevuM icchAya ? samyagdaSTi AtmA jo jIvitane ke mRtyune icche to te kevA jIvitane ke mRtyune Icche? sabhAH samyagdaSTi AtmA mRtyune Icche, e saMbhavita che? pUjyazrI : jarUra. evA paNa prasaMgo AvI lAge che, ke je samaye samyagdaSTi AtmAone jIvana karatAM mRtyu vadhAre vahAluM lAge. zrI arihaMto aghaNa8 anaMtakALanA ajJAnane TALanAra..2 (35

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mi nirvANa bhagata grahaNa karelA vratano bhaMga thavAno prasaMga AvI lAge to samyagdaSTi AtmA vratabhaMga karIne jIvavA karatAM, te pUrve maravAnuM pasaMda kare. zAsananI apabhrAnA aTakAvavA AdinA kAraNe paNa, samyagdaSTi AtmAo mRtyune pasaMda kare, to navAI pAmavA jevuM nathI. tevo koI prasaMga AvI lAge, to bAhA dRSTie AtmahatyA' gaNAya evuM paNa samyagdaSTi AtmAo Acare. jema vinayaratvanA gurUmahArAja, vinayaratna rAjAne haNIne bhAgI gayo, AcArya mahArAje jAyuM, temane lAgyuM ke, A saMyogamAM mAre mArA hAthe ja mArA gaLA upara chUrI pheravavI, e zAsana rakSA mATe Avazyaka che ane e mahAtmAe tema karyuM paNa kharUM. AthI spaSTa che ke, samyagadRSTi AtmAo game tevA saMyogomAM paNa maraNane na ja Icche ema na kahevAya. sukha AvyuM jIvita IcchavuM ane duHkha Avye maraNa IcchavuM, ene jJAnIoe doSarUpa jaNAvela che, paNa te paudgalika sukha-du:kha aMgenI vAta che. zAsanarakSA ane vratarakSA Adine aMge to maraNanI IcchA paNa thaI zake ane tevo prayatna paNa thaI zake. udAharaNa tarIke samajo ke, sAdhupaNAnAM rajoharaNa Adi upakaraNonI Ama to leza paNa AzAtanA na thAya, paNa zAsanane aMge tevo ja koI prasaMga AvI lAge, to gItArtha mahAtmA potAnAM upakaraNone bALIne bhasma paNa karI nAkhe. sabhA hAjI. eka sAdhu mahAtmAe zAsananI Inta khAtara veSa bALI bhabhUtI copaDyAnI vAta Ave che kharI. pUjayazrI : evA prasaMge avasara jovAya. kevaLa kiyA tarapha nahi, paNa pariNAma tarapha draSTi rAkhavI joIe. ArAdhanA mATe jIvananI abhilASA paNa hoI zake. samyagadaSTi AtmA jIvanane Icche, to evA jIvanane Icche, ke je ArAdhanAthI paripUrNa hoya ane maraNane Icche, toya evA maraNane Icche, je samAdhithI paripUrNa hoya.

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zrI zrI vItarAga paramAtmAnI pAse samAdhi-maraNanI paNa mAMgaNI karAya che ne ? ArAdhanA mATe A bhava zreSTha che, eTale ArAdhaka AtmA A bhava dvArA vadhumAM vadhu ArAdhanA karI levA Icche, te svAbhAvika che, paraMtu mRtyu e eka evI vastu che ke, je janmelAne AvyA vinA rahe ja nahi. mRtyu pAmelAno janma na hoya e haju saMbhavita che kAraNake, mRtyunI sAthe je puNyAtmAo jaDa karmanA yogathI sarvathA mukta banI jAya che, teo janmane pAmatA nathI, paNa janma pAmelAnuM mRtyu, e to nizcita ja che. jeno janma thayo, tenuM maraNa thavAnuM ja. e Icche ke na Icche, paNa janmanI sAthe mRtyu saMkaLAyeluM ja che. maranArAomAMthI janmyA nahi e banyuM, paNa janmelAmAMthI koI maryuM nahi evuM banyuMya nathI ane banaze paNa nahi. Ama jyAre maraNa nizcita ja che, to pachI evuM ja maraNa IcchavuM rahyuM, ke je kAM to pachInA janmathI saMkaLAyeluM na hoya ane kAM to je bhaviSyanI sadgatinuM sUcaka hoya. samAdhi-maraNe maranAra dipaNa durgatie kvAra hoya nahi. samAdhimaraNanI sAthe jo koI saMkaLAyela hoya, to te sadgati ja saMkaLAyelI hoya. AthI ja samyagdaSTi AtmAo samAdhi-maraNanI paNa mAMgaNI kare che. zrImatI sItAjI namaskAramAM parAyaNa zrImatI sItAjI to atyAre jIvita ane mRtyu bannene viSe tulya AzayavALAM banI gayAM che kAraNake A avasthA ArAdhanA mATe pratikULa che ane te chatAM jo A dazAmAM paNa maraNa Ave to teo samAdhi jALavI zake tema che. AthI teo moTI senAne AvatI jovA chatAMpaNa, nirbhIkanI jema ubhAM rahe che. kevI rIte ubhAM rahe che. e jANo cho ? parama upakArI, kalikAlasarvajJa, AcAryabhagavAn, zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke zrImatI sItAjI e vakhate namaskAramAM parAyaNa banIne ubhA rahe che ! hete aghaNA anaMtakALanA aAdane TALa20...2 37

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|38 *G 0c05b]P? ? atyAre zrImatI sItAjI zrI rAmacandrajIne yAda karatAM nathI, paNa namaskAra mahAmaMtramAM parAyaNa bane che. kAraNa ? zrImatI sItAjI ? samaje che ke, A saMsAramAM vAstavika rIte zaraNabhUta koI hoya, to te zrI arihaMta paramAtmA Adi ja che. moTA sainyane AvatuM joIne zrImatI sItAjIne lAge che ke, 'mAre mATe A Aphata rUpa che.' paNa e mahAsatI koIpaNa bhoge potAnA zIlane duSita thavA de tema nathI. avasara Avye mRtyune bheTe, paNa zIlane duSita thavA de nahi. evo avasara AvI lAgaze, ema zrImatI sItAjIne senA jotAM lAgyuM hoya e zakya che. AthI teo bIjA saghaLA ja vicArone tyajIne namaskAra mahAmaMtranA dhyAnamAM lIna banI jAya che. zrI arihaMta, zrI siddha, zrI AcArya, zrI upAdhyAya ane zrI sAdhu e pAMceya parameSThIone namaskAra karavAmAM ja tatpara banI jAya che. kalyANanA arthI AtmAoe harakoI avasthAmAM zrI arihaMta, zrI siddha, zrI AcAryAdi sAdhupuMgavo ane zrI jJibhASita dharma e cAranuM ja zaraNa svIkAravA yogya che. A cAranuM zaraNa pAmanAra sadgatine ane ante mokSane paNa pAmanAro banI zake che. jyAM koInuM zaraNa kAma lAgatuM nathI tyAM paNa A cAranuM zaraNa ja kAma lAge che. A cArane zaraNe jvAranI Apattio bhAgavA mAMDe che ane saMpattio ene viTaLAI vaLe che. A cAranuM zaraNa svIkAranArA puNyAtmAo, potAnI AtmalakSmIne alpakALamAM ja paripUrNa rIte pragaTAvI zake che. sainikone Dara lAgavo ahIM bane che evuM ke, jene Dara lAgavo joIe tene Dara lAgato nathI, paNa ulTuM jenAthI Dara lAgavo joIe tene ja Dara lAge che, haju Dare to zrImatI sItAjI Dare, paNa e to DaryA vinA ja zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranA smaraNamAM lIna banIne ubhA che, jyAre emane susthira

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ubhelA joIne sainiko Dare che. zrImatI sItAjI marUpavALAM nathI. zrImatI sItAjInuM rUpa svarganI devIonA rUpano khyAla Ape evuM che. emAM prasaMgane anurUpa glAni umerAI che. zrImatI sItAjIne joIne sAmethI AvatI senAnA sainiko DarI jAya che. temane ema thAya che ke, 'bhUmi upara rahelI divya rUpavALI A strI koNa haze ?' sainiko AvI aMdara-aMdara vAto karI rahyAA che. svara uparathI nizcaya e vakhate paNa zrImatI sItAjIne raDavuM AvI jAya che. pelI senAnA svAmI rAjAnA kAne zrImatI sItAjInA rudanano svara pahoMce che. rAjA svarano jANakAra che. svara uparathI te kevI vyaktino svara che? e pArakhavAnuM rAjAmAM sAmarthya hatuM. satInA ane kulaTAnA rudanamAM paNa bheda paDe. satI ane kulaTAnuM hAsya paNa jUduM ane rudana paNa jUduM. ene pArakhavAnI tAkAta joIe. rAjAmAM svara uparathI vyaktinA svarUpane pIchAnavAnI tAkAta che. rAjAne lAge che ke, 'A rudana koI mahAsatInuM che.' rudana karanAra mahAsatI sagarbhA che, ema paNa rAjA klpI zake che. dayA vinAno mAnava, mAnava ja nathI rAjA jema jANakAra che, tema kRpALu paNa che. zrImatI sItAjInA rudanane sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja, rAjA bolI uThe che ke, 'A koI sagarbhA mahAsatInuM rUdana che.' A pramANe bolIne te rAjA, te mahAsatInA kaSTane dUra karavAne tatpara bane che. tarata ja te zrImatI sItAjInI pAse Ave che. du:khIne du:khI tarIke jANatAMnI sAthe ja, tenA kTane dUra karavAnI bhAvanA karUNAzIla AtmAomAM pragaTe ja. du:khIne joyA ane jANyA bAda, tenA du:khane dUra karavAno zakya prayatna karavAnI jenAmAM vRtti na pragaTe, te dharmane lAyaka nathI. evo AdamI to dharmakriyAo karato hoya, to kadAca dharmane ja vagovanAro ...zrI arihaMto ApaNA anaMtakALanA ajJAnane TALavA...2 39

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40 * 2000aply l?' bane. anukaMpA, e to AdamInuM AbhUSaNa che. jenAmAM anukaMpA nathI, tenAmAM bIju sArUM hoya paNa zuM ? dayA vinAno mAnavI, e sAco mAnavI ja nathI. dayA paNa korI hotI nathI. jenAmAM dayA che, te chatI zaktie dayAno amala na kare, e bane kema? maitrI, pramoda, karUNA ane madhyasthatA e cAra bhAvanAo kahI,, eno artha zo ? para hitanI bhAvanA bhAvavAnI kharI, paNa parahitano prayatna karavAno nahi, ema? jenAmAM parahita ciMtArUpa bhAvanA hoya, te to parahitanI zakya sAdhanAmAM paNa ujamALa ja hoya. parahitanA prayatnathI bedarakAramAM, parahiticintArUpa maitrI bhAvanA hoya ja nahi. e ja rIte e karUNA bhAvanAmAM paNa zuM ? 'bicAro du:khI che' ema kahIne khasI jvAnuM nahi. tenAM du:khane dUra karavAno zakya prayatna paNa karavAno. sAcI bhAvanA ja te ke je zakya prayatnamAM preryA vinA rahe nahi. zakya amala vinAnI vAMjhaNI bhAvanA e vastuta: bhAvanA ja nathI. A rAjA kharekhara kRpALu che ane mATe ja te, zrImatI sItAjInA rudanane sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja, zrImatI sItAjInI pAse Ave che. rAjA kRpAbhAvathI prerAIne zrImatI sItAjInI pAse Ave che, paNa zrImatI sItAjIne judI ja zaMkA Ave che. zrImatI sItAjIne lAge che ke, 'A koI cora lUMTArA che.' AthI sauthI paheluM to pote e kare che ke, potAnA aMga uparanAM AbhUSaNo utArIne teonI sAme dhare che. zrImatI sItAjIe kema Ama ryuM haze ? e ja mATe ke, AbhUSaNo ApyuM paNa A Aphata jo TaLatI hoya, to TALI devI. AbhUSaNo ApIne paNa zIla uparanA AkramaNathI bacI zakAtuM hoya, to bacI jyuM. zIla uparanA AkramaNane rokavAnA hetuthI, sarvasva daI devuM paDe toya te detAM satI strIone AMcako Ave nahi; kAraNake, satI strIone mana zIla e ja sarvasva hoya che. zIla gayuM to saghaLuM ja gayuM ane zIla rahyuM to saghaLuM ja rahyuM evI satI strIonI avicaLa mAnyatA hoya che. A ja kAraNe, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI AbhUSaNo

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daI devAthI ja zIla uparanuM AkramaNa TaLatuM hoya to tema karIne paNa, potAnA zIla uparanA AkramaNane TALavA icche che. rAjAjInuM zrImatI sItAjI pratye kathana "XXXXXXXXXX,mA maivIstya manAnavi tavaiva bhUSaLAnyatA-jyo tiSThaju he svasaH ! ?'' aMga uparanAM AbhUSaNo utArIne, vagara mAgye ja sAme dharI devA pAchaLa rahelA zrImatI sItAjInA hRdayabhAva pAmIne rAjA tarata ja zrImatI sItAjIne 'bena' tarIke saMbodhIne kahe che ke, 'tuM leza paNa DarIza nahi'. eTaluM ja nahi. paNa rAjA kahe che, 'he bena ! A AbhUSaNo tArA ja che ane te tArA ja aMge raho !' guNAnurAgamAMthI utpanna thato roSa prazasta che. zrImatI sItAjIe AbhUSaNo ApavA mAMDayAM eTale rAjAe A prAstAvika vAta karI; paNa zrImatI sItAjInI AbhUSaNo ApI devAnI taiyArI joIne, rAjAnA haiyAmAM zrImatI sItAjI pratyeno bahumAnabhAva vadhI gayo. ethI rAjAnA haiyAmAM AvI mahAsatIne AvA mAM mUkanAra pratye sakhkhata tiraskAra pragaTayo. paNa emAM navAI pAmavA jevuM nathI. bahumAnabhAvano e niyama ja che. jvA pratye ApaNA haiyAmAM sAco bahumAnabhAva hoya, tenA kaSTane ApaNe sahI zakIe jatahi. enA uparanuM kaSTa paNa ApaNane ApaNI upara AvelA kaSTa jevuM lAge. ene kaSTamAM mUkanAra pratye roSa pragaTe ja. haiyAmAM sAco bahumAnabhAva hoya, chatAM e vyaktine ke vastune STamAM mUkanAra pratye roSa na pragaTe e saMbhavita ja nathI. jo evI vyakti ke vastune kaSTamAM mUkanAra pratye roSa na pragaTe, to mAnavuM ke, ApaNAM haiyAmAM sAco bahumAnabhAva che ja nahi. e roSa zAmAMthI pragaTe che ? guNAnurAgamAMthI guNAnurAgavALo guNavAnane kaSTa denAra tarapha tiraskAravALo banyA vinA raheto ja nathI. ane tema na zrI arihaMto ApaNA anaMtakALanA ajJAnane TALavA.....2 41

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rima viNa bhaga 7.... chatAMpaNa sAcA guNAnurAgano e mahimA che ke, e enuM paNa bhUMDuM Icchato nathI. guNavAnane kaSTamAM mUkanAramAM paNa sadgaddhi pragaTo ane ethI enuM paNa kalyANa thAo evI bhAvanA enAmAM jarUra hoya che. dayAbhAvanA yoge e jema tevA paNa AtmAnuM akalyANa Icchato nathI, tema guNAnurAganA yoge e tenA duSTa kRtya badala tiraskArabhAva pAmyA vinA paNa raheto nathI. guNAnurAganA yoge janmelo roSa nidanIya nathI, paNa prazaMsanIya ja che e roSa guNaghAtaka nathI, guNaprAptinuM kAraNa che. kaSAyamAM paNa bheda AthI ja rAjA zrImatI sItAjIne pahelAM to e pUche che ke, "kA tvaM kastvAmihAtyAkSI-nirpaNebhyo'pi nirpaNaH / AkhyAhi mA sma zaMkiSThA-stvatkaSTenAsmi kaSTitaH // 1 // 'tuM koNa che ? ane te pachI pUche che ke, tane AvI rIte tyajanAra nidhRNomAM paNa nirghaNa koNa che ?' A zabdothI rAjA e ja sUcavI rahyA che ke, je AdamIe AvI mahAsatI strIne, AvI avasthAmAM, AvI bhayaMkara aTavImAM tyajI dIdhI che. te nirdayomAM paNa nirdaya ja hovo joIe. kAramI nirdayatA vinA AvI strIno Avo tyAga saMbhave nahi, ema e rAjA mAne che. ane ethI ja Ama bole che. zrImatI sItAjIne rAjAe ema paNa kahyuM che ke, "tuM mane ni:zaMkapaNe tArI hakIkata jaNAva. tArA kaSTathI huM kaSTavALo banyo chuM.' vicAra karo ke, AvA zabdo kyAre uccArAya ? rAjAnA haiyAmAM keTalI karUNA bharI haze ? satIpaNA mATe rAjAnA hadayamAM keTalA bahumAnabhAva haze ? rAjAne nindAno zokha haze, mATe zrImatI sItAjIne tyajanAra AdamIne nirdayomAM paNa nirdaya kaho haze, kema? vastune vastu rUpe samatA zIkho. bhaktibharyA attaranI parIkSA bhaktihInone kyAMthI hoya ? bhaktizUnya AtmAo bhaktAtmAonI kriyAothI nArAja thAya emAM navAI nathI, paNa Aje to dharmanA nAme ja dharmano virodha karavAno prayatna thaI rahayo che. kahe che ke 'kaSAya thAya ? kapAya to tyAjya, paNa ema na samaje ke, pudgalarAganA yoge

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...zrI janmelo aprazasta kaSAya tyAjya, paNa guNAnurAganA yoge janmelo prazasta kaSAya tyAjya nahi. rakSaka pAse ya zastra hoya ane bhakSaka pAse ya zastra hoya. eka rakSaNa mATe zastra vApare che ane bIjo bhakSaNa mATe zastra vApare che. emAM bheda nahi ? sabhA: bheda to moTo. eka jIvADe ne bIjo mAre. pUjayazrI eTale ahIM samajo to kevuM sAruM ? upAzrayomAM to dharma sivAya kAMI ja na thAya sthAna, vastu tathA guNane nahi jonAra, game te vastuno game tevo durUpayoga karanAra, ziSTajanomAM apriya bane, tiraskAra pAme, te svAbhAvika che. kharAba sthAnano sAro upayoga thaI zake, paNa sArA sthAnano kharAba upayoga na thaI zake. Aje upAzrayamAM zuM karavAnI dhamAla macI rahI che, te tame jANo cho. upAzraya baMdhAvanAre kayA hetuthI baMdhAvyo haze ? upAzrayamAM artha-kAmanI maMtraNA hotI haze ? artha ane kAmanI eTalI badhI ghelachA vadhI gaI che ke, Aje emane dharmanAM sthAnone paNa artha-kAmanI sAdhanAmAM kAme lagADavAM che ? upAzrayamAM to dharmakriyA karavAnI hoya, dharmanI vAtacIta karavAnI hoya, dharmano vicAra karavAno hoya, paNa bIjI koI kriyA tyAM na thAya. baMdhAvanAre to gharmakriyA mATe sthAna baMdhAvyuM, paNa AjanA hakkAro enA upara chINI pheravavA taiyAra thayA che. damAmamAM ne damAmamAM Aje temane rekorDa karI levo che. pachI to kAyadAbAja kyAM ochA che? prasaMge purAvo rajU kare ke amuka sAlamAM A ja sthAne amuka kriyA thaI hatI. evAnI jALamAM rakhe phlAtA aucityane tyajavuM nahi, paNa daDhatAthI kahevuM ke, ahIM to sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pauSadha Adi dharmakriyAo thAya, zrI nivANInuM zravaNa thAya, dharmanA vicAronI Apa-le thAya, mokSanA dhyeyane siddha karanArI kriyA ahIM thAya, paNa saMsArane vadhAranArI kriyA ahIM na thAya. sthAnano durUpayoga karanArane zaktisaMpanna aTakAvavo joIe. gharamAMthI ane bajAramAMthI dharmanI rehato AghaNa anaMtakALanA ajJAnane TALavAra...2 43

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4) nirvANa bhaga 7. 2ma vAta lagabhaga gaI ja che. have upAzrayomAMthI paNa dharmane kADhavo che? zrI jinamaMdira ane upAzrayanI pavitratAno paNa nAza karavo che ? rAjakIya pravRttio upAzrayamAM karavAnI IcchA, e zuM sUcave che ? muMbaImAM jJAno toTo che ? nA, paNa vAta e ja che ke, upAzrayamAM ya dharma nahi rahevo joIe. emane to badhe ja artha-kAmanI sAdhanAne ghusADavI che. dharmanA arthIoe sAvadha banavuM joIe. evA dharmazatruonI murAdo bara na Ave,e mATe ghaTatuM badhuM ja karavuM joIe. upAzrayano durupayoga aTakAvavo ja joIe zrImatI sItAjIne nahi jANavA chatAM, A eka mahAsatI che. sagarbhA che, ema jANatAM rAjAne jema lAgyuM ke, 'Ane tyanAra nirghaNomAM paNa nirghaNa che. e ja rIte pavitra sthAnone apavitra banAvavAno dharmasthAnone pApasthAno banAvavAno prayatna karanArAone mATe, dharmI AtmAone kevuM lAge ? puNya kriyAone mATe yojAyelAM sthAnono durupayoga karavAno pApAtmAone zo adhikAra che ?" ema thAya ne ? dharmIone aMtarAya karavAno, emane AghAta pahoMcADavAno ja pApAtmAono prayatna che. tamArA pUrvajoe tamArA bhalAne mATe jinamaMdira ane upAzraya Adi banAvela che. eno durUpayoga thato joIne dharmIthI upekSA na thAya. dharmasthAnano durUpayoga thato rokavAnI tamArI pharaja che. tame durUpayoga aTakAvavAno ghaTita prayatna karazo, eTale e tamane dharma jhanUnI vagere kaheze, paNa ethI gabharAvuM nahi. e to game tema kahe, kAraNake, tamAre lIdhe enI dhAraNA pAra paDe nahi, e ene lAge to kharuM ne? evAonI dayA cittavavI. tamAre to eka ja vAta rAkhavI ke, je kahevuM hoya te kaho, paNa tamArAthI A sthAnano durUpayoga nahi thaI zake. baMdhAvanAra puNyavAnonA pavitra hetu upara tame pULo mUko, e ame nahi sAMkhI zakIe. ahIM to e ja kriyA thaze, ke je kriyA bhavanistAranuM kAraNa hoya. sAroya saMsAra bhavavRddhinA kAraNothI bharapUra che. madira ane

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upAzraya jevAM sthAno ethI bAkAta che, teya tamane khaTake che? taravAnAM sthAnone DUbavAnAM sthAno banAvavAnuM nahi bane. karavI hoya to ahIM dharmakriyA karo. e sivAyanI kriyAo mATe to duniyA AkhI khullI paDI che." duniyAmAM duSTAtmAono toTo nathI ahIM rAjA zrImatI sItAjIne temanI hakIkata ane temane tyanAra koNa che e pUche che, bena kahIne saMbodhe che, tArA kaSTathI huM kaSTavALo banyo chuM vigere kahe che, chatAM zrImatI sItAjI mauna ja rahe che. AMkhanuM popacuM paNa ucuM karatAM nathI. kema? zIlanI kiMmata che mATe! A duniyAmAM kahe kAMI ane kare kAMI, evA mANasonI saMkhyA nAnIsunI nathI. duniyAnuM game te thAya, paNa mAre joIe te mane maLo' AvI bhAvanAmAM paDelA AtmAo moMDhe mIThuM bole, namratA Adi batAve, vizvAsa paNa Ape ane jyAM jue ke, "vizvAsa barAbara beTho che eTale taka meLavIne vizvAsaghAta karI gaLe chUrI pherave to ya navAI pAmavAnI jarUra nathI. bena kahIne Azaro ApI bhoganI mAgaNI karanArA ane zakya hoya to baLAtkAra Adi karanArA paNa duSTAtmAo hoya che, mATe zIlanI kiMmata samajanAre khUbaja sAvadha rahevuM joIe. e ja rIte dharmanI kiMmata samajanAre paNa sAvadha rahevuM joIe. pApAtmAo potAnuM dhAryuM pAra pADavA juThThAM vacano paNa Ape dharmIe evA kAvA-dAvAthI sAvaceta rahevuM. jo ke A prasaMgamAM evuM kAMI che ja nahi, kAraNake, ahIM zrImatI sItAjIne rAjA je kAMI kahI rahyA che, te niSkapaTabhAve ja kahI rahyAM che. ahIM to rAjA zrImatI sItAjInA du:khane ja dura karavA Icche che. rAjAnA maMtrIno khulAso have zrImatI sItAjIne mauna rahelAM joIne; rAjAno maMtrI khulAso kare che. rAjAnI sAthe temano sumati nAmano je maMtrI che, te ....zrI arihade AghaNa anaMtakALanA ajJAta TALanAra....2 45

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46 rima viNa bhAI .... zrImatI sItAjIne kahe che ke, 'gajavAhana rAjA ane badhudevI rANInAM A varjA nAme putra che. A vajajaMgha puMDarIkapuranA rAjA che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA paramabhakta che, mahAsattvazIla che ane paravArI mAtranA sahodara che. ame A vanamAM hAthIo levAne mATe AvelA hatA ane amane joItA hAthIo maLI javAthI ame pAchA pharatA hatA. puMDarIkapura tarapha pAchA pharatA A rAjA, tamArA du:khathI du:khita banIne ja ahIM AvyA che, mATe tame tamAruM je kAMI duHkha hoya te A rAjAne kaho !' zrImatI sItAjIe potAno vRtAta kaho sumati nAmanA maMtrIe A pramANeno khulAso karavAthI, zrImatI sItAjI vizvAsu banyA. A koI lUMTAro nathI paNa rAjA che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa paranArI sahodara evo mahAAhata che, ema jANatAM zrImatI sItAjIne khAtrI thAya che ke, AnI sAthe vAta karavAmAM vAMdho nathI. AthI zrImatI sItAjIe temanI samakSa athathI iti sudhIno potAno vRttAnta kahevA mAMDayo, zrImatI sItAjI potAno vRttAnta kahetAM kahetAM rudana kare che ane rAjA-maMtrI e vRttAntane sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM rudana kare che. zrImatI sItAjInI kathanI paNa evI che ke, kaThoranuM paNa haiyuM pIgaLyA vinA rahe nahi. ekadharmI tarIkenuM badhutva zrImatI sItAjIe kahelA vRttAntane sAMbhaLI lIdhA bAda, varjagha rAjA niSkapaTapaNe zrImatI sItAjIne kahe che ke, " gharmasvasAsa ne ?""tuM to mArI dharmanI bena che !" kAraNake, "have gharma pravaktA ha. sarve curvaghavo mithA " eka dharmane pAmelA badhA ja paraspara badhuo che. kharekhara, zrI jinazAsananA samAnadharmIpaNAnA yoge prApta thatuM badhutva, e ja sAcuM badhutva che. e ja badhutva sArthaka che. peluM badhutva

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karmodayajanya che ane A badhutva dharmaprAptijanya che. dharmaprAptijanya badhutva dharmanI vRddhinuM ja kAraNa bane. dharmaprAptijanya badhutvane je pAme, khIlavI jANe, te mahApuNyazALI che. tame sAdharmika-badhuo, sAdhamika-badhuo ema to vAraMvAra bolo cho, paNa tamane sAdharmiko kharekhara badhurUpa lAge che kharA ? enA sukha-duHkhanI cintA tamane kharI? mArA sAdharmika badhuone dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM kayAM kayAM aMtarAya naDe che eno tame vicAra karyo che kharo ? samAnadharmI AtmAone dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAnI anukuLatA karI ApavAno tame zakya prayatna karyo che ? tamane lAgyuM che ke, "mAro koIpaNa sAdharmika badhu ApattimAM hoya e mane lAMchanarUpa che ?' sAdharmikonI bhakti kevA kevA prakAre karavI joIe, e jANo cho ? upakArI mahApuruSoe enuM varNana karavAmAM paNa kamInA rAkhI nathI. dharmanI prIti vinA sAcuM sAdharmika vAtsalya nahi. paNa Aje kharI khAmI to mULamAM che. dharmanI prItimAM ja khAmI che. jyAM dharmanI prItimAM khAmI hoya, tyAM dharmInI prItimAM khAmI hoya e sahaja che. dharmanI prItithI ja dharmInI prIti vadhe che. AthI ja Aje sAdharmikonAM du:khonI vAto karanArAone vAMravAra sUcavAya che ke, dharmanI prIti pragaTe ane vRddhi pAme evA joradAra prayatno karo ! dharmanI prIti pragaTaze, eTale sAdharmikonAM duHkho TALavAne mATe rADo nahi pADavI paDe. sAdharmikonI dayA khAvAnI Aje vAto karAya che, paNa sAdharmikonI to bhakti ja hoya, bhaktipAtra mATe dayAnI vAto karanArA paNa dharmathI dUra che. dharmane e pAmyA nathI, mATe ja emane dayAnI vAta karavAnuM sUjhe che. dharmanI prItivALA bano ane banAvo eTale dharmavRttithI je kAryo thavAM joIe, te zakti ane sAmagrI mujaba thavAnAM ja. Aje to bIjane bALavAno dhaMdho karIne La meLavavAnI rADo paDAya che. vAta evI karavI che, ke jethI dharmabIja ....zrI arihaMto AghaNa anaMtakALanA ajJAnane TALanArA...2 47/

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48. .20ma nirvANa bha0 7.. baLIne khAkha thaI jAya ane rADo dharmavRkSanAM phaLa meLavavAnI pADavI che. enuM pariNAma zuM Ave ? sAcuM sAdharmika-vAtsalya dharmanI prIti vinA bane nahi. jaina samAjamAM jo sAdharmika vAtsalyane puna: sajIvana banAvavuM hoya, atyAre je thoDuM ghaNuM che temAM vadhAro karavo hoya, to dharmanI prIti pragaTe ane vadhe evA prayatnomAM lAgI javAnI jarUra che. dharmanI prIti upara devatA mUkIne, dharmanI prItine pragaTAvanArAM sthAnone paNa adharmanA-pApanAM sthAno banAvIne, sAdharmikonA duHkhane dUra karavAno vicAra, e to jhera khAIne jIvavAnI AzA karavA jevo vicAra che. zrI vItarAga devanA dharmanI prIti vinA sAcuM sAdharmika-vAtsalya saMbhave ja nahi, e dhyAnamAM levAnI jarUra che. Aje sAdharmika vAtsalyanI khAmI devAya che te sAmagrI ochI che te kAraNe nahi ja sAmagrI ochI hoya to sAdharmika bhaktinI kriyA ochI bane paNa haiyAmAM bhAvanA kevI hoya? e bhAvanAne pragaTAvavAnI ane khIlavavAnI jarUra che. dharmanI prItine pragaTAvavAnI ane vRddhi pamADavA daza varSa sudhI prayatna karI juo joIe ! e karazo to jaina saMghamAM koI anupama parivartana AveluM tame joI zakazo. paNa eya tenAthI ja bane ke jenAmAM sArI rIte dharmaprIti pragaTI hoya. vajajaMghanI vinaMtI ahIM e paNa samajavA jevuM ne dhyAnamAM levA jevuM che ke, rAjA varSAgha A zrI rAmacandrajI jevA mahArAjAnI patnI che. ema samajIne ja kRpA karavA Icche che ema nathI. rAjA vajaMgha to bIjI koIpaNa vAtane AgaLa nahi karatAM, samAnadharmIpaNAnI vAtane ja AgaLa kare che. zrImatI sItAjI to jaina che ja ane A rAjA pote paNa zrI jainazAsanano upAsaka che. eTale zrImatI sItAjIne te dharmanI bena kahe che. dharmanI bena kahe che eTaluM ja nahi, paNa e benano benanI jema satkAra karavAne paNa rAjA tatpara bane che. zrImatI sItAjIne dharmanI bena' kahI pachIthI, rAjA vajaMgha kahe che ke,

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"mama mamaMDanaceva, zrA,reha taddodo ? strINAM patigRhADhanyat, sthAnaM bhrAtRniketanam // 1 // "rAmo'pi lokavAdena, tvAmatyAkSInna tu svayam / pazcAttApena so'pyadya, manye tvamiva kaSTabhAk // 2 // "gaveSayiSyatyadhirAt, tvAM so'pi virahAturaH / cakravAka ivaikAkI tAmyan dazarathAtmajaH 13 // " 'tame mane tamArA bhAI bhAmaMDala jevo ja samajo. jema bhAmaMDala tamArA bhAI che, tema huM paNa tamAro bhAI ja chuM, ema mAnIne tame mAre ghera cAlo. strIone potAnA patigRha pachInuM koI sthAna hoya, to te bhrAtRgRha ja che strIo be ja ThekANe zobhe taM to patigRhamAM ane kAM to bhrAtRgRhamAM ! strIo mATe paheluM sthAna e patigRha. enA abhAve bIjuM sthAna e bhrAtRgRha bhAInuM ghara zIlavatI strIo patigRha ane bhrAtRgRha sivAyanA gRhamAM vase nahi. strInA zIlanI rakSA patithI thAya ane patinA abhAvamAM bhAIthI thAya, A sivAyanA sthAne anya purUSonI chAyAmAM ke koInI paNa chAyA vinA, rahenArI strIne bhaTakta banatAM vAra lAge nahi. Aje zIlarakSAnI bIjI maryAdAonI jema A maryAdA paNa bhUlAtI jAya che. sudhArA, vikAsa ane svataMtratAnA nAme Aje anekavidha uttama maryAdAono vinAza thaI rahayo che. zIlanA arthIoe AjanA kahevAtA sudhArA AdinA vyAmohamAM paDavA jevuM nathI. AjanA sudhArA ane vikAsa pAchaLa svacchanda chupAelo che. e svacchanda dhIre dhIre sudhAraka gaNAtAM kuTuMbonI sAmAnya zAMtimAM paNa taNakhA verI rahayo che. keTalAMka kuTuMbo e taNakhAothI dAjhayAM che ane pratyakSapaNe ghora anarthone anubhavavA lAgyAM che. paNa bolI zaktAM nathI. pAchA pharAtuM nathI eTale mahIMne mahIM rIbAyA kare che, gharanI vahuo, dIkarIo ane benono vadhato to svecchAcAra, emane priya che ema na mAnatA. pahelAM e priya hato kAraNake, emAM potAnI zobhA ane emAM unnati zrI arahaMto AghaNA anaMtakALanA ajJAnane TALanA20...2 (49

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pa0 mi nirvANa bhA. 7.. mAnI hatI. have e priya nathI, paNa bAjI hAthathI gaI che. evAM gRho patigRho ke bhAtRgRho hoya to paNa tyAM zIla jokhamamAM ja gaNAya. Ama chatAMpaNa, strIo mATe paheluM patigRha ane pachI bhAtRgRha e ja Azraya yogya gaNAya. haju madhyamavargamAM sudhArAnI badI ochI peThI che ane e daramyAnamAM ja AjanA kahevAtA sudhArAonAM aniSTo teo samajI jAya to sArI vAta che. keTalAka to Aje nabaLI sthitine lIdhe emAM paDatAM rokAyA che; bAkI emane AjanI sudharelI gaNAtI paNa vastuta: svacchandI raheNI-karaNI gamatI nathI ema nahi; eTale AjanA e svacchaThThAcArono vyAmoha to vadhye ja jAya che. e vyAmohane TALavAnI jarUra che. AjJA kahevAtA sudhArAothI nipajatAM aniSTono viveka pUrvaka vicAra karavAnI jarUra che. bhAmaMDalanA jevA potAne ghera AvavAnuM kahA pachIthI, rAjA vajajaMgha zrImatI sItAjIne AzvAsana ApatA hoya tema kahe che ke, zrI rAmacaMdrajIe tamAro je tyAga karyo che te koI temanI potAnI IcchAthI karyo nathI, paNa lokApavAdathI karyo che, eTale mane to lAge che ke, te paNa atyAre tamArI jema ja pazcAttApanA yoge kaSTa bhogavatA haze. tamArA virahathI Atura banelA te paNa ekAkI caklAkanI jema jhUratA thakA, tamane thoDA ja vakhatamAM zodhavAnI peravImAM paDaze. rAjA vajajaMghanI A vAta sAcI ja che, paNa vicAravA jevuM e che ke, vivekI AtmAo du:khIne zAMti pamADavA mATe kevuM bolI zake che? vivekI AtmAonI vANI ja judI hoya. viveka zIla AtmAonI vANI sukhI ne du:khI badhAne zAMti ApanArI ja hoya, ghuvaDa jevA AtmAonI vAta judI che. evA paNa ayogya AtmAo A duniyAmAM vidyamAna hoya che, ke jemane hitakara vAta game ja nahi. bAkI bhale vizeSa lAyaka na hoya, paNa jo ayogyatAthI bacela hoya, to tevA sarva AtmAone vivekI AtmAonI vANI dareka avasthAmAM zAMti ApyA vinA rahetI ja nathI,

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rAjA vajasaMghanI nirvikAratA ahIM AcArya bhagavAna zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke, rAjA vajaMgha A badhuM ja nirvikArapaNe bolI rahyA che. rAjAnA haiyAmAM leza paNa vikAra nathI. moDhethI bena kahevI ane vRtti berI banAvavAnI rAkhavI, evI duSTatA rAjA vajajaMghamAM nathI. Aje sudhArAnA pavanamAM A jAtanI duSTatA paNa prasaratI jAya che, gharakhAnagI pApo vadhatAM jAya che. AjanI viSayalAlasA ati bhayaMkara che. e to sAnamAM ja samajAvAya. enAM vivecano na hoya. vicAra karo ke, sAme zrImatI sItAjI jevI strI che ke jeno rUpamAM joTo nathI. vaLI e patithI tyajAelI che, aTavImAM che. ekAkinI che; ane AnI pAse rAjasattA che. AvA saMyogomAM je nirvikAra rahI zake, te puNyazALI ja che ne ? sabhA : prabhunA zAsanano e prabhAva che. pUjayazrI prabhuzAsanane pAmelA puNyAtmAo AnAthI paNa vadhu anukULatAo hoya, te chatAM paNa potAnA zIlane surakSita rAkhavAno vicAra kare, emAM ja prabhuzAsanane pAmyAnI sArthakatA che. tIvra pApodaye amuka vastu bane e judI vAta che, paNa sAmAnya rIte to ema ja kahevAya ke, prabhuzAsanane pAmelA AtmAo kamathI kama paranArI sahodara to hoya ja. vajajaMgha rAjAnI oLakha ApatAM sumatimaMtrIe paNa e vAta kahI hatI. suzrAvakonA vRttAntomAM e vAta to ThAma-ThAma Ave che. zrImatI sItAjI puMDarIkapuramAM rAjA vajajaMghanI vAtacIta karavAnI rIta, ceSTA ane bhASA Adi uparathI zrImatI sItAjIne paNa khAtrI thaI gaI ke, A je kAMI kahI rahela che, te nirvikArapaNe ja karI rahela che. A uparAMta, atyAre zrImatI sItAjI bIje kayAM jaI zake tema che ? bhayaMkara aTavImAM che, 51 zrI arihaMto aghaNa8 ajaMdALaaDA(ine TALaka(ra..2

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pa2 sagarbhA che ane jene ghera javAnuM che teno vizvAsa rAkhavAmAM vAMdho nathI ema lAge che. eTale zrImatI sItAjI rAjA vajajaMghanI vAtano svIkAra kare che. zrImatI sItAjIe puMDarIkapura AvavAnI hA pADatAnI sAthe ja, vajaMgha rAjAe tarata ja eka zibikA maMgAvI ane zrImatI sItAjI temAM beThA. krame karIne zrImatI sItAjI puMDarIkapuramAM pahoMcyA. puMDarIkapura temane bIjI mithilAnagarI hoya tevuM lAgyuM, kAraNake rAjA vajajaMghano vartAva bhAmaMDalanA jevo ja hato. rAjA vajajaghe batAvelA gRhamAM vasatA zrImatI sItAjI, rAtri ane divasa, dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM gALavA lAgyAM. samyagadaSTine puNya-pApa be ya bhogavatAM AvaDe A banAva zuM sUcave che? puNyoya hoya to bhayaMkara aTavImAM paNa harakata na Ave; nahi to gharamAM paNa bhIMta paDe ane prANa jAya. zrImatI sItAjIne na vAghaNe khAdhAM ke na siMhaNe khAdhAM, have to bhaya TaLyo, pApanA udaye aTavI maLI ane puNyodaye aNacittavI sahAya maLI. haju kalaMka ubhuM che, paNa eya avasare TaLaze. samyagRSTi AtmAo pApanA ke puNyanA udayathI mUMjhAya nahi. pugyodayamAM ane pApodayamAM enuM dhyeya nirjarAnuM hoya. samyagdaSTine banneya prakAranA udaya bhogavatAM AvaDe. bIjAnI jema e puNyodaye unmatta na bane, ane pApodaye dIva na bane. e saghaLI avasthAmAM, hareka hAlatamAM potAnA gauravane paNa sAcavI zake. riAma viNa bhAga 7. = I' TV

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pagyapApanAM astitva ane prabhAvanuM darzana puNyapApane koI svIkAre ke na svIkAre, tenuM astitva svIkAryA sivAya koInIya chUTako nathI. mahAsatI sItAjInA jIvananI ghaTanAo tenI sAkSI che. kAkaludIbharI yAcanA karanArA rAvaNane tyAMthI paNa sarvathA nirdoSapaNe pAchAM pharelA mahAsatI asatIpaNAnA kalaMkane pAme e zuM pApano paripAka nathI ? to hiMsakapazuothI bharelI aTavImAM jIvatAM rahI zakyAM, tyAM bhAI thakI bhalerA rAjA vajajaMghano yoga maLyo, te satI sItAnA sane oLakhI zakyo, potAnA puMDarIkapuranagare laI gayo, A badhuM puNya vinA zuM zakya banI zake ? - A prasaMgo to ApaNAmAM pApabhIrutAne pedA kare tevAM che. pApabhIrutA Ave to mAtra puNyanI ja nahIM, paraMtu karmanirjarAnI paNa apekSA jAge. ne puNyanI apekSA jaNAya to ya puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI icchA karAve tevA che. pa3

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54 * * . Apattine paNa saMpatti banAvanArA kRtAntavadana ayodhyAmAM AvIne zrIrAmacandrajIne samAcAra Ape che svAmInA hitanI kALajI e ja sAcA sevakano Adarza senApati kRtAntavadane saMbhaLAvelo zrImatI sItAjIno saMdeza : kahenAranA Azayane pichAnatA zIkho ! anyAyano pokAra zrImatI sItAjIne potAnA bhAgyadoSano karelo svIkAra . mahAsatInI vinaMtI * * * puNya pApanAM astitva ane prabhAvanuM darzana lokeSaNAne AdhIna banIne A prasaMga AtmAne pApabhIru banAve tevo che : * pApabhIrutA vinA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI vivekapUrvakanI icchA na thAya

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'pagya pApanAM astitva ane prabhAvanuM darzana lokeSaNAne AdhIna banIne puNya-pApane nahi mAnanArAo e to khAsa karIne A prasaMga paNa vicAravA jevo ja che. je aTavImAM zrImatI sItAjI tyajAyAM hatAM, te aTavI kama bhayaMkara nahi hatI. hiMsaka pazuono e aTavImAM nivAsa hato. tathA prakArano, puNyodaya na hoya to AvI aTavImAMthI jIvatA nIkaLavuM, e zrImatI sItAjI mATe azakya ja hatuM, paNa te pApodaye jema potAnuM kAma karyuM, tema puNyodaye paNa potAnuM kArya karyuM. pApodaye eTalI hada sudhInI paristhiti upasthita karI dIdhI ke, zrI rAvaNa jevA samartha, vaibhavasaMpanna ane vizALa sAmrAjyanA mAlika chatAM sevaka tarIke svIkAravAnI yAcanA karatA rAjAne tyAMthI sarvathA nirdoSapaNe pAchAM pharelAM mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInI asatI tarIkenI khyAti thaI. asatI tarIkenI e taddana galata khyAtine sAMbhaLatAM bIjAo muMjhAya to e judI vAta che, paNa zrI rAmacandrajI paNa muMjhAyA teya evA muMjhAyA ke, zrImatI sItAjIne mahAsatI mAnavA chatAMya, temane mahAsatI tarIke jAhera karavAnI hAma bhIDI zakyA nahi papa .....puNya ghaghanA astitva ane prabhAvanuM darzana..3

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pi6) rima nirvANa bhaga 7. ke tevo koI mArga paNa zodhI zakyA nahi. vadhumAM evA vivekI paNa lokeSaNAne AdhIna banyA. rAjyanA vicakSaNa mahataro paNa lokavAdamAM sammata banI gayA. zrI lakSmaNajIe caraNomAM paDIne zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga nahi karavAnI AgrahabharI AjIjI karI chatAM te tarapha paNa zrI rAmacandrajIe lakSya ApyuM nahi. temaNe to yAtrAnA bahAne mahAsatIjIne araNyamAM tyajI devAnI ja AjJA pharamAvI. A badhAmAM zrImatI sItAjIno pApodaya eka yA bIjI rIte kAma karI rahyo hato. anyathA zrI rAmacandrajIne mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI prati ocho anurAga nahi hato. zrImatI sItAjInuM audAsIja TALavAne mATe zrI rAmacaMdrajI bane teTaluM saghaLuM ja karavA tatpara hatA. vaLI vivekI ane vicakSaNa paNa hatA. chatAM A banyuM, tyAre e ja manAya ane kahevAya ke, e badhAyamAM zrImatI sItAjInA tIvra azubhodayanI mukhya asara hatI. pApane nahi mAnanArAonI bIjI koIpaNa dalIla ahIM TakI zake tema nathI. je saMyogomAM A badhuM banyuM che, te jotAM koIpaNa vicakSaNa samajI zake tema che ke pApanA udaya vinA Ama bane ja nahi. zrImatI sItAjI e che, ke jemaNe koI kALe manathI paNa parapuruSanI IcchA karI nathI temaja avasare saghaLAM rAjasukhono eka kSaNamAM tyAga karIne patinI pUMThe paNa e ja cAlI nIkaLyAM hatAM ne ? bIjI tarapha juo to zrI rAmacandrajI paNa vivekazIla ane vicakSaNa hovA sAthe, zrImatI sItAjI pratye anahada anurAga dharAvanArA hatA. A badhI vAtone lakSyamAM rAkhIne zrImatI sItAjInA parityAgano Akhoya prasaMga vicAravAmAM Ave, to ema lAgyA vinA rahe nahi ke, pApanA astitvane paNa mAnce ja chUTako che. e uparAMta, yogya AtmAomAM A prasaMgonA vicArathI pApabhIrU buddhi paNa utpanna thayA vinA nahi rahe. sabhA : prasaMga to evo ja che.

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pUjyazrI : tyAre khAmI zAnI che ? sabhA : khAmI to amArI lAyakAtanI che. pUjyazrI : lAyakAtanI khAmI karatAMya vivekapUrvaka vicAra karavAnI khAmI moTI che, ema nathI lAgatuM. sabhA : ema kema ? pUjyazrI : AtmAnA hitanI darakAra keTalI ? tame mAnI lIdhelA dunyavI hitone mATenA vicAra keTalA ane AtmAnA hitanA vicAra keTalA ? sabhA : AtmAnA hitanI icchA to che, paNa... pUjyazrI H paNa e icchA evI che ke enI meLe AtmAnuM hita sadhAI jAya to bhale, ema ja ne ? sabhA : kAMI kahevAya evuM nathI. pUjyazrI : dunyavI hita sAdhavA mATe to vicAroya karavA paDe : ane parizrame ya karavo paDe, paNa AtmAnuM hita sAdhavA mATe bahu vicAravAnI ke bahu parizramanI jarura nahIM, ema lAge che ? sabhA : ema lAgatuM to nathI, paNa amArI dazA evI che ke evI ja kalpanA thAya. pUjyazrI : enuM kAraNa zodhavAno parizrama karyo che kharo ? koka'di koIpaNa sadgurunI pAse jaIne tame tamArI avasthAnuM varNana karyuM che kharuM ? 'AtmakalyANanI mane abhilASA che. e mATenA prabaLa vicAro ke e mATe khUba khUba parizrama karavAnI bhAvanA mArAmAM pragaTatI nathI, enuM kAraNa zuM haze ? evuM kyAreya sadguddhithI koI sadgurune pUchyuM che kharuM ? sabhA : AtmakalyANanI eTalI badhI icchA to utpanna thavI joIe ne ? puNya pApanAM astitva ane prabhAvanuM darzana....3 57

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58) pUjyazrI : tyAre tamArI AtmakalyANanI abhilASA kaI koTinI che, enuM to mApa kADho ! tamane dunyavI sukho meLavavAnI IcchA thAya che ke nahi? sabhA : thAya che. pUjyazrI : dunyavI sukho e vastuta: sukho nathI ane enA bhogavaTAmAM kalyANa nathI ema lAge che kharuM? sabhA : vicAra karIe to ema thAya ke jJAnIoe kahayuM che te khoTuM na hoya. pUjyazrI : jJAnIoe kahyuM che te khoTuM na ja hoya, e to nirvivAda vAta che paNa tamane zuM lAge che, e kAMI kahezo? sabhA dunyavI sukho bhogavatAM AnaMda nathI Avato, tema kahI zakAya evuM nathI. pUjayazrI : to kyAreka kyAreka paNa ema lAge che ke, mAro A AnaMda mArA du:khamAM vadhAro karanAro che ? mAro A AnaMda sAcA sukhanI prAptine dUra laI janAro che ? mAro A AnaMda e mArI mUrkhAInuM ja pariNAma che? sabhA : kyAreka ema to lAge ke A badhuM tajIne saMyamanI rima viNa bha82 7. sAdhanA thA pUjayazrI: eTalI paNa tyAga ane saMyamanI ruci hoya, toya jarUra khuzI thavA jevuM che. paNa jene mokSasukha gamatuM hoya ane upakArIoe pharamAvyA mujaba ratnatrayInI ArAdhanA karyA vinA kalyANa sadhAvAnuM nathI ema lAgatuM hoya, ene bhogasukha duHkhanA kAraNarUpa lAgavAM joIe. bhogasukhone bhogavatAM kampArI AvavI joIe. IndrAdinAM sukho paNa icchavA jevAM nathI, ema lAgavuM joIe. tame devapUjA karo ke sAdhusevA karo, e kayA hetuthI?

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sabhA sukhI thavAya e hetuthI. pUjayazrI : tyAM pAcho e prazna AvIne ubho ja raho ke, devapUjA ane sAdhusevA AdithI tame kayA prakAranA sukhane iccho cho ? dunyavI sukhane ke mokSasukhane ? sabhA beya sukhane. pUjyazrI mokSasukhanI abhilASAvALAne to dunyavI sukhono paNa tyAga karavo paDe che. dunyavI sukha ane mokSa sukha-e banne sAthe bhogavI zakAya evAM sukho nathI. dunyavI sukhanI IcchA paNa mokSasukhanI prAptimAM vidhyakara che; to pachI banne prakAranAM sukhone iccho cho, e kema bane ? sabhA : kharI vAta e che ke, haju AtmA mokSasukhano evo arthI banyo nathI. mokSa pratye aruci nathI. paNa vicAro ane parizrama to dunyavI sukhasAmagrInI abhilASAthI thAya che. pUjyazrI : kharekhara, mokSa pratye aruci nathI e paNa eka prakAranI lAyakAta che. devapUjA ane sAdhusevA dvArA dunyavI sukhasAmagrIne nahi IcchatAM, e ja IzyA karo ke, "mokSanI tIvra ruci mArAmAM pragaTo !' zrI vItarAga deva ane e tArakanI AjJA mujaba nirgandha dharmanuM paripAlana karatAM susAdhuoe bannenI pUjA ane sevAthI mArA haiyAmAM mokSanI utkaTa abhilASA pragaTo ane muktinI sAdhanA mATe tatparatA prApta thAo, evI bhAvanAne khUba ja draDha banAvo, muktinI sAdhanA mATe keTalIka sAmagrInI paNa AvazyaktA che. e mATe tevI sAmagrInI IcchA, e pApecchA nathI. e to eka apekSAe muktinAM sAdhanonI IcchA che, ema paNa kahI zakAya. paNa pahelAM dunyavI sukhanuM athANuM javuM joIe. dunyavI sukhone bhogavavAnI lAlasA nAza pAmavI joIe. dunyavI sukho bhogavavAnI IcchA, e pApanuM mULa che. dunyavI sukhone bhogavavAnI puNya ghaghalAM astitva ane prabhAvanuM darzana...3

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Go * 2000a?P? ?" IcchA, AtmAne anekavidha anartho tarapha dorI jAya che. mokSasukhanI abhilASAthI karavAmAM AvatI devapUjA agara sAdhusevA AdithI dunyavI sukho prApta thatAM nathI, ema nahi; mokSasukhanI abhilASAthI karAelI devapUjA ane sAdhusevA AdithI dunyavI sukhonI paNa prApti zakya che. vaLI te sukhasAmagrI paNa ucca koTinI hoya che. e sukhasAmagrI saMsArarAgane nahi vadhAratAM virAgane vadhAre che. ethI ja e sAmagrI mokSasukhanI sAdhanAmAM sahAyaka banI jAya che. A apekSAe tame dunyavI sukha ane mokSasukha-ubhayanI abhilASAthI devapUjA agara sAdhusevA karo e judI vAta che; paNa samaju hovA chatAMya kevaLa dunyavI sukhanA hetuthI ja devapUjA Adi anuSThAno AcaravAM, ene to upakArIo viSAnuSThAna ane garAnuSThAna kahe che. amRta rUpa banavAnI lAyakAta dharAvanArAM paNa dharmAnuSThAno, kevaLa dunyavI sukhanA hetuthI AcaravAne kAraNe ja, viSa ane garalanI garaja sAranArAM banI jAya che. AvI vAto nahi samajI zakyA jeTalA tame mugdha ho to vAta judI che, paNa tame to vicakSaNa cho. A badhI vAtone tame sarvathA nathI samajyA, ema paNa nathI. have tamane lAge che ne ke, AtmahitanI bedarakArInA yoge ja tame jarUrI vicArothI vaMcita rahI jAo cho ? sabhA : e vAta to che ja. mATe A prasaMga AtmAne pApabhIrU banAve tevo che pUjyazrI H mATe A dUSaNa TALavAno prayatna karavo joIe. ApaNI mULa vAta to e hatI ke, zrI rAmacandrajI dvArA karAyelA zrImatI sItAjInA parityAganA prasaMgane jo barAbara vicArAya, to yogya AtmAomAM pApabhIrU buddhi paNa utpanna thayA vinA rahe nahi. zrI rAmacandrajIe zrImatI sItAjIne tyajI dIdhAM e prasaMga jema pApanA astitvane ane tenA udayanI asarane kabUlavA

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prere tevo che, tema bhayaMkara aTavImAM mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne vajabaMgha rAjA jevA suzrAvakano bheTo thaI gayo ane temane te rAjA puMDarIkapuramAM laI AvyA e prasaMga puNyanA astitvane ane tenA udayanI asarane paNa kabUlavA prere tevo che. pApabhIrutA vinA puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI vivekapUrvakanI icchA na thAya. puNyodaye aNacittavI rIte saghaLuM maLI rahe che ane pApodaye aNacinhavI rIte saghaLuM ja cAlyuM jAya che. kharAbamAM kharAba sthAnamAM ya puNyodaya anukULatA ubhI karI de che ane sArAmAM sArA sthAnamAM ya pApodaya pratikULatA ubhI karI de che. Ama chatAM, kevaLa puNyanA ja abhilASI nahi banatAM nirjarAnA abhilASI banavAno prayatna karavo joIe. puNyodayanI icchA thaI jAya, to paNa te evA puNyodayanI icchA hovI joIe, ke je puNyodayanuM pariNAma pApanI vRddhimAM na Ave. puNya be prakAranuM che eka pApAnubaMdhI ane bIju puNyAnubaMdhI. pApAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya AtmAnA bhAvine bhayaMkara banAve che, jyAre puNyAnubaMdhI puNyano udaya vartato hoya tyAre AtmA viSayavirAga AdithI ghaNuM ghaNuM zreya: sAdhI zake che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNyanI vivekapUrvakanI icchA paNa pApabhIrU banyA vinA AvI zatI nathI. AthI pApabhIrUtA keLavavAnI khAsa jarUra che. puNya ane pApa AdinI zraddhA keLavI pApabhIrU banavuM ane mokSanI ja abhilASAthI saddharmanA sevana mATe mathavuM. AvA prasaMgomAMthI paNa evA ja rahasyane tAravavuM joIe. Apattine paNa saMpatti batAvanArA pApa karatAM pAchuM vALIne nahi jonArAo jo pApanA pariNAmano vivekapUrvaka vicAra karanArA banI jAya, to krame krame puNya pApanAM astittva ane prabhAvanuM darza...... 61

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62 pApathI kaMpanArA ane pApanA tyAgI banI gayA vinA rahe nahi. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne mAthe AvelI Apatti kevI ane keTalI bhayaMkara ? e pratApa emanA pUrvanA pApakarmano ja che. A vastu e paNa sUcave che ke, ApattimAM adIna banavuM. 'mArUM kareluM pApa mAre bhogavyA vinA cAle tema nathI.' e vicAra paNa AtmAne ApattinA samaye adIna banavAmAM sahAya kare che. ApattimAM adIna banI, samabhAve Apattine sahavI ane vartavuM evI rIte ke jethI saghaLI ja ApattinA mULamAM ghA paDayA kare. ahIM ApaNe joyuM ke, vajabaMgha rAjAe ApelA niketanamAM vasatAM mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI, dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM ja rata banIne divaso vyatIta karI rahyAM che. 'du:khamAM te dharma hoya ?' ema kahenArAone kaho ke, 'du:khamAM to avazyameva dharma joIe.' AtmA jo vivekI ane sattvazIla hoya, to du:khanA samaye to e ajaba sAdhanA karI zake che. vivekane pAmelo sattvazIla AtmA samatAzIla banIne du:khanA samayamAM je karmanirjarA sAdhI zake che, te koI ajaba ja hoya che. evA AtmAo Apattione saMpattirUpa banAvI denArA hoya che. evA AtmAo ApattinA samayamAM potAnI AtmasaMpattine khUba khUba nirmaLa banAvI zake che. evA uttama AtmAone mAthe Apatti Ave evI ApaNI bhAvanA na hoya, emanI Apatti TaLe evI ja ApaNI bhAvanA hoya; are, emanI Apatti TALavAno zakya prayatna paNa ApaNe karIe, paraMtu je rIte evA AtmAoe Apattine paNa saMpattirUpa banAvI dIdhI hoya, te rIte temanI sAdhanAnI anumodanA karyA vinA ApaNe rahI zakIe nahi. evA AtmAonA udAharaNathI ApaNe paNa ApaNI Apattine saMpattirUpa banAvavAnuM sAmarthya keLavavAno prayatna karavo joIe. *G 0c05b]P? ?

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kRtAtavadana ayodhyAmAM AvIne zrI rAmacaMdrajIne samAcAra Ape che A caritranA racayitA, AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, ayodhyAnagarImAM zuM zuM banyuM, e vigerenuM varNana zarU kare che. teozrI pharamAve che ke, zrI sametazikharajI tIrthanI yAtrAnA bahAnAthI mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne araNyamAM ekalA ja choDI devAne mATe gaelo senApati kRtAntavadana ayodhyAnagarImAM AvI pahoMcyo. ApaNe joI gayA chIe ke, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInI patiparAyaNatA mATe senApati kRtAttavadananAM haiyA upara ghaNI ja uMDI chApa paDI hatI ane ethI ja te vAraMvAra namaskAra karIne zrImatI sItAjIthI vikhUTo paDayo, tyAre rastAmAM paNa e ja jAtanA vicAro karyA karato hato ke, kyAM rAma jevA viparIta vRttivALA pati ane kyAM evA paNa pati pratye pUjyabhAva ane ekAMte hitabhAva dharAvanAra A satI ? kharekhara, zrImatI sItAjI to satIomAM paNa ziromaNi ja che. A prakAranA vicArone karato kRtAntavadana, ayodhyApurImAM AvI pahoMcIne potAnA svAmInI sevAmAM hAjara thAya che. hAjara thaIne e sauthI pahelI vAta to e kahe che ke, "vane siMhanaDhiAratye tyajIvanama nInAdIma ?" 'siMhaninAda nAmanA vanamAM meM zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karyo che. ATaluM kahA pachIthI, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe kahevaDAvelo saMdeza zrI rAmacaMdrajIne saMbhaLAvavAnI taiyArI karatAM senApati kRtAntavadana kahe che ke, "muhurmuhuH sA mUrchitvA, cetitvA ca muDurmuhuH / / vayaMdra gheryamA , vAghad jaivamAddita ????? mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI, Ape temano tyAga karAvyo che e vAta sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja sakhkhata AghAtane pAmyAM ane AkuLa-vyAkuLa banI gayAM. teo vAraMvAra mUccha ane vAMravAra cetanA pAmavA lAgyAM. vAraMvAra mUccha pAmatAM ane vAraMvAra cetanA pAmatAM mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe, koIpaNa rIte puNya ghAnAM astitva ane bhAvanuM darzana...3 63

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64 ....rAma nirvANa bhaga 7. pairya prApta karIne, Apane kahevA mATeno je saMdezo mane kaho che, te huM Apane saMbhaLAvuM chuM." svAmInA hitanI kALajI e ja sAcA sevakano Adarza senApati kRtAntavadananI varNana karavAnI khUbI paNa dhyAna kheMce evI che. zrI rAmacaMdrajIno e sevaka che ane svAmInA dhyAna upara svAmInI bhUla Ave ema icchI rahyo che. ahIM te sevaka tarIkenI potAnI lAyakAta pUravAra karI rahyo che, ema kahIe toya cAlI zake. sAcA sevako svAmIne temanI bhUla samajAya, evo paNa prayatna karanArA hoya ja che. svAmInuM game tema thAva, ApaNe to ApaNA hita tarapha dhyAna rAkhIne svAmIne ruce evuM bolavuM ane svAmI khuza thAya ema ja vartavuM evI manovRttivALA sevako sevaka dharmanA rahasyane samajyA ja nathI. evAo aMgata svArtha mATe mAkhaNIyA banIne, potAnA svAmIne ahaMkAradinuM viSa pAnArA hoya che. svAmInA hita tarapha jenuM lakSya nathI, te sAco sevaka nathI ja. sevake bhale svArtha mATe ja sevA svIkArI hoya, paNa enI svArthasAdhanA svAmInA ja hitanI ghAtaka nivaDe evI to nahi ja hovI joIe. sAcA sevakapaNAne icchatA AtmAoe niraMtara satIdharmanA Adarzane AMkha sAme rAkhavo joIe. satI strIo jema rApaNa avinayI banyA vinA patinA hitamAM dattacitta banI rahe che, tema sevakoe paNa svAmInA hitanI sAme dRSTi rAkhavI joIe. svAminI AjJAnuM vinItabhAve pAlana karavuM e jema svAmI sevA che, tema svAmIne yuktipUrvaka unmArgathI bacAvI laI sanmArge yojavAno prayatna karavo, eya svAmInI sevA che. sevake avasara upara evI rIte vartavuM joIe, ke jethI avinayano chAMTo paNa Ave nahi ane zakya hoya to svAmInuM hita sadhAyA vinA paNa rahe nahi. AjanA sevakonI to dRSTi ja judI. sevakanA haiyAmAM svAmInA hitanI satata ciMtA hovI

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joIe, jyAre AjanA sevakomAM kevaLa potAnA ja hitanI satata ciMtA hoya che ane svAmInA hitanI upekSA hoya che. keTalAka to vaLI ethIya AgaLa vadhIne, svAmInuM hita haNAya evI rIte paNa svArtha sAdhavAno prayatna karatAM acakAtA nathI. zeThanI mUrkhAIne paNa zANapaNa tarIke varNave ane zeTha ayogya pravRtti karatA hoya toya zeThanI rUbarU ke pAchaLa paNa 'zeTha yogya ja kare che ema bolyA kare; evA sevakono Aje toTo nathI. jo ke, AnA badhA ja sevako evA che ema ApaNe kahetA nathI, paNa moTAbhAganI dazAnuM A varNana che. sabhA : AnA zeThIyAo paNa evA che ke emanI pAse mAkhaNIyA sevako TakI zake ane sAcI hitakArI vAta karanArA mAryA jAya. pUjyazrI : Aje zeThIyAomAM evA ghaNA che, e vAtano InkAra che ja nahi paNa eTalA mAtrathI sevako sevaka dharmane cUke e vyAjabI nathI. hitano mArga to e ja che ke, sau pota-potAnI pharaja tarapha lakSya ApanArA bane. darekane pahelI cintA potAnAM kartavyanuM pAlana karavAnI hovI joIe. kartavyanuM yathArthapaNe pAlana karatAM veThavAnuM Ave to veThavAnI taiyArI paNa hovI ghaTe. bIjI vAta e che ke, Aje keTalAka uddhata mANaso potAne sAcA bolA tarIke oLakhAvI 'sAcuM bolyA to saMkaTa AvyuM evI pharIyAda karanArA che. AthI ja sevakoe satIpaNAnA Adarzane AMkha sAme rAkhavo joIe, ema kahevAyuM. sevaka mAtra uddhatAIno to mULamAMthI ja tyAga karavo joIe ane mana-vacana-kAyAne vinayathI otaprota banAvI devA joIe. A pachI paNa avasarane pIchAvavo, saMyogo tapAsavA, pariNAma vicAravuM e vagere saMbaMdhI vicakSaNatA prApta karavI joIe. sAcA sevaka banavA mATe paNa ochI lAyakAtanI jarUra che, ema na mAnatA. A to sevaka dharmanI vAta nIkaLI eTale sevako mATe kahevAyuM, bAkI puNya ghAtAM astitva ane prabhAvanuM darzana..3 (65

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660 2ma viNa bhAga 7..... AnA svAmio mATe ya ghaNuM kahevA jevuM che. sAcuM svAmIpaNuM pAmavA mATe to sevaka karatAMya vizeSa lAyakAta prApta karavI joIe. vasAcuM svAmIpaNuM pAmavA mATe vivekI banavuM ane audArya, dhairya tathA gAMbhIrya Adi guNo keLavavA, e khUba ja jarUrI che. paNa e vAta vaLI anya koI tevA avasare, ahIM to e vAta che ke, senApati kRtAntavadana evI rIte varNana karI rahyo che ke, jethI ekvAra zrI lakSmaNajI jevAnI vinaMtine paNa tiraskArI kaDhanAra zrI rAmacandrajIne temanI bhUlano khyAla Ave ane thaI gayelA anucita sAhasane sudhArI levAnI bhAvanA temanAmAM pragaTayA vinA rahe nahi. senApati kRtAntavadane saMbhaLAvelo zrImatI sItAjIno saMdeza mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe kahevaDAvelo saMdeza rAmacaMdrajIne saMbhaLAvatAM, kRtAttavadana senApati kahe che ke, nItizAse mRta Dhe, smiAdatrdAra chuMdazA: 2 ekapakSoktadoSeNa, pakSasyAnyasya zikSaNam // 1 // sadA vimRzya kartuste'pyavimRzya vidhAyitA / manye madbhAgyadoSeNa, nirdoSastvaM sadApyasi // 2 // raghanodlyA huM yathA tya[, niSA vayA pramo : 2 tathA mithyAzAM vAcA, mA tyAkSIdharmamArhatam // 13 // ityuktvA mUcchitA sItA, patitvotthAya cAbravIt // majyA vinA vadhuM rAmo, naviSyati hatA" ha? rAja | parama upakArI kalikAlasarvajJa, AcAryabhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe karelA A varNana uparathI, barAbara samajI zakAya tema che ke, kRtAntavadana senApatie mahAsatI zrImatI sItAdevInA saMdezAne AbAda rIte zrI rAmacandrajI samakSa raju karela che. keTalIkavAra raju karavAnI bIna AvaDatathI suMdaramAM suMdara vAto paNa mArI jAya che ane keTalIka vAra to vaLI uMcI ja asara

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RARARARARA nipajAvanArI nivaDe che. sAmAnya paNa vAta rajU karatAM AvaDe to ghaNI suMdara asara nipajAvI zakAya che ane sArI paNa vAta rajU karatAM na AvaDe to e ja eka kAraNasara te niSphaLa agara to nukazAnakAraka nivaDe che. ahIM to kRtAntavadana vicakSaNa che, ane zrImatI sItAdevIe je kahevaDAvyuM che te paNa evuM che, ke je doSa duSita haiyAne prAya: bhedI nAkhyA vinA rahe nahi. sabhA : haiyAne bhedI nAMkhe evuM? pUjayazrI: hA, doSa duSita haiyAne bhedI nAMkhe tevuM ! sabhA: ema kema? pUjyazrI: eno artha e ke, A vAta kAne paDatAMnI sAthe ja, haiyAmAM peThelo doSa palAyana thaI jAya, bhUla thaI javA badala haiyAne AghAta pahoMce ane thaI gaelI bhUla sudharI zake tema hoya to te sudhArI levAnI tatparatA janme. kahenAranA Azayane pichAnatAM zIkho ! sabhA AvI bhASA e hiMsaka bhASA na kahevAya ? pUjyazrI : nahi ja. bhASAnA prayogo kevI kevI rIte thaI zake che, e paNa samajavuM joIe. jema ke pU. mohana vijayajI mahArAje bhagavAna zrI RSabhadeva svAmInA stavanamAM ema paNa kahyuM che ke, 'olaMbhaDe mata khIjo, ho prabhujI! olaMbhaDemata khIjo ! vicAra karo ke, AvuM bolAya ? ajJAnIo to ema ja kahevAnA ke, AvuM bolanAre zrI vItarAgadevane krodhI TharAvyA. prabhu zuM khIjAya evA che, ke jethI olaMbhAthI nahi khIjAvAnuM kahevAya ? vaLI kyAM traNa jagatanA nAtha ane kyAM AvuM bolanAra ? bhagavAnane olaMbho devAya ? bhagavAnane olaMbho devAnI ApaNI lAyakAta che? paNa kharI vAta e ke, AvA vacano, paNa kevaLa bhaktigarbhita ja hoya che. bhaktibhara hadaye ja AvuM bolAya che. prabhunA AlaMbanathI 67 puNya ghayalAM astitva ane prabhAvanuM darzana...3 R22 R2

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[68) 7.. rimajavaNa bha88 saMsArasAgara tarI javAnI ukTa manAtA yoge AvuM bolAya che. AmAM prabhune doSita TharAvavAno prayatna nathI. aneka rIte bhASAprayogo thaI zake che. stavanomAM to prabhu samakSa bALabhAva dhAraNa karIne mahApuruSoe kaI kaI vAto karI che. bhASAnA prayogonI vividhatA Adine nahi samajI zakanArane to ema ja lAge ke, bhaktathI AvuM bolAya ja nahi, paNa samajavuM joIe ke, evA paNa prayogo thaI zake che ane mahApuruSone bhakti kone kahevAya ? tathA AzAtanA mene kahevAya eno sAco ane pUrato khyAla hato. kathananI yogyAyogyatAne samajavAne mATe paNa kathananA marmane pIchAnatAM zIkhavuM joIe. 'doSaduSita haiyuM bhedAya' emAM kahevAtI vAta haiyAno gheSa bheghaya e che, paNa haiyuM bhedAI jAya e nathI. mahApuruSonA kathananAM marmane nahi pAmI zaktArAo to, e tArakonA kathananuM AlaMbana laIne paNa pApanuM poSaNa karanArA banI jAya che. AthI ja upakArI mahApuruSo pharamAve che ke, dharmanA arthI AtmAoe saghane mATe dharmane sUkSmabuddhi dvArA jANavAno prayatna karavo joIe, anyathA, dharmanA nAme paNa adharmanA upAsaka banI javAya, e susaMbhavita che. atyAyano pokAra zrImatI sItAjInA saMdezAmAM, zarUAtamAM zrI rAmacaMdrajIe karelA anyAyane yukti purassara pragaTa karavAmAM Avyo che ! jANe ema pUchavAmAM AvyuM che ke, eka pakSe anya pakSano doSa kaho, eTalA ja mAtrathI anya pakSane zikSA karavI, e kyAMno nyAya che? anya pakSane kAMI pUchavuM nahi, eka pakSe kahelo doSa sAco che ke khoTo enI tapAsa paNa karavI nahi ane eke kahayuM ke, 'AmAM doSa che eTalA mAtrathI ane zikSA devI, evuM zuM koI nItizAstranuM vidhAna che ? koI smRti evuM kahe che? ke koI dezamAM evo AcAra che kharo ? lokoe vAta karI, ke zrImatI sItA asatI che, bhraSTa che, paNa zrImatI sItAne

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to pUchavuM joIe ne ? zrImatI sItA pAsethI to khulAso meLavavo joIe ne ? zrImatI sItAne to loke dIdhelA kalaMkanuM nivAraNa karavAnI taka ApavI joIe ne ? nItizAstramAM smRtimAM ke koI dezamAM evo AcAra hoya ja nahi ke, eka mANasa kahe ke amuka gunhegAra che. eTalA mAtrathI gunhegAra tarIke jaNAvAelA mANasane zikSA karAya ? Ama chatAM tame mane evI ja zikSA karI che, A tamArI kayA prakAranI vyAyazIlatA ? zrImatI sItAjIe potAnA bhAgyadoSano karelo svIkAra AvuM kahevaDAvavA dvArA mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe zrI rAmacaMdrajIne temanA anyAyapUrNa AcaraNano khyAla to Apyo, paNa zrImatI sItAjIe te pachI je kahevaDAvyuM che te to khAsa samajavA jevuM che. mahAsatIjI zrImatI sItAjInuM te pachInuM kathana, temanA zuddha samyagdaSTipaNAnuM dyotaka che. emaNe kahevaDAvyuM che ke, Apa to sadAne mATe dareka pravRtti vicArapUrvaka ja karanArA cho. aNavicAryuM koIpaNa pagaluM bharanArA Apa nathI. A kAraNe, mane lAge che ke, mArA A prasaMgamAM Apa je aNavicAryuM AcarI cUkyA cho, temAM jo koI kAraNa hoya, to te mArUM mandabhAgyapaNuM e ja kAraNa che. mArA ja bhAgyadoSano e pratApa che ke, sagha vicArazIla evA paNa ApathI AvuM avicArIpaNuM thaI gayuM che AthI huM mAnuM chuM ke, Apa sadAyane mATe nirdoSa cho ! mArUM tathA prakAranuM durbhAgya na hota, to ApanA jevA vicArazIla AvuM sAhasa kadi ja karata nahi, e zaMkA vinAnI vAta che mATe A prasaMgamAM doSita Apa nathI, paNa mAruM bhAgye ja doSita che. mahAsatInI vinaMtI anyAyathI kUrapaNe bhayaMkaramAM bhayaMkara evI ApattimAM haDaselI denAra paNa potAnA svAmIne nirdoSa ane potAnA bhAgyane puNya ghaghanAM astitva ane prabhAvanuM darzana....3 ce

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70 *G 0c05b]> ?' doSita tarIke jaNAvyA pachIthI, zrImatI sItAjIe kahevaDAvyuM che ke, 'e badhuM to ThIka, mAro bhAgyadoSa huM bhogavI laIza, paNa mArI vinaMti che ke, jevI rIte khalajmonA vacanothI doravAI jaIne Ape nirdoSa evI paNa mAro tyAga karyo, tema bhUlecUke paNa mithyArdaSTionAM vacanothI doravAI jaIne Apa anaMta upakArI zrI jijJezvara devanA dharmano tyAga karazo nahi !

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sAcA sevakano Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza 4 'kRtAntavadana senAnI' sAco sevaka kevo hoya tenuM Adarza dRSTAMta che. mahAsatInI patiparAyaNatAnI uMDI chApa laIne AvelA teNe zrI rAmacandrajInI pAse mahAsatInA parityAganI vAta ane pachI teoe Apelo sandezo evI rIte rajU karyo che ke jenAthI svAmIne potAnI bhUlano khyAla AvI zake. mahAsatIe paNa potAnA bhAgyadoSano svIkAra karIne olaMbhAnI bhASAmAM zrIrAmacandrajIne kahevA joguM kIdhA pachI kalyANamitranI garaja sAranArA zabdomAM teonA AtmahitanI ciMtA je rIte karI che te to kharekhara ja adbhUta che. sItAjIno e saMdeza ane tenA uparanuM pravacanakArazrInuM vivecana zAMtacitte vAMcavA-vicAravA jevuM che. chelle, puMDarikapurImAM janma-uchera-saMskAra vidyA pAmelA lavaNa-aMkuzanI vijayayAtrAnuM varNana che. ane -zrI 71

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sAcA sevakano Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza | satIjIvanano Adarza samajavA mATe A udAharaNa anupama che. zrI rAmacandrajIno zrImatI sItAjInA mATe vilApa avasaranA jANa zrI lakSmaNajInuM sUcana zrI rAmacandrajInI svayaM zodha ane nirAzA lokanI gati pavana jevI che lokaherIne tyajIne buddhine vivekamaya rAkhavI ! rAganA yoge zrI rAmacandrajInI durdazA lokapriyatAne dhyeya na banAvavuM joIe ! zrImatI sItAjInA be putro temanA janma ane nAmakaraNanA mahotsavo kalAgrahaNane yogya vaya 'siddhArtha siddhaputranuM Agamana suMdara sAmagrIno upayoga kevo sarasa karavo joIe ? ane hAla kevo thAya che? parabhava kyAre yAda Ave che? siddhaputranuM AzvAsana ane adhyApana lavaNa ane aMkuzanA lagnano prasaMga zrI nAradajI ane lava-kuza lavaNa ane aMkuze parAkramo karIne prApta karelA vijayo dhanyavAda ane AziSa zrI rAmacandrajI sAthenA yuddhanI tatparatA mAtAnI hitazIkha ane putrono uttara yuddha mATe lava-aMkuzanuM prayANa zrI rAma-lakSmaNane Azcarya bhAmaMDala sAthe zrImatI sItAjI yuddhabhUmimAM bhAmaMDalanI samajAvaTa sAme paNa lavaNa-aMkuzano makkama javAba sugrIva Adi zrImatI sItAjInI pAse

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sAcA sevakano Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza 4 satIjIvanano Adarza samajavA mATe A udAharaNa anupama che satI potAnA patine upAlaMbhanAM vacano saMbhaLAve to paNa kevI rIte saMbhaLAve ane samyagdarzana guNathI pavitra aMta:karaNavALI banelI satInAM haiye, pote kAramI rIte potAnA patithI tyajAelI hoya te chatAM paNa, potAnA pati mATe kevI hitakAmanA hoya ? e samajvA mATe zrImatI sItAjIno A saMdezo khUba ja upayogI che. zrImatI sItAjIe potAno A saMdezo zrIrAmacandrajIne kahevAne mATe kRtAntavadana senApatine je samaye kahI saMbhaLAvyuM, te samayanA prasaMgamAM kAMIka vistArathI ApaNe A viSe vicAra ryo che, eTale ahIM teno vizeSa vistAra karavAnI icchA nathI, paNa satIdharmane pAmavA ane pALavA icchanArI strIoe to khAsa karIne A prasaMga dhyAnamAM levA jevo che. Ama to zrImatI sItAjInuM AkhuMya jIvana satI strIjIvanano uttama Adarza pUro pADanAruM che ane hAra hovA chatAM paNa zrIrAmacandrajI binahAra zrI bharatajIne rAjA banavAnI anukULatA karI ApavAnA hetuthI jyAre ayodhyA choDIne cAlI ......sAcA sevakano Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza....... 73

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14. rAma viNa bhAga 7 nIkaLyA, tyAre leza paNa virodha karyA vinA zrImatI sItAjI rAjasukhone lAta mArIne dehanI pAchaLa chAyAnI jema zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pAchaLa cAlI nIkaLyAM e prasaMga ghaNo ja bodhadAyaka che, paraMtu A prasaMga to eneya TapI jAya evo che. je svAmInI sevA mATe ekavAra zrImatI sItAjIe rAjasukhono tyAga karyo hato, e svAmIe ja atyAre ghora anyAya AcarIne tyAga karAvyo che. pelA prasaMgamAM mAtra rAjasukhono ja tyAga hato, paNa patisukhano tyAga nahi hato, urdu te samaye potAnA upara svAmIno pUrepUro anurAga hato, jyAre A prasaMgamAM to rAjaskho choDAvanAra ane sarvathA nirdoSa chatAM paNa kalaMkinI tarIke, sagarbhAvasthAmAM temaja hiMsaka pazuothI paripUrNa jaMgalamAM tyajAvI denAra khuda pati che AvA samaye paNa pati pratyenI hitakAmanA akhaMDa TakI rahevI ane upAlaMbha ApatAM paNa potAnA bhAgyadoSane AgaLa karI patine nirdoSa mAnavA, e asAdhAraNa satItvanuM sUcaka che. AvI kaphoDI hAlatamAM paNa e vicAra Avavo e sAmAnya sArI paNa strIone mATe zakya nathI ke, khalajanonI vANIthI doravAI jaIne rAmacandrajIe mAro tyAga karyo e to ThIka, paNa jevI rIte khalajanonI vANIthI doravAI jaIne huM nirdoSa hovA chatAM ya mAro tyAga karyo, tevI rIte mithyA dRSTionI vANIthI doravAI jaIne jo teo AraMtu dharmane tyajI deze, to temanuM thaze zuM? sabhA: patinA anyAyanI vAta to karI ne ? pUjayazrI : kayA hetuthI karI? sabhA : anyAyano khyAla ApavA mATe pUjayazrI : eTaluM ja nahi paNa bhaviSyamAM zrIrAmacandrajInA hAthe Avo koI anyAya na thaI jAya temaja zrIrAmacandrajI mUkha lokonI vANIthI doravAI javAnA svabhAvathI bacI zake e mATe! satI strI patinA doSa koIpaNa

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saMyogomAM ane koIpaNa rIte bole ja nahi, evo niyama nathI. svAmIne doSamukta banAvavAnA hetuthI, svAmInuM ahita nahi thatAM hita ja thAya evA IrAdAthI, satI strIo svAmIne temanA doSa kahe agara yogya rIte kahevaDAve, e svAbhAvika ja che. vAta eka ja che, koIpaNa saMyogomAM satI strInAM haiyAmAM pati mATe durbhAva Ave nahi ane pati mATenI hitakAmanA TaLe nahi. paNa Aje to AvI vAto tarapha durbhAva na Ave toya sAruM AvI che vAto sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM paNa - satI strI jIvana AvuM ja che hovuM joIe ane ApaNe paNa AvuM ja jIvana , keLavavAno prayatna karavo joIe' - eTaluMya jemane lAge teya bhAgyazALI che. zrI rAmacaMdrajIno zrImatI sItAjInA mATe vilApa ! A prasaMga jema strIo mATe bodhaprada che tema sevaka janone mATe ya bodhaprada che. zrImatI sItAjIne evA vanamAM tajI devAmAM AvyA che, ke je vanamAM zrImatI sItAjI jeTalo kALa vadhu jIvI zake teTalo kALa sAmAnya rIte vadhAre ja gaNAya. vaLI, kalaMkanuM sthAna che evI vAtonA kAraNe tyajAyelAM che. have temano saMdezo game teTalo sAro hoya, paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajIne te kahevAnI jarura zI ? tamArA hAthe anyAya thayo che ane khalajanonI vANIthI Avo anyAya Acaryo, paNa mithyASTionI vANIthI zrI Ahat dharmane tajazo nahIM." evuM zrImatI sItAjIe kahevaDAvyA chatAM paNa sevake e bolavuM, e saheluM che? ema na thAya ke zrImatI sItA jevI prANapriyA satIne loka nI vAta mAtrathI tajI denAra A, mane kAMI karI nAMkhaze to ? paNa nahi, kRtAjAvadane to saMdezo paNa kahato ane te paNa suMdara ...satha sevakano Adarza satAjIno saMdeza.....4 rIte. 7pa

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76 * 200000. ?' chelle jyAM kRtAntavadane e vAta paNa kahI ke, ATaluM bolIne zrImatI sItAjI mUrchA pAmI paDI gayAM ane pachI bolyA ke, 'mArA vinA zrI rAma zI rIte jIvaze ? are re ? huM to haNAI gaI chuM.' kRtAntavadane A badhI vAto evI asarakAraka rIte kahI che, ke jethI doSadUSita hRdaya prAya: bhedAya vinA rahe ja nahi e vAta ApaNe vicArI AvyA chIe ane ahIM teno sAkSAtkAra thAya che. A rIte te avasare kRtAntavadana senApatinA mukhethI zrImatI sItAjIe kahevaDAvelI vAtone sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja zrIrAmacaMdrajI ekadama mUrchA khAIne bhUmi para paTakAI paDayA. zrIrAmacaMdrajI e rIte paTakAI paDatAM, zrI lakSmaNajI saMbhramathI doDI AvyA ane caMdanajaLathI zrI rAmacaMdrajIne sIMcavA lAgyA. ethI zrIrAmacaMdrajI kAMIka saceta banyAM, beThA thayAM ane evo vilApa karavA lAgyA ke 'te mahAsatI zrImatI sItA kayAM che ? khedanI vAta che ke luccA lokAnAM vacanothI meM e mahAsatIne sadAne mATe tajI dIdhI !' avasaranA jANa zrIlakSmaNajInuM sUcana zrIrAmacaMdrajIne A rIte vilApa karatA joIne ane sAMbhaLIne, zrIlakSmaNajIne lAgyuM ke, ghaNI ja suMdara taka hAthamAM AvI che. zrIlakSmaNajI to zrImatI sItAjIno A rIte tyAga karavAmAM vaDIla bhAI bhUla kare che ema pahelethI ja mAnatAM hatAM ane ethI ja temaNe zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga nahi karavAnI page paDIne paNa AjIjI karI hatI. te vakhate to zrIrAmacaMdrajIe e viSe eka paNa akSara nahi bolavAnI zrI lakSmaNane AjJA pharamAvI dIdhI hatI ane e manAIthI raDatAM raDatAM moDhuM DhAMkIne zrI lakSmaNajIne cAlyA vuM paDayuM hatuM; chatAM e avagaNanAne nahi gaNakAratAM, zrI lakSmaNajI AvelI takano lAbha levAno prayatna kare che. zrIrAmacaMdrajIne e kahe che ke 'svAmit!

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A vilApa karavAno samaya nathI. potAnA prabhAvathI rakSAelAM te mahAsatI hajupaNa te vanamAM cokkasa jIvatAM haze. mATe he prabho ! ApanA virahathI zrImatI sItAdevI mRtyu pAme, te pahelA Apa jAte jate vanamAM jAva ane temane zodhI lAvo !' sabhA : jAte jvAnuM kema kahyuM ? pUjyazrI : jAte jaIne zodhI lAve, eTale zrImatI sItAjInA puna: svIkAravAno prazna ja ubho thAya nahi. vaLI zrIlakSmaNajI ema paNa mAnatA hoya ke, khuda zrIrAmacaMdrajInA gayA vinA have zrImatI sItAjI pAchAM Ave nahi. prasaMgane samajo to lAge ke, jAte javAnuM kahevAmAM zrI lakSmaNajIe DahApaNa vAparyuM che. paNa avinaya karyo nathI. khalajmonI vANIthI zrImatI sItAjIne bhayaMkara jaMgalamAM tyajAvI devA jeTalI hade pahoMcanAra zrI rAmacaMdrajI, zrImatI sItAjI AvyA bAda koI judA niketanamAM rahevA AdinI vAta kare to ? ene badale jAte ja teDavA jAya ane laI Ave, eTale vacce koIne bhaMbheravAnI taka maLe nahi ane 'zrImatI sItAjIno Apa svIkAra karo' evI vinaMti karavAno vakhata paNa Ave nahi. zrI rAmacaMdrajInI svayaM zodha ane nirAzA zrI lakSmaNajIe zrIrAmacaMdrajIne jAte jaIne zrImatI sItAjIne zodhI lAvavAnI vAta karI ane tenI sAthe ja zrIrAmacaMdrajI taiyAra thaI gayA. kRtAntavadana senApati ane khecaronI sAthe zrIrAmacaMdrajI AkAzamArge vAhana dvArA ravAnA thayA ane ati dArUNa evA te jaMgalamAM pahoMcI gayA. ApaNe to jANIe chIe ke, sadbhAgyanA yoge zrImatI sItAjI vajaMgha rAjAnI puMDarIkapurImAM sakuzaLa pahoMcI gayA che, paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajI Adine e vAtanI khabara nathI. AthI zrIrAmacaMdrajI, kRtAntavadana ane khecaro paNa te AkhAya ..sAcA sevakano Adarza saMtAjIno saMdeza.....4 77

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rAma nirvANa bhA. 7.. jaMgalamAM zodha calAvavA maMDayA. eka paNa sthaLa evuM na hatuM. ke jyAM temaNe zrImatI sItAjInI zodha na karI hoya; eka paNa jaLAzaya evuM nahotuM, ke jyAM teoe zrImatI sItAjInI tapAsa na karI hoya; eka paNa zaila evo nahi hato, ke jyAM teo zrImatI sItAjInI zodha mATe na gayA hoya; ane eka paNa vRkSa evuM nahotuM ke, jyAM teo zrImatI sItAjInI bhALa meLavavA mATe na gayA hoya. zrImatI sItAjIne zodhI kADhavAnA hetuthI, sihaninAdaka nAmanA te jaMgalamAM teo sthAne sthAne, jaLa jaLe, zele zaile ane vRkSe vRkSe ghUmI vaLyA, paNa kayAMyathI zrIrAmacaMdrajIne ke anya koIne zrImatI sItAdevIno patto lAgyo nahi. AthI zrIrAmacaMdrajI khUba ja hatAza thaI gayA. temanuM hadayadu:kha ghaNuM ja vadhI gayuM AvA prasaMge hRdayadu:kha khUba khUba vadhI jAya, emAM navAI pAmavA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. zrImatI sItAjI pratye zrIrAmacaMdrajInA haiyAmAM atizaya anurAga che, tevA prakAranA saMyogomAM tevI ja koI bhavitavyatAnA kAraNe, zrI rAmacaMdrajIthI anyAya thaI gayo ane have e bhUla barAbara samajAI che, vaLI bhUla samajAI ane jAte zodhavA AvyA tyAre ghaNI ghaNI mahenata karavA chatAM zrImatI sItAjIno patto lAgyo nahi. Ama anurAga ane pazcAtApa banneno agni haiyAmAM saLagI raho hoya, virahadu:kha ane anyAyadu:kha banne sAthe saMtApI rahyAM hoya tyAre haiyAmAM kAramI vedanA pragaTe te svAbhAvika ja che. pahelAM to zrI rAmacaMdrajIe khUba khUba vicAra karyo ane chevaTe mAnyuM ke, 'jarUra, koI vAgha, siMha ke anya hiMsaka pazue zrImatI sItAne mArI nAkhI tenuM bhakSaNa karyuM haze! Ama zrImatI sItAjI nahi maLavAthI, zrImatI sItAjInI AzAne tajI daI zrIrAmacaMdrajI ayodhyAmAM pAchA phyu.

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lokanI gati pavana jevI che. ahIM parama upakArI kalikAlasarvajJa AcArya bhagavAn zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvara mahArAjA pharamAve che ke "vIraH tALagrAuM, nImAno mUhurmuhuM ?" Ama zrImatI sItAjInI prApti nahi thavAthI atyAre zrImatI sItAjInA guNone AgaLa karIne nagaraloko zrIrAmacaMdrajInI vAMravAra niMdA karI rahyA che. A e ja ayodhyA che ane e ja nagaraloko che, paNa have zrImatI sItAjInI prazaMsA thaI rahI che ane zrIrAmacaMdrajInI niMdA thaI rahI che. have loko zrImatI sItAjIne guNIyala kahI zrIrAmacaMdrajIne nindA kare che. je ayodhyAmAM thoDA ja divaso agAu Dagale ne pagale zrImatI sItAjInI nindA thatI hatI, je ayodhyAmAM lagabhaga badhAM ja gharomAM e vAto thatI hatI ke, zrImatI sItA zrIrAvaNa jevA lolapane tyAM lAMbo kALa vase ane te chatAM niSkalaMka rahI zake e zakya ja nathI, te ja ayodhyAmAM enA e loko Aje zrImatI sItAjInAM vakhANa kare che ane zrI rAmacaMdrajInI nindA kare che. prAya: lokanI sthiti AvI ja hoya che. lokavAdane zaraNe rahenArAonI dhobInA kutarA jevI dazA thAya che. dhobIno kUtaro nahi gharano ke nahi ghATano, tema lokavAdane zaraNe rahenAra na potAnuM sudhArI zake ke na pArakuM sudhArI zake. evAone beya bAju gumAvavAnuM hoya. lokanI gati pavana jevI che. pavana jema eka ja dizAe vaheto nathI, tema loka paNa eka ja dizAno AgrahI hoto nathI. AmanuM nimitta maLe to Ama DhaLe ane temanuM nimitta maLe to tema DhaLe. lokaherIne tyajIne buddhine vivekamaya rAkhavI ! lokavAda moTebhAge hitAhita ane taththAtathya AdinA vivekathI para hoya che. AthI ja kahevAya che ke, kevaLa lokavAda uparathI ....sAcA sevako Adarza satijIno saMde....4 7

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80 *6 0000]pl? ?' koIpaNa vastuno nirNaya karavo e mUrkhAI che. lokamAM paNa kahevAya che ke, `duniyA jhukatI hai, jhukAnevAlA cAhiye.' A ja kAraNe A duniyAmAM bhayaMkara durAcArIo paNa ADaMbarathI pUjAya che. kuzaLa daMbhIo jo koI tevA prakAranA puNyavALA hoya, to lagabhaga AkhI duniyAne paNa bevakUpha banAvI zake che. haMmezane mATe duniyAmAM zANA AtmAonI saMkhyA alpa ja hoya che. zANAo kuzaLa paNa daMbhIonA daMbhane kaLI jAya, paNa potAnuM puNya hoya ane lokanuM durbhAgya hoya, to loka daMbhIone mAne ane zANAone avagaNe tevA avasare ajJAna loka zANAone ja bevakUpha mAne. AthI lokanA nAde nAcavuM, e hitAvaha nathI. lokaherIne tyajI, buddhine vivekamaya banAvI, yathArtha kalyANakArI mArgane anusaravAno prayatna karavo joIe. daMbhIonA daMbhamAM phasyA, to kalyANa rahI jaze ane thaI jaze. akalyANa kAraNake Ano vAvaMToLa vicitra che. AnA vAvaMToLathI vivekazIla AtmAo ja bacI zake tema che, kAraNake, Aje khUba ja sIphatathI anAcArano pracAra thaI rahyo che. Aje paropakAranI vAto karIne paNa anAcAranA mArge doravAnA prayAso thaI rahyAA che. ahiMsA ane satyanA nAme paNa hiMsA ane mRSAvAda vadhe evI pravRttio thaI rahI che. eka tarapha dveSa karavo nahi, krodha karavo nahi e vagere kahevAya che ane bIjI tarapha dunyavI sattA Adino lobha vadhe e jAtinA prayatno thAya che, e lobha, krodhane vadhAre ke ghaTADe ? ahiMsA kayAre paLAya ? pahelAM to hiMsAnI jaDa tarapha tiraskAra Avavo joIe. artha ane kAmanI lAlasA paudgalika sukhonI abhilASA, e hiMsAnI jaDa che. jyAM sudhI paudgalika sukhonI abhilASAthI haiyu otaprota che. tyAM sudhI sAcI ahiMsA Ave, e zakya ja nathI. Aje to

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podgalika sukhanA hetuthI ahiMsAnI vAto karAya che ane evI vAto karanAra jANe ahiMsAnA mArgane huM ja samajyo chuM.' evo bhAva vyakta kare che. Ama chatAM, bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevonA zAsanane anusaravAnI vAto karanArAo paikInA AtmAo paNa, Aje e kahevAtI ahiMsAnI pUMThe pAgala banyA che. AvA saMyogomAM to mithyA lokavAdathI khUba ja sAvadha banyA rahevuM joIe. rAgatA yoge zrIrAmacaMdrajInI durdazA ahIM to zrImatI sItAjI nahi maLavAthI AzA zUnya banelA zrI rAmacaMdrajI, loko dvArA zrImatI sItAjInA guNone AgaLa karIne vAraMvAra niAtA thakA, ayodhyAnagarImAM AvyA. ayodhyAmAM AvIne temaNe zrImatI sItAjInA mRtakArya karyuM. temanI AMkho AMsuothI ubharAI rahI hatI ane saghaLuM ja temane kAM to zrImatI sItAmaya lAgatuM hatuM ane kAM to zUnyavat lAgatuM hatuM. zrIrAmacaMdrajInA haiyAmAM eka mAtra zrImatI sItAjInI dhUna hatI. temanI AMkho jyAM ne tyAM zrImatI sItAjInA paDachAyA joyA karatI hatI. temanI jIbha sItA, sItA' sivAya kazuM ja bolatI nahotI. emane ema thatuM hatuM ke, sItA kyAMka che, paNa te kyAM che tenI temane khabara nahotI. zrImatI sItAjInA viyogathI utpanna thayelo A sattApa keTalo kAramo che ? vivekI evA paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajI, rAganA yoge ja, ghelachA anubhavI rahyA che. AvA vakhate AyuSyano baMdha paDI jAya to? rAjarSi prasannacaMdra kevaLa mAnasika vicAraNAnA pratApe sAtamI naraka javAne yogya sthitine pAmyA hatA. aprazasta rAga-dveSa khUba ja bhayaMkara che. aprazasta rAga-dveSanI jeTalI AdhInatA, teTalI pAyamAlI, juo ke, traNa khaMDanuM sAmrAjya jenI pAse che, evA zrIrAmacaMdrajI paNa aprazasta rAganA pratApe kAramI viTaMbaNA bhogavI rahA che. .sAcA sevako Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza....4 (81

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82 * 2000)P? ? lokapriyatAne dhyeya ta batAvavuM joIe ! A durdazA eka mAtra loNAe utpanna karI che. yazanI bhayaMkara kAmanAe ja A paristhiti ubhI karI dIdhI che. eka krama aNavicAryuM thaI gayuM, to A dazA thaI. lokeSaNAnI A bhayaMkaratAne samajo. lokanI niMdAthI bacI jvA mATe zrIrAmacaMdrajIe mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karyo, paNa pariNAmamAM zrIrAmacaMdrajI lokaniMdAne pAtra paNa banyA ane zrImatI sItAjInA virahathI saMtApa paNa pAmyA e ja rIte jeo lokaherImAM paDI jAya che. teo dharmathI parArmukha banI sIdAya che ane sajjana lokanA phITakArane pAme che. dharmanA arthI AtmAoe lokapriyatAne dhyeya nahi banAvatAM dharmanI ArAdhanAne ja dhyeya banAvavuM joIe. lokapriyatA maLe ke na maLe, paNa dharmanI ArAdhanAthI na cUkAya eno khyAla rAkhavo joIe. dharmane cheha denArAo sAcI lokapriyatAne pAmI zaktA ja nathI. e paNa samajyuM joIe ke, sadAcAranA yoge ziSTajanonI prItine saMpAdana karanAra ja sAco lokapriya che. zrImatI sItAjInA be putro temanA janma ane nAmakaraNanA mahotsavo ApaNe jANIe chIe ke, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI je samaye kalaMkanA atithi banyAM ane zrIrAmacaMdrajI dvArA tyajAyAM, te samaye te sagarbhA hatA. puMDarIkapuramAM vajajaMgha rAjAe ApelA niketanamAM nivAsa karatAM mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe, koI eka divasa putrayugalane janma Apyo. ekI sAthe janmelAM te be putro paikI, ekanuM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM anaMgalavaNa ane bIjAnuM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM madanAMkuza. zrImatI sItAjIne be putraratnonI prApti thaI, ethI vajaMgha rAjAne atyanta harSa thayo. potAne putranI prApti thatAM je AnaMda thAya, ethI paNa

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adhika AnaMda vajajaMghane zrImatI sItAjIne be putronI prApti thaI tethI thayo. AthI vajajaMgha rAjAe zrImatI sItAjInA putronA janmano mahotsava ujavyo ane e bannenA nAma karaNanoya mahotsava ujavyo che. A to vajabaMgha rAjA udAra dilano che. bIjuM zrImatI sItAjIne teNe dharmanI bena tarIke svIkArela che ane trIjuM e ema paNa jANe che ke, traNa khaMDamAM jenI AjJA pravartI rahI che, tenA A putro che. A kAraNe, anaMgalavaNa ane madanAMkuzano janma vajajaMghane adhika AnaMda pamADe eya sahaja che ane e bannenA janmano tathA nAmakaraNano ema banne ya utsavone te dhAmadhUmathI ujave eya sahaja che. vaLI zrImatI sItAjInA manane jarAya ochuM na Ave enI paNa vajajaMghane kALajI hoya ane ethI ya te dhAmadhUmathI mahotsava ujave, to e paNa banavAjoga che. vajallaMgha rAjA AvA mahotsavone uve, eTale zrImatI sItAjInA manane ema na thAya ke, A vakhate huM ayodhyAmAM hota to rAma-lakSmaNa A putronA janmathI keTalA badhA AnaMda pAmata? teo AmanA janma ane nAmakaraNanA mahotsavo kevAya urvata ?' sabhA : zrImatI sItAjI samyagadRSTi che, chatAM paNa evA vicAro AvavAnI saMbhAvanA kharI ? pUjayazrI : zrImatI sItAjI samyagdaSTi che, paNa moha to beTho che ne ? zrImatI sItAjI rAgarahita ochA banI gayAM che ? sarvathA rAgarahita dazA to pAmaze tyAre kharAM, paNa atyAre to zrImatI sItAjImAM rAga che ne ? rAga hovA chatAM viveka vidyamAna hoya to mithyASTi AtmAonA jevo harSa-zoka na thAya, paNa sAMsArika lAbha-hAnithI harSa-zoka na ja thAya ema to na ja manAya, agara, kahevAya. samyagdaSTi AtmAo evA harSa-zokane upAdeya na mAne, heya ..sAcA sevakano Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza....4 2220 21 RARARA 83

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84 * 2000aP0deg ?' mAne, paNa aMdara moha beTho che te enuM kAma to kare ja ne ? samyagdaSTi AtmAo paNa, mohanA udayathI, heya koTinI pravRttione ya AcaranArA bane, emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. AthI ja upakArIo pharamAve che ke, samyagdarzana guNane pAmelA puNyAtmAoe paNa sarvathA rAgarahita avasthA prApta karavA mATeno khUba khUba prayatna karavo joIe. kalAgrahaNane yogya vaya ahIM to anaMgalavaNa ane madanAMkuzanuM lAlana-pAlana karavAne mATe saMkhyAbaMdha dhAtrIjno che. dhAvamAtAothI lAlana-pAlana karAtA ane bALocita lIlAo AcaravAmAM capaLa evA te banne vadhavA lAgyA. teone joIne lokone ema lAgatuM ke, bhUmi upara cAlatA A be azvinIkumAro che. mahAbhujAne dharanArA teo banne dhIre dhIre kalAgrahaNane yogya banyA. hAthInAM baccAM jema zikSAne yogya bane, tema A banne paNa zikSAne yogya banyA. A rIte dina-pratidina vRddhi pAmatA te banne vajrabaMgha rAjAnAM netronAM utsava sama banyAM. utsavanA darzanathI jema netro AnaMda pAme, tema A bannene joIne vajabaMgha rAjAnAM netro AnaMda pAmavA lAgyAM. 'siddhArtha' siddhaputranuM Agamana e vakhate siddhArtha nAmanA eka siddhaputra pharatA pharatA zrImatI sItAdevInI pAse AvI pahoMcyA. e siddhaputra aNuvratadhArI hatA. vidyA bala-samRddhithI saMpanna hatA, kalAonA jANa hatA tathA AgamazAstromAM vicakSaNa hatA ane potAnI pAse AkAzagAminI vidyAnI labdhi hovAthI zrI merUgirivara uparanA caityonI trikALayAtrA paNa te karatA hatA. e zrAvaka A rIte niraMtara yAtrA karatA hatA ane pharatA pharatA game te zrAvakane tyAM I bhikSAthI bhojana karI letAM hatA. e ja rIte Aje te zrImatI sItAjIne ghera bhikSA mATe Avela che. AgaLanA puNyavAno potAne maLelI labdhi Adino upayoga, A rIte yAtrA Adi karavAmAM karatA hatA.

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suMdara sAmagrIno upayoga kevo sarasa karavo joIe ? ane hAla kevo thAya che ? Aje AkAzagAminI labdhi maLI jAya to ? vilAyatamAM nATaka ne nAca jovA javAnuM ja mana thAya ne ? phalANo deza joI AvuM, phalANA zaheranuM kArakhAnuM joI AvuM, perIsamAM jaI moja uDAvuM evuM evuM mana thAya ne? AvAone labdhi maLe? bhale badhA evA na hoya, paNa AjanI dazA uparathI vicAra karo ! Aje moTaravALAo moTarano upayoga kyAM kyAM javAmAM kare che ? zrI jinamandira ane upAzraye moTaramAM besIne Ave, te ahIM vadhu rokAI zakAya e mATe ke ahIMthI nIkaLIne vahelA bajAre pahoMcI zakAya e mATe ? moTaravALAo dhAre to roja keTale ThekANe deva darzana gurU vaMdana Adi karI zake ? Aje moTaravALAomAM paNa evA keTalA ke je roja muMbaInAM saghaLAM zrI nimadironI yAtrA karatA hoya ? moTara to rU bajAramAMthI zerabajAramAM te zerabajAramAMthI cAMdIbajAramAM doDadhAma karavA mATe ja che ne ? Aje evAya mANaso che, ke jeo keTalIkavAra eroplenono upayoga paNa kare che. evAomAMthI keTalA eroplenamAM besI yAtrA karavAne gayA ? ema thayuM ke, "sAmagrI maujuda che ane be divasanI rajA che, to lAvo yAtrA karI AvIe !' A to jeTalAM sAdhano maLyAM, teno vadhumAM vadhu upayoga sAMsArika sAdhanAmAM kare ! AvAone labdhi maLI jAya, to thAya zuM? jeo AjanI thoDIka lakSmIneya pacAvI zakatA nathI, teo labdhine zI rIte pacAve ? AjanI zudra lakSmImAM paNa jeo mohAMdha ane madAMdha banI jAya che, viSayavilAsanA kIDA ane kAmanAnA nazAmAM cakacUra banI jAya che, teone jo labdhi maLI jAya, to e bicArAonI kAramI durdazA ja thaI jAya ne ? suMdara, bhavitavyatAvALA puNyavAn AtmAo to potAne maLelI puNyanI sAmagrIno sadupayoga karavA tatpara bane. pote saMsArI hoya, rAgI hoya, eTale eno upayoga sAMsArika kAryomAM .....sAcA sevako Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza....4 85

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85 rAma nirvANa bhAga che.. na ja kare ema to nahi, paNa AtmakalyANanAM kAmomAM upayoga karavAnI emanI vizeSa tatparatA hoya. jeTalI sAmagrI zrI jinapUjA, gurUsevA, sAdharmikzakti AdimAM vaparAya, tene ja teo saphaLa mATe ane ethI zrI jina pUjAdimAM vyaya kare te ullAsabhera kare. vicAra karo ke, lakSmI ane baLano upayoga kyAM thavo joIe ane Aje kyAM thaI rahyo che ? baLavAna roja akhADA ja khele ane lakSmIvAt roja bhogavilAsa ja bhogave, ema? pachI dharma kyAre ane koNa kare ? baLa tathA lakSmIno e sadupayoga nathI paraMtu durUpayoga ja che. pUrvenA puNyavAnonI sAmagrInA hisAbe AjnI sAmagrI jema atizaya tuccha che, tema pUrvanA puNyavAnonA virAganA hisAbe Ajno viveka ane virAga paNa atizaya alpa che. jo sAco viveka ane virAga pragaTe, to lakSmInI ATalI gulAmI TakI zake nahi. lakSmInI ghelachA vivekanA abhAvane sUcavanArI che ane vivekahIna AtmAo maLelI uttama paNa sAmagrIno durUpayoga kare, to emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. evAo potAnA parabhavane sudhAre ke bagADe ? sabhA : bagADe. pUjyazrI : tamAre parabhavane sudhAravo che ke bagADavo che ? tame tamAro parabhava sudhare emAM rAjI ke te bagaDe emAM rAjI ? sabhA : parabhava sudhare emAM ja sau rAjI hoya. pUjyazrI : chatAM tamArI e rAjInI kiMmata tame keTalI AMko cho, e moTo savAla che. parabhava kyAre yAda Ave che ? tamAro parabhava sudhare emAM tame rAjI cho, to parabhavane sudhAravAne mATe divasamAM keTalA kalAka mahenata karo cho ? tamArI karaNIomAM tame parabhavane mAno cho ane parabhavane sudhAravAne iccho cho, evuM dekhAya che ? ane dekhAya che, to te keTalA pramANamAM dekhAya

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che ? koIpaNa kRtya karatAM tamane parabhava yAda Ave che ? anIti AcaratAM, juThThuM bolatAM, mAyA ramatAM, lakSmI mATe ghaDadhAma karatAM, mojathI khAtAM-pItAM ane sparzoditya viSayasukho bhogavatAM, tamane parabhava yAda Ave che kharo ? ema thAya che ke 'A badhuM huM karUM chuM enuM mane parabhavamAM kevuM phaLa maLaze ?' pApa karavAnA vicArathI kaMpo cho kharA ? pApa AcaryA pachIthI pazcAttApa thAya che kharo ? covIsa kalAkamAM eka kalAka paNa evo rAkhyo che, ke je kalAkamAM bAkInA trevIsa kalAkonI karaNIonA zubhAzubha phaLano tame vicAra karatA ho? artha ane kAmanI sAdhanAmAM lAgelA tamane eTaluM yAda paNa Ave che kharUM ke eka di' maravAnuM che ? 'maravAnuM e nakkI che. kyAre maraNa Avaze te huM jANato nathI, atyAre sAjo-tAjo chuM ane ghaDImAM marI jAuM emeya bane, ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM koI marI gayA ane mAya maraNa ema acAnaka thaI jAya, to mArUM zuM thaze ?' evo vicAra tamane thAya che kharo ? 'e vakhate bhayaMkara pApo AcarIne meLaveluM tathA sAcaveluM dhana sAthe nahi Ave, kevaLa pApa-puNya ja sAthe Avaze, mATe pApathI baccuM, jema bane tema puNyakarmo vizeSa AcarUM ane janma-maraNAdithI mukta banavA mathuM' evuM AkhI jIMdagImAM ekAdavAra paNa vicAryuM che kharUM ? sabhA : amArI pAse javAba nathI. pUjyazrI : javAba nathI ema nahi, paNa sAco javAba devo bhAre paDe che ema kaho. tamArA pApanI tamane zarama AvatI hoya to sArUM. tame tamArA pApathI zaramAtA ho ane ethI javAba nathI ema kahetA ho, toya AnaMda pAmavA jevuM che. tame parabhavane mAno cho, tamAro parabhava sudhare emAM tame rAjI cho, to tamAre tamAruM jIvana paNa evuM banAvavuM joIe, ke jethI parabhava bagaDe nahi paNa sudhare. kevaLa vAto karye parabhava nahi sudhare. parabhavane sudhAravo haze to yogya parizrama paNa karavo paDaze. pApIbhIrUtA ane indriyanigraha Adi guNo paNa keLavavA paDaze. pApanI rasikatA ane indriyonI ****** ...sAcA sevakano Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza.....4 87

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88 nirvANa bhaga 7.. svacchaKtA to A bhava ane parabhava-ubhayane pAyamAla karanArI che. AtmAne vibhAvadazAmAMthI kADhI svabhAvadazAmAM sthira karavAno vAstavika prayatna e ja A bhavane ane parabhavane sudhAravAno uttamamAM uttama upAya che. vibhAvadazAmAMthI nIkaLI svabhAvadazAmAM sthira thavAne mATe, tIrthayAtrA e paNa eka uttama AlaMbana che. siddhArtha nAmanA siddhaputra eTalA ja mATe niraMtara zrI meragirivara uparanAM cetyonI trikALa yAtrA karatA hatA. siddhaputranuM AzvAsana ane adhyApana bhikSArthe AvelA te siddhaputrane zraddhApUrvaka bhojana pAna karAvIne, zrImatI sItAjIe temanA sukhavihAranI pRcchA karI. dharmI AtmAo dharmazIla AtmAone joIneya AnaMda pAme, dharmI AtmAone dharmazIla AtmAonI kuzaLatA jANavAnI paNa IcchA thAya. zrImatI sItAjI dharmI che ane A dharmabaMdhu che, eTale zrImatI sItAjI temane sukhapravRtti pUche che ane siddhaputra kahe che. potAnI kuzaLatA kahA bAda te siddhaputra zrImatI sItAjIne temanA kuzaLa vartamAna pUche che. siddhaputre pUchavAthI potAnA bhAI jevA temane, mULathI mAMDIne putrajanma paryantano saghaLo ja vRttAnta, zrImatI sItAjI kahI saMbhaLAve che. potAno vRttAnta kahetAM zrImatI sItAjI potAnuM hRdayadu:kha vyakta karyA vinA rahI zaktA nathI. zrImatI sItAjInA haiyAno sattApa pragaTa thaI jAya che. siddhaputra karUNAnA nidhi samAna che. dharmabhaginI zrImatI sItAne te AzvAsana ApavA mathe che. vaLI te aSTAMga nimittanA jJAtA che. lavaNa ane aMkuzamAM prazasta lakSaNo temaNe joyAM che. AthI ke kahe che, jenA lavaNa ane aMkuza jevA be putro che, tevI tuM vyartha zoka zA mATe kare che? prazasta lakSaNovALA A lavaNa ane aMkuza to sAkSAt zrI rAma-lakSmaNa jevA che. A tArA be putro, thoDA ja vakhatamAM, tArA manorathane pUrNa karaze." rika jaja

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siddhaputra siddhArthe, AvA AvA zabdo kahevA dvArA ApelA AzvAsanathI zrImatI sItAjI zAnta thayAM. zrImatI sItAjIne lAgyuM ke, lavaNa ane aMkuzane mATe Avo ja adhyApaka joIe. AthI zrImatI sItAjIe te siddhaputrane AgrahapUrvaka abhyarthanA karI ke, A be putrone bhaNAvavAne mATe tame ahIM ja raho.' siddhaputre paNa, tathA prakArano lAbha joIne zrImatI sItAjInI te abhyarthanAne svIkArI. lavaNa ane aMkuza e banne bhavyAtmAo che ema jANIne te siddhaputre, e bannene evI rIte sarva kaLAo grahaNa karAvI, ke jethI devatAone paNa teo durbhaya thaI paDayAM. e siddhaputra potAnI adhyApaka tarIkenI javAbadArI samajatA hatA, mATe pahelAM lavaNa ane aMkuza yogya che ke ayogya? eno nirNaya karyo. vidyA paNa pAtramAM ja phaLe che. kupAtre paDelI vidyA to anekavidha anarthone janmAvanArI bane che. ayogya AtmAo kaLAkuzaLa banIne paNa kare zuM ? duniyAnuM satyAnAza ja vALane ? ayogyanI AvaData duniyAne mATe zrApanI ja garaja sAre che. lavaNa ane aMkuzanA lagnano prasaMga - have lavaNa ane aMkuza sarva kaLAomAM nipuNa paNa banyA ane yovana vayane paNa pAmyA. yauvanane pAmelA te banne, nUtana kAmadeva ane vasanta jANe sahacArI banyA hoya tevA dekhAvA lAgyA. A vakhate vajajaMghe potAnI lakSmIvatI nAmanI rANInI kukSithI utpanna thayelI zazI cUlA nAmanI putrIne temaja bIjI paNa batrIsa kanyAone lavaNanI sAthe paraNAvI. have prazna rahA aMkuzano aMkuzane mATe zrI vajabaMghe pRthvIpuranA svAmI pRthurAjAnI putrInI mAgaNI karI. pRthurAjAne amRtavatI nAmanI rANI hatI ane tenI kukSithI utpanna thayelI kanakamAlA nAmanI putrI hatI. varSAgha rAjAe aMkuzane mATe e knakamAlAnI mAgaNI karI. savya sevakano Adarza satAjIno saMdeza....4 / 8

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90 .rAma nirvANa bhaga 7. e avasare pRthurAjA vicAra kare che ke, AvI mAgaNI kema svIkArAya? kAraNake, aMkuza e kAMI zrI vajabaMgha rAjAno putra paNa nathI tema sago paNa nathI. vaLI e koNa che ane kayA vaMzano che, enI ApaNane mAhitI nathI. AthI pRthu parAkramane dharanAro pRthurAjA vajajaMgha rAjAne kahevaDAve che ke, jeno vaMza jANavAmAM nathI, ene potAnI putrI kema apAya ?' pRthurAjAno A javAba sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja vajajaMgha rAjA krodhathI dhamadhamI uThe che, ene ema thAya che ke, huM jene mATe mAgaNI karuM . tenA vaMzane mATe zaMkA uThAvanAra e koNa?" sabhA sAmAnA saMtoSane mATe vaMzano khulAso kare to khoTuM zuM ! pUjyazrI : e ja vAMdho che ne ? mahAparAkramIo potAnA moDhe potAnA vaMza, kuLa, jAti Adine pragaTa karanArA hotA nathI; temaja teo potAnA vaMza Adine mATe koI sahaja paNa zaMkA kare to tene sahI lenAra hotA nathI, vaLI aMkuzanA bhAI lavaNane khUda vajajaMghe potAnI putrI paraNAvI che, eTale paNa pRthurAjAno javAba vajajaMghane apamAnakAraka lAge te svAbhAvika che. vajavaMghe to krodhe bharAIne tarata ja pRthurAjAnI sAme caDAI karI, ane saMgrAma Adaryo. vajajaMgha rAjA ane pRthurAjA vacce yuddha cAlatAM vajajaMgha rAjAe pRthurAjAnA pakSakAra vyAgharatha rAjAne bAMdhI lIdho AthI pRthurAjAe potAnA mitra potanapatine sahAya mATe bolAvyo; kAraNake, vipattinA samaye maMtranI jema mitrone saMbhAravA joIe, ema nIti kahe che. vajajaMgha rAjAe paNa potAnA sevakone mokalIne potAnA putrone yuddhamAM bolAvI lIdhA. e samaye lavaNane ane aMkuzane ghaNA vAryA, paNa teo ya yuddhabhUmimAM AvI pahoMcyA. I/ (

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eTale have khuba jozathI yuddha cAlavA lAgyuM. banne ya pakSa baLavAna che ane jyAM laDanAra beya pakSo ati baLavAna hoya, tyAM yuddha paNa vadhAre bhayaMkara ja bane. yuddha cAlate cAlate, ekvAra, ati baLavAna evA zatruoe vajaMgha rAjAnA sainyamAM bhaMgANa pADayuM. lavaNa ane aMkuza atyAra sudhI yuddhamAM nahotA utaryA, paNa have temanAthI rahevAyuM nahi. vajajaMghane zrImatI sItAjI bhAI kahetAM ane zrImatI sItAjIne vajaMgha bena kahetA. banneno vyavahAra paNa sagAM bhAI-bena jevo ja hato. lavaNa ane aMkuza paNa emaja mAnatA hatA ke, 'A amArA sagA mAmA che.' potAnA mAmA vajajaMghanA sainyamAM bhaMgANa paDeluM joIne, lavaNa ane aMkuza krodhe bharAyA. krodhe bharAyelA teo, niraMkuza hAthInI jema rastAmAM je koI ADe Ave tene haNatA, pRthurAjAnA sainyanI sAme dhasI gayA. lavaNa ane aMkuzano A vega pRthurAjAnuM sainya leza mAtra paNa sahana karI zakyuM nahi. varSARtunA vegabaMdha vahetA pUrane jema vRkSo sahana karI zaktAM nathI, bhayaMkara pUramAM jema moTAM paNa vRkSo taNAI jAya che, tema A be parAkramIonA vegabaMdha dhasArAthI ane zastronA mArAthI pRthurAjAnuM sainya vihvaLa banI gayuM. khuda pRthurAjAne paNa ema thaI gayuM ke, 'have ahIM thobhavAmAM salAmatI nathI' AthI te potAnA sainya sAthe yuddha bhUmimAMthI bhAgavA lAgyo. e vakhate zrI rAmacandrajInA putro-lavaNa ane aMkuze hAsya karatAM pRthurAjAne uddezIne kahyuM ke, ''aparijJAtaMvaMzAThyA-mavyAvAthyAbhihAhave vijJAtavaMzanA yUrya, vaLAyadhye yaM tvaho ? ???' 'aparijJAta vaMzavALA paNa amArAthI DarI jaIne, vijJAta vaMzavALA evA paNa tame raNabhUmimAMthI kema palAyana thaI jAo cho? lavaNa - aMkuzanA AvA kthanane sAMbhaLIne pRthurAjA thaMbhI jAya che. eTale pRthurAjA pAcho vaLIne javAbamAM te bannene kahe che ke, &&&&& ...sAcA sevaka Adarza sItAjIno saMdeza.....4 91

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(2) parama viNa "vyajJAyi vaMza puSmA vaMs, vimenamunA mayA ?" tamArA A parAkramathI meM tamAro vaMza jANI lIdho. arthAt tamAruM parAkrama sUcave che ke tame koI uttama vaMzanA ja cho ! A uparAMta, te pRthurAjA ema paNa kahe che ke, 'aMkuzane mATe rAjA vajavaMdhe mArI kanyAnI je mAgaNI karI hatI, te kharekhara mArA hitane mATe ja hatI; kAraNake, Avo vara mArI kanyA mATe kyAMthI maLe ? AvI rIte mAnapUrvaka bolIne pRthurAjAe, te ja vakhate potAnI pUrve yAcavAmAM AvelI kanyA kanakamAlA aMkuzane ApI. A pachIthI, potAnI putrInA vara tarIke aMkuzanI spRhA karatA evA te pRthurAjAe, sarva rAjAonI samakSa vajabaMgha rAjAnI sAthe saMdhI karI. saMdhI thayA pachIthI paNa, vajajaMgha rAjAe tyAM paDAva nAkhIne keTalAka divasonI sthiratA karI. vajabaMgha rAjA tyAM rokAyA, eTale pRthurAjA vagere paNa tyAM ja rokAyAM. zrI nAradajI ane lava-kuza eTalAmAM koI eka divasa nArada muni tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. vajajaMgha rAjAe temano sArI rIte satkAra karyo. te pachI je samaye pRthu Adi sarva rAjAo beThA hatA, te samaye vajajaMgha rAjAe zrI nAradajIne kahayuM ke, "he mune ! A pRthurAjA potAnI kanyA aMkuzane ApavAnA che, to lavaNa ane aMkuzano je koI vaMza hoya, te tame amArA saMbadhI evA patharAjAne kaho, ke jethI potAnA jamAInA vaMzane jANavAthI emane saMtoSa thAya.' nAradajI smita karIne kahe che ke, A be vIronA vaMzane koNa jANatuM nathI ? bhagavAna zrI RSabhadevasvAmIjI je vaMzanA Adi kaMda samAna che ane je vaMzamAM zrI bharata cakravartI Adi suvikhyAta puruSo thaI gayA che, te vaMzamAM utpanna thayelA A beyanA vaMza mATe pUchavApaNuM ja zuM hoya ? A benA pitA ane vaDIla zrI rAma-lakSmaNa to pratyakSa che. temane koNa nathI jANatuM?' A rIte

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....satha sevaka lavaNa ane aMkuzanA vaMzanI mahattA darzAvyA pachIthI, A be jaNA ahIM kyAMthI ? evA paNa prastane avakAza na rahe, e mATe nAradajI kahe che ke A be jaNA je vakhate garbhamAM hatA, te vakhate ayodhyAnA lokoe janmAvelA apavAdathI DarI jaIne zrI rAmacaMdrajIe zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karyo hato.' zrI rAmacaMdrajIe karelAM zrImatI sItAjInA tyAganI hakIkata sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja, aMkuza hAsya karIne kahe che ke, munivara ! zrIrAmacaMdrajIe gharUNa vanamAM zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karAvyo, e sArUM to nathI ja kyuM. apavAdane dUra karavAnA to ghaNA upAyo che, chatAM vidvAna evA paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajIe ema kema karyuM? aMkuza Ama pUche che, paNa lavaNane ema lAge che ke, emAM have pUchavuM zuM?' lavaNa to judo ja vicAra kare che. e potAnA parAkramathI potAnA pitAne temanI bhUla samajAvavAnA vicAramAM che. AthI tarata ja te nAradajIne pUche che ke, potAnA laghu baMdhu zrIlakSmaNajInI sAthe mArA tAta zrI rAmacaMdrajI je nagarImAM vase che, te nagarI ahIMthI keTalIka dUra che ?' nAradajI kahe che ke, "vizvabharamAM nirmaLa evA tamArA pitA zrIrAmacaMdrajI je nagarImAM vase che, te ayodhyAnagarI puMDarIkapurIthI eka so ne sAITha yojana dUra che. Ama nAradajI pAsethI ayodhyAnagarI keTalI dUra che e jANI laIne, lavaNa namratApUrvaka vajabaMgha rAjAne uddezIne kahe che ke, tyAM jaIne ame zrI rAma-lakSmaNane jovAne icchIe chIe' vajajaMgha rAjA samaje che ke, A be jaNA kevI rIte zrIrAmalakSmaNane jovA javAne icche che ane ema javAmAM keTaluM jokhama raheluM che paNa atyAre nA pADavI eno kAMI vizeSa artha nathI ema vicArIne vajajaMgha rAjA nA nahi pADatAM, lavaNa-aMkuzanI te vAtano svIkAra karI le che. Adarza satAjInA saMdeza...4 83

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[94 sabhA : A badhI vAta atyAra sudhI lavaNa ane aMkuza nahi jANatA hoya ? 3R3R3R3RDARA rAma viNa bhaga 7....... pUjayazrI : zrImatI sItAjInI gaMbhIratAno e pratApa che. puNyAtmAone AvI gaMbhIratA paNa varelI hoya che. zrI vajajaMgha rAjA tyAMthI paDAva upADIne puMDarIkapurI tarapha javAno vicAra kare che ane e mATe pRthurAjAnI putrI kanakamAlAnI sAthe aMkuzane mahotsava pUrvaka paraNAve che. lavaNa ane aMkuze parAkramo karIne prApta karelA vijayo ! A pachI lavaNa ane aMkuza tyAMthI nIkaLe che. sAthe vajajaMgha tathA pRthurAjA paNa che. raste ghaNA dezone jItatA lavaNa-aMkuza lokapura nAmanA nagaranI pAse AvI pahoMcyA. lokapuramAM kuberakAnta nAmanA rAjAnuM rAjya che. dhairya ane zoryathI zobhatA te abhimAnI rAjAne paNa lavaNa-aMkuza yuddhamAM jItI le che. vajajaMghane ane pRthurAjAne lavaNa-aMkuzanA parAkramanI pUrepUrI pratIti thaI gaI che. eTale teo baMdhA ja yuddho lavaNa-aMkuzane laDavA de che. jarUra paDe to pote laDavAne taiyAra ja che, paNa lavaNa ane aMkuza evA parAkramI che ke, temanI jarUra paDe ja nahi. lokapuramAM rAjA kuberakAne jItIne teo AgaLa cAlatA saMpAka dezamAM AvI pahoMcyA. tyAMnA rAjA ekakarNane jItIne teoe AgaLa cAlatAM vijayasthalInA rAjA bhAtRzatane paNa jItI lIdho. A pachI teo gaMgA nadI utarIne klAsa parvatanI uttara dizAe cAlyA, tyAM paNa teoe naMdanacArU rAjAnA dezone jItI lIdhA. AgaLa cAlatAM teoe rUSa, kuMtala kAlAMbu, naMdinaMdana, siMhala, zalabha, anala, phUla, bhImaane bhUtaravAdi dezonA rAjAone jItI lIdhA ane sidhu nadInA sAmA kAMThe AvI pahoMcyA. tyAM paNa teoe Arya ane anArya aneka rAjAone svAdhIna banAvyA. A pramANe aneka dezonA rAjAone jItIne ane te sarva R3R3R3R3.

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.satha sevaka Adarza rAjAone paNa potAnI sAthe ja laIne lavaNa-aMkuza pAchA pharyA ane puMDarIkapuramAM AvI pahoMcyA. dhanyavAda ane AziSa puMDarIkapuranA lokoe lavaNa ane aMkuzanA parAkramanI ane vijayanI ghaNI ghaNI vAto sAMbhaLI che, eTale teo lavaNa ane aMzane jovA Atura banelA che. lavaNa ane aMkuza puMDarIkapuramAM AvI pahoMcatA; temane joIne sarva loko emaja bolI rahyA che ke 'vajajaMgha narezane dhanya che, ke jene AvA bhANejo maLyAM che. lavaNa ane aMkuza AvI vAtone sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatAM, vajajaMgha rAjA, pRthurAjA ane bIjA paNa jItelA rAjAonI sAthe, potAnA sthAne AvyA ane zrImatI sItAdevInA vizvane pAvana karavAne samartha evA caraNomAM paDayA. zrImatI sItAjIe te bannenA mastaka upara cuMbana karatAM thatAM temane harSanAM azruothI navaDAvI nAkhyA ane kahyuM ke, 'tamo banne zrIrAma ane zrIlakSmaNa jevA thAo !' zrIrAmacaMdrajI sAthenA yuddhanI tatparatA e ja vakhate lavaNa ane aMkuza vajajaMgha rAjAne uddezIne kahe che ke, "he mAmA ! amArI ayodhyA javAnI vAta tame pUrve kabUla rAkhelI che. to have teno amala karo ! laMpAka, ruSa, kAlAMbu, kuMtala, zalabha, anala, phUla ane bIjA paNa dezonA A rAjAone Apa amArI sAthe AvavAnI AjJA pharamAvo ! prayANanI bherI vagaDAvo ane dizAone senAothI AcchAdita karI do ! jeNe amArI mAtAno tyAga karyo che, tenA parAkramane to joIe !' A zabdomAM vinaya ane zaurya banneya che. je rAjAone pote ja jItyA che, te rAjAone paNa pote sIdhI AjJA pharamAvatA nathI; vajajaMghane AjJA pharamAvavAnuM kahe che. A vinayazIlatA che, vaLI mAtA pratyenI bhakti, e paNa vinayazIlatA ja che. e ja rIte zrIrAmacaMdrajI jevAnI sAthe paNa yuddha karavAno ukTa utsAha che, e temanA zauryane sUcave che. tAjIno saMdeza....4

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96 rAma nirvANa bhAga che.. mAtAnI hitazIkha ane putrono uttara paNa zrImatI sItAjI AvI vAtane zI rIte sahana karI le? zrImatI sItAjImAM putro pratye mamatva che ane rAma-lakSmaNanuM parAkrama kevuM che ? te paNa zrImatI sItAjI jANe che. AthI yuddhanI vAta sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja zrImatI sItAjI raDI paDe che ane gadgad svare bole che ke, 'vatso ! AvA AcaraNa dvArA tame kevA anarthanI icchA karI rahyA cho ? tamArA pitA ane kAkA jevAtevA vIra nathI. teo to devatAone paNa durjaya che. traNa lokamAM kaMTakasamAna rAkSasapati rAvaNa jevAne paNa teoe raNamAM ragadoLI nAkhyo che. AthI temanI sAthe yuddha karavAnI vAtane tyajI do ! tamane jo tamArA pitAne ja jovAnI utkaMThA hoya to bhale jAva, paNa te vinIta banIne jAva ! vaLI pUjya purUSono vinaya karavo e ja yogya che. zrImatI sItAjInI A vAtanI sAme lavaNa-aMkuza sApha sApha zabdomAM bole che ke, 'pitAjI pUjya che ane temano amAre vinaya karavo joIe e tArI vAta sAcI che, paNa tamAro tyAga karavA dvArA zatrusthAnane pAmelA evA paNa pitAno vinaya thAya zI rIte ? 'amo banne tamArA putro chIe ane ethI ahIM AvyA chIe' evuM amArAthI jAte jaIne bolAya zI rIte ? evuM mAyakAMgalApaNuM ame batAvIe, e to temane paNa zaramAvanAruM thAya. ame kareluM yuddhanuM AhvAna, parAkramI evA amArA te pitAne paNa AnaMdajanaka ja thaI paDaze; kAraNake ema karavuM e ja mAtA ane pitA bannenA kuLane mATe yazaskArI che ! yuddha mATe lava-aMkuzanuM prayANa A pramANe kahIne ane zrImatI sItAjIne raDatAM mUkIne, lavaNa ane aMkuza moTI senA sAthe mahAutsAhapUrvaka ayodhyA tarapha cAlI nIkLyA. kuThAra ane kodALI laIne dasa hajAra mANaso temanI AgaLa

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cAlatA hatA. te mANaso mArgamAMnA vRkSo Adine chedIne cAlavAnI bhUmine sapATa banAvyuM jatA hatA. senAnAM mANaso to judAM ja. A rIte yuddhanI kAmanAvALA te banne ya mahAbhujAvALA potAnI bahusaMkhya senAthI dizAone ruMdhatA thakA krame karIne ayodhyAnagarInI samIpamAM AvI pahoMcyA. sabhA : A loko keTaluM bhayaMkara pApa AcarI rahI che ? samyagdarzana hovA chatAMya AvuM bane kharuM? pUjayazrI : AvuM kAramuM yuddha khelanArAo mithyAdRSTi ja hoya, ema mAnI ke kahI zakAya nahi, emAM samyagdaSTi AtmAo paNa hoI zake. jo ke, teonI AvI karaNIo prazaMsanIya na ja gaNAya, paNa temanA saMyoga Adino ya vicAra karavo joIe, teonuM puNyakarma tathA prakAranuM hoya to e paNa banavAjoga che. vaLI A yuddha sattA ke vaibhavanI lAlasAthI nahi, paNa parAkramane kuLavatanI khumArI AdithI laDAI rahayuM che. Ama chatAM. AvI kriyAone teo upAdeya to na ja mAne, paNa teo saMsArI che, rAjaputro che, parAkramI che ane mAtAnA kalaMkane TALavAnI bhAvanAvALA che e vigere jotAM, teo bhavya hovA chatAM ya AvI pravRttio Acare to te azakya to na ja gaNAya. pAchaLathI A banne dharmanI ArAdhanA paNa sundara prakAre karavAnA ja che. have ahIM zuM bane che te joIe. zrI rAma-lakSmaNane Azcarya potAnI nagarInI bahAra zatrunuM vizALa sainya AvI pahoMcyuM che. e vAta sAMbhaLIne, zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajI vismaya pAmyA ane hAsya karavA lAgyA. zrIlakSmaNajI te vakhate kahe che ke, 'ArmabaMdhu zrIrAmacaMdrajInA parAkramarUpa pAvakamAM pataMgIyAnI jema paDIne maravAnI icchAvALA A kayA zatruo AvyA haze ?' zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajI jevA traNa khaMDanA svAmitvane bhogavanArA ane durjaya gaNAtA zrI rAvaNane paNa jItI lenArAone Avo vicAra Ave, te ....sAcA sevako Adarza satijIno saMdeza....4 ' ' ' SERIE'RE R22 87.

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98 svAbhAvika ja che. bhalabhalA parAkramazALIo jenA nAmane sAMbhaLatAM paNa kaMpI uThatA hoya, temanI sAme laDavAne koI Ave tyAre temane Azcarya jevuM lAge temaja 'bicArA nAhaka maravAne AvyA che' evo vicAra Ave, te taddana sahaja che; paNa jyAre koI yuddhanuM AhvAna ja kare, tyAre moTA paNa parAkramazALIone laDavA to nIkaLavuM paDe ne ? laDavAnI nA to na ja paDAya ne ? AthI sugrIva AdithI viMTaLAelA zrIlakSmaNajI, ke je zatrurUpa aMdhakArane dUra karavA mATe sUrya samAna hatA, te zrIrAmacandrajInI sAthe yuddhane mATe cAlyA. bhAmaMDala sAthe zrImatI sItAjI yuddhabhUmimAM ............rAma nirvANa bhAga 7.. ahIM A rIte jyAre pitA-putra vaccenA yuddhanI taDAmAra taiyArIo cAlI rahI che, te vakhate zrI nAradajI zrImatI sItAjInA bhAI bhAmaMDalanI pAse pahoMcI jAya che ane zrImatI sItAjInA tathA lavaNa-aMkuzanA samAcAra saMbhaLAve che. nAradajInI vAta sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja bhAmaMDala saMbhramasahita puMDarIkapuramAM zrImatI sItAjInI pAse AvI pahoMce che. bhAmaMDalane joIne zrImatI sItAjI raDatAM raDatAM kahe che ke, 'he bhAI ! zrIrAmacaMdrajIe mAro tyAga karyo che ane temaNe karelA mArA tyAgane nahi sahI zakanArA tArA banne bhANejo temanI sAthe yuddha karavAne mATe gayA che.' bhAmaMDala kahe che ke, 'zrI rAmacaMdrajIe utAvaLathI tAro tyAga karavA rUpa eka ayogya kArya to karyuM, paNa have putronA vadhanuM bIjuM ayogya kArya na kare to sArU !' A be mArA ja putro che ema to te jANatA nathI, eTale zrIrAmacaMdrajI te bannene haNI nAkhe te pahelAM ja, ApaNe vilaMba karyA vinA tyAM pahoMcI javuM joIe, mATe cAla, ldI kara !'

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....sAcA sevaka A pramANe kahIne ane zrImatI sItAjIne potAnA vimAnamAM besADIne, bhAmaMDala tarata ja lavaNa-aMkuzanI chAvaNImAM AvI pahoMcyA. zrImatI sItAjIne AvelAM jotAnI sAthe ja, lavaNa ane aMkuza UbhA thaI gayA ane pagamAM paDIne namaskAra karavA lAgyA. zrImatI sItAjIe bhAmaMDalane dekhADIne kahAM A tamArA mAmA che' eTale lavaNa ane aMkuze bhAmaMDalane paNa praNAma karyA. bhAmaMDalanI samajAvaTa sAme paNa lavaNa-aMkuzano makkama javAba namaskAra karatA te bannene mastaka upara cuMbana karIne bhAmaMDale potAnA khoLAmAM besADyA ane te pachI harSathI romAMcita zarIravALA bhAmaMDale gadgad svare kahevA mAMDayuM ke, 'candranA jevI nirmaLa evI A mArI bena zrImatI sItA vIrapatnI to hatI ja, paraMtu sadbhAgyanA pratApe tamArA jevA be parAkramI putrone janma ApavAthI te hAlamAM vIramAtA paNa banI che. he mAnado ! tamo banne vIraputro paNa cho ane vIro paNa cho, chatAM paNa tame tamArA pitA ane kAkAnI sAthe yuddha na karo, evI mArI salAha che. mane to ema thAya che ke, jemanI sAthenA yuddhamAM rAvaNa jevo mahArathI paNa TakI zakyo nahi, temanI sAme temanI bhujAvI caLa evA tame sAhasa karIne yuddhano AraMbha ja kema karyo ? bhAmaMDalanA mukhethI bolAelI AvI vAtone sAMbhaLatAnI sAthe ja, bhAmaMDalanI paNa paravA karyA vinA ja, lavaNa-aMkuza bolI uThe che ke 'he mAmA ! AvI snehabhIratAthI saryuM ! tame paNa AvuM bolo cho ane A tamArA bena eTale amArI mAtA paNa AvA kAyara vacanone bole che ! ame paNa jANIe chIe ke, zrI rAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajInI sAme TakI zakavAne koI ja samartha nathI, paNa yuddhano tyAga karavA dvArA ame e mahAna parAkramIone zaramAvanAruM kRtya to kema ja AcarIe ? Adarza satAjIno saMde Paaaaaaaaaaaa ...4

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100 *G 0c000]>oy ta.......... sugrIva Adi zrImatI sItAjInI pAse A pramANe teo bolatA hatA, tyAM to zrIrAmacaMdrajInA sainikonI sAthe lavaNa-aMkuzanA sainyonuM pralayakALanA meghanI yAda Ape evuM kAramuM yuddha pravartya. e jANIne bhAmaMDala evI zaMkAmAM paDI gayA ke, 'A lavaNa ane aMkuzanA mahIcara sainyane sugrIvAdi khecaro mArI nAkhaze' eTale teno bacAva karavAne mATe tarata ja bhAmaMDala yuddhamAM AvI pahoMcyA. te banne mahAbala kumAro paNa yuddha karavAne tatpara banyA. temano yuddha mATeno utsAha eTalo prabaLa hato ke, atizaya romAMcathI temanAM kavaca jANe ucchvAsa laI rahyAM hatAM. pahelAM to sugrIva Adi khecaro ni:zaMkapaNe yuddha karatA hatA. paNa jyAre teoe yuddhamAM sAmA pakSe bhAmaMDalane paNa laDatA joyA, tyAre teo jarA thaMbhI gayA. teone khAtrI hatI ke, bhAmaMDala dagAbAja nathI, bhAmaMDala duzmana bhego maLI jAya e banavAjoga nathI' AvI khAtrI hovAthI, sugrIva Adi khecaroe vicAra karyo ke, jyAre bhAmaMDala sAmA pakSamAM che, to tapAsa karavI joIe ke, AmAM zo bheda che ? AthI teo thaMbhI jaIne bhAmaMDalane pUchavA lAgyA ke, 'A be koNa che ?' bhAmaMDale javAbamAM sugrIvane hyuM ke, 'A be zatruo nathI, paNa khuda zrIrAmacaMdrajInA ja putro che.' A vAta sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja teoe laDavAnuM baMdha karyuM ane mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInI pAse I, namaskAra karIne teo zrImatI sItAjInI sAme bhUmi upara besI gayA.

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parAkramI putro lavaNa ane aMkuza pitA dvArA potAnI apamAnitA mAtAnI nirdoSatA jANatA zrI lavaNa-aMkuza potAnuM parAkrama zrI rAmacandrajIne batAvavAnA nirNayapUrvaka sajja bane che. tyAre zrImatI sItAdevI hitazikSA Ape che. parAkramIne chAje tevo uttara ApIne teo ayodhyA tarapha prayANa kare che. bhAmaMDala AvI pahoMce che. te khUba samajAve che paNa lava-kuzano makkama javAba maLe yuddhabhUmimAM teonuM parAkrama joIne Azcaryacakita banelA zrI rAmacandrajI snehArda bane che, nirAzA anubhave che. zrI lakSmaNajInuM cakra paNa niSphaLa jAya che, ne chevaTe zrInAradajI dvArA oLakhANa thatAM mUccha pAme che. putrone bheTavA doDe che. vinaya ane aucityanA bhaMDAra evA lavaNa-aMkuza paNa sAme doDI Ave che. A joIne saMtuSTa sItAjI puMDarikapurImAM pAchAM phare che. be putro sAthe zrIrAmacandrajI ayodhyAmAM praveza kare che. 101

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102 @ * * * * . @ * @ * . parAkramI putro lavaNa ane aMkuza lavaNa-aMkuzanuM gajabanAka parAkrama rAmacandrajInI snehArdratA ane lava-kuzano paDakAra yuddhamAM zrI rAmacandrajIne prApta thayelI nirAzA zrI lakSmaNajInuM cakraratna paNa niSphaLa bane che zrI rAma-lakSmaNane zaMkA nAradajIe AvIne oLakhANa ApI zrI rAmacandrajIne mUrchA ane saMjJAnI prApti putronI sAme javuM avasare guru paNa ziSyane sanmAne pitA-putranuM snehabharyuM milana rAgano Aveza na Ave mATe sAvadha raho vinaya ane AliMgana zrImatI sItAjI pAchA puMDarIkapuramAM zrI vajaMghanI oLakhANa ayodhyAmAM praveza ane utsava zrImatI sItAjIne teDI lAvavA vinaMtI zrI rAmacandrajIno uttara divya mATe taiyArI sugrIva zrImatI sItAjIne teDavA jAya che te zrImatI sItAjI AvavAnI nA pADe che

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'parAkramI putro lavaNa ane aMkuza lavaNa aMkuzanuM gajabanAka parAkrama sabhA: yuddha patI gayuM? pUjyazrI: nA, have jakharekharuM yuddha zarU thAya che. sugrIva Adi khecaro jo ke zrImatI sItAjInI pAse AvIne besI gayA, paNa e pakSanA nAyaka rAma-lakSmaNa ane A taraphanA nAyaka lavaNa-aMkuza yuddhabhUmimAM ja che. teo vaccenuM yuddha to bAkI ja che. teone sugrIva tathA bhAmaMDala vacce thayelI vAtanI khabara nathI pralayakALe uThyAna thayelA samudranA jevA durdhara ane mahAparAkramI te bannee yuddhabhUmimAM AvIne eka kSaNavAramAM ja zrI rAmacandrajInA sainyane bhagna karI nAkhyuM. vanamAM jema siMha phare tema lavaNa ane aMkuza jyAM jyAM uddhata banyA thakA pharyA, tyAM tyAM koI rathI, ghoDesvAra ke hastisvAra Ayudha laIne ubho rahI zakyo nahi. kAM to teo marI gayA ane kAM to teo bhAgI gayA. Ama zrIrAmacandrajInA keTalAka sainyano nAza karI nAMkhIne ane keTalAka sainyane bhagADI mUkIne, lavaNa aMkuza koIthI paNa skUlanA pAmyA vinA ja, jyAM zrIrAmacandrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajI hatA tyAM, temanI sAthe yuddha karavAne mATe AvI pahoMcyA. parAkramI yujho lavaNa ane aMkuza...5 che.

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virAdhe zrIlakSmaNajInA rathane ane pRthurAjAe madanakuzanA rathane paraspara sAmasAme yojI dIdhA. AvA yuddhamAM ratha hAMkavAnuM kArya karanArA mANaso ghaNA kuzaLa hovA joIe. ratha hAMkanAra cUke, to rathamAM besIne laDanAra parAkramI hoya chatAM mAra khAI jAya. AthI ja, senApati kRtAntavadana zrIrAmacaMdrajInA rathano ane rAjA virAdha zrIlakSmaNajInA rathano sArathi banela che. e ja rIte lavaNanA rathanA sArathI tarIke zrI vajajaMgha rAjA che ane aMkuzanA rathanA sArathI tarIke pRthurAjA che. e sArathIo paNa evA ke, duzmanano ghA koIpaNa rIte svAmI sudhI na pahoMce, enI pUrepUrI takedArI rAkhe. yuddhamAM zrI rAmacaMdrajIne prApta thayelI nirAzA ahIM ratho jyAM sAmasAme AvI rahA, eTale ke cAreyanuM paraspara mahAyuddha jAmyuM. sArathio caturapaNe potAnA rathone bhamAvavA lAgyA ane joDakA banIne laDatA cAreya vIro paraspara vividha zastrono prahAra karavA lAgyA. ahIM eka khAsa vAta e paNa che ke, lavaNa ane aMkuza to potAne zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajI sAthe kevo saMbaMdha che? e jANe che eTale game teTalA zastronA prahAro kare che, paNa te sarva sApekSapaNe kare che; jyAre zrIrAmacaMdrajIne ane zrIlamaNajIne to e vAtanI bilakula mAhitI nathI eTale teo jeTalA zastraprahAro kare che, te sarva nirapekSapaNe ja kare che. lavaNa ane aMkuza zastraprahAro karatAM dhyAna rAkhe che ke, pitAnA ke kAkAnA dehane bhayaMkara hAni na thaI jAya, jyAre zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajI to A bene duzmana mAnI temane haNI nAkhavAno ja prayAsa kare che. Ama keTalAka kALa yuddha cAlyuM ane zrIrAmacaMdrajIe vividha zastrone ajamAvI joyA, paNa kazuM ja ThekANuM paDayuM nahi. eTale yuddhano jaldIthI atta lAvavAnI abhilASAvALA zrI rAmacaMdrajI, kRtAntavadana sArathIne kahe che ke, 'rathane barAbara dumananI sAme ja laI jA !' e vakhate kRtAntavadana sArathI zrI rAmacaMdrajIne kahe che ke, A ....tharAkramI putro lavaNa ane aMkuza...5 RA gujarAtI (10pa

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10) ghoDAo khinna banI gayA che. A duzmane potAnAM bANothI A ghoDAonAM saghaLAM ja aMgone vIMdhI nAkhyAM che. cAbukonI mAra mAravA chatAM paNa A azvo tvarA karI zakatA nathI. vaLI zatrue bANo mArImArIne ApaNA rathane paNa jarjarita karI nAkhyo che. are svAmin ! khUda mArA bhujAdaMDo paNa zatrue karelA bANonA mArAthI jarjara thaI gayA che, eTale lagAma kheMcavAnuM ane cAbukane halAvavAnuM have to mArAmAM paNa sAmarthya rahetuM nathI.' kRtAntavadananA mukhethI AvI hakIkata sAMbhaLIne zrI rAmacandrajI paNa bole che ke, mAruM vajAvarta dhanuSya paNa zithila banI gayuM che. jANe te citrasthita hoya tema kazuM kArya ja karatuM nathI. A muzalaratna paNa duzmananuM nirdezana karavAne asamartha banI gayuM che. eTale e paNa atyAre to kevaLa anAjane khAMDavAnI lAyakAtavALuM ja rahyuM che. A haLaratna ke je anekvAra duSTa rAjAo rUpa hAthIo mATe aMkuzanI garaja sAranArUM banyuM che, te paNa atyAre to bhUminA bhUpATanane ucita banI gayuM che. A badhAM astro, ke je sadAne mATe yakSothI rakSAyelAM che ane duzmanono kSaya karI nAkhanArAM che, tenI Aje A kevI avasthA thaI che, tenI ja samaja paDatI nathI. zrI rAmacandrajInAM astro ja A rIte niSphaLa banI gayAM che ema paNa nathI. aMkuzanI sAthe yuddha karatAM zrIlakSmaNajInAM astronI paNa evI ja dazA thaI gaI che. zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajI jabbara parAkramI che, paNa A jyAM amogha jevAM paNa astro Ama niSphaLa banI jAya, tyAre kare zuM? sabhA ema thavAnuM kAraNa to haze ne ? pUjyazrI : kAraNa e ja ke, e badhAM devatAI astro che ane devatAI astro eka gotrI upara cAlI zakatAM nathI. sabhA to pachI evo vicAra zrI rAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajI kema karatA nathI ? rAma nirvANa bha88 7..

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pUjyazrI : atyAre yuddhanI evI dhUna lAgI che ke, evo vicAra na paNa Ave, vaLI evI klpanA AvavAne haju leza paNa kAraNa maLyuM nathI. jo ke, ante to e vAta nAradajInA kahevAthI samajAvavAnI ja che, paNa atyAre to mahAparAkramI evA paNa teo mUMjhAya che. AvA vakhate svAbhAvika rIte ema thaI jAya ke, A thavA zuM beThuM che ? je duzmanonI sAme eka dhanuSya mAtra paNa basa gaNAya ema lAgatuM hoya, te duzmanonI sAmeja vajAvarta dhanuSya kAma na kare, na muzalaratna kAma kare ke na haLaratna kAma kare temaja ratha, rathI ane azvo duzmanonAM bANothI jarjarita thaI jAya, tyAre pote game teTalA parAkramI hoya te chatAMpaNa ciMtA to thAya ne ? zrI lakSmaNajInuM cakraratna paNa niSphaLa bane che Ama zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajInAM asraratnonI je samaye AvI avasthA thaI gaI che, te samaye zrIlakSmaNajInI chAtImAM aMkuze mAreluM bANa vAgyuM. e bANano prahAra evo hato ke, jANe vano ja prahAra hoya, e bANanA prahArathI zrIlakSmaNajI mUrchA khAIne rathamAM paDI gayA. mUrchAthI vidhura banI gayelA zrIlakSmaNajIne virAdha rAjAe tarata ja te rathane yuddhakSetramAMthI pAcho vALIne ayodhyA tarapha calAvavA mAMDayo, paNa eTalAmAM to zrIlakSmaNajI saMjJAne pAmyA. saMjJAne prApta thayelA zrIlakSmaNajIe ayodhyA tarapha rathane hAMkI rahelA virAdhane AkSepapUrvaka hyuM ke, 'are virAdha ! A vaLI navIna te zuM kyuM ? zrIrAmacaMdrajInA bhAI ane dazarathanA putrane Ama karavuM e sarvathA anucita ja che, mATe A rathane jema bane tema tvarAthI tuM tyAM laI jA, ke jyAM te mAro duzmana che ! amogha vegavALA A cakrathI huM tenA mAthAne jotajotAmAM chedI nAkhuM chuM ! zrIlakSmaNajIe A pramANe kahevAthI, virAdha te rathane puna: yuddhabhUmimAM laI Avyo ane aMkuzanA rathanI najadikamAM laI gayo. ........parAkramo putro lavaNa ane aMkuza..... 107

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108 *6 000 03P? ? e vakhate trADa mArIne zrIlakSmaNajI aMkuzane kahe che ke, 'thobha, jarA thobha ! eTaluM bolatAM bolatAM to zrIlakSmaNajIe cakrane hAthamAM laIne bhamAvavA mAMDayuM. krodhe bharAyelA zrIlakSmaNajInA hAthamAM bhamatuM cakra jANe khUda sUrya ja bhamI rahyo hoya evuM lAgatuM hatuM. AkAzamAM sArI rIte bhamAvIne lakSmaNajIe askhalita vegavALA te cakrane aMkuza upara choDayuM. e cakrane potA upara AvatuM rokavAne mATe aMkuze tene aneka prakAranA astrothI tADana karyuM ane lavaNe paNa potAnuM saghaLuM ja sAmarthya ajmAvI dIdhuM. paraMtu temAM teone saphLatA maLI nahi. teo koIpaNa rIte cakranI vegamaya gatine rokI zakyA nahi. Ama chatAM banyuM evuM ke cakra vegabaMdha AvyuM to kharUM, paNa te cakre aMkuzane ke lavaNane kazI ja hAni karI nahi. e cakra aMkuzane pradakSiNA daIne, pakSI jema potAnA mALAmAM pAchuM phare tema, te cakra zrIlakSmaNajInA hAthamAM pAchuM pharyuM. toya zrI lakSmaNajIe e cakrane bIjIvAra mUkyuM ane bIjIvAra paNa, bhAgelo hAthI jema gajazALAmAM pAcho phare tema, te cakra zrI lakSmaNajInA hAthamAM pAchuM pharyuM. zrI rAma-lakSmaNane zaMkA A rIte cakra paNa duzmanano nAza sAdhavAmAM jyAre niSphaLa ja nivaDayuM, tyAre zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajInA khedano to pAra ja rahyo nahi. kheda pAmelA te banne evo javicAra karavA lAgyA ke ''vi sirIzA,atau, na tvAvAmiha bhArate ? / '' "zuM A bharatakSetramAM A banne ja baLadeva ane vAsudeva haze ? zuM amo banne baLadeva ane vAsudeva nahi hoIe ?" sabhA : ATalI hada sudhI zaMkA ? pUjyazrI : thAya ja ne ? koI upAye banne jgamAMthI eke ya jItAya nahi ane chelle chelle cakra jevuM amogha astra paNa pradakSiNA

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daIne pAchuM phare, tyAM potAne baLadeva ane vAsudeva mAnatA zrI rAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajInA khedano pAra rahe nahi ane Avo paNa vicAra Ave, to temAM asaMbhavita jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. nAradajIe AvIne oLakhANa ApI zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajI jyAre 'A bharatakSetramAM baLadeva ane vAsudeva A banne che ke ame chIe ?' evI cittAmAM paDI gayA che, te avasare pelA siddhArtha nAmanA lavaNa-aMkuzanA klAgurU siddhaputranI sAthe nAradajI tyAM AvI pahoMce che, sabhA : AvA samaye paNa emane kutUhalathI dAjhayA upara DAma devAnuM mana thaI jAya che? pUjayazrIH nahi ja. Ama jo ke nArada svabhAve kutUhalI hovA chatAM, ahIM to yuddhano anta lAvavAne mATe ja AvyA che. nAradajI tyAM AvIne, khedamAM DUbI gayelA zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajIne kahe che tenuM varNana karatAM A caritranA racayitA, parama upakArI kalikAla sarvajJa AcArya bhagavAn zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvaramahArAjA pharamAve che ke, "sthAne dADhoDayaM, yuvayoH hiM radhUddhahI ? putrAtparAjayo vaMzo-dyotanAya na kasya hi ? / "tAQhimavI putrI, tAvimI navakuzo vAM DhaSTramAvAtAvama, yuddhavAnone je tvarI re2/4 mafmajJAnimiThuM teDarsa, vazya% prIMmUva ne ! mudhAbhUbhArataM cakraM, purA bAhubalAvapi // 3 // " raghukulanA mahArathIo ! harSanA sthAne A viSAda zAno ? harSa karavAjoga A prasaMge tame viSAda kema karo cho ? tamAro A parAjaya, e vastuta: viSAdanuM sthAna nathI, paNa harSanuM sthAna che. kAraNake putrothI thatA parAjaya, konA vaMzanA udyotane mATe thato ....parAkramI yujha lavaNa ane aMkuzapa (109

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110) zima jaNa bhaga 7. nathI ? arthAt tamAro A parAjaya tamArA putrothI ja thayelo che. ane putrothI thato parAjaya e to vaMzanA udyotanuM ja kAraNa che, mATe tamAre tamArA A parAjayane mATe paNa kheda nahi karatAM harSa ja mANavo joIe. tamane yuddhamAM parAjita karanArA e banne tamArA duzmano nathI, paNa mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInI kukSithI utpanna thayelA e banne lavaNa ane aMkuza nAmanA tamArA ja be putro che. yuddhanA nhAne te banne tamane jovAne mATe ja AvelA che. temanA upara tame babbe vAra cakra mUkyuM. chatAM paNa te kAragata na nivaDayuM ane pradakSiNA daIne pAchuM pharyuM e ja e banne tamArA putro hovAnI nizAnI che. pUrve paNa potAnA bhAI zrI bAhubalIjI upara zrI bharatajIe cakra mUkyuM hatuM. paNa te cakra zrI bAhubalIjIne haNI zakyuM nahotuM. eja rIte A be tamArA putro che ane mATe ja tamAruM mUkeluM cakra temane haNI zakyuM nathI. A pramANe kahIne nAradajIe, zrImatI sItAjInA tyAgathI AraMbhIne lavaNa-aMkuzanA yuddha paryAno, vizvane vismayakArI evo saghaLo ja vRttAMta zrI rAmacaMdrajIne ane zrIlakSmaNajIne kahI saMbhaLAvyo. zrI rAmacaMdrajIne mUccha ane saMjJAnI prApti vizvane vismayamAM garakAva banAvI denArA e akhila vRttAMtane sAMbhaLatAM, zrIrAmacaMdrajI vismayanI, lajjAnI, khedanI ane harSanI ema cAreya prakAranI lAgaNIothI samAkula banI gayA. putronA parAkrame temanA haiyAmAM vismayanI lAgaNI pragaTAvI; potAnA parAjaya temanA haiyAmAM lajjAnI lAgaNI pragaTAvI, AvA parAkramI putro nA garbhamAM hatA tathA je sarvathA niSkalaMka ja hatI, te zrImatI sItAjIno

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kevaLa lokApavAdanA kAraNe ja tyAga karelo ethI temanA haiyAmAM khedanI lAgaNI pragaTI; ane tema chatAM AvA putronI prApti thaI, ethI temanA haiyAmAM harSanI lAgaNI paNa pragaTI, Ama vismaya, lajjA, kheda ane harSanI lAgaNIothI vyAkuLa banI jvAnA yoge, teo ekadama mUrchAne AdhIna banI gayA. tyAre temanI pAse rahelAoe caMdanajaLathI sIMcyA ane ethI zrIrAmacaMdrajI alpa kALamAMja saMjJAne pAmyA. putronI sAme javuM saMjJAne pAmelA zrI rAmacandrajI potAnA putrone bheTavAne mATe Atura banyA. temanuM haiyuM putravAtsalyathI paripUrNa banI gayuM hatuM ane harSanA yoge temanI AMkhomAMthI azrudhArA vahI rahI hatI. putrone bheTavAne mATe Atura banelA zrIrAmacaMdrajI, temane levAne mATe ekadama lavaNa-aMkuzanI pAse jvAne nIkLyA. zrIlakSmaNajI vigere paNa sAthe cAlyA. : putrone levA sAme jAya che ? sabhA: pUjyazrI : emAM vAMdho zo che ? sabhA : vivekano vAMdho nahIM ? pUjyazrI : AvA prasaMgamAM e jovAya ja nahi. bApane paNa sAme levA javuM paDe evA A dIkarA che. vaLI A dIkarA jema parAkramI che, tema vivekI paNa che. avasarocita vartana karavAnuM e ya nahi cUke. Amane dekhaze eTale tarata ja sAme AvIne jhUkaze, avasare gurupaNa ziSyane sanmAne evA paNa ziSyAdi hoI zake che, ke jeonuM amuka avasare khuda gurvAdika vaDilo paNa sanmAna kare. tevA prakAranA mahAna zAsanaprabhAvaka yogya ziSyanuM tevA avasare sanmAna karavuM, e ......yakramo yutro lavaNa ane aMkuza....5 111

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11) rima jivaNa bhA7.... gurUonI laghutAnuM nahi paNa mahattAnuM ja kAraNa che. yogya ziSyanA ati uttama kAryanI anumodanA karatAM eme ya bane. ziSya karelI zAsana prabhAvanAthI haiyuM evuM pulita banI jAya che. pote gurU hovA chatAM ya. ziSyanuM sanmAna karavAnuM temane mana thaI jAya. sabhA : emAM ziSyanI lAyakAta gaNAya ? pUjayazrI : ziSya phalAya, potAnA ziSyatvane bhUle, gurUnA vinayane cUke, to te nAlAyaka Thare; paNa yogya ziSyo pote game teTalA zAsanaprabhAvaka bane te chatAMya, gurnAdikanA vinaya Adine cUke ja nahi. gurU potAnuM sanmAna kare evI lAlasA emane na hoya. e to emaja mAne ke, A gurUdeva keTalA badhA zAsanarata che ke, huM ziSya hovA chatAM ya mAruM AvuM sanmAna kare che? yogya AtmAo, yogyanuM yogya bahumAna karavAmAM paNa tatpara ja hoya che. bhaNavA AvelA paNa zrI AryarakSita mahAtmAnuM maharSi zrI vajasvAmIjIe bahumAna karyuM hatuM. siMhaguphAvAsI Adi munionuM temaja sthUlabhadrajInuM paNa temanA gurUdeve bahumAna karyuM hatuM ne ? e bahumAna vastuta: ziSyanuM nathI, paNa guNanuM che. zAsanane pAmelA sadgurUonA haiyAmAM guNo pratye bahumAna na hoya e bane ja nahi. guNo pratye bahumAna dharAvanArA puNyAtmAo guNIjanonAM darzanathI paNa ullAsa ja pAme. jema jema adhikaguNI, tema tema ullAsa paNa vadhAre. AvI rIte yogya pitAo paNa avasare suputronuM svAgata kare, to te svAbhAvika ja che. ahIM to putrone harAvI zakayA nathI temaja putravAtsalyano uchALo paNa jabaro che, eTale kema sAme gayA ? e prazna ja asthAne che. pitA-putranuM snehabharyuM milana zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajIne potAnA tarapha AvatA joIne, vinIta evA lavaNa ane aMkuza tarata ja rathamAMthI utarI

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....gharAkrama paDayA ane hathIyArone tyajI daIne pahelAM zrIrAmacaMdrajInAM ane pachI zrIlakSmaNajInAM caraNomAM paDayA. zrIrAmacaMdrajIe ekadama te bannene bAthamAM bhIDI lIdhA ane ghaNAM ja AnaMdathI AliMgana karyuM te pachI te bannene potAnA khoLAmAM besADIne zrIrAmacaMdrajI, temanA mAthAmAM cuMbana karatAM zoka ane snehathI samAkuLa banI jaIne, moTA svare raDavA lAgyA. sabhA game tevA parAkramI paNa Akhara to mANasa e mANasa. rAgo Aveza na Ave mATe sAvadha raho ! atyAre patnIrAga ane putrarAga banne kAma karI rahela che. rAgano A uchALo che. AvA parAkramI paNa rAgane vaza banIne moTe svare rudana karI rahyA che. vicAro ke, rAga, e keTalA badho durjaya che ? rAganI durjayatA samaje te virAganI mahattA samaje. rAganA svarUpathI anabhijJane virAganI kiMmata hoya nahi. saMsAranA rAgamAM rAcanArAone vairAgya na game, sAdhuo na game, tyAganI dezanA na game e badhu svAbhAvika ja che. rAga hovA chatAM viveka Ave to rAganuM sthAna phare ane saMsArano rAga hacamace. avasare e rAga thAya mArI jAya emeya bane, paNa vivekI AtmAne sAvadha banatAM vAra lAge nahi viveka pragaTayA vinA sAco virAga pragaTe nahi ane sAco virAga pragaTayA vinA AtmAno vItarAga svabhAva pragaTe nahi. AvA prasaMgoe ema nahi vicAravuM ke, 'AvAo paNa rAganA AvezamAM taNAI jAya, to ApaNe rAganA AvezamAM taNAIe emAM navAI zI?' paNa ema vicAravuM ke, je rAga AvAone paNa potAnA AvezamAM tANI jaI zake che, te rAga mane to zuM ya nahi kare ? mATe mAre to khUba ja sAvadha banI javuM joIe.' che lavaNa ane aMkuza....5 113

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11 rAma viNa bha8.. vinaya ane AliMgana zrIrAmacaMdrajIe potAnA khoLAmAM besADIne lavaNa-aMkuzane mastake cUmyA pachIthI, zrIlakSmaNajIe paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajInA khoLAmAMthI te bannene potAnA khoLAmAM kheMcI lIdhA ane azupUrNa netrothI temane mastake cuMbaka karatAM potAnA banne bAhuo prasArIne zrIlakSmaNajI temane AliMgavA lAgyA. A pachI zrI lakSmaNajInA khoLAmAMthI uThIne, vinIta evA lavaNa ane aMkuza, potAnA kAkA zatrudananA caraNakamaLomAM ALoTatA thakA temane namaskAra karavA lAgyA, eTale zatrughna paNa potAnA bAhuone dUrathI prasArIne te bannene AliMgana karyuM. A badhuM joIne, banneya senAomAMnAM rAjAo paNa, jANe vivAhanA utsavamAM ekatrita maLyA hoya tema, harSano anubhava karavA lAgyA. zrImatI sItAjI pAchA puMDarIkapuramAM AvI rIte ahIM jyAre sau koI AnaMdamagna banI gayA che, te daramyAna zrImatI sItAjI vimAnamAM besIne puMDarIkapuramAM cAlyA jAya che. temaNe potAnA putronuM parAkrama paNa joI lIdhuM ane pitA-putrono AnaMdapUrNa meLApa paNa joI lIdho. AthI temane harSa thayo, paNa have ahIM vadhAre rokAvuM e vyAjabI nathI' ema lAgavAthI te puMDarIkapura cAlyAM gayAM. zrI vajajaMghanI oLakhANa je samaye potAnA jevA ja putronA lAbhathI zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrI lakSmaNajI harSano anubhava karI rahyA che ane potAnA svAmIne harSa thavAthI bhUcarasenA vidyAdharo harSano anubhava karI rahI che, te samaye zrImatI sItAjIno bhAI bhAmaMDala varjagha rAjAnI oLakhANa karAve che. e vakhate vajaMgha rAjA paNa, pote jANe cirakALano sevaka hoya tema, vinayayuktapaNe zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajIne namaskAra kare

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che. zrIrAmacandrajI vaghu rAjAne uddezIne kahe che ke, 'mAre mana tame A bhAmaMDalanA jevA ja saMbaMdhI cho; kAraNake tame ja mArA A be putrone ucherIne ATalI ucca kakSAe pahoMcADayA che.' ayodhyAmAM praveza ane utsava A pachI zrIrAmacaMdrajIe ayodhyAmAM jvAnI taiyArI karI. puSpaka nAmanA vimAnamAM ardha Asana upara zrIrAmacaMdrajI tathA zrIlakSmaNajI beThA ane ardha Asana upara temaNe lavaNa-aMkuzane besADayA. ayodhyAnagarImAM pravezIne teo jyAre rAmahAlaya tarapha I rahyA hatA, te vakhate nagarInA loko vismaya pAmyA thA,paganI pAnI ane Doka banneya uMcA karIne, temane joI rahyA hatA ane lavaNa-aMkuzanI stuti karatA hatA. zrIrAmacaMdrajIe potAnA rAmahelamAM AvIne ane vimAnamAMthI saunI sAthe utarIne, ghaNAM ja AnaMdathI ghaNo ja moTo evo utsava karAvyo. zrImatI sItAjIne teDI lAvavA vinaMti ekavAra avasara pAmIne zrIlakSmaNajI, sugrIva, bibhISaNa, hanumAna ane aMgada vagere ekaThAM maLIne zrIrAmacaMdrajIne vinaMti kare che ke, 'Ape tyAga karelo hovAthI Apano viraha bhogavI rahelAM devI zrImatI sItAjI atyAre paradezamAM che ane A kumAro vinA to teo ghaNA ja dhye potAno samaya pasAra kare che. A kAraNe, he svAmin ! jo Apa pharamAvatA ho to ame temane teDI lAvIe; anyathA, pati putra bannethI rahita banelAM te satI maraNane pAmaze.' ane zrIrAmacaMdrajIno uttara zrI lakSmaNajI AdinI AvI vinaMtinI sAme paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajI vicAra karIne kahe che ke 'zrImatI sItAne ema lavAya zI rIte ? jo ke, lokApavAda juThTho ja che, paNa juThTho evo ya lokApavAda baLavAna aMtarAyane karanAro che. huM jANuM chuM ke, zrImatI sItA satI che, tema zrImatI sItA paNa potAne nirmaLa jANe che; A dazA evI che ke, AmA divya karanArane mATe ya bhaya jevuM kazuM nathI parAkramo putro lavaNa ane aMkuza....5 115

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116 .rAma nirvANa bhaga ane divya karAvanArane mATe ya bhaya jevuM kazuM ja nathI, eTale huM icchuM chuM ke sarva lokonI samakSa devI divya karo ane te pachI ja zuddha banelAM temanI sAthe mAro pharI vArano gRhavAsa ho !' haju paNa lokApavAda zrIrAmacaMdrajInA haiyAmAMthI khasato nathI. zrImatI sItAjIno teTalo azubhodaya paNa bAkI che. vaLI bhavitavyatA paNa evI che ke, zrImatI sItAjInI sAthe zrIrAmacaMdrajIno puna: gRhavAsa thavAno nathI. zrIrAmacaMdrajInI A nIti-rIti zrImatI sItAjInA haiyAmAM evI asara nipajAvaze, ke je asara thayA pachI zrIrAmacaMdrajI game teTaluM vinave te chatAM ya zrImatI sItAjI gRhavAsa mATe koIpaNa rIte tatpara banaze ja nahi. | divya mATe taiyArI zrIrAmacaMdrajIe divyanI vAta evI DhabathI rajU karI che ke, teno svIkAra ryA vinA cAle nahi. e kahe che ke, divyamAM bhaya kayAre ? divya karAvanArane bhaya tyAre, ke jyAre sAmAnI saccAImAM tene zaMkA hoya; paNa mane paripUrNa khAtrI che ke, zrImatI sItA satI che. e ja rIte divya karatAM zrImatI sItAne ya bhaya rAkhavAnuM kAraNa nathI, kAraNake tene paNa potAnI nirmaLatA mATenI khAtrI che. Ama hoIne, divya karavAmAM bannemAMthI ekeyane bhaya nathI ane divya karavAthI khoTo paNa lokApavAda nAza pAmI javAno; pachI zuddha evAM temane svIkAravAmAM mane kazo ja attarAya naDe tema nathI. zrIrAmacaMdrajIe Avo bhAva vyakta karavAthI. zrIlakSmaNajI Adie paNa e vAtano 'ema thAo !' ema kahIne svIkAra karyo. have zrImatI sItAjInA divya mATenI taiyArI thavA mAMDI, tarata ja ayodhyAnagarInI bahAranA bhAgamAM vizALa maMDapo khaDA karI devAmAM AvyA ane te maMDapomAM maMcazreNI goThavavAmAM AvI. te maMDapomAM AvIne rAjAo, amAtyo ane pIrajano potapotAnI lAyakAta mujabanA sthAne beThA. bibhISaNa ane sugrIva Adi

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vidyAdharo paNa tyAM AvIne yogya Asano upara beThA. AvA kAmamAM lokane teDavA javuM paDe ? sabhA: tamAzAne teDAnI jarUra nahIM, evI kahevata che. pUjayazrI tamArA anubhavanI vAta che. sugrIva zrImatI sItAjIne teDavA jAya che te zrImatI sItAjI AvavAnI nA pADe che. have zrI rAmacaMdrajI sugrIvane AjJA pharamAve che ke, "zrImatI sItAne ahIM laI Avo. tarata ja tyAMthI uThIne sugrIva jAte ja puMDarIkapura jAya che. tyAM jaIne mahAsatI zrImatI sItAdevIne namaskAra karIne sugrIva kahe che ke he devi ! Apane mATe zrI rAmacaMdrajIe puSpaka nAmanuM vimAna mokalyuM che, to Apa hamaNAM ja A vimAnamAM beso ane zrI rAmacaMdrajInI pAse padhAro !" eka bAjue zrIrAmacaMdrajI kaDaka che, to bIjI bAjue zrImatI sItAjI paNa ochAM kaDaka nathI. zrI rAmacaMdrajI lokaherImAM phasAelA che, jyAre zrImatI sItAjI potAnA satya-zIla upara mustAka che. zrIrAmacaMdrajI nirbaLa che ane zrImatI sItAjI baLavAna che; kAraNake, eka durguNane AdhIna che ane anya pakSamAM satya-zIla che ! havenI kAryavAhImAM zrIrAmacaMdrajI nirbaLa puravAra : thaze ane zrImatI sItAjI sabaLa puravAra thaze. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI potAnA kalaMkane TALavAne mATe jarUra Atura che, paNa zrI rAmacaMdrajI potAne svIkAre e mATe to have teo pahelAMnA jevAM Atura nathI ja. zrImatI sItAjI jo game tema karIne paNa zrI rAmacaMdrajInI pAse ja jvAnI vRttivALAM hota, to lavaNa ane aMkuzanA parAkramane temaja pitA-putronA milanane joyA pachIthI tyAMthI pAchA pharata ja nahi. evA vakhate dIkarAnI joDe ghUsI javAnuM mana na thAya ? paNa nahi, zrImatI sItAjI e koI 11thI ....gharAkramI putro lavaNa ane aMkuzta...5

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118) sAmAnya strI nathI. je svAmIe vagara vicArye, khoTA lokApavAdane tAbe thaIne kazI paNa tapAsa ke parIkSA karyA vinA ja, sagarbhAvasthAmAM ane teya ghora araNyamAM tyAga karyo, te svAmInI pAse emane ema javAya ja kema? emane ema javAmAM to, kadAca, svAmI ni:zaMka hoya te chatAMya zaMkita banI jAya. lUccA lokonA apavAda kathanathI DarI janAra svAmI, bIjuM paNa zuM zuM nahi vicAre agara bIjuM zuM zuM nahi kare ? evo vicAra paNa Ave ja ne ? AthI zrImatI sItAjI sugrIvane cokhkhI nA saMbhaLAve che. e kahe che ke, 'haju to bhAI ! jyAM jaMgalatyAganuM du:kha paNa zamyuM nathI, tyAM vaLI pharIthI bIjuM paNa du:kha denAra e zrI rAmacaMdrajInI pAse huM AvuM zI rIte ?' arthAt temaNe jaMgalamAM karAvelA tyAganuM du:kha to huM bhogavI ja rahI chuM. haju e zamatuM nathI, tyAM vaLI huM tyAM AvuM ane te punaH paNa mane bIjudu:kha de, to enA karatAM ahIM dUra rahevuM e ja sAruM che ! bhaga 7.. ...20ma nirvANa kI FE ja = ". kI : 14,",.. ! rAjA , hara ' % mA "OM -

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mahAsatI sItAjInuM divya ane dIkSA zrI rAmacandrajIne zrI lakSmaNajI Adie sItAjIne laI AvavAnI vinaMtI karI, paNa zrIrAmacandrajIne loka-apavAda kheMcI rahyo che. teo lokApavAda juThTho ja che ema mAne che paNa jUThTho ye apavAda apakIrtirupa che tema mAnatA hovAthI divya karavAnI vAta raju kare che. zrI rAmacandrajInA nyAyaniSThura kathanano zrImatI sItAdevI upahAsa kare che. paNa juThTho paNa apavAda TaLe ne niSkalaMka banAya te mATe zrImatI sItAdevI pAMca paikInA koIpaNa divyanI taiyArI batAve che. loko divyanI nA kahe che tyAre rAmacandrajI AvezamAM lokonA svabhAvane vakhoDe che, A prasaMgane pAmI paramagurudevazrIe dharmArAdhakone sAvadha rahevAnuM samayocita sUcana karyuM che. chevaTe agnikuMDamAM paDavAnA divyano nirNaya, zrI jayabhUSaNa munivarane kevaLajJAnanI prApti, indra mahArAjAnuM Agamana, hariNaigameSIne satIne sahAyanI AjJA, divyano divya prabhAva,ne zrIrAmacandrajInI vinaMtI ane zrI sItAdevInI dIkSA vigere A prakaraNanA mukhya viSayo che. -zrI 118

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120 'mahAsatI sItAjInuM divya ane dIkSA | divya mATenI zrImatI sItAjInI tatparatA zrI lakSmaNajInI vinaMtI sAme paNa mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInI makkamatA zrI rAmacandrajInuM vyAyaniSphara kathana zrImatI sItAjIno upahAsa zikSA karanArano hetu doSanAza ane hitarakSAno hovo joIe zrI rAmacandrajIno khulAso pAMcamAMthI koIpaNa divya karavAnI taiyArI divya mATe lokono niSedha lokavAdathI dorAvAnuM nahi paNa lokavAdane doravAno zrI rAmacandrajInuM sUcana vicAravAnI jarura rUbarUmAM prazaMzA ane pAchaLa nindA karanArA dharmanA ArAdhakoe khUba ja sAvadha banavuM lokapriyatA eTale ziSTajanapriyatA jamAnAne oLakho ! dharmane anusaro ! vicakSaNa bano mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne agnipravezanI anumatI jayabhUSaNa vidhAdharano dIkSA svIkAra * nimitta yoge vicAraNAthI verAgya kiraNamaMDalA rAkSasIno upasarga ane kevaLajJAnanI prApti kevaLajJAnIno utsava zrImatI sItAjIne divyamAM sahAya vikarALa agni joIne vicAraNA jAherAtapUrvaka agnimAM jhaMpApAta jvALAonA sthAne svaccha jaLanI vAva lavaNa-aMkuza mAtAne khoLe utkarSamAM unmAda nahIM apakarSamAM dInatA nahIM zrI rAmacandrajInuM nimaMtraNa zrImatI sItAjIno vivekamaya uttara zrImatI sItAjInI dIkSA

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mahAsatI sItAjInuM divya ane dIkSA divya mATenI zrImatI sItAjInI tatparatA sugrIve pahelA divyanI vAta karI nahi, paNa have e vAta karyA vinA cAle tema nathI. sabhA : divyanI vAta pahelAM kema na kahI ? pUjayazrI : zrI sugrIvane zrImatI sItAjInA satIpaNA mATe leza paNa saMzaya nathI temaja A svAmInI che ane pote sevaka che. sevakajano AvI vAtone ekadama uccArI zake nahi. tamane yAda haze ke, kRtAntavadana rathane araNyamAM lAvyA pachIthI raDavA lAgyo hato, paNa zrImatI sItAjIne rathamAMthI utaravAnuM kahI zakyo nahoto ! vaLI zrImatI sItAjIe pUchayA pachI paNa laMka ane tyAganI vAta eNe kevI bhUmikA sAthe kevA zabdomAM kahI hatI? sevake AvA prasaMge kema vartavuM joIe ? ema e paNa jANato hato ane A sugrIva paNa jANe che. AthI ja sugrIve divyanI vAta pahelAM karI nahi. have jyAre zrImatI sItAjIe emane ema AvavAnI to cokhkhI nA pADI, eTale namaskAra karIne sugrIva pharIthI kahe che ke, "he devi ! Apa krodha na karo ! ApanI zuddhine mATe porajano .mahAsatI sItAjInuM divya ane dakSis (121

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1rara 20ma nivaNa bha88 7. ane rAjAonI sAthe zrIrAmacaMdrajI maMca upara ArUDha thaIne ApanI rAha jotA beThA che." zrI lakSmaNajInI vinaMti sAme paNa mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInI makkamatA potAnI zuddhinI vAta sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja zrImatI sItAjI zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pAse AvavAne taiyAra thaI jAya che kAraNake, pahelethI ja zrImatI sItAjI pote zuddhinA AgrahavALAM to hatAM ja. tarata ja zrImatI sItAjI puSpaka nAmanA vimAnamAM beThAM ane ayodhyAnagarInI pAse AvI pahoMcyA mAhendrodaya nAmanA udyAnamAM utaryA. e vakhate tyAM AvIne zrIlakSmaNajIe temaja bIjA paNa rAjAoe zrImatI sItAjIne namaskAra karyA. zrI lakSmaNajI vagerenI to e ja IcchA che ke, zrImatI sItAjIne divya na karavuM paDe to sAruM ane ethI zrImatI sItAjIne namaskAra karyA pachIthI, zrImatI sItAjInI sAme besIne rAjAonI sAthe zrI lakSmaNajI kahe che ke, "he devi ! Apa ApanI A nagarImAM ane gRhamAM praveza karIne A nagarIne ane rAjakulane pAvana karo !' zrI lakSmaNajI ane bIjA rAjAo AvI vinaMtI kare che, paNa zrImatI sItAjI pUrepUrA makkama che. te kahe che ke, 'he vatsa ! zuddhine prApta karyA bAda ja huM A nagarImAM ane A gharamAM praveza karIza; te pahelAM nahi ja. kAraNake, ema karyA vinA koI kALe paNa apavAda zAMta thavAno nathI !' zrI rAmacaMdrajInuM vyAya niSphara kathana zrImatI sItAjInI A prakAranI pratijJAne sAMbhaLIne, zrI lakSmaNajInI sAthenA rAjAo zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pAse Ave che ane temane zrImatI sItAjI pratijJAnI vAta kahe che. eTale khuda zrI rAmacaMdrajI paNa zrImatI sItAjInI pAse Ave che ane kahe che ke

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''muttA na gheT dRzAsyena, tapsyulyA api tagRhe ! samakSa sarvanoAnAM, tad hivya ru zuddhaye ' 'rAvaNane ghera vasatA chatAM paNa tame jo tenI sAthe bhogo na bhogavyA hoya, to zuddhine mATe sarva lokonI samakSa divyane karo !' AvA zabdo zrIrAmacaMdrajI zrImatI sItAjIne saMbhaLAve tyAre zuM thAya? loko bole e judI vAta che, anya koI bole e judI vAta che, paNa AvI vAta jyAre khuda zrIrAmacaMdrajI ja bole tyAre to enI bhayaMkaratA-niSThuratA vadhI ja jAya ne ?" zrImatI sItAjIno upahAsa zrImatI sItAjI to divya mATe taiyAra che, paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajI jyAre AvuM bolatAM paNa khacakAyA nahi tyAre zrImatI sItAjI paNa temanI AvI vilakSaNa nyAyapaddhatino upahAsa karyA vinA rahI zakyAM nahi. zrImatI sItAjI smita karIne kahe che ke, 'kharekhara, ApanAM jevA zANA mANasa A jagatamAM bIjA koI nahi ja hoya, kAraNake, Ape to mArA doSane jANyAM vinA ja mAro mahAvanamAM tyAga karyo che ! Apa to evA vicakSaNa cho ke, pahelAM daMDa karIne have mArI parIkSA karo cho ? paNa muMjhAzo nahi, meM zikSA bhogavI lIdhI che te chatAMya, huM tame kaho cho tema divya karavAne mATe paNa taiyAra ja chuM !' zrImatI sItAjInuM A kathana zuM sUcave che ? zANo mANasa te kahevAya, ke je pahelAM doSa che ke nahi e jANavAno zakya prayatna kare ane te pachI ja doSa hoya to ucita kare. vaLI pahelAM zikSA karavI ane pachI parIkSA karavI, emAM kazI ja vicakSaNatA nathI ! zrImatI sItAjInAM haiyAmAM zrIrAmacaMdrajI pratye durbhAva nathI. temane ATalAM ATalAM o jenI bedarakArIthI ane jenA anyAyathI veThavAM paDayAM, paNa e mahAsatInA hRdayamAM zrIrAmacaMdrajI pratye leza durbhAva pragaTayo ..mahasatI sahetAjInuM divya ane dIkSA.... 123

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1ra4 rAma navama bhAga 7. nathI. zrImatI sItAjI to potAnA azubhodayane paNa mAnanArA che. Ama chatAM zrImatI sItAjI A pramANe kahe che. kAraNake, te potAnA svAmIne temanI bhUlano khyAla ApavA Icche che. e sUcave che ke, tamane divya karAvavAno hakka hato, paNa te mAro tyAga karatAM pahelA ! tame to mUrkhAonA kahevAthI mane doSita mAnI paNa lIdhI, ane tyajI paNa dIdhI. ATalI zikSA dIdhA pachI divya karAvavAno tamane adhikAra che ja kayAM? divya karAvavuM hatuM, to te zikSA karyA pahelAM ja karAvavuM hatuM. have zuM che? zikSA karanArano hetu doSanAza ane | hitarakSAno hovo joIe vAta paNa sAcI che ke, doSa che ke nahi enI pUratI tapAsa karyA vinA zikSA thaI zake ja nahi. koI amuka vAta kahe, eTalA mAtrathI bIjAne zikSA karavAnuM sAhasa koNa kare? evuM sAhasa DAhI mANaso kare, to samajavuM ke, emanA DahApaNamAM kAMIka malInatA AvI gaI che. kahevAya che ke, bhaNyA bhUle nahi ane bhUle tyAre bhIMta bhUle.' zAthI? bIjo koI vicAra haiyAne dUSita kare ethI ! sabhA moTAnI moTI bhUla. pUjayazrI : zikSA karavAnA adhikAravALAe to khUba ja vivekI banavuM joIe. zikSA karavI paDe to zA mATe karavAnI ? doSa nivAraNa ane hitarakSA mATe ! doSita doSamukta bane e pahelI vAta ane doSitanA doSathI bIjAonuM hita na bagaDe e bIjI vAta. AvA hetuthI zikSA karanArAo zikSA karavAmAM avivekane kema Acare ? zikSA karatI veLAe paNa, jene zikSA karAtI hoya tenA hitanI bhAvanA akhaMDita ja rahevI joIe. doSitanuM ahita karavAnI kAmanAthI doSitane zikSA karavAnI hoya ja nahi; e zikSA e zikSA nathI, paNa nirdayatA che. zikSAmAM

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doSitanA hitano paNa vicAra hoya ane anyonA hitano paNa vicAra hoya. A dazAmAM zikSAdAtA kema ja avivekI banI zake ? zikSA karavAno adhikAra dharAvanAra avivekI bane, to svapara ubhayanA hitano ghAtaka bane. A to doSitane zikSA karatAM vicAra karavAnI vAta thaI, paNa 'kahevAto doSita, doSita che ke nahi' eno nirNaya pahelo karavo paDe. A kahe che ne te kahe che ema na cAle, kahenAra to game tema kahe, paNa e vAta upara vizvAsa rAkhIne vagara tapAse zikSA karAya nahi. jenA haiyAmAM doSanAza ane hitarakSAnI bhAvanA hoya, te to prAya: tapAsa karyA vinA rahe ja nahi. doSitanA doSanI jarUrI tapAsa karavAmAM bedarakArI tyAre ja Ave, ke jyAre bIjI koI bhAvanA AvI jAya. kevaLa doSanAza ane hitarakSAnI bhAvanAvALA vivekazIla AtmAo to doSanI tapAsa kare, doSanI saMbhavitatA Adino vicAra kare ane tema chatAM zikSA karavAnI jarUra lAge to paNa te evI rIte kare, ke jethI prAya: koInA paNa hitano ghAta thAya nahi ane anekonuM hita sadhAyA vinA paNa rahe nahi. zrI rAmacaMdrajIno khulAso have zrI rAmacaMdrajI zrImatI sItAjIne kahe paNa zuM ? te samaje che ke, zrImatI sItAnuM kahevuM vyAjabI che. pahelAM zikSA ane pachI parIkSA e nyAyanI rIti nathI. paNa have zuM thAya ? A vAta ahIMthI paDatI mUkavI eya ThIka nathI, ema emane lAge che. e vicAramAM ne vicAramAM zrIrAmacaMdrajI vilakhA paDI jAya che. vilakhA paDI gayelA zrIrAmacaMdrajI mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne kahe che ke, 'tame doSita nathI ema huM to jANuM ja chuM, paNa lokoe utpanna karelA doSanA nivAraNane mATe ja huM divya karavAnuM kahI rahyo chuM !' mahAsatI sItAjInuM divya ane dIkSA.... 15

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126 mi nirvANa bha88 7.... pAMcamAMthI koIpaNa divya karavAnI taiyArI zrI rAmacaMdrajInI A spaSTatAthI zrImatI sItAjI gaMbhIra banI jAya che. zrIrAmacaMdrajI kabula kare che ke, tamArAmAM doSa nathI ane kahe che ke, lokoe utpanna karelA doSanA nivAraNa mATe ja divya karavAnI jarUra che." eTale zrImatI sItAjIne paNa e vAta gamI jAya che; kAraNake mithyA lokApavAdane TALavA mATe zrImatI sItAjI utsuka ja hatA ane che. AthI zrImatI sItAjI kahe che ke, 'pAMca prakAranA divyo che ane te pAMca paikI je koI divya tamane rucikara hoya, te karavAne huM taiyAra chuM. tamArI IcchA hoya, to huM baLatA agnimAM praveza karavAne taiyAra chuM tamArI IcchA hoya, to maMtrelA cokhA khAvAne paNa huM taiyAra chuM tamArI icchA hoya, to huM tulA upara caDhavAne ya taiyAra chuM. tamArI icchA hoya, to huM tapAvelA sIsAnA rasanuM pAna karavAne ya taiyAra chuM ane tamArI IcchA hoya to mArI jIbha upara zastranI dhAra levAne paNa huM taiyAra chuM ! Ama pAMce ya prakAranAM divyo karavAne mATe huM taiyAra ja chuM. mATe je koI divya karAvavAnI tamArI IcchA hoya te kaho !' divya mATe lokono niSedha zrImatI sItAjInAM A vacanoe bhayaMkara khaLabhaLATa macAvI mUkyo. zrImatI sItAjI divya to karaze tyAre karaze, paNa A divya karavAnI AvI taiyArI dekhADI, enI sAthe ja lokoe divya nahi karAvavA mATe jorazorathI kahevA mAMDayuM antarikSamAM siddhaputra siddhArthe ane nAradajIe temaja tyAM rahelA sarva lokoe, divyanI vAtano jabbara niSedha karatAM kahyuM ke, "mo mo rAghava sAteya, nizcayena satI satI ? mahAsatIti mA kArSA-viMkalpamiha jAtucit // 1 // " loko rADo pADI pADIne zrI rAmacaMdrajIne kahe che ke A zrImatI sItA nizcayathI satI che. satI che. mahAsatI che. emAM tamAre koIpaNa prakAre vilpa karavo nahi !"

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lokavAdathI dorAvAnuM nahi paNa lokavAdane doravAno je loko pahelAM zrImatI sItAjIne koIpaNa prakAre satI mAnavAne taiyAra nahotA, te ja loko have AvI vAta bole che ! lokanuM kAma AvuM ! pUrvano pavana pazcima tarapha vAya to jIvanA pazcima tarapha uDe ane e ja pavana uttara ke dakSiNa tarapha vAya eTale jIvajA paNa uttara ke dakSiNa tarapha uDe, loka paNa evA. Ame ya bole ne temeya bole. vicAro ke, lokavAdane AMdhaLIyAM karIne anusaravuM, emAM keTaluM badhuM jokhama che? zAsanane pAmelAoe lokavAdane zaraNe nahi thatAM, lokavAdane zaraNe karavAno ja prayAsa karavo joIe. lokavAdathI gherAvAnuM nahi, paNa lokavAdane doravAnuM ja kAma karavuM joIe. zrI rAmacandrajInuM sUcana zrIrAmacaMdrajIe lokavAdane AdhIna banavAnuM phaLa cAkhyuM che. lokoe AvuM kahyuM, eTale zrIrAmacaMdrajIne loka uparanI ghaNA divasanI baLatarA kADhavAnI taka maLI gaI. divyane aTakAvavAne mATe lokoe macAvelA kolAhalane zrIrAmacaMdrajIe tiraskArI kADhayo. "zrImatI sItA satI che mahAsatI che' evuM bolatA loko upara temane gusso upayo. AthI zrI rAmacaMdrajI paNa lokone uddezIne kahe che ke, "maryAdrA nArita dotra : " 'tamane koIpaNa prakAranI maryAdA ja nathI. Ama kahIne lokanA nirmaryAdapaNAne varNavatA hoya tema zrIrAmacaMdrajI kahe che ke, "saMdo DhovaM yudhdhAma-veyaM TUMhitA purA " 'doSano saMlpa karIne tameja lokoe pahelAM A zrImatI sItAne doSita TharAvI hatI. arthAt, atyAre tame ema kaho cho ke; zrImatI sItA satI che, mahAsatI che. paNa pahelAM ene doSita TharAvanArA ya tame ja hatA ne? ane AgaLa vadhIne zrI rAmacaMdrajI ema paNa kahe che ke, mahAsatI sItAjInuM divya ane dakSika 127

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1ra8) rAma davaNa bhaga. 7... | 'tame loko rUbarUmAM juduM bolo cho ane vaLI pAchA AdhA thaIne juduM bolo cho ! zrImatI sItAnI hAjarImAM tame zrImatI sItAne satI kaho cho ane pAchaLa tame ne tame ja tene asatI kahetA hatA. tamAro evo svabhAva che. nahitara e kaho ke, zrImatI sItA pahelAM asatI zAthI hatI ane atyAre satI zAthI che ? e ja rIte atyAre to tame zrImatI sItA mahAsatI che ema bolo cho, paNa pharIvAra doSane grahaNa karatAM tamane aTakAve evuM koI baMdhana nathI. AthI sarvane sArI rIte pratIti thaI jAya, e mATe zrImatI sItA baLatAM agnimAM praveza karo !" vicAravAnI jarUra zrIrAmacaMdrajIe lokasvabhAvanI je vAto karI, te barAbara che ne? lokane kazI ja maryAdA nathI, e sAcuM ke khoTuM ? loka je kAMI bole te sAcuM ja bole, evo niyama kharo ? sabhA: evuM kAMI nahIM. pUjayazrI : evo niyama kharo ? sabhA : nAjI pUjyazrI: loka je kAMI bole te sadasahnA vivekapUrvaka ja bole, evo ya niyama kharo ? loka jeTaluM bole te saghaLuM ja koInA paNa hitanI ja bhAvanAthI bole, paraMtu koInAya bhUMDAnI bhAvanAthI to kazuM ja bole nahi, eme ya kahI zakazo? sabhA: eme ya kahevAya nahi. pUjyazrI jyAre loka je kAMI bole te sAcuM ja bole evo niyama nathI, loka je kAMI bole te sad asahnA vivekapUrvaka ja bole evo ya niyama nathI ane loka je kAMI bole te koInA ya bhUMDAnI nahi paNa bhalAnI bhAvanAthI ja bole evo ya niyama nathI. to pachI

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mahAsatI evA lokanA vAdane anusaravAnI vAto kema ja thaI zake ? je loko juduM paNa bolI zake, je loko vivekahInapaNe bolI zake ane je loko koInuM nikaMdana kADhI nAkhavAnI durbuddhithI paNa bolI zake evA lokonAM vacanone bharose koIpaNa kriyA karavI, e DahApaNa che ke bevakuphI che? sabhA: cokhkhI bevakUphI pUjayazrI: lokane koIpaNa prakAranI maryAdA che? juThuM to na ja bolAya, koInuM bhUMDuM thAya evuM to na ja bolAya, bhalAnI bhAvanAthI paNa je kAMI bolAya te vivekapUrvaka ja bolAya, AvI koI maryAdA lokane nathI ane te chatAM paNa Aje lokavAdanA nAde nAcavAnI himAyata karavAmAM Ave che. A te caDhatInuM cinha ke paDatInuM? rUbarUmAM prazaMsA te pAchaLa nindA karanArA loka maryAdahIna che, ane ethI ja te rUbarUmAM kAMI bole che ane pAchaLa kAMI bole che. Aje rUbarUmAM bhATanI jema prazaMsA karanArAo ane gerahAjarImAM bhAMDanI jema nidA karanArAo ochA nathI. evAonI prazaMsAmAM tattva nathI hotuM ane nijAmAMya tattva nathI hotuM. evAonI to prazaMsA paNa juThThI ane nidA paNa juThThI. je mANaso rUbarUmAM prazaMsA kare ane pAchaLa nidA kare, teo to daMbhI ja gaNAya ne ? ane evA daMbhIono vizvAsa karanArAo kadAca bharabajAre lUMTAya, to paNa temAM navAI pAmavA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. dharmanA ArAdhakoe khuba ja sAvadha banavuM khAsa karIne dharmanA ArAdhakoe to lokanA A svabhAvane barAbara pichANI levo joIe. kalyANanI kAmanAvALA AtmAoe lokadRSTithI koIpaNa vastuno vicAra nahi karatAM, zAstraSTithI ja dareka vastuno vicAra karatAM zIkhavuM joIe. dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM lokano 129 tAjInuM divya ane dakSi...6

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10) rima divaNa bha80 7...... virodha paNa vikSepa upajAvanAro che ane ethI lokane virodhanuM kAraNa na maLe enI jarUra kALajI rAkhavI joIe; paNa lokanA virodha khAtara dharmano tyAga karavo, e to mUrkhAI ja che. loka ApaNI ArAdhanAmAM vikSepa upajAvanAro na nivaDe temaja lokamAM rahelA yogya jIvone dharmanI ArAdhanAmAM yojI zakAya, e mATe aucityapAlana karavuM e judI vAta che ane lokane rAjI karavA mATe lokanI vAha vAha meLavavAne mATe dharmakarmono tyAga karavo e judI vAta che. lokapriyatA eTale ziSTajatapriyatA lokapriyatAne paNa guNa tarIke varNavIne, "dharmanA arthI AtmAoe lokapriya banavAno prayAsa karavo joIe' evuM upakArI mahApurUSoe jarUra pharamAvyuM che ane lokapriyajano dharmanA uttama prakAranA ArAdhaka banIne Itarone paNa dharmanA upAsaka banAvanArA nivaDe che, eya vAta barAbara che paNa eja upakArI mahApurUSoe pharamAvyuM che ke, lokapriyatA' eTale ziSTajanapriyatA' evo artha samajavAno che. lokapriya banavuM eTale ziSTajanapriya banavuM, e vAtane barAbara yAda rAkhavAnI jarUra che. ziSTajanapriya banavA mATe paNa zuM zuM karavAnuM upakArIoe pharamAvyuM che, e jANo cho ? paranidAdi Ihaloka virUddha kAryono, kharakarmAdi paraloka virUddha kAryono ane dhUtAdi ubhayaloka viruddha kAryono tyAga karavo temaja ghana, vinaya ane zIlanA upAsaka banavuM ema upakArIoe pharamAvyuM che. ziSTajanone paranidAdi lokaviruddha kAryo pasaMda hotAM nathI temaja dAna, vinaya ane zIla pasaMda hoya che, eTale lokaviruddhane tajIne dAnAdimAM prayatnazIla banelAMo, ziSTajanonI priyatAne svAbhAvika rIte ja pAmI zake che. AmAM kayAMya lokone rAjI karavA mATe ke lokanI pAse vAha vAha gavaDAvavA mATe dharmano tyAga karavAnI vAta che? nahi ja, kAraNake sAcA upakArIo evI koI vAta kare ja nahi.

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Ama chatAM, jyAre dharmAcAryanA mahAna pade ArUDha thayelAo paNa lokaherImAM paDe, tyAre dharmazIla jagata vimAsaNamAM paDI jAya te svAbhAvika ja che. dharmAcAryo Adi potAnA kartavyane cUke ane zAsanaprabhAvanAne badale jAta prabhAvanAnA arthI bane tyAre dharmazIla jagata aneka AphatothI gherAya, emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. dharmAcAryo to dharmazIla jagatanI ApattionuM nivAraNa karanArA hovA joIe dharmacAryoe to sadharmanA pAlana ane pracAraka banyA rahevuM joIe. ene badale dharmAcArya tarIke pharanArAo lokaherImAM paDIne dharmazIla gatanI ApattiomAM vadhAro kare ane saddharmathI bhraSTa banIne bIjAone paNa sadharmathI bhraSTa banAvavA mathe, to e dharmAcAryo pApAcAryonI jagaraja sAranArA bane ke bIjuM kAMI thAya ? sabhA: evuM ja bane. pUjyazrI : evA samaye dharmanA arthI AtmAoe vizeSata: vicakSaNa banI javuM joIe. jamAnAne oLakho ! dharmane anusaro ! Aje badhA ja dharmAcAryo lokaherImAM paDyA che ema nathI, paNa evA koI dharmAcArya nathI ema paNa nathI. Aje jamAnAne oLakho' jamAnAne oLakho' evI bUmarANa thAya che ne ? zuM e bUmarANa kharI che? ApaNe jamAnAne oLakhatA ja nathI ? ApaNe jamAnAne to oLakhIe ja chIe, paNa sAthe sAthe dharmaneya oLakhIe chIe. AktA jamAnAne oLakhI, AvA jamAnAmAM paNa sadharmanI ArAdhanA ane pracAra kvI rIte thAya ? eno vicAra to ApaNe jarUra karIe chIe. Ama chatAM 'jamAnAne oLakho' 'jamAnAne oLakho' evuM kema kahevAmAM Ave che, te jANo cho ? vastuta: teo kahevA ema mAne che ke, jamAnAne anusaro, paNa jamAnAne anusaro ema bolI zakAtuM nathI ane eTalA mATe ja teo jamAnAne oLakho ema kahe che. ....mahAsato sItAjInuM divya ane dakSis 131

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132 *6 200]pp? ?' sabhA : jamAnAne anusaro ema kahevAmAM emane vAMdho naDato haze ? pUjayazrI : jamAnAne anusaravAnuM kahe, to to jhaTa pUchAya ke, 'tame te dharmanA AcArya cho ke jamAnAnA? anusaravAnuM hoya jamAnAne ke dharmane ?' loka anAdikALathI jamAnAne to anusarato ja Avyo che. jamAnAne anusaranArAo saMsAranA musApharo banyA che, bane che ane banavAnA; kAraNake, jamAnAnI gati haMmezane mATe artha ane kAma tarapha ja hoya che. jamAnAnI gati dharma tarapha hotI nathI. e ja kAraNe, sAcA upakArIo, mokSanI upAdeyatA samajAvI mokSasAdhaka dharmanI ArAdhanA karavAnI ghoSaNA karatA AvyA che. bhagavAna zrI jijJezvaradevoe paNa jamAnAne anusaravAnuM nahi kahetAM, mokSanA hetubhUta dharmanI upAsanA karavAnuM pharamAvyuM che, kAraNake, jagatamAM e ja eka kalyANakArI vastunI khAmI hatI. koIpaNa jamAnAmAM kalyANa sAdhavuM hoya, to e mATe mokSanA hetubhUta sadharmanI ja ArAdhanA karavI paDe che; kAraNake, vAstavika kalyANanI sAcI sAdhanA karavAno ethI anya evo koI upAya hato paNa nahi, che paNa nahi, ane haze paNa nahi. jamAnAne oLakhavAnI jarUra hoya toya te eTalA ja mATe che ke, mokSanA hetubhUta saddharmanI ArAdhanA ane pracAraNAno mArga kema nirvighna ane saraLa bane? A kAraNe, ApaNe jamAnAne oLakhIe chIe tema chatAM paNa, lokaherImAM paDelA dharmAcAryAdi 'jamAnAne anusaro' ema khullI rIte bolI zakAya tema nahi hovAthI 'jamAnAne oLakho' 'jamAnAne oLakho' evI bUmo mAryA kare che. teo lokavAdamAM paDIne dharmavAdathI bhraSTa banelA che. paNa potAnI jAtane teo dharmavAdathI bhraSTa banela tarIke oLakhAvavAne rAjI nathI.

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sabhA: ema kema? pUjyazrI : kAraNake, teone atyAre je kAMI mAna-pAnAdi maLI rahela che, te pratApa temanA dhArmika veza ane padano che. ajJAna ane bhadrika jIvo temane jainAcArya Adi tarIke mAne che ane mATe ja pUje che. A mAna-pAna choDavAnuM emane pAlavatuM nathI. sabhA : mAnapAna dharmanA nAme meLavavA ane upadeza jamAnAno Apavo, e kyAMno nyAya ? pUjayazrI : evA AtmAone vaLI nyAya kevo? e paNa A jamAnAnI eka khAsiyata ja che, ema mAnone ? sabhA: paNa e nimakaharAmI kahevAya ne? pUjyazrI : te tame ema mAno cho ke A jamAnAmAM nimakaharAmIno nAza thaI gayo che ? jo ke, bIjI badhI nimakaharAmIo karatAM zAsananI nimakaharAmI e ghaNI ja bhayaMkara che paNa e samajAvuM ane manAvuM joIe ne? vicakSaNa bano ApaNI mULa vAta to e che ke, mokSanA hetubhUta saddharmanA ArAdhaka AtmAoe jamAnAne oLakhavAno hoya, paNa jamAnAne anusaravAnuM hoya nahi. anusaravAnuM hoya to, bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevonI ane e tArakonI AjJAnusAra nigraMtha jIvana jIvatA mahApurUSonI AzAone ! Ama chatAM jeo bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevonI AzAonI darakAra karyA vinA jamAnAne anusaravAnI vAto kare che, teo dharmAcArya Adi hoya to te nAmanA ja dharmAcAryAdi che, paNa vastuta: to pApAcArya Adi ja che. dharmanA arthI AtmAoe evA pApapravINa AtmAone pichANI laIne, temanA veSa ane pada AdithI nahi mUMjhAtAM, bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevonI AjJAone ja anusaravAno prayAsa karavo joIe. ...mahasatI sItAjInuM divya ane dakSi8.6 (133

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13jI dharmanA arthI AtmAoe svapara-kalyANane sAdhanArA banavuM hoya, to A jAtinI vicakSaNatAne paNa keLavye ja chUTako che. ApaNe zuM?' 'karaze te bharaze. ApaNe to vezane namIe chIe ne ?' AvI AvI dalIlo kadAca A duniyAmAM cAlI zakaze, paNa paralokamAM evI dalIlo kazI ja sahAya nahi karI zake. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne agni pravezanI anumati divyanA niSedhano pokAra karatA lokone zrIrAmacaMdrajIe to sApha sApha vAto saMbhaLAvI dIdhI. zrIrAmacaMdrajI pote zrImatI sItAjIne sAva nirdoSa ja mAnatA hatA ane lokanA svabhAvano paNa temane kAramo anubhava thaI cUkyo hato. je loka nirdoSane zire kalpita doSa maDhI kADhavAmAM nipuNa ane nirmaryAda che temaja je loka rUbarUmAM ane pITha pAchaLa juduM bolatAM acakAto nathI. evA lokane evA lokonA nAdane koIpaNa DAhato mANasa vajana Ape nahi. mATe ja lokanA vAdano pratikAra karIne zrI rAmacaMdrajIe zrImatI sItAjIne mATe pAMca divyomAMthI saLagatA agninA praveza rUpa divyanI sammati ApI sabhA : pahelAM rAmacaMdrajIe ja lokanAM vacanone AdhAre zrImatI sItAjIne tyajI dIdhAM hatAM ne? pUjayazrI : eTale to teo AvAM anubhavasiddha vacano uccArI rahA che ! temane khAtrI thaI gaI ke, AvA lokonI vAtane vajana ApavAmAM gaMbhIra jokhama ja raheluM che. AvA lokonI vAta upara na to vizvAsa mUkAya ke na to ene vajanadAra manAya. zrIrAmacaMdrajIe jyAM Avo spaSTa uttara saMbhaLAvyo, tyAM loko cUpa thaI gayA. sabhA: bole paNa zuM? pUjayazrI : have zrIrAmacaMdrajIe traNaso hAtha pramANa rima nirvANa bhAga 7.

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jamInamAM be purUSa pramANa uMDo evo khADo khodAvyo. e khADAmAM temaNe caMdananAM kASTho pUrAvyAM. jayabhUSaNa vidyAdharano dIkSA svIkAra ahIM jyAre zrImatI sItAjIne jalatA agnimAM praveza karAvavAnI taiyArI thaI rahI che, te samaye tyAMnA najadikanA bhAgamAM eka dharma mahotsava ujjavAnI taiyArIo cAlI rahI che. e dharma mahotsava kayA nimitte hato ? tenuM paNa A caritranA racayitA parama upakArI kalikAla sarvajJa, AcArya bhagavAn zrImad hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA varNana karatAM pharamAve che ke, vaitADhayagirinI uttarazreNimAM harivikramanAme eka rAjA rAjya karato hato. e rAjAne jayabhUSaNa nAme eka kumAra hato. e jayabhUSaNa kumAra ekaso ATha kumArikAone paraNyo hato. tenI ekso ATha patnIomAM kiraNamaMDalA nAmanI paNa eka patnI hatI. ekavAra evuM banyuM ke, te jayabhUSaNa kumAre potAnI te kiraNamaMDalA nAmanI patnIne hemazikhanI sAthe sutelI joI, ke je hemazikha tenA mAmAno putra thato hato. A drazya jotAMnI sAthe ja jayabhUSaNa kumAre potAnI te kiraNamaMDalA nAmanI patnIne kADhI mUkI ane pote pravrajyA grahaNa karI. nimitta yoge vicAraNAthI vairAgya sabhA : doSa ekano ane tyAga sarvano ? pUjyazrI : jayabhUSaNakumAre ekanA doSa khAtara sarvano tyAga karyo che, ema che ja nahi. kiraNamaMDalAne ja kADhI mUkI, paNa anya koIne kADhela nathI e vAta spaSTa che. Ama chatAM, ekanA doSa khAtara sarvano tyAga ryo che, ema kema vhevAya ? vastusthiti e che ke, e nimitte zrIjayabhUSaNa kumArane jAgrata banAvyo; viSaya ane kaSAyanI AdhInatA keTalI bhayaMkara che ? e samajAvyuM, viSaya ane kaSAyarUpa mahasato sItAjInuM divya ane dIkSA...s 1350

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139 ..rAma nirvANa bhA. 7... saMsAra pratye virAga pragaTAvyo. AvAM nimitto paNa laghukarmI AtmAonAM haiyAmAM sadvicAraNA utpanna kare che. bhArekarmI AtmAo je nimittone pAmIne kyAyAdhIna bane che, te nimitto dvArA paNa laghukarmI AtmAo vairAgyane pAmI zake che. zrI jayabhUSaNa kumAra samajyA ke, aniSTa mAtranuM mULa koI hoya, to te eka karmano yoga ja che. AtmA sAtheno karmano yoga kayA kayA aniSTone utpanna karato nathI ? AtmA sAtheno karmano yoga, e ja sarva ApattionuM ane sarva anarthonuM mULa che. eka anartha najare caDhayo eTale zrI jayabhUSaNa kumAre anartha mAtranA mULano vicAra karyo. AnuM nAma vivekazIlatA kahevAya. sarve anarthonA mULano vicAra karIne, zrIjayabhUSaNakumAre, e mULano ja nAza sAdhavAno nirNaya karyo zrIjayabhUSaNa kumAre nakkI karyuM ke, sarvaviratino Adara, e ja AtmA sAthenA karmanA yogane TALavAno uttamamAM uttama upAya che ane ethI ja temaNe pravajyA grahaNa karI. A rIte pravrajyA grahaNa karIne, zrIjayabhUSaNa kumAra, uttama prakAre saMyamanuM paripAlana karatA pRthvItala upara vicaravA lAgyA. kiraNamaMDalA rAkSasIno upasarga ane kevaLajJAnanI prApti e daramiyAnamAM pelI kiraNamaMDalA mRtyu pAmIna vivudaMSTrA nAmanI rAkSasa nikAyamAM rAkSasI (devI) tarIke utpanna thaI. teNe zrIjayabhUSaNamunine ayodhyAnagarInI bahAranA bhAgamAM pratimA sthita thayelA joyA. pratikAsthita banelA e paramaSine jotAM, kiraNamaMDalAno AtmA bhaktivaza banavAne bale kaSAyavivaza banyo. uttama AlaMbananI prApti paNa suyogya AtmAone ja phaLe che. ayogya AtmAo to uttama paNa AlaMbanane pAmIne pApamAM pravRtta thAya che. kiraNamaMDalAnA AtmAne pUrvabhavamAM thayelI potAnI kadarthanA yAda AvI, paNa e kadarthanA potAnA pApanA pratApe ja thaI hatI evo vicAra na Avyo. vaLI ene

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2 eTalo paNa khyAla na Avyo ke, atyAre A puNyapurUSa saMsAranA rAgathI para banIne eka mAtra mokSanI ArAdhanAmAM ja rata banyA che. eNe to kaSAyavivaza banIne zrIjayabhUSaNa mahAtmAne upadravo dvArA pIDavAno prayatna zarU karyo. rAkSasI vivudaMSTrAnA kAramAM paNa upasargo, zrI jayaMbhUSaNa munivarane caLAvI zakyA nahi. zrIjayabhUSaNa munivara samatAnA sAgara banIne e upasargone sahavA lAgyA. samatAmaya dhyAnanA baLe e paramaSi kevaLajJAna pAmyA. emanAM cAra ghAtI karmo sarvathA kSayane pAmyAM ane ethI e paramarSi zrI vItarAga ane sarvajJa banyA. kharekhara, sattvazIla puNyAtmAo AvI rIte Apattione paNa saMpattinuM kAraNa banAvI de che. kevaLajJAnIno utsava zrImatI sItAjIne divyamAM sahAya mahAtmA zrI jayabhUSaNa munivarane kevaLajJAnanI prApti thavAthI, teno utsava karavAnI abhilASAthI Indra Adi devAtAo tyAM AvI rahyA che. zrImatI sItAjInA divya mATenI taiyArI paNa ayodhyAnagarInI bahAranA bhAgamAM thaI rahI che ane mahAtmA zrI jayabhUSaNa paNa tyAM najadIkanA sthaLamAM ja kevaLajJAnarUpa AtmasaMpattine pAmyA che. kevaLajJAna prAptinA utsavanI abhilASAthI IndranI sAthe AvatA devatAoe, zrImatI sItAjInA divya mATe cAlI rahelI taiyArIo joI. e joIne devatAoe indrane vinaMtI karI ke, "he svAmin ! khoTA lokApavAdane kAraNe satI zrImatI sItA agnimAM praveza kare che ' A sAMbhaLIne, potAnI pAyadalasenAnA uparI devane, zrImatI sItAjInA sAnidhya mATenI Ije AjJA pharamAvI ane pote mahAtmA zrI jayabhUSaNa jyAM hatAM tyAM jaIne temane pragaTelA kevaLajJAnano utsava karyo. mahAsatI sItAjInuM divya ane dakSiA . ' 137)

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138 rima nivaNa bhaga 7.. vikarALa agni joIne vicAraNA ahIM zrIrAmacaMdrajInI AjJA mujaba, caMdananAM lAkaDAthI bharelAM evA pelA khADAmAM sevakoe agni mukyo. cAre taraphathI bhaDabhaDa baLato agni eTalo vikarALa bhAsato hato ke, AMkhoe jovo eya muzkela hatuM. AvA vikarALa jvALAmaya agnimAM zrImatI sItAjIne praveza karavAno hato. zrIrAmacaMdrajIne e agnine jotAM sakhata AghAta thayo. teo vicAravA lAgyA ke, mAre mATe kevo atyaMta viSama prasaMge upasthita thayo che? A mahAsatI rApaNa zaMkA vinA A agnimAM praveza karaze ane divyanI to bhAgyanI jema prAya: viSamagati che ! mArI sAthe A zrImatI sItAno nivAsa thayo ane rAvaNa tenuM haraNa karI gayo; tyAMthI choDAvI ahIM lAvIne meM ja teno tyAga karyo. have pAcho huM ja tene Ama bhayaMkara agnimAM praveza karAvuM chuM !' vAta paNa sAcI che ke, divyanI gati ekadhArI ja hoya che ema nathI. bhAgyanI gatinI jema divyanI gati paNa prAya: viSama hoya che. jo ke, ahIM to zrImatI sItAjInA bacAvano saMyoga upasthita thaI gayo che, paNa harakoI prasaMge bacAva thaI ja jAya evo ekAnta niyama nathI. zubhodaya hoya ane sahAya maLI jAya e judI vAta che, puNyAtmAone prAya: vAMdho Ave ja nahi, paNa koIvAra tevo pApodaya hoya to atizaya zuddha ane sarvathA nirdoSa evA paNa AtmAne pratikULa saMyogomAM mukAI jyAM vAra lAge nahi. jAherAtapUrvaka agnimAM jhaMpApAta jvALAothI vikarALa bhAsatA agnine joIne zrIrAmacaMdrajI jyAre mUMjhavaNamAM paDI gayA che, tyAre mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjInA mukha upara enI e prasannatA jhaLahaLI rahI che. zrImatI sItAjI te agninI najadikamAM AvIne zrI sarvajJa paramAtmAnuM smaraNa karavA pUrvaka pratijJA jAhera karatAM lokapAlo ane loko bannene uddezIne kahe che ke,

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"he nodvAnA ! norvAccha, sarve kubuta yadyaham ? anyamabhyalaSaM rAmAt, tadAgnimAM dahatvayam // 1 // anyathA tu sukhasparzI, vArIvAstvityuDhIrya saa| jhaMpAM smRtanamaskArA, dadau tasmin hutAzane // 21 // tamo sarve sAMbhaLo ! jo meM eka mAtra rAma sivAya anya koInI paNa abhilASA karI hoya, to A agni mane bALo ! anyathA, A agnino sparza mane jaLasparzanA samAna sukhasparza rUpa bano !" zrImatI sItAjInI makkamatA jevI tevI nathI. kAraNake, zrImatI sItAjInI zIlasaMpannatA anupama che. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe parapuruSanI icchA sarakhI paNa karI nathI. koIpaNa saMyogomAM satI strIo parapuruSonI icchA kare ja nahi. jyAM parapuruSanI IcchAne paNa sthAna na hoya tyAM tathA prakAranA rAgathI yukta evo vArtAlApa agara to dehasparza to hoya ja zAno? zrImatI sItAjIe to e pramANe kahIne ane zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karIne, sIdho ja pelA bhaDabhaDa baLatA agnimAM pRpApAta karyo. javALAonA sthAne svaccha jaLanI vAva mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe jhaMpApAta karyo tenI sAthe ja agnipUrNa khADo jaLapUrNa banI gayo. agninA sthAne svaccha pANIthI paripUrNa vAvano dekhAva tyAM thaI gayo. kSaNa pahelAM je khADAmAMthI agninI vikarALa jvALAo nIkaLatI hatI, tyAMthI ja svaccha jaLa ubharAvA lAgyuM. zrImatI sItAjInA satIbhAvathI tuSTa banelA devatAnA prabhAvathI, zrImatI sItAjI siMhAsana sthita lakSmInI jema padmakamaLa upara beThelAM saunA jovAmAM AvyAM. have e khADAmAMthI ubharAtuM pANI phelAvA lAgyuM. pAtALa kUTayuM hoya tema e pANI vegabaMdha prasAra pAmavA lAgyuM. pANInA e vegabaMdha prasArathI judI judI jAtanA avAjo nIkaLavA lAgyA ane 138 ...mahAsata, tAjInuM divya ane dakSiA

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parama nirvANa bhAga . samudranA jaLanI jema te pANI Avarto levA lAgyuM. uchALA mAravA sAthe vegabaMdha prasAra pAmatA te pANImAM moTA moTA maMco paNa taNAvA lAgyA. loko zrImatI sItAjInA satIpaNAnI pratItithI AnaMda pAmyA, paNa potAnA jIvana nAzano samaya joI mUMjhAyA. jyAM rAjAmahArAjAnA maMco paNa taravA mAMDe, tyAM have thaze zuM ?' evI bhIti to lAge ja ne ? agnine vadhato aTakAvavAmAM pANI kama lAge, paNa pANInA vegane agni rokI zake ja nahi. parimita vega hoya to to mATI vagere kAma lAge, paNa pAtALa phuTavA jevuM hoya tyAM thAya zuM ? AthI sau koI ekadama bhayabhrAnta banI gayuM. bhayabhrAta banelA vighAgharo to AkAzamAM uDI gayA, paNa jamIna para cAlanArA mAnavo mUMjhAyA, kAraNake, teo kyAM jAya ? mahAna AtmAo pAse divya karAvavAmAM ya moTuM jokhama che. atyAre zrImatI sItAjI saheja paNa AvezamAM AvI jAya to zuM thAya ? sabhA : satyAnAza vALI de. pUjayazrI : zrImatI sItAjIne jo ema thaI jAya ke, A lokoe mArI ghaNI moTI nindA karI che, jarA svAda cAkhavA do !' to kAramo anartha ja thaI jAya ne ? paNa nahi, zrImatI sItAjI ema kare ja nahi. zrImatI sItAjI to parama vivekavALA che. emanAM haiyAmAM AvA vakhate krodhane nahi paNa dayAne ja sthAna hoya. bhayabhrAnta vidyAdharo AkAzamAM uDI gayA ane bhUcaro pokAra karavA lAgyA ke, he mahAsati zrImatI sItA ! amane bacAvo ! amane bacAvo !' mAnavonA AvA pokArathI prerAIne zrImatI sItAjIe potAnA hAthothI te uchaLatA pANIne pAchuM vALyuM ane temanA prabhAvathI te pANI mAtra vAva pramANa thaI gayuM. ahIM te vAvanuM varNana karatAM kalikAlasarvajJa, AcArya bhagavAn zrImad hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke,

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"tpana: musaiH pa, 6TharAd dvitarA che sauramoznAntikuM [AnI-saMafttA haMsAnanA 14 "mAspana%Ada nidAya-mAdhAnabaMdhurA ? baddhobhayataTA ratno,-palairvApI babhUva sA 12 // " e vAva utpalo, kumudo, padho ane puMDarIkothI paripUrNa hatI; suMgadhathI utkrAnta banelo je bhramara samUha tenA saMgItavALI hatI, haMsano paNa tyAM abhAva nahi hato ane maNisopAnothI te vyApta hatI ke je maNimaya pagathIAonI sAthe jaLataraMgo aphaLAyA karatA hatA; vaLI te vAvanA banne taTo paNa ratnanA pASANothI bAMdhelA hatA;' vAta paNa sAcI che ke, devazaktithI nirmAelI vAvamAM kamInA hoya ja zAnI ? tyAM to uttamamAM uttama koTinI sAmagrI hoya. lavaNa-aMkuza mAtAne khoLe A badhuM joIne AkAzamAM rahelA nAradajI Adie zrImatI sItAjInA zIlanI prazaMsA karatAM thakAM nAcavA mAMDyuM ane saMtuSTa banelA devatAoe zrImatI sItAjInI upara puSponI vRSTi karI. lokoe paNa ghaNA uccastare zrImatI sItAjInA zIlano jayanAda uccAravA mAMDayo. potAnI mAtAnA AvA prabhAvane jovAthI atizaya AnaMdane pAmelA lavaNa ane aMkuza tarata ja te vAvamAM paDayA, ane haMsanI jema taratA taratA te banne zrImatI sItAjInI pAse gayA. potAnI mAtA AvA prabhAvasaMpanna zIlane dharanArI che. e A rIte joyA ane jANyA pachI, kayA putronuM haiyuM harSanA uchALAothI vaMcita rahe ? zrImatI sItAjIe te bannene mastaka upara suMdhIne potAnI banne bAjue besADayA. AthI te banne nadInA be kAMThe rahelAM hAthInA baccAnI jema zobhavA lAgyA. utkarSamAM unmAda nahi apakarSamAM dInatA nahi have je banAva bane che, te khUba khUba dhyAnamAM levA jevo che; sadA yAda rAkhIne manana karavA jevo che, potAno prabhAva ATalI hada sudhI pratyakSa thavA chatAM leza paNa unmattatA na Ave, e saheluM nathI. mahAsatI satAjInuM divya ane dakSi...6 141

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12) rima nivaNa bhaga 7. ATalo jabbara mahimA jIravavo, e parama vivekazIla AtmAone mATe ja suzakya che. dharmazIla AtmAnone utkarSamAM unmAda na Ave ane apakarSamAM dInatA na Ave, utkarSanA samaye unmAdane AdhIna bananArAo, apakarSanA samaye adIna rahI zake, e asaMbhavita prAya: che. dunyavI utkarSa ane dunyavI apakarSa banneya zubhAzubha karmanA udayathI thAya che. AthI utkarSa ke apakarSanI veLAe, vivekI AtmAo, te zAthI bane che? eno paNa vicAra karavAnuM cUkatA nathI. mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIe paNa A samaye evo ja vicAra karyo che. zrIrAmacaMdrajInuM nimaMtraNa zrIlakSmaNajIe, zatrudhdha, bhAmaMDale, bibhISaNe ane sugrIva Adie mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karyo. te pachI ati manohara kAMtivALA zrIrAmacaMdrajI paNa zrImatI sItAjInI pAse AvyA. zrIrAmacaMdrajI ati manohara kAMtivALA hovA chatAM paNa atyAre teo pazcAttApa ane lajjAthI paNa pUrNa banelA hatA. zrImatI sItAjInA divyanI saphaLatAthI ane ethI temano mahimA vadhavAthI zrI rAmacaMdrajInuM haiyuM harSathI nAcI uThe e jema svAbhAvika che, tema kevaLa duSTajanonI vAtane AdhIna banIne pote AvI mahAsatI patnIno ghora araNyamAM tyAga karAvyo temaja te pachIthI paNa AvuM divya karAvavAno Agraha sevyo, ethI temane paccAttApa thAya tathA lajjA Ave te ya svAbhAvika che. pazcAttApa ane lajjAthI pUrNa banelA zrIrAmacaMdrajI aMjali racIne, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne kahe che ke svamavadvivyasaphlopa-grahinAM puravAsanAm chaMdAnuvRtyA tyaktAsi, mayA devi ! sahasva tat / / 1 / / tyattograzvApade'raNye'-jIvastvaM svaprabhAvataH / had% dvivyuM taddAsa, -nasipamahaM puna: 2 kSAnvA sarvaM mameDhAnI-midamadhyAsya puSpakam / calasva vezmani prAgvada, ramasva sahitA mayA // 3 // "temAM teo sauthI pahelI vAta e kare che ke, purajanoe tamArA asat

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evA paNa doSane grahaNa karyo, emAM tamAro doSa nahi hato, paNa purajanonA svabhAvano ja doSa hato. lokano svabhAva ja evo che ke, asat paNa doSane grahaNa karIne nidA kare. huM paNa evo ke, svabhAvathI ja asad doSane grahaNa karanArA purajanonA abhiprAyane anusarIne meM tamAro tyAga kya. devi ! mArA e jyane tame kSamA karo! vaLI mArAthI tyajAelAM tame, mahAhiMsaka prANIovALA jaMgalamAM paNa potAnA prabhAvathI jIvatAM rahI zakyAM, e eka divya hovA chatAM tene paNa huM samajI zakyo nahi ! mArA te sarva kRtya badala tame kSamA karo. ane A puSpaka vimAnamAM besIne ghera padhAro ane pUrvanI jema mArI sAthe ramo !" zrImatI sItAjIno vivekamaya uttara ATalAM ATalAM kaSTo bhogavyA pachI ane kAramAM azubhodayano anubhava karI lIdhA pachI zrImatI sItAjI pAchAM ghera jAya ? tathA prakAranA sattva AdinA abhAve koIne, ATalA anubhava pachI paNa ghera javuM paDe to te judI vAta che, paNa mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI to paramasatvazIlA che. e to atyAre paramavivekazIla AtmAone mATe ati svAbhAvika evA nirNaya upara che. zrIrAmacaMdrajInA kathanane sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjI zrI rAmacaMdrajIne kahe che ke, "satAdhuve na te Dhovo, na ghara nodahya zyana na cAnyasyApi kasyApi, kintu matpUrvakarmaNAm // 1 // " "temAM nathI to Apano koI doSa; nathI to lokano koI doSa ke nathI to anya koIno doSa, gheSa che kevaLa mArAM pUrva karmono ja !' vicAro ke, zrImatI sItAjI keTalAM badhAM vivekazIla che ! teo samaje che ke, loka ane zrIrAmacaMdrajI vagere to nimitta mAtra che. mArAM pUrvakarmo tathA prakAranAM na hoya, to lokathI, zrIrAmacaMdrajIthI ke anya koIthI paNa mane kazuM karI zakAya nahi. mULa doSa mArAM pUrvakarmono ja!" A rIte potAnAM pUrvakarmonAM doSane vicArIne ke varNavIne ja zrImatI sItAjI aTakyAM che ema paNa nathI. zrImatI sItAjIe to potAnAM karmonA uccheda mATe ja prayatnazIla banavAno nirNaya karyo che. potAnA e nirNayane jAhera karatAM zrImatI sItAjI kahe che ke, ....mahAsa satAjInuM divya ane dakSi8..6 143

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14) rima nirvANa bha8 7.... "nirveioor darmaLAmada-du:strAvartapraDhAyanAn ? grahavyAmi parivranyAM, tevAmucchedravALim ???" 'A prakAre du:khanI paraMparAne denArAM karmothI huM nirvedane pAmI chuM. eTale huM to te karmono uccheda karanArI je pravrajyA - tene grahaNa karIza.' zrImatI sItAjInI dIkSA ATaluM kahIne zrImatI sItAjI zrIrAmacaMdrajInA uttaranI rAha paNa nahi jotAM, potAnI muSTithI potAnA mAthAnA vALone ukheDI nAMkhe che ane zrIrAmacaMdrajIne arpaNa kare che. tenuM varNana karatAM caritrakAra paramarSi pharamAve che ke, "zawphleva janezvara: " bhagavAna zrI jinezvaradevo paMcamuSTi loca karIne mAthAnA vALa jema Indrane arpaNa kare che, tema zrImatI sItAjIe paNa potAnI muSTithI loca karIne potAnA mAthAnA vALa zrIrAmacaMdrajIne arpaNa karyA. zrIrAmacaMdrajI to zrImatI sItAjIno nirNaya sAMbhaLIne ane te nirNayanA amalanI taiyArI joIne ekadama mUccha pAmyA ane mUcchita banelA zrIrAmacaMdrajI ubhA thAya te pahelAM to zrImatI sItAjI tyAMthI ravAnA thaIne zrIjayabhUSaNa nAmanA munivaranI pAse pahoMcI gayA. kevaLajJAnI paramarSi zrIjayabhUSaNe paNa temane vidhipUrvaka dIkSA ApIne suprabhA nAmanA gaNinInA parivAramAM tapa:parAyaNA banAvyAM.

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zrI rAmacandrajIno roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajInI hitazikSA divya karyA pachI zrI rAmacandrajInI vAtane avagaNIne, badhI ApattinA mULa-rupa karmanA uccheda mATe dIkSAgrahaNa karavAnA nirNayapUrvaka mastakanA vALanuM laMcana karIne zrI sItAdevIe e vALa zrI rAmacandrajIne ApatAM ja teo mUcchita thAya che. mUccha vaLatAM zrI rAmacandrajI muMDita mastakA-sItAdevIne laI AvavAno rAjAone Adeza kare che. koI rAjAo e vAtano amala karatA nathI. tethI zrIrAmacandrajI roSAyamAna banIne zastra hAthamAM levA jAya che. tyAre zrI lakSmaNajIe eka adanA sAcA sevakane subaMdhune ane hitavatsalane zobhe evI hitazikSA ApI che. e vAtoe A prakaraNane atirasamaya banAvyuM che. sevaka ane baMdhutvane saphaLatAno Adarza ApanArA zrI lakSmaNajIne mANavA jevA che. 145

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146 zrI rAmacandrajIno roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajInI hitazikSA rAmAyaNa eTale rajoharaNanI khANa zrI rAmacandrajIno roSa labdhi chatAM upayogazUnyatA zrI lakSmaNajInI hitazikSA Ape nyAyaniSThAthI to zrImatI sItAjIe svArthaniSThAthI tyAga karyo vaDilabaMdhunI sevA maLe Aje AvI salAha ApanArA keTalA ? sAcI ane hitakara salAha koNa ApI zake? viSayakaSAyanI AdhInatA hoLIo saLagAve che saMsAramAM svArthaghAtaka ghaNA che ane svArthaniSTha thoDAka ja che. mokSanI tIvra abhilASA pragaTyA vinA sAcA rupanI svArthaniSThA Ave nahIM zrI rAmacandrajI Adi zrI jayabhUSaNa kevaLajJAnInI pAse zrI jainazAsanamAM dezanA muktimArganI ja hoya zrI jayabhUSaNa kevaLajJAnIne zrI rAmacandrajIno prazna zrI rAmacandrajInI tadbhava muktigAmitA mokSaruci ane AtmanirIkSaNa zrI bibhISaNe pUchelA prazna vasudatta ane zrIkAnta karelo parasparano vinAza viSaya-kaSAyonI AdhInatA ja saghaLA anarthonuM mULa che zuM jhaghaDAo dharmanA nAme thAya che? adAlatomAM cAlatA kesomAM dharmanA nAme janmelA jhaghaDA keTalA?

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zrI rAmacandrajIno roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajInI hitazikSA rAmAyaNa eTale rajoharaNanI khANa 'zrIrAma-nirvANa-gamana' nAmanA dazamA sargamAM mukhyatve zrIrAmacaMdrajI AdinA pUrvabhavonuM varNana che, temaja zrI rAmacaMdrajI Adie ArAdhanA karIne kevI kevI sthitine prApta karI, e vagere vAtonuM sUcana che. A sarga ApaNe zrI jaina rAmAyaNanA tAraNa tarIke paNa oLakhI ane oLakhAvI zakIe evo che. 'rAmAyaNa eTale rajoharaNanI khANa' e vAta ApaNe zarUAtamAM vicArI hatI ane A sargamAM to vizeSa karIne e vAtano tamane Dagale ne pagale sAkSAtkAra thayA vinA nahi rahe. uttama AtmAone sAmAnya nimitto paNa vairAgyanuM kAraNa bane che, e vAtano temaja je nimitto ayogya AtmAone kAramI durdazAno bhoga banAvI de che, tevAM paNa nimittone suyogya AtmAo ucca koTInI unnata dazAnuM kAraNa banAvI de che, e vAtano khyAla,A sargamAMthI ghaNI ja sahelAIthI ane ghaNI ja suMdara rIte meLavI zakAya tema che. A uparAMta, mohanuM jora keTalIkvAra mahAvivekI ane zrI rAmacandrajInAM roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajInI hitazakSA...... 147

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| 148 rAma nirvANa bhAga 7.. vicakSaNa evA AtmAone, amuka samayane mATe kevA bhAnabhUlA paNa banAvI de che, pApakarmo bhalabhalA AtmAone paNa kevI rIte rIte raMjADe che ? ane duSkarmonA pratApe narake gayelA alpa saMsArI AtmAone paNa kevA kevA o bhogavavAM paDe che ? e vagere ghaNI ghaNI vAto, A sarganA vAMcanathI ane zravaNathI jANavA ane vicAravA Adi mATe maLI rahe tema che. A sargamAM AvatI vAto, ApaNAM haiyAne jevI rIte sparzavI joIe tevI rIte jo sparzI jAya, to vairAgyanI tAkAta nathI ke, te ApaNAthI cheTo rahI zake. azubha karmonA udayathI prApta thayelI du:khamaya avasthAmAM paNa, du:khathI kema bacI zakAya ? ane sukhane kema anubhavI zakAya ? e kImIyo zIkhavo hoya, to tene mATe ya, A sarga e paNa eka uttama sAdhana che. A sargamAM AvatI hakIktonA AlaMbanathI, AtmA dhAre to ghaNI ghaNI vAtono hitakara vicAra karI zake tema che. prasaMge prasaMge je jAtanA kalyANakArI vicAro karavA joIe te jAtanA vicAro karavAnA lakSyavALA banyA rahezo, to A sarganuM zravaNa tamArA manomandiramAM anupama koTino prakAza pragaTAvyA ane prasarAvyA vinA nahi rahe. zrIrAmacaMdrajIno roSa ApaNe e joI AvyA ke, mahAsatI zrImatI sItAjIne agnipravezanA divyamAM vismayakAraka saphaLatA prApta thaI, temanA anupamazIlanI sarvatra prazaMsA thavA lAgI ane khuda zrIrAmacaMdrajIe potAnAM sarva anucita kAryone mATe kSamA yAcavA sAthe zrImatI sItAjIne puSpaka vimAnamAM besIne rAjamaMdire cAlavAnuM temaja tyAM jaIne pUrvavat bhogasukho bhogavavAnuM sUcana karyuM. A badhAnA uttararUpe zrImatI sItAjIe kahI dIdhuM ke, 'mAre je du:kho bhogavavAM paDayAM, temAM Apano, lokono ke anya koIno doSa nathI; mArAM

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pUrvakano ja e doSa che. A rIte potAnAM pUrvakarmonA doSane yAda karIne, zrImatI sItAjIe ema paNa kahyuM ke, A prakAranAM du:khanI paraMparAne denArAM karmothI huM nirvedane pAmI chuM ane ethI huM to e karmono uccheda karanArI pravrajyAne ja grahaNa karIza. potAnA A nirNayane jAhera karatAMnI sAthe ja teno amala karatAM hoya tema, zrImatI sItAjIe te avasare tarataja potAnI muSTithI ja potAnA mAthAnA kezono loca karI nAkhyo ane potAnA ke kezo temaNe zrIrAmacaMdrajIne arpaNa karyA. zrImatI sItAjInA A prakAranA vartanathI sammata AghAtane pAmelA zrIrAmacaMdrajI mUrchAdhIna banI gayA. paNa zrImatI sItAjI to emanI mUccha utare enI rAha jovAne mATe paNa thobhyAM nahi. e thobhyAM hoya to je suMdara pariNAma AvyuM, te kadAca na Avata ane rAmAyaNano anta bhAga koI bIjA ja rUpamAM AlekhAta. tyAMthI ravAnA thaIne zrImatI sItAjI zrIjayabhUSaNa nAmanA kevaLajJAnI maharSinI samIpe pahoMcI gayAM ane e kevaLajJAnI maharSie zrImatI sItAjIne vidhi mujaba dIkSA paNa ApI dIdhI. zrImatI sItAjI ravAnA thaI gayA bAda, zrI rAmacandrajInuM zuM thayuM e vigere vRttAMtonuM digdarzana karAvatAM parama upakArI kalikAla sarvajJa AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve zrI rAmacaMdrajI raja ane zrI lakSamaNajInA hitazikSa...7 che ke "maya saccanTanena, nadhyasaMDro raghuddhaha: vyAnahAra vava nu sA, sItAdevI mAratvanI che ? "bho bhUcarAH khecarAzca, na ceyUyaM mumUrSavaH / tane nughatazAma,-vyAzu Dharzayata biyAm 42 "vatsa vatsaihi saumitre, tUNau tUNau dhanurdhanuH / camI saMskuTTArsanA surathatA Turite mayi rU? "ityuktvA dhanca gRhNataM, taM natvA lakSmaNo'bravIt / Arya ! kimidaM ? lokaH khalveSa tava kiMkaraH // 4 // 148

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150 zama nirvANa bhAga che.. 'sItAM yathA doSa bhIto'tyAkSIstvaM nyAyanaiSThikaH / avakSItA svArthaniSThA, tathA sA sarvamanyanat ''pratyAmiha va: sItA, svayamutlAya kuMtalAn Adade vidhivad dIkSAM, jayabhUSaNasaMnidhau // 6 // " idAnImeva tasyarSe-rudapadyata kevalam tajjhAnamahimAvazya-kRtyamasti tavApi hi "tamAste svAminI sItA, svAmijJAttamahAvratA / darzayantI muktimArga, satImArgamivAnaghA 558'' ' ' ' w ' ' eka tarapha zrImatI sItAjI pravrajyA grahaNa karavAnI abhilASAthI ravAnA thaI gayAM ane bIjI tarapha lakSmaNajI Adie zrIrAmacaMdrajIne candanajaLathI siMcyA. caMdanajaLanA siMcanathI zrIrAmacaMdrajIne saMjJAnI prApti thaI. saMjJA pAmelA zrIrAmacaMdrajIe badhe najara doDAvI joI, paNa kyAMya zrImatI sItAjInuM darzana thayuM nahi. AthI zrIrAmacaMdrajI pUche che ke, 'e manasvinI zrImatI sItAdevI kyAM che ?' zrIrAmacaMdrajIne e praznano javAba maLato nathI. saMkhyAbaMdha mAnavo ane saMkhyAbaMdha vidyAdharo zrIrAmacaMdrajInI tahenAtamAM hAjara che, paNa emAMno eka paNa mAnava ke ekapaNa vidyAdhara zrIrAmacaMdrajIne temanA praznano uttara ApatA nathI. AthI zrIrAmacaMdrajIekadama roSAyamAna banI jAya che. zrIrAmacaMdrajI saMjJA pAmyA che, paNa mohanA ghenathI mukta banyA nathI. A dazAmAM temane AvA vakhate kAramo paNa Aveza AvI jAya, e koI azakya bInA nathI. eka to zrImatI sItAjIne pote kSamA ApavAnuM kahIne rAjamaMdire AvavAnuM kahyuM tyAre zrImatI sItAjIe dIkSA levAnI vAta karIne potAnA mAthAnA kezono potAnA hAthe ja loca karIne te kezo zrIrAmacaMdrajIne arpaNa karyA. temaja zrIrAmacaMdrajI mUrchAdhIna banyA te chatAM sevAmAM besavAne badale cAlyAM gayAM ane have pote pUche che ke, 'te matasvinI zrImatI sItAdevI kyAM che ?' to

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saDARA eno koI javAba ApatuM nathI, A dazAmAM, mohanI mUcchamAM sapaDAyelA ane potAnI AjJAne koI laMghI zake nahi tema mAnatA zrI rAmacaMdrajI krodhathI dhamadhamI uThe, emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. roSAyamAna banelA zrIrAmacandrajI, tyAM rahelA mAnavone temaja vidyAdharone uddezIne kahe che. jo tame maravAnI icchAvALA na ho, to haju paNa huM tamane kahuM chuM ke, locavALA mastakvALI evI paNa te mArI priyAne tame mane satvara batAvo !' zrIrAmacaMdrajIe A pramANe kahAM te chatAM paNa koI kAMI ja bolatuM nathI. badhA mUMgA ubhA che. AvA vakhate bolavAnI hiMmata paNa kare koNa ? svAbhAvika rIte saune ema thAya ke, atyAre te bole, ke jene mAthe kALa bhamato hoya, AvA vakhate zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pAse kAMIpaNa bolavuM e jevuM tevuM jokhama che? vaLI kahevuM paNa zuM ? zrImatI sItAjIne samajAvI-paTAvIne pAchAM lAvI zakAya evI sthiti rahI nathI, kAraNake, e to dIkSita banI cUkyAM che; ane ahIM dIkSAnI vAta saMbhaLAvavI e gajabanAka jokhama kheDavA jevuM che. te rIte jyAre koI kAMI bolatuM nathI ane sau koI udAsIna mukhe ubhA rahyA che, tyAre zrIrAmacaMdrajIne ema thaI jAya che ke, mArI sAme A hiMmata ? tarataja teo zrI lakSmaNajInA nAmanA pokAro kare che. temane potAnI pAse AvavAnuM jaNAve che, ane potAne dhanuSya bANa ApavAnuM sUcana kare che. zrIrAmacaMdrajInI e icchA che ke, "A badhAne huM uDAvI dauM, kAraNake, huM dusthita chuM te chatAM paNa A loko ughasInapaNe susthita che !' labdhi chatAM upayogazUnyatA vicAra karo ke, mohano utpAta kevo viSama che? vivekI ane vicakSaNa AtmAo paNa, mohanA uchALAthI keTalI badhI kAramI durdazAnA bhoga banI jAya che, e vAta khUba ja dhyAnamAM rAkhavA jevI che. ...zrI rAmacandrajInale roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajInA hitazikSa......7 (1pa1

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upara rima viNa bhAga sabhA : AvA AtmAo paNa mohanA uchALAthI AvA banI jAya che, to pachI viveka ane vicakSaNatAnuM phaLa zuM? pUjayazrI : viveka ane vicakSaNatAnuM phaLa zuM che, e hamaNAM ja tame joI zakazo. ahIM to mohanA prAbalyano vicAra karavA jevo che. aprazasta rAganA yoge, tevA prakAranuM nimitta maLatAM, AtmA bhayaMkara paNa pApo AcaravA tatpara banI jAya che, mATe uttama vAta to e che ke, 'aprazasta rAgano tyAga karatA rahevAno prayatna karatA rahevuM ane sAthe sAthe mohane uchALo mAravAmAM nimittothI jema bane tema bacatA rahevuM.' AtmAmAM vivekaguNa pragaTayo eTale aprazasta rAga gayo ja ema mAnI levAnuM nathI. vivekagaNa pragaTe eTale aprazasta rAganI ruci nAza pAme, paNa aprazasta rAga hoya te potAnuM kAma karavA to mathe ja ne ? vivekaguNa pragaTavA chatAM paNa eno satata upayoga jArI rahe evI dazA prApta thavI joIe ne ? labdhisaMpanna AtmA pAse upayogazUnya hoya to chatI labdhie mAra khAI jAya. AthI AtmA upayogadazAmAM jema bane tema vadhAre sthira bane evo prayatna karavo, e ja vivekI ane vicakSaNa AtmAonuM kartavya che. | zrI lakSmaNajInI hitazikSA A prasaMge to zrIrAmacaMdrajIe zrIlakSmaNajInA nAmano pokAra karyo, paNa e vakhate to zrIlakSmaNajI paNa cUpa rahyA. AthI zrIrAmacaMdrajI jAte ja dhanuSya grahaNa karavAne tatpara banyA. | zrI lakSmaNajIe joyuM ke, have bolyA vinA cAle tema nathI. have jo zrIrAmacaMdrajIne kahevAjoguM nahi kahevAmAM Ave to kAramo anartha mayyA vinA raheze nahi ane A hAlamAM mArA sivAya bIjo koI zrIrAmacaMdrajIne kahevAjoNuM kahI zake e zakya nathI. AthI dhanuSyane grahaNa karatA zrIrAmacaMdrajIne namaskAra karIne zrIlakSmaNajI sauthI pahelI vAta to e kahe che ke, "are Arya ! Arya !

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Apa A zuM karo cho ? A sarva loka tamAro sevaka ja che ! ATaluM kahI. pachIthI, zrIlakSmaNajI potAnA vaDila badhu zrIrAmacaMdrajIne evA zabdomAM zrImatI sItAjIe dIkSA grahaNa karyAnI vAta saMbhaLAve che. ke je zabdonA zravaNa mAtrathI temano mohano ubharo zamI jAya che. ekTama ubharAI javAne taiyAra thayelA dUdhamAM jema thoDuM pANI paDe ane dUdhano ubharo zamI jAya, tema zrIlakSmaNajInA zabdo kAne paDatAMnI sAthe ja zrIrAmacaMdrajIno krodha zamI jAya che ane e zamatAMnI sAthe ja emanAmAM rahelI vivekazIlatA ane vicakSaNatA potAnuM kArya zarU karI de che. AMkhavALo AdamI paNa paDala ke paDado Adi vacce AvI jatAM joI zakto nathI, paraMtu jyAM e paDala ke paDado Adi khasI jAya che, eTale AMkha potAnuM kAma karyA vinA rahetI ja nathI. e ja rIte ahIM paNa zrIlakSmaNajInA zabdo sAMbhaLatAM ja zrIrAmacaMdrajInuM mohanuM je kAramuM paDala hatuM te bhedAya che. Ape vyAyaniSThAthI to zrImatI sItAjIe svArthaniSThAthI tyAga karyo A prasaMge zrIlakSmaNajI zrIrAmacaMdrajIne kahe che ke, nyAyanaiSThika evA Ape jema doSathI bhaya pAmIne zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karyo hato, tema bhavathI bhaya pAmIne potAnA AtmAnA hitamAM niSTha banelAM zrImatI sItAdevIe sarvano tyAga karyo che !" sIdho AghAta pahoMcADIne sAna ThekANe lAve evuM zrIlakSmaNajInuM A kathana keTaluM avasarocita ane sacoTa che ! A kathana dvArA zrI lakSmaNajI sUcave che ke, tame nyAyaniSTha banIne zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karyo ke nahi ? tamane tamArI nyAyaniSThAmAM doSa lAgavAno bhaya lAgyo, eTale tame zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karyo hato ne ? Apa cAyaniSTha banyA hatA, tema have zrImatI sItAjI svArthaniSTha banyAM che. tamane doSano bhaya lAgyo hato, to emane bhavano bhaya lAgyo che. AmAM zrI rAmacaMdrajIno roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajInA hita87 153

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1pa .20ma jivaNa bha88 7...... emaNe khoTuM zuM karyuM che? nyAyaniSThA ane doSabhIta banelA tamane jema zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karavAno adhikAra hato, to bhavathI bhIta ane svArthaniSTha banelAM zrImatI sItAjIne sarvano tyAga karavAno adhikAra zA mATe na hoya ? vaLI tame to zrImatI sItAjIne koIpaNa prakAranI khabara ApyA vinA ja zrImatI sItAjIno tyAga karyo hato, jyAre zrImatI sItAjIe ahIM ApanI rUbarUmAM ja potAnA hAthe potAnA kezono loca karyo hato ! AvuM sUcavIne zrIlakSmaNajI kahe che ke, zrI jayabhUSaNa mahAtmAnI samIpe zrImatI sItAjIe vidhipUrvaka dIkSA grahaNa karI che. vaLI te zrI jayabhUSaNa nAmanA maharSine hamaNAM ja kevaLajJAna utpanna thayuM che, ane te jJAnano mahimA Ape paNa avazya karavo joIe. te svAmin ! mahAvratone grahaNa karI cUkelA svAminI zrImatI sItA tyAMja che ane pAparahita evAM te satImArganI jema muktimArganI ArAdhanA karIne te mArgane bhavyajIvo samakSa darzAvI rahyA che." vaDilabaMdhunI sevA maLe ! ApaNe atyAra sudhInA aneka prasaMgomAM joI cUkyA chIe ke, zrIlakSmaNajInuM zrIrAmacaMdrajInI sAthenuM vartana haMmezane mATe eka Adarza laghubadhune chAtuM ja rahyuM che. kyAMye temaNe evo vartAva karyo nathI, ke je vartAva laghubadhu tarIke hINo gaNAya. zrIrAmacaMdrajInI ane zrImatI sItAjInI emaNe je sevA bajAvI che ane je tAbedArI uThAvI che, teno vicAra karo to tamane lAge ke, AvA laghubadhu javalle ja maLe, ane jene AvA laghubadhu maLe te ghaNo puNyavAn gaNAya. eTalI sevA karanAra ane eTalI tAbedArI uThAvanAra zrIlakSmaNajI avasare avasare kahevAjonuM kahevAmAM paNa sadAne mATe tatpara ja banyA rahA che, vinayapUrvaka avasare kaDaka zabdo paNa temaNe saMbhaLAvyA ja che.

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pote vAsudeva che, chatAM sarvatra vaDila bandhu zrI rAmacaMdrajIno ja jyakAra bolAya emAM rAjI rahyA che, vinaya jALavavAmAM kyAMya AMca AvavA dIdhI nathI, chatAMpaNa tevo avasara AvI lAgyo to zrIrAmacaMdrajIne paNa hitakara vAta temaNe saMbhaLAvI ja che. avasarajoga hitakara vAta paddhatisara saMbhaLAvavI, emAM vinayano bhaMga nathI. nAno bhAI dunyavI svArtha mATe moTA bhAInI sAme AMkha uMcI sarakhI paNa na kare, paraMtu moTobhAI ayogya kAryavAhI karato hoya to avasarajoga kaDaka paNa vAto saMbhaLAvyA vinA rahe nahi. ema karavuM, e paNa vastuta: moTAbhAInI sevA ja che ane zrIlakSmaNajIe atyAre je kAMI saMbhaLAvyuM te saMbhaLAvavAmAM paNa moTAbhAInI sAcI sevA ja bajAvI che. Aje AvI salAha ApanArA keTalA ? Aje tamAre mATe evo koI prasaMga upasthita thaI jAya, to tamAro nAno bhAI tamane AvI salAha Ape ke, tamAro unmAda khUba khUba vadhe ane tamArA hAthe tamAruM tathA anekonuM satyAnAza nIkaLI jAya evI salAha Ape ? jo ke, Avo prasaMga tamAre mATe saMbhavita ja nathI ema kahIe to cAlI zake. zrImatI sItAjI jevI zIla ane saundarya ubhayathI zobhatI strI maLavI mahAmuzkela che. Aje to zIlahIna evI paNa rUpavatI strIonI pUMThe pAgala bananArA kyAM ochA che ? viSayanA kIDAo sAmAnya rUpa jue to zIlahIna strI tarapha paNa kheMcAyA vinA rahe kharA ? evAone jo zIla ane saundaryathI zobhatI strI maLe, to to pachI pUchavuM ja zuM ? bAkI Aje to rAgamAM ya prAmANikatA jevuM zuM che ? Aje ekano rAga ane kAle koI evI sAmagrI ane anukULatA maLI gaI to bIjIno rAga ! kAramA viSayarAga vinA AvuM na bane. svastrImAM paNa saMtoSa, eno artha samajo cho ? parano to sarvathA tyAga ane svamAM paNa unmAda nahi ! Aje svastrI saMtoSI .....zrI rAmacandrajIno roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajInI hitazikSA...... 155

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15bhale thoDA hoya, paNa paravArIsahodara paNa keTalA ? parastrI game teTalI rUpavatI hoya, paNa enA upara paDelI najara sUrya upara paDelI naranI jema pAchI paDe kharI ? parastrIno yoga thaI jAya, to agninI jvALAne bheTatAM jeTalA Daro cho ane bhAgo cho, teTalA Daro ane bhAgo kharA ? gharamAM zIlavatI patnI hoya, paNa taka maLI jAya to eno anAdara karatAM paNa vAra lAge ? AmachatAM e strI dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya to ? je strInI sAme mahinAo thayAM joyuM paNa na hoya, te strIne dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA thAya to ? potAnA mArgamAM kAMTA jevI hoya to vAta judI che, bAkI thoDo ghaNo paNa rAga hoya to e vakhate zuM na bolAya ke zuM na karAya ? sAdhuone ane sAdhudharmane bhAMDayA vinA rahevAya ? evo samaya AvI lAge to bhAIo vagere paNa kvI salAha Ape ? zrIlakSmaNajIe jevI rIte zrIrAmacaMdrajIne sApha sApha vAto saMbhaLAvI, tevI rIte Ajano bhAI ke saMbaMdhI saMbhaLAve kharo ? sAcI ane hitakara salAha koNa ApI zake ? zrIlakSmaNajI bhogI che ke tyAgI ? bhogI hovA chatAM paNa zrIlakSmaNajI tyAgane kvo mAne che ? tyAga pratye temanA haiyAmAM Adara na hota, to zrImatI sItAjIe sarvano tyAga karyo te vyAjabI karyuM che. evuM potAnA moTAbhAI zrIrAmacaMdrajIne teo samajAvI zakata kharA ? potAnA vaDilabhAIne evo ToNo mArI zakata kharA ke, nyAyaniSTha evA tame doSanA bhayathI zrImatI sItAno tyAga karyo hato, tema bhavathI bhaya pAmelAM zrImatI sItAjIe svArthaniSThAthI sarvano tyAga karyo ?zrIlakSmaNajIe je kahyuM te vyAjabI che ke geravyAjabI ? tamane tamAro bhAI AvI vyAjabI vAta prasaMgasara saMbhaLAve kharo ? jenAM haiyAmAM saMsAratyAga pratye aruci che, e bhAI ke saMbaMdhI, Avo koI avasara AvI lAge to tamane zAnta banAvavAne badale unmatta ja banAve. saMsAratyAga pratyenI aruci gayA vinA ane saMsAratyAganI rAma viNa bha88

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ruci pragaTayA vinA, koIpaNa AdamI koIne ya sAcI ane hitakara salAha ApI zake e zakya nathI. tame jemane tamArA sagA ane saMbaMdhio Adi mAno cho, te badhA tamArA paralokanA mitra che ke duzmana e vAta vicAravA jevI nathI ? A lokamAM paNa e tamArA kyAM sudhI ? tamArA yoge emane emano svArtha haNAto lAge, to e zuM kare ? sahana karI karIne ya keTaluMka sahana kare? viSayasukhanI ati lolupatAe maryAdAone cAvI khAvA mAMDI che. pahelAM dikarA patnInI zIkhavaNIthI bApa sAme thavA lAgyA ane have patnI patinI sAme thAya che, A badhuM zAthI ? viSayarAganI ane kaSAyanI mAtrA vadhI ethI ke ghaTI ethI ? viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatA hoLIo saLagAve che viSaya ane kaSAyanI AdhInatAmAM phaselA AtmAonI svArthaniSThA hoLIo saLagAve che ane viSaya - kaSAyarUpa saMsArathI bhaya pAmelA AtmAonI svArthaniSThA amRtano chaMTakAva karanArI nivaDe che. zrImatI sItAjIe svArthaniSThA banIne dIkSA grahaNa karI che. paNa e svArthaniSThA dunyavI sukhanI prItimAMthI nahi, paraMtu saMsAranI bhItimAMthI janmelI che. dunyavI sukhanI prItimAMthI je svArthaniSThA janme che, te mANasane mANasa rahevA detI nathI; hevAna banAvI de che ane pArakAM sukhano nAza karavA mATe rAkSasa jevo banAvI de che. dunyavI sukhanA svArthamAM niSTha banelA AtmAo, potAnA svArthanI siddhine mATe niTamAM nikaTanA saMbaMdhionuM nikaMdana kADhatAM paNa na acakAya to e azakya nathI. dunyavI sukhanI prItimAMthI janmelI svArthaniSThA jema jema vadhatI jAya che, tema tema AdamI jagatane mATe vadhAre ne vadhAre zrApabhUta banato jAya che. e ja rIte bhavanI bhItimAMthI janmelI svArthaniSThAmAM AdamI jema jema vegavALo banato jAya che, tema tema te mtane vadhAre te AzIrvAdarUpa banato jAya che. zrI rAmacaMdrajIte roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajIta hisa.....7 (1pa0

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1pa8 28 nirvANa bhaga 7. bhavanI bhItinA yoge janmelI svArthaniSThA mANasane mAtra potAnAM saMbaMdhIo upara ja upakAra karanAro rahevA detI nathI, mAtra manuSya jagata upara ja upakAra karanAro rahevA detI nathI, mAtra AMkhathI dekhI zakAya tevA jIvo upara ja upakAra karanAro rahevA detI nathI, paNa gatanA sUkSma ke bAdara, bahAdRSTithI gamya ke bAhAdaSTithI agamya e sarva jIvo upara upakAra karanAro banAvI de che kAraNake, enAmAM sArA ya gatanA prANI mAtranA kalyANanI bhAvanA pragaTe che, ethI e potAnI zakyatA mujaba parakalyANanI sAdhanAmAM rata bane che ane potAnI evI sthiti pedA karavAne mATe e prayatnazIla bane che, ke jevI sthiti prApta thatAM te koIpaNa kALe koInA paNa akalyANamAM kAraNabhUta na bane. saMsAramAM svArthaghAtaka ghaNA che ane svArthaniSTha thoDAka ja che saMsAramAM svArthaniSTha koNa nathI ? upalaka dRSTie vicAra karo to tamane emaja lAge ke, duniyAmAM saghaLA ja svArthaniSTha che; paNa je AtmAo vivekapUrvaka vicAra karI zake che, teone ema lAgyA vinA nahi rahe ke, A jagatamAM jo sAcA svarUpe svArthaniSTha AtmAone zodhavA nIkaLIe to svArthavimukha AtmAo ghaNA maLe, svArthasanmukha AtmAo thoDA maLe ane svArthaniSTha AtmAo javalle maLe. sva eTale AtmA. svArthaniSTha te kahevAya, ke je AtmAno artha sAdhavAmAM niSTha hoya. AvI svArthaniSThAvALA keTalA? bhavanI bhIti pragaTayA vinA AvI svArthaniSThA pragaTe nahi ane bhavanI bhIti jAgyA pachI paNa aneka rIte AtmA jyAre laghukarmI bane che tyAre ja A jAtanI svArthaniSThA pragaTe che. bIjI tarapha juo to duniyA jene svArthaniSTha kahe che, te zuM vastutaH svArthaniSThA che ? pApathI AtmAno artha sadhAya ke haNAya? dunyavI sukhanI lAlasA e jevuM-tevuM pApa che? dunyavI sukhasAmagrI jAya to krodha upaje, Ave to

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mAna upaje, meLavelI ke meLavavA dhArelI sAmagrInI rakSAdi mATe mAyA ane game teTaluM maLe toya enI bhUkha to bhAge ja nahi. A dazAthI svArtha sadhAya ke haNAya ? duniyA jene svArthaniSTha mAne che, te to vastuta: svArthaghAtaka che. sabhA : to pachI sAcA svArthaniSThone paramArthI tarIke ane duniyAnA svArthIone svArthaniSTha tarIke kema oLakhAvAya che ? pUjyazrI : sAco svArthaniSTha paramArthanI bhAvanAthI paripUrNa hoya che, temaja potAnA nimitte koInuM paNa ahita na sadhAya enI kALajIvALo hoya che. pratyakSa vastu A hoya, eTale evA AtmAo paramArthI tarIke oLakhAya, e paNa barAbara ane svAbhAvika che. uparAMta evA AtmAone paropakArI AdI tarIke oLakhavAthI duniyAnA jIvonuM pArakAnA upakAra tarapha lakSa dorAya che. AvI ja rIte duniyAnA jIvo paramArthathI svArthaniSTha nathI, bAkI pote mAnI lIdhelA arthamAM to niSTha ja che ne ? duniyAnA jIvo ajJAnavaza anarthane artha mAne che te vAta judI che. paNa e vAtane bAjue rAkhIe to sau pote mAnelA arthanI sAdhanAmAM to niSDa ja che ne ? AvI rIte vicAra karo to tarata samajAI jAya ke, sAco svArthaniSTha paropakArI Adi tarIke kema oLakhAya che ? ane vAstavika rIte svArthaniSTha to nahi paNa svArthaghAtaka AtmAo svArthaniSTha Adi tarIke kema oLakhAya che ! mokSanI tIvra abhilASA pragaTayA vinA sAcA rUpanI svArthaniSThA Ave nahi sAcA rUpamAM svArthaniSTha banavAne icchatA AtmAone dunyavI sukhanI prItine TALavI joIe ane bhavanI bhItine pedA karavI joIe. sAcA rUpamAM svArthaniSTha teo ja banI zake che, ke jeonAM aMtaramAM mokSanI tIvra abhilASA pragaTe che. mokSa eTale zuM ? AtmAnA anaMta jJAnAdimaya svAbhAvika svarUpane pragaTa karavuM. zrI rAmacandrajIno roSa ane zrI lakSmaNajInI hardazakSA.....7 15

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10 AtmAnI parama vizuddhAvasthA, e ja AtmAnI muktAvasthA che. atyAre ApaNo AtmA karmanA saMyogavALo che. AtmAnI saghaLI ja malInatA AtmAnA karma sAthenA saMyogane AbhArI che. AtmAne eka gatimAMthI bIjI gatimAM ane eka bhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM ema anaMto kALa thayAM saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karavuM paDe che, temAM eka mAtra kAraNa AtmAno jaDa karmo sAtheno saMyoga che. AtmA eka bhavamAMthI bIjA bhavamAM ane bIjA bhavamAMthI trIjA bhavamAM-ema anAdikALathI anaMto kALa thayo paribhramaNa kare che, e sUcave che ke, AtmA e avinAzI agara to zAzvata dravya che. zAzvata svabhAvavALA AtmAne paNa janma-maraNo AdinAM du:kho bhogavavAM paDe che, te AtmA sAthe karmano saMyoga che mATe, e saMyoga TaLe, eTale AtmA potAnI paripUrNa zuddha dazAmAM zAzvata kALa susthita banyo rahe. e dazAmAM du:khanI saMbhAvanA nathI. kAraNake, saghaLAM ja du:khonuM mULa karmasaMyoga che, ane muktAtmA te ja kahevAya che ke, je karmasaMyogathI sarvathA mukta banyo hoya. AvI dazA prApta karavAnA prayatnamAM je raktatA, enuM ja nAma sAcI svArthaniSThA che. have vicAro ke, mokSanI tIvra abhilASA pragaTayA vinA AvI sAcA rUpanI svArthaniSThA Ave e zakya che ? sabhA : nahi ja. pUjyazrI : ane dunyavI sukhanI prIti TaLyA vinA temaja bhavanI bhIti pragaTayA vinA tIvra mokSAbhilASA pragaTe e paNa zakya che ? rAma narvANa bhAga che.. sabhA H e paNa azakya che. pUjyazrI : ApaNe sAcA svarUpe svArthaniSTha chIe ? sabhA : nA jI. pUjyazrI : sAcA svArthaniSTha nahi to sAcA svArthanI sanmukha banelA chIe ? zrImatI sItAjI to sAcA rUpamAM svArthaniSTha banyAM,

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kAraNake, emane bhavanI bhIti lAgI ! ApaNane bhavanI prIti che ke bhIti ? sabhA : evA vicAro karavAnI khAmI che. pUjyazrI : bhavasvarUpa saMbaMdhI vicAro nathI thatA, e kharekhara khAmIrUpa lAge che ke kema, e paNa eka savAla che. zrIrAmacaMdrajI Adi zrI jayabhUSaNa kevaLajJAnInI pAse ApaNe e joI gayA ke, zrIlakSmaNajIe zrImatI sItAjInI dIkSA saMbaMdhI vAta kahevA sAthe zrI jayabhUSaNa nAmanA maharSine kevaLajJAna utpanna thayAnI vAta paNa karI hatI, temaja kevaLajJAnano mahimA karavo e tamAruM paNa avazya karavA yogya kRtya che' - evI preraNA paNa zrI lakSmaNajIe karI hatI. vadhumAM e vAta paNa jaNAvI hatI ke, mahAvratadhArI banelAM ane satI mArganI jema muktimArganuM darzana karAvatAM zrImatI sItAjI paNa tyAM ja che. zrIlakSmaNajInAM A prakAranAM vacanoe zrIrAmacaMdrajIne svastha banAvI dIdhAM. have tame jUo ke, temanI vivekazIlatA ane vicakSaNatA zuM kAma kare che ? zrIrAmacaMdrajI potAnI svasthatAne prApta karIne kahe che ke, | 'te kevaLajJAnI paramarSi zrI jayabhUSaNa nAmanA mahAtmAnI pAse mArI priyA zrImatI sItAe dIkSA grahaNa karI te sAruM kyuM !" A pramANe bolIne zrIrAmacaMdrajI tyAMthI ubhA thayA, parivAra sahita zrIjayabhUSaNa maharSinI pAse pahoMcyA, tyAM pahoMcI te mahAtmAne vidhipUrvaka vajana karyuM ane e tArake je dezanA ApI tenuM zravaNa karyuM. zrI jaina zAsanamAM dezanA muktimArganI ja hoya ahIM parama upakArI kalikAlasarvajJa, AcArya bhagavAn zrI hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe jo ke zrI jayabhUSaNa nAmanA te 11 ....zrI rAmacandrajIta rahe ane zrI lakSamaNajIno hitazikSa.....7

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162 **6 200 }P? ?' paramarSie ApelI dezanAnuM varNana karyuM nathI, paNa e dezanAne aMte zrIrAmacaMdrajIe je prazna karyo che, te uparathI, kevaLajJAnI zrI jayabhUSaNa paramarSie ApelI dezanAnA svarUpano khyAla ApI zakAya tema che. uparAMta, e vAta paNa nizcita ja che ke, zrI jainazAsanamAM eka mAtra muktimArganI dezanA ja hoI zake che. muktimArgathI viparIta dezanAne zrI jainazAsanamAM sthAna hoI zake ja nahi. muktimArgathI viparIta dezanA denArAo zrI jainazAsananA dezako nathI ane jeo A (sAdhu) veSamAM hovA chatAM paNa muktimArgathI viparIta dezanA de che, teo zrI jainazAsananA drohIo che. evA AtmAo potAnA ane aneka vizvAsu AtmAonA hitanI kAramI katala karanArAo che. evAo cAritranA bAhyAcAromAM pravINa hoya ke ghaNA graMthonuM jJAna dharAvanArA hoya to paNa emanA cAritranI ke jJAnanI A zAsanamAM eka phUTI koDI jeTalI paNa kiMmata nathI. zrI jainazAsanano dezaka te ja kahevAya ke je muktimArgane anusaratI dezanA denAro hoya. A jgatamAM koI sAcAmAM sAco kalyANakAmI ane kalyANakArI dezaka hoya, to te zrI jainazAsanano dezaka che; kAraNake muktimArganI ArAdhanA, e ja sarva akalyANothI para banavAno ane sarva kalyANonA svAmI banavAno eka mAtra upAya che. zrIjayabhUSaNakevaLajJAnIne zrI rAmacaMdrajIno prazna A to kevaLajJAnI paramarSinI dezanA hatI, eTale emAM to muktimArga sivAyanI bIjI koI vAta hoya ja nahi. muktimArganI dezanAmAM e vAta paNa Ave ke, 'bhavya AtmAo ja muktine pAme che; abhavya AtmAo muktine pAmI zakatA nathI.' AvI vAta sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja vivekI ane vicakSaNa AtmAnA aMtaramAM e prazna svAbhAvikapaNe uThe ja ke, 'huM bhavya hoIza ke abhavya ?' dezanAne aMte zrIrAmacaMdrajIe Avo ja prazna pUchayo che. temaNe pUchyuM

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che ke, he prabho ! huM mArA AtmAne jANato nathI, to Apa kRpA karo ane kaho ke, huM bhavya chuM ke abhavya ?' mukti pratye rucibhAva pragaTyA vinA AtmAmAM Avo prazna pUchavAnI Urmi uThe nahi. bhavya eTale zuM ? muktigamatanI yogyatAvALA AtmAne bhavya kahevAya che. vicAra karo ke, mArAmAM, mArA AtmAmAM muktigamananI yogyatA che ke nahi ? evo prasta gUMTImAMthI kyAre bahAra Ave ? mukti pratye rucibhAva pragaTayA vinA aMtaramAM A jAtino prasta udbhave ja nahi. jJAnIo kahe che ke, jenA aMtaramAM Avo prazna udbhave te niyamA bhavya ! zrI rAmacandrajInI tadbhava muktigAmitA ahIM kevaLajJAnI paramaSi paNa pharamAve che ke, tame abhavya nathI paNa bhavya cho; bhavya cho eTaluM ja nahi, paNa A bhavamAM ja tame kevaLajJAna pAmIne muktine pAmavAnA cho !' A vakhate zrIrAmacaMdrajIne ema thaI jAya che ke, 'A kema bane ? huM ATalo badho rAgI chuM. eTale A bhavamAM huM kevaLajJAna pAmuM ane muktie pahoMcuM, e bane zI rIte ?' A vicAra udbhavavAthI, zrI jayabhUSaNa nAmanA te kevaLajJAnI paramaSine teo pUche che ke, "mokSa pravrajyAthI thAya che ane sarvatyAga vinA pravajyA hoI zake nahi, jyAre mAre mATe to A zrIlakSmaNa duryoja che', arthAt, 'huM lakSmaNano tyAga karI zakuM tema nathI, sarva tyAga vinA pravrajyA nathI ane pravajyA vinA mokSa nathI, to A janmamAM ja mane kevaLajJAnanI ane aMte mokSanI prApti thAya, e bane kema?" A praznano uttara ApatAM te kevaLajJAnI paramapi pharamAve che ke, 'tamAre baLadevapaNAnI saMpatti avazya bhogavavI paDe tema che, paNa tenA aMte tame sarva saMgone tyajavArA banazo, sarva saMgonA tyAgI banIne pravrajyA grahaNa karazo ane e pravrajyAnA pAlana dvArA zivapadane pAmazo.' zrI rAmacandrajIno roSa ane zrI lakSamaNajInI hitazikSa.7 (13

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rima nirvANa bhAga 7.. mokSaruci ane AtmanirIkSaNa zrIrAmacaMdrajIe pUchelA be praznomAM temanI uttamatA jhaLahaLI rahI che. pahelAM praznamAM mokSanI ruci pradhAnatA bhogavI rahI che ane bIjA prastamAM AtmanirIkSaNanI pradhAnatA che. zrIrAmacaMdrajIne zrImatI sItAjI upara je rAga hato, tenA karatAM paNa adhika rAga zrIlakSmaNajI upara hato. e jANatA hatA ke, huM zrIlakSmaNano tyAga karI zakuM e bahuM ja kaThIna che. vAsudevo ane baLadevo vacce gADha rAga hoya che, enuM mRtyu anyane eTalI hada sudhI pAgala banAvI de che ke, e maDadAne paNa maDadA tarIke svIkAravAne lAMbA kALa sudhI taiyAra thaI zaktA nathI. rAga ATalo gADha hovA chatAMpaNa, e rAgano potAne khyAla hovo e sAmAnya vAta che ? zrIrAmacaMdrajInA pahelA ane bIjA prastano vicAra karo to samajAya ke, mAre mokSa to pAmavo che, paNa mokSa pAmavA lAyaka mArI avasthA nathI,' enuM ja emAM cittana che. ApaNane ApaNI dazAno A jAtino khyAla che kharo ? Aje ApaNe game tevI hAlatamAM bhale hoIe, paNa "A hAlatamAM mAro mokSa sadhAze zI rIte ?' evo vicAra Ave kharo ? bhavyAbhavyano vicAra karatAM, 'kevo hoIza ? bhavya ke abhavya?" Avo zaMkAtmaka vicAra skare kharo ? potAnA bhavyatvaabhavyatva saMbaMdhI zaMkA jenA aMtaramAM utpanna thAya che, te jIva abhavya hoI zakato ja nathI. zrI bibhISaNe pUchelA prazno A avasare zrI jayabhUSaNa nAmanA kevaLajJAnI paramaSine namaskAra karIne, zrI rAvaNanA bhAI zrI bibhISaNa pUche che ke "XXXXXXXXXX, na ghA(namrvakarmaver ? jahAra rAvaNaH sItA, lakSmaNastaM nyahan yudhi ? 111 // sugrIvo bhAmaMDalaca, tathemau lavaNAMkuzau / ahaM ca karmaNA kenAtyaMtaratA radhUddhahe ? // 2 //

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AmAM pahelo prasta che, zrI rAvaNe karelA zrImatI sItAjInA haraNa saMbaMdhI, bIjo prazna che, zrIlakSmaNajIe karelA zrI rAvaNanA vadha saMbaMdhI ane trIjo prazna che sugrIva, bhAmaMDala, lavaNa, aMkuza ane potAne zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pratye atyaMta anurAga che te saMbaMdhI ! zrI bibhISaNa jANe che ke, 'pUrvajanmanAM tathA prakAranAM karmo sivAya A badhuM bane nahi, eTale e pUche che ke, 'pUrvajanmanA kayA karmane kAraNe zrI rAvaNe zrImatI sItAnuM haraNa karyuM ? zrIlakSmaNajIe yuddhamAM zrI rAvaNanI hatyA karI ? ane evuM kayuM karma che ke, je karmane lIdhe sugrIva paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajImAM atyaMta rakta che, bhAmaMDala paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajImAM atyanta rakta che, A lavaNa tathA aMkuza paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajImAM atyanta rakta che. ane huM paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajImAM atyanta rakta chuM?' kevaLajJAnathI sarva padArthonA sarvakALanA sarva bhAvone jANI zakAya che eTale evA jJAnane dharanArA maharSino yoga thaI jAya, tyAre AvA praznonA khulAsA meLavI levAnuM mana to thAya ne ? vaLI zrI bibhISaNe pUchelI vastu paNa evI che ke, eno uttara ApatAM aneka AtmAonA pUrvabhavonA vRttAntonuM varNana karavuM paDe. AvI rIte thatA vRttAntonA varNanamAM moTebhAge muddAsaranI hakIkato TUMkamAM jaNAvavAmAM Ave e svAbhAvika che. vasudatta ane zrIkAnta karelo parasparano vinAza zrI bibhISaNe pUchelA praznano uttara ApavAnI zarUAta karatAM, kevaLajJAnI zrI jayabhUSaNa paramarSi pharamAve che ke, A dakSiNa bharatArdhamAM kSemapura nAmanA nagaramAM nayadatta nAme eka vaNika hato ane sunadA nAmanI tenI patnI hatI. e sunadAnI kukSithI janmelA be putromAM ekanuM nAma hatuM, dhanadatta ane bIjAnuM nAma hatuM vasudatta. nayadattanA A be putro dhanadatta ane vasudattane yAjJavakya nAmanA eka brAhmaNa putranI sAthe mitratA hatI. te kSemapura nAmanA nagaramAM jema nayadatta nAmano vaNika vasato hato, tema sAgaradana nAmano vaNika paNa vasato hato. mayadAne be lA zrI rAmacandrajIte roSa ane zrI lakSamaNajInA hitazikSA

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rAma nirvANa bhAga che. putro hatA, jyAre sAgaradanane eka putra hato ane eka putrI hatI. sAgaradananA putranuM nAma guNadhara hatuM ane sAgaradattanI putrInuM nAma guNavatI hatuM. layadattanA putra dhanadattamAM ane sAgaradattanI putrI guNavatImAM guNonuM sAmya hatuM; AthI anurUpa guNavALA dhanadattane sAgaradatte potAnI guNavatI nAmanI te kanyA ApI. bIjI tarapha sAgaradattanI patnI, ke jenuM nAma ratnaprabhA hatuM ane je guNavatInI mAtA thatI hatI, teNe potAnI putrI guNavatIne anyatra ApI. te nagaramAM zrIkAnta nAmano eka zreSThI vasato hato, ratnaprabhAe zrIkAntane, dhananA lobhane AdhIna banIne potAnI guNavatI nAmanI kanyA chUpI rIte ApI. guNavatInA pitA sAgaradane anurUpa guNa joyA ane guNavatInI mAtA ratnaprabhA arthalobhamAM paDI ! A vAtanI yAjJavakyane khabara paDI. yAjJavakya e dhanadatta tathA vasudatano mitra che, eTale potAnA mitra dhanadattanI sAthe chetarapIMDI ramAya te enAthI khamAyuM nahi. tarata ja te yAjJavaye dhanadatta ane vasudattanI pAse jaIne vAta karI ke "guNavatI chUpI rIte zrIkAnta zreSThIne vAgyAnathI devAI che. yAjJavakya pAsethI A vAtanI jANa thatAM, dhanadattano nAno bhAI vasudana kaSAyAdhIna banI gayo. rAto-rAta te zrIkAntanA gharamAM gayo ane zrIkAntane teNe haNI nAkhyo. e vakhate zrIkAnta zreSThIe paNa talavArano ghA karIne vasudattane mArI nAkhyo. viSaya-kaSAyonI AdhInatA ja saghaLA anarthonuM mULa che vicAravA jevI vAta che ke, viSaya ane kaSAyanI AdhInatA, e keTalI badhI bhaMyakara vastu che ? zrIkAnta guNavatIne vAgdAnathI meLavIne ane vasudate zrIkAntanI hatyA karIne lhANa zI kaDhI ? viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatAe jagatamAM zA zA anartho janmAvyA nathI? viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatAe bhAI-bhAI vacce, bApa-beTA

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vacce, pati-patnI vacce keTakeTalA jhaghaDAo pedA karyA che? jagatamAM viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatAnuM astitva na hoya, to jhagaDAonuM astitva hoya ? sabhA nahi ja. pUjyazrI : Ama chatAM Aje gatamAM zAMtinA pracAranA nAme kaI jAtino pracAra cAlI rahI che, e jANo cho ? mtamAM zAMti sthApavAnI vAto karanArA AjanA keTalAko, viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatAthI nipajelA ane nipajI rahelA anarthono vicAra karavAnI pharasada nathI. AjanA keTalAko ema mAne che ke, jyAM sudhI gatamAM dharmanuM astitva che, tyAM sudhI jagatanI zAMti jokhamamAM che. dharmanuM astitva na hoya to ghaNA-kharA jhaghaDA-raghaDAonuM astitva hoya ja nahi. potAnI A mAnyatAne teo AvA spaSTa rUpamAM jAhera karI zaktA nathI; kAraNake, game tevo paNa A Aryadeza che. A dezanuM vAtAvaraNa evuM che ke, koI sIdhesIdhA rUpamAM dharmanAzanI vAta kare, to ene e vAta bhAre paDI gayA vinA rahe nahi. AthI ja dharmanA astitvane miTAvavAnI bhAvanAvALAo paNa, potAnI vAta sIphatathI daMbhapUrNa rIte rajU kare che, jemake, Aje keTalAko taraphathI e jAtano pracAra thaI rahyo che ke, 'jagatamAM dharmanA nAme jeTalA jhaghaDAo jAmyA che, teTalA jhaghaDAo bIjI koIpaNa vastunA nimitte A gatamAM jAmyA nathI.' zuM jhaghaDAo dharmanA nAme thAya che ? A jAtano pracAra, e zuM vyAjabI pracAra che ? A pramANe bolavuM, e zuM sAcuM che? jarAka uMDA utarIne vicAra karavAmAM Ave, to e vAtamAM raheluM jUThApaNuM khyAlamAM AvyA vinA rahe nahi. jagatamAM artha ane kAmanI lolupatAthI athavA to viSaya ane kSAyanI AdhInatAthI keTalA jhaghaDAo jAmyA che? ane keTalAM yuddha khelAyAM che? eno vicAra to karo ! koI kuTuMba evuM batAvazo, ke je >> rAmacandrajIta rahe ane zrI lakSmaNajIne hitazikSa...7 1

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.20ma viNa bha0 7... kuTuMbamAM koIkvAra paNa artha-kAmanI rasikatAthI ke viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatAthI jhaghaDo jAmyo na hoya ke yuddha khelAyuM na hoya ? bApabeTA, bhAI-bhAI ke pati-patnI vacce kadi ja evuM na banyuM hoya, evAM kuTuMbo keTalA ? sabhA: evuM kuTuMba to bhAgye ja maLe. pUjayazrI : tyAre je prakAranA jhaghaDA lagabhaga ghera ghera che ane je prakAranA jhaghaDAothI eka kuTuMbanA AdamIo paNa bhAgye ja bacI zake che, te prakAranA jhaghaDA zuM gharanI bahAra paNa ochA thAya che, ema? Ama chatAM te tarapha lakSya tuM nathI, te jhaghaDAonA mULano nAza karavAnI bhAvanA thatI nathI ane dharmanA nAme ja jhaghaDAo utpanna thAya che.' evo pracAra karavAnuM mana thAya che, e zuM sUcave che ? dharma taraphanI tIvra arUci athavA to dharmanAzanI bhAvanAnuM emAMthI sUcana thAya che ne ? adAlatomAM cAlatA kesomAM dharmanA nAme janmelA jhaghaDA keTalA ? adAlatomAM cAlatA keso tapAsavAmAM Ave, to paNa dharmanA nAme ja jhaghaDAo che e vAtamAM keTaluM badhuM asatya bhareluM che. te mAluma paDI jAya. adAlatomAM cAlatA kesomAM dharmanA nAme utpanna thavA pAmelA jhaghaDAo keTalA ane jemAM dharmanuM nAma sarakhuM ya na hoya evA jhaghaDAo TalA ? sabhA : dharmanA nAme utpanna thavA pAmelA jhaghaDAo ATAmAM lUNa jeTalAM paNa nahIM pUjyazrI : dharmanA nAme utpanna thavA pAmelA jhaghaDAo adAlatomAM roja hoya ke koI koI vAra hoya ? sabhAH koI koIvAra.

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pUjayazrI : koI koIvAra paNa Akho divasa evA ne evA ja jhaghaDA AvyA kare, ema kharuM? sabhA : nA jI. pUjayazrI : ATaluM pratyakSa hovA chatAM paNa ema bolavuM ke jagatamAM dharmanA nAme jeTalA jhaghaDAo jAmyA che, teTalA jhaghaDAo bIjI koIpaNa vastunA nAme ke nimitte A jagatamAM jAmyA nathI. e zuM vyAjabI gaNAya ? haMmezane mATe seMkaDo aghalato jhaghaDAono nikAla karavAmAM rokAyelI rahe che, ane tema chatAM dharmanA nAme utpanna thavA pAmelA jhaghaDAo to, tame paNa kabUla karo cho ke, koI koIvAra Ave che, tyAre te sivAyanA jeTalA jhaghaDA, te badhA to artha-kAmanI lolupatA ke viSaya kaSAyanI AdhInatAmAMthI ja utpanna thayelA, e vAta to sAcI ja ne ? sabhA: emAM nA nahi. pUjyazrI : to pachI, ema kema kahevAya ke, A jagatamAM dharmanA nAme jeTalA jhagaDAo jAmyA che, teTalA jhagaDAo bIjI koIpaNa vastunA nimitte jAmyA nathI ? haju AgaLa, je mANaso artha ane kAmanA ati rasika hoya temaja viSaya ane kaSAyane khUba khUba AdhIna banelA hoya, evA mANaso dharmanA nAme jhaghaDatA hoya to paNa temAM nAma mAtra dharmanuM hoya ane mULabhUta kAraNa artha-kAmanI rasikatA agara to viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatA hoya, ema nathI lAgatuM? sabhA : taddana sAcI vAta. pUjyazrI : sAco dharmI koInI sAthe jhaghaDato mAlUma paDe,to paNa samajI ja levuM joIe ke, artha ane kAmanA rasika evA koIne pApe ja ene jhaghaDAmAM utaravAnI pharaja paDI che. dharmane lAge-vaLage che tyAM sudhI e jhaghaDAne utpanna thavA deto ja nathI. dharma prere che mAtra AvI paDelA jhaghaDAthI dharma ane dharmI-ubhayanuM rakSaNa karavAne ! sAco .zrI rAmacandrajIjo roSa ane zrI lakSamaNajInA hitazikSa8..7 169

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dharmI pote thaIne jhaghaDo utpanna karAve, e bane ja nahi. jhaghaDo utpanna thAya che kevaLa artha-kAmanI rasikatAthI ke viSaya-klAyanI AdhInatAthI ! AthI to artha-kAmanI rasika duniyAmAM paNa e kahetI pracalita banI che ke 'jara, jamIna ne jorU. kajIyAnAM traNa choruM !' AvI AvI vAtone vicAravI nahi ane A 'AtamAM dharmanA nAme jeTalA jhaghaDAo utpanna thavA pAmyA che, teTalA jhaghaDAo bIjI koIpaNa vastunA nimitte utpanna thavA pAmyA nathI' evI evI vAto uccAravI, e zuM DAhA mANasonuM lakSaNa che? ane tamane ema nathI lAgatuM ke, haiyAmAM rahelo dharmaSa athavA to ghora ajJAna ja evA mANasone evuM evuM bolavAne prere che ? keTalAko to evI vAto samajapUrvaka bole che ane te ema ThasAvavAne mATe ja ke, mtanA jhaghaDAonuM mULa dharmamAM che. AvAone kahevuM paNa zuM? mi nirvANa bhaga7..

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dharmadezanA ane pUrvabhavonI vAto zrI lakSmaNajIe samayasara ApelI hitazikSAthI sajAga banelA zrI rAmacandrajI zrIjayabhUSaNa kevaLIno kevalotsava karavA ane "mArI priyA sItAe dIkSA lIdhI te sAruM karyuM" ema kahevApUrvaka sItAjIno dIkSotsava karavA zrI jayabhUSaNa kevaLInI parSadAmAM pahoMce che. | zrI kevalajJAnInI dharmadezanA zravaNa karIne zrI rAmacandrajIe karelA praznanA saMdarbhamAM A pravacanonA pravacanakArazrIe jainazAsananI dharmadezanA ane dharmadezakanuM mahimAgAna karyuM che je adbhuta che. zrI rAmacandrajIe bhavya-abhavyanA viSayamAM karelo rasaprada prasta, tadubhava muktigAmItA zrI lakSmaNajI uparano rAga jaze tenI AphlAda vAta ane zrI bibhISaNe karelA sItA apaharaNa, rAvaNahatyA, ane sugrIva hanumAna, ane lavakuza tathA potAnA zrI rAmacandrajI pratyenA rAganuM kAraNa viSayaka praznamAMthI pUrvabhavothI vAtomAM aneka vAto varNavAI che. je teozrInA zabdomAM ja mANIe. -zrI 171

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172 * * * * * . . * @ dharmadezanA ane pUrvabhavonI vAto dharmanA pratApe ja jagatamAM zAMti che adharmane dharma mAnI kajIyA thatA hoya to zuM karavuM joIe? vasudatta ane zrIkAMta viMdhyATavImAM mRga thayA susAdhuonI pAse dhanadatte karelI yAcanA ane AjanA keTalAkonI yAcanA dhanadattane munivarano sadupadeza zrAvakadharmanI ArAdhanA karIne dhanadatta devapaNe utpanna thayo zrI rAmacandrajInA jIve sugrIvanA jIva-baLada upara karelo upakAra zrI navakAramaMtrano mahimA pAra vinAno che aMtima avasthAvALA pratye to avazya kRpAbhAvavALA banavuM joIe vRSabhadhvaja rAjakumArane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM vRSabhadhvajanI yogyatA upakArIne zodhavA prayatna zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra phaLe kone ? padmarucino milApa kRtaghnatAne TALIne kRtajJa bano ApaNe e sthitimAM mukAIe to zuM karIe ? padmaruci ane vRSabhadhvaja rAma ane sugrIva suMdara sAmagrIono pUrepUro lAbha levo joIe kiMmatI hIrA karatAM paNa kiMmatI kSaNa ekavAra gADuM cIle caDhI javuM joIe

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'dharmadezanA ane pUrvabhavonI vAto dharmanA pratApe ja jagatamAM zAMti che paNa samajavA mAgatA hoya teone to huM kahuM chuM ke, jagatanA jhaghaDAonuM mULa dharmamAM nathI, paNa artha-kAmanI rasikatA ke viSayakaSAyanI AdhInatAmAM che. dharma to zAMti ane AbAdIne pragaTa karanAro che. dharmI kajIyAne pasaMda kare e bane ja nahi, paNa e vAta sAcI ke, avasara AvI lAge ane zakti hoya to AvI paDelA jIyAne veThI laIne paNa dharmane AMca AvavA de nahi. jagatanI zAMtinuM mULa dharmamAM che. eTale dhaMrmazIla AtmAo dunyavI saghaLI ja Apattione sahana karI laIne paNa dharmanA rakSaNamAM tatpara bane e svAbhAvika che. AvI manovRttivALA dharmazIlone kajIyAkhora koNa kahe ? kharI vAta to e che ke, lagabhaga AkhuMya jagata kajIyAkhora che. kajIyAkhorImAM jIvatA jagatamAM je kAMI zAMti dekhAya che, temAM mukhyatve dharmano ja pratApa che. rAjazAsanathI jIyo karanArAo amuka aMze dabAya e zakya che, paNa e mANasone jo tevI koI taka maLI jAya to teo kajIyo karyA vinA rahe nahi. keTalIkavAra to AdamI kapAyAdhIna banIne rAjasattAnA Darane paNa bhUlI jAya che ane kAramuM ..dharmadetAM ane pUrvabhavaoNjI vAto ..8 * 17

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| 174 * 2000a]? 8 akRtya AcarI bese che. dharmano e pratApa che ke, jenA haiyAmAM dharmanuM sAmrAjya hoya che, tenA haiyAmAM kajIyAkhora vRti TakI zakatI ja nathI. jgatamAM kajIyAkhora vRttine nAbUda karavAno ane zAMtinI suvAsa prasarAvavAno eka mAtra upAya dharma che. dharmanA nAme adharmanI upAsanAmAM phasI na jvAya enI kALajI rAkhavI jarUrI che, paraMtu dharma pratye durbhAva to nahi ja hovo joIe ne ? dharmahInatAnA yoge OyAkhora vRttimAM sapaDAyelA keTalAko to evA paNa hoya che, ke jeone dharma pratye ja durbhAva hoya ! evAo taka meLavIne dharmanI sAme AkramaNa kare che. e AkramaNane niSphaLa banAvavAno dharmazIla AtmAo jyAre prayatna kare che, tyAre enA e z2yAkhoro evA pracAra prAraMbhI de che ke, 'jUo, dharmanA nAme A kevo kajyo cAlI rahyo che ?' Avo pracAra karavA pAchaLa paNa teono hetu e ja hoya che ke, jgatanA je jIvo dharmasanmukha banyA hoya, te dharmavimukha banI jAya. evAM AkramaNothI dharmavRttivALAoe sadAne mATe sAvadha ja banyA rahevuM joIe. adharmane dharma mAnI kajIyA thatA hoya to zuM karavuM joIe ? sabhA : keTalIkavAra ajJAna mANaso adharmane dharma mAnIne paNa dharmanA nAme kajIyo kare che ne ? pUjyazrI : evA paNa ajJAna mANaso dvArA utpanna karavAmAM AvelA jIyAonA prasaMgomAM jo tame vadhAre uMDA utarazo, to tamane samajAze ke, arthakAmanI rasikatA ane viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatA ja emAM paNa uMDe uMDe kAma karI rahI che. artha-kAmanI rasikatAno abhAva hoya, viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatAno abhAva hoya to evA prasaMgo utpanna thavA pAme e vastuta: zakya ja nathI. vaLI evA prakAranA kajIyAonA nAme dharma pratye lokahRdayamAM arUci pedA thAya, evuM to kemaja bolI zakAya ?

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sabhA : e vAta sAcI che, paNa adharmane dharma mAnyo e vAta jatI karIe to kajIyA dharmanA nAme thayA, ema to gaNAya ne ? pUjayazrI : adharmane dharma mAnyo e vAtane jatI kema karAya ? vaLI jyAre adharmane dharma mAnIne dharmanA nAme kajIyA karAya che e vAta mAnya che, to to evI ja pravRtti karavI joIe ke jethI duniyAnA jIvone dharma ke adharmano sAco khyAla Ave. evI pravRttino virodha karavo ane sAthe sAthe ema bolavuM ke - jagatamAM dharmanA nAme jeTalAM yuddho khelAyAM che, teTalAM bIjI koIpaNa vastunA nimitte khelAyAM nathI' e zuM sUcave che ? adharmane dharma mAnIne dharmanA nAme amuka mANaso kajIyA kare che, ethI dharma vagovAya che, sAcA dharma pratye lokaruci janmavAmAM bAdhA upaje che. ane e kAraNe aneka AtmAo dharmathI vaMcita rahI jvAthI kalyANa sAdhanAthI vaMcita rahI jAya che e ThIka nahi, AvuM jene lAgyuM hoya, tenI pravRtti kevI hoya? evI vAto karanArAo Aje ahiMsAnA nAme paNa hiMsAnuM samarthana ane satyanA nAme paNa asatyanuM samarthana karI rahyA che, e zuM kahevAya che? AvI badhI bAbatomAM uMDA utarIne vicAra karo ane dharmaSa ke ghora ajJAnanA pratApe je je vAtono pracAra thaI rahyo hoya, te vAtone yogya AtmAo tenA yathArtha rUpamAM pichAnI zake evo prayatna karo ! ene koI kajIyo kahe to paNa eTalA mAtrathI mUMjhAvAnuM hoya nahi ! vasudatta ane zrIkAMta viMdhyATavImAM mRga thayA have ApaNe joIe ke, AgaLa zuM bane che ? ApaNe joI gayA ke, kaSAyAdhIna banelA vasudate zrIkAnta zreSThIne mAryo ane zrIkAnta paNa vasudAne mAryo. e bane tyAMthI marIne viMdhyATavImAM mRga tarIke utpanna thayA. bIjI tarapha sAgaradattanI putrI guNavatI, ke jenA kAraNe vasudate zrIkAntano jIva lIdho ane zrIkAnta vasudatano jIva lIdho, e guNavatI paNa paraNyA vinA ja mRtyu pAmI ane bhavitavyatAnA yoge te ja viMdhyATavImAM mugalI tarIke utpanna thaI. dharmadezanAM ane pUrvabhavonI vAto ..8 17pa

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17. 20ma jivaNa bhaga 7. ahIM paNa A AtmAonI pUrvabhavanA jevI ja hAlata thAya che. vasudatta ane zrIkAnta, ke je mRgapaNAne pAmelA che, teo banne ya guNavatI ke je mRgalI banelI che, tenA tarapha anurAgavALA banyA. mRga be ane mRgalI eka, eTale e banne ya mRgo e mRgalIne mATe paraspara yuddha karavA lAgyA. kevaLajJAnI paramaSi pharamAve che ke mRgalI banelI guNavatIne mATe yuddha karatAM karatAM, mRga banelA vasudatta ane zrIkAnta banne ya mRtyune pAmyA. vasudatta ane zrIkAntanA jIva vacce A rIte je vera utpanna thayuM, te parasparanA vairathI te banne ya AtmAoe cirakALa paryA A saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karyuM. vaira, e keTaluM bhayaMkara che ? koInI paNa sAthe tevA prakArano rAga baMdhAI jAya che ke tevA prakAranuM vaira baMdhAI jAya che, to e rAga agara e vaira aneka bhavo sudhI AtmAne kanaDe che. susAdhuonI pAse dhatadare karelI yAcanA ane AjanA keTalAkonI yAcanA A rIte vasudatta, zrIkAnta ane guNavatI saMbaMdhI adhikAra pharamAvyA bAda, zrIjayabhUSaNa nAmanA te kevaLajJAnI paramaSi dhanadattanA vRttAntanuM AgaLa varNana kare che. tamane yAda to haze ke, dhanadatta e vasudattano vaDila bhAI hato ane sAgaradatte potAnI putrI guNavatInuM vevizALa A dhanadattanI sAthe karyuM hatuM. kAraNake, te anurUpa guNavALo hato. dhyAnamAM rAkhajo ke, A dhanadattano jIva e ja zrIrAmacaMdrajIno jIva che. dhanadattanI bhavitavyatA suMdara che, eTale ene uttarottara uttama saMyogonI prApti thaI che. ahIM kevaLajJAnI pharamAve che ke, te dhanadatta potAnA bhAI vasudattano vadha thavAthI pIDAvA lAgyo ane dharmahIna banIne jyAM tyAM bhaTakvA lAgyo. ekvAra evuM banyuM ke, ghanadatta sudhAtura thaIne rAtanA bhaTakI rahyo che, te dhanate

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sAdhuone joyA. sAdhuone jotAMnI sAthe ja, bhUkhyA evA dhanadatta, sAdhuonI pAse bhoktanI yAcanA karI. sabhA sAdhuo pAse bhojananI mAMgaNI ane te paNa rAte? pUjayazrI : emAM tamane bahu Azcarya thAya che ema? dhanadatta dharmahIna banIne bhaTakI rahyo che, bhUkhyo che ane te susAdhuonA AcAra-vicArothI aparicita hoya e paNa susaMbhavita che, sAdhuone jotAM ene ema thaI gayuM hoya ke, sAdhuo dayALu hoya e svAbhAvika che, eTale emanI pAse khAvAnuM haze to mArA jevA bhUkhyA mANasanI yAcanAno tiraskAra nahi kare ane ema mAnIne dhanadatte sAdhuonI pAse bhojananI yAcanA karI hoya, e banavAjoga che paNa Aje to nirjhantha sAdhuonI pAse keTalAko kevI kevI yAcanAo kare che, e jANo cho ? bajAranA bhAva kADhI ApavA ke phIcaranA AMkaDA zodhI ApavA, e sAdhunuM kAma che? sabhAH nahIM ja. pUjayazrI : chatAM Aje sAdhunA AcAra-vicArothI sarvathA 2 anabhijJa nahi, evA paNa mANaso sAdhuo pAsethI evuM kAMIka meLavavAnI AzA rAkhe che ke nahi ? 'sAdhuo dharma ja de ane dharmane mATe ja sAdhuonI sevA Adi hoI zake A vastune samajI, eno amala nahi karI zakavA chatAM paNa, chevaTe ethI viparItapaNe to nahi ja vartavAnI bhAvanAvALA keTalA ? avasare sAdhuo pAsethI paisA kamAvAno kImIyo meLavavAnuM dharmasthAnomAM AvanArA koIne ya mana na thAya ? zuM evI IcchA rAkhanArane sAdhuonA AcAra-vicAra kevA hovA joIe enI kazI ja gama nathI ? UlaTuM, vRtti to e hovI joIe ke, A (sAdhu) veSamAM rahelo koI bhAnabhUlo banIne bhAvatAla kADhI ApavA AdinI vAta kare, to kahI devuM joIe ke, 'mahArAja ! Apa bhUlyA. A ApanuM kAma nahi. Ape to amArI artha-kAmanI lolupatA TaLe evuM ja kahevAnuM hoya.' ...gharmadeva ane pUrvabhavonI vAto.8

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178 *6 20O )]P)oY ?' sabhA : evA veSadhArIo paNa maLI ja rahe che ne ? pUjyazrI : mATe to kevaLa veSa e ja pUjAnuM kAraNa che ema koI kahetuM nathI. jema coTTAo zAhukArano ane gunhegAro polIsano veSa sajIne paNa corI Adi kare, e bane ne ? sabhA : evuM to banI jAya. tyAre samajo ke A veSamAM paNa evA hoya. A veSa evo che ke, pahelI take A veSamAM rahelo uttama lAge, uttama purUSono veSa che mATe enuM aucitya paNa jALavavuM joIe, paNa te pachI e jovuM ja joIe evuM vartana veSane anurUpa che ke viparIta che ? ApaNe veSapUjaka chIe ke guNapUjaka chIe ? veSapUjaka kharA, paNa ApaNI e veSapUjakatA ya guNapUjakatAne AbhArI che. veSa ane guNa-banne ya tarapha ApaNI najara hovI joIe. kuzaLa daMbhIo jema veSaparivartanano daMbha karI zake che, tema guNadarzanano daMbha paNa karI zake che. AthI dharmanA arthI AtmAoe to jema bane tema vadhu ne vadhu cora banavuM joIe. kahevAnI vAta to e hatI ke, dhanadattanI mAMgaNI geravyAjabI hovA chatAMpaNa, AjnA kahevAtA sudhArako ane bIjA paNa keTalAko susAdhuonI pAse je mAMgaNI kare che, tenA jeTalI dhanadattanI mAMgaNI bhayaMkara nathI. dhanadatte samajavA chatAM pApayAcanA karI che ema nathI. jyAre AjJA keTalAko to samajvA chatAM paNa pApayAcanA kare che ane te paNa kevI rIte ? UlaTuM kahe ke sAcA sAdhuoe to AvI yAcanAno svIkAra karavo joIe. A kevI viparIta manodazA ! 'sAco sAdhu ja te, ke je AvI yAcanAno svIkAra kare, ema bolIne!' dhanadattane mutivarato sadupadeza ahIM to sAdhuonI pAse dhanadatte bhojananI yAcanA karI, eTale te sAdhuo paikInA eka munivare kahyuM ke,

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DhivAva na hi sAghunAM, mawvAnAsiMgraha ?" sAdhuonI pAse anna-pAnAdino saMgraha divasanA vakhate paNa hoto nathI. divasanA vakhate paNa je sAdhuo annapAnAdino saMgraha karI rAkhe nahi, te sAdhuo pAse rAtrinA to anna-pAnAdino saMgraha hoya ja zAno?" A rIte potAnA sAdhu AcArano khyAla ApyA bAda, te munIzvara, ghanadattane paNa rAtribhojananA tyAgano upadeza ApatAM pharamAve che ke, "tavAhi nodhituM rAmI, moDuM, ghAtuM ra madrava ! ! doo veri navasaMsa%-maDhiI tamansaTTo che???" "he bhadraka ! rAtrinA vakhate khAvuM ane pIvuM, e tAre mATe paNa ucita nathI. anna AdimAMnI jIvasaMsaktine AvA andhakAramAM koNa jANe che ?' te munIzvare dhanadattane mAtra ATalo ja bodha Apyo che ema nathI, paNa bIjI ya keTalIka vAto saMbhaLAvI che. " Aja to kaheze ke, "bhUkhyAne upadeza hoya ? bhUkhyAne bhUkha bhAMgavAnI sagavaDa karI ApavI nahi ane tyAganI vAto karavI, e na cAle.' ahIM munIzvare zuM karyuM ? dhanadatta bhUkhyo che, chatAM salAha kevI ApI ? tAre paNa rAtanA bhojana-pAna karavuM e ucita nathI ! sAdhuonI salAha AvI ja hoya. sAdhuo salAha Ape yogya AtmAone, paNa salAha Ape to te AvI ja Ape. bhUkhyAne paNa rAtribhojana karavAnI salAha sAdhuo to na ja Ape. Aje pote sthApelI jaina saMsthAmAM vidyArthIone rAtanA dUdha pAvAnI salAha chUpI rIte paNa apAya che ke nahi ? sabhA : upadeza ke salAhanI vAta nathI. paNa riporTamAM vidyArthIone rAtanAM dUdha apAya che eTalI vAta che. pUjayazrI : saMsthAnA sthApakane zire enI koI javAbadArI kharI ke nahIM? paisA ApanArAoe paisA kaI buddhithI ApelA? saMsthAmAM paNa rAtanA dUdha apAya, to saMskAra kevA paDe. sAMbhaLavA gharmadezanAM ane pUrvabhavanI vA.8 14

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|180 ...... 20 aP)oy k)?' A mujaba to sthApaka rAtanA dUdha pIvAne AvatA vahIvaTadArono ane rAtanA dUdha pItA vidyArthIono bacAva kare che. kahe che ke dezamAM e vinA cAle nahIM.' A vAta sAcI hoya, to zuM kahevAya ? salAha karatAMya zuM A vadhAre bhayaMkara nathI ? - pUjyazrI : sAdhunA veSamAM hovA chatAM paNa, dharmabuddhithI sthApavAmAM AvelI saMsthAnA vidyArthIone rAtanA dUdha ApavAmAM Ave teno ane vidyArthIo rAtanA dUdha pIe teno bacAva karavo, e zuM yogya che ? kharekhara, sAcA sAdhuthI to ema thaI zake ja nahi. zrAvakadharmanI ArAdhanA karIne dhanadatta devapaNe utpanna thayo sAcA sAdhu bhUkhyAne paNa rAtribhojna karavAnI salAha to na ja Ape. tevA prasaMge rAtribhojana nahi karavAno upadeza Apavo ke nahi Apavo, e upadezaka sAdhuoe vicArI levAnuM che; kAraNake, yogyatA na bhALe to upadeza na paNa Ape, paNa upadeza Ape to evo ja Ape, ke jevo bhUkhyA ane bhojananI yAcanA karatA dhanadattane A munirAje Apyo. rAtrinA samaye jIvajaMtunI utpatti paNa ghaNI hoya che. sUryanA tApane evAM tuMo jIravI zaktAM nathI, eTale marI jAya che. jema comAsAmAM aLasiyAM Adi jIvonI ghaNI utpatti thAya che ne ? tema rAtrimAM paNa jIvotpatti ghaNI ane ethI jIvasaMsakti ghaNI hoya te svAbhAvika che. rAtrinA evA evA jIvonI khAnapAnAdinA amuka amuka padArthomAM utpatti thAya che, ke je jIvone ilekTrIkanA prakAzamAM paNa joI zakAya nahi. AvAM AvAM aneka kAraNo hoIne, upakArIo pharamAve che ke, gRhasthoe paNa rAtrinA khAna-pAnano tyAga karavo joIe.'

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pelA munIzvare dhanadattane yogya jANIne A jAtino upadeza Apyo ane dhanadattanA hRdaya para paNa tenI ghaNI ja suMdara asara thaI. jema munIzvara upadezanAM vacano saMbhaLAvatA gayA, tema tema dhanadattane ema ja lAgatuM gayuM ke, mAruM aMtara amRtathI sIMcAI rahayuM che. jenuM aMtara amRtathI sIMcAya, e bhUkhane bhUlI jAya ne ? eno saMtApa bhAgI jAya ne ? dhanadatamAM apUrva parivartana AvyuM. eNe zrAvakadharmano svIkAra karyo. zrAvakadharmanI ArAdhanA karIne mRtyu pAmIne e dhanadatta saudharma devalokamAM devatA thayo. dhanadattane vAgdAnathI devAelI guNavatI, tenI mAtA dvArA lobhanA kAraNe zrIkAntane paNa chUpI rIte devAI, ethI gusse thaIne zrIkAntane haNavA jvAra dhanadattano bhAI vasudatta kaI dazAne pAmyo ? pahelAM tiryacapaNAne pAmyo ane te pachI paNa e durgatimAM bhaTakanAro banyo ! jyAre dhanadattanI bhavitavyatA suMdara hovAthI ene munIzvarano yoga thaI gayo ane zrAvakadharmanI ArAdhanAthI e devapaNAne pAmyo ! eka ja pitA ane eka ja mAtAnA be putro, chatAM phera keTalo badho ? bhAInA hita mATe pApa karyuM. e kAMI dalIla che ? kAramAM pApa Acaro ane narake javuM paDe tyAre kahe ke - 'e to mA-bApa mATe AcaryA hatAM' - to evo bacAva paramAdhAmIo pAse cAle ? nahi ja. koInI sevAnA nAme paNa koIno ghAta karavA taiyAra thavAya nahi. bhAI, patnI, chokarAM ke bIjA game tene mATe pApa karo paNa pariNAma to tamAre ja bhogavavuM paDaze ne ? mATe samajo. zrI rAmacaMdrajInA jIve sugrIvatA jIva-baLada upara karelo upakAra zrIjayabhUSaNa nAmanA kevaLajJAnI paramaSi, have AgaLa pharamAve che ke, te dhanadattano jIva saudharma devalokanA AyuSyane pUrNa karIne, tyAMthI Dhavyo ane mahApura nAmanA nagaramAM, merUzeThane ghera temanI dhAriNI nAmanI patnInI kukSithI putrapaNe utpanna thayo. tenuM ...gharmadezanAM ane pUrvabhavone vahato.8 181ii

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182 nAma padharuci rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. 5gharuci nAmano te zreSThI parama zrAvakapaNAne pAmyo. ekavAra paramazrAvaka evo te padharuci zreSThI ghoDA upara savAra thaIne gokuLa tarapha jaI rahyo che. je raste thaIne padharuci gokuLa tarapha jaI rahyo che, te rastAmAM eka gharaDo baLada paDayo che. e baLada maravAnI aNI upara che. bhAgyayoge padmarucinI najara te baLada upara paDe che. mRtyu pAmavAnI taiyArIvALA te vRddha baLadane raste paDelo jotAMnI sAthe ja, pabarUcinA anta:karaNamAM rahelI kRpALutA uchALo mAre che. zrAvakamAM kRpALatA hoya che ? ane jenAmAM kupALatA hoya, te avasare jhaLakyA vinA paNa na rahe ne ? kRpALu evo te pamaruci tarata ja ghoDA uparathI nIce utaryo, maravA paDelA gharaDA baLadanI niTamAM gayo ane te baLadanA kAna pAse potAnuM moTuM laI jaIne teNe zrI navakAra maMtranuM zravaNa karAvyuM. pachI baLada maryo, paNa baLadanI gati sudharI gaI. yAda rAkhajo ke, A baLadano jIva e ja sugrIvano jIva che. ApaNe joI AvyA chIe ke, sugrIvane jyArathI zrIrAmacaMdrajI maLyA, tyArathI te temanI sevAmAM sadAne mATe tatpara banI rahyo che. zrIrAmacaMdrajI upara sugrIva rAgavALo che ane e rAganuM mULa A gyAe naMkhAeluM che. ahIM kahe che ke, zrI navakAra maMtranuM zravaNa thavAnA pratApe, te baLada, marIne te ja nagaramAM rAjaputra tarIke utpanna thayo. te nagaranA rAjA chatracchAyanI zrIdattA nAmanI rANInI kukSithI, e baLada rAjaputra tarIke utpanna thayo ane tenuM vRSabhadhvaja evuM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. | zrI navakAra maMtrano mahimA pAra vinAno che sabhA : navakAranA smaraNa mAtrano ATalo badho prabhAva? pUjayazrI : hA, zrI navakAra maMtranA zravaNa mAtrano ATalo badho prabhAva ! zrI navakAra maMtrano mahimA pAra vinAno che. pUrve AyuSyano baMdha na karyo hoya, ne zrI navakAra maMtra pratye virodhabhAva na rima viNa bha88 che....

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hoya ane zrI navakAra maMtra sAMbhaLatAM sAMbhaLatA AyuSyano baMdha paDe, to niyamA sArI gati thAya. zrI navakAra maMtra mAtra chellI ghaDIe ja sAMbhaLavAno ke saMbhaLAvavAno che, ema nathI. jIvanamAM enuM vadhAremAM vadhAre raTaNa, manana ane cintana hovuM joIe. je avasthAmAM zaraNa ApavAnI koInI paNa tAkAta nathI, te avasthAmAM paNa je zaraNabhUta banI zake che, evA maMtranuM smaraNa Adi keTaluM hovuM joIe ? emAM kone kone namaskAra che e jANyuM hoya ane zrI arihantAdika je pAMcane emAM namaskAra che te pAMca parameSThIonA svarUpano khyAla hoya, to to vaLI zrI navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa ane zravaNa apUrva lAbhanuM kAraNa bane. sabhA tiryaMcane paNa saMbhaLAvAya ? pUjyazrI: jarUra, tiryaMco to dezavirati dharma paNa pAmI zake che. devatAo dezaviratidhara na banI zake, paNa tiryaMco dezaviratidhara banI zake. sabhA : sarvaviratidhara na banI zake ? pUjyazrI: tiryaMco vadhumAM vadhu dezaviratipaNAne ja pAmI zake sabhA: enuM kAraNa zuM? pUjyazrI: jema devagati evI che ke, tyAM uttamamAM uttama evA paNa AtmAmAM dezavirati ke sarvaviratinA pariNAma pragaTI zake ja nahi. e gatio ja evI che ke, tyAM tevA prakArano kSayopazamAdi thaI zake ja nahi. aMtima avasthAvALA pratye to avazya kRpAbhAvavALA banavuM joIe maravA paDelA baLadane jotAM padharuci zeTha ghoDA uparathI nIce utaryo ane tenA kAnamAM te zeTha zrI navakAra maMtranuM smaraNa karAvyuM, e vAta paNa vicAravA jevI che ne ? AjanA zeThIyAo pAsethI evI ..gharmadezanA ane pUrvabhavonI vAto... 183

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1che AzA rAkhI zakAya ? je zeThiyAo mANasane paNa na joI zakatA hoya, te jAnavarane to zALA ja joI zake ? aMtima avasthA bhogavI rahelo AdamI raste paDyo hoya ane tamArA jovAmAM Ave, to moTaramAMthI nIce utarI tene zrI navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvavAnuM tamane mana thAya kharuM? sabhA: loka bevakupha kahe. pUjayazrI : loka bevakupha kahe, mATe kRpAno tyAga karanArA bevakupha gaNAya ke loka bevakupha kahe te chatAM paNa kRpAparA paNa banI rahenArA bevakupha gaNAya? ahIM lokathI DarIne cAlazo ane lokanA Dare dharmano tyAga karazo, to paralokamAM loka madada karavA Avaze, ema? sabhA: lokanI vAta to ThIka, paNa evA kRpAbhAvanI jakhAmI che. pUjyazrI : A ekarAra sAco che. kRpAbhAvathI bharapUra hRdaya hoya, to AdamIne avasare lokaDarane jJAvI detAM paNa vAra lAgatI nathI. kRpAbhAvanI khAmI TALavA jevI che ke nahi ? kRpAbhAvamAM mAtra A lokanA ja sAmAnA hitano vicAra hoya ke paralokanA paNa sAmAnA hitano vicAra hoya ? baLadane zrI navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvavAmAM, tenA paralokanA hitano ja vicAra hato ne ? tamAre ghera koI mAMdu paDayuM hoya, maravAnI ghaDIo gaNAtI hoya,to zAnI dhamAla hoya? sabhA : kAMI ke ya AzA hoya tyAM sudhI to Dojha ane InjakazananI dhamAla hoya. pUjyazrI : tyAre maranAra samAdhipUrvaka marI zake ane maranAranI gati sudhare, evo prayatna kyAre karavAno ? maranAra jyAre lagabhaga cheDe pahoMcI jAya tyAre ? mAMdAnI davA karavA chatAM paNa ene samAdhibhAvamAM sthira banAvavAno khUba khUba prayatna karavo joIe. davA na ja ApavI ema nahi, paNa samAdhibhAva pedA karavAnI ane 20ma nirvANa bha88 7.. / / / V MS

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TakAvavAnI khUba khUba kALajI rAkhavI joIe. maravA paDelo vedanAne zAMtithI bhogavI zake ane zrI arihaMtAdikanuM smaraNa karato ja mare evo prayatna karavo joIe. kevaLa Dojha ane Ijezana pAchaLa maMDayA rahevuM ane maranAranA paralokanA hitano vicAra nahi karavo, e vastuta: kRpALatA nathI. sabhA : badhe evuM nathI. pUjayazrI : badhe ja evuM che ema huM kaheto paNa nathI. evAM kuTuMbo paNa che, ke jyAM maravA paDelAone samAdhibhAvamAM ja magna banAvI rAkhavAnA ghaNA ghaNA prayatno thAya che. A to sUcavavAnuM eTaluM ja ke, tamAre tyAM e sthiti na hoya to te pedA karavI joIe. ema thavuM joIe ke, padmaruci zreSThInA jevI kRpAlatA ApaNA haiyAmAM kyAre pragaTe ? koIpaNa jIvane aMtima avasthA bhogavato jotAMnI sAthe ja. ene zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvavAnuM ApaNane mana thavuM joIe. anya jIva upara aMtima avasthA vakhate karelo upakAra, keTalIka vAra to, e AtmAnA ane upakAra karanAranA AtmAnA paNa pAraMparika mahAlAbhane mATe thAya che. AthI jyAre jyAre saMyoga maLe, tyAre tyAre aMtima avasthAnA samaye upakAra karavAmAM to khUba ja sAvadha rahevuM joIe. vRSabhadhvaja rAjakumArane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM dhanadattanA jIve 5gharuci tarIkenA bhavamAM, maravA paDelA gharaDA baLada upara upakAra karyo, enA kAnamAM zrI navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvyo ane ApaNe joyuM ke zrI navakAra maMtranA zravaNanA prabhAvathI te baLadano jIva te ja nagaramAM rAjaputra tarIke utpanna thayo. te rAjaputra vRSabhadhvaja eka vAra yathecchapaNe bhamato bhamato te gyAe pahoMcI gayo, ke je jagyAe pUrvabhavamAM pote gharaDA baLada tarIke zrI navakAra gharmadezanAM ane pUrvabhavanI vAto ..8 185

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186 20ma nirvANa bha88 7.. mahAmaMtranuM zravaNa karatAM karatAM mRtyu pAmyo hato. potAnA pUrvajanmanA sthAnanA darzanathI te rAjaputra vRSabhadhvaja jAtismaraNa jJAnane pAmyo. tene potAnA pUrvajanmano khyAla Avyo. vRSabhadhvajanI yogyatA jAtismaraNa jJAnanA baLe eNe potAnI aMtima avasthAno saghaLo ja citAra najaronajara joto hoya tema joyo. ene yAda AvyuM ke, huM gharaDo baLada hato, raste maravA paDayo hato, tyAM eka parama upakArI purUSa ghoDesavAra thaIne Avyo, mane maraNa sammukha banelo joI te ghoDA uparathI nIce utaryo, mArI niphTamAM Avyo, mane te upakArIe zrI navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvyo ane enA pratApe ja atyAre huM rAjaputra tarIke janmIne rAphukha bhogavI rahyo chuM. mArA upara eno keTalA badho upakAra ? potAnA manamAM zrI navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvanAra parama upakArIne zodhI enI bhakti karavAno umaLako te rAjaputra vRSabhadhvajanA aMtaramAM pragaTayo. upakArInA darzananI tene tIva utkaMThA thaI. keTalI yogyatA ? AvI yogyatA vinA kAma thAya ? tame jozo ke, rAjapATa ApavA mATe paNa e taiyAra thaze. aMtima avasthAmAM, baLada tarIke hovA chatAMpaNa, raste maravA paDelo te vakhate zrI navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvyo, e ocho upakAra che ? e upakAra pAse rAjyAdinI zI kimata che? ene ema na thayuM ke, mAruM bhAgya hatuM mATe Ama banyuM ! enI bhavitavyatA sArI na hoya to Avo upakArI maLata nahi - e vAta sAcI, paNa sArI bhavitavyatAne phaLavAmAM je nimitta thayo, tene kema bhUlAya ? pelAnI bhAvanA keTalI uttama? huM baLada chatAM mArI zubha gatinI cintA ene thaI ane mArI malinatAdino khyAla karyA vinA mane zrI navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvI durgatithI bacAvyo, e keTalo badho uttama? upakArIne zodhavA prayatna vRSabhadhvaja vicAra kare che ke, e upakArI maLe zI rIte ? ene

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zodhavo kyAM ? 'bhAgya haze to maLaze' - ema vicArIne te besI raheto nathI. game te bhoge zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvanAra upakArIne zodhI kADhavAno eNe nirNaya karyo. e mATe e vRSabhaje e ja jagyAe eka caitya banAvyuM. maMdira karAvIne eka bhIMta upara teNe maravA paDelA gharaDA baLadane citarAvyo, tenA kAnamAM zrI navakAra mahAmaMtrane saMbhaLAvanAra te purUSane tevA ja AkAramAM citarAvyo ane pAse ubhelA palANavALA ghoDAne paNa tevI ja rIte citarAvyo. citra evuM AbehUba banAvyuM ke, e citra sAthe saMbaMdha dharAvanArane e vicAramugdha banAvyA vinA na rahe. A pachI tyAM cokIdArone mUkyA. cokIdArone hI rAkhyuM ke, A citrane jonArAo tarapha tamAre pUratI najara rAkhavI ane je koI AdamI A citranA paramArthane pAmI jaIne joto jaNAya, te AdamInA saMbaMdhamAM tamAre tarata ja mane khabara ApavI. upakArIone zodhI kADhavA mATe keTalA ane kevo prayatna ? vicAravA jevI vAta che ne ? upakAra keTalA ? zrI navakAra maMtra saMbhaLAvyo eTalo ja ne ? eka navakAradAtAne zodhavAno ATalo prayatna hoya ? jarUra hoya, AthI adhika prayatna paNa zakya hoya to hoya, paNa te kyAre ? zrI navakAra maMtra tarapha sadbhAva pedA thAya tyAre, vicAra karo ke, 'ApaNane navakAradAtA tarapha sadbhAva che !' jyAM sudhI vastu pratye sadbhAva na jAge, tyAM sudhI te vastu denAra tarapha sadbhAva na pragaTe emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI ja nathI. zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra phLa kone ? zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra, e zuM che ? zrI arihaMtAdika pAMca parameSThIone namaskAra ane tenA phaLanuM varNana pAMcane namaskAra pachI zuM Ave che ? ..dharmadezanAM ane pUrvabhavonI vAto..8 187

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RR RR ON 2 UN ridhama divasa bhAga 7. RR RRRRY 'eso paMcanamukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo / ' zrI arihaMtAdika pAMcane karelo namaskAra kevo che ? sarva pApono nAza karanAro che. ane e namaskAra sarva pApono nAza karanAro che, mATe ja sarva maMgalomAM prathama maMgala tarIkenI enI gaNanA che. Avo maMtra phaLe kone ? pAparasikane jevo phaLavo joIe tevo na phaLe. AvA maMtra tarapha jevo sadbhAva jAgavo joIe tevo sadbhAva tenA ja aMtaramAM jAge, ke jenA aMtaramAM pApano Dara hoya, pApano kaMpa hoya. pApabhIrU AtmAne khyAla AvI jAya to A maMtra ene saMsArasAgarathI vistAra pamADyA vinA na rahe. eja rIte pAparasika banIne je koI AnI AzAtanA kare teno bhayaMkara rIte durgatiomAM bhaTakatAM bhaTaktAM kyAre pAra Ave te kahI zakAya nahi. pApanAzaka vastunI pApabuddhie ArAdhanA karavI, e paNa eka prakAranI enI AzAtanA che. Aje keTalAka kahe che ke, navakAra ghaNA gaNyA, paNa phaLa kAMI ja na maLe !' evAone kahevuM paDe ke, bhAI e to vicAra ke, teM gaNIne ArAdhanA karI ke AzAtanA ? kaI buddhie gaNato hato?" kharekhara, je AtmAo pApabuddhino tyAga karavAnI bhAvanAvALA che. pApathI DaranArA che, pApathI bacavAnI bhAvanAvALA che, temane ja zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra, jevI rIte phaLavo joIe tevI rIte phaLe che. padharucino milApa vRSabhadhvaja to caitya banAvarAvIne, citra citarAvIne ane cokIdArone rokIne potAnA sthAne cAlyo gayo. e pachI koI eka veLAe zreSThIpuMgava padharuci tyA caityanA darzana-vaMdana mATe AvI pahoMce che. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAnA bimbane namaskAra karyA bAda, parama zrAvaka evA te parucie pelA citrane joyuM. citrane jotAMnI sAthe ja te vismaya sAthe bolI uThe che ke, A sarva mane ja lAgu paDe che !'

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vRSabhadhvaja rAjakumAranA cokIdAro e sAMbhaLe che ane tarata ja e vAtanI vRSabhadhvajane khabara pahoMcADe che. vRSabhadhvaja paNa vinA vilaMbe tyAM AvI pahoMce che ane padharucine pUche che ke, zuM tame A citramAM AlekhavAmAM AvelA vRtAntane jANo cho?' padharuci kahe che ke, keTalAka samaya pahelAM, maratAM evA A baLadane meM zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranuM ghana kareluM e vAtane jANatA evA koIe A citramAM mane Alekhyo che." pagharucinA mukhethI ATalo khulAso sAMbhaLatAMnI sAthe ja . vRSabhadhvaja rAjakumAra tene namaskAra kare che ane kahe che ke, je A re gharaDo baLada che, te ja huM zrI navakAra mahAmaMtranA zravaNanA prabhAvathI rAjaputra banyo chuM. to paNa huM te vakhate tiryaMca yonimAM hato ane jo kRpALu evA tame mane zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra na Apyo hota to huM kaI yonimAM jAta ? AthI sarva prakAre karIne tame ja mArA gurU cho, tame ja mArA svAmI cho ane tame ja mArUM daivata cho, to tame A vizALa rAjyane bhogavo. A rAjya mAruM hovA chatAM paNa tamAruM ja dIdheluM che' A badhuM rAjyano mAlika bole che, paruci to eno prajAna gaNAya ne ? paNa atyAre vRSabhadhvaja pamarucine prajAjana tarIke nathI joto. e to ene mahA upakArI tarIke ja jUe che. kRtaghnatAne TALIne kRtajJa bano vRSabhadhvajanI A jAtanI vRtti ane pravRtti prazaMsA ja mAgI le che ne ? koIpaNa guNAnurAgI vRSabhadhvajanI AvI uttamadazAnI anumodanA ane prazaMsA karyA vinA rahI zake nahi. AvA prasaMgone to evA yAda rAkhI levA joIe, ke jethI kRtadhvatA ApaNA haiyAne ya sparzI zake nahi. kRtajJatA haiyAne ya sparze nahi, pachI kRtatapaNAnI pravRtti hoya ja zAnI ? kRtajJatA jAya ane kRtajJatA Ave, te mATe AvAM AvAM udAharaNono vAMravAra vicAra karavo. pahelAM to upakArI 189 ...gharmadezanAM ane pUrvabhavanI vAto.8

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| 1980 *6 200 aP3 00 pratye sadbhAva jAgavo muzkela, upakArI pratye sadbhAva jAgyA pachI paNa upakArInA darzanAdinI icchA thavI muzkela, upakArInA darzanAdinI icchA thayA pachI paNa upakArIne zodhI kADhavAno prayatna thavo e muzkela ane e prayatna thAya tathA upakArIno bheTo paNa thAya, to ya e upakArIno nikhAlasapaNe upakAra mAnI enA upakArathI maLeluM phLa ene samarpI devAne taiyAra thavuM e muzkela. kRtaghna manovRtti jAya nahi ane kRtajJa manovRtti pragaTe nahi, tyAM sudhI mahAupakArInA paNa upakArane samajI zakAya ane e upakAranA badalA rUpe kAMIka ne kAMIka, potAnI zakyatA mujaba karI chUTavAnI bhAvanA jAge e zakya nathI. ahIM to, upakArInA caraNe sarvasvanuM samarpaNa karI devAne vRSabhadhvaja taiyAra thayo ane padmaruci paNa tenA Agahane sarva prakAre ThelI zakyo nahi. sabhA rAjya laI lIdhuM ? pUjyazrI : padmaruci zrAvaka kAMI rAjyano lobhI nahi hato ke pote karelI kRpAno Avo badalo meLavavAnI bhAvanAvALo paNa nahi hato. A to vRSabhadhvajano atizaya Agraha hato, eTale padmaruci tenI sAthe rahevA lAgyo. vRSabhadhvaja evI rIte vartavA lAgyo ke, e banne vacce koIpaNa prakAranI bhinnatA na hoya. A rIte paramazrAvaka padmarucinI sAthe ekamekapaNe raheto te vRSabhadhvaja, zrAvakanAM vratonuM pAlana karatAM karatAM jIvana vyatIta karavA lAgyo. zrAvakanI sAthe vasanAra kevo bane ? pelo zrAvaka bane ke zrAvakapaNAne taje ? zrAvake to evI rIte vartavAne prayatnazIla banavuM joIe, ke jethI je koI lAyaka AtmA enA paricayamAM Ave, te dharmasanmukha ane dharmano ArAdhaka banyA vinA rahe nahi. zrAvakanA AcAra-vicAra evA hoya ke, enA samAgamamAM AvatAM yogya tiryaMco paNa mArgane pAmI jAya. ApaNe e sthitimAM mukAIe to zuM karIe ? AmA tamAre tamArI jAtano paNa vicAra karavA jevo che. tame vRSabhanA jevI sthitimAM mukAyA ho to zuM karo ? ane

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padmarucinA jevI sthitimAM mukAyA ho to zuM karo ? vRSabhadhvajanA jevI sthitimAM ApaNe mukAyA hoIe,to ApaNane upakArIno upakAra yAda Ave ? upakArInA darzananuM mana thAya ? upakArIne oLakhatA na hoIe to banatA prayatne upakArIne zodhI kADhavAnI bhAvanA thAya, evI bhAvanA thAya to ya eno amala thAya, ane jyAre upakArI maLI jAya te vakhate, namaskAra karIne vRSabhaje je kahyuM tevuM kahevAne tathA te mujaba vartavAne ApaNe taiyAra thaIe kharA? e ja rIte padmarucinA jevI sthitimAM ApaNe mukAyA hoIe, padmaruci jeTalA zrImaMta hoIe, to raste cAlatAM jnAvarane maravA paDeluM joIne, vAhanano tyAga karI tenI pAse jaI tenA kAnamAM zrI navakAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvavAnuM ApaNane mana thAya ? jenA upara ApaNe upakAra karyo hoya, te potAnuM rAjya ApavAne tatpara banI jAya to ApaNane levAnuM mana thaI jAya ke nahi ? temaja rAjAnI sAthe vasatAM ApaNane bhogasukho bhogavavAnuM mana thAya ke ApaNe jAte zrAvakadharmanA pAlanamAM sthira rahIne sAmAne zrAvakadharmanA pAlanamAM udyamazIla banAvIe ? AvI AvI rIte ApaNe ApaNI dazAno vicAra karavo joIe. A zravaNa zA mATe che ? doSa kADhavA mATe ane guNa pragaTAvavA mATe ne ? avasare avasare ApaNe ApaNI dazAnuM vivekapUrvaka nirIkSaNa na karIe to, ApaNA doSa jAya zI rIte ane ApaNAmAM guNo pragaTe zI rIte ? ApaNe ApaNI dazAno to haravakhata vicAra karavo ja joIe. .....dharmadezanAM ane pUrvabhavonI vAto..8 padmaruci ane vRSabhadhvaja rAmaane sugrIva have AgaLa zuM banyuM, tenuM varNana karatAM kevaLajJAnI zrI jyabhUSaNa maharSi pharamAve che ke, padmaruci ane vRSabhadhvaja e banneya puNyAtmAo lAMbA kALa sudhI zrAvakapaNAne sArI rIte pALIne maraNa pAmyA ane maraNa pAmelA te banne izAna klpamAM paramaki devo tarIke utpanna thayA. IzAna klpamAM paramaduikadeva tarIkenI saMpAo bhogavyA bAda, padmarucino jIva tyAMthI cyavIne naMdAvarta nAmanA 1981

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11) rima nivaNa bha87... nagaramAM utpanna thayo. merUpavartanI pazcimabAjue AvelA vaitADhayagiri upara e nagara hatuM ane tyAM te vakhate naMdIzvara nAmano rAjA rAjya karato hato. e naMdIzvara rAjAnI kanakaprabhA nAmanI rANI hatI. tenI kukSithI te padmarucino jIva utpanna thayo ane tenuM nayanAnaMda evuM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. te nayanAnaMde keTalAka kaLa rAjya bhogavyA pachIthI pravajyA grahaNa karI ane jIvananA aMtakala paryanta pravrajyAnuM pAlana karIne nayanAnaMdano jIva mAhendra nAmanA devalokamAM devapaNe utpanna thayo. dhanadattamAMthI devatA banyA bAda padmaruci banelo ane padharucimAMthI devatA banyA bAda nayanAnaMda banelo te jIva, mAhendra devalokanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne Dhavyo ane pUrvavidehamAM AvelI kSemApurI nAmanI nagarImAM te nagarInA rAjA vipulavAhanane ghera, vipulavAhananI padmAvatI nAmanI rANInI kukSithI janmyo. zrIcaMdra evuM tenuM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. ahIM paNa keTalAka vakhata rAjya bhogavIne, te zrI candra samAdhigupta nAmanA eka munivaranI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI. dIkSAnuM pAlana karIne AyuSyane pUrNa karIne te brahamaloka nAmanA devalokamAM Indra tarIke utpanna thayo. tyAMthI cyavIne padharucino jIva, mahAbalavAna balabhadra evA A zrIrAmacaMdrajI tarIke utpanna thayo che ane vRSabhadhvajano jIva paNa krame karIne A sugrIva banyo che. sabhA : vRSabhadhvajanA pachInA bhavonuM varNana na karyuM? pUjayazrI IzAnalpa pachI e baMneno meLApa na thayo ane ethI tenuM varNana karavAnI jarUra na lAgI hoya te zakya che. pUrvabhavonA varNanamAM, moTe bhAge TUMkamAM jarUra pUratI hakIkata kahevAya. vaLI zrI bibhISaNano prazna atyaMta rAganA kAraNane lagato hato ane e vAta to baLada tathA vRSabhadhvaja tarIkenA bhavanA saMbaMdhathI kahevAI ja che.

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suMdara sAmagrIono purepuro lAbha levo joIe ApaNe ahIM e vicAravuM joIe ke, eka vAra acAnaka paNa susAdhuono yoga thaI javAthI dhanadattanA AtmAne keTalo badho lAbha thayo ? dhanadattanI zarUAta kevI ? bhUkhyuM peTe bhaTakato hato, emAM rAtrinA vakhate sAdhuone joyA, sAdhuone jotAM temanI pAse bhojananI yAcanA karI, sAdhuoe tene dharmano upadeza Apyo, e upadeza dhanadattanA haiyAmAM amRtanA siMcana jevo nivaDayo, e zrAvaka banyo ane te pachI to te kevI kevI ucca dazAne pAmyo, e ApaNe joyuM. ekavAra yogya AtmAne jo uttama AlaMbana maLI jAya ane sArI rIte phaLI jAya, to prAya: AvI unnata paraMparA prApta thavI e svAbhAvika che. koI tevI bhavitavyatA hoya ane tevAM koI nimitto maLatA patana thaI jAya e judI vAta che, paraMtu moTAbhAge to sArI bhavitavyatA hoya to AtmA jema jema kALa jato jAya tema tema unnata unnata dazAne pAmato jAya. ApaNe AvI paraMparAnA arthI kharA ke nahi ? ApaNane AvI paraMparA meLavavAnI icchA kharI ? AvI paraMparA meLavavA mATe atyAre ApaNane ghaNI ja uttama sAmagrI maLI che. manuSyabhava to maLyo che, paNa te AryadezamAM, AryajAtimAM ane pAcho jaina kuLamAM maLyo che, ApaNA parama sadbhAgye ApaNane zuddhadeva, zuddhagurU ane zuddhadharmanI suMdara sAmagrI prApta thaI che. ATalI badhI ekaekathI caDhiyAtI ane paramapuNyodaya vinA na maLe evI sAmagrI ApaNane prApta thaI gaI che. have to ApaNe ApaNuM bhaviSya kevuM sarjavA mAgIe chIe, eno vicAra karavAno che. dhanadatte potAnuM bhaviSya jevuM sajyuM, ethI paNa vadhAre suMdara bhaviSya sarjavAnI ApaNI bhAvanA hovI joIe. A sAmagrIno pUrepUro lAbha uThAvI levAnI ApaNI tIvra AkAMkSA hovI joIe. ...dharmadezanAM ane pUrvabhavonI vAto..8 193

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14) rima divaNa bhagai . kimatI hIrA karatAM paNa kimatI kSaNa sabhA: eTaluM sadbhAgya kyAMthI lAvavuM? pUjayazrI : dhanadata karatAM tamAruM bhAgya utaratuM che ema tame mAno cho ? enA bhAge to ene bhUkhe peTe bhaTakto banAvyo hato. e hAlatamAM paNa ene susAdhuono yoga phaLyo, to tamane zA mATe na phaLe ? ApaNI bhavivyatA sArI nathI, ema ApaNe zA mATe mAnI levuM joIe ? ApaNe prayatnazIla banIe, to ApaNe ApaNI bhavaparaMparAne unnata banAvI zakIe ane alpakALamAM ja mukti pAmIe ema mAnIne jema bane tema vadhAre udyamazIla banavuM joIe. AvI uttama tako jIva ne ghaDIe ghaDIe maLe che, ema? uttama taka maLyA pachI sadupayoga na thAya ane durUpayoga thAya, to pharI keTalA kALe uttama taka maLe e kahI zakAya nahi. bajAramAM kamAvAnI ane te paNa daridrImAMthI moTA zrImaMta banI javAnI taka roja maLe che? koIkavAra evI taka maLe che. evI taka maLI ane eno jevo upayoga karavo joIe tevo upayoga karatAM na AvaDayuM to ? sabhA : daridratA rahe ane roja saMtApa thAya. pUjyazrI : tema ahIM paNa samajavuM joIe. AryadezAdi sAmagrIthI sahita manuSyabhava maLyo che, e jevI-tevI uttama taka nathI. A jIvananI eka kSaNane paNa eLe gumAvI zakAya nahi, evuM kiMmatI jIvana che. kiMmatI hIrAnA dAgInAomAMthI eka hIro paDI jAya to ya keTaluM du:kha thAya ? sabhA ghaNuM ja. pUjyazrI : mANasa ene zodhavAno keTalo prayatna kare ? kyAM kyAM paDayo haze enI lpanA kare ane jyAM jyAM paDayo hovAnI saMbhAvanA lAge tyAM tyAM zodha calAve. dhULane paNa uthAme ane

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kAdavamAM paNa hAtha nAkhe. e kiMmatImAM kiMmatI hIrA karatAM paNa manuSyajIvananI eka kSaNa vadhAre kimatI che. AtmAne eka kSaNano paNa pramAda sAlavo joIe. e dazA pedA thaI jAya, to unnata paraMparAvALuM bhaviSya sarjAyuM, e kAMI bahu moTI vAta nathI. ApaNI tathA prakAranI ruci ane taiyArI hovI joIe. ekavAra gADuM cIle caDhI javuM joIe ApaNe eka tarapha vasudatta, zrIkAnta ane guNavatI e traNeyanI bhavaparaMparA joI ane bIjI tarapha dhanadatta tathA gharaDA baLadanA jIvanI bhavaparaMparA paNa joI. vasudatta, zrIkAnta ane guNavatI tiryacapaNAne pAmyAM ane te pachI paNa saMsAramAM durgatiomAM bhaTakavA lAgyAM, jyAre dhanadatta ane vRSabhadhvaja devalokane pAmyA ane sArI gatiomAM sukha bhogavatA bhogavatAM vizeSa vizeSa ArAdhanA karavA lAgyA. A banne ya bAbatono vicAra karavAmAM Ave, to ApaNane ema thaI jAya ke, atyAre ApaNane taka maLI che. teno lAbha levAmAM cUkavA jevuM nathI. A jIvanathI ApaNA AtmAnuM gADuM cIle caDhI jAya, evuM ApaNe karavuM joIe. gADuM cIle caDhayA pachI dhyAna to rAkhavuM ja paDe, paNa ekvAra gADuM cIle caDhe eTale sAvaceta AtmAnI gati sIdhe sIdhI thayA kare. ema karavA chatAM bhavitavyatAnA yoge bIjuM kAMI banaze to tenI vAta te vakhate, paNa atyAre to ApaNe cIle caDhI javuM joIe ne ? AtmA ekavAra cIle caDhI gayo, pachI kadAca ADI-avaLo phasI jAya toya tene pharI cIlo maLyA vinA rahe nahi. A bhavamAM to ApaNe dhanadattanI mAphaka cIle caDhI vAno ja ughama karavo joIe. bhUkhe peTe bhaTakatAM bhaTakatAM bhojananI yAcanA karavA Avelo te, susAdhuonA upadezamAM rucivo banyo ane muktisAdhaka dharmanA cIle caDhayo, to pariNAma e AvyuM ke, chelle 15 gharmadetAM ane pUrvabhavonI vAto ..8

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rAma nirvANa bha88 7.. chelle te zrIrAmacaMdrajI tarIke janmyo ane ApaNe AgaLa cAlatAM joIzuM ke, te jIvanI A bhavamAM ja mukti thaze. evuM sAMbhaLatAM ApaNane jo ApaNI bhavaparaMparAne sudhAravAnuM mana na thAya, to ApaNe keTalA badhA ayogya chIe ane ApaNI bhavitavyatA keTalI badhI viSama che, eno vicAra karavo raho. have zrI jayabhUSaNa nAmanA te kevaLajJAnI maharSi, durgatiomAM bhramaNa karavAmAM paDelA zrIkAMta,vasudatta ane guNavatInA je jIvo. temanuM chevaTa zuM thayuM ? e darzAvatA pharamAve che ke, zrIkAntano jIva dIrghakALa paryanta bhavabhramaNa karyA pachIthI, mRNAlakanda nAmanA nagaramAM, zaMbhu nAmanA rAjAnI hemavatI nAmanI rANInI kukSIthI putrapaNe utpanna thayo ane tenuM vajakaMTha evuM nAma sthApavAmAM AvyuM. vasudattano jIva paNa dIrghALa paryata bhavabhramaNa karyA pachIthI, mRNAlakanda nAmanA te ja nagaramAM zaMbhu rAjAnA vijaya nAmanA purohitane ghera ratvacUDA nAmanI te purohitanI patnInI kukSithI putrapaNe utpanna thayo ane tenuM zrIbhUti evuM nAma sthApita karavAmAM AvyuM. have trIjo je guNavatIno jIva, te paNa dIrghakALa paryanta bhavabhramaNa karyA pachIthI, mRNAlanda nAmanA te ja nagaramAM vasudattano jIva je zrIbhUti nAmanA purohitaputra tarIke janmyo che, te zrIbhUtinI sarasvatI nAmanI bhAryAnI kSithI putrIpaNe utpanna thayo ane tenuM vegavatI evuM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. A to saMsAra che. koI bhavamAM bhAbhI hoya, to koI bhavamAM putrI paNa hoya !

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munine vegavatInuM kalekedAna zrI jayabhUSaNa kevaLIe varNavelI pUrvabhavakathAomAM durgatimAM bhramaNa karI rahelA zrIkAMtavasudatta ane guNavatInA jIvonuM zuM thayuM ? te varNavatAM kramasara vaja kaMTha-zaMbhurAjA ane vegavatI tarIkenA avatAra varNavAyA che. jemAM vegavatIe upahAsamAM eka mahAsaMyamI munivara upara kalaMka caDhAvyuM, zaMbhurAjAe tenA upara baLAtkAra karyo, teNe te rAjAne zrApa Apyo, bhavAMtaramAM zaMbhurAjA ja rAvaNa ane vegavatI sItAdevI thaI vigere varNanamAM sAcI paNa koInI vAta karavAmAM nidAno rasa na poSAya tenI kALajI levA sAthe koInI paNa vAtanI barAbara tapAsa karyA vinA bolavAthI thatA doSanuM vistRta varNana karAyuM che. | zrI lakSmaNajI, zrI bibhISaNa, lavaNa-aMkuza, siddhaputra Adino paricaya apAyo che. zrI kRtAntavadananI dIkSAnA svIkAra sudhInI vistRta vArtA A prakaraNamAM samAvAI che. je pravacanakArazrInA zabdomAM mANavA jevI che. 197.

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198 munine vegavatInuM kalaMkadAna doSitano paNa DheDa phajeto karavAthI ghaNI ghaNI hAnIo thAya che pApI AtmAo pratye dayAbhAva hovo joIe dharma pAmavAne lAyaka AtmA paNa deva-guru-dharmanI nindA na sAMbhaLI zake guNa-durguNanI vAta kevI rIte jhIlAya che? sajjanonI nindAmAM lokone vadhAre rasa hoya che vegavatInI jUThI paNa vAtathI lokoe nirdoSa munivarane raMjADyA * nirdoSa zrI sudarzana munivare karelo abhigraha dharmI gaNAtA jIvonI jokhamadArI ghaNI che vegavatIe potAnA aparAdhanI kSamA mAMgI vegavatI mATe mithyASTi rAjAnI mAMgaNI ane samyagdaSTi zrIbhUtino inkAra samyadharma pratye AdaravALA mAtA-pitAnI pharaja zI? zrIbhUtinI hatyA, vegavatI upara baLAtkAra ane vegavatIno zrApa vegavatIe dIkSA grahaNa karI vegavatIno jIva zrImatI sItA tarIke zaMbhu rAjA zrI rAvaNa tarIke zrIkAntanA jIvasaMbaMdhI matabheda ane spaSTatA bibhISaNa koNa ? zrI lakSmaNajI koNa ? anaMgasuMdarI vizalyA tarIke guNadhara bhAmaMDala tarIke lavaNa, aMkuza ane siddhaputra siddhArthanA pUrvabhavono saMbaMdha kRtAntavadane dIkSA grahaNa karI ApaNI dazAno vicAra avazya karavo joIe. suMdara bhAvajIvana pAmavAnI tAlAvelI joIe

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munine vegavatInuM kalaMkadAna ahIM yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke, guNavatIno jIva je vegavatI tarIke janmyo che, te ja zrImatI sItAjIno jIva che. nirdoSa evAM paNa zrImatI sItAjI kayA kAraNe kalaMkanA atithi banyAM, te vAta have kahe che, ke te vegavatI jyAre yauvanavayane pAmI, te vakhate koI eka veLAe zrI sudarzana nAmanA eka munivarane teNe joyA. e munivara pratimAmAM sthita hatA ane loko te munivarane ghaNA bhAvathI vaMdana karatA hatA. e joIne vegavatIne upavAsa karavAnuM mana thaI gayuM. te che upahAsapUrvaka bolI ke, 'aho, A sAdhune to meM pUrve eka strInI sAthe krIDA karatA joyo che atyAre teNe pelI strIne anyatra moklI dIdhI che to te loka ! tame AvA veSadhArIne kema vaMdana karo cho ?" doSitano paNa DheDa phajeto karavAthI ghaNI ghaNI hAtio thAya che. vegavatIe upahAsa karatAM kevI bhayaMkara vAta kahI nAMkhI ? munivara nirdoSa che, mokSasAdhanAmAM lIna che, vegavatInuM emaNe kazuM ja bagADayuM nathI, chatAM vegavatIe e munivarane zire kAramuM kalaMka maDhI dIdhuM ! 19 munine vegavatInuM kalaMkadAi...G.

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200 rAma nirvANa bhAga che.. sabhA : Ama karavuM ja bhayaMkara kahevAya. pUjyazrI : Ama karavuM, e ghaNuM ja bhayaMkara kahevAya enI nA nathI, paNa Aje kahevAtA sudhArako agara dharmaSIo je jAtino pracAra karI rahyA che, te jotAM emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM paNa kAMI nathI. sabhA : vegavatIne AvI kalpanA karavAne koI nimitta maLyuM haze? pUjyazrI : nahi ja, kAraNake, graMthakAra paramarSi ja, upahAsa karavAnuM tene mana thayuM, ema pharamAve che. AjanA lokonI vAtamAM ApaNe tevI kalpanA karIne paNa vicAra karIe, to ya AvuM ALa mUkI zakAya, ema koI ja DAho mANasa nahi kahe. AvI lpanA karavAne ApaNane nimitta maLI jAya, to ya tapAsa to karavI joIe ne ? pUratI tapAsa karIne vAtamAM zuM tathya che enI khAtrI to karI levI joIe ne ? ethI paNa AgaLa vadhIne ApaNe vicAra karIe ke, pUratI tapAsa karI ane enA pariNAme muddA sAthe hakIkata jANavAmAM AvI, paNa tethI Avo DheDaphajeto karAya ? munivaranI nidA sAthe zAsananI nindA thAya ke nahi ? zAsananI nindA thavA sAthe doSita muninA AtmAnuM kAramuM ahita paNa thaI jAya ne ? sabhA: eya banavAjoga che, paNa muniveSamAM evuM pApa Acare te kema sahI zakAya? pUjayazrI : to e kaho ke DheDaphajeto karavAthI zo phAyaghe thAya ? sabhA : evA pApIonA saMsargathI aneka AtmAo bacI to zake ne ? pUjyazrI : paNa zAsananI nidA thAya, ethI aneka bALajIvonA mArgamAM antarAya paDe ke nahi ? mArgasamukha banelA AtmAomAMnA keTalAka mArgavimukha dazA pAme ema bane ke nahi ?

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0 paramatAraka munimArga pratye lokamAM sabhAvane badale durbhAva pragaTe ema bane ke nahi ? temaja doSita AtmA paNa doSamukta banavAne badale ghora adha:patanane pAme ema paNa bane ke nahi ? DheDa phajetAmAM lAbha vadhAre ke hAni vadhAre ? sabhA : Ama to hAni vadhAre. pUjayazrI : DheDa phajetAthI lAbha thavAno saMbhava hoya to ya nahi jevo che ane kAramo geralAbha nizcita che. pApI AtmAo pratye dayAbhAva hovo joIe sabhA: tyAre evA vakhate karavuM zuM? pUjyazrI: evA upAyo yojI zakAya che, ke jethI zAsananI nindA thAya nahi, doSitamAM paNa lAyakAta hoya to te sudharyA vinA paNa rahe nahi ane e kadAca na paNa sudhare to ya aneka dharmazIla AtmAo enA saMsargathI bacI jAya evI paristhiti to jarUra upasthita thaI jAya. vAta e che ke, evA upAyo te ja AtmAone sUjhe che ane te ja AtmAo evA upAyono vivekapUrvaka amala karI zake che, ke jeonuM haiyuM zAsanarAgathI pUrNa hoya che ane maitrI Adi bhAvanAothI otaprota hoya che. paNa dharmaSathI kaluSita ane nirdaya hotuM nathI. pApa pratye jema utkaTamAM utkaTa koTino tiraskAra hovo joIe, tema pApI AtmAo pratye teTalo ja dayAbhAva hovo joIe. jagatanA jIva mAtranA kalyANanI kAmanA hovI joIe ane jagatanA kalyANa mATenA ekanA eka sAdhanarUpa zAsana pratye avihaDa rAga hovo joIe. yogya upAyo nahi yojyAM DheDa phajeto karanAra ke karAvanAra to pavitra zAsananI nindA karAvanAro ane aneka AtmAone kalyANamArgathI vimukha Adi banAvanAro bane che. sadAne mATe dharma sUkSmabuddhithI jANavA yogya che, ema ja upakArIoe munine vegavatanuM kalaMkadAna...9. ra01

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ra0cce OM .rAma nirvANa bhac pharamAvyuM che, te vinA kAraNa pharamAvyuM haze ? enuM rahasya samajavuM joIe. ane dharmabuddhie paNa adharmanA upAsaka na banI javAya tenI kALajI rAkhavI joIe. dharma pAmavAne lAyaka AtmA paNa deva-guru-dharmanI nidA sAMbhaLI zake. A to badhI kharekharA doSitanA prasaMge lagatI vAto thaI, paNa Aje to dharmaSIo taraphathI tadurta juThThAM ane te chatAM mahAkAramAM evA paNa kalaMko susAdhuone zire maDhI devAno prayatna kyAM nathI thato ? sabhA: emanI vAtomAM kazuM ja satya nahi hoya ? pUjyazrI : koI koI kissAomAM AMzika tathya hoya to te saMbhavita che, paNa temAM ya atizayokti to kharI ja ane keTalAka kissA to sAva kalpita ! nirdoSa munivarone zire kAramAM kalaMko ane te paNa kAlpanika kalaMko maDhI devAne tatpara banavuM. emAM kaI mANasAI che? emAM nathI potAnA upara upakAra thato ke nathI anya upara upakAra thato. ethI kevaLa geralAbha thAya che ane te paNa jevo-tevo nahi. sabhA evAo paNa dayApAtra to kharA ne ? pUjayazrI : jarUra, ApaNe emaja IcchIe ke, e bicArAonuM kalyANa thAya; e bicArAo pApathI bace ane kalyANanI sAdhanAmAM joDAya, evI ja ApaNI bhAvanA hoya. paNa emanA pApe bIjA aneka AtmAone hAni na thAya, enI ya ApaNane kALajI hoya ne ? kevaLa evAonA kalyANanI bhAvanA ane bIjA jIvonA kalyANanI bhAvanA nahi, ema to nahi ne ? dharmane nahi pAmelA paNa dharmane pAmavA mATe lAyaka evA AtmAmAM paNa e guNa hoya che ke, te dharmanI nidAne sAMbhaLI zakato nathI. zakti hoya to e dharmanijakane dharmanidA karato aTakAve, na aTake to khaseDe ane tevI zakti na hoya to pote khasI jAya. dharmane pAmavAne

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lAyaka banelA AtmAmAM paNa ATalI uttamatA hoya, to dharmI AtmAmAM keTalI joIe ? mAtAne koI khoTI rIte vyabhicAriNI kahe, to haiyuM cIrAya ke nahi? sabhA : mAtA vyabhicAriNI hoya evuM koI kahe to haiyuM cIrAya. pUjayazrI to pachI deva-gurU-dharmanI nindA kAne paDe to ? e vakhate haiyAmAM cIro paDe kharo ? haiyuM dharmane lAyaka ke dharmI hoya to jarUra kAramo cIro paDe ja. guNa durguNanI vAta kevI jhIlAya che.? sabhA evA mANasonI vAtane dhyAnamAM ja koNa le che? podaLo paDe to kaMIkane kAMIka dhULa lIdhA vinA na jAya, e zuM nathI jANatAM ? atyAranA yugamAM to dharma-virodhane lagatI vAta maThArIne kahetA AvaDe, to emAM na sapaDAya evA viralA ja ! paranI nidAmAM rasikatA ochI che ? ane temAM paNa koIka sArA gaNAtA AdamI mATenI kharAba vAta kAne paDI jAya to ? ekane kAne paDelI vAta anekone kAne gayA vinA rahe, evuM to bhAgye ja bane. lokasvabhAva ja evo hoya che ke guNanI vAta thoDApaNa pramANamAM ghaNI muklIe jhIlI zake che, jyAre durguNanI vAta te moTA pramANamAM paNa ghaNI ja sahelAIthI jhIlI zake che. lokanA AvA svabhAvane samajIne paNa, koIne kalaMkita Adi tarIke jAhera karatAM aTakI javuM joIe ane bIjAone paNa tema karatAM aTakAvavAnA temaja na aTake to temanA pApanI asara phelAvA na pAme tevA prayAso karavA joIe. sajjanonI nidrAmAM lokone vadhAre rasa hoya che sabhA : koIpaNa prakAranA nimitta vinA sAdhuone kalaMkita tarIke jAhera karanArA ochA. pUjayazrI : e vAta sAcI che ke, koIpaNa prakAranA nimitta 203 mujane veThavatanuM kalaMkadAna....9.

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2Oja rAma viNa bhAga 7 vinA sAdhuone ke uttama AtmAone kalaMkita tarIke jAhera karanArA ochA hoya che, paNa e ya vAta sAcI ja che ke, nimitte sAcuM che ke khoTuM enI leza paNa darakAra karyA vinA sAdhuone agara uttama AtmAone phlekti mAnanArA ane kahenArA ghaNA hoya che. bIjI vAta e paNa che ke, atizaya duSTa mANaso sajjanone kalaMkita tarIke jAhera karavAne mATe taddana juThThA paNa nimitto khaDA karI de che. jema zrImatI sItAjInA prasaMgamAM ApaNe joyuM hatuM ke, zrImatI sItAjInI sapatnIoe temanI pAse kautukanA nAme zrI rAvaNanA caraNonuM citraNa karAvI lIdhuM ane te pachI te zrIrAmacaMdrajIne batAvyuM temaja zrI rAmacaMdrajIe vAtane gaNakArI nahi eTale zrImatI sItAjInA kalpita asatIpaNAnI vAta jAharemAM vahetI mUkI. e vAta evI cAlI paDI ke, nagaranA mUkhIone paNa emAM kAMIka tathya haze ema lAgyuM. eka bIjAne kahI, bIjAe trIjAne kahI ane ema vAta vadhI paDI. upakArIo pharamAve che ke, para mAtranI nidAthI bacavuM joIe ane temAM ya guNasamRddha AtmAonI nindAthI to khAsa karIne bacavuM joIe, jyAre duniyAmAM moTebhAge guNasamRddhonI nidAno vadhAre rasa jovAya che. sAmAnya mANasanI kharAba vAta sAMbhaLI hoya to kadAca e tarapha upekSA sevAya, paNa sajjana tarIke paMkAtA ke pUjAtA AtmAnI kharAba vAta kAne paDatAMnI sAthe ja jIbhane eTalo badho saLavaLATa thAya ke, kyAre A vAta huM amukane kahuM ne tamukane kahuM? duniyAmAM badhA ja AvA nathI hotA, paNa AvA ghaNA hoya che. joke, emAM sajjanono azubhodaya kAma karato hoya che, paNa eTalA mAtrathI je AtmAo guNasamRddha AtmAonI nidA karavAmAM pravRtta thAya che, teo guNasamRddha AtmAonI nindAnA te pApathI lepAyA vinA rahetA nathI. e vAta jarA paNa bhUlavA jevI nathI.

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vegavatInI juThI paNa vAtathI lokoe nirdoSa munivarane raMjADayA ApaNA cAlu prasaMgamAM paNa evuM bane che ke, 'A sAdhune to strInI sAthe krIDA karato meM joyo che ane atyAre teNe te strIne anyatra mokalI dIdhI che, mATe AvA sAdhune tame kema namaskArAdi karo cho?' evuM jyAM vegavatIe upahAsa sAthe kahyuM, tyAM to lokoe enI vAtane sAcI mAnI lIdhI. vegavatInAM vacanothI sarva loka e munivara pratye tarata ja durbhAvavALo banI gayo. sarva loko durbhAvavALA banI gayA eTaluM ja nahi, paNa vegavatIe kahelA kalaMkano udghoSa karavApUrvaka teo te munivarane raMjADavA lAgyA. che kAMI kamInA ? vegavatIne koI eTaluM paNa puchatuM nathI ke, "te A munivarane strInI sAthe krIDA karatA karatA joyA kyAre ?' vaLI munivarane pUchIne khulAso meLavavAne mATe paNa koI thobhatuM nathI. vegavatI najare joyAnI vAta kare che ane loka e vAtane mAnI le ! Aje jaina gaNAtAomAM paNa, A vegavatInI jema najare joyAnI vAta karanArAo jIve che. ahIM muMbaImAM evA ya mANaso vase che, ke jeo 'phalANA sAdhu AvA ane phalANA sAdhu tevA; phalANA sAdhue amuka ThekANe Ama karyuM ane phalANA sAdhue amuka ThekANe tema karyuM!' evI evI vAto karatA phare che ane te paNa evI rIte ke, jANe pote je vAta karI rahyo che, te pUratI khAtrI karyA pachI ja karI rahyo che. AvI rIte e vAta kare, chatAM kadAca koI pUche ke, 'paNa bhAI! tame jAte joyuM che ?' to vegavatInI jema jAte joyAnI juThThI vAta karatAM paNa e acakAya nahi. sabhA : ema karavAmAM ene lAbha zo ? pUjyazrI : duniyAmAM chA, bIDI, dArU AdinAM jema vyasano hoya che, tema paranindA karavAnuM paNa vyasana hoya che. sAdhutA pratye khUba dveSa hoya ane paranindAno kAramo caDasa hoya, ethI ema paNa munine vegavatanuM kalaMkadana...9. 205

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rima nirvANa bha0 7. kare. lAbhanI vAtamAM AvA dharmaSIomAM hoMzIyAra gaNAya, ane zAbAzI maLe, evA cAra AdamImAM e puchAya paNa kharo ane dharmaSIo pAsethI Arthika lAbha paNa evAo taka maLe to meLavI le. sabhA paNa bhaviSyanuM zuM? pUjayazrI : evA AtmAo prAya: parabhavanI cittAthI paravArelA hoya che. pApa ane parabhava AdimAM evAone prAya: vizvAsa ja hoto nathI. aneka tavaMgarone e moTara AdimAM mahAlatA jue che ane pote daridrInI jema bhaTake che, chatAM ene puNya-pApano khyAla Avato nathI. e puNya, pApa parabhava Adine mAne ke na mAne, paNa evA AtmAo potAnA kAramA bhaviSyane ja sarjI rahI che, e zaMkA vinAnI vAta che. evAo potAnuM to bagADI rahyA che. paraMtu bIjA ya aneka AtmAonAM hitanuM nikaMdana kADhI rahyA che. sabhA : loka samaje nahIM? pUjayazrI: vegavatInA prasaMgamAM juo ne ? vegavatIe najare joyAnI vAta karI, eTale sarva lokoe mAnI lIdhuM ke sudarzana muni bhraSTAcArI che ane kalaMkanA udghoSa sAthe upadrava paNa karavA mAMDayAM. nirdoSa zrI sudarzana munivare karelo abhigraha A vakhate zrI sudarzana nAmanA munivara paNa evA abhigrahane grahaNa kare che ke, mAruM A kalaMka jyAM sudhI paripUrNa rIte utaraze nahi, tyAM sudhI huM mArA A kAryotsargane pALIza nahi. sabhA : evA paNa munivaryane potAnA kalaMkanI ATalI badhI cintA ? upadravane temaNe karma-nirjarAnuM kAraNa nahi mAnyo hoya ? pUjayazrI : sudarzana munivarane potAnA kalaMkanI ATalI badhI cittA thaI, temAM temano hetu potAnI jAtane Apattimukta banAvavAno ke potAnI mAnadazAne prApta karavAno nahi hato. temane to

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zAsananI nindA sAlatI hatI. emane ema lAgyuM ke, mArA nimitte jaina zAsananI ATalI badhI apabhrAjavA thAya, e huM kema sahI zakuM? mAre mArA nimitte thatI A apabhrAjavAne aTakAvavI ja joIe. sabhA : loko udghoSa to temanA kalaMkano karatA hatA ane upadrava paNa temanI sAme ja hato. pUjayazrI : barAbara che, paNa muni e zuM jainazAsananI bahAranI vyakti che ? muninI nindAmAM munimArganI nindA che ane munimArganI nindAmAM muninI nindA che. vaLI dekhItI rIte e nindA sudarzana munivaranI hatI, paraMtu e nidAnA yoge jaina munimArga pratye durbhAva pedA thAya ke nahi ? 'jaina munio AvA bhraSTAcArI hoya che.' evo lokavAda pravarte ke nahi ? ane evo lokavAda pravarte, e zuM sAmAnya koTinI zrI jainazAsananI apabhrAjanA che? dharmI gaNAtA jIvonI jokhamadArI ghaNI che dharmI tarIke oLakhAtA AdamInA sArA-narasA vartananI asara rUpe zAsananI prabhAvanA AzAtanA thAya te svAbhAvika ja che. jagatamAM ghaNA jIvo evA hoya che, ke jeo dharmanA anuyAyI tarIke paMkAtA AdamIonA vartana uparathI te te anuyAyIo je je dharmane mAnanArA hoya che, te te dharmanA sArA-narasApaNAno vicAra kare che. dharmInA sArA vartanane joIne evA AtmAo sahaja rIte bolI uThe che ke, 'A je dharmanA anuyAyI che, te dharma kevo sarasa che? A je dharmane mAne che te dharma jarUra sAro hovo joIe kAraNake, e vinA A mANasanuM vartana ATaluM umadA hoI zake nahi.' e ja rIte dharmI tarIke oLakhAtA AdamInA kharAba vartanane joIne evA AtmAo sahaja rIte e bolI uThe che ke, 'A mANasa je dharmane mAne che, te dharmamAM kAMI mAla jevuM dekhAtuM nathI nahitara A mANasa evA dharmano custa mujane vegavatanuM kalaMkadAna....9.

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208 anuyAyI hovA chatAM paNa AvA duSTa vartanavALo kema ja hoI zake ?' A rIte dharmI gaNAtA AdamIo, pote je je dharmanA anuyAyI hoya, te te dharmanI prazaMsA agara to nindAmAM nimittabhUta bane che. * 2002]>oy ka AthI ja kahevAmAM Ave che ke, dharmI tarIke paMkAtA AdamInI jokhamadArI ghaNI vadhI jAya che. ApaNA kharAba kRtyathI dharma vagovAya, e ApaNAthI kema ja sahevAya ? kharAba ApaNe ane nindA thAya dharmanI, e dharma pratye bahumAnabhAva hoya to DaMkhyA vinA na ja rahe. sAdhu ke zrAvaka bannee A dRSTie vicAra karIne paNa potapotAne nahi chAtAM kRtyothI bacatA rahevAnI takedArI rAkhavI joIe. ApaNA nimitte paramatAraka zrI jainazAsananI prazaMsA thAya, to te ghaNI ja uttama binA che paraMtu kamase kama ApaNA nimitte paramatAraka zAsananI nindA na thAya, enI to ApaNane khUba ja kALajI hovI joIe. paramatAraka zAsananI nindA thAya evuM kRtya AcaranArAo durlabhabodhi ane bahulasaMsArI banI jAya, to emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. ucita pravRttiothI bedarakAra banelA ane anucita pravRttione AcaratA je koI hoya, te sAdhu ke zrAvake A dRSTie paNa jarUra vicAra karavo joIe. vegavatIe potAnA aparAdhanI kSamA mAMgI ahIM to banyuM evuM ke, zrI sudarzana munivaranA abhigrahanA pratApe devatAnuM AkarSaNa thayuM. devatAe potAnA avadhijJAnanA baLathI jANI lIdhuM ke, vegavatIe ja tadna juThTho Aropa mUkIne, A nirdoSa ane sva-para kalyANamAM rata evA munivarane upadravanA sthAnabhUta banAvyA che, AthI te devatA vegavatI upara roSe bharAyo ane rUpavatI vegavatInA mukhane ekadama teNe zyAma banAvI dIdhuM. bIjI tarapha vegavatInA pitA zrIbhUtine paNa khabara paDI gaI ke, 'zrI sudarzana mahAtmAne kalaMkita TharAvIne temane zire Apatti ubhI karanAra temaja

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mu sAdhudharmanI nidA karAvanAra A mArI dikarI vegavatI ja che eTale te zrIbhUtie paNa teno khUba khUba tiraskAra karyo. vegavatIne zire Ama bevaDI Aphata AvI. mukha ekadama zyAma paDI javAthI tene rogano bhaya lAgyo ane pitAe kAramo tiraskAra karyo eTale tene pitAno paNa Dara lAgyo. Ama banne prakAranA bhayathI bhayabhIta banelI te vegavatI tarata ja zrI sudarzana nAmanA te munivaranI pAse pahoMcI gaI. rUpavatI vegavatInuM mukha ekadama zyAma banI gayuM, eTale loka paNa kautuka jANavAnuM ke jovA Atura bane te svAbhAvika che. vegavatI munivaranI pAse AvI, eTale sarva loka paNa munivara pAse Avyo. te sarva lokanI samakSa, zrI sudarzana munivarane uddezIne vegavatI ucca svarathI bolI ke, nirdoSaH sarvathA vaM, DhoSoDanoDayameva te ? mayevArorutaH svAmi-statikSasva kSamAnaze ???'' he svAmin ! Apa sarvathA nirdoSa cho; ApanA upara taddana juThThA evA A doSanuM meM ja AropaNa kareluM che; to he kSamAnA sAgara Apa mArA A aparAdhane mApha karo !' vegavatI jyAM A prakAre bolI ke tarata ja, e sAMbhaLIne loko puna: paNa e munivarane pUjavA lAgyA ane vegavatInuM mukha je zyAma banI gayuM hatuM te paNa pAchuM pUrvavat nirmaLa banI gayuM. tyArathI AraMbhIne vegavatI suzrAvikA banI gaI. vegavatI mATe mithyAdRSTi rAjAnI mAMgaNI ane samyagdaSTi zrIbhUtino InkAra je nagaramAM Avo banAva banI jAya, te nagaranA rAjAnA kAne e banAvanI vAta na pahoMce e azakya prAya: che, ane jyAre e vAta rAjAnA kAne pahoMce tyAre e banAva jene AbhArI hato te vegavatIne vegavatanuM kalaMkadAna..la. 29

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210 *G 0c00b]P? ? jovA jANavAnI rAjAne icchA thAya te paNa svAbhAvika che. ahIM to eTalI ja vAtano ullekha che ke mRNAlakaMda nAmanA te nagaranA zaMbhu nAmanA rAjAe te vegavatIne joI ane tenA rUpavatIpaNAthI AkarSAIne zaMbhurAjAe tenI zrIbhUti pAse mAMgaNI karI. zrIbhUti sabhyadharma eTale zrI nidharmano upAsaka che ane zaMbhurAjA mithyAdharmano upAsaka che. ethI zrIbhUti tene potAnI kanyA ApavAne taiyAra thato nathI. khuda rAjA taraphathI mAMgaNI thatI hovA chatAM paNa, lalacAyA vinA ke DaramAM phasAyA vinA zrIbhUti sApha sApha zabdomAM javAba daI de che ke, 'huM mArI kanyA mithyAdaSTine nahi ApuM !' arthAt Apa mithyAddaSTi cho ane ethI Apane huM mArI kanyA ApuM e banI zake tema nathI. samyadharma pratye AdaravALA mAtA-pitAnI pharaja zI ? tame joyuM ne ke, A chellA sargamAM keTalI keTalI suMdara ane vicAravA yogya vAto Ave che, thoDA ja divasomAM vihAra karavAnI bhAvanA che, eTale ema lAge che ke have TUMke TUMke paNa A caritra puruM karI levuM paDaze anyathA, A eka ja sarganA varNanamAM mahinAonA mahinAo pasAra thaI jAya tema che. rAjA mAMgaNI kare che, chatAM zrIbhUti tene potAnI byA ApavAne taiyAra thato nathI ane te paNa eka ja kAraNake, te mithyAddaSTi che, A sAmAnya vAta che ? ene potAnI dIkarIne rAjarANI banAvavAnI bhAvanA na thAya ? rAjAne potAnI kanyA paraNAvIne te AjnA keTalAkonI jema evo bacAva na karI zakta ke 'zrAvakadharmamAM rakta evI mArI kanyA mithyAddaSTi rAjAne paNa zrAvaka banAvI deze ?' Aje AvI paNa vAto karanArA pAkyA che ne ? eka to nyAne mithyAdRSTine ghera devI ane pachI pAcho A jAtino bacAva karavAne tatpara banavuM, e zuM ucita che ? vAta e che ke, jaina jevuM uttamakuLa prApta thayA chatAM paNa, jainadharma pratye kvo AdarabhAva pragaTavo

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joIe, tevo AdarabhAva na pragaTayo hoya to saMtAnanA paralokanA hitanI jevI bhAvanA AvavI joIe evI bhAvanA Ave ja zAnI ? samyadharma pratyenA sAcA AdarabhAvane pAmelAM mAtA-pitAne pahelI IcchA to e ja hoya ke amArAM saMtAno saMyamamArge jAya to sAruM, e mAtA-pitA saMtAnone saMyamamArganI preraNA ryA vinA rahe ja nahi ! sabhA : mAtA-pitA saMsAramAM moja kare ane saMtAnane saMyamanI preraNA kare, to emanuM sAMbhaLe ja koNa ? pUjyazrI : A vAta che samyadharma pratye sAcA AdarabhAvane pAmelAM mAtA-pitAnI, e na bhUlo, 'saMsAramAM moja che' ema je mAtA-pitA mAnatAM hoya ane e kAraNe saMsAramAM rahIne moja uDAvatAM hoya, te mAtApitA samyadharma pratye sAcA AdarabhAvane pAmelAM che ema kahI zakAya ja nahi. samyagdharma pratye sAcA AdarabhAvane pAmelAM mAtApitA potAne mATe saMyamanI ArAdhanA azakya lAgavAthI saMsAramAM rahyAM hoya ane tevAM mAtA-pitA saMtAnane saMyamamArganI preraNA karavAmAMthI paNa jAya, e banavAjoga nathI. have pote preraNA to karI, paNa saMtAnanuM mana na bhALe, saMtAnano ullAsa na bhALe, to enuM vadhAre ahita na thAya e vagere dRSTie enuM lagnAdi kare. A rIte saMtAnanuM lagna karanAra mAtApitA potAnI dIkarI mithyAddaSTine ApavAne kema ja taiyAra thAya ? sabhA : jainakuLamAM janmelAo paNa mithyAddaSTi kyAM hotA nathI? pUjyazrI : jainakuLamAM jmelA badhA ja sabhyadRSTi hoya ane koI ja mithyAdRSTi na hoya evo niyama nathI. saMtAnanA vAstavika kalyANanI kAmanAvALA mAta-pitAe, potAnI kanyAne jainakuLamAM detAM paNa e jovuM joIe ke, je kuLamAM ame amArI kanyAne ApIe chIe. te kuLamAM zAsana pratye AdarabhAva che ke nahi ane jene kanyA devAya che te paNa zAsana pratye AdarabhAvavALo che ke nahi ? samAna zIla Adine jovAnI vAta mArgAnusArInA pAMtrIsa guNomAM Ave che, ...munine vegavatonuM kalaMkana...... 211

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21) ..rAma nirvANa bhaga 7. e zuM nathI jANatA? vaLI kuLanI dRSTie vicAra karo, to jainakuLamAM dharmaprApti mATenI ane dharmanI ArAdhanA mATenI jeTalI sAmagrI hoya, teTalI anya kuLomAM hoya e zuM saMbhavita che? sabhA: ATaluM badhuM jhINavaTathI koNa jUe? pUjyazrI : jene potAnI pharajanuM bhAna hoya te ! jene potAnA ane potAnA saMtAnonA bhAvinI sAcI cintA hoya te !! sabhA : atyAre to DIgrI ke paisA jovAya che. pUjayazrI : jene DIgrI ke paisA jovAnuM mana thAya paNa dharma jovAnuM mana na thAya, te nakuLamAM janmelo hovA chatAM paNa haju jainapaNAthI cheTo che ema kahevuM paDe. ApaNI mULa vAta to e che ke, zrAvaka paisA ke sattA AdithI lobhAI jaIne potAnI kanyA mithyASTine ApavAne taiyAra na thAya ApaNe joyuM ke, zrIbhUtie rAjAne paNa cokhkho javAba daI dIdho ke "mArI kanyA mithyASTine nahi ApuM !' zrIbhUtinI hatyA, vegavatI upara baLAtkAra ane vegavatIno zrApa sabhA : rAjAnI sAme AvuM bolavAmAM ghaNI hiMmata joIe. dikarInA hitanI cintA hoya ane dIkarIne mithyASTine ghera rANI banAvavAnI lAlasA na hoya, paNa rAjA roSe bharAya ane garadana mAre to zuM thAya ? pUjayazrI : ahIM ema ja banyuM che, paNa sattvazIla dharmAtmAone enI paravA hotI nathI. dharmamAM sthira rahevuM hoya to sAmarthya keLavavuM paDe ane je koI Aphato AvI lAge tene sahI levAnI taiyArI keLavavI paDe. itihAsamAM paNa keTalAMka evAM udAharaNo Ave che ke, vidharmI rAjA Adie kanyAnI mAMgaNI karI hoya ane rAjapUte potAnI kanyA te vidharmIne na paraNAvI hoya. evA

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samaye keTalAkone gAma choDI jaMgalamAM rakhaDavuM paDayuM che ane ardhabhUkhyA peTe divaso vyatIta karavA paDayA che. ahIM bane che evuM ke 'mithyAdRSTine huM mArI kanyA nahi ApuM' evo zrIbhUtie javAba dIdho, tethI zaMbhurAjA uzkerAI gayo ane viSaya tathA kaSAyane AdhIna banelA te zaMbhurAjAe zrIbhUtine haNI nAMkhIne, tenI putrI vegavatIne rAjAe baLAtkAre bhogavI. vegavatI upara zaMbhurAjAe baLAtkAra karyo te chatAM paNa vegavatI zaMbhurAjAnI rANI banavAne taiyAra thaI nahi. teNe to te zaMbhurAjAne evo zrApa dIdho ke, 'bhavAntare te vadhAya mUyAsam ' 'bhavAntaramAM huM tArA vadhane mATe thAuM.' e ema sUcave che ke, Aja to bhale tuM rAjA cho ane huM nirAdhAra chuM, paNa bhavAntaramAM huM tArA vadhanuM kAraNa banyA vinA nahi ja rahuM e nizcita vAta che. vegavatIe dIkSA grahaNa karI A pachI te zaMbhurAjAe paNa te vegavatIne choDI dIdhI. vegavatI have zuM kare ? rAjAe pitAne haNI nAMkhyo che ane potAne baLAtkAre paNa zIlathI bhraSTa karI che. have karavuM zuM ? sabhA : koI paraNe nahi ? pUjyazrI : paNa vegavatI paraNavAne taiyAra thAya ? Avo prazna paNa tenA ja haiyAmAM jnma, ke jene satI strIonA haiyAmAM zIlanI keTalI smita hoya che enI gama na hoya. AvI vAto kevA zabdomAM kahevI e ya vicAraNIya che. satI strIo kadipaNa ekathI baLAtkArano bhoga banyA pachI anyanI sAthe saMsAramAM joDAvAnuM pasaMda kare nahi. anyanI sAthe joDAvavAno prasaMga jo AvI lAge, to chevaTe mare te hA, paNa prAya: bIjAne AdhIna bane nahi. vegavatI koIpaNa rIte zaMbhurAjAne, te mithyAdRSTi hato e kAraNe ja, paraNavAne munine vegavatonuM kalaMkana...9. 213

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ra14 20ma nirvANa bha87.... taiyAra nahi hatI ane have to anyane paraNavA lAyaka pote rahI nathI ema mAnatI hatI. vegavatIe nirNaya karyo ke, have zeSa jIvana saMyamadharmanI ArAdhanAmAM pasAra karavuM. A vicArathI teNIe harikAntA nAmanI AyikAnI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI. sabhA : ghaNuM sarasa. pUjyazrI : satI strIo zakya hoya to Avo ja mArga che. vegavatI AyuSyanA anta paryanta saMyamanuM pAlana karIne brahma nAmanA devalokamAM utpanna thaI. vegavatIno jIva zrImatI sItA tarIke A rIte vegavatInA vRttAntanuM varNana karyA bAda, zrI jayabhUSaNa nAmanA kevaLajJAnI paramarSi pharamAve che ke, zaMbhurAjAno jIva ke je rAkSasapati rAvaNa tarIke utpanna thayo hato, tenA mRtyune mATe vegavatIe nidAna kareluM hovAthI, te nidAnane vaza thaIne vegavatIno jIva brahmalokamAMthI AvIne, janakarAjAnI A zrImatI sItA nAmanI putrI tarIke utpanna thayo. vegavatInA bhavamAM teNe zrI sudarzana muni upara asatya doSa Aropyo hato, te kAraNathI A bhavamAM loko dvArA zrImatI sItAnA upara asatya evA A kalaMkanuM AropaNa karAyuM. zaMbhu rAjA zrI rAvaNa tarIke A pachI, zaMbhurAjAno jIva kevI rIte zrI rAvaNa tarIke utpanna thayo ? enuM varNana karatAM kevaLajJAnI zrI jayabhUSaNa maharSi pharamAve che ke, zaMbhurAjAno jIva tyAMthI marIne keTalAka kALa saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karyA bAda, kuzadhvaja nAmanA eka brAhmaNane ghera, tenI sAvitrI nAmanI patnInI kukSithI putrapaNe utpanna thayo ane prabhAsa evuM tenuM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. te prabhAse zrI vijayasena nAmanA eka maharSinI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI ane pariSahone sahavA sAthe teNe ugra tapa AcaravA mAMDayuM. koI eka veLAe, te prabhAsamunie

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kanakaprabha nAmanA eka vidyAdharonA rAjAne joyo. te kanakaprabha rAjA zrI sametazikharajI tIrthanI yAtrAe jaI rahyo hato. indranA jevI paramaRddhivALA kanakaprabha rAjAne jotA, vividha parISahone sahavApUrvaka utkRSTa tapane AcarI rahelA prabhAsamunie evuM niyANuM karyuM ke, 'A tapanA prabhAvathI huM A vidyAdhara nareza kanakaprabhanA jevI RddhivALo thAuM !' dunyavI sukhanI sAmagrI AMkhe caDhe ane AtmA sAvadha na hoya to Ama paNa banI jAya. sAmAnya paNa nimitto keTalIkavAra AtmAne upayoga zUnya banAvIne ekadama paTakI nAMkhe che. caudapUrvI AtmAo paNa nigodamAM gayA, te zAthI ? bhUlyA mATe ne ? jo caudapUrvI jevAne paNa bhUlavAno ane paDavAno saMbhava, to ApaNe mATe ? ApaNe to vadhAre kALajI rAkhavAnI hoya. niyANuM, e ghaNI jabhayaMkara vastu che. tapa-saMyamane vecI pariNAme durgatigAmI banavAno e dhaMdho che. dharma AcaratAM pahelAM paNa saMsArasukhano hetu nahi rAkhavo joIe ane dharmanA phaLarUpe paNa saMsArasukhanI kAmanA nahi karavI joIe. niyANuM karanArane tapa AdinA yoge icchitanI prApti to thaI jAya, paNa te pachI evA AtmAo prAyaH durgatigAmI jabane che. sabhA : zrImatI sItAjInA jIve niyANuM karyuM hatuM ne ? pUjyazrI : saMyamanA phaLarUpe huM zaMbhurAjAnA vadhanuM kAraNa banuM, evuM zrImatI sItAjInA jIvanuM niyANuM hatuM ? sabhA : nA jI. pUjyazrI : anaMta upakArIonA zAsanamAM dharma saMsArasukhanA hetuthI AcaravAno jema viSedha che, tema dharmanA phaLarUpe saMsArasukhanI kAmanA karavAno paNa niSedha che. mugdhAtmAo, ke jeo A vastune samajatA nathI. teone mArge munine vegavatanuM kalaMkana...9. 215

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217 lAvavAne mATe gItArtha mahAtmAo saubhAgyAdinA tapa karAve, paNa jyAM te mugdhAtmAo samajubane eTale saMsArasukhano hetu tajavAnuM kahyA vinA rahe janahi zama nirvANa bhAga 7.. AthI dharmanA arthI AtmAone upadeza to evo ja devAya ke, viSAnuSThAno ane garAnuSThAno e vicitra anarthone jadenArAM che. mArga pamADavA mATe amuka mugdha AtmAone tapa Adi devAya e judI vAta che ane dharmanA arthI AtmAone dharmanA hetu Adino upadeza apAya e jUdI vAta che. paNa saMsArasukhatA hetuthI anuSThAnone AcaravAno upadeza ApI zakAya tahi. dharmano mahimA varNavatA ema jarUra kahI zakAya ke, uttama kATinuM saMsArasukha paNa dharma vinA sAdhya nathI. saMsArasukhanA arthIone paNa dharma vinA cAle tema nathI. Ama kahevA sAthe saMsArasukhanI kAmanA keTalI bhayaMkara che ? ane mokSa mATe prayatnazIla banAvAtI keTalI jarUra che ? e vigere paNa samajAvavuM joIe. IndranA jevI paramaRddhivALA kanakaprabha nAmanA vidyAdharanarezane joIne, prabhAsamunine tevI RddhinA svAmI banavAnI tIvra utkaMThA thaI. enA pratApe, temaNe parISahone sahavApUrvaka je parama tapa Acaryo hato, tenA AdhAre evuM niyANuM ryu ke, mArA A tapathI huM AvI RddhivALo thAuM ! 'te pachI, AyuSya pUrNa thaye mRtyu pAmIne prabhAsamunino jIva trIjA kalpamAM deva tarIke utpanna thayo ane tyAMthI cyavIne te, tArA (bibhISaNanA) moTAbhAI khecarendra rAvaNa tarIke utpanna thayo kAraNake teNe prabhAsamuninA bhavamAM vidyAdharanareza kanakaprabhanA jevI Rddhi meLavavAnuM niyANuM karyuM hatuM.

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zrIkAntanA jIva saMbaMdhI matabheda ane spaSTatA ahIM eka vAtano khulAso karI devo jarUrI lAge che. zrIrAmacaMdrajI AdinA pUrvabhavonA vRttAntonI zarUAtamAM dhanadatta ane vasudatta nAmanA be bhAIo, yAjJavakya nAmano te banneno mitra, guNavatI ane zrIkAnta zreSThI e pAMcano mukhya saMbaMdha che, ema ApaNe joyuM che. vasudatta, zrIkAnta ane guNavatI tiryaMca yonimAM gayAM, e vigere paNa ApaNe joyuM che. te pachI paramaupakArI, kalikAlasarvajJa, AcAryabhagavAna zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe racelA A caritramAM ema pharamAvyuM che ke, "mAM zrAvaLAMtanatvoDamULu mRordettvavattane ? rAnanurvagradzat, muhemavatomava: 1 ?" "zrIkAntano jIva saMsAramAM bhamIne vajakaMTha thayo, je zaMbhurAjA ane hemavatIno putra hato." jyAre A vAta zrI 'paumacariya' graMthamAM evI rIte rajU karavAmAM AvI che ke, "nayaremiNAlakuNDe, parivasaI narAhivo vijayaseNo / nAmenA yahUnA, tanna guniyA manA rasa "putto ya vajjakaMThA, tassa vi mahilA piyA u hemvii| tie so sirikanto, jAo putto aha sayaMbhU // 2 // " zaMbhurAjAno jIva ja saMsAramAM keTalAka kALa paribhramaNa karyA bAda rAvaNa tarIke utpanna thayo, e vAtamAM banneya caritrono ekasarakho abhiprAya che. zrIkAntano jIva zaMbhurAjA ke zaMbhurAjAno putra, e viSe abhiprAyabheda che. ApaNe je caritra vAMcI rahyA chIe, te caritra ema sUcave che ke, zrIkAntano jIva zaMbhurAjAnA putra paNe utpanna thayo ane zrI 'paumacariyuM'mAM evo ullekha che ke, zrIkAntano jIva khuda zaMbhurAjA tarIke utpanna thayo. zaMbhurAjAnuM vegavatI taraphanuM AkarSaNa ane zrIbhUtino niSedha jotA, zrIkAntano jIva zaMbhurAjAnA putra tarIke utpanna thayAnI vAta karatAM zaMbhurAjA tarIke utpanna thayAnI vAta, saMbaMdhane barAbara sUcavanArI lAge che. manane vegavatanuM kalaMkadAna...9. 217

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ra180 rima nirvANa bhacga 7. guNavatI nimitte vasudatte zrIkAntane ane zrIkAnta vasudatane Nyo; te pachI e banne mRga thayA ane guNavatI mRgalI banI, to tyAM paNa e mRgalI mATe e banne laDayA ane maryA ane te pachI paNa keTalAya bhavo sudhI e guNavatInA jIvanA nimitte, vasudata ane zrIkAntanA jIva vacce yuddha thayuM che ane te banne maryA che. A pachI te guNavatInA jIva vegavatI tarIke utpanna thayo, vegavatIno pitA zrIbhUti te vasudatano jIva che ane zaMbhurAjAe vegavatIne kAraNe zrIbhUtino jIva lIdho e jotAM ema lAge che. zrIkAntano jIva ja zaMbhurAjA tarIke ane te pachI keTalAka kALe zrI rAvaNa tarIke utpanna thayo hoya. bIjI vAta e paNa che ke, vasudAno jIva zrIlakSmaNajI tarIke utpanna thayAnI vAta AgaLa AvavAnI che ane zrIlakSmaNajIe ja zrI rAvaNano vadha karyo, e ApaNe joI gayA chIe. arthAt te vakhate paNa e guNavatInA jIva nimitte ja yuddha thayuM che, kAraNake, guNavatIno jIva ja zrImatI sItAjI tarIke utpanna thayAnI vAta AvI gaI che. AthI paNa ema mAnavAne kAraNa maLe che ke, zrIkAntano jIva zaMbhurAjA tarIke utpanna thayo haze. Ama chatAM A viSayamAM ApaNe koIpaNa vAta nirNayAtmaka rUpe kahI zakIe tema nathI. kAraNake ApaNane tevA prakAranuM jJAna haju utpanna thayuM nathI. have ApaNe pAchA ApaNA cAlu prasaMga upara AvI jaIe bibhISaNa koNa? have kevaLajJAnI paramarSi zrI jayabhUSaNa mahAtmA pharamAve che ke, dhavadatta ane vasudatta nAmanA be vaNika bhAIono yAjJavakya nAmano je bAhmaNamitra hato, te saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karIne A zrI bibhISaNa tarIke utpanna thayo che.

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zrI lakSmaNajI koNa ? vasudattano jIva, ke je zrIbhUti tarIke utpanna thayo hato ane jeNe potAnI kanyA vegavatI mithyAdRSTi zaMbhurAjAne ApavAnI nA pADI hatI tathA e kAraNe ja jene zaMbhurAjAe haNI nAkhyo hato, te svargamAM utpanna thayA bAda, tyAMthI cyavIne supratiSTha nAmanA nagaramAM punarvasu nAmanA vidyAdhara tarIke janmyo. te vidyAdhare, ekvAra kAmAtura banIne, tribhuvanAnaMda nAmanA cakravatinI anaMgasuMdarI nAmanI kanyAnuM paMDarIka vijayamAMthI apaharaNa karyuM. potAnI putrIne punarvasu vidyAdhara harI gayo e jANIne, tribhuvanAnaMda cakravartIe keTalAka vidyAdharone tenI pAchaLa mokalyA. cakravartIe moklelA vidyAdharonI sAthe punarvasu vidyAdhara vimAnamAM rahIne yuddha karavA lAgyo. tribhuvanAnaMda cakravartInI putrI anaMgasuMdarI paNa punarvasu vidyAdharanA te ja vimAnamAM hatI, paNa je vakhate punarvasu vighAdhara tribhuvanAnaMda cakravartIe mokalelA vidyAdharonI sAthe yuddha karavAmAM AkuLa banyo hato, te vakhate te anaMgasuMdarI punarvasunA vimAnamAMthI nIce eka latAkuMja upara jaI paDI. A rIte anaMgasuMdarI gaI, eTale punarvasu vidyAdharane yuddha karavAnuM koI prayojana rahatuM nahi paNa tenA haiyAmAM anaMgasuMdarIne prApta karavAnI tIvra abhilASA hatI. AthI anaMgasuMdarInI bhaviSyamAM prApti thAya e mATenuM niyANuM karIne punarvasue dIkSA lIdhI. dIkSita avasthAmAM potAnA zeSa AyuSyane pUrNa karIne, mRtyu pAmI te punarvasuno jIva svargamAM utpanna thayo ane tyAMthI cyavIne A lakSmaNa tarIke utpanna thayo che. anaMgasuMdarI vizalyA tarIke A bAju punarvasu vidyAdharanA vimAnamAMthI je anaMgasuMdarI latAjja upara paDI gaI hatI, te anaMgasuMdarIe vanamAM rahIne paNa ........munine vegavatanuM kalaMkadAra...9. 219

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227) nirvANa bha88 7.... mi ugra tapane Acaryo. ugra tapane AcarI rahelI te bAlabrahmacAriNI anaMgasuMdarIe jIvananA aA bhAgamAM anazana AdaryuM ane te dazAmAM tene koI eka ajagara gaLI gayo. ajagara tene gaLI raho hato te chatAM paNa teNe potAnA samAdhibhAvane suMdara prakAre TakAvI rAkhyo ane ethI samAdhipUrvakanuM mRtyu pAmIne te anaMgasuMdarI bIjA kalpamAM devI tarIke utpanna thaI. te bhavanuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne, te anaMgasuMdarIno jIva tyAMthI cyavIne vizalyA tarIke utpanna thayo ane te vizalyA zrI lakSmaNanI patnI banI. guNadhara bhAmaMDala tarIke zrI lakSmaNajInA jIvanI oLakhANa ApyA bAda bhAmaMDalanA jIvanI oLakhANa ApavAmAM AvI che. ApaNe joI gayA chIe ke, je kSemapura nAmanA nagaramAM dhanadatta ane vasudanano pitA nayadatta vasato hato, te ja kSemapuramAM sAgaradatta nAmano eka vaNika paNa vasato hato ane te sAgaradattane je be saMtAno hatAM temAM eka guNadatta nAme putra hato ane bIju saMtAna te guNavatI nAme putrI hatI. guNavatInA saMbaMdhamAM to ApaNe joI AvyA che, teno jIva saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karatAM zrImatI sItA tarIke utpanna thayo. e guNavatIno bhAI je guNadhara hato, te tyAMthI mRtyu pAmIne ane ghaNA kALa paryA saMsAramAM paribhramaNa karIne kulamaMDita nAmanA rAjaputra tarIke utpanna thayo, tyAM cirakALa zrAvakapaNAnuM pAlana karyuM ane tyAMthI marIne te A zrImatI sItAnA sodara bhAI bhAmaMDala narezvara tarIke utpanna thayo. lavaNa, aMkuza ane siddhaputra siddhArthanA pUrvabhavono saMbaMdha have lavaNa, aMkuza ane siddhArtha nAmano siddhaputra, A traNanA pUrvabhavono vRttAnta sAmAnyapaNe jaNAvatAM, zrI jayabhUSaNa

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ATV* nAmanA kevaLajJAnI paramapi pharamAve che ke, kAkaMdI nAmanI eka nagarI hatI. e nagarImAM vAmadeva nAmano eka brAhmaNa vasato hato. e vAmadevane zyAmalA nAmanI patnI hatI. vAmadevane te zyAmalAnI kukSithI utpanna thayelA be putro hatA. e be putromAM ekyuM nAma hatuM, vasunanda ane bIjAnuM nAma hatuM sunanda. eka vAra jyAre vasuda ane sunada ghera hatA, tevA samaye temane ghera eka mahinAnA upavAsavALA munivara bhikSArthe padhAryA. munivarane bhikSArthe padhArelA joIne vasunanda tathA sunadane ghaNo ja AnaMda thayo te bannee bhaktithI munivarane vahorAvyuM. te munivarane bhaktithI dAna karyAnA prabhAve, te vasunanda ane sunanda AyuSya pUrNa thaye mRtyu pAmIne uttarakurUmAM jugalIyA tarIke utpanna thayA. tyAMthI mRtyu pAmIne te banne saudharma devalokamAM deva tarIke utpanna thayAM. tyAMthI cyavIne te banne puna: paNa kAkaMdI nAmanI te ja nagarImAM utpanna thayA. te vakhate kAkaMdImAM rAjA rativardhananuM rAjya hatuM. e rAjAnI sudarzanA nAmanI rANIthI pelA be putrapaNe janmyA ane temanAM anukrame priyaMkara ane zubhaMkara evAM nAma rAkhavAmAM AvyAM. te priyaMkare ane zubhaMkare cirakALaparyata rAjyanuM pAlana karyuM, te pachI dIkSA grahaNa karI ane dIkSAnuM pAlana karatA te banne kALadharma pAmIne raiveyakamAM deva tarIke utpanna thayA. tyAMthI cyavIne te banne ahIM lavaNa ane aMkuza tarIke zrIrAmacaMdrajInA putrarUpe utpanna thayA che. priyaMkara ane zubhaMkara tarIkenA bhavamAM A lavaNa ane aMkuzanI je sudarzanA nAmanI mAtA hatI, teno jIva cirakALa paryanta bhavamAM bhramaNa karIne siddhArtha tarIke utpanna thayo. e ja siddhaputra siddhArtha lavaNa ane aMkuza nAmanA A be rAmaputrono adhyApaka banyo che. .....mujane vegavatanuM kalaMkadada...9. 221

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rarara rAma viNa bha88 7. kRtAttavadane dIkSA grahaNa karI parama upakArI kalikAla sarvajJa AcArya bhagavAn zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke "evaM munivacaH zrutvA saMvegaM bahavo yyuH| tadaiva rAmasenAnA, sRtAMta: praviMnatuM punaH rA?" zrI bibhISaNe karelA praznanA uttararUpe, zrI jayabhUSaNa nAmanA kevaLajJAnI paramaSie zrI rAmacaMdrajI AdinA pUrvabhavonA vRttAntonuM A rIte je kathana karyuM, te sAMbhaLIne ghaNAo saMvegane pAmyA ane zrI rAmacaMdrajInA senApati kRtAntavadane tyAM ne tyAM ja tatkALa zrI bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa karI. ApaNI dazAno vicAra avazya karavo joIe ahIM ApaNe paNa ApaNI AtmadazAnuM avalokana karavuM joIe. pUrvabhavonA vRttAnto saMbaMdhI kevaLajJAnI paramarSinA vacanonuM zravaNa karavAthI ghaNA AtmAo saMvegamAM jhIlanArA banyA. e sAMbhaLIne ApaNe vicAra karavo joIe ke ApaNAM haiyA upara enI kAMI asara thaI ke nahi? ane ApaNA haiyA upara asara thaI to te kevI ane keTalI thaI ? sabhA: e kahenAra kevaLajJAnI hatA ne ? pUjayazrI : barAbara che, paNa kevaLajJAnI paramaSie evuM kahyuM tevuM ApaNane sAMbhaLavA maLyuM tenuM kema? kevaLajJAnI paramarSie jevuM kaheluM tevuM ja ApaNane vAMcavA-sAMbhaLavA maLyuM che, e vAtamAM jemane zraddhA na hoya evA AtmAone mATe to A upadeza nirarthaka prAya: che. sabhA : paNa e to badhI emane potAne lagatI vAto hatI ne? pUjayazrI : kevaLajJAnI paramaSie jemanA pUrvabhavonA vRttAnto kahA hatA teo ja mAtra saMvegane pAmyA ane bIjA koI saMvegane na pAmyA, evuM tame samajyA cho ?

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sabhA : nAjI paNa.. pUjyazrI : AvA prazno uThe che e sUcave che ke A sAMbhaLavAnA pariNAme jevI asara thavI joIe tevI thaI nathI. vaLI jevI thavI joIe tevI asara nahi thavA badala du:kha thavAne badale, AghAta lAgavAne badale, AvI vAto karavAnuM mana thAya to e ApaNI kAramI ayogyatA che ema samajavuM joIe. pUrvabhavanA vRttAntone zraddhApUrvaka sAMbhaLavA sAthe vivekapUrvaka vicAravAmAM Ave, to enA baLe AtmAmAM saMvega Adi bhAvo pedA thavA, e bahu moTI vAta nathI e ja kAraNa che ke, kevaLajJAnI paramarSinAM vacanonuM zravaNa karavAthI ghaNA AtmAo saMvegabhAvane pAmyA. suMdara bhAvajIvana pAmavAnI tAlAvelI joIe koIpaNa AtmA pratye thaI gayelo rAga agara to dveSa parabhavomAM paNa kevI rIte saMgAthI bane che, temaja eka bhavamAM zuddha bhAvapUrvaka AcareluM sukRtya kevI rIte bhavaparaMparAne sudhArI de che,e vagere vAtano sau koIe vicAra karavo joIe. lavaNa ane aMkuza munivarane ekavAra bhaktipUrvaka vahorAvavAnA pratApe kevI kevI suMdara dazAne pAmyA ? vasudatta ane zrIkAntanA jIva vacce ekavAra guNavaMtInA kAraNe vaira utpanna thaI gayuM, to te keTalA bhavo sudhI pahoMcyuM ? dhanadattane ekavAra munivara maLI gayA ane te dharmano upAsaka banI gayo, to kramaza: tenI kevI suMdara avasthA thaI ? bAlabrahmacAriNI banI rahIne anaMgasuMdarIe ugra tapa Acaryo to tenA e tapa:tejanA prabhAvane vizalyAnA bhAvamAM paNa prajJapti vighAnI bena sahana karI zakI nahi. A badhAnA yoge AtmA zAzvata che e vAta barAbara dhyAnamAM AvI jAya ane eka bhavanI karaNInI asara ...... mane vegavatInuM kalaMkadara...9. 223

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rarajI. kevI rIte bhavonA bhavo sudhI paNa pahoMce che, e vAta samajAI jAya, to ApaNA jIvanamAM navIna raMgata pedA thaI gayA vinA rahe nahi. pachI to ApaNane suMdara bhAvajIvana pAmavAnI tAlAvelI lAge. Aje suMdara bhAvajIvananI darakAra keTalI ? dravyajIvanamAM otaprotapaNuM ane suMdara bhAvajIvananI darakAra nahi, evI dazAvALA jIvonI vacce vasavA chatAM paNa ApaNe suMdara bhAvajIvanane pedA karavAmAM ja A jIvananI saghaLI kSaNono upayoga karavAnA prayatnamAM lAgI javuM joIe. suMdara bhAvajIvananI sAdhanAmAM A jIvanano jeTalo kALa jAya teTalo ja saphaLa che, ema ApaNane lAge to ja ApaNe ApaNA jIvanane sadAcArapUrNa banAvI zakIe. rAma navama bha88 7. * * IT', 'T koka' : " ,

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sAdhvI sItAjInuM darzana, vandana ane cittA 10 zrI jayabhUSaNa kevaLInI dezanA pachI zramaNI parivAramAM zvetavastrothI sajja sAdhvI zrI sItAnA darzana karatAM zrI rAmacandrajI Adi bhAvavibhora banI jAya che, teone natamastake vaMdanA kare che, zrI rAmacandrajIne kSaNavAra to zirISa puSpa jevA komaLa aMgavALA sItAjI kaThina sAdhu jIvana kema pALaze tenI ciMtA thAya che. paNa kSaNavAramAM ja rAvaNa jevo paNa jenA satIvratano bhaMga nathI karI zakyo te jarura saMyamanI pratijJAno nirvAha karaze evA vizvAsapUrvaka vaMdanA karIne jAya che. kramazaH kRtAntavadanamuni devalokamAM jAya che ne sItA sAdhvI acyatendra tarIke utpanna thAya che, pachI to lakSmaNajInA aDhIso putronI dIkSA, bhAmaMDalanuM mRtyu, hanumAnajInI dIkSA, te vakhate zrIrAmanuM hAsya, zrI IndramahArAjAnI TIkA Adi ghaTanAo bane che, je A prakaraNamAM prastuta che. 225

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226 sAdhvI sItAjInuM darzana, vandanuM ane cittA * zrIrAmane zaMkA ane samAdhAna * kRtAttavadana devalokamAM ane zrImatI sItAjI ayyatendra tarIke zrI lakSmaNajInA putrono saMyama svIkAra bhAmaMDalanI suMdara bhAvanA ane tenuM mRtyu zrI hanumAne dIkSA lIdhI, ane siddhipadane pAmyA. mRtyu kyAM? ane kyAre Ave ? te nizcita nathI mRtyu moM phADIne beThuM che, mATe dharma karI lauM evo vicAra keTalAne Ave che? zAzvata udayanI sAdhanA mATe dIkSA parama sAdhana che zrI rAmacandrajIne hAsya ane indrono uccAra devo snehanI parIkSA karavA Ave che devone thayelo pazcAttApa

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sAdhvI sItAjInuM darzana, vandana ane cittA sAdhvI sa zrIrAmane zaMkA ane samAdhAna zrI jayabhUSaNa nAmanA kevaLajJAnI paramadhinAM, zrI rAmacaMdrajI AdinA pUrvabhavonA vRttAnto viSenAM vacanonuM zravaNa karIne ghaNAo saMvegane pAmyA ane zrI rAmacaMdrajInA senApati kRtAntavadane to tatkALa dIkSA grahaNa karI. A pachI, zrI rAmacaMdrajI Adi tyAMthI ubhA thayA ane zrI jayaMbhUSaNa paramarSine namaskAra karIne zrImatI sItAjInI pAse gayA. dIkSitAvasthAne pAmelAM zrI zrImatI sItAjIne jotAMnI sAthe ja, zrI rAmacaMdrajI potAnA manamAM e pramANe vicAravA lAgyA. "asau zirISamRdaMgI, rAjaputrI mama priyA / sattA zattatava vaneza, dyaM nAma sahiSyo ? ????? "DramaM saMyamamAM , sarvamArAtiyinam ? Jddhahacarasa dyaM nAma, hRDhayenAla Turvaham ? sA2? "yadA satIvrataM, yasyA, na bhaktuM rAvaNo'pyalam / sA jibDhapratiauvaM, bhAvinI saMyameDala & 43." zrIrAmacaMdrajI saMyamazIla mahAtmAone sahavAM paDatAM TADha jInuM darzana, vandana ane cinta...10 hA

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220 taDakA AdinAM kaSTono vicAra karavA sAthe zrImatI sItAjInI komaLatAno vicAra kare che. temane ema thAya che ke, mArI priyA zrImatI sItA, ke je zirISanA puSpanI mAphaka komaLa aMgovALI rAjaputrI che. te zIta ane A tapanA phalezane zI rIte sahana karI zakaze ? sabhA : kalaMka nimitte tyAga karatI vakhate to temaNe Avo vicAra karyo na hato ? pUjyazrI : mANasa jyAre koIpaNa prakAranA Avezane vizeSapaNe AdhIna banI jAya che, tyAre te karavAlAyaka vicArone paNa na karI zake ane nahi karavA lAyaka vicArone karanAro bane, e svAbhAvika che. Avezane AdhIna dazAmAM mANasa prAyaH potAnA potApaNAne gumAvI bese che. e vakhate zrIrAmacaMdrajI lokeSaNAnA Avezane AdhIna banI gayA hatA ethI te zrImatI sItAjInI komaLatAno vicAra to zuM paNa zrImatI sItAjInuM ane zrImatI sItAjInA udaramAM rahelA jIvonuM zuM thaze? e vigere ghaNI bAbatono vicAra sarakho paNa karI zakyA na hatA. atyAre vicAra Ave che, kAraNake, haiyAmAM rahelo zrImatI sItAjI pratyeno rAga kAma karI rahyo 2ma nirvANa bhAga 7. zrIrAmacaMdrajIne ema paNa thAya che ke duniyAmAM je bhAro gaNAya che, te sarva bhAromAM A saMyamano bhAra atizAyI che. A saMyamabhAra to evo che, ke je hadayathI paNa durvaha che AvA saMyamabhArane komaLAMgI zrImatI sItA zI rIte vahana karI zakaze ?' rAganA yoge, zrI rAmacaMdrajIne Avo vicAra to AvI jAya che. paNa pAchA tarata ja pote potAnI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karI le che ! komalAMgI zrImatI sItA zIta tathA A tapanA klezane kema karIne sahana karI zakaze ane sarvathI bhAre saMyamabhArane zI rIte vahI zakaze ?' A jAtino vicAra karyA pachIthI, zrIrAmacaMdrajI tarata ja e vAtano nirNaya karI letAM hoya tema vicAre che ke

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*je zrImatI sItAnA satIvratano bhaMga karavAne rAvaNa jevo paNa samartha banI zakyo nahi, te zrImatI sItA saMyamamAM paNa potAnI pratijJAno tevI ja rIte nirvAha karanArI ja banaze.' A pramANeno vicAra karIne, zrIrAmacaMdrajIe sAdhvI zrImatI sItAdevIne vandana karyuM. A sAthe zrI lakSmaNajIe ane zraddhAthI pavitra anta:karaNavALA banelA anya rAjAoe paNa sAdhvI zrImatI sItAdevIne vaMdana karyuM. kRtAntavadana devalokamAM ane zrImatI sItAjI acyutendra tarIke A pachI, zrIrAmacaMdrajI parivAra sAthe ayodhyAmAM pAchA pharyA ane zrImatI sItAjI tathA kRtAntavadana ugra tapane tapavAmAM lIna banyAM. kRtAntavadana AyuSyanA anta paryanta tapane tapIne bahAdevalokamAM pahoMcyA. zrImatI sItAjIe paNa sAITha varSo sudhI vividha tapote AcaryA ane aMte tetrIza ahorAtri jeTalA kALanuM anazana karyuM. tyAthI mRtyu pAmIne zrImatI sItAjIno jIva bAvIsa sAgaropamanA AyuSyavALA acyutendra tarIke utpanna thayo. zrIlakSmaNajInA putrono saMyama svIkAra zrIlakSmaNajInA zrIdhara vagere aDhIso putroe kevA nimitte vairAgya pAmIne dIkSA lIdhI, tenuM varNana karatAM paramaupakArI, kalikAlasarvajJa, AcArya bhagavAna zrImad hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke, vaitADhayagiri upara AvelA kAMcanapura nAmanA nagaramAM, te vakhate, klaratha nAmano vidyAdharapati hato. te vidyAdharapati knarathane mandAkinI ane caMdramukhI nAmanI be kanyAo hatI. e be kanyAone svayaMvara dvArA paraNAvavAne mATe vidyAdharapati kanakarathe, zrIrAmacaMdrajI ane zrIlakSmaNajI Adi rAjAone temanA putro sAthe kAMcanapuramAM sAdhvI sItAjInuM darzana, vandana ane cintA,..10 29

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ra30) zima nirvANa bha7.. bolAvyA. svayaMvara-maMDapamAM jema sarva rAjAo beThA hatA, tema zrIrAmacaMdrajInA be putro lavaNa tathA aMkuza ane zrIlakSmaNajInA zrIdhara Adi aDhIso putro paNa beThA hatA. A badhAnI vaccethI potAnA svAmIne pasaMda karavAne icchatI madAkinI potAnI IcchAthI anaMgalavaNane varI ane caMdramukhI paNa e ja rIte anaMgalavaNanA bhAI lavaNAMkuzane varI. zrIlakSmaNajInA zrIdhara Adi aDhIso putro A vAtane koIpaNa rIte sahI zakyA nahi. gussAmAM AvI gayelA te sarve, lavaNa ane aMkuzanI sAthe yuddha karavA mATe tatpara banI gayA. sabhA emAM lavaNa ane aMkuzano guno zo? pUjayazrI : lavaNa ane aMkuzano A prasaMge kazo ja guno nathI, kAraNake, madAkinI ane caMdramukhI potAnI icchAthI ja anukrame lavaNa-aMkuzane varI che; paraMtu karmane vaza AtmAo dunyavI sukhasAmagrInA arthI banIne ke ajJAnavaza potAnI mAnahAni Adine mAnIne kaSAyane AdhIna bane temaja viSaya-kaSAyanI AdhInatAthI koInA kAraNe koInI sAthe yuddha karavA tatpara banI jAya, emAM Azcarya pAmavA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. viSaya-kaSAyane AdhIna banelA jIvonI buddhi kutarAnI buddhi jevI hoya che, jyAre vivekazIla AtmAonI buddhi siMhanI buddhi jevI hoya che. kutarAne koI patharo Adi mAre to kutaruM prAya: te mAranAra tarapha dhasI jatuM nathI, paNa mAravAmAM AvelA patharA Adi tarapha dhasI jAya che, jyAre siMhone je kAMI mAravAmAM Ave che to te mAravAmAM AvelI vastu tarapha lakSya nahi ApatAM, prAya: mAranAra upara dhasI jAya che. e ja rIte viSaya-klAyane AdhIna AtmAo,icchitanA viyoga vakhate ke anicchita prApti vakhate, potAnA azubhakarmAdino vicAra nahi karatAM ADA-avaLA vicAro kare che. ane potAnA doSano khyAla nahi karatAM vacce nimittabhUta banelA AtmAo upara roSAdi kare che.

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vivekazIla AtmAonI dazA ethI ulaTI ja hoya che. vivekazIla AtmAo tevA prasaMge potAnA azubhakarmAdino vicAra karIne koInA paNa pratye durbhAvavALA banatA nathI. potAnA AtmAnI suvizuddha dazAne prApta karavAno vicAra kare che. A badhI vAto tamArA anubhava bahAranI che ema nathI ethI tamane to zrI lakSmaNajInA zrIdhara aDhIso putronA vartAvathI leza paNa Azcarya thavuM joIe nahi. zrIdhara Adine yuddha karavAne taiyAra thayelA sAMbhaLIne, lavaNa ane aMkuza kahe che ke emanI sAthe yuddha kare koNa ? kAraNake, bhAIo to avadhya ja hoya che. jemAM temanA ane amArA tAtamAM moTA-nAnA evo koIpaNa prakArano bheda nathI, tema temanA putro evA amo ane temAM paNa e bheda na ho' vicAro karo ke, keTalA sarasa javAba che ? A javAbanuM pariNAma paNa ghaNuM ja suMdara AvyuM che. Avo javAba devAne badale jo lavaNa ane aMkuze ema kahyuM hota ke "ameya taiyAra chIe e badhAne khabara paDI jaze ke A lavaNa ane aMkuza sAthe yuddhamAM utaravuM e baccAnA khela nathI. to je suMdara pariNAma AvyuM te AvavA pAmata nahi ane kuTuMbIknono kadAca saMhAra paNa thaI jAta. AmAMthI paNa tamAre bodha levA jevo che ne ? tamAro bhAI tamArI viruddhamAM kAMIka bolyo che, ema sAMbhaLo to tame zuM bolo ? ane zuM karo ? e vicArI levA jevuM che. lavaNa-aMkuze jevuM DahApaNa vAparyuM, tevuM DahApaNa vAparatAM tamane AvaDI jAya to be bhAIonI vacce jhaghaDA karAvanArAone nirAza ja thavuM paDe. jyAM sudhI DahApaNa nahi Ave, tyAM sudhI tamArA gharamAM hoLI saLagAvIne svArtha sAdhavAnI vRtti dharAvanArAo phAvavAnA, e nakkI vAta che. ahIM to lavaNa-aMkuza je kAMI bolyA, tenI zrIdhara Adine khabara paDatAM, zrIdhara Adi vismaya pAmyA ane pote je kharAba karmanA saba sItAjInuM darzana, vajana ane citta....10 231

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........... rima divasa bha AraMbha saMmukha banyA hatA, te badala potAnA AtmAne nidavA lAgyA. kharAba karmano AraMbha karavAne mATe tatpara banelA potAnA AtmAne nidatA thakA te zrIdhara Adi zrI lakSmaNajInA aDhIso putro saMvegane pAmyA. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa saMvegane pAmelA te sarvee zrIrAmacaMdrajI tathA zrI lakSmaNajInI anujJA meLavIne tarata ja zrI mahAbala nAmanA munivaranI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI. zrIdhara Adie A rIte dIkSA lIdhA bAda, madAkinI ane caMdramukhIne paraNIne lavaNa-aMkuza potAnA pitA tathA kAkA sAthe ayodhyApurImAM pAchA pharyA. bhAmaMDalanI suMdara bhAvanA ane tenuM mRtyu A pachI bhAmaMDalanA mRtyu prasaMgane varNavatA, paramaupakArI, kalikALasarvajJa, AcAryabhagavAn zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke eka vakhate rAjA bhAmaMDala potAnA nagaramAM potAnA AvAsanI uparanA bhAgamAM beThAM beThAM vicAra karavA lAgyA ke, vaitADhayanI banne zreNIone tAbe karI, ane savatra akhkhalitapaNe lIlApUrvaka vihAra karyo, have to antakALa Avyo che eTale huM dIkSAne grahaNa karyuM ane dIkSA grahaNa karavA dvArA huM mArI vAMchAne pUrNa karanAro banuM eTale ke, "atyAra sudhI saMsAramAM medAne paDIne meM dunyavI vijayo to prApta karyA, paNa have to huM karmanI sAme medAne paDuM ane to ja mArI vAMchA pUrNa bane dunyavI vijayo mAtrathI huM pUrNavAMchAvALo banI zakuM nahi?" je vakhate rAjA bhAmaMDala A prakAranI bhAvanAmAM lIna banyA hatA, te ja vakhate temanA mAthA upara vIjaLI paDI ane ethI mRtyu pAmIne yugalikarUpe devakurUmAM utpanna thayA.

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zrIhanumAne dIkSA lIdhI, ane siddhipadane pAmyA A pachI zrIhanumAnanI mokSaprAptinA vRttAntane varNavatAM, paramaupakArI, kalikALasarvajJa, AcAryabhagavAn zrImad hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke ekavAra zrI hanumAna, caitra mahinAmAM zrI merUgirivara upara AvelA caityonA vadana mATe te girivara upara gayA hatA. te vakhate temaNe asta thatA sUryane joyo. sUryanA astane joIne zrI hanumAna vicAra kare che ke, A saMsAramAM jeno udaya che, teno asta paNa nizcita ja che ane A vAtamAM A sUrya daSTAnta rUpe che ! dhik dhik, sarva azAzvata che." - Avo vicAra karIne zrIhanumAna potAnA nagaramAM gayA, potAnA nagaramAM jaIne putrane rAjya suprata karI dIdhuM ane pote zrI dharmaratna nAmanA AcArya bhagavAnanI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI. temanI pAchaLa bIjA sAtaso ne pacAsa rAjAoe paNa te AcArya bhagavAna pAse dIkSA lIdhI ane temanI patnIoe paNa lakSmIvatI nAmanI AryAnI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI. zrI hanumAne dIkSA laIne zuddha dhyAnarUpa agni dvArA potAnAM sarva karmone kramaza: mULamAMthI bhasmasAt karI nAkhyA ane zailezI avasthAne prApta karIne teo avyaya evA mokSapadane pAmyA. mRtyu kyAM ? ane kyAre Ave ? te nizcita nathI bhAmaMDalanI bhAvanA manamAM ne manamAM rahI gaI ane zrI hanumAna zrI siddhipadanA bhokatA banyA. bhAmaMDalanI dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA hatI ane te mAnatA hatA ke, dIkSA lIdhA vinA huM pUrNavAMchAvALo banI zakuM tema nathI. mokSanI AkAMkSA vinA Avo vicAra Ave kharo ? saMsArasukhane upAdeya mAnI enI sAdhanA AdimAM lIna banelAone Avo vicAra Ave ja nahi. Avo vicAra 233 Y. sAdhvI sItAjInuM darzana, vajana ane citta....10

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2ma nirvANa bhaja che. teone ja Ave, ke jeo saMsArasukha bhogavatA hovA chatAM paNa saMsArasukhane upAdeya na mAnatA hoya. bhAmaMDale dunyavI vijaya to meLavyA hatA, paNa te chatAM temanI vAMchA pUrI thaI nahotI. temanI vAMchA dIkSA laIne muktimArganI sAdhanA karavA dvArA ja pUrNa thaI zake tema hatI; paNa bhavitavyatA evI ke, e jyAre dIkSAnA vicAramAM hatA. te ja vakhate mAthe vIjaLI paDI ane temanuM mRtyu thayuM. vIjaLI paDI te vakhate bhAmaMDala saMsArasukhanI sAdhanA AdinA koI vicAramAM hota, to zuM thAta? sabhA durgati ja thAya ne? pUjayazrI : ATaluM samajanAra potAnA AtmAne durgAnathI para ane zubha dhyAnamAM sthita rAkhavAno prayatna kare ke nahi? mRtyu kyAM ane kyAre Avaze, e nizcita che ? raste cAlatAM mRtyu thAya ke nahi? peDhImAM rUpIyA gaNatAM mRtyu thAya ke nahi ? sodAnI noMdha karatAM mRtyu thAya ke nahi? palaMgamAM poDhayA ho ne mRtyu thAya ke nahi ? tamAre mATe kayuM evuM sthaLa che, ke jyAM mRtyu asaMbhavita hoya ? jyAre ApaNe mATe ahIM koI ja evuM sthaLa nathI ke jyAM mRtyu asaMbhavita hoya, to ApaNe dareka sthaLe ane dareka samaye ApaNA AtmAne kevo sAvadha rAkhavo joIe ? saMsAranI kriyA karatAM paNa AtmA bebhAna na bane, evI vivekadazA prApta karavI joIe ne ? je AtmAmAM evI vivekadazA pragaTe, tene avasare avasare saMsAratyAganI bhAvanA paNa Ave ne ? jiMdagImAM tamane dakSA levAnI bhAvanA AvI che? kyAre huM dIkSA lauM ane kyAre huM mokSasAdhanAmAM apramatta banuM evo vicAra kadI ryo che kharo? mRtyu moM phADIne beThuM che, mATe dharma karI lauM evo vicAra keTalAne Ave che? bhAmaMDalanA prasaMga uparathI e bodha paNa levA jevo che ke. dAna, zIla Adi saMbaMdhI je koI karaNIo karavAnI bhAvanA hoya, temAM

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vilaMba karavo nahi. dAna karavAnI bhAvanA hoya, paNa 'thAya che 'thAya che ema karatAM karatAM eka di acAnaka purA thaI javAya ane dAna karavAnuM rahI jAya, ema bane ne ? maranAra kahIne maryo hoya ke, A lakSmI amuka kAmamAM vAparavI, paNa pAchaLanAo e mujaba vApare ja evo niyama kharo ? sagA-vahAlAM e lakSmI sArAM kAryomAM vApare nahi agara maranArane je sArAM sthAnoe kharcavI hoya te sthAnomAM te lakSmI kharcAya nahi, ema paNa bane ne ? ene badale jIvatAM jIvatAM potAnI rUci mujabanAM sArAM sthAnoe lakSmIno vyaya karI lIdho hoya to pAchaLa koNa kema karaze tenI ciMtA ya na rahe ane potAne anumodanAdi karavAno paNa vizeSa prasaMga prApta thAya. e ja rIte keTalAka 'vrata-niyamAdi gharaDA thaIzuM tyAre karIzuM." ema bole che, paNa gharaDA na thAya to ? vrata niyamAdi zarU karatAM pahelAM AvatA bhavanA AyuSyano baMdha paDI gayo to ? dharmanA AcaraNa mATe to eka nItizAstrakAre paNa kahayuM che ke, mRtyu ApaNI coTalI pakaDIne beThuM che ema mAnIne dharmanuM Acaravo.' mRtyu coTalI pakaDIne beThuM che eno artha zo ? eja ke Aje ane te paNa hamaNAM ja mRtyu thavAnuM che ema mAnavuM eTale mRtyu moM phADIne beThuM che. ema mAnIne dharmanuM AcaraNa karavAmAM apramatta banavuM. ApaNane lAge che ke, mRtyu ApaNI coTalI pakaDIne beThuM che? paisA kamAvA AdimAM jAgRta dazA che, paNa dharmamAM e dazA nathI ne ? parabhavano sAthIdAra ane madadagAra paisA ke dharma ? paiso parabhavamAM sAthe nathI to e to pratyakSa vAta che, paNa dharma parabhavano sAthIdAra ane madadagAra hovAno vizvAsa che kharo ? 'paiso to Aja nahi ke kAle kamAIzuM, paNa dharma to karI ja levo kAraNake mRtyu coTalI pakaDIne beThuM che. Avo vicAra keTalAne ane dharma to be varSa moDo ya thaze, paNa paisA kamAvAnI AvI taka pharI-pharI nahi maLe' Avo vicAra keTalAne ? mANasa paisA kamAvA mATe jeTalo Atura banyo rahe che teTalo ja dharmanA AcaraNa mATe Atura banI jAya, to ene dharmanI ArAdhanAne khoraMbhe nAkhavAnuM mana thAya ja nahi. ene to 23pa, sAdhvI satAjInuM darzana, vandana ane cintA.10

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236 ema ja thAya ke A loka ane paralokano sAco madadagAra eka dharma ja che ane mRtyu kyAre tathA kyAM Ave e nakkI nathI, mATe bALa-yuvAna ane vRddha-sarva avasthAmAM jyAre jyAre dharmAcaraNanI taka maLe, tyAre tyAre dharmAcaraNa karI ja levuM. zAzvata udayanI sAdhanA mATe dIkSA parama sAdhana che sUryAsta joIne zrIhanumAne je vicAra karyo, te paNa suMdara preraNA Ape evo che. duniyAmAM jeno udaya, teno asta-e vAta nizcita ja che ne ? janme te mare ane khIle te karamAya emAM pheraphAra che ? koIno paNa dunyavI udaya zAzvata kALa Takyo rahAo hoya evuM banyuM ya nathI ane banavAnuM paNa nathI. cha khaMDanA cakravartIo paNa gayA ane indrone paNa cyavavuM paDyuM tevA prakAranuM puNya hoya to dunyavI Rddhisiddhi jIndagInA anna sudhI TakI rahe e bane, paNa mRtyu pachI zuM? janmelA mATe mRtyu niyata ja ane mRtyu thAya tyAre duniyAnI RddhisiddhimAMthI eka taNakhaluM paNa sAthe laI jaI zakAya nahi. AtmA zAzvata che, paNa duniyAmAM cakravartI Adi tarIkenI koIpaNa eka avasthAmAM AtmAnuM avasthAna zAzvata nathI. jyAre AtmAnuM te prakAranuM avasthAna zAzvata nathI. to e prakAranA udayamAM lIna banIne karavAnuM zuM? upakArIo pharamAve che ke, AtmAnuM zAzvata avasthAna nija svabhAvamAM ja zakya che. AtmA potAnA svabhAvane paripUrNa rIte pragaTAve, to eno e udaya zAzvatakALa paryanta Takyo rahe che. AtmasvarUpanA udaya sivAyano bIjo koIpaNa udaya zAzvata nathI. AthI nAzavaMta udayano moha tyajIne zAzvata udaya sAdhavAnA prayatnamAM ja zANAoe dattacita banavuM joIe. zAzvata udhyanI sAdhanA mATe dIkSA e parama sAdhana che ane e ja kAraNe zrIhanumAne. temanI pAchaLa sADA sAtaso rAjAoe ane zrI hanumAnanI patnIoe paNa dIkSAgrahaNa karI. A badhA uparathI zrI rAmAyaNa e rajoharaNanI khANa che, e vAta pUravAra thaI jAya che ne?

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zrIrAmacaMdrajIne hAsya ane IMdrono uccAra paramaupakArI, kalikALasarvajJa, AcAryabhagavAna zrImad hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA, zrI lakSmaNajInA mRtyunA vRttAntane varNavavAnuM zarU kare che. teozrI pharamAve che ke zrI hanumAne dIkSA lIdhAnA samAcAra jANIne, zrIrAmacaMdrajIne evo vicAra Avyo ke, "hitvA bhogasukhaM kaSTAM, dIkSAM kimayamADhaDhe ?" arthAt "zrI hanumAne bhogasukhano tyAga karIne, A STakArI dIkSAne kema grahaNa karI ?" sabhA : zrIrAmacaMdrajI jevAne paNa Avo vicAra Ave che? pUjayazrI : rAmacaMdrajI jevAne Avo vicAra Ave, e kharekhara ja kheda upajAvanArI bInA gaNAya, paNa karmanI gati vicitra che. tevA prakAranA karmanI AdhInatAnA yoge zrIrAmacaMdrajI jevA paNa bhUlyA. sabhA bhUlyA ema nizcitapaNe kahI zakAya ? pUjayazrI : je bolAyuM hoya teno tathA AjubAjunA saMbaMdha Adino vicAra karIne amuka vAta bolavAmAM bhUla thaI che ke nahi e nizcitapaNe jANI zakAya to nizcitapaNe kahI paNa zakAya. A prasaMgamAM avadhijJAnanA svAmi sudharmA IndranAM vacano sAkSIbhUta che, eTale tamArA praznane avakAza ja raheto nathI. 'zrIhanumAne bhogasukhano tyAga karIne kaSTakArI dIkSAne kema grahaNa karI?' evA prakAranA zrIrAmacaMdrajInA vicArane avadhijJAnathI jANIne, sudharmA Indra potAnI sabhAmAM bolyA che ke, 'aho karmanI gati viSama che, ke jethI caramadehI rAma paNa dharmane hase che; eTaluM ja nahi paNa ulaTuM zabdAdi viSayothI utpanna thatA sukhanI prazaMsA kare che! athavA jAgyuM, A rAma-lakSmaNane paraspara koIka gADhatara sneha che. ane e ja kAraNe rAmane bhavanirveda thato nathI.' zrI rAmacaMdrajInAM vacano sAthe sudharmA IndranAM A vacano jarUra yAda rAkhI levA joIe, nahiMtara zrIrAmacaMdrajInA nAme pApabuddhine sAdhvI saMtAjInuM darzana, vandana ane cinta...10 237.

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238 rima hAvaNa bha7 poSaNa maLI javAno ghaNo ja moTo saMbhava che. dharmane hasavo ane viSayasukhanI prazaMsA karavI, e vivekazIlatAne chAjatuM kArya nathI. kAMIka ne kAMIka vivekabhraSTatA, ane AtmAmAM kAMIka ne kAMIka malinatA AvyA vinA dharmane hasavAnuM ane viSayasukhanI prazaMsA karavAnuM mana thAya e zakya nathI. zrI rAmacaMdrajI ane zrI lakSmaNajI vacce paraspara gADhatara sneha che ane e sneha zrIrAmacaMdrajImAM bhavanirvedane pragaTa thavA deto nathI. teo vaccenA e gADhatara snehe to kAramA anartho utpanna karyA che. ApaNe hamaNAM ja joIzuM ke, e gADhatara snehanA yoge zrI lakSmaNajIe prANa gumAvyA che ane zrIrAmacaMdrajIne paNa ghaNA ghaNA herAna karyA che. devo snehanI parIkSA karavA Ave che sudharmA Ije sabhAmAM vAta karI ke, rAma ane lakSmaNa vacce gADhatara sneha che, eTale be devatAone kautuka jAgyuM ke, ApaNe te bannenA snehanI parIkSA karIe.' sneha parIkSAnA kautukathI te be devatAo ayodhyAmAM AvelA zrIlakSmaNajInA AvAsamAM AvI pahoMcyA. tarataja te be devatAoe mAyA racIne, sArUMye aApura jANe karUNa svare Akranda karI rahyAM hoya-evuM dRzya zrIlakSmaNajIne batAvyuM. kautukathI paNa keTalIkavAra kevuM bhayaMkara pariNAma Ave che, e vicAravA jevuM che. kautukanA zokhIna AtmAoe A prasaMga tarapha vizeSa lakSya ApavA jevuM che. devone mana kautuka che, paNa A nimitte zrIlakSmaNajI AghAta pAmIne mRtyu pAmavAnA che. kAgaDAne hasavAnuM thAya ane deDakAMno jIva jAya, enA jevI A vAta che. jeo vacce gADhatara sneha hoya, teonA snehanI parIkSA A rIte karavAnI hoya ja nahi. paNa banavAkALane koNa mithyA karI zake che? zrIlakSmaNajIe joyuM ane sAMbhaLyuM ke, atta:puranI sarva strIo karuNa svare evuM Akrarjana karI rahI che ke "hA, paba ! hA padma nayana ! hA, badhurUpa padhone mATe sUrya samAna ! vizvane paNa bhayaMkara evuM A tamAruM kevuM akAMDamRtyu thayuM?" A rIte raDatI ane mAthAnA

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vALone chUTA mUkIne chAtIone kUTatI anta:puranI strIone joIne zrIlakSmaNajI kheda pAmyA, ane bolyA ke, "mArA te bhrAtA zrIrAmacaMdrajI ke je mArA jIvitanA paNa jIvita rUpa hatA, te zuM mRtyu pAmyA ? chaLathI ghAta karanArA duSTa yame A karyuM zuM?' ATaluM bolatAM bolatAMmAM to zrIlakSmaNajInI jIbha kheMcAI gaI ane temanuM zarIra jIvitazUnya banI gayuM. A prasaMge A caritrakAra paramaSi TuMkamAM ja potAno abhiprAya vyakta karatAM pharamAve che ke, "varmavighAvo Turativrama ?" kharekhara karmano vipAka duratikrama che; karmano vipAka durladhya che. vAta paNa sAcI che ke, karmanA vipAkanuM ullaMghana prAya: kema karIne thaI zakatuM nathI. zrIlakSmaNajInA zarIramAMthI prANo cAlyA gayA. eTale siMhAsana upara raheluM paNa temanuM zarIra svarNastaMbhanA TekAthI tyAM paDyuM hatuM. temanuM moTuM phATI gayuM hatuM ane temanuM zarIra lepyamUrtinI jema niSkriya banI gayuM hatuM. | vicAra karo ke, gADhatara snehanA pratApe kevuM bhayaMkara pariNAma nipajyu ? zrIrAmacaMdrajI maryA che ke nahi? ane maryA che to zAthI maryA che? ane kyAre maryA che? e vagerenI tapAsa karavA jogI paNa dhIratA temanAmAM rahI nahi. jyAM AvA gADhatara snehanuM AvaraNa hoya tyAM bhavanirveda pragaTe zI rIte ? devone thayelo pazcAttApa A rIte zrIlakSmaNajInuM mRtyu nipajeluM joIne, kautukathI snehaparIkSA karavAne mATe AvelA pelA be devone paNa have khUba ja pazcAttApa thavA lAgyo. temane temanI bhUla to samajAI, paNa have kare zuM? sabhA : devatAo jIvitadAna na karI zake ? pUjyazrI: devomAM ke devonA svAmI IndromAM paNa e tAkAta nathI ke, paralokagamana karI gayela anyanA AtmAne teo pAcho sAdhvI satAjInuM darzana, vAdana ane cinta...10 238

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240 * 2c05bap)y kl?' lAvIne punaH te ja zarIramAM sthApanA karI zake. devomAM ke devonA svAmI IndromAM jo punarjIvana pamADavAnI tAkAta hoya, to teo zrI tIrthaMkaradevone nirvANa pAmavA deta kharA ? khuda zrI tIrthaMkaradevo paNa potAnA AyuSyanI eka kSaNane paNa vadhArI zakatA nathI. AyuSyakarmamAM vadhAro thaI zakato nathI, mATe to keTalIkavAra kevaLajJAnI bhagavaMtone samudghAta karavo paDe che. tame devatAonI vAta karo cho, paNa devatAo ke indro ya potAnA AyuSyane ya vadhArI zakatA nathI. je devo potAnA AyuSyane paNa vadhArI zakavAne samartha nathI, te devo anyanA AyuSyane vadhArI zake e zakya che ? sabhA : nA jI. jANavA pUratuM ja pUchyuM hatuM. pUjayazrI : e zakya che ke, amuka rogAdinA kAraNe behozI AvI gaI hoya, to te rogAdinA nivAraNa dvArA e behozIne ra karI zakAya; bAkI AyuSyamAM vadhAro karavAnI koImAM tAkAta che ja nahi. pelA be devo, zrIlakSmaNajInuM potAnA nimitte mRtyu nipajvAthI kheda pAmyA, ane teo aMdara-aMdara vAta kare che ke, 'aho, ApaNe A zuM karyuM? are re ! vizvanA AdhAra samo A purUSa ApaNAthI kema haNAyo ?' A rIte potAnA AtmAnI khUba khUba nindA karatA te banne ya devo pAchA potAnA kalpamAM cAlyA gayAM. kautuka AdinA kAraNe anartha thaI jvA chatAMpaNa, je AtmAomAM kAMIka paNa lAyakAta hoya che teone ja pazcAttApa Adi thAya che. nAlAyaka AtmAone to anyanA mRtyuthI paNa AnaMda ja thAya che, athavA to sAmAne teoe potAnI kautuka vivazatAthI keTaluM badhuM nukazAna karyu teno teone vicAra ja hoto nathI.

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zrI lakSmaNajInuM mRtyu rAmano unmAda ane pratibodha 11 | Indra mahArAjA zrI rAma-lakSmaNanA snehanuM varNana Indra sabhAmAM kare che. be devo tenI parIkSA mATe zrI lakSmaNajInA mahele AvyAM ne zrI rAmacandrajInA mRtyunA samAcArathI AghAta lAgatAM ja zrI lakSmaNajInuM mRtyu thayuM. have devone pazcAttApa thAya che paNa tethI zuM vaLe ? zrI rAmacandrajIne A vAtanI jANa thatAM snehathI unmAda thayo che, jethI akathya vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM. lava-kuza A prasaMgathI udvigna banI AtmasAdhanAnA nirNayapUrvaka dIkSita banyAM. jaTAyudeve zrI rAmacandrajIne sajAga karavA khUba prayatno karyA, paNa niSphaLatA maLI, chevaTe kRtAntavadana devanA prayAsothI zrI rAmacandrajI pratibodha pAmyA. pachI zrI lakSmaNajInuM mRta kArya karyuM ne zrI rAmacandrajI svasthacitte vairAgyavAsita banyA.. 241.

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242 zrI lakSmaNajInuM mRtyu rAmano unmAda ane pratibodha ayodhyAmAM chavAyeluM zokanuM sAmrAjya lavaNa aMkuze ati bhayabhIta banIne dIkSAnI anumati mAMgI lavaNa-aMkuze dIkSA lIdhIne muktipada pAmyA zrI rAmacandrajInI snehonmattatA indrajitanA putroe dIkSA lIdhI jaTAyudeve karelI mahenata ane ane temAM prApta thayelI niSphaLatA * senApati kRtAttavadana pratibodha kare che

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zrI lakSmaNajInuM mRtyu rAmano unmAda ane pratibodha 11 ayodhyAmAM chavAyeluM zokanuM sAmrAjya zrIlakSmaNajI mRtyu pAmyA bAda pelA be devatAo tarata cAlyA gayA ane zrIlakSmaNajIno mRtadeha siMhAsana upara svarNastaMbhanA TekAthI paDI rahyo. AthI zrIlakSmaNajInA mRtyunI anta:purane jANa thatAM vAra lAgI nahi. zrIlakSmaNajIne mRtyu pAmelA joIne anta:puranI strIo parivAra sahita chAtIphATa rudana karavA lAgI. rudana karatI te strIoe potAnA kezone paNa chUTA karI nAkhyA hatA. temanA Ane sAMbhaLIne zrIrAmacaMdrajI tyAM AvyA ane kahevA lAgyA ke, "vagara jANye ja A amaMgaLa kema AraMbhI dIdhuM che ? A huM jIvato ja ubho chuM ane mAro A nAno bhAI paNa jIve ja che. Ane koIka vyAdhi bAdhA upajAvI rahyo che ane auSadha e tenI pratikriyA che.'' A pramANe bolIne zrIrAmacaMdrajIe vaidyone temaja joSIone paNa bolAvyA ane maMtra - taMtrono prayoga paNa anekavAra karAvyo. jyAre maMtra-taMtrothI koIpaNa prakAranI saphaLatA maLI nahi, tyAre zrI lakSmaNajInuM mRtyu zamano unmAda ane pratibodha 2430

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mi nirvANa bhA. zrIrAmacaMdrajI mUrchAne pAmyA ane te pachI thoDIka saMjJAne pAmelA te UMcA stare vilApa karavA lAgyA. hamaNAM to ApaNe zrIlakSmaNajI pratyenA gADhatara snehanA yoge zrIrAmacaMdrajInI kevI durdazA thAya che, e ja jovAnuM che. atyAre zrIrAmacaMdrajI je kAMI karI rahyA che, te zrIlakSmaNajI pratyenA gADhatara snehanA AvezanI AdhInatAthI ja karI rahyA che. haju to ghaNI ghaNI ghelachA AvavAnI bAkI che. zrIlakSmaNajInA mRtyuthI zrI bibhISaNa, sugrIva ane zatruna Adi paNa AMkhamAMthI azruo sArI rahA che ane "ame mAryA gayA" ema bolatA - bolatAM muktakaMThe rudana karI rahyA che. vaLI aizalyA Adi mAtAo paNa potAnI putravadhuonI sAthe azrapAta karatI vAraMvAra mUccha pAmI rahI che ane karuNa svare Akranda karI rahI che. pratyeka mArge pratyeka gharomAM ane pratyeka dukAne rudana cAlI rahyuM che ane ethI anya sarve rasone malina karanAra zoka jANe ke advaitapaNAne pAmyo che. te vakhatanuM vAtAvaraNa evuM banI gayuM che ke, jANe tyAM zoka sivAya anya koI rasa vidyamAna hoya ja nahi. lavaNa-aMkuze ati bhayabhIta banIne dIkSAnI anumati mAMgI jyAre ayodhyAmAM sarvatra AvuM zokanuM sAmrAjya vyApI gayuM che. te vakhate lavaNa ane aMkuza zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pAse AvIne namaskAra karIne kahe che ke, "mavADhaghAtimatI sva vanIyastatamRtyunA ?" amArA laghupitAnuM mRtyu thavAthI, Aja ame A saMsArathI khUba ja bhayabhIta banI gayA chIe !" vadhumAM te banne kahe che ke, "akasmAdApatatyeSa, mRtyuH sarvasya tannaraiH / tatparaiH paralokAya, sthAtavyaM mUlato'pi hi // 1 //

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A mRtyu evuM che, ke je sarvane akasmAt prApta thAya che. AthI manuSyoe pahelethI paralokane mATe tatpara banyA rahevuM joIe." vicAra karo ke, koInuM ke niphTamAM niphTanA saMbaMdhInuM mRtyu thAya, tyAre ApaNane Avo vicAra Ave kharo ? evA vakhate ApaNAmAM bhavanI bhIti pragaTe ke ApaNAmAM bhavanI bhIti hoya to te jora kare, ema bane ke nahi ? ApaNane koI veLAe paNa ema thAya che ke, ApaNe mRtyune mATe taiyAra banyA rahevuM joIe ? tame tamArI jindagImAM keTalAne bALI AvyA ? sagA bApane, sagI mAne, sagA chokarAne ke sagA bhAI vagerene bALI AvanArAomAM paNa ahIM koI koIno haze ne ? emane bAMdhI, khabhe laIne bALI AvyA, te vakhate ema na thayuM ke eka divase A zarIranI paNa eja hAlata thavAnI che? tame paralokane mAno cho ke nahi ? ane jo paralokane mAno cho, ahIMthI marIne anyatra kyAMka javAnuM che ema mAno cho, to e mATe taiyArI karI che? be-cAra divasa paragAma javuM hoya to ya tame kAMIka ne kAMIka sagavaDa karo cho, to parabhavane mAnanArA tame parabhavanI zI sagavaDa karI che ? AtmA che, parabhava che, e vigere moDhethI bolavuM e judI vAta che ane enI vAstavika mAnyatA hovI e bIjI vAta che. A jIvanamAM jo koIpaNa vastune mATe vadhAremAM vadhAre tatpara rahevA jevuM hoya, to te eka paraloka ja che ane te tatparatA paNa pahelethI ja rAkhavI joIe. kAraNake, mRtyu e koI ApaNI dhAraNAne anusaranArI vastu nathI athavA mRtyu amuka uMmare ja Ave evo koI niyama nathI. paralokane mATe tatpara banyA rahevAne mATe zuM karavuM joIe ? e vAta paNa lavaNa - aMkuze sUcavI che kAraNake bhavabhIti ane mRtyunA Akasmika Agamanane lagatI vAta uccAryA bAda, lavaNa - aMkuze zrIrAmacaMdrajIne kahyuM ke, zra laTamaNajInuM mRtyu ramajo unmAda ane pratibodha...11 rajapa

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240 *6 0000]p? 8 "dIkSA levAnI amArI icchA che, to Apa te mATenI amane anumati Apo ! laghutAtathI mukAyelA amAre have thoDopaNa kALa gharamAM rahevuM e yogya nathI." A uparathI samajI zakAya tema che ke, pApAcArothI nivRtta banIne saMyamAcAromAM pravRtta banavuM, e ja paralokane mATe tatpara banyA rahevAno eka mAtra vAstavika upAya che. pAponI nivRtti ane saMyamAcAronI pravRtti, e ja paralokane sudhAravAno zreSThamAM zreSTha upAya che. ane mRtyu akasmAt AvI paDe che mATe to jyArathI samaja Ave tyArathI to jarUra pApanivRtti ane saMyama pravRttimAM AdaravALA banI javuM joIe. vaLI A uparathI e vAta paNa samajI zakAya tema che ke, jenAmAM sAcI bhavabhIti pragaTe che, tenAmAM sAcI saMyamaprIti pragaTayA vinA paNa rahetI nathI. lavaNa - aMkuze dIkSA lIdhIne muktipada pAmyA bhavanI ati bhItinA yoge saMyamanI prItivALA lavaNa aMkuza to e pramANe bolIne ane zrIrAmacaMdrajIne namaskAra karIne tyAMthI nIkaLI gayA ane zrI amRtaghoSa nAmanA munivaranI pAse jaIne temaNe dIkSA paNa laI lIdhI. lavaNa - aMkuzanuM A valaNa ekAnte anumodanIya che. paNa AjnA keTalAkone lavaNa - aMkuzanuM A prakAranuM vartana khaTake, e banavAjoga che. kaheze ke, jyAre AkhI ayodhyAnagarI zokamAM DUbI gaI hoya, pitA Adi zokathI AkuLavyAkuLa banI gayA hoya, sarvatra Akrandana cAlI rahyuM hoya, tyAre dIkSAnI vAta bolAya ja kema?' AvI vAta karanArAone pUchavuM paDe ke, 'tyAre zuM virAga pAmelA AtmAo paNa badhAnI sAthe poka mUkavA bese ?' vicAra karavo joIe ke, poka mUkyuM maranAra jIvato thavAno che ? poka mUkye ApaNA AtmAnuM hita sadhAvAnuM che ? maranAranA ane potAnA hitane samajnArAoe to,

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evA prasaMgane potAnA ane anekonA Atmika utkarSanuM kAraNa banAvI devo joIe. sabhA : haju to mRtadeha mahelamAM paDayo che ne ? pUjyazrI : hA, paNa temA lavaNa - aMkuza zuM kare ? e mRtadehanuM mRtakArya to mahinAo bAda thavAnuM che. kAraNake zrIrAmacaMdrajI gADhatara snehamAMthI janmelI unmattatAnA pratApe e dehane sajIvana mAnI, khabhe nAkhI, aneka sthaLoe pharavAnA che. bIjI vAta e paNa che ke, lavaNa ane aMkuza vinA zrI lakSmaNajInA mRtadehane lagatuM koIpaNa kArya aTakI javAnuM nathI. Ama hoIne, akasmAt mRtyu AvI paDe te pahelAM ja zakya eTalI saMyama sAdhanA karavA tatpara banI javuM, emAM khoTuM zuM che? lavaNa - aMkuze to zrI amRtaghoSa nAmanA munivaranI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karIne, evI utkaTa koTinI ArAdhanA karI ke jenA pratApe te banne krame karIne muktine pAmyA. zrIrAmacaMdrajInI snehotmattatA A bAju zrIlakSmaNajI pratyenA gADhatara snehathI zrIrAmacaMdrajInI thayelI durdazAnuM varNana triSaSThimAM Ave che. bhAInA upara AvI paDelI agara bhAI saMbaMdhI upasthita thayelI vipattithI tathA lavaNa ane aMkuza e be putronA viyogathI, zrIrAmacaMdrajI vAraMvAra mUccha pAmavA lAgyA. vAraMvAra mUccha pAmatA te mohathI ema bolyA ke, "he bAndhava ! zuM meM Aja tAruM kAMIpaNa kvacit apamAna karyuM che ? teM Aja akasmAt AvuM mauna zAthI dhAraNa karyuM che? he bhAI ! tu Avo maunadhArI banI gayo, ethI mArA be putro paNa mane tyajIne cAlyA gayA. kharekhara, so chidromAMthI mANasomAM seMkaDo bhUto pesI jAya che !" .zrI lakSamaNajInuM mRtyu 28majo unmAda ane pratibodha...11 247

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248 rAma nivaNa bha80 7. A pramANe unmattapaNe bolatA zrIrAmacaMdrajInI kAMIka najadikamAM AvIne, zrI bibhISaNa Adi ekaThA maLIne gadgad svare bolyA ke, "he svAmin ! Apa to jema vIromAM paNa vIra cho, tema dhIromAM paNa dhIra cho. AthI, Apa lajjAkArI evI A adhIratAne have tyajI do. atyAre to lokaprasiddha rIte aMgasaMskArapUrvaka zrI lakSmaNajInA ordhadaihikane karavuM, e ja samayocita kartavya che." zrI bibhISaNa Adie ekaThA maLIne uccArelAM AvAM vacano ane paDatAMnI sAthe ja, zrI rAmacaMdrajI gusse thaIne potAnA hoThane phaphaDAvatAM - phaphaDAvatAM teone kahevA lAgyA ke, "luccAo! tame A zuM bolo cho ? mAro A bhAI jIvato ja che. tamArA badhAyanuM ja tamArA baMdhuonI sAthe agnidAhapUrvakanuM mRtakArya karavuM joIe. mAro nAno bhAI to dIrdhAyuSI che." A pramANe zrI bibhISaNa Adine uddezIne kahI bAda, zrI lakSmaNajInA mRtadehane uddezIne zrIrAmacaMdrajI bole che ke, "bhAI ! bhAI ! tuM jaldI bola ! vatsa zrIlakSmaNa ! kharekhara, A durjanono ja pradeza che. tuM zA mATe vadhAre vakhatane mATe mane kheda upajAve che ? athavA to vatsa ! huM samajyo, tAro kopa duSTaktonI samakSa ucita nathI." Ama bolIne ane zrIlakSmaNajInA mRtadehane khabhe nAkhIne zrIrAmacaMdrajI anyatra cAlyA gayA. A pachI zrIlakSmaNajInA mRtadehane zrIrAmacaMdrajI koIvAra snAnagRhamAM laIne jAte snAna karAvatA ane te pachI potAnA hAthathI ja te deha upara vilepana karatA, koIvAra vaLI divya bhojano lAvI, teno thALa bharI, te thALane zrIlakSmaNajInA mRtadeha pAse zrIrAmacaMdrajI jAte ja mUkatA, koIvAra te mRtadehane potAnA khoLAmAM besADIne zrIrAmacaMdrajI tenA mAthA upara vAraMvAra cuMbano karatA, to koIvAra te mRtadehane jAte pathArImAM suvADIne kapaDAthI DhAMkI detA. koIvAra zrI rAmacaMdrajI te mRtadehane pote bolAvIne

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pote ja teno uttara detA ane koIvAra pote jAte ja mardana karanArA banIne zrIlakSmaNajInA mRtadehanuM mardana karatA. snehonmatta banIne AvI AvI vikaLa ceSTAone karavAmAM anya sarva kAryone bhUlI jaIne zrIrAmacaMdrajIe cha mahinA jeTalo samaya kADhI nAkhyo. IMdrajitanA putroe dIkSA lIdhI zrIrAmacaMdrajIne te prakAranA unmatta banelA sAMbhaLIne, indrajitanA ane suMdanA putro temaja anya paNa khecara zatruo zrIrAmacaMdrajIne mArI nAkhavAnI icchAthI tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. te sarvee, zikArI jema chaLa ane baLathI sutelA siMhanI giriguphAne rUMdhI le tema, jemAM raghupuMgava zrIrAmacaMdrajI unmatta banelA che tevI ayodhyAnagarIne potAnAM sainyothI gherI lIdhI. AthI zrIrAmacaMdrajIe zrIlakSmaNajInA mRtadehane potAnA khoLAmAM sthApana karIne te vajAvarta dhanuSyanuM AsphAlana karyu, ke je dhanuSya akALe paNa saMvartane pravartAvavAnuM hoya che. te vakhate Asana kaMpavAthI mAhendra devalokamAMthI devatAonI sAthe TAyu deva zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pAse Avyo. kAraNake, tene zrIrAmacaMdrajInI sAthe pUrvajanmanuM dRDha sauhArda hatuM. AthI, 'haju paNa devatAo rAmanA tAbAmAM che,' ema bolatA indrajitanA putro Adi te sarva rAkSasa, khecaro tyAMthI tarata ja palAyana thaI gayA. 'ahIM to devono mitra ane zrI bibhISaNa jenI pAse che evo zrI rAma amane haNanAro che' ema samajIne bhaya tathA lajjAne pAmelAM te khecaro parama saMvegane pAmyA. ane teoe, gRhavAsathI parArmukha banIne zrI amitavega nAmanA munivaranI pAse jaIne dIkSAne grahaNa karI. pUrvakALamAM AvA banAvo ghaNA banyA che. yuddhamAM vijaya na maLe eTale dIna nahi banatAM, potAnA saghaLAM ja sAmarthyano upayoga ...zrI lakSmaNajInuM mRtyu rAmano unmAda ane pratibodha...11 249

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rapa7 siddhinI sAdhanA karavAne tatpara bananArA ghaNA AtmAonAM dRSTAMto kathA sAhityamAM mojuda che. evuM nimitta paNa yogya AtmAone ja sanmArge vALI zake che. jaTAyu deve karelI mahenata ane temAM prApta thayelI niSphaLatA zrI rAmacaMdrajInI unmatta dazAno lAbha levA mATe AvelA, paNa pAchaLathI e ja nimitte saMvega pAmIne dIkSita banelA IndrajitanA putro Adi khecaro, ayodhyAnagarInI pAsethI cAlyA gayA bAda, jaTAyu deve zrIrAmacaMdrajIne bodha pamADavAno prayatna zarU karyo. zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pAse rahIne te jaTAyu deve sukkA vRkSane vAMravAra pANInuM siMcana karavA mAMDayuM, patthara upara zuSka chANa Adi nAkhIne paminInA choDane ropavAno prayatna AraMbhyo, haLamAM marelA baLadane joDIne tenAthI akALe bIjone vAvavAnuM kArya zarU karyuM ane tela meLavavA mATe yaMtramAM retI nAMkhIne te retI pIlavA mAMDI. sukAIne nicetana banI gayela vRkSane game teTaluM pANI pAvAmAM Ave, to ya te navapallavita bane e zakya nathI; patthara upara sArAmAM sArUM khAtara nAkhIne paNa paminInA choDane ugADavAno prayatna karavAmAM Ave, to e prayatna niSphaLa ja nivaDe ane mahenata mAthe paDe; marelA baLadane haLamAM joDI akALe bIjo vAvavA mathanAro kadI saphaLa nivaDI zake ja nahi ane retIne pItye tela maLe e trikALamAM paNa saMbhavita nathI. jaTAyu deva A vAta nahi samajato hoya ? samajato hato, paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajInI kuMThita thaI gayelI matine puna: pUrvanA jevI banAvavAnA hetuthI ja teNe A badhuM karyu hatuM. jaTAyu deve AvI to bIjI paNa aneka asAdhya vastuo zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pAse pragaTa karI hatI. jaTAyu devane A rIte asAdhaka vastuo sAdhavAmAM prayatnazIla banelo joIne, zrI rAmacaMdrajI kahe che ke, "are ! mUDha banIne tuM A zuSka vRkSane kema sIMce che ? phaLa maLavAnI vAta to dUra rahI, paNa kyAMya sAMbelAne phala AvyAM paNa jANyAM che? he mugdha ! padminInA khaMDane tuM rima nirvANa bha88 7.

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zilA upara zA mATe Arope che ? athavA nirjaLa jamInamAM tuM marelA vRSabhothI bIjane kAM vAve che ? vaLI he mUrkha ! retImAMthI te tela nIkaLatuM haze, ke jethI tuM ene pIle che ? upAyane nahi jANanAra evo tAro A prayAso sarvathA niSphaLa ja che !" jaTAyu devane zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pAse AvuM ja bolAvavuM hatuM ane jyAM zrIrAmacaMdrajI AvA bhAvanuM bolyA ke tarata ja jaTAyu deve smita karIne kahyuM ke, "jo tame ATaluM paNa jANo cho, to tame ajJAnanA cihna samA zrI lakSmaNajInA mRtadehane tamArA khabhA upara zA mATe vahana karo cho ?" zrIlakSmaNajInA dehane jyAM jaTAyu deve mRtadeha tarIke oLakhAvyo, eTale pAchA zrIrAmacaMdrajI hatA tevA ne tevAja unmatta banI gayA. zrIlakSmaNajInA mRtadehane AliMgana daIne zrI rAmacaMdrajIe jaTAyu devane kahyuM ke, "tuM AvuM amaMgaLa kema bole che ? mArA dRSTipathamAMthI tuM dUra thaI jA !" senApati kRtAntavadana pratibodha kare che have kRtAntavadana senApati, ke je dIkSA laI, saMyama pALIne devalokamAM utpanna thayo hato, teNe potAnA avadhijJAnanA baLathI jANyuM ke, jaTAyu deve mahenata karIne samajAvavAno prayatna ryo, paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajIe tene gaNakAryo nahi ane potAnI najarathI dUra thavAnuM kahI dIdhuM. AthI zrIrAmacaMdrajIne bodha pamADavAne mATe kRtAntavadana deva tyAM Avyo. teNe AvIne eka strInA mRtadehane potAnA khabhA upara nAkhyuM ane te pachI te zrIrAmacaMdrajInI pAse cAlyo. strImRtakane khabhe nAkhIne AvatA tene joIne, zrIrAmacaMdrajI bolyA ke "zuM tuM unmatta banI gayo che, ke jethI tuM A strImRtakane A pramANe vahana kare che?" zrIrAmacaMdrajIne javAba detAM kRtAntavadana deva paNa kahe che ke, "AvuM amaMgaLa tame kema bolo cho ? A to mArI priya strI che. paNa rapa1 zrI lahamaNajInuM mRtyu rAmano unmAda ane pratibodha..11 4 che ?

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upara tame jAte ja A zabane kema vaho cho ? tame jyAre ema jANI zako cho ke, "huM mArI mRtabhAryAnuM vahana karI rahyo chuM. to buddhimAna ! tame tamArA skaMdha upara rahelA zabane kema jANI zakatA nathI?" A prakAre te kRtAntavadana deve zrIrAmacaMdrajIne ghaNA ghaNA hetuo batAvyA ane ethI zrIrAmacaMdrajI vivekane pAmyA. viveka ne pAmelA zrIrAmacaMdrajI vicAra karavA lAgyA ke "zuM A mAro nAno bhAI jIvato nathI, e vAta sAcI che?" A pachI bodhane pAmelA zrI rAmacaMdrajIne jaTAyu deve tathA kRtAntavadana deve potAnI oLakhANa ApI ane tyArabAda te banne devo potapotAnA sthAne cAlyA gayA ...20ma nirvANa bhaga 7 . & es 3 che. eka * para ta , - -

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zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAratyAga sAdhanA ane nirvANa 1 2 pUrvanI prabaLa ArAdhanA karIne AvelA zrI rAmacandrajI prabaLa vairAgyapUrvaka dIkSAno svIkAra kare che. gAma-nagaramAM gocarI jatAM nagara kSobhanuM kAraNa jANI teozrI tapomaya saMyamanI zreSTha sAdhanA karatAM araNyamAM ja nivAsa kare che. A vaTemArguo pAsethI AhAra-pANIno lAbha thAya to pAraNuM karatAM teone avadhijJAnanI prApti thAya che. koTizilAe jaIne dhyAnamAM ubhA rahe che. sItAjIno AtmA sItendra rAgavaza pharI paNa rAmano yoga maLe tevI icchAthI anukULa ane pratikULa upasargo kare che. AjIjIbharI prArthanAo kare che. paNa niSpakaMpa-dhyAnanA prabhAve ghAtikarmono ghAta karI zrI rAmacandrajI kevaLajJAnI bane che. zrI sItendra teozrInA zrImukhe zrI lakSmaNajI, rAvaNa AdinI vigata jANI, narakamAM pahoMcI teone pratibodhe che. kevaLajJAnI zrI rAmacandrajI sarvakarmano kSaya karI parinirvANagatine pAme che. Ama ahIM paramaguruvaranA zrImukhe vizada rIte varNavAyela zrI jaina rAmAyaNanI pUrNatA thAya che. 253

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254 zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAratyAga sAdhanA ane nirvANa cothA puruSArtha mATe tatpara zrIrAma puNyazALI AtmAnA tyAganI asara * AjJA mujabano ekalavihAra ane avadhijJAna avadhijJAnI rAmaSie karelI vicAraNA nagarakSobha ane zrI rAmaSino abhigraha zrI rAmacandra maharSie araNyamAM rahIne karelI anupama ArAdhanA sItendrano upasarga ane rAmacandra maharSine kevaLajJAnanI prApti samyagdaSTi ane pApa sItendrano prazna ane zrI rAmacandra maharSie karelo khulAso * zrI lakSmaNajI ane zrI rAvaNanA bhAvi bhavo sItendra cothI narakamAM jaIne zuM juve che ? narakanA astitvane nahi mAnanArAone lAbha kazoya tahIM ane nukazAna pArAvAra narakamAM sItendra Apelo upadeza ane tenuM zubha pariNAma sItendra potAnA kalpamAM zrI rAmacandra-mahaSa muktipada pAmyA

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'zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAratyAga sAdhanA ane nirvANa cothA puruSArtha mATe tatpara zrIrAma jaTAyu ane kRtAntavadana e banne devonA cAlyA gayA bAda, zrIrAmacaMdrajIe potAnA nAnA bhAI zrI lakSmaNajInuM mRtakArya karyuM ane potAne dIkSA levAnI bhAvanA hovAthI zatrughnane rAjya levAnI AjJA karI. zatrughna paNa rAjya svIkAravAnI nA pADe che. saMsArathI parAbhukha banela zatrughna kahe che ke, huM paNa Apa pUjyane ja anusaravAnI bhAvanAvALo chuM." AthI zrIrAmacaMdrajIe lavaNanA putra anaMgadevane rAjya soMpyuM ane pote cothA purUSArtha rUpa mokSanI sAdhanAne mATe tatpara banyA. mokSa nAmanA cothA purUSArthanI sAdhanA mATe tatpara banelA zrIrAmacaMdrajI, ahadAsa nAmanA zrAvake upadezelA ane bhagavAn zrI munisuvatasvAmIjInA vaMzanA suvrata nAmanA mahAmuninI pAse gayA. tyAM jaIne zatrughna, sugrIva, bibhISaNa ane virAdha temaja anya paNa rAjAonI sAthe zrIrAmacaMdrajIe bhAgavatI dIkSA grahaNa karI. A rIte jyAre zrI rAmacaMdrajIe saMsArano tyAga karyo, tyAre saMsAra pratyenA vairAgyane pAmelA soLa hajAra rAjAoe paNa che saMsArano tyAga karIne dIkSA grahaNa karI. A uparAMta, sADatrIsa hajAra strIoe paNa dIkSA lIdhI ane te sarve zrImatI nAmanI zramaNInA parivAramAM sAdhvIo banI. zreTe 28macandrajIno saMsAratyAga saghana ane nirvANa...12 thuM

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2pa0 R'RRRRRY 20ma kArvANa bhaga 7.. puNyazALI AtmAnA tyAganI asara zrIrAmacaMdrajI jevA pAgyazALI mahApurUSa saMsArano tyAga karIne dIkSAno svIkAra kare, tyAre e nimittane pAmIne aneka AtmAo bhavavirAgI bane te svAbhAvika che. duniyAmAM je AdamI moTo gaNAto hoya, tenA sArA narasA kAmanI asara anya jano upara thayA vinA rahe ja nahi. AdamI jema vadhAre moTAIvALo, tema tenA kAmanI asara vadhAre. atyAre zrImaMta kuTuMbanA nabIrAo jyAre tyAgI bane che, tyAre anekonA upara suMdara asara thAya che ne ? Avo paisAdAra, ATalo sukhI, AvaDA moTA kuTuMba parivAravALo dIkSA le che, to jenadIkSAmAM zuM mahattva che ? evo vicAra jenetarone paNa Ave ne ? zrIrAmacaMdrajI gADhatara snehanA pratApe jema unmatta banyA hatA, tema have mokSane mATenI sAdhanA paNa utkaTa prakAre karavAnA che. hamaNAM ja ApaNe joIzuM ke, zrIrAmacaMdrajIe kevI suMdara ArAdhanA karI che, ArAdhaka AtmAonI ArAdhanA paNa aneka AtmAonA bhavanistAranuM avalaMbana banI zake che. e AtmAonI ArAdhanAne yAda karIne anya ArAdhaka AtmAo potAnA AtmAne ArAdhanAmAM utsAhita banAvI zake che. have ArAdhanAnA vRttAntanuM varNana Ave che. A badhAM varNano evAM che ke, yogya AtmAone sahajamAM bhavavirAgI banAvIne, ArAdhanAmAM khUba khUba ujamALa banAve. AjJA mujabano ekalavihAra ane avadhijJAna - zrIrAmacaMdrajIe zramaNajIvanano svIkAra karyA bAda karelI ArAdhanA AdinuM varNana karatAM, kalikAlasarvajJa, AcAryabhagavAn zrImad hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke, zrI rAmarSi potAnA pUjya gurudevanI pAse sAITha varSa sudhI rahA. e daramyAnamAM teo tapanI sAthe jJAnanI ArAdhanA karatAM rahyA che. vividha abhigrahone dhAraNa karavAmAM ughata banelA zrIrAmaSie anekavidha tapazcaryAo paNa karI ane pUrve tathA aMgazrutathI bhAvita paNa banyA. A pachI, potAnA pUjya gurUdevanI anujJAthI zrI rAmaSie pracchanna evA ekalavihArano svIkAra ryo. / /_

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sabhA : pracchannapaNe vihAra karavAnuM kAraNa zuM? pUjyazrI: e viSe spaSTa zabdomAM granthakAra paramaSie khulAso karyo nathI, paraMtu AgaLa svajanasthala nAmanA nagaramAM bhikSA nimitte zrI rAmaSi padhAryA e prasaMga AvavAno che ane e prasaMgane vicArazo to tamArA praznano khulAso maLI jaze. pracchanna ekalavihArano svIkAra karIne zrI rAmaSi, ekalA ja nirbhayapaNe koI eka aTavImAM cAlyA gayA ane tyAM eka girikandaramAM rahA. je divase mahAmuni zrI rAmabhadra A girikandaramAM AvIne rahA, te ja divasanI rAtrie dhyAnamagna evA temane avadhijJAnanI prApti thaI. e avadhijJAna pragaTavAnA pratApe zrI rAmaSi, cauda rAjaloka pramANa vizvane hAthamAM rahelI vastunI jema jovA lAgyA. avadhijJAnI rAmaSie karelI vicAraNA hAthamAM rahelI vastunI mAphaka cauda rAjaloka pramANe vizvane jotAM rAmaSei jANI zakyA ke, be devo dvArA zrI lakSmaNajI haNAyA hatA ane be devo dvArA haNAyelA e mRtyu pAmIne narake gayA che. A pramANe jANIne zrI rAmabhadramaharSi vicAravA lAgyA ke, | 'pUrva janmamAM jyAre huM dhanadatta nAmathI utpanna thayo hato, tyAre lakSmaNa mArA nAnA bhAI tarIke vasudatta nAmathI utpanna thayo hato ane tyAM paNa te karavA yogya kRtyane karyA vinA ja emane ema mRtyu pAmyo hato. te vasudattano jIva A bhavamAM mArA nAnA bhAI lakSmaNa tarIke utpanna thayo ane A bhavamAM paNa tenA pahelAM so varSo to kumArAvasthAmAM niSphaLa cAlyAM gayAM. e pachI paNa tenAM traNaso varSa maMDalika tarIke gayAM ane cAlIza varSa digvijayamAM gayAM. A pachIthI eNe agiyAra hajAra pAMcaso ne sAMITha varSo sudhI rAjya karyuM A krame karIne bAra hajAra varSonuM tenuM AkhuM ya AyuSya kevaLa aviratipaNAmAM ja gayuM ane ethI te tene narake laI janAruM banyuM ! samajAya che kAMI? zrIrAmacaMdrajIe zrIlakSmaNajInAM bAra hajAra varSonI tAravaNI kADhI. tAravaNImAM zuM nIkaLyuM? digvijayo game teTalA paNa sAvyAM ane rAjyasukha game teTalAM varSo sudhI bhogavyuM,paNa ramezajIjo saMsAratyAga saghana ane nirvANa...12

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58 pariNAmamAM zuM? naraka ja ne? tame tamArAM varSonI koIvAra tAravaNI kADhI che? vepAramAM to aThavADiye aThavADiye, mahine mahine ane pAchA varSe varSe paNa tAravaNI kADho cho, paNa ATalAM varSomAM zuM karyuM ane kevuM bhaviSya saryu, enI tAravaNI kADho cho ? Amane Ama manuSyajanmane phogaTa gumAvI devo che? A manuSyajanmanI tamane keTalI kiMmata che ? vepAramAM khoTa Ave tenI jeTalI cintA che, teTalI paNa A manuSya janma eLe jAya tenI cintA che kharI ? tamAre ahIMthI marIne javuM che kyAM ? sabhA: IcchA to sArA sthAnanI ja hoya ne ? pUjayazrI: sArA sthAnanI icchA hoya to sAruM sthAna maLe evI che kAravAI hovI joIe ne ? lakSmI meLavavAnI icchA che, to bajAramAM OM vakhatasara hAjara thaI jAva cho ne ? mAMdA zarIre paNa bajAramAM gayA vinA raho cho ? ane bajAramAM nathI javAtuM to tAlAvelI keTalI rahe che? pathArImAM paDyA paDyA paNa TelIphonanA bhUMgaLAne halAvyA karo cho ne ? jyAre ahIMthI maryA bAda sAruM sthAna maLe, e mATenI cittA keTalI ane e mATeno prayatna keTalA? sabhA: emAM to ghaNI pola che. pUjayazrI : ahIMthI marIne kyAMka utpanna thavuM paDaze, e vAta to mAno cho ne ? ..rama nirvANa bha8 7. sabhA : hA jI. pUjayazrI : to pachI ahIMnI kAryavAhI kayAM laI jaze, eno vicAra karo cho kharA ? sabhA : koI koIvAra vicAra thAya. pUjyazrI : 'e vakhate vartamAna kAryavAhIthI kharAba sthAna maLaze' ema lAge che kharuM ? saMsAranI saghaLI ja kAravAI mArA bhaviSyane bagADanArI che ema lAge che kharuM? sabhA sAmAnyapaNe lAge.

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pUjyazrI : to pachI A badhuM kyAre chUTe ? athavA to A badhAne mAre choDavuM joIe ane paralokamAM sAruM sthAna maLe e mATenI kAravAI karavI joIe ema thAya ke nahi ? sabhA : ahIM paNa sukha bhogavAya ane tyAM paNa sAruM sthAna maLe evo upAya game. pUjyazrI : eTale ke, ahIM paNa viSayasukha bhogavavAnI bhAvanA che ane paralokamAM paNa viSayasukha meLavavAnI icchA che, ema ja ne ? sabhA : lagabhaga evuM. pUjyazrI : AvI vRttivALAo ahIM paNa ghaNI sAmagrI chatAM du:khI bane ane potAnA paralokane bagADe, emAM navAI pAmavA jevuM kAMI che ja nahi. dharmazIla AtmAo kAramI Apattio vacce paNa anupama sukhano AsvAda laI zake che, jyAre viSayasukhanA lolupa AtmAo ghaNI saMpattio vacce paNa aneka prakAranAM du:khone anubhavatA hoya che. e ja rIte dharmazIla AtmAo potAnA paralokane paNa sudhArI zake che, jyAre viSayasukhamAM lIna banelA AtmAo durgatine ja sAdhe che. AthI A loka ane paraloka ema bhayalokamAM sukhano anubhava karavo hoya, to te mATe eka mAtra dharma ja sAdhana che. anukULa zabda, rUpa, rasa, gaMdha ane sparza vinA sukha maLe ja nahi e mAnyatA ja khoTI che. anukULa zabdAdinA yoge je sukhanI prApti thAya che, te dharmanA yoge prApta thatAM sukhane hisAbe koI gaNatarImAM ja rahetuM nathI; paNa jene dharmanAM yoge prApta thatA agara anubhavI zakAtA sukhanI gama nathI athavA to dharmanA yoge zabdAdinA yoga vinA ja anupama sukhane anubhavI zakAya che e vAtanI jene zraddhA nathI, evA mANasone AvI sAcI paNa vAta na game to te banavAjoga che. bAkI ubhaya lokanAM sukhanuM kAraNa eka mAtra dharma ja che ane ethI ahIMthI sukhasamAdhipUrvaka marIne sArA sthAnamAM jvAnI bhAvanAvALAoe to A jIvanane dharmamaya banAvavAno ja prayAsa karavo joIe. zrIlakSmaNajIe jevA digvijyo sAdhyA, tevA tame sAdhI zakvAnA cho ? ...zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAratyAga sAdhanA ane nirvANa...12 259

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.rama viNa bha80 7.. ra emaNe jeTaluM rAjyasukha bhogavyuM teTaluM tamane maLavAnuM che ? tyAre tame A jIMdagImAM bahu bahu sukha bhogavIne paNa keTaluMka bhogavavAnA? sabhA nAma mAtranuM ! pUjayazrI ane gati kaI sAdhavAnA? sabhA : jJAnI jANe. pUjyazrI : jJAnI to jANe ja che, paNa tame tamArI kAryavAhI uparathI mApa kADho ne? zrIrAmacaMdrajI paramaSie zrIlakSmaNajInI AkhI ya jIMdagInuM mApa kADhayuM. temane lAgyuM ke, vasudattano bhava paNa eLe gumAvyo ane A bhavamAM paNa AyuSya evI rIte gumAvyuM, ke jethI marIne te narake gayA ! ApaNe ApaNAM varSonI AvI tAravaNI kaDhavI joIe. zrI rAmacaMdra munivara zrI lakSmaNajInA jIvana saMbaMdhI vicAraNA karIne kevA kAryamAM lAgI gayA che, e jANo cho ? e vAta hamaNAM ja Avaze. zrIlakSmaNajInuM AyuSya kayA krame pasAra thayuM eno vicAra karyA bAda zrI rAmaSie zrI lakSmaNajInA mRtyu saMbaMdhI vicAraNA paNa karI che ane te eTalI ja ke, "mAyAthI vadha karanArA te be devono kAMI je doSa nathI. zarIradhArInAM karmono vipAka Avo ja hoya che.' A pramANe vicAra karatAM zrI rAmaSi potAnAM karmono cheda karavAne 6 mATe adhika ughata banyA ane e mATe vizeSapaNe nirmama banIne te, tapa tathA samAdhimAM niSTha banyA. nagarakSobha ane zrI rAmaSino abhigraha have rAmaSie pracchanna vihAra kema svIkAryo haze ? tevA praznano khulAso je prasaMgamAMthI maLI zake tema che, te prasaMganuM varNana zarU thAya che. ekavAra chaThThanA pAraNA mATe zrI rAmacaMdraRSie svajanasthala nAmanA nagaramAM praveza karyo. rAmarSi te nagaramAM paNa yugamAtra daSTi rAkhIne cAlI rahI che. sabhA eTale zuM? pUjyazrI : gADAnA dhuMsarA pramANa jamIna upara dRSTine sthApana

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karavI te. raste cAlatAM koIpaNa jIva paga nIce na AvI jAya, e mATe sAdhuoe potAnI dRSTi yugamAtra jamIna upara sthApIne cAlavuM joIe. sAdhu cAle tema daSTi paNa cAle, paraMtu te dRSTi rahe yugamAtra jamIna upara ! A rIte zrI rAmaSine nagaramAM padhArelA joIne nagaralokonA harSano pAra raho nahi. avani upara caMdra utarI Avyo hoya ane te jema nayananA utsava rUpe bane, temazrI rAmarSi nagarajanonA nayanotsava rUpa banyA ane ethI pracura harSane pAmelA nagarajano temanI sanmukha AvyA. nagaranI strIo paNa temane bhikSA ApavA mATe potapotAnA gRhadvAramAM vicitra bhojyothI bharelA bhAjanone sAme rAkhIne ubhI rahI. Ama nagarajanono harSathI kolAhala vadhyo ane te eTalo badho gADha banyo ke, hAthIoe staMbhone bhAMgI nAMkhyA ane ghoDAonA kAna uMcA thaI gayA. rAmacaMdra maharSi to tevA AhAranA arthI hatA ke, je AhAra ujijhata dharmavALo hoya arthAt je AhArane vAparavAnI ke rAkhI mUkavAnI tenA svAmIne icchA na hoya. nagaranI strIoe ApavA mAMDelo AhAra tevo nahi hato, ane ethI tevA AhArane grahaNa nahi karatAM rAmaSi rAgRhe padhAryA. pratinaMdI nAmanA rAjAe zrI rAmaSine ucchita dharmavALA AhArathI pratilAvyA ane temaNe te AhArane vidhipUrvaka vAparyo. devatAoe tyAM vasudhArA AdivA paMcaka vRSTi karI ane bhagavAn zrI rAmacaMdra maharSi paNa pelA araNyamAM pAchA padhAryA. araNyamAM pAchA pharyA bAda have pharIthI purakSobha na thAo temaja mAro saMghaTTo paNa na thAo.' AvI buddhithI zuddha buddhivALA te maharSie evo abhigraha karyo ke "maLeDasaiva cemikSa@Ane mahopanAsthate ra tahAnI pAraNaM kArya, - masmAbhirnAnyathA punaH / 13" / 'A araNyamAM ja jo bhikSAmale bhikSA maLI jAya to te vakhate pAraNuM karavuM, paNa anya koI prakAre pAraNuM karavuM nahi !' maharSi zrI rAmacaMdrajInA nagaragamananA pariNAme je nagarakSobha ..zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAratyAga sAdhanA ane nirvANa...12 ja

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rera thayo temaja saMghaTTo paNa thayo, teNe maharSi zrI rAmacaMdrajInA aMtarane keTaluM badhuM hacamacAvI mUkyuM haze, ke jethI temane Avo abhigraha karavAnI jarUra paDI, e vicAravA jevI vAta che. temanAM antaramAM karUNAno keTalo suMdara vAsa haze ? niraticAra saMyamanuM pAlana karavAmAM te keTalA dattacitta haze ? araNyamAM bhikSAkALe nirdoSa AhAra maLI jAya, to ja pAraNuM karavuM Avo nirNaya karavA pAchaLa rahelI karUNAzIlatA ane saMyamaparatA tarapha khAsa dhyAna ApavA jevuM che. zarIranA mamatvamAM rAcatA AtmAothI A zakya che ? zarIrane baMdhana mAnI, e baMdhanane eka mAtra muktisAdhanAnuM ja sAdhana banAvyA vinA Avo abhigraha thavo, e koIpaNa rIte zakya nathI. kharekhara AvA maharSionA mATe kazuM ja asAdhya hotuM nathI. AvA maharSionA caraNomAM jagatanI saghaLI ja saMpattio ALoTatI hoya to te svAbhAvika ja che. A caritranA racayitA paramarSi pharamAve che ke, zarIrane viSe paNa nirapekSa banelA zrI rAma,i e prakAranA abhigrahane karIne parama samAdhine pAmyA thakA pratimAdhara banIne rahAA. * 200 aPoy k? zrIrAmacaMdra maharSie araNyamAM rahIne karelI anupama ArAdhanA A pachI koI eka samaye, pelA svajanasthala nagarano pratinaMdI nAmano rAjA te araNyamAM Avyo. e rAjA tyAM eka evA azvathI kheMcAIne Avyo hato, ke je azva viparIta zikSAvALo tathA vegavALo hato. yogya zikSAne pAmelo azva lagAma kheMcyuM ubho rahe ane viparIta zikSAne pAmelA azvanI jema-jema jorathI lagAma kheMcavAmAM Ave, tema tema teno vega vadhato jAya. te azva te araNyamAM AvIne naMdanapuNya nAmanA sarovaranA kAdavamAM khUMcI gayo ane tethI tenI gati aTakI paDI. e azvane pagale pagale pratinaMdI rAjAnuM sainya tyAM AvI pahoMcyuM. potAnuM sainya AvI gayA bAda pratinaMdI rAjAe pelA azvane kAdavamAMthI bahAra kADhayo. te pachI tyAM ja chAvaNI naMkhAvIne ane sthAna karIne pratinaMdI rAjAe parivAra sahita bhojana karyuM.

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pratinaMdI rAjA Adi sarve jyAre jamI rahyA. tyAre dhyAnane pALIne bhagavAn zrI rAmacaMdra maharSi pAraNAnI IcchAthI tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. temane bhikSA nimitte padhArelA joIne pratinaMdI rAjA ubho thaI gayo ane badhAnA bhojana karyA bAda je annajaLa bAkI rahyuM hatuM, te annajaLathI prati naMdI rAjAe zrI rAmarSine pratilAvyA. zrI rAmaSie pAraNuM karyuM eTale AkAzamAMthI ra-vRSTi thaI. araNyamAM AvA koI nimitta vinA bhikSA maLe kyAMthI ? araNyamAM kvacit koInuM Agamana thaI jAya ane te AvanAra pAsethI bhikSA maLI jAya to maLI jAya, ema ja ne ? pratinaMdI rAjA azva dvArA kheMcAI Avyo ane bhikSA maLI gaI, paNa tevuM kAMI na banyuM hota to zrI rAmacaMdra maharSine AhAra kyAre maLata ? paNa zrI rAmacaMdra mahaSine pAraNAnI tevI ciMtA hatI ja nahi. e to dhyAnamagna banIne ja kALa vyatIta karatAM hatAM, potAnA AtmAnuM paramAtma-svarUpa pragaTAvavuM e ja eka temanuM dhyeya hatuM. ane bhikSA maLI jatAM pAraNuM karatA, to paNa te dhyeyanI siddhinA hetuthI ja. maLe to saMyamavRddhi ane na maLe to tapovRddhi evI anupama dazAmAM e ramatA hatA. zrI rAmacaMdra maharSie pAraNuM karyA bAda dezanA dIdhI ane temanI dezanAnuM zravaNa karIne rAjA pratinaMdI Adi samyagadarzanapUrvakanAM bAra vratone dharanArA zrAvako banyA. tyArathI AraMbhIne zrI rAmacaMdra maharSi tyAM ja vanamAM cirakALa paryanta rahA. e mahAtapasvI vanamAM rahA to tyAM paNa vanavAsinI devIo dvArA pUjAtA hatA. e rIte vanamAM vasatA zrI rAmacaMdra maharSi te bhagasAgaranA pArane pAmavAnI IcchAthI koI vAra mahine, koIvAra be mahine koIvAra traNa mahine ane koIvAra cAra mahine paNa pAraNuM karatA; kAraNake, bhikSA mATe te vananI bahAra nahi javAno temano abhigraha hato ane vanamAM to tevA koI nimitte koI koIvAra koI AvI jAya ane bhikSA maLI jAya to maLI jAya. zrI rAmacaMdra maharSie karelI A ArAdhanA yAda karI levA jevI che. jene tyAM traNa khaMDanuM sAmrAjya hatuM, te A che. saMkhyAbaMdha bhUcara rAjAo ane khecaro-vidyAdhara rAjAo, jenI sevAmAM sadAne mATe 263 zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAratyAga saghana ane nirvANa...12

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26 hAjara rahetA hatA, te A che. eka di' dharmane hasI viSayasukhanI prazaMsA karanArA A che.bhAI pratyenA gADhatara snehathI unmatta banI jaIne bhAInA zabane khabhA upara cha cha mahinAo sudhI laIne pharanArA A che. te vakhatanI dazA juo ane atyAranI dazA juo ! te vakhate temaNe karmAdhInapaNe e badhuM karyuM, paNa atyAre teo zuM kare che? zrI rAmacaMdra maharSi, mahine, be mahine, traNa mahine, ke cAra mahine, jyAre te araNyamAM nirdoSa AhAra-pANI maLI jatAM tyAre pAraNuM karatA. eTalo tapa karavA sAthe te maharSi koIvAra paryakAsane rahetA, to koIvAra bhujAone laMbAvIne rahetA koIvAra utkaTika Asane rahetA to koIvAra bAhuone uMcA karIne rahetA ane koIvAra paganA aMguThAnA AdhAre rahetA to koIvAra paganI pAnInA AdhAre rahetA. A rIte vividha Asanone aMgIkRta karIne dhyAnamagna banelA rUM teoe dustapa tapane tapyo. AvA AvA prakArothI cirakALa paryanta te vanamAM dustapa tapane 'OM tapyA bAda, vihAra karatAM karatAM zrI rAmacaMdra maharSi, ekavAra koTizilA nAmanI te zilAnI pAse AvI pahoMcyA, ke je koTizilAne pUrve zrIlakSmaNajIe upADI hatI. jAMbavAnanA kahevAthI sugrIva AdinI pratItine mATe zrI lakSmaNajIe koTizilA upADayAno prasaMga ApaNe A parvanA chaThThA sargamAM joI AvyA chIe. te koTizilA upara pratimAdhara banIne rahelA zrI rAmacaMdra maharSi, rAtrinA vakhate kSapakazreNino Azraya svIkAravA dvArA zukala dhyAnAtarane pAmyA. sItendro upasarga ane rAmacaMdra maharSine kevaLajJAnanI prApti A vakhate chelle chelle zrI rAmacaMdra mahaSine eka anukULa upasarga sahana karavAno prasaMga prApta thAya che ane te anukULa upasarga karanAra koI nathI, paNa khuda zrImatI sItAdevIno AtmA che. zrImatI sItAjIno AtmA, ke je acyatendra banela che, te haju paNa zrIrAmacaMdrajI tarapha rAgavALo che. e rAgano Aveza sItendra jevA pAse paNa kevuM akArya karAve che, e juo ! rima jivaNa bhaga 7.

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rAgI AtmA, rAganI vivazatAthI, jenA upara rAga hoya tenA hitamAM kevI rIte vikSepa upajAvanAro bane che, te samajavA mATe A suMdara udAharaNa che. dharmabuddhi sivAyano jeTalo rAga, te sarva anarthanuM kAraNa rAgI AtmA, jenA upara rAga hoya te AtmAnuM Atmahita bhAgye ja sAdhI zake che. rAgI AtmA jenA upara rAga hoya,tenA dharmotkarSane na sahI zake e paNa zakya che. zrI rAmacaMdra maharSie kSapakazreNi mAMDayAnuM avadhijJAnathI jANIne sItendrane evo vicAra thayo ke, 'A rAma jo saMsArI bane, to huM temanI sAthe puna: joDAu ! kSapakazreNImAM vartatA A rAmane huM anukULa upasargo dvArA upadrava karuM, ke jethI te A bhavamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI muktine pAmatA aTakI jAya ane mArA mitradevatA bane. A prakArano vicAra karIne, sItendra zrI rAmarSinI pAse AvyA. zrI rAmarSinI pAse AvelA sItendre vasantaRtuthI vibhUSita evuM eka moTuM udyAna tyAM banAvyuM. e mAudyAnamAM kokilakULanA kuMjito thavA lAgyA. malayAnila vAvA lAgyo, kusumonI suMgadhIthI pramodane pAmelA bhramaro guMjArava karatA bhamavA lAgyA ane Ama, caMpaka, kaMkila, gulAba tathA bakula AdinAM vRkSoe tarata ja puSpone dhAraNa ryA. e puSpo paNa kevAM hatAM ? kAmadevanAM navIna astro samAna e puSpo hatA. ATaluM karIne sItendre zrImatI sItAjInuM rUpa dhAraNa karyu ane bIjI paNa strIone vikuvva. have zrImatI sItAnA rUpane dhAraNa karanAra sItendra zrI rAmacaMdra maharSine kahe che ke, 'he priya ! ApanI priyA evI huM zrImatI sItA ApanI samakSa hAjara thaI chuM. te vakhate paMDitamAninI evI meM, mArAmAM rakta evA Apano tyAga karIne dIkSA lIdhI hatI. paNa te pachI, he nAtha mane ghaNo ja pazcAttApa thayo hato. A vidyAdhara-kumArikAoe Aje mane prArthanA karI ke, 'he svAmini ! prasanna thAo ane tamArA nAtha rAmane amArA nAtha banAvo ! tame dIkSAne tyajI daI rAmanI paTTarANI bano ane tamArA AdezathI ame atyAre ja temanI patnIo thaIzuM ! A pramANenI mane prArthanA karanArI A vidyAdhara vadhUone, he rAma Apa paraNo. huM ApanI sAthe pUrvanI jema ramIza, to Apa meM je ApanI avajJA karI hatI, te badala kSamA karo !' ..zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAratyAga sAdhanA ane nirvANa...12 265

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.20ma nirvANa zrImatI sItAnA rUpamAM rahelA sItendra A pramANe zrI rAmaSine kahe chate sItendra je khecara strIone vimurtI hatI, te vividha prakAranA saMgItane karavA lAgI. e saMgIta kAmadevane sajIvana karavAne mATe auSadha samAna hatuM. kAMI kamInA ? zrI rAmaSine calAvavA mATe sItendra A jevo-tevo upAya yojyo che? AkhuM ya vAtAvaraNa evuM saryuM che ke, bhalabhalA saMyamIne paNa TakyuM bhAre thaI paDe. kAmoddIpaka sAmagrIno pAra nathI ane zrImatI sItA tarIke prArthanA paNa kevI lalacAvanArI che ? eka rAganA Aveze sItendra jevAne paNa keTalI hada sudhInA bhAnabhUlA banAvI dIdhA che. A badhuM zA mATe ! zrI rAmacaMdrajInI sAthe pote puna: joDAI zake, te potAnA mitradeva bane eTalA mATe ! e jANe che ke, zrI rAmaSie kSapakazreNI mAMDI che, chatAM rU rAganI vivazatAthI Avo anukULa upasarga karyo ! dharmabuddhi sivAyano rAga karavA jevo nathI, ema lAge che? sabhA : dharmabuddhipUrvakto rAga hota to sItendra AvuM na karata? pUjyazrI : nahi ja. dharmabuddhipUrvakto rAga AtmAne dharmathI caLAvanAro nathI hoto, paNa dharmane pamADanAro ane prApta dharmamAM >> susthira banAvanAro hoya che. zrI rAmacaMdrajI pratyeno sItendrano rAga dharma buddhipUrvakano hota, to sItendra zrI rAmarSine dhyAnabhraSTa banAvAno prayatna karata ja nahi. zrI rAmaSinI sAdhanAmAM vikSepa upajAvavAno vicAra Avyo ane teno amala paNa thayo, te e ja sUcave che ke, zrI rAmacaMdrajI pratyeno zrImatI sItAjIno te rAgano Aveza dharmabuddhipUrvakano hato nahi, paNa paudgalika hato. sItendranA e anukULa upasargathI zrI rAmacaMdramaharSi leza paNa calAyamAna banyA nahi. zrImatI sItArUpe sItendra uccArelA e vacano, khecara strIonuM e saMgIta ane e vasanta A traNamAMthI eka paNa vastu, zrI rAmacaMdra maharSine kSobha pamADI zakI nahi. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa mahA sudI bArasanI te rAtrinA chellA pahore zrI rAmacaMdra maharSine ujvaLa evuM kevaLajJAna upajayuM ! zrI rAmarSine kevaLajJAna uparyuM teno bhaktivALA sItendra temaja anya devoe paNa mahimA karyo.

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sabhA: sItendra vadhAre prayatna na karyo ? vadhAre prayatna karavAne avakAza ja nahi hato. je AtmAo kevaLajJAnanA svAmI bane che, te AtmAo te ja bhavamAM avazyameva muktine pAme che. A bhavamAM kevaLajJAna ane anya bhavamAM mukti evuM koI kALe banyuM nathI ane banavAnuM paNa nathI. sItendrane A vAtanI khabara hoya, eTale vadhAre prayatna kema ja kare ? zrI rAmaSi kevaLajJAna pAmyA, eTale have thoDA kALamAM te mukti pAmavAnA ja evI sItendrane . khAtrI thaI gaI temaja potAnI bhUla paNa samajAI. bhUla samajAI - eTale rAge bhaktinuM rUpa dhAraNa karyuM. have zrI rAmarSi taraphano temano rAga dharmabuddhipUrvakano banI gayo. dharmabuddhipUrvakano rAga AvA prasaMge bhaktinI bhAvanAne pedA karyA vinA rahe nahi ane ApaNe joyuM ke, sItendra paNa bhaktithI vidhipUrvaka zrI rAmaSinA kevaLajJAnanA mahimAne karyo. samyagdaSTi ane pApa sabhA : sItendra samyagdaSTi hatA, chatAM zrI rAmacaMdrajInA kevaLajJAnane aTakAvavA mathyA, e AzcaryanI vAta nathI ? pUjyazrI: labdhi ane upayoga vaccenA bhedano khyAla hoya to sItendranuM A kRtya Acarya upajAve nahi. mohano Aveza hallo kare to enA yoge samyagdarzanavaMta AtmA paNa akaraNIyane AcaranAro banI jAya, e azakya nathI. paraMtu jyAre e AtmA upayogadazAne pAme tyAre ene enI bhUla samajAyA vinA rahe nahi. tame juo ke, je sItendra svayaM zrImatI sItAnuM rUpa dhAraNa karIne, zrImatI sItAjI jevAnA mukhamAM na saMbhave evI vAto uccArI, mahAudyAna vikuvyuM khecara yuvatIone vikurtI ane kAmoddIpaka saMgIta karAvyuM, te sItendra kevaLajJAnano mahimA karyo ke nahi ? sItendrane potAnI bhUlano khyAla ha tarata ja AvI gayo ke nahi? haju to tame jozo ke, sItendra kSamA yAcaze. samyagdarzana guNa jema kAma kare, tema bIjA je durguNo hoya te ya kAma to kare ne ? yAda karo ke, lakSmaNA sAdhvIne kevo vicAra Avyo hato ? ene ema thayuM hatuM ke, avedI evA bhagavAnane vedanI pIDAnI zI khabara paDe ? zuM ene raka .zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAratyAga sAdhatA ane nirvANa...12

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260 bhagavAnanI sarvajJatAmAM zaMkA hatI ? bhagavAnane e sarvajJa nahotI mAnatI ? lakSmaNA sAdhvI bhagavAnane sarvajJa mAnatI ja hatI, paNa kAmAvezanA pratApe ja tene evo vicAra Avyo. je rIte prAyazcitanI teNe anyanA nAme mAgaNI karI, te zAthI ? mAvAvezanA pratApe ja ne ? nahitara bhagavAnane e na kahe ke, "mane amuka vicAra Avyo hato eTalA mAtrathI kAMI bhagavAna ethI ajANyA rahe e banavAnuM hatuM? bhagavAna to jANatA ja hatA, paNa AvezanA yoge uttama paNa AtmAthI akRtyo thaI jAya che. jevI rIte lakSmaNA sAdhvIne potAnA kAmAvezanuM bhAna thayuM ane ethI prAyazcitta levAnuM mana thayuM, tema jo mAnavezanuM bhAna thayuM hoya to eNe je rIte prAyazcittanI mAgaNI karI te rIte te prAyazcittanI mAgaNI nahi karatAM 'mArAthI amuka doSa thaI 9 gayo che ema kahevA sAthe ja prAyazcittanI mAgaNI karata ! OM A badhI vastuonI vicAraNA ApaNe evI ja rIte karavI >> joIe, ke je vicAraNAnA pratApe ApaNAmAM rAgadveSatA AvezathI bacatA rahevAnI bhAvanA janme. potAnA pApano bacAva karavA mATe 87 AvAM dRSTAntono upayoga karavo, e bahu ja bhayaMkara che. "sItendra jevA samyagdaSTie paNa Ama karyu, to ApaNe amuka amuka kAryo karatA hoIe eTalA mAtrathI ApaNAmAM samyagadarzana guNa nathI pragaTyo ema kema manAya ?' Avo vicAra jemanA attaramAM sphare, temaNe samajI ja levuM joIe ke 'haju samyagadarzana guNa mArAthI bahu cheTe che ?' samyagdaSTi AtmAne evo vicAra Ave ja nahi. jyAre samyagdaSTi AtmA potAnAM kAryonI vicAraNA karato hoya, tyAre to ene potAnA saghaLAM ja pApa kAryo pApa kAryo tarIke ja bhAse, pApa thaI javuM ke pApa karavuM paDe te kare e eka vAta che ane amuka pApa kAryo ApaNe karIe tethI ApaNAmAM samyagdarzana guNa nathI ema kema manAya ?' Avo vicAra karIne pApabhIrUtAne cheha devo e bIjI vAta che. samyagdaSTi AtmAmAM pApanI ruci hoya ja nahi ane jenAmAM pApanI ruci na hoya, tenAmAM potAnAM pApono pazcAttApa hoya ke potAnA pApono bacAva karavAnI vRtti hoya ? rima viNa bha80 7.

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sItendra rAganI vivazatAthI AcarelA atyano tame tamAre mATe hAnikara upayoga na karI beso, eTalA mATe ATalo khulAso karavo paDyo. sItendrano prazna ane zrI rAmacaMdra maharSie karelo khulAso zrI rAmabhadra maharSinA kevaLajJAnanA mahimAnuM kArya patyuM, eTale tarata ja kevaLajJAnI rAmaSie dharmadezanA karI. dharmadezanAne karatA zrI rAmaSi divya suvarNakamala upara birAjamAna thayA hatA, temanI banne bAjue divya cAmaro viMjhAI rahyA hatA ane temanA upara divya chatra jANe chAyA karI rahyuM hatuM. zrI rAmacaMdrajI dezanA karIne virAma pAmyA, eTale sItendra namaskAra karavApUrvaka potAnA doSanI kSamA yAcI, ane te pachIthI zrI lakSmaNajInI tathA rAvaNanI gatinA saMbaMdhamAM temaNe kevaLajJAnI zrI rAmarSine prazna karyo. sItendranA e prastanA uttaramAM zrI rAmaSie pharamAvyuM ke, zabUkanI sAthe rAvaNa ane lakSmaNa hAla cothI narakamAM che. kharekhara dehadhArI AtmAonI gatio karmAdhIna ja hoya che. AtmAoe je prakAranA karmane upAryuM hoya, te prakAranI ja tenI gati thAya. zubha karma upAryuM hoya to zubha gati thAya ane azubha karma upAryuM hoya to azubha gati thAya sArI gati sArA karma vinA maLe nahi. ane kharAba karmathI kharAba gati thayA vinA rahe nahi. zaMbUkanI sAthe rAvaNa temaja lakSmaNa hAlamAM cothI narakamAM che ema pharamAvyA bAda, zrI rAmarSi te bannenA temaja sItendranA paNa bhaviSyane kahevAnuM zarU kare che. zrI rAmaSi pharamAve che ke, narakanA AyuSyane anubhavyA bAda arthAt narakanA AyuSyane pUrNa karIne, rAvaNa ane lakSmaNa, pUrvavidehanA alaMkAra samI vijayAvatI nAmanI nagarImAM utpanna thaze. sunaMda ane rohiNI nAmanAM e bannenAM mAtA pitA haze ane e bannenAM potAnAM nAma anukrame nighasa ane sudarzana haze. tyAM teo zrI ahaMbhASita dharmanuM satatapaNe pAlana karanArA banaze. zrI rAmacandrajIto saMsAratyAga saghana ane nirvANa..12 269

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200 *G 0c05b?P)? ?' zrI lakSmaNajI ane zrI rAvaNanA bhAvi bhavo nighasa ane sudarzana tarIke zrI ArhatadharmanuM satata pAlana karIne ane AyuSya pUrNa thaye mRtyuM pAmIne, rAvaNa tathA lakSmaNa saudharma devalokamAM devo tarIke utpanna thaze. e devalokanuM AyuSya pUrNa thaze tyAMthI cyavIne, rAvaNa ane lakSmaNa pharIthI pAchA vijayApurImAM utpanna thaze ane zrAvakadharmanuM pAlana karatAM AyuSyane pUrNa karaze. tyAMthI mRtyu pAmIne, rAvaNa ane lakSmaNa, harivarSa kSetramAM purUSapaNe utpanna thaI, tyAMnuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne mRtyu pAmI, devalokamAM jaze. e devalokamAMthI cyavIne, rAvaNa ane lakSmaNa, kumAravartI nAmanA rAjAnI lakSmI nAmanI rANIthI putrapaNe utpanna thaze. tyAM e benAM jayakAnta ane jayaprabha evAM nAmo haze. ahIM te banne bhagavAn zrI jinezvaradevoe pharamAvelAM saMyamano svIkAra karaze ane saMyamanuM pAlana karatAM mRtyu pAmIne, te baMne ya, lAntaka nAmanA kalpamAM devapaNe utpanna thaze. sItendre pUchelA praznanA uttararUpe zrI rAvaNa ane zrI lakSmaNanA saMbaMdhamAM ATalI hakIkato jaNAvyA bAda, kevaLajJAnI zrI rAmacaMdra maharSi sItendrane kahe che ke, rAvaNa ane lakSmaNa jyAre lAntaka kalpamAM devapaNe utpanna thaze, te vakhate tame acyuta devalokamAMthI cyavIne A ja bharatakSetrane viSe sarvaratnamati nAme cakravartI thazo. cakravartI evA tamAre tyAM, rAvaNa ane lakSmaNa, lAntaka kalpamAMthI cyavIne putrapaNe utpanna thaze. tamArA te be putronAM nAmo anukrame indrAyudha ane megharatha haze. cakravartI tarIkenA te bhavamAM tame dIkSAne grahaNa karazo ane dIkSAnuM pAlana karatAM mRtyu pAmIne tame vaijayaMta nAmanA anuttara vimAnamAM devapaNe utpanna thazo. rAvaNano jIva evo te indrAyudha, zubha evA traNa bhavomAM bhamIne, zrI tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanuM upArjana karaze. tyArabAda te rAvaNano jIva tIrthaMkara thaze ane tame jayantathI cyavIne te tIrthanAthanA gaNadhara thazo. te pachI te ja bhavamAM rAvaNano ane tamAro ema bannenA jIvo mokSane pAmaze.

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have lakSmaNajIno jIva, ke je sarvaratnamati nAmanA cakravartI tarIkenA tamArA bhavamAM tamArA megharatha nAmanA putrapaNe utpanna thaze, te tyAMthI mRtyu pAmIne zubha gatione pAmaze. zubha gatione pAmyA bAda, te pUrvavidehanA vibhUSaNa evA puSkaradvIpamAM ratnacitrA nAmanI nagarImAM cakvartI thaze. cakravartI tarIkenI saMpattine bhogavyA bAda te dIkSita banaze, me karIne zrI tIrthanAtha banaze ane ante nirvANane prApta karaze. sItendra cothI narakamAM jaIne zuM juve che kevaLajJAnI zrI rAmarSinA zrImukhe kahevAelI A sarva hakIkatonuM zravaNa karIne ane tArakane namaskAra karIne, sItendra tyAMthI ravAnA thayA. tyAMthI ravAnA thaIne sItendra tyAM gayA ke jyAM zrI lakSmaNa du:kha bhogavatA hatA. zrI lakSmaNa pratye temane pUrvano sneha hovAthI te snehane vaza banIne sItendra cothI narakamAM du:kha bhogavI rahelA zrI lakSmaNanI pAse gayAM. sItendra tyAM jaIne je ddazya nihALyuM che, tenuM varNana paNa A caritranA racayitA paramarSie karyu che. narakamAM gayelA jIvone bhogavavAM paDatAM du:kho paikInAM amuka du:khonuM A ochuM varNana paNa AtmAne pApathI kaMpato banAvavAne samartha che. je vakhate sItendra te cothI narakapRthvIne viSe gayA, te vakhate siMha AdinAM rUpone vikurthIne zaMbUka ane zrI rAvaNa, zrI lakSmaNanI sAthe krodhathI yuddha karI rahyA hatA. A pachI, 'A prakAre yuddha karatA tamane du:kha nahi thAya' ema bolatA paramAdhArmikoe krodhe bharAIne temane agnikuMDomAM nAkhyA. agnikuMDomAM baLatA ane galita aMgavALA banI gayelA te traNeya ucca svare pokAra karavA lAgyA, eTale paramAdhArmikoe temane agnikuMDomAMthI kheMcI kADhIne, baLAtkAre tapelA telanI kuMbhimAM mUkyA. te tapelI tailakuMbhimAM paNa jemanA deho vilIna thaI gayA che evA e traNeyane te pachIthI, paramAdhArmikoe lAMbA kALa sudhI bhaThThImAM nAkhI mUkyA. tyAM ta- ta evA zabda vaDe temanAM gAtro phATIne dravI javA lAgyA. A ane AvA bIjA aneka du:khone bhogavI rahelA lakSmaNa Adine sItendra joyA. zrI rAmacandrajIno saMsAratyAga sAdhanA ane nirvANa...12 201

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272) rAma ravaNa bhaga tarakanA astitvane nahi mAnanArAone lAbha kazoya nahi ane nukazAna pArAvAra tame jANatA to hazo ke, naraka sAta che. A to cothI narakamAM je du:kha che, tenI vAta che paNa pachInI traNa narakomAM to adhika adhika du:kha bhogavavuM paDe che. Aje narakanI vAtone hasI nAMkhanArA ghaNA che, paNa narakanI vAtane game teTalA hasI nAMkhanArA hoya tethI ja che te kAMI naSTa thaI jAya tema nathI. khUna AdinA gunA karanArAo jyAM sudhI pakaDAtA nathI ane jyAM sudhI teo pakaDAya tevA saMyogo upasthita thatA nathI, tyAM sudhI to mUche tAla daIne phare che; paNa enA e mANaso jyAre gunegAra tarIke pakaDAya che ane temanA gunAonA pUrAvAo polIsane 6 maLI rahe che, tyAre kevA bahAvarA banI jAya che ? pahelAM je mANaso polIsane thApa ApavAnuM ane kuzaLatAthI kAsaLa kADhavAnuM gumAna hai dharAvatAM hoya che, teo jyAre sapaDAI jAya che tyAre keTalA dIna banI ja jAya che ? e ja rIte pAparasika AtmAo atyAre narakane hase e banavAjoga che, paNa jyAre narakamAM jaze tyAre temanI zI hAlata thaze ? evA paNa banAvo bane che ke, eka kALe je mANaso AkhI duniyAne tuccha mAnatA hoya che ane duniyA paNa jemanI tAbedArI svIkAratI hoya che, te ja mANasone anya koI kALe duniyA phITakAratI hoya che ane pelAone te nIcI mUMDIe sahana karyA vinA chUTako thato nathI. - pApodaye AvuM jyAre eka bhavamAM paNa bane, to AkhI jIMdagI jeNe kevaLa pApamAM ja gujArI hoya tevAone mATe temanAM pApono natIjo bhogavavAnuM koI anya sthAna paNa hoya, ema mAnavAmAM vAMdho zo Ave che? ApaNe to mAnIe ja chIe ke, naraka paNa che, paraMtu jeo narakanAM astitvanI vAtane hasatA hoya temane samajAvavA mATe ApaNe pUchIe ke, 'naraka na hoya to paNa, naraka che ema mAnIne jeo pAparahita jIvana jIvavA mathe temane vadhAre lAbha ke naraka nathI ema mAnIne jeo pApamaya jIvana jIvavAmAM tatpara bane temane vadhAre lAbha?" A praznanI uMDI vicAraNA karavAmAM Ave, to paNa e ja pUravAra thAya

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ke, naraka nathI ema mAnIne pApamaya jIvana jIvavAne tatpara banelAone je lAbha thAya, tenAM karatAM naraka che ema mAnIne jeo pAparahita jIvana jIvavA mathatA hoya temane vadhAre ja lAbha thAya. sabhA: e zI rIte ? pUjyazrI : pApamaya jIvana jIvavAmAM tatpara banelAne rAjazAsanano jeTalo Dara hovo saMbhava che, teTalo Dara pAparahita jIvana jIvavAne mathI rahelAne hovo saMbhave che ? sabhA : nA jI. pUjayazrI : pApamaya jIvana jIvavAmAM tatpara banelAnI apakIti thavAno je saMbhava che, temaja tevAo pratye saMbaMdhIo AdinI itarAjI thavAno je saMbhava che, tevo saMbhava pAparahita jIvana jIvavAne mathI rahelAone mATe kharo ? sabhA : teTalo to nahIM ja. pUjayazrI : pApamaya jIvana jIvavAmAM tatpara banelAone jyAre dhAraNAthI viparIta phaLa maLe che, jyAre teo saMpatti Adine gumAvI bese che agara to jyAre teo koIpaNa prakAranI AphatamAM mukAya che, tyAre temanAmAM je unmatanA dInatA Adi janme che, temanA haiyAmAM asaMtoSa AdinI jevI Aga saLage che, emanAmAM je bahAvarApaNuM Ave che, temAnuM kAMI tevA rUpamAM pAparahita jIvana jIvavA mathI rahelAne saMbhave che? sabhA : nA jI. pUjayazrI : AvI AvI rIte vicAra karavAmAM Ave topaNa jarUra lAge ke, naraka na hoya to paNa jeo naraka che ema mAnIne pAparahita jIvana jIvavA mathI rahA hoya che, teo ja A duniyAmAM paNa vadhAre sukhane suMdara prakAre bhogavI zake che. bhogamAM ja AnaMda ApavAnI tAkAta che ane bhoga tyAgamAM AnaMda ApavAnI tAkAta nathI; ema mAnanArAo sadaMtara ajJAna che. bhogathI je kSaNika AnaMda prApta thAya che, te ya duHkharahita hoto nathI; jyAre bhogatyAgathI prApta thato AnaMda anupama hoya che. zrI rAmacajIino saMsAratyAga sAdhanA ane nirvANa..12 273

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24 sabhA : bhoganA tyAgamAMthI AnaMda meLavavAnI AvaData joIe ne ? pUjayazrI : bhogathI AnaMda meLavavAmAM paNa kyAM AvaData joItI nathI ? zaherInA khANAmAM gAmaDIyAne ane gAmaDIyAnA khANAmAM zaherIne AnaMda na Ave, ema bane che ne ? A to badhI ApaNe kevaLa A lokanI apekSAe vAta karI, paNa kharekhara ja svarga ane narakAdi hoya to zuM thAya, e vAta vicAravA jevI che ne ? anaMtajJAnIo pharamAve che ane ApaNe pUrepUrI zraddhApUrvaka mAnIe chIe ke, svarga naraka Adi che ja, paNa ApaNe to ema paNa dAvA sAthe kahI zakIe chIe ke, svarga ane naraka Adi na hoya to amane kazuM ja nukazAna nathI, jyAre svarga ane naraka Adi hovA chatAM tenA huM astitvano o InkAra kare che temane to pArAvAra nukazAna che. tAtparya e che ke, je koI AtmAo A lokamAM sAcI zAMtino athavA to suMdara prakAranA samAdhisukhano anubhava karavA icchatA hoya, teoe potAnA AtmAne jJAnIoe je pravRttione durgatinI 4 sAdhaka tarIke varNavI che, te te pravRttiothI dUra rAkhavo joIe ane jJAnIoe je pravRttione sugatinI ane anne mokSanI sAdhaka tarIke varNavI che te te pravRttiomAM yojavo joIe. anaMtajJAnIoe pharamAvyA mujaba je AtmAo naraka ane svarga AdinAM astitvane svIkArIne potAnA jIvanane niSpApa tathA dharmamaya banAvavA mathe che, te AtmAo A lokamAM je sAcI zAntinA athavA to samAdhi sukhano anubhava karI zake che, tevo anubhava anya koI AtmAo karI zakatA nathI ane te uparAnta potAnA jIvanane niSpApa tathA dharmamaya banAvavAne mathanArAo potAnA paralokane paNa sundara prakAre sudhArI zake che. evA AtmAo ja A vizvamAM sAcA AdhArabhUta ane sAcA AzIvArdabhUta banI zake che. A badhI vAto ghaNA ja vistArathI vicAravA jevI che. paNa avakAzanA abhAve hAla to ahIM ja aTakAvIe chIe. .rAma viNa bha00

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narakamAM sItendra Apelo upadeza ane tenuM zubha pariNAma cothI narakamRthvImAM AvelA sItendra, zrIlakSmaNajI AdinA kAramAM du:kho joyA bAda, pelA paramAdhAmikone kahayuM ke, "are, asuro ! zuM tame e jANatA nathI ke, A purUSapuMgavo hatA ? A mahAtmAone choDo ane tame dUra khasI jAo !" - A pramANe asurone niSedhIne zabUka tathA zrI rAvaNane uddezIne sItenTe kahyuM ke, tame pUrve evuM karma karyuM che, ke jenA pratApe tame A naranne pAmyA cho; jenA AvA pariNAmane tame joyuM che, te pUrvavarane haju paNa tame kema choDatA nathI ?" zabUka ane zrIrAvaNane paNa A rIte niSedhIne kevaLajJAnI zrI rAmaSie zrIlakSmaNa tathA zrIrAvaNanA saMbaMdhamAM je kAMI temanA bhAvi bhavo kahA hatA, te sarva temanA bodhane mATe sItendra kahI saMbhALyA. e sAMbhaLIne zrIlakSmaNa tathA zrI rAvaNa kahe che ke, he kRpAsAgara ! Ape A sAruM karyuM. ApanA zubha upadezathI amane amArA du:khanI vismRti thaI gaI che.' sabhA : kayA duHkhanI vAta che? pUjayazrI : sItendra je joyuM ane tAjetaramAM ja je du:kha temaNe bhogavyuM che, te du:kha teo bhUlI jAya e vAta saMbhave che, kAraNake zrIlakSmaNe ane zrIrAvaNe sAthe ne sAthe ja kahayuM che ke, 'pUrvajanmamAM upArjelAM te te phUra karmoe amane je A narakAvAsa Apyo che, tenA du:khane koNa dUra karaze ?' - zrI lakSmaNa ane zrIrAvaNanAM AvAM vacanothI sIteje karUNApUrNa banIne javAba dIdho ke, "tamane traNeya jaNAne huM A narakamAMthI devalokamAM laI jAu . Ama bolIne sItendra te traNeyane potAnA hAthamAM lIdhA to kharA, paNa kSaNavAramAM ja te traNa pArAnI jema kaNa kaNarUpe chUTA banI jaIne hAthamAMthI paDI gayA nIce paDayA bAda te traNe ya jyAM milita aMgavALA banyA, eTale pharIthI paNa sateje temane hAthamAM lIdhA, to pharIvAra pahelAMnI jema kaNa kaNa rUpe chUTA paDI jaIne 27 zrI rAmacandrajI saMsAratyAga sAdhana ane nirvANa....12

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27che te traNeya sItendranA hAthamAMthI paDI gayA. jeTalI jeTalIvAra sItendra temane hAthamAM lIdhA, teTalI teTalIvAra Ama ja banyA karyuM. AthI teoe ja sItendrane kahayuM ke, "Apa A narakanAM duHkhomAMthI amAro uddhAra karavA taiyAra thayA cho paNa tethI amane ulluM adhika duHkha thAya che, mATe amane Apa choDo ane Apa svarge padhAro !' kharekhara, Indro paNa narake gayelAono narakanA du:khamAMthI uddhAra karI zakatA nathI. sItendra potAnA kalpamAM A pachI sItendra te traNeyane tyAM ja mUkIne tyAMthI nIkaLyA ane zrI rAmaSinI pAse AvyA. zrI rAmarSine vaMdana karyA bAda sItendra, tyAMthI nIkaLIne, zAzvata evAM zrI ahatIrthonI yAtrA karavAne mATe zrI naMdIzvara Adi sthAnomAM gayA. tyAMthI pAchA pharatAM, bhAmaMDalano jIva ke sa je devakurU pradezamAM utpanna thayo hato, tene pUrvanA snehayoge sItendra meM sArI rIte pratibodha pamADayo, ane te pachI sItendra potAnA kalpa 4 bAramAM devalokamAM pAchA gayA. zrI rAmacaMdra-mahaSi muktipada pAmyA A rIte zrI rAmacaMdrajI AdinA vRttAntonuM varNana karyA bAda, chelle chelle parama upakArI, kalikAlasarvajJa AcArya bhagavAn zrImad hemacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA pharamAve che ke, ___ "utpanne sati kevale sa zaradAM paMcAdhikAM viMzati, medinyAM bhavikAn prabodhya bhagavAJcchrIrAmabhaTTArakaH / Ayuzca vyatilaMdhya paMcadazacAbdAnAM sahastrAn kRtI, zailezI pratipadya zAzvatasukhAnaMda prapeDhe padam / / 1 / / kevaLajJAna utpanna thayA bAda pacIsa varSa sudhI pRthvI upara bhavya jIvone pratibodha pamADIne ane paMdara hajAra varSanA AyuSyane pUrNa karIne kRtArtha banelA bhagavAna zrI rAmacaMdra maharSi, zailezI avasthAne prApta karIne te padane pAmyA, ke je zAzvata sukhanA AnaMdavALuM che." mi nirvANa bha88 ptama bhAga samApta ||

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sUrimaMtra samArAdhana saMskRta-prAkRta granthamALA gautamapRcchA TIja rUpasena caritra kurmAputra caritram saTIka * arhadabhiSeka pUjana zrRMgAra vairAgya taraMganI * uttarAdhyayana kathAsaMgraha * * jItakalpasUtram kalpa vyavahAra-niziyasUtrANi ca * savaveza pratIpa (vatha) * navatatva saMvedana prakaraNa saTIka * * samavasaraNa sAhitya saMgraha * ratnapAla nRpacaritram * gautama nag * paMcastotrANi * susaDha caritram * zrALuLa vizvadaLa - TIvjha - mAvAMtae * praznavati vAva vyAkhyAna vAcaspati granthamALA 1. dhodha dharma dezanAno 2. paramagurunI jIvana saMdhyA (DhaLatI sAMjanI dvitiyAvRtti 3. bodhadAyaka kathAo 4. sAdhuvezano mahimA 5. jagadguru AcArya bhagavAna vijaya hIrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja 6. paricaya pustikA 7. karAla kalikALa * paLanu ii nIvanasaMdhyA prakAzita thanArA pustako zrI jayAnaMdakevalI caritra 199 zrI mukti-mahodaya granthamALA * yogadaSTi sajjhAya (sArtha) * jIvana jyotanA ajavALA sUrirAma sajjhAya saritA * * sAdhanA ane sAdhaka * supAtradAna mahimA vidhi * prazna paddhati * pApamukti arthAt bhava AlocanA-1-2 * aba mohe samyagdarzana dIjIe... * paMca pratikramaNa sUtra * huM to mAMgu samyagdarzana * bAla rAmAyaNa * bAla rAmAyaNa * pApamukti arthAt bhava bhAlocanA 1-2 * pApamukti arthAt bhava bhAlocanA 1 * zyuM R ma i ? * zrI hradayapradIpa SiitrazikA 7 zrI vIzasthAnaka tapa mahApUjA muktikiraNa hindI-gujarAtI graMthamALA 1. guNa gAve so guNa pAve 2. sAgarakAMThe chabachabIyA 3. vANIvarSA 4. karIe pApa parihAra 5. mananA jharukhe 6. prabhuvIra ane upasago 7. paMcamAMga zrI bhagavatIsUtram bhAga-1 8. prabhuvIranA daza zrAvako 9. navapada zaraNa 10. bhagavAna zrI vasvAmIjI 11. gAgaramAM sAgara 12. huM AtmAM 13. nA pu oaa 14. prabhuvIra je vI zrAvaja 15. prabhuvIra va navarga 16. navavava hI kAraLa 17. varlDa aura havA

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zrI smRtimaMdira prakAzananA sadasyonI zubha nAmApurI mukhya AdhArastaMbha : *zrI dinezakumAra acaladAsa zAha, amadAvAda AdhArastaMbha : * zAha cImana popaTalAla pIlucAvaLA (surata) O * sadeva smaraNIya sahayogI : * zAha hasamukhabhAI amRtalAla, lADola * zreSThivarya zrI kesarIcaMda motIcaMdajI zAha, damaNa mobhI: * pU. munirAja zrI cAritrasuMdara vijayajI ma. smRti & * zrI samarathamalajI jIvAjI vinAkIyA parivAra - pUnA * zrI AzAbhAI somAbhAI paTela, subhAnapurA-baroDA * premilAbena vasaMtalAla saMkalacA parivAra, selavAsa-vApI sahAyaka : * paramaguru sUritraya saMyamasuvarNotsava smRti *pU.sA.zrI harSapUrNAzrIjInI smRti nimitte ha.kailAsabena *pU.sA.zrI cAritraratnAzrIjI ma. vardhamAna tapa smRti * zrImatI zobhanAbena caMpakalAla koThArI, muMbaI *zrImatI gulAbabena navinacaMdra zAha, muMbaI * zeThazrI pannAlAla jhumakharAma, muMbaI * zeThazrI genamalajI cunIlAlajI bAphanA, kolhApura * zrI saMbhavanAtha vAMcanA samiti, muMbaI * zeThazrI taruNabhAI popaTalAla, lADola * mInAkSIbena sAkaracaMda ha. kuMjeza, muMbaI * zeThazrI jesIMgalAla cothAlAla mepANI, muMbaI * zrImatI vimalAbena ratilAla vorA, muMbaI * zeThazrI praviNakumAra vAlacaMda zeTha, nAsika * zeThazrI bAbulAla maMgaLajI uMbarIvAlA, muMbaI * zrI jaina zvetAmbara mUrtipUjaka saMgha, ANaMda * nainAbena ramezacaMdra kAntIlAla coksI * zrI mahendrabhAI maganalAla zAha, amadAvAda mAtuzrI lakSmIbena kezavajI cheDA, muMbaI (gAma-bhacAu) * zrImatI rUkSmaNIbena prANalAla chaganalAla zeTha parIvAra, malADa-muMbaI * zrImatI kalAvatIbena kIrtikumAra zAha, lodrA AcomjApAraNano ujAsa ane kRtipatha para H2O hindI mAsika/gujarAtI pAkSika AjIvana lavAjama rU. 750 prakAzaka zrI smRtimaMdira prakAzana amadAvAda

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28mayaNa ane sUrirAma siddhahastalekhaka pU.A.zrImad vijaya pUrNacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAja kalikAlasarvajJa zrI hemacandrAcArya-viracita 10 parvo/vibhAgomAM vistRta/ triSaSThizalAkApuruSa caritranAM sAtamAM parvamAM rAmAyaNa tarIke prasiddha kathAvastu varNita che. zalAkA-puruSano artha uttama puruSa thAya. ethI sArthaka nAma dharAvatAM A caritramAM 24 tIrthakaro, 12 cakravartIo, navanavanI saMkhyA dharAvatA baLadevo-vAsudevo ane prativAsudevonAM jIvana rajU thayAM che. zrI munisuvrata svAmIjI bhagavAnanA kALamAM thaI gayelA AThamA baLadeva rAmacandrajI, vAsudeva rAvaNa ane prativAsudeva lakSmaNajInI jIvana-kathA eTale ja rAmAyaNa ! rAmAyaNa eTale rajoharaNanI khANa ! A jAtano sau prathama paricaya jaina jagatane karAvanArA pU. munirAja zrI rAmavijayajI mahArAja hatA. vi.saM. 1985/1986nI sAlamAM muMbaI lAlabAga bhUlezvaranA AMgaNe A ja pUjyazrIe jaina rAmAyaNanA AdhAre ApelAM pravacanonA prabhAve ja jaina jagatane evo khyAla AvavA pAmyo hato ke, jaina rAmAyaNa eTale ja rajoharaNanI khANa ! jemAM pAne pAne ane pAtra pAtra jovA maLe dIkSAnuM sanmAna ! rAmAyaNanI rasadhArAnA sau prathama uddagAtA banavAnuM zreya jemanA zire abhiSekI zakAya, evA A pU. pravacanakArazrI ja AgaLa jatAM vyAkhyAna vAcaspati pU. AcAryadeva zrImad vijaya rAmacandrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA tarIke rAmAyaNa eTale saMskRtino Adarza A rItanI anokhI oLakhANa ajainone paNa ApavAnA yazabhAgI banavA saphaLa rahyA hatA. vi.saM. 200 7mAM amadAvAdamAM premAbhAI holamAM prati ravivAre jAhera pravacano rupe pU. pravacanakArazrIe rAmAyaNanA mAdhyame saMskRtino saMdeza suNAvyo ane amadAvAdanAM aneka dainikoe svayaMbhU preraNAthI prerita banIne e saMdezano je rIte vyApaka phelAvo karyo, enA pratApe ja ajaina jagatane paNa e vAtano khyAla AvavA pAmyo ke, jainonuM paNa eka adbhuta rAmAyaNa che ane saMskRtinA ajoDa AdarzathI e samRddha che. Ama, jaina-ajaina jagatamAM rAmAyaNanA prathama pravaktA- pravacanakAra tarIkenAM mAnasanmAnanA ekamAtra adhikArI pU. AcAryadeva zrImada vijaya rAmacandrasurIzvarajI mahArAjAnAM zrImukhe vivecita jaina rAmAyaNanI pustaka zreNIne vAMcIzuM, to rAmAyaNa eTale rajoharaNanI khANa ane rAmAyaNa eTale saMskRtino Adarza- A jAtano paricaya keTalo badho yathArtha che, e samajAI gayA vinA nahIM ja rahe. A zreNInuM AkarSaka saMpAdana-saMkalana karIne prasiddha pravacanakAra AcArya zrI vijaya zreyAMsaprabhasUrijIe tathA prakAzanalAbha laIne piMDavADA nivAsI lAlacaMdajI chaganalAlajI parivAre adabhuta gurubhakti adA karyAno ahesAsa paNa sAthe sAthe thaze ja. ( jaina rAmAyaNa: rajoharaNanI khANa : bhAga-1 prastAvanAmAMthI)

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