Atmasiddhi in Hindi and Sanskrit

Author(s): Shrimad Rajchandra, Udaylal Kasliwal, Bechardas Doshi
Publisher: Mansukhlal Mehta Mumbai
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/002678/1

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masiddhi prakAza

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svargIya zatAvadhAnI zrImadrAjacandraviracita Atmasiddhi | saMskRta padya-lekhaka, zrIyukta paM0 bahecaradAsa, nyAya aura vyAkaraNatIrthaM / hindI - lekhaka aura sampAdaka, zrIyukta paM0 udayalAla kAzalIvAla / prathama saMskaraNa | mUlya eka rupayA / 1975 asAr3ha /

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prakAzaka, manasukhalAla ravajIbhAI mahetA, sa~DhaharTaroDa, giragA~va-bambaI / priMTara, rAmacaMdra yesU zeDage, nirNayasAgara presa, 23, kolabhATa laina, kaalbaadevii-bmbii|

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"mere jIvana para zrImad rAjacandrabhAIkA aisA sthAyI prabhAva par3A hai ki maiM / 'usakA varNana nahIM kara sakatA / unake viSayameM mere gahare vicAra haiM / maiM kitane hI varSoMse bhAratameM dhArmika puruSakI zodha meM hU~; parantu maiMne aisA dhArmika puruSa bhAratameM aba taka nahIM dekhA jo zrImad rAjacaMdrabhAIke sAtha pratisparddhA meM khar3A ho sake / unameM jJAna, vairAgya aura bhakti thI; DhoMga, pakSapAta yA rAga-dveSa na the unameM eka aisI mahatI zakti thI ki jisake dvArA ve prApta hue prasaMgakA pUrNa lAbha uThA sakate the / unake lekha a~gareja tattvajJAniyoMkI apekSA bhI vicakSaNa, bhAvanAmaya aura Atma-darzI haiN| yUrapake tattvajJAniyoM meM maiM TAlsTaoNyako pahalI zreNIkA aura raskinako dUsarI zreNIkA vidvAn samajhatA hU~; para zrImad rAjacaMdrabhAIkA anubhava ina donoMse bhI bar3hA-car3hA thA / ina mahApuruSake jIvana ke lekhoMko Apa avakAzake samaya par3heMge to Apa para unakA bahuta acchA prabhAva par3egA / ve prAyaH kahA karate the ki maiM kisI bAr3ekA nahIM hU~; aura na kisI bAr3e meM rahanA hI cAhatA huuN| ye saba to upadharma- maryAdita haiM aura dharma to asIma haiM ki jisakI vyAkhyA hI nahIM ho sakatI / ve apane javAharAtake dhaMdhe se virakta hote ki turaMta pustaka hAthameM lete / yadi unakI icchA hotI to unameM aisI zakti thI ki ve eka acche pratibhAzAlI bairisTara, jaja yA vAisarAya ho sakate / yaha atizayokti nahIM; kintu mere mana para unakI chApa hai / inakI vicakSaNatA dUsare para apanI chApa lagA detI thI / " mahAtmA gA~dhI / ( sabhApatikI haisiyatase ahamadAbAdakI 'rAjacaMdra - jayaMtI' ke samayake udgAra / )

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"mere jIvana para mukhyatAse zrImad rAjacandrakI chApa par3I hai / mahAtmA TAlsaTaoNya aura raskinakI apekSA bhI zrImad rAjacandrane mujha para gaharA prabhAva DAlA hai|" mahAtmA gaaNdhii| ( bar3havANa-jayaMtIke samayake udgAra / )

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bhett| oNnarebala zrIyukta paM0 madanamohana mAlavIyajIke kara-kamaloMmeM sAdara samarpita / mAnanIya, mahAtmA gA~dhIjI aura ApakA gADha sneha-sambandha hai| ApakA eka-dUsareke prati bar3A hI AdarabhAva hai| Apa donoM hI dezake una ujvala ranoMmeM haiM ki jinakA, dezavAsiyoMkA kalyANa karanA hI eka mahAvrata hai| taba janatAkI kalyANa-kAmanAse maiM Apako eka aise vyaktikA paricaya dU~ jinakI mahAtmA gA~dhIjIke jIvana para bhI gaharI chApa par3I hai; aura mahAtmAjIkA bar3A hI Agraha hai ki maiM Apako una vyaktikA paricaya dU~ / ve vyakti haiM zrImad rAjacandra / puNyase mujhe unake anuja honekA saubhAgya prApta hai; ataeva unakI eka pavitra kRti unake thoDese paricayake sAtha lekara maiM isa AzAse ApakI sevAmeM upasthita hU~ ki Apa aura mahAtmA gA~dhIjIke dvArA zrImad rAjacaMdrake jIvanake anubhavakA jagatko lAbha ho--usake dvArA janatAkA kalyANa ho / vinIta, manasukhalAla ravajIbhAI mahetA /

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vijJapti / zrImad rAjacandrake sambandhakI carcA karate hue eka-do bAra mahAtmA gA~dhIjIne unakI racanAoMkA bhinna bhinna bhASAoMmeM tathA khAsa kara bhAratakI bhAvI rASTrabhASA hindImeM anuvAda karA kara prakAzita karanekI mujhe sUcanA kI thI / ApakI isa upayukta sUcanAkA mujhe bar3A hI khayAla rahA karatA thA; parantu aba taka vaisA yoga na milaneke kAraNa maiM usake pAlana karanemeM asamartha rahA / paramAtmAkI kRpAse maiM aba aisA yoga lAbha kara sakA hU~ aura jisake phala-svarUpa hI yaha zrImad rAjacaMdrakI 'Atmasiddhi' nAmakI choTIsI kRti--jisameM ki saMkSiptameM sarva darzanoMkA sAra bharA huA hai-lekara hindI-pAThakoMkI sevAmeM upasthita hU~ / yaha kRti mUla gujarAtI bhASAmeM hai, usake sahArese saMskRta padyoMkI racanA zrIyukta nyAyatIrtha paMDita bahecaradAsane kI hai aura usakA hindI anuvAda tathA zrImad rAjacandrake jIvana-paricayakA sampAdana zrIyukta paM0 udayalAla kAzalIvAlane kiyA hai| mujhe AzA hai ki merA yaha prayatna janatAko lAbhakAraka hogaa| isake atirikta zrImad rAjacandrakI anya racanAoMke bhI hindImeM prakAzita karanekA prayatna zurU hai| manasukhalAla ravajIbhAI mhetaa|

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aatmsiddhi|

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bhuumikaa| [ lekhaka, sva0 zrImad rAjacandra / ] duHkha saba jIvoMko apriya lagatA hai, to bhI usakA anubhava unheM karanA par3atA hai / isa lie duHkhakA koI kAraNa avazya honA cAhie / jAna par3atA hai isa bharata-bhUmise hI pradhAnatayA vicArazIloMke vicAroMkA vikAza huA hai aura usIke dvArA phira kramase AtmA, karma, paraloka aura mokSa Adi bhAvoMkA svarUpa siddha huA hai| __vartamAnameM jaba apanA astitva dekhA jAtA hai taba bhUta-kAlameM bhI use honA cAhie; aura isI prakAra bhaviSyameM bhI usakA honA Avazyaka hai| mumukSuoMko isI prakArake vicAroMkA Azraya lenA kartavya hai| vicAra karane para jAna par3atA hai ki kisI bhI vastukA bhUta aura bhaviSyameM astitva na ho to vartamAnameM usakA astitva hI nahIM ho sktaa| jina prabhukA siddhAnta hai ki vastukA sarvathA utpAda yA vinAza nahIM hotA; usakA astitva sadA hI banA rahatA hai; mAtra rUpAntara hotA rahatA hai-usakI avasthAyeM badalatI rahatI haiN| usake vastutva guNakA kabhI nAza nahIM hotaa| ___ isa siddhAntake anusAra zuddhAtma-svarUpako prApta hue jJAnIjanoMne nIce likhI chaH bAtoMko samyagdarzanakA sarvotkRSTa sAdhana batalAyA hai| prathama hI batalAyA hai ki 'AtmA hai' arthAt ghaTa-paTAdikI bhA~ti AtmA mI hai| jisa prakAra kisI khAsa guNake kAraNa ghaTa-paTAdikA

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2 astitva pramANa mAnA jAtA hai usI prakAra pratyakSa dikhAI par3anevAle svapara - prakAzaka caitanyaguNake kAraNa AtmAkA bhI astitva pramANabhUta hai / dUsare batalAyA hai ki 'AtmA nitya hai ' / dekho; ghaTapaTAdika padArtha kucha hI kAla taka sthira rahanevAle haiM aura AtmA sadA - tInoM kAla - sthira rahanevAlA hai / ghaTapaTAdi saMyoga - janya padArtha haiM aura AtmA svabhAvasiddha hai| kyoMki aise koI saMyoga anubhavameM nahIM Ate jinase AtmAkI utpattikI saMbhAvanA kI jaave| kisI bhI saMyogI dravyase caitanyasattAkA utpanna honA asaMbhava hai, aura isI lie vaha ajanmA - svabhAvasiddha hai / aura isI asaMyogIpaneke kAraNa vaha avinAzI hai; kyoMki jo saMyoga - janya nahIM hotA usakA kabhI nAza bhI nahIM hotA / 1 tIsarI bAta batalAI hai ki 'AtmA kartA hai' / saMsAra meM jitane par3hArtha haiM una sabameM artha- kriyAkAritva dekhA jAtA hai arthAt unameM kucha-nakucha pariNAma, kriyA hotI huI dikhAI par3atI hai / AtmA bhI padArtha hai, isa lie mAnanA par3egA ki vaha bhI artha - kriyAkAritva yukta hai / aura isa artha kriyAkAritvake kAraNa hI use karttA kahA jAtA hai| zrI jina bhagavAnne AtmAkA kartRtva tIna prakAra batalAyA hai / paramArtha- dRSTi to vaha apane svabhAvakA karttA hai, isa lie ki usakA apane svabhAvameM hI pariNamana hotA hai; dUsare anupacarita ( anubhavameM Ane yogya vizeSa sambandha-rUpa ) vyavahAranayase karmoMkA karttA hai aura upacArase gRha, nagara AdikA karttA hai / cauthe batalAyA hai ki 'AtmA bhoktA hai' / saMsArameM jitanI kriyAyeM hotI haiM ve niSphala- nirarthaka nahIM hotiiN| yaha pratyakSa anubhavameM -

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AtA hai ki jo jo kiyA jAtA hai, usakA phala bhoganemeM avazya AtA hai / jisa prakAra ki viSa khAnese mauta ho jAtI hai, zakkara khAnese mu~ha mIThA ho jAtA hai, Agake chUnese hAtha jala jAtA hai aura barphako chUnese ThaMDAI jAna par3ane lagatI hai| matalaba yaha ki kriyAkA phala hue binA nahIM rahatA / isI prakAra AtmAke pariNAma kaSAya-rUpa yA akaSAya-rUpa-jaise kucha-hote haiM unakA phala bhI avazya hotA hai| una kriyAoMkA kartA honeke kAraNa hI AtmA bhoktA hai| pA~caveM batalAyA hai ki 'mokSa hai / jo anupacarita vyavahAranayase jIvako karmoMkA karttA aura karttA honeke kAraNa hI bhoktA batalAyA hai usI prakAra una karmoMkI nivRtti bhI ho sakatI hai| yaha dekhA jAtA hai ki pratyakSameM kaSAyoMkI tIvratA bhI ho to unake chor3anekA abhyAsa karanese-unakA apane AtmAke sAtha sambandha na hone denese-yA unakA upazama karanese ve manda par3a jAtI haiM; naSTa hone yogya ho jAtI haiM aura naSTa ho sakatI haiN| jitane bandha-bhAva haiM ve saba nAza hone yogya haiN| una bandha-bhAvoMse rahita zuddha Atma-svabhAva hI 'mokSa-pada' hai| _chaThe batalAyA hai ki 'usa mokSakA upAya hai| jo yaha ho ki jaba karma-baMdha nirantara hote hI rahate haiM to phira unakI nivRtti bhI kisI kAlameM nahIM ho sakatI / parantu jJAna, darzana, samAdhi, vairAgya, bhakti Adi kitane aise bhI sAdhana pratyakSa dikhAI par3ate haiM jinakA svabhAva karma-bandhase viparIta hai| aura jinake dvArA karma-bandha DhIlA par3a jAtA hai| usakA upazama ho jAtA hai yA kSaya ho jAtA hai| isI kAraNa samajhanA cAhie ki jJAna, darzana, saMyama Adi mokSa-padake upAya haiN| SHRIMARATI

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4 bhagavAn ne kahA hai ki 'AtmA hai, ' 'vaha nitya hai, ' 'kamakA karttA hai, 'karmoMkA bhoktA hai,' aura 'una karmoMse nivRtta ho sakatA hai, ' tathA 'unase nivRtta honeke sAdhana haiM' / ye chaH bAteM vicAra dvArA jise siddha ho jAtI haiM - jise inakA jJAna ho jAtA hai- use 'viveka jJAna' yA 'samyagdarzana' kI prApti ho gaI samajhanI caahie| ina viSayoMkA mumukSuoM ko vizeSa karake abhyAsa karanA cAhie / kAraNa ina viSayoMke sambandhameM vicAra karanekA yoga pUrvajanmake kisI vizeSa abhyAsa yA satpuruSoMkI saMgati se hI milA karatA hai / anitya padArthoM meM jo AtmAkI moha- buddhi ho rahI hai usase use apane 'astitva,' 'nityatva' aura 'avyAbAdha samAdhi - sukha' kA bhAna nahIM hotA / usakI moha- buddhike sAtha isa prakArakI ekAgratA calI AtI hai ki usa para vicAra karate karate ghabarA kara use apane vicAroMse parAvRta ho jAnA par3atA hai| aura isI kAraNa pUrvakAlameM bahuta bAra mohagranthike naSTa karanekA samaya na Aneke pahale hI AtmAko apane vicAra chor3a denA par3e haiN| kyoMki jisakA anAdi kAlase abhyAsa par3a rahA hai usakA, atyadhika puruSArtha kiye binA thor3e samayameM chor3A jAnA azakya haiM / isa kAraNa bAra bAra satsaMga, sacchAstroMkA abhyAsa, aura sarala vicAroMke dvArA isa viSaya meM parizrama karanA cAhie, jisase antameM nitya, zAzvata aura ananta sukharUpa 'Atma-jJAna' hokara apane svarUpakA lAbha ho / isameM jo pahale saMzaya utpanna hote haiM ve dhairya aura vicArase zAnta par3a jAya~ge; aura isa mArgako chor3a kara jo adhIratA aura viparIta kalpanAkA Azraya liyA jAyagA to usase AtmAko apanA

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hita-mArga tyAga deneke lie bAdhya honA pdd'egaa| aura phira isakA pariNAma yaha hogA ki anitya padArthoMmeM rAga honeke kAraNa AtmAko bAra bAra saMsAra-paribhramaNa karate rahanA pdd'egaa| jJAniyoMne ina chaH bAtoMko samyagdarzanakA mukhya nivAsa sthAna batalAyA hai, jinakA Upara saMkSepameM ullekha kiyA gayA hai / vicAra karane para nikaTa bhavya prANI-tadbhava mokSamAmI-inakA svarUpa sahaja hI sapramANa samajha sakatA hai-inakA use parama nizcaya ho sakatA hai / inakA saba orase vistAra-pUrvaka vicAra-manana karake AtmAmeM viveka utpanna karanA cAhie / parama puruSoMne yaha kahA hai ki ye chaH bAteM atyanta sandeha-rahita haiN| inakA svarUpa AtmAko * apane svarUpakA jJAna karAneke lie kahA hai| jJAnI puruSoMne inakA upadeza jIvake usa ahaMbhAva-mamatva-bhAva-ke dUra karaneke lie kiyA hai jo anAdi svapna-dazAke kAraNa usameM utpanna ho rahA hai / yadi jIvake aise pariNAma hoM ki isa svapna-dazAse rahita merA kharUpa hai to sahaja hI vaha jAgrata hokara samyagdarzana lAbha kara sakatA hai| aura phira isI samyagdarzanake dvArA sva-svabhAva-rUpa mokSako prApta ho sakatA hai / phira use vinAzIka, azuddha tathA isI prakArake anya bhAvoMmeM harSa, zoka, saMyoga Adi utpanna nahIM hote| vicAra karane para use apane hI svarUpameM zuddhatA, pUrNatA, avinazvaratA, atyanta AnandaayatA aura aMtarahitatA Adi svAbhAvika guNoMkA anubhava hone lagatA kI use spaSTa--pratyakSa-atyanta pratyakSa-anubhava hotA hai ki saba mabhAva-paryAyoMmeM jo ekatA ho rahI hai vaha mere hI adhyAsa-pariNAma--- la huI hai, vAstavameM to maiM unase sarvathA bhinna hU~ / vinAzIka tathA anya

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padArthoM ke saMyogameM use iSTa-aniSTapanA nahIM hotaa| vaha apane svarUpako janma-jarA-maraNa-roga Adise rahita tathA saba mAhAtmyakA sthAna jAna kara, anubhava kara, kRtArtha ho jAtA hai| jina jina puruSoMko parama puruSoM ke ina vacanoM dvArA ki ye chaH bAteM sapramANa haiM, AtmAkA nizcaya huA hai una una puruSoMne avazya Atma-svarUpa prApta kiyA hai| ve Adhi-vyAdhiupAdhi-ke sarva-saMgase mukta hue haiM, hote haiM aura isI prakAra bhaviSya kAlameM bhI hoNge| jina puruSoMne janma-jarA-maraNake kSaya karanevAlA aura sva-svarUpameM sahaja sthiti karAnevAlA upadeza kiyA hai una mahA puruSoM ke lie atyanta bhakti-pUrvaka namaskAra hai / aura jinakI niSkAraNa karuNAkI nityaprati nirantara stuti karate rahanese Atma-svarUpa pragaTa hotA hai, ve saba satpuruSa tathA unake caraNa-kamala sadA mere hRdayameM virAjamAna raheM / OM zAntiH zAntiH zAntiH /

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zrImad raajcndr| paricaya / 'bambaI samAcAra' nAmake dainika patrane san 1886 disambara tA0 9 ke aMkameM nIce likhA zIrSaka dekara apane agralekhameM likhA thAH adbhuta smaraNa-zakti tathA kavitva-zakti-sampanna eka yuvA hindUkA Agamana aura usake ___dvArA kiye gaye zatAvadhAna / "zrIyuta kavi rAjacandra ravajIbhAIkI umra isa samaya kula 19 varSakI hai| ve eka hindU-gRhastha haiM / moravIse yahA~ Akara unhoMne apanI smaraNazakti tathA kavitva-zaktike jo adbhuta prayoga karake dikhalAye haiM pAThakoMko samaya samaya para hama unakA paricaya karAte A rahe haiM / aisI mahAna zaktike dhAraka kaI puruSa yahA~ A cuke haiN| aura khuda bambaIhImeM zIghra-kavi zrIyuta paMDita gaThThalAlajI isa prakArakI zaktike. dhAraka haiN| parantu kucha logoMkA kahanA hai ki zrImad rAjacandrakI zakti unase bhI kahIM bar3hI-car3hI hai| dUsare jahA~ eka sAtha ATha ATha avadhAna karate haiM vahA~ zrImad rAjacaMdra eka sAtha koI sau avadhAna karanevAle samajhe jAte haiN| unakI zaktimeM sabase bar3I bhArI khUbI yaha hai ki ve eka hI samayameM

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zrImad rAjacandra kaI viSayoMko apane manameM rakha kara una para racanA kara sakate haiN| ve viSaya jaise hI sarala hote haiM vaise hI unameM kavitA, gaNita Adi kaThina viSaya bhI rahate haiM / cAhe jaisI aparicita aura videzI bhASAke kahe hue ulTe-sIdhe zabdoMko ve sudhAra kara ThIka kara dete haiN| aura yaha saba avadhAnake sAtha bIca bIcameM karate haiM / vAstavameM yaha zakti adbhuta aura asAdhAraNa hai| isa zaktike sambandhameM isa bAtakA zodha lagA kara lAbha uThAnekA prayatna karanA cAhie ki yaha kaise to vikAzako prApta hotI hai tathA kaise upayogameM AtI hai / itanA to saca hai ki aisI zaktikA prApta honA prakRtipradatta mAtra hai| aura yaha upahAra kisI virale hI bhAgyazAlIko milthai| isa bAtake jAnanekI AvazyakatA hai ki yaha zakti vikAzako prApta ho sakatI hai yA nahIM, athavA bar3ha sakatI hai yA nahIM aura manuSyA mAtrake AcaraNa-vyavahArameM A sakatI hai yA nahIM / kucha loga kahate haiM ki isakA upayoga nahIM kiyA jA sakatA; aura karanekA yadi prayatna kiyA jAya to isakA bala dinoM-dina kama hotA jAyagA / isa bAtakA patA lagAnA cAhie ki logoMke isa kathanameM kitanI satyatA hai| yadi isakA upayoga na kiyA jA sake taba to samajhanA cAhie ki yaha mAtra dekhaneke lie eka naI vastu hI ThaharI / parantu hama ekadama isa bAtako kabUla nahIM kara sakate / kyoMki jisa prakAra manuSya-jAtimeM Izvara-pradatta zaktiyA~ vikasita ho sakatI haiM, bar3ha sakatI haiM usI prakAra isa adbhuta zaktike sambandhameM bhI honA cAhie / aura yadi aisA honA saMbhava hai to phira aise vilakSaNa puruSoMko uttejita karake unakI zaktiko vikasita karane

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paricaya | - tathA upayoga meM lAneke lie prayatna karanemeM hameM koI bAta uThA na rakhanI cAhie / yaha bar3e hI duHkhakI bAta hai ki aisI zaktike dhAraka puruSa prAyaH garIba hote haiM / jisa prakAra aise puruSoMke lie garIba honA unake durbhAgyakI bAta hai usI prakAra deza vAsiyoMkA aise yogya puruSoMkI kadara na karanA aura bhI adhika durbhAgyakI bAta hai / aise puruSa yadi yUrapa yA amerikAmeM hote to ve bahuta kucha mAna-maryAdA prApta kara dhanazAlI bana sakate aura vahA~kI prajA tathA sarakAra unheM uttejanA pradAna kara unnati ke vizAla mArga meM Age kiye binA nahIM rahatI / yahA~ bhI aisA hI honA cAhie / aura aisA hone para hI aise puruSoMkI bar3havArIkI hama AzA kara sakate haiM / isa bAtakA bhI zodha lagAnA cAhie ki aise puruSa hindUjAtihImeM kyoM dikhAI par3ate haiM / isakA kyA kAraNa hai ki musalamAna, pArasI Adi jAtiyoMmeM aise puruSa nahIM dikhAI par3ate / kyA aise puruSoMke utpanna honeke lie koI khAsa jAti hI niyukta hai yA ve vaMza-paramparA para utarate haiM ? ina bAtoMkI khoja karane para koI khAsa bAta avazya jJAta ho sakegI aura usase aise puruSoM ke utpanna honekA koI niyama jAna par3egA ki jisase unakI vRddhi hokara prajAko lAbha ho / " I mi0 malAbArIke 'iNDiyana spekaTeTara' nAmake patrameM tA0 28 navambara 1909 ke aMkameM likhA thA: "kaccha aura moravIke madhyavartI vavANiyA- nivAsI eka yuvA, zatAvadhAnI, kavi zrImad rAjacandra ravajIbhAIkA hameM samAgama prApta huA / inakI zaktiko dekha kara bar3A bhArI Azcarya hotA thA / zrImad rAjacandra Mr

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zrImad rAjacandrajAtike vaizya haiM / ye janmase hI kavi haiM aura zatAvadhAnI haiM arthAt inakI mAnasika zakti eka hI samayameM jude jude sau kAryoko kara sakatI hai| yadyapi ye eka mAtra gujarAtI bhASA hI jAnate haiM tathApi apanI adbhuta zaktiyoMkA bhinna bhinna solaha bhASAoM para eka hI bArameM upayoga kara sakate haiN| jijJAsuoMko aise mahA puruSakA paricaya karA kara hama prasanna hue|" a~garejIke prasiddha patra 'TAImsa Apha iNDiyA' ke tA0 24 janavarI 1887 ke aMkameM likhA thAHsmaraNa-zakti tathA mAnasika zaktike adbhuta pryog| "rAjacaMdra ravajIbhAI nAmake eka 19 varSake yuvA hindUkI smaraNa-zakti tathA mAnasika zaktike prayoga dekhaneke lie, gata zanivArako saMdhyA-samaya, phrAmajI kAvasajI insTITyUTameM dezI sajanoMkA eka bhavya sammelana huA thA / isa sammelanake sabhApati DAkTara piTarsana niyukta hue the| bhinna bhinna jAtiyoMke darzakoMmeMse dasa sajjanoMkI eka samiti saMgaThita kI gii| ina sajjanoMne dasa bhASAoMke chaH chaH zabdoMke dasa vAkya banA kara likha liye aura unheM be-taratIbIse bArI bArIse sunA diyaa| isake thor3e hI samaya bAda isa hindU yuvAne darzakoMke dekhate dekhate apanI smRti ke bala una saba vAkyoMko krama bAra sunA diyaa| yuvakakI isa vilakSaNa zaktiko dekha kara upasthita maMDalI bahuta hI khuza huI / isa yuvAkI sparzana-indriya aura manaindriya alaukika thii| isa bAtakI parikSAke lie bhinna bhinna AkArakI koI bAraha jilheM ise batalAI gaI, aura una sabake nAma sunA diye gye| isake bAda isakI AkhoM para paTTI bA~dha kara isake hAthoM para jo jo pastakeM

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paricaya / rakkhI gaI unheM hAthoMse TaTola kara isa yuvakane una saba pustakoMke nAma batalA diye / DAkTara piTarsanane isa yuvakakI, isa prakAra Azcarya-bharI smaraNa-zakti aura mAnasika zaktiko dekha kara ise bahuta bahuta dhanyavAda diyA aura jaina samAjakI orase suvarNa padaka pradAna kiyaa|" isa prakAra zrImad rAjacaMdrakI jaba mAtra 19 varSakI avasthA thI taba bambaIkI janatAko inakA paricaya milA / usa samaya sara cArlsa sArajaMTa bambaI-hAIkorTa ke cIpha jasTis the / ve zrImad rAjacaMdrakI isa zaktiko dekha kara bahuta khuza hue / isake bAda bhI zrImad rAjacaMdrake sAtha ApakA bahuta kucha samAgama hotA rahA / sunA jAtA hai ki sArajaMTa mahodayane zrImad rAjacaMdrase eka bAra iMgalaiNDa calaneke lie bhI Agraha kiyA thA; paraMtu ye cArlsa mahodayakI icchAke anukUla na hue| ___ unhoMne sara cArlsakA kahanA kyoM svIkAra nahIM kiyA, isakA kAraNa ve loga to acchI taraha jAnate haiM jinakA ki unake sAtha ghaniSTa sambaMdha rahA hai yA jo unakI prakRtise paricita haiN| parantu jina logoMkA zrImad rAjacaMdrase paricaya nahIM hai unakI utkaNThAkI bahuta kucha paritRpti rAjacaMdrake prakAzita lekha Adi yatheSTa sAdhanoMke anveSaNase ho sakegI / lagabhaga isI samayameM zrImad rAjacaMdrane jo 'mokSamAlA' nAmakI pustaka prakAzita kI thI, usameM unhoMne apane jIvanake 'sAmAnya manoratha' para vicAra kiyA thaa| usake dekhanese jAna par3atA hai ki unakI pravRtti kisI dUsare hI rAste para jA rahI thii| apane una manorathoM para unhoMne eka choTIsI kavitA likhI thI / usameM likhA hai_ "mohanIya-bhAvoMke vaza hokara maiM para-striyoMko na dekhU; nirmala tA

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zrImad rAjacandra ttvika lobhako apanA kara parakIya vaibhava-dhana-daulata-ko pattharake samAna samajhU; aura bAraha vrata tathA vinItatA dhAraNa kara, apane svarUpakA vicAra kara apane meM sAttvika-bhAva-vItarAga-dazA-utpanna kruuN| sadA kalyANakArI aura saMsArakA nAza karanevAlA merA yaha niyama akhaNDa rhe|" aura jinakI khoja kara apane jJAna aura tathA----- "zrIvIraprabhuko hRdayameM dhAraNa kara apane jJAna aura vivekako bar3hAU~, nitya naI tattvoMkI khoja karake aneka prakAra uttama jJAna lAbha karU~; aura jinaprabhuke upadezako dhAraNa karU~ ki jisase saMzaya-rUpI bIja hRdayameM na uga sakeM / he Atman , tU sadA yaha manoratha kara, ki yahI merA rAjya hai / isase tU mokSake kinAre jA phuNcegaa|" zrImad rAjacaMdrake ina manorathoMse jAna par3atA hai ki unakA citta sva-parake kalyANa-nimitta tatpara thaa| unakI kavitAke pahale do caraNa isa bAtako prakaTa karate haiM ki ve jinaprabhuke kahe hue svadAra-santoSa-vrata tathA parigrahaparimANa-vratake dhAraka raha kara calanA cAhate the| kyoMki unhoMne jo parastrI tathA para-dhanakA niSedha kiyA hai vaha ukta vratoMke dhAraNa-pUrvaka rahaneko hI sUcita karatA hai / Ageke caraNoMse jAna par3atA hai ki ve Atma-hitakI icchA-pUrvaka gRhasthAvasthAkA uttama rItise upabhoga karate hue AtmakalyANa karanA cAhate the| aura isa kAraNa unakI bar3I abhilASA thI ki ve Atma-kalyANake sAtha sAtha samAjako bhI jinaprabhuke upadezAnusAra jJAna-vivekAdikA yathArtha tattva samajhAveM / isa prakAra jisa puruSake manoratha hoM usakI icchA svabhAvase hI

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pricy| pravRttikI ora na honI caahie| jAna par3atA hai isI lie zrImad rAjacaMdrakI icchA iMgalaiNDa Adi videzoMmeM jAnekI na huI hogI / aura bahuta saMbhava hai isI kAraNa unhoMne sara cArlsa mahodayase inkAra kara diyA thaa| jaba yaha batalAyA gayA ki mAtra 19 varSakI avasthAmeM hI zrImad rAjacaMdrameM sva-para-kalyANakI isa prakAra mahattvAkAMkSA jAgrata ho gaI thI taba khabhAvase yaha prazna hotA hai ki isa prakArakI mahattvAkAMkSA karaneke pahale unameM isa prakArake vicAra karanekI zakti kaise utpanna huI ? yaha eka bar3I kaThina samasyA hai ki isa praznakA samAdhAna kisa prakAra kiyA jaay| Upara ullekha kiye hue zrImad rAjacaMdrake manorathoMke pahale bhAga parase jAna par3atA hai ki unakA pahalA manoratha Atma-hita sAdhana karanekA thA, aura dUsarA manoratha nava tattvoMkI svayaM vizeSa jAnakArI prApta kara samAjako usakA lAbha prApta karAnA thA / jinhoMne mAnasa-zAstrakA abhyAsa kiyA hai ve jAnate haiM ki jaba manuSyameM kisI bhI prakArake vicAra utpanna hote haiM taba usake pahale usa manuSyako usI prakArake vicAra-vAtAvaraNameM rahane, yA aise hI vicAroMke abhyAsa yA avalokana karanekI AvazyakatA hai| matalaba yaha ki jisa prakArake vicAra manameM uThe usake pahale usa viSayakA jJAna honA hI caahie| hamAre manameM eka vizAla, bhavya bhavana banAneke vicAra taba hI utpanna ho sakate haiM jaba ki hamane vaisA hI bhavya bhavana kahIM pratyakSa yA parokSa dekhA ho-use svayaM dekhA ho yA kisIke dvArA usakA vivaraNa sunA ho / ina donoM bAtoMmeMse kisI eka prakArakA jJAna hue binA kisI vastu yA viSayakA vicAra-jJAna-nahIM ho sakatA / jisa bhA~ti

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zrImadU rAjacandra bhavya bhavanakI icchAko pUrA karaneke lie pratyakSa yA parokSa-vaise hI bhavanake dekhanekI AvazyakatA hai usI bhA~ti bhavya vicAra-bhavanakI icchA honeke pahale usI prakArake vicAroMkI-pratyakSa yA parokSa-jAnakArIkI bhI AdhazyakatA hai| isa bAtako sarala bhASAmeM yoM kahA jA sakatA hai ki kisI bhI prakArake vicAra manameM taba hI uThate haiM jaba ki usI prakArake vicAra-vAtAvaraNameM raha kara manane usa prakArakI zikSA lAbha kI ho| zrImad rAjacaMdrakI jaisI mahattvAkAMkSA thI, kahanA kaThina hai ki usa prakArake vicAroMkA pratyakSa yA parokSa avalokana unane kaba kiyA / bhAratavarSa meM zikSAkA pracAra jitanA Aja hai 30 varSa pahale vaha bahuta hI kama thA / aura kAThiyAvAr3ameM to isase bhI bahuta kama thA / zrImad rAjacaMdra jisa do hajArakI bastIvAle eka choTese gA~vameM rahate the vahA~ unheM sirpha gujarAtIkI sAtavIM pustaka takakI zikSA mila sakI thii| isake sivAya ve vizeSa kucha par3he-likhe na the| ve 19 varSakI umrameM jaba moravIse bambaI Aye usake pahale unhoMne moravI, rAjakoTa, bhuja yA aise hI aura eka-do gA~voMke sivAya kucha dekhA na thaa| Azcarya hai ki aise eka choTese bAlakane sataraha-aThAraha varSakI umrameM hI aisI bhArI mahattvAkAMkSA jAhira kI ! mAnasa-zAstrakI dRSTise dekhane para bar3I kaThinatA Akara upasthita hotI hai ki isa prakArakI mahattvAkAMkSAke utpanna honeke kAraNa unheM kaba aura kaise mila gaye / lagabhaga teraha varSakI umra taka to ve apanI janmabhUmi chor3a kara aise kisI sthAna para bhI na gaye ki jahA~ unheM isa prakArake vicAra-vAtAvaraNakA samAgama mila sktaa| isake koI tIna yA sAr3he tIna varSa-bAda unhoMne 'mokSamAlA' nAmaka granthako likhanekA vicAra kiyaa|

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pricy| isake pahale bhI unhoMne prAyaH moravI, rAjakoTa, baDhavANa, bhuja, jAmanagara tathA aise hI eka-do aura choTe choTe gA~voMke sivAya kucha na dekhA thA / aura ina gAMvoM meM bhI unakA jina logoMse paricaya thA ve bhI inake khAsa guNoMke kAraNa ina para adhika zraddhAke hI rakhanevAle the / matalaba yaha ki inheM koI aise kAraNa na mile jo inake vicAroMke vikAzameM upakAraka hote / aise bahutase paricita jana the jo inase jJAna-lAbha karanekI icchA karate; parantu inake vicAroMkI vRddhikA koI jariyA na thii| isa viSayakA vicAra karaneke lie hameM kucha gaharA utaranA pdd'egaa| zrImad rAjacaMdra 13 varSakI umra taka vavANiyAko chor3a kara kahIM bAhara nahIM gaye the / caudaha yA paMdraha varSakI avasthA hone para unheM moravI jAnekA maukA milaa| usa samaya moravImeM zaMkaralAlajI nAmake eka zIghra-kavi nivAsa karate the / ve ATha avadhAna karate the / zrImad rAjacaMdrako bhI unake avadhAnoMke dekhanekA maukA milaa| unake avadhAna dekha kara inake manameM bhI aise hI avadhAna karanekI icchA huii| aura dUsare hI dina inhoMne isI prakArake avadhAna karake batalA diye / isake bAda lagabhaga sataraha varSakI umrameM inane jAmanagarameM koI solaha avadhAna karanA AraMbha kiyA / usa samaya (1941) kAThiyAvAr3ameM 'dharma-darpaNa' nAmakA eka patra nikalatA thA / usameM zrImad rAjacaMdrake viSayameM eka choTAsA noTa prakAzita huA thA / usakA sAra yaha hai:- . ___"jo loga punarjanma nahIM mAnate unake lie zIghra-kavi zrImad rAjacaMdrakI adbhuta zakti isa bAtake siddha karaneko bahuta bar3A prabala pramANa hai ki punarjanma avazya hai| bhAratavarSakI Arya-jAtiko rAjacaMdra jaise kavikI

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10 zrImad rAjacandra khAbhAvika zaktike lie abhimAna honA caahie| usa bhUmi tathA usa jananIko dhanya hai ki jisakI kRpAne bhArata-bhUSaNa mahAtmA rAjacaMdrako zatAvadhAna-paryanta pahu~caneko utsAhita kiyaa|" 'dharma-darpaNa'ke isa lekhake lagabhaga eka varSa pahale-solaha varSakI umrameM-zrImad rAjacaMdrane eka 'mokSamAlA' nAmakI granthamAlAke nikAlanekA vicAra kiyA thaa| isa mAlAmeM isa samaya ApakI likhI huI 'bhAvanAbodha' nAmakI eka pustaka nikalI hai| isa pustakako kavine apanI solaha varSa aura pAMca mahInekI umra meM likhA thaa| ise bhI unane 'mokSamAlA' ke jitanI hI vistRta likhanekA vicAra kiyA thA, parantu phira vicAra huA ki isa rUpameM vaha pAThakoMko kaThina par3a jaaygii| isa kAraNa phira unhoMne vartamAnameM 'mokSamAlA' jitanI bar3I hai utanI hI bar3I use likhanA zurU kii| usakA eka bhAga 'bhAvanAbodha'ke rUpameM prakAzita kiyA gayA hai / 'bhAvanAbodha'kI racanAke dekhanese isa bAtakA AbhAsa ho sakegA ki usa samaya kavike vicAra kisa prakArake the| vistArake bhayase 'bhAvanAbodha'kA koI vizeSa aMza uddhRta na karake kevala usake upodghAtakA eka thor3AsA aMza yahA~ uddhRta kiyA jAtA hai| "cAhe jaise tuccha viSayoMmeM pravRtti hone para bhI nirmala AtmAoMkA khAbhAvika vega vairAgyakI ora hI jAtA hai| bAhya-dRSTise aise AtmA jaba taka saMsArake mAyA-jAlameM pha~se rahate haiM taba taka ukta viSayakI siddhi saMbhavataH durlabha hai; tathApi yaha nissandeha hai ki sUkSma-dRSTi se avalokana karane para isakA pramANa bahuta sulabhatAse mila sakatA hai|"

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paricaya / "eka choTese prANIse lekara masta hAthI-paryanta saba prANiyoM-manuSya, deva-dAnava Adi-kI svAbhAvika icchA sukha aura Anandake prApta karanekI dikhAI par3atI hai| aura isI kAraNa saba prANI sukhake upAyoMmeM gu~the rahate haiN| parantu viveka-buddhike binA ve ulTe bhramameM par3a jAte haiN| ve batalAte haiM ki saMsArameM aneka prakArake sukha haiN| parantu gaharI dRSTise dekhane para jAna par3atA hai ki unakI yaha kalpanA mithyA hai| isa kalpanAko jinhoMne mithyA samajhA hai aise loga bahuta hI virale haiN| unakA kahanA hai ki vivekake prakAza dvArA adbhuta aura anya sukhoMko prApta karo, ki jinameM saMsArake sukhakA sambandha na ho / kAraNa jina sukhoMmeM bhaya haiM, ve sukha nahIM haiN| kintu duHkha haiM / jisa vastuke prApta karanemeM saMtApa hotA hai, aura jisake bhoganemeM usase bhI adhika saMtApa hai tathA isI prakAra jisake pariNAmameM mahA saMtApa, anaMta zoka aura ananta bhaya hai usa vastukA sukha nAma mAtrakA sukha hai athavA yoM kahanA cAhie ki sukha hai hI nahIM / isI kAraNa vivekI jana saMsArake sukhoMmeM anurakta nahIM hote|" isa bAtake lie khAsa anurodha hai ki pAThaka 'bhAvanAbodha'kA Adise anta-paryanta eka bAra avazya avalokana kara usake lekhakakI bhAva. nAoM para vicAra kreN| 'mokSamAlA'ko zrImad rAjacaMdrane sataraha varSakI umrameM likhA thaa| isakA jo 'bAlAbodha-mokSamAlA' nAmase pahalA bhAga prakAzita kiyA gayA hai usa parase jAna par3atA hai ki rAjacaMdrakI icchA ise tIna bhAgoMmeM likhanekI thii| unhoMne isakI prastAvanAmeM likhA hai ki "yaha yojanA bAlakoMko jJAna karAneke lie hai| isake 'vivecanabodha' aura 'prajJAbodha' bhAga jude haiN| jinhoMne 'bAlabodha-mokSamAlA' ko

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12 zrImad rAjacandra dekhA hai ve jAnate haiM ki yaha bhAga vItarAga - mArgakI pravezikA - rUpa hai / isa pustaka ke vicAroMko par3hanese yaha spaSTa jJAna ho sakegA ki lekha - kakA jaina tathA anya darzana-viSayaka jJAna kaisA thA tathA usameM saMsAra ke svarUpakA avalokana karanekI zakti kaisI thI / icchA hotI hai ki 'bhAvanAbodha' tathA 'mokSamAlA' ke viSayoMkA pRthakkaraNa karake unake racayitAkI usa samayakI zaktikA vAstavika paricaya karAyA jAya; parantu yaha prayatna asaMbhava nahIM to kaThina avazya hai / isa kAraNa isa jagaha sirpha 'bAlabodha - mokSamAlA' kA kucha aMza lekhakakI vicAra zreNI tathA avalokana- buddhikI parIkSAke artha uddhRta kara denA ucita jAna par3atA hai / * "isa saMsAra meM aneka prakArake dhArmika mata haiM / yaha bAta nyAya - siddha hai ki ye saba mata anAdi kAlase cale Ate haiM / paraMtu jAna par3atA hai ki deza - kAlAdike sambandhase ina bhedoMmeM rUpAntara ho gayA hai / inameM kitane hI mata kevala nAstika logoMke calAye hue haiM / kitane sAmAnya nItiko dharma kahate haiM / kitane jJAnako dharma kahate haiM / kitane ajJAnako dharma batalAte haiM / kitane bhaktiko, kitane kriyAko, kitane vinayako tathA kitane zarIrakI rakSA karaneko hI dharma kahate haiN| aisA jAna par3atA hai ki ina dhArmika matoMke sthApakoMne logoMko aisA samajhAyA hai ki hama jo kucha kahate haiM vahI sarvajJa - vANI - rUpa hai aura satya hai; aura bAkIke jitane mata-matAMtara haiM ve saba asatya haiM, kutarkavAda haiM / yahI kAraNa hai ki ina matAgrahI logoMne yogya ayogyakA vicAra na kara parasparakA khaNDana kiyA hai / vedAnta tathA sAMkhyake upadezaka logoM bhI yahI kahanA hai / aura bauddha, naiyAyika, vaizeSika, zAkta, vaiSNava,

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pricy| islAma, krizciyana tathA isI prakAra pRthvIke saba hI dharma kahate haiM ki hamArA dharma tumheM saba prakArakI siddhiyA pradAna kregaa| aba kahie hama kisako satya samajheM? na to vAdI aura prativAdI donoM sacce hote haiM aura na donoM jhUThe hI hote haiM / bahuta huA to vAdI kucha adhika saccA hotA hai aura prativAdI kucha thor3A jhUThA hotA hai| yaha eka AzcaryakI bAta hai ki donoMkI bAteM na sarvathA jhUThI hotI hai, aura na sabako satya hI kahA jA sakatA hai| yadi sabako asatya kaheM to hama svayaM nAstika Thaharate haiM aura dharmakI satyatA naSTa hotI hai| aura yaha to nizcita hai ki dharmameM satyatA hai tathA saMsArameM usakI AvazyakatA bhI hai| yadi yaha kaheM ki ina dharmoM meM eka hI saccA hai aura saba jhUThe haiM to isa bAtako phira siddha karanA cAhie / isI prakAra sabhI dharmoko satya kahanA bhI bAlUkI bhIta cunaneke barAbara hai / kAraNa aisA hotA to phira itane mata-bheda hI kyoM hote ? aura jo kucha mata-bheda na ho to saba dharmaguru apane apane matoMke sthApita karaneke lie kyoM prayatna karate ? isa prakArake paraspara-virodhI vicAroMko dekha kara thor3I dera taka cupa raha jAnA par3atA hai| isa viSayameM apanI buddhi ke anusAra meM kucha khulAsA karatA huuN| yaha khulAsA satya aura mAdhyastha bhAvanAke vaza hokara kiyA jAtA hai| isameM ekAnta yA matAgraha nahIM hai, pakSapAta yA aviveka nahIM hai| kintu yaha uttama aura vicAra karane yogya hai| dekhanemeM yaha sAmAnya jAna par3egA; parantu sUkSma vicArase isameM bahuta rahasya rhegaa| itanA to tumheM spaSTa mAnanA par3egA ki saMsArameM cAhe koI eka dharma sampUrNa-rUpase satya hai| isa para tuma kahoge ki taba sAtha hI yaha bhI siddha ho jAyagA ki usa dharmako chor3a

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zrImad rAjacandrakara bAkIke saba dharma asatya haiN| parantu maiM yaha nahIM kaha sakatA / merA kahanA hai ki zuddha Atma-jJAnake kAraNa nizcaya-nayake dvArA ve dharma asatya Thahara sakate haiN| parantu vyavahAra-nayase unako asatya nahIM ThaharAyA jA sakatA / maiM kahatA hU~ ki eka dharma satya hai, bAkIke apUrNa aura sadoSa haiM / isI prakAra kucha kutarkavAdI tathA nAstika sarvathA asatya haiN| parantu jo paraloka tathA pApa-sambaMdhI kucha jJAna sikhalAte haiM una dharmoMko apUrNa tathA sadoSa kahanA caahie| jo eka darzana pUrNa aura nirdoSa kahA gayA usake sambandhakI carcAko thor3I derake lie hama eka ora rakha kara dUsarA vicAra karate haiN| tumheM zaMkA hogI ki jina bAkIke matoMko tumane sadoSa aura apUrNa batalAyA unake pravartakoMne aisA upadeza kyoM kiyA? isa praznakA samAdhAna honA bahuta Avazyaka hai / bAta yaha hai ki ina dharma-pravartakoMkI buddhikI gati jahA~ taka thI vahIM taka inhoMne vicAra kiyA hai| anumAna, tarka, upamAna Adi pramANoM dvArA jo kathana siddha hotA jAna par3A vaha inheM pratyakSa-sA hI jJAta huA aura usIke anusAra phira inhoMne usakA upadeza kiyA / inhoMne jisa pakSako grahaNa kiyA use ekAnta-rUpase grahaNa kiyA / bhakti, zraddhA, nIti, jJAna yA kriyA AdimeM se eka hI viSayakA vizeSa varNana kiyA / inake sivAya anya jina mAnane yogya viSayoMkA bhI inhoMne varNana kiyA una sabake vAstavika svarUpako ye acchI taraha kucha bhI samajha sake; parantu apanI vizAla buddhike anusAra inane unakA bhI bahuta varNana kiyA / tarka-siddhAnta tathA udAharaNAdise sAmAnya buddhivAle tathA jar3abharatake jaise logoMke sAmane inane apane matakI bahuta

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paricaya | 15 acchI taraha siddhi karadI / inake manameM kIrti, loka-hita yA apaneko bhagavAna kaha kara pujavAnekI AkAMkSA AdimeMse koI eka bhrama samAyA huA thA; aura isI kAraNa inane yatparonAsti prayatna kara vijaya prApta kara liyA / kitanoMne zRMgAra aura logoMkI icchAke anusAra sAdhanoMkI sRSTikara unake cittako moha liyA / duniyA moha-vaza ho saba kucha bhUla jAtI hai / matalaba yaha ki loga apanI icchA ke anusAra hI ina dharma-sthApakoM ke dharmako dekha kara usa para mugdha ho gaye aura gaDariyA pravAhakI taraha phira unakI saMkhyA bar3hane lagI / kitanoMne ina dharmoM meM nIti, jJAna aura vairAgya Adi dekha kara unake upadezako svIkAra kiyA / bAta yaha hai ki sAdhAraNa janatA se dharma-pravartakoMkI buddhi adhika honeke kAraNa usane inako sAkSAt bhagavAna ke rUpameM hI mAna liyA / kitanoMne dharma phailAneke lie pahale to vairAgyakA upadeza kiyA aura bAda meM usakI jagaha sukha-cainake sAdhanoMko praviSTa kara diyA / kahanekA matalaba yaha ki apane matake sthApana karane kI bhrAnti yA jJAnakI apUrNatA Adi kisI bhI kAraNase kyoM na ho, parantu itanA to nizcita hai ki una logoMko dUsaroMkA kahanA acchA nahIM jAna par3A; aura isI lie phira unhoMne apanA eka bhinna hI mata sthApana kiyA / isI taraha dhIre dhIre aneka matoMkA jAla phailatA gayA / aise dharma jina gharoMmeM cAra-pA~ca pIr3hI taka mAne- pUje gaye ki phira ve unake kula- dharma hI ho gaye / isI prakAra jagaha jagaha hotA gayA / " ina vicAroMko yahA~ isa lie ina para apane vicAra jAhira kareM; rAjacaMdrake isa viSaya meM kaise vicAra the / Upara yaha bAta likhI jA cukI hai uddhRta nahIM kiyA gayA hai ki pAThaka parantu isa lie kiyA hai ki zrImad

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zrImad rAjacandraki yaha aMza bAlabodha-mokSamAlA'ke Uparase liyA gayA hai aura rAjacaMdra jaba sataraha varSake the taba hI unakI icchA isa 'mokSamAlA'ke 'prajJA-bodha' aura 'vivecana-bodha' aise do bhAgoMke likhanekI ora thii| mokSamAlA' ke uddhRta kiye hue vicAra zrImad rAjacaMdrane bAla-buddhiyoM ke lie likhe haiN| ve hI jaba itane gaMbhIra haiM taba una do bhAgoMke vicAra kitane mahattvapUrNa hote yaha kahanekI koI AvazyakatA nahIM raha jaatii| kisI bhI viSayake likhaneke pahale usake lekhakameM usa viSayakA jJAna itanA adhika honA cAhie ki vaha svayaM usa viSayako acchI taraha samajhatA ho aura dUsaroMko likhakara samajhA sakatA ho / jisane sAdhAraNa logoMke lie aise gaMbhIra vicAra likhe haiM taba socie ki ina vicAroMke sAtha tulanA karanemeM 'prajJAbodha' aura 'vivecana-bodha'ke vicAra kitane gaMbhIra aura jJAna-pUrNa hote; aura phira ve vicAra dUsareko bhI samajhAye jA sakeM isake lie usake lekhakameM kitanA jJAna honA cAhie thaa| isa para vicAra karanese pAThakoMko zrImad rAjacaMdrake usa samayake jJAnakA ThIka ThIka patA cala skegaa| hameM unake jJAnakA ThIka patA cale isakI apekSA isa bAta para vicAra karanekI AvazyakatA hai ki unakI zakti kaise vikAzako prApta huI thii| yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki vartamAna meM jaba ikabIsa varSakI choTI choTI umravAle siviliyana hote dekhe jAte haiM taba zrImad rAjacaMdrameM aura kyA vizeSatA hai ? isakA uttara yaha hai ki choTI umrameM vidyAbhyAsa karake jJAna prApta karanA judI bAta hai aura binA abhyAsa kiye svayaM vicAra karanA judI bAta hai| vidyAbhyAsa jaba ki apane pUrvake vidvAnoMkI kRtiko saraNameM rakha kara usa para dhyAna denA mAtra hai taba eka choTese viSaya para apane |

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paricaya / svataMtra vicAra sthira karanA bar3A hI gahana hai| eka bahuta U~cI sImA taka vidyAdhyayana karaneke lie jitanI zaktikI AvazyakatA hai usakI apekSA kisI choTese viSaya para mI svataMtra vicAra karaneke lie bahuta adhika zaktikI AvazyakatA hai / jaba ki siviliyana honA dUsare vidvAnoMke vicAroko mAtra smaraNameM rakhaneke barAbara hai taba dUsare dharma-sthApakoMne apane apane dharmokI sthApanA kaise kI isa viSayakA zodha karaneke lie apanI svataMtra vicAra-zaktikI AvazyakatA hai / isake sivAya jahA~ siviliyana honevAleko zikSAke prAraMbhase lekara zikSAkI samApti paryanta unnata vicAra-vAtAvaraNakA samAgama milatA rahatA hai vahA~ tIsa varSa pahale kAThiyAvAr3ameM gujarAtI bhASAkI pAThazAlAoMke sthApanAkA AraMbha hI thA aura eka teraha varSake bAlakane apane choTese gA~vako chor3a kara bAhara kahIM pAva bhI nahIM diyA thA; tathA gujarAtIkI sAtavIM pustakake sivAya kucha par3hA-likhA nahIM thA / zrImad rAjacandrane jaba 'bhAvanAbodha' aura 'mokSamAlA' likhI taba unakI umra solaha yA satraha varSakI thii| taba kyA yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki tIna cAra hI varSoM meM unhoMne itanA adhika jJAna prApta kara liyA ki jisase ve jaina aura jainetara darzanoMkA itanA gaharA adhyayana kara unakI tulanA kara sakeM aura use likha kara dUsaroMko samajhA skeN| ina cAra varSoM ke madhyameM unane kisI aise manuSyake pAsa bhI adhyayana nahIM kiyA thA jisase ki unameM isa prakArake gaMbhIra tattva-jJAna-sambandhI granthoMke likhanekI zakti A jaatii| hA~, mAtra itanA saca hai ki unhoMne jaina tathA jainetara darzanoMkA svataMtra adhyayana kara anubhava prApta kiyA thaa| aura yahI kAraNa hai ki unameM grantha likhanekI zakti thii|

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18 zrImad rAjacandra taba dekhanA yaha cAhie ki isakA pariNAma kyA huA / yaha batalAyA jA cukA hai ki zrImada rAjacaMdrakI satraha aura unnIsa varSakI umra meM adhika prasiddhi huI aura ve eka asAdhAraNa zaktizAlI puruSa samajhe gaye / zrImad rAjacaMdrane saMskRta tathA prAkRta bhASA nahIM par3hI thI; parantu jaba unhoMne ina bhASAoMkI pustakoMko dekhanA AraMbha kiyA taba sahaja hI unheM apanI asAdhAraNa zaktikI sahAyatA se ina donoM bhASAoMkA sAdhAraNa acchA jJAna ho gayA / isase phira unhoMne jina darzanoMkA adhyayana kiyA unake tattvoMko sahaja hI samajha liyA; aura apanI asAdhAraNa vicAra - zaktike dvArA unake sambandha meM apane vicAroMko sthira kiyA / kisI prakArakI dUsare kI sahAyatA yA unnata vicAra - vAtAvaraNa ke samAgama ke binA isa prakArake tattvajJAna- sambandhI vicAroMko likhanekI mAtra tIna varSoM meM aisI zaktikA prApta honA kyA isa janma meM prApta kI huI zaktikA pariNAma kahA jA sakatA hai ? pazcimakI dRSTise aise puruSoMko nUtana zaktyutpAdaka ( Genius ) kahanA cAhie aura pUrvakI dRSTise kahanA cAhie ki unakI vaha zakti pUrva - janmake saMskArakA phala thI / yaha nahIM thA ki rAjacandrameM yaha zakti teraha varSa kI umra meM dekha par3I ho; kintu bAlapana meM hI isake AsAra unameM dekha par3ate the / jaba zrImad rAjacaMdra gyAraha varSa ke the taba moravIke vartamAna mAnanIya mahArAja ThAkura sAhaba eka bAra vavANiyA Aye aura pAThazAlA ke vidyArthiyoMkI unane parIkSA lI / usa samaya pAThazAlAmeM eka choTIsI chAtra - vRtti niyata kI jAnevAlI thI aura usake lie adhyApakane eka lar3ake ke lie ziphArasa kI thI jo ki zrImad rAjacaMdrake sAtha eka hI zreNImeM par3hatA thA / parantu parIkSA liye bAda mAnanIya

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paricaya | 19 mahArAjane ' sammati - pustaka' meM likhA ki "pAThazAlAke adhyApaka mahAzayane eka dUsare lar3akeke lie chAtravRtti denekI sUcanA kI hai; parantu hameM rAjacaMdra sabase adhika huziyAra aura cAlAka jAna par3atA hai, isa lie AjJA dI jAtI hai ki vaha chAtravRtti rAjacaMdrako dI jAve / " zrImad rAjacaMdrane svayaM bhI isa zaktiko punarjanmakA saMskAra batalAyA hai / unhoMne apane viSaya meM eka lekhameM likhA haiH laghuvayathI adbhuta thayo, tatvajJAnano bodha / eja sUcave emake, gati Agati kA~ zodha || je saMskAra thavA ghaTe, ati abhyAse kA~i / vinA parizrama te thayA, bhava zaMkA zI tyA~ya ? // arthAt - choTI umra meM jo itanA adbhuta tattva- jJAna ho gayA vahI isa bAtako sUcita karatA hai ki ( jIvakA ) AvAgamana hotA hai, phira usameM zodha kyA karanA / jo saMskAra bahuta abhyAsa karanese hote haiM ve binA parizrama kiye hI ho gaye taba phira bhava-dhAraNameM zaMkA hI kyA raha jAtI hai ? yaha bAta kucha vistAra ke sAtha likhanA par3I hai; parantu aisA karane ke sivAya gatyantara nahIM thA / yadi sirpha itanA hI kaha diyA jAtA ki zrImada rAjacaMdra meM amuka prakArakI asAdhAraNa zakti thI to pAThaka isakA artha yaha kara sakate the ki rAjacaMdrakI prazaMsA karanevAloMne unakI tArIphameM atizayokti kI hai / paraMtu yadi yaha batAyA jAya ki ve asAdhAraNa zaktiyA~ amuka prakArakI thIM to usase una para pratIti hogI aura isa

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20 zrImad rAjacandrapratItise yaha jJAna ho jAyagA ki AtmAkA astitva trikAla nitya hai / arthAt isa bAta para vizvAsa karaneke lie eka prabala pramANa mila jAtA hai ki punarjanma hai| janma-vairAgya / ___ zrImad rAjacaMdrake lekhoMkA saMgraha jaba taka nahIM chapA thA usake pahale prophesara ThAkurane ina lekhoMko isa lie par3hA thA ki ve a~garejImeM unakA eka jIvana-caritra likheM / usa samaya unhoMne eka sajjanako likhA thA ki "zrImad rAjacaMdra janmase hI vairAgI the"| prophesara mahAzayake isa kathanake anusAra ve janma-vairAgI the yA nahIM, isa bAtakI vAstavikatA to ve hI loga jAna sakate haiM jinheM zrImad rAjacaMdrakA adhika paricaya rahA hai| paraMtu prophesara mahAzayake patrakI satyatA siddha karane lie zrImad rAjacaMdrake janmase lekara mRtyu-paryantake vicAroMkA avalokana karanA paryApta hogaa| yahA~ para bhI aise eka-do prakaraNoMkA ullekha karanA Avazyaka jAna par3atA hai ki jisase pAThakoMko bhI isa viSayakA sAdhAraNa AbhAsa ho jAye / rAjacaMdrane bhAvanAbodhakI prastAvanAkA pahalA vAkya yoM likhA hai ki "cAhe jaise tuccha viSayoMmeM pha~se rahane para bhI ujjvala-zuddha-AtmAke svAbhAvika vegakA jhukAva vairAgyakI ora hI hotA hai|" aba dekhanA yaha hai ki nirjIva viSayoMmeM pravRtti hone para bhI zrImad rAjacaMdrakA vairAgyakI ora jhukAva thA yA nhiiN| ve jaba avadhAna karate aura avadhAnake samayameM hI unheM kisI bhI viSaya para zIghra kavitA kara deneke lie kaha diyA jAtA taba ve usI samaya usa viSaya para kavitA kara diyA kara dete the / jaba ve solaha varSake the taba aise hI eka prasaMga para unheM 'AkAza-puSpa thaki

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paricaya / 21 vaMdhya-sutA vadhAvI' isa padakI samasyA pUrti karaneke lie kahA gayA / zrImad rAjacaMdrane usI samaya isa padakI pUrti yoM kI saMsAramA mana are kyama moha pAme ? vairAgyamAM jhaTa paDye gati eja jAme / mAyA aho gaNi lahe dila Apa AvI, AkAza-puSpa thaki vandhyasutA vadhAvI // arthAt-he mana, tU saMsArameM kisa lie moha karatA hai ? jarA vicAra kara dekha to tujhe jAna par3egA ki yaha mAyA AkAza-puSpoM dvArA baMdhyA strIkI putrIko badhAnekI jaisI kalpanA hai-kucha vastu nahIM haiM-jhUThI hai / aura vairAgyameM laganese tujhe isa bAtakI aura bhI adhika dRr3ha pratIti ho skegii| isI prakAra eka dUsare prasaMga para 'kaMkara' ko lakSya karake kavitA banAne ke lie unase kahA gayA / unhoMne taba yaha dohA banAyA ema sUcave kAMkaro, dila kholIne dekha / manakhA kerA mujasamA, binA dharmathI lekha / arthAt-kaMkara yaha bAta sUcita karatA hai ki mana khola kara dekho, ve manuSya mere sadRza haiM jo dharma-rahita haiN| anya eka prasaMga para unhoMne 'raMganI picakArI' isa vAkya para zIghratAke sAtha kavitA kI thI banAvI che kevI sughar3a picakArI sucavatI, badhI jUThI mAyA manana kara evU manavatI /

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zrImad rAjacandra nathI sArI mArI caTaka sau zikSA kathanamAM, ure dhArI jo jo vinaya arajI A mathanamAM // arthAt--yaha sundara picakArI sUcita karatI hai ki manameM socoMsamajho to jAna par3egA ki merI saba mAyA, saba caTaka-maTaka jhUThI hai| merI vinaya-pUrvaka yaha prArthanA hai ki hRdayameM vicAra kara dekho to tumheM saba zikSAoMkA sAra bhI yahI jAna pdd'egaa| ukta kavitAyeM prAyaH vairAgya para hI likhI gaI haiM / para isase sarvathA yaha na samajhanA cAhie ki vairAgya-viSaya para kavitA karanevAlA manuSya vairAgI hI hotA hai| bahutase aise kavi bhI hue haiM jo svayaM zRMgArako adhika pasanda karane para bhI vairAgya para kavitA karate the| paraMtu sUkSma-dRSTise dekhane para itanA to avazya jAna par3egA ki kavikA jo khAsa pyArA viSaya hotA hai usakI kucha-na-kucha bAteM dRSTAnta vagairahameM Aye binA nahIM rhtii| isI lie yaha kahA gayA hai ki zrImad rAjacaMdra janma-vairAgI the / jarA vicAra karanese pAThaka bhI isa bAta para vizvAsa kara skeNge| pAThakoMko jAnanA cAhie ki avadhAna karate samaya jaba unase kavitA yA pAdapUrti karane ke lie kahA jAtA taba usI samaya-binA kucha vilamba kiye- unheM kavitA kara denI par3atI thii| matalaba yaha ki usa samaya unheM vicArake lie kucha bhI samaya na milatA thaa| aise prasaMgoM para jo eka sAdhAraNa vastuko lekara kavitA likhanekA udAharaNa diyA gayA hai usa parase yaha sahaja hI vicAra uThatA hai ki ve kavitAyeM vairAgya para hI kyoM kI gaIM, zaMgAra yA anya kisI viSaya para kyoM na kI gaI ? manuSyakI vRttikI parIkSA karanekA 'kumArapAla-prabandha meM

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paricaya | 23 eka dRSTAnta diyA gayA hai / vahI dRSTAnta zrImad rAjacaMdrakI vairAgya vRttikA nizcaya karaneke lie bhI bahuta upayogI hai / vaha dRSTAnta yaha hai " jaba yaha bAta siddha karaneke lie jhagar3A uThA ki bhinna bhinna dharmoMke upadezakoMmeM ahiMsAko vAstavika puSTa karanevAle kauna haiM taba isa bAtakA nyAya karAne ke lie loga rAjasabhAmeM Aye / usa samaya rAjAne una sabakI parIkSA karaneke lie unase eka samasyA kaha sunAI / vaha samasyA yaha thI - " puro bhramaMtIivi aMgaNAe sakajjalaM diThThijuyaM nava tti" isa para bhinna bhinna upadezakoMne bhinna bhinna prakArakI kavitAyeM kIM / kisIne yaha bhAva batalAyA ki "hamArI dRSTi strIke dUsare avayavoM para thI, isa kAraNa usakI kAjalavAlI A~khoMko hama na dekha sake / " dUsare kisIne kisI anya avayava para dRSTi rahaneko una A~khoMke na dekhe jAnekA kAraNa batalAyA / Akhira meM jaina sAdhune jo usakI pUrti kI usakA yaha bhAva thA - " hamArA mana trasa tathA sthAvara jIvoMkI rakSAmeM tatpara thA, hamArI dRSTi IryAsamitike pAlanameM lagI huI thI, isa kAraNa kAjala lagI huI A~khoMko hama dekha nahIM sake / " yaha suna kara rAjAne apane phaisale meM kahA - " vAstavameM ahiMsA ke puSTa karanevAle jainasAdhu hI haiM / " isa dRSTAntase siddha yaha karanekA hai ki jisakA lakSya jisa viSayakI ora hotA hai usake mu~hase svAbhAvika vaise hI udgAra nikalate haiM / isI prakAra zrImad rAjacaMdrane bhI 'kaMkara' 'raMgakI- picakArI' Adi viSayoM para avadhAnake samaya zIghra kavitA karate hue apanI khAbhAvika vRttiko vairAgyakI ora jhukatI huI batalAI hai / jinane vijJAnakA

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24 zrImad rAjacandra abhyAsa kiyA hai ve jAnate hoMge ki mana jisa viSaya meM lagA rahatA hai vaha viSaya bAtoM meM Aye binA nahIM rahatA / vijJAnake isa siddhAntako yadi svIkAra kiyA jAya aura vaha anubhavase svIkAra karanA par3egA to yaha mAna lenA par3egA ki zrImad rAjacaMdrakA mana bhI vairAgyameM laga rahA thA aura isI lie unake antaraMgameM jo vairAgya samA rahA thA vaha mAtra bhASA ke AkAra meM bAhara AyA thA / zrImad rAjacaMdrane apane jIvana-saMbandhI vRttAntako likhate hue eka kavitAmeM likhA hai ogaNasaroM ne betAlIse adbhuta vairAgya dhAra re; arthAt 1942 meM unameM vairAgyakI dhArA bahatI thI / isI bAta kI puSTi isI varSa likhe hue 'bhAvanAbodha' se bhI hotI hai / usakA eka patha yahA~ uddhRta kiyA jAtA hai / nA mArAM tana rUpa - kAnti-yuvatI, nA putrake bhrAta nA; nA mArAM bhRta snehio svajanake nA gotrake jJAta nA / nA mArAM dhana-dhAma-yauvana-dharA, e moha ajJatvanA; re re jIva vicAra ema ja sadA, anyatvadA bhAvanA || ye saba bAteM sAdhAraNatayA zrImad rAjacaMdrakI bIsa varSakI umra ke bhI - tarakI haiM / aba isa viSaya para vicAra kiyA jAtA hai ki sara cArlsa sArajaMTane zrImad rAjacaMdrase vilAyata calaneke lie Agraha kiyA thA aura vaha unheM pasanda nahIM par3A / isake bAda unakA jIvana kisa prakAra bItA / usa samaya

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paricaya / rAjacaMdrakI avasthA unnIsa varSakI thI / unakA byAha isI varSa huA thaa| aura isI kAraNa phira unheM apanI janmabhUmi vavANiyAmeM ruka jAnA par3A thaa| isake bAda lagabhaga 1945 meM rAjacaMdra bambaI Aye / isa samaya unakI vRttimeM ekadama parivartana dekha par3A / choTIsI avasthAmeM jo asAdhAraNa, Azcarya-pUrNa zaktiyoMke dhAraka samajhe gaye, aneka bar3I bar3I sabhAoMmeM jinheM mAna milA aura bar3e bar3e pratiSThita puruSoMse jinakA paricaya huA unake vicAroM meM sahasA eka bar3A bhArI parivartana ho gyaa| abase unane nizcaya kara liyA ki jahA~ taka vana par3egA kisI manuSyase maiM na milUMgA; zatAvadhAnake prayoga na karU~gA; aura na koI pustaka vagairaha likha kara use prakAzita kruuNgaa| unake isa parivartanako dekha kara yaha kahanA anucita na hogA ki ve eka prakArase jana-samAgamase antarhita hI ho gaye / isa prakAra ekAeka unhoMne jana-samAgamase antarhita honekA kyoM vicAra kiyA, isake lie pahale eka jagaha unake sAmAnya manorathoMkA ullekha kiyA gayA hai| isa lie bahuta saMbhava hai ki unakI icchA apane una manorathoMke pUrNa karanekI ho gaI ho / aura unake sAre jIvanakI ghaTanAoMke par3hanese to yaha bAta aura bhI dRr3ha ho jAtI hai / yadi unake manorathoMkA pRthakkaraNa karake dekhA jAya to jAna par3egA ki unakI prabala icchA kha-parake hita sAdhana karanekI thI / parantu sAtha hI unakI yaha dhAraNA thI ki jaba taka svAtma-hita sAdhana na kiyA jAya taba taka parahita-sAdhanakI ora dhyAna denA apanA aura parakA ahita karanA hai| aura svAtma-hita sAdhanake bAda parahitake lie prayatna karanA bhI saba sAdhanoMke ThIka ThIka mila jAne para hI hotA hai / yahI kAraNa hai ki unheM jana-samAgamase alaga rahanA ucita jAna pdd'aa|

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zrImadU rAjacandra yaha jAna par3atA hai ki sva-para-hitake lie hI unhoMne yaha yojanA kI hogii| zrImad rAjacaMdra' granthake dekhanese jAna par3atA hai ki unakI AntaraGgika icchA sadA yaha rahatI thI ki ve parigrahako chor3eM / svargIya prasiddha vedAntI zrIyuta manasukharAma sUryarAma tripAThIke sAtha jo unakA patravyavahAra huA thA usameM saM0 1945 zrAvaNa vadI 3 ke eka patra meM unhoMne likhA thA ki "saba zAstroMke upadezakA, kriyAkA, jJAnakA, yogakA tathA bhASAoMkI jAnakArIkA prayojana apane svarUpake lAbhake lie hai| aura ye saba bAteM AtmAmeM lIna hokara kI jAye tabhI apane svarUpakI prApti honA saMbhava hai| parantu ina bAtoMke prApta karaneke lie sabase pahale sarva-saMga-parigraha ke tyAgakI AvazyakatA hai / sahaja-samAdhikI prApti kevala nirjana sthAna yA yoga-dhAraNase nahIM ho sakatI; kintu sarva-saMgake parityAga karanese hI saMbhava hai / eka-deza saMgakA tyAga bhI kiyA jAtA hai, para usase usakI prApti anizcita hai--ho bhI aura na bhI ho| jaba taka pUrva karmoke udayase gRha-vAsa bhoganA bAkI hai taba taka dharma, artha aura kAmakA sevana karanA cAhie; parantu vaha isa taraha ki viSaya-bhogoMke prati dinodina udAsInatA bar3hatI hI calI jAye / bAhyameM gRhastha hone para bhI antaraMgameM nigraMtha honA cAhie; *aura jahA~ aisA hotA hai vahIM saba siddhiyA~ rahatI haiN| * gRhastho mokSamArgastho nirmoho naiva mohavAn / anagAro gRhI zreyAn nirmoho mohino muneH // -ratnakaraMDa zrAvakAcAra / arthAt vaha gRhastha mokSamArgI hai jo ki nirmohI hai; kintu mohI muni mokSamArgI nahIM ho sakatA / ataeva usa mohI munise nirmohI gRhastha zreSTha hai|

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paricaya | 27 "kaI mahInoMse merI icchA nirgranthatAkI ora jhuka rahI hai; parantu kiMtanI hI sAMsArika upAdhiyoMke kAraNa vaha abhilASA pUrI hotI nahIM jAna par3atI / taba bhI yaha to nizcita hai ki usake pratyakSa lAbhase satpadamokSa kI prApti - Atma-svarUpakI prApti hotI hai / aura usake lie umra yA vezakI koI vizeSa apekSA nahIM rahatI / " I 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' ke sampUrNa par3ha jAnese jAna par3egA ki unakI AntaraGgika icchA to saMsAra - parigrahake tyAga karane kI hI thI; parantu saMsAraparityAga karanA unhoMne taba hI ucita samajhA thA jaba ki unakA vaha tyAga lokopakArArtha ho sake / unakI ina vAstavika bhAvanAoMkA ThIka ThIka patA taba hI cala sakatA hai jaba unake vicAroMkA cira samaya taka pRthakkaraNa kiyA jAye / unakA aisA vizvAsa ho gayA thA ki jo Aja jainadharmameM nAnA paMtha-bheda ho gaye haiM una saba bhedoMko dUra karake dharmakA punaruddhAra athavA digvijaya kiyA jAye taba hI jainadharmakI dazA sudhara sakegI / parantu yaha punaruddhAra yA digvijaya tyAgI bananese hI ho sakegA / aura isa tyAga - dazAke dvArA saMsAra bhI lAbha uThA sake, isa lie use taba dhAraNa karanA cAhie jaba ki saMsAra para usakA sikkA jama sake / aura sikkA saMsAra para taba hI jama sakatA hai jaba ki apane hAthoM kamAyI huI dhana-daulata aura sAMsArika sukha AdikA tyAga kiyA jAye, aura apane meM asAdhAraNa jJAna-zakti ho / jo puruSa saba prakAra ke sAMsArika sukhoMke hote hue unakA tyAga karatA hai usIke upadezakA saMsAra para sikkA jama sakatA hai| dhana-daulata na ho, aura koI prakArakA sAMsArika sukha bhI na ho; paraMtu asAdhAraNa jJAna-zakti honeke kAraNa koI puruSa saMsArakA tyAga kara bhI de yaha

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28 zrImad rAjacandra tobahutoM para usake upadezakA kucha prabhAva nahIM par3a sakatA / kAraNa loga samajha lete haiM ki paristhitise dukhI hokara becArene saMsAra aura ghara-bAra chor3A hai| kitane yaha soca lete haiM ki becAreko saMsArakA kucha sukha bhoganeko nahIM milA isa kAraNa lAcAra ho saMsAra chor3a denA par3A / jar3avAdI samajha lete haiM ki saMsAra yA sampadAkA sukha bhoganeko mile to koI saMsArakA parityAga nahIM kara sakatA / isa lie jo jo kAraNa aise haiM ki saMsAra para par3anevAle apane upadezake prabhAvake bAdhaka haiM una sabako dUra karake apanI Atma-sthitiko itanI uccatA para pahu~cA denI cAhie ki jisase lokopakArArtha jo zAsanoddhArakA kAma uThAyA jAya usameM buddhiko rattIbhara bhI abhimAna na ho / aisI avasthA hone para hI tyAgI bananA yA tyAga-dazA dhAraNa karanA sArthaka hai| isa prakAra kaI kAraNoMse unhoMne ikkIsa varSakI umrameM, prasiddhi ke prApta jitane sAdhana the una sabase sambandha tor3a diyA aura abase ve vyApArakI aura jhuka gaye / isake bAda lagabhaga koI dasa varSa paryanta unhoMne javAharAtakA dhaMdA kiyaa| ve vyApArameM kitane kuzala the yaha bAta una logoMse talAza kI jAya ki jinakA unake sAtha vyApArakA adhika sambandha rahA hai, to bahuta vizvAsa hai ki ve zrImad rAjacaMdrake viSayameM bahuta zreSTha vicAra prakaTa kreNge| zrImad rAjacaMdra eka ora to bar3A bhArI vyApAra hAthameM liye hue the aura dUsarI ora tattva-jJAna tathA adhyAtma-sambandhI asAdhAraNa prayatna kara rahe the / yaha nahIM jAna par3atA ki yaha bAta kisa taraha pAThakoMko samajhAI jAya; parantu itanA to saca hai ki yadi unake vistRta vyApArakI

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paricaya | 29 bahiyA~ dekhI jAveM to kaI bAteM sahaja hI samajhameM A sakatI haiM / isake sivAya dUsarA upAya yaha hai ki unake vicAroMke saMgrahakA - jo ki 'zrImad rAjacaMdra'ke nAmase prakAzita ho cukA hai - sUkSma dRSTise avalokana kiyA jAye / usameMse kucha patra yahA~ uddhRta kiye jAte haiM / ina parase pAThaka jAna sakeMge ki zrImad rAjacaMdra vyApArika viSayoMmeM kitanI kuzalatAke sAtha kAma-kAja karate the / sAtha hI unheM isa bAtakA bhI jJAna ho jAyagA ki zrImad rAjacaMdra javAharAta ke jaise bar3e vyApAra meM jisa bhA~ti mana gar3A kara kAma karate the usI bhA~ti choTe - sAdhAraNa - vyApArameM bhI khUba upayoga dete the / karttavyakI dRSTise thor3e aura bahuta lAbhavAle sabhI vyApAra-dhaMde unake lie ekasA mahattva rakhate the / aura yahI kAraNa hai ki unakI isa dRSTi unheM bahuta kucha saphalatAke dvAra para pahu~cA diyA thA / ve patra ye haiM 1 "yahA~ maiM kala AyA hU~ / tumhArA patra mila gayA / par3ha kara saba hAla jJAta kiye / saMghavI ghelA vAlajIkA kapar3e saMbaMdhI koI kAma-kAja tumhAre pAsa Ave to use barAbara talAza karake karanA / unheM avakAza ho to apane sAtha lejA kara kharIda karanA / rezamI or3hanI vagairaha ve ma~gAveM to unakA panA pota, raMga tathA acchA baMdheja dekha kara kharIdanA / yaha mAla bhImajI ballabhajIke yahA~kA acchA hotA hai; parantu dUsarI jagahase inake yahA~ kucha dAma adhika lagate haiM / bhoyataleke nAke para eka khatrI baiThatA hai / usake yahA~se kaI bAra hama mAla kharIda bhI cuke haiM / 1

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30 zrImad rAjacandra vaha kucha kama dAma letA hai / isa lie yadi usake yahA~ bhImajI vallajIke jaisA hI mAla mile to acchI taraha dekha-bhAla kara kharIda karanA / aura bhImajI vallabhajIkA tathA usa khatrIkA eka hI bhAva ho to jisake yahA~ acchA mAla mile usake yahA~se lenA / yaha bAta dhyAnameM rakhanA ki grAhaka loga or3haniyoM para AnA do-AnA bhI jyAdA denemeM hicakicAne lagate haiN| rezamI sATanake thAna ve ma~gAveM to unakA raMga, unakI camaka, mulAyamatA Adi acchI hogI to hI ve unake vahA~ cala skeNge| ve 12 DIke mArkeke hoM / athavA vakhta para rupayA jyAdA bhI lage to usakI paravA na karanA, para acche mAke dekha kara kharIdanA / bIsa yA ikkIsa taka jo bhAva unhoMne likhA ho usI andAjake kharIdanA / rezamI atalaza kucha raMgAnA ho to bhAI amRtalAla jahA~ kahe vahIM ra~gAnA / usa para raMga, Adi ThIka Ave vaisA karanA / saMghavI ghelA bAlajIne mujhase kahA ki hameM bambaIse kapar3A ma~gavAnA hai aura tuma to vahA~ nahIM ho, isa lie saMbhava hai mAla ThIka samaya para na A sake / isake uttarameM maiMne unase kaha diyA hai ki mere na rahane para bhI Apako mAla ma~gAnemeM koI ar3acana na hogI / vahA~ merI apekSA bhI acchA kAma ho sakegA / bhAI amRtalAlake bharose para yaha uttara diyA gayA hai / isa kAraNa amRtalAlako sAtha lejA kara mAla kharIda karanA / kAma vaisA hI karanA jisase ma~gAnevAleko santoSa ho sake / eka choTIsI bAtake lie jo itanA likhA hai isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki rezamI kapar3emeM jarA bhI jyAdA-kama ho to usase mAla ma~gAne

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paricaya / 31 vAleke manameM bahuta duHkha hotA hai| isake sivAya mAla acchA tathA ThIka bhAvase na kharIdA gayA to usakA pariNAma yaha hogA ki maiMne jo unase kahA thA ki ApakA kAma-kAja barAbara hogA, samaya para vaha jhUTha bhI Thahara sake / motiyoMkI jo vigata likhI vaha ThIka hai| __ dUkAnake kAmakAjameM kucha AkulatA jAna par3e to dhIrajake sAtha bhAI amRtalAla AdikI sahAyatAse kAma karanA / " 2 "Aja patra milA / jarmanakI pArasala vApisa Aneke bAbata likhA vaha jJAta huA / saMbhAla kara usakA rupayA turaMta bhara denA / jarmanane jo 2928 pauMDakI huMDI kI hai usa parase jJAta hotA hai ki usane riTarna kamIzana eka Takeke bhAvase lagAyA hai, para vaha pahale isa kamIzanake na leneke lie hameM likha cukA hai / usakA vaha patra phAIla meM hai| so Apa banAjI vagairahase salAha lenA ki yaha aTThAIsa pauMDa kama bharA jA sakegA yA nahIM / aura zAyada usakA ejanTa mohanalAla maganalAla yaha kahe ki jitanekI huMDI usa para kI gaI hai usakI eka Takeke hisAbase vaha Ar3hata letA hai| parantu aisI dazAmeM Ar3hata denekA apanA ThaharAva nahIM hai / mAla becA jAtA to Ar3hata dI jAtI / isa viSayameM jeThAzAse bhI pUchanA / Apa tathA nagInabhAI isa bAtakI pUrI tajabIja karanA / jaldI jaldImeM yadi ye aTThAIsa pauMDa bhara diye gaye to phira bar3I jhaMjhaTa hogii| kala dina saba khulAsA likhuugaa|"

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32 zrImad rAjacandra "tumhArA patra kala milA / usameM naM0 177 ke beMcAna tathA tA0 24-1-82 vagairahakI jo kharIdI likhI vaha par3hI / tathA sIrI ( eka jAtike choTe motI) aura bhUke ( sIrI jAtike motiyoMse bhI choTe motI) kI jo kharIdI likhI vaha bhI par3hI / parantu tumane yaha ThIka nahIM likhA ki vaha sIrI-bhUkA arabasthAnake kisa vyApArIkA tathA kisa prAntakA hai / isa kAraNa isa viSayameM adhika likhanA kaThina hai / parantu itanA anumAna kiyA jA sakatA hai gata varSakI bhA~ti surA (eka prakArake motI) kA 15-16-17-18-19 kA bhAva kahIM par3hane meM nahIM aayaa| aise U~ce bhAvakI kharIdI para vilAyatavAloMse usake pUre dAma lenemeM bar3I kaThinatA par3egI / yaha saMbhava hai ki mauke para bhUkemeM lAbha ho, para sIrIke lie to sandeha hai / isake sivAya isa samaya huMDIkA bhAva bhI kucha bar3ha gayA hai| gata varSakI apekSA sIrI acchI ho to bhI dasa-pandraha Take car3hane utarane para to muddala dAmoMke hI uThanekI AzA hai| kitanI bAra Ageke pariNAma para binA vicAra kiye hI prAyaH kharIdI karalI jAtI hai / kisI mAlameM vilAyatake hisAbase ThIka par3atI par3a jAtI hai aura isI kAraNa phira dUsare mAlameM bhI U~ce dAmoMke AnekI AzAse bhAva bar3hA kara mAla kharIdA jAtI hai / aura isa taraha sadA U~ce bhAva para hI dhyAna rahatA hai / isase Dara banA rahatA hai ki isa rItise to mauke para gata varSakI bhA~ti isa varSakA bhI vyApAra kevala begAra karaneke jaisA hogaa| yahA~ baiThe raha kara kucha likhanA yogya nahIM jAna par3atA / aba zIghra hI AnekA vicAra hai, isa lie adhika likhanekA koI kAraNa bhI nahIM hai|

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paricaya / bAta yaha hai ki jahA~ jarA hI kaSTa huA ki loga kitane hI lAbhake vyApAroMko bhI dhUlameM milA dete haiM / isa para unakA dhyAna na jAya taba kyA bhI kyA jAye ? kucha bhI vicAra, dhIraja aura silasilese kAma kiyA jAya to usameM lAbha hI hotA hai; parantu sabake aise ekarUpa pariNAma nahIM haiM aura mukhya kAma-kAja karanevAlekA hetu bhI vaisA nahIM hai| aura isI prakAra sabako sa~bhala kara calaneke lie kahA jAya to ve mAneMge nahIM / taba aise maukoM para phira vicAra kara calaneke lie bAdhya honA paDatA hai| aura yaha bAta sabako rucanA kaThina hai| yaha koI vyApAra na karanekI bAta nahIM hai, kintu vyApAra eka acche rUpameM A jAya isake lie prayatna hai| bahudhA karake ka~vAra sudI 10 ko bambaI AnekA vicAra hai| yaha patra eka dUsareke manako dukhAne athavA calate hue kAmameM ror3A aTakAneke abhiprAyase nahIM likhA hai / parantu isa parase hama saba vyApArameM upayoga rakkheMge to yaha mArga antameM lAbhakAraka hI hogaa| bahuta tejImeM rahane yA bahuta U~ce bhAva para kharIdI karanekA pariNAma prAyaH viSama hI hotA hai, usase kadAcit hI lAbha hotA hai| aura isake sivAya yadi svAbhAvika bajArakI rukha para kAma kiyA jAya to vaha kAma sadAke lie eka majabUta pAye para cala sakatA hai| hama logoMmeM jo yaha kalpanA rahatI hai ki dhIraja rakhanese phira mAla nahIM milatA, eka rItise yaha ThIka hai; parantu isase usa dhIrajako chor3a denA bhI ucita nahIM ki jisase phira binA soce-vicAre teja bhAvameM bhI kharIda karate hI cale jAe~ aura

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zrImad rAjacandra antameM eka bar3e gahare bhayake gar3hemeM utaranA par3e / merI isa bAta para bhAI nagInadAsako thor3A bahuta dhyAna avazya denA caahie| kAraNa eka dUsarekA parasparakA saMbaMdha hai / hajAra-pA~casauke nukasAnakA vicAra kara yaha bAta nahIM likhI gaI hai; parantu isa abhiprAyase likhI gaI hai ki hama saba isa bAtako dhyAnameM rakha kara kAma kareMge to hamArA kAma bahuta samaya taka Tika sakegA / yaha patra bhAI nagInadAsako par3haneke lie denA aura ve kaheM to Apa hI par3ha kara sunA denA, yaha prArthanA hai|" . "kala yahA~se bhAI nagInadAsake nAmakA eka liphAphA DAlA hai / vaha pahu~cA hogA / usa liphApheke bhejanemeM galatI ho gaI thii| use par3ha kara Apane vApisa lauTA diyA hotA to acchA hotA / sIrIkA bhAva bahuta teja hai / isase mujhe Dara rahatA hai ki gata varSakI taraha isa varSa bhI kevala vegAra karaneke jaisA na ho athavA nukasAna uThAnA pdd'e| isa lie vicAra kara dhIrajake sAtha kAma lenA ucita hai / ityAdika bAteM usa patrameM maiMne likhI thI / yaha prayatna isa rItise kiyA thA ki isakA kucha asara ho; yadyapi maiM jAnatA hU~ ki usake anusAra calanA bhAI nagInadAsake lie kaThina hai / sIrImeM lAbhakI jagaha nukasAnakA mujhe vizeSa bhaya hai / kala tumhArA bhI patra milA / tumhAre vicAra bhI aise hI jAna pdd'e| maiMne tumhAre pana Aneke pahale hI patra DAkameM DalavA

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pricy| 35 diyA thaa| para tumhArI isa saralatAke lie cittameM bahuta santoSa huA. ki tumhAre manameM bhI sIrI vagairahake sambandhake vicAra utpanna hue| ___ yahA~se ka~vAra sudI 10 ko ravAnA hokara sudI 11 ke sabere vahA~ AnekA vicAra hai| isake pahale kucha mAla kharIda karanA ho to vaha tumhAre vicAra para nirbhara hai| jitanI sa~bhAla tumase ho sake utanI tuma karanA / aura yadi pratyakSa nukasAna dikhAI par3atA ho to phira kisI bAtameM na par3anA / muddala dAma uTha sakeM yA sAdhAraNa nukasAnakI saMbhAvanA ho aura isake lie tumhArA citta bhaya khAtA ho ki eka dUsareke cittameM bheda-bhAva na par3a jAya to tuma use svIkAra kara lenA / parantu jahA~ taka ho sake pahale inakAra hI karanA aura kahanA ki rAjacaMdra bhAI zIghra hI AnevAle haiM, isa lie unake Aye binA kucha kharIdanekA vicAra nahIM hai / jahA~ taka bana sake aisA karanemeM hI lAbha hai| isase Age cala kara bhI lAbha hogaa| saMbaMdhake TUTa jAne vagairahakI kalpanAke bhayase hissemeM zAmila honekA koI kAraNa nahIM hai / itane para bhI isa bAtakA bhAra tuma para isa lie chor3A hai ki thor3I rakamakA mAmalA ho aura kAma calAneke lie sambandha rakhanA ucita jAna par3e to vaisA krnaa| ___ mujhe apane vahA~ na rahaneke kAraNa pahale hIse bhaya thA ki ve loga U~ce bhAvameM rahA kareMge aura vyApArako binA kAraNa hI beDhaMgI sthitimeM lAneke jaisA kreNge| kAraNa una logoMkA svabhAva hI aisA hai aura vartamAnameM huA bhI yahI hai|"

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36 zrImad rAjacandra 5 * nIce likhe anusAra jamA-kharca karanA / vigata udhAra khAte nAme - 6454 || || 1 phrAmajI sansa kampanIkI mArphata laMdana me0 ArabathanA lethama-kampanIko bhejI huI pArsaleM tA0 ko vApasa AIM, una para tIna dinakI muddatakI 6454 || = ) | 1 kI huMDI AI | usakI muddata Aja pUrI hone para nezanala baiMka Apha iNDiyAko 6454|| - | 1 bhare | 4833 // - // zrIraMgUna vyApAra khAte nAme 78 = | | mANikake 2 baMDalakI pArasala naM0 609 kI binA huMDIke laMdana bhejI usake vApisa Ane para jAne-AnekA jo kharca par3A usakI vigata28-0 pa0 jAne-AnekA bImA, 0-5-0 vApisa AnekA poTeja, 2 -8-0, 240 pauMDakI jo vI0 pI0 kI thI usakI pIchI AnekI Ar3hata 1 Takeke bhAvase / 5-10 ke 1-3-8 bhAva 78 || * isa patrake uddhRta karanekA matalaba yaha hai ki isakA Ane pAI AdikA jitanA hisAba hai vaha saba zrImad rAjacandrane binA bahiyoMke sahAre, kevala apanI smRti parase bAhara gA~vase likha kara bhejA thA /

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pricy| 4755 / - // 2 raMgUnakhAte pArasala naM0 613-14 kI laMdana bhejii| usake lie bhAI manasukhalAla sUrajama lake hisse meM kharIde hue motiyoM para yahA~se 300 pauMDakI huMDI likhI / 300- 0-0 pauMDakI huMDI likhI / 0-10-8 huMDIkI muddata pUrI honese 13 dinakA byAja 5 Takeke bhAvase / 1-13-4 jAne-AnekA bImA / 1- 3-11 tAra kharca tathA vApisa AnekA . pottej| 3--10-6 vApisa AnekI Ar3hata 1 // ) Takeke bhAvase huMDIvAlA pArasala honese / 0-- 4-0 bila sTAmpake hissekA kharca / raMgUna khAte pArasala naM0 620 meM eka motI laMdana bhejA thA / vaha manasukhalAla sUrajamalake hisse meMkA thA / usa para huMDI nahIM likhI thii| usake jAne-Aneke kharcakI vigata / 0-0-9 pau0 jAne-AnekA bImA / 0-9-9 ,, tAra tathA posttej| 0-8-0, 40 pauMDa kI vI0 pI0 kI, __usakI Ar3hata eka Takeke bhAvase / 1-7-8 bhAva 1-3-8 se 1801

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38 zrImad rAjacandra 1602 // // tIna bhAga khAte nAme pArsala naM0 635-7 laMDanase vApisa AI, usake jo rupayA bharane par3e unakI vigata--- 100-0-0 pauMDakI yahA~se huMDI likhI / 0-6-10 huMDIkI muddata pUrI honese 25 dinakA vyaaj| 3-3-7 jAne-AnekA kharca / 0-11-4 jAna-AnekA kharca / 1- 7-3 vApisa AnekA tAra __ tathA posTeja kharca / 1- 4-0 pauMDa 80-0-0 kI jo vI0 pI0 vApisa AI usakI Ar3hata 1 Takeke bhAvase / 0- 1-0 bila-sTAmpakA khrc| 3- 3-7 103-10-5 ke 1-3-8 ke bhAvase 1602 // kula pauMDa 416-17-3,,

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paricaya | 39 isa prakAra zrImad rAjacaMdrane bar3e sAhasa ke sAtha kaI varSa paryanta vyApAra kiyA / usa samaya unakI vyApAra aura vyavahAra kuzalatA itanI zreSTha thI ki ve kaI vilAyatI vyApAriyoMke sAtha kAma kAja karate the / unakI kAma karanekI paddhatiko dekha kara vilAyatI vyApArI bhAratIya logoMkI yogyatAkI bar3I prazaMsA karate the / zrImad rAjacaMdrakI dUkAnameM aura bhI bhAgIdAra the; parantu use unnati para pahu~cAneke mUla kAraNa zrImad rAjacaMdra hI the / usa dUkAnake vyApArakI mUla kuMjI unhIM ke hAthameM thI / aba unake AdhyAtmika vicAra sunie / saM0 1950 asAr3ha sudI pUnama ke eka patra meM unhoMne likhA thA "isa samaya yahA~ para vyApArakA kAma-kAja bahuta rahatA hai, isa lie thor3e samaya ke lie bhI sahasA chuTakArA pAnA bahuta kaThina hai| maukA bhI aisA hai aura sAjhIdAroMko merI yahA~ para maujUdagI bahuta hI Avazyaka jAna par3atI hai / hA~, merI icchA hotI hai ki maiM thor3e samaya ke lie kAma - kAjase chuTTI lU~, parantu aisA taba kara sakatA hU~ jaba ki mere sAjhIdAroMke manameM koI prakArakI dubadhA na ho aura mere yahA~ na rahane para unakI koI vizeSa hAni na ho|" isase jAna par3atA hai ki zrImad rAjacaMdra eka acche kuzala vyApArI the aura unake pIche vyAvahArika bar3A bhArI jaMjAla thA / parantu Azcarya hai ki aisI hAlata meM bhI unake antaraMgameM Atma-cintanake sivAya kucha na thA / isa prakAra unakA jIvana nAnA upAdhiyoMse pUrNa hone para bhI unakA lakSya- bindU kahA~ thA, yaha bAta unake usa patra se jAna par3atI hai jise unhoMne eka AtmArthI sajjanako likhA thA / vaha patra nIce uddhRta kiyA jAtA hai I

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zrImad rAjacandra "ananta kAlase apane svarUpakI jo vismRti ho gaI hai usase jIvake lie para bhAvakA grahaNa eka bahuta hI sAdhAraNa bAta ho rahI hai / satsaMga-pUrvaka jJAnakA abhyAsa karanese vaha Atma vismRti dUra kI jA sakatI hai| arthAt para bhAvoMmeM udAsInatA A sakatI hai / yaha kAla viSama hai, isa kAraNa Atma-svarUpakI tanmayatA lAbha karanA kaThina hai; parantu yadi adhika samaya ke lie satsaMga kiyA jAya to nizcita hai ki usase vaha tanmayatA prApta ho sakatI hai / jIvana bahuta thor3A hai aura jhagar3e bahuta haiM, dhana parimita hai aura tRSNA ananta hai / aisI hAlata meM Atma-svarUpakA smaraNa asaMbhava hai; parantu jahA~ jhagar3e thor3e haiM, jIvana aura tRSNA atyalpa hai yA bilakula nahIM hai athavA saba vahA~ Atma-smRti pUrNapane prApta kI jA sakatI hai| amUlya mAyA-mohake prapaMcameM bahA jA rahA hai / udaya bar3A balavAn hai / " pramAda - rahita hai siddhiyA~ prApta haiM jJAna - jIvana ve svayaM vyApArakA kAma-kAja karate; parantu usa ora unakI bhAvanA kaisI rahatI thI, yaha bAta unake do-tIna patroM parase acchI taraha jJAta ho sakatI hai| saM0 1948 ke eka patra meM unhoMne likhA hai - "isa samaya vyApAra-sambandhI kAma parimANase bahuta adhika karanA par3atA hai aura usameM maiM mana bhI khUba lagAtA hU~; paraMtu taba bhI vaha vyApAra meM nahIM gar3atA / vaha Atma-svarUpameM hI lIna rahatA hai / isase vyAvahArika jhaMjhaTeM bhAra-rUpa jAna par3atI haiM / " saM0 1949 meM zrImad rAjacaMdrane bambaI se eka patra likhA thA / usase bhI unake vyApAra tathA unakI pravRttikA kucha kucha patA par3atA patra yaha hai

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pricy| "gatavarSa agahana mahInemeM jabase maiM bambaI AyA hU~ tabahIse vyApArasaMbaMdhI jhaMjhaTeM uttarottara adhika adhika hI bar3hatI gaI aura prAyaH una jhaMjhaToMko upayoga-pUrvaka bhoganA par3A hai / tIrthaMkara bhagavAnane svabhAvase hI isa kAlako duHSama kAla kahA hai aura khAsa kara janatAkI pravRttise anArya bane hue isa kSetrameM to yaha kAla aura bhI adhika balake sAtha varta rahA hai| logoMkI buddhi meM Atma-vizvAsa bilakula hI nahIM rahA hai| aise duHSama samayameM vyavahArakI apekSA paramArthako bhUla jAnA AzcaryakI bAta nahIM hai| kintu use na bhUlanA hI Azcarya hai / AnandaghanajIne caudahaveM jinakI stutimeM bhI eka jagaha isa kSetrako duHSama kAla varNana kiyA hai| aura unake samayase isa samaya to aura bhI adhika duHSamatA vartta rahI hai| aise samayameM Atma-zraddhAnI puruSoMke lie Atma-hitakA koI mArga ho to yaha eka yahI hai ki unheM niraMtara satpuruSoMkI saMgati karanI caahie| dekho, saba prakArakI icchAoMke prati hamArI prAyaH udAsInatA hai to bhI ye saMsArake vyavahAra aura kAla Adika, eka bAra-bAra DUbate aura ujhakate hue manuSyakI bhA~ti isa saMsAra-samudra ke pAra karanemeM hamase bar3A kar3A parizrama lete haiM / usa parizramase jo samaya samaya para atyanta santApa bar3hatA hai use zAnta karaneke lie hameM bhI. satsaMga-rUpa jalake pInekI atyanta icchA rahA karatI hai aura yahI bAta hameM duHkha-rUpa jAna par3atI hai| itanA saba kucha hone para bhI pariNAmoMmeM dveSa buddhiko utpanna na hone denA cAhie / sarvajJa bhagavAnakA yaha siddhAnta isa bAtako siddha karatA hai ki saba vyavahAroMmeM samatA-bhAva honA cAhie / mAnoM AtmA jaisA una vyavahAroMke viSayameM kucha jAnatA nahIM hai|"

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42 zrImad rAjacandra"vicAra karane para jAna par3atA hai ki yaha jo upAdhi udayameM A rahI hai vaha sarvathA kaSTa-rUpa bhI nahIM hai| jisake dvArA pUrvopArjita karma zAnta hote haiM usa upAdhiko to ulaTI Atma-zraddhAna utpanna karanevAlI kahanA caahie| manameM sadA yaha bhAvanA rahA karatI hai ki thor3e hI samayameM ye saba jhaMjhaTeM dUra hokara bAhyAbhyantara nimranthatA prApta ho jAya to bahuta hI acchA ho / parantu zIghra hI aisA yoga milanA asaMbhava hai / aura jaba taka aisA yoga na mile taba taka manakI cintAoMkA miTanA bhI saMbhava nhiiN|" "dUsare anya vyApAra isI samaya chor3a diye jAya~ to aisA ho sakatA hai; parantu do-tIna aisI bAteM udayameM A rahI haiM ki ve bhogane para hI chUTa sakegIM / ve aisI haiM ki kaSTase bhI unakI sthiti kama nahIM kI jA sktii| aura yahI kAraNa hai ki eka mUrkha manuSyakI bhA~ti ye saba vyavahAra karane par3ate haiN| aisA prasaMga mAnoM kahIM dikhAI hI nahIM par3atA ki kisI dravyameM, kisI kSetrameM aura kisI bhAvameM sthiti ho sake; aura na ina sabameM pratibaddha honA hI acchA jAna par3atA hai / pratibaddha honekI hamArI ruci hotI hai nirvRtti-kSetra, nivRtti-kAla, satsaMga aura aatm-vicaarmeN| aura isa lie dinarAta yahI icchA banI rahatI hai ki kisI prakAra aisA suyoga thor3e samayameM mila jAya to acchA ho / " dUsarA eka patra unhoMne 1949 zrAvaNa vidI paMcamIko likhA thaa| usa parase bhI unakI vyApAra-pravINatA tathA vRttike sambandhameM kaI vizeSa vizeSa bAteM jJAta ho sakatI haiN| vaha patra yaha hai

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pricy| 43 "gata varSa agahana sudI 6 ko jabase maiM yahA~ AyA, tabahIse Aja taka bahutasI jhaMjhaTeM bhoganA par3I haiM / yadi jinaprabhukI dayA na hotI to dhar3a para sirakA rahanA bhI kaThina ho jaataa| aise aneka prasaMga dekhe haiM aura dRr3ha nizcaya kiyA hai ki Atma-svarUpake jAnanevAle manuSyake sAtha saMsArakI kabhI nahIM paTa sakatI / isa saMsArakI racanA hI aisI hai ki bar3e bar3e jJAnI puruSa apane nizcaya-upayogameM dRr3ha rahate hue bhI maMda pariNAmI ho jAte haiM / yaha ThIka haiM ki Atma-svarUpa sambandhI jJAnakA kabhI nAza nahIM hotA taba bhI usakI vizeSa pariNati para eka prakArakI AvaraNa-rUpa upAdhikA sambandha ho jAtA hai| maiM usa upAdhike kAraNa Aja bhI kaSTa pA rahA huuN| aura aise aise prasaMgoM para hRdayameM prabhukA nAma smaraNa kara bar3e kaThina parizramake vAda apane meM sthira raha pAtA huuN| hA~, samyaktvameM kisI prakArakI bhA~ti nahIM hotI; parantu yaha to spaSTa hai ki usake vizeSa vizeSa pariNAma vikasita nahIM hote / aisI hAlatameM bahuta bAra ghabarA kara tyAga-vRttikA pAlana kiyA jAtA thA; parantu jJAnI puruSoMkA to mArga yaha hai ki ve upArjita karmoMko adInatA-pUrvaka samabhAvoMse, binA ghabarAye hue bhogeM / aura isa bhAvanAkI smRtise hI manameM sthiratA AtI thI ki ukta sthiti hIkA mujhe bhI pAlana karanA Avazyaka hai| matalaba yaha ki isa prakArakI bhAvanAke bAda hI manakI ghabarAhaTa miTatI thii|" "merI sthiti aisI hai ki sArA dina yadi nivRttike vicAroMmeM vyatIta na ho to sukha hI nahIM ho sakatA / AtmA, AtmAke vicAra, jJAnI puruSoMkA maraNa, unake prabhAvakI kathAyeM, unake prati bhakti, unake Atma-caritrake prati moha Adi bAteM Aja bhI AkarSita karatI haiM, aura usI kA

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44 zrImad rAjacandra lako maiM bhajatA rahatA huuN| vaha kAla dhanya hai jisameM jJAnI puruSoMke apUrva apUrva caritra hue haiM aura vaha kAla aura bhI adhika dhanya hai jisameM aise mahApuruSoMkA janma huA hai| una kAnoMko, una sunanevAle janoMko aura una bhakta puruSoMko trikAla vaMdanA hai jinhoMne una mahAtmAoMke caritroMko sunA hai tathA unakI bhakti kI hai / usa Atma-svarUpakI bhakti, usake cintana, usakI samajhAnevAlI jJAnI puruSoMkI vANI, athavA jJAnI puruSa yA usake mArgAnugAmI jJAnIjanoMke siddhAntakI apUrvatA Adiko ati bhaktike sAtha praNAma hai| mujhe akhaMDa AtmadhunakI ekatAra-pravAha-rUpa una bAtoMke sevanakI aba bhI bar3I AturatA rahA karatI hai| aura dUsarI ora aise kSetra, aise jana-pravAha, aisI jhaMjhaTeM aura aisI hI anya bAtoMko dekha kara vicAra zithila par3a jAte haiM / astu; IzvarecchA !" __ zrImad rAjacaMdrake-solaha varSase pahalese lekara battIsa varSakI avasthAparyanta jaba ki unakA svargavAsa huA-saba patroM aura vicAroMkA saMgraha zrImad rAjacaMdra' nAmaka granthameM kiyA gayA hai / usake abhyAsase yaha bAta jAnI jA sakatI hai ki unakI Atma-dazA dinoM dina bar3hatI jA rahI thI / zrImad rAjacaMdrane saM0 1952 ka~vAra vidI 12 ko jo patra apane pitAjIko likhA thA, usa parase mAtA-pitAke prati unakI bhakti tathA Atma-vRttikA kucha patA cala skegaa| vaha patra yaha hai__"ziracchatra pitAjI, bambaIse isa ora AnekA kAraNa sirpha nivRtti hai| zArIrika kaSTake kAraNa maiM idhara nahIM AyA huuN| ApakI kRpAse zarIra acchA rahatA hai| aura vahI kRpA AtmAmeM vizeSa nivRtti kara rahI hai| isa samaya bambaImeM

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paricaya / 45 roga bahuta zAnta ho gayA hai / sarvathA zAnta ho jAne para vahA~ jAnekA vicAra hai| Apake pratApase dhana kamAnekA lobha nahIM hai, kintu AtmakalyANa karanekI parama icchA hai / mAtAjIse merA pAlAgana khie| bAlaka rAjacaMdrakA pAlAgana / " isa patra parase spaSTa jAnA jA sakatA hai ki sAMsArika kAma-kAja karate rahane para bhI unakI AtmAkI ora kitanA tIvra lakSya thaa| tattvajJAnakI kucha asAdhAraNa baateN| aba zrImad rAjacaMdrake tattvajJAnake sambandhameM kucha prakAza DAlanA Avazyaka jAna par3atA hai| jo AtmavAdI nahIM haiM yA yoM kaha lIjie ki jo jar3avAdI haiM unakA kahanA kavi geTIke jaisA hai ki sRSTike gUDha rahasyakI gA~Tha kabhI nahIM sulajhanekI hai, isa lie usake sulajhAneke prayatnameM samaya barabAda karanA ucita nahIM hai| isa jar3avAdakA pRthakkaraNa kiyA jAya to isakA yaha matalaba nikalegA ki jo loga AtmAkI khojake prayatameM lage rahate haiM vaha unakA bhrama hai; aura isI bhramake kAraNa aise logoMne tattvajJAna aura dharmajJAnakA eka bar3A bhArI jAla khar3A kara diyA hai| unakI dRSTike anusAra isa caritrake nAyakakI bhI gaNanA aise hI bhramameM par3e hue logoMmeM kI jA sakegI / parantu yadi jar3avAdako mAnanevAle caritra-nAyakakI vRttikA sUkSma dRSTise parizIlana kareM to unheM mAna lenA par3egA ki zrImad rAjacaMdra bhramameM par3e hue na the; kintu khuda ve hI bhUlameM par3e hue haiN| kAraNa jina vicAroMke AdhAra para jar3avAdI loga vicAra karate haiM zrImad

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46 zrImad rAjacandra rAjacaMdrane unhIM vicAroMkA pahale khUba anubhava kara bAdameM Atma-vAdako svIkAra kiyA hai| zrImad rAjacaMdrake vicAroMke saMgrahameM unakI jo DAyarI prakAzita kI gaI hai, usake par3hanese jAna par3egA ki unhoMne sRSTike pratyeka gUr3ha rahasya para khUba vicAra karaneke bAda hI AtmavAda svIkAra kiyA hai| zrImad rAjacaMdrane saM0 1946 kArtika sudI 15 ko jaba ki unakI umara pUre bAvIsa varSakI ho cukI thI-apanI jIvanI likhanA zurU kI thii| usameM unhoMne likhA hai ki "bAvIsa varSakI umarameM maiMne AtmA, mana, vacana, tana, aura dhanake sambandhameM aneka raMga dekhe haiM; aura nAnA prakArakI sRSTi-sambandhI racanAyeM, nAnA prakArakI saMsArasambandhI majA-mauja Adi aneka ananta duHkhakI kAraNa bAtoMkA nAnA taraha anubhava kiyA hai / tathA bar3e bar3e tattvajJAnI aura nAstikoMne jo jo vicAra kiye haiM usI prakAra ke vicAra maiMne apanI choTI umarameM kiye haiN|" eka jagaha aura likhA hai ki "bAlakapanameM kama samajha hone para bhI na jAne kahA~se mujhameM bar3I bar3I kalpanAyeM uThA karatI thiiN| una kalpanAoMkA eka bAra aisA svarUpa dikhAI diyA ki punarjanma nahIM hai, pApa nahIM hai, puNya nahIM hai / sukha-pUrvaka raha kara saMsArakA upabhoga karanA hI jIvanakI sArthakatA hai| isake bAda hI anya kisI jhagar3emeM na par3a kara dharma-sambandhI saba vAsanAoMko nikAla dUra krdii| kisI bhI dharmake prati nyUnAdhika bhAva yA zraddhA na rhii| isI hAlatameM thor3A samaya bIta gayA / isake bAda kucha aurakA aura hI banAva banA / jisake honekI maiMne kalpanA bhI na kI thI aura mere hRdayameM jisake lie jarA bhI prayatna na thA; to bhI acAnaka eka vicitra hI phera-phAra ho gayA / kucha aura hI anubhava huA / vaha

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paricaya / 47 anubhava aisA thA ki jo zAstroMmeM nahIM mila sakatA aura jise jar3avAdI kalpanAmeM bhI nahIM lA sakatA / vaha anubhava phira dhIre dhIre bar3hatA hI gayA, aura antameM vaha yahA~ taka pahu~ca gayA ki aba 'tUhI tUhI' kA dhyAna rahatA hai|" isa parase jar3avAdI loga vizvAsa kara sakeMge ki zrImad rAjacaMdrakI jo Atmadharma para zraddhA jamI thI vaha kula-paraMparA athavA janma-saMskArake kAraNa honevAlI dharma-vAsanAke adhIna na thii| kintu apanI svataMtra vicAra-zaktike dvArA jar3avAdake sambandhameM pUrNa vicAra kiye bAda hI unhoMne jar3avAdakA mUlya eka zUnyake jaisA samajhA thA / yahA~ para koI pAzcAtya vijJAnavAdI yA sAinTiphika yaha kahe ki zrImad rAjacaMdrane jo jar3avAdake sambandhameM vicAra kiye the ve pUrvakI paddhattiko liye hue the| parantu yadi unhoMne pAzcAtya paddhatise jar3avAdakA abhyAsa kiyA hotA to unheM khuda vizvAsa ho jAtA ki AtmavAda bhrama-pUrNa hai / isake uttarameM yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki pAzcAtya sAyansakA jo kahanA hai ki yaha prANi-racanA paramANuoMse huI hai usI paramANu-zAstrakA zrImad rAjacaMdrane itanA gaMbhIra vicAra kiyA thA ki jo pAzcAtya paramANu-zAstra-vettAoMke dhyAnameM bhI nahIM A sktaa| kAraNa jisa dharmakA zrImad rAjacaMdrane Azraya liyA hai usa dharmameM paramANu-zAstrakA pAzcAtya sAyansase sahasra guNA vicAra kiyA hai / 'AtmA' kI racanA paramANuoM dvArA kabhI nahIM ho sakatI / isa viSayameM zrImad rAjacaMdrane jo jo vicAra kiye haiM unheM unakI likhI 'Atmasiddhi' tathA anya pustakoMke par3hanese jar3avAdI loga jAna skeNge|

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48 zrImad rAjacandra jainasiddhAntakI svIkAratA / zrImad rAjacaMdrakI eka 'jaina philosaphara ke rUpameM bhI prasiddhi hai| isa parase anya darzanoMke vidvAn kaha sakate haiM ki zrImad rAjacaMdra jaina haiM, tathA isI prakAra ve jainadharma-sambandhI vicAra-vAtAvaraNameM pale-puse haiM, isa kAraNa unake vicAra jaina-siddhAntake prati sthira haiN| parantu yadi unhoMne anya darzanoMkA bhI avalokana kiyA hotA to unheM svayaM hI apane vicAra badala denA par3ate / unakI isa zaMkAkA samAdhAna kara dene para nizcita hai ki unheM apane vicAra chor3a denA pdd'eNge| yaha kaha denA Avazyaka hai ki bAlakapanameM zrImad rAjacaMdrake saMskAroMke lie jainadharmakA koI nimitta na thaa| unake pitAmahakA koI aTThAnaveM varSakI avasthAmeM svargavAsa huaa| ve zrIkRSNake parama bhakta the| aura isI kAraNa bAlapanase hI zrImad rAjacaMdrake saMskAra paurANika kathAoMko suna suna kara zrIkRSNakI bhaktikI ora bahuta jhuka gaye the| bAlapanameM unake dharma-saMskAra kaise the, isa viSayameM unhoMne svayaM likhA hai ki "mere pitAmaha zrIkRSNake bhakta the| unake pAsa maiMne zrIkRSNakI bhaktike bhajana sune the / isI prakAra pratyeka avatArakI camatkAra-pUrNa kathA sunI thii| usase bhaktike sAtha sAtha mere hRdayameM avatAroM ke prati zraddhA ho gaI thii| maiMne bAlapanameM kaMThI ba~dhAI thI / maiM nitya hI zrIkRSNake darzana karaneko jAtA thA / samaya samaya para unakI kathA sunA karatA thaa| unheM maiM paramAtmA mAnatA thA / aura isa kAraNa unake nivAsa-sthAnake dekhanekI bar3I utkaMThA thii|........gujraatiikii pAThya pustakameM kitanI jagaha likhA hai ki Izvara jagatkA kartA hai| use par3ha kara merA bhI vizvAsa aisA hI dRr3ha ho gayA thaa| aura isa kAraNa

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paricaya / jainiyoMke prati merI bar3I ghRNA ho gaI thii| merA vizvAsa ho gayA thA ki koI cIja binA banAye nahIM bana sakatI / aura isI kAraNa maiM samajhatA thA ki jainI bar3e mUrkha haiM-ve kucha nahIM jAnate / " isa prakAra bAlakapanake unake saMskAroMko dekha kara koI yaha nahIM kaha sakatA ki ina saMskAroM ke kAraNa jainadharmake prati unakI sthira zraddhA thii| unake vicAroM ke saMgrahake par3hanese yaha spaSTa jAnA jA sakatA hai ki zrImad rAjacaMdrane saba darzanoMkA kitanA sUkSma abhyAsa kiyA thaa| isI prakAra unheM vedAnta, sAMkhya Adi darzanoMke siddhAntakA bhI khUba praur3ha jJAna thaa| unakI khAsa DAyarIke par3hanese jAna par3atA hai ki unheM eka praur3ha-se-praur3ha vedAnta Adi darzanoMke jJAtAke jitanA jJAna thaa| hamArI jaba koI bahu-mUlya vastu kahIM gira par3atI hai taba hama use DhU~r3haneke lie saba rAstoMko eka eka karake TaTola DAlate haiN| isI prakAra zrImad rAjacaMdrane bhI vizva-vyavasthAke satya-svarUpa-rUpI bahu-mUlya vastukI khojake lie jaina, vaidAnta, sAMkhya Adi darzana-rUpI mArgIko khUba hI chAna DAlA thaa| unakI DAyarIse jo aMza nIce uddhRta kiyA jAtA hai usake par3hanese jAna par3egA ki zrImad rAjacaMdrane jo jainadarzana svIkAra kiyA thA vaha pahale saba darzanoM ke khUba abhyAsa-mananake bAda hI svIkAra kiyA thaa| vaha aMza yaha hai: "pratyakSa nAnA prakArake duHkhoM tathA duHkhI prANiyoMko dekhA; jagatkI vicitra racanAke kAraNoM para vicAra kiyA tathA yaha socA ki duHkhoMkA mUla kAraNa kyA hai aura usakI nivRtti kaise ho sakegI? isI prakAra jagatkA antaraMga svarUpa jAnanekI icchA karanevAle mumukSu tathA uparyukta vicAroM ke sambandhameM pUrvAcAryoMne jo samAdhAna kiyA hai athavA jaisA mAnA hai usakI

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zrImad rAjacandra yathAzakti AlocanA kI; usa AlocanAke samaya vividha prakArake mata-matAntara tathA mantavyoMke sambandhameM yathAzakti vicAra kiyA aura nAnA darzanoMke svarUpakA maMthana kiyaa| isa bAra bArake maMthanase jo jainadharmake maMthanakI yogyatA prApta huI usase usakA khUba hI maMthana huA / pariNAmameM jainadarzanakI siddhi meM jo pUrvApara virodha jAna par3A usakA ullekha nIce kiyA jAtA hai|" __ isa parase jAna par3atA hai ki zrImad rAjacaMdrane jo jainadharma svIkAra kiyA thA usake pahale jaina tathA anya darzanoM yA sampradAyoMke svarUpakI unane AlocanA karalI thI; aura unheM jo jo bAteM jainadharmameM viruddha jAna par3I thIM unakA unhoMne ucita samAdhAna kara liyA thA / anya darzanoMke vidvAn isa parase jAna sakeMge ki jainadharma para jo zrImad rAjacaMdrakI zraddhA huI thI vaha kula-paramparAke kAraNa na huI thI; tathA yaha bAta bhI na thI ki unhoMne anya darzanoMke abhyAsa-manana kiye binA hI jainadharma para zraddhA karalI thI / isI bAtakI puSTi ke lie unakA eka khaNDita patra yahA~ uddhRta kiyA jAtA hai / usase jAna par3egA ki zrImad rAjacaMdrakI dRSTi saba darzanoMke prati ekasI thI tathA kisI darzanake prati unakI svAbhAvika rAga-buddhi na thI / vaha patra yaha hai "mere cittameM bAra bAra yaha bAta uThA karatI hai tathA pariNAma bhI isI rUpa sthira rahate haiM ki Atma-kalyANake mArgakA nirNaya zrIvarddhamAna yA zrIRSabhadeva Adine jaisA kiyA hai vaisA kisI sampradAyameM nahIM kiyA gayA hai / vedAnta Adi darzanoMkA lakSya bhI AtmajJAna tathA mokSakI ora dekhA jAtA hai| parantu unakA pUrNa aura yathArtha nirNaya unameM dikhA

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paricaya / 51 nahIM pdd'taa| unakA vaha nirNaya ekAMzako liye hue hai aura kucha kucha pUrvakAlase isa samayameM badalA huA bhI jAna par3atA hai| yaha ThIka hai ki vedAntameM jagaha jagaha Atma-carcA hI kI gaI hai| parantu yaha aba taka bhI nizcita nahIM ho pAyA ki vaha carcA spaSTa rItise avirodhI hai| yaha bhI ho sakatA hai ki kisI mauke para vicAra-bhedake kAraNa vedAntakA Azaya hameM dUsare hI rUpameM bhAsane lage; aura aisI zaMkAyeM cittameM bAra bAra uThA bhI karatI haiM aura isI kAraNa maiMne apanI saba Atma-zaktiko lagA kara use avirodhI rUpameM dekhanekA yatna kiyA hai; tathApi yaha jAna par3atA hai ki vedAntameM jaisA Atma-svarUpa varNana kiyA gayA hai usase vedAnta sarvathA avirodhI nahIM kahA jA sakatA, isa lie ki Atma-svarUpa sarvathA vaisA hI nahIM hai| vedAntameM isakA koI bar3A bhArI bheda dekhane meM AtA hai| aura isI prakAra sAMkhya Adi matoMmeM bhI bheda dekhA jAtA hai| parantu hA~, zrIjina bhagavAnane jo AtmAkA svarUpa kahA hai vaha vizeSatayA avirodhI dikhAI par3atA hai aura vaisA hI anubhavameM AtA hai / yaha pratIti hotA hai ki zrIjina bhagavAnake dvArA kahA gayA Atma-svarUpa sarvathA avirodhI honA caahie| yaha usake lie bhI nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki vaha sarvathA avirodhI hI hai / isakA kAraNa itanA hI hai ki sampUrNa-rUpase abhI hamArI Atma-dazA prakaTa nahIM huI hai| parantu itanA avazya hai ki jitanI Atma-dazA prakaTa hai usase aprakaTa Atma-dazAkA vartamAnameM anumAna kiyA jA sakatA hai / isa anumAna para bhI vizeSa jora denA ucita na samajha yaha kahA hai ki jina bhagavAnakA kahA Atma-kharUpa vizeSatayA avirodhI jAna par3atA hai aura vaha sarvathA |

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52 zrImad rAjacandra avirodhI hone yogya hai| AtmAmeM yaha dRr3ha vizvAsa hai ki kisI puruSameM pUrNa Atma-svarUpa-prakaTa honA hI cAhie / aura vaha kaise puruSameM prakaTa honA cAhie, isa bAtakA vicAra karane para yaha spaSTa jAna par3atA hai ki isake yogya zrIjina bhagavAna hI haiN| sAre sRSTi-maNDalameM kisI puruSameM sampUrNa-rUpase Atma-svarUpa prakaTa hone yogya hai to vaha vIra prabhumeM sabase pahale prakaTa honA cAhie / athavA aisI avasthAko prApta kiye hue puruSoMmeM sabase pahale pUrNa Atma-svarUpa " vedAnta aura sAMkhya Adi darzanoMkA rAjacaMdrane kitanI niSpakSapAta buddhise avalokana kiyA thA tathA jainadarzanake prati jarA bhI rAga-buddhi na ho jAneke lie unheM kitanI sAvadhAnI rakhanA par3atI thI isa bAtako ve hI loga jAna sakate haiM jo 'vicAra-pRthakkaraNa-zAstra ke jAnakAra haiN| eka ora isa bAtakA vicAra kIjie ki vedAnta, sAMkhya Adi darzanoMkA zrImad rAjacaMdrane kitanA sUkSma parizIlana kiyA thA, jisake lie ki unhoMne jagaha jagaha Atma-carcAhIkA vicAra kiyA hai aura ina darzanoMko aviruddha rUpameM dekhaneke lie unakA kitanA ucca lakSya thaa| usake sAtha dUsarI yaha bAta dhyAnameM rakhie ki unhoMne apanA anubhava isa rUpameM batalAyA hai ki jina bhagavAnake dvArA kahA gayA Atma-svarUpa sampUrNapane avirodhI honA cAhie; parantu ve yaha nahIM kahate ki vaha sampUrNa-rUpase avirodhI hai / isakA kAraNa ve yaha batalAte haiM ki "abhI hamameM pUrNa Atma-dazA prakaTa nahIM huI hai| arthAt kevalajJAna hone para zrIvardhamAna khAmI yA zrIRSabhadeva Adi parama puruSoMko Atma-svarUpakA jaisA anubhava huA thA vaisA anubhava hameM nahIM huA hai|" kahanekA matalaba yaha

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paricaya / 53 ki zrImad rAjacaMdrakA AtmA kisI bhI kAraNase jaina tathA anya darzanake viSayameM anyathA yA koI vizeSa-rUpase apane vicAra sthira karane meM atyanta DarA karatA thaa| ___ yaha koI nahIM kaha sakatA ki unheM dharmakA moha thA, isa kAraNa unako mana jainadharmake siddhAMtoMko satya samajhatA thaa| unake vicAroMkA abhyAsa karanese yaha bAta sahaja jAnI jA sakatI hai ki unake eka romameM bhI . kisI dharmake prati jarA bhI mamatva na thaa| unhoMne paga paga para yahI carcA kI hai ki dharmakA moha kabhI na honA caahie| yahA~ para do padya uddhRta kiye jAte haiN| zrImad rAjacaMdrake zabdoMmeM unakA artha hotA hai-'jagatmeM jo bhinna bhinna mata aura darzana dekhane meM Ate haiM yaha kevala dRSTi-bheda hai|" ina padyoM parase yaha kahanekA koI sAhasa nahIM kara sakatA ki unheM dharma-sambandhI moha thA / ve padya ye haiM bhinna bhinna mata dekhie, moha-dRSTino aha / ekatattvanA mUlyamAM, vyapyA mAno teha // teha tattvarupa vRkSano, Atmadharma je mUla / svabhAvanI siddhI kare, dharma teja anukUla / / arthAt bhinna bhinna jo mata dekhe jAte haiM vaha saba dRSTikA bheda hai| ye saba hI mata eka tattvake mUlameM vyApta ho rahe haiN| usa tattva-rUpa vRkSakA mUla hai Atmadharma, jo ki svabhAvakI siddhi karatA hai aura vahI dharma anukUla hai-dhAraNa karane yogya hai| unake kahanekA matalaba yaha jAna par3atA haiM ki AtmAkA vAstavika svabhAva jisake dvArA siddha ho sake vahI dharma apanA svakIya dharma hai yA anukUla dharma hai|

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zrImad rAjacandra jainadharmake sthAnAMga-sUtra meM dharma-sambandhI jo jo mata athavA vicAra Ate haiM unakA mukhyatAse ATha vAdoMmeM samAveza kiyA gayA hai| ina ATha vAdoMmeM jaina tathA sAMkhya Adi sabhI dharma-sambandhI vicAra A jAte haiN| eka bAra kisI jijJAsune zrImad rAjacaMdrase kucha prazna kiye ki (1) 'sthAnAMga meM jo ATha vAda kaha gaye haiM unameM Apa tathA hama kisa vAdameM zAmila ho sakate haiM ?; (2) ina ATha vAdoMse bhinna koI anya mArga svIkAra karane yogya ho to usake jAnanekI bar3I icchA hai| athavA ina AThoM vAdoMke mArgoko milA kara koI eka mArga sthira kara liyA jAya to kyA hAni hai ?; athavA inheM kucha nyUnAdhika rUpameM milA kara koI mArga sthira kara use grahaNa kiyA jAya to vaha mArga kisa rUpa hai? ina praznoMkA zrImad rAjacaMdrane jo uttara diyA hai usa parase jAna par3atA hai ki unameM dharma-vAdakA jarA bhI moha na thaa| unakA lakSya niraMtara Atma-prAptikI ora hI lagA rahatA thaa| ina praznoMke uttarameM unhoMne likhA thA ki "aisA jo likhA hai usameM jAnane yogya yaha hai ki ina AThoM vAdoMmeM tathA inake sivAya anya darzanoM aura sampradAyoMmeM Atma-mArga kucha milA huA rahatA hai yA bahudhA karake bhinna hI rahatA hai| ye saba vAda, darzana yA sampradAya kisI prakAra mokSa-prAptike kAraNa ho sakate haiM, parantu samyagjJAna-rahita jIvoMke lie ye ulaTe baMdhake kAraNa ho jAte haiM / Atma-mArgake prApta karanekI jise icchA utpanna huI hai use ina sabakA 'sAdhAraNa jJAna prApta karanA cAhie, inheM par3hanA aura vicAranA cAhie; bAkI madhyastha rahanA cAhie / 'sAdhAraNa jJAna'kA yahA~ para yaha artha karanA cAhie ki jina sAmAnya viSayoMmeM adhika matabheda na ho vaha jJAna / "

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paricaya / .. koI yaha kahe ki jainadharmake prati zrImad rAjacaMdrakI rAga-buddhi honI cAhie; kyoMki usI rAga-buddhike kAraNa hI anya darzanoMkA mAnA huA Atma-svarUpa svIkAra na kara jainadharmameM kahe hue Atma-svarUpako unhoMne khIkAra kiyaa| aise loga apane manakA samAdhAna unake saM0 1944 ka~vAra vidI 2 ke patrase kara sakate haiN| usa patra meM unhoMne likhA thA"pArzvanAtha Adi yogIzvaroMkI avasthAkA smaraNa rakhanA aura sadA yahI abhilASA rkhnaa| yaha alpajJa AtmA usa padakA icchuka hai aura una mahApuruSoMke caraNa-kamaloMmeM tallIna rahanevAlA eka garIba ziSya hai| jagatke saba darzanoM-matoMke-bheda-bhAva-zraddhAko bhUla jAnA / mAtra ( pArzvanAtha Adi ) satpuruSoMke adbhuta yogase prakaTa hue caritrameM hI upayogako prerita krnaa| aura yaha bAta bhUloge nahIM ki rAga-dveSa chor3anA hI merA dharma hai| parama zAnti-padakI icchA karanA hI hama sabakA svIkRta dharma hai| maiM kisI gacchameM nahIM hU~; kintu AtmAmeM sthita huuN| koI yaha samajhe ki bhale hI zrImad rAjacaMdrakA jainadharmake prati mamatva yA rAga-buddhi na ho; parantu itanA avazya hai ki pArzvanAtha Adike prati unakA prazasta anurAga hai| yadi unakA anya darzanoMke mahAsmAoMke prati bhI anurAga hotA to jaisA unheM pArzvanAtha Adike dvArA praNIta Atma-svarUpa yathArtha jAna par3A usI prakAra anya darzana-praNIta Atma-kharUpameM bhI koI na koI acchA jAna par3atA / aise vicAravAle loga jaba jAna sakeMge ki zrImad rAjacaMdrakA anurAga na una darzanoMke praNetAoM para hI thA; kintu una darzanoMke bhaktoM para bhI unakA atyanta anurAga thA taba bahuta saMbhava hai ki ve apane vicAroMko badala deNge| isa viSayako

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zrImada rAjacandra spaSTa karaneke lie unake eka patrakA kucha aMza uddhRta kiyA jAtA hai| yaha patra unhoMne saM0 1947 agahana vidImeM likhA thA / usameM likhA thA "kuNavI aura kolI jaisI jAtimeM bhI thor3e varSoM meM aise bahutase puruSa ho gaye haiM jinhoMne Atma-mArga prApta kiyA hai / aise mahAtmA oMkA sAdhAraNa jana-samAjako paricaya na honeke kAraNa unake dvArA koI viralA hI siddhi lAbha kara sakA hai| yaha kaisA adbhuta IzvarIya vidhAna hai jo mahAtmA puruSoMke prati bhI logoMko moha utpanna na huA! ye saba jJAnakI antima sImA taka pahu~ca na gaye the; parantu usa sImAkA prApta karanA inake lie bahuta kucha pAsa hI thA / aise puruSoMke prati hRdayameM bar3A ullAsa hotA hai aura yaha utsukatA banI rahatI hai ki mAnoM niraMtara unake caraNa-kamaloMkI bhakti hI karate rheN| aura yahI unakI bhakti hameM apanA dAsa banAtI hai|" kAThiyAvAr3ameM eka kahAvata prasiddha hai ki 'bhojo bhagata, nirA~ta kolI' arthAt bhojA aura nirA~take jaise kolI Adi jAtiyoMmeM bhI bar3e bar3e mahAtmA ho gaye haiN| isI prakAra apane eka patrameM unhoMne zrImadU zaMkarAcAryakA bar3e gauravake sAtha smaraNa kiyA hai| unhoMne unake eka vAkyakA ullekha kara likhA hai "kSaNamapi sajjanasaMgatirekA bhavati bhavArNavataraNe naukaa|

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paricaya / - arthAt kSaNa bharake lie bhI kI gaI satpuruSoMkI saMgati saMsAra-rUpa samudrake tairaneke lie naukAke sadRza hai| __ "yaha vAkya mahAtmA zaMkarAcAryajIkA hai, aura vAstavameM bahuta hI yathArtha hai / hRdayameM nirantara yahI bhAvanA rahatI hai ki svayaM paramArtha-rUpa bama kara anyajanoMko bhI paramArtha-sAdhanameM sahAyatA dUM aura yahI karttavya bhI hai, parantu abhI aisA yoga milanA kaThina hai|" ___ yaha ThIka hai ki zrImad rAjacaMdrako vicAra tathA anubhavameM zrIjinapraNIta vastu-svarUpa yathArtha jAna par3atA thA; parantu yadi unake vicAroMkA parizIlana kiyA jAya to yaha bAta svIkAra kara lenI par3egI ki unhoMne anya darzanoMmeM jahA~ uttamatA dekhI hai usake prati apanA atyanta prema-bhAva batalAyA hai| purANoMmeM jo bhaktikA adbhuta mAhAtmya batalAyA gayA hai usa para unakA atyanta hI prema thaa| nIceke eka patra parase isa botakI pratIti ho sakegI / yahI nahI; kintu phira vaidika matAnuyAyI jana yaha zaMkA bhI na uThA sakeMge ki zrImad rAjacaMdrako jaina siddhAntakA antima sahArA thA arthAt unhoMne vaidika sampradAyoMke siddhAntakA yathAvasthita rUpase avalokana na kiyA thaa| yaha patra unheM vizvAsa karAyegA ki jisane bar3e premake sAtha vaidika vicAroMkA abhyAsa kiyA hai vahI aise vicAroMko likha sakatA hai| usa patrakA aMza yaha hai "Aja prAtaHkAlase niraMjana prabhukA koI adbhuta anugraha prakAzamAna huA hai| Aja bahuta dina hue vAMchita utkRSTa bhakti koI anupama rUpameM udaya huI hai| zrImad bhAgavatameM jo kathA hai ki gopiyA~ bhagavAn vAsudeva-kRSNacandra-ko mahIkI maTakImeM rakha kara becaneke lie nikalI thIM,

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zrImadU rAjacandra vaha prasaMga Aja bAra bAra smaraNameM A rahA hai / vahA~ sahasra dalakA kamala hai; aura AdipuruSa bhagavAna vAsudeva usameM virAjamAna haiN| inakI prApti jaba kisI satpuruSakI citta-rUpI gopIko ho jAtI hai taba vaha upadezikA bana kara anya mumukSu AtmAse kahatI hai ki koI mAdhavako kharIdo, koI mAdhavako khriido|" arthAt vaha kahatI hai ki Adi-puruSakI mujhe prApti ho gaI hai aura yahI eka prApta karane yogya hai; anya kucha bhI prApta karane yogya nahIM hai, isa lie use hI prApta kro| vaha AnandameM masta hokara bAra bAra kahatI hai ki "tuma usa purANapuruSako prApta karo; aura yadi use prApta karanekI tumheM acala premase cAha ho to maiM usa Adi-puruSakA lAbha karA sakatI huuN| maTakImeM rakha kara use becanako nikalI hU~, grAhaka dekha kara beca duuNgii| koI grAhaka bano; acala premase koI grAhaka bano / maiM use vAsudevakI prApti karAdUMgI" maTakImeM rakha kara becaneke lie nikalanekA artha hai 'sahasradala vAle kamalameM virAje hue bhagavAn vAsudeva' / mahIkI kevala kalpanA mAtra hai| sArI sRSTiko matha kara jo mahI nikAlA jAya to vaha amRtarUpa bhagavAna vAsudeva hIke rUpameM nikalegA / aise sUkSma-rUpako sthUla-rUpa dekha kara vyAsajIne adbhuta bhaktikA gAna kiyA hai / yaha kathA tathA sArI bhAgavata ye donoM ekahIkI prApti karAneke lie akSara akSarase bharI huI haiM, aura yaha bAta bahuta samaya pahalehIse merI samajhameM A cukI hai|" aise aneka lekha aura vicAra 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' nAmaka grantha parase jAne jA sakate haiM / ina lekhoM aura vicAroMkA avalokana kiye bAda

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paricaya | 59 vizvAsa hai ki vaidika dharmAnuyAyI jana yaha kahanekI icchA nahIM kara sakeMge ki zrImad rAjacaMdrake vicAra jainadharmakI ora jhuke hue the, isa kAraNa unhoMne anya sampradAyoMke vicAroMkA avalokana nahIM kiyA thA / aba kucha zrImad rAjacaMdrakI adhyAtma dazAke sambandhameM vicAra prakaTa karanA Avazyaka jAna par3atA hai / yaha Upara batalAyA jA cukA hai ki zrImada rAjacaMdrakA abhiprAya yaha thA ki jina bhagavAnane jaisA Atma-svarUpa kahA hai vaisA hI use honA cAhie / isa viSayakA eka lekha pahale uddhRta kiyA jA cukA hai ki vedAnta, jaina aura sAMkhya Adi darzanoM meM AtmAkA yathArtha svarUpa kisane prarUpaNa kiyA hai / usa lekhakI 'vicAra -pRthakkaraNa-zAstra' dvArA jA~ca kI jAya to isa bAtakA nirNaya ho sakatA hai| ki rAjacandrako AtmAnubhava huA thA yA nahIM; aura huA thA to vaha kisa sImA taka huA thA / usa lekhameM unhoMne likhA hai ki "vedAnta jisa prakAra Atma-svarUpa batalAtA hai usase vaha sarvathA avirodhI nahIM hai; kyoMki vaha jaisA batalAtA hai vaisA hI Atma-svarUpa nahIM hai / usameM koI bar3A bhArI bheda dikhAI par3atA hai; aura isI prakAra sAMkhya Adi darzanoM meM bhI bheda dekhane meM AtA hai aura vaisA hI vedanameM AtA hai / " jisa patra parase yaha aMza uddhRta kiyA gayA hai vaha sArAkA sArA patra pahale uddhRta kiyA jA cukA hai / vicAra - pRthakkaraNa-zAstra dvArA unake vicAroMkA khUba parizIlana kara dekhA jAya to jAnA jA sakatA hai ki zrImad rAjacaMdrake hRdayake kisI bhI kone meM vedAnta Adi darzanoMke prati thor3e bhI nyUna bhAva na the, isI prakAra jainadarzanake prati jarA bhI pakSapAta na thA / isa kahanekA abhiprAya yaha hai ki ina

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zrImad rAjacandra lekhoMko par3ha kara koI yaha matalaba na nikAle ki zrImadU rAjacaMdrakA rattI bhara bhI jainadharmake prati pakSapAta thA / matalaba yaha hai ki anya lekhoMkI apekSA yaha lekha sarvathA pakSapAta-rahita hai| usa lekhameM ve kahate haiM ki "vedAnta jisa prakAra Atma-svarUpa batalAtA hai usase vaha sarvathA avirodhI nahIM hai| kyoMki jaisA vaha kahatA hai sarvathA vaisA Atma-svarUpa nahIM hai| usameM koI bar3A bhArI bheda dikhAI par3atA hai aura vaisA hI usakA vedana hotA hai|" isameM do vAkyoM para khAsa dhyAna denA caahie| pahale to unhoMne jo yaha kahA ki "vedAnta Adi jaisA kahate haiM usI prakAra Atma-svarUpa nahIM hai|" isameM vaisA hI zabdakA prayoga kara jo unhoMne vAkya para jora DAlA hai vaha unakA vaisA hI anubhava batalAtA hai / jo svayaM isa bAtakA unheM anubhava na huA hotA to ve 'usI prakAra Atma-svarUpa nahIM hai', isa prakAra anubhava-sUcaka joradAra vAkya kamI na likhate / kAraNa unake abhiprAya isI patra parase jAna par3ate haiM ki ve aisA kabhI nahIM kaha sakate ki jitanA anubhava unheM huA ho usase jyAdA batalAveM / jainadharmameM kahe hue Atma-svarUpakA anubhava unheM thA; aura isa bAtakA vizvAsa isa parase bhI ho sakatA hai ki ve jainadharmameM kahe gaye Atma-kharUpakA anubhava karate the / unhoMne likhA hai ki "jitanI Atma-dazA prakaTa hai usase aprakaTa Atma-dazAkA bhI anumAna kiyA jA sakatA hai|" yaha bAta batalAtI hai ki zrImadU rAjacaMdrako jainadharmameM kahe hue Atma-svarUpakA eka khAsa sImA taka anubhava ho cukA thaa| unhoMne kahA hai ki "hamameM sampUrNa-rUpase AtmAvasthA prakaTa nahIM

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paricaya / huI hai aura isI kAraNa anumAna para atyanta jora denA ucita na samajha zrIjina bhagavAnane jo Atma-svarUpa kahA hai vaha vizeSatayA avirodhI hai, aisA kahA hai|" isa aMza tathA isake bAdake aMza para yadi manana-pUrvaka vicAra kiyA jAya to jAna par3egA ki sAre patrakA sAra yaha hai ki zrImad rAjacaMdrako mahAvIra Adike dvArA kahe hue Atma-svarUpakA pratyakSa anubhava eka khAsa sImA taka thA; kintu mahAvIra Adine jo kaivalya avasthA taka svarUpa prApta kiyA thA vaha unheM anubhavake dvArA pratyakSa nahIM huA thA aura isI kevalajJAnakI prApti na honese hI, apane Apako spaSTa vizvAsa hone para bhI, unhoMne yaha nahIM kahA ki jina bhagavAnake dvArA kahA gayA Atma-svarUpa sarvathA avirodhI 'hI' hai| isa vAkyameM 'hI' kA prayoga kara usa para jora nahIM diyaa| jaba ki pahale "vedAntAdi darzana jaisA kahate hai vaisA 'hI' Atma-svarUpa nahIM hai, isa vAkyameM 'hI' kA prayoga kara vAkya para jora diyA hai| yaha kathana isa bAtako siddha karatA hai ki zrImad rAjacaMdrako yaha dRr3ha anubhava ho gayA thA ki vedAntAdi darzana jaisA Atma-svarUpa batalAte haiM vaha vaisA nahIM hai| aura jainadharma jisa prakAra Atma-svarUpa batalAtA hai usakA eka khAsa sImA taka pratyakSa anubhava unheM thA / isa anubhavakA yaha matalaba samajhanA cAhie ki pUrNa pratyakSa anubhavase-kaivalya samayameM honevAle anubhavase-yaha kucha aMzameM nyUna thaa| pAThakoMse yaha khAsa Agraha hai ki ve zrImad rAjacaMdrake isa lekha tathA anya saba lekhoMko par3ha kara, manana kara unake viSayameM apane vicAra sthira kreN| jainadharmameM mokSa jAneke lie caudaha guNasthAnoMkA krama batalAyA gayA

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62 zrImad raajcndrhai| unameM pahaleke tIna guNasthAnoMmeM jIvako tattva-zraddhAna-rUpa tathA AtmazraddhAna-rUpa samyagdarzana nahIM hotA / jaba jIva cauthe guNasthAnako prApta karatA hai taba jagatke kAraNa-bhUta padArthoMkI use yathArtha pratIti-samyagdarzana hotA hai| jaina zAstroMmeM samyagdarzana, samyagjJAna aura samyakcAritra ina tInoM guNoMkI sampUrNapane ekatA lAbha karane para bahuta jora diyA gayA hai, aura yahI ekatA hI mokSamArga hai / inameM pahale samyagda. rzanake pA~ca bheda haiN| unameM upazama-samyaktva, kSayopazama-samyaktva aura kSAyika-samyaktva mukhya haiN| isa samaya jainadharmakI aisI mAnyatA hai ki isa kAlameM kSAyika-samyaktva nahIM hotA / isa kathanako yadi utsarga kathana mAna liyA jAya to zrImad rAjacaMdrake vicAroM parase yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki unheM kSAyika-samyaktva' ho gayA thaa| unhoMne apane AtmAke sambandhameM likhate hue eka padyameM likhA thA ki "ogaNisase r3atAlIze samakita zuddha prakAzyu re / " isa padyameM jo 'zuddha samakita' zabda' hai usakA artha 'kSAyika-samyaktva' ho sakatA hai| yadyapi rAjacaMdrane spaSTa zabdoMmeM 'zuddha samyaktva' kA artha 'kSAyika-samyaktva' kahIM nahIM likhA hai| parantu unake vicAroMko dekhanese aisA artha karanA koI anucita nahIM jAna par3atA / jo yaha kahA jAtA hai ki isa kAlameM kSAyikasamyaktva nahIM hotA isa kathanako utsarga-rUpameM svIkAra kara liyA jAya to phira apavAda-rUpase zrImad rAjacaMdra kSAyika-samyaktva dhAraNa karanevAle jIvoMkI zreNI meM gine jA sakate haiM / isa viSayameM gaharI khoja karanekI AvazyakatA nahIM jAna pdd'tii| kAraNa pahale to isI bAtakA nizcaya karanA kaThina hai ki jaina zAstroMkI vaha mAnyatA utsarga-rUpa hai yA apa

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paricaya / vAda-rUpa hai; aura dUsarI ora zrImad rAjacaMdrakI abhyantara dazAke sambandhameM vicAra pragaTa karanekA sAhasa karanA bhI zaktike bAharakA kAma hai| jaina zAstroMmeM kahA gayA hai ki " 'samyaktva' prApta hue bAda yadi vaha chUTa na jAya to adhikase adhika pandraha bhavoMmeM jIva niyamase mokSa calA jAtA hai|" zrImad rAjacaMdrane bhI AtmopayogI eka padya likhate hue isa viSaya para prakAza DAlA hai ki unheM Age kitane bhava dhAraNa karanA pdd'ege| vaha padya yaha hai "avazya karmano bhoga che, bhogavavo avazeSa re; tethI deha ekaja dhArIne, jAzuM svarUpa svadeza re|" yaha padya unhoMne na kisIko likhA thA aura na unake kisI granthameM hI AyA hai| kintu apane jIvanakI Adarza-rUpa tIna ghaTanAoMko jo unhoMne noTa kara rakkhA hai usI parase liyA gayA hai| una noToMkA kucha aMza yahA~ para uddhRta karanA Avazyaka jAna par3atA hai, jisase isa bAtakA jJAna ho sakegA ki ina noToMmeM unhoMne samaya samaya para apane saba guNa-doSoM athavA acchA-burI hAlatake citrita karanekA yatna kiyA hai| vaha aMza yaha hai__"tIrthakara prabhune jo yaha kahA hai ki sarvasaMga-parigraha mahA AsravakA kAraNa hai yaha satya hai,| mujhe bhI mizra guNasthAnake jaisI sthiti ucita nahIM jAna pdd'tii| jo bAta manameM na ho use karanA aura jo manameM ho usake prati udAsa rahanA, yaha vyavahAra kaise ho sakatA hai ? isa vaizyadRSi aura nigraMtha-rUpameM rahate hue koTi koTi vicAra huA karate haiN|

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zrImad rAjacandra yaha satya hai ki loga veSa aura veSa-sambandhI vicAroMko dekha kara hI vaisa mAna sakate haiN| aura yaha bhI satya hai ki nigraMtha-bhAva dhAraNa karaneke lie utsuka citta vyavahArameM raha kara yathArtha pravRtti nahIM kara sktaa| yahI kAraNa hai ki ina do sthitiyoMkI eka sthitike rUpameM pravRtti nahIM kI jA sktii| pahalI sthitimeM rahane para nigraMtha-bhAvanAse udAsIna rahanA par3atA hai aura taba hI ThIka ThIka vyavahAra sAdhana kiyA jA sakatA hai| aura nigraMtha-bhAvanA dhAraNa kI jAya to phira vyavahAra cAhe jaisA cale usase upekSA hI karanI pdd'egii| kAraNa vyavahArase upekSA kiye binA nigraMtha-bhAvanA naSTa hue binA nahIM raha sakatI / athavA use atyanta hI kama kara denA par3egA / usa vyavahArake chor3e binA yA kama kiye binA nipa~tha-bhAvanA yathArtha nahIM raha sakatI / aura sAtha hI jaba taka vyavahArakA udaya hai taba taka vaha chor3A bhI nahIM jA sakatA / isa saba vibhAva-yogake binA miTe aisA dUsarA koI upAya nahIM hai jisase hamArA citta santoSa lAbha kara sake / vaha vibhAva-yoga do prakArakA hai| eka to udaya-rUpa hai aura dUsarA usa vibhAva yogameM Atma-buddhi mAnane-rUpa hai| inameM Atma-bhAvarUpa vibhAva-yogakI to upekSA karanA hI hitakArI hai| aura nitya yaha bAta vicArameM bhI AtI rahatI hai / usa vibhAva-yogameM raha kara Atma-bhAvako bahuta kSINa kara DAlA hai aura vartamAnameM bhI vahI pariNati ho rahI hai| isa vibhAva-yogako jaba taka sarvathA naSTa na kara diyA jAyagA taba taka cittako kisI bhI prakAra zAnti nahIM mila skegii| aura isa samaya to usIke kAraNa bahuta hI kaSTa bhoganA par3atA hai| kyoMki udaya to vibhAva-yoga-kriyAkA hai aura icchA Atma

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paricaya / 65 svabhAvameM sthiti karaneke lie utsuka hai / yaha jAna par3atA hai ki yadi vibhAva- yogakA udaya bahuta kAla taka rahA to Atma-bhAva adhika caMcala hoMge, kAraNa udaya bhAvakI ora jo pravRtti ho rahI hai vaha Atma-bhAvoMke anveSaNa ke lie samaya prApta nahIM hone detI / aura usIse kitane hI 1 aMzameM Atma-bhAva jAgRta nahIM ho pAte / jo Atma-bhAva utpanna huA hai| usakI ora yadi vizeSa lakSya diyA jAya to thor3e hI samaya meM vaha bar3ha sakatA hai, vizeSa jAgrata ho sakatA hai, aura thor3e hI samaya meM kalyANakAraka ucca Atma- dazA pragaTa ho sakatI hai / aura yadi udayakI jitanI sthiti hai utane hI samaya taka udaya-kAla rahane diyA jAya to AtmAke lie zithila honekA maukA A jAyagA / kAraNa aba taka udaya-kAlakI cAhe jaisI hI sthiti kyoM na rahI ho; parantu vaha cira samayase cale Aye Atma-bhAvako naSTa nahIM kara sakA hai; kintu hA~, kucha kucha usameM ajAgrata -bhAva usane avazya paidA kara diyA hai / itane para bhI yadi udaya kAla hI para dhyAna rakkhA jAyagA to usakA pariNAma yaha hogA ki AtmA meM zithilatA A jAyagI / taba kyA mauna dhAraNa kara lenA cAhie ? vaha bhI nahIM bana sakatA / kAraNa vyavahArakA jo udaya ho rahA usase maunAvasthA logoM ke lie kaSAyakA kAraNa bana jAyagI, aura phira vyavahArakI pravRtti bhI na hogI / taba kyA usa vyavahAra hIko chor3a denA ? vicAra karane para aisA karanA bhI bahuta kaThina jAna par3atA hai / kyoMki cittameM aisI bhI icchA banI rahatI hai ki vyavahArake udayako bhI kucha-kucha bhogate rahanA caahie| itanA saba kucha hone para bhI yaha icchA hai ki thor3e samaya meM isa vyavahArako kama hI kara denA acchA hai / phira vaha

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zrImad rAjacandrazithilatAse ho, udaya-vaza ho, dUsarekI icchAse ho yA bhAvIke vaza ho| vaha kama kaise kiyA jA sakegA; kyoMki usakA vistAra bahuta hI phaila rahA hai| vaha kahIM vyApArake sambandhase hai, kahIM kuTumba-parivArake pratibandhake kAraNase hai, kahIM yuvAvasthAke pratibandha-rUpase hai, kahIM dayAke rUpameM hai aura kahIM udaya-rUpase hai / yaha maiM jAnatA hU~ ki jaba ananta kAla taka prApta na huA Atma-svarUpa kevaladarzana aura kevalajJAna prApta hone para antarmuhUrta mAtrameM prApta kiyA gayA hai taba varSa, chaha mahIneke jitane kAlameM itanA vyavahAra kaise kama na kiyA jA sakegA / vaha kevala upayoga dazAko jAgrata karane para nirbhara hai; aura usa upayogakI zaktikA nitya vicAra karate rahane para thor3e samayameM nivRtta ho sakatA hai / taba bhI merA vizvAsa hai ki itanA vicAra aba bhI karanA Avazyaka hai ki kisa prakAra usakI nivRtti karanA ucita hai; kyoMki Atma-sAmarthya kucha maMdasA ho rahA hai| isa maMda avasthAkA kAraNa kyA hai ? isa para vicAra karanese yaha kahanemeM kucha bAdhA na AyagI ki udayake balase prApta huA saMsAra-samAgama hI isakA kAraNa hai / isa samAgamase bar3I aruci rahA karatI hai to bhI isameM zAmila honA par3atA hai / vaha samAgamakA doSa nahIM kintu merA hI doSa hai| aruci honese icchAkA doSa na kaha kara udayakA doSa kahA hai|" isa prakAra unakI DAyarI unake guNa-doSoMko dikhalAneke lie kAcake sadRza hai| aura usameM yaha bAta bhI likhI hai ki unheM kitane bhava dhAraNa karanA par3eMge, jisakA ki Upara jikara A cukA hai / isa jar3avAdake

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pricy| 67 yugameM jahA~ AtmAkA astitva hI svIkAra nahIM kiyA jAtA vahA~ AtmAkoM trikAla-nitya mAnaneke lie phira jagaha hI kahA~ raha jAtI hai ? aura yadi aisA hI ho to phira jo yaha kahe ki abhI mujhe itane zarIra dhAraNa karanA bAkI hai usakA vaha kahanA jar3avAdI logoMko sivAya bhramake aura kyA jAna pdd'egaa| isa viSayameM jar3avAdiyoMke prati yaha kahanA hai ki ve khuda aise puruSake sambandhameM vicAra kreN| aisA karanese unheM vizvAsa hogA ki jar3avAdake sambandhameM unhoMne jo jo vicAra kiye hoMge unakI apekSA zrImad rAjacaMdrane apanI loka-prasiddha asAdhAraNa zakti dvArA kahIM adhika vicAra kiyA hai| isI prakAra unhoMne saba hI darzanoMkA parizIlana-manana kara apane antima vicAra sthira kiye haiN| kucha logoMkA yaha vizvAsa hai ki jo loga dharmako hI apanA viSaya banA lete haiM unake eka aise prakArake vicAra ho jAte haiM ki jisase ve dharmazAstroMkI bahudhA bAtoMko binA 'hA~'-'nA' kiye mAna lete haiN| aise loMgoke prati itanA kahanA hI paryApta hogA ki ve zrImad rAjacaMdrake vicAroMko jarA par3heM / usase unheM vizvAsa hogA ki jisa prakAra eka bar3e bhArI nAstikake mana para dharma-sambandhI koI bhI prakArake vicAroMkA jarA bhI prabhAva nahIM par3atA usI prakAra zrImad rAjacaMdrake manapara bhI tattva athavA vizva-vyavasthAkI kAraNabhUta vastuoMke sambandhake dhArmika vicAra jarA bhI apanA prabhAva na DAla sake the| yaha bAta bAra bAra kahI jA cukI hai ki isake lie unake vicAroMkA avalokana karanA cAhie; aura phira bhI yahI kahA jAtA hai ki jitanA ho sake utanA unake vicAroMko kasauTI para car3hAnA cAhie / usase yaha nizcaya ho

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zrImad rAjacandra sakegA ki jisa prakAra vaijJAnika loga apane mana para kisI prakArake dhArmika vicAroMkA prabhAva na par3ane dekara kAma karate haiM usI prakAra zrImada rAjacaMdrane bhI dhArmika vicAroMke prabhAvameM na par3a kara hI pratyeka viSayakA vicAra kiyA thA / lekhaka yaha bAta kaha kara zrImad rAjacaMdrakI khyAti nahIM cAhatA hai ki unheM Atma-svarUpakA anubhava ho gayA thA athavA unheM yaha jJAna ho gayA thA ki ve kitane bhava dhAraNa kreNge| kAraNa lekhaka mAnatA hai ki aba aisI khyAti se unakI jarA bhI hAni yA lAbha nahIM hai / isake sAtha yaha bhI samajhanA cAhie ki lekhaka moha-buddhise prerita hokara koI atizayokti bhI nahIM kara rahA hai| kAraNa vaha samajhatA hai ki moha-buddhi karmabaMdhakI kAraNa hai / lekhakane unake svarUpakA jo anubhava kiyA hai use vaha isa lie prakaTa karanA cAhatA hai ki isa yugameM jinheM AtmAke astitvase inkAra hai aura jo use nitya kubUla nahIM karate ve svayaM zrImad rAjacaMdrake vicAroMke viSayameM abhyAsa karaneke lie AkarSita hoN| aisA karanese unheM vizvAsa hogA ki jJAniyoMne jo AtmA Adi padArthoMkA astittva svIkAra kiyA hai vaha bilakula satya hai aura usI satyake udAharaNa zrImad rAjacaMdra haiN| isa uddezako chor3a kara lekhakake manameM aura koI uddeza nahIM hai ki jisase vaha zrImad rAjacaMdrake sambandhameM kucha khe| zrImad rAjacaMdrane jo kahA hai vaha na to aMdha-zraddhAse kahA hai aura na sAmAnya zraddhAke vaza hokara kahA hai, athavA na yahI bAta hai ki ve dhArmika vicAra-vAtAvaraNameM pale-puse haiM isa kAraNa unakI zakti hI staMbhita ho gaI thii| isa prakAra unake viSayameM pUrA pUrA jJAna ho jAneke bAda |

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paricaya | 69 jo loga AtmAke astittvako svIkAra nahIM karate unheM yadi AtmA para vizvAsa ho jAya to unakA eka bAta para khAsa dhyAna AkarSita kiyA jAtA hai / vaha bAta yaha hai ki mokSa jAneke lie jo caudaha guNasthAnoMkA krama batalAyA gayA hai unameM terahaveM guNasthAnameM AtmA kevalajJAna lAbha karatA hai / zrImad rAjacaMdrane isa bAtako svIkAra kiyA hai ki mujhe abhI 1 kucha bhava aura dhAraNa karanA hai aura isI prakAra prasaMga prasaMga para ve yaha bhI batalA Aye haiM ki mujhe abhI pUrNapadakI prApti nahIM huI hai / aura yahI bAta hama pahale usa jagaha bhI kaha Aye haiM jahA~ unhoMne yaha kahA hai ki vedAnta aura anya darzanoMse zrIjinakA kahA huA Atma-svarUpa bahudhA avirodhI hai / isake sivAya ve guNasthAna- kamAroha karate hue mI kahate haiM: je pada zrIsarvajJe dI jJAnamAM, kahI zakyA nahiM paNa te zrIbhagavAna jo; teha svarUpane anyavANI te zuM kahe, anubhava gocara mAtra rahu~ te jJAna jo / apUrva avasara kyAre Avaze, kyAre thaIzuM bAhyAbhyantara nirbaMtha jo // e paramapada prAptinuM kathaM dhyAna meM, gaMjA vagara te hAla manoratha rUpa jo;

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zrImad rAjacandra to paNa nizcaya rAjacaMdra manane rahyo, prabhu AjJAe thAzuM teha svarUpa jo| apUrva avsr0|| isakA bhAva yaha hai ki sarvajJa bhagavAnne jisa svarUpako apane jJAnameM dekhA, use ve svayaM bhI nahIM kaha sake taba anya janoMkI vANI use kaise kaha sakatI hai| vaha svarUpa mAtra anubhava-gocara hI hai| vaha apUrva avasara aba AyagA ki jaba maiM bAhyAbhyaMtara nigraMtha banU~gA! isa parama padakI prAptikA maiMne dhyAna kiyA; parantu usake karanekI zakti na honeke kAraNa isa samaya to vaha kevala manoratha mAtra hai / taba bhI rAjacaMdrake manameM yaha nizcita hai ki prabhukI AjJAse usa svarUpako maiM avazya prApta kara sakU~gA-usa rUpa ho skuuNgaa| isa parase spaSTa hai ki unhoMne yaha kabhI nahIM kahA ki mujhameM pUrNa AtmAvasthA pragaTa ho gaI hai| hA~, itanA satya hai aura prasaMga prasaMga unake kahe hue vAkyoMse bhI yaha bAta jAnI jAtI hai ki kisI khAsa sImA taka unheM Atma-svarUpakA anubhava ho gayA thaa| ukta padyoMmeM hI jo yaha kaha gayA hai ki 'anubhava-gocara mAtra rahyaM te jJAna jo' ise dhyAnameM rakha kara saba padyoMkA pRthakkaraNa kiyA jAya to yaha jAnA jA sakatA hai ki unakA antaraMga-vizvAsa isI dizAmeM thA / aba isa bAtake anveSaNakI AvazyakatA hai ki unakA vaha Atma-svarUpakA anubhava kisa sImA taka thaa| aura isake lie unake vicAroMkA adhyayana hI sabase acchA upAya hai|

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paricaya / isa viSayameM jainoMke prati khAsa Agraha hai ki ve zrImad rAjacaMdrake vicAroM aura unake jIvanakA acchI taraha abhyAsa kareM / isake bAda yadi unakA vizvAsa ho jAya ki zrImad rAjacaMdrane bhagavAn mahAvIra Adike dvArA kahe gaye Atma-svarUpako kisI khAsa hada taka prApta kara liyA thA to unheM ucita hai ki ve una logoMko bhI-jo ki jaina-darzanake siddhAntoMse ana bhijJa haiM isa bAtake samajhAnekA yatna kareM ki zrImahAvIra Adi mahAtmAoM dvArA kahA gayA Atma-svarUpa isa kAla meM bhI prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai aura isa bAtake udAharaNa zrImad rAjacaMdra haiM / para yaha vizvAsa nahIM hotA ki isa prakAra hamAre saubhAgyakA udaya hogA ki vartamAna jainasamAjako isa prakArakI buddhi sUjhegI / isake bahutase kAraNa haiN| unakA ullekha isa nibaMdhake upasaMhAra meM kiyA jaaygaa| __ aba isa viSaya para kucha likhanA ucita jAna par3atA hai ki vartamAnameM jo jainamatameM aneka matamatAntara ho gaye haiM aura unake kAraNa bhagavAn mahAvIra Adi mahApuruSoM dvArA prarUpaNa kiye hue mUla jainamArgase jo jainasamAja bahuta dUra pichar3a gayA hai usake punaruddhArake sambandhameM zrImad rAjacaMdrake kaise vicAra the / isake lie pahale yaha bAta likhanA upayogI hogA ki vartamAna jainasamAjake prati unake kaise vicAra the| unhoMne vartamAna sthitikA citra isa prakAra khIMcA hai| svaparakA parama upakAra karanevAle paramArtha-svarUpa satya dharmakI jaya ho| 1 jainadharmameM Azcarya-kAraka bheda par3a gaye haiN| 2 vaha khaMDita ho gayA hai-chinna-bhinna ho gayA hai|

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zrImad rAjacandra 3 use pUrNa karaneke sAdhanoMkI prApti bar3I kaThina hai| 4 usakI prabhAvanA honemeM bar3e vighna haiM / 5 isI prakAra deza-kAla Adi bhI usake bahuta pratikUla haiN| . 6 vItarAgiyoMkA mata logoMke pratikUla ho gayA hai| 7 rUDhise jo loga use mAnate haiM, nahIM jAna par3atA ki unakA bhI usa para vizvAsa hai yA nahIM; athavA ve anyamatako vItarAga-praNIta mata samajha kara usameM pravRtti karate jAte haiN| 8 unameM yathArtha vItarAga-praNIta mArgake samajhanekI bar3I kamI hai| 9 mohakA prabala rAjya hai| 10 logoMne veSa Adike vyavahArameM bar3I bhArI viDambanA karake mokSamArgameM antarAya-vighna-upasthita kara diyA hai| 11 tucchajana usake virAdhaka bana kara mukhiyA banate haiN| 12 usakA thor3A bhI satya prakaTa hotA hai to ina logoMko vaha prANaghAtake barAbara duHkha-kAraka ho par3atA hai| isa prakAra zrImad rAjacaMdra jainadharmake punaruddhArake sambandhameM vighna mAnate the| dhyAnameM rakhanA cAhie ki ina kAraNoMko zrImad rAjacaMdrane apanI prAiveTa DAyarImeM noMda kara rakkhe haiM / ina kAraNoMko DAyarImeM likha kara unhoMne apane Apase prazna kiyA hai ki "taba tuma kisa lie dharmake punaruddhArakI icchA karate ho ?" isa praznake uttarameM svayaM hI unhoMne uttara diyA hai ki icchA parama karuNA-bhAvase aura saddharmake prati parama bhaktike vaza hotI hai|

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paricaya / isa prakAra zrImad rAjacaMdrakI jainadharmake punaruddhAra karanekI prabala icchA thI; parantu isa viSayameM yaha vicAra karanA upayogI hogA ki unameM isa viSayake kArya karanekI zakti bhI thI yA nhiiN| itanA to saca hai ki koI manuSya jaba kisI kAmake karanekA vicAra karatA hai usameM aisI buddhi taba hI utpanna hotI hai jaba ki usa kAryake karanekI usameM thor3I-bahuta zakti hotI hai / zrImad rAjacaMdrakI DAyarIke dekhanese jAna par3atA ki jainadharmake punaruddhArake sambandhameM kisa prakArakA prayatna karanA cAhie, isa viSayameM unhoMne jagaha jagaha aneka prakArakI yojanAyeM aura vicAra prakaTa kiye haiN| unakI DAyarIse eka aMza yahA~ uddhRta kiyA jAtA hai, usa parase jAnA jA sakegA ki ve apanemeM jainadharmake punaruddhArakI zakti mAnate the| isI prakAra ve isa viSayameM bhI vicAra kiyA karate the ki jainamArgakA punaruddhAra 'darzana'-rUpase kiyA jAya athavA 'sampradAya'-rUpase / matalaba yaha ki use janatAke sAmane aba darzanake rUpameM lAyA jAya yA sampradAyake rUpameM / vaha aMza yaha hai "jinake dvArA mArgoMkI pravRtti huI hai una mahApuruSoM meM vicArazakti aura nirbhayatA Adi guNa bhI mahAn the / eka rAjyake prApta karanemeM jitane parAkramakI AvazyakatA par3atI hai usakI apekSA apUrva vicArayukta dharma-paramparAke pravartana karane meM kahIM adhika parAkramakI AvazyakatA hai| isa prakArakI zakti yahA~ thor3e samaya pahale dikhAI par3asI thI; parantu isa samaya usameM vikalatA A gaI hai| yaha vicArane yogya bAta hai ki isakA kAraNa kyA hai / yaha bhI vicArane yogya hai ki isa kAlameM dharmakI pravRtti darzana-rUpase jIvoMke lie kalyANakA kAraNa hogI ki sampradAya

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74 zrImad rAjacandra -- rUpase / jahA~ taka samajhameM AtA hai jainamArgakA sampradAya - rUpase punaruddhAra karanese use adhika jana grahaNa kara sakeMge; aura darzana - rUpa se uddhAra karane para use bahuta thor3e - virale jana hI grahaNa kareMge / yadi yaha mAnA jAya ki jina bhagavAnne apane abhimata mArgakA nirUpaNa kiyA thA to yaha asaMbhava hai ki unhoMne usakA nirUpaNa sampradAya ke rUpameM kiyA ho / kAraNa usakI racanA sAmpradAyika rUpa se honA kaThina hai / aura darzanake rUpameM usakA nirUpaNa karanese yaha virodha AtA hai ki vaha bahuta thor3e jIvoMkA upakAra kara sakegA / jo bar3e puruSa hue haiM ve pahale se hI apane svarUpako samajha lete the aura bhAvI bar3e kAryake bIja tabhIse avyakta-rUpase bote rahate the / athavA apanA AcaraNa aisA rakhate the jisameM koI prakArakA virodha na AtA / " zrImad rAjacaMdra ke ina vicAroM parase jAna par3egA ki ve apanemeM jaina - mArgake punaruddhAra karanekI zakti mAnate the; aura isI kAraNa unhoMne ukta vicAroMmeM jAgRti dikhalAI hai / yaha bAta kucha to Upara batalAI jA cukI hai ki isa prakAra ke vicAra unameM kabase utpanna hue; aba vahI bAta kucha vistAra ke sAtha yahA~ likhI jAtI hai / unake lekhoMkA jo saMgraha janatAke sAmane rakkhA gayA hai usake dekhanese jAna par3atA hai ki unameM isa prakArakI jijJAsA to tabahIse prakaTa ho gaI thI jaba ki unhoMne 'bAlabodha - mokSamAlA' likhI thii| kyoMki usameM unhoMne jo 'sAmAnya manoratha' likhA hai vaha unake isa mahattvAkAMkSAkA prathama cihna hai / taba yaha prazna sahaja hI ho sakatA hai ki jaba itanI choTI umarase hI unakI aisI mahattvAkAMkSA thI taba unhoMne apanI mRtyu hone taka isa kAmako kyoM

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paricaya / 75 nahIM kiyA ? isakA khulAsA karanA Avazyaka jAna par3atA hai / yaha Upara likhA jA cukA hai ki unakI icchA taba taka isa kAmake karanekI na thI jaba taka ki unakI aisI dazA na ho jAya ki unakA AtmoddhArakA prayatna unakI Atma-dazAkA ghAtaka na ho / unakI icchA taba hI isa kAmake zurU karanekI thI jaba ki unheM yaha pratIta ho jAtA ki unakA AtmoddhArakA prayatna unakI Atma-dazAkA ghAtaka na hogA / isIke sAtha yaha bhI likhA jA cukA hai ki unakA vizvAsa thA ki sarva-saMga-parityAga kiye hI aise mArgoddhArakA kArya ho sakatA hai; aura sarvasaMga-parityAga taba hI karanA ucita hai jaba ki saba prakArakI sAMsArika sampatti svayaM hI prApta kI ho / isa prakAra krama-pUrvaka isa uddhArake kAma karanekI unakI icchA thI, jisake ki. unhoMne 'avyakta' bIja boye the| bahutase logoMne unase isa bAtake lie preraNA kI thI ki ve apane krama-pUrvaka kAma karaneke nizcayako chor3a kara zAsanake uddhArakA kAma kareM; parantu ve apane nizcaya para aTala bane rhe| isa bAtake kucha pramANa peza kiye jAte haiM ki kaI logoMne aise prayatna kiye the ki jinase zrImad rAjacaMdra apane nizcayako chor3a deM / eka jijJAsune jaba una para adhika dabAva DAlA taba unhoMne saM0 1947 pauSa sudI 10 ke apane eka patrameM likhA thAH-- ___Apa paramArthake lie jo parama AkAMkSA rakhate ho vaisI hI yadi IzvarecchA huI to kisI anya apUrva mArgase vaha pAra par3a sakegI / bhrAntike kAraNa jinakA lakSya paramArthakI ora jAnA durlabha hai una bhAratIya manuSyoMke prati parama kRpAlu paramAtmA parama kRpA kareMge; parantu abhI yaha nahIM jAna par3atA ki thor3e samaya taka unakI aisI icchA ho|"

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zrImad rAjacandra ___ eka aura unake mitrane isa viSayameM unase Agraha kiyA thaa| usakA zrImad rAjacandrane jo savistara khulAsA kiyA hai usa parase unake isa viSayameM jo manobhAva the unakA khUba spaSTIkaraNa ho jAtA hai| vaha patra yaha hai___ Apane jo likhA usakA bhAva yaha hai ki "jaisA calatA AyA hai vaisA calane do, mere lie usameM pratibaMdhakA koI kAraNa nahIM hai|" isa para maiM kucha saMkSepameM likhatA huuN| usase saba bAteM jJAta ho jaayeNgii| __"hameM jainadarzanakI dRSTi se samyagdarzana aura vedAntakI dRSTise kevalajJAnakA honA saMbhava hai / mAtra jainadarzanameM jo kevalajJAnakA svarUpa likhA hai usakA samajhanA kaThina par3a jAtA hai / aura vartamAna kAlameM jainadarzanane hI usakI prAptikA niSedha kiyA hai, isa lie usake lie to prayatna karanA saphala hI nahIM ho sakatA / jainadharmake sAtha hamArA vizeSa sambandha rahA hai, isa lie usakA uddhAra hama jaisoMke dvArA, hara prayatnase vizeSatayA ho sakatA hai| kyoMki usake uddhAra karanevAleke lie isa bAtakI AvazyakatA hai ki usane jainadharmakA svarUpa bhalI bhA~ti samajha liyA ho,-Adi---- vartamAnameM jainadarzana itanA adhika avyavasthita athavA viparIta sthitimeM dekhane meM AtA hai ki usameMse mAnoM jinabhagavAnke----- haiM; aura loga usI mArgakA prarUpaNa karate haiN| bAhya ADambara bahuta bar3hA diyA gayA hai aura antaraMga jJAnakA eka prakAra viccheda hIke jaisA ho gayA hai| vaidika mArgameM do-sau cArasau varSoM meM koI koI mahAn AcArya hue dikhAI par3ate haiM ki jinase vaidika mArgakA pracAra bar3ha kara lAkhoM manuSya usake

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paricaya | dhAraka ho gaye / aura sAdhAraNatayA usameM koI AcArya tathA usake jAnakAra vidvAn hote bhI rahate haiM / jainadharma meM bahuta varSoM se aisA nahIM huA / aura usake dhArakoMkI saMkhyA bhI bahuta thor3I hai / isake sivAya usameM saikar3oM hI bheda-prabheda ho rahe haiM / itanA hI nahIM, kintu mUlamArgakI bAta bhI ina logoMke kAnoM taka nahIM pahu~catI aura na isake vartamAna upadezakoM - pravarttakoM kA hI lakSya isa ora hai| jainadharmakI aisI sthiti ho rahI hai / isI kAraNa cittameM ye vicAra uThA karate haiM ki yadi isa mArgakA pracAra bar3ha sake to vaisA karanA cAhie, anyathA usake vartamAna pAlana karanevAloMko usake mUlabhArga kI ora lagAnA ucita hai / yaha kAma bar3A vikaTa hai / isake sivAya jainadharmako svayaM samajhanA tathA dUsare ko samajhAnA aura bhI kaThina hai / dUsaroM ko samajhAte samaya bahuta se viparIta kAraNa Akara upasthita ho jAte haiM / aisI sthiti ko dekha kara usameM pravRtta honeko jI nahIM cAhatA - DarasA lagatA hai / isIke sAtha yaha vicAra bhI AtA hai ki isa kAla meM hamAre dvArA kucha kArya ho sake to ho sakatA hai; yaha nahIM dekha par3atA ki mUlamArga ke sanmukha honeke lie vartamAnameM kisI dUsarekA prayatna saphala ho / kAraNa yaha ki prAyaH dUsare loga mUlamArgako jAnate nahIM haiM yA usakA svarUpa unake dhyAna meM nahIM hai / isI prakAra usakA upadeza' karaneke lie parama zrutajJatA Adi guNa hone cAhie tathA kitane hI antaraMga guNoMke hone kI bhI AvazyakatA hai / yaha dRr3ha pratIti hotI hai ki aise kucha guNa isa vyaktimeM hai / isa prakAra yadi mUlamArgake uddhAra karanekI AvazyakatA ho to usa uddhArakA kArya karanevAle vyaktiko sarva-saMgakA parityAga karanA ucita hai; kyoMki aisA karane para hI 77 .

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78 zrImad rAjacandra sacce upakAra karane kA maukA mila sakatA hai / vartamAna dazA tathA hAtha nIce ke kAryoMkI jokhamadArIko dekhate hue kucha samayake bAda sarva-saMga parityAgakA avasara milanA saMbhava hai| hameM apane sahaja svarUpakA jJAna hai / isa kAraNa yoga-sAdhanakI utanI apekSA na honese hamane usa ora apanI pravRtti nahIM kI / parantu usa yogako sarva-saMga parityAga athavA vizuddha dezatyAgakI ora lagAnA ucita jAna par3atA hai / isase logoMkA bahuta upakAra honA saMbhava hai; yadyapi vAstavika upakArakA kAraNa to Atma-jJAnako chor3a kara aura kucha nahIM ho sakatA / abhI do varSa taka to aisA avasara nahIM dekha par3atA ki jisameM vaha yogasAdhana vizeSatayA udayameM A sake / isake bAda usake prApta honekI saMbhAvanA kI jAtI hai| isa mArgameM tIna cAra varSa bitAye jAya~ taba kahIM sarvasaMga parityAgI upadeSTA bananekI yogyatA prApta kI jA sakatI hai aura taba hI logoM kA kalyANa ho sakatA hai / choTI umara meM mArgake uddhAra karane kI bar3I jijJAsA rahA karatI thii| isake bAda jaba kucha kucha jJAna prApta huA taba krama-kramase vaha jijJAsA zAntasI hotI gaI / parantu idhara jo kucha logoMkA saMmbandha huA to unheM mUlamArga meM kucha vizeSatA dikhAI par3aneke kAraNa unhoMne usakI ora apanA lakSya bhI diyaa| isake bAda jo aba saikar3oM tathA hajAroM logoMse sambandha huA to jAna par3A ki unameM bahutase aise manuSya nikala sakate haiM jo samajhadAra haiM aura sacce upadeza para AsthA rakhanevAle haiN| isa parase yaha jAna par3atA hai ki loga ( saMsAra-sAgarase ) tairaneke to bar3e icchuka haiM para unheM vaisA yoga nahIM milatA / jo vAstacameM sacce upadezakakA yoga mile to nissandeha bahutase prANI mUlamArga

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paricaya / ko prApta kara sakate haiN| aura dayA AdikA bahuta udyota ho sakatA hai| isa sthitike dekhanese cittameM vicAra uThate haiM ki koI isa kAmako kare to bahuta hI acchA ho; parantu dRSTi denese aisA koI puruSa dikhAI nahIM par3atA jo isa kAmako kara ske| dRSTi isa kAmake lie lekhakako kucha yogya samajhatI hai; parantu isakA to janmase hI yaha lakSya rahA hai ki isake jaisA jokhama bharA eka bhI kAma nahIM hai aura isa lie jahA~ taka svayaM isa kAryake karanekI yogyatA na A jAya taba taka isakI icchA mAtra bhI karanA ucita nahIM hai / aura bahudhA karake aba taka isI prakArakI pravRtti kI gaI hai / mUlamArgakA thor3A-bahuta svarUpa kucha logoMko samajhAyA hai; tathApi kisIko bhI eka vrata tathA pratyAkhyAna-tyAga-dhAraNa nahIM karAyA aura na kisIse yaha kahA ki tuma hamAre ziSya ho Ara hama tumhAre guru haiM / kahanekA matalaba yaha hai ki sarva-saMga-parityAga kiye bAda sahaja svabhAvase hI isa kAryameM pravRtti ho to ise karanA; aura aisI hI manobhAvanA hai| isa pravRttike lie koI khAsa Agraha nahIM hai| mAna anukampA tathA jJAna-prabhAvake kAraNa yaha vRtti jAgrata ho jAtI hai| athavA kucha aMzameM yaha vRtti aMgameM vidyamAna bhI hai; tathApi vizvAsa hai ki vaha apane vazameM hai| isI prakAra sarva saMga-parityAga Adi guNa hoM to hajAroM manuSya mUlamArgako prApta kara sakate haiM aura hajAroM isa zreSTha mArgakI ArAdhanA karake sadgati lAbha kara sakate haiM / yaha hamase bananA saMbhava bhI hai| hamameM vaha tyAga zakti bhI hai jise dekha kara hajAroM prANI hamAre sAtha sAtha tyAga-vRtti dhAraNa kara sakate haiN| dharma-sthApana karanekA mAna bahuta bar3A

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zrImad rAjacandra hai aura bahuta saMbhava hai ki usa mAnakI icchAse bhI kabhI aisI vRtti ho sakatI hai; parantu isakI parIkSAke lie AtmAko hamane bahuta bAra tapA kara dekhA to jAna par3A ki usa mAnakA honA aisI dazA meM bahuta kama saMbhava hai; aura yaha dRr3ha vizvAsa hai ki sattA meM vaha kucha hogA bhI to naSTa ho jAyagA / AtmAmeM yaha nizcaya hai ki yadi zarIrake naSTa ho jAnekA vizvAsa bhI ho jAya taba bhI binA pUrNa yogyatA prApta kiye mUlamArgakA kabhI upadeza na karanA / isI eka balavAn kAraNase parigrahAdike tyAga karanekA vicAra uThA karatA hai / mujhe yaha vizvAsa hai ki yadi vaidika dharmakA pracAra karanA ho yA usakI sthApanA karanI ho to merI yaha dazA usa kAma ke yogya hai; parantu jinapraNIta mArgake sthApana karane kI yogyatA abhI mujhameM nahIM hai; tathApi jo bhI kucha yogyatA hai, itanA avazya hai, ki vaha koI khAsa prakArakI yogyatA hai / " 80 " he nAtha, yA to dharmonnati ke vicAra sahaja hI zAnta ho jAya~ yA ve kAryameM avazya hI pariNata hoM / parantu aisA jAna par3atA hai ki unakA kArya-rUpa meM pariNata honA bahuta hI duSkara hai / kyoMki choTI choTI bAtoM meM logoM kA bar3A matabheda hai aura unakA mUla bahuta hI gaharA calA gayA hai / loga mUlamArga se lAkhoM kosa dUra par3a gaye haiM, itanA hI nahIM kintu unameM mUlamArgakI jijJAsA utpanna karanA bhI aba bahuta kAlakI apekSA rakhatA hai, isa lie ki durAgraha Adike kAraNa unakI dazA jar3a pradhAna ho rahI hai|" + + + + + + ina unnatike sAdhanoMkA smaraNa karatA hU~ + + +

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pricy| jJAna-bIjake svarUpakA nirUpaNa mUlamArgake anukUla sthAna sthAna para ho| sthAna sthAna para isa bAtakA pracAra ho ki mata-bhedase kucha kalyANa nahIM ho sktaa| logoMke dhyAnameM yaha bAta Ave ki pratyakSa sadgurukI AjJA hI dharma hai| dravyAnuyoga-Atma-vidyA-kA prakAza ho / sAdhujana tyAga-vairAgyameM vizeSatayA bhAga leN| nava tattvakA prakAza ho| sAdhu-dharmakA prakAza ho / zrAvaka-dharmakA prakAza ho| vicArazIlatA phaile| saba jIvoMko ina bAtoMkI prApti ho / saM0 1948 sAvana vidI 14 ke eka patrameM unhoMne likhA thAH "jaba taka hamArA yaha upAdhi-yoga dUra na ho jAyagA taba taka hamane isa viSayameM mauna rahanA yA usa para kucha vicAra na karanA hI ucita samajhA hai ki kisa prakArake sampradAyako paramArthakA kAraNa kahanA / arthAt isa prakArake vicAra karanemeM hamArI bar3I udAsInatA hai|" zrImad rAjacaMdrane isI prakArakA uttara kaI jagaha diyA hai / itanA hI nahIM, kintu unakA yaha prayatna thA ki jahA~ taka bana par3e logoMse paricaya bhI na bar3hAyA jAye / ve apane snehI janoMse yaha kahate rahate the ki merA nAma, sthAna Adi kisIko na batAyA jAya; aura isI prakAra likhate rahate the| saM0 1947 mAgha vidI saptamIke eka patra meM unhoMne likhA thA ki "cAhe koI mumukSu ho use merA nAma Adi koI bAta na batalAnA / isa

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zrImad rAjacandrasamaya isI hAlatameM rahanA mujhe bahuta pasaMda hai / ... aura Apane jo dUsaroMko merA patA likha kara mujhe prasiddha karanekA yatna kiyA; parantu vaha mujhe pasanda nahIM / isake lie mujhe prakaTa-rUpameM pratibaMdha karanA ThIka nahIM jAna pdd'taa|" dUsare unake eka patrase jAna par3atA hai ki taba taka unakI icchA dharmamArgake uddhArArtha pravRtta honekI na thI jaba taka unameM unakI icchAnusAra AtmAvasthA prakaTa na ho jAya / isI prakAra ve yaha bhI nahIM cAhate the ki unake nAma, sthAna AdikI prasiddhi ho / isa patra meM unhoMne likhA thA ki "hama jaba taka apane meM abhinna haripada ( Atma-pada) kA lAbha na prApta kara leMge taba taka 'svayaM mArgakA upadeza na kareMgeaura tuma bhI, hameM jo loga jAnate haiM unake sivAya anya kisIko hamArA nAma, gA~va, sthAna Adi na btlaanaa|" saM0 1950 asAr3ha sudI 15 ke eka patra meM unhoMne likhA thA ki "tumhAre vahA~ Anese adhika logoMke sAtha sambandha bar3hanA saMbhava hai, isa kAraNa udhara Aneke lie citta nahIM hotaa|" eka bAra bhAvanagara-nivAsI eka sajjanane zrImad rAjacaMdrako bhAvanagara Aneke lie likhA thA / usakA uttara dete hue unhoMne 1951 meM eka patrameM likhA thAH__ "logoMke sAtha vyApAra AdikA sambandha rahate hue dharma-prasaMgake bahAne kahIM jAnA-AnA anucita jAna par3atA hai / isa kAraNa manameM yaha bAta vizeSatayA rahA karatI hai ki jaise bane taise dharmake dvArA honevAle sambandhase sadA dUra hI rahanA acchA hai| kintu aisA satsaMga yA aise hI

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paricaya / zAstroMkA jJAna prApta karanA cAhie jisase vairAgya aura zaktikA bala bddh'e| jIvake lie yahI parama hitakArI hai| isake sivAya anya sambandhake chor3anekA yatna karanA caahie|" "vizeSa binatI yaha hai ki ApakA patra milA / Apane jo bhAvanagara Aneke lie mujhe likhA usa viSayameM merI sthiti nIce likhe anusAra hai| merA bAhya vyavahAra logoMko bhrama paidA karanevAlA hai; aura isa avasthAmeM raha kara eka balavAn nigraMthake jaisA upadeza karanA yaha usa mArgake sAtha virodha karaneke jaisA hai| aura yahI soca kara tathA isI prakArake anya kaI kAraNoM para vicAra kara aisI sthiti meM- jo logoMko sandehakA kAraNa ho jAya-merA AnA nahIM ho sktaa| kabhI kisI samAgamake avasara para kucha svAbhAvika upadeza dene-rUpa pravRtti ho jAtI hai| parantu usameM bhI cittakI icchita pravRti nahIM hotii| pahale yathAvasthita vicAra kiye binA jIvane jo pravRtti kI usIke kAraNa isa prakArake vyavahArakA udya AyA hai aura isake lie cittameM bar3A kheda rahatA hai / parantu yaha jAna kara ki prApta sthitiko samabhAvoMse bhoganA ucita hai, aisI hI vRtti rahA karatI hai / isa vyApArAdike udaya-vyavahArase jo jo sambandha hote haiM unameM pariNAmoMkI pravRtti prAyaH alipta-sI rahatI hai; kAraNa unameM sArabhUta kucha nahIM jAna pdd'taa| parantu dhArmika vyavahAra-prasaMgameM aisI pravRtti-vyApArAdi-karanA acchA nahIM jAna pdd'taa| aura yadi kisI dUsare AzayakA vicAra kara-loka-hitakI kAmanA Adike vaza-pravRtti kI jAya to vartamAnameM mujhameM itanI sAmarthya nahIM hai| aura isI kAraNa aise prasaMgoM para merA AnA-jAnA bahuta hI kama hotA hai| isake sivAya na isa samaya

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84 zrImad rAjacandra isa nizcayako badala denekA hI mana hotA hai / itane para bhI udhara Aneke prasaMgake saMbadhameM maiMne kucha vicAra kiyA thA, parantu apane ukta nizcayako badala denese anya kaI viSama kAraNoMko upasthita dekha kara usake badala denekI vRttiko zAnta kara denA hI yogya jAna pdd'aa| isake sivAya anya aura bhI kaI aise vicAra manameM samA rahe haiM jisase maiM nahIM A sktaa| parantu isase yaha na samajhanA cAhie loka-vyavahArake kAraNoMke upasthita hone para bhI maiMne apane AnekA vicAra chor3a diyA hai| maiMne apane Ane na Aneke sambandhameM jo kucha likhA hai prArthanA hai ki vaha kisIke sAmane pragaTa na kiyA jAya to acchA hai|" isa prakAra kaI logoMne zrImadU rAjacaMdra para paramArtha mArgake uddhArArtha kAma karaneke lie samaya samaya para dabAva DAlA thA; parantu unhoMne-paramArthake uddhArakI saMbhAvanA rahane para bhI-taba taka isa viSayameM hAtha DAlaneke lie inkAra hI karanA ucita samajhA jaba taka ki unakI antima vRtti unakI icchAke anusAra saMyogoMko prApta na karale / isa para vicAra karane para ki isakA kAraNa kyA hogA, unakI prAiveTa DAyarI meM nIce likhe anusAra praznottarake rUpameM likhA huA milatA hai| usameM likhA hai: "parAnugraha aura parama kAruNya-vRtti karaneke pahale tU caitanya jinapratimA bana !-caitanya pratimA bana ! vaisA kAla hai? isa viSayameM vikalpa chor3a!

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pricy| vaisA kSetra-yoga hai? DhU~r3ha! vaisA parAkrama hai? apramAdI zUravIra bana! utanA Ayurbala hai ? isa viSayameM kyA likheM? kyA kaheM ? apane bhItara dekha! OM zAntiH zAntiH zAntiH / " zrImad rAjacaMdrake lekhoMkA jo saMgraha prakAzita huA hai usake saMzodhakane ina praznoMkA jo khulAsA kiyA hai usa parase bahuta prakAza par3atA hai / inakA pRthakkaraNa karate hue saMzodhaka mahAzayane likhA hai ki "parAnugraha-rUpa parama kAruNya-vRtti karaneke pahale tU caitanya jina-pratimA bana !" isakA Azaya yaha hai ki anya jIvoM para anugraha rUpa-mArgake uddhAra karane rUpa-parama karuNA-vRtti karane ke pahale tU svayaM jina prabhukI caitanya pratimAke jaisI-~sAkSAt jinake jaisI-aTala-acala dazA prApta kara / unhoMne apane usa vAkyameM 'caitanya jina-pratimA bana' isa vAkyakA do bAra prayoga kiyA hai vaha vizeSa ullAsakA sUcaka hai / isa viSaya para nIce vicAra kiyA jAtA hai ki pahale svayaM jinake jaisI aTalaacala dazA prApta karane aura bAda parAnugraha karaneke lie anukUla sAdhana haiM yA nhiiN| unakI samajhameM isa viSayake cAra sAdhana jAna par3e para ve sAdhana prApta haiM yA nahIM, isa viSayameM unhoMne apane ApahIse pUchA hai|

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86 zrImadU rAjacandraaura phira svayaM hI unakA uttara diyA hai| vicAra karanese jAna par3egA ki jaba tIna praznoMkA uttara unhoMne 'hA~'ke rUpameM diyA taba cauthe praznakA uttara na 'hA~'ke rUpameM diyA hai aura na 'nA'ke rUpameM; kintu vaha gupta rUpameM hai| pahalA prazna kiyA gayA hai ki "vaisA kAla hai ?" isakA Azaya yaha jAna par3atA hai ki isa praznake dvArA unhoMne yaha bAta pUchI hai ki "parAnugraha" aura "jinake jaisI aTala-acala dazA"ke lie yaha 'kAla' yogya hai? isakA uttara unhoMne diyA hai ki "isa viSayameM vikalpoMko chodd'"| isase unakA Azaya yaha jAna par3atA hai ki isake lie vartamAna kAla nirvikalpa hai-yaha kAla isa viSayakA bAdhaka nahIM hai| dUsarA prazna kiyA hai ki "vaisA kSetra-yoga hai?" isakA yaha abhiprAya jAna par3atA hai ki icchita sthiti ke lie kSetra anukUla hai yA nahIM / isakA unhoMne uttara diyA hai ki "ddhuuNddh"| isase sahaja hI kahA jA sakatA hai ki unheM vartamAna kSetra pratikUla nahIM jAna par3A thaa| tIsarA prazna kiyA hai "vaisA parAkrama hai ?" isa praznase unakA matalaba yaha jAna par3atA hai ki aisI sthitike prApta karane yogya apane meM zakti hai yA nhiiN| isakA uttara unhoMne diyA hai "apramatta zUravIra bana / " unake isa uttarase yaha sUcita hotA hai ki pramatta bhAvoMke dUra karane-rUpa zUravIratA prApta kare to tujhameM 'parAkrama bhI maujUda hai| do praznoM ke uttarakI bhA~ti isa tIsare praznakA uttara bhI unhoMne 'hA~' kaha kara diyA hai / cauthA prazna unhoMne kiyA hai "itanA Ayurbala hai ?" isa praznase unakA matalaba yaha jAna par3atA hai ki ve manameM vicAra karate haiM ki apanI vAMchita sthiti prApta karaneke jitanA mujhameM Ayurbala hai yA nhiiN| isa praznakA unhoMne uttara diyA

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pricy| hai ki "isa viSayameM kyA likheM ? kyA kaheM ? isake lie upayoga lagA kara apane bhItara dekha" / isa parase yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki unakA yaha uttara 'hA~' ke rUpameM hai yA 'nA' ke rUpameM / kucha kahA jA sakatA hai to vaha itanA hI ki unakA yaha uttara gupta-sthitimeM hai| jo yaha pRthakkaraNa satya ho to isakA sAra yaha nikalA ki pahale tIna praznoMkA uttara 'hA~' ke rUpameM hai aura cauthe Ayurbala-sambandhI praznakA uttara guptasthiti meM hai-unheM apanI AyukI sthitimeM sandeha thA / taba isa parase yaha acchI taraha jAnA jA sakatA hai ki unhoMne zAsanoddhArakA kAma kina kina kAraNoMse hAthameM nahIM liyA thaa| ___ aba kucha aise prazna haiM jo vartamAna janasamAjakA dhyAna khIMca rahe haiN| unake viSayameM kucha spaSTa karanA Avazyaka pratIti hotA hai ki unake sambandhameM zrImad rAjacaMdrake kyA abhiprAya the| pahale isa bAtakA khulAsA kiyA jAtA hai ki zvetAMbara tathA digambara sampradAyake sambandhameM unake kyA vicAra the; tathA zvetAMbara jina AgamoMko mAnate haiM unheM jo digambara loga nahIM mAnate isa viSayameM unake kyA abhiprAya haiN| ___ saM0 1953 bhAdoM vidI amAvasake likhe hue eka patrameM unhoMne ina donoM praznoMke sambandhameM likhA thA-"zarIrAdikI zakti ghaTa jAneke kAraNa saba manuSya digambara-vRttike anusAra pravRtti kara cAritrakA nirvAha nahIM kara sakate / isa kAraNa vartamAna kAlameM jo jJAnI puruSoMne cAritrake nirvAha ke lie samaryAda zvetAMbara-vRttikA upadeza kiyA hai usakA niSedha karanA ucita nahIM hai| isake sAtha yaha bhI karttavya nahIM hai ki vastra rakhaneke Agrahake vaza digambara-vRttikA ekAntase niSedha kara, vastra AdimeM

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88 zrImad rAjacandra mUrcchA kara cAritra meM zithilatA lAdI jAya / digambara aura zvetAmbara ye donoM hI vRttiyA~ deza, kAla aura adhikArIke vicArase upakArahIkI kAraNa hai / matalaba yaha ki jJAniyoMne jahA~ jaisA upadeza kiyA hai usake anusAra pravRtti karanese vaha AtmAke hitake lie hI hai / 'mokSamArga prakAza' meM vartamAna jinAgamoMkA-jinheM ki zvetAMbara sampradAya mAnatA hai - jo niSedha kiyA gayA hai, vaha ThIka nahIM hai / vartamAna AgamoMmeM kucha sthAna adhika sandeha-janaka haiM; parantu satpuruSakI dRSTise dekhanese unakA samAdhAna ho sakatA hai / isa lie upazama- dRSTise AgamoMke avalokana karanemeM saMzaya karanA ThIka nahIM hai / " yaha bAta nahIM hai ki zrImadU rAjacaMdrake guNoMmeM anurAga honese yaha bAta kahI jAtI ho; parantu vastusthiti aisA kahaneke lie bAdhya karatI ki jabase jainazAsanameM zvetAMbara aura digambara aise do bheda par3e haiM taba - se donoM hI sampradAyoMke kisI bhI granthakArakA aisA sAmya svarUpa likhA huA jaina itihAsa meM dekhane meM nahIM AtA / donoM sampradAyoMke upadezaka apanI apanI rakSAmeM hI prAyaH nirata rahe haiM / jahA~ taka abhyAsa aura vicAra kiyA hai to usase yahI jAna par3atA hai ki Der3a-do hajAra varSoMmeM yaha pahalA hI udAharaNa hai jisameM donoM hI sampradAyoMkI mAnyatAkI isa prakAra niSpakSapAta buddhise jA~ca kI gaI ho| aura jo zvetAMbara jina AgamoMko mAnate haiM digambara unheM kalpita batalAte haiM, jAna par3atA hai digambaroMkI isa mAnatAke kAraNa hI digambarI paMDita zrIyuta ToDaramalajIne vartamAna zvetAMbara-mAnya AgamoMkA niSedha kiyA hai / paraMtu zrImadU rAjacaMdrako paMDitajIkA vaha niSedha yogya nahIM jAna par3A /

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paricaya / jJAna aura kriyaa| Atmatva lAbha karaneke lie jJAna aura kriyA ye do mukhya sAdhana haiN| inameM zrImad rAjacaMdrako vartamAna jainasamAjameM jJAnakI bahuta hI kamI dikhAI dii| isIke sAtha unhoMne yaha bhI dekhA ki usameM jo kucha kriyAyeM kI jAtI haiM ve unakA mUla uddeza samajhe binA tathA unake yathArtha svarUpakA anusaraNa kiye binA hI kI jAtI haiM / zrImad rAjacaMdrane isa viSaya para jainasamAjakA samaya samaya para dhyAna khIMcA hai| ve cAhate the ki jJAna aura kriyA ye donoM yuga-pada hone cAhie / jo jJAna ho aura kriyA-AcaraNa-na ho to vaha jJAna zuSka jJAna kahA jAtA hai / isI prakAra kriyA ho aura jJAna na ho to vaha kriyA zuSka kriyA hai| zrImad rAjacaMdrane usa samaya jainasamAjakI prAyaH aisI hI sthiti dekha kara isa viSayameM jainasamAjakA dhyAna khIMcanekA yatna kiyA thA, parantu duHkha hai ki logoMne unake isa prayatnakI kadara nahIM kI; aura zrImAn prabala AtmajJAnI AnandaghanajI mahArAjake jaisA unheM bhI kucha logoMkI azraddhAkA bhAjana bananA par3A / AnandaghanajI mahArAja AdhyAtmika viSayake bar3e anubhavI vidvAn the| unakA adhyAtmakI ora lakSya dekha kara unake samayake kucha logoMne yaha mAna liyA thA ki ve to kriyA-kAMDakA utthApana karate haiN| aura isI prakAra kitane logoMne unakA citra bhI isI bhA~ti citrita karanekA prayatna kiyA thA ki AnandadhanajI kriyAkAMDake niSedhaka the| ThIka yahI hAlata zrImad rAjacaMdrake viSayakI hai| kitanI hI bAra unake sambandhameM bhI aisI hI bAteM hotI huI dekhI gaI haiM ki jinheM dekha kara atyanta duHkha hotA hai / jinheM apane kuladharmake saJcAlakoMmeM hI mamattva ho gayA hai ve becAre to vaisA hI jhaTase mAna lete haiM

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90 zrImad rAjacandra jaisA unake saMcAlaka unheM zrImad rAjacaMdrake viSayameM samajhA dete haiM / ve nahIM jAnate ki loga unake viSaya meM jo kucha ulTIsIdhI bAteM sujhA rahe haiM ve yA to cira-prarUr3ha saMskAroMke vaza hokara sujhA rahe haiM yA unheM isa bAtakA bhaya hai ki kahIM unakI pratiSThAmeM kamI na A jAya / jinhoMne zrImada rAjacaMdra ke vicAroMkA avalokana kiyA hai unheM vizvAsa hogA ki zrImad rAjacaMdrakA pUrNa upadeza hI yaha thA ki jJAna aura kriyA ye donoM hI sAtha sAtha hone caahie| aura isI kAraNa jisa prakAra ke saMskAra AnandaghanajI meM the usI prakArake saMskAra zrImad rAjacaMdrameM bhI kisI kisI jagaha dekhe jAte haiN| ise dekha kara loga jo zrImad rAjacaMdrakA citra anyathA - rUpase citrita karate haiM vizvAsa hai ki usase zrImad rAjacaMdrake AtmAkA na to kucha nukasAna huA hai aura na hone kA hI hai; kintu aisA karanese jo nukasAna hotA hai vaha isa prakArake prayatna karanevAloMke AtmAkA aura una dharma - saJcAlakoMke samAjakA hI hotA hai / kAraNa isa bAta se saba acchI taraha paricita haiM ki hamArI purAnI paddhati kucha aisI hai ki usake dvArA dharmake saMskAra isa naye jamAne ke logoMko grAhya nahIM karAye jA skte| isake lie zrImad rAjacaMdrakI zailI bahuta zreSTha hai / usase una logoM ke hRdaya meM bhI dharma ke saMskAra prarUr3ha ho jAte haiM jo pAzcAtya jar3avAda ke khUba abhyAsI haiM / viSaya bahuta bar3ha gayA hai, isa lie aba zrImad rAjacaMdrake lekhoMke aMza uddhRta karanA ucita nahIM jAna par3atA; parantu hA~, isa jagaha usa mahApuruSake sambandha ke patroM para pAThakoMkA dhyAna AkarSita karanA bahuta prAsaMgika hogA ki jisane bhAratIyoM ke amAnuSika duHkhoMkI muktatA ke lie svayaM duHkha

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pricy| sahana kara dakSiNa AphrikAmeM satyAgrahakI lar3AI lar3I hai| mahAtmA gA~dhIke sambandhake una patroMko-jinheM zrImad rAjacandrane gA~dhIjI para likhA thApar3haneke lie sAgraha nivedana hai| ve patra ye haiM "Atma-hitaiSI, guNagrAhI aura satsaMga-yogya zrIyuta bhAI.. jIvanamuktA-dazAkI icchA karanevAle rAjacaMdrakA Atma-smRti-pUrvaka yathAyogya / yahA~ kuzala hai / tumhArA patra mujhe milA / kucha kAraNoMse usake uttara dene meM vilamba ho gayA / isake bAda jAna par3A ki tuma zIghra hI idhara AnevAle ho, isa kAraNa phira mujhe patra denekI koI vizeSa AvazyakatA bhI na jAna pdd'ii| parantu hAlahImeM jJAta huA ki aise kaI kAraNa upasthita haiM jinase lagabhaga eka varSa taka abhI ora tumheM udhara ThaharanA hogaa| isa lie aba mujhe patra likhanA Avazyaka jAna par3A aura isI kAraNa maiMne yaha patra likhA hai / tumhAre patrameM jo AtmA Adike sambandhake prazna kiye gaye haiM aura unake jAnanekI jo tumhAre manameM vizeSa utkaMThA hai ina donoM bAtoMke prati merA svAbhAvika anumodana hai / parantu jisa samaya tumhArA patra mujhe milA thA usa samaya mere cittakI aisI sthiti nahIM thI ki maiM usakA uttara de sakU~ / aura bahuta karake isakA kAraNa yaha thA ki usa samaya pariNAmoMmeM bAhya upAdhike prati adhika vairAgya ho gayA thaa| isa kAraNa yaha zakya na thA ki usa patrake uttara denekI ora merI pravRtti hotI / vicArA thA ki thor3e samayabAda isa vairAgyase kucha avakAza grahaNa kara tumhAre patrakA uttara likhuugaa| parantu phira yaha bhI azakya ho gayA / aura vaha yahA~ taka ki tumhAre

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92 zrImad rAjacandra patrakI pahu~ca taka maiM na de skaa| isa prakAra patrake . uttara denemeM vilamba ho gyaa| isase mujhe kheda huA, aura usakI bhAvanA aba taka bhI manameM baiThI huI hai| isI mauke para yaha sunanemeM AyA ki tumhArI bahuta zIghra isa ora AnekI icchA hai / isase cittameM kalpanA uThI ki patrakA uttara denemeM jo vilamba huA vaha tumhAre samAgamakA kAraNa hone se eka taraha lAbhakAraka hI hogA / kyoMki tumhAre patrameM kitane hI aise prazna the jinakA likha kara samAdhAna kara denA kaThina thA / aura jo itane dinoM taka patrakA uttara na milanese tumhAre hRdayameM eka prakArakI AturatA bar3hI hogI vaha isake lie eka acchA kAraNa hai ki tumhArA samAgama jaldI hogA aura usameM saba praznoMkA uttara bahuta zIghra samajhAyA jA sakegA / aba yaha icchA rakha kara, ki jaba bhAgyase tumhArA samAgama hogA taba kucha vizeSa jJAnaviSayaka carcA - bArtA karanekA avasara mila sakegA, tumhAre praznoMkA saMkSepameM uttara likhatA hU~ / jina praznoMkA samAdhAna karaneke lie niraMtara usI viSayake vicAroMke parizIlanakI AvazyakatA hai unakA uttara maiM saMkSepameM likha rahA hU~ / ataH bahuta saMbhava hai ki kitane hI praznoMkA samAdhAna karanA mauke para kaThina bhI pdd'e| taba bhI mere cittameM jo yaha bAta samA rahI hai ki mere bacanoM para tumhArA kucha adhika vizvAsa rahaneke kAraNa tumheM bahuta dhIraja rahegA aura isa taraha ve ina praznoMke ucita samAdhAna ke kAraNa bana sakeMge / tumane apane patrameM 27 prazna pUche haiM, unakA saMkSipta uttara nIce likhA jAtA hai / 1 lA prazna- - " AtmA kyA cIja hai ? usake karmoMkA baMdha hotA hai yA nahIM ?" vaha kyA kartA hai ? aura

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paricaya / uttara-(1) jisa bhA~ti ghaTa-paTa Adi vastuyeM jar3a haiM usI bhA~ti AtmA jJAna-svarUpa hai / ghaTa-paTa Adi anitya haiM, ve trikAla eka svarUpase nahIM raha sakate / aura AtmA trikAla eka svarUpase rahatA hai, isa lie ki vaha nitya hai / 'nitya' use kahate haiM jisakI kisI saMyogase utpatti na ho sake / yaha nahIM dikhAI par3atA ki AtmA kisI prakArake saMyogoMse paidA hotA hai / kAraNa jar3a vastuoMke-cAhe jaisehajAroM hI saMyoga kyoM na kiye jAyeM taba bhI yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM ki unase caitanyakI utpatti ho sake / isa bAtakA sabhIko anubhava ho sakatA hai ki jo dharma-svabhAva-padArthameM nahIM hotA vaha dharma yA svabhAva hajAroM hI prakArake saMyogoMke ikaTThA karane para bhI usa padArthameM kabhI nahIM A sakatA ki jisameM vaha nahIM hai / jina ghaTa-paTAdi padArthoM meM jJAna-svarUpa nahIM dekhA jAtA unake nAnA prakArake pariNAmAntara--avasthAntara-dvArA kitane hI saMyoga kiye gaye hoM athavA aise saMyoga apane Apa hue hoM, para ve hoMge usI jAtike arthAt jar3a-svarUpa hI; jJAna-svarUpa na hoNge| taba yaha siddha huA ki AtmA-jisakA ki jJAnIjana mukhya lakSaNa jJAna-svarUpa batalAte haiM-ina jar3a padArthoMke saMyogoM dvArA arthAt pRthvI, jala, vAyu, AkAza Adike dvArA kisI prakAra utpanna nahIM ho sakatA / AtmAkA mukhya lakSaNa hI 'jJAna-svarUpa' hai aura jisameM yaha na pAyA jAya-jJAnasvarUpakA jisameM abhAva ho-vaha abhAva jar3akA mukhya lakSaNa hai; jar3a aura cetanake ye donoM anAdi svabhAva haiM / Upara jisa pramANa dvArA AtmA nitya siddha kiyA gayA hai vaha tathA usake sivAya aura bhI aneka aise pramANa haiM jo AtmAko 'nitya' siddha karate haiN| isI prakAra jarA

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94 zrImad rAjacandra ora gaharA vicAra karane para AtmAMkI nityatA sahaja hI anubhavameM Ane lagatI hai / isa bAta mAna lenemeM koI doSa yA bAdhA nahIM AtI, balki satyako svIkAra karanA hai ki sukha-duHkhAdike bhogane - rUpa, unase chUTane-rUpa, vicAra karane rUpa tathA preraNA rUpa Adi bhAva jisake astitvake kAraNa hI anubhavameM Ate haiM vaha AtmA mukhyatayA cetanA (jJAna) lakSaNavAlA hai; aura aise bhAva usameM sadA-sarvadA rahate haiM, isa lie vaha nitya padArtha hai / tumhArA yaha prazna tathA aise hI aura kitane prazna haiM ki jinake viSayameM bahuta kucha likhane, kahane, tathA samajhAne kI AvazyakatA hai| aisI hAlatameM ina praznoMkA uttara denA kaThina honese hI pahale tumheM 'SaDdarzana samuccaya' nAmaka grantha bhejA gayA thA / vaha isa lie ki use par3ha kara, usakA manana kara thor3A bahuta tumhAre cittakA samAdhAna ho aura mere patra dvArA bhI tumheM kucha vizeSa santoSa ho sake / itanA hI isa samaya bana sakatA hai / kAraNa sthiti aisI hai ki isa uttarase pUrA pUrA samAdhAna na hokara usameM aura bhI prazna uThaneke lie avakAza hai; aura ve bAra bAra samAdhAna kiye jAne tathA vicAranese hI hala ho sakate haiM / 1 / ( 2 ) AtmA jJAna-dazAmeM - apane svarUpakA yathArtha jJAna ho jAnekI avasthAmeM --- nija bhAvoMkA arthAt jJAna, darzana aura sahaja samAdhi- rUpa pariNAmoMkA karttA hai / aura ajJAna-dazAmeM krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha Adi para - bhAvoMkA karttA hai aura ina bhAvoMkA phala bhogate samaya prasaMga- vaza ghaTapaTAdi padArthoMkA bhI nimittakAraNa-rUpa kartA hai| matalaba yaha ki vaha ghaTapaTAdi padArthoMke mUla dravya miTTIkA karttA nahIM hai; kintu use kisI naye AkAra meM lAne rUpa kriyAkA karttA hai / yaha jo AtmAkI pIchese hAlata batalAI gaI use jainadharma 'karma' kahatA hai; vedAnta ' bhrAnti' kahatA

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paricaya / hai tathA dUsare bhI isI prakAra yA isIke jaise hI anya zabda dvArA usakA ullekha karate haiM / parantu vAstavameM vicAra karane para yaha spaSTa samajhameM A sakatA hai ki AtmA ghaTa-paTAdi yA krodhAdi bhAvoMkA kartA nahIM hai| kintu apane nijasvarUpa jJAna-pariNAmakA hI kartA hai| ___ (3) jo karma ajJAna-bhAvase kiye jAte haiM ve prAraMbhameM bIja-rUpa hokara samaya para phala-yukta vRkSake rUpameM pariNata hote haiN| matalaba yaha ki ve karma AtmAko hI bhogane par3ate haiN| jisa prakAra ki Agako chUnese pahale uSNatAkA sambandha hotA hai aura bAda sahaja hI use vedanA par3atA hai| yahI hAlata krodhAdi bhAvoMke kartA honese AtmAkI hotI hai, aura isase phira use janma-jarA-maraNAdi pariNAma bhogane par3ate haiM / isa viSaya para tuma kucha vizeSa vicAra karanA, aura usameM kucha prazna uThe to likhnaa| kAraNa jisa samajhake dvArA nivRtti-rUpa kArya kiyA jAtA hai usase jIva nirvANa lAbha karatA hai| 2 rA prazna-'Izvara kyA vastu hai ? aura vaha jagatkA kartA hai ?" uttara--(1) dekho, hama-tuma karma-baMdha-sahita haiM- hamArA AtmA karmabaddha hai / isa AtmAkA jo sahaja svarUpa hai arthAt isakI jo karmamukta avasthA hai-eka Atma-rUpatA hai-vahI Izvaratva hai| jJAnAdi aizvarya jisame pAye jAyeM vaha Izvara hai aura vaha Izvaratva AtmAkA sahaja svarUpa hai| parantu karmoMke sambandhase vaha svarUpa jAna nahIM pdd'taa| aura jaba karmoM ke sambandhako AtmAse bhinna samajha kara AtmAkI ora dRSTi kI jAtI hai taba dhIre dhIre usI AtmAmeM sarvajJatA Adi aizvarya jAna par3ane lagate haiN| aura sarva padArthIkA sUkSmatAse avalokana karane para aisA koI padArtha

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96 zrImad rAjacandra dekhane yA anubhavameM nahIM AtA jisakA aizvarya isa aizvarya se vizeSa ho| isase yaha sthira kiyA hai ki 'Izvara' yaha AtmAkA dUsarA paryAyavAcI nAma hai; aura isI kAraNa merA dRr3ha nizcaya hai ki isase vizeSa sattAzAlI koI padArtha Izvara nahIM hai / ( 2 ) vaha Izvara jagatkA karttA nahIM hai arthAt paramANu, AkAza Adi padArtha nitya haiM / ve kisI dUsare padArthase nahIM bana sakate / kadAcit yaha mAnA jAya ki ve Izvarase banate haiM to yaha bAta bhI ucita nahIM jAna par3atI; kyoMki yadi Izvarako cetana mAnA jAya yA Izvara meM cetanatA mAnI jAya to Izvarase paramANu, AkAza Adi kaise utpanna ho sakate haiM ? kAraNa yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM ki cetanase jar3a utpanna ho ske| aura yadi Izvarako bhI jar3a mAna liyA jAya to phira vaha aizvaryazAlI nahIM raha sakatA / jisa prakAra Izvarase jar3akI utpatti saMbhava nahIM usI prakAra usase jIva-rUpa 'cetana vastu' kI bhI utpatti asaMbhava hai / aura yadi Izvarako ubhaya-svarUpa - jar3a-cetana svarUpa mAna liyA jAya to isakA pariNAma yaha hogA ki phira hameM jagatkA hI dUsarA nAma Izvara rakha kara santoSa kara lenA par3egA; kyoMki jagat ubhaya-svarUpa --- jar3a-cetana svarUpa - hai / kadAcit paramANu, AkAza Adiko Izvarase jur3e hI mAna kara Izvarako karmoM kA phala denevAlA mAnA jAya to yaha bhI siddha nahIM ho sktaa| isa viSayameM 'SaDdarzanasamuccaya' meM acche pramANa diye gaye haiM / 3 rA prazna -- " mokSa kyA hai ?" ---- uttara - AtmA jo krodhAdi ajJAna rUpa bhAvoM meM- dehAdimeM baddha ho rahA hai unase sarvathA nivRtta honeko- chUTa jAneko- 'mokSa' kahate haiM /

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pricy| vicAra karane para jJAnIjanoMkA yaha kathana sahaja hI pramANabhUta jAna par3atA hai| 4 thA prazna--"kyA isa dehameM rahate hue yaha bAta ThIka ThIka jAnI jA sakatI hai ki mokSa prApta hogA yA nahIM ?" uttara-jisa prakAra rassIse khUba jakar3e hue hAthoMke baMdhana dhIre dhIre aura jaise jaise DhIle kiye jAne lagate haiM vaise vaise hI yaha anubhava hone lagatA hai una ki baMdhanoMse nivRtti-mukti ho rahI hai aura jAna par3atA hai ki usa nivRtti para aba rassIkI koI sattA yA bala nahIM hai| usI prakAra AtmA jo ajJAna-bhAvamaya aneka prakArake pariNAma-rUpa baMdhanoMse baddha ho rahA hai usake ve baMdhana jaise jaise chUTate jAte haiM vaise vaise use mokSakA anubhava hone lagatA hai| aura jaba ye baMdhana bahuta hI halake raha jAte haiM taba AtmAmeM svAbhAvika nija svabhAva prakAzita hokara AtmA ajJAna-bhAva-rUpa baMdhanase kucha mukti lAbha karatA hai| isa prakAra ina ajJAnAdi bhAvoMkI jaba sarvathA nivRtti ho jAtI hai taba isa zarIrake bane rahate hue bhI Atma-bhAva prakaTa ho jAte haiM aura phira usa zuddha AtmAko sarva baMdhanoMse apanI bhinnatAkA anubhava hone lagatA hai arthAt isI dehameM hI 'mokSapadakA' anubhava kiyA jA sakatA hai| 5 vA~ prazna-'zAstroM meM yaha kahA gayA hai ki manuSya isa zarIrakA parityAga kara koMke anusAra pazu-yonimeM jAtA hai, patthara hotA hai, yahA~ taka ki vRkSa hotA hai; kyA yaha saba ThIka hai ?" uttara-jaba AtmA eka zarIrakA tyAga kara dUsare zarIrameM jAtA hai taba usakI apane upArjita karmoMke anusAra gati hotI hai| vaha phira

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zrImad rAjacandra tiryaMca bhI hotA hai, aura pRthvI kAya arthAt pRthvI-rUpa zarIra bhI dhAraNa karatA hai / usa dazAmeM use cAra indriyoMke binA karma bhogane par3ate haiN| para yaha nahIM hai ki vaha pRthvI yA patthara ho jAtA hai / vaha patthara-rUpa kAyazarIra dhAraNa karatA hai| parantu usameM bhI avyakta-rUpase jIva rahatA hI hai| usameM bAkI cAra indriyoMkI prakaTatA na honese use pRthvIkAya jIva kahate haiM, vaha ekendriya hai| anukramase jaba yaha ekendriya pRthvIkAya jIva karmoko bhoga kara anya gati lAbha karatA hai taba vaha pRthvI-rUpa pattharakA piMDa paramANuoMke rUpameM raha jAtA hai| usameM se jIvake nikala jAnese phira usameM AhArAdi saMjJAyeM nahIM hotii| isase yaha na samajha lenA cAhie ki patthara-jIva kevala jar3ake jaisA hotA hai / jina karmoMkI viSamatAse jIvako kevala eka sparzana indriya dhAraNa karanI par3atI hai-bAkI cAra indriyA~ aprakaTa sattA-rUpase rahatI haiM-una karmoMko bhogate samaya use pRthvI AdimeM janma dhAraNa karanA par3atA hai| parantu vaha bilakula pRthvI-rUpa yA patthara-rUpa nahIM ho jaataa| vaha pazuyoni bhI dhAraNa karatA hai, para isase pazu-rUpa nahIM ho jAtA hai| zarIra dhAraNa karanA jIvakA eka veSa hai| svarUpa nahIM hai| __chaThe aura sAtaveM praznakA samAdhAna bhI isI uttarase ho jAtA hai ki kevala patthara yA kevala pRthvI karmoMke karttA nahIM hai| kintu unameM utpanna huA jIva karmoMkA kartA hai; aura ve dUdha tathA pAnIkI bhA~ti jude jude haiN| jisa prakAra dUdha aura pAnI eka mile hue hone para bhI dUdha dUdha hai aura pAnI pAnI hai arthAt apanI apanI sattAkI apekSA donoM hI jude jude haiN| isI prakAra ekendriya Adi karma-baMdhake kAraNa jIvameM patthara-rUpa

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paricaya / pRthvIkAyatva-jar3atva-bhAva dekhA jAtA hai| parantu vAstavameM to jIva jIva-rUpa hI hai aura usa hAlatameM bhI vaha AhAra Adi saMjJAoMko-jo ki avyakta rahatI haiM-bhogatA hai| 8 vA~ prazna-"Arya dharma kyA hai ? prAyaH saba dharmokI utpatti kyA vedahIse hai ?" uttara-(1) Arya-dharmakI vyAkhyA karate hue prAyaH sabhI apane apane dharmako 'Arya-dharma' kahanekA dAvA karate haiM / jainI jainadharmako, bauddha buddhadharmako aura vedAntI vedAntako 'Arya-dharma' kahate haiN| yaha eka sAdhAraNa bAta hai| parantu jJAnIjana to use hI 'Arya-dharma' kahate haiM jisase nija svarUpakI prApti ho sakatI hai; aura vahI Arya (uttama) dharma yA mArga hai / (2) prAyaH matoM yA dharmoMkI utpatti vedoMmeMse huI saMbhava nahIM jAna pdd'tii| isakA kAraNa mere anubhavameM yaha AtA hai ki vedoMmeM jitanA jJAna kahAM gayA hai usase ananta guNA jJAna zrItIrthakara Adi mahAtmAoMne kahA hai| aura isase maiM yaha samajhatA hU~ ki thor3I vastumeMse pUrNa vastu nahIM nikala sakatI / isa parase vedoMmeMse saba dharmokI utpatti kahanA saMgata nahIM jAna par3atA / vaiSNava Adi kitane aise sampradAya haiM jinakI utpatti vedoMse mAnanemeM koI bAdhA nahIM AtI / jaina aura bauddhoMke jo mahAvIra, gautamabuddha antima mahAtmA hue haiM veda unase pahale the; itanA hI nahIM kintu ve bahuta prAcIna jAna par3ate haiN| taba bhI yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki jo prAcIna ho vahI sampUrNa ho yA satya ho aura pIchese utpanna honevAlA asampUrNa aura asatya ho / saba bhAva anAdi haiM; mAtra unameM rUpAntara hotA rahatA hai| kisI vastukI sarvathA utpatti yA sarvathA nAza nahIM hotaa|

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100 zrImad rAjacandra isa bAta mAnanemeM koI bAdhA nahIM ki veda, jaina tathA anya aura saba dharmoM yA matoMke bhAva anAdi haiM / taba vivAda kisa bAtakA ? parantu phira bhI hama sabako isa bAta para vicAra karanA cAhie ki ina saba matoM yA dharmoM meM vizeSa balavAn - satya - vicAra kisake haiM / 9 vA~ prazna - "vedoMko kisane banAyA ? ve anAdi haiM ? aura anAdi haiM to anAdi kise kahate haiM ? " uttara- (1) veda bahuta purAne jAna par3ate haiM / ( 2 ) pustaka ke rUpameM koI zAstra anAdi nahIM ho sakatA; aura unameM kahe gaye artha rUpase saba hI zAstra anAdi haiM; kyoMki una una abhiprAyoMko jude jur3e rUpameM jude jude loga kahate Aye haiM / hiMsA dharma bhI anAdi hai aura ahiMsA dharma bhI anAdi hai / mAtra vicAra usakI upayogitAke saMbaMdha meM karanA hai ki jIvoMke lie hitakArI kyA hai / anAdi to donoM hI haiM; parantu bAta yaha hai ki kabhI kisIkA bala bar3ha jAtA hai aura kabhI kisIkA bala ghaTa jAtA hai / 10 vA~ prazna " gItAko kisane banAyA ? vaha IzvarakI banAI huI to nahIM hai ? aura jo IzvarakI banAI batalAI jAya to usake lie pramANa kyA hai ?" uttara ( 1 ) Upara diye hue uttaroMse isa praznakA kucha kucha samAdhAna ho sakatA hai, yadi Izvara-kRtakA artha jJAnI - pUrNajJAnI kiyA jAya / parantu yadi IzvarakA svarUpa nitya, akriya aura AkAzakI taraha vyApaka mAnA jAya to usake dvArA aisI pustakoMkA racA jAnA saMbhava nahIM ho

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paricaya / 101 sakatA / kyoMki jisakA kartRtva AraMbha-pUrvaka hotA hai vaha kArya sAdhAraNa yA sAdi hotA hai; anAdi nahIM hotaa| (2) gItA vedavyAsajIkI racI huI mAnI jAtI hai| parantu usameM jo mukhyatAse zrIkRSNane arjunako upadeza kiyA hai usase usake racayitA zrIkRSNa kahe jAte haiN| aura yaha bAta saMbhava hai| graMtha zreSTha hai, aura aise bhAva anAdise cale Ate haiN| paraMtu yaha saMbhava nahIM ki vaise zloka bhI anAdi cale Aye hoN| isI prakAra yaha bhI saMbhava nahIM hai ki vaha akriya Izvarake dvArA racI gaI ho / sakriya arthAt kisI zarIra-dhArIke dvArA hI aisI kriyAkA honA saMbhava mAnA jA sakatA hai| isI lie isa bAtake mAna lenemeM phira koI bAdhA nahIM AtI ki Izvara 'sampUrNajJAnI' hai aura usake dvArA upadeza kiye hue zAstra 'IzvarIya zAstra' haiN| 11 vA~ prazna-"pazu Adike dvArA kiye hue yajJase kucha puNya hotA hai kyA ?" __ uttara-pazu-vadhase, usake homase yA pazuko thor3A bhI duHkha denese pApa hI hotA hai| phira vaha yajJake artha vadha kiyA jAya athavA cAhe to paramAtmAke artha mandira meM vadha kiyA jAya / paraMtu yajJameM jo thor3I-bahuta dAnAdi kriyA kI jAtI hai vaha kucha puNyakA kAraNa avazya hai| parantu usameM bhI hiMsAkA sambandha honese usakA anumodana karanA ucita nahIM hai| 12 vA~ prazna---"yaha kaho ki dharma jaba eka uttama vastu hai taba usakI uttamatAke lie pramANa pUchanemeM kucha hAni hai kyA ?" uttara-pramANa na batalAyA jAya aura binA pramANake hI yaha pratipAdana kiyA jAya ki dharma uttama hai to isakA yaha artha hogA ki artha

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102 zrImad rAjacandra anartha, dharma adharma Adi sabhI uttama ThahareMge / vastukI uttamatA aura anuttamatA to pramANa dvArA hI samajhI jAtI hai| jo dharma saMsArake naSTa karane meM sabase uttama ho aura Atma-svarUpameM sthiti karAne meM balavAn ho vahI dharma uttama hai aura vahI dharma balavAn hai / 13 vA~ prazna - krizciyana dharmake sambandhameM Apa kucha jAnate haiM ? aura jAnate haiM to isa viSaya meM Apake kyA vicAra haiM ? uttara - krizciyana dharmake sambandha meM mujhe sAdhAraNa jAnakArI hai / aura yaha bAta sAdhAraNa jJAna hone para bhI samajhameM A sakatI hai ki bhAratake mahAtmAoMne jisa prakAra dharmakA zodha kiyA hai aura usa para vicAra kiyA hai vaisA videziyoM dvArA na zodha kiyA gayA hai aura na vaisA vicAra hI kiyA gayA hai / usameM jIva sadA para vaza batalAyA gayA hai, yahA~ taka ki mokSa meM bhI usakI yahI hAlata batalAI gaI hai / usameM jIvake anAdi svarUpakA jaisA cAhie vaisA vivecana nahIM hai aura na karmoMkI ThIka ThIka vyavasthA tathA unakI nivRttikA ThIka ThIka upAya hI batalAyA gayA hai / krizciyana dharmake viSayameM mere vicAra isa bAtako nahIM mAna sakate ki " vaha dharma sarvottama hai / " Upara jina bAtoMkA ullekha kiyA gayA hai unakA krizciyana dharmameM yogya samAdhAna nahIM dikhAI par3atA / yaha bAta maiMne koI matabhedake vaza hokara nahIM kahI hai / isa viSayameM aura koI adhika pUchane yogya bAteM jAna par3e to unheM pUchiegA; unakA aura vizeSatayA samAdhAna kiyA jA sakegA / / 14 vA~ prazna - ye loga kahate haiM ki 'bAibila' Izvara prerita hai aura yIzU usakA avatAra hai; usakA putra hai / kyA vaha aisA thA ?

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paricaya / uttara-isa bAtako kevala zraddhAse mAna liyA jAya to aisA ho sakatA hai| parantu pramANa dvArA yaha bAta siddha nahIM ho sktii| jisa prakAra gItA aura vedoMke Izvara-kRta na hone meM maiMne jo dalIleM dI haiM unheM hI bAibilake sambandhameM bhI samajha lenA cAhie / dekho, Izvara vaha hai jo janma-maraNase chuTakArA pA gayA ho, ataeva jo avatAra letA ho-janma dhAraNa karatA ho--vaha Izvara nahIM ho sakatA; kyoMki janmadhAraNa karaneke kAraNa rAga-dveSa haiM aura Izvara rAga-dveSase rahita hai / taba vicAra karane para yaha bAta yathArtha nahIM jAna par3atI ki aisA rAga-dveSa-rahita Izvara avatAra dhAraNa kare / tathA yaha bAta bhI vicAra karane para kadAcit eka rUpakakI taraha ThIka baiTha jAya ki 'yIzU' IzvarakA putra hai yA thA; parantu pratyakSa pramANase to yaha sadoSa hI hai| mukta IzvarakA putra ho hI kaise sakatA hai ? aura kadAcit aisA mAna bhI leM to phira usakI utpatti kisa taraha mAnI jAyagI ? aura ina donoM hI bAtoMko yadi anAdise mAnale to phira 'pitA-putra' kA sambandha hI kaise bana sakegA ? ye saba bAteM bahuta vicAraNIya haiM aura merA vizvAsa hai ki ina para vicAra karanese ye satya bhI na jAna pdd'eNgiiN| 15 vA~ prazna-purAne karArameM jo bhaviSya kahA gayA hai vaha yIzUke viSayameM prAyaH satya huA hai ? uttara--yaha ho to bhI donoM zAstroMke sambandhameM vicAra karanA yogya jAna par3atA hai| isI prakara aisA bhaviSya bhI yIzUko IzvarakA avatAra kahanemeM koI balavAn pramANa nahIM haiN| kyoMki jyotiSa Adike dvArA bhI mahAtmAoMkI utpattikA batalA denA saMbhava hai / athavA ho sakatA hai ki kisI jJAnake dvArA aisI bAta batalAdI gaI ho; parantu aise bhaviSya

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104 zrImad rAjacandra vettA sampUrNa mArgake jAnanevAle the, yaha bAta taba taka nahIM mAnI jA sakatI jaba taka isa viSayakA koI prabala pramANa na mile / isa prakArakA bhaviSya eka zraddhA para avalambita pramANa hai aura yaha anubhavameM nahIM AtA ki anya pramANoMse isameM bAdhA na aavegii| 16 vA~ prazna-bAibilameM yIzU khrISTake sambandhameM kaI camatkAra-pUrNa bAteM likhI haiM ? uttara-jisa zarIrameMse jIva nikala gayA ho aura phira usI jIvako usI zarIrameM praviSTa kiyA gayA ho athavA kisI anya jIvako usI zarIrameM praviSTa kiyA gayA ho to yaha bilakula asaMbhava hai---aisA nahIM ho sakatA / aura yadi aisA ho to phira karmAdikoMkI saba vyavasthA niSphala ho jAya / kintu hA~, yaha mAnA jA sakatA hai ki yogasiddhise kitane hI camatkAra prApta ho sakate haiM aura aise kucha camatkAra yIzUko bhI prApta ho gaye hoM to yaha koI nahIM kaha sakatA ki ve sarvathA mithyA haiM yA asaMbhava haiN| aisI siddhiyA~ AtmAke aizvaryakI tulanAmeM tuccha haiM; AtmAke aizvaryakA inase ananta guNA mahattva hai / yaha viSaya sAkSAtmeM pUchane yogya hai| 17 vA~ prazna--kyA isa bAtakI khabara hameM ho sakatI hai ki bhaviSyameM hamArA janma kahA~ hogA; athavA bhUtakAlameM hama kahA~ the ? uttara-hA~, yaha ho sakatA hai / ina bAtoMko vaha manuSya jAna sakatA hai jisakA jJAna nirmala hai / jisa bhA~ti bAdala Adi cihnoM parase varSAkA anumAna kiyA jA sakatA hai usI bhA~ti jIvakI isa bhavakI ceSTAoM parase yaha bAta jAnI jA sakatI hai ki usake pUrva kAraNa kaise

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- paricaya / 105 hone cAhie / hA~, yaha ho sakatA hai ki usakA pUrA jJAna na hokara thor3A jJAna ho / isI prakAra usake svarUpa parase yaha bhI jAnA jA sakatA hai ki bhaviSyameM usakI ceSTAyeM kisa rUpa pariNameMgI / aura usa para vizeSatAke sAtha vicAra karanese yaha bAta acchI taraha dhyAnameM A sakegI ki bhaviSyameM use kaisA bhava milegA aura bhUtameM vaha kisa bhavameM thaa| 18 vA~ prazna-kise khabara par3a sakegI ? uttara--isakA uttara Upara diyA jA cukA hai| 19 vA~ prazna-jo Apa mokSa prApta hue mahAtmAoMke nAma batalAte ho, usake lie AdhAra kyA hai ? uttara-yadi yaha prazna mujhe khAsa lakSya karake pUchate ho to isakA uttara yoM diyA jA sakatA hai ki jisakI saMsAra-dazA atyanta parikSINa ho gaI hai usake aise vacana hote haiM, aisI usakI ceSTAyeM hotI haiM ki unake dvArA vaisA hI anubhava apanI AtmAmeM bhI hotA hai, aura usIke AdhAra para ve mokSa prApta kahe jAte haiM / aura usakI yathArthatAke lie zAstrapramANa bhI bahuta mila sakate haiN| 20 vA~ prazna--yaha bAta Apa kisa AdhAra para kahate haiM ki buddha bhagavAn mokSa nahIM gaye ? uttara-unhIMke siddhAnta tathA unhIMke zAstroMke AdhAra para / yadi unake zAstra-siddhAnta jaise haiM vaise hI unake abhiprAya bhI hoM to ve abhiprAya pUrvApara viruddha haiN| aura yaha pUrvApara-viruddhatA sampUrNa jJAnakA lakSaNa nahIM hai| aura jahA~ saMpUrNa jJAna nahIM hotA vahA~ pUrNa-rUpase rAga-dveSoMkA naSTa ho jAnA bhI saMbhava nahIM / jahA~ ve hote haiM vahA~ saMsArakA honA saMbhava hai|

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zrImad rAjacandra ataeva aisI hAlatameM unheM sarvathA mokSa prApti batalAnA nahIM bana sktaa| isake sivAya yadi unake zAstroMmeM jo bAteM kahI gaI haiM unase judA unakA abhiprAya ho to usakA jAnanA hamAre tumhAre lie kaThina hai| aura itane para bhI yaha kahA jAya ki buddhadevakA abhiprAya bhinna thA to isakA yathArtha kAraNa batAnese vaha pramANa mAnA jA sakatA hai| 21 vA~ prazna-jagatkI antima sthiti kyA hogI? / uttara-maiM isa bAtako nahIM mAna sakatA ki yA to saba jIva mokSa cale jAyeMge yA jagatkA sarvathA nAza ho jAyagA / merA vizvAsa to yaha hai ki jaisI jagatkI sthiti aba taka calI AI hai vaisI hI sadA calI jAyagI / isa sRSTikI sthiti aisI hai ki usake koI bhAva rUpAntarameM pariNata ho kara naSTa ho jAte haiM aura koI bhAva bar3ha jAte haiN| ve eka kSetrameM bar3hate haiM to sAtha hI dUsare kSetrameM ghaTa jAte haiM / isa para aura adhika gaharA vicAra karane para yaha saMbhava jAna par3atA hai ki isa sRSTikA sarvathA nAza yA pralaya nahIM bana sakatA / parantu 'sRSTi' zabdakA artha itanA hI na karanA cAhie ki 'yahI pRthvii'| 22 vA~ prazna-ina anItiyoMmeMse sunIti hogI kyA ? uttara-isa praznakA uttara suna kara koI anItimeM pravRtti karanA cAhe to use isa uttarakA lAbha na lene denA cAhie / nIti anIti Adi sabhI bhAva anAdi haiM; tathApi hama anIti chor3a kara nIti svIkAra kareM to vaha svIkAra kI jA sakatI hai, aura yahI AtmAkA kartavya bhI hai| yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki saba jIva anIti chor3a deMge aura sarvatra nItikA pracAra ho jAyagA; kyoMki sarvathA aisI sthiti nahIM ho sktii|

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paricaya / 107 23 vA~ prazna-jagatkA pralaya hotA hai ? uttara-- pralayakA yadi 'sarvathA nAza' artha kiyA jAya to yaha nahIM bana sakatA; kAraNa saba padArthoMkA sarvathA nAza ho jAnA saMbhava nahIM hai| aura yadi pralayakA yaha artha kiyA jAya ki saba padArtha IzvarAdimeM lIna ho jAte haiM to kisI rUpameM yaha bAta svIkAra kI jA sakatI hai| parantu mujhe to yaha bhI saMbhava nahIM jAna pdd'tii| kAraNa, saba jIva tathA saba padArtha aise sama-pariNAma kisa taraha prApta kara sakate haiM jisase aisA yoga bana jAya ki ve kisImeM mila kara eka-rUpa ho jaayN| aura kadAcit aisA samapariNAmakA yoga mila bhI jAya to phira unameM viSamatA nahIM bana skegii| aura yadi pralayakA yaha artha kiyA jAya ki jIvameM avyakta-rUpase to viSamatA rahatI hai aura vyakta-rUpase samatA rahatI hai, to yaha bhI nahIM bana sakatA; kyoMki dehAdike sambandha vinA viSamatA kisake Azraya rahegI ? aura yadi isake lie vedAdi (strI-puruSa napuMsaka-rUpa)kA AdhAra mAnA jAya to sabako ekendriya mAnanekA prasaMga AvegA; aura aisA mAna lenA phira binA kAraNa anya gatiyoMko asvIkAra karanA kahA jaaygaa| arthAt U~cI gatike jIvako vaise pariNAmake naSTa honekA prasaMga prApta huA ho to phira use usake prApta karanekA saMbhava ho jaaygaa| ityAdi bahutase vicAra isa viSayameM utpanna hote haiN| matalaba yaha ki saba jIvoMke aura saba padArthoM ke nAza rUpa 'pralaya-vidhAna'kA honA asaMbhava hai| 24 vA~ prazna-binA par3he-likhe prANIko kevala bhakti dvArA mokSa prApta ho sakatA hai kyA ?

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108 zrImad rAjacandra uttara-bhakti jJAnakA kAraNa hai aura jJAna mokSakA kAraNa hai| jise akSara jJAna na ho use be-par3hA-likhA kahA jAya to aisA nahIM hai ki usake lie bhaktikA prApta honA asaMbhava hai; kyoMki jIva mAtra jJAna svabhAvake dhAraka haiM / bhaktike dvArA jJAna nirmala hotA hai aura nirmala jJAna mokSakA kAraNa hai / parantu merA aisA vizvAsa hai ki binA sampUrNa jJAna hue mokSakI prApti nahIM ho sakatI; aura yaha kahanekI bhI AvazyakatA nahIM ki jahA~ sampUrNa jJAna hotA hai vahA~ saba bhASA-jJAna garbhita ho jAtA hai / bhASA-jJAna mokSakA kAraNa hai| parantu yaha koI niyama nahIM hai ki jise bhASA-jJAna na ho use AtmajJAna bhI na ho| 25 vA~ prazna-kyA yaha bAta satya hai ki kRSNa aura rAma avatAra haiM ? aura yadi aisA hai to avatArase matalaba kyA hai ? ye sAkSAt Izvara the yA usake aMza the ? inheM mAnanese mokSa-prApti to ho sakegI ? uttara-(1) yaha to mujhe nizcaya hai ki ye donoM hI mahAtmA the| ve AtmA the ataeva Izvara bhI the; aura unake sarva AvaraNa naSTa ho gaye hoM to unheM mokSa-prApti mAnane bhI koI vivAda nahIM hai / parantu maiM isa bAtako svIkAra nahIM kara sakatA ki koI jIva IzvarakA aMza hai| kyoMki usake virodhI hajAroM hI pramANa dRSTimeM Ate haiN| jIvako IzvarakA aMza mAnalenese baMdha, mokSa Adi saba vyartha ho jAya~ge; kAraNa phira to ajJAnAdi bhAvoMkA kartA Izvara hI tthhregaa| isa prakAra yadi Izvara ajJAnAdi bhAvoMkA kartA Thahara gayA taba to usameM jo svAbhAvika Izvaratva thA kahanA cAhie ki vaha use bhI kho baiThA / arthAt calA to vaha jIyoMkA khAmI banane aura kho baiThA apane Izvaratvako hI! isI prakAra jIvako

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paricaya / 109 IzvarakA aMza mAna lenese use puruSArtha karanekI AvazyakatA na raha jAyagI; kyoMki phira vaha kartA-hartA to Thahara nahIM sakatA / ityAdi virodhoMke kAraNa merI buddhi isa bAtako kabUla nahIM karatI ki koI bhI jIva IzvarakA aMza hai; taba phira vaha zrIkRSNa tathA rAma jaise mahAtmAoMko isa rUpameM mAna leneke lie kaise tayAra ho sakatI hai ? yadyapi isa bAtake mAna lene meM koI bAdhA nahIM AtI ki ye donoM hI mahAtmA 'avyakta Izvara' the; to bhI yaha bAta vicAraNIya hai ki unameM sampUrNa aizvarya prakaTa ho gayA thA kyA ? (2) tumhAre isa praznakA uttara sahaja hai ki 'inheM mAnanese mokSaprApti to ho sakegI?' dekho, saba prakAra rAga-dveSa, ajJAna Adike naSTa ho mAneko mokSa kahate haiM / vaha jinake upadezase ho sake unheM mAnanese aura vaise hI paramArtha-svarUpakA vicAra karanese, apane AtmAmeM usI prakArakI niSThA hokara unhIM mahAtmAoMke AtmAke svarUpake jaisI jaba sthiti ho jAya taba mokSa-prApti saMbhava hI hai| isake sivAya anya upAsanA sarvathA mokSakI kAraNa nahIM hai| usake sAdhanakI kAraNa hai| aura yaha bhI nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki vaha sAdhanakA kAraNa nizcayase hogI hii| 26 vA~ prazna-brahmA, viSNu, aura mahezvara ye kauna haiM ? uttara--sRSTike kAraNa-rUpa tIna guNoMkA AdhAra lekara rUpaka bA~dhA ho to yaha kalpanA ThIka baiTha sakatI hai tathA aise hI anya aura kAraNoM dvArA ina brahmAdikoMkA svarUpa samajhameM A sakatA hai| parantu isa bAtake mAnane meM merA mana gavAhI nahIM detA ki purANoMmeM jaisA unakA svarUpa kahA gayA hai vaisA hI unakA svarUpa hai / kyoMki yaha bhI jAna par3atA hai ki

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110 zrImad rAjacandra unameM kitanI hI bAteM kevala upadezake artha rUpaka bA~dha kara kahI gaI haiN| hameM bhI unake dvArA upadezake rUpameM hI lAbha uThAnA ucita hai; brahmAdike svarUpake nirNayake jhagar3emeM na par3anA caahie| aura mujhe vizeSa kara yahI acchA lagatA hai / 27 vA~ prazna -- sarpa kATaneke lie Ave to usa samaya hameM sthira raha kara use kATane denA ucita hai yA mAra DAlanA ? aura kalpanA karo ki isa upAyake sivAya use dUra karanekI hamameM zakti nahIM hai / uttara- isa praznakA maiM yaha uttara dU~ ki sarpako 'kATane do' to bar3I kaThina samasyA Akara upasthita hotI hai; tathApi tumane jaba yaha samajhA hai ki 'zarIra anitya hai' to phira isa asAra zarIrakI rakSArtha use mAranA kyoM kara ucita ho sakatA hai jisakI ki isa zarIra meM prIti hai - moha- buddhi hai / jo Atma- hitake icchuka haiM unheM to yahI ucita hai ki ve zarIra se moha na kara use sarpake adhIna kara deM / aba tuma yaha pUchoge ki jise Atma- hita na karanA ho use kyA karanA cAhie ? to usake lie yahI uttara hai ki use narakAdi kugatiyoMmeM paribhramaNa karanA cAhie; use yaha upadeza kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ki vaha sarpako mAra DAle ? anAryavRttike dvArA sarpake mAranekA upadeza kiyA jAtA hai; para hameM to yahI icchA karanA cAhie ki aisI vRtti svamameM bhI na ho / isa prakAra saMkSepameM tumhAre praznoMkA uttara de kara maiM aba patra pUrA karatA hU~ / eka bAta yaha kahanA hai ki ' SaTdarzana - samuccaya' ke samajhanekA vizeSa yatna kIjie / maine jo saMkSepameM praznoMke uttara diye haiM usase kisI kisI jagaha unake samajhane meM vizeSa ulajhana jAna par3e to bhI

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paricaya / 111 una para vizeSa dhyAna-pUrvaka vicAra kIjie; aura koI bAta patra dvArA pUchane yogya jAna par3e to use pUchie / maiM taba unakA adhika vistArake sAtha uttara dUMgA / sabase acchI bAta to yaha hai ki ina bAtoMkI sAkSAtme carcA meM ho kara samAdhAna kiyA jaaye| Atma-svarUpameM nitya niSThAke kAraNa-bhUta vicArakI ciMtAmeM rahanevAle saMvat 1950 rAjacaMdrakAku~vAra vidI 6, shniivaar| prnnaam| [2] "ApakA patra mila gyaa| vicAra karane para isa bAtakA pratyakSa anubhava hotA hai ki jyoM jyoM upAdhiko chor3anekA yatna kiyA jAtA hai tyoM tyoM samAdhi-sukha prakaTa hone lagatA hai aura jyoM jyoM upAdhike grahaNa karanekI lAlasA bar3hatI jAtI hai tyoM tyoM samAdhi sukha naSTa hotA jAtA hai| isa saMsArake padArthoMke sambandhameM thor3A bhI vicAra kiyA jAya to isake prati vairAgya hue binA nahIM raha sakatA; kyoMki isameM moha-buddhi tabhI taka rahatI hai jaba taka avicAra hai| jina bhagavAnne kahA hai ki usa manuSyako 'viveka-jJAna' yA 'samyagdarzana'kI prApti huI samajhanI cAhie jisane khUba vicAra-manana kara nIce likhI chaH bAtoMko samajha liyA hai| "AtmA hai," "AtmA nitya hai" "AtmA karmoMkA kartA hai," "AtmA karmoMkA bhoktA hai," "AtmA karmoMse chUTa sakatA hai," aura "karmoMse chUTaneke sAdhana haiN"|

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112 zrImad rAjacandra___ pUrva-janmake kisI vizeSa abhyAsake balase ina chaH bAtoMke sambandhameM vicAra karanekI zakti utpanna hotI hai yA satsamAgamake dvArA aisI vicAra-zakti hotI hai| anitya vastumeM jo moha-buddhi hotI rahatI hai usIke kAraNa AtmAke 'astitva' 'nityatva' aura 'avyAbAdha samAdhi-sukhakA bhAna nahIM hotaa| usa moha-buddhi meM anAdi kAlase hI jIvakI aisI eka lInatA calI A rahI hai ki vaha jarA hI usake sambandhameM vicAra karanekA yatna karatA hai ki use turaMta hI ghabarA kara pIche lauTa AnA par3atA hai / aura isI kAraNa pahale bahuta bAra aisA banAva bana cukA hai ki moha-granthike chedanekA samaya Aneke pahale hI use apane vivekako-vicAra-zaktiko-chor3a denA par3A hai / kyoMki jisakA anAdi kAlase abhyAsa par3a rahA hai vaha binA atyaMta parizrama kiye thor3e hI samayameM nahIM chor3A jA sakatA / ataeva bAra bAra satsaMga, sacchAstra tathA sarala vicAroM dvArA isa viSayameM adhika zrama karanA ucita hai ki jisake pariNAmameM 'nitya,' 'zAzvata' aura 'sukha-svarUpa' AtmajJAna ho kara 'Atma-svarUpa' prakaTa hotA hai / isameM pahale uThanevAle sandeha Age cala kara dhairya aura vicArase zAnta par3a jAte haiN| aura isase viparIta adhIratA tathA ulaTI kalpanA karanese kevala jIvako apane hitake tyAga karaneko vivaza honA par3atA hai| aura phira isakA pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki anitya padArthoMmeM rAga-buddhi rahaneke kAraNa use punaH punaH saMsAra-paribhramaNa karanA par3atA hai| yaha jAna kara atyanta santoSa hotA hai ki tumheM Atma-vicAra karanekI thor3I bahuta icchA rahatI hai / isa saMtoSameM merA koI svArtha nahIM hai|

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pricy| 113 yaha santoSa svAbhAvika hai aura vaha isalie hotA hai ki tuma jo samAdhike mArga car3hanekI icchA karate ho usase tumheM saMsAra-klezase chuttkaar| pAnekA avasara prApta hogaa| saM0 1951, phAgana vidI 5, 1 zanIvAra / __ [3] 3 tumhArA patra milA / isa patrameM maiM usakA saMkSipta uttara likhatA hU~ yaha jAna par3atA hai ki naiTAlameM rahanese tumhArI bahutasI sadvRttiyoMmeM vizeSatA A gaI hai| parantu isa prakArakI vRttikA mUla kAraNa tumhArI ucca icchA hI hai| yaha mAnanemeM koI hAni nahIM ki tumhArI kitanI hI vRttiyoMkA rAjakoTakI apekSA naiTAlameM adhika upakAra hogA; kyoMki naiTAla meM aise prapaMcoMmeM paDanekA dabAva tumhAre Upara nahIM par3a sakatA jinase ki tumheM apanI saralatAko surakSita rakhane meM koI nijI bhaya ho / parantu jisakI sadvRttiyA~ vizeSa balavAn nahIM hai, nirbala haiM aura use iMgalaiNDa AdimeM svataMtratAke sAtha rahanA par3e to yaha nizcita hai ki vaha abhakSa-bhakSaNa Adi doSoMko nahIM bacA sakatA / aura tumhAre lie to yaha bAta hai ki naiTAla meM vizeSa prapaMca na honese tumhArI sadvRttiyA~ jaisI vizeSatA lAbha kara sakI haiM vaisI vizeSatA lAbha karanA rAjakoTa jaisemeM aura bhI kaThina hai / hA~, yaha saMbhava hai ki koI uttama Arya-kSetrameM raha kara

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114 zrImad rAjacandra satsamAgama AdikA yoga mila sake to ve naiTAlakI apekSA bhI adhika vizeSatA lAbha kara sakatI haiM / tumhArI vRttiyoMko dekhate maiM isa bAtako nahIM mAna sakatA ki tuma para naiTAla anArya kSetrake rUpameM asara karegA; parantu yaha mAna lenA yogya jAna par3atA hai ki vahA~ satsamAgama Adi prAyaH na milaneke kAraNa kitane hI aMzoMmeM Atma-vazatA na honerUpa hAni avazya hogI / yahA~se maiMne jo 'Arya-AcAra vicAra' ko surakSita rakhane ke sambandhameM likhA thA, usameM 'Arya- AcAra' se merA matalaba yaha hai ki mukhyatA se dayA, satya, kSamA Adi guNoM ko dhAraNa karanA; aura 'Arya- vicAra' kA yaha Azaya hai ki AtmAkA astittva, nityattva mAnanA; vartamAnameM usake svarUpakA ajJAna tathA isa ajJAna aura svarUpake bhAna na honeke kAraNa para vicAra karanA; una kAraNoM kI nivRtti aura nivRttike bAda avyAbAdha Ananda-svarUpa apane nija padameM svAbhAvika sthiti Adi honeke sambandhameM vicAra karanA / isa prakAra saMkSipta para mukhya arthako le kara ye zabda likhe haiM / varNAzrama Adi tathA varNAzrama Adi - pUrvaka AcAra ye sadAcArake aMgabhUta haiM / yaha vicArasiddha hai ki vizeSa paramArtha sAdhanakA hetu na ho to varNAzrama - pUrvaka hI pravRtti karanI cAhie / yadyapi vartamAna meM varNAzrama dharma bahuta hI nirbala sthiti meM A gayA hai tathApi hama jaba taka utkRSTa tyAga dazA na prApta kara sakeM aura jaba taka gRhasthAzramameM rahanA ho taba taka to hameM apane vaizyarUpa varNa-dharmakA hI anusaraNa karanA ucita hai; kAraNa abhakSa - bhakSaNa Adi

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paricaya | 115 usake yogya vyavahAra nahIM hai / taba yaha prazna hotA hai ki luhANA bhI to isI taraha calate haiM phira unake yahA~ke annAhAra Adike grahaNa karanemeM kyA hAni hai ? to isake uttarameM itanA hI kahanA yogya hai ki binA kisI kAraNake isa paddhatiko badalanA yogya nahIM jAna par3atA; kyoMki yaha pravRtti phira isa upadezakA kAraNa bana jAyagI ki una varNoMke sAtha bhI khAna-pAna meM koI hAni nahIM hai jinakA isa samaya hamAre sAtha samAgama nahI ho rahA hai yA jo prasaMga par3ane para hamArI rIti-bhA~ti ke anusAra hI calate haiM / yaha ThIka hai ki luhANAke gharakA annAhAra karanese varNAzrama naSTa nahIM ho jAtA; parantu musalamAnake yahA~ to annAhAra karanese usakI vizeSa hAni honA saMbhava hai; aura vaha varNAzrama dharmakI maryAdAke lopa karaneke jaisA hI aparAdha hai / hA~, yaha ho sakatA hai ki aisI pravRtti karane meM rasanendriyakI lubdhatA na hokara lokopakAra Adi kAraNa ho; parantu to bhI yaha bahuta saMbhava hai ki anya loga hamAre matalabako na samajha kara usakA anukaraNa karane lageMge / aura isakA pariNAma yaha hogA ki unakI pravRtti abhakSabhakSaNakI ora ho jAyagI aura usakA kAraNa hamArA yaha AcaraNa hI kahA jAyagA / ataeva yahI acchA hai ki aisI pravRtti na kI jAya arthAt musalamAna Adi jAtiyoMke gharakA annAdikA AhAra karanA ucita nahIM hai / tumhArI vRttiyoMko dekha kara isI prakArakA vizvAsa hotA hai; parantu yahI vRtti yadi isase utaratI huI ho to vaha abhakSa AhArAdike

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116 zrImad rAjacandra yogase prAyaH usI rAste para jAne laga jAyagI jo isake lie ahita mArga | ataeva aisA hI vicAra karanA cAhie jisase aise maukoMse dUra rahA jA sake / dayA ke prati adhika sahAnubhUti rakhanA ho to jahA~ hiMsAke sthAna haiM, tathA isa prakArakI vastuyeM jahA~ kharIdI becI jAtI haiM vahA~ rahane tathA Ane-jAnekA avasara na Ane denA cAhie; nahIM to dayAke prati jaisI cAhie vaisI sahAnubhUti nahIM raha sktii| isI prakAra abhakSakI ora apanI vRttiko na jAne dene ke lie aura isa mArgakI unnatiko anumodana na deneke lie abhakSa bhakSaNa karanevAle ke sAtha bhI AhArA - dikA sambandha na rakhanA cAhie / jJAna- dRSTise dekhane para jAti AdikI koI vizeSatA nahIM dikhAI par3atI; parantu bhakSyAbhakSyakA to vahA~ bhI vicAra karanA hI kartavya hai / aura mukhyatAse isI lie yaha vRtti rakhanA uttama hai / kitane hI kArya aise hote haiM ki unameM pratyakSa doSa nahIM hotA athavA unase koI doSa utpanna bhI nahIM hotA; parantu unake sahAre anya doSa rahate haiM, ataeva vicArazIloMko unakI ora bhI lakSya rakhanA ucita hai / yaha bhI nizcaya nahIM mAnA jA sakatA ki naiTAlake logoMke upakArArtha tumhArI kabhI aisI pravRtti hotI hogI; kyoMki yaha to taba mAnA jA sakatA hai jaba dUsarI jagaha aisI pravRtti karanemeM koI rukAvaTa ho aura use tuma na kara sako / aura yaha jAna par3atA hai ki tumhAre ina vicAroMmeM bhI pharka par3atA jAtA hogA ki una logoMke upakArArtha aisI pravRtti karanI hI

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paricaya / cAhie / tumhArI sadvRttiyoM para vizvAsa hai, ataeva isa viSayameM adhika likhanA yogya nahIM jAna par3atA / antameM kahanA yaha hai ki jisa prakAra sadAcAra aura sadvicAroMkA pAlana kiyA jA sake usI prakAra pravRtti karanI yogya hai| dUsarI nIcI jAti tathA musalamAnAdike yahA~ kabhI koI nimaMtraNakA maukA Ave aura annAhArakI jagaha na pakAyA huA phalAhAra karane para una logoMkA upakAra saMbhava ho to vaisA karanA acchA hai|" saM0 1952, ku~vAra vidI 3, ) ____ shukrvaar-aannNd| aba antameM isa viSayako samApta karaneke pahale tIna zreNIke logoMkA dhyAna khAsa karake isa viSayakI ora AkarSita kiyA jAtA hai| sabase pahale bhAratavAsiyoMkA lakSya isa ora khIMcA jAtA hai / unheM socanA cAhie ki eka unnIsa varSakI avasthAvAle jisa vyaktike sambandhameM yaha likhA gayA hai ki "aisI mahAn zaktikA dhAraka yadi yUrapa yA amerikAmeM hotA to vaha bar3I mAna-maryAdA lAbha karatA, aizvarya-vaibhava prApta karatA; aura isI prakAra sarakAra aura prajA aise vyaktiko utsAhita kara eka ucca pratiSThAke Asana para virAjamAna krtii|"-tb kyA bhAratavAsiyoMko duniyAke sAmane yaha bAta prakaTa kara abhimAna nahIM karanA cAhie ki

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zrImad rAjacandra bhAratavarSameM jo pahale asAdhAraNa zaktike dhAraka mAhAtmA-gaNa ho gaye haiM unhIMke pratyakSa udAharaNa-svarUpa zrImad rAjacaMdra haiM / zrImad rAjacaMdrakI zAsanake punaruddhAra-sambandhI jo mahattvAkAMkSA thI use pUrNa hue binA hI ve mAtra battIsa varSakI avasthAmeM svargavAsI ho gaye / usa samaya unakA jo vRttAnta pragaTa kiyA gayA thA usakA bahuta hI saMkSipta sAra mRtyu-samAcArake rUpameM unake snehiyoMne a~garejIke prasiddha patra 'pAyoniyara meM prakAzita honeke lie bhejA thaa| use dekha kara 'pAyoniyara ke khAmIke hRdayameM zrImad rAjacaMdrake prati bahuta hI Adara buddhi huI; aura yahI kAraNa thA ki usa lekhako unhoMne 'Ajake bhAratIya' zIrSaka dekara agralekhake rUpameM prakAzita kiyaa| isa zIrSakake denese unakA yaha hetu ho sakatA hai ki ve apane pAThakoMko yaha bAta batalAnA cAhate the ki isa jamAnemeM bhI aise zaktizAlI puruSa hote haiN| eka choTese lekhase videziyoMko jaba itanA abhimAna huA taba bhAratavAsiyoMko-jo ki unake viSayameM bahuta kucha jAnate haiM tathA jinhoMne unake vicAroMkA pUrNa abhyAsa-parizIlana kiyA haiisake lie unheM kitanA abhimAna karanA cAhie ki aise puruSa unake dezameM utpanna hote haiN| isake bAda Atma-vAdiyoMko zrImad rAjacaMdrake prati abhimAna honA caahie| kyA eka bhArIse bhArI nAstika yA sAinTisTa isa bAtakA khulAsA kara sakate haiM ki aisI zaktiyA~ kaba aura kisa prakAra zrImad rAjacaMdrako prApta huI ? vizvAsa hai ki ve isa viSayakA khulAsA karanemeM saphalatA lAbha

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paricaya / nahIM kara skeNge| isa viSayameM yadi saphalatA lAbha kara sakate haiM to ve sirpha AtmavAdI loga hI haiN| kAraNa AtmavAdI AtmAko nitya mAnate haiN| taba kyA yaha ayogya kahA jAyagA ki AtmA nitya hai, aura isa AtmavAdako siddha karaneke lie zrImad rAjacaMdra pratyakSa udAharaNa the ? aura yadi yaha kahanA ayogya nahIM hai to yaha kahanA kyA yogya nahIM hai ki AtmavAdiyoMko zrImad rAjacaMdrake prati abhimAna honA caahie| __ AtmavAdiyoMke bAda jainiyoMkA nambara hai| aura saca pUcho to jainiyoMko isameM sabase adhika abhimAna karanekA kAraNa hai| ve apane anya ajaina bandhuoMko yaha bAta batalA sakate ki hamameM eka aise puruSa ho gaye haiM ki jinakI zaktiyoMko logoMne mahAn , camatkAra-pUrNa, adbhuta aura asAdhAraNa svIkAra kI hai| eka bar3ese bar3A nAstika jisa bhA~ti vicAra karatA hai usI prakarakI vicAra-paddhatise jinhoMne chahoM darzanoMkA nirIkSaNa atyanta niSpakSa-buddhise aura jainamArgake prati kisI prakArakA bhI moha na batalA kara kiyA thA aura isake bAda hI jinapraNIta Atma-svarUpa aura vizva-vyavasthAkA svarUpa svIkAra kiyA thA / jainiyoMke lie zrImad rAjacaMdra jina-praNIta siddhAntakI puSTi karaneke lie eka bahuta hI uttama aura pratyakSa udAharaNa haiM / aura yadi aisA hai to isa viSayameM kyA jainiyoMko abhimAna na karanA cAhie ? pratyeka vicArazIla manuSya isa bAtako svIkAra kareMge ki isa jamAnemeM jainiyoMke lie apane mArgakI vizeSa dRr3hatA karanevAlA isakI apekSA anya kAraNa bhAgyase hI mila sakatA hai|

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120 zrImad rAjacandra parantu isa viSayameM a~garejIke prasiddha lekhaka barkakA kahanA hai ki abhI duniyA isa viSayake samajhaneke lie pacAsa varSa pIche hai| isa kAraNa yaha nahIM jAna par3atA ki jainasamAja zrImad rAjacaMdrakI zaktiko zIghra pahacAna skegaa| yaha dekhA jAtA hai ki samAja meM jaba koI aisA asAdhAraNa puruSa utpanna hotA hai aura vaha apane vicAroMko samAjake sAmane vizeSa vicArazIlatA aura svataMtratAke sAtha rakhatA hai to samAja una vicAroMko sahana nahIM krtaa| isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki use jAna par3atA hai vaha vyakti jo kucha kahatA hai usake vicAra usase bilakula jude haiM / parantu yadi aise loga yA samAja jarA vicAra-sahiSNutAke sAtha vicAra kareM to unheM jAna par3egA ki vaha vyakti unake vicAroMse bhinna kucha bhI nahIM kaha rahA hai| kintu vaha isa bAtake lie prayatna karatA hai ki unake vicAroMkI uttamatA loga kisa taraha smjheN| kauna kaha sakatA hai ki samAjameM aisI buddhi kaba utpanna hogI jaba usameM rUr3hi-baddha vicAroMkI jagaha svataMtra para pavitra vicAra-vAtAvaraNa phailegaa| isa viSayako samApta karate hue eka antima bAta aura kahanI Avazyaka hai, jisase pAThaka zrImad rAjacaMdrake Atma-balakA kucha patA pA skeNge| jaba ve pUrNa nIroga the taba unakA bajana 132 pauMDa thaa| bAda vaha ghaTate ghaTate phira mAtra 43-44 pauMDa raha gayA thaa| unakI Ayu jaba mAtra 11 dina kI raha gaI thI taba unhoMne jinamArgake svarUpa-varNanameM eka kavitA likhI thii| mRtyu-zayyA para par3e hue isa prakArakI kavitA

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paricaya / 121 karanA sacamuca binA Atma-balake kaThina hai| usa kavitAkA bhAva yogIjana jisa ananta Atma-svarUpake prAptikI icchA karate haiM vaha mUla, zuddha Atmapada sayogI jinakA svarUpa hai| _ "vaha Atma-svarUpa agamya hai, usakI prAptikA avalambana-AdhArajina-svarUpake dvArA dikhalAyA gayA hai|" "jinapada aura nijapadameM kucha bheda-bhAva nahIM hai, usakI ora lakSya dilAneke lie yaha saba zAstroMkI racanA huI hai|" "jinasiddhAnta ati durgama hai, bar3e bar3e buddhimAn puruSa bhI usakI taha taka pahu~canemeM hAra mAna jAte haiM / vahI zrIsadguruke sahArese ati sugama aura sukha-rUpa ho jAtA hai| "atizaya bhakti-pUrvaka jinacaraNoMkI sevA, saMyama-pUrvaka muni-janoMke samAgamameM atyanta prema, unake guNoMmeM atyadhika Ananda, AtmAmeM upayoga, tathA jainasiddhAntakI prApti ye saba guNa sadguruke dvArA prApta hote haiN| 'bindumeM samudra samAjAnekI bhA~ti caudaha-pUrvakI prAptikA udAharaNa hai| "jisakI buddhikI pravRtti viSaya-sambandhI vikAroMse yukta hai, aura jisake pariNAma viSama hai usake lie yoga-dhAraNa kisI kAmakA nhiiN| "aura jisane viSayoMkI mandatA, saralatA, jinAjJAkA pAlana tathA

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122 zrImad rAjacandra karuNA- komalatA Adi guNa rUpa prathama bhUmikA dhAraNa kara zabdAdi viSayoMko roka diyA hai, jise saMyamake sAdhanameM prema haiM aura saMsAra jise priya nahIM lagatA vaha mahAbhAga manuSya madhyama - pAtra hai / "aura jise jInekI tRSNA nahIM aura mRtyukA kSobha nahIM vaha AtmamArga-pathika mahA-pAtra hai; aura vahI parama yogI aura jita - lobhI hai / jisa bhA~ti sira para sUrya ke Anese chAyA manuSya meM hI samA jAtI hai usI bhA~ti Atma-svabhAvameM Ane para mana bhI AtmAmeM hI samA jAtA hai / "yaha sArA saMsAra moha-vikalpase utpanna hotA hai; aura antardRSTi se dekhane para ise naSTa hote bhI vilamba nahIM lagatA / "jo sukhakA dhAma hai, santa jana jise cAhate haiM, aura dinarAta usIke dhyAnameM lIna rahate haiM, jo atyanta zAnta-svarUpa aura ananta sudhAmaya hai usa padako - AtmAko - merA praNAma hai / vaha pada sadA jayavaMta rahe / " aba zrImad rAjacaMdrake AdhyAtmika jIvanake sambandhameM kucha vizeSa kahanA nahIM haiN| sirpha eka bAta aura kahanekI hai; aura vaha yaha hai ki prAraMbha meM yaha kahA jA cukA hai ki unakA jIvana isa prakArakA hai ki vaha cAhe jitane sAde rUpa meM citrita kiyA jAye taba bhI kucha logoM ko usameM atizayokti jAna par3egI aura jina logoMko zrImad rAjacaMdrake samAgamakA lAbha prApta huA hai unameM inakI zakti tathA dazAke sambandhameM ulaTI Adara-buddhi paidA hogI / balki unake lie

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paricaya / 12 to zrImad rAjacaMdrake sambandhameM jo kucha bhI kahA gayA hai vaha aisA hai jaisA eka gUMgA apaneko Aye hue khamakA hAla na kaha sake aura isase sunanevAloMko duHkha ho / aba taka zrImad rAjacaMdrake sambandhameM jo kucha kahA gayA hai saMbhava hai jo loga zrImad rAjacaMdrase paricita nahIM hai unheM yaha kahanA kucha atizayoktiko liye jAna par3e; parantu yadi unheM inakA paricaya huA hotA to ve yaha kahane lagate ki zrImad rAjacaMdrakI zakti aura dazAke sambandhameM jo kucha kahA gayA kahA gayA hai vaha jagatke bhayase bahuta hI thor3emeM kahA gayA hai aura usameM unake vicAroMkI pUrNa svataMtratA dikhalAI nahIM gaI hai| donoM pakSake loga jo kucha bhI kaheM; parantu lekhakane unake isa kahanekI paravA na kara itane hI kahanekA prayatna kiyA hai ki jitanA use vartamAna deza-kAlake anukUla aura samAjake liye kalyANakArI jAna par3A hai| OM zAntiH OM zAntiH

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta aatmsiddhi| mNgl| je kharUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo duHkha anaMta / samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta // 1 // yatsvarUpamavijJAya prAptaM duHkhamanantakam / tatpadaM jJApitaM yena tasmai sadgurave nmH||1|| arthAt-jisa Atma-svarUpake samajhe binA jo maiMne bhUta-kAlameM ananta duHkha bhoge haiM usa svarUpakA jinane mujhe jJAna karAyA arthAt bhaviSyakAlameM jina duHkhoMko maiM prApta karatA unakA mUla jinane naSTa kara diyA una sadguru prabhuko merA namaskAra hai| vartamAna A kALamAM, mokSamArga bahu lopa / vicAravA AtmArthIne, bhAkhyo atra agopya // 2 // vartamAne kalau prAyo mokSamArgasya luptatA / so'trA'to bhASyate spaSTamAtmArthinAM vicAraNe // 2 // arthAt--isa vartamAna kAlameM mokSa-mArgakA bahuta hI lopa ho gayA hai, usI mArgakA guru-ziSyake saMvAda-rUpase yahA~ svarUpa kahA jAtA hai|

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItakoi kriyAjaDa thai rahyA, zuSka jJAnamAM koi / mAne mAraga mokSano, karuNA upaje joi // 3 // kecit kriyAjaDA jAtAH kecid jJAnajaDA jnaaH| manvate mokSamArga taM dRSTvA'nukampate mnH||3|| arthAt-kitane kevala kriyA-kAMDameM hI laga rahe haiM aura kitane kevala zuSka-jJAnameM / aura aise loga mokSa-mArgakA svarUpa bhI aisA hI mAnate haiN| aise logoMko dekha kara dayA AtI hai| _ samarthana---jo loga apanA mata-pakSa chor3a kara sadguruke caraNoMkI sevA karate haiM ve padArthake svarUpako jAna pAte haiM aura nija-padakI AtmasvarUpakI-ora lakSa dete haiM / arthAt bahutase loga jo kevala jar3a kriyAoMmeM hI lage rahate haiM, isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki unhoMne una asadguruoMkA Azraya liyA hai jo Atma-jJAna aura usake sAdhanoMko jAnate nahIM haiM / ve kevala jar3a kriyAoM-kAyakleza-kA mArga jAnate haiM, aura unhIMmeM dUsare logoMko lagAte haiN| isa prakAra ve kula-dharmako dRr3ha karate rahate haiM; aura isI lie phira ina logoMke Azrita janoMko sadguruoMkA samAgama prApta karanekI icchA nahIM hotI; athavA kabhI samAgama mila bhI jAya to apane pakSakI dRr3ha vAsanA unheM sadupadezake sanmukha hone nahIM detii| pariNAma isakA yaha hotA hai ki unakA jar3a kriyAoMse chuTakArA nahIM ho pAtA aura na unheM paramArthakI prApti hotI hai / aura jo kevala zuSka-jJAnI haiM unhoMne bhI sadguruoMke caraNoMkA Azraya nahIM liyA; kintu kevala apanI buddhikI kalpanA para bharosA rakha AdhyAtmika grantha par3he haiM

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Atmasiddhi / bsm athavA apane jaise hI zuSka-jJAniyoMke pAsa aise hI granthoMko par3ha kara yA unake vacanoMkA suna kara apaneko jJAnI samajha liyA hai; aura jJAnI bananekA jo eka prakArakA abhimAna hai vaha unheM bar3A mIThA jAna par3atA hai aura yahI unakA pakSa par3a gayA hai| aise loga zAstroMmeM jo kisI vizeSa kAraNase dayA, dAna, ahiMsA aura pUjanakI samAnatA kahI gaI hai usakA vAstavika artha samajhe binA una bacanoMkA sahArA lekara unakA upayoga yA to apaneko jJAnI banAneke lie karate haiM yA becAre kSudra prANiyoMkA tiraskAra karaneke lie / bAhyakriyAmAM rAcatA, aMtarbheda na kAMi / jJAnamArga niSedhatA, teha kriyAjaDa AMhi // 4 // bAhyakriyAsamAsaktA vivekavikalA nraaH| jJAnamArga niSedhantaste'tra kriyAjaDA mtaaH||4|| arthAt yahA~ para 'kriyAjar3a' kahanese una logoMse matalaba hai ki jo kevala bAhya kriyAoMmeM hI raca-paca ho rahe haiM, Atma-svarUpako kucha nahIM jAnate aura jJAna-mArgakA niSedha karate haiN| baMdha, mokSa che kalpanA, bhAve vANImAMhi / varte mohAvezamAM, zuSkajJAnI te AMhi // 5 // 'kalpitau bandha-mokSau staH' iti vAg yasya kevalam / caritaM mohanApUrNa te'tra jJAnajaDA jnaaH||5|| arthAt --aura zuSka-jJAnI ve loga haiM jo kevala bacanoM dvArA bar3I

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta dRr3hatAke sAtha kahA karate haiM ki baMdha aura mokSa yaha mAtra kalpanA hai| parantu aisI dazA unakI abhI huI nahIM hai aura una para mohakA prabhAva khUba par3A huA hai| vairAgyAdi saphaLa to, jo saha AtamajJAna / tema ja AtamajJAnanI, prAptitaNAM nidAna // 6 // vairAgyAdi tadA'vandhyaM yadyAtmajJAnayogayuk / tathaiva hetustaccaiva vivekajJAnaprAptaye // 6 // arthAt-vairAgya, tyAga Adi jitanI kriyAyeM haiM ve tabhI saphala ho sakatI haiM jaba ki unake sAtha sAtha Atma-jJAna bhI ho-AtmajJAna hone para hI ye saba mokSakI kAraNa haiM / aura jahA~ Atma-jJAna na ho; parantu Atma-jJAnakI prApti ke lie ye kI jAtI hoM to vahA~ Atma-jJAna hIkI kAraNa haiN| ___ samarthana--tyAga, vairAgya, dayA Adi jo kriyAyeM haiM inakA antaraMga vRttise sambandha hai, isa kAraNa yadi ye Atma-jJAnake sAtha sAtha hoM to saphala hotI haiM-saMsArake kAraNako naSTa karatI haiM, athavA Atma-jJAnakI kAraNa haiN| matalaba yaha ki pahale isa guNake hone para hI AtmAmeM sadgurukA upadeza praviSTa ho sakatA hai| antaHkaraNa zuddha hue binA sadgurukA upadeza hRdayameM praviSTa nahIM ho sakatA / athavA yaha samajhanA cAhie ki ye vairAgyAdi Atma-jJAnakI prAptike sAdhana haiN| yahA~ jo kriyA-jar3a haiM unake lie yaha upadeza kiyA gayA hai ki kevala kAyakleza karanA AtmajJAnakI prAptikA kAraNa nahIM hai| kintu vairAgya Adi guNa Atma-jJAnakI

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Atmasiddhi / prAptike kAraNa haiM, isa lie tuma ina guNoMko-kriyAoMko-prApta karo; parantu dekho, kevala inhIMmeM na laga jAo / kAraNa Atma-jJAna ke binA ye bhI saMsArake kAraNoMko naSTa nahIM kara sakeMge / isa lie Atma-jJAnakI prAptike nimitta tuma ina vairAgya Adi guNoMko dhAraNa karo / aura kevala kAyaklezameM, jisameM ki kaSAyeM kSINa nahIM kI jA sakeM, mokSakA durAgraha na karo - samajho ki Atma-jJAnake binA kevala kAyakleza kadApi mokSakA kAraNa nahIM ho sakatA / yaha kriyA - jar3oM ke lie upadeza hai / aura jo zuSka- jJAnI tyAga - vairAgya Adise rahita haiM, mAtra vacanoM dvArA kahane ke lie jJAnI haiM unake lie yaha kahanA hai ki vairAgya Adi sAdhana Atma-jJAnakI prAptike kAraNa haiM; kyoMki kAraNake binA kAryakI utpatti nahIM hotii| jarA soco ki jaba tumane vairAgya Adi hI prApta nahIM kara pAyA taba tuma Atma-jJAna kahA~se prApta kara sakate ho ? saMsArake prati udAsInatA, dehAdikameM mUrcchA - mamatva kA kama honA, bhogoMmeM AsaktikA na honA tathA mAna AdikA atyanta maMdapanA honA Adi guNoMke binA Atma-jJAnakA kucha pariNAma nahIM hotA / aura Atma-jJAna honepara ye hI guNa atyanta dRr3ha ho jAte haiM; kyoMki ina guNoMke dhAraNA karanevAleko Atma-jJAna-rUpa mUla prApta ho jAtA hai / aura isake viparIta Atma-jJAna na hone parabhI tuma yaha mAnate ho ki hameM Atma-jJAna hai; kintu tumhAre AtmAmeM to viSaya-bhogAdikakI lAlasA-rUpI Aga jalatI rahatI hai, pUjA - satkArAdikakI bAra-bAra icchA jAgrata hotI rahatI hai; aura jarA hI asAtA kA udaya Ane para vipatti ke samaya bahuta hI ghabarAhaTa paidA ho jAtI hai / usa samaya yaha kyoM dhyAnameM nahIM AtA ki ye Atma-jJAna ke

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6 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta cihna nahIM haiM / usa samaya yaha bAta jo samajhameM nahIM AtI ki maiM kevala mAna AdikI icchAse Atma-jJAnI kahalA rahA hU~, ise hI samajhane kA tuma yatna karo; aura vairAgyAdi sAdhanoMko pahale AtmAmeM utpanna karo ki jisase Atma-jJAnakI sanmukhatA lAbha kara sako / tyAga, virAga na cittamAM, thAya na tene jJAna / aTake tyAga virAgamAM, to bhUle nijabhAna // 7 // yasya citte na tyAgAdi na hi sa jJAnavAn bhavet / ye tu tyAgAdisaMsaktA nijatAM vismaranti te // 7 // arthAt -- jisake cittameM tyAga aura vairAgya Adi sAdhana utpanna na hue hoM use Atma-jJAna nahIM ho sakatA; aura jo kevala tyAga - vairAgyAdimeM hI lagA raha kara Atma-jJAnakI icchA nahIM karatA use apanA bhAna nahIM rahatA / tAtparya yaha ki usake tyAga - vairAgya ajJAna pUrvaka hone ke kAraNa vaha pUjA satkAra, mAna-maryAdA Adise parAjita hokara AtmArthako bhulA baiThatA hai / samarthana -- jisake antaraMga meM tyAga - vairAgya Adi guNa utpanna nahIM hue usa prANIko Atma-jJAna nahIM ho sakatA; kyoMki malina antaraMgadarpaNameM AtmopadezakA pratibimba par3anA asaMbhava hai / isI prakAra jo kevala tyAga - vairAgyameM hI rata hokara apaneko kRtArtha samajha lete haiM ve bhI apane AtmAkA bhAna bhUla jAte haiM / arthAt unameM Atma-jJAna na honese ajJAna unakA sAthI rahatA hai; aura jisase ki unakI saMyamAdimeM pravRtti tyAga - vairAgyAdikA mAna utpanna karanekA kAraNa bana jAtI hai / usase 1

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aatmsiddhi| phira saMsArakA uccheda nahIM ho sktaa| ve phira saMsArameM hI phaMse raha jAte haiM-Atma-jJAna prApta nahIM kara pAte / isa prakAra sAdhana-kriyA aura jisase ina sAdhanoMkI saphalatA ho sakatI hai usa Atma-jJAnakA 'kriyAjar3oM' ko upadeza kiyA; aura jo zuSkajJAnI haiM unhe tyAga-vairAgya Adi sAdhanoMkA upadeza kara yaha preraNA kI ki vacana-rUpa jJAna-mAtrase Atma-kalyANa nahIM ho sktaa| jyAM jyAM je je yogya che, tahAM samajavU teha / tyAM tyAM te te Acare, AtmArthI jana eha / / 8 // yad yatra vartate yogyaM tad jJeyaM tatra yogataH / tat tathaiva samAcaryametadAtmArthilakSaNam // 8 // arthAt-AtmArthI-apanA kalyANa cAhanevAle puruSoMkA yaha lakSaNe hai ki jahA~ jahA~ jo jo bAteM yogya jAna par3e unheM ve samajheM aura AcaraNa kreN| samarthana-jisa jagaha jo bAteM yogya hoM unake samajhanekA yatna karanA AtmArthIko ucita hai arthAt jahA~ tyAga-vairAgya Adi yogya hoM vahA~ unheM aura jahA~ Atma-jJAna yogya ho vahA~ Atma-jJAnako samajhanA cAhie / matalaba yaha ki jahA~ jisakI jarUrata ho vahA~ use samajha kara usIke anusAra jo apanI pravRtti karate haiM ve AtmArthI jana haiN| Atma-kalyANakI kAmanA karanevAle puruSoMke ye lakSaNa haiM / isakA paryavasAna yaha huA ki jo matako cAhatA hai yA mAna-maryAdAkA icchuka hai vaha yogya mArgako grahaNa nahIM kara sakatA / athavA jina logoMne kevala kriyAoMmeM durAgraha grahaNa kara rakkhA hai yA kevala

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zrImada rAjacandrapraNIta zuSka- jJAnake abhimAna meM hI apaneko jJAnI samajha liyA hai ve vairAgya Adi sAdhana yA Atma-jJAnako grahaNa nahIM kara skte| jo sacce AtmArthI hote haiM unheM jahA~ jahA~ jo jo bAteM yogya jAna par3atI haiM unako ve karate haiM aura jo jo samajhane yogya jAna par3atA hai use samajhate haiM / athavA ve loga AtmArthI haiM jo jahA~ jahA~ jo jo samajhane yogya hotA hai use samajhate haiM aura jo AcaraNa-yogya jAna par3atA hai use AcaraNa karate haiM / yahA~ 'samajhanA' aura 'AcaraNa karanA' ye do sAmAnya pada haiM, para vibhAga rUpameM inake kahanekA matalaba yaha hai ki jahA~ jahA~ samajhanA ucita jAna par3atA hai use samajhane kI aura jahA~ AcaraNa karanA ucita jAna par3atA hai vahA~ AcaraNa karanekI jinakI icchA rahatI hai ve bhI AtmArthI kahalAte haiM / seve sadgurucaraNane, tyAgI dai nijapakSa / pAme te paramArthane, nijapadano le lakSa // 9 // yaH zrayet sadguroH pAdAn svAgrahatyAgapUrvakam / prApnuyAt paramaM tattvaM jAnIyAd nijatAM dhruvam // 9 arthAt -- jo apanA pakSa chor3a kara sadguruke caraNoMkI sevA karate haiM ve paramArthako prApta hote haiM aura Atma svarUpakA unheM bhAna hotA hai / AtmajJAna, samadarzitA, vicare udayaprayoga / apUrvavANI, paramazruta, sadgurulakSaNa yogya // 10 // AtmajJAnI samAnekSI udayAd gatiyogavAn / apUrvavaktA sadjJAnI sadgurureSa ucyate // 10 //

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aatmsiddhi| arthAt jo Atma-jJAnameM sthita haiM, para-bhAvakI icchAse jo rahita haiMpara vastuoMmeM jinakI Asakti yA moha nahIM hai, zatru-mitra, harSa-zoka, namaskAra-tiraskAra AdimeM jinake samAna bhAva haiM, kevala pUrva-kRta karmoMke kAraNa jinakI AhAra-vihAra AdimeM icchA hotI hai, jinakI vacanazailI ajJAniyoMse pratyakSa bhinna hotI hai aura jo chahoM darzanake Azayako acchI taraha samajhe hue hote haiM ve sacce sadguru haiM yA sadguruke ye lakSaNa haiN| pratyakSasadguru sama nahIM, parokSa jinaupakAra / evo lakSa thayA vinA, uge na AtmavicAra // 11 // pratyakSasadgurutulyA parokSopakRtirna hi| akRtvaitAdRzaM lakSyaM nodgacchedAtmacAraNam // 11 // arthAt-jaba taka jIvakA lakSa pUrva-kAlameM hue jina bhagavAnakI bAtoM para hI rahatA hai aura vaha unhIMkA upakAra gAyA karatA hai| parantu jina sadguruke samAgamase pratyakSa Atma-bhrAntikA samAdhAna ho sakatA hai unameM; parokSa jinabhagavAnake vacanoMkI apekSA adhika upakAra samAyA huA hai isa bAtako jo nahIM jAnatA taba taka use Atma-vicAra utpanna nahIM hotaa| sadgurunA upadeza vaNa, samajAya na jinruup| samajyA vaNa upakAra zo ? samajye jinakharUpa12

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10 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta vinA sadguruvAcaM hi jJAyate na jinAtmatA / jJAne tu sulabhA saivA'jJAne upakRtiH katham ? // 12 // arthAt sadguruke upadeza binA jina bhagavAnakA svarUpa nahIM samajhA jA sakatA; aura unake svarUpako samajhe binA AtmAkA upakAra nahIM hoM sakatA / jo sadgurukA upadeza kiyA jina bhagavAnakA svarUpa samajhameM Ave tabhI samajhanevAlekA AtmA pariNAmameM jina sadRza dazAko prApta ho sakatA hai / AtmAdi astitvanA, jeha nirUpaka zAstra / pratyakSa sadguru-yoga nahIM, tyAM AdhAra supAtra // 13 // yatra pratyakSatA nAsti sadgurutAtapAdIyA / satpAtre zaraNaM zAstraM tatrAtmAdinirUpakam // 13 // arthAt -- jo jinAgama Adi AtmA tathA paralokAdikake astittvakA upadeza karanevAle haiM ve bhI jahA~ sadgurukA samAgama nahIM hotA vahA~ supAtra - bhavya - prANiko AdhAra - rUpa haiM; parantu sadguruke sadRza bhrAMtike nAza karanevAle ve nahIM kahe jA sakate / - athavA sadgurue kahyAM, je avagAhana kAja / te te nitya vicAravAM, karI matAMtara tyAja // 14 // sadguruNA'thavA proktaM yad yadAtmahitAya tat / nityaM vicAryatAmantastyaktvA pakSa - matAntaram // 14 // arthAta- athavA jo sadgurune una zAstroMke par3hanekI AjJA dI ho to

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aatmsiddhi| mata-pakSako-kuladharmake puSTa karane Adi-rUpa bhrAMtiko chor3a kara kevala Atma-hitake lie unheM par3hanA caahie| roke jIva khachaMda to, pAme avazya mokSa / pAmyA ema anaMta che, bhAkhyuM jina nirdoSa // 15 // rundhIta jIvaH svAtantryaM prApnuyAnmuktimeva tu| evamanantAH saMprAptA uktametajinezvaraiH // 15 // arthAt-AtmA anAdikAlase apanI samajhako acchA jAna kara apanI hI icchAke anusAra calatA A rahA hai| isa calaneko 'svacchandatA' kahate haiN| yadi vaha isa svacchandatAke rokanekA yatna kare to avazya mokSako prApta ho sakatA hai / aura vItarAga jina prabhune, jinameM rAga-dveSaajJAna Adi eka bhI doSakA nAma-nizAna nahIM hai, yaha kahA hai ki bhUta-kAlameM isI mArgase ananta jIva mokSako prApta hue haiN| pralakSa sadguruyogathI, khachaMd te rokaay| anya upAya ko thakI, prAye bamaNo thAya // 16 // pratyakSasadguruyogAt svAtantryaM rudhyate takat / anyaistu sAdhanopAyaiH prAyo dviguNameva syAt // 16 arthAt-khacchandatA sadguruke samAgamase rokI jAtI hai aura apanI icchAke anusAra calanese to vaha bahutase upAya karane para bhI ulTI dugunI bar3ha jAtI hai|

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta svachaMda, mata Agraha tajI, vartte sadgurulakSa | samakita tene bhAkhiyuM, kAraNa gaNI pratyakSa // 17 // 12 vartanaM sadgurulakSye tyaktvA svAtantryamAtmanaH / matAgrahaM ca samyaktvamuktaM pratyakSakAraNAt // 17 // " arthAt-svacchandatA tathA apane matakA Agraha chor3a kara jo sadguruke upadezake anusAra calate haiM usa pravRttiko samyaktvakA pratyakSa kAraNa gina kara hI vItarAga prabhune 'samyaktva ' kahA hai / mAnAdika zatru mahA, nijachaMde na marAya / jAtAM sadguruzaraNamAM, alpa prayAse jAya // 18 // svAtantryAnna hi hanyante mahAmAnAdizatravaH / sadguroH zaraNe prApte nAzasteSAM susAdhanaH // 18 // arthAt - mAna aura pUjA - satkArAdikA lobha Adi ( AtmAke ) bar3e bhArI zatru haiN| apanI samajhake anusAra calanese ye naSTa nahIM ho sakate; aura sadgurukI zaraNa jAnese sAdhAraNa prayatna se hI naSTa ho jAte haiM / ja sadguruupadezathI, pAmyo kevaLajJAna / guru rahyA chadmastha paNa, vinaya kare bhagavAna // 19 // yatsadgurUpadeze yaH prApad jJAnamapazcimam / chAdmasthye'pi gurostasya vaiyAvRttyaM karoti saH // 19 arthAt -- jo sadguruke upadeza se svayaM to kevalajJAnako prApta ho gaye

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aatmsiddhi| aura unake guru aba taka chadmastha-alpajJAnI-hI haiM to bhI jo kevalajJAnI hue haiM ve apane chadmastha gurukI vaiyAvRtya-sevA-suzrUSA-karate haiN| evo mArga vinayataNo, bhAkhyo zrIvItarAga / mULa hetu e mArgano, samaje koi subhAgya // 20 // vinayasyedRzo mArgo bhASitaH shriijineshvraiH| etanmArgasya mUlaM tu kazcijAnAti bhAgyavAn // 20 // arthAt-jina bhagavAnane vinayakA mArga ukta prakAra kahA hai| isa mArgake mUla kAraNa AtmAkA isake dvArA kyA upakAra hotA hai, isa bAtako koI hI bhAgyazAlI--buddhimAna-athavA ArAdhaka jIva samajha pAtA hai| asadguru e vinayano, lAbha lahe jo kaaNi| mahAmohanIyakarmathI, vuDe bhavajaLa mAMhi // 21 // yadyasadgururetasya kiJcillAbhaM labheta tu / mahAmohavazAnmajed bhavAmbhodhau bhayaMkare // 21 // arthAt--Upara jo vinayakA mArga batalAyA gayA hai use apane ziSyoMke dvArA karAnekI icchA karake-apanA vaiyAvRtya karAnekI icchAse koI kuguru apanemeM sugurukI kalpanA kare to samajhanA cAhie ki vaha tIvra mohanIya karmakA bandha kara bhava-sAgarameM DUbanA cAhatA hai| hoya mumukSu jIva te, samaje eha vicAra / hoya matArthI jIva te, avaLo le nirdhAra // 22 //

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItamumukSuryadi jIvaH syAjAnAtImAM vicAraNAm / matArthI yadi jIvaH syAjjAnIyAd vipriittaam|| arthAt--jo jIva mokSakA icchuka hotA hai vaha to isa vinaya-mArgakA vicAra kara use samajha letA hai aura jo matAgrahI hotA hai vaha usakA ulTA nizcaya karatA hai| matalaba yaha ki isa vinaya-mArgakA upayoga yA to vaha ziSyAdike pAsase apanI sevA-suzrUSA karAne meM karatA hai yA kugurumeM sugurukA bhrama karake usakA upayoga karatA hai| hoya matArthI tehane, thAya na AtamalakSa / teha matArthIlakSaNo, ahIM kahyAM nirpakSa // 23 // matArthI puruSo yaH syAnnAtmAnveSI sa saMbhavet / tasyA'tra lakSaNaM proktaM pakSadoSavivarjitam // 23 // arthAt-jo matAgrahI hotA hai usakA Atma-jJAnakI ora lakSa nahIM rhtaa| aise hI matAgrahI logoM ke yahA~ para pakSapAta rahita lakSaNa kahe jAte haiN| bAhyatyAga paNa jJAna nahIM, te mAne guru satya / athavA nijakuLadharmanA, te gurumAM ja mamatva // 24 // jJAnahInaM guruM satyaM bAhyatyAgaparAyaNam / manyeta, vA mamatvaM vai kuladharmagurau dharet // 24 // arthAt-jo kevala bAhyase tyAgIsA dikhAI par3atA ho, para jise Atma-jJAna na ho, tathA antaraMga tyAga bhI na ho, aise guruko jo saccA

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Atmasiddhi / 15 guru samajhatA hai athavA apane kula - dharmake jaise taise gurumeM hI mamatva-bhAva rakhatA hai;-- je jinadehapramANane, samavasaraNAdi siddhi / varNana samaje jinnuM, roki rahe nijabuddhi // 25 // jinasya RddhiM dehAdimAnaM va jinavarNanam / manute, svIyabuddhiM yastatraivA'bhinivizate // 25 // arthAt - jo jina bhagavAnake zarIrAdike varNanako khAsa unhIM kA varNana samajhatA hai, aura unheM apane kula paramparAke deva hone ke kAraNa ahaMbhAva - rUpa kalpita rAga- vaza unake samavazaraNAdikA mAhAtmya gAtA raha kara usImeM apanI buddhiko roke rakhatA hai; arthAt jina bhagavAnakA jo jAnane yogya paramArthakA kAraNa antaraMga svarUpa hai use nahIM jAnatA hai aura na usake jAnane kA hI prayatna karatA hai tathA mAtra samavazaraNAdimeM hI jina bhagavAnakA svarUpa batalA kara apane matAgraha meM ( masta ) rahatA hai; . pratyakSa sadguruyogamAM, vartte dRSTi vimukha / asadgurune dRDha kare, nijamAnArthe mukhya // 26 // pratyakSasadguroryoge kuryAd dRSTivimukhatAm / yossadguruM dRDhIkuryAnnijamAnAya mukhyataH // 26 // arthAt ----kabhI pratyakSa sadgurukA yoga bhI mile to unakI durAgraha ke nAza karanevAlI vANIko suna kara usase ulTe calatA hai, arthAt unake

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16 zrImadU rAjacandrapraNIta hitakArI upadezako grahaNa nahIM karatA, aura svayaM sacce mumukSu bananeke abhimAnake lie kuguruke pAsa jAkara unake prati apanI bar3I dRr3hatA janAtA hai| devAdi gati bhaMgamAM, je samaje zrutajJAna / mAne nijamataveSano Agraha muktinidAna // 27 // devAdigatibhaGgeSu jAnIyAcchutajJAnatAm / manyate nijaveSaM yo muktimArgasya kAraNam // 27 // arthAt-narakAdi gatike 'bhaMga' (vikalpa) AdikA svarUpa jo kisI vizeSa paramArthake kAraNa kahA gayA hai usake matalabako na samajha kara usa bhaMgajAlako hI zrutajJAna samajhatA hai tathA apane matakA veSa dhAraNa karane meM hI muktikA kAraNa mAnatA hai; laghu kharUpa na vRtti, grayuM vrata abhimAna / grahe nahIM paramArthane, levA laukika mAna // 28 // aprApte lakSaNe vRttevRttimttvaabhimaanitaa| paramArthaM na vinded yo lokapUjArthamAtmanaH // 28 // arthAt-jo vRttikA ( tyAga-vRttikA yA vratakA ) svarUpa to samajhatA nahIM aura yaha abhimAna karatA hai ki maiM vratI hU~, aura kabhI paramArthake upadezakA yoga mila bhI jAya to saMsArameM apanI mAna-maryAdAke naSTa ho jAneke bhayase athavA yaha samajha kara, ki vaha pIchI na mila. sakegI, paramArthako grahaNa nahIM karatA:

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aatmsiddhi| athavA nizcayanaya Ahe mAtra zabdanI mAya / lope sadyavahArane, sAdhanarahita dhAya // 29 // yaH zuSkaH zabdamAtreNa manyeta nizcayaM nayam / sadvyavahAramAlumped gacchecca hetuhInatAm // 29 // arthAt--athavA jo 'samayasAra' yA 'yogavAsiSTha ke jaise granthoMkoM par3ha kara kevala kahane ( yA dikhAne ke ) lie nizcaya-nayako grahaNa karatA hai| parantu jisake antaraMgako vaha guNa chUbhI nahIM jAtA; aura sadguru, sace zAstra tathA vairAgya-vivekAdi yathArtha vyavahArako naSTa karatA hai aura isI taraha apaneko jJAnI samajha kara sAdhana rahita AcaraNa karatA hai jJAnadazA pAmyo nahIM, sAdhanadazA na kaaNh| pAme tenI saMga je, te buDe bhavamAMhi // 30 // jJAnAvasthAM na yaH prAptastathA sAdhanasazAm / kurvANastena saMgaM nA buDet saMsArasAgare // 30 // arthAt- aisA jIva jJAna prApta nahIM kara sakatA aura isI prakAra vairAgyAdi sAdhanoMko prApta nahIM kara pAtA; aura isI kAraNa jo aise jIvoMkI saMgati karate haiM ve bhI bhavasAgarameM DUba jAte haiN| e paNa jIva matArthamA, nijamAnAdi kaaj| pAme nahIM paramArthane, anaadhikArImAMja // 31 //

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta matArthI jIva eSo'pi svIyamAnAdihetunA / prApnuyAnna paraM tttvmndhikaarikottigH||31|| arthAt -ye jIva bhI matake pakSapAtI haiN| kyoMki jisa prakAra Upara kahe hue jIvoMko kula-dharmAdikA pakSapAta hai usI prakAra ye jJAnI gine jAneke mAnakI icchAse apane zuSka matakA Agraha karate haiN| isa lie ye bhI paramArthako prApta nahIM ho sakate; aura isI kAraNa phira ye una anadhikArI jIvoMmeM gine jAne lagate haiM jinameM ki jJAnakA kucha pariNAma nahIM hotaa| nahIM kaSAya upazAMtatA, nahIM aMtarvairAgya / saraLapaNuM na madhyasthatA, e matArthI durbhAgya // 32 // kaSAyopazamo naiva nAntarviraktimat tathA / saralatvaM na mAdhyasthyaM tad daubhAgyaM matArthinaH // 32 arthAt jisakI krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha Adi kaSAyeM nahIM ghaTI haiM-manda nahIM par3I haiM, jisake antaraMgameM vairAgya utpanna nahIM huA hai, jisake AtmAmeM guNa grahaNa karane-rUpa saralatA nahIM hai, aura isI prakAra jisakI dRSTi satyAsatyakI tulanA karaneke lie pakSapAta rahita nahIM hai vaha mata-pakSapAtI jIva bar3A hI abhAgI hai| arthAt usakA bhAgya aisA nahIM jo janma-jarA-maraNakA nAza karanevAle mokSa-mArgako prApta kara ske| lakSaNa kahyAM matArthInAM, matArtha jAvA kAja / have kahuM AtmArthInAM, Atma-artha sukhasAja // 33 //

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aatmsiddhi| matArthilakSaNaM proktaM mtaarthtyaaghetve| AtmArthilakSaNaM vakSye'dhunA''tmasukhahetave // 33 // arthAt-isa prakAra matAgrahI jIvake lakSaNa kahe gaye / ye isa lie kahe gaye ki inheM samajha kara anya jana apanA matAgraha chor3a sakeM / aba AtmArthIke lakSaNa kahe jAte haiN| ye lakSaNa AtmAke lie avyAbAdhavighna-bAdhA-rahita-sukhake sAdhana haiN| AtmArthI manuSyake lakSaNa / AtmajJAna tyAM munipaNuM, te sAcA guru hoya / bAkI kulaguru kalpanA, AtmArthI jana joya // 34 // AtmajJAnaM bhaved yatra tatraiva gurutA RtA / kulaguroH kalpanA hyanyA evamAtmAthimAn naa|| 34 .. arthAt--jahA~ Atma-jJAna hotA hai vahA~ munipada hotA hai, Atma-jJAnake binA munipada kabhI nahIM ho sakatA / AcArAMga sUtrameM kahA hai ki "jaM saMmati pAsaha taM moNaMti pAsaha" arthAt jahA~ samyaktva-Atma-jJAna-hotA hai vahIM munipada hotA hai| matalaba yaha hai ki jinameM Atma-jJAna hotA hai ve hI sacce guru hote haiM; aura jo Atma-jJAnake na hone para bhI apane kulaguruko sadguru mAnanA hai yaha mAtra kalpanA hai| AtmArthI jAnatA hai ki isa kalpanA mAtrase saMsArakA nAza nahIM ho sktaa|

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta pratyakSa sadguru prAptino, gaNe parama upakAra / traNe yoga ekatvathI, varte AjJAdhAra // 35 // pratyakSasadguruprAptervindedupakRtiM parAm / 20 yogatrikena ekatvAd vartetA''jJAparo guroH // 35 // arthAt - AtmArthI jana sadguruke lAbhako bar3A bhArI upakAra samajhate haiM / isa lie ki jina bAtoMkA zAstrAdike dvArA samAdhAna nahIM ho sakatA, aura jo doSa sadgurukI AjJA pAle binA nahIM miTa sakate, sadguruke samAgamase una bAtoMkA (ThIka) samAdhAna ho jAtA hai aura ve doSa bhI miTa jAte haiM / isI lie AtmArthI jana pratyakSa sadguruke samAgamako bar3A bhArI upakAra mAnate haiM aura mana-vacana-kAyase unakI AjJAke anusAra calate haiM / eka hoya RNa kAlamAM, paramArthano paMtha / prere te paramArthane, te vyavahAra samaMta // 36 // triSu kAleSu ekaH syAt paramArthapatho dhruvam / prerayet paramArtha taM grAhyo vyavahAra AmataH // 36 // arthAt -- paramArtha-mArga- mokSa mArga - tInoM kAlameM eka hI hai; aura jisa vyavahArase yaha paramArtha siddha ho sake prApta kiyA jA sake vahI vyavahAra jIvoMko mAnanA cAhie; anya nahIM / ema vicArI aMtare, zodhe sadguruyoga / kAma eka AtmArthana, bIjo nahIM mana roga // 37 //

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Atmasiddhi / antarevaM samAlocya zodhayet sadguroryujim / kAryamAtmArthamekaM tad nAparA mAnasI rujA // 37 // arthAt - isa prakAra hRdayameM vicAra kara sadguruke samAgama ke lie yatna karanA cAhie; aura manameM kevala eka Atma-hitakI icchA honI cAhie - mAna-pUjAdika tathA riddhi-siddhi Adi kisI prakArakI icchA na honI cAhie - yaha roga hai isakA na honA hI acchA hai| kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSaabhilASa / bhave kheda, prANIdayA, tyAM AtmArthanivAsa // 38 // upazAntiH kaSAyANAM nirvANe kevalaM gRdhiH / bhave khedo dayA sattve tatrA''tmArthatvasaMgatiH // 38 // arthAt -- usa jIvameM Atma-hitakI sthiti ho sakatI hai ki jisakI kaSAyeM manda par3a gaI hoM, jise eka mokSa-padake sivA kisI anya padakI lAlasA na ho aura saMsAra para jise dayA ho / 31 dazA na evI jyAMsudhI, jIva lahe nahIM joga / mokSamArga pAme nahIM, maTe na aMtaraMga // 39 // etAdRzIM dazAM yAvad yogyAM jIvo labheta na 1 muktimArga na prApnoti tAvaccA'styAntarI rujA // 39 // arthAt jIva jaba taka isa prakArakI yogAvasthA prApta na karale taba taka use mokSa mArgakI prApti kabhI nahIM ho sakatI; aura Atma-nAnti-rUpa ananta duHkhakA kAraNa antaraMga roga bhI nahIM miTa sakatA /

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItaAve jyAM evI dazA, sadgurubodha suhAya / te bodhe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe sukhadAya // 40 // syAdIdRzI dazA yatra sadgurubodhapUrvikA / sadvicAraHtayA''vissyAt sukhado'duHkhado nRNAm arthAt--aisI avasthA hone para hI sadgurukA upadeza upayogI-kAryakArI ho sakatA hai aura isI upadezase parimANameM zreSTha vicAra karanekI yogyatA prakaTa hotI hai| jyAM pragaTe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe nijajJAna / je jJAne kSaya moha thai, pAme pada nirvANa // 41 // sadvicAro bhaved yatra tatrA''tmatvaprakAzanam / tena mohaM kSayaM nItvA prApnuyAnnivRtipadam // 41 // arthAt-aura jahA~ zreSTha vicAra karanekI yogyatA prakaTa hotI hai vahIM Atma-jJAna prakaTa hotA haiaura isI jJAnase AtmA mohanIya karmakA kSaya karake nirvANa lAbha karatA hai| upaje te suvicAraNA, mokSamArga samajAya / guru-ziSyasaMvAdathI, bhAr2yA SaTpad AMhi // 42 // saMbhavet sadvicAro yaiH sujJAnaM muktivama' ca / tAni vakSye padAni SaT saMvAde guru-ziSyayoH // 42 arthAt-jisase zreSTha vicAra karanekI yogyatA utpanna ho sake aura

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Atmasiddhi / 22 mokSa-mArga samajhameM A jAya vaha viSaya chaha padoM dvArA guru-ziSyake saMvAdarUpase kahA jAtA hai| 'AtmA che,' 'te nitya cha, 'che kA nijkrm| 'che bhoktA, vaLI 'mokSa che' 'mokSaupAya sudharma // 43 jIvo'sti sa ca nityo'sti kartA'sti nijkrmnnH| bhoktAsti ca punarmuktirmuktyupAyaH sudarzanam // 43 arthAt---'AtmA hai,' 'vaha nitya hai,' 'apane karmoMkA kartA haiM, karmoMkA bhoktA hai, usase mokSa hotA hai, aura vaha mokSakA upAya-rUpa saddharma hai| SaTsthAnaka saMkSepamAM, Sadarzana paNa teha / samajAvA paramArthane, kahyAM jJAnIe eha // 44 // SaTsthAnIyaM samAsena darzanAni SaDucyate / [SaDdarzanyapi ucyate ] proktA sA jJAnibhiAtuM paraM tattvaM dharAspRzAm // 44 arthAt-ye jo chaha sthAnaka yA chaha pada yahA~ saMkSepameM kahe gaye haiM vicAra karanese jAna par3egA ki chaha darzana bhI ye hI haiN| ina chahoM padoMko jJAnI janoMne paramArtha samajhAneke lie kahA hai|

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24 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta ziSyakI zaMkA | pahale sthAnakake sambandhameM ziSya kahatA hainathI dRSTimAM Avato, nathI jaNAtuM rUpa / bIjo paNa anubhava nahIM, tethI na jIvakharUpa // 45 adRzyatvAdarUpitvAjjIvo nAstyeva bhedabhAk / anubhUteragamyatvAnnRzaGgatyeva kevalam // 45 // [ nRzaGgatyeva bho guro ! ] arthAt -- jIva na dRSTimeM AtA hai, na usakA koI rUpa hI dikhAI detA hai, aura na isI prakArake anya anubhavoMse usakA jJAna hotA hai| isa lie jAna par3atA hai ki jIvakA koI kharUpa nahIM hai - jIva hI nahIM hai / athavA dehaja AtamA, athavA iMdriya prANa / mithyA jUdo mAnavo, nahIM jUnuM eMdhANa // 46 // deha eva vA jIvossti prANarUpo'thavA sa ca / indriyAtmA tathA manyo naivaM bhinno hyalakSaNaH // 46 arthAt athavA deha hI AtmA hai, indriyA~ hI AtmA hai, yA zvAsocAsa hI AtmA hai / matalaba yaha ki ye saba deha rUpa hI haiM / isa lie AtmAko inase judA mAnanA mithyA hai; kyoMki usake koI aise cihna nahIM dikhAI par3ate jisase ki vaha judA samajhA jAya /

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Atmasiddhi / 25 vaLI jo AtmA hoya to, jaNAya te nahIM kema ? jaNAya jo te hoya to; ghaTa paTa Adi jema // 47 // yadi syAd bhedavAn jIvo'nubhUyeta kathaM na hi ? | yadasti sakalaM tat tu jJAyate kaca kAcavat // 47 arthAt -- aura itane para bhI yaha AtmA judA mAnA jAya to phira vaha jAnanemeM kyoM nahIM AtA ? jisa bhA~ti ghaTa-paTa Adi padArtha haiM aura ve jAne jAte haiM usI bhA~ti yadi AtmA hai to vaha jAnanemeM kyoM nahIM AtA ? mATe che nahIM AtamA, mithyA mokSaupAya / e aMtarzakAtaNo, samajAvo sadupAya // 48 // are to naiva AtmAssti tato muktiprathA vRthA / enAmAbhyantarIM rekAmutkIlaya prabho ! prabho ! // 48 // arthAt - isa lie yahI kahanA cAhie ki AtmA hai hI nahIM, aura jaba AtmA nahIM hai taba usake lie mokSa prAptikA upAya karanA bhI niSphala hai / hRdayakI ina zaMkAoMke dUra karanekA koI uttama upAya ho to mujhe samajhAie - inakA samAdhAna ho sakatA ho to kRpA karake mujhe santuSTa kIjie / *

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26 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta - sadgurukA uttara / isa para sadgurune kahA, hA~, 'AtmA hai, ' aura vaha isa prakAra siddha ho sakatA hai bhAsyo dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA dehasamAna / paNa te banne bhinna che, pragaTalakSaNe bhAna // 49 // adhyAsAd bhAsitA deha - dehinoH samatA, na sA / tayordvayoH subhinnatvAlakSaNaiH prakaTairaho ! // 49 // arthAt - ajJAna ke kAraNa jo anAdi kAla se dehakA gAr3ha sambandha ho rahA hai usase tujhe AtmA dehake jaisA bhAsamAna ho rahA hai; parantu vAstavameM AtmA aura deha donoM hI jude jur3e haiM; kyoMki donoMke lakSaNa bhinna bhinna dikhAI par3ate haiN| bhAsyo dehAdhyAsathI, AtmA dehasamAna / paNa te banne bhinna che, jema asi ne myAna // 50 // adhyAsAd bhAsitA deha - dehinoH samatA, na sA / tayordvayoH subhinnatvAdasikozAyate dhruvam // 50 // arthAt-ajJAnake kAraNa jo anAdi kAlase dehakA gAr3ha sambandha ho rahA hai usase tujhe deha hI AtmAke jaisA bhAsamAna ho rahA hai; parantu

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Atmasiddhi / 27 jisa bhA~ti talavAra aura myAna eka myAna-rUpa jAna par3ane para bhI vAstameM donoM hI bhinna bhinna haiM usI bhA~ti AtmA aura deha bhinna bhinna haiM / je draSTA che dRSTino, je jANe che rUpa / abAdhya anubhava je rahe, te che jIvakharUpa // 51 // TeSTa yo vetti, rUpaM sarvaprakAragam / bhAtyavAdhyA'nubhUtiryA sA'sti jIvasvarUpikA 51 arthAt - A~kheM AtmAko nahIM dekha sakatIM; kintu AtmA hI A~khoMko dekhatA hai aura A~kheM kevala sthUla rUpako dekha sakatI haiM, kintu AtmA sthUla sUkSma Adi sabako jAnatA hai / isake sivA indriya-janya jJAnameM to anya kAraNoMse rukAvaTa A sakatI hai, parantu isake jJAnameM koI rukAvaTa nahIM pahu~cA sakatA / ataeva yahI jJAna yA anubhava AtmAkA svarUpa hai / che iMdriya pratyekane, nija nija viSayanuM jJAna / pAMca iMdrinA viSayanuM, paNa AtmAne bhAna // 52 // svasvaviSaye saMjJAnaM pratIndriyaM vibhAti bhoH ! / paraM tu teSAM sarveSAM jAgarti mAnamAtmani // 52 // arthAt jo kAnoMse sunA jAtA hai usakA jJAna kAnoMko hotA hai A~khoMko usakA jJAna nahIM hotA, isI prakAra A~khoMse dekhI huI vastuko kAna nahIM dekha sakate arthAt pratyeka indriyako apane hI apane viSayakA jJAna hotA hai, dUsarI indriyoMke viSayoMkA jJAna nahIM hotA; aura AtmAko to pA~coM hI indriyoMke viSayoMkA jJAna hotA hai / matalaba yaha ki

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28 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta pA~coM hI indriyoMke grahaNa kie hue viSayoMko jo jAnatA hai vahI AtmI hai / aura jo yaha kahA gayA hai ki AtmAke binA eka indriya eka eka viSayako grahaNa karatI hai vaha upacArase kahA hai / deha na jANe tehane, jANe na iMdri prANa / AtmAnI sattAvaDe, teha pravarte jANa // 53 // na tad jAnAti deho'yaM naiva prANo na cendriyam / sattA dehino dehe tatpravRttiM nibodha re ! // 53 // arthAt AtmAko na deha jAnatA hai, na indriyA~ jAnatI haiM aura zrAsocchvAsa hI jAnate haiM; kintu ye saba hI ulTe AtmA ke sahayoga se apanI apanI pravRtti kara rahe haiN| samajho ki AtmAkA yadi inako sahayoga na mile to ye jar3a hI bana raheM / sarva avasthAne viSe, nyAro sadA jaNAya / pragaTarUpa caitanyamaya, e eMdhANe sadAya // 54 // yosvasthAsu samastAsu jJAyate bhedabhAk sadA / cetanatAmayaH spaSTaH sa hyAtmA nAnyalakSaNaH // 54 // arthAt AtmA jAgrata, svama aura nidrAvasthA meM pravRtti karatA huA bhI ina avasthAoM se judA rahatA hai; aura inase bhinna dazAmeM usakA astittva banA rahatA hai / vaha ina avasthAoMkA jAnanevAlA prakaTa caitanya - svarUpa hai / matalaba yaha ki jAnanA usakA prakaTa svabhAva hai aura

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Atmasiddhi / 29 yaha cihna usameM sadA maujUda rahatA hai-- kisI samaya isa cihnakA usameM nAza nahIM hotA / ghaTa, paTa Adi jANa tu, tethI tene mAna / jANanAra te mAna nahIM, kahiye kebuM jJAna ? // 55 // ghaTAdisarva jAnAsi atastanmanyase zizo | taM na jAnAsi jJAtAraM tad jJAnaM brUhi kIdRzam // 55 arthAt - tU svayaM jina ghaTa-paTa Adi padArthoMko jAnatA hai terA vizvAsa hai ki ve haiM; parantu vAstavameM jo una ghaTapaTAdikA jAnanevAlA hai usa para terA vizvAsa nahIM, tere isa jJAnako kyA kahA jAya ? parama buddhi kRSa dehamAM, sthUla deha mati alpa | deha hoya jo AtamA, ghaTe na Ama vikalpa // 56 // kRze dehe ghanA buddhiraghanA sthUlavigrahe / syAd deho yadi Atmaiva naivaM tu ghaTanA bhavet // 56 arthAt - dubale-patale dehavAlekI buddhi atyanta tIkSNa, aura sthUla dehavAlekI buddhi sthUla dekhane meM AtI hai, so yadi deha hI AtmA hotA to isa prakArakA virodha dikhAI par3anekA maukA na AtA / jaDa cetanano bhinna che, kevaLa pragaTa khabhAva / ekapaNuM pAme nahIM, traNe kALa dvayabhAva // 57 // kevalaM bhinna evA'sti svabhAvo jaDa-jIvayoH / kadApi na tayoraikyaM dvaitaM kAlatrike tayoH // 57 //

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zrImada rAjacandrapraNIta arthAt jisa vastumeM kabhI jAnanekI zakti yA svabhAva nahIM hotA vaha jar3a hai aura jAnanA jisakA sadA svabhAva hai vaha caitanya hai| isa prakAra jar3a aura cetanya donoMkA bhinna bhinna svabhAva hai; aura vaha svabhAva kabhI eka na hogaa| donoMkI bhinnatA isa bAtase anubhavameM AtI hai ki tInoM kAlameM jar3a jar3a banA rahegA aura caitanya caitanya / samarthana-tIrthakara prabhukA kahanA hai ki saMsArameM logoMne jIvako cAhe jaisA kahA ho aura vaha cAhe jaisI sthitimeM ho usake sambandhameM hamArI udAsInatA hai| hamane to usakA jaisA nirAbAdha svarUpa jAna pAyA hai use usI prakAra prakaTa kiyA hai| hamane AtmAke jo lakSaNa kahe haiM ve saba prakAra nirAbAdha haiN| hamane use aisA hI jAnA hai, dekhA hai aura spaSTa anubhava kiyA hai / vAstavameM aisA hI AtmA hai| AtmAkA lakSaNa 'samatA hai| jo AtmAkI asaMkhya pradezAtmaka caitanya sthiti hai yahI sthiti isakI eka-do-tIna-cAra-daza-asaMkhyAta samaya pahale bhI thI, vartamAnameM hai aura bhaviSyameM bhI rhegii| kisI bhI kAlameM isake asaMkhyAta pradezatva, cetanatva, arUpitva Adi svabhAva na naSTa hoMge aura na kama hoNge| isa prakAra 'samatA' lakSaNa jisameM pAyA jAya vaha jIva yA AtmA hai| pazu-pakSI-manuSya Adike deha tathA vRkSAdimeM jo kucha ramaNIyatA dikhAI par3atI hai yA jisake dvArA inameM sphUrti AtI hai-ve sundara jAna par3ate haiM-vaha 'ramaNIyatA' jIvakA hI lakSaNa hai| isake binA sArA saMsAra zUnyake jaisA bhAsamAna hone lagatA hai / yaha 'ramyatA' jisameM ho yA jisameM yaha lakSaNa-rUpase ghaTa jAya vaha 'jIva' hai|

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aatmsiddhi| yaha kabhI saMbhava nahIM ki apane AtmAkI sahAyatAke binA koI kisI padArthako jAna sake / jAnaneke lie pahale apanA AtmA honA hI caahie| isake sivA jaba kisI padArthakA udAsIna bhAvase grahaNa yA tyAga kiyA jAtA hai taba usa tyAga-rUpa jJAnake lie bhI svayaM AtmA hI kAraNa hai| dUsare padArthakA grahaNa--thor3AsA bhI jJAna-tabhI ho sakatA hai jaba ki pahale AtmA vidyamAna hotA hai| isa prakAra saba kAryoM meM pahale jisakI maujUdagI rahatI hai vaha 'jIva' padArtha hai| use gauNa karake AtmAke binA kisI padArthakA jAnanA saMbhava nhiiN| jaba AtmA hI mukhya rahatA hai tabhI dUsare padArtha jAne jA sakate haiM / isa prakArakA 'Urdhva-dharma' jisameM hai use zrItIrthakara prabhune jIva kahA hai| jIvakA lakSaNa hai 'jJAyakaphnA'; aura vaha jar3akI bhinnatAkA kAraNa hai| isa jJAyaka guNake binA jIva kabhI kisI bAtakA anubhava nahIM kara sktaa| aura yaha jJAyakapanA jIvako chor3a kara anya kisI vastumeM raha bhI nahIM sakatA / isa prakAra atyanta anubhavakA kAraNa 'jJAyaka' guNa jisakA lakSaNa hai use tIrthaMkara prabhune jIva kahA hai| zabdAdi pA~ca prakArake viSaya athavA samAdhi Adi yoga-sambandhI sthitimeM jo sukha hotA hai usakA bhinna bhinna vicAra karane para antameM sabameM sukhakA kAraNa eka jIva hI jAna par3atA hai| aura isI lie tIrthakara prabhune 'sukhAbhAsa' jIvakA eka lakSaNa kahA hai| vyavahAra-nayase yaha lakSaNa nidrAke samaya prakaTa jAna par3atA hai| nidrAke samaya kisI padArthakA bhI sambandha nahIM rahatA, to bhI yaha jo jJAna hotA hai ki 'maiM sukhI hU~' vaha |

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32 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta jIvahIko hotA hai, kyoMki vahA~ dUsarA koI padArtha nahIM hai aura sukhakA bhAsa honA atyanta spaSTa hai| yaha 'sukhAbhAsa' nAmakA lakSaNa jIvako chor3a kara aura kahIM nahIM rahatA / - jisameM isa prakArakA jJAna-sva-saMvedana jJAna-anubhava-jJAna-hotA ho ki yaha soMdhA hai, yaha mIThA hai, yaha khaTTA hai, yaha khArA hai, maiM isa sthitimeM hU~, mujhe jAr3A lagatA hai, garamI par3atI hai, maiM dukhI hU~, duHkhakA anubhava karatA hU~ vaha jIva hai| athavA jisake ye lakSaNa hoM vaha jIva hai| isa prakAra tIrthakarAdikoMkA anubhava hai| __ AtmA spaSTa prakAzamAna hai| isake prakAzake binA ananta tejasvI dIpaka, maNi, caMdramA aura sUryAdika bhI apanA prakAza nahIM kara sakate arthAt ye saba Atma-prakAzakI sahAyatAke binA na to apanA svayaM jJAna karA sakate haiM aura na koI inheM jAna hI pAtA hai / jisa padArthameM rahanevAle caitanyakI sahAyatAse ukta padArtha jAne jAte haiM-ve prakAzita hote haiM-spaSTa pratibhAsita hote haiM-vaha padArtha koI ho, vahI 'jIva' hai| arthAt vaha jo spaSTa, acala aura nirAbAdha prakAzamAna cetanA hai vaha jIvakI hai aura jIvake prati sthira upayoga lagA kara dekhanese spaSTa dikhAI par3atI hai| Upara jo lakSaNa kahe gaye haiM una para bAra bAra vicAra karanese jIva nirAbAdha jAnA jAtA hai| ina lakSaNoMko jAna kara hI tIrthakArAdikane jIvako jAnA hai aura isI lie unhoMne jIvake jAnaneke ye lakSaNa

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3 aatmsiddhi| AtmAnI zaMkA kare, AtmA pote aap| zaMkAno karanAra te, acaraja eha amApa // 58 // AtmAnaM zaGkate AtmA svayamajJAnato dhruvam / yaH zaGkate sa vai AtmA svenA'ho ! svIyazaGkanam 58 arthAt-AtmA AtmAke hI sambandhameM jo zaMkA karatA hai Azcarya hai ki vaha nahIM jAnatA ki yaha zaMkA karanevAlA hI svayaM AtmA hai| ziSyakI shNkaa| ziSya kahatA hai ki 'AtmA nitya nahIM hai AtmAnA astitvanA, Ape kahyA prkaar| saMbhava teno thAya che, aMtara karye vicAra // 59 // ziSye bhagavatA proktA AtmA'stitvasya yuktayaH / tataH saMbhavanaM tasya jJAyate'ntarvicAraNAt // 59 // arthAt-AtmAke astitvake sambandhameM Apane jo jo bAteM samajhAI una para hRdayameM vicAra karanese yaha to saMbhava hotA hai ki AtmA hai| bIjI zaMkA thAya tyAM, AtmA nahIM avinAza / dehayogathI upaje, dehaviyoge nAza // 6 // tathA'pi tatra zaGkA''tmA nazvaraH, naavinshvrH| dehasaMyogajanmA'sti dehanAzAt tu naashbhaak||60||

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta__ arthAt-parantu sAtha hI yaha zaMkA hotI hai ki AtmAke hone para bhI vaha avinAzI-nitya-nahIM hai| vaha tInoM. kAlameM rahanevAlI vastu nahIM hai| kintu zarIrake saMyogase utpanna hotA hai aura zarIrake nAzake sAtha hI naSTa ho jAtA hai| athavA vastu kSaNika che, kSaNe kSaNe palaTAya / e anubhavathI paNa nahIM, AtmA nitya jaNAya 61 athavA kSaNikaM vastu pariNAmi pratikSaNam / tadanubhavagamyatvAnnA''tmA nityo'nubhUyate // 61 // arthAt-athavA vastuyeM jo kSaNa kSaNameM badalatI huI dekhI jAtI haiM isase siddha hai ki saba vastuyeM kSaNika haiM aura isI anubhavase yaha bAta jAnI jAtI hai ki AtmA nahIM hai| sadgurukA uttara / guru kahate haiM ki 'AtmA nitya hai'; aura vaha isa taraha siddha haideha mAtra saMyoga che, vaLI jaDa, rUpI, dRzya / cetanAnAM utpatti laya, konA anubhava vazya ? // 62 dehamAtraM tu saMyogi dRzyaM rUpi jaDaM dhanam / jIvotpatti-layAvatra nItau kenA'nubhUtitAm // 62 //

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aatmsiddhi| ___ arthAt-deha mAtra paramANuoMke saMyogase banA hai aura saMyoga-sambandhase AtmAke sAtha isakA saMyoga ho rahA hai / deha jar3a hai, rUpI hai aura dRzya rUpa hai, arthAt kisI dRSTAke jAnanekA viSaya hai-yaha svayaM apane Apako bhI nahIM jAna sakatA taba caitanyakI utpatti aura nAzako to jAna hI kaise sakatA hai / dehake eka eka paramANukA vicAra karanese yaha spaSTa jAna par3atA hai ki deha jar3a hI hai / taba jar3a dehase caitanyakA utpanna honA kabhI saMbhava nahIM / usI prakAra naSTa hokara usakA dehake sAtha mila jAnA bhI saMbhava nahIM / aura deha rUpI-sthUla-hai; aura caitanya arUpI, sUkSma aura dRSTA hai taba dehase caitanyakI utpatti kaise ho sakatI hai| tathA nAza hokara usake sAtha mila bhI kaise sakatA hai ? acchA yaha batalAo ki yadi dehase caitanya utpanna hotA hai aura dehake nAzake sAtha hI caitanyakA nAza ho jAtA hai, to isa bAtakA anubhava kauna karatA hai arthAt isa prakArakA jJAna kisako hotA hai ? kyoMki jJAtA caitanyakI utpatti dehase pahale to hotI nahIM aura nAza usake pahale ho jAtA hai taba yaha anubhava kise hotA hai ? __ samarthana-ziSyane jo yaha zaMkA kI ki jIvakA svarUpa avinAzInitya trikAla sthira rahanevAlA nahIM hai vaha to dehake saMyogase arthAt dehake sAtha sAtha janma dhAraNa karatA hai aura dehake nAzake sAtha hI naSTa ho jAtA hai| parantu yaha kahanA ThIka nahIM hai| kyoMki deha aura jIvakA mAtra saMyoga-sambandha hai| isase deha jIvake mUla-svarUpake utpanna honekA kAraNa nahIM ho sakatA; kintu deha hI saMyoga-sambandhase utpanna honevAlA padArtha hai| isake sivA deha jar3a hai--kisIko jAna nahIM sakatA / aura jaba vaha svayaM |

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36 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta apaneko hI nahIM jAnatA taba dUsareko to jAna hI kaise sakatA hai| aura deha rUpI hai, sthUla Adi paryAyeM usake svabhAva haiM aura cakSu-indriyakA viSaya hai aura caitanya arUpI, sUkSma tathA cakSu-indriyakA aviSaya hai| taba jar3a deha caitanyake utpatti-vinAzako kaise jAna sakatA hai ? arthAt jaba vaha svayaM apaneko nahIM jAnatA taba yaha kaise jAna sakatA hai ki 'yaha caitanya mujhase utpanna huA hai' ? kAraNa jAnanevAlA padArtha hI jAna sakatA hai aura deha to jAnanevAlA nahIM hai| taba caitanyakI utpatti aura nAza kisake adhIna kahe jAya~ ? dehake adhIna to kahe nahIM jA sakate, kAraNa ki vaha pratyakSa jar3a hai aura usake isa jar3atvako jAnanevAlA isase bhinna dUsarA padArtha bhI samajhameM AtA hai| kadAcit yaha kahA jAya ki caitanya apanI utpatti aura nAzako svayaM hI jAnatA hai, to yaha kahanA hI bAdhita ThaharatA hai / kyoMki isa kahanese to yahI siddha hogA ki paryAyAntarase caitanyakA astittva hI svIkAra kara liyA gyaa| kAraNa jo caitanya apanI utpatti aura nAzako jAna sakatA hai taba usakA honA to svayaM siddha ho gayA / isa lie yaha kahanA apane hI siddhAntakA virodhI hai; aura kathana mAtra hai| jisa prakAra koI yaha kahe ki 'mere mu~hameM jabAna nahIM hai,' usI prakAra yaha kahanA hai ki caitanya apanI utpatti aura nAzako jAnatA hai isa lie vaha nitya nahIM hai| isa siddhAntameM kitanI yathArthatA hai isa para tuma hI vicAra kro| jenA anubhava vazya e, utpanna, laya, jJAna / te tethI jUdAvinA, thAya na kemeM bhAna // 63 //

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Atmasiddhi 1 utpatti-layabodhau tu yasyAnubhavavartinau / sa tato bhinna eva syAnnAnyathA bodhanaM tayoH // 63 // arthAt jisa dehakI utpatti aura nAzakA jJAna caitanyake anubhavameM AtA hai vaha jar3a deha caitanyase bhinna haiM / aisA hue binA usakA jJAna honA saMbhava nahIM / arthAt nAza aura utpatti jar3a dehakI hotI hai, caitanyakI utpatti aura nAza nahIM hotA / samarthana - jisake anubhava meM dehakI utpatti aura nAzakA jJAna hotA hai vaha yadi dehase bhinna na ho to dehakI utpatti aura nAzakA jJAna kisI prakAra nahIM ho sakatA; athavA jisa dehakI utpatti aura nAzako jo jAnatA hai usa jAnanevAleko utpatti aura nAza-yukta padArtha se bhinna honA hI cAhie | kyoMki vaha to utpatti tathA nAza-yukta nahIM hai; kintu aise padArthoM kA jAnanevAlA hai / isa lie donoMkI ekatA nahIM ho sakatI / je saMyogo dekhiye, te te anubhavadRzya / 1 upaje nahIM saMyogathI, AtmA nitya pratyakSa // 64 // dRzyante ye tu saMyogA jJAyante te sadAtmanA / nAtmA saMyogajanyo'taH kintvAtmA zAzvataH sphuTam arthAt -- jo jo saMyoga dekhe jAte haiM ve saba anubhava - svarUpa AtmAke dRzya haiM- AtmA unako jAnatA hai / aura saMyogake svarUpakA vicAra karanese aisA koI saMyoga dikhAI nahIM par3atA ki jisase AtmA utpanna ho sakatA ho / isa lie yaha nizcita hai ki AtmA saMyogase utpanna huA nahIM hai - asaMyogI hai| aura vaha svAbhAvika padArtha hai, isa lie pratyakSa nitya jAna par3atA hai / 37

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItajaDathI cetana upaje, cetanathI jaDa thAya / evo anubhava koine, kyAre kadI na thAya // 65 // jaDAdutpadyate jIvo jIvAdutpadyate jaDam / eSA'nubhUtiH kasyApi kadApi kvA'pi naiva re! // 65 arthAt-aisA anubhava kabhI kisIko nahIM huA ki cetanase jar3a aura jar3ase caitanya utpanna hotA hai / ___ samarthana-saMsArameM jitane dehAdika saMyoga dekhe jAte haiM una sabakA dekhane-jAnanevAlA AtmA hai| aise aneka saMyogoMko jaba tuma vicAra karake dekhoge to tumheM aisA koI saMyoga dikhAI na par3egA ki jisase AtmA utpanna huA ho / eka yahI bAta tumheM saba saMyogoMse bhinna-asaMyogI-saMyogase utpanna na huA-siddha karatI hai ki tumheM koI saMyoga nahIM jAnate aura tuma saba saMyogoMko jAnate ho| aura yahI anubhavameM bhI AtA hai| isa lie aise koI saMyoga nahIM, jinase AtmA utpanna ho sake aura jo saMyoga AtmAkI utpattike lie anubhava kiye jA skeN| jina jina saMyogoMkI kalpanA kI jAtI hai una sabase vaha anubhava bhinna kintu unakA jAnanevAlA hotA hai| aise anubhava-svarUpa AtmAko tumane nitya aura aspaya-saMyogI padArthake bhAva-sparza-rahita-kharUpameM prApta nahIM kara pAyA hai| jo padArtha kisI saMyogase utpanna na huA ho arthAt apane khabhAvahIse siddha ho usakA nAza hokara kisI padArthameM mila jAnA saMbhava nahIM aura jo nAza hokara dUsare padArthameM usakA mila jAnA saMbhava hotA to pahale usa padArthase usakI utpatti ho jAnI cAhie thii| anyathA

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Atmasiddhi / usakI nAzarUpa ekatA ho nahIM sakatI / isa lie AtmAko ajanmA, avinAzI samajha kara yaha bhI vizvAsa karanA cAhie ki AtmA 'nitya hai| koi saMyogothI nahIM, jenI utpatti thAya / nAza na teno koimAM, tethI 'nitya' sadAya // 66 // yasyotpattistu kebhyo'pi saMyogebhyo na jAyate / na nAzaH saMbhavet tasya jIvo'to dhruvati dhruvam 66 arthAt---jisakI utpatti kisI bhI saMyogase nahIM hotI usakA nAza bhI kisI anya padArthameM nahIM hotaa| isa lie AtmA trikAla nitya hai| krodhAdi taratamyatA, sAdikanI mAMya / pUrvajanmasaMskAra te, jIvanityatA tyAMya // 67 // krodhAditAratamyaM yat sarpa-siMhAdijantuSu / pUrvajanmajasaMskArAt tat tato jIvanityatA // 6 // arthAt-sarpa Adi prANiyoMmeM krodhAdi prakRtiyoMkI vizeSatA janmase hI dekhI jAtI hai| vartamAna dehane unakA koI abhyAsa nahIM kiyA hai| ve prakRtiyA~ janmase hI unake sAtha rahatI haiN| yaha pUrva janmakA saMskAra hai; aura yaha pUrva janma hI jIvakI nityatA siddha karatA hai| . __samarthana-sarpameM janmase krodhakI vizeSatA dekhI jAtI hai, kabUtara janmase ahiMsaka hotA hai, aura khaTamala Adi jIvoMko pakar3ane para duHkha aura bhayake mAre ve bhAganekA prayatna karate haiN| isI prakAra janmase kisImeM premakI; kisImeM samatA-bhAvakI, kisImeM nirbhayatAkI, kisImeM gaMbhIratAkI,

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItakisImeM bhaya-saMjJAkI, kisImeM kAmAdikI lAlasA na honekI, aura kisImeM AhArAdikI adhika lubdhatA-kI vizeSatA dekhI jAtI hai| isa prakAra krodhAdi saMjJAoMkI nyUnAdhikatA tathA anya anya prakRtiyoMkI vizeSatA janmase hI jIvoMke sAtha dekhI jAtI hai| isa vizeSatAkA kAraNa pUrvakA saMskAra hI saMbhava hai| kadAcit yaha kahA jAya ki garbha meM vIryake guNake sambandhase bhinna bhinna prakArake guNa utpanna ho jAte haiM, isameM pUrva janmakA koI sambandha nahIM / yaha kahanA ThIka nahIM haiN| kAraNa yadi yaha. nizcita bAta hotI to phira yaha vizeSatA kamI dikhAI nahIM par3atI ki mA-bApa to atyanta kAmI aura unake lar3ake bAlakapanase hI parama vItarAgI; tathA mA-bApa to atyanta krodhI aura unakI santAna bar3I hI kssmaashaalii| dUsare vIrya to caitanya nahIM hotA phira ina guNoMkI usameM saMbhAvanA hI kaise kI jA sakatI hai / vIryameM to jaba caitanya saMcAra karatA hai taba vaha deha dhAraNa karatA hai| isa lie vIryake Azrita krodhAdika bhAva nahIM mAne jA sakate / caitanyake binA aise bhAva kahIM anubhavameM nahIM A sakate / ye bhAva kevala caitanyake Azrita haiM arthAt vIryake guNa nahIM haiN| aura isI lie vIryakI nyUnAdhikatAse krodhAdikakI nyUnAdhikatAko mukhyatA nahIM dI jA sktii| caitanyake nyUnAdhika prayogase (preraNA) krodhAdikakI nyUnAdhikatA hotI hai / isa lie nyUnAdhikatA garbha-gata vIryakA guNa nahIM, kintu caitanyakA Azrita guNa hai| aura yaha nyUnAdhikatA caitanyake pUrvake abhyAsase hI hotI hai| kyoMki kAraNake binA kAryakI utpatti nahIM hotii| caitanyakA pUrva-janmakA prayoga vaisA hotA hai tabhI usake vaise saMskAra hote haiN| aura

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aatmsiddhi| jisase ye krodhAdi dehAdike pahaleke saMskAra jAna par3ate haiN| ye saMskAra pUrva-janmako siddha karate haiM aura pUrva-janmakI siddhise hI AtmAkI nityatA sahaja siddha ho jAtI hai| AtmA dravye nitya cha, paryAye palaTAya / bALAdi vaya traNyanu, jJAna ekane thAya // 68 // AtmA'sti dravyato nityaH paryAyaiH pariNAmabhAk / bAlAdivayaso jJAnaM yasmAdekasya jAyate // 68 // arthAt-jisa prakAra samudra meM koI parivartana nahIM hotA; kintu jo lahareM AtI-jAtI rahatI haiM-unameM parivartana hotA rahatA hai, usI prakAra dravyakI apekSA AtmA nitya hai-usameM koI parivartana nahIM hotA; kintu samaya samaya jo usake jJAnakA pariNamana hotA rahatA hai usase usakA paryAyaparivartana hotA rahatA hai / bAlaka-yuvA-vRddha ye tIna avasthAyeM AtmAkI vibhAva paryAyeM haiM / bAlakapanameM AtmA bAlaka samajhA jAtA hai, jaba vaha bAlakapanako chor3a yuvAvasthA dhAraNa karatA hai, taba yuvA kahA jAtA hai| aura isI prakAra jaba yuvAvasthA chor3a kara vRddhAvasthA dhAraNa karatA hai taba vRddha kahA jAtA hai| ina tInoM avasthAoMmeM jo bheda huA vaha paryAya-bheda hai, isase AtmAmeM bheda huA na samajhanA caahie| matalaba yaha ki parivartana avasthAkA huA hai AtmAkA nhiiN| AtmA ina tInoM avasthAoMko jAnatA hai aura tInoM avasthAoMkI use hI smRti hai; aura yaha bAta tabhI bana sakatI hai jaba ki AtmA tInoM avasthAoMmeM eka ho / aura jo vaha kSaNa kSaNameM badalatA rahatA ho taba to aisA anubhava ho hI nahIM sktaa|

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItaathavA jJAna kSaNikanu, je jANI vadanAra / vadanAro te kSaNika nahIM, kara anubhava nirdhAra 69 kSaNikaM vastviti jJAtvA yaH kSaNikaM vdedho!| sa vaktA kSaNiko nA'sti tadanubhavanizcitam // 69 // arthAt-jo yaha jAnatA hai ki amuka padArtha kSaNika hai aura isI prakAra kahatA hai vaha jAnane aura kahanevAlA kSaNika nahIM ho sakatA / kAraNa pahale kSaNameM huA anubhava hI dUsare kSaNameM kahA jA sakatA hai| aura yadi dUsare kSaNameM vaha svayaM hI na ho to use vaha anubhava kaise banA raha sakatA hai| isa lie isa anubhavase bhI AtmAkI nityatA nizcaya karanA caahie| kyAre koi vastuno, kevaLa hoya na nAza / cetana pAme nAza to, kemA bhaLe tapAsa // 70 // kadA'pi kasyacinnAzo vastuno naiva kevalam / cetanA nazyati cet tu kiMrUpaH syAd gaveSaya ? 70 arthAt-vastukA sarvathA nAza kisI bhI kAlameM nahIM hotA, mAtra avasthAntara hotA hai| isI prakAra caitanyakA bhI sarvathA nAza nahIM ho sktaa| aura avasthAntara rUpa nAza hotA ho to isa bAtakA zodha karo ki vaha kisameM mila jAtA hai athavA kisa prakArakA usakA avasthAntara hotA hai| ghar3eke phUTa jAne para loga kahate haiM ki ghar3A naSTa ho gayA; parantu vAstavameM dekhA jAya to ghaTa-paryAya naSTa huI hai, usake miTTIpanekA nAza

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aatmsiddhi| 43 nahIM huA hai| miTTI dhUlake rUpameM pariNata ho jAya to bhI vaha paramANurUpameM banI rhegii| usakA sarvathA nAza nahIM ho sktaa| aura na usakA eka paramANu hI kama ho sakatA hai / anubhavake sAtha vicAra karane para yaha to jAna par3egA ki vastukA avasthAntara to ho sakatA hai, parantu yaha kabhI nahIM dekha par3egA ki usakA sarvathA nAza ho jAtA ho / matalaba yaha ki tuma caitanyakA nAza kaha kara yaha nahIM kaha sakate ki usakA sarvathA nAza ho jAtA hai / hA~, avasthAntara-rUpa nAza kaha sakate ho| __acchA, aba yaha dekho ki jaise ghar3A phUTa kara vaha krama kramase paramANuoMke rUpameM pariNata ho jAtA hai vaise hI caitanyakA avasthAntara-rUpa nAza tumheM kahanA ho to use kisa sthitimeM kahoge, athavA ghar3ake paramANu jaise anya paramANuoMmeM mila jAte haiM vaise hI caitanya kisa vastumeM milane yogya hai / matalaba yaha ki isa prakArakA anubhava karake tuma dekhoge to tumheM jAna par3egA ki AtmA na to kisImeM milane yogya hai aura na para-vastu-svarUpameM avasthAntara hone yogya hai| ziSyakI shNkaa| ziSya kahatA hai ki 'AtmA karmoMkA karttA nahIM hai'; aura vaha isa taraha siddha kiyA jA sakatA hai kA jIva na karmano, karma ja kartA kmeN| athavA sahaja svabhAva kAM, karma jIvano dharma // 71

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta AtmA no karmaNaH kartA karmakartA'sti karma vai / vA sahajaH svabhAvaH syAt karmaNo jIvadharmatA // 71 arthAt-jIva karmoMkA karttA nahIM hai, karma apane Apa hI apane kartA haiM athavA ve anAyAsa hI hote rahate haiN| isa para tuma kaho ki aisA nahIM hai kintu jIva hI karmoMkA kartA hai| taba to phira karma karanA jIvakA dharma-svabhAva-hI hai aura jaba vaha jIvakA svabhAva Thahara gayA taba kabhI jIvase alaga bhI nahIM ho sakatA / AtmA sadA asaMga ne, kare prakRti baMdha / athavA Izvara preraNA, tethI jIva abaMdha // 72 // syAdasaMgaH sadA jIvo bandho vA prAkRto bhavet / vezvarapreraNA tatra tato jIvo na bandhakaH // 72 // arthAt-athavA aisA na kaho to yoM kaho ki AtmA sadA niHsaMga hai aura satva Adi guNa-yukta prakRtiyA~ karmoMkA baMdha karatI haiN| isa bAtako bhI svIkAra na karo to yaha kaho ki jIvako karma karaneke lie Izvara preraNA karatA hai aura isa lie karma karanA IzvarakI icchA para nirbhara rahanese jIva phira karma-bandhase nirmukta hI hai| mATe mokSa-upAyano, koi na hetu jaNAya / karmata' kartApaNuM, kAM nahIM, kAM nahIM jAya? // 73 // tataH kenA'pi hetunA mokSopAyo na gamyate / jIve karmavidhAtRtvaM nAstyasti cenna nazyatAm // 73

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aatmsiddhi| 45 __ arthAt-ina bAtoMse jIva kisI prakAra karmoMkA kartA nahIM ho sakatA; aura na taba mokSa-prAptike lie prayatna karanA hI sakAraNaka jAna par3atA hai| kyoMki jIvameM karma-kartRttva nahIM banatA / aura jo mAna liyA jAya to phira vaha usakA svabhAva Thahara jAtA hai aura svabhAva mAna lenese jIvase phira kabhI chUTa na skegaa| sugurukA uttara / suguru isa bAtako batalAte haiM ki 'AtmA karmoMkA kartA' kisa prakAra hai hoya na cenatapreraNA, koNa Ahe to karma ? / jaDakhabhAva nahIM preraNA, juo vicArI dharma // 74 cetanapreraNA na syAdAdadyAt karma kaH khalu ? / preraNA jaDajA nA'sti vastudharmo vicaarytaam||74|| arthAt-caitanya AtmAkI preraNA-rUpa pravRtti na ho to karmoMko grahaNa kauna kare; kyoMki jar3akA khabhAva preraNA karanA nahIM hai| yaha bAta jar3a aura caitanyake dharmoMkA vicAra karane para spaSTa dhyAnameM A sakatI hai| samarthana-jo caitanyakI preraNA na ho to kamAko grahaNa karegA kauna ? kyoMki preraNA karake grahaNa karAne rUpa khabhAva jar3a vastukA hai

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItahI nhiiN| aura yadi aisA ho to phira ghaTa-paTa Adi vastuoMmeM bhI kodhAdi bhAva tathA karmoMkA grahaNa karanA honA cAhie / parantu aisA anubhava to Aja taka kisIko bhI nahIM huaa| isase yaha acchI taraha siddha ho jAtA hai ki caitanya jIva hI karmoMko grahaNa karatA hai; aura isI lie use karmoMkA kartA kahA jAtA hai arthAt isa prakAra jIva karmoMkA karttA siddha hotA hai / tumane jo yaha pUchA ki karmoMkA karttA karmako kahanA cAhie yA nahIM so isakA bhI samAdhAna isa uttarase ho jAyagA ki jar3a karmoM meM preraNA-rUpa dharmake na honese unameM caitanyakI bhA~ti karmoM ke grahaNa karanekI sAmarthya nahIM hai / aura karmoMkA kartApanA jIvameM isa lie hai ki usameM preraNA-zakti hai| jo cetana karatuM nathI, thatAM nathI to karma / tethI sahaja khabhAva nahIM, tema ja nahIM jIvadharma 75 yadi jIvakriyA na syAt saMgraho naiva krmnnH| ato na sahajo bhAvo naiva vA jIvadharmatA // 75 // arthAt-AtmA jo karma nahIM karatA to ve hote nahIM, isa lie yaha kahanA ThIka nahIM hai ki karma anAyAsa-svabhAva-se hI hote rahate haiN| aura na yaha kahanA hI ThIka hai ki AtmA karma-kartA hai isa lie vaha usakA svabhAva hai; kyoMki svabhAvakA kabhI nAza nahIM hotA / aura jo yaha kahA gayA ki AtmA karma na karatA to karma hote nahIM, isase yaha mI siddha hotA hai ki karma-bhAva AtmAse dUra bhI ho sakate haiM, isa lie ki vaha usakA svAbhAvika dharma nahIM hai|

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aatmsiddhi| 47 samarthana-aba, tumane jo yaha kahA ki karma anAyAsa hI hote rahate haiM, isa para vicAra karate haiM ki anAyAsa kahanese tumhArA matalaba kyA hai ? kyA AtmAke binA vicAra kiye hI ho gaye ? yA AtmAkA kucha kartRtva na rahane para bhI jo ho gaye ? athavA Izvara vagairaha dvArA karma cipakA dene para apane Apa ho gaye ? yA prakRtike balAtkAra se ho gaye ? isa prakAra mukhya cAra vikalpoMse anAyAsa-kartRttvakA vicAra karanA Avazyaka hai| inameM pahalA vikalpa hai 'AtmAke vinA vicAre ho gaye / ' jo aisA ho to karmakA grahaNa karanA bana hI nahIM sakatA, aura jahA~ karmakA grahaNa karanA nahIM vahA~ karmakA astittva bhI saMbhava nahIM / aura yaha bAta to prakaTa anubhavameM AtI hai ki jIva pratyakSa cintana karatA hai, grahaNa karatA hai aura chor3atA hai| AtmA yadi krodhAdika bhAvoMmeM kisI prakAra bhI pravRtta na honeko sayatna rahe to ve usameM utpanna ho hI nahIM sakate / isase yaha jAnA jAtA hai ki AtmAke vicAra kiye binA athavA AtmAne jinheM na kiyA ho aise karmIkA grahaNa AtmAke dvArA ho hI nahIM sktaa| matalaba yaha ki ina donoM rItiyoMse karmokA anAyAsa grahaNa siddha nahIM ho sktaa| kevaLa hota asaMga jo, bhAsata tane na kema ? / asaMga che paramArthathI, paNa nijabhAne tema // 76 // yadi syAt kevalo'saGgaH kathaM bhAseta na tvayi ? / tattvato'saMga evA'sti kiMtu tannijabodhane // 76 // arthAt-AtmA jo sarvathA nissaMga hotA kabhI karma-kartRtva usameM na hotA-to tumheM AtmA pahale kyoM nahIM bhAsa gayA ? paramArtha

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48 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta dRSTise hA~ sacamuca hI AtmA nissaMga hai, parantu yaha bAta to taba ho sakatI hai jaba ki use apane svarUpakA bhAna ho jAya / kartA Izvara ko nahIM, Izvara zuddha svabhAva / athavA preraka te gaNye, Izvara doSaprabhAva // 77 // nezvaraH ko'pi kartA'sti sa vai zuddhasvabhAvabhAk / yadi vA prerake tatra mate doSaprasaGgatA // 77 // arthAt - jagatkA yA jIvoMkA karttA koI Izvara bhI nahIM hai; kyoMki Izvara vaha hai jisakA Atma-svabhAva zuddha ho gayA hai / aura yadi use preraka-rUpase karmoMkA karttA kaho to usake zuddha svabhAvameM doSa AvegA / isa kAraNa jIvake karma karanemeM IzvarakI preraNA bhI nahIM mAnI jA sktii| samarthana -tIsare kahA gayA ki Izvara vagairaha koI jIvake karma cipakA dete haiM, isa lie ve anAyAsa hote haiM, so yaha bhI kahanA ThIka nahIM hai / yadyapi aisI dazA meM pahale Izvarake kharUpakA nizcaya karanA ucita hai aura isa prasaMga para to aura bhI vizeSa ucita hai tathApi yahA~ kisI Izvara yA viSNu Adiko kisI taraha karttA svIkAra kara usa para vicAra karate haiM / jo Izvara Adi koI karmoMke cipakA denevAlA ho to phira jIva padArtha koI nahIM ThaharegA; kyoMki preraNA Adi dharma - svabhAva - ke dhAraka jIvakA phira astitva hI samajhameM nahIM AtA / ye dharma to phira Izvara - kRta 1 Thaharate haiM - Izvarake guNa ho jAte haiM / taba phira jIvakA zeSa svarUpa raha hI kyA jAtA hai ki jisase use jIva yA AtmA kahA jAya / isa lie yahI kahanA ThIka hai ki karma Izvara-prerita nahIM haiM, kintu svayaM jIvake hI

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aatmsiddhi| 19 kiye hue haiM / isI prakAra cauthA vikalpa hai 'prakRtike balAtkAra se karma anAyAsa hote haiN| so yaha bhI kahanA ThIka nahIM hai, kyoMki jIvake prakRti Adi jar3a haiM, use AtmA grahaNa na kare to vaha kisa taraha pIche par3a sakanemeM samartha ho sakatI hai ? ___ yaha kaho ki dravya-karmahIkA nAma to prakRti hai, isa lie karmoMkA karttA karmahIko kahanA cAhie, so isakA niSedha pahale kiyA hI jA cukA hai / yaha kaho ki prakRti nahIM to mana Adi jo koko grahaNa karate haiM usase AtmAmeM karttApanA siddha hotA hai, so yaha bhI sarvathA siddha nahIM ho sakatA / kAraNa ye mana Adi caitanyakI preraNAke binA mana rUpase Thahara hI nahIM sakate / AtmA jo manana karaneke lie jina karmavargaNAoMkA avalambana letA hai ve mana hai / jo AtmA manana na kare to manana karanekA dharma-svabhAva-koI vargaNAoMmeM thor3e hI hai, ve to sarvathA jar3a haiN| AtmA caitanyakI preraNAse una vargaNAoMkA avalaMbana-sahArAlekara hI karma grahaNa karatA hai, isI lie usameM kApanekA Aropa kiyA jAtA hai| parantu pradhAnatAse caitanya hI karmoMkA kartA hai| vedAnta-dRSTise tuma yadi isa para vicAra karoge to tumheM yaha kathana eka bhrAnta puruSake kathanake jaisA jAna pdd'egaa| parantu nIce jisa prakAra yaha kathana kiyA jAtA hai use samajhanese tumheM ukta kathanakI yathArthatA jAna par3egI aura usameM kisI prakArakA phira bhrama na raha jAyagA / jo koI prakAra AtmA karmoMkA kartA na ho to vaha bhoktA bhI nahIM bana sakatA ! aura yadi aisA hI ho to phira use kisI prakArakA duHkha na honA cAhie / aura jaba duHkhoMkA honA saMbhava nahIM taba phira vedAntAdi zAstroMne duHkhoMse chuTakArA pAnekA

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50 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta upadeza kisa lie kiyA? vedAnta zAstra kahate haiM ki jaba taka AtmajJAna na ho taba taka duHkhoMkA Atyantika kSaya nahIM ho sakatA, so yadi aisA na hotA to unheM duHkhoMke kSayakA upadeza kisa lie karanA cAhie ? aura isI prakAra karmoMkA kartRtva AtmAmeM na ho to bhoktRtva bhI kahA~se hogA ? isa prakAra vicAra karanese yaha siddha hotA hai ki AtmA karmoMkA karttA hai / yahA~ para yaha prazna aura ho sakatA hai aura tumane bhI isa praznako kiyA hai / vaha yaha ki jo AtmAko karmoMkA katI mAnA jAya to vaha usakA dharma - svabhAva - ThaharatA hai; aura jo jisakA dharma hotA hai vaha kabhI naSTa nahIM ho sakatA arthAt vaha usase sarvathA bhinna ho nahIM sakatA / jisa prakAra ki abhikI uSNatA yA prakAza agnise bhinna nahIM hai / isI prakAra jo karma-kartRtva AtmAkA dharma ho to vaha phira nAza nahIM ho sakatA / parantu yaha kahanA taba ThIka ho sakatA hai jaba ki pramANake ekAMzako hI svIkAra karake isa viSayakA vicAra kiyA jAye / parantu jo buddhimAna hote haiM ve aisA nahIM karate ki pramANake ekAMza svIkAra karake usake dUsare aMzako chor3a deM / aura isa praznakA uttara, ki jIva karmoMkA karttA nahIM hai, athavA ho to vaha pratIta nahIM hotA, jIvako karmoMkA karttA batalAte hue acchI taraha de diyA gayA hai / tathA yaha jo kahA gayA ki jIvako karmoMkA karttA mAnane se vaha kartRtva-dharma phira usase dUra nahIM ho sakegA, so yaha koI nizcita siddhAnta nahIM; kyoMki jo jo vastuyeM grahaNa kI jAtI haiM ve chor3I bhI jA sakatI haiM / grahaNa kI gaI vastukI grahaNa karanevAle ke sAtha ekatA nahIM ho sakatI / isa lie jIva jina dravya karmoM ko grahaNa karatA

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Atmasiddhi / 51 hai vaha unheM tyAga de to ve tyAge jA sakate haiM / karma jIvake sahakArI haiM svAbhAvika nahIM haiM / una karmoMko maiMne tumheM anAdi bhrama batalAyA hai arthAt jIvako kamakA karttA ajJAnake kAraNa kahA hai| isa lie bhI ve jIvase pRthaka ho sakate haiM / isa prakAra ukta donoM bAteM samajhameM AtI haiN| dekho, jo jo bhrama hotA hai vaha vaha vastukI ulTI sthiti para vizvAsa karAnevAlA hotA hai jisa prakAra ki mRga-tRSNAmeM jala-buddhikA bhrama hotA hai / kahane kA matalaba yaha hai ki ajJAnatAke kAraNa hI kyoM na ho, parantu AtmAko yadi karmoMkA karttA na mAnA jAya to phira upadezAdikA sunanA, vicAra karanA, samajhanA AdikA koI matalaba nahIM raha jaataa| aba yahA~se Age paramArtha dRSTise jIvakA jaisA karttApanA hai usakA varNana kiyA jAtA hai / cetana jo nijabhAnamAM, kartA ApasvabhAva / varte nahIM nijabhAnamAM, kartA karmaprabhAva // 78 // yadA''tmA vartate sauve svabhAve tatkarastadA / yadAtmA vartate'sauve svabhAve'tatkarastadA // 78 // arthAt - AtmA jaba apane caitanyAdi zuddha svabhAvameM hI pravRtta rahatA hai taba vaha apane usa svabhAvahIkA karttA hai - apane svabhAva meM hI sthita rahatA hai; aura jaba use zuddha caitanyAdi svabhAvakA bhAna nahIM rahatA - usameM vaha sthita nahIM hotA taba karmoMkA karttA hai / samarthana -- apane svarUpakA bhAna rahane para AtmA apane svabhAvakA - caitanyAdi svabhAvakA - hI karttA hai; anya kisI karmAdikA karttA nahIM haiM /

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52 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta aura jaba vaha apane svarUpa meM pravRtta nahIM hotA taba karma-bhAvakA ka hotA hai / vAstavameM to vaidAntAdikameM jIvako akriya kahA hai aura isI prakAra jinAgamameM bhI siddha - jIva- zuddhAtmA ko akriya kahA hai / taba hamane use jo zuddhAvasthAmeM karttA honeke kAraNa sakriya kahA, usameM sandeha ho sakatA hai / para vaha sandeha isa taraha dUra kiyA jA sakatA hai ki zuddhAtmA para yogakA, para- bhAvakA aura nAnA vibhAvoMkA usa avasthAmeM karttA nahIM isa kAraNa akriya kahA jAtA hai / parantu akriyakA artha yadi yaha kiyA jAya ki vaha caitanyAdi svabhAvakA bhI karttA nahIM hai taba to phira usakA kucha svarUpa nahIM rahatA / bAta yaha hai ki zuddhAtmAmeM yogakriyA nahIM hotI isa lie to vaha akriya hai; aura svAbhAvika caitanyAdi svabhAva-rUpa kriyA hotI hai isa lie sakriya hai / caitanyatA AtmAmeM svAbhAvika hone ke kAraNa usameM pariNamana honA ekAtmatA hI hai; aura isa lie paramArtha- dRSTise usameM sakriya vizeSaNa bhI nahIM ghaTa sakatA / nijasvabhAvameM pariNamana-rUpa kriyAse zuddhAtmA apane svabhAvakA karttA kahA gayA hai / usameM kevala zuddha svadharma honese usakA pariNamana eka AtmarUpa hI hotA hai / isa lie use 'akriya' kahane meM bhI koI doSa nahIM hai / jisa vicAra- dRSTise AtmAmeM sakriyatA aura akriyatA nirUpaNa kI gaI hai usa vicArako paramArtha dRSTise grahaNa karake dekhA jAya to AtmAko 'sakriya' tathA 'akriya' kahane meM koI doSa nahIM A sakatA /

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Atmasiddhi / ziSyakI shNkaa| ziSya kahatA hai ki 'jIva karmoMkA bhoktA nahIM hai, vaha isa prakAra--- jIva karmakA kaho, paNa bhoktA nahIM soy| zuM samaje jaDa karma ke, phaLapariNAmI hoya // 79 // stAdAtmA karmaNaH kartA kintu bhoktA na yujyate / kiM jAnAti jaDaM karma yena tat phaladaM bhavet // 79 // arthAt-jIvako karmoMkA kartA mAna bhI liyA jAya to bhI vaha karmoMkA moktA nahIM ho sakatA / kyoMki jar3a karma isa bAtako nahIM samajha sakate ki unakA jIvako phala denemeM pariNamana ho sakatA hai-ve phala de sakate haiN| phaLadAtA Izvara gaNye, bhoktApaNuM sadhAya / ema kahe IzvarataNuM, IzvarapaNuM ja jAya // 8 // bhavedIzvaraH phaladastadA'tmA bhogabhAg bhavet / apyaizvaryaM na yujyeta Izvare phalade mate / 80 // arthAt --phalakA denevAlA yadi Izvarako mAna liyA jAya to bhoktApanA bhI siddha ho jAyagA arthAt Izvara jIvako karma bhugatAtA hai isa lie vaha karmoMkA bhoktA siddha ho jAtA hai / parantu yadi Izvarako phala denevAlA Adi mAnA jAya to sAtha hI yaha virodha AtA hai ki usakA IzvarapanA hI nahIM Thahara sktaa|

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta Izvara siddha yathAvinA, jagatniyama nahIM hoya / pachI zubhAzubha karmanAM, bhogyasthAna nahIM koya 81 asiddhe Izvare naiva yujyate jagataH sthitiH / zubhAzubhavipAkAnAM tataH sthAnaM na vidyate // 81 // arthAt - aise phaladAtA Izvarake siddha na honese jagatkA koI niyama nahIM raha sakatA aura niyama na rahanese zubhAzubha karmoM ke bhogane ke lie koI sthAna bhI nahIM ThaharatA taba jIvakA bhoktApanA kahA~ rahA ? 54 sugurukA uttara / " suguru kahate haiM ki 'jIva apane kiye karmoMko bhogatA hai, usakA samAdhAna isa prakAra hai-- bhAvakarma nijakalpanA, mATe cetanarUpa / jIvavIryanI sphuraNA, grahaNa kare jaDadhUpa // 82 // bhAvakarma nijA klRptiratazcetanarUpatA / jIvavIryasya sphUrtestu lAti karmacayaM jaDam // 82 // arthAt -- jIva bhrAntike vaza ho bhAva -karmoM ko - rAga-dveSAdiko - caitanya svarUpa samajhatA hai / aura usI bhramake vazavarti rahaneke kAraNa usameM eka zakti sphurita hotI hai / usI zaktike dvArA vaha jar3a - rUpa dravya-karma kI vargaNAoMko grahaNa karatA hai / samarthana - jIva apane svarUpase ajJAna rahaneke kAraNa karmoMkA karttA hai / vaha ajJAna caitanya rUpa hai / arthAt jIvakI aisI kalpanA hai ki

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aatmsiddhi| ajJAna caitanya-rUpa hai aura usI kalpanAke anusAra kArya karanese jIvake vIrya-svabhAvakI sphUrti hotI hai athavA yoM kahie ki jIvakI zaktikA usa kalpanAke anurUpa pariNamana hotA hai aura isase phira vaha dravya-karma-rUpa pudgala-vargaNAoMko grahaNa karatA hai| jhera, sudhA samaje nahIM, jIva khAya phaLa thaay| ema zubhAzubha karmarnu, bhoktApaNuM jaNAya // 83 // viSaM sudhA na vitto'pi khAdakaH phalamApnuyAt / evameva zubhA'zubhakarmaNo jIvabhoktRtA // 83 // arthAt-viSa aura amRta yaha bAta nahIM jAnate ki hameM isa jIvako phala denA hai, to bhI jo (zarIra-dhArI) viSa yA amRta pItA hai use phala milatA hai| isI prakAra zubhAzubha karma bhI yaha bAta nahIM jAnate ki jIvako hameM yaha phala denA hai to bhI jo zubhAzubha karmoko grahaNa karatA hai use viSa aura amRtakI bhA~ti phala prApta hotA hai| - samarthana-viSa aura amRta isa bAtako nahIM samajhate ki hameM pInevAlekI mRtyu yA dIrghAyu hotI hai| parantu unheM grahaNa karanevAleke lie khabhAvase hI unakA vaisA pariNamana hotA hai| usI prakAra jIvameM zubhAzubha karmoMkA pariNamana hotA hai aura ve phala deneke sanmukha hote haiN| isa prakAra jIvameM bhoktApanA spaSTa samajhameM AtA hai| eka rAMka ne eka nRpa, e Adi je bheda / kAraNavinA na kArya te, e ja zubhAzubha vedya 84

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta__eko raGkaH prajApo'nyaH ityAdibhedadarzanam / kArya nA'kAraNaM kvA'pi vedyamevaM shubhaashubhm||84 arthAt-dekho, eka raMka hai aura eka rAjA hai, isase minnatA, uccattA tathA kurUpatA, sundaratA Adi bahutasI vicitratAyeM dekhI jAtI haiM / aura jahA~ aisA bheda hai usIse yaha siddha hai ki samAnatA nahIM hai| yahI zubhAzubha karmoMkA bhoktApanA hai, kyoMki kAraNake binA kAryakI utpatti nahIM hotii| __ samarthana-yadi zubhAzubha karmokA phala na hotA ho to eka rAjA eka raMka Adi bheda na hone cAhie ? kyoMki jIvatva tathA manuSyatva sabameM samAna hai| aura isa lie phira sabako sukha-duHkha bhI samAna hI hone caahie| jisake kAraNa isa prakArakI vicitratA dekhI jAtI hai vaha zubhAzubha karmoMse utpanna huA hI bheda hai| kyoMki kAraNake binA kAryakI utpatti nahIM hotii| isa prakAra zubhAzubha karma bhoge jAte haiM / jisa bhA~ti viSa viSa-rUpa pariNamatA hai aura amRta amRta-rUpa hokara pariNamatA hai usI bhA~ti azubha karma azubha-rUpa aura zubha karma zubha-rUpa hokara pariNamate haiN| isa lie jIva jaise jaise adhyavasAyase-pariNAmoMse karmoko grahaNa karatA hai kaukA bhI phira vaise vaise hI vipAka-rUpameM pariNamana hotA hai| aura jisa bhA~ti viSa aura amRtakA pariNamana hokara antameM ve niHsatva ho jAte haiM usI prakAra karma bhI bhoge jAneke bAda niHsatva ho kara jhar3a jAte haiN| phaLadAtA IzvarataNI, emAM nathI jarUra / karma khabhAve pariName, thAya bhogathI dUra // 85 //

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IzvaraH phaladastatrA''vazvako na hi krmvi| pariNamet svabhAvAt tad bhogAd dUraM vinazyati85 arthAt-viSa aura amRtakI bhA~ti zubhAzubha karma svabhAvahIse pariNamate rahate haiN| isameM phala-pradAna karanevAle IzvarakI koI jarUrata nhiiN| aura jisa prakAra niHsatva ho jAneke bAda viSa aura amRta phala denese ruka jAte haiM unameM phira phala denekI zakti nahIM rahatI-usI prakAra zubhAzubha karma bhoge jAneke bAda niHsatva hokara naSTa ho jAte haiN| __samarthana-jo yaha kahA jAya ki karmoMkA phala Izvara pradAna karatA hai to phira IzvarakA Izvaratva hI nahIM raha sakatA; kyoMki dUsaroMko phala dene Adike prapaMcameM par3anese Izvarake lie phira deha-dhAraNa Adi bahutasI bAtoMkI saMbhAvanA svIkAra karanI par3egI; aura aisA karanese usakI parama zuddhatA naSTa ho jAtI hai| jisa prakAra mukta jIva niSkriya-para-bhAvAdikA karttA nahIM hai, kyoMki parabhAvoMke kartAko saMsAra dhAraNa karatA hai isI prakAra Izvara bhI yadi dUsaroMko phala dene Adi rUpa kriyA kare to use bhI phira parabhAvAdikA kA mAnanA par3egA / aura isase yaha hogA ki vaha mukta jIvase bhI nIcA ThaharegA aura usakI yaha sthiti usake Izvaratvake hI nAzakA kAraNa ho pdd'egii| aura suno ki jIva aura Izvarake svabhAvameM bheda mAnanese bhI aneka doSa Ate haiM / dekho, donoMkA yadi caitanya svabhAva mAneM to donoMko samAna dharmake kartA hone cAhie / yaha ThIka nahIM hai ki Izvara to sRSTi AdikI racanA kare, athavA karmoM ke phala-pradAna-rUpa kArya kare aura mukta ginA jAya, aura jIva eka mAtra zarIrAdikI sRSTi nirmANa kare

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58 zrImad rAjacandrapraNItaaura apane karmokA phala bhoganeke lie IzvarakA Azraya le tathA baddha ginA jAya / jIva aura IzvarameM isa prakArakI viSamatA kaise saMbhava ho sakatI hai ? aura jIvakI apekSA IzvarakI zakti vizeSa mAneM to bhI virodha AtA hai / jo Izvarako zuddha caitanya-svarUpa mAnA jAya to zuddha caitanya-svarUpa mukta jIvameM aura IzvarameM bheda na honA cAhie; aura Izvarake dvArA karma-phala dene Adi-rUpa kArya bhI na honA cAhie; athavA mukta jIvase bhI aise kArya hone cAhie / aura yadi Izvarako azuddha caitanya-svarUpa mAnA jAya to usakI saMsArI jIvoMke jaisI sthiti ThaharegI, phira usameM sarvajJatva Adi guNa nahIM ho sakate / kadAcit yaha kaho ki hama use zarIra-dhArI sarvajJakI bhA~ti 'zarIradhArI sarvajJa Izvara' mAna leMge, taba bhI tumheM yaha batalAnA par3egA ki sarva-karmaphala-dAtRtva-rUpa vizeSa khabhAva IzvarameM kisa guNake kAraNa mAnanA cAhie ? aura zarIra to naSTa ho jAtA hai taba kahanA par3egA ki IzvarakA bhI zarIra naSTa hotA hai / aura yadi use mukta svIkAra karoge to usameM 'karma-phala-dAtRtva' nahIM bana sakatA / ityAdi nAnA prakArake doSa Izvarako karma-phalakA dAtA mAnanese Ate haiM aura Izvarako isI tarahakA mAnanese usakA Izvaratva hI naSTa karaneke jaisA prasaMga A upasthita hotA hai| te te bhogya vizeSanAM, sthAnaka dravya khabhAva / gahana vAta che ziSya A, kahIM saMkSepe sAva // 86 tattabhogyavizeSANAM sthAnaM dravyasvabhAvatA / vArteyaM gahanA ziSya ! saMkSepe sarvathoditA // 86 //

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Atmasiddhi / arthAt-yadyapi utkRSTa zubha pariNAma utkRSTa zubhagati-rUpa haiM, utkRSTa azubha pariNAma utkRSTa azubhagati-rUpa hai; aura zubhAzubha pariNAma mizragati-rUpa haiN| matalaba yaha ki jIvake pariNAmoMko hI mukhyatAse gati-rUpa kahA gayA hai| tathApi dravyakA yaha vizeSa svabhAva hai utkRSTa zubha dravya Urdhvagamana karatA hai, utkRSTa azubha dravya adhogamana karatA hai aura zubhAzubha dravyakI madhyasthiti rahatI hai| aura inhIM kAraNoMse hI vaise vaise bhogya sthAna hone cAhie / he ziSya, caitanyake svabhAva, saMyoga Adi sUkSma svarUpakA yahA~ bahuta kucha samAveza ho sakatA hai aura isI lie yaha bAta bar3I gahana hai to bhI yahA~ bahuta saMkSepake sAtha kaha dI __ samarthana yahA~ para yaha zaMkA bhI karanA ThIka nahIM hai ki "yadi Izvara karmoMkA phala denevAlA na ho, athavA use jagatkA karttA na mAnA jAya to karma-phala bhoganeke vizeSa vizeSa sthAna-narakAdi gatiyA~ kahA~se ho sakatI haiN| kyoMki unake banAne ke lie to Izvarake kartRtvakI AvazyakatA hai|" isakA uttara yaha hai ki mukhyapane to utkRSTa pariNAma utkRSTa deva-gati hai, utkRSTa azubha pariNAma utkRSTa naraka-gati hai aura zubhAzubha pariNAma manuSya-tiryaMca Adi gati hai / tathA sthAna-vizeSa jo urdhvaloka sthita deva-gati, adholoka-sthita naraka-gati Adi haiM ve inhIM pariNAmoMke bheda haiM tathA jIva aura dharma-dravyake pariNAma vizeSa haiN| matalaba yaha ki ve ve gatiyA~ jIvake karma-vizeSa pariNAma jAna par3atI hai| isa lokakA pariNamana jIva aura pudgalakI acintya sAmarthyake saMyogase hotA hai / isa para vicAra karaneke lie bahuta hI vistArake sAtha

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60 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta isakA varNana kiyA jAnA cAhie / kAraNa yaha bar3A hI gahana viSaya hai / parantu yahA~ to pradhAnatAse itanA hI dhyAna AkarSita karanekA thA ki AtmA karmoMkA bhoktA hai, aura isI lie yahA~ para yaha viSaya atyanta hI saMkSepameM kahA gayA / ziSyakI zaMkA | ziSya kahatA hai ki 'jIvakI karmoMse mukti nahIM ho sakatI' / vaha isa prakAra - karttA, bhoktA jIva ho, paNa teno nahIM mokSa / vItyo kALa anaMta paNa, varttamAna che doSa // 87 // kartA bhoktAstu jIvospi tasya mokSo na vidyate / vyatIto'nantakaH kAlastathA'pyAtmA tu doSabhAk 87 arthAt jIvako karmoMkA karttA aura bhoktA hone para bhI usakI karmoMse mukti kabhI nahIM ho sakatI; kyoMki hajAroM-lAkhoM varSa bIta cuke taba bhI karmoMkA kartRtva-rUpI doSa usameM vidyamAna hai / zubha kare phaLa bhogave, devAdi gatimAMya / azubha kare narakAdi phaLa, karmarahita na kyaoNya 88 zubhakarmakaro jIvo devAdipadavIM vrajet / azubhakarmakRjjIvaH zvabhraM, na kvA'pyakarmakaH // 88 //

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aatmsiddhi| 61 arthAt-jIya zubha karma kare to usakA deva-gatimeM vaha zubha phala bhogatA hai aura azubha karma kare to usakA naraka-gatimeM azubha phala bhogatA hai| parantu jIva karma-rahita ho kara kisI sthAna meM nahIM raha sktaa| sugurukA uttara / suguru kahate haiM ki 'jIvakI karmoMse mukti ho sakatI hai, vaha isa taraha jema zubhAzubha karmapada, jANyAM saphaLa pramANa / tema nivRttisaphalatA, mATe mokSa sujANa // 89 // - yathA zubhAzubhaM karma jIvavyApArataH phali / phalavannirvANamapyasya tadavyApAratastathA // 89 // arthAt-jisa prakAra jIvako zubhAzubha karmoM ke karaneke kAraNa tumane karmIkA kartA aura bhoktA jAnA usI prakAra yaha bhI samajho ki kauke na karanese athavA kiye karmoMke nivRttikA upAya karanese una karmoMkI nivRtti bhI ho sakatI hai / isa lie kahanA cAhie ki yaha nivRtti bhI saphala hai arthAt jisa prakAra zubhAzubha karma niSphala nahIM jAte usI prakAra nivRtti bhI niSphala nahIM jA sakatI / aura he vicArazIla Atman, tU yaha samajha ki vaha nivRtti hI mokSa hai|

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zrImadU rAjacandrapraNIta vityo kALa anaMta te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva / teha zubhAzubha chedatAM, upaje mokSakhabhAva // 90 // sadasatkarmaNo bhAvAdanantaH samayo gataH / saMpadyeta taducchede jIve muktisvabhAvatA // 9 // arthAt---aba taka jo jIvako karma-sahita rahate hue ananta kAla bItA vaha zubhAzubha karmoM ke prati usakI Asaktike kAraNa bItA / parantu yadi jIva karmose udAsIna ho jAya to ve bhI naSTa ho sakate haiM aura inake naSTa honese hI mokSa-svabhAva prakaTa ho sakatA hai| dehAdi saMyogano, AtyaMtika viyog| siddha mokSa zAzvatapade, nija anaMta sukhabhoga 91 Atyantiko viyogo yo dehAdiyogajaH khalu / tannirvANaM samAkhyAtaM tatrA'nantasukhaikatA // 91 // arthAt-jo jIvake sAtha dehAdikakA saMyoga hai unakA anukramase viyoga to hotA rahatA hai, parantu vaha saMyoga phira kabhI na ho aisA viyoga kiyA jAya to siddha-svarUpa mokSaskha-bhAva prakaTa ho sakatA hai aura phira usameM ananta Atma-sukha bhoganeko milatA hai| ziSyakI zaMkA / ziSya kahatA hai ki 'mokSakA upAya nahIM hai'---- hoya kadApi mokSapada, nahIM avirodha upAya / karmo kALa anaMtanAM, zAthI chedyAM jAya // 92 //

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63 aatmsiddhi| mokSasthAnaM kadApi syAnnA'virodhyupAyi tat / anantakAlajaH karmacayacchedyaH kathaM bhavet ? // 92 // arthAt-~-mokSa kadAcit ho bhI to aisA koI avirodhI tathA yathArtha usakI prAptikA upAya nahIM hai jisa para vizvAsa kiyA jA sake / kyoMki ananta kAlake karmoMko thor3ese kAla taka sthira rahanevAlA mAnava-deha kaise nAza kara sakatA hai ? athavA mata darzana ghaNAM, kahe upAya aneka / temAM mata sAco kayo? bane na eha viveka // 93 // vA matAni subhinnAni naikopAyapradazIni / mataM satyaM tu kiM tatra zakyaiSA na vivekitA // 93 // arthAt-athavA thor3I derake lie mAnava-dehakI kama umrakI bAtako chor3a bhI diyA jAya to bhI jagatmeM mata aura darzana aneka haiM aura ve sabhI mokSake nAnA upAya batalAte haiM / arthAt-mokSake viSayameM koI kucha kahatA hai aura koI kucha kahatA hai taba unameM saccA mata kaunasA hai, yaha nizcaya karanA kaThina hai| kaha jAtimAM mokSa che, kayA veSamA mokSa / eno nizcaya nA bane, ghaNAM bheda e doSa // 94 // kasyAM jAtau bhavenmokSo veSe kasmiMzca nivRtiH ? / nizcetumetanno zakyaM bahubhedo hi dUSaNam // 94 // arthAt-aura na isa bAtakA hI nizcaya ho sakatA hai ki brAhmaNa Adi kisa jAtise aura kisa veSase mokSa hotA hai| kAraNa ye bheda bhI

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta bahuta haiM / taba isa doSa ke kAraNa bhI mokSake upAyakA prApta honA saMbhava nahIM dikhAI pdd'taa| tethI ema jaNAya che, maLe na mokss-upaay| jIvAdi jANyA taNo, zo upakAraja thAya // 9 // tata evaM hi saMsiddhaM mokSopAyo na vidyate / jIvAdijJAnasaMprAptau kopakAro bhvedhaa!!|| 15 // arthAt-ina saba bAdhAoMke Anese yaha jAna par3atA hai ki mokSa kA upAya prApta nahIM ho sakatA / taba phira jIvAdikA svarUpa samajhanese kyA upakAra ho sakatA hai ? arthAt-jisa padakI prAptike lie inakA kharUpa samajhanA Avazyaka pratIti hotA hai usakI prAptikA upAya hI azakya hai| pAMce uttarathI thayu, samAdhAna sarvAMga / samaju mokSa-upAya to, udaya udaya sadbhAgya // 96 praznapaJcottare labdhe samAdhiH sakalo'jani / yadi tat sAdhanaM vidyAM zivaM zreyo bhavecchivam 96 arthAt-ziSya kahatA hai ki Apane jo Upara merI pA~ca zaMkAoMkA samAdhAna kiyA usase pUrNapane mujhe santoSa huA / parantu usI prakAra jo mokSakA upAya bhI merI samajhameM A jAya to phira mere saubhAgyakA udaya-pUrNa udaya-ho jAya / yahA~ para do bAra 'udaya' zabdake kahanese yaha Azaya jAna par3atA hai ki Upara pA~ca praznoMkA uttara sunakara ziSyakI jijJAsA-buddhi mokSakA upAya jAnaneke lie atyanta tIvra ---- -

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aatmsiddhi| sugurukA uttara suguru kahate haiM-'mokSakA upAya hai' / samAdhAna suno / pAMce uttaranI thaI, AtmA viSe pratIta / thAze mokSopAyanI, sahaja pratIta e rIta // 97 // paJcottareNa saMjAtA pratItistava hyAtmani / mokSopAyastathA tAta ! eSyati sahajaM manaH // 97 // arthAt-jaba pA~ca praznoM ke uttarase tumhAre AtmAmeM santoSa ho gayA taba mokSakA upAya suna kara bhI isI taraha sahaja hI tumheM santoSa ho jAyagA / yahA~ 'ho jAyagA' aura 'sahaja' ye jo do zabda kahe gaye haiM unase sugurukA yaha matalaba hai ki jisake pA~ca prazna hala ho gaye usake mokSake upAya viSayaka chaThe praznakA hala ho jAnA bhI koI kaThina bAta nahIM hai athavA isa lie ina zabdoMko samajhanA cAhie ki ziSyakI vizeSa jijJAsAke kAraNa mokSakA upAya use avazya lAbha hogA / guru mahArAjako aisA hI bhAna huA hai| karmabhAva ajJAna che, mokSabhAva nijvaas| aMdhakAra ajJAna sama, nAze jJAnaprakAza // 98 // ajJAnaM karmabhAvo'sti mokSabhAvo nijasthitiH / jvalite jJAnadIpe tu nazyedajJAnatAtamaH // 98 //

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta arthAt-karma-bhAva jIvakI ajJAnatA hai aura mokSa-bhAva jIvakI apane svarUpameM sthiti honA hai| ajJAnakA svabhAva aMdhakArake jaisA hai| jisaprakAra prakAza hone para bahuta kAlakA bhI aMdhakAra naSTa ho jAtA hai usI prakAra jJAna-prakAzase ajJAna naSTa ho jAtA hai| je je kAraNa baMdhanAM, teha baMdhano paMtha / te kAraNa chedakadazA, mokSapaMtha bhavaaMta // 19 // yo yo bandhasya hetuH syAd bandhamArgo bhavet sa sH| bandhocchedasthitiryA tu mokSamArgoM bhvaantkH||19|| arthAt-jo jo karma-bandhake kAraNa haiM ve ve karma-bandhake mArga haiM aura ina kAraNoMko jo avasthA naSTa kara sake vahI mokSa-mArga hai-saMsArakA anta hai| rAga, dveSa, ajJAna e, mukhya karmanI graMtha / thAya nivRtti jehathI, te ja mokSano paMtha // 10 // rAgo dveSastathA'jJAnaM karmaNAM grnthirgrgaa| yasmAt takannivRttiH syAnmokSamArgaH sa eva bhoH! arthAt-rAga dveSa aura ajJAnakI ekatA hI karmakI mukhya gA~Tha hai-inake binA karmoMkA baMdha nahIM ho sakatA / ina karmoMkI jisake dvArA nivRtti ho sake vahI mokSakA mArga hai| AtmA sat caitanyamaya, sarvAbhAsarahIta / jethI kevaLa pAmiye, mokSapaMtha te rIta // 101 //

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Atmasiddhi / saMzcetanAmayo jIvaH srvaabhaasvivrjitH| prApyate sa yataH zuddho mokSamArgaH sa eva bhoH! // 10 // arthAt---zuddhAtmA sat-'avinAzI' hai, 'caitanyamaya'-saba padArthoMke prakAzita karanevAle svabhAva-rUpa-hai, aura 'kevala'-saba vibhAva aura dehAdikake saMyogase rhit-hai| aise zuddhAtmAkI prAptike lie pravRtta honA 'mokSa-mArga' hai| karma anaMta prakAranAM, temA mukhye aatth| temAM mukhye mohiniya, haNAya te kahuM pATha // 102 // anantabhedakaM karma cASTau mukhyAni teSvapi / tatrA'pi mohanA mukhyA vakSye taddhanane vidhim // 102 // arthAt-vaise to karma ananta prakArake haiN| parantu mukhyatAse unameM ATha prakArake haiN| unameM bhI mukhya mohanIya-karma hai| usakA nAza karanekA upAya maiM nIce batalAtA huuN| karma mohanIya bheda be, darzana, cAritra nAma / haNe bodha vItarAgatA, acUka upAya Ama // 103 // mohanaM dvividhaM tatra dRsstti-caaritrbhedtH| bodho hi darzanaM hanyAccAritraM rAgahInatA // 103 // arthAt-usa mohanIya karmake do bheda haiN| eka 'darzanamohanIya' aura dUsarA 'cAritramohanIya' / darzanamohanIya vaha hai jo paramArthameM aparamArtha-rUpa buddhiko aura aparamArthameM paramArtha-rUpa buddhiko karatA hai, aura

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta- . cAritramohanIya use kahate haiM jo paramArthako paramArtha-rUpa jAna kara AtmasvabhAvameM sthiratA kI jAtI hai usa sthiratAke rokanevAlI, pUrvasaMskAra-rUpa kaSAyeM tathA no-kaSAyeM haiM / Atma-jJAna darzanamohanIyakA aura vItarAgatA cAritramohanIyakA nAza karatI hai| ye donoM unake nAzake nizcita upAya haiN| kAraNa mithyAjJAna-rUpa darzanamohanIyakA zatru samyagjJAna hai aura rAgAdika pariNAma-rUpa cAritramohanIyakA zatru vItarAga-bhAva hai |.mtlb yaha ki prakAzase jisa prakAra andhakAra naSTa ho jAtA hai-vaha usake nAzakA nizcita upAya hai-usI prakAra darzanamohanIya aura cAritramohanIya-rUpI andhakArake nAza karaneke lie samyagjJAna aura vItarAgatA prakAzake jaise haiM / isI lie inheM donoM mohanIya karmoMke nAzake nizcita upAya kahA hai| karmabaMdha krodhAdithI, haNe kSamAdika teha / pratyakSa anubhava sarvane, emAM zo saMdeha // 104 // krodhAdiyogataH karmabandhaH zAntyAdighAtakaH / atrAnubhUtiH sarveSAM tatra kA saMzayAlutA ? // 104 // ___ arthAt-krodhAdi-rUpa bhAvoMke honese karma-bandha hotA hai aura kSamAdirUpa bhAvoMse krodhAdikA nAza hotA hai / arthAt kSamAse krodha, saralatAse mAyA aura santoSase lobha rokA jA sakatA hai| isI prakAra rati, arati Adi doSa apane apane pratipakSI guNoMse roke jA sakate haiM / ise hI karmabandha-nirodha kahate haiN| aura yahI nirodha koMkI nivRtti hai| isa bAtaka sabako pratyakSa anubhava hai athavA cAheM to saba pratyakSa anubhava kara bhI sakate

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aatmsiddhi| haiM ki ye krodhAdika rokanese roke jA sakate haiN| aura karma-bandhake rokanekA yatna karanA karma-rahita avasthAkA mArga hai| yaha mArga paralokameM hI nahIM kintu yahIM anubhavameM AtA hai taba phira isameM sandeha kyoM karanA cAhie ? choDI mata darzana taNo, Agraha tema vikalpa / kahyo mArga A sAdhaze, janma tehanA alpa // 105 // matadRSTyAgrahaM tyaktvA vikalpAcaraNaM tathA / ArAdhyetoktamArgo yaiH teSAM hi jananAlpatA // 105 // arthAt--yaha kevala Agraha mAtra hai ki mujhe isa matameM isI lie lagA rahanA cAhie ki vaha merA mata hai tathA isa darzanako isa lie hara prakAra siddha karanekA yatna karanA cAhie ki vaha merA darzana hai| isase kucha lAbha nhiiN| kintu jo isa prakArakA Agraha athavA vikalpa chor3a kara Upara jisa mArgakA svarUpa kahA gayA hai usakA sAdhana kareMge samajhanA cAhie ki unhIMke janma thor3e rahe haiN| yahA~ janma zabdakA prayoga bahu vacanameM kiyA gayA hai, vaha sirpha isa bAtake dikhAne ke lie hai ki kadAcit usa mArgake sAdhana adhUre raha gaye hoM athavA jaghanya yA madhyama pariNAmoMse usakI ArAdhanA huI ho to saba karmoMkA kSaya na honeke kAraNa ArAdhakake lie dUsarA janma grahaNa karanA saMbhava hai| para ve janma adhika nahIM bahuta hI thor3e haiN| jina bhagavAnane kahA hai ki samyaktva ho jAne para yadi vaha phira na chUTe to usa jIvako jyAdAse jyAdA pandraha bhava dhAraNa karanA par3ate haiM / aura jo utkRSTa pariNAmoMse usa mArgakI ArAdhanA karatA hai vaha to usI bhavase mokSa jAtA hai| isa vAtakA yahA~ kucha virodha nahIM hai|

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70 zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta SaTpadanA SaT prazna teM, pUchayA karI vicaar| te padanI sarvAMgatA, mokSamArga niradhAra // 106 // padaSaTkasya SaT praznAH pRSTAH saMcintya re ! tvyaa| tatpadAnAM samUhatve muktivAsaH sunizcitam // 106 // arthAt he ziSya, tUne jo vicAra kara chaH padoMke sambandhameM chaH prazna kiye haiM, tU nizcaya samajha ki unakI pUrNatAmeM hI mokSa-mArga hai / inameMse eka bhI padake utthApanakA ekAnta yA avicArase yatna karane para mokSa-mArga siddha nahIM ho sktaa| jAti-veSano bheda nahIM, kahyo mArga jo hoya / sAdhe te mukti lahe, emAM bheda na koya // 107 // jAterveSasya no bhedo yadi syaaduktmaargtaa| tAM tu yaH sAdhayet sadyo na kAcit tatra bhinnatA 107 arthAt--jo mokSa-mArga batalAyA gayA hai vaha ho to cAhe jisa jAti yA veSase prApta kiyA jA sakatA hai| usameM kucha bhI bheda nahIM hai| jo usakA sAdhana karegA use mokSa prApta hogA hii| isI prakAra usa mokSameM bhI kisI prakArakI U~ca-nIcatAkA bheda nahIM hai athavA ye jo bacana kahe haiM unameM koI prakArakA bheda-phera-phAra-nahIM hai| kaSAyanI upazAMtatA, mAtra mokSaabhilASa / bhave kheda aMtara dayA, te kahiye jijJAsa // 108 // |

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aatmsiddhi| 71 kaSAyasyopazAntatvaM mokSe rucirhi kevalam / bhave khedo dayA citte sA jijJAsA samucyate // 108 // arthAt-usa jIvako mokSa mArgakA jijJAsu kahanA cAhie jisakI ki kaSAyeM manda par3a gaI haiM, jise mokSa-prAptike sivA kisI prakArakI icchA nahIM hai, jo saMsArake viSaya-bhogoMse bar3A udAsIna hai tathA isI prakAra saMsArake prANiyoM para jise antaraMgase dayA hai arthAt aise manuSyako mokSa prApta karanekA pAtra kahanA cAhie / te jijJAsu jIvane, thAya sadgurubodha / to pAme samakitane, varte aMtarazodha // 109 // sadgurorbodhamApnuyAt sa jijJAsunaro yadi / tadA samyaktvalAbhaH syAdAtmazodhanatA api // 109 // arthAt-isa jijJAsu prANIko yadi sadgurukA upadeza mila jAya to yaha samyaktva prApta kara AtmAnveSaNake yatna karanemeM pravRtta ho sakatA hai / mata darzana Agraha tajI, varte sadgurulakSa / lahe zuddha samakita te, jemAM bheda na pakSa // 110 // matadRSTyAgrahaihIMnA yddttirgurupaadyoH|| sa saMlabheta samyaktvaM yatra bhedo na pakSatA // 110 // arthAt-apane mata aura darzanakA Agraha chor3a kara jo sadguruke upadezAnusAra calanekA yatna karatA hai use samyaktvakI prApti hotI hai| usa samyaktvameM kisI prakArakA bheda yA pakSapAta nahIM hai|

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItavarte nijakhabhAvano, anubhava lakSa pratIta / vRtti vahe nijabhAvamAM, paramArthe samakita // 111 // anubhUtiH svabhAvasya tallakSyaM tatra pratyayaH / nijatAM saMvahed vRttiH satyaM samyaktvamucyate // 111 // arthAt--jahA~ Atma-svabhAvakA anubhava, usake prati hRdayakA AkarSaNa tathA usa para vizvAsa hai aura pravRtti bhI usI ora laga rahI hai vahIM vAstavameM samyaktva hotA hai| vardhamAna samakita thaI, TALe mithyaabhaas| udaya thAya cAritrano, vItarAgapada vAsa // 112 // bhUtvA varddhiSNu samyaktvaM mithyAbhAsaM praTAlayet / cAritrasyodayastatra vItarAgapadasthitiH // 112 // arthAt --vaha samyaktva apanI bar3hatI huI ujjvalatAse, AtmAmeM jo hAsya, zokAdi kucha doSa mithyA bhrAnti utpanna karate haiM use dUra karatA hai, aura usase svabhAva-samAdhi-rUpa cAritrakA udaya hotA hai jisase ki saba rAga-dveSake kSaya-rUpa vItarAga padameM AtmAkI sthiti hotI hai| kevaLa nijakhabhAvana, akhaMDa varte jJAna / kahiye kevaLajJAna te, deha chatAM nirvANa // 113 // kevalaM svasvabhAvasya sthirA yatra bhvenmtiH| socyate kevalajJAnaM dehe satyapi nirvRtiH // 113 //

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aatmsiddhi| 73 arthAt-saba prakArake AbhAsa-rahita AtmAke jana-guNakI akhaNDatA kabhI khaMDita na ho, manda na ho tathA naSTa na ho use kevalajJAna kahate haiN| isa kevalajJAnako prApta hone para zarIra rahate hue bhI utkRSTa jIvana-mukta-rUpa dazAkA anubhava kiyA jAtA hai| koTi varSanuM svapna paNa, jAgrata thatAM samAya / tema vibhAva anAdino, jJAna thatAM dUra thAya // 114 // svapno'pi koTivarSasya nidrocchede samApyate / vibhAvo'nAdijo dUre nazyed jJAne tathA sati // 114 // arthAt-jisa prakAra jAgrata hone para karor3oM varSoM kA bhI svapna usI kSaNa adRzya ho jAtA hai usI prakAra Atma-jJAna ho jAne para saba vibhAva-bhAva dUra ho jAte haiN| chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahIM karttA tuM karma / nahIM bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja dharmano marma // 115 // dehAdhyAso yadi nazyet tvaM kartA na hi karmaNAm / na hi bhoktA ca teSAM tvaM dharmasyaitad gUDhaM matam // 115 // arthAt-he ziSya, dharmakA marma yaha hai ki jo zarIrameM Atma-buddhi mAnI jAtI hai aura jisake kAraNa strI-putra Adi saba vastuoMmeM moha bhAva ho rahA hai vaha Atma-buddhi to AtmAmeM hI mAna jAnI caahie| isase, dehameM jo Atmatva-buddhi aura AtmAmeM dehatva-buddhi ho rahI hai vaha chUTa jAya to tU phira na karmoMkA kartA rahe aura na bhoktA;---

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItae ja dharmathI gokSa che, tuM cho mokSasvarUpa / anaMta darzana jJAna tuM, avyAvAdha svarUpa // 116 // mokSa eva tato dharmAnmokSAtmA ca tvameva bhoH ! / anantadarzanaM tvaM ca avyAvAdharUpastvakam // 116 // arthAt-aura isI dharmase mokSa hotA hai; aura tU svayaM hI mokSa svarUpa hai| matalaba yaha ki zuddha Atma-pada hI mokSa hai aura vaha AtmA-tU-anaMta jJAna-darzana tathA sukha-svarUpa hai| zuddha, buddha, caitanyadhana, svayaMjyoti sukhadhAma / bIjuM kahiye keTalaM ? kara vicAra to pAma // 117 // zuddho buddhazcidAtmA ca svayaMjyotiH sukhAlayam / vicAraya tato viddhi svaM bahu tu kimucyate ? // 117 // arthAt-tU zarIrAdika saba vastuoMse bhinna hai| Atma-dravya kisImeM nahIM milatA aura na AtmAmeM hI koI milatA hai| paramArtha-dRSTi se dravya dravyase sadA bhinna rahatA hai| isI lie tU zuddha hai, jJAna-svarUpa hai, caitanya pradezAtmaka hai, svayaM-jyoti hai arthAt tujhe koI prakAzita nahIM karatA-tU khabhAvase hI prakAza-svarUpa hai; aura avyAbAdha sukhakA dhAma hai| isase adhika aura kyA kahA jAya; athavA aura kahanA hI kyA bAkI raha jAtA hai| thor3emeM yaha kahA jAtA hai ki jo tU vicAra karegA to isa padako avazya prApta hogaa|

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aatmsiddhi| nizcaya sarve jJAnIno, AvI anna samAya / dharI maunatA ema kahI, sahaja samAdhimAMya // 118 // sarveSAM jJAninAmatra samAptimeti nishcyH| uktvaivaM guruNA maunaM samAdhau sahaje dhRtam // 118 // arthAt-saba jJAnI-mahAtmAoMkA nizcaya yahIM Akara sthira-hotA hai| isa prakAra upadeza dekara sadgurune mauna dhAraNa kara liyA-vacana-yogakI pravRttikA tyAga kara ve sahaja samAdhimeM sthira ho gye| ziSyako jnyaan-laabh| sadgurunA upadezathI, AvyuM apUrva bhAna / nijapada nijamAMhI laghu, dUra thayuM ajJAna // 119 // sadgurorupadezAt tvA''gataM bhAnamapUrvakam / nije nijapadaM labdhamajJAnaM layatAM gatam // 119 // arthAt-sadguruke upadezase ziSyako vaha apUrva bhAna huA jo pahale kabhI na huA thaa| aura apanA yathArtha kharUpa apane hI AtmAmeM pratibhAsita hokara usakA dehAdimeM Atma-buddhi-rUpa saba ajJAnabhAva dUra ho gyaa|

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItabhAsyuM nijasvarUpa te, zuddha cetanArUpa / ajara, amara, avinAzI ne, dehAtIta svarUpa // 120 // tad bhAsitaM nijaM rUpaM zuddhaM caitanyalakSaNam / ajaraM cAmaraM sthAstu dehAtItaM sunirmalam // 120 // / arthAt-apanA svarUpa use zuddha caitanyamaya, ajara, amara, avinAzI tathA zarIrAdise spaSTa bhinna bhAsamAna huA / katA, bhoktA karmano, vibhAva varte jyAMya / vRtti vahI nijabhAvamAM, thayo akartA tyAMya // 12 // yadA vibhAvabhAvaH syAd bhoktA kartA ca krmnnH| yadA'vibhAvabhAvaH syAd bhoktA ko na karmaNaH 121 arthAt-jahA~ vibhAva-bhAva-mithyAtva-hai vahIM nizcaya-nayase kamaukA karttApanA aura bhoktApanA hai; aura jahA~ vibhAva-bhAva dUra ho gayA hai vahA~ na karttApanA hai aura na bhoktApanA arthAt Atma-svabhAvameM pravRtti ho jAnese AtmA akartA ho gyaa| athavA nijapariNAma je, zuddha cetnaaruup| kA bhoktA tehano, nirvikalpakharUpa // 122 // svAbhAvikyasti vA vRttiHzaddhA yA cetanAmayo / tasyAH ko'sti bhoktA'sti nirvikalpasvarUpabhAk 122 arthAt-athavA zuddha caitanya svarUpa jo Atma-pariNAma haiM unakA nirvikalpa-rUpase kartA aura bhoktA huaa|

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Atmasiddhi / mokSa ko nijazuddhatA, te pAme te paMtha / samajAvyo saMkSepamAM, sakaLa mArga nigraMtha // 123 // ukta mokSo nijA zuddhiH sa mArgo labhyate yataH / saMkSepeNoditaH ziSya ! nairgranthaH sakalaH pathaH // 123 // arthAt - AtmAkA zuddha pada mokSa hai, vaha jisake dvArA prApta kiyA jA sake use mokSa mArga samajhanA cAhie / zrIsadgurune kRpA karake niryanthapanekA saba mArga acchI taraha samajhA diyA / aho ! aho ! zrIsadguru, karuNAsiMdhu apAra / . A pAmara para prabhu karyo, aho ! aho ! upakAra 124 kRpApAnIyakUpAra ! gurudeva ! aho ! aho ! / ayamupakRto dInazcopakArastvaho ! aho ! // 124 // arthAt he karuNAke apAra samudra, he Atma- lakSmI virAjamAna prabho, he suguro, ahA, Apane isa kSudra prANI para vismaya utpanna karanevAlA upakAra kiyA hai ! zuM prabhucaraNa kane dharUM ? AtmAthI sau hIna / te to prabhue Apiyo, vartu caraNAdhIna // 125 // prabhoH pAde dhareyaM kimAtmato hInakaM samam / arpitaH prabhuNA so'sti bhaveyaM tadvazaMvadaH // 125 // arthAt - jina sugurune merA itanA upakAra kiyA unake caraNoMkI bheMTa maiM kyA karU~ ? yadyapi suguru prabhu to niSkAma haiM, aura mAtra ni 77

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItaSkAma karuNAse upadeza karate haiM; parantu apane ziSya dharmakA smaraNa kara maiM kahatA hU~ ki saMsArameM jitane bhI padArtha haiM ve saba to AtmAkI apekSA kucha mUlyavAna nahIM hai taba jinane mujhe AtmA pradAna kiyA unake sAmane maiM use chor3a kara aura kyA arpaNa karU~? isa kAraNa upacArase mAtra itanA kara sakatA hU~ ki maiM sarvathA unhIM eka suguruke zaraNa huuN| A dehAdi AjathI, voM prabhuAdhIna / dAsa, dAsa, huM dAsa cha, teha prabhuno dIna // 126 // adyatastaccharIrAdi jAyatAM prabhuceTakam / dAso dAso'smi dAso'smi tatpabhordInazekharaH // 126 arthAt-ye zarIra Adi jo mere gine jAte haiM Ajase ina sabako maiM prabhuke adhIna karatA huuN| maiM una prabhukA aba dAsa hU~-atyanta dAsa hU~-bar3A hI dIna dAsa huuN| SaD sthAnaka samajAvIne, bhinna batAvyo Apa / myAnathakI taravAravat, e upakAra amApa // 127 // sthAnaSaTvaM visaMjJApya bhinnaM darzitavAn bhavAn / asikozamivA''tmAnaM cAmito'yamanugrahaH // 127 // arthAt-he deva, Apane chahoM padoMkA svarUpa samajhA kara myAnase talavArako judI karanekI bhA~ti AtmAko zarIrAdikase spaSTa judA kara diyaa| prabho, Apane mujha para vaha upakAra kiyA hai ki jisakI koI iyttaasiimaa-nhiiN|

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aatmsiddhi| upasaMhAra / - darzana SaTe zamAya che, A SaT sthAnaka mAMhi / vicAratAM vistArathI, saMzaya rahe na kAMha // 128 // sthAnaSaTThU samApyante darzanAni SaDeva bhoH / na tatra saMzayaH ko'pi yadyAlocyeta vistaram // 128 // arthAt-ina chahoM padoMmeM chahoM darzana samAjAte haiN| acchI taraha vicAra karane para phira kisI prakArakA sandeha nahIM raha jAtA / AtmabhrAMtisama roga nahIM, sadguru vaidya sujANa / guruAjJAsama pathya nahIM, auSadha vicAra dhyAna // 129 AtmabhrAntisamo rogo nAsti bhiSag guruupmH| gurorAjJAsamaM pathyaM dhyAnatulyaM na cauSadham // 129 // arthAt-AtmAke svarUpakA bhAna na honeke jaisA to koI roga nahIM hai, sadguruke jaise sacce aura kuzala koI vaidya nahIM hai, sadgurukI AjJAnusAra calaneke jaisA koI pathya nahIM hai aura vicAra tathA nididhyAsanadhyAna ke jaisI koI auSadhi nahIM hai / jo iccho paramArtha to, karo satya puruSArtha / bhavasthiti Adi nAma lai, chedo nahIM AtmArtha 130 |

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItaprepsavaH paramArthaM ye te kurvantvAtmapauruSam / bhavasthityAdihetostu na cchindantu nijaM balam // 130 // arthAt-jo tuma paramArthako cAhate ho to saccA puruSArtha karo; karmoMke udaya AdikA Azraya lekara Atma-hitase mu~ha na modd'o| nizcayavANI sAMbhaLI, sAdhana tajavAM noya / nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM, sAdhana karavAM soya // 131 // AkarNya nizcitAM vANI tyAjyaM naiva susAdhanam / rakSitvA nizcaye lakSyamAcaryaH saadhnaacyH|| 131 // arthAt-nizcaya-nayakA kathana suna kara,-ki AtmA abaMdha hai, asaMga hai, siddha hai,-sAdhanoMko na chor3a do, kintu nizcaya-nayakA svarUpa dhyAnameM rakha kara sAdhanoM dvArA usa nizcaya-svarUpake prApta karanekA yatna kro| naya nizcaya ekAMtathI, AmAM nathI khel| ekAMte vyavahAra nahIM, banne sAtha rahela // 132 // nizcayo vyavahAro vA nAtraikAntena darzitaH / yatra sthAne yathAyogyaM tathA tad yugalaM bhavet // 132 // arthAt-yahA~ na to ekAntase nizcaya-nayakA kathana kiyA gayA hai aura na vyavahAra-nayakA; kintu donoM jahA~ jisa prakAra ghaTa jAya~ usI prakAra eka sAtha rahatI haiN|

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Atmasiddhi / gaccha matanI je kalpanA, te nahIM sadvyavahAra / bhAna nahIM nijarUpanaM, te nizcaya nahIM sAra // 133 // sadvyavahArahInA'sti kalpanA mata - gacchayoH / nijabhAnAd Rte tAta ! nizcayo na hi sundaraH // 133 // arthAt- gaccha, paMtha, Adi mata - kalpanA sadvyavahAra nahIM hai; kintu AtmArthI puruSoMke lakSaNameM jisa dazAkA varNana kiyA gayA hai aura mokSo - pAya batalAte hue jo jijJAsuke lakSaNa kahe gaye haiM vaha sadvyavahAra hai / usakA yahA~ bahuta hI saMkSepa meM varNana kiyA hai / isI prakAra jise apane Atma- kharUpakA bhAna nahIM arthAt zarIrAdike anubhavakI bhA~ti jiseAtmAkA anubhava nahIM huA, dehameM jisakI mamattva - buddhi hai aura jo vairAgyAdi sAdhanoM ko prApta kiye binA hI 'nizcaya' 'nizcaya' cillAyA karatA usakA vaha nizcaya - nayakA garva nissAra hai - niSphala hai / AgaLa jJAnI thai gayA, varttamAnamAM hoya / thAze kALa bhaviSyamAM, mArgabheda nahIM koya // 134 // abhUvan jJAninaH pUrvaM vartante ye ca nA''gatAH / vidAM teSAM sameSAM vai mArgabhedo na vidyate // 134 // 81 arthAt bhUtakAla meM jo jJAnI jana ho gaye haiM, vartamAnameM haiM tathA bhaviSyameM hoMge unake mArga meM koI bheda nahIM hai arthAt vAstavameM una sakA eka hI mArga hai / aura usa mArgake prApta karane yogya vyavahArakA paramArtha sAdhaka- rUpase dezakAlAdike bhedoM dvArA bhI varNana kiyA gayA ho to bhI usakA phala eka hI utpanna hogA - paramArthase usameM koI bheda nahIM hai / I 6

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNItasarva jIva cha siddhasama, je samaje te thAya / sadguruAjJA jinadazA, nimitta kAraNa mAMya // 135 // siddhatulyAn samAn jIvAn yo jAnAti bhavet sa sH| arhatsthitirgurorAjJA nimittaM tatra vidyate // 135 // arthAt-saba jIvoMmeM siddhoMke sadRza sattA hai| parantu vaha usImeM prakaTa hotI hai jo use samajhatA hai| usakI prAptike do nimitta-kAraNa haiM / eka to sugurukI AjJAnusAra calanA; aura dUsare sadguru dvArA upadeza kI gaI jina-avasthAkA vicAra karanA / upAdAnanuM nAma laI, e je taje nimitta / pAme nahIM siddhatvane, rahe bhrAMtimAM sthita // 136 // upAdAnacchalenaiva nimittAni tyajanti ye| labhante siddhabhAvaM no bhrAntAH syuste uta dhruvam // 136 arthAt----zAstroMmeM Atma-sAdhanake do kAraNa kahe gaye haiN| eka nimitta-kAraNa aura dUsarA upAdAna-kAraNa / sadgurukI AjJA Adi nimitta-kAraNa hai aura AtmAke jJAna-darzana Adi upAdAna-kAraNa haiN| isa lie jo kevala upAdAnakA nAma le le kara nimitta kAraNako chor3a deMge ve siddhatvako prApta na hoMge aura bhramameM par3e rheNge| kAraNa zAstroMmeM sacce nimitta-kAraNake niSedhArtha upAdAnakI vyAkhyA nahIM kI gaI hai| parantu itanA dhyAnameM rakkho ki sacce nimitta-kAraNake milane para upAdAnako suSupti avasthAmeM rakhanese bhI kucha lAbha nhiiN| isa lie sacce nimittake milane para usakI sahAyatAse upAdAnako abhimukha karanA ucita hai, puruSArtha-rahita honA ThIka nahIM hai / RSiyoMkI kI huI vyAkhyAkA yaha mathitArtha hai|

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Atmasiddhi / mukhathI jJAna kathe ane, aMtara chuTyo na moha / te pAmara prANI kare, mAtra jJAnIno droha // 137 // vakti jJAnakathAM vaktrAccittaM mohatamAvRtam / yasya raGkasya matyasya jJAnidrohI sa kevalam // 137 // arthAt---mu~hase jo nizcaya-nayakA DhoMga karate haiM, parantu antaraGgameM svayaM mohako nahIM chor3a sakate aise kSudra prANI apaneko jJAnI kahalAnekI kAmanAse sacce jJAnI puruSoMke sAtha droha karate haiN| dayA, zAMti, samatA, kSamA, satya, tyAga, vairaagy| hoya mumukSughaTaviSe, eha sadAya sujAgya // 138 // dayA zAntiH kSamA sAmyaM vairAgyaM tyAga-satyate / mumukSuhadaye nityamete syuH prakaTA guNAH // 138 // arthAt-mumukSuke hRdayameM dayA, zAnti, samatA, kSamA, satya, tyAga aura vairAgya ye guNa sadA jAgrata rahate haiN| arthAt ina guNoMke binA manuSya mumukSu nahIM ho sktaa| mohabhAva kSaya hoya jyAM, athavA hoya prazAMta / te kahiye jJAnIdazA, bAkI kahiye bhrAMta // 139 // yatrA'sti mohanaM kSINaM vA prazAntaM bhavet takat / vAcyA jJAnidazA sA'nyA bhrAntatA spaSTamucyate 139 arthAt-moha-bhAvakA jahA~ kSaya ho gayA ho athavA mohAvasthA atyanta manda par3a gaI ho use jJAnAvasthA kahate haiN| isake sivA jisane apanemeM jJAna prApta ho jAnekI kalpanA karalI hai vaha kevala bhrAnti hai| sakaLa jagat te eThavat, athavA khamasamAna / te kahiye jJAnIdazA, bAkI vAcAjJAna // 14 //

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zrImad rAjacandrapraNIta Atmasiddhi / ucchiSTAnnAyamAnaM vA svapnavad vetti yo jagat / eSA jJAnisthitirvAcyA zeSaM vAgjAlamAmatam // 140 // arthAt -- sAre jagatko jisane eka jhUThI vastuke jaisA samajhA hai athavA jisake jJAnameM jagat svamake jaisA bhAsamAna ho rahA hai vahI saccI jJAnAvasthA hai bAkI kevala vacanoMse kahA jAnevAlA jJAna vAgjAla hai / sthAnaka pAMca vicArIne, chaTThe va jeha / pAme sthAnaka pAMcamuM, emAM nahIM saMdeha // 141 // sthAnapaJcakamAlocya SaSThake yaH pravartate / 84 prApnuyAt paJcamaM sthAnaM nA'tra zaGkAkaNo'pi re ! // 141 arthAt --- Upara kahe gaye pA~coM padoMke svarUpakA vicAra kara jo chaThe padameM apanI pravRtti karatA hai - mokSake upAyakA sAdhana karatA hai - vaha paMcama-pada- nirvANa-lAbha karatA hai / deha chatAM jenI dazA, vartte dehAtIta / te jJAnInAM caraNamAM, ho vaMdana agaNita // 142 // dehAtItA dazA yasya dehe satyapi vartate / tajjJAnicaraNe me'stu vandanA'gaNitA tridhA // 142 // arthAt - pUrva-karmoM ke yogase jise zarIra prApta hai; kintu jisakI dazA dehAdikI kalpanA - rahita Atmamaya hai usa jJAnI - mahAtmA puruSake caraNakamaloMmeM ananta bAra namaskAra hai / zrIsadgurucaraNArpaNamastu / saM0 1952 ku~vAra vidI 1,} guruvAra, naDiyAda /

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