Book Title: Swanubhutidarshan
Author(s): Champaben
Publisher: Jagjivan Bavchand Doshi Parivar Songadh
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates paramAtmane namaH svAnubhUtidarzana (prazamamUrti pUjya bahenazrI caMpAbenanI svAnubhUti-mArgaprakAzaka tatvacarcA) saMkalanakAra zrI prANalAla puruSottamadAsa kAmadAra, sonagaDha prakAzaka dozI jagajIvana bAvacaMda-parivAra (sAvarakuMDalAvALA) sonagaDha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates prata : 4,500 vIra nirvANa saM. 25rara kahAna saM 16 vikrama saM 2052 vaizAkha suda bIja, pUjya gurudevazrInI 177mI janma-jayaMtI, tA 19-4-96 prAptisthAna : vasaMtabhAI je. dozI * prANabhAI kAmadAra, sonagaDha 13, jayalakSmI 173-12 ema jI. roDa * hemaMtabhAI e, gAMdhI, sonagaDha beMka opha InDIyAnI sAme * bra. uSAbena je. dozI ghATakopara, muMbaI-40OO77 gogIdevI brahmacaryAzrama, sonagaDha Phone: 23883217 bharatabhAI dalasukhabhAI dozI prANabhAI pI. kAmadAra Phone: 25137210 3ra, kahAnanagara ra71/291 ena. sI. kelakara roDa dharmendrabhAI je. dozI dAdara (vesTa) muMbaI-400028 cetana oTomobAIlsa, phone: 24308190 13-A, benahAma hola lena, prArthanA samAja-giragAma, muMbaI 4OOOO mulunDa mumukSu maMDaLa Phone: 23883217 c/o kIrITabhAI je. dozI osavALa nivAsa, trIjA mALe, pradIpabhAI prANabhAI kAmadAra sarojInI nAyaDu roDa kAmadAra Isyulezana mulunDa (vesTa) muMbaI-81 28-D, bhAMgavADI, kAlabAdevI roDa, Phone: 25640810 muMbaI 4OOOOR [Phone: 22016656 Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates Thanks & Our Request This shastra has been kindly donated by Anuj, Anant, Anjana, Binit, Chandri, Darsha, Dilip, Hetal, Kunj, Milap, Satej, Sheetal & Shital from the Friday Swadhyaay Group, London Mandir who have paid for it to be "electronised" and made available on the internet. Our request to you: 1) We have taken great care to ensure this electronic version of Swanubhuti-Darshan is a faithful copy of the paper version. However if you find any errors please inform us on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com so that we can make this beautiful work even more accurate. 2) Keep checking the version number of the on-line shastra so that if corrections have been made you can replace your copy with the corrected one. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates Version History Date Changes Version Number 001 23 Oct 2003 L First electronic version. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates parama pUjya zrI kAnajIsvAmI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates | | prakAzakIya nivedana | ama pAmarane prabhu banAvanAra, "tuM paramAtmA cho, tuM paramAtmA cho" nA mIThAM-madhurAM guMjAravamaya divyadhvanidAtA he parama kRpALu pUjya gurudeva! bharatakSetranA bhavya jIvo upara Apano anaMta anaMta aciMtya upakAra che. bhavachedaka vANI dvArA AtmadevanA bheTA karAvanAra he muktidUta! Apano A kALe asIma avarNanIya upakAra varte che. hajAronI mAnavamedanImAM garjatA he zUravIra kesarI siMha! Ape sanI khAtara sonagaDhanA ekAnta zAMta sthaLamAM nivAsa karyo ne anukrame sonagaDha bhAratavarSanuM eka anupama "adhyAtmatIrtha' banI gayuM. sonAmAM sugaMdha bhaLe tema bhAvi gaNadhara-zratadhara prazamamUrti bhagavatI mAtAno kalpavRkSasama sat-samAgama amane saMprApta thayo te amArA ahobhAgya che. AvA mahAna jJAnavaibhavadhArI pavitra dharmAtmAnI caraNa upAsanA mahAbhAgye ja prApta thAya che. amArA pitAzrIne ratnaciMtAmaNi sama pUjya gurudevazrIno tema ja kalpavRkSanI zItaLachAyA sama pUjya bhagavatI mAtAno samAgama ghaNA kALa sudhI thayo hato. amArA bra. uSAbenane pUjya bahenazrInAM maMgala sAnnidhyamAM niraMtara rahIne teozrInAM dainika jIvanamAM vaNAI javAno tema ja bhaktibhAve teozrInI sevA karavAno durlabha lAbha varSo sudhI maLyo hato. pUjya bahenazrInI amArA kuTuMba uparanI asIma anaMta kRpAnuM varNana zuM karIe? pUjya gurudevazrI pharamAvatAM hatAM ke "benanuM jeTaluM karo teTaluM ochuM che. A bhAvanAthI prerAIne tema ja pUjya bahenazrInI atIndriya AnaMdamaya nirmaLa pariNatimAMthI vahelAM jJAnagaMgAnA amRta-jharaNAno lAbha bhavya jIvone maLe te hetuthI A amRtavANInuM prakAzana karavAnI amArI bhAvanA hatI je Aje sAkAra thAya che ane tethI amo aMtaramAM harSa anubhavIe chIe. ghaNA varSo sudhI rAtre mAtra bahenonI mahilA sabhAmAM pUjya bahenazrInA zAstravAMcana dvArA divyavANIno lAbha bahenone prApta thayo hato. paraMtu pUjya gurudevazrIno, viyoga thatAM, pUjya bahenazrIne pasaMda na hovAM chatAM mumukSuonI AgrahabharI vinaMtIvaza, teozrInI tattvacarcAno lAbha mumukSu bhAIone paNa prApta thayo. jinAgamanA rahasyone svAnubhUtiyukta vANIthI sugama zailImAM samajAvIne bhaktone nyAla karI dIdhAM. jenA zabda-zabdamAM anubhavarasa nItarI rahyo che, jemAM divya maMtro guMjI rahyAM che te adhyAtma-amRta-saritAnuM pAna bhavya jIvoe khobA bharI bharIne karyuM ne bhavabhavanI tarasa chIpAvI. amArA pUjya pitAzrInI jJAnapracAranI bhAvanA nimitte vikrama 2006mAM pUjya gurudevazrInAM zuddhAtmatattvarasapUrNa pravacanonuM saMkalana tathA sau prathamavAra pUjya bahenazrInA zrImukhethI vahelA svAnubhUtiyukta keTalAMka vacanAmRto "pravacana sAgaranAM motI' nAme prakAzita thayela. pUjya bahenazrInI samyatvajayaMtI ujavavAnI amArA pUjya mAtuzrInI ati tIvra bhAvanA hatI tethI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [4] pUjya bahenazrInI "pa7"mI samyakatvajayaMtI pUjya bahenazrInA maMgala sAnnidhyamAM ujavavAno amone apUrva lAbha maLelo. te amAruM mahAna sadbhAgya hatuM dhanya te divasa ! dhanya te kALa! pUjya gurudevazrInI pAvanakArI maMgalamaya upasthitimAM pUjya bahenazrInI 63mI janmajayaMtI prasaMge gujarAtI AtmadharmanA saMpAdaka dvArA gujarAtI AtmadharmamAM pUjya bahenazrInAM 63 vacanAmRtonuM saMkalana zrI di. jaina svA. maMdira TrasTe sau prathamavAra prakAzita karyuM ane tyArabAda 64mI janmajayaMti prasaMge "bahenazrInAM vacanAmRta" pustaka zrI di. jaina svA. maMdira TrasTa taraphathI prakAzita thayeluM. tyArabAda pUjya gurudevazrInI anupasthitimAM paNa zrI di. jaina svAdhyAya maMdira TrasTa taraphathI (1) pUjya bahenazrInI 75mI janmajayaMtI prasaMge abhinaMdana-graMtha, (2) bahenazrInI sAdhanA ane vANI (3) bahenazrIno jJAnavaibhava tema ja zrI vItarAga sat sAhitya prasAraka TrasTa, bhAvanagara dvArA "guru-guNa-saMbhAraNAM" pustaka prakAzita thatAM rahyA che. tevI rIte ame paNa pUjya bahenazrInI bhavasaMtati-chedaka, svAnubhUtiyukta divyavANInuM, bhavya jIvo amRtapAna kare ane zuddhAtmaci saMpanna banI sAdhanA-ArAdhanA paMthanA pathika bane te hetuthI A "svAnubhUti-darzana' pustaka ke jemAM viDiyo tathA oDiyo TepamAM saMgrahita yela pUjya bahenazrInI tatvacarcA che te prakAzita karIe chIe. AmAM pUjya bahenazrInI parokSa preraNAe ja baLa ApyuM che. puruSArthapreraNAmUrti, adhyAtmamArgapraNetA pUjya gurudevazrI tema ja svAtmAnubhUtipariNata pUjya bahenazrInA punita pratApe A graMthanuM bhagIratha kArya thaI zakyuM che. pUjya bahenazrInI dhIra-gaMbhIra ne mokSamArgano prakAza karanArI vANI lipibaddha thAya tevI ghaNA mumukSuonI ne amArI aMtaranI utkRSTa bhAvanA hatI je Aje sAkAra thAya che. zrI jinavANI ane pUjya bahenazrI pratyenI bhaktithI prerAIne AtmArthI prANalAlabhAI kAmadAre A graMthanuM ullAsapUrvaka saMkalana karyuM che tathA keTalAka AtmArthI mumukSu bhAIoe tema ja pUjya bahenazrInA sAnnidhyamAM rahetAM keTalAka brahmacArI bahenoe A kAryamAM prazaMsanIya sahakAra Apyo che te badala temano AbhAra mAnIe chIe. A graMthanA prakAzanamAM je je dAtAoe Arthika sahayoga Apyo che temano salkaya AbhAra mAnIe chIe, A pustakanuM suMdara mudraNa kAma karI ApavA badala smRti ophaseTano, raMgIna chApakAma mATe Kings of Kingno tathA komyuTara TAIpa seTiMga mATe arihaMta kapyuTara grAphiksano AbhAra mAnavAmAM Ave che. karuNAsAgara dharmAtmAnA upadezane grahaNa karIne ApaNe sau bhAvinA bhagavAna ane bhAvi gaNadharanAM maMgala AziSa vaDe Atmahita sAdhIe e maMgala bhAvanA - prakAzaka Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates saMpAdakIya nivedana adhyAtmayugaRSTA parama upakArI pUjya gurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmIe bhagavAna mahAvIrasvAmInA zAsanamAM Azare be hajAra varSa pUrve thaI gayelAM mahA samartha AcArya zrI kuMdakuMdAcAryadava tathA anya AcAryo-munio dvArA viracita paramAgamomAM rahelAM adhyAtmanA parama gUDha rahasyone kholIne ghaNA kALathI luNavat mokSamArgane punaH prakAzita karyo ane paMcamakALamAM tIrthakaratulya kArya karIne caturthakALa vartAvyo 44-45 varSa sudhI jinavANInA amRtadhodha vahAvIne bhAratanA bhavya jIvo upara mahAna-mahAna upakAra karyo che. AvA mahAna upakArI guno viraha asahya hato. pUjya gurudevazrInAM parama bhakta svAnubhUtivibhUSita prazamamUrti pUjya bahenazrI caMpAbahena A guruvirahakALamAM bhoktonA parama AdhArastaMbha banyA hatA. teozrIe pUjya gurudevazrInA upadezanuM hArda samajIne bhavAMtanA kAraNarUpa bhagavatI anubhUti prApta karI hatI A pustakamAM teozrIne jijJAsuoe pUchelA praznonuM ane teozrI dvArA karAyelA tenA samAdhAnanuM saMkalana karavAmAM AvyuM che. pUjya bahenazrI caMpAbahena ati gaMbhIra, zAMta-vairAgya mudrA dhArI, alpabhASI, nirmAnI, bahAra paDavAnI bhAvanAthI dUra rahevAvALA hatA. pUjya gurudevazrI to temanI svAnubhUtinI prazaMsA karatAM thAkatAM na hatAM. aneka prakAranI prazaMsAnA uddagAro sahajapaNe sarI paDatA hatA, jeno hetu mumukSu jagata temane oLakhe ne lAbha le te hato. pUjya bahenazrInI bhavAtApavinAzaka vANIno lAbha AtmArthI jIvone maLyo tathA mumukSuonA mahAbhAgye TepamAM saMgrahita thayo, jenA phaLasvarUpe prastuta pustaka bahAra AvyuM che. jainadarzananA rahasyo ghaNA UMDA tema ja anubhavagamya hovAthI anubhavI AtmajJAnInA pratyakSa mArgadarzananuM mUlya koI viziSTa prakAranuM hoya che. jyAM sudhI AtmAnI pratyakSa prApti na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmArthI jIvone aneka prakAranA prazno UThe che ane tyAre pratyakSa jJAnInuM mArgadarzana-samAdhAna tene AtmA tarapha dore che. pUjya bahenazrInI bhAvanA to ekAMtamAM rahIne niraMtara potAnI sAdhanA sAdhavAnI hatI, tema chatAM pUjya gurudevazrIno viyoga thatAM mumukSuonI muMjhavaNabharI paristhiti jotAM, nAdurasta tabiyata hovA chatAM jijJAsu dvArA pUchavAmAM AvelAM tAttvika praznonuM samAdhAna karuNAvaza sAdI mUdu bhASAmAM karyuM. koI alpa-abhyAsI hoya to te paNa badhA paDakhAo spaSTa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [6] rIte samajI zake tevI rIte teozrI samAdhAna karAvatAM hatAM. svAnubhUtinI prApti arthe ja teozrInuM saghaLuM mArgadarzana hatuM jethI A pustakanuM nAma "svAnubhUtidarzana' rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che ane prazna-samAdhAnanI prakriyAnuM rUDhigata nAma "carcA' hovAthI bahenazrInI tattvacarcA" e nAmathI oLakhAvavAmAM AvyuM che. jIvane svarUpa-prAptinI jijJAsA kema utpanna thAya, ruci kema thAya, laganI kema lAge, UMDapa kema Ave, daDhatA kema vadhe, kAryasAdhakatAnI kALajI kema vadhe, kArya pUrNa thayA vagara cena na paDavuM joIe, jJAna zuM kArya kare, zraddhA kevI rIte grahaNa kare, cAritra zuM kriyA kare, vIrya kema pheravAya, jJAnI-ajJAnInI pariNatino zuM taphAvata che, kramabaddha ane puruSArthano kaI rIte sumeLa che, jJAna-vairAgyanI saMdhi kevI hoya, bhedajJAna kema karAya-konAthI karAya, svarUpa-mahimA kema Ave, rAgathI virakti kema thAya vagere tathA svachaMdatA na thAya, pramAda na thAya, khoTI rIte saMtoSa na thAya, thoDAM kAryane ghaNuM na manAya, kSayopazama, maMda kaSAya ke bAhyakriyAmAM koI prakAre adhikatA na bhAse vagere aneka bhAvone ghaNI spaSTa rIte A pustakamAM samajAvavAmAM AvyA che. upAdAnanimitta, kartA-karmapaNuM akartApaNuM, zaya-jJAyakapaNuM, sva-paraprakAzakapaNuM ItyAdi aneka viSayonI sArI rIte chaNAvaTa thavAthI jijJAsu-mumukSuone eka vizada mArgadarzana sAMpaDayuM che, je puruSArtha upADavAmAM apratima baLadAyaka ne preraNArUpa banI raheze. TuMkamAM kahIe to, pUjya bahenazrI dvArA thayelAM A samAdhAnamAM teozrIno anubhavarasa nItare che ne huM jJAyaka chuM-jJAyaka chuM evo sumadhura nAda mumukSuone jAgRta kare che. aneka mumukSuonI mAgaNI hovAthI tema ja pUjya gurudevazrInA bhakta evA samasta mumukSuo pUjya bahenazrInI amRtamaya maMgalakArI vANIno lAbha laI zake te hetuthI A pustaka prasiddha karavAmAM Ave che. anAdinA ajANyA AtmapaMthe javAvALA mumukSu-vaTemArgune dizAdarzaka ne puruSArthapreraka evuM A pustaka eka prakhara anubhavI bhomiyA jevuM kAma karaze. mATe A tattvacarcAnA pustakane mahAlAbhakArI samajIne tenuM UMDuM svalakSI adhyayana karavAyogya che. A "svAnubhUtidarzana' graMthanA prAraMbhathI laIne pUrNa thavAmAM mULa preraNAstrota pUjya sadgurudevazrI kAnajIsvAmI che, jemane huM anaMta-anaMta vaMdana karuM chuM. prazamamUrti pUjya bahenazrI caMpAbahenano paNa parama-parama upakAra che. teozrInAM maMgala AziSathI ja A kArya saMpanna thayuM che. jJAnInI Tepa-vANIne lipibaddha karavAnuM kArya ati kaThaNa hoya che. kAraNa ke Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [7] jJAnInA Azayane yathAvat jALavI rAkhIne te kArya karavAnuM hoya che. chatAM, pUjya bahenazrInAM sAnnidhyamAM varSothI rahetAM keTalAka brahmacArI bahenonA sahakArathI tema ja pUjya gurudevazrI tathA pUjya bahenazrInA satsaMgamAM varSothI rahetAM keTalAka abhyAsI mumukSu bhAIonA athAga prayatnathI A kArya saphaLatApUrvaka thayuM che. A graMthanA prakAzaka zrI jagajIvana bAvacaMda dozInA suputrI bra. uSAbena pUjya bahenazrInI sevAmAM aharniza rahetA hatA ne tattvacarcA daramyAna kALajIpUrvaka oDiyoviDiyo keseTamAM tene saMgrahita karI letAM hatAM ane tenA uparathI A saMkalana zakya banyuM che. pUjya bahenazrInA aMtevAsI keTalAka brahmacArI bahenoe TepamAMthI tattvacarcAne akSaraza:lipibaddha karI Apela ane purI kALajIthI tapAsI Apela. tyArabAda abhyAsI mumukSubhAIoe pUjya bahenazrIno Azaya jaLavAI rahe te rIte samagra lakhANa vyavasthita rIte taiyAra karI Apela. A rIte AvA mahAna kAryamAM saMpUrNa sahakAra ApavA badala te sarveno AbhArI chuM. A kAryamAM sAtha ApanAra sarve mumukSu bhAI-baheno pUjya gurudevazrInA tema ja pUjya bahenazrInA ghaNA lAMbA samayathI paricayamAM AvelA che. pUjya bahenazrInI tattvacarcAno paNa te sarvee pratyakSa lAbha lIdhela che, jethI A saMkalana karavAmAM pUjya bahenazrInA bhAvo jaLavAI rahyAM che. teo saue A kArya mAtra deva-zAstra-guru pratyenI bhaktithI prerAIne karyuM che. pUjya gurudevazrIe " bahenazrInAM vacanAmRta" pustakano keTa-keTalo mahimA karyo to te ApaNe sarve mumukSuo sArI rIte jANIe chIe. A " svAnubhUtidarzana pustaka paNa teozrInI ja Tepa-vANImAM akSarazaH utArIne pUjya bahenazrInA bhAvo jALavI rAkhIne thayeluM saMkalana che. A pustaka AtmArthI jIvone uThatAM seMkaDo praznonA samAdhAnarUpa che. tethI AtmahitanI dRSTie A pustakanuM potAne keTaluM mahattva hovuM joIe te pUjya gurudevazrIthI prAsa mArgadarzana anusA2 vAMcake samajavAnuM rahe che. A graMthanuM saMkalana karavAnuM ati pavitra kArya karavAno lAbha mane maLyo te mAruM ahobhAgya samajuM chuM. A kAryamAM mArI alpamatinA kAraNe vA pramAdavaza je koI truTI rahI hoya tenI namrabhAve kSamA yAcuM chuM aMtamAM, pUjya gurudevazrI tathA pUjya bahenazrInA caraNakamaLamAM vinamrabhAve namana karIne sarva jIvo svAnubhUti prApta karI mokSamArga sAdhI siddhapadane pAmo e ja bhAvanA..... - saMkalanakA2 Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pUjya bahenazrInA nityakramanI prArthanAnA bhaktipado sukhadhAma anaMta susaMta cahI, dinarAtra rahe tadhyAna mahI; prazAMti anaMta sudhAmaya je, praNamuM pada te varate jaya te. kAyAnI visArI mAyA, svarUpe samAyA evA, nigraMthano paMtha bhava aMtano upAya che. saMgatyAgI aMgatyAgI, vacanataraMgatyAgI, manatyAgI, buddhityAgI, ApA zuddha kIno hai. pAvana madhura adabhUta aho ! gurUdanathI amRta jharyA, zravaNo maLyAM sadbhAgyathI nitye aho! cidrasa bharyAM. gurudeva tAraNahArathI AtmArthI bhavasAgara taryA, guNamUrtinA guNagaNataNAM smaraNo AEyamAM ramI rahyAM, dravya sakaLanI svataMtratA jaga mAMhi gajAvanahArA vIrakathita svAtmAnubhUtino paMtha prakAzanahArA gurujI janma tamAro re jagatane AnaMda karanAro. svarNapure dharmAyatano sau guruguNakIrtana gAtAM; sthaLa-sthaLamAM "bhagavAna Atma'nA bhaNakArA saMbhaLAtAM, -kaNa kaNa puruSAratha prere gurujI Atma ajavALe * * huM eka, zuddha, sadA arUpI, jJAnadarzanamaya khare; kaMI anya te mAruM jarI, paramANumAtra nathI are. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pUjya bahenazrI caMpAbahaeNna Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates OM zrI paramAtmane nmH| svAnubhUtidarzana * bahenazrInI tattvacarcA prazna:- pUjya gurudevanA vacanAmRtamAM 'OM sahaja cidAnaMda ' Ave che, to temAM zuM kahevuM che ? samAdhAnaH- OM e bhagavAnanI vANI che. OM dhvani nirakSI hoya che. jinavANIno gurudevane bahu prema hato eTale temane "OM sahaja cidAnaMda " ema AvatuM sahaja cisvarUpa AnaMdasvarUpa AtmA che. sahaja cidAnaMda evA AtmAne tuM oLakha. te zenAthI oLakhAya ? A thI oLakhAya che-bhagavAnanI vANIthI AtmA oLakhAya che. gurudevane no bhAsa paNa thayo hato. mumukSuH- sahaja cidAnaMda AtmA OMkAra dhvani dvArA oLakhAya che? bahenazrI:- AtmA sahaja cidAnaMda che te kAra dhvani dvArA oLakhAya che. bhagavAna AtmA sahaja cidAnaMda che tene bhagavAnanI vANI oLakhAve che. evo upAdAna-nimittano saMbaMdha che. OM ne oLakhe te AtmAne oLakhe. OMkAra dvArA badhuM oLakhAya che. anAdikALathI jIva paribhramaNa kare che. temAM bhagavAna sAkSAt maLe, bhagavAnanI vANI maLe athavA gurunI vANI maLe tyAre AtmAne oLakhe. Avo upAdAna-nimittano saMbaMdha che arthAt evo vANI sAthe nimitta-naimittika saMbaMdha che. gurudevane jinavANIno koI judI ja jAtano prema hato. temane aMdarathI sahaja zrutano prema hato. mumukSu-gurudeva pUrve sAMbhaLIne AvyA hatA ne ? bahenazrI:- hA, pote pUrve sAMbhaLIne AvyA hatA. eka abhIkSNa jJAna upayoga (zAstramAM) Ave che, evuM zrutanuM jJAna gurudevane aMtaramAMthI AvatuM hatuM. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 2] temane jinavANInuM eTaluM bahumAna hatuM ke vANIno artha karatAM thAkatA ja na hatA, zAstronA artha teozrInI vANImAM ekadhArAe nIkaLyA karatA hatA. vyAkhyAna Ape tyAre eka zabdamAM AkhuM brahmAMDa khaDuM karatA hatA. OMkAranuM bahumAna saheje hatuM jinavara te jIva ane jIva te jinavara ema vAre vAre saheje temanA hRdayamAMthI AvatuM hatuM. temanuM dravya ja evuM hatuM eTale saheje AvuM AvatuM hatuM. teo badhAne 'OMOM' lakhI detA. koIne 'OMOM sahaja cidAnaMda' paNa lakhI detA. 1. prazna:- tIrthaMkaranI sabhAmAM lAkho-karoDo jIva hoya paNa temAM tIrthaMkarano jIva to koIka ja hoya ne ? samAdhAnaH- samavasaraNa-sabhAmAM tIrthaMkarano jIva to koIka hoya, badhA zrotA tIrthaMkarano jIva thoDA hoya ? haMmezAM tIrthaMkara bhagavAna to amuka ja thAya. zrotA ghaNA hoya, paNa temAM tIrthaMkara thanArA koI koI hoya. tIrthaMkarano jIva aNamUluM dravya che. teo mArga prakAzanArA che. temanI vANI dvArA lAkho-karoDo jIvo mArga pAme che. jagatamAM sarvotkRSTa hoya to tIrthaMkara bhagavAna ja che. evA sarvotkRSTa jIva koIka ja hoya ne? indra paNa devaloka choDIne bhagavAnanA caraNamAM Ave che ane mahimA kare che ke amane puNyanI mahimA nathI, tamArI mahimA che. bhagavAna to puNya ane pavitratA-baMnemAM sarvotkRSTa che. temanI AgaLa badhuM jhAkhuM che. AkhA lokanI aMdara sarvotkRSTa hoya to tIrthaMkara bhagavAna che, mATe evA dravya thoDA hoya che. temanI vANI evI hoya che ke te sAMbhaLatAM keTalAya jIvo mArga pAmI jAya. temanA atizayo judA hoya che, temanA darzanamAtrathI jIvonA bhAva palaTAI jAya che. gautamasvAmIe mAnastaMbha dekhyo temanuM mAna gaLI gayuM bhagavAnanI atizayatA cAre bAju patharAyelI hoya che. mAna gaLyuM temAM mAnastaMbha kAraNa nathI, bhagavAna kAraNa che. bhagavAnano atizaya cAre bAju hoya che. A mAnastaMbha Avo che to bhagavAna kevA haze! ema Azcarya thatAM ja tyAM ne tyAM mAna gaLI gayuM ne badhA Agraho chUTI gayA. prathama aMdaramAM eTalA Agraha hatA ke mArA jevuM koI nathI, huM to sarvajJa chuM-eTaluM aMdara abhimAna hatuM paNa mAnastaMbha dekhIne ekdama mAna gaLI gayuM ne tyAMthI pAtratA zarU thaI gaI. bhagavAnanA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [3 atizaya koI judA ja hoya che. temanI vANI Adi badhuM juduM hoya che ane te jIvone saheje palaTavAnuM kAraNa bane che. jo upAdAna taiyAra hoya to pariNatino saheje palaTo thaI jAya che. gautamasvAmI samavasaraNamAM AgaLa jAya che tyAM samyagdarzana, munidazA, badhI labdhio ane avadhi-mana:paryayajJAna pragaTe che. ekadama aMdaramAM palaTo thaI jAya che ane bhagavAnanI vANI chUTe che. aMdara pAtratAnI taiyArI hoya to bhagavAna atizaya prabaLa nimitta bane che. mahAbhAgya gurudevabharatakSetramAM janmyA. atyAre temanA jevo namUno koI dekhavAmAM Avato nathI. temanI vANI Adi badhuM juduM hatuM emanA darzana mAtrathI jIvo UchaLI jatA hatA, ane A judA puruSa che evuM thaI jatuM hatuM 2. prazna- vikalpamAM tattvanA vicAro to ghaNA cAlyA kare che paNa tattvanirNaya sudhI pahocAtuM nathI, vikalpamAM tattvanA vicAro sivAya lAbuM kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. to zuM karavuM joIe? samAdhAnaH- potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatA che eTale AgaLa jaI zakato nathI. tattvano abhyAsa che eTale tenA vicAro karyA kare; paNa A jJAyaka te ja huM chuM ema tene (UMDANathI) grahaNa karIne jJAyakanI zraddhA karato nathI. zraddhAnA baLathI huM jJAyaka chuM tevo bhedajJAnano abhyAsa bolavA rUpe nahi paNa aMtaramAMthI karyA vagara AgaLa jaI zakAtuM nathI. dravyadRSTinA jorathI ne bhedajJAnanA abhyAsanA jorathI te AgaLa jaI zake che. tattvanA nirNaya pachI paNa zraddhAnuM baLa joradAra rAkhIne bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karyA karavo. te vagara AgaLa jaI zakAtuM nathI. mumukSu - sva-paranuM svarUpa buddhimAM barAbara besI jAya che, chatAM zuSkatA jevuM lAge che ane bhAvathI bhIMjAIne je AvavuM joIe te AvatuM nathI, to A sthitimAM zuM karavuM? te kRpA karIne samajAvazo. bahenazrI - potAnuM kAraNa pote pakaDavAnuM che. aMdarathI hadaya bhIMjavIne, AtmAnI mahimA lAvIne tattvanA nirNayane daDha karIne tema ja teno puruSArtha karIne pote ja AgaLa javAnuM che. je ekatvabuddhi thaI rahI che tene toDaye ja chUTako che. baMne sAmasAmuM che-ahIM svamAM ekatvabuddhi karavAnI che ane parathI chUTuM paDavAnuM che. jJAyaka nirALo che. te nirALAne nirALArUpe pariNamanamAM lAvavAno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 4] che. A karyA vagara chUTako nathI. dravya uparanI dRSTinA jorapUrvaka bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karavo, tenA vagara bIjo koI upAya nathI. Ama aMta2mAM pote potAnA hRdayane bhIMjavIne puruSArtha karavo, A eka ja upAya che. sva tarapha javuM hoya to A ja upAya che, bIjo koI upAya nathI, tevo nirNaya potAne Avavo joIe ane te nirNayanA baLe tevI jAtano puruSArtha pote kare to thAya. mumukSuH- nirNaya ema ja che ke jJAyakanA Azraya vinA samyagdarzana prAptino bIjo koI upAya nathI, paNa baLa AvatuM nathI, to zuM karavuM? bahenazrI:- aMdarano puruSArtha karyA vaga2, laganI lagADayA vagara chUTako ja nathI. anAdino bIjo abhyAsa che ane puruSArthanI maMdatA che eTale game tyAM kayAMka rokAyA karato ja hoya che. paNa bhedajJAnano vAraMvAra-vAraMvAra abhyAsa karyA ja kare te ja upAya che. mumukSuH- Apa kaho cho te vAta sAcI che ke jIva kayAMka rokAto hoya che, ane jyAM rokAya che teno khyAla paNa Ave che, paNa te vakhate kaI rIte juduM paDavuM ? bahenazrI:- jJAnathI nirNaya karyo, paNa aMdarathI hRdaya eTaluM bhIMjAyeluM hoya-potAne aMdarathI khaTaka lAge to chUTo paDe. aMdaramAMthI khaTaka lAgavI joIe tema ja jJAyakanI mahimA AvavI joIe, A vibhAga mAtra duHkharUpa che tevuM aMdara vedanamAM lAgavuM joIe; A vibhAva duHkharUpa che ne duHkhaphaLarUpa che tevI khaTaka lAge to tenAthI chUTo paDe. nirNaya pachI paNa tene potAne khaTaka lAgavI joIe to chUTo paDe. mAtra vicAra karyA kare ema nahi, paNa aMdarathI khaTaka lAgavI joIe. mumukSu- jyAM sudhI potAne prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI Ama ja karyA kare ? bahenazrI- potAne prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI dravya upara daSTi sthApI potAnI zraddhA joradAra karavAno prayatna karavo ane bhedajJAna karavuM. A eka ja mArga che. dravya-guNa-paryAyanuM svarUpa cAre bAjuthI samaje, cAre bAjuthI zAstranAM paDakhAM vicAryA kare. tattva vicAre ane pote svayaM aMtaramAM vicArI zAstramAM Ave che te pramANe nakkI kare. potAnI zraddhAnuM baLa pote lAvavuM joIe ke A huM jJAyaka chuM ane A huM nathI.-AvuM zraddhAmAM baLa lAvavuM, ekavAra vicAra kare ke Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] A huM chuM ne A huM nathI to kAMI na thAya. paNa te kAryamAM lAvavuM joIe, aMtara pariNatimAM lAvavuM joIe. upAya to A eka ja che. je koI siddha thayA che te bhedavijJAnathI thayA che. ane je koI nathI thayA te bhedavijJAnanA abhAvathI nathI thayA. bhedajJAna kayAM sudhI bhAvavuM? tenA be artha che. eka e ke jyAM sudhI A AtmA pote chUTo paDIne svarUpamAM sthira na thAya tyAM sudhI bhedajJAna bhAvavuM ane bIjo artha e che ke jyAM sudhI kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI bhedajJAna bhAvavuM. joke zarUAtamAM (bhedajJAnano) abhyAsa sahaja hoto nathI, to paNa abhyAsa karyA kare. samyagdarzana pAmyA pahelAM ane pachI paNa, kevaLajJAna prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI bhedajJAna bhAvyA karavuM dravyadaSTinuM jora-bhedajJAnanuM baLa-TheTha kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI sAthe rahe che. A eka ja upAya che. adhUrI dazA che eTale aNuvrata, paMcamahAvrata, deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA vagere evA zubhabhAvo tema ja samyagdarzananA ATha aMgarUpa vyavahArika bhAvo Ave che, te badhuM sAthe hoya che; paNa mokSano upAya to aMtaramAM eka samyagdarzananI sahajadhArA cAle te che. samyagdaSTine sahaja jJAtAdhArA cAle che ane te sahaja puruSArthathI cAle che. teNe sahaja mArga jANI lIdho che. anubhava pahelAM jijJAsune paNa abhyAsa to eka ja karavAno che, je mArga che te mArgano ja abhyAsa karavAno che. abhyAsa na thAya to vAraMvAra puruSArtha karavo; paNa mArga to eka ja che. bhedavijJAna kayAM sudhI bhAvavuM? ke AtmA AtmAmAM TharI na jAya tyAM sudhI dhArAvAhI bhAvavuM, ema samayasAramAM Ave che. 3. praznaH- jIva bahAranuM kAma game tevuM duSkara hoya to paNa karavAnI taiyArI batAve che. paraMtu ahIM pUjya gurdeva ane Apa ghaNuM batAvo cho paNa karato nathI. samAdhAna - guru kahe che ke A raste jA A dizA che tyAM jA. teo rasto batAve, paNa kAMI calAvI na de. gurudeve pIMkhI pIMkhIne badhuM batAvyuM che. jema nAnA bALakane batAve te rIte batAvyuM che. vibhAva-zubhabhAva vacce Ave temAM rokAIza nahi, aMdara sAdhakadazAnI paryAyo pragaTe temAM paNa rokAIza nahi ane aneka jAtanA jJAnanA bhedo Ave temAM paNa rokAIza nahi. Ama gurudeva aneka rIte samajAvatA hatA. eka zAzvata dravyane grahaNa karIne te raste javAthI tane zuddhatAnI paryAya pragaTa thaze ema kahIne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 6] [ svAnubhUtidarzana mArga dekhADatA hatA. ekalA jJAyaka dravyane pakaDaje, to tane jJAyaka bhagavAnamAM je bharyuM che te badhuM maLaze. temAM badhI nidhi bharI che te maLaze. ema pIMkhI pIMkhIne batAvatA hatA, paNa cAlavAnuM potAne che. gurudeve badhuM batAvI dIdhuM, paNa cAle koNa ? guru rasto batAve, moDhamAM koLiyo mUke paNa potAnI jIbha calAvI gaLe utAravAnuM potAne rahe che. arthAt potAne puruSArtha karavAno rahe che. AvuM dekhADanAra A paMcamakALamAM koNa maLe ? duniyAmAM badhA jIvo kayAMka ne kayAMka aTakelA hoya che. koIka ATaluM vAMce ne bhakti-tyAga-kriyA kare eTale dharma thaI gayo, vaLI koIka dhyAna kare ane ajavALAM dekhAya, ke bhagavAna dekhAya eTale dharma thaI gayo ema mAne che. Ama kayAMka te kayAMka bhramaNAmAM bhUlA paDayA che. gurudeve badhuM samajAvyuM che eTale koI mumukSune bhramaNA thavAno avakAza nathI. mAtra cAlavAnuM ja bAkI che, eTaluM badhuM gurudeve batAvyuM che. badhA u52thI dRSTi uThAvI eka caitanya upara daSTi kara, bhedajJAna pragaTa kara. svAnubhUti pragaTa karI temAM ja tRSTi pAma to temAMthI ja AnaMdano sAgara UchaLaze. zAMtino sAga2, jJAnano sAgara temAM bharyo che ane temAMthI ja zAMti-jJAna UchaLaze. temAM ja vAraMvAra dRSTi, jJAna ane lInatA karavAthI temAMthI ja pUrNatAnI prApti thaze. 4. prazna:- nAstibhAve nirNaya barAbara thAya che. paNa astibhAve pakaDAtuM nathI ke huM gAyaka AtmA ja chuM? samAdhAnaH- pahelAM AtmA dekhAto nathI eTale asti grahaNa thatI nathI ne rAgAdi badhuM karavA jevuM nathI ema thAya che, kema ke rAgAdi duHkharUpa lAge che, to paNa AtmA sva lakSaNathI oLakhAya che. jANanAro che te ja huM chuM ema pote vicAra karIne ne UMDo UtarIne sUkSma upayoga kare to potAnI asti grahaNa thAya che. pote potAne bhUlI gayo che, paNa pote ja che. bIjo nathI. badhA bhAvo cAlyA gayA, paNa pote jANanAro to ema ne ema zAzvata rahe che. gayA kALamAM je vikalpo thayA tene pote yAda karI zake che, paNa pote to ema ne ema ja rahe che. mATe jANanAranuM jevuM che tevuM astitva grahaNa karavA mAge to karI zake che. pote aMdara UMDo UtarIne je A jANanAro zAyaka che-te ja huM chuM ema tenA upara jora lAvI zake che. ema jJAyaka upara jora lAvI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [7 bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] nirNaya kare, to yathArtha pratIti karI zake che. pote vicArIne ane aMtaramAMthI nakkI karIne jora lAve ke A jANanAra huM chuM, A rAgAdi huM nathI, to pote potAne oLakhI zake che. pa. prazna- AtmAne oLakhavAno abhyAsa kevI rIte karavo ? zuM bahAranAM kAma choDI devAM? samAdhAnaH- pote aMdarathI khaTaka rAkhIne vAMcana karavAno TAIma gotI levo. kAma evAM na hovAM joIe ke potAne vicAra-vAMcanamAM Dakhala thAya. eTalAM badhAM kAma na hoya ke vAMcavAno ke vicAravAno TAIma na maLe. jo tevuM hoya to pote kAmane ocho karIne nivRtti maLe evuM karavuM joIe. keTalAMka kAma choDavAM joIe, paNa keTalAM chUTe te potAnI zakti pramANe che. potAne nivRtti maLe, vAMcanavicArano TAIma maLe evI jAtanAM maryAdita kAma hoya. gRhasthAzramamAM amuka prakAranAM kAma to hoya che, paNa potAne nivRtti mATe TAIma ja na maLe ane bojo vadhI jAya tevuM na hoya. kAma choDavA ke na choDavAM te to potAnI ruci upara che. bAkI gRhasthAzramamAM potAne vAMcana-vicArano TAIma maLe eTaluM to hovuM joIe. 6. prazna:- rAgamAM sahaja ekAkAra thaI javAya che tenAthI judo paDavAno abhyAsa kevI rIte karavo joIe te samajAvavA kRpA karazojI. samAdhAna - rAgamAM ekatvabuddhi che te ja kSaNe tene vicAra Avavo joIe ke A rAga te huM nathI, huM to jANanAro chuM. rAga kAMI mAruM svarUpa nathI. je rAgavibhAvabhAvo che te AkuLatArUpa che, temAM kAMI zAMti dekhAtI nathI, AkuLatAthI judo rahenAro je zAMtasvarUpa che, temAM rAganI AkuLatA nathI. evI ja rIte khAtAM, pItAM ke game te kAryo vakhate tene vicAra Avavo joIe ke A zarIra juduM, A khAvuM juduM, A AhAra judo ne A peTa juduM che te vakhate A vastu sArI che ne A vastu kharAba che tevo rAga Ave che te badhI kalpanA che. te to pudgalanA paryAyo che ane temAM rAga Ave che te rAgathI paNa huM judo jANanAro chuM A khorAka paDe te peTamAM paDe che, mArA zAyakamAM te paDato nathI, huM jANanAro tenAthI judo chuM tema vAraMvAra vicAra kare. aMtaramAM tene te jAtanuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana besavuM joIe ke rAga Ave te kAMI mAruM svarUpa nathI. potAnI maMdatAne laIne rAga Ave che chatAM vibhAvanI pariNatithI huM chUTo chuM huM siddhabhagavAna jevo AtmA chuM kharekhara vibhAva e vastunuM mULa svarUpa hoya nahi ane je svarUpa hoya te vibhAvarUpe na hoya, vibhAva to duHkhadAyaka che ne huM to nirmaLa svabhAva chuM, huM to judo chuM. Ama aneka rIte vicAre. rAga Ave te kSaNe ja huM judo chuM, vItarAga svabhAva chuM. rAganI AkuLatA te mAruM svarUpa nathI. huM to zAMtasvarUpa chuM, vItarAga svarUpe chuM. huM jANanAro jJAyaka che. A rAganI vikRti te mAruM svarUpa ja nathI. mumukSu-rAgathI bheda pADavAmAM muzkelI to dekhAya che. rAga vakhate rAgathI nirALo jANanAro te huM chuM e agharuM to paDe che, chatAM ApanA samajAvyA pachI eTalo khyAla Ave che ke savikalpadazAmAM hajuM ghaNuM karavAnuM rahI jAya che. bahenazrI:- jene sahaja hoya tene vicAra karavo paDato nathI. A to je abhyAsa kare che tenI vAta che. kevI rIte karavuM te kharekhara to potAne vicAravAnuM che. gurudeve ghaNuM samajAvyuM che. chatAM A rIte abhyAsa kare to vikalpathI chUTo paDavAno prasaMga Ave che. nakkI karyuM hoya ke zarIra to jaDa che, huM judo chuM; paNa zarIramAM kAMIka roga Ave ke khAvA-pIvAnI kriyA thatI hoya te vakhate huM judo chuM, ane A jaDa che tevuM bhAsana kayAM thAya che? tenI pariNati to ekatva karI rahI che. rAganI pariNati thAya tenAthI huM judo chuM evuM tene prayatnamAM AvavuM joIe. to tene vikalpa chUTavAno prasaMga Ave. te AkuLatA na kare paNa zAMti rAkhe ke huM judo te judo ja chuM. A vikalpa kayAre tUTe? vikalpa kayAre tUTe? ema vikalpanI pAchaLa AkuLatA na karatAM chUTA paDavAno puruSArtha karavo. huM judo chuM ane judA thavuM e ja muktino mArga che. judA paDavAno prayAsaabhyAsa karavo joIe. tenI mUMjhavaNa, AkuLatA ke utAvaLa karavAthI paNa vikalpa tUTato nathI. mumukSu-savikalpadazAmAM paNa bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karavAthI pariNati saheje chUTI paDI jAya te samajAtuM nahotuM. Ape Aje ghaNo sAro khulAso karyo. bahenazrI - ghaNIvAra kahevAya che ke bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kara, pariNati Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [9 aMdarathI palaTAva. tuM abhyAsa kara kemake jIve anaMtakALamAM ghaNAM vikalpAtmaka dhyAna karyA che. azubha chUTIne zubha vikalpa evA maMda thaI jAya ke tene ema lAge ke vikalpa ja nathI. paraMtu bhedajJAnanA abhyAsa vagara ekadama nirvikalpa thavuM muzkela paDe che. bahArathI game teTalAM dhyAna kare, to paNa vikalpa tUTato nathI. ekatvabuddhi hoya ane upara-uparathI dhyAna kare to ekatva ema ne ema UbhuM rahe ane vikalpa maMda paDe eTale mane zAMti maLI ema thAya; paNa e to maMda kaSAya che. paNa vikalpa pakaDavAnI sUkSmatA na hoya tene AvuM thaI jAya. paNa jo bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kare ke huM jJAyaka chuM, A badhuM mArAthI juduM che to tene sAcuM AvavAno prasaMga bane che. nahi to bhUla thaI jAya, arthAt bhramaNA thaI jAya che. 7. prazna- zuM potAnuM astitva yathArthapaNe grahaNa thAya to ja tene dravya-guNa-paryAyanuM sAcuM jJAna thAya ? tathA "sata cidAnaMda "mAM "sata " pahelAM kema lIdhuM che? samAdhAna- huM AtmA dhruva zAzvata kyAtIvALI (sat ) eka vastu chuM ema jJAnamAM pahelAM nakkI thavuM joIe. temAM eka astitvaguNa nahi paNa jJAnaAnaMdAdi anaMtaguNothI bharelo Akho padArtha chuM. huM eka yAtavALI vastu chuM eTale caitanyarUpe mAruM astitva che. jaDarUpe mAruM astitva nathI. Ama pahelAM grahaNa kare ke mArI hayAtI che; pachI te padArtha kevo che? to kahe che ke jJAna-AnaMdAdi anaMtaguNothI bharelo che. jJAna-AnaMdathI bharapUra mAruM astitva che. temAM jJAnarUpe, AnaMdarUpe ema anaMtaguNarUpe mAruM astitva bheguM AvI jAya. Ama jagatamAM badhI vastu sat che. AtmAnI kyAtI ja na hoya to jJAna-AnaMdAdi badhA guNo zemAM hoya? jo vastunI hayAtI hoya to temAM guNo hoya paNa jenI hayAtI ja nathI temAM guNo kevI rIte hoya? jo zAzvata vastu ja nathI to jJAna ane AnaMda raheze zemAM? vedanA thAze zemAM? anaMtakALa gayo, anaMta janma-maraNa karyA paNa jJAyakanuM astitva jJAyakarUpe ja rahyuM che. te nigoda-narakamAM gayo-game te kSetramAM rahyo ane game tevA upasarga-parISahu AvyA, paNa cetananuM astitva cetanarUpe rahyuM che, teno nAza thato nathI. jJAyakanI jJAyakarUpe hayAtI kayAreya chUTatI nathI. nAza pAmatI nathI te teno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 10 ] bhAva che. Ama astitvano mahimA che. ane te grahaNa thatAM dravya-guNa-paryAya badhAMnuM jJAna sAthe thaI jAya che. mumukSuH- padArthamAM jJAna ane AnaMda kahetAM temAM bhAva dekhAya che paNa sat kahetAM temAM kAMI bhAva dekhAto nathI ? bahenazrI:- AnaMdamAM vedana ane jJAnamAM jANavAno guNa (svabhAva) che eTale teo bhAvathI bharelA dekhAya ema astitva paNa lUkhuM ane khAlI nathI, jJAna-AnaMdAdi anaMtaguNothI bhareluM astitva che. jema agnimAM uSNatA guNa che ane pANImAM zItaLatA guNa che to tenA guNothI bIjAne pakaDAya che tema AtmA jJAyaka svarUpa che. jJAyakanuM astitva dharAve te AtmA che ane je jANatuM nathI te jaDa che. Ama baMne (potapotAnA ) guNathI pakaDAya che. (grahaNa thAya che.) 8. prazna:- AtmAnuM svarUpa bolavAmAM jeTaluM sahaja dekhAya che eTaluM sahaja amane prApta thAya kharUM? samAdhAnaH- svabhAva sahaja che, paNa anAdino vibhAvamAM paDelo che eTale sahaja dekhAtuM nathI. tenA jJAna, AnaMda, astitva, vastutva Adi badhA guNo anAdianaMta sahaja che, tema ja vastu pote paNa sahaja che, koIe banAvI nathI. je svabhAva hoya te sahaja hoya, tathA potAnA svabhAvamAM javuM te paNa sahaja che; paNa 525dArthane potAnA karavA te azakya che. jaDa ane cetana potAnuM kArya juduMjuduM karyA kare che. jaDa potAnuM thatuM nathI. kyAMthI thAya? kemake jaDa ane caitanya baMne judAM che ne judAM hoya te eka kyAMthI thAya? Ama jaDa potAnuM thatuM nathI. paNa caitanyane-potAne grahaNa karIne potArUpa thavuM te sahaja che. potAnA svabhAvarUpe pariNamavuM te sahaja che. jema pANI zItaLa che tene zItaLatArUpe pariNamavuM te sahaja che. pANI agninA nimitte garama thayuM, paNa tene zItaLa thavuM sahaja che kAraNa ke te pANIno svabhAva hovAthI agnithI chUTuM paDe eTale zItaLa thaI ja jAya che. paNa pANIne ema ne ema garama rAkhyA karavuM te azakya che. tema anaMtakALa gayo to paNa jIva zarIrarUpe thayo nathI, te rUpe thavuM azakya che kAraNa ke 525dArtha che tenI sAthe rahe to paNa jaDarUpa thAya nahi. AtmA potA tarapha vaLe, jJAyakane grahaNa kare to thoDA ja kALamAM svAnubhUti Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 11 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] ane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya che, kAraNa ke te potAno svabhAva che. tene mATe anaMtakALa joIto nathI. parapadArthane potAnA karavAmAM anaMtakALa gayo, to paNa potAnA thayA nahi. jyAre potAne grahaNa karavAmAM anaMtakALa joIto ja nathI, asaMkhya samayamAM ja kevaLajJAnanI prApti thAya che. mATe potAne grahaNa karavopotAnI prApti karavI te sahaja che. 9. prazna- 'dravya tene kahevAya ke jenA kAryane mATe bIjAM sAdhanonI rAhu jovI na paDe " A bola vizeSa samajAvavA kRpA karazojI. samAdhAna- dravyane bIjAM sAdhanonI rAha jovI paDe nahi. bIjAnI rAha jovI paDe to te dravya zenuM? jo tenA kArya mATe bIjAM sAdhanonI rAha jovI paDe to te dravya pote nabaLuM paDI gayuM, paNa dravya pote anaMtazaktivALuM che. tene sAdhanonI rAha jovI na paDe ke sAdhano nathI to have kema AgaLa javAya?-evuM tene nathI kAraNa svayaM pariNati karanAruM dravya che, tethI svayaM ja tenA kAryanI pariNati thAya che. kudaratI dravya svata:siddha che. bIjAM sAdhana hoya to dravya UbhuM rahe ema na hoya, te anAdithI pote potAthI ja zAzvata TakeluM che. tenI pariNatinA dareka kAryamAM pote svataMtra che. dravyanA Azraye samyagdarzana thAya, jJAnanI pariNati thAya ane lInatA vadhe e badhuM pariNamana pote svayaM karanAro che. potAnA pariNamananI gati-puruSArthanI gati te pote ja kare che. tenI pariNati thAya temAM sAdhano AvyAM nahi ane sAdhanonI rAha jovI paDe to dravya ja kahevAya nahi. AvuM parAdhIna dravya hoI zake ja nahi. kudaratanI aMdara evuM dravya hoya ja nahi. sAdhana svayaM AvI UbhAM rahe, potAne rAha jovI paDatI nathI. pote svayaM potAnI pariNatino karanAro che. jJAnanuM AkhuM cakra potAthI ja cAlI rahyuM che. te karmane laIne thatuM nathI, athavA sAdhano maLyAM nathI eTale thatuM nathI ema nathI, paNa potAnI kacAzane kAraNe pote aTakyo che. pote puruSArtha kare to pote AgaLa jAya che. mATe tenA kArya mATe sAdhanonI jarUra paDatI nathI. sAdhana mATe rokAvuM paDe to te dravya ja nathI. evuM parAdhIna dravya hoI zake ja nahi. 10. prazna- jJAnI puruSo-avirati samyagdaSTi Akho divasa zuM karatA haze ? tene paramAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 12] [svAnubhUtidarzana to kAMI karavAnuM rahetuM nathI, to samaya kema vyatIta karatA haze ? te kRpA karIne samajAvazojI. samAdhAna - paranuM kArya karavAnuM hoya to samaya vyatIta thAya ema nathI. samyagdaSTine aMtaramAM jJAyakanI pariNati pragaTa thaI che, jJAtAnI dhArA cAle che. ene to kSaNe kSaNe puruSArthanI dorI cAlu che. sAdhanAnI paryAya thAya che. kSaNe kSaNe je vibhAva Ave tenAthI chUTo paDIne jJAyakanI dhArA-jJAyakanI-pariNatinI puruSArthanI dorI kSaNe kSaNe cAlu ja che. sahaja jJAtAdhArA cAlI rahI che. jJAnI Akho divasa zuM karatA haze? AtmAno nivRtta svabhAva che. te vibhAvamAM ke bahAranuM kAMIka kare to teno TAIma pasAra thAya evuM nathI. aMtaranA kartA-karma-kriyA AtmAmAM che. te bahAranuM kAMI karI zakato ja nathI. huM bIjAnuM karI zakuM chuM tevuM mAtra abhimAna jIve ajJAnathI karyuM che. jJAnIne aMtaramAM AtmAnI svarUpa pariNatinI kriyAnuM kArya cAlu ja che, kSaNe kSaNe bhedajJAnanI dhArA cAlu ja che. koI koIvAra vikalpa chUTIne svAnubhUti pragaTa thAya che, paNa bhedajJAnanI dhArA cAlu ja che. khAtAM-pItAM, sUtAM-svapnamAM paNa tene jJAyakanI dhArA cAlu che. bAkI to te gRhasthAzramamAM che tethI bahAranA kAryamAM joDAya; paNa tenI jJAtAdhArA cAlu che. bahArathI kArya karatA dekhAya che to paNa aMtarathI to jJAyaka ja rahe che. aMtaramAM jJAyaka thaI gayo ane parano kartA nathI eTale teno samaya vyatIta thato nathI ema nathI. vibhAvanAM kAryomAM joDAya to ja samaya vyatIta thAya ema nathI. te to AkuLatA che. aMdaramAM nivRttimaya ane zAMtimaya pariNatimAM ja tene sukha lAge che. bahAramAM kayAMya sukha lAgatuM nathI. | munio aMtaramAM to akartA che ja, paraMtu bahAranuM paNa badhuM chUTI gayuM che. chatAM zAstramAM Ave che ke munio kAMI azaraNa nathI. bahAranA paMcamahAvratanAM pariNAmo zubha che tenAthI paNa temanI pariNati chUTI rahe che. chaThThA-sAtamA guNasthAne jhUlatA munirAja kSaNe kSaNe svarUpamAM lIna thAya che. evA munio kAMI azaraNa nathI, temane AtmAnuM zaraNa pragaTa thayuM che. muniono Akho divasa kema jato haze? te praznano koI artha nathI. teo to zuddhAtmAmAM lIna rahetA hoya che, pracurasvasavedanapUrvaka AnaMdane vede che. tevI rIte samyagdaSTine gRhasthAzramamAM kAryo hoya to paNa aMdaranAM kAryo-aMdara Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [13 jJAtAnI dhArA-cAlu ja che. kSaNe kSaNe je A vibhAvanI pariNati thaI rahI che tenAthI chUTI pariNati kSaNe kSaNe cAlyA ja kare che, te kAMI azaraNa nathI. jeNe AtmAnuM zaraNa lIdhuM che tene to AtmAmAM ja sukha-zAMti-svAnubhUtinuM kArya cAle che. AtmAnI nirmaLatA vizeSa pragaTa thAya tevI vizeSa puruSArthanI dorI cAlyA ja kare che. siddha bhagavAnane badhuM chUTI gayuM to siddha bhagavAna zuM karatA haze ? divasa-rAta zuM karatA haze ? siddha bhagavAnane anaMtaguNa-paryAyo che te anaMtaguNa-paryAyomAM pariNamana karyA kare che. kartA kriyA-karma badhuM aMtaramAM pragaTa thayuM che ane te sahaja che, AkuLatArUpa nathI. AtmAno nivRtta svabhAva pUrNa pragaTa thayo che. guNanuM kArya cAlyA kare che. jJAna jJAnanuM kArya kare che, AnaMda AnaMdanuM kArya kare che. ema anaMtaguNa anaMtaguNanuM kArya kare che to paNa pariNati nivRttimaya che. siddha bhagavAna Akho divasa AtmAmAM lIna rahe che. adbhuta ane anupama dazAmAM rahe che ane temAM saMtuSTa che, tRpti ane AnaMda che. samyagdaSTine kayAMya bahAra javAnuM mana thatuM nathI, tema ja koI kAryamAM kartAbuddhie joDAvAnuM mana thatuM nathI. aMdarathI svAmitvabuddhie bahAra javAnI IcchA thatI nathI. asthiratAe javAya che to javAya che. munione to badhuM chUTI gayuM che ane nivRttimaya pariNati vizeSa che. temAM teo kAMI thAkatA nathI ane bahAra javAnuM mana paNa thatuM nathI. huM AtmAmAM kema rahI jAuM, svAnubhUtinI dazAmAMthI kSaNe kSaNe bahAra AvavuM paDe che tenA karatAM aMtaramAM zAzvata kema rahI jAuM evI bhAvanA munione hoya che. temAM ja temane tRpti ane AnaMda che. kSaNe kSaNe bahAra javuM paDe che te na javAya tevI temanI bhAvanA rahe che. AtmAnuM sthAna choDIne bahAra javuM rucatuM nathI. anaMta AnaMda-sukhanuM dhAma AtmAno bAga choDIne bIje kyAMya bahAra javAnuM mana thatuM nathI. temano Akho TAIma AtmAmAM ja pasAra thAya che. ane samyagdaSTine jJAyakanI dhArA pragaTa che, puruSArthanI dorI cAlu che. tethI temano TAIma kema pasAra thAya? tevo prazna ja raheto nathI. A ja mArge anaMtA jIvoanaMtA sAdhako mokSa pAmyA che. 11. prazna:- Apa upAdAna upara jora vadhAre Apo cho, jyAre zrImaddajInuM vAMcIe tyAre teo nimitta upara vizeSa vajana ApatA hoya tema amane lAge che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 14] [svAnubhUtidarzana samAdhAnaH- evuM hotuM nathI. badhAne kahevAno Azaya eka ja che. darekane ema kahevuM che ke tuM kara to thAya. koI nimitta taraphathI bhale vAta karatA hoya, paNa karavAnuM potAne ja che. koI vyavahAra taraphathI vAta karatA hoya eTale te vyavahAranuM kahe che ane bIjA adhyAtmanuM kahe che ema kahevAya nahi. badhAno Azaya eka ja hoya che. badhA bhAvaliMgI muni muktinA mArge hatA. chatAM koI vyavahAranAM zAstro race, tethI te bIjuM kahe che ema hoya nahi. badhAno Azaya eka ja hoya che. 12. prazna:- "AnaMdano divasa " emAM Ape je lakhyuM che ke "cetanya bhagavAna potAnA nirvikalpa svarUpamAM khelI rahyA hatA,-"ramI rahyA hatA " A vAkya to koI gajabanuM che ! samAdhAnaH- vastu upara daSTi sthApatAM paryAyamAM AtmA ramato pragaTa thAya che. anaMtaguNasAgara AtmA che te koI judo ja che, adbhuta che, camatkArika che. svAnubhUtimAM vicAravuM nathI paDatuM ke gokhavuM nathI paDatuM. potAnA svabhAvamAM ja ramato te pragaTa thAya che. kemake te teno svabhAva ja che. teno ramya-ramato svabhAva che. vikalpa chUTatAM sahaja pragaTa thAya evo ja teno svabhAva che. anaMtaguNaparyAyamAM ramavuM te AtmAno sahaja svabhAva che. mULa vastu pote potArUpe rahIne potAnA guNa-paryAyamAM rame che. te teno svabhAva ja che. 13. prazna- daSTi ane jJAnanI saMdhi samajAvavA kRpA karazo. ame to eka nakkI karavA jaIe tyAM bIjuM chUTI jAya che. samAdhAna- daSTine mukhya rAkhI jJAyakane grahaNa karavo. tenI sAthe sAthe jJAna paNa badhAnuM thAya che. temAM eka nakkI kare ane eka chUTI jAya tevuM hotuM nathI. sAdhanAmAM daSTi ane jJAna sAthe hoya che. daSTi lakSamAM rAkhIe to jJAna chUTI jAya ane jJAna lakSamAM rAkhIe to daSTi chUTI jAya tema banatuM nathI. paNa jo ekAMta grahaNa kare to sAdhanA chUTI jAya che, nahIMtara te chUTI jAya tema na bane. je jJAyakane grahaNa kare tene jJAnamAM ema hoya che ke A paryAya che. sAdhanAmAM paryAyanuM jJAna hoya che. sAdhanAmAM badhI nirmaLa paryAyo puruSArthapUrvaka Ave che, chUTI jatI nathI, Ama tenI saMdhi che, eka jJAyakane grahaNa karyo ane dRSTi tyAM sthApI dIdhI to badhuM chUTI jAya tema hotuM nathI. daSTi ane jJAnanI saMdhi thaI zake che, ekane mukhya rAkhe ane bIjuM gauNa rAkhe to saMdhi Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [15 thaI zake che. jJAyakane mukhyapaNe grahaNa kare ane paryAyanuM lakSa rAkhIne ( jJAna karIne) puruSArtha kare to saMdhi thAya che. huM to anAdi-anaMta zuddha chuM. aMdara zuddhatAmAM kAMI azuddhatA peThI nathI, to paNa paryAyamAM azuddhatA che. tethI aMdaramAM svarUpa taraphanI pariNati pragaTa karavAthI azuddhatA TaLe che. ekane grahaNa kare to eka chUTe tevuM nathI kemake eka dravya che ane eka paryAya che. jo be dravya hoya to ekane grahaNa karatAM bIjuM chUTI jAya. paNa A to ekane gauNa karavAnuM che ane ekane mukhya karavAnuM che. upayogamAM koIvAra paryAyanA vicAro Ave, to paryAya jJAnamAM mukhya thAya, paNa daSTimAM to eka dravya ja mukhya che ane paryAya gauNa che. 14. prazna- pratijJA laIne ahIM keTalAM varSo vItI gayAM, chatAM aMdaramAM kArya thayuM nathI ? to AgaLa kema vadhavuM? samAdhAna - AtmAnA hetue pratijJA lIdhI che te sArI vAta che. temAM have AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. je jijJAsu hoya tenI bhAvanA kAMI niSphaLa thoDI javAnI che? phaLavAnI che. potAnA AtmAnA dhyeye pratijJA lIdhI che temAM samyagdarzanano puruSArtha thAya te sArI vAta che-nahi to UMDA saMskAra paDe te paNa lAbhanuM kAraNa che. zAstramAM Ave che ke karI zake to dhyAnamaya pratikramaNa karaje ane na banI zake to kartavya che ke zraddhA karaje, zraddhAmAM pheraphAra karIza nahi. zraddhAnuM baLa barAbara rAkhe to AgaLa javAze. jJAyakanA mArga sivAya bIjo koI mArga nathI. kriyAkAMDano koI mArga nathI, mArga aMtarano che. jJAyakanI zraddhA karavI, bhedajJAna karavuM, dravya upara daSTi karavI eTale ke zarIra ane vikalpathI potAno svabhAva judo che, ema jJAyakane tAravI levo. te eka ja mArga che, bIjo koI mArga nathI. badhA vibhAvathI pote judo che, vibhAva potAno svabhAva ja nathI ema bhedajJAnanI niraMtara dhArA karavA jevI che. deva-gurue je batAvyuM che te karavAnuM che. deva-gurunI zraddhA ane AtmAnI zraddhA karaja. deva-gurunuM sAnnidhya maLyuM te mahAbhAgyane vAta che. tenI mahimA karavI ne jJAyakanI mahimA karavI. jJAyaka mahimAvaMta che, tenA UMDA saMskAra nAkhaje. pariNati pragaTa thAya to sArI vAta che, nahi to zraddhA kartavya che. gurudevanA pratApe AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA (ahIM ) badhA bhegA thaI gayA che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 16 ] [svAnubhUtidarzana A bhavamAM badhI taiyArI karI levI ane puruSArtha karavo. gurudevanI dezanAlabdhi maLI che to evAM UMDA bIjaDAM nAkhavAM ke tarata phAlI jAya. 15. prazna- jJAtAdhArA dravyanA Azraye pragaTa thAya, to te "Azraya" no bhAva zuM che te kRpA karI samajAvazo. samAdhAnaH- Azraya eTale potAnA caitanyanuM astitva grahaNa karavuM. A caitanya huM chuM, A vibhAvAdi huM nathI, ema potAnA astitvane grahaNa karIne temAM sthira UbhA rahevuM. vibhAvathI daSTi uThAvI caitanyamaya jJAyakanuM je astitva che te ja huM chuM ema potAnA jJAnasvabhAvane grahaNa kare. A vibhAvanI sAthe je jJAna che te vibhAvamizrita jJAna huM nahi, paNa ekaluM je jJAna che tene jJAnalakSaNa dvArA grahaNa kare. jJAnathI bhareluM caitanya dravya te ja huM chuM ema potAnA astitvane grahaNa karI, temAM daSTine sthApe ane temAM lInatA kare. A rIte tenuM AlaMbana dravya ja che, bIjuM koI nathI. bhagavAna ane gurudeve batAvyuM che ke je koI mokSe gayA che te badhA A eka ja upAya gayA che, bIjo koI upAya nathI. vibhAvanI pariNati bahAramAM jAya to vAraMvAra caitanyanuM astitva grahaNa kare, ke jJAyaka te huM. jJAnaguNa evo asAdhAraNa che ke te lakSamAM-khyAla Ave che. bIjA keTalAka guNo paNa asAdhAraNa che, paraMtu te khyAlamAM AvatA nathI. tethI jJAna lakSaNa mukhya che. bIjA padArthamAM jANavAnuM lakSaNa nathI, jANavAnuM lakSaNa eka AtmAmAM che. tethI jANavAnA lakSaNa uparathI potAnuM astitva grahaNa kare ke A jANavAnuM je lakSaNa che te lakSaNavALo huM caitanya chuM. te jJAnanI sAthe jIvamAM anaMtaguNa paNa che tethI jJAnaguNathI Akho AtmA grahaNa kare. AnaMdaguNasukhaguNa paNa temAM che, paNa te AnaMda evo vizeSaguNa nathI ke jethI dravya pakaDAya. jJAna ja evo vizeSa asAdhAraNa svabhAva che ke tenAthI AtmA grahaNa thaI zake che. A bahAranuM jANuM, A jJayane jANuM, A jANuM te jJAna ema nahi paNa te jJAna kyAMthI Ave che? te jJAnano dharanAro koNa che? jJAnanuM astitva kayA dravyamAM raheluM che? ema te dravyane grahaNa kare. yAzrita jJAna huM nahi, paraMtu huM svayaM jJAnasvarUpa chuM, jJAnano dharanAro caitanya chuM ema tene grahaNa karavo. 16. prazna- svAnubhUtinuM aMtaraMga svarUpa kevuM hoya? samAghAna - te aMtaraMga svarUpa vANImAM (pUruM) AvatuM nathI. vikalpa chUTIne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [17 aMtaramAM AnaMdanuM vedana Ave te pote ja anubhavI zake che. anaMtaguNathI bharelo AtmA che temAM teno upayoga svAnubhUti thatAM lIna thaI jAya che ane vikalpa chUTI jAya che. vikalpanI AkuLatA chUTIne upayoga svarUpamAM jAmI jAya evI svAnubhUti vacanamAM amuka prakAre Ave che, bAkI to je vede te jANI zake che. te dazA thatAM AkhI dizA badalAI jAya che. je bahAranI-vibhAvanI dizA hatI te palaTAIne svabhAvanI dizAmAM, vikalpa chUTIne nirvikalpa evI koI judI duniyAmAM-cAlyo jAya che. A vibhAvanI duniyAmAM nahi, paNa alaukika duniyAmAM te cAlyo jAya che ane svabhAvamAM tallIna-ekadama lIna thaI jAya che. svAnubhUtimAM jevo svabhAva che tevI jAtanI pariNati thaI jAya che. te anubhUti vedanamAM Ave che tethI jANI zakAya che, vedI zakAya che paNa kahI zakAya nahi. AnaMdathI-jJAnathI bharelo caitanya camatkArI deva pote birAje che tenI svAnubhUti thAya che. jevo siddhabhagavAnane AnaMda che teno aMza svAnubhUtimAM Ave che. te vakhate anupama guNano bhaMDAra, anupama AnaMdathI bharelo AtmA anupama AnaMdanuM vedana kare che. vibhAvadazAmAM AnaMda nathI kemake temAM jJAna AkuLatAvALuM che. jyAre svAnubhUtimAM nirAkuLa svarUpa AtmA anupama AnaMdathI bharelA evA potAnA AtmAnuM vadana kare che. 17. prazna- zuddhatA trikALa dravyamAM rahe che ane azuddhatA paryAyamAM rahe che. to zuM dravya ne paryAya evI sImAvALA be bhAga dravyamAM che ? samAdhAna- dravya je mULa vastu che, temAM azuddhatA pesI jAya to dravyanA svabhAvano nAza thaI jAya. mULa vastumAM kAMI azuddhatA pesatI nathI, azuddhatA upara upara rahe che. jema sphaTika nirmaLa che tenI aMdaramAM lAla-pILuM pesI jAya to sphaTika ja rahe nahi, paNa lAla-pILuM upara-uparanAM pratibiMbo che. sphaTikamAM pratibiMbo upara upara rahe che, paNa aMdaramAM pesatAM nathI, mULamAM-taLamAM pratibiMba jatuM nathI. tema dravya pote zuddha rahe che ane paryAya upara-upara rahIne temAM badhI malinatA thAya che. A malinatA anAdinA karmano saMyoga ane puruSArthanI nabaLAIne laIne thAya che. temAM mULa vastumAM zuddhatA rahe che ane paryAyamAM azuddhatA thAya che. anAdithI vastu evI che. jema pANI svabhAve nirmaLa che, temAM kAdavanA nimitte malinatA thAya che. to paNa mULamAMthI zuddhatA jatI nathI. badhI malinatA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 18 ] upara upara thAya che. mULa vastu che temAM azuddhatA pesatI nathI upara upara rahe che, to paNa ajJAnI mAnI le che ke mArAmAM azuddhatA pesI gaI che. AvI rIte be bhAga che ke dravya e tenuM mULa taLa che ane u52 upa2 paryAyo che. jJAyaka svabhAva evo che ke tenA mULamAM azuddhatA thatI nathI, paNa tenI pariNati azuddharUpe thAya che ane ene palaTAvI zakAya che. mumukSuH- milanatA upara u52 che, paNa dravya ja hAthamAM nathI AvatuM ? bahenazrI:- mULa taLa hAthamAM AvI jAya to badhuM saheluM che, badhA vibhAvabhAva upa2 upa2 tare che, tethI mULa AtmAne jANe ke huM adhika (badhAthI judo ) jJAyaka chuM. jJAyaka pote ja che, bIjo nathI ke jethI tene (jANavuM ) duSkara paDe. pote potAthI potAne bhUlyo che to have potA tarapha pariNita vaLe to malinatA chUTI jAya ane bhedajJAna thAya. 18. prazna:- ATalI ATalI dhagaza hovA chatAM vartamAna kArya thatuM dekhAtuM nathI-to zuM A dhagaza bhAvimAM kAryakArI thaze ke nahi? samAdhAnaH- potAnA UMDA saMskAra hoya to bhAvimAM kAryakArI thAya. pote kAraNa yathArtha ApyuM hoya to kArya thAya ja, paNa kAraNa upara uparathI Ape to kArya na thAya. pote aMdarathI A karavuM ja che, A karye ja chUTako che evA UMDA daDha saMskAra nAkhe to bhAvimAM kAryakArI thayA vaga2 rahe ja nahi. jo tene yathArtha dezanA grahaNa thaI hoya to game tyAre aMdarathI palaTo khAdhA vagara raheto ja nathI. koIne vaheluM thAya ne koIne moDuM thAya, paNa tene anaMtakALa na hoya. jene UMDI ruci thaI tene kALa maryAdita thaI jAya che, saMsAra parita thaI jAya che. 19. prazna:- munirAja munipaNAnI maryAdA choDI vizeSa bahAra jatA nathI, maryAdA choDI vizeSa bAra jAya to potAnI muniThAzA ja na rahe. to munirAjanI kevI maryAdA hoya ? samAdhAnaH- munirAja potAnI munidazAnI maryAdA choDI bahAra jatA nathI, AtmAmAM sAtamA guNasthAne aMtarmuhUrto aMdara jAya ne bahAra Ave, pAchA aMdara jAya ne bahAra Ave. teo bahAra Ave tyAre deva-zAstra-guru vagerenA zubha vikalpa hoya che. chatAM temAM paNa jhAjhIvAra rokAtA nathI, tarata aMtaramAM cAlyA jAya che. aMdara kSaNe kSaNe chaThThA-sAtamA guNasthAnamAM jhUlatA hoya che. vikalpanI dazAmAM-zubhabhAvamAM jhAjhIvAra rokAtA nathI. teo zAstra lakhe che temAM eTalo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [19 badho rasa na caDI jAya ke sAtamuM guNasthAna na Ave. munirAjane jJAyakadhArA to niraMtara cAlu ja hoya che paraMtu zAstra racatA hoya, bhagavAnanAM stotra racatA hoya, bhagavAnanAM stotra bolatA hoya ke upadeza detA hoya te badhAmAM evo rasa na lAgI jAya ke AtmAmAM lInatA karavAnuM chUTI jAya. munipaNAnI maryAdA chUTe ema na bane. vikalpa vakhate paNa muninA paMcamahAvratanAM je kAryo hoya tenI maryAdAmAM UbhAM hoya, gRhasthanAM kAryo hoya tevAM kAryomAM teo joDAya nahi. gRhastho sAthe vizeSa vAto karavI, koI kAryamAM joDAvuM, koI vyavasthAmAM joDAvuMevuM kArya munine hotuM nathI. jo AvuM kArya kare to temanI munidazA chUTI jAya. zubhabhAvamAM vizeSa rokAtA nathI. aMdara zubhano rasa lAgI jAya ane apramattadazA na Ave evuM banatuM nathI. zAstramAM Ave che ke tame badhAno (zubhAzubha bane bhAvone) niSedha karo cho to muni konA Azraye munipaNuM pALaze? tyAM kahyuM che ke muni kAMI azaraNa nathI, temane AtmAnuM zaraNa che. teo AtmAnA amRtamAM niraMtara lIna che, temane AtmAnuM ja zaraNa che. bahAra zubhabhAvo Ave te badhAno niSadha che to munipaNuM konA AdhAre pALaze? munio vAraMvAra-vAraMvAra (aMtarmuhurtaaMtarmuhurta) svarUpamAM jAya che ne tenA AdhAre munipaNuM pALe che. munidazA evI che ke zubhamAM vadhAre rokAya ane apramattadazA na Ave to munidazA chUTI jAya che. maryAdA chUTe nahi evA yogya zubhabhAvo munine hoya che, gRhasthane tene yogya hoya che ane samyagdaSTine tene yogya bhAva hoya che. evI maryAdA che. munirAja chaThThI-sAtamAM guNasthAnamAM jhUlatA hoya che ane pachI zreNI mAMDe che. koI te bhave mokSa jAya che ane koI pachI mokSa jAya che. evI muninI dazA che. 20. prazna:- zrImadbhAM Ave che ke pAtratA mATe vizeSa prayatna rAkhavo. to te pAtratAnuM zuM svarUpa che ? samAdhAnaH- AtmAne grahaNa karavA potAnI vizeSa pAtratA hovI joIe. koI jAtanI anyamAM tanmayatA na thAya, AtmAnI mahimA chUTIne bahAranI koI mahimA na Ave, bahAranI koI vastu AzcaryabhUta na lAge eka potAno AtmA ja AzcaryakArI ne sarvotkRSTa lAge, AtmA karatAM koI cIjanI mahimA vadhI na jAya, deva-zAstra-guru ane eka AtmA tenA karatAM bIjuM kAMI vizeSa lAge nahi, evI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20] Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana pAtratA hovI joIe. bahAranA niprayojana prasaMgomAM ke kaSAyonA rasamAM vizeSa ekatva-tanmaya thaI jAya, te badhuM AtmArthIna-pAtratAvALAne na hoya. jene AtmAnuM prayojana che tene para sAthenuM ekatva maMda paDI jAya che,-anaMtAnubaMdhIno badho rasa maMda paDI jAya che. AbhArthIne tattva kema grahaNa thAya? te jAtanI jijJAsA rahyA kare che. tene bahAramAM kyAMya vizeSa tanmayatA thaI jatI nathI. AtmAnI mukhyatA chUTIne kayAMya saMsArI kAryomAM vizeSa,-vadhAre paDato rasa AvI jato nathI. tene AtmAnuM ja prayojana rahe che. evI tenI pAtratA hoya che. zrImadjImAM Ave che ne? ke vizALabuddhi, madhyasthatA, saraLatA ne jitendriyapaNuM te badhuM tattva pAmavAnuM uttama pAtra che. AtmArthI kyAMya rAgamAM kheMcAya nahi, ane dveSamAM khedAya nahi, badhAmAM madhyastha rahe. tene badhA rAga-dveSa chUTI nathI jatA, paNa badho rasa chUTI jAya che, badhuM maryAdAmAM AvI jAya che. samyagdarzana thAya eTale badhAthI judo paDI jAya ane tene to badhuM maryAdAmAM AvI jAya che. jJAnIne anaMtAnubaMdhIno rasa chUTI gayo che, badhAthI nyAro thaI gayo che ane bhedajJAna che tene laIne vadhAre paDato joDAto nathI, ekatva thato nathI, paNa judo ja rahe che. tene jJAyakatAnI dhArA cAle che. pAtratAvALo paNa AtmA pragaTa karavo che eTale badhethI rasa toDe che ne kyAMya vizeSa tanmaya thato nathI. koI vikalpomAM ke koI bahAranAM kAryomAM ke koIpaNa jAtanA ghara-kuTuMba vageremAM te vizeSa tanmaya thato nathI. "kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSa abhilASa" mAtra muktinImokSanI abhilASA tene rahe che. dareka kAryamAM AtmAnuM ja prayojana tene rahe che. mumukSu- jene AtmAnuM prayojana mukhya che tene sAthe madhyasthatA, jitendriyapaNuM Adi badhAno meLa haze? bahenazrI:- te badhAno meLa hoya che, jitendriyapaNuM-saraLatA Adi badhuM hoya che. jene AtmAnuM prayojana hoya te potAnAM AMtarika pariNAma samajI zake che, tethI vadhAre paDato kyAMya lapAto nathI, AtmAne choDIne kyAMya vizeSa rasa Avato nathI ane tene potAno AtmA ja sarvotkRSTa rahe che. potAne AtmA na maLe tyAM sudhI mane AtmA kema maLe tevI bhAvanA rahe che. A badhuM niHsAra lAge che, kyAMya vizeSa rasa Avato nathI ane AtmAnuM ja karavA jevuM bhAse Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 21 che. te jIva badho vicAra karI A jJAnasvabhAva te ja huM chuM tema nirNaya kare che. nirNaya karyo hoya, paNa aMdarathI jo ruci maMda paDI jAya to nirNayamAM phera paDI jAya che. paraMtu jo puruSArtha, AtmA taraphanI jijJAsA-bhAvanA-laganI evI ne evI hoya to nirNayamAM phera paDato nathI. dareka ThekANe puruSArtha to hoya ja che. samyagdarzana prApta thayA pachI sAdhakadazAmAM paNa niraMtara puruSArtha hoya che, to jene AtmAnI ruci thaI tene paNa puruSArtha to sAthe ja hoya che, jeNe aMta2mAMthI nakkI karyuM ke AtmAnuM ja karavA jevuM che, teno nirNaya pharato nathI. 21. prazna:- svAnubhUtinA kALe zuM AtmAnA dareka pradezamAM AnaMdanuM vedana thAya che? samAdhAnaH- hA, te kALe bhedanuM lakSya chUTIne AtmAnA dareka pradeze AnaMda pragaTe che. te AnaMda siddhabhagavAnane pUrNa pragaTa thayo che; samyagdaSTine aMze vedAya che; chatAM jAta siddhabhagavAna jevI ja che. te AnaMdaguNa AtmAnA asaMkhyapradezamAM vyApelo che. tenI anubhUti thatAM vikalpa chUTI jAya che ane jagatathI nyAro koI anupama AnaMda thAya che. tene jagatanI koI upamA lAgu paDatI nathI. te AnaMdano indranI padavInA, cakravartInI padavInA ke bIjA koI AnaMdanI sAthe meLa khAto nathI. te bahAranA AnaMda to laukika rAgavALA che jyAre A vItarAgI AnaMda to judo ja che, teno koInI sAthe meLa nathI. te AnaMda vacanAtIta che. jJAyakanI mahimA Ave, temAM sarvasvatA lAge, tenI ruci-zraddhA thAya to jIva te tarapha vaLe che, te vinA vaLI zakato nathI. bahAramAM ja jeNe sarvasva mAnI lIdhuM che arthAt thoDI kriyA ne zubhabhAva karIne temAM sarvasva mAnI le che tene AtmAnI prApti (samyagdarzana-svAnubhUti) thatI nathI. azubhathI bacavA zubhabhAva vacce Ave tenAthI puNya baMdhAya. paNa AtmA te baMnethI nyAro che tevI zraddhA thavI joIe; ane zraddhA thAya to te tarapha vaLe. anaMtakALathI teNe badhuM karyuM paNa AtmAnuM svarUpa oLakhyuM nathI, te badhe bhamyo, badhuM kaMThAgre karyuM paNa AtmAne oLakhyo nathI; AtmAne oLakhyA vagara bhavano abhAva thato nathI. 22. prazna:- AtmA svarUpAnaMdamAM ramI rahyo hato, AnaMda taraMgomAM DolI rahyo hato temAM Apane zuM kahevuM che? atIndriya AnaMdamAM zuM saMvedana thatuM haze ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates rara] [svAnubhUtidarzana samAdhAna - teno artha zuM karavo? te kAMI vANImAM Ave evuM thoDuM che? AtmA to adbhuta che, tenA dravya-guNa-paryAya koI judA che. anaMtakALathI AkuLatA hatI te AkuLatA chUTIne AtmAno svabhAva nirAkuLa che te nirvikalpadazAmAM pragaTa thAya che. AtmA svayaM AnaMda svabhAve ja che. eTale ke AtmAmAM AnaMda Adi anaMtaguNo che ane temAM AtmA pariNamana karato hoya che. arthAt AtmAmAM aneka jAtanI kriyAo utpanna thAya che-taraMgo uThatA hoya che, ane temAM te ramaNatA karato hoya che. Avo AtmAno svabhAva che. AtmAmAM AnaMda Adi anaMtaguNa che ane tenI paryAyonA-pariNamananA taraMga UThatA hoya che evo artha che. bAkI vANImAM tene mATe koI upamA che nahi, siddhabhagavAnane pUrNa AnaMda che ane A svAnubhUtimAM teno aMza che, paNa te ja jAta che. AtmA pote astitvarUpa che, avastu nathI. tathA te astitva jAgRta svarUpa che. eTale jyAM AkuLatAthI chUTayo tyAM AtmAmAM je svabhAva che te pragaTa thAya che. ane tethI AnaMda taraMgamAM ramI rahyo hato" ema kahyuM che. te vAkyanI aMdara UMDANa che. kahevA mATe zabdo dvArA kahevAya ke khelI rahyo hato, ramI rahyo hato, DolI rahyo hato, paNa te badhAnA arthamAM UMDANa che. tenA svabhAvamAM adbhutatA che. zabdathI ema kahevAya ke taraMgamAM Dolato hato, jhUlato hato. bAkI tenA bhAvamAM UMDANa raheluM che. te kAMI daSTAMtathI khyAlamAM na Ave. sAgaramAM jhUlato hato, taraMgomAM Dolato hato evAM bahAranA daSTAMta Ave, bAkI vastu to koI judI che. e to svAnubhUtimAM vede tene khyAlamAM Ave, arthAt svAnubhUtimAM je svabhAva che tenuM vedanA thAya che. svAnubhUtinI addabhutatAmAM UMDANa raheluM che. tenA viSe samayasAranA amRtacaMdrAcAryanA kaLazamAM ghaNuM Ave che. AtmA evo addabhutA-addabhutam che ke teno zAMta rasa loka paryata UchaLI rahyo che, AtmA DolAyamAna thaI rahyo che ema samayasAranA kaLazamAM Ave che. vaLI AtmAmAM AnaMdaguNa che tene vikalpa-rAganI ke bAhya padArthanI arthAt devalokanAM ne cakravartInAM koI sukhonI apekSA nathI. AtmA svayaM AnaMda svarUpa ja che, tethI te AnaMda paNa nirapekSa-koInI apekSA vagarano che. jJAyaka AtmAmAM jJAnAdi anaMtaguNa che, paNa temAM AnaMdaguNane mukhya karIne A vAta karavAmAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] | [ 23 AvI che. vibhAvothI chUTelo, ne jagatathI nyAro upara tarato-AtmA adabhuta AnaMda-taraMgamAM DolAyamAna thaI rahyo che, khelI rahyo che, ramI rahyo che. A zabdomAM ghaNuM UMDANa raheluM che. bIjA bIjA zabdo dvArA AvI jAtanuM kathana amRtacaMdrAcAryanA kaLazamAM ghaNuM Ave che. nikSepono samUhuM kyAM cAlyo jAya che tenI khabara nathI, nayonI lakSmI udaya pAmatI nathI, ane pramANa asta thaI jAya che tyAre AtmA aMdarathI koI judo pragaTa thAya che. caitanya svarUpa lIlA karato aMdarathI pragaTa thAya che. koI kahe, amane zAMti thaI gaI, te A vAta nathI. A to juduM che, A AnaMda-taraMgo judA che. AnaMda aMtaramAthI svayaM Ave che. keTalAka vikalpane ati maMda kare, ane pachI mAtra sUkSma vikalpa rahe eTale tene zAMti lAge. paNa A to vikalpathI badhI rIte chUTIne AnaMda pragaTe che ane te judI jAtano pragaTe che. mumukSu - mumukSu-amane to vikalpa ja dekhAya che? tathA Apa je AnaMdanI vAta karo cho te jAta ja kAMI judI lAge che? bahenazrI - anAdithI vikalpano abhyAsa thaI rahyo che eTale vikalpa ja dekhavAmAM Ave che tathA vikalpa maMda thAya to zAMti lAge che ane vikalpa vadhAre hoya to AkuLatA lAge che. paraMtu A to aMtaramAM vikalpa rahita thavAnI vAta che. AtmA pota-svayaM jAgRtasvarUpa che, astisvarUpa che. tenuM astitva kAMI cAlyuM gayuM nathI. vikalpanI ati cAlI gaI, chatAM potAnuM astitva UbhuM rahe che ane te astitva caitanyapaNe che. te caitanya AnaMdaguNathI bharapUra che. teno AnaMdaguNa koI judo ja che-addabhuta che ane jJAnaguNa paNa koI adbhuta che. evA to anaMtaguNo temAM che. badhA vikalpo chUTI jAya to pachI raheze koNa? eka AtmA rahe che. temAM AnaMdaguNa pragaTe che, AnaMdaguNanI anubhUti thAya che. vikalpanA abhyAsamAM vikalpa ja dekhAya che, bIjuM kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. tethI tene ema thAya che ke vikalpa chUTI jatAM pachI raheze zuM? AnaMdaguNathI bharelo AtmA rahe che. te caitanya anaMtaguNamAM khele che, rame che, Dole che. koI kahe che ke amane zAMti....zAMti...lAge che. paNa te amuka vikalpa maMda thAya tenI zAMti che. jyAre A zAMti to koI judI ja che. te pragaTa thatAM tene aMdarathI tRpti thAya che ke A sivAya koI mArga nathI, A ja muktino mArga che. 23. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 24] [ svAnubhUtidarzana prazna:- bharata cakravartI munirAjanI pratikSA karatA hoya che ke kayAre munirAja AhAra levA padhAre? amAre AMgaNe jANe kalpavRkSa AvyuM! eka samajIne bhaktipUrvaka AhAradAna Ape che. A rIte gurudeva eka bAju munirAjanuM dAsatva ane bIjI bAju tuM bhagavAna cho ema kahe che. to te banaMno meLa kaI rIte che? kRpA karI samajAvazojI. samAdhAnaH- dravya apekSAe tuM bhagavAna cho ema gurudeva kahetA hatA. AtmAno dravyasvabhAva bhagavAna jevo che, paNa paryAyamAM vibhAva che, azuddhatA che. dravya apekSAe AtmA zuddha che, jevA siddha bhagavAna che tevo ja che. paraMtu paryAyamAM adhUrAza che. bharata cakravartI samyagdaSTi hatA. pote gRhasthAzramamAM hatA tyAre AhAra samaye AhAradAnanI bhAvanA bhAve che ke koI munirAja padhAre ne AhAra ApuM. AvI bhAvanA zrAvakone-gRhasthone hoya che. kAraNa ke hajI adhUrAza che, sAdhanA cAle che. AtmA dravya apekSAe siddhabhagavAna jevo che tevI zraddhA pragaTa thaI che-samyagdarzana pragaTa thayuM che ne jJAyakanI dhArA pragaTa thaI che, paNa paryAyamAM hajI adhUrAza che, cothA-pAMcamA guNasthAnanI bhUmikA che mATe AvA bhAva Ave che. munirAja to mokSamArgamAM AgaLa gayA che; chaa-sAtame guNasthAne jhUle che; svarUpanI ramaNatA karI rahyA che; sarvasaMga parityAgI eka AtmAmAM jhUlanArA che; AtmAmAMthI bahAra Ave tyAre koIvAra zAstra-svAdhyAya ke dravya-guNa-paryAyanA vicAra Adi zubhabhAvamAM rokAya che; vaLI kSaNamAM aMdara jAya che-evA munirAjane dekhIne sAdhakane bahu bhAvanA thAya che. AhAradAnano TAIma thAya tyAre koI munirAja padhAre! ema cha khaMDanA adhipati tathA 14 ratna ne navidhi jenI pAse che evA cakravartI pote AhAradAnanI bhAvanA bhAve che. koI munirAja padhAre! munirAja AMgaNe padhAratAM mAre AMgaNe kalpavRkSa phaLyuM! evI bhAvanA tene Ave che. zubhabhAvamAM deva-zAstra-gurunI bhakti hoya che, ane aMtaramAM zuddhAtmA bhagavAna jevo che evI zraddhA paNa hoya che. baMne sAthe che. jJAnIne paryAyamAM adhUrAza che eTale deva-zAstra-gurunI bhakti AvyA vagara rahetI nathI. dhanya munidazA! jeNe AvI munidazA aMgIkAra karI te dhanya che-ema bharata cakravartIne bhAvanA Ave che. tene paryAyamAM dAsatva che ke huM to munirAjano dAsa chuM; deva-zAstra-guruno dAsa chuM; je mArAthI guNamAM moTA che te badhAno dAsa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [25 chuM. huM dravya apekSAe bhagavAna-prabhu chuM, paNa paryAyamAM pAmara chuM. kyAM munidazA ane kyAM mArI dazA! ema pote pAmarapaNuM mAne che. paryAyamAM huM to munino dAsa chuM. paryAyamAM dAsatvapaNuM ane dravya apekSAe huM bhagavAna chuM-tema baMne jAtanI pariNati che. zraddhAmAM huM dravya zuddha chuM ema vizvAsa che ne paryAyamAM azuddhatA che tenuM jJAna che tethI samyagdaSTine bhAvanA hoya che ke kayAre huM munipaNuM aMgIkAra karuM. mumukSu- zuM paryAyanuM jJAna karatAM dhyeyamAM zithilatA nahi AvI jAya? bahenazrI - paryAyanuM jJAna karatAM jarA paNa zithilatA AvatI nathI, jevuM dravya che evI zraddhA hoya tyAM zithilatA AvatI nathI. zraddhAnI-jJAyakanI pariNati (dravya huM jJAyaka chuM te) cAlu che ne paryAyamAM dAsatva hoya che-te baMne sAthe rahe che, temAM jarA paNa phera Avato nathI. paryAyamAM dAsatva mAne che temAM paNa phera Avato nathI. ane pote dravya prabhutva mAnyuM che temAM paNa phera Avato nathI. dAsatvamAM jarAya ochuM dAsatva nathI, paNa pUrepUrI arpaNatA che ane aMdara prabhutvamAM paNa jarAya moLapa nathI AvatI. baMne ekasAthe rahe che. te pUrepUrI bhakti kare che. huM to bhagavAna jevo chuM, mATe bhakti zuM karavA karavI? ema karIne dAsatva ochuM kare che ema paNa nathI. mumukSuH- paryAyane bahu yAda karavA jaIe to daSTi maMda paDI jAya evuM na bane? bahenazrI - jarA paNa evuM banatuM nathI. sAdhakane paryAya paNa khyAlamAM che ane dravya paNa khyAlamAM che. te baMnene khyAlamAM rAkhIne, je vakhate je jAtano rAga Ave che temAM judo rahe che. paryAyamAM je prazastarAga Ave che temAM bhakti Ave che paNa pote judo rahe che. daSTinuM jora barAbara TakI rahe che. mumukSuH- rAgathI judo rahIne tene barAbara jJAna kare che? bahenazrI - rAgathI judo rahIne tenuM jJAna kare che ane bhakti paNa Ave che- baMne sAthe thAya che. ekaluM jJAna kare che ema nathI, bhakti paNa Ave che. cakravartIrAjA pote bhAvanA bhAve che ane pote AhAra Ape che, mANasone hukama kare ema nahi. potAne svayaM evI bhAvanA Ave che ane vartana paNa evuM thAya che. nizcaya-vyavahAranI saMdhi che. te baMne kema sAthe rahetA haze ! ema aTapaTuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 26 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana lAge paNa te baMne pariNatimAM sAthe rahe che. aTapaTI vAta lAge, paNa baMne pariNatimAM sAthe rahe che. mumukSu:- paryAya apekSAe 100 TakA dAsatva svIkAre ane pAchuM dravya apekSAe 100 TakA paramAtmA chuM tema paNa svIkAre ? bahenazrI:- 100 TakA dAsatva ane 100 TakA paramAtmapaNuM-baMne svIkAre che ane bhedajJAnanI dhArA cAle che, dravya u52 jo rahe che ane paryAyamAM dAsatva varte che. upayogamAM te kArya kare che ane pariNati joradAra varte che. 24. prazna:- potAne kArya kaI rIte karavuM te samajAtuM nathI. jJAnamAM samajAya che, aMdara zraddhAmAM palaTAvavuM joIe te kaI rIte karavuM te pakaDAtuM nathI ? to te viSe kRpA karIne mArgadarzana Apo. samAdhAnaH- zraddhA palaTAvavAnuM kArya to aMdarathI zraddhA palaTe to thAya ne? te bahirlakSe bahAramAM badhuM karyA kare che, paNa aMtara pariNamana palaTAve, yathArtha zraddhA kare tathA jevo svabhAva che tevo aMdarathI oLakhe to kArya thAya. aMtaranI zraddhA aMtara palaTAthI thAya. te bahArathI vicArathI nakkI kare, to paNa aMtaramAM palaTavuM te rahI jAya che. bahArathI to badhuM kare che, paNa aMdaranI tIvra ruci ane laganI lAge to kArya thAya. aMtara palaTo karavo te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. pote kare to thAya. arthAt jJAnasvabhAvane oLakhI puruSArtha kare to thAya. 25. prazna:- aneka paDakhethI AcArya bhagavaMta svabhAvano mahimA kare che te vAMcIe chIe, sAMbhaLIe chIe paNa aMdaramAMthI mahimA kema Avato nathI ? mahimA-ruci kema thAya? samAdhAnaH- badhuM kAraNa potAnuM ja che, bIjA koInuM kAraNa nathI, mahimA nahi AvavAnuM kAraNa potAnuM ja che. pote puruSArtha kare to mahimA-ruci thAya, aMdara potAne oLakhe to mahimA-ruci thAya. potAne eTalI laganI lAgI nathI, dhagaza lAgI nathI, eTale mahimA-ruci thatAM nathI. pote bahAramAM kayAMka rokAI jAya che eTale mahimA AvatI nathI. anaMtakALa Ama ne Ama gayo temAM badhuM kAraNa potAnuM che, bIjA koInuM kAraNa nathI. 26. prazna:- samyagdarzanano viSaya upAdeya che ke samyagdarzana upAdeya che? samAdhAnaH- samyagdarzana pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe upAdeya che, paNa kharI rIte Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [27 to samyagdarzana viSaya je dhruvadravya che te upAdeya che arthAt dhruvadravya grahaNa karavA yogya che. samyagdarzana to paryAya che ane paryAya upara daSTi karavAnI hotI nathI. daSTi to dhruvadravya upara karavAnI hoya che, mATe vAstavika rIte upAdeya to parama pAriNAmika bhAva svarUpa anAdi-anaMta dhruva AtmA che. samyagdarzana pragaTa karavA yogya che, paNa paryAya upara dRSTi karavAthI samyagdarzananI paryAya pragaTa thatI nathI. e to dravya upara daSTi karavAthI samyagdarzana pragaTa thAya che. mATe vAstavika rIte dhruvadravya pa2ma pAriNAmika bhAva svarUpa je AtmA che te-grahaNa karavA yogya che,upAdeya che. samyagdarzana, kevaLajJAna Adi pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe badhuM upAdeya che; paNa tenA upara dRSTi karavAthI sukha pragaTa thatuM nathI. tethI vAstavika upAdeya dhruva AtmA che. samyagdarzana pragaTa karavAthI sukha-AnaMda pragaTa thAya che, mATe te upAdeya che. Ama baMnenI apekSAo judI che. samyagdarzana, svAnubhUti, kevaLajJAna vagere badhuM upAdeya che, paNa te paryAya hovAthI tenA upara diSTa devAthI sukha pragaTa thatuM nathI. dhruva u52 daSTi karavAthI pragaTa thAya che, mATe dhruva upAdeya che. A rIte koI apekSAe samyagdarzana upAdeya che ane koI apekSAe dhruva upAdeya che. te baMne upAdeya che, paNa apekSA judI che. eka vyavahAra che ane eka nizcaya che. paNa te vyavahAra evo nathI ke kAMI che ja nahi, ema nathI. samyagdarzana Adi anaMta zuddhaparyAya vedanamAM Ave che tethI upAdeya che. paraMtu te anaMtaparyAya dhruvane grahaNa karavAthI vedanamAM Ave che. mATe kharekhara dhruva upAdeya che. samyagdarzana sarvathA upAdeya nathI ema nathI, te upAdeya che, paNa te vyavahAra apekSA che ane dhruva upAdeya che te nizcaya apekSA che. 27. prazna:- AtmAno svabhAva to sva-paraprakAzaka che. to samyagdaSTi jIvane svAnubhUtinA samaye pa2 jaNAya che ke kema ? samAdhAnaH- svAnubhUtinA samaye bahAra upayoga nathI eTale 52-52zeyo jaNAtA nathI. potAno upayoga aMdara che ane temAM anaMtaguNanI paryAyo jaNAya che, mATe sva-52prakAzakapaNuM tyAM paNa UbhuM rahe che, teno nAza thato nathI. samyagdarzanasvAnubhUtinI paryAya pragaTe che te kALe pote AnaMdaguNane vede che, potAnA anaMtaguNa vedanamAM Ave che. mATe pote potAne jANe che ane pote bIjA guNaparyAyone paNa jANe che ane tethI sva-52prakAzakapaNuM che. svAnubhUtinA samaye svane eTale ke jJAna Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 28] [svAnubhUtidarzana pote potAne jANe che ane para eTale ke bahAranA zayane nathI jANatuM; paNa pote aMtaramAM jJAna-jJaya-jJAtA svarUpa evA potAne abhedapaNe jANe che, potAnI anaMta paryAyone jANe che. te anaMta paryAyanAM nAma nathI AvaDatAM, paNa potAne anaMta paryAyanuM vadana thAya che tene jANe che. caitanyacamatkAra svarUpa AtmA che, tenI aneka jAtanI paryAyane te jANe che te anubhavanA kALe paraprakAzakapaNuM che ane upayoga bahAra hoya tyAre te bahAranuM jANe che paNa temAM ekatva thato nathI. (anubhava kALe) pote potAno jJAyaka rahe che, jJAtAnI dhArA cAle che ane upayoga bahAra hoya che tyAre tenAthI judo rahIne parane jANe che. eTale ke pote potAne jANe che ane bIjAne paNa jANe che. A rIte savikalpadazAmAM svaparaprakAzakapaNuM che ane aMtaramAM pote potAne jANe che ane potAnA anaMtaguNaparyAyone jANe che te nirvikalpadazAnA kALanuM sva-paraprakAzakapaNuM che. aneka jAtanI paryAyo tene svAnubhUtimAM pariName che tene jANe che tathA potAne abhedapaNe jANe che. A rIte badhuM jANe che te nizcaya sva-paraprakAzakapaNuM che. parane jANe te vyavahAra eTale ke te parane nathI jANato evo teno artha nathI. vyavahAra eTale ke bIjAne jANato nathI ane bIjAne jANe te kahevAmAtra che evuM nathI. parane jANe che, paNa te bIjuM bahAranuM-zaya thayuM eTale vyavahAra kahevAya che. 28. prazna- vizeSa zAstra-abhyAsa na hoya to paNa AtmAnI prApti thaI zake ? samAdhAnaH- zivabhUti munine gurue mAtuSa-mArUSa ema kahyuM, paraMtu eTaluM paNa teo bhUlI gayA ane tuSa-mASa thaI gayuM. tyAM eka bAI dALa dhotI hatI. te photarAM ane dALa jaIne temane thayuM ke photarAM judAM che ane dALa judI che. ane te uparathI yAda AvyuM ke mArA gurue ema kahyuM che ke AtmA judo che ne zarIra, vibhAva-rAga-dveSAdi judA che. A rIte mAro svabhAva judo che ema prayojanabhUta grahaNa karI lIdhuM ane aMtaramAM UtarI gayA. Ama vadhAre zAstra-abhyAsanI jarUra nathI, paNa aMdaranI laganI, aMdarano puruSArtha ane rucinI jarUra che. te yathArtha samaje to thAya ane AtmAnuM astitva grahaNa kare to thAya. aMtarasvarUpa samajavAnI jarUra che. AtmA bIjAthI judo che, te jJAyaka che, AnaMdathI bharelo che, mahimAvaMta che, te koI juduM ja tattva che ema aMtaramAMthI samaje to thAya. jinendradeve pUrNatA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [29 kema karI, guru kevI rIte sAdhanA karI rahyA che, zAstramAM zuM vAta Ave che, samajAvanAra guru zuM karI rahyA che, zuM mArga batAvI rahyA che te pote grahaNa kare. prayojanabhUta-mULabhUta vAta grahaNa kare to pamAya tevuM che. vizeSa zAstrAbhyAsa kare to ja pamAya ema nathI, divasa ane rAta laganI lAgavI joIe. bahAranI ruci ane rasa hoya to A na thAya, paNa AtmAno rasa lAgavo joIe. A bahAranuM badhuM aMtaramAM nIrasa lAge, arthAt aMtaramAMthI teno badho rasa chUTI jAya, tenI mahimA chUTI jAya to AtmaprApti thAya. rasa eka AtmAno lAge, bIjI mahimA chUTI jAya, tathA saMsAra mahimAvaMta nathI, paNa mahimAvaMta mAro AtmA ja che evuM aMtaramAMthI lAge to thAya. mULa prayojanabhUta AtmAnA svabhAvane oLakhe eTale ke mArA dravya-guNa-paryAya zuM che ema mULa prayojanabhUta svarUpa samaje to AtmA pamAya. tenA puruSArthamAM khAmI che, paNa aMdaranI kharI laganI lAge to vAre vAre puruSArtha kare, vAraMvAra puruSArtha thAya. sAcI ruci hoya to vAre vAre puruSArtha thayA ja kare. jo ruci maMda to paDe to vAraMvAra puruSArtha karI ugra kare. laganI aMdarathI lAgavI joIe. AtmAnI laganI aMdarathI lAge tene kyAMya cena paDe nahi. mumukSu- laganI ghaNI lAgI che paNa puruSArtha UpaDato nathI ? bahenazrI - laganI lAge ane puruSArtha na UpaDe evuM bane ja nahi, ane puruSArtha na UpaDe to laganI ja lAgI nathI. aMdarathI tRSA lAgI hoya to te pANI gotavAno prayatna karyA vagara rahe ja nahi paNa aMdara tarasa ja lAgI nathI. laganI lAge to puruSArtha thAya ja ane to mArga maLyA vagara rahe ja nahi. gurudeve vidhi ghaNI spaSTatAthI batAvI che, paNa potAne aMdarathI lAge to vidhi gote ne? kharekhara laganI lAgI ja nathI. vidhi eka ja che ke AtmAne oLakhavo, AtmAnuM astitva grahaNa karavuM. AtmA koNa che? AtmA zAzvata che te kaI rIte che? vagere vicAra karIne nakkI kare ane ekatvabuddhi toDavAno prayatna kare. paramArtha paMtha eka ja che, paNa te pote karato nathI. 29. prazna- bahAranI mIThAza hajI chUTatI nathI, to AtmA meLavavA zuM karavuM? AgaLa kema javAya ? samAdhAna - AtmA badhAthI judo koI apUrva che ema AtmAne oLakhe to Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 30 ] bhavano aMta thAya. gurudeve jJAyakane oLakhavAno mArga batAvyo che tene oLakhe to bhavano aMta thAya. AtmAnI mIThAza lAgavI joIe. aMdarathI AtmAnI mIThAza ane tenI jarUriyAta lAge to puruSArtha thAya. AtmAnI mIThAza lAgatI nathI, ane bahAranI mIThAza lAge che to bahAranuM maLe che. ane jo AtmAnI mIThAza lAge che to AtmA maLe che. AtmAnI mIThAza lAgatI nathI to AtmA kayAMthI maLe? tene aMtarathI AtmAnI apUrvatA lAgavI joIe. jema bhagavAna koI judA che tema mAro AtmA bhagavAna jevo che-Ama oLakhe to AgaLa javAya. 30. prazna:- zrImad rAjacaMdrajInAM vacanAmRtamAM Ave che ke tuM bIjuM kAMI zodha mA, eka satpuruSane zodhIne tenA caraNakamaLamAM sarvabhAva arpaNa karI de, pachI tane jo mokSa na maLe to mArI pAsethI leje. tenI vizeSa spaSTatA samajAvavA kRpA karazo. samAdhAnaH- tattvane jeNe grahaNa karyuM che, svAnubhUti jeNe pragaTa karI che, mArga jeNe pragaTa karyo che, ane jeo mArgane jANe che evA eka satpuruSane gota, teo tane badhuM kaheze. tane aMtarathI kAMI samajAtuM nathI to satpuruSane zodha ane pachI satpuruSa je badhuM kahe che teno Azaya grahaNa karI le. mokSa mA2I pAsethI leje eTale ke tane mokSa maLavAno ja che, satpuruSane teM grahaNa karyA ane oLakhyA to tane mArga maLavAno ja che, mokSa pragaTa thavAno ja che. mATe 'mokSa na maLe to mArI pAsethI leje.' teno artha e che ke tane mokSa maLavAno ja che. anaMtakALathI samyagdarzana prApta thayuM nathI, tene deva-zAstra ke guru maLe ane potAnuM upAdAna taiyAra hoya to prApta thAya. evo nimitta-upAdAnano saMbaMdha che. aMtarathI dezanAlabdhi pragaTa thAya eTale avazya samyagdarzana prApta thAya. samyagdarzana thAya che potAnA upAdAnathI, paNa nimitta sAthe evo saMbaMdha hoya che. mATe tuM eka satpuruSane gota, temAM tane badhuM ja maLI raheze. satpuruSa tane maLe ane mArga prApta thAya vinA rahe tevuM banatuM nathI, avazya mArga prApta thAya ja. kAraNa ke satpuruSa pratye tane bhakti ane arpaNatA AvI che tathA teM satpuruSane oLakhyA che to tane AtmA oLakhAyA vagara raheze ja nahi. je bhagavAnane oLakhe te potAne oLakhe ane potAne oLakhe te bhagavAnane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [31 oLakhe. bhagavAnanA dravya-guNa-paryAya oLakhe te potAnA dravya-guNa-paryAyane oLakhe. tuM satpuruSane oLakha, to tane AtmA oLakhAyA vagara raheze ja nahi. tenAthI avazya tane svAnubhUtinI prApti thaze ane avazya tane mokSa maLaze ja. anAdikALathI potAne mATe ajANyo mArga che, tethI samyagdarzananI taiyArI thAya ane paheluM vaheluM samyagdarzana thAya tyAre deva ke gurunuM nimitta avazya hoya che. mATe tuM satpuruSane gota ema kahe che. satpuruSane tuM oLakha to tane AtmA oLakhAyA vagara raheze nahi evo teno artha che. pote satpuruSane grahaNa karyA-oLakhyA-kayAre kahevAya? ke AtmAnI prApti thAya to, jo Atma-prApti na thAya to satpuruSane teNe oLakhyA ja nathI, grahaNa karyA ja nathI ane teno Azaya grahaNa karyo ja nathI. 31. prazna:- hama to mukitake liye puruSArtha karate hai lekina niyamasArame munirAja kahate haiM ki muktimeM aura saMsArameM aMtara nahIM huM to vaha kaise aMtara nahIM hai? samAdhAnaH- dravyakI apekSAse aisA kahA hai. dravya jaisA zuddha mukti meM hai vaisA hI zuddha saMsArameM bhI hai. vahu zuddhatAse bharA hai. jaisA bhagavAnanA dravya hai paisA apanA dravya hai. muktikI paryAya pragaTatI hai lekina dravya to paisA kA vaisA hI rahatA hai. saba vikalpa toDakara bhItarameM jAtA hai to mukta dravya dekhanemeM AtA hai. dravya mukta hI hai, jaba ki baMdhana aura mukti paryAyameM hotI hai.-aisA kahate haiM to puruSArtha nahIM karanA aisA artha nahIM hai. dravya tarapha dekho to muktasvarUpa hI dekhanemeM AtA hai. usako baMdhana yA vibhAva huA hI nahIM. yadi dravyam vibhAva ho to kabhI chUTe hI nahIM. vibhAva hI svabhAva ho jAya. arthAt yadi vibhAva bhItarameM calA jAya to vaha svabhAva ho jAya. lekina vibhAva bhItarameM hai hI nahIM, Isaliye dravya mukta hI hai. AcAryadava paryAyako gauNa karake kahate haiM ki hama to dravyako dekhate hai, paryAya upara daSTi nahIM dete. paryAyako gauNa karake aura dravyako mukhya karake siddhabhagavAna jaisA muktasvarUpa AtmAko dekhate hai to usameM kucha bhI bheda dekhanemeM AtA hI nahIM. dravya aisA muktasvarUpa hai to bhI AcArya puruSArtha karate hai. munirAja chaThTha-sAtave guNasthAnameM jhUlate haiM aura kahate haiM ki saMsAra aura muktimeM kucha bheda nahIM. phira bhI puruSArtha karate haiM. koI munirAja to zreNI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 32 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana caDhakara kevalajJAna pragaTa karate haiM. aise puruSArtha karate haiM phira bhI AcArya kahate haiM ki mukti aura saMsArameM bheda nahIM hai, koMki dravya taraphase dekhe to AtmA muktasvarUpa hI dIkhanemeM AtA hai. 32. prazna:- Aja sarbare pUjya gurudevazrIkI TepameM dravyendriya, bhAvendriya aura indriyake viSayabhUta padArthakI bAta AyI thI. usameM arihaMta bhagavAnakI divyadhvaniko bhI indriyake viSayabhUta padArthameM liyA kintu pravacanasArakI 80mI gAthAma AtA hai ki jo bhagavAnakA dravya-guNa-paryAyako jAnatA hai usakA moha kSayako prApta hotA hai, to yaha kaise kahA ? samAdhAnaH- yaha dUsarI bAta hai aura vaha dUsarI bAta hai, donoMkI apekSA alaga alaga hai. jitendriyasvarUpa AtmA vyendriya, bhAvendriya aura Isake viSaya-bhUta padArtha-vahu sabase bhinna hai. duSTikA viSayabhUta AtmapadArtha, bhAvendriyakSayopazamajJAna-jitanA bhI nahIM, vahu to pUrNasvarUpa hai. AtmAmeM jJAna kama ho gayA usakI vRddhi ho gaI aisI koI apekSA lAgu nahIM hotI. vahu caitanyasvarUpa pUrNa zuddhAtmA hai. Isaliye yahu saba kSendriya, bhAvendriya aura unake viSayase AtmAko bhinna dekho. usase-AtmAko bhinna dekhanese bhedajJAna aura svAnubhUti hotI hai jisako jitendriya kahanemeM AtA hai. pravacanasArameM bhagavAnake dravya-guNa-paryAya dekhanevAlA apaneko dekhatA hai aisA kahA hai to vahAM nimitta-upAdAnakA saMbaMdha dikhAyA hai. anAdikAlase jIvane AtmAko pIchAnA nahIM. jaba bhagavAna jaisA prabala nimitta milatA hai taba AtmAkI pIchAna hotI hai. arthAt bhagavAnake dravya-guNa-paryAyako samaja le to apanA AtmA samajameM AtA hai ki jaisI bhagavAnakI AtmA vaisI apanI AtmA. aise nimitta-upAdAnakA saMbaMdha dikhAte haiM. yahAM tU sabase bhinna hai aisA dikhAte haiM. bhagavAnakI dhvani sunanemeM rAga AtA hai vaha prazasta rAga hai, vaha prazasta rAgako toDakara svarUpameM lIna hote haiM taba muni vItarAga ho jAte haiM aura kevalajJAna pA lete haiM. magara bIcameM divyadhvani sunanekA rAga AtA hai, vAM bhagavAna rAgakA viSayabhUta padArtha hai dravyadRSTi AtmA rAgase bhinna hI hai. pUrNa vItarAgasvarUpa AtmA hai, usako tU dekha le. yaha rAgAdi to saba bAhya hai aura bAhya lakSase hIM divyadhvani sunanA AdikA rAga AtA hai. Isaliye tU dravyadRSTise pUrNa svarUpako yathArtha dekha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [33 le. sUkSma prazasta rAga bhI AtmAnA svarUpa nahIM hai. upayoga bAhara jAnero rAga AtA hai aura svarUpameM lIna ho jAya to rAga nahIM hotA. paraMtu bIcame rAga AyA binA rahatA nahIM. jaba taka svarUpako samajakara pUrNa vItarAgadazA huI nahIM taba taka chadmasthako prazasta rAga AtA hai, bhagavAnakI divyadhvani sunanekA rAga AtA hai aisA tU jAna. bhagavAnake dravya-guNa-paryAya tU samaja, to tuje terA svarUpa samajamuM AyegA. aisA nimitta-upAdAnakA saMbaMdha hai. anAdikAlase jise samyagdarzana nahIM huA usa jIvako bhagavAnase dezanAlabdhi hove to samyagdarzana pragaTa honemeM bhagavAnako nimitta kahunameM AtA hai. upAdAna to apanA, apane puruSArthase samaja hotI hai vo kucha samaja kara nahIM dete, phira bhI ve nimitta banate hai. bhagavAnakI vANI ane taba apanI AtmA samajameM AtI hai aura bhagavAnakI AtmAko samaje taba apanI AtmAko samaje, aisA nimitta-upAdAnakA saMbaMdha hai. rAga dravyadRSTime nahIM hai. para paryAyameM rAga hotA hai, prazasta rAga AtA hai. Isaliye dravyadRSTi aura paryAyakA jJAna sAthameM rakhake vicAra karanA cAhie. 33. prazna- jJAnIne sthiratAmAM vRddhi prayatna vinA thAya che ke judo puruSArtha karavo paDe che? samAdhAna:- sthiratA potAnI meLAe vadhe nahIM, pote lInatA karavAno prayatna aMdara kare che to thAya che. pote kAMI kare ja nahi ne svayaM lInatA thaI jAya tema thatuM nathI. jJAyakanI daSTi-tenA baLathI lInatA thAya che. jJAnano upayoga vAre vAre bahAra jAya che, chatAM te maryAdAmAM rahIne bahAra jAya che. svarUpa tarapha potAnA upayoganI dorIne khecI rAkhe che, ane tethI upayogane vadhAre bahAra javA deto ja nathI. huM jJAyaka chuM, A huM nathI-A huM nathI ema vAraMvAra zAyakanA joramAM pote puruSArtha karyA ja kare che. tene vikalpathI puruSArtha nathI karavo paDato, sahaja kare che. tathA temAM haTha paNa karavI paDatI nathI arthAt puruSArtha na thato hoya ane vArevAre haThathI tene karavo paDe ema nathI. tene parANe-parANe karavuM paDe ema hotuM nathI. paraMtu pote jJAyakane oLakhyo che eTale sahaja te taraphano puruSArtha kare che. je potAno svabhAva hoya te jema sahaja hoya che, tema puruSArtha paNa sahaja thAya che. mumukSu- "huM jJAnasvarUpa chuM' tema khyAlamAM rahyA ja kare ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 34] [svAnubhUtidarzana bahenazrI:- "huM jJAnasvarUpa chuM' tema potAne rahyA ja kare. rAga tarapha tenI ruci nathI. tethI tyAMthI chUTato jAya che ane potA tarapha vaLato jAya che. A rIte puruSArtha sahaja thAya che, huThathI ke parANe-parANe thato nathI. tene AtmAnI ruci che, mATe ruci ane puruSArtha AnaMdathI kare che. sahaja thAya che. mumukSu - Ape 'AnaMda' zabda sAro kahyo, 'sahaja' no artha AnaMdathI thAya che. bahenazrI:- puruSArtha AnaMdathI kare che, haThathI nahi. A huTha eTale khedapUrvaka kare che ema nahi, paNa rucipUrvaka AnaMdathI kare che, tema artha che. tene puruSArtha karavAmAM rasa Ave che tema ja potAnuM svarUpa che eTale sahaja te tarapha pote AnaMda ane sacithI jAya che. mumukSu - zuM rucipUrvaka ne rasapUrvaka sahaja puruSArtha che? bahenazrI - bahAranA daSTAMtamAM, jema bhagavAnanAM-gurunAM darzanano potAne rasa lAgyo hoya to bhagavAnanAM ke gurunAM darzana karavA AnaMdathI jAya che, huThathI jato nathI, tema jJAyakano prema lAgyo hoya te AnaMdathI te tarapha jAya che. haThathI nahIM, paNa sahaja jAya che kemake aMdara rasa ane ruci che. jema pANI pANIne khecatuM pANI tarapha jAya che tema jJAyaka jJAyakane kheMcato jJAyaka tarapha jAya che ane te tenuM sahaja che. jJAyaka jJAyakanI dorI potA tarapha kheMce che. tyAM huTha ke kheda nathI, AnaMda che. potAno svabhAve potAne anukULa hoya, pratikULa na hoya, tethI te sahaja che. aMdara javAnuM game che, bahAra javuM gamatuM ja nathI, tathA aMdara jAya to potAne saMtoSa ane zAMti thAya che. mATe te kArya hoMzathI kare che, te bojArUpa lAgatuM nathI. 34. prazna:- AtmAnI pahicAna mahimApUrvaka hotI hai kayA ? samAdhAna - AtmAkI pahicAna mahimApUrvaka hotI hai. zuSka vicAra kare to vahu chUTa jAtA hai. AtmA jJAnasvarUpa hai aisA bola diyA, lekina usako grahaNa nahIM kiyA to aise pahicAna nahIM hotI. IsakI mahimA AnI cAhiye. anaMta guNase bharapUra, AzcaryakArI, AnaMdakArI, mahimAvaMta AtmA hai aisA vicAra kara bhItarameM jAve taba bhedajJAna hove. anaMta guNase bharapUra caitanya-camatkAramaya caitanyadeva meM haiM, divyatAse bharapUra meM huM, aisI caitanyanI aMdarase addabhutatA laganI cAhiye. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ 35 bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] phira AtmAko grahaNa kareM to gaharAI AtI hai. AtmAkI mahimA na lage aura bAharase jJAnasvarUpa...jJAnasvarUpa...aisA karane lage arthAt u52-u52se jJAnasvarUpa...jJAnasvarUpa...kare taba kucha nahIM hotA. IsakI mahimA AnI cAhiye. maiM jJAnasvarUpa, caitanyasvarUpa koI adbhUta AtmA hUM aisI mahimA Ave to bhItarameM calA jAtA hai. mumukSuH- AtmAkI mahimA kaise Ave? bahenazrI:- mahimA arthAt AtmAkI addabhutatA laganI cAhiye, Azcarya laganA cAhiye ki yahu koI addabhuta tattva hai. merI AtmA koI sAmAnya nahIM hai, siddhabhagavAna jaisI hai. aura saba loka Upara tIratA hai aisA maiM adbhuta hUM. jahAM ruci lage, upayoga vahAM hI lage. bhagavAnakI jisako mahimA hotI hai ki bhagavAna vItarAga svarUpa hai usako maMdirameM bhagavAnakA darzana karate samaya bhagavAnakI pratimAko dekhakara Azcarya lagatA hai ki kaisA bhagavAna! ThIka vaise hI caitanyabhagavAnakA Azcarya laganA cAhiye ki vItarAga AtmA aisI hI hai phira vaha chUTe nahi. AtmAkI mahimA lage to usako dekhaneke liye upayoga bAra bAra vahAM hI jAya, lekina mahimA na lage to meM jJAnasvarUpa hUM aisA chUTa jAtA hai. bhagavAnakI mahimA lage to maMdirameM pratimAjIko dekhakara zAMti hotI hai ki bhagavAna kaisA vItarAga hai! aise AtmabhagavAnakI mahimA laganI cAhiye. pratimAjI aisI hai to sAkSAt bhagavAna kaisA hogA!! aise sAkSAt bhagavAnakI mahimA Ave paise AtmabhagavAnakI mahimA AnI cAhiye. aura citta vahAM hI lage to dUsI kahIM bhI jagaha lage nahIM. mumukSuH- svayaM mahimAvAna padArtha hote hue bhI svayaMkI mahimA karyo nahIM AtI ? bahenazrI:- bahArakI mahimA hai, bAhurameM ruka rahA hai Isaliye svayaMkI mahimA nahIM AtI. bAhurake padArthomeM ruka jAtA hai, unakI mahimA lagatI hai, bAhara dekhanemeM Azcarya lagatA hai, yaha dekhUM-yaha dekhuM aise saba bAhara dekhanemeM ka jAtA hai aura bhItarameM caitanyabhagavAna AtmA dekhanemeM nahIM AtI hai Isaliye vizvAsa nahIM AtA Isa vajase mahimA nahIM AtI aura bAharameM vizvAsa AtA hai, Isaliye bAhurameM saba mahimAvaMta lagatA hai. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 36 ] [svAnubhUtidarzana bAharameM koI sAmAnya bAta ho to bhI kutUhala karake dekhaneka jAtA hai, lekina bhItara AtmAkA Azcarya karake kutUhala karake dekhaneko bhI nahIM jAte. zAstram AtA hai ki tU ekabAra kutUhala karake dekha to sahI! ki aMdara kaisI AtmA birAjamAna hai! 35. prazna- huM jJAyaka ja chuM evo nirNaya zuM pahelAM buddhipUrvaka thato haze ? samAdhAna - pahelAM nirNaya buddhipUrvaka thAya che. tene aMtaramAMthI evI zraddhA (-vizvAsa ) AvI jAya che ke A huM jJAyaka chuM ane A jJAyakane grahaNa karI temAM tIvratA-ugratA karavAthI avazya AgaLa javAze evo nirNaya tene AvI jAya che. jJAyakanA mULamAMthI svabhAva grahaNa thAya che ke jJAyaka A ja che, A vibhAva che; A para che; A svabhAva che ane te svabhAvane grahaNa karavAthI aMtaramAMthI zAMti ane AnaMda Avaze. A jJAyakane ja grahaNa karavAno che, tenA puruSArthane ugra karavAthI avazya AmAMthI svAnubhUti pragaTa thaze evo joradAra nirNaya prathama hoya che ane svAnubhUti pachI bhedajJAnanI dhArA sahaja varte che. pahelAM nirNaya hoya che, paNa bhedajJAnanI sahaja dhArA hotI nathI. tene jJAyaka grahaNa thAya ane chUTI paNa jAya, puruSArthanI evI tIvratA-maMdatA thayA kare. paNa nirNaya joradAra hoya che ke AvI jAtano puruSArtha karavAthI-A jJAyakanI ugratA karavAthI-avazya mArge javAze. svAnubhUti pachI tene jJAyakanI dhArA sahaja joradAra rahe che. kSaNe kSaNe game tyAM upayoga bahAra jAya tathA aneka jAtanA vibhAvanA vikalpa Ave, to paNa jJAyakanI dhArA varte che, jJAyaka kSaNe ne kSaNe judo ne judo rahe che. bahArathI game te kArya thatuM hoya ane aMtaramAM game te vikalpa AvatA hoya to paNa jJAyaka tenAthI nyAro ane nyAro rahe che, jJAyakadhArAnI pariNati judI ja rahe che. khAtAM-pItA, hAlatAM-cAlatAM, sUtA-jAgatA, ema koI paNa kAryamAM niraMtara bhedajJAnanI dhArA rahe che. te bhego thato ja nathI evI sahaja dhArA rahe che. mumukSune pahelAM to mAtra nirNaya hoya che, sahaja dhArA hotI nathI, paNa nirNaya evo hoya che ke A jJAyakane grahaNa karavAthI ane tenI ugratA karavAthI arthAt bhedajJAna karavAthI avazya svAnubhUti thaze. tenI bhedajJAnadhArA TakatI nathI kAraNa ke sahaja nathI, chatAM tenI ugratA karatAM karatAM svAnubhUti thaze evo nirNaya che. 36. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [37 prazna- saMskAranI vAta ghaNI Ave che, to UMDA saMskAra kaI rIte nAkhavA? samAghAna - jJAyakano vAraMvAra abhyAsa karyA karavo. gurudeve je mArga batAvyo che. tenuM ciMtavana, tenI mahimA, tenI laganI, satsaMga, zravaNa-manana Adi vAraMvAra karavAM. chAzane valovatAM-valovatAM mAkhaNa bahAra Ave che tema vAraMvAra jJAyakanuM maMthana karyA karavuM. gurudeve batAvyuM che te pramANe puruSArtha vAraMvAra karavo. huM caitanya judo chuM, A vibhAva judAM che ema bhedajJAna mATe taiyArI potAne karavAnI che. bahAramAM deva-zAstra-gurunuM sAnnidhya maLe, temano satsaMga thAya, zravaNa-manana thAya te badhuM vAraMvAra karyA karavuM. vAraMvAra tenA (jJAyakanA) saMskAra daDha karavA. ruci vAraMvAra tIvra thAya tema karyA karavuM. 37. prazna- pariNatino palaTo karavA mATe puruSArtha kevo karavo ? vAMcana karavuM? vicAra karavA ? samAdhAnaH- eka caitanya taraphanI dRSTi pragaTa karavA mATe vAMcana-vicAra karavA. aMtaranI dizA palaTAvavAno hetu hovo joIe. pariNati tadgatarUpe-te-rUpatadAkAra na thAya tyAM sudhI vAMcana-vicAra badhuM Ave che. vicAramAM Take nahi to vAMcana kare athavA vAMcanamAMthI vicAra kare, jyAM pariNati sthira thAya te karyA kare. paNa karavAnuM eka ja che-daSTi palaTAvavAnI che, aMdaranI dizA palaTAvavAnI che. te na thAya tyAM sudhI tenI pAchaLa paDI javuM. 38. prazna:- "jJAnI pAse jaIne tuM bhakti mAMgaje ' eTale zuM? samAdhAna - bhakti eTale ke mahimA karaje. (temanI pAsethI) huM jANI lauM....jANI lauM tevA vikalpa karavA karatAM tuM bhakti eTale ke mahimA karaje. satapuruSanI dazAnI mahimA AvatAM tane tArA AtmAnI mahimA AvavAno ane tArA AtmAnI dazA pragaTa karavAno avakAza che. huM jANI lauM...jANI lauM ema lukhkhA jJAnanI mAMgaNI karavA karatAM, arthAt AnuM zuM? AnuM zuM? ema karavA karatAM temanI mahimA karaje. enAthI tArA caitanyanI mahimA tane Avaze ane caitanya tarapha vaLAze. bahAra deva-zAstragurunI mahimA karavAthI aMtaramAM tArA AtmAnI mahimA AvavAno avakAza che. temanI mahimA vagara tuM jANIza te zuM kAmanuM? jeNe AtmAnI dazA pragaTa karI che ane AtmAnI sAdhanA karI che, evA gurunI mahimA tane nahi Ave to tane tArA AtmAnI mahimA AvavAno kayAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 38] [ svAnubhUtidarzana avakAza che? tArA AtmAnI mahimA na Ave ane ekaluM jANyA kare to paNa AtmA tarapha vaLavAno avakAza nathI. mATe ja jJAna mahimApUrvaka hovuM joIe. mahimA vagaranuM jJAna tArA svabhAva tarapha Avaze nahi. arihaMta bhagavAnanA dravya-guNa-paryAyane jANe te potAnA dravya-guNaparyAyane jANe. bhagavAnanI dazAnI mahimA Ave tyAre bhagavAnanA AtmAnI mahimA Ave ane to nija AtmAnI mahimA Ave. gurunI dazAnI mahimA Ave to gurune oLakhe ane gurune oLakhe te potAne oLakhe. zrImadjI ema lakhe che ke "jJAnI pAse jJAna mAMgavA karatAM bhakti mAMgare" kemake tenAthI tane tArA svabhAvanI mahimA Avaze. jJAnano svabhAva zuM che? vibhAva zuM che? tema tuM tattva-vicAra karIne jANaje. paNa mAtra jANI lauM...zIkhI lauM... bhaNI lauM....AvuM badhuM karavAthI tuM emAM ne emAM rokAI jaIza, ane tArA tarapha vaLavAno avakAza raheze nahi. gurunA svabhAvanI mahimA AvatAM tuM saheje aMtaramAM vaLI jaze, tArAthI vibhAvamAM TakI nahi zakAya. jo gurunI dazAnI mahimA AvI to AtmAnI-svabhAvanI mahimA Avaze, ane to vibhAvamAM TakI nahi zakAya; potA tarapha javAno prayatna UpaDaze. nija mahimA vagara jJAna potAnA tarapha Avaze nahi. jo tane potAnI mahimA nathI AvatI to vibhAvanI mahimAmAM tuM Ubho rahIza ane svabhAva tarapha nahi jaI zakAya. mATe mahimApUrvaka jJAna hoya. jJAna, bhakti, tattvavicAra Adi AtmAnI mahimApUrvaka hovAM joIe. jJAna, vairAgya, bhakti badhuM hoya to potAnAmAM vaLAze, ruci potAnA taraphanI thaze. vibhAvamAM ekatvabuddhi, tanmayatA haze to potAnAmAM nahi vaLI zakAya. mATe tenAthI te nirALo thaje. tArI pariNatino vega svabhAva tarapha jAya evI aMdarathI virakti, mahimA, tevA tattvanA vicAra karaje ane te potAne oLakhIne tArA tarapha vaLaje. eTale ke jJAna, vairAgya, bhakti, badhuM sAthe haze to ja tArAmAM vaLAze, te vagara vaLAtuM nathI. jJAna vagara kayAM jaIza? ane mahimA-bhakti vagaranuM ekaluM jJAna haze to lUkhuM thaI jaze. mATe jJAna, mahimA, virakti vagara potA tarapha jaI zakAtuM nathI. 39. prazna- vibhAvane ane vartamAna paryAyane gauNa karI svabhAvanuM AlaMbana karavAnuM kahevAmAM Ave che; paNa svabhAva to dekhAto nathI ? vartamAna vikAra ja dekhAya che ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [39 samAdhAnaH- je nathI dekhAtuM tene jovAno prayatna karavo arthAt je adazya che tene dazyamAna karavuM ane je dekhAya che tene gauNa karavuM. svabhAva adazya lAge che, paNa te dekhAya evo che. tene pote joto nathI tethI te adazya eTale ke gupta thaI gayo che ema nathI; te dekhAya, lakSamAM Ave, tenAM darzana thAya tema ja jJAnamAM Ave tema che. mATe tene dezyamAna karavAno prayatna karavo. badhAne jJAnasvabhAva to jaNAI rahyo che. te jJAnanA lakSaNa dvArA-guNa dvArA-guNIne oLakhI levo. guNaguNInA bheda paDe, paNa te eka ja vastu che, judI nathI. zAstramAM Ave che ke lakSaNathI lakSyane oLakhI levuM, oLakhavAno prayatna karavo. lakSyanejJAnasvabhAvane oLakhavAthI, temAM daSTi karavAthI, tathA temAM tanmayatA thavAthI, zAMti ane sukha maLe che. temAMthI ja apAra ane agAdha jJAna pragaTe che. apUrva vItarAgI dazA ne AnaMda tene grahaNa karavAthI pragaTe che. A anAdikALanA badhA vibhAva to AkuLatArUpa ane duHkharUpa che. tene TALavA nirALA tattvane grahaNa karavuM. 4). prazna- rAgI jIva bhedanuM lakSa kare to rAga utpanna thAya che. to sAmarthyano Azraya letAM samyagdarzana kevI rIte thAya? kema ke sAmarthya paNa eka aMza che ne? samAdhAna:- sAmarthyamAM eka aMza na levo, paraMtu anaMta zaktithI bharelo AtmA levo ane temAM paNa akhaMDa dravyano Azraya levAno che, eka guNano Azraya levo ema nahi. te akhaMDa dravya kevuM che? ke anaMta zaktithI-anaMta sAmarthyathI bhareluM che. te dravyano Azraya levAthI zuddha paryAya pragaTa thAya che; jyAre vibhAvanA Azraye ke paryAya ane guNabheda upara daSTi mUkavAthI to rAga thAya che. mATe aMdara eka AkhA dravyano Azraya levo. mumukSuH- dhrauvyane aMza kahevAmAM Ave che ne? te to vibhAga thayo, to AkhI vastu kevI rIte che? bahenazrI:- dhrauvya te AkhI vastu che. koI apekSAe tene aMza tarIke paNa levAya che; chatAM te aMza ane A paryAyanA aMzamAM phera che. utpAda-vyaya e palaTato aMza che ane A to zAzvata dhruva aMza che ke je sthira che, pUrNa che. utpAda-vyaya palaTatA aMzo hovAthI jJAnamAM gauNa thAya che, jyAre zAzvata dhrauvyane grahaNa karyo temAM AkhuM astitva AvI jAya che. je palaTe che te jJAnamAM Ave che, paNa palaTe che teno Azraya levAmAM Avato nathI. je zAzvata Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 40] [ svAnubhUtidarzana che teno ja Azraya levAya che. bIjI kSaNe je palaTI jAya che, te palaTatAno Azraya levAto nathI. dhruvamAM AkhuM sAmarthya che. utpAda-vyaya palaTe che te paNa dravyanuM svarUpa che; paraMtu te palaTayA kare che tethI teno-palaTanAranoAzraya levAya nahi, zAzvata dhruvano ja Azraya levAya. zAzvata dhruva che te anaMtaguNathI-anaMtazaktiothIbharelo che. zAzvata dhruva che te khAlI ekaluM nathI. anaMtaguNa-zaktithI bharelo dhruva che. ane tene lakSamAM lIdho eTale bIjuM kAMI bAkI rahI jatuM nathI. tenA AzrayamAM badhuM AvI jAya che. paryAya kAMI Azraya levA yogya nathI, tenuM vedana thAya che. dravyanA AzrayamAM paryAya AvatI ja nathI, je zAzvata dhruva che te ja AzrayamAM Ave che. ane zAzvata dhruva AzrayamAM AvyuM temAM badhuM AvI jAya che. kAMI bAkI rahetuM nathI. zAzvata che teno Azraya levAthI rAga nathI thato, UlaTo rAga chUTe che. 41. prazna:- ruci kema thAya? samAdhAnaH- ruci potAthI thAya che, koI karI detuM nathI. ruci potAne aMdarathI lAgavI joIe. gurudeve AvI vANI varasAvI, have ruci karavI te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. gurudeve kahyuM, AtmA koI apUrva-anupama che. AtmAmAM badhuM che te amuka vicAra karIne nakkI karI ruci jagADavI. ruci anuyAyI vIrya. potAnA AtmAnA ja prayojanavALI sAcI ruci hoya to jJAna temAM sAcuM kAma kare che. ruci evI lAge ke kayAMya rokAya nahi evI tIkSNa ruci hovI joIe. Ave che ne? ke "huM to hAluM-cAluM ne prabhu sAMbhare re" tenA jevI AtmAnI ruci thavI joIe ke jyAM jouM tyAM mane AtmA ja sAMbhare, hAluM-cAluM to AtmA ja sAMbhare, mAro AtmA kema pragaTa thAya? ema mane badhAM kAryomAM AtmA sAMbhare, 'huM to bhojana karuM AtmA sAMbhare, 'dAtaNa karuM ne prabhu laganI lAge to aMdarathI AtmA pragaTa thavAno avakAza Ave. prabhu sAbhare re' tema mane dareka samaye sAMbhare re' evI AtmAnI ruci ane AtmAnI ruci evI lAgavI joIe ke kayAMya rasa lAge nahi ne badhethI 2sa tUTI jAya. 'huM nIMdara karuM ne prabhu sAMbhare re' ema huM nIMdara karu ne mane AtmA sAMbhare tevI rIte dareka kAryamAM mane AtmA sAMbhare. AtmA kema pragaTa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [41 thAya? tevI aMdarathI laganI lAge to AtmA aMdarathI pragaTa thAya; paNa tene kSaNe kSaNe evI ruci ane laganI joIe. 42. prazna- paramArthanI prApti thavA viSe koI prakAranuM AkuLa-vyAkuLapaNuM thavuM tene zrImadjIe darzana parISaha kahyo che. to temAM teo zuM kahevA mAMge che ? samAdhAna - paramArthanI prApti mATe khoTI AkuLatA thAya te darzana parISaha che. AbhArthI khoTI utAvaLa na kare paNa temAM dhIraja joIe. dhIraja rAkhe to samyagdarzananI prApti thAya che. AtmA kema prApta thAya? kema karuM? haju kema pragaTa thato nathI? evI badhI AkuLatA thAya te eka jAtano parISaha che. temAM darzanamohanuM nimitta che ane kArya na thavAmAM upAdAna kAraNa potAnuM che. AtmAno jJAnasvabhAva kevI rIte grahaNa thAya ? rAgathI kema chUTo paDe ? bhedajJAna kema thAya? prajJAchINIthI sUkSma thaIne aMdaramAM jJAnane kema grahaNa karAya? ATalo TAIma thayo to kema thatuM nathI? evI badhI aMdaramAM AkuLatA thAya, chatAM temAM zAMti rAkhe ke mArI bhAvanA che to thavAnuM ja che. prayatna cAlu ja rAkhe ne dhIrajathI mArgane oLakhavAno prayatna kare. AtmAno svabhAva zuM che? jJAyaka zuM che? jJAna te ja huM chuM, A badho rAga che te mAro svabhAva nathI. te vedana judI jAtanuM che ane jJAnano je jANavAno svabhAva che te jAta judI che. ema lakSaNathI rAgane bhinna oLakhyA kare ane jJAnane grahaNa kare to samyagdarzana prApta thavAnuM kAraNa bane che ane darzanamoha cAlyo jAya che. paraMtu tene dhIraja hovI joIe. jo AkuLatA-utAvaLa kare to kArya na thAya. game teTalo TAIma jAya to paNa vAraMvAra prayatna karyA ja kare to samyagdarzana prApta thavAnuM kAraNa thAya che. pahelAM AkuLatA to thAya, paNa zAMti rAkhavI joIe. mumukSuH- utAvaLa karavA jaIe to bIje ADa-avaLe raste caDhI jaIe ? bahenazrI:- hA, utAvaLa karavAthI thAya nahi ADa-avaLe raste caDhI jAya. utAvaLa karavA jAya to svabhAva grahaNa thato nathI. svabhAva to dhIrajathI ja grahaNa thAya che. pote zAMtithI aMdara sUkSma thaIne jJAnasvabhAvane grahaNa kare to te pakaDAya tevo che. utAvaLa kare to kAMIkanuM kAMIka pakaDAI jAya-khoTuM pakaDAI jAya, khoTo saMtoSa mAnI le. kArya nathI thatuM mATe (khoTI ) utAvaLa kare to khoTuM thaI jAya. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 42] [svAnubhUtidarzana kharo jijJAsu ane kharo AtmArthI hoya tene sAcuM na Ave tyAM sudhI saMtoSa thAya ja nahi. teno AtmA ja kahI de ke A kAMI aMdarathI zAMti AvatI nathI, mATe A yathArtha nathI ane yathArtha hoya tene aMdarathI ja zAMti Ave. utAvaLa karavAthI khoTuM thAya che, khoTuM grahaNa thaI jAya che, kayAMka ne kyAMka prazasta rAgamAM rokAI jAya che. sUkSma rAga pakaDAto nathI, ane aMdara zubha rAgane chUTo pADI zakato nathI ke sUkSma thaIne jJAnane grahaNa karI zakato nathI. vAraMvAra bhAvanAnA vikalpa Ave tenAthI paNa jJAyaka judo che, tema aMdarathI yathArtha grahaNa thavuM joIe. te thaI zakatuM na hoya ne khoTI utAvaLa karIne koI paramArthane grahaNa karavA mATe dhyAna kare, paNa tevA dhyAnamAM yathArtha grahaNa thatuM nathI. te dhyAnamAM vikalpa zAMta thaI jAya tethI ema lAge ke jANe vikalpa che ja nahi. paraMtu vikalpa hoya che chatAM te nathI ema utAvaLathI mAnI le to khoTuM thaI jAya che. mumukSu - samyagdarzana prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI tene prApta karavAnI AkuLatA to svabhAvika thAya; chatAM paNa tene darzana parISaha kahyo? tema ja dhIraja rAkhavAmAM zuM pramAda na thaI jAya? bahenazrI - AtmArthIne pramAda thAya nahi. A pramAda che ke dhIraja che te tene pakaDavuM joIe. dhIraja ane pramAdamAM phera che. yathArtha pakaDAya nahi tyAM sudhI zAMti rAkhe te pramAda nathI. yathArtha AtmArthI che tene sAcuM grahaNa thAya che ke A pramAda che ke dhIraja che. samyagdarzana mATe khoTI AkuLatA karavI tene apekSAe darzana-parISaha kahyo che. yathArtha rIte to samyagdarzana, cAritra thayA pachI badhA parISahu lAgu paDe che; paNa A tene samyagdarzana nathI thayuM paramArthanI prApti nathI thaI to paNa apekSAe darzana parISaha kIdhuM che. koI khoTI zaMkA ane kutarko karato hoya to paNa samyagdaSTi Dagato nathI. tene niHzaMkaguNa evo pragaTa thaI gayo che ke pote potAnI zraddhAthI Dagato nathI. Akho brahmAMDa khaLabhaLI jAya evA ke game tevA bIjA parISaho Ave tema ja nyAya-yukti Ave to paNa pote je jJAyaka svabhAva grahaNa karyo che te jJAyakamAM niHzaMka rahe che, temAM tene zaMkA paDatI nathI. AvA parISaho samyagdaSTine hoya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [43 jene paramArthanI prApti nathI thaI te AtmArthIne paNa parISaha kahyo che, te apekSAe che. samakita prApta nathI thatuM ane AkuLatA thAya che te apekSAe te jAtano parISaha kahyo che. bhAvanA yathArtha che ane pragaTa thatuM nathI temAM (darzanamoha) karma nimitta kAraNa che ane karmamAM pote joDAyelo che. A rIte pote grahaNa karavA mAMge che ane grahaNa thatuM nathI, mATe tene darzana parISaha kahyo che. koI vikalpo-koI zaMkAo-koI tarko vacce vacce potAne rokatA hoya te badhA aMdaranA parISaho che. svarUpa nakkI kare tyAM vacce koI zaMkAo utpanna thAya, zaMkAmAM vaLI zaMkA paDI jAya ema paramArthane grahaNa karavAmAM aMdara potAnA pariNAmamAM aneka jAtanI muzkelIo UbhI thAya tene darzana pariSaha kahyo che. to paNa dhIrajathI te badhAmAMthI pasAra thaI pote niHzaMkapaNe caitanyane grahaNa kare to samyagdarzana prApta thavAnuM kAraNa bane che. mumukSu svabhAva prAptinI paNa bahu AkuLatA karavA jevI nathI? bahenazrI - bahu AkuLatA karavAthI tene dhIraja nathI rahetI (dhIraja khoI bese che.) ane tethI kyAMka ne kayAMka zAMti manAI jAya evuM tene thaI jAya che. A jJAtA ja che ema sahajapaNe jJAyakane grahaNa karavAne badale utAvaLathI kRtrimatA thatAM dhyAna karavA bese tyAre vikalpa mane dekhAtA ja nathI; have mane samakita thaI gayuM ema tene thaI jAya che arthAt khoTI rIte manAI jAya, evuM tene thaI jAya che. mArA vikalpa zAMta thaI gayA che evo bhrama utAvaLane laIne tene thaI jAya che. jene gurudeve ane zAstroe jJAyaka kahyo che te A jJAyaka ja huM chuM, bIjuM kAMI huM chuM ja nahi.-Ama jene aMtaramAMthI sahajapaNe grahaNa thAya che tenuM daya ja-teno AtmA ja-niHzaMkapaNe ne sahajapaNe aMdarathI kaheto hoya che ke A ja mArga che, bIjo koI mArga che ja nahi. tene koIne pUchavA javuM paDatuM nathI, paNa tenuM hRdaya ja sahajapaNe kahetuM hoya che ke A ja jJAyaka che, A ja svAnubhUti che ane A ja bhagavAna ane gurue kIdhelA mArga che. Ama tene aMtaramAMthI sahajapaNe Ave che, tene koIne pUchIne nakkI karavuM paDe evuM hotuM nathI. aMdarathI tenI daDhatA judI jAtanI Ave che. mumukSu AmA ghaNuM samajavA jevuM che? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 44] | [ svAnubhUtidarzana bahenazrI:- ghaNA dhyAna karavA bese ane pachI temAM prakAza jevuM dekhAya ne kAMIka zAMti lAge eTale kahe ke dhyAna thaI gayuM. AvI kAMIka-kAMIka kalpanAo thAya che; paNa temAM bahAranuM dekhavAnuM kAMI nathI kema ke pote ja che. aMdaranI zAMti pragaTe ane vikalpathI chUTo paDe te, potAno AtmA ja tene kahI de che, svAnubhUti ja kahI de che. aMdarathI nyArA paDelA AtmAnI niHzaMkatA ane daDhatAM judI ja Ave che. aMtara ekAgratApUrvaka potAnuM astitva grahaNa thayA vagara ane vibhAva taraphanI nAsti thayA vagara arthAt bhedajJAna thayA vagara ema ne ema sAcuM dhyAna thaI zakatuM nathI. mAtra tenA vikalpa DAmADoLa hoya te zAMta thAya che, ochA thaI jAya che. aMdarathI judo paDIne svabhAvanI ati grahaNa kare ane vibhAvanuM bhedajJAna thAya eTale ke dravya upara dRSTi jAya ane tenI sAthe bhedajJAna thAya-baMne sAthe hoya to dhyAnanI ekAgratA sAcI thAya che. potAnA svabhAvanuM astitva grahaNa karatAM tenuM dhyAna, tenI lInatA, ane temAM DhaLavAnuM thAya che. upayogane aMdara potA tarapha vALe to tene vikalpa zAMta thAya che. teno mArga eka bhedajJAna che, ane te dravya upara daSTi kare ane vibhAvathI nAsti thAya to thAya che. 43. prazna- zraddhA ane cAritra e baMne guNonuM pariNamana svataMtra che ema kahIne zuM kahevuM che? samAghAna- ema kahevuM che ke tuM zraddhA to yathArtha kara. pachI AcaraNa tArA puruSArtha pramANe thaze. prathama zraddhA sAcI kara, zraddhA thayA bheguM AcaraNa thaI jatuM nathI. zraddhA e muktino mArga che, zraddhA vagara kAMI thaI zakatuM nathI. mATe mukhya to zraddhA che. jevI zraddhA hoya te pramANe AcaraNa thayA vinA rahetuM nathI. tethI zAstramAM Ave che ke banI zake to dhyAnamaya pratikramaNa karaje, jo te na banI zake to zraddhA to barAbara karaje. zraddhAmAM ADuMavaLuM karIza nahi, ke mArAthI thaI zakatuM nathI mATe mArga Avo na hoya. muninI je dhyAnadazA zAstramAM kahI che te mArAthI thaI zakatI nathI, mATe munimArga Avo na hoya, kAMIka bIjo ja hoya ema tuM zraddhAmAM bhUla karIza nahi, zraddhA to barAbara karaje. munidazA na thaI zake to kabUla karaje ke mArA puruSArthanI khAmI che, paNa mArga to A ja che. zraddhAmAM barAbara leje ke mArga to A ja che. je aMdara 6ThThA-7mAM guNasthAne hoya, vAraMvAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [45 nirvikalpadazAmAM jhUlatA hoya temane vyavahAra paNa Avo paMcamahAvratAdino hoya che. mATe temano nizcaya-vyavahAra jema che tema nakkI karaje, zraddhA barAbara karaje. A paMcamakALa che mATe thoDuM Ama hoya ane thoDuM Ama hoya ema na mAnIza, zraddhA barAbara karaje. AvI dazA na banI zake to te tArA puruSArthanI maMdatA che, paNa mArga to A ja che. je badhA muktine pAmyA che te A mArge ja pAmyA che. samyagdarzana-svAnubhUti thatAM bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTe ke huM jJAyaka judo chuM ane A zubhAzubha bhAva heya che. evI tenI jJAyakanI dhArA hoya che, vastusvabhAva evo che, paNa te na banI zake to, thoDuM AvuM paNa hoya ane thoDuM AvuM paNa hoya-evo mArga hoya evI kalpanA na karIza, zraddhA barAbara karaje. zraddhAguNa ane cAritraguNa baMne judA che. tethI cAritra na banI zake to tuM nAsIpAsa thaI zraddhAmAM pheraphAra karIza nahi. aMdara pariNatirUpe jo svAnubhUtidazA na Ave to prayatna karaje, paNa svAnubhUti koI vastu nathI, ema mAnIza nahi. mArga to je che te ja che. na banI zakatuM hoya to tu zraddhA barAbara karaje, prayatna karaje. 44. prazna- AjanA mahAmaMgaLa A5 AzIrvacana Apo. samAdhAna- badhAe jIvanamAM eka dhyeya rAkhavAnuM-jJAyaka AtmA kema oLakhAya? jIvanamAM je nirNaya karyo che te nirNayanI daDhatAthI AgaLa javAnuM che. aMdara puruSArtha karavo, bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karavo, zubhabhAvamAM deva-zAstra-gurunI ane aMdaramAM jJAyakadevanI ArAdhanA-mahimA karavI. basa bIjA badhA vibhAvabhAvone gauNa karI devA ane jJAyakadevane mukhya karIne jIvana gALavuM. basa te eka ja dhyeya rAkhavuM. je dhyeya nakkI karyuM che ke A rIte jIvana gALavuM te eka ja dhyeyanI daDhatAthI AgaLa javAnuM che. zAstra-svAdhyAya, deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA ane aMdara zuddhAtmA kema oLakhAya te dhyeyanI daDhatA rAkhavI. huM to eka ja kahuM chuM ane te eka ja karavAnuM che ke eka AtmAne oLakho. basa, temAM badhuM AvI jAya che. deva-zAstra-gurunA sAnnidhyamAM rahIne temanI ane AtmAnI ArAdhanA karavI. basa, A ja karavAnuM che. laukika jIvana juo ne! kevAM jAya che? A jIvana je AtmA mATe gALyuM te yathArtha jIvana che, bAkI saMsAranAM badhAM laukika jIvana nakAmAM che. laukikamAM to Akho divasa khAvuM, pIvuM, vyavahAra rAkhavA te badhuM hoya che. te badhuM jIvana te jIvana nathI. manuSya jIvanamAM zAyakanuM dhyeya hoya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 46] [svAnubhUtidarzana ane deva-zAstra-gurunuM sAnnidhya maLe temAM jIvana jAya to te saphaLa jIvana che. bAkI te vinA badhA jIvana sAva niSphaLa, tuccha ne sUkA che. te jIvana AdaravA yogya nathI. eka zuddhAtmA AdaravA yogya che. tethI je jIvanamAM AtmAnuM kAMI karyuM nahi, zuddhAtmAnuM dhyeya rAkhyuM nahi, tenI ArAdhanA karI nahi, tathA devazAstra-gurunI mahimA karI nahi te jIvana nakAmuM che. padmanaMdI AcAryadeve kahyuM che ke te gRhasthAzrama zuM kAmano ? ke je gRhasthAzramamAM gurunA pagalAM nathI, gurunAM AhAradAna nathI, jinendradevanAM darzana nathI, tema ja zAstra-svAdhyAya nathI. te gRhasthAzramane pANImAM boLI deje ema AcAryadeve kahyuM che. 45. prazna- Ape pahelAM kahela ke udAsInapaNe rahevAno rasa Avavo joIe, jJAtAdaSTA rahevAmAM rasa Avavo joIe. to teno prayoga zuM? samAdhAna- AtmA ane teno svabhAva je nivRttasvarUpa che teno potAne rasa hovo joIe ema thatAM AtmA te rUpe pariNamana kare to evI nivRtti pariNati thAya ane jJAyakanuM baLa vadhavAthI kartApaNuM chUTe. huM basa udAsIna jJAyaka chuM. huM koInuM kAMI karI zakato nathI. vibhAvamAM joDAI javAya che, paNa huM jJAyaka chuM. A vibhAva mAro svabhAva nathI, huM to jANanAro chuM,-jJAtApaNe rahenAro chuM. Ama jJAyaka svabhAvanI jene daDhatA hoya ke huM to jJAyaka ja chuM arthAt jJAtApaNAno jene rasa hoya che ane jene udAsIna rahevAnI ruci hoya,udAsInatAmAM rasa hoya, te nivRttapaNe rahI zake. jIvane anAdino kabuddhino eTalo badho rasa lAgyo che ke huM karuM, A meM karyuM ema thAya che. te rasanI aMdara tene jJAtA thaIne nivRtta rahevuM ke huM kAMI karI zakato nathI, te muzkela paDe che. jJAyakano jene rasa hoya, mahimA hoya te aMdaranI mahimAthI nirNaya kare-zraddhA kare to nivRtta pariNati pragaTa karI zake che. vikalpa vakhate paNa jJAyaka rahevAno rasa hoya, tevI jene aMdaranI zAyakanI nivRttadazA rucatI hoya te udAsIna rahI zake che. jene kartutvabuddhi racatI hoya te udAsIna rahI na zake. teNe vicArathI to nakkI karyuM hoya ke huM kartA nathI, jJAtA chuM. paNa aMdarathI jJAyakanI mahimAno rasa hoya to tene zAyakanI vAraMvAra bhAvanA ane jijJAsA thAya, ane to tene tevI pariNati pragaTa thAya. kAMI karavuM nahi evI nivRtta dazA jene gamatI hoya, rucatI hoya te aMdara rahI zake. pachI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [47 bahAranAM amuka kAryomAM te joDAya, paNa aMdarathI ekatvabuddhi chUTI jAya. AvI jAtanI nivRttamaya pariNati ja tene ruce to aMtaramAM pravRttimAMthI rasa UDI jAya. azubhathI bacavA zubhabhAva Ave te judI vAta che, paNa aMtaramAMthI AtmAno nivRttamaya svabhAva che temAM AnaMda Avavo joIe. svabhAva pariNatimAM AnaMda Ave, aMdara rahevAmAM rasa Ave, kartA thavAmAM rasa chUTI jAya ne jANanAra rahevAmAM rasa Ave ke huM to jANanAra-udAsIna jJAyaka chuM. para padArthanuM huM kAMI karI zakato nathI, tenA koI pheraphAro karI zakato nathI. te jANanAra hovA chatAM amuka rAgane laIne kAryamAM joDAya, to paNa enI maryAdA hoya che. potAne bhUlIne paramAM, vibhAvamAM joDAI jAya evuM na thAya. jJAyakatAnI, udAsInatAnI maryAdAmAM ja rahe che. kabuddhimAM jIvane eTaluM badhuM paranI sAthe ekatva thaI jAya che ke potAnuM jJAyakapaNuM bhUlI jAya che. tethI to AcAryadeve Akho kartA-karma adhikAra judo lIdho che tathA gurudeve paNa kartA-karma adhikArano bahu ja khulAso karyo che. kartA buddhinA rasamAM kAMI karavuM nahi evI jAtanI zraddhA karavI muzkela paDe che, AmAM ekakora besI javuM ema nahi paraMtu aMdarathI zraddhAmAM palaTo khAvAnI vAta che. 46. prazna- jJAnInuM jJAna nirvikalpapaNe kAma kare che ? samAdhAnaH- jema zraddhA kAma kare che tema jJAna paNa sahaja kAma kare che. tene vikalpa uThAvavo paDato nathI. zraddhA paNa ema ja kAma kare che ane jJAnadhArA paNa evI nirvikalpapaNe kAma kare che. nirvikalpa eTale svAnubhUtinI je nirvikalpatA te nahi, paNa tenI pariNati te jAtanI thaI jAya che. eTale ke tene rAgano vikalpa karI-karIne jJAtApaNe rahevuM paDe tema nathI, paNa sahaja pariNati che. jema ekvabuddhinI pariNati sahaja che, tene kAMI vikalpa karIne rAkhavI paDatI nathI; tema jJAnIne paNa potAno svabhAva che eTale jJAtApaNuM sahaja rahe che. 47. prazna- paMcamakALamAM AvA guru maLavA mukla che, mahubhAgya ke AvA guru maLI gayA. samAdhAna - paMcamakALamAM sAcA guru maLavA ja muzkela che. temAM vaLI AvI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 48]. [svAnubhUtidarzana rIte samajAvanArA guru maLavA bahu muzkela che. ekanI eka vAta vAraMvAra keTalIvAra samajAvatA ! AvA guru maLavA bahu muzkela che. zAstramAM Ave che ne? ke dhobIne tyAMthI vastra lAvIne oDhIne sUI gayo. tene vAraMvAra kahe ke A vastra mAruM che, mane ApI de, mane ApI de, A mAruM che-ema vAraMvAra, vAraMvAra kahe tyAre tene ghaDa bese ke sAcesAca A vastra mAruM nathI. tema gurudeva vAraMvAra kahetA ke A jJAyaka AtmA tuM che, zarIra tuM nathI, vibhAva tuM nathI. te AtmA, jJAtA cho, tuM kartA nahi. A zarIra tAruM nathI, zarIra tuM nathI. Ama keTalIye vAra kahe tyAre ghaDa bese. gurudeve keTalAM varSo sudhI kahyuM, vAraMvAra kahyuM. Avo upadeza denArA guru ziSyone mahAbhAgya maLe che. AcAryadava kahe che ke jIva mohamAM Take che te Azcarya che. mohamAM tuM kema rahe che? moha vagarano AtmA mohamAM Ubho che, e Azcarya che. 48. prazna- zuM AtmAne oLakhyA vinA rAga-dveSa chUTe nahi? samAdhAna:- pahelAM svabhAvanI pratIti kare to rAga-dveSa bhinna paDe, te pahelAM bhinna vAstavikapaNe kevI rIte paDe? bAhya vairAgyapUrvaka tene moLA pADe ke A sArAM nathI, A rAga-dveSa karavA jevA nathI. paNa te rIte vAstavika bhinna paDatA nathI, svabhAvane oLakhe to ja rAga-dveSa bhinna paDe che. je pAtra AtmArthI hoya jene AtmAnuM prayojana hoya-tene vadhAre paDatA arthAt potAne zobhe nahi tevA kaSAyo na hoya paNa kaSAyanI upazAMtatA ane vairAgya e badhuM hoya. mAre AtmAnuM ja karavuM che. A rAga-dveSa kAMI rAkhavA jevA nathI ema AtmAnuM prayojana sAdhavA mATe vairAgya kare to rAga-dveSa moLA paDe, paNa bhedajJAna karyA vagara te bhinna paDatA nathI. pahelAM pAkI zraddhA (nirNaya) kare ke huM jJAyaka-jANanAro ja chuM. zubhAzubha bhAva mAruM svarUpa nathI. zarIra juduM ane AtmA judo che. A zarIra kAMI jANatuM nathI. huM aMdaramAM eka jANanAruM tattva anAdi-anaMta zAzvata chuM. A rIte te jANanAra tattvano nirNaya barAbara karavo joIe. joke tene azubhathI bacavA vacce deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA Ave, to paNa mane eka AtmA kema oLakhAya? te prayojana tenuM hovuM joIe. prathama AtmAnI mahimA AvavI joIe ke A badhuM bahAranuM sArabhUta vastu nathI, sArabhUta to eka AtmA ja che. ema mahimA-nirNaya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [49 aMtaramAMthI thavo joIe. pahelAM ekadama lInatA na thAya, pahelAM zraddhA thAya ne pachI lInatA thAya. to rAga-dveSa chUTe. 49. prazna:- bhAvakarmano nirodha kevI rIte thAya? samAdhAnaH- mULa bhAvakarma ja karma che. dravyakarma, bhAvakarmane laIne baMdhAyA kare che. jo bhAvakarmano nirodha thAya to dravyakarmano nirodha thAya ja che. anAdikALathI te badhAM karmano tyAga karavA prayatna kare che, paNa karmano nAza karavAno je sAco upAya che tene grahaNa karato nathI. tuM bahArathI badhuM karyA kara tenAthI kAMI karmano nAza thato nathI, UlaTAnuM karma baMdhAyA kare che. tuM zubhabhAvo karyA kare che, paNa te zubhabhAvathI karmano nAza na thAya, puNya baMdhAya arthAt dravyakarma to ema ne ema baMdhAyA ja kare. jyAM sudhI bhAvakarmano nAza thato nathI, tyAM sudhI dravyakarmano nAza thato ja nathI. zAstramAM Ave che ne? ke ajJAnI je karma lAkha-kroDa bhave khapAve che te karma jJAnI eka ucchavAsa mAtramAM kSaya kare che. ajJAnI azubhamAMthI zubhabhAvamAM Ubho rahe che paNa ethI to bhAvakarma ema ne ema UbhAM rahe che ane bhAvakarma UbhAM rahe che eTale dravyakarmano nAza thato nathI, kharI rIte tene nirjarA thatI nathI. azubha bhAvanI nirjarA thAya te vAstavika nirjarA nathI. mAtra zubhabhAva karavAthI karmano Asrava rokAto nathI. aMdara bhAvakarmano nirodha kevI rIte thAya teno upAya mATe 52ma guruno (sat puruSano ) Azraya levo. sakaLa moha-rAga-dveSano kSaya karavo hoya to parama guruno Azraya levo. 52ma guru tane mArga batAvaze ke bhAvakarmano nirodha kema thAya ? aMdaramAM tuM caitanyadevane grahaNa kara ane je A bhAvakarmano uddabhava thAya che tenAthI tuM judo paDa. je A bhAvakarma-vibhAvabhAvo thAya che te mAruM svarUpa nathI, huM tenAthI judo jJAyaka chuM-evA jJAyakadevane grahaNa kara to bhAvakarmano nirodha thaze. tuM caitanyanI pariNati-caitanyanuM kArya pragaTa kara, to bhAvakarmanI kriyA tArAthI judI paDaze. bhAvakarmathI bhedajJAna kara ke huM judo chuM. caitanyanA kartA-karmakriyA badhuM mArAmAM che, bhAvakarma mAruM svarUpa nathI. A rIte tenAthI judo paDa. bhAvakarmano nirodha kyAre thAya? ke jyAre caitanyanI pariNati pragaTa kare tyAre. jJAyakadevanI jo jJAyakarUpe pariNati thAya ane bhAvakarma mAruM svarUpa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 50] [svAnubhUtidarzana nathI ema tenAthI judo paDe to anaMtAnubaMdhInAM je bhAvakarma thAya che te badhAM tUTI jaze ne e jAtanAM dravyakarma paNa tUTI jaze. pachI alpa asthiratAnAM bhAvakarma raheze te paNa dhIre-dhIre tUTI jaze. mATe tuM bhAvakarmathI judo paDa ke huM judo chuM eTale ke bhAvakarmathI tuM bhedajJAna kara, tenAthI judo paDe. jenAthI tuM ekameka thaI gayo che tenAthI chUTo paDI jA, ane chUTo paDIza to te tUTaze. bhAvakarmano virodha thatAM, bhAvakarmanA nimittathI je dravyakarma baMdhAtAM hatAM te baMdhAtAM ja nathI. mATe bhAvakarma kema chUTe teno puruSArtha kara. jJAyakanI jJAyakarUpe pariNati kara. ane bhAvakarma sAthe tArI ekameka gAMTha baMdhAI gaI che te gAMThane chUTI pADI de, to te DhIlA paDI jaze. te DhIlA paDavAthI amuka jAtanAM bhAvakarma to Avaze ja nahi. pachI je koI thoDAM raheze te paNa chUTI jaze. mATe tuM caitanyadevane aMdara pragaTa kara. bhAvakarma toDavAno upAya jJAyakadeva che. jJAyakadeva jAgyA to bhAvakarma tUTI gayAM. jJAyakadeva sarva rIte baLavAna che. jJAyakadeva jo jAgRta thAya to bhAvakarma tUTI jAya. mATe jJAyakadevane aMtarathI pragaTa karatAM badhA moha-rAga-dveSa tUTI jaze. pa0. prazna- jJAyakadeva pratye arpaNatA kevI rIte Ave ? samAdhAna- dravyane barAbara oLakhe ke huM caitanya zAzvata anAdi anaMta jJAyaka chuM. Ama jJAyakanuM svarUpa oLakhIne jJAyakanI mahimA Ave to tene arpaNa thaI javAya che. jinendradeva jagatamAM sarvotkRSTa che, guru AtmAnI sAdhanA karI rahyA che tathA vANI varasAve che ane zAstra mArga batAve che. AvuM jANIne tenI jema mahimA Ave che tema AtmAnI mahimA Ave to temAM paNa arpaNa thaI javAya che. jJAyaka kevo che! te anaMtaguNathI bharapUra koI anupama AzcaryakArI tattva che. te anAdi-anaMta che. game teTalA bhavo karyA to paNa jJAyaka AtmAnI aMdara eka aMza paNa vibhAva peTho nathI ke malinatA thaI nathI. Avo zAzvata jJAyaka AtmA koI addabhuta AzcaryakArI che. teno koI nAza karI zakatuM nathI ke tene koI utpanna karI zakatuM nathI. svAnubhUtimAM pakaDAya tevo AtmA jJAnathI-tenA lakSaNa dvArA oLakhI zakAya che. A rIte AtmA ja jagatamAM sarvotkRSTa che ema tenI mahimA Ave to tene arpaNa thaI javAya che. tene tema ja thAya ke mAre Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [51 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] have jJAyakadeva sivAya bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI. A jagatamAM bIjuM je kAMI che te sArabhUta nathI, tuccha che. huM mArA zAyakadevane oLakhuM, tene nIrakhyA karuM, tenI mahimA karuM, tenuM pUjana karuM-Ama jJAyakadevanI mahimA Ave to tene arpaNa thaI javAya che. jJAyakadevanI mahimA AvyA vagara muktino mArga pragaTa thato nathI. tene oLakhIne, zraddhA karIne tenI lInatA karavAthI svAnubhUti pragaTa thAya che. A mATe bIjethI rAga tUTIne virakti Ave to ja aMtaramAM AvI zake che. pUjya gurudevanI vANImAM Ave che ne ke "tuM paramAtmA cho; tuM paramAtmA cho ema nakkI kara' gurudeve je kahyuM che te ja karavAnuM che. jJAyakadevanI mahimA karI tene dvAre Tahela mAravI. pa1. prazna:- jJAyakadevanI kevI bhakti Ave to jJAyakadeva pragaTa thAya ? samAdhAnaH- jJAyakanuM jJAna ane mahimApUrvaka jJAyaka...jJAyaka...mane jJAyaka ja joIe che, mAre jJAyaka sivAya bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI. jJAyakanI evI bhakti aMdarathI AvavI joIe. jAgatAM jJAyaka, sUtAM jJAyaka, khAtAM-pItAM, UThatA-besatAM mAre jJAyaka ja joIe che. mAre jJAyakadevanI mahimA, bhakti-stuti karavI che, jJAyakane dekhavo che, jJAyakanAM darzana karavAM che. huM jJAyakane ja joyA karuM, jJAyakanA guNa-grAma gAuM, jJAyakanI pUjA karuM evI bhakti hoya to jJAyakadeva pragaTa thayA vinA rahe nahi. jema jinendradeva ane gurune oLakhIne nakkI kare ke A deva che ne A sAcA guru che pachI bhagavAnanA dvAre jAya to tene ema thAya ke mAre bhagavAnanA darzana karavAM che, stuti-pUjA karavI che, evI rIte gurunAM darzana karuM, gurune joyA ja karuM, gurudevanI vANI sAMbhaLyA karuM. parIkSA karIne nakkI karyuM hoya to pachI stavana- guNagrAma kare ne deva-guru zuM kahe che teno Azaya samajavA prayatna kare. tema prathama A jJAyaka ja che ema lakSaNathI oLakhIne nakkI kare ane pachI tenI bhakti-stuti kare to jJAyakanI bhakti sAcI kahevAya. (A rIte ) jJAyakanI pAchaLa paDe to pragaTa thayA vagara rahe ja nahi. sAco bhaktimArga A che. deva-zAstra-gunI bhakti sAthe ja jJAyakanI bhakti AvavI joIe. deva gurunI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates para] [ svAnubhUtidarzana sAcI bhakti kone kahevAya? ke temAM jJAyakanI bhakti bhegI Ave. ekalI bAhya bhakti te sAcI bhakti nathI. jJAnapUrvaka bhakti hovI joIe. para. prazna- jJAnIne zubha rAga Ave che temAM khaTaka lAge che to zubha rAgamAM te joDAya che ke nathI joDAto ? samAdhAnaH- jJAnI zubharAgamAM joDAya che, tyAre paNa bhedajJAna varte che. potAnA puruSArthanI nabaLAIne laIne rAgamAM joDAI javAya che, arthAt aMdara lIna nathI thavAtuM eTale zubharAgamAM joDAya che. paNa te zubharAga Ave che tenI sAthe sAthe bhedajJAnanI dhArA varte che, tethI jJAyaka judo rahe che. jJAnI zubharAgamAM evo tanmaya nathI thato ke jJAyakane bhUlI jAya. jJAyakapaNe judo rahIne zubharAga Ave che. A zubharAga Ave che, paNa huM to judo ja chuM. te vibhAva taraphano bhAga che ane mArA jJAyakano bhAga-mArA svagharano bhAga-tenAthI judo che. A zubharAga vibhAvanuM ghara che, te mArAthI juduM che-ema jJAnIne barAbara jJAna che mATe rAgathI judo rahe che, ekatva thato nathI ne AkuLa-vyAkuLa paNa thato nathI. tene bIjAM karatAM utsAha ghaNo dekhAya, paNa aMtaramAM judo ja rahe che. temAM evo ekatva ane tanmaya thato nathI ke potAne bhUlI jAya. judo rahe che, chatAM huM judo-huM judo ema ghaDIe ghaDIe vikalpa nathI karato, paNa tenI dhArA ja judI varte che. pa3. prazna- zAyakanA je saMskAra paDe che te ekavAra jarUra javAba deze ? samAdhAna - gurudeve dezanA ApI ane jJAyakanA je saMskAra paDyA te aMdarathI chUTatA nathI. potAnI bhAvanA hoya ane te tarapha potAnI pariNati jAtI hoyatene icchato hoya to te pragaTa thayA vagara rahe nahi. pote ja che, koI bIjo nathI. paradravyanI icchA hoya to te potAnA hAthanI vAta nathI, paNa A to svadravya pote ja che. pote ja svadravyane icchato hoya to te pragaTa thayA vagara rahe ja nahi. eka zubhabhAva Ave tenAM evAM puNya baMdhAya che ke tenAthI je para chebahAra che evA deva-zAstra-guru paNa maLI Ave che, to pachI aMtaranI sAcI bhAvanA hoya to jJAyakadeva kema maLI na Ave !! sAcI bhAvanA phaLyA vagara rahetI ja nathI. laukika icchA hoya te judI ja vAta che, te pApanI vAta che. te pramANe bahAramAM na paNa maLe. zubhabhAvamAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [53 paNa potAno adhikAra to nathI ja, to paNa bahAramAM tenuM phaLa Ave ja che, to zAyakanI sAcI bhAvanA phaLyA vagara kema rahe?-phaLe ja. 54. prazna- gurudeva zuM badhAne paramAtmA ja kahetA hatA? zuM jIva pAmara nathI ? samAdhAna - gurudeva kahe che ke tuM paramAtmA cho, pAmara nathI. gurudeva badhAne bhagavAna ja kahetA hatA. dravya kAMI pAra nathI, pUrNa bhareluM che. tethI paramAtmA ja che. ane te paramAtmAmAMthI paramAtmApaNuM Ave che. pAmaratA che e to paryAya apekSAe che. je bhAvanAvALo hoya che ema kahe ke prabhu! tame amane-pAmarane prabhu banAvyo chatAM paNa, potAmAM prabhutA bharI che temAMthI prabhutA Ave che. 55. prazna- bAramAM deva-zAstra-guru pratye koI virodha kare te TAIme zAMti kyAMthI rahe ? samAdhAna:- AtmAnuM jene prayojana sAdhavuM che te amuka jAtanI maryAdA bahAra jAto ja nathI. tene vibhAva pariNati jotI ja nathI. jenuM prayojana AtmA sAdhavo che, jene AtmAnI laganI lAgI che te AtmArthI, tene vibhAva pariNatinuM ekatvapaNuM hajI chUTayuM nathI to paNa, maryAdA bahAra jato ja nathI. e to ja AtmAne sAdhI zake che, AtmA maLe che. nahi to AtmA kayAMthI maLe? AtmAnuM prayojana na hoya to tene AtmA kayAMthI maLe? amuka pAtratA to hovI ja joIe. badhAe vicAro pheravIne zAMti rAkhavI. pa6. prazna- zarIra kAma karatuM nathI, ahIMyAM rahI zakAtuM nathI. to zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- gurudeve ghaNuM kahyuM che. AtmAnuM ja karavAnuM che. zarIra kyAM AtmAnuM che? roga-vedanA AtmAmAM nathI, tenAthI judo AtmA che. huM jANanAro chuM, roga thAya te mArAmAM nathI. zarIra upara rAga che eTale temAM ekatvabuddhie joDAI javAya che, paNa zAMti rAkhavI. bhedajJAna karavAno prayatna karavo ke huM jANanAro, sadAya judo ja chuM. bahAranA udaya Ave te potAnuM svarUpa nathI. temAM zAMti rAkhavI. gurudeve kahyuM te tattvanA vicAro karavA, AtmAnuM svarUpa vicAravuM ne deva-zAstra-gurune hRdayamAM rAkhavA. huM jJAyaka chuM. roga judo ne huM judo. AkuLatA thAya, paNa huM to AtmA chuM. A roga mAruM svarUpa nathI, ema vicArI zAMti rAkhavI ane vAraMvAra jJAyaka AtmAne yAda karavo. roga to zarIramAM AvyA kare, te AtmAmAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 54] [svAnubhUtidarzana Avato nathI. te kAMI AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI. badhA udaya Ave, paNa AtmA to judo ja che-Ama gurudeve kahyuM te vAkayo yAda karavAM. sanatakumAra cakravartIne paNa roga thayo hato. teo muni thayA ne aMdara AtmAmAM lIna rahetA hatA. devoe kahyuM ke roga maTADI dauM? potAne labdhi hatI ke ghUMka copaDe to roga maTe, to paNa tema na karyuM. roga to game tene Ave. udaya to udayanuM kAma kare, huM to jJAyaka jANanAro judo chuM. mumukSu- satsaMganI icchA rahe che paNa bahAra jaI zakAtuM nathI, mUMjhavaNa thaI jAya che. bahenazrI:- gharamAM beThAM je thAya te karavuM. gharamAM beThAM beThAM paNa thaI zake che. sat saMga karavAnI-sAMbhaLavAnI icchA thAya, paNa te na bane to gharamAM beThAM paNa thAya che-bhAva sArA rAkhI zakAya che. vAMcana Adi je thAya te karavuM. zarIra kAma na kare tyAM zuM sudhI thAya? gharamAM beThAM karavuM. deva-zAstra-gurunA sAnnidhyamAM AvavAnI icchA thAya, paNa na javAya tyAM zuM thAya ! aMdara AtmAmAM sArA vicAro karavA, mUMjhAI javAya to vAraMvAra vicAro pheravavA, ane zAMti rAkhavI. pa7. prazna- potAne anubhava thayo nathI, to A maMda kaSAya che AtmazAMti nathI evo bheda pADI zake ? samAdhAna:- bheda pADI zake. je sAco AtmArthI hoya, jene AtmA grahaNa karavo che te bheda pakaDI zake che. jo bheda na pakaDI zake to tenI daSTi barAbara nathI. je bheda pakaDI zakato nathI te khoTAmAM kalpanA kare che-maMda kaSAyamAM saMtoSa mAne che. paNa jene kharI lAgI hoya tene maMda kaSAyamAM saMtoSa Ave nahi. jyAM sudhI aMtaramAMthI zAMti na Ave, aMdaramAMthI chUTo paDelo bhAse nahi ane aMtaramAMthI AkuLatA tUTe nahi tyAM sudhI sAcI zAMti AvatI nathI, chatAM jo maMda kaSAyamAM zAMti mAnI le to tene yathArtha jijJAsA ja nathI. jene sAcI jijJAsA hoya te kyAMya bhUla khAto nathI ane aTakato nathI. tene maMda kaSAyamAM saMtoSa Avato ja nathI. mane hajI kAMI thayuM ja nathI tema tene lAge. aMdaramAMthI judI dazA bhANavI joIe te bhAsI nathI-judI dazA AvI nathI-tene saMtoSa Ave ja nahi. jo saMtoSa AvI jAya ane thoDAmAM ghaNuM mAnI le to tene puruSArthanI maryAdA AvI jAya che. sAcA AtmArthIne puruSArthanI maryAdA Ave ja nahi. tene ema Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 55 thAya ke hajI aMdaramAM karavAnuM bAkI che, hajI aMtaramAMthI zAMtino palaTo Avavo joIe te Avyo ja nathI. bhale maMda kaSAya hoya, paNa aMdara kAMI bhAsatuM ja nathI. zAMti lAge che, paNa AtmAnuM koI juduM svarUpa bhAsyuM nathI. Ama sAco AtmArthI hoya te saMtoSa mAne ja nahi. mumukSuH- jene anubhava thayo te bheda pADI zake; paNa jene anubhava thayo nathI te chetarAI na jAya? tene to ema thAya ke sAkSAt anubhava thayo che. bahenazrI - sAco jijJAsu hoya tene maMda kaSAyanI zAMti hoya to paNa aMdara saMtoSa na Ave. aMdaramAMthI je AkuLatA chUTavI joIe te chUTI nathI ne aMdaramAM kAMI bhAsatuM nathI. tethI sAco AtmArthI hoya te chetarAya nahIM. tene to mArI hajI kAMI bhUla thAya che tema thayA kare. muktinA mArganI je vAta AcAryo, mahApuruSo, jJAnIo, tathA gurudeva kare che ane zAstramAM Ave che evI jAtanuM aMdaramAM lAgatuM nathI. tethI tene saMtoSa na Ave. potAne anubhava nathI, paNa zAstramAM vAMcyuM hoya ne guru pAse svAnubhUtinI ane bhedajJAnanI badhI vAto sAMbhaLI hoya te uparathI aMtaramAMthI tevI jAtano ullAsa ke zAMti nathI athavA to mArga A ja che tevI jAtano joradAra nirNaya Avavo joIe te Avato nathI mATe mArI kAMIka bhUla che ema bheda pADI zake che-sAco jijJAsu-AtmArthI hoya te thoDA puruSArthamAM aTakI na jAya. tene ema thAya ke maMda kaSAyamAM aTakI javAthI mArI bhUla thAya che, tene khaTaka rahyA ja kare che, eTale te aTake ja nahIM, bAkI jene thoDAmAM mAnI levuM hoya athavA meM jhaTa karI lIdhuM ne have mane thaI gayuM evI kalpanA karavI hoya te saMtoSAI jAya che. je kharo zodhaka che ke mAre AtmAnuM ja karavuM che, AtmAnuM ja prayojana che te koIne dekhADavA mATe ke koIne khoTI rIte manAvavA mATe karato nathI. mAre mArA AtmAne khAtara karavAnuM che, A anaMtakALanuM paribhramaNa kema TaLe ? aMdaramAMthI sukha kema Ave ane A duHkha kema TaLe? anupama AtmA kema maLe? tema kharI khaTaka lAgI hoya te saMtoSAto nathI. paraMtu jene mAre bahAramAM kAMIka karI batAvavuM che evo hetu aMdara hoya te saMtoSAI jAya che. AkuLatA hoya ne jaladI puruSArtha karI lauM evI badhI adhIraja hoya te saMtoSAI jAya che. chetarAI javAnA ghaNA rastA che. jijJAsA thayA pachI kemeya karIne thatuM na hoya ane thoDo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates pa6 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana puruSArtha karIne mane thaI gayuM evI kalpanA kare to te kAMI mArga nathI. maMda kaSAyamAM tene zAMti-zAMti lAge, paNa ekatvabuddhi tUTI nathI, aMdaramAMthI je juduM bhAsyamAna thavuM joIe te thatuM nathI, ne jJAyaka hAthamAM Avyo nathI to tenA tarapha javA mATe yathArtha rasto maLyo nathI. vikalpa maMda thaI jAya eTale jANe vikalpa chUTI gayA tevuM lAge paNa aMdara sUkSmatAthI jue to vikalpa maMda paDyA hoya che, tenAthI chUTelo hoto nathI. AtmAnA astitvanA grahaNapUrvaka zAMti pragaTa thAya, te to pragaTI nathI ane tenI sAthe je vikalpa chUTavA joIe te to kAMI chUTayA nathI, tethI tenA hAthamAM mArga Avyo nathI. sAco AtmArthI hoya te saMtoSAI jAya nahIM. kemake aMdara AtmA bhAsyamAna thaIne A AtmA ane A mAruM svarUpa ema AvavuM joIe te AvatuM nathI mATe te saMtoSa pAme nahIM, aTake nahIM. A koIne dekhADavAno mArga nathI ema tene aMtaramAMthI AvavuM joIe. AtmArthInI daSTi aMdara ja pharyA kare che, A to mArA mATe che, A kyAM koInA mATe che? ane jo huM rokAI jAuM to janma-maraNa UbhAM ja che-Ama te bhavabhIru che. pa8. prazna- haMmezAM kahevAmAM Ave che ke ruci khUba vadhAravI, jJAnanA uvADanI bahu jarUra nathI. to ruci vRddhigata kema karavI ? samAdhAnaH- pote puruSArtha karIne kare to ruci vRddhigata thAya. potAne karavAnuM rahe che. tene bIje kayAMya vizrAMti ke zAMti lAge nahi to AtmA tarapha vaLyA vinA rahe nahi. azubha bhAvamAM to vizrAMti nathI, paNa zubhabhAvomAM paNa vizrAMti nathI, te AkuLatArUpa che ema kayAMya vizrAMti na lAge to vizrAmasthAna AtmA che tenA tarapha vaLyA vagara rahe nahi. paNa te cArekora bahAramAM aTakI jAya che, eTale aMdara jatAM tene muzkelI paDe che. mumukSu- anubhava pahelAM aMtaramAM balAtkAre javAtuM haze ke sahajapaNe javAya che? bahenazrI - aMtaramAM balAtkAre javAtuM nathI. jJAnInI sahajadazA che tenI vAta to judI che, chatAM jijJAsu paNa kAMI parANe aMtaramAM jato nathI. aMdara potAne ruce che-game che eTale jAya che, tene parANe nathI karavuM paDatuM, jijJAsune bahAramAM kayAMya rucatuM nathI eTale pote potAnA caitanyane zodhyA vagara raheto ja Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ pa7 nathI arthAt enA AzrayabhUta je caitanyanI bhUmi che tene gotyA vagara raheto ja nathI. caitanyanI bhUmimAM jAuM to zAMti maLaze evo vizvAsa che eTale parANe -parANe karavuM paDe tema nathI, paraMtu potAnI ruci ja potAne te tarapha laI jAya che. pa9. prazna- zubhamAM paNa AkuLatA che. chatAM jIvane zubhanI aMdara zAMti jaNAya che. temAM rokAI javAya che to zuM karavuM? samAdhAna-zubhabhAvamAM ajJAnIne zAMti lAge eTale temAM rokAI jAya che, paNa te vAstavika zAMti che ja nahi. aMdara sUkSmatAthI vicAra kare to eka pachI eka vikalpanI ghaTamALa cAle che temAM azAMti che, sukha nathI. sukha tenuM nAma ke je sahajapaNe aMtaramAMthI pragaTayA ja kare. te kAMI kRtrimapaNe lAvavuM na paDe, paNa aMdara sahaja tattvamAM che temAMthI AvyA ja kare. jema baraphamAMthI ThaMDaka tenI meLAmAM AvyA ja kare che tema potAmAMthI zAMti-AnaMda AvyA ja kare che, lAvavA paDatA nathI. mumukSu:- baraphane aDIe to ThaMDaka anubhavamAM AvI jAya che. AmAM AnaMda bharyo che te AnaMdanI cakhaNI anubhava pahelAM kaI rIte Ave? bahenazrI - jJAna dvArA pahelAM nakkI kare. pahelAM svAnubhava hoto nathI. pahelAM Agama, yukti ane parIkSA karI lakSaNa oLakhIne nakkI kare. pote lakSaNa-yuktithI nakkI karI AgaLa jAya che. pahelAM anubhavamAM kayAMthI Ave? (na Ave). mumukSu- anubhava pahelAM paNa pAko nirNaya thaI jAya ke A ja mAruM upAdeya tattva che? bahenazrI- A ja mAruM upAdeya tattva che. temAM AnaMda che, anaMta zakti bharelI che arthAt temAM vibhUti bharelI che-tema pahelAM pAko nirNaya thaI jAya. bhale anubhava nathI to paNa prathama nirNaya thAya che. 60. prazna- munirAjanI alaukika dazA saMbaMdhI thoDuM pharamAvavA kRpA karazo. samAghAna- munirAja vAraMvAra aMdara svarUpamAM AnaMda karatA hoya che. teo jaMgalamAM vasatA hoya che chatAM jaMgala saMbaMdhI kAMI lakSa hotuM nathI, eka AtmAne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 58] [ svAnubhUtidarzana ja dekhe che. chaThThI-sAtamA guNasthAne jhUlanArA ane aMtarmuhUrta aMdara svarUpamAM janArA munirAja ekalA caitanyamaya ja che. caitanyamAM ja nivAsa karanArA evA temane AhAranuM ke bahAranuM kAMI lakSa ja nathI. tema ja zarIra taraphanuM paNa kAMI lakSa nathI. eka caitanyamaya ja teo banI gayA che. eka kevaLajJAna nathI thayuM eTaluM ja che, bAkI caitanyamaya ja thaI gayA che. nidrA paNa alpa thaI gaI che. temanuM jIvana niraMtara caitanyamaya ja thaI gayuM che. jema bhagavAna sadA jAgRta che. tema munirAjane jAgRtamaya dazA thaI gaI che. jAgRta rahetAM rahetAM, arthAt caitanyamaya rahetAM rahetAM zreNI mAMDIne zAzvata evI kevaLajJAnadazA prApta kare che. pachI caitanyamAMthI bahAra AvatA ja nathI. munidazAmAM bahAra Ave ane aMdara jAya, chatAM jIvana caitanyamaya ja che, temano caitanyamAM ja nivAsa che, te ja raheThANa che. Asana paNa te che ne bhojana paNa te che.-badhuM eka AtmAmaya ja che. temane bahAranA bhojananI paNa paDI nathI, ane tethI keTalA niyama sahita bahAra bhojana levA jAya che! ke AvI rIte bhojana maLe to levuM, nahi to bhojana na levuM. Ama bhojana tarapha lakSa nathI. tathA upasarga-parISaha AvatAM zarIrane game te thAya to paNa tenuM dhyAna ja nathI. AvI munirAjanI alaukika dazA che. bahAranI kriyAno vikalpa-zubhabhAva Ave, bAkI ekaluM AtmAmaya ja jIvana che. 61. prazna- azuddhatA potAthI thAya che paNa dravya to zuddha che to zuddhatAmAMthI azuddhatA kevI rIte Ave ? samAdhAnaH- zuddhatAmAMthI azuddhatA nathI AvI, paNa paryAyamAM azuddhatA thavAnI tenI yogyatA che tethI azuddhatA thaI che. temAM paradravya nimitta che ne potAnuM upAdAna che. jIvanI azuddhatArUpe pariNamavAnI yogyatA che ane tenI daSTi para tarapha jAya che eTale vibhAva thAya che. dravyamAM zuddhatA hovA chatAM paNa tenAmAM (paryAyamAM ) azuddhatA thavAnI yogyatA che eTale thAya che. 62. prazna:- Apane kahA ki vikalpose apaneko alaga karanA. to kayA meM esA bArabAra vicAra karUM ki rAga mereme nahIM hai ? samAdhAnaH- bAra-bAra vicAra nahi, aMdarase zraddhA karanA ki meM rAgase bhinna chuM. rAgase ekatvabuddhi cala rahI hai unako toDanA, toDanekA abhyAsa karanA. pIche Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 59 unako raTanA nahIM paDatA. ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai ki maiM zarIra hUM, maiM vikalpa hUM. aisI ekatvabuddhi niraMtara calatI hai unako toDanekA abhyAsa karanA. mumukSuH- ekatvabuddhi toDanekA abhyAsa karaneke liye mukhya mArga kayA hai? bahenazrI:- AtmAkI ruci-mahimA karanA, svabhAvakI mahimA lage, bahAra sukhasaina na lage aura aMdara hI caina paDe vahu mArga hai. meM caitanyako kaise pIchAnuM, usakI mahimA kaise ho aise vAraMvAra svabhAvako pIchAnanA. jaise bAharameM vastu dekhanemeM AtI hai paise meM caitanyako kaise pIchAnuM, aise karake caitanyako pIchAnanekA vAraMvAra abhyAsa karanA. anAdise ekatvabuddhi cala rahI hai. khAte-pIte bhI ekatvabuddhi rahatI hai kiMtu taba bhI bhinna kanaikA abhyAsa karanA. caitanyakI mahimA lage to yaha abhyAsa hove. jaise bane aise yaha abhyAsa karanA. 63. prazna:- hama dhyAnameM baiThe to kisa tarahakA ciMtavana kare ? IsakA tarIkA batAIe ? samAdhAna:- pahale to yathArtha jJAna karanA ki jJAyaka kaisA hai? dravya kaisA hai? guNa kaisA hai? paryAya kaisI hai? yaha varNa-gaMdha-sparza hai, vaha puddagala dravya hai, ye alaga hai aura maiM caitanyadravya alaga hUM, aise pahale yathArtha jJAna karanA, pIche yathArtha dhyAna hotA hai. meM caitanya hUM. usakA astitva grahaNa karaneke bAda dhyAna hotA hai. yathArtha jJAna hue binA yathArtha dhyAna hotA hI nahIM. pahale yathArtha jJAna karanA. jo gurudevane mArga batAyA hai usakA yathArtha jJAna karanA. kaisA muktikA mArga hai? kaise vaha milatA hai? kaisA svabhAva hai? kaise meM nirmala hUM? ye vibhAva kayA hai? mokSasvarUpa AtmA kaisA hai? yaha saba pahale pIchAna karake pIche dhyAna karanA, to dhyAna yathArtha jamatA hai. jJAna vinA dhyAna jamatA nahIM hai. 64. prazna:- pudgalakA pariNamana pratipala svayaM hI ho rA hai. phira bhI jJAnameM yahu bAta kyoM nahIM AtI ? samAdhAnaH- anAdikAlase bhrama ho rahA hai. Isaliye ye saba puddagalakA pariNamana svayaM hI ho rahA hai vahu jJAnameM kaise Ave ? anAdise saMkalpa-vikalpapUrvaka ye sabameM ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai to yathArtha bAta kahAMse baiThe? aba yathArtha samajaNa karake biThAnA. ye saba puddagalakA pariNamana hai, maiM caitanya hUM. ye zarIrakA aura bAharakA jo bhI pariNamana hai vaha puddagalakA hai. roga AtA hai vaha bhI puddagalakA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 60 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana pariNamana hai, vahu AtmAkA pariNamana nahIM. aise yathArtha zraddhA karake bAtako biThAnA. anAdikA abhyAsa hai aura ekatvabuddhi aisI joradAra ho rahI hai, ki bAta nahIM baiThatI. vAraMvAra abhyAsa kare, tabhI yathArtha bAta baiThatI hai. 65. praznaH- indriyasukha duHkharUpa hai to, jaise yAM sUI cUbhI to duHkha mahesUsa huA; vaise Indriyasukha bhogate samaya vadhu duHkharUpa mahesUsa karyo nahIM hotA ? samAdhAnaH- usako yathArtha jJAna nahIM hai aura buddhikA bhrama ho gayA hai Isaliye duHkha mahesUsa nahIM hotA. nahIM to indriyasukha AkulatArUpa hai. indriya sukhavAle AkulatAmeM paDe haiM. usameM AkulatA-du:kha hai. lekina buddhikA bhrama hai. Isase kalpanAse saba padArthameM sukha mAna liyA hai. bhItarameM vicAra kare to vahu duHkharUpa, AkulatArUpa hai. svabhAvase viparIta saba vibhAvadazA duHkharUpa hai, usameM AkulatAkA vedana hai, kalpanAse usameM sukha hai aisA lagatA hai, lekina vicAra kare to duHkha hai. kabhI aisA lagatA hai ki IsameM sukha hai kintu sahImeM vahu saba duHkharUpa hai. devalokameM sukha hai aura narakameM duHkha hai aisA dikhanemeM AtA hai. kiMtu devalokameM bhI aMtarameM to AkulatA hai, aura AkulatA hI duHkha hai. mULa duHkha to AkulatAkA hai. devAMko jo bhItarameM saMkalpa-vikalpa hai vahu saba AkulatA-duHkha hai, svAdhIna sukha IsakA nAma hai ki jisameM 52 padArthake AzrayakI jarUrata na paDe. jo svake-caitanyake Azrayase pragaTa hove aura jo svata:siddha pragaTa hove, vaha saccA sukha hai. sukha to AtmAkA svabhAva hai. jisameM 52 padArthakI, indriyoMkI jarUrata paDe aura parake AzrayakI jarUrata paDe vahu sukha hI nahIM. jo parAdhInatA hai vahu sukha nahIM, duHkha hai. "parAdhIna svapnuM sukha nahIM" gurudeva kahate haiM ki jo caitanyake Azrayase pragaTa hotA hai vaha svAdhIna sukha hI yathArtha sukha hai. 66. praznaH- kaSAya ane jJAnanI bhinnatA kevI rIte thAya te kRpA karI samajAvazo. samAdhAnaH- kaSAya ane jJAnanI bhinnatA te baMneno svabhAva oLakhatA thAya. kaSAyano ane jJAnano svabhAva judo che. kapAya che te AkuLatArUpa che, duHkharUpa che, kalezarUpa che, te zAMtirUpa nathI paNa azAMtirUpa che. jyAre jJAna che te zAMtirUpa che, nirAkuLa che, jANanAra che. Ama baMnenAM lakSaNa bhinna jANavAthI kaSAyathI judA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ 61 bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] paDAya che. AtmA jANanAro jJAyaka che ane kaSAya azAMti, kalezarUpa che. A rIte baMnenA svabhAva judA che. temAM je jJAnasvabhAva che te huM chuM, A kaSAyo huM nathI. te mAro svabhAva nathI, ema jANIne jJAyakane grahaNa karavo ane kaSAyathI judAM paDavuM eTale ke bhedajJAna karIne jJAyakane grahaNa karavo ane jJAyaka u52 dRSTi karI, tenuM jJAna karI kaSAyathI judA paDavuM. te na thAya tyAM sudhI vAraMvAra nyAro thavAno prayatna kare, kaSAyathI pAcho vaLe, jJAnanI mahimA Ave ne jJAnane oLakhe to bhedajJAna thAya, jJAnasvabhAva oLakhyA vinA bhedajJAna thaI zakatuM nathI. mumukSuH- jJAna ane kaSAya ekameka thaI gayA hoya tevuM lAge che? bahenazrI:- teo ekameka lAge che paNa temanA svabhAva judA che. anAdinI etvabuddhi che. eTale kaSAya ekarUpa lAge che, paraMtu jJAnasvabhAva tenAthI judo che. jJAna jANanAra che ane kaSAya duHkharUpa che, kAMI jANato nathI, kaSAyane jJAna nathI mATe kaSAyathI jANanAra judo che. AkuLatA thaI, rAga thayo, dveSa thayo, vikalpa thayo teno jANanAro judo che. vikalpa-vikalpane jANato nathI, rAga-rAgane jANato nathI, paNa teno jANanAro che te juduM tattva che. A rIte jANanAro judo che ane kaSAyabhAvo ke je jANatA nathI te judA che. 67. prazna:- samyagdarzanano viSaya zuM che? ane te kema pragaTe? tathA muktino upAya zuM che? samAdhAnaH- samyagdarzanano viSaya zAzvata AtmA, Takato bhAva grahaNa karavAthI samyagdarzana pragaTe che. paryAyo to badhI palaTAyA kare che. aMdara AtmAne oLakhavo. zAzvata AtmAne oLakhI; bhedajJAnanI dhArA ema ne ema TakAvI; huM A caitanya chuM, vibhAva mArAthI judA che, te AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa nathI, kSayopazamabhAva paNa adhUrI paryAya che, ema nirNaya karI eka pUrNa zAzvata AtmA-ke je kAyama TakanAro che-tene grahaNa karavo. jJAna badhAnuM thAya ke A svabhAva che, A vibhAva che paNa daSTi to eka AtmA u52 ka2vI. bhedajJAnanI dhArA kSaNe kSaNe aMtaramAM pragaTa thAya ane jJAtAdhArAnI ugratA thAya to vikalpa tUTIne nirvikalpa svAnubhUti thAya che. svAnubhUti te ja muktino mArga che. aMtaramAM AtmAno koI anupama svabhAva che. tenuM vedana Ave ane svAnubhUti vadhatI jAya, lInatA vadhatI jAya, to bhUmikA paNa vadhatI jAya che. kharuM karavAnuM to te che; paNa te pahelAM tattvavicAra, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 62] [ svAnubhUtidarzana zAstra-abhyAsa, deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA vagere Ave che ane te eka AtmAne oLakhavA mATe che. AtmA kema grahaNa thAya? ema vAraMvAra vAraMvAra bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTa karavI joIe. pahelAM te bhedajJAna bhAvanArUpa hoya, pachI tenI sahaja dhArA pragaTa thAya to vikalpa tUTIne nirvikalpadazA pragaTa thavAno prasaMga Ave che. je Takato zAzvato bhAva che te ja huM chuM. Ama aMtaramAM dravya upara daSTi thavI te ja muktino mArga che. jIve ghaNIvAra kriyAo karI che, zubhabhAvo karyA che. tenAthI puNyabaMdha thAya che, devaloka maLe che, paNa bhavano abhAva thato nathI. vikalpa tUTIne aMtaramAM svAnubhUti thAya to bhavano abhAva thAya ane te muktino mArga che. tenA mATe vartamAnamAM bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTa thAya to svAnubhUtino prasaMga Ave che. jJAna AtmAmAMthI pragaTe, darzana AtmAmAMthI pragaTe ane cAritra paNa AtmAmAMthI pragaTa thAya che mATe teo AtmasvabhAva che; paNa zubhabhAva AtmAno mULa svabhAva nathI. tethI daSTi tene heya mAne che. jyAre jJAna badhAne jANe che. vacce adhUrI paryAya Ave, zubhabhAva Ave tene jJAna jANe che. ane kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI bhedajJAnanI dhArA cAlu ja che. svAnubhUti vadhI jAya to tene munidazA Ave che. munidazAmAM vAraMvAra AtmAmAM lInatA thAya che. tema karatAM karatAM eTalI sthiratA vadhI jAya ke pUrNa vItarAgadazA ane kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya che. anAdikALathI huM paranuM karI zakuM chuM evI bhramabuddhi che, paraMtu bIjAnuM karI zakato nathI. potAnA dravya-guNa-paryAya che temAM dravya-guNa to zAzvata che ne paryAya palaTe che. to te potAnI paryAyane palaTAvI zake che. arthAt vibhAva paryAyamAMthI svabhAva paryAya pragaTa karI zake che, paNa bIjAnuM to kAMI palaTAvI zakato nathI. mAtra kartabuddhi ajJAnatAthI kare che ke A huM karuM chuM. vikalpa paNa potAno svabhAva nathI, chatAM ajJAnadazAmAM temAM joDAyA kare che. jo bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTe to svasammukha thAya ane svAnubhUti pragaTa thAya. kharuM to e karavAnuM che. gurudeve mArga bahu spaSTa karIne batAvyo che. zAstronA badhA ukela gurudeve karI dIdhA che. 68. prazna:- AtmAnI nirvikala5dazA pragaTa karavA mATe zuM jarUrI che ane te kevI hoya te kRpA karIne kahezo. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [63 samAdhAna:- nirvikalpadazA mATe ugra puruSArthanI ja jarUra che. eka ja mArga che-tuM svabhAva tarapha jA. vAraMvAra bhedajJAna karavAthI sahajadazA thAya che tyAre vikalpa tUTIne upayoga aMtaramAM jAmI jAya che. te evo jAme che ke bahAranuM badhuM ja bhUlI jAya che. A zarIra che ke nahi, vikalpa che ke nahi te kAMI rahetuM nathI. te to judI ja duniyAmAM pravezI gayo, AtmAnI koI judI ja duniyAmAM AvI gayo. tevI dazAne anubhUti kahevAya che. AtmAnuM svarUpa koI juduM ja che, koInI sAthe tenI tulanA na thAya. Avo je mULa Takato bhAva che temAMthI pragaTa thatA AnaMda, jJAna Adi sahaja bhAvono anubhava koI judo ja thAya che. anubhava thatAM AvuM koI divasa nahotuM thayuM evuM tene lAge che. apUrvatA evI lAge ke aho ! AtmAnuM svarUpa koI juduM ja che. anubhUti aMtaramAM pragaTe tyAre AtmAmAM zraddhAnuM baLa koI juduM ja AvI jAya che. AkhI dizA ja badalI jAya che. 69. prazna:- AtmAnI zodhamAM ghaNA japa-tapa-dhyAna-vAMcana karyA, paNa samayasAra vAMcIne to ema thayuM ke A mArga judo che? samAdhAnaH- kuMdakuMdAcAryadava jAgyA ane A samayasAranI racanA karI. temanuM A eka samayasAra basa che. temAM eka AtmA-AtmAnI ja vAta Ave che. gurudeve tenA bhAvo spaSTa karIne muktinA mArgane thaMbhAvI rAkhyo. A paMcamakALanA jIvo samaje nahi ane bIjA dharmamAM kheMcAI jAya che. paNa jainamAM badhuM che, jainamAM AkhI yathArtha svAnubhUti bharelI che. kuMdakuMdAcAryadeve samayasAramAM kahyuM ke baddhaskRSTa bhAvo upara tare che, tArI aMdara praveza karatA nathI. eka zAzvata AtmA che e ja bhUtArtha che. samayasAramAM svAnubhUtinI keTalI mahimA Ave che! paNa teno marma gurudeve bahAra kADhayo. samayasAranI aMdara hIrA paDyA che, paNa te hIrAne oLakhAvanAra gurudeva hatA. AtmAmAM anaMta bhAva bharyA che, tenI carcA karatAM pAra na pamAya. AtmA eka, paNa tenA bhAvo anaMta, muktimArga paNa eka che. TUMkamAM kahIe to ekamAM badhuM AvI jAya che ne vistAra karo to anaMta-anaMta-anaMta jeno pAra na Ave teTalA bhAvo che. zabda saMkhyAtA che, paNa AtmAnA bhAvo anaMta che. zabda anaMta thAya nahi paNa bhAvo anaMta hoya. devo sAgaropamakALa sudhI carcA kare temAM anaMta bhAvo nIkaLyA ja kare, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 64] [svAnubhUtidarzana carcA karatAM karatAM temane tRpti thatI nathI. sAgaropamakALa sudhI carcA karyA kare to paNa AtmAnA anaMta bhAvo khUTatA ja nathI. gurudeva jyAre bole tyAre judA ja bhAvo kahetA hoya evuM lAge che, to bhagavAnanI vANInuM to zuM kahevuM !! A caitanyadeva anaMta guNaratnAkarathI bharelo che. jenA anaMta guNano pAra na Ave, tevA caitanya ratnAkaradevanI to zuM vAta karavI! te jagatathI judo che, ne svAnubhUti thAya tyAre anubhavamAM Ave. 70. prazna- jJAnIkI aMtaraMga daSTipUrvaka bahiraMga sthiti kesI hotI hai? samAdhAna- jJAnIkI aMtaraMga pariNati aisA hotA hai ki jo jo pariNAma Ate haiM usakA vaha jJAtA rahatA hai. kSaNa kSaName jJAyaka ko yAda karanA nahi paDatA. magara meM jJAyaka hUM, jJAyaka haiM aisA sahaja hI rahatA hai. jaise ajJAnIko saMkalpavikalpa sahaja hotA hai aise jJAnIko jJAtAdhArA sahaja ho gaI hai. ajJAnadazAme saMkalpa-vikalpa, saMkalpa-vikalpa AyA binA rahatA nahIM, usI taraha jJAnIko jJAtAdhArA sahaja ho gaI hai ki meM jJAyaka ThuM, jJAyaka hUM. usako aMzarUpa samAdhi, zAMti, jJAtAdhArA cAlu hai, isaliye kartabuddhi chUTa gaI hai. je kArya hotA hai usakA karanevAlA meM nahIM hUM, meM to jAnanevAlA jJAtA hUM. aisA sahaja pariNamana jJAnIko rahatA hai. jo zarIranI kriyA hotI hai vo paradravyakI hai, merI nahIM hai aura asthiratAe arthAt puruSArthakI kamajorIse jo vikalpa Ate hai, vaha merA svabhAva nahIM hai, aisI jJAyakakI dhArA jJAnIko sahaja rahatI hai. kSaNa-kSaNam khAte, pIte, calate, phirate-saba kriyAme jJAtAdhArA cAlu hai. jJAyaka...jJAyakaaisA sahaja vedana rahatA hai. ajJAnIko saMkalpa-vikalpa sahaja rahatA hai, aise jJAnIko jJAtAdhArA sahuja rahatI hai aura kabhI kabhI nirvikalpadazA A jAtI hai. jJAnIkA upayoga niraMtara svAnubhUtime nahIM rahatA. jaba upayoga bAhara AtA hai to deva-zAstra-gurukI mahimA, zAstra-svAdhyAya, pUjA, bhakti, zrutakA citavana aisA zubha vikalpa AtA hai. jJAnI jAnatA hai ki jo yaha vikalpa hai vo zubhabhAva hai, vo meM nahIM hUM. meM to unakA jAnanevAlA hUM, aisA sahaja rahatA . jinendradevakI bhakti AtI hai usI samaya jJAtAdhArA sahaja rahatI hai. Isaliye usameM tanmaya-ekatva hekara vahu kriyA nahIM hotI, saba kAryoma nyArApana rahatA hai. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 65 zrI padmanaMdI AcAryane bhakti adhikArameM kitane zloka race huM? to bhI pariNati to nyArI nyArI rahatI hai. gurukI bhakti, sevA hotI hai, lekina pariNati to usase bhI nyArI hI hotI . yoMki bhItarameM jJAyakakI dhArA rahatI hai. gRhasthadazAmuM lInatA ugra nahIM rahatI, pIche lInatA ugra ho jAve to munidazA A jAtI hai. puruSArtha kama hotA hai to lInatA bhI kama hotI hai. lekina jJAyakakI dhArA to cAlu hI hai. samyagdarzana hote hI svarUpAcaraNa cAritra pragaTa huA, aura anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya chUTa gayA. svarUpAcaraNa cAritra huA to aMze zAMti, jJAtAdhArA aura muktinA mArga pragaTa ho gayA. 71. prazna- samyagdarzananI bhUmikAme zraddhArUpa anubhava hotA hai ki vedanarUpa anubhava hotA hai ? samAdhAnaH- samyagdarzanI bhUmikAme mAtra zraddhArUpa anubhava hotA hai aisA nahIM. jJAyakakI jo dhArA calatI hai vahu zraddhArUpase hI rahatI hai aisA nahIM, lekina aMzarUpa vedana AtA hai. jaisA rAga-dveSakA vedana saba ajJAnIko rahatA hai usI prakAra jJAyaka caitanyakA vedana jJAnIko AtA hai. jainadharma saccA hai aisI vikalpameM zraddhA kara lI aisA jJAnIko nahIM hotA, meM caitanya aisA aMzarUpase vedana AtA hai. jJAyakako vaha bhUla nahIM jAtA, caitanya jJAyakakA vedana unako rahatA hai, pIche kabhI kabhI vikalpa tUTa jAtA hai to nirvikalpa svAnubhUti hotI hai. jJAnIko caitanyakA pratyakSa vadana hai. samyajJAna vedanakI apekSAse pratyakSa hai lekina pUrNa kevalajJAnakI apekSAse parokSa hai. kevalajJAnIkA jJAna pratyakSa hai, samyagdaSTikA jJAna parokSa hai; to bhI vedana to pratyakSa hai. caitanyakA jaisA svarUpa hai vaisA anaMtaguNakI saba zuddhaparyAyakA apUrva vedana hotA hai. jo anaMtakAlameM Aja taka nahIM huA aisA anupama vadana caitanyakA-AnaMdakA hotA hai. yahu AnaMdakA jagatake koI padArtha, sAtha milAna nahIM ho sakatA. aisA caitanyanA AnaMdakA anupama svAda AtA hai. AtmAmeM se pragaTa huA jJAna, zuddharUpa anaMta paryAyapariNati yaha saba vedanameM AtA hai aura jaba vikalpa AtA hai taba bhedajJAnakI dhArA, jJAyakakI dhArA to hotI hI hai. jJAyakakI aMzarUpa samAdhi, sukha aura aMzarUpase vedana vikalpake sAthameM bhI rahatA hai. aura svAnubhUtimaeN anupama AnaMda Adi paryAyakA vadana hotA hai. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 66 ] jaisA siddhabhagavAnakA AnaMda hai aisA AMzika AnaMda samyagdaSTiko pragaTa hotA hai aura sAthameM vikalpa bhI hotA hai. aMze AnaMda gRhasthAzramameM bhI rahatA hai. jJAnIne zraddhA kara liyA, aise mAtra zraddhArUpa vedana nahi hotA, lekina pariNamanarUpa vedana bhI hotA hai. 72. prazna:- udaya Ave tyAre zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- udaya AgaLa koI upAya nathI. (udayane koI TALI zakatuM nathI.) mATe zAMti rAkhavI, samAdhAna karavuM. munine roga thayo. deve kahyuM, tamAro roga maTADI dauM. to munirAja kahe ke je udaya AvavAno hoya te bhale Ave. sanatakumAra cakravartI munidazAmAM AtmAnI sAdhanA karatA hatA tyAre temanI jevAne paNa roga Avyo hato. to, A paMcamakALanA jIvo to zuM hisAbamAM? udaya Ave teno koI upAya nathI. eka ja bhAvanA rAkhavI ke eka AtmA ja joIe che. janma-maraNa karatAM karatAM anaMta bhava karyA. have bhavano abhAva thAya evI bhAvanA karavI. cothA kALamAM paNa roga AvatA hatA. mATe udaya sAmuM jovAnuM choDI daIne potAnA AtmAnI sAdhanA karI levI. 73. prazna:- Avo yoga maLavA chatAM samyagdarzananI prApti na thaI ane deha chUTI gayo to jIva khovAI jAya evuM bane kharuM? samAdhAnaH- samyagdarzananI prApti na thaI hoya, chatAM jo caitanyanI UMDI bhAvanA hoya ane potAne yathArtha laganI UMDANathI lAgI hoya to, jIva game tyAM jAya to paNa, puruSArtha thaI zake tevo avakAza rahe che. paraMtu jo UMDA saMskAra na hoya to te bhUMsAI jAya che. UMDA saMskAra ane tIvra bhAvanA hoya ke mAre AtmA ja joIe che to jIva game tyAM jAya to paNa, puruSArtha pragaTa karavAno avakAza rahe che. 74. prazna:- UMDA saMskAra kone kahIe? samAdhAnaH- eka jJAyaka ja mAre joIe che, bIjuM kAMI mAre joItuM nathI evI tIvra bhAvanA rahyA karatI hoya te UMDA saMskAra che. AnaMdanuM dhAma, evo eka jJAyaka AtmA ja joIe che, vikalpa Adi kAMI joItuM nathI. evI UMDI ci Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [67 jo aMtaramAM hoya, eTale ke jJAyaka vagara cena na paDatuM hoya to game tyAM saMskAra huryA vagara rahetA nathI. evA jIvane bahAranAM sAdhano maLI Ave che, ane teno puruSArtha potAthI jAgI UThe che. 75. prazna- evA saMskAra laIne jIva bIjI gatimAM jAya to nimitto maLe kharAM ? samAdhAna - nimitto maLI jAya. potAnI bhAvanA pramANe jagata taiyAra ja hoya che. bhAvanA UMDI na hoya to vAta judI che, paNa potAnI bhAvanA UMDI hoya to nimitto taiyAra hoya ja che. 76. prazna- amuka apekSAe dravyathI paryAyanI bhinnatA batAve che eTale samajavAmAM mUMjhavaNa thAya che ! samAdhAna:- apekSA samajI levI, temAM kAMI mUMjhavaNa nathI. dravya upara daSTi mUkavAthI muktino mArga zarU thAya che. bhedajJAna thavAthI arthAt svamAM ekatva ane parathI vibhakta tevI cetanya pariNatinI dhArA pragaTa karavAthI muktino mArga pragaTa thAya che. zubhAzubha vikalpa te huM nathI, huM tenAthI judo chuM, huM to caitanya tattva chuM, eka kSaNa pUrato huM nathI, huM zAzvata dravya chuM-AvI dravyadRSTimAM guNanA bheda ke paryAyanA bheda paNa AvatA nathI. jJAna badhuM jANe che ane dRSTi dravyane viSaya kare che tyAre pariNati sva tarapha DhaLe che. vikalpa toDIne svAnubhUti thAyanirvikalpa dazA thAya-te muktino mArga che. temAM mUMjhavaNano koI prazna ja raheto nathI. A kaI apekSAe kahe che te jJAnamAM samajI, daSTine mukhya karI, paryAyamAM zuddhatA pragaTa karavI te ja muktino mArga che. 77. prazna- judAM judAM virodhAbhAsI vacano joI asamAdhAna-mUMjhavaNa thAya che. samAdhAna - apekSA samajAtI nathI eTale kayAM kaI apekSA (che ane kone) mukhya karavI ane kaI apekSA gauNa karavI te samajAtuM nathI, tethI apekSAmAM ne apekSAmAM rokAI jAya che, paNa muktino mArga dravyadRSTithI thAya che. muktinA mArge javuM hoya to emAM ne emAM gothAM khAvA karatAM apekSA samajI levI. A apekSAe bhinnatA kahI che te samajIne samAdhAna karavuM. konI mukhyatA ne konI gauNatA karavI ane zuM Azaya che-te ekAnta nahI pakaDatAM, zuM vastusvarUpa che te samajI levuM. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 68 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana caitanya dravya sAmAnya che temAM guNanA bheda ke paryAyanA bheda daSTi svIkAratI nathI. jJAna badhuM jANe che. dravyamAM anaMta guNa che, dravya-guNa-paryAyathI bhareluM tattva che. tene oLakhI levuM ne dRSTi eka sAmAnya u52 ka2vI. vikalpa toDIne, zubhAzubha vikalpajALathI juduM nirvikalpa tattva che tene oLakhIne svAnubhUtinA mArge javuM. 78. prazna:- dravya guNabhedane paNa sparzatuM nathI, to zuM temAM guNo nathI ? samAdhAnaH- bheda upara dRSTi ApavAthI vikalpa UThaze, mATe bheda upa2thI STine uThAvI le. paNa tethI karIne dravyamAM guNa nathI ane paryAya paNa nathI evo teno artha nathI. dravyamAM jo guNa-paryAya na hoya to vedana konuM? svAnubhUti konI ? jJAna-AnaMda Adi anaMta guNa konA ? dravya bhedane sparzatuM nathI mATe dravyamAM kAMI che ja nahIM ema mAne to dravya ekaluM sAmAnya-kUTastha-zUnya che tema teno artha thaI jAya. kaI apekSAe kahyuM che te samajavuM joIe. dRSTinA baLathI AgaLa javAya che paNa tethI dravyamAM kAMI che ja nahIM evo artha nathI. siddha bhagavAna paNa anaMta guNanI anaMta paryAyamAM birAje che, temane anaMtI paryAyo samaye-samaye pragaTayA kare che, agurulaghurUpe paNa pariNamI rahyA che, tevo ja vastuno svabhAva che. paNa tuM bheda u52 dRSTi na kara. guNabhedamAM rokAvAthI tuM AgaLa nahIM jaI zake, tethI eka sAmAnya mULa vastunA astitva upara lakSa kara tema kahe che. jo badhuM kADhI nAkhIza to tattva zUnyAkAra thaI jaze, paNa evuM vastunuM svarUpa nathI. utpAda-vyaya-dhruvasvarUpa tattva che. "utpAda-vyayadhruva yuktam sat" tevuM dravyanuM svarUpa che. 79. prazna:- AtmAno anubhava karavAnI bhAvanA hovA chatAM, AtmAno AnaMda kema Avato nathI ? samAdhAnaH- puruSArtha karato nathI. bhAvanA che paNa svabhAvarUpe pariNamIne AgaLa javuM joIe tema jato nathI, pote te rUpe pariNamana karavuM joIe. jJAtAdhArA pragaTa karI, kartAbuddhi choDI zAyakarUpe pariName to AnaMda pragaTe; paNa jJAyakarUpe pariNamato nathI. ekatvabuddhi vibhAva sAthe che to pachI AnaMdarUpe kayAMthI pariName ? bhAvanA hoya, paNa bhAvanA pramANe kArya karato nathI. 80. prazna:- Apa TUMkuM kaho ne ? gothAM bahu khavAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 69 samAdhAna - jJAnamAM badhA bhedane jANavA, paNa daSTi eka dravya upara karavI ane svamAM ekatvabuddhi karIne parathI vibhakta thavuM. huM eka caitanya tattva chuM te jANI levuM. anaMta guNa-paryAyonA anaMta bhedo che, tenI jhAjhI apekSAmAM na rokAtAM, mULa tattvane grahaNa karI levuM ke mAruM astitva jJAyakarUpe che. 81. prazna:- dravyadaSTinA joramAM paryAya gauNa karavAnI vAta Ave temAM ekAMta pakaDAI jAya che, rokAI javAya che? samAdhAna - hA, koIthI ekAMta pakaDAI jAya che. paryAyane judI mAnavI ke bhegI mAnavI? ema rokAImUMjhAI jAya che. dravyadaSTinA joramAM zuddha paryAya pragaTa thatAM te bhegI che ke judI che te tenA jJAnamAM samajAI jaze, yathArtha pariNatimAM te AvI jAya che. paryAyanuM vadana thAya che. tethI samajAI jaze ke te sarvathA judI nathI. AkhuM dravya sAmAnya che ane paryAya navI pragaTa thAya che ne vyaya thAya che tevo teno kSaNika svabhAva che. paNa te sarvathA judI nathI tema apekSAthI samajavuM. dravyanI jema paryAya zAzvata nathI, navI navI utpanna thAya che ane vyaya thAya che. vaLI je vedanA thAya che te dravyanI ja paryAya che, paNa te kSaNa pUratI che. 82. prazna:- A5 maMgala AzIrvAda Apo. samAghAna- aMtaramAM zAyakanuM lakSa ane bahAramAM deva-zAstra-gurune hRdayamAM rAkhavA. jJAyakanI samIpatAmAM jIvana gALavuM, te eka ja dhyeya rAkhavA jevuM che. AtmA ane Agnavono bheda karavAno che. Agnavo AkuLatArUpa che ane bhagavAna AtmA nirAkuLa svabhAva che. bhagavAna AtmA vijJAnaghana che tene judo pADavo te karavAnuM che. caitanya che te pote jANaka-jJAyakasvabhAva che. vibhAvabhAva viparIta bhAva che, vibhAva duHkharUpa che, duHkhanuM kAraNa che. duHkhanuM kArya temAMthI Ave che, badhuM duHkhanuM phaLa temAMthI Ave che. AtmA sukhanuM dhAma che-sukhanuM kAraNa che, sukhanuM kArya temAMthI Ave che, badhuM sukha AtmAmAMthI Ave che. vibhAva pote potAne jANato nathI, ane parane paNa jANato nathI, AtmA potAne jANe che, sva-para prakAzaka che, badhAne jANanAro che. A rIte jJAyakasvabhAvI AtmA ane Agnavo vacce bhedajJAna karavuM te jIvanuM kartavya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 70] [ svAnubhUtidarzana "azucipaNuM, viparItatA e AsavonAM jANIne, vaLI jANIne duHkhakAraNo, ethI nivartana jIva kare." jJAyaka AtmAne jANo kayAre kahevAya? ke-AsravothI ( vibhAvathI) nivRtti thAya ane svabhAvamAM pariNati thAya. samayasAramAM Ave che te kahuM chuM ke badhAe A karavA jevuM che, AnaMdaghana AtmAne pragaTa karavAno che. AtmA AnaMda-jJAna Adi anaMta guNothI bharelo che. tenI pariNati pragaTa karavI ane vibhAvathI nivRtta thavuM te karavAnuM che. aMdarathI pariNati pragaTa thaI kayAre kahevAya? ke vibhAvathI nivRtta thAya tyAre. vibhAvathI nivRtti thaI kayAre kahevAya? ke svabhAvamAM pravRtti thAya tyAre. svabhAvanuM vedanA thAya to vibhAvathI nivRtti thaI, vibhAvathI bhedajJAna thayuM ema kahI zakAya. Asravo malina che, AtmA pavitra ne ujjavaLa che-ujjavaLatA, ne pAvanatAthI bharelA AtmAne pragaTa karavA jevo che, tenuM dhyeya rAkhavA jevuM che. tenuM lakSa ane te tarapha pariNati karavI. AtmAno ane vibhAvano svabhAva oLakhIne, tenA bheda pADIne, svamAM ekatvabuddhi ane parathI vibhaktabuddhi karavA jevI che. paranuM huM karI zakuM chuM ane para mAruM kArya che evI kartA-karmanI pravRttimAM anAdithI potAne bhUlI gayo che. paNa svabhAvanuM pariNamana karanAro te huM ane svabhAva mAruM kArya ema pariNati pragaTa thAya te muktinuM kAraNa che. AtmA jJAnanuM dhAma-sukhanuM dhAma che tevI pariNati pragaTa karavI. paradravyano Azraya (ane lakSa) te Asrava che, te parAzrayabhAva che. sAdhakane zubha bhAva vacce Ave che, tyAre deva-zAstra-guruno Azraya hoya che, paNa caitanyanA AzrayapUrvaka-dhyeyapUrvaka hoya che. caitanyano potAno Azraya-te kharo Azraya che, te svAdhInatA che ane deva-zAstra-guruno Azraya paNa parAdhInatA che. AtmAnuM sAnnidhya pragaTa thAya tevI pariNati pragaTa karavAnI che. deva-guru-zAstranuM sAnnidhya to maLyuM paNa aMtaranuM sAnnidhya kema pragaTa thAya te karavA jevuM che, tenI ja samIpatA, tenI ja adbhutatA lAvavA jevI che. koI parapadArtha adabhutatArUpe ke AzcaryarUpe nathI, eka mAtra sukhanuM kAraNa evo AtmA adbhuta ane AzcaryakArI tattva che, tenuM Azcarya karavA jevuM che. jJAyakanA dhyeyapUrvakanuM jIvana te kharuM jIvana che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ 71 bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] gurudeva koI adbhuta hatA. paMcamakALanA jIvonA mahAbhAgya ke temanI vANI ane evA gurudeva maLyA. 83. prazna:- svabhAva hAtha Avato nathI ane vikalpanuM jora vadhI jAya che to amAre zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- svabhAvane prayatna karIne grahaNa karavo. "prajJAthI judo karavo ane prajJAthI grahaNa karavo " Ama zAstramAM Ave che ane gurudeva paNa ema ja kahetA hatA. vikalpanuM jora vadhe to, tenI sAme potAnuM jora vadhAravuM. caitanyanI pariNatinuM jora vadhe to vikalpanuM jora tUTe. pote potAnA svabhAvane grahaNa karavo. prajJAthI judo karavo, prajJAthI grahavo te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. vilpanuM jo vadhe tenI sAmuM na jotAM svabhAvanuM jora vadhAravuM. vAraMvAra A ja abhyAsa karyA karavo, temAM thAkavuM nahi. 84. prazna:- dhyAnamAM besIne jJAyakane grahaNa karavAno prayatna karIe to grahaNa thato nathI ane vikalpa ja thayA kare che to vikalpano nAza kema karavo te kRpA karI batAvazo. samAdhAnaH- pahelA vikalpathI bheda karavo. pachI jyAre caitanya tarapha tenI pariNatinuM jora Ave, tenA tarapha ja tenI tamannA, laganI lAge ane vikalpamAM AkuLatA lAge-cena paDe nahIM to vikalpa tUTe. sva taraphanI daSTinuM jora thAya, pariNatinI doDa thAya ane puruSArthanuM baLa thAya to te tarapha jAya. jyAM sudhI bahAra ekatvabuddhimAM aTakayA kare,bhale buddhimAM tattvane grahaNa karyuM hoya paNa ekatvabuddhimAM aTake-tyAM sudhI vikalpa tUTe nahi. potAmAM ekatvabuddhi ane potAnA svabhAvanuM jora thAya to vikalpa tUTe. 85. prazna:- badhA jIvo koI ne koI vikalpamAM aTakayA kare che. to te vikalpa tUTIne nirvikalpa kema thavAtuM nathI ? samAdhAnaH- potAnA puruSArthanI nabaLAI che, bIjuM koI kAraNa nathI. prajJAchINI jorathI paTakavI te ja karavAnuM che. kSaNe kSaNe huM jJAyaka chuM, jJAyaka chuM ema puruSArthanI ugratA karavI. te ekavAra karavAthI na thAya, hAlatAM-cAlatAM, khAtAMpItAM, besatAM-UThatAM, ane sUtAM-svapnamAM paNa huM jJAyaka chuM-evI bhedajJAnanI ugratA kare to thAya. jene thAye tene aMtarmuhUrtamAM thAya ane na thAya to TAIma lAge. teNe niraMtara evo abhyAsa karavo joIe ke huM zAtA-jJAtA jJAtA ja chuM, jJAtA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 72 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana ja aMdara potAnI pariNitamAM gUMthAI javo joIe. jema zarIra ane vikalpa sAthe ekamekapaNuM thaI gayuM che tema vartamAnamAM AtmA ekameka ghUMTAI javo joIe, tyAre prApta thAya. 86. prazna:- dhAraNAjJAna dharmanuM sAdhana che? samAdhAnaH- A jIva che, A ajIva che evuM dhAraNAjJAna tathA maMda kaSAya karIe to dharma thAya, te dharmanuM sAdhana che evI mAnyatAthI to tene nukasAna che. dhAraNAjJAna eTale gokheluM jJAna na samajavuM. dhAraNAjJAna eTale gokheluM jJAna nahi, paNa pote pahelAM huM caitanya chuM, A svabhAva judo ne A vibhAva judo ema potAnI buddhithI nakkI kareluM che tene dhAraNAjJAna kahe che. zAstro ghaNA gokhI javA-evA prakAranuM jJAna thavuM-te sAcuM dhAraNAjJAna nathI ane te gokheluM ( zAstrajJAna) kAma nathI AvatuM. vAstavika sAdhana to je svabhAva che te sAdhana thAya che ne tyAre dhA2NAjJAnane vyavahArathI sAdhana kahevAya che. mULa sAdhana to dravyasvabhAva che. puruSArtha aMtaramAMthI UpaDe to te vAstavika sAdhana thAya che. potAnI pariNati jemAMthI UchaLe che te dravyasvabhAva mULa sAdhana che. je svAnubhUti kare tenI dravya u52 daSTi hoya che ane tene AvA bhedavikalpa vacce Ave che, paNa temAM te rokAto nathI. rucivALA jIvane ghaNA prakAranA vikalpo Ave paNa temAM rokAya nahi; vAstavika sAdhana to dravyadRSTi je aMtaramAMthI pragaTe te ja che, paNa rucinI sAthe huM caitanya chuM, jJAna chuM evI jAtano abhyAsa AvyA vagara raheto nathI. jema guruno upadeza vacce hoya che, tema amuka jAtanA zubha vikalpo vacce Ave che. huM jJAna chuM-darzana chuM, evA bhedavikalpo vacce Ave che, paNa tenI dRSTimAM to anaMtaguNano piMDa eka caitanya ja che. vikalpa sAdhanArUpa thato nathI kemake vikalpa toDavAmAM vikalpa sAdhana na thAya. nirvikalpa dazA pragaTe tyAre vikalpa hotA nathI. nirvikalpa dazAnuM sAdhana jJAyaka che ke jenAthI potAnI pariNati nirvikalparUpa thAya che, paNa vacce vikalpa AvyA vagara rahetA nathI. tenA jJAnamAM ema hovuM joIe ke A vikalpa vAstavika sAdhana nathI, paNa vyavahAra che. vikalpamAM sarvasvatA mAnI na levI joIe ke Ama karatAM karatAM thaze, paNa tenI dRSTi tenA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] | [ 73 potAnA astitvane grahaNa karavA tarapha ja hovI joIe. mAruM astitva kema grahaNa karuM! te tarapha daSTi hovI joIe. svabhAvanI khoja karavAnI che, temAM A jJAna che-darzana che evA vicAro AvyA vagara rahetA nathI. 87. prazna- vyavahAra vacce AvyA vagara raheto nathI te barAbara che, paNa tenI ruci thaI jAya to nizcaya pragaTe nahi ne ? samAdhAnaH- vyavahAranI ruci eTale ke temAM ja rokAI rahevuM na joIe. te vacce Ave che, paNa tenI daSTi AgaLa javAnI hovI joIe. AcAryadeva kahe che ke ame tane trIjI bhUmikAmAM amRtakuMbhanI bhUmikAmAMjavAnuM kahIe chIe tyAM nIce nIce na paDa. ame zuddhanI bhUmikAmAM javAnuM kahIe chIe, zubha choDI azubhamAM javAnuM kahetAM nathI. UMce UMce zuddhanI bhUmikAmAM javAnuM kahIe chIe temAM A zubhabhAva Ave, paNa tene sarvasva mAnI levuM nahi. zuddha bhUmikA kema pragaTe, amRtakuMbha bhUmikA kema pragaTe ema daSTi tyAM hovI joIe, rUci tyAM hovI joIe ne vacce A badho vyavahAra AvyA vagara raheto nathI. 88. prazna:- ruci parathI khasatI nathI ane ahIM AvatI nathI to svarUpa kaI rIte jJAnamAM levuM ke jethI sacino palaTo saheje thAya ? mUMjhavaNa paNa ghaNI thAya che ke kayAM sudhI Ama ne Ama rahevuM? samAghAna- AtmAne jJAnamAM lIdho, paNa AtmAnI yathArtha mahimA aMtaramAMthI AvavI joIe. samajaNanI sAthe virakti paNa joIe, to ruci palaTAya. tene para taraphathI virakti AvavI joIe ke bahAramAM kAMI nathI, AtmAmAM ja badhuM che. nirALApaNuM AvavuM joIe ke bahAramAM kayAMya aTakavA jevuM nathI, kayAMya sukha nathI teno nirNaya evo daDha hovo joIe ke ruci palaTo khAya. jJAnamAMsamajaNamAM vastu AvavI joIe paNa ekalI samajaNa nahi, samajaNa sAthe virakti, mahimA vagere badhuM aMdaramAM hoya to ruci palaTo khAya. mumukSu- te badhuM kaI rIte Ave ? bahenazrI - pote kare to thAya. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 74 ] [svAnubhUtidarzana mumukSu- karavAmAM zuM bAkI rahI jAya che? kuTuMba-parivAra choDI ahIM rahIe chIe ne rucipUrvaka zAstra vAMcI, vicAravAnuM mana paNa thAya che. bahenazrI:- AvuM karavA chatAM paNa pote aTake che kemake rUci tyAM ne tyAM che. jeTalI joIe teTalI aMdara tIvratA nathI, aMtaramAM pAcho vaLato nathI, aMtaranI mahimA AvatI nathI; potAne grahaNa karato nathI ne virakti AvatI nathI; jema koI sUto hoya ne jAgRta thavAno nirNaya karyo hoya, paNa jAguM chuM...jAguM chuM ema karyA kare to paNa pramAdane laIne jAgato nathI-UThato nathI tema jeTaluM kAraNa ApavuM joIe teTaluM Apato nathI, jeTalI tIvratA joIe teTalI karato nathI, jJAna-virakti-mahimA karato nathI te kyAMka aTake che. aMtaramAMthI tAlAvelI lAgavI joIe ke pote kyAMya na aTakatAM potAmAM cAlyo jAya. teTalI aMdarathI laganI lAgavI joIe. daSTi aMtaramAM thaMbhatI nathI ane para taraphathI chUTatI nathI tenuM kAraNa potAnuM che. potAno Azraya prabaLapaNe le ane parano Azraya choDI de to nirAlaMbana thaI jAya. potAnA AzrayanuM jora thAya to parano Azraya chUTI jAya che, paNa pote choDa to chUTe. dravyane grahaNa karyuM nathI tethI paryAyamAM badhe aTakelo che. bIjA taraphathI pAcho haThe to palaTo thAya, te potAnA puruSArthathI thAya che. 89. prazna:- paryAyamAM aTakayo che tenA mATe zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- bahAramAM sarvasva nathI, jJAyakamAM ja badhuM che tema pote daDhatA karavI. bhale prathama buddhipUrvaka vicAra karIne daDhatA kare, paNa aMdarathI palaTo khAvAmAM vizeSa taiyArI thavI joIe to pariNati palaTo khAya. buddhimAM daDhatA Ave, paNa pariNati jyAM sudhI palaTo khAtI nathI tyAM sudhI kacAza che. pariNati paranA ekatva tarapha DhaLI rahI che, te potAnI kacAza che. buddhimAM nirNaya kare ke mahimAvaMta jJAyaka AtmA che, sukha paNa AmAM che, bahAramAM sukha nathI.-Ama nirNaya sudhI pote Ave che, paNa pariNati palaTo khAtI nathI, te kacAza che. vAraMvAra jJAyakanI tarapha pariNati rahyA kare to palaTo khAya, paraMtu jJAyaka tarapha pariNati Take kayAre? ke potA tarapha rahevAnI jarUriyAta lAge to jJAyaka tarapha pariNati Take. gurudeve badhAne grahaNa thAya tevuM cokhkhuM karI dIdhuM che, Akho mArga cokhkho karIne batAvI dIdho che. 90. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 75 prazna:- "tatprati prIticittena yena vArtA pi hi zrutA " AmAM zuM kahevuM che ? samAdhAnaH- rucipUrvaka vAto sAMbhaLe che te 'bhAvi nirvANa bhAjanam'. A vAta aMtarathI rucipUrvaka sAMbhaLe che tenI pariNita palaTo khAdhA vagara rahevAnI ja nathI ane te 'bhAvi'-bhaviSyamAM nirvANanuM bhAjana thAya che. pote puruSArtha karIne palaTo khAvAno che. je jijJAsu hoya tene ema Ave che ke mArI pariNita kevI rIte palaTo khAya, ema tene potAne puruSArtha karavAnI bhAvanA rahe che. 91. praznaH- zAstra vAMcavAthI khoTI hUMpha ke otha na AvI jAya? samAdhAnaH- zAstra vAMcavAthI khoTI otha AvI jAtI nathI, paNa tenI sAthe pariNatimAM kema palaTo thAya? kema puruSArtha karuM? kevI rIte thAya ? evI bhAvanA- laganI lagADanAra palaTo khAya che. pachI kayAre palaTo khAya te tenI yogyatA pramANe che. paNa bhAvanA to ema rahe ke kevI rIte puruSArtha karuM, puruSArtha kema thAya-A rIte puruSArtha karavAnI ja bhAvanA rahe to palaTo thAya. 92. prazna:- jJAyakanI ruci thatAM sva-parano viveka zuM yathArtha Ave ? samAdhAnaH- jJAyakanI ruci yathArtha hoya to teno viveka paNa yathArtha hoya che. sva52no viveka karI, yathArtha jJAna kare to yathArtha mArga grahaNa thAya. jenI ruci yathArtha tenuM badhuM yathArtha. AtmA svabhAve pUrNa che. tenI yathArtha ruci thatAM jJAna paNa yathArtha thAya che. mumukSuH- nimittano viveka yathArtha Ave! bahenazrI:- hA, nimittano viveka yathArtha Ave, svabhAvanuM grahaNa thatAM badhuM Ave, nizcaya-vyavahAranI saMdhi jema che tema Ave. 93. prazna:- svabhAvanI rucivALA jIvane viveka eka prakArano raheto haze ke koI vakhata viparItatA Ave ane koI vakhata yathArthatA rahetI haze ? samAdhAnaH- anubhava pahelAMnI rucivALAne evo niyama nathI hoto. jo samyadhArA hoya eTale ke jene jJAna samyaka hoya tene sadA viveka yathArtha hoya ne te pahelAMnI rucivALAne rucimAM kaMIka maMdatA AvI jAya to vivekamAM juduM AvI jAya. ruci yathArtha rahyA kare to viveka paNa yathArtha rahe ne rucimAM pheraphAra thAya to vivekamAM paNa pheraphAra thAya 94. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 76 ] prazna:- puruSArtha vadhAre hoya to avi hoya ja nahi? samAdhAnaH- jene AtmA tarapha ruci hoya te abhiva na hoya. gurudeve ATaluM samajAvyuM ke zubhAzubha bhAva AtmAno svabhAva nathI. te aMtarathI jene bese ane jene AtmAnI ruci lAge to te abhiva na hoya. 95. prazna:- A jIva ghaNIvAra samavasaraNamAM jaI Avyo. chatAM samyagdarzana na pAmyo to tenuM kAraNa zuM? kRpA karI samajAvo. samAdhAnaH- teNe aMtarathI bhagavAnane oLakhyA nathI mATe evo ne evo pAcho Ave che. teNe bhagavAnane bahArathI oLakhyA ke bhagavAna samavasaraNamAM birAje che, aSTa prAtihArya che, siMhAsana para birAjamAna che, chatra-cAmara che ne zarIra zAMta hovAthI teo zAMta che. teNe evuM badhuM joyuM paNa aMtarathI bhagavAnane na oLakhyA; tethI pAcho Avyo, bhagavAnanuM zuM svarUpa che, AtmAnuM zuM svarUpa che te oLakhyuM nathI eTale pAcho Ave che. 96. prazna:- AtmAnA astitvano svIkAra kema Ave? samAdhAnaH- gurudeve kahyuM che tenI apUrvatA aMtaramAM lAge, AtmAmAM ja sarvasva che ema lAge, AtmA koI judo che te taraphanI ruci-puruSArtha jAge ane zubhAzubha bhAvamAM kayAMya ruci na lAge tene potAnA astitvano aMtarathI yathArtha svIkAra Ave che. 97. praznaH- gaIkAlanI carcAmAM AvyuM ke bhedajJAna rAga ane jJAnasvabhAva vacce karavAnuM che, dravya ane paryAya vacce nahi. samayasAra gAthA 38mAM ema Ave che ke navatattvathI AtmA atyaMta judo hovAthI zuddha che, temAM saMvara-nirjarA-mokSa paNa AvI gayA. te uparAMta dravyaSTi karavI ane paryAyaSTi choDavI, temAM paNa dravya ane paryAya vaccenA bhedajJAnano prasaMga Avyo, tevI rIte dhruva ane utpAda, niSkriyabhAva ane sakriyabhAva-A badhAmAM paNa dravya ane paryAya vaccenI bhinnatA Ave che. to pachI rAga ane svabhAva vaccenA bhedajJAnane prAdhAnya kema ApavAmAM AvyuM ? samAdhAnaH- rAga te vibhAva che, jJAna te svabhAva che. baMne vacce svabhAvabheda che. tethI tenA bhedanI prAdhAnyatA che. guNa-paryAyano bheda to dRSTinI apekSAe che, sarva apekSAe nathI. guNa ane paryAya aMza che. dravyadRSTi sAdhakadazAnA je je bhedo paDe tene tathA guNasthAna-jIvasthAna Adi badhA bhedone gauNa kare che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 77 kAraNa ke Azraya dravyano levAno che, guNa-paryAyano nahi. guNa-paryAya evI jAtanA judA nathI jevI rIte rAgathI judApaNuM che, baMnenA judA-judApaNAmAM phera che. mATe te apekSAe kIdhuM hatuM ke rAgathI bhedajJAna karavuM. te svabhAva ane vibhAvanuM bhedajJAna che ane A (dravya-paryAyanA) bhedajJAnanI apekSA judI che. caitanya pUrNa aizvaryazALI che teno Azraya levAno che, paNa guNa ke paryAya je aMza che teno Azraya levAno nathI. dravya upara daSTi karatAM dravyano Azraya Ave che ane guNaparyAyanA bhedano Azraya chUTI jAya che. tyAre sAdhakadazA ane bIjuM badhuM gauNa thaI jAya che. jevI rIte eka zaktizALI rAjA tenA duzmanathI judo tevI rIte tenA saMbaMdhIothI judo nathI. joke rAjA ane tenA saMbaMdhIo badhAM judAM ja che te chatAM saMbaMdhIo judA ane tenA duzmana judA te baMne vaccenI judAImAM phera che. ahIM STinA baLamAM diSTa badhuM juduM pADe che. huM kRtyakRtya-pUrNa chuM, vibhAva mArAthI atyaMta judo che ema juduM pADe che ane vacce je sAdhadazAnI adhUrI paryAya tathA pUrNa paryAya Ave che te badhAnuM lakSa choDI de che. to paNa jJAna tene lakSamAM rAkhe che ke A paryAyo che te caitanyanI avasthAo che. tema ja te zuddha paryAyo tenA vedanamAM Ave che. Ama jJAna teno viveka kare che. te apekSAe bhedajJAna mULa rAgathI karavAnuM che. jyAre guNa-paryAyanA bhedajJAnamAM evI jAtano bheda che ke dRSTino Azraya dravya u52 jAya che, (guNa-paryAya u52 nahIM) mATe te badhAno bheda karavAno che. jevo bheda rAgathI karavAno che tevo bheda guNa-paryAyathI nathI karavAno. bheda-bhedamAM phera che. mATe mULa rAgathI bhedajJAna karavAnuM che ane Ano (guNaparyAyano ) viveka karavAno rahe che. jJAna-darzana-cAritra Adi badhA guNo che te caitanyanA eka-eka aMzo ane caitanya akhaMDa pUrNa zaktivAna che. eka-eka aMzano Azraya levAno nathI, kemake te aMzo che, mATe te badhAne gauNa karavAnA che. dRSTi te badhAne kADhI nAkhe che, nimitta apekSAe je adhUrI-pUrNa paryAya thaI te badhAne paNa dRSTi judI kare che ane huM to eka pUrNa chuM, kRtyakRtya chuM ema svIkAre che. huM eka, pUrNa chuM ema dRSTinA baLamAM badhuM nIkaLI jAya che. paNa ekAMte Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 78] [ svAnubhUtidarzana jo te pUrNa ja hoya to sAdhakadazA rahetI nathI. temAM samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra Adi badhI avasthAo to thAya che. tethI teno jJAna viveka kare che ke koI apekSAe A guNo caitanyanA che; cAritranI paryAya pragaTe te caitanyanI che, jJAnacAritra vagere badhuM caitanyamAM pragaTe che. dravya upara daSTi mUkavAthI badhuM pragaTe che, mATe navatattvanI paripATI choDIne mane eka AtmA pragaTa thAva. navatattvanI paripATI upara daSTi mUkavAnI nathI, AtmA upara daSTi mUkavAnI che. AtmA upara daSTi mUkavAthI badhI nirmaLa paryAyo pragaTe che, paNa te paryAyano Azraya levAno nathI. jema vibhAva judo che evI rIte nirmaLa paryAyo judI nathI. svAnubhUtinuM vedana-vItarAgadazAnuM vedana-Ave che. mATe jevI rIte vibhAvathI juduM paDavAnuM che evI rIte zuddha paryAyathI juduM paDavAnuM nathI. Ama badhI apekSAe samajavuM. 98. prazna:- rAgathI chUTAM paDatAM rAga cAlyo jAya che ane zuddha paryAya jeTalo huM nathI ema svIkAratAM zuddhatAnI vRddhi thAya che-ema zuM ApanuM kahevuM che ? samAdhAna - rAgathI chUTA paDatAM aMdara caitanyamAM zuddha paryAyo pragaTe che ane zuddhinI vRddhi paNa thAya che. paNa tenI upara daSTi ApavAthI ke teno Azraya karavAthI te pragaTa thatI nathI. Azraya dravyano le to ja zuddhAtmAnI paryAyo pragaTe che. mATe daSTi to eka pUrNa upara ja rAkhavAnI che. paryAyo upara ke guNo upara daSTi rAkhI temAM rokAvAnuM nathI.-paryAyo upara daSTi rAkhavAnI nathI paNa jJAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke A paryAyo caitanyanA Azraye pragaTa thaI che, te kAMI jaDanI nathI-tema jJAna yathArtha karavuM. daSTi pUrNa upara rAkhI jJAna yathArtha karavuM, to tenI sAdhakadazAnI paryAya yathArthapaNe pragaTe che. jJAnamAM sarva apekSAe ema ja hoya ke huM pUrNa ja chuM, to pachI kAMI karavAnuM ja rahetuM nathI ane tethI temAM bhUla paDe che. daSTi pUrNa dravya upara hoya, ane jJAnamAM ema hoya ke mArI paryAya hajI adhUrI che. ema jJAnamAM hoya to sAdhakadazA pragaTe che, nahi to jJAna khoTuM thAya che. rAga mArAthI judo che, paNa thAya che caitanyanA puruSArthanI nabaLAIthI; e rIte badhuM khyAlamAM rAkhe to puruSArtha UpaDe che ane emAM AnaMdadazA; vItarAgadazA Adi badhuM pragaTe che. pahelAM dRSTinI apekSAe be bhAga paDe che. pachI jJAna badhAno viveka kare che. gurudeve aneka prakAre samajAvyuM che, gurudeve parama upakAra karyo che. badhI apekSAo gurudeve samajAvI che. 99. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 79 prazna- vacanAmRta bola-401mAM vibhAvabhAvamAM paradezapaNAnI anubhUti vyakta karI che. anaMta guNa parivAra amAro svadeza che te tarapha jaI rahyA chIe. Ama eka ja dravyamAM eka sthAnethI bIjA sthAne gati-kriyA ne badhA judA judA vibhAga hoya evo anubhava kaI rIte thaI zake? samAghAna- A bhAvanAnI vAta che ke vibhAva amAro deza nathI. dravya upara daSTi che tethI caitanya deza amAro che. paNa hajI adhUrI paryAya hovAthI vibhAva che, chatAM te vibhAva amAro deza nathI. A paradezamAM ame kayAM AvI caDayA? caitanya te amAro svadeza che. A to badho paradeza che. ahIM vibhAvamAM....amAruM koI nathI. amArA svadezamAM badhA guNo che te amArA che. Ama daSTi bhale akhaMDa upara che to paNa, tene cAritranI paryAyamAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe aneka jAtanI bhAvanA Ave che. A vibhAva to badho paradeza che, amAro svadeza to amArA guNo che. svadeza tarapha amArA puruSArthanI gati che, vibhAva tarapha amAre javuM nathI. daSTi apekSAe bhale svadezane pUrNa grahaNa karyuM, paNa pariNati amuka prakAre sva tarapha gaI che, tethI vizeSa-vizeSapaNe ame svadezamAM jaIe, amArA puruSArthanI gati svadezamAM jAya; A vibhAva amAro deza nathI, ema bhAvanAmAM Ave che. sAdhakane badhI jAtanI bhAvanA Ave che. vibhAva tarapha daSTi mUkatAM tyAM amAruM koI dekhAtuM nathI, caitanyanA svadezamAM jaIe tyAM badhA amArA che, A badhA vibhAva-parabhAvo che ema bhAvanAmAM Ave che. 1OO. prazna- paryAyamAM dravya nathI ane dravyamAM paryAya nathI. to paryAya dravya sAthe ekatvano anubhava kaI rIte karI zake ? samAdhAnaH- dravyamAM paryAya nathI ane paryAyamAM dravya nathI, te daSTi apekSAe che, kemake dravya upara daSTi mUkavAthI, dRSTinA viSayamAM eka dravya Ave che. paNa sarva apekSAe dravyamAM paryAya nathI ane paryAyamAM dravya nathI ema nathI. paryAyane dravyano Azraya che ane dravya paryAyarUpe pariName che ema bIjI eka apekSA che. sarva apekSAe paryAya ta judI hoya to paryAya pote ja dravya thaI jAya. mATe sarva apekSAe ema nathI. 101. prazna:- ahIMyA dravya eTale dhruvabhAva ne paryAyabhAva ema be bhAva laIe to ? samAghAna- dhruva ekaluM nathI, dhruvane utpAvyayanI apekSA che. utpAvyaya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 80 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana vagaranuM dhruva nathI. ekaluM dhruva hoI zake ja nahi, utpAda-vyayanI apekSAvALuM dhruva che. koI apekSAe aMzo judA che paNa ekabIjAnI apekSA rAkhe che. 102. prazna:- pahelAM nirapekSathI jANavuM joIe ane pachI sApekSatA lagADavI joIe eTale ke dhruva dhruvathI che, paryAya paryAyathI che. dhruva paryAyathI nathI ne paryAya dhruvathI nathI. ema pahelAM nirapekSatA siddha karIne pachI sApekSatA lagADavI ke paryAya dravyanI che. to ema samajavAmAM zuM doSa Ave ? samAdhAnaH- je nirapekSapaNuM yathArtha samaje tene sApekSapaNuM yathArtha sAthe Ave che. samajavA mATe paheluM-pachI Ave, paNa yathArtha pragaTe temAM baMne sAthe Ave che. je yathArtha nirapekSapaNuM samaje tenI sAthe sApekSapaNuM hoya ja che. ekaluM nirapekSa pahelAM samajAvIne pachI sApekSa samajAve te to vyavahAranI eka rIta che. anAdikALathI teM svarUpa tarapha daSTi karI nathI, mATe dravyadaSTi kara, pahelAM nirapekSa dravyane oLakha. nirapekSa dravyane oLakhavAnI sAthe sApekSa zuM che te temAM AvI ja jAya che. ekaluM nirapekSa Ave to nirapekSa yathArtha nathI, samajavAmAM baMne sAthe che, eTaluM nirapekSa ekAMta thaI jAya che. 103. prazna:- jIvane rAganA pariNAmano paricaya che ane jJAna AchuM AchuM khyAlamAM Ave che, to A sthitimAM AgaLa kaI rIte vadhavuM te aMge mArgadarzana ApavA kRpA karazojI. samAdhAnaH- rAgano paricaya anAdithI che ne jJAnano paricaya nathI, to jJAnasvarUpa AtmAno paricaya vadhAre karavo. jJAna AchuM AchuM khyAlamAM Ave che kAraNa ke tenI daSTi bahAra che; paNa je jaNAya che te jJAna ja che. mATe jJAnane vibhAvathI chUTuM jANIne ekalA jJAnane grahaNa karavAno prayatna karavo, teno paricaya karavo, teno vAraMvAra abhyAsa karavo, teno paricaya vadhAre karavAthI, tenI samIpa jaIne oLakhavAthI-te pragaTa thAya che. bhale jJAna AchuM dekhAya, paNa te caitanyanuM lakSaNa che, mATe lakSaNathI lakSane oLakha. 52 tarapha tenI dRSTi jAya che tethI jANe jJeyathI jJAna hoya tevI bhramaNA thaI gaI che. te bhramaNAne mUkIne je ekaluM jJAna che te jJAnane grahaNa karavAno vAraMvAra prayatna karavo. jJAna bhale AchuM jaNAya, paNa te jJAna ja che evI rIte jJAnane grahaNa karavAno vAraMvAra prayatna karavo, teno paricaya karavo, teno abhyAsa karavo. rAgano paricaya che tene choDIne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 81 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] jJAnano paricaya karavo, jJAtAno paricaya karavo ane vAraMvAra teno abhyAsa karavo te teno upAya che. 104. prazna:- paryAya uparathI dravyano khyAla kevI rIte karavo ? samAdhAna- daSTi to dravya upara ja karavAnI che, paNa paryAya vacce Ave che. paryAyano Azraya nathI Avato, paNa paryAya sAthe Ave che. dravyano viSaya paryAya kare che. dRSTinI dizA palaTAya che tyAre viSaya dravya bane che. paryAya vacce Ave che. 105. prazna:- amane to jJAnanI paryAya jaNAya che, to zuM karavuM? samAdhAna- jJAnanI paryAya bhale jaNAya, paNa jJAnasvabhAva grahaNa karavAno prayatna karavo, paryAya grahaNa karavAno prayatna na karavo, paNa jJAyaka grahaNa karavAno prayatna karavo. je aMza dekhAya che te aMza grahaNa karavAno prayatna na karavo. je A kSaNe kSaNe dekhAya te huM ema prayatna na karavo. paraMtu jANanAranI zakti dharAvanAro koNa che? te dravyane grahaNa karavAno prayatna karavo. A jANuM, A jANyuM, ema paryAyane grahaNa karavAno prayatna nahi karatAM, akhaMDa jJAna grahaNa karavAno prayatna karavo. tenA lakSaNathI jJAyaka grahaNa thAya che. paryAya grAhakarUpe vacce Ave che. 1O6. prazna- amAre svabhAva prApta karavo che ne te thato nathI eTale mUMjhavaNa thAya che. samAghAna- aMtaramAM jJAyakadeva pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI AtmArthIne saMtoSa thato nathI, paNa zAMti rAkhIne prayatna karavo. jJAyakadevane grahaNa karavA mATe aMtaramAMthI teno abhyAsa vAraMvAra karavo, mUMjhAI na javuM. ekatvabuddhi toDavAno prayatna zAMti rAkhIne karavo. prayatna to potAne ja vAraMvAra karavAno che. potAnI bhUle pote vibhAvamAM doDyo jAya che, pote puruSArtha kare to potA tarapha Ave che. mATe vAraMvAra UMDA UtarIne svabhAvane grahaNa karavAno prayatna karavo. caitanyano vAraMvAra abhyAsa kare to sahaja thaI jAya ane jJAyaka pragaTa thayA vagara rahe nahi. samajapUrvaka vAraMvAra kare tene pachI sahaja thaI jAya che. zarUAtanI bhUmikA duSkara che. 107. prazna- svabhAva jaladI prApta thAya teno koI upAya kharo ? samAdhAna- prApta karavAno upAya eka bhedajJAna ja che. caitanya jJAyaka judo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 82]. [svAnubhUtidarzana ane vibhAva judo ema svabhAva-vibhAva baMnene judA pADavA. yathArtha saci, mahimA, laganI, tattvavicAra karIne pote svabhAva grahaNa karavAnI parIkSaka zakti aMdarathI evI pragaTa karavI joIe ke A svabhAva che ne A vibhAva che. aMdara laganI lAge to te thayA vagara rahetuM nathI. deva-zAstra ane gurudeva zuM kahe che teno Azaya grahaNa karavA mATe pote aMdara taiyArI kare, caitanyano svabhAva grahaNa karavAnI tIkSNa taiyArI kare to thayA vagara rahe nahi. upAya to A eka ja che ke jJAyakatattva juduM ane vibhAva judo evuM bhedajJAna karavuM. huM akhaMDa jJAyaka chuM-ema daSTi thatAM guNabheda-paryAyabhedanuM jJAna temAM samAI jAya che. yathArtha daSTi thAya tenI sAthe jJAnamAM badhuM samAI jAya che. teNe pAtratA taiyAra karavAnI rahe che. jene AtmArthatAnuM prayojana che tene badhAM laukika prayojana gauNa thaI jAya-chUTI jAya che ane eka AtmAnuM prayojana rahe che. 108. prazna- A jIva badhuM sAMbhaLavA chatAM AgaLa kema jato nathI ? samAdhAnaH- gurudevane UMDANathI zuM kahevuM che? gurudeva zuM kahI rahyA che? te Azaya grahaNa karIne pachI prayatna karyo nathI. pahelAM to Azaya grahaNa karyo nathI, tethI Azaya grahaNa karIne potAno puruSArtha UpaDavo joIe te UpaDato nathI. gurudeve mArga batAvyo ke A mArga che te buddhimAM grahaNa thayo, paNa aMtaramAM teno Azaya utArIne AgaLa javuM joIe te jato nathI. ane ema ne ema ajJAnamAM Ubho rahe che. te jAtanI ruci che, paNa AgaLa jato nathI. anaMtakALamAM kayAreka sat sAMbhaLavA to maLyuM che paNa pote grahaNa karyuM nathI, ane grahaNa kare to puruSArtha karato nathI. tene buddhimAM ema to nakkI thAya che ke gurudeve A mArga kahyo che. vikalpathI AtmA judo che, AtmA zAzvata che ne te vibhAvathI judo che. guNabheda-paryAyabheda vAstavika AtmAmAM nathI, AtmA svarUpe akhaMDa che. AtmAne ane A badhA guNa-paryAyane lakSaNabheda che. ema buddhimAM to te badhuM grahaNa kare che, paNa aMtaramAM pariNati karavI joIe te karato nathI. eTale ke buddhithI nirNaya kare che, paNa AgaLa jato nathI, eTalAmAM tene saMtoSa thaI jAya che. pachI karazuM...karazuM evI jAtano pramAdabhAva rahe che eTale AgaLa jato nathI. 109. prazna- vacanAmRta bola 47 mAM eka daSTAMta AvyuM che ke lALathI baMdhAyelo karoLiyo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 83 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] jo chUTavA mAMge to chUTI zake che. gharamAM rahelo mANasa aneka kAryonI upAdhiomAM phasAyelo dekhAya che topaNa mANasa tarIke chUTo che ema trikALI dravya baMdhAyuM nathI. to A daSTAMta uparathI siddhAMta zuM samajavo ? A daSTAMta ja sarakhuM samajAtuM nathI. samAdhAnaH- daSTAMta che te badhI rIte lAgu paDe nahi, teno Azaya grahaNa karavo joIe. jema mANasa upAdhiomAM phasAyelo dekhAya che chatAM mANasa tarIke chUTo che. mANasa bahArathI baMdhAyelo lAge, paNa kharekhara kAMI baMdhAyelo nathI. te skUla daSTAMta che. evI rIte caitanyadravya vAstavika rIte paradravya sAthe baMdhAyeluM nathI, caitanyadravya dravya tarIke chUTuM ja che. caitanyadravya A pudgala sAthe baMdhanamAM AvyuM nathI, pudgala to jaDa che ane pote caitanya che. caitanya caitanyarUpe chUTuM che, pudgala pudgalarUpe chUTuM che. baMne chUTAM dravya che, to paNa bhramaNAbuddhimAM mAnI lIdhuM che ke huM baMdhAI gayo chuM. huM zarIrarUpe ane vikalparUpe thaI gayo ema pote mAnI lIdhuM che. vAstavika rIte cetanadravya paradravyarUpe thayuM nathI; chUTuM che. chUTAne tuM chUTo jANI le. A to kalpanA thaI gaI che ke huM AmAM baMdhAI gayo chuM, huM zarIrarUpevikalparUpe thaI gayo chuM tevI tArI mAnyatAnI bhramaNA choDI de to tuM chUTo ja che, te chUTAne grahaNa karI le. chUTo baMdhanamAM AvI gayo hoya to baMdhana kema toDavuM ema thAya, paNa tuM vAstavika rIte baMdhAyelo ja nathI, mATe tuM chUTo ja che. A Azaya AmAMthI grahaNa karavo. tArI vibhAva pariNati thAya che te vibhAva tarapha daSTi nahi detAM, tuM chUTo che tene grahaNa kara. paryAyamAM je vibhAva pariNati thAya che te paryAyane gauNa karIne dravya tarIke huM chUTo ja chuM ema jo. karoLiyo karoLiyA tarIke chUTo ja che, tema dravya tarIke tuM chUTo ja che mATe dravyane grahaNa karI le. paryAyamAM vibhAva pariNati thAya che paNa tenAthI dravya nyAruM che. eTalI temAM sAbitI karavI che. tuM mukta ja cho, baMdhAyo nathI. tethI muktane grahaNa karI le. teM anAdikALathI game teTalA bhava karyA, tane game teTalA vibhAvo thayA, paNa tuM dravya tarIke chUTozuddhAtmA ja che. mATe tuM tene grahaNa kara. dravyadaSTithI tenA tarapha jo, to tuM chUTo ja cho. gurudeva kahe che ne! ke thAMbhalAne pote bAtha bhIDI ane pachI kahyuM ke have mane choDa. paNa te ja tene grahaNa karyo che mATe tuM tene choDI de. tevI rIte pote Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 84] [svAnubhUtidarzana bhramaNAthI vibhAva pariNati karI rahyo che tene choDa, to tuM chUTo ja cho. tArI ekatvabuddhine tuM choDI de, to tuM chUTo ja cho. te daSTi pheravI zakato nathI. emAM bahArathI kAMI karavAnuM nathI, bIjI koI jAtanI mahenata karavAnI nathI, chatAM paNa A sthUlatAmAMthI aMdara sUkSma upayoga karIne daSTi pheravatAM tene ghaNI muzkelI paDI jAya che. sthUlabuddhithI A vikalpazarIrAdi badhuM tene grahaNa thAya che, paNa temAMthI sUkSmadraSTi karIne dizA pheravatAM tene muzkelI paDI jAya che. te bahAranuM badhuM sthUla bhUla karavA jAya che arthAt upavAsa karavA hoya to karI de, bahArathI mahenata karavAnI hoya te paNa karI de. jyAre AmAM bIjuM kAMI karavAnuM nathI, mAtra daSTi pheravIne caitanyane grahaNa karavAno che. chatAM sUkSma upayoga karIne-sUkSma pariNati karIne-aMdara javuM tene muzkela paDe che. anaMtakALa cAlyo gayo paNa dizA pheravato nathI. mumukSu - eka daSTi pheravavAmAM anaMta anaMta bhava parAvartana thaI gayA? bahenazrI - anaMta parAvartana karyA to paNa daSTi pheravatAM na AvaDI. zubhabhAvanI rucimAM kayAMka ke kayAMka aTavAI jAya che. zubhathI lAbha thAya ema UMDI UMDI sacinA rasane laIne koI kriyAnA vikalpanA rasamAM rokAI jAya che. pravRtti vagara kema rahevAya? ema kyAMka ne kayAMka rucimAM aTakI jAya che, paNa aMtaramAM daSTi pheravato nathI. 11). prazna:- Ape pharamAvela che ke pU. gurudevanAM vacanAmRtono aMdaramAM prayoga karavo, to prayogano artha zuM? te kevI rIte thAya ? samAdhAnaH- gurudeve je vacano kahyAM, gurudeve je upadeza Apyo-teno tuM aMdaramAM prayoga karI aMdara utAra. gurudeva je upadeza ApI mArga batAve che, gurudeve je AjJA karI che, teno tuM aMdara prayoga karIne tuM tArA puruSArthamAM utArI de, to tane pariNati pragaTa thaze. gurudeva je kahe che te mAtra sAMbhaLI levuM ema nahi, paNa aMtaramAM prayoga kara. gurudeve ema kahyuM che ke tuM chUTo zuddhAtmA cho, zubhAzubha bhAvathI nyAro aMdara caitanya che.-ema je batAvyuM che te pramANe prayoga kara, puruSArtha kara. tene tuM tArI pariNatimAM utAra. mumukSu- A zraddhAno prayoga kahevAya ke cAritrano? bahenazrI - A zraddhAno prayoga che, hajI teNe vikalpathI zraddhA karI che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [85 aMtaramAM yathArtha zraddhA thaI ema kayAre kahevAya? ke jyAre nyArI pariNati thAya tyAre yathArtha zraddhA thaI ema kahevAya ane to zraddhAno prayoga karyo ema kahevAya. je yathArtha pratIti hoya tenI sAthe svarUpAcaraNa cAritra paNa hoya che, paraMtu te cAritramAM gaNAtuM nathI. vizeSa lInatA thAya tene cAritra kahevAya che. mATe A zraddhAno ja prayoga che. aMdara yathArtha pariNati pragaTa karavI te zraddhAno prayoga che. zraddhA eTale AtmAnuM jevuM svarUpa che tevI yathArtha pratItinI pariNati,-zAyakanI jJAyakarUpe pariNati pragaTa thAya te zraddhAnI (pratItinI) pariNati che. te pratIti sAthe amuka jAtanI lInatA Ave che paNa tene cAritranI koTImAM gaNavAmAM AvatI nathI. 111. prazna- jJAnIne udayabhAva judo dekhAya ? samAdhAnaH- jJAnIne judo ja dekhAya che, juduM ja vedana che. A krodha judo ane jJAna juduM ema jJAyakanI dhArA ane udayadhArA baMne judI vedanamAM Ave che. udayadhArAmAM pote alpa joDAya che, paNa vedanamAM baMnenI judI dhArA jJAnamAM jaNAya che. aMze jJAyakadhArA-aMze zAMtidhArA ane udayadhArA baMne vedanamAM che. huM caitanya akhaMDa zAzvata chuM, A krodha mAro svabhAva nathI e rIte caitanyane dravyadRSTithI judo pADyo che to daSTi caitanya upara che ane paryAyamAM aMze zAMtinI dhArA ane udayadhArA-beya dhArA judI varte che. sahaja judo varte che. tene kAMI yAda karavuM paDatuM nathI. 11ra. prazna:- ruci pote karI chatAM pariNati palaTAtI kema nathI ? samAdhAna - cinI maMdatA potAnI che. ugra ruci thAya to pariNati palaTAyA vagara rahe ja nahi. evI ruci thAya che ke bahAramAM kayAMya tene cena paDe nahi. evI ruci aMdara ugra thAya to pote puruSArtha karyA vagara raheto nathI. 113. prazna- ugra sacinA puruSArthanuM svarUpa samajAvavA kRpA karazo. samAdhAnaH- jIva anAdino abhyAsa che tyAM doDyo jAya che, eTale vibhAva sahaja thaI gayo che ane ahIM aMdaramAM dizA palaTavI che te chUTI jAya che, kemake eTalI sacinI maMdatA che, puruSArthanI maMdatA che. aMdara eTalI laganI lAgI hoya ke basa, have A caitanya...caitanya..caitanya...vagaranI pariNati mAre joItI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 86 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana ja nathI. caitanyanuM astitva ja mAre joIe che, A vibhAvarUpa astitva mAre nathI joItuM. eTalI aMdarathI laganI, mahimA, ruci thAya, ugratA thAya to puruSArtha Take che. nahi to puruSArtha vArevAre chUTI jAya che ne mAtra vikalpathI rahe paNa aMdarathI kharekharuM lAge to puruSArtha Take, ane to tenA nirNayanuM kArya Ave pratItirUpe kArya Ave. tenA nirNayamAM ema Ave ke-A jJAyaka huM chuM ne A vibhAva mArAthI judo che, paNa juduM judArUpe kArya kare to pratItie kArya karyuM kahevAya. vibhAvanuM judArUpe kArya nathI AvatuM tyAM sudhI yathArtha pratIti nathI ane nirNaya ema ne ema buddhipUrvaka rahI jAya che. 114. prazna:- anubhava pahelAM zuM AvavuM joIe ? samAdhAnaH- bhedajJAnanI dhArAnuM kArya AvavuM joIe. nirvikalpadazAnuM je kAraNa che te kAraNa tene yathArtha thavuM joIe. tyAra pahelAM te abhyAsa karyA kare ane chUTI jAya to pAcho abhyAsa kare. 115. prazna:- mArI uMmara pUrI thavA AvI che, to TUMkamAM mAre AtmAno anubhava karavA zuM karavuM joIe te kRpA karI samajAvazo. samAdhAnaH- badhAne eka ja karavAnuM che. AcAryadeva kahe che ke AbALagopALa badhAne eka jJAyaka AtmA oLakhavAno che te eka ja karavAnuM che. ghaNAM varSo sAMbhaLyuM che, have basa, eka jJAyaka AtmAne oLakhavo e ja karavAnuM che. jJAyaka judo che ane zarIra juduM che. vibhAvabhAva potAno nathI; tenAthI pote judo che. AtmA zAzvata che, uMmara ane rogAdi badhuM zarIrane lAgu paDe che. AtmAne kAMI lAgu paDatuM nathI-ema AtmAne oLakhavo ke AtmA jJAyaka che. deva-guruzAstranI mahimApUrvaka aMtaramAM zuddhAtmAne oLakhavAno prayatna karavo. badhAMne A eka ja karavAnuM che. huM jJAyakadeva bhagavAna AtmA chuM, mArA AtmAmAM badhuMsarvasva che. huM adbhuta, anupama, AnaMdathI ne jJAnathI bharelo chuM, anaMta prabhutAthI bharelo huM caitanya chuM. eka addabhuta tattva huM chuM. zarIranI game te avasthAo thAya, te huM nathI. huM tenAthI judo addabhuta zAzvata caitanya chuM.-A rIte AtmAne oLakhavAno prayatna karavo. 116. prazna:- Apane to nALiyeranA goLAnI jema caitanya goLo chUTo paDI gayo che ane amane to ekatvabuddhi thaI rahI che tenuM zuM karavuM? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [87 samAghAna - chUTA paDavAno prayatna karavo. badhAne eka ja karavAnuM che-nyArA thavAno prayatna karavo. nyArAnI rUci hoya to nyArA thavAno prayatna karavo. nyAro je AtmA che temAM jJAna AnaMda che. para sAthe ekatAbuddhi hoya to nyArA thavAnI ruci karavI, nyArA thavAno prayatna karavo. A eka ja karavAnuM che. pote ja ekatvabuddhi karI rahyo che ne nyAro paNa pote ja thaI zake che. janma-maraNa karanAro pote ja che, ne mokSa janAro paNa pote ja che. pote svataMtra che. anAdinA bahAranA abhyAsamAM pote kayAMka ne kayAMka rokAI gayo che, jo caitanyano gADha abhyAsa kare to chUTA paDyA vagara raheto nathI. paranuM kartRtva sahaja thaI gayuM che ane pote AtmA hovA chatAM potAnuM kArya karavuM duSkara thaI gayuM che, te bIjuM koNa kare? pote sahaja karavAno prayatna kare to thAya. 117. prazna- ruci karavAmAM koI madada na karI zake ? samAdhAna - rUci to potAne ja karavAnI rahe che. ruci karavI potAnA hAthanI vAta che. rUci koI karAvI detuM nathI. gurudeva mArga batAve ke caitanya A che, sukha AtmAmAM che, bahAra nathI. gurudeva kahe che ke ame tane batAvIe chIe ke AtmA anupama che. tenI rUci tuM kara. A duHkha che, A sukha che. jo tAre sukha joItuM hoya to AtmAnI ruci kara ane tAre paribhramaNa karavuM hoya ne ruci na karavI hoya to te paNa tArA hAthanI vAta che. tAre jo AtmAmAMthI sukha pragaTa karavuM hoya to tenI ruci kara. samajaNapUrvaka te mArge ruci karIne jA, to tane mArga sugama-saraLa thaze. rUci sAthe samajaNa bhegI Ave che. samajaNapUrvaka ruci kara. 118. prazna:- jo svabhAvanI mahimA Ave to anubhava thAya. paNa ama jevA ajJAnIe svabhAva to joyo nathI, mATe AtmAnuM mAhAsya kevI rIte Ave te vistArathI samajAvazojI. samAdhAna- svabhAva joyo nathI paNa vicArathI nakkI karI zake che. AtmA tarapha ruci rahe, bahAramAM kayAMya ruci ke zAMti lAge nahIM-AkuLatA lAge; dareka vicAramAM paNa UMDo UtarIne jove to te AkuLatAsvarUpa lAge tethI AnaMdasvarUpa zuM che? A badhuM AkuLatAsvarUpa che to AnaMda kayA tattvamAM che?--ema AnaMdanI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 88] [svAnubhUtidarzana ekadama zodha kare; vaLI A badhA padArtho kSaNe kSaNe palaTAya che to zAzvata evuM dravya zuM che ke jemAM AnaMda bharelo che? anaMta jJAna bhareluM dravya kevuM che?-e rIte te taraphanA aMtaramAM vAraMvAra vicAra kare to svabhAvane oLakhe. bahAranuM A badhuM to lUkhuM che. temAM kayAMya saMtoSa ke zAMti nathI. paNa eka caitanyatattva ja evuM che ke jemAM anaMta zAMti-sukha-AnaMda ne apUrvatA bharelI che.-Ama AtmAne svabhAvathI oLakhavo. deva-guru svAnubhava karIne kahI rahyA che ke anaMtakALathI nathI pragaTayuM evuM koI anupama tattva tArAmAM che. A vAtano pote vicAra karI potAnA svabhAva sAthe meLave ane nakkI kare ke mAruM apUrva tattva koI juduM ja che, ane pariNati aMtaramAM jAya to anubhava thaI zake evuM che. gurudevanI vANI pAchaLa apUrvatA hatI. teo AtmAnI apUrvatA, AtmAno camatkAra, AtmAnI mahimA batAvatA hatA. te vAtane pote aMtaramAM potAnA svabhAva sAthe meLavIne, mane nathI dekhAto topaNa AtmA mahimArUpa che ema nakkI karavuM. pote vicAra karIne tema ja zAstra dvArA, gurunI vANI dvArA ne yuktithI aMtara caitanyano svabhAva oLakhIne nakkI kare. je svabhAva hoya te amaryAdita hoya, vaLI je AnaMdane IcchI rahyo che te tattvamAM anaMta ne apUrva AnaMda bharelo hovo joIe tathA AnaMda koI bIjAnA Azraye na thAya-svayaMthI thAya. Ama aMtaramAM pote meLavIne nakkI kare, mahimA lAve ne te bAjuno puruSArtha kare te AtmAnuM mAhAsya lAvavAno upAya che. 119. prazna- jJAnInI mudrAnuM nididhyAsana karavAthI jJAnI oLakhI zakAya che? samAdhAnaH- satpuruSanI mudrA dvArA teno AtmA zuM karI rahyo che te oLakhI zakAya che, paNa potAnI pAtratAnI eTalI taiyArI hovI joIe ne? mane aMtaramAM sat svarUpa kema pragaTe? tevI sanI jijJAsA jene jAge che te, jene sat pragaTa thayuM che tevA sapuruSane vANI dvArA, mudrA dvArA oLakhI zake che, paraMtu tene potAne jJAnIne oLakhavAnI taiyArI hovI joIe. sat taraphanI ruci hoya to jJAnI zuM kare che te paNa mudrA dvArA oLakhI zake che. 120. prazna:- AtmasAdhanA zenAthI banI zake ? daSTithI ke jJAnathI ? samAdhAnaH- daSTi mukhya che tenI sAthe vicAra paNa hoya che. daSTi ane jJAna-beya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 89 sAthe ja hoya che. dRSTi samyak thAya tenI sAthe jJAna paNa samyak thAya che. zarUAtamAM je vicAro Ave te mArgane nirmaLa (cokhkho ) kare che. vastu zuM che? dravya zuM che? guNa zuM che? vibhAva zuM che? svabhAva zuM che? vagere badhuM vicAra dvArA nakkI thAya che ne daSTi eka caitanyatattvanuM AlaMbana kare che. sAdhanAmAM dRSTi mukhya che, paNa jJAna sAthe hoya che, baMne sAthe che. zarUAtamAM badho nirNaya vicAra dvArA ja thAya che, pachI tenI daSTi samyaka thAya che. vyavahAra apekSAe pahelAM jJAna Ave pachI STi Ave. chatAM yathArtha vastusthitie daSTi mukhya che. nizcayanI apekSAe sAdhanAmAM daSTi mukhya che, paNa nirNaya karavAmAM vicAra sAthe hoya che. mATe baMne apekSAo samajavI. 121. prazna:- daSTi ne jJAna baMne sAthe sAthe che to anubhava vakhate kaI rIte sAthe hoya che? samAdhAnaH- dRSTi ane jJAna baMne sAthe hoya che. anubhavanA kALe jJAnamAM je rAgamizrita vicAro cAlatA hoya te chUTI jAya che. nirvikalpa dRSTi abheda u52 che, ne rAgamizrita vicAro jJAnamAMthI chUTI jatAM jJAna paNa pote AtmA sAthe ekAkArarUpe thaI jAya che. A rIte baMne sAthe hoya che. 122. praznaH- svabhAvanuM grahaNa thatuM nathI eTale duHkha thAya che-AkuLatA thAya che, to zuM karavuM ? samAdhAnaH- du:kha thAya te bhAvanArUpe hovuM joIe, AkuLatArUpe nahi. kayAMya game nahi, zubhAzubhamAM kayAMya cena paDe nahi, to aMdara potAne grahaNa kare. paNa gabharAmaNa thaI jAya ema nahi. bhAvanA ema hoya ke kayAMya cena nathI paDatuM, svabhAvane grahaNa karI lauM. duHkhanI pAchaLa ema AvavuM joIe ke svabhAva grahaNa karuM...svabhAva grahaNa karuM. du:kha duHkharUpa rahI jAya to kAraNa na bane. duHkhamAMthI svabhAva grahaNa karavA tarapha pariNita jAya to kAraNa bane. prayatna karavo, AkuLatA thavA na devI. jJAna-AnaMdasvarUpa AtmA che tenI zraddhA karavI, tenuM jJAna karavuM ne temAM lInatA karavI. kharuM A karavAnuM che. 123. prazna:- gajasukumAra munirAjake sira para sagaDI jala rahI thI usa samaya munirAjakA upayoga AtmAme thA? samAdhAnaH- munirAjakA upayoga bhagavAna AtmAmeM thA. sagaDI jala rahI thI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 90 ] magara sagaDI sagaDImeM raha gaI aura upayoga svAnubhUtimaiM aisA calA gayA ki zreNI caDhakara kevalajJAna ho gayA. upayoga caitanyalokameM calA gayA to zarIrameM kayA hotA hai usakA dhyAna bhI nahIM rahatA; zarIra aura zarIrakI vedanA para dhyAna nahIM rahatA. jo upayoga bAhara Ave to mastaka para sagaDI hai aisA jJAna ho. pa2 gajasukumAra munirAja to bhItarameM gayA so gayA, zreNI mAMDa dI, bAhara AyA hI nahIM. sagaDI sagaDImeM raha gaI aura caitanya caitanyalokameM calA gayA, kevalajJAna ho gayA, saba lokAlokakA prakAzaka ho gayA, caitanya ke anaMtaguNaparyAyakA vedana ho gayA, caitanya kI svAnubhUtikA pUrNa vedana ho gayA. 124. prazna:- ITopadezameM AtA hai ki jJAnI dekhate hue bhI nahIM dekhatA, calate hue bhI nahIM calatA. to kayA vikalpameM Ane para bhI aisA rahatA hai? samAdhAnaH- jJAnIkA upayoga bAhara Ave to bhI vaha dekhate hue nahIM dekhatA ! jJAnIkI daSTi caitanya 52 rahatI hai, bAhara upayoga hove to bhI dRSTi to caitanya 52 rahatI hai. kSaNe kSaNe jJAyakakI dhArA calatI hai-jJAnIkI dRSTi palaTa gaI haiekatvabuddhi tUTa gaI hai. meM jJAyaka huM..jJAyaka hU~....jJAyaka huM aisI jJAyakakI dhArA rahatI hai. Isa liye vahu calate hue bhI nahIM calatA, dekhate hue bhI nahIM dekhatA. jJAnIkI daSTi jJAyaka u52 hai, to bhedajJAnakI dhArA calatI hai ki ye paga calatA hai, maiM nahIM calatA. meM jJAyaka huM aisA viklpa nahIM, 52 sahaja jJAyakakI dhArA calatI hai, AMkha to jaDa hai, AMkhase meM nahIM dekhatA, meM to jJAyaka huM, zarIrase calanevAlA meM nahIM. meM to jJAyaka hUM. aisI jJAyakakI dhArA jJAnIkI calatI hai. bAhya daSTi nahIM hai, daSTi bhItarameM calI gaI hai, ekatvabuddhi tUTa gaI hai, kartAbudghi tUTa gaI hai. aura svabhAvako jAnane-dekhanevAlA maiM hUM, aisI sahajadazA ho gaI hai. 125. prazna:- trikALI dhruva ane paryAya vacce pradezabhinnatA kaI rIte che? bhAvabhinnatA to samajAya che, paNa pradezabhinnatA kaI rIte che? samAdhAnaH- dravyadRSTinA baLe ema kahevAya ke paryAyanA pradeza bhinna che. dravyamAMthI paryAya Ave che, paNa dravyadRSTimAM ekaluM dravya grahaNa thAya che ane paryAya gauNa thAya che. eTale dravyadRSTinA baLamAM pradezabheda che ema kahevAya. paryAya jevo kSaNa pUrato mAro svabhAva nathI, huM zAzvata AtmA chuM. evI dravyadaSTinI aMdara ekaluM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [91 dravya ja dekhavAmAM Ave che. ekalA dravyanuM ja jora rahe che. mATe paryAyano bhAva bhinna che ne tethI tenAM kSetra paNa bhinna che ema dravyadaSTi kahI de che. dravyadaSTimAM paryAyano bhAva bhinna che ane pradeza paNa bhinna che. paNa jJAnamAM ema jaNAya che ke je A dravya che temAMthI A paryAya utpanna thAya che, paryAya kSaNa pUratI che ane huM trikALa chuM. Ama dravyane ane paryAyabaMnene jANanAruM jJAna apekSAthI samaje che. dravyadaSTinI mukhyatAmAM paryAya gauNa thAya che. tethI bhAvabhinnatA bhAse tyAre sAthe kSetrabhinnatA che, ema daSTinA joramAM Ave che. A paryAya kSaNa pUratI che eTalA pUrato huM nathI, huM to trikALa zAzvata chuM. huM to anAdi-anaMta chuM. A rIte daSTi to ekalA dhruva astitva upara ja che, (pariNamana ke koI bheda upara hotI nathI.) mATe badhuM juduM karI nAkhe che. dravyadaSTinI mukhyatAmAM ane tenA baLamAM Ama Ave che, paNa jJAna to sAthe UbhuM che. te baMneno viveka kare che. paryAya jo adhdhara laTakatI hoya to AtmAne vedana kema thAya che? AtmAmAM zuddha paryAya-anubhUtinuM vadana thAya che. mATe paryAya adhdhara nathI laTakatI. AtmAnA svabhAvamAM pariNamana thAya che. anubhUtimAM anaMtaguNaparyAya pariName tenuM vedana AtmAne thAya che. jo paryAyanuM kSetra ekadama bhinna hoya to AtmAne vedana kema thAya? jJAna baMneno viveka kare che, paNa dravyadRSTi eTalI baLavAna che ke tenI mukhyatAnuM jora bhAvathI, kSetrathI-badhI prakAre juduM pADI de che. sAdhakadazAmAM dravyadaSTi mukhya rahe che ane temAM ema Ave che ke huM to zAzvata AtmA zuM, bIjuM kAMI nathI. 126. prazna- upayoga aMdara vALavA jaIe to vaLato nathI ne indriya mana bAju kheMcAI jAya che. to, bahAranI bAjuno rasa toDavo ane aMdarano rasa utpanna karavo-ema be kAma karavAnAM che ? samAghAna- aMtarano rasa lAge tene bahArano rasa saheje chUTI jAya, tene be prayatna karavA paDatA nathI. eka taraphanuM kheMcANa thAya tyAM bIjA taraphano rasa saheje chUTI jAya che. jIvane potAnA AtmA taraphano rasa jAge, tyAM vibhAva taraphano rasa saheje chUTI jAya che. potA taraphanI ramaNatA vadhe,-caitanyamAM lInatA vadhe tyAM bahArano rasa saheje tUTI ja jAya che. jema ke svarUpAcaraNa cAritra pragaTe Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 92] Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana tyAM anaMtAnubaMdhIno rasa tUTI ja jAya che. aMdarathI svAnubhUti vadhe tyAM dezaviratipaNuM saheje AvI jAya che. tene pachI ATalA viSaya choDavA ke A karavuM ema rokAvuM paDatuM nathI. jo bahAramAM ne bahAramAM rokAya to tene rasa tUTato nathI. A kaSAya ochA karavA ke A karavuM ema nathI, paNa potA tarapha vaLe tyAM saheje rasa tUTI jAya che. te zubhabhAvanAmAM Ave tyAre maMda kaSAya thAya, paNa kaSAyano abhAva to bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTa thAya ane upayoga potA tarapha jAya tyAM saheje thaI jAya che. tene be prayatna karavA paDatA nathI. eka prayatnamAM bIjo samAI jAya che. jyAM bahArathI rasa tUTe tyAM aMtarano rasa vadhI jAya ne aMtarano rasa vadhe tyAM bahArathI rasa tUTI ja jAya. judA-judA be prayatna karavA paDatA nathI. 127. prazna:- Atma-anubhava nahi thavAmAM daSTino doSa che ke jJAnano doSa che? samAdhAnaH- AtmAno anubhava nathI thato temAM daSTi ane jJAna-baMneno doSa che. daSTino mukhya doSa che. daSTinuM jora thAya to jJAnanuM jora thAya. daSTi samyaka thAya to jJAna paNa samyak thAya che. daSTi ane jJAna baMnemAM viparItatA che, paNa daSTi mukhya che. daSTi phare to jJAna pharI ja jAya che. pahelI bhUmikAmAM sAcuM jJAna, sAcA vicAra Adi badhuM Ave che; paNa mokSamArgamAM pahelI mukhya daSTi che. daSTinI sAthe jJAna hoya che. daSTi samyaka thAya tyAM jJAna samyak thaI jAya che. gurudeve eTaluM spaSTa karyuM che ke kAMI bhUla na thAya. je koI aTake te potAnI bhUlathI aTake che. 128. prazna- Apa amane sAcuM mArgadarzana Apazo tevI savinaya vinaMtI karIe chIe. samAdhAna - muktino eka ja mArga che. te eka ja mArge cAlavAnuM che. gurudeve eka mArga batAvyo che. badhuM karI karIne AtmAnuM karavAnuM che. tattvanuM ciMtavana kare, zAstrAbhyAsa kare, deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA kare ke AtmAnI mahimA kare te badhAmAM eka AtmAnuM ja dhyeya rAkhavAnuM che. AtmAne oLakhavo te ja karavAnuM che. AtmAno svabhAva kevI rIte pragaTa thAya? teno mULa svabhAva je jJAna-darzana-cAritra Adi anaMtaguNothI bharelo che te zuddharUpe kevI rIte pariName? je anAdithI vibhAva paryAya thaI rahI che te palaTIne svabhAva paryAya kevI rIte thAya? zuddha AtmA zuddhatArUpe kevI rIte pariName?--A prayatna karavAno che. vibhAva tarapha dRSTi karavAthI vibhAva paryAya thaI rahI che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [93 te chUTIne zuddharUpe pariNamana thAya te tenA samyak svabhAvanI pragaTatA che te svabhAva tenuM ghara che, rahevAnuM mULa sthAna che. samayasAramAM Ave che ne ? ke jJAyakabhAva ja sthAtAnuM sthAna che, rahenAranuM raheThANa che, te sarvasva che. paNa ajJAnI potAno svabhAva nathI, potAnuM ghara nathI, arthAt je paravara che, tyAM bahAramAM cAlyo gayo che. caitanyanuM svAmitva caitanyamAM che, chatAM paranuM svAmitva ajJAna avasthAthI mAnyuM che. 52nuM karI zakuM ema mAnavuM te ajJAnatA che. te 52nuM karI zakato nathI ane 52nuM karavA mathI rahyo che. pote caitanya tarapha daSTi kare to pote potAnuM karI zake che. potAnI paryAya zuddharUpe pariName te pote karI zake che. A badhuM paravara che tenAthI bhedajJAna karIne potAnA svabhAvamAM daSTi sthApe ane zuddha svabhAvamAMthI zuddha paryAya pragaTa thAya te karavAnuM che. AcAryadeva kahe che ke ahIM Ava....ahIM Ava...A tAruM rahevAnuM raheThANa che. A tAruM pada che. bIjuM badhuM apada che. potAnuM pada to caitanyapada che, temAM tuM Ava. tAre te karavAnuM che. bahAranI vibhAvanI pravRttithI nivRtta thaI nivRttasvarUpa AtmAmAM ja pariNati pragaTa karavA jevI che. potAmAM ja pariNati karavI ane 52 sAthenI pravRtti toDavI te jIvanamAM karavAnuM che. tene mATe zAstrAbhyAsa, deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA AvavI joIe. caitanyanI pariNati kema pragaTa thAya ? zuddhAtmA tarapha lakSa karI dravyaSTi kema pragaTa thAya? anubhUti kema thAya ? te karavA jevuM che. te jIvananuM kharuM kartavya che. 129. prazna:- eka samayanI eka paryAyamAM traNakALanI paryAyane jANavAnuM sAmarthya kevI rIte hoya te samajAvavA vinaMtI che. samAdhAnaH- jJAnanI asAdhAraNa zakti che. pUrNa vItarAgatA jyAM pragaTa thaI tyAM nirmaLa kevaLajJAna pragaTa thayuM. te paryAya eka samayanI ho, paNa tenI zakti anaMta che. te anaMtatAmAM zuM na jaNAya ? tene bhUtakALa-vartamAna ke bhaviSyakALanI apekSA rahetI nathI. vartamAna paryAyamAM traNe kALa AvI jAya che. traNeya kALa bhinna bhinna nathI jovA paDatA. bhUtakALamAM ke bhaviSyakALamAM jaIne jovuM nathI paDatuM, paNa vartamAnavat badhAne jANI le che. te paryAyamAM maryAdita zakti hoya to te pUrNa jJAna ja nathI. kevaLajJAnanI dareka paryAyamAM jANavAnI pUrNa zakti hoya che. 130. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 94 ] prazna:- gurudevane kaunasA mArga batalAyA hai? saMkSepameM batAye. samAdhAnaH- gurudevane AtmAkI muktikA mArga batAyA hai. Atmadravya hai vaha alaukika, anupama hai, IsameM jJAna-darzana-sukha-AnaMda hai, jJAna-darzana Adi saba IsameMse AtA hai, bAharase nahIM AtA. jisakA jo svabhAva hai usameMse vaha AtA hai. anaMtakALameM bAhyakriyA bahuta kI, zubha pariNAma bhI kriyA, magara Isase puNyabaMdha hotA hai. AtmAneMse jo darzana-jJAna-cAritra pragaTa hotA hai vahu AtmAko sukha, AnaMda denevAlA hai. mULatattvameMse jo pragaTa hotA hai vahu yathArtha hotA hai. gurudevane mArga batAyA hai ki tU bhItarameM jA, bhedajJAna ka2, pahale nirvikalpa svAnubhUti pragaTa hotI hai. Isase Age baDhate lInatA baDhatI hai, cAritradazA bhItarameM hotI hai aura bAhurameM nagna munidazA hotI hai. tathA pUrNa lInatA honese kevaLajJAna hotA hai. svAnubhUti hotI hai to Isa duniyAse koI alaga duniyAmeM calA jAtA hai. samyagdaSTiko nirvikalpa svAnubhUti hotI hai, aura muni to vAraMvAra AtmAmeM lInatA karate haiM. aisA mArga gurudevane batAyA hai. 131. prazna:- hamako choTAsA saMdeza dIjiye ? samAdhAnaH- bhItarameM Atmatattva pIchAno, jJAyakakA bhedajJAna karo, jo siddhi hotI hai vahu bhedajJAnase hotI hai, aisA zAstrameM AtA hai. caitanyatattva hai Isake upara dRSTi karo, dravya u52 ddaSTi karo, IsakA jJAna karo, IsameM lInatA karo. yahu karanekA hai. meM caitanya hUM, ye saba maiM nahIM hUM,-nahIM hUM.-aisI bhItarameMse pariNati pragaTa karo. Isase AtmAkA jJAna-AnaMda pragaTa hotA hai. jIvanakA sAphLa IsameM hai. jaisA arihaMta bhagavAnakA dravya-guNa-paryAya hai, vaisA merA dravya-guNa hai. mujhe paryAya pragaTa nahIM huI hai. meremeM zaktirUpa hai, bhagavAnameM pragaTa huI hai. aise aMtarameM jAkara anaMtazaktise bharapUra anupama AtmatattvakI daSTi kareM to caitanyatattva pragaTa hotA hai. 132. prazna:- jJAnI game tevAM vacano mumukSune kahe to temAM zaMkA ke anya vicAra na AvavA joIe e barAbara che? samAdhAnaH- jene AtmArthatA hoya ke mAre mukti ja joIe che te bIjI koI kalpanAmAM paDato nathI. mAre to mArA AtmAnuM kAma che. sAco mArga je Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [95 jJAnIe batAvyo te, game te kahe, mAre pramANa che, potAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa karavA badhI rIte jJAnIne arpaNatA karavI ne vartana karavuM. AvI mumukSunI pariNati hoya che. 133. prazna:- A prakAranI pariNati AvyA vagara koIne samyaphadarzana thAya kharuM ? samAdhAna- jene mokSamArge javuM che tene arpaNatAnI pariNati hoya che, tene svacchaMda pariNati hotI nathI. bahAranAM kAryomAM pariNati pakaDAya athavA na pakaDAya; paNa potAnI svacchaMda pariNati na hoya. potAnI icchAe vartavuM evuM na hoya. je munirAja hoya che tene paNa potAthI moTA guru ke AcArya hoya te zuM kahe che, temAM arpaNatA hoya che. zrI kuMdakuMdAcArya jevA paNa kahe che ke mane je svAnubhUti thaI che te sarvajJadevanI paraMparAthI je maLyuM che, tenAthI thaI chemunirAjanA hRdayamAM paNa deva-guru ane zAstra hoya che. evI pariNati temanI hoya che, svacchaMda pravRtti hotI nathI. 134. prazna- huM jJAyaka chuM vagere badhA vicAra paNa vikalpa che ne? samAdhAnaH- badhA vikalpa che, hajI nirvikalpa thayo nathI. paNa te vikalpanI pAchaLa potAnI je bhAvanA che ane potAnI pariNati jJAyaka tarapha doDe che te potAne lAbha Ape che. vikalpathI kAMI thatuM nathI, paNa caitanya taraphanI je pariNati che, potAnI bhAvanA che, caitanya taraphanI potAnI tIvra jijJAsA che, tenAthI lAbha thAya che, vAraMvAra jJAyaka tarapha gayA vagara cena na paDe: kSaNe kSaNe tenI ja bhAvanA thAya; jJAyakanuM ja raTaNa rahe khAtAM-pItAM, sUtAM-jAgatAM, svapnamAMbadhAmAM jJAyakanI laganI lAge arthAt te jAtanI pariNatinI doDa thAya che. te lAbha Ape che. mumukSu - A to vikalpa che ne? bahenazrI - vikalpathI thatuM nathI, paNa vikalpa pAchaLa potAnI aMdaranI jijJAsA, jJAyaka tarapha doDatI potAnI pariNati lAbha Ape che, yathArtha to pachI thAya che, paNa pahelAM AvI bhAvanA ane AvI jijJAsA thAya che. UMDI jijJAsA ne jJAyaka svabhAvane pakaDavA tarapha potAnI pariNati joradAra thAya te svabhAva sanmukhatA che. 13pa. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 96 ] prazna:- paryAyamAM anubhava to paryAyano thAya che ne ? samAdhAnaH- anubhava bhale paryAyamAM thAya, paNa AtmAmAM anaMtA guNo che te guNo tene khyAlamAM Ave che dravyane choDIne paryAya adhdhara rahetI nathI, paryAya dravyanI ja che. vedana bhale paryAyanuM thAya, paNa dravya temAM jaNAya che. dravyamAM jJAna-darzana-cAritra Adi anaMtA guNo che ne paryAya tene jANe che. dravya koI vastu ja nathI ke sAva zUnya ja che evuM nathI. temAM guNo bharelA che. jema pudgala varNa-gaMdha-rasa-sparzarUpe pariName te badhI tenI paryAya che. kerI khaTAzarUpe pariName, mIThAzarUpe pariName te badhI pudgalanI paryAyo che. paNa tevA guNo konA che? kerInA-pudgalanA che. tema AtmA jJAna-darzana-AnaMdarUpe pariName te badhI tenI paryAyo che. paNa pariNamanAra koNa che? pote caitanya vastu. caitanya vastunI te paryAyo che ane te caitanyanI paryAya che eTale te paryAya pote dravyane jANI zake che, dravyanA guNone khyAlamAM laI zake che ke guNo AvA che. vedana bhale paryAyanuM thAya paNa te jANe che dravyane. tathA dravyanI potAnI paryAya che, bIjAnI nathI. paryAya kAMI adhdhara laTakatI nathI. caitanyanI paryAya jJAna-darzana-cAritrarUpe pariName te potAnI paryAya dravyathI judI nathI. paryAyano svabhAva e rIte judo che ke paryAya kSaNika che ne dravya zAzvata che. chatAM paNa paryAya dravyanI che, AtmAnA AdhAre pariName che, nirAdhAra nathI. jo dravyanA AdhAre paryAya pariNamatI na hoya to dravya ane paryAyanA be kaTakA thaI jAya. paryAya to kSaNika che, te cAlI jAya che ane AtmA zAzvata che. temAMthI bIjIbIjI paryAya AvyA ja kare che. jJAnanI jJAnarUpe, cAritranI cAritrarUpe, zraddhAnI zraddhArUpe ema navI navI paryAya caitanyamAMthI AvyA ja kare che. jema pANImAM mojAM thayA kare tema caitanyamAMthI guNonI paryAya AvyA ja kare che. jema hIrAmAM camaka thayA kare, te hIrAmAMthI Ave che, tema AtmAmAMthI navI navI paryAya AvyA ja kare che. je apekSAe dravya-paryAyanA bhedanI vAta Ave che, te apekSAe bheda che paNa dravya-guNa-paryAyane sarvathA bheda nathI. temane lakSaNabheda che, saMkhyAbheda che,evI rIte bheda che. dravyadaSTinI apekSAe judAM kahevAya, paNa temane sarvathA judAM na samajavAM. vastunA kaTakA na samajavA. 136. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [97 prazna- paryAya dekhAya che, dravya kAMI dekhAtuM nathI -zUnyatA jevuM lAge che! samAghAna - pote zAzvata dravya che, temAM anaMta guNo che. temAM jANavAno guNa che, AnaMda guNa che, astitva-zAzvata rahe tevo-guNa che, vastutva guNa che, cAritra guNa che, vedakatA guNa che, vagere anaMtA guNa che je zabdamAM na Ave tevA che paNa pote jANato nathI eTale zUnya jevuM bhAse che. aMtaramAM jo daSTi kare to pote zUnya nathI; guNothI bharelo che. aMdaramAM vikalpa toDIne jo lInatA kare to temAM AnaMda bharelo che, jJAna bhareluM che, te dekhAya. 137. prazna- svabhAva sanmukha joradAra pariNati na thAya ane bhava pUro thaI jAya to zuM thAya ? samAdhAnaH- potAnI bhAvanA pote sAthe laIne jAya che. potAnI aMtaranI taiyArI hoya arthAt mAtra kalpanA pUratI nahi, paNa aMtaranI UMDI bhAvanA hoya te sAthe Ave che. caitanya taraphanI pariNati je jJAyakane pakaDavA tarapha jatI hatI te UMDI hoya, jijJAsA tIvra hoya to bIjA bhavamAM te sAthe Ave che ane teno puruSArtha jAge che, mAtra bolavA pUratuM ke dhAraNA pUratuM hoya to te chUTI jAya che. je aMdarathI UMDANapUrvakanuM hoya te to sAthe Ave ja che. 138. prazna- anubhUtino mArga eka ja che? bIjo koI saraLa mArga nathI ? samAdhAnaH- mArga eka ja che. jJAyakane oLakha, jJAyaka tarapha jA, bhedajJAna kara, dravyadRSTi kara. basa! A eka ja anubhUtino mArga che. gurudeve A ja mArga batAvyo che. jevA arihaMta bhagavAnanAM dravya-guNa-paryAya che tevA ja tArAM che. tAre zaktirUpe che, bhagavAne te vyakta karyA che. te svabhAvane oLakha. dravya to anAdi-anaMta jevuM bhagavAnanuM che tevuM tAruM che, zuddhatAthI bhareluM che paNa tane tenuM bhAna nathI. tuM tenuM jJAna kara, te taraphanI pariNati kara. vicAra kara. ciMtavana kara, te tane sAdhana thaze. huM paradravyanuM karI zakuM chuM, parapadArtha mArAmAM karI de che evI tane para sAthenI je ekatvabuddhi thaI rahI che, tene toDa. tuM to jJAyaka cho, jJAtA cho. tArI daSTi pheravI nAkha, caitanya tarapha lagAvI de. tenA mATe vAraMvAra UMDo abhyAsa kara. te eka ja mArga che. 139. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 98] [ svAnubhUtidarzana prazna:- zarIramAM roga Ave tyAre zuM karavuM? te pharamAvazo. samAghAna- zarIra to svataMtra dravya che. gurudeva pharamAve che ke AtmA judo che ane zarIra juduM che. baMne dravya judAM-judAM ane svataMtra che. zarIra zarIranuM kAma kare che, AtmA potAnuM kAma kare che. saMkalpa-vikalpa je thAya che te paNa potAnuM svarUpa nathI, to zarIra kyAM potAnuM hatuM? te to paradravya che. zarIranA ane AtmAnA dravya-kSetra-kALa-bhAva judA che. AtmA svataMtra padArtha che, tenI bhAvanA AtmAmAM karI zakAya che. huM jJAyaka chuM, zAzvata chuM, anaMta sukhathI bharelo chuM evI tenI bhAvanA karavI, tenA vicAra karavA, AtmAnuM smaraNa karavuM. tenA mATe te jAtanuM ciMtavana-vAMcana karavuM. mumukSu- zArIrika takalIpha-AMkhanI takalIpha che te kAraNe vAMcana na thaI zake to zuM karavuM? bahenazrI - gurudeve je maMtro ApyA che te yAda karavA. basa, AtmAnuM kalyANa kema thAya tenI bhAvanA karavI. AtmA AnaMdathI bharelo che. AMkhanI takalIphanA lIdhe vAMcana na thAya to kheda na karavo. kheda thaI jAya to manane pheravI nAMkhavuM. zarIra che to temAM aneka jAtanA udaya AvyA kare ane jAya. A eka dharma gurudeve batAvyo che te prApta thayo te mahAbhAgyanI vAta che. 140. prazna- Atmahitane lagatA vicAro kema AvatA nathI ? tenA mATe zuM karavuM? samAdhAna- anAdino abhyAsa che eTale bIjA vicAro AvI jAya che. tene prayatna karIne pheravI nAkhavA. bhUlI javAya to pharIne yAda karavuM. AkhA divasamAM mane keTalIvAra AtmahitanA vicAro Ave che te yAda karavuM. jJAyakanA vicAra karavA. AtmArthIe amuka TAima potAnA svahitanA vicAra, ciMtavana mATe levo tevo niyama rAkhavo. AkhA divasamAM jJAyakanA ciMtavana, abhyAsa mATe samaya meLavavo, AtmA yAda na Ave to tenA mATe prayatna karavo. bahAranA kAryo karavA mATe keTaloya prayatna kare che ne? 141. prazna- zAstrabhASAnA zabdo bolatAM to amane badhuM AvaDI gayuM che paNa aMdaramAM kAma kaMI kema thatuM nathI ? te samajAvavA kRpA karazojI. samAdhAnaH- anAdikALano abhyAsa che tethI vibhAvanuM kArya tene saheluM thaI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [99 gayuM che. aMtaramAM gayo nathI. tethI aMtaranuM kArya karavuM te agharuM lAge che. karavAnuM to tene potAne che. pote ja che, bIjo koI karI devAno nathI. bahAranA padArtha che, tene potAnA karavA te kArya duSkara che. paradravya kadI potAnuM thatuM nathI. anAdikALathI jIva tene mATe mathAmaNa kare che, phAMphAM mAre che; paNa temAMthI kaMI maLatuM nathI. anAdikALathI bahArano abhyAsa che tethI agharuM lAge che; paNa kharekhara agharuM nathI. potAno svabhAva che tethI aMtaramAM jAya to saheluM che. paraMtu tene pahelAM aMtaramAM javuM ja muzkela paDe che. aMtaramAM jAya, svabhAvane oLakhe, to caitanya pote ja che ane te jJAyaka sahaja jJAnasvabhAvathI bharelo che. kayAMya bahAra levA javuM paDe tema nathI. jJAna sahaja, AnaMda sahaja, badhuM sahaja che. temAM tadrupa thAya, daSTi kare, tadrupa pariName to pragaTa thAya che. bahArathI para padArthane potAnA karavA mAMge che tethI potAmAM javuM muzkela thaI paDyuM che. aMtaramAM Utare, svabhAva oLakhe to ekadama saheluM che. aMtaramAM jAya to mArga sahaja che. prathama bhUmikA vikaTa hoya che; pachI aMtaramAM jAya, daSTi kare, tadrupa pariName pachI to saraLatAthI te mArge cAlyo jAya che. paNa te puruSArtha karato nathI. 142. prazna:- prathama bhUmikAmAM paheluM pagathiyuM caDavuM ja agharuM lAge che, to kema thAya? samAdhAna - vastunI prApti mATe jo te bahAra hoya to bahAra javuM paDe, koInI parAdhInatA ke lAcArI karavI paDe. paNa tevuM kaMI karavuM paDe tema nathI. pote svAdhIna che. pote jJAna-darzana-cAritra Adi anaMta anaMta zaktithI bharelo che, adhUro nathI. te prApta karavAmAM potAnI svAdhInatA che. pahelAMthI ja muzkela paDe che tema mAnIne karato nathI. bahAra levA javuM paDe tema nathI. potAmAM bhareluM che, te ja pragaTa thAya che. mArga to gurudeve ekadama spaSTa batAvyo che. karavAnuM potAne che. 143. prazna- mArga to spaSTa che paNa amane mArga maLato nathI tethI mUMjhavaNa thAya che to mArga kema zodhavo? samAdhAna - rasto potAne ja kADhavAno che. mArga zodhanAro pote ja che. jinendra bhagavAna, guru badhA mArga batAve paNa taiyArI to potAne karavAnI che. bahArathI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 100 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana maLatuM hoya to tene zIkhyA kare, bhaNyA kare, gokhyA kare; paraMtu A to aMtaramAM karavAnuM che. tenI pAchaLa paDI jAya, bhedajJAna karyA kare, vAraMvAra tenI dRSTi kare, vAraMvAra tenI laganI lagADe to thayA vagara rahe nahi. tenI kharI laganI lagADavI joIe to thAya. AkhI dizA pheravI nAMkhavAnI che. 144. prazna:- jJAnI dharmAtmAnI badhI vAta grahaNa karavI temAM nizcayanI grahaNa karavI ane vyavahAranI choDI devI ke zuM karavuM ? te batAvazojI. samAdhAnaH- jJAnI je apekSAthI je vAta kahetA hoya te pramANe grahaNa karavI. koI vAta bAda karI devI-choDI devI ema nahi, tenI apekSA samajavI. vyavahAranI vAta kahe to kaI apekSAthI kahe che, nizcayanI vAta kaI apekSAthI kahe che te samajI levuM. koI kathana dravyadRSTithI hoya, koI kathana paryAyadaSTithI hoya, to te baMnenI saMdhi karIne mahApuruSa kaI rIte kahe che te samajI levuM. baMne samartha AcArya hoya emAMthI koI AcArya nizcayanI vAta kahetA hoya, koI AcArya vyavahAranI vAta karatA hoya to te baMneno maitrI-meLa kema karavo te samajI levuM. eka AcAryadeve zAstranA eka adhikAramAM nizcayanI vAta karI hoya, te ja AcAryadeve bIjA adhikAramAM vyavahAranI vAta karI hoya, to te baMnemAM meLa karavo joIe ke A adhikAramAM AcAryadeve kaI apekSAe kahyuM che. vyavahA2nA adhikAramAM zuM kahevAno Azaya che te samajavuM joie. koI vAta kADhI nAMkhavAnI hoya te vAta to AcAryadeva kare ja nahi. je vastusvarUpa hoya tenuM ja kathana kare, vastusvarUpa na hoya, tathA muktinA mArgamAM je lAgu na paDe tevI aTita vAta jJAnIo kahetA ja nathI. mumukSuH- jJAnInI koI vAta aghiTata hoya ja nahi? bahenazrI:- jJAnIo aTita vAta kahetA ja nathI. muktinA mArgane yogya na hoya tevI vAta kahetA ja nathI. gurudeva kahetA hoya te badhuM samajIne ja kahetA hoya. koI niSprayojana vAta hoya ja nahi. eka paNa vAta nakAmI na hoya. muktinA mArgamAM dravyadaSTi mukhya hoya che. vyavahAra sAthe hoya che. sAdhanAmAM vacce vyavahAra hoya che paNa sAdhakanI dRSTi dravya upara hoya che. temAM paryAya vacce AvyA vagara rahetI nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [101 jJAnI koIvAra dravyanI vAta kare, koIvAra paryAyanI vAta paNa kare, paNa jyAM jyAM yathAyogya hoya te rIte grahaNa karI levuM. koI vAta choDI devAnI ke kADhI nAkhavAnI hotI nathI. AcAryadava kahe che ke ame eka zuddhanaya sthApita karIne tenAthI (zuddhanayathI) AtmAnI anubhUti pragaTa karI che. temAM vacce vyavahAra AvI jAya che. arere...!..vyavahAranaya hastAvalaMbana tulya che tethI vacce AvI jAya che, AvyA vagara raheto nathI, paNa te jANavA jevo che. svAnubhUtinI vAtamAM vacce vyavahAranaya Ave che paNa vyavahArane keTaluM vajana devuM ane dravyadaSTine keTaluM vajana devuM te samajI levuM. bannenI kaI kaI koTI che te jANI levuM. anAdino mArga ajANyo che. dravyadaSTi jIve pragaTa karI nathI. tethI dravyadaSTi mukhya hoya che, paNa sAdhakadazAmAM vyavahAra vacce Ave che. koI prayojanavaza koIvAra AcAryadave vyavahAranI vAta karI hoya to te kADhI nAMkhavAnI nathI. sAdhya-sAdhakabhAvanA bhedathI eka sAdhyane grahaNa karavAnuM che. eka AtmAne grahaNa karatAM temAM vacce jJAna-darzana-cAritranA bheda AvyA vagara rahetA nathI. A jJAna che, A darzana, A cAritra evA bheda-vikalpa Ave che, paNa te bhedanA vikalpamAM rokAvAnuM nathI. tuM zAyakanI daSTi kara. temAM vacce sAdhya-sAdhakabhAvanA bheda Ave che. dravyathI pUrNa chuM paNa paryAyamAM adhUrAza che mATe vacce vyavahAra AvyA vagara raheto nathI. je paramabhAvane pahoMcI gayA, tene vyavahAranuM kAMI prayojana nathI. samayasAramAM Ave che ne ke soLavaluM sonuM thaI gayA pachI tene tApa devAnI jarUra nathI. paNa je sAdhakadazAmAM che tene vyavahAra vacce Ave che te vyavahAra jANavA yogya che. te AdaravA yogya ka rAkhavA jevo che tevo artha nathI. 145. prazna- bhaktimArga zuM bIjo che ? ke jJAnamArgamAM abheda bhakti AvI jAya che? samAdhAna - sAcI samajaNa tarapha vaLe tyAre sAthe bhakti AvyA vagara rahetI nathI. yathArtha tattvanirNaya karavAnI ruci jAgI tene bhegI bhakti AvI jAya che. paNa anAdikALathI jIva zuSkatAmAM cAlyo jAya che. zrImadjI tathA anya badhA jJAnIo ema kahe che ke tattvanirNayapUrvaka bhakti karaje te bhaktimArga che. tattvavicAra tarapha pariNati rAkhIne bhakti karaje Ama bhaktimArgamAM kahevuM che. jJAnamArgamAM jIvo ghaNIvAra zuSka thaI jAya che eTale bhaktimArga sAthe Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 102] [svAnubhUtidarzana batAvyo che. paNa aMdara pariNatimAM jJAna mukhya che. temAM bhakti bhegI hoya, bhakti na hoya to jJAna lUkhuM thaI jAya che. AtmA pote mahimAvaMta che. tenI mahimA karaje, deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA karaje, mahimA vagara tArA vicAro vigere badhuM lUkhuM thaI jaze. jo tane mahimA nahi Ave to mAtra te jJAnanI vAto karyA karIza paNa aMdara lUkhAza thaI jaze. mahimA sAthe haze to aMdara tane ema thaze ke aho ! AtmA Avo camatkArI che. aho ! A AtmAnI sAdhanA deva-guru karI rahyA che. evuM aMdarathI tane Azcarya lAgavuM joIe, to tArA tattvanA vicAro paNa yathArtha rIte cAlaze. bhaktimArgamAM Ama kahevuM che. jJAna ekaluM lUkhuM na hovuM joIe, sAthe bhakti-virakti, tattvavicAra badhuM hovuM joIe, te badhuM hoya to mumukSu maryAdA bahAra jato nathI. amuka jAtanA pariNAmo Ave to paNa maryAdAthI bahAra na jAya. lUkhuM hoya to maryAdA bahAra pariNAma jAya che. A caitanya Avo mahimAvaMta che, vibhAvamAM rokAvA jevuM nathI tema bhAvanA Ave che. deva-guru kevuM karI rahyA che, ema mahimA karIne paNa pariNatine AtmA tarapha vadhAre vALe che-nahi to lUkhuM thaI jAya ane maryAdA bahAra cAlyo jAya. 146 prazna- savAre UThIne 'ciMtavana" karIe chIe, svAdhyAya karIe chIe, chatAM kaMI thatuM nathI. pU. gurudeva ane ApanA upakAranuM zuM varNana thaI zake ? jo A bhavamAM AtmAnuM vadana thAya manuSyabhava saphaLa che; nahi to A manuSyabhava maDadA jevo che to zuM karavuM? mATe mArgadarzana ApavA kRpA karazo. samAdhAnaH- mArgadarzananI kayAM khAmI che! potAnI ja khAmI che. bahAramAM ATaluM badhuM karyuM..ATaluM badhuM karyuM ema kAMI bahArathI mApa AvatuM nathI. evuM to jIve ghaNuM karyuM che. potAno rasa bIje kayAMya rokAya che. je vibhAvathI nyArApaNuM joIe, je hRdaya bhIMjAyeluM joIe, e aMdarathI thavuM joIe te nathI thatuM tyAM sudhI thavuM muzkela paDe che. aMdara jIva kayAMka rokAto hoya che eTale chUTo nathI paDato. te bahArathI badhuM kare dhyAnamAM besI jAya, svAdhyAya kare, paNa aMtaramAMthI teNe jyAMthI chUTavAnuM che tyAMthI chUTuM paDavuM joIe ne? jIva badhuM kare che.-kahyuM che ne! Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 103 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] "yama, niyama, saMyama, Apa kIyo, punI tyAga-vairAga athAga lIyo, vanavAsa rahyo, mukha mauna rahyo, draDha Asana padma lagAya dIyo." padmAsana lagAvyuM, dhyAna dharyuM, badhuM karyuM. "saba zAstrana ke naya dhArI yei," zAstronA naya dhArI lIdhA. mata maMDana khaMDana bheda kiye." A badhuM karyuM paNa aMtaramAM kAMIka rahI jAya che. potAno rasa kyAMka rokAto hoya che. te pote vicAravuM ke mAro rasa kayAM rokAya che? 147. prazna- svabhAva prApti mATe Apa kaho cho evuM pUruM kAraNa zuM ApI zakAtuM nathI ? eTale zuM kArya thatuM nathI? samAdhAnaH- kAraNa Apato nathI to kArya Ave kayAMthI? je jAtano svabhAva che te rUpe pote pariNamato nathI. aMdaranI zAMti judI hoya che. ne bahArathI vikalpa zAMta karIne beTho che e to zubhabhAvanI zAMti che. zubhabhAvano AlhAda che. kayAMka teno rasa rokAya che tene pramAda hoya che tethI kArya AvatuM nathI. bahArathI ATaluM karyuM, ATalA kalAka karyuM. ema temAM kalAkanuM mApa na hoya. koI kahe 15 miniTa A karyuM -15 miniTa dhyAna karyuM. chatAM kArya thatuM nathI. kAraNa te to aMdaranI taiyArIthI thAya che. aMdaranuM sahaja je cAlatuM hoya tene ATalA kalAka karyuM tevA mApa na hoya! aMdara jJAyakanI sahajadhArA cAle tene kALanuM mApa na hoya; sahajadhArAmAM pote ja AgaLa jAya, bahArathI amuka vikalpa maMda karyA hoya to tene zAMti jevuM lAge tema nahi paNa tenuM hRdaya aMdarathI bhedAvuM joIe. aMdarathI tene kayAMya rasa na hoya, jJAyakane oLakhavA mATe eTalI hade udAsInatA aMtaramAthI AvavI joIe. bahArathI badhuM chUTI jAya ema hotuM nathI. paNa kArya na thAya tyAM sudhI vAMcana kare, manana kare, svAdhyAya kare, dhyAna kare paNa ATaluM meM karyuM chatAM kema nathI thatuM? ema tene na thAya. kArya na thavAmAM potAnuM kAraNa che tema jANI, bahAramAM kayAM rasa che te aMdaramAM pote vicArI jove. 148. prazna- zeno rasa che te potAne khyAlamAM AvI jAya ? samAdhAnaH- kharo jijJAsu hoya to khyAlamAM Ave ke huM kayAM rokAuM chuM. bAkI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 104] [ svAnubhUtidarzana to jene ekalI utAvaLa karavI che ke mAre karavuM che chatAM mane kema kAMI thatuM nathI ema khoTI utAvaLathI karavuM hoya to khyAlamAM na Ave. jene kharI lAgI hoya ke mAre AtmAnuM karavuM ja che. huM kayAM jAuM chuM? kayAM rokAuM chuM? te kharuM pakaDavuM hoya to pote pakaDI zake che. pote ekAMtamAM jeTalIvAra beTho to te vakhate vicAro kayA cAle che, pariNAma kyAM jAya che, pote keTalo nyAro rahe che, jJAyakanI keTalI dhArA cAle che, keTalI dravya upara daSTi che, ne vibhAvothI keTalo chUTo paDyo che te pote vicAre to khabara paDe. amuka kalAka beTho eTale kAma thaI jAya ema nathI. zarIra to beThuM rahe paNa te vakhate potAne aMdara zuM thAya che te jovAnuM rahe che. "aba karyo na vicAratI hai manase, kachu ora rahA una sAdhanase." te sAdhanathI kAMIka juduM ja rahI jAya che. aMtaranI pariNati aMdarathI kAma karavI joIe, chUTI paDIne kAma karavI joIe. paNa pote eTalo UMDo Utarato nathI, potAne grahaNa karato nathI. pote potAne pragaTa karavo che te jJAyakane grahaNa kare to thAya ne! bhedajJAnanI dhArA cAle to chUTo paDe. bhedajJAnanI dhArA cAlatI nathI to kevI rIte chUTo paDe? mAtra vikalpane zAMta karavAthI kAMI chUTo paDato nathI. huM jJAyaka chuM, huM jJAyaka chuM, huM jJAyaka chuM ema karyA kare ne vikalpa zAMta thAya eTale zAMti-zAMti lAge. paNa aMdara pariNati pragaTa karavAthI, aMdara nArApaNuM Ave to sAcI zAMti thAya che. huM jJAyaka chuM, mArAmAM kAMI nathI-mArAmAM kAMI nathI ema karyA kare to paNa kAMI na thAya. yathArthapaNe jJAyakane grahaNa kare to thAya. anAdithI ekatvabuddhi thaI rahI che. bahArathI puruSArtha ghaNA kare che, paNa karavAnuM aMdara che, tenuM hRdaya aMdarathI bhIMjAvuM joIe ane tattvane grahaNa karavAnI aMdarathI tAlAvelI koI judI lAgavI joie ! mumukSu- aMdarathI tAlAvelI to ghaNI lAge che. bahenazrI- ghaNuM lAge paNa ghaNuM nathI. vikalpamAM thAya che paNa aMdarathI thavuM joIe, te thatuM nathI, tema thAya tene AkuLatA na hoya; dhIraja hoya, zAMti hoya. zAyakane grahaNa karavo che chatAM nathI thatuM te mArA puruSArthanI khAmI che, mAro doSa che, huM ja kayAMka rokAuM chuM, ema potAne lAgavuM joIe. bahAranuM badhuM kAMI chUTI jatuM nathI paNa mAre kAMI joItuM nathI, evo aMdarathI joradAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 105 palaTo Avavo joIe. basa, mAre kAMI joItuM nathI tema aMdarathI lAgavuM joIe. eTalo aMdarathI palaTo thavo joIe. aMtaramAMthI evo palaTo Ave ke basa, eka AtmA sivAya kAMI joItuM nathI. AtmA ja joIe che eTalI aMdarathI tAlAvelI lAgavI joIe. jo aMdarathI lAge ke mane koIno Azraya nathI, koI 52 sukharUpa nathI; to eka AtmA sivAya bIje kayAMya tenI daSTi aMdarathI TakatI nathI. pachI bhale koIne lAMbA kALe kArya thAya ke koIne aMtarmuhUrtamAM thAya, paNa aMtarathI badhuM chUTI javuM joIe ke bahAramAM eka rajakaNathI mAMDIne koIpaNa padravya mAruM nathI, zraddhAmAM AvavuM joIe. 149. prazna:- Apa kaho cho tyAre saheluM lAge che paNa prayatna karIe tyAre agharuM lAge che ane thatuM nathI. to zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- dhIrajathI karavAnuM che. na thAya to mUMjhAvuM nahi. jJAyakanI bhAvanA, jJAyakanuM vAraMvAra raTaNa, ne zAyakanA vicAra karavA paNa mUMjhAvuM nahi. temAM utAvaLa karIne kAMI bIjuM karavAno artha nathI. anAdino ekatvano abhyAsa che eTale agharuM lAge che paNa svabhAva to potAno ja che tethI agharuM nathI, ekatvabuddhine laIne agharuM thaI paDayuM che. potAno svabhAva samIpa che. bahAra gotavA javuM paDe tema nathI. parAdhIna nathI. koI Ape to thAya evuM paNa nathI. potAnI AgaLa che paNa potAnA puruSArthanI khAmIne laIne thatuM nathI. dRSTi eTalI badhI bahAra thaI gaI che ke aMta2mAM jaI zakato nathI ane sthUlatAmAM cAlyo jAya che. 150. prazna:- zrImadghamAM Ave che ke potAnA manathI karelo svarUpano nizcaya mAnavA karatAM jJAnI kahe che te nizcaya mAnavAmAM kalyANa che. samAdhAnaH- jJAnIe yathArtha svarUpa samajIne karelo nizcaya yathArtha che. tArA manathI karelo nizcaya temAM bhUla hoya ane kalpita hoya. mane Ama barAbara lAge che, paNa jJAnInA kahevAno zuM Azaya che? jJAnIne-gurune zuM kahevuM che, enuM zuM rahasya che; te vicArIne, meLavIne, pote nakkI karavuM joIe. potAnI kalpanAe nakkI kare to bhUlano avakAza che. pote svacchaMdathI nakkI kareluM che. anaMtakALathI mArga ajANyo che, tuM pote kAMI samajato nathI tethI potAnI meLAe nakkI kare ke Ama vastu che, A mArga che. Ama muktino paMtha AvI rIte che ema nakkI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 1/6] [svAnubhUtidarzana kare temAM bhUla thAya che. jJAnIe je nakkI kareluM hoya, gurue je kahyuM hoya, te barAbara ja che. have kevI rIte pravartavuM te pote potAthI vicArIne potAthI nakkI kare. jJAnIe je kahyuM hoya enA rahasya ane Azaya samaje to te yathArtha che. nahi to kalpita che. potAnI meLe karelA nizcayamAM bhUla thAya che. jJAnInA kahevAmAM ghaNA Azaya ane gaMbhIratA bharelI hoya che. kAraNa ke nizcaya yathArtha hoya che. dravyanuM svarUpa, nizcayanuM svarUpa, vyavahAranuM svarUpa, nimitta- upAdAnanuM svarUpa je gurue kahyuM hoya te rIte vicAra karIne nakkI kare to te barAbara che. potAnI mati kalpanAe zAstra vAMce to zAstra samajAya nahi. temAM potAnI bhUla thAya che ane kayAMka kayAMka pote rokAto hoya che. potAnI IcchA pramANe mati-kalpanAthI artha karato hoya che. jene AtmArthatA hoya te gurue kahelA rahasya anusAra nakkI kare che. A barAbara che, vastu svarUpa Ama ja che. pote yathArtha mArga grahaNa karIne, nizcaya kare ke vastu svarUpa A rIte ja che. nizcaya-vyavahAranuM svarUpa kaI rIte kahyuM che teno meLa karIne, yathArtha nakkI kare. 151. prazna- vItarAgamArgamAM deva-zAstra-gurunI pUrepUrI zaraNAgata svIkAravI ? samAdhAna - vItarAgamArgamAM bahAramAM deva-zAstra-gurunI ane aMdara AtmAnI pUrepUrI zaraNAgati svIkAravI. A vItarAga mArga che. deva-zAstra-guru karI detA nathI, paNa sAthe hoya che. temanuM zaraNa hoya che. zubhabhAvamAM temanuM AlaMbana hoya che ne aMdaramAM potAnA paramAtmAnuM AlaMbana hoya che. tIrthomAM jAya tyAM bhagavAnane gote che. jyAM bhagavAna che? paNa tuM pote bhagavAna cho. tArI pAse bhagavAna che tene joto nathI. tIrthomAM javAthI bhagavAnanAM smaraNo yAda Ave che, ke bhagavAna ahIMthI mokSe gayA. bhagavAne ahIMyAM sAdhanA karI hatI, te smaraNo AvatAM potAne bhAvanA jAge che. bAkI to caitanya bhagavAna to potAnI pAse che. "doData dauData doDIyo jetI mananI doDa" badhe doDe che paNa aMdara badhuM che tyAM joto nathI. gungama lejo re joDa" gugamathI tuM cAlaje. gurudeva kahe che ke te pote ja bhagavAna cho. tuM tArAmAM che, aMdara zodhI le. anaMtakALa gayo. are! pote bhagavAna hovA chatAM bahAra bhamyo. potAnI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 107 pariNatine jove to vedanamAM badhA vibhAvabhAvo, rAga-dveSa, kaluSitatA ane AkuLatA dekhAya che. caitanyabhagavAna aMdara zuddhatAthI bharelA che te tene dekhAtA nathI eTale tene vizvAsa Avato nathI. gurudeva kahe che ke tuM bhagavAna cho to paNa tene ema thAya che ke bhagavAna to koI judA hoya. aMdaramAM huM bhagavAna chuM evo vizvAsa Avavo muzkela paDe che. A to pUjya gurudevanA pratApe vANInA dhodha chUTayA ane tuM bhagavAna cho ema samajAvyuM tethI tene vizvAsa Ave che. nahi to ema thAya ke ApaNe bhagavAna kayAMthI hoIe? kAraNa ke tenA vedananI aMdara ekalI kaluSitatA bhAse che. paNa gurudeve eTalA jorathI kahela che jethI vizvAsa bese, eTale ema thAya che ke ApaNe bhagavAna AtmA chIe. 15ra. prazna- jJAnIne oLakhavA kaI rIte ? mumukSunI bhUmikAmAM eka kSayopazama jJAnavALo hoya ane eka sAcA AtmajJAnI hoya. te baMnene mumukSu kaI rIte oLakhe ? baMne vacce aMtara kema pADe ? samAghAna - baMneno paricaya karavAthI tathA aMtara oLakhavAthI taphAvata khyAlamAM AvI zake che. sAco mumukSu hoya tenAM hRdayanetro evAM thaI gayAM hoya che ke jJAnInI apUrva, aMtaramAMthI bhIMjAyelI, kSaNe kSaNe bhedajJAna pADatI tathA anubhavamAMthI nIkaLatI AtmasparzI vANIne grahaNa karI zake che. tenA hRdayanetro tevI jAtanA bhAvane grahaNa karavA yogya thaI gayA hoya che. jJAnInuM kSayopazama jJAna hoya paNa te anubhUtivALuM jJAna che. jJAnI aMtarathI bolatA hoya te juduM ja nIkaLatuM hoya che. jema ke pUjya gurudeva kahetA hoya, "tuM judo che-judo che, A tAruM nathI" ema je anubhavamAMthI bole tenI bhASA, teno vaLAMka judo hoya che. je mAtra kSayopazamathI bole che ane aMtaramAM svAnubhUti nathI tenI vANInuM vajana kayAM jAya che? tenI pariNati zuM kAma kare che? arthAt tenA aMtaranI kaI jAtanI dizA che? hRdaya kaI jAtanuM bhIMjAyeluM che ane vANI kaI rIte nIkaLe che te, tenAmAM jo mumukSutA hoya ane vizeSa paricaya kare to, oLakhI zake che. mAtra kSayopazama jJAnathI je vANI nIkaLatI hoya te judI ja rIte nIkaLe che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 108] [svAnubhUtidarzana kSayopazamathI bole tenI bhASA ane vaLAMka amuka prakArano Avato hoya che. Ama baMnenuM aMtara mumukSu hoya te aMdarathI grahaNa karI le che. 153. prazna- zrImajIe aneka jagyAe lakhyuM che ke jIvane AtmaprAti nahi thavAmAM mULa kAraNa tenI svacchaMdatA che, to svacchaMdatAmAM zuM kahevuM che ? samAdhAna - svacchaMdI jIva potAnI mati-kalpanAthI mArgano nirNaya karI le che ke mArga Ama ja hoya, huM je mAnuM chuM te sAcuM ja che. kAM bahu zAstra-abhyAsa karyo hoya to, zAstramAM A rIte Ave che, AtmA Ama ja hoya tema potAnI matithI je nakkI karyuM hoya tyAM ne tyAM svacchedavRttithI aTakI jAya che athavA game tyAM aTakato hoya, paNa tene koIne pUchavAnuM rahetuM nathI, kAraNa ke huM badhuM jANuM chuM, mane badhuM AvaDe che tema tene thaI jAya che. jeNe mArga jAmyo che tevA anubhUtivALA jJAnIo zuM kahe che te jovAno avakAza tene raheto nathI ane jene mati-kalpanA na hoya tene avakAza rahe che ke vizeSa jANanAra koNa che ane teo zuM kahe che. gautamasvAmI-indrabhUti vedAMtamAM mAnatA hatA. indra AvIne tenI parIkSA karI. tenI eTalI taiyArI hatI ke A zuM kahe che? tene Azcarya lAgyuM ke mane to eTaluM badhuM AvaDatuM hovA chatAM A to huM nathI jANato! A je prazna pUche che ke dravya keTalA..(ityAdi) te mane kAMI AvaDatuM kema nathI? huM to ema mAnato hato ke huM sarvajJa chuM....Ama Azcarya lAgyuM tethI tyAM (bhagavAna pAse) javAnI taiyArI karI. eTalI aMdaramAMthI yogyatA thaI ke huM nathI jANato, to tyAM javAno avakAza rahyo. paNa huM badhuM ja jANuM chuM tema mAnato hoya tene kAMI avakAza raheto nathI. 154 prazna- zrImajIe eka jagyAe ema lakhyuM che ke jJAnI puruSa karatAM jo jIvane parigraha pratye vadhAre prema che to kharI rIte te AtmAne samajavAne ke pAmavAne lAyaka nathI, to eno zuM artha che? samAdhAna- jene jJAna prApta thayuM che evA jJAnI karatAM parigraha pratye prema eTale ke bahArano rasa vadhI jAya arthAt parigrahanI mahimA Ave ane jJAnI pratyenI mahimA na Ave to te kharekhara lAyaka nathI. tene parigraha gauNa thaI javo joIe, bahArano rasa UtarI javo joIe; to jJAnInI tene mahimA Ave. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 109 tene jJAna joIe che tethI jJAnamAM tene AtmA taraphanI mahimA AvavI joIe. jJAnI taraphanI mahimA eTale ke aMtaramAM AtmA taraphanI mahimA evo artha nIkaLe che. mATe A jAtanI mahimA hoya ane parigrahanI gauNatA thaI jAya to ja tene jJAnI pratyenI arpaNatA ane AtmA taraphanI mahimA Ave che. baMnene meLa che. mumukSu- zuM jJAnInI ane AtmAnI mahimAne meLa che? bahenazrI:- hA, baMnene meLa che. jJAnInI mahimA kare che teno artha e che ke tene AtmA joIe che, aMtaramAM AtmAnuM ene dhyeya che. 155. prazna:- navamI raiveyaka janAra dravyaliMgI munie ane 11 aMganA zAstrapAThIe je tattva na pakaDayuM te Ape bALavaye ati sulabhapaNe prApta karI lIdhuM ane svAnubhavathI jainadarzananI yathArthatA nakkI karIne amUlya caitanya-ciMtAmaNi sAdhI lIdhuM. A kSetre vartamAnakALe je aneka-aneka jIvarAzi che. temAM Apa pUjya gurudevanA pratApe A ati gUDha rahasya ukelI zakayAM cho. AvA eka mahApuruSa Apa amArI sAme birAjo cho. to Ape kaI vidhie ne kaI vivAthI A rahasya ukelyuM? ane A ciMtAmaNi hAtha AvatAM ApanI Urmio kevI hatI? samAdhAnaH - 11 aMga bhaNo paNa aMdara zuM che? te jANavAno prayatna karyo nahi. jIva anaMtavAra navamI raiveyaka gayo, 11 aMga bhaNyo-evuM badhuM to anaMtavAra karyuM che. paNa caitanyatattvano svabhAva oLakhavAno prayatna karyo nathI. A to gurudevano pratApa che. gurudeve A mArga prakAzyo ke kAMIka tattva juduM che. aMdara svAnubhUti thAya che, te svAnubhUtimAM muktino mArga pragaTa thAya che. gurudeve mArga prakAzyo ane badhuM zravaNa karatAM aMtaramAM ema thaI gayuM ke A ja karavA jevuM che. A manuSyabhavanI aMdara A eka mukhya tattvanI svAnubhUti prApta na thaI to A badhuM maLyuM ane A manuSyabhava maLyo te nakAmo che. Ama aMdarathI bhAvanA thaI ke A ja karavA jevuM che, bIjuM kAMI karavA jevuM nathI. eka aMtaramAM svAnubhUti pragaTa karavA jevI che. Aja karavA jevuM che ema vAraMvAra teno vicAra, tenuM maMthana karI karIne aMtaramAMthI nakkI karyuM hatuM ke A gurudeve batAvyo te mArga ja sAco che. aneka prakAranA mArganI aMdara aneka jAtanI vAto badhA karI rahyA che, te badhuM khoTuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 110] [ svAnubhUtidarzana che. eka gurudeva batAve che te ja mArga sAco che. koI kahe ke aneka prakAranA mArga che temAM A mArga kaI rIte sAco che? e to pote aMdarathI puruSArtha vaDe nakkI karI zake che ke A sAcuM che. aMgata to zuM kahevuM? teno puruSArtha, tenuM maMthana, vAraMvAra tenI laganI lAge, ke eka ja-A ja-prApta karavA jevuM che. vAraMvAra te jAtanuM ciMtavana-manana divasa ane rAta cAlyA kare, tenA vagara cena paDe nahi, tenA vagara zAMti thAya nahi. keTalAya kalAko sudhI basa tenuM dhyAna, tenuM manana-badhuM tenuM te cAlatuM hatuM. temAM gurudevanA pratApe (samyakatva) pragaTa thaI gayuM. gurudevano koI pratApa ane upAdAna-nimittano tevo meLa thaI gayo. temAM koI jAtanI uMmara ke bIjuM kAMI lAgu paDatuM nathI. aMtaramAMthI bhedajJAnathI dhArA ane purUSArtha evI rIte pragaTa thayo. rAtre jAgatAM-sUtAM, svapnamAM basa eka ja vAta, tenI ja laganI hatI, bIjI koI laganI na hatI. thoDo TAima jAya to ema thAya ke hajI kema thatuM nathI? hujI zuM paribhramaNanuM duHkha nathI lAgyuM? A zuM nathI karavuM? ema aMtaramAMthI ekadama AtmAno pokAra Avato hato ke hajI kema tAlAvelI nathI lAgatI? hajI zuM paribhramaNanI ruci che? hajI janma-maraNanI ruci che? vibhAvanI ruci che? kema, kayAM aTakI rahyo che-ema aMtaramAMthI-potAnA AtmAmAMthI ja AvatuM hatuM. tene laIne puruSArtha ekadama tIvra thaI jato hato. gurudevano pratApa ane upAdAna bheguM thaI gayuM. kAmakAja thAya, A thAya, te thAya paNa eka ja jAtanI laganI hatI ke AtmA judo che, game te kAma karatAM ema thAya ke A zarIra ane A aMdara vikalpa Ave, temAM AtmA kayAM che? tenAthI to AtmA judo che. A badhAmAM AtmA judo kevI rIte che? tenA ja vicAro AvyA karatA. khAtA-khAtAM ema thAya ke AtmA judo che. dareka kSaNe te vicAro cAlyA karatA hatA, AnA A vicAro AvatA. kapaDAM hAthamAM hoya ane vicAro Ave, dareka kAryomAM vicAro Ave ke A juduM-A badhuM juduM, ne caitanya judo. kSaNe-kSaNe AnuM A raTaNa rahyA karatuM hatuM. tenA joramAM traNa traNa kalAka ema ne ema dhyAnamAM besI rahetI hatI. kema hajI prApta thatuM nathI ? ema tenA ne tenA vicAromAM, tenI ne tenI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [111 bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] ekAgratAmAM ane tenA ne tenA dhyAnamAM rahetI. A prApta thayA vagara aMdaramAMthI sukha ane zAMti thavAnI nathI, ema rahyA karatuM hatuM. 156. prazna- pUrvabhavanuM kAraNa haze ? samAghAna- pUrvabhavanuM kAraNa ane vartamAna potAnI yogyatA. pUrve sAMbhaLyuM hoya te paNa kAraNa hoya ane vartamAna potAno puruSArtha paNa kAraNa hoya. gurudeva pAsethI mArga sAMbhaLyo ane vartamAna potAno puruSArtha thayo enI sAthe pUrvanI yogyatA-saMskAra paNa kAraNa hoya. jyAre jIva taiyArI kare che tyAre te navuM ja hoya che. gayA kALe taiyArI thaI hoya to te samaye navuM hatuM. mATe pUrvanA saMskArane mukhya na karavA. 157. prazna- A ja karavA jevuM che tema Apane lAgyuM ema amane paNa lAge, te mATe ApanI pUrvabhUmikAnI thoDI vAta karavA kRpA karazo. samAdhAnaH- A ja karavA jevuM che tevI bhAvanA pAchaLa prayatna UpaDe nahi tyAM sudhI zAMti thatI nathI. evo vicAra Ave ke A ja karavA jevuM che ema nakkI karyuM chatAM puruSArtha kema thato nathI? zuM mArA nirNayamAM khAmI che? che zuM? ema vicAro Ave. A ja karavA jevuM che ema bhAvanA hatI ne! eTale evA ja vicAro AvyA karatA hatA. hajI kema puruSArtha UpaDato nathI? zuM hujI kayAMka ruci che? hajI kema arerATI thatI nathI ? evA vicAro puruSArthanI tIvratA mATe AvyA ja karatA hatA. - gurudeva kahetA hatA ke svAnubhUtimAM pelI pAra AtmA birAje che, nirvikalpa dazA badhAthI judI che. joke vacce mArga zuM Ave che tenI jhAjhI to kAMI spaSTatA hatI nahi, chatAM paNa gurudeva nirvikalpa dazAne svAnubhUti kahe che ane te muktino mArga che; tathA AtmA judo che tema kahe che. evI jAtanuM pakaDAyuM hatuM. badhuM (karAMcI) choDyuM, have zuM karavAnuM che? jyAM sudhI aMtaramAMthI zAMti na maLe tyAM sudhI cena paDavAnuM nathI. aMtaramAM je vikalpanI mALA che te paNa AkuLatA che, tenAthI chUTavuM te ja kharo mArga che. A je vibhAvanI eka pachI eka ghaTamALa cAle che tenAthI AtmA judo che, te aMtaramAMthI prApta thAya che. A badhAthI (anya matathI ) judo satya mArga che. ema vicAro AvatA ane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 112] [svAnubhUtidarzana samyagdarzana thayA pachI ema nakkI thaI gayuM ke A ja mArga che, gurudeve kahyuM te Aja che. 158. prazna- nirvikalpa dazA pragaTa karavAnI koI vidhA-kaLA hoya to kRpA karI samajAvo. samAdhAna - bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTa karavI, ke je bhedajJAnanI pAchaLa vikalpa tUTIne nirvikalpa dazAnI prApti thAya. te prayatna to potAne ja karavAno rahe che. te bhedajJAna mAtra dhAraNA pUratuM nahi, paNa aMtaramAMthI bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTa thAya (A savikalpa bhedajJAnadhArAnI vAta che, je samyagdarzana pUrve prayatnathI pragaTa thAya che) ane te pachI pote tene TakAve ke A zarIra ne vibhAva paryAya te huM nathI, huM to caitanya jJAyaka chuM. dareka zubhAzubha bhAvonI aMdara huM judo ja chuM, evI jAtanI aMdara sahaja dhArA pragaTa thAya te karavAnuM tenA hAthamAM che. AvI sahaja bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTa kare to tenI pAchaLa nirvikalpa dazA Ave che. bhedajJAnanI dhArAnI ugratA thatAM, jJAtAdhArAnI ugratA thavAthI ne upayoganI tIkSNatA thavAthI vikalpa tUTIne nirvikalpa dazA prApta thAya che-svAnubhUti thAya che. vartamAnamAM pote AvI bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTa karI zake che. pahelAM tene vikalparUpa hoya paNa sahaja dhArA jo pragaTa thAya to te sahajadhArAnI, jJAtAdhArAnI ugratA pAchaLa nirvikalpa dazA pragaTa thAya che. A jJAtAdhArAnI ugratAne sahajapaNe karavAmAM tene prayatna joIe che. anAdino abhyAsa che eTale tene vAraMvAra ekatAbuddhi thaI jAya che. te ekatAbuddhimAMthI chUTA paDavA prathama vikalparUpe A judo-A judo tema karyA kare to te pAchaLathI abhyAsarUpe thAya che. (Ama abhyAsa thatAM) jo sahajadhArA pragaTa thAya to tenI pAchaLa nirvikalpa dazAnI prApti thAya che. teNe dravya para daSTi karI jJAtAdhArAnI ugratA karavI ke huM "jJAyaka chuM" "jJAyaka chuM" "jJAyaka chuM." je je vikalpa Ave te kALe paNa huM jJAyaka chuM ema potAnA astitvane grahaNa kare to sahajarUpe tene bhedajJAna thAya. nirvikalpa dazA prApta karavAno A eka ja mArga che. bhedajJAnanI dhArAnI ugratA thatAM jJAtAdhArAnI ugratA thavAthI nirvikalpa dazAnI prApti thAya che. koIne puruSArthamAM maMdatA rahI jAya to nirvikalpa dazA thatAM vAra lAge che. ane koIne sahajadhArA thaIne aMtarmuhUrtamAM nirvikalpa dazA thaI jAya te judI vAta che. ghaNAne to abhyAsa karatAM karatAM thAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 113 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] pote svabhAvathI sphaTika jevo nirmaLa caitanya che. tene kayAMka gotavA javo paDe tevo nathI. sahaja pote ja che. potAnA astitvane grahaNa karI paranI ekatvabuddhimAM tenI pariNati jAya che tene toDI A badhuM juduM che tema nakkI kare to tenAthI judo paDe. vibhAvanI dhArA UbhI che paNa te judI ane huM judo evI jo dhArA pragaTa thAya to tenI pAchaLa nirvikalpa dazAnI prApti thAya che. teno mArga eka ja che. Ama pote potAne yathArtha jANI temAM pariNati yathArtha kare (samyajJAna pragaTa kare) ane lInatA kare te ja karavA jevuM che. 159. prazna- dravya ne paryAya vacce koI sAMdhe che ke A dravya-paryAyanuM joDakuM ane temAMthI dravyane chUTuM pADIne grahaNa karI zakAya ? samAghAna- dravya pote zAzvata che, temAM dravya-paryAyanuM joDakuM che vibhAva paryAya to dekhItI rIte AkuLatArUpa che; ane je zuddha paryAya che te atyAre pragaTa nathI. zuddha paryAya kayAM pragaTa che? dravya je zuddhasvarUpa che tene grahaNa karavAnuM che. jyAM dravya upara daSTi gaI tyAM aMze zuddha paryAya to tenI sAthe sAthe ja pragaTe che. te kALe sAthe raheluM jJAna jANe che ke A je vibhAva paryAya che te huM nathI. A jJAyaka te huM chuM ane zuddha payArya jeTalo paNa huM nathI. caitanyane grahaNa karyo temAM paryAya ane dravyanuM badhuM jJAna sAthe AvI jAya che. koIne kAMI chUTA pADavA paDatA nathI, kAraNa ke vibhAva paryAya to malina ja che. pote potAne grahaNa kare tyAM vibhAva paryAya to judI ja rahe che. ane svabhAva paryAya to enI sAthe sAthe pragaTa thaI rahI che. tene chUTI kayAM pADavI che? eka akhaMDa dravyane grahaNa karyuM tyAM vacce zuddha paryAyo pragaTa thAya ja che. temAM jIvane rokAvAnuM kyAM che? zuddha paryAyanuM aMze zAMtirUpe vedanA thAya che, tene koI grahaNa karavAnuM nathI. te jANavAmAM ane vedanamAM Ave che. 160. prazna- manuSyajIvananA kartavya saMbaMdhI pharamAvavA kRpA karazojI. samAghAna-manuSyajIvananI aMdara caitanya tattva juduM che. ane A paravya juduM che evuM bhedajJAna karavAnuM che. aMtaramAM vibhAvo sAthe ekatvabuddhi thaI rahI che te toDavAnI che. huM judo caitanya jJAyaka chuM, jJAna-AnaMdAdi anaMta guNasvarUpa AtmA chuM. tenA upara daSTi karIne huM zAzvata caitanyajyota chuM ema vAraMvAra tenuM raTaNamanana karavAnuM che. bhedajJAna pragaTa karIne nirvikalpa tattva AtmA che tenI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 114] [ svAnubhUtidarzana svAnubhUti pragaTa karavAnI che. gurudeve je batAvyuM che te karavAnuM che. eka ja mArga che. zrImade kahyuM che ne? "eka hoya traNa kALamAM paramArathano paMtha" paramArano paMtha eka ja che-caitanya tattvane oLakho, tenI svAnubhUti pragaTa karo. bhedajJAna pragaTa karo tema gurudeve kahyuM che ane te karavAnuM che. "AmAM sadA prItivaMta bana, AmAM sadA saMtuSTa ne AnAthI bana tuM tRpta, tujane sukha aho ! uttama thaze." AmAM sadA prIti kara,-temAM prItivaMta bana; temAM saMtuSTa thA;-saMtoSa temAM ja che, bIje kyAMya saMtoSa nathI-bIje asaMtoSa che, bIje kayAMya tane zAMti nahi maLe, AtmAmAM je saMtoSa-zAMti-AnaMda che te bIje kyAMya nathI. " AnAthI bana tuM tRpta" AmAM ja tuM tRti pAma-tRmi temAM ja che, bIja kayAMya nathI. tRptipaNe je che te badhuM AtmAmAM ja che, temAM ja tane tRpti maLaze, bIje kayAMya maLaze nahIM. "sukha aho ! uttama thaze" uttama sukhanI prApti temAM ja thaze. bIje bahAranA sukhamAM jhAMvAM nAkhavAthI nahi maLe. sukha AtmAmAM ja che, temAMthI ja te pragaTa thaze. te ja karavAnuM che. jeTaluM jJAna che teTalo AtmA che. jJAyakatAthI bharelo je jJAnasvarUpa AtmA te ja jJAyaka che. basa, te ja paramArtha svarUpa AtmA che, tene oLakha. A karavAnuM che. te padane prApta kara, te kharuM pada che. aneka jAtanA mati-zruta-avadhimanaH paryaya Adi bhedo che. te bhedo uparathI daSTi uThAvIne eka jJAyaka upara daSTi kara. basa, te jJAyakamAM tRpti pAma. te jJAyakamAM ja badhuM bhareluM che. bIjA bhedabhAvo ne vibhAvo-badhA uparathI daSTi uThAvIne eka caitanyamAM daSTi kara. gurudeve kahyuM te bhedajJAna-svAnubhUti pragaTa karIne, temAM ja tRpti pAma. temAM ja AnaMdano zAMtino-jJAnano sAgara bharyo che ane temAMthI ja AnaMda, jJAna vigere UchaLaze. temAM ja badhuM bharyuM che, temAM ja vAraMvAra daSTi-jJAna ane lInatA karavAthI temAMthI ja pUrNatAnI prApti thaze, te kharuM karavAnuM che, te jIvananuM kartavya che. tattvanA vicAra, zAstrAbhyAsa, deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA A badhuM eka caitanyatattvane oLakhavA mATe ja karavAnuM che. jIvananuM kharuM kartavya te hovuM joIe. gurudeve ghaNuM saMbhaLAvyuM che. gurudevano parama upakAra che. 161. prazna- zubha bhAva hoya to manuSyabhava maLe ne ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 115 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] samAdhAna- evA bhAva rAkhavAnuM zuM kAma che? bhavano abhAva thAya te bhAva pragaTa karavA jevo che. bhava kevo maLe? tenA upara kAMI nathI. devano bhava maLe ke manuSyano bhava maLe, te badhA bhava ja che, temAM to AkuLatA che. bhavamAM kayAM zAMti che? 162. prazna- badhA jIvomAM eTaluM badhuM jJAna nathI hotuM ke jenAthI tattvajJAna pAmI zake. zubha bhAva kare to bIjo manuSyabhava maLe, temAM tattvajJAna meLave ane mokSe jAya evI bhAvanA karavI yogya che? samAghAnaH- A bhavamAM puruSArtha na karavo ane bIjA bhavamAM karazuM evo vAyado karavA jevo nathI. pote kriyAmAM paDyo hato ane je zubhabhAvathI kharekhara puNya baMdhAya temAM dharma mAnyo hato. zubhabhAvanI kriyAthI dharma thAya tema mAnato hato tenA badale te badhAthI judo AtmA gurudeve batAvyo. je gurue muktino mArga ne mukti koI judAM che-apUrva che ema batAvyuM temano evo A saMyoga maLyo to temAM bhedajJAnapUrvaka samyagdarzana thAya te apUrva che. chatAM tyAM sudhI na pahoMcI zakAya to tenI bhAvanA, tenuM raTaNa, tenA saMskAra, vAraMvAra enuM ciMtavana kare. Avo manuSyabhava, sAcA deva-zAstra-guru, lAMbuM AyuSya tathA AvA guno saMyoga maLavo te eka pachI eka durlabha che. te badhuM vartamAnamAM maLI cUkayuM che. zAstramAM ToDaramallajI kahe che ke "saba avasara A cUkA hai." tuM tAruM karI le. samyagdarzana pAmavuM durlabha che. e prApta na thaI zake to AtmA koI apUrva che tenA saMskAra pADavA, apUrva AtmAnI ci karavI, bhAvanA, karavI, ciMtavana karavuM, AtmAne ekane mukhya rAkhavo ane deva-zAstra-gurune hRdayamAM rAkhavA-eTaluM to jIva karI zake che, aMtaramAM teTalo palaTo karI zake che. 163. prazna- deva-zAstra-gurunI oLakhANa ane mahimA daSTine moLI (DhIlI ) nathI pADatI ? samAdhAna - moLI (DhIlI) nathI pADatI, paNa daSTine abhinaMde che. AtmAnI oLakhANa ane deva-zAstra-gurunI oLakhANane nimitta-upAdAnano saMbaMdha che. daSTi-jJAna ane AtmAno saMbaMdha to sIdho che; paraMtu A zubha rAga viruddha bhAva che. to paNa AtmA sAthe nimitta-upAdAnano saMbaMdha che. anAdi kALathI jIve zubhabhAvo karyA paNa AtmAne oLakhyo nathI, tenuM kAraNa pote AtmAne oLakhavAno prayatna karyo nathI, eTale oLakhAyo nathI. zubha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 116 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana rAgamAM anAdikALathI paDayo rahyo che. potAne kAraNe pote sAcuM samajavAno prayatna karyo nathI. zubhathI badhuM thaI jAya tema mAnI lIdhuM che, paNa pote dRSTi pherave ane AtmAnI sAcI ruci kare to oLakhAya che. deva-zAstra-gurune bahArathI oLakhyA paNa yathArtha oLakhe to AtmAne oLakhyA vagara rahe nahi. ane AtmAne oLakhe to bhagavAnane oLakhyA vagara rahe nahi. evo saMbaMdha che. 164. prazna:- jIva bahAranuM kAma to badhuM karI le che. A karato nathI, aMtaramAM javA mATe vizeSa preraNA ApavA kRpA karazojI. samAdhAnaH- gurudeve AMgaLI cAMdhIne mArga batAvyo che ke tuM svabhAvane raste jaje, paNa koI calAvI na de. gurudeva dekhADatA hatA ke A vibhAvano rasto che temAM tIvrabhAva Ave ke maMdabhAva-zubhabhAva Ave, te raste tuM jaIza nahi, kSaNika paryAyo hoya temAM rokAIza nahi ane aneka bhedabhAvo Ave temAM paNa rokAIza nahi. zAzvata AtmAne grahaNa karaje, bIje kayAMya rokAIza. nahi. zAzvata AtmAne grahaNa karIza to tane sukhanuM dhAma maLaze. Ama rasto batAvatA hatA. jo bIje kayAMya rokANo ke paryAyamAM rokANo to tane caitanya bhagavAna AtmA nahi maLe. Ama barAbara cokhkhuM karI-karIne batAvatA hatA. paNa cAlavAnuM to potAne 2he che. zubhabhAva vacce AvatA jaze, paNa temAM rokAIza nahi; aMdara sAdhanAmAM sAdhadazAnI paryAyo pragaTaze paNa temAM rokAIza nahi ane aneka jAtanA jJAnanA bhedo Avaze temAM paNa rokAIza nahi,-A prakAre aneka rIte kahetA hatA. eka zAzvata dravyane grahaNa karIne temAM tuM jaje-te raste jAje, tane zuddhatAnI paryAya temAMthI pragaTa thaze. ema karI-karIne mArga batAvatA hatA. bAkI cAlavAnuM to potAne ja rahe che. ekalA jJAyaka dravyane pakaDaje. jJAyaka bhagavAnamAM badhuM bharyuM che, temAMthI tane badhuM maLaze. temAM badhI nidhi che te tane maLaze. Ama pIMkhI-pIMkhIne batAvatA hatA, paNa cAlavAnuM to potAne che. teozrIe badhuM batAvI dIdhuM, paNa cAle koNa ? jANyA kare ane AhA...AhA....AvuM che! AvuM che! ema karyA kare ane A vibhAva che, A paryAya che ema vicAra karyA kare paNa cAle koNa ? cAlavAnuM to potAne che. guru rasto batAve paNa calAvI koNa de? moDhAmAM koLiyo mUke, paNa jIbha calAvI, gaLe utAravAnuM potAne rahe che, potAne puruSArtha karavAno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [117 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] che. mArga dekhADanArA A paMcamakALamAM koNa maLe? duniyAmAM juo to badhA kayAMka ne kayAMka aTakelA paDayA hoya che. koI ATaluM vAMcI le, koI vrata- tapa -tyAga karI le, koI bhakti karI le ane koI dhyAna kare ke aho! dhyAnamAM bhagavAna dekhANA, kAMIka ajavALAM dekhANA-ema koI kayAMka to koI kayAMka aTake che, bhramaNAmAM kayAMka ne kayAMka bhUlA paDayA hoya che. ahIM to bhramaNA thavAno avakAza ja nathI. eka cAlavAnuM ja potAnuM bAkI che. 165. prazna- jJAyaka jJAna lakSaNathI jaNAya che, paNa bIjA lakSaNa tene kayAre pramANarUpe khyAlamAM Ave ? samAdhAnaH- huM jJAna lakSaNathI lakSita eka jJAyaka tattva che. je tattva hoya te pUrNa ja hoya, te tattva kAMI adhUruM na hoya. A rIte huM paripUrNa chuM ema kahetAM badhuM bheguM samajAI jAya che. je sukhane pote icchI rahyo che te sukha bahArathI nathI AvatuM, huM sukhasvarUpa chuM huM zAMtisvarUpa chuM; A vikalpa che te badhI AkuLatA che, huM nirvikalpa tattva chuM; zAstramAM kahyuM mATe nahi, paNa huM pote nirvikalpa tattva ja chuM. AnaMdaguNa dekhAto nathI, chatAM paNa mArAmAM AnaMdaguNa che, te amuka rIte nakkI thAya che. jyAre jJAna lakSaNa evuM che ke tene khyAlamAM AvI zake che, mATe AtmAne jJAnathI jANavo tema kahevAmAM Ave che. huM AkuLatA vagarano nirAkuLa chuM ema ene khyAla AvI zake che; paNa huM AnaMda lakSaNa chuM temAM tene AnaMda dekhAya nahi, to paNa amuka jAtanA yathArtha pramANathI jANI zake che. sAcA jJAnathI nakkI karI zake che. paraMtu jJAna lakSaNa evuM che ke tenA anubhavamAM Ave che. tenA anubhavamAM eTale ke svAnubhUtinA anubhavamAM ema nahi, paNa jJAna lakSaNathI jANI zake che. 166. prazna- AtmA bIjAne jANe che mATe jJAyaka che ke svayaM jJAyaka che ? samAdhAnaH- zAstramAM Ave che ne? ke huM dekhanAro chuM, dekhatAne ja dekhuM chuM, dekhatA dvArA dekhuM chuM, svayaM dekhanAro-jANanAro chuM, bIjAne dekhanAro chuM tema nahi. huM svayaM dekhanAro chuM. huM dekhanAra-jANanAra svabhAvathI bharapUra che. agni bIjAne uSNa kare mATe uSNa che tema nahi, svayaM uSNatAthI bharelI agni che. barapha pote svayaM ThaMDo che, bIjAne ThaMDo kare mATe barapha ThaMDo ema nahi, baraphano svabhAva svayaM ThaMDo ja che. tema bIjAne huM dekhuM-jANuM mATe huM jANanAra ema nahi, huM svayaM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 118] [svAnubhUtidarzana dekhanAro-jANanAro chuM. huM anaMta zaktithI bharapUra jANanAro chuM. vastu svata: siddha anAdi-anaMta che. tene koIe banAvI nathI, te svayaM che. jema jaDa padArtha svayaM che, tema huM caitanya svayaMsiddha vastu jANanAro chuM. te jANanArAmAM bIjA anaMtA guNa bharelA che. te jANanAra evo che ke anaMtatAthI svayaM bharelo che. te svayaM jANanArane jANI levo. bIjAne jANe-dekhe mATe jANanAro ne dekhanAro tema nahi, svayaM jANanAro-dekhanAro che. 167. prazna:- huM svayaM jJAyaka chuM evo abhyAsa jema jema tene UMDapathI vizeSa thAya tema tema mArga sahajapaNe maLe ? samAghAna- (hA, tene avakAza che) aMtaramAM abhyAsa kare ke huM svayaM jJAyaka chuM. A je badhA bhAvo dekhAya che te huM nathI. huM svayaM jJAyaka badhAthI chUTuM tattva chuM, nirALuM tattva che, tema vAraMvAra aMtarathI abhyAsa kare. potAnA astitvanI tene mahimA hoya. zUnyatA mAtra nahi arthAt huM anAdi-anaMta kiMmata vagaranuM tattva chuM ema nahi, paNa anaMta zaktithI bharapUra evuM-caitanya astitva te huM chuM evI mahimA Ave ane para padArthanI mahimA chUTI jAya. vikalpa chUTI huM zUnya thaI jAuM ema nahi. huM anaMta zaktiothI bharapUra che. vikalpa te mAro svabhAva nathI, nirvikalpa tattva huM anaMtatAthI bharapUra chuM. 168. prazna- jJAna juduM ane rAga judo tema oLakhAya pachI tene jJAna juduM ane rAga judo ema vikalpa karavAnI jarUra paDe ? samAdhAnaH- jene yathArtha oLakhAya tene jJAna juduM ane rAga judo e sahaja thaI jAya che. jene sahaja dazA hoya che tene jJAna juduM ne rAga judo evI sahaja jJAtAdhArA varyA kare che. udayadhArA ane jJAnadhArA judI che. svAnubhUti thayA pachI bhedajJAnanI dhArA varte temAM puruSArtha karavAnI jarUra nathI. temAM sahaja bhedajJAna rahyA kare che. je je udayo Ave ane hajI asthiratA che tethI je vikalpo UbhA thAya tenI sAthe huM jJAyaka chuM evI jJAtAdhArA sahaja rahe che, tene sahaja rahe che ke A juduM ane huM judo. joke puruSArthanI maMdatAne kAraNe temAM alpa joDAya che, na joDAya to vItarAgatA thAya. tethI alpa joDAya che, paNa jJAyakanI tIvra daDhatA rahe che ke huM judo chuM.-caitanyatattva juduM che. A tattva te huM nathI. A to vibhAvabhAva che evI bhedajJAnanI sahaja dhArA varyA ja kare che. vikalpa karavAnI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates | [ 119 bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] jarUra paDatI nathI, paNa bhedajJAna rahyA ja kare che. pachI jema jema dazA vadhatI jAya ane munidazA Ave tyAre vadhAre tIvratA thatI jAya che. jJAyakanI dhArA ane dravya uparanI daSTi badhuM baLavAna thatuM thatuM munidazAmAM tenI ugratA thatI jAya che. udayadhArA ane jJAnadhArA jyAM sudhI vItarAgatA pUrNa na thAya, ne kevaLajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI rahyA kare che. bhedajJAnanI dhArA samyagdarzanamAM amuka prakAre rahe che ane aMze-aMze svarUpanI lInatA vadhatI jAya tema tema ugratA vadhatI jAya che. 19. prazna- jJAnIne astitvanI khumArI kevI hoya ? samAdhAnaH- jyAM tattvanI daSTi thaI tyAM koIpaNa parabhAva vagara pote TakI zake che. (evI khumArI AvI jAya che.) svataH siddha vastu bIjA koI padArtha vagara TakanArI che. jyAM dravyanI pratIti thAya che tyAM te pratItimAM badhuM baLa sAthe AvatuM jAya che. pratIti to tene daDha ja che ke koI padArthanA AzrayathI huM TakuM evuM tattva nathI. svaye huM TakanAro chuM, svaye vastu chuM. evI pratIti samyagdarzanamAM pahelAM AvI jAya. pachI to tene lInatA vadhatI jAya, svarUpanuM vedana vadhatuM jAya, svAnubhUti vadhatI jAya ane vacce savikalpa dazAmAM aMze-aMze jJAyakanI dhArA, zAMtinuM vedana vadhatuM jAya che. potAnA astitvamAM svayaM TakanAro chuM te pratItimAM AvI gayuM. pachI svarUpamAM ja rahuM, bahAra na jAuM, svarUpamAM ja AnaMda-zAMti che, svarUpamAMthI bahAra javuM muzkela paDe tevI tenI dazA vadhatI jAya che. alpa asthiratAne laIne pariNati bahAra jAya che, paNa tenI ugratA thatI jAya che. bhedajJAnanI dhArA ane dravyanI pratItinuM baLa vadhatuM jAya che, lInatA vizeSa vadhatI jAya che. 170. prazna:- vacanAmRtamAM khaTaka lAgavI joIe tema kahevAmAM kaI jAtanI khaTaka kahevAno Azaya che? samAdhAnaH- svAdhyAya, manana, ciMtana te badhAMno hetu zuM che? mAre AtmAnuM svarUpe pragaTa karavuM che, mAre AtmAne oLakhavo che. svAdhyAya khAtara svAdhyAya manana-ciMtavana nahi, paNa mAre Ano hetu zuM che? dhyeya eka caitanya taraphanuM che, mAre caitanya svabhAva pragaTa karavo che. eka zubhabhAva pUratuM svAdhyAya-manana karavA ema nahi, Ano hetu mane caitanya kema prApta thAya tevI khaTaka hovI joIe. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 120] [svAnubhUtidarzana mAro svabhAva kema prApta thAya, mane bhedajJAna kema prApta thAya, mArA caitanya tattvanuM astitva,-huM caitanya chuM te mane kema grahaNa thAya tevI khaTaka hovI joIe. 171. prazna:- samayasAra gAthA 17-18mAM Ave che, "anubhUtisvarUpa bhagavAna AtmA AbALa-gopALa saune sadAkALa pote ja anubhavamAM Avato hovA chatAM ' to bhagavAna AtmAno anubhava ajJAna dazAmAM paNa hoya che? samAdhAna- anubhUti eTale svAnubhUtinI ahIM apekSA nathI. AbALagopALa saune svayaM vedAI rahyo che eTale ke jJAnasvabhAva svayaM tene anubhavamAM AvI rahyo che, caitanya dravya pote potAnA jJAnasvabhAve oLakhAya tevI rIte anubhavamAM AvI rahyuM che, kAraNa ke te jANanAruM dravya che. te jANanAruM dravya pote jaNAI rahyuM che eTale yathArtha jaNAI rahyuM che tema nahi, paNa teno jANanAra svabhAva badhAne anubhavAI rahyo che. temAM jaDatA nathI anubhavAtI, paNa jANanAro badhAne caitanyarUpe anubhavAI rahyo che. A vikalpa che, A para che, A che-A che tevo vicAra konI sattAmAM thAya che ema khyAla kare to jANanAro anubhavamAM badhAne AvI rahyo che; paNa pote lakSa daIne yathArthapaNe jANato nathI. pote potAnA jJAna svabhAvarUpe anubhavAI rahyo che. jJAyaka-jANanAra te badhAne caitanyatArUpe anubhavamAM Ave che. AbALagopALa badhAMne anubhavAI rahyo che te yathArthapaNe nahi, paNa tenA svabhAvarUpe anubhavAI rahyo che. jema A varNa-rasa sparza-gaMdha badhAMmAM jaDatA dekhAya che tema AtmAmAM caitanyatA dekhAya che. 172. prazna- caitanyatA eTalI spaSTa che ke tene oLakhavI hoya to oLakhI zakAya tevI che? samAdhAna- oLakhI zakAya tevI che, spaSTapaNe paNa pote oLakhato nathI. caitanyatA to spaSTa che. 173. prazna- AtmA oLakhavA mATe kevI rIte puruSArtha karavo ? samAdhAna - teno vAraMvAra vicAra karavo, te jAtanA svAdhyAya-manana karavAM, aMtaramAM jijJAsA karavI, mahimA karavI ke AtmA kevo apUrva haze! te mane kema pragaTa thAya. vibhAvanI mahimA gauNa karIne svabhAvanI mahimA pragaTa karavI. huM caitanya che te jAtano vAraMvAra abhyAsa karavo. cetana svabhAva mATe Ave che ne... Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [1ra1 "samatA-ramatA-urdhvatA, jJAyakatA sukhabhAsa, vedakatA-caitanyatA e saba jIva vilAsa." te rIte caitanya badhAne khyAlamAM AvI zake tevo che. temAM jJAyakatA che, samatA che, ramatA-ramyabhAva che, vedakatA-vedanamAM Ave che, caitanyatA badhAne grahaNa thAya tevI che.-e saba jIva vilAsa'-A badho jIvano vilAsa che, paNa pote grahaNa karato nathI. puruSArtha kare to grahaNa thAya. paNa anAdino paranA abhyAsamAM paDyo che tethI grahaNa thato nathI. pote taraphano abhyAsa kare to potAnI samIpa ja che, dUra nathI. 174. prazna:- anaMtakALamAM zuM Avo abhyAsa jIve nahi karyo hoya ? samAdhAnaH- jIve abhyAsa to karyo che, paNa apUrvatA nathI lAgI. apUrvatA lAgavI joIe ke A kAMI juduM ja che. aMtaramAM yathArtha dezanAlabdhi thaI hoya te niSphaLa jatI nathI, evI rIte apUrvatA pragaTa thaI hoya to saphaLa thAya ja. jIve anaMtakALamAM ghaNuM karyuM paNa temAM apUrvatA lAgI nathI. A kAMI apUrva che. tema potAne potAnA AtmAno vizvAsa aMtaramAMthI Avavo joIe. 17pa. prazna- AtmaprApti mATe tyAga-vairAgyanI mukhyatA che kharI? samAdhAna:- prathama AtmA kema pamAya tenI bhAvanA, tattvavicAra, svAdhyAya mukhya hoya che. tyAga-vairAgyamAM paNa jeTalo pote AtmA tarapha vaLe eTalI aMdarathI virakti Ave ane bahArano rasa UtarI jAya. aMtaramAM amuka prakAre e badhuM hoya che. prathama sAcI samajaNane mATe tattvavicAra, svAdhyAya, zravaNa-manana te hoya che. tyAga-vairAgya to jeTalo aMtaramAMthI vibhAvano rasa chUTe, eTalo hoya. aMtaramAM AtmA tarapha vaLe eTalI virakti to bhUmikA pramANe hoya ja. tenI sAthe sAcI samajaNa mATe svAdhyAya-vicAra-manana badhuM hoya che, paNa amuka virakti to hovI ja joIe. 176. prazna:- sat saraLa che, sugama che, sahaja che, sarvatra tenI prApti che to amane evuM kema bhAsatuM nathI? samAdhAnaH- sat AtmAno svabhAva che mATe sahaja che. tene kAMI bahAra gotavA javuM paDatuM nathI ke mAMgavA javuM paDatuM nathI ke para vastumAMthI AvatuM nathI. potAno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 122 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana svabhAva che mATe sugama che, sahaja che, saraLa che. paNa anAdinA vibhAvanA abhyAsanA kAraNe durlabha che. potAno svabhAva che mATe sahaja che. pote ja che, kAMI bIjo nathI mATe sahaja che. pragaTa kare to aMtarmuhUrtamAM thAya che, ane na kare to anaMtakALa jAya che. potAne vibhAvano anAdino abhyAsa che eTale pragaTato nathI. bAkI svabhAva potAno che, potAmAMthI pragaTe che. bahArathI nathI Avato. bahA2 kayAMya zodhavA javuM paDatuM nathI. potAmAM ja bhareluM che te pragaTa karavAnuM che. 177. prazna:- bahAramAM kayAMya na gamatuM hoya to ja AtmAmAM game evuM kharuM ? samAdhAnaH- bahAramAM na gamatuM hoya to ja AtmAmAM game. bahAranI ruci jene lAge tene AtmAnI ruci lAge nahi. AtmAnI ruci lAge tene bahAranI ruci tUTI jAya che. bahAramAM ruci ane tanmayatA che tene AtmAnI laganI nathI, te AtmA tarapha jaI zakato nathI. anAdikALathI pote bahA2mAM tanmaya thaIne rahyo che mATe AtmAnI laganI lAgI nathI. AtmAnI ruci lAge to ja AtmAmAM jaI zakAya che. ghaNA kahe che ne? ke kayAMya gamatuM nathI to tArA AtmAnuM astitva grahaNa kara. tyAM game tevuM che. te tAruM rahevAnuM sthAna che, sukhanuM dhAma che. svarUpane grahaNa karavAno puruSArtha kara, to temAMthI sukha pragaTa thaze. bahAra na game to ja aMda2mAM javAya tema che. bahAra ruce tene mATe bahA2no saMsAra Ubho ja che. 178. praznaH- aMdaramAM AtmAnuM sukha joyuM nathI to vizvAsa kaI rIte karAya ? samAdhAnaH- sukhane joyuM nathI, paNa sukhanI icchA che ane bahAra kayAMya cena paDatuM nathI, rucatuM nathI. to sukhamaya eka AtmapadArtha jagatamAM hovo joIe. tuM tArA vicArathI tene grahaNa kara, temAM ja sukha che. je sukhanuM dhAma deva-zAstra-guru batAvI rahyA che. munioe tathA anaMtA tIrthaMkaroe pragaTa karyuM che ane badhA mahApuruSoe paNa te batAvyuM che. mATe tuM vicAra kara to AtmAmAM ja sukha lAgaze. atyAre tane dekhAtuM nathI paNa tattvano vicAra karIne jo to tane paNa dekhAze. tane tAro AtmA ja aMdarathI javAba ApI deze. tuM jANanAro aMdara birAje che emAM sukha che. tuM vicAra kara to pratIti AvyA vagara raheze nahi. te mArge ja anaMtA tIrthaMkaro mokSe gayA che ane temaNe mArga batAvyo che. teno aMtaramAM vicAra kara, to vizvAsa AvyA vagara raheze nahi. 179. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [123 prazna:- rAga-dvapamAM jIva gUMcavAI jAya che? samAghAnaH- potAnI ruci nathI, ruci maMda che, eTale gUMcavAI javAya che. puruSArtha vadhAre karavo, ruci vadhAravI. puruSArtha maMda thAya to vAraMvAra teno abhyAsa karavo. bahAranI koI ruci lAge to teno prayatna kema karyA ja kare che? bahAranI ruci hoya ane gamatuM kAma mAthe lIdhuM hoya to tenI pAchaLa paDI kAma karyA ja kare che. tema AnI ruci lAge ane pAchaLa paDIne vAraMvAra prayatna kare to kArya thAya. puruSArtha karyA vagara thatuM nathI. 180. prazna - utAvaLathI AtmAnuM kArya na thAya? samAdhAnaH- khoTI utAvaLa karyuM na thAya, svabhAva oLakhe to thAya. dhIrajathI thAya, pramAda kare to na thAya. AkuLatA karavAthI na thAya, paNa dhIrajathI-zAMtithI svabhAvane oLakhIne yathArtha rIte vicAra kare to thAya. puruSArtha kare, potAnA svabhAvane grahaNa kare to thAya. 181. prazna:- svAnubhUtimAM, nALiyeramAM jema-goLo alaga che tema, zarIra ekadama juduM paDayuM che ema khyAlamAM Ave ? samAdhAnaH- pote judo ja paDI jAya che. ekadama nirALo thaI jAya che. caitanyatattva ekalo nirALo thaI pote potAnI svAnubhUti kare che, pote potAnA anaMta guNanuM vedana kare che, caitanya goLo chUTo paDIne, caitanyapaNe pote potAne anubhave che. A anubhavamAM je vibhAvanuM vedana che te chUTI jAya che ane caitanyanuM vedanA aMtaramAMthI pragaTa thAya che. ekadama evo nirALo thaI jAya che. zarIrano khyAla nathI raheto. bahAra upayoga Ave tyAre A zarIra juduM ane huM jJAyaka judo tema judApaNAnI- nirALApaNAnI pariNati varte che. aMtaramAM gayo to zarIra kayAM che te khyAla raheto nathI, vikalpa taraphano upayoga paNa chUTI jAya che ne ekaluM caitanyanuM vedana rahe che. -ekalI AnaMdanI dhArA rahe che. tenI sAthe anaMta guNanI paryAya pragaTa thAya che. 182. prazna- amane to lAge che ke ame ghaNo puruSArtha karIe chIe chatAM pariNAma kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. to Apa A viSayamAM vizeSa khulAso karavA kRpA karazo. samAghAna- potAnA puruSArthanI khAmI che. potAnA puruSArthamAM enI ne enI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 124] [svAnubhUtidarzana laganI; tathA divasa ane rAta teno prayatna karavo joIe. AtmAnuM nyArApaNuM, buddhimAM grahaNa karyuM paNa aMtara pariNatimAM huM caitanya nyAro chuM evI bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTa thavI joIe. potAnA prayatnanI khAmI che. huM caitanya judo chuM, judo chuM evI aMtaramAMthI nyArApaNAnI pariNati pragaTa thavI joIe. to svAnubhUti thAya che. mAtra vicAra cAle te ThIka che paNa aMtaramAM UMDA UtarIne je svabhAva che te svabhAvamAMthI nyArApaNuM AvavuM joIe. 183. prazna- zuddhanayakA aura samyagdarzanakA viSaya kayA eka AtmA hI hai? kayA daSTimeM koI paryAyakA svIkAra nahIM? samAdhAnaH- donoMkA viSaya eka AtmA hI hai, paryAya nahIM. dravyadRSTimeM paryAya nahIM AtI. adhUrI, pUrNa paryAya para bhI lakSa nahIM jAtA. zuddha paryAyakA vedanA hotA hai, to bhI zuddha paryAya para usakI dRSTi nahIM hotI. daSTi to zAzvata anAdi-anaMta pAriNAmikabhAva Upara hai. pAriNAmika bhAvakA bhI vikalpa nahIM hotA. meM anAdi-anaMta AtmA huM isake upara daSTi rahatI hai, zuddha-azuddha donoM payArya para daSTi nahIM hotI. isakA vedana hove to bhI daSTi usa para nahi hotI. jJAna jAnatA hai ki merI sAdhakadazA itanI hai-caturtha guNasthAna hai, 6ThThA-sAtavA guNasthAna hai,-aisA jJAnameM rahatA hai isaliye puruSArtha hone lagatA hai-puruSArtha karatA hai. paraMtu daSTi to pUrI dravya para hai. paryAyakA vadana hotA hai vaha jJAna jAnatA hai. 184. prazna- judA pADavAno abhyAsa kare to zuM eka kSaNa evI Ave jethI abhedamAM pariNati jAya ? samAdhAnaH- ha. judA pADavAno abhyAsa kare to nyArI pariNati thAya. keTalAkane mUMjhavaNa thAya eTale thAkI jAya; paNa pote prayatna karyA karavo, temAM mUMjhAvuM ke thAkavuM nahi. pote utsAhathI ane dhIrajathI prayatna karavo. prayatna kare to pragaTa thayA vagara rahetuM ja nathI. jene potAnI jijJAsA ne prayatna potA tarapha che tene kALa lAge, paNa thayA vagara rahetuM nathI. potAne laganI-rUci che ne kAraNa Ape to kArya AvyA vagara rahetuM nathI. jyAM sudhI kArya thAya nahi tyAM sudhI samajavuM ke kAraNa ochuM che. 185. prazna- Apane pUrvabhUmikAmAM zuM vicAro cAlatA hatA ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 125 samAdhAnaH-mokSa zuM? ekAMta duHkha kayA kAraNe? mokSanI AvazyakatA kevI rIte? puNya-pApa baMne duHkhanuM kAraNa kevI rIte?-ema jAtajAtanA vicAro karI nakkI karyuM hatuM. sAkara ane kALIjIrI e daSTAMtanA vicAra AvatA ane te ApaNI buddhithI kaI rIte bese evA badhA prakAranA vicAro cAlatA. te vakhate je je vicAro Ave te badhA lakhavAnI Teva hatI eTale potAne mATe lakhI letI. jethI potAne pAchuM vicAravAmAM kAma Ave. dhUna evI lAgI rahetI ke dareka kAryamAM AtmA judo che, AtmA judo che, evI jAtanuM rahetuM. pachI ema thAya ke AtmA judo che evuM nakkI to karyuM paNa judo raheto to nathI-ema karI karIne evA badhA vicAro karatI. kAmakAja karuM tyAre paNa AtmA judo che, judo che evI jAtanI dhUna rahetI. aMtaramAM svAnubhUtino mArga judo che ane aMtarathI svAnubhUti thAya che ema gurudeve je batAvyuM che tenA upara vicAra cAlatA hatA. 186. prazna- amAre kevI rIte karavuM ? samAdhAna- bhedajJAna prayAsa karavAthI thAya che, prayAsa vagara thatuM nathI. kevaLa maMthana karatAM karatAM bhedajJAna thaI jAya ema bane nahi; paNa pariNatine judI pADatAM pADatAM thaI jAya che. paraMtu te jAtanuM dhyeya hovuM joIe. pariNati judI pADavAnuM-svabhAva judo pADavAnuM dhyeya hovuM joIe. ane te prayAsa karatAM karatAM thAya ja. na kema thAya? pote ja che, bIjo koI nathI. vizvAsa ane pratItine choDavA nahi; zraddhA to barAbara karavI. prayAsa ocho-vadhAre thAya paNa zraddhA barAbara karavI ke A raste ane A raste prayAsa karavAthI thavAnuM ja che. jema ke ahIM gAma che ema nakkI thayA pachI calAya ochuM, chatAM cAle ja. tevI rIte nakkI-daDhatA kare to kArya thayA vagara rahevAnuM nathI. zraddhAmAM hArIza nahi, zraddhA barAbara karaje. jevI deva-zAstragurunI zraddhA daDha rAkhe che tema AtmAmAM A raste ja pahoMcAze evI zraddhA barAbara rAkhaje. potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatA che, kAraNa ochuM Ape che, tyAM daSTine thaMbhAvato nathI. daSTi thoDIvAra thaMbhI-na thaMbhI tyAM chUTI jAya che-eTale bhedajJAna thatuM nathI. rasa bahAra doDayo jAya che eTale pariNati potAne choDIne bahAra jAya che. daSTine ekadama tema-tanmaya karato nathI tethI thatuM nathI, A rIte potAnuM kAraNa che. 187. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 1ra6] [ svAnubhUtidarzana prazna- hamaNAM hamaNAM dhyAna paddhati nIkaLI che ke zvAsocchavAsa roko, manane khAlI karo to tamane AtmavicAraNA karavA aMdarathI phuraNA thaze. to zuM evuM dhyAna kAMI madadarUpa thAya ? samAdhAna - te zubhabhAvanArUpa che. temAM (mananI) ekAgratA thAya, paNa kharuM dhyAna to potAne aMdaramAM sAcuM jJAna thAya,-tattvane mULamAMthI-svabhAvamAMthI oLakhe to thAya. sAcuM jJAna thAya to sAruM dhyAna thAya, mATe tattvane grahaNa karavuM. pote potAnA jJAna dvArA sUkSma upayoga karIne potAne grahaNa kare to temAM sAcI ekAgratA thAya. bAkI zvAsocchavAsa to ghaNIvAra teNe rokyA che ne temAM ekAgratA karI che, paNa jyAM sudhI AtmAnuM astitva grahaNa nathI thayuM tyAM sudhI mAtra mananI ekAgratA thAya che. mULa AtmAnuM astitva grahaNa karyA vagara ekalI mananI ekAgratA kAMI kAma AvatI nathI. 188. prazna- sUkSma upayoganI bhUmikAe pahoMcavA mATe zuM karavuM ? samAdhAnaH- tattvanA UMDA vicAro karavA, jJAyakanI laganI lagAvavI, teno mahimA karavo. bahAra upayoga je jAya che te badho sthUla che. tenI mahimA ane ekatvabuddhi toDIne huM caitanya chuM, huM mahimAno bhaMDAra chuM, badhuM mArAmAM che, bahAramAM kAMI nathI ema badhA vikalponI vacce huM koNa chuM tene oLakhavAno prayatna karavo. te mATe pote sUkSma upayoga kare to tene oLakhI zake che. bahAra jato sthUla upayoga hoya to oLakhI na zake. mATe tattvanA vicAro karavA, mahApuruSoe je mArga batAvyo che tenA vAMcana-vicAro karavA ane pote aMtaramAM AtmAne grahaNa karavAno prayatna karavo. 189. prazna- bahu ekAMta sevavAthI A svAdhyAya thaI zake ? evAM sthAnonI jarUriyAta kharI ? samAdhAnaH- jene jenI ruci hoya te vacce Ave che. koI ekAMta seve, koI ekAgratA kare, paNa mULa to potAnA AtmAne grahaNa karavAno prayatna karavo. zAstramAM Ave che ne AcAryo paNa ema ja kahe che ke tuM tArA AtmAne oLakha ane tenI pratIti kara. "baMdho taNo jANI svabhAva, svabhAva jANI Atmano." A baMdha zuM che? ane AtmA zuM che? te jANIne "je baMdhamAMhI virakta thAya." baMdha ane baMdhanA je bhAvo tenAthI virakta thAya te potAnA svabhAvane oLakhe. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [127 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] je prajJAthI svabhAvane judo pADyo tenAthI svabhAvane grahaNa karI temAM ekAgratA kare te muktino mArga che,-svAnubhUtino mArga che. pote sAcA jJAna vagara badhAM bAhya sAdhano bhegA kare to te pagaluM kayAM mAMDaze? Ubho kayAM raheze? je potAnA svabhAvane oLakhato nathI te ekAgratA kyAM karaze? ekAMtamAM kayAM jAze? pote potAne oLakhavo joIe ke huM A caitanya che. te vinA te kayAM pagaluM mAMDaze? mATe teNe jJAna dvArA-prajJA dvArA potAne oLakhavo joIe ke A huM caitanya chuM. Ama pote potAne grahaNa karI temAM ekAgratA kare to sAcI ekAgratA thAya. nahi. to mAtra zubhabhAvanArUpa thAya che. 190. prazna- phakta vicAronA mAdhyamathI svabhAva grahaNa thaI zake? samAdhAna - tattvavicAramAM tenuM dhyeya evuM hovuM joIe ke huM AtmAne grahaNa karuM. ekalA mAtra upara uparanA vicAro ke zAstranA vicAro karyA kare to thAya nahi. potAne caitanya grahaNa karavAnA, zAstranA, dravya-guNa-paryAyanA vagere badhA vicAro, svabhAva ekadama grahaNa thaI jAya tema nahIM hovAthI vacamAM bhale Ave, to paNa tenuM dhyeya evuM hovuM joIe ke huM mArA AtmAne grahaNa kara. tene potAnA astitvane grahaNa karavAnuM lakSa hovuM joIe ke mane mAro AtmA kema grahaNa thAya? joke tattvanA vicAra e mukhya sAdhana che, chatAM temAM paNa potAne grahaNa karavAno prayatna thavo joIe. 191. prazna:- sthUla upayogane sUkSma karavAnI koI paddhati nahi hoya ? samAdhAna- upayoga sthUla thavAnuM kAraNa potAne bahAranI mahimA che; bahAranI ekatvabuddhi che tethI upayoga sthUla thaI gayo che. bahAramAM tene kyAMya game nahi, kayAMya ruce nahi, kayAMya cena paDe nahi, kayAMya sukha lAge nahi ane A bAju sukha mArA AtmAmAM che, ane AtmA kema oLakhAya? kama oLakhAya?-evI jAtanI kSaNe ne kSaNe caitanyanI laganI lAge, eka ne eka laganI lAge eno mahimA Ave to upayoga sUkSma thayA vagara rahe nahi. sAcI ruci lAge, sAco puruSArtha kare-sAcuM kAraNa pragaTa thAya to kArya AvyA vagara rahetuM nathI. jema AkoliyAnuM bI vAve ane AMbo Uge ema bane nahi, AMbAnuM bIja vAve to ja AMbo Uge che, tema AtmAne yathArtha oLakhe, caitanyanuM mULa oLakhe ane pachI temAM jJAna-vairAgya-dhyAnanuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 128] | [ svAnubhUtidarzana siMcana kare to te pragaTa thAya. teno mULa svabhAva oLakhavo joIe. A svabhAva che ane A vibhAva che-ema vibhAva-svabhAvano bheda pADIne svabhAvane oLakhavo joIe. kharI laganI hoya to kArya AvyA vagara rahetuM ja nathI. mATe svabhAva oLakhavAno ja prayAsa karavo, thAkavuM nahi. teno prayAsa karavAthI kArya thAya che ane te ja svabhAvanuM kharuM grahaNa karavAnI rIta che. 192. prazna- jJAnIne pariNati vyApArarUpa hoya che, evuM Apa pharamAvo cho; paNa teno artha samajAto nathI ? samAdhAnaH- vyApArarUpa pariNati eTale jJAyakatAnI-bhedajJAnanI pariNati. jJAnIne svAnubhUti thayA pachI savikalpadazAmAM jeTale aMze jJAyakatA pragaTa thaI che teTalI zAyakanI dhArA varyA ja kare che. AkhI daSTi to aMkhaDa dravya upara che-dravyane ja grahaNa kare che. ane jJAna paNa te tarapha vaLeluM che-aMze pariNati vaLelI che, ane tethI jJAyakatAnI dhArA to varyA ja kare che, bhedajJAnanI dhArA kSaNe kSaNe varyA ja kare che, tenA puruSArthanI dhArA-puruSArthano vyApAra cAlyA ja kare che. game tevA zubha vikalpa hoya to paNa bhedajJAnanI dhArA-jJAtAnI dhArA varyA ja kare che. koIvAra tene svAnubhUti thAya ke koIvAra savikalpatAmAM hoya; game te kAryamAM hoya ke game te vikalpamAM hoya, paNa bhedajJAnanI dhArA-jJAyakanI dhArA, aMze zAMtinuM vedana, jJAyakatA vagere badhuM tene kadI chUTatuM nathI. badhAthI Urdhva ne Urdhva, ane chUTo ne chUTo rahe che, tenI jJAyakatA chUTatI nathI. jAgatAM, UMghatAM ke svapnamAM paNa tene jJAyakanI dhArA ema ne ema cAlyA ja kare che. 193. prazna- cothA guNasthAne vadhumAM vadhu keTalI jhaDapathI nirvikalpadazA thaI zake ? samAdhAna - e to tenA puruSArthanI yogyatA hoya te pramANe thAya che. chaThThIsAtamAM guNasthAne kSaNa-kSaNamAM nirvikalpadazA thAya che. evuM tene-cothA guNasthAnavALAne- nathI thatuM. cothA guNasthAna karatAM pAMcamA guNasthAne vizeSa jhaDapa hoya che, cothA guNasthAne tene yogya hoya eTalI jhaDapa hoya che. chaThThIsAtamAM guNasthAne kSaNa-kSaNamAM-aMtarmuhUrtamAM thAya che, evI jhaDapathI cothA guNasthAne nathI thatuM. bAkI to tenA puruSArthanI jevI gati hoya te pramANe thAya che, teno niyamita kALa nathI hoto. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [129 mumukSu- koI jIva bahu puruSArthI hoya to? bahenazrI:- koI jIva bahu puruSArthI hoya to tenI nivRtti ne aMdara pariNatinIjJAyakanI ugratA pramANe thAya. pariNati hoya to tene vizeSa jhaDapathI thAya che. A rIte koIne amuka prakAre thAya ne koIne amuka prakAre thAya, paNa bhUmikA oLaMgIne nathI thatuM, bhUmikA pramANe thAya che. 194. prazna- cothA guNasthAnamAMthI pAMcamuM guNasthAna Ave te jJAnIne kema khabara paDe ? samAdhAna - tenI svAnubhUtinI dazA vadhatI jAya che, aMtaramAM pariNatinI nirmaLatA vadhatI jAya che, gRhasthAzramane yogya je pariNAmo hoya tenAthI viraktinAM pariNAma vizeSa vadhatAM jAya che, eTale te pakaDI zake che. 195. prazna- pAMcamA guNasthAnamAM nirvikalpadazA vadhatI jAya che? samAdhAna - (hA), nirvikalpadazA vadhatI jAya che ne savikalpadazAmAM paNa virakti vadhatI jAya che. nirvikalpadazA paNa vadhe ane savikalpatAmAM paNa virakti vadhAre hoya che. 196. prazna- cothA guNasthAnamAM ane cothA guNasthAnamAM paNa evI rIte phera paDato haze ne ? samAghAna- cothA guNasthAnanI bhUmikA eka ne eka hoya, paNa amuka pariNatinI tAratamyatAmAM phera hoya che. 197. prazna- kayA lakSaNathI khyAla Ave ke A sAcI mumukSutA che? samAdhAna - "mAtra mokSa abhilASa"--eka AtmAnI jene abhilASA che, bIjI koI abhilASA nathI; dareka kArya ane dareka prasaMganI aMdara mAre eka AtmA ja joIe che-ema eka AtmA ja jene dhyeya che ane je koI saMkalpa vikalparUpa vibhAvo thAya temAM tanmayatA nathI, paNa mAtra AtmAnI abhilASA jene mukhyapaNe varte che, tene sAcI mumukSatA che. jene mAtra AtmAnI ja abhilASA che ke mane AtmA kema prApta thAya? mane svAnubhUti kema prApta thAya? ne jene bahAranA koI padArthonI icchA ke abhilASA nathI te bahAranAM badhAM kAryomAM joDAya, chatAM badhuM gauNa hoya che. tene dhyeya mAtra eka AtmAnuM che ke eka AtmA kema prApta thAya? joke deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA vagere badhuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 130] [ svAnubhUtidarzana tene hoya che, paNa AtmA vagara tene kyAMya cena paDatuM nathI. gurudeva kahetA hatA ke tuM tArA AtmAne jo, tuM AtmAnuM jJAna kara, A badhuM tArAthI juduM che-Ama pote aMdara jijJAsAthI AtmAne grahaNa karavAno prayatna kare, te sAcI mumukSutA che. 198. prazna- 11 aMganuM jJAna karyuM hoya chatAM te upayogane zAstramAM skUla kahyo che ane je upayoge caitanyasvabhAvane grahaNa karyo tene sUkSma kahyo che enuM zuM kAraNa ? samAdhAna - caitanya tattvane grahaNa nathI karyuM eTale upayoga skUla che. jo potAnA caitanya tattvane grahaNa kare to te upayoga sUkSma che. 11 aMganuM jJAna karyuM emAM badhuM jANuM paNa aMtara AtmAne grahaNa na karyo eTale upayoga sthUla che. bAhya zrutajJAnamAM bhale dravya-guNa-paryAya jANA, badhuM jANuM kharuM, paNa "huM A caitanya chuM" ema grahaNa na karyuM eTale upayoga pUla che. te upayoga svasammukha na vaLyo ane bahAra ne bahAra rahyo tethI sthUla che. je upayoga caitanyane grahaNa kare te upayoga sUkSma che. bahAranuM game te jANyuM to paNa upayogane pUla kahevAya, kAraNa ke potAne grahaNa nathI karyo. svasammukha-potA tarapha dizA na vaLI, svabhAvane na oLakhyo tethI bahAra rahela upayogane sthUla kahevAya che. 199. prazna:- sthUla upayogane vistAra karyo te barAbara che, paNa sUkSma upayogamAM viSayamAM thoDo vistAra karavA kRpA karazo. samAdhAnaH- potAnA aMtaramAM upayoga jAya te upayoga sUkSma che. potAnI sanmukha jAya ke huM A caitanya chuM, huM caitanya dravya chuM, A jJAyaka chuM-ema potAnA svabhAva tarapha jAya to tenI dizA badalAya che, tethI te upayogane sUkSma kahevAya che. sthUla upayoganI dizA to bahAra ne bahAra ja che, potAnA arUpI tattvane grahaNa kare to tenI aMtaramAM dizA vaLe je sUkSma upayoga che. aMtaramAM jaIne svabhAvane grahaNa kare te upayoga sUkSma che. dhIro thaIne aMtaramAM jue ke A svabhAva che ane A vibhAva che, ema pota potAnA svabhAvane grahaNa kare to te upayogane sUkSma kahevAya. 2OO. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 131 prazna:- vikalpAtmaka bhAvabhAsana yathArtha kahevAya ? samAdhAna - vikalpAtmaka bhAvabhAsana buddhithI thAya che, tene vyavahAre yathArtha kahevAya. paNa vAstavika yathArtha to caitanyane grahaNa kare tyAre ja kahI zakAya. buddhithI nirNaya kare tene vyavahArathI kahevAya, paNa vAstavikapaNe pote potAne grahaNa kare tyAre yathArtha kahevAya. 201. prazna- jJAna lakSaNanA bhedamAM na rokAtAM zuM huM jJAyaka chuM ema Apa sIdho jJAyakane grahaNa karavAnuM kaho cho ? samAdhAnaH- je jJAnanI paryAya kSaNe kSaNe palaTe che te huM nathI, huM to trikALa jANanAra chuM. svayaM mAruM astitva ja jJAyaka che, mAruM astitva svayaM jJAyakatAthI ja racAyeluM che. A kSaNe kSaNe je pheraphAra thAya te mAruM mULa svarUpa nathI, svaya jJAyakatAthI racAyeluM mAruM astitva akhaMDa che, ema jJAyakane grahaNa karavo. A kSaNa pUratuM jJAna-jJAna dekhAya che te mAruM mULa astitva nathI, phare che e to paryAya che. anaMtatAthI bharelo, anaMta jJAyakatAthI racAyelo, anaMta-anaMta agAdha zaktiothI bhareluM je jJAyakatAnuM astitva che te huM chuM. ema grahaNa thavuM joIe. anaMtatA tene dekhAtI nathI, paNa tene eTalI mahimA aMtaramAM AvI jAya che ke agAdha zaktiothI bhareluM evuM mAruM astitva che. mAruM astitva khAlI nathI, paNa anaMta zaktiothI bharelI evI mArI jJAyakatA che. evI mahimApUrvaka aMtaramAM jJAyakatA grahaNa thavI joIe. 202. prazna:- prathama grahaNa to jJAnI puruSanAM vacano dvArA karavuM paDe ne ? samAghAna- jJAnInAM vacano temAM nimitta hoya che. anAdikALathI pote jANyuM nathI. emAM pahelAM deva ke gurunAM vacano kAne paDe che, te pachI potAnI aMtaranI taiyArI thAya che ne tene caitanyanA koI apUrva saMskAra tathA dezanAlabdhi pragaTe che. jJAnInAM vacana nimitta kharAM, paNa aMtarathI taiyArI potAne karavAnI rahe che, puruSArtha potAne karavAno rahe che. 203. prazna:- bhAvamAM ema Ave che ke huM gurudeva! ame kAMI jANatA nahotA, Ape ja mArga batAvyo ane bIjI bAju ema Ave che ke koI koInuM kAMI karI zakatuM nathI, to zuM samajavuM ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 132] [svAnubhUtidarzana samAghAna - gurudeve karI dIdhuM tema kahevAya, paNa karavuM potAne paDe che. anaMtakALamAM pote potAnA doSathI rakhaDayo che, bhagavAnane ke gurune oLakhyA nathI, maLyA to paNa oLakhyA nahi. A paMcamakALamAM guru maLyA, temanI vANI maLI. tene pote grahaNa karIne puruSArtha kare to jAge che. gurudevanI vANI to badhAne mATe prabaLa nimitta che, paNa taiyArI potAne karavAnI rahe che. gurudevano to upakAra amApa che, paNa puruSArtha potAne karavAno rahe che. gurudeva paNa ema ja kahetA ke tuM kara to thaze. potAnI svAdhInatAthI thAya che, tAruM dravya svataMtra che, badhAM dravya svataMtra che. tuM tAro puruSArtha kara, paNa puruSArtha karanAra guruno upakAra mAnyA vagara rahe nahi. karanArane upakArabuddhi AvyA vinA rahetI nathI. 204. prazna- kare pote, chatAMya upakAra mAnavo? samAdhAna - pote kare chatAM kahe ke he gurudeva! tame karI dIdhuM. AcArya paNa zAstramAM ema ja kahe che ke parama gurunA anugrahathI amAro nija vaibhava pragaTayo che. kuMdakuMdAcArya mATe devasena AcArya jevA kahe che ke Apa vANI na lAvyA hota to amArA jevA pAmaranuM zuM thAta ! tema AvA guru A paMcamakALe padhAryA to badhAne upakAra thayo. nahitara zuM thAta? gurudeva padhAryA to mArga badhAne cokhkho karIne batAvyo. 205. prazna:- jJAnInI bhakti kevI rIte pragaTa thAya ? samAdhAnaH- mAtra bahArathI bhakti karavI ema nahIM paNa potAne aMdarathI mahimA Ave te jJAnI pratyenI bhakti che. aMtaramAM bahumAna AvavuM joIe. jJAnInA vacano upara badhI rIte bahumAna AvavuM joIe. arpaNatA evI AvI jAya ke gurudeva kahe che te barAbara che. temaNe je mArga kahyo che te barAbara che. tema potAthI nakkI karIne bahumAna AvavuM joIe. pote vicAra karIne nakkI kare ke A satpuruSa che te apUrva mArga batAvI rahyA che. pachI, te kahe te barAbara che tema potAne aMtaramAMthI te prakAre bahumAna-bhakti Ave che. 206. prazna:- guru kahe emAM zaMkA na paDe evI jAtanI taiyArI joIe ? samAdhAnaH- te jAtanI teyArI aMdaramAMthI bahumAna-bhaktivALAne thaI jAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [133 guru je kAMI kahetA hoya temAM kAMIka Azaya haze! kAMIka hita haze! evo artha grahaNa kare che. Ama dekhAvA chatAM teo Ama kema kahe che?-ema nahIM, paNa temAM kAMI hita ke Azaya haze, ema pote grahaNa kare che. | mumukSu- eka hoya tyAM avinAbhAvI bIjuM hoya ja? AtmAnI ruci lAge tene jJAnI pratye bahumAna hoya ja? bahenazrI - aMtaranI ruci hoya tene jJAnI pratye bahumAna hoya ja, evo saMbaMdha che. aMtaranI ruci hoya ane guru pratye bahumAna na hoya tema na bane. jo guru pratye bahumAna na Ave to tenI rucimAM kacAza che. teNe potAnI buddhi ane kalpanAthI badhuM nakkI karyuM che. jenI ruci AtmAne pAmavAnI che, tene guru pratye arpaNatA sAthe hoya ja che ke huM kAMI jANato nathI. pote je mArge jAya che te mArga jeNe pragaTa karyo teno vinaya ane bhakti tathA arpaNatA tenA hRdayamAM hoya ja. 207. prazna- zrImamAM Ave che ke bIjuM kAMI zodhIza nahi mAtra eka satapuruSane zodhI kADha ane temanAM caraNakamaLamAM sarvabhAva arpaNa karI de. to sarvabhAva eTale sarva arpaNatA? samAdhAnaH- hA, badhI jAtanI arpaNatA. guru je kahe che te badhI arpaNatA, temAM potAnI kalpanA ane potAnuM DahApaNa kAMI nahi. guru je kahe te badhuM mAnya che; paNa te mane samajAtuM nathI ema pote samajavA prayatna kare. bAkI guru kahe che te barAbara ja che. mArI potAnI kacAza che. zrImadda to tyAM sudhI kahe che ke gurune badhA bhAva arpaNa karI de pachI mukti na maLe to mArI pAsethI leje; eno artha ke tane mukti maLaze ja. 208. prazna- vizvAsa Avavo joIe ke mArAmAM bharyuM paDayuM che? samAdhAnaH- potAnA svabhAvanI jAtamAM ja badhuM che, A vibhAvanI jAta che temAMthI koI prakAre mAro svabhAva pragaTavAno nathI. vibhAva vilakSaNa ane duHkharUpa che. svabhAvamAMthI ja svabhAva Avaze, vibhAvamAMthI svabhAva AvavAno nathI evo vizvAsa-pratIti Ave to ja potA tarapha puruSArtha kare. jJAna-darzanacAritra badhuM potAmAM ja che, potAmAMthI pragaTe che. bahAranAM sAdhano hoya che, paNa pragaTe che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 134 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana nija svabhAvano abhyAsa karavAthI. kharuM sAdhana pote potAnuM thAya che. gurudeve mArga batAvyo che ke tAruM tattva juduM che, ana-abhyAsane laIne muzkela lAge che. mArga guru batAve che paNa samajavAnuM, pratIti karavAnI potAne rahe che. potAnI meLe potAno svabhAva oLakhavo kaThaNa paDe che. batAvanAra guru maLe tyAre aMtaramAM grahaNa thAya che, evo nimitta-upAdAnano saMbaMdha che. 209. prazna:- gurue mArga batAvyo chatAM guru taraphthI najara pAchI vALavI ema guru kahevA mAMge che? samAdhAnaH- guru ema kahe che ke tuM svataMtra cho, tuM tArAmAM jo, tArI dRSTi pherava. tuM tArA tarapha daSTi kara. guru Ama kahI rahyA che. paNa AgaLa janArane evo bhaktibhAva Ave ke guru! tame ja mArga batAvyo, dizA batAvI, AtmA batAvyo, svataMtratA batAvI, svAnubhUtino mArga batAvyo che. nirvikalpadazA thAya tyAre muktino mArga pragaTa thAya-AtmAnI svAnubhUti thAya-vaidana thAya. e badhuM Ape ja batAvyuM che chatAM karavAnuM potAne rahe che. 210. praznaH- vacanAmRtamAM Ave che ke jJAnIne zubhabhAva che te kALA nAga jevo dekhAya che ane bIjI bAju ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke jJAnI to zubhAzubha bhAvono jJAtA che. to A banneno meLa kevI rIte che? samAdhAnaH- jJAnIne bhedajJAnanI dazA che. A svabhAva che ane A vibhAva che ema tene sahaja jaNAya che. jJAyaka jJAyakarUpe potAnI pariNatimAM Ubho che. alpa asthiratA che tene paNa te jANe che. chatAM paNa tenI bhAvanA evI che ke huM svarUpamAM pUrNa lIna kema thaI jAuM? evI bhAvanAne laIne jJAnIne zubhabhAva kALA nAga jevo lAge che. te apekSAe tyAM vAta che. bAkI tene dveSabuddhi nathI, te to mAtra jANe che-jJAyaka che-jJAtA che. rAga Ave che teno jJAtA-daSTA che, paNa tene bhAvanA to ema rahe ke A adhUrAza che. aho ! munio kSaNe kSaNe svarUpamAM jAmI jAya che evI mArI dazA nathI, evI dazA mane kayAre thaI jAya ke huM svarUpamAM lIna thaI jAuM. mATe A vibhAva che te AdaraNIya nathI, mAro svabhAva nathI. mane kayAre vItarAgadazA thaI jAya ane huM zAzvata AtmAmAM rahI jAuM, vibhAva mane na ho, mane pUrNa svabhAva ho. evI tenI bhAvanA rahe che. 211. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [135 prazna- jJAnIne zubharAga kALA nAga jevo dekhAya che ema kahIne jJAnIne savikalpadazAmAM niraMtara pUrNatAnI bhAvanA rahyA kare che ema ja kahevuM che ne? samAdhAna - hA, svAnubhUti-nirvikalpadazA hoya tyAre to vikalpa tarapha teno upayoga paNa nathI. pote to AnaMdamAM-nirvikalpa dazAmAM che. paNa jyAre bahAra teno upayoga Ave che tyAre jANe che ke ATalI adhUrAza che; ane mane pUrNatA kayAre thAya? A vibhAvabhAva mAre joIto nathI; ATalo vibhAva paNa mane poSAto nathI. AMkhamAM jema kazuM na samAya tema dravyadRSTie huM pUrNa hovA chatAM paryAyamAM ATalIye kacAza mAre na joIe, eTale rAga tene kALo nAga lAge che. te mane AdaraNIya nathI, huM pUrNa thaI jAuM evI ugra bhAvanA varte che. nirvikalpadazA vakhate vikalpa tarapha teno upayoga nathI ane jyAre bahAra Ave che tyAre bhedajJAnanI dhArA varte che. tene vibhAvanI sAthe ekatvabuddhi nathI. 212. prazna- kSAyika samakitI laDAInA medAnamAM talavAra laIne jAya te zuM navAI nathI lAgatI ? samAdhAnaH- eTalI tenI adhUrAza che, bhAvanA to ugra che. aMdara bhedajJAnanI dhArA varte che. ekatvabuddhi nathI. rAjano alpa rAga che eTale laDAInA medAnamAM Ubho rahe che. chatAM tenuM vartana nyAyapUrvakanuM hoya che. tenI aMtaranI pariNati judI che; tenA aMtarane jovAnuM che. jema hAthInA dAMta dekhAvanA judA ane aMtaranA judA hoya che tema A jJAnI laDAI kema karatA haze? evuM lAge, paNa te vakhate svabhAvanI pariNatimAM pote UbhA che, alpa rAga che eTale bahAra UbhA dekhAya, paNa jo te vakhate paNa vairAgyabhAvanA vadhI jAya to muni thaIne cAlyA jAya che. ra13. prazna- zuM bhedajJAna te ja svAnubhUti pragaTa karavAno upAya che ? samAdhAnaH- bhedajJAnanI dhArA dvArA svAnubhUti thAya che, vAraMvAra bhedajJAnanI tIrNatA karavAthI svAnubhUti thAya che. koIne ugratA tarata ja thAya to tAtkAlika thaI jAya che,-te kSaNe ja thaI jAya che ane moTA bhAganA jIvone abhyAsanI ugratA karavAthI svAnubhUti thAya che. samayasAra mokSa adhikAranA 180 kaLazamAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 136] [ svAnubhUtidarzana to bhedajJAna eTale svAnubhUtinI vAta lIdhI che. bhedajJAna dvArA tAtkAlika bheda thaI jaze ane temAM tene svAnubhUti thaze. vikalpavALI bhUmikAmAM levuM hoya to vAraMvAra abhyAsa eTale vAraMvAra bhedajJAnanI ugratA karavAthI tene svAnubhUti thaze. te vakhate vikalpa che paNa vikalpa te huM nathI, zuM jJAyaka chuM-jJAyaka chuM evI jJAtAdhArAnI ugratA dvArA tane svAnubhUti thaze. 214. prazna-pariNati ane upayoga te baMnemAM phera che? samAdhAnaH- pariNati ane upayogamAM phera che. bhedajJAnanI dhArArUpa tenI pariNati to kAyama cAlu ja che, jyAre upayoga to bahAra Ave ane aMtaramAM Ave. upayoga aMtaramAM Ave tyAre svAnubhUti thAya. pachI bahAra Ave. upayoga bahAra AvavA chatAM pariNati to cAlu ja che. Ama pariNati ane upayogamAM phera che. bhedajJAnanI dhArA to cAlu ja che, amuka aMze jeTalI dazA pragaTa thaI teTalI cAlu che. 215. prazna:- thavAnuM hoya tema kamasara thAya che tethI navo puruSArtha karavAnI zI jarUra che? samAdhAnaH- je thavAnuM hoya tema thAya ema ekAMta nathI, temAM svabhAva-kALapuruSArtha badhuM sAthe hoya che. temAM puruSArthanuM kAraNa mukhya che. je paryAya pragaTavAnI hoya te pragaTe, paNa temAM puruSArtha sAthe hoya che. puruSArtha vagara koI paryAya pragaTa thAya tema nathI hotuM. svabhAva-kALa-puSArtha-dezanAlabdhi badhuM sAthe hoya che. 216. prazna- bhAvanA ane dhAraNAmAM zuM phera ? samAdhAna- dhAraNAmAM to gokhI rAkhyuM che ane bhAvanA to aMtaramAM pote bhAvapUrvaka kare che. bhAvanA bhAvanAmAM paNa phera hoya che. bhAvanA karyA kare ke huM trikALI zuddha chuM, paNa potAnA aMtaramAMthI AvelI bhAvanA hoya te judI hoya che. huM trikALa zuddha chuM-zuddha chuM tema (upalaka ) bhAvanA ane UMDI je aMtargata bhAvanA te judI hoya che. dhAraNAmAM to gokhyA kare che. 217. prazna- vAraMvAra e ja jAtanA vicAra cAle te bhAvanA kahevAya ? samAdhAna - vicAro cAle te nahi, paNa aMtaramAMthI-UMDANamAMthI ema thavuM joIe te bhAvanA che. mAtra gokhyA kare ne ekalA vikalpa karyA kare ke huM trikALa zuddha-zuddha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 137 tema nahi. bhAvanAmAM vicAra to Ave, chatAM paNa aMdaramAM potAne hRdaya bhedIne kAMIka AvavuM joIe. bhAvanA eTale UMDANamAMthI AvavuM joIe ke A vibhAva mAre kAMI joIto nathI. huM trikALa zuddha AtmA chuM, svayaMsiddha jJAyaka chuM. ema aMtarathI, UMDANamAM hRdaya bhedIne AvavuM joIe. 218. prazna:- jJAnamAM samajAya che paNa vizvAsa Avato nathI? samAdhAnaH- jJAnamAM samajAya, paNa pratIti evI yathArtha thavI joIe ke A jJAyaka te ja huM chuM, bIjo huM nathI. evI dRDha zraddhA-daSTi potA upa2 sthapAvI joIe. pachI game te bhAvo Ave to paNa huM caitanya ja chuM evuM aMtaramAMthI thAya. gokhavArUpa thAya che te judI vAta che, aMtaramAMthI dRDha vizvAsa Avavo joIe. yathArtha pratIti thAya tene yathArtha puruSArtha thayA vaga2 raheto nathI. 219. prazna:- vacanAmRtamAM Ave che ke mUMjhavaNamAMthI mArga maLe. te kevI rIte ? samAdhAnaH- mUMjhavaNa yathArtha thAya to tene mArga maLyA vagara rahe ja nahi evuM vastunuM svarUpa che. mUMjhAyelo mUMjhavaNamAM TakI ja na zake. A vikalpanI jALamAM gUMcavAyelo-mUMjhAyelo ke jene zAMti nathI, azAMti che te eka kSaNavAra paNa temAM TakI zakato nathI. jene yathArtha mUMjhavaNa aMdarathI thAya ke A vikalpa have jotA ja nathI to temAM TakI ja zake nahi ane potA tarapha tenI pariNati vaLyA vagara rahe ja nahi-arthAt jJAyakane oLakhyA vagara rahe ja nahi, jJAyakanuM zaraNa lIdhA vagara rahe ja nahi. jema kharekhara mUMjhAyelo mANasa game teno Teko levA jAya che, tema aMdarathI mUMjhAyelo potAnA svarUpano Teko lIdhA vagara raheto ja nathI. te potAnA svabhAvane grahaNa karI ja le che. mATe yathArtha je mUMjhAyelo hoya ane yathArtha jijJAsA jAge to te svabhAvano Teko aMta2mAMthI lIdhA vagara raheto ja nathI, svabhAvane oLakhI ja lye che. 220. prazna:- kAle vAta thaI hatI ke bhAvanA-bhAvanAmAM ghaNo phera hoya che. eka bhAvanA evI ke aMtara bhedI nAkhe ? samAdhAnaH- bhAvanA evI ugra hoya ke aMtaramAM bhedajJAna thAya tyAre ja chUTako thAya. maMda-maMda bhAvanA ke u52 u52thI bhAvanA ke maMda-maMda puruSArtha karyA kare e ugra bhAvanA nahi. A to aMtarane bhedI nAkhe-aMta2mAMthI bhedajJAna karI nAkhe, evI bhAvanA koI judI ja hoya che. aMdarathI caitanyanA mArge cAlatAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 138] [svAnubhUtidarzana tene zuddha pariNati pragaTa thAya che, ane vibhAva pariNati judI paDI jAya che. alpa vibhAva pariNati adhUrAzane laIne thAya che, paNa te bhedajJAna kare che ke huM to caitanya chuM, A vibhAva mAro nathI. A rIte aMtarane bhedI nAkhIne caitanya tarapha tenI pariNati doDI jAya che ane potAnA svabhAvane prazna karI le che. ra21. prazna:- Apa kaho cho ne ke bhale upara uparathI kara, paNa game tema karIne te raste jA ! samAdhAna- hA, te raste jA. aMtaramAM tAruM lakSa ane bhAvanA ema rAkha ke UMDANamAM javA jevuM che. karavAnuM UMDANamAM (jJAyakamAM) che paNa mArAmAM hajI ghaNI adhUrAza che ema nakkI karIne UMDANanuM lakSa karavAno prayatna kara. upara uparathI thAya tene choDI na ja devuM, kAraNa ke ame tane azubhamAM AvavAnuM nathI kahetA, ane zubhamAM rokAvAnuM paNa nathI kahetA. tane tIsarI bhUmikAmAM javAnuM kahIe chIe, ame UMce-UMce javAnuM kahIe chIe tyAM tuM nIce kayAM paDato jAya che ! ema AcAryadava kahe che. amAro kahevAno Azaya e che ke tuM tIsarI-zuddha svabhAvanI-bhUmikA pragaTa kara. zubha to vacce Ave che, paNa te tAro svabhAva nathI. zubha ane azubha sarakhI koTinA che ema tuM samaja ane je AtmAnI tIsarI bhUmikA amRtakuMbha che tene grahaNa kara. mATe UMce javAnuM kahIe chIe, paNa tethI tane upara-uparathI bhAvanA Ave te choDI devAnuM nathI kahetA. jo UMDI bhAvanA pragaTa karI zuddhasvabhAvamAM jaI zakAya to tene te pragaTa kara. paNa na jaI zake to tene choDIne azubhamAM javAnuM kahetAM nathI, upara-uparanI bhAvanA kAMI kAmanI nathI ema karIne choDavAnI nathI, paNa tuM UMcI pariNatine pragaTa kara ema kahevAno Azaya che. bhagavAnanA maMdire darzana karavA mATe Tahela mAratAM bhagavAnanA dvAra na khUle to thAkIne pAcho nahi Avato, bhagavAnanAM dvAra khUlI jaze. tuM Tahela mAravI choDato nahi. tema caitanya maMdire tuM Tahela mAra ke huM caitanya chuM. prathama upara-uparathI tane samajAya te choDato nahi. tane caitanya na oLakhAya tyAM sudhI tyAM Tahela mAryA ja karaje, lakSa rAkhaje ke mAre haju ghaNuM AgaLa javAnuM che. tAro puruSArtha UpaDatAM caitanya maMdira khUlavAno tane avakAza che. dUra jaIza to UlaTo tuM Avo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [ 139 jaIza. daSTi barAbara rAkhaje ke hujI mAre aMdara javAnuM che. uparA-uparanI bhAvanAthI kAMI pragaTa nathI thatuM; paNa aMdaranI bhAvanA pragaTa karavA mATe tuM samajaje ke A upara-uparanuM che, hajI aMdaranuM karavAnuM mAre bAkI che, ema yathArtha samaje to AgaLa jaI zakAze. jJAyaka chuM-jJAyaka chuM ema upara-uparathI thAya to paNa aMtaramAM javuM che te bhAvanA tuM choDIza nahi, te choDavAnuM nathI kahetA. aMdaranI bhAvanA evI hoya che ke bhedajJAna thAya ane aMtarane bhedI nAMkhe. caitanya maMdiranAM bAraNAM khUlIne caitanya bhagavAna pragaTa thAya e bhAvanA judI ja Ave che. paNa tuM upara uparanI bhAvanA daDha karato jaje-to koIvAra tAro ugra puruSArtha thaze to aMdara javAze. daSTi zuddha upara rAkhaje. rarara. prazna- A bhAvanA maMda che ke tIvra che e kevI rIte oLakhI zakAya? samAdhAnaH- potAnI maMdatA dekhIne oLakhAya ke A maMda-maMda cAle che ane ugratA thatI nathI eTale hajI ugratAnI khAmI che. maMda-maMda cAle, dhImI gatie cAle tene vAra lAge che, jene ugratA thAya te tvarAthI pahoMcI jAya che. dhImI gatie cAlanAro tyAM Uco rahe to kema pahoMcAya? tene khyAla Ave ke huM nathI pahoMcI zakato mATe mArI gati dhImI che. huM jyAM Ubho chuM tyAM ja Ubho chuM. AgaLa jato nathI. bhAvanagara javuM hoya ne dhImI gatie cAle, to pahoMcatA vAra lAge. utAvaLI gatie cAlanAra ekadama pahoMcI jAya che. nathI pahoMcAtuM te batAve che ke dhImI gati che, upara-uparathI thAya che, aMdarathI pragaTa thAya to pahoMcI jAya che. rara3. prazna- jora to potAne devAnuM che ne ? samAdhAnaH- puruSArtha to potAne ja karavAno che, koI karAvI detuM nathI. rakhaDanAro pote ane mokSa karanAro paNa pote-svataMtra che. ra24. prazna- nimitta-naimittika saMbaMdha ghaNo ghaniSTha che. ema mApuruSanuM vacana je asara kare che, te vAMcavAthI thatuM nathI. samAdhAnaH- topaNa pote svataMtra che. gurudeva mArga cokhkho karIne gayA che. karavAnuM potAne che. ra25. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 140] [svAnubhUtidarzana prazna:- zuM jJAna, darzana, cAritra badhAmAM potAnA astitvanuM jora ja levAnuM? samAdhAna- hA, badhAMmAM potAnA astitvanuM jora ja levAnuM che. huM jJAyaka, huM caitanya ema zAyakanuM astitva (potAnuM astitva) tuM grahaNa kara to pote jevo che tevo pragaTa thAya. tAruM astitva tuM grahaNa kara to je svabhAva che te svabhAva pragaTarUpe pariNamI jaze. tAruM astitva te grahaNa karyuM nathI eTale vibhAva paryAyo pragaTa thAya che. tAruM astitva tuM (pote) grahaNa kare to temAMthI svabhAva paryAyo pragaTa thaze. rara6. prazna- ciMtavanamAMthI upayoga bahAra jAya tyAre zuM karavuM? samAdhAna - upayoga bahAramAM jAya tyAre jene sahajadazA hoya che tene potAnI bhedajJAna pariNati cAlu ja rahe che. jijJAsuno upayoga bahAra jAya tyAre tene aMdaramAM bhAva ema rahyA kare ke karavAnuM bIjuM che. upayoga bahAra jatAM paranI sAthe ekatvabuddhi thAya che, paNa huM to judo caitanya chuM ema bhAvanA rAkhI zake. jenI sahaja pariNati hoya tenI to vAta ja judI che, tene to jJAyakanI dhArA niraMtara cAlu rahe che. bahAra upayoga jAya topaNa bhedajJAna kSaNe kSaNe rahe che, yAda karavuM nathI paDatuM, ekavAra svabhAvamAM ekatva thaI jAya tene huM judo chuM ema yAda nathI karavuM paDatuM. jyAre upayoga bahAra jAya te kSaNe judI jJAyakanI sahaja dhArA cAlatI ja hoya che. paNa jene sahajadazA nathI ane teno upayoga bahAra jAya to bhAvanA rAkhe ke karavAnuM bIjuM che, upayoga aMtaramAM javo joIe. rara7. prazna:- AtmAne prApta karavA dhyeya konuM hoya? nizcayanuM ke vyavahAranuM ? samAdhAna- dhyeya nizcayanuM hoya, nizcayanuM dhyeya rAkhavuM. vyavahArathI nizcayamAM javAya nahi. nizcayanI daSTi, nizcaya tarapha pariNati kare to nizcayamAM javAya che. je jIvo vyavahAramAM sarvasva mAne che, vyavahArathI dharma thAya che tema mAne che tene to kAMI avakAza ja nathI. AtmA svayaM anAdi-anaMta tattva che. A vibhAva te mAro svabhAva nathI, huM cetanatattva che. evI daSTi-pratIti ane evuM dhyeya hovuM joIe. tevI jAtanI bhAvanA ane khaTaka hoya to palaTo khAIne puruSArtha UpaDe che. vyavahArathI nizcaya thato nathI. nizcayanuM dhyeya, daSTi ane bhAvanA rAkhe Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 141 to palaTAvAno avakAza che. vyavahAra to vyavahAra ja che, baMdharUpa che. sarvasvabhUta to AtmA che. AtmAmAMthI zuddha paryAya pragaTe che. A zubha to zubha ja che. jyAM sudhI zuddhatA thatI nathI, tyAM sudhI zubhamAM Ubho che ane jJAna, darzana, cAritranI bhAvanA karyA kare, paNa yathArtha darzana, jJAna, cAritra to caitanyane grahaNa karavAthI pragaTa thAya che. AtmAmAMthI jJAna-darzana-cAritra pragaTa thAya che. ra28. prazna- caitanyane prazna karavA mATe vAMcana, manana, satapuruSano samAgamAdimAMthI vizeSapaNe zuM hoya? samAdhAnaH- badhuM sAthe hovuM joIe, vAMcana-manana Adi badhuM caitanyanI samajaNa mATe hovuM joIe. AtmA grahaNa kevI rIte thAya te dhyeya rAkhIne satpuruSano samAgama, vANI badhuM sAthe hovuM joIe. gurudeve zuM kahyuM che? mArga zuM batAvyo che? te rIte satpuruSanA AzrayapUrvaka potAnI vicArazailIthI pote nirNaya karIne AtmasvabhAva grahaNa karavo. gurudeve zuM kahyuM che tenI sAthe meLa karIne pote AgaLa jAya. samaje che to potAnA jJAnathI, paNa gurudeve zuM mArga batAvyo che te sAthe rAkhIne vicAra kare che. rara9. prazna- A tattvanA poSaNa mATe ekAMta vizeSa hovuM joIe evuM jarUrI che? samAdhAna- ekAMtanI bhAvanA Ave. ekAMta vadhAre hovuM ja joIe evuM nathI, paNa ekAMta hoya to vicAra karavAnuM, vAMcana karavAnuM eka jAtanuM sAdhana bane che. ekAMta hovuM ja joIe ema nathI, koIne vAMcana game ne koIne ekAMtamAM game ema saune potAnI pariNati pramANe hoya. ekAMta hoya to potAne vicAranomanana karavAno vadhAre TAIma maLe. 23). prazna:- kamamAM AvI paDelA udayabhAvane AghApAchA karI zakAtA nathI ne te vakhate A bAjunA (tattvanA ) vicAra-manana tUTI paDe che to zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- potAnI bhAvanA hoya to puruSArtha karIne pariNAmane palaTAvI zake che. jo pariNAma palaTAvI zakAtAM na hoya to anAdi kALathI koI jIva puruSArtha karIne, bhedajJAna karIne samyagdarzana prApta ja na karI zake. paryAyano svabhAva ja palaTavAno che. svabhAva tarapha bhAvanA karI svabhAvane grahaNa kare to vibhAva Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 142] [ svAnubhUtidarzana paryAyano palaTo thAya. je paryAya A bAju (vibhAvamAM) jAya che te paryAyane sva tarapha vALavI te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. kramabaddha puruSArtha sAthe joDAyeluM hoya che. ekaluM kramabaddha hotuM nathI, kramabaddhanI aMdara svabhAva, puruSArtha badhuM joDAyeluM hoya che. jene vibhAva sarvasva lAge che ane temAMthI chUTavuM gamatuM nathI tenuM kramabaddha paNa evuM che. jene vibhAva cato nathI ane svabhAva ja ruce che tenuM kramabaddha te jAtanuM hoya che. tenI puruSArthanI gati svabhAva tarapha hoya che, tenuM kramabaddha puruSArtha sAthe joDAyeluM che. 231. prazna- samakitIne zubhabhAvano niSedha varte che, chatAM jJAnI pratye sAcI arpaNatA tene ja hoya che e vicitratA lAge che !! samAghAna- svabhAvamAM zubhabhAva nathI eTale tenI daSTimAM zubhabhAvano Adara nathI. evI vastusthiti che. samakitI eka caitanyatattvane grahaNa kare che paNa vacce zubhabhAva AvyA vinA rahetA nathI. caitanyatattva ja sarvasvapaNe aMgIkAra karavA jevuM che. caitanyatattva vinA jagatamAM bIjuM kaMI sArabhUta nathI. A vibhAva AtmAno svabhAva nathI, te duHkharUpa che, AkuLatArUpa che. jemaNe jJAyaka svabhAvane saMpUrNapaNe grahaNa karyo che arthAt jeoe puruSArtha karIne svarUpamAM lIna thaI kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM che tathA jeo vAraMvAra svarUpamAM lIna thAya che evA munivaro, te badhAno samyagdaSTine AdarabhAva Ave che kAraNa ke tene potAnA svabhAvano Adara che. mAro svabhAva ja AdaraNIya che, vibhAva che te yarUpa ja che-ema yathArtha daSTi-pratIti thaI che chatAM jeNe AvI dazA pragaTa karI che teno mahimA paNa Ave che. mAro svabhAva judo che ane A vikalpa judA che. pote zubhabhAvane AdaraNIya nathI mAnato, to paNa zubhabhAvanAmAM Ubho che tethI zubhabhAvanAM je nimitto deva-zAstra-guru, tenI mahimA paNa eTalI ja Ave che, tene svabhAvanI mahimA che ne vibhAva tuccha lAge che. chatAM jeNe A pragaTa karyuM che-je tenI sAdhanA kare che-tenI mahimA Ave che. samakitIne potAnA svabhAvanI mahimA che, tethI svabhAvane jeNe prApta karyo che tevA jJAnIo pratye yathArtha mahimA Ave che. aMtaradRSTimAM zubhabhAva mAro svabhAva nathI ema te mAne che ane te kSaNe bhedajJAnanI dhArA paNa varte che. Ama tene zubhabhAva AdaraNIya nathI, chatAM zubhabhAvano rasa ghaNo paDe che ane sthiti ochI paDe che. ra3ra. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [143 prazna- jeTaluM thaI zake teTaluM vAMcana, manana prayatnathI karIe chIe. chatAM vyavahArika jIvanamAM avAranavAra jUThuM bolavAnA ke mAyAcArInA bhAva thaI jAya che, koI jIvane duHkha thaze evuM jANavA mATe darakAra rahetI nathI. joke e badhuM bAhya che, chatAM zuM te pariNAmathI AtmasAdhanAmAM ke tenI pAtratAmAM nukasAna na thAya ? samAdhAna - pote samajI levAnuM ke kaI jAtanA bhAva Ave che. mumukSunI bhUmikAmAM aMdara AtmArthanuM prayojana mukhya hoya che. AtmArthIne na zobhe evI jAtanA-maryAdA toDIne je-vicAro thAya tevA AtmArthIne hoya nahi, tevAM kAryo paNa AtmArthIne hoya nahi. jemAM AtmArthatAnuM poSaNa thAya, AtmArthatA mukhya rahe tevA bhAvo AtmArthIne hoya che. potAnI AtmArthatAnI maryAdA jemAM tUTI jAya tevA bhAva AtmArthIne hotA nathI. potAnAM pariNAma kaI jAtanA che te vicArIne, temAM kacAza hoya to pote potAnI pAtratA vadhAravI. mukhya prayojana to AtmArthatAnuM che. AtmArthatAne kayAMya nukasAna pahoMce tevA maryAdA rahitanAM pariNAma AtmArthInAM hoya nahi. 233. prazna- svAdhyAya karatI vakhate jJAtA-draSTApaNuM rAkhavuM joIe to te kevI rIte rAkhavuM? samAdhAnaH- potAne aMdara jJAyakanI pariNati pragaTa thaI hoya to te kALe jJAtAdiSTApaNuM rahe che. hajI jene jJAtApaNuM pragaTa ja thayuM nathI tene to jJAtA-daSTApaNuM rAkhavuM muzkela paDe che. jJAyakane oLakhI bhedajJAna karI jJAtAnI-bhedajJAnanI pariNati pragaTa karI hoya to dareka zubhabhAva ane azubhabhAvamAM jJAtApaNuM sahajapaNe rahe che. kSaNe kSaNe huM jJAyaka chuM, jJAyaka chuM ema sahajapaNe jJAtAnA astitva taraphanI pariNati rahyA ja kare che. zrutanA ciMtavananA kALe, ke zAstraabhyAsa vakhate jJAtAdhArA judI ne judI rahe che. jene ekatvabuddhi che, jijJAsunI bhUmikA che tene jJAtApaNuM hotuM nathI. tene mAtra bhAvanA rahe che ke huM jJAyaka chuM, paNa pariNati pragaTa karavAnI bAkI che. jene jJAyakanI dazA pragaTa thaI che; svAnubhUtinI dazA pragaTI che te savikalpamAM Ave tyAre paNa tene bhedajJAnanI dhArA rahe che. darzana kare, pUjA kare, game te kare to paNa tene bhedajJAnanI dhArA cAlu ja rahe che. jJAnIne bahArathI bhagavAnanI bhakti ghaNI dekhAya, zrutanuM ciMtavana ghaNuM dekhAya to paNa kayAMya ekatvabuddhi thatI nathI. jJAyakanI dhArA judI ne judI varte Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 144] Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana che. karmamAM amuka jAtano rasa ghaNo paDe che, paNa tene bhedajJAnanI dhArA varte che tethI sthiti lAMbI paDatI nathI. ra34. prazna-jeTaluM A jJAna che teTalo A AtmA che te vizeSa samajAvavA kRpA karazo. samAdhAna - guNa ane guNI abheda che. je A jJAnalakSaNa dekhAya che teTalo AtmA che. jJAna sivAyanuM badhuM vibhAva ane para che. je A jJAnalakSaNa dekhAya che te jJAnalakSaNathI tuM AtmAne oLakhI le. je jJAnalakSaNa dekhAya che teTalo AtmA che. lakSya-lakSaNa eka ja che-abheda che. tene grahaNa kara. tuM jJAyakane grahaNa karI le. 235. prazna- A siddhAMtathI AcAryadevane jJAyaka grahaNe karAvavAno hetu che? samAdhAnaH- hA, jJAyakane grahaNa karAvavo che. jeTaluM A jJAna che teTalo A AtmA che. bAkI je dekhAya che te badho vibhAva che. eka jJAnalakSaNa AtmAne tuM oLakhI le, eka jJAyakane oLakhI le. tenA upara daSTi kara. guNa-guNI abheda che tenA upara daSTi sthApI de, temAM saMtoSa kara, temAM ruci kara, tenAthI tRpta thA. temAM ja sarvasva che, bahAra kaMI nathI. tenA upara daSTi sthApIne tenuM jJAna kara, tenI pariNati kara, temAMthI saMtoSa maLaze, temAMthI tRpti Avaze ne temAMthI ja apUrva sukha pragaTa thaze. bhagavAna-svarUpa AtmAmAM ja badhuM bhareluM che.-jJAyakamAM ja badhuM bharyuM paDyuM che. koIne ema thAya ke ekalA jJAnamAM zuM che? jJAnamAMthI zuM maLavAnuM che? paNa te jJAnamAM anaMta-anaMta bhareluM che. jeTaluM A jJAna che teTalo AtmA che tene tuM grahaNa kara. 236. prazna- vyavahAranA ghaNA bheda paDe paNa mukhyatA to abhedanI che ne? samAdhAna - bheda uparathI daSTi uThAvIne eka abhedane grahaNa karavAno che. eka abhedane grahaNa karatAM bhedanuM jJAna vacce AvI jAya che, paNa bheda upara tene dRSTi rAkhavAnI nathI. bIjuM badhuM jJAna kara ane dRSTi abheda upara kara. daSTi temAM sthApyA pachI temAMthI zuddha paryAyo svayaM pragaTa thaze. pahelAM tuM yathArtha nizcaya karI ke jJAnasvarUpa AtmA te ja huM chuM. yathArtha daSTi pragaTa kara, daSTi ja mukhya che. daSTi eka abheda AtmA upara kara. 237. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 145 prazna-prathama jJAnathI AtmAnA svarUpano bhedapUrvaka vicAra kare ke huM AvA jJAnasAmarthyathI bharelo chuM? samAdhAna - pahelAM vikalpa dvArA nakkI kare che. vicAramAM evA bhedanA vicAro vacce AvyA vagara rahetA nathI, paNa daSTi eka abhedanI karavAnI che. daSTi abheda upara gaI ne temAM lIna thatAM vikalpa tUTIne temAMthI svAnubhUti pragaTa thAya che. pahelAM nizcaya kare, vyavahAra vacce Avaze pachI te mati-zrutanI buddhine sameTIne nirvikalpa thAya che. ra38. prazna- sAdhakanI bhUmikAmAM zubharAga Ave tene sAdhaka heyarUpe jANe che te barAbara che. jijJAsunI bhUmikAmAM, Apa kaho cho tema, aMdaramAM jJAyaka ane bAramAM devazAstra-guru baMne rahe che, paNa amane ema lAge che ke deva-gurune jo sAthe rAkhavA jaIe to anAdino jIvane vyavahArano pakSa che. tenI saci che, tethI vyavahAranI ruci thavAnI zakayatA nathI lAgatI ? samAdhAna:- rucivALA jIvane deva-zAstra-guru vacce AvyA vagara rahetA nathI. mane mAruM svarUpa kema oLakhAya, guru mane zuM mArga batAve che, gurue zuM kahyuM che, evA vicArI tene AvyA vagara rahetA nathI. paNa tethI tene vyavahArano pakSa AvI jAya che tema nathI. tene bhAvanA rahe che tethI bhakti AvyA vagara rahetI nathI. guru ema kahe che ke tuM tArA zuddhAtmAne oLakha, badhA zubhabhAvathI tAro zuddhAtmA judo che. chatAM jijJAsune zubhabhAva AvyA vagara rahetA nathI, paNa temAM vyavahArano pakSa AvI jato nathI. te jIva vyavahArathI lAbha mAne, temAM sarvasva mAne, tenAthI mane mokSa maLaze tema mAne to temAM vyavahArano pakSa Ave che. bAkI je zubhabhAva Ave temAM vyavahArano pakSa Avato nathI. zubhabhAva Ave che tenI sAthe jijJAsunI zraddhA evI thaI jatI nathI ke A zubhabhAvathI mane lAbha che. jijJAsunI zraddhA ane rUci temAM bhegAM bhaLI jatAM nathI. jijJAsune buddhipUrvaka evo nirNaya hoya che ke gurue kahyuM che ke tAro zuddhAtmA vikalpa vagaranuM nirvikalpa tattva che. zubhabhAva tAruM svarUpa nathI ema gurue je kahyuM che te teNe vicArathI daDha karela che. tethI zubhabhAva Ave eTale temAM vyavahArano pakSa AvIne evI zraddhA thaI jatI nathI. zubhabhAvathI mane lAbha thAya, deva-zAstra-guru mane lAbha karI deze, teo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 146] [ svAnubhUtidarzana kare tema thAya, huM mArA puruSArthathI kAMI karI zakuM nahi evI jene mAnyatA nathI tene vyavahArano pakSa Avato nathI. jene evI zraddhA che ke huM mArAthI karuM tyAre ja thavAnuM che, chatAM guru mane upakArarUpa che ane gurue ja mane badhuM ApyuM che, evI zubhabhAvanA Ave che, paraMtu tenAthI vyavahArano pakSa AvI jato nathI. tenI zraddhA to judI ja rahe che. yathArtha zraddhAnI vAta to judI che, te sahajarUpe jJAnIne-bhedajJAnIne hoya che. jijJAsune paNa buddhipUrvakanI je zraddhA che te zraddhAmAM bhUla AvatI nathI. gurunI bhakti kare temAM zraddhAnI bhUla AvatI nathI, temAM vyavahArano pakSa Avato nathI. jijJAsu deva-guru-zAstranI bhakti kare che; chatAM vyavahArano pakSa AvI jato nathI. temAM sarvasva mAne tyAre vyavahArano pakSa Ave che. jene bhedajJAna pragaTa thayuM che evA AcAryo dhavalAdi zAstro race che, koI adhyAtmanAM zAstro race che. to temAM pakSa AvI jAya che? padmanaMdI AcArya bhaktinAM zAstro race che, to temAM vyavahArano pakSa AvI jato nathI, tyAM paNa sAthe bhedajJAnanI dhArA varte che, jijJAsue nakkI karyuM che ke A badhA vibhAvathI chUTo huM caitanya dravya chuM, te bhale buddhithI nakkI karyuM che chatAM tene bhaktinA bhAva Ave ane te kAryamAM joDAya tethI kaMI bhaktinA kAryathI vyavahArano pakSa AvI jato nathI. ra39. prazna- jijJAsu zubhabhAvane heya samaje che ane AvyA vagara rahetA paNa nathI tema kevI rIte baMne vAta samaje che ? samAghAna- hA, jijJAsu ema samaje che. tene zraddhA che ke zubhabhAva to heya che, to paNa vacce AvyA vagara rahetA nathI. zubhabhAva Ave to zraddhAmAM bhUla paDe che ema nathI. bahu bhakti kare to tene vyavahArano pakSa thaI gayo che tema nathI. jijJAsu aMtaramAM pote jANato hoya che, tethI zraddhAmAM hoya che ke gurue kahyuM che ke tAro zuddhAtmA judo che, zubhabhAva tAruM svarUpa nathI. A teNe svayaM paNa nakkI kareluM che tethI tenI zraddhAmAM bhUla thatI nathI. 24). prazna- jijJAsu mahimA to ema ja kare che ke gurudeva ! Ape ja badhuM sarvasva ApyuM che. samAdhAnagurudeva! Apa ja sarvasva cho; Ape ja amane badhuM ApyuM che; Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 147 Apa ahIM padhAryA-Ape mArga batAvyo to ame jAgRta thayA; Ape puruSArtha karatAM zIkhavyuM che -te pramANe badhI vinayanI bhASA bole paNa aMtarathI samaje che ke karavAnuM to mAre che. gurudevano parama parama upakAra che ema te samaje che, amArI dizA badalI hoya to Ape ja badalAvI che ema upakArabuddhimAM tene Ave che, zubhabhAvamAM ema ja Ave che. ra41. prazna:- samayasAranI 38mI gAthAmAM apratitanI vAta AvI hatI. pUjya gurudevazrI avAranavAra kahetA hatA ke bahenazrInA jAtismaraNajJAnamAM joDaNI kSAyikanI vAta hatI, to kRpA karIne joDaNI kSAyika samakita eTale zuM? te kone pragaTa thAya ? teno khulAso karazojI. samAdhAnaH- joDaNI kSAyika to jene apratihata dhArA hoya che tene pragaTa thAya che. zuddhAtmAnI sAdhanAnI vizeSa vizeSa paryAyo joDAtI jAya to apratihata dhArAe joDaNI kSAyika pragaTa thAya che. mumukSu - haju spaSTa thayuM nathI to vadhAre khulAso karavA kRpA karazojI. bahenazrI:- te kSayopazama (kSayopazama samakita) evuM apratihata hoya che ke je paDavAnuM nathI. tenI badhI paryAyo apratihAbhAve pragaTa thAya che. joDaNI kSAyikamAM dhArA ja evI apratita dhArAe pragaTa thAya che. 242. prazna- pAtra ziSyanA mukhya lakSaNo saMbaMdhI thoDuM mArgadarzana Apo. samAdhAna:-pAtra ziSya hoya tene aMtarathI AtmAnI ja laganI lAgI hoya ke mAre eka caitanya ja joIe che, bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI. tene dareka kAryamAM AtmAnuM ja prayojana hoya che, bIjuM badhuM prayojana tene gauNa thAya che. AtmAne ekane mukhya rAkhIne tenA dareka kAryo hoya che. zubhabhAvanA kAryomAM paNa tene eka AtmAnuM prayojana hoya che, bIjuM bahAranuM koI prayojana tene hotuM nathI. zubhabhAvamAM deva-zAstragurunI prabhAvanA kema thAya tevA bhAva Ave che ane AtmAnuM prayojana sAthe hoya che, bIjuM koI prayojana hotuM nathI.-laukika prayojanathI atyaMta nyAro hoya che. tene to eka AtmAnI ja laganI lAgI che; laukikanuM, bahAranuM ke moTAInuM koI prayojana hotuM nathI. mArA AtmAne kema lAbha thAya te eka ja prayojana AtmArthIne hoya che. zrI jinendradeva jemaNe sAdhanA pragaTa karI che evA upakArI guru ane zAstra tenI kema prabhAvanA thAya tevI tene prIti hoya che. jemaNe AtmAno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 148] | [ svAnubhUtidarzana mArga batAvyo, te mArganI prApti mATe mArgadarzana ApyuM ane jeno parama upakAra che temanI kema prabhAvanA thAya tevo hetu pAtra ziSyane hoya che, bIjo koI anya hetu teno hoto nathI. A pAtra jIvanuM lakSaNa che. 243. prazna- dhArmika saMsthAnAM kAryo karavAmAM prayojanamAM zuM levuM? joDAvuM ke nahIM? samAdhAnaH- dhArmika kAryomAM deva-zAstra-gurunI prabhAvanA thatI hoya, potAne teno vikalpa Avato hoya to temAM joDAya che. deva-zAstra-gurunI prabhAvanA arthe ane potAnA AtmAnA arthe temAM joDAya che. bIjuM koI prayojana hotuM nathI. 244. prazna- temAM AtmA ja mukhya hoya ? samAdhAna:- AtmA ja mukhya che. mArA AtmAmAM saMskAra kema paDe, te saMskAra daDha kema thAya, huM caitanya nyAro chuM, evuM ja tenuM prayojana che. potAne dharmanI prIti che, tethI dharmanI prabhAvanA kema thAya, gurudevanI prabhAvanA kema thAya, gurunA dharmanI zobhA kema vadhe, koI A mArga jANe tevo zubhabhAvano vikalpa Ave che. jene potAnA svabhAvanI prIti che, tene gurue je mArga batAvyo che tenI ane gurunI bhakti AvyA vagara rahetI nathI, tethI zubha kAryomAM joDAya che paNa temAM teno hetu AtmAno che. 245. prazna:- eka samayanI jJAnanI paryAyane koIvAra zAstramAM zeya tarIke kahe che, koIvAra paryAya che mATe heya che tema kahevAya che ne koI vakhata pragaTa karavA mATe tene upAdeya kahevAya che. ema paryAya saMbaMdhI zAstramAM ghaNA prakAra Ave che to bhedajJAnanI jyoti pragaTa karavA mATe kaI vAta mukhya karavI ? heya-zaiya-upAdeya kaI rIte karavuM ? te pharamAvazojI. samAdhAna - akhaMDa svabhAva upara daSTi karatAM je paryAyo pragaTe che te AtmAnuM mULa svarUpa nathI, mATe dRSTi apekSAe tene heya kahe che. jJAnanI apekSAe tene jANavA yogya kahevAya che, paNa je adhUrI sAdhanAnI paryAya che te vacce AvyA vagara rahetI nathI. te jJAnamAM jANavAyogya che ane te pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe AdaravAyogya che. jJAna-darzananI je adhUrI paryAyo che te eka samayamAM pUrNa thatI nathI, cAritra paNa ekasAthe paripUrNa pragaTa thatuM nathI. tethI tene sAdhanA karavAnI rahe che, svarUpamAM lInatA karavAnI rahe che. tethI te paryAyane jJAna AdaraNIya paNa jANe che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 149 nizcaya-vyavahAranI saMdhi jema che tema samaje to sAdhanAmAM AgaLa jAya che. daSTimAM jJAyakane ekane mukhya rAkhIne adhUrI-pUrNa paryAyane paNa gauNa karavAmAM Ave che. adhUrI-pUrNa paryAya jeTalo huM nathI, huM to akhaMDa jJAyaka chuM. kevaLajJAnanI paryAya pragaTa thAya topaNa te paryAya che. huM to akhaMDa eka dravya chuM. samyagdarzanathI mAMDIne je nirmaLa paryAyo pragaTa thAya che te badhI sAdhanAmAM vacce Ave che, tethI te pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe upAdeya che. sAdhanA karatAM kevaLajJAnanI paryAya pragaTa thAya che, te apekSAe te upAdeya che; paNa daSTinI apekSAe tene heya kahevAmAM Ave che. 246. prazna- zuM pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe paryAyane upAdeya kahevAmAM Ave che? samAdhAna - hA, paryAyane pragaTa karavAnI apekSAthI upAdeya kahI che, temAM tene puruSArtha karavAno rahe che. sAdhakane svAnubhUtinI dazA pragaTI che te svAnubhUtimAM kSaNe kSaNe vRddhi thAya ne pachI svAnubhUtirUpe ja pote thaI jAya, arthAt jevo AtmA che, te rUpe ja pote thaI jAya evI dazA hujI pragaTa thaI nathI, tethI paryAya pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe AdaraNIya che. munio chaThThA-sAtamAM guNasthAne jhUlatAM-jhUlatAM aMtarmuhUrtamAM aMtaramAM jAya che ane bahAra Ave che, to A hajI paryAya adhUrI che, tethI sAdhanAnI pariNati cAlyA ja kare che. chaThThI-sAtamAM guNasthAnanI dazAmAM huM pramatta nathI ke apramatta nathI evI daSTi hovA chatAM te sAdhanAnI paryAyamAM munio jhUle che. temAM vRddhi thatAM zreNI mAMDIne kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya che. te sAdhanAmAM pariNatinI dorI tenA svabhAva tarapha che, jJAna jJAnane kheMcatuM potAnA tarapha jAya che. sAdhanAmAM AvuM hoya che to paNa daSTi eka AtmA upara che, dRSTi badhAne heya kare che, daSTi badhAne gauNa kare che. 247. prazna- "jJAna jJAnane khecatuM' ema Ape pharamAvyuM teno bhAva zuM che? te pharamAvazojI. samAdhAna - jJAna eTale puruSArthanI dorI je pariNati vibhAva tarapha jatI hatI tene svabhAva tarapha kheMce che, sAdhanAne vadhArato jAya che ane bhedajJAnanI dhArA ugra karato jAya che. daSTi pragaTa thaI pachI kAMI karavAnuM rahetuM ja nathI ema nathI. daSTi pragaTa thayA pachI samyagdarzana-jJAna pragaTa thayuM. hajI temAM lInatA pragaTa karavAnI bAkI che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 150] [ svAnubhUtidarzana bhedajJAnanI dhArAne ugra karIne daSTinuM baLa vadhArato jAya che, potAnI pariNatine ekadama potA tarapha vALato jAya che, vibhAva tarapha jatI pariNatine svabhAva tarapha kheMcato jAya che. daSTimAM paryAyane heya mAne che, chatAM paNa puruSArthanI dorI cAlu che. huM to akhaMDa chuM to paNa A vibhAvanI paryAya thaI rahI che, svabhAvanI paryAya adhUrI che te badhuM jANe che, ane puruSArthanI dorI potA tarapha kheMcato jAya che. 248. prazna- zAstrabhASAthI kahIe ke pragaTa karavAnI apekSAe paryAya upAdeya che. paraMtu Ape je kahyuM tenAthI spaSTIkaraNa bahu sarasa thayuM. sAdhanAmAM sAdhakane AvAM pariNAma Ave che te bahu sarasa vAta karI. te vizeSa samajAvazojI. samAdhAna - sAdhanAmAM AvA pariNAma sAthe hoya ja. tenI daSTi jJAyaka upara sthapAyelI rahe che. daSTi jJAyakathI chUTI paDatI nathI. huM jJAyaka chuM ema zAyakanuM je astittva grahaNa karyuM che, vibhAvathI nyAro, adhUrI ke pUrNa paryAya jeTalo paNa huM nahi tathA guNanA bheda paNa mArAmAM nathI evI je dRSTi jJAyaka upara pANI te (tenI) daSTi tyAMthI khasatI ja nathI. chatAM tene jJAnamAM khyAla che ke A vibhAva Ubho che, hujI adhUrI paryAya che, svabhAvanuM vedana aMze thAya che. svAnubhUtinI dazA pragaTI che; jJAyakanI savikalpa dhArAmAM aMze zAMtinuM vedana thAya che, paNa hajI te pUruM nathI-adhUruM che; vikalpanI, vibhAvanI badhI jALa hajI UbhI che ema te jANe che ne te vibhAvathI potAnI pariNatine chUTI pADato puruSArtha karato jAya che. daSTinI sAthe vibhAvathI chUTavAnA puruSArthanI dorI sAthe ne sAthe rAkhe che. vibhAvamAM ekatva thatuM nathI ane tenI jeTalI ugratA thAya che te pramANe puruSArtha karato jAya che. Ama puruSArtha karatAM-karatAM tenI bhUmikA palaTAI jAya che. cothI bhUmikA pachI pAMcamuM guNasthAna, pachI chaThThI-sAtamAnI bhUmikAmAM te potAnA svabhAvanI dorIne vadhAre kheMcato hovAthI jJAnanI ugratA, jJAtAdhArAnI tIkhAza ane virakti vadhatI jAya che. svabhAvanI ekadama nirmaLatA thatI jAya che ne svAnubhUtinI dazA vadhatI jAya che. tenI daSTi cAlu che ne puruSArthanI dorI paNa sAthe ne sAthe cAlu ja che. 249. prazna- jJAnanuM phaLa virati che, to mumukSunI bhUmikAmAM thoDuM vibhAvathI rahita thavuM joIe ne ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 151 samAdhAna - yathArtha jJAna pragaTe, jJAyakanI dhArA pragaTe tenuM phaLa virati che tethI jene jJAyakanI dhArA pragaTe tene virakti AvI jAya che, te vibhAvathI chUTo paDI jAya che, anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo tUTIne aMze svarUpa ramaNatA pragaTe che. jJAnanuM phaLa virati che. te kAraNe jJAyakanI dhArA pragaTe che temAM tene amuka aMze vibhAva chUTI jAya che. mumukSu bhUmikAmAM jyAM jijJAsA pragaTa thaI tyAM te vicAra-vAMcana kare tenI sAthe tene amuka vairAgyAdi hoya ja che, na hoya to teTalI rUci ja nathI. AtmA tarapha ruci jAya ane vibhAvano rasa na chUTe to tene tattvanI ruci ja nathI. vibhAvano rasa chUTavo ja joIe. jJAyakanI dhArA pragaTe te yathArtha virati che. jijJAsune abhyAsamAM AtmAnI ruci jAge tene vibhAvano rasa chUTavo ja joIe. te tattva vicAra kare, vAMcana kare paNa aMdarathI eTalo vairAgya na Ave to yathArtha ruci ja nathI. ruci sAthe tene thoDI virakti ane aMdarathI vibhAvano rasa chUTI javo joIe. 250. prazna- zrImadjImAM Ave che ke sarvabhAvathI virAma pAmavArUpa saMyama te dravyAnuyoga pariNamyAnuM mULa che e koI kALe bhUlIza nahi. tyAM zuM kahevuM che ? samAdhAnaH- jene dravyAnuyoga yathArtha pariNamI gayo. tene saMyama krame krame AvI ja jAya che. tene svarUpa ramaNatA pragaTa thaI cAritra pragaTe che. mumukSu dazAmAM amuka prakAre tene bahArathI ruci chUTI jAya che. vairAgya AvI jAya che. 251. prazna- arpaNatA eTale zuM? samAdhAna - arpaNatAmAM badhA Agraho chUTI javA joIe, AgrahonA nAMgaLA DhIlA thaI jAya to arpaNatA thAya. arpaNatAmAM badhA Agraho-ke huM kAMI jANuM chuM te chUTI javuM joIe. koI jAtanI pakkaDa na rahevI joIe. ra5ra. prazna:- nirNaya karIe ane amuka samaye nirNaya chUTI jAya tenuM kAraNa zuM? samAdhAna - ruci na hoya to nirNaya thaIne chUTI jAya. ruci prabaLa hoya to ema ne ema nirNaya TakAvI rAkhe ane teno nirNaya AgaLa kArya kare ke A huM chuM A huM nathI. ema ruci hoya to nirNaya tenuM dRDhatApUrvaka kArya karyA kare. AvuM tene prathama abhyAsarUpa hoya. A hujI yathArtha nathI, paNa teno abhyAsa karatAM-karatAM yathArtha thavAno avakAza che. 253. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 152 ] prazna:- zAstranA jJAnano ughADa hoya te zuM gholana nathI ? samAdhAnaH- nA, te gholana nahi. mULa tattvanuM gholana-caitanyanuM tholana te aMdaranuM gholana che, pachI te gholanamAM jhAMjhu TakI na zake to zAstranA vicAra Ave te vAta judI che. prayojanabhUta tattvanA vicAra Ave ke mArAM dravya-guNa-paryAya kevAM che? huM badhAthI nyAro chuM to kema nyAro thAuM! kema aMtaramAM A bhedajJAna pragaTa thAya ? ema vicAro Ave. jema bhagavAna ane gurunA AMgaNe Tahela mAre tema jJAyakane grahaNa karavA mATe vAraMvAra Tahela mAryA kare, teno vAraMvAra abhyAsa karyA kare, bhagavAnanA darzana mATe bhagavAnanA dvAre Tahela mArato hoya, gurunA darzana mATe gurunA AMgaNe Tahela mArato hoya, ane jyAM bhagavAnanAM dvAra khUle ane bhagavAnanAM darzana thAya-gurunAM darzana thAya tema caitanyanA AMgaNe Tahela mAryA kare ke caitanyanAM darzana kema thAya ? mA2A caitanyano svabhAva zuM? tenI mahimA zI ? tema jo vAraMvAra Tahela mAre ane abhyAsa kare to caitanyanAM dvAra khUlI jAya ne darzana thAya. jo bhagavAnane dvArethI chUTI jAya-thAkI jAya to darzana na thAya. tema ahIM teNe aMdarathI thAkavuM nahi-nirAza thavuM nahi. gurunI mahimA lAge to gurunA AMgaNe Tahela mAratAM gurunAM darzana thAya tema caitanyanA AMgaNe vAraMvAra Tahela mAryA kare, caitanyano vicAra-abhyAsa karyA kare ne tenuM raTaNa karyA karavuM joIe. caitanya grahaNa nathI thatuM mATe tenuM raTaNa mUkavuM joIe nahi. aMtaramAM nAMkhelA ja saMskAra che te aMda2mAMthI kAma karyA vagara rahevAnA ja nathI. 254. prazna:- hamAre vahyuM maMdira nahIM hai, zvetAMbara maMdira hai usameM jAnaise hamArA kayA nukasAna hogA ? samAdhAnaH- yathArtha tattva samajanese bAharameM kayA karanA vo apane Apa samajameM AyegA. meM jJAyaka huM, caitanyasvabhAva hU~ aura vibhAva merA svabhAva nahIM hai, zarIra bhinna hai. aisI bhedajJAnakI bAta samajo, pIche yathArtha deva-zAstra-guru kaisA hotA hai aura anya jagaha jAnese kayA nukasAna hotA hai vaha apane Apa samajameM A jAyagA. mULa prayojanabhUta jJAyako samajo. usImeM saccA deva-zAstra-guru A jAtA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 153 che. deva kaise hote haiM? deva vItarAgI hote haiM, samavasaraNameM birAjate haiM, unheM vikalpa nahIM hai, svarUpameM pUrNa lIna ho gaye haiM. unakI nAsAgra dRSTi hai. bhagavAna vItarAgI hai to pratimA bhI vaisI honI cAhiye. pratimAme pheraphAra karanA vo yathArtha nahIM hai. Isaliye kayA karanA so apane Apa samaja lenA. bhAvamuM saccApana hove to bAharameM namaskAra bhI saccako hotA hai yahu saba yathArtha tattva samajanese samajameM A jAyegA. jo jJAyakako samaje unakA vyavahAra bhI saccA hotA hai. vohI deva-zAstraguruko samajate haiM. jaisA bhagavAna hai vaisI hI pratimAjIkI sthApanA hotI hai tathA vo pratimAjI ko namaskAra hotA hai, tattva samajanese apane Apa samajameM A jAyegA ki kayA karanA cAhiye. jaba apane bhAvameM nizcaya-vyavahAra samajameM AyegA taba apane Apa galata mAnyatA chUTa jAyegI. nahIM chUTatA taba taka vicAra karanA ki kayA saccA hai? jaba samajameM A jAyagA to unako mAnanese kayA nukasAna hai vahu apane Apa samajameM AyegA aura chUTa jAyegA. 255. prazna:-amAre AtmAnI svAnubhUti pragaTa karavA mATe zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- svAnubhUti, nirvikalpadazA pragaTe tyAre thAya che. te pahelAM huM jJAyaka chuM...jJAyaka chuM ema vAraMvAra jJAnamAM raTaNa karyA karavuM. A vikalpa Ave te mAruM svarUpa nathI. vikalpathI paNa huM judo chuM je maMda ke tIvra vibhAvo Ave te badhAthI judo huM caitanya chuM, ema vAraMvAra tenI mahimA-laganI, tenuM aMtaramAM raTaNa rahevuM joIe. huM jJAyaka chuM huM vikalpa vagarano-nirvikalpa tattva chuM, vikalpa chUTI jAya to huM kAMI zUnya nathI thaI jato, paNa aMtaramAM je bhareluM che te pragaTa thAya che. mArAmAM eTale jJAyaka mAtra AtmAmAM badhuM pUrepuruM che. tema vAraMvAra tenI bhAvanA-caTaNa-vicAra-vAMcana karavA jevuM che. jJAyakanA AMgaNe Tahela mAravA jevI che. 256. prazna:- vAMcana-vicAra karatAM bhedanA raste caDI javAya che, anAdinI Teva che ne? samAdhAna- bhedanA raste caDI javAya to vAraMvAra lakSa potA tarapha karyA karavuM. jyAM sudhI aMtaramAM lIna nathI thayo, aMtaramAM daSTi nathI gaI tyAM sudhI vikalpa kayAMka ne kayAMka to pharyA kare che, bahAramAM kayAMka Ubho to rahe che paNa teNe zraddhA ane ruci te tarapha rAkhavI ke jJAyakamAM badhuM che, A badhAmAM rokAvA jevuM nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 154] [svAnubhUtidarzana jJAyakamAM rahI zakato nathI eTale badhuM AvyA vagara rahetuM nathI-vacce Ave che, paNa zraddhA to jJAyakanI ja rAkhavI ke nirvikalpa zuddhAtmatattva te ja huM chuM. ra57. prazna:- mArAmAM badhuM ja che, paNa koNa jANe vizvAsa Avato nathI. bahAramAM jhaverAta vagere badhAno vizvAsa Ave che ? samAghAna- bahAranuM badhuM dekhAya che. A dekhAtuM nathI eTale vizvAsa Avato nathI. paNa potAmAM badhuM che. gurudeva kahe che ane pote paNa vicAra karIne nakkI kare ke jJAyakamAM ja badhuM bhareluM che. gurudeva kahetA hatA ke lIMDIpIpara ghasatAMghasatAM temAMthI tIkhAza pragaTa thAya che. tema jJAyaka chuM-jJAyaka chuM, temAM ja badhuM bhareluM che ne temAMthI svabhAva pragaTa thAya che-ema nakkI karavuM. jema chAzane vAraMvAra valovyA kare to mAkhaNa juduM paDe che, tema vAraMvAra bhedajJAna karavAthI-vAraMvAra huM judo chuM, judo chuM ema jJAnamAM abhyAsa kare to, judo che. te pragaTapaNe judo paDe che. 258. prazna- koI rIte paranI ruci chUTatI nathI to paranI ruci chUTIne AtmAnI saci kema thAya? samAdhAna- paranI ruci toDatAM-toDatAM tene parasevA UtarI jAya che. upalaka ruci hoya ke AtmAnuM ja karavA jevuM che, paNa ekatvabuddhi toDatAM-toDatAM muzkelI paDI jAya che. anaMtakALano abhyAsa che eTale prayAsa karI karIne thAkI jAya chekheda thAya che. karavAnuM to A ja che paNa puruSArthanI khAmIne laIne tenA vizvAsamAM DolamaDola thaI jAya che. pote che to judo, paNa moTAM rAMDhavAM (doraDAM) jevuM ekapaNuM karI mUkyuM che. pote anaMtakALa paranI sAthe ekatvapaNAnA abhyAsamAM rahyo che. have te anaMtakALanI sAme bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karatAM ghUMTavAmAM anaMtakALa lAgato nathI. dhImo dhImo abhyAsa kare to thoDo kALa jAya che. ane ugra kare to cha mahinA lAge che. aMdara ruci bhale AtmAnI hoya, paNa ekatvabuddhi toDatAM toDatAM tene muzkelI paDe che ane bahAra cAlyo jAya che. potAnA ne paranA lakSaNane oLakhIne, A dravya-guNa-paryAya mArAM che ane A pudgalanA che, ema barAbara bhedajJAna karatAM prajJAchINI sAMdhanI sUkSma raga joIne cArebAju pharI vaLe che ane koI jagyAe sAMdha rahetI nathI, sarakhA be bhAga thaI jAya che. sUkSmatAthI laIe to, guNanA bheda, paryAyanA bheda ke koI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [155 paNa jAtanA rAgamizrita bhAva-je je bhAva Ave te badhAthI chUTo paDI jAya che. jJAnamAM badhuM jANe, paNa ekatvabuddhi jyAM jyAM hoya tyAM badhethI chUTo paDI jAya che. zubhabhAvo ke jyAM potAne bahu rasa lAge che tevA bhAvo, guNa-paryAyanA bhedo, vagere. je je sUkSma-sUkSma bhAvo AvatA hoya te badhAmAM cArebAju prajJAchINI pharI vaLe che. ane cokhkhA be bhAga karI nAkhe che. A caitanyano bhAga ane A vibhAvano bhAga ema be bhAga karI nAkhe che. ra59. prazna:- samayasAra gAthA 17-18 mAM bhagavAna AtmA saune anubhavamAM Avato hovA chatAM potAne AtmajJAna udaya thatuM nathI temAM daSTinI bhUla che tema batAvyuM che ? samAdhAnaH- hA, daSTinI bhUla batAvavI che ke tenI daSTi bahAra jAya che. jema koI bIjAnI gaNatarI karato hoya ke A mANasa che, A mANasa che paNa pote potAne gaNavAnuM bhUlI jAya che tema pote badhuM bahAramAM joI rahyo che. paNa huM caitanyadravya chuM ema potAne ja bhUlI gayo che. tene potAnA astitvanI ane AnaMdanI anubhUti nathI. anubhUtisvarUpa pote hovA chatAM paNa AnaMdanI anubhUti nathI. jJAna asAdhAraNa lakSaNa che ke je lakSaNathI pote potAne oLakhI zake che. te jJAyakatAno nAza nathI thayo, jJAna jJAnarUpe pariNamI rahyuM che paNa pote jJAyakatArUpe thayo nathI mATe tenA tarapha daSTi kare, tenuM jJAna kare, AcaraNa kare to tene AnaMdanI anubhUti pragaTa thAya. ra6). prazna- tyAM to prathama AtmAne jANavo ema kahyuM che to AtmAne zraddhavo pachI ? samAghAna - jyAre pote potA tarapha jAya tyAre pahelAM yathArtha jJAnathI oLakhe. mATe pahelAM jJAna yathArtha karavuM, pachI pratIti karavI ane pachI AcaraNa karavuM-tema krama lIdho che. anAdinI potAne sAcI samajaNa ja thaI nathI tethI pahelAM ema kahevAya ke tuM jJAna yathArtha kara to zraddhA yathArtha thAya. kharI rIte to samyagdarzanajJAna-cAritra te mokSamArga che. yathArtha pratIti thAya to ja mokSamArganI zarUAta thAya che. paNa pahelAM yathArtha jJAna kara pachI zraddhA thAya, tema Ave che. ra61. prazna:- prathama zuM hoya-zraddhA ke jJAna? samAdhAna:- sAcI samajaNa vagara yathArtha zraddhA thatI nathI. ane yathArtha zraddhA vagara jJAna yathArtha thatuM nathI. ra62. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 156 ] prazna:- to amAre jJAna paNa karavuM ? ane zraddhA paNa karavI ? samAdhAnaH- jJAna ane zraddhA sAthe ja che. yathArtha zraddhA hoya to jJAna yathArtha thayA vagara rahetuM nathI. jene yathArtha jJAna thAya tenI zraddhA paNa yathArtha ja hoya che. ra63. prazna:- jainadarzanamAM zraddhAnI pradhAnatA che ? samAdhAnaH- hA, zraddhAnI pradhAnatA che. zraddhA kare temAM jJAna vacce Ave che, mATe prathama jJAna karavuM ema kahevAya paNa zraddhA yathArtha hoya to ja muktinA mArganI zarUAta thAya che. 264. prazna:- zuM mumukSune AtmA prApta karavA jatAM deva-zAstra-guru pratye zubhabhAva Ave ja? samAdhAna:- hA, mumukSunI bhUmikAmAM tevA bhAva Ave. samyagdarzana thatAM muktino mArga zarU thAya, pachI cAritradazA thAya to paNa deva-zAstra-gurunA zubha vikalpa sAthe hoya che. jyAM sudhI vItarAgadazA nathI thaI tyAM sudhI zubhabhAva hoya che. mumukSune to ema thAya ke deva-zAstra-gurunI samIpatA ho. temanI vANInuM zravaNamanana ho, vagere badhI bhAvanA Ave. samyagdaSTine, cAritravAna munine paNa devazAstra-gurunI sAnnidhyatAnA zubha bhAva AvyA vaga2 rahetA nathI, vacce sAthe hoya che. aNuvrata-mahAvratanAM zubha pariNAma Ave che. tenI sAthe deva-zAstragurunA sAnnidhyanAM zubha pariNAmo Ave che. bahArano yoga keTalo hoya te vAta judI paNa tenI bhAvanA to AvI hoya che. 265. prazna:- pAtra ziSya samyagdarzana prApta karavA mATe kevuM ciMtavana-manana kare ke jethI tene zIghra prayojananI siddhi thAya ? samAdhAnaH- niraMtara tene jJAyakanuM ciMtavana hovuM joIe. mAre to zAyaka ja joIe, bIjuM kAMI na joIe. badhA zubhAzubha-vibhAvabhAva che temAM zAMti lAgatI nathI. mAro jJAyakabhAva te sukharUpa ane AnaMdarUpa che.-Ama zAyakanuM ciMtavana-manana hoya ane tenA mATe vAraMvAra teno ja abhyAsa, tevI jAtanA zrutanuM ciMtavana kare. dravya-guNa-paryAyo zuM? nimitta-upAdAna zuM? ema prayojanabhUta tattvanA vicAro aneka prakAre kare. huM jJAyaka chuM, 52 padArthono huM kartA nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [157 dareka dravya svataMtra che.-Ama badhuM ciMtavana jJAyakanI siddhi mATe kare. mAro jJAyaka jJAyakarUpe kema pariNamI jAya tevI bhAvanA niraMtara hoya. ciMtavana-manana vAraMvAra tenuM ja hoya che. kSaNe kSaNe zAyakanuM ciMtavana-manana rahe evo teno prayatna hoya che, temAM te thAkato nathI paNa prayatna cAlu ja rAkhe che. ra6. prazna:- eka dravyathI bIjA dravyanI bhinnatA gurudeva ane ApanA pratApe mumukSune thoDI thoDI khyAlamAM AvI. paNa dravya-guNa-paryAyanI kevI rIte bhinnatA karIne anubhava karavo te viSayamAM amane mArgadarzana Apo. samAdhAnaH- eka dravyathI bIjuM dravya atyaMta juduM che, temane pradezabheda che. ane vibhAva te potAno svabhAva nathI. mATe zAstramAM bhedajJAna karavAnuM Ave che ke vibhAvathI vibhakta thA paNa guNa-paryAyathI bhedajJAna karavAnuM nathI AvatuM. AtmAnA guNa-paryAyanAM lakSaNo oLakhIne, temanuM jJAna karIne, tenA bhedamAM na rokAtAM eka akhaMDa caitanya upara daSTi mUkavAthI temAM je anaMta guNa che tenI zuddha paryAya pragaTa thAya che. guNa-paryAyathI bhedajJAna karavAnuM rahetuM nathI, paNa tenuM jJAna karavAnuM rahe che. AtmA anaMta guNathI gUMthAyelu, abheda tattva che. temAM anaMtA guNo kevI jAtanA che, jJAnanuM jANapaNuM lakSaNa, AnaMdanuM nirAkuLatA lakSaNa, cAritranuM sthiratA lakSaNa. jJAna jANavAnuM kArya kare, AnaMda AnaMdanuM kArya kare. e rIte guNo tenA kArya ane lakSaNa u52thI oLakhI zakAya che. tene oLakhIne guNabhedamAM rokAvuM te rAgamizrita vikalpa che. te vacce AvyA vagara rahe nahi, paNa eka akhaMDa caitanya u52 dRSTi karIne tyAM sthira thAya to tene svAnubhUti pragaTa thAya che. vikalpa toDIne huM nirvikalpa tattva chuM, ema sAmAnya astitva u52 niHzaMka daSTi karI temAM sthiratA-lInatA-AcaraNa kare to svAnubhUti pragaTa thAya che. be dravyo judAM che te to dekhAya che, chatAM paNa bhedajJAna to 52thI ne vibhAvathI karavAnuM rahe che ne guNa-paryAyanuM jJAna karavAnuM che. AtmA anaMtaanaMta zaktiothI bharelo che. anaMtA dravyo tenI nikaTamAM che. to paNa potAnuM astitva jALavI rAkhe che. tenA anaMtA guNo-dharmo che te badhAnuM jJAna karavA mATe tenAM lakSaNo ane kAryo oLakhavAM. pachI tenA bhedavikalpamAM rokAvAnuM nathI. guNo to potAnuM svarUpa che, te potAthI judA nathI. mATe tenuM jJAna karIne guNa bhedomAM ke paryAyabhedamAM nahi Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 158] [svAnubhUtidarzana rokAtAM caitanya upara daSTi mUkavI. teNe jANavuM ke A guNa che, A paryAya che. paNa vikalpamAM rokAvAnuM kAMI prayojana nathI, jANavAnuM prayojana che. pachI pote potAmAM sthira thAya to svAnubhUti pragaTa thAya che. UMcAmAM UMco zubhabhAva paNa vibhAva che, potAnuM svarUpa nathI. tethI tenAthI potAne judo pADe che. pachI te jANe che ke paryAya te aMza che ne guNa che te paNa eka-eka bhedarUpe che-tema jANI le che, ane akhaMDa sAmAnya caitanya upara daSTi de che, jethI vizeSa paryAyo pragaTa thAya che, samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra pragaTe che.-sarva guNAMza te samyakatva-badhA guNonA aMzo pragaTa thAya che. caitanyamAM vizeSa lInatA thavAthI munidazA Ave che ane aMtarmuhUrta-aMtarmuhUrta nirvikalpadazA thAya che-svarUpamAM vAraMvAra jAmI jAya che ane temAMthI ja pUrNa vItarAgadazA pragaTa thAya che. ra67. prazna- amo jJAnathI juduM pADatAM tAM, evI bhUla amArI thatI hatI to zuM jJAnathI judo jJAyaka ema nahi levAnuM? samAdhAnaH- huM adhUrA jJAna jeTalo nathI, pUrNa zAzvata chuM. mati-zruti-avadhimana:paryayajJAna te badhA kSayopazama jJAnanA bheda che, te mAro pUrNa svabhAva nathI. pUrNa svabhAvane grahaNa karavo. adhUrAne nahi. rAga ane nimittanA kAraNe je paryAyo thAya che tene grahaNa nahi karatAM je pUrNa svarUpa che tene grahaNa karavuM joIe. A badhI adhUrI paryAyo che tenuM jJAna karavuM. te caitanyanI sAdhanAmAM pragaTatI paryAya che. tenAthI bhedajJAna karavAnuM nathI. ra68. prazna- dravyanI koTi UMcI che ane paryAyanI koTi nAnI che te pramANanI apekSAe kahevAya che ke nayanI apekSAe? samAdhAnaH- te naya apekSAe barAbara che. dravyanI koTi UMcI ja che. dravya zAzvata, anAdi-anaMta che, dravyamAM anaMta guNa bharyA che. ane anaMta zuddha paryAyo pragaTa karavAnI zakti paNa emAM che. mATe dravyanI koTi UMcI che. paryAya kSaNe kSaNe palaTe che. mATe paryAyanI koTi te apekSAe nAnI che. paryAyanuM vadana thAya che, dravyanuM vedana nathI. dravya dRSTimAM Ave che ane paryAya vedanamAM Ave che tathA paryAyamAM kevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya che, te apekSAe paryAya pUjanika ane vaMdanIya kahevAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 159 dravyanI koTi UMcI che, kemake dravya anaMta zaktiothI bhareluM che, dravyanI daSTi karavAthI muktino mArga zarU thAya che, dravyadaSTi vagara muktino mArga zarU thato nathI, te apekSAe dravyanI koTi UMcI che. paryAya pragaTa vedanamAM Ave ane paryAya pragaTa thAya tyAre jevuM dravya hoya tevuM potAne vedanamAM Ave che. mATe koI vAra paryAyanI mukhyatAthI kahevAya, paNa vastusthitie dravyanI koTi UMcI che. ra69. prazna- A5 vAraMvAra kaho cho ke deva-zAstra-gurune rdayamAM sthApIne muktinA prayANa karaje, ane kuMdakuMdAcAryadava paryAyane gauNa karavAnuM kahe che. te A baMne vAtanI saMdhi kevI rIte karavI ? mane mUMjhavaNa thAya che. samAdhAna - deva-zAstra-gurune hRdayamAM rAkhavA teno artha ema che ke je pote AgaLa vadhavA mAMge che teNe deva-zAstra-guru zuM kahI rahyAM che, temaNe zuM mArga batAvyo che, te hRdayamAM rAkhIne teno Azaya grahaNa karIne-muktinAM prayANa cAlu rAkhavAM paNa tethI zubhabhAvamAM aTakI javuM evo teno artha nathI. pote dravyadaSTipUrvaka svarUpamAM lIna thato hoya tyAre zubha vikalpamAM aTakI javuM evo teno artha nathI. deva-zAstra-guru ja batAvI rahyAM che ke zubha vikalpa che te vibhAva che ane tuM badhAthI nirALuM nirvikalpa tattva che. tuM amArA uparathI paNa daSTi uThAvI de, rAgano bhAva choDI de ne vItarAga thaI jA. tema deva-zAstra-guru pote batAvI rahyA che. mATe prayojana to vItarAgatA karavAnuM che. paNa sAdhaka che eTale pahelAMthI vItarAgatA pUrNa thaI jatI nathI ne teno upayoga bahAra Ave che. bhedajJAnanI dhArA cAlatI hoya tyAre paNa zubhanA aneka jAtanA vikalpo hoya che. mATe zubhabhAvamAM deva-zAstra-gurune tAre sAthe rAkhavA. tuM tArI meLAe-tArI mati-kalpanAthI mArgane zodhIza nahi. deva-zAstra-guru zuM kahI rahyAM che teno Azaya samajIne tuM te mArge cAlaje, muktinAM prayANa cAlu rAkhaje. deva-zAstraguru zuM kahe che te Azaya samajIne pachI svabhAva sAthe meLavI, tArA potAthI nirNaya karI-nakkI karI muktinAM prayANa cAlu rAkhaje. tArI mati-kalpanAthI tuM mArgamAM cAlato nahi evo artha che. paryAya uparathI daSTi chUTI, huM zuddha chuM, huM azuddha chuM evA nayapakSanA vikalpo tathA guNabhedanA vikalpa paNa chUTI jAya che tyAre dravyadaSTi thAya che, te Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 160] [svAnubhUtidarzana muktino mArga che. ema deva-zAstra-guru batAve che. mATe teo zuM kahI rahyA che te Azayane samajIne muktinAM prayANa cAlu rAkhaje ema kahevAno Azaya che. vaLI, kSapakazreNI mAMDI bAramA guNasthAne pahoMce te pahelAM vacce dravyaguNa-paryAyanA abuddhipUrvaka vicAra Ave che, zrutanA vicAra Ave che te vicAra tUTI pUrNa vItarAga thAya tyAre kevaLajJAna thAya che. te zrutanA vicAra vastusthiti anusAra hoya che, bIjI jAtanA nathI hotA. mATe je mArge mahApuruSo cAlyA te mArge cAlavuM tevo teno artha che. ra70. prazna- jainadarzana satya che te mane bese che tema Apa kahetAM hatAM to te kevI rIte besatuM hatuM? samAdhAna- mane aMdarathI AvatuM hatuM, paNa A samyagdarzana pachInI vAta che. te pahelAM to meM khUba vicAra-maMthana karIne nakkI karyuM hatuM. prazna-carcA thatI temAM, A ja svabhAva hoI zake, jANanArano svabhAva A ja hoya, je svabhAva hoya te AkuLatA vagarano hoya, je vibhAva che te AkuLatArUpa che ane je du:kharUpa hoya te potAno svabhAva na hoya ema aneka prakAre vicAra karIne nakkI kareluM hatuM. tyAra pachI aMtaramAM dhArA pragaTa thaI ne anubhUti thaI tenA arthamAM meM lakhyuM hatuM ke jainadarzana satya che tema mane bese che. mane to gurudeva pAsethI mArga maLyo hato tenA upara vicAra karI, te jAtano prayatna karatAM anubhUti thaI. tyAra pachI TUMkAmAM lakhyuM hatuM. daSTi, prayatna vagere badhuM gurudevanA pratApe thayuM che. ra71. prazna- samyagdarzana pahale kayA bhAvanA hotI hai? samAdhAna:- pahale ye honA cAhiye ki meM jJAyakatattva haiM, yaha saba kucha meM nahIM hUM, samyagdarzanakA upAya bhedajJAnakI dhArA aura svAnubhUti hai, vaha kaise pragaTa aisA prayatna honA cAhiye. jJAyaka tarapha daSTi kaise jAya? bhedajJAnakI dhArA kese pragaTe? svAnubhUti kaise hove? aisI bhAvanA, zrutakA, ciMtavana-abhyAsa-sat samAgamanI bhAvanA yahu saba pahale hotA hai. jJAyakakI mahimA, jJAyaka svabhAva kaise grahaNa ho usakI bhAvanA-UMDI jijJAsA, kSaNa kSaNa mujhe AtmA hI cAhiye aura kucha nahIM cAhiye, mujhe AtmA binA kucha aina nahIM paDatA aisA zarUme honA cAhiye. 27ra. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [161 prazna- vikalpa kema TaLe ? samAghAna - potAnI ghaNI taiyArI hoya tyAre vikalpa TaLe che. anAdikALathI ekatvabuddhino abhyAsa che, zarIra tarapha ekatvabuddhi che. kSaNe kSaNe zarIra te huM ne huM te zarIra, vibhAva te huM ne huM te vibhAva evI ekatvabuddhi che. te ekatvabuddhi tUTe ane svabhAvanI mahimA Ave, huM to eka jJAyaka chuM ema svabhAvanI laganI lAge, aMdarathI tAlAvelI jAge to vibhAvano rasa nItarI jAya-UtarI jAya. joke pachI amuka vibhAva Ubho rahe che, paNa teno badhoya rasa UtarI jAya che, ane potAnA svabhAvanI mahimA-prema vinA kayAMya ruce nahi, eTalI taiyArI thAya tyAre jJAyakanI daSTi kare. jJAyakanI daSTi kayAre thAya? svabhAvanI mahimA AvyA vinA ane vibhAvano rasa UtaryA vagara jJAyakanI daSTi thatI nathI. bahAramAM daSTi jAya che, te badho rasa UtarI jAya ane svabhAvanI mahimA Ave to vibhAvano rasa nItarI jAya. svabhAvanI laganI lAge to vibhAvano rasa Utare, ane vibhAvano rasa Utare to svabhAvanI daSTi thAya ane vikalpa chUTe. 273. prazna- zarUAta to vikalpathI karavI paDe ne ? samAdhAna - huM zuddha chuM, jJAyaka chuM ema zarUAtamAM vikalpa thayA kare. paNa vikalpanI pAchaLa nirvikalpa tattva che ema tenuM dhyeya hovuM joIe. ( vikalpa vacce Ave che.) chatAM vikalpamAtrathI nathI thatuM, huM to nirvikalpa tattva chuM evuM dhyeya hovuM joIe. jJAyaka chuM evA vikalpa Ave te huM nathI, huM to nirvikalpatAthI ne AnaMda Adi guNothI bharelo jJAyaka chuM ane te dhyeya hovuM joIe. vikalpamAtra karavAthI meM badhuM karI lIdhuM evI daSTi na hovI joIe, hajI UMDa pahoMcavAnuM bAkI ja che. ra74. prazna- pUjA-pATha karavAthI saMsArano rasa ocho thato jAya ? samAdhAna- ema nathI. aMtaramAM bhagavAna jinendradevanI mahimA Ave, bhagavAne vItarAgatA pragaTa karI evI vItarAgatA mArAmAM paNa che ema vItarAgatAnI mahimA Ave ne teno rasa lAge to saMsArano rasa ocho thAya. bAkI to pUjApATha rUDhigata kare to tenAthI rasa ocho nathI thato. potAne vItarAgatAnI mahimA Ave to rasa ocho thAya. bhagavAna niSkriyapaNe potAmAM TharI gayA che! aho prabhu! Ape Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 162 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana AvuM pragaTa karyuM evuM mane paNa ho ema bhAvanApUrvaka pUjA karavAthI saMsArano rasa ocho thAya. mAre kAMI nathI joItuM, basa ApanI samIpe besI rahuM ane ApanI pUjA karuM, ApanA guNagAna-mahimA karuM evI bhAvanA sAthe mAre AtmA ja joIe che evI ruci hoya to saMsArano rasa ocho thAya. pUjA-pAThathI rasa ocho na thAya, potAnI bhAvanA vItarAgatAnI hoya to rasa ocho thAya. azubha pariNAmathI bacavA mATe pUjA-pATha vacce Ave che. indro paNa bhagavAnanI evI pUjA ane mahimA kare ke jonArAne Azcarya lAge! chatAM bhAva upara AdhAra che, kriyA upara AdhAra nathI. potAnI (potAnA svarUpanI ) bhAvanAthI kare to ( saMsArano 2sa ocho thAya. "jina pratimA jina sArakhI" jinendra bhagavAnanI pratimA joIne he bhagavAna! huM Apane sAkSAt jinendradeva ja dekhuM chuM, samavasaraNamAM bhagavAna che tevA ja Apane dekhuM chuM ane evo ja mAro AtmA che. ema judA ja prakAranI bhAvanA Ave to saMsArano 2sa ocho thAya. 275. prazna:- svAdhyAya vadhAre karavo ke maMthana vadhAre karavuM ? samAdhAnaH- jemAM rasa paDe te karavuM. ciMtavanamAM upayoga Take nahi to svAdhyAya karavI ane vizeSa samajavA mATe ciMtavana kare, game te kare, zAstra samajaNapUrvaka vAMce to temAM bheguM AvI jAya che. ekaluM-ekaluM ciMtavana jhAjhIvAra cAle nahi to zAstra sAthe rAkhavuM. zAstra sAthe rAkhavAthI ciMtavana vadhAre daDha thAya che. AtmAne lagatuM game te kare. jyAM rasa Take, potAnI pariNita Take te karavuM. potAne 2sa lAge te karavAnuM che. ekadama dhyAnano prayatna karavAthI svAnubhUti thatI nathI, pahelAM jJAna kare pachI sAcuM ghyAna hoya. pahelAM jJAyakatA oLakhAya ane pachI kSaNe kSaNe huM judo chuM, judo chuM ema jJAyaka upara dRSTi jAme to svAnubhUti thAya. aMtaradaSTi jAmyA vagara svAnubhUti konA AdhAre pragaTa thAya? pahelAM daSTi jJAyakamAM sthApavI joIe. 276. prazna:- pahelAM zraddhAmAM A vAta besADatA javI joIe ? samAdhAnaH- pahelAM buddhipUrvaka zraddhAmAM besADe ke huM A caitanya chuM, huM A jANanAro jJAyaka chuM. huM jANanAruM eka tattva chuM. jagatanAM A badhAM tattvo che temAM huM zAzvata zuddhAtmatattva chuM. mArAmAM koI kalaMka nathI, mela nathI evo huM zuddhAtmA chuM. anaMtakALa gayo to paNa huM sphaTikaratna jevo nirmaLa chuM. pachI daSTi Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 163 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] potAnA tattvane oLakhIne jAmI jAya, to nirvikalpatA pragaTa thAya. sphaTikamAM jema-lAla-pILA raMgo dekhAya te badhA upara uparanA che, tema mArAmAM badhA vibhAvo thAya te mULa svabhAvamAM nathI. huM sphaTika jevo nirmaLa chuM. pANImAM je malinatA hoya te, nirmaLI auSadhithI dUra thAya che tema jJAnarUpI samyaka auSadhithI rAgAdi malinatA dUra thAya che. A to daSTAMta ApyuM, tema potAne judo pADavA prayatna kare, tenA mATe ciMtavana kare, zAstra-svAdhyAya kare, zubhabhAva aneka jAtanA Ave che, paNa svabhAva jANavAnuM vizeSa nimitta svAdhyAya ane ciMtavana che. jhAjhIvAra ciMtavana ane zAstra-svAdhyAya thAya nahi tethI jinendradevanI mahimA potAne Ave ane temAM paNa rokAya, paraMtu tenI sAthe sAcuM jJAna hovuM joIe. jJAnapUrvaka mahimA hovI joIe. 277. prazna- jIvananA kartavya saMbaMdhI thoDuM pharamAvavA kRpA karazojI. samAghAna- AtmA AnaMdano sAgara che tene grahaNa karavAthI AnaMdano sAgara pragaTe che. tene grahaNa karavA mATe niraMtara-kSaNe-kSaNe abhyAsa kare, to aMtaramAMthI AnaMdano sAgara pragaTe. te kAMI dUra nathI-kayAMya gotavA javuM paDe tema nathI potAnI pAse ja che. badhA uparathI daSTi pAchI kheMcIne potAmAM daSTi kare to pragaTe. A bAhya daSTi uThAvIne arthAt sthUla padArtho uparathI, zubhabhAvo uparathI ne kSaNika bhAvo uparathI daSTi uThAvIne aMtaramAM AnaMdano sAgara Akho che te sAgaramAM, ke jemAM anaMtaguNa-ratnAkara bharyA che temAM, jAya to AnaMdano sAgara pragaTe evuM che. te karavAnuM che. potAnA puruSArthanI khAmIne laIne pote aTake che, mATe niraMtara deva-zAstragurune hRdayamAM rAkhIne niraMtara teno ja eka abhyAsa jIvanamAM ho, bIjuM kAMI na ho, evI bhAvanA rAkhavI. eka jJAyakano abhyAsa ane deva-zAstra-gurune hRdayamAM rAkhavA te jIvananuM kartavya che. ra78. prazna:- kArya kema nathI AvatuM? samAdhAnaH- kAraNa Ape eTaluM kArya Ave. kAraNanI kacAze kAryanI kacAza che. pUruM kAraNa na apAya tyAM sudhI kArya AvatuM nathI. kAraNa na apAya tyAM sudhI tenI bhAvanA karavI, bhedajJAnanI dhArAno abhyAsa karavo, nirvikalpa AtmA che, tenI daSTi (ci) karavI, kAraNa pUruM na apAya tyAM sudhI kArya na Ave, evo siddhAMta che. na thAya to samajavuM ke kAraNa ochuM che, mATe kArya nathI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 164 ] AvatuM. tethI kAraNanI tIvratA karavI, teno abhyAsa kSaNe kSaNe karavo te ja karavAnuM che. mumukSuH- kSaNe kSaNe abhyAsa thato nathI. bahenazrI:- paNa te thAya kayAMthI? vibhAvano abhyAsa sahaja thaI gayo che, kSaNe kSaNe vibhAvanI smRti Ave che, eTale ahIM kAraNa ochuM che to kArya kayAMthI Ave? bAkI to pote ja che, kAMI bIjo nathI ne bahAra levA javAnuM nathI. aMdaramAM pote jato nathI, potAnA u52 daSTi karato nathI. mAtra vicAra kare, bhAvanA kare ane pAchuM chUTI jAya. kAraNa Apato nathI mATe kArya AvatuM nathI. kAraNa pUruM Ape to kArya jaladI Ave, kAraNa ochuM Ape che eTale vAra lAge che. jeTalI vAra lAge che te kAraNanI kacAza che. 279. prazna:- anubhavajJAnathI niveDo che. to koIne anubhava thayo hoya ane teNe zAstra na jANyAM hoya to paNa cAle ? samAdhAnaH- anubhava jJAnamAM zAstra AvI jAya che. zAstranuM je rahasya che te anubhUtimAM AvI jAya che. chatAM vacce zAstra jANyAM hoya to nukasAnabhUta nathI. tene kadAca zAstranA vizeSa zabdo na AvaDatA hoya, to paNa temAM zAstranuM rahasya AvI jAya che. zAstramAM kahe che ke dravyadRSTi kara, bhedajJAna kara, ne anubhUti kara. to anubhUti jene thaI gaI tene jANavAnuM rahasya temAM AvI gayuM, kAraNa ke tene bhedajJAna dvArA-dravyadRSTi dvArA ja anubhUti thAya che. zAstra jANavAnuM prayojana paNa temAM AvI jAya che. bhagavAnanI divyadhvanimAM muktimArga Ave che, to potAnI anubhUti thaI temAM badhuM AvI jAya che. jJAyaka svabhAvane oLakhavAthI anubhUti thatAM zAstronuM rahasya temAM AvI jAya che. yukti, Agama, anubhava-badhuM bheguM temAM AvI jAya che. zivabhUti muni kAMI jANatA na hatA. gurue kahyuM 'tuSamAsa bhinna' te paNa bhUlI gayA. tyAM koI bAI dALaphotarAM judAM karatI hatI temAMthI bhedajJAnano Azaya grahaNa karI lIdho ne aMdara jJAyakamAM caDI gayA to aMtarmuhurtamAM kevaLajJAna thayuM. temaNe artha grahaNa karI lIdho, gurue kahyuM tenuM rahasya grahaNa karI lIdhuM temAM zAstra AvI gayAM. 280. prazna:- jJAyaka jJAnathI grahaNa thAya-pakaDAya e zuM barAbara che? samAdhAnaH- pote potAne jANato nathI eTale asAdhAraNa guNathI guNI pakaDAya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 165 che ema kahevAya che, paNa guNathI guNI pakaDAya te paNa bheda che. guNIne pote sIdho pakaDavo joIe. je anAdithI ajANyo che te guNI guNanA bhedathI pakaDAya tema kahevAya che, paraMtu vizeSa guNa nathI pakaDavo, pakaDavo che guNIne, dravyane pakaDavAnuM che temAM vacce guNa-lakSaNa Ave che. 281. prazna:- AtmA Akho arUpI eka ghana padArtha che evuM zuM khyAlamAM Ave ? samAdhAnaH- AtmA arUpI hovA chatAM eka vastu che ke jemAM varNa-gaMdha-2sa-sparza nathI. ghana eTale dravyarUpe Akho ghana che, chatAM temAM anaMta guNo ane anaMta paryAya che. ghana eTale kAMI guNo ke paryAyo nathI evI jAtano te nathI. ghana kahetAM te anaMta guNathI bharelo abheda che, temAM koI jAtanA bheda nathI. A badhuM svAnubhUti thatAM tene vedanamAM Ave che, teno ghanarUpe abheda bhAva ane guNaparyAyanA bhedo vagere badhuM tenA jJAnamAM AvI jAya che. dravya upara dRSTi thatAM abheda ane bheda badhuM jANavAmAM AvI jAya che. pahelAM lakSaNathI oLakhe, pachI lakSaNathI zraddhA kare ane svAnubhUti thatAM vedanamAM badhuM AvI jAya che. nirvilpadazA thatAM vedanamAM badhuM AvI jAya che ke A caitanya padArtha kevo che. 282. prazna:- vizeSano khyAla Ave che paNa sAmAnyano khyAla Avato nathI. haMmezA vizeSa uparathI ema thAya ke AvuM sAmAnya hovuM joIe ? to zuM te barAbara che? samAdhAnaH- sAmAnyano khyAla Ave ane vizeSano paNa khyAla Ave. sAmAnya vizeSa pote vastu ja che. tethI baMneno khyAla Ave che. vizeSa anubhavamAM Ave che, paNa tethI sAmAnyanuM jJAna nathI thatuM evuM nathI. sAmAnya-vizeSa baMne khyAlamAM Ave che. vizeSa upa2thI sAmAnya khyAlamAM Ave eTale sAmAnya khyAlamAM ja nathI AvatuM evuM nathI. pote nathI jANato eTale pahelAM vizeSa upa2thI guNa-guNInA bheda pADI samajAvavAmAM Ave che, paNa jyAM vikalpa chUTI jAya che ane pote potAne jANe che temAM sAmAnya-vizeSa baMne khyAlamAM AvI jAya che. temAM kAMI tene vizeSa pahelAM khyAlamAM Ave ane sAmAnya pachI khyAlamAM Ave evuM rahetuM nathI; UlaTuM sAmAnya tene mukhya thaI jAya che. sAmAnya upara daSTi thatAM te mukhya thaI jAya che ane jJAna upayogAtmaka thaIne pote potAnA sAmAnyane ane vizeSane-baMnene jANe che. 283. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 166 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana praznaH- varNaguNa dekhAya nahi, paNa tenI kALI-pILI paryAya upa2thI teno khyAla Ave. tema zuM paryAya ke guNabheda uparathI dravyasvabhAvano khyAla Avato haze ? samAdhAnaH- je nathI jANato tene paryAyathI sAmAnyano khyAla karAvavAmAM Ave che, paNa tethI sAmAnya sIdhuM khyAlamAM na Ave evuM nathI, sAmAnya sAmAnyathI khyAlamAM Ave che. jema varNathI puddagala jaNAya che tema vizeSanA jJAnathI AtmAno khyAla karAvatAM te sIdho na jaNAya evuM nathI. pahelAM tene anumAnajJAna hoya che eTale vizeSathI sAmAnyano khyAla karAvAya; paNa jyAM sAmAnya upa2 dRSTi gaI to sAmAnya sAmAnyathI jaNAya che, pote potAnA astitvathI jaNAya che. sAmAnya svarUpa pote potAmAM astirUpa che, kAMI nAstirUpa nathI; tethI pote potAnA astitvathI abhedarUpe jaNAya che pote caitanya che, mATe pote potAnA sAmAnya svarUpane jANe che. vizeSathI sAmAnyane jANatAM lakSaNa-lakSyano bheda paDe che; paNa jJAnI sAmAnya svarUpane pote potAthI jANe che ke A huM chuM. A huM caitanya chuM, ema pote guNanA bheda pADayA vagara abheda svarUpe zraddhA kare che ane jJAnamAM jANe che. jema pratyakSa kevaLajJAna thAya te sIdhuM sAmAnyane jANe che tema samyagdaSTi paNa sAmAnyane pote potAnA anubhavamAM jANe che, astisvarUpa huM chuM ema jANe che. sAmAnya na jaNAya ema nathI, potAnA astitvathI potAne jaNAya che. 284. prazna:- vicAra ane dhyAnamAM zuM phera ? samAdhAnaH- AtmAnA vicAra che te jJAnanI paryAya che. dravya kevuM che? guNo kevA che? tema vicAramAM aneka bheda paDe che-ane dhyAna eTale ekAgratA, AtmAmAM ekAgra thavuM te. eka agra AtmAne lakSamAM laIne-mULa vastune grahaNa karIne-temAM ekAgratA karavI tenuM nAma dhyAna che. vicAramAM to aneka prakAranA bheda paDe che. guNabheda, paryAyabheda vagere badhAnA vicAra Ave; paNa dhyAnamAM to AtmAne lakSamAM laIne 52thI ne vibhAvathI judo tathA kSaNika paryAya jeTalo paNa huM nathI ema bhedajJAna karI, basa, eka caitanyamAM lInatA-ekAgratA kare che. bhedajJAna karI temAM ekAgratA ka2vI te dhyAnanuM lakSaNa che. 285. prazna:- AtmAmAM rAga thAya che, chatAM rAga thato nathI tema kema kahevAmAM Ave che? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [167 samAdhAnaH- AtmA to zAzvata potAnA svabhAvarUpe che ne rAga to vibhAva che, tethI temAM rAga kayAMthI hoya? dravyamAM rAga nathI. dravya apekSAe "rAga nathI' te bolavAmAtra nathI, paNa rAga mArA svabhAvamAM kharekhara nathI. mArA mULa svarUpamAM rAga nathI huM to jema chuM tema anAdi-anaMta jJAyaka svarUpe chuM paNa paryAyamAM rAga che, tenAthI dUra kema thAuM? mATe puruSArtha karavAno rahe che.-Ama vicAre to A be apakSAmAM virodha nathI. dravya apekSAe mArAmAM rAga nathI; dravya svarUpa jouM to rAga mArAmAM nathI; huM to jJAyaka-zuddhAtmA chuM. A je badhA vibhAvika bhAva che te upara uparathI rahelA che, te aMtaranA mULamAM nathI. rAganI pariNati che te mArA mULa svarUpamAM nathI, to te TaLe kevI rIte? e rIte sAdhakane tene TALavAno ane potAnA zuddhAtmasvarUpane pragaTa karavAno prayatna rahe che. sAdhakanI rucimAM AvyuM che ke huM to jJAyaka chuM. mArAmAM A rAga che ja nahi. to paNa A badhuM AvyuM kayAMthI? ke mArI potAnI pariNati puruSArthanI maMdatAthI vartamAna te rIte pariNamI che eTale te AvyuM che. 286. prazna- jJAnI rAga mArAmAM thAya che evuM jANavAM chatAM, rAga mArAmAM nathI tema kayA prayojanapUrvaka vicAre che ? samAdhAna- jJAnI prayojanapUrvaka vicAre che ke rAga mArA svabhAvamAM nathI. tene ruci, pratItimAM to ema che ke rAga mArA svabhAvamAM nathI chatAM paNa A rAga che kharo ! have te che to TaLe kevI rIte ? ema vicArI tene TALavAno prayatna kare che. huM to anAdi-anaMta jJAyaka ja chuM, rAga mArA svabhAvamAM nathI tethI huM teno kartA nathI. A rIte aMtaramAM beya apekSA samaje che tethI jJAnIne bemAM virodha dekhAto nathI. mULa svarUpamAM rAga nathI tethI TaLI jAya che. jo mULamAM rAga hoya to TaLe kayAMthI? jo mULamAM rAga hoya to AtmAno svabhAva thaI jAya ne to kadI TaLe nahi. vaLI rAga duHkharUpa che ne potAno svabhAva duHkharUpa hoya nahi. mATe A paranA lakSe thayelI upAdhirUpa pariNati che ne te cAlI jatAM mAro svabhAva che te pragaTa thaI jAya che. Ama tenI ruci potAnA svabhAva tarapha rahe che. huM jJAyaka chuM ane A rAgAdi TaLe kema, ema rucimAM ane bhAvanAmAM tene rahe che. 287. prazna:- zraddhA pAkI thayA pachI vartana kema nathI thatuM? cAritrane kema vAra lAge che ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 168] [svAnubhUtidarzana samAdhAnaH- jJAnanA prayatnanI kacAza che, joke tene amuka aMze to cAritra che. jyAM zraddhA yathArtha thAya che tyAM jJAyakanI pariNati amuka prakAre to pragaTa thaI jAya che ane tethI amuka prakAre judo paDI jAya che. chatAM cAritra bAkI che te tenA prayatnanI khAmI che. to paNa zraddhAmAM eTaluM baLa che ke te prayatna karI avazya pAra paDavAno ja che. jJAnano prayatna cAlu rahe che, prayatna chUTI jato nathI. kSaNe kSaNe je vibhAva pariNati UbhI thAya che tenI sAme teno ekatva nA thAya eTalo joradAra prayatna Ubho ja rahe che. zraddhAnA baLathI ne jJAyakanI pariNatithI kSaNe kSaNe pariNatine potA tarapha kheMcato pote Ubho rahe che. tenA prayatnamAM jeTaluM baLa hoya teTaluM sahajapaNe rahe che. tene amuka (cAritranA) prayatnanI kacAzane laIne vAra lAge che chatAM jJAyakanI dhArA kSaNe kSaNe hAjara ja rahe che. tethI para sAthe ekatva thato nathI. zraddhAnA baLathI eTalo prayatna tene pragaTa thayo che arthAt tene eTalo joradAra prayatna sAthe rahe che ke vibhAva ke para sAthe ekatva thatuM ja nathI. vibhAva sAthe anAdinuM ekatva hatuM te ekatva have nathI thatuM, dareka kAryamAM judo ne judo rahe che. svAnubhUtinI dazA pragaTa thaI tyArathI vibhAva sAthenuM ekatva koI kSaNe thatuM nathI. evo teno sahaja prayatna cAle che ke paranA koI kAryamAM ke zubhAzubhanA koI vikalpamAM ekatva thatuM nathI. UMcAmAM UMcA zubha vikalpa hoya to paNa ekatva thatuM ja nathI, tenAthI vizeSa prayatna nathI eTale tene cAritradazAmAM vAra lAge che. 288. prazna:- mArganI zarUAta ja agharI che ke Akho mArga ja e pramANe puruSArtha mAMge che ? samAdhAna- zrImamAM Ave che ke prathama bhUmikA vikaTa hoya che. anAdithI ekatvabuddhi gADha thaI rahI che. temAMthI tene pasAra thavuM vikaTa lAge che. pachI to tene mArga sahaja ane sugama che. potAnA sahaja svabhAvane jeNe oLakhyo ane jene svabhAva pragaTa thayo tene pachI mArga sahaja ane sugama che. jevI pahelI bhUmikA kaThaNa hoya che tevI dareka bhUmikA kaThaNa hotI nathI. puruSArthanI dhArA to badhAmAM cAlu ja rAkhavI paDe che, paNa pahelI bhUmikA vikaTa hoya che. 289. prazna- samyagdarzana TakAvI rAkhavuM vikaTa che ? samAdhAna - samyagdarzana pAmavuM vikaTa che ane TakAvI rAkhavuM te paNa puruSArtha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [169 mAMge che. pAmyA pachI TakAvI rAkhavuM tenA karatAM pAmavuM vadhAre vikaTa che. samakita pAmyA pachI TakAvavAnuM vikaTa che, paNa jene puruSArtha cAlato hoya tene vikaTa nathI. jeno puruSArtha chUTI jato hoya tene TakAvavuM vikaTa che. je apaDivAhIeapratihatadhArAe UpaDyo hoya, cAre paDakhethI UpaDelo hoya, tene TakAvavuM vikaTa nathI, paNa je cAre paDakhethI UpaDyo na hoya to tene vikaTa che. chatAM paNa pahelI bhUmikA vadhAre vikaTa che. anaMtA jIvoe bhedajJAna pragaTa karyuM, cAritradazA pragaTa karI ane mokSe gayA. kAraNa ke potAno svabhAva che. potAno svabhAva hovAthI vikaTa levA chatAM, na banI zake tevuM nathI. pote puSArtha kare to thaI zake tevuM che. ra90. prazna- samyagdarzana thayA pahelAM svabhAvano mahimA Ave ? samAghAna- svabhAvano yathArtha mahimA vikalpa tUTe tyAre Ave che. paNa te pahelAM vicAra karI nirNaya kare temAM paNa tene mahimA to Ave che. yathArtha mahimA to svarUpamAM lIna thAya, svAnubhUtinI dazA pragaTa thAya tyAre Ave che. chatAM pote vicArIne nakkI kare che temAM paNa mahimA Ave che. ra91. prazna:- zuM teNe prayatna cAlu rAkhavo ? samAdhAnaH- teNe prayatna cAlu rAkhavo joIe. je cAre bAjuthI UpaDyo na hoya ne koI kAraNasara UpaDyo hoya tene puruSArtha maMda thavAnuM kAraNa bane che. je cAre paDakhethI UpaDyo hoya tene puruSArthanI dhArA cAle che. to paNa, puruSArtha to tene TheTha sudhI apaDivAhI-apratihatadhArAe karavo. ra92. prazna- zuM AtmA prApta karavA tIvra puruSArthanI jarUra che? samAdhAna:- (hA), tIvra puruSArthanI jarUra che. jene thAya tene aMtarmuhUrtamAM thAya ane na thAya to tene mATe tIvra puruSArthanI jarUra che. puruSArtha kare to thAya ja, na thAya tevuM nathI, paNa pote karato nathI. anaMtA jIvo puruSArtha karIne mokSa gayA che. para ane vibhAva sAthenI ekatvabuddhi divasa ane rAta cAlyA kare che. temAMthI chUTo paDIne jJAyakano abhyAsa amuka prakAre kare che paNa teno abhyAsa aMdarathI satata kare to thAya. satata abhyAsa kayAre thAya? ke laganI lAge to thAya. 293. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 170] [svAnubhUtidarzana prazna:- zuM huMTha ke utAvaLa kAma na Ave ? samAdhAna - utAvaLa kAma na Ave ne haTha kare to paNa kAma na Ave. aMdarathI potAne sahaja lAgavuM joIe to thAya. kAma thAtuM nathI mATe utAvaLa ke haTha kare; AkuLatA ke mUMjhavaNa kare to kAMI thAtuM nathI. tene bhAvanA thAya, ane bhAvanA hovA chatAM mArga dekhAto nathI tethI mUMjhavaNa paNa thAya; chatAM mUMjhavaNa evI na hovI joIe ke pote nAsIpAsa thaI jAya. 294. prazna- AtmA hAthamAM na Ave tyAre kayuM preraka baLa kAmanuM? te zuM kAma kare ? samAdhAnaH-AtmA hAthamAM na Ave tyAM sudhI vAraMvAra prayAsa karyA karavo. huM to judo chuM evA vicAro karyA kare. preraNA mATe karavAnuM A eka ja che, bIjuM nathI. tenI mahimAM na Ave to mahimA lAve, svabhAva oLakhavAno prayatna kare. jinendradeve zuM kahyuM? gurue zuM kahyuM? te upadeza yAda kare. gurudeve to puruSArtha pragaTa thAya tevI ghaNI preraNA ApI che. te uparAMta zAstra-svAdhyAya kare ne vicAra kare. paNa karavAnuM aMtaramAM che. bahAra thoDI svAdhyAya karIne ke A badhuM vicAra-vAMcana karIne meM ghaNuM karyuM che ema mAne to na thAya, kema ke karavAnuM aMtaramAM che. gurudevano upadeza joradAra, puruSArtha UpaDe tevo preraNAdAyaka hato. tuM jora kara.-ema joradAra siMhagarjanA karatA. nimitta to baLavAna hatuM, paNa pote ja karyuM nathI. potAnI ALasane laIne pote caitanyane nIrakhato nathI. "nija nayananI ALase. re, meM nIrakhyA na nayane hari" potAnI ALasane laIne pote joto nathI, paNa pote ja che. 295. prazna:- badhA mumukSune A karavAnI bhAvanA che, mATe to vAraMvAra doDI doDI Ave che ne ? samAdhAnaH- bhAvanA che, puruSArtha nathI. bhAvanA karyA kare che, paNa mArgane pote aMtaramAMthI puruSArtha karIne pragaTa karato nathI. mAtra bhAvanA karyA kare che. 296. prazna- bhAvanA karavI sahelI paDe che ane puruSArtha karavo agharo paDe che? samAdhAna:- puruSArtha agharo paDe che, jevuM vastunuM svarUpa che te pramANe kArya karavuM joIe. Ave che ne? ke mane baMdhana che...baMdhana che. ema vicAra karyA kare to baMdhana tUTatuM nathI. baMdhanane toDe to baMdhana tUTe che. 297. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [171 bahenazrInItattvacarcA] prazna:- baMdhana toDavA ApanI pAse badhA Ave che. samAghAna - baMdhana toDavuM te potAnA hAthanI vAta che, bIjA toDI detA nathI. zAstramAM Ave che ke "karmathI baMdhAyelAne baMdha saMbaMdhI vicAranI zRMkhalA mokSanuM kAraNa nathI.' huM judo, huM judo ema bhAvanA kare, vicArazRMkhalA karyA kare tenAthI baMdhana tUTatuM nathI. bhale bIjI bhAvanA kare tenA karatAM judo chuM-judo chuM ema vicAro-bhAvanA karyA kare te ThIka che; paNa judA paDavAno prayatna kare to judo paDe. jema beDInuM baMdhana che.baMdhana che ane te toDavuM che ema vicAra karyA kare to baMdhana na tUTe; paraMtu toDavAnuM kArya kare to ja tUTe che. tevI rIte mumukSutA hoya tethI bhAvanA karyA kare ke huM judo chuM. A mAruM svarUpa nathI, svarUpa kayAre pragaTa thAya?- ema vicAra karyA kare; paNa vicAramAtrathI kAMI thatuM nathI. vicAra tene eka bAhya sAdhana tarIke bane; paNa toDavuM to potAnA hAthanI vAta che ane toDayA vagara baMdhana tUTatuM nathI. 298. prazna:- Ave che ne ? ke jJAnIno eka zabda kAne paDe ane aMdaramAM palaTo khAI jAya. samAdhAnaH- potAnA puruSArthanI palaTo khAya che, purUSArtha vagara palaTo khAto nathI. mATe badhAmAM upAdAna potAnuM che. gurudeva kahe che ne? ke ghaNIvAra bhagavAna maLyA; paNa potAnI khAmIne laIne palaTyo nahi. bhagavAnanuM nimitta to joradAra hatuM, gurudevanuM nimitta paNa joradAra hatuM, paNa palaTo pote khAto nathI. ra99. prazna- bhAvanA to che ke palaTo khAvo che, paNa puruSArtha UpaDato nathI ? samAdhAna - beDIthI mUMjhAyelo hoya te beDI toDavAno mArga gotyA vagara raheto ja nathI. pote mUMjhANo che ke A beDI kema tUTe? to teno mArga game tema karIne ane game te sAdhano bhegAM karIne toDyA vagara raheto ja nathI, tema kharo mUMjhAyelo hoya te chUTayA vagara raheto ja nathI. kharI potAne aMdarathI lAgI nathI, tIvra tAlAvelI nathI. kharI lAge to toDavAno prayatna pote ja kare che. 3OO. prazna- ema thAya ke gurudeva tathA Apa maLyAM cho to vAraMvAra paricaya karIe, pAse jaIne lAbha laIe tathA sAMbhaLavAnuM, vAMcavAnuM Adi badhuM karIe chIe; paNa A palaTo khAvAnI vAta agharI paDe che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 172] [ svAnubhUtidarzana samAdhAna:- aMtaramAM teNe dhIrA thaIne, sUkSma thaIne UMDuM jAvuM paDe te nathI jato ane anAdino enuM e karyA kare che tethI agharuM paDe che. pote aMdara vicArIne jove ke pote kayA kAraNathI rokAyelo che, te to pote ja pakaDI zake ema che. pote rokAyelo che, koI rokatuM nathI. 301. prazna:- palaTavuM eTaluM badhuM AkaruM che ke palaTo thato ja nathI? samAdhAna- anAdino bIjo abhyAsa che eTale AkaruM lAge che; paNa AkaruM nathI, sahaja che. potAnI ALasa che tethI jAgato ja nathI. bAkI jAgavAnuM potAnA hAthamAM che. gurudevanI vANIe badhAne jAgRta karI dIdhA te badhAne AtmA taraphanI ruci thaI; paNa pachI puruSArtha karavAno potAnA hAthamAM rahe che. saMsAra niHsAra che, AtmA ja eka sArabhUta che. keTalAya jIvone rUci thaI; paNa pachI AgaLa javuM te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. 32. prazna- kevA prakAre UpaDelo jIva AgaLa jaI zake ? samAdhAnaH- bIjA koI hetuthI-koI moTAI AdinA prayojanathI-UpaDelo na hoya, paNa badhuM yathArtha samajIne eTale ke dravya-guNa-paryAyanuM jevuM svarUpa che tevuM barAbara samajIne eka AtmAnA prayojanathI UpaDelo hoya te AgaLa jaI zake che. cAre paDakhethI cAre bAjuthI samajaNapUrvaka dravya-guNa-paryAyanuM svarUpa samajIne, ane eka mAre AtmAnuM ja karavuM che, A badhuM duHkharUpa che, AtmA ja sukharUpa che, ema aneka rIte yathArthapaNe UpaDelo hoya to te AgaLa jAya che. koI bIjI jAtanI AzA, kIrti-pipAsA vagarano ane samajaNapUrvaka UpaDelo hoya te AgaLa jAya che. 303. prazna:- AzrayabhUta tattvanuM avalaMbana letAM samyagdarzanathI mAMDIne kevaLajJAna sudhInI paryAya pragaTa thAya che. A avalaMbana sAdhakadazAmAM ja hoya che ke siddhadazAmAM paNa cAlu rahe che? te samajAvavA kRpA karazojI. samAdhAna- sAdhakadazAmAM jJAyakanuM avalaMbana rahe che te avalaMbana siddhadazAmAM pariNatirUpa rahI jAya che. temAM tene prayatna karavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. sAdhakadazAmAM te prayatnarUpa che. AtmAnuM AlaMbana samyagdarzanathI mAMDIne kevaLajJAna sudhI lIdhuM temAM AtmA ja tene mukhyapaNe tenI daSTimAM rahyo, tenA AzrayamAM rahyo. siddhadazA sudhI teNe baLavAnapaNe AtmAne grahaNa karyA che, pachI tene prayatna karavAnI jarUra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [173 nathI. te AlaMbanamAM mukhyapaNe dravya u52 je joradAra dRSTi hatI te ema ne ema sahaja pariNatirUpe thaI jAya che. pachI tyAM AlaMbana levAnI jarUra nathI. je Azraya lIdho te AzrayarUpe pote pariNamI jAya che. samyagdarzana ke sAdhakadazAmAM AtmA ja tene AzrayabhUta che. tene AtmAnA AzrayathI ja saMvara-nirjarA thAya che. darzana-jJAna-cAritra badhuM AtmAnA Azraye thAya che. arthAt samyagdarzananA AzrayamAM AtmA che, samyajJAnanA AzrayamAM AtmA che ne cAritranA AzrayamAM paNa AtmA ja che, badhAmAM AtmA che. joke bahAranI bhUmikA pramANe aNuvratanA ne paMcamahAvratanA zubhabhAvo hoya, paNa aMtaramAM je yathArtha cAritra pragaTe che te AtmAnA AzrayathI ja pragaTe che. cAritramAM, saMvaramAM, pratyAkhyAna vageremAM AtmAno Azraya che. kharekhara badhuM aMdara AtmAnA AzrayathI ja thAya che. AtmAnuM je AlaMbana lIdhuM te TheTha sudhI rahe che. zreNI caDIne kevaLajJAna thAya ane nRtyakRtyadazA thaI jAya pachI kAMI karavAnuM rahetuM nathI, te AlaMbana sahaja pariNatirUpe-AtmAmAM AtmArUpepariNamI jAya che. jevuM svarUpa che tevuM pragaTarUpe siddhadazAmAM pariNamI jAya che. te pachI AlaMbanano prayatna karavAnuM rahetuM nathI, AlaMbana sahajarUpe pariNamI jAya che. 304. prazna:- sAdhaka AtmAone to vizvAsa AvI gayo ke jJAyakanA Azraye ja samyagdarzana thAya; paNa jeo sAdhakadazAe pahoMcyA nathI tevA jIvoe tene pahoMcavA mATe zuM karavuM ? samAdhAnaH- jeo sAdhakadazAmAM nathI pahoMcyA temaNe teno abhyAsa karavo. AtmAno Azraya levAya to ja samyagdarzana thAya ema jANe ane Azraya kare to svAnubhUti thAya. vastu svarUpa tenA jJAnamAM Ave to nakkI karIne te jAtano prayatna kare. AtmAnA AzrayathI samyagdarzana thAya che, bIjI koI rIte samyagdarzana thatuM nathI; mATe AtmAno Azraya kema levAya te mATe prayatna kare, te jAtano vairAgya lAve, mahimA lAve, tattvano vicAra kare, tenI jijJAsA kare, bhUmikAvALAne mATe A che. jene pragaTa thayuM tene kevI rIte pragaTayuM? tene kevI svAnubhUti thaI ? te jANIne tenI mahimA lAve ane te mArge javAno pote prayatna kare. jijJAsu mATe A che ke te vibhAvathI chUTo paDe, vairAgya lAve, tattvanA vicAra kare, tattvano nirNaya kare, dravya-guNa-paryAyanA vicAra kare ane AtmAnuM AlaMbana le. AlaMbanamAM dravya che ane tenI sAthe paryAyanI pariNati pragaTa thAya che. paryAyanuM vedana thAya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 174 ] [svAnubhUtidarzana che ne dravyano Azraya hoya che. ema pote vicAra karIne, nakkI karIne pachI te rUpe puruSArtha kare. 305. prazna:- sAdhaka ane jijJAsAvALA mATe mArga eka ja che? samAdhAnaH- sAdhakane mATe ane jijJAsune mATe eka ja mArga che. jijJAsue paNa dhyeya eka rAkhavAnuM. AtmArthIne dhyeya eka ja hovuM joIe ke kevI rIte samyagdarzana pragaTa thAya? samyagdaSTine AtmAno Azraya hoya te mane kema pragaTa thAya ? evI jAtanI bhAvanA-jijJAsA kare. badhAMne eka ja mArge javAnuM che. jijJAsune paNa te ja karavAnuM che ke bhavano abhAva kema thAya? samyagdarzana kema thAya? te na thAya tyAM sudhI azubha bhAvathI bacavA mATe zubha bhAvamAM devazAstra-gurunI mahimA lAve, zAstrano abhyAsa kare, paNa dhyeya eka ja rAkhe ke samyagdarzana kema pragaTa thAya ? AtmAno Azraya kema pragaTa thAya ? bhavano abhAva kema thAya ? dhyeya eka ja hovuM joIe. zubha bhAvathI puNya baMdhAya, paNa evo puNyano hetu tene na hoya. bhavano abhAva kema thAya ? AtmAno Azraya kema pragaTa thAya ? zuddhAtmA kema pragaTa thAya ? evo ja jijJAsuno hatu hovo joIe. 306. prazna:- rAga ane jJAna judAM che eTaluM jANe to pUratuM thaI rahe? ke dravya ane paryAyanuM bhedajJAna karavuM ja paDe ? samAdhAnaH- rAga ane jJAna judAM che, kAraNa ke jJAyakabhAva potAno svabhAva che ane rAga che te potAno svabhAva nathI, vibhAva che; jyAre paryAya che te koI apekSAe potAnI che. te paryAya kathaMcita bhinna che ane kathaMcit abhinna che. tenuM svarUpa jema che tema jANavuM. te dravya-guNa-paryAyane jANe kharo, paNa paryAyanI koTine paryAya rIte jANe ane vibhAvathI je rIte bhinnatA che te rIte bhinnatA jANe. te vibhAvane sarvathA bhinna jANe ke A mAro svabhAva nathI. ane paryAyanuM jevuM kathaMcit bhinna ane abhinna svarUpa tevuM jANe. tenA prayatnamAM jevA vibhAva ane svabhAvanA bhAgalA pADe che evI jAtanA sarvathA bhAgalA paryAya sAthe nathI pADato. tenA jJAnamAM te paryAyane jANe che ane dravyane mukhya kare che, ne paryAyane gauNa kare che; paNa paryAya sarvathA bhinna che evI jAtanuM bhedajJAna temAM AvatuM nathI. te paryAyane gauNa kare che, ne dravyane mukhya kare che, jevo vibhAva ane svabhAvano bheda paDe che, tevo paryAya ane svabhAvano bheda nathI paDato, kemake Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 175 paryAya kathaMcita abhinna che. je jema hoya tema jANavAnuM hoya che. 307. prazna- cothA guNasthAnavALo nirvikalpadazAmAM hoya ane pAMcamA guNasthAnavALo savikalpadazAmAM hoya to AnaMdanuM vadana vizeSa kone hoya ? samAdhAna:- nirvikalpa dazAmAM AnaMdanuM vedana juduM ja hoya che, teno savikalpa sAthe meLa karAya ja nahi. sarakhAmaNI savikalpanI savikalpa sAthe karAya. nirvikalpa savikalpanI sarakhAmaNI karAya ja nahi. cothA guNasthAnanI savikalpadazA karatAM pAMcamAM guNasthAnanI savikalpadazAmAM zuddhi-nirmaLatA-zAMtisamAdhi vadhAre che. savikalpa sAthe savikalpanI ane nirvikalpa sAthe nirvikalpanI sarakhAmaNI karAya. jo nirvikalpa savikalpa jevuM thaI gayuM to nirvikalpa kAMI juduM rahyuM ja nahi. nirvikalpa svAnubhUtino koI judo prakAra ja na rahyo. ke pAMcamA guNasthAnanuM savikalpa ane cothA guNasthAnanuM nirvikalpa baMne sarakhAM che ema na hoya! nirvikalpadazA kAMI judI rahI ja nahi. jJAnIne savikalpamAM rAganI AkuLatAnuM vedanA ane zAMti sAthe vedAI rahyAM che. ane nirvikalpadazAmAM ekalo AnaMda vedAI rahyo che. e rIte temAM phera paDe che. ekalo potAno AnaMda vedAI rahyo che, jemAM AkuLatA ekadama abuddhipUrvaka che teno potAne khyAla paNa nathI Avato. ekalI nirAkuLatA, ekalo AnaMda vedAya che. uparanI bhUmikAvALAne savikalpamAM bhale zAMti vadhAre hoya paNa AkuLatA ane nirAkuLatA baMne mizrita che. te mizrita vedanA ane ekaluM nirvikalpa vedana temAM phera che. mumukSu- baMne jAta ja judI thaI jAya che. bahenazrI - savikalpadazA rAgamizrita che. nirvikalpadazAmAM ekalo AnaMda che, ema phera che. vibhAva-svabhAva vacce jevo bheda che evo bheda nahi. jJAnI savikalpadazAmAMthI nirvikalpadazAmAM to kayAMno kyAM cAlyo gayo ! judA dezamAM cAlyo gayo. AtmAmAM DUbI gayo, svAnubhUtimAM aMdara lIna thaI gayo. e dazA! ane savikalpadazA je AkuLatA sAthe rahelI che, temAM phera che. tenI sAthe tenI mIMDhavaNI karAya ja nahi. cothe guNasthAne samyagdaSTinI bhUmikA nIcI che ane dazA vadhI gaI che evuM paNa nathI. chatAM tenA vedanamAM te kSaNe ja phera che. mumukSu- savikalpadazAmAMthI pariNatimAM sAthe AkuLatA rahelI che? bahenazrI:- AkuLatAnI sAthe pariNatimAM zAMti paNa che. upayoga bahAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check hffp://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 176 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana jAya che temAM AkuLatA sAthe rahelI che. prazasta ke aprazasta bhAva je hoya paNa tenI sAthe AkuLatA che. rAgano vikalpa che. ekaluM nirvikalpa-vikalpa vagara nivRttamaya pariNati, ekalI zAMtimaya pariNati, jyAM bIjo koI vikalpa UThato nathI, are ! jyAM sUkSma abuddhipUrvakano vikalpa paNa ekadama gauNa che. jANe che ke nathI evI dazA! te dazAnI sAthe savikalpatAnI mIMDhavaNI na karAya. bhUmikA bhale vartamAna game te hoya. 308. prazna:- zraddhAnuM baLa maMda kema paDI jatuM haze ? samAdhAnaH- te badhAnuM kAraNa pote ja che. tenuM bIjuM kAraNa nathI. "karma bicAre kauna bhUla merI adhikAI " potAnI ja bhUla che, bIjA koInuM kAraNa nathI. pote ja pramAdane kAraNe kayAMka ne kayAMka rokAI jAya che. potAno pramAda che eTale thaI zakatuM nathI, puruSArtha UpaDato nathI ne tethI kayAMka rokAI jAya che. paNa potAne lAge ke karavA jevuM to A ja che, ema aMdarathI jora Ave to pote palaTo mAre che. vaLI AkuLatA ke bahu kheda karavAthI paNa thatuM nathI. atizaya duHkha ane AkuLatA kare ke pramAda kema thAya che? to paNa thatuM nathI. kayAMka-kayAMka mUMjhAIne gabharATa thAya to paNa thatuM nathI. e to teno saraLatAthI rasto vicAre ke mArga A ja che. pote zAyaka che, te jJAyakane ekane ja grahaNa karavAno che. te nahi grahaNa thavAnuM kAraNa mArI potAnI khAmI che. bahAramAM badhe rokAI rahyo chuM tethI mAruM zraddhAnuM kArya AvatuM nathI. 309. prazna:- jema bahArathI judI judI vyaktine oLakhI zakAya tema aMtara puruSArtha kare to potAno AtmA oLakhI zakAya ? spaSTa oLakhI zake? samAdhAnaH- hA, AtmA oLakhI zakAya, pote ja che. jJAna jJAnane oLakhI zake che. evo sUkSma bheda pADI zake che. spaSTa oLakhI zake. jema bahA2mAM tene zaMkA paNa nathI paDatI, ane koI tarka kare ke te A mANasa nathI, to kahe ke te ja che. vicAryA vagara, tarka vagara pote nakkI karI nAkhe che ke te A ja mANasa che, bIjA badhA kahe te khoTuM che. tema potAnuM nakkI karI zake ke A huM ja chuM, A mAruM ja astitva che. tarka vagara niHzaMkapaNe potAne grahaNa karI zake ke A huM ja chuM, bIjo huM nathI, rAgAdi huM nathI, ema niHzaMkapaNe grahaNa karI zake che, paNa puruSArtha karato nathI. 310. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [177 praznaH- bAhyamAM to nivRtti lIdhI paNa aMtaranI nivRtti levI joIe ema Apa kaho cho to aMtara-nivRtti eTale zuM? samAdhAnaH- aMtara-nivRtti eTale aMtaramAM aneka jAtanI vikalpanI ghaTamALamAM rokAto hoya to temAMthI pote chUTI, vAraMvAra caitanya tarapha javuM te aMtara-nivRtti che. aneka jAtanI ghaTamALamAM rokAto hoya teNe caitanya tarapha vaLIne caitanya taraphanA vicAro karavA, A huM chuM tema potAne grahaNa karavo. vikalpajALanI pravRtti vAraMvAra ADe AvyA kare ane caitanyanA vicAro gauNa thaI jAya to vikalpajALanI pravRttio ochI karIne potAnA taraphano abhyAsa vadhAre te aMtara-nivRtti che. vAstavika nivRtti to pote jJAyaka jJAyakarUpe pariNamI jAya te che. 311. prazna:- mUMjhavaNa thAya to rasto pote kADhI zake? samAdhAnaH- pote rasto kADhato jAya. jema bahAranI muzkelIomAMthI rasto kADhe che tema aMtaramAM paNa pote rasto kADhato jAya-koI vikalpanI ghaTamALamAM nahi mUMjhAtAM pote rasto kADhIne caitanyano abhyAsa kema vadhe e prayatna kare. 312 prazna:- jJAnI thayA pachI ema khabara paDe ke have pAchI A vakhate nirvikalpa dazA Avaze ? samAdhAnaH- nirvikalpa dazA A vakhate thaze, kayAre thaze? evA vikalpa hotA ja nathI. potAnI pariNatine pote aMtaramAM vALI svarUpanI lInatAno prayAsa kare che temAM, tene kALa upara ke kayAre thaze tenuM dhyAna nathI. potAnI pariNati nyArI karavA upara ne jJAtAdhArAnI ugratA karavA upara tenuM lakSa hoya che. nirvikalpa dazA kayAre thaze? e jAtano vikalpa hoto nathI. e to potAnI pariNati nyArI karato jAya che. nyArI pariNatimAM tene sahajadhArA UpaDatAM nirvikalpa dazA thAya che. 313. praznaH- Apa samyagdarzana ATaluM dUra che...ATaluM dUra che te konA jore kahetAM hatAM ? samAdhAnaH- jJAyakanA jore kahetI hatI, jJAyakanA jore kahevAtuM hatuM. zAyakanA jorathI ema lAgatuM hatuM ke samati najIka che. A piraNita evI che ke TheTha sudhI pahoMce ja chUTako thaze, A puruSArthanI dhArA evI che ke TheTha sudhI pahoMcI ja jAze. potAnI ugratAnA AdhAre kahetI hatI. kayAre thaze te kAMI nizcita Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 178] [svAnubhUtidarzana nahotuM lAgatuM ne evI kAMI khabara na hatI, paNa aMtaranA zAyakanI ugratAthI, potAnI bhAvanAthI, puruSArthanA jorathI kahetI hatI. 314. prazna- cothA guNasthAne dhyAnamAM bese tyAre ja nirvikalpa dazA thAya ema kharuM ne ? samAdhAnaH- dhyAnamAM bahArathI bese yA na bese, koIvAra bahArathI bese ane dhyAna thAya, koIvAra bahArathI na bese to paNa dhyAna thAya. jJAtAnuM astitva je eNe grahaNa karyuM che, jJAyakanI dhArA je varte che eTalI ekAgratA to tene cAlu ja che, eTale te prakAranuM dhyAna to tene che ja. dhyAna eTale ekAgratA. to te jAtanI ekAgratA tene chUTI ja nathI, amuka prakAranI ekAgratA to tene che ja. te ekAgratAmAM koI vizeSatA paNa bahArathI zarIra dhyAnamAM bese to ja thAya ema nathI, evuM baMdhana nathI. 315. prazna:- ekavAra nirvikalpa dazA AvyA pachI amuka kALa tenI rAhu jovI paDe evuM nahi ? samAdhAna- enI rAha kAMI jovAnI hotI nathI. jene aMtara bhedajJAnanI dazA cAle che tene amuka TAIme te dazA thayA vagara rahetI ja nathI. samayanuM baMdhana nathI, aMtaranI dazA che. bhedajJAnanI dhArA varle ja che tethI tene thayA vagara rahetI ja nathI. je aMtaramAMthI nyAro thayo, teno upayoga bahAra gayo hoya te aMtaramAM pAcho AvyA vagara raheto ja nathI. kemake upayogane bahAramAM kaMI sarvasva che nahi. bhedajJAnanI dhArA varte che ne pote kSaNe kSaNe nyAro varte che. nyArI pariNati to hatI ja, upayoga palaTAI jAya che. jevI pariNati che teno upayoga thaIne pAcho AvyA vagara raheto nathI. upayoga bahAra jAya che to pariNatinI dorI upayogane pAcho vALyA vagara rahetI nathI. jJAyakarUpe bhedajJAnanI dhArAnI pariNati niraMtara kSaNe kSaNe sahajapaNe cAlyA kare che. te pariNatinI dorI jArI che. te upayogane tyAM (bahAramAM) TakavA detI nathI, amuka TAime upayogane pAcho ja lAve che te svarUpamAM lInatAnirvikalpa dazA thayA vagara rahetI ja nathI. 316. prazna- jJAnInI aMtaraMga dazA eTalI majabUta hoya che ke upayoganI lAcArI nathI karavI paDatI ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [179 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] samAghAna - jJAnIne upayoganI lAcArI nathI karavI paDatI. tenI dazA ja evI che ke tene amuka prakAranI zAMti ane hUMpha rahe ja che. pote ekatvabuddhie vartato nathI. nyAro ja varte che. tenI nyArI pariNati ja upayogane pAcho lAve che. upayoga bahAra lAMbo TAIma TakI zakato nathI. te upayoga pAcho potAnA svarUpamAM lIna thayA vagara raheto ja nathI. tenI nyArI pariNati ja upayogane pAcho lAve che. tene nirvikalpa dazAnI vATa joIne besavuM paDatuM nathI. tene koI zaMkA paDatI nathI. pariNati ja upayogane pAcho kheMcI lAve che. 317. prazna:- nirvikalpa dazA vadhAre thAya to vadhAre majabUtatA Ave tevuM kharuM ? samAdhAna- pariNati joradAra thAya eTale nirvikalpa dazA Ave che. 318. prazna:- jJAnI covIse kalAka AtmAmAM rahe ? samAghAna- jJAnIne covIse kalAka AtmasvarUpanuM avalaMbana che. upayoga bahAramAM ekameka thato ja nathI, upayoga bahAra jAya to paNa nyAro rahe che. te pAcho svarUpamAM jamAvaTa karyA vagara raheto ja nathI. tenI ruci-pariNati ja tene pAcho lAve che. badhuM sahajapaNe che. 319. prazna- prayojananI siddhi mATe, vibhAva mAro svabhAva nathI ema levuM kAM to tene nimittamAM nAkhI devo. A barAbara che ? samAdhAnaH- prayojananI siddhi enAthI che ke tuM judo che ane vibhAva thAya che te bhinna che, mATe tene nimittamAM nAkhI de. joke vibhAva puruSArthanI maMdatAe tArAmAM thAya che te apekSAe cetanamAM thAya che mATe tuM tene puruSArtha karIne TALa. te judA che tema bhedajJAna karyA pachI je asthiratA rahe che, tene paNa tAre toDavAnI che. eTale puruSArtha-bhedajJAna karavAnuM prayojana che. prayojanane mukhya rAkhavuM. koI apekSAe vibhAvane jaDanA kahevAya che ane cetananI apekSAe cetananA kahevAya che. cetananI apekSAe potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatAthI cetanamAM thAya che temAM nimittanI gauNatA thAya che ane jaDa taraphanI-nimittanI vAta Ave to vikAra jIvano che tenI gauNatA che. vibhAva ne jaDane nimitta-naimittika saMbaMdha che, mATe tAre tenAthI juduM paDIne bhedajJAna karavAnuM prayojana che. khoTA vAda-vivAdamAM aTakavuM nahi, prayojana siddha karavuM. adhyAtmadaSTimAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 180] [svAnubhUtidarzana eka bhedajJAna karavAnuM prayojana che. AcAryonuM-gurudevanuM kahevuM che ke tuM bhedajJAna kara. vibhAva tAro svabhAva nathI mATe jaDanA che. ane jo te ekAMte jaDanA hoya ane tArAmAM na thatA hoya to tAre puruSArtha karavAno raheto nathI mATe te apekSAe tArAmAM ja thayA che. Ama, baMne apekSAno meLa karIne nimittanaimittika saMbaMdha kevI rIte che te jANavuM. koI apekSAe koInI mukhyatA ne koInI gauNatA thAya che. prayojana e rAkhavuM ke bhedajJAna karavAnuM che. vAdavivAdamAM aTakavuM nahi. bhedajJAna karIne aMtaramAM caitanya AtmA anaMta guNathI bharelo che tene pragaTa karavAno che. vibhAva viparIta svabhAva che, du:kharUpa che ne du:khanuM phaLa che. tene choDIne AtmA judo che tema bhedajJAna karavuM. tene jaDathI bhedajJAna karavAnuM che ane vibhAvathI paNa bhedajJAna karavAnuM che. vibhAva tAro svabhAva nathI, te duHkha ane duHkhanAM phaLa che, mATe tenAthI tuM judo paDa. jJAnamAM ekaluM jJAna ja dekhAya che ne krodhamAM krodha dekhAya che, kemake baMne judAM che, baMnenA svabhAvabheda che. 3ra0. prazna- vacanAmRtamAM Ave che ke kAryanI gaNatarI karavA jevI nathI, tema chatAM pariNAmomAM kAryanI gaNatarI thaI jatI hoya tyAM mukhya kAraNa zuM banatuM haze ? tenAthI bacavA mATe prayogAtmaka rIte zuM karavuM? samAdhAna:- kAryonI gaNatarI na karatAM AtmAne mukhya rAkhavo. bahAramAM te jAtano rAga che eTale kAryanI gaNatarI thAya che. tene mATe eka AtmA taraphanI ja laganI lagADe to bIjAnI mahimA tUTI jAya. kAryonI zI mahimA che? AtmA ja mAre sarvasva che ane AtmAmAM ja sarvasva che. Ama AtmAne mukhya rAkhe ane AtmAnI mahimA Ave to te badhuM gauNa thaI jAya che, koI jAtanI gaNatarI rahetI nathI. jene AtmAnI ja mahimA, laganI ane te taraphanuM sarvasva rahe che tene meM ATaluM karyuM to paNa kAMI thatuM nathI, ATalA vicAro karyA, vAMcana karyuM, svAdhyAya-bhakti karuM chuM topaNa thatuM nathI tevI gaNatarI hotI nathI. paNa tene AtmA mukhya rahe che ke mane AtmA ja sarvasva che. bahArathI je badhuM thAya tenA karatAM aMtaramAM bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTa karuM, jJAyakane grahaNa karuM, temAM lInatA kema thAya tenA upara tenI daSTi hoya che. 3ra1. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 181 prazna:- deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA zuM AtmAnI mahimA mATe che? samAdhAnaH- jinendradeve AtmA pragaTa karyo che ne kevaLajJAnamAM pUrNarUpe birAjI rahyA che, guru sAdhanA kare che ane zAstramAM paNa te Ave che. temaNe caitanyanuM svarUpa pragaTa karyuM te svarUpanI potAne ruci che, mATe temanI mahimA Ave che. te ruci evI jAtanI hovI joIe ke te svarUpa mane pragaTa thAva. mAtra rUDhigata mahimA Ave tema nahi, temaNe pragaTa karI te AdaravA yogya anupama vastu mAre joIe che evI ruci hovI joIe, mATe AtmAnI ruci ane deva-zAstragurunI mahimA baMne sAthe saMkaLAyelA hoya che. jene samajaNapUrvaka mahimA Ave tene AtmAnI ruci sAthe hoya ja che. koI othe othe karato hoya tema nahi, samajaNapUrvaka mahimA Ave temAM ruci bhegI ja hoya ke A svarUpa mAre joIe che. vibhAva sAro nathI, paNa svabhAva sAro che. deva-zAstra-gurue je pragaTa karyuM tenI mahimA Ave che ane te mAre joIe che evI ruci bhegI hoya ja che. deva-zAstra-guru AdaravAyogya kema che? ke temaNe AtmAnuM svarUpa pragaTa karyuM che te koI apUrva che, mATe temano potAne Adara che. temAM potAnA AtmAno Adara aMtaramAM AvI jAya che. 322. praznaH- koI bIjuM vikalpa karatuM hoya eTaluM badhuM juduM jJAnIne vikalpathI judApaNuM lAgatuM hoya? samAdhAnaH- bIjuM koI vikalpa kare che eTaluM juduM nahi, paNa vikalpathI mAro svabhAva judo che. puruSArthanI maMdatAe te mArAmAM thAya che paNa te mAro svabhAva nathI. tenAthI juduM bhedajJAna-jJAtAnI pariNati varte che. te svabhAvathI ekatva che ne vibhAvathI vibhakta che. je vibhAvathI vibhakta thayo te zarIrathI vibhakta thaI ja gayo che. dravyakarma-bhAvakarma-nokarma che temAM je bhAvakarmathI nyAro varte che te dravyakarma ane nokarmathI judo ja varte che. koI sthUlatAthI za2I2thI judo-judo ema kare ane aMdarathI judo nathI paDayo to te vAstavika judo ja nathI thayo. koI sthUlatAthI kahe ke huM zarIrathI judo, paNa jo vikalpathI nyAro nathI pariNamato to zarIrathI judo kahe che te mAtra abhyAsarUpa che. 323. praznaH- samakti prApta nahi thavAmAM zraddhAno ja doSa che? samAdhAnaH- samyagdarzana prApta nahi thavAmAM zraddhAno ja doSa che. cAritrano doSa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 182] [ svAnubhUtidarzana te zraddhAne rokato nathI. zraddhAne zraddhAno doSa ja roke che. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya che tene zraddhA sAthe saMbaMdha che. jenI zraddhA phare tene anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAyo TaLI ja jAya che. anaMtakALathI zraddhAno doSa che. 324. prazna:- AtmArthamAM saMyama ane nIti-nyAyane vacce lAvavAM ke nahi? samAdhAna - jene AtmAnI ruci lAge, jene AtmA ja joIe che, bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI tene nIti, nyAya Adi badhuM hoya che. amuka pAtratA to tene hoya che. jenI zraddhA palaTI jAya che tene amuka jAtanI zraddhAnI sAthe jeno saMbaMdha che evI jAtanI pAtratA hoya che. pAtratA vagara zraddhA hotI nathI. 325. prazna- avinAbhAvIpaNuM kahIe to zuM vAMdho Ave? samAdhAnaH- avinAbhAvIpaNuM to che, eTale amuka jAtanI pAtratA tene hoya che. tenI ruci jyAM palaTAya, AtmArthIpaNuM jyAM thAya ane jyAM AtmAnuM ja eka prayojana che tyAM tenA kaSAyo maMda hoya che. tene viSaya-kaSAyonI vRddhi tUTI jAya che. eka AtmA ja joIe che, bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI evI tenI aMtarathI pariNati thaI jAya tene nIti-nyAya sAthe saMbaMdha hoya che. 3ra6. prazna- samyagdarzana thayA pachI temane nIti vadhAre uddabhave che evuM kharuM? samAdhAna- samyagdarzana sAthe jeTalo nItine saMbaMdha hoya teTalI nIti hoya che. vyavahArathI ayogya thAya evI jAtanI anIti tene hotI nathI. samyagdarzananI sAthe nItine saMbaMdha hoya che. samyagdarzana pahelAM paNa nIti sAthe saMbaMdha hoya che. samyagdarzana thayA pachI kAMI anItinAM kAryo kare evuM nathI, tene game tema AcaraNa thAya ja nahi. aMtaramAM eTalI maryAdA AvI gaI che ke svarUpAcaraNa cAritra ane bhedajJAnanI dhArA varte che ane jJAyakanI dhArA pragaTa thaI hovAthI je vibhAvano kartA thato nathI tene bahAranA vibhAvanI maryAdA AvI ja jAya che. jene aMdaramAM maryAdA thaI te jJAyaka choDIne kyAMya jato nathI, jJAyakanI dhArA sivAya kyAMya tenI pariNati ekatva thatI nathI, tethI tenAM dareka kAryomAM maryAdA hoya che. tene maryAdA vagaranuM kAMI hotuM nathI, tenI bhUmikAne yogya ja badhuM hoya che. 327. prazna- vacanAmRtamAM Ape kahyuM ke tIkho ane karaDo puruSArtha karavo joIe. temAM amAre vadhAre vAMcana karavuM. satsaMga karavo ke dhyAna dharavuM? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 183 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] samAdhAnaH- aMtara-pariNatino vadhAre puruSArtha karavo. temAM tene jyAM ruci lAge te kare. pariNatine jo vAMcana lAbha kare che tema lAge to vAMcanamAM joDAya, vicAramAM lAbha vadhAre lAge to temAM joDAya ne satsaMgamAM lAbha lAgato hoya to tyAM joDAya. aMdara puruSArthanI-jJAyaka dhArAnI-ugratA kema thAya? mArA caitanya tarapha mArI pariNati kema daDha thAya? mArI pratIti daDha thAya ke A huM caitanya ja chuM, A huM nathI -A eka ja tenA puruSArthanuM dhyeya che. te dhyeyanI sAthe jyAM jyAM tenA pariNAmane ThIka paDe-pariNAma jyAM TakI zake ane vRddhi thAya tevI jAtanA kAryomAM joDAya. dhyAnamAM ThIka lAgatuM hoya to dhyAnamAM joDAya, paNa dhyAna yathArtha jJAnapUrvaka hoya che. potAnA svabhAvane vicAra karIne oLakhe ke A jJAyaka te huM chuM, pachI temAM ekAgra thavAno prayatna kare. ekAgratA te tenuM dhyAna che jo dhyAnathI ugratA thatI hoya to dhyAna kare, paNa te dhyAna jJAnapUrvaka hovuM joIe. vagarasamaye dhyAna kare ke vikalpa choDavAno prayatna kare eTale ke kyAM UbhA rahevuM che tenA bhAna vagara ne potAnuM astitva grahaNa karyA vagara dhyAna kare to lAbha na thAya. prathama samajIne dhyAna kare ke A caitanya te huM, A huM nathI. pachI temAM ekAgra thavAno tIkho puruSArtha kare, to ekAgratAno lAbha thAya. te yathArtha samajaNapUrvaka hovuM joie. paNa tene yathArtha jJAna karavA mATe vicAra sAthe vAMcana, satsaMga hoya. pachI ekAgratA karavA mATe dhyAna kare; paNa te samajaNapUrvaka dhyAna hovuM joIe. 328. prazna- puruSArthanI maMdatAmAMthI tIvratA karavA mATe zuM karavuM? samAghAna:- puruSArthanI tIvratA potAne ja karavAnI che. potAnI jarUriyAta potAne ja jaNAya ke mAre mArA svabhAvanI ja jarUriyAta che, A bIjI koI jarUriyAta mane nathI. A badhuM jarUriyAta vagaranuM che. mAre svabhAva joIe che, temAM badhuM bharyuM che. A rIte jo tenI jarUriyAta jaNAya to tene puruSArthanI tIvratA thAya. A manuSyabhavamAM gurudeva maLyA. mATe mAre palaTo karye ja chUTako che tema potAnI jarUriyAta jaNAya to tenI sacinI tIvratA thAya. jijJAsune bhale hajI ekatvabuddhi tUTatI nathI, paNa vAraMvAra toDavAno abhyAsa kare to pote jAgyA vagara raheto ja nathI. bALaka hoya te cAlavA zIkhe tyAre Ama kare ne tema kare ema vAraMvAra abhyAsa kare, tema pote potA tarapha javA mATe vAraMvAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 184] [ svAnubhUtidarzana abhyAsa kare ke A kAMI joItuM nathI. gurudeve kahyuM che ke tuM caitanya cho ane caitanyane oLakha, temAM lIna thA. te karavA jevuM che. jo tenI jarUriyAta jaNAya to vAraMvAra abhyAsa karyA ja kare. yathArtha abhyAsa kare to tenuM phaLa AvyA vagara rahetuM ja nathI. 329. prazna:- deDakA jevAne kSaNamAM samyatva thaI jAya che. A to camatkRti gaNAya? samAghAna - tenI pariNati evI joradAra UpaDe che ke aMtarmuhUrtamAM palaTo khAya che. bhale deDako tiryaMca hoya paNa aMtarmuhUrtamAM evI ugra pariNati thAya che ke aMtarmuhUrtamAM palaTo khAya che. keTalAkane abhyAsa karatAM-karatAM palaTo khAya che. caitanyacakranI dizA para tarapha hatI, te dizA AkhI aMtarmuhUrtamAM palaTAI jAya che. aMtaramAM caitanyanI koI adabhuta zakti che. aciMtya caitanyadeva ja evo che ke palaTe to potAthI aMtarmuhUrtamAM palaTe che ane na palaTe to anaMtakALa cAlyo jAya tevuM che. 33). prazna:- vacanAmRtamAM Ave che ke samyagdaSTine rAga rahe che, paNa rAgano rasa nItarI jAya che. to teno Azaya samajAvazo. samAdhAnaH- samyagdaSTine asthiratAno rAga Ubho che, paNa rAga upara prIti nathI. A rAga AdaraNIya nathI, te mAruM svarUpa nathI. huM to vItarAgasvarUpa chuM, evuM jJAnIne bhAna hovAthI rAgano rasa nItarI gayo che. eTale ke tene ekatvabuddhi svAmitvabuddhi tUTI gaI che, rAgathI atyaMta judI pariNati rahe che. jJAnIne rAga Ubho che to paNa rAgano rAga nathI. rAga rAkhavA yogya nathI, rAga mAruM svarUpa nathI, evI jJAyaka dazA tene kSaNe kSaNe varte ja che. tene rAgano rasa UtarI gayo che paNa asthiratAne laIne temAM joDAya che, paraMtu lUkhA bhAve joDAya che. bhedajJAnanI pariNati pragaTa thaI hovAthI nyArA bhAve joDAya che. 331. prazna- AtmAmAM sukha bharyuM paDayuM che to teno nirNaya karavAnI rIta zuM? samAdhAnaH- AtmAmAM ja sukha che ema AcAryadave ne gurudeve jIvano svabhAva batAvIne aneka yukti ane dalIlathI kahyuM che te uparAMta ame svAnubhUti karIne kahIe chIe ke AtmAmAM ja sukha che. gurudeve to upadezamAM ghaNI cokhavaTa karIne badhuM sUkSma rIte-apUrva rIte samajAvI dIdhuM che. koI jato hoya tene mArga koI batAve, paNa cAlavAnuM to potAne ja che, nirNaya potAne ja karavAno che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [185 game te bhAvomAM, game te rAgamAM, game te kAryomAM sukhanI kalpanA karanAro sukha mAne che, paNa te pote ja sukhasvabhAvI che, sahaja AnaMdasvabhAvI che. tene potA tarapha daSTi nathI, tethI jyAM sukha nathI tyAM sukhanI kalpanA kare che. kalpanA karIne sukhane veduM chuM, ema mAnI rahyo che. je pote sukhasvabhAvI che te paramAM sukha mAnI rahyo cho; jaDa nathI mAnatuM. sukhasvabhAva potAno che, chatAM jyAM tyAM Aropa karIne sukhanI kalpanA pote karyA kare che. pote sukhano bhaMDAra che, chatAM bIjAmAM sukhanI kalpanA kare che. daSTi UMdhI che tethI bahAra sukha mAnya che. aMdara svataH siddha anAdi-anaMta sukhasvabhAva potAno che. jema jJAna potAnuM che, tema sukhasvabhAva sahaja svarUpe potAno che. chatAM jyAM tyAM kalpanA karIne zAMti ane sukha mAnyuM che. AvuM pote ja mAnI rahyo che, paNa sukha potAmAM che. gurudeva ghaNIvAra kahe che ke mRgane potAnI nAbhimAM rahelI kasturInI sugaMdha Ave che chatAM tene vizvAsa nahi hovAthI te cArekora gote che. tema sukhasvabhAvI pote sukhanI kalpanA jyAM tyAM bahAramAM karI rahyo che. sukhano bhaMDAra, svataHsiddha AnaMda vastu pote ja che, to paNa pote jyAM tyAM sukha mAnI rahyo che. 33ra. prazna- sukha kayAMya dUra nathI ? samAdhAna:- potAnA sahaja svabhAvamAM ja sukha che. vikalpanI jALa arthAt vibhAvane choDe, tyAMthI pAcho phare, bhedajJAna kare ane pote nirvikalpa svarUpamAM jAya, to sukha -ke je sahajasvabhAva che te sukhano sAgara-potAmAMthI pragaTa thAya tema che. paNa bahAra kalpI rahyo che. sukha kayAMya dUra nathI. 333. prazna- upadezamAM ema Ave ke potAnA nAnA avaguNane parvata jevaDo gaNavo ane bIjAnA nAnA guNane moTo karIne jovo. vaLI ema paNa Ave ke paryAyanI pAmaratAne gauNa karIne potAne paramAtma svarUpe jovo. AvA baMne kathananuM tAtparya zuM che ? samAghAna- caitanyadravya-ke je akhaMDa, paripUrNa ane zAzvata che-tenI dRSTi karavI ane paryAyamAM adhUrAza che tenuM jJAna karavuM. sAdhaka dazAmAM daSTi ane jJAna sAthe hoya che. dravyadaSTie huM pUrNa chuM, huM anAdi-anaMta paripUrNa prabhutAsvarUpa chuM-A rIte prabhutAsvarUpa AtmAne lakSamAM rAkhIne, paryAyamAM huM adhUro chuM, tema adhUrAnuM jJAna sAdhakane rahe che. paryAyamAM puruSArtha kema thAya? svarUpamAM lInatA kema thAya? svAnubhUtinI vizeSa vizeSa dazA kema thAya ? aMdaramAM jJAyakanI pariNati vizeSa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 186 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana kema thAya ? te mATe huM paryAyamAM puruSArtha karuM. paryAyamAM huM pAmara chuM ane vastusvabhAve huM pUrNa chuM. Ama sAdhaka dazAmAM daSTi ne jJAna sAthe ja rahe che. daSTie pUrNa chuM ane paryAyamAM adhUro chuM te beya sAthe hoya che. vaLI bIjAnA guNa jovAthI potAne lAbhanuM kAraNa thAya che ane bIjAnA doSa jovA te nukasAnanuM kAraNa thAya che. mATe bIjAnA guNane mukhya karIne tenA doSane gauNa kare che. potAne puruSArtha karavo che, mATe potAnA alpa doSa upara paNa najara che ne mAre puruSArtha karavAno ghaNo bAkI che ema jANe che. pote potAnA doSane lakSamAM laIne guNane gauNa kare che. bIjAnA doSa jovAmAM aTakavuM te sAdhakanuM kartavya nathI. dareka vastu svataMtra pariName che. jJAyakano jJAtAsvabhAva che, mATe jJAtArUpe jANyA karavuM. potAnI sAdhaka dazAmAM potAnA guNane gauNa karI, je doSa hoya tene-adhUrAzane-mukhya karI, mAre hajI ghaNuM karavAnuM bAkI che ema pote jove che, te jAtano puruSArtha kare che. te bIjAnA guNane mukhya kare che ne doSane gauNa kare che. kemake bIjAnA doSa sAthe tene kAMI prayojana nathI ane pote potAmAM AgaLa vadhavA mATe tenA guNane grahaNa kare che. pote svabhAva upara dRSTi mUkIne huM svabhAve pUrNa chuM ema svIkArIne potAnA doSa, bIjAnA guNa grahaNa kare che. bAkI to potAmAM keTalIka alpatA che, te alpatA para lakSa daIne puruSArtha kema thAya ? vItarAga kema thavAya ? mArI sAdhaka dazA kema AgaLa jAya? evI jAtanI tene bhAvanA rahe che. ane tethI potAnA guNa gauNa karI potAnA doSane jove che. AtmArthIone paNa te ja prayojana rAkhavAnuM che. bIjAnA guNa grahaNa karavA, paNa doSa grahaNa karavA nahi. bIjAnA doSane gauNa karIne tenA guNane mukhya karIne grahaNa kare, pote kayAM bhUle che, pote kayAM aTake che, ema potAnA doSa upa2 dRSTi mUkIne puruSArthane AgaLa vadhAre. pote svabhAve pUrNa che teno pote khyAla rAkhe ane potAne puruSArtha karavAno ghaNo bAkI che tevI aMdara khaTaka rAkhe. munio paNa vItarAga kema thAuM? evI bhAvanApUrvaka paMca 52meSThIonA guNo u52 dRSTi mUkIne AgaLa jAya che. sAdhaka munirAja jeo sAdhanA karI pUrNa thayA tenI bhakti karI ane potAnA puruSArthanI dorI potAnA zuddhAtmA tarapha joDI AgaLa jAya che. mATe karavAnuM A ja che. karavAnuM eka-zuddhAtmAmAM javuM te ja che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 187 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] AcAryadeva kahe che ke tane ame AgaLa vadhavAnuM kahIe chIe, tIsarI bhUmikAmAM javAnuM kahIe chIe eTale azubhamAM javAnuM kahetA nathI, paNa tIsarI bhUmikA kahIne AgaLa vadhavAnuM kahIe chIe. tIsarI bhUmikAmAM-nirvikalpa dazAmAM-TharI javAtuM na hoya ane upayoga bahAra Ave to zubhabhAvo-paMca parameSThI bhagavaMtonI bhakti, guNagrAhIpaNuM te badhuM Ave che ane potAnA doSa jovA tarapha daSTi (lakSa) jAya che. tethI potAnA puruSArthanI dorI vadhArIne AgaLa jAya che. pote dravya pUrNa hovA chatAM paryAyamAM adhUrAza che evo tene khyAla rahe che. te kAraNe puruSArthanI gati vizeSa lInatA tarapha joDe che ane AnaMdanI anubhUtinI dazA tathA cAritranI dazAnI vizeSa vRddhi kare che. 334. prazna:- ajJAnI karatAM jJAnI guruno vinaya vadhAre kare ane temanA pratye bhakti UchaLatAM kahe ke "Apa mAre mATe anaMtA tIrthakarothI paNa adhika cho " chatAM zuM temane ekatvabuddhi thatI nathI ? samAdhAna- jJAnI ema kahe ke, ahIM Apa janmyA na hota to amArA jevA pAmaranuM zuM thAta? ema jJAnI vadhAre vinaya kare. kAraNa ke aMtaramAM potAne je svabhAva pragaTayo che te svabhAvanI tene eTalI badhI mahimA che ke te svabhAva jeNe pragaTa karyo ane samajAvyo tenA upara paNa tene mahimA Ave che. je zubhabhAva che tenI sAthe aMtaramAM bhedajJAna varte che, chatAM sAthe zubhabhAvamAM tene uchALo Ave che. mArI pariNati pragaTa karavAmAM gurudevano upadeza nimitta che ema jJAnamAM hovAthI temanA upara bhaktino uchALo Ave che ane bIjA karatAM tene vadhAre utsAha ane bhakti Ave che. bahArathI koIne ema lAge ke jANe ekatvabuddhithI badhuM kare che. paNa zubhabhAvathI tene bhedajJAna vartatuM hoya che. zubhabhAvano je tene uchALo Ave che te judI jAtano Ave che. 335. prazna- jJAnIne zubhabhAva Ave che ane te ja kALe bhedajJAna varte che e kevuM? samAdhAna- jJAnIne bhedajJAna varte che ane te bhAvamAM uchALo AvatAM ema bole ke gurudeve ja badhuM ApyuM che. ane e khoTuM paNa bolato nathI, evA bhAva sahaja Ave che ane te ja kALe te bhAvanI sAthe bhedajJAna che, baMne sAthe che. te bhAvathI aMdarathI judA rahevA chatAM bIjA (ajJAnI) karatAM deva-guru pratye khUba bhakti Ave che. bhedajJAna ane sAcA deva-zAstra-gurunI bhaktine meLa che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 188 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana jeTalA sAdhakanAM ane pUrNatAnAM bAhya sAdhano hoya te badhAM upa2 ullAsa Ave che; chatAM te ja kSaNe bhedajJAna varte che. jJAyakanI ane zubhabhAvanI baMne pariNita juduM juduM kAma kare che. 336. prazna:- vacanAmRtamAM ghaNI vakhata "UMDI jijJAsA " nI vAta Ave che. to te UMDI jijJAsA kevA prakAranI haze ? ane te amane kema pragaTa thatI nathI ? samAdhAnaH- jene UMDI jijJAsA thAya tene kayAMya cena paDe nahi, tenI pariNati aMdaramAM gaye ja chUTako thAya. AvI aMtaramAMthI ugra pariNati pragaTa thAya ane te saLaMga dhArAvAhI rahe to samakita pragaTa thAya. AvI UMDI jijJAsA pragaTa thatAM koIne eka aMtarmuhUrtamAM samyagdarzana thAya te vAta judI che, bAkI ghaNAne abhyAsa karatAM karatAM thAya che. 337. praznaH- zuM vedana evuM thavuM joIe ke jethI aMdara kArya na thAya tyAM sudhI cena na paDe ? samAdhAnaH- hA, cena na paDe. evuM vedana aMda2thI AvavuM joIe. potAno svabhAva grahaNa kare paNa te maMda maMda rahe ane ugra na thAya tyAM sudhI prApta na thAya. paNa tenuM vedana tene aMta2mAMthI evuM pragaTa thAya ke te prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI cena ja na paDe. aMdarathI ugra AlaMbana ane ugra pariNati potA tarapha jAya to pragaTayA vagara rahe ja nahi. AkuLatArUpe nahi paNa aMdara vedana ja evuM thAya ke piraNita bahAra TakavAne badale ekatvabuddhi tUTIne aMta2mAM jJAyaka pariNati thAya. evI ugratA thavI joIe. vizeSa lInatAnI vAta pachI rahI paNa A eka jJAyakanI pariNati tene chUTI thaIne ekadama pariNamanarUpe thAya evuM ugra vedana tene aMdarathI AvavuM joIe. 338. prazna:- ugra vedana mATe zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- teno abhyAsa aMtaramAM karyA kare. vAraMvAra temAM ugratA kema thAya tevI bhAvanA karatAM karatAM puruSArtha ugra thAya to kArya Ave, paNa abhyAsa karatAM thAkavuM nahi. abhyAsa to karyA ja karavo. tene choDavo nahi. tenI sanmukhatA taraphano prayatna choDavo nahi. 339. prazna:- ajJAnInA ane jJAnInA indriyajJAnamAM kAMI phera kharo? samAdhAnaH- bahA2nuM jANavAnI apekSAe bannenuM jJAna sarakhuM che, paNa baMnenI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [189 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] dizA judI che. jJAnIne yathArtha jJAna che. eTale tene bhedajJAnapUrvaka jJAna thAya che paNa kayAMya ekatva nathI thatuM. tethI jJAnI svanI dizAmAM rahIne eTale ke svane sAthe rAkhIne parane jANe che, te svane choDato nathI. Ama tenI dizA judI che, sva taraphanI che. jyAre ajJAnI jANa bahAra cAlyo gayo hoya te rIte parane jANe che. bahAranuM jANavuM ke A kamADa che, A che, te che, te jANavAnI apekSAe bannenuM jJAna sarakhuM che. paNa tenI (jJAnInI) dizA judI che. te judI (svanI) dizAmAM Ubho rahIne jANe che ane ajJAnI judI dizAmAM-paramAM ekatva karIne jANe che. A rIte jovA jovAmAM phera che. jJAnIne atIndriya jJAnanI pariNati pragaTa thaI che. e pUrvaka adhUrAza che eTale upayoga bahAra jAya che. jANavAmAM eTalo ene indriyano ane manano Azraya Ave che ane ajJAnIne to ekaluM indriyajJAna ja che, svanuM jJAna nathI. jJAnInI dizA ja judI che. pote sva tarapha pariNati rAkhIne, para tarapha upayoga jAya tyAre parathI chUTo rahIne jANe che. Ama jANavAnI AkhI dizA judI che. eTale ema paNa kahevAya ke jJAnInI badhI pariNati jJAnarUpe ja pariName che ane ajJAnIne jANeluM badhuM jJAna ajJAna kahevAya che-kemake te svane jANato nathI ne paramAM ekatva thaIne jANe che. jJAnI indriyathI mane lAbha thAya, tenA AzrayathI huM jANuM chuM tema mAnato nathI. te judo rahIne jANe che, pote potAnA svata: pariNamanane juduM rAkhIne jANe che. 34). prazna:- jJAnIne indriyajJAna vRddhigata thatuM dekhAya che ane ajJAnIne indriyajJAna vRddhigata thatuM hoya tevuM dekhAtuM nathI ? samAdhAna:- indriyajJAnanuM zuM prayojana che? te indriyajJAna vRddhigata hoya ke na hoya, atIndriya jJAnanI pariNatinI vRddhi thAya te vRddhi che. sAdhanAnI vRddhimAM te ja vRddhi che. bahAranuM indriyajJAna vRddhigata dekhAya che te to badhuM bahArathI jovAnuM che, tenI vRddhi thAya teno koI artha nathI. aMdaranI atIndriya jJAnanI pariNati vadhatI jAya, svAnubhUti-bhedajJAnanI dhArA aMdaramAMthI vadhatI jAya te kharI vRddhi che, bahAranI vRddhi te vRddhi nathI. bahAramAM vadhatuM dekhAya ke na dekhAya te jovAnuM ja nathI; bahArathI ATaluM sAMbhaLyuM, ATaluM vAMcyuM, ATaluM dhAryuM ema tenAthI kAMI parIkSA thatI nathI. bahArathI vRddhi to ajJAnIne paNa dekhAya, paNa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 190 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana aMtaranI piraNita vadhe te kharI vRddhi che. bahAranI vRddhi te vRddhi nathI. aMtaranI pariNatinI vRddhi thAya te kharI vRddhi che. indriyajJAna vadhe tenuM kAMI mahattva nathI. tenuM mahattva gaNavuM paNa nahi. te parIkSAno sa2vALo paNa nathI. aMtaranI pariNati zuM kAma kare che te jovAnuM che. aMtara zraddhA-jJAna-lInatA te badhI piraNita zuM kAma kare che te jovAnuM che. mumukSuH- lokone bahAranuM vismaya thAya che ne dharmAtmAne aMtaranuM vismaya thAya che. bahenazrI:- aMtara-pariNati ja kharI che. muktino mArga badho aMtaramAM che. anAdikALathI bahAra jovAnI dRSTi che eTale bahAra jove che, paNa bahAranuM vismaya lAge tenAthI kharI parIkSA thatI nathI. bhagavAna samavasaraNamAM birAjamAna hoya temane joIne kahe ke ApanI zobhA addabhuta che. Ama bhaktimAM badhuM Ave. paNa aMtara jovAnI dRSTi aMta2mAM che. bhaktimAM vANInI mahimA kare, zarIranI mahimA kare tema ja gurudevano prabhAvanAno yoga kevo! gurudevanI mudrA kevI! teo tIrthaMkaranuM dravya che vagere badhuM bhaktithI kahe, paNa aMtaramAM parIkSA karIne kahe te vAta judI che. 341. praznaH- kahevAmAM Ave che ke tuM jJAna-lakSaNane zodhI kADha. paNa amArI pAse to vartamAnamAM indriyajJAna ja che, to kevI rIte zodhavuM? samAdhAnaH- daSTi tene aMtaramAM mUkavI paDe che. indriyajJAna bhale hoya, paNa pote che ne! potAno kAMI nAza thayo nathI ne indriyajJAna kAMI aMdara pravezI gayuM nathI. pote mAnyatA karI che, paNa potAnA jJAnamAM padravya pravezI nathI gayuM ne potAnuM astitva kAMI nAza nathI thayuM. mATe tArI pariNatine aMdara vALIne tuM pote koNa cho te gotI kADha. vacce mana ane indriya Ave che tene gauNa karIne ane tArA jJAnane mukhya karIne tuM jJAna-lakSaNathI AkhA jJAyakane oLakhI le. tuM indriyane sAthe rAkhe che eTale indriyathI jaNAyuM, AnAthI jaNAyuM ema tane thAya che; paNa tane tArA jJAnathI jaNAya che. te jJAna-lakSaNathI tAre aMdara jovAnuM che. indriya sAthe hoya che eTale ema kahevAya ke indriyajJAnathI jANyuM, paNa tuM aMdara dRSTi kara ne! tuM pote ja cho, tuM kAMI khovAI gayo nathI. pote ja potAnuM sAdhana che. bIjuM sAdhana zuM hoya? potAno kAMI nAza thayo nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] [ 191 mumukSuH- potAnI sattA kema svIkArato nathI ? bahenazrI:- tuM pote tArAthI jovAnuM kArya karI rahyo che, paNa tane joto nathI eTale tane ema thAya che ke mAre indriyathI-AkhathI jovAnuM rahyuM, manathI vicAravAnuM rahyuM, bIjuM kAMI jovAnuM sAdhana na rahyuM paNa tuM pote ja cho. (e tArA kSayopazamajJAnathI jaNAya che.) te indriya tane kayAM jaNAve che? tuM tArA jJAnane tArA tarapha vALa, tuM pote ja tane jaNAIza. AnAthI jaNAya, indriyathI jaNAya, ema zA mATe lakSa karavuM? tAruM astitva che ane tuM zodhI le. jJAna lakSaNathI zAyakane gotI le, temAM badhAM bahAranA AlaMbananA sAdhano gauNa thaI jAya che. te hoya che, paNa tuM potAne mukhya karI le. sAdhanane gauNa karavAM te tArA hAthanI vAta che. tuM nirAlaMbana ja cho, teno nAza thayo nathI. tuM tane mukhya karIne tenA tarapha jA to tuM pote ja cho. puruSArtha kara to tuM pote ja cho. tuM tane mukhya karI le ke huM jJAyaka ja chuM, huM pote ja jANanAra chuM, mAro kAMI nAza thayo nathI. A rIte jJAna-lakSaNane mukhya karI zAyakane tuM oLakhI le, eTale bahAranAM AlaMbano gauNa thaI jaze. tuM tAruM AlaMbana laI le. jyAre paNa prayatna kara tyAre bAhya AlaMbanane gauNa karavAnAM ja che, ane te tAre ja karavAnuM che. te prayatna vinA pahelethI thayeluM hotuM nathI. jyAre kara tyAre tAre ja gauNa karavAnA che ane tAre ja mukhya thavAnuM che. mATe tuM tane mukhya karIne ane te bAhya AlaMbanane gauNa karIne-DhIluM pADIne-tuM tane potAne zodhI le. pahelAM bIjuM AlaMbana laIne karavuM paDaze evuM nathI. tuM pote ja cho. jyAre kara tyAre tArAthI ja karavAnuM che. jJAnalakSaNane mukhya tAre potAne ja karavAnuM che. tene mukhya karI tArA jJAyakane tuM oLakhI le. anya AlaMbanane mukhya zuM kAma kare che? te AlaMbana karyAM jANe che? jANanAro to tuM cho. AlaMbana vacce Ave che, paNa te mana ke AMkha kayAM jANe che? tethI tenI mahattA karIne AlaMbanane zA mATe mukhya kare che? ane bahAra jAya che? mATe tuM tArA tarapha vaLI jA ane dravyane zodhI le. je potAne gotavAno che te pote hAjara ja che. pote hAjara che, ane potAne ja gotavAno che. emAM AlaMbana kayAM tane roke che? tuM pote rokAyelo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 192 ] cho. chUTo paDIne aMdara jA. aMdara te rUpe pariNamI jatAM nirAlaMbana thaIza. je koI nirAlaMbana thayA che te badhuM gauNa karIne thayA che. palaTo karavo te tArA hAthanI vAta che. jJAnane pakaDavAno prayatna karavAno che. tuM pote tArAthI jANI rahyo che, te jJAnane sva tarapha vALI de. Ave che ne ? keH "AlaMbana sAdhana je tyAge, 52 pariNatine bhAge re, akSaya darzana-jJAna vairAge, AnaMdaghana prabhu jAge re. 99 AlaMbana tyAgI nirAlaMbana thavuM te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. saMsAramAM badhAMne paDatA mUkI de che ane potAnuM dhAryuM kare che ne! tyAM potAnuM dhAryuM kare che. joke te to badhuM udaya AdhIna che, to paNa evo nirNaya kare che. pote nizcaya kare ke mAre Ama ja karavuM che, to pote bIjAnuM AlaMbana choDI de che. paNa ahIMyAM ajJAnI AlaMbanane choDato nathI ne AlaMbana-AlaMbana karyA kare che. deva-zAstra-gurue batAvyuM te pramANe karavuM. temaNe kahyuM ke tuM nirAlaMbana cho. tuM nirAlaMbana thA. tAre ja nirAlaMbana thavAnuM che. 342. praznaH- AtmAne prApta karavA kevI jAtanI ugratA joIe ? samAdhAnaH- svarUpa grahaNanI ugratA joIe. kayAMya cena na paDe, vikalpanI jALamAM paNa cena na paDe, kayAMya sukha lAge nahi-eTalI aMtaramAM ugratA hovI joIe. mane A bhAvamAM bahu AnaMda Ave che, bahu rasa paDe che, tevuM thAya te badho vikalpa ja che, vikalpano ja AnaMda che. AnaMda to caitanyadravyanA astitvamAMthI Avavo joIe, te sahaja AnaMda che. jyAM badhA vikalpa chUTI jAya che tyAM sahaja AnaMda pragaTe che. je aMtaramAMthI chUTo paDI jAya che tene sahaja AnaMda Ave che, tene koI kRtrimatA AvatI nathI ke mane bahu AnaMda Avyo. tema ja AnaMda upara paNa tenI daSTa hotI nathI. potAnuM astitva grahaNa kare che, tene sahaja AnaMda aMtaramAMthI pragaTe che. vikalpa karIne AnaMda veThavo paDato nathI. vikalpanI dizA te dizA AkhI palaTIne vikalpathI chUTo paDe to samyagdarzana pragaTe che. kSaNe kSaNe vikalpathI judo chuM evuM bhedajJAna pahelAM thavuM joIe. jJAyakanI dhArA pahelAM thAya to nirvikalpa dazA Ave. 343. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] prazna- dravyakarma bhAvakarma ane nokarma e traNethI eka sAthe judo paDe ? samAdhAna- aMtaramAM vibhAva sAthe jyAM ekatvabuddhi che tyAM badhA parapadArtha sAthe paNa ekatvabuddhi che. Ama sthUla rIte badhAthI ekatva mAnato nathI, paNa eka paNa parapadArtha ke vibhAva sAthe jene ekatvabuddhi che tene badhA sAthe ekatvabuddhi che ja, te judo paDyo nathI. dravyakarmanA nimitte bhAvakarmarUpe pote pariName che, paNa te potAno svabhAva nathI. dravyadRSTithI jove to vibhAva paNa potAthI judo che. chatAM tenI sAthe jene ekatvabuddhi che te para tarapha dRSTi karIne Ubho che. koIne ema lAge ke huM badhAthI judo paDyo chuM. ane mAtra vibhAva sAthe ekatvabuddhi che, eTaluM ja bAkI rahyuM che. paNa jo te eka vibhAvamAM paNa ekatvabuddhi karI rahyo che to tene badhA sAthe ekatvabuddhi UbhI ja che. ane jyAre vibhAvathI chUTe che tyAre badhAthI chUTI jAya che. 344. prazna:- ApanuM kahevuM che ke vibhAvabhAvamAM daSTi che tyAM sudhI paramAM ja daSTi rahelI che ? samAdhAna- hA, para tarapha daSTi rahelI che, tenI dRSTinI dizA ja para tarapha che. daSTinI dizA sva tarapha AvI ja nathI; ane grahaNa karyuM ja nathI, teNe dRSTinI dizA badalAvI nathI. ane dRSTinI dizA jo para tarapha che to temAM badhA para AvI jAya che. 345. prazna- parapadArtha mArA nathI ema vicArIne nakkI to karyuM che. chatAM tene parapadArthathI sAcuM bhedajJAna kema thatuM nathI ? samAdhAna - A badhAM ghara-makAna-kuTuMba Adi mArAM nathI. evo vairAgya to jIve ghaNIvAra karyo che tathA zarIra Adi badhA parapadArtha mArA nathI, te para che ema paNa vicAra karyo che te vicAra karIne judo paDe che, paNa tenI pariNati para sAthe ekatva thaI rahI che tyAM sudhI ekatvabuddhi UbhI ja che, ane vikalpa sAthe ekatvabuddhi che to badhA sAthe paNa ekatvabuddhi che. tene zarIramAM kAMI thAya to te vicAra kare ke zarIrathI huM judo chuM, judo chuM. paNa sahaja bhedajJAna rahevuM joIe te rahetuM nathI. mATe vicArathI judo paDe che, paNa vAstavika bhedajJAnanI pariNati tene nathI. 346. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 194] [svAnubhUtidarzana prazna:- AtmA anaMta zaktiono piMDa che, paNa haju jJAnaguNa khyAlamAM Avato nathI, to A paristhitimAM kAma kema thaze ? samAdhAnaH- AtmAmAM anaMta zakti che. jJAnaguNa lakSamAM nathI Avato kAraNa ke pote yathArtha rIte joto nathI. pote potAne grahaNa karI zake tema che. potAne grahaNa karavAnI anaMtI zakti tenAmAM che, paNa potAne grahaNa nahi thavAnuM kAraNa, daSTi ane upayoga para tarapha che. je pote potAne grahaNa kare, pote potAmAM pariName to pote potArUpa thaI jAya. pahelAM te aMze thAya, pachI pUrNa thAya. evuM anaMtu baLa tenAmAM che. AtmAmAM anaMtA guNo che te eka caitanyane jyAM grahaNa karyo tyAM, badhA svabhAvarUpe pariNamavA lAge che, dareka guNa potA tarapha pariName che. 347. prazna- zuM tene bharoso ema Ave ke A mArI cIjanA AdhAre mane kAyama zAMti-saMtoSa-nirAMta anubhavAze ? tyAMthI koIvAra pAchuM nahi pharavuM paDe evI pratIti zuM AvI zake ? samAdhAna - hA, evI pratIti AvavI joIe ke A jJAyaka ja satyArtharUpa che, kalyANarUpa che ane anubhavavA yogya che, temAMthI ja tRpti ane AnaMda Avaze. samayasAramAM Ave che ne ke - AmAM sadA prItivaMta bana, AmAM sadA saMtuSTa ne ! AnAthI bana tuM tRpta tujane sukha aho uttama thaze." jemAMthI tRpti thaze, jemAMthI bahAra AvavAnuM mana nahi thAya evA tRptasvarUpa, saMtoSasvarUpa AtmAne grahaNa kara. tuM gote che badhuM bahAra, paNa aMdaramAMthI badhuM pragaTa thaze. tAre AnaMda ke jJAna mATe bahAra phAMphAM nahi mAravA paDe, aMtaradaSTi thatAM jJAna-AnaMda tenI meLAe svayaM pariNamaze. jemAM koI thAka nathI, kaSTa nathI, evo AtmA pragaTarUpe sahaja pariNamaze. paNa zarUAtanI bhUmikAmAM palaTo khAvAmAM muzkelI paDe che ane kaThaNa lAge che. 348. prazna:- pahelAM parane AdhAre mAruM jIvana che ema bhAsatuM hatuM. svabhAva samajyA pachI mAruM jIvana mAre AdhAre che ema lAge kharuM? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] [ 195 samAdhAnaH- koInA AdhAre huM nathI. huM parathI TakuM chuM ke parathI mAruM jIvana che ema nathI; paraMtu svayaM mArA astitvathI huM Takelo chuM, huM svayaM jJAyaka eka padArtha chuM. koI anya padArthathI ( sAdhanothI) TakuM evuM mAruM tattva nathI. mAre koI 525dArthanA AzrayanI jarUra nathI. AvuM svarUpa hovA chatAM pote ekatvabuddhi karIne aTakI gayo che. svataHsiddha svabhAva tene kahevAya ke jene paranA AzrayanI jarUra paDe nahi. je svata:siddha svabhAva hoya te svayaM pariName ane te svabhAva amaryAdita hoya che. tethI jJAna-AnaMda Adi anaMtA guNono je svabhAva che tene maryAdA nathI, anaMta ja che. AvA svabhAvanI mahimA Ave to te potA tarapha jAya che. bahArathI ne vibhAvanI pariNatithI-vikalpanI ghaTamALathI-tene thAka lAge to potAnA caitanyano Azraya grahaNa kare. jo te bahArathI thAkato nathI to potAno Azraya levo kaThaNa paDe che. tene thAka lAge ke A vibhAva pariNati to kRtrima che, sahaja nathI, tema ja kaSTarUpa che, duHkharUpa che to potAnA sahaja svabhAvano Azraya grahaNa karavAnI aMdarathI jijJAsA-bhAvanA thayA vagara rahetI nathI. 349. prazna:- pUjaya gurudeve evuM vastunuM svarUpa kahyuM che ke vibhAvamAM UbhA rahevAnuM mana na thAya ane A bAju bhagavAna AtmA birAje che tenuM AkarSaNa-kheMcANa rahyA ja kare. emAM Apane zuM kahevuM che? samAdhAnaH- AlocanAnA pAThamAM Ave che ke mArA gurue mArA hRdayamAM upadezanI evI jamAvaTa karI che ke tenI AgaLa A pRthvInuM rAjya to zuM, traNa lokanuM rAjya paNa mane ISTa nathI. tema ApaNA gurudeve upadezanI evI jamAvaTa karI che ke bIje kayAMya ruci lAge nahi. gurudeve je upadezanI jamAvaTa varSo sudhI karI tene jo pote grahaNa karI hoya to koI jagyAe citta coMTe nahi. gurudevano varSo sudhI upadeza mahAbhAgya hoya to maLe. AvA kALamAM, AvA guru maLavA ane varSo sudhI upadeza maLavo te mahAbhAgyanI vAta che. koI UMDethI samaje ke na samaje, paNa vANImAM darekane apUrvatA lAgatI ke badhAthI kAMIka juduM kahI rahyA che. 350. praznaH- vacanAmRtamAM Ave che ke svabhAvanI vAta sAMbhaLatAM hRdayamAM soMsaravaTa thA lAge, to emAM zuM kahevuM che ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 196 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana samAdhAnaH- A judI ja jAtanuM kahe che. ne huM to A vibhAva sAthe ekatva thaI rahyo chuM-ema aMdarathI svarUpa tarapha javAno koI judo ja ghA lAge ane te soMsaravaTa lAgI jAya. atyAra sudhI A paribhramaNa karyuM ane AmAM ja Ubho chuM- ema ghA vAge ne potA tarapha javA mATe puruSArtha aMdarathI UpaDI jAya. gurudevanI vANInuM prabaLa nimitta hatuM. vANI sAMbhaLatAM apUrvatA lAge to bhedajJAna thaI jAya evo ghA vAge, aMdarathI pote judo paDI jAya. jenuM upAdAna taiyAra thAya tene bhedajJAna thayA vinA rahe nahi, tevuM temanuM nimitta hatuM. 351. prazna:- kaSAyanI maMdatA thAya tyAM zAMti vedAI jAya che. tathA pAMca indriyanA viSayamAM sukha-zAMti dekhAya che. AtmAmAM sukha che te lAgatuM nathI. to AgaLa kevI rIte javAya? samAdhAnaH- sukha bahAramAM kayAMya nathI, paNa eka AtmAmAM che. eTalI potAne aMdaramAM daDhatA ane pratIti Ave to pariNita potA tarapha vaLe. jJAyakanI mahimA Ave ane AtmAmAM ja sukha che, bIje kayAMya sukha nathI, eTaluM aMdarathI pratItinuM baLa Ave to ja puruSArtha potA tarapha vaLe che. anAdino tene abhyAsa che, tethI bahA2mAM zAMti lAge che ane kayAMka kayAMka rokAI jAya che. kAMI na hoya-vikalpa paNa na hoya-ne ekaluM caitanyanuM astitva hoya, te mAre joIe che, temAM ja badhuM bhareluM che.-tevI pratItinuM baLa aMtaramAMthI Ave to te AgaLa jAya che. 352. prazna:- bAhya pravRttimAM azubhamAMthI zubhamAM jAya tyAM evo rokAI jAya che ke AtmAne grahaNa karavAnuM bAjumAM rahI jAya che. te kadAca puruSArtha kare to be-cAra divasa cAle, pachI chUTI jAya che. to zuM karavuM ? samAdhAnaH- anAdino vibhAvano pravAha cAle che. eTale potAnI tarapha pariNatino palaTo karavo te bahu muzkela paDe che. ne maMda kaSAyamAM ema ne ema cAlyo jAya che. pariNatino palaTo karavA mATe tIkho puruSArtha kare to thAya. bAkI jene thAya tene aMtarmuhUrtamAM thAya, paNa moTe bhAge prayatna karI karIne thAya. vAraMvAra puruSArtha karyA kare, tene choDe nahi, thAka lAge nahi, to temAM koI vA2 tIkho puruSArtha thavAno prasaMga banatAM prApti thAya. 353. prazna:- benazrI ! ame nirvikalpa thaIne dhyAna dharIe to konuM dhyAna karavAnuM ? samAdhAnaH-nirvikalpa svarUpa ja AtmA che. tenI pratIti pahelAM karavI ane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [197 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA] huM vikalpathI judo chuM evuM bhedajJAna kare to nirvikalpa thavAya. huM jJAyaka chuM ema pote potAne oLakhe to nirvikalpa thavAya. pahelAM sAcuM jJAna kare pachI sAcuM dhyAna thAya. mArA dravya-guNa-paryAya ne bIjAnA dravya-guNa-paryAya judAM che. ema potAne oLakhe; sAcI pratIti-jJAna kare to nirvikalpa thavAya. 354. prazna- magajamAMthI badhA vicAro kADhI nAkhIe ne dhyAna dharIe ke huM AtmA akhaMDa chuM, to dhyAna thAya? samAdhAnaH- badhA vicAra kADhI nAkhIe ema manamAM vicAra Ave, paNa aMtaramAMthI chUTavA muzkela paDe che. prathama huM jJAyaka chuM evuM potAnuM astitva grahaNa thavuM joIe. potAnI jJAyakatA aMdarathI bhAsavI joIe. A rahyo caitanya AtmA, A rahyo chuM ema lAgavuM joIe. jema zarIra huM chuM ema lAge che tema huM AtmA chuM ema lAgavuM joIe. Ama jJAyakanI sAcI pratIti ane jJAna thAya pachI vikalpa chUTe che. zarUAtamAM aprazasta vikalpa choDIne jinendradevanA, zAstranA, gurunA tema ja huM AtmA jJAyaka chuM, huM zarIra nathI, huM vibhAva nathI evA vicAro Ave che. te vicAro chUTe kayAre? ke aMtara jJAyakamAM lIna thAya tyAre chUTe. pahelAMthI vicAra choDavA jAya to aMdaramAM eka jAtanI zUnyatA jevuM thaI jAya, pahelAMthI vicAra chUTe nahi, sAcuM jJAna thAya to sAruM dhyAna thAya. pahelAM vikalpa chUTayA na hoya, paNa aMdara chUTI gayA jevuM lAge. vikalpa aMdara paDyA hoya tene pote bhale pheravI nAkhe, paNa pahelAM vikalpa chUTavA muzkela paDe che. (chUTI zakatA nathI) pahelAM sAcuM jJAna karavuM. huM caitanya judo chuM ne A badhuM juduM che evuM aMtaramAM bhedajJAna kare. A badhuM juduM ja che ema nakkI karyA pachI tenuM kArya thavuM joIe. dareka kAryamAM huM judo chuM, judo chuM ema kSaNe kSaNe lAgavuM joIe. khAtAM, pItAM, bolatAM, haratAM-pharatAM ke koI paNa kAryamAM pote judo ja lAge to vikalpa chUTI nirvikalpa svAnubhUti thAya. paNa dareka vakhate pote judo lAgavo joIe. pahelAM bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kare to svAnubhUti thAya. 355. prazna- pUjya gurdevanuM TeparekorDeDa pravacana sAMbhaLatAM tathA Atmadharma vAMcIe tyAre UMDANathI ema thAya che ke AtmA prApta karI levo ja che paNa pachI prayatna cAlato nathI ! samAdhAna:- AtmA prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI prayAsa karyA karavo. thAkavuM nahi. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 198 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana vAMcavuM, vicAravuM, mahimA karavI ne vAraMvAra teno abhyAsa karavo ke huM caitanya judo chuM. jema bhagavAnanA maMdiranAM bAraNAM na khUle tyAM sudhI bhagavAnanA maMdire Tahela mAre ne Tahela mAravI na choDe. to bhagavAnanA maMdiranAM bAraNAM khUlatAM darzana thAya che tema huM caitanya chuM, bIjuM kAMI huM nathI, ema vAraMvAra abhyAsa kare to jarUra AtmAnAM darzana thAya. jyAM sudhI AtmAnAM darzana na thAya tyAM sudhI utAvaLa ke AkuLatA na kare paNa tenI mahimA kare. 356. prazna:- keTalAka traNa divasamAM AtmA ApavAnI vAta kare che, to te zuM haze ? samAdhAnaH- koIthI AtmA devAto nathI, pote ja puruSArtha kare to prApta thAya, potAne potAthI ja AtmA grahaNa thAya. koInI bhUla na rahe e rIte gurudeve mArga ghaNo spaSTa karyo che. AvI bhedajJAnanI vAta karanArA koI nathI. zarIrathI ne zubhAzubha vikalpathI AtmA judo che evI vAta gurudeve spaSTa karI. gurudeve kahyuM che ke kayAMya bhUla khAto nahi, eka caitanyane grahaNa karI leje. kArya thoDuM thAya temAM nukasAna nathI, paNa khoTe mArge jaIza nahi. " karI jo zake pratikramaNa Adi dhyAnamaya karaje aho " ane na thAya to utAvaLa karIza nahi, thoDA zubhabhAvamAM mAnI laIza nahi ke mane AtmA prApta thayo che. AtmaprApti na thAya tyAM sudhI zraddhA barAbara karaje ke mArga to A ja che. bIjo mArga grahaNa karIza nahi. zrImade kahyuM che ne ke yama-niyama-saMyama Apa kIyo; puni-tyAga-virAga athAga lahyo. vanavAsa rahyo, mukha mauna rahyo; dRDha Asana padma, lagAya dIyo. teM badhuM karyuM, yama, niyama, dhyAna, upavAsa, mauna, haThayoga vagere karyAM paNa karavAnuM kAMIka juduM ja bAkI rahI gayuM che. mATe sadguru batAve che te mArge tuM cAlaje. te mArga koIka judo ja che. AtmA prApta na thAya to bhAvanA karavI. huM judo chuM judo chuM, caitanya chuM, A koI rAgAdi mArA nathI, huM to zAzvata chuM evI bhAvanA rAkhaje, paNa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [199 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInItattvacarcA ] utAvaLa karIza nahi. thoDuM dhyAna karIne mane prakAza dekhANo tevA koI mArge tuM jaIza nahi. jagatamAM ghaNI-ghaNI bhramaNAo che. koInA devAthI samyagdarzana maLe nahi. samyagdarzana anaMtakALe thavuM durlabha che, te koI ApI zake tema bane nahi. potAne aMdarathI laganI lAge, te pote ja aMdarathI chUTo paDe ane bhedajJAnanI ugratA thAya to ja samyagdarzana thAya. te na thAya to tenI apUrvatA ane mahimA karaje. mahimA karIza to najIka AvI jaIza, utAvaLa karavAthI te bIje kayAMka mAnI besavAthI UlaTuM nukazAna thaze. gurudeva pAsethI badhAe sAMbhaLyuM che. gurudeve koI apUrva kahyuM che. samakita durlabha che, paNa puruSArtha kare to sulabha che. ane kSaNamAM thAya tevuM che. puruSArtha kare to utkRSTamAM utkRSTa cha mahinAmAM te prApta thAya che. te na thAya to utAvaLa na karavI, bIjA mArge javuM nahi, zraddhA barAbara karavI. 357. prazna:- "A jJAnapada paramArtha che je pAmI jIva mukti lahe -AmAM zuM kahevAnuM che ? samAdhAnaH- je jJAnanA bheda che tene grahaNa nahi karatAM eka jJAnamAtra jJAyaka che. tene grahaNa karavo. sUryanA prakAzanA kiraNo je hInAdhikatAvALAM che te kAMI mULa sUrya nathI. tema karmanA nimitte pAMca bheda-mati, cuta, avadhi, mana:paryaya ane kevaLajJAna dekhAya che paNa te mULa taLa nathI, mULa taLa to jJAyaka che. te zAyakane grahaNa karavo-jJAnapadane grahaNa karavuM. "A jJAnapada paramArtha che je pAmI jIva mukti lahe" mati-zruta Adi bhedo che, paNa tenuM mULa zuM che? prakAzanAM kiraNo badhA dekhAya paNa Akho sUrya kayAM che? te sUryane grahaNa karavA jevo che. je kiraNo dekhAya che tenI pAchaLa AkhuM astitva zuM che? tema A pAMca bhedanI pAchaLa je AkhI jJAyakatA bharelI che-caitanyatA bharelI che-tene grahaNa karavAnI che. 358. prazna- Apa vAraMvAra bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karavAnuM kaho cho to te abhyAsa kaI rIte karavo ? samAdhAnaH- potAne bahAramAM zarIra pratye, vibhAva pratye ekatvabuddhi che, tyAMthI, etvabuddhine toDIne vAraMvAra huM caitanya chuM, jJAyaka chuM tema thavuM joIe. te Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 200] [svAnubhUtidarzana vAraMvAra kayAre thAya? ke eTalI aMdaranI laganI lAgI hoya, jarUrIyAta lAgI hoya to thAya. anAdinI ekatvabuddhi che tene toDIne vAraMvAra huM caitanya chuM, caitanya chuM tema zarUAtamAM vikalparUpe thAya che. sahajadhArA thAya tyAre yathArtha pariNamana thAya che, paNa tyAM sudhI bhAvanArUpe vikalpa hoya che. bahAramAM kayAMya cena na paDe, etvabuddhi vakhate paNa cena na paDe. to potAne zodhIne potAno Azraya grahaNa kare. te na thAya tyAM sudhI zrutanuM ciMtavana kare, deva-zAstra-gurumAM citta lagAve, te vicAra kare ke huM caitanya chuM, caitanya chuM, paNa te bhAvanAmAM ekasarakhuM rahI zakAtuM nathI, kAraNa ke te bhAvanA sahaja nathI. sahaja nathI eTale vicAra bIje-bIje jAya-zrutanA ne dravya-guNaparyAyanA ciMtavanamAM Ubho rahe. huM judo chuM, huM judo chuM, ema ekanA eka vikalpamAM, vikalpavALo upayoga che eTale TakI zakato nathI. tethI bhAvanA ema rAkhe ke huM caitanya chuM, huM caitanya chuM, ane vAre-vAre abhyAsa paNa karyA kare. upayoga ekamAM TakI zakato nathI tema ja eka ne eka vikalpavALuM ciMtavana lUkhuM thaI jAya che, mATe zrutanA citavananA vicAramAM rokAya che. chatAM karavAnuM to eka ja che-bhedajJAna karIne caitanyane grahaNa karavAno che. vikalpathI mAro svabhAva judo che ema eka caitanyane grahaNa karavAno che. 3pa9. prazna- tIkSNa upayoga eTale zuM? samAghAna - tIkSNa eTale tIkho upayoga. sthUla upayogathI caitanya grahaNa thato nathI, paNa tIkSNa upayogathI A caitanya te ja huM chuM, jJAyaka te ja huM chuM ema pakaDAya che. badhA vikalpa Ave, paNa tenI vacce jANanAro te ja huM chuM ema tIkSNa upayoga karIne caitanyanI pratIti kare, teno Azraya kare, temAM daDhatA kare to te pakaDAya. upayoga tIkSNa ane sUkSma karIne potAno svabhAva prazna karavAno che. 3EO. prazna- yathArtha rucinuM zuM lakSaNa che te samajAvavA kRpA karazojI. samAghAna- yathArtha saci, tIkhI ruci, ugra ruci hoya to vAraMvAra potA tarapha puruSArtha UpaDe che. yathArtha ruci che ke nahi te potAne vicAravAnuM che. ruci maMda thaI jAya che, temAM ugratA thatI nathI eTale upayoga bahAra TakI rahe che, puruSArtha bahAramAM jAya che, aMtaramAM jato nathI. 361. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [201 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] prazna- jJAyaka chuM, jJAyaka chuM ema vicAra karatAM rasa jAmato nathI ane ekAgratA thatI nathI. to zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- eka ne eka vikalpathI rasa na jAme eTale badhuM vikalpAtmaka thaI jAya che. aMdara evI jAtanI laganI hovI joIe ke huM caitanya chuM, hRdayamAM tene evI virakti thaI jAya ke A vibhAva bhAva te huM nathI, to vibhAvano rasa tUTI jAya ane caitanyano rasa lAgI jAya. vAraMvAra vikalpa kare te gokhavA jevuM thaI jAya, paNa aMdara rasapUrvaka huM caitanya chuM evI potAnI mahimA ane rasa lAgavo joIe. rasa evo lAgavo joIe ke pachI tyAMthI chUTavuM muzkela paDe. 36ra. prazna:- Ape to nAnI uMmaramAM samyagdarzana prApta karI lIdhuM ane amane guruno ATalo upadeza sAMbhaLavA chatAM hujI aMdaramAM koI kArya thatuM nathI. to zuM sacimAM khAmI che? samAdhAna:- puruSArtha karavo te potAnA hAthamAM che. caitanyanuM raTaNa vAraMvAra karyA karavuM, thAkavuM nahi ane temAM ne temAM Ubho rahe to aMdaramAM praveza thavAno avakAza che. samyagdarzana na thAya tyAM sudhI thAkavuM nahi. vAraMvAra tenI bhAvanArUci, zrutanuM ciMtavana, tattvanA vicAra, vibhAvathI virakti, caitanyanI mahimA ne deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA AvyA kare. kArya na thAya tyAM sudhI caitanyane dhyeyamAM rAkhIne temAM ne temAM rahe ane tenuM ghUMTaNa karyA kare, paNa thAke nahi. lAMbo TAIma thaI gayo ane aMdaramAM kAMI thatuM nathI mATe teno rasa UDI jAya tema na karavuM. vAraMvAra tenI ja bhAvanA karyA karavI, tenI samIpa ja rahyA karavuM. 363. prazna- potAnA zuddha svarUpanuM vikalpAtmaka yathArtha jJAna thAya tenAthI caitanyano mahimA vizeSa Ave ? samAdhAna:- vikalpAtmaka jJAna vadhAre thAya eTale zuddha svarUpanI mahimA vadhAre Ave ema nathI. tene dravya-guNa-paryAyanuM jJAna vadhAre thAya eTale vadhAre mahimA Ave tema nahi. mahimA te svayaM judI pariNati che ne jJAna te juduM che. mahinAmAM jJAna bAhya sAdhana bane che, paNa tethI jhAjhuM jJAna hoya to ja mahimA Ave tema hotuM nathI. keTalAkane jJAna thoDuM hoya ane aMdara mahimA tathA pariNatimAM caitanya taraphanuM valaNa ekadama vadhAre thaI jAya. mahimAthI palaTo thaI jAya che. bhale Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 202] [ svAnubhUtidarzana jJAna thoDuM hoya, paNa potAnA astitvane grahaNa kare. sAthe eTaluM hoya ke huM parathI judo chuM to tene aMdara mahimA AvIne ne vibhAvanI mahimA chUTIne aMdarathI virakti AvI jAya. jJAna amuka hoya to paNa palaTo khAya che. jJAna mahimAM lAvavAmAM sAdhana bane che; paNa jJAna vadhAre hoya to ja mahimA Ave tema nathI. 364. prazna- huM jJAyaka chuM, jJAyaka chuM ema nakkI karIne jJAyakamAM prayoga karavA jaIe chIe to lUkhuM thaI jAya che, rasabasatuM lAgatuM nathI. to kevA prakArano puruSArtha karavo joIe te samajAvavA kRpA karazojI. samAdhAnaH- jJAyaka eTale temAM mAtra jANavuM che tevo lUkho jJAyaka nathI. jJAyaka te koI anupama jJAyaka che, koI judo ja jJAyaka che. jJAyaka anaMta-anaMta guNothI bharelo che. teno jJAna svabhAva anaMta agAdha che. evo jANavAno jeno aciMtya svabhAva che te svayaM jJAyaka che. parane jANe che eTale jJAyaka nahi, svayaM jJAyaka che. te jJAyakamAM anaMtatA bharelI che. jJAyaka tene kahevAya ke je eka samayamAM badhuM jANI zake che. ema samayamAM svayaM badhe pahoMcI vaLe ane pote potAnA kSetramAM rahIne badhAne jANe evI jJAnanI koI aciMtya zakti che. te jJAnanI sAthe AnaMdaguNa paNa che. jJAyaka AnaMdasAgarathI bharelo che. bahAramAM je AnaMda mAnelo che te yathArtha AnaMda nathI. AnaMdano sAgara pote che. Avo koI anupama jJAyaka che tenI tene pratIti AvavI joIe, to jJAyaka tene rasabasato lAge. jo jJAyakanI yathArtha pratIti na Ave to mAtra lUkhuM jJAna thaI jAya. tene aMdarathI jJAyakanI evI pratIti AvavI joIe ke jJAyaka koI apUrva che. jinendradeve kevaLajJAnanI apUrvadazA pragaTa karI evI apUrva dazA pragaTa thAya tevI zakti mArA zAyakamAM rahelI che ema tenI mahimA AvavI joIe. jJAyakanI aMdaramAMthI pratIti AvavI joIe ke mAro jJAyaka koI judo apUrva che. te jJAyaka vagara mane cAle ja nahi, jJAyakano Azraya-jJAyakano cheDo lIdhA vagara mane cAle ja nahi. zAyakanI evI mahimA tene aMtaramAMthI AvavI joIe. kSaNe kSaNe mAre jJAyaka ja joIe. jJAyakano Azraya ane jJAyakano cheDo pakaDIne rahuM, jJAyakano ja Azraya mane kAyama ho, teno cheDo chUTe ja nahi tevI mahimA AvavI joIe. vAraMvAra jJAyakano abhyAsa karavAthI te mahimA pragaTa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [ 203 thAya to jJAyaka rasabasato lAge. bahAramAM zubhabhAvamAM jema deva-zAstra-guruno Azraya le che tema aMtaramAM jJAyakano Azraya Avavo joIe. aMdara jJAyaka deva paramAtmA che. te caitanya camatkArathI bharelo che. te pragaTa thAya to tenuM aciMtya camatkArI svarUpa jaNAya che. tenI pratIti evI Ave ke jJAyaka vagara cAle nahi, to jJAyaka rasabasato lAge ne to teno puruSArtha AgaLa jAya. 365. prazna:- AtmAne prasiddha karanAra dravyavizeSa (paryAya ) che, to dravyavizeSanI kema mahimAM AvatI nathI ? samAdhAna- dravyasAmAnya ane dravyavizeSa bane anAdi vastu che. sAmAnyanI mahimA che tema vizeSanI paNa mahimA che. sAmAnyanI mahimA e kAraNe che ke te anaMta zaktiothI bhareluM che. temAMthI paryAyo pragaTe che. anAdithI jIve sAmAnyano Azraya karyo nathI. dravya anaMta zaktiothI bhareluM che teno Azraya kare to temAMthI paryAyo pragaTe che. dravya zaktiono bhaMDAra che, tethI tenI mahimA karavAmAM Ave che. paryAyanI paNa mahimA hoya che. kevaLajJAnanI mahimA, munidazAnI mahimA ne svAnubhUtinI mahimA hoya che. paMcaparameSThI pUjavA yogya che, AdaravA yogya che, namaskAra karavA yogya che. temaNe dravyadRSTipUrvaka aMtaramAMthI vItarAgatAnI paryAya pragaTa karI che, mATe teo pUjavA yogya che. tethI vizeSanI paNa mahimA hoya che. sAmAnyanA AzrayapUrvaka je vizeSa pragaTa thAya te vizeSa paNa pUjya che. badhI apekSAo samajavI joIe. mumukSu- ekAMta karavA jevuM nathI. bahenazrI - ekAMta karavA jevuM nathI. anAdikALathI dravyanI daSTi pragaTa karI nathI, sAmAnya je AdaravA yogya che teno Azraya lIdho nathI ane mAtra skUla vyavahAramAM rokAI gayo che. sAmAnyanA Azraya vagara vyavahAramAM rokANo, paNa evo vyavahAra choDavA yogya che. te vyavahAranI daSTi choDIne zaktiono bhaMDAra evA sAmAnyanI daSTi kara. anaMta guNabhaMDAra sAmAnyanI daSTi kare to sAmAnyanI mahimA Ave ja. te sAthe sAdhanAnI paryAyanI mahimA paNa zAstramAM Ave che. paMcaparameSThI vyavahAre pUjavA yogya kahevAya che, tema na hoya to temanuM zAstramAM kathana Ave che te badhuM niSphaLa Tharaze. paMcaparameSThI bhagavAna pUjavA yogya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 204] [ svAnubhUtidarzana che, sAdhaka dazAmAM evA zubhabhAvo Ave che. mATe paryAya ane dravya baMneno viveka karavAno che. 366. prazna- sAmAnya tarapha javAmAM vacce vyavahAra to Ave che ne ? eTalo vyavahAra rAkhavo ne ? samAdhAnaH- vyavahAra rAkhavo ema nahi, vyavahAranuM yathArtha jJAna hoya. potA taraphanI daSTinuM dhyeya rAkhavuM ane vacce je vyavahAra Ave che te jANavA yogya che. vyavahAranuM yathArtha jJAna vacce hoya che. jema che tema yathArtha pratIti karavAnI che. vyavahArane sthAne vyavahAra yogya che, nizcayane sthAne nizcaya yogya che. "jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavuM teha" nizcayanI jagyAe nizcaya, vyavahAranI jagyAe vyavahAra, jema che tema samajavA. je jyAM yogya hoya tyAM tenuM AcaraNa kare. sAmAnyane mukhya rAkhIne vyavahArane heya gaNavAmAM Ave che arthAt bhUtArtha daSTie vyavahArane abhUtArtha kahyo, paNa je abhUtArtha che te vyavahAra, pote potAthI che. nizcaya bhUtArtha che te apekSAe vyavahAra abhUtArtha che, paNa tethI paryAya nathI ema nathI. jyAM je apekSA yogya che tyAM te pramANe barAbara samajavuM. 367. prazna- vacanAmRtanA bolamAM Ave che ke "puruSArtha karavAnI kaLa sUjhI jAya to mArganI mUMjhavaNa TaLI jAya. pachI kaLe kamAya, dhana dhanane kamAve-dhana raLe to DhagalA thAya.' to emAM zuM kahevuM che ? samAdhAnaH- A caitanya te ja huM chuM evI yathArtha jJAnanI kaLa eTale ke puruSArthanI kaLa aMtaramAM sUjhI jAya to mArganI mUMjhavaNa TaLI jAya. paNa te jJAnanI kaLa, puruSArthanI kaLa kayAre sUjhe? ke huM koNa chuM? ane A vibhAva zuM che? ema nakkI karIne vibhAvathI nyAro thAya tyAre. tene kayAMya cena paDe nahi mAre eka AtmA ja joIe che, bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI. eka AtmA sivAya jagatamAM koI vastunI vizeSatA lAge nahi, eka AtmA ja vizeSa ane sarvotkRSTa che eTalI AtmAnI jarUriyAta jaNAya to puruSArthanI kaLa sUjhI jAya. caitanya AtmA koI anupama padArtha che ema AtmAnI vizeSatA lAge to tene puruSArthanI kaLa sUjhe. pachI A AtmA che te vibhAvathI judo che ema karIne puruSArthathI AgaLa jAya to, jema dhana raLe ne DhagalA thAya tema puruSArtha thAya. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 205 dhana maLavuM te puNAdhIna che. dhana maLavuM te potAnA hAthanI vAta nathI. paNa A puruSArtha to potAnA svabhAvamAMthI pragaTe che. svabhAva upara daSTi mUkI astitvane grahaNa kare eTale ke anaMtaguNa RddhithI bharapUra AtmAmAM jAya to AtmAmAM je bharyuM che te darzana, jJAna ane lInatA pragaTa thAya, jJAna-darzana-cAritra Adi aneka guNanI nirmaLatA pragaTe. jema dhana raLe ne DhagalA thAya tema AtmAnI aneka jAtanI nirmaLatAo puruSArtha kare to pragaTa thAya. jene kaLa sUjhI ne AtmA hAtha AvI gayo tene AtmAmAMthI anaMtaguNanI nirmaLatAo pragaTa thAya che, svathI ekatva ane parathI vibhakta evI pariNati aMtaramAM pragaTa thAya che. potAne daSTinuM jora che ne bhedajJAnanI dhArA che to koIvAra vizeSa puruSArtha karatA dhana raLe ane DhagalA thAya tenA jevuM thAya. 368. prazna:- pariNati vizeSa thAya eTale kaLa hAthamAM AvI jAya ? samAdhAna:- pariNati vizeSa thAya tyAre kaLa hAthamAM Ave tema nahi, samyagdarzana thayuM tyAM ja kaLa hAthamAM AvI jAya che. muktino mArga pragaTa thayo, svAnubhUti pragaTa thaI tyAM ja kaLa hAthamAM AvI gaI. AtmAnuM astitva grahaNa karyuM, muktinA mArge cAlyo ane svarUpanI dvArA pragaTa thaI te kaLa che. pachI temAM amuka jAtanI nirmaLatAo yathAyogya pragaTe che. jJAna-darzana pragaTa thatAM keTalIka svarUpa-ramaNatA pragaTe che, pachI AgaLa jAya eTale bhUmikA vadhI jAya teno cAritra sAthe saMbaMdha che. cAritradazA te kevaLajJAnane lAvanArI che. cAritradazAmAM aneka jAtanI vibhUtio pragaTe che. jene muktino mArga hAthamAM AvI gayo che, jeNe potAnuM astitva grahaNa karyuM che, tene jJAyakanI dhArA pragaTa thaI gaI che. pachI jJAyakanI dhArAmAM AgaLa puruSArtha thavAmAM tenI virakti vadhatI jAya che kAraNa che, paNa bIjuM koI kAraNa nathI. kaLa sUjhavAmAM samyagdarzananI vAta che. samyagdarzana thatAM have tene koI kaLa sUjhavAnI bAkI nathI. jene muktino mArga pragaTa thayo tene kaLa sUjhI ja jAya che. cAritradazA to sahaja che. joke jJAtAdhArAnI ugratA thavI te to tenA puruSArtha upara che, paNa have bIjI koI kaLa sUjhe to te AgaLa jAya evuM nathI. tene koI jAtanI mArganI mUMjhavaNa nathI. mumukSu- puruSArthanI ugratA thAya to AgaLa jAya? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 206 ] [svAnubhUtidarzana bahenazrI - hA, puruSArthanI ugratA thAya to AgaLa jAya che ne puruSArthanI maMdatA hoya to tyAM Ubho rahe che, paNa kaLa sUjhavAnI ke mArganI koI mUMjhavaNa nathI. jJAnI gRhasthAzramamAM Ubho che te puruSArthanI maMdatAthI Ubho che, chatAM gRhasthAzramamAM amuka jAtano puruSArtha thayA ja kare che, kemake kaLa tenA hAthamAM che, have kaLa sUjhavAnI bAkI nathI. tene jo ugra puruSArtha thAya to nirmaLatAnA DhagalA thAya che. tenA hAthamAM evuM kalpavRkSa AvyuM che ke temAM puruSArthanI dhArA vadhe to dhananA (nirmaLatAnA) DhagalA thAya ane te tenA hAthanI vAta che. keTaluM AgaLa jAvuM te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. koIne matijJAnanI nirmaLatA, koIne zrutajJAnanI nirmaLatA, koIne avadhijJAnanI nirmaLatA, koIne mana-paryayajJAnanI nirmaLatA ema aneka jAtanI Rddhio pragaTe che. aneka jAtanI nirmaLatA aMdaramAM che te badhI badhAne pragaTe ja tema hotuM nathI. koIne AvI nirmaLatA na pragaTe ane eka cAritradazA pragaTe to temAMthI kevaLajJAna thaI jAya che. koI koI sAdhakane vacce badhuM Ave che. jema dhana raLe ane DhagalA thAya tema aneka jAtanI Rddhio pragaTe che. 369. prazna- samakitIne paNa puruSArthanI jarUriyAta lAge che? samAdhAnaH- hA, tene puruSArthanI jarUriyAta lAge che. jijJAsunI bhUmikAmAM paNa (samyagdarzana prApta karavA mATe) puruSArthanI jarUriyAta lAge che ane samyagdarzana prApta thayA pachI paNa puruSArthanI jarUriyAta pUrepUrI lAge che. teNe badhI rIte eka AtmAne sarvasva jANyo che ne zraddhAmAM nava-nava koTie eka AtmAne grahaNa karyo che tethI bIjuM badhuM zraddhAmAMthI nIkaLI gayuM che chatAM hajI puruSArthanI maMdatAthI zraddhA ne cAritramAM phera che ane tethI tene paNa puruSArthanI jarUriyAta che, mukhyatA puruSArthanI che. samakitIne puruSArthanI jarUriyAta lAgavA chatAM puruSArthamAM maMdatA che, cAritranI apekSAe puruSArthanI maMdatA kahevAya, joke zraddhAnI apekSAe AtmAne barAbara grahaNa karyo che ne eka kSaNamAM jo kevaLajJAna thatuM hoya to mAre bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI evI ugratA paNa aMdara pariNatimAM che, chatAM paNa puruSArthanI maMdatA che. pote gRhasthAzramamAM rahIne pachI munidazA aMgIkAra kare che paNa temAM puruSArthanI maMdatA che chatAM puruSArthanI jarUriyAta lAgI nathI tevo artha tyAM thAya nahi. tenI daSTi AkhI palaTo khAI gaI che, potA tarapha cAlI gaI che. tenI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [ 207 AkhI dizA badalAI gaI che. tenA AtmAnI pariNati AtmA tarapha ja che, AtmAne dekhI rahI che. teNe vibhAvane pITha daI dIdhI che, chatAM puruSArthanI maMdatAe aMdara pUrepUro lIna thaI zakato nathI tethI bahAra Ave che. 37). prazna- samyagdaSTi dharmAtmA pratye sAcI arpaNatA hoya to kArya thaI jAya ne? e arpaNatAno marma zuM che te Apa samajAvazojI. samAdhAna- pUjya gurudeve AtmAnuM apUrva svarUpa samajAvyuM che ke AtmA judo che, zarIra juduM che, vikalpa judo che evuM bhedajJAna karIne tuM dravyadRSTi kara. gurue je batAvyuM che ane dharmAtmA kahe che te badhAno tene svIkAra che. jeNe aMtaramAMthI gune svIkAryA tene bhavano abhAva thayA vagara rahe nahi. mULa prayojanabhUta je svarUpa che te gurudeve batAvyuM che. je bhagavAnanA dravya guNa-paryAyane jANe te AtmAne jANe ane je AtmAne jANe te bhagavAnane jANe. tema jeNe gurune svIkAryA te potAne svIkAre che-ane potAne svIkAre che. te gurune svIkAre che. evI arpaNatA aMdaramAMthI Ave to vikalpanuM svAmIpaNuM tene chUTI jAya che. huM vikalpathI judo, vikalpa mAruM svarUpa nathI, vikalpano huM svAmI nathI. jo kharI arpaNatA hoya to pUjya gurudeva kahe che tevI potAnI pariNati thaI jAya che. buddhithI nahi, paNa aMtarathI thaI jAya che te arpaNatA judI jAtanI hoya che. tene badhA vikalpanI aMdara badhI arpaNatA ja hoya che. 371. prazna- tattvanI vAtamAM arpaNatA hoya ke vyavahAranI vAtamAM paNa arpaNatA hoya ? samAdhAna - arpaNatA badhAmAM hoya. vaLI AmAM vAyadA hotA nathI. arpaNatAmAM vAyadA ke kAyadA hotA nathI. tattvanI ja arpaNatA hoya ane bIjI arpaNatA nA hoya to vyavahAranI vAtomAM pote DAhyo thaI gayo, vyavahAranI vAtamAM mane khabara paDe ane tattvanI vAtamAM gurune khabara paDe, evuM DahApaNa rahevA de. guru kahuM divasa che to divasa ne rAta che to rAta. evI arpaNatA hovI joIe. je muktinA paMthe cAlyA, muktinA paMthe jenI pariNati gaI te jJAnInA vikalpa ane pariNati badhuM yathArtha che. te grahaNa karavAmAM potAne lAbha che. je sAdhakadazAmAM rahelA hoya tenuM aMdaranuM ne bahAranuM badhuM svIkArya che. AtmArthIne badhA Agraho chUTI jAya che, tene koI jAtano Agraha raheto nathI ke vyavahAramAM Ama hoya ane nizcayathI Ama hoya. AtmArthIne mana-vacana-kAyAthI badhuM chUTI jAya che. 37ra. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 208 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana prazna:- Apa AjanA besatA varSanI boNI Apo. samAdhAnaH- deva-zAstra-guru ane zuddhAtmA maMgaLa che. eka zuddhAtmAnuM dhyeya rAkhIne, zuddhAtmA kema pragaTa thAya? nirmaLa paryAya kema pragaTe? navIna paryAya kema pragaTa thAya ? te bhAvanA rAkhavA jevI che. p mArA bhAve, mArA dhyAne, mArA badhA vartanamAM jJAyakadeva hajo. jJAnamAM jJAyakadeva, dRSTimAM zAyakadeva, lInatAmAM jJAyakadeva, badhe zAyadeva hajo. Ave che ne? ke " mArA dhyAne hajo, mArA bhAve hajo jinavANa re" tema mArA dhyAnamAM, mArA bhAvamAM, mArA mananI aMdara jJAyakadeva hajo, zuddhatAmAM jJAyakadeva hajo ane zubhabhAvamAM deva-zAstra-guru hajo evI bhAvanA, evuM raTaNa, evI jijJAsA te badhuM karavA jevuM che. eka zuddhAtmAne lakSamAM rAkhavAthI-tenA dhyeyane oLakhavAthI navIna paryAyo pragaTa thAya te ja navInatA che. A navIna varSa kahevAya te vyavahA2thI, paNa aMtaramAM navIna paryAyo pragaTa thAya te kharI navInatA che. mATe zuddhAtmAnuM-jJAyakadevanuM dhyAna rAkhavuM. e ja jIvanamAM kartavya che, bAkI badhuM gauNa che. sArabhUta hoya to eka AtmA che. sarvotkRSTa, anupama-jJAyaka tattvane oLakhavA jevuM che. kharuM A ja karavA jevuM che. basa AmAM badhuM AvI gayuM. 373. praznaH- aMtarmukhano jyAre prayoga karIe tyAre dIvo sarva vastune prakAze che tevI rIte prayoga karavo ThIka che ke darpaNamAM jema pratibiMbita thAya che te rIte AtmAmAM prayoga karavo ? samAdhAnaH- aMdara prayoga karavAmAM, huM kevI rIte jANuM chuM evI jAtano prayoga karavA karatAM, potAnuM astitva grahaNa karavuM arthAt jJAyaka taraphanI dRSTi karavI te ja prayoga che. huM dIvA jevo chuM ke arIsA jevo chuM tema vicAravuM e prayoga nathI, e to jANavAnI eka rIta che. huM kevI rIte jANuM chuM? dIvAnI jema jANuM chuM ke arIsAnI jema jANuM chuM? te jANavAnI vAta che. jANavAnI pariNita jema thAya che tema thAya che, pote potAnA jJAyakanuM astitva grahaNa karavuM te prayoga karavAno che. pote prayoga karavAno che ke huM A caitanya chuM ane A vibhAva te huM nathI. A vibhAva pariNati mAro svabhAva nathI, huM vibhAva svarUpa nathI paNa huM eka jJAyaka chuM tema astitva-grahaNano prayoga karavo. huM kevI rIte jANuM chuM te jANavuM te kAMI prayoga karavAnI vastu nathI, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [209 jANavAnI vastu che. prayoga to huM eka jJAyaka chuM te karavAno che. pote kAMI bahAra jANavA jato nathI ane bIjAmAM ekatra thato nathI, ekatvabuddhi pote karI rahyo che. te bIjA dravyarUpe thato nathI, paNa pote ekatva mAnI rahyo che te potAnI bhUla che. mATe huM to bIjAthI judo eka jJAyaka chuM tema grahaNa karavAnuM che. potAnI jJAnapariNati jANe kAMI kAma karatI nathI, ane pratibiMba parANe AvIne aMdara paDe che tevuM kAMI nathI. jJAnapariNati potAnI che, pote kUTastha che evo koI artha nathI. 374. prazna- dIvAnA daSTAMte jANe pote bahAra jato hoya ane arIsAnA daSTAMte bahArathI aMdara kaMI AvatuM hoya tema lAge che. to zuM te barAbara che? samAghAna- bahAra kAMI jatuM nathI ane aMdara kAMI AvatuM nathI. je potAnI jJAnanI pariNati pariName che te potAnI jJAnanI pariNati bahAra jaIne pariNamatI nathI, jJAnanI pariNati jJAnamAM rahIne pariName che. pote sthirabiMba che ane zeyo parANe AvIne paDe che ema nathI. potAno jJAyaka svabhAva potAne grahaNa karavAno che. temAM huM kema jANuM chuM evI rIte prayoga hoya ja nahi. e para taraphathI caitanyane grahaNa karavAno kAMI artha nathI. huM dIvAnI jema jANuM chuM ke arIsAnI jema jANuM chuM te jJAna karavAnI vAta che. huM bIjAne jANuM chuM te barAbara, paNa te mArA jJAnanI pariNatithI jANuM chuM. bahArathI kAMI aMdara Ave che ke huM bahAra jAuM chuM evuM kAMI che ja nahi. pote bahAra jato paNa nathI ane bahArathI kAMI aMdara AvatuM paNa nathI, pote jJAnarUpe pariName che. svaye sva-para prakAzaka che tethI pote potAne jANe ane bIjAne jANe che. potAnI kAMI kriyA nathI ane bIjAthI parANe kriyA thAya che ke potAnI kriyA pote bahAra levA jAya che ema nathI. bahAra kAMI levA jato nathI ane bahArathI kAMI AvatuM paNa nathI. pote jJAna pariNatirUpe svayaM pariName che. je zeyo che tene jANanArI potAnI jJAnarUpa pariNatithI svayaM pariName che, tene koI pariNamAvatuM nathI. tema ja jANavA mATeno koI prayoga potAne karavo paDato nathI, te to svayaM jANe che. kevaLajJAna thAya tene jANavA mATe prayoga nathI karavo paDato, svayaM jJAna jJAnarUpe pariName che, teno pariNAmI svabhAva che. 375. prazna- jJAnanI pariNatimAM kevaLa jJAyakabhAvanuM astitva grahaNa karavAnuM che? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra10] [svAnubhUtidarzana samAdhAnaH- hA, jJAyakanuM astitva grahaNa karavAnuM che. huM kema jANuM che? kevI rIte jANuM chuM? te kAMI daSTino viSaya nathI. huM kevI rIte jANuM chuM temAM para taraphanI vAta AvI, te daSTino viSaya nathI. daSTino viSaya to svayaM jJAyaka che. mArI jJAna-pariNati bIjAne ke potAne kevI rIte jANe che te jJAna karavAnI vAta che. daSTinA viSayamAM huM bahArathI jANuM evuM AvatuM nathI. daSTinA viSayamAM koI bheda nathI. potAnuM astitva grahaNa karavuM te daSTino viSaya che. guNabheda ke sva-para prakAzakano bheda daSTinA viSayamAM Avato nathI. dIvo ke arIso, koI bahAra jatA nathI. arIso aMdara rahe ane dIvo bahAra jAya tevuM nathI. dIvAno prakAza bahAra paDe eTale dIvo bahAra gayo tevuM lAge che paNa bahAra jato nathI. potAne zeyano AdhAra nathI. to bahAra kyAM levA javuM che? svayaM jANanArane bIjuM koNa jaNAve? ane aMdaramAM pratibiMba kaya thI AvI paDe? svayaM jANanAro che. pratibiMba jJaya taraphanI apekSAthI kahevAya che. zeya vacce AvI jAya che, paNa zeyanuM AlaMbana tene levuM paDe tema nathI. svayaM pote jJAnAkAra che ane zeyAkArarUpe pariName evuM svarUpa che. 376. prazna:- zeyo sAthe saMbaMdha nathI ema kahe che ane pAcho saMbaMdha vicAre che ? samAdhAnaH- zaya sAthe saMbaMdha nahi hovA chatAM pote sva-para prakAzaka che, evo teno svabhAva che. zAstramAM Ave che ke meruparvata, devaloka Adi dUra kSetre rahelA padArtha jJAnamAM jaNAya tyAM kyAM pratibiMbo hoya che ne pote kayAM te kSetre jAya che? pote svayaM jJAnasvarUpa AtmA jJAnarUpe pariName che. dUra ke najIka rahelA padArthane potAnA nirmaLa jJAnamAM jANavAno svabhAva che paNa te najIka rahelA hoya tyAre ema lAge che ke mArAmAM AnAM pratibiMbo paDe che. bhrAMtinA kAraNe evuM lAge che te tenI bhUla che. te kSayopazama jJAnanI pariNati che, te ekatva che eTale ema lAge ke A badhuM jANe mArAmAM Ave che ane huM bahAra jAuM chuM. 377. prazna- jJAna uparathI jJAyaka sudhI to jJAna laMbAya che, paraMtu AtmA anaMta zaktivALo che e jJAna uparathI nakkI karavuM agharuM paDe che? samAdhAnaH- jJAnaguNa ane guNI AtmA te guNa-guNIno bheda che. te bheda upara daSTi nathI mUkavAnI, jJAna to dareka mANasane pakaDAya evuM che. te asAdhAraNa guNa che ne! jJAna uparathI jJAyaka pakaDAya, paNa anaMta zakti kAMI pakaDAtI nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [211 e to vicAramAM nakkI karavAnI che. anaMta zakti tene dekhAtI nathI. daSTino viSaya to eka jJAyaka ja che. jJAyakanI aMdara anaMta guNa AvI ja jAya che. te jJAyaka kevo che? te mahimAvaMta che, anaMta guNothI bharapUra che, zAstramAM Ave che ke jJAyaka anaMta guNathI bharapUra che. te yuktithI nakkI thAya che ane anubhUtimAM paNa Ave che. paNa te potAne pratyakSa na dekhAya, te to kevaLajJAnagamya che. tenA bhAvo anubhUtimAM Ave che ne anumAna pramANathI jANI zake che. anaMta zakti upara juduM juduM lakSa ApavuM paDatuM nathI ke A jJAna che, A cAritra che, prabhutva che, vibhutva che. keTalAka guNo zAstramAM Ave che, badhA to AvatA nathI. chatAM badhA upara juduM-juduM lakSa daIne judA-judA vikalpa karI aTakavuM paDatuM nathI. eka abheda jJAyaka grahaNa thayo temAM badhuM AvI jAya che. anaMta guNa anumAnathI tathA yuktithI jANI zake che. zrutajJAna dvArA badhA guNo jaNAya che. 378. prazna- pudgalanI zakti dekhAya che, paNa AtmAmAM anaMta zakti che te kevI rIte khyAlamAM Ave ? samAdhAna:- pudgala indriyajJAnathI dekhAya che eTale temAM zakti che tevo khyAla Ave che paNa AtmAmAM anaMta zakti che, temAMno eka jJAnaguNa laIe to te potAnA kSetramAM rahIne AkhA lokAlokane jANI zake che, tevI tenAmAM apUrva zakti che. pote bahAra kaMI levA jatuM nathI, bahArathI kAMI aMdara AvatuM nathI ane koI tene kAMI kahetuM nathI to paNa jJAna-ke jene maryAdA nathI te-potAnA kSetramAM rahIne jANe che. evuM jJAnanuM apUrva anaMta sAmarthya che. te potAnA kSetramAM rahIne jagatamAM anaMtA jIvo che, anaMtA pudgalo che, naraka che, svarga che vagere AkhuM lokAloka che tene ane gayo kALa vItI gayo, bhaviSyakALa vItaze te badhAne jJAnanI aMdara eka samayamAM jANI le che. pAcho aMtarmuhUrtano kALa paNa lAgato nathI ne tene krama paDato nathI. kevaLajJAnInuM jJAna eka samayanI aMdara badhuM jANI zake che tevI jJAnanI zakti che. paNa potAne pratyakSa dekhAtuM nathI eTale teno vizvAsa Avavo muzkela paDe che. anaMtA paramANune jJAna eka samayamAM jANI le tevI jJAnanI anaMtI zakti che. munirAja chaThThI-sAtamAM guNasthAne jhUlatA hoya che temAMthI koIne evuM jJAna aMtaramAMthI pragaTe che ke pote potAnA kSetramAM rahIne aDhI dvIpanA jIvonA mananI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra12] [svAnubhUtidarzana vAta jANI le che-tevuM mana:paryayajJAna pragaTe che. evI badhI zaktio AtmAmAM che, paNa teno vizvAsa potAne Avavo joIe. AtmA pote kSetrAMtara karIne eka samayanI aMdara UrdhvalokamAM-siddhAlayamAM pahoMcI jAya che tevI enAmAM zakti che. vicAra kare to AtmAmAM anaMtI zaktio che te khyAlamAM Ave che. teno astitvaguNa evo che ke lokAlokanAM game teTalAM dravyo bhegA thAya to paNa potAno nAza thato nathI. eTalI astitvaguNanI zakti che. nigodamAM gayo tyAM, soyanI aNI jeTalA kSetramAM, keTalAya jIvo rahe che to paNa potAnA astitvano nAza thato nathI. evI rIte jJAnaguNanI paNa evI zakti che ke tenI jJAyakatAno (jJAnapaNe rahevAno) nAza thato nathI. Ama evI eka eka guNamAM anaMtI zakti che ane saMkhyAmAM paNa anaMtA guNo che. 379. prazna- samyagdaSTinA jJAnamAM badhA guNonI anaMtI zakti che evo khyAla AvI jAya ke koI guNa bAkI rahI jAya? samAdhAna-samyagdaSTinA jJAnanI gaMbhIratA che. eka eka guNa gaNI-gaNIne judo pADIne te joI zakato nathI, paraMtu tenI mahimA AvI jAya che. eka eka guNa judo judo kevaLajJAnI jANe che. anubhUtinI aMdara badhI gaMbhIratA tene AvI jAya che. eka eka guNa judo pADI-pADIne pratyakSa dekhAtuM nathI, paNa jJAnamAM anaMta zakti che, cAritramAM anaMta zakti che, astitvamAM anaMta zakti che evuM badhuM te jANI zake che. potAno jJAyaka svabhAva mahimAvaMta che tenI tene koI apAra mahimA Ave che, temAM tene zaMkA paDatI nathI. AtmA badhAne jJaya karanAro-jANanAro che. jaDa pote potAne jANatuM nathI. jJAna pote potAne jANe che ane bIjAne paNa jANe che. gayA kALanA prasaMgo ke gayA bhavanA badhA prasaMgo vItI gayA che to paNa vartamAnamAM tenuM jJAna thaI zake che tevI jJAnanI zakti che. koI koI munione paNa tevI jJAnanI zakti pragaTe che. pote bhedajJAna karIne jJAyaka svabhAva koI anaMta mahimAvaMta che tenI pratIti lAvIne aMtaramAM svAnubhUti karI zake che. anaMtA guNa tene na dekhAya; paNa eka jJAyakanA grahaNamAM badhuM AvI jAya che. jJAyakanI tene mahimA AvavI joIe. gudaive to Akho mArga prakAzyo che. teo sthAnakavAsImAM hatA temAMthI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 213 vicAra karIne, nakkI karIne ane palaTo karIne A svAnubhUtino mArga batAvyo che. cAre bAjuthI mArga batAvyo che, badhuM nakkI karIne A mArga prakAzyo che. gurudeve kahyo che te mArga grahaNa karI le. potAne badhuM na samajAya to prayojanabhUta nakkI karIne pote AgaLa jaI zake che. gurudeva kahetA hatA ke koInI dukAne rUpiyA mUkavA jAya tyAre te prayojanabhUta vAta jANI pote nakkI kare che ke A dukAna sArI cAle che. paNa te ema kahe che AkhI dukAnanuM badhuM jANI lauM, pachI huM nakkI karIza to evI rIte na jaNAya. tema prayojanabhUta jANI AgaLa jAya to pote jaI zake che. 380. prazna:- svajananA avasAna prasaMge mumukSu potAnuM duHkha vyakta kare che :svajana yAda Ave che, AkuLatA thAya che, zAMti lAgatI nathI. zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- saMsAramAM to AvuM thayA ja kare che. saMsAra to Avo che. duHkhathI bharelo che. tenA upara lakSa karavAthI AkuLatA-duHkha thAya che. mumukSuH- bahu AkuLatA thAya che, yAda bahu Ave che. bahenazrI:- yAda Ave to vicAro pheravI nAkhavA. yAda Ave tyAre sArA sArA prasaMgo yAda karavA. gurudevanA prasaMgo yAda karavA. gurudeva maLyA tenAthI bIjuM zuM vizeSa che? te yAda karavuM, gurudeva maLyA ne Avo upadeza maLyo, te upadeza yAda karavo temAM manuSyajIvananI saphaLatA che. bAkI AvuM to saMsAramAM cAlyA ja kare che. AvA anaMta janma-maraNa karyA che. A jIve devanA, DhoranA, nArakInA ne manuSyanA anaMtA bhava karyA che. tiryaMcamAM paNa anaMtavA2 jaI Avyo ne tyAM bhUkhanA-pyAsanA-roganA ema aneka jAtanAM du:kho sahana karyAM che, narakamAM keTalAM duHkha sahana karyAM che! evAM du:kho sahana karI karIne A manuSyabhava mAMDa mAMDa maLyo che. temAM Avo prasaMga banyo to pote manane pheravI nAMkhavuM ke mAre to mArA AtmAnuM karI levuM che. gurudeva maLyA che to vAMcana, vicAra, deva-zAstragurunI mahimA te karavA jevAM che. je prasaMga banyo temAM zAMti rAkhavA sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI, mATe zAMti ja rAkhavI. AkuLatA karavAthI to karmabaMdha thAya, mATe zAMti rAkhavI te sukhadAyaka che. manane pheravI nAkhavuM. gurudevanAM pravacanonI Tepa mUkavI, zAstra vAMcavA, jemAM potAne rasa paDe ne samajAya tevuM vAMcana karavuM tathA cittane temAM joDI devuM te ja karavA jevuM che; Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra14] [ svAnubhUtidarzana game tevA du:khanA prasaMgamAM vairAgyamAM jhaMpalAvavuM te AtmArthInuM kartavya che. potAne zreyarUpa ane sukhadAyaka te eka ja che. bAkI AvAM janma-maraNa anaMta karyA che. lokanA jeTalA paramANu che te badhA grahaNa karyA ane choDyA, lokanAM badhAM kSetre janma-maraNa karI cUkyo. avasarpiNI-utsarpiNI kALanA eka eka samaye anekavAra janma-maraNa karI cUkyo to paNa bhavano abhAva thayo nathI. bhavano abhAva to gurudevano batAvelo mArga grahaNa kare to thAya. evI jAtanI bhAvanA karavI ke have AvA koI prasaMgo ja na bane. basa, AtmA svarUpe azarIrI che, to have zarIra ja na maLe, AtmA ekalo caitanya jJAyaka che te oLakhAI jAya ane jJAyakanI mahimA Ave e ja karavA jevuM che. AtmA pote jJAyaka che, apUrva AnaMdathI bharelo che. AnaMda-sukha badhuM AtmAmAM che. tene yAda karavo. bIjuM yAda Ave to vicAro pheravI nAkhavA. bahAranuM yAda karavAthI azubha karmabaMdhana thAya mATe vicAro pheravI nAkhavA. badhA sArA prasaMgo yAda karavA. banelA prasaMgane bahu laMbAvIne yAda ja na karavo. tene vismaraNa karI, smaraNa karavA yogya deva-zAstra-guru ane temanA prasaMgo yAda karavA, mahApuruSonAM cAritro yAda karavAM. AvA prasaMgo to cothA kALamAM paNa banatA hatA. rAma-lakSmaNa-sItA jevAne vanamAM javuM paDyuM hatuM, sItAjInI agni-parIkSA thaI hatI. A to paMcamakALa che, emAM to AvuM banyA ja kare che. mATe zAMti rAkhavI te ja eka sukhadAyaka che. mumukSu - chokarAo nAnAM eTale yAda Ave. bahenazrI:- saunAM puNya saunI pAse che, tenI ciMtA ja na karavI. potAnA rAgane laIne vikalpa Ave paNa AkuLatA na karavI. mumukSu - vAMcana karavAthI ghaNuM samAdhAna thAya che. bahenazrI - vAMcana karyA karavuM. hiMmata ja rAkhavA jevI che. mumukSu - zAMti rAkhIe, paNa pAchuM yAda AvI jAya che. bahenazrI - zAMti ghaNI rAkhI che, paNa vadhAre puruSArtha karavo. atyAre dharma karavAno TAIma maLyo che. badhA saMyogo che te puNya-pApanA udayane kAraNe che, te potAnA hAthanI vAta nathI. je kALe je banavAnuM hoya te bane che. temAM koInuM DahApaNa kAma nathI AvatuM. je kALe-jyAre-je samaye deha chUTavAno hoya tyAre koInuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 215 DahApaNa kAma na Ave. vicAra Ave, paNa jyAre AyuSya pUruM thAya tyAre koInuM cAlatuM nathI. koInA vikalpa kAma nathI AvatA. AyuSya hoya to game tevA saMyogamAM davA lAgu paDe che, AyuSya pUruM thAya tyAM koI davA lAgu paDatI nathI. game tevA duHkhanA prasaMgomAM zAMti rAkhavI. saMsAra Avo che, saMyogo kSaNika che. game tevI sthitimAM gurudevano eka maMtra yAda karIe to ghaNuM samAdhAna thAya ema che. zubhabhAvamAM deva-zAstra-guru zaraNa che, aMtaramAM jJAyaka judo che te zaraNa che. mumukSuH- gurudeva bahu yAda Ave che. bahenazrI:- gurudeva to gurudeva ja hatA. teo kema bhulAya ? kudarata AgaLa koIno upAya nathI. evA mahApuruSa to zAzvata rahe evI bhAvanA thAya; paNa kudarata AgaLa koIno upAya nathI. gurudeve ja upadeza Apyo che te aMtaramAM jamAvaTa karI AgaLa javuM te eka ja upAya, aMtaramAM karavAno che. padmanaMdI AcArya kahe che ke mArA gurue je upadezanI jamAvaTa mArA aMtaramAM karI che te upadezanI jamAvaTa AgaLa mane kAMI priya nathI, pRthvInuM rAjya paNa priya nathI. pRthvInuM rAjya to zuM, paNa traNa lokanuM rAjya maLe to paNa te mane priya nathI. mArA gurue je upadezanI jamAvaTa karI che tenI mane eTalI bhakti che ke mArA hRdayanI aMdara bIjA koInI mane ruci nathI. A jagatanI aMdara zuM apUrva che? kAMI apUrva nathI. jIvane anaMtakALamAM badhuM maLI cUkayuM che. tene devalokanAM pada maLI cUkayAM che. moTI-moTI padavIo maLI cUkI che, paNa temAM jIvane kayAMya zAMti maLI nathI. gurudeve to varSo sudhI vANI varasAvI che ane badhA bhaktone taiyAra karyA che. tenI AgaLa badhI bahAranI Rddhi tuccha che, bahAranA badhA saMyogo tuccha che. jema pUrvabhavanuM vIsarAI gayuM che tema A bhavamAM je banyuM te badhuM vIsarI javuM. havethI navuM jIvana zarU karavAnuM che. gayo bhava jema gayo tema A bhavamAM je thayuM te vIsarI javuM. navI jiMdagI jANe karavAnI hoya evo vicAra karavo. 381. prazna:- avAranavAra Apa 'sahaja' kaho cho to 'sahaja' eTale zuM? AtmA puruSArtha vagara sahaja sAdhya che? samAdhAnaH- jJAyaka svabhAva sahaja che, paNa puruSArtha karavo, ane pariNamanano palaTo karavo te kAMI tenI meLAe thaI jAya che ke koI karAvI de che tema nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 216 ] [svAnubhUtidarzana tattva sahaja che, jJAyakatattva sahaja che paNa teno nirNaya karavo ke A tattva te huM ane A vibhAva huM nathI te to potAnA puruSArthathI thAya che. yatna sAdhya nathI eTale ke kRtrimatA nathI, vikalpa karI karIne potAne sAdhya karavuM paDe tema nathI. paNa potAnA sahaja prayatna sAdhya che. pariNati potAnI che te pote puruSArthathI palaTo kare che. tenI sAthe kALalabdhi Adi bhegAM bhaLe che. kALalabdhi eTale badhI kudarata bhegI bhaLe che, paNa yatna to potAne karavAno rahe che. yatna sAdhya eTale kAMI kRtrima vikalpa karIne yatna karavo ema nahi, paNa potAne bhAvanA Ave che ke huM puruSArtha karuM, A mAre nathI joItuM, A mAre joIe che evI bhAvanAnI ugratA karIne potAnA puruSArthathI palaTo khAya che. tattva sahaja che, paNa teno puruSArtha potAne karavAno rahe che. kRtrima vikalpa dvArA te thAya tema nathI. potAnA puruSArthanI gatino -potAnI pariNatinI gatino-palaTo pote kare che. 382. prazna- evo puruSArtha nirapekSapaNe thAya che mATe sahaja kahyuM? samAdhAna - hA, evo puruSArtha nirapekSapaNe thAya che mATe sahaja kahyuM. sahaja kahyuM eTale puruSArtha koI karI de ke enI meLe meLe thaI jAya tema nathI. potAnI pariNati palaTo khAya che temAM tenI bhAvanA ema ja hoya ke A ekatvabuddhine toDuM, bhedajJAna karuM, huM puruSArtha karuM, mArI pariNati palaTo kema khAya? paNa bhAvanA ema na hoya ke tenI meLAe thaI jaze.-yatna sAdhya nathI-evI bhAvanA na hoya. puruSArtha karuM evI bhAvanA jene hoya tenI pariNati ja palaTo khAya che. evI bhAvanA jene nathI hotI ane tenI meLAe thAze evuM hoya tenI pariNati palaTo khAtI ja nathI. jene ema bhAvanA hoya ke mAre A nathI jotuM-vibhAvathI chUTuM paDavuM che, mAre bhedajJAna karavuM che, mAre jJAyakane oLakhavo che, evI puruSArtha karavAnI bhAvanA jene hoya, tenI ja pariNati palaTo khAya che. evI bhAvanAne puruSArthanI sAthe saMbaMdha che. jenI bhAvanA evI hoya ke tenI meLAe thAze, yatna sAdhya nathI to tenI pariNati palaTo ja khAtI nathI. bhAvanAne puruSArthanI gati sAthe saMbaMdha che. 383. prazna:- puruSArtha karavAnI bhAvanAmAM kayAMka katRtvabuddhi thaI jaze evI bIka aMdara rahyA kare che enuM zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- kartutvabuddhi temAM nathI AvatI. bhAvanA sAthe kartutvabuddhi nathI AvatI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] | [ 217 je yathArtha svabhAvane oLakhanAro che tene kartutvabuddhi kevI rIte thAya? puruSArthanuM sAcuM svarUpa je oLakhI le che tene huM paradravyane karuM, vikalpano kartA thAuM, evI kartAbuddhi kevI rIte Ave? jJAyakapaNuM kevI rIte pragaTe, jJAyakano puruSArtha kevI rIte thAya, ane kartabuddhi kevI rIte thAya che tene aMdarathI kharI laganI lAgI che te oLakhI le che. jeno puruSArtha sahaja thAya che, tene kartAbuddhino Dara nathI lAgato. puruSArtha karatAM-karatAM mArAthI bhUla thaze ane kartutvabuddhi AvI jaze evo aMdaranI jijJAsAvALAne Dara hoto nathI. mArI bhAvanA jJAyakane pragaTa karavAnI che, temAM kartA buddhi kayAMthI AvI jAya? tenuM hRdaya niHsaMzayapaNe puruSArtha kare che, tene katRtvabuddhino Dara lAgato nathI. jene aMdara bhAvanA jAge che tene kartabuddhi AvatI nathI. 384. prazna- kamabaddha to paryAya che, to paryAya uparathI gurudeva kevI rIte dravyadaSTi upara laI javA mAge che? samAdhAnaH- dravya upara dRSTi karI ane je paryAya che tenI kartabuddhi choDI de. tArI paradravya sAthe je kartabuddhi che tene choDa, ema gurudevanuM kahevuM che. tenI je paryAyo pariNamavAnI che, te pariName che tethI huM tenI paNa kartabuddhi choDa. paradravyane huM karI zakuM chuM, ema tuM pote bIjAno svAmI thaIne tenuM karavA mAMge che evI svAmitvabuddhi-kartabuddhi toDIne tuM tArA dravya upara daSTi kara. je tAruM dravya che tenA upara daSTi kara. je paryAyo pariName che teno tuM kartA nathI ema kahevA mAMge che. kramabaddha kartAbuddhi choDAve che, paNa kramabaddha che te puruSArthapUrvaka hoya che. kamabaddhano puruSArtha sAthe saMbaMdha hoya che. je paryAya pariNamavAnI hoya te pariName che, paNa sva tarapha pote puruSArtha kare che-svabhAva taraphano puruSArtha kare che te puruSArthanI sAthe kramabaddha joDAyeluM che. svabhAvanI prApti thAya temAM puruSArtha sAthe joDAyelo hoya che. puruSArtha vagaranuM ekaluM kamabaddha hotuM nathI. tuM dravya upara daSTi kara, kartabuddhi choDa, tuM jJAtA thaI jA. pachI je paryAya jema pariNamavAnI hoya tema pariName; paNa temAM davyadRSTi karavAno puruSArtha bhego Ave che. dravyadaSTi to tAre ja karavAnI che. jema banavAnuM haze tema banaze ema karavAthI tenI meLAe dravyadaSTi thaI jatI nathI. puruSArtha kare to dravyadRSTi thAya che eTale kramabaddha puruSArtha sAthe joDAyeluM che. paryAya kamabaddha che, paNa dravyadaSTi karI kartA buddhi choDAvI che Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 218 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana ema gurudevanuM kahevuM che. kramabaddha evI jAtanuM nathI ke tene puruSArtha sAthe kAMI saMbaMdha ja nathI. bhagavAne jema joyuM hoya tema thAya, paNa bhagavAne je dravyadRSTi thaI te prayatna vagara jaI jaze tema joyuM nathI. je AtmArthI hoya tenuM lakSa puruSArtha 52 hoya che. tuM paranuM kAMI karI zakato nathI, tethI tuM pa2 padArtha taraphanI tArI kartAbuddhi choDI de. tArA dravya u52 dRSTi karIne tArI pariNitanI gati pheravavI te tArA puruSArthanI vAta che, te kAMI puruSArtha vagara thatuM nathI. gurudeve to aneka prakAre samajAvyuM ne tenA AzayamAM puruSArtha to mukhya che tema kahetA hatA. gurudeve ja badhuM samajAvyuM che. 385. prazna:- sarvajJe jevuM joyuM haze tevuM thaze ema koI kahe to, gurudeva sAthe ema paNa kahetA ke teM sarvajJanI sattAno prathama svIkAra karyo che? to emAM pUjya gurudevano zo Azaya rahelo che? samAdhAnaH- jeNe kramabaddha nathI mAnyuM teNe sarvajJa mAnyA nathI. je pote dravyadRSTi kare che teNe sarvajJane mAnyA che. bhagavAne jema joyuM haze tema thAze teno svIkAra kare te pote paNa jJAtA thaI jAya che ema gurudevanuM kahevuM che. sarvajJane koNe mAnyA che? ke je jJAtA thaI jAya teNe mAnyA che. je pote huM karI zakuM chuM, mArAthI badhuM thAya che tema mAne che te sarvajJane-bhagavAnane mAnato nathI, bhagavAne joyuM tema thaze tene mAnato nathI. je jJAyaka thaI jAya teNe bhagavAnane svIkAryA che. tuM jJAtA thaI jA. jeNe dravyadaSTi karI teNe ja kramabaddha mAnyuM che, bIjA koIe mAnyuM nathI. jeNe dravyadRSTi karI teNe sarvajJane mAnyA che, teNe kramabaddha mAnyuM che. je mAtra lUkhuM bole che teNe kramabaddha mAnyuM nathI. 386. prazna:- samyagdarzana prApta thatAM aMdaramAM zuM thAya? samAdhAnaH- caitanya je judo hato te judA svarUpe pariNamI gayo, duniyAthI judo paDI gayo. tenI AkhI pariNita ja duniyAthI alaga thaI gaI. vibhAvanI dazAne ane svabhAvanI dazAne prakAza ane aMdhakAra jeTalo taphAvata thaI gayo. je mArga sUjhato na hato te mArga maLI gayo. mArga maLyo, paNa karavAnuM hajI bAkI che. aMdaramAM hajI potArUpe-pUrNapaNe pote sahaja pariNamI jAya te hajI karavAnuM bAkI che. 387. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [219 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] prazna- zuM jJAnI AtmAne AkhA mArganI sUjha paDI jAya che ke zarUAtanI A rIta che ane AvI rIte pUrNa kevaLajJAna prApta thaI jaze ? samAdhAnaH- jJAnIe Akho mArga jANI lIdho ke je aMza pragaTa thayo che, te ja mArge AgaLa javAnuM che. jJAyakano je mArga pragaTa thayo, jJAyaka-jJAyakarUpe pariNamI gayo te mArge jatAM pUrNatA maLaze. je aMza pragaTa thayo te mArge cAlavAthI pUrNatA thaze. sAdhakane mArga aMdarathI spaSTa thaI gayo che, tethI have mArga gotavA javuM paDatuM nathI; tene koIne pUchavuM paDatuM nathI. tene aMdarathI mArga sahaja dekhAI gayo che. te mArge gati karIne pUrNatA-kevaLajJAna pAmaze. 388. prazna:- dhavalamAM AcAryadeva kahe che ke matijJAna kevaLajJAnane bolAve che to temAM zuM Azaya che? samAdhAna- matijJAna kevaLajJAnane bolAve che tema AcAryadava kahe che teno Azaya e che ke mati-zrutajJAna ke je jJAnano aMza che te, pUrNa jJAna-kevaLajJAnane bolAvI rahyuM che. je eka aMza pragaTa thayo che te kevaLajJAnane dekhI rahyuM che. jevo A aMza che tevuM ja kevaLajJAna che, te kevaLajJAna pUrNa che ke A mati-zruta eka aMza che, chatAM te aMzamAM eTaluM sAmarthya che ke te kevaLajJAna lIdhe chUTako karaze. dravya kevA svarUpe che, tenI pUrNatAmAM kevaLajJAna kevuM hoya, sAdhakadazApAMcamuM, chaThTha, sAtamuM Adi guNasthAna kevAM hoya te badhuM ja eka aMza pragaTa thayo teNe jANI lIdhuM che. eka svAnubhUti thaI temAM daSTi, jJAna ane cAritra saMbaMdhI badhuM jANI lIdhuM che. arthAt kevaLajJAnanI pUrNatA sudhInuM jANI lIdhuM che. tethI jJAyakanI je pariNati ne bhedajJAnanI je dhArA che tene vadhArato jAya che, dravyamAM vadhAre lInatA karato jAya che. ekatvabuddhi to tUTI ja gaI che; tethI have svarUpamAM vizeSa lInatA karavAnI bAkI che. tethI dhyAnanI dhArA vRddhigata thatAM AgaLa jAya che. dhyAna eTale ekAgratA, te ekAgratAnI pUrNatAmAM kevaLajJAna pragaTe che. 389. prazna:- samyagdaSTine zuM koI spRhA ja rahI nathI ? samAdhAnaH- jene samyagdarzana pragaTa thAya che tene ekatvabuddhi tUTI jAya che tethI tene jagatanI koI spRhA nathI, bahAranI koI apekSA nathI. rAganA koI vikalpamAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 220 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana tene rasa nathI, jagatanA koI puNya tattva pratye tene rasa nathI, spRhA mAtra chUTI gaI che. jJAnIne ekatvabuddhipUrvaka koI jAtanI spRhA nathI. joke puruSArthanI maMdatAthI AcaraNamAM alpa spRhA rahe che te judI vAta che; paNa zraddhAmAM to teNe pahelAMthI nava nava koTie badhAMno tyAga karyo che. nava nava koTie vibhAva mAre joItA nathI. UMcAmAM UMcA zubhabhAvanA vikalpane paNa mana-vacana-kAyAthI choDuM chuM. mAre te nathI jotA, nathI jotA-e rIte zraddhAmAMthI pahelAM vikalpo chUTI jAya che. pachI AcaraNamAMthI paNa chUTI jAya che. jJAnI asthiratAne lIdhe bahAranAM koI AcaraNomAM UbhA hoya, paraMtu te sarva AcaraNo tilAMjalIrUpa che. mane tenA pratyenI koI spRhA nathI, koI vikalpano aMza mAtra mAro nathI. svarUpanA guNa-paryAyanA vicAromAM rokAvuM te paNa poSAtuM nathI. 390. prazna:- jJAnIne mAre AtmA joIe chIe evo vikalpa nathI ? samAdhAnaH- jJAnIne koI paNa jAtano ekatvabuddhino vikalpa raheto nathI. jyAM sudhI asthiratAnA vikalpamAM UbhA che tyAM sudhI AkuLatA che; paNa jyAM pariNati AtmA tarapha gaI tyAM vikalpa nathI. je AtmAne meM grahaNa karyo te huM pote ja chuM, A huM chuM-e jAtanA vikalpamAM paNa te rokAto nathI. 'huM chuM te chuM. zraddhAmAM to ema ja che. sahaja svarUpa-kudarata svarUpa-AtmA, sahajapaNe kudaratI pariNamI jAya che. anaMta guNa addabhuta ane camatkArika che te rUpe pote sahaja pariNamI jAya che. sahaja AnaMda, sahaja jJAna, sahaja darzana, Adi je anupama ane apUrva guNa che tenuM aMze pariNamana che, te lInatA vadhatAM pUrNarUpe pariNamI jAya che. sAdhakadazAmAM zrutajJAnanA ne dravya-guNa-paryAyanA vicAro, deva-zAstragurunI bhakti vagere evA vikalpa Ave che. aMtaramAM pUro TharI zakato nathI ne svAnubhUtimAMthI jyAre bahAra Ave che tyAre bhaktinA vikalpo Ave che. paNa caitanyanuM rahevAnuM sthaLa badalAI gayuM che. jJAnInI lInatAnI AkhI dizA badalAI gaI che-are! tenI AkhI duniyA ja badalAI gaI che. tenuM rahevAnuM sthAna paNa AtmA, besavAnuM sthAna paNa AtmA Asana paNa AtmA, badhuM AtmAmaya ja thaI gayuM che. tenuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [221 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] AkhuM jagata badalAI gayuM che eTale ke jagata to je che te che; paNa pote badalAI gayo che tethI badhuM badalAI gayuM che, AtmAmaya thaI gayuM che. 391. prazna- benazrI ! jAgato jIva Ubho che te kayAM jAya? kRpayA yahu vacanAmRtako marma samajAIye. samAdhAnaH- jAgatA jIva jAgRta hI hai, IsakA nAza nahIM huvA hai, vo so nahIM gayA che. jJAnasvabhAva jAgRta hI hai, vahu kahAM jAya? vahu parabhAtameM ekatva nahIM hotA, mUla vastu svabhAva kahIM jAtA hI nahIM. anaMtakAla nigodameM gayA, ekendriya ho gayA aura jJAna bahuta kama ho gayA, phira bhI vaha to jaisA kA vaisA hI hai. jAgatA jIva kahAM jAya? anaMtakAla bhaTakA aura janma-maraNa kiyA, to bhI khuda to aisA hI rahatA hai. cAhe jAgatA ho, sotA ho, svapnameM ho, to bhI vahu sat hai aura sakA nAza nahIM hotA. jo vidyamAna hai, jAgRta hai vahu kahAM jAya ? jAgatA jIva vidyamAna hai, vidhamAna vastu kAM jAya? jAgatA jIva sadAke liye jAgatA hI hai, jAgRta hai yAni ki caitanya svarUpa hai, aura vaha jAgRta hai to kahAM jAya? vibhAva honese usakA nAza nahIM hotA. anaMtakAlase zarIrane sAtha eka kSetrame rahA hai, phira bhI usakA nAza nahIM hotA. vidyamAna sadA vidyamAna hI hai; jAgRta sadA jAgRta hI hai, vaha devalokameM gayA, narakame gayA, to bhI AtmA to jaisA hai vaisA hI rahA hai usakA eka aMza bhI naSTa nahIM huA hai, vaha bharacaka bharA tattva hai, IsakA koI kartA nahIM hai, usakI utpatti bhI nahIM hai, aura usakA nAza kare aisA koI tattva bhI nahIM hai, aisA sat tattva hai to sakA kauna nAza kara sakatA hai? 392. prazna- huM jJAyaka ja chuM, evI bhAvanA vikalparUpe bhale satata na rahe; paNa tenI prApti nathI thatI tenI khaTaka to satata rahyA karavI joIe ne ? samAdhAnaH- jijJAsune vikalparUpe bhAvanA satata nathI rahetI; paNa tene enI khaTaka to rahyA ja kare che. je je badhA prasaMgo bane, vibhAvanI koI pariNati thAya tyAre tene khaTaka rahyA kare ke A mAruM svarUpa nathI, huM to AnAthI judo chuM. judo thaI zakato nathI tenI khaTaka rahyA kare che to ekatvabuddhino rasa maMda paDI jAya che. huM to judo chuM ema prajJAchINIthI be bhAga nathI paDyA; paNa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 222 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana ekatvano 2sa maMda paDI jAya che. huM to judo chuM, jJAyaka chuM evI khaTaka to jijJAsune dareka kSaNe rahyA ja kare che. 393. praznaH- dravya mojUda che to paNa dekhAtuM kema nathI ? samAdhAnaH- dravya to sadA vyakta ja che; paNa pote tenA upara daSTi karato nathI tethI dekhAtuM nathI. anAdinI dRSTi para tarapha che tethI bIjuM badhuM dekhAya che, paNa pote potAne dekhato nathI. dravya mojUda che chatAM anAdinI bhrAntine lIdhe tene dekhAtuM nathI. pote ja che, to pote potAnAthI chAno kema rahe? pote potAthI chAno nathI. te svayaM che, sAkSAt che, jJAyaka pote ja che, bIjo nathI. A to pote potAne dekhato nathI tenA jevI vAta che. koI kahe ke huM mane dekhato nathI paNa je jANanAro che te pote ja che. A badhuM koNa jANI rahyuM che? je je kAryo thAya che, badhA vikalpo Ave che tene jANe che koNa ? gayA kALamAM, vartamAnamAM ne bhaviSyamAM je prasaMgo banyA, bane che ne banaze tenuM potAne aMdaramAM smaraNa rahe che, yAdagIrI rahe che, to pote asti dharAve che te nakkI thAya che. huM koNa chuM? huM to zAzvata Takato AtmA chuM. bahAranuM badhuM palaTI jAya che, huM pote to zAzvata rahuM chuM. jANanAranI dorI ema ne ema cAlu ja rahe che. eka pachI eka paryAyane grahaNa nahi karatAM, temAM je zAzvato che te ja pote che; paNa bhrAntine laIne bhUlI gayo che ke huM mane dekhAto nathI. pote ja potAnI zaMkA kare e acarajanI vAta che. ajJAnathI pote potAnI hayAtIne-astitvane bhUlI gayo che. 394. prazna:- AtmAnI prApti mATe tattvano sarvAMgI abhyAsa ja kAryakArI che ke ethI vizeSa bIjI jarUriyAta che? samAdhAnaH- tattvanuM sAcuM jJAna to hovuM ja joIe. jIva abhyAsa to kare che, paNa abhyAsanI sAthe aMtaramAM tene laganI AtmAnI mahimA, virakti e badhuM hoya to thAya. koI mAtra abhyAsa ja kare ne te abhyAsa paNa lukhkho, zuSka hoya to kaMI thAya nahi. caitanyanI tene aMdarathI mahimA hoya ke caitanya dravya keTaluM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 223 sAmarthyavAna che! A badhuM niHsAra che, sArabhUta tattva to eka AtmA ja che, evuM aMtarathI lAgavuM joIe. tenI laganI lAgavI joIe ne vibhAvamAM tene kayAMya gamatuM na hoya. mAro svabhAva ja AnaMdadAyaka ane sukharUpa che evuM jo tene aMdarathI lAge to te AgaLa jAya che. ekalo abhyAsa ja kare to na thAya, paNa sAcuM jJAna teno upAya che. sAcA jJAna vagara AgaLa jaI zakAtuM nathI. dravya kone kahevAya, paryAya kone kahevAya te jANato nathI to mArga jANyA vagara AgaLa jaI zakAtuM nathI. sAthe tattvane jANIne aMdarathI eTalI laganI lAgavI joIe, caitanya dravya vagara tene cena paDe nahi evuM lAgavuM joIe to AgaLa jAya che. 395. prazna:- zAstra-abhyAsamAMthI badhuM na maLI zake? samAdhAnaH- ekalA abhyAsamAMthI kAMI nIkaLe nahi. abhyAsa sAdhana (nimitta) mAtra thAya, paraMtu abhyAsathI badhuM maLI zake nahi. aMdara potAne potAnI mahimA lAgavI joIe. AtmA sArabhUta che, evuM potAne lAgavuM joIe. abhyAsa badhuM lAvI deto nathI. evo abhyAsa to jIva ghaNI vAra kare che. nava pUrva ne agiyAra aMga sudhI bhaNyo, paNa teTalA mAtrathI kAMI thAya nahi, bahirlakSI sAthe potAne aMtaranI ruci joIe. ekalo lukhkho abhyAsa kAma na kare. ruci sahita abhyAsa hoya to vibhAva tUTIne svabhAva prApta thAya. 396. prazna:- A padravya che ema jANe pachI tene tyAge che-to zuM sAcuM jJAna thayA pachI rAkhavAno bhAva raheto ja nathI. ? samAdhAnaH- A pArakuM che ema jANIne paradravyane ko na2 taje "-jyAM jANyuM ke A mArA che ja nahi, tyAM sAcuM jJAna thatAM tene paradravyanI mamatAno bhAva Ave ja nahi, evuM jJAna thaI jAya che. huM A jJAyaka chuM, paradravya to mArAM che ja nahi, huM ane paradravya baMne taddana judAM che, vibhAva te mAro svabhAva nathI ema aMtarathI joradAra pratIti-jJAna Ave to e vibhAvathI chUTo ja paDI jAya, evuM bhedajJAna thavuM joIe. pratIti evI thaI ne sAcuM jANyuM ke A mArA nathI, to te emAM Ubho ja zuM kAma rahe? mATe sAcuM jJAna thAya pachI paradravyanI mamatA chUTI ja jAya. zAstramAM dhobInA kapaDAnuM dRSTAMta Ape che ke jyAM khabara paDI ke A vastra mAruM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 224] [svAnubhUtidarzana nathI, bIjAnuM che tyAM tene vastrano tyAga thaI jAya che, mamatva chUTI jAya che. A to aMdarathI virakti Ave ne AtmAnI mahimA hoya to paranI mamatA chUTe. jJAna kare che ne paranI mamatA chUTatI nathI to jJAna ja sAcuM nathI. mahimAvaMta padArtha to AtmA ja che, bIjuM kaMI mahimAvaMta nathI. bahAranuM to badhuM tuccha che. 397. prazna- pUjya gurudevazrInI TepamAM evuM AvyuM hatuM ke AtmA sukhadeva saMnyAsI cheto benazrI ! sukhadeva saMnyAsIno zo artha che te kRpA karIne samajAvazo. samAdhAna- pUjya gurudevazrI kahe che ke AtmA sukhadeva saMnyAsI che arthAta sukhathI bharapUra bharelo AtmA che. te sukhano deva che-sukhanI divyatAthI bharelo deva che. ane saMnyAsI che-vibhAvathI judo saMnyAsI che. vibhAva tenAmAM nathI ne sukhathI bharelo divya deva che. 398. prazna:- saMnyAsI eTale zuM ? samAdhAna- saMnyAsI eTale tyAgI. AtmA vibhAvano ne paradravyano tyAgI che. vibhAvano tyAgI ne sukhano bharelo sukhadeva saMnyAsI AtmA che. bahArathI badhA saMnyAsa le che, tyAgavrata laI le che, haThathI kaSTa karatAM hoya che, duHkha veThatAM hoya che, paNa evo saMnyAsI AtmA nathI, A to sukhadeva saMnyAsI che. loko tyAga-vrata dhAraNa karI le, pachI tene parANe pALatAM hoya che ne khUba kaSTa veThatA hoya, paNa evo saMnyAsI A nathI. A to sukhathI bharapUra che. AtmAno saMnyAsa kevo che? sukhathI bharelo saMnyAsa che. jemAM duHkhano abhAva che ne sukhano pAra nathI tevo e saMnyAsa che. potAnA aMtaramAM AnaMdano bhaMDAra che ne te vibhAvano tyAgI che. caitanyadeva evo sukhadeva saMnyAsI che. anAdithI paradravyano AtmAmAM praveza thayo nathI ne vibhAvano aMza paNa teno nathI. te badhAthI tene saMnyAsa che. jyAre sAdhanA pragaTa thAya che tyAre sahaja sukhathI bharelo AtmA pragaTa thAya che. jenA Azraye sahaja sAdhanA pragaTa thAya che, evo te sukharUpa che. je che te badhuM AtmA che. saMnyAsI AtmA, tyAgI AtmA, sukhathI bharelo AtmA, AnaMdabhaMDAra AtmA, jJAnathI bharelo jJAnI AtmA, Avo AtmA duHkhamaya nathI, sukhathI bharelo sukhamaya saMnyAsI che. 399. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ ra25 prazna- koI apUrva divya maMtra batA do. samAghAna - gurudevane maMtra batAyA hai. jJAyakadevako pichAno. jJAyakadeva sukhase bharelA hai Isako pichAno, jJAyaka dravyanI pratIti, IsakA jJAna, IsameM lInatA kare to beDo pAra ho jAya. aisA mahimAvaMta jJAyakadeva hai. 4OO. prazna- anAdikALanAM A bhavabaMdhano tUTIne mukti kema maLe teno mArga batAvavA kRpA karazo. samAghAna- mane karmanuM baMdhana che ema vicAra karavAthI kaMI baMdhana tUTatuM nathI. zAstramAM Ave che ne? ke beDIthI baMdhAyo che te pote toDe to baMdhana tUTe che. mAtra tenA vicAra karyA kare to baMdhana tUTatuM nathI, tene toDavAnuM kArya kare-puruSArtha kare to tUTe che. tema ekatvabuddhi toDavAno prayatna kare to tUTe che. anAdithI A ekatvabuddhi che te kema tUTe, tema vicArazRMkhalAthI te tUTatI nathI. pahelAM vicAro Ave che, na thAya tyAM sudhI vicAro Ave che, paNa toDavAnuM kArya to potAne karavAnuM che. AtmatattvanA vicAro kare, mahimA kare, tenI jijJAsA kare, ruci kare ne vAMcana-vicAra Adi badhuM kare; paNa tenuM dhyeya to kArya karavA upara ja hovuM joIe. pote kAraNa Ape to kArya pragaTa thAya che. 401. prazna- mArga maLato nathI tethI mUMjhavaNa thAya che, te mUMjhavaNamAMthI bahAra nIkaLavAno rasto batAvavA kRpA karo. samAdhAna - rasto to potAne kADhavAno che, puruSArtha pote karavAno che, pote ja mArge cAlavAnuM che, badhuM pote ja karavAnuM che. AcAryadava kahe che ke eka ja mahinA abhyAsa karapachI AtmA svayaM pragaTa thAya che ke nahi te jo. paNa te abhyAsa kaI jAtano?-tenI jAta judI che. jene AtmA pragaTa thAya tene to aMtarmuhUrtamAM thAya che paNa na thAya to AcAryadave utkRSTa cha mahinAno kALa batAvyo che, paraMtu abhyAsa kare to thAya ne? abhyAsa ugra rUpe, samajIne, aMtaranI bhAvanAthI ne khaTakathI kare to kArya thAya. te rIte tArA hRdaya-sarovaramAM dekha, aMdara tejapuMja AtmA birAje che ane te pragaTa thAya che ke nathI thato te tuM ja. prayatna kare to te pragaTa thayA vagara Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 226]. Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana rahevAno ja nathI. anAdithI ekatvabuddhi ane vikalpanI jALamAM te jema karoLiyo potAnI jALamAM gUMcavAI jAya che tema ja gUMcavAI gayo che, karoLiyo jALanI aMdara hovA chatAM pote aMdarathI chUTo ja che tema jIva chUTo che. prayatna kare to chUTI zake che, chUTI javAya evuM che. 402. prazna- bahirlakSI jJAnamAM saMtoSAI javAya che ke tattva samajAI gayuM, badhuM AvaDI gayuM paNa kharekhara to zarUAta ja nathI thatI. to kema karavuM? samAdhAna - aMdaramAM ghaNuM karavAnuM che. samajAI gayuM kyAre kahevAya ke aMdarathI pariNamana thAya to samajAI gayuM kahevAya. te na thAya tyAM sudhI samajANuM ema mAne ne evA vicAro aMdara karyA kare to paNa samajAyuM nathI. pote na dekhAya evuM nathI, lakSaNa vaDe dekhI zakAya che. arUpI paNa pote ja che. bIjuM koI nathI ke tene gotavA javuM paDe. arUpI pote eka vastu che, avastu nathI. arUpI vastu paNa lakSaNa vaDe joI zakAya evI che, paNa A to ja nathI tethI bhrAMtimAM paDayo che. bahAra badhe joyA kare che, paNa potAnA lakSaNane oLakhIne potAne joto nathI ke huM koNa chuM? bahAramAM badhe rasa lAge che, aMtaramAM eTalo rasa ne mahimA lAgato nathI eTale kayAMka rokAI jAya che. pUjya gurudeve mArga batAvyo che ke tuM AtmAne oLakha. e jJAyaka AtmA jJAna lakSaNathI oLakhAya evo che, ene tuM oLakhI le, emAM ja badhuM bharyuM che, bahAramAM kAMI nathI. anaMtakALathI mArga jANyo nathI ane puruSArtha karyo nathI. pote kare, kAraNa Ape, to kArya Ave; paNa pote karato nathI. tenuM lakSa to kArya karavA upara ja hovuM joIe. 403. prazna- jJAyakane grahaNa kevI rIte karavo tenI cAvI kRpA karI batAvazojI. samAghAna - jJAyakanI laganI lAge, jJAyakanI jijJAsA jAge, ane puruSArtha vAraMvAra tenI tarapha jAya ke A jJAyaka je jANanAro te ja huM chuM. aMdara jJAnadarzana-cAritra Adi guNabhedanA vicAro paNa Ave; paNa huM to eka akhaMDa jJAyaka chuM ema temAM TakavA mATe vAraMvAra tenA vicAra kare, abhyAsa kare, te abhyAsa karatAM karatAM aMdara je svabhAva che te grahaNa thAya che. A jJAnasvabhAva te ja huM chuM, je jJAnasvabhAva dekhAya che te rAganI sAthe mizrita dekhAya che, paNa te judo che; jJAna je dekhAya che te dravyanA AdhAre che. arthAt Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [227 dravyanA AdhAre e svabhAva che. A rIte tyAM daSTi jAya to te grahaNa thAya che. 404. prazna:- 'huM jJAyaka chuM' e TakatuM nathI, to tenA mATe zuM karavuM ? samAdhAnaH- jJAyaka pote puruSArthathI Take che. jema chAzamAM mAkhaNa bheLaseLa hoya che tene maMthana karatAM karatAM chUTuM paDe che, ema anAdithI bhrAnti evI thaI rahI che ke jANe huM vibhAva sAthe bhego thaI gayo, paNa anAdithI tattva to chUTuM ja che. chUTuM che te bhrAntine laIne bheguM bhAse che. pote vAraMvAra svabhAva grahaNa karI, huM judo chuM evI daSTi kare, pratIti kare to pachI e bAjunI lInatAnI pariNati pragaTa thAya, evo puruSArtha karavo joIe. te na thAya tyAM sudhI-mAkhaNanI jema chUTuM na paDe tyAM sudhI-vAraMvAra teno abhyAsa ane maMthana karyA ja kare. 405. prazna:- pUjya gurudeva kahetA ke samyagdarzanathI dharmanI zarUAta thAya che. to jene samyagdarzana thayuM te ja sAco jaina kahevAya ? te na thAya tyAM sudhI zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- samyagdarzana thAya pachI ja sAco jaina kahevAya. samyagdarzana na thAya tyAM sudhI bhAvanA kare, vicAro kare ke huM jJAyaka chuM, A rAga mAruM svarUpa nathI, zarI2 huM nathI, vibhAva mAro svabhAva nathI ema enAthI bhedajJAna kare. jJAnadarzana-cAritranA vikalpa vacamAM Ave paNa e badho rAga che. e rAgathI paNa judo huM caitanya akhaMDa dravya chuM ema potAnA jJAyakanuM astitva juduM vicAre. e jJAyakanI aMdara anaMtA guNa che, tenI paryAyo pariName che. tenA vicAro karI jJAyakano nirNaya kare. jyAM sudhI samyagdarzana pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI teno vicAra-vAMcana-laganI-mahimA karyA kare, deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA kare. 406. prazna:- bIjA vikalpa kaMI na kare, ane huM caitanya chuM ema kare to ? samAdhAnaH- bIjA koI vikalpa karavA na Icche to paNa te AvyA vagara rahetA ja nathI. huM caitanya chuM te paNa zubhabhAvano eka vikalpa che. vikalpa na Ave ema nahi, vikalpa pahelAM chUTatA nathI. pahelAM vikalpathI huM judo chuM evI zraddhA-pratIti thAya arthAt pahelAM bhedajJAna thAya pachI vikalpa chUTe che. prathama vibhAvanI kartAbuddhi choDavAnI che ke koI vibhAvano huM kartA nathI, huM caitanya jJAyaka chuM. 407. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 228] [svAnubhUtidarzana prazna- DuM jJAyaka chuM te badhA vikalpa cAle te aMtaranI zAMti na kahevAya ? samAdhAna - te aMtaranI zAMti na kahevAya. huM jJAnamaya chuM, darzanamaya chuM evA zubhabhAvane laIne vikalpanI maMdatA thAya, AkuLatA ochI thAya eTale tene zAMti lAge; paNa te kAMI aMtara svabhAvanI zAMti nathI. te to vikalpa maMda thayA, kaSAya maMda thayo, zubhabhAvano Azraya lIdho eTale zAMti lAge che. aprazastamAMthI prazastamAM Ave tethI deva-zAstra-gurunA vikalpamAM tene zAMti lAge che. tenAthI AgaLa jAya ane vaLI zrutanuM ciMtavana kare ke huM jJAna chuM, darzana chuM to evA vicAro kare tyAM paNa tene zAMti lAge; paNa te zAMti tenA svabhAvanI nathI. svabhAvanI zAMti to yathArtha bhedajJAna kare tene thAya. AnaMda to vikalpa chUTIne nirvikalpa thAya tyAre sAco Ave. huM jJAna chuM, darzana chuM te to vikalpamizrita jJAna che, te kAMI nirvikalpa dazA nathI. 408. prazna- cakalAne samyagdarzana thAya to zuM ene AvI badhI khabara paDatI haze ke A | vikalpa che ne A sAcI zAMti che? samAdhAna- cakalAne khabara paDI jAya che. nava tattvanAM, jJAna-darzana-cAritranAM nAma nathI AvaDatAM, paNa je vicAro Ave che te paNa badhI AkuLatA che, huM to judo chuM evA potAnA astitvane grahaNa karI lya che. tene nAmanI jarUra nathI paDatI, bhAva grahaNa karI lya che. vikalpamAM kyAMya sukha nathI evI jAtano bhAva tene pragaTa thaI jAya che. vibhAva che tenI AkuLatA bhAse che ane aMdaramAMthI bhAva-bhAsana thaI jAya che ke huM koNa chuM? A vibhAva zuM? svabhAva zuM? temAMthI tene svabhAva grahaNa thaI jAya che. caitanya te huM, A rAgAdi te huM nahi, evuM bhAvabhAsana thaI jAya che ane caitanyane grahaNa karI le che. badhA sUkSma-sUkSma vikalpo te paNa AkuLatAvALA che. eka vikalpa vagarano mAro AtmA che temAM ja mane zAMti ane AnaMda che, evI pratIti ane bhAvabhAsana tene thaI jAya che. 409. prazna:- manuSya karatAM cakalAnI zakti vadhAre hoya che ke tene samyagdarzana thaI jAya che ? samAdhAnaH- zakti vadhAre nathI paNa pUrvabhavamAM sAMbhaLeluM hoya che, evA saMskAra nAMkhelA che. tethI AtmA jAgI UThe che. manuSyamAM zakti vadhAre che, paNa je Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [229 puruSArtha kare tene bhAvabhAsana thAya che. cakalAne pUrvanA saMskAra che, pUrve deva-guru AgaLa sAMbhaLeluM hoya che temAMthI tene saMskAra jAgI UThe che ane caitanya grahaNa karI le che, bhAvabhAsana thAya che. 410. praznaH- koIne zAstra-abhyAsa karavAnI zakti vadhAre hoya, koIne ochI hoya paNa rucino bhAva vadhAre hoya to pakaDI zake? samAdhAnaH- koIne abhyAsa karavAnI zakti ochI hoya, eTale ke koIne zAstranuM jJAna ochuM hoya, to paNa jo tene ruci vadhAre hoya to tene bhAvabhAsana thaI jAya ke A huM caitanya chuM. zAstrano abhyAsa vadhAre karavo paDe ema nahi; keTalAkane zAstrane abhyAsa jhAjho karavo na paDe, ane ekdama puruSArtha UpaDe. 411. prazna:- puruSArtha karavAnAM pAMca kAraNo che temAM mukhya kAraNamAM zuM levuM ? samAdhAnaH- kALalabdhi Adi hoya paNa temAM puruSArtha mukhya che. darekamAM puruSArtha to bhego ja hoya. potAno puruSArtha kAraNa bane che te sAthe kSayopazama-evI jAtano ughADa hoya che, kALa pAkelo hoya che. potAno puruSArtha mukhya kAraNa bane che ne bAkInAM kAraNo darekamAM sAthe hoya che. puruSArthanI kacAze badhI kacAza che. tuM taiyAra thA, tAro puruSArtha taiyA2 thAya to badhAM kAraNo AvIne maLe che, koI kAraNo bAkI rahetAM nathI. tArA puruSArthanI kacAze kacAza che. puruSArtha karanArane mAro kALa pAkayo nathI, mane kAMI sAMbhaLavA maLyuM nathI-dezanAlabdhi maLI nathI, evuM hotuM nathI. tAro puruSArtha jAgyo haze to badhAM kAraNo tane aMdara AvIne maLaze. jo tAro puruSArtha maMda haze, jo tArA puruSArthamAM kacAza haze to badhI kacAza che. jene aMtaramAMthI karavuM che tene mane dezanA maLI nathI ema na hoya, huM karyA vagara rahevAno ja nathI ema jene hoya tene dezanA maLI ja hoya. jeno puruSArtha UpaDe tene dezanA, kALa vagere badhuM pAkeluM ja hoya che. evo puruSArthanI sAthe dareka kAraNone saMbaMdha che. 412. prazna:- aMdaramAM ema che ke basa game tema karIne-marIne paNa-A ja karI levuM, bIjuM kAMI karavuM nathI. samAdhAnaH- bhAvanA Ave che paNa te kAryamAM mukAya nahi tyAM sudhI kAMI na Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra30] [svAnubhUtidarzana thAya. te ema kahe ke game tema karIne paNa karavuM che, paratuM kAryamAM mUkato nathI, to kema thAya? 413. prazna- A karavuM ja che tevI bhAvanA daDha che; paNa puruSArthamAM pahoMcAtuM nathI ? samAdhAnaH- jeNe ema nakkI karyuM che ke A pragaTa karavuM ja che teno puruSArtha pahoMcyA vagara rahevAno nathI. tene kALa lAge to paNa grahaNa karyA vagara rahevAno nathI. jene aMtaramAMthI lAgI che ke A grahaNa karavuM ja che, A pragaTa karavuM ja che, to tene dhImo dhImo paNa puruSArtha UpaDe che. jene aMtaramAMthI lAgI che ke bIjuM nathI ja joItuM ane A ja joIe che, to kALa lAge to paNa pragaTa karyA vagara rahevAno nathI. pote ja che, bIjo nathI. mATe potAne lAgI che to te pahoMcavAno ja che. kALa lAge to paNa aMtaranI ruci pragaTa thAya te pahoMcyA vagara rahe ja nahi. bhale kALa lAge; paNa aMtaramAM jene laganI lAgI te pahoMcyA vagara rahevAno nathI. 414. prazna:- pUjya gurudeva ane Ape ghaNA khulAsA karavA chatAM haju sudhI puruSArtha UpaDato nathI enuM duHkha ane zarama thAya che ane ema paNa thAya che ke kayAM sudhI prazno karyA karavA ? samAghAna- gurudeve taiyAra karIne badhuM ApyuM che. kyAMya gotavAnuM ke meLavavAnuM bAkI rahetuM nathI. potAne eka puruSArtha ja karavAno bAkI rahe che. jagatanA bIjA jIvone sat zodhavAnI muzkelI paDe che ke zuM sat che? zuM AtmA che? AtmAnuM sukha kayAM che? ema sat zodhavuM muzkela paDe che. paNa gurudeve gotIne, taiyAra karIne, spaSTa karI karIne ApyuM che. bahAra kriyAmAM daSTi hatI te choDAvIne aMdaramAM vibhAvabhAva tAro svabhAva nathI, sUkSmamAM sUkSma ane UMcAmAM UMco zubhabhAva hoya te paNa tAro svabhAva nathI, tuM bhedamAM rokAya te paNa tAruM mULa zAzvata svarUpa nahi ema gurudeve aMdaramAM daSTi ekadama UMDI jAya eTaluM cokhkhuM karIne, kayAMya gotavuM na paDe ke zodhavuM paDe nahi e rIte batAvyuM che. jagatanA dareka jIvone sat sAMbhaLavA maLatuM nathI tethI koI kayAMya phasAI jAya che, koI kyAMya phasAI jAya che. tAre to gotavA javuM paDe ema nathI. eka puruSArtha ja karavAno bAkI rahe che. gurudeve badhuM taiyAra karIne ApyuM che. 415. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 231 praznaH- alaga alaga AtmA che ke sRSTimAM eka ja AtmA che ane tenA badhA aMza che? samAdhAnaH- badhA alaga alaga AtmA che, eka AtmAnA aMza nathI. jagatanI aMdara dareka dravyo judAM che, svataMtra che. jo badhA eka AtmAnA aMza hoya to ekane duHkhanAM pariNAma Ave che ane bIjAne bIjAM pariNAma Ave che. arthAt darekanAM pariNAma ekasarakhAM hotAM nathI. ema kema bane? eka aMza hoya to ekane duHkha thAya to bIjAne paNa du:kha thavuM joIe. paraMtu koI mokSe jAya, koI svAnubhUti kare, koI aMtara AtmAne oLakhe ne koI AtmAne oLakhatA nathI. koIne janma-maraNa UbhAM rahe che ane koInI mukti thAya che. AvA bhedo paDe che mATe dareka AtmA svataMtra che. koInA aMzo koImAM nathI, dareka svataMtra AtmA che. je vItarAga thAya che te svataMtrapaNe rAga-dveSa choDIne thAya che. pachI tene vibhAva hoto ja nathI. dareka AtmA svataMtra che. pote rAga-dveSa kare temAM paNa svataMtra ane vItarAgatA kare temAM paNa svataMtra che. dareka paryAya potAnA puruSArthathI kare che mATe dareka AtmA svataMtra che. jo badhA eka AtmAnA aMza hoya to koI mokSe jAya, koI saMsAramAM rahe ema bane nahi. mATe dareka AtmA svataMtra che. 416. prazna:- huM jJAyaka ja chuM ema parathI judA paDavAnuM che? samAdhAnaH- tenA vicAranI vidhimAM game te Ave, paNa teNe grahaNa eka jJAyakane ja karavAno che. vicAra-vidhimAM krama paDe ke jJeya te huM nathI, A rAga te huM nathI, A jJAna-darzana-cAritranA bheda te huM nathI. jJAna che te jJAnarUpe ja pariName che, pararUpe nathI pariNamatuM. tathA guNa-guNInA bheda paNa paDe. Ama vicAranI vidhimAM krama paDe, paNa grahaNa to eka zAyakane karavAno che. koIne dravya-guNaparyAyanA vicAra Ave, koIne utpAda-vyaya-dhruvanA vicAra Ave, ne koIne jJAtA-jJAna-zaiya ema bheda pADIne vicAra Ave, game te rIte game te zabdamAM vicAra Ave, paNa grahaNa ekane karavAno che. jJAyakane jJeyathI judo pADavo, vibhAvathI judo pADavo ne guNa-bhedathI-paryAyabhedathI paNa judo pADavo kema ke vAstavika dravyamAM guNabheda ke paryAyabheda nathI, mULa vastumAM bheda nathI. grahaNa ekane karavAno che. vicAravidhimAM evI rIte AgaLa-AgaLa krama paDe che ke pahelAM sthUla thato thato sUkSma-sUkSma thato Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 232] [ svAnubhUtidarzana jAya. prathama jJayathI judo paDyo te sthUla judo paDyo. pachI rAgathI judo paDyo te jarA tenAthI AgaLa cAlyo. tyAra pachI guNabheda-paryAyabhedathI judo paDyo te upayoga sUkSma thayo ane tenAthI sUkSma eka dravyane grahaNa karavuM te che. 417. prazna:- svAnubhUti karavI e Apane sahaja lAge che, paNa amane ghaNI mUMjhavaNa thayA kare che. tethI vAraMvAra A ne A prazna Ave che ke prayatna kema karavo? samAghAna - ema nirAza thavAnuM koI kAraNa nathI. bhAvanA hoya eTale ema vicAro AvyA kare. bhAvanA hoya eTale prazno paNa AvyA kare. jene potAne aMtaramAM jijJAsA hoya tene prayatna kema karavo evA prazno AvyA kare. 418. prazna- bhAvanA to prabaLa che, paraMtu sAthe ekatva paNa che? samAdhAna - bhAvanA sAthe rAga joDAyelo che, paNa bhAvanAnI pAchaLa aMdaranI pariNati potA tarapha joradAra hoya ke mAre AtmA ja joIe che, bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI. evI pariNati-evI yogyatA-aMdaramAMthI pragaTa thAya che. jene potAnI ruci aMdarathI jAge che ke mAre A kAMI joItuM nathI tenI ruci kayAMya TakatI nathI, paNa eka AtmA tarapha ja jAya che. vartamAnamAM rAga che, paNa rAganI sAthe bhAvanAnI pariNati evI joradAra hoya ke AtmA ja joIe che, bIjuM kAMI joItuM nathI. evI aMdaramAMthI AtmAnI koI apUrvatA lAge ke jenA vagara kaya ya tene zAMti thatI nathI. jene aMtaramAMthI evI bhAvanA lAgelI hoya tene prApta thayA vagara rahe ja nahi. te prApta thAya ja. 419. prazna- khAsa pAtratA mATe zuM karavuM joIe ? samAdhAna - aMtaramAM evI pAtratA hovI joIe ke AtmA prApta karyuM ja chUTako thAya evI cinI pariNati pahelAM potA tarapha jAya ne te pariNati ja potAne jorathI AtmA tarapha kheMcI lAve. rAga vagaranI vastu mAre joIe che evI bhAvanA jene che te pote aMtaramAMthI potAnI pariNatine pragaTa karyA vagara rahe nahi. nahIMtara AvyuM che ne? ke "jagatane zUnya thavuM paDa" paNa dravyano nAza to thato ja nathI; tethI potAnI joradAra pariNati ja potAne pragaTa karyA vagara rahetI nathI. tevo kudaratano svabhAva che. pariNati potAne potA tarapha lAve ja che. "jagatane zUnya thavuM paDe eTale ke svabhAva pote potAnuM kArya karyA vagara rahe nahi. pote potAnI pariNati pragaTa na kare to vastu ja na rahe. 420. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [233 prazna:- UMDANathI grahaNa karavuM eTale zuM? samAdhAna:- jJAyaka svabhAva vibhAvathI judo che. tene mULamAMthI grahaNa karavA UMDANamAM tenA mULamAM jA. jema vRkSamAM DALAM-pAMdaDA che paNa tene na jotAM tenA mULamAM javuM joIe, tema upara uparathI vicAro cAle to na thAya; paNa svabhAvane grahaNa karavAthI thAya. huM zuddhAtmA anAdi-anaMta chuM, A vibhAva ke adhUrI ke pUrNa paryAyo jeTalo paNa huM nathI. ema daSTi karIne zuddha paryAyane pragaTa karavAnuM kArya lAvavAnuM che. kArya na Ave to daSTi yathArtha nathI. 421. prazna- draSTinuM lakSa kArya upara hoya ? samAdhAnaH- dRSTinuM lakSa kArya upara nathI. A paryAya pragaTa thaI ane A paryAya pragaTa thaI ema tenuM lakSa karIne daSTi rokAtI nathI. huM to pUrepUro bharelo chuM. pUrNa paryAya pragaTa thAya to paNa tenAthI anaMtagaNuM mArA dravyamAM bhareluM che. eka vartamAna samayanI paryAya pragaTa thAya to temAM mane Ama pragaTa thayuM tema paryAyamAM daSTi rokAtI nathI. tenAthI anaMtu dravyamAM bhareluM che ne dRSTi te dravya upara che. kevaLajJAnanI paryAya eka samayanI che, tenAthI anaMta zakti dravyamAM bharelI che. 4rara. prazna:- vikalpa toDanekA upAya kayA? vahu batAIe. samAghAna - vikalpase bhedajJAna karanA ki vikalpa meM nahIM hUM vibhAva bhinna hai, meM bhinna hUM meM nirvikalpa jJAyakatattva huM. vikalpase pahale bhedajJAna kare aura yathArtha zraddhA kare ki meM jJAyaka hUM. jJAyakakI daDha pratIti karake-bhItaramaeNse jJAyakako pichAna karake jJAyakako bhinna kare ki eka jJAyaka meM haiM, vikalpa merA svabhAva nahIM hai. mere puruSArthakI maMdatAse vikalpa hotA hai, lekina vo merA svabhAva nahIM hai, meM Isase bhinna huM, aisA vikalpase bhedajJAna kare. pIche jJAyakame lInatA kare to vikalpa tUTe. vikalpake sAtha ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai vaha ekatAbuddhi toDa denA. vikalpa meM nahi, meM jJAyaka ThuM, jAnanevAlA huM, aisA bhedajJAna karanA vohI vikalpa toDakA upAya hai. vikalpa vikalpase tUTatA nahIM hai, ye vikalpa toDuM-toDuM ye bhI vikalpa hai. meM jJAyaka hUMjJAyaka haiM aisI jJAyakakI pariNati Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 234 ] daDha karanA. jJAyakakI pariNati daDha karanese bhedajJAna hotA hai. 423. prazna:- maiM jJAyaka huM, jJAyaka huM aisA bahota gokhatA hUM. samAdhAnaH- aisA bhItarameMse karanA, gokhanese bhAvanArUpa (zubha vikalpa) hotA hai. vahu vikalpa meM nahIM hUM, meM zAyaka nirvikalpa tattva hUM, aisA bhItarameMse jJAyakakA bala pragaTa karanA. vikalpase bhedajJAna karanA. 424. prazna:- jema svabhAvane grahma karavAno abhyAsa vadhato jAya tema emAM zuM baLa AvatuM haze ? samAdhAnaH- tene abhyAsa aMtaramAMthI thavo joIe. aMtaramAMthI abhyAsa thAya to baLa Ave. abhyAsa thatAM tenI meLAe ja tene daDhatA AvI jAya ke rasto A ja che. game tevA UMcA vikalpa hoya, te vikalpa ja che. tenAthI mAro svabhAva judo che. badhA vikalpa AkuLatArUpa che, zubha vicAro to vacce Ave che, paNa mAruM je nirALuM astitva che te juduM ja che, ema potAne grahaNa thavuM joIe. 425. praznaH- huM sAmAnya dravya chuM emAM zuM badhuM AvI jAya ? samAdhAnaH- huM sAmAnya dravya chuM emAM badhuM AvI jAya; paNa tethI zuM? svabhAva grahaNa thavo joIe ne ? sAmAnyarUpe huM chuM, huM chuM ema Ave. paNa huM koNa chuM? kayA svabhAve chuM? mAruM svarUpa zuM che? e grahaNa thavuM joIe. anAdithI zarIramAM potAnuM astitva mAnyuM che; paNa zarIra to sthUla che. enAthI AgaLa jAya to vikalpamAM potAnuM astitva mAne che; paNa mAruM jJAyakapaNuM juduM ja che ema mAnato nathI. kSaNe kSaNe paryAyo thAya temAM potAnuM astitva mAnyuM che, paNa huM to zAzvata TakanAro chuM ema svabhAva grahaNa thavo joIe. ene mATe eTalI tenI laganI hoya, aMtaramAMthI mahimA lAge, UMDo jaIne puruSArtha kare to grahaNa thAya. dhIme kare ke jaladI kare paNa karavAnuM eka ja che. te na thAya tyAM sudhI tenI jijJAsA, tattvanA vicAro, deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA, zrutanuM, ciMtavana karyA kare, paNa karavAnuM eka ja che. bahAranA jIvo kayAMya paDayA che. gurudeve mArga batAvyo che ke aMta2mAM karavAnuM che. 4ra6. prazna:- svAnubhUtimAM upayoga che te pramANasvarUpa che ke nayasvarUpa ? samAdhAnaH- svAnubhUtimAM upayoga pramANasvarUpa che, ane te sahajarUpe che. daSTi Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [235 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] pote ema ne ema che ane jJAna pramANarUpe che. e badhuM nirvikalparUpe che. tyAM vikalpavALA naya-pramANe kAMI lAgu paDatA nathI. svAnubhUtinA kALamAM nayapakSa kayAMya cAlyA jAya che, nayanI lakSmI kayAM cAlI gaI te dekhAtI nathI, pramANa asta thaI gayuM ne nikSepono samUhuM kayAM cAlyo gayo te kAMI khabara paDatI nathI. badhA rAgavALA nayanA pakSapAto chUTI jAya che ane sahaja pariNati ke je jIvanuM svarUpa che te ema ne ema rahI jAya che. te kALe upayoga dravya-paryAya badhAyane jANe che. upayoga pramANarUpa ane zuddhanayarUpe pariNati che. 427. prazna- ekavAra jJAnI thayo ane AnaMda pragaTI gayo tene AnaMda gamyo, kevo AnaMda che te khabara paDI, kevI rIte pragaTa thAya te paNa khabara paDI, to pAchuM. bIjIvAra zuddhopayoga AvatAM vakhata zA mATe lAge ? samAghAna- A svarUpa AdaraNIya che, svarUpamAM TharavA jevuM che, A zubhAzubha bhAva heya che evuM zraddhAnuM baLa che paNa eTalI lInatA nathI. te lInatAnI kacAzanA kAraNe tene zuddhopayoga AvatAM vAra lAge che. tyAM kAMI kRtrimatA karavAnI nathI. kRtrima lInatA karIne aMdara kAMI karI zakAtuM nathI. bahArano rAga je paDelo che arthAt Asaktio je paDelI che tenAthI aMdara bhedajJAna to thaI gayuM che; paNa puruSArthanI kacAzane lIdhe zuddhopayoga AvatAM vAra lAge che. gRhasthAzramamAM samyagdaSTi puruSArthanI maMdatAne kAraNe bahAramAM rokAyelo hoya, bAhyanA kAryanI pravRttionA prapaMcamAM rokAyelo hoya temAMthI tenI pariNati nivRtta thaIne aMdara lIna thaI jAya tyAre tene pharIne anubhUti thAya che. tene puruSArthanI maMdatAne kAraNe eTalI vAra lAge che. te kRtrimatA karIne aMdara jato nathI. bahAranA gRhasthAzramanAM aneka prakAranA kAryomAM rokAyelo hoya, aneka jAtanA rAgamAM rokAyelo hoya tyAre paNa aMdara bhedajJAnanI dhArA pravarte che. huM chUTo-chUTo, tenAthI niraMtara chUTo ja chuM evI chUTAnI dhArA pravarte che. te dhArAnA baLe paranI sAthe ekatvarUpe thato nathI, nyAro rahe che. mAruM svarUpa tenAthI juduM che, huM to jJAtA chuM, evI bhedajJAnanI dhArAne kAraNe te game te kAryamAM jAya tyAM kartA thato nathI. jJAnI aMtaramAM TharavA mAge che, paNa puruSArthanI maMdatAe bahAramAM joDAya che. atyAre pUrNa vItarAga thavAtuM hoya to A kAMI jotuM nathI, eTaluM zraddhAnuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 236 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana baLa che; paNa puruSArthanI gati eTalI thatI nathI eTale bahAramAM rokAya che. atyAre jo puruSArthanI gati cAle to aMdaramAM ja javuM che evI bhAvanA che ne te mATe niraMtara puruSArtha kare che. jJAtAdhArA TakAvavA ne vRddhi mATe tenA puruSArthanI gati cAlu che, teno puruSArtha kSaNe kSaNe cAlu ja che. jJAyakanI jJAtAdhArA ane udayadhArA te baMne vacce bhedajJAnanI dhArA to cAlu ja che; paNa vizeSa lIna thaIne aMtaramAM javA mATe tenI puruSArthanI maMdatA che, eTale jaI zakato nathI. samyagdarzana thAya eTale tarata ja tene kevaLajJAna thaI jAya evuM nathI. kAraNa ke anAdikALathI pariNatimAM je adhyavasAnanA badhA aMza che tenAthI bhedajJAna to thayuM, paNa bhedajJAna thatAM ja badho rAga chUTI jato nathI eTale tene vAra lAge che. anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya TaLI gayo che, svarUpAcaraNa pariNati pragaTa thaI che, paNa apratyAkhyAna, pratyAkhyAna evA alpa alpa kaSAyo che tene laIne te aMtaramAM vizeSa TharI zakato nathI, eTalI puruSArthanI maMdatA che. jJAyakanI dhArA to niraMtara tUTa paDyA vagara-divasa ne rAta ema ne ema cAlyA ja kare che. emAM tene jarA paNa tUTa paDatI nathI, evI puruSArthanI dhArA cAlyA ja kare che. tene aMtaramAM AnaMda koI apUrva Avyo che. svAnubhUti koI judI lAge che ne aMdara TharavAno prayatna kare che; paNa karI zakato nathI. 428. prazna:- nirvikalpa dazAnA kALamAM jJAna dravya-guNa-paryAya traNene jANe to paNa temAM rAga utpanna thato nathI ? samAdhAna - sAdhaka traNenA bheda nathI pADato, nirvikalpa dazAmAM bheda pADavA besato nathI. te to tene sahaja jANe che. paryAyanuM vedana ne dravyano svabhAva sahaja ekasAthe tene aMtaramAM jaNAya che. te vikalpathI bheda pADavA besato nathI, | upayoga ekasAthe bheda pADayA vinA badhuM jANI le che. 429. prazna- buddhipUrvaka bheda pADe to rAga utpanna thAya? samAdhAna- hA; paraMtu buddhipUrvaka bheda pADato nathI ke A guNa che ane A paryAya che. te to sahaja jaNAya che. dravya-guNa-paryAyanA bheda nathI pADato, tenA vedanamAM sahaja AvI jAya che. 430. prazna- jJAnIne savikalpa dazAmAM aneka jAtanI vicAraNA cAle che to temAM tene katRtva nathI hotuM? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 237 samAdhAnaH- koI vicAra karavAno abhiprAya tene che nahi. tene to jJAyakanI nirvikalpa svarUpa AtmA che tenI daDha zraddhA che. joke tene zrutanA vicAro Ave che tathA gRhasthAzramamAM che tethI tene lagatA vicAro paNa hoya che, kemake te kAMI muni to thayo nathI-bAhya ane atyaMta sarvasaMga parityAgI thayo nathI. tene zraddhAmAMthI badhuM chUTI gayuM hovAthI koI sUkSma vikalpa ke UMcAmAM UMco zubha vikalpa-koIne Icchato nathI. A rIte tene sarva prakAre jJAyakanI pariNatimAMthI badhuM chUTI gayuM che. evI tenI jJAyakanI dhArA che. chatAM gRhasthAzramane lagatA vicAro tene hoya che. paNa puruSArthanI dorI hAthamAM che. koI jAtanA vicAro maryAdA bahAra-jJAyakanI maryAdA choDIne-AvatA nathI, anaMtAnubaMdha thAya evI jAtanA koI vicAro AvatA nathI. tene pratyAkhyAnI ane apratyAkhyAnIrUpe ja asthiratAne lagatA vicAro hoya che. azubhamAMthI bacavA te zubhamAM Ave che, paNa jJAyakanI dhArA tene vartatI hoya che. 431. prazna:- jJAnIne mizradhArA pravarte che. temAM AsavanA kartA-karma Adi SaTkAraka pariNamanamAM koNa pravarte che? samAdhAnaH- AtmA pote potAno kartA che. jJAnIne jJAnamAM kartA-karmapaNuM che, vibhAvanuM vibhAvamAM che. tene asthiratA che temAM svAmitvabuddhi nathI, tenuM ekatvabuddhie kartApaNuM nathI. kartA-karmapaNuM asthiratAnA pariNamananI apekSAe kahevAya che. vAstavika kartAbuddhi-svAmitvabuddhi chUTI gaI che. 432. prazna:- samakitIne kevA Asava hoya-tIvra ke maMda? samAdhAnaH- tIvra maMda hoya, paNa te koI evA hotA nathI ke tenuM samyagdarzana chUTI jAya. evA Asravo tenI pAse hotA nathI. tenI bhUmikA aMdaramAM judI jAtanI hoya che. koI rAgane te Icchato nathI, rAgane jharUpe mAne che. teno rAga maryAdita hoya che. jJAyaka ja joIe che, koI rIte vibhAva joto ja nathI; vibhAva heya buddhie che, UMcAmAM UMco zubha bhAva paNa potAnuM svarUpa nathI. ema jenI pariNati che tyAM azubhano udaya kayAM asara karato hato! tenI bhedajJAnanI dhArA tUTe-jJAyakanI pariNati tUTI jAya-evI jAtanA koI udayo tenI pAse hotA nathI. tenI puruSArthanI dhArA cAlyA ja kare che. amuka jAtanI bhUmikA hoya to ja samyagdarzana thAya ne Take che, nahIMtara Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 238 ] samyagdarzana TakI zakatuM nathI. te jAtanI aMdara pAtratA hoya, aMdara vibhAvano 2sa chUTI jAya, jJAyakano rasa aMdarathI pragaTa thAya, jJAyakanI evI mahimA lAge to ja tene samyagdarzana pragaTa thAya che. samyagdarzana jyAM pragaTa thayuM tenI jJAtAdhArAne udaya zuM karI zake? 433. prazna:- udaya pAtaLA hoya tyAre to lInatA vizeSa kare ne ? samAdhAnaH- udaya pAtaLA hoya tyAre lInatA kare tema nahi, lInatA vizeSa hoya to udayo pAtaLA ja hoya. tenI puruSArthanI dhArA evI hoya ke tenA udaya pAtaLA ja hoya. karmano udaya maMda hoya tyAre karI zake ema nahi, potAno puruSArtha joradAra che mATe udaya tene kAMI asara karato ja nathI. jeTalo gRhasthAzramamAM Ubho che teTalo potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatAe Ubho che. te samaje che ke A kSaNe chUTAtuM hoya to mAre sarvasva rIte AdaraNIya mAro jJAyaka ja che. saMsArano koI bhAva tene AdaraNIya che ja niha. eTaluM zraddhAnuM baLa che. aMtarazraddhAmAMthI badhuM chUTI gayuM che. jo te zraddhAnuM baLa tUTe to ekatvabuddhi thaI jAya. paNa zraddhAnuM baLa tUTatuM ja nathI. eTalI jJAyakanI pariNati joradAra che. 434. prazna:- jJAnI udayathI nirapekSa potAnI ja dhArAmAM rahe che? samAdhAnaH- jJAnIne amuka jAtanA udaya Ave che paNa tenAthI judo pote jJAyakapaNe ja rahe che. udaya evo asara nathI karato ke jJAyakanI pariNati toDI zake. udaya maryAdAmAM hoya che. 435. praznaH- ame to zubha pariNAmathI AgaLa jaI zakatA ja nathI, to zuM karavuM ? samAdhAnaH- vikalpa vacce Ave eTale ke zubhabhAva Ave, paNa zubhanI pAchaLa tenI gati jJAyaka tarapha rahevI joIe. vikalpamAM Ubho che, eTale vacce vikalpa AvyA kare che; paraMtu tenI pAchaLa zuddhAtmAnuM dhyeya hoya ke te kema pragaTa thAya? tevI pariNita aMdaramAM pragaTa karavA mATe prayatna kare to thAya, vAraMvAra tenI pAchaLa paDe to thAya. na thAya tyAM sudhI te jAtano prayatna karyA karavo. huM jJAna chuM, darzana chuM evA zubha vikalpanI pAchaLa AtmAno jJAnasvabhAva che tene grahaNa ka2vo. guNabheda u52 nahi, eka akhaMDa dravya upara daSTi karavAnI che. paraMtu anAdino bahA2no abhyAsa thaI gayo che eTale thatuM nathI. maMda maMda puruSArtha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [ ra39 kare to na thAya, kSaNe kSaNe te jAtano ugra puruSArtha kare to thAya. kSaNe kSaNe tenuM jIvana jJAyakamaya thaI jAya to pragaTa thAya. 436. prazna- jIvane jevo jevo karmano udaya Ave tevuM thAya temAM pote zuM karI zake ? samAdhAnaH- bahAranA saMyogo maLavA, paisA maLavA, A badhuM maLavuM temAM puNyapApa kAraNa che. paNa aMdaramAM je rAga-dveSa, saMkalpa-vikalpa thAya che te karmo nathI karAvatAM, karma temAM nimitta che. jo rAga-dveSa karma karAve to pote parAdhIna thaI gayo. to ApaNe koIne ema na kahI zakIe ke tuM rAga kara mA, dveSa kara mA. to upadeza kevI rIte apAya ke tuM doSa kara mA? tuM ahIM thI pAcho vaLa, tuM Ama kara mA, ema kevI rIte kahI zakAya? pote ja doSa kare che ne pote ja pAcho vaLe che. mATe puruSArtha karavAmAM pote svataMtra che. potAnA pariNAma je thAya che te karavAmAM pote svataMtra che; potAnAM pariNAma kema karavI te potAnA hAthanI vAta che, paNa bahAramAM je udayo Ave-jema ke zarIramAM roga Ave, azAtA vedanIya Ave, koIne dhana maLe, koIne na maLe-te badhAne pote pheravI nathI zakato. koIne dhaMdho sAro maLe, koIne na maLe te pheravI nathI zakato; paNa potAnA bhAvane pote karI zake che. rAga-dveSa keTalA karavA ane kema karavA te pote karI zake che. to jema rAga-dveSa karI zake che tema pote zAMti paNa rAkhI zake che. game tevA saMyogo Ave to paNa AkuLatA na karavI. bahu kheda na karavo. teNe jema karavuM hoya tema te karI zake che. pote potAno svabhAva oLakhavo, vibhAvathI chUTuM paDavuM, AtmAmAM javuM, te badhuM pote svataMtrapaNe karI zake che. bhAva karI zake che, paNa bahAranuM nathI karI zakato. bahAra badhuM puNyAdhIna che, paNa A rAga-dveSa TALIne aMtaramAM javuM te svAdhIna che. jo jIva rAga-dveSa paNa TALI na zake to parAdhIna thaI jAya. rAga karma karAve, vaiSa karma karAve, have huM zuM karuM? Ama jo pote kAMI na karI zakato hoya to upadeza nakAmo jAya. AcAryo paNa ema kahe che ke tuM rAga-dveSa kara mA, tuM vikalpa kara mA, tuM zAMti rAkha. te badho upadeza vyartha jAya. mATe pote pariNAma karI zake che, pote zAMti rAkhI zake che. karma ja badhuM karAvatuM hoya to upadeza zAne mATe? karma jIvanA bhAvane karAvI zakatuM nathI. pote rAga-dveSamAM joDAya che te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. mULa svabhAva oLakhIne puruSArtha karavAmAM pote svataMtra che. 437. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 240] [ svAnubhUtidarzana prazna:- AtmAno sAkSAtkAra karavAmAM TAIma lAge to amAre zuM karavuM? samAdhAna - jyAM sudhI rAga-dveSa-mohamAM rokANo che tyAM sudhI TAIma lAge. mATe ja guru ane AcAryo kahe che ke tuM puruSArtha karIne tArI tarapha jA. tuM bhedajJAna kara. A rAga te tAruM svarUpa nathI, dvaSa te tAruM svarUpa nathI, tuM tenAthI judo che. tuM jANanAro cho, rAgAdino jJAtA thaI jA, sAkSI thaI jA, te tAruM svarUpa nathI. tuM puruSArtha kara eTale je vikalpo che te zAMta thaI jaze. bhedajJAna karIne AgaLa jA. pahelAM rAga-dveSa chUTI nathI zakatA. tenAthI bhedajJAna thAya ne svabhAva oLakhe ke A mAro svabhAva che. A badhA kaSAyo mArAthI judA che, huM tenAthI judo chuM ema bhedajJAna kare. pachI dhIre dhIre puruSArtha karIne temAM lInatA karato karato svAnubhUtinI ugratA kare che. 438. prazna- AtmasAkSAtkAra mATe kAMI choDavuM joIe? samAdhAna- bahAranuM choDavuM joIe ema nathI. jyAre yathArtha munidazA Ave che. tyAre bahAranuM chUTI jAya che. te pahelAM tene yathArtha jJAna thAya. AtmAne oLakhe, temAM ekAgra thAya te badhuM gRhasthAzramamAM thAya. te tenI ruci pheravI zake che. kAraNa ke bhAva pheravavA potAnA hAthanI vAta che. bahAramAM gRhasthAzrama hoya to paNa aMtaranI ruci pheravI nAkhavI ke A je aneka jAtanA vikalpo Ave che te mAruM svarUpa nathI, huM tenAthI judo chuM. gRhasthAzramamAM eTaluM karIne potAnA svabhAvane oLakhI zake che. huM cetana chuM. mArAmAM AnaMda che, vibhAvamAM AnaMda nathI evuM bhedajJAna karI vikalpa toDIne svAnubhUti karI zake che. AvuM gRhasthAzramamAM karI zake che. pachI svAnubhUti vadhatAM vadhatAM tene tyAga thaI jAya che. gRhasthAzramamAM svAnubhUti karI prathama aMtarathI nyAro thaI jAya che. AgaLa cakravartIo gRhasthAzramamAM rahIne AtmAnI svAnubhUti karatA hatA. kSaNavAra AtmAnuM dhyAna thAya evuM gRhasthAzramamAM temane thatuM hatuM. 439. prazna- ApanA pUrvabhavonA jAtismaraNajJAna viSe thoDuM kahevAnI kRpA karo. samAghAna:- pUrva janma che. A jIva kayAMkathI Ave to che. koI rAjA thAya che. koI raMka thAya che, koI rAjAne ghare janme che, koI raMkanA ghare janme che, tenuM kAMI kAraNa che. kudarata kAMI anyAyavALI to na hoya. koI to rAjAne ghare janme, koI rogI thAya, koI nIrogI thAya. AvA badhA pheraphAro thAya temAM e sAbita Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [241 thAya che ke A jIva pUrve hato, ane tyAMthI Avelo che. A badhAM tenAM pUrvanAM karmane laIne pheraphAro che. jIva pUrve aneka jAtanAM janma-maraNa karato karato ahIM Avelo che te to cokkasa che. bAkI vyaktigata vAta to zuM kahevI ? pUrve jIva hato ane tyAMthI ja ahIM Avelo che. pUrvamAM aneka bhava karato Avyo che. devanA, manuSyanA ema aneka bhava karato jIva ahIM Avyo che. tenA bhAva pramANe puNya- pApanA diyo Ave che temAM atyAre bharatakSetramAM to dharmano kALa che. gurudeva ahIM birAjatA hatA temanA pratApe ATalo dharmano pracAra thayo che. temaNe badho mArga batAvyo che. A jagata upara eka mahAvidehakSetra che. tyAM sAkSAt bhagavAna birAje che. temanI niraMtara divyadhvani chUTe che. ghaNAya jIvo vANI sAMbhaLe che. temAMthI keTalAka jIvo samyagdarzana, svAnubhUti pAme che to koI koI munidazAne prApta kare che. sAkSAt bhagavAna videhakSetramAM kevaLajJAnapaNe pUrNadazAmAM birAje che. A bharatakSetranI aMdara to bahu muzkelI thaI gaI che. atyAre saMta puruSo maLavA muzkela che. eka gurudeva A paMcamakALamAM birAjatA hatA. temanAthI keTalAya jIvone sAco mArga maLyo che. 440. prazna:- zrImad rAjacaMdra viSe A5 be zabda kahevA kRpA karazo samAdhAna:- zrImad rAjacaMdra samyagdaSTi hatA, svAnubhUti pAmelA hatA. teo nAnapaNathI ja vairAgI hatA. vicArazakti tIvra hatI. temanuM jJAna ghaNuM hatuM. gRhasthAzramamAM rahetA hatA, paNa nyArA rahetA hatA. svAnubhUti gRhasthAzramamAM pragaTa thayelI hatI. 441. prazna:- A kALamAM mahAvidehakSetramAM na jaI zakAya ? samAdhAnaH- atyAre na jaI zakAya; paNa ghaNAM varSo pahelAM eka kuMdakuMdAcArya thayA hatA ke jemanAM zAstro atyAre paNa svAnubhUti pragaTa thavAmAM nimitta thAya evAM che, mULa mArga batAve che. temanA zAstro upara gurudeve pravacano karyA che. te kuMdakuMdAcAryadava ghaNAM varSo pahelAM mahAvidehakSetramAM gayA hatA. te AcAryadevane dhyAnanI aMdara bhagavAnanA darzananI evI tIvra vedanA thaI ke atyAre bhagavAnanA sAkSAta darzana nathI. tyAM teo kaMIka labdhithI ke devo AvIne mahAvidehakSetramAM laI gayA. tyAM ATha divasa rahyA, bhagavAnanI sAkSAt vANI sAMbhaLIne ahIM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 242] [ svAnubhUtidarzana pAchA AvyA. evA mahA samartha munIzvara kuMdakuMdAcAryadava be hajAra varSa pahelAM mahAvidehamAM jaI zakayA hatA. 442. prazna- prathama bhedajJAna dehAdikathI karavuM ke rAgAdikathI ? samAdhAna- sAcuM bhedajJAna aMtaramAM rAgAdikathI thAya che. tenAM kramamAM ema bolAya ke paheluM zarIrathI bhedajJAna karavuM ane pachI rAgAdithI bhedajJAna karavuM. paNa te baMne ekasAthe ja thAya che. A zarIrathI bhedajJAna thAya e sthUla che. aMdara rAgAdikathI bhedajJAna thAya te ja kharuM-vAstavika che. paNa hajI cUlathI bhedajJAna nathI thayuM to rAgAdithI bhedajJAna kayAMthI thAya? eTale pahelAM sthUlathI bhedajJAna karAve che ke A zarIra dekhAya che e to jaDa che, e kAMI jANatuM nathI, mATe tenAthI pahelAM judo paDa, pachI rAgAdikathI judo pADe che. 443. prazna:- rAgAdine judA pADavAno prayogAtmaka prakAra samajAvavA kRpA karazo. samAdhAnaH- teNe jJAnasvabhAvane oLakhavo, jJAnasvabhAva to khyAlamAM Ave evo che. jJAnasvabhAva zAMtithI bharelo AnaMdamaya che tene lakSamAM levo. AnaMdano anubhava bhale nathI, paNa tene pratItamAM levo, vicAra karatAM pratItamAM Ave tevo che. AtmA jJAnasvabhAvathI pratItamAM levA jevo che. AtmA kevo che te gurudeva batAve che, zAstramAM Ave che. AtmA jJAna lakSaNathI lakSamAM Ave che. rAga rAgane jANato nathI, tene jANanAro judo che. judo jANanAro zAsthata rahenAro che. rAganI badhI paryAyo cAlI jAya che, paNa jANanAro to ema ne ema Ubho rahe che. ema ne ema Ubho rahenAro te huM chuM. nAnapaNathI atyAra sudhInA badhA rAgAdi to cAlyA gayA, paNa jANanAro Ubho che ane te jANanAro huM chuM. A rIte jANanArane judo paDavo. je je rAga-vikalpa Ave tene judo pADe. teno abhyAsa ugra hoya to kSaNe kSaNe rAgane judo pADavAno abhyAsa thAya. buddhithI ekavAra rAgane judo pADyo ane pachI pahelAMnI jema evo ne evo thaI jAya to tenA abhyAsanI khAmI che. kSaNe kSaNe rAgathI judA pADavAno abhyAsa ema ne ema cAlu rAkhe to sahaja dazA thavAno avasara Ave. pahelAM to jJAnathI pratItamAM Ave che. 444. prazna- bhedajJAna karavuM joIe, paNa bhedajJAna karavuM kevI rIte ? ke jenAthI dhyAna pragaTa thAya ? samAghAna tene potAne yathArtha ruci thavI joIe, to bhedajJAna thAya. anaMtakALathI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [243 vikalpamAM ne vikalpamAM cAlyo jAya che, paNa jo tenI ruci yathArtha hoya to bhedajJAna thAya. AtmAnuM jJAna yathArtha karavuM joIe. anAdi-anaMta huM koNa chuM? mAro svabhAva zuM che? temAM je aneka jAtanI avasthAo thAya che te zuM che? A badhuM potAne yathArtha samajavuM joIe, tenI ruci yathArtha thavI joIe. aMtaramAMthI evI laganI lAge to bhedajJAna thAya, rAta ne divasa AtmA vinA cena na paDe, mAro AtmA mane kema pragaTa thAya? mane svAnubhUti-AtmAno sAkSAtkAra kema thAya ? evI laganI aMtarathI lAge to bhedajJAna thAya. tenI laganI lAgavI joIe, pachI to svabhAvamAMthI ja svabhAva pragaTe che. A je vikalpa che te to badhA vibhAva che. vibhAvamAMthI svabhAva nathI Avato, svabhAvamAMthI svabhAva Ave che. jema loDhAmAMthI loDhuM ja Ave, sonAmAMthI sonuM ja thAya, ema svabhAvamAMthI svabhAva pragaTe, vibhAvamAMthI vibhAva ja pragaTe. mATe potAno svabhAva grahaNa karavo ane te mATe ruci pragaTa karavI joIe. pahelAM tenI ruci kare, tenuM bhedajJAna kSaNe kSaNe kare ke A vibhAva huM nathI, mAruM cetana svarUpa juduM che. ema vAraMvAra abhyAsa kare to emAM ekAgratA thAya; nahitara samajyA vagaranuM dhyAna yathArtha jAmatuM ja nathI. 445. prazna:- AtmasAkSAtkAra zuM che tenI vAto to sAMbhaLelI che, paraMtu kAMI paNa jhAMkhI (anubhUti ) na hoya to kaI rIte mana emAM pravRtta thAya ? bahAramAM to azAMti lAge che. samAdhAnaH- eTaluM to potAne lAge che ne ? ke bahAramAM kAMI sArabhUta nathI, sukha dekhAtuM nathI. A badhuM game teTaluM karIe to paNa saMtoSa Avato nathI, tRpti thatI nathI. ahIMthI sukha maLaze, ahIMthI sukha maLaze ema jIva phAMphA mAryA kare che paNa saMtoSa nathI Avato te ema batAve che ke sukhasvarUpa vastu koI judI aMtaramAM che. bahAramAM saMtoSa nathI Avato ane je sukhanuM dhAma che te pragaTa thAya pachI bIjI icchA ja nathI thatI. evI koI vastu aMtaramAM rahelI che. e pragaTa thAya kayAre? ke jIva pote puruSArtha kare tyAre. pahelAMthI koIne jhAMkhI thatI nathI, paNa je mahApuruSoe pragaTa karyuM che te tene batAve che ke tuM A kara, ame teno anubhava karIne tane kahIe chIe. ane pachI teno vizvAsa kare to tenI svAnubhUti thAya che. sAkSAtkAra thAya che. AtmA sukhanuM dhAma che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 244] [ svAnubhUtidarzana teno vizvAsa kara, jema mA-bApa chokarAne batAve to chokaro mA-bApano vizvAsa kare che; tema jJAnI batAve che to potAnI buddhithI thoDo vicAra kare pachI jyAM sudhI anubhava na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAnIonA vacana upara vizvAsa karato jAya. jema koInI dukAne nANAM mUkavAM hoya to mANasa AkhI dukAna na jove paNa enA amuka lakSaNa uparathI oLakhe ke AnI dukAna sArI cAle che. ema lakSaNathI oLakhI levuM joIe. mahApuruSo kAMI svAnubhUti batAvI zake nahi, paNa tenA lakSaNa batAve. lakSaNathI pote vicAra karavo, kAraNa ke potAne sukha joIe che. mATe eTalI taiyArI to joIe. bahAramAM kyAMya sukha nathI, saMtoSa nathI, mAre kAMI bIjuM ja joIe che, eTalI jijJAsA to hovI ja joIe. pachI jJAnI je batAve teno vizvAsa karIne te mArge puruSArtha karavo joIe. to pragaTa thAya. jhAMkhI nathI to buddhithI pote vicAra kare, parIkSA kare ke A vastu sAcI che, pachI vizvAsathI pote AgaLa vadhe. 446. prazna:- satpuruSa maLe to zuM tene mArganI mUMjhavaNa TaLI jAya ? samAghAna- sAcA guru maLyA hoya ane sAcI pratIti thaI hoya to tenI pratIti daDha ja rahe che. sAcA deva-zAstra-guru jene maLe ane aMtarathI sAcuM grahaNa thAya to tene vizvAsa ja rahe che ke A raste ja AtmasAkSAtkAra thavAno che, bIjo koI rasto nathI. mArA puruSArthanI maMdatA che tethI huM nathI karI zakato, paNa tenI ruci emAM ja rahyA kare ke A raste ja javAnuM che, bIjo koI rasto nathI. bahAra tenI ruci maMda paDI jAya ane aMdaramAM tene hUMpha AvI jAya ke A ja rasto che. sAcA guru maLe ane aMtarathI vizvAsa na Ave ema bane ja nahi. mATe hajI sAco vizvAsa nathI Avato to gurune oLakhyA ja nathI. gurune parIkSA karIne svIkAra kare to tene bhaTakavuM na paDe, mArga nakkI ja thaI jAya, kAraNa ke AtmAmAM eTaluM nakkI karavAnI zakti che ke mArga A ja sAco che. guru kahe che te barAbara che ema buddhithI nakkI karI zake che. ahIM gurudeva birAjatA hatA. temanI vANImAM evo dhodha varasato hato ane evI apUrvatA hatI ke bIjAne nakkI ja thaI jAya ke mArga A ja che. buddhithI vicAra kare tene sAco mArga na maLe ane nakkI na thAya ema bane ja Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [245 nahi. sAcA guru maLe tene potAne aMdarathI vizvAsa ne hUMpha AvI jAya, pachI tene bhaTakavAnuM rahe ja nahi. jene hUMpha AvI jAya tene pachI bhale puruSArtha maMda thAya ke puruSArtha na karI zake, paNa tenI ruci AkhI badalAI jAya ke AtmA judo che. bhale mane mArga nathI pakaDAto, paNa mArga to A ja sAco che. bhedajJAnanA raste ja javAnuM che, aMtaramAM ja mArga che-ema aMtaramAMthI tene vizvAsa AvI jAya che. sAcA guru maLe ane pote nakkI kare to kyAMya bhaTakavAnuM rahetuM ja nathI. 447. prazna:- anAdinA abhyAsane kAraNe juduM pADavAmAM vikalpAtmaka prayatnamAM paNa agharuM lAge che. to zuM karavuM? samAdhAna- anAdino abhyAsa thaI gayo che tethI enAthI chUTuM paDatAM ane pariNatimAM mUkatAM tene agharuM paDe che. vicArathI nakkI karyuM hoya to paNa chUTA pADavAnA kAryane amalamAM mUkavuM agharuM paDe che. anAdithI bhegI ne bhegI pariNati cAlI Ave che. jo te ekavAra chUTo paDe to pachI tenI lAIna badhI saraLa che. joke prathama bhUmikA tenI vikaTa che, kAraNa ke anAdithI ekatvabuddhi che. paNa pote ne pote gaDamathala karatAM karatAM aMdarathI AtmA ja mArga karI le che. jene kharI jijJAsA-laganI hoya te aMdarathI mArga karI lya che. 448. prazna:- A vAta bese che A karyA vagara chUTako nathI ane sAthe agharuM paNa lAge che to upAya zuM che ? samAdhAnaH- vikalpathI chUTo paDIne, ekatvabuddhi toDIne jJAyakanI dhArA pragaTa karavI. A eka ja upAya che. dravyane grahaNa karyuM, dravya upara daSTi karI, paNa te daSTi TakAvavI joIe. mAnyatAmAM lIdhuM, nakkI karyuM che ke huM judo chuM, paNa te rUpe kArya thAya to sAcuM nakkI karyuM kahevAya. judo chuM ema nakkI karyuM ane pAchI ekatvabuddhi thaI jAya to teNe sAcuM nakkI karyuM nathI. jene sAcuM nakkI thAya tene judo pADavAno prayatna aMdara AvyA vagara raheto nathI. gaDamathala karatAM sAcuM to A ja che, mArga A ja che, ema zraddhArUpa pariNati thAya che. vicArathI zraddhA thAya te judI che, A to zraddhArUpa pariNati thAya che, pariNati kArya kare che. pachI vizeSa cAritra thAya che. A zraddhAnI sAthe amuka jAtanI lInatA thAya che ane anaMtAnubaMdhI chUTI jAya che. AvI amuka jAtanI pariNati UbhI thAya che. 449. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 246 ] [svAnubhUtidarzana prazna- (bALaka) :- bhagavAna kevI rIte thavAya? samAdhAnaH- bhagavAnane pahelAM oLakhavA joIe. A zarIrathI judo aMdara AtmA birAje che te AtmA bhagavAna che. tene oLakhe to bhagavAna thavAya. badhA rAga-dveSathI chUTo paDe to bhagavAna thavAya. AtmA jANanAro che. tene oLakhe to bhagavAna thavAya. 450. prazna- gautamasvAmIne aMtara puruSArtha ekadama UpaDayo hato ? samAdhAnaH- aMdara AzcaryakArI lAgI gayuM. meM to mAnyuM hatuM ke mArA jevuM koI jANatuM nathI, huM to sarvajJa chuM evuM manAI gayuM hatuM; paNa A to khoTuM che-evuM Azcarya lAgI gayuM. aMdara eTalI pAtratA hatI ke tene Azcarya lAgI gayuM, A te koNa che? ema thaI gayuM. A mahApuruSa che koNa? A koNa bhagavAna che? evuM aMdarathI Azcarya lAgI gayuM. potAnI badhI khoTI mAnyatA chUTI gaI, ekadama pAtratA jAgI gaI ne pariNati ekadama palaTAI gaI. badhA Agraho ekadama chUTI gayA, anyamatanI mAnyatA hatI te ekadama palaTI gaI ane samyagdarzana, munipaNuM, cAra jJAna ekadama pragaTa thaI gayAM. AtmA caitanya che ne? sAthe pAtratA evI hatI ke ekadama badho palaTo thayo ane puruSArtha UpaDI gayo. 451. prazna- kArya to paryAyamAM thAya che, to paryAyanuM mahattva zuM dravyathI vizeSa na kahevAya ? samAghAnaH- kArya paryAyamAM thAya paNa svarUpanA Azraye te thAya che. mATe jeno Azraya hoya tenuM mahattva che. anaMta zaktithI bharelo AtmA che. paryAya to eka kSaNa pUratI che, kSaNe kSaNe navI paryAyo thAya che. mATe mahattva dravyanuM che ke je anaMta zaktiothI bharapUra che. game teTalI paryAyo pragaTa thAya to paNa svabhAva to khUTato ja nathI. evA anaMta anaMta svabhAvathI bhareluM dravya che. anaMtakALa sudhI AnaMda pragaTayA ja kare to paNa te AnaMda anaMta ane anaMta ja rahe che. jJAna paNa anaMta che. lokAlokane eka samayamAM jANe pachI bIjI kSaNe zuM jANe? ema nathI. jJAna khUTatuM nathI ke ATaluM jANuM, have jJAna khUTI gayuM. anaMta zaktithI bhareluM sAmarthya dravyamAM che. mATe dravyanI mahattA che. sAdhanAnI ne kevaLajJAnanI paryAya pragaTa thAya che teNe potAnA svabhAvano Azraya karyo te apekSAe mahattvavALI che; chatAM dravya to anaMta zaktithI bhareluM che. mATe dravya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] | [ 247 ja mahAmahimAvaMta che. kevaLajJAnanI paryAyathI paNa dravya mahimAvaMta che. 452. prazna- to apekSAe baMnene mahattvapaNuM kahevAya ? samAdhAna- apekSAe darekanuM mahattvapUrNa che. dravya anaMta zaktiothI bhareluM che mATe dravya paNa mahAmahimAvaMta che. zuddha paryAya pragaTa thAya che, sAdhakadazAkevaLajJAna pragaTa thAya che mATe paryAya paNa mahimAvaMta che. zuddha dravyanA Azraye paryAya pragaTa thaI te zuddharUpe pariName che, te paryAya paNa mahimAvaMta che. samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra te ratnatraya mahimAvaMta che. te jenA Azraye pragaTa thAya che evuM dravya mahimAvaMta che, badhI paryAyono Azraya eka dravya che. 453. prazna:- aMza ane aMzI ema be bhAga che? samAdhAnaH- jema be dravyanA be bhAgalA che ema dravya-paryAyanA be bhAgalA nathI. eka aMza ane eka Akho aMzI eTalo bheda che. paryAyane gotavA bIje javuM paDatuM nathI, dravyanA Azraye paryAya pragaTa thAya che. jenA Azraye paryAya pragaTa thAya che te dravya kevuM che? te dravyano mULa svabhAva lakSaNathI oLakhI zakAya che. anAdi kALathI vibhAva paryAya upara daSTi che mATe dravya oLakhAtuM nathI, ne dUra lAge che. paNa dravya dUra che nahi, pote ja che. brAntithI dUra thaI paDyuM che, paNa pote ja che. te bahAranI vastu nathI ke tene gotavA javuM paDe. pote ja che. aMdaramAM oLakhAya tevo che. dravya-guNaparyAya badhuM dravyanuM svarUpa che. 454. prazna- pahelAM zuM astitvanuM bhAvabhAsana thAya ke kAMI vedanamAM Ave? samAdhAna:- pahelAM vedanamAM Ave nahi, tenuM lakSaNa oLakhAya che, bhAvabhAsana thAya che. je jANanAra che te huM chuM evuM tene bhAvanuM bhAna thAya che. prathama vedana thAya che ema nathI. hajI sahajarUpe dazA nathI tyAM sudhI prayatna kare che. sahajarUpe dazA to zAyakane oLakhe tyAre thAya. A to prayatnarUpa hoya che. paNa te prayatna karyA vagara sahaja thaI jatuM nathI, prayatna kare to sahaja thAya che. aMtarmuhUrtamAM koIne thAya te vAta judI, bAkI prayatna kare to AgaLa jAya che. je sahaja svarUpa che te huM chuM ema jJAnamAM le che, pachI te rUpe grahaNa karavA mATe prayatna kare che. 455. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 248] [svAnubhUtidarzana prazna:- bhAvabhAsanamAM je jJAyaka Avyo emAM kAMI pharaka nathI evI zuM anubhava pahelAM khAtarI thaI jAya ? samAdhAnaH- A jJAyakanuM sAcuM svarUpa che ane te ja mAruM svarUpa che, emAM kAMI pharaka nathI, ema nirNaya Ave che. bhale te sahajarUpa-sahajadazA-nathI. paNa vikalpathI tevo nirNaya tene AvI zake che ke A sAcuM ja che, khoTuM nathI. 456 prazna:- jJAnIne jema savikalpa dazAmAM jJAyaka taravarato hoya evI rIte ajJAnIne jJAyaka taravarato haze ? samAdhAnaH- jJAyaka je rIte jJAnIne taravarato hoya che te rIte ajJAnIne taravarato nathI. jJAnIne to sahajadazAe jJAyaka taravare che, tene vicAravuM paDatuM nathI ke vicArIne nirNaya karavo paDato nathI. kartAbuddhi chUTIne jJAyakanI jJAyakadhArA sahajarUpe niraMtara-kSaNe kSaNe vicAryA vagara sahaja pariNatie cAle che. jJAnInI dazA judI che. jema ajJAnIne anAdinI ekatvabuddhi ajJAnadazAmAM kAMI vicAryA vagara sahaja cAlI rahI che tema jJAnIne jJAnanI dazA sahajapaNe cAlI rahI che. ajJAnIe jJAyakano je nirNaya karyo che te sahajarUpe nathI. bhale nirNaya sAco karyo che, chatAM te rUpe jJAyakamAM jJAnadhArA cAlatI nathI, vAre vAre vicAravuM paDe che, vicArIne yAda karavuM paDe che. ekatvabuddhi thaI rahI che tethI teNe vicArIne nakkI karyuM che ke A jJAyaka te huM, to paNa sahaja pariNati nathI. ajJAnIe nakkI karyuM che ke jJAna te huM, jJAyaka te huM paNa pariNatimAM tenA kAryamAM-ekatvabuddhi thaI rahI che, mATe vAre vAre vicAra karavo paDe che. jJAnInI jevI sahajadazA ajJAnInI nathI. joke teNe nirNaya karyo che ke A rahyo jJAyaka ane nirNaya karyo tyAre jJAyaka taravarato lAge; paNa vaLI pAchuM ekatvabuddhinI pariNatine kAraNe tene vAre vAre vicAravuM paDe che. jene prayatna cAlato hoya tene, sahajadazA nathI, paNa te nirNaya sAco karI zake che. jijJAsunI bhUmikAmAM sAco AtmArthI hoya te sAco nirNaya karI zake che. jo sAco nirNaya na karI zake to tene sahaja jJAnadazA AvatI nathI. A to jene jijJAsA hoya, AtmAnuM prayojana hoya ane je prayatna kare tene ja A jJAnadazA sahajapaNe Ave che. te pahelAM nirNaya karI zake che. jema A satpuruSa ja che, jJAnI ja che evo nirNaya prathama karI zake che. A guru che te koI apUrva vAta batAvI rahyA che Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 249 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] ema AtmArthI hoya te nakkI karI zake che. tema A jJAyaka che te ja huM chuM, je A duHkharUpa vedana thaI rahyuM che, je AkuLatArUpa vedana che te mAruM svarUpa nathI. potAnuM svarUpa potAne duHkharUpa hoya ja nahi ema nirNaya karI zake che. 457. prazna- jijJAsunI pAse pragaTa to vibhAva ja che? samAghAna- hA, vibhAva pragaTa che, jJAyaka pragaTa nathI. chatAM koI apekSAe svabhAva pragaTa che, paNa te oLakhAto nathI. joke jijJAsu samaje che ke A vibhAva mAruM svarUpa nathI. AtmAne zAMta svarUpa koI juduM che. AtmArthI hoya tene ema jijJAsA thAya, ema vicAra Ave ke AvuM duHkhamaya svarUpa AtmAnuM hoya nahi, AtmAnuM svarUpa koI juduM che ema vicAra karIne nakkI kare. guru AgaLathI prathama sAMbhaLe ke AtmAnuM svarUpa zuM che? to tene vicAra karI nakkI karavAno avakAza che. 458. prazna- evI rIte AtmArthIpaNuM tyAre ja sAcuM pragaTa kahevAya ke kyAre AtmA, AtmArUpe enA jJAnamAM Ave ? samAdhAna:- AtmArthI hoya tene sAcuM svarUpa jJAnamAM grahaNa thayA vagara rahetuM ja nathI. te prathama vicArathI, yuktithI, gurunI vANIthI nakkI kare, pachI aMdara svabhAvane oLakhIne nakkI kare che. 459. prazna- ajJAnadazAmAM jJAnanA vedanane jo pakaDavAno prayatna kare to, kAMIka AkuLatA vagarano bhAva che teno khyAla Ave che. tene ATalo khyAla Ave tenA uparathI maMdamAM maMda rAga paNa zuM AkuLatArUpa lAge ? samAdhAna:- A badhA vibhAva AkuLatArUpa che. AkuLatA vagaranuM je tattva che tene zodhavA mATe prayatna karatAM maMda kaSAya thAya che te paNa AkuLatArUpa che ema e nakkI karI zake. pote ja che, koI bIjo nathI. pote jJAnasvarUpa hovAthI AkuLatA ane jJAna potAnA ja vedanamAM Ave che, mATe nakkI karI zake che. gurudevanA pratApe A badhuM samajavAnuM saheluM thaI gayuM che. 46O. prazna- vikalpothI dUra thavuM joIe te thavAtuM nathI. khyAla che ke rasto eka ja che, dhyAna sivAya chuTakAro nathI. paNa dhyAna karavuM kevI rIte ? samAdhAnaH- prathama bhedajJAna thavuM joIe. bhedajJAna thayA pachI yathArtha dhyAna Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 250] Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana thAya. ekAgratA kyAre thAya? ke mULa vastune pakaDe-grahaNa kare ke huM jANanAra jJAyaka chuM. Ama tenA astitvane aMtaramAMthI grahaNa kare to dhyAna thAya. pahelAM upara uparathI buddhithI grahaNa kare, pachI tene aMdara pariNatithI grahaNa karavuM joIe. vastunuM astitva grahaNa kare to tenI zraddhA barAbara thAya ane to temAM ekAgra thAya. mULa vastune grahaNa karyA vagara citta kayAM sthira thAya ? mULa vastune grahaNa kare to citta sthira thAya. - huM caitanya eka padArtha chuM. jema bIjA badhA padArtha dekhAya che tema cetana paNa eka padArtha che. te anaMtaguNothI arthAt anaMta zaktiothI bharelo evo caitanya padArtha che. tene grahaNa kare to dhyAna thAya. tene zarIra ane vibhAva sAthe ekatvabuddhi thaI rahI che ke zarIra te huM ane huM te zarIra; vikalpa te huM ane huM te vikalpa. paNa huM judo koNa chuM te judAnuM astitva tene dekhAtuM nathI. mATe potAnuM juduM astitva pahelAM grahaNa karavuM joIe. jene buddhimAM yathArtha grahaNa thAya tene yathArtha dhyAna thAya, mATe pahelAM bhedajJAna karavAnI jarUra che. kSaNe kSaNe je vikalpa Ave che te vikalpa mAruM svarUpa nathI, mAruM svarUpa to jANanAra je aMdara che te huM chuM, AvA jANanAranuM astitva grahaNa karatAM dhyAna thAya. pahelAM yathArtha ruci thAya, mahimA lAge, ane aMtara cetanamAM ja sarvasva che, bIjuM kAMI sarvasva-sArabhUta nathI, ema yathArtha grahaNa thAya tyAre dhyAna thAya evuM vastunuM svarUpa che. pANI pote svabhAve nirmaLa che, malinatA kAdavane laIne AvI che. emAM nirmaLI auSadhi nAkhe to pANI ane kAdava judA thAya. tema AtmA svabhAve nirmaLa che kema ke je padArtha hoya teno svabhAva kAMI malina na hoya, temAM malinatA vibhAvane laIne AvI che. jema pANImAM auSadhi nAkhavAthI pANI nirmaLa thAya, tema pote jJAnarUpI auSadhi dvArA potAno svabhAva je nirmaLa che tene grahaNa kare to nirmaLatA pragaTa thAya. mATe pahelAM bhedajJAna karavuM joIe. pahelAM yathArtha jJAna kare to yathArtha dhyAna thAya. 461. prazna- svAnubhUtimAM nimitta koNa hoya? ane te pragaTa thAya to khabara paDe ? samAdhAna - gurudeve badhuM batAvyuM che. gurudevano upadeza anupama che. gurunA upadeza vagara svAnubhUti pragaTa thatI nathI; tevo upAdAna-nimittano saMbaMdha che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ 251 bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] mArga anAdikALathI ajANyo che. temAM jo bhagavAnanI vANI maLe athavA gurunI sAkSAt vANI maLe to ja aMtaramAM svAnubhUti pragaTa thAya che. svAnubhUti pragaTa thAya te kAMI chAnI rahetI haze? te pragaTa thatAM AkhA jIvanano palaTo thAya che. aMdhakAra ane prakAza jema pratipakSa che, tema juduM paDe (bhedajJAna thAya) tyAre khabara paDayA vagara rahe nahi. sAkarano svAda ane jherano svAda kAMI judo paDayA vagara raheto haze ? tema AkhA jIvanano palaTo thAya te khabara paDayA vagara raheto nathI. amRtacaMdrAcAryadeva lakhe che ke mArA guruthI je zuddhAtmAno anugrahapUrvaka upadeza maLyo che tenAthI mAro Atma-vaibhava pragaTa thayo che tathA te vaibhava niraMtara jharato AsvAdamAM Avato suMdara je AnaMda-tenI chApavALo pracura svasaMvedana svarUpa che. te kevI rIte pragaTa thayo? mArA gurunA zuddhAtmatattvanA anugrahapUrvakanA upadezathI pragaTa thayo che. mArA gurue kRpA karI upadeza Apyo tenAthI te pragaTa thayo che. kuMdakuMdAcAryanI zI vAta karIe! teo kahe che ke mAro jJAnano vaibhava pragaTa thayo che tenAthI huM samayasAra kahuM chuM. evo vaibhava pragaTa thAya te chAno raheto nathI. aMtaramAMthI AtmA pragaTa thAya te zuM chAno raheto haze ? gurudeve to varSo sudhI ahIM vANI varasAvI che, upadezanA dhodha varasAvyA che. svAnubhUti kone kahevAya vage2e samajAvyuM che. gurudeve zuddhAtmatattvane apUrva upadeza varSo sudhI Apyo che. e upadezathI keTalAya jIvonAM parivartana thayAM che ane A ja karavA jevuM che ema rucinAM parivartana to ghaNAnAM thaI gayAM che. anaMtaguNathI bharelo AtmA pote judA judA svabhAvomAM ramato, jhUlato, temAM kelI karato pragaTa thAya te kAMI chAnuM rahetuM nathI. bhedajJAna pragaTa thAya te kAMI chAnuM rahetuM nathI. te bhedajJAna apUrva che, anupama che, tene koI upamA lAgu paDatI nathI. 462. prazna:- samyagdaSTine svamAM upayoga hoya tyAre to dharma hoya, paNa paramAM upayoga hoya tyAre tene dharma hoya ke nahi? samAdhAnaH- dharmIne svamAM upayoga hoya tyAre dharma hoya ane 52mAM upayoga hoya tyAre dharma na hoya evuM bane ja nahi. upayoga sAthe dharmano saMbaMdha nathI, pariNati (daSTi ) sAthe dharmano saMbaMdha hoya che. dharmInI dRSTi svarUpa upara jAmelI ja hoya che. jJAyakanuM grahaNa tathA tenI jJAtAnI dhArA cAlu ja hoya che. svarUpane Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 252] [ svAnubhUtidarzana nukasAna thAya e rIte teno upayoga bahAra jato ja nathI. upayoga bahAra jAya ane svarUpanI pariNaNita tUTI jAya evo ekatva bahAramAM thato nathI. anAdithI paribhramaNa karI rahyo che to paNa dravya mULa svabhAve ja rahyuM che. upayoga bahAra jAya to paNa dravyano nAza thato nathI to, jeNe dravyadaSTi yathArthapaNe pragaTa karI che, puruSArthapUrvaka daSTi pragaTa karI che, jJAtAnI dhArA pragaTapaNe varte che tene koNa toDI zake? pote svarUpamAM puruSArthapUrvaka Ubhelo che. tethI upayoga bahAra jAya che to paNa, te upayoga potAnI pariNatine toDI zakato nathI. tene bhedajJAnanI dhArA cAlu ja rahe che. kamaLa jema pANImAM nirlepa rahe che tema jJAnI sadA nirlepa ja rahe che. bahAranA game tevA saMyogomAM te UbhelA dekhAya, chatAM pariNati to nirlepa ja che. anAdithI Atmadravya jaDa padArtha sAthe ekameka thayuM ja nathI tethI vastu svabhAve to nirlepa che ja, paNa A to jJAnIne paryAyamAM paNa nirlepapaNuM pragaTayuM che tethI nirlepa ja rahe che. jJAnIne pragaTapaNe jJAtAdhArAnuM pariNamana varte che. te kAraNe, jema kamaLa pANImAM nirlepa rahe che tema, pariNita judI ane judI nirlepa ja rahe che. jJAnIne upayoga bahAra jAya tyAre dharma chUTI jato nathI, nirmaLa pariNati cAlu ja rahe che. tene aMtaramAMthI jJAna-vairAgyanI zakti pragaTI che te zaktinuM pariNamana varte ja che-cAlu ja che. tethI upayoga bahAra jAya to paNa jJAnI para sAthe ekatva thato nathI. te bahArathI gRhasthAzramanAM kAryomAM ne zubha kAryomAM dekhAya, to paNa tenI pariNita para sAthe ekatva thatI nathI. bahArathI jonArane jJAnInuM aMdaranuM pariNamana jovuM muzkela paDe che. tenI jJAna-vairAgya zaktinuM sAmarthya adbhuta che. tene jJAtAnI dhArA sahajapaNe varte che, arthAt tene bhUlI jAya ane yAda karavI paDe tema nathI. jJAtAnI dhArA tene cAlu ja hoya che. nirvikalpa dazA koI koI vakhate thAya te judI vAta che, paraMtu savikalpa dazAmAM paNa jJAtApaNAnI jJAnadhArA cAlu ja che. ajJAna dazAmAM je savikalpa dazA hatI ane A je vikalpa dazA che te baMnenI judI jAta che. game tevA prasaMgamAM, bahAranA upasarga-parISaha Ave to paNa, te sadA nyAro rahe che, tenI jJAtAdhArAne koI toDI zakatuM nathI. anukULatAnA gaMja Ave ke pratikULatAnA DhagalA thAya, tenI jJAnadhArAne koI toDI zakatuM nathI. evo puruSArtha tene cAlu ja hoya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [253 jene AtmAnI laganI, AtmAnA AnaMdanI anupamatA ane AtmAnI mahimA lAgI che tene bahAranA koI padArtha lalacAvI zakatA nathI ke pratikULatAmAM te khedAI jato nathI. evuM jJAna-vairAgyanuM sAmarthya tene pragaTayuM che. huM to jJAyaka svabhAva chuM. A parigraha te mAruM svarUpa nathI. puNya-pApanA bhAvo Ave, paNa tenAthI huM judo ane nyAro chuM. huM to eka jJAyakabhAva chuM. mArI jJAtAdhArAne koI toDI zakatuM nathI.-Ama tIvra puruSArthathI mokSapathe cAlyo te cAlyo-ugra puruSArthanI dhArA cAlI te cAlI-tene koI rokI zakatuM nathI. 463. prazna:- pUrvanA puNyodaye manuSyabhava maLyo, jainadharma maLyo, gurdevanA ane ApanA bheTA thayA, have amArA puruSArthane vega maLe evo maMtra Apo ke jethI karIne ame pAra UtarI jaIe. samAdhAna- maMtra to gurudeve Apyo che ke tuM pote bhagavAna AtmA cho, tene oLakha. te karavAnuM che. te pote ja svayaM bhagavAna cho. anAdikALathI paryAyamAM azuddhatA hovA chatAM tArAmAM teno praveza thayo nathI. tuM dravya svabhAve zuddhAtmA cho tene oLakha, karavAnuM A che. dravya zuM che? paryAya zuM che? zuddhatA zuM che? azuddhatA zuM che? te oLakhavAno prayatna kara. paNa te aMdara puruSArtha kare to thAya, potAne aMdarathI eTalI laganI-jijJAsA lAgavI joIe. gurudeve to cokhkho maMtra batAvyo che ke tuM bhagavAna cho, jJAyaka cho. tuM zuddha cho tene tuM oLakha. A bAramAM aTakI rahyo che, paNa A zubhAzubhabhAvo tAruM svarUpa nathI. tuM jANanAro cho. koI paryAya mAtramAM aTakIza nahi, tuM zAzvata dravya cho. 464. prazna:- " pUrNatAne lakSe zarUAta te ja vAstavika zarUAta che. temAMthI AzaMkA evI utpanna thAya che ke koI jIva A bhavamAM mAre samyagdarzana prApta karavuM che ema samyagdarzananuM dhyeya rAkhIne jJAyaka AtmAno Azraya karavA mAMge to zuM tene zarUAta na thAya ? samAghAna- samyagdarzana prApta karavuM che te lakSa rAkhe, te bhAvanA kare te barAbara che. samyagdarzananI prApti mATe AgaLa jatAM samyagdarzana kono Azraya le che te jyAM tene khyAla Ave che tyAM sAthe pUrNatA ane aMzanuM svarUpa badhuM jJAnamAM AvyA vagara rahetuM nathI. anAdikALathI samyagdarzana pragaTa thayuM nathI, paNa jene samyagdarzana prApta thAya tene pUrNa dhyeya AvyA vagara rahevAnuM nathI. tenI prAptimAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 254] te dhyeya AvavAnuM ja che. bhAvanA bhale samyagdarzananI karato hoya; paNa te samyagdarzananI paryAya je pragaTa thAya che temAM pUrNatAnuM dhyeya ane pUrNatAno Azraya sAthe Ave che. 465 prazna:- 52mAgamasAranA eka bolamAM Ave che ke 'adhdharathI vikalpo cAlyA kare ' to teno artha zuM che? samAdhAnaH- pote jyAM rokAto hoya tyAM e jAtanA samAdhAna mATenA vikalpo AvyA kare. jyAM jyAM potAne zaMkA paDatI hoya tenA vicAro tene AvyA kare. sAMbhaLI lIdhuM ane jANI lIdhuM paNa aMtaramAMthI tene je besavuM joIe te aMdara UMDANathI bese nahi tyAM sudhI tene lagatA, potAne samAdhAna thAya evI jAtanA vicAro tene AvyA kare. jene mATe tene zaMkA rahetI hoya teno vAraMvAra vicAra karIne tenI daDhatA pote ne pote karyA kare. mumukSuH- samAdhAna na thAya tyAM sudhI tene vikalpo vaLagyA ja rahe? bahenazrI:- samAdhAna na thAya tyAM sudhI vicAro AvyA ja kare. vibhAva kaI rIte che? rAga thAya che te zuM che? tenAthI judo kevI rIte che? evA aneka jAtanA vicAro tene Ave. chello kyo vikalpa ? teno kAMI niyama nathI, AtmAne lagatA vicAro hoya. vikalpo chUTavA TAIme je vikalpa hoya te vikalpathI (vikalpanA kAraNe) chUTato nathI, potAnI pariNatithI chUTe che-dravyanA Azraye chUTe che. 466. prazna:- 'gurudevazrInAM vacanAmRta ' mAM Ave che ke 'paryAyaSTi e saMsAra che ane dravyadaSTi e mokSa ane vItarAgatA che.' to zuM paryAyaSTimAM AvI sajA? zuM cIbhaDAMnA corane phAMsInI sajA? , samAdhAnaH- evuM nathI. paryAyaSTi te saMsAra che, temAM cIbhaDAMnA corane phAMsInI sajA jevuM nathI. anAdikALathI paryAya upara ja dRSTi rAkhI che. paryAya eka pachI eka kSaNe kSaNe palaTAya che, enA upara ja dRSTi rAkhI che. ane je zAzvata dravya che te dravyane oLakhato nathI. dravya upara dRSTi nathI, paryAya upara dRSTi che eTale saMsAra che. te cIbhaDAMnA cora jevo nathI, paNa samajyA vagaranI moTI bhrAntimAM paDelo che. te moTo doSa che, nAno doSa nathI. AkhA dravyane bhUlI gayo che. arthAt potAnuM mULa svarUpa-mULa rAjA che tene bhUlI gayo che ane bahAra upara upara paryAya che tene grahaNa karI che te moTo doSa che. potAno mahimAvaMta je svabhAva Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [255 che tene choDIne-bhUlIne paryAya tarapha bahAra bhame che te moTo doSa che. 467. prazna:- "vacanAmRta " nA eka bolamAM Apa pharamAvo cho ke maMda puruSArtha kare to vAra lAge, tIvra puruSArtha kare to jaladI kArya thAya. to maMda puruSArtha kone kahevAya ? tathA tIvra puruSArtha kone kahevAya ? te samajAvavA kRpA karazojI. samAdhAna-puruSArtha karatAM-karatAM jJAyakane yAda kare, pAchuM te DhIluM paDI jAya ne maMda thaI jAya. pharI jJAyakane yAda kare, vaLI tene bhUlI jAya- A badho maMda puruSArtha che. bAramAM e-buddhi thaI jAya, pAcho pharI vicAra karIne bhedajJAna kare-Ama vAraMvAra puruSArtha maMda thAya ne tIvra thAya. paNa huM to judo te judo ja chuM ema vAraMvAra ugrapaNe prayAsa kare tathA ekatvabuddhi toDavAno ugratAthI prayatna kare ane dhArAvAhI puruSArtha cAle to te ugra puruSArtha che. huM jJAyaka te jJAyaka ja chuM, kartA nathI; para dravya sAthe mAre koI saMbaMdha nathI; vibhAvarUpa je vikalpa Ave tenAthI mAro svabhAva judo che; huM to nirvikalpa svarUpa chuM; mArI pariNatimAM rAgAdi thAya che, paNa huM tenAthI judo chuM-mAruM svarUpa juduM che-ema dravya upara joradAra daSTi karIne je tIvratAthI-ugratAthI UpaDe che, jeno UpADa ugratApUrvaka che, tene kArya jaladI thayA vagara rahe nahi. paNa vacce vacce puruSArtha maMda paDe che tethI vAra lAge che. je puruSArtha dhArAvAhI cAle che tene ugra puruSArtha kahevAya che. 468. prazna- puruSArtha zarUAtamAM ugra thaIne pachI maMda thaI jAya che to temAM ekasarakhuM TakI rahe te mATe zuM karavuM? samAdhAna- zarUAtamAM bahu bhAvanA AvI jAya tethI athavA koI vairAgyanA prasaMgathI aMdara bhAvanA AvI jatAM ugra puruSArtha thaI jAya che. aho! A to kaMIka navuM ja che, gurudeve upadeza Apyo temAM kaMIka navI ja vAta karI, gurudeve judo ja mArga batAvyo. Ama tene Azcarya lAgatAM ke vairAgya thatAM puruSArthamAM ugratA AvI jAya che, paNa thoDA vakhata pachI pAcho puruSArtha DhIlo paDI jAya che. kAyama ekasarakhI bhAvanA ke vairAgya TakI zake nahi tethI puruSArtha ugra ane maMda thaI jAya ema thayA kare che. paNa vAraMvAra tenI ugratA jo dhArAvAhI cAlyA kare to svAnubhUti sudhI pahoMcI zake che. koIvAra mahimA ke vairAgyanA prasaMgamAM ugratA thaI jAya che, vaLI pAcho puruSArtha DhIlo paDI jAya che. kema ke anAdino Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 256 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana abhyAsa che tethI maMdatA tarapha DhaLI jAya che. paNa vAraMvAra tenI pAchaLa paDe to ekasarakhuM TakI rahevAno prasaMga bane. AcAryadeva munine kahe che ke tArA jIvanamAM dIkSAkALa ane bIjA vairAgyanA prasaMgone yAda karaje. dIkSA letI vakhate mane kevI jAtanA bhAva hatA tene tathA tyAga lIdho, munipaNuM lIdhuM, bhAvaliMgI zramaNa thayo te jIvananA sArA prasaMgane tuM yAda karaje. tema ja tArI sAdhanAne yAda karaje. tevI rIte tuM gurudeve upadeza Apyo, koI apUrva vAta karI, tane tenI apUrvatA lAgI tyAre kevA bhAva hatA te badhA prasaMgone yAda karaje. tArA puruSArthanI ugratA karavA mATe te badhuM yAda karaje. 469. praznaH- jANanAra chuM ema astitva khyAlamAM Ave che, paNa paripUrNa astitva khyAlamAM kema nathI AvatuM ? samAdhAnaH- je astitva hoya te pUruM hoya ke adhUruM hoya? je dravya hoya te khAmIvALuM hoya to te dravya kema kahevAya? je svata:siddha vastu che te khAmIvALI hoya nahi. astitva paripUrNa na hoya ane adhUruM hoya to te astitva ja nathI. astitva to haMmezAM pUruM ja hoya. 470. prazna:- AtmAne jJAna-lakSaNathI oLakhavo te barAbara che; paNa bahArathI je jaNAya che tenAthI AtmA oLakhI zakAto nathI. to amAre zuM karavuM ? samAdhAnaH- jJAna-lakSaNathI lakSita huM ja chuM. A dekhAya-jaNAya mATe huM chuM ema nahi, te to badhAM bAhya lakSaNa che. huM svayaM pote jJAna-lakSaNathI lakSita chuM ema pote potAnuM astitva oLakhe to thAya. karavAnuM potAne che. UMDI ruci, laganI lagADIne aMdarathI AtmAne oLakhe to thAya. deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA, ruci to che, paraMtu aMdarathI vadhAre puruSArtha karavo te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. 471. prazna:- AkuLatA maMda paDI jAya eTale zAMti lAge che, zubha-azubhano palaTo thayA ja kare che. to AgaLa vadhavA zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- anAdithI jIvane abhyAsa che eTale zubha ne azubha cAlyA kare che. azubha sheje chUTI jAya ane zubhamAM palaTo khAya te puNyabaMdha che. paNa hajI trIjI bhUmikA rahI jAya che, je zuddha-upayoganI bhUmikA che. azubhathI palaTo khAtAM zubhabhAva Ave che, paNa aMdara zraddhA rAkhe ke A huM karuM chuM te to Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [257 zubhabhAva che, hajI aMdaramAM karavAnuM bAkI che. zubha-azubha baMne vikalpathI rahita vikalpathI atikrAntanI-dazA hajI mAre pragaTa karavAnI bAkI che. zAstramAM Ave che ne? ke tArAthI na banI zake to zraddhA to barAbara karaje ke mAre hajI ghaNuM karavAnuM bAkI che. ema mAnIza to tane aMdarathI puruSArtha karavAno avakAza raheze; paNa zubhabhAva karIne tuM ema mAnI laIza ke meM ghaNuM karyuM to AgaLa javAno avakAza nahi rahe. A badhA vikalpothI pAra-A badhAthI atikrAnta-thaIne aMtaramAM javAnuM che. 472. prazna:- AtmaprApti karavAmAM dhIraja na khUTe ane tIvra laganI thAya tenA mATe kevA prakArano prayAsa karavo joIe ? samAdhAnaH- A eka ja prayAsa karavAno che. anAdikALathI abhyAsa badho bahArano che tethI aMdaramAM UtaravA mATeno prayAsa karavAno che. AtmAne oLakhavAno ja prayAsa karavAno che. te vicAramAM jhAjho TakI na zake to zAstrasvAdhyAya kare, temAM na TakI zake to zravaNa kare. Ama zubhabhAvanA prakArane badalyA kare, paNa jyAM sudhI na thAya tyAM sudhI zubhamAM rahe, chatAM bhAvanA to zuddhanI rAkhe. karavAnuM to A ja che. dhyAna kare to temAM zAMti lAge, paNa aMtaranI zAMti to judI ja che. vikalpanI jALathI chUTIne aMtaramAMthI je AtmA pragaTa thAya che te AtmA jAgRta che. anyamati kahe che ke vikalpa chUTatAM AtmA zUnya thaI jAya che, paNa tema nathI. vikalpa tUTatAM vizeSa jAgRta thAya che. AtmAmAM anaMtA guNo bharyA che. caitanya tattvamAM anaMtatA bharelI che. te AnaMdAdi anaMta guNonuM vedana tene svAnubhavamAM thAya che. huM vikalpa choDuM, vikalpa choDuM ema karyA kare to vikalpa chUTatA nathI. potAnI aMtaranI yogyatA pragaTa thAya to vikalpa chUTI jAya che. vikalpathI atikrAnta thaI svAnubhUtinI dazA prApta thAya che tyAre ja kharI zAMti thAya che. jyAM sudhI kharI zAMti prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karavo ke A je vikalpa Ave che tenAthI huM judo chuM. kSaNe kSaNe A ja abhyAsa karyA kare ke A je zubhAzubha bhAvo Ave che teno jANanAra huM judo chuM. prayAsanI zarUAta bhedajJAnanA abhyAsathI thAya che. game te vikalpa Ave, zubhabhAva Ave Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 258 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana ke azubhabhAva Ave, te mAruM svarUpa nathI. jevA siddha bhagavAna che evo ja huM chuM. huM to zuddha, nirmaLa ekarUpa tattva chuM. jema sphaTika nirmaLa che tema huM nirmaLa chuM. sphaTikamAM jema upara lAla-pILAM pratibiMba paDe che te sphaTikano mULa svabhAva nathI, tema huM nirmaLa chuM. mArA mULa svabhAvamAM A vibhAvo praveza pAmyA nathI. huM to zuddha ja chuM, nirALo chuM. AvA nirALApaNAno-bhedajJAnano-abhyAsa karavo. A prathama upAya che. huM jANanAra chuM, jJAyaka chuM, A zarIra mAruM nathI, jaDa che. A mana paNa mAruM nathI. A vikalpa te mAro svabhAva nathI. bhale te thAya che mArI paryAyamAM te kAMI jaDamAM thato nathI ke jaDa karAvatuM nathI, mArA puruSArthanI nabaLAIthI thAya che. to paNa mAro svabhAva nathI. huM to judo jJAyaka chuM. evo ja abhyAsa karyA kare te pahelo upAya che. jene hajI A abhyAsa paNa nathI tene to svAnubhUti thavI muzkela paDe che. A abhyAsa ekAMtamAM besIne kare to ja thAya ema nathI. A abhyAsa to game tyAre thaI zake ema che. ane te kSaNe kSaNe karyA ja karavAno che; chatAM ema na thAya to dhIre dhIre kare; paNa e rIte bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karyA karavAno che. jema pANI svabhAvathI zItaLa che, te agninA nimitte garama thAya che to paNa teno svabhAva to zItaLa ja che. tema huM to svabhAve zItaLa chuM. karmanA saMyogamAM mArI potAnI nabaLAIthI joDANa thAya che, paNa te mAro svabhAva nathI. Avo bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karatAM jJAyakamAM ekAgratA thAya to AtmAnI svAnubhUti thavAno prasaMga bane che. 473. prazna:- bhedajJAnanA abhyAsamAM huM zarIra nathI, mana nathI, vANI nathI, AvA vicAro Ave che te paNa huM nathI. to pachI zuM karavuM ? te samajAvavA kRpA karazo. samAdhAnaH- abhyAsa to bhedajJAnano ja karavAno che. 'A huM nathI, A huM nathI ' ema kahIne 52 ne vibhAvathI choDAvavo che. chatAM bhedajJAnanA abhyAsamAM TakI na zakAya to zAstrasvAdhyAya kare, vaLI pAcho bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kare, nirALA rahevAno abhyAsa kare. A huM chuM, A huM nathI, huM to jANanAra chuM tema abhyAsa karavAno che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 259 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] huM caitanya zAzvata chuM. mAro nAza thato nathI. huM nirmaLa chuM. pavitra che. Avo abhyAsa kare te pahelAM vikalpathI thAya,-upara uparathI thAya; paNa kharuM to UMDANathI kare te che. UMDANa pahelAMthI Ave nahi. anAdithI bahArano abhyAsa che ne azubhamAM paDelo che, tenAthI pAcho vaLavA mATe vAraMvAra abhyAsa kare. samajaNa na paDatI hoya to satsaMga kare, svAdhyAya kare, zravaNa kare; paNa bhedajJAnanA abhyAsanI pAchaLa ja svAnubhUti thavAno prasaMga Ave che. sAcI zraddhApUrvaka bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTe to temAM sAcI svAnubhUti AvavAno prasaMga bane. bhedajJAna thayA vagara sAcI anubhUti thatI ja nathI. je zarIrane juduM nA mAne, pote aMdara juduM tattva che tene oLakhe nahi arthAt juduM tattva che tene aMdarathI juduM pADyA vagara sAcI svAnubhUti thatI nathI. vikalpa maMda paDI jAya, eTale zAMti jevuM kAMIka lAge, kaMIka camatkAra dekhAya; paNa aMdarathI vikalpa tUTIne je AnaMda Ave te Avato nathI. vikalpone roke, dabAvI de, paNa aMdarathI chUTo paDato nathI tyAM sudhI sAco AnaMda Avato nathI. 474. prazna- Apa amane divya zaktizALI maMtra Apo, jenA raTaNathI kalyANa thaI jAya. samAdhAnaH- huM to eka ja maMtra ApuM chuM. kahevAnuM eka ja che ke, jJAyakanuM karavuM. jJAyaka chuM-jJAyaka chuM te mahAmaMtra che. niraMtara tenuM raTaNa karavA jevuM che. tattvasvabhAvathI tene oLakhavo te mULa che. te na thAya tyAM sudhI tenuM raTaNa karavuM ke huM jJAyaka chuM, huM jJAyaka chuM. A zarIra te huM nathI, vibhAvanI badhI paryAyo mArA svarUpe nathI. huM jJAyaka chuM, huM zAyaka chuM ema vAraMvAra te caitanyaghara tarapha daSTi devAnI che. tyAM ja pariNatine laI javAnI che. te karavAthI tenA upara dhyAna ApavAthIvikalpa tUTIne nirvikalpa zuddhAtmatattva pragaTa thAya che. A prayAsa ja karavA jevo che. jIvanane caitanyamaya banAvI devuM. te karavAnuM che. huM zarIramaya nathI, rAgamaya nahi, vedanAmaya nathI. je dhyeyathI brahmacaryanI pratijJA lIdhI te dhyeya rAkhavuM. eka caitanyamaya ja jIvana banAvavuM te karavAnuM che. aMdara caitanyanI svAnubhUti thAya te vAta judI che, paNa svAnubhUti nA thAya tyAM sudhI bhAvanAmaya jIvana banAvavuM. caitanya vagara cena paDe nahi evuM jIvana banAvI devuM. caitanyanA ciMtavana vagara, caitanyanI vArtA vagara, caitanyanA zravaNa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra60] [ svAnubhUtidarzana vagara, caitanyanI svAdhyAya vagara kayAMya cena na paDe tevuM jIvana banAvI devuM. basa, e ja bhAvanA ne eno ja puruSArtha thAya to svAnubhUti thAya. caitanyadeva pragaTa thAya te to judI ja vAta che, chatAM te na thAya to tenI bhAvanAmaya jIvana bane te paNa sAruM che. bIje badhethI daSTi uThAvIne caitanyamaya jIvana banAvavuM. bahAramAM kayAMya rokAvA jevuM nathI. basa, eka caitanyamAM ja AnaMda che, temAM ja jJAna che. evA zAyakadevanuM smaraNa karavuM, sAthe deva-zAstra-gurune hRdayamAM rAkhavAM. 475. prazna:- jJAnIne bhagavAnanI bhaktinAM bhAva Ave che tyAre temanI pariNati zuM kAma kare che? samAdhAna - samyagdaSTi te vakhate paNa nirALo ja rahe che. utkRSTa bhakti karato dekhAto hoya, chatAM te bhaktinA bhAvamAM ekatva thato nathI. te kSaNe ja nirALo rahe che. A bhaktinA rAganA vikalpa Ave te judA ane huM tenAthI judo chuM evI bhedajJAnanI dhArA varte che. 476. prazna- to te bhaktinA bhAva niSedhAtmaka che? samAdhAna- hA, te sahaja niSedhAtmakapaNe rahe che. vyavahAre AdaraNIya che, dravyadRSTithI (nizcayathI) niSedhAtmaka che. baMne dhArA sAthe cAle che. jJAnI dravya daSTithI mukhyatAe teno niSedha kare che ne vyavahArathI Adara kare che. bhaktikALe bhakti paNa utkRSTa Ave chatAM niSedhapaNAne bhAva sahaja rahe che. 477. prazna- bhaktinA bhAva vakhate amAre zuM karavuM te samajAvo. samAdhAna:- zraddhA to yathArtha ja karavAnI che; paNa bhaktino prasaMga hoya tyAre A bhakti te huM nathI, evuM vicAre to tene bhakti UpaDavI-bhaktinA bhAva UThavAmuzkela paDe. kRtrima karavA jAya to thAya nahi. bhaktinA kALe bhakti karato jAya ane A huM nathI, A huM nathI ema vikalpa karato jAya to tene bhakti upADavI muzkela paDe, tene bhakti AvatI nathI. jJAnIne to sahaja dhArA hoya che. 478. prazna- jJAnIne to dareka kAryamAM sahaja dhArA rahe che; paNa ajJAnIne zuM karavuM? samAdhAna:- ajJAnIe evI bhAvanA rAkhavI ke A huM nirALuM tattva chuM, rAgamAM joDAvuM te mAruM svarUpa nathI. bhagavAna mane tArI deze ema te kahe, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 261 paNa sAthe jANe ke bhagavAna to paripUrNa vItarAga che, huM to mArI bhaktinI bhAvanAthI kahuM chuM. he bhagavAna! mane tame tAro-ema kahetAM vakhate paNa tenA jJAnamAM ema varte che ke huM caitanya bhagavAna chuM. huM puruSArtha karIza tyAre tarIza.ema badhuM jJAna to yathArtha karavuM joIe. paNa bhakti kare tyAre bhaktithI raMgAyelo hoya. jo te kRtrima vikalpo karyA kare to bhakti AvavI muzkela paDe che, bhakti UpaDatI nathI. 479. prazna:- AbALagopALa badhAMne bhagavAna AtmA jaNAI rahyo che eTale zuM? anubhavAI rahyo che-anubhavamAM Ave che teno zuM Azaya che te samajAvazojI. samAdhAnaH- AcAryadeva kahe che ke jJAna-lakSaNa tArAthI oLakhAya tevuM che. anubhavAI rahyo che eTale ke te rUpe tuM cho, tArA svabhAve tuM pariNamI rahyo cho. anubhavamAM Ave che eTale ke vedanarUpe, svAnubhUtirUpe anubhavamAM Ave che ema nahi; paraMtu pariNamanamAM tuM jJAna-lakSaNathI pariNamI rahyo che, tenAthI oLakhAya tevo tuM cho. tuM pote ja cho, to tuM tane kema jANato nathI ? tuM jJAnasvabhAve cho, jJAnasvabhAve tuM ja thaI rahyo cho. tuM pote anubhavarUpe rahyo cho. paNa te anubhava eTale AnaMdanA vedananI anubhUti nahi; paraMtu tuM tArA astitvarUpe cho, tene oLakhI le. tuM ja cho, tuM jaDa nathI thaI gayo paNa aMdara vikalpamAM evo aTavAI gayo che ke tane tenAthI chUTA paDavuM muzkela paDe che. eka eka zeyamAM-khaMDa khaMDamAM aTavAI gayo cho tethI akhaMDane gotavAnI muzkelI paDe che. jANanAro tuM cho, niHzaMkapaNe badhAne jANe che. 480. prazna:- sAcI rucivALA jIvanI pariNati kevI hoya te batAvazojI. samAdhAnaH- je rucivALo hoya tene ema thAya ke karavA jevuM to A eka ja che, zuddhAtmArUpe pariNati karavI te ja karavAnuM che. paNa hajI mArAthI thayuM nathI. AtmA zuddha che paNa puruSArtha karIne zuddhatAne huM pAmyo nathI. tenuM hRdaya bhIMjAyeluM hoya che. te azubhathI bacavA zubhamAM Ubho rahe che, paNa zubhamAM sarvasva mAnato nathI. je svacchaMdI jIvo che te potAne paryAyathI zuddha mAne che ne A badhuM udaya AdhIna thAya che ema kahe che. paNa te eka jAtanuM zuSka jJAna che. rucivALA jIvane jJAna ane kriyAnayanI maitrI bhale aMtaramAM pariNatirUpe pragaTI nathI, chatAM kriyAmAM mokSa mAnato nathI. ane AtmA zuddha che, paraMtu huM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra62] [svAnubhUtidarzana te rUpe pariNamyo nathI ema mAne che. tene zubhabhAva Ave che, paraMtu zubhamAM sarvasva mAnato nathI. ane zuddhabhAva kema pragaTe tenI bhAvanA rahe che. AtmA vastusvabhAve zuddha che evI rUci ane bhAvanAthI je jijJAsu che, mumukSu che, AtmArthI che tenuM hRdaya bhIMjAyeluM rahevuM joIe. je zuSkajJAnI che tenuM hRdaya bhIMjAyeluM hotuM nathI ane bIjA (kriyAjaDa) kriyAnA pakSapAtI thaI jAya che. sacivALA jIvane "kaSAyanI upazAMtatA mAtra mokSa abhilASa" mAtra mokSanI abhilASA rahe che. AtmArthIne na zobhe tevA kapAyo tene hotA nathI. bhave kheda aMtara dayA tyAM AtmArtha nivAsa." AtmArthInuM hRdaya evuM hoya che ke zuddhAtmA kema pragaTe? jijJAsA evI hoya che ke zuddhAtmAnI pariNati kema pragaTa thAya? tevI bhAvanAthI tenuM hRdaya bhIMjAyeluM hoya che. AvA jIvane jJAna ane kriyAnayanA pakSapAtI kahevAtA nathI paNa te mumukSunI bhUmikAmAM che. huM AgaLa vadhI zakato nathI tevI khaTakathI tenuM hRdaya bhIMjAyeluM rahe che. AtmArthI bhaktimAM joDAya che ne yathAzakti virakti paNa hoya che. te bahAramAM racyo pacyo raheto nathI. tene aMdara kapAyanI tIvratA vadhatI nathI, paNa maMdatA hoya che. tene AtmArthanuM prayojana hoya che, ne evI aMdaranI rUcI hoya che. jene zuddhajJAna ane kriyAnayanI maitrI pragaTa thaI che te jJAnInI vAta judI che ane jene jJAnanaya ke kriyAnayano pakSapAta varte che te ajJAnInI vAta paNa judI che. jyAre A to sacivALo jIva che. caitanyanuM kArya karavuM e tArI pharaja nathI? tAro kALa nakAmo nA gumAvIza. A manuSyabhavano kALa AtmAne mATe gALa. zarIra mATe anaMtakALa kADhayo, zarIranI sagavaDatA mATe anaMtakALa kADhayo-gumAvyo che. have eka bhava tuM AtmAne mATe kADha. A bhava evo kADha-evo vitAva ke badhA bhavano abhAva thaI jAya. badhA anaMtabhava zarIra khAtara, bahAranI sagavaDatA khAtara gALyA; paNa tArA bhavabhramaNano chuTakAro thayo nathI. AtmAne mATe have eka bhava to evo gALa ke jethI tArA badhA bhavano abhAva thaI jAya. 481. prazna- AtmajJAna pragaTa karavA mATe tapazcaryA karavI paDe ? samAdhAnaH- AtmA jJAnasvabhAvI che, tenuM jJAna pragaTAvavAnA puruSArthamAM vacce zubhabhAva Ave che. paNa ekalI tapazcaryA kare to kaMI thAya nahi. sAcA mArge Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 263 cAlavuM hoya to, pahelAM oLakhANa kare ke kayA mArge javuM che. mArga jANyA vagara koI cAlavA mAMDe ane kriyA karavA mAMDe; paNa kayAM javuM che te to nakkI kara? AtmAmAM javuM che, to AtmAne oLakhyA vagara tArAM pagalAM kAM bharIza ? jJAna yathArtha kara, to tArI jJAna-pariNatinI je kriyA thaze te rAgathI judI paDaze. mArga aMtaramAM che, bahAramAM nathI. bhedajJAnajyoti aMdaramAMthI rAga ane svabhAvane judA pADIne svAnubhUtinI dazA pragaTa kare che. svarUpalInatA karavI te jJAnajyotino sahaja svabhAva che. kRtrima vibhAva anAdithI tene sahaja jevo thaI paDayo che; paNa potAno svabhAva pragaTa thavo te sahaja che. jJAnajyoti jyAM svabhAvanA paMthe cAlI tyAM svabhAva svabhAvamAMthI UghaDato jAya che ne lInatA vadhatAM bhUmikA vadhatI jAya che. jJAnajyoti lIlAmAtramAM vibhAvane ukheDI nAkhe che, vacce je vibhAva Ave tene kADhI nAkhe che. nAnAM bALako nizALamAM bhaNatAM hoya ne hoMziyAra hoya to jarAka vAramAM javAba lakhI nAkhe, turata javAba ApI de, tene bojo na lAge. A to dRSTAMta che. tema jJAnajyotinI zakti pragaTa thaI te lIlAmAtramAM svarUpamAM lIna thAya che. pariNita bahAra AvatAM aMtaramAM javuM te potAnA hAthanI vAta che, te durlabha nathI. 482. prazna:- aMtaramAM javA mATe lAcArI karavI paDatI hoya che? samAdhAnaH- pariNatinI dorI aMdaramAM laI javI te jJAnInA hAthamAM che. pariNatinI dorI svarUpa tarapha kheMcavI te tenA hAthanI vAta che, temAM koInI lAcArI karavI paDatI nathI. puruSArthanI maMdatAne laIne te bahAra AvI jAya che; paNa bahAra AvIne pote aMtaramAM lIlA mAtramAM jaI zake che. potAnI svarUpanI pariNitane te vadhArato jAya che ane tenA mATe bIjA koInA AzrayanI jarUra nathI. 483. prazna:- caitanyano lAbha ane deva-zAstra-gurunI bhakti Adino lAbha, badhuM gurudevanA pratApe maLyuM. samAdhAnaH- A caitanyano lAbha te ja aMtarano kharo lAbha che ema gurudeva kahe che. bahArano deva-zAstra-guruno lAbha maLavo te paNa mahAduSkara che. gurudeva maLyA, jinendradeva maLyA, zAstra maLyAM, e badho lAbha maLavo tathA te kAryomAM joDAvuM e badhuM durlabha che; paNa A caitanyano lAbha to tenAthI paNa durlabha che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 264 ] [svAnubhUtidarzana paramAtmaprakAzamAM yogIndradeva kahe che ne! ke jIvane anaMtakALathI jinendradeva nathI maLyA ane samyagdarzana prApta nathI thayuM. te be durlabha che. jinendradeva maLavA muzkela che, chatAM mahAbhAgye jinendradeva maLyA; paNa aMda2mAMthI grahaNa karyA nathI, eTale kharekhara maLyA nathI. ane eka samyagdarzana prApta thavuM muzkela che. tethI A badhA lAbhanI sAthe caitanyanA lAbhanI daSTi rAkhavI; caitanyano lAbha levo, te karavA jevuM che. caitanyanA lAbha upara dRSTi rAkhavA jevI che ke caitanyano lAbha kema thAya? caitanyanuM astitva kema grahaNa thAya? huM A caitanyasvarUpa AtmA chuM ema tene grahaNa thavo joIe. mAtra gokhavAthI ke bolavAthI te nahIM thAya. joke tenI bhAvanA thAya te judI vAta che; paNa tenA mULa astitvane grahaNa karavuM. mArI asti caitanyarUpa che. A je pa2dravya dekhAya che te huM nahi tema ja A je zubhAzubhabhAvarUpa vibhAvanuM astitva che te huM nahi. mAruM astitva mArAmAM che, paNa bIjuM astitva mArAmAM nathI; huM tenAthI judo chuM. je sAdhadazAnI kSaNika paryAyo thAya te paNa mULa dravya nahi, mULa dravya to akhaMDa svarUpe pUrNa che. A pUrNa svarUpa upara dRSTi kare to pUrNatAnI paryAya pragaTa thAya. sAdhakapaNAnI paryAyomAM paNa rokAvA jevuM nathI. te vacce Ave kharI, paNa temAM rokAvA jevuM nathI. je anAdi-anaMta zAzvata pUrNa che te caitanyano lAbha kema pragaTa thAya? te karavA jevuM che. te lAbha pahelAM aMze pragaTa thAya ane pachI pUrNa pragaTa thAya che. 484. prazna:- bhagavAnanA maMdire Tahela mAratAM maMdiranAM bAraNAM khUle che ne bhagavAnanAM darzana thAya che tema AtmAmAM Tahela kevI rIte mAravI? samAdhAnaH- jema bhagavAnanA maMdirane dvAre Tahela mAratAM bAraNAM khUle ane darzana thAya tema caitanya bhagavAnanA dvAre Tahela mAravA jevuM che. Tahela mArI, teno svabhAva grahaNa karI, aMtaramAM caitanyanI svAnubhUti kema pragaTa thAya te karavA jevuM che. vAraMvAra huM jJAyaka chuM, huM jJAyaka chuM ema tenI dhUna lagAvavA jevuM che. huM caitanya chuM, huM caitanya chuM, mane caitanyadevanAM darzana kema thAya? caitanyadevanAM darzana thAya ane mAruM maMgaLa maMdira kevI rIte khUlI jAya! ema vAraMvAra tyAM Tahela mAre to caitanyadevanuM maMgaLa maMdira ekavAra khUlI jaze ane temAM caitanya bhagavAna birAje che tenAM svAnubhUtimAM darzana thaze. vAraMvAra prayatna kara to aMta2mAM maMgaLa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [265 maMdira khUlI jaze ane maMgaLatAthI bharelA caitanyadeva pragaTa thaze. jinendrabhagavAnanuM maMdira maMgaLarUpa che. tema A caitanyadeva paNa maMgaLarUpa che. maMgaLa maMdira aMtaramAMthI khUlI jatAM aMdara caitanyadeva maMgaLatAthI bharelA che te pragaTa thaze. arthAt AnaMdathI bharapUra, jJAnathI bharapUra ane maMgaLatAthI bharelI paryAyo pragaTa thaze. caitanyadevanI dareka paryAyo maMgaLatAthI bharelI che. "sarvaguNAMza te samyakatva'badhA guNonI paryAyo aMze maMgaLarUpa thaze ane tema karatAM-karatAM jyAre sAdhakadazAnI vizeSa vRddhi thaIne pUrNatA thaze tyAre maMgaLatAthI bharelA zuddhAtmAnI pUrNa maMgaLarUpa paryAyo pragaTa thaze. je maMgaLatA munine pragaTa thAya che tenI zuM vAta karavI ? ane je maMgaLatA kevaLajJAnamAM pragaTa thAya che tenI zuM vAta karavI! Tahela mAratA-mAratAM maMgaLa dvAra khUlI jaze ne maMgaLarUpa caitanyadeva birAje che te maMgaLamUrti caitanyadeva pragaTa thaI jaze. mATe, Tahela mAra, to caitanyano lAbha pragaTa thaze. arthAt maMgaLarUpa caitanyadeva pragaTa thaze ke je maMgaLatAthI bharapUra che-eTale ke temAM svAnubhUti, AnaMda ane sukha bharelAM che. tenuM jJAna koI juduM, teno AnaMda koI judo ne temAMthI pragaTeluM caitanyanuM baLaanaMta zaktisampanna caitanyanuM baLa-paNa koI juduM! anaMta guNomAM ramanAro maMgaLatAthI bharelo te caitanyadeva koI judo ja pragaTa thaze. mATe badhAe te ja karavA jevuM che. jJAyaka..jJAyaka....jJAyaka...ema karatAM caitanyanA maMgaLa dvAra khUlI jAya che ne divyamUrti bhagavAna pragaTa thaI jAya che. e ja jIvanamAM karavA jevuM che. mumukSu - sau pahelAM samyagdarzana thayuM haze tyAre Apane AnaMda-ullAsa keTalo Avyo haze !! bahenazrI - mArI huM zuM vAta karuM? e to anaMtakALathI je nahotuM maLyuM te maLe tenA AnaMdanuM zuM kahevuM!! te AnaMda aMze hato, have to bhAvanA pUrNatAnI thAya che. kayAre munidazA Ave! kSaNe kSaNe aMtaramAM vAsa karI bahAra na AvIe evo divasa kyAre Ave! evI bhAvanA rahe che. caitanyamAMthI pragaTa thayelo te AnaMda judo ja hoya che! aMgata vAta to zuM karavI? bAkI have to munidazAnI ne kevaLajJAnanI bhAvanA thAya che ke te divasa-evo apUrva avasara kayAre Ave ke jyAre muni thaI kSaNe kSaNe aMtaramAM vAsa karIe ane kevaLajJAna pragaTa karIe. te bhAvanA rahe che. 485. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra66 ] [svAnubhUtidarzana dinacaryA mumukSu- Apa to sadAya caitanyanA naMdanavanamAM vicarI rahyAM cho. caitanya bAganAM puSponI-phUlonI sugaMdhathI comera sugaMdha prasarAvI rahyAM che. ApanA caitanyanI mastIthI bharapUra jIvananI dainika kriyA-dinacaryA viSe jANavAnI bhAvanA thAya che. to kRpA karIne jaNAvazojI. bahenazrI - aMtaranI dinacaryAmAM to AtmAmAM javuM, temAM rahevuM, ne dhyAna karavuM te hoya che. AtmAne vibhAvanI sAthe paNa saMbaMdha nathI, to pachI zarIranI sAthe zuM saMbaMdha hoya? zarIranuM kArya zarIramAM thAya che, AtmA to potAnuM kArya kare che. bahAranA kAryakramamAM nityaniyama mujaba pUrve je je zAstrono abhyAsa karelo che temAMthI je yAda Ave te savAranA pheravI jAuM chuM. samayasAra, pravacanasAra, niyamasAra, dhavala, paramAtma prakAza, bRhad dravyasaMgraha, paMcAdhyAyI, mokSazAstra Adi je je zAstrano abhyAsa che, temAMthI roja savAre niyamathI pheravI jAuM chuM. zAstromAMthI gAthArUpe, TIkArUpe, artharUpe ke bhAvarUpe je yAda Ave te niyamathI pheravI lauM chuM. te dararojano niyama che. zAstra hAthamAM laI zakAya, agara na laI zakAya; paraMtu A svAdhyAya karavAno to haMmeza mATeno niyama che. dararoja savAre niyamathI dhyAna hoya che. te sivAya AkhA divasamAM bIjuM vadhAre dhyAna thatuM hoya te juduM. mahAvidehanuM smaraNa, sImaMdhara bhagavAnanAM darzana, te badhuM AtmAnA dhyAna sAthe thatuM hoya che. caitanyamaya jIvana che. darda Ave te vakhate dhyAna vadhAre cAlatuM hoya che ne bahArathI upayoga chUTIne aMdara dhyAnanI ekAgratA thAya che. aMdaramAM nirvikalpa dhyAna thAya che. sahaja jJAtAdhArAnI sAdhanAnuM A phaLa che. AtmAno svabhAva sva-para prakAzaka che upayoga bahAra hoya to paNa aMdaranuM kArya to cAlyA ja kare che. bahAranA saMyogo ke vedanA ke zarIra AtmAne rokatAM nathI. pariNati sahajapaNe vAraMvAra aMtaramAM jAya che. A badho gurudevano pratApa che. gurudevanA pratApe badhuM pragaTa thayuM che. ApaNe to temanAM caraNonA sevaka chIe. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ ra67 mumukSu- A kALe dhyAnanI-jJAnanI ApanI sAdhanA sarvotkRSTa che. bharatakSetramAM A5 to ArAdhanAnI devI cho ema pUjya gurudevazrInA udgAro che. ApanA jJAna kAryakrama viSe hajI vizeSa prakAza karavAnI namra prArthanA che. bahenazrI - kAryakrama zuM? "AtmAno kAryakrama AtmA." tenI sAdhanArUpe pariNati pariName te kAryakrama. bahArathI bahArano kAryakrama dekhAya, aMtaramAM zuM hoya te koNa samajI zake? zAstramAM Ave che ne? ke aMtaranA kartA-karma-kriyA badhuM aMtaramAM che ne bahAranAM kartA-karma bahAramAM che. pudgalanI kriyA AtmAmAM nathI ane AtmAnI kriyA pudgalamAM nathI baMnene atyaMta bheda che. bahArathI koI jovA mAge to e aMtarano kAryakrama bahArathI jovAmAM Avato nathI. aMtarano kAryakrama aMdaramAM hoya che, bahAranuM badhuM bahAramAM hoya che? AtmAnI je vidhi hoya teno kAryakrama aMtaramAM hoya che. sAdhakonI vidhino kAryakrama aMtaramAM hoya che. zarIranAM je kAryo thAya che te bahArano kAryakrama che, zubhabhAvanI je kriyA che te zubhabhAva paNa bahArathI dekhAvA yogya bahArano kAryakrama che. bhedajJAnanI pariNatinAM kAryo aMtaramAM cAle che. eTale ke sAdhya sAdhakabhAvano kAryakrama aMtaramAM thAya che ane te to kSaNe kSaNe cAlato ja hoya che. temAM A TAIme A karavuM ane A TAIme Ama karavuM evuM hotuM nathI. daSTi ane jJAnanI pariNatino kAryakrama sadAne mATe cAlato hoya che, temAM khaMDa hoto ja nathI. te kAryakrama sadAne mATe dhArAvAhI hoya ja che. je sadAya cAlu ja che tene kAryakrama zuM kahevo? te to sadAne mATe hoya ja che. temAM navIna karavAnuM nathI, te to niraMtara cAle ja che. sAdhakano kAryakrama-bhedajJAnanI pariNatino ne svAnubhUtino kAryakrama to sadAne mATe hoya ja che, zuddhAtmAnI zuddha paryAyo-nirmaLa paryAyo pragaTa thAya ja che. to pachI tene mATe "kAryakrama" ema zuM kahevuM? te to sadAno ja che. je kArya thatuM hoya temAMthI bIjuM kArya thAya to kAryakrama kahevAya-ke ATaluM kArya atyAre, ATaluM kArya pachI ne ATalo kAryakrama Ama karavo. paNa je sadAyanuM che tene "kAryakramanuM nAma zuM ApavuM? aMtaramAM puruSArthanI pariNatinI sahaja gati cAlatI ja hoya che. bahAranAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra68] [svAnubhUtidarzana kAryomAM kAryakrama kahevAya che ke A TAIme zAstrasvAdhyAya hoya che, A TAIma darzana-pUjA hoya che, A TAIme A hoya che. te badhuM to bahAranuM che, aMtarano kAryakrama badho judo ja hoya che ane te sadAne mATe cAlato ja hoya che. jAgatAM, sUtA, svapnamAM, khAtAM, pItAM, bolatAM, cAlatAM-sadA te kAryakrama cAlu ja che, tene kaMI AMtaruM paDatuM nathI. aMtaranuM aMtaramAM che. jJAna, dhyAna, sAdhanA-e bahAra kahevAnI vastu nathI. bahAramAM badhAne kahevuM ke Ama thAya che ne tema thAya che te sAdhakonI rIta ja nathI. samayasAramAM AcAryadeva kahe che ke acaLa, vyakta evI jJAnajyoti cizaktinA bhArathI atyaMta gaMbhIrapaNe pragaTa thaI che. jJAnajyotino svabhAva ja gaMbhIra hoya che. te bahAra kahevAnI vAta hotI nathI. zuddhAtmAnI nirmaLa pariNatinuM kArya te bahAra kahevAnI vAta nathI, te aMtaramAM potAnA mATe che. aMtaramAM je jAjvalyamAna jJAnajyoti pragaTa thaI che, te ugrapaNe pragaTa thaI che ane te cit ziktanA bhArathI pragaTa thaI che. cit zaktino bhAra kahIne caitanya kAMI khAlI nathI ema AcAryadevano kahevAno Azaya che. caitanyarAjAnI daSTi potAnA upara cAlI gaI, eTale bicArA vibhAva nodhArA thaIne cAlyA jAya che. pracaMDa caitanyadeva ugrapaNe pragaTa thayo tyAM paranI svAmitvabuddhi ja UDI jAya che. pachI alpa asthiratA rahe che, paNa te gauNa che. anaMtaguNanI zuddhi pragaTa karatI caitanyajyoti pragaTa thaI te cArebAjuthI vibhAvane toDI nAMkhe che. kayAMya Ubho raheto nathI. caitanya, je sadAne mATe anAdi-anaMta-zAzvata dravya che te pote ja AdaraNIya che. te svagharamAM ja rahevA jevuM che. pudgala to paraghara che, caitanya ghara ja svaghara che. te svaghara sadAne mATe AdaraNIya che, vizrAmasthAna che, AnaMdadhAma che, temAM rahevA mATe kAryakrama zuM? temAM rahevAnI maryAdA zuM? sadAne mATe tAre tyAM ja rahevA jevuM che. sadA-zAzvata temAM TakI zakato nathI te potAnI alpa asthiratA che. bAkI sadAne mATe zAzvata temAM ja rahevA jevuM che. koI kALanAkSaNanA AMtarA vagara temAM rahevA jevuM che. caitanyagharamAM amuka kALa rahevuM ane amuka kALa na rahevuM evI sAdhakonI rIta hotI ja nathI. A aMtaranI vAta che. dhyeya jeNe lakSamAM lIdhuM tenI sAdhakadazA niraMtara cAlatI ja hoya che ane te aMtaramAM sthira Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ ra69 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] thavA mATe prayatna paNa kare che, tethI tene AvI jAtanA (bahAranA) kAryakramo hoya che tema kahevAya che. kAryakramo to bahAranA saMyogo pramANe ocho ke vadhu thayA kare; paNa aMtaramAM to ekadhArA cAle ja che. huM Ama karuM chuM, tema karuM chuM ema koIne kahevAnuM thoDuM hoya che? tame pUchayuM tethI vyavahArathI Ama hoya che, tema kahyuM; bIjuM zuM kahevAya? aMtaramAM to sAdhanAno kAryakrama cAlu ja hoya che. pahelAM jinamaMdiramAM ghaNIvAra besatAM hatAM. tyAM jinendra bhagavAnanI samakSa svAdhyAya karatAM hatAM ne dhyAna karatAM hatAM tathA gurudevazrInAM pravacano sAMbhaLatAM. ema bahAranA kAryakrama thatA hatA te bahAranA saMyogo upara AdhAra rAkhe che; paNa aMdaranA kAryakramamAM pheraphAra thato nathI. aMtaranuM karavuM te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. pariNatine kayAM laI javI? kema pariNamAvavI? keTalI nirmaLatA karavI ? te potAnA hAthanI vAta che. temAM bahAranA saMyoga sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. sAdhakone jinamaMdiranA darzananI, pUjAnI, yAtrAnI, svAdhyAyanI, ekAMtavAsanI, ekAMtamAM dhyAna karavAnI evI badhI bhAvanA hoya che. jJAna, dhyAna, svAdhyAya vagere aMtaramAM thatuM hoya che. jyAM sudhI pUrNatA na thAya tyAM sudhI zuddha paryAyanI sAthe zubhabhAva rahe che. sahajadazAnI aMdara badhuM sahaja hoya che. aMtarano kAryakrama sadAne mATe sahaja hoya che. jyAM sudhI munidazA, kevaLajJAna nathI tyAM sudhI adhUrAza che. vizeSa zuM kahevuM? AgaLa javAnI bhAvanA niraMtara rahe che. deva-zAstra-gurunuM sAnnidhya sadAne mATe ho ne AtmAnI vItarAgatA pragaTa thAya evI bhAvanA sAdhakadazAmAM hoya che. atyAre deva-gurunuM sAnnidhya nathI tethI kahyuM ke deva-zAstragurunuM sAnnidhya sadAne mATe raho. AtmAnI sAdhanAnI sAthe deva-zAstra-gurunuM sAnnidhya sadAne mATe raho. jyAM sudhI pUrNatA na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAyakanI zAMtidhArA ane jJAyakanI jJAnadhArA sadAne mATe rahe evo kAryakrama hoya che. svAnubhUtinI dhArA (daSTinI dhArA) ane jJAnanI dhArA je che te to badhuM cAlyA kare che, temAM kaMI khaMDa paDato nathI. bAranA koI saMyogo tene aTakAvI zakatA nathI. gudeve to badhAne kayAMnA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra70] [ svAnubhUtidarzana kayAM pahoMcADI dIdhA che. je che te badhuM gurudevanA pratApe che. badhuM gurudevanA caraNe che, badhuM temanuM ja che. prazna:- samayasAra gAthA 320 jayasenAcAryanI TIkAmAM Ave che ke zuddha jJAna arthAta apariNAmI dhruva AtmA baMdha-mokSane karato nathI. A vAta to samajAya che; paraMtu pachI ema Ave che ke zuddhajJAna pariNata jIva paNa baMdha-mokSane karato nathI. pariNata eTale pariNamato kahevo ane pAcho baMdha-mokSa karato nathI ema kahevuM te kaI rIte ghaTe che ? samAdhAna- pUjya gurudeve to ghaNo vistAra karyo che, samajAvavAmAM bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. sUkSma-sUkSma karIne zAstranuM rahasya kholyuM che. gurudevano anaMta-anaMta upakAra che. jo te samajIne aMdara puruSArtha kare to pragaTa thAya evuM che. anAdianaMta je vastu che te vastu pote baMdha-mokSane karatI nathI. te vastu svabhAva che. pariNata eTale ke je sAdhaka avasthAe pariNamelo jIva che te. ane te baMdhamokSane karato nathI arthAt jene dravyadRSTi pragaTa thaI che te baMdha-mokSane karato nathI. jeNe vastunuM svarUpa jANuM che te kharekhara baMdha-mokSane karato nathI. kAraNa ke dravyadRSTinI apekSAe teNe dravyane yathArtha grahaNa karyuM che, dravya upara daSTi karI che eTale dravyadaSTinI apekSAe te baMdha-mokSane karato nathI. pariNata kahIne AcAryadava ema kahe che ke, te pariName che eTale ke pariNAma-apariNAmI baMne sAthe hoya che. apariNAmI te dravya che ane pariNAma te paryAya che. sAdhaka avasthAe pariNamelo jIva che te vAstavika rIte vastu svarUpane jANe che, tethI te baMdha-mokSane karato nathI. vAstavika rIte pariNamelo jIva ja vastusvarUpane jANe che ane te dravya apekSAe baMdha-mokSane karato nathI. vastu svarUpa anAdi-anaMta jema che tema jJAna pariNata jIve ja jANyuM che ke A mAruM svarUpa che. je vastu che te baMdhAtI nathI ane jo tene baMdhana nathI to mukti konI? mATe vastusvabhAvamAM baMdha ke mukti nathI ane temAM baMdhana ke mukti nathI te jJAna pariNata jIve ja jANuM che. te AvuM jANavA chatAM tenI sAdhanAnI paryAya to cAlu ja rahe che, mokSanI sAdhanA paNa te ja kare che. evuM ja koI vastunuM svarUpa che ke apariNAmI ane pariNati (pariNAma) baMne sAthe ja hoya che. te TIkAmAM AgaLa Ave che ke dravya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [ 271 ane paryAya benuM joDakuM che, be sAthe ja hoya che. pariNAma ane apariNAmI be sAthe che ane tethI temAM ja sAdhanA thAya che. baMdha-mokSane nathI karato te kharuM to sAdhaka avasthAvALA jIve jANuM che. koIe buddhithI jANyuM hoya te judI vAta che, paNa A to teNe aMdaranI pariNati pragaTa karIne jANyuM che. sAdhakane potAno AtmA prahaNa thatAM dravyadaSTi pragaTa thaI che ane jeNe dravya upara daSTi sthApI te ja vAstavika rIte baMdha-mokSano kartA nathI. to paNa sAdhanAnI paryAya to tene cAlu ja che. AcAryadava kahe che ke pariNata eTale ke jIvano svabhAva pariNAmI paNa che ane apariNAmI paNa che. ema baMne vastusvabhAvane AcAryadava sAbita kare che. je apariNAmI che tene jJAna pariNata jIve jAmyo che tema ja teNe ja sAdhanAnI paryAya zarU karI che. Ama vAstavika rIte pariNati ane apariNAmIne sAdhaka jIva ja barAbara jANe che. dravyadRSTimAM to mati-zrutajJAnanA bheda tathA upazama, kSayopazama, kSAyikanA bheda paNa nathI. dravyadRSTi akhaMDa ane abhedane grahaNa kare che, chatAM paNa bheda hoya che tene jJAna jANe che. bheda ane abheda sAthe rahe che. dravya apekSAe vastu akhaMDa hovA chatAM guNa-paryAya apekSAe temAM bheda paDe che, baMne apekSAo judI che. pariNAma-apariNAmI virodhI dekhAtA hovA chatAM baMne sAthe rahe che ane muktinA mArgamAM baMne sAthe ja hoya che. apariNAmI upara jora che ane tenI upara daSTi sthApI che, to paNa sAdhanA pariNAmamAM ja thAya che. sAdhanAnuM je pariNAmIpaNuM che te, apariNAmI taraphanI mukhyatAthI ja, pariNAmamAM thAya che. Avo pariNAma-apariNAmIno saMbaMdha che ane tene jJAna barAbara grahaNa kare che. dravya ane paryAya baMne sAthe ja hoya che, eTale AcAryadeve kahyuM che ke je jJAna pariNata jIva che te ja baMdha-mokSane karato nathI. je pariNAmI che-sAdhanArUpe pariNamelo che tene dravyadaSTi pragaTa thaI che ane te ja kharo jJAyaka che. jJAna-pariNAmI je jIva che tene samyagdarzana-jJAna-cAritra che. te pariNAmIpaNuM jene che tene dravyadRSTi paNa sAthe ja rahe che arthAt tene dravyadaSTipUrvaka sAdhanAnI paryAya sAthe rahe che. te dravyadaSTi dravyamAMthI badhA bhedane kADhI nAMkhe che, to paNa je paryAya kADhI nAkhe che temAM ja sAdhanA zarU thAya che. evuM ja vastunuM svarUpa che. dravya apekSAe vastu apariNAmI che ane paryAya apekSAe vastu pariNAmI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 272 ] che. te baMne apekSA judI-judI che. dravya ane paryAya baMnenuM joDakuM sAthe ja hoya che, bemAMthI eka paNa nIkaLI zakatAM nathI chatAM baMnenI apekSA judI che. sAdhanAmAM baMne sAthe ja hoya che. eka mukhyapaNe hoya che, eka gauNapaNe hoya che. 486. prazna:- baMne vAta teNe potAnA lakSamAM kevI rIte rAkhavI joIe ? samAdhAnaH- baMne vAta lakSamAM rAkhavI joIe, paNa eka jJAyaka mukhya hoya che. jIve dravyadRSTi anAdithI karI nathI dravya te mukhya che, to paNa paryAya sAthe hoya che. dravya che te paryAya vagaranuM hotuM nathI ane paryAyane dravyano Azraya che, evo dravya-paryAyano saMbaMdha che. tenI dRSTi anAdithI paryAya u52 che tene pheravIne, dravyadRSTine mukhya karavI. paryAya tenI sAthe gauNapaNe hoya che, kAMI nIkaLI jatI nathI. mATe paryAya sAdhanAmAM sAthe hoya che. baMne sAthe hoya temAM dravyadRSTi mukhya che ane sAdhanA paryAyamAM thAya che. 487. prazna:- chaThThI gAthAmAM pramatta-apramatta rahita dhruva jJAyaka kahyo te to samajAya che, pachI bIjA phakarAmAM kahe che ke zaiyAkAra avasthAmAM je jJAyakapaNe jaNAyo te svarUpa- prakAzanamAM paNa kartA-karmanuM ananyapaNuM hovAthI jJAyaka ja che. have prazna e che ke, ahIM dhruva jJAyakanI vAta cAle che, to bIjA phakarAmAM avasthAnI vAta kema lIdhI ? to zuM avasthA samajAvavAnI che ke trikALI jJAyaka samajAvavAno che? baMnemAM jJAyaka eka ja che ke judA che? samAdhAnaH- jJAyaka eka ja che. AcAryadevane jJAyaka ja sAbita karavo che. jJAyaka te anAdino jJAyaka ja che. vibhAva avasthAmAM, pramatta-apramatta avasthAmAM, zeyAkAra avasthAmAM ke svarUpa prakAzananI avasthAmAM te jJAyaka ja che. AcAryadeva kahe che ke anAdithI je vibhAvanI paryAya thAya che temAM paNa te jJAyaka rahyo che, anAdithI jJAyakapaNuM badalAyuM nathI. svataHsiddha jJAyaka che te svataHsiddha jJAyakapaNe ja rahyo che. pramatta-apramattanI je dazA che te dazAmAM paNa jJAyaka ja rahyo che. cAritradazAnA je chaThThA-sAtamA guNasthAnamAM munio jhUle che eTale ke kSaNamAM svAnubhUti ane kSaNamAM bahAra Ave tevI je paryAyo che te sAdhanAnI dazAmAM paNa jJAyaka dravya to jJAyakarUpe ja rahyuM che, te anAdithI azuddha nathI thayuM. te jJAna, darzana, cAritrathI zuddhapaNe upAsavAmAM Avato zuddha ja che. jJAyaka, dravyadRSTi pragaTa karI to paNa jJAyaka ja che, cAritranI avasthAmAM paNa te jJAyaka che, jJAnanI avasthAmAM jJeyAkAra Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 273 thayo to paNa te jJAyaka ja che. te jJeyone jANe che, to paNa tenuM jJAyakapaNuM phITatuM nathI. svarUpane jANatAM nirvikalpa dazAmAM jAya to paNa te jJAyaka che ane jJeyone jANe to paNa te jJAyaka che, zaiyone jANatAM temAM azuddhatA nathI AvatI. vibhAva avasthA hoya ke pramatta-apramatta avasthA hoya, jJAyakane kAMI azuddhatA AvatI nathI. zuddha-azuddhanA bheda che te paryAyanA bheda che, dravyanA bheda nathI. e to svata-siddha jJAyaka che. te bahAramAM zeyane jANatAM 52nuM jJAna vadhI gayuM tethI jJAnamAM-jJAyakamAM azuddhatA AvI gaI evuM nathI. ane aMtaramAM jJAyaka grahaNa thatAM svarUpa prakAzananI svAnubhUtinI dazAmAM paNa jJAyaka to dravya apekSAe jJAyaka ja che. jJAyaka te jJAyaka ja che, jJeyane jANe to paNa jJAyaka che. svarUpa prakAzanamAM pote ja kartA ane pote ja karma evI paryAya pragaTa thaI, chatAM temAM paryAya sAbita nathI karavI paNa zAyaka sAbita karavo che. tenA svarUpa prakAzanamAM-nirvikalpadazAmAM gayo to paNa jJAyaka to zAyaka ja che. bhale tenI sAdhanAnI paryAya-vedananI paryAya-svAnubhUtirUpe pragaTa thaI, to paNa zAyaka te jJAyaka ja che. jJAyaka bahAranAM zaiyone judo rahIne jANe che, temAM zeyakRta azuddhatA tene AvI nathI. tethI jJAyaka ja che. tenI paryAyamAM azuddhi cAritranI apekSAe che, paNa jANavAnI apekSAe arthAt jJAnanA jANapaNAthI azuddhatA AvatI nathI, kema ke te bahArathI judo jJAyakasvarUpe rahIne arthAt jJAyakanI hAjarI ane jJAyakanI dhArA rAkhIne jANe che. tethI temAM azuddhatA AvatI nathI. anAdithI zeyanI sAthe ekatva karIne jANato hato topaNa dravyamAM azuddhi nathI AvatI. jJAyaka pramatta-apramatta avasthAmAM paNa jJAyaka che, darzana-jJAna-cAritranA bheda paDe to paNa jJAyaka ja che ane anAdino avasthAmAM vibhAva che to paNa jJAyaka che. ema dravya apekSAe te badhI rIte jJAyaka che. kartA-karmanuM ananyapaNuM kahIne paNa tenI paryAyanI vAta kahevI nathI, paryAya kahIne jJAyaka batAvavo che. jJAyaka svAnubhUtimAM gayo-nirvikalpa dazAmAM svarUpanuM vedana kare-to paNa jJAyaka te jJAyaka che. jJAyaka je anAdino vastusvarUpe che te jJAyaka je che te ja che. je mULa vastu che temAM dravya ane paryAya evA be prakAra nathI. mULa vastu je jJAyaka che te jJAyaka ja che. paryAya palaTAya te judI vAta che, paNa jJAyaka te jJAyaka ja che. jJAnamAM bahAranuM jANyuM eTale Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates ra74] [svAnubhUtidarzana jJAyakapaNuM kAMIka ochuM thayuM ane aMdaranuM jANuM eTale jJAyakapaNuM kAMIka vadhI gayuM athavA to bahAranuM vadhAre jANuM eTale jJAyakapaNuM vadhI gayuM ane aMdaranuM jANuM eTale te ghaTI gayuM evuM kAMI nathI. jJayAkArathI jJAyaka azuddha thaI gayo evuM kAMI nathI, dravya apekSAe jJAyaka te jJAyaka che. dravya anAdinuM che, temAM jeNe dRSTi sthApI, tene jJAnanI paryAya hoya ke cAritranI paryAya hoya-game te paryAya hoyato paNa badhI avasthAmAM jJAyaka te jJAyaka che-sadAne mATe jJAyaka te jJAyaka che. paryAya game te rIte pariName paNa jJAyaka te jJAyaka che ema kahevuM che. jJAyaka svarUpa-prakAzanamAM paNa jJAyaka, jJayAkAramAM paNa jJAyaka, pramattaapramattamAM paNa jJAyaka ne vibhAvanI game te avasthAmAM paNa jJAyaka te jJAyaka che. anAdithI jJAyaka te jJAyaka ja che. dravyadRSTithI sAdhanAnI paryAya pragaTa thaI to paNa jJAyaka te jJAyaka che ema AcAryadevanuM kahevuM che. 488. prazna- paryAyanuM kAraNa paryAya che, dravya-guNa nathI te kathanano zuM Azaya samajavo ? samAdhAna - paryAyanuM kAraNa paryAya, dravya-guNa nahi. jema dravya-guNa anAdianaMta svata:siddha che, tema paryAya paNa svata:siddha che, te koIthI banelI ke upajAvelI nathI. dravyamAM je paryAya che te svata:siddha che, dravyane kAraNe paryAya che tema nathI. akAraNa pariNAmika dravya che. jema dravya svataHsiddha che tema paryAya paNa svata:siddha che. te paryAyane pariNamavAmAM koI AgaLa-pAchaLanI paryAyanuM kAraNa lAgu paDe ema paNa nathI. vastusthitie paryAya svata:siddha che, mATe paryAyanuM kAraNa paryAya kahevAmAM Ave che. paryAya che te svata:siddha che. jema dravya-guNa svataHsiddha che tema paryAya paNa svata:siddha che. paNa teno artha evo nathI ke koI dravya paryAya vagaranuM che ane paryAyane koI dravyano Azraya nathI. eTale ke paryAya addhara-addhara che evo artha nathI, paNa paryAya che te svata:siddha che. svata:siddha paryAya pariName te akAraNa che. jema dravya-guNa akAraNa che tema svataHsiddha paryAya paNa akAraNa che ema teno artha che. paraMtu tethI kAMI paryAya addhara che ane dravya taddana phUTastha che arthAt dravyamAM koI pariNAma nathI ne paryAya dravya vagaranI che evo artha nathI. paryAyanuM svataHsiddhapaNuM che ane te pote svataMtra che. paryAyanA badhA kArako svataMtra che ne te svataMtra pariName che evo eno artha samajavAno che. paryAya paNa, eka vastunI jema, akAraNa che ema kahevuM che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #287 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 275 je dravyadRSTi kare tene dravyadRSTinI aMdara jema svataHsiddha dravya Ave che tema paryAya paNa svataHsiddha che to paNa paryAya dravyadRSTinA viSayamAM AvatI nathI. paNa tethI paryAya koI alaga ane addhara thaI gaI ema nathI. paryAya pariName che, jevI jAtanuM dravya hoya evI jAtanI paryAya pariName che. kAMI jaDa dravya hoya ane caitanyapaNe paryAya pariName? bIjA dravyanI paryAya bIjA dravyarUpe pariName? je dravyanI je paryAya hoya te paryAya te dravyanA Azraye ja pariName che, evo teno saMbaMdha tUTato nathI. paryAya svataHsiddha ane svataMtra hovA chatAM paNa saMbaMdha dravya sAtheno che. paryAyano dravya sAtheno saMbaMdha chUTato nathI, chatAM dravyadaSTinA viSayamAM te nathI AvatI. dravyadaSTino viSaya akhaMDa che, mATe temAM guNa-paryAyanA bheda AvatA nathI. to paNa koI apekSAe dravyamAM guNa-paryAyanA bheda che, ane te bhedane kAraNe paryAyane dravyano Azraya hoya che. jo dravya ekaluM kUTastha hoya to sAdhanA hoya nahi, vedana hoya nahi, saMsAra-mokSanI koI avasthA hoya nahi. mATe dravya paryAya vagaranuM hotuM nathI. paryAyane svataMtra kahevAno artha e che ke te svataHsiddha ane akAraNa pAriNAmika che. tenuM svarUpa svataMtra batAvavA mATe ema kahyuM che. dravyadRSTi jyAM pragaTa thaI tyAM tenA viSayamAM te paryAya hotI nathI to paNa sAdhanAmAM baMnedravyadRSTi ne paryAya-sAthe hoya che. temAM dravyadRSTi mukhya hoya che, kema ke jene dravyadaSTi pragaTa thaI tene ja sAthe sAdhanAnI paryAyanI zuddhi thAya che. vastunuM svarUpa ja evuM che. dravyanI dRSTi jenI yathArthapaNe thAya tene ja sAthe paryAya zuddharUpe pariName che. dravyadaSTi sAthe aMza-aMzInuM yathArtha jJAna paNa karAve che ke aMzI pote akhaMDa che ane temAM anaMta guNa tathA anaMta paryAya che. paryAya te aMza che. aMzanuM sAmarthya aMzI jevuM nathI to paNa e svataH che, svataH pariName che, svataMtra che, tema kahevAno Azaya che. daSTinA viSayamAM paryAya AvatI nathI mATe tene judI pADIne ema kahevAya che ke te svataMtra pariName che. paryAya dravyadRSTino viSaya nathI ane te svataH che, tethI tene svataMtra kahevAmAM Ave che. paryAyanI svataMtratA batAvavAmAM, paryAya nathI ema sAbita nathI thatuM, paNa paryAya che ane te dravyano eka bhAga che tema ja te svataMtra ane svata:siddha che, ema sAbita thAya che. paryAya koI judI che evo teno artha nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #288 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 276 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana dravyadRSTinI mukhyatAmAM paryAya gauNa karavAmAM Ave che. paNa te paryAya, dravya je jAtanuM hoya tevI dravyanA Azraye pariName che, kaTakA thatA nathI. baMne apekSAo sAthe samajavAnI che. yathArtha samaje to ja sAdhanA zarU thAya che. 489. prazna:- vairAgyanA prasaMge upayoga aMdara kema rAkhavo te vistArathI samajAvavA kRpA karazo. samAdhAnaH- vAraMvAra upayogane AtmA tarapha pheravyA karavo. zarIranA ke bIjA vicAro Ave to AtmA jJAyaka che, AtmAmAM sukha ane AnaMda che. saMyogo to badhA bahAranA che, tene pheravavA te potAnA hAthanI vAta nathI-ema upayogane vAraMvAra aMtara tarapha pheravyA karavo, vAMcana karavuM, sArA vicAro karavA. jIva ekalo Avyo ane ekalo jAya che. tene anya koI zaraNa nathI, eka AtmA ja zaraNa che. gurudeve kahyo te mArga zaraNa che. anaMtA janma-maraNa karyA temAM A manuSyabhava maLyo ne temAM AyuSya kayAre pUruM thAya teno koI bharoso che? AyuSya to kSaNabhaMgura che. keTalAyane choDI pote cAlyo gayo ane potAne choDI bIjA gayA, evo A saMsA2 che. devonAM sAgaropamanAM AyuSya paNa pUrAM thAya che ane cakravartInAM AyuSya paNa pUrAM thAya che, jyAre A to sAmAnya manuSya jIvana che. cothA kALamAM paNa juo ne kevuM bane che! ke koI laDAImAM gayA hoya ane tyAM ja AyuSya pUruM thaI jAya che. kaI rIte AyuSya pUruM thAya teno koI bharoso nathI. jeNe AtmAne grahaNa karyo hoya ne AtmAnA saMskAra nAMkhyA hoya te khare TAIme zaraNa thAya che. AvA prasaMge paMcaparameSThI, guru ane AtmA yAda karavA. AyuSya to pANInA parapoTA jevuM che, jhAkaLanA biMdu jevuM che. kayAre te pUruM thAya tenI khabara paNa na paDe. mATe to moTA cakravartIo, tIrthaMkaro A saMsAra choDIne munidazA aMgIkAra kare che. kharuM sukha ane AnaMda AtmAmAM che. bahAramAM kayAre zuM bane te khabara paDatI nathI. mumukSuH- Apa kaho cho tema ja che. bahenazrI:- bhagavAna AtmA potAnI pAse ja che, enuM raTaNa karyA karavuM. bhagavAna AtmA pote anaMtazaktino bhaMDAra che, tene yAda karavo. A zarIra to jaDa che, te kAMI jANatuM nathI. pote jANanAro aMdara beTho che te anaMtazakti-anaMta Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #289 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 277 sukhathI bharelo che ane AzcaryakArI che, tenuM raTaNa karavuM. jinendra bhagavAna ke jemaNe AtmAnuM pUrNa svarUpa pragaTa karyuM che temane ane je sAdhanA karI rahyA che te gurune yAda karavA, zAstranuM vAMcana-ciMtavana karavuM. zarIra juduM, AtmA judo-evA bhedajJAnanA saMskAra aMdara nAkhyA karavA. mumukSu- Apa kaho cho te sAMbhaLyA ja karuM ema aMdarathI thAya che. bahenazrI - eTalA saMskAra che te sAruM che. zAMti te sukhadAyaka che, bIjo koI upAya nathI. AyuSya te rIte ja pUruM thavAnuM hatuM tene bhUlyA vagara chUTako ja nathI. vaheluM ke moDuM bhUlavAnuM ja che, to pahelethI ja zAMti rAkhavI. ArtadhyAna karavAthI kAMI lAbha nathI. kudarata AgaLa koInuM DahApaNa kAma AvatuM nathI. kAMI upAya nathI, to zAMti ja rAkhavI. bALaka- zuM AtmA marI gayo nathI ? bahenazrI - AtmA zAzvata che, tenuM maraNa thatuM nathI. jyAM gayo tyAM AtmA zAzvata che, mAtra zarIrano pheraphAra thAya che. AtmA ahIMthI saMbaMdha choDIne bIje saMbaMdhamAM jAya che. bahAranA saMyoga jovA nahi, A bhavamAM gurudevanI vANI varSo sudhI maLI tenA jevuM bIjuM koI bhAgya nathI. tenI pAse indrapadavI ke traNa lokanuM rAjya badhuM tuccha che. mATe sArAM smaraNo yAda karavAM, jJAyaka caitanyadevane yAda karavo, bhagavAna ne gurune yAda karavA. AtmA zAzvata che ne zarIranA pheraphAro thAya che. eka bhavathI bIjo bhava ema anaMta janma-maraNajanma-maraNa karyA che. temAM A bhavamAM gurudeva maLyA to bhavano abhAva thAya, A janma-maraNa TaLI jAya ne zarIra ja na maLe, zarIra ja na joIe evI bhAvanA pragaTa karavI. ArtadhyAnanA bhAva ochA karIne, pote vicAra karIne zAMti rAkhavI. bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karavo ke A zarIra juduM ane AtmA judo, koI vikalpa mAro nathI. potAnuM dhAryuM bahAramAM thatuM nathI. duHkhanA samaye deva-zAstra-guru yAda Ave te sAruM che. teo yAda AvatAM duHkha ochuM thaI jAya. eTale zAstramAM Ave che ke duHkhanA prasaMge tArA AtmAnA je je sArA prasaMgo banyA hoya te yAda karaje. koI vairAgyanA ke gurudevanA prasaMgo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #290 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 278 ] banyA hoya te badhA yAda karaje. badhAe zAMti rAkhI che evI zAMti ja rAkhavA jevI che. gurudevanuM badhAe sAMbhaLyuM che. gurudeva vyAkhyAnamAM ghaNIvA2 kahetA hatA ke "baMdha samaya jIva cetiye, udaya samaya zA ucATa " tane baMdha thAya tyAre cetI leje, udaya Ave ucATa karavA nakAmA che. teM pUrve evA baMdha bAMdhyA hatA teno A udaya che. mATe baMdha thAya te vakhate tuM cetI leje. pariNAmamAM tane ArtadhyAna bahu thAya tyAre tuM cetI leje, udaya samaye zA ucATa ? udaya AvI gayA pachI ucATa karavA, kheda karavo, AkuLatA karavI te badhuM nakAmuM che. A vibhAvabhAvo evA duHkhadAyaka che, jethI Avo baMdha paDe che. mATe baMdha samaye cetI leje. pachI udaya Ave tyAre ucATa karavA nakAmA che. pUrve bAMdhyA hatA te udayamAM AvatAM tene pheravI nahi zakAya, mATe pariNAma karatI vakhate tuM cetI leje. AvAM AkarAM phaLa na Ave tene mATe aMdaramAM evA AkarA ArttadhyAna tuM karIza nahi ema gurudeva ghaNIvAra vyAkhyAnamAM kahetA hatA. bhaviSyanuM citrAmaNa kema karavuM te tArA hAthanI vAta che. pariNAma karavA tArA hAthanI vAta che, paNa udaya Ave tene pheravI zakAto nathI. "AtamarAma avinAzI Avyo ekalo, 66 jJAna ane darzana che tenuM rUpa jo; bahirbhAvo sparza kare nahi Atmane, kharekharo te zAyakavIra gaNAya jo... " AtamarAma to ekalo ja Avyo che ane ekalo ja javAno che. jJAnadarzana tAruM rUpa che. khare TAime AvA bhAve Ubho rahe te jJAyakavIra gaNAya che. bahAranA bhAvo khare TANe AtmAne sparza kare nahi-tenI tane asara thAya nahi, to tuM kharekharo zAyakavIra che. bahAramAM paMcaparameSThI ane dharma maMgala, uttama ne zaraNa che ane aMdara AtmA maMgala, uttama ne zaraNa che. gajasukumAra, sukauzala munirAja vagerene upasarga Ave che to AtmAmAM UtarI jAya che, ane kevaLajJAna pAme che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #291 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 279 A manuSyabhavamAM gurudeva maLyA ane bhavano abhAva kema thAya te mArga batAvyo. AtmA badhA vibhAvothI judo zuddhAtmA che evuM bhedajJAna karI, dravyadaSTi karavAno mArga gurudeve batAvyo. te mArganI ruci thAya, vAMcana-vicAra karI tenI laganI lAge e jIvanamAM karavA jevuM che. saMsAramAM AvA puNya-pApanA udayo to cAlyA kare che. ane jeNe AyuSya dhAraNa karyuM tenuM AyuSya pUruM thAya ja che. vicAra Ave, yAda Ave to vicAra pheravyA karavA. AkuLatA karavAthI zuM thAya! zAMti te ja sukhadAyaka che. jyAM nirUpAyatA che, koI upAya nathI tyAM zAMti sukhadAyaka che. mATe zAMti rAkhavI te eka ja upAya che. A manuSyabhavamAM AtmAnuM thAya te lAbhadAyaka che. A manuSyabhava to mAMDa mAMDa maLe che. rAgane laIne duHkha thAya, paNa pariNAma pheravyA vagara chUTako nathI. bhUlyA vagara koI rIte chUTako nathI. saMsAranuM svarUpa Ave che. AtmA jANanAro che. zarIra juduM che ne vikalpa thAya te potAno svabhAva nathI. AtmA apUrva-anupama che. jIvanamAM kAMIka AtmAnuM sArthaka thAya to te zreyarUpa che. bAkI to janma-maraNa.. janma-maraNa...cAlyA kare che. jIve AvAM anaMta janmamaraNa karyA che. devanAM, manuSyanAM, narakanAM ne tiryaMcanA anaMtA janma-maraNa karyA che. moTo rAjA thAya to paNa AyuSya pUrA thAya che. mATe zAMti sukhadAyaka che. have bhava ja na maLe arthAt bhavano abhAva kema thAya te karavAnuM che. AtmAmAM badhuM bharyuM che, bahAra kayAMya levA javuM paDe tevuM nathI. bahAramAM kayAMya sukha-zAMti nathI. zAMti-sukha AtmAmAM bharyA che. bahAramAM jIva saMtoSa ane zAMti mAne che te jIvanI bhramaNA che. aMtara AtmAmAMthI AtmAnAM sukha-zAMti kema pragaTa thAya, AtmAnuM kalyANa kema thAya tene mATe prayatna karavo. keTalAMya puNya karyA hoya tyAre A manuSyabhava maLe che. temAM sAcA guru maLavA mahA muzkela che. manuSyajanma maLe, Avo dharma maLe, AvA guru maLe ne temanI vANI maLe te badhuM mahA muzkela che. te badhuM maLyuM to have AtmAnI ruci pragaTa karavI. kema AtmAnuM bhAna thAya, manuSya jIvana kema saphaLa thAya te karavA jevuM che. zAstramAM Ave che ne? ke anaMta mAtAne raDAvI che. tenI AMkhanAM AMsunA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #292 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 280] [svAnubhUtidarzana samudro bharAya eTalI mAtAne raDAvI che. te eTalI mAtAnAM dUdha pIdhAM che ke samudro bharAya. eTale ke te anaMta janma-maraNa karyA che. AyuSya pUruM thatAM AtmA koInI vATa jove nahi ke A mANasa Avyo nathI. A badhAM dUra beThAM che eTale huM na jAuM. gharamAM AvA-pAchA hoya tenI paNa AtmA vATa joto nathI. AyuSya pUruM thatAM pote ekadama cAlyo jAya che. bAjumAM badhAM sUtAM hoya, paNa sAda pADavAnI zakti paNa rahe nahi to kayAMthI bolAve? tyAre avAja nIkaLavo muzkela paDe che. AvA vakhate potAnI taiyArI ja kAma Ave che, bIjuM kAMI kAma AvatuM nathI. saMskAra nAkhyA hoya te ja kAma Ave che. ahIMnuM AyuSya pUruM thatAM AtmAnA saMskAra laIne jAya te sAruM che. nahi to rAga hoya to duHkhI thAya che. A jIva eka pachI eka zarIra dhAraNa kare che. temAM devonA sAgaropamanAM AyuSya paNa pUrAM thAya che, to A manuSyadehanAM AyuSya zuM hisAbamAM che? A kALanI aMdara gurudeve kahyuM te karavA jevuM che ke jethI have janma ja na thAya ne mAtA ja karavI na paDe. gurudeve mArga batAvyo te grahaNa karavA jevo che. janmamaraNathI rahita evo je zAzvata AtmA che tene grahaNa karI ene oLakhavo te kharuM karavA jevuM che. gajasukumAra pote muni thayA che tyAM tenA sasarA AvI upasarga Ape che, mAthA upara sagaDI jevuM banAvI aMgArA mUke che; paNa pote aMtaramAM lIna thaI jAya che ne jarAka vAramAM kevaLajJAna pAme che. teo kRSNa vAsudevanA bhAI hatA to paNa evA upasarga AvyA. kRSNa vAsudevane ema thAya che ke gajasukumArane Avo upasarga !! paNa karmano udaya Ave che tyAM koInuM cAlatuM nathI. sukumAra munine traNa divasa ane traNa rAta ziyALiyAM upasarga kare che chatAM pote AtmAmAM lIna thaI dhyAna kare che ne AyuSya pUruM thatAM devalokamAM jAya che. munione upasarga Ave che ane ociMtA deha chUTI jAya che. cothA kALamAM paNa AvA prasaMgo banatA. tIrthakarone pANInA parapoTA dekhIne, vAdaLAnA pheraphAra dekhIne, vairAgya Ave che ke saMsAranuM svarUpa ja AvuM che ane dIkSA laIne cAlyA jAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #293 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 281 saMsAra evo che mATe zAMti rAkhavI sukhadAyaka che, aMdarathI bhUlyA vagara chUTako ja nathI. RSabhadeva bhagavAna nIlAMjanAnuM nRtya jotA hatA, tyAM kSaNamAM pheraphAra thAya che te jotAM bhagavAnane vairAgya Ave che. juo ne! AyuSya kayAre ane kevA saMyogamAM pUruM thAya che! evI ja rIte AyuSyano baMdha paDayo hoya che. tethI tevI ja rIte te pUruM thAya che. chatAM saMsArI jIvone AvI rIte acAnaka AyuSya pUruM thAya eTale AghAta lAge, paNa teno koI upAya nathI. vicArane pheravyA vagara chUTako nathI. saMsAra to Avo che. samyagdarzana prApta karavuM, zarIrathI AtmA judo jANavo, jJAyakane oLakhavo-bhedajJAna karavuM. gurudeve je upadezanI jamAvaTa karI che te jamAvaTa aMtaramAM rAkhIne zAMti rAkhavI. gurudevanI varSo sudhI vANI varasI ane gurudevanA upadezanI je jamAvaTa thaI tene aMdaramAM pote grahaNa karIne te ja karavAnuM che. AvA prasaMge zAMti rahe che te gurudevanA upakArathI rahe che. mumukSue game tevA tuccha prasaMgamAM vairAgyamAM jhaMpalAvavuM. A to AghAtano prasaMga che, temAM samAdhAna rahevuM bahu muzkela che. to paNa puruSArtha karIne samAdhAna rAkhavuM. kAraNa ke tenA sivAya bIjo koI upAya nathI. zAMti rAkhavI te eka ja upAya che. game tevA prasaMgomAM paNa vairAgyamAM jhaMpalAvavuM te AtmArthInuM kartavya che. cothA kALanA jIvo-rAjA, tIrthaMkara bhagavAna-Adi-jhAkaLanA buMdane joIne vairAgya pAmatA, u52thI tAro kharato dekhI vairAgya pAmatA. evA prasaMgo joIne kSaNabharamAM vairAgya pAmatA. bharata cakravartI mAthAmAM dhoLo vALa dekhI vairAgya pAmyA ane aMtaramAM UtarI gayA to kevaLajJAna pAmyA. AtmA ekalo janme, ekalo mare ane ekalo mokSe jAya. janma thAya tyAre paNa ekalo ane maraNa thAya tyAre paNa ekalo, koI teno sAthIdAra nathI. pote ja karma kare che ane pote ja bhogave che. tema ja mokSamAM paNa puruSArtha karIne pote ekalo ja jAya che. mATe pote puruSArtha karIne potAnA manane dharma tarapha jJAyaka tarapha vALI devuM. AtmA pote jJAyaka caitanyadeva te zaraNa che, deva-zAstraguru zaraNa che ne paMcaparameSThI zaraNa che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #294 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 282 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana munione upasarga Ave che to aMtara AtmAmAM UtarIne svAnubhUtimAM jhUlatA hoya che ane kevaLajJAna pragaTa kare che anaMtabhava devanA karyA, manuSyanA karyA tema ja keTalAya puNyanA ne pApanA prasaMga banyA, temAM kAMI navuM nathI. A saMsAranI aMdara jo kAMI bAkI rahI gayuM hoya to eka AtmA bAkI rahI gayo che, arthAt tenI svAnubhUti-samyagdarzana bAkI rahI gayuM che. mATe jIvanamAM A ja karavA jevuM che. bAkI bahAranuM badhuM jIvane maLI cUkayuM che, maLyA vagaranuM kAMI bAkI nathI. paNa jIva badhuM bhUlato Avyo che. jyAM jAya tyAM eka AtmAnI prApti bAkI rahI gaI che. mATe teno puruSArtha, tenI ja bhAvanA karavI. deha chUTatAM nAnAM nAnAM bALakone ahIMyAM choDIne jAya ane chokarAM potAnA puNyathI moTAM thAya che. jagatamAM to AvuM ghaNuM ja bane che. pote hiMmata rAkhIne AtmAnuM zaraNa levuM, dharmamAM citta lagAvavuM. kharuM to A karavAnuM che. puruSArtha karIne mana vALavA jevuM che. saunA raste sau cAlyA jAya che, koI koIne rokI zakatuM nathI. u52thI indra Ave ke narendra Ave-koI paNa Ave, AyuSya puruM thAya tene koI rokI zakatuM nathI. jIva potAnI meLAe gati karI cAlyo jAya che. A za2I2 paNa potAnuM nathI to bIjA sagAM-vahAlAM potAnAM kayAMthI thAya ? A badhAM mArAM che tema teNe kalpanAthI mAnyuM che. A zarIra paNa potAnuM dhAryuM karatuM nathI, kema ke te paradravya che. AtmAnAM pariNAma sudhArI, kharuM to, mane parathI sukha nathI, sukha AtmAmAM bhareluM che ema samajI potAne dharma karavA jevo che. potAthI hiMmata rAkhIne, huM mArA potAthI ja chuM, koI koIne zaraNa ApatuM nathI ema samAdhAna karavuM te ja kharuM karavAnuM che. vIjaLInA jhabakArA jevuM A AyuSya che. 29 "vidyuta lakSmI prabhutA pataMga, AyuSya te to jaLanA taraMga; A lakSmI vIjaLI jevI che ane AyuSya jaLanA taraMga jevuM che. "puraMdarI cApa anaMga raMga, zuM rAciye jyAM kSaNano prasaMga. bahAramAM kayAMya rokavA jevuM nathI. eka AtmAnuM zaraNa te kharuM zaraNa che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com 29 Page #295 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 283 paramAM mAruM-mAruM kare, paNa tyAM kAMI mAruM nathI. mATe zAstramAM citta lagAvI AtmA kema oLakhAya ? have AvAM janma-maraNa kema nAza thAya? janma-maraNano aMta kema Ave? e mArga gotI levA jevo che, saMsAranI aMdara kharuM to te karavAnuM che. AtmAne koI 525dArthanI jarUra nathI, pote mAnI beTho che ke mane pa2thI sukha thAya, paNa sukha AtmAmAM bhareluM che. "huM eka zuddha sadA arUpI, jJAna-darzanamaya khare. huM jJAna-darzanathI bharelo zuddha, arUpI AtmA chuM. "kaMI anya te mAruM jarI, paramANumAtra nathI are !" paramANumAtra paNa kAMI potAnuM nathI. eka paramANu paNa potAno nathI, tyAM bIjuM potAnuM kayAMthI thAya ? mAtra kalpanAthI ekatvabuddhinA rAgane laIne potAnA mAne che. paNa pariNAma palaTAvyA vaga2 chUTako nathI. AkuLatA ane vedana vadhAre kare to UlaTuM karmabaMdha vadhAre thAya che. vaheluM ke moDuM pariNAma palaTAvIne zAMti rAkhe chUTako che. 490. prazna:- cha mahinA paryaMta kevo abhyAsa karavo ke jethI AtmAnI prApti thAya? samAdhAnaH- jJAyakane oLakhIne puruSArtha karavo. jJAyakano vAraMvAra vicAra karI nirNaya kare ke A jJAyaka to judo ja che, te koInI sAthe ekameka thayo nathI. AtmA to zAzvata che. A zarIra juduM ne AtmA judo che. zarIra sAthe je ekatvabuddhi thaI rahI che te bhUla che. aMdara je vikalponI AkuLatA thAya che te paNa nija svabhAva nathI. AtmA zAMtasvarUpa-nirvikalpasvarUpa che. AnaMdathI bharelo e caitanya-ratnAkara koI judo ja che. A jagatanI niHsAratA lAge ne AtmAnI mahimA Ave, to vibhAvathI virakta thAya ane AtmAne oLakhe, tenA dravya-guNa-paryAyane oLakhe. jJAna, AnaMdathI bharelo AtmA koI apUrva che. teno nirNaya karIne tema ja temAM je palaTatI paryAya che tenuM zuM svarUpa te badhuM nakkI karIne AtmA tarapha jAya. kSaNe kSaNe bhedajJAna kare, puruSArtha kare tene kayAMya cena paDe nahi. tene eka ja laganI hoya ke AtmA kema mane prApta thAya? AtmA upara dRSTi karIne kSaNe-kSaNe avicchinnadhArAe-vacce khaMDa na paDe e rIte puruSArtha kare to cha mahinAmAM AtmaprApti thayA vagara rahetI nathI. tenI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 284]. [svAnubhUtidarzana puruSArthadhArA divasa ne rAta niraMtara cAlyA kare, teno puruSArtha ekadama ugrapaNe hoya ne temAM tene tUTa paDe nahi evI jAtano apUrva puruSArtha kare to che mahinAmAM kArya thayA vagara rahetuM nathI. vAraMvAra vicAro pheravIne bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kare, vAraMvAra nirNayanI daDhatApUrvaka huM A ja chuM, mAruM astitva A ja che, zarIranuM astitva te huM nathI evo barAbara nizcaya karI vAraMvAra bhedajJAnano prayAsa kare to kAma thAya. vAraMvAra huM judo-chuM-judo chuM ema prayAsa kare; niraMtara divasa ne rAta tene kyAMya zAMti na thAya evI rIte ugrapaNe puruSArtha kare; eka divasa vicAra karI lIdho, nirNaya karI lIdho ne pachI prayAsa choDI dIdho-puruSArtha na kare ema nahi, paraMtu vAraMvAra teno puruSArtha cAlu ja rahe; puruSArtha maMda paDe to vAraMvAra tIvra karyA kare; chUTI na jAya evI rIte puruSArtha niraMtara cAlyA kare; jAgatAM-sUtAM-svapnamAM paNa tene eka ja laganI hoya tathA AtmA judo kema jaNAya evI tenI ugra bhAvanA ne ugra puruSArtha hoya to cha mahinAmAM AtmaprAti thayA vagara rahe nahIM. koIne ekadama thAya to jaghanya aMtarmuhUrtamAM thAya, nahIMtara vadhAremAM vadhAre cha mahinA AcAryadeve kahyA che. cha mahinA sudhI ekadhArAe puruSArtha kare to thAya. samyagdarzana thayA pachI to sahajapaNe sahajadhArAe bhedajJAna cAlyA ja kare che; paNa te pahelAM AtmA upara daSTi ne bhedajJAnanI dhArA tene hotI nathI, mATe vAraMvAra puruSArtha kare che. prathama bhUmikA vikaTa hoya che, paNa ugra puruSArtha kare to thayA vagara rahetuM nathI. puruSArtha karanArane vAraMvAra tenI laganI lAgI hoya to aMtaramAMthI AtmA jAgyA vagara raheto nathI, anubhUti thayA vagara rahetI nathI. pUjya gurudeve mArga spaSTa karyo che. gurudevano parama upakAra che. temaNe vastunuM svarUpa cAre bAjuthI spaSTa karIne batAvyuM che, nirNaya karavAmAM kAMI muzkelI paDe tema nathI. nizcaya-vyavahAranI saMdhi cAre bAjuthI samajAvI che, karavAnuM potAne che. AtmaprApti na thAya tyAM sudhI zAyakanI ruci-prayAsa-laganI yathAzakti kare. 491. prazna- Apa amRtanAM bhojana jamo cho anubhava karo, to amone paNa teno svAda cakhADo ne? ame puruSArtha ghaNo karIe chIe to paNa kArya AvatuM nathI ? samAdhAnaH- puruSArtha karavA chatAM mArga maLe nahi tevuM bane nahi. puruSArtha karato nathI eTale mArga maLato nathI. kAraNa Ape to kArya AvyA vagara rahetuM nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #297 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [285 potAnI ALasane kAraNe potAne mArga maLato nathI. gurudeva kahe che ke koI koInuM karatuM nathI. bhagavAnanI vANImAM upadezanA dhodha vahe che. temAM cauda brahmAMDanuM svarUpa Ave che. to paNa karavAnuM to potAne ja rahe che. dareka dravya svataMtra che. potAnA dravya-guNa-paryAya svataMtra che ne bIjAnA dravya-guNa-paryAya paNa svataMtra che. potAnI bhUlathI pote rakhaDyo che ane potAnA puruSArthathI pote sAco mArga pAmI zake che. potAnI anubhUti pote ja karI zake che. gurudeve mArga spaSTa karIne batAvyo che. tuM aMdaramAM AtmA cho tenuM bhedajJAna kara, tenI daSTi kara ne tyAM jA. zarIra juduM ne AtmA judo ema nizcaya kara tathA aMdarathI yathArthapaNe judo thavAno prayatna kara. vikalpanI jALa cAle che tenAthI paNa tAro svabhAva judo che. te prayatna kara, prayatna karavAthI kArya thAze. gurudeve mArga batAvyo che; paNa karavAnuM potAne che, koI karI detuM nathI. anaMtA tIrthaMkara thaI gayA te badhAe mArga batAvyo; paNa koI karI detuM nathI. jo koI karI de to pote svataMtra dravya na rahe ne parAdhIna thaI jAya. janma-maraNa karanAro paNa pote ja che ane mokSe janAro paNa pote ja che, bIjuM koI karI detuM nathI. | 'nija nayananI ALase re, meM nIrakhyA na nayaNe hari " bhagavAna potAnI pAse ja che, pote ja che, chatAM potAnI ALasane kAraNe tene joto nathI. pote AMkha kholIne joto nathI ne sUto che e AzcaryanI vAta che. puruSArtha kare to maLyA vagara rahe nahi, kAraNa Ape to kArya pragaTe. 492. prazna- caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI bhAvanA ajJAnIne mATe laI zakAya? ane laI zakAya to kevI rIte ? samAdhAna - pahelAM tene potAnI yogyatA taiyAra thAya che. te yogyatA kahevAya to vyavahAra, tene kAMI nizcaya lAgu na paDe. chatAM paNa evI eka jAtanI yogyatA taiyAra thAya che. jema gurudeva kahe che ne? ke pahelAM dezanAlabdhi thAya. gurunI vANI sAMbhaLatAM tene aMtaramAM ema thAya ke guru kAMIka juduM ja tattva kahe che. evI kaMIka apUrvatA bhAsI jAya che. bhale te zubhabhAva che; paNa tenI sAthe kaMIka UMDapa AvI jAya che. A vikalpathI paNa kaMIka juduM tattva guru kahevA mAge che evI tene apUrvatA bhAsI jAya to tene dezanAlabdhi prathama thAya athavA evI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #298 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 286 ] Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana jAtano koI avagraha-pakkaDa thaI jAya ke A badhAthI juduM koI Atmatattva che. evI jAtanI aMtaramAMthI koI bhAvanA jAgI jAya che. tevI rIte caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI bhAvanA jAge che. A badhuMya dekhAya che. ne A badhA vikalpo Ave che-bhale game tevA UMcAmAM UMcA zubhabhAva Ave cheto paNa aMdara AtmA badhAthI judo che te AtmA aMdaramAM kaMIka apUrva vastu cheevI kaMIka aMtaramAMthI bhAvanA sphare te caitanyamAMthI pariNamelI bhAvanA che. Ave che ne? ke, "tati prIti cittena kena vArtApi hi zrutA; | nizcita sa bhavabhavyo bhAvinirvANa bhAjana...." gurunI vANI sAMbhaLIne ema thAya ke A kaMIka apUrva che. e tene upara uparathI na lAge, paNa aMtaramAMthI lAgI jAya ke vANImAM Ama kahevA mAMge che, vikalpothI paNa juduM koI tattva kahevA mAge che. bhale te tattva pakaDAtuM nathI; paNa evuM ene, vikalpa che to paNa, bhAsyamAna thaI jAya che. koI vastunI apekSA vagara, ekaluM nirapekSapaNe evI bhAvanA phurI jAya che ke A badhAthI juduM koI tattva aMdara che. A caitanyamAMthI UgelI bhAvanA che. tene guruno upadeza sAMbhaLavAno vikalpa Ave che, chatAM paNa koI jAtanI apekSA vinA ene evI bhAvanA hure che ke badhAyathI rahita evuM caitanya tattva ane pragaTa thAva, to te pragaTa thayA vagara rahe ja nahi. bhAvanA evI ugra hoya to pragaTa thAya ja. 493. prazna:- zeyone jANanAra evo jJAyaka huM chuM ema khyAlamAM Ave che, to, zuM e yogya che? samAdhAna- bahAramAM je zeyo jaNAya che te huM nathI tema ja aMdaramAM je vikalpanI ghaTamALa cAle che te paNa huM nathI. teno huM jANanAra chuM-jJAyaka chuM. aMdaramAM eka pachI eka je vikalpa Ave che te to cAlyA jAya che, paNa teno jANanAro aMdaramAM huM pote chuM. kema ke huM to zAzvata chuM. eka kSaNa pUrato nathI. tathA parane jANe te huM nahi, huM to svayaM jANanAro jJAyaka chuM. parane jANanAro te huM nahi, huM jANanAro svayaM jJAyaka chuM. A je jaNAya che te huM nathI, huM to jANanAro tenAthI judo chuM. Ama pahelAM abhyAsa kare, tyAra pachI daSTi Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #299 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 287 thAya. daSTi dravya upara rahevI joIe. paryAya eka pachI eka thAya, paraMtu paryAya u52 dRSTi na karatAM dravya upara daSTi thavI joIe ke huM to jANanAro jJAyaka chuM. 494. prazna:- jijJAsu dazAmAM AvuM thaI zake kharuM? samAdhAnaH- 'huM zAyaka chuM' ema to thaI zake che. pahelAM vicAro Ave che, pachI yathArtha thAya che. keTalA vakhata pachI yathArtha thAya te potAnI upara che. kharuM yathArthapaNuM to jyAre tene bhedajJAna thAya tyAre ja kahevAya. tenI pahelAM je che te to bhAvanA che, kharuM nathI. jema ke jyAre prakAza pragaTe tyAre ja prakAza kahevAya ne jyAM sudhI aMdhakAra che tyAM sudhI aMdhakAra ja kahevAya. chatAM pote prayatna karyA kare che, abhyAsa kare che tethI prakAza pragaTa thAya che. mAruM caitanya tattva mane kayAre pragaTa thaze ema tene rahyA karavuM joIe, paNa tene ema na thAya ke ThIka, jyAre thAya tyAre kharuM, ema pramAda na karavo. mAre to A kAMI nathI joItuM, eka AtmA ja joIe evI bhAvanAne tIvra karaje, ugra karaje. mUMjhAIza nahi, AkuLatA karIza nahi. te evI AkuLatA na kare ke jethI mUMjhavaNa thAya. tuM dhI2ja rAkhaje, paNa temAM pramAda na karIza ke jyAre thavAnuM haze tyAre thaze. tuM puruSArtha karIza tyAre thaze ne jeTalI tArI puruSArthanI maMdatA haze teTalI vAra lAgaze. paraMtu temAM AkuLatA na karIza ke kema vAra lAge che? svabhAvane prApta karavAno je mArga che te maLaze tyAre pragaTa thaze; paNa te vinA nahi pragaTe. mATe dhIraja rAkhaje. mArganI zodhakhoLa karatAM karatAM te pragaTa thaze. ja. 495. prazna:- aMdara zuM karavuM e samajAtuM nathI tethI pharI pharIne pUchavAno bhAva AvyA kare che ke A karavuM kevI rIte ? samAdhAnaH- pUjya gurudeve ghaNuMya samajAvyuM che, kahevAmAM kAMI bAkI rAkhyuM nathI. kevI rIte karavuM zuM? potAno svabhAva oLakhIne karavuM. aMdarathI evI laganI lAgavI joIe, oLakhANa karavI joIe, ke caitanya svabhAva zuM che? A jaDa kAMI jANatuM nathI ne rAga jANato nathI; paNa huM badhAno jANanAra judo chuM. jANanArane oLakhyA vinA kAma thatuM nathI. A eka ja karavAnuM che, bIjuM kAMI karavAnuM nathI. bahAramAM badhuM jANyuM, paNa eka AtmAne na jANyo to e badhuM niSphaLa jAya che. eka AtmAne jANe ane bahAranuM khAsa na AvaDatuM hoya to Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #300 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 288] [ svAnubhUtidarzana paNa emAM badhuM AvI jAya che. AtmAne jANe, zraddhA kare ane emAM lInatA kare emAM badhuM AvI jAya che-badhuM samAI jAya che. AtmAmAM lInatA karatAM karatAM je pUrNa jJAnasvabhAva che te pragaTa thAya che. vItarAga dazA, kevaLajJAna vagere badhuM AtmAmAMthI pragaTa thAya che. bahAranuM badhuM jANuM, paNa eka AtmAne na jANyo to te saphaLa nIvaDatuM nathI. ane eka AtmAne jANe to te badhuM saphaLa nIvaDe che. AtmAne jANavo, tenI zraddhA karavI ne temAM lInatA karavI. paNa e thAya kayAre? ke AtmAno rasa lAge ne bahArano rasa chUTI jAya tyAre e thAya. AtmAnI mahimA-rasa-tamannA lAge, enA vinA cena na paDe ne vAraMvAra enA vicAro Ave to thAya. 496. prazna- bhAvabhAsana eTale zuM? samAdhAna - zAyaka evo je bhAva che enuM bhAna thavuM joIe ke A ja jJAyaka che, bIjo nahIM. je vikalpo badhA Ave che te huM nahi, paNa A je jJAyaka che te ja huM chuM, evI jAtano aMdarathI caitanyanA svabhAvano bhAsa Avavo joIe. mAtra A bahAranuM jANapaNuM te huM nahi, paraMtu je svayaM jJAyaka che te huM ema teno bhAsa Avavo joIe. A jJAyaka pote potAthI che, jJAyaka vastu svayaMsiddha che,ema jJAyakano bhAva ene bhAnamAM Avavo joIe. 497. prazna- bhAvabhAsana thAya eTale puruSArtha karavo sahelo paDe ? samAdhAna - pote potAne oLakhe eTale puruSArtha karavo sahelo paDe che. potAne oLakhe to AgaLa jAya ne? potAne oLakhyA vinA AgaLa kayAMthI jAya? jo mArgane jANe, svabhAvane oLakhe to teno puruSArtha te tarapha jAya che. A bAju (jJAyaka tarapha ) javuM che evo khyAla Ave to e bAju javAno prayatna kare. te haju ruci karIne Ubho che e ThIka che; paNa abhyAsa kare ke jJAyaka jJAyakarUpe kema thAya, e jAtanI aMdarathI laganI lAgavI joIe ne vedana AvavuM joIe, to e jAtano prayatna ene thayA vinA raheto nathI. koI gokhavArUpe ke lUkhArUpe karI nAkhe ke huM jANanAra chuM, karanAra nathI, to enI vAta nathI. paNa aMtaramAMthI jene lAgI che, jJAyakano bhAva grahaNa karIne je Ubho che ne je puruSArtha kare che tene emAM koIvAra vikalparUpe ne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #301 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 289 koIvAra bhAvabhAsanarUpe puruSArtha cAlyA karato hoya che. 498. prazna:- sAco nirNaya thayA pachI, nirvikalpa ruci pragaTa thavA pahelAM zuM AvuM badhuM vacce Ave che? samAdhAnaH- e rIte abhyAsa karatAM karatAM AgaLa jAya che, badhAne ekadama thatuM nathI, joke koIne aMtarmuhUrtamAM thAya, e judI vAta che; bAkI to abhyAsa karatAM karatAM AgaLa jAya che. jJAyakanuM jora vadhatAM vadhatAM vikalpanI AkuLatA ochI thAya ne jJAtAmAM ekAgratA vadhatAM vadhatAM vikalpa tUTI ene nirvikalpa dazA, svAnubhUti thAya che ane siddhadazAnA sukhano aMza anubhavamAM Ave che. pote rAgathI chUTo paDe to ja aMda2mAM Ave che. 499. prazna:- jJAnIne game tevA prasaMgamAM pratIti chUTatI nathI ? samAdhAnaH- dravyanuM AlaMbana grahaNa karIne pratIti thaI che, mATe te chUTatI nathI. pratIti ekakora paDI che ema nahIM, kAryarUpa che-jJAyakanI dhArA vartyA ja kare che. bahAra gayelI vibhAvanI pariNatine tyAMthI pAchI vALI lInatArUpe kArya lAve che. AtmAnI pratIti tyAre ja kahevAya ke jyAre AtmAnI aMtarathI samyagdarzanarUpe pratIti Ave ne kArya kare. je kArya nathI karatI te pratIti vikalparUpe che, yathArtha pratIti nathI. sahajarUpe kArya lAve to ja yathArtha pratIti che. potAnuM astitva grahaNa karIne te pariNita temAM lInatAnuM paNa kArya lAve che. samyagdarzana thAya eTale avazya tene cAritra, vItarAgadazA badhuM AvavAnuM ja che. samyagdarzane kevaLajJAna sAthe krIDA zarU karI che, kevaLajJAna sAthe ramata cAlu karI che, tema zAstromAM Ave che. kevaLajJAna sudhI pahoMcavA mATe thaIne lIlAmAtramAM potAnI pariNatine potA tarapha lAve che. cAritradazA bhale koIne krame krame vadhe ne koIne jaladI vadhe; paNa kevaLajJAnanI pariNati pragaTa na thAya tyAM sudhI tenI puruSArthanI dhArA cAlu che. potAnA svarUpanI dazA prApta karavA mATe pariNati cAlu ja rahe che. 500. prazna:- zuM samyajJAnajyoti pragaTa thayA pachI kevaLajJAnane pahoMcavA mATe doTa mUke che? samAdhAnaH- hA, kevaLajJAna pAmavA doTa mUke che. kevaLajJAna eka samayamAM badhe pahoMcI vaLe che, ane A jJAnadazA aMtarmuhUrta pahoMce che, evI dazA tene Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #302 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 290 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana pAlavatI nathI. AtmAno sahaja svabhAva evo che ke samaya mAtramAM badhuM jANe ane vItarAgarUpe pariName. jJAnajyoti pragaTa eka aMza che ne tene pUrNatAnuM dhyeya che. jJAnajyoti pragaTI te have kevaLajJAnane kema pahoMcuM, mAre tyAM pahoMcavuM che e rIte enI tarapha doDe che. kevaLajJAna eka samayamAM badhuM jANe che to mAre paNa eka samayamAM badhuM jANavuM che, kevaLajJAna pragaTa karavuM te eka ja mAruM sAdhya che-ema karIne svarUpamAM jamAvaTa karatI karatI jJAnajyoti kevaLajJAnane pahoMcI jAya che. 501. prazna:- potAnuM astitva grahma na thAya tyAM sudhI pariNatimAM dhyAna kevI rIte karavuM ? samAdhAnaH- pahelAM mane mAro svabhAva kema grahaNa thAya evI bhAvanA-evA vicAro kare. dhyAna thAya te mATe besavuM ja joIe evuM nathI, pariNati pote ja dhyAnadazAne lAve che. bahArathI besavA upa2 dhyAnano koI AdhAra nathI. jo vibhAva pariNatinI asaMgatA aMtaramAMthI thAya to AgaLa jAya che. vikalpanI asaMgatA ane aMtarathI bhedajJAnanI ugratA thatAM tene aprazasta paricaya koI ruce nahIM, ekAMtavAsa ruce ne deva-zAstra-gurunuM sAnnidhya hoya. evAM badhAM sAdhano hoya che, paNa pariNati sAthe evI jAtanAM sAdhanono pratibaMdha hoto nathI. puruSArthanI maMdatAvALo bahAranAM azubha nimittothI chUTavA mAge tene bahAranAM zubha sAdhanono vikalpa zubhabhAvamAM Ave, paNa aMdara nirvikalpa dazA thavAmAM bahAranAM amuka sAdhano hovAM ja joIe evuM nathI. azubhathI chUTavA zubhabhAva vacce Ave che. zuddhatAnI bhUmikAmAM paNa zubhabhAva Ave che. 502. prazna:- jyAre besIne thoDo vakhata vicAra karuM chuM tyAre upayoga AtmAnA vicAromAM rahe che; paNa huM to bhaNuM chuM. to kevI rIte AtmAnA vicAra karavA ? samAdhAnaH- bhaNavA TAIme bhaNavAnA vicAro Ave; paNa aMdaramAM ene ruci AtmAnI hovI joIe. kharuM to AtmAnuM ja karavAnuM che. bhaNavuM paDe eTale upayoga pharyA kare, paNa ruci to AtmAnI ja karavAnI che. AtmA to badhAthI chUTo che. dhArmika vicAro Ave tyAre upayoga te bAju hoya, pAcho upayoga palaTI jAya ane khAvAnA-pIvAnA-bhaNavAnA vicAro Ave; paNa A to badhuM bahAranuM che, te AtmAne lAbharUpa nathI ema ruci AtmAnI rAkhavI. kharuM to AtmAnuM ja karavAnuM che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #303 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 291 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] hajI potAnI eTalI taiyArI nathI eTale upayoga pharyA kare che. haju kAMI chUTayuM nathI ane rAga paDyo che tyAM sudhI vicAro AvyA kare, upayoga pharyA kare paNa aMdarathI ema thAya ke A badhuM mArA AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI ema bahArano rasa ocho karI zake che. jyAre TAIma maLe tyAre upayoga badalIne zubhabhAvanA vicAro, vAMcana, deva-zAstra-gurunI mahimA vagere kare. AtmAnuM na thAya tyAM sudhI zraddhA rAkhe ke manuSya jIvanamAM AtmAnuM ja karavA jevuM che. bhavano abhAva kema thAya? bhedajJAna kema thAya? zarIra juduM-AtmA judo, vikalpo Ave te mAro svabhAva nathI evI ruci rAkhavI ne nakkI karavuM ke karavA jevuM A ja che. bAkI to e jAtano rAga che eTale upayoga pharyA kare. 503. prazna:- amArI ruci AtmA tarapha vadhI jAya to bhaNavAnI ruci ochI thaI jAya ne nApAsa thaIe. to amAre zuM karavuM? samAdhAna- dharmamAM AtmAmAM pAsa che te kharo pAsa che. bhaNavAmAM nApAsa thAya ne potAne kheda thato hoya to emAM joDAya; paNa temAM pAsa thavuM te puNya pramANe che, bahu dhyAna rAkhIne bhaNe to pAsa ja thAya ane ochuM dhyAna rAkhIne bhaNe to nApAsa thAya evuM nathI. puNya sarakhAM na hoya ne bahu dhyAna rAkhIne bhaNe to paNa nApAsa thAya che tathA puNya hoya ne ochuM dhyAna Ape to paNa pAsa thaI jAya che. bahAramAM to puNya pramANe bane che. 504. prazna- haju bhedajJAna nathI thayuM to kevA vicAro karavA? samAdhAnaH- bhedajJAna nathI thayuM to, te kema thAya? e vicAro karavA, aMtaramAM prayAsa karavo, AtmA kema oLakhAya ? AtmAnuM zuM svarUpa che? dravya-guNa-paryAya zuM che? pudgala zuM che? vibhAva zuM che? mokSa zuM che ? mokSano mArga zuM che? evA aneka prakAranA vicAro hoya che. zAstramAM aneka prakAranI vAta Ave che. bhedajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI vicArIne nakkI kare ke AtmA judo che ne zarIra juduM che, vibhAva mAro svabhAva nathI, huM tenAthI judo chuM, ema nakkI karavA mATe, daDhatA karavA mATe ghaNuM vicAravAnuM che. prayAsa kare ke huM judo chuM to judo kevI rIte paDuM ? tenI laganI lagADe, prayAsa kare. jema mAkhaNa juduM na paDe tyAM sudhI dahIMne valovyA kare tema pote vAMcana, vicAra vAraMvAra karyA ja kare, choDe nahIM. kArya thatuM nathI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #304 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 292] [ svAnubhUtidarzana mATe nahIM thAya ke mArga bIjo haze ema zraddhAmAM phera paDavo na joIe. karavAnuM to A ja che, mArga A ja che. prayAsa choDe nahIM ne vAraMvAra vAraMvAra prayAsa karyA kare. jema bhagavAnane dvAre Tahela mAryA kare, bhagavAnanA dvAra khUle nahIM tyAM sudhI Tahela mAravI choDe nahIM tema huM jJAyaka chuM te samajAtuM nathI mATe prayAsa choDI de nahIM, enI laganI lagADyA ja kare, bhagavAnanA-caitanyanA dvAre pharyA ja kare, caitanyadeva kevA haze! te vicAro karyA kare, mahimA lAve, aMtaramAM rasa lagAve ne bahAranA rasa choDI de. TAIma maLe tyAre vAraMvAra bhedajJAnanA vicAro karyA kare. aMdarano rasa-rUci lAge to tenA ( bhedajJAnanA ) vicAro Ave che. bahArathI badhuM choDI de, tyAga kare eTale aMtaramAM thaI jAya evuM nathI. prathama bahArathI badhuM chUTI jatuM nathI, aMtaramAMthI rasa-ruci lAge tyAre thAya che. vAMcana, vicAra, maMthana, gholana ane teno vAraMvAra prayAsa karyA karavo. aMdarathI chUTavuM te kharuM chUTavuM che. samyagdarzana thAya, bhedajJAna thAya, svAnubhUti thAya ane aMtaranI dazA vadhe tyAre aMtaramAMthI bahArano rasa ocho thaI jAya che ane bahArathI badhuM chUTI jAya che. 505. prazna:- tattvasaMbaMdhI aneka vicArothI AtmA oLakhAya ? samAdhAna - dhyeya to eka jJAyakanuM ja hovuM joIe. jJAyaka kema oLakhAya te samajavA mATe vicAro Ave, dravya-guNa-paryAya zuM che? evuM aneka jAtanuM vicAravAnuM aMdara Ave; paraMtu temAM jJAyaka mukhya hovo joIe. AtmAnuM svarUpa kevuM che? AtmA kema oLakhAya? AtmA judo kema paDe? bhedajJAna kema thAya? AtmAnI pratIti kema thAya; te vicAromAM dhyeya eka AtmAnuM hovuM joIe, AtmArthe badhuM hovuM joIe. mAtra jANavA khAtara jANI levuM ema nahIM, AtmAne lAbha thAya evA vicAro hoya. huM jJAyaka chuM, paradravyarUpa nathI vagere te nakkI karavAnA tema ja dravyAnuyoga, caraNAnuyoga, karaNAnuyoga ne dharmakathAnA jJAnane lagatA evA badhI jAtanA vicAro, Ave; paNa nakkI eka AtmAne karavAno che. badhuM jANuM, paNa eka AtmAne na jANyo to badhuM jANuM zuM kAmanuM? badhuM jANavAnI sAthe AtmA mukhya hoya to te prayojanabhUta-sArabhUta che. 506. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #305 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 293 prazna:- tattvasaMbaMdhI vicAromAMthI amuka vicAro bAda karI nAkhavA ? samAdhAnaH- bAda nahIM karavAnA, jANavA mATe vicAro hoya che. jJAna karavuM te nukasAnarUpa nathI, paNa dhyeya eka jJAyakanuM hovuM joIe. 11 aMganuM jJAna thayuM paNa eka AtmAne jANyo nahi to te jJAna zuM kAmanuM? AtmAne oLakhavAnuM dhyeya na rAkhyuM to te jJAna lAbharUpa thatuM nathI. jJAna thAya te nukasAnarUpa nathI, kema ke jJAna to tene madadarUpa thAya che, vizeSa spaSTatAnuM kAraNa thAya che. paraMtu sAthe AtmAnuM dhyeya hovuM joIe. jhAjhuM na jANe ane prayojanabhUta jANe to paNa muktino mArga pragaTa thAya che. huM jJAyaka chuM, vibhAva mAro svabhAva nathI ema bhedajJAna karI svabhAvano jo puruSArtha kare to temAM vizeSa jANavAnI jarUra hotI nathI; chatAM jhAjhuM jANavuM te nukasAnanuM kAraNa nathI, lAbhanuM kAraNa thAya che, jJAnanI nirmalatAnuM kAraNa thAya che. 507. prazna:- jJAna sAthe rAga che te bojo che ? samAdhAnaH- hA, rAga bojo che. eka zaiyathI bIjA jJeya tarapha upayoga palaTAya temAM rAga sAthe Ave che, te rAga upAdhirUpa che. jJAna bojArUpa nathI. rAga vacce AvyA vagara raheto nathI, svarUpamAM Thare tyAre vikalpa chUTI jAya che ne mati-zrutajJAna rahe che. pahelAM jJAnasvabhAvano nirNaya karIne-huM jJAyaka chuM tema nirNaya karIne mati-zrutano upayoga bahAra jAya che tene svarUpamAM lIna karIne nirvikalpa thatAM vikalpa hato te chUTI jAya che ane svarUpamAM TharI jAya che. zrutajJAnanI upAdhirUpa sAthe je rAga hato te chUTI jAya che, tyAre aMtaramAM zAMti ane AnaMdanuM vedana thAya che. koI apUrva AnaMda thAya che. 508. prazna:- nirvikalpa thAya eTale pariNatinuM jora vadhatuM haze ? samAdhAnaH- aMtaramAM svarUpanI dhArAmAM lInatA vadhI jAya che eTale nirvikalpa thAya che-je svarUpAcaraNa cAritra amuka aMze pragaTa thayuM che, temAM aMta2 taraphanI lInatAnuM jora vadhI jAya che eTale upayoga aMta2 tarapha Ave che, bahAra jato upayoga svarUpamAM TharI jAya che. zraddhA-jJAnanuM to jora che, paNa lInatAnuM baLa vadhI jAya che eTale upayoga aMdara jAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #306 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 294] [ svAnubhUtidarzana gRhasthAzramamAM enI dazA palaTI jAya, paNa evI jAtanI lInatAnuM jora nathI ke jethI bhUmikA palaTAi jAya, paNa tenI te bhUmikAmAM lInatAnuM jora vadhe che eTale aMtaramAM jAya che. cAritradazA Ave che tyAre svarUpanA AzrayanuM jora vadhe che, tenI sAthe lInatAnuM jora vadhe che eTale munidazA Ave che. paV9. prazna- jJAna guNabheda tathA paryAyabhedane svapaNe jANe che ? samAdhAnaH- svapaNe eTale ke guNa-paryAya mArA svarUpamAM che tema jJAna jANe che. A guNabheda ne A paryAyabheda ema kaTakA nathI; paNa lakSaNabheda che ne aMza ane aMzIno bheda che tema jJAna jANe che. jevI rIte guNa-paryAyanuM svarUpa che tema jANe che. pa10. prazna:- paravastu jANe temAM iSTa-aniSTa na karavuM te pakaDAya che ane paravastune jJAna jANe che eTaluM paNa pakaDAya che; paraMtu aMdara pUrNajJAna che te kevI rIte pakaDavuM ? samAdhAna- pUrNajJAna to vicAra karIne nakkI thAya. te jJAna pragaTa nathI, paNa zaktirUpe che. jANanAra je tattva che te anAdithI che. te jANanAra tattva evuM hovuM joIe ke te pUruM jANe, adhUruM jANe nahIM. jema A jaDa te kAMI jANatuM nathI, temAM jANavAno koI aMza nathI tema A jANanAra vastu che temAM "na jANavuM" ema na Ave. je jANe te pUruM jANe ja,-tenAmAM pUruM jANavAnI zakti hoya ja. paNa atyAre te rAga-dveSa bhrAntimAM rokAI gayo che eTale pUruM jANI zakato nathI; chatAM paNa teno jJAnasvabhAva nAza pAmyo nathI. paryAyamAM jJAna adhUruMochuM thaI gayuM che, paraMtu pUruM jANavAnI tenAmAM zakti che. pote teno svabhAva oLakhIne, tattva oLakhIne nakkI kare ke pUruM jANavAnuM kArya atyAre nathI, paNa zakti pUruM jANavAnI che. zaktine koI ADakhIla-aTaka na hoya ke ATaluM jANe ane ATaluM na jANe. pote pUrepUruM jANe, nahIM jANavAno bhAga temAM na Ave. jema jaDamAM koI jANavAno bhAga nathI, tema jANanAramAM koI nahi jANavAno bhAga nathI, pUrepUruM jANe. A vAta yathArtha che ke nahi te yuktithI nakkI kare to thaI zake che. AkhA lokAlokane eka samayanI aMdara kama paDyA vagara sahaja jANe evo teno svabhAva che. pa11. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #307 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [ 295 prazna- zuM jJAna parane jANe che ? samAdhAnaH- jJAna badhuM jANe. parane para-rUpe jANe ne svane sva-rUpe jANe. dravyaguNa-paryAya badhuM jANe. bIjAM anaMtA dravyo, gayo kALa, vartamAnakALa, bhaviSyakALa badhuM eka samayamAM jANavAnI tenAmAM zakti che. paNa te vItarAga thAya tyAre badhuM jaNAya. ajJAnI vartamAnamAM rAga-dveSamAM rokAyelo che eTale tene jANavAnuM rokAyeluM che. eka zeyamAM rokAyelo che tethI ekane jANe ne bIjuM bhUle. te rAgamizrita jANe che arthAt jyAM jANe che tyAM rAga-dveSa kare che. rAga-dveSane laIne ya te huM, huM te jJaya ema zeyamAM bhego bhaLI jAya che, judo raheto nathI, eTale tenuM pUruM jANavAnuM rokAI gayuM che. pUrepUro vItarAga thAya to pUrepUruM jANe. teno svabhAva evo che ke nigodamAM gayo tyAre jANavAnI zakti ghaNI ghaTI gaI to paNa teno jANavAno svabhAva nAza pAmato nathI, thoDuM jANavAnuM to UbhuM rahe che. jJAna koInA Azraya vagara eka samayanI aMdara badhuM jANe tevo teno svabhAva che. kAnathI sAMbhaLe ane AMkhathI dekhe ema nahi, AtmAmAMthI jANe tevo teno svabhAva che. jo te parane na jANe ane potAne ja jANe to teno svabhAva saMkucita thaI jAya. potAne ane parane badhAne jJAna jANe che. parane jANe te judo rahIne jANe che, bhego thato nathI. pa1ra. prazna- pote jJAyaka che ema mumukSu anumAnathI ke tarkathI yathArtha rIte nakkI karI zake ? samAdhAna- samyajJAna pragaTa thayA pahelAM mumukSu, "huM jJAyaka chuM' ema nakkI na karI zake evuM nathI; ajJAnadazAmAM rAga-dveSa-brAntimAM paDyo che tyAre paNa pote nakkI karI zake che ke A svabhAva te huM, A vibhAva mAro svabhAva nathI. mAro jJAnasvabhAva che. jo anubhUti pahelAM nakkI na thaI zakatuM hoya to AgaLa jaI zake ja nahi. pote svabhAvane oLakhIne aMtaramAMthI nakkI karI zake che,-nirNaya karI zake che ane te nirNayanA baLe AgaLa jaI zake che. jene aMtaramAM vibhAvanuM duHkha lAgyuM che te pote aMdarathI nakkI kare che ke sAcuM svarUpa zuM che? sAcI zAMti kayAM che? e nakkI karavA mATe nirNaya ja kAma Ave che, pachI svAnubhUti thAya che. pUrNa zaktino vizvAsa, mAro svabhAva rAgathI judo che, A rAga huM nathI, aMdara eka tattva che te zAzvata che, te badhuM jijJAsAnI bhUmikAmAM nirNaya Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #308 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 296 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana karI zake che ane tyAre AgaLa jaI zake che. jo nirNaya na karI zakato hoya to AgaLa jaI zakAya nahi. pahelethI badhuM anubhUtimAM AvatuM nathI, paNa amuka jAtanA potAnA vedanamAMthI anumAna karI zake che ke A jANanAra te huM. 513. prazna:- jaina darzananI dRSTi ne jJAnanI AvI aTapaTI vAta samajAtI nathI. ghaDIka Ama kaho ane ghaDIka Ama kaho ? samAdhAnaH- baMnene saMbaMdha che, daSTi ane jJAnanI maitrI che. vastunuM svarUpa dravyaguNa paryAyarUpe che. dravyadaSTi che. akhaMDa dravyane grahaNa kare che, jJAna baMnenuM hoya che, tethI maitrI che. dravyasvabhAvathI vastu abheda che ane bheda apekSAe guNanA bheda, paryAyanA bheda che, eTale vastu abheda-bheda beya che. tethI dareka jagyAe jJAna ane daSTi baMnenI maitrI hoya ja che. jema jJAnanaya ane kriyAnaya sAthe che, tema dRSTi ane jJAna sAthe hoya che. vastu anAdi-anaMta che, temAM anaMta guNo nathI ema nathI. vastu svabhAvathI abheda che, chatAM temAM lakSaNabhede guNa nathI ? temAM paryAyo zuM nathI ? badhI apekSAe vastu kUTastha che ema nathI. temAM guNa-paryAyo nathI ane eka akhaMDa dravya ja che ema nathI. eka abheda vastu aMdaramAM anekAntamaya mUrti che. tethI be apekSAo eka dravyamAM hoya che ane tethI tenI sAdhanAmAM paNa be apekSA paDe che. vastusvarUpa ja anekAntamaya mUrti che. 514. prazna:- deva-zAstra-guruno apekSita AnaMda to Ave che, paNa aMtarathI atIndriya AnaMda Avato nathI. nirvikalpadazAmAM jevo AnaMda Ave evo AnaMda kema Avato nathI ? to kayAM aTakayA chIe ? zuM khAmI che? samAdhAnaH- potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatA che. aMtaramAMthI anupama AnaMda je Avavo joIe te vikalpathI chUTIne nirvikalpa thAya tyAre Ave che. te AnaMda koI vikalpa sahita dazAmAM Avato nathI. A je vikalpamAM AnaMda Ave che, tathA je devazAstra-gurunI mahimA Ave che, te zubhabhAvano AnaMda che. paNa je vikalpa chUTIne AnaMda Ave te nirvikalpa anupama AnaMda che. vikalpavALI paryAyamAM te AnaMda hoto nathI. caitanyasvabhAva che temAM pariNamIne je AnaMda Ave te AnaMda koI anupama hoya che. AnaMda nahi pragaTa thavAnuM kAraNa potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatA che. tenI pariNati je para tarapha jAya che tene pote pAchI vALato nathI kAraNa ke anAdino abhyAsa che, tethI emAM ne emAM pariNita doDI jAya che. je rokAyo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #309 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] | [ 297 che te potAnI maMdatAne kAraNe che. sacinI evI ugratA karIne je puruSArtha potA tarapha vALavo joIe te vALato nathI. je puruSArtha bahAramAM kAma kare che tene pote palaTo khavarAvato nathI. vikalpamAM je puruSArtha jAya che te puruSArthane palaTo khavarAvIne, nirvikalpatAmAM paryAyane pote palaTAvato nathI mATe te AnaMda Avato nathI. te AnaMda aMdara caitanyamAM jAya to ja temAMthI pragaTa thAya che. vikalpamAM UbhAM UbhAM te AnaMda Avato nathI. sAdhakane savikalpadazAmAM bhedajJAnanI dhArA hoya tethI aMze zAMti hoya che. paNa nirvikalpatAno AnaMda nirvikalpadazAmAM ja hoya che. samyagdaSTine bhedajJAnanI dhArA sahaja hoya che. temAM aMze zAMti-samAdhi ane jJAyakanI dhArA hoya che, paNa apUrva AnaMda to nirvikalpadazAmAM ja hoya che. jijJAsune bhedajJAnanI sahajadhArA nathI, hajI abhyAsa kare che, ekatvabuddhi che. te ekatvane toDa ane bhedajJAnano prayAsa kare to thAya, paNa ekatva toDavAno puruSArtha karato nathI. jeTalI vibhAva sAthe tene kSaNe kSaNe ekatvabuddhi thaI rahI che, temAM jeTalo prayatna che tevI jAtanI ugratA, puruSArtha-jJAyakadhArA kSaNe kSaNe pragaTa thAya tevo puruSArtha-nathI. vikalpa sAthenI ekatvabuddhi tIvra che, ane te divasa ne rAta sadAya che. jyAre jJAyakano abhyAsa koIvAra kare to tene jJAyakanI pariNati kayAMthI thAya? jJAyakanI pariNati pahelAM sahaja thavI joIe, to vikalpa tUTIne AnaMda thAya. huM jJAyaka chuM evo koIvAra abhyAsa kare te thoDIvAra kare, paNa vibhAvano abhyAsa tene covIsa kalAka Takelo che. AtmAne prApta karavAno tIvra puruSArtha nathI karato eTale nirvikalpadazA thaIne je AnaMda Avavo joIe te Avato nathI. jIvanamAM vikalpa sAthenuM ekatva vaNAI gayuM che ane bhedajJAnano abhyAsa mAMDa mAMDa kare che, eTale AnaMda Avato nathI. bhAvanA rahe, ci rahe, mahimA rahe paNa puruSArthanI dhArA te tarapha jAtI nathI eTale thAtuM nathI. pa15. prazna- svabhAva che te utpAda-vyaya-dhruvarUpa che. temAM karavApaNuM nathI, to amArI mati kayAM mUMjhAI che? te samajavA Avyo chuM. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #310 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 298] [svAnubhUtidarzana samAdhAna- kayAMka pote ne pote rokAI jAya che, koI tene rokatuM nathI. utpAdavyaya-dhruvane yathArtha samaje ane vAstavika rIte kartAbuddhi choDIne jJAyaka thaI jAya to karavApaNuM kAMI rahetuM nathI. huM parapadArthanuM karI zakuM, vikalpano huM kartA chuM athavA rAgano huM kartA chuM te badhuM vAstavika rIte chUTI jAya ane jJAyakanI pariNati thaI jAya, to kAMI karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. pote sahaja jJAtA thaI jAya, sahaja je utpAda-vyaya-dhruvasvarUpa vastu che te rUpe jJAna pariNamI jAya eTale ke pote je trikALI svarUpe che temAM daSTi thaMbhAvIne jJAna kare, lInatA kare to kAMI karavAnuM rahetuM nathI ne pote jJAyaka thaI jAya, paNa jJAyaka thato ja nathI ane kartutvabuddhi UbhI rahe che ke huM kAMIka karuM, koI kahe, bahAranuM karuM, Ama karuM, tema karuM paNa te kartutvabuddhi kare che, bahAranuM kAMI karI zakato nathI. utpAda-vyaya-dhruva sahaja svabhAva che te rUpe jJAna thaI jAya to kAMI karavAnuM rahetuM nathI. pote niSkarma nivRttirUpe pariNati karavI. svabhAvarUpe pariNamI javuM, thatuM nathI te potAnI rucinI khAmI che. potAne bahAranI pravRtti ruce che. nivRtta svarUpa AtmA che temAM ja zAMti ane AnaMda bharyA che, paraMtu te jAtanI potAnI ruci nathI eTale bahAranuM kAMI karuM evI tenI pariNati thayA kare che. 516. prazna- zuM ruci ja nathI ? samAdhAnaH- huM nivRtta svarUpa ja chuM ane paryAyamAM nivRttarUpa pariNamI jauM, tevI aMtaramAM sacinI jo ugratA hoya to puruSArtha thayA vagara rahe ja nahi. jene kayAMya cena paDe nahi, vikalpabhAvamAM eka kSaNamAtra Take nahi, to te vikalpa chUTI ja jAya. pote vikalpamAM aTakayo che te ema batAve che ke puruSArthanI maMdatA che, tethI tyAM TakI rahyo che. pa17. prazna- je TakI rahyo che tene rucinI jAtamAM khAmI che ke rucinI mAtrAmAM khAmI che? samAdhAnaH- potAnuM pote samajI levuM, jAtamAM khAmI che ke mAtrAmAM te potAnuM hRdaya samajI le. huM caitanyasvarUpa chuM te eka ja mAre joIe che, chatAM huM bahAramAM jAuM chuM te mArI rucinI jAtamAM khAmI che. pUjya gurudeva cokhkho mArga batAve ane sacinI jAtamAM khAmI rahe, to potAnI khAmI che. pUjya gurudeve Avo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #311 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 299 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] upadeza Apyo ane jeNe yathArtha mumukSu thaIne sAMbhaLyuM hoya tenI rucimAM khAmI rahe te kema bane? paNa potAne cinI mAtrAmAM, daDhatAmAM, ema aneka prakAre khAmI che, tethI bahAramAM TakI rahe che. pa18. prazna:- AtmAnI sanmukha thayo ema kahevAya, to sanmukha thavuM ane pratIti thavI A bemAM zuM phera che? samAdhAna:- pratIti eTale yathArtha pratIti. je sahaja bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTI tene pratIti kahe che. "sanmukha thayo' temAM amuka jAtanI ruci che, tene yathArtha pratIti hajI nathI thaI paNa AtmAnI sanmukha thayo che. sanmukha eTale? ke AtmA tarapha tenI pariNati vaLe che ke, A ja mAre joIe che, te AtmAnI najIka AvI gayo che. mane vibhAva cato nathI, sahaja jJAyakatA race che ema aMtaramAMthI jJAyaka tarapha tenI vAraMvAra gati jAya che. hajI yathArtha nathI thayuM te sanmukhatA che. jyAre samyagdarzana pragaTa thAya tyAre ja ene yathArtha pratIti thAya che. yathArtha vizeSaNa samyagdarzanamAM lAgu paDe. tyAra pahelAM tenI ruci ane jijJAsA te taraphanI che. je kArya Ave to te kAraNarUpe kahevAya. pa19. prazna:- sanmukhatA eTale tene khyAlamAM AvyuM che ke A jJAyaka ane tenI sanmukha chuM? samAdhAna - tene amuka prakAre khyAlamAM AvyuM che. vAstavika to jyAre yathArtha thAya tyAre khyAlamAM AvyuM kahevAya. tyAra pahelAnuM che te badhuM tenI yogyatAvALuM kahevAya. pachI temAM najIka keTaluM ane dUra keTaluM te pote samajI levAnuM. pa20. prazna:- rAgane judo pADavo ane sva tarapha vaLavuM te be kArya chadmasthane ekIsAthe banI zake ? samAghAna- upayoga rAgathI chUTo paDI jAya ane pote sva tarapha vaLe te badhuM ekasAthe thaI zake che. upayoga upayogamAM che, rAga rAgamAM che.-beya judA che ema bhedajJAna ekasAthe thaI zake che. A mArAmAM nathI ane A huM chuM tema baMne asti-nAsti sAthe ja thAya che. dravyane vikalpathI nahi, paNa svayaM potAnI pariNatithI grahaNa kare ke "A huM chuM, eTale "A huM nathI" tema sAthe AvI jAya che. A juduM ane A huM tema tene krama nathI paDato. ati ane nAsti Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #312 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 300 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana sAthe Ave che. huM A astitvasvarUpa chuM ane AnI mArAmAM nAsti che ema sAthe thAya che. pote che temAM bIjAnI nAsti AvI jAya che. jyAM potAne grahaNa karyo tyAM vibhAvathI chUTo paDI ja jAya che. pa21. prazna:- zuM jJAna sAdhana bane ke maMda kaSAya ? samAdhAnaH- sAcuM jJAna sAdhanarUpa bane che, rAga sAdhana banato nathI. maMda kaSAya sAthe hoya paNa mArga jANyA vagara AgaLa kevI rIte javAya? bhAvanagara javuM hoya to A mArge javAya che ema sAcuM jJAna kare to te tarapha prayatna kare che. A huM jJAyaka chuM ema tene barAbara nakkI karIne pote te tarapha prayatna kare che, to rAganI tene mahimA chUTI jAya che, rAgathI tene virakti AvI jAya che. te sukharUpa nathI duHkharUpa che, jJAyaka AtmA ja anupama che, A badhuM anupama nathI evI potAnI mahimA Ave to rAganI mahimA chUTI jAya; eTale temAM jJAnavairAgya be sAthe AvI jAya che. potAne jANe ane vibhAvathI virakti thAya to potAne grahaNa kare che. 522. prazna:- jyAM sudhI svamAM svapaNuM grahaNa na thAya tyAM sudhI to adhyAtma-zAstronuM manana-raTaNa rAkhavuM joIe ne? samAdhAnaH- jemAM AtmAnI vAto hoya evA adhyAtma-zAstrano abhyAsa karavo ne ruci potA tarapha rAkhavI. zAstra-abhyAsamAM pote sarvasva na mAne, karavAnuM kAMIka bIjuM aMtaramAM rahI jAya che. arthAt zAstranA abhyAsa pUrato A mArga nathI, mArga aMtaramAM che, evI zraddhA barAbara rAkhe. na thAya tyAM sudhI adhyAtmazAstrano abhyAsa kare, paNa ruci aMtaramAM rAkhe. karavAnuM aMta2mAM che evI zraddhA barAbara rAkhe. 523. prazna:- ajJAnIe (jijJAsue ) jJeyane jANatI vakhate zaiya te huM nahIM paNa huM jJAyaka chuM, huM jANanAra chuM ema vAre ghaDIe te tarapha valaNa karavuM barAbara che? samAdhAna:- jJeya sAthe ekatvabuddhi nahi karatAM, jJeya huM nathI paNa huM jJAyaka chuM, ema vAraMvAra jJAyakane oLakhavAno prayatna karavAno che. jJAyaka chuM, jANanAra chuM tema Ave te ThIka che, paNa aMtaramAMthI oLakhIne huM jJAyaka chuM evI jenI pariNati pragaTa thAya te yathArtha che. kSaNe kSaNe je je zaiyo jaNAya che, aMda2mAM je vibhAva pariNati thaI rahI che arthAt vibhAvanA je je bhAvo Ave che te kALe Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #313 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [301 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] huM jJAyaka chuM tema pariNati aMdaramAMthI jo thAya to te barAbara che. te na thAya tyAM sudhI huM jJAyaka chuM ema bhAvanA-jijJAsA kare ane tevA vicAro kare te ThIka che. ekatvabuddhi toDavAnI che ke zeyarUpe huM nathI, paNa huM jJAyaka chuM. jANavAnA kALamAM huM kAMI yarUpe thato nathI paNa huM jJAyaka to jJAyaka ja chuM. chatAM tene oLakhato nathI tyAM sudhI pariNati pragaTa thatI nathI. para4. prazna- chadmastha jJAnI parane jANe ane ajJAnI paNa jANe, to baMnenI jANavAnI rIta sarakhI che ? samAdhAna:- ajJAnI parane jANatI vakhate paranI sAthe ekatvabuddhi kare che ke zeya te huM chuM paNa huM jJAna chuM tema judo paDato nathI. je jaNAI rahyuM che te zeya che ane jANe che te jJAna che ema bannene judA pADato nathI. A huM jANanAro jJAyaka ane A zeya tema ajJAnIne bhedajJAna nathI ane chamastha jJAnIne jJAyakadhArA varte che, ke huM svayaM jJAyaka chuM, zeya jaNAya mATe huM jANanAro tema nahi arthAta A jJayo jaNAya mATe huM jJAyaka chuM ema nahi, paNa huM svata:siddha jJAyaka che. tenI daSTi svarUpa tarapha cAlI gaI che, je je zeyo jaNAya te huM nahi, huM to jJAyaka che. zeyarUpe huM nathI, huM jJAyaka chuM. jJaya jaNAya to paNa huM jJAyaka chuM. Ama tenuM jJAna sva-para prakAzaka che, tethI jJAnI potAne jANe ne parane jANe. pote potAnA astitvapUrvaka-potAnI jJAyakanI dhArApUrvaka-bIjuM jANe to paNa huM zaya nathI, huM to jJAyaka chuM ema jANe che. tenI dizA AkhI judI thaI gaI che. ajJAnInI dizA judI ane jJAnInI dizA judI che. ajJAnInI daSTi bAhya che, bAhya dRSTithI badhuM jue che. jJAnInI dRSTi aMtaramAM gaI che, tethI svanA jJAnapUrvaka parane jANe che. bhedajJAnanI dhArApUrvaka eTale ke jJAtAnI-jJAyakatAnI pragaTa pariNatipUrvaka te bIjAne jANe che, tethI tenI dizA AkhI judI che, jovAnI dizA AkhI badalAI gaI che. pa25. prazna- AtmasiddhimAM Ave che ke jANanArane jANa nahi kahIe kevuM jJAna" to te ajJAna kahevAya ? samAdhAnaH- jANanArane jANato nathI te tAruM jJAna kevI jAtanuM che? te tArI ajJAnatA che. je jANanAro che tene huM jANato nathI ane bIjAne tuM jANe che te ajJAnatA che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #314 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 302 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana 66 mAna; 'ghaTapaTa Adi jANa tuM, tethI tene jANanArane mAna nahi, kahIe kevuM jJAna ?" ghaTa-paTa jaNAya tene mAne ke A ghaDo che, A vastra che. badhuM bahA2nuM jaNAya tenI 'hA' pADe che. A vastu che? to kahe, hA te che; paNa te jANyuM koNe ? jANanAro koNa che? te konA astitvamAM jaNAya che? ghaDo potAne jANato nathI, tene tuM jANe che chatAM te jANanAro koNa che tene oLakhato nathI, to tAruM jJAna kaI jAtanuM? te tArI ajJAnatA che. tuM pote AtmA jANanAro cho, tene oLakha. tArA astitvane tuM oLakha. caitanyanA astitvamAM jaNAya che, te jANanAro AtmA che. 526. prazna:- paryAya dravyamAMthI Ave che e to vyavahAra thaI gayo ? samAdhAnaH- bhale vyavahAra kahevAya; paNa dravyamAMthI paryAya Ave che. anaMta mahimAno, anaMta zaktino bhaMDAra je dravya che temAMthI paryAya pariNamIne Ave che. paryAya bahArathI AvatI nathI. anaMta guNano bhaMDAra je AtmA che te dravya pariNamIne paryAya Ave che. paryAya kSaNe kSaNe pariName che. te paryAya anaMtakALathI thAya che to paNa dravyanI zakti ochI thatI nathI ane lokAlokaprakAzaka jJAna pragaTa thAya te anaMtakALa sudhI pariNamyA kare to paNa dravyamAM kAMI khUTatuM nathI. AvI anaMta zaktino bhaMDA2 AtmA che. dravya pariNamIne paryAya Ave che, paryAya adhdharathI AvatI nathI. jo te addharathI Ave to paryAya ja dravya thaI jAya. paNa paryAya dravyanA Azraye Ave che. paryAyamAM to amuka sAmarthya che ane dravyamAM to anaMta sAmarthya che. dravyanA Azraye paryAya Ave che te vyavahAra che, paNa te paryAya dravyanI che ane dravyanA Azraye thAya che. 527. prazna:- dravya sat, guNa sata, paryAya sat ane sat ahetuka che ema Ave che ne ? samAdhAnaH- te dravyanI svataMtratA batAve che ke dravya-guNa-paryAya badhAM svataMtra ane svataHsiddha che. paNa tethI paryAyane dravyano Azraya nathI tevo artha nathI, paryAya te dravyanA Azraye thAya che. paryAya paNa eka svataHsiddha che, guNa paNa svataH- siddha che ne, dravya paNa svataHsiddha che, to paNa paryAya evI svataMtra nathI ke jevuM dravya svataMtra che. jevuM dravya svataMtra che evI paryAya svataMtra hoya to paryAya paNa eka bIjuM svataMtra dravya thaI jAya. mATe paryAya dravyanA Azraye che. 528. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #315 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [303 praznaH- munirAja ahIM hoya tyAre ke, sAtame guNasthAne jhUlatA hoya, deha chUTIne svargamAM jAya eTale cothe guNasthAne AvI jAya to temanI pariNatimAM phera paDato haze ? eka vakhata pariNati ATalI gADhI thayA pachI phera kevI rIte paDato haze ? samAdhAnaH- svargamAM jAya ane cothe Ave tyAre je svAnubhUtinI dazA aMtarmuhUrte pariNamatI hatI temAM phera paDI jAya che. cothe guNasthAne hovAthI dazA UbhI che paNa svAnubhUtinI pariNati je kSaNe kSaNe thatI hatI temAM phera paDI jAya che- cAritranI lInatAmAM phera paDI jAya che. samyagdarzanamAM phera nathI paDato-dravyadRSTi je joradAra che temAM phera paDato nathI; paNa pariNati vAraMvAra svarUpa tarapha jatI hatI te aMdara nahi jatAM bahAra rokAvA mAMDI eTale pUrve (munipaNAmAM ) gADhI pariNita thavA chatAM phera paDI jAya che. pa29. prazna:- puruSArtha ane saMskArane kAMI saMbaMdha che? samAdhAnaH- vyavahAre saMbaMdha kahevAya, pUrvanA saMskAra laIne Avyo che tethI puruSArtha jaladI UpaDe che tema vyavahArathI kahevAya. bAkI to vartamAna puruSArtha kare to thAya. ghaNAMne saMskAra hoya paNa puruSArtha to vartamAna ja karavAno che. puruSArtha kare tyAre saMskArane kAraNa kahevAya che. pUrve je kAMI saMskAra nAkhyA hoya, tenI yogyatA aMdara paDI hoya, pachI pote vartamAna puruSArtha kare to saMskAra tene kAraNa thAya. puruSArtha na kare to saMskAra kAraNa thatA nathI. vartamAna puruSArtha to navo ja karavAno 2he che. 530. prazna:- jo puruSArthathI prApta thatuM hoya to saMskAra pADavAthI lAbha zo ? samAdhAnaH- saMskAra tene puruSArtha upADavAnuM kAraNa bane che, e lAbha che. saMskArane kAraNa kayAre kahevAya? ke kArya Ave to kAraNa kahevAya. yathArtha rIte kAraNa jo aMdara hoya to kArya Ave. puruSArtha svataMtra che ane saMskAra paNa svataMtra che. puruSArtha kare to saMskArane kAraNa kahevAya che. mATe saMskAra nAkha tema kahevAya. te saMskAra kAMI puruSArtha upADI detuM nathI, pote puruSArtha kare to tene kAraNa kahevAya che. 531. praznaH- ema kahevAmAM Ave che ke jo UMDA saMskAra nAkhyA haze, to A bhavamAM kArya na thAya to bIjA bhavamAM kArya thayA vagara raheze nahi? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #316 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 304 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana samAdhAnaH- yathArtha kAraNa hoya to kArya Ave ja che. jo tAruM kAraNa yathArtha haze to bhaviSyamAM te tAro puruSArtha upADaze. puruSArtha upADanArane ema bhAvanA rahevI joIe ke huM puruSArtha upADuM. tene evI bhAvanA na rahevI joIe ke saMskAra haze to tenI meLe puruSArtha UpaDaze. puruSArtha upADanArane to evI ja bhAvanA rahevI joIe ke huM puruSArtha upADuM. jo saMskAra yathArtha nAkhyA hoya to tene puruSArtha UpaDe ja, tevo eka saMbaMdha che. chatAM potAne bhAvanA to evI rahevI joIe ke huM prayatna karuM, huM Ama karuM. pa32. prazna:- AtmAnA anubhava sudhI na pahoMcI zake to UMDA saMskAra to laIne jAje. tyAre saMskAra ane puruSArtha eka jAta hoya tevuM lAge che? samAdhAnaH- eka jAta nathI. prayatnamAM tene bahu mUMjhavaNa thatI hoya, prayatna thaI zakato na hoya ane kheda thato hoya tene kahe ke AvA saMskAra laIne jAje. jo thaI zake to pahelAM to tuM TheTha sudhI pahoMcI jA, prayatna UpaDato hoya to tuM TheTha sudhI pahoMcI jA; paNa prayatna na thaI zakato hoya to tuM saMskAra nAkhaje. saMskAramAM puruSArthanuM badhuM kArya AvI jatuM nathI. Ave che ne ? ke " karI jo zake pratikramaNa Adi, dhyAnamaya karaje aho !" karI zake to dhyAnamaya pratikramaNa tuM karaje paNa te na banI zake to zraddhA to yathArtha karaje. tArAthI banI zake to dhyAna-TheTha munidazA ane kevaLajJAnapragaTAvaje. paNa te na banI zake to zraddhA yathArtha karaje, samyagdarzana karaje ane jo samyagdarzana sudhI paNa na pahoMcI zakAya to tenI ruci ane bhAvanAnA saMskAra nAkhaje. dhyeya to, potAno prayatna UpaDe to, pUrepUruM karavAnuM hovuM joIe. munirAja padmaprabhamalladhArIdeva kahe che ke, banI zake to pUruM ja karaje, paNa na banI zake ane tane mUMjhavaNa thatI hoya to zraddhA to karaje. chevaTe tuM rucinAM bIja evAM ropaje ke je tane kAraNarUpa nIvaDe. puruSArtha na UpaDe to ekalI rucimAM badhuM AvI jatuM nathI, chatAM jo tArI tevI UDI bhAvanA haze to bhaviSya aMdarathI bhAvanA UpaDaze, je tane puruSArtha UpaDavAnuM kAraNa banaze. tyAM paNa tane ema thavuM joIe ke huM puruSArtha karuM. atyAre na thatuM hoya to abhyAsa karaje, tenI daDhatA karaje, vAraMvAra tenuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #317 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [ 30pa gholana karaje. huM jJAyaka chuM, huM A nathI, A vibhAva mAro svabhAva nathI, mAro svabhAva judo che tema vAraMvAra tene daDha karaje. te daDhatA haze to bhaviSya slarI Avaze ane puruSArtha thavAnuM kAraNa thaze. pa33. prazna- pravacanasAramAM kyAM pAchaLa nayonuM varNana karyuM che tyAM Ave che ke " svabhAva saMskArane nirarthaka karanAruM che" to tyAM zuM kahevuM che? samAdhAnaH- te apekSA pAchI judI che. dravya apekSAe svabhAva saMskArane nirarthaka karanAro che ne paryAya apekSAe saMskAra sArthaka che. saMskAra kaMI ja nathI tema nathI. nigodamAMthI nIkaLIne tarata mamolA thAya che ane manuSya thaIne tarata kevaLajJAna pAme che. emAM saMskAra kayAM hatA? tAro jJAyaka svabhAva ja tArA saMskAranuM kAraNa che. tAro svabhAva ja jJAyakarUpe rahevAno che, tuM jJAnasvabhAvI cho. te tAro jJAnasvabhAva ja tArI pariNatine jJAyaka tarapha laI jaze. tAro svabhAva ja saMskArarUpa che. tuM cetanAthI bharelo cho, jaDa tAro svabhAva nathI. caitanya pariNatine cetanadravya che tenI tarapha kheMcaje, te tAro svabhAva ja che. dravya ja paryAyane pragaTa thavAnuM kAraNa che. dravya upara yathArtha daSTi gaI to te paryAya yathArtha samyakarUpe pariNamI jaze. tAro svabhAva ja samyakarUpa che. yathArtha jJAnanuM kAraNa svabhAva ja che. sIdhI rIte dravya ja tenuM kAraNa thAya che. saMskAra eka pariNati che, pariNati kAraNa thAya te vyavahAra che, yathArtha to dravya ja jJAnanuM kAraNa che. nizcayathI tAro mULa svabhAva jJAyaka ja che. te svabhAva ja tenuM kAraNa thAya che. nigodamAMthI nIkaLIne TheTha kevaLajJAna pAme che te svabhAvanA AzrayathI ja pAme che. svabhAvathI huM caitanya chuM, A vibhAva huM nathI tema svabhAva upara daSTi gaI tyAM pariNati palaTAI jAya che. tyAM tene saMskAra pahelethI daDha karavA paDyA nahi ke huM jJAyaka chuM, tevo abhyAsa karavo paDyo nahi. badho abhyAsa ekasAthe ja thaI gayo. huM jJAyaka ja chuM evI daDhatA ekadama jaladI AvI gaI ane aMtarmuhUrtamAM badhuM thaI gayuM. maMda puruSArthane laIne vAra lAgI jAya eTale vAraMvAra abhyAsa karavo paDe ke huM jJAyaka chuM, jJAyaka chuM. pariNati sahajarUpe daDha thAya nahi ane jhAjho kALa abhyAsa vAraMvAra karavo paDe tene saMskAra kahevAya. nigodanA jIve tarata ja ekadama puruSArtha karyo to ekadama thayuM, tene vacce saMskAra lAvavAnI jarUra na paDI. abhyAsa karavAnuM rahyuM nahi. jeno puruSArtha tIvra UpaDyo Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #318 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 306 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana tene vacce saMskAranI jarUra hotI nathI. pariNatimAM saMskAra karavAno vacce kALa ja raheto nathI. dravya ja tenuM kAraNa thAya che. mULa jJAyaka svabhAva te ja kAraNarUpa thAya che. 534. prazna:- samyagdarzana jaladI thAya evo koI rasto batAvone? jethI amAruM kAma thaI jAya? samAdhAnaH- pote jaladI puruSArtha kare to jaladI kAma thaI jAya, dhIre dhIre abhyAsa kare to vAra lAge. huM jJAyaka chuM, jJAyaka chuM ema dhIre dhIre abhyAsa karavAM karatAM 'huM jJAyaka ja chuM' ema ekadama daDhatAthI-jorathI pote vibhAvathI chUTo paDI jAya to jaladI kAma thAya. jaladI kare to vacce saMskAra AvatA nathI, puruSArtha dhIre dhIre kare to vacce saMskAra Ave che. maMda abhyAsa kare to vacce saMskAra Ave che ane jo dravya upara dRSTi gaI to kArya jaladI thaI jAya che. pravacanasAramAM Ave che ne? ke ame kamara kasIne taiyAra thayA chIe, tema pote taiyA2 thaI aMta2mAM jAya to ekadama thaI jAya che. 535. prazna:- pUrNatA pragaTa kara, te na thAya to zraddhA kara, ane zraddhA na karI zake to UMDA saMskAra pADIne jA e vAta barAbara che? samAdhAnaH- upadezanI evI zailI hoya ke koI sAMbhaLavA Ave to pahelAM munipaNAno upadeza Ape. muni na thaI zake to pachI zrAvakano upadeza Ape. arthAt jo zakti na hoya to samyagdarzanapUrvaka zrAvakano upadeza Ape. A paMcamakALa che. samyagdarzana sudhI pariNati pragaTa karavAno puruSArtha na hoya to tene rucinA saMskAra pADa tema kahevAya che. je zubhabhAvamAM, kriyAmAM, bAhya tapamAM dharma mAne tenI zraddhA khoTI che eTaluM ja nahi tenuM badhuM ja khoTuM che. teNe dharma bIjI rIte mAnI lIdho che. tema ja koIka karI deze evI bhramaNA hoya che. pUjya gurudevanA pratApe ane temanA upadezathI A badhI bhramaNA dUra thaI che. pUjya gurudeve kahyuM ke dareka dravya svataMtra che. tuM puruSArtha kara to thaze. zubhabhAva Ave, deva-zAstra-gurunI bhakti Ave, paNa karavAnuM aMtaramAM tAre che. 536. prazna:- jJAnanaya ane kriyAnayanI paraspara maitrInuM svarUpa zuM che? samAdhAnaH- huM jJAyaka chuM ema aMtaramAMthI potAnuM astitva grahaNa karIne aMdaramAMthI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #319 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 307 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] pote rAgathI nivarte ane pote potAmAM lInatA kare arthAt huM jJAyaka chuM tema jJAyakarUpe pariNamana kare to jJAnanaya ane kriyAnayanI maitrI che. A badhuM udayAdhIna che, huM jJAyaka mAtra chuM, A badho vibhAvabhAva che tema mAtra bolyA kare ane aMtaramAMthI bhedajJAna na kare to tene jJAyakarUpe pariNati na thAya, paNa te bolavArUpa thAya. zubha pariNati karI temAM saMtuSTa thAya to paNa te kriyAmAM rokAI jAya che. potAnuM astitva grahaNa karIne tema ja huM jJAyaka chuM tema jANIne, rAgathI judo paDe ane jJAyakanI jJAyakarUpa pariNati kare to jJAnanaya ane kriyAnayanI maitrI che, eTale ke teNe anekAntapaNe AtmAne yathArtha grahaNa karyo che. huM caitanya dravya akhaMDa zAzvata chuM, ema jANIne jevo jJAyaka che tevI pariNati pragaTa kare che. arthAt paryAyamAM paNa rAgathI nivarte che ane potAnI jJAyakarUpa pariNati pragaTa kare che, to tene kharekhara bhedajJAna ane zAyakanI pariNati pragaTa thaI che. mAtra ekalI kriyAmAM saMtoSAI jAya ane bolavAmAM jJAyaka che. jJAyaka chuM ema karyA kare tathA A badhuM udayAdhIna che ema mAnI aMtaramAMthI rAgathI nivartana karato nathI ne bhedajJAnanI pariNati pragaTa karato nathI, to tene jJAnanaya ane kriyAyanI maitrI nathI. pa37. prazna- jJAyakanI maitrI pragaTa kare tene jJAnanaya ane kriyAnayanI maitrI hoya ? samAdhAna - jJAyakanI pariNati pragaTa kare to jJAnanaya ane kriyAnayanI maitrI thAya. jJAyakanI pariNati jo pragaTa nathI thaI to tene maitrI nathI. vikalpathI nakkI kare ke A jJAnakriyA, paNa aMdara jJAnapariNati nathI to tene jJAnanaya ane kriyAyanI maitrI nathI te kAM koI kriyAmAM rokAI jAya che, kAM koI zuSka jJAnamAM rokAI jAya che. koI mumukSu AtmArthI hoya te ema mAne ke mArAthI kArya thatuM nathI, paNa eka A jJAyakanI pariNati ja pragaTa karavA yogya che. dravya vastusvabhAve juduM che te juduM pADavAthI zuddha paryAya pragaTa thAya che. Ama vikalpa avasthAmAM bhale te jJAna kare, paNa jJAna-kriyAnI maitrI to aMdaramAM jJAyakadazA pragaTa thAya to ja thAya che. pahelAM bhAvanAmAM samaje ke karavAnuM to A ja che. bAkI je nathI samajato Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #320 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3O8] [ svAnubhUtidarzana te ekAMtamAM taNAI jAya che, ane mAtra bolyA kare che ke huM jJAyaka chuM tathA zubhabhAva kare to meM ghaNuM karyuM tema mAne che. yathArtha AtmArthI hoya, jene AtmAnuM prayojana che te A rIte barAbara samaje che ke A dravya vastusvabhAve juduM che, rAga teno svabhAva nathI tema ja jJAyakarUpa huM kema pariNamuM? tevI jAtanI tene bhAvanA rahe che. ane evo nirNaya hoya che ke karavAnuM to A ja che. pa38. prazna:- suprabhAtathI (samyagdarzanathI ) mAMDIne kevaLajJAna sudhInI badhI paryAyamAM svayaMbhU " paNuM lIdhuM to bIjAnuM avalaMbana thoDuM-ghaNuM haze ke kema ? samAdhAnaH- bIjA koInuM avalaMbana nahi. eka "svayaMbhU" AtmAnuM ja AlaMbana che. svayaMbhU AtmA potAthI svataH siddha che, ane sAdhakane svayaMbhU AtmA sivAya koInuM avalaMbana nathI. pa39. prazna- deva-zAstra-gurunuM AlaMbana thoDuM TekArUpe hoya ? samAghAna- caitanya dravyanuM ja AlaMbana che. zubhabhAvamAM deva-zAstra-gurunuM AlaMbana kahevAya che. deva-zAstra-guru mArI sAthe rahejo. kAraNa ke mArI adhUrAza che, mATe mane zubhabhAva Ave che to tame mArI sAthe rahejo, mane tamAro Adara che. bhaktimAM Ave che ke, jema mane mArA svabhAvano Adara che, tema tamAro mane Adara che, mATe tame sAthe rahejo. huM jyAM AgaLa jAuM tyAM mane sAthIdAra tarIke sahAyamAM deva-zAstra-guru sAthe rahejo. evI bhAvanA bhAve che. bAkI AlaMbana to dravyanuM che ane kAma potAne karavAnuM che. paNa deva-zAstra-guru pratye pUrI bhakti Ave che. tame mArI sAthe rahejo ema bhAvanAmAM Ave, paNa tene bhAvanAmAM ema nathI thatuM ke A badhuM bahAranuM che ane karavAnuM to tene aMtaramAM che ne? tevA bhAva nathI AvatA. zubha bhAvamAM Ubho che, hujI vItarAga nathI thayo tethI mArI sAdhanAmAM tame mArI sAthe rahejo. pUjya gurudeva mane sahAyarUpa che, mane upadeza Ape evI bhAvanA hoya. pUjya gurudevanA pratApe ja huM AgaLa gayo, pUjya gurudeve ja badhuM ApyuM che ema deva-zAstra-guru pratye bhaktibhAva AvyA vagara raheto nathI. puruSArtha pote kare, paNa upakAra deva-zAstra-guruno AvyA vagara raheto nathI. kemake anAdikALathI ajANyo mArga gurudeve batAvyo che ne? dravya anAdi-anaMta zuddha hovA chatAM pariNati palaTAvavAmAM je puruSArtha thAya che temAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #321 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [309 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] deva-zAstra-guru nimittarUpe hAjara hoya che. anAdina nimitta-naimittika saMbaMdha evo che ke anAdithI je pote samajyo nathI te pahelIvAra samaje tyAre dezanAlabdhi hoya che ane temAM deva ke gurunuM pratyakSa nimittapaNuM hoya che. kArya potAthI ja thAya che, paNa nimitta-upAdAnano saMbaMdha hoya che. anAdi mithyAdaSTine pahelAM dezanAlabdhi thAya che ane te kALe deva ke jJAnI guru pratyakSa nimitta hoya che. mATe pratyakSano upakAra kahevAmAM Ave che. pratyakSa sadguru sama nahi" te vAta zrImadjIe lIdhI che. pratyakSano upakAra che. anAdithI pote caitanyadravya zuddha hovA chatAM, jyAre tenI paryAya palaTavAno puruSArtha hoya tyAre deva-guru nimitta hoya che. evo nimittaupAdAnano saMbaMdha hoya che. dareka dravya svataMtra hovA chatAM Avo nimittaupAdAnano saMbaMdha hoya che. A rIte paryAyamAM nimitta-naimittikano kevo saMbaMdha che te jJAnamAM rAkhIne, daSTi tenA dravya upara hoya che. jema jJAnanaya ane kriyAyanI maitrI che tema daSTi ane jJAna maitrIthI kAma kare che. 540. prazna- munirAja ahIMthI devagatimAM jAya to tyAM pariNatinI gADhapatAmAM zuM phera paDI jAya? samAdhAna - gADhapatAmAM phera paDI jAya. guNasthAna palaTAI gayuM, munidazA chUTI gaI. devagatinI sAthe evo saMbaMdha che ke munidazA rahe nahIM. A to kSayopazama cAritradazA hatI, puruSArthanI dhArA kSayopazama hatI eTale palaTAI gayuM che. paNa munirAje aMdara zuddhopayogarUpa munidazA pragaTa karI hatI te dazA niSphaLa jatI nathI. bIjA manuSyabhavamAM puruSArtha kare eTale pariNati sahaja pragaTa thaI jAya che. ahIM je gADhapatA karIne cAritradazA pALI che te devalokano bhava pUro thatAM bIjA bhavamAM puruSArtha kare eTale pAchI te dazA AvI jAya che. devalokano to prakAra ja evo che ke tyAM munipaNuM laI zakAtuM ja nathI, munidazA AvatI ja nathI. zubhabhAvathI je puNya baMdhAyuM tenA kAraNe devalokano bhava vacce AvI jAya che. munidazAmAM kevaLajJAna na thayuM ane vacce zubhabhAvanA kAraNe devalokanuM AyuSya baMdhAyuM tethI tyAM rokAvAnuM banI jAya che. ahIM ekadama puruSArthanI je dhArA cAlatI hatI temAM vacce zubhabhAvane laIne sAdhakadazAno, visAmAno Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #322 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 310 ] prakAra Ave che. pachI manuSyabhava pAmIne, AgaLa jAya che. 541. praznaH- samyagdarzana pragaTa thayA pachI kevI hUMpha lAgatI haze ? samAdhAnaH- hUMpha lAge, kema ke potAne je joItuM hatuM te maLI gayuM. dravya anAdinuM hovA chatAM te ekatvabuddhimAM pharato hato, kayAMya tene dizA sUjhatI na hatI. temAM tene svabhAva grahaNa thAya eTale hUMpha to Ave ne! ke A rahyo AtmA ! AtmA pote ja che. AtmA jene mukhya-UrdhvapaNe grahaNa thAya tene tenI hUMphathI zAMti thaI jAya che. anAdinuM rakhaDavAnuM baMdha thaI gayuM, je joItuM hatuM te maLI gayuM, muktino mArga maLI gayo, AnaMdano-zAMtino mArga maLI gayo, Atmadeva maLI gayA, pachI tene zuM joIe ? 542. prazna:- padmanaMdImAM Ave che ke tuM laukika saMgano paricaya taja, to sAva paricaya ja choDI devo ? samAdhAnaH- laukika saMgano paricaya karavAthI potAne nukasAnanuM kAraNa thAya che. tane puruSArthanI maMdatA che mATe satsaMga kara ema zAstramAM Ave che. sat saMga karIne tuM puruSArtha kara ema kahevuM che. laukika saMga tajI devAnI zakti hoya to tajI devo. zakti na hoya to tenAthI ruci ochI karIne, AtmAno saMga ane satpuruSono saMga karavo. deva-zAstra-gurunA sAnnidhyamAM rahevuM ke jethI potAno puruSArtha UpaDavAnuM kAraNa bane. laukika saMga nukasAnanuM kAraNa thAya che. potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatA che tethI laukika saMganI asara thAya che. evo nimittaupAdAnano saMbaMdha che. potAnA puruSArthane mATe lokika saMganI ruci potAne na hovI joIe. laukika saMgathI chUTAya to chUTavuM, lokika saMga to choDavA lAyaka ja che. jene samyagdarzana pragaTa thayuM ane gRhasthAzramamAM rahe che, te aMtaramAMthI nyArA thaI gayA che. bhedajJAnanI dhArA pragaTI che, svAnubhUtinI dazA varte che teo paNa evI bhAvanA bhAve che ke kayAre huM sarvasaMga parityAgI thaIne munidazA aMgIkAra karuM? kayAre huM jaMgalamAM jaIne AtmAnuM dhyAna karuM? evI bhAvanA bhAve che. jene samyagdarzana thayuM che, je aMtaramAMthI nyArA thayA che te paNa AvI bhAvanA bhAve che to pachI je mumukSu jijJAsu che teNe lokika saMga chUTI jAya ne deva-zAstra-gurunuM sAnnidhya maLe evI ci ane bhAvanA karavI te lAbhanuM kAraNa che, te potAnuM upAdAna pragaTa karavAnuM kAraNa bane che. 543. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #323 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [311 prazna- vikalpanA kALe paNa zuM dharmAtmA svaramAM ja rahelA che? jeTalI jJAyakatA pragaTa thaI che eTalI zAMti zuM kAyama rahe che ? samAdhAna - samyagdaSTine potAnuM ghara chUTatuM nathI, gharamAM ja Ubhelo che. gharanA bAraNAmAM Ubhelo hovA chatAM tene ghara chUTayuM nathI, zAMti ja che. jyAre gharamAM AvavuM hoya tyAre tenI pariNati te tarapha doDI Ave che. joke te amuka prakAranI asthiratAne laIne bahAranA paricayamAM bAraNAmAM Ubho koInI sAthe vAtacIta karato hoya te puruSArthanI maMdatAne kAraNe Ubho che, to paNa bhAvanA evI che ke A kSaNe badhuM chUTI jatuM hoya to aMtaramAM lIna thaI jAuM ane nirvikalpa svAnubhUti pragaTa karI lauM. tenI eTalI bhUmikA nathI ke vAraMvAra muninI jema aMtarmuhUrta-aMtarmuhUrta aMdara cAlyo jAya. tevI dazA nathI, to paNa koI koI vakhate potAnA svaramAM lIna thaI jAya che. bahAra upayoga jAya tyAre paNa svagharane choDato nathI. potAnA svaranuM astitva ane jJAyakatA grahaNa karI te jJAyakatAnI zAMti kAyama varte che. te jJAyakapaNuM chUTIne bahAra jato ja nathI, ekatvabuddhi thatI ja nathI. tene bahAramAM evo utsAha nathI Avato ke potAnuM ghara choDIne bahAra cAlyo jAya. aneka jAtanA udayo Ave temAM ekatva thaI jAya ane teno rasa vadhI jAya evuM banatuM nathI. potAnA caitanyagharanI-svagharanI tene evI mahimA che ke caitanya grahaNa thayuM te chUTatuM nathI. caitanyanA gharamAM javuM te tenA hAthamAM che. caitanyanA gharamAM javuM te mArga tenA mATe sahaja ane sugama thaI gayo che, paNa tenA puruSArthanI maMdatAne laIne upayoga bahAra cAlyo jAya che. gRhasthadazAne laIne thoDI vAra bAraNAmAM UbhA dekhAya che, paNa puruSArtha UpaDe to aMdara cAlyA jAya che. tyAM ne tyAM UbhA rahetA nathI, svarUpamAM lIna thaI jAya che. pa44. prazna- bahirmukha upayogathI samyaka zraddhAne nukasAna nathI thatuM? samAdhAna- samyapha zraddhA te pratIti che. upayoga bahAra jAya che, paNa zraddhAjJAnane nukasAna thatuM nathI. te asthiratAno doSa che. upayoga bahAra jAya eTale tenI jJAyakatA ke pratItine nukasAna thaI tenuM ghara chUTI jAya tevuM banatuM nathI. 545. prazna- bahAra javAthI ghara chUTI jaze evo tene Dara zuM nathI lAgato ? samAghAna- tene evo Dara nathI ke mAruM caitanyanuM ghara chUTI jaze. te ekadama Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #324 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 312 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana daDhatA karIne caitanyane grahaNa karIne Ubho che. koIne puruSArthanI maMdatA thAya te vAta judI che, bAkI potAne aMze zAMti varte che ne pratIti che ke A caitanyanuM ghara to mArA hAthamAM che. te ghara to tene game te kAryomAM-game tevA prasaMgomAMchUTatuM nathI, koI rIte tenI jJAyakatA chUTatI ja nathI. UMcAmAM UMcA zubhabhAvanA prasaMgo hoya, tyAre paNa amuka aMze caitanyavara grahaNa karyuM che te chUTatuM nathI. dravya-guNa-paryAyanA vicAra karato hoya tyAre paNa caitanyagharane choDato nathI ne deva-zAstra-gurunA vicAra-bhakti karato hoya tyAre paNa caitanyaghara to chUTatuM ja nathI. caitanyavara tene samIpa ja che. tene bahAramAM ekatva thatuM ja nathI. bahArathI thAke to aMdaramAM vizrAma levA cAlyo jAya che. munio to vAraMvAra cAlyA jAya che, munio bahAra bahu TakI zakatA ja nathI. 546. prazna:- gurudevanA pravacanamAM Ave che ke jJAnI jJAnapaNe pariName che, krodharUpe pariNamato nathI ane rAga mArAmAM thAya che ema mAnato nathI, rAganuM pariNamana puddagalanuM che ema mAne che. rAga potAnI paryAyamAM thAya che. chatAM te kaI rIte ema mAne che? samAdhAnaH- jJAnI dravyadaSTinA baLe rAga mArAmAM thAya che ema mAnatA nathI. A caitanya dravyane meM je grahaNa karyuM che tenI aMdara rAga nathI. je rAga thAya che te puddagalanA nimitte thAya che, mATe jenA nimitte rAga thAya che te nimittano te che, paNa mArA caitanyagha2no te nathI. eTale je rAga thAya che teno badho vibhAga ( bheda ) karIne kahe che ke, A vibhAga paranA gharano che, mArA caitanyanA gharano nathI. mArA svaranI vibhUti te mArI che. mArI asthiratAne laIne huM bahAra jAuM chuM, paNa te mAruM nathI ema eno vibhAga karIne te Ubho che. A vibhAvAdi badhuM nimittanA gharanuM-jaDanA gharanuM che-te jaDa che, ane mArA caitanyanA gharanuM caitanya che.-evo vibhAga dravyadRSTinA baLe karIne Ubho che. joke puruSArthanI maMdatAne laIne mArI potAnI pariNatimAM vibhAva thAya che tema jANe che, to paNa dravyadRSTinuM baLa evuM che ke te caitanyane ja grahaNa kare che. A bAkInuM badhuM vibhAvanA gharanuM ja che, mArA gharanuM kAMI nathI, teno eka aMza paNa mAro nathI. zubhabhAva hoya ke azubhabhAva hoya, game te hoya te badhuM vibhAvanA gharanuM che. dravyadRSTinA baLamAM eTalo joradAra niSedha che ke A badhuM para taraphanuM che, mAruM nathI, caitanyapaNuM ja mArA caitanyagharanuM che. zuddha caitanya te huM, jeTalI azuddhatA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #325 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [313 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] che te mArI nathI, para taraphanI che. mArI maMdatAne laIne pariNatimAM azuddhatA Ave che, to paNa mArI nathI. jema sphaTika svabhAve nirmaLa che temAM je malinatA che te sphaTika taraphanI che ja nahi. malinatA nimitta taraphanI che, to paNa sphaTika paryAyamAM malinarUpe pariName che. tema mArAmAM malinatA taraphano koI bhAga nathI paNa mArI pariNati malina thAya che te jJAnI jANe che tathA te pariNatine pote palaTAvavA prayatna kare che. chatAM daSTinuM baLa evuM che ke A kAMI mAruM nathI. jANe che ke huM rAgarUpe pariNamI jAuM chuM, rAgamAM joDAI jAuM chuM, te mArI maMdatA che. rAga mArA gharano nathI, nimittanA gharano che, chatAM mArI pariNati te rUpe pariNamI jAya che. AvuM jANatI vakhate paNa mAruM A kAMI che ja nahi eTaluM jora dravyadaSTimAM varte che ane eTalA jorane laIne sAthe rahelI pariNatine palaTAvavAno prayatna thAya che. jeTalo prayatna UpaDe che eTalI zuddhi thAya che, jeTalI prayatnamAM maMdatA che teTalI tene azuddhatA UbhI rahe che. mumukSu- azuddhatAnI pariNatinuM duHkha paNa varte che? benazrI:- "hA" , tenuM du:kha varte che. A mArI pariNati nathI, mAro svabhAva nathI, to paNa A pariNati thAya che teno kheda che. AcAryadava kahe che ne! ke kheda che ke A vyavahAramAM UbhuM rahevuM paDe che. 547. prazna:- guru kevA hovA joIe ? kema oLakhavA? samAdhAna:- yathArtha satanuM svarUpa jeNe pragaTa karyuM che, arthAt je yathArtha svarUpe pariNamI gayA che tathA je yathArtha vastusvarUpane batAvanAra che tene sAcA guru kahe che. gurune pote yathArtha oLakhIne grahaNa karavA joIe. eTalI to potAnI taiyArI hovI joIe. aMdaramAMthI eTalI jijJAsA pragaTa karIne sasvarUpane batAvanArA evA gurune pote grahaNa kare. pachI guru je kahe che teno Azaya grahaNa karIne pote te mArge cAle to mArga pragaTa thAya che. 548. prazna- gurunA caraNakamaLamAM rahevuM eTale zuM? samAdhAna:- gurunA caraNakamaLamAM rahevuM eTale ke temano Azaya hRdayamAM grahaNa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #326 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 314] [ svAnubhUtidarzana karavo. gurunuM sAnnidhya maLe ane nikaTa rahevAnuM maLe te mahAbhAgyanI vAta che. gurunI samIpa temanI AjJAmAM rahevAnuM bane, temano Azraya maLe, temanI bhakti, sevA karavAnuM maLe, hRdayathI te rIte arpaNatA hoya ane najIka samAgama maLe te mahAbhAgyanI vAta che. temanI samIpa rahevAno ke temano samAgama na maLe to gurue AjJA kahI te hRdayamAM rAkhIne, grahaNa karIne varte to teNe gurunA caraNakamaLane ja grahaNa karela che. 549. prazna- dravya upara daSTi javAthI puruSArthane vega maLe ? samAdhAna- hA, daSTimAM nizcaya che ke huM zuddhAtmA chuM, tethI puruSArthane vega maLe che. paNa sAthe paryAyamAM ema jANe ke mAre karavAnuM kAMI nathI to puruSArthane vega maLato nathI. daSTi sthira thaI, paNa paryAyamAM zuddhatA pragaTa karavAnI bAkI che ema jANe to puruSArthane vega maLe che. daSTimAM sthiratA ane jJAnamAM jANe ke hajI vibhAva che tene TALavAno che-to puruSArthane vega maLe che. pa50. prazna- satapuruSa maLe tevI icchA ghaNI hoya, paNa saMyoga evA hoya ke maLe nahi. temAM puruSArthanI khAmI nathI AvatI ? samAdhAnaH- bahArathI satpuruSa maLe te puNyanuM kAraNa che. teo puruSArthathI maLatA nathI. puruSArtha to caitanyamAM kAma kare che. caitanya pote svataMtra che. temAM svabhAva pragaTa karavo te potAnA hAthanI vAta che ne satpuruSa maLavA te puNyano prakAra che, tevI jAtanAM puNya hoya to yoga maLI jAya che, paNa puruSArtha karavAthI maLatA nathI. pote bhAvanA bhAve ne evI jAtanuM puNya baMdhAI jAya to satpuruSa maLe che. puNya te judI vastu che, ane aMdara AtmAne pragaTa karavo te juduM che. satapuruSa maLavA te puNyanuM kAraNa che. 551. prazna- satpuruSa na maLavA te pApanuM kAraNa che ? samAdhAna- satapuruSa na maLavA te potAno evI jAtano puNyano yoga nathI, pApano udaya che. A paMcamakALe jinendradeva-zAstra-guru maLavA tenI durlabhatA che. sAkSAt deva-zAstra-guru na maLavA te potAnA puNyanI khAmI che. tene evI jAtanA pApano udaya che ke A duHSamakALamAM janma thayo. puNya-pApanA kAraNe saMyogo che, potAnA hAthanI vAta nathI potAnI bhAvanA hoya ne evI jAtanAM puNya baMdhAI jAya to puNyathI satpuruSa maLe che. papara. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #327 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ 315 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] prazna:- tattvano yathArtha nirNaya thAya tyAre zuM thAya? te samajAvavA kRpA karazo. samAghAna - tattvano yathArtha nirNaya thAya tyAre to te svasammukha thAya che. AmAM paNa paga ane AmAM paNa paga ema rAkhIne aMdara javAtuM nathI. thoDuM bahAranuM ane thoDuM AtmAnuM rAkhuM ema karavAthI AtmA maLato nathI. thoDI ruci paranI rAkhuM ane thoDI ruci AtmAnI rAkhuM ema karavAthI koI divasa AtmA pragaTa thato nathI. badhI rIte pUrI ruci AtmAnI rAkhe, koI apekSAe jarA paNa bahAranI rUci na rAkhe, to ja AtmA pragaTa thAya che. Atmadravya evuM nirapekSa ane nirvikalpa che ke temAM zarIra nathI, vikalpa nathI tathA temAM bahAranuM sAMbhaLavuM-dekhavuM bolavuM evI koI apekSA nathI. te koI sAdhana nathI. A rIte badhI apekSAo jene aMdarathI chUTI jAya che, bahAranI rucinI badhI lALa chUTI jAya che ane aMdaranI pUrepUrI ruci thAya che to ja te aMdara jAya che. bahAranuM badhuM ekadama chUTI na jAya, te badhuM hoya, paNa bahAranI ruci to pUrepUrI chUTI jAya. jene badho rasa chUTI gayo che ke nathI mAre zarIranuM sAdhana joItuM, nathI mane kAMI bahArathI jovAnuM Azcarya ke nathI bahArathI mAre kAMI sAMbhaLavAnuM, ema bahArathI kAMI mAre joItuM ja nathI. mArA aMtaramAM-mArA dravyamAM je che teno mane saMtoSa che. evI ruci thAya to aMdarathI ekatva chUTe che ane badhI rIte AtmA ja tenuM sarvasva bane che. AtmA aizvaryavALo che tene pote joyo nathI, anubhUtimAM Avyo nathI chatAM tyAra pahelAM evo vizvAsa kare che ke caitanyanuM svaghara te ja mAruM ghara che. tene ema thAya che ke bahAranA aizvarya karatAM caitanyanuM aizvarya koI juduM ja che. te aizvarya evuM nahi hoya ema zaMkA karato nathI. bahAranuM aizvarya chUTI jaze ane AtmAnuM aizvarya UNapavALuM haze to? te AnAthI ochuM haze to? evI zaMkA karato nathI. jema mANasa je rIte je gharamAM Ucharelo hoya te ghara game tevuM hoya to paNa bIjA paisAdAranuM ghara dekhIne tene asaMtoSa thato nathI. potAnA gharamAM saMtoSa rAkhe che, tema caitanyanuM svaghara te ja mAruM ghara ema vizvAsa thatAM bIjuM badhuM chUTI jAya che ane tene aMdarathI saMtoSa AvI jAya che. bahAranuM aizvarya game tevuM hoya to paNa mAruM aizvarya je che te ja mAre joIe che eTalo aMdarathI saMtoSa hoya che, badhethI rUci UDI jAya ane eka AtmAnI ja ruci Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #328 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 316] [ svAnubhUtidarzana lAge to Atmadeva aMdarathI pragaTa thAya che, nahi to pragaTa thato nathI. (yathArtha nirNayavALo) A badhuM bahAranuM chUTI jAya to aMdara zuM haze? evI zaMkA karato nathI. tene hajI aMdara kAMI dekhAtuM nathI, paNa zraddhA barAbara kare che. AtmAmAM anaMta-anaMta guNo che ane te guNo dekhAtA nathI. to aMdara zuM haze? evI zaMkA te karato nathI. caitanyadeva je paripUrNa che te caitanyadevanuM ja ghara mAre joIe che. bahAranuM game tevuM ho tenI mane apekSA nathI. mAruM svaghara ja mAre joIe che. bIjAnuM mAre kAMI joItuM nathI, bIjAnuM bhale game tevuM hoya te tenA ghare rahyuM, mAre mAruM joIe che. evI aMdara tRpti thaIne, aMdarathI evo nirNaya karIne-ruci karIne -vizvAsa karIne AgaLa jAya che. eka vakhata ema zraddhA kare ke A caitanya anupama che, pachI koI zaMkAmAM rokAto nathI. rAjAnuM ghara mAre zuM kAmanuM che? mAre mAruM potAnuM ghara joIe che. tema jaDanI zakti jaDamAM rahI, te mAre kAMI joItI nathI. mArI caitanyazakti ja mAre joIe che. A vibhAva to duHkhanuM ghara che ane paradravya che tene levA jAuM to te mArA thatAM nathI, paNa duHkhanAM kAraNa bane che.-A rIte aMdarathI pUrepUrI ruci Ave to ja ekatvabuddhi chUTe che, nahi to chUTatI nathI. (yathArtha nirNayavALo) pachI calita kayAMthI thAya? kemake te evI zraddhA karIne AgaLa gayo che ke pachI calita thato nathI. AvI daDha zraddhAthI AgaLa gayelo AtmA kadI calita thato nathI kAraNa ke jaDamAM kAMI vizeSatAo che ja nahi. tene aMdaranuM bhale dekhAtuM nathI, to paNa vizvAsa karIne aMdara jAya che. aMdaramAM dekhAtuM nathI, anubhava nathI to paNa pote amuka nyAyothI zraddhA karato, gurunA vacana upara zraddhA rAkhato AgaLa jAya to bahAranI badhI ruci chUTI jAya che. mane mAruM je sva che te ja joIe che, bIjuM kAMI mAre joItuM nathI--ema (vikalpamAM) zraddhA karato AgaLa jAya che. tene hajI dekhAtuM nathI, to paNa zraddhA karIne AgaLa jAya che ane evI daDha zraddhAthI AgaLa gayelI pariNati pAchI vaLatI nathI. tene aMdaramAMthI rAganI rUci chUTI jAya che. tene gurunAM vacano upara vizvAsa che. ane pote aMdara amuka potAnA svabhAvathI nakkI kare che. A rIte daDha yuktinA AlaMbanathI nakkI karIne AgaLa jAya che. Ave che ne? ke Agama, yukti ne svAnubhUti dvArA nirNaya karavo. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #329 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 317 pahelAM svAnubhUti hotI nathI, paNa pahelAM gurunA upadezathI, AgamathI ane yuktithI nakkI karIne vizvAsa kare che. 553. prazna:- jJAnIne vairAgya pariNati zAMtirUpa che? samAdhAnaH- vairAgya pariNati zAMtirUpa che. vibhAvanI pravRttithI nivRtti thAya ane svabhAvanI pariNati pragaTa thAya te vairAgya che. sAco vairAgya tenuM nAma ke aMtaramAM jJAyakanI pariNati thAya ane vibhAvathI virakti thAya. te vairAgya zAMtimaya dazA che. duHkhagarbhita vairAgyanI jAta judI che, te duHkharUpa pariNati che. 554. prazna:- upayoga aMdaramAM kayAre jAya? samAdhAnaH- jene bahAramAM kayAMya sAcesAca game nahi, yathArthapaNe gamatuM ja na hoya tyAre upayogane rahevAnuM sthAna bIje kayAMya rahetuM nathI. upayoga kayAM Take? jyAM ruci hoya tyAM Take. bahAra kayAMya rucatuM ja nathI ane rAgano prema chUTI jAya to, kharekhara tene rucipUrvaka rAga thato ja nathI. sAcesAca bIje nathI rucatuM to pachI jJAnano upayoga kayAM Takaze? pahelAM to zubhAzubhabhAvamAM Takato hato ane bahA2nAM zeyo sAthe rAga ane dveSAdi thatA hatA, have kayAMya rucatuM nathI to jJAnano upayoga kayAM jaze? svarUpa tarapha jaze. kharekhara jo tene rasa tUTI gayo hoya, kayAMya UbhuM rahevuM rucatuM na hoya to have kayAM javuM? konA AzrayamAM javuM? A bahArano Azraya to ThIka lAgato nathI ane zubhAzubhabhAvano Azraya barAbara lAgato nathI to kayAM javuM? te pote potAnA caitanyano Azraya gotI leze ane aMdaramAM gayA vagara raheze ja nahi. aMta2no Azraya te zodhI leze. jo bahAramAM TakI nahi zake to, svabhAvano Azraya zodhI leze. 555. prazna:- jJAnI covIse kalAka zuM kare che? samAdhAnaH- jJAnIne covIse kalAka jJAyakano Azraya che ane jJAyakanI pariNati che. teno upayoga je pramANe tenI dazA hoya te pramANe bahAramAM jAya che. gRhasthAzramamAM samyagdaSTi hoya to gRhasthAzramanAM kAryomAM teno upayoga jAya, paNa tenI pariNati niraMtara caitanyanA AzrayamAM ja che. teNe caitanyano ja Azraya lIdho che, bahArano Azraya chUTI gayo che. bhale bahAranuM badhuM cAlatuM hoya, paNa Azraya mATe caitanyaghara maLI gayuM che. jema potAnA gharamAM Ubhelo mANasa potAnA gharane choDato nathI, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #330 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 318] [svAnubhUtidarzana potAnA gharamAM ja covIse kalAka Ubho rahe che, gharanI bahAra badhA mANaso Ave tenI sAthe bole, cAle-badho vyavahAra kare, paNa potAnuM ghara choDIne kayAMya jato nathI, gharamAM ja Ubhelo che. tema jJAnIne caitanyano Azraya covIse kalAka chUTato nathI. upayoga bahAra jAya che, badho vyavahAra dekhAya che, deva-zAstra-gurunI pUjAbhakti vagere badhAM kAryomAM dekhAya che, paNa Azraya to caitanyano che. papa6. prazna:- samyagdaSTine aMdaranI zuddhi vadhatI jAya che ? samAdhAnaH- bhUmikA pramANe aMdaranI amuka zuddhi vadhatI jAya che. bhedajJAna thaI gayuM che, svarUpAcaraNa cAritra che, anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya tUTI gayo che ane zuddhi vadhatI jAya che, tene caitanyano Azraya covIse kalAka che. upayoga bahAra jAya to paNa tenI dorI pote svarUpamAM kheMcato rahe che. kSaNe kSaNe dorIne potA tarapha kheMcyA kare che, upayoganI dorIne svarUpanI maryAdA choDIne vadhAre bahAra javA deto nathI. dorI tenA hAthamAM che, vAraMvAra upayoga bahAra jAya, paNa dorI svarUpa tarapha kheMcAtI rahe che. pataMganI dorI jema hAthamAM che ane tene vAraMvAra potA tarapha kheMce tema upayoganI dorIne potA tarapha kheMcato rahe che. svarUpano Azraya che, dravya upara daSTi ane jJAna che tathA cAritranI lInatAmAM vAraMvAra upayoganI dorIne potA tarapha kheMce che, kSaNe kSaNe kheMcato hoya che. svarUpane choDIne upayogane vizeSa bahAra javA deto nathI. kSaNe kSaNe tenI pariNatinuM kArya cAlyA ja kare che, te kArya chUTatuM nathI. svAnubhUtinI nirvikalpadazA to judI ja che. paNa bahAra Ubho Ubho potAnI dorIne svarUpa tarapha kheMcato ja hoya che. upayoga bahAra badhAM kAryomAM dekhAya arthAt deva-zAstra-gurunI bhakti-pUjA, zAstra-svAdhyAya, zravaNa vageremAM joDAya, paNa dorI potAnA hAthamAM ja che. dorIne vadhAre bahAra kayAMya zubha ke azubha kAryamAM javA deto nathI. pa57. prazna- jJAnIne rAga zuM kALo nAga jevo lAge che? samAdhAna- hA, kALA nAga jevo lAge. potAnA svarUpane choDIne bahAra javuM te kALA nAga jevuM lAge che. kharekhara A vibhAva amAro deza nathI, ame ahIMyA kayAM AvI caDyA? amAro caitanya deza judo ja che. rAga to kALA nAga-sarpa jevo lAge che. 558. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #331 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [319 prazna- mumukSu pAse kaI dorI che ? samAdhAnaH- kSaNe kSaNe rucinA puruSArthanI dorI mumukSunA hAthamAM hoya che. mumukSue rucinI dorI hAthamAM rAkhavI. ruci maMda thaI na jAya te jovuM, tema ja mumukSune na zobhe tevAM bIjAM kAryomAM javuM nahi. AtmArthInuM prayojana e che ke mane AtmA kema maLe? dareka kAryamAM mane AtmA kema maLe te prayojana sAthe rAkhavuM. vacce bIjuM mAnAdi laukika kAryanuM prayojana na AvI jAya tevI aMdara AtmAnI ruci tene hoya. jJAnInI to judI ja vAta che, te to dorI aMdara kheMcato ja hoya che. mumukSune paNa AtmAnI ruci-AtmAnA prayojana sivAya bIjuM kAMI prayojana na hoya. potAthI puruSArtha karI zakAto nathI, paNa prayojana AtmAnuM che. 559. prazna- zubhAzubhabhAva ruce nahi tene mArga maLe ke nahIM? samAdhAna- zubhAzubhabhAvamAM rUce nahi ane aMdara rasto maLe nahi ema bane nahi. aMtaramAM jene kharI laganI lAgI hoya tene mArga maLyA vagara raheto ja nathI. tene jJAyaka grahaNa thayA vagara raheto ja nathI. aMtaramAM jo zubhAzubhabhAvamAM kharekhara AkuLatA lAgI hoya, ane kayAMya cena na paDatuM hoya to te AtmAne grahaNa karyA vagara rahe nahi. te mArga zodhI ja le che. gurudeve mArga cokhkho batAvyo ane potAne grahaNa na thAya to potAnA puruSArthanI khAmI che. mArga cokhkho spaSTa karIne batAvyo che. jo sAcuM duHkha lAgyuM hoya to grahaNa karyA vagara raheto nathI. sAcI bhUkha lAgI ja nathI, mATe grahaNa karato nathI. pa60. prazna- mumukSunI bhUmikAmAM zubhabhAva kevo hoya che? samAghAna- mumukSune ekatvabuddhi che, judo paDayo nathI. te mAne ke A zubhAzubhabhAvo te mAruM svarUpa nathI. AtmA judo che, nirvikalpasvarUpe che, jJAyaka jANanAro che, paNa tenI pariNati pragaTa thaI nathI eTale zubhabhAvamAM te Ubho che. teNe vicAra karIne je nirNaya karyo che ke A bhAvo te mAruM svarUpa nathI, te nirNaya sAthe rAkhIne AnAthI mane dharma thAya che, A sarvasva che, tema mumukSu mAne nahi. tene AtmA nyAro raheto nathI, ekatvabuddhi thaI jAya che, chatAM mAnyatA ema rAkhe ke A sarvasva nathI, heya che, mAro svabhAva nathI. te ema vicAramAM rAkhI zake che, paNa AtmA prahaNa thayo nathI to Ubho kayAM rahe! eTale zubhabhAvamAM Ubho che. AtmAnuM ja karavA jevuM che, A mAro svabhAva Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #332 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 320] [svAnubhUtidarzana nathI, A vikalpAtmaka pariNatimAM sukha nathI, nirvikalpasvarUpa che. AtmA temAM ja sukha che, evI ruci rAkhe, chatAM kAryamAM ekatvabuddhi thAya che. vicAramAM hoya, nirNayamAM hoya, paNa tenI pariNatI chUTI paDI nathI. je kAMI samajatA nathI te ekatvabuddhie sarvasva mAne che, tenI mAnyatA ja judI che. tenI vicArapUrvaka paNa mAnyatA barAbara nathI. mumukSue vicArathI nirNaya karyo che to AgaLa javAno avakAza che. laganI lagADa to AgaLa javAno avakAza che. pa61. prazna- kevuM duHkha lAge to AtmA prApta thAya ? samAdhAnaH- duHkha eTale bahu AkuLatA kare ema nahIM. aMdarathI potAnI pariNati evI thaI jAya ke kyAMya Take nahi. aMtaramAM kAMIka bIjuM joIe che, zAMti kyAMya lAge nahi ema potAne lAgavuM joIe. kRtrimapaNe du:kha che.duHkha che...ema karyA kare te du:kha lAgyuM kahevAya nahi. je AtmAne oLakhe tene anukULatAmAM paNa duHkha lAge. anukULatA paNa kAMI AtmAne sukha denArI nathI te paNa AkuLatArUpa che, potAno svabhAva nathI. anukULatA che te vibhAvanI upAdhi che. devalokanAM sukha te paNa upAdhi che, te AtmAne sukharUpa nathI. samyagdaSTi devalokamAM hoya, paNa tene aMtara AtmAmAM sukha lAge che, bahAra kayAMya sukha lAgatuM nathI. anukULatAnA DhagalA hoya to paNa samyagdaSTine kayAMya sukha lAgatuM nathI. anukULatAmAM kheMcAI jatA nathI ane pratikULatAmAM AkuLatA karatA nathI, temAM zAMti rAkhe che, ajJAnadazAmAM anukULatA vakhate bhrAntine laIne AmAM sukha che ema mAnyuM che tethI kheMcAI jAya che. koIne vaLI vairAgya Ave to ema lAge ke anukULatA kAMI AtmAnuM svarUpa nathI, paNa aMtarathI je lAgavuM joIe te judI vAta che. anukULatAmAM paNa AkuLatA ane upAdhi che. bahArathI jeTaluM Ave te AtmAne sukharUpa nathI. svayaM AtmAnA svabhAvamAMthI-aMtaramAMthI je sukha Ave te sAcuM sukha che. pa6ra. prazna- kSayopazama jJAna vadhe to lAbha thAya ? samAdhAna- kSayopazama jJAnanuM prayojana nathI, eka AtmAnuM prayojana che. vizeSa kSayopazama hoya to vadhAre lAbha thAya arthAt muktino mArga pragaTa thAya ke mokSa thAya tema nathI. kSayopazamane icchavA karatAM mane AtmA kema pragaTa thAya? bhedajJAna kema thAya? evI bhAvanA hovI joIe. thoDo kSayopazama hoya to paNa bhedajJAna Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #333 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 321 ane svAnubhUti thAya che. darekane eka jAtano kSayopazama hoto nathI, badhAne kSayopazama yogyatA pramANe hoya che. paNa kSayopazamanI icchA lAbha karatI nathI. prayojanabhUta AtmAne jANe temAM badhuM AvI jAya che. ghaNAM zAstro bhaNe-gokhe to AtmA oLakhAya evuM nathI. zAstranuM jANapaNuM te nimitta bane che, vizeSa jANavAnuM kAraNa bane, paNa kSayopazama ghaNo hoya to ja AgaLa javAya ema nathI. zivabhUti muni thoDuM jANatA hatA to paNa AgaLa gayA. prayojanabhUta bhedajJAna jANe to bhavano abhAva thAya, AtmA oLakhAya, svAnubhUti thAya. tene kSayopazama sAthe saMbaMdha nathI. 563. prazna:- AtmAko samajanekI saccI pyAsa lage usa jIvakI sthiti kaisI honI cAhie ? samAdhAnaH- saccI pyAsa lagI ho to bhItarameM prayAsa kiye binA rahatA hI nahIM, prayAsa karatA hI hai. pyAsa lagI ho to jahAM sunaneko mile vahyuM jAya, aura bhagavAna aura guru kayA kahate haiM aisA vicAra kare, bhIta2se bhedajJAna karanekA prayAsa kare, jo saccI pyAsa lagI ho to, meM zAyaka hUM...meM jJAyaka huM, vibhAva merA svabhAva nahIM hai, aisA jJAyakako pragaTa kare binA ratA hI nahIM. jaise bArameM apane kAryameM koI muzkila lage to saba dUra karake-gauNa karake-bhI apanA kArya karatA hai thaise yahAM saccI pyAsa lagI nahIM hai, pyAsa lage to prayAsa hotA hI hai. koI kahatA hai kaisA karanA ? kayA karanA ? bahuta karate to bhI hotA nahIM hai. lekina ye bahuta karatA hI nahIM hai. pyAsa lagI ho to prayatna hotA hI hai, huye binA rahatA hI nahIM. 564. prazna:- pyAsa lagI hai ye kaise patA cale ? samAdhAnaH- jise pyAsa lagI hai vahu prayatna karatA hai. prayatna nahIM karatA to samajanA kI pyAsa nahIM lagI hai. saccI pyAsa lagI ho to prayatna jarUra karatA hai. 565. prazna:- Apane kahA thA ki dina-rAta aisI laganI hie kI khAnA-pInA na ruce, eka AtmA hI cahie. aisI lagana lagAne jAtA hai to bIcameM koI pratikUlatA A jAtI hai to kaise lagana lagAve? samAdhAnaH- jisako laganI lage, usako apanI laganImeM koI vastu vighna karatI nahIM hai. jisako laganI lage usako khAnA, pInA, sonA, ghUmanA, phiranA Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #334 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 322 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana nahIM rucatAM. vaha khAtA hai, pItA hai, saba karatA hai. phira bhI bhItarameM mujhe AtmA rahiye aisA lakSa rahatA hai. vahu jahAM jAtA hai vahAM mere AtmA cahie aisI aMdarameM khaTaka-dhagaza rahatI hai. aisI laganI lage to puruSArtha hue binA rahatA nahIM. usako kahIM bhI cena nahIM paDatA, koI bAdhA DAlatA hai to bhI puruSArtha karake bhItarameM jAtA hai. bAkI koI vastu pratibaMdharUpa nahIM hotI. aMdara puruSArtha kare usako bahArakI koI vastu bAdhA DAla sakatI nahIM. vaha bhItarameM gaye binA rahatA nahIM. 566. prazna:- daSTimAM huM jJAyaka chuM, rAga mAro svabhAva nathI, huM rAgano kartA nathI, Avo bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kare ? te zuM barAbara che? samAdhAnaH- ema abhyAsa kare to barAbara che. daSTimAM jJAyaka rAkhavo, ddaSTinI apekSAe rAgano kartA nathI, rAga potAno svabhAva nathI. jJAnamAM ema thAya ke mArI paryAyamAM rAga thAya che ane te mArI puruSArthanI maMdatAe thAya che. dRSTimAM ema Ave ke huM jJAyaka chuM. ane jJAnamAM ema Ave ke mArI puruSArthanI maMdatAe rAga thAya che. tenAthI chUTA paDavAno prayatna kare. kSaNe kSaNe je vibhAvanI paryAya pragaTa thAya che tenI sAthe huM jJAyaka judo chuM ema 52thI ne vibhAvathI chUTA paDavAno bhedajJAnano prayAsa aMtaramAMthI samajIne kare to barAbara che. 567. prazna:- huM jJAyaka ja chuM evI sAcI daSTimAM, rAgano huM sarvathA kartA nathI ema zuM laI zakAya kharuM? samAdhAnaH- daSTi apekSAe laI zakAya. jJAnapUrvaka daSTimAM ema Ave. anAdianaMta zAzvata je huM zAyaka chuM te jJAyakanI aMdara azuddhatA lAgI ja nathI. jo azuddhatA aMdara lAgI hoya to kadI chUTe nahi, mATe azuddhatA lAgI ja nathI. dRSTinI apekSAe huM sarvathA zuddha chuM. dravya apekSAe badhI rIte huM zuddha chuM, azuddhatA sarvathA nathI. daSTimAM to te apekSA pUrepUrI che, paNa paryAyamAM azuddhatA che tene jJAna barAbara jANe che. mATe puruSArthanI dorIthI temAMthI chUTavA mATe prayatna kare che. 568. prazna:- pariNAmI dravya pariNAmano kartA che e jJAnamAM barAbara rAkhyuM che ane daSTimAM huM jJAyaka ja chuM, jJAyaka sarvathA rAgano akartA che arthAt daSTi apekSAe huM sarvathA rAgathI bhinna chuM ema levAya ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #335 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 323 samAdhAnaH- dravyadRSTinI apekSAe dravya rAgathI sarvathA bhinna che, sarvathA ja bhinna che. anAdi-anaMta sarvathA bhinna che. temAM bIjI koI apekSA rahetI nathI. jema sphaTikamaNi sarvathA nirmaLa ja che, paNa tenI paryAyamAM-vartamAna pariNatimAMlAlAza che tema caitanyadravyanA mULamAM-jJAyakamAM-sarvathA azuddhatA praveza pAmI nathI, paNa tenI paryAyamAM azuddhatA che te tenA jJAnamAM hoya che. dRSTimAM zuddha jJAyaka che. dravyamAM azuddhatA to nathI, paNa adhUrI-pUrNa paryAyanI apekSA tema ja koI bhedanI apekSA paNa nathI. 569. prazna:- svabhAva apekSAe kSayopazama jJAnathI bhinna chuM ema levAya ? samAdhAnaH- hA, svabhAva apekSAe kSayopazama jJAnathI bhinna chuM. kSayopazama jJAna karmanA nimittanI apekSA rAkhe che, mATe tevI apekSA paNa mArAmAM nathI. huM to jJAyaka te jJAyaka chuM. 570. prazna:- zuddha chuM ane azuddha chuM evA viruddhabhAva eka ja samayamAM baMne sAthe rahe? samAdhAnaH- hA, sAthe rahe che. eka ja samaye baMne prakAranA bhAva, vicArIe to virodhI lAge chatAM, sAthe rahe che. eka dravya apekSAe ane eka paryAya apekSAe ema baMne bhAva sAthe rahe che. evuM AzcaryakArI aciMtya dravya che. ekatA-anekatA, zuddhatA-azuddhatA Adi badhA bhAva sAthe rahe che. paryAya apekSAe azuddhatA che, zakti apekSAe zuddhatA che. azuddhatA mULa vastune hAni nathI pahocADatI, tenA vedanamAM azuddhatA vedAya che. 571. prazna:- rAganA kartApaNAnI buddhi maTADavAnuM tema ja rAga-dveSa na karavA te be vAta jJAnamAM besI jAya che; paNa zuddhAtmAnA AlaMbana levAnI vAtano to bhAva ja samajAto nathI. to prayoga kema karavo ? samAdhAnaH- zuddhAtmAno Azraya lIdhA vagara kartApaNuM sAcuM chUTatuM nathI. je akartAno -zuddhAtmAno Azraya le te akartArUpe pariName-jJAyakarUpe pariName ane tyAre tene sAcuM akartApaNuM Ave che. tene ema thAya ke A paradravyano huM kartA nathI, rAganuM kartApaNuM choDuM, paNa kartApaNuM tene chUTatuM nathI. zAyakano Azraya le ne akartArUpe pariName to ja kartApaNuM chUTe che. paradravyanuM kartApaNuM ane rAganuM kartApaNuM choDavAnuM to saheluM che ema tene buddhimAM lAge. ema vicAramAM AvyA kare ke huM 52dravyano ke rAgano kartA nathI, paNa te vicAramAM ja rahe che, ne tene Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #336 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3ra4] [ svAnubhUtidarzana rAganuM kartApaNuM sAcuM chUTatuM nathI. zuddhAtmAnA AlaMbana vagara sAcuM akartApaNuM AvatuM nathI. zuddhAtmA pote che, tene gotavA javo paDe tema nathI. rAganI paryAyanuM vedana thAya che eTale tene pakaDAya ke A rAganI paryAya che ane buddhimAM mAne ke AnuM huM kartApaNuM mAnI rahyo chuM; paNa je jJAnasvabhAvI zuddhAtmA pote ja che tene pakaDI zakato nathI. rAga ane jJAna baMne sAthe thAya che, temAM rAgane pakaDe che, paNa tenI sAthe rahelA jJAnane pakaDato nathI. pote jJAna che-pote zuddhAtmA, jJAnasvarUpe ja che. chatAM potAne choDIne badhuM grahaNa karavA jAya che. rAga sAthe jJAna hoya che tene chUTuM pADI zakato nathI, ke A jJAna che ane A rAga che. te karavuM saheluM che, paNa anAdinI rAga sAthe ekatvabuddhi karI che, eTale rAgathI chUTuM paDavuM muzkela paDe che. pote ja che, tene gotavA javuM paDe tema nathI. jJAna che te ja jJAyaka che. te jJAna kayAMthI utpanna thayeluM che? te jJAyakanuM jJAna che. jJAna lakSaNa dvArA AkhA jJAyakane grahaNa kara, zuddhAtmAne grahaNa kara. jema kUtarAne ema thAya ke huM gADuM calAvuM chuM, tema bIjAnAM kAryo jANe huM karuM chuM tema skUla rIte pakaDAya che. tenAthI rAga sUkSma che, chatAM rAga vedAya eTale tene pakaDe che. paNa jJAna tene dekhAtuM nathI. kharekhara jJAna dekhAya tevuM ja che. je jANI rahyo che te tuM ja cho. rAganuM vedanA thAya te vedanane jANanAro koNa che? mATe, te pote jaNAya evo che, paNa tene jANato nathI, rAgathI sUkSma jJAna che tethI pakaDavuM muzkela paDe che. saheluM che. sUkSma thaIne potAne grahaNa kare to pakaDAya che. pa7ra. prazna- to evo kyo puruSArtha karavo ? samAdhAna- potAne eTalI aMdarathI jJAyakanI bhAvanA, jijJAsA, laganI, ruci lAge to sUkSma thaIne potAne grahaNa kare. te grahaNa kayAre kare? ke potAnI mahimA Ave, potAnI laganI lAge, A badhuM jaNAya che to huM mane kema nathI jANato? ema puruSArtha kare, jJAna kare, vAraMvAra tattvanA-caitanyane pakaDavAnAvicAra kare to grahaNa thAya. laganI lagADavI joIe, divasa ane rAta tenI laganI lagADe to thAya. paNa upayoga anAdino sthUla thaI gayo che tethI tene potA tarapha vaLatAM muzkela paDe che. pa73. prazna- zarIra, rAga tathA jJAnasvarUpI AtmA evA ekameka lAge che ke tene judA pADavAmAM muzkelI paDe che ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #337 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [325 samAdhAna:- jANanAro pote hovA chatAM paNa grahaNa karavuM muzkela paDe che. jJAnalakSaNa batAvI rahyuM che ke "huM A rahyo," paNa pote lakSamAM leto nathI. jANanAro judo che. rAga AtmAne jANato nathI ane rAga rAgane jANato nathI tathA zarIra to jaDa che. vicAra kare to jANanAro pote dekhAya tevo che, samajAya tevo che ke jANanAro pote ja che. jANanAro pote potAnuM lakSaNa batAvI rahyo che, paNa pote dhIro thaIne Ubho na rahetAM vibhAvanI pariNati vegathI cAlI rahI che temAM vegathI doDI rahyo che. tethI tene temAM rAgathI juduM paDavuM muzkela paDe che. rAga maMda kare to azubhamAMthI zubhamAM Ave che, paNa judo paDato nathI. eka pachI eka vibhAvanI mALA tene cAlyA kare che, temAMthI teNe UbhuM rahIne-sthira rahIne-juduM rahIne-juduM paDavuM muzkela paDe che. pa74. prazna- evo ame zuM puruSArtha karIe ke have pachInA kALamAM amane gurudevano ane ApanA sAnnidhyano yoga prApta thAya ? samAdhAnaH- aMtaramAM eka AtmA ja sarvasva che, bIjuM badhuM niHsAra che. huM AtmA zAzvata chuM, A koI paradravya mAruM nathI e rIte paradravya pratyeno moha toDI nAkhe. jIva nakAmo mAruM mAruM kare che, A zarIra potAnuM nathI, bahAranA ghara-kuTuMba te koI potAnAM nathI, bahAranI vastuo-paisA Adi koI vastu potAnI nathI. badhuM sAcavI-sAcavIne rAkhato hoya paNa eka kSaNamAM pote cAlyo jAya che ane te badhuM ahIM paDayuM rahe che. mATe bIjI koI vastu sArabhUta nathI. te badhA uparathI mamatA choDI eka caitanyanI ruci, mahimA vadhAravI. Ama, AtmAmAM je saMskAra nAMkhyA hoya te sAthe Ave che ane tenI sAthe zubhabhAva hoya tenAthI puNya baMdhAya che ke jenA kAraNe sArA yoga maLe eTale ke gurudeva maLe, jinendradeva maLe. pa75. prazna- anubhava thayA pahelAM mumukSu sAcA jJAna ane vairAgya karI zake ? samAdhAna:- pahelAM jJAna-vairAgya karI zake, paNa vAstavika yathArthapaNuM tene samyajJAna thAya tyAre kahI zakAya. paraMtu te yathArthapaNAnI bhUmikA mumukSupaNAmAM thaI zake che. yathArthapaNuM pragaTa thAya tenA pahelAM yathArthapaNAnI bhUmikA thavAthI yathArthapaNAnA mArge jaI zake che. samyagdarzanamAM jevI UMDI pratIti ane yathArtha AtmAno Azraya grahaNa karyo evuM haju nathI, to paNa te yathArtha mArge jaI zake che. mArgAnusArI thaI zake che. A zubhAzubhabhAva mAruM svarUpa nathI, mAruM svarUpa Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #338 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 326 ] eka caitanyatattva che ke je koI apUrva mahimAvaMta che tenI mahimA Ave-tathA zubhAzubhabhAva baMne AkuLatAmaya che, du:khamaya che, evA prakAranA vicAro karIne jJAna-vairAgya yathArtha karI zake che, jenI pAchaLa avazya tene samyagdarzana thAya tevI bhUmikA te prApta karI zake che. pANI che tyAM pahoMcyo nathI to paNa, pANInAM amuka lakSaNo u52thI pANI najIka che tema nakkI kare che tema A jIva jJAyaka svabhAva-jANanAra tattvakoI juduM addabhuta tattva che tenA anubhava sudhI hajI pahoMcI zakayo nathI to paNa amuka prakAre nirNaya karI zake che. tene lagatuM jJAna-vairAgya-virakti te bhUmikAmAM paNa sAcA mArge dorI zake che. aMtaramAMthI apUrva ruci thAya, apUrva dezanAlabdhi thAya ke mArga to A ja che. zubhAzubhabhAvathI judo eka AtmA te koI juduM tattva che ane te ja sarvasva che, bahAra kayAMya sarvasvapaNuM nathI, eka AtmA sivAya kayAMya bahAramAM vizeSatA lAge nahIM. jagatanI koI vastu alaukika lAge nahi ane eka AtmA ja alaukika tattva che evI jAtanI apUrva ruci karI sAcA mArge jaI zake che. 576. prazna:- bhedajJAnamAM zuM siddha thAya che ane tenuM svarUpa zuM che? samAdhAnaH- bhedajJAnamAM bIjuM dravya sAbita thAya che, vibhAva sAbita thAya che ane huM vibhAvathI judo chuM tema sAbita thAya che. be dravyonI temAM sAbitI thAya che. advaitavAdI kahe che ke bIjuM dravya che ja nahi, te advaita mAnanArAno AmAM niSedha thAya che. kSaNe kSaNe bIjuM-bIjuM dravya utpanna thAya che tema mAnanArA kSaNikavAdIno paNa AmAM niSedha thAya che. bhedajJAnamAM Akho muktino mArga samAI jAya che. jJAyakanuM astitva grahaNa thayuM temAM jJAyakanI jJAyakarUpe pariNita AvI gaI, akartApaNuM-sAkSIpaNuM AvI gayuM. sAdhanA karavAno mULa upAya bhedajJAna che, je kSaNe kSaNe dhArApravAharUpa hoya che. mAruM astitva mArArUpe che ane pararUpe nathI te bhedajJAnanuM kArya che. huM mArA jJAyakanA astitvarUpe chuM ane pararUpe nathI te kArya karavAnuM rahe che. 577. prazna:- bahAranA amuka saMyogo choDI ahIM AvyA, ahIM AvIne paNa zAstramAMthI vicAra-vAMcana vagere badhuM thAya che chatAM samyagdarzana haju kema thatuM nathI ? samAdhAnaH- pote ja aTake che. jeTalI rucinI tIvratA joIe teTalI nathI. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #339 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 327 aMtarathI pAcho vaLato nathI, potAne grahaNa karato nathI, eTalI virakti AvatI nathI, mahimA AvatI nathI, mATe temAM kacAza rahe che,-maMdatA rahe che. jema koIe jAgRta thavAno nirNaya karyo hoya paNa pramAdane laIne jAgato nathI ane jAgavuM che, UThavuM che, ema karyA kare che; tema pote pramAdane laIne jeTaluM joIe teTaluM jJAna, teTalI virakti nathI karato. jeTaluM kAraNa ApavuM joIe teTaluM kAraNa Apato nathI, mATe thatuM nathI. potAnI ALasane kAraNe thatuM nathI. tAlAvelI lAgavI joIe. pote kayAM aTake che tene aMta2mAMthI oLakhI le to te tyAM pote aTakI ja na zake ane pote aMtaramAM cAlyo jAya. mULa tenI dRSTi jJAyakamAM thaMbhatI nathI, vibhAvathI chUTato nathI. kAraNa potAnuM ja che. jJAyakano Azraya prabaLapaNe laIne vibhAvano Azraya choDI de to nirAlaMbana thaI jAya. potAnA AzrayanuM jora thAya to badhuM chUTI jAya che. pote choDe to chUTI jAya che, pote ja choDato nathI. potAnuM kAraNa che. dravyadRSTithI to pote vibhAvamAM gayo ja nathI, tene grahaNa karyo nathI. paNa paryAya apekSAe badhe aTakelo che. 578. prazna:- paryAyamAM aTakelo che tenA mATe zuM upAya karavo ? samAdhAnaH- jJAyakanI vizeSa mahimA lAve ane jJAyakamAM ja badhuM sarvasva che evI daDhatA kare. bahAramAM sarvasva nathI, caitanyamAM badhuM sarvasva che ema bhale pahelAM buddhipUrvaka vicAra karIne nakkI kare; paNa pachI aMdaramAMthI palaTo khAvAmAM tenI vizeSa taiyAra thavI joIe, to tenI pariNati palaTo khAya. buddhimAM Ave paNa pariNati jyAM sudhI palaTo nathI khAtI tyAM sudhI kacAza che. pariNati ekatva tarapha DhaLI rahI che, te potAnI kacAza che. buddhimAM nirNaya kare ke AmAM sukha che ane AmAM sukha nathI. ahIM pote Ave che, paNa pariNati palaTo khAtI nathI te potAnI kacAza che. jJAyaka tarapha Take kayAre? potAne jJAyaka tarapha rahevAnI jarUriyAta lAge ke A ja jarUriyAtavALuM che. Ama bIjA taraphathI pAcho haThe to thAya. pariNatino palaTo potAnA puruSArthanI thAya che. gurudeve badhAne jJAyaka grahaNa thAya evI rIte cokhkhuM karI dIdhuM che. tAruM svarUpa tArAmAM che, bIjuM 52 tArAmAM nathI. Akho mArga cokhkho karIne batAvyo che. 579. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #340 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 3ra8] [svAnubhUtidarzana prazna- Apa vAraMvAra kaho cho paNa pariNati A bAju vaLatI nathI ? samAdhAna- pariNati palaTo khAya temAM puruSArthanI taiyArI karavI paDe che. paCO. prazna:- "tata prIti citena...." teno zuM artha karavo ? samAdhAna - aMtaranI rucipUrvaka je (zuddhAtmAnI) vArtA sAMbhaLe che tenI pariNati palaTo khAdhA vagara rahevAnI ja nathI. ane te bhaviSya nirvANanuM bhAjana thAya che. aMtaranI rucipUrvaka jeNe vAta paNa sAMbhaLI che tenI pariNati palaTo khAdhA vagara rahevAnI nathI. teno artha potAnA puruSArthapUrvaka pariNatimAM palaTo thavAno che. je jijJAsu hoya tene ema Ave ke mArI pariNati kema palaTo khAya? tene puruSArtha karavAnI vartamAna bhAvanA rahe che. 581. prazna:- jijJAsune bhaviSyamAM puruSArtha thaze evI otha zuM na rahe ? samAdhAna - otha na rahe. tene bhAvanA ema rahe ke kema vartamAnamAM ja palaTo khAuM? kema huM puruSArtha karuM? kevI rIte thAya? evI bhAvanA ane laganI lagADanArane palaTo khAya che. kayAre palaTo khAya te tenI yogyatA pramANe che, paNa bhAvanA to evI rahe che. kema huM puruSArtha karuM ane jhaTa kevI rIte thAya? ema vartamAnamAM ja puruSArtha karavAnI bhAvanA rahe che. pa82. prazna- jJAyakanI ruci vadhe temAM jJAnanI sUkSmatA AvI jAya ? samAdhAnaH- jJAyakanI ruci vadhe tene jJAyakane grahaNa karavAnI sUkSmatA thAya che paNa bIjuM jJAna vadhAre thAya tevo niyama nathI. pa83. prazna- jJAnIne karmano tIvra udaya Ave tyAre zuM zaMkA nahi paDatI hoya ke mAro nirNaya palaTI to nahi jAya ne? samAdhAna- tene zaMkA paDatI ja nathI, tenI sahajadhArA judI ja rahe che. je kSaNe vikalpa Ave te kSaNe paNa jJAyakanI dhArA rahe che, pachI tene yAda karavuM paDatuM nathI. potAnuM-jJAyakanuM-astitva grahaNa thayuM te jJAyakanI joradAra pariNati tenI sAthe rahe che, tethI vikalpamAM tanmaya thato ja nathI, nyAro rahe che. vikalpa Ave chatAM te nyAro rahIne Ave che. potAnA sahaja astitvanI-jJAyakanI-pariNatipUrvaka te vikalpa hoya che ane te judo rahe che. temAM zaMkA paDatI ja nathI. 584. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #341 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [329 prazna:- dhAraNAjJAna sudhI Ave che, samajaNamAM paNa bese che, paNa pariNati badalAtI nathI, to teno koI upAya ? samAghAna- je ekatvabuddhinI pariNati thaI rahI che te pariNatine nyArI karato nathI. nirNaya thaI gayo che ke A huM judo ja chuM, jJAyaka chuM. paNa kSaNe kSaNe je vikalponI sAthe ekatvabuddhi karI rahyo che-ekatra thaIne pariNamI rahyo che-te ekatvane toDato nathI eTale pariNati badalAtI nathI. ekatva toDavAno prayAsa kare to te prayAsa pahelAM abhyAsarUpe thaI zake che. evabuddhi toDavAno abhyAsa cAle che to paNa ekatvabuddhinI pariNati thaI rahI che. te sthitimAM sahaja nathI eTale vicAra karavo paDe che ke huM judo chuM. ema vicArapUrvakano abhyAsa hoya che, sahaja nathI. svAnubhUti thAya tyAre ja sahaja thAya che. pa85. prazna- daSTi, jJAna ane aMze svarUpAcaraNa cAritra e badhuM zuM sAthe ja hoya che ? samAdhAnaH- daSTino viSaya akhaMDa dravya che. daSTi tene grahaNa kare, jJAna badhuM jANe ane cAritramAM lInatA thAya-A badhuM ekasAthe che. vizeSa cAritra bhale pachI thAya; paNa zarUmAM badhuM sAthe ja pragaTe che. daSTino viSaya mukhya hoya ane jJAna badhuM jANe arthAt bhedajJAna kare ke A huM chuM ne A huM nathI. sva rUpe chuM, ne para rUpe nathI ema sva-parano prakAza jJAna kare. daSTi eka potAne-akhaMDane grahaNa kare, jJAna badhAne jANe ane svarUpAcaraNa cAritra aMze hoya-Ama badhuM sAthe hoya che. pa86. prazna:- aMtarmukha valaNa thAya che, paNa te eka dhArAe rahetuM nathI. chUTI jAya che, to tenA mATe zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- anAdino ekatvano abhyAsa thaI rahyo che, eTale A muzkela thaI gayuM che. svathI ekatva ne parathI vibhakta evo potAno svabhAva sahaja che to paNa anAdino abhyAsa-Teva thaI gaI che tethI etva saheje thaI jAya che ane svabhAvamAM prayatna kare tyAre mAMDa thAya che. chatAM bhedajJAnano abhyAsa ema ne ema cAlu ja rAkhe to sahaja thAya. zarUAtamAM prayatna karI karIne te abhyAsa cAlu rAkhe to ja daDha thAya. mumukSu- zarUAtamAM bhedajJAnano abhyAsa sahaja kema cAlato nathI ? Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #342 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 330] [ svAnubhUtidarzana bahenazrI:- huM judo chuM ema svabhAva grahaNa karIne abhyAsa cAlu rAkhe to pachI tene sahaja thavAno avakAza che. AtmA sahaja svabhAve che ane tenA jJAna-darzana-cAritra paNa sahaja che-badhuM sahaja che, paNa te tarapha prayatna nathI vaLato tethI muzkelI paDe che. teNe zarUAtamAM prayatna karI karIne potA tarapha vaLavuM paDe che, pachI to teno svabhAva sahaja che. tethI potA tarapha tenI pariNati saheje Ave che. pahelAM pariNatine prayatna karI karIne potA tarapha vALavI paDe che, kemake anAdino abhyAsa che. 587. prazna- upadeza sAMbhaLIne vRttimAM majabUtI AvatI nathI tenuM kAraNa zuM? samAdhAnaH- majabUtI nahi AvavAnuM kAraNa pote ja che, bIjo nathI. pote majabUtI lAve to Ave. anAdinA enA e abhyAsamAM cAlyo jAya che ne svarUpa dekhAtuM nathI eTale majabUtI AvatI nathI. paNa AtmAne lakSaNathI oLakhIne nakkI karavo joIe. je AtmA sukha-AnaMda icchI rahyo che te pote svayaM sukharUpa che. te bahArathI sukha icchato, sukhanI-AnaMdanI jhaMkhanA karyA kare che; paNa sukha bahArathI maLatuM nathI, ane AkuLatA AkuLatA rahyA kare che. sukhane icchanAro pote ja sukhasvarUpa che. mATe bahArano Azraya chUTI jAya ane pote ekalo ja rahI jAya to potAmAMthI sukha ane AnaMda pragaTe che ane te nirNaya pote kare to thAya che. pa88. prazna- je bahArano sudhAro karavA mAMge che tenuM jJAna zuM mithyA kahevAya ? samAdhAnaH- jJAna mithyA che, kemake vibhAva bhAvone choDavAno mArga te samajyo nathI. vibhAva kaI rIte chUTe teno sAco upAya te nahi jANato hovAthI mAtra bahAramAM ja sudhAro kare che. je bahArano sudhAro karyA kare che-bahArathI ja sudhAro karavA mAMge che tenuM jJAna sAcuM nathI, te mArgane oLakhato nathI. jenuM lakSa jJAyaka upara nathI evA ghaNA jIvo mAtra bahArathI ja sudhAro karyA kare che arthAta azubhabhAvano sudhAro karyA kare che, paNa te rIte vibhAva vAstavikapaNe chUTatA nathI. mATe tenuM jJAna sAcuM nathI. mumukSu- bahArathI eTale zubhanuM avalaMbana laIne? bahenazrI:- ajJAnI jIva bahArathI eTale ke zubhanuM avalaMbana laIne azubhane choDavA mAMge che; paNa sAcA mArgane te jANato nathI, AtmA tarapha Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #343 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 331 tenI dRSTi nathI tema ja AtmAne lakSe vibhAva chUTe evuM kAMI dhyeya nathI. kaSAyanI maMdatA jIve anaMtavAra karI che, maMda kaSAya karIne anaMtavA2 munipaNuM laI lIdhuM che -Ama bahArathI badho sudhAro karyo che, paNa tenuM jJAna sAcuM nahi hovAthI tene vAstavikapaNe vibhAva chUTato nathI. mAtra tene vairAgyathI bahAranuM badhuM chUTI jAya che, paNa kharI rIte aMtaramAMthI vibhAva chUTavo joIe te chUTato nathI kAraNa ke tenuM jJAna sAcuM nathI. 589. prazna:- huM kAMI na karuM to zuM zUnya na thaI jAuM? samAdhAnaH- huM kAMI nathI karI zakato, huM to jANanAra chuM.-evI udAsInatA ane jJAyakanI mahimA jene lAge te pote zraddhA karIne pariNatine keLave to tenI sahaja dazA thAya. huM kAMI nathI karI zakato to huM nakAmo-zUnya niSkriya thaI jaIza evuM aMdara lAgatuM hoya te udAsIna rahI zake nahIM. jene pravRttino rasa hoya tene ema lAge che ke siddhabhagavAnane kAMI karavAnuM nahi? tema ja A badhuM chUTI jaze to zUnyatA to nahi AvI jAya ne? tene aMdara svabhAvamAM badhuM bharyuM che evI mahimA-zradghA aMdarathI AvatI nathI. 590. praznaH- satpuruSanA sAnnidhyamAM AtmAnI laganI kAMIka vadhe ne ? samAdhAnaH- satpuruSanuM mahAna-prabaLa nimitta che, paNa karavAnuM potAne rahe che. eTale zAstramAM Ave che ne? ke deva-zAstra-gurunuM ke satpuruSanuM sAnnidhya gotIne tuM temanA zaraNe jA, teo kahe tema kara. paNa karavAnuM to potAne rahe che, upAdAna potAne taiyAra karavAnuM rahe che. koI karI detuM nathI. muktino mArga pragaTa karavA mATe satpuruSanuM nimitta prabaLa che. arthAt muktinA mArgane oLakhavA mATe, svAnubhUti pragaTa karavA mATe, jijJAsunI bhUmikA-AtmArthatA pragaTa karavA mATe gurunuM nimitta moTuM che, paNa karavAnuM potAne 2he che. 591. prazna:- paryAyamAM puruSArtha thato hoya to tene jJAnI kare che ke jANe che? samAdhAnaH- mAtra jANe eTaluM ja nathI, puruSArtha kare che. te evI jAtanuM jANe che ke huM jJAtA chuM. Ama jJAtAnI ugratA kare eTale jJAnamAM puruSArtha AvI jAya che. mAtra jANavA khAtara jANe to jJAnamAM puruSArtha AvI jato nathI, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #344 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 332] [svAnubhUtidarzana paraMtu jJAyakanI ugratAmAM puruSArtha AvI jAya che. jJAtA eTale paryAya che ema jANuM arthAt jANapaNuM karyuM ke paryAya che tethI puruSArtha AvI jAya ema nahi, paraMtu jJAtAdhArAnI tIkSNatA kare to temAM puruSArtha AvI jAya che. huM jJAyaka chuM ema jJAtAdhArAnI ugratA karI lInatA kare to temAM puruSArtha AvI jAya che. huM dravya jJAyaka chuM ema jJAyakane jJAyakarUpe rAkhavA mATe tathA jJAyakanI pariNati daDha karavA mATe arthAt jJAtAdhArAnI ugratA karavA mATe jJAnI puruSArtha kare che. bahAra jato upayoga te vibhAva pariNati che tenAthI pote chUTo paDIne aMtaramAM svarUpa tarapha lInatA karavAno prayatna kare che. jJAnInuM jANavuM eTale mAtra jANI levuM tema nahi, paNa puruSArthapUrvakanuM jANavuM che. pa92. prazna:- dravya ane paryAya e be vaccenI ramata ja samajAtI nathI ? Ama karavA jaIe to nizcayAbhAsI thavAya che ane Ama karavA jaIe to vyavahArAbhAsI thaI javAya che? samAdhAna - te badhuM vikalpAtmaka che eTale ema thAya che, paNa sahaja hoya tene ema thatuM nathI. vikalpathI nirNaya karavA jAya to eka vikalpa chUTe ane bIjo utpanna thAya. jo sahaja hoya to ema thatuM nathI. jJAyakanI pariNati sahaja thAya to eka (dravya) grahaNa thAya ane eka (paryAyanuM jJAna) chUTI jAya tema thatuM nathI. te dravyane grahaNa kare che, paryAyamAM puruSArtha rahe che; paraMtu vikalpAtmaka prayatna thAya che eTale dravyano vicAra karatAM paryAya chUTI jAya che, paNa tenI saMdhi yathArtha vicArIne nakkI karavI joIe. dravyadRSTi ane paryAyamAM puruSArtha e baMnenI saMdhi karavA jevI che. ekane grahaNa karavA jAya ane bIjuM chUTI jAya to ekaluM nizcayAbhAsa thaI jAya che. dravyadRSTi thAya nahi to mokSamArga ja pragaTa thato nathI. pa93. prazna- pahelAM dravyadaSTi hoya ke pahelAM vyavahAra hoya ? samAdhAna - jyAM dravyadaSTi mukhya ne yathArtha hoya tyAM yathArtha vyavahAra AvI jAya che. dravyadaSTinI sAthe yathArtha vyavahAra rahelo che. jo te chUTI jAya to daSTi ja samyaka nathI. samyagdaSTi-yathArthadaSTi hoya tenI sAthe yathArtha jJAna ane yathArtha svarUparamaNatA hoya che. jJAyaka upara daSTi gaI eTale pUrNa mukti ane pUrNa vedana thaI jatuM nathI, paNa hajI adhUrAza che ane tyAM sudhI vyavahAra hoya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #345 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [333 mumukSunI dazAmAM (prathama) te nakkI kare ke huM svabhAve nirmaLa chuM. sAthe bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kare ke huM judo chuM. Ama ekatvabuddhithI chUTavAno prayatna kare. prayatna ane dRSTi sAthe hoya che, ane bhAvanAmAM paNa ema hovuM joIe. prathama jevo svabhAva che tevo ja grahaNa kare, pachI paryAyamAM adhUrAza ne azuddhatA che te badhAne TALIne zuddhatAno prayAsa kare che. 594. prazna:- paryAya na mAnatAM zuM daSTinuM baLa vadhI jatuM haze ? samAdhAna:- paryAya nathI ema karavAthI kAMI daSTinuM baLa vadhI jAya che evuM nathI. jema che tema yathArtha jANe to daSTinuM baLa vadhe che. dravyadRSTinA viSayamAM paryAya nathI eTale paryAya vastu ja nathI, e kAMI yathArtha nathI. daSTinA viSayamAM paryAya AvatI nathI, dhyeya eka dravya upara che tenI daSTimAM paryAya nathI eTale paryAya ja nathI ema nathI. pa95. prazna- jJAnI vAraMvAra tenI meLAe aMdara cAlyA jAya che? samAdhAna - temAM prayatna che, paNa te prayatna sahaja thaI jAya che. koI karI detuM nathI ke kAMI parANe karavuM paDatuM nathI, prayatna sahaja che. potAnA ghara tarapha pote svabhAvika rIte doDIne jAya che. 196. prazna:- jJAnIne aMtaramAM ekadama zAMti maLe che to bahAra nIkaLe che zuM kAma ? ekadama zAMti maLI gaI pachI AkuLatAmAM kema Ave che? samAdhAna - teTalo puruSArtha nathI eTale bahAra nIkaLI jAya che ane anAdinA je vibhAvo paDyA che temAM joDAI jAya che. hajI vibhAvo paDelA che, te kSaya thayA nathI, tema ja aMdara teTalo puruSArtha nathI eTale aMdara TakI zakAtuM nathI ne bahAra AvI jAya che. pa97. prazna- sata saraLa, sugama che; paNa koI mArga dekhADe to thAya ne? samAghAna- sat saraLa ane sugama che. dekhADanAra dekhADe, paNa jovAnuM to potAne ja che ne? pote jue nahi to game teTaluM dekhADe to paNa joI zakato nathI. pote jovAnI taiyArI kare to joI zake che. dekhADanAra dekhADe,-gurudeve ghaNuM dekhADyuM che paNa jenI jeTalI taiyArI hoya teTaluM grahaNa kare che. badhA eka jAtanuM grahaNa karI zakatA nathI. taiyArI potAne ja karavAnI che. pa98. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #346 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [svAnubhUtidarzana 334 ] prazna:- vRddhAvasthAno ane maraNano bhaya lAge che tenuM kAraNa zuM? samAdhAnaH- vRddhAvasthA ke maraNa bhayanuM kAraNa nathI, potAnA zarIrano rAga cheekatvabuddhi che eTale bhaya lAge che. zarIramAM vRddhAvasthA Ave te koIne pAlavatuM nathI ane maraNano bhaya lAge che-maraNa koIne gamatuM nathI tenuM kAraNa ajJAna che. jyAM sudhI bhavano abhAva thato nathI tyAM sudhI zarIra dhAraNa kare, paNa potAne za2I2 sAthe ekatvabuddhino rAga che eTale bhaya lAge che. tenI ekatvabuddhi evI che ke zarIrathI chUTuM paDavuM gamatuM nathI, eTale tene bhaya lAge che. vRddhAvasthA ke maraNa bhaya karAvatuM nathI paNa pote ajJAnane laIne Dare che. 599. prazna:- zarIrakA svataMtra pariNamana aMdara baiThatA nahIM hai? samajameM bhI nahIM AtA hai? samAdhAnaH- samajanekA abhyAsa karanA. zarIra jaDa-pudgala hai, maiM jAnanevAlA huM. zarIrakA svabhAva svataMtra hai, vikalpa apanA svabhAva nahIM hai, maiM caitanya jJAyaka svabhAva huM-aura isameM zAMti AnaMda bharA hai. isakA bAraMbAra vicAra karanA. baiThatA nahIM hai to baiThanekA abhyAsa karanA, bAraMbAra vicAra karanA. svabhAva daSTise pIchAnanekA vicAra karanA. jaise sphaTika nirmala hai paise maiM nirmala hUM, pAnIkA svabhAva nirmala hai vaise maiM nirmala hUM. pAnImeM malinatA bahA2se AtI hai-kAdava kI vajase AtI hai aise yaha saMkalpa-vikalpa vibhAva hai, apanA svabhAva nahIM hai, usase bhedajJAna karanA. 600. prazna:- dravyadaSTi thayA vagara zuM paryAyano Azraya chUTato nathI ? samAdhAnaH- dravyadaSTi pragaTa kare to paryAyano Azraya chUTe ane paryAyano Azraya jene chUTe tene dravyadaSTi pragaTa thAya. dravya u52 daSTi kare to ja paryAyaSTi chUTe. mukhya dravya che, pachI (jJAnamAM ) paryAya UbhI rahe, paNa paryAyanI daSTi chUTI jAya. 61. prazna:- paryAyanuM pariNamana cAlu rahe to paNa paryAyadaSTi chUTI jAya? samAdhAnaH- paryAyanuM pariNamana cAlu ja rahe, paNa paryAyaSTi chUTI, dRSTi dravya upara AvI jAya. pachI te pariNamana amuka aMze zuddha thaI jAya ne amuka aMze vibhAvarUpa rahe che. dravya u52 daSTi badalANI eTale aMze zuddharUpe pariNamana thaI Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #347 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 335 gayuM chatAM amuka pariNamana hajI vibhAvarUpe rahe che daSTino doSa mukhya che. dRSTino doSa e ja paryAyadaSTi che. paryAya to UbhI rahe che, te kAMI nukasAna nathI karatI, paNa paryAyaSTi nukasAna kare che. potAnI (svanI ) daSTi-zraddhA thaI eTale AkhuM pariNamana-cakra pharI gayuM, AkhI dizA badalAI gaI. pahelAM AkhI dizA paradravya tarapha hatI te svadravya tarapha AvI gaI. daSTi badalANI eTale anaMto saMsAra chUTI gayo. have thoDo vibhAva rahe che, paNa AkhI dizA badalAI gaI. 602. prazna:- zuM jJAnInA badhA bhAvo jJAnamaya che ane ajJAnInA badhA bhAvo ajJAnamaya che? samAdhAnaH- jJAnInI dRSTi badalAI gaI che eTale tenA badhA bhAvo jJAnamaya che. jyAre ajJAnInI dRSTi AkhI UMdhI che tethI tenA jeTalA bhAvo thAya che te badhA ajJAnamaya che. ajJAnInA zubhabhAvamAM paNa aMdaramAM bhrAnti bhegI hoya che. (A paNa vibhAva che ema ) samajato nathI eTale ekatvabuddhi karato jAya che. (ane te kAraNe ) je nathI samajato tenA badhA bhAvo ajJAnamaya che. jyAre yathArthapaNe daSTi badalAI jAya-bhedajJAna thAya-tyAre ja jJAnamaya bhAvo kahevAya che. tyAM sudhI jijJAsAnI bhUmikAmAM paNa jJAnamaya bhAva kahI zakAtA nathI. kAraNa ke ekatvabuddhi che. jijJAsune rasa maMda paDayo che, paNa badhA jJAnamaya bhAva kayAre thAya ? ke jyAre bhedajJAnanI jJAtApaNAnI dhArA thAya tyAre badhA bhAvo jJAnamaya thAya. tyAM sudhI badhA bhAvo, ekatvabuddhirUpa che mATe, ajJAnamaya kahevAmAM Ave che. jijJAsu chUTavAnI bhAvanA kare che, paNa hajI ekatva pariNati thaI rahI che, ekatvabuddhi che ane dizA palaTANI nathI. jo dRSTino eka ghaDo savaLo thAya to badhA (bhAvanA ) ghaDA savaLA thAya. eka dRSTino ghaDo UMdho thatAM badhA ghaDA UMdhA thAya che. 603. prazna:- niyamasAranA paramArtha pratikramaNa adhikAranI pahelI pAMca gAthAmAM prathama kahyuM ke nAraka nahi, tiryaMca nahi, pachI kahyuM ke bhedajJAnanA abhyAsathI mAdhyastha thaI cAritra bane. to zuM samyagdarzana thayA pachI paNa bhedajJAna bhAvavAnuM? samAdhAnaH- hA, samyagdarzana thayA pachI paNa bhedajJAna bhAvavuM. bhedajJAnanA abhyAsathI mAdhyastha thaI cAritra bane. bhedajJAnamAM samyagdarzana thAya che, cAritra paNa temAM thAya che ane kevaLajJAna paNa temAM thAya che-badhuM temAM thAya che. prathama bhedajJAnanA baLathI samyagdarzana ane pachI tenA ja baLamAM cAritra thAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #348 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 336 ] [svAnubhUtidarzana Ama badhe bhedajJAna ja che. pahelethI TheTha sudhI bhedajJAna sivAya bIjo koI mArga nathI. mArga to sIdho ane saraLa che; paNa anAdinA abhyAsane laIne te moMgho thaI paDyo che. mArga kAMI ADo avaLo nathI, bahAramAM ATalAM kAryo karavA evuM temAM nathI, badhuM aMtaramAM karavAnuM che. pahelethI chelle sudhI eka ja mArga che. bhedajJAnanA abhyAsathI saMvara, pratyAkhyAnAdi badhuM pragaTa thAya che. anAdithI ekatvabuddhi che eTale tene bhedajJAna prathama sahaja thatuM nathI, vicAra AvIne chUTI jAya che. sahaja pariNati nathI tethI bhedajJAnane upayogamAM lAve tyAM upayoga chUTI jAya che. A rIte upayoga vArevAre pharyA kare che ne tene sthiratA thatI nathI, zraddhAnuM baLa teTaluM TakatuM nathI. pariNati sahaja thaI nathI eTale prathama bhUmikA tene vikaTa lAge che. 604. prazna- AtmArthI ke jene kharekhara AtmArtha pragaTa thayo che te "mane bhava nathI ? tema ni:zaMkapaNe nakkI karI zake ? samAghAna - AtmArthI pote nakkI karI zake; samyagdarzana thayA pahelAM paNa potAnI evI jAtanI hUMpha Ave to pote nakkI karI zake che. potAnI bhAvanA ane potAnI AtmArthatA uparathI evo koI pAtra jIva hoya to nakkI karI zake che. 05. prazna- jJAnI pariNamananI apekSAe vikArano kartA-bhoktA che ? samAdhAna - jJAnI pariNamananI apekSAe kartA-bhoktA che, paNa tene svAmitva buddhi nathI. mATe kartA-bhoktA nathI ema kahyuM che. chatAM asthiratAmAM rAgAdi che. 6O6. prazna- koIpaNa paryAyanI yogyatA levAmAM pramANa Ave evuM lAge che to puruSArthanI khAmI levI barAbara che? samAdhAna:- ( ekAMte) yogyatA levAmAM pramAda AvI jAya che. je thavAnuM haze te thaze, tenI evI yogyatA che ema bacAva taraphanAM paDakhAM letAM to jIvane jarAya vAra lAgatI nathI. kArya thAya nahi to bacAvanAM paDakhAM ekadama AvI jAya che. paNa puruSArtha tarapha jAya to tene khaTaka rahe ke mAre ja karavAnuM che, mArA pramAdanA kAraNe ja rokANo chuM, pramAda che mATe ja AgaLa javAtuM nathI, eTalI laganI lAgI nathI mATe AgaLa jaNAtuM nathI. zrImadjImAM Ave che ne? jIvane aTakavAnAM ghaNAM sthAno hoya che, jIva game tyAM aTakI jAya che. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #349 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [337 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] mumukSu- mArA pramAdathI A pramANe thayuM che ane huM puruSArtha karI zakato nathI ema svIkAravAthI to AkuLatA vadhI jAya ema na bane? bahenazrI - te badhuM AtmArthIe jovAnuM che. jo AkuLatA vadhI jAya ane vadhAre mUMjhavaNa thaI jAya to paNa mArga maLato nathI. mArgamAM zAMtithI, dhIrajathI AgaLa javAya che. mane pramAda che, ke zAMti che, ke dhIraja che, ke zuM che te badhuM pote vicAravAnuM che. mUMjhavaNathI mArga maLato nathI. mATe zAMtithI ane dhIrajathI pote mArga kADhe. potAnI yogyatA kevI che te samajIne AgaLa javuM. puruSArtha na UpaDato hoya ne kayAMka-kayAMka rokAto hoya to puruSArtha kare ane jo mUMjhavaNa thaI jatI hoya to zAMti rAkhavI, dhIraja rAkhavI. 607. prazna- dravya paryAyamAM AvatuM nathI te kevI rIte ? Apa samajAvazojI. samAdhAnaH- dravya paryAyamAM nathI AvatuM eTale ke te dravya che te dravyarUpe rahe che. dravyanuM svarUpa zAzvata-anAdi-anaMta che, jyAre paryAya kSaNa pUratI che, bIjI kSaNe palaTI jAya che. mATe jema paryAya kSaNe kSaNe palaTAya che tevuM dravyanuM svarUpa nathI ane tethI dravya paryAyamAM AvatuM nathI. dravya kSaNe kSaNe palaTAtuM nathI, dravya to ekasarakhuM rahe che ane paryAya to palaTAya che. eTale dravya paryAyamAM AvatuM nathI. bAkI paryAya che te dravyanuM svarUpa che. dravya-guNa-paryAya e traNe thaIne eka dravyanuM svarUpa che. dravya anAdi-anaMta che ane paryAya palaTAyA kare che. chatAM paryAya dravyanA Azraye ja thAya che, dravyamAM ja thAya che; kAMI addhara nathI thatI. je svabhAvaparyAya thAya che te dravyanA AlaMbanathI thAya che. jJAna, AnaMda Adi anaMtaguNanI je badhI zuddhaparyAya thAya che te dravyanA Azraye thAya che ane je vibhAvaparyAya thAya che te potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatAe thAya che. te vibhAvaparyAya potAno svabhAva nathI, mATe tene ane potAne bhAvabheda che. potAno ane vibhAvabhAva je AkuLatAvALA che teno svabhAva judo che,-te baMnene bhAvabheda che. tethI vibhAvathI bhedajJAna kare ke je AkuLatAvALo vibhAvabhAva che te mAro svabhAva nathI, te puruSArthanI maMdatAe thAya che; paNa puruSArtha tIvra thAya to vibhAva paryAya chUTI jAya che ane svabhAva paryAya pragaTa thAya che. 608. prazna- dravya niSkriya kaI rIte che? samAdhAna - potAnI apekSAe dravya niSkriya che. dareka guNanuM kArya paryAyamAM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #350 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 338]. [svAnubhUtidarzana Ave che. jJAnaguNanuM kArya jJAnarUpe ne AnaMdanuM kArya AnaMdarUpe Ave che. dareka guNanuM kArya AvyA ja kare che. kevaLajJAnIne kevaLajJAna thAya ne lokAloka jaNAya te jJAnanuM kArya che ane kevaLajJAnI AnaMdarUpe pariNamyA kare te AnaMdanuM kArya che. te apekSAe dravya sakriya che, paNa te dravya evI jAtanuM sakriya nathI ke dravya pote badhI rIte- sarvathA-kriyAtmaka thaI jAya. anAdi-anaMta dravya pote potAnI apekSAe niSkriya che, ane paryAya apekSAe sakriya che, sarvathA niSkriya nathI. mumukSu- je daSTino viSaya bane che te dravya sarvathA niSkriya che ema levuM? bahenazrI - hA, je dRSTino viSaya bane che te dravya ekasarakhuM niSkriya rahe che. jemAM koI pheraphAra nathI, je anAdi-anaMta ekasarakhuM rahe che ane jeno nAza nathI evI jAtanuM dravya anAdi-anaMta niSkriya che. AtmA dravya apekSAe niSkriya che ane paryAya apekSAe sakriya che. jo te ekalo niSkriya hoya to temAM kevaLajJAnanI, munidazAnI paryAya thAya nahi. mATe AtmA paryAya apekSAe sakriya che ne dravya apekSAe niSkriya che. AtmA sarvathA zUnya nathI, jAgRtivALo che, kAryovALo che; paNa dravya apekSAe niSkriya che. potAno svabhAva jaLavAyelo evo ne evo nitya dhRvarUpe rahe che tethI niSkriya che. AtmA paryAya apekSAe kAryovALo che. kemake jo AnaMda AnaMdarUpe kArya na lAve to AnaMdano guNa kevI rIte kahevAya? jo koI jAtanI kriyA temAM na thAya to jANavAnuM, zAMtinuM puruSArthano palaTo thavAnuM kArya ja na thAya arthAt koI kArya ja na thAya. mATe Atmadravya sarvathA niSkriya nathI. chatAM dravya ekasarakhuM-jema che tema-dhruvarUpe rahe che, tethI paramapariNAmikabhAve niSkriya paNa che. paryAya koI apekSAe pAriNAmikabhAve paNa che kemake te koInI apekSA rAkhatI nathI, svataMtra pariName che, upazama Adi bhAvomAM koInI apekSA lAgu paDatI nathI, mATe te apekSAe paryAya pAriNAmikabhAve che, paNa te paryAya che mATe sakriya che. 609. prazna- daSTinuM baLa konA upara hoya che ? ane vadhAre baLa konuM-daSTinuM ke jJAnanuM? samAdhAnaH- daSTinuM jora eka sAmAnya upara ja che. ane jJAna sAmAnya-vizeSa baMnene jANe che, jANavAmAM bheda Ave che. daSTimAM je sAmAnyanuM baLa Ave che evI jAtanuM baLa jJAnamAM AvatuM nathI. daSTi baLavAna che ne te eka sAmAnyane grahaNa kare che, te eka sAmAnya upara jora mUkIne AgaLa jAya che ke anAdi-anaMta Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #351 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [339 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] caitanya sAmAnya te huM chuM. guNa-paryAyanA bheda upara paNa tenI najara nathI. te to eka sAmAnya caitanya astitva ke je jJAyaka che te huM ema svIkAre che. Ama jevuM daSTinuM baLa, tevuM baLa jJAnanuM nathI. kemake jJAna sAmAnya-vizeSa baMnene jANe che. jJAna yathArtha hoya to pariNati yathArtha thAya che, paNa daSTi vadhAre baLavAna che. daSTimAM baLa che, kemake daSTie AkhA sAmAnyane grahaNa karyuM che. mumukSu- mUlyavAna daSTi che? bahenazrI:- hA, daSTi mUlyavAna che. mumukSu- daSTi je kAma kare che te jaNAya che to jJAnamAM ? bahenazrI - jJAnamAM jaNAya che paNa daSTi baLavAna che, joradAra che. eka sAmAnya upara daSTi sthApatAM (svarUpamAM) lInatA thAya che. jema koI mANase ema nakkI karyuM hoya ke mAre A pramANe A eka ja kArya karavAnuM che, to pachI te e kArya sivAya AjubAjunuM bIjuM kAMI jove nahi ane daDhatAthI kArya karyA kare tema eka pachI eka vacce badhA bhedo Ave, paNa tenA upara dRSTi nahi detAM sAmAnya eka AtmA upara ja daSTi detAM tenA baLathI lInatAnI pariNati pragaTa thAya che. mumukSu- jJAnamAM paNa evuM baLa Ave che ? bahenazrI - jJAnamAM badhuM jANavAnuM Ave che. joke jJAnamAM baLa Ave che, paNa daSTimAM vadhAre baLa Ave che. jJAnamAM badhAM paDakhAne jANavAnuM kArya hoya che ke A adhUruM che ne A pUruM che. A kevaLajJAna che, A sAdhakadazA che, A guNabheda ne paryAyabheda che ema jJAna badhuM jANe tema ja eka akhaMDanuM baLa paNa jJAnamAM che, chatAM paNa te jANavApare che. eka sAmAnya ja jeNe grahaNa karyo che. te daSTi vadhAre baLavAna che. 610. prazna:- puruSArtha kema karavo? samAdhAna - jo sacinI ugratA thAya to puruSArtha thayA vagara rahe nahi. "ruci anuyAyI vIrya." ruci je tarapha jAya te taraphano puruSArtha thAya ja; paNa potAnI ruci maMda hoya to puruSArtha UpaDato nathI. thAya che, thAze ema potAne thayA kare paNa ugra bhAvanA na thAya tyAM sudhI puruSArtha thato nathI. ruci ugra thAya tene Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #352 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 340 ] bahAra rokAvuM game nahi, kSaNe kSaNe AtmAnI laganI lAge, rAta-divasa kayAMya cena na paDe, evuM aMdara thAya to potAno puruSArtha ugra thAya, paNa maMda maMda rahyA kare che eTale AgaLa jaI zakato nathI. mumukSu:- aMtara sanmukha puruSArtha rucinA jore thAya ? bahenazrI:- ruci ugra hoya to aMtara sanmukha puruSArtha sahaja thAya. ci potA tarapha jAya to puruSArtha paNa te tarapha jAya. mumukSu:- to puruSArtha karavAno na rahyo paNa ruci karavAnI rahI ? bahenazrI:- baMnene saMbaMdha che, ruci thAya eTale puruSArtha sAthe thAya ja. mumukSuH- baMnnemAM mukhyatA konI ? bahenazrI:- rucinI mukhyatA hoya che. mumukSuH- ruci khUba UMDANathI jAgRta karavA mATe zuM karavuM? bahenazrI:- pote akAraNa pAriNAmika dravya che, tethI ruci potAne ja karavAnI che. A svabhAva ja AdaraNIya che, vibhAva AdaraNIya nathI. vibhAvamAM sukha nathI, tenI sAthe ekatvabuddhi karavI te khoTuM-ayathArtha che. yathArtha Atmatattva vibhAvathI juduM hovA chatAM temAM ekatva mAnI rahyo chuM te khoTuM mAnyuM che, viparIta mAnyuM che. Ama yathArtha jJAnapUrvaka nizcaya karIne pote rucine dRDha karato rahe. jJAna, ruci, puruSArtha-badhAne saMbaMdha che. tethI yathArtha jJAnathI nizcaya karavo joIe ke bahAramAM kayAMya sukha nathI, AtmAmAM sukha che. be tattvo judAM che. A vibhAvatattva juduM che ne mAruM Atmatattva juduM che ema nakkI karIne rucinuM jora vadhAravuM. 611. prazna:- A badhuM ekalA vikalpamAM bese to cAle kharuM? samAdhAnaH- pahelAM vikalpa hoya che, nirvikalpa to pachI thAya che. pahelAM to abhyAsa ja hoya che ane te abhyAsa UMDANathI thAya to paNa teno nirNaya ema hovo joIe ke A abhyAsa viklpamAM che, aMdara UMDuM javAnuM bAkI che. Ama dhyeya rAkhe to UMDo javAno prayatna thAya. paraMtu vikalpa mAtramAM aTakI jAya ke meM ghaNuM karyuM, to AgaLa na javAya. A vikalpa mAtra abhyAsa che, hajI tenAthI AgaLa javAnuM che; ema dhyeya hovuM joIe. jo ema dhyeya rAkhe to AgaLa javAya. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #353 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 341 che? mumukSuH- dhyeya dhruvanuM rAkhIne abhyAsa karavo ? bahenazrI:- hA, dhruvanuM dhyeya rAkhavuM joIe, to AgaLa javAya. mumukSuH- dhruvanuM lakSa rAkhIne vAta sAMbhaLavI te zuM vikalpAtmaka bhUmikA bahenazrI:- te vikalpAtmaka bhUmikA che. dhruvanuM dhyeya hovuM joIe ke AgaLa javAnuM che, nirvikalpa thavAnuM che. 612. prazna:- keTalIka vAra to ema thAya ke gurudeva maLyA ne vAta maLI chatAM AgaLa kema javAtuM nathI ? A vAta ruce che to paNa AgaLa kema javAtuM nathI ? samAdhAnaH- bhAvanA to ema rahe ke ATaluM maLyuM chatAM AgaLa kema thatuM nathI? guru maLyA, aMdara ruci thAya, sAcuM lAge, paNa pote pariNitano palaTo karato nathI te bAkI che. aMtaramAM bhedajJAnanI pariNati pragaTa karI palaTo khAya ne svAnubhUti pragaTe tene pachI cAritra bAkI rahe che. prathama pagathiye samyagdarzana mukhya che ane te palaTo karavAthI thAya che. jo palaTo khAdho to sAcA mArge caDI gayo. 613. prazna:- jJAnI vagara jJAna gamya nathI. paNa amone jJAnIonA bheTA thayA, chatAM A paristhiti kema rahI gaI ? samAdhAnaH- pote gurune ane bhagavAnane oLakhyA nahi. temane bahArathI oLakhyA, paNa aMtarathI oLakhyA nahi. aMtarathI apUrva rIte A-judA che ne juduM kahe che e rIte-oLakhyA nahi. paMcamakALamAM gurudeva padhAryA ane judI rIte vAta kahI eTale badhAne ATalo khyAla Avyo ke teo juduM kahe che. teNe sthUla daSTie bahArathI bhagavAnane ane gurune oLakhyA; paNa teo kahI gayA te grahaNa karyuM nahi. 614. praznaH- huM judo chuM, judo evuM lAgyA kare to te zuM barAbara che? samAdhAnaH- jJAnIne jAgatAM, sUtAM, svapnamAM, hAlatAM, cAlatAM haMmezAM judo lAge te barAbara che. te pahelAM huM judo chuM, judo chuM evuM bolavA mAMDe te nahi. tathA huM judo chuM evuM (zAstrathI) jANI lIdhA pachI huM judo chuM ema vicAra thayA kare te paNa barAbara niha. paNa sAkSAt jJAyaka tenA hAthamAM dekhAto hoya ke huM A rahyo jJAyaka, huM A rahyo jJAyaka arthAt huM jJAyaka A rahyo evuM ja vedana rahyA kare te barAbara che. potAnA jJAnamAM jJAyaka judo ja lAgyA kare,-te (jJAyaka) Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #354 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 342] [ svAnubhUtidarzana pragaTapaNe judo lAge te yathArtha che. huM jJAyaka chuM evo mAtra vikalpa nahi paNa AtmajAgRti thavI joIe ane te duniyAthI judI ja hoya che. jagatathI judo paDe tene pachI mUMjhavaNa rahetI nathI, A jJAyakanI dhArA mArA hAthamAM che, puruSArthanI sahajadhArA amuka prakAre to jJAnInI cAlatI ja hoya che, vizeSa ugratA pachI thAya che. te dhArAmAM nIcenI dazA hoya tyAre amuka vakhate maMdatA hoya che ne amuka vakhate tIvratA hoya che. mumukSu- aMdarathI khyAla Ave che, chatAM ugratA kevI rIte lAvavI ? bahenazrI - zraddhAnuM baLa vadhe to ugratA thAya. aMtaratattvanuM baLa vadhe, aMdara virakti vadhe, caitanyanI potAnI mahimA vadhe ane bahAranI mahimA chUTe, bahAramAM AkuLatA lAge ne jJAyakanI mahimA vadhI jAya to ugratA vadhe. hujI (potAne) zraddhAnA baLamAM maMdatA thAya che to zraddhAnA baLamAM potAne maMdatA kema che? te pote vicAravuM. 615. prazna:- ApaNA udayane laIne bALakane muzkelI paDe ne ? samAdhAna- tamArA udayathI bALakane takalIpha na paDe, tene tenA udayathI takalIpha thAya. teno udaya svataMtra ane tamAro udaya paNa svataMtra che. te bALake evA pariNAma karyA hoya eTale tene takalIpha paDe-evI jAtano saMyoga maLe. koI rAjAne ghare janme, koI garIbanA ghare janme, to koI kayAMya janmaema badhA jIva potAnA udayane laIne Ave che. tethI to zAstramAM Ave che ne gurudeva paNa kahe che ke AtmAnuM karI le. janma-maraNa karatAM karatAM anaMta bhava thayA. temAM koI manuSyabhava pAme te potAnA pariNAmathI ane koI deva, nArakI ke Dhora thAya to paNa te potAnA pariNAmathI thAya. temAM koI koInuM karI zakato nathI. zubhAzubhabhAvano karanAro tathA tenuM phaLa bhogavanAro pote che. ane tenAthI judo paDI huM AtmA zAzvata chuM, mArAmAM AnaMda che-ema AtmAne jANanAro paNa pote che. AtmAne oLakhanAro mokSane pAme che. aMtaramAM bhedajJAna karIne ema jANe ke zarIra juduM ane huM judo, saMkalpa-vikalpa thAya te huM nahi, jANanAro huM AtmA koInuM karI zakuM nahi, to muktinI dazA aMtaramAM pragaTe che. jinendra bhagavAna ane guru upadeza Ape paNa puruSArtha karavAno potAne rahe che. koI koInuM kAMI karI zakatuM nathI. AtmAnI sAdhanA paNa svayaM pote kare che. 616. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #355 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 343 praznaH- kramabaddhaparyAya mAnavAthI puruSArtha UDI jAya che te sAcuM che ? samAdhAnaH- je kramabaddha che te puruSArthapUrvaka che. kramabaddha je yathArtha mAne temAM puruSArtha AvI jAya che. kramabaddha sAcuM mAnyuM tyAre kahevAya ke jemAM puruSArtha sAthe hoya to mAnyuM che. puruSArthapUrvakanuM kramabaddha che. Ama ja thavAnuM che tevo nirNaya puruSArthanuM baLa ane parAkrama sUcave che. puruSArthapUrvaka kramabaddha na mAne to te kramabaddhane mAnato ja nathI. 617. prazna:- potAnI zuddha paryAya sAthe tapaNuM ghaTe ke atapaNuM ghaTe che ? samAdhAnaH- potAnI zuddha paryAya sAthe tapaNuM paNa che ane atapaNuM paNa che. zuddha paryAyarUpe AtmA pariName che te taNuM che. ane paryAya jeTalo AtmA nathI, arthAt AtmA to akhaMDa che jyAre paryAyanuM svarUpa kSaNa pUratuM che; mATe paryAya sAthe atapaNuM che. Ama potAnI paryAya che mATe tat paNuM ane paryAya kSaNa pUratI che mATe ata5NuM che. 618. prazna:- sthUla upayogako sUkSma karake bhItara jAnaikI vidhi kayA ? samAdhAnaH- vidhi to apaneko karanekI hai. sthUla upayogako sUkSma karaneke liye aMtarameM jAnA, svabhAva ko pIchAnanA. apanA mArga apane hAthameM hai. bAhyadaSTi karanese upayoga sthUla ho jAtA hai aura bhItarameM dRSTi karanese-svabhAvako grahaNa kanese-upayoga sUkSma hotA hai. svabhAvameM gaharA jAnaise upayoga sUkSma hotA hai. prajJAchINIse svabhAvako grahaNa kare to upayoga sUkSma hotA hai aura vahu bahAra jAtA hai to sthUla hotA hai. 619. prazna:- parAzritajJAna sarvathA haiya che to paranI jANakArI haiya che ne ? samAdhAnaH- parAzritajJAna eTale parano Azraya letuM jJAna te heya che. kAraNa ke temAM 52 tarapha javAthI rAga thAya che, ekatvabuddhi thAya che mATe te heya che. paNa kAMI jJAna haiya nathI. 52nI sAthe ekatvabuddhi karavI, rAga karavo, te haiya che. vaLI parano Azraya letAM jJAnopayoga khaMDa khaMDa thaI jAya che. (tethI tene heya kahyo che.) jJAnano sva-52prakAzaka svabhAva che. vItarAgadazA pragaTa thAya tyAre sva ne 52ne jANavArUpa sahaja jJAna hoya che, 52ne jANavA jato nathI. A jANavuM-A jANavuM tema phAMphAM mAravAnAM nathI, eka AtmAne jANe temAM badhuM AvI jAya che. 620. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #356 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates [ svAnubhUtidarzana 344 ] praznaH- svane jANyA vagara ekAMte parane jANavuM te zuM haiya che? samAdhAnaH- 52nuM jANavuM te ya nathI; paNa pa2mAM nimagnatA karavI te heya che. ekalA pa2ne jANe ane jJAyakane na jANe tyAM jJeyamAM nimagna thato hovAthI te haiya che. jJAna nimagnatA eTale AtmAmAM rahevuM. jJAnamAM zeya sahaja jANavAmAM Ave che, paNa te jJeyamAM rAga karavo ane nimagnatA karavI te haiya che. ekalA 52ne jANavuM te yathArtha nathI, paNa AtmAne jANIne 52nuM jANavuM te yathArtha che. sva pUrvaka pa2ne jANe te yathArtha che. ekalA parane jANavuM te viparyaya che, mithyAtva sAthenuM mithyAjJAna che. 621. praznaH- saMsArameM duHkha lage aura AtmAkI mahimA Ave to vo AtmAkI khoja kare- kayA ye yogya hai? samAdhAnaH- jisako saMsArameM duHkha lage aura AtmAkI jijJAsA-pipAsA lage usako AtmAkI mahimA Ave, jisako saMsArameM tanmayatA hotI hai usako apanI mahimA nahIM AtI. du:kha lage ki yaha saMsAra acchA nahIM hai, duHkharUpa hai tathA AtmAkA vaibhava jagatameM anupama hai aisI unakI jijJAsA lage, mahimA Ave to AtmAko dekhanekA prayatna kare. yaha AtmA kauna batAve? AtmA kahAM hai? aisI jijJAsA hotI hai to vaha khoja karatA hai. 622. prazna:- 52ne jANavuM duHkhanuM kAraNa ke rAga karavo te du:khanuM kAraNa che? samAdhAnaH- 52ne jANavuM te duHkhanuM kAraNa nathI. para pratye rAga karavo te duHkhanuM kAraNa che. 623. prazna:- mAre AtmA ja prApta karavo che evI je bhAvanAthI UpaDayo hato te bhAvanA maMda paDe to nirNaya pharI jAya ? samAdhAnaH- mAre AtmAnuM ja karavuM che te bhAvanA maMda paDe to nirNaya pharI jAya. AtmA ja sarvasva che ema karIne nirNaya karyo hoya ane jo bhAvanA pharI jAya to teno nirNaya paNa DAmADoLa thavAno avakAza che. 624. prazna:- svAnubhUtinI dazA to vacanAtIta che, paNa Ape je IzAro karyo che temAM thoDuM vizeSa kaho. samAdhAnaH- te vacanathI kahevAnI vAta nathI. svAnubhUtimAM AnaMda-taraMgo UchaLe Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #357 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [345 che. AtmAno svabhAva adabhuta, apUrva ne AzcaryakArI che. AtmAmAM AnaMdaguNa che to svAnubhUti thatAM AtmA AnaMda-taraMgomAM Dole che. anaMtaguNa ane paryAyothI bharapUra AtmAnuM jevuM svarUpa che tevuM svAnubhUtimAM prApta thAya che. svAnubhUtimAM je AnaMdataraMgomAM AtmA Dole che e AnaMda jagatathI judo ane nyAro che tathA vacanamAM Ave tevo nathI. jo ke kahevAya ema ke AtmA AnaMdataraMgomAM Dole che, bAkI anaMtaguNanI vibhUti tene pragaTa thAya che, temAM te Dole che. mukhyapaNe (vedanamAM) AnaMdaguNa che eTale AnaMdataraMgomAM Dole che ema kahevAya che. dravya (sarvathA) kUTastha che ane koI kArya karatuM nathI ema nathI. te pariName che, paryAyonA taraMgo UchaLe che. dravya upara daSTi mUkatAM tene paryAya upara daSTi nathI, paNa tethI tene svAnubhUtinI paryAya pragaTa thatI nathI evuM nathI. paryAyomAM AnaMdanA taraMgo UchaLe che ane te vacanAtIta che, vacanamAM Ave ema nathI. dravya-guNa-paryAyathI zobhita AtmA apUrva che, adbhuta che ne AzcaryakArI che. anubhUti thatAM te AnaMdataraMgamAM Dole che-AvuM e jagatathI juduM tattva che. 6ra5. prazna- krodhano udaya Ave to tenAthI bacavA mATe jJAnI zuM karatA hoya? samAdhAnaH- huM to zAMta svarUpI chuM. evI jJAyakanI pariNati jJAnIne pragaTa thaI hovAthI jJAyakanI dorI tene krodhathI pAcho kheMcI le che, maryAdA bahAra krodhamAM te jato nathI. tene evuM bhedajJAna che ke krodhamAM ekatva thatuM nathI, krodhathI judo ne judo rahe che. AvI bhedajJAnanI dhArA tene varte che. mumukSu- upayoga to krodhamAM hoya? to zuM upayogane pAcho vALavAno prayatna kare ? bahenazrI - upayoga bhale krodhamAM hoya; paNa jJAyakanI dorI cAlu ja che. tethI krodhamAM ekatra thato nathI ane upayogane pAcho vALavAno prayatna kare che. jJAnInI pariNati to judI ne judI rahe che ja, paraMtu upayoga paNa vadhAre bahAra na jAya te rIte tene sahajapaNe pAcho vALe che. jJAnIne bhedajJAnanI dhArA varte che, viraktinI pariNati pragaTI che tathA jJAyaka tenA hAthamAM che, tethI aMdara pariNati judI pariName che. amuka aMze sthiratA-lInatAnA kAraNe amuka aMze zAMtapaNuM tene chUTatuM ja nathI. bahArathI game te dekhAya, paNa krodhamAM ekadama AkuLavyAkuLa thato nathI. 6ra6. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #358 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 346] [ svAnubhUtidarzana prazna- sarvajJakI pratItipUrvaka kamabaddhako samaje usameM puruSArtha AtA hai? samAdhAna-puruSArtha isameM AtA hI hai. bhagavAnane kramabaddha dekhA hai vaha puruSArthaka sAtha dekhA che. jo jIva puruSArtha karatA hai usako bhavakA abhAva hotA hai. yadi jJAyakakA puruSArtha karatA hai-jJAtA hotA hai to bhavakA abhAva hotA hai. jo jJAyakanA puruSArtha karate nahIM aura kramabaddha kahate hai to use nukasAna hotA hai. 627. prazna- jJAnIkI aMtaraMga dazA kaisI hotI hai? samAdhAna - jJAnIkI aMtaraMga dazA alaga prakArakI hai. bhedajJAnakI sahaja dhArA niraMtara rahatI hai. jJAyakakI dhArA honese jo jo vikalpa uThate haiM vahu sabase jJAnI bhinna rahate haiM aura jJAnI vikalparUpa jJAyaka nahi, pariNatirUpa jJAyaka rahatA hai. jaise ajJAnIko anAdise ekatvabuddhi cala rahI hai, vaise jJAnIko bhedajJAnakI pariNati sahaja calatI hai, sahaja puruSArtha hai. bAharameM saba dikhanemeM AtA hai kintu usakA aMtara grahaNa kare to usakI dazA pakaDanemeM AtI hai. samyagdaSTi jJAnI bAharase to gRhasthAzramameM rahatA hai lekina usakA aMtaraMga paricaya hove to khyAlameM Ave ki usakA hRdaya bhItarameM kayA hai? jo jJAnI gRhasthAzramame hove usako pichAnanA muzkila hotA hai. 628. prazna:- Apake vacanAmRtame jJAna-vairAgyathI dhArAko kahIM bAra ullekha AyA hai. to usame kayA bhAva lenA? samAdhAna - meM to jJAyakasvarUpa chuM, vibhAva merA svabhAva nahIM hai aise jJAyakako yathArtha pIchAnake grahaNa karatA hai taba sabhI vibhAvase virakta hotA hai. jo jo kArya bAharameM hotA hai aura bhItarameM jo jo vikalpa AtA hai vaha sabase nyArA ho jAtA hai aura vahI saccA nyArA ho gayA hai. alaukika jJAnase jJAyakako grahaNa karate hI jJAna-vairAgyathI dhArA niraMtara calatI hai. usakA hRdaya zuSka nahIM hotA lekina vairAgya-jJAnakI dvArA niraMtara calatI hai. yadi jJAnI gRhasthAzramameM ho to meM kaba muni houM, kaba kevalajJAna hove aisI bhAvanA arthAt vAraMvAra bhItarameM jAnakI bhAvanA aMtaramaeNse bahota AtI hai. ( jJAyakakI) pariNati niraMtara calatI hai, kabhI kabhI nirvikalpa dazA hotI hai aura bhedajJAnakI dhArA niraMtara rahatI hai. 629. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com Page #359 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA] [347 prazna- AtmA zarIrathI bhinna che te tarata khyAlamAM Ave che, paNa je _vibhAvabhAvo thAya che tenAthI bhinnatAno khyAla Avato nathI ? samAghAna - te muzkela che. zarIra jaDa che ane te dekhAya che tethI tenAthI bhedajJAna karavuM saheluM lAge che. upayoga sUkSma thAya ne aMdarathI potAne rasa-ruci lAge to vibhAvathI chUTo paDe. vibhAvathI chUTA paDavuM tene muzkela paDe che paraMtu aMdarathI eTalI taiyArI hoya to chUTo paDI zake che. 63). prazna- AtmA kema dekhAya? AtmAmAM lIna thavA prayatna karIe chIe, paNa aMdhakAra ja dekhAya che? samAdhAnaH- jJAyaka jyotine oLakhe to AtmA dekhAya. jJAyakane oLakhavo joIe ke A rahyo huM AtmA....A rahyo chuM jJAyaka, jevI caitanyasvabhAva vastu che tevI pote zraddhA kare, oLakhe to tene dekhe. "nija nayananI ALasa re..nIrakhyA na nayaNe hari." potAnA nayananI ALasa AMkha kholIne pote joto nathI to caitanya bhagavAna dekhAya kayAMthI? pote joto ja nathI, to pachI aMdhAruM ja dekhAya ne! potAnA jJAnarUpa cakSune kholato nathI eTale dekhAto nathI, ane jo khole to dekhAya. 631. prazna- AtmAko dekhane ke liye mana to bahuta karatA hai? samAdhAna - lekina isakA upAya nahIM karatA hai. AtmAko dekhanekA upAya karanA cAhiye ki bhItarameM kaise jAve? isakA kayA upAya hai? aise upAya karanA cAhiye. anAdikA dUsarA abhyAsa honese bAhara hI bAhara rahatA hai, lekina upAya kare to bhItarameM jAve. dUsarA koI nahIM hai, Apa hI hai. apanA svabhAva hai vahu sahaja hai, sarala hai, to bhI anAdikAlase dUsarA abhyAsa hI rahA hai aura bAhara hI bAharameM bhaTaka rahA hai isaliye yaha durlabha ho rahA hai. bhItarameM apanA svabhAva hai vaha sarala hai, lekina puruSArtha nahIM karatA hai to dikhatA nahIM hai. 63ra. prazna- vikalpa sahaja che te kaI rIte ? samAdhAnaH- koI apekSAe vikalpa sahaja che. vikalpa-vibhAva je thAya che teno huM kartA nathI, huM jJAyaka chuM te apekSAe vikalpa sahaja che ema kahyuM che. bAkI potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatAe te thAya che ane pote svarUpa tarapha vaLI jAya to Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #360 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 348 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana vikalpa chUTI jAya che. Ama be apekSA rahelI che. vikalpa ekalo sahaja ja che eTale ke je thavAnuM hoya tema thAya che evuM ekAnta levAthI nukasAnanuM kAraNa thAya che. jema thavAnuM hoya tema thAya, pote kAMI karI zakato nathI, puruSArtha kare to paNa vikalpa chUTe nahi evo sahajano artha nathI. te vikalpa potAno svabhAva nathI tethI dravya apekSAe teno kartA nathI, ane mATe tene sahaja kahyo; paNa bIjI apekSAe vikalpane potAno levo ke puruSArthanI maMdatAe te thAya che ane pote svabhAva tarapha vaLe ane jJAyaka thAya to chUTI jAya che.-ema be apekSA che. vibhAva jyAre thavAno hoya tyAre thAya ema eka ja apekSA arthAt ekAnta levAthI nukasAna thAya che, zuSkatA jevuM thaI jAya che. ke thavAnuM hoya tema thAya, ApaNe kAMI karI zakatA nathI, vikalpa chUTavAno hoya tyAre chUTaze ema ekAnta nathI. potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatAne laIne pote temAM rokAyelo che, potAnI pariNatinI maMdatA che mATe thAya che ane puruSArtha kare to chUTI jAya che. 633. praznaH- samyagdarzana pragaTa karavA, pahelAM pramANajJAnathI puruSArtha upADIe ke dhruvajJAyakanA jorathI puruSArtha upADIe ? kaI rIta che? samAdhAnaH- baMne bheguM che. huM jJAyaka chuM, dhruva chuM evuM jora hoya ane paryAyamAM adhUrAza che tenuM jJAna hoya-e baMne rIte puruSArtha UpaDe che. dravyasvabhAve AtmA zuddha che evuM jora hovA chatAM dravyamAM zuddhatA che ane paryAyamAM azuddhatA che ema baMnenuM jJAna pramANamAM sAthe rahe che. pariNati bhale dravya upara dRSTi de, (dRSTi bhale dravyanI hoya) to paNa jJAna sAthe ja rahe che. 634. prazna:- puruSArtha karavA mATe jora konA upara ApavuM ? samAdhAnaH- jora dravya upara jAya che, paNa jJAna sAthe rahe che. ekaluM dravya u52 jo2 jAya ane paryAya kAMI che ja nahi ema mAne to dravya u52nuM jora khoTuM thAya che. dravya upara jora rAkhe ane paryAyamAM rAga ke kAMI nathI ema jANe to dravyanuM jora khoTuM thAya che. baMne-dRSTi ne jJAna sAthe rahe che. ane to ja tenI dravyadRSTi paNa samyak che. samyajJAna sAthe na hoya to dravyadaSTi paNa samyak nathI. bhale dravya uparanuM jora mukhya rahe to paNa (paryAyanuM) jJAna sAthe rahe che. eTale pramANajJAna kAMI kAmanuM nathI evo teno artha nathI. dravyadRSTinI mukhyatApUrvaka pramANajJAna sAthe ja rahe che. 635. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #361 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 349 prazna:- pramANajJAna kAmanuM che te kevI rIte ? samAdhAnaH- dravyadaSTi grahaNa karatAM dravya zuddha che ema jora AvavA chatAM paryAyamAM azuddhatA che te khyAla jJAnamAM che. jJAnane zuddhatA ane azuddhatA-baMneno khyAla che. ane tethI azuddhatAne TALavAno puruSArtha UpaDe che. mATe te paNa kAmanuM che. azuddhatA TALavI che ane zuddha paryAya pragaTa karavI che tene mATe dravya u52 dRSTinuM jora hoya che. chatAM hajI paryAyamAM azuddhatA che ane zuddha paryAya pragaTa karavI che tethI pramANajJAna paNa kAmanuM che. dravyadaSTinA jorathI ane pramANajJAnathI-baMnethI puruSArtha UpaDe che. bemAMthI eka ja hoya to dRSTi ne jJAna baMne khoTAM thAya che. dravya u52 daSTi na hoya ane mAtra jJAnathI vicAra kare to paNa jJAna samyak thatuM nathI. ane dravya upara dRSTinuM jora hoya ane jJAna kAma na kare to dravya upara daSTinuM jora ekAnta thayuM. arthAt paryAyano-svarUpagrahaNano puruSArtha thayo ke nahi teno-kAMI khyAla ja nathI to dravyadaSTi khoTI thAya che. muktinA mArgamAM baMne kAma kare che. mukhyatA bhale dravyadaSTinA joranI hoya, paNa pramANajJAna sAthe hoya che. baMne sAthe ne sAthe kAma kare che. 636. prazna:- pramANajJAna sAthe na rAkhIe to nizcayAbhAsI thavAno avakAza che? samAdhAnaH- hA, nizcayAbhAsI thavAno avakAza che, tenI dravyadRSTi ja khoTI che. mumukSuH- anekAntanI zailI evI che ke baMne pAsAMthI svarUpa tarapha javAnI preraNA maLe. bahenazrI:- hA, anekAntanuM svarUpa ja evuM che. dravyadaSTie zuddha chuM ema dRSTimAM ekAnta AvyuM tyAre dravya-paryAyanuM jJAna paNa sAthe rahe che. eTale ke samyak ekAMtanI sAthe anekAnta raheluM che ane to ekAnta sAcuM thAya che. 637. prazna:- samyagdarzana karavA mATe eka kSaNabhaMguratAno vicAra karIne vairAgya lAve ane eka AtmAnuM bahumAna lAve, te bemAMthI kAryakArI koNa ? samAdhAnaH- vairAgya lAvavA mATe badhuM kSaNika che ema vicAre tenI sAthe AtmAnI mahimA badhuM hoya. vairAgya Ave te mATe ema vicAre ke A deha kSaNabhaMgura che, A zarIra zAzvata nathI, AtmA mahimAvaMta che, A badhuM duHkharUpa ane AkuLatAmaya che. ema aneka prakArathI vairAgya Ave. vairAgya Ave temAM AtmAne oLakhavAnuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #362 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 350 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana dhyeya (mukhya ) hovuM joIe. mAro AtmA zAzvata che ane A deha kSaNabhaMgura che ema potAnA astitva tarapha potAnuM jora AvavuM joIe. A deha zAzvata nathI, to zAzvata zuM che? zAzvata mAro AtmA che. A rIte zAzvata AtmAnA dhyeyapUrvaka A badhuM kSaNabhaMgura che e vairAgya yathArtha che. 638. prazna:- mukhyatA AtmAnA svabhAvanI hoya? samAdhAnaH- mukhyatA AtmAnA svabhAvanI hovI joIe. ekalI kSaNabhaMguratAno vairAgya Ave ane zAzvata AtmA taraphanuM dhyeya na hoya to te mAtra vairAgya pUratuM thAya. mATe zAzvata AtmAnuM ja dhyeya hovuM joIe. AtmA zAzvata che ane A badhuM kSaNika che, eTale zAzvata AtmAne ja grahaNa karavo. A bahAranuM kAMI grahaNa karavA jevuM nathI. e to paradravya che ne temAM pheraphAra thAya che, paNa mAro AtmA ekasarakho zAzvata rahenAro che-Ama tene grahaNa karavo. potAnA taraphanuM-potAnA astitvanuM grahaNa-jora, dhyeya aMdarathI AvavuM joIe. jo te Ave to yathArthapaNe tyAga thAya. aMdarathI rAga chUTe tyAre sAco vairAgya Ave ane te zAzvata AtmAnA jorapUrvaka Ave che. 639. prazna:- niraMtara bhedajJAna karatAM rahevuM? samAdhAnaH- aMtarano svabhAva oLakhI niraMtara bhedajJAna karavuM. joke aMtarathI bhedajJAna thAya tyAre ja yathArtha bhedajJAna thAya; paNa te na thAya tyAM sudhI bhAvanA-raTaNa kare. prathama bhale vikalpathI bhedajJAna kare, paNa yathArtha to jyAre sahaja thAya tyAre thAya. dravya upara daSTi karavI ane bhedajJAna karavuM te eka ja upAya che, bIjo koI upAya nathI. 640. prazna:- dravyane akAraNa pAriNAmikabhAva kevI rIte kahyo che ? samAdhAnaH- dravyane koI kAraNa lAgu paDatuM nathI, te svataHsiddha che. koInA kAraNathI dravya pariName evuM hoya to dravya parAdhIna thaI jAya. paNa te to anAdi-anaMta zAzvata svata:siddha che ne potAnI meLAe pote pariName che. vibhAvamAM janAro paNa pote ane svabhAvamAM janAro paNa pote che. karma to mAtra nimitta che. pote ja pariName che, bIjo koI tene pariNamAvato nathI. dravya svataHsiddha che. anAdi-anaMta zuddha che ane potAnI pariNatimAM potAthI azuddha thAya che. 641. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #363 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 351 praznaH- dravyane paryAyanI paNa apekSA nathI zuM? samAdhAnaH- dravyane paryAyanI apekSA nathI ne paryAyanI pariNati svataH pariName che, chatAM paryAya ane dravya baMnenA taddana kaTakA nathI. dravyanA Azraye paryAya thAya che, paNa badhuM svataH che,-koInA kA2Ne koI nathI. dravya pote ja pariName che, ane tenA mULa svabhAvamAM azuddhatA thatI nathI. dravya juduM rahe ane paryAya judI pariName ema kaTakA nathI. paryAya aMza che ane dravya aMzI che tevo bheda che, paNa sarvathA A dravyano kaTako che ane A bIjo paryAyano kaTako che ema nathI. 642. prazna:- A badhuM vistArathI jANavuM joIe ? samAdhAnaH- koI vistArathI jANe ke saMkSepathI jANe, (prayojanabhUta ) jANavAnuM vacce Ave che. A 52 ane A sva, A vibhAva ane A svabhAva ema bhedajJAna kare che temAM paNa eTaluM jANavAnuM Ave che. A svabhAva ne A vibhAva ema bhedajJAna karIne svane jANe temAM vizeSa bheda na jANe to paNa huM eka akhaMDa tattva chuM tema bheguM AvI jAya che. bAI dALa ane photarAM judI karatI hatI te jotAM zivabhUti muni guruno Azaya samajI gayA ke gurune Ama kahevuM che ke jema dALa ane photarAM judAM che tema svabhAva ane vibhAva judAM che. jJAnIo svabhAva-vibhAvane judA paDAvIne eka svabhAvane barAbara lakSamAM levarAve che ane eka svabhAvane lakSamAM lIdho to temAM guNa-paryAyanuM jJAna sAthe AvI jAya che. ' A jJAyaka'-ema svabhAva oLakhI lIdho to A jJAyaka che, te AtmA pariNativALo che, sarvathA kUTastha nathI; guNabheda che chatAM vastu abheda che, kaTakA nathI. ema badhuM jJAna sAthe AvI jAya che. yathArtha rIte jJAyakane lakSamAM lenAro koI pAtra hoya to saMkSepamAM jaladI samajI jAya che, vizeSa kSayopazama hoya te saMkSepathI samaje; koI vicAra kare ne dravya-guNa-paryAyane (vistArathI ) jANe. paNa amuka prakAre jANe to ja lakSamAM Ave che. 643. prazna:- Agamano abhyAsa hoya? samAdhAnaH- Agamano abhyAsa hoya. badhuM vacce Ave, paNa temAM ATaluM ja jANavuM ane ATalo ja abhyAsa hovo joIe athavA Agamano abhyAsa vizeSa hoya to ja samajAya ema nathI. AgamamAM zuM kahevuM che ema Agamano guruno Azaya samaje to paNa anubhava thaI zake. Azaya samaje temAM dravyaguNa-paryAya, Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #364 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates TIL. 3para] [svAnubhUtidarzana sva-para bhedajJAnanuM svarUpa vagere badhA jJAnano samAveza thaI jAya che. saMkSepathI ke vistArathI badhuM jJAna temAM AvI jAya che. 644. prazna- samavasaraNamAM je asaMkhyAta prANIo jJAna prApta kare che te bhagavAnano kahevAno mULabhUta hetu samajI jatA haze ne ? samAghAna- teo bhagavAnano Azaya samajI jAya che. bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM keTalAka jIvo ekadama samajI jAya che ne koIne samajatAM vAra paNa lAge che. samavasaraNamAM bhagavAnanI divyadhvani chUTatI hoya te vakhate keTalAka kSaNamAM samyagdarzana ane munipaNuM Adi badhuM ekadama pAme, jyAre keTalAkane vAra paNa lAge. bhagavAnanI vANInuM nimitta evuM prabaLa che ke te upAdAna taiyAra thavAnuM ekadama kAraNa thAya che. paNa pote taiyAra thAya tyAre te thAya. (potAnuM upAdAna taiyAra hoya tyAre bhagavAnanI vANI nimitta thAya.) 645. prazna- koI yogyatAvALo jIva hoya te Azaya grahaNa karI zakato hoya paNa dravyaguNa-paryAyanuM svarUpa na jANe, to te jJAyakane lakSamAM laIne-aMtarmukha thaInepotAnuM kArya karI zake ? samAdhAnaH- tiryaMca hoya che tene potAno dravyasvabhAva grahaNa thaI jAya che, astitva grahaNa thaI jAya che. mAruM astitva anaMta zaktithI bhareluM che tema tene aMdarathI AvI jAya che. tene guNa ke paryAya zabda AvaDato nathI, paNa huM eka caitanyadravya chuM, mAruM astitva badhAthI juduM che; vibhAva mAro svabhAva nathI, vikalpa thAya te huM nathI-mAruM svarUpa nathI ema Azaya samajI jAya che ane potAnA svabhAvane grahaNa karI le che ke jANanAro te huM. huM jANanAro kevo chuM? huM khAlI jANanAro chuM ema nahi, paNa anaMtatAthI bharelo evo jJAyaka chuM ema Azaya grahaNa thaI jAya che. anaMtatA ne aciMtyatAthI bharelo evo huM jJAyaka chuM. ema svIkAratAM temAM anaMtaguNa samAI jAya che. tiryaMcane pariNati vagere zabda nathI AvaDatA, paNa jJAyakanI gaMbhIratA grahaNa kare che tenA UMDANamAM badho samAveza thaI jAya che. astitva, guNa, paryAya Adi nAma nathI AvaDatAM, paNa aMdara potAnuM astitva grahaNa kare che, svabhAvanI oLakhANa kare che temAM badhuM AvI jAya che. A zarIra te huM nathI tema ja aMdara khAvA-pIvAnA vikalpa Ave te paNa mAruM svarUpa nathI, tenAthI huM judo chuM ema potAnuM astitva jANe che, Ama Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #365 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 353 bhedajJAna karI tiryaMca paNa samyagdarzana pAme che. huM AzcaryakArI vastu chuM, anaMta gaMbhIratAvALuM astitva chuM ema potAne grahaNa kare che temAM guNa-paryAya Adi badhAnA jJAnano samAveza thaI jAya che. 646. prazna:- potAnA astitvano tiryaMcane eTalo mahimA Ave che? samAdhAnaH- potAnA jJAyakanuM astitva pote mahimAthI grahaNa kare che ke huM A jJAyaka koI judo ja chuM, anaMta sAmarthyathI bharapUra zaktivALo huM padArtha chuM, A tuccha vikalpa mAro svabhAva nathI ane tenI aMdaramAM dravya-guNa-paryAyanA svarUpanA jJAnano samAveza thAya che. tene nyAya, dalIla ke yuktio AvaDatI nathI, paNa astitvane grahaNa kare che temAM badhuM AvI jAya che. huM jJAyaka dhruva, kUTastha chuM, palaTanAro nathI evuM kAMI zabdomAM nathI AvaDatuM; paraMtu huM mahimAvALo jJAyaka chuM ane potAnA astitvane dharanAro, potAnA svarUpamAM rahenAro tathA bahAra nahi janAro evo mAro svabhAva che ema tene grahaNa thaI jAya che. tene nAma nathI AvaDatAM, paNa AtmAne grahaNa karI temAM ja huM sthira rahuM to A badhuM chUTI jAya evA badhA bhAva grahaNa karI le che. navatattvanAM nAma nathI AvaDatAM, paNa huM AtmA chuM ne A rAgAdi vibhAva che tathA koI jAtanA vibhAva pariNAma mAro svabhAva nathI ema AtmAne grahaNa karI potAmAM ekAgra thavAno prayatna tene thAya che ane temAM badhuM jJAna AvI jAya che. puNya-pApa, jIva-ajIva Adi badhAnuM jJAna samAI jAya che. 647. prazna:- je jJAna sAthe AnaMda na Ave te jJAna nathI, ajJAna che ema vacanAmRtamAM Ave che. to teno vizeSa khulAso karavA kRpA karazo. samAdhAnaH- jJAna sAthe AnaMda nathI to te yathArtha jJAna ja nathI. jene samyagdarzana thAya, svAnubhUti thAya tene jJAna sAthe AnaMda Ave ja. jo AnaMda na Ave to jJAna samyakarUpe pariNamyuM ja nathI, ekaluM lUkhuM ja jJAna che. jJAna sAthe AnaMdanI pariNati jo pragaTa thaI nathI to te jJAna nathI, ajJAna che ane te chUTuM paDayuM nathI. bhedajJAna thaIne aMdara svAnubhUti thAya to te jJAnanI sAthe AnaMda AvyA vagara raheto nathI. jema jema AsravathI nivRtta thato jAya tema tema jJAnanI dazA vadhatI jAya che ane jema jema jJAnadazA vadhe tema tema AsravathI nivRtta thato jAya. svAnubhUti pragaTa thaIne jJAnadazA pragaTe tenI sAthe AnaMda hovo ja joIe. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@Atma Dharma.com Page #366 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates 354] [svAnubhUtidarzana jo AnaMda nathI to te jJAnadazA yathArtha nathI. jJAna chUTuM paDIne-nyAruM thaIne bhedajJAnavALuM nathI, to samyakajJAna ja nathI. te vicAra karato hoya te judI vAta che paNa te samyakarUpe pariNameluM jJAna nathI. 648. prazna:- tattvanA vicAra Akho divasa kare, paNa bheda-abhyAsa na kare to paNa anubhava thAya ? samAdhAna - tattvanA vicAra karyA kare, paraMtu jyAM sudhI pariNatimAM rAgAdithI ekatva che ane bhedajJAnano abhyAsa nathI to nirvikalpa anubhUti pragaTatI nathI. bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kare to nirvikalpa anubhUti thAya che. koIne vizeSa TAIma lAge ne koIne thoDo TAIma lAge, paNa bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karyA vagara-dravya upara daSTi karyA vagara-nirvikalpa anubhUti thatI nathI. 649. prazna:- tattvanA nirNaya pachI bheda-abhyAsamAM, A yugalanuM pariNamana che te pugalamAM che ne huM to judo chuM e jAtano abhyAsa karI chUTo paDe to anubhava thAya ? samAdhAnaH- deha judo ane huM AtmA judo evo aMtaramAM vikalpa Ave tenAthI paNa mAro svabhAva judo che ema vikalpathI paNa bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kare. vikalpa potAnA puruSArthanI maMdatAe thAya che. chatAM paNa vikalpathI bhedajJAnano abhyAsa kare ke vikalpa hovA chatAM huM tenAthI judo chuM. vikalpathI bhedano abhyAsa hoya to vikalpathI chUTo paDe ane to vikalpa chUTIne nirvikalpa anubhUti thavAno prasaMga Ave. vikalpa UbhA hoya chatAM paNa huM tenAthI chUTo chuM ema vikalpathI nyAro thavAno abhyAsa karato nathI to nyAro thaI zakato nathI. vikalpa TALuM-TALuM ema karyA kare to zUnyatA jevuM thAya, tema nahi paNa vikalpathI bhedajJAnano abhyAsa karavAno che. 650. prazna- koI AkarI pratikULatA AvI paDe, koI marmachedaka vacana kahe to zIghA dehamAM sthita paramAnaMdasvarUpa paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karIne dehanuM lakSa choDI devuM, samatAbhAva karavo ema kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa hajI to zraddhA-jJAnanAM ThekANAM nathI to te kevI rIte paramAtmAnuM dhyAna kare ? samAdhAna - A AgaLanI vAta karI che, paNa jeTalI potAnI zakti hoya te pramANe karavuM. munione AkarA parISahuM Ave-marmachedaka vacana koI kahe, koI niMdA kare-to munio ekadama AtmAnA dhyAnamAM evA caDI jAya ke bahAranuM Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #367 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [355 badhuM bhUlI jAya. niMdA-prazaMsA Adi badhuM jemane sarakhuM che tathA A zarIra paNa mAruM nathI, zarIramAM je thAya tenAthI mane kAMI thatuM nathI. evA munio AkarA parISaha Ave to ekadama jJAyakanA dhyAnamAM caDIne zreNI mAMDI kevaLajJAna prApta kare che. pArasanAtha bhagavAnane upasarga Avyo hato, pAMDavone kevo upasarga thayo hato? chatAM te vakhate teo badhA AtmAnuM dhyAna karatA hatA. ane traNa to ekadama AgaLa gayA. AgaLa jaIne kevaLajJAna prApta karyuM. A to munionI vAta thaI, paNa A rIte jijJAsu-mumukSu pote potAnI hada hoya te pramANe bahAranA pratikULa prasaMgo Ave to temAM zAMti rAkhe ke huM jJAyaka chuM. AtmAnuM dhyAna na thaI zake to huM jJAyaka chuM, huM to AtmA chuM, mane kAMI lAgatuM nathI, A zabda to pudgala che ane tenI sAthe mAre kAMI saMbaMdha nathI. ema vicAro kare, tenI zraddhA kare, tevI jAtanI ekAgratA kare ne tenuM dhyAna kare. prathama yathArtha dhyAna na hoya, paNa pote bhAvanA kare ke A zarIra huM nathI, A pudgala che; je thAya te zarIramAM thAya che, mane kAMI thatuM nathI; huM to jJAyaka chuM,-te rIte vicAra kare ne zraddhAnuM baLa vadhAre ke huM to judo chuM. zabda kaheto nathI ke tuM sAMbhaLa ane huM jIva paNa kAMI tyAM sAMbhaLavA jato nathI. huM mArAmAM chuM, ema pote vicAra karI, zAMti rAkhe-samabhAva rAkhe. mumukSu- pote je bhUmikAmAM hoya te pramANe kare ? bahenazrI- potAnI bhUmikA pramANe puruSArtha karI zakAya. mATe tevo puruSArtha karI aMtaramAM sthira thavuM, AkuLatA na karavI. munirAja to ugra dhyAna kare che, paNa dareke pota-potAnI hRda pramANe samajI levuM. samyagdaSTi paNa AtmAnuM dhyAna kare che, paraMtu muninI bhUmikA judI che. jijJAsue potAnI bhUmikA pramANe karavuM, saMyogathI pote nyAro thaI vicAra kare ke A badhuM mAruM svarUpa nathI, A badho udaya che. huM tenAthI judo chuM. koIno doSa nathI, mArA potAnA udayane laIne pratikULatA AvI che mATe zAMti rAkhavI. 651. prazna- zrImadjImAM Ave che ke jJAnI pratye jene paramAtmabuddhi Ave che tene sarva mumukSu pratye dAsatvabhAva Ave che. to tyAM teo zuM kahevA mAge che? samAdhAnaH- mumukSune satpuruSa-ke je sarvotkRSTa mArga batAvI rahyA che ane sAdhanA karI rahyA che tenA para paramezvara buddhi Ave che. eTale ke te ja mAre Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #368 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 356 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana sarvasva che ema mAne che ane tene bIjA mumukSu jIvo pratye dAsatvapaNuM eTale ke guNagrAhI daSTi thaI jAya che. te koInA doSa joto nathI, paNa tene badhAnuM dAsatva che arthAt koIthI huM UMco chuM evI STi nathI, paraMtu namratAnA bhAva AvI jAya che. AtmArthIpaNAnuM lakSaNa che ke huM koIthI UMco chuM tevo vicAra chUTI jAya ne badhAnuM dAsatvapaNuM AvI jAya. tene eTalI badhI namratA AvI jAya che ke potAnuM ahaMpaNuM ne kaThoratA chUTI jAya che, paNa tene parIkSAbuddhi hoya che. jyAM sAcA deva-zAstra-guru hoya tyAM ja tenI arpaNatA hoya che; paraMtu je sAcuM samajatA na hoya, jenI viparIta buddhi hoya ne jenA khoTA Agraha hoya tenA pratye dAsatvapaNuM na hoya. chatAM paNa potAne kayAMya abhimAna na thAya, pote kayAMya abhimAnathI vartato na hoya.-evI jAtanuM dAsatva hoya che. te potAnuM mAna nathI rAkhato ke mArAmAM Ama che arthAt huM moTo chuM ema potAnuM mAna chUTI jAya che, potAne nukasAna thAya evI jAtanuM ahaMpaNuM chUTI jAya che. koI khoTA AgrahavALA hoya, kudeva-guru hoya te badhAne jema che tema jANe che; paNa pote ahaMpaNuM rAkhato nathI. tene badhAmAM viveka che, paNa teno artha evo nathI ke te badhe namaskAra kare che. chatAM tene ahaMpaNuM chUTI jAya che. mArAmAM A guNa to che ne? evo tene ahaM na hoya, paNa mAre hajI ghaNuM karavAnuM che evI namratA hoya. dravya apekSAe siddha bhagavAna jevo chuM, paNa paryAyamAM pAmara chuM, evI jAtanI namratA aMtaramAM AvI jAya che.-A dAsatvano artha che. paryAyamAM huM pAmara chuM, mArI paryAyamAM ghaNI adhUrAza che. mAre ghaNuM karavAnuM che evI namratA hoya, paNa meM A karI lIdhuM ne mArAmAM A che evuM ahaMpaNuM na hoya. dAsatva eTale badhAnA dAsa thaI javuM ane badhe namaskAra karavA evo artha nathI. bIjAnA doSa jovA karatAM, paryAyamAM huM pAmara chuM ema potAnA doSa jovA te AtmArthInuM lakSaNa che. bIjAne doSabuddhithI jovA karatAM, tuM tArA potAmAM kayAM aTakayo cho ane tArAmAM zuM khAmI che tene tuM jo. bIjAnA doSa jovAmAM tuM aTakIza nahi. 'jagatane rUDuM dekhADavA prayatna karyo, paNa tuM pote rUDo thayo nahi.' evuM zrImamAM Ave che. jagatane rUDuM dekhADavAno prayatna karyo, paNa tuM pote aMda2 rUDo thayo cho ke nahi? te tAre aMtaramAM jovAnuM che. tAre potAne Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #369 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] [ 357 aMdaramAM guNa pragaTAvavAnA che, aMtaramAM zuddhi karavAnI che. dravyane oLakhIne aMdarathI jijJAsA ne laganI lagADIne AtmA tarapha tAruM valaNa keTaluM thAya che tenI upAdAnanI taiyArI karavAnI che. zrImaddajInA A vAkayanI aMdaramAM gUDhatA bharI che. gurudevanA pratApe spaSTatA thaI che. gurudeve samayasAra Adi zAstronA ne AtmAnAM-vastusvarUpanAM rahasyo kholyAM che. zrImaddanA kathananAM rahasyo paNa gurudeve kholyAM che. gurudeve sUkSma-sUkSma karIne badhAM rahasyo kholyAM che eTale badhuM cokhkhuM thaI gayuM che. 652. prazna:- "adhamAdhama adhiko patita sakaLa jagatamAM huM" te bhAvamAM dAsatvapaNuM kahevA mAMge che? samAdhAnaH- " adhamAdhama adhiko patita sakaLa jagatamAM huM; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAdhana karaze zuM?' mArAmAM badhA doSo ema potAnA doSa jonAra bIjA koInA doSa joto nathI. jagatanI aMdara huM adhamAdhama chuM ema potAnA doSa jonAra AgaLa jAya che ema kahevuM che. adhamAdhama adhiko patita pote thaI gayo nathI, paNa bhAvanA evI che ke mAre bIjAnA doSo zA mATe jovA ? huM doSathI bharelo chuM ane bIjA badhA dravya apekSAe guNathI bharelA che tema te jove che. dravya apekSAe potAne jove che ke mArA svabhAvamAM doSa nathI, paNa potAne puruSArtha upADavo che eTale potAne ema paNa jove che ke mArAmAM ja badhA doSo che. " adhamAdhama adhiko patita "-ema paryAya apekSAe mArAmAM ja doSo che ane mAre ja guNa pragaTa karavAnA che, bIjAnA doSa jovAnA nathI. potAno alpa doSa hoya to tene moTo karIne pote aMdara vicAra kare, ane bIjAnA thoDA guNane pote moTA karIne vicAra kare. AgaLa janAra mumukSunI AvI rIta hoya che. potAne AgaLa vadhavuM che te bIjAnA guNa tarapha jove. tathA potAne puruSArtha UpaDavA mATe potAnA doSa jove ke mAre ghaNuM karavAnuM che. Ama karIne AgaLa jAya che. te jJAna barAbara kare che ke dravya apekSAe mArAmAM zuddhatA bharI che, paNa paryAyamAM hajI mAre aMtaramAM puruSArtha karIne badhuM pragaTa karavAnuM che. Ama dAsatvapaNuM koIka apekSAe kahyuM che, badhI apekSAe nahIM. paryAyanI apekSAe potAne AgaLa vadhavAnuM che ane 'dIna bhayo prabhu pada jape, mukti kahAM se hoya' te dravyadaSTinI apekSA che.-baMnenI saMdhi che. 653. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #370 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Version 001: remember to check http://www.Atma Dharma.com for updates 358 ] [ svAnubhUtidarzana prazna:- paramAM mahattA ane kuTuMba-parivAramAM mamatA thaI jAya che. vicAra karIe to paNa te bhAva tUTatA nathI, to zuM karavuM? samAdhAnaH- udayabhAva che te jo AtmAnI laganI aMdara lAge to tUTe, vicArathI na tUTe. jJAyakane oLakhe ane udayabhAvathI judo paDe ke huM jJAyaka chuM, A mAruM svarUpa nathI tyAre vAstavikapaNe tUTe che. tyAra pahelAM udayabhAva bhale ho, ane pote vicAra paNa kare; paraMtu mAtra ekalA vicArathI nahi, puruSArtha kare to udayano 2sa maMda paDI tUTI jAya. A badhuM sArabhUta nathI, sArabhUta mAro AtmA ja che. A badhuM niHsAra che-evo aMdarathI nizcaya Ave to te jAtano rasa tUTI jAya. mahimAvaMta to mAro AtmA ja che ema ekalA mAtra vicAra karyA kare; paNa aMdarathI nirasatA na lAge to rasa na tUTe. mAro AtmA zAzvata che. kharekhara A kuTuMbAdi mAruM svarUpa nathI, teo sArabhUta nathI ne kAMI mahimAvaMta nathI. e to badhuM mAtra kalpanAthI mAneluM che, evI jAtano aMdarathI vairAgya Avavo joIe, AtmAnI laganI lAgavI joIe. vicAranI sAthe A badhuM Ave to rasa tUTe. udayabhAvamAM pote joDAI jAya che paNa aMdarathI 2sa tUTI javo joIe. te azubhamAMthI zubhamAM Ave che, paNa zubha mAruM svarUpa nathI, tenAthI paNa huM judo mahimAvaMta caitanya chuM ne vibhAvamAM UbhA rahevuM te badhuM khoTuM che. A rIte aMdarathI AtmAnI laganI ane mahimA AvavI joIe. te vagara rasa tUTe nahi. bahAranA badhA rAga evA hoya che, paNa caitanya taraphano jo prema jAge to bahArano prema aMtarathI tUTI jAya. eka mAro AtmA ja sarvasva che. te ja jANavA-jovAlAyaka che, te ja vicAravAlAyaka che, tenuM ja bhajana karavA yogya che, bAkI badhuM nakAmuM che. bahAramAM jeNe vastusvarUpa batAvyuM te jinendradeva hRdayamAM rAkhavA yogya che. deva-zAstra-guru hRdayamAM rAkhavA yogya che. zAstranuM ciMtavana karavA yogya che. te sivAya bahAra koI upara daSTi mUkavA jevI nathI,-lakSamAM levA jevuM nathI, rAga karavA jevo nathI-evo aMdarathI jo sAco nirNaya Ave, sAcI laganI lAge ne sAco vairAgya Ave to bahAranI mahattA tUTe. bAkI jIve bAhya vairAgya lAvI ghaNIvAra 2sa toDayo che, paNa yathArthapaNe to tyAre tUTe ke jyAre AtmAne lakSamAM le, jJAyakane oLakhe to vAstavika rIte rasa tUTe. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@AtmaDharma.com Page #371 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [359 Version 001: remember to check http://www.AtmaDharma.com for updates bahenazrInI tattvacarcA ] udaya tane kaheto nathI ke tuM parANe AmAM joDAI jA, pote joDAya che. bahAranuM koI kahetuM nathI ke tuM mane sAMbhaLa, tuM mane jo, tuM mAro vicAra kara, ema koI kahetuM nathI. paNa pote ja potAnA rAgathI temAM joDAya che. rAgamAM nirasatA lAge to teno rasa tUTI jAya. paNa mAtra lukhA vicAra karavAthI rasa na tUTe. 654. prazna- ApanAM vacanAmRtamAM Ave che ke "jIvana AtmAmaya banAvI devuM joIe ? to te kaI rIte banAvavuM? samAdhAna- hA, jIvana AtmAmaya ja banAvI devuM joIe. A jIvana badhuM rAgamaya-vikalpamaya che tene badale AtmAmaya banAvI devuM joIe. basa, huM AtmA chuM, A zarIra te huM nathI, huM caitanyamUrti chuM, caitanyanuM svarUpa te ja huM chuM. ema jIvana AtmAmaya banAvI devuM. Dagale-pagale AtmA ja yAda Ave evuM AtmAmaya ja jIvana banAvavuM. A badhuM paradravya che te koI mAruM nathI, mAro AtmA judo che; huM caitanyamaya chuM; parane Azrita vicAra Ave te badhA vicAra nirarthaka che. kAMI sArabhUta nathI; huM to eka AtmA chuM ema pahelAM bhAvanA kare, prayatna kare. kemake ekadama sahaja thavuM muzkela paDe. paNa AtmAmaya jIvana ja thaI jAya to badhuM chUTI jAya, paranI ekatvabuddhi tUTI jAya. aMtara daSTi kare ke huM AtmA chuM, A badhuM bahAra dekhAya che te huM nathI, huM to aMtaramAM koI juduM caitanya dravya chuM. pote bahAranI kalpanAthI mAnI lIdhuM che ke A zarIra te huM, gharakuTuMba Adi badhuM huM ema pote mAnyuM che, paNa A badhuM koI huM nathI, huM to caitanya AtmA chuM. ema AtmAmaya jIvana banAvI devuM. anaMtakALamAM ghaNuM karyuM-tyAga-vairAgya Adi badhuM karyuM, paNa yathArtha karavA yogya karyuM nathI. huM to AtmA chuM, A vibhAva mAruM svarUpa nathI. ema potAnuM astitva grahaNa karIne je vairAgya Ave te barAbara che. huM to AtmA chuM evuM sahajapaNe karavAno prayatna karavo. pahelAM sahaja hotuM nathI, paNa sahaja karavAno prayatna kare. A udayabhAva te huM nathI, huM to pAriNAmikabhAve rahenAro caitanyasvarUpa AtmA chuM. te pAriNAmikabhAva mAruM svarUpa che, A udayabhAva te mAruM svarUpa nathI ema AtmAmaya jIvana banAvavuM. 655. Please inform us of any errors on Rajesh@ AtmaDharma.com