Rajratna Ambalalbhai Satsangi Sanjivani

Author(s): Mumukshu Gan
Publisher: Subodhak Pustakshala
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/032150/1

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rAjaratna pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAI dvitiya AvRtti (satsaMga-saMjIvanI) so so varSanA vahANA vahI gayAM... prakAzaka: zrI subodhaka pustakazALA, khaMbhAta.

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paramakRpALudeva saMsthApita zrI subodhaka pustakazALA - vibhAga-1 loMkAparI - khaMbhAta *

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI rAjaratna pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAi satsaMga-saMjIvanI rAtri vyatikramI gai, prabhAta thayuM, nidrAthI mukta thayA, bhAvanidrA TaLavAno prayatna karajo.' so so varSanA vahANA vahI gayAM !!! Aatis K 29/ zrI puSpamALA Rex PLAY B `d brbr "nirAbAdhapaNe jenI manovRtti vahyA kare che, saMkalpa-vikalpanI maMdatA jene thai che, paMca viSayathI virakta budhdhinA aMkuro jene phUTyAM che, kalezanA kA2Na jeNe nirmULa karyAM che, anekAMta daSTiyukta ekAMta daSTine je sevyA kare che, jenI mAtra eka zudhdha vRtti ja che, te pratApI puruSa jayavAna varto. ApaNe tevA thavAno prayatna karavo joie.'' 45) Ah alplay - 1. 80 ht

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI 3 namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namakkAro savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM paDhamaM havai maMgalaM / namo jiNANaM jid bhavANaM 'jenI pratyakSa dazA ja bodharUpa che, te mahattpuruSane dhanya che. je matabhede A jIva grahAyo che, te ja matabheda ja tenA svarUpane mukhya AvaraNa che. vItarAga puruSanA samAgama vinA, upAsanA vinA, A jIvane mumukSutA kema utpanna thAya ? samyak jJAna kyAMthI thAya ? samyak darzana kyAMthI thAya ? samyak cAritra kyAMthI thAya ? kemake, e traNe vastu anya sthAnake hotI nathI. vItarAga puruSanA abhAva jevo vartamAnakALa varte che. he . mumukSu ! vItarAgapada vAraMvAra vicAra karavA yogya che, upAsanA karavA yogya che, dhyAna karavA yogya che.'' hAtha noMdha - 2 - 5. ciddhAtumaya, paramazAMta, aDaga, ekAgra, eka svabhAvamaya asaMkhyAta pradezAtmaka puruSAkAra cidAnaMdaghana tenuM dhyAna karo. hAthanoMdha - 1 - 26

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RR RR satsaMga-saMjIvanI SARARAR) (samarpaNa) - trilokanA nAtha vaza thayA che jene evA zrImAn rAjacaMdradeva zrI paramakRpALu paramAtmAne : eka samaya paNa kevaLa asaMgapaNAthI rahevuM e trilokane vaza karavA karatAM paNa vikaTa kArya che; tevA asaMgapaNAthI trikALa je rahyA che, evA satpaSanA aMtaHkaraNa, te joi ame paramAzcarya pAmI namIe chIe." - va. 2 13 he anaMtaguNa gaMbhIra jJAnAvatAra bhagavad ! saM. 1947 nA nUtana varSanA maMgaLamaya prabhAte adhyAtma gaganamAM dedIpyamAna surya-sarakhA Apa, zrI sthaMbhatIrthane AMgaNe amArAM pUrva puNyathI padhAryA. anAdi kALathI mokSamArganA ajANa, aMdhakAramAM athaDAtA evA amane prakAzasvarUpa Ape nirmaLa jJAnajyotinuM darzana ApyuM. cothA kALane viSe atyaMta durlabha, apUrva evuM zuddha sahaja AtmasvarUpanuM darzana Ape karAvyuM. sAkSAt anubhava prAptithI pragaTa sanuM bhAna ApI satsaMga -gaMgA vahAvI amane pAvana karyA. e satsaMga-gaMgA vahetI rAkhanAra 'zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya' ApanA svahaste sthApana karI ApanI kalpadrumanI zItaLa chAyAno parama vizrAma Apyo che e Apano ama pAmara para apAra upakAra thayo che. te satsaMga-chAyA pratye janmAMtaramAM paNa amArI dRDhabhakti raho, e amane mArgadarzaka thAo, evI namra prayAcanA Apa dayALune karIe chIe. - A paMcamakALamAM pratyakSa Azraya tulya ApanA 'akSaradeha' no paricaya thatAM sarvakALa Apano satyoga jIvaMta rUpeja anubhavAya che. atizayothI bharelAM ApanA zrImukhanA vacanAmRtonuM paricaryana thatAM amArA trividha tApane zAMta karyA che, e ApanI anaMta karUNAvarSAmAM jhIlI ame dhanya banyA chIe. ApanuM adbhuta yogabaLa trikALa jayavaMta varto. ' he dInAnAtha ! anaMta prabhAvayukta ApanA zuddha Atmacaritrane ama jevA bALabuddhi zuM jANI zakIe ? je aciMtya svarUpa yogiyo, tArA dhyAna dvArA gamya karI zake che evAM, tArA apAra mAhAbhyane amArI sAmAnya matithI kema samajI zakAya? ame to bhaktibhAve ApanA karUNAmaya svabhAvane saMbhArI ApanA parama upazamarUpa caraNAviMdamAM namaskAra karIe chIe, ane bhavaparyata ApanI kRpArUpa caraNasevA mAgIe chIe. ApanA guNagrAmarUpa A bhakti-bheTazuM ApanA yugala pAdapAmAM samarpaNa karIe chIe. ame chIe, ApanA Azrita sevako. zrI subodhaka pustakazALA, loMkAparI, khaMbhAta.

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paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva saMvata 1957

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GRESS // satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) (prathamAvRttinI prastAvanA) sarakAra zrI sadgurU caraNAya namaH aho ! ApanuM nirAvaraNa jJAna ! aho ! ApanA vacanAdi yogano udaya ! to aho ! te amRta vacano jhIlI mumukSujano upara parama upakAra karanAra mumukSu ziromaNI pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi ! atyAra sudhImAM pragaTa thayelA paricayo tathA patrothI paramakRpALudeva pratye zraddhAvata mumukSuone premabhaktiniSThA baLavAna thavAnuM ghaNuM ghaNuM nimitta banyuM che, tema chatAM apragaTa lakhANa paNa ghaNuM che. te saMzodhana karI A saMkalanarUpa graMtha AtmArthI baMdhuonAM karakamaLamAM mUktAM amone parama harSa thAya che, te paramakRpALudeva pratye, ApaNA ArAdhya deva pratye - ananya Azraya bhakti utpanna karanAra thAo. - A pustakamAM mukhyatve, parama pUjyazrI aMbAlAlabhAie paramakRpALudeva pratye lakhelA patro, mumukSuo upara lakhelA patro, mumukSuoe pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi pratye lakhelA patro tathA pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA pavitra samAdhi maraNanuM vRttAMta che. temaja bIjA anya apragaTa paricayo, avadhAna samayanA apragaTa kAvyo, pUjya prAtaH smaraNIya devamAtA saMvata 1970nI sAlamAM khaMbhAta padhArelA te vakhate teoe lakhAvelI noMdha vagere che, je sarvano anukramaNikA uparathI sujJa vAcakane khyAla Avaze. A kALanA mumukSuo upara pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAino keTalo upakAra che te vANIthI varNavavuM azakya che. paramakRpALudeve ja jyAre eka yA bIjA prakAre temane biradAvyA che, te yAda karI, saMbhArI pAvana thaie. aho! anaMta bhavanA paryaTanamAM koi satpaSanA pratApe A dazA pAmelA evA A dehadhArIne tame iccho cho, tenI pAsethI dharma iccho cho.........." - tamArA samAgamano Icchaka (va. 139) ''aMbAlAlathI A patra adhika samajavAnuM banI zakaze, Apa tenI vidyamAnatAe patranuM avalokana (va. 172) | "tamane badhAne khullI kalamathI jaNAvI devAnI icchA thatAM jaNAvuM chuM ke haju sudhI meM tamane mArganA marmano (eka aMbAlAla sivAya) koi aMza jaNAvyo nathI; ane je mArga pAmyA vinA koi rIte jIvano chUTako thavo koi kALe saMbhavita nathI, te mArga jo tamArI yogyatA haze to ApavAnI samarthatAvALo puruSa bIjo tamAre zodhavo nahIM paDe. emAM koi rItanI potAnI stuti karI nathI. A AtmAne AvuM lakhavAnuM yogya lAgatuM nathI, chatAM lakhyuM che." (va. 173) karazo....."

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta graMthanI prastAvanAmAMthI IIT "zrImadbhunI vidyamAnatAmAM teonA paramabhakta khaMbhAtanA bhAi zrI aMbAlAla lAlacaMde zrImadjInI anumatithI mumukSuo pratye lakhAyelA patro tathA anya lakhANono saMgraha karela, temAMthI paramArtha saMbaMdhInAM lakhANonuM pustaka zrI aMbAlAlabhAie taiyAra karyuM. te pustaka zrImadbhu pote tapAsI gayA, ane temAM potAnA hAthe keTalAka sudhArA vadhArA karyA che. A AtmasAdhana (zrI vacanAmRtajI) ApaNane prApta thayuM che te saMgrahI, zrI aMbAlAlabhAie sAdhaka varga upara parama upakAra karyo che. paramakRpALudevanA vidyamAnapaNAmAM parama bhaktithI caraNasevAno lAbha pAmanAra, rAta-divasa khaDe page sevA ApanAra pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi zrI Atmasiddhi zAstranA avataraNane nihALanAra paNa pote ja, temaja parama pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAinA samAdhi maraNanA parama bhAgyavaMta sAkSI paNa teo ja.'' ApaNA jevA pAmara manuSyo kRpALunI kRpAnA pAtrone zuM varNavI zake? te kALanA ane vartamAna kALanA parama mumukSuonA upakArane saMbhArI ApaNe ApaNuM upAdAna nirmaLa karIe, te ja paramakRpALu paramAtmA pratye natamastake namra prArthanA che.'' A saMzodhana ka2vAmAM zrI subodhaka pustakazALAnA je je mumukSuoe tana, mana, dhanathI je phALo Apela che te sarvenA amo AbhArI chIe, temaja khAsa karIne saM. 2047nA cArtumAsa daramiyAna parama pUjya sAdhvIjI mahArAjasAhebo, pU. zrI puSpAzrIjI ma.sA., pU. zrI bhAvaprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. tathA pU. zrI rAjaprabhAzrIjI mahArAja sAheboe kALajI lai A kArya jAte upADI-potAnI nAdurasta tabiyatanI paravA karyA vinA je mahenata lai A saMkalana taiyAra karAvarAvyuM che, te mATe teozrInA amo ghaNA RNI chIe. aMtamAM ApaNa sarvene pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi jevI bhakti, samarpaNatA, AjJAdhInatA prApta thAya tevI prArthanA karI A pustakamAM pU. zrI sukhalAlabhAi chaganalAle pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAine kAgaLamAM je bhaktisabhara udgAro lakhela che tenI smRti karI A prastAvanA pUrNa karIe chIe. na ame te bhaktone, teozrInI bhaktine, teozrInA caraNane namaskAra karIe chIe, vAraMvAra vaMdIe chIe, tenuM dhyAna svarUpa vicArIe chIe, kAraNa ke prabhue to mAtra caitanyane, caitanyamaya zuddha svarUpa karI dIdhuM che. paNa A bhakte to hada karI che. kAraNa ke A bhakte to sarva arpaNa karI dai, potAnuM na mAnIne, prabhunA zarIrane, prabhunA vicArane, are ! tenuM svarUpa ane tenA jJAnamAM je samAyuM che te sarvane eka prabhurUpa svikArI, AtmAnA zuddha svarUpamAM gALI, eka caitanya svarUpa, parama premarUpa, akhaMDapaNe svikAryuM che. eka abhedabhAve bhakti karanAra te parAbhaktinA pAtra, bhagavAnanA ananya svarUpane vaMdIe chIe. satpuruSanuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo. OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH vasaMtabhAi cI. zAha. bhAvanagara

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liE REFERE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) VESM))) (dvitIyAvRttinI prastAvanA)nA dAvA para rika nA || OM tat sat // "jenA eka romamAM kiMcit paNa ajJAna, moha ke asamAdhi rahI nathI, te satyurUSanAM vacana ane bodha mATe kaMIpaNa nahIM kahI zakatA tenAMja vacanamAM prazastabhAve punaH punaH prazakta thavuM e paNa ApaNuM sarvottama zreya che." - va. para "anaMtakALathI je jJAna bhavahetu thatuM hatuM te jJAnane eka samayamAtramAM jAtyAMtara karI jeNe bhavanivRttirUpa karyuM te kalyANamUrti samyak darzanane namaskAra" - va. 839 "saullAsa cittathI jJAnanI anuprekSA karatAM anaMta karmano kSaya thAya che." - va. 915 anaMta anaMta upakArI parama karUNAsAgara parama kRpALu bhagavaMtanA aNamola vacano ke jene mATe pa.pU. bhAIzrI popaTalAlabhAIe jaNAvela ke mAruM cAle to tene hIrA ratnathI maDhAvuM tevI bhavyabhAvanA jemanI hatI, tevI adbhuta vANI-vacanonI dhArAne, jema zrI tIrthaMkara bhagavaMtanI vANIne zrI gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe jhIlIne tene zrI AgamamAM gUMthI, tevI ja rIte A paramapuruSa prabhu rAjacaMdrajInI meghadhArA jevI vANIne akhaMDa rasathI, pUrNa premathI zrI rALaja, zrI vaDavA, zrI kAvIThA, zrI naDIyAda vi. aneka nivRtti kSetromAM anaMta anaMta prema eka eka vacanane jhIlIne, saMgraha karIne, sAcavIne tene akSaradeha ApavAnuM bhagIratha mahAna kArya bhaktaratna evA pU.zrI. aMbAlAlabhAIe karela che. A rIte vartamAna ane bhAvI mumukSu AtmAo ke je bhavabhramaNamAMthI mukta thavA Icche che temanA sudhI pahoMcADI, ApaNA sarva upara jeno pratyupakAra koI rIte na vALI zakAya tevo parama upakAra karyo che. paramakRpALu bhagavaMte zrI mukhe jemane mATe mahora mArI hatI, ane jemanI smaraNa zakti tathA vairAgyanI prazaMsA karI hatI tevA pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe paramakRpALu bhagavaMtanA mumukSuo para AvelA patrone maMgAvI, tene suMdara maroDadAra motInA dANA jevA akSaromAM utArI laI, tene vyavasthita jALavIne, tenuM suMdara saMkalana karIne adbhuta bhagIratha kArya karyuM che je kAraNe Aje ApaNe zrI vacanAmRtajIrUpe zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthanI mahAna bheTa meLavavA parama parama bhAgyazALI thayA chIe. je vacanAmRtajI Aje paramakRpALu bhagavaMtanA akSaradeharUpe bhAratabharamAM khUNe khUNe tathA videzamAM amerIkA, phrAnsa, AphrikA, razIyA, IMglenDa vi. dezomAM paNa aneka aneka AtmAone mATe aNamola bhAthuM banI rahyA che. temaja aneka mumukSu AtmAo tenuM zravaNa, manana, nididhyAsana karatAM temanA hRdayo bhIMjAI jaI rAjarasathI taraboLa banI rahyA che, ane zrI vacanAmRtajInA upakArathI anekane potAnA bhava bhramaNano aMta lAvavA mATe adbhuta sahAyaka thaI rahyA che. to te mATe zrI bhaktaratna pU. aMbAlAlabhAInA upakAranI pharI pharI smRti thAya che. pU. aMbAlAlabhAIe paramakRpALudevano sIdhe sIdho bodha aMtaramAM jhIlatAM jhIlatAM pa.kR.devanI adbhuta aMtaradazAnA darzana karyA. temaja prabhue mArgano marma pUrvanA saMskArI ane satpAtra evA pU. aMbAlAlabhAIne jaNAvI dIdho. 5.ka.devanI addabhuta aMtaradazAnA darzana thatAM ApaNane koNa puruSa maLyA che tenI samyakupratIti ApI ane temanA pratye acaLa prema ane samarpaNatA utpanna thayAM. pa.kR.devano bodha jhIlatAM jhIlatAM temaNe e vAta jhIlI ke - (u. chAyA pAnA 691mAM) "vedAMta viSe A

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI kALamAM carama zarIrI kahyA che. jinanA abhiprAya pramANe paNa A kALamAM ekAvatArI jIva thAya che. A kaMI thoDI vAta nathI, kemake A pachI kAMI mokSa thavAne vadhAre vA2 nathI. saheja kAMI bAkI rahyuM hoya, rahyuM che te pachI sahejamAM cAlyuM jAya che. AvA puruSanI dazA, vRttio kevI hoya ? anAdinI ghaNI ja vRttio zamAI gaI hoya che, ane eTalI badhI zAMti thaI gaI hoya che ke, rAgadveSa badhA nAza pAmavA yogya thayA che. upazAMta thayA che.'' tevI ja rIte pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAI pa.kR.devanA aMtarano marma evo pakaDI letA hatA ke dA.ta. AtmasiddhijI gAthA 105.... choDI mata darzana taNo, Agraha tema vikalpa, kahyo mArga A sAdhaze, janma tehanA alpa. te gAthAnA bhAva spaSTa karatAM artha pUratAM teo jaNAve che ke ahIM 'janma' zabda bahuvacanamAM vAparyo che, te eTaluM ja darzAvavAne ke kvacita te sAdhana adhUrAM rahyA tethI, athavA jaghanya ke madhyama pariNAmanI dhArAthI ArAdhana thayAM hoya tethI, sarva karma kSaya thaI na zakavAthI bIjo janma thavAno saMbhava che, paNa te bahu nahIM, bahu ja alpa, 'samakita AvyA pachI jo vame nahIM, to ghaNAmAM ghaNA paMdara bhava thAya' ema zrI jine kahyuM che, ane 'je utkRSTapaNe ArAdhe teno te bhave paNa mokSa thAya'. atre te vAtano virodha nathI Ama jaNAvI prabhunI vAta jhIlI prabhunA aMtaranA marmane teo barAbara pArakhI gayA hatA. AvA hatA e pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAI. tevI ja rIte gAthA 113 - kevaLa nija svabhAvanuM, akhaMDa varte jJAna, kahIe kevaLajJAna te, deha chatAM nirvANa. teno artha pUratAM teo jaNAve che ke sarvaAbhAsa rahita AtmasvabhAvanuM jyAM akhaMDa eTale kyAre paNa khaMDita na thAya, maMda na thAya, nAza na pAme evuM jJAna varte tene kevaLajJAna kahIe chIe. je kevaLajJAna pAmyAthI utkRSTa jIvanmuktadazArUpa nirvANa deha chatAM ja atre anubhavAya che. Ama kahI paramakRpALu bhagavaMtanI vartatI aMtaradazAnA teozrIe adbhuta darzana karAvyAM che. temaja mumukSubhAIo para patra lakhatAM, ApaNane AvA paramapuruSano joga maLyA pachI ApaNI aMtara sthiti kevI palaTAvI joIe, doSo kevA maMda paDavA joIe agara javA joIe tenuM Abehuba sacoTa rIte prazno UbhA karIne aMtaramAM DokiyuM karAvyuM che, hRdayanA tAra jagADayA che. saune potAnI aMtarasthiti tarapha lakSa ApavA preraNA karI che ke AvA paramapuruSano bodha maLyA pachI ApaNA AtmAnI zuM dazA vadhArI ? saMsArane kevI rItathI khoTo dhAryo ? krodha keTalo ocho karyo ? mAyAno koI bhAga kamI thayo ke kema ? ApaNe mAnane vadhAryuM ke ghaTADyuM ? ApaNA gajA mujaba kevI udAra vRtti thaI ? Ama anekAneka prakAre prazno ka2I aMtara nirikSaNa karAvyuM che. temaja jJAnI puruSanAM darzana karatAM, temanI dazA vicAratAM doSone haDaselI kADhI kevI paramotkRSTa dazA prApta karI che- te (satsaMga saMjIvanI pAna 147/148 pra.A.) vAMcatAM-vicAratAM khyAla Ave che. tevIja rIte va.mAM upadeza chAyA 3/pAna 687mAM jaNAvela che ke "satsaMga thayo che teno zo paramArtha ? tema prazna Ubho karIne jaNAvyuM che ke satsaMga thayo hoya te jIvanI kevI dazA thavI joIe ? te dhyAnamAM levuM. pAMca varasano satsaMga thayo che to te satsaMganuM phaLa jarUra thavuM joIe ane jIve te pramANe vartavuM joIe. e vartana jIve potAnA kalyANanA arthe ja karavuM paNa lokone dekhADavA arthe nahI. jIvanA vartanathI lokomAM ema pratIta thAya ke jarUra Ane maLyA che te koI satpuruSa che, ane te satpuruSanA samAgamanuM, satsaMganuM A phaLa che

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI tethI jarUra te satsaMga che emAM saMdeha nahIM.'' temaja upadeza chAyA 4 pAna 687688mAM '"samyagadRSTi harSa-zokAdi prasaMgamAM taddana ekAkAra thAya nahI. temanA nirdhvasa pariNAma thAya nahIM, ajJAna UbhuM thAya ke jANavAmAM Ave tarata ja dAbI de, bahu ja jAgRti hoya. jema koro kAgaLa vAMcatA hoya tema temane harSa zoka thAya nahIM..... jJAnInI dazA bahu ja adbhuta che.' ema pa.kR. bhagavaMtanA guNa nIrakhIne darzana karAve che. pU. aMbAlAlabhAI pa.kR. bhagavaMtanA yogamAM 1946 thI 1957 sudhI rahyA; teone potAnA ArAdhyadeva tarIke svIkAryA. pU. aMbAlAlabhAInI dazA kevI thaI che te pa.kR. deva uparanA eka patramAM pote jaNAve che ke - he prabhu paramakRpALunAtha ! parama pavitra gopAMganAo jevI cittanI vRtti kyAre thaze ? tenA jevo zrImad zrIkRSNa pratyeno prema A AtmAno zrImAn rAjacaMdrajI prabhu pratye kyAre thaze ?.... zrImAna parama puruSottama prabhunuM zaraNa ja zreSTha che.... Ama adbhuta bhAvo potAnA aMtaranA prabhu pratye jaNAvyA che. Ochiph Flacc AvA pU. aMbAlAlabhAIe prabhu pratyenI samarpaNatAthI, temanI parama AzrayabhaktithI evI sthiti prApta karI ke potAnA aMtima samaye, game tevI asahya vedanImAM paNa pote potAnA aMtarAtmA bhaNI vaLI aMtaramukha thaI gayA ne vedanInI phariyAda ke tevuM kAMI ja karyuM nahI ne prabhumAM cittavRtti rAkhIne apUrva evuM samAdhimaraNa prApta karyuM, AvA pU. aMbAlAlabhAI parama bhaktAtmAne zata zata vaMdana karIe, mahendrabhAI uttamabhAI bhAvanagaravALA zrI vavANIyA 15 120 1):13: _'); ke jJAtaputra bhagavan ! kALanI balihArI che. A bhAratanA hInapuNyI manuSyone tAruM satya, akhaMDa ane pUrvApara avirodha zAsana kyAMthI prApta thAya ? thavAmAM AvAM vighno utpanna thayAM; tArAM bodhelAM zAstro kalpita arthathI virAdhyAM, keTalAMka samULagAM khaMDayAM. dhyAnanuM kArya, svarUpanuM kAraNa e je tArI pratimA tethI kaTAkSadRSTie lAkho game loko vaLyAM; tArA pachI paraMparAe je AcArya puruSo thayA tenA vacanamAM ane tArA vacanamAM paNa zaMkA nAMkhI dIdhI. ekAMta daI kUTI tAruM zAsana niMdAvyuM. zAsanadevI ! evI sahAyatA kaMi Apa ke je vaDe kalyANano mArga huM bIjAne bodhI zakuM, darzAvI zakuM, -kharA puruSo darzAvI zake. sarvottama nigraMtha pravacananA bodha bhaNI vALI A AtmavirAdhaka paMthothI pAchA kheMcavAmAM sahAyatA Apa !! tAro dharma che ke samAdhi ane bodhimAM sahAyatA ApavI. (aMgata) 1. 754 zrImad rAjacaMdra

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Si S S SYS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SS SS () (prakAzakIya nivedana) - zrI subodhaka pustakazALA TrasTamaMDaLa gaurava sAthe jaNAvatAM AnaMda anubhave che ke amArA samAjanA sadbhAgye, amArA AmaMtraNane mAna ApI saMvata 2047nI sAlamAM pU. zrI sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebo ThANAya pU. zrI puSpAzrIjI mahArAja sAheba, pU. zrI bhAvaprabhAzrIjI mahArAja sAheba, pU. zrI rAjaprabhAzrIjI mahArAja sAheba khaMbhAta zrI subodhaka pustakazALAmAM padhArI cAturmAsa sthiratA karI, zrI samAjanA mumukSu bhAio, bahenone dhArmika kSetre khUbaja preraNA ApI, mArgadarzana ApI AtmakalyANa karavA pratye preryA. bhagavAna paramakRpALu devazrI pratye vItarAga mArga pratye vizeSa zraddhA-bhakti daDha karAvavA prayatna karI, anubhava dvArA khUbaja lAbha Apyo che. jeno samAjanA bhAI bahenoe yathAzakti lAbha lIdho che, je teozrInAM upakArane saMbhArI amo teozrIne tathA teozrInAM guNone namaskAra karIe chIe. "guNInA guNamAM anurakta thAo". -zrImad rAjacaMdrajI. amone e jaNAvatAM khUbaja AnaMda thAya che ke pU. zrI sA. mahArAja sAheboe zrI zALAmAM zrI jJAnamaMdiranA jJAnabhaMDArane vyavasthita karatAM bhagavAna paramakRpALudevazrInAM zubha haste mumukSu bhAio pratye lakhAyelA patro syAhU vacano teozrIne hastagata thayAM. je teozrIe zrI samAjane arpaNa karyA. zrI paryuSaNa parva daramiyAna zrAvada vada 13nA roja zrI samAjanA bhAio, vheno, bALakoe apUrva bhaktibhAvapUrvaka te zubha patronuM khUbaja bahumAna karI, vAjate-gAjate, bhakti sahita zrI subodhaka pustakazALAmAM pradakSiNA pharI khUbaja bahumAnapUrvaka sthApanA karI, jeno apUrva lAbha pU. zrI moTAbhAi (pU. zrI bhogIbhAi) nAM parivAre hA. zrI navInabhAie khUbaja ullAsa, bhaktibhAva temaja harSanAM azru sAthe rUA. 625OO/- mAM uchAmaNI bolI jJAnabhaktino lhAvo lIdho, sAt vacano-patronuM khUbaja bahumAna karyuM ane vAjate-gAjate pU. zrI mahArAja sAhebonI sAnidhyamAM pU. zrI moTAbhAInAM nivAsasthAne jai padharAvyA. tyAM samAjanA sabhyoe ullAsita citte zrI jJAnabhaktinI ArAdhanA karI, ane bIje divase zrI zALAmAM lAvIne yathAsthAne padharAvavAmAM AvyA. jJAnanuM bahumAna karIne jJAnAvaraNIya karmo khapAvavAnI uttama taka zrI navInabhAie tathA temanA parivAre prApta karI sAtizaya puNya upArjana karyuM. ane bIjA mumukSu bhAio, bahenone paNa sAthe rAkhI - bhaktibhAva karAvavAmAM nimittarUpa banI sapuNya prApta karAvavAmAM temaja jJAnAvaraNIya karmo khapAvavAmAM sahAyabhUta thayA. amo pU.zrI moTAbhAinAM parivArano atyaMta AbhAra mAnIe chIe. Apa mumukSugaNane jaNAvatAM amone khUbaja AnaMda thAya che ke bhagavAna paramakRpALudevazrInA bhaktaratna pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA patronuM saMkalana "rAjaratna pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi (satsaMga-saMjIvanI)" graMtharUpe bahAra pADatAM amone saMtoSa sAthe khUbaja AnaMda thAya che, jemAM parama bhaktaratna pUjyazrI aMbAlAlabhAie bhagavAna paramakRpALudevazrI pratye lakhela patrono saMgraha che. te sivAya bhagavAna paramakRpALudevazrIe pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi pratye lakhela hastAkSaranAM namUnArUpa patro paNa che tathA khaMbhAtanA vaDIla mumukSuo jeo bhagavAnanA paricayamAM AvI darzana-sevAno lAbha pAmyA hatA, teozrInAM phoTAo sAthe TUMkamAM paricaya noMdho Apela che, tathA anya upakArI sAhitya paNa che. A tamAma sAhitya ekatrita karavAmAM-saMzodhana karavAmAM pU.zrI sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebono mukhya phALo che. jeno lAbha paramakRpALudevazrInAM Azrita evA mumukSu bhAi-bahenone maLe tevI temanI zubha bhAvanA

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SYS S SYS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SR SERBIA () hatI je Aje pustaka-prakAzanarUpe sAkAra thai che. A graMthanA prakAzanathI amo gaurava anubhavIe chIe ane pU. sAdhvIjI mahArAja sAhebano ati upakAra gaNI haMmezane mATe temanA RNI rahIzuM. A pavitra graMthanuM mudraNa karanAra zrI hemaMtabhAi parIkha tathA zrI hasamukhabhAi parIkhano TrasTamaMDaLa khUba khUba AbhAra mAne che. presa mudraNa doSa ke bhASA zuddhi mATe amAruM dhyAna dorazo to ApanA AbhArI thaizuM ane punaHmudraNamAM tene sudhArI laizuM. jo ke asala maLI Avela patronI ja bhASAmAM A patro chapAyela che. eTale kyAMka bhASA doSa paNa lAge tenuM vAcaka pratye dhyAna dorIe chIe. A pavitra graMthanA prakAzana mATe dAtAoe potAnI zubha bhAvanAnI smRtirUpe je kAMi dAna Apela che te badala saMsthA temano khuba khuba AbhAra mAne che. A dAnathI pote jJAna prApti mATe jJAnAvaraNIya karmano kSaya karI rahyA che ane puNyAnubaMdhI puNya upArjana karI rahyA che, te badala teo dhanyavAdane pAtra che. A bIjI AvRttinA prakAzana samaye navuM sAhitya upalabdha thatAM prathama AvRttinA bIjA vibhAganA sthAne eTalA ja pejanuM navuM lakhANa yathAsthAne goThavavAmAM AvyuM che. jemAM upakAra smRti, pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe pa.kR.deva upara lakhela patro, 5.ka.deva pratye lakhAyela mumukSabhAIonA patro, 5.kR.devanA paricayanA sAMbhaLela prasaMgo, pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe pa.kR.devanuM lakhela jIvana-vRttAMta (apUrNa), navA aprasiddha avadhAna kAvyo, pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe mumukSabhAIo upara lakhela patro, pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe pAMca stavananA karela artha, mumukSabhAIoe pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAI upara lakhela patro, 5.kR.devanA dehotsarga nimitte mumukSuonI virahavedanA, pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe karela zrI AtmasiddhijInA chaye pada saMbaMdhI karela saMkSepa artha, temaja viziSTa prabaMdha racanA (jemAM temanI bhavya bhAvanAnA darzana thAya che.) pa.pU.devakaraNajI ma.sA.nI aMtima dazAnuM citra, A navuM sAhitya saMzodhana karavAmAM pU. sAdhvIzrI bhAvaprabhAzrIjI ma. sAhebanuM amUlya yogadAna maLyuM che. je badala lAbha lenAra mumukSu AtmAo temanA atyaMta RNI raheze. mumukSuonA AjIvana pathadarzaka pU. zrI. moTAbhAI zrI subodhaka pustakazALAmAM pU. zrI moTAbhAi (pU. zrI bhogIbhAi) no agatyano sakriya phALo hato. saMsthAmAM teozrI niSThAvAna karmayogI kAryakara hatA. teoe potAne saMgha-sevaka tarIke svIkAryA hatA ane A saMsthAmAM ghaNo samaya sekreTarI pade rahI zrI samAjanI khUbaja kAryakArI sevA karI hatI. teozrI bhagavAna paramakRpALudevazrInAM mArga pratye-vItarAga mArga pratye atyaMta bhakti dharAvatA hatA ane ghaNAMja mumukSuone preraNArUpa mArgadarzaka banyA hatA. saMsthAnA koipaNa mumukSu bhAI yA bahena vyavahArika rIte ke Arthika rIte muMjhavaNa na anubhave tevI aMtaramAM namrabhAva sAthe lAgaNI rAkhatA hatA ane AvI muMjhavaNa anubhavatA koine paNa ADakatarI rIte bIjAne preraNA karIne paNa sahAyaka thatA hatA. - teozrIe A saMsthAmAM "zrI svayaM vidyottejaka yuvaka maMDaLa" sthApI, sabhyone mArgadarzana ApI, dharma pratye vALavA prayatno karyA hatAM, jeno keTalAka yuvAna sabhyoe sakriya lAbha lIdho hato. teo temanA upakArane Aje paNa saMbhArI dhanyatA anubhave che. teozrI bahenone - mahilA maMDaLanA sabhyone paNa khUbaja mArgadarzakarUpa hatA ane avAranavAra mahilAmaMDaLamAM jai, preraNArUpa mArgadarzana ApatA hatA ane zrI vacanAmRtajI - zrI mokSamALA Adi pavitra

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Di) S SYS S satsaMga-saMjIvanI SEARCH (9 pustakonuM sAMcana karatA rahe te mATe prasaMge parIkSAo paNa letA hatA. je teozrIno upakAra baheno Aje paNa yAda kare che. - bhagavAna paramakRpALudevazrI pratye - vItarAga mArga pratye atyaMta zraddhA-bhakti dharAvatA hatA, ane bIjA mumukSu bhAio, bahenone zrI svAdhyAya dvArA apUrva mArgadarzana ApI zraddhA-bhaktimAM sthiratA karAvatA hatA. ghaNAMja varSo sudhI cakSuonI takalIphanA kAraNe teozrI potAnA nivAsasthAne be TAima zrI svAdhyAya ApatA hatA. jemAM samAjamAMthI keTalAka bhAio, bahenone tathA bahAragAmathI padhAratA ghaNA mumukSu bhAio, bahenone zrI vacanAmRtajI dvArA paramArtha sahAyaka mArgadarzana ApI Atmahita karAvavAmAM parama sahAyakarUpa thatA hatA. - parama pUjyazrI amRtabhAi pAsethI zrI vacanAmRtajInuM ArAdhana kaI rIte karavuM, je teozrI pAse ghaNAMja varSonA paricayamAM rahI, pU. zrI bhAino apUrva lAbha-mArgadarzana meLavI, pote lakSagata karI bIjA mumukSu bhAio, bahenone mArgadarzana ApatA rahetA hatA. te rIte zrI samAja upara paramArthika rIte ghaNAja upakArI hatA. teozrInAM uttama guNo yAda Ave che. teozrInAM guNo pratye pramodabhAva lAvI, teozrInAM pavitra AtmAne namaskAra karI, zraddhAMjalI arpIe chIe. teozrI koipaNa kArya dhArmika, pAramArthika ke vyavahArIka hoya paraMtu TAimanA, niyamitatAnA khUbaja AgrahI hatA ane te ja rIte teozrInI kAryavAhI jIvanabhara rahI hatI. zrI svAdhyAyamAM khUbaja sthirabhAve rahI eka Asane sthiratApUrvaka besatA hatA, je temanI ekaniSThA darzAve che. teozrI dharmane nAme khoTA Agraho, hetu vagaranI kriyA pratye khubaja udAsIna hatA, ane zrI vacanAmRtajImAMthI apUrva bhAvo prakAzI zrI rAja-bhagavAna pratye - vItarAga mArga pratye zraddhA-bhaktibhAvamAM sthiratA karAvatA hatA. je samAja mATe ghaNAja hitanuM kAraNa banyuM hatuM. pu. pitAzrI jagajIvanadAsa svarUpacaMda tathA mAtRzrI maNIbena jagajIvanadAsano jJAna saMskAra-vAraso 5. zrI moTAbhAine bALapaNathI maLyo hato, je paramakRpALudevanA jJAnamaya zrI vacanAmRta thakI prakAzita thai paramakRpALudevazrInI kRpAthI sarvatra suvAsita thayo. A pU. zrI bhogIbhAi (pU.zrI moTAbhAi) e apUrva ArAdhanA sahita samAdhipUrvaka saMvata 2046 phAgaNa vada 7 tA. 19-3-90 nA roja nazvara dehano tyAga karyo. dhanya te pavitra AtmAne, temanA pavitra guNone namaskAra. amRtalAla je. zAha pramukhazrI zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya.

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SSAGES satsaMga-saMjIvanI SK GR ( bhaktamUrtine bhAvAMjalI ho !) parama sukhasvarUpa, paramotkRSTa zAMta, zudhdhacaitanyasvarUpa samAdhine sarvakALane mATe pAmyA, te bhagavaMtane namaskAra. te padamAM niraMtara lakSarUpa pravAha che jeno, te satparuSone namaskAra." - zrImad rAjacaMdra jenI niSkAma bhaktinA AkarSaNe nirvikAra paramAtmAne kheMcI lIdhA. nija mana maMdiramAM sthApana karI, ghara AMgaNe padharAmaNI karI pUrva saMbaMdha avihaDa rAkhyo, pratyakSa satpaSanA darzanathI kRtakRtya thayA, paramAtmAnI divya vANI sudhAnuM pAna karI, tRSAtura &ya tRpta thayuM. evA prabhunA ananya bhaktano Aje, darzana zatAbdi nimitte, upakAra saMbhAravAno suavasara ApaNane maLyo te ApaNuM sadbhAgya che. bharayuvAvasthAmAM jeNe zrIrAjanA caraNe potAnuM jIvana, tana-mana-dhana sarvasva samarpaNa karyuM hatuM. sAMsArika sukhane tilAMjalI ApI, gRhAdi kAryathI udAsIna thai bhakti mArge prayANa karyu hatuM. jagatanA kalpita saMbaMdho ane snehanA taMtuothI chuTI sajIvana mUrti sAthe atuTa zAzvata saMbaMdha bAMdhI lIdho hato. parama dainyatva bhAve prabhunA sAcA sevaka banyA hatA ane zrI kRpAnAthanI AjJAmAM paramapremArpaNa karyu hatuM. paramAtmA A dehadhArIrUpe thayo che evI parIkSA pUrvanA saMskArathI ane parama yogyatAthI sahajamAM emane thaI hatI. evA uttama adhikArIpaNAthI zrI prabhue mArgano marma emane ApI dIdho hato. vaLI zrImukhe emanI smaraNa zaktinI tathA vairAgyanI prazaMsA karI hatI. | zrI rALaja, zrI vaDavA, zrI uttarasaMDA, kaMsArI, vIrasada Adi nivRttisthaLonI zodha karI zrI paramakRpALudevanA parama satsaMgano lAbha paramotkRSTa bhAve prApta karyo hato. aMtima saMdezamAM zrI prabhue nirdiSTa karelI supAtratA rokyA zabdAdika viSaya, saMyama sAdhana rAga, jagata iSTa nahIM AtmathI, madhyapAtra mahAbhAgya." evI uttama pAtratA emanA aMgamAM zobhI rahI hatI. "bhagavAna mukti ApavAmAM kRpaNa nathI, paNa bhakti ApavAmAM kRpaNa che." nivRttiyogamAM jyAM jyAM paramakRpALunI sevAmAM rahetA, tyAM nidrA, vikathA tajI pativratArUpa bhakti upAsatA hatA. eka citta prabhuthI prIta dhAra. eka ananya bhakta kevo hoya ? te jIvaMta jAgatI bhaktinI jyotanuM emanAmAM ApaNane darzana thAya che ane evA sAcA Azrita banavAnI ApaNane preraNA maLe che. - zrI AtmasiddhijI - zrutasAgaranA nicoDarUpa ane ati ati gaMbhIra AzayathI bharela, je zukla dhyAnanI zreNithI pravAharUpe nIkaLela che. tenuM TUMkuM vivecana prabhunI kRpAdaSTithI lakhIne te sadbhutane vicAravAmAM eka avalaMbana ApyuM che. vaLI prabhunA pratyakSa satsaMgamAM zravaNa thayela bodha-meghadhArArUpa te dayabhUmimAM jhIlI lai upadeza chAyArUpa zrIsadguru prasAdI ApI ApaNA para ananya upakAra karyo che. te upakArano badalo zuM vALI zakIe ! te upakArane saMbhArI te mahAbhAgyavaMtanA caraNamAM namaskAra karIe chIe. It zrI mahAvIra prabhunA aMtara Azayane pAmyA che evA te puruSa bhagavAnanI syAt vANI, je mumukSuo upara lakhAyela patrAkAre hatI, tene svahastathI AlekhI (utArA karI) graMthArUDha karI, te sakaLa jagatanuM hita karanArI vANI Aje digaMtamAM guMjI rahI che. hara koi jijJAsu, pipAsu ke saMsArathI saMtapta dilane ThAre che. caMdana sama zItaLatA Ape che. vizeSa karIne Atmahita icchaka jIvane akSaradeharUpe sAkSAt sadguru bheTyA sama

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI harSollAsa upajAve che. e moTo upakAra thayo che. tenuM kAraNa pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAine AbhArI che. teozrIe je zrama lai, A zrI vacanAmRtajIno apUrva nidhi Apyo che, tenA ApaNe RNI chIe. te mATe te satpuruSanA vacanAmRtamAM punaH punaH prazakta thai Atmazreya sAdhIe eja zubha bhAvanA ho! WSS zrI paramakRpALudevanI AjJA thai hatI ke tAre dareka mumukSune thoDA thoDA divasane AMtare patro-praznottara vigere lakhavAM. e rIte mumukSu pratye saMbhALa lai vAtsalya, prabhAvanA, sthirIkaraNa Adi samyak dazAnA ATha aMga jIvanamAM sujAgya rAkhyAM hatAM. emaNe mumukSuo para lakhela patramAM paramArtha niSThA - UMDuM tatvaciMtana vairAgyano raMga, laghutA - namratA - saraLatAdi guNo jovAmAM Ave che. prabhunA bodhathI asthimajjA raMgAyela dekhAya che, ane zrI paramakRpALudevanA parama tatvano temanA aMtaramAM prakAza thayela che tevI sAkSI Ape che. evA e bhaktimArganA pravAsIne ananya sahAyaka bhaktaratnanuM darzana maLavuM durlabha, sAtha maLavo ghaNo durlabha, te pUrvanA mahapuNye ApaNane khaMbhAtamAM maLyo. zrI paramakRpALudeva upadiSTa paramArtha mArgamAM ApaNane sthira karyA, e Adi adbhuta guNone saMbhArI A avasare smaraNAMjali arpIe chIe. emanA premanA AkarSaNe baMdhAyelA ApaNe temanA prati vinayapUrvaka bhAvAMjali arpIe chIe. te bhaktamUrti jayavaMta ho! - sat jijJAsu sAdhvIzrI bhAvaprabhAzrI _* * jenA eka romamAM kiMcit paNa ajJAna, moha ke asamAdhi rahI nathI te satpuruSanAM vacana ane bodha mATe kaMI paNa nahIM kahI zakatAM tenAM ja vacanamAM prazasta bhAve punaH punaH prasakta thavuM e paNa ApaNuM sarvottama zreya che. zI enI zailI ! jyAM AtmAne vikAramaya thavAno anaMtAMza paNa rahyo nathI. zuddha, sphaTika, phINa ane caMdrathI ujjavaLa zukla dhyAnanI zreNithI pravAharUpe nIkaLelAM te nigraMthanA pavitra vacanonI mane tamane trikALa zraddhA raho ! e ja paramAtmAnA yogabaLa AgaLa prayAcanA !'' 1. para

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RAMES} satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) zrI vavANiyA tIrthakSetre saMvata 2019nA jeTha vada 7 ne zukravAre paramakRpALudevanI ArasanI kAusagnamudrAvALA pratimAjInuM zrI jJAnamaMdiramAM vidhipUrvaka pratiSThAna karavA samaye pU. zrI amRtabhAie bhaktibhAve zrI paramakRpAnAthane karelI bhAvavAhI prArthanA TI) zrI sat he vizvavyApI, saccidAnaMda, taraNatAraNa, karUNAsAgara, kRpALu bhagavAna ! sarvatra ane sarvamAM tuM cho. sarvamAM tAro praveza che. tane kyAM huM praveza karAvuM ? tuM amApane huM kyAM padharAvuM ? prabhu, A mArI bALa ceSTA, he prabhu kSamA kara, kSamA kara, mane tArAmAM praveza karAva. mane tuM tArA sarvathI joDI de. he dayALu ! kSamAnA bhaMDAra, arNavazA udAra nAtha, mane tArA aMtaramAM sthAna Apa. mArA A alpa upacArane prabhu, saphaLa ka2! mAyAthI Avarita mane mAyA rahita kara. tene khaseDavAnuM mane baLa Apa. ajJAna ane mohanA kabATa mArAM khulI jAya, ane mArAM aMtaramAM Apa padhAryAnuM mane bhAna thAva. ane prabhu, tyAM Apa paroNA rahezo? - tuja vihoNo huM kyAM kyAM bhaTakyo, AthaDyo, rajhaLyo. pAmavA yogya eka tuM tenuM bhAna prabhu, teM ja karAvyuM, apAra karUNA karI, to have mane pAra utAra. mAyAnA pralobhanomAMthI nAtha, mane bacAva. tArAmAM ja mane eka niSThita, aDaga rahevA akhUTa dhairya Apa. mane sattvazALI kara. | 'AkhuM jagata sAva sonAnuM thAya to paNa jene tRNavat che" evI tArI parama udAsInatA-vItarAgatAnuM he kRpALu, mane sAcuM bhAna karAva. "rajakaNa ke riddhi vaimAnika devanI, sarve mAnyA pudgala eka svabhAva jo", evA he nirAgI bhagavaMta ! tathArUpa tane oLakhuM, tArAM adbhuta mahAbhyane samajuM evI he nAtha, A pAma2 pa2 kRpA kara ! mane eka biMdune tuM amRta sAgaramAM bheLavI de ! abheda karI de. Apa mane dorI rahyA cho, mane mArgadarzaka thayA cho, evo anubhava prApta thavA he kRpAnAtha ! kRpA kara. kRpA kara. AtmAne dehathI, tejasa ane kArmaNa zarIrathI paNa bhinna avalokavAnI daSTi mane sAdhya thai, te caitanyAtmakasvabhAva AtmA niraMtara vedaka-svabhAvavALo hovAthI abaMdha dazAne saMprApta na thAya tyAM sudhI zAtA-azAtArUpa anubhava vedyA vinA rahevAno nathI ema nizcaya thai je zubhAzubha dhArAnI pariNatI vaDe te zAtA azAtAno saMbaMdha kare che, te dhArA pratye mane udAsInatA AvI, ane dehAdithI bhinna, svarUpa maryAdAmAM rahelA te AtmAmAM je celasvabhAvarUpa pariNAmadhArA che teno AtyaMtika viyoga karavAno sanmArga grahaNa thaI, parama zuddha caitanyasvabhAvarUpa prakAzamaya te AtmA karmayoge sakalaMka pariNAma darzAve che. tethI uparAma thai jema upazamita thavAya, te upayogamAM ane te svarUpamAM sthira. thavAya, acaLa thavAya te ja lakSa, te ja bhAvanA, te ja ciMtavanA ane te ja sahaja pariNAmarUpa svabhAva karavA yogya ApanI vAraMvAranI paramotkRSTa je zikSA te mane zirasAvaMdya ho ! paLa paLa prabhu tuM sAMbharo, vRtti tArAmAM lIna raho ! e ja huM pAmaranI vAraMvAra prayAcanA che. paDI paDI tuja padapaMkaje, pharI pharI mAguM e ja; prabhu rAjacaMdra tuja svarUpa darzana, e deDhatA karI de ja. prabhu rAjacaMdra tuja svarUpa ramaNatA, e dRDhatA karI de ja. prabhu rAjacaMdra tuja caraNa samIpatA, e dRDhatA karI de ja. OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH

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GiHER SR S satsaMga-saMjIvanI RSS) CR) bhaktinI preraNA ja A pustakamAM chapAelA mumukSuonAM patro je vairAgyarasathI bharapUra ane zrI paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra deva pratyenI bhakti sAthe sarvArpaNatA temAM jovA maLe che, je ApaNane paNa tevI zrI pa.kR. deva pratyeja bhaktinI preraNA Ape che. zrI paramakRpALudeva upadeza che ke : (vacanAmRta 254mAM) "...e traNenuM bIja mahAtmAne viSe parama premArpaNa e che. adhika zuM kahIe ? anaMtakALe eja mArga che te ApaNA lakSa bahAra na javo joIe. te premArpaNa jo anyathA sthAne, asamAM thAya to vacanAmRta 693mAM zrI mukhe prabhue prakANyuM che tema paribhramaNa vRddhino hetu thAya." A parama purUSanI karUNAyukta zikSAnI jo avagaNanA karI, jANe ajANe ApaNI alpamatithI ke dRSTi rAgathI virAdhanA thAya, A vacanAmRtanI kalpita arthathI virAdhanA thAya to jIvane azreyanuM kAraNa thAya. bhavabhIrU ke haLukarmI jIve khUba vizALa buddhi rAkhI te sadgaNatattva oLakhavA, pAmavAne uttama pAtra banavuM joIe. paramakRpALudeve pote pragaTa karela, anubhavela anupama tattva je sahajAtma svarUpa teno vicAra karavAnuM kSamApanAmAM jaNAve che ne pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI paNa niraMtara kRpALudevanA zuddha caitanya svarUpano, zuddha paramAtma svarUpano vicAra karI raTaNa karatA hatA te temanuM bhaktisabhara vedana A zlokamAM jaNAI Ave che. mahAdivyAH kukSiratna, zabdajIta varAtmajam; zrI rAjacaMdramahaM vaMde, tattvalocana dAyakam / A zlokamAM temaNe (pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe) jJAna ApyuM ema nathI kIdhuM. tattva 'locana' ApyuM ema kahyuM. tenuM kAraNa temane zrI paramakRpALudevanI Azraya bhaktithI jJAnadRSTi prApta thAya che. tatva locana kevI rIte maLe ? e purUSane parama premArpaNa karI tenA caraNa samIpa rahIe to tattvadRSTi maLe, marma maLe. zrI paramakRpALudeve mAragano marma eka pUjyazrI aMbAlAlabhAIne ja Apyo che. eTale A pUjyazrI aMbAlAlabhAInA saMvedananA - anubhavanA zabda che ke Ape tattva locana ApyuM. lIMmaDIvALA DosAbhAI pratyenA patramAM zrI paramakRpALudevazrI mokSamALA mATe lakhe che ke:- "dareka varganA mumukSuo, mokSamALAne potAno dharmagraMtha' gaNe" AvI ucca bhAvanA ati laghutApUrvaka jaNAvI che tene ApaNe keTalI dAda ApavI joIe, jema mokSamALA mATe te samaye jaNAvyuM che tema samajI ApaNe AkhA zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta graMtha mATe A mAro dharmagraMtha' che, ane A jIvaMta purUSa mane dharmadAtA che evI eka zrI paramakRpALudevamAM ja niSThA ne zraddhA vadhAravA yogya che. zrI paramakRpALudevazrI vacanAmRta 631mAM 'ThAma ThAma pUchavA javAnI nA kahe che... paNa ekamAM ja bhAva AzrayapUrvaka niSThA ja rAkhavA upadeze che. A niSThA ja ApaNane kalyANanA mArge laI jaze. vacanAmRta 403mAM kahyuM che, poteja daDhatA karAvI che "tame hAla je niSThA, vacananA zravaNa pachI, aMgIkRta karI che te niSThA zreya joga che. dRDha mumukSune satsaMge te niSThAdi anukrame vardhamAnapaNAne prApta thaI AtmasthitirUpa thAya che." A vacana ema bole che ke - tame kaMIpaNa vikalpa vagara pratyakSa saMpurUSa rUpe amArAmAM niHzaMkatA rAkhIne bhajatA raho. vacanone pratyakSa sahurUSa tulya jANI vicAro, temaja ArAdho to samyakatva thaI pariNAme Atmasthiti prApta thaze. uMDA utarI vicArI jozuM to kRpALudevazrInA jJAnamAM bhAvinI sthiti dazyamAna hatI ja. bhaviSyamAM koI kharo vItarAga purUSa deha chatAM dehAtIta evo pratyakSa purUSa koI nathI, jethI koI vacanAmRtanA abhyAsI ke

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NiEFOREsatsaMga-saMjIvanI HEEKAR ( pU. sAdhvI zrI puSpAzrIjI mahArAja sAheba vartamAnayuganA satyadharma udhdhAraka prabhu paramakRpALudevanA paramAtma svarUpamAM, parama zraddhA-bhaktithI ekaniSThAe zrI rAjacaraNamAM jemaNe jIvana samarpaNa karyu hatuM evA sarvasaMga parityAgI sA.ma.

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GSSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SR NR ( bhaktimAna purUSa pratye tame A pratyakSa jJAnI che, A pratyakSa sadgurU che, evI mAnyatA kalpanA karazo nahIM. kemake viparIta kALa che, emAM ame ekAkIja chIe. - A zrI rAjaratna graMtha bahAra pADavAno hetu e che ke pUjyazrI aMbAlAlabhAInI zrI paramakRpALudevazrI pratyenI jevI oLakha zraddhA ane gopAMganA jevI bhakti tevI ApaNane paNa pratyakSa sadgurU mArA to zrImad rAjacaMdradeva che tema hRdayamAM sthApana karI te divya mUrtine namaskArAdi bhaktithI mAMDIne parAbhaktinA aMta sudhI ekalaye teneja ArAdhIe, nizcaya karI tenA caraNamAMja arpaNatA karI, tenuM ja smaraNa, guNaciMtana, dhyAna, premabhakti upAsIye, temAMja vRtti rAkhIne jIvIe ane manuSyajanmanI sArthakatAne varIe eja abhyarthanA. - sAdhvIzrI puSpAzrIjI sva. pUNyazloka, prajJAvaMta, ekaniSTha bhaktivaMta, paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdradeva pratye tathA vItarAga mArga pratye atyaMta zraddhA-bhakti dharAvanAra, mumukSu jIvone mArgadarzaka evA pU. sAdhvIzrI puSpAzrIjI mahArAja sAhebanuM uparokta nivedana khUba ja mananIya ane mArgadarzanarUpa che, mArmika rIte lAlabattI dharAvArUpa preraNA karI che. jyAM pragaTe suvicAraNA, tyAM pragaTe nijajJAna; je jJAne kSaya moha thaI, pAme pada nirvANa." suvicAranI preraNA karanAra evA pavitra AtmAne dhanya che, namaskAra che. - prakAzaka

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O RECEIR EXE satsaMga-saMjIvanI GK GRO paramakRpALudeve khaMbhAtanA mumukSuo upara lakhela ane vacanAmRtajI graMthamAM chapAyela patra sUci pa.pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI upara lakhAyelA patronI sUci va. krama naM. 115, 118, 121, 122, 128, 131, 138, 139, 146, 148, 169, 171, 174, 175, 178, 184, 186, 188, 190, 192, 193, 199, 203, 211, 225, 236, 240, 242, 245, 248, 253, 261, 271, 276, 285, 291, 307, 303, 306, 312, 321, 332, 323, 3pa6, 358, 376, 391, 399, 427, 468, 432, 445, 451, 454, 455, 478, 479, 480, 481, 482, 487, 488, 489, 503, 507, 515, 517, 522, pa24, 536, 537, 572, 580, 604, 616, 621, 632, 635, 643, 644, 654, 655, 656, 6pa9, 667, 668, 675, 682, 685, 688, 692, 697, 708, 730, 734, 740, 742, 749, 778, 785, 791, 810, 813 814, 816, 819, 822, 829, 830, 834, 839, 857, 859, 886, 890, 899, 907, 908, 909, 910, 919, 923, 935, 938, 942, 943. pU. zrI choTAlAla mANekacaMda (khaMbhAta) upara lakhAyela patra sUci va. krama naM. 181, 226, 690. pU. zrI tribhovanadAsa mANekacaMda (khaMbhAta) upara lakhAyela patra sUci vaM. krama naM. 119, 134, 135, 137, 148, 142, 153, 167, 173, 177, 212, 232, 237, 238, 305, 310, 397, 458, 467, 470, 495, 498, 510, 613, 622, 728, 744, 805, 944. pU. munizrI laghurAjasvAmI upara (khaMbhAta mukAme) lakhAyelA patronI sUci va. krama naM. 172, 607, 716, 719, 767, 775, 871. khaMbhAtanA mumukSuo upara lakhAyela patra va. krama naM. 254

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SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SEARCH anukramaNikA kramAMka viSaya 1. rAjaratna pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAInuM jIvana-vRttAMta upakAra smRti para 2. pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra upara lakhelA patro (naM. 1 thI 60) sA the pada saMbaMdhI 5. zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe zrI AtmasiddhijInA chaye pada saMbaMdhI karela saMkSepa artha : patra (naM. 61) na 13 6 3. pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI racita bhakti-kAvyo : janmotsava pada, gurUvaMdanA bhakti-kAvya, Azraya bhAvanA, guNAnuvAda namaskAra bhakti 4. paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdradeva pratye mumukSu bhAIonA patro (naM. 62 thI 110) 72 paramakRpALudeva sAthenA mumukSu bhAIonA paricayo : 5. choTAlAlabhAI mANekacaMda - khaMbhAta 111 5. tribhovanabhAI mANekacaMda - khaMbhAta 115 zAha choTAlAla vardhamAna 127 pU. sukhalAlabhAI jayamala sANaMdavALA 128 5. jeThAlAla bhAvasAra vasovALA 132 5. gAMDAbhAI bhAIjIbhAI paTela 139 zrI gAMDAbhAI bhAyacaMda - khaMbhAta 152 zrI choTAlAla kuzaLacaMda 153 zrI lallubhAI jhaveracaMda - khaMbhAta 155 zrI choTAlAla chaganalAla - khaMbhAta 1pa7 zrI kIlAbhAI gulAbacaMda - khaMbhAta 160 zrI popaTalAla gulAbacaMda - khaMbhAta 161 zrI nagInabhAI - khaMbhAta 166 5. zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja sAheba 169 pU. ratnakukSI - mA devabAI 176 zrImAn rAjacaMdradeva jIvana-vRttAMta - pu.zrI aMbAlAlabhAI 180 184 zrI paramakRpALudevanA aprasiddha avadhAna kAvyo

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7. 8. 9. satsaMga-saMjIvanI mokSamALA chapAvavA viSe pa.kRpALudevanA patro pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe mumukSuo upara lakhela patro (naM. 1 thI 38) pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe stavananA karela artha ja (pU. AnaMdaghanajI racita prathama pAMca stavana) 10. mumukSubhAIoe pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAI upara lakhela patro (naM 1 thI 88) pU. zrI TokarazI metAe racela savaiyA pU. zrI jUThAbhAI racita pada : sAmAnya upadeza pU. zrI jUThAbhAIne - smaraNAMjali : pU. bhAvaprabhAzrIjI racita pU. aMbAlAlabhAIe potAnA banevI khuzAladAsane lakhela patra khaMbhAtanA mumukSu bhAIno patra SELA FASET 11. paramakRpALudevanA dehotsarga nimitte mumukSuonI virahavedanA pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAInI chevaTanI dazAnuM citra pa.pU. zrI devakaraNajI mahArAjasAhebanI aMtima dazAnuM citra 12. 5.pU. zrI javalabAnI prasAdI kRpA pU. zrI bApujIzeThano pU. bena zrI javalabA pratye lakhela patra frii! 189 G HELL) Auctione 191 4 226 235 289 290 291 292 294 296 304 307 309 312

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che ne! nA para eka pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi lAlacaMda khaMbhAta adbhuta dhAraNAzaktinA dhAraka ane paramakRpALudevanA pavitra patrono saMgraha karanAra. je patrothI 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' vacanAmRta graMtha astittvamAM Avyo.

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1 satsaMga-saMjIvanI rAjaratna pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAinuM jIvana-vRttAMta khaMbhAtanI puNyabhUmi 52 kalpavRkSa samA zrI sthaMbhana pArzvaprabhu bhavyajanonA udhdhArane arthe birAjI rahyA che evI e tIrthabhUmimAM zAha maganalAla zeThane ghera vi.saM. 1926mAM bhaktaratna aMbAlAlabhAino janma thayo hato. teozrI nAnapaNathIja budhdhizALI ane dharmapremI hatA. temanA mosALamAM zrI lAlacaMdabhAi vakIlane putra nahIM ane paise Take bahu sukhI hovAthI pU. aMbAlAlabhAine dattaka lIdhelA. tethI teo aMbAlAla lAlacaMda e nAme oLakhAtA hatA. lAlacaMdabhAino rAjAzAhI paheraveza hato ane ghera ghoDAgADI paNa rAkhatA ane gAmamAM pratiSThAvAna gaNAtA. zrI aMbAlAlabhAinI preraNAthI pa.kR. deva pratye pitAzrI maganalAlabhAinI vRtti vaLelI. paramakRpALudevane dharmajijJAsAthI patro paNa lakhelA. temanI nyAtamAM zrI mANekacaMdabhAi, zrI tribhovanabhAi, zrI choTAlAlabhAi vi. aMbAlAlabhAinA dharmamitra hatA. temanI sAthe zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra, zrI bhagavatIsUtra vigere Agama zAstronuM adhyayana rAkhatA. teo uccavicAraka ane sAmAjIka kAryomAM prItipUrvaka bhAga letA ane jainazALAnA sekreTarI tarIkenuM kArya karatA. temanI kAryakuzaLatAthI sthAnakavAsI saMghanA saMghavI tarIke lekhAtA hatA. svabhAvanA vinodI ane gaMbhIra mananA hatA. prabhAva paDe evI temanI cAla hatI. teo gherathI bahAra nIkaLyA hoya tyAre nAnA moTA temanI AmanyA sAcave evo temano AtApa paDato. saM. 1946mAM pU. aMbAlAlabhAi amadAvAda temanA sthAnakavAsI mitra chaganalAlabhAIne tyAM lagna prasaMge gayelA. tyAM zrI jUThAbhAino paricaya thayo. pUrvanA saMskAra jAgRta thavAno suyoga banI Avyo. pUrvanA saMskArasaMbaMdhathI dharmakathA karatA baMnene prema ullasyo ne teja veLAe zrI jUThAbhAie zrI pa.kR.devanA guNagrAma karyAM jethI temanI te viSe vizeSa jijJAsA udbhavI eTale kRpALudevanA bodhapatro zrI jUThAbhAie temane vaMcAvyA ane temanI mAgaNIthI te patro utAro karavA paNa ApyA. te apUrva patro vAMcatAM - vicAratAM pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAine adbhutatA bhAsI. kRpALudevanA jJAnAvatArapaNAnI pratIti AvI ne kRpALunA Azraye zreya sAdhavA utkaMThA jAgI. ane te mATe muMbai jai kRpALudevanA darzananI AturatA prabaLapaNe utpanna thai. tyAMthI khaMbhAta AvI zrI pa.kR.deva pratye patra vyavahAra zarU karyo. teja arasAmAM zrI tribhovanabhAinuM vyavahArika kAma mATe muMbai javuM thayuM. tyAM pa. kR. devano samAgama thayo. tyAMthI khaMbhAta AvatAM zrI pa.kR. deve mahAvIranA bodhane pAtra koNa? te 10 vAkyo kRpA karI pU. aMbAlAlabhAine ApavA mATe lakhIne zrI tribhovanabhAine ApyA. te vAMcI temanI niSThA vadhatI cAlI. 'gurugama' meLavavA mATe zrI bhagavatIjInA pATha saMbaMdhI - pratyAkhyAna - duHpratyAkhyAnanA mArmika khulAsA kRpALudevanA patrathI meLavyA. tema AtmalAbha pAmavA niyamIta patra zrI kR.deva pratye lakhatA ne tenA javAba temanI upara AvatA. saM. 1946 nA patramAM zrI pa. kR.deva jaNAve che ke (va. 135) - "mumukSutAnA aMzoe grahAyeluM tamArUM hRdaya parama saMtoSa Ape che. anAdikALanuM paribhramaNa have samAptatAne pAme evI jijJAsA, e paNa eka kalyANa ja che. evo koi yathAyogya samaya AvI 1

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@ ERR: satsaMga-saMjIvanI ( sI TI ) (9 raheze ke jyAre icchita vastunI prApti thai raheze. niraMtara vRttio lakhatA rahezo. jijJAsAne uttejana ApatA rahezo." ... tIrthaMkaradeve rAga karavAnI nA kahI che. arthAt rAga hoya tyAM sudhI mokSa nathI. tyAre A pratyeno rAga tamane badhAne hitakAraka kema thaze.?" "....niraMtara nirbhayapaNAthI rahita evA A brAMtirUpa saMsAramAM vItarAgatva eja abhyAsavA yogya che, niraMtara nirbhayapaNe vicaravuM e ja zreyaskara che...jenuM apAra mahAsya che, evI tIrthaMkaradevanI vANInI bhakti karo." - tyAra bAda zrI aMbAlAlabhAie kRpALudevane khaMbhAta padhAravA vinaMtI karI. zrI pa.ka devano patra Avyo ke Aso vada bAraze, (saM.1946) sAyalAthI khaMbhAta AvavAnuM banaze. eTale pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi sigarAma lai sAme levA gayA. pheNAva thaine pa.kR deva khaMbhAta pU. aMbAlAlabhAinA ghera padhAryA. skraya prema-bhaktithI ulaTuM. tana-mana-dhanathI pa.kunI bhakti upAsI, jIvana dhanya vedAyuM. kRpALudevanI AjJAmAM AtmA arpaNa karyo. | zrI kRpALudevanA samAgama pachI teozrIe vyavasAya vagereno ghaNo saMkSepa karI lIdhela. phakta 24 varSanI vaye emanI jamIna-khetara vi. hatuM e emane ema garIba kheDUtone ApI dIdhela hatuM. evI vairAgyabhAvanAthI dbhaya kapALudevanA bodhathI raMgAyuM hatuM. vaLI matabhedathI dUra rahI AtmArtha kema sAdhya thAya teja temano lakSa hato. | zrI kapALudevanA satsaMga pachI prabhunI AjJAnusAra (va. 173mAM) pU. aMbAlAlabhAine tyAM zrI choTAlAlabhAi, zrI tribhovanabhAi vi. svAdhyAya arthe nitya-niyamIta maLatAM. temAM teozrI kRpALunI bALacaryAnI - videhI dazAnI -abhUta caritranI ullasita bhAve guNakathA karatA ane sarvane bhaktirasathI bharI detA. sapuruSamAM zradhdhA utpanna karAvatA. kRpALudeva je bodha kare te teo ATha divasa pachI paNa akSarazaH lakhI zakatA evI temanI adbhuta dhAraNA zakti hatI. - saM. 1952mAM kRpALudeva kAviThA, rALaja, vaDavA, ANaMda vi. sthaLoe padhAryA hatA, te samaye je bodha karelo te 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMthamAM upadeza chAyAnA nAmathI chapAyo che, e zrI aMbAlAlabhAinI noMdhane AbhArI che. jyAre pa.kR.deva nivRttimAM padhAratA tyAre agAuthI zrI aMbAlAlabhAine lakhI jaNAvatA. eTale teo rahevAnI, jamavA vi. nI badhI vyavasthA rAkhatA ane je koi mumukSuo kR. devanA samAgamArthe Ave tene mATe tana-mana-dhanathI vyavasthA ane sevA karatA. AdarabhAvathI sahune saMtoSa ApatA, evo viveka ne vinaya guNa temanAmAM svAbhAvika hato. zrI sadagurU pratyeno sevA bhAva ane AjJAdhIna vRtti temanAmAM ajoDa hatAM. zrI pa.ka.deva upadezachAyAmAM jaNAve che ke- "sadgurUnI AjJA vinA mumukSue zvAsozvAsa kriyA sivAya bIjuM kaMi karavuM nahIM." teja rIte teo kareka kAryamAM prabhunI anumati mAgatA ne te AjJAnusAra vartatA hatA. 'dAsa, dAsa, huM dAsa chuM.' e sutra temanA jIvanamAM vaNAyuM hatuM. prabhunI sevAmAM sadAya tatpara dAsanI mAphaka najara samakSa besI

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D 6 SS S satsaMga-saMjIvanI RSS ) (9 rahetA. AjJA thAya ke tarata hAjara thatA, bhojana prabhu kahe tyAre ja le. - pa.kR.deva saM. 1952mAM pU. munizrI (prabhuzrI) mATe ja khAsa vaDavA padhArelA. tyAre pU. aMbAlAlabhAi vAvanI pAsenI meDI nIcenI rUmamAM jAte ja rasoi banAvatA. ane pa.kR.deva tathA pU. sobhAgabhAi, pU. DuMgarazIbhAi tathA pU. aMbAlAlabhAi tyAM ja jamatA. teo ghera jatA na hatA. vaDavAthI pa. kR. deva naDIyAda padhAryA tyAre pU. aMbAlAlabhAi sAthe hatA. tyAM Aso vadI ekamanA divase saMdhyAveLAe pa.kR.deva pharIne padhAryA ane aMbAlAlabhAIne kahyuM ke phAnasa dharo. AjJA svikArI tahatti kahI hAthamAM phAnasa dharI UbhA rahyA. doDha kalAka sthirapaNe, thAkyA vagara 'sarva sidhdhinuM dhAma" zrI AtmasidhdhijInA avataraNane Azcarya bhAvathI nihALI rahyA. A avataraNa pAmela zrI Atmasidhdhi zAstranI cAra nakala karavAnI ka.devanI AjJA thai, te paNa pramAda vagara turta taiyAra karI. zrI uttarAdhyayanajImAM kahyuM che ke - suziSyamAM vinaya guNa kevo hoya? to ke -"iMgiyAkAra saMpanna', tyAra bAda zrI AtmasidhdhijInA gaMbhIra arthane pa.ka. devanI samIpe zrImukhe teoe vinaya bhAve dhAryA. je vAta pU. munizrIne jaMgalamAM jai jaNAvI hatI. saM. 1953mAM pU. sobhAgabhAI mAMdagImAM Akhara sthiti hatI tyAre kR.devane pU. sobhAgabhAI lakhI jaNAve che ke - "aMbAlAla ziSya parakhavA jevA rahyA nathI. tene bIjajJAna Ape karAvyuM haze? ane 5,10 divasa mATe aMbAlAlane sAyalA mokalo, temaja zrI AtmasidhdhijI nA TIkA-arathanuM pustaka che te paNa mokalo to mane AMkhe suvANa che tyAM sudhI vAMcI zakAya.' - te patra vAMcI ka.deve aMbAlAlabhAIne pU. sobhAgabhAi pAse javA nirdeza karyo. jethI pU. aMbAlAlabhAi, temanA samAdhimaraNa vakhate hAjara rahyA hatA. chelle te mahAbhAgyanI adbhUta Atma upayoganI nizcala dazA aMbAlAlabhAie nihALI, tenuM varNana prabhune lakhI jaNAvyuM. saMskRta bhaNavAnI parama kRpALu devanI AjJA thavAthI teo mArgopadezikA paMDItajI pAse bhaNyA, ane abhyAsa karyA pachI A bhakti zloka racyo. mahAdivyAH kukSiratnaM, zabdajIta varAtmajam; zrI rAjacaMdramahaM vaMde, tatvalocana dAyakam. A maMtranuM teozrI ahonIza raTaNa karatA. suMdara kAvya racavAnI zakti paNa temanAmAM hatI. temaNe pa. . devano mahImA darzAvatuM janmotsavanuM pada racyuM che. jemAM pote kRpALudevane hRyamAM kevA avadhAryA che te vedana jaNAya che. temanA ja zabdomAM joie : 'nahIM rAga ne vaLI dveSano, lavaleza AtmapradezamAM, paramAtma samajo dharmamUrti dehadhArI veSamAM; kaLikALamAM bhava roga haravA vaidya mAnuM A kharo, prabhu tulya mahAzaya tatvajJAnI rAjacaMdra mayA karo. bIjA padamAM kevI bhakti vahI che -

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GREERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI RSH RO | 'bhava maMDape karI prIta, mAyA seja suMdara pAtharI, tyAM nitya sUto gADha nidrA mohanI ati AcarI; jAgRta karI gurU rAjacaMdra, bodhadAna kyuM zarU, sahajAtmarUpI sevyagurUne, vaMdanA vidhiye karUM. teozrIne satsaMga-kathAvArtAnI evI laganI lAgI hatI ke AkhI rAta zrIrAjaguNa kathA karatA thAke nahIM. nitya navo raMga ja dekhAya. ema pU. zrI upakArI mohanalAlajI mahArAja svAmIe potAnA paricayamAM lakhAvyuM che te nIce pramANe : saM. 1952 nI sAlanuM amAruM comAsuM khaMbhAta hatuM. ame khaMbhAta javA vihAra karyo. vihAra karatA karatA gAma sojItrA AvyA. tyAM pU. bhAizrI aMbAlAlabhAi padhAryA. eTale pU. mahArAjazrIne paraspara samAgama thavAthI atyaMta AnaMda thayo. ane AkhI rAta zrI paramakRpALudevanA caritra saMbaMdhI guNagrAma karI parama AnaMdamAM gALI hatI. teozrI mane paNa pa. kR. devanA mAhAbhya saMbaMdhI evI vAta karatA ke mArA kALajAmAM ghaNA kALa sudhI te ne te ramyA kare ane vizeSa zradhdhA besatI jAya. - saM. 1954mAM pa.pU. bhAizrI popaTalAlabhAi 5. aMbAlAlabhAinA satsaMga arthe khaMbhAta temanA ghare padhArelA. teo sAthe zrI ciMtAmaNI pArzvaprabhunA derAsaramAM darzana arthe gayelA. tyAM bhoMyarAmAM prabhu sanmukha besI pU. aMbAlAlabhAi "he prabhu ! he prabhu ! zuM kahuM, dInAnAtha dayALa." e doharA ArtatAthI bolatA hatA. prabhunI pratimAjImAM sAkSAt prabhunA darzana karatA hoya tevI jinabhaktimAM ati zudhdha bhAve lInatA thayelI joI. tenI pU. bhAizrInA hRyamAM chApa paDI ke - 'te vakhate kSAyika jevI aMbAlAlabhAinI dazA hatI. e pa. kR. deva bhaktinuM phaLa darzAve che. A "je bhaktine prApta thavAthI sagurUnA AtmAnI ceSTAne viSe vRtti rahe, apUrva guNa daSTigocara thai anya svacchaMda maTe, ane saheje Atmabodha thAya...." - pU. aMbAlAlabhAine evI Atmabodha arpanArI bhakti prApta thai hatI. te bhaktinA baLe jJAnanI nirmaLatA thavAthI teone aMtarlakSa thayo. te hakIkata paramakRpALudevane teozrIe pote nivedana karI che. tenA pratyuttaramAM pa.kR.deve va. 654mAM puSTi ApI te "aMtarlakSane' upakArabhUta kahyo che. aMtarlakSavata hAla je vRtti vartatI dekhAya che te upakArI che, ane te te vRtti krame karI paramArthanA yathArthapaNAmAM vizeSa upakArabhUta thAya che." pa.kR. deva. - jyAre jyAre teo kRpALudevanA samAgamamAMthI ghara tarapha Ave tyAre bahu ja viraha vedanA thatI ne manomana keTalAka niyama - brahmacaryanI pratijJA vagere karatA. zrI vItarAgano mULa mArga - gacchamatarahita satya dharma apanAvavA - upAsavAmAM keTalAka dharmasaMkaTo ane pariSaho AvyA. chatAM temanA AEyamAM dharmano dRDha raMga TakI rahyo. khaMbhAtamAM zrI pa.ka. deva be vakhata padhAryA hatA. saM. 1946 nI divALImAM aMbAlAlabhAinA ghera, bIjI vAra saM. 1949 nA bhAdaravAmAM pU. choTAlAlabhAi mANekacaMdane tyAM 18 divasanI sthiti thai hatI. tyAM paNa aMbAlAlabhAi mukhyapaNe sevAmAM rahetA. badhAne satsaMga-bhaktimAM ullAsa khUba ja raheto. zrI gAMDAbhAI

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GSREERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ( bhAyajI, zrI lallubhAi vi. pATIdAra bhAio paNa satsaMgamAM AvatA. A saM. 1946thI saM. 1957 sudhI11 varSa kRpAnAthano samAgama rahyo. te samAgamamAM utkRSTa dazAno - upazama dazAno ane bodha bIjano lAbha prApta thayo. zrI pa.kR.devanA aciMtya paramasvarUpanuM temane darzana thatAM mana kR.devanA caraNamAM sthapAyuM hatuM, ane rAtadivasa satsaMga mATe jhaMkhatA hatA. zrI khaMbhAta, rALaja, kAviThA, vaDavA, vIrasada, kaMsArI, uMdela, peTalAda, ANaMda, vaso, kheDA, naDIyAda, muMbai, uttarasaMDA, vavANiyA, vaDhavANa, amadAvAda Adi sthaLoe parama satsaMga upAmyo hato. zrI vavANiyA jIjIbenanA lagnaprasaMga para gayA hatA, tyAM zodha karatA 5. kR.nA hastAkSaranuM keTaluMka lakhANa puSpamALA vigere junA kAgaLanA kothaLAmAMthI pUaMbAlAlabhAinA hAthamAM AvyuM hatuM. puSpamALAmAM pa.kR.deve jagaudhdhAranuM mahAna kArya karyuM che. to zrI vacanAmRtajI 377mAM jJAnInI dazA viSe vistArathI ka.deve svAnubhava prakAzyo che. tevI atyaMtara utkRSTa AtmAkAratAnuM pragaTa darzana uttarasaMDAmAM zrI pa.kR.deve karAvyuM hatuM. "..nirAzraya evA jJAnIne badhuMya sama che, athavA jJAnI sahaja pariNAmI che, sahajasvarUpI che, sahajapaNe sthita che, sahajapaNe prApta udaya bhogave che." tevI ja vItarAga dazAnuM 5. aMbAlAlabhAine zrI uttarasaMDAmAM 5. ka. deve zrI jinakalpIvatuM, vicaratA bhagavAnanI caryAnuM sAkSAt darzana ApyuM che. "-AtyaMtara bhAna avadhUta, videhIvat jinakalpIvatuM, sarva parabhAva ane vibhAvathI vyAvRtta, nijasvabhAvanA bhAna sahita, avadhUvat videhIvat jinakalpIvat vicaratA puruSa bhagavAnanA svarUpanuM dhyAna karIe chIe." pAna naM. 829 5. ke. devane je sarvasaMga parityAga karIne vItarAgano muLamArga prakAzavo hato temAM teozrI agresararUpa hatA. saM. 1952 mAM vyApAra saMkelI tyAganI taiyArI paNa karI lIdhI hatI. kemake 5, ka deve kAviThAmAM mahuDInA kUve bapore be vAgye pU. aMbAlAlabhAine lai jaI bhalAmaNa karelI ke kyAre vanavAsa laie te kahI zakAya nahIM; mATe bheTha bAMdhIne tAre taiyAra rahevuM, ane badhA mumukSuone kahevuM ke AnaMdaghanajInI jema avadhUtapaNe A puruSa cAlI nIkaLe tyAre badhAe ghara choDI cAlI nIkaLavuM. Ama nigraMtha mArga temanA rUMve rUMve vasyo hato. "kyAre thaizuM bAhyAMtara nigraMtha jo''. A apUrva avasaranI bhAvanA teonA aMtaramAM jAgRta hatI. - teo svAdhyAya-dhyAnamAM apramAdI hatA. satsaMgamAMthI AvIne rAtanA moDI rAta sudhI jAgIne kaMi vAMcatA ke lakhatA ja hoya. mumukSuo para kR. devanA bodha-patro AvelA hoya te mULa patro maMgAvI lai, prabhunI AjJAthI tenA utArA karI letA. ane zrI kuMvarajIbhAi vi. je mumukSu pipAsAthI mAgaNI kare tene kR. devanI (va. 658mAM) AjJA pramANe vAMcavA mATe mokalI ApatA. te uparAMta saMskRta, mAgadhi, hindI Adi pustakonI prata karavA kR.deva aMbAlAlabhAine mokalatA. te mujaba teozrI tenA utArA karI jaNAvela yogya mumukSuone adhyayanamanana arthe mokalI ApatA. AvA kAryadakSa chatAM mAna, moTAi teomAM jovA na maLatAM. badhA prati namratA dAkhavatA.

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SiSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GSSSBRID pU.zrI brahmacArIjI jIvanakaLAmAM lakhe che. : saM. 1954mAM zrI aMbAlAlabhAi, laherAbhAi ane motIlAla e traNe sAthe zrImadjI uttarasaMDAne baMgale padhAryA. bIjA koine tyAM AvavAnI manAi karI hatI. paMdara divasa sudhI zrI aMbAlAlabhAi sevAmAM rahyA, ane badhI vyavasthA pote karI letA, paraMtu zrImane taddana ekAMta nivRttinI vRtti hovAthI zrI aMbAlAlabhAI rasoino sAmAna, gAdalA, vAsaNa vagere lAvyA hatA, te badhuM lai javAnI AjJA karI, eka motIlAlane sevAmAM rAkhyA. zrI aMbAlAla baMgalo khAlI karI badho sAmAna gADAmAM bharAvI lai zrI naDIyAda gayA. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi motIlAlane sUcanA ApatA gayA hatA ke rAtre be traNa vakhata zrImadjInI tapAsa rAkhatA rahejo. | A vanakSetre zrImad be rUpiyAbhAranI roTalI tathA thoDuM dUdha - eka ja vakhata letA. rAtre nidrA letA na hatA. zrImad gAthAo bolyA karatA hatA. zarIranI darakAra karyA vinA AtmadhyAnamAM rAtre paNa lIna rahetA. teozrI kahetA- "A zarIra amArI sAthe kajIo kare che, paNa ame pAra paDavA detA nathI." duHkhiyA pratyenI hamadardIno eka dAkhalo noMdhavA jevo che. eka vakhata zrI pa.kR. deva ANaMda mukAme premacaMda rAyacaMdanI dharmazALAmAM birAjyA hatA, tyAre eka plegano dardI muMbainI gADIethI utarela. tene sTezana paranA mANasoe kADhI mUkI dharmazALAnI najadIkamAM nAMkhI mUkela hato. pa.ka. deva tyAMthI nIkaLyA, ane te mANasa najare paDyo. jethI aMbAlAlabhAIne kahyuM ke A mANasane tame dharmazALAmAM lai jAo. ane tenI sAravAra karo.pU. aMbAlAlabhAie turta Do. ne bolAvyA. tenI davA karAvI tathA tenI baradAsa pote jAte sArI rIte karI hatI. - pratyakSa sadgurUno moTo upakAra e che ke jIvano sUkSma-doSa paNa jANIne kaDhAvI zake. vyAkhyAnasAra2, naM. 1 mAM kalama 11 mAM nIce mujaba che. "ziSyanI je khAmIo hoya che te je upadezakanA dhyAnamAM AvatI nathI te upadezakartA na samajavo. AcAryo evA joie ke ziSyono alpa doSa paNa jANI zake ane teno yathAsamaye bodha paNa ApI zake." saM. 1955 mAM iDaranA pahADa upara zrImadjIe munione kahyuM hatuM: "munio ! jIvanI vRtti tIvrapaNAthI paNa narama paDI jAya che. aMbAlAlanI vRtti ane dazA, prathama bhakti ane vairAgyAdi kAraNe ucca thatAM tene labdhi pragaTa thai hatI, ke ame traNa cAra kalAka bodha karyo hoya te bIje ke trIje divase lakhI lAvavAnuM kahIe to te saMpUrNa ane amArA zabdomAM lakhI lAvatA. hAla pramAda ane lobhAdinA kAraNe vRtti zithila thaI che. te doSa tenAmAM pragaTa thaze ema ame bAra mAsa pahelAMthI jANatA hatA."IrI zrI laghurAja svAmIne te sAMbhaLI kheda thayo tethI zrImadjIne pUchayuM, "zuM te ema ja raheze ?" tyAre zrImadjIe kahyuM "muni, kheda karazo nahIM, jema nadInA pravAhamAM taNAtuM pAMdaDuM eka jALA ADe aTakI jAya, paNa pharI pUra-pravAhanA vahanamAM jALAthI jaduM paDIne mahAsamudramAM jaine maLe che tema teno pramAda amArAthI dUra thaze ane paramapadane pAmaze." 5. ka. prakAze che - ". . pratyakSa jJAnI birAjamAna hoya te ja doSane jaNAvI kADhAvI zake." khaMbhAtamAM saM. 1957nA mahA mAsamAM "zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya" sthapAyuM. tenI ghaNI kharI kAryavAhI

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI pU. aMbAlAlabhAinA hastaka hatI. zrI kumAravADAnA nAkA para bhADe makAna rAkhela. te makAnanA trIje mALe zrI paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTanI sthApanA karavAmAM Avela ane vAMcana-vicAranI beThaka bIje mALe rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. teoe sAmAyikano nitya niyama grahaNa karela ane prabhue svAmI kArtikeyAnuprekSA Adi zAstranI prata karavAnI (va. 889 mAM) AjJA ApI hatI. AjJA mujaba sAmAyikamAM lekhana pravRtti rAkhavAnuM cAluM hatuM. zrI samrutanA pracAra arthe "paramazruta prabhAvaka maMDaLa'' nI sthApanA pa.kR.deve saMvata 1957mAM karI. tenA saMcAlaka zrI revAzaMkarabhAi tathA zrI manasukhabhAi (2vajI) thayA hatA. Ins zrI revAzaMkarabhAi ane dareka mumukSuo teozrI pratye bahumAna dharAvatA ne salAha ke mArgadarzana paNa letA hatA. teozrI tIvra kSayopazama zakti, viveka saMpannatA ane dAkSINyatAdi guNa saMpanna hatA. saM. 1957nA caitra vadI 5 ne maMgaLavAre zrI rAjakoTa mukAme zrI paramakRpALu devanA nirvANa thayAnA samAcAra jyAre pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAie jANyA, tyAre temane atyaMta AghAta thayo. zokathI azru vahevA lAgyAM. vajrAghAta jevo kalpAMta thayo, bhakti rAgavaze vilApa karavA lAgyA. have te bhaktahdayanI virahavyathAnuM darzana karIe. "vizALa araNyane viSe atisuMdara ane zAMti ApanArUM evuM eka ja vRkSa hoya, te vRkSamAM niHzaMkatAthI zAMtapaNe, komaLapaNe, sukhAnaMdamAM pakSI gaNa malakatA hoya, te vRkSa ekAeka dAvAgnithI prajvalita thayuM hoya te vakhate te vRkSathI AnaMda pAmanArA pakSIone keTaluM duHkha prApta thAya? ke jene kSaNa eka paNa zAMti na hoya, ahAhA!! te vakhatanA duHkhanuM moTA kavizvaro paNa varNana ka2vAne asamartha che. tevuM ja apAra duHkha aghora (bhava) aTavIne viSe A pAmara jIvone ApI, he prabhu, kayAM gayA? he bhAratabhUmi ! zuM AvA deha chatAM videhapaNe vicaratA prabhuno bhAra tArAthI vahana na thayo ? jo tema ja hoya to A pAmarano ja bhAra tAre haLavo karavo hato, ke nAhaka teM tArI pRthvI upara mane bojArUpa karI rAkhyo. he mahAvikarALakALa! tane jarA paNa dayA na AvI. chappaniyAnA mahAduSkALa vakhate lAkho manuSyono teM bhoga lIdho, to paNa tuM tRpta thayo nahiM, ane tethI paNa tArI tRpti nahotI thai, to A dehano ja prathama bhakSa tAre karavo hato ke AvA parama zAMta prabhuno teM janmAMtarano viyoga karAvyo ! tArI nirdayatA ane kaThoratA mArA pratye vAparavI hatI ! zuM tuM hasamukho thai mArA sAmuM jue che ! he zAsanadevI ! tamArUM paribaLa A vakhate kALanA mukha AgaLa kayAM gayuM ? tamAre zAsananI unnatinI sevA bajAvavAmAM agresara tarIke sAdhanabhUta evA prabhu hatA; jene tame trikaraNa yoge namaskAra karI sevAmAM hAjara rahetAM, te A vakhate kyA sukhamAM nimagna thai gayAM ke A mahAkALe zuM karavA mAMDyuM che teno vicAra ja na karyo! he prabhu ! tamArA vinA ame konI pAse phariyAda karIzuM ? tame ja jyAre nirdayatA vAparI tyAM have bIjo dayALu thAya ja koNa ? he prabhu ! tamArI kRpA, anaMta dayA, karUNAmaya hRdaya, komaLa vANI, cittaharaNa zakti, vairAgyanI tIvratA, bodhabIjanuM apUrvapaNuM, samyak jJAna, samyak darzana ane samyak cAritranuM saMpUrNa ujamALapaNuM, paramArtha lIlA, apAra zAMti, niSkAraNa karUNA, niHsvArthI bodha, satsaMganI apUrvatA e Adi uttamottama guNonuM huM zuM smaraNa karUM ? vidvAna kavio ane rAjendra devo ApanAM guNastavana karavAne asamartha che to A kalamamAM 7

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O MERRERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GREATERS (9 alpa paNa samarthatA kyAMthI Ave ? ApanA paramotkRSTa guNonuM smaraNa thavAthI mArAM zudhdha aMtaHkaraNathI trikaraNa yoge huM ApanA pavitra caraNArvidamAM abhivaMdana karuM ApanuM yogabaLa, Ape prakAzita karelAM vacano ane Ape ApeluM 'bodha-bIja' mAruM rakSaNa karo, e ja sadaiva icchuM chuM. Ape saidavane mATe viyoganI A smaraNamALA ApI te have huM vismRta nahIM karuM. nI kheda, kheda ane kheda e vinA bIjuM kaMI sUjhatuM nathI. rAtri divasa raDI raDIne kADhuM chuM. kAMI sUjha paDatI nathI. jenA vacanabaLe jIva nirvANamArgane pAme che." jene tevI sabhUrtinuM kharekharU oLakhANa ane paramapremArpaNa thayuM hoya tenI dazA kevI thAya te temanA uparanA ja eka patramAM pa.kR.deve darzAvyuM che. jenA vacanabaLe jIva nirvANamArgane pAme che.evI sajIvanamUrtinuM...jyAre oLakhANa paDe che, tyAre jIvane koi apUrva sneha Ave che. te evo ke te mUrtinA viyoge ghaDI eka AyuSya bhogavavuM te paNa tene viTaMbanA lAge che, arthAta tenA viyoge te udAsIna bhAve temAM ja vRtti rAkhIne jIve che, bIjA padArthonA saMyoga ane mRtyu e baMne ene samAna thai gayAM hoya che. AvI dazA jyAre Ave che, tyAre jIvane mArga bahu nikaTa hoya che ema jANavuM." va. 212 evI ja udAsIna dazA temanI kR. devanA virahamAM rahI hatI - temAM ja vRtti rAkhIne jIvyA hatA. zrI pa.kR.devanA nirvANa pachI "zrImad rAjacaMdra graMtha' nI prathamavRtti saM. 1967mAM paramazruta prabhAvaka maMDaLa taraphathI bahAra paDI. temAM eozrInI mukhya preraNA ane sahakAra hatAM. zrI pa. kR. deve vacana prakANyuM hatuM ke - "A vacano jagatanuM kalyANa karaze, ane tamArUM to avazya karaze." evI te paramAtmAnI anaMta dayAthI "zrImad rAjacaMdra graMtha'nuM prakAzana thayuM. je ApaNA mATe parama AdhArarUpa thayuM che. | kRdevanA virahamAM paNa pa.kR. devanI janmajayaMti prasaMge kArataka suda pUrNimAnA puNya divase khaMbhAtathI ghaNA mumukSubhAIo vaDavA vaDa nIce jyAM prabhue bodha Apela te sthaLe jaI 5.kR. devano citrapaTa padharAvI bhakti karatA. nivRtti ane asaMgabhAvanAmAM Akho divasa gALatA. pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI pa. pU. prabhuzrInA samAgama arthe karamALA Adi sthaLoe jatA hatA. deha chUTavAnA eka mAsa agAu temane mRtyunI jANa thai gai hatI. je vAta temaNe temanA dharmapatnI parasanabahenane kahela hatI. uttama puruSano guNa che ke koIne ApeluM vacana game tevA saMjogomAM pALavuM. evo vacanapAlanano guNa temano prazaMsavA yogya che. saM. 1963mAM satsaMga maMDaLamAM - eka divasa pheNAvanA choTAbhAi khaMbhAta AvelA. svAdhyAya pachI pU. aMbAlAlabhAi pAsethI vacana lai lIdhuM ke mane samAdhimaraNa karAvavA jarUra AvavAnuM vacana Apo. mumukSu pratyenA vAtsalyabhAvathI teozrIe vacana ApyuM. thoDA vakhatamAM choTAbhAine plegano roga lAgu thayo ane 5. aMbAlAlabhAine jANa thai. eTale dehanI paNa darakAra karyA vagara tene samAdhimaraNa karAvavA turta ja pheNAva pahoMcI gayA. temaja pote rogano bhaya rAkhyA vagara tenI sevA cAkarI paNa karI. pariNAme choTAbhAinuM

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kimI TT | paramakRpALudevanA pavitra caraNothI pAvana thayela ane sthiratA karela pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAinuM makAna jIrALA pADo - khaMbhAta

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@ ERRER) satsaMga-saMjIvanI GDRS RETIR) samAdhimaraNa thayuM. ghera AvyA pachI pU. aMbAlAlabhAIne tAva Avyo. pleganA dardathI gherAyA. chatAMya AtmajAgRti akhaMDa rahI. maraNano bhaya na hato. cAra pAMca divasa tIvra azAtA vedanIya vartatI hatI. paNa pote tene adbhuta samatAthI sahana karI. dayamAM kRpALudevanuM dhyAna hatuM, mukhamAM "mahAdivyAH kukSiratna' e padanuM satata raTaNa-smaraNa hatuM ane manathI saMsAra-mohinI utArI dIdhela. chellA zvAse teozrI e ja 'sahajAtmasvarUpa he prabhu' nAmanuM uccAraNa karatA-karatA saM.1963nA caitra vada bAraze khaMbhAta mukAme 37 varSanI madhyavaye samAdhistha thayA. prabhucaraNano anurAgI e pavitra AtmA zAMtapaNe prabhu rAjazaraNamAM samAi gayo. TUMkA AyuSyamAM paNa mahAkAmanI sidhdhi karI gayo. namana ho ! e nikaTa muktigAmI divyAtmAne ! ....AyuSa thoDuM che, ane kArya mahAbhArata karavAnuM che. jema hoDI nAnI ane moTo mahAsAgara taravAno hoya tema AyuSya thoDuM che ane saMsArarUpI mahAsAgara taravo che. je puruSo prabhunA nAmathI taryA che te puruSone dhanya che !" - u.chAyA - sat jijJAsu sAdhvIzrI bhAvaprabhAzrI. sAcA bhaktane jyAre sAkSAt paramAtmAno bheTo thAya, manuSyarUpamAM pragaTa paramAtma svarUpanAM darzana thAya tyAre tene kevI laya lAge che, paramapremanI lAgaNIo ane bhAvo jAge che tene vAcA ApatuM temanuM lkaya, manomaMthana ane bhakti A pustakamAM zabdarUpe pragaTapaNAne pAmyAM che. ApaNane te vAMcatAM vicAratAM - alaukika prema-bhakti jAgRta thAya ane te vItarAgI parama puruSa prabhu sadguru pratye ane arihaMta paramAtmA pratye sAcI bhakti pragaTe tevI preraNA temAMthI prApta thAya eja sArthakatA. zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthanA adbhuta paramakalyANakArI vacanAmRtanuM rasapAna karI temanA vacanAmRtanA Azraye koipaNa rIte 5.kR.zrImad rAjacaMdradevanA jIvana caritrane - aMtarAtmadazAne jANIe, samajIe. ApaNI jeTalI kSayopazamatA ane aMtaHkaraNanI ujjavaLatAthI te prabhunI vItarAgatA vicArAze teTale aMze karmanI nirjarAnuM kAraNa banaze. je je mahAnubhAvoe paramakRpALudevamAM temanI vItarAgatAnAM, nircathatAnAM darzana karI paramAtmArUpe avadhAryA teo sarve A kALamAM dhanya banI gayA. lAkha lAkha vaMdana te puNyazALI mahAnubhAvone ! - hasamukha parIkha

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( 6 ) satsaMga-saMjIvanI RR RRO upakAra smRti apAravat saMsAra samudrathI tAranAra evA sadharmano niSkAraNa karUNAthI jeNe upadeza karyo che, te jJAnI purUSanA upakArane namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho!". | sarvotkRSTa bhUmikA payaMtamAM zrutajJAnanuM avalaMbana je parama purUSe kahyuM che, te parama nirdoSa zruta upadeSTA bhagavaMta zrImAna rAjacaMdra devanA caraNanuM dhyAna niraMtara ho. | he vItarAgadhrutanA parama rahasyane prApta thayela asaMga ane parama karUNAzIla Apta bhagavAna! ApanA viyogamAM ApanA ja vacanAmRtanuM sthAvANInuM avalaMbana ApavA kArUNya svabhAvathI parama dayAnI vRSTi karI ane A subodhaka pustakazALA ApanA svahaste sthapAi. ApanA nAma guNadhAmathI alaMkRta A zALA amone grISma RtunA tApathI tapelA prANIone zItaLa vRkSanI chAyAnI peThe upakAraka thai che. paramArtha mArganA jijJAsu jIvone, salUnA tRSita AtmAne mIThA pANInI paraba peThe tRSA chIpAvanAra thai che. A saMsAra dAvAnaLane bujhavanAra, vItarAga dazAnA prakAzavaDe divya thayelA ApanA zItaLa caMdana samAna bodhanuM amRta pAna karAvyuM, je bodha vaDe anAdikALanA tApa ane tRSAne upazamita karI A bhrAMtimAM paDela AtmAne svarUpa bhaNI vALavA Apa kRpAsiMdhue anahada dayAdRSTi ama prati karI che. e anaMta upakArane nitya saMbhArI ahobhAva ane parama premane phurAvI vaMdIe chIe, smarIe chIe. ane ApanAM nirmaLa caraNakamaLamAM trividha trikaraNa zudhdhie namaskAra karIe chIe. aho aho zrI sadgurU, karUNAsiMdhu apAra, A pAmara para prabhu karyo, aho aho upakAra." "A dehAdi AjathI varte prabhu AdhIna; dAsa dAsa huM dAsa chuM, Apa prabhuno dIna." A zALA 'zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya' zrI paramakRpALudevanI kRpA prasAdIrUpa saM. 1957mAM puNyAtmA zrI gAMDAbhAi bhAijInA varada haste sthApavAmAM AvI che. A zALA sthApavAno uddeza zrutajJAnanI unnatino che. zrI pa.ka. devanA jJAnamAM bhAsyamAna thayela hoi, je parama satsaMganA viyogamAM mumukSu jIvone AdhAra kayo ? A paMcamakALamAM apAra kaSTa karI sarUSanuM oLakhANa thAya che. temAM vaLI paramArtha pAmavAmAM anaMta aMtarAya jJAnIe joyA che, dharmane nAme aneka matabhedo, ThAma ThAma viparIta vartatA joyA che. jemAM zrI vItarAga devano mULamArga ghaNo lopa thavA jevuM thayuM che. mATe te satya dharmanA udhdhAra arthe, zAsana pratyenI bhaktithI prerAi mULamArgane prakAzamAM ANavA potezrIe mahAna parizrama karyo. va.708 mAM gaveSaNA karI che ke A bAju to seMkaDo athavA hajAro mANaso prasaMgamAM AvelA, temAM koi koi mumukSu jIvo paricayamAM AvyA. temane e purUSanI dazA vizeSatA bhAsavAthI teozrI pratye lakSa thayo. je je pUrvanA saMskArI jIvo sanA saMzodhaka pAtra jIvo hatA teNe e sajIvana mUrtine oLakhI lIdhA ane temanA parama satsaMgamAM AvI muktimArgane e prabhunA Azraye rahI sAdhya karavA te saddagurUnuM zaraNuM aMgIkAra karyuM ane AjJA AzritapaNuM svIkAryuM, jemAM pU. aMbAlAlabhAi tathA pU. tribhovanabhAi, pU. choTAlAlabhAi, pU. lIlAbhAi Adi mukhya hatA. e bhAioe lokabhaya temaja mAnAdi kAmanA choDI kalyANa mArganI upAsanAmAM jhaMpalAvyuM. anAdikALanuM paribhramaNa samApta kema thAya, ne AtmA bhavabaMdhanathI jaldI chuTe evI laganI lAgI, chUTavAnI vArtAno AtmAthI bhaNakAra thayo. have e jijJAsAne uttejana maLe, satsaMganI bhAvanA poSAya te mATe zuM karavuM? prabhunI AjJA maLI jethI pUzrI. kIlAbhAi, zrI choTAbhAi vi. pU.aMbAlAlabhAinA ghare niyamIta maLavA lAgyA ane satzAstra adhyayana tathA pa.kR. prabhunA bodha patronuM paricaryana karavAnuM zarU karyuM, paNa kALa prabhAvathI temAM vighra utpanna thavAnI saMbhAvanA - 10

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RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (SR SER S jAgI. nAta taraphathI vikSepo ne sanA avarNavAda thavA lAgyA. jethI bhaviSyakALe vikSepa vinA, nivRttipaNe AtmahitanA kAryamAM mumukSajIvo sthira rahI zake, dRDha rahI zake evI te dayALunI dIrdhajJAnadaSTie joyuM ane tethI zrI subodhaka pustakAlayanI preraNA pote karI ane tenI sAthe tenA phaMDa mATe khaMbhAtanA mumukSuone jJAnAvaraNIya karma TaLavAnuM sAdhana zrutabhakti che, te arthe TIpa karAvI. je TIpamAM Azare hajAreka rUpiyAnI rakama thayAnuM kaMika anumAna thAya che. ane te vakhate zrI gAMDAbhAine vizeSa rakama devA sUcanA thai tethI temaNe rU.201 bharAvyA hatA. vaLI zALA mATe jagyA bhADe lai tvarAthI sthApanA vidhi karo evI AjJA popaTabhAi gulAbacaMdane karI hatI kAraNake potAnA AyuSyanI gaveSaNAmAM hAtha noMdha-2/18, mAM noMdhyuM che ke "teTaluM AyuSya baLa che? zuM lakhavuM? zuM kahevuM? aMtarmukha upayoga karIne jo" Ama samaya-AyuSya baLa ochuM jANI temaja A mahAna kAryanI agatyatA hovAthI pa.kR.devanI vidyamAnatAmAM ja saM. 1957, mahA suda pAMcamanA pavitra divase A zALA temanA yogabaLathI astitvamAM AvI che. jene Aje A varSe 94 varSa pUrAM thAya che. - te zALAno nakazo kevo hovo joie tenuM paNa dIrghadRSTithI paramArthane anukULa rahe e rIte prabhue digdarzana karAvyuM hatuM. je hakIkata zrI gAMDAbhAi jaNAve che ke tyAra bAda saM. 1957mAM amadAvAdamAM sAMjanA pAMca vAge sAhebajIe sarve bhAione jaNAvyuM hatuM ke "khaMbhAtamAM zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya kholavAno vicAra dhArela che ane te arthe phaMDa ekaThuM karavA vicAra dhArela che. tyAra bAda sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke zrI subodhaka pustakAlayanuM makAna kevA prakAranuM baMdhAvavuM te viSe bhalAmaNa karelI ke te makAna evA sthAna para joie ke bajAramAM nahIM temaja bajAramAM gaNI zakAya tathA makAnanI cAre tarapha khulluM hoya tathA dizA-pANInI sagavaDatA hoya tathA pustakonI goThavaNI mATe kabATo rAkhavAM tathA mULa rakama kAyama rahI zake ane yogya vyavasthA thAya tema karavuM. vaLI bIjI eka bhalAmaNa pU.zrI. manasukhabhAi kIratacaMdane karela ke zrI khaMbhAta subodhaka pustakAlaya mATe kamIzanamAMthI pustako kharIdI zakAya te mATe bhImasiMha mANekane 22/ ne badale 25% kamizana Ape evI banatI peravI karavA pharamAvyuM hatuM. ' pustakanI kharIdImAM tattva, sAhitya, vyavahAra ane paramArtha upayogitA jovAM. tema bAhya puMThAM, raMga tathA bAMdhaNI, chApa, kAgaLa Adi bAhya sauMdaryanI temanI - kR.devanI cokasAI bodhaprada hatI. zrI paramakRpALu deva Azrita A zALA-navIna yojanAnI peThe zrutajJAnanI unnati arthe tenI yojanA karI che. te dvArA te zrutanA mULa upadeSTA sarvaza vItarAga devano mULamArga, tene prasidhdhimAM ANavAno kRpALudevano hetu samajAya che. mokSamALA zi.pATha-99mAM darzAvyuM che ke pavitra syAdvAdamatanuM DhaMkAyeluM tattva prasidhdhimAM ANavA jyAM sudhI prayojana nathI tyAM sudhI zAsananI unnati paNa nathI. te hetu pAra pADavA (ApaNA samAjanA) mumukSu jananI zubha jijJAsA ane prayatna hovo ghaTe. zrI zALAnA jJAna bhaMDAramAM kayA kayA sazAstro ane sagraMtho jJAnAbhyAsa mATe vasAvavA te viSe bhalAmaNa potezrIe karI hatI ane amadAvAdamAM bhImasiMha mANekacaMdane tyAMthI aMbAlAlabhAinI sAthe jaI kharIdI karAvI hatI. temaja muMbaithI keTalAMeka pustako kharIda karI zrI popaTabhAine khaMbhAta jatI veLA hAthamAM ApyA hatAM. jyAre khaMbhAtamAM zALA sthApana karavAnuM nakkI thayuM tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke je nAma ApavAmAM

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{} satsaMga-saMjIvanI koi paNa prakAranA gaccha mata saMbaMdhI zabda na Ave tevuM nAma ApavuM joie. ema jaNAvI sAhebajIe zrImukhe prakAzyuM ke A pramANe nAma rAkhavuM "zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya.'' A pramANe dhavala patra 52 svahastAkSare lakhI jaNAvyuM hatu, eTale nAmAbhidhAna paNa teozrIe kahyA pramANe ja rAkhyuM che. zrI pa.kR.devanA vidyamAnapaNAmAM zrI kumAravADAnA nAkA para vakIla maganalAlanA makAnanA meDA para saM.1957 nA mahA zuda-5nA dine zrI gAMDAbhAinA hAthe sthApana vidhi thayela che. zrI pa.kR.devanA citrapaTanI padharAmaNI trIje mALe karavAmAM AvI hatI ane zrI pustakojInI padharAmaNI bIjA mALe thai hatI ane vAMcana vicAranI beThaka tyAMja rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. tyAra bAda keTalAka varSa vItyA bAda sarve bhAione vicAra thayo ke zrI zALA mATe eka makAna baMdhAvavuM. te vicArathI tenA kharca mATenA sAdhano meLavI zrI loMkApurInI khaDakI madhye makAna baMdhAvyuM. te makAna taiyAra thayA bAda khaMbhAta saMsthAnanA rA.rA.dIvAna mAdhavarAma harInArAyaNanA hAthe saM.1968 nA Aso va.5 nA roja zrI subodhaka pustakAlayanA navA makAnanI sthApana kriyA karavAmAM Avela che. zrI zALAnA pAyAmAM sarvoparI bhakti mArganuM zudhdha anuSThAna karanAra ananya bhakta pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAinI sahAyaktA, preraNA amone rUDA AzirvAdarUpa nivaDI che. temane premabhaktithI A zALAnA pAyAne siMcI majabuta banAvela che, emano AbhAra mAnI vinayabhAve namIe chIe. zrI pa.kR.devanA virahamAM temaNe jIvanano zeSa samaya A zrI subodhaka pustakAyalanA pavitra paramANunI chAyAmAM besI bhavAbdhi tAriNI zrI rAjavANInA svAdhyAya satsaMgathI AtmazreNInI ati ujjavaLatA prApta karI hatI, ane samAdhi maraNanI sAdhanA sidhdha karI lIdhI hatI. vaLI pa.kR.devanA patronuM Alekhana, zAstranI prato lakhAvavI vi.sadkAryathI zrutajJAnanI vRdhdhi arthe athAga parizrama teozrIe lIdhela che. pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA svargavAsa bAda pU.zrI. tribhovanabhAi, pU.zrI. kIlAbhAi Adi upakArI vaDIloe A zALAne phAlIphulI rAkhavAmAM potAnA tana-manathI sevA ApI che. ghera ghera jai mumukSunI saMbhALa lai satsaMga rasathI bhIMjavyA che. e rIte bhaktinA guMjana cAlu rahyA che. 'va. 465- te zravaNane, zravaNanA kartAne ane temAM bhaktibhAvavALA jIvone trikALa daMDavat che.'' evI A zALAne paramavinayabhAve vaMdIye chIe. Amy - zrI subodhaka pustakazALA TrasTa maMDaLa. -: zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya mATenA graMthonI yAdI : 1. zrI AcArAMga sUtra 2. zrI suyagaDAMga sUtra 3. zrI uttarAdhyayanajI 4. zrI ThANAMga sUtra 5. zrI rAyapaseNIyAjI 6. zrI praznavyAkaraNa 7. zrI AtmAnuMzAsana 8. zrI padmanaMdIjI 9. zrI samayasAra 10. zrI jJAnArNava 11. zrI paramAtmaprakAza 12. zrI sudRSTitaraMgINI 13. zrI yogazAstra 14. zrI yogadRSTisamuccaya 15. zrI vicArasAgara 16. zrI mohamudgara 17. zrI paMcIkaraNa 18. zrI dAsabodha 19. zrI maNIratnamALA 20. zrI yogavAsiSTha 21. zrI triSaSThi zalAkApuruSa caritra 22. zrI bharatezvara bAhubali vRtti 23. zrI prakaraNa ratnAkara 24. zrI suMdaravilAsa 25. zrI AThadaSTi 26. zrI purUSArtha sidhdhiupAya 27. zrI mokSamArga prakAza 28. zrI aSTaprAmRta 29. zrI vairAgya zataka 30. idrIya parAjaya zataka 31. zrI zAMta sudhArasa 32. zrI adhyAtma kalpadruma 33. zrI dharmabiMdu 34. zrI adhyAtmasAra 35. zrI upamiti bhavaprapaMca 36. zrI mULapadhdhati karmagraMtha 37. zrI AnaMdaghanacovIzI 38. zrI bhAvanAbodha 39. zrI mokSamALA 40. zrI bhagavatIjI sUtra. 12

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3 SS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI RERS ) ( pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAie paramakRpALu deva zrImad rAjacaMdra upara lakhelA patro | mahAdivyA kSIratna, zabdajita varAtmajam | zrI rAjacaMdramahaM vaMde tattvalocana dAyakam || parabrahma, AnaMdamUrti, sahajAnaMda, pUrNAnaMdI, paramazAMtine ApanAra, puruSottama, nArAyaNa, mahat kalikAlanA aMdhakAra nivAraNa karanAra, mahAyogizvara zrI kRpAnAtha, hAlamAM patra nathI. Aja dina paryata he bhagavAna, avinaya, AzAtanA, abhakti mana, vacana, kAyAthI thai hoya to punaH punaH khamAvuM chuM. prabhu, atyaMta pratyakSa chatAM tene viSe laya kema thatI nahIM hoya? e moTuM Azcarya che. te laya karavA samAgama karAvo eTale AzAtanA thavAno vakhata koI paNa kALamAM thAya nahiM. je paramAtmAne pAmavA yogiyo mahenata kare che te mane saheje maLyA evA pUrvanA saMskArane namaskAra. lI. bALanA punaH punaH namaskAra patra-2 vaizAkha vada 4, ravi, 1948 prabhuzrIjIne trikALa namaskAra paramakRpALu kRpAnAtha parama pUjya prabhuzrI, hAlamAM A bALakone ApanA pavitra hastanA lakhela patrathI darzana lAbha thayo nathI. kRpA karI TapAla dvArA chorUnI saMbhALa lezo. | vicArasAgara hAlamAM rAtanA samAgama vakhate vaMcAya che. paNa te hiMdI bhASAmAM hovAthI barAbara samajI zakato nathI paNa karasanadAsanA vAMcavAmAM be eka vakhata AvavAthI temanI samajaNa pramANe samajAvI zake che. te vidita thavA lakhyuM che. | kapAnAthazrI ! mAyAnI pravRtti vizeSa rahe che, tethI satsaMbaMdhInA saMskAra sthita thatA nathI, to A alpajJa chorUnI zI dazA thaze? he prabhu ! mAyAnA prapaMcamAM rahI A bALaka sudharI zake e to ApanI parama kRpA hoya to ja banI zake. bAkI ApanI kRpA vaDe karIne ApanA caraNa samIpamAM sudharI javAnuM bane kharuM. mATe he dayALu nAtha ! A eka pAmara prANIne ApanA samIpamAM rAkhazo. mAyA prapaMcarUpa bhayaMkara agninA tApamAM A alpajJa AtmA baLI jAya che. tene zItalabhUta thavAmAM eka ApanuM ja zaraNa che. ane Apa ja cho. dayALunAtha ! Apa dayALunI A dIna chorU upara kAMi thoDI dayA nathI. paNa koI kevAye karmanI prabaLatA 13

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@ ERS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SSC () thai paDI che, ke mAyAnA prapaMcamAM rAo-mAgyo rahI te rUpa thaI jAya che. te karmanI nivRtti kema ane kevA prakAre thAya? e kRpA karI dayA karazo. vizeSa zuM lakhuM? Apa sarvajJa cho, sarva jANI, dekhI rahyA cho. ApathI kAMi ajANyuM nathI. kRpA karI A eka ajANa, duHkhiyAro, pAmara jIva je prakAre baMdhanathI chUTI zake, tevA prakAre dayA karatA rahezo. Apano koipaNa prakAre avinaya, azAtanA, aparAdha, abhakti, koipaNa mana, vacana, kAyA ane AtmAnA yogAdhyavazAyathI thayo hoya to vAraMvAra namaskAra karI dInabhAvathI kSamAvuM chuM. to kSamA karazo. he prabhu ! sevaka sarakhuM yogya kAma-sevA pharamAvazo. parama satsaMga karavAnI bahuja icchA rahe che. dayA karazo, li. dIna choru aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka pratisamaya namaskAra svIkArazojI. (javAba va. 376). patra-3 khaMbhAta | zrAvaNa suda 9, soma, 1949 parama kArUNyamUrtine trikALa namaskAra divya prajJAvaMta parama kAruNyamaya sat prabhujIzrI ApanA hastakamaLanuM karUNAmaya (va. 458) patra maLyuM, vAMcI parama saMtoSa thayo che. he dayALu nAtha ! Apa parama kRpAe karI A alpajJa pAmara manuSyane vakhatovakhata samayAnusAra joito hitopadeza Apo cho. tene bhavAbdhimAM taNAi jatAne AdhArabhUta thai hamezAM Azrayagata thAo cho, tema ja samaya mAtra ke meSAnumeSa jenAthI ajANapaNe nahi, evA Apa sarvajJa A bAlakanI pravRttivALI vRttine, jANe pragaTarUpe jANI laine anukULa pramANe tene parama kArUNya bodha parama parama kRpAe karI ApavAmAM banato zrama lyo cho. to he dInAnAtha ! dayA karI sevakanI ekAMta pravRttivALI dazAne anusarato, joie tevo hitopadeza ApavA dayA karazo. ApathI kAMi ajANyuM nathI. ghaNA ja lAMbA divasanA satsamAgamanA viyogathI A anAdi abhyAsamAM paDelA pAmara jIvo Apa vinA kema karI nivRttivALI dazAmAM rahI zake ? icchA to ghaNIe nivRttivALA dravya, kSetrane pAmavAnI che, paNa kevAya koi karmanA vipAka che, ke turata anAdi abhyAsanA premamAM joDAi jai nivRttivALA kSetrAdikane visarjana kare che. he prabhu ! bahu ja mAThI dazA varte che. kRpA karI hAla to tenA yogya sarbodha ApavA dayA karazo. ane parama satmUrtino samAgama karAvI Apa A mUDha bALakane sudhAravAnI preraNA karazo. sevaka yogya kAma sevA pharamAvazo. li. dIna chorU aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra. patra-4 khaMbhAta kArataka suda 13, budha, 1949 trikALa namaskAra

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GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (9 paramakRpALu kRpAsAgara sat prabhuzrI hAlamAM ApanA pavitra, komaLa karanA lakhela patrathI darzana lAbha thayo nathI jethI bALaka icche che. kapA karI chorUnI saMbhALa levA dayA karazo. he dayAsAgara, anAthanA nAtha, haju A anAtha pAmara bALakane kyAM sudhI viyogamAM rAkhI mUkazo. kRpA karI ApanI caraNasevAmAM sadA saMga A chorUne karAvo to bahu ja AnaMda thAya. ApanA viyogamAM ghaNA ghaNA kALa thai gayA rahyo, ane haju rahetAM chatAM paNa Apano viyoga AtmabhAve thato nathI. ane anAtma padArtha upara daSTi vizeSa rahe che. arthAt temAMja vahAlapa varte che. mATe kRpA karI te anAtma padArtha parathI vahAlapa chUTI (viyogamAM rahetAM paNa) ApanA pratye AtmabhAve parama premathI vahAlapa varte, evI kAMi kRpA karazo. ApanI kRpA anaMtI che. ApanI dayALutAne koi rIte A bALakathI baTTo apAya tema nathI. paNa A hIna puruSArthI tema karavAmAM asateja rahI mAyAnI pravRttimAM sateja rahe che. mATe hAla te zuM sAdhana kare ? ane kevA jogathI vartatA mAyAnA prapaMcathI nivRtti pAmI ApanI bhaktimAM joDAya, te kRpA karI jaNAvavA dayA karazo. chorU yogya kAma sevA pharamAvazo.. li. dIna chorU aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka pratisamaya namaskAra svIkArazojI. (javAba va. 424) patra-5 khaMbhAta mahA suda 11, zani, 1949 sat prabhuzrIne trikALa namaskAra parama kRpALu parama dayALu parama pUjya sAhebajI sat prabhuzrI ApanA pavitra hastano lakhela patra paramakRpAmaya parama dayAmaya bharelo (va. 427) patra malyo. te vAMcI ati AnaMda thayo che. evI ja rIte bALaka icche che. te dayA karazo. | he prabhu, Ape to bahuja dayA karI, ApanI to anaMta kRpA che. paNa A anAtha pAmara bAlaka saMsArarUpI samudramAM taNAi jatAne sahAya devA icchA jaNAvI, agnimAM baLI jatAne zItalatA ApavA kRpA karI, A mAyAnA prapaMcamAM rAcI rahelA chorUno hAtha pakaDI Ape dayA karI. alpajJane Apa sarvaze satsamAgama thoDA vakhata mATe karavA jaNAvyuM te vAMcI parama harSa thayo che. to he kRpAnAtha ! ApanI marajI pramANe je vakhate je mukAme jaNAvo te vakhate tyAM ApanI hajuramAM AvavA A bAjuka taiyAra che. to kRpA karI charUne icchAnusAra jaNAvazo. hAla eja. ApanA patranI rAha joine beTho chuM. chorU yogya kAma sevA pharamAvazo. mA, bApa Apa to samayanA jANa cho. vakhatanA vicAraNahAra cho. bhaluM karyuM ke AvA vakhatamAM A alpajJa anAtha bAlakane Ape samAgama karavAnI icchA jaNAvI. nahIM to A mUDha jIvane ghaNA vakhatanA viyogamAM rahelA mAyAnI saMgatIthI mAyArUpa thai gayelA tenA upara Ape samayAnusAra ghaNI kRpA karI dayA karI che. li. chorU aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka pratisamaya vAraMvAra namaskAra svIkArazojI. (javAba va. 428) 15

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI sadguru dayALa vasaMtatIlIkA chaMda - zloka sarvasya Aptasya dayArdrahdayamasti ekAntati jagati yasya kIrtiH jAyante / sidhyasi ko, me sadguru rAjJazazI nAmAbhiH pANibhyAM tubhyaM mahamaharaho namAmi // 38 55 patra-6 khaMbhAta - aSADha vada 4, soma, 1950 sarvanuM hita icchanAra ane dayAthI pIgaLeluM haiyuM che jenuM, ane eka sarakhI rIte jagatamAM saMpUrNatva yaza phelAyela che jeno, te koNa ? mArA sadguru rAjacaMdrajI evA nAme che. he gurU, be hAtha joDI huM Apane namaskAra karUM chuM. bho bhagavaMta ! 'nirAdhAra kema mUkI, zyAma mune nirAdhAra kema mUkI' ? Ama cheka nirAdhAra mUkavAthI A pAmaranA divasa kema jaze. sahaja paNa amRta tulya prasAdI maLavAnI icchA rAkhyA kare che. A sAthe munI devakaraNajIe lakhelo patra bIDyo che. koipaNa prakAre avinaya, azAtanA, abhakti, aparAdha ke koi paNa prakArano doSa mArA mana, vacana, kAyAthI ke AtmAnA koi adhyavasAyathI thayo hoya to vAraMvAra namaskAra karI kSamAvuM chuM. kSamApanA icchuM chuM. chorU yogya kAma sevA pharamAvavAnI dayA thaze to parama maMgalakArI AnaMda thaze. li. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra (javAba va. 515) patra-7 khaMbhAta - caitra vada 7, budha, 1951 sat paramAtmA zrI - trikALa namaskAra paramakRpAvaMta, parama dayAvaMta, anaMta karUNAsAgara, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, pa2ma jyortimaya, parama puruSottama sarvajJa paramAtmAzrIjI. 16 ApanA pavitra kara-kamaLano lakhelo eka pavitra(va.580) patra maLyo, vAMcI AnaMda sAthe darzana tulya lAbha lIdho. evIja rIte kRpA karI bAlaka pratye saMbhALa levA dayA karazojI. he nAtha ! A anAtha keTalA divaso thayAM keTalAMka patro lakhIne mUke che paNa te bIDavAnI icchA thatI nathI. kAraNa ke zuM lakhavuM ? te kaMi sUjhatuM nathI. tema ApanA pavitra agAdha upadeza AgaLa kaMi pUchavA yogya paNa rahyuM nathI. je che te mAtra karavA upara rahyuM che. tyAM anaMta ghaNI mArI potAnI bhUla ne anyane zuM kahuM ?

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parama kRpALudevanA caraNakamaLanI pratyAkRti zrI sadgurucaraNArpaNamastu zrI dharamapuramAM pU. zrI raNachoDabhAInA ghera temanI vinaMtIthI saM. 1956mAM caitra mAsamAM paramakRpALudevazrIe sthiratA karI hatI te veLA pU. zrI maNIbA (raNachoDabhAInA dharmapatni)nI AgrahabharI bhAvanAthI karUNAsabhara UbhA UbhA pa.kR.zrIe potAnA caraNa sthApana karela - tenI ja A sacavAI rahela pratyAkRti che. je pratikRti hAla puNyAtmA pU. zrI javalabAnA suputra zrI manubhAI bI. modInA ghera cAMdIthI maDhIne darzanArthe surakSita rAkhela che. Aja pagalAM uparathI ArasanI pratyAkRti banAvarAvI zrI dhAmaNa gAmamAM pratiSThita karavAmAM Avela che.

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0 4 MORE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI SCS he bhagavaMta ! je pAMca viSayAdi doSo AtmAne AvaraNa karavAvALA tene ja huM evuM chuM. prIti karuM chuM. rasa sahita bhogavuM chuM. tyAM mane vairAgyano krama AvI, vicAra zakti kyAMthI utpanna thAya? ema jANuM chuM. ane ema bane paNa che. je je vakhate kAMi vAMcavAthI, vicAravAthI ke Apano pavitra patra maLavAthI vakhate vakhate kAMika udAsInatAno krama udaya thAya che, to te vakhate to paMcendriyanA bhogavavAvALA sukho kiMcit bhAge paNa rasa rahitapaNe ane apriyapaNe bhogavAya che. tema te daramyAnamAM saheja paNa alpa AhAra, alpa vihAra, alpa bhASA ane alpa paricaya AdikanI upayogAnusAra vizrAMti malavAthI adhikAdhika sarva saMga parityAgI thavAnuM sUjhe che, ane sukha paNa temAM ja rahyuM che ema bhAse che. tathApi te udAsInatAno krama lAMbo vakhata raheto nathI. mAtra thoDo thoDo ekAda be divasa sudhI - vakhate rahe che. tyAM tene vicArI vRddhi karavAnuM kAraNa meLavavAno vakhata lauM chuM ke koNa jANe evuM to prabaLa kAraNa AvI ja paDe che ke udAsInatAno krama mUlathI ja nAza thAya che. AthI ja ema rahe che ke jeTalI vizrAMti sarvasaMga parityAgamAM maLavAnI che tenA anaMta bhAge paNa A kArAgRhamAM rahIne maLavAnI nathI. kAraNa ke rasendriyAdika doSo potAno amala karavA Ave che, ane lokaprathA ochI rAkhatAM chatAM paNa te vakhate koNa jANe kyAMthI AvIne vaLage che. ane temAM paDatAM pahelAM to vicAra thAya che joje, paga mUkatAM pApa che, jotAM jhera che, mAthe maraNa che, ema khUba yAda rAkhI vartaje, ema vicArI te raseMdriyAdika lokaprathAnA kAryamAM maLatI vakhate prathamano vicAra maMda thai jai, te bhogavatA padArthamAM tAdAbhyapaNuM thai jAya che. ane tethI te udAsInatAno krama jato rahe che. jyAre te krama nathI hoto tevA vakhatamAM to lakhavA vAMcavA ke vicAravAmAM to sAva prema paNa Avato nathI ema mane bane che. he dilanA dariAva, guNanA sAgara, A rAMkanuM citta ane vRtti zAMta nahi hovAthI ane mana vikalpamAM pravRttavAthI Apa paramArthI puruSa pratye patra lakhavAno vilaMba thAya che. bAkI ApanA taraphathI koi pratibaMdha dhArI lakhavAnuM banatuM nathI tema nathI. Apa dayALu ane anAthanA nAtha evA jagadizvara taraphathI patra vATe ke pratyakSapaNe bodha ApavAmAM kAMi paNa khAmI rAkhI nathI tema gaNuM to lAkaDInA prahArarUpa zikSA paNa maLI cUkI che. Apa prabhujIne A bAlaka pratye kAMi lakhavAnuM ke kahevAnI icchA hoya te khuzInI sAthe A bAlaka yogya pharamAvavA kRpA karazo. kAMI upadezarUpa haze to A dInane atyaMta AnaMdanI vAta che. tema kAMi prasaMga jevuM hoya to tema karavAmAM A lekhaka taraphanI aDacaNa nathI. kAraNa ke vepArAdikano bahuja ocho paricaya che, eTale te taraphanI ghaNuM karIne ahoniza nivRtti ja rahe che, ane nivRttirUpa ja che. kadApi bahu agatya hoya to bAra mahinAmAM eka mAsa jeTaluM kAma hoya te paNa nahIM jevuM eTale vakhata phurasadano ja rahe che. A eka saheje ja lakhI jaNAvyuM che. ahoniza nivRtti maLavA chatAM A anAthanI cittavRtti azAMtapaNe rahe che. e atyaMta A duSTane dhikkAravA yogya che. teno vicAra karatA, mukhya kAraNa dehanI zAtA bhajavAnuM lAge che, ane tenA lIdhe bIjA doSo paNa najare thai Ave che. satsaMgI bhAio paNa hAlamAM to upAdhimAM paDyA che, ke te lAbha paNa levAto nathI. ghaNuM karIne atre lakhavAmAM ke vAMcavAmAM paNa apremapaNe kALa cAlyo jAya che. e badhA doSo chedavAne mATe A saMsargamAM vizeSa paricaya phaLIbhUta thAya che. tethI paNa sugamamAM sugama to Apa dayALu nAthanA caraNa samIpamAM saheje paNa doSo TaLI jAya che, ema mane to niHzaMka lAge che. kAraNa ke Apa sarvajJa paramAtmA pAse rahevAthI e badhA doSo enI meLe ja bhAgI jAya che. mATe he dayALu nAtha! 17

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O GR 8 satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) kRpA karI A anAthane ApanA caraNa samIpanI sevA pratye rAkhavA A dInane dayAnI khAtara kRpA karo. ane tema karavAmAM haju vilaMba hoya tyAM sudhI ApanI icchA Ave tevI rIte vartavA A bALakane jaNAvo ke temAM udyamavaMta thAya. cittanI azAMtipaNe ane aneka doSothI bharela lakhAyelo A patra, tema anaMta avaguNothI bharapUra evo A duSTa lakhanAra tenA doSa tarapha najara na karatA ApanI dayAne khAtara, eka rahemanI khAtara jema A bALaka prANInI, dehanI priyatA ghaTe, rasagAravAdi doSo moLA paDe ane cittavRtti zAMta thai, sadA ekatArapaNe, ApanI parama prema bhaktimAM jaladIthI joDAya evo krama, udyama ke purUSArtha karavA A dInane anaMta dayAnI khAtarI jaNAvavA anaMta kRpAvaMta thazo. | he kRpAnidhi, Apano koipaNa prakAre avinaya, azAtanA, aparAdha ke abhakti koipaNa mana, vacana, kAyA ane AtmAnA yogAdhyavasAyathI koipaNa prakAre thai hoya to punaH punaH kSamAvuM chuM. namaskAra karI kSamAvuM chuM. mastaka namAvI kSamAvuM chuM. chorU yogya kAma sevA pharamAvazo. eja adhamAdhama mUDhanA vAraMvAra namaskAra. (javAba va. 584) patra-8 khaMbhAta - vaizAkha suda 2, zukra, 1951 satya paramAtmA zrI - trikALa namaskAra paramakRpALu paramadayALu sarvajJa prabhu zrI, he dInadayALa, dInAnAtha, Apa paramakRpALu sat prabhuzrIe anaMta anaMta dayA karI ApanI pavitra mUrtinA dedAra karAvavA A anAtha prANI pratye anaMta kRpA karIne jaNAvyuM te atyuttama maMgaLadAyaka vAta che. A lekhakanA cittamAM hAla ema nahotuM ke ApanA pavitra darzanano lAbha hamaNAM thAya. chatAM aNaciMtavyo lAbha maLavA A anAtha pratye anaMta ghaNI dayA karI che. Apa paramAtmAzrIe vaizAkha vadamAM athavA te pachI turatamAM nivRtti levA arthAt A bALakone samAgama karAvavA jaNAvyuM che to ApanI icchAnusAra karavA A bALaka atyaMta rAjI che. ApanI icchA te pahelAM kadApi nivRtti levAnI haze, to tema karavA ApanI icchAnusAra jaNAvavA dayA karazo. - A atyuttama maMgaLadAyaka lAbha maLavAnI rAha jouM chuM. ane Apa jaNAvavAnI kRpA karo te vakhate ApanA samIpamAM AvavA taiyAra chuM. li. alpajJa pAmaranA vidhipUrvaka punaH punaH namaskAra svIkArazojI. patra-9 khaMbhAta - bhAsUda suda 6, soma, 1951 seva bhatte seva bhatte tame satya cho. he pUjya, tame satya cho. tamane kSamAvuM chuM. atyaMta namrapaNe namaskAra karuM chuM. - 18

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D SHARE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) paramakRpALu paramadayALu, paramopakArI, paramaAnaMdI, sahajAnaMdI, parama svarUpI, trilokyanAtha, taraNatAraNa, jagatamAtA, jagatabhrAtA, jagatrAtA, jagatabaMdhu, dInAnAtha, dInadayALa, dInabaMdhu, sarvoparI parama pUjya, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, satyaprabhujIzrInI pavitra sevA pratye vaMduM chuM. huM alpajJa mUDha, azaraNa, anAtha, pAmara, trividha yoge parama preme namaskAra karuM chuM. koi paNa prakAre Apa sarvAtmA prabhujIzrIno avinaya, azAtanA, abhakti, aparAdha ke asatkAra vigere koipaNa doSa, vaLI anya prakAra saMbaMdhIno doSa mArA koipaNa mana, vacana, kAyA ane AtmAnA yogAdhyavasAyathI thayo hoya to atyaMta namrapaNe, atyaMta dInapaNe pharI pharIne guNastavana karI karIne, guNaciMtavana karI karIne kSamAvuM . namaskAra karuM chuM. vaMdana karuM . mastake karI pradakSiNAe karI daMDavat karI vAraMvAra kSamAvuM chuM. ( patra dvArA darzana lAbha ApavA dayA karazojI. hAla tyAM kyAM sudhI sthiratA che, te yogya lAge to jaNAvavA kRpA karazojI. li. dIna chorU alpajJa pAmaranA vidhipUrvaka vAraMvAra pratisamaya namaskAra svIkArazojI. (javAba va. 635) patra-10 khaMbhAta kArtika suda 12, budha, 1952 guNAtita dehAdi-indrijahara, kIye sarva saMhAra vairI tuphAna | mahA zura vIra nahI ko viSAda, namo rAjacaMdram namo rAjacaMdram // je mahApuruSanI dehAdika indriyo potAnA guNa mUkI AtmapariNAmarUpa thai che, jethI krodhAdika karI cAra ane rAgadveSAdika zatruno jeNe saMhAra kahetAM nAza karyo che, ane anAdi kALanI viparyAsa buddhi jenI maTI AtmA AtmapariNAmarUpa thayo che jeno, ane te AtmapariNAmanA viSe sadA jAgRtapaNu varte che jene, evA mahA zUravIra che, sarva paryAye jene AtmA bhAsI rahyo che, AtmAmAM tadAkArapaNuM varte che jene, evA sarvAtmA prabhujIzrI rAjacaMdrajI nAmarUpa sarvAtmAne trikALa namo namaH azaraNane nizcaya zaraNanA ApaNahAra evA kRpAvaMta prabhuzrIjI ! be divasa thayA patranI rAha joto hato jethI alpajJa AtmAthI koi kalpanAthI kalpAyuM hoya athavA prAya khoTuM hoya, to te mATe athavA koIpaNa rIte ayogya avivekarUpa lakhAyuM hoya, to atyaMta dInapaNe AtmabhAvathI punaH punaH namaskAra karI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. te Apa sAheba kSamA ApavA yogya cho. evo alpajJa mUDhAtmA chuM. jethI A dIna prANI pratye, je bhUla jaNAvavI yogya lAge te jaNAvavAnI dayA karazo, ema A alpajJa AtmabhAvathI icche che. - je puruSanI deha buddhi maTI che, sadA sarva AtmA vyApI rahyo che, sadA bhAsI rahyo che jene, evA AtmajJa ke je AtmasvarUpa ja che, AtmAkAra ja che, AtmArUpa ja che evA sarvAtmA zrI rAjacaMdrajIne A alpajJa AtmAno AtmabhAvathI trikALa namaskAra che. 19

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O RSS - SMS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSAS SS (9 kAraNa ke tevuM A AtmAne thavuM che. (javAba va. 655) patra-11 khaMbhAta || mAgasara suda 9, soma, 1952 eka samaya paNa viraha nahi evIja rIte tAdAbhyapaNe AtmasvarUpanA viSe sthira evA parama puruSottama kRpAnAthajInI sevA pratye, Apa paramakRpALu nAthe anaMta dayA karI, A mUDha yogya kAMi upadeza auSadhi pavitra tribhovanadAsabhAi bhegI mokalI paNa A hInabhAgI hovAthI ane tenuM pAna karavAne haju tenI sthiti nahi hovAthI pavitra tribhovanabhAithI te vAta vismRta thai che. khera, A anAthanA karmano ja doSa. kadApi havethI jo yogya lAge to dayA karI patra vATe jaNAvazojI. parama kRpA karI samajIza. hAla eja. li. alpeza aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra (javAba va. 656) patra-12 khaMbhAta baMdara poSa vada 8, budha, 1952 paramakRpALu kRpAnAtha, paramadayALu, azaraNanA zaraNa, anAthanA nAtha parama pUjya sAhebajInI sevAmAM. atyAre bIjuM kAMI mAgato nathI paNa eTaluMja mAMguM ke tamAruM zaraNa mane bhavobhava prApta hajo, ane Apa paramAtmasvarUpanuM ciMtavana mArA hmayane viSe sthApana raho. kAraNa ke ApanuM ekapaNa vacana meM aMgIkAra karyuM nathI. jevo janma dharyo tevo ja cAlyo javA atyAre A AjJAMkita sevaka zarIranI asAdhya vedanImAM paDyo che. ane (jvara) tAva amuMjhaNanuM karma prabaLapaNe varyuM che. vizeSa to zuM lakhuM ? bharoso nathI lAgato. kadApi jo zarIra rahita thavAnI izvaranI icchA haze to mArI samaye samaye vaMdanA svIkArI lejo. ane IzvaranI marajI hAla jo na hoya to ApanA darzana karI, AnaMda mAnIza. atyAre ApanI alaukika mUrtinuM dhyAna dayanA viSe raTyA karuM chuM. hAla eja. vizeSa zuM lakhavuM ? AjJAMkita sevakanI vaMdanA svIkArazojI. nagInanA punaH punaH namana svIkArazojI. (javAba va. 667) patra-13 khaMbhAta baMdara poSa vada 11, zani, 1952 paramakRpALu kRpAnAtha, paramaMdayALu, azaraNanA zaraNa, anAthanA nAtha parama pUjya sAhebajInI sevAmAM. 20

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Si satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) ( 4 ) khaMbhAtathI li. aMbAlAla lAlacaMdanA namaskAra svIkArazojI. ApanA taraphathI patra lAbha icchuM chuM. ApanI kRpAthI zarIra prakRti dina pratye sudharatI Ave che. hari icchA haze to zAMti thaze ema lAge che. ApanA darzananI ghaNI icchA rahe che. te to Apa kRpAnAthanA hAthamAM che. patra lAbha icchuM chuM. kAma sevA pharamAvazo. da. anAtha bALaka nagInanA punaH punaH namana svIkArazo. (javAba va. 668) patra-14 khaMbhAta caitra suda 6, saM. 1952 Apa parama mahAna paramAtmAzrIne trikALa namaskAra parama kRpALu, parama dayALu, paramopakArI, dInAnAtha, dInanA baMdhu, azaraNanA zaraNa, nodhArAnA AdhAra evA svasvarUpa vilAsI, sadA AnaMdI, pUrNa brahma svarUpa, parama jyotirmaya paramAtmA zrI, sarvajJa - prabhujIzrI hAlamAM kapApatra nathI te dIna icche che. thoDA divasa upara A lakhanAra ne tribhovanabhAi tathA kIlAbhAI jaNa traNa gAma kAviThe gayA hatA. tyAM muni samAgama dina traNa thayo hato. te pachI be divasa vadhu nivRtti laI atre AvavuM thayuM hatuM. te sahaja jANavA lakhyuM che. munizrI devakIrNazrIjIe kahyuM hatuM ke meM be traNa patro suratathI kRpAnAthazrIne lakhyA hatA ke have mAre kema karavuM. paNa huM ayoga hovAthI kAMi javAba Apyo nathI. tane ane muni lallujIsvAmIne kR. deve kaMi karavA yogya kahyuM haze te pramANe karatA hazo. paNa mAre have kema karavuM ? kAraNa ke have dhIraja rahetI nathI. AyuSyano bharoso nathI mATe tuM kRpAnAthazrIne patra lakhI jaNAvaje ke devakIrNajI kema kare ? pachI teno javAba je Ape te lakhI mokalaje, e vagere kahevAthI Apa sAhebane lakhI jaNAvyuM che. uparanA uttaramAM sahaja ApanA pratApathI munine eTalI vAta karelI ke Apa dhIrajano tyAga na karo. ane ApanA manathI Apa ayogya cho ema ja lAgatuM hoya to kadApi kRpAnAthazrI taraphathI amuka vakhata sudhI patra lAbha na maLe to paNa dhIrajano tyAga na karatA yogya thavA je je pUrve mAna, mahAgrahAdika tathA zAstrAdika abhiniveza TALavA tathA paMcendriyAdika viSayone jema bane tema jItavA Apane jaNAvyuM che, te para vizeSa dhyAna ApI satsamAgamane iccho. e vigere vAta thai hatI te kSamA icchuM chuM. munio nivRttimAM vicare che. ane sAthe phakta suMdaravilAsa rAkhyuM che. bIjuM koi paNa pustaka rAkhyuM nathI. te jaNAvavA lakhyuM che. muni lallujI svAmie Apa sAhebane patra lakhyo haze. uparanI hakIkata muni ) devakIraNajIe kahevAthI lakhI che Apane yogya lAge tema tevo uttara Apazo. muni lallujI svAmine kAMI bhaktino lakSa hoya ema lAge che. paNa devakaraNajIne hajuM tema lAgatuM nathI teto Apa sarve jANI rahyA cho. nivRtti levA mATe amuka amuka gAmo ane makAno vigere sagavaDa sArI che jethI nizcitapaNe rahI zakAya evA sthaLonI A pherA tajavIja karI rAkhI che. udaya yoga prArabdhathI mAsa traNa thayAM tAva AvavAnA kAraNe patra lakhatAM vilaMba thayo che temaja A patra utAvaLe lakhatAM namratApUrvaka kSamA mAMguM chuM. koi paNa prakAre avinaya abhakti Adi doSa je je prakAre mana, vacana, kAyAthI thayo hoya te hetuthI vAraMvAra namaskAra karI punaH punaH khemAnuM chuM. {KI} saERROR MUSIC 21

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GSSSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ST RSS WORD chorU yogya kAma sevA pharamAvazojI. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra.. (javAba va. 682) ( patra-15 khaMbhAta vaizAkha vada amAsa, bhoma, 1952 Apa sarvajJa dayALu nAtha zrIjIne trikALa namaskAra paramopakArI, parama dayAvaMta, anaMta kRpAvaMta, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, nodhArAnA AdhAra, dInabaMdhu, dInAnAtha, parama pUjya, pUjavA yogya vAraMvAra namaskAra karavA yogya evA zrI parama hitasvI sarvAtmA prabhuzrIjI, parama zAMtithI Apa dayALu nAtha zrIjInuM padhAravuM thayuM haze. kRpA karI patra dvArA chorUnI saMbhALa levA dayA karavA A bALaka icche che. Apa paramakRpALu zrI harimukhathI zravaNa karelo je bodha te mujaba atrenA sarva mumukSubhAione jaNAvyuM (1) paraspara mumukSu bhAiono samAgama karavo. (2) be, cAra, ATha divasanA aMtare potAnI savRttio zrI kRpALu samIpe jaNAvavI. (3) sadgata sevavAM. karI (4) svachaMdano nAza karavo. (5) potAnI icchAe nahIM (karavA) vartavA ane (6) paMcendriya viSayone jItavA. zrImukhathI zravaNa karyuM che te, te Apa sAhebane jaNAvuM chuM ane chevaTe have te guNo lAjathI paNa aMgIkRta karavAne upadezya che. mATe ApaNe sarva bhAio te guNanuM grahaNa karIzuM to jarUra satyuSa pratye Azrayabhakti utpanna thai, satyaruSanI anaMta kRpAne pAmIzuM, e vigere keTalIka bIjI badhI thayelI dharmakathA sAMbharI AvavAthI te carcAya che. jethI hAla amuka pustaka vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM nathI. vacanAmRtonuM pustaka vaMcAya che. have pachI koi sagraMthanuM vAMcana karavA vicAra che. te zarU thayethI Apa sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM jaNAvavAnuM dhyAnamAM laiza. bIjA Arya bhAio taraphathI potAnI vRttio jaNAvavA Apa dayALuzrInI pavitra sevA pratye patra lakhavA kahela che. he bhagavAna ! A pherAnA Apa sAkSAt anaMta kRpAnA sAgara paramAtmAzrInA parama pavitra darzanano kalyANakArI lAbha A pAmarane thavAthI atyaMta kalyANakAraka thayo che. ane have zrImukhathI jaNAvyA pramANe aMgIkAra karavA A anAtha bALaka icche che. paNa mUDha hovAthI kAMi tenuM baLa cAlatuM nathI. to Apa sAhebane zaraNe rAkhI tene sahAya thavA vinaMtI karuM chuM. Apa parama dayALu nAthazrInA pAdAMbuja karI koi paNa prakArathI A anAthe avinaya, azAtanA, abhakti, asatkAra Adi koi paNa prakArano doSa sevyo hoya te sarve atyaMta atyaMta namratAe karI namaskAra karI, kSamApanA icchuM chuM. Apa sAheba dayALu cho ane anaMta kRpAnA sAgara cho. mATe kRpA karI A mUDhanA doSo rara

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S S SSS SS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI CSR SISTERS () sAme jozo nahIM. ane doSa thayo hoya tenI ApazrI kRpAnAtha pAsethI kSamA karavA vinaMtI karuM chuM. mATe kSamA ApavA dayA karazojI. li. alpajJa anAtha aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra. patra-16 khaMbhAta jayeSTa suda 5, bhoma, 1952 ananya zaraNanA ApanAra zrImAna prabhujI zrI rAjacaMdrajI zaraNaM mama paramakRpALu kRpAnAtha zrImAna parama puruSottama zrI rAjacaMdrajI sadgurUdevane trikALa namaskAra. parama pavitra kapAmaya patra 1 (va. 690) ravivAre tathA kapAbhareluM sakSatra 1 (va. 692) somavAre e rIte be patra prApta thayAM che. vAMcI saharSa ati AnaMda thayo che. prathamano patra bhAi choTAlAlane Apyo che. saMskRta zAstrI atre AvyA che. bIjanA divasathI abhyAsa zarU karyo che. zabda rUpAvaLInA 10 pATha, purUSa liMganA dasa pATha mukhapATha thayA che. AjathI dasa pATha strIliMganA cAlu thaze. zAstrIbAbAnuM kahevuM ema che ke barAbara abhyAsa thaze, ane smaraNa zakti ThIka raheze to cha eka mAsamAM saMskRta vAMcavAno tathA temaja navA zArdUla vIDita vRttAdi zloka racavAnuM AvaDI jaze. zAstrInI kRpA sArI che. roja be traNa kalAka bhaNAve che ane samajuti ApavAmAM mahenata sArI le che, te Apa sAhebane vidita karuM chuM. ane Apa sAhebanA parama anugraha vaDe zaraNatAthI te pAra paDavAnI icchA rAkhuM chuM. te pavitra muni zrI lallujI mahArAjano patra 1 vasothI Avyo hato. ane jeTha vada 1 atre padhAravAnuM emaNe jaNAvyuM hatuM. lIMmaDIvAsI temaja kalolavAsI bhAio taraphathI patravyavahAra cAle che. temanI vRtti ThIka rahe che, ema lAge che. he prabhu! atre satsamAgama chatAM asatsaMga jevI badhAnI vRtti rahe che ane tethI prAye vRttinuM calitapaNuM mArI dhRSTatAne lIdhe thai jAya che. | he prabhu, paramakRpALunAtha parama pavitra gopAMganAo jevI cittanI vRtti A lekhakanI kyAre thaze. tenA jevo zrImad zrIkRSNa pratyeno prema A lekhakano zrImAna zrI rAjacaMdrajI prabhu pratye kyAre thaze. ane zarIra sahita chatAM azarIrapaNe rahevAnuM A bALakathI kyAre banaze. icchA to bahu thAya che. paNa pUrve upArjana karelAM evAM ane vartamAnamAM nathI tyAga thatA evA rAgAdi, krodhAdi karmo naDe che, to paNa zrImAna parama puruSottama prabhunuM zaraNa ja zreSTha che. zrImad zrIkRSNa prabhue pavitra gopAMganAone ekAdaza varSa sudhI samIpamAM rAkhI bahuja prakAre jJAnalIlA karAvI che. ane gopAMganAno adhika prema, ananya prema thavAthI pachI kadApi temane viyogamAM nAMkhI che to paNa temano avicaLa prema tevo ne tevo ke tethI vizeSa vRddhi karato rahyo che. jethI moTAmAM moTuM zaraNuM ja parama puruSottamanuM che. ane evI cittavRttirUpa gopAMganAno ananya prema amuka kALa acaLapaNe zrImAna zrIrAjacaMdrajI prabhu pratye rahyo to pachI te prema vizeSAkAre pariName che. jethI tenuM vartana eka dhArAnuM pachI cAlyuM AvavuM saMbhavita che, paNa tema thai zakatuM nathI. eja A duSTa AtmAno atyaMta dhikkAravA yogya doSa che. ethI vizeSa anaMta doSa A lekhakanA keTalA badhA lakhI zakuM jethI Apa kRpALunAtha zrInA parama anugraha vaDe ja RTER / 23

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O | satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) ( kalyANakArI thavuM saMbhavita che. lakhelA sarvacanAmRtanuM pustaka dina 15 thayA, vIramagAma bhAi sukhalAlane mokalI ApyuM che, te sTeje vidita thAya. alpajJa mUDha aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra. patra-17 sthaMbha tIrtha bIjA jeTha suda 15, zukra, 1952 zrI sadaguru zaraNaM mama zrImAna parama puruSottama, paramopakArI, paramakRpAvaMta, parama dayAvaMta, anAthanA nAtha, sarvottama upakArI, zrI sa2 dayALa prabhujI zrI rAjacaMdrajIzrIne trikALa namaskAra, sukha samAdhimAM birAjamAna hazojI. jANavA icchuM chuM. patra lAbha icchuM chuM. pavitra lAbha icchuM chuM. pavitra zrI lallujI muni Aje sthAnakamAM padhAryA che. zarIre azAtA varte che. sujJa zrI kRSNadAsa Aje savAranA svargavAsa thayA che. dehathI rahita thavAnA prasaMge mAruM tyAM javuM banyuM na hatuM. paNa prathama jaNAvyuM hatuM ke zrI sadguru dayALuzrIne teDAvavAnI ApanI zI icchA che ? javAbamAM teNe kahyuM ke atre teDAvavAnI tasdI ApavI nathI. zrI sadgurunuM zaraNa che. te mAruM kalyANa karaze. pachI jaNAvyuM hatuM ke eja zaraNuM rAkhavuM ane e ja ciMtavana hRdayanA viSe karyA javuM. | he prabhu! A saMsAramAM ajJAna jevo bIjo koI roga nathI, ema spaSTa lAge che. sujJa bhAI khuzAladAsanA zarIre eka mAsa thayA kSaya roga vizeSa pariNamyo che. temanI vRtti ThIka rahI che. Apa sAhebanA pavitra darzananI icchA rAkhe che, ane smaraNa rAkhyA kare che. namaskAra lakhavAnuM kahevAthI lakhuM chuM............ .........bhAI nagInanA hastanuM lekhita patra maLyuM hatuM. hAlamAM satsamAgama joga banato nathI. kAraNa bhAi khuzAladAsa asAdhya roganuM vedana kare che. AyuSya sthiti hoya to bacavA saMbhava che. emanI samIpamAM kIlAbhAInuM rahevuM thAya che. ane te smaraNa rahevA vAraMvAra jaNAve che. A lekhakane paNa enA dehe, dehano dharma bajAvyo che, eTale jvarAdinI utpatti rahyA karatI hatI, te hAla jarA vizeSa rahe che. munisamAgama vakhatovakhata thAya che. he prabhu ! dIna dayALa, A dehamAM je je vakhate azubha karmo udaya Ave che, te te vakhate je kAMi parejI paLAya che tenuM kAraNa tene dehano moha che. pratyakSa evo bhaya rahe che ke je kAMi snigdha athavA bhAre padArtha sevavAmAM Avaze to turata teno anubhava dehane thai zakaze, evo eka bhaya rahe che, ne te bhaya zarIranA zAtA sukhanA prasaMge rahI zakto nathI. zAtAsukhanA prasaMge je kAMi rasagAravAdike svAdiSTa padArtho sevAya che te A dehe athavA bIjA dehe udaya Avye bhogavavA paDaze ema to nizcaya che, paNa tevo nizcaya TakI zakato nathI. e ja A jIvano doSa che. je jIvo zAtA azAtA baMne prasaMgomAM udaya AvelAM karmane sama viSama rahitapaNe bhogavI le che ane azAtA prasaMge jevo ajJAnIne bhaya rahe che tevo ja jene bhayano anubhava rahI zAtAdika prasaMge paNa svAdAdithI rahitapaNe padArtho bhogave che evA pavitra mahAtmA puruSone huM trikaraNayogathI namaskAra karuM chuM. 24

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O SERS WEREsatsaMga-saMjIvanI SRESPERS ( li. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra. | (javAba va. 697) patra-18 khaMbhAta bIjA jeTha vada 9, bhoma, 1952 zrI sadguru prabhu rAjacaMdrajI zaraNaM mama: A anitya ane azaraNa evA trAsarUpa saMsAramAM eka sagaranuM Apa pavitranAthanuM ja zaraNa satya che. suzabhAi khuzAladAsa gai kAle somavAranI rAtanA ATha vAgyAnA sumAre A bhUmino tyAga karI cAlyA gayA che. maraNAMtanI be miniTa agAu sudhI sAvadhAnathI pote bhaktimAM lakSa rAkhyo hato. yuvAvasthAnA pahelA bhAgamAM pote dehano tyAga karI cAlyA gayA. evo pratyakSa banAva joi A AtmAne daDhatva thatuM nathI ane pote to maravuM ja nathI evo daDha nizcaya rAkhelo che. pratyakSa, bALa, yuvAna ane vRddha evA seMkaDo maraNa najare jotAM chatAM A lekhakanI chAtI pIgaLatI nathI. e ja A lekhakanI anaMta anaMta mUDhadazAnI ajJAnatA che. vizeSa zuM kahyuM. A jIva ja dizAmuDha rahevA icche che. tevA prakAra seve che, tevA kAraNa upArjana kare che, ane temAM ja prIti rAkhe che, e ja dhikkAravAyogya A AtmAnI mUDhatA che. hAla e ja. alpeza aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra. patra-19 khaMbhAta aSADha suda 1, zanI, 1952 zrI sadgurubhyo namo nama: paramakRpALu paramadayALu, sahajAnaMdI, pUrNa brahmasvarUpI, sadA svarUpavilAsI, nisRhi evA jaga_rU paramAtmA zrI rAjacaMdrajIne paramollAsathI trikaraNayoge trikALa namaskAra. - parama pavitra paramakRpAmaya patra maLyo. vAMcI atyAnaMda thayo. pharIthI patra maLaze ema dhArI lakhavAmAM thayelA vilaMbanI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. | bhAi khuzAladAsanA maraNanA divase somavAre balakhA nIkaLavAnA baMdha thayA hatA, ane sahaja zAtA jaNAtI hatI. bhAi kalAbhAi tathA nagInabhAi taraphathI paMdara divasa AgamanathI emanI samIpamAM rahevAnuM ane rAtre sUvAnuM rAkhyuM hatuM. somavAre zrI vacanAmRtonA patro vAMcavAnuM vizeSa cAlyuM hatuM. te ja divasa jarA zvAsanI utpatti vadhAre hatI. paNa paMcendriyo sAvadhAnapaNe sArI hatI. traNa vAgyAnA sumAre kIlAbhAi vALu karavA gayA, te vakhate sahaja gharavALAe svArthI garabaDa karI mUkI. ane strIAdikane kaMi kahevA karavA vizenI vAta te loko taraphathI nIkaLavAthI, khuzAladAsanuM citta emAM parovAyuM hatuM. je eka kalAka e vAtano prasaMga rahyo hato. kalAbhAinuM cAra vAge AvavuM thayuM hatuM. te vakhatathI prathamanI vAtanuM samAdhAna karI cha padano patra - 25

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SiMS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SERS AS TO vaMcAvavo zarU karyo hato. te thoDo aMdhUro rahyo te vakhate kahe ke have mane UMgha Ave che. kIlAbhAie kahyuM ke have thoDo patra bAkI che. te pUro thaye UMdhI jajo. tyAM sudhI bicArA jIve yatna to ghaNuM karyuM. paNa asahya duHkha utpanna thayuM. tyAM duHkhanA AvezathI AMkho DhaLI paDavA mAMDI ane pAMca vAgyAnA sumAre deha nAkhI dIdho. eTale atyaMta pIDAmAM praveza karyo. A saghaLI hakIkata babe kalAke maMgAvato raheto hato. paNa Aje ja rahI jaze evuM koinA kalpavAmAM Avela nahIM. ane te divase sArUM vartAyuM hatuM, tethI mArA manamAM ema hatuM ke teve vakhate jaiza, ane mane paNa zarIranI azAtAnuM kAraNa hatuM. cAra vAge strIAdikanI svArthI garabaDanI vAta sAMbhaLI ema vicAra thayo hato ke A vakhate e bicArA AtmAnuM emAM citta kyAM parovAyuM ? mATe huM jAuM. vaLI vALu karI javAya to rAtanA dasa vAgyA sudhI emanI samIpa rahI zakAya, ema dhArI eka patra lakhI rAkhyo. te enA vAMcavAmAM Ave to ThIka, kAraNa vAMcavAnI athavA lakhavAnI emanI zakti hatI. te patra lakhI vALu karI pAMca vAge gayo. jaIne joyuM to zarIra nAkhI dIdhuM hatuM. tema vadhu sAMbhaLavA jevI sthiti na hatI. tethI be be miniTe eka zrI saddagurUnuM zaraNa sahAyakArI che e ja zaraNuM sAcuM che. ema uccAra Apato hato. je pote sAMbhaLI AMkha ughADI mAthuM halAvI hA kahetA hatA, ane tema maraNanA pAMca miniTa agAu sudhI rahyuM hatuM. vAraMvAra teja uccAra Apato hato. chevaTane vakhate phakta pAMca ja vAra mAthA zvAsa thai zarIra kheMcAyuM hatuM, ane sahajavAramAM jIva hato na hato thai gayo. ahoho ! he prabhu ! te vakhatano citAra A lekhakane vAraMvAra haju smRtimAM AvyA kare che. je dehane paMpALavAnuM kahetA hatA te ja dehane mUkIne jarAvAramAM cAlyA gayA. evo e pavitra khuzAladAsano AtmA jeto joi A lekhakane bahu ja smaraNa thAya che ke jarAvAramAM phanA thai javAnuM che. Akho e deha mUkI javo che. ane A ja deha pratye mamatva karAya che. e te A jIvanI keTalI anaMta ghaNI mUDhatA kahevAya ? paMdara divasa thayA pavitra vacanAmRto saMbhaLAvavAnuM thayuM hatuM, emane paNa eja priya hatuM. bIjA pustako sAMbhaLavAnI icchA thoDI rahetI hatI. pote jaNAvyuM hatuM ke koinI lAja ke loka bhaya rAkhazo nahIM. pragaTapaNe mane patro vAMcI saMbhaLAvajo. mane loka bhayanI jarUra nathI. maraNanA divase cAra vAge to kIlAbhAine kahyuM hatuM ke jo jo A pustakanI AzAtanA na thAya. citrapaTanuM darzana apAtuM hatuM. AvA kAraNamAM kuTuMbAdika vizeSa pratikULa nahotA rahetA. AvA prakAre A dehathI rahita thavAnuM che, kSaNavAramAM cAlyA javAnuM che, ema pratyakSa jotAM chatAM ane javuM che e vAta kharI che evuM mAnatA chatAM, evuM yathArtha manAtuM nathI, ane jIvane jarApaNa vicAra thato nathI, ke pAchuM vALI joto nathI. e A AtmAnuM keTaluM badhuM ajJAna che. | muni paNa vakhatovakhata tyAM jatA hatA. ane e ja smaraNa rahevuM kahetA hatA. prathamathIja keTalAka pratyAkhyAna muni samIpe lIdhA hatA. e vigere sahaja jANavA mATe lakhI jaNAvyuM che. bAra tera pAnAno patra khuzAladAsane vAMcavAne mATe lakhI rAkhyo hato. te temanA vAMcavAmAM Avyo hota to Apa sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM mUkI ayogya lakhANa thayuM hoya tenI kSamApanA icchato chorU yogya kAma sevA pharamAvavA dayA thaze to AnaMda mAnIza. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra : muni samAgama cAle che. vRtti ThIka rahe che. satyarUSo pratye sAmAnyapaNuM na thAya ane vizeSa vizeSa paramollAsa vRtti rahe tema temaja prItibhakti thAya evA prasaMganI vAtacIta vizeSa cAle che jI. - koipaNa prakAre avinayAdika doSa thayo hoya te vAraMvAra namaskAra karI kSamAvuM chuM.

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Th satsaMga-saMjIvanI aSADa vada 12, gurU, 1952 sadA AnaMdI, sarvajJAnI, sarvadhyAnI, sahaja svarUpI, sahajAnaMdI, svasvarUpa vilAsI, samyak jJAnI, samyakdarzI, zubhajJAnI, zubhadhyAnI, zubhajogI, zubhalezI, samabhAvI, zItaLakArI, zudhdhAtmasvarUpI, zatAvadhAnI, sarvAtitavihArI, sarvajJanAtha, sarvAtmAsvarUpa, sat-cidAnaMda, sarvopari, sadgurU, sadeva, sadgharma, sadA ullAsI, sAmAnya kevaLI, sAkSAtkAra satpuruSazrI, svarUpa sukhamAM birAjamAna svayaMbhUramaNa eka ja bhUjAe karIne tarI gayA che evA je svayaM prakAzaka prabhu rAjacaMdrajI mahAnazrI zrI ne trikALa namaskAra. kRpAmaya patra prApta thayuM. (1. 697) vidhAra 11111 EPS as in PD patra-20 zrI staMbhatIrtha - khaMbhAta JEP This po khaMbhAta RUG DOWN basa che. kArtika suda 8, gurU, 1953 zrImad sahajAtmasvarUpa prabhujI zrI rAjacaMdradevane trikALa namaskAra. paramakRpALu nAtha deva zrI - vavANIyA dAsAnudAsa alpajJa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra. AtmArthI zrI popaTabhAine namaskAra hAla eja. chorU yogya kAmasevA icchuM chuM. vinaMtI ke badhA mumukSubhAio Apa kRpALunAthanI parama kRpAthI atre budhavAranA savAranA kuzaLakSema padhAryA che. Apa parama dayALu zrI vigere sukha samAdhithI padhAryA hazo te jANavA icchuM chuM, parama pUjya mAtuzrInA zarIre sArI rIte sukhavRtti thai haze tenA samAcAra jANavA icchuM chuM. JOJE SIPY parama pUjya pitAzrIjI tathA mAtuzrIne mArA vAraMvAra namaskAra prApta thAya. javalabenane tathA jhabakabenane mAyA risa Gira patra-21 namaskAra. . hAlamAM Atmasiddhi zAstra utAravA mAMDyuM che. rAtanA satsaMgI bhAiono samAgama thAya che. temAM vaDavA mukAme AvelA AtmArthI bhAionA samAgamamAM Apa kRpALuzrInI parama kRpAthI anyonya paramArtha prApta thavAnA vicAra sAdhanonI vAtacIta ane koi sagraMthanuM anukrame vAMcavAnuM zarU karavA vicAra che. muni samAgama paNa divase thAya che. Aje jaMgalamAM jaine zrImukhe jaNAvelo paramArtha, muni devakaraNajIne kahIza ane Atmasiddhi zAstra temane vAMcavAnuM zarU thaze. 19/0 19)| zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa nAtha zrI rAjacaMdradevane trikALa namaskAra 27 THESIH LAS VERS HANELUS AUD Julkine patra-22 khaMbhAta kArataka suda 11, soma, 1953

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Si SYS S S satsaMga-saMjIvanI (SSSSSSSSS () paramakRpALu kRpALuprabhu zrI - paramakapAmaya patra maLyuM. vAMcI atyAnaMda sAthe darzana jeTalo harSa utpanna thayo che. mAtuzrInA zarIre ThIka rahevAnA khabara sAMbhaLI saMtoSa thayo che. paramakRpALu nAtha zrI, atre AvyA pachI be divasa to kAMi lAgyuM nahIM. ane sAmAnyapaNe upAdhi adhikapaNe pravartI, tethI viyoganuM du:kha samajAyuM nahIM. have to Apa kRpALuzrInI sukhAsane-samacorasapaNe besavAnI sthiti, alaukika mukhamudrA, cAlavA vicaravAnI sthiti, alaukika bhASA ane sthiti thayelI bhUminI dazAno vicAra ddhayathI jarAvAra khasato nathI ane tethI viyoganuM du:kha atyaMtapaNe pIDe che. te kaMI lakhI zakAya tema nathI. tema koine kahevAya tema nathI. AthI jo huM prabhunI sAthe rahyo hota to parama bhAgyavaMta mAtA pitAnA darzanano lAbha pAmata. ane paramotkRSTa kalpadrumanI chAyA nIce rahI zItaLapaNe AnaMdamAM lahera karata. paNa te vicAra to A duSTanA hitArthe prabhue paNa karyo nahIM. he prabhu ! sAmAnya manuSyane paNa prema upajAve evI apUrvavANI Apa kRpALuzrI nA dayamAM ghaDI koNe ? ane eja Apa kRpALunuM paramAtmapaNuM ane alaukikapaNuM pragaTa anubhava Ape che. he nAtha ! Apa kRpAnAthazrIe to A anAtha pAmara para atyaMta upakAra karyo che. jema koI samudranA viSe paDelI vastu nIce utarI koi zodhIne bahAra Ape tema A duSTanA aneka doSo mULamAMthI kADhIne A pAmaranA hAthamAM pragaTapaNe batAvyA che. ke je A duSTanA paNa jANavAmAM nahIM hatA. e mahat upakArano badalo A anAtha zI rIte vALI zake ? anaMta kALa Apa kRpALunA dAsano dAsa thai rahuM topaNa eka alpa mAtra che. tyAM bIjo badalo zuM kahuM ? - he kRpALu nAtha ? Apa parama dayALu nAthanI mArA pratye sadA kRpA varto, dayA varto ane amI daSTi raho. eja vAraMvAra mAMguM chuM. zrI kalyANa mastu. chorU yogya kAma sevA icchuM chuM. pu. zrI mANekalAla ghelAbhAi taraphathI Atmasiddhi zAstranA prathamanA be zlokono vizeSArtha pAMca kAgaLamAM apUrNa sthitie utArIne atre AvyA che. temAM bIjuM kAMi lakhyuM nathI, tethI te kAgaLo mULa gAmathI muMbai thaine AvyA hoya ema lAge che. ekAda be divasamAM bIjA patro AvavAnI rAha jouM chuM, te AvyathI saghaLA patro parama kRpALu nAthanI pavitra sevAmAM bIDI ApIza. eja. alpajJa chorU aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra prApta thAya. patra-23 khaMbhAta kArataka vada 5, budha, 1953 vavANIyA zrImad zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIne trikALa namaskAra. paramakRpALu zrI sahajAtma svarUpa svAmIjInI caraNa sevAmAM. sthaMbhatIrthathI alpajJa chorU dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra prApta thAya. paramakRpALu nAthazrIno paramakRpAmaya bharelo pavitra patra prApta thayo che. te vAMcI parama AnaMda kRpAnugrahathI

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di05 | SENSE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI haCORERS SMS () thayo che. parama pUjya mAtuzrInI zArIrika sthiti vacamAM vadhAre azakta hovAthI dilagIrI thai. have zAMti che evA khabara maLavAthI saMtuSTa thayo chuM. parama pUjya mAtuzrIne A chorU namaskAra karI sukhazAtAnA khabara pUche che. mAtuzrInA zarIranI prakRti temaja roganA kAraNo jo jaNAvavAmAM Ave to te anukULa pramANe atrethI davA mokalavAnuM sagavaDa TapAla dvArA thai zakaze. munizrI lallujI Adi ThANA 5 atrethI vada 2 vihAra karI pheNAva padhAryA che. te sahaja vidita thavA kRpALunAthanI sevAmAM jaNAvyuM che. , atre satsamAgamamAM premacaMdabhAi phulacaMda, choTAlAla vardhamAna, sUracaMda, malakacaMda vigere Ave che. rAtanA sAtathI daseka vAgatA sudhI samAgama rahe che. harajIvanadAsa paNa Ave che. te saheja vidita thavA lakhela che. hAla samAgamamAM AvelA pATIdAro ke je rAtrI bhojanano tyAga karavA jaNAvatA hatA te lokone darzananI icchA vizeSa rahe che. ane te lokonuM kahevuM evuM che ke ame darzananI parama icchA hovAthI bIjA gAme javAnuM baMdha rAkhI te icchAmAM rokAyA chIe. mATe kRpALunAthazrInuM padhAravuM thaye amane jarUra khabara maLe tevuM karajo. to ame game tevuM kAma haze to paNa mUkIne jarUra AvazuM. - Aje TapAla mAraphate pU. zrI mANekalAlabhAi taraphathI AvelA kula pAnA 18 bukaposTa karI paramakRpALunI sevAmAM ravAnA karyA che. tenI pahoMca maLavAnI icchA rahe che. vicAravAne mATe te patrono utAro karavAno hovAthI mokalavAmAM vilaMba thayo che. te mATe punaH punaH kSamA icchuM chuM. - koipaNa prakAre avinaya AzAtanA aparAdha asatkAra A lekhakanA mana vacana kAyA ane AtmAnA koipaNa adhyavasAyathI thayo hoya to parama utkRSTa bhAve namaskAra karI, vAraMvAra prabhucaraNamAM mastaka namAvI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra prabhucaraNomAM prApta thAya. (javAba va. 730) patra-24 khaMbhAta kArataka vada 13, budha, 1953 vavANIyA zrImad sadgurudeva zrI sahajAbhasvAmIzrIne namo namaH paramakRpALu paramopakArI nAthazrI - paramakRpAnugrahayukta eka patra maLyo. vAMcI parama kalyANamaya lAbha thayo che. parama pUjya mAtuzrIne have pritidina azakti ochI jovAmAM Ave che. jethI zArIrika ArogyatA thavAnA khabara icchuM chuM. temaja be kara joDI vaMdana karI sukha zAtA pUchuM chuM. pUrvaprArabdAnusAre hAlamAM Apa paramakRpALunI sthiti e Adi kSetromAM thavAno saMbhava paramakRpALuzrInA 29

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ja haS SS S SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI patrathI jANyo che. kSetrAdi badalavAthI tyAM tyAM patra lakhavAnuM siranAmuM jANavA icchuM chuM. mArI - hAlamAM paramakRpALuzrInA anugraha vaDe satsamAgamano joga cAle che. anyonya dasa bAra mumukSuone te lAbha thai paramakRpALuzrInA mukhAraviMdathI thayelo uttama bodha carcAya che. ane je jenI yogyatA pramANe te amRtamaya vANInuM pAna kare che. paramakRpALudevazrIe jaNAvyA pramANe A kALanuM duSamapaNuM ane kriyAjaDatva tema zuSkajJAne pratyakSapaNe lokomAM jovAmAM Ave che. je kalpita kriyA ane kalpita jJAnanI bhrAMtithI janasamUhane yathArtha jJAna pariNamavuM vikaTa che. durAgrahAdi bhAvathI ane jaDatvapaNAthI aMtaHkaraNa zuddhi nahIM hovAthI, tema lokalajjAdikanA pratibaMdha ane lokAveza vizeSa rahevAthI lokone te yathArtha jJAnanuM pariNamavuM zI rIte thAya ? to paNa paramakRpALunI anaMta kRpAthI jagatanuM kalyANa thAo. ane te durAgrahAdi bhAva lokomAM nirmaLa thai nAza thai jAo, eja vAraMvAra icchuM chuM. paTela lallubhAi ke je naDiyAda mukAme AvyA hatA temaNe namaskAra karyA che. ANaMda mukAme AvelAM lakSmIbAI ke jene suMdaravilAsanuM pustaka ApavAmAM AveluM te bAinI vRtti ThIka rahe che ane satsaMga pratye prIti sArI rahe che. mokSamALA pustaka teNe aDadhuM vAMcyuM che, ane bAkInuM vAMcI rahyAthI bIjA pustaka vAMcavAnI icchA rahe che. temaja satsaMgathI parama lAbha thAya che, evuM potAne lAgavAthI potAnA patine satsamAgamamAM javA jaNAve che ke jethI samAgamamAM sAMbhaLelo upadeza temane paNa upakArI thAya, paNa te bhAine lokAveza ADo AvavAthI aTakI jAya che. paramakRpALuzrInI kRpAthI evo vicAra rahe che ke amuka amuka bAione satsamAgamamAM sAMbhaLavA AvavAnI icchA vizeSa rahe che. paNa tevA keTalAka kAraNothI teno lAbha lai zakAto nathI te mATe lakSmIbAinI sAnidhyamAM divasano amuka vakhata bAionuM maLavuM thAya ane tyAM koi pustakathI uttama bodha lakSmIbAithI vAMcI saMbhaLAvavAnuM bane tema thAya to ghaNuM sAruM, jethI te icchA prabhukRpAthI phaLIbhUta thAo tema icchuM chuM. patra-25 khaMbhAta - mAgasara suda 2, guru, 1953 zrImad zrI sahajAtmasvarUpI svAmIzrIne abhinaMdana ho ! abhivaMdana ho ! paramakRpALu kRpAnAtha zrImad zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIjInI pavitra sevAmAM. vinaMtI alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra savinaya parama pavitra pAdAMbujamAM prApta thAya. hAlamAM muMbaimAM rogano phelAvo vizeSa saMbhaLAya che, jethI anne taraphanA loko dukAno baMdha karIne A tarapha AvelA che. ane zrI revAzaMkarabhAI kiraNa gAma rahevA gayAnuM jaNAve che. te daramyAna Apa paramakRpALuzrInuM muMbai tarapha padhAravuM thAya te mArI alpajJa dRSTithI ThIka lAgatuM nathI. Ama jaNAvavAnuM paNa yogya nathI, kAraNa ke Apa to sarvajJa cho, sarvabhAva jANI, dekhI rahyA cho. samayanI vAta ApanA aMtaHkaraNamAM ramI rahela che. chatAM mArI matinI nyUnatAthI ane prazasta rAgathI jaNAvavuM thayuM che. je mATe punaH punaH kSamApanA uO

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O SEE HERE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI (SR - SARD () muMbaimAM roganI zAMti thatAM sudhI Apa paramakRpALudevazrInuM udayAnusAre hAla saurASTra dezamAM athavA to gujarAta dezamAM vicaravAnuM thAya to parama kalyANa, temAM vaLI gujarAta deza taraphanI sthiti thAya to paramakRSTa parama kalyANakArI ane maMgaLakArI lAbha prApta thAya. e viSe Apa paramakRpALuzrInI icchAnusAra dInadAsa pratye jaNAvavAnuM thayethI jANIza. parama pUjya mAtuzrInA zarIre have pratidina sudhAro Avato haze. ane zarIre sArI rIte sudhAro thayAnA | khabara icchuM chuM. parama pUjya mAtuzrIne temaja pitAzrIne mArA savinaya namaskAra prApta thAya tema sukhazAtA icchuM chuM. pUjyazrI mAkubhAi taraphathI gai kAle AtmasiddhinA pAnA 11 AvelA che. paNa kyA kSetre hAlamAM Apa kRpALudevanI sthiti che te jANavAmAM nahIM hovAthI mokalI zakyo nathI, je mATe kSamApanA icchuM chuM ane jema te pAnA mokalavA AjJA thaze. tema AjJAnusAra vartIza. A lekhakathI koipaNa prakAre avinaya AzAtanA abhakti aparAdha kavA koipaNa prakArano doSa mArA mana, vacana, kAyA ke AtmAnA yogAdhyavazAyathI thayo hoya. to vAraMvAra Apa kRpALunAthanA parama pavitra caraNakamaLamAM savinaya mastaka namAvI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. | ghaDiyALI zrI tribhovanabhAinA saranAmAthI pratyeka dinane aMtare lakhelA traNa patro ane A patranI. pahoMca icchuM chuM. alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra prApta thAya. (javAba va. 734) patra-26 khaMbhAta - mAgasara suda 9, ravi, 1953 zrImad saddagurudeva sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmI zrI sadgurudevanI pavitra zubhacaraNa sevAmAM zrImad sarudeva sahajAtma svarUpa svAmIzrIne abhinaMdana ho ! abhivaMdana ho ! paramakRpAthI bharelo parama pavitra zubha patra prApta thayo che. vAMcI saharSa kalyANakArI lAbha thayo che. evI ja rIte A dIna pratye aharnIza dayA karazo. jethI maMgaLakArI lAbha thaze ema te icche che. ' AjJAnusAra bApujIne mokSamALAnI kavitAo mukhe karavA ane tatvAvabodhanA prathamanA pATha eTale 81 pATha sudhI vAMcavAnuM jaNAvyuM che. atre lallujI muninI sthitinA vakhatamAM temanA upadezathI ghaNA jIvone paramArtha prApta thavAnuM kAraNa maLyuM hatuM. bALa jIvo to bicArA bALA bhoLA che, ane asatsaMgathI temanI samajaNamAM moTo phera thai gayo che, ema mArI alpajJatAthI samajAya che. he prabhu ! AvA aMdhakAranA samayamAM Apa sUrya samAna mArA sadguru bhagavAna apramattapaNe kesarI siMhanI peThe vicarI e bicArA bALa jIvonA ajJAnane kyAre dUra thavAno vakhata Avaze ? izvara Apane sahAya raho. ane te vakhata jovAno prasaMga mane jaladI prApta thAo. alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra parama pavitra zubha sevAmAM prApta thAya. 31

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SiS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SCIES (GR) () patra-27 khaMbhAta mAgasara vada 7, zani, 1953 paramakRpALu devAdhideva zrImad zrI sadguru bhagavAnane namaskAra paramopakArI devAdhideva zrImad sadgurudevanI parama pavitra zubha sevA pratye, savinaya vidhipUrvaka pAdAMbUjathI vAraMvAra namaskAra karI vinaMtI karuM chuM. parama pUjya zrI sobhAgyabhAi sAheba taraphathI Apa parama kRpALunAthazrInA pavitra hastathI likhita parama kalyANakArI patro 60 ane pattA 61 e rIte atre prApta thayAM che. je paramotkRSTa patromAM mArI alpajJa samajaNathI thoDA patro vyavahArika saMbaMdhanA hoya, temaja keTalAka patro vyavahArika jevA paNa paramArtha sAdhya karAvanAra hoi, bAkInA keTalAka patro parama maMgaLakArI, paramArtha prApta thAya tevA hovAnuM samajAya che. jethI te mAMhenA vyavahArika paNa pAramArthika jevA ane bIjA pAramArthika patro e sarve atre upadeza patranA pustakamAM utAravA ke nahIM ? te viSe mArI daSTithI barAbara samajI nahIM zakavAthI, parama kRpALu Apa pavitra prabhunA caraNamAM mastaka namAvI savinaya vinaMtI karI jaNAvuM chuM te saghaLA patro sudhAro karelA pustakamAM utAravA ke nahIM ? te jANavAne icchuM chuM. mArI alpajJa daSTithI ema samajAya che ke jo kadApi upadeza patranA pustakamAM utAravAnI AjJA hoya to utArI lai pachI te pustaka sudhAravA mATe caraNa samIpamAM mUkavAnI AjJA hoya to tema varte. athavA to hAla te saghaLAM patro caraNasevAmAM daSTigocara karavA maMgAvavAnI AjJA hoya to tema karUM. e viSe paramakRpALudevazrI taraphathI karUNAmaya jema AjJA thaze tema vartavAnuM karIza. - pUjya dhArazIbhAi kuzaLacaMda taraphathI parama pavitra patro 34 Azare atre prApta thayAM che. je patro pustakamAM utAravA zarU karyA che. muni lallujI Adi ANaMda padhAryA che. trikaraNa yoge namaskAra lakhavAnuM jaNAve che. parama pavitra caraNasevAmAM munionA namaskAra prApta thAya. mAtuzrIne savinaya namaskAra karI sukhazAtA pUchuM chuM. paramakRpALu | devAdhideva prabhunA carama zarIranI ArogyatA icchuM chuM. pU. pitAzrIne abhivaMdana karuM chuM. hAla e ja. alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra patra-28 khaMbhAta mahA suda 3, guru, 1953 zrImad saguru bhagavAna zrI rAjacaMdrajI devazrIne trikALa abhinaMdana 32

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI parama kRpALu devAdhideva anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, parama dayAmaya, zrImad sadguru zrI rAjacaMdrajI prabhunI parama pavitra zubha sevAmAM - vavANIyA namratApUrvaka vinaMtIthI A lekhakanA savinayapUrvaka vAraMvAra sASTAMga daMDavathI prabhucaraNamAM namaskAra prApta thAya. koipaNa prakAre avinaya, azAtanA, abhakti, aparAdha ke bIjA doSa koipaNa prakAre mana, vacana, kAyA ke AtmAnA koipaNa yogAdhyavasAyathI thayAM hoya to vAraMvAra trikaraNayoge namaskAra sASTAMga daMDavatthI karI prabhucaraNamAM mastaka namAvI punaH punaH kSamApanA icchuM chuM. zrI gADAMbhAi vigere pATIdAro traNa mumukSuo haMmezA satyamAgamamAM rAtrInA Ave che. mArI alpajJa dRSTithI temanI zraddhA ThIka lAge che. keTalAka divasa thayA temaNe rAtrInA daza vAge satsamAgamamAMthI gayA pachI pAMca mALA Apa sadguruzrInA pavitra paramotkRSTa nAmanI gaNavAno temaja pAchA savAre cAra vAge vahelA UThI teja pramANe karavAno rivAja rAkhyo che, te mumukSuonI icchA savAre jaladI UThavAthI pAMca mALA gaNyA pachIno vakhata zrImad sadguru bhagavAnanI sevA bhaktimAM jAya ane pratidina amUlya darzanano lAbha prApta thAya te hetue karI be traNa vakhata mArI pAse Apa parama pavitra prabhunA citrapaTanI mAMgaNI karI hatI. kAraNa ke savA2nA jaladI UThavAno rivAja rAkhavAthI ane te vakhate mumukSuone anukULa AvavAthI citrapaTa mATe sevAbhakti karavAnI temanI icchA vizeSa rahe che. tethI mArI pAse mAgaNI karI che. zrI dhArazIbhAinA patrathI Apa paramakRpALudevazrInI padharAmaNI morabI kSetramAM thavAno saMbhava thAya che. hAla eja. dIna chorU yogya kAma sevA icchuM chuM. alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA savinaya namaskAra pavitra caraNamAM prati samaya prApta thAya. (javAba va. 742) patra-29 khaMbhAta - mahA suda 13, ravi, 1953 zrImAna puruSottama zrI sadgurudevazrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrIne trikALa abhivaMdanA paramakRpALudeva zrImad sadgurudeva, bhagavAna zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrInI parama pavitra zubha sevAmAM, morabI. mahA suda 9 budhano parama pavitra hastathI lakhela parama kalyANakArI patra 1 (va. 740) mahA sudI 11 zukravAre atre prApta thayo che. je vAMcI 52motkRSTa kalyANakArI lAbha thayo che. evI ja rIte sadAya parama maMgaLakArI lAbha A bALaka icche che. koipaNa satzAstra niyamita rIte vAMcavAno yoga hAla banI zakato nathI. te mATe kSamApanA icchuM chuM. parama lAbhakArI AjJAnusAra yogamudrArUpa citrapaTa darzanArthe hAla zrI pATIdArone ApIza. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra vAMcatAM mArI alpamatithI vizeSa vistArapUrvaka samajI zakAtuM nathI. paNa mArI sAdhAraNa matithI te uttamottama zAstra, vicAratAM mArA mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga saheje paNa AtmavicAramAM pravartatA hatA. jenuM anuprekSaNa keTaloka vakhata rahevAthI - rahyA karavAthI sAmAnyapaNe paNa bAhya pravartavAmAM mArI sthiti, mArI cittavRtti saheje paNa aTakI jai AtmavicAramAM rahyA karatI hatI. jethI mArI kalpanA pramANe sahaja svabhAve 33

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O REVERSY satsaMga-saMjIvanI SS SYS (9 zAMti rahyA karatI hatI. parizramathI mArA trikaraNa joga koipaNa apUrva padArthanA viSe parama preme sthira nahIM rahI zakelA te yogo, te paramotkRSTa zAstra vicAravAthI sahaja svabhAve paNa AtmavicAramAM, sadga2 caraNamAM premayukta sthirabhAve rahyA karatA hatA. jethI mArI alpajJa daSTithI ane mArA sAmAnya anubhavathI mArI kalpanA pramANe ema lAge che ke jo tevI rIte teja zAstranuM vizeSa anuprekSaNa dIrghakALa sudhI rahyA kare to AtmavicAra, AtmaciMtavana sadAya jAgRtapaNe rahyA kare ane mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga paNa AtmavicAramAM ja varyA kare. eTaluM ja mArI ayogya daSTithI samajAya che. vizeSa samajavA ApazrI sadguru dayALu deva pAsethI icchA rAkhuM chuM. emAM koipaNa rIte mArAthI svacchaMdapaNe lakhAyuM hoya to punaH punaH kSamApanA icchuM chuM. dazA vagara vizeSa vAtacItathI je kaMi paNa, alpa paNa lAbha nathI thai zakato jethI je sadAcaraNAdika, vairAgya upazamanI sahaja dazAvALA puruSathI paNa sAmAne vizeSa lAbha thai zake che, e vAta lakSamAM rAkhavA kalyANamaya dayA karI che. te yathAtathya che. pramANa vacana che. satya karI te vacanane mAthe caDhAvuM chuM. . hAlamAM mArI cittavRtti sAmAnyapaNe bAhya padArthonA viSe varyA kare che, ane AtmavicAramAM ajAgRtapaNuM rahyA kare che, je mATe parama zoka thAya che. je dazA lAvavA parama AnaMdakArI lAbha prApta thAya evA zrI kalpadrumanI chAyA nIce Apa paramAtmAzrInI chAyA nIce rahevAnI hAla vizeSa vizeSa icchA rahyA kare che. te Apa sadgurudevanI kRpAnusAra dayA thaye parama lAbha prApta thaze. nA koipaNa prakAre avyavasthita cittanA kAraNe koipaNa prakAre mArAthI lakhANa doSa thayo hoya, tema avinaya, asatkArAdi doSa, mArAthI trikaraNayoge ke AtmadhyavasAyathI thayo hoya to vAraMvAra mastaka namAvI trikaraNayogathI sASTAMga daMDavat karI punaH punaH kSamApanA icchuM chuM. mArA ...parama kRpAthI bharelo, parama kalyANakArI patra (va. 742) prApta thayo che. vAMcI parama maMgaLakArI, kalyANakArI AnaMda thayo che. saMskRta abhyAsa karavAnI paramakRpA thavAthI abhyAsa cAlu rAkhyo che. vizeSa agharuM hovAthI vakhate kaMTALo AvI jAya che. paNa Apa paramakRpALu devanI parama kRpAnugrahathI mArI icchA pAra paDaze. patra lakhatAM thayelA vilaMbanI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. paramakRpALu, kRpAnAtha, devAdhideva, svAmIzrIne trikaraNa trikALa namaskAra zrI tribhovananA siranAmAthI paramakRpAvaMta patra (va. 744) prApta thayo hato. vAMcI parama kalyANakArI AnaMda prApta thayo che. atre zrI dhorIbhAi zukravAre padhAryA che. samAgama yoga cAle che. savAranA saMskRta abhyAsa cAle che. baporanA 1 thI 2 kalAka sudhIno vakhata badhA mumukSuonA samAgamamAM karmagraMtha vAMcavAnuM cAle che. rAtanA samAgamamAM te vAta vigere carcAya che. te sahaja jANavA lakhyuM che. zrI lallubhAi pATIdAra tathA zrI harajIvanadAsa mumukSuo rAtrInA samAgamamAM maLe che. temaNe savinaya vizeSe karIne namaskAra lakhavAnuM jaNAvavAthI temanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra prApta thAya. atre bAkInA vakhatamAMthI keTaloka vakhata dhorIbhAinA samAgamamAM zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra vicAravAnuM cAle che. alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka prati samaya namaskAra prApta thAya. 34

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O GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI {VERSEY () XXX patra-30 khaMbhAta - caitra vada 2, soma, 1953 zrImad zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrIne trikALa namaskAra paramakRpALu, parama dayAvaMta, devAdhideva, zrImad zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrInI parama pavitra zubha caraNa sevAmAM, vinaMtI alpajJa dInadAsa chorU aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra, parama pavitra zubha sevAmAM prApta thAya. pAMca samitinA sahaja upadezano parama pavitra kalyANakArI patra (va.767) prApta thayo hato. je patramAM pAMca samitipUrvaka vartavAno vizeSa bodha karyo che, e pAMca samitipUrvaka pravartatAM paNa te te prasaMgomAM jema AjJA ApI che, tema upayogapUrvaka pravartI te prasaMgomAM tAdAsya na thavAya ema vizeSa karIne jaNAvyuM che. koipaNa prakAre mana bAhya prasaMgamAM varte nahIM, eka AtmalakSamAM rahyA kare evuM to sarva prakAre kaivalyadazA thAya tyAre rahe. paNa chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAnake vartatA munine bAhya evA laghu dIrgha zaMkAdika prasaMgomAM paNa tAdAsya thavAno saMbhava joyo, tethI jJAnI puruSoe pAMca samitinuM varNana Apa dayALuzrIe yathArtha rIte, vizeSapaNe, kRpAnugrahathI bodhyuM che. te pramANe pravartI zakAtuM nathI. ane ema upayogamAM arthAta AtmalakSamAM rahevuM ane mana to bAhya prasaMgomAM calita thayA kare che. tyAre tenA upayogapUrvaka rahI zakAya tenA mATe mana evA padArtha pratye rahyA kare, tyAMja pravRtti kare evo te padArtha kyo haze? ghaNA ghaNA yogI puruSo manane sthira karavA samAdhimAM rahe che chatAM tema thai zakatuM nathI, ane Apa dayALuzrIe to sahaja svabhAve te mana upayogamAM pravartI zake tevo upadeza batAvyo che. ane te upayogamAM jo aMtarmuhUrta rahI zake to anaMta evuM Atmasukha pragaTe. evo te kayo sugamamAM sugama upAya haze ? te jANavA icchA rahe che. | munizrI devakaraNajIe AcArAMga sUtra vicAratAM prathama adhyayananI prathama uzAnI prathama gAthAmAM ema kahyuM che ke - A jIva pUrva dizAthI Avyo che ? pazcima dizAthI Avyo che ? athavA kaI dizi-vidizIthI Avyo che ? te varNana karyuM che. te prazna tyAM ziSyane saMbhave che. uttaramAM sadgurue te jANavAnA traNa prakAra jaNAvI pharIthI pAchuM te ja dizI - vidizInuM varNana ApyuM che ke pUrve A jIve karmanA karavAthI te dizInA viSe hato, vartamAne che, ane AgAmI kALe haze. ema karmane jJAnI dvArAe jANIne tene anusaravA jaNAvyuM te sthaLe vizeSa prakAre upadezya che. keTalAka jIvo karmathI - janmathI mukAvA, jarAthI mUkAvA, sarva duHkhathI mukAvA, cAritra dharma aMgIkAra karI, AcAryapaNuM le che. te jIvo mAna arthe, pUjA arthe, lokane arthe, prazaMsAne arthe, vastra pAtrAdinA arthe tema kare che. e janmathI na mUkAya, maraNathI na mUkAya, sarva duHkhathI na mUkAya, ema varNana karI pachI susamAdhivaMta sAdhu upara batAvyA te doSo varjIne sAvadhAna thaine te karmone dUra karavA pratye pravarte, ema kahI tyAM AgaLa nityapaNuM jaNAvIne prathama adhyayana pUruM karyuM che. te bhAvArtha vizeSapaNe samajI zakAto nathI te jANavAnI icchA rahe che. E pachI chakAyanuM svarUpa varNavyuM che. ane ghaNA sthaLe ja jIva nikAyanA svarUpanuM jJAna kahyuM che. e cha jIva nikAyanA svarUpamAM kevA prakAre jJAna rahyuM te samajI zakAtuM nathI.' upara jaNAvyA praznonuM samAdhAna jANavAnI icchA rahe che to bALaka upara kRpA thayethI yogya lAge tema AjJA thaze te parama kalyANa samajIza. zrI suNAvathI pATIdAra bhAIo 5, atre divasa ATha thayA padhAryA che. 35

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ziR S satsaMga-saMjIvanI SS, jIva saraLa che. mArgane pAmavAnI jijJAsA vizeSa rahyA kare che. tenA lIdhe satpaSanI kAmanA vizeSa rahe che. ghaNo vakhata samAgama yoga cAle che. tethI hAla betraNa divasa thayAM karma graMtha vicAravAnuM baMdha rahyuM che. rAtrInA daza paMdara bhAiono samAgama thAya che. have to badhAnI icchA satsamAgamano lAbha pAmavAnI rahyA kare che. ane te lAbha pamADavA A bALako upara Apa parama prabhuzrInI dayA thaze te divase paramakalyANakArI AnaMda prApta thaze. hAla eja. alpajJa pAmara dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra. (javAba va. 775) caitra vada 8, ravi, 1953 parama kRpALu, devAdhideva, parama dayAvaMta, parama pUjya sarvajJa prabhuzrInI parama pavitra zubha sevAmAM - trikALa namaskAra, - parama kRpAnugrahathI parama pavitra zubha patra (va. 775) prApta thayo che. te vAMcI parama kalyANakArI AnaMda thayo che. | munizrI devakaraNajI hAlamAM sutrakatAMga vAMce che ne satsamAgama yoga cAle che. ane prasaMge prasaMge citta sthiratAe paramotkRSTa upadeza patro vaMcAya che. je vAMcavAthI navIna lAgyA kare che. apUrva rasa prApta thAya che. ane pharI pharIne navuM samajAya che. tethI e upadeza patro pharI pharI vAMcavAmAM prema vizeSa rahe che. para ATha karma saMbaMdhI vyAkhyA carcAya che. jema jema vizeSa carcAya che, tema tema vizeSa samajAya che. prathama karmagraMtha vAMcI gayela, te pAcho pharIthI vicAratAM kaMika vizeSapaNe samajAya che ane vizeSa vicAre eka satsaMga satyaruSanA caraNa samIpamAM rahevuM ane teja Azraya karavo tenA vinA bIjo eke sugama upAya mArI alpajJa daSTithI lAgato nathI. eTale jeTale aMze sadgurunuM mAhAsya samajAya ane sazurupratye Azraya bhakti daDha thAya, teTale teTale aMze jJAnAvarNAdi karmanuM TaLavApaNuM thai AtmAnuM nirAvaraNapaNuM prApta thAya. sarva prakAre sadgaranuM mAhAbhya, dazA ane Atmasthiti samajAya, sarunI Azrayabhakti utpanna thAya to sarva prakAre AtmAnuM nirAvaraNapaNuM prApta thAya. evo bhakti mArga Aje kaMi apUrvapaNe samajAya che. je lakhatAM bahu prakAre vicAra utpanna thAya che. paNa alpajJa daSTie mArAthI nyUnAdhika samajAI gayuM hoya ke lakhAI gayuM hoya te mATe punaH punaH kSamA icchuM chuM. dAdA evo eka bhakti mArga Apa parama kRpALu prabhuzrIe parama dayA karI mumukSu jIvonA hitane arthe upadezyo che. to have sAthe rahevA devAmAM prabhunI paramakRpA thavAmAM zuM aDacaNa haze ? moTAmAM moTI aDacaNa to mArI ja che ke te Azraya bhakti utpanna thavAmAM bAdha karanAra evA pAMca viSayAdi doSothI viraktapaNuM thayuM nathI. tyAM mArA pratye prabhunI parama kRpA kyAMthI prApta thAya. prabhunI to parama kRpA che, paNa mArA doSa AgaLa te kRpA phaLIbhUta thatI nathI. je doSo viyogamAM atyaMta purUSArtha karI AtmajAgRtithI TALavA joie, te purUSArtha thai zakato nathI ane temAM kALa cAlyo jAya che. ke jethI e ja mAruM pUrvanuM anaArAdhakapaNuM mane siddha karI Ape che. koipaNa prakAre avinayAdi doSa koipaNa yogathI thayo hoya to punaH punaH kSamApanA icchuM chuM. 36

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GDRS SMS () alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA savinaya vidhipUrvaka namaskAra prApta thAya. A che patra-32 khaMbhAta vaizAkha vada 8, zani, 1953 mu. iDara zrImad sadgurudeva caraNAya namaH paramakRpALu nAtha, paropakArI, sarvajJa, prabhujI zrImad zrI sadgurudeva sahajAtmasvarUpa prabhujInI sevAmAM. iDara patra prathama eka parama pavitra zubha caraNa sevAmAM lakhyo che, te prApta thayo haze. A sAthe pavitra munizrI lallujIno patra caraNasevAmAM mokalyo che. patronI pahoMca icchuM chuM. munizrInA lakhavA pramANe eka pustaka prathama thoDA upadeza patronuM utArela te, zrI vaTAmaNa mukela, te dhaNIe utAro karI lIdho hoya ema muninA patrathI jaNAya che. te vAta munie prathama mane jaNAvI nathI. tema hAla traNa cAra varSa thayAM, vaTAmaNa temanuM padhAravuM thayuM nahotuM, have te patrAdi utArI lIdhela pAchuM meLavavA munine jaNAvyuM che. zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra koinA hAthamAM gayuM hoya, e kaMi samajAtuM nathI. to sevaka jANavAne icche che. he prabhu! A duSTa pariNAmI jIve to atyAra sudhI je je prakAra karyA, te te sau baMdhAvAnA karyA che. athavA kAMi vRttino upazama karyo haze te paNa DhoMgathI ja karyo hoya ema lAge che. kAraNa ke avyaktapaNe rahelI mArI je anaMta prakAranI bhAvanA, te to haju nivRtta thai nathI. lavaNa samudranuM pANI pIvuM to nathI. tema A dehe prApta thAya tema jaNAtuM nathI. chatAM teno paNa meM tyAga karyo nathI. ane tevI rIte to A sarva lokanA saghaLA pudgala paramANuMne bhegA karI rAkhI athavA icchIne ja meM mokSanI icchA rAkhI che. te te icchA mUkAya, tenuM nAma mokSa ema Apa kRpALunAthanA zrI mukhethI zravaNa karyuM che. ane meM to te te icchA rAkhIne mokSecchA karI che. evo to mArA jevo duSTamAM duSTa adhamamAM adhama bIjo kayo haze ? he prabhu ! meM to Apa kRpALudevanI anaMta karUNA bharelI kRpAne baTTo lagADavAno ja yoga karyo che. mArA jevA alpajJane Apa sarvazanI anaMta kRpA kyAMthI phaLIbhUta thAya. ane huM je alpajJapaNuM Aja sudhI samajato hato te eka vacanane corI laIne jaNAvato hato. ane mAruM je alpazapaNuM te alpazapaNuM ja che. alpajJamAM alpajJa tevo to huM ja chuM. he prabhu, Apa parama kRpALunAthanI kRpA vinA mArI anaMta prakAranI bhUlo koNa batAve ? ane te te bhUlo batAvavAmAM mahad upakAra Apa dayALuzrIno mArAthI zI rIte vaLI zake ? he prabhu ! A dInane eka ghara ke be ghara ke amuka gharathI ja vartamAna dazAe nirvAha thai zake ema che. chatAM avyakatapaNe rahelI mArI je AkhI sRSTinA rAjyanI icchA nivRtta thaI hoya ema mane lAgatuM nathI. kadApi aprApta padArthanI mArI icchA kema hoya to aprApta padArtha pratye rahelI je mArI icchA, avyakta bhAvanA te nivRtta thavA mane ahorAtra te aprApta padArtha pratye vairAgya, upazama rahevo joie. ane tevuM vairAgya upazamanuM baLa mane thayuM hoya tema jaNAtuM nathI. sarpane viSe pratita thayeluM jhera atyAre mane anubhavamAM Avela che. to te prApta karavAnI mArI icchA thAya nahIM, tema aprApta padArtha pratye ahorAtra vairAgya, upazamanuM baLa vardhamAna 37

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0 GiREEN SMS satsaMga-saMjIvanI EASE ) hoya to te padArthanuM tucchapaNuM, anityapaNuM, yathArtha bhAsI, te padArtho pratye jatI mArI te bhAvanA nivRtta thAya. jethI karI te padArthono yathArtha rIte, kharA bhAvathI tyAga thAya, te to mane kaMI jaNAtuM nathI. AvA prakAranI mArI je avyakta bhAvanA, he prabhu, dInadayALa Apa paramopakArI sadgurudeva-vinA mane koNa batAve ? AvI anaMta prakAranI rahelI je mArI anaMta bhUlo Apa dInAnAtha vinA koNa nivRtAvI zake ? mAruM je dInapaNuM te yathArtha dInapaNuM ja che. phakta Apa kRpALudevanI kRpAnI dayA thayA vinA, mArA anaMta doSo maTe, ema mane lAgatuM nathI. have to he prabhu ! ghaNIja thai che. have to sAthe rAkhavAnI prabhu dayA karo, to A alpajJa kAMi sudhare - nahIM to A jagatamAM mArA jevo duSTa bIjo koi nahIM hoya ema mane to lAge che. prabhukRpAthI mAruM kalyANa thAo. eja. alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA savinaya namaskAra pratisamaya pavitra caraNasevAmAM prApta thAo. (javAba va. 778) patra-33 khaMbhAta jeTha vada 2, guru, 1953 zrImad zrI gurUdeva paramAtmA, zrI caraNAya namaH paramakRpALu parama dayALu, zrImad paramAtmasvarUpa zrI sadgurudeva zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrIjInI parama pavitra zubha caraNasevAmAM - muMbaI - pUjya manasukhabhAinA pavitra hastathI lakhela patra prApta thayo che. parama pUjya mahAbhAgya zrI sobhAgyacaMda sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM mane javA mATe parama pavitra AjJA thai, tethI paramAnaMda thayo che. te pramANe vartavA parama kalyANakArI lAbha prApta thaze. jethI hAla turatamAM mAre sAyale javAnI icchA che. paNa mArA aMtarAyanA udaye be divasano vilaMba thavAnuM kAraNa thayuM che. kAraNa ke mArA parama pUjya pitAjIne tyAM 5,6 eTale zani ravinA divase jJAti jamavAno prasaMga che. jethI mArA pitAzrI maganalAla mane sAyalA javAmAM roke tema nathI. paNa be divasanA AMtarAmAM kuTuMbAdinA manamAM vizeSa kheda rahe tethI huM tathA kIlAbhAI atrethI vada 7 somavAre nIkaLavAnuM dhArIe chIe. athavA banI zake to chaThane ravivAre rAtanA nIkaLavAnuM karIzuM ema mArI icchA rahe che. chatAM uparanA kAraNothI Apa parama kRpALuzrIne yogya lAge tema karavA taiyAra chuM. eTale A patra pahoMce mane jaladI javAnI jarUra vizeSa hoya to zukravAre sAMja sudhImAM mane tArathI khabara maLavAnI kRpA thaze, to te ja vakhate huM sAyalA tarapha javAne ravAnA thaiza. mane javAno be divasano vilaMba thayo che tethI zrI kIlAbhAi agAuthI sAyalA javAnuM karata. temane paNa zukravAre atre rokAvAno tevo prasaMga che. jethI Apa paramakRpALudeva prabhu pAse vAraMvAra namratApUrvaka ati dIna bhAve namaskAra karI pavitra AjJAnusAra vartavAmAM thayelA vilaMbanI vAraMvAra kSamApanA icchuM chuM. ane huM duSTa avinayIne mArI ayogyatAnI lajAmaNI vartanAne vAraMvAra dhikkAruM chuM. parama pUjavAlAyaka, zravaNa karavA yogya, stuti karavA yogya, bhakti karavA yogya, parama preme upAsavA yogya, evA mahAbhAgya sanduruSa zrI sobhAgyakArI zrI sobhAgyacaMdrazrInI pavitra sevAmAM - caraNa samIpa rahevAmAM mArA puNyodaya ane dhanyabhAgya samaju chuM. paNa AvA najIvA kAraNe mAre be divasa rokAvAnuM banyuM che, jethI mArA lajjAmaNA mukhe Apa 38

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SR SER S satsaMga-saMjIvanI SR SER( paramakRpALu deva pAse vAraMvAra kSamApanA icchuM chuM. Aje patra 1 zrI parama pUjya zrI sobhAgabhAi sAheba pratye lakhyo che. jaladIthI caraNa sevAmAM jevA yogya kAraNa samajuM chuM. chatAM thayelA vilaMba mATe vAraMvAra vikAruM chuM. mArI manovRtti pUjya zrI sobhAgyacaMdabhAi sAheba pAse che. chatAM atre rokAyo chuM. koi paNa prakAre mArAthI avinaya, azAtanA, abhakti ke aparAdha, asatkAra ke koipaNa prakArano doSa mArA manathI ke vacanathI ke kAyAthI thayo hoya to vAraMvAra caraNa samIpamAM pAdAMbujathI namaskAra karI kSamApanA i chuM. alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA savinaya vidhipUrvaka namaskAra zubha caraNasevAmAM prApta thAya. patra-34 khaMbhAta zrAvaNa vada 13, ravi, 1953 vartamAna kALa, vartamAna samaye, birAjamAna zrImad bhagavaMta zrImad zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrIne trikALa namaskAra. paramakRpALunAtha, devAdhideva, anAthanA nAtha, prajJAvaMta zrImad sarUdevazrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrI sadAya jayavaMta varto ane temanA pavitra caraNAMbuja A lekhakanA hRyane viSe sadAya sthApana raho. paramakRpAnugrahathI parama patra (va. 791) prApta thavAthI paramotkRSTa kalyANakArI lAbha prApta thayo che. sadeva tevIja kRpA kAyama rahevAnI pAtratA A bALaka icche che. icchA karyA kare che. hAlamAM rAtrinA samAgama thAya che. savAranA be kalAka zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanI covIsInA arthanI yojanA A alpajJa daSTithI karavAnuM cAle che. temaja stavanonI rAtrie tathA bIjA vakhate paryaTanA cAle che. paNa premapUrvaka vicAra sthiti thai zakatI nathI, e mahA khAmI rahyA kare che. , mahAtmA zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanA covIsI stavanono Azaya ati gaMbhIra samajAya che. hAla mArI alpa matithI prathamanA pAMca stavananA artha karyA che. te vaLI pharIthI vizeSa daSTie vicAruM chuM to vaLI vizeSa samajAya che. ane jema jema AgaLanA stavano upara lakSa ApuM chuM to vaLI tethI paNa phera samajAya che. evo mahAtmA AnaMdaghanajIno Azaya samajavAne huM alpamati yogya nathI. koi koi stavanomAM bhaktine pradhAna gaNI che, koi stavanamAM jJAnane, koi stavanamAM vairAgyane mukhya lIdho hoya ema lAge che. vaLI parokSa jJAnI puruSono Azaya lai pratyakSa svarUpane gAyuM hoya ema samajAya che. pote laghutvabhAva rAkhatA gayA che. svarUpane vAraMvAra vicAratA gayA che. jagatanA jIvone upadezatA gayA hoya ema samajAya che. je arthanI yojanA pUrvApara virodhapaNuM na pAme. jaghanya, madhyama ane utkRSTa sthitivALA mumukSuo potAnI yogyatA pramANe lAbha lai zake evI e stavanomAM khUbI mukI hoya ema lAge che. jeno paramArtha mArA jevA duSTa alpamatithI samajavAmAM Avavo kaThIna paDe che. tema zAstrono paNa ajANa hovAthI yathAyogya zAstranA dAkhalA ApI zakAtA nathI. ekeka stavanano artha vizeSa vicAre lakhavAmAM Ave to pustaka ghaNuM moTuM thAya evo e dareka stavanamAM Azaya rahyo hoya ema lAge che. jethI huM mati maMda nathI dhArato ke covIsInA arthanI yojanA mArAthI thai zake. e to koi mahAbhAgya uttama dazAvAna puruSathI thai zakavA yogya lAge che. hAla niyamita bIjAM pustako vAMcavAnuM thatuM nathI. prasaMge prasaMge zrI yazovijayajInuM banAvela savAso gAthAnuM stavana tathA doDhaso gAthAnuM hUMDInuM stavana 39

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O SASSA SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SSA CA () vaMcAya che. bAkI bIjA prasaMge upadeza patro utAravAnuM ane vicAravAnuM cAle che te saheja caraNasevAmAM vidita thavA jaNAvyuM che. paramasatsaMgano viyoga rahyA kare che. ane te viyogamAM vizeSa puruSArtha karI AtmAne jAgRta rAkhavo joie te rahI zakato nathI. kAraNa ke upAdhi ADe jevI joie tevI athavA maMdapaNe paNa premakhumArI pravahatI nathI. tema premakhumArI pravahavAnuM mukhya sAdhana Apa parama kRpALudevanA caraNasamIpamAM nivAsa ema samajAya che. ane sthaLe sthaLethI parama satsaMgano parama kalyANakArI lAbha meLavavAnI icchA jaNAve che, ane lAbha pAmavAnI rAha joi rahyA che. alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA premapUrvaka savinaya namaskAra prabhu sevAmAM prApta thAya. patra-35 zubha caraNasevAmAM savinaya vinaMtI prApta thAya che A sAthe boTAdathI AvelA patro zubha caraNasevAmAM mokalyA che. je temane jema yogya uttara lakhavAnI pavitra AjJA thaze tema vartavAnuM karIza. pUjya revAzaMkarabhAi tathA pU. zrI manasukhabhAi khuzI AnaMdamAM che. tatvArtha sUtranA pustaka naMga sAta atre prApta thayAM che. je je mumukSu pratye mokalavAnI jema pavitra AjJA thaze tema karIza. bALaka yogya kAma sevA icchuM chuM. - zrI ThANAMga sUtra bhAga traNa tathA zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra-2 e rIte bhAga 5 atrethI zrI nagInadAsa sAthe mokalI ApyA che. bharUcavALA zrI anupacaMdabhAi atre kamaLavijayanA darzanArthe ane vinaMtI karavA AvelA che. te sahaja nivedana karUM chuM. paramakalyANakArI samAgamavAsI pavitra mumukSubhAione mArA savinaya namaskAra prApta thAya. alpajJa dIna aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra savinaya vidhipUrvaka caraNasevAmAM prApta thAya. patra-36 khaMbhAta - sthaMbhatIrtha bhAdaravA suda 8, zani, 1953 zrI sadgurudeva zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa sadaiva jayavaMta vartA paramakRpAvaMta, dayAnidhi, devAdhideva, dInabaMdhu, dInadayALa, mahAtmA prabhuzrI, sadeva, zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrIne, sadaiva abhivaMdana ho ! pUrvakALathI te Aja divasa payaMtamAM koipaNa prakAre mArAthI je je mArI vRtti ane doSo sudhAravA mATe mArA pratye kapA darzAvela te te vakhate meM avinayAdika doSo karyA hoya temaja mArA pratye je je pavitra AjJA mArA hitArthe jaNAvavAnI kRpA thayelI che te ajJAne karI A duSTa sAmAnya rAkhI anAdaratA karI hoya ane jethI sarvotkRSTa bhaktimArga prApta thavAmAM pramAdi doSo vaDe abhakti karI hoya tathA vaLI bhakti prasaMgamAM anAdaratA rAkhI sapremane nyUna thavAmAM vRtti karI hoya athavA je vaDe aparAdhAdi doSo karyA hoya temaja apUrva vacanomAM aprema rAkhI tathA Apa parama dayALudevanA mahAtmamAM tathA apUrva caritromAM mArI tucchabuddhi vaDe doSa bhaya ane kheda e AdithI asatkArAdi doSo kIdhA hoya, tathA vaLI mAre vartavA yogya evA savartana, sadAcAra ane satsaMgAdi prasaMgomAM je je prakAre meM anAdaratA rAkhI pramAdAdi doSa grahyA hoya, tathA vaLI 40.

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI pavitra AjJAnA Azayane huM maMdamati nahIM samajavAthI avajJA kIdhI hoya, temaja samIpavAsI athavA samIpamAM AvelA mumukSuo pratye koipaNa prakAre mArI samajaNanI bhUlye svakalpanAe nija icchAe Apa sadgurudevanI anAdaratA rAkhI koi paNa ApanA pavitra vacananA yogane meM dubhavyo hoya athavA tethI nyUnAdhikapaNe ke viparItapaNe mArI alpajJamatithI kAMi jaNAvyuM hoya athavA te te bhAio pratye mArAthI koipaNa prakAre nyUnAyika sthitino doSa mArA AtmAmAM prApta thayo hoya, tathA vaLI krodhe karI, mAne karI, mAyAe karI, lobhe karI ke anya doSe karI mArI mahattA meM jaNAvI hoya, tathA tevA bIjA aneka prakAranA doSo mArI alpajJatAnI prabaLatAthI, mana, vacana, kAyA ke AtmAnA koipaNa yogAdhyavasAyathI je je prakAre thayA hoya, te te sarve huM duSTa pAmara kaMgAla bALaka vAraMvAra caraNasevAmAM savinaya mastaka namAvI namaskAra karI, mArA kRtyane vAraMvAra dhikkAruM chuM. kSamApanA icchuM chuM. ane have pachI tevA tevA prakAranA koipaNa prakAranA doSa mArA mane karIne, vacane karIne, kAyAthI karIne ke AtmAthI karIne athavA anya koipaNa prakArathI ka2Ine have pachI tevA tevA koipaNa prakAranA doSo mane prApta na thAo arthAta tevA doSonA prasaMgo have pachI na bano, evo bhAva sadaiva rahevAnA prasaMgane vAraMvAra cittamAM prApta thavA icchuM chuM. temaja Apa parama kRpALudeve pUrNa brahmasvarUpI, kevaLa AtmAnaMdI, niSkAmI, nirvikArI, sahajAnaMdI, sahaja svabhAve sthita cho e bhAva sadaiva mArA hRdayane viSe sthApita raho. ane pavitra kRpALudevanuM pavitra smaraNa, 'zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmI', e vacananuM ane e guNanuM sadaiva smaraNa mArA aMtaHkaraNamAMthI na khaso eja Apa paramakRpALudeva pAse vAraMvAra icchuM chuM. eine Thee Bay koipaNa prakAre avinayAdika bhAve, svecchAe, ayogya lakhAyuM hoya te vAraMvAra kSamAvuM chuM. mArA yogya pavitra AjJA icchuM chuM. ISISna alpajJa dInadAsano dAsa pAmara aMbAlAlanA savinaya namaskAra zubha caraNasevAmAM prApta thAya. vi. alpajJa pAmara chorU manasukhanA savinaya praNAma prApta thAya. (javAba va. 805) (G) 13 Ple patra-37 khaMbhAta Aso suda dazerA, bhoma, 1953 } zrImad sadgurudevazrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrIne trikALa namaskAra parama kRpAvaMta, parama dayAvaMta, paramopakArI, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, dInabaMdhu, dInAnAtha, devAdhideva, zrImad prabhuzrI sadgurudeva zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrI sadaiva jayavaMta varto ane trikALa mArA abhivaMdana ho. 6IX 41 paramakRpAnugrahathI bharelo parama pavitra zubha patra prApta thayela che. (va. 810) je vAMcI parama kalyANakArI ane AnaMdano lAbha thayo che. evI ja rIte A bALaka icche che. he prabhu ! dInadayALu deva A mUDhanI dazA hamaNAM ghaNIja bAhyarUpa thai gai che. upAdhi vizeSa nahIM hovA chatAM citta sAva pravRttirUpa varte che, ane satzAstra vAMcavA vicAravAnuM vakhate yAda AvI jAya che. evI asthira dazAthI zuM lakhavuM ? zuM na lakhavuM ? ema thavAmAM kALa vyatIta thatAM, patra lakhavAmAM vilaMba thayo che. je mATe mArI dhikkAravA yogya vRttie karIne vAraMvA2 kSamApanA icchuM chuM. 02 300

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI pU. zrI revAzaMkarabhAi atre hatA tyAre vakhate vakhate tatvArtha sUtra vAMcavAno lAbha maLato. temanI samajaNa zakti ThIka lAgavAthI mane vicAravAno vakhata maLato. je vizeSa vicAravA mATe ane tenuM manana thavA mATe ANaMda kSetre nivRtti levA icchA hatI. paNa aMtarAya udayathI te lAbha phaLIbhUta thayo nahI. atrethI ANaMda jatAM mAro vicAra ane revAzaMkarabhAinI icchA ema hatI ke dasa paMdara divasa ANaMda rokAi pachI sAthe muMbai javAnuM karIzuM ane tyAM rAtrino vakhata tathA savAranA daza vAgyA sudhIno vakhata gIragAma nivRttino lAbha maLI zakaze. jethI te vicArane huM sammata thayo hato. ane mArI paNa parama kalyANakArI darzanano lAbha pAmavAnI atyaMta icchA hatI. paNa te ekeya vicAra mArA duSTa karmanA udayathI phaLIbhUta thayo nahIM. He ghaNA vakhata thayAM eka prazna lakhavAnI icchA thayA karatI paNa te mATe lakhavA karatA samAgame pUchAya to ThIka ema dhArI amadAvAdathI bharUca sudhInA thayelA samAgame te prazna pUchavA icchA hatI paNa te prazna bharUca utaryA pachI yAda AvyuM. eTale teno yogya khulAso maLavAmAM huM pAtra nahIM tethI pUchI zakAyuM nahIM. te prazna e hato ke - mArI icchA ema rahyA karatI ke je je vakhate satsamAgamano paramakalyANakArI lAbha thayo hoya te vakhata pachI viyogamAM betraNa mAsa sudhI te samAgamathI thayelA lAbhanI khumArI rahyA karatI. paNa pachI mAyAnA tevA tevA kAraNo maLavAthI te khumArI maMda pariNAmane pAmatI. te vakhate Apa paramakRpALudevane je kSetre vicaravuM hoya tyAM eka ke be divasa caraNasevAmAM rahI A bALake parama kalyANakArI lAbha meLavavo. e mATe pUchavA icchA rahyA karatI. AjJA vinA kema javuM ? te mATe zrI revAzaMkarabhAine sahaja pUcheluM paNa teno uttara pote nahIM ApI zakavAthI ane mArI muMbai AvavAnI icchA hovAthI teo mane sahamata thayA ane mane muMbai AvavA jaNAveluM. parama kalyANakArI darzanano lAbha pAmavAnI icchA to vizeSa che. paNa AjJAnusAra aTakavuM thayuM che. nispRhatA atyaMta ane jIvonuM anaArAdhakapaNuM arthAta asaMskA2IpaNuM hoya ema lAge che. tene koipaNa satsaMgano AdhAra hoya to mAMDa mAMDa te savRttie rahI zake evI A duSTa jIvonI atyaMta dhikkAravA yogya vRttine eka Apa sadgurudevanI parama karUNAmaya anaMtI dayA e ja AdhArarUpa che. koipaNa prakArano doSa thayo hoya to te mATe vAraMvAra namaskAra karI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA savinaya namaskAra (javAba va. 813) patra-38 sthaMbhatIrtha III kArtika suda 6, ravi, 1954 zrImad sadguru zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmInA pAdAMbuja mArA hRdayamAM sthApita raho. paramakRpALudeva, devAdhideva, anAthanA nAtha, dInabaMdhu, dInadayALa, zrImad sadgurudeva zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrIne trikALa mArA abhivaMdana ho ! ******** ** parama kRpAnugrahathI lakhelo Aso vada 14no (va. 814) parama pavitra zubha patra divALInA mAMgalika prasaMge gorasa vakhate zrI zAradApUjananA vyavahArika samayamAM paramArthIka patra prApta thavAthI ati AnaMdapUrvaka vAMcI saharSa 52ma maMgaLakArI lAbha prApta thayo che. tyAra pachI traNa divasa pheNAya javAthI patra lakhavA vilaMba thayo che. je mATe vAraMvAra kSamApanA icchuM chuM. 42

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GSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI EX 3ITI) AjJAnusAra hAla to zrI yazovijayajIe banAvela zrI yogadaSTi samuccaya sagraMtha svAdhyAyamAM mAre vAMcavA vicAravAnuM cAle che. mane svAdhyAya karavAnuM ThIka paDe che. je graMthanuM tAratamya vicAravAthI kaMika kaMika pUrve A duSTa potAmAM kaMi mAnyatA karI hoya te sarva niSphaLarUpe jaNAya che. ane zubha icchAnI sthitimAM A AtmAnuM pravartana thavAno saMbhava kadIpaNa thayo hoya tema jaNAtuM nathI. e graMthanI atre nyUnatA jaNAya che. mArI pAse prathama te pustaka hatuM. te pU. zrI manasukhabhAi poSamAM atre padhAryA tyAre sAthe lai gayA che. mAro vicAra ema thAya che ke adhyAtma kalpadruma, adhyAtmasAra, zAMtasudhArasa, yogadaSTi samuccaya, samayasAra nATaka, AnaMdaghanajI kRta covIsI, indrIya parAjaya zataka, aSTakarma graMtha ityAdi zAstronuM eka eka pustaka karAvIne chapAvyuM hoya to zubhaicchAvALA jijJAsu janone vAMcavA vicAravAnuM sugamatAthI bane ne juja kiMmata rAkhI hoya athavA tevA sagraMthone koi eka paramArtha hetue maphata ApavA hoya to banI zake ema dhAraNA rahetI. atre jainazALAnA keTalAka agresaro pAse vAta karatA te loko chapAvA saMbaMdhImAM tevAM pustako bahAra paDe ane sarvane teno sugamapaNe lAbha maLI zake tevA hetuthI tene uttejana ApavAno te lokono vicAra che. te viSe Apa dayALu devazrI taraphathI jema AjJA thaze tema vartIza. kAviThAthI jhaveracaMdabhAi atrethI mokSamArga prakAza pustaka maMgAvavA icche che. pavitra AzA hoya to kheDe munizrIo vAMcI rahyA hoya to tyAMthI maMgAvIne mokalI ApavA mATe jema pavitra AjJA hoya tema hatuM. atre traNa cAra bhaMDAra jUnA che, ane te loko sAthe vAtacIta sahaja thai che, banI zakaze to te bhaMDAramAM rahelA pustakonI TIpa utArIne Apa kRpALudevanI caraNasevAmAM mokalavAnuM karIza. ' alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH savinaya namaskAra zubha caraNasevAmAM prApta thAya. (javAba va. 816) patra-39 khaMbhAta - mAgasara suda 12, soma, 1954 zrImad sagurudevazrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmI zrI sadaiva jayavaMta varto. parama kRpAnAtha, devAdhideva, paramopakArI, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, dInabaMdhu, dInAnAtha, paramAtmA prabhuzrI sadgurudevanI pavitra zubha caraNasevAmAM agaNita vAra vaMdana ho ! | paramakRpAnugrahathI bharelo zubha hitArtha patra (va. 819) prApta thayo che. atyaMta mIThI ane hitakArI vANIno amRtathI adhika lAbha prApta thayo che. parama kalyANamaya AnaMda thayo che. je pavitra vANIno lAbha vAraMvAra icchuM chuM. ha AvatI kAle kAviThA javAno vicAra rahe che. zanivAra sudhI sthiti thavAno tyAM saMbhava che. banI zakaze to tyAMthI AvyA pachI savigata patra lakhavAnuM karIza. citrapaTa bhAi lAlacaMdabhAi mATe emanA lakhavA mujaba sAyale mokalI ApIza. li, bALaka tribhovananA namaskAra pavitra sevAmAM prApta thAya. darzanano viraha ghaNo kALa thayA thayo che. A pAmara jIvo to samAgama vinA bahiMmukha thai jAya che.....huM

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ATheka divasa thayAM carotaramAM gayo hato. kAviThe cAra divasa rokAyo hato. tyAM zrI dhorIbhAi, lallubhAi, bakorabhAi bhAdaraNavALA AvyA hatA. suNAvathI munadAsa tathA saMdesarathI traNa pATIdAro maLI mumukSuono samAgama thayo hato. sAthe kIlAbhAi atrethI AvyA hatA. ANaMda kSetranA 52makalyANakArI samAgama vakhate dhorIbhAi sAthe lallubhAi AvyA hatA. te sAthe keTalIka vAtacIta thai hatI. doSa dRSTinA lIdhe ane vAsanAnA daDhatvapaNAthI tenuM mana joie tevI rIte zAMta thayuM nathI, to paNa Apa kRpALudevanI kRpAthI te satpuruSanI niMdA karatA aTakyA hoya ema lAge che. te sahaja vidita thavA caraNasevAmAM jaNAvuM chuM. savinaya namratAthI vinaMtI ke ratalAmathI suda 4 guruvAre nIkaLI teja divase amadAvAda gayo hato. tyAMthI ravivAre savA2nA atre AvavuM thayuM che. mArI sAthe zrI popaTalAla mahokamacaMda amadAvAdavALA tathA zrI sukhalAlabhAi tathA zrI ugarIbahena atre padhAryA che. bhAi popaTalAlanI icchA caraNa samIpamAM AvavAnI rahe che. paramakRpAnugrahathI pavitra haste likhita parama pavitra patra prApta thayo. je vAMcI ati ati AnaMda sAthe parama kalyANakArI lAbha pAmavAno prasaMga najIka AvavAnI jijJAsA pAra paDavAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLI ati ati ullAsa ane AnaMda thayo che. carotara sivAya bIjuM nivRttine anukULa kSetra mArA lakSamAM nIce pramANe che. te huM alpajJa matithI jaNAvuM chuM. naDiyAda kSetre je makAnamAM sthiti hatI te makAnamAM hAla eka yuropiyana rahe che, tyAMthI sAmI bAjumAM je relve saDakanI nIce thaine javAya che tyAM eka baMgalo che te khAlI che. 9 amadAvAdathI traNa cAra gAu cheTe zrI naroDA gAma che. tyAM dharmazALAo be moTI che. jagyAnI chUTa ThIka che. jIvAtanI utpatti thoDI che. gAmanI bhAgoLe relve AvelI che. te kSetra meM joyuM nathI. pavitra AjJA thAya to huM cokkasa tajavIja karI zrI caraNasevAmAM lakhI jaNAvuM. dIna dAsa aMbAlAlanA agaNitavAra vaMdana De nups Pe zrImad zrI sadgurudeva caraNAya namaH *** kodokoto paramakRpALudeva mahAzaya prabhu zrImad zrI sadgurudevazrI patra-40 khaMbhAta zrAvaNa vada 11, budha, 1954 paramakRpAnugrahathI bharelo parama pavitra patra prApta thayo. je vAMcI atyaMta harSasahita paramakalyANakArI lAbha prApta thayo che. RIP zaherathI vIseka gAu dUra ane gAmaDAthI gAu be gAu dUra evuM koi jaMgalamAM sthaLa hoya to nivRttine anukULa tevuM kSetra jANavA mATe mArA upara kRpA thai to ANaMdathI doDha mAila cheTe ane sTezanathI eka mAila dUra ANaMdanI relve saDake eka TekarA upara mahAdevanuM sthaLa che, te sthaLa eka ja mALanuM upara chAparAvALuM che. beeka oraDIo che. tyAM eka bAvo rahe che. te sthaLa muMbaithI AvatA ANaMda sTezana najIka gADImAM beThA dekhAya che. te makAna sudharAvyuM che. ane tyAM ekAMtamAM rahevAnI sagavaDa thoDA mANasathI bane tevuM lAge che. paNa ANaMdamAM cha kalAka muMbainI TikiTavAlAne rokAvuM paDe che. teTalA vakhatamAM te sthAnanI tajavIja thai zake ema che. to te 44

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0 DiE STORE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI GIR SER SA) () sthaLe sthiti karavAnI icchA hoya to huM tyAM AgaLathI AvIne tajavIja karUM. he prabhu ! gAmathI dUra evuM koi sthaLa nivRttine anukULa AvavAnuM ThIka gaNAya ema pUchAvyuM paNa che dayALu deva, mArI alpajJatAthI ema lAge che ke yAtrAnA sthaLa sivAya anya sthaLa hovAno saMbhava ocho rahe che. kadApi zaherathI thoDe dUra vakhate koi zrImaMte havAnI anukULatA mATe baMdhAveluM hoya, paNa gAmaDAnI najIkamAM, tevI sagavaDa ochI rahe che. vaLI tyAM maMdirAdi hovAthI darzanAdi kAraNe lokonI avarajavarano saMbhava che. A vAta hAla acarcita rAkhavAnI pavitra AjJA thavAthI samAgamavAsI mumukSuomAM vizeSa carcita karI nathI. ane padhAravAnI kRpA thaze ema to sau mumukSuo jANe che. jethI bIjA mumukSuone padhAravAnI vAta jaNAvavI ? sAthe AvavAnuM kahevuM ? e viSe paNa makAnanI anizcitatA hovAthI kema karavuM e vicAra thAya che. te mATe jema pavitra AjJA thaze tema vartavAnuM karIza. paramakRpAnugrahathI bharelo pavitra patra zrAvaNa suda12no lakhelo atre zrAvaNa suda pUname TapAlavALA taraphathI maLyo che. be divasa moDo maLavAnuM kAraNa kAMi samajAyuM nahIM. patra lAbha ekAda divasa vahelo prApta thavA icchuM chuM. jethI ANaMda padhAravAnA eka rAta agAu mAruM AvavAnuM banI zake. koi prakAre avinayAdi kAraNathI ke svacchaMdatAthI lakhAyuM hoya to vAraMvAra namaskAra karI kSamAvuM chuM. li. alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA samaye samaye trikaraNa yoge savinaya namaskAra prApta thAya. para thaMbhatIrtha - poSa suda 4, ravi, 1955 (SC) paramakRpALu devAdhideva, zrImad sadguru paramAtmA zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmI zrImad rAjyacaMdradeva - paramAtmA paramakRpAnugrahathI likhita patra (va. 857) prApta thayo. pavitra karakamaLanA likhita vacano vAMcavAthI parama maMgaLakArI lAbha thayo che. evI ja rIte icchuM chuM. | he prabhu ! pUrvakALathI te Aja divasa payaMtamAM ApanA kahelA mArga pratye athavA Apa zrImadranI bhakti pratye mArAthI koipaNa prakAre cUnAdhika thayuM hoya, pramAdAdi sevAyo hoya, asatkArAdi karyo hoya, te sarve huM trividha zISa namAvI vAraMvAra pazcAtApa karI punaH punaH kSamAvuM . [ Apa kRpALu zrImad mAro aparAdha khamajo. Apa to kRpAnI khANa cho, paNa bhaktibhAve lakhyuM che. rAtrIe satsamAgamamAM hAla dharma-biMdu sagraMtha vaMcAya che. zrImad AtmAnuzAsana pUruM thayA pachI dharmabiMdu vAMcavAnuM zarU karyuM che. AtmAnuzAsananI pUrI samApti vakhate saphaLatA arthe, sarvee yathAicchAnusAre eka vakhatano AhAra | ane amuka vigayano tyAga e vigere niyama amuka vakhata sudhI karyo hato. A saMskRta abhyAsamAM mAre Aje vIsa pATha purA thayA che. kalAbhAi, nagInabhAi, munadAsane 11 pATha thayA che. zAstrIno joga banyo nathI. eka sAmAnya zikSakathI hAla huM samajuti meLavuM chuM ane munadAsa vagerene zIkhavuM chuM. pavitra AjJAnusAra svAmI kArtikeyAnuprekSA Adi graMthonI prato karavAmAM be ghaDInA niyamathI cAra mAsa paryata vartavAnuM karIza. 45

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GSSSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SEMES SYS () eja. dIna sevaka aMbAlAlanA savinaya namaskAra. khaMbhAta - kArtika vada 12, ravi, 1954 zrImad saddagurudeva zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrI sadaiva jayavaMta varto. paramakRpALu devAdhideva, dInabaMdhu dInAnAtha, anAthanA nAtha, sarvajJa prabhuzrI zrImad sadgurudevazrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmI zrI mArA savinaya trikaraNa yoge sASTAMga daMDavat trikALa namaskAra zubha pavitra caraNa sevAmAM prApta thAya. - paramakRpAnugrahathI likhita patra 1 kArtaka vada 7nA divase (va. 816) prApta thayo hato. jethI te patrano yathArtha lAbha lai zakyo nahoto, ane bIjA tevA paranA prasaMganA lIdhe patra lakhavAmAM vilaMba thayo che. je mATe punaH punaH kSamA icchuM chuM. Aje te pavitra patranuM zubha pAna karavAthI parama kalyANamaya AnaMda prApta thayo che. he prabhu ! mahatyuNyanA yogathI A AtmAne manuSyadeha prApta thayo che, ane tethI vaLI anaMta anaMta puNyodayathI Apa pavitra sarvajJa paramAtmA prabhuno joga banyo che. je jogathI sarva duHkhano kSaya evo mokSa mArga prApta thai zakavA nizcaya che. chatAM A duSTa ane pomara evo alpajJa AtmA kALano bharoso rAkhI, pramAda ane viSaya-sukhamAM nizcitapaNe varte che. je mATe vAraMvAra dhikkAravA yogya che ke je joga anaMta kALe nahIM prApta thayela evo joga banyA chatAM A AtmAne sAvadhAna thai parama preme zrata dharmarUpa ane ananya zaraNarUpa evo bhaktimArga ArAdhavo joie, chatAM te ArAdhato nathI. e A duSTanI atyaMta, anaMta, ajJAnatA ane mUrkhAi ja che. ke je joga ArAdhavA jatAM anAdithI pAse rahelA evA anaMta doSo ane anaMta aMtarAyo jarApaNa khaseDavA jatAM ulaTA vizeSarUpe thai paDavAthI jIva pAcho temAM ja tAdAtmarUpa thai jAya che. ane apUrva mArgane prApta karavA deto nathI. to paNa ema to alpajJa daSTithI samajAya che ke jarAka vizeSa baLa te aMtarAyo ane te doSo pratye karavAmAM Ave to pachI sahajamAM apUrva evo zrata dharmarUpa bhaktimArga prApta thAya. ane te bhaktimArga pratye pachI eka raTaNa rahI zake paNa te prApta karavA jatAM pahelAM doSanuM vizeSapaNuM, AtmAnuM atyaMta baLahInapaNuM, apurUSArthapaNuM ane anAdinuM te pratye vahAlapapaNuM, vizeSarUpe thai Ave che. te saghaLuM TaLavAmAM ane sugamapaNe mArga prApta thavAmAM mukhyamAM mukhya Apa kRpALu zrI sadgurudevanA caraNa samIpa nivAsa, eja upAya che. ane jyAM sudhI te jogamAM aMtarAya varte che, tyAM sudhI vizeSa vizeSapaNe baLavAna vIryanA purUSArtha dharmanI AvazyakatA che. chatAM te thavAmAM nirarthaka kALa cAlyo jAya che. eja A jIvanI atyaMta mUDhatA che. ane pUrve nahi upArjana karelA evA satkarmo che ke pUrvanuM A jIvanuM anaArAdhakapaNuM ja samajAya che. kadApi koi sadAcAra ke sanzAstranuM vAMcana, manana thavAmAM pavitra AjJA thAya to evI A jIvanI mUDhatA varte che. ane te doSo evA prakAre chetare che ke te vAMcavAnA vicArane anavakAza ApI ane te rUpane rUpAMtara karI daine A jIvane bIjI kalpanAmAM nAkhI de che. ane te doSo pachI upara vATe thai AvI chetare che. he prabhu ! evA anaMta doSo ane tenAthI paNa anaMta bhede anaMta sUkSmadoSo ke doSanA baLavattarapaNAthI atyaMta purUSArthahIna bApaDo garIba ane kaMgAla jevI sthitimAM AvI paDelo A eka ja AtmA Apa paramakRpALudevanA kRpAnugraha sivAya kevA prakArathI te doSone mArI, toDI, bALI, phoDIne, potAnA yathArtha svarUpamAM birAjamAna thAya te mATe to Apa paramakRpALudevanA caraNa 46

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) samIpamAM nivAsa ane paramakRpAnugraha e ja samajAya che. to paNa tevo yoga prApta thaye tevo vakhata Avya, te vakhate atyArathI jyAre te doSo vizeSapaNe varte che tyAre tevA zubha prasaMge atyaMtapaNe vizeSarUpe vartavAno saMbhava lAge che. te mATe prathamathI zuM upAyo levA ke jethI te doSo viSezarUpe pravartI na zake e mATe keTaleka aMze vicAra rahyA kare che ke je vicAra Apa kRpALudevanI anaMta kRpAthI. phaLIbhUta thAo. tamArA rAtrinA satsamAgamamAM hAlamAM adhyAtmakalpadruma vaMcAya che. lallubhAi Adi mumukSuo Ave che ane vairAgya prApta thavAnI vAto carcAya che. prAta:kALe yogadaSTi samuccaya graMtha vAMcuM chuM. eka pherA vAMcI gayo chuM. pharIthI vAMcuM chuM. vicAravAmAM vizeSa matinI gati nahIM pahoMcavAthI aTakI javAya che. topaNa yathAzakti vicAruM chuM. A koipaNa prakAre avinaya, azAtanA, abhakti, aparAdha ke koipaNa prakArano doSa mArA mana, vacana, kAyA ke AtmAnA yogAdhyavasAyathI thayo hoya to vAraMvAra mastaka namAvI kSamApanA, trikaraNa yoge namaskAra karI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. bhAi lAlacaMdabhAie citrapaTa ekanI mAgaNI karI hatI te vize jema pavitra AjJA thaze tema vartIza. chorU yogya kAma sevAnI pavitra AjJA thavAthI ati AnaMdamaya, maMgaLakArI lAbha prApta thavA icchuM chuM. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka punaH punaH namaskAra parama pavitra zubha caraNasevAmAM prApta thAya. (javAba va. 819) patra-43 khaMbhAta aSADha vada 12, guru, 1952 svayaMbhUramaNa ekaja bhUjAe karIne tarI gayA che evA je svayaM prakAzaka prabhu rAjacaMdrajI mahAnazrIne trikALa namaskAra. sadA AnaMdI, sarvajJAnI, sarvadhyAnI, sahaja svarUpI, sahajAnaMdI, svasvarUpa vilAsI, samyakajJAnI, samyakdarzI, zubhajJAnI, zubhadhyAnI, zubhajogI, zubhalezI, samabhAvI, zItaLakArI, adhyAtmasvarUpI, zatAvadhAnI, sarvAtita-vihArI, sarvajJa nAtha, sarvAtmA svarUpa, sacidAnaMda, sarvoparI, salluru, sadaiva, sadharma, sadA ullAsI, sAmAnya kevaLI, sAkSAtkAra satyarUSazrI, svarUpa sukhamAM birAjamAna, mahAna zrI zrI zrI prabhurAjyacaMdrajI. dInadayALa prabhujIe, dIna prANIo upara parama dayA karI amRta sAgaranuM pAna karAvavA, parama amRtamaya, kRpA patra (va. 697) pAThavyo. je vAMcI daya sAthe aMgIkAra karI parama parama AnaMda thayo che. je patranuM manana karavAthI parama kalyANamaya Ape tevo yathAtathya che. evI ja rIte A anAtha prANIonI dInatA upara dayA thavAnI kRpA thaze, to parama maMgalakArI AnaMda prApta thaze. he kRpAsAgara ! svarUpa sukhamAM layalIna sadA AtmAnA viSe je sAkSAtkAra brahmasvarUpI prabhue jarApaNa samAdhinA aMkurathI dayA karI A bALaka sAmuM joi patra pAThavyo che jethI vAraMvAra bahu ja AnaMda thayo che. parama parama saMtoSa thayo che. A he kRpAvaMta prabhujI ! A parama puruSottama parama pUjya dayALunAtha samIpamAM A duSTa lekhake ghaNA ja doSa karyA che, ane sanmuruSane chetaravAnA prakAra dhAraNa karyA che te evA ke AvI rIte vinayAdika karavAthI athavA IX Ama vartavAthI satyaruSane sAro kahevAuM ane satyaruSa pratye amadAsyabhAva rAkhI pravarto . ane jJAna prApti

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D RECORDS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) | SGS) vagara dazAe doSone grahI rAkhIne icchI che. te doSo o AtmAnA upara vATe thai te doSanI marajI mujaba nacAvyo tema A AtmA nAcyo che. ane temaja pravaryo che. paNa A mAThuM thAya che evo svapna paNa vicAra thayo nathI. ane parane ja chetaravAnI vAta grahI hatI te Aje sahaja kaMika vicAra karatA bahuja kheda thAya che. ane tevA doSa kevA prakAre TaLe ? jo prabhu pAse vinayAdika karUM to mumukSuomAM zreSTha kahevAuM. e vagere agaNita doSo ke je Aja pAMca varSa thayAM, sevatAM, pAcho pharIne joyuM nathI. ane jyAre satparuSa pratye tevI bhAvanA chetaravAnI rAkhI te duSTa pariNAmI jIvane... doSa pratye bhAna kema na hoya ? avazya hoya ja. to have teno vicAra punaH punaH AvatAM eja vicAra thAya che ke ghaNuMja mAThuM thayuM, ghaNuM ja aghaTita thayuM, evA mAThA kArya karyAnuM Apa kRpALuzrInI dayAthI A lekhakane AvuM bhAna thayuM che. evA mAThA bhAva ciMtavatA chatAM paNa, Apa parama dayALuzrIe jarApaNa dhIraja ke gAMbhIryatAno tyAga karyo nathI eja Apa parama puruSottama mahAvIranI pairya gAMbhIrya kSamA ane dayAnA guNo praphullitapaNe A jagatanA jIvone AnaMda Ape che. ane eTalo badho apakAra A lekhake karyA chatAM koi vakhata anupakAra karavAne Apa jarApaNa dhIrajano tyAga karI zakyA nathI eja kharekhara kharI rIte paramAtmapaNuM pragaTa anubhava Ape che, ane anaMta dayAnA guNo pragaTa rIte zobhI UThe che. he dayALu prabhu ! Apa parama prajJAvaMta jJAnAvatAra sAkSAt AtmasvarUpa parama guru puruSottamanA guNanuM zuM dhyAna karUM? A lekhaka duSTa jIva jarApaNa karavAne yogya nathI. upara lakhyA je guNo te A AtmAne viSe Aropaja karyo che. te have kevA prakArathI jAya ? teno vicAra mArAthI thai zakato nathI. paNa sahaja vicAre ema lAgyuM ke e guNoe jevo upara vATe thai mane nacavyo tevIja rIte have eja guNo (doSone) Apa paramakRpALu prabhunI sanmukha AgaLa karuM, ane teja doSone vAraMvAra Apa kRpALunAthanI samIpe gAuM ke jethI te doSoe jevo mane AgaLa karyo hato tevA ja tene AgaLa karuM, ane ema AgaLa karavAthI, vakhate e sanduruSa pratApe te doSo moLA paDe. bAkI to Apa kRpAnAthanI paramakRpAnI dayA vinA e pApISTa doSo jai zake tema nathI ema to khAtrI che. bIjuM to patramAM lakhavuM sUjhatuM nathI, paNa have pachI vAraMvAra je je doSo meM grahyA che te te doSo je je dekhAya te sarva vakhatovakhata Apa parama pUjya sAhebanI samIpamAM patra vATe jaNAvato rahIza. hAla eja vinaMtI. he prabhu ! kaMika kaMika chorU yogya kAma sevA pharamAvavAnI dayA thAya to parama parama maMgala AnaMda prApta thAya. eja. mUDhAtmAnA......... pharI pharI vidhi sahita namaskAra. koipaNa prakAre A AtmAthI avinaya, AzAtanA, abhakti ke aparAdha koi paNa mana-vacana-kAyAthI ke AtmAthI thayo hoya to vAraMvAra namaskAra karI kSamAvuM chuM. kSamApanA icchuM chuM. patra-44 1953 - jeTha vadI 8 bhoma saMvata 1953nA roja sAMjanA cha vAgye sAyale jai saubhAgyabhAinA pavitra darzanano kalyANakArI lAbha meLavyo hato. e pavitrAtmAnI dayA, kSamA, zAMti, anukaMpA, sahanazIlatA, ekaniSThA ane AtmAnI zuddha jAgRtatA joi vAraMvAra AzcaryavaMta thAuM chuM. dhanya che evA pavitrAtmAne dhAraNa karavAvALA, janaka janetAne ke AvA dharmAtmAne utpanna kare che. evA dharmAtmA je kuLane viSe janma pAmyA che te kuLanA sahakuTuMbamAM, gAmamAM ne sAmAnyapaNe sagA saMbaMdhamAM jIvone paNa paramArtha pamADe che, ahoho ! pavitrAtmAnA kuTuMba varganA bhaktibhAva ane e puruSanA AtmAnI zuddha upayoga sthiti joi sarvane vartato paramAnaMda, evo 48

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O GOES EXPERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SREER GR ( mRtyunA vakhatano dekhAva, samIpavAsI tamAma jIvonI ekAgracittapaNe bhakti ane AjJAMkitapaNuM joi ati ati AnaMda thAya che. e pavitrAtmAnA guNonuM vizeSa varNana huM alpajJa zuM karuM ? paNa mArA pratyenI te purUSanI dayA anukaMpA joi huM bahuja AnaMda pAmuM chuM. paNa cAra divasa agAu javAno joga banyo hota to bahuja AnaMda thAta. eTaluM jarA na javAyuM teTalo jarA kheda rahe che. ekaja sagurunuM smaraNa ciMtavana dhyAna ane ekaniSThApaNuM e to eja AtmAmAM prakAzya hatuM. - jema jema duHkhanI vizeSatA thatI gaI, tema tema AtmAnI zuddha tAratamyatA vadhatI gai. guruvAre savAre meM ''sahajAtmasvarUpa" svAmInuM smaraNa ApavA mAMDyuM tyAre pote kahyuM ke have mane bolAvIza nahIM ane kaMi kahIza nahIM. A saubhAgyane bIjo upayoga hoya nahIM. dasa vAge mAthAzvAsa thayo te vakhate atyaMta du:khasthiti | joi vakhate du:khanA lIdhe bhUlAvo thai jAya ema dhArI meM kalAka 10-48 miniTe smaraNa ApyuM. te vakhate indriyo sAva maMda paDI gaI hatI ane jANe AtmAja bolato hoya arthAta teTalAja vacanonA pudgala kADhavAnA hoya tevI rIte pote nIce pramANe bhASaNa karyuM : "hA, mAro e ja upayoga che. mAre tane upadeza karavAnI icchA che . paNa have te vakhata nathI. huM samAdhimAM chuM (samAdhi eTale Atma upayoga) tuM samAdhimAM raheje. have mane kaMI kahIza nahIM kAraNa tuM je bole che, temAM mAro upayoga devo paDe che. teTalo vakhata mAre upayoga cUkI jAya tethI kheda rahe che." eTaluM bhASaNa karyuM ke tamAma samIpavAsI sahakuTuMba varga tathA mumukSuoe parama bhaktibhAve trikaraNa yoge sASTAMga daMDavatthI namaskAra karyA. e vakhate tamAma samIpavAsI jIvone upayoganI tAratamyatA joI paramAnaMda thayo hato tethI kuTuMba varganA koipaNa jIve kheda ke udAsabhAva bhajyo na hato. aDadhA kalAka sudhI dehane dehabhAve rahevA dai pachI kuTuMba varga lokarUDhInA anusAre raDavA karavAnuM karyuM hatuM. kuTuMbavAsI jIvone paramArtha prApta karavAno upakAra pote sAro karyo che. pote taryA ane kuTuMbavALAne tAravAnI samarthatAvALA evA eka dharmAtmAno viyoga thavAthI amUlya ratna khovA jevuM thayuM che. pragaTapaNe tamAma jIvo caraNa samIpa rahI "zrI sahajAtma svarUpa svAmI parama dayALa he nAtha ! " e ja vacano uccAratA hatA. ane pote paNa te ja vacano mukhathI kahetA hatA. ghaNe bhAge sAyalA kSetravAsI ghaNA jIvone satparuSanI zraddhA thavAnuM nimitta evA pavitrAtmA zrI subhAgyabhAithI thayuM che. vadhAre zuM lakhuM ? khacitta A lekhakane pUjavA yogya, smaraNa karavA yogya evA dharmAtmA puruSano viyoga thavAthI ane temanA uttamottama guNo sAMbharI AvavAthI hRdaya bharAi Ave che. paNa kALanI kaThinatA joi nirUpAyatA che. ane sadevano temanA viyogano kheda thAya che. tathApi te pavitra AtmAnA mRtyu vakhatanI samatA, dehAdi pratyeno apratibaMdha bhAva, dayA, kSamA, anukaMpA, sahanazIlatA tathA svAbhAvika, saraLatA, nizcaya, mumukSutA, sadguru pratye ekaniSThA ane AtmajJAnanI zuddha tAratamyatA e Adi guNa saMpanna vaDe "je deha tyAgatAM moTA munione durlabha evI nizcala asaMgatAthI nija upayogamaya dazA rAkhIne apUrva hita karyuM che" tethI atyAnaMda thAya che. evI je zrImad zrI saubhAgyabhAinI dazA pratyeka mumukSuoe vAraMvAra saMbhArI saMbhArIne grahaNa karavA yogya che. zrImad pavitrAtmA zrI saubhAgyabhAine trikaraNayoge trikALa namaskAra ho ! namaskAra ho ! ane zrImad sahajAtmasvarUpa sadgazrI temanA pavitrAtmAne akhaMDa zAMti Apo ! eja vinaMtI. atre mAruM vada 13 AvavuM thayuM che. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra. 49

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GR VERSsatsaMga-saMjIvanI SRESS () patra-45 sAyalA jeTha vada 11, zukra, 1953 zrImad paramAtmAzrI sadgurudeva paramAtmAzrIne trikALa namaskAra, paramakRpALu devAdhideva zrImad sadguruzrI, sahajAtma svarUpa svAmIzrInI parama pavitra zubha sevAmAM he prabhu ! behada dilagIra chuM ke parama pUjya, pUjavA yogya, parama stuti karavA yogya mahAna zrI saubhAgyabhAi sAhebe parama samAdhibhAve zuddha AtmAnA upayogapUrvaka A kSaNika dehano tyAga karyo che. e pavitra puruSanI duHkha vedavAnI sthiti, AtmAnuM atyaMta tAratamyapaNuM ane sadguru pratyeno ekaniSThAbhAva ane chevaTa sudhIno upayogano eka ja krama e joi mane bahu ja AnaMda thAya che. vAraMvAra temanA uttamottama guNo ane mArA pratyenI kRpA smRtimAM AvyA kare che. - jeTha vada 10 guruvAre 7 vAgyAnI sthiti meM nivedana karI che te pachI bhAi maNIlAle puchayuM ke Apa eka ja sahajAtma svarUpa svAmIzrInA smaraNano lakSa rAkhajo. tyAre pote kahyuM ke mane eka ja lakSa che bIjo nathI. paNa have tame mane kaMi kahezo nahIM, kAraNa ke mArA upayogathI cUkAI tame bolo temAM mAre juvAba ApavAmAM lakSa Apavo paDe che tethI mane kheda rahe che. evI pote vAta karI. jethI kAMi paNa emanI samIpamAM kahevuM baMdha rAkhyuM. | daza vAgatAM mAthAzvAsa thayo. atyaMta pIDA chevaTanI vakhatanI pote bhogavavA mAMDI. tethI daza ane aDatAlIza (10ne 48) mInITe mArA manamAM ema thayuM ke vadhAre du:khanI sthitimAM rakhene Atmopayoga bhUlI gayA hoya ema dhArI dhArazIbhAinI salAha lai meM 'sahajAtmasvarUpa' svAmI evuM eka che ane traNavAra nAma dIdhuM eTale pote bolyA "hA, e ja mAruM lakSa che. mAre tane keTaloka upadeza karavAnI icchA che paNa vakhata nathI. huM samAdhibhAvamAM chuM. tuM samAdhimAM raheje. have mane kAMi kahIza nahIM. kAraNa ke mane kheda rahe che." eTalA vacana pote bolyA ke sarva kuTuMba parivAre trikaraNayogathI namaskAra karyA ke turata pote DAbuM paDakhuM pheravyuM ane 10 ne | 50 mInITe pote dehano tyAga karyo. te te vakhate 10ne 48 mInITe pote bhASaNa karyuM te gaLakA khAine tUTaka tUTaka zabda paNa akSara cokakho bolAya paNa jANe indriyo sAva marI gai hoya ane mAMhIthI AtmA bolato hoya tevI rIte parANe upara kahyA te vacano parama kRpAbhAve potAnA mukhamAMthI bahAra kADhyA. evI anaMta dayA karI. ra cAra divasa upara ravivAranA divase bhAI cunIlAle pUchyuM ke Ape bhavanuM kAMI nakkI karyuM ? tyAre pote kahyuM ke hA, sAhebajIe ema kahyuM che ke kevaLajJAna thayA vinA mokSa hoya nahIM.... tethI chevaTanA samaye, atyAranI sthiti jotAM ane sAhebajInI kRpAthI eka be miniTa jo kevaLajJAna thaze to to Aja bhave mokSa. nahIM to eka bhava karIne mokSa to jarUra thaze. tyAre maNIlAle pUchayuM ke kevaLajJAna prApta thAya tenI mane khabara kema paDe? tyAre pote kahyuM ke - eka, be miniTa jo banI zakaze to huM te vakhate je kahevAnuM haze te kahIza. evI vAta karI te ApanI sevAmAM nivedana karUM chuM. duHkhanI sthitimAM pote vakhate upayoga bhUlI jAya eTalA sArUM vakhate vakhate upayoga ApavAnuM thatuM to pote kahe ke vAre vAre zuM kahe che, A jIvane bIjo lakSa na hoya ! e ja mAro lakSa che. 50

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thI bhAgyabhAdjajubhAd. | B e 18, paramakRpALudevanA parama sakhA, parama bhakta pU. zrI saubhAgyabhAi lallubhAi sAyalA (bhagatanuM gAma)

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI vaLI mRtyunA thoDA vakhata pahelA gozaLIyAe bolAvyA, to pote kahyuM ke hAla badhA chAnAmAnA besI raho. vakhate vakhate pote uccAra kahe to 'he nAtha, he dayALu paramAtmA, he devAdhideva, sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmI.'' e ja vacano kahetA hatA. ane te ja vacano jema pUrvanA vizeSa abhyAsayukta karI mUkyA hoya evI rIte saheje mukhathI nikaLatAM hatAM. pote upayogamAM barAbara vartatA hatA ane vakhate koi bolAve to upayogathI cUkavuM paDe tethI emanA manamAM kheda thato haze ema lAgyuM hatuM paNa pachI koie paNa kahevAnuM baMdha rAkhyuM hatuM ane samAdhibhAva vedavA dIdho hato. kuTuMbAdinA bhaktibhAva ghaNAM sArA hatA. sevA karavA badhA sArI rIte anurakta rahyA hatA. ane mRtyu sudhare evI rIte badhA AjJAnusAra vartatA hatA tema prema paNa dharmanI lAgaNIno sAro hato, ane saubhAgyabhAinA upadezathI lAgaNI hAla paNa kuTuMbavargamAM vardhamAnapaNe rahI che. he prabhu, e parama pavitra pUjya saubhAgyabhAinA samAdhi maraNanI sthiti joi huM AnaMda sAthe parama harSita thayo chuM. kAraNa ke AvuM samAdhi maraNa meM koinuM haju joyuM nathI. eka rIte mArA hIna bhAgyano kheda rahe che. AvA parama pavitra amUlya ratnanuM jIvana lAMbu thai na zakyuM. jethI Avo kharo hIro meM khoyo che. mane e puruSanI moTI khoTa paDI che. e mArA khedano huM vistAra karavAne yogya nathI. Apa sarva jANo cho, Apa sarva dekho che jethI mArAthI koi paNa avinaya abhakti thai hoya to vAraMvAra namaskAra karI khamAvuM chuM. mArA hIna bhAgyathI cAra divasa agAu AvavuM thayuM nahIM. thayuM hota to mArA upara pote dayA karI keTalAka khulAsA anyoanya ka2vAnuM banI zakata paNa mArA aMtarAyathI e yoga na banyo. e mane atyaMta kheda thAya che, paNa ATalo darzanano lAbha mane thavAthI paramAnaMda thayo che ema samajuM chuM. atrethI Aje zukravAre khaMbhAta javA icchato hato paNa saubhAgyabhAinA kuTuMbAdino vizeSa Agraha hovAthI Aje rokAvAnuM thayuM che. to huM atrethI zanivAre melamAM nikaLI khaMbhAta javAne dhArUM chuM. atre Apa kRpALuzrI taraphathI prApta thayela siddhizAstra tathA mArA hAthe utArelA upadeza patra tathA jeTha mAsamAM atre prApta thayelA traNa patro e rIte huM bheLo lai javA dhArUM chuM. bhAI maNIlAla siddhizAstra rAkhavAnI AjJA meLavavA sArU mane ApavAnI hAla nA kahe che. bIjA patro huM bheLo leto jaIza. utAvaLathI azuddha upayoge patramAM koi rIte avinayAdi kAMi paNa doSa hoya to vAraMvAra namaskAra karI khamAvuM chuM. hAla eja. kAma sevA icchuM chuM. lI, alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka parama preme namaskAra. (javAba va. 782) patra-46 phAgaNa vada 14, 1953 zrImad prabhuzrI sahajAtmasvarUpane trikALa namaskAra paramakRpALu, devAdhideva, zrImad sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmInI parama pavitra zubha sevAmAM 52ma kRpAnugrahathI bharelo parama kalyANakArI patra prApta thayo. (va.749) je vAMcI parama utkRSTa maMgaLakArI lAbha thayo che. bALaka upara dayA karI evI rIte lakhazo. 51

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SERPERSON) karI tyAgane mATe roja satsaMgamAM prasaMgAnusAre vAtacIta carcAya che, ane nivRtti sthira karavA nitya niyamAdi vagereno lakSa rAkhavAnuM bane che. vizeSane mATe to vAtacItano prasaMga vadhAre bane che. paNa jIvano puruSArtha cAlI zakato nathI. | munizrI devakaraNajI AcArAMga sUtra vAMcavAnuM karatA hatA. temAMthI prazna pUchAvyuM che ke te nIce pramANe AcArAMga sUtramAM munione vizeSa saMkaDAzanI vAta karI che. munie gRhasthane tyAM jatAM... azuci vigerethI paga kharaDAya to paththara upara paga dhove nahIM, temaja lIla upara paga ghase nahIM, paNa kAMkarAthI luchI nAkhe. .... ityAdi je vizeSa prakAre mAMhe jaNAvyuM che teno zo paramArtha hovo joIe te samajI zakAto nathI. te jANavAnI muni devakaraNajInI icchA che. | karmagraMtha vAMcavAno niyama savAranA cAlu che. hAla bIjA karmagraMthamAM udayano adhikAra vaMcAya che. prathama karmagraMthamAM tyAganuM vizeSapaNuM pradarzita karyuM hoya ema lAge che. mithyAtvAdikanA javAthI viratipaNuM Ave che. tethI kaSAyAdikanuM TaLavApaNuM thai ayogipaNuM prApta thAya che. ane evuM je viratipaNuM prAye AvyAthI sarva prakAranA mithyAtvAdikano rasa moLo paDI krame krame karI sarva viratipaNuM AvyAthI sarva prakAranA mithyAtvAdikano nAza thAya che. parve bAMdhelA evAM vedanIya karma udayathI te vedanA vedatAM te pratye je mohAdithI rAgadveSa varte che ane iSTa aniSTa padArthAdikamAM je hAsya-zoka Ave che tethI ane bIjA tenA mULa 32 prakAra lai uttara 340 prakAre che. te mohanIya karmanuM grahaNa thAya che. ema pratipAdana karI tethI AThe karma upArjana kare che ema sUcavyuM hoya tema lAge che. - je mohAdika karmanI anudIraNA karavAthI athavA te mohAdinA nahIM grahavAthI te AThe karmano kSaya thAya che, navAM karma baMdhAya che tenA mukhya ATha bheda lai tethI nivRtta thavAnuM adhikAdhika temAM sUcavyuM che tema mArI alpadaSTithI samajAya che. temAM vaLI pravRttivALI dazAthI ne karma graMtha vAMcavAthI mana temAM sthira thAya che. e mukhya upAya samajAya che. paNa teno paramArtha thoDAmAM vizeSapaNe samajavA - sugamapaNe samajavAnuM kema banI zake ? ... ane AtmArtha bhaNI kema valaNa thaI zake e jANavAnI icchA rahe che. te ....savinaya vinaMtI ke pU. zrI manasukhabhAie zrI catrabhuja becaradAsane mATe gRhasthAzramano citrapaTa mokalavA jaNAvyuM che te Apa kRpAyukta AjJAnusAra karIza. pU. zrI manasukhabhAi ravajI jaNAve che ke zrI paramakRpALudevanA pavitra hastathI lakhAyelA keTalAka upadeza patro mArI pAse che te AjJA thayethI mokalavAnuM karIza. to yogya avasare te patro atre prApta thavA parama kRpAyukta pavitra AjJA thaye paramotkRSTa kalyANakArI lAbha prApta thayo samajIza. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA namaskAra svIkArazojI. ( patra-47 zrImad sadgurudeva paramAtmAzrIne trikALa namaskAra, paramakRpALu, devAdhideva zrImad zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmI zrI sadgurudeva prabhuzrInI sevAmAM : gaI kAle ravivAre atre sAMjanA mAruM AvavuM thayuM che. rastAmAM AvatAM vIramagAma sTezane para

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GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SRESPER sukhalAlabhAinA darzanano lAbha thayo hato. amadAvAda eka rAtri vIzImAM kADhI hatI. mAre pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAi sAhebanA videha thayA pachI vAraMvAra temanA pavitra uttamottama guNo mane sadaiva smRtimAM AvavAthI mArUM skraya bharAi Ave che. te pavitra puruSanI dayA, kSamA, du:kha vedavAnI sahanatA, anukaMpA, asaMgapaNuM, AtmAnA zuddha upayoganI tAratamyatA e vAraMvAra mane smRtimAM AvyA kare che. evA amUlya ratnano vizeSa samAgama A lekhakanA hInabhAgye adhika kALa mane kyAMthI hoya. have bahu ja pazcAttApa thAya che. evA parama pUjavA yogya puruSanI mArAthI kAMi paNa sevA bhakti thai nathI. arere ! pU. zrI jUThAbhAi ane pU. zrI saubhAgyabhAi jevA amUlya ratnonI mArA jevA duSTa jIvone vizeSa samAgamanI prApti na thai. kharekhara evA pavitra mahAtmAonI mane bahu ja nyUnatA thai paDI che. pUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAI jevA pavitra puruSanuM je kuLamAM utpanna thavuM thayuM che, te kuLamAM, gAmamAM ane tevA puruSanA samAgamamAM AvatA sAmAnya manuSyone paNa paramArtha prApta thavAnuM evA puruSanuM utkRSTa nimitta thayuM che. A sarva kuTuMba varga mRtyunA prasaMge samIpa hatuM paNa sarvanuM citta parama preme pU. saubhAgyabhAinI bhaktimAM hatuM. chevaTanA vakhata sudhI te puruSanI samAdhi dazA joI saharSa AnaMda vartAto hato. koinA manamAM kheda ke svArthasaMbaMdhanA lIdhe mohAdi prakArathI raDavuM - karavuM kAMi hatuM nahIM. ane ziSya jema gurU pratye varte tevI rIte putrAdi sarva saMbaMdhIo vartatA hatA. AjJAnusAra vartavAmAM sarvene vizeSa jijJAsA hatI. ziSya jevAM vacano gurU pratye gurUpaNAnI buddhithI vApare tevAM ja vacanothI dInapaNe putrAdi vartatA hatA. evA e pavitra puruSanI kuTuMba pratyenI anukaMpA ane dayA ane tethI kuTuMba vargano bhaktibhAva joi mane kheda sAthe AnaMda thayo che. - mane eka evA puruSanI khoTa paDI che ema vAraMvAra smRtimAM AvI kheda rahyA kare che. temAM vaLI pU.zrI saubhAgyabhAi sAhebanI mArA pratye je dayA, anukaMpA ane vaLI mArA pratyenuM asaMgapaNuM e mane bahu ja yAda Ave che. mArA javA pahelAM jevI mane maLavAnI icchA hatI, tevI mArA javAthI potAnI anukaMpA to tevI ja hatI. paNa mArA pratyenuM asaMgapaNuM vizeSa karIne potAne thayuM hatuM. huM alpajJa, evA amUlya ratnonuM zuM varNana karUM ? paNa mane te puruSanI bahu ja khoTa thai paDI che e have mane yAda AvI mAruM daya bharAi jAya che. zokano avakAza nathI manAto. bhAi maNIlAla pAsethI upadeza patro 50, Azare, AgaLanA AvelA hAtha AvavAthI atre leto Avyo chuM. tathA Apa kRpALuzrI taraphathI hAla prApta thayela upadeza patro 3 e rIte atre lAvyo chuM. AtmasiddhizAstra bhAi maNIlAle hAla ApyuM nathI. pachI AjJA thayethI mokalAvIza ema kahyuM che. chorU yogya kAmakAja pharamAvazo. alpajJa pAmara aMbAlAlanA bhaktibhAve namaskAra. patra-48 kArataka suda, 19para - khaMbhAta sarvAtmazrIne trikALa namaskAra akrodhI, amAnI, amAyi, alobhI, aSI, arAgI evA nijasvarUpamAM birAjamAna AtmA, zrI paramAtmA brahmacetanya, jJAnasvarUpa, sarvajJa nAthazrI, sthaMbhatIrtha kSetrathI alpajJa mUDhAtmAnA sahajAtma pariNAmathI trikALa namaskAra. vizeSa hAlamAM keTalAeka divasa thayAM patra lakhatAM vicAra thato ke zuM lakhuM ? ke zuM na lakhuM ? ane e pa3

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ja vicAramAM ATalo vakhata jatAM pachI ema ja thayuM ke lakhavAthI khulAso thaze mATe A patra lakhyo che. mane mArI kalpanAthI karI padArthano nirNaya thayo hoya ema samajAya che. kArataka zuda 2, ravie rAtrinA prathama bhAgamAM anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhanuM svarUpa vicAratAM temaja padArtha uparanA svarUpano nirNaya thayo hoya ema samajAya che. mATe A vAta kharI che ke nahIM athavA te padArthanA svarUpano nirNaya thayo hoya to te nirNaya te dhArI rAkhI athavA mUkI dai AgaLa abhyAsamAM kevI rIte pravartavuM ? eTale ke hAla kayuM zAstra vAMcavuM athavA zuM vicAra karavo te yogya lAge to jaNAvavA kRpA karazojI. svacchaMdI chuM. anaMta doSathI bharelo chuM. jethI karIne kalpanAthI kaMi kalpAyuM hoya to vAraMvAra trikaraNa yogathI ane AtmabhAvathI vaMdana namaskAra karIne kSamAvuM chuM ane tethI vizeSa athavA bIjI rIte samajavA icchuM chuM. padArthano nirNaya thayo hoya te AtmAnI dazA kevI vartatI haze ? ke khacita AvI dazA vartatI hoya tyAre padArthano nirNaya thayo hoya ema samajI zakAya. e vAta jo jANavA yogya bhUmikAne yogya A AtmA thayo hoya to jaNAvazo. satya paramAtmAno viyoga thayA pachIthI A AtmAno krama - upayoga eka ja dhArAno cAlyo Ave che te sahaja bhAve vidita thavA lakhyuM che. hAla e ja. A AtmAne yogya kAmasevA pharamAvazojI. zrI staMbhatIrtha kSetrathI dehadhArI AtmAnA AtmabhAve vAraMvAra namaskAra. (javAba va. 654) patra-49 saM. 1952 svarUpa vilAsI, prabhuzrIne trikALa namaskAra. sadA AnaMdI, pUraNa brahma svarUpI, sadA AtmasukhamAM birAjamAna, vartamAna mahAvIra zrI rAjacaMdrajI. paramakRpAnA anugrahathI eka patra maLyuM (va. 685) vAMcI AnaMda thayo che. te patramAM jaNAvyA pramANe atrenI bukomAM phera tapAsa karI sudhArI laiza, ane hAla eka buka zrI kuMvarajIbhAine mokalI ApIza. ane zrI sukhalAlane temano patra AvyethI mokalIza. je je vacanAmRtonI buko utArI hoya te te saghaLI bukomAM mArAthI avyavasthita cittane lIdhe temaja alpajJatAthI, chadmasthatAthI, daSTidoSa kiMvA zUnya upayogathI azuddhatA thai hoya te sarvanI Aja sudhInI kSamApanA icchuM chuM te Apa sAheba, dIna jANI, garIba pAmara jANI kSamA ApavA yogya tenI dazA jANI kSamA ApavA dayA karazojI. kAraNa Apa to dayALu cho. he prabhu ! Apa to kRpALu cho, jIvadayA pratipALa cho ane 'jIvadayANuM' jIvanA ApaNahAra cho. tyAre have to kai upamA Apane lakhuM ? kAraNa ke AkhuM jIvanuM svarUpa ja Apa Apo cho. atyAra sudhI ajJAnanA vibhramathI huM ajIvarUpa ja hato. ane jyAre te vibhrama yoganuM ajIvapaNuM maTADI jIvapaNuM pratyakSa pragaTa karAvanAra evA je Apa taraNatAraNa nAthane mArA taraphathI zuM bheTa ApuM ke jethI teno badalo vaLI zake. evI to koi zAzvatI vastu duniyAmAM jaNAtI nathI tyAre je jIvapaNuM ApavAne Apa dayALu cho te ja jIva Apane arpaNa karavA yogya che. ane jyAM sudhI tema nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI jIvapaNuM prApta thavuM nathI, ane sarvasva arpaNa karavAnI 54

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI mArI dazA nathI, mATe te dazA thavI te ApanA caraNano nivAsa che. to he dayALu nAtha ! Apa to dayALu cho, kRpALu cho, saraLa cho. to bhalA ! ATalA badhA anaMtA jIvomAM A eka ApanA pAse rahe temAM Apane zuM bhAre paDavAno hato. kSamA karazo. aMtaraMgathI vicAra vizeSa khIlI nIkaLavAthI jema bhaNakAra UThayo tema lakhyuM che. aneka doSita chuM. mUDha chuM eTale jusso AvI jAya che. mATe Apa to dayALu cho. mArA doSa sAmuM nahIM jotAM dayA lAvI koi paNa doSa thayo hoya to kSamA ApavA dayA karazojI. he dInAnAtha, kaLiyuga che ane kALa kaThIna che. purUSArthanuM baLa ApanA vinA cAlI zakatuM nathI. TheTha sudhI mAyAnuM baLa vizeSa che. tyAM to jyAre kaMi paNa dazA thai hoya to vizeSa jAgRta upayoge rahI zakAya, nahIM to ApanA caraNa samIpa vinA A anAtha zA AdhAre rahI zake. kAraNa ke ApanA samIpa to seja paNa mAyAnuM jora nahIM cAlavAthI A bicArA anAtha jIvane sahaja sahajamAM purUSArthane viSe jAgRtapaNAne viSe rahevuM sulabha paDe che. to he nAtha ! he dInadayALa, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, AMdhaLAne lAkaDInA TekArUpa evA je Apa sarvajJa, dIvA samAna, bodhabIjadAyaka, dharmanA pamADaNahAra, anaMta kRpAthI yukta ! anaMta dayAnI khANa, dayAnI khAtara A alpajJa mUDha pAmarane ApanA caraNa samIpamAM teDAvavA dayA ka2vA mahe2 ka2vAnI kRpA karazojI. 10 Dec En koi paNa prakAre avinayAdika koi paNa yogathI lakhAyuM hoya athavA doSa thayo hoya to punaH punaH namaskA2 karI kSamAvuM chuM. SPI he nAtha ! ApanA darzananI - samAgamanI ghaNI ja ghaNI icchA thAya che ane have mAyA ghaNuM jora kare che. ane potAmAM lai javA bahu bahu prakAre yatna kare che. mATe have to dayA karI kAMika samAgama karAvavAnI A dIna upara dayA thAya to bahu ja AnaMda thAya. dayA karazojI. kAma sevA pharamAvazojI. li. alpajJanA namaskAra. (javAba va. 688) patra-50 kArataka suda 2, 1950 FRAKT SIP paramadayALu, paramakRpALu, anaMta duHkhamaya, prANInA kAraNabhUta, sahajasvarUpI, pUrNAnaMdI, paramahitasvI, akartA - abhoktA, yogirAja zrI kRpALunAtha, 13 li. bA. aM.nA. punaH punaH namaskAra svIkArazojI. Apa sAhebano hAlamAM ghaNAMka divasa thayAM patra malyo nathI. A bALakone hAlamAM patrano AdhAra che. anAdikALanA mAyAnA abhyAsI A jIva che. ane te aMdhakAramAM vyApta che. tene prakAzarUpa ApanA hasta likhita patra che. pajegy 98 he prabhu ! eka viklpa thayo che te darzAvuM chuM. A bALakone je kAMi vedanIkRta pUrve upArjelAM che, te vedanIya enI sthiti pramANe Ave che. temAM je viTaMbanA vedatAM lAge che, to bIjA aneka jIvo tevI ke tethI nyUna adhika vedanA bhogave che. keTalAka jIvonA zarIra bhinna bhinna keTalAka jIvo kare che. e jovAya che chatAM jevI A dehanA noMdha : je navA patro maLI AvyA che te patra naM. 50 thI 61 A navI AvRttimAM chApavAmAM AvyA che. pAra bharo 55

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SWER KEY duHkhamAM bhrAMti rahe che tevI bIjA jIvo pratye kema rahetI nathI. A bhAratabhUmimAM keTalAka sAdhujI chakAyAdikanI dayA pALe che paNa anubhavarUpe jevuM potAne du:kha tevuM sarvane duHkha ema paNa anubhava nathI. evuM te zuM kAraNa haze ? sarva AtmAo eka ja svarUpe che. pratyeke pratyeka bhinna che, paNa eka ja jAtinA che, to pachI ema kAM thatuM nathI ? zrI jJAnIpurUSoe sarva jIva upara bahu bahu prakAre dayA varNavI che tevo bhAva tevI sthiti sarvakALa rahetI nahIM hoya ? kavacit kavacit ApanA pratApe kAMika lAge che. jevI rIte jJAnIpurUSoe dayA varNavI che tevo bhAva sarvakALa jyAre AtmAmAM Ugaze tyAre kalyANa thavAnuM che. ane jyAre tema yathArtha Ugaze tyAre atize atize saMkoca pAmaze ema lAge che. mATe he nAtha ! A praznano khulAso Apane yogya lAge to lakhazo. A jagatamAM karmanA vaza thakI jIva azubha vedanIya vede che te jotAM mahAtrAsa ane mahAbhaya jevI sthiti kavacit kavacit ApanA pratApe lAge che. Apane to jevo AtmA viSe bhAva che ane sarvakALa e ja sthitimAM cho ane sarva jIva viSe abhinna buddhi che ane anaMta kRpA che. he nAtha, ghaNA divasa thayA, patra nathI, mATe kRpA karI patra lakhazo. e ja araja. | che Apa sAhebano Aja dina paryata koi paNa prakAre avinaya, azAtanA mana, vacana ane kAyAnA koi paNa yogAdhyavasAyathI thai hoya to punaH punaH kSamA icchuM chuM. ka (javAba va. 478) gAya liH popaTa A bALaka to anaMta doSathI bharelo che. have e doSo to moTAnI kRpA vinA jAya ja nahIM. moTApurUSanI kapA atyaMta che paNa mArI pAtratA nathI. teja mAro mahatu doSa che te Apa patra dhvAre nivAraNa karazo. samAgamano hAlamAM viyoga che. temAM to patranoja AdhAra che. kalAbhAine tyAM keTalAka bhAio aMbAlAlabhAi, karasanabhAi, popaTalAla, choTAlAla tathA popaTalAla bhAicaMda vi. rAtanA maLe che. dharma saMbaMdhI pustako vakhate vakhate vaMcAya che paNa tevI dazA vinA skurAyamAna yathArtha thatuM nathI. he bhagavAna huM zuM lakhuM? Apa sarva jANo che. bALaka hajA, svacchaMdI che. tene ApanA pratApe doSa to have sUjhe che paNa hajA TALI zakato nathI. e mahA viTaMbanA che te viTaMbanA TALanAra Apa ja cho. li. popaTanA vAraMvAra namaskAra patra-51 khaMbhAta kArataka suda 3, budha, 1951 Apa sarvajJa kRpALuzrIne trikALa namaskAra paramadayALu, paramamayALu, paramopakArI, dayAvaMta, kRpAnidhi, sat prabhuzrIjI sAhebajI zrIne namra vinaMtI Apa dayALu kRpAnAtha taraphathI hAlamAM patradhvAre darzana lAbha malyo nathI te kRpA karI chorUnI saMbhALa levA dayA karazo. A vizeSa sujJa kRSNadAsane hAla dina 15-20thayAM vAyunI prakRti rahe che eTale ke cittabhrama rahe che. vAyAnovizeSa bhAga hoya ema samajAya che, ane ema thavAnuM nimitta kAraNa ema banyuM ke Aso sudamAM emanI bhANeje pa6

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ja vi } satsaMga-saMjIvanI GPSC () eka kaDuM hAthanuM rU.25 nA AzarAnuM khoyuM hatuM. te uparathI emane ekadama cittabhrama jevuM thai gayuM che. eTale ahorAtra vicAra vicAra ne vicAra, ane te vicAro ekAMta du:khanA kAraNo thai paDe tevA eTale ke mAruM kema thaze? phalANo mane dago to nahIM de; bhANInI saMbhALa koNa leze? A deha to nahIM paDe? koi mane A du:khathI nivRtta kare to pachI mane bIjuM du:kha nathI. e vigere aneka prakAranA vicAro sahaja vAramAM karI nAkhe che ane bhaya, bhaya utpanna thayA kare che. keTalIka vakhata A vAta dabAvI rAkhIne satsaMgamAM AvavuM baMdha rAkhyuM hatuM. thoDA divasamAM vAta prasidhdha karI hatI jethI temane mATe bIjo to ilAja kAMi banI zakyo nathI. paNa hAla to mAre tyAM AvIne keTaloka vakhata roja bese che. ApaNA vacanAmRtonuM pustaka vAMce che. ane vAtacItanA praznothI jarA zAMti rahe che. ema ahIM bese teTalo vakhata sahaja zAMti rahe che. ane ghera gayA ke kAM raDI UThe kAM gabharAi jAya, kAMi gama paDe nahIM. magajanA bhAgamAM garamIthI gabharAmaNa bahu rahe che jethI koi paNa prakAre ene hAlamAM zAMti thatI nathI. atre Ave eTalo vakhata enuM mana jarA zAMti pAme, evI rIte emane bicArAne thai paDyuM che. dina 20 thayA nidrA AvatI nathI, tema khavAtuM nathI ema bane che. paNa haju potAne smRti che ke mArAthI Ama bane che, mane Ama thayuM che, ane je hakIkata bane che te atre pAchI jAhera kare che. ApanuM nAma haravakhata yAda lAvI bicArA bahuja jhare che. Avo mane satsaMga malyo che ane karmanA udaye mArI A dazA AvI. arere have zuM thaze, ema ghaNe ja bhAge ochuM AvI jAya che. lakhatAM hAtha dhruje che eTale patra vi. kAMi lakhI zaktA nathI. tema vAMcatA samajaNa paDatI nathI. have pote jAhera kare che ke ATalA divasa mane jJAna thayuM che ema meM mAnyuM. hatuM ne have pratijJApUrvaka kahe che ke te kalpanuM have mithyA che. jo jJAna mAnyuM hatuM te sAcuM hota to mane AvI dazA hota nahIM. mATe have to kRpALanAtha mArA mahAprabhujI rAyacaMdabhAi mAro nirvAha karaze ema vAre vAre bicArAne ochuM AvIne smaraNa kare che. tene strI putra ke kAMi nathI, phakta be bhANeja che. te emane rasoi banAvI ApI emane tyAM rahe che. ApanA pavitra hAthanA patranI bahuja icchA rAkhe che. Apano patra AvyAthI ane te vicAravAthI mane zAMti thaze ema teo kahe che. e bicArA jIvane kAMi udaya hoya athavA game tema hoya paNa hAla to A karma AvyuM che. kAMi karatA sanmArgathI na paDe teno lakSa sanmArgamAM rahe evo koi upadeza thAya ane patra tevo maLe to temane AnaMda thAya. ApanA darzanane bahuja icche che. hAla to eja. chorU yogya kAma sevA pharamAvazo. A li. karasanadAsa - huM ghaNuM karI dRyamAM ApanuM smaraNa karuM chuM. A saMsAramAM mAruM kAMi koi sahAya kare tevuM nathI. eka ApanI taraphathI evo vicAra Ave che je mArUM sahAyapaNu karazo. ApanuM zaraNa rahe, smaraNa rahe evuM Apa karazo. ne tamArI kRpAthI sukhazAtA thaze. ghaNuM ghaNuM karIne vinaMtI karuM chuM. | (aM) uparanI hakIkata potAnI meLe lakhI che. ane lakhatAM lakhatAM emane bahuM ochuM AvatuM hatuM. eTale dbhaya bahuja gabharAI gayuM che te raDI paDe che. have ApaNo pavitra vacanAmRtonA darzanathI emane zAMti thAo, hAla to eja. A chorUnI hAla to mAyAmaya pravRtti varte che. vyavasAyAdikathI keTaleka prakAre nivRtti bhAva icche chuM, chatAM mana tethI vizrAma pAmI satsaMgamAM ke satyarUSamAM pravartana thayuM nathI e mATe jema zikSA ApavI ghaTe tema Apo. dIna chorU aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra. (javAba va. pa37) pa7

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0 uMERS - satsaMga-saMjIvanI GKS EVER ) patra-para khaMbhAta - vaizAkha suda 6, bhoma, 1951 sat paramAtmAzrI trikALa namaskAra. taraNatAraNa, svayaMbudhdhANaM, jagadgurU, zrI-Apano pavitra patra eka maLyo, vAMcI atyAnaMda thayo. pUjyazrI saubhAgyabhAi sAhebanI icchA pAMca dasa divasa pachI zrI muMbAi AvavAno vicAra che ane te vakhata para nivRtti jevuM haze to A bALakane teDAvavA jaNAvavA dayA karavA lakhyuM temaja pU. saubhAgyabhAinA AMvI javA pachI Apa sAhebane thoDA vakhatanI nivRttino vicAra thai zakyuM te jANyuM che. pU. zrI saubhAgyabhAi sAheba padhAryethI kRpA karI A alpajJa pAmarane teDAvavA kRpA karazo. A prathamanA ApanA patranI matabalanI samajaNaphera thayelA doSanI punaH punaH kSamApanA icchuM chuM. zrI saubhAgyabhAinA padhAryA pachI vicAra thayethI A pAmarane teDAvavAnI icchA haze to tema karavA paNa khuzI che, vizeSa kRpA karI he nAtha! A alpajJa pAmarane ApanA pavitra caraNa samIpamAM rAkhavA he dIna dayALa! anaMta kRpA karI jaNAvavA dayA karazo. A kiriya vaMdiya mahiyA-he prabhu! ApaNo koi paNa prakAre avinaya AzAtanA abhakti ke aparAdha koi paNa mana vacana kAyA ke AtmAnA yogAdhyavasAyathI thayo hoya to he vohiyA dInadayALa punaH punaH namaskAra karI khamAvuM chuM. vAraMvAra stuti karI mastaka namAvI kSamAvuM chuM. dayALu nAtha zrI A dIna yogya kAma sevA pharamAvazojI, alpajJa chorUnA punaH namaskAra /tirato gAyafhai vyAdinuM vaMfma narmalAnI savani sammANemi kallANaM maMgalaM devayaM ceiyaM pajjuvAsAmi // patra-pa3 khaMbhAta ..jeTha suda 12, ravi, 1952 mahAtmA zrImAna prabhuzrI rAjacaMdrajIdevane trikALa namaskAra. svasvarUpa vilAsI, sadAnaMdI, pUrNa brahmasvarUpI, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, jIvanamuktanAtha, parama purUSottama zrImad prabhujInI sevAmAM, Apa sAhebanA pavitracaraNamAM mastaka mUkI namaskAra karanAra alpajJa pAmaranA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra svIkArazo. paramakRpAnA anugrahathI bharelA be patra maLyA te vAMcI AnaMda thayo che, tevI ja rIte bALaka icche che. AraMbhanA viSe saMkalpa vikalpanA viSe pravartatuM mana nivarte, arthAt yatnAthI upayogamAM vartI pAchuM vALe, emaja e sAthe vacanane pAchuM vALe; kAyAne paNa pAchI vALe, arthAt aTakAve e prakAre kahyuM che. uttarAdhyayana gAthA 21. | mokSamArganA viSe jeNe AtmA samarmo che evA mumukSu purUSo ema varte ema zrImAnuM moTA purUSo kahI gayA che te vAta satya che. pramANa che paNa tema nathI thaI zakta eja A jIvano moTo doSa che, ane ema thavAne mATeja A aMtaraMga ane bAhya upAdhino tyAga jJAnIpurUSoe upadezyo che. mokSamArgane viSe je parAyaNa che evA mumukSu purUSo paNa kahI gayA che ke he bhagavAna, talavAranI dhAra para cAlavuM sugama che paNa tamArA mArgane 58

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI viSe pravartavuM durlabha che ema kahI gayA che te paNa yathAtathya lAge che kAraNake anAdikALanA adhyAsamAM pravartI raheluM evuM je mana zudhdha upayogamAM sthira rahyA vinA pAchuM vaLI zakyuM nathI ane tethIja mArganI durlabhatA batAvI che to paNa he paramadayALu nAtha! have Apa kRpAnAtha, kRpAvaMta sahAyaka bano. Apano apUrva yoga thayo che to A lekhakano paNa jaya thaze ema AzA che. paNa mArI yogyatA nathI, Apano moTo AdhAra che ane za2Naja sahAyakArI che. dayA karazo to paNa kalyANa thaze. saMskRta bhaNavA vicAra rahe che ane te vAta Ape zrImukhe uccArI hatI paNa A lekhakane bhaNavA mATe uccArI hoya ema samajyAmAM na hatuM paNa pAchaLathI ema samajavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. mATe dInadayALa paramakRpALunI sahAyathI he svAmi! Apa sAhebanI AjJA vAMchuM chuM. he bhagavAna! kIMkara sthiti che. te pramANe AjJA thayethI parama kalyANakArI mAnIza ane 'tahatta vacanam' aMgIkAra karIza, amuka vakhata temAM gALavAno niyama rAkhIza. A dehanI azAtAnA lIdhe patra lakhatAM vilaMba thayo che mATe punaH punaH namaskAra karI kSamApanA vAMchuM chuM. eja lI. alpanna dIzAmUDha pAmaranA vAraMvAra namaskAra pavitra sevAmAM svIkArazo. patra-54 zrI dhorIbhAie pUchAvyuM che ke Apa paramakRpALunAthazrInA ANaMda ane naDIyAda kSetranA pavitra samAgamamAM mane jaNAveluM ke jema tuM pUrve karato hato tema karyA karavuM. mAtra lokane arthe ke phaLanI icchAne arthe ke mAna pUjAdIka arthe kaMi paNa karavuM nahIM. mAtra AtmahitArthe ka2vuM. ema karavAthI bIjA jIvone paramArtha prApta thavAnA kAraNa maLe ane tane apUrva hita thAya ema zrImukhe upadezathI jaNAveluM. je AjJAnusAra mane te kriyAdikamAM phIkAza lAgavAthI ane temAM rasa nahIM AvavAthI mArAthI te kriyA karavAnuM banI zakyuM nathI. kavacit bhAgye ja te thAya che je mATe huM vAraMvAra kSamApanA icchuM chuM. ane mAre kema pravartavuM e jema yogya lAge tema pavitra AjJA thaye parama kalyANakArI lAbha thayo samajIza. vaLI AtmadravyamAM agurUlaghupaNuM rahyuM che teno zte paramArtha hovo joie? te jANavAnI icchA che. vaLI mArA jevA bALa jIvane vizeSa spaSTatAthI samajI zakAya tevo khulAso jANavAne icchuM chuM. pratyuttara maLatAM sudhI atre mArI sthiti thavAno saMbhava che ema zrI dhurIbhAinA kahevA pramANe jaNAvyuM che. jethI temanA namaskAra prApta thAya, hAla eja. kAma sevA icchuM chuM. Fichis The alpajJa dInadAsa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra. (javAba va. 785) patra-55 khaMbhAta - bIjA jeTha suda 1, 1952 zrImad prabhu mahAtmA zrI rAyacaMdrajIne trikALa namaskAra. anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, paramakRpALu nAtha, svasvarUpa, vilAsI, sadA AnaMdI, anaMta dayAmaya, sarvajJa prabhuzrInI 52ma pavitra zubha sevA prati vinaMtI ke alpajJa chorUnA punaH punaH namaskAra svIkArazojI. 59

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GORGE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI GSSS ( MEHNDRXXXX vizeSa sujJa bhAi choTAlAle saM, 1952 kArataka suda puname badhA bhAioe nivRtti lIdhI hatI. te vakhate havethI bIDI nahIM pIvAnI potAnI meLe baMdhI karI hatI. te vakhatathI jhADAno baMdhakoza rahyA karato hato. ane chAtImAM kaphano bharAvo raheto te roga hAla vRdhdhi pAmyo che, jethI jhADAnA baMdhakozane lIdhe ane chAtImAMno kapha nahIM chUTavAthI tAvanI utpatti keTalAka divasa thayAM thayela. tenA lIdhe zULanI paNa utpatti thai che. vaLI paNa chAtInI gabharAmaNa vizeSa rahe che. tene mATe keTalAka auSadha upacAra karavAthI jhADAnI chUTa ke kaphanuM nIkaLavuM thatuM nathI. jethI temanI marajI huko pIvAnI rahetI hatI. paNa satsaMgamAM nA kahelI hovAthI te pItA aTakatA hatA. bIjA keTalAka upAyo levAthI te roga kaMi zAMti na pAmyo ane chevaTe huko pIvAthI te roga zAMtine pAme evuM lAgavAthI ane te prathamano tevo anubhava hovAthI phakta roganI zAMtine mATe huko pIvAnI temanI icchA rahe che. jethI be divasa upara badhA bhAionI rUbarUmAM pote namratApUrvaka mAphI mAMgIne kahyuM ke jevI rIte prathama meM pIvAnI nA kahI paNa AvA kAraNathI huM huko pIvAnI rajA lauM chuM. evuM jaNAvavAthI badhA bhAio te vAtamAM mauna rahyA ane jaNAvyuM ke ApanI icchA rahetI hoya to ane roganI zAMti AvavAnuM khAsa kAraNa lAgatuM hoya to temaja aprIyapaNe jo bhogavAya ema saMbhavatuM hoya to Apa paramapUjya zrI parama kRpALunAtha pratye vidita karI jema AjJA maLe tema vartAya to tenuM pariNAma zreyaskara thAya ane A badhAnI tevI dazA nathI ke e vAtanuM yathAyogya uttara Ape. evI rIte badhA bhAio taraphathI jaNAvAthI ane pote samaju hovAthI te vAta mAnya karI. paNa AvI dhikkAravA yogya vAta hovAthI ane duSTa kAma ja huM karuM ema lAgavAthI pote potAnA hAthe ApazrIne patra lakhavAnuM zarama lAgavAthI mane jaNAvyuM ke tuM zrIjIne A saghaLI hakIkata vidita kara ane zrIjI jema AjJA karaze tema vartIza. kadApI zrIjI mArA paramArthanA lIdhe vakhate nA lakhaze to te paNa huM kabula rAkhIza. ema kahevAthI emanI saMmatithI A patra lakhavAnuM thayuM che, pote ema kahe che ke jo thoDA vakhatamAM huko pIvAthI A roga zAMtIne pAmaze to pachI turatamAM huM pAcho tyAga karIza athavA to amuka maryAdAmAM AvavAnuM karIza. ane phakta A roganA kAraNeja pIvAnI AjJA mAguM chuM mATe Apa kRpALunAtha taraphathI jema yogya lAge tema AjJA maLyathI vartavA kalyANamaya mAnI AnaMda rAkhaze. vizeSa bhAi suMdaralAlanA gujarI gayA pachI bhAi choTAlAle brahmacaryavrata havethI aMgIkAra karavuM evuM dhAryuM hatuM ane te krama hajA sudhI nibhAvyA Ave che. te vize Apa sAhebajIne lakhavAnI vicAramAM hatA jethI A prasaMge te paNa lakhavAnuM jaNAve che te havethI A dehe koi paNa strI saMga karavo nahIM ane ziyaLavratane aMgIkAra karavuM te viSe Apa sAhebane jaNAvI AjJA maMgAve che ke Apa sAhebanI AjJA pramANe vartavAmAM kalyANa mAnIza. uparanI banne bAbata Apa kRpALunAthazrI taraphathI jema yogya lAge tema jaNAvavAnI dayA thavAthI te kalyANakArI ane AnaMdakArI manAze. hAla eja. chorUM yogya kAmasevA pharamAvavA dayA karazojI. lI, alpajJa aMbAlAlanA namaskAra. (javAba va. 690) patra-pa6 khaMbhAta - vaizAkha vada 5, zukra, 1953 paramadayAla zrImad sadgurUdeva caraNAya namaH

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rite rahake temAM che ke te tenI saMvata 1952nA Aso vada-1 ne gurUvAranA roja naDiyAda mukAme paramakRpALudevanI AjJA thavAthI temanA paramabhakta khaMbhAtanivAsI pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi ekacitte sthiratApUrvaka phANasa dharIne UbhA che ane paramakRpALudeva paTradarzananA sArarUpa AtmaudhdhAraka zrI Atmasiddhija zAstranI racanAne prakAzamAM lAvI rahyA che.

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSS S () - parama dayAvaMta, paramopakArI, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, paramAtmA, jagatagurU, jagatadeva, sarvajJa prabhuzrI sarUdeva paramAtmA zrI sahajAtma svarUpa svAmizrInI parama pavitra sevAmAM, zubha caraNa sevAmAM, mu. iDara zrI kezavalAlabhAi patrathI jaNAve che ke zrI siddhizAstra tathA bIjA upadeza patro meLavavA prayatna karajo ema paramadayALa prabhunI pavitra AjJAnusAra lakhyuM che. zrI sidhdhizAstra zrI Atmasidhdhi zAstra zrI naDIyAda kSetre Apa pa.kR. devanA carama samIpamAM cAra pustaka utAryA hatA te siddhi zAstra pavitra AjJAnusAra 1mANekalAlabhAi pratye. raMguna. 1 pUjyazrI sobhAgabhAi pratye- zrI sAyalA. 1 munIzrI lallujI pratye- zrI khaMbhAta e rIte mokalI ApyA hatAM ane eka pustaka AjJA thavAthI meM mArI pAse rAkhyuM hatuM. te pustaka uparathI bIjA pAMca pustaka atre mArA hAthe meM utAryA che te madhye be siddhizAstra zAstrI lipImAM ane 3 sidhdhizAstra gujarAtI lipImAM che te paikI 4 pustaka puMThA sAthe baMdhAvI taiyAra karela che ane eka pustaka hAla vagara baMdhAvya rahela che e rIte navA utArela zAstra pAMca ane naDIyAdathI mane Apela siddhizAstra 1 e rIte cha sidhdhizAstra tathA bIjA chUTaka vizeSArtha zrI A. si.nA pavitra hastathI lakhAyelA patro e sarva mArI pAse hAla che te madhyenuM koipaNa pustaka hajA sudhI meM koine ApyuM nathI. atrenA samAgamavAsI mumukSuone prathamanA 42 zloka ane pAchaLanA upasaMhAranA zloko vaMcAvavAnI AjJA thayela te pramANe vaMcAvavA atrenA mumukSuone kahela paNa temanI tevI dazA nahIM hovAthI hAla to zravaNa karavA kahela tethI te siddhizAstra atrenA mumukSuone vaMcAvela paNa nathI. phakta te mArI draSTi doSane lIdhe koi sthaLe azudhdha lakhAyuM hoya te tapAsI lAvavA zrI nagInadAsane mArI samakSa anyoanya pheravI vALeluM eTaluM eka nagInanA vAMcavAmAM Avela che, bAkI koine paNa meM vAMcavA ApeluM nathI. vaLI te sidhdhizAstra mArAthI bIna sAvacetathI mukAyuM hoya ane koinA hAthamAM gayuM hoya ema paNa thayuM nathI. kAraNake te saghaLA siddhizAstro cokkasa rIte sAvacetIthI meM sAcavIne rAkhela che. naDIyAdanA pavitra samAgamamAM kA.zu.6 baMgalAmAM dhorIbhAine te siddhizAstra ApavuM ke nahIM ema meM Apa dayALu prabhune jaNAvI AjJA mAgelI te vakhate Apa pa.kR. nAyazrIya vicArIne jaNAvIza kaheluM jethI bIjA divase vavANIyA kSetre padhAravAnA prasaMge naDIyAdanA sTezana upara Apa dayAsAgara nAthazrIe A sevakane AjJA karela ke hAla bIjI AjJA thatAM sudhI siddhizAstra koine paNa ApatAM aTakavuM jethI zrI dhorIbhAi atre padhArela ane temaNe mAgaNI karelI mArI pAse chatAM meM si.zA. ApyuM nathI phakta dhorIbhAinA samAgamamAM meM vAMcI saMbhaLAvela che ane te viSe prathama Apa dayALunAthane pavitra sevAmAM zrI vavANIyA jaNAvela che. A sivAya bIjA koine meM si.zAstra vAMcavA Apela nathI ane vaMcAvela paNa nathI ane utArela sidhdhizAstro Aje pharIthI tapAsatAM mArI pAse che chatAM vakhate mArAthI koipaNa prakAre avinayAdi ke asatakArAdithI koi prakArano doSa thayo hoya to he prabhu mArUM mastaka namAvI vAraMvAra namaskAra karI huM kSamApanA icchuM . zrI upadeza patro saMbaMdhamAM je je mumukSuo Apa paramadayALu prabhunI caraNasevAmAM AvI pavitra darzanano kalyANakArI lAbha lIdhela tene mArA ke atrenA mumukSuo taraphathI ApavAmAM Avela haze to vIza doharA, ATha troTaka chaMda ke caudaniyama e sivAya bIjA kAMi ApavAmAM ghaNuM karIne ApyuM hoya tema lAgatuM nathI. kadApi te pavitra sarU bodha patrono Azaya vakhate mArAthI lakhavAnuM banyuM haze topaNa samAgamamAM AvyA vagaranA bIjA jIvone ApavAmAM AvyuM hoya tema lAgatuM nathI. zrI bhAvanagaravALA munI harakhacaMdajIne phakta zrI ugarIbenathI upadeza patronuM pustaka vAMcavA Apela te gupta rIte temaNe utArI lIdhela ane te vAta zrI ugarIbene rALajanA pavitra samAgamamAM Apa 5.kudevanA caraNamAM nivedana karI kSamApanA izkela che. nivedana karI valamApanA Ichala che.

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Gi-DS-RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GPSC EXAM () | lIMbaDI kallolavALA mu. pratye mArAthI ke kalAbhAithI vakhate upadezapatro keTalAka lakhI mokalavAnuM banyuM che. bAkI bIjA jIvone ApavAmAM AvyuM hoya tema saMbhavatuM nathI. A saghaLuM mArAthI jema vartAya tema Apa pavitra saddagurUnA caraNamAM nivedana karyu che tema chatAM mArAthI A saghaLuM koipaNa prakAre ayogya rIte lakhAyuM hoya to athavA mArI alpajJatAthI vakhate koipaNa prakAre mArAthI avinaya AzAtanA abhakti ke koi paNa prakArano doSa mArA mana vacana kAyAthI ke AtmAnA adhyavasAyathI thayo hoya to vAraMvAra namaskAra karI mastaka namAvI dIna bhAvathI punaH punaH kSamApanA ucchuM chuM. zrI ThANAMga sUtra bhAga 3 tathA zrI uttarAdhyayana sUtra bhAga 2 e rIte bhAga 5 atrethI zrI nagInadAsa sAthe mokalI ApyA che. mumukSuone mArA savinaya namaskAra prApta thAya. alpajJa dIna aMbAlAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra prApta thAya. patra-57 khaMbhAta - vaizAkha suda 1, soma, 1952 sarvajJa prabhuzrIjI trikALa namaskAra paramakRpALu paramadayALu, paramopakArI, anAthanA nAtha, dayAnA sAgara, paramapUjya sarvajJa prabhuzrIjInI pavitra caraNa sevA pratye vinaMtIH- alpajJa pAmaranA parama viziSTa bhAve vidhipUrvaka vAraMvAra namaskAra svIkArazojI. ja Apa parama pavitra dayALunAtha taraphathI parama karUNAmaya patra malyo te vAMcI atyAnaMda thayo che. he prabhu! Apa to atyaMta karUNAnA bhaMDAra cho, sAkSAta karUNAnA sAgara cho, dayAnI to jANe khANa cho, kSamAe to ApanA pavitra zradayamAM ja vAsa karelo che, zAMtinA to sAgara cho ane zAMtino nivAsa to ApanA ja gharamAM che. temanI samIpamAM rahevA mATe je jIvo icchatA haze temane parama zItaLatAnA karaNahAra te rUpa zItalIbhUta samAna Apa zItaLanAtha cho. vizeSa zuM kahuM ? he dayALunAtha! A alpajJa ke je mUDha mahAdoSano bharelo che. niMdavA yogya pAmaranA vAraMvAra namaskAra svIkArazojI, A lekhakanA doSa sAmuM jove pAra pamAya tema nathI. tema guNano aMza paNa pragaTa nathI mATe kSamA karavA dayALa cho tethI dayA karazojI. | Aja roje A sAthe buka 1 TapAla raste mokalI che. teno hetu evo che ke keTalAMka patrono saMgraha karIne te buka utArI che. Apa sAhebanI marajImAM te buka kalola mokalavA harakata na hoya to te mAMhelI bIjI buka atrethI klola mokalI ApuM. bIjI AvI 3 buko atre che. A buka kadApi ApanI hajAramAM rAkhavA icchA haze to harakata nahIM. mATe Apa kRpALu nAtha taraphathI jema dayA thaze tema karIza athavA to pachI atrethI bhAi kuMvarajI ne vizeSa upakArabhUta thavA nimitte thoDA thoDA divasane AMtare ekeka patra utArIne bIDato rahIza. e vize jema dayA thaze tema karIza. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra. patra-58 khaMbhAta - poSa va. 11, 1954 paramakRpALu deva prabhunI sevAmAM zukravAre karelo tAra zanivAre savAre 10 vAge malyo hato. ApanuM ravIvAre ANaMda padhAravuM thaze ema

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Si RE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI 4) RAM) tArathI jANI ravivAre savAranA atrethI nIkaLavA mATe vicAra karI taiyAra thayo hato. gADI taiyAra rAkhIne nIkaLavAno vicAra hato. paNa rAtanA eka vAgatA sudhI javuM ke nahIM ema muMjhavaNa thatAM ane javAne mATe aMtaHkaraNa kabula nahIM karavAthI nIkaLavAno vicAra baMdha rAkhyo hato. ravIvAre atrethI ATha vAge ANaMda ajaMTa tAra karyo hato. ke aDacaNanA lIdhe avAya tema nathI, maLavA de che ke kema ? te tAra somavAre savAre pAcho maLyo. zani, ravi ane somavAra sudhI 3 patro ANaMda ApanI sevAmAM ane 3 patro revAzaMkara vIzIvALA upara lakhyA hatA. bhAI kezavalAle lakhelo zanino patra somavAre sAMje atre malyo hato. te uparathI jANyuM ke vyavahArika prasaMgathI ApanuM muMbai rokAvuM thayuM che. gaI kAle atre muMbaithI hemacaMda phulacaMdavALAnuM mANasa khuzAladAsa AvyA tenA moDhe ANaMdanI hakIkata jANavAthI tyAM maLavA detA nathI ane bhaya to vizeSa che, tema ANaMdathI paga raste khaMbhAta AvavA detA nathI. tene mATe savAro (sipAhI) rokI dIdhA che. ane ANaMdathI atre pAchA AvatAM 7 divasa peTalAda rokAvuM paDe che tethI AvavAnI kaMi samajaNa paDatI nathI. vaLI Apane mATe ANaMdamAM muzIbato ghaNI che. kAraNake khAvA pIvAno savaDa nathI. paMgate -400-500 mANaso jamavA bese che. rasoino savaDa barAbara nathI e muMjhavaNa che. e ApanA viSenI ghaNI ja phIkara thayA kare che. bIjo koi paNa upAya nathI. godaDAM vi. maLavAmAM aDacaNo che. mAthAno pheMTo vi. palALe che. roTalI paNa ghaNI jADI, rasoino savaDa nahIM tethI rakhene zarIra-prakRtimAM phAraphera thAya te phIkara thAya che. jema ApanI AjJA thaze te pramANe vartIza. zrI muMbAithI padhAravuM thAya tenA khabara atre jANavAne icchuM chuM, huM tathA kIlAbhAi AvavAne taiyAra chIe paNa chAvaNI sivAya bIjo upAya nathI. alpajJa aM...nA vidhipUrvaka namaskAra (javAba va. 822). patra-pa9 zrAvaNa vadI 9, 1952 pUrNa brahmasvarUpa yogendra mahAtmA, zrImad prabhuzrI rAja rAjacaMdra zrI svAmine trikALa namaskAra ho ! dInabaMdhu, dInAnAtha, dayAnA sAgara, parama pUjya zrInI pavitra sevAmAM zrI svaMbhatIrthathI lI. dInadAsa bALaka aMbAlAlanA trikALa namaskAra svIkArazojI. pavitra bhAizrI manasukhabhAino lakhelo patra A chorUnA hitane arthe anaMta kRpA karI pAThavyo je vAMcI ati AnaMda thayo che. tema vartavuM yogya che, yathAtathya che, satya che. manasukhabhAinI jijJAsA sArI rahe che ane nivRtti levAnI icchA uttama che. satyarUSa pratye prItibhakti vinA jIvanuM kalyANa nathI. tene bAdha karanAra doSo mUkyA vinA prIti bhakti thAya nahIM, ane prItibhakti thayA vinA jJAna prApti saMbhave nahIM, e Adi prakAranuM temanuM vijJApana che. te yathAtathya che, pramANa che, pavitra manasukhabhAie je nivRtta thavAnI icchA pratipAdana karI che tevI icchA mArI sarvathA prakAranI nahIM hovAthI Aja dIna sudhI te viSe meM lakhyuM ke jaNAvyuM nathI tema mArI tevI dazA thaMyA vinA mane te jaNAvavuM yogya nahIM lAgavAthI lakhyuM nathI ane vaLI anaMta kALanuM paryaTana tethI nivaryA vinA karmathI chUTAvuM nathI. je je doSo pUrve anAdIkALathI grahyA che te te mUkI dIdhA eTale basa. ane te doSo javAthI enuMja sahajapaNe rahevuM haze, ane tene lagatA je guNo temAM samAveza pAmaze te sahajAkAre thaze emAM AzcaryatA zI?

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Si YEARS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSASSA () ema dhArI lakhyuM notuM. paNa A patra AvyA pachI vaLI eka vicAra thayo ke tema vartavuM che to zrI sadgurUne jaNAvavAmAM zuM harakata che, jagata vyavasthA karavAne, jagatane jaNAvavAnI jarUra rAkhI to AtmAnI vyavasthA karavAne satyarUSane jaNAvavAnI kAMi harakata nathI evo vicAra thavAthI, have pachI je je vicAro udbhavatA haze. te te prakAre jaNAvavAnuM smRtimAM rAkhIza. jene maLIyA zrI morAra, tene mUkAvyA gharabAra, have kono kATuM vAMka, trikama tujathI ADo AMka" koi paNa prakAre avinaya, abhakti ke AzAtanA thai hoya to vAraMvAra trikaraNayoge AtmabhAve namaskAra karI kSamAvuM chuM. chorUyogya kAmasevA pharamAvavA kRpA karazojI. lI. chorUnA namaskAra ho. patra-60 zrI saM. 1955 zrImad paramagurUbhyo namaH trikaraNa yoge sadaiva namaskAra. sI. parama kRpAvaMta zrImad devAdhideva sadgurU prabhunA pavitra pAdAbujamAM agaNita vAra namaskAra prApta thAya. paramakRpAyukta patra prApta thayo. (va.886) zrI padmanaMdI zAstranA be pustaka gai kAle prApta thayAM che. temAMnI eka prata turata sArA sAtha joge vaso kSetre pavitra munizrIne saMprApta thAya ema karIza, be divasa pheNAva javuM thayuM hatuM tethI patra lakhatAM vilaMba thayo che. je mATe kSamApanA icchuM chuM. pavitra AzAnusAra baLavAna nivRttivALA dravya, kSetra Adi yogamAM zrI padmanaMdIjI zAstranuM anuprekSaNa karIza. zrI padmanaMdI zAstranuM anuprekSaNa karavA pahelAM mArI vRtti banI zake to thoDo kALa parama kalpadrumanI chAyA nIce rahevAnI rahe che. jethI mane baLavAna upakArabhUta thAya. A tarapha varasAda bIlakula nahIM hovAthI garIba ane mUMgA prANIo rIbAya che. temAM vaLI mUMgA prANIyonI sthiti atyaMta anukaMpA upajAve che. sevaka yogya kAma sevAno pavitra lAbha prApta thavAthI paramakalyANakArI AnaMda mAnIza. alpajJa dInadAsa sevaka aMbAlAlanA savinaya namaskAra prApta thAya. ( patra-61 zrI AtmasidhdhijInA artha : pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAie lakhela hastAkSaramAMthI. paramArtha prakAza - saMkSepa. pUrvakAMDa dohA maMgaLAcaraNa - je svarUpa samajyA vinA........." saMkSepa artha:- je AtmasvarUpa samajyA vinA janma, jarA, maraNAdi anaMta duHkho A jIva anAdikALathI pAmyo, te svarUpa jeNe samajAvyuM te parama upakAranA karavAvALA evA zrI sadagurU bhagavAna tene huM namaskAra karUM .

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CAREKARAKD) satsaMga-saMpanI DRAKARKIO // 6 // nirvikalpa svarUpe kI bhIkA thyo| ||19shaakaahaar mokSa kayo nija shddtaa| tai pAme ne pNth|| samajAvyo sNkssepmaa| sakaLa mArga niryatha / / 123 // AtmAnaM saha para ne mokSave. ana ne je thI yamAya ne tenAmArga bhI saramaruekRpA karI ne nirmathano sarvamArga sama jaavyaa.||123|| aho! aho! zrI sdguruu| karuNA siMdhu apaar|| ApAmara para pratyuko / ahI! ahI!napakAra 12 Ter aho ! aho ! karu mAnA apAra samudra svarUpa, Atma la. smIe yukta sadama, zrApa pralae yA pAmara jIva para mAzyartha kAraka, AzcaryakAraka e vo sapakAra ko jArA 35 zaM prabhucaraNa kane dhruuN| AtmAthI so hiin| pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAInA hastAkSarathI AkhuM 'Atmasiddhi zAstra zAstrarUpe hiMdI lipImAM lakhAyela che. aho ! temanI A mahAna zAstra pratye prIti-bhakti. vAraMvAra aho ! darzanArthe gAthA naM. 123, 124

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI teno prabhue aapiyo| varttu cara NAdhIna / / 125 // prabhunAM caraNa AgaLa saMgha ? (sadgurU to parama niSkAma ve eka niSkAma karuNAthI mAtra upadezanA dAtAbe, paNa ziSya dharme ziSya cyavacana kaDe.) je je jaganmAM padArtha te somanIpekSA e nirmUlya jevAve. ne AtmAnI yo lenA caraNa samipe hUM zrI juM zaM dharUM ? eka lUnAM carAne Adhina varca, eTalaM mAtra na TERS pacArathI karavAne hUM samartha buM. / / 125 AhAdI Aja thii| varttI prabhu AdhIna // dAsa, dAsa hUM dAsaM / tehu prnunaadiin|| 126 / / Adeha Adi zabdathI jo kai mAruMgalAya. te prAjJabhI karIne sadguru prabhune prAdhina varSo ne prabhu dAsa kuM. dAsa buM. dInadAsa kuM. 1226 / / FP-RS zrI Atmasiddhi zAstra gAthA naM. 125, 126 pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAInA hastAkSara

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GiRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI RSS - 2 pUchayAM prazna prabhu pratye, zaMkA thaI samAza; anya mumukSu kAraNe, teno karUM prakAza. saMkSepa artha:- te prabhu pratye meM je prazno pUchayA ane je praznanA samAdhAna thai mArI zaMkAo zAMta thaI, arthAt nAza pAmI te bIjA mumukSu - jananA hitArthe ahIM prakAza karUM chuM. A zrI sadgurUnA lakSaNa kayAM ? 'lakSa jemano nija pade, vicare karma prayoga; apUrva vANI paramakRta, niHspRha saddagurU yogya. saMkSepa artha:- jemane lakSa nijapada eTale zudhdha AtmasvabhAvamAM varte che ane je pUrva karmanA udayamAtrathI jagatamAM vicare che, arthAt jene bIjI kazI jagata saMbaMdhI kalpanAthI vicaravuM nathI, jenI apUrva vANI che, arthAt AtmAdi bhAvone apUrva dRSTAMtAdithI je upadeze che tathA paramakRta eTale Sa darzananA rahasyane je jANe che, tema chatAM je spRhArahita arthAt ziSyAdi karavAnI paNa kAmanAvALA nathI ke dravyAdi kAmanAvALA nathI, evA je purUSa che te sadgurU padane yogya che, arthAta sadgurUnA e saMkSepamAM lakSaNo che. jo sarUnA upadeza vinA jIvanuM kalyANa thatuM hoya to pachI zAstrano paricaya karavo nirarthaka che. evI AzaMkAnuM samAdhAna kare che. AtmAdi astitvanA.....tyAM AdhAra supAtra". 13 athavA saddagurUe kahyAM.....karI matAMtara tyAja. 14 saMkSepa artha:- AtmAnuM astitva nirUpaNa karanArAM, tenuM nityapaNuM nirUpaNa karanArAM, tene je kAraNathI baMdha varte che, te nirUpaNa karanArAM, ane te baMdhanI yathArtha nivRttine nirUpaNa karanArAM evAM je satzAstra che, te jyAre pratyakSa sadgurUnI prApti thai na hoya tyAre supAtra jIvane vicAravAne AdhArabhUta che. athavA saddagurUnI prApti thaye temanI AjJA jo amuka zAstra avagAhavA mATe thAya to te zAstra matAMtara choDI daine vicAravA yogya che. zAstra karatAM pratyakSa sadgurUnA vacananuM ane paryuSAsananuM baLavAnapaNuM kahe che.:- . 'pratyakSa sadguru sama nahIM, parokSa jina upakAra, evo lakSa thayA vinA, Uge na AtmavicAra. 11 saMkSepArtha:- pUrve je RSabhAdi jina thayAM che, te to vartamAnakALamAM parokSa che. tethI temanAM vacana to mAtra zAstradvArA prApta thAya che. ane te vacanano Azaya jIva potAnI kalpanAnusAra samaje che, tene zAstra rokI zakatAM nathI. temaja zAstrAdithI jinanuM svarUpa paNa kalpita jevuM potAne samajAya che. athavA jinanA bAhyapaNAmAM jinanI mAnyatA thAya che, athavA pUrvApara zAstranI saMdhi nahIM samajAvAthI ekAMtadaSTi thAya che. eja vizeSa zAstranuM avagAhana thAya to prAye unmattatAdi thAya che. te paNa zAstra rokI zaktAM nathI. te to pratyakSa sagurU hoya te rokI zake ane jinanuM tathA AtmAnuM yathArtha svarUpa paNa te samajAvI zake ane zudhdhAtmapadane vize sthiti paNa karAve. mATe parokSa evA je jina te karatAM paNa pratyakSa sarUno upakAra moTo che..parokSa jinano upakAra saddagurU samAna nahIM. pUrve jina pratyakSa malyA tyAM paNa parokSa jinanI AsthA rAkhI tethI A jIvane upakAra thayo nahIM. temaja vartamAnamAM temanA parokSapaNAmAM pratyakSa sagurUnI upekSA karI parokSa jinane grahavA jaiza. to he jIva!tane upakAra nahIM thAya. jema pratyakSa sarovaranuM jaLa choDI dai koi ThekANe pUrve sAgara hato tenuM varNana 65.

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GSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GSSSSS je karyA kare te jema tRSAtura rahe tema je pratyakSa sadgurUne yoge parokSa jina pratye Agraha kare te AtmabrAMti yukta rahe. parokSa jinano Agraha karavAmAM jIvane potAnuM mAna moDavuM paDatuM nathI, ane potAnI pUjyatA rahe che. ane pratyakSa sadgurUnI AjJAe vartavAmAM jIvane potAnuM mAna moDavuM paDe che. ane pUjA satkArAdi gALavA paDe che. e Adi jIvane nyUnatA thAya che. te sahana nahIM thavAthI paNa jIva parokSa jinane grahe che. A ThekANe jinanuM cUnapaNuM kahevAno hetu nathI, paNa pratyakSa upakArIne choDI je parokSane gAya che evA anadhikArI jIvane tenI bhUla darzAvavAno hetu che. A ne A bhUle jIva pratyakSa AtmArtha cUke che. jethI ema kahyuM ke pratyakSa sadgarU jevA parokSa jina paNa upakArI nathI, ane evo lakSa karyA vinA jIvane AtmavicAra Uge nahIM. kemake potAne viSe pratyakSa sarUne nahIM ArAdhavArUpa mAna varte che ane teja AtmArthane rokanAra che. - "SaSTizataka"- mAM gurUne ziSya pUchayuM ke he bhagavan! tIrthakara jevo bIjo koi paNa upakArI haze? tyAre gurUe uttara Apyo ke sadgurU kahe che - dazavaikAlika sUtramAM ema kahyuM che ke koi paNa sadgurUnA upadezathI koi mumukSu kevaLajJAna pAme ane sadgurU tathArUpa karmayogathI chadamasthapaNe hoya to paNa te kevaLI sarUno vinaya - vaMdanAdi kare. kemake tenA pratye te sadgurUno mahat upakAra che. je kevaLI bhagavAna tIrthaMkarane vaMdana na kare athavA bIjA kevaLIne vaMdana na kare te kevaLI paNa chamastha evA paNa upakAranA karavAvALA evA potAnA sarUno vinaya kare, namaskArAdi kare. e prakAre jine pote ja upadezya che. ThAma ThAma jinAgamamAM A upadeza kahyo che. paNa tathArUpa sarUnA abhAvavatupaNAthI tathA potAnI kalpanAe vartanArA upadezakothI mULa vinayamArga ane AtmArthanI rIti lupta thai che. tyAM bALa mumukSune te jANavAno vakhata kyAMthI Ave? tevo mULa vinaya mArgAdi lopAvAnuM pratyakSa phaLa dekhAya che. prAye AtmajJAna lopa thayuM che. vartamAna jIvonA upakArane arthe A vinaya mArga vistArathI samajAvavA yogya che. tathApi atre to teno saMkSepa prasaMga levo yogya bhAse che. dazamA duhAmAM je kahyuM che te jinanuM nyUnapaNuM darzAvavA kahyuM nathI. paNa jIvane yathAtathya vinayamArga samajAvA kahyuM che, ema jIvane lakSa rahevA ane sadgurUnA upadeza vinA jinanuM svarUpa paNa samajAtuM nathI ema lakSa thavA jaNAve che. sadagurUnA upadezathI, samaje jinanuM rUpa; to te pAme nijadazA, jina che AtmasvarUpa".....gAthA.12 AtmA che, te nitya che, che kartA nijakarma, che bhoktA, vaLI mokSa che, mokSa upAya sudharma." zrI saddagurUe cha pada kahyAM tyAM ziSyane zaMkA thAya che ke - nathI dRSTimAM Avato, nathI jaNAtuM rUpa ! bIjo paNa anubhava nahIM, tethI na jIva svarUpa" saMkSepa artha:- jIva jovAmAM Avato nathI, tenuM kaMI paNa svarUpa jaNAtuM nathI, sparzAdithI paNa jIva hovAno anubhava thato nathI tethI jIva nathI ema he prabhu, bhAsyA kare che.

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S SSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SSA () sadga3 uttara :- je cakSa Adi daSTino paNa dRSTA che athavA tene prakAzanAra che ane sarva dRzya padArthone bAdha karatAM karatAM je koi prakAre bAdha na karI zakAya evo anubhava bAkI rahe che. te jIvanuM svarUpa che. mATe jIva che ema he ziSya! tuM jANa. bIjo prazna :- "ho svarUpa te jIvanuM, paNa e nahIM avinAzaH Ape kahyuM te kadApi jIvanuM svarUpa ho to bhale ho paNa te svarUpa avinAza, trikALa rahevAvALuM saMbhavatuM nathI. dehanA janma sAthe te janme che ane | dehanA viyoge te nAza pAme che evuM te jIvanuM svarUpa bhAse che. uttara :- je je saMyogo dekhIe chIe te te anubhava svarUpa evA AtmAnA dRzya eTale AtmA tene jANe che, ane te saMyoganuM svarUpa vicAratAM evo koi paNa saMyoga samajAto nathI ke jethI AtmA utpanna thAya che, mATe AtmA saMyogathI nahIM utpanna thayelo evo che. ziSya zaMkAH- kartA jIva na karmano, karma ja kartA karma,......." uttara :- hoya na cetana preraNA, koNa grahe to karma, prahAya te nijarUpa nahIM, karma anAdi bharma. nijasvarUpanA bhAnamAM, kartA nijasvabhAva; varte nahIM nija bhAnamAM, kartA karma prabhAva. pAMcamuM pada zaMkA :- he bhagavAnuM! karmano kartA ane karmano bhoktA jIva ho evI pratIti karyAthI paNa teno mokSa thAya che, evI AzaMkA jatI nathI, ane te mokSa thavo saMbhavato nathI. kemake anaMta kALa vItyo paNa hajA sudhI te doSa eTale karmanuM kartApaNuM varte che tethI ema samajAya che ke tethI mokSa thato nahIM hoya. - uttara :- he ziSya! jema zubhAzubha karma thavAnAM ane bhogavavAnA te pramANe karIne saphaLa jANyA tema te karma nahIM karavAthI ane pUrve nibaMdhana thayelAM hoya te bhogavyethI te karmonI nivRtti thavI ja joIe, ema tuM te kAryane paNa saphaLa samajIne te vicAravAna ! mokSanI pratIti kara. - chaThTha prazna :- he bhagavan ! kadApi mokSapada che evI pratIti thAya paNa teno avirodha upAya eTale jethI te padamAM avazya sthiti thAya tevo koi upAya saMbhavato nathI. kemake anaMtakALanAM karyo che. ane manuSyAdi AyuSya alpa che, vaLI ghaNA vyavasAyamAM sthiti che, tethI evuM koI sAdhana mane dekhAtuM nathI ke jethI karIne evI pratIti thAya ke anaMtakALanA karmo chedayAM jaze. kadApi koI sAdhana che ema mAnIe to te paNa samajAvuM bane tema jaNAtuM nathI. kemake mata ane darzana ghaNA che. ane te aneka prakAre mokSamArga kahe che ane sahu pota potAne sAcA kahe che, ane ekabIjAthI vivAda kare che. tethI emAMthI kayo mata, kayuM darzana sAcuM jANavuM e viveka bane evuM dekhAtuM nathI. kemake zAstro ghaNA, tarkanuM asthirapaNuM, alpa AyuSya, vidhi niSedha apAra tethI mokSa sAdhana hoya to paNa samajAya tevo dekhAto nathI. AtmabrAMti sama roga nahIM, sadgurU vaidya sujANa; gurU AzA sama pathya nahIM, auSadha vicAra dhyAna." saMkSepArthaH- potAnuM svarUpa zuM che e jANavAmAM nathI ane dehAdine viSe potApaNAnI mAnyatA che, e bhrAMti jevo bIjo koI roga nathI, jeNe te svarUpa yathAtathya jANyuM che, tathArUpa svabhAvamAM varte che evA sAcA gurU te samAna te bhrAMtirUpa roganuM auSadha karavAne koi DAhyA vaidya nathI, ane tevA sadgurUnI AjJAnuM traNe 67

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI yogathI eka lakSa karIne ArAdhavA jevuM ekkeya pathya nathI, tathA sadgurU vacanano vicAra ane nididhyAsana karavuM te jevuM ekke auSadha nathI. Jake fo 1933 sthita pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAie lakhela artha svakalpita sAdhananI niSphaLatA :YOU F - bIjAM sAdhana bahu karyA karI kalpanA Apa, athavA asadgurU thakI, UlaTo vadhyo utApa....... THIS pes saMkSepa artha :- japa, tapa, zAstra adhyayanAdi evA bIjAM sAdhana potAnI kalpanAe karIne ghaNAM karyA. athavA asadgurUnA dekhADela mArge ghaNAM sAdhana karyA paNa tethI to zaMkA, viSaya - kaSAyAdinuM unmattapaNuM e Adi vadhyAM arthAt AtmA zAMtine pAmyo nahIM. sadgurU prApti pUrva puNyanA udayathI, malyo sadgurU yoga, vacana sudhA zravaNe jatAM, thayuM hRdayagata zo... nizcaya ethI AvIyo, TaLaze ahIM utApa; nitya karyo satsaMga meM, eka lakSathI A.........3 D's p PR saMkSepa artha :- pUrva janme karelA evA puNyanA udayathI sadgurUno yoga maLyo ne sadgurUnA vacanarUpI amRta kAnamAM paDatAM aMtaHkaraNa zokathI rahita thayuM. arthAt nitya vadhato jato udvega atre kSobha pAmyo ane zAMta thayo. jyAM jyAM pUrve samAgama karyo hato tyAM tyAM utApanI vRdhdhi thai hatI ane atre te utApa kSobha pAmyo. tethI AtmAmAM ema nizcaya Avyo ke ahIMthI sarva utApa kSaya thavAno vakhata Avaze. AtmAe sAkSI pUrI che. evA e nizcayane anusarIne meM te paramapurUSano nitya pratye satsaMga karyo. kevI rIte karyo? ke potApaNuM choDI dai temanAM caraNakamaLa pratye akhaMDa vRtti karIne te satsaMga karyo. }}b5 09/1 Jewelleafs foe & Lewis Find luff ravi 8500px hulka wDw` 565 B 68 3 tips f 05/0IP); Vipul 198 1 Gur ph HAP THE SHET UNES * E5 155 18.63 + FIRE IPIS PIC & he ispiOPS PESH & PHI PEF e pistols fella fot Blis .1073595 peon ke gilo His

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GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SHG pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi racita bhakti-kAvyo janmotsava pada - 1 saurASTra suMdara dezamAM baMdara vavANIyA che bhalo, tyAM parama puruSa nidhAna pragaTyo, mAnasara jyama haMsalo, tasa ratnakukSI devamAtA, devasUta prasavyo kharo, prabhu tulya mahAzaya tatvajJAnI rAjacaMdra mayA karo. 1 jasa janaka ravajIbhAI kula nabha, divyamaNirUpa dhAratA, mithyAMdhakAra maTADavA zubha jJAna kiraNa prasAratA, vaLI bhavika jana pratibodhavA, avatAra avanimAM dharyo, prabhu tulya mahAzaya tattvajJAnI rAjacaMdra mayA karo. 2 tasa janma caMdra bhakti yugma vede kArtikI pUname, janmyA jagatamAM deva tethI deva divALI game, te bAhyathI gRhavAsamAM paNa aMtaraMge munivaro, prabhu tulya mahAzaya tattvajJAnI rAjacaMdra mayA karo. 3 cAvAda zailI sakala jANI oLakhAve orane, nija dharmathI navI samaya cUke kADhI mUke corane, vaLI sva-paranuM ja svarUpa jANe jJAnano sAgara bharyo, prabhu tulya mahAzaya tattvajJAnI rAjacaMdra mayA karo. 4 nahi rAga ne vaLI dveSano lavaleza Atma pradezamAM, paramAtmA samajo dharmamUrti dehadhArI veSamAM, kaLikALamAM bhavaroga haravA vaidya mAnuM A kharo, prabhu tulya mahAzaya tattvajJAnI rAjacaMdra mayA karo. 5 he patita pAvana ! patita chuM A dAsane udhdhAraje, kumatAMdhakAra nivArI bhavobhava udadhi pAra utAraje, tuja karakamaLathI jaya patAkA jainanI jaga vistaro, prabhu tulya mahAzaya tattvajJAnI rAjacaMdra mayA karo. 6 upazama raMga taraMga bharIyo jJAna dariyo guru malyo, paNa azubha yoge karma roge zuddha hIro navI kaLyo, (pAThAMtara) puNyAnubaMdhi puNya yoge, zudhdha hIro meM kaLyo, khIra nIranI pare bhinna kIdho, rAga dveSa karyo paro, prabhu tulya mahAzaya tattvajJAnI rAjacaMdra mayA karo. 7 kI 69

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI guruvaMdanA bhaktikAvya - 2 01 jaya jagata trAtA, jagata bhrAtA, janmahara jagadIzvarA, sukha sarva kAraNa, dharma dhAraNa, dhIra vIra mahezvarA, ati karma kaMdana, citta caMdana, caraNa kamaLe citta dharUM, sahajAtmarUpI sevya gurUne vaMdanA vidhie karUM. 1 AnaMda sAgara-caMdra, nAgara-vRMda zrI sukha kaMda cho, bhava phaMda hAraka, chaMda dhAraka, sarva sadguNa caMdra cho, sukhakAra cho, bhavapAra nahIM kaMi sAra, cittamAM huM dharUM, sahajAtmarUpI sevya gurune vaMdanA vidhie karUM. 2 vikarALa A kaLikALa kerI, phALathI bhaya pAmato, guru caraNa kerA zaraNa Avyo, cittamAM vizrAma to, guru pUraNa premI karadhare zIra, ema AzA AcarUM, sahajAtmarUpI sevya gurune vaMdanA vidhie karUM. 3 karI kopa cAra kaSAya bAMdhe, baMdha AzA pAzano, ati mAra mAre mAra temAM, kAmanI abhilASano, cho nirvikArI pAsa rAkho, bhakti huM dilamAM dharUM, sahajAtmarUpI sevya gurune vaMdanA vidhie karUM. 4 nijadhAma caMcaLa, vitta caMcaLa, citta caMcaLa sarvathI, hita mitrane sukalatra caMcaLa, jAya mukhathI kathI, sthira eka sadgurudeva cho, e Teka aMtara AdarUM, sahajAtmarUpI sevya gurune vaMdanA vidhie karUM. pa bhava maMDape karI prIta, mAyA seja suMdara pAtharI, tyAM nitya sUto gADha nidrA, mohanI ati AcarI, jAgRta karI guru rAjacaMdre, bodhadAna karyuM zarU, sahajAtmarUpI sevya gurune vaMdanA vidhie karUM. 6 jayakAra zrI gurudevano, jana jagata mAMhI gajAvajo, zubha bhaktanA je dharma, te ati prema sAtha bajAvajo, guru dharmadhAraka, karma vAraka, dhyAnamAM nitye dharUM, sahajAtmarUpI sevya gurune vaMdanA vidhie karUM. 7 mizana Azraya bhAvanA - 3 dayALu dInAnAtha ajJAna hArI, kharA cittathI dhyAna mAMhI vihArI, ghaNA ziSyanA Apa saMtApa hArI, guru rAjacaMdra graho bAMhya mArI. 1 70

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI karyo krodha to krodhane mAravAne, dharyo lobha to dhyAnane dhAravAne, mahA mohahArI nijAnaMdadhArI, guru rAjacaMdra graho bAMhya mArI. 2 sadA nirvikArI mahA brahmacArI, na phoMce stutimAM mati kAMi mArI, nirAdhAra A bALa mATe vicArI, guru rAjacaMdra graho bAMhya mArI. 3 kadI nAtha sAmuM na jozo amArA, tathApi ame chIe sadAye tamArA, have Apa o bApa ! tAro vicArI, guru rAjacaMdra graho bAMhya mArI. 4 kSamA, dhairya, audAryanA janma sindhu ! sadA lokathI dInanA Apa baMdhu, na zakti kazA kAma mAMhi amArI, guru rAjacaMdra graho bAMhya mArI. 5 guNI jJAnavaMtA vivekI vicAro, mane Azaro eka bhAve tamAro, dayALu have prArthanA lyo amArI, guru rAjacaMdra graho bAMhya mArI. 6 guNAnuvAda namaskAra bhakti - 4 bhuyaMga prayAta chaMda prakAza svarUpa, hrade brahmajJAnaM, sadAcAra yehI, nirAkAra dhyAnaM; nirIhaM nijAnaMda-rAjAnau jAgAda, namo rAjyacaMdra namo rAjyacaMdra. 1 acheda abheda, anaMta apAra, agAdha abAdhaM, nirAdhAra sAruM; ajIta abhIta, gahe haiM samAdhe, namo rAjyacaMdra namo rAjyacaMdra. 2 hate kAma krodha, taje kAla jAlaM, bhage lobha mohaM, gaye sarva sAluM; nahIM chaMda kou, Dare hai yamAda, namo rAjyacaMdra namo rAjyacaMdra. 3 guNAtIta dehAdi-IdI jahAlaM, kIye sarva saMhAra vairI tahAluM; mahAzUravIraM, nahIM ko viSAda, namo rAjyacaMdra namo rAjyacaMdra. 4 mano kAya vAcuM, taje OM vikAra, udde bhAna hotuM, gayo aMdhakAra; ayonI anAyAsa pAve anAde, namo rAjyacaMdra namo rAjyacaMdra. 5 kSamAvaMta bhArI dayAvaMta ese, pramANIka Age bhaye saMta jaise; gahyo satya soI, lahyo paMtha AduM, namo rAjyacaMdra namo rAjyacaMdra. 6 kIye Apa Ape baDe tatvajJAnI, baDI mauja pAI, nahIM pakSapAtI; baDI buddhi jAkI, tajyo hai vivAda, namo rAjyacaMdra namo rAjyacaMdra. 7 paDhe yA hi nitya, bhuyaMga prayAtaM, lahai jJAna soI, milai brahma tAtaM; manokAmanA siddha pAvaiM prasAduM, namo rAjyacaMdra namo rAjyacaMdra, 8 71

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R RAS satsaMga-saMjIvanI NR NR GREY) paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdradeva pratye mumukSubhAinA patro pU. zrI laghurAjasvAmino patra patra-62 kheDA - aSADa vada 13, soma, 1953 pragaTa, sAcA sadguru sahajAtmasvarUpa caraNAya namo namaH sadA AnaMdI, sarvajJAnI, sarvadhyAnI, sahaja svarUpI, sahajAnaMdI, svasvarUpa vilAsI, sat-cit - AnaMda, sarvoparI sadguru sahajAtmasvarUpanI sevAmAM - pAmara alpamati bALa duSTa dAsInA punaH punaH namaskAra. he nAtha ! ApanI pavitra sevAmAMthI apUrva vANI dhArAnuM eka patra AvyuM. (va. 788) Apa mahAtmA prabhune trikaraNa yoge namaskAra ho, namaskAra ho. janakavidehI jema sahajabhAve svadharmamAM nizcalapaNe rahyA che temanA caraNakamaLanI sevA, bhakti, samIpamAM A dAsanuM ahorAtri vasavuM, e icchAe vartato A atRpta AtmA te pUrNa darzanano lAbha thaye ati AnaMdita thaze, thaiza. he kRpALunAtha, namirAja RSinI dazA joi, adbhuta bhAva joi, idra guNastavana karI, namaskAra karI potAnA sthAne gayo. | he nAtha, te to RSipaNAmAM dIThA; paNa he kRpALu nAtha, je udaya varyA chatAM tethI anya dazA, RSipaNAnA bhAvane pAmyA che ne atyaMta adbhuta vepArI RSipaNAthI vadhatA prabhune punaH puna: namaskAra ho. dInadAsa pAmara lallanA namaskAra. pU. zrI saubhAgyabhAino patra patra-63 zrAvaNa vada 7, gurU, 1950 svastAna zrI muMbAi baMdara mahAzubhasthAne sarva zubhopamAlAyaka birAjamAna prema peja taraNatAraNa bodhasvarUpa paramAtmAdeva sAhebajI zrI rAyacaMdabhAi vi. ravajIbhAi. sAyalethI li. AjJAMkita sevaka sobhAganA praNAma vAMcazo. - Apano kRpApAtra hAlamAM nathI to lakhazo. lIMmaDIthI eka kAgaLa maMgaLavAre lakhyo hato. te poto haze ? teno javAba Ave jANIza. huM gaikAle ahiM Avyo chuM. khuzImAM chuM. paNa mananA dhArelA vicArathI je kAma karavuM dhArIe temAM keTalAMka kAma dhAryA pramANe bane nahIM. eTale kheda AvI jAya ke AMvuM nibIDa karma zuM udaya 72.

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GSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SROSSIP AvyuM che. je samAdhi rAkhavAno joga Avato ja nathI. ane haju keTalAka divasano bhogavaTo che. jo Ama ne Ama jo chevaTa maraNa Avaze tyAM sudhI raheze, to jevI AtmAne samAdhi rahevI joie tevI kema raheze ? ema paNa vicAra thAya che. ane te bAbata parathama paNa Apane lakhela che. teno khulAso chevaTano maLyo nathI. jo lakhavA ghaTArata hoya to lakhazo. keTalAka vakhate lIMmaDImAM be vicAra dhAryA paramANe A pherA utaryA eTalo joga kAMi sudharyo hoya tema jaNAya che. te 1. dukAnanI takarAra viSe gharameLe samAdhAna thayuM. - 2. pAMca varSa thayAM ThAkora sAhebanI khAnagI mulAkAta karI jJAna viSe vAta karavAno vicAra hato te dhAryA pramANe ekAMta maLI ane icchA paramANe vAtacIta thai che. temaNe eka varatIthI (vRttithI) sAMbhaLIne manamAM vicAra karyo che ne te uparathI temanI potAnI khuzI mane varatANI che. ATaluM kAma dhAryA paramANe A pherA utaryuM bAkI to jema che tema cAlyuM Ave che. Apa sarve vAtamAM jANa cho. saMsAramAM pUrvanA yoga vinA badhI taraphathI samAdhi kyAMthI hoya. bhagavata icchA haze tema banaze. Apa khuzI rAkhazo. huM paNa AtmabhAve khuzI chuM.' - A duniyAmAM aneka zAstara che. aneka mata che. zAstranI vAtamAM keTalIka vAta anubhava pramANathI siddha thAya tevI nathI. aneka jAtanI juktithI vAta karela tethI vizvAsa rAkhIe to jJAnI puruSa jUThuM bole nahIM ane potAnI tevI buddhi nahIM ke temaNe je abhiprAye kahyuM hoya te samajI zakAya. tethI zAstra upara udAsI AvI eka je thoDI vAta jJAna viSenI pakaDI "maunapaNuM" rAkhavA icchA rahyA kare che ne jo tema vicAra na karIe to pAra Ave tevuM nathI. have satsaMgamAM rahevA icchA ghaNI thAya che. paNa te joga meLavavAnA sAdhana karatAM chatAM haju sAdhana phaLIbhUta thatuM nathI. to aMtarAya jaNAya che. lImaDIvALA kezavalAla, maganalAla, manasukha, chaganalAla, vi. ne Apa upara pratibhAva sAro che ne samAgama icche che. temaja khaMbhAtano kAgaLa kAle aMbAlAlano Avyo hato. temAM Apano samAgama have jaladIthI thAya tevo upAya karavA viSe lakhe che. Apano koi patra jJAna viSenI vArtAno mArA upara vigatathI AgaLanI peThe Ave to te patra ThAkora sAhebane vaMcAvavA jevA mane jaNAya to khImacaMdabhAie kIdhuM che ke mane bIDajo eTale temane vaMcAvIza. ThAkora sAhebane bodhanI prApti thAya tevA temanAmAM lakSaNo che. ane jo bodha pAme to paramArthanI vizeSa vRddhi thAya ema manamAM rahe che. jema bane tema jaldI temane bodha karavA icchA rAkho ema mArA vicAramAM rahe che. pachI ApanI marajI. e ja vinaMtI. kAgaLa eka kezavalAlano bIDyo che te tene ApazojI. li. sobhAga pU. zrI kIlAbhAino patra patra-64 bhAdaravA vada 9, 1954 zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa, zuddha caitanya svAmI, zrImad zrI rAjacaMdradeva zrI sadgurudeva namaH nama: 73

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GSSSS) saMtsaga-saMjIvanI {SER paramaupagArI, paramahitakArI, paramadayALa, kSamAsiMdhu, bhUlyAne mAraganA batAvanAra, cAra gatinA du:khathI mukta karanAra, yugapradhAna, parama vaidya, anaMtajJAnI, anaMta sukhI, anaMta AnaMdI, saMsAra samudrathI tAranAra, taraNatAraNa, dharmadeva, karUNAsiMdhu, paramasukha pragaTa karanAra, zuddha caitanyapaNuM pragaTa karanAra, parama vItarAga, devAdhideva, anaMtaguNI, parama puruSa zrImad zrI zrI zrI zrI sadgurudevane samaye samaye namaskAra ho. li. bALa ajJAnI, pAmara mUDha AtmA adhamAdhama, anaMta doSita kIlAnA vAraMvAra namaskAra prApta thAya. A jIve atyAra sudhImAM mahAjJAnI puruSanI mane karI, vacane karI, kAyAe karI je AzAtanA karI che, jANIne ke ajANathI, jJAnI puruSanA bodhanI AzAtanA thai hoya, tenA doSa baMdhAyA hoya, te khoTuM kareluM niSphaLa thavA kSamA mAMguM chuM. te mArA doSane niMduM chuM. te doSe avajJA, azAtanA, abhakti karI che te kSamA icchuM . vAraMvAra daMDavat namaskAra karI bhUlanI mAphI mAguM chuM. have pachI koi saMga prasaMge nahIM bhUla karuM ema nizcaya karuM . te nizcaya akhaMDa raho. he nAtha ! ApanA caraNamAM sadA nivAsa rahevA, saMtanA svarUpano akhaMDa nizcaya raho. e vicAra havethI daDha karUM chuM. he prabhu, parama upagArI Apa karUNAsiMdhuno anaMta upakAra che. te tuccha buddhi pAmara jIva lakhavA ke vicAravA samartha nathI, to he nAtha ! badalo ApavA samartha kyAMthI hoya. he nAtha, A bALa mAryo gayo hato, haju mAryo gayo che paNa dayALu prabhu, anaMta dayA karI A bALane bahu upakAra karyo che. mithyA AgrahAdi nAnA prakAranA jagatanA laukIka maraNamAM je mohAdi saMkalpa-vikalpa, te he bApa ! ApanA bodhano sahaja aMza dhAravAthI upakAra thayo che. paNa jo vizeSa bodha zravaNa karI, dhArI, AjJAnuM ArAdhana thAya to avazya kalyANa thAya. duHkhathI mukta thAya. paNa pAmara abhAgiyAne haju bahu ja potApaNuM strI, kuTuMba, dhana AdimAM karIne tethI jIvanI dazA sudharatI nathI ema vicAramAM Ave che. he nAtha, A capaLa pAmarane saMta samAgamamAM badhI Asakti mUkI caraNamAM paDavAne kyAre avakAza Ave ? sAhebanA Azraye kalyANa thaze. parama deva zrIyuta prabhuno jo Azraya na hota to A pAmarano anaMta janma-maraNa karatAM nivaDo AvavA saMbhava nahoto. anaMta du:kha bhogavatAM bahu pazcAttApa thAta paNa have he nAtha ! caraNamAM sadA kALa rahevA nizcaya thAya eja kRpALunI kRpAdaSTi ho. mArA vicAra daDha raho. paramakRpALu nAthazrI prabhunA darzana arthe ApanA caraNakamaLamAM AvavA mane tathA tene (jalubA) vicAra thAya che. atre (vasothI) AvyA pachI bahu pazcAttApa thAya che ke na AvyA hota to ThIka, paNa mUDhane apUrva joga mUkI-jANI joine mAyAnI pravRttimAM paDyo che. bahu bhUlyo. bahu cUkyo. he prabhu, mArA pratye anaMtakRpA ke be divasane AMtare darzanano lAbha svaprAmAM paNa thayA jAya che. tethI kAMika zAMti rahe che. karUNAsAgara cho. zuM lakhuM ? he prabhu, kaMi upara lakhANuM te laukIka rItie lakhyuM che paNa he deva, vAraMvAra kSamApanA icchuM chuM. da: bALa ajJAnI pAmaranA traNe kALa, samaye samaye mahat sadgurunA caraNamAM mUkuM chuM. namaskAra ho. namaskAra ho. dhanya che parama kRpALu jyAM vicare che te bhUmikAne, te gAmane, te kALane dhanya che, je puruSo darzanano lAbha pAmyA che te apUrva bodha sAMbhaLI potAnA doSane choDI AtmAne nirmaLa kare che, bhaktimAM, caraNa sevAmAM je bhAio rahyA che te sarava bhAiyuMne mArA namaskAra. alpajJa pAmara kIlAnA namaskAra. 74

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SHARSHA satsaMga-saMjIvanI SR SVS khaMbhAta poSa suda 2, bhoma, 1953 sahajAtmasvarUpane samaye samaye namo nama: paramakRpALu dIna dayALu paramahetu bhUlyAne mArga batAvanAra, bhavasamudrathI tAranAra, caMdranI pere bodhathI zItaLatA karanAra, sUryanI pere ajJAnarUpa aMdhakArano nAza karanAra, vItarAga, karmarUpa vairIne jItyA che, evA arhat deva, pArasamaNI samAna cho, kalpavRkSa samAna cho, ratna ciMtAmaNI samAna cho. sapharI jahAja samAna cho. he nAtha ! kRpALunAtha anaMtaguNe karI sahIta cho. alpajJa dIna bALaka huM pAmara jIva anaMta doSano bharelo kIlAnA punaH punaH samaye samaye namaskAra karUM chuM, sevA icchuM chuM, patra eka aMbAlAlabhAi pratyeno maLyo che. aMbAlAlabhAi ratalAma thai lasaNa gAme gayela che. dina 4 thayA gayela che. te dina 12 thavA saMbhava che ema kahI gayA che. sukhalAlabhAine citrapaTa mokalavA AjJA thavAthI eka be divasamAM TapAla mAraphate mokalIzuM. sukhalAlabhAIno patra 1 Ajaroja citrapaTa maMgAvavA viSenI matalabano maLyo che. pavitra bhAi aMbAlAlabhAi AvyA pachI badhA patro ApIza. hAla patro utAravAnuM baMdha che. | he nAtha, A pAmara svachaMdIne, pramAdI thai javAthI sAva upayogano bhUlAvo thai gayo che. mananI upAdhi he nAtha, bahu ja thai gai che. koi upAye mAruM mana hAla sthiratA pAmatuM nathI. te mAro ja doSa che. anaMta anukaMpA karI meghadhArArUpI bodha dai zAMta karavA bodha ghaNoja dIdho hato, paNa A pAmara jIve saMgraha karyo nahIM. AtmAmAM avadhAryo nahIM, ane aMtaramAM pariNamyo nahIM. tethI sAva bahiMmukha daSTi thai gai che. he prabhu, he sadgurudeva, tamArA caraNamAM, sevAmAM rahe, toja sudhare, A upAdhimAM to A pAmara mAryo jAya. dhanya che, dhanya che, dhanya che, A upAdhi agnimAM he nAtha, zAMta cho. Apa zAMtine pAmI bIjAne zAMta karo cho. dhanya che, dhanya che. samaye samaye traNe kALane viSe namaskAra karI, sevA bhakti mAguM chuM. alpajJa dAsa bhaktinI icchA rAkhe che, te pAra paDe. jJAnIonI kRpA kRpA hajo. ' hAla satsaMgamAM badhA bhAio ahIM Ave che. pATIdAra bhAio tathA bIjA satsaMgIbhAio Ave che. maNiratnamALA, yogavAsiSTha vAMcavAmAM Ave che. vakhate bIje prasaMge bIjuM vAMcavAmAM Ave che. he nAtha, huM bahu svachaMdI thai gayo chuM. manamAM vicAruM chuM paNa bahiMmukhatAne lIdhe ema thAya che. vicAruM chuM ne pAchuM keTaleka vakhate ema thai javAya che. manamAM kaMika kheda thAya che. pAcho anAdinA DhALamAM taNAi jAuM chuM. he nAtha, koi prakAre dIna bhaktimAM joDAya e icchA pAra paDe. e AzA-kalpanA karuM . A duSTa kIlAe pitAjInA AgaLa gAMDugheluM lakhANa karyuM che. te nAtha, samaye samaye jANI rahyA cho. he sAkSAt pragaTa sUrya udaya thayA cho to A bALano aMdhakAra nAza thaze. caraNamAM paDAya e icchA mArI pAra paDe to kalyANa thaze. pU. zrI khImajIbhAI devacaMdano patra patra-66 parama pUjya, zirachatra, parama upakArI, paramAnaMdI, akhaMDa triyoge dhyAna dharavA yogya, utkRSTa hitanA 7pa

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI karaNahAra, paramapriya, prANathI adhika vallabha, paramakRpALu, parama dayALa kavirAja rAyacaMdrabhAi vi. ravajIbhAi muMbaI baMdarathI li. dAsano dAsa dIna sevaka khImajI devacaMdanA parama upakA2 buddhithI ullAsatAthI caraNa vaMdana punaH punaH svAkArazo. Apane kArDa 1, lakhyo che, ApanA patranI rAha jouM chuM. kRpA karI sevaka upara patra dvArAe premabhakti ullasita thavA mArga jaNAvazo. he nAtha ! Apano chello kArDa Avyo jemAM jIvane yogyatA thavA bAbatanI zIkha lakhI. tenuM manana karatAM parama hitasvI kharekhara che. sadA ApanI kRpAe e manana rahyA karo. agara je izvarecchAe je thatuM hoya te thAva. sadA saMtano samAgama, sadgurunI sevanA enA amRta vacanathI ullesavuM, hitasvI pavananI chAyAmAM PS pa rahevuM. dIna ziSya caraNarajanA punaH punaH praNAma. pU. zrI popaTalAla mahokamacaMdano patra ravAne amadAvAda paramakRpALu paramapavitra paramAtmAne mArA samaye samaye namaskAra hojo. li. ApanA caraNakamaLanI sevAnI icchA rAkhanAra popaTa mahokama. ApanA darzanano abhilASI paNa koi aMtarAyanA udayathI Apano samAgama durlabha thayo che. tethI jyAM sudhI ApanA samAgamano yoga bane nahIM tyAM sudhI sevakane zuM vicA2 ka2vo ghaTe che ? tathA zuM vAMcana karavuM ? agara kema pravartavuM ke jethI A saMsAramAM baLI rahelo tene vizrAMti maLe. mATe ApanA vicAramAM je bese te vAMcavA vicAravA AjJA karazojI, evI A sevaka AzA rAkhe che. kAraNa ke svamati kalpanAe kaMika vAMcavAmAM AvyuM haze paNa tethI kaMi vikalpa saMkalpa ochA thatAM nathI. mATe Apa jo mAthe dhaNI ho to pachI sevakane koi bIlakula Dara nathI. mATe kRpA karI jema zAMti thAya tema Apa pharamAvazo evI AzA rAkhuM chuM. patra-67 caitra suda 9, gurU, 1954 ApanA AzrayanI jarUra che mATe kiMkarane Azraya Apazo. ApanI pAse AvavAnI cAhanA rAkhuM chuM paNa hAla lAcArIthI kAgaLa lakhavo paDyo che, nahIM to ApanI pAse AvavuM mane uttama hatuM. paNa vyavahArika prasaMgathI lAcAra chuM. hAla e ja. kAma sevA icchuM chuM. kRpA karI patra darzana icchuM chuM. pU. zrI dhArazIbhAi kuzaLacaMdano patra parama pUjya adhamodhAraNa, devAdhideva rAjyacaMdra vi. ravajIbhAinA ciraMjIvI dina dina pratye adhika hojo.... 76 patra-68 devadivALI vavANIyA baMdara

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI maMgaLakArI evo je Ajano samaya je devanI divALIno che. temAM paNa vizeSa potAnA prANAdhAra gurUdevano Aje janma divasa hovAthI amoe bhAvathI sevAbhakti ka2I Ajano divasa AnaMda maMgaLamAM vyatIta karyo che. ane amArI lAgaNI hamezAM A pramANe rahe evI paramagurU paramAtmA pratye vinaMtI che. zrImAna gaNAdhipati, devAdhideva, paramakRpALu, mahAna tejasvI, mohavidAraka, dharmadhuraMdhara, parama jAgRta, adhamodhAraka, patita pAvana, aDIMga jItendriya, sakaLajJAyaka, sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmI parama pUjya zrI 1008 zrI rAjyacaMdradeva jayavaMta varto. A tIrachA rAjyalokane viSe caMdramAnI pere zItaLakArInA A batrIsamA varSanI Aje zarUAta thAya che. tIchA lokane viSe A pAMcamA ArAmAM anAvRSTino je duSamakALa je samaye dharma jALavavo e dUdha2mAM dUdhara te samayane viSe Apa paramAtmA dhorInI mAphaka dharmanuM vahana karo cho. tevA Apa paramapUjya paramAtmAne anaMtAnaMta dhanya che. lokane viSe je uttama ane pUjanika evA je deva, temanI jJAna prakAzanA samUharUpa je divALIno divasa teja divase Apa mahAna paramAtmAnuM paramArtha kalyANa mATe deha dhAraNa karavAno je joga thayo che te atizayanuM kAraNa che. te atizaye karI A batrIsamuM varSa nirnighna jagatanA hitarUpe pasAra thAo. vinaMtI. AjJAMkita dAsAnudAsa bALa dhArazI kuzaLacaMdanA sASTAga daMDavat zuddhabhAvathI savinaya prApta thAo. pU. zrI devakaraNajI mahArAjanA patro 15 + pratyakSa pragaTa zrI sadgurUdevane namo namaH paramakRpALudevanA caraNakamaLa pratye vinaMtI prApta thAoH patra-69 bhAdaravo, 1952 yathAvidhi AjJApUrvaka aMbAlAlabhAino patra maLyo. varo karatAM bhikhArInA vakhate ghI khUTyuM te bhikhArIno bhAgyodaya. janmIne jALAmAM nAkhyA barobara ma karajo. ATalo badho kALa pratibaMdha jevo Ape gujAryo. ane amArA aMtarAya ! amane AvA yoge AvI vRtti thai. akarmInA paDIyA kANA - eTale nirjAgInA. te kahevata barAbara che. kArtika pUnama pachI zuM thaze te mane kAMi khabara nathI, te Apa jANo. anaMta dayA chatAM nirdaya jevA zuM thAo cho. apratibaMdhane vaLI pratibaMdha zyo ? ATaluM tema teTaluM tamAro hajAma khAya keTaluM ? amArA jevA pAmara jIvo para karUNA ANI thoDo pratibaMdha veThazyo. nirAza ma karajo. bhANe besADI gaLuM pakaDI uThADI ma mUkazo. A dehano dharma ekadama so gAu upara AvI caraNamAM paDe tevo nathI. A jIve jJAnAvaraNIya karma ghaNAM bAMdhyAM haze ? ke Apa jJAnanI mUrtinAM darazanano aMtarAya paDavA jevuM kAgaLathI mAlama paDe che. kAgaLamAM lakhANa AvyuM je 'nirAza ma thAjo', eTalI kaMika AzAnuM vaLagaNa che. jJAnIkI gati jJAnI hI jANe. paMktimAM pIrasatAM bhAgyahInane bhANe ghIi khUTe - temAM navAi zuM ? sahI dA. - alpajJa devakaraNajInA namaskAra prApta thAo. 99

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI patra-70 saMvata 1952 pUjya rAjyacaMdra deva pratye punaH punaH namaskAra. huM atre uttarAdhyayana 11muM vAMcuM chuM temAM phakta bahuzrutanA guNagrAma karUM chuM evI buddhie paraSadAmAM vAMcuM chuM. ane jyAM sAdhupaNAno adhikAra agara jJAnIono adhikAra Ave tyAM temanA guNagrAmanI buddhi rAkhuM chuM ne kadApi vairAgya upazamanI vAta Ave te sajjhAya kahI mArA AtmAne upadezabuddhie grahaNa karUM chuM. tema chatAM paNa upadeza buddhi ahaMkAre karI thAya te mArAM karamano doSa. ardhazIkhI vidyAmAM dahana thAuM chuM ne muMjhAuM chuM. ne ApanA satsaMga vinA mArUM cittacakra ThekANe besatuM nathI. te mane kyAre joga maLe ne aMtarAya tUTe te kAMi samajAtuM nathI. daH lIMgadhArI devakaraNajI. hAla mane je sphuraNA thai AvI te lakhyuM che. A vAtamAM mane bAdhakA2ka keTaluM che te te dayA karI lakhazo to huM tamAro moTo AbhAra mAnIza ne kAgaLanI rAha joiza. (javAba va. 716) patra-71 bhAdaravo, 1953 zrImad zrI sadgurudeva apUrva upagArI pratye punaH punaH namaskAra prazna - mokSamArga graMtha viSe zvetAMbara mata nirUpaNa karyuM che te zAstro kalpita kahe che. ne upagaraNa-lIMgaAhAra vigere je nirUpaNa karyuM che te te yathArtha che ke kema ? te jarA zaMkA jevuM che, mATe kRpA karI khulAso Apazo evI AzA che. bAkI samyakzAna, samyakdarzana, samyakcAritra ityAdi nirUpaNa che, te ApanI mukhavANI samAna apUrva upadeza atyaMta hitakArI che. khulAsA sAthe nirUpaNa karyuM che. temAM vicAratAM atyaMta prema Ave che. 1131133 dA. dInadAsa devakaraNanA namaskAra prApta thAya. I vinaMtI - jANe ahaMkAra sivAya upadeza dai zakato nathI evo bhaya vartyA kare che. mane tamAro moTo Azraya che. tema chatAM bhaya rahe che. mATe nirbhaya thavAne kAMi kRpA karazo. te viSe AjJA karazo tema vartIza. 1 daH devakaraNanA namaskAra. 78 he prabhu, have tumAre pasAye koi matabheda tathA saMzaya ghaNA vartatA nathI. jema bane tema tamArA tarapha vRtti vaLe che. ne pravRttine saMkocavAne jeTalo bane teTalo yathAzakti purUSArtha karUM chuM. e ja vinaMtI. bAhyadaSTi laukIka vyavahAramAM anaMtakALa thayAM bhame che. tethI uparAma thai ApanA svarUpa pratye ekatvapaNuM kyAre thAze - e mAguM chuM. "paDI paDI tuja pada paMkaje, pharI pharI mAguM e ja, sadgurU saMta svarUpa tuja, e daDhatA karI de ja.'' zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa pratye punaH punaH namaskAra prApta thAya. (javAba va. 807)

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munizrI pU. devakaraNajI mahArAja klorophorma suMdhyA vinA paganA hADakAnuM sAta vAra oparezana karAvanAra sahanazIlatAnI mUrti - AtmajJAnI muni

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RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) GK patra-72 te dharmarAja zItaLacaMdra prabhu pratye punaH punaH namaskAra hojo.. Apa pratye mArI vinaMtI je Apano jeTalo satsaMga mane thayo che ne ApazrIe kRpAdaSTie je bodha apAvyo che te dhAraNa karavAne huM pAtra nathI. chatAM kavacita dhAraNa thayo che te ApanA vacanAmRta-patrothI ApanuM mane jeTaluM oLakhANa thayuM che teTalo ja Apa mArAM hmayamAM prakAza karo cho. bAkI huM aMdhAre athaDAuM chuM. huM aMtaramAM AzA-umeda rAkhuM chuM ke - pUrepUro satsaMgano yoga bane ne mane kavacit sukha pamADe. mArAM pUravopArajIta ghaNA ja duSkRta mane lAge che. bIjuM vinaMtI je huM upadeza devAne yogya nathI thayo, dhAraNa karavA jevuM pAtra paNa nathI thayo. tema chatAM huM lokone bodha ApuM chuM. paNa zuM karuM ? A pratibaMdha toDavAne lokabhayane lIdhe huM kAyara chuM. AgaLa jatAM je bane te kharUM. ghaNI rIte to huM Darato rahuM chuM. ne jJAnIonA vacana mArA AtmAne bodha jANIne grahuM chuM. tema chatAM ahaMbhAvamAM praveza karIne baMdhAto paNa hoiza. te tame jANatA hazo. A vakhata mane jeTaluM sUjhayuM teTaluM lakhuM chuM. da: devakaraNanA punaH punaH namaskAra patra-73 zrI sahajAtmasvarUpane namaH dIna sevakanI vinaMtI ke he saMzanivAraka paramagurU ! mane jinAgama mAMhe kahelA vacano para kAMi ghaNI zaMkA Apa pasAthe karI nathI, paNa huM ApanA dehAdi aMga-upAMga aMtaradaSTie jouM chuM ne pachI ApanI akhaMDa vRtti, ekAgratA ane svarUpa sthiti para daSTi dauM chuM. ane mArA dehamAM rahelA anaMta doSita AtmAnA svarUpane vicAruM chuM tyAre ekatArUpa svarUpa bhAse che emAM mane kAMi bAdha Ave che ke kema ? te kRpA daSTithI lakhavA kRpA karazo. prazna - ekaluM tamArA svarUpane joyA karuM, vicArUM ? ke A dehamAM svarUpane vicAruM ? e bemAM mane vadhAre hitakArI zuM che ? daH dIna ziSya devakaraNanA namaskAra. (javAba va. 790) patra-74 muM. naDIyAda zrI paramapuruSa pratyakSa sagurUdeva caraNAya namaH atra gurU kRpA vaDe AnaMda maMgaLa varte che. temAM vaLI vizeSa udAsI Ave che te e je - Apano prathama samAgama muMbaimAM Apa nivRtti sthaLa - ApanA ekAMta sthaLamAM birAjamAna hatA. te vakhate zrI lallujI mahArAja sAthe hatA. te vakhate Ape mane pUchayuM : strI daSTie paDatAM pariNAma caLe che ? tathA vyAkhyAnamAM ahaMbhAva phure che ? e Ape pUchayA thakAM meM yathAtathya jevA bhAva vartatA hatA tevA kahyA. ne te ja vicAravAno Ape prathama bodha karyo hato. te huM ahaMkAra vaDe dravyatyAganA abhimAna vaDe jANato nahato. ane sAdhupaNuM mAnI 79

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SEARS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GK beThelo. te Ape jAgRta karyo. have banato purUSArtha karUM ne ApanI zAMtamUrti upara daSTi rAkhyA karuM chuM. tamArI ekAgravRtti ane svarUpa-sthiratAnuM mahAbhya jANI zakato nathI. te ApanI pUrNa kRpA vaDe kALe karI jaNAze e AzA rAkhuM chuM. jema bALaka mAtA-pitA sanmukha potAnuM duHkha jaNAve che te ja rIte huM Apa pAse duHkhanI vAto varNavuM chuM. je sUkSma ahaMbhAva vaDe sUkSma viSayAdi rAgadveSa rahI jatAM A deha paDI jaze ne te bIjanA vRkSo thai paDaze ne janma, maraNa cAlu raheze. te bhayabharelo vicAra AvatAM manamAM AkuLatA AvI jAya che. ne vaLI vicAra Ave che ke AvI jogavAi maLI jIva ghaNI vAra rajhaLyo evuM zAstrakAra vaDe jaNAya che ane Apa pratyakSa jJAnI paNa kaho cho to AvI apUrva jogavAi maLI chatAM A deha pAmyAnuM niSphaLapaNuM thAya evI ciMtA koi vakhata thayA kare che. ne vaLI Apa sanmukha vRtti thatAM hiMmata Ave che ke apUrva jogavAi maLI khAlI nahIM ja jAya. paNa daDha nizcaya thAya tevo Azraya Apazo to huM parama sukhI thaiza ne jINuM saphaLa gaNIza. | koi vakhata AtmAne vRtti durgAnamAM kheMcI mULathI mUkAvI de che. paNa thoDA samayamAM tarata ja pAchI kheMcAi Ave che ne ApanA sanmukha thAya che. marajAda oLaMgatI nathI. lajjA pAmI gurU sanmukha thai jAya che. atre 8 divasa thayAM nivAsa thayo che. zrI lallujI mahArAjanI pija gAmamAM sthiti che. AvA duSama kALamAM satpaSanA darzana samAgamano viraho paDe che ne tevAM vidhra AvI paDe che te aMtarAya baLavattara che. atre pharasanA pramANe sthiti thaze. hAla e ja. daH devakaraNanA punaH punaH namaskAra. pU. zrI manasukhabhAi kIratacaMdanA patro patra-75 | aSADa vada 1, ravi, 1955 pUjyazrI ApanuM kRpApatra sadAya icchIe chIe. Apa lokottara kAryanA pravAsamAM jayavaMtA varto. ane e mATe kuzaLa Arogya raho. niHspRhI mahAtmAnA dayamAM anukaMpA vA lokAnugraha sadA phurI rahe e anugraha amArA bhaNI thAo. amArI vivekabuddhi pramANe vyAjabI lAgI eka sUcanA - vijJapti Apane karIe te Apa mahAnubhAvanI daSTimAM yogya lAge to svIkArazo. thoDA vakhatanA samAgamathI thayela pratyakSa anubhavathI ane parokSa-pratyakSa hitavAto sAMbhaLavAthI kALAnusAra ApanuM jJAna amita che, evI sahaja pratIti thAya che. ane ema chatAM ApanA nirabhimAnapaNA upara daSTi jatAM aho ! Azcarya evo udgAra nIkaLe che. - Avo upakAra bIjA bhAio upara paNa thAo e amArI vijJapti che. jaDavAdamAMthI nIkaLI nitya, kartA bhoktA jIva teno mokSa ane te meLavavAnA sAdhananuM astitva A upara bhAionI AsthA thAya e mATe ApanI zaktinA pradarzananI jarUra che. zatAvadhAna vA anya bhASA bhaNyA vinA jANavI, vA evA bIjAM kArya karavA e laukika zaktithI thAya ja nahIM. atiMdriya guNa amuka aMze spharavAthI ja e saMbhave che. to evI adbhUta zakti jovAthI haLukarmI jonAranA manamAM AsthA kema na thAya ? mATe AvA pradarzananI jarUra amArI viveka buddhi pramANe 80.

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GiERSPERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SK GREEK () amane vyAjabI lAge che. samAgamamAM AvavAthI to ApanI viveka vANI amRtamaya ja lAge ane anya jIvo mATe paNa uparano rasto ThIka lAge che. - amArI upara upakAra buddhie Ape lakhela anya vacanAmRto vAMcavA vA utArI levAno amArI upara anugraha thAya to ema karavuM yogya lAge to ama upara upakAra karazo. li. bhaktivaza, upakAravaza sevaka manasukha vi. kIratacaMdanA savinaya jaya jineMdra. (javAba va. 882) zrAvaNa, 1955 parama pUjya prabho ! ApanA vacane manana karavAthI, alpa kALano Apano thayela amUlya samAgama tethI temAM jANelA ApanA apratima vicAro upara vicAra karavAthI, ApanI ceSTAone tatvataH ddhayamAM ghoLavAthI, atra rahelA mumukSuonA samAgamathI, ne temanA thakI saMbhaLAtI ApanI guNakathAthI, kRpALudeva ! ApanI amane dina-pratidina adhika adhika pratIti thatI jAya che. ja prabho, e rUpe ame amane dhanya gaNIe chIe. e amAro puNyodaya che. paraMtu Apano anugraha ama pAmara upara sadA raho. e anugrahane yogya ame thaie ane amAruM parama kalyANa thAya, evo puNyodaya jhaMkhIe chIe. Apa amane sthira karo. prabho, amArAmAM samatAbhAva kema Ave ? apramatta kyAre thaizuM ? rasto batAvo. paNa prabhu, jJAnInuM zaraNa haze to badhuM zreya che. ame pAriSTha chIe paNa ApanI anukaMpA amane emAMthI vAraze. prabho, hAla vakhata to yogya kALa sudhI ApanA vacanAmRta zravaNanI jarUra lAge che. atita mahAtmAonA jIvanacaritra saMbaMdhI pUchatAM - "jIvatA jIvananI jarUra che', evo Apano marma yukta uttara A veLAe tathArUpa tattvaramaNa karAve che. jIvatA jIvananI alaukika asara che. enA purAvAmAM Apano dAkhalo mojuda che to prabho ! - ama pAmara prANIone A veLAe atra darzana nahIM Apo ? atre rahelA puNyazALI mumukSuonI paNa ApanA atra samAgamanI tIvra abhilASA che. paNa jo kRpALudevanI kRpA hoya to te abhilASA pAra paDe. Age zuM thaze ? iti durgAnAdi saMkalpa-vikalpa prabho ! amane ajJAnatAthI rahyA kare che. te ajJAnatAthI kazuM nirAkaraNa na thatAM jJAnadIpane jhaMkhe che te kema prApta thAya ? Apa jevo bhomiyo haze to pachI bhaya zuM che ? kaMi paNa vacanAmRta lakho jethI amo daDha thaie, je amane AgaLa caDhAve, je amane zithila thatAM roke, zithila hoie to sthira kare, evAM mArmika vacanonI jarUra che. - prabho ! evI kRpA to karo ja. patra dvArA eTalo anugraha to karo ja. paNa emAM prabhunI icchA. amArAM kathano avivejyukta hoya e saMbhave che. paNa ApanI samadaSTi agAdha che. prabhu, ApanI chabInI mAgaNI karIe ? ApanI daSTimAM yogya lAge to amArA upara e kapA karazo. nahIM to amane kheda to nahIM ja thAya, amo pAtra nathI ema dhArazuM ane pAtra thavA ApanuM avalaMbana laizuM. ApanI kRpAthI amAruM kalyANa thAo.

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SY SY satsaMga-saMjIvanI GSREE SRO li. Apano caraNasevaka manasukha kiratacaMda mahetAnA savinaya sASTAMga namaskAra, bIjA badhAonA paNa avadhArazo. (javAba va. 888) pU. zrI sukhalAla chaganalAlanA patro patra-77 tA. 13-12-99, muMbai zrImad sadgurudevane trikALa namaskAra kSetramaMtara vaDe adezya chatAM potAnA bhaktonI AMtaravRttirUpa vADImAM ramaNa karatAM je guptapaNe mokSano upadeza kare che, te zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa sadgurUne parama premavaDe ame praNAma karIe chIe. jenA karakamaLamAM sadhaLuM jagata raheluM che, jenAM netrakamaLamAM karUNArUpa amRtano sAgara rahelo che, jenA caraNakamaLamAM samagra tIrthano nivAsa che, ane jenA dayamAM guNAtItapaNuM virAje che te, sAdhakonA dayamAM niraMtara virAjamAna che ane aSTa karmarUpa ghuvaDa pakSIne ugra sUrya jevA jaNAya che te, 'zrI caMdra' sadgurU amArUM | zaraNa che. ja A asAra saMsAramAM potAnA Azrita varganI buddhirUpa aMtaHpuramAM rahelI bhaktirUpa kulAMganAnA bhUSaNarUpa 'zrI caMdra' gurUnA caraNakamaLa sArarUpa che. zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmInA dhyAna vinA amArAM cittane vizrAMti kyAMthI maLe ? ane zrI prabhunA vacanAmRta vinA amArI jIvAne paNa bIjo kyo ArAma maLe ? A je uttarasaMDA jevI nivRttinA sthaLamAM nivRttimAM chatAM ane mohamayI purI jevA purapATa pravRttinA sthaLamAM pravRttimAM chatAM AtmasvarUpastha samavRtti rAkhanAra che, rAkhe che, te atiMdriya paramAtmasvarUpa mahAna vItarAgI zrI sarUnA caraNakamaLa ame upAsIe chIe. e prabhu amArA hRdayakamaLa vikasIta karo. li. dIna sevaka sukhalAlanA sASTAMga daMDavat svIkArazojI, zrI popaTalAlabhAi taraphathI daMDavat prApta thAya. atre hAlamAM teo che. samIpavartI sarva baMdhune namaskAra. patra-78 vIramagAma bhAdaravA suda 5, 1955 (janmadivase kRpAnAtha pAse vinaMtI saha bakSIsanI mAgaNI) zrI sahajAtmasvarUpI gurUdevane atyaMta bhaktibhAve trikALa namaskAra. kRpAsAgara zrI sadgurUdevanA caraNAraviMdamAM : Aje mArI janmatithi hovAthI Apa kRpAsiMdhune vAraMvAra namaskAra karuM chuM. apUrva bodhanA dAtA sarvajJa

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RER satsaMga-saMjIvanI GBRAKERS prabhu ApanuM zaraNa mane bhavobhava hajo. A bhavanA gata varSe pramAda ane viSaya kaSAyamAM gumAvI nAMkhanAra huM Apa prabhune zuM vinavavA yogya chuM? AgaLanA anaMta bhavone viSe ane A bhavane viSe Apa zrI sadgurU pratye avinaya, abhakti Adi doSa karelA hoya, AjJAnuM pAlana na karyuM hoya, Apa prabhunA apUrva svarUpanuM mahatva na gamyuM hoya, evA aneka doSone mATe A raMka bALaka Apa sarvajJa samAna pitAzrI pAse hAtha joDI ati namrabhAve kSamApanA icchuM chuM. ane Apa kRpAsiMdhunA caraNanuM zaraNa lIdhuM tyArathI ja janma thayela mAnuM chuM ane vinaMtI karuM chuM ke ApanA caraNanI sevA bhavobhava mane Apazo. vItarAgatAnA jaLanuM mArA AtmA viSe siMcana karazo. apUrva evuM ApanuM bAhya ane AMtara svarUpa A bALakane viSe dayamAM pragaTAvajo. (javAba va. 889). padmanaMdI paMcaviMzatI' no graMtha eka pherA vAMcI gayo chuM. apUrva vairAgya temAM vAMcatA jaNAya che. tenI sthiratA A AtmabhAvamAM rahe ema icchuM chuM. te pharI vAMcavAnI icchA che. savArathI sAMja sudhI paravazapaNe AjIvikA mATe vakhata gALavo paDe che. rAtre UMgha Adi zatruo vikSepa Ape che. topaNa rAtre be kalAka vAMcavAvicAravAmAM gALavAmAM Ave che. rajAnA divase paNa kaMika juja bane. te vicAratAM A nahIM jevA purUSArthathI mArAthI zuM banaze ? huM janmAro vyartha gumAvIza ? A jApa rahyA kare che te Apa sadgurUdevane nivedana karuM chuM. mATe kRpA karI prabhu, mArI bAMhya jhAlI have A viSaya kaSAyamAMthI ugAro. he prabhu, A jIvane ApanA caraNAraviMdamAM rAkho, Azraya Apo. | pravRttimAM vahenAra A jIvane Apa sadgurUdeva taraphathI kavitArUpe TUMkA traNa cAra vAkyo ke jemAM Apa zrI sadgurUdevane namaskAra sAthe apUrva svarUpanuM bhAna ane saMsArathI udAsInatA rahe ema dharmanI vizeSa daDhatA. thAya evI eka nAnI kavitA kRpA karI A raMka sevakane bakSIsa dezo ke jenA smaraNathI jAgRta dazA bhogavAya. Apa prabhu taraphathI thayela maMtra tarIke tenuM pratikSaNa smaraNa karavAmAM Ave. he kRpAsiMdhu ! uparanI vinaMtI dhyAnamAM levA kRpA karazo. patra naM.79 prArthanA gIta (rAga - manamAM Avajo re nAtha) gurUvara nija zIzu jANI, darizana dezo ddhaye Aja. khArA A saMsAramAM re, che miSTa tamAruM rUpa.. sadya prabhu darzAvI te, TALo viraha bhava kUpa.... gurUvAra sukha saghaLAM du:kha bhAsatA, A Apa vinA jagarAya, bahiraMtaranI zUnyatA, ko prati nava kahevAya.... gurUvara varSa upara varSa vItatAM A, mRtyu nikaTa bhaLAya, viraha prANa patI jatAM, apayaza vizve thAya.... gurUvAra Apa svarUpa je vALavuM, A tenumAM e dharI Aza, smaraNa karI dina gALIe, dharIne daDha vizvAsa.... gurUvara 83

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O GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) pada (rAga - he jagapati thAjo sahAya, vinavuM namI re namI, namI re namI, vinavuM namI namI.) iza thAjo sahAya vinavuM namI re namI. A asAra saMsAramAM re, bALe trividha tApa, Azraya nahIM ahIM koino, cho sadya tamo mA-bApa. - vinavuM. viSayarUpI A devatA re, dahe che saghaLuM aMga, baLa karI pAcho haThuM paNa, AzA thAya na bhaMga - vinavuM. mana mAtaMga che mastimAM re, aMkuza mAne na nAtha, sUtradhAra tamo sarvanA cho, che jaya tamAre hAtha. - vinavuM. iMdriyo unmatta thai re, icche viSayo saMga, Apa taNI karUNA vinA prabhu, mAro raMga thayo che bhaMga. - vinavuM iMdriya mana be eka thaI re, tamane ja jhaMkhe iza. zrI 'sat pati' ahIM hetazuM re, mane dejo e bakSIsa. - vinavuM huM bALaka chuM. mATe avivekI lakhANa mATe kSamA ApavA samartha cho. li. ApanA caraNanI bhaktino icchaka sukhalAla chaganalAlanA daMDavat praNAma. patra-80 mAgasara 13, 1955 zrImad zrI sadgurU bhagavAna rAjacaMdra devazrIne trikALa namaskAra ho. huM alpajJa zuM lakhuM ? vinaMtI mAtra Apa zrI sarUnA caraNamAM mane rAkho e ja che. viSayomAM thatI mArI pravRtti kema rokAtI nathI ? he gurU ! bAMhya jhAlI zA mATe raMkane A viSayodadhimAMthI bahAra kheMcI kADhatA nathI. nimeSa mAtrathI tamArI kRpA he prabhu, mane tAraze. kRpAnAtha ! ApanA bIjA guNI vidvAna, suzIla ziSyo to ApanI kRpA meLavI bhavasAgara tarI jaze. paNa huM raMka adhamano adhama durguNa bharela chuM te tarapha daSTi karo. 'ApanA anugraha vinA koi paNa prakAre mane bIjI icchA nathI. mArAM dayamAM Apa vaso. ApanI chabI sivAya mane bIjuM najare na paDo." | he nAtha ! mArAM pApI AEya tarapha najara nahIM karatAM raMka jANI bAMhya graho, darzana do. Apa thoDA vakhatamAM muMbai padhAravAnA cho to ekAda divasa vIramagAma utarI mAruM ghara pavitra karazo. sevakane bodha ApI ThekANe lAvavA vinaMtI karuM chuM. patra dvArA jarUra khabara ApavA namra vinavuM chuM. he nAtha ! eka divasano bhaktino lAbha Apo. jo A vakhata icchA pUrI nahIM paDe to behada kheda mane thaze ema jaNAya che. ApanI icchAnusAra thaze, pratyuttaranI jijJAsA che. li. dInadAsa alpajJa sevaka saMghavI sukhalAla chaganalAlanA daMDavat praNAma svIkArazojI. (javAba va. 856) . 84

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GS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) pU. zrI sukhalAlabhAI - viramagAma paramakRpALudevazrInA ananya bhakta, pleganA rogamAM samAdhimaraNa sAdhanAra, pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI pratye ananya vaMdanIya AdarabhAva rAkhanAra.

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R ) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) phAgaNa suda 4, 1955 zrI paramakRpALu devazrI sadgurUnA caraNAraviMdamAM A dIna sevaka atyaMta bhaktibhAve vaMdana kare che. Apa kRpALunA darzanano paNa yathAsthita lAbha na thayo jANI kheda thayela. Ape lakhyA chatAM A jIve pramAda ne paravazapaNe badhuM ya khoyuM. mArAM durguNo vicAratAM zuM moTuM laine ApanA caraNakamaLamAM AvuM ? e kaMi samajAtuM nathI. mAtra ApanI atyaMta dayA - kRpA A raMkane - raMkanA manane Apa prabhunA caraNa kamaLamAM dore che. te kRpAsiMdhu ! A raMkane ApanA vItarAgI svarUpanuM bhAna karAvI abhayatA ApI che. niSkAraNa karUNA vAraMvAra batAvI bAMhya jhAlI che. saMsAra samudrathI A pApI kRtadhI jIvane bacAvavA ApanI vRttine prero cho. e atyaMta ane bIjA tevA atyaMta AbhAranA samudramAM DUbI gayo chuM. huM zuM karI zakuM. caitanya ApI jAgRta karanAra ane bhavabaMdhana kApanAra, abhayadAtA Apa cho. sarUne sagarUnA caraNamAM mAro AtmA arpaNa karuM chuM. ane tenA badalAmAM A saMsAra upAdhimAMthI nivRtta thavAnuM purUSArtha ane tenI sAthe ApanA caraNakamaLanI bhakti karavAnuM purUSArtha icchuM chuM. ane tevo purUSArtha mAro pUrepUro thAya tyAM sudhI Apa kRpALunuM svarUpa mArA hRdayamAM niraMtara jAgRta rahe ema kRpA karavA prArthanA karuM chuM. zrI Atmasiddhi graMtha vAMcavA prathama jijJAsA thayela. hamaNAM sahaje sAdhu pAsethI prApta thayela... vAraMvAra vinaMtI karuM chuM ke kRpA karI te graMtha moDhe karavA AjJA karazo ane tema yogya lAge to te graMtha mArA pUjya baMdhu aMbAlAlabhAi taraphathI mane maLe agara Apane yogya lAge to mokalela nakala pAchI mokalavA kapA karazojI. kRpALudevanI AjJA thaze to A graMtha mane apUrvatA bakSase ema rahyA kare che. yogya lAge tema AjJA karazo tema huM karIza, karavuM paDaze ja. dInAnAtha ! ApanI AjJA yathAsthita upADAtI nathI. tene mATe vAraMvAra kSamA icchuM chuM. haju sudhImAM mAtra 'yogadaSTinI' ATha DhALo moDhe karI che. AtmAnuzAsana, tatvArtha sUtra TIkA, mokSamArga prakAzaka graMtha, thoDoka zAMta sudhArasa, purUSArtha siddhi upAya graMtha vAMcyA che. pharI vAMcavA icchA rahyA kare che. paNa karmagraMtha koi vakhata nahIM vAMcela hovAthI have pachI zarU karavA icchuM chuM. he prabhu, Apane A jIvanA cenacALA ajJAta nathI. sarvajJa pitAzrInA caraNakamaLa pAse A raMkanuM DahApaNa mUkuM chuM. ane have pachI sAMsArIka vRttio mArI dinapratidina ochI thai ApanA caraNAviMdamAM tallIna thAya tema thai ema mArA hRyamAM chApa mAravA Apa kRpAsiMdhune huM vinavuM chuM. tAro, he prabhu ! tAro, ugAro. saMsAranI hoLImAMthI bacAvI AtmAnI advaita svarUpa agnimAM sarva bAhya vRttio laya thAya tema karo. anaMta doSathI bharapUra A raMka upara kRpA karo. li. raMka alpajJa dAsa sukhalAla chaganalAlanA sASTAMga daMDavat praNAma Apa kRpALudevanA caraNAviMdamAM prApta thAya. - kriyAkoSa, prApta thayela che, paNa bhASA hindI hovAthI yathArtha samajAtuM nathI. keTalAekanA artha samajAtA 85.

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CASSESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI RESEAR nathI. mATe evo ja graMtha saraLa bhASAmAM hoya to bahu upakAra thAya. mATe Apa kRpALuzrInA jANavAmAM hoya to lakhazo. nahIM to ahIM banatA prayatna samajavA yatna karIza. karmagraMthanA cAra bhAga pUrAM karyAM che. bAkInA vAMcavA para prayatna che. joie tevuM sUkSma samajI zakAtuM nathI. bhAizrI velazIbhAI sAthe vAMcuM chuM. - purUSArthano tyAga karela dekhAtAM chatAM amArA prANezvara prabhune AkarSI levAmAM anavadhi ane azrAMta purUSArtha vAparanAra, amArA pUjya, niSkAma svArtharahita ane saMsAra sAgaramAM buDatA aneka anAtha jIvonA uddhArane arthe niraMtara paropakAra buddhithI parizrama karanAra mahAtmAzrI saubhAgyacaMdrabhAine sAdara daye mArA | sASTAMga daMDavat praNAma. patra-82 vIramagAma, rAtrInA 10 mAgazara vada 7, zani, 1953 paramakRpALu nAthazrIne trikALa namaskAra sarvajJa prabhuzrInA caraNArvidamAM thoDA divasa pahelAM eka patra mokalela che. pratyuttara meLavavAnI dazAne huM haju yogya thayela nathI. AthI mane he nAtha ! kheda bahu ja thAya che. saMsAra viSayonA mohapAzathI gherAyelo, pUrve bAMdhita karma yoge temAM lubdha thayela ApanI kRpA vinA zuM purUSArtha huM karI zakavAno chuM ? kaMi ja nahIM. | mArAthI mAtra je purUSArtha atre thAya che te mAtra Apa prabhuzrI pAse patra dvArA hAtha joDI raDI yAcakanI mAphaka ApanI karUNA mAguM chuM. he gurUdeva ! Ape mArI bAMhya pakaDI che mATe A duHkhAbdhimAMthI tAro. viSayomAM jAtI mohamAyAmAM lapaTAtI mArI AMkho, mArI vRttiono nAza karo. satparuSono ahIM joga banato nathI. A jIva jANe abhaya hoya tema svachaMde vyavahAramAM vahyo jAya che. ane jagatanI sAthe haMmeza mATe bhramaNa karavA joDAyela che ema vAtathI nahIM paNa kAmathI sAbIta karI Ape che. kRpAnAthazrI pAse hovA chatAM jANe A jIvane koi paNa mAyAbaLa jora karI purUSArthahIna karI nAMkhe che. mahApunyodayathI paNa maLavo muzkela evA Apa kRpAnidhinA caraNAviMdamAM paDavAno lAbha levA samartha thato nathI. Apa naDIyAda padhArela chatAM, yAda ApyAM chatAM mAyAnA baLane haNI ApazrI sarUnA darzana na pAmyo. tyAre mArA jevo hInabhAgya koNa haze ? | he gurU ! A raMka upara dayA karo. saurASTramAMthI muMbAi padhAro tyAre raMka jANI ekAda divasa vIramagAma padhAro. caraNasparza bhaktino mane lAbha Apo. ApanA darzanathI mane nizcaya che ke mArI vRttio dora upara Avaze ja. punyano AvirbhAva thai ApanA preraka raste mArA vicAronuM vahana thaze. ane sarva saMsAropAdhithI | mukta thaiza. ' huM vicAruM chuM tyAre koi paNa prakAre ApanI dayAnuM huM pAtra nathI. ema chatAM bALa jema raDIne mAvatara pAse icchita vastu levA kare tema huM Apa sarvajJa pitA pAse hAtha joDI, raDI ApanA caraNanI bhakti mAguM chuM ke je bhaktithI saMsAra viSayono moha mAro ocho thai ApanA caraNAviMda sivAya mAruM mana na bhaTake. Apa | sarvajJa prabhunI icchAthI Apa nAthazrInA ziSyavarya zrI aMbAlAlabhAi patra dvArA bodha ApyA kare che tema chatAM paNa A karmajALamAM gherAyela bhAgyahIna purUSArtha karI ApanA caraNAviMdanA paNa darzana karI zakato nathI. ADAM 86

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{} satsaMga-saMjIvanI AvatAM kAraNone paNa TALI zakto nathI. e jANI joi ane samajyA chatAM purUSArthahIna rahe che te vicAratAM kheda bahu rahyA kare che. mAtra Apa A vakhate anugraha karI darzana ApI karUNA karazojI. to ja huM bhavAbdhimAMthI taravAno purUSArtha karavA zaktimAna thaiza. huM ayogya chuM to paNa dIna bALaka jANI karUNA karazojI. kRpALunAthazrInuM citrapaTa mArA pUjya baMdhu zrI aMbAlAlabhAi pAse meM mAMgela hatuM paNa Apa prabhuzrInI AjJA upara temano AdhAra jaNAvyo che. mATe he nAtha, Apa kRpA karI yogya lAge to te citrapaTa mAMheluM eka mane mokalavA bhAizrIne AjJA karazo. sarvajJa pitAzrIjI pAse haze to darzana thaze, to bhayathI kaMpI, A jIva jarA satamArga tarapha joze ne joze. ane kRpALuzrInA caraNArviMdanuM dhyAna dharaze. pratyuttaranI karUNA yAcuM chuM. li. sevaka sukhalAla (javAba va. 733) pU. zrI manasukhabhAi ravajIbhAino patra patra-83 115329 vavANiyA sahajAtmasvarUpa zrI sadgurUne trikALa namaskAra ho. parama pUjya parama kRpALu nAthazrInI pavitra sevAmAM - ApanuM kRpA patra 1 Aje pahoMcyuM che. atre ApanI kRpAthI sukhavRtti che. mArUM Arogya sudharatuM jAya che. sosAyaTInA saMbaMdhamAM Ape kRpA karI pUchAvyuM. tene mATe he nAtha ! Apano upakAra thayo. pArasIne rAkhyA pachI zuM zuM kAma thayuM che tene mATe meM bhAi amaracaMdane gai parama dine pUchAvyuM che. teno javAba AvyethI huM ApanI sevAmAM vidita karIza. huM ahIM Avyo tyAre dekharekhanuM kAma bhAi amaracaMdane ApIne Avyo hato. kAma barAbara mahenata laine karavAnuM bane to pArasInA upayogamAM e Ave. paNa mahenata laine karanAranI khAmI che. mArA manamAM aharanIza e ja mATeno vicAra rahyA kare che. Apa kRpALuthI ajANyuM nathI. ApanI AjJAnusAra pustako vAMcavA vicAravAnuM rAkhuM chuM. mArI pAse je pustako che te vAMcuM chuM. tyAre ghaNI ja temAM adbhutatA lAge che. ane te vakhate manane pazcAttApa thAya che ke mArA punyanA yoge Apa kRpALudevano Azraya maLyo che chatAM teno upayoga karato nathI. to mArA jevo bIjo koi mUrkha nathI, ajJAnI nathI. paNa A vicAra karmanI bAhulyatAne lIdhe kSaNavAra thai pAcho maMda thai jAya che. ghaNI veLAe mArA paramapUjya zrI sobhAgyabhAi sAhebanA uttama guNo ane bhakti smRtimAM Ave che ane te vakhate vicAra thAya che je temanA karatAM mAre, mArAmAM keTalA bhaktibhAva utpanna karavAnI jarUra che. chatAM huM mUrkha ajJAnatAne lIdhe AMkha ughADI joto nathI. he nAtha ! kRpALu nAtha ! A vicAra kSaNavAra rahe che. tenuM kAraNa jIvane koi koi vakhate evo saMzaya thai Ave che ke punarjanma haze ke nahiM ! A alpajJano A saMzaya TaLe evuM pustaka vAMcavAnuM jaNAvavAmAM Ave to mArUM kAma thAya. HEP 5K 147 RIFIP JPS FIRED zrI sthaMbhatIrthavAsI bhAionI bhakti smRtimAM lAvI vakhatovakhata manane Thapako ApuM chuM. he nAtha, haMmezA mArAmAM evI bhakti rahevA mATe kaMi nitya kramanI mane jarUra jaNAya che, to kevI rIte mAre vartavuM enI AjJA thAya to mArUM kalyANa thAya. evo rasto mane sUjhe. 87 S

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GSERBS satsaMga-saMjIvanI EXERCARTOO thI ja aphasosI rahe che. hAla bIjA koi paNa prakAranI ciMtA rAkhato nathI. je kheda rahe che ane je kheda game tema karUM to maTe tema nathI. te e che ke Apane je nirUpAyika sthitimAM rahevA devAnuM karavAne badale Apane zrama devAmAM huM nimitta thAuM chuM. e mArI mUi che. have ApanI kRpAthI mAruM zarIra sAruM thAya ane doSI TaLI jAya to pachI Apane vyavahArika upAdhi na rahe evI mArI namra prArthanA che. pitAzrIjI haju morabI che. Aja kAlamAM AvavAno saMbhava che. mAtuzrIjInuM Arogya sAruM rahe che. e ja vinaMtI. - alpaza dInadAsa chorU manasukhanA (ravajIbhAI) trikALa namaskAra ho. pU. zrI DuMgarazIbhAi kalAbhAino patra patra-84 bhAdaravA suda 5, zukra, 1952 sahajAtma svarUpa paramAtmAne trikALa namaskAra tathA bhAi saubhAgyabhAine namaskAra. joga zrI sAyalethI li. Apano sevaka DuMgara kalA. vizeSa lakhavAnuM ke huM bhAdaravA suda 4 gurUvAranI sAMjanA cha vAgatAM ahIM pahoMcyo chuM. khuzI AnaMdathI pahoMcyo chuM. rastAmAM mane ApanA paratApathI koi jAtanI aDacaNa ke vyAdhi AvI nathI. paNa ApanA viyoganuM thavuM enI aphasosI talabhara paNa aMtaramAMthI maTatI nathI. ApanA jevA satparuSane paramAtmAdevanA darzana haradama rahevA joie. te na rahe teTalI ja aphasosI rahe che. cAlatI vakhata mana udAsa raheluM tethI ApanI sevA barAbara thai nathI, banI nathI e kSamA karazojI. caMdanano guNa mUke nahIM evo bhagatino svabhAva zAnIono che. ApanI kIrapA che tevI ja nibhAvazo. ne ApanA satsamAgamano lAbha maLyo tethI mane ghaNI ja zAMti che. ane haju eka vakhata ApanA bhegA thai satsamAgama thavAnI pipAsA aMtarane viSe rahe che. to have paramAtmAnI kRpA haze tyAre bhegA thavAze. saubhAgyabhAIne kahela che te kAgaLa mokalazo. vacanAmRtanI prati 1, mane mokalAvavA kIrapA karazojI. avazya mahera karazojI. - bhAdaravA suda 5 ne zukravAranA divase saMvatsarI paDIkamaNuM karatAM sarve jIvonI sAthe khamata khAmaNA karI caturvidha zrI saMghAdi sAdharmi bhAionI sAthe utpanna thayelo vaira virodha sarve khamAvyo che. temaja A pUraNa thayelA varasanA divasomAM Apa paramAtmAnI sAthe paNa, je kaMi jANate ajANate bhUle cUke mArA taraphathI aprIti, avinaya thayo hoya te sarava mana, vacana, kAyAe karI be hAtha joDIne huM Apa sAhebanI sAthe vAraMvAra khamAvuM chuM, Apa paNa kSamA karazo. ApanA samAgamamAM bheLA thayelA sarava bhAiyune paNa khamAvuM chuM. ApanA taraphathI khuzI AnaMdanA patra lakhazo. ane ApanA bodha vacana, amarata jevA bolo, sAMbhaLavAne tathA vAMcavAne ghaNo ja Atura che. Apano darzanAtura sevaka DuMgara kalA huM ApanA darajA pramANe upamA ke vidhi lakhI jANato nathI. to kAMi Apane ajoga lAge to kSamA karazojI.. 88

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REMERGE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI haS CASH GR ) jyAre nija mAtA bALakane mAre, tyAre tene koNa ugAre'. abheda birUda tamAruM che, jema jANo tema rAkhazojI. e ja araja. Apano patra AvyuM AnaMda thaze. pU.zrI choTAlAlabhAIno patra patra-85 bhAdaravA suda 9, 1953, khaMbhAta zrI parama pUjya sAhebajI, parama dayALa, paramakRpALa, paramajJAnI, paramadhyAnI, zrI mokSamArganA dAtAra, purUSottama, parama prabhuzrI rAjacaMdra prabhu pratye trikALa namaskAra. huM ajJAnI pAmara ityAdi anaMtadoSa sahita temaja ajJAnapaNe he parama pUjya zrI sAhebajI ApanI AjJA ArAdhI hoya nahIM, avinaya abhakti ityAdi aneka prakAranA doSa meM kIdhA hoya te Aja dIna paryaMta kSamApanA icchuM chuM. huM ajJAnInA doSono pAra nathI. Apa samudranI peThe gaMbhIra cho. anaMta guNamaNI ratnanA sAgara cho, ratnanI khANa cho, parama dayALa cho he prabhu kSamA karazo. patra-86 khaMbhAta paramapurUSa sahajAtma devazrI sadagurUne namaskAra. paramakRpAthI bharelo patra maLyo che. va. 744 vAMcI paramasaMtoSa thayo che. AjJA pramANe te saMgamAM adveSa | pariNAma rAkhI prasaMge prasaMge jaizuM. he prabhu ! karmagraMthanuM vAMcana zravaNa cAle che paNa kaSAyAdikanuM svarUpa samajAtuM nathI, te he prabhu, he nAtha, tamArI kRpAe vicAra karatAM samajAze. he prabhu ! AjadIna paryata avinaya azAtanA mArA mana, vacana, kAyAnA yoga adhyavasAyathI thayA hoya to punaH punaH namaskAra karI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. lI. bALaka tribhovananA namaskAra. patra-87 zrImada sadgurUdeva caraNAya namaH te sidhdhAtmA pratye punaH namaskAra ho! A sahajAtma svarUpa pratye vinaMtI ke - pragaTa - pavitra - nirmaLa AtmAnA satsamAgama pachI kheDA kSetrethI cAturmAsa pUrNa thaye lallujI mahArAjanI samIpamAM zrI naDiyAda kSetre tIrtha jagyA eTale ke dharmazALAmAM je sthaLa paramAtmAe pagalAM karI pavitra karela te sthaLe hAlamAM sthiti che. te aparamAdanI chAyAmAM atyAnaMda AnaMda maMgaLa varte che. ApanA kahyA pramANe parama satsamAgamano rasa prApta thAya che. paNa svadeza padhArazo eTale te noMdha : je navA patro maLI AvyA che te patra naM. 85 thI 109 A navI AvRttimAM chApavAmAM AvyA che. 89

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) pavitra dehanI janmabhUmI e te pavitra dehanI sthiti thAtAM rastAmAM pavitra darizaNano lAbha maLavA icchA rahe che. te pUrNa thae katArtha thaiza eja alpajJa bALanA namaskAra prApta thAo. da. mu.- devakIraNa vizeSa vinaMtI ke muni caturalAla kaMika rozamAM rahe che. to citrapaTa maLavAthI hullAsa pAmaze ema anumAnathI alpa budhdhi vaDe jaNAya che. to ApanI kRpAvaDe AjJA thAya to amArAmAMthI eka citrapaTa muni caturalAlane soMpIe. AjJAnusAra vartazuM. patra-88 zrImat parama sadgurU devAdhidevane atyaMta bhaktibhAve trikALa namaskAra ho ! amadAvAda zAha popaTalAla mahokamacaMdanI dukAne, mANekacoka tA.16-3-99, saM-1955 phA-zu-5 gurUvAre. paramapurUSottama paramaparamezvara, railokya pUjya, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, anAdhAranA AdhAra, taraNatAraNa, nAvasamAna, ratna ciMtAmaNI samAna, pArasamaNisamAna, paramakRpALu, paramadayALa, sarvottam prabhu! arihaMtadeva, paramatyAgI, paramavairAgI, mahAdhIra vIra sarvottama muniMdra kaivalyajJAnI, kaivalyasvarUpI zrImat prabhu zrI zrI zrI zrI sahajAtma svarUpa zudhdhacaitanya svAmizrInI parama pavitra sevAmAM bhakti bhAve araja karU chuM je mArA pUjya murabbIzrI popaTalAlabhAi pratyenuM kArDa temaNe mane vaMcAvyuM hatuM, gaye vakhate madamAM ne madamAM doSonI kSamApanA yAcavI bhUlI gayo chuM, to have A patrathI - he anaMtadayAnA dhaNI! sevaka atyaMta dinapaNe bhaktibhAve te AjJAnA atikramanI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. je divase prathamano vinaMtI patra meM lakhyo tenA bIje ja divase keTalAka prakAre prazcAttApa thayo ke turtaja tamAku tathA phakta rogAdi kAraNe ja osaDamAM vAparavuM paDe to Adu sivAya kaMdamULa tamAma aSADa sudI 15 sudhI vAparavuM nahIM te niyama lIdhuM che. je cIjo sarvathA choDavAja yogya che tenIja meM amuka mudata bAMdhI che. tenuM kAraNa phakta eja ke jAjAvakhata sudhI seveluM hovAthI tamAkunA dhumADAnI manane seje mIThAza upajI jAya che. tethI tene choDyAne lagabhaga 6 mahInA thaze eTale tenA aparIcayane lIdhe teno ghaNo kharo abhAva thaze, eTale jIva trividha tyAgI zakaze. prathama poSamAM lagabhaga 1aaaa mAsanI aTaka rAkhI hatI te daramyAna prasaMgopAta jyAre mana lalacAtu tyAre jIva pote potAne samajAvato. je he jIva! mahAvada amAsa sudhI barobara sAcava, pachI ghaNAM sArA vAnAM thaze ema lagabhaga thatAM tene ApanI hajAra pote ja vAdI thaine pratIvAdI upara dAvo karyo te dAvo ApanI samakSa pahoMcavAnI taiyArImAM hato teTalAmAM to pratIvAdI eTalo badho zaramANo je te jIva, mULa mArI AbarU khoTI che, kartavya paNa sArA nathI temAM, vaLI ghaNI vakhata kedamAM gayelo chuM ne dAvo baMdhAI cUkyo che to have tArI zI vale thaze. Ama vicArI ekadama tAbe thaI vAdI, pratIvAdI eka thaI gayA ne have to sarvathA tyAgavI evAja abhiprAye aSADa sudI 15 sudhI tyAkhyuM che. kaMdamULano tyAga karatAM sUMTha vigere sUkI cIjono AgAra rAkhavA icchuM chuM. je DokaTara sAhebanuM nAma letAM rogano nAza thai jAya evI alaukika zaktinA dharanAra he jagadIzvara jineMdra! sarvathA jagatanA raMkajIvonuM Aja pramANe hitakaravA sArUja A avani upare avatAra dhAraNa karyo che. parama pavitra paramapUjya zrI saubhAgyabhAi sAhebe prathamaja mane jaNAvyuM hatuM je he bhANA! te paramezvara upara 90

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI jema bane tema dRDhatA rAkha. te purUSe pAchaLanI uMmara badhI vagaDo sevavAmAM gALI che. hAlanAM samayamAM paNa eka kSaNamAtra paNa vagaDA sivAya bIjAM sevatAM nathI arthAta parama tyAgI hatA, parama muni hatA ane A bhave paNa paramatyAgI che, parama muni che, kaivalyajJAnI che. anukrame varase bevarase ane chevaTa daza varSe paNa dravya cAritra dhAraNa karaze. te dhAraNa karyA pachI jinamArga mahA ujjavaLapaNuM pAmaze. kaMika haLukarmI jIvo te purUSathI udhdhAra pAmI kalyANa karaze. pachI paramotkRSTa kaivalyajJAna pada prApta thaze. chevaTa TuMkasAramAM je te purUSane, have pachI bIjo bhava nathI. Aja bhavamAM mokSe jAvAvALA che, ATaluM niHsaMdeha mAnya karaje. vigere vigere saM.1952nA Aso mAsamAM mane paramahitakArI upadeza karyo hato. te uparathI koi vakhata koinAM moDhe mArAthI evI rIte kahevAya che je anukrame eTale vahele moDe paNa dikSA leze. he sAheba! kAMi paNa mana kalpanAthI kahevAyuM nahotuM. he bApajI! te bAbata kSamApanA icchuM chuM. mArA pitAzrI mane lakhe che ke tAre sahakuTuMbanA sahavAsamAM rahevuM. to mAre sAthe rahetAM temanI vartaNuMka pramANe vartavuM paDeja. upAzraya javuM paDeja. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavuM paDeja eTaluM to avazya karavuM paDeja. prathama te oLakhatA hatA je saubhAgyazA to dRDhadharmI hatA to paNa apAzare jatA hatA ane tuMto khoTI haTha laine beTho chuM. mAdhuzeTha pAse tArA nAmathI leNuM hovAthI jo dAvo bAMdhavo paDaze to tAre kAMpamAM AvavuM paDaze tenA javAbamAM meM lakhyuM hatuM je AvavAne mATe dIna chorU taiyAra chuM paraMtu jyAM sudhI tamArA aMtaHkaraNamAM dharma saMbaMdhi saMkalpa vikalpo samuLagA nAza nathI thayAM tyAM sudhI mane koipaNa rIte Apane moDhuM dekhADavAnI icchA thatI nathI. pa.pU saubhAgyabhAi to jJAnI purUSa hatA, teonuM dRSTAMta mArA jevA dIna, anAtha pAmarane posAya nahIM vigere bInA lakhI hatI. he prabhu! jo vicArI jou to Aja pramANe jagatanuM asArapaNuM haze. A eka vairAgya utpanna thAya tevuM moTuM sabaLa kAraNa che. li. ThAkarazInA praNAma putra-89 he prabhu! A bALaka anaMta doSano bharelo che. have A doSo to moTA purUSanI kRpA vinA jAya nahIM. moTA purUSanI kRpA atyaMta che. paNa mArI pAtratA nathI eja mAro mahAna doSa che. te Apa patra dvArA nivAraNa karazo. samAgamano hAlamAM viyoga che, temAM to patrano ja AdhAra che. kIlAbhAine tyAM aMbAlAlabhAi, karasanadAsa, popaTalAla, choTAlAla, bhAicaMda vi. rAtanA maLe che, dharmasaMbaMghI pustako vakhate vakhate vaMcAya che paNa tevI dAvinA sphurAyamAna yathArtha thatuM nathI. yogyatAnI nyUnatAthI ema thatuM haze. he bhagavAna! huM zuM lakhuM? Apa sarva jANo cho. A bALaka hajA svacchaMdI che, tene ApanA pratApe doSa to have sUjhe che paNa hajA TALI zakto nathI, te viTaMbanA TALanAra Apa cho. lI. popaTanA vAraMvAra namaskAra. zrI vavANIyA pahoMce. zAha zrI pa.-zAha ravajIbhAi paMcANajI sAhebajIne dejo 91 patra-90 jeTha suda 4, bhoma, 1954

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI zrImad sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIne trikALa namaskAra. sAyalethI lIH alpajJabALa traMbakanA namaskAra vAMcazo. | | | Apano patra va. 833 gai paramadivase sAMje Avyo. te vAMcI rAte zrI DuMgarabhAi pAse vaMcAvavA gayo hato. paNa zudhdhi nahIM hovAthI kAgaLa nathulAlane Apela hato. dasa bajyA pachI zudhdhi AvelI tyAre vaMcAvyo. vaLI gaikAle dasa bajye zudhdhi AvI tyAre phera vaMcAvyo pachI te kahe je "sAhebajIe lakhyuM che teja pramANe ne tevI vRttimAM chuM, mAre bIjAM kAMi nathI. havethI mane koi bolAvazo nahIM. mArA dhyAnamAM cUka paDe che". tema kahI sUtA ane bolatA baMdha thayA. tAva AvI zarIramAM dhruja thai gai. kAla rAtanA nava vAgatA zrI DuMgare sukha samAdhi sahita te dehano tyAga karI apUrva hIta karyuM che. te Apane jaNAvavA lakhyuM che. daH sevaka traMbaka. (javAba va. 834) JAY paramapUjya bodhasvarUpa, jJAnamUrti, kRpAsAgara, rAyacaMdrabhAi 2vajIbhAinI sevAmAM patra-91 saM. 1951 ApanI kuzaLatAno patra lakhAvI AnaMdIta karazo evI AzA che. anubhavaprakAza nAmano graMtha vAMcatAM temAMthI thoDI hakIkata utArI A sAthe mokaluM chuM. temAM dattAtreyajIe prahalAdane upadeza ApyAnI hakIkata batAvelI che. te vicAra barAbara che ke kAMi pheraphAra che.? te viSe Apano abhiprAya kRpA karIne jaNAvazo. lI. ajJAMkita sevaka khImacaMda lakSmIcaMdanA daMDavat sevAmAM aMgIkAra karazojI. (javAba va. 637) anaMta duHkhathI mukta karAvanAra anAthanA nAtha zrI rAyacaMdrajI karUNAsAgara prabhujIne trikALa namo namaH ApanA darzana kAMpamAM thaze ema saMbhava raheto hato, kamanasibe joga banyo nahIM. pavitra aMbAlAlabhAie Apa anaMta kRpALunAM pharamAnathI lakhela ke arasaparasa bhAioe potapotAnI vartaNuMka viSe lakhavuM, to tema lakhatAM rahIzuM. A sevakane zAstrasaMbaMdhInuM jANapaNuM nahIM hovAthI parathama jarA manamAM dIlagIrI rahetI hatI. paNa Apa kRpALu nAthanA haDamatALAnA temaja udelanA samAgamamAM te zaMkA dUra thai che. Apa anaMta kRpALu para zudhdha zradhdhA rahe te ghaNuM ja sArUM che. A sevaka mahA pApI che. jaDa jevo che. bhUlacUkanI mAphI mAguM chuM. lIH magananA punaH punaH namaskAra. AtmArthI parama pavitra, taraNa tAraNa, nAva samAna, utkRSTa vairAgI, anaMtA dayALu purUSa, A lokane viSe gaMdhahastI samAna, anaMta guNanA bhaMDAra, vivekanA sAgara, anaMtI kSamAvaMta, mahAdhI2javaMta, A saMsAramAM mArA jevA ajJAnIne sarve baMdhanathI choDavanAra, saMpUrNa jJAna bhaMDAra, svayaMbhUramaNa samudranI peThe gaMbhIra, A bALaka upara mahAatizaya dayA karaNahAra, bodhabIjanA dAtAra, mokSamArgane viSe pocADanAra, bhavyajIvane tAraNahAra, ati dayALu, mahAtmA jJAna dAtA, pUjya sAhebazrI kRpALudevazrI rAjyacaMdrajI prabhu! mahAro same sameno vAraMvAra namaskAra svIkArazo. A bALaka alpajJa vinaMtI karUM chuM ke A saMsArarUpI samudra thakI mane taravA icchA che. 92

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u RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSA SSA() mane bolavA rUpe saMsAra anaMta du:khano ApanAra che vaLI nAzAtmaka che vagere. ghaNAja duHkhano varNana karavAne A bALaka zaktivAna nathI. te du:khathI rahita thAvuM che te mATe huM ema nakkI jANuM chuM ke te ApanA hAthamAM che. A bALakane A jagatamAM Apano AdhAra che. A jagatane viSe mane bIjA koino AdhAra nathI. A jagatamAM ApanA jevA koika ja viralAja satyarUSa haze. paNa mane Aja dina pahelAM satyarUSa maLyAja nahotA. Ajadina sudhI je meM kharA mAnyA hatA temAM mane koi sagurU malyAja nahotA, evuM meM satsaMganA pratApe jANyuM. AvuM lakhyuM che te koI paNa rAgadRSTithI lakhyuM nathI paNa huM satsaMgamAM bhAi popaTalAla tathA bhAi ThAkarazI bhAi vagere sapurUSanA samAgama vAsathI mane nakkI khAtrI thai che paraMtu gurU para rAga to vadhAravAno ja che. paNa AvuM je meM lakhyuM che ke ApanA jevA saddagurU mane Aja sudhI malyAja nahotA te satyarUSanA lIdhe ja mane avazya nakkI khAtarIthI lakhyuM che, vaLI 2-3 divasa upa2 bhAi ThAkarazIbhAie zloka kahyA hatA. temAM temaNe paNa kahyuM hatuM, A jIva mokSa mATe anaMtA sAdhana mArA jevAthI nA banI zake tevA sAdhano paNa A jIve anaMtI vakhate kya che, to paNa AtmAnuM kalyANa sagurUvinA thayuM nahi te kharUja che. tethI karI A bALake Apane sagara jANyA tethI mane ApanA darazananI agara samAgamanI mane bahuja icchA rahe che. zAthI ke tyAM sudhI AtmasvarUpa oLakhAtuM ja nathI. vaLI A jIvane AyuSyano paNa bharUso agara khabara nathI. vAstu mane ghaNI ja tAkIdathI ApanA samAgamanI bahu ja icchA rahe che. vaLI hAlamAM meM mohamudgara nAmanuM pustaka ghaNuMja uttama che te meM vAMcI purUM karyuM che. have je Apa mane AjJA Apo te huM vAMcuM. vaLI hAlamAM mane bhAi popaTalAlane tyAM jatAM bahu aTakAva nathI karatA paNa temane koi mANasa khoTuM samajAvanAra maLe che ne mArAmAM kaMi avaguNa Ave tyAre ja mane aTakAve che. paNa huM nakkI jANuM chuM ke koi dahADo dharamanA sAdhanamAM acakavAno nathI. vaLI tema paNa huM jANuM chuM ke Apano samAgama thayA pachI mahArA avaguNo avinaya vigere sarve duHkhano nAza thaze. vaLI ahIM 3-4 divasa para viramagAmavALA bhAi sukhalAlabhAi AvyA hatA te 1 divasa rahIne bIje divase sAMje viramagAma gayA. mahAre temano 2-3 kalAka samAgama rAtre banyo hato. tethI mane temaNe sArI rIte zIkhAmaNa ApI hatI, tethI mane hAlamAM kAMi aMzamAM krodha ocho thayo hoya tema mane lAge che. mukavAno to sarvaprakAre mane icchA rahe che. vaLI temanA AvyAthI mane dharmanuM daDhapaNuM vizeSa prakAre thAya che. vaLI 2-3 divasa para gAma godhAvIvALA vanamALIbhAi AvyA che tethI paNa sAro phAyado thAya che ne te hajA thoDA divasa rahevAnA che. vaLI huM bhAi popaTalAlanA samAgamamAM ghaNA bhAge jato rahuM chuM tethI huM ghaNoja saMtoSa pAmuM chuM. vaLI hAlamAM mArI sthiti athavA paragatI evI che ke bolavArUpe ema jANuM chuM ke sarve viSaya mukavAja che paNa huM A pudgalika zarIra seja azakta rahevAthI madha vagere davAo khAvAnA sadAya mane vicAra rahe che. zarIra para moha haju ghaNo ja che, khAvA pIvA paheravA athavA strIAdika uparano moha haju ocho thayo jaNAto bilakula nathI. have viSaya vadhAravAnA upAya karavAthI viSaya zI rIte ghaTaze ane zarIra zI rIte calAvavuM ? jema ApanI AzA hoya tema huM karIza. Apa dayALu purUSa cho, mane dayA karI kRpA karI rasto batalAvazo. A bALaka to sAva ajANa ne aNasamajA che. patra paNa mane lakhatAM AvaDato nathI, A kAgaLa lakhatAM je avinaya abhaktithI azAtanAthI je lakhyuM hoya te Apa mApha karazo ne kSamA karazo ne havethI bhUlacUka na Ave tema A bALakane samajAvazo athavA vinaya vivekane vicAra mane samajAvazo. huM hajA kazuMpaNa jANato nathI. hAla ajANa chuM. Apano patra pahelAM mArA para Avelo te mane pahoMcyo hato. pachI meM paNa lakhyo hato te Apane pahoMcyo haze. vaLI A patra Apane pahoMcyAthI mane patrano lAbha kRpAkarI dayA nimitte Apazo jethI huM atyaMta saMtoSa pAmuM. vaLI lakhavA kAraNa e paNa che ke mane AtmasvarUpa oLakhavAnI ghaNIja icchA che. te ApanAthI moDuM vaheluM paNa oLakhAvazo ja.

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI jyAre huM oLakhIza tyAre ja huM parama sukhI thaiza. paNa Apa jevA sadgurU meM na jANyA hota to A bALakanuM zuM e paNa thAtAM AtmasvarUpa to kyAMthI ja oLakhAta. kaMi kharo rasto jaDatoja nahIM ane ADe avaLe raste javAthI huM parama duHkhI thAta ne mokSarUpI rasto kadI paNa jaData nahIM ema mane nakkI jaNAya che. amadAvAdathI lI, alpeza nagInanA namaskAra svIkArazo. bhUlacuka mApha karazo ne pharI na Ave tema mane samajAvazo ne A saMsArarUpI sarva baMdhanamAM paDyo chuM tethI choDAvazo ane baMdhanamAM paDavAthI anaMtAbhavanuM duHkha che ema jANavA chatAM paNa chUTatuM nathI tethI Apa choDAvazo. chUTavAnI bahuMja icchA rahe che paNa huM jANuM chuM ke Apa jevA uttama gurU malyA cho tethI moDuM vaheluM jyAre tyAre chUTIzaja. bhAi popaTabhAi tathA vanamALIbhAi tathA ThAkarazIbhAi tathA mahArAM mAsI pAravatIbena tathA ugarIbena vatI tathA mahArI vatI vAraMvA2 same same no namaskAra svIkArazo. patrano lAbha kRpA karI Apazo. eja vinaMtI svIkArazo. E (javAba va. 863) kavizvara rAyacaMdra ravajIbhAinI sevAmAM revAzaMkara jagajIvanane tyAM - morabI zrI jainadharma prasAraka sabhA - bhAvanagara maherabAna rAyacaMdra vi. ravajIbhAi P 191 PIESHE 30 ApanuM pattu maLyuM. mokSamALA jeTalI mokalavA marajI hoya teTalI relve pArasalathI vavANiyethI mokale ema tyAM kRpA karI lakhazo. tenA paisA ahIMthI ApIzuM. Ape tenI kIMmata sabhA khAte arpaNa karavA lakhyuM jethI sabhA AbhArI thai che, ApanA taraphathI hita zikSA yukta patra maLavAnI AkAMkSA pahelI phurasade pUrI pADazo. mAre lAyaka kArya pharamAvazo vadhu kA lI. AbhArI kuMvarajI ANaMdajInA bahumAnapUrvaka praNAma. patra-92 mokSamALA ahIM thai rahI che ne gharAko Ave che. mATe jo hoya to naMga 100 sudhI mokalAvazo. 20/01/ SKIP Bun mAgazara suda 1, 1953 patra-93 zrI vavANIyAbaMdara paramopakArI bhAizrI rAyacaMdrabhAi ravajIbhAi li. sevaka kuMvarajI ANaMdajInA jayajinendra une bahu divasathI ApanA taraphathI patra lAbha maLyo nathI. ane meM paNa pramAda yogathI lakhyo nathI. bahu divasathI huM saMsArIka vyagratAnA vamaLamAM vadhAre ghasaDAyo chuM. gha2 ka2vAmAM mazagula hato. tyAra bAda gRhiNInI mAMdagI vi. mAM tathA bIjA vyavahArika aneka kAryo pATIyuM mArjana - kAma, jAhera meLAvaDA, myunisipAliTI, derAsara saMbaMdhI kArya, lAinano pheraphAra karAvavAno prayatna vi. bAbatomAM atyAra sudhI vahyA karUM chuM. AtmasvarUpa ciMtavanamAM yA AtmahitanI kartavyatAne bIlakula bhUlI gayA jevo chuM. 94 HT

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI CSR ROAD ApanA upadezarUpI amRtanI hAla AvazyakatA vizeSapaNe che. AzA che ke Apa te lAbha Apazo. vyavahAra jALavavAnI icchAno rodha kai rIte thai zake te jaNAvazo. kArya pharamAvazo. kRpA rAkhazo. (javAba va. 729) patra-94 RAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX pujyapAda paramAtmAdeva zrImad sarUdevazrI rAyacaMdrabhAinI pavitra sevAmAM zrI mu. muMbAi baMdara AjJAMkita sevaka kezavalAla nathubhAinI savinaya vaMdanA svIkArazojI. Apa dayALudeva zrI muMbaimAM AnaMdamAM birAjo cho evA khabara bhAizrI bhAicaMdabhAinA patrathI jANI khuzI thayo chuM. vaLI Apa sAheba taraphathI samAcAra AvyethI vizeSa jANIza. ... he nAtha! Apano pratApa anaMta che. saddagurUnA samAgamanuM phaLa niSphaLa jatuM nathI e pratyakSa jaNAI AvyuM che. A rAMka kiMkara muMbAi AvI ApanA samAgamamAM kiMcit rahevAthI je tenA lAbhano thoDo thoDo anubhava thAya che tevo AgaLa jaNAyo nathI. karmagraMtha vAMcavA zarU karyo che. te vAcatA vAMcatAM tenA upara prIti vadhatI gai, ullAsa Avyo. AgaLa mane koikaja vAra Avyo haze paNa A vakhate to ghaNo ullAsa Avyo vaLI traNa karmagraMtha vAMcI cotho vAMcavo hAla mokupha rAkhyo. temAM paNa kaMi kheda vartANo paNa mokSamArga prakAza Avela che tene kyAM sudhI rAkhI mUkavo, Avo vicAra AvyA karyo. ne chevaTa te vicAranuM baLa nahIM chatAM parANe baLa karI mokSamArga-prakAza vAMcavo zarU karyo. tene Aje cAra divasa thayA che. A graMtha vAMcatAM paNa mane AnaMda vartAya che. temAM paNa ullAsa Ave che paraMtu mArA paramArthanA ullAsano meM rodha karyo teno kheda kAMika manamAM hajA khaTake che. A graMtha huM ghaNA vakhata sudhI vAMcato nathI. phakta kalAka ne bahuto 2 kalAka be vakhata thaine vAMcuM chuM. paNa jyAre jyAre mane bIjA kAmonI upAdhi ochI hoya che te vakhate vAMcelAnA saMbaMdhanAja eTale karma prakRti, AtmAnA adhyavasAya, AtmAnuM AtmAnA guNa pratye pravartavuM ne tethI ja karmanI prakRti viccheda kare, vaLI karmano baMdha, karmano udaya, karmanI udIraNA vaLI A vakhate jIva kaye ThekANe pravarte che A badhuM oLakhavAnI bahu jarUra che. ane AgaLanAM munirAjoe, upAdhyAyajIe ane AcAryoe parama upakAra budhdhi darzAvI che te kharekharUM paramArthakArya karI gayA che. AvA paramakRpALu mahAdayAsAgara AvA AvA purUSone anaMta anaMta namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! ke jenAM vAkyo vAMcavAthI mahA zAMtine Ape che. mati ane zrutajJAnanA saMbaMdhamAM huM AgaLa ghaNo muMjhANo hato paraMtu A be graMtho vAMcatAM keTaleka darajja geDa bese che. karmagraMthamAM A be AzrI sArI rIte vivecana karyuM che, paraMtu mokSamArga-prakAzamAM A benuM nirUpaNa kaMIka TUMkAmAM che to paNa karmagraMtha karatAM vizeSa baLavAnapaNe ne spaSTa samajI zakAya tema vaLI anubhava thai zake tevI rIte ekendriyathI paMcendriya sudhInuM ghaNuM TUMkuM paNa sUkSma vicArane dorave ane yathArtha samajaNamAM Ave tema vivecana karyu che te vAMcavAthI huM to parama ullAsa pAmyo hato. hAlamAM to ema rahe che ke A be graMtho purA thayA bAda pharIne pAchA banne graMtho vAMcavA. mokSamArganA Azare 125 pAnA vAMcyA che. have AmAM manano saMbaMdha jyAM Ave che tyAM mananuM ATha pAMkhaDInuM kamaLa che ema kahyuM che. A vAta yogazAstramAM vAMcI che paNa bIjA graMthamAM

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O GR GIR SR SYS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SHGHEEKS vAMcavAmAM AvyuM nathI....... ekeMdriyathI asaMjJI paMceMdriya sudhI kaSAya kaI rIte pravarte che, avyakta chatAM pravartavuM thAya che te paNa keTaleka aMze A graMtho batAve che. temaja AtmAnA adhyavasAya kai rIte pravarte che te paNa keTalIka rIte samajAya che. A be graMtho ekabIjAne keTalIka rIte maLatApaNuM dharAve che. vaLI koi bAbata bIjAmAM vizeSa paraMtu virodha haju sudhI Avyo lAgato nathI. A be graMtho vAMcatAM pUrve je keTalIka mAnyatA karI beThela temAM pheraphAra thayo che. A banne graMtho apUrva che. lI. alpajJa bALaka kezavalAla nathubhAinA sahajAtmasvarUpe savinaya vaMdanA (javAba va. 840) patra-95 zrI sadgurUdeva rAjyacaMdrajI karUNAsAgarane punaH punaH atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho! muM. muMbAI baMdara lIMbaDIthI lI. Apano ziSya manasukha devazInA punaH punaH namaskAra svIkArazo. Apano patra maLyo che, te vAMcI darzanano lAbha thayo che. Apa kRpALunAthe mArA upara atyaMta kRpA karI cha padanA kAgaLa viSe bhalAmaNa karelI te jeTha pelA mAsamAM te moDhe karyo hato. tyAra pachI divasamAM ochAmAM ochA eka vakhata moDhe pheravuM chuM. ne vicAra karatAM dana pharate vadhAre phuraNA utpanna thAya che. te mArA murabbIbhAi kezavalAlabhAie mArA yogya samajutI ApI hatI ane te cha pada viSe vAraMvAra vicAra karatAM adbhuta vAta batAvI che tevuM mane lAge che, ane te viSe vadhAre vicAra karavA dhAruM chuM. ane cha padamAM AtmAnI spaSTa daDhatA batAvI che te cha padathI sidhdha che je AtmasvarUpa ane bhakti viSe je je bodha Apyo che te atyaMta mArA jevAne ddhayamAM kotarI rAkhavA yogya che ane chevaTa kevaLajJAna viSenuM lakhyuM che te yathAratha. te sat che te bAbata zrI peTalAda samajAvavAmAM AvyuM hatuM teja paramANe sat che. Apa prabhunA patra cAra (saM. 1948) ekamAsa thayA moDhe karyA che. .. rAtre mALA sahajAtmasvarUpa zrI sadgurU svAminI gaNuM chuM. teTalo vakhata haMmeza lauM chuM. sahajAtmasvarUpa svAminuM smaraNa cAlatA besatAM bane che paNa temAM Apa sadgurUdevanAM khabara Ave athavA Apa viSenI vAtacita cAlatAM te vakhate vadhAre smaraNa rahe che. Apa prabhuno zrI rALajano bodha smaraNa Ave che te vicAravAthI ghaNoja lAbha thAya tevuM mane lAge che. ....... Apa parabhunAtha pAse vaDhavANa kAMpamAM niyama levA araja karelI te vakhate Apa parabhue sUcanA ApelI ke je je niyama levAya te saMlagnatA cAle te vadhAre ThIka. te upara cokkasa vicAra thavAthI Apa sadgurU devane namaskAra karI niyama dhAruM chuM. ........ mANekanI parIkSA ghaNA bhAge jANI che eTale Apa sadgurU cho paNa pUrvanA udaye mANekane kema sAcavavuM e jANapaNuM nathI to kIrapA karI jANapaNuM karAvazo. mA Apa parabhunA darzananI icchA rahyA kare che to Apa kapAnAtha kIrapA karI zAMti pamADazo. vaLI Apa parabhu zrAvaNa mAsathI kA.zu.5 sudhI gujarAtamAM sthiratA karI hatI temAM be vakhata thai mAtra soLa divasane Azare darzanano lAbha thayo. mArAthI vadhu lAbha levAyo nahIM te purI khedanI vAta to meM pUrve karma karelAM te udaya AvelAM che. temAM koi vakhate rUDA purUSanI sevA bhakti karavAnI icchA karI haze to te parabhAvathI darzanano lAbha thayo bAkIno vakhata aMtarAya rahI te kheda thAya che. havethI Apa parabhunI sevAbhaktimAM vadhAre kALa rahevAnuM bane te icchA rahe che to he prabhu! te kyAre prApta thAya ane tana mana dhana arpaNa karIne Apa parabhunA caraNakamaLamAM RR RR

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SSSSS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) (2 (3) 03 () RE paDAya to sArthaka che te vinA bIjo rasto trikALamAM nathI paNa tevI dazA mArI nathI ane svadoSa upara lakSa vakhate rAkhuM chuM. Apa parabhunA darzanathI doSa jovAmAM Ave che te doSa Apa parabhunA darazanathI nAza thai zake te vinA bIjo rasto nathI. Apa parabhunA darazana be mAsamAM trIsa divasa darazana thAya nahIM tihAM sudhI amuka vastuno tyAga karavA icchA che to Apa parabhu AjJA Apazo te paramANe te niyama levA vicAra thayela che. eja, upadeza ciMtAmaNIgraMtha mahAzaya vaijanAthabhAi pAsethI lAvI Apane mokalelA te pahoMcyA te jANyuM. mArA murabbI bhAi aMbAlAlabhAi pAsethI dAsabodhanI copaDI eka maMgAvI hatI te dana ATha dasamAM AvI che te bhAi khImacaMdabhAine vAMcavA ApI che te nivedana karuM chuM. mArI vatI pitAzrI tathA mAtuzrIne namaskAra pahoMce eja vinaMti. saM. 1953 mAga. zu. 13 lI. ziSya manasukhanA namaskAra punaH punaH svIkArazo. patra-96 lIMbaDI bhAdaravA suda 4, muM. rALaja, 1952 sagarUdeva zrI rAmacaMdrabhAinI pavitra sevAmAM. lIMbaDIthI lI. pAmara sevaka kezavalAla nathubhAinI kidanA svIkArazo. Aje varSa purU thAya che mATe pUrvakALanI gurU samIpe rahIne mAphI mAgavI joie tevI pratyakSa jogavAi to mArAthI banI zakI nathI. to paNa mAruM nirmaLa aMtaHkaraNa haze to ApanI samIpaja chuM. koi prakAre dUra chuM ema huM mAnato nathI. paraMtu kiMcit paNa malInatA che to najIka chatAM paNa anaMta jojana paryata dUra ja chuM. he nAtha! sadgurU deva! Apa sAhebanI je zakti che tethI maMda zakti kalpI hoya, athavA ApanI koi zakti haze tene nahIM hoya tema kalyANI haze. vaLI tevI vAtacita thai haze, tevA vicAra AvyA haze, tenI vAsta AzAtanAno doSa lAgyo haze ne cUnAdhika thayuM haze tenA vAste kSamApanA icchuM chuM. Apa sAhebane laine ane dharmane koi paNa saMsArika kAmamAM meM pravartAvyo hoya, bhUlacUkathI ke anupayogathI thai hoya to Atma pariNAme karIne kSamApanA icchuM chuM. Apa kRpAvaMta sAhebanI vinaya bhakti to huM karI zakyo nathI. jo kadIkane ApanI samIpe kAMi ughADI rIte dekhavA mAtra haze paNa hajI huM bhaktimArgamAM peTho houM tevuM mane lAgatuM nathI te vinayabhaktinI AzAtanA thai haze kAraNake je vakhate karavuM joie tyAM zarIra coryuM haze, vakhate zarIrathI thayuM haze to mana coryuM haze athavA AMkha ADA kAna karyA haze. AvA prakAra banIne AzAtanA, abhakti thai che ema nakkI thAya che. mATe he nAtha ! A mAphIthI to chuTAya tevuM to mane lAgatuM nathI, mATe pharI pharI AtmabhAve ciMtavIne gurUdevane ThagyA che temane A hakikata nivedana karI A eka moTuM bhayaMkara pApa sevyuM che tema vAraMvAra AtmabhAvathI vicArI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. Apa kRpAvaMta sAhebanA jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapAdimAM koi prakAranuM mArAthI vikalpa ke vikSepa lAvavA jevuM thayuM hoya to kSamA icchuM chuM. A mArA murabbI zrI saubhAgyacaMdrabhAi tathA DuMgarazIbhAine baMne hAtha joDI mastaka namAvI namaskAra karI temanA vize koi paNa aparAdhAdi thayuM hoya tenA vAste Atma pariNatie karI kSamApanA icchuM chuM. jJAnInA caraNamAM nirmaLa aMtaHkaraNa arpaNa karanAra, satsaMganA aMtaHkaraNathI utsAhI evA bhAionI pUrvAdi kAraNanA saMbaMdhe aparAdhAdi thayAM hoya athavA te bhAionI bhUla na hoya ane mane bhAsI hoya teno mArA manamAM khedakAraka vicAra utpanna thayo hoya temAM mArI moTI bhUla gaNI te bhAionI kSamApanA icchuM chuM.

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI he nAtha ? mane satsaMgano tadana abhAva che ane jJAnane vRdhdhi ka2vAnA badalAmAM pADavAnA kAraNo vaLagaNe pravartana thayA kare che. tethI ema rahe che ke tevo prasaMga pADavAthI paNa alaga rahevAya to rahevuM te paNa Apa kRpAvaMtane nivedana karUM chuM. he nAtha tRSNAno kSaya thato nathI paNa ulTuM mokSamAM A saMsArane lai javo hoya to bahu sArU athavA mana, sagA, snehI - kuTuMba parivAramAM rahyA kare ne mokSa paNa karavo te nahI banavA tulya che. zarIra uparanI vhAlapa pAra vinAnI che. eka sAMDha doDato Ave to nAzIne tenAthI bacavAnuM kare. roga utpanna thatA bhaya, za2I2 kRSa thavAno bhaya vigere bhaye to bAkI rAkhI nathI. je AtmAnA jJAnAdi guNo luMTAya che teno to bhaya bIlakula jaNAto nathI. jeno bhaya rAkhavo joie tene to khullA mUkyA che ne jene koi jAtano saMbaMdha nathI. sajAtipaNuM nathI tene vAste keTalI badhI saMbhALa, A paNa Azcarya che. he nAtha ! je taskaro guNarUpI dhana luMTIne lai gayA che tene mArIne AtmAnA guNo huM kyAre meLavI zakIza ? mArAmAM te zakti nathI. huM azakta thai paDyo chuM. mATe he dIna dayALa prabhu ! mane sahAya thAo. ne Apano eja dharma che ke je dIna che tene sahAyaka thavuM, mATe te guNanuM avalaMbana mane Apo ne je mArUM dhana che te mane meLavI Apo yogavAsISTamAM ghaNo bodha che te vicAra zaktine ghaNI AgaLa dore che. jagata bhrama che. paMcaviSaya paNa bhrama che ne chevaTa sthUla sUkSma ne kA2maNa zarIra paryaMta tamAma jUThuM TharAvI temAMthI AtmAne nyAro kADhI phakta eja satya che te sivAya kAMya nathI. A pramANe dRDhIbhUta thAya che to pachI zuM iMdriyanA viSayamAM sukha mAnaze, naja mAne. kAraNa ke te to khoTuM che, vikAra rUpa che to traNa zarIramAM AnaMda zI rIte mAnaze. mATe tamAmamAMthI tRSNA kSaya karavAmAM e vajarUpa che ema mane to bhAse che. mATe mane paNa AtmA sivAya bIjuM khoTuM che, mithyA che tema bhAsI temAMthI vRtti saMkSepAya tema he nAtha ! ka2zo eja vinaMti. mAre rALaja AvavuM hatuM paNa koine koi upAdhi AvI paDe che ne muMbai javAno vicAra paNa rahyA kare che tethI be kharca karavA ema manamAM AvatuM nathI paNa ekIja vakhate kharca karavAnuM karavuM tethI tyAM AvavAnuM cokkasa thai zake tema nathI. bhAi sukhalAlane tyAM AvavAnI ghaNI icchA hatI, tene haju tAva che tethI AvI zake tema lAgatuM nathI. lIH pAmara sevaka ke, na.- bhAi nA savinaya vaMdanA svIkArazojI. (javAba va. 706) patra-97 he kRpALu / deva ! zrI vaso kSetre ApanI taraphathI utkRSTa sAdhanarUpa be maMtra maLelA che. tenI pAMca pAMca mALA pheravuM chuM. temaja te pavitra vacanAmRtono jApa aharnIza icchuM chuM. he dayALu deva ! te vidIta thAo. he bApAjI ! saMskRta bhASA zIkhavAnI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karavAmAM A bALake prayatna prathama karela paNa he nAtha, hina purUSArthathI nahIM phAvelo paNa have te prayatna kyAre thAya e icchAvALo chuM. tatvArtha sUtra maMgAvyuM che te Apa kRpAthI niraMtara manana karIza. he bApAjI, zrI kheDA kSetre mArI upara parama kRpA karI hIta zikSA kahI te mAvItra vinA bIjuM koNa karanAra che. saM. 1952 aSADa zuda 6 he nAtha ? Apa kRpAvaMta sAhebe je peTalAdamAM upadeza Apyo hato te haju jyAre yAda Ave che te vakhate bahu sphure che. temaja udelamAM je bodha maLyo hato te vigere dhyAnamAM rAkhIza. hAla kAMi krIyA thatI to nathI. to paNa vakhate kiMcIta thatI haze to tene AtmA sAthe joDavApaNuM ja karavAmAM Ave che. bAkI koi prakAranI vAMchanA tarIke nahIM. jo kadIkane tevI vRtti koi vakhata sphUre to tene banatAM sudhI maMda karI kADhI nAkhavAnuM prayatna karavAmAM Ave che. A vRtti kaMika jANavAmAM AvI te Apano ja pratApa che. 98

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SYST) satsaMga-saMjIvanI () je Ai zaraNa hI hota prApata, pApa tina tanako hare, puni phare badale ghATa unako, jIva te brahma hI kare, kachu uMca na dRSTi jinako, sakalako vizrAma hai, dAdu dayALa prasidhdha tAi more praNAma che. saM 1955, mAgasara vada 1 zatru hina mitra kouM, jAkuM saba hai samAna, jeha ko mamatva choDI AtmA hI rAma hai, ridhdhi aura sidhdhi jAke, hAtha joDI Age rahI khaDI, suMdara kahata tAke sabahI gulAma hai. adhika prazaMsA meM to, kividha karI zakuM, tuma gurUdevakuM, amAro jA praNAma hai. he apratibaMdhinAtha ! sunajare A dayAmaNA bALakane nihALazo. he bApAjI ! zrI iDara kSetrethI Apano lakhela patra prApta thayA pachI A patra ghaNAM vilaMbe lakhavAnuM kAraNa siranAmuM aMbAlAlabhAi pAsethI maMgAvyuM. mATe he deva, kSamA icchuM chuM. A jagatamAM tamArA zaraNA samAna bIjuM koi hitakArI bhAsatuM nathI. chatAM he dayALu deva ! viSayathI A jIva kema uparAMTho nahIM thato hoya ? he sarvajJa bhagavAn ! tamane parama vaidyarUpa jANI mArI nADI.....mArI prakRti caraNamAM paDI vidita karuM chuM. gurUkArIgara sArIkhA, vacana TAMkaNo mAra, paththarakI pratImA kare, pUjA lahe apAra. he dayALu deva ! he mArA nAtha, he paramArthI ! he mAvatara ! he parama iSTa deva ! zrI kheDA kSetre parama kRpA karI aparAdhI sevakane zikhAmaNa parahitArthe ApI, anubaMdha dayA sidhdha karI. te smaraNa karatAM A gulAma ullAsamAna thAya che. he prabhujI ! he devAdhideva ! patitane paNa tamArAM darzana ati ati durlabha che. chatAM mane samAgama sAthe amUlya kaustubharatna karatAM paNa vizeSa gaNavA sarakhA zrImukha vacananI prApti thai. he bhagavAna ! punaH punaH namaskAra karU chuM. he nAtha ! A gulAmane nyAla karanAra tame ja cho. he bApAjI ! mukta karo, mukta karo. game tema thoo, game to priya vastuno viyoga thAva paNa tamArA upara paramagnehamAM vRddhi pAmo evI dazA Apajo. pada : - 'pApa kartA pAchuM nava joyuM, harInuM nAma huM to bhUlyo re, dUrjananI saMgata meM kIdhI, devALAthI DUlyo re.' he bhagavAna ! garIba dAsanI khabara rAkhI A apAra saMsAra samudrathI tAravA eka tuMja samartha cho ema A AEya kabula kare che. zrI Adijina vinatI - 'samartha cho tame svAmi, jagata tAraNa bhaNI, to have muja veLA kema ? AnAkAnI ghaNI.' he traNalokanA nAtha ! prathamanA samAgame huM ama vicArato je bApAjIno samAgama velA thatAM je AvaraNo AvyAM te na AvyAM hota to keTalI dazAne yogya thayo hota. liH magana kALunA namaskAra. A patra-98 mahA vada 10, 1955 he traNa lokanA izvara ! anaMta anukaMpAthI A dInanuM hita thavA apUrva upadeza zrI amadAvAda kSetre Apyo te badala ahonIza he bhagavaMta ! tamane vaMdanA icchuM chuM. A kaMgALa te jema bhAgya vinAnA manuSyane ciMtAmaNInI yogavAi banyathI oLakhANa vinA vyartha kare 99

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BRS SMS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI haSS SS SS SS () che tema he prabhu ! tamArI sevAnA vakhate, tamAruM amUlya ane apUrva jJAna pAmavAnI vakhate mArA ochApaNAne lIdhe huM te lAbhane avagaNI pAcho pharyo chuM. he nAtha ! te punaH punaH pazcAtApa karavA yogya chuM. he bhagavAna ! sidhdhizAstranI to mArA jevA nirbhAgI purUSane prApti kyAMthI thAya ? paNa he dayALa ! have ghaNA mumukSajIvone te parama pavitra karanAra zAstranI prApti thai che ema jANI tenI paNa icchA karuM chuM. he nAtha ! te icchA pAra paDayethI huM mane dhanya mAnIza. ApanI pAsethI AjJA thavAmAM vilaMba thAya to paNa A dIna kaMgALa dAsane kaMi vikalpo karavA yogya nathI. kAraNa he dayALa ! Apa je zAsana vartAvo cho te saraLaja che. yogyatAvALA bhavya jIvonAM hitane mATe batAvo cho, to he bhagavAna ! A dInane emaja dhAravuM che te dayALunAtha jema tArUM hita dekhaze temaja karavA parama kRpAdRSTithI varte che. evA guNa te dayALamAM sahajapaNe rahyA che. he nAtha ! pachI te viSe svacchaMdapaNAe vikalpo karI ApanI anaMta kRpAno cora thai adhogatI zA mATe sevuM ? he nAtha ! anahada upakArI evA ApanI AjJAthI AtmAnuzAsana graMtha avalokana karyo paNa he nAtha ! citta vikSepa paNAthI aharnIza te jJAnano vicAra raheto nathI. lI. magana kALunA punaH punaH namaskAra patra-99 vaDhavANa mahA vada 10, budha, 1954 paramakRpALudeva rAjacaMdra parabhujInA caraNakamaLamAM namaskAra trikALa atyaMta bhaktithI pavitra sevAmAM aMgIkAra karazo. vItarAga deva ! ApanA darzana karavA ghaNI abhilASA thai che. vaLI viyoga paDyo che tethI mana ghaNuM dIlagIra che, mATe prabhujI darzana kyAre thAya ? mAre darzana karavA mATe muMbai AvavA vicAra che to Apa AjJA Apo to AvuM. he bhagavAna ! kRpA karazo. devAdhideva, mana zAMta thAtuM nathI. vaLI mane mUDhatA ghaNIja che. vicAradazA jAgatI nathI. mATe bhagavAna marajI mujaba lakhAvazo. vacanAmRta vAMcavAnI marajI thAya che. malinavRtti mArI ghaNIja che. moLI paDatI nathI. have bhagavAna ! huM zuM karuM ? dazA sArI thAtI nathI. vAMcatA paNa vItarka ghaNA UThe che. mATe yoga mujaba AjJA pharamAvazo. he taraNa tAraNa ? dayAnA siMdhu ! amane anaMta karmathI mukAvanAra sahurUSano yoga maLyo ne have ame jeTalI kacAza rAkhIe te amArI khAmI che. jema nirdhaniyAne dhana maLe tema amAre ratnaciMtAmaNI pArasamaNI maLyuM che. to have tamAro keDo mUkanAra nathI. anaMtA pudgala-parAvartanathI Apano Avo yoga maLyo che. to he zAMtinAtha prabhujI ? tamArI have amane bhakti joie che ne tamArA satya vAkyathI amane zAMti thAze. ApanA darazanathI pachI amane ghaNoja lAbha tathA ghaNI malinatA ochI thai che. e tamAro moTo upakAra che. jema sUrya prakAzita thai aMdhArAno abhAva thAya tema tamArA prakAzathI amane tama aMdhakArano abhAva thIo che. yogavAsISTa graMtha vAraMvAra vAMcavAthI ghaNoja lAbha thayo che. tatvajJAnInI AjJAthI vAMcyuM che to ghaNoja phAyado thayo che. have to tamArA nAmanI mALA pheravIe chIe. Apa anaMta kRpAnAthano ati amUlya Azraya maLyo che chatAM A jIvanI dazA mahA mAMDI che. jethI jIvanI sthiratA rahI zakatI nathI. mana sthira rahe evA chaMda vigere Apane yoga lAge tema mukhapATha karavA AjJA pharamAvazo. he bhagavAna ? have haThIlIne pahoMcyAtuM nathI, te chaTaka chIMnALa lAge che. tevI je kalpanAne zuM karuM? hAlatAM, bolatAM, bhaNatAM, vratAdika karatAM jIvane ahaMpaNa bahu Ave che. tathA saMjJA paNa ochI thatI 1OO

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SS S satsaMga-saMjIvanI haSS SYS ( nathI. temaja malinatA vigere behAlatAM ghaNI che to parabhu. jyAre ApanA darzana thatAM amRtarUpI vacana paDaze tyAre zAMti thAze. ApanA vacananI mane saradhA che. have to tame amArA tana, mana, dhana cho. ame to parabhujI gaNIne mAnA che. bIjo have amane koi pAra utAranAra nathI. kRpALu parabhujI ! jyAre sAyalA mukAme ame Avela tyAre ahaMpaNAne lIdhe bhakti na thai. to amArI ghaNIja bhUla thai. have ApanA vacanathI ne satyatAthI pastAvo thAya che ke jIvane ahaMkAraja rakhaDAve che. darazana ane bhakti to jyAre mAMDI haze tAre thAse paNa ApanA guNa same same yAda Ave che. ApanA vacananI kharekharI paratIti thai che. tame amArA parabhu tulya jJAna tattvanA vettA cho. jene yathArtha mokSamArga batAvyo, tamAro upakAra kyAre vaLAze ? murabbI zrI saubhAgacaMdabhAi sAkSAt dehathI mukta thIA, to amArA jevAno AdhAra hato... manane dIlagIrI thavAnuM kAraNa che je amArA jevAne ghaNoja temanAthI saMtoSakAraka sAdhana maLatuM. temanuM paMDita maraNa thayuM che. te sadgurUnI AsthA che. kRpAnAthe amArI upara anukaMpA lAvI bodha Apyo, to tana, mana, dhanathI samaye samaye amArI vaMdanA svIkArazo. jethI A sevakanA saMkalpa vikalpa maTe temaja indriyonI lolupatA ghaTe, tema kRpA karI lakhazo. e dayA siMdhu ! taraNa tAraNa satyarUSa pratye jevo jIvano prema hovo joie tevo temaja tethI ocho paNa A pAmara jIvamAM vartato nathI. to kRpA karI amArI A ati thatI bhUlono nAza thai Apa kRpAnAthanA caraNakamaLamAM ahonIza amArI vRtti rahyA kare tema kRpA karI bodha ApatA rahezo. lI. tAbedAra sevaka. vaNArasI talasInA punaH punaH namaskAra ApanI pavitra sevAmAM aMgIkAra karazo. patra-1OO mAMDalA bIjA bhAdaravA suda 4, zukra, 1952, zrI rALaja paramopakArI pUjya zrImad :vi. vi. hamaNAMno Apano kRpA patra nathI te lakhazo. Aje sAMvatsarI parva hovAthI pratikramaNa karyuM che. pratikramaNanI saMkalanAmAM zrI gurUmahArAjanI vAraMvAra stuti, temanI sukhavRtti, aparAdhanI kSamA tathA caramakamaLamAM namratApUrvaka vAraMvAranI vaMdanA. vaMdanAnA prasaMgamAM vAraMvAra ApanuM smaraNa thayuM che, evuM patramAM lakhavuM te mane AtmazlAghA jevuM lAge che. paNa pratyakSa gurU mahArAjanI yathAvidhie vaMdaNA karavAne gurUzrInA anugrahathI AtmajJAna thatAM tenA niHsaMzaya sarva kAryo sidhdha thAya temAM Azcarya nathI. tevA gurU mahArAja ane tevA vinIta ziSyone dhanya che. Apane zuM lakhuM? te samajAtuM nathI. paNa mAtra vAraMvAra eTaluM to lakhavAnuM thAya che ke rAga dveSa ane ajJAnathI vAraMvAra huM Apano aparAdha karuM chuM. aparAdhI chuM, dIna chuM, anAtha chuM. tethI kRpAdRSTi rAkhazo. aparAdhanI kSamA karazo. evI caraNakamaLamAM be hAtha joDI vaMdaNApUrvaka vinaMtI che. vyavasAya (vepAra) saMbaMdhamAM pravRtti vadhAravAnuM thAya te Apane anukULa na hoya e svAbhAvika che. ane mAre tema ja vartaNuMka rAkhavI ema jANatA chatAM paNa pratikULa karatAM anukULa jevA vicArothI mArI vyavasAya AdimAM pravRtti thaI che. ane ema karatAM ApanI saMmatipUrvakanI peThe lakhavAthI meM pU. revAzaMkarabhAine dubhavyA 'jevuM karyuM che te saMbaMdhI kSamA yAcI punaH punaH AvA ayogya AcaraNa mATe kSamA mAMgu chuM. mane lakhatAM lajjA KAR) 101 G)

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hiS ) satsaMga-saMjIvanI (2) SSC thAya che ke huM e jANatAM chatAM paNa pravRttimAM ja pravRtta thayo chuM. tethI bhavabhramaNa haju bAkI lAge che. kAraNa satsaMga thayA pachI paNa ane zrI sadgurUno upadeza mulyA pachI paNa je anyathA pravRtti che te bahoLA karmIpaNuM sUcave che. vizeSa zuM ? Apa mArI kRti tarapha na jotAM mAtra karUNAthI mAruM bhavabhramaNa ochuM thAya tema karazojI, vaida taraphathI guNakArI auSadha maLavA chatAM paNa kupathya karI roga vadhAranAra dardInA jevI mArI sthiti che. mATe Apane vizeSa zuM lakhuM? mATe dRDha saMkalpapUrvaka AjJA pramANe vartavuM teja upAya mane lAge che. | mArI mUrkhatAthI lAMbu varNana karI Apane zrama Apela che. tene mATe kSamA yAcuM chuM. mArI mUrkhatA jeTalI lakhuM teTalI ochI che. pU. mahAtmA DuMgarazI tathA zrI saubhAgyazrIne vaMdaNApUrvaka micchAmi dukkaDe daI mArAthI mana, vacana ane kAyAvaDe thayelA aparAdhonI kSamA yAcuM chuM. eja vinaMtI. liH dAsAnudAsa mAMkunA daMDavat praNAma patra-101 saM. 1949 maherabAna murabbI jIvanmukta nAtha sAhebajInI haju2mAM :li, zaraNecchaka ejJAna bALakanuM pAyalAgu murabbI zrI kRpAsAgarajInI pavitra sevAmAM aMgIkAra karazo. evI A garIba sevakane AzA che. murabbI prabhu ! bAlaka paragAma javAthI hAlamAM mudala patra lakhI zakyo nathI. mATe kRpA karI kSamA Apazo. mahAnuM prabhu ! ApanuM gujarAta tarapha kyAre padhAravuM thaze? te garIba bALakane tArIkha vAra jaNAvazo evI AzA che. murabbI nAtha ! bAlakane darzananI ghaNIja utkaMThA che. te murabbI prabhu, pAra pADe. - asatsaMgIonA aharnIza samIpa vAsavALo, satsaMgano viyogI anAtha bALaka, mahAna prabhu ! mAryo jAya che. mATe kRpA karI garIbane avaguNI chorU trapha dRSTi lAvI samIpavAsa rahevA AjJA pharamAna karazo evI dIna bALakane AzA che. mahAna prabhu ! ApanA pavitra darzana jyArathI thayA tyArathI A bALakane atrenuM ghara, kuTuMba vigere ujjaDa jaMgala jevuM lAge che. vaLI asatsaMgIonA sahavAsathI buddhi muMjhAi gai che. vaLI ApanA darzana vinA talakhe che. jema mAchaluM pANI vinA talakhe che tema. cakorapakSI caMdramAM vinA talakhe che tevI rIte A dIna bALaka lakhI rahyo che. mATe kRpA karI dIna bALakane samIpa rahevA AjJA pharamAna karazo. prabhu ! dhIraja zI rIte dharUM ? viyoga to pIDA karato ne karato rahyo. Apa vinA mArI pIDA koNa TALe ? ane sahAya koNa kare ? he svAmI ! ApanA viyogathI bALakanI buddhi bhraSTa thai gai che. ane viyogatAmAM ghara bAra vigere kaMi paNa gamatuM nathI. ane duSamakALamAM AyuSyano bharUso nathI. mATe sarvaza prabhu !dayALu nAtha !dayA lAvI viyoga maTADI ajJAna bALakane Apa zaraNe rAkhazo evI AzA che. bALaka taraphathI avinaya, abhakti, azAtanA i. i. koi paNa prakArathI thai hoya to dayALu prabhu ! kSamA Apazo, evI AzA che. e ja 102

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GSSSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) (3) (SSI) liH ajJAna bALakanuM pAyelAgu svIkArazo. (javAba va. 423) patra-102 muM. vavANIyA - 1953 pUjyapAda kRpAsiMdhu zrI sadgurUdeva rAyacaMdra prabhunI pavitra sevAmAM bhAvanagarathI alpajJa bALaka kezavalAla nathubhAinA sahaja AtmasvarUpe vaMdaNA namaskAra svIkArazo. Apa kRpAvaMta prabhunuM patuM gaikAle TapAlamAM mane maLyuM. vAMcI teno bhaktibhAve vicAravAmAM Avyo. Apa kRpALu gurUnI kRpAno kAMi pAra pAmI zakuM tevuM to zuM paNa kiMcI- vicAramAM lAvI zakuM evI mArI bIlakula dazA nathI. Apa vakhato vakhata je bodha Apo cho athavA ApanA taraphathI je mane maLe che tenuM varNana to zuM paNa vicAra karavAne mArI bIlakula tAkAta nathI. | he prabhu ! jJAnInI dayA anaMta che ne tenA Azraye sarva jIva dayAne pAtra che. sattAhina mahAdIna evo anAtha dayAne paNa pAtra gaNAto hoya ema mane to bilakula saMbhava nathI. jyAM huM mArI vRttine tapAsuM chuM tyAM eke indriya upazama pAmI hoya ema bhAsatuM nathI. jIvA svAdane cAhe che, cakSu drazya padArthane rUpa raMga Adine, nAsikA sugaMdhane, karNa rAga - rAgiNIne, tvacA komaLa sparzane cAhe che, ema jyAM jouM chuM tyAM eke indriya maMda paDI hoya ema jaNAtuM nathI paNa tenA viSayamAM tallIna lAge che. tyAM karmane ghaTavApaNuM kai rIte thai zake e koi paNa prakAre sUjhatuM nathI. mATe he prabhu ! uparanA viSayamAM mAro AtmA pravarte nahIM tema karo. - tRSNAno pravAha jabarajasta che. tenAthI chUTavuM ghaNuM ja muzkela che. te mAinA pUta koika ja chUTatA haze. mArA jevo ajJAnI temAMthI chUTavAne badale ulTo tenA pravAhamAM taNAto jAya che to pachI mumukSatA kema kahevAya. hAla huM to jyAre vicAruM chuM to mane bilakula koi prakAranuM kAMi bhAsatuM nathI, mArAmAM mumukSatA dekhAtI nathI. jyAM sudhI dehamAM tRSNA rahe che. dehane bacAvavAno, dehane nibhAvavAno ne tene laine deha saMbaMdhI kuTuMbanuM pratipAlana karavAnI vRtti rahyA kare tyAM sudhI AtmA viSe vicAra ja zuM karavA Ave. bhoga pratye anAsakti AvavI joie athavA to lAvavI joie. te hAla to lakSamAM ja AvatuM jaNAtuM nathI. | he nAtha ! mAro AtmA savaLo kyAre thaze ? huM to azakta chuM. paNa azaktane zaktivAna loko madada Ape che. to meM paNa zaktivALA purUSane joyA che. athavA tenI pAse mArI dInatA gAu chuM. eTale temanI pAse mArUM rUdana jArI rAkhyuM che. to temane dayA AvI mane koi prakArathI bacAvavAnuM rAkhaze. AtmA AtmabhAvane vicArato nathI paNa anyabhAvane vicAre che. paNa te vicAravuM evuM nathI ke tethI vairAgya utpanna thAya. paNa ulTo anya bhAvamAM lubdhAya che mATe mane tenAthI bacAvo. anyatva bhAvanA viSe bilakula vicAra ja kema nahIM Avato hoya ? te vicArIne temAM je lubdha thayelo AtmA alaga karavo te vAta samaje zuM karavA ? mATe haju keTalI bhavabhramaNatA karavAnI haze te vicAradazAmAM mane doravo. ahaMtA mamatAdikano tyAga kyAre thaze ? te zuM kAraNathI vicAramAM nathI AvatuM ? mATe te upara vicAra AvyA kare ne te nirmaLa thai jAya ema batAvo. Atmarasa te zuM haze ? zuM bIjA rasano svAda che tema A Atmarasano paNa svAda haze ? bIjA rasano ULTS 103

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E) satsaMga-saMjIvanI haS SERS SMS () anubhava thAya che tema caitanya rasano anubhava thAya che ? e vAta zuM satya haze ? teno zI rIte anubhava thato haze ? mATe he prabhu ! teno anubhava mane karAvo. agninI uSNatA, hImanI ThaMDaka, maracAnI tIkhAza, mIThAnI khArAza, sAkaranI mIThAza Adi cakSuethI joi zakAtI nathI paNa teno upayoga karavAthI spaSTa anubhava thai zake che, tema he nAtha ! mane AtmAno anubhava karAvo. - je gAma vizeSa upAdhivALuM che te ThekANe vRtti maMda paDe tema to avazya mAnavAnuM kAraNa maLe che. te vAta Apa kRpALuzrIe va. 706 mAM lakhela te kevaLa satya che. lIMbaDI karatAM AMhI vRtti maMda che ne jo muMbai gayo hota to zuM khabara paDe ke zuM ye thAta. te kAMi kahI zakAtuM nathI. jyAM jevuM kAraNa maLe tyAM tevuM kArya bane che. eka baMdUka hAthamAM lIdhI hoya to koi jIva upara choDavAno vicAra na chatAM koi pakSI beThuM hoya to tenA upara tAkavAno vicAra Ave che. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa khaMbhe caDAvI nizAna tarIke mAMDI jovAya che te spaSTa che temaja A saMsArano vyavasAya anitya che ema jANyA chatAM temAM paDAya che eTale huM nirALo nathI, paDeloja chuM. temAMthI nikaLavuM ghaNuM kaThaNa paDe che. puSya caMdana AdinA prasaMgathI te sugaMdhamaya kare che ne durgadhathI durgaMdhamaya kare che. te pudgalika kAraNa chatAM AtmAne kheMce che. tenAmAM bilakula kheMcavAnI zakti nahIM chatAM AtmA temAM uchaLIne paDe che ne tenA pravAhamAM taNAya che. te ajJAna ja che. mATe temAM tallInatA na thAya tema mane bacAvo. gRhavAsamAM rahyA chatAM koi kaheze ame lekhAtA nathI e vAta zuM satya haze e vicAra karatAM koi rIte sAcI hoya ema lAgatuM nathI. zrI vIra paramAtmAnuM Ape ApeluM dRSTAMta (va. 516) mAM te yAda Ave che. tevA mahAjJAnI purUSane paNa saMsArano tyAga karavo paDyo che to A jIve saMsAramAM rahIne mokSa icchavo e nahIM banI zake evuM ja kArya chatAM tene amAre karavuM che te kai rItathI thai zake ? mATe A saMsArano vyavasAya ocho karavAnuM, tenAthI chUTavAnuM, teno je gaLe phAMso beTho che ne temAM laTakuM chuM, tenAthI mane choDAvo. (javAba va. 726) patra-103 zrI vavANiyA baMdara taraNatAraNa, adhamodhdhAraNa, patitapAvana, sakaLajJAyaka, paramapUjya, mahodaya ! zAMti kAraka ! ciMtAmaNI! sakala zaMkA nivAraka ! vidAraNa ! svAmI zrI 1008 zrI rAjacaMdra deva sadAya jayavaMta varto. morabIthI liH AjJAMkita anucara dhArazIbhAi kuzaLacaMdanA vAraMvAra praNAma saM. 1948 nI sAlamAM patradrArAe (va. 373mAM) je upakAra Ape pharamAvyo che tenI nakala A sAthe sevAmAM mUkuM chuM. te saMbaMdhI jo kAMi vizeSa upadezavuM hAla yogya jaNAya, to te dhyAna upara levA ati namratA ane savinaya sahita vinaMtI karuM chuM. Ape jaNAveluM koi vAkya to zuM paNa tamAma vacanAmRta paramotkRSTa phaLanA kAraNa che, e vAta nizcayapaNe lokasaMjJA ane zAstra saMjJAe athavA to tenI bahAra jaine paNa dhAraNA che. athavA nizcayapaNAne lIdhe loka saMjJA athavA zAstra saMjJA nA pADe to paNa nizcayapaNuM khasI zake evuM nathI. vaLI e nizcayapaNAnI je dhAraNA che tyAM AgaLa bIjuM kAMi paNa zamAvavA avakAza nathI. ANAe dhammo,'e vAkya anavakAza dharAeluM che. apaTa, aNasamaju, buddhihIna evo je huM tene vakhate vakhate kaMi paNa mAranI jarUra che. jyAM mAranA 104

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI prasaMgano visAmA Avyo ke unmAdapaNuM tathA ALasa vadhatuM ja jAya che. ema mane bhAse che. bIjAo karatAM mane darzanAvaraNano udaya vizeSa jaNAya che. jyAre jyAre ApanA darzana karavAnI saMjJA (icchA) jora upara lAvuM chuM tyAre AvaraNarUpI kAma eTaluM badhuM vadhI jAya che ke lAMbo vakhata upAdhi sahana karavI huM jyAre terA gAma (kacchamAM) hato tyAre Apa nareMdranuM phoTogrApha mArI pAse hatA. te u52thI meM basTa levarAvela. te eTalA vAste ke evuM lokITamAM rAkhavuM ane te eka karatAM vadhAre hovAthI mArAM bIjA sahavargIne ApavuM. paraMtu ahIM jyAre pU. zrI manasukhabhAi AvyA hatA tyAre vAtacIta cAlatAM temaNe evI zaMkA karI ke ApaNe laghu zaMkAdi azucinuM kArya karIe to doSarUpa gaNAyA jevuM, thAya. basTa pAse hovAthI dIrdhazaMkAdi kriyA to na thAya paraMtu laghuzaMkAdi kriyA thAya e saMbhavIta che. lAMbo vicAra karatAM Apa narendranuM basTa lokITamAM ghaDIyALanA achoDAmAM rAkhavuM jethI vAraMvAra smaraNamAM AvavA bAda temanA mahAtmayanI vAta paNa vakhate yAda Ave ane paramakalyANanA phaLadAyi che ema mAnyatA che. tathApi tema karavA pahelAM rajA mAgavI ucita dhArI A tasdI ApI che. tene mATe Apa maherabAnI karI jo pha2mAvavAnuM yogya jaNAya to te viSe pharamAna thavA A araja che. we pls Pike 1 liH AjJAMkita sevaka dhArazI kuzaLacaMdanA trikALa praNAma ! praNAma ! mu. vavANIyA parama pUjya mahAkRpALu zrI sarvajJAya namaH zrI arihaMta deva pratye trikALa namaskAra. patra-104 caitra vada 7, zukravAra savinaya vinaMtI ke Apano hitakArI patra pU. dhArazIbhAie pU. revAzaMkarabhAine tyAM bolAvI Apyo. sarve bheLA maLI vAMcyo, tyArabAda dhArazIbhAine nakala karI levA Apyo, eTale pharI vAMcavA taka maLI nathI. pAcho maLyethI dhyAnapUrvaka vAMcIza ane jo kAMi temAM nahIM samajI zakAya evuM jaNAze to Apane tasdI ApIza. A prasaMge Apane nIcenI bAbatamAM tasdI ApavA rajA lauM chuM. pra-1. dareka sannI paMceMdriya prANIne daza prANa che. temAM manobaLa paNa eka prANa gaNyuM che. e prANa eTaluM jabbarajasta che ke AtmAnI zaktine icchAvAna karI de che. to mana prANa baLano zuM guNa che ? teno AtmA sAthe keTalo ane keTale darajje saMbaMdha rahyo che ? ane tene prANabaLa kema kahyuM ? vedAMtamAM e saMbaMdhI aMtaHkaraNa paMcIkaraNa ? graMthamAM gaNI varNana ApeluM che, ane tene AtmA sAthe saMbaMdha vagaranuM TharAvyuM che. AtmA vyavahArathI kartA ane bhoktA che. ane nizcaya thakI akartA ane abhoktA gaNyo che. pahelAM niyama thakI thanArI krIyA AtmA sAthe mana joDAyAnI hovI joie ane bIjA niyama pramANe thatI kriyA uttama purUSane hovI joie. A viSe yathArtha kAMi dharAyuM nathI. viSaya kaThaNa ane gahana che. Apa sAhebajI taraphathI je samAdhAna thAya te satya. pra-2 AtmAne keTalIka rIte jIva e saMjJAmAM paNa bolAya che. e banne vacce kAMi bheda che ? ke vastutAe eka ja che? te paNa jANavA utkaMThA che. Apa sAhebajIne khuzImAM cAhuM chuM. 105

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SiS RSS RSsatsaMga-saMjIvanI SREESA) () lIH darzananI abhilASA rAkhanAra dInadAsa navalacaMda DosAnA sASTAMga namaskAra | patra-105 bhAdaravA, 1955 paramakRpALu vItarAga devane trikALa namaskAra. parama pavitra, paramakRpALu, anaMta dayALu, azaraNane zaraNanA rAkhanAra, anAthanA nAtha, mahAjJAnI, mahAdhyAnI, vardhamAna pariNAmI, taraNatAraNa, nAvika samAna, jinazAsananA zaNagAra, jinazAsananA nAyaka, mahAvairAgI, kalpavRkSa samAna, he prabhu, ApanuM jJAna anaMtu che. paNa A bALakanI tucchabudhdhithI lakhI zakAtuM nathI. kallolathI liH bALaka ugarInA samaye samaye namaskAra, trikALa namaskAra svIkArazojI evI AzA che. jata Apa prabhune eka patra zrI amadAvAdathI tathA eka patra kallolathI lakhyo hato. te pahoMcyo haze ? he nAtha, kRpAdRSTi karI patra dvAre darzana ApazojI. he kRpALu nAtha ! A dIna chorU upara lagAra dRSTi karI caraNa samIpa rahevA AjJA karazo. jethI ghaNA vakhatathI darzanano lAbha A bAlikAne maLyo nathI tethI viyogano ghaNo kheda rahyA kare che mATe dayA lAvIne zaraNe paDelI bAlikAne samIpa rAkhavA AjJA karazo. ' he prabhu, ApanA darzananI icchA mArI mAtuzrIne ghaNI rahyA kare che. te Apa kRpAdRSTi karI A bAlikAnI upara dayA lAvI AjJA hoya to mArI mAtuzrIne teDIne ApanA caraNakamaLanI sevAmAM AvIne rahuM. o vhAlA prabhu ! nAtha ! mahera karIne chorU upara najara karazojI. arere, Apa prabhujI padhAryA chatAM A bALakane viyoga ghaNo paDayo che. pUrvita karmano doSa. he kRpALunAtha ! mArA jevA mUDhane to vAraMvAra sagurUnA vacanarUpI prahAra joie ke jethI kuTIlatApaNuM ghaTe. he nAtha ! vadhAre zuM lakhuM ? Apa prabhunuM kAMi achAnuM nathI. he nAtha ! dayA lAvI ApanI samIpamAM chorUne rAkhazo. e ja vAraMvAra araja karuM chuM. A chorUnI ATalI araja dhyAnamAM lezo. Apane strI purUSa sarve sarakhAM che. koi prakAre avinaya, azAtanA, abhakti thai hoya to kSamA mAguM chuM e ja araja. patra-106 tA. 30-8-97 amadAvAda zrImad sadgurU deva zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrIne trikALa namaskAra ho ! mahAna prabhujI, dInadayALa, azaraNane zaraNa ApanAra evA saddagurU, chakAyanA nAtha, anaMtajJAnI, anaMtadhyAnI, anaMta darzI, anaMta cAritra, AMdhaLAne lAkaDIvatuM, ajJAnanA nivAraNahAra, taraNatAraNa sapharI jahAja samAna evA aneka guNe karI sahIta paramAtmA sarUnI pavitra sevAmAM : - amadAvAdathI li. ghaNA divasanI viyogI dAsInA namaskAra svIkArazojI. jata ApanA pavitra hastano parama patra malyo che. he kRpALunAtha ! ghaNA divasano darzanano viraha to have khamI zakAto nathI. kRpA karI darzana do, darzana do. Apa kRpALu nAthane zaraNe paDelI dAsInuM atyaMta asat 106

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SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (SE) SERS saMgathI bagaDe che. Apa AjJA karo to huM khaMbhAtavAsI parama pavitra pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi pAse jAuM, kRpA karI he dayALu nAtha, mane AjJA pharamAvazo. he jIvanmukta nAtha ! vedanI karmanuM prabaLa hovAthI dehano dharma sAcave che. AyuSyano niradhAra nathI, tema ahIM jJAnIno viraha che mATe he nAtha, have to muMjhavaNa thAya che. tema ekalA purUSArtha thai zakatuM nathI. mATe khaMbhAta jaI purUSArtha thAya to ThIka, nIkara huM anAtha A saMsArarUpI samudramAM DUbIza. he kRpALunAtha ! bhaktino bhAre viraha paDyo che, temaja A jIvanI ghaNI mUDhatA ne ghaNIja ajJAnatA thai paDI che. he bhagavAna ! Apa to anaMtajJAnI cho. jema yogya lAge tema kRpA karI AjJA pharamAvazo. e ja kAma sevA pharamAvazo. koi bhUlathI, avinayathI, azAtanAthI, svachaMdapaNe lakhyuM hoya to he nAtha ! Apa pAse kSamA mAguM chuM.ApanI samIpamAM rAkho, anAdinA baMdhanathI choDavo. anAdinI bhUlamAM paDelI bAlikAne tvarAthI mUkAvo. he nAtha huM kAMi samajatI nathI. 'jhajhA jhAMkhI jone jeha, vinA vAdaLa jo varase meha' teno uttara dayA lAvI Apazo. alpajJa ugarInA namaskAra. amadAvAda, mahA vada 9 zrImad sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIne trikALa namaskAra. zrI saddagurU dayAvaMta, kSamAvaMta, nirmohI, nirvikArI, kRpAvaMta prabhu, dharyavaMtA, vivekavaMtA, bodhanA ApanAra, paripUrNa yogindra, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNanA zaraNa, karUNAnA sAgara, samItivaMta, traNa guptivaMta, aneka guNe karI sahita he bhagavAna ! ApanA guNo to ghaNA che, mArI tucchabuddhithI lakhI zakAtA nathI. 'gurU vinA game nahIM, gurU vinA ghora aMdhAra, gurU nayaNe nirakhyA vinA, rAta divasa nahIM jAya." parama pUjya zrI sadgurUjIne ghaNA divasanI viyogI bAlikA tikhuttAno pATha bhaNI vAraMvAra namaskAra karuM chuM ane kRpA karI patra dvAre darzana Apazo evI AzA rAkhuM chuM. he nAtha, Apane araja karuM chuM ke ApanI samIpamAMthI AvyA pachI eka mAsa sudhI dazA sArI rahI hatI. ane pharI e dazA AvatI nathI. he nAtha ! mAna Ave che ne tRSNArUpI velImAM vIMTANI chuM, tema mAyAnA pAzamAM baMdhANI chuM. aMtaHkaraNamAM zuddha vicAra thai zakato nathI. he nAtha ! Apa pAmara bAlikAne AjJA karo to huM tyAM AvuM ke jethI anAdinI bhUla maTe, ane bhaktimAM lIna thai javAya. he nAtha ! game tevuM kupAtra hoya to paNa satyarUSanI vANIthI supAtra thAya che. tema huM kupAtra chuM. Apa jevA dhIMgodhaNI malyA chatAM jogatA kema AvatI nathI ? he bhagavAna ! A mUDhanI duSTanI araja dhyAnamAM lezojI. liH ugarInA praNAma vAMcazojI. zAha somacaMda harilAla, chIpApoLa, amadAvAda, patra-108 zirachatra, tIrthasvarUpa sAcA sadgurU paramakRpALu deva rAyacaMdra prabhunI pavitra sevAmAM nivedana. viramagAmathI lI. ApanI dAsI, ApanA amUlya darzananI abhilASI zubha icchAvAna bAi nAthInAM saprema bhaktithI savinaya pUrvaka namaskAra prApta thAya. 107

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SS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (STRESS TO ) vizeSa vinaMti e che je Apa mahAprabhunI muja pAmara prANI pratye atyaMta kRpA thatAM maherabAnIno patra AvatAMveMta tarata mane mahApurUSa parama vitarAgI lallujI munirAje mArI yogyatA tathA pAtratA pramANe smaraNa bhakti ane sat zAstramAM zAMta sudhArasa tathA subodha chatrIzI vAMcavAnI AjJA karI che. ane yogadaSTi zIkhavAnI AjJA karI che ane teja pramANe varte che, tethI karIne mane vizeSa vizeSa AnaMda maMgaLa varte che, vartAi rahyo che. ane AvI apUrva vastu koi divasa A jIva anaMta bhavabhramaNamAM nahIM pAmelo te vastunI prApti thatAM tenA harSano pAra rahyo nathI. vaLI Apa mahAprabhunAM pratyakSa darzana ane parama vItarAgI bodhanI prasAdI A jIva pAmaze te divasa tenuM jIvatara dhanya gaNAze. evo AnaMdadAyaka divasa kyAre Avaze tenI niraMtara ahonIza vATa joyA karuM chuM. vaLI he aho trilokInAthe ApanA puNyapratApe karI A bALane saMsAra saMbaMdhInI harakoi prakAranI vizeSa upAdhi jevuM kAMipaNa kAraNa nathI, mATe potAnA AtmAnuM sArthakya jeTaluM karavA icche eTaluM thai zake ema che. ane mArA ATalA badhA divasa chatI jogavAie nirarthaka gayA. Apa sahurUSane meM jANyA nahIM, vaLI kharA aMta:karaNathI premabhakti karI janma jIvatarano lahAvo kAMipaNa lIdho nahIM tenI aphasosI thayA kare che te Apa mahAprabhu pratye levA icchuM chuM. aho prabhu ! mane ciMtAmaNI ratna sarakhA manuSya dehanuM bilakula bhAna ATalA divasa sudhI nahotuM, vaLI viSaya vikAranA tuccha sukhamAM garakAva thayelo A jIvanI A bALa jIvanI zI gati thAta tema chatAM Apa anaMta dayA ane karUNAnA dhaNI mahAprabhue kRpA karI tethI lallujImuninuM A tarapha padhAravuM thayuM ane muja bALajIva upara atyaMta maherabAnI karI mane baLatI dAvAnaLa agnino dAha lAgelo temAMthI bacAvI, tAlakUTa jhera khAtAM aTakAvI, vaLI kasAivADethI gAya chUTe tema choDAvI, sAcA satyarUSanI oLakhANa paDAvI, ApanuM smaraNa tathA bhaktirUpI amRta pAna karAvI zAMta karI, kugurUnA gADhA pAsalAmAMthI choDAvI e upakArano badalo vALavA huM asamartha chuM. kadApi mArA zarIranI cAmaDI utaraDI Apane page paheravA pagarakhAM zIvaDAvI, tene sone rasAvI, ratna jaDAvuM, to paNa prabhunA guNa oziMgaNa tathA mahAtmA munivaronA guNa oziMgaNa thai zakuM tema nathI mATe aho prabhu ! have to A dInadAsI pratye Apa je AjJA karo te pALavA icchAvAna thai chuM. vaLI aho prabhu ! phakta lallujI mahArAjane jaNAvI mArI zakti pramANe yathAzakti pramANe juja niyama dhAraNa karelAM che te jaNAvuM chuM. - jyAM sudhI paramajJAnInAM mane pratyakSa darzanano lAbha nathI maLyo tyAM sudhI phakta eka vakhata divasamAM jamavuM ane pathArIe na sUvuM tathA daza dravya uparAMta dravya khAvAM nahIM, ane sarva prakArano mevo tathA rasAvaLa ane kaMdoinA hATethI maMgAvI tamAma sukhaDInI jAta vaLI lIlavaNanA sarvathA prakAre niyama athavA prabhunA darzana karyA vinA jamavuM nahIM. harakoi prakAre jaNasa moMmAM nAkhavI te sAco sadgarUnuM nAma lIdhA vinA khAvI nahIM. | mATe atre huM Apa mahAprabhunI zAMta mudrAnA darzananI icchAe sukhalAlabhAine tyAM dararoja javuM thAya che ane e bhAi rAtre karmagraMtha vAMce che mATe mAre tyAM sAMbhaLavA mATe javuM, evI jijJAsA rahe che. tema chatAM Apa mahAprabhunI AjJA thaye vakhatano upayoga karavo e zreSTha mAnuM chuM. temaja mArU javuM AvavuM ghaNebhAge amadAvAda sANaMda ane viramagAma thayA kare che. mATe amadAvAdamAM popaTalAlabhAinI pAse tathA sANaMda rahuM tyAM sudhImAM godhAvI gAma najIkaja che. mATe koi vakhata vanamALIbhAi samIpe javuM AvavuM samAgama mATe thAya te mATe AjJA pramANe vartavA icchA rAkhuM chuM. ane koi kAraNa prasaMge mArA paramaupakArI ane parama hetu lallujI 108

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D CROSS RS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSA SSC () mahAmunine tathA bIjA koi mumukSubhAiyo pratye kAgaLa lakhavo paDe to tenI AjJAnI icchA rAkhuM chuM. Apa sAheba je pramANe AjJA pharamAvazo to te pramANe A bALajIva vartaze. A patrano javAba phurasada maLe banatI jogavAie sukhalAlabhAi pratye jaNAvazo. to teo mane jaNAvaze. vaLI aho prabhu ! vAraMvAra munirAjanuM kahevuM paNa mane eja hatuM ke tamAre harakoi kAma karavuM agara kyAMya javuM AvavuM paDe tathA kAgaLa patro lakhavAne mATe amo kAMi paNa tamone kahetAM nathI paNa mahAprabhune jaNAvI emanI AjJAne anusarI varto to te tamone tathA amone bahu phaLadAyaka thAya, ane eja zreSTha che, evuM dhArI kAgaLa lakhavA hiMmata calAvI che, mATe gAMDugheluM ane samajaNa vagaranuM je kAMi vAkya lakhAyuM hoya, tene mATe be hAtha joDI mAphI icchuM chuM. eja vinaMti tArIkha 19-3-99 saM. 1955 lI. alpajJa dInadAsI bAi nAthInA saprema bhaktithI namaskAra prApta thAya. patra-109 tA. vIramagAma, tA. 29-6- 1900 jeTha, zukra, 1956 nirmaLa - nirmaLa - zudhdha AtmA jayavaMta varte che te AtmasvarUpa zrI sadgurUnA caraNakamaLane trikALa namaskAra ho ! namaskAra ! aMtaradAhane nirmaLa karavAno rasto batAvanAra, nirmaLa karanAra patra darzanano lAbha thayo. ApanI zarIra prakRtinI amArI vRtti zAtAkArI icche che. te pratikuLa jaNAvAthI mana vikSepa pAme ja. jijJAsA bAhya sukhAkArInA samAcAra Apa taraphathI maLe ema rahyA kare che. aMtara ApanuM acaLa parama vItarAga bhAvanArUpa che, eTaluM to niHsaMzaya che. te paramabhAvane ame joi zakatA nathI. paNa bAhya zarIra ja parama upakArI che te aMtara bhAvane jaNAvI ApavAnuM nimitta amane che, ema jANI aMtarane bhajatAM saheje ja bahAranA audArIka zarIra para dRSTi pUjya bhAve rahe che ja. nIcenA vikalpa hamaNA ja UThavAthI patra lakhela che. bALavacana mATe kSamA icchuM chuM. 1.- aMdhArAmAM ajavALA mAphaka vastunuM dekhAvuM kema thatuM nathI ? kyA karmanA AvaraNa iMdriya tathA AtmAne roke che. ? 2.- AtmArthI jIvone hAla sarvatra zarIra pIDA tema bIjA upadrava kema vizeSa jaNAya che ? 3.- vagara jANe vagara joye sahurUSa upara jagatamAM gaNAtA vicakSaNa temaja ajJAnI purUSone arUci kema pragaTe che ? are paNa vagara kAraNe kema niMde che ? kALanuM kaMi A mahAbhya haze ? ''samabhAva kartavya che," ema jANI alpajJa chorU prabhucaraNanuM smaraNa karI zAMta thAya che. liH dIna sevaka sukhalAlanA punaH punaH namaskAra ho ! parama pUjya mahAtmAzrI rAmacaMdra ravajIbhAinI sevAmAM - muM. vavANIyA baMdara (javAba va. 932) 109

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SR NAS SS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSA SSC SCO patra-110 kArataka suda 1, maMgaLa, 1961 khaMbhAta subodhaka pustakAlaya OM namaH maMgala bhagavAna vIro, maMgalaM gautama prabhu: maMgala syulibhadrAdhA, jaina dharmostu maMgalam vItarAga prabhu jagatamAM jayavaMtA varto !!! parama jJAnI sarudeva jagatamAM jayavaMtA varto !!! Apano prarUpela paramArtha mULa dharma jayavaMta varto !!! he prabhu ! ApanI parama bhakti, vItarAga puruSanA mULa dharmanI upAsanA sadA bhava paryata amArA hRyamAM akhaMDIta raho. A vAkyo amane tamane navA varSanI mubArakabAdImAM sahAyakartA thAo. e prayAcanA sameta. OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH 110

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lAvavA zai6 choNalAla sANaMDacaMda, pU. zrI choTAlAla mANekacaMda khaMbhAta pote dhanya banyA ane anyane dhanyatAno lAbha Apyo

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SS SS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) ( M) 9 paramakRpALudeva sAthenA mumukSu bhAionA paricayo pUjya choTAlAlabhAi mANekacaMda - khaMbhAta OM zrI sadgarUdeva sahajAtmasvarUpa zaddha caitanya svAmIjInA samAgamamAM khaMbhAtavAsI zAha choTAlAla mANekacaMda AvelA. ane te prasaMge paramakRpALudevanA samIpamAM je je sAMbhaLeluM ane je je prazno pUchelA te temanI smRtimAM rahela te nIce mujaba lakhI jaNAvela che. khaMbhAtavALA bhAi aMbAlAla vigere 1946mAM amadAvAda zrI juThAbhAinA prasaMgamAM AvelA tyAre kapALudevanA saMbaMdhamAM keTalIka vAtacIta thayelI te aMbAlAlabhAinI sAthe vAtacItanA prasaMge meM paramakRpALudevanI stuti sAMbhaLI jethI mane bhaktino AvirbhAva thayelo te pachI aMbAlAlabhAie paramakRpALudeva birAjamAna hatA tyAM - muMbai patra lakhela. paramakRpALudeve prasaMge lakhI jaNAvela je khaMbhAta tarapha AvavAnuM thaze, te pachI thoDA vakhatamAM - eTale saMvata 1946nA Aso vadamAM paramakRpALudeva padhAravAnA che, evA khabara AvyA. tyAre khaMbhAta sudhI relve nahotI. jethI ANaMda sTezane utaryA. te vakhate atrethI aMbAlAlabhAi, suMdaralAla tathA nagInadAsa vagere bhAio ANaMda sTezane sAmA gayA hatA. kRpALudeva morabI taraphathI ANaMda padhAryA ane sAMjanA Azare pAMca vAge aMbAlAlabhAinA makAnamAM padhAryA te vakhate huM aMbAlAlabhAinA makAne gayo. te vakhate kRpALudeva DelAmAMthI jatAM vacalA holamAM birajyA hatA. te vakhate lAlacaMdabhAi tathA bIjA bhAio beThA hatA. huM jevo gayo ane kRpALuzrInA darzana karyA ane huM Ubho chuM tevA ja paramakRpALudeve kIdhuM ke : "tamone joyA che." meM pUchayuM Ape mane kyAM AgaLa joyelo ? kyAre joyelo ? te vakhate sAhebajI mauna rahyA. te uparathI ema samajAya che ke pUrva bhavamAM joyo haze. pachI huM beTho hato. lAlacaMdabhAinA mukha sAmuM paramakRpALudeve joine kahyuM ke : "tamAro janma saMvata mahIno ne A tithimAM che." te TAima phakta mukha joine kIdhuM hatuM. ane te ja pramANe temanA janmAkSara barAbara hatA. temane Azcarya lAgyuM. mAtra lalATa upara daSTi karIne turtaja janma tithi vigere kahyuM. keTaloka vakhata sudhI paramakRpALudeva besI rahyA, te pachI aMdaranA holamAM padhAryA hatA. te pachI huM bIje divase savAre 8 vAgyAnA sumAre gayo hato. te vakhate paramakRpALu deva hiMcakA upara beThA hatA, ane vANImAM A pramANe uccAra karatA hatA. "aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge?" te uccAra vAraMvAra karatA hatA. ane tyAra pachI "kamaTha dalana jina baMdata banArasI." AvI rItanA vAraMvAra uccAra karatA hatA. te pachI thoDI vAre meM kahyuM ke sAhebajI ! grahakuMDalI jozo ? paramakRpALudeve kahyuM ke : "joizuM. paNa phaLa kahIzuM nahIM." meM gRhakuMDalI kADhI graha lakhIne batAvyA te joyA hatA. pachI pote sAhebajI pUrva mukhe beThA hatA. ane huM temanA sanmukha beTho hato. ane bIjA mumukSuo AjubAjue beThA hatA. mane zrI vimalajinanuM stavana bolavAnI AjJA karI. meM AnaMdaghana covIsImAMthI te stavana kADhIne vAMcyuM hatuM. paramakRpALudeve pharamAvyuM ke A stavanano artha karo. meM pahelA caraNano artha vimala eTale maLa rahita evA prabhunuM e vigere meM kIdhuM hatuM. te pachI thoDA , vakhata pachI huM tyAMthI UThyo hato. pachI sAMjanA aMbAlAlabhAinA ghera gADI joDAvIne gayo hato kemake 111

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hiS RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSC) SSC ( aMbAlAlabhAie gADIne teDAvI hatI. ane sAhebajI, huM tathA aMbAlAlabhAI vigere dariyA tarapha pharavA sArU padhAryA hatA. vyavahArika prasaMgo ne keTalAka sthaLo rastAmAM AvatA te viSe sAhebajI pUchatA hatA. pachI rAtanA pharIne AvyA hatA. ane paramakRpALudeva oraDImAM padhAryA hatA. bIje divase huM sAhebajI pAse aMbAlAlabhAinA makAne gayo hato. tyAM sAhebajIno upadeza sAMbhaLI Azcaryacakita thato hato. bAra vAgyA pachI aMbAlAlabhAInA AgrahathI sAhebajI tathA huM vigere mumukSubhAio sthAnakavAsInA upAzraye pU. munizrI (prabhuzrI) nI jijJAsAthI gayelA - padhAryA hatA. temanI samakSa keTalAka siddhAMtonA anupama artha sAhebajIe kIdhA hatA. ane tethI teo ane temanA ziSyo AnaMda pAmI udgAra kADhelA ke aho ! A ghaNA ja buddhizALI che. temanA AgrahathI sAhebajIe aSTAvadhAna karyA hatA. - paramezvarajInI stuti ane kavitA aSTAvadhAnanI vacamAM racAi hatI. tethI badhA ghaNAja Azcarya pAmyA hatA. te pachI trIje divase gAma bahAra upavanamAM - zrInArezvara bAgamAM pharavA gayA hatA. sAhebajInI amRta sarakhI vANI ane bodha sAMbhaLI saghaLAo atyAnaMda praphullita thayA hatA. paramakRpALudevanI sAthe saubhAgyabhAinA ciraNajIvI maNilAla hatA. tyAra pachI sAhebajI muMbai padhAryA. pachI sAhebajI upara thoDAka divasa pachI eka patra lakhyo hato. temAM mArI smRti mujaba evI rItanuM lakhyuM hatuM ke he kRpALu zrI ! kalyANa kema thAya ? tevI rItano patra lakhyo hato. paramakRpALudeve patrano javAba mArA pratye lakhyo hato. teno sAra A pramANe "A,...ne vyavahAranuM baMdhana udayakALamAM na hota to tamane ane bIjA keTalAka manuSyone apUrva hitano ApanAra thAta." e patra zrI vacanAmRtamAM - 173 chapAyelo hovAthI atre lakhyo nathI. saMvata 1947nI sAlamAM mAruM tathA bhAi tribhovanadAsanuM muMbai javAnuM thayuM hatuM tyAre revAzaMkarabhAinI peDhI nAgadevI sTrITamAM hatI. kapALudevanI pAse ame baMnne gayA hatA. pachI amo ADatIyAne tyAM utaryA hatA. te vakhatamAM amoe revAzaMkarabhAi sAthe ADatanuM kAma zarU karyuM hatuM. paramakRpALudevanI atyaMta zAMta ane gaMbhIra mudrAnuM avalokana karatAM thoDuM thoDuM hajI smRtimAM Ave che, ke adbhuta vItarAga dazA hatI. eka divase sAyaMkALa pachI uttara bAjunA oraDAmAM paramakRpALudeva birAjyA hatA. tyAM huM tathA tribhovanabhAi baMne teozrInI samIpa beThA hatA. mane udezI je (ghaNA bhAge) kahyuM ke "jo A eka bhava sanduruSane arpaNa karI do to anaMtabhavanuM sATuM vaLI jAya." meM kahyuM jI sAheba. te vakhate mArA aMtaHkaraNamAM adbhuta vairAgya thai Avyo hato. keTalAka vikalpo maMda paDyA hatA. mane smRti che ke thoDA vakhata sudhI upazAMta citta thai gayuM hatuM. avyaktabhAve deha AtmAnuM bhinna svarUpa bhAsyuM hatuM. meM paramakRpALudevane prazna karyuM hatuM ke mArI vRtti A pramANe upazAMta thai hatI. tyAre paramakRpALudeve kahyuM ke : "jo te sthiti ghaNo vakhata rahI hota to zreya hatuM." tyAM ame sAhebajInA samAgamamAM vakhatovakhata jatA hatA ane vAtacItano prasaMga thato hato. paNa hAlamAM smRti rahela nathI. zrI paramakRpALudeva saMvata 1949mAM Aso mAsamAM padhAryA hatA. ane mArA makAna para padhAryA hatA. 18 divasa sudhInI sthiratA karI hatI. amArA dareka oraDAmAM mANaso bharAi gayA hatA. ghaNAja mANaso 112

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pU. zrI tribhovanadAsa mANekacaMdanuM makAna | The. maMDAi - khaMbhAta paramakRpALudeve je makAnamAM 18 divasanI sthiratA karI te pavitra tIrtharUpa puNyabhUmi 'rAjachAyA'

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6 satsaMga-saMjIvanI samAgama arthe AvatA hatA. keTalAka mANaso prazna pUchavA dhArIne Avela hoya tevAmAM to kRpALuzrIno bodha cAlato hoya temAM sarve mANasonA sarva praznanuM samAdhAna AvI jatuM hatuM ane AvelA mANaso Azcarya pAmatAM hatA ke amo A prazna pUchavA dhA2Ine AvelA ane te to temanA upadezamAM praznonuM samAdhAna AvI gayuM. jANe ke amArA mananA bhAva teozrInA jANavAmAM ja AvI gayA na hoya !! pharI samAgama kRpALudeva haDamatiyAthI muMbai jatAM saM. 1951 nA AsomAM dharmaja padhAryA tyAre thayo hato. te vakhate kRpALudeva sAthe sobhAgyabhAi ane DuMgarazIbhAi hatA. sAhebajI pAse tyAMnA amIna pATIdAro vagere gRhastho ghaNA AvatA. kRpALudevanI mukhamudrAmAMthI je upadezadhvanI cAlatI tethI sarvane AnaMda AnaMda vyApI jato. sarve zrotAjano zAMta thai jatA. ane AturatA rahyA karatI ke jANe sAhebajInA vacanAmRto sAMbhaLyA ja karIe. dharmajathI kRpALudeva vIrasada padhAryA hatA. tyAM jaMgalamAM eka sAMkaDI naLImAM thaine javAno rasto hato. amo badhA pachavADe pachavADe cAlatA hatA. te naLImAM dUrathI be sAMDha laDatA-laDatA ghaNA ja vegamAM hamArI sAme AvatA hatA. sAhebajIe prathamathI ja jaNAvyuM ke A baMne sAMDha pAse AvatAM zAMta paDI jaze, paNa ame bhayabhIta thai khetaromAM bharAi gayA. phakta sAhebajI pote ja nIDa25Ne eka ja dhArAe cAlatA hatA ane temanI pAchaLa sobhAgabhAi tathA DuMgarazIbhAi cAlatA hatA. beu sAMDha to pAse AvatAM ja zAMta banI UbhA rahyA. sAMjanA badhA vIrasadanI dharmazALAmAM rahyA hatA. tyAMthI bIje divase khaMbhAtathI traNa gAu dUra uMdela gAme padhAryA hatA. sAhebajI sAthe jhaverI mANekalAla ghelAbhAi paNa hatA. tyAM tyAga-vairAgyano ghaNo upadeza karyo hato. bIDI jevA tuccha vyasana mATe ghaNI carcA cAlI hatI. jethI ghaNA mumukSu bhAioe bIDI nahIM pIvA sAhebajI samakSa pratijJA karI hatI ane bIjA keTalAke niyamo grahaNa karyAM hatAM. tyAra pachI saMvata 1952nI sAlamAM zrI paramakRpALudeva rALaja padhAryA hatA. huM ane bIjA bhAio gayA hatA. tyAM zrI paramakRpALudeva upadezamAM matAgraha ane durAgraha saMbaMdhI vAsanAonI vRtti kaDhAvavA upadeza karatA hatA. (upadeza chAyA naM. 4) te vAsanAo amane keTalAka aMze nivRtta thai hatI. lagabhaga pajusaNa pUrA karyA. te pachI zrI paramakRpALudeva zrI vaDavA vanamAM padhAryA hatA. jyAM khaMbhAtathI ghaNA loko AvatA hatA. mane smRti che ke eka divase vRkSa nIce - vaDa nIce beThA hatA tyAM sthAnakavAsI sAdhuo zrI lallujI muni Adi padhAryA hatA ane sAdhvIo paNa AvyAM hatAM. ane sthAnakavAsI athavA tapAgaccha saMpradAyanA ane bIjA keTalAka AvyA hatA. ane baheno paNa ghaNAM AvyAM hatA. te vakhatano dekhAva lagabhaga samovazaraNa jevo dekhAto hato. zrI paramakRpALudevanI addabhUta mudrAnuM avalokana loko karatA hatA. teo sAhebano eTalo badho atizaya, tethI eTaluM badhuM vAtAvaraNa zAMta dekhAtuM hatuM ane ghaNA loko prazna karatA hatA. temanI amRta jevI vANIthI uttara maLatAM loko zAMta paDI jatA hatA. haMmezAM lokonA ToLeToLAM paramakRpALudevanA darzana mATe AvatAM hatAM. tyAMthI zrI paramakRpALudeva ANaMda tarapha padhAryA hatA. te pachI paramakRpALudevazrIno samAgama muMbai thayo hato. tyAM munizrI lallujI - zrI devakaraNajI muni Adi ThANA hatA. (va. 445) revAzaMkara jagajIvananI kuM., bhulezvaranA nAkA upara, cokI AgaLa dukAna hatI. prANajIvanabhAi Do. sAheba tyAM hatA. eka divasa paramakRpALudevanA samAgamamAM munizrI lallujI tathA munizrI devakaraNajI AvyA hatA. e vakhate huM pAse hato. te vakhate siddhAMtanA zrI paramakRpALudeva evA artha 113

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI nirUpaNa karatA hatA ke te artha apUrva hatA. te vakhate ATha rUcaka pradeza viSe vAta thai hatI. HIDES zrI paramakRLudeve jaNAvyuM hatuM, "je AtmA asaMkhyAta pradezI che, te avarAyelo che. to paNa ATha pradeza khullA che...." (va. 139) kRpALudeva keTalIka vakhata khaMbhAtanA vana upavanamAM bahAra pharavA jatA hatA. teozrInA samAgamathI mumukSubhAione ghaNoja AnaMda thato hato, tyAra pachI bIje varSe huM muMbai gayo hato tyAM revAzaMkaranI peDhI, goDIjInA derAsarajInI cAlImAM hatI. paramakRpALudevanI vItarAgatA mane bhAsatI hatI. teozrI mane pharavA sAthe lai jatA hatA evI mane smRti che. khImajIbhAi sAthe hatA ane caranIroDanI bAjumAM samudranI sapATImAM paramakRpALudevanI samIpamAM huM, tribhovanabhAi tathA khImajIbhAi beThA hatA. paramakRpALudeve kahyuM ke : "zrImad mahAvIra svAmI paNa zarIre, AMgaLInA izArAthI batAvyuM ke AvA hatA. AvI jamInomAM puDhavI zIlA upara besatA hatA.'' teozrIe carnIroDanI bahAra AgaLa kahyuM hatuM ke, ''jevI vRtti jIvo kare che tevI vRttirUpa jIvo bane che. ane tevIja vRttio sphuryA kare che.'' teozrInI adbhuta vItarAgatA Aje smRtimAM Ave che paNa vANImAM kahI zakAtI nathI yA lakhavA huM samartha nathI. muMbaimAM eka vakhate digaMbara saMpradAyanA zrI zAMtinAthajInA daherAsare sAhebajI sAthe huM tathA tribhovanabhAi gayA hatA. daherAsa2nA meDA upara jaine ame beThA hatA. paramakRpALudeva zrI kuMdakuMdasvAmInuM racela samayasAra nATaka vAMcatA hatA, ghaNe bhAge sAyaMkALano vakhata thatAM paramakRpALuzrIe pustakajI baMdhAvI mUkI UThyA. ane teozrInI sAthe amo baMne UThyA ane bAjunA holamAM zrI zAMtinAthajInI pratimAjInA darzana karyAM. huM temanI samIpa ja Ubho hato. mane bAjumAMthI hAtha grahI saMbodhIne kahyuM ke : "juo, juo ! A prabhue AkhI duniyAthI AMkha mIMcI che. !!'' te vakhate mane apUrva bhAsa karAvyo hato. dehane AtmAnuM bhinna svarUpa tAdRzya lAgatuM hatuM. aho ! te prabhuno keTalo badho upakAra, mane evo bhAsa karAvyo ? ke haju te vAta mane smRtimAM che paNa vANImAM AvatI nathI. eka vakhata huM muMbai gayo hato. tyAMthI mAre khaMbhAta tarapha AvavAnuM hatuM. ane vacamAM surata utaravAnuM hatuM. te vakhate pa.kR.deva upara munizrI lallujI svAmIno patra Avyo hato. temAM evo bhAvArtha hato ke munizrI devakaraNajI svAmI yogavAsiSTha vAMcatA hatA. ane - tethI temane aham brahmAsmipaNuM potAmAM paramAtmApaNAnI mAnyatA thayelI te viSe pa.kR. deve patra lakhI mane Apyo ane mane kIdhuM ke tame vAMcI juo. meM te patra vAMcyo temAM bhAvArthamAM mane yAda rahyuM che ke saMpUrNa rAgadveSa jAya nahIM tyAM sudhI paramAtmApaNAno saMbhava nathI (va.588) te patra ghaNo laMbANamAM lakhela hato. pachI e patra mane Apyo ane kIdhuM ke A patra tame suratamAM mahArAjane Apazo. pachI huM surata utaryo hato. ane munizrIne patra Apyo hato. muni mahArAje mArI rUbarUmAM e patra vAMcyo hato jethI temane je khoTI mAnyatA thai hatI te mAnyatAnuM samAdhAna thayuM hatuM ane teozrIe tevA udgAro darzAvyA hatA. tyAra pachI huM khaMbhAta Avyo hato. saM. 1952mAM, kRpALudeva kAviThA padhAryA. tyAMthI rALaja padhAryA hatA. rALajamAM pajusaNa daramyAna rahyA hatA. pachI vaDavA padhAryA hatA. tyAM lagabhaga aThavADIyuM adbhuta bodha thayo hato. 114

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nI ka ka = 15 ? pU. zrI tribhovanadAsa mANekacaMda khaMbhAta jeozrInA puNyapratApe khaMbhAtanA mumukSuone paramakRpALudevamAM vItarAgatAnAM darzana thayAM.

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OS S S SS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SS sAhebajI je vakhate upadeza karatA te vakhate mAruM makAna zrotAjanothI bharAI jatuM. dareka holamAM loko bharAi jatA, jethI paga mUkavA jeTalI jagyA paNa rahetI na hatI. tethI ghaNA loko nIce UbhA-UbhA sAMbhaLatA hatA. pUchavA dhArIne AvelA sarvanuM samAdhAna upadezamAM ja thai jatuM jethI loko Azcaryasahita AnaMda pAmatA ane vicAra karatA ke jANe ApaNA mananA bhAvo teozrInA jANavAmAM AvI gayA na hoya ! - tyAra pachI saM. 1954mAM 5. kRpALudevano samAgama vaso sthaLe thayo hato. ane chello samAgama saM. 1954-mAM kheDAmAM narasIMharAmanA baMgalAmAM thayo hato. tyAre sAhebajIe yogya zikhAmaNo ApI vairAgyano bodha karyo hato. ane saMsArathI jaldI chUTavA icchA rAkhavI, ema kahyuM hatuM. bIjuM smRtimAM rahela nathI. 1 aho ! teozrInI saumyatA, paramArthapaNuM. aho ! temanI vItarAgatA. aho ! temanI mukhamudrA. aho! temanI kRpA ! e badhuM vacanamAM AvI zake nahiM paNa bahu smRtimAM Ave che. huM pAmara eozrI mATe vadhu zuM lakhuM.? pUjya tribhovanabhAi mANekacaMda - khaMbhAta tArA OM sat zrI sahajAtmasvarUpI bhagavAnane namo namaH zrImada rAjacaMdrajInA samAgamamAM khaMbhAtavALA zAha tribhovanadAsa mANekacaMda AvelA ane te samaye je prasaMga banelA te smaraNamAM raheluM je atre lakhyuM che. saMvata 1945nI sAlamAM amadAvAdavALA chaganalAlabhAi sAthe zrI khaMbhAtavALA aMbAlAlabhAine patra vyavahAra cAlato hato. aMbAlAlabhAi te samaye zrI DhuMDhIyAnI jaina zALAnA sekreTarI tarIke hatA. huM paNa teonI sAthe te kAmamAM dorAyo hato. aMbAlAlabhAine tathA chaganalAlabhAIne patra vyavahAra cAlato, temAMthI aMbAlAlabhAie lakhelA amuka patra chaganalAlabhAie zrI jaThAbhAine vaMcAvyA hatA. te uparathI zrI jeThAbhAie aMbAlAlabhAi pratye kaMI praznanA AkAramAM patra lakhyo. te patra aMbAlAlabhAie vAMcyo ane tenA javAbamAM lakhyuM zuM ? te mane barAbara yAda nathI. paNa aMbAlAlabhAie mane kIdhuM hatuM ke A lakhanAra purUSa buddhivAna che. A saM. 1946nI sAlamAM bhAi suMdaralAla mANekacaMdanuM pharIthI lagna thavAnuM hatuM. tethI sANaMda jAna javAnI hatI. te jAnamAM huM tathA aMbAlAlabhAi gayA hatA. ane tyAMthI huM tathA aMbAlAlabhAi amadAvAda gayA hatA. tyAM chaganalAlabhAine tyAM lagnano prasaMga hato. amo temane tyAM gayA. ane amone juThAbhAine maLavAnI AkAMkSA rahetI hatI. pachI amo juThAbhAine tyAM gayA hatA. juThAbhAinI zarIra prakRti narama rahyA karatI hatI. paNa teozrImAM vinayano guNa ghaNo adbhuta hato. teonI saraLatAe amo baMnenA citta haraNa karyo. keTalIka dharma saMbaMdhI vAtacIta thai hatI. pachI amo jamavA gayA hatA. jamIne pharIthI amo juThAbhAi pAse gayA. juThAbhAie kahyuM ke "huM kyAM pratibaMdha karUM ?'' A vacana sAMbhaLatAM amArA hRya kaMpAi gayA. te divase chaganalAlabhAine tyAM moTo varaghoDo caDhavAno hato. tethI amone teDavA mATe mANasa mokalyuM. paNa amAre javAnuM mana bilakula notuM chatAM javuM paDyuM hatuM. rastAmAM cAlatAM cAlatAM ghaNI udAsavRtti rahyA karatI hatI. ane juThAbhAinuM vacana bahuja khaTakatuM hatuM ke Ane kevo bhAgyano udaya !! 115

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI tyAra pachI sAMjanA amo baMne javA nIkaLyA. rastAmAM jatAM pAMca parameSThI maMtranuM smaraNa karIne tyAM gayA. jatAM ja zrI juThAbhAie amone prItipUrvaka bolAvyA ane kahyuM ke tamArI sAthe mAro pUrvano saMbaMdha hovo joie ema lAge che. ema kahyA pachI sAhebajI saMbaMdhI keTalIka hakIkata kahI. keTalAka sAhebajInA patro vaMcAvyA ane temAMnA keTalAka patro amone ApyA. amuka cokaDInA AkAramAM, amuka trikoNanA AkAramAM lITIo kADhela pustaka ApyuM. zrI aMbAlAlabhAine tyAM ghaNuM karI vidyamAna haze. tyAMthI amo khaMbhAta AvyA. tyAra pachI amoe sAhebajI sAthe patra vyavahAra calAvyo hato. sthAnakavAsInA apAsare zrI bhagavatIjI sUtra vaMcAtuM hatuM. te sAMbhaLavAne ame baMne jatA hatA. ane nIce AvIne amo baMne pAnA vAMcatA ane temAMthI saMzaya karatA pachI zaMkAonuM nivAraNa ka2vA sArU amo sAhebajI pratye patra dvArA lakhI jaNAvatA ane te praznonA uttaro sAhebajIe lakhI jaNAvyA. je hAla zrImad rAjacaMdra praNita vacanAmRtamAM chapAyela che. va. naM. 115, 122, 131, 139. tyAra pachI saMvata 1946nA phAgaNa mAsamAM bhAi choTAlAla mANekacaMdanI dikarI bena pasInI zarIra prakRti narama hatI tethI muMbai davA karavA sArU te bena tathA tenA mAtuzrI tathA mArA bhAi suMdaralAla tathA huM muMbai gayA. tyAM gayA bAda huM tathA suMdaralAla jyAM sAhebajI hatA tyAM maLavA gayA. te vakhatamAM sAhebajI ghaNo bhAga mauna rahetA. kArya jeTalI vAta karatA. ame jyAM utaryA hatA te dhaNI akikano (paththarano) vepArI hato. te saMbaMdhI amoe sAhebajIne kIdhuM. vacamAM vacamAM sAhebajI pote bolatA. pachI chevaTe amone kIdhuM ke "paththarAjane !'' tyAra pachI amo utAre AvyA ne pachI huM pharIthI ekalo sAhebajI pAse gayo. sAhebajI pote eka nAnI pathArI, eka nAno takIyo nAkhI besatA. kAlo karIne eka rasoio tyAM raheto hato. thoDIvAra pachI meM sAhebajIne dhyAna saMbaMdhI prazna pUchyo. paNa javAba Apyo nahIM. betraNavAra ke pAMcavAra pUchayuM haze. paNa sAhebajIe kIdhuM ke pAMcavAra pUchayuM ? meM kIdhuM ke mane barobara smRtimAM nathI. pachI sAhebajIe kIdhuM : "dhyAna taraMgarUpa che.'' te vakhatathI mane dhyAnano Agraha hato te jato rahyo ane te evo ke pachIthI icchA utpanna thatI nathI. pachI meM juThAbhAi saMbaMdhI keTalIka vAta karI. sAhebajIe kIdhuM te zrI juThAbhAInI bhalAmaNathI amo tamone bodha ApIe tema nathI. ane te nA kahe tethI kAMi na ApIe temeya nathI. thoDIkavAra pachI sAhebajIe mane kIdhuM ke kema, ame kahIe te pramANe karazo ? Theory meM kIdhuM ke hA jI. Apa je kahezo te yogya ja haze. sAhebajIe kIdhuM ke : "ame kahIzuM ke jAva masIdamAM'' meM kIdhuM. Apa je kaho cho te yogya ja che. 'sAhebajIe kIdhuM ke kAle Avajo'' huM koi kAraNathI bIje divase jai zakyo nahIM. tethI trIje divase sAhebajI pAse kSamA mAMgI. thoDIvAra pachIthI sAhebajIe kIdhuM. "amAre hajAro varSano abhyAsa che. ema kahI kahyuM ke lyo, A 10 vacano ! A vacano evAM che ke hajAra pAnA bhAva teTalAM rahasyavALA che. temAM prathama vAkya "satpurUSanA caraNano icchaka'' ityAdi 10 116

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GRAM } satsaMga-saMjIvanI SR SER vacanAmRto hatA. te zrImad rAjacaMdra praNita vacanAmRtamAM chapAyela che. va. naM. 105 tyAra pachI sAhebajIne namaskAra karI utAre Avyo. tyAra pachI eka be vAra gayo hato evI yAdI che. sAhebajI baporanA vakhatamAM pathArImAM sUi jatA hatA. kAlA rasoiyAne kahetA ke amo amuka vakhate UThIzuM. pachI sAhebajI te ja TAime kahyA pramANe UThatA. eka miniTa paNa pheraphAra thato nahIM. pAse ghaDiyALa ke ghaDI kaMipaNa rAkhatA nahIM. paNa je vakhate UThe te te vakhate kahyA pramANe TAime UThavuM thatuM hatuM. A SiI , tyAra pachI huM amadAvAda gayo hato. tyAM huM pavitra jUThAbhAIne maLyo hato. te bhAi mane vAraMvAra pUchatA () ke bhAi tamane zuM ApyuM ? te to mane kapA karI jaNAvo to kharA ? pachI meM je je vAta ane bInA banI hatI te sarve kahI saMbhaLAvI. - zrI jUThAbhAInI tabiyata narama rahetI hatI tethI temane jovA mATe huM pharIthI vaizAkha mAsamAM amadAvAda gayo. emanA samAgamathI mane ghaNo ja AnaMda thato hato. zrI jUThAbhAIe aSADha mAsamAM samAdhi sahita deha ii mUkyo. huM te sAlamAM zrAvaNa mAsamAM muMbaI gayo hato. tyAM nAgadevInA rastA upara uparanA makAnamAM sAhebajI Xaa rahetA hatA...dukAna karavAnI vAtacIta karatA hatA. - sAhebajIe keTalAka patro lakhelA mane ApyA hatA. A janamanA jUThAbhAInI vidyamAnatAmAM zrI jUThAbhAI kyAre deha mUkaze te saMbaMdhI sAhebajIe prathamathI ja lakhI rAkhyuM hatuM te mane vaMcAvyuM hatuM. ane patra athavA buka mane ApI hatI. te praNita zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRtamAM chapAyela che. va. 116, 117. - pachI sAhebajI zrI vavANIyA baMdare padhAryA hatA. keTalAka patro khaMbhAta AvyA pachIthI utAro karAvyo ITI hato. tema eka patramAM evuM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke "tamAro samAgama icchuM chuM." va. 139 amane AnaMda thayo. pachI pote saMvata 1946mAM khaMbhAta Aso mAsamAM padhAravA saMbaMdhI patra Avyo. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI | ANaMda teDavA gayA hatA. suMdaralAlabhAI, nagInadAsa tathA huM pheNAva teDavA sAmA gayA. tyAM eka TekarI upara sAhebajI birAjyA hatA. sAhebajIne dIThA ke turata ane namaskAra karyA. tyAM sAhebajIne choTAlAla kapUracaMde jamavAne mATe ati Agraha karyo hato. tethI sAhebajI tyAM jamyA. pachI khaMbhAta tarapha padhAryA te vakhate sAhebajI eTalo ja bodha karatA ke "satsaMga zodho''. mArI pAse jyotiSano pAMca varasathI varatAro hato. te saMbaMdhI meM kIdhuM hatuM. temaNe mAgyo. meM Apyo. pachI e saMbaMdhI tucchabhAva thAya tevo sAhebajIe bodha Apyo ane pachIthI mane te upara tIraskAra thayo. ane meM kIdhuM ke phADI nAkhuM ? sAhebajIe kIdhuM "nA, cho rahyo" pachI mane sAhebajIe caMdapannati athavA sUryapannati bemAMthI eka vAMcatA hatA temAMthI sAhebajIe mArI pAse chellA bhAgamAMthI vaMcAvyuM ane kIdhuM ke "je koi A vidyA phoravaze te anaMta kALa paribhramaNa karaze." tyAra pachIthI mane te jyotiSano moha ocho thayo. | eka vakhata sAhebajIe daza oraDI saMbaMdhI daSTAMta ApyuM je daSTAMta zrI maganalAlabhAInA sAMbhaLavAmAM paNa AvyuM hatuM. jIva potAnI oraDIne bhUlI gayo che. tethI nava gaNe che. pachI sAhebajIe AMgaLInA izArAthI ema kahyuM ke "A dazamI huM" (potA tarapha). 117

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uR SORRY) satsaMga-saMjIvanI haS SYS S SYS () pharIthI huM ekavAra sAhebajI pAse savAramAM gayo hato. pote sAhebajI hiMcakA upara birAjyA hatA. ane te vakhate sAhebajI AnaMdaghanajInuM pada kahetA hatA. "aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge." e ja pada vAraMvAra bolatA hatA. je divase sAhebajI khaMbhAta padhAryA te divase bahAra gAdI upara birAjyA hatA. te vakhate sAyaMkALa hato. sAhebajIe lAlacaMdabhAIne kIdhuM ke tamAro janma zrAvaNa mAsamAM vadamAM phalANI tithi, phalANo vAra, phalANA samaye thayela che ? lAlacaMdabhAIe kahyuM hatuM, jI sAheba !! te pramANe ja che. - tyAra pachI trIje divase A lakhanAra purUSe bhAI aMbAlAlane kIdhuM ke Aje amArA tyAM sAhebajI jamaze. ati AgrahathI sAhebajI amAre tyAM jamavA padhAryA hatA. Agale divase sAhebajI eka vAra jamyA hatA. mAre tyAM jamavA padhAryA tyAre 10, 11no sumAra thayo hato. meM sAhebajIne rastAmAM kIdhuM ke sAhebajI ! gai kAle Ape to eka vakhatano AhAra karyo hato. sAhebajIe kIdhuM ke "nA, sAMjanA pachInA bhAgamAM bhAI aMbAlAla sAthe AhAra grahaNa karyo hato". saMvata 1947nI sAlamAM kArataka suda ekama (besatuM varSa) mArA bhAI choTAlAlabhAIne tyAM sAMjanA padhAryA hatA. te vakhate upara trIje mALe A pada sAhebajI bolatA hatA ke..... dInabaMdhunI mahera najarathI AnaMdaghana pada pAve ho, mallijina !'' ema vAraMvAra gaMbhIra gIrAthI dhUna sahita uccAra karatA hatA. bIjA bIjA vakhatamAM kAMi kAMi vAtacIta thai haze paNa te hAla smaraNamAM rahela nathI. ema sAhebajI vAraMvAra kahetA ke "satsaMga zodho". te vakhatamAM lallujI svAmI sAhebajI pAse vakhatovakhata AvatA hatA. ane eka vakhata sAhebajIe munizrIne kIdhuM ke "bhayane kUvAmAM nAMkho". A vacano meM lallujI svAmI pAse sAMbhaLyA hatA. eka vakhata sAhebajI TuMDhiyAnA upAzraye padhAryA hatA. tyAM harakhacaMdajI munizrI samakSa sAhebajIe aSTAvadhAna karyA hatAM. harakhacaMdajI muni ghaNAja AnaMda pAmyA hatA. ane sAhebajInA guNa gAvA mAMDayA. te vakhate lAlacaMdabhAI tathA mArA pitAzrI upAzrayamAM hatA. kArataka suda bIjanA divase pote muMbaI padhAryA hatA. ane aMbAlAlabhAI ANaMda sudhI sAhebajIne mukavA gayA hatA. - zrI aMbAlAlabhAInI bhakti bahuja uttama hatI. aMbAlAlabhAI pragaTapaNe vAraMvAra bolatA hatA keH mahAdivyA kukSI ratna.... e zloka besatAM UThatAM haraghaDIe e ja uccAra karyA karatA. smaraNa bhakti temane bahu UgI hatI. mane koIka saMzaya thayo hato. tenuM temaNe nivAraNa karyuM hatuM. pharIthI saM. 1952nA puryaSaNa parvamAM zrI rALaja padhAryA hatA. tyAM sAhebajInI sthiti 18 divasa lagabhaga thaI hatI. tyAM mukhya bodha kulAgrahanI nivRttino cAlato hato. AThama pAkhI vagereno kadAgraha nivRta thavA saMbaMdhI bodha karatA hatA. tyAM tamAma TuMDhiyA hatA. sAhebajI badhAnI parIkSA levA sArU (AgrahanI nivRtti 118

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O GR CROSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (GSSS ) karavA) saMvatsarIne divase puSpa maMgAvatA hatA. DuMgarazIbhAI tathA zrI sobhAgyabhAi sAhebajI sAthe hatA. DuMgarazIbhAi tuveranI dALa notA khAtA (bhAvatI notI tethI) sAhebajI tenA bhANAmAM Agraha karIne pIrasAvatA hatA. eka divase sAhebajIe buddhanA caritranuM varNana kyuM hatuM. te vakhate sAMbhaLanArAnA rUMvADe-rUMvADA khaDA thai gayAM ane ghaNAnI AMkhomAMthI AMsunI dhArA vahevA lAgI hatI. praviNasAgaranI kavitA gAtA hatA. jAgI hai joga kI dhUnI, barasata amRta kI dhUlI" zrImad bhAgavatamAM gopIonI bhakti je varNavI che te vAMcatA hatA. ane vAraMvAra te pado bolatA hatA ke : "valavale vaikuMTha nAtha, gopI, mane mAraze mArI mAta; mane jAvA de ANI vAra, gopI tAro bahu mAnIza upagAra, gopI'' ema kahI AnaMda mukha karatA hatA. eka vakhata sAhebajI nAhIne upara jatA hatA tyAM sAhebajIne bArI vAgI. meM sAhebajIne kIdhuM ke sAhebajI vAgyuM ? sAhebajIe kIdhuM ke "nathI vAgyuM" meM kIdhuM, "sAhebajI vAgyuM haze ?" sAhebajIe kIdhuM, "ame zuM khoTuM kahetA hazuM ?" meM jANyuM ke aho ! sAhebajIno keTalo badho jAgRta upayoga hato. eka vakhata asALIyo seLabheLa thai gayo che tevuM dRSTAMta paNa kahetA hatA. sAhebajI jeTalI vAra bolatA teTalI vakhata navAI jevuM lAgatuM. rALajavALA zeThanA baMgalAnI agAsImAM sAhebajI beThA hatA. tyAM mArA pitAzrI beThA hatA. te vakhate cakravartI saMbaMdhI vyAkhyA cAlI hatI, e sAhebajIe kIdhuM eka hAthInuM nava hAtha zarIranuM mApa hoya evuM koi mApanuM pramANa kahyuM hatuM ane kahyuM ke 48 gAumAM ATalA hAthI samAya ke nahIM e vicAro. bIjuM sainya to juduM paNa cakravartInuM svarUpa jUduM samajavAnuM che. ema kahI cha cakra viSe kaMika vAta karI hatI. je mane yAda rahI nathI. eka vakhata sAhebajI taLAva para birAjyA hatA. te vakhate zrI saubhAgyabhAine zrI sAhebajIe kahyuM ke eka mANasa amArI pAse Avyo hato teNe amone kIdhuM ke AgaLanA kALamAM jugalIyA moTI kAyAvALA hatA. te vAta mane besatI nathI. amoe kIdhuM tAre enI zI jarUra che. tyAre teNe kahyuM ke 'jyAM jauM chuM tyAM mane koi samAdhAna karatuM nathI. ane samAdhAna thayA sivAya mAro jIva cokkasa besato nathI'. tyAre temane kahyuM ke mANasa savAramAM Ubho rahe che tyAre teno keTalo paDachAyo paDe che ? bapore keTalo paDe che ? ane sAMjanA keTalo paDe che ? te pramANe pharatA pharatA kALamAM tema hoya." te mANasane te vAta uparathI temanuM samAdhAna barAbara thayuM. saMtoSa thayo ane amane kIdhuM ke AvI rIte mArI vAtanuM samAdhAna koi paNa karI zakyuM notuM. 119

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- satsaMga-saMjIvanI mArA pitAzrIne sAhebajIe bAra vratanuM svarUpa kahI saMbhaLAvyuM hatuM ne pachI kIdhuM ke "A je be Arya zrI saubhAgya ne zrI DuMgarazI che te sudharmAsvAmi ane zrI gautamasvAmi jevA che.'' mane te vakhate gumaDAnI vyAdhi hatI. tethI amuka amuka vakhate aMtarAya paDatI hatI. te vakhatamAM je je bodha thayela hato te zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRtamAM chapAyela che. huM ane bIjA bhAio UbhA UbhA namaskAra karatA hatA. tyAre sAhebajIe amone kahyuM ke vaMdanA karUM chuM ema ubhaDakapaNuM zuM rAkho cho ? ityAdika kahyuM hatuM. RAP I-SICUS SPIK je amArI bhUla TALavAne arthe kahyuM hatuM paNa mane barobara smRtimAM nathI. tyAra pachIthI nIcA namIne traNa vakhata namaskAra karyA hatA. khaMbhAtavALA premacaMda devacaMda tapAdharmamAM praviNa hatA. teo sAhebajI pAse 25 prazna pUchavAnI icchAe AvyA hatA te vakhate sAhebajI dharma saMbaMdhI bodha karatA hatA. temAM te 25 praznonuM samAdhAna thayuM hatuM. sAhebajIne te prazno teoe pUchayA notA chatAM temanI mananI zaMkAo dUra karI hatI. pachI prazno pUchavA / AvelA teo ghaNo ja AnaMda pAmyA. ane kIdhuM ke aho ! tame amArA mananI saghaLI vAto jANI. Apane dhanya che. saM. 1948 nI sAlamAM huM tathA mArA bhAi choTAbhAi amo kApaDa levA sArUM muMbai gayA hatA. tyAM amAre sAhebajIno samAgama thayo hato. eka vakhata sAhebajI tathA huM raste thai jatA hatA. rastAmAM eka uMdara jato sAhebajInI najare paDyo, tarata ja sAhebajI dhasyA dhasyA te uMdara pAse jai pahoMcyA ne uMdarane chatrIe caDAvIne korANe mukI dIdho. huM sAhebajInI pAchaLa rahI gayo pachI mArA jANavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. meM vicAra karyo ke sAhebajImAM keTalI badhI uttama dayA che. eka vakhata rastAmAM jatAM sAhebajIe mane kIdhuM ke ''ame bhIkhArI karazuM to kema ?'' vaLI kahyuM ke '"mumukSue mumukSune A deha arpaNa karavA sudhImAM aDacaNa gaNavI nahIM.'' eka vakhata sAhebajI tathA huM sAthe pharavA gayA hatA, pachI tyAM beThA. sAhebajIe beThA beThA mane kIdhuM ke ''zrI mahAvIra svAmI zarIre pAtaLA hatA, ane te kAMkarAmAM besatA hatA.'' eka vakhate mArA bhAi choTAbhAie mane kIdhuM ke sAhebajI siddhAMta vAMcavAnI AjJA Ape to ThIka, meM sAhebajIne khAnagI rIte vAta karI. sAhebajIe kIdhuM. ke "jhera rUpe pariNamaze.'' te vakhatamAM je je bodha thato hato ane amone AnaMda thato hato te bodha huM patra dvArA zrI aMbAlAlabhAine "lakhI jaNAvato hato evuM mane yAda che. eka vakhate sAhebajI sAMjanA pharavA gayA hatA. tyAM pachI beThA hatA. tyAM gAMDAbhAi, huM tathA bIjA bhAio hatA. tevAmAM gAmamAM bhUMgaLa vAgatI hatI. je sAMbhaLI sAhebajI bolyA ke A bhUMgaLa barAbara vAgatI nathI. gAMDAbhAie kIdhuM ke A gAmamAM darajI vagADe che. sAhebajIe kIdhuM ke te tenA kuLano abhyAsa nathI mATe te tene zobhatI nathI temaja A AtmAne deha zobhato nathI. tyAra pachI thoDIvAra pachI sAhebajI bolyA - ''sayala saMsArI indriyarAmI, muni guNa AtamarAmI re, mukhyapaNe je AtamarAmI, te kevaLa niSkAmI re.'' 120

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GENERGY satsaMga-saMjIvanI GIR FORER ( e gAthA kahI hatI. ane te gAthAno artha ghaNo ja vistArathI karyo hato. je mane smaraNamAM rahela nathI. eka vakhata kAviThe AMbAnA jhADanI najIkanA sthaLe sAhebajI padhAryA hatA. tyAM - "UMcA nIcA gAma kaMTakA'' evI gAthA daza vaikAlika sUtramAMnI bolatA hatA. ane teno sAra mane samajAvyo hato. tenI vizeSa yAdI khaMbhAtavALA kIlAbhAi gulAbacaMdane haze. eka vakhata rAtrIe dareka bhAione AjJA karI ke amuka amuka stavana kaho. paNa tyAM prabhunA AtApathI, . bolatA bahu AMcakA AvatA hatA. - sAhebajI bahAra pharavA jatA to pote ekalA ja jatA ane koi khADAmAM padmAsana vALI samAdhisthita thatA, paNa bahAra dekhAva Avato nahIM. eka vakhate bhAdaraNavALA dhorIbhAi sAthe sAhebajI mohanIya karma saMbaMdhI vyAkhyA karatA hatA. ane kahetA mohanIya karmanI prakRtio jora karI jAya tenI sAthe sAmA thavuM. ema karatAM jaya thAya. dhorIbhAie sAhebajIne kIdhuM ke meM eka siddhAMtamAM evuM vAMcyuM che ke "DAhyo vicakSaNa bahu paribhramaNa kare te kema haze ?" - sAhebajIe kIdhuM ke "A saMsAramAM je bahu DAhyo thAya te paribhramaNa kare" ityAdi vyAkhyA sAhebajIe karI hatI. eka vakhata sAhebajI jJAna saMbaMdhI vyAkhyA karatA hatA. te vakhate nIce keTalAMka kUtarAM laDatA hatA. te | sAMbhaLI dhorIbhAi bolyA ke 'hukA gagaDyA.' ema kahI bahu josamAM dhorIbhAi hAMkavA lAgyA. te sAMbhaLI sAhebajI bolyA, "dhorIbhAi ! nokaSAyano ATalo badho udaya !!!!" eTale dhorIbhAi hAMkavA jatAM aTakI gayA. saM. 1951mAM gAma uMdela khaMbhAtathI 3 gAu cheTe che, tyAM padhAryA. tyAM divase jJAna-darzanAdi viSe ghaNo ' ja bodha karyo hato. ane te bodha rAtanA traNa vAgyAthI pote doharArUpe uccAratA hatA. te vakhate mArI AMkha | ughaDI gai, bIjA bhAionI paNa AMkha ughaDI gai. pachI sAhebajIne pA vAgyAnA sumAre pUchayuM ke huM lakhI lauM ? sAhebajIe nA kahI. bIje ke trIje divase bIDIonuM vyasana tyAgavA saMbaMdhI ghaNo ja bodha karyo hato. je bIjA nahIM AvelA keTalAka bhAionA sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM hoya, to be ghaDImAM saMsArano tyAga karI de. paNa tamane atyAra sudhI bodha karyo te jema bhIMtane karyo hoya tema che. ema bahu josabhera kahyuM hatuM. tyArathI bIDInuM vyasana tyAga karyuM. pachI sAhebajI pharavA padhAryA hatA. tyAM vaDanuM jhADa joi kahyuM ke "A jhADa upara prathama caDhatAM to mahenata paDe. paNa thoDe caDyA pachIthI DALakhe, DALakhe pharI vaLAya. temaja prathama jIvane kaThaNa paDe, paNa pachIthI sugama paDe che." ityAdi kahI, paramArtha satya ane vyavahAra satya viSe vyAkhyA karI hatI. te bodha zrImad rAjacaMdra praNita vacanAmRtamAM chapAyela che. upadeza noMdha 34 saMvata 1949nI sAlamAM kaMsArIe padhAryA hatA. tyAM kIDIono upadrava bahu hovAthI sAhebajI khaMbhAta padhAryA. te vakhate khaMbhAta 18 divasanI sthiti thai hatI. prathama AvyA teja divase hukama muninA graMthamAMthI keTaloka bhAga sAhebajIe vAMcyo hato. eka bhAI mohanalAla magana jenI mahiyAnI aTaka hatI te dazA zrImALI zrAvaka hatA. temaNe sAhebajIne 121

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0 GSSS S satsaMga-saMjIvanI NR NR NR ( prazna karyo ke cauvihAra karavAthI bahu phaLa haze ? sAhebajIe teone jaNAvyuM ke "eka jaNa roja covihAra kare che ane kaSAya kare che. eka jaNa kAraNasara nathI karato ane kaSAyamaMda che. te baMnemAM vadhAre phaLa kone ? tene kIdhuM ke vadhAre phaLa jene kaSAyAdi maMda hoya tene vizeSa phaLa hoya. eka vAra sAhebajI mArA bhAI choTAlAlabhAine ghera agAsImAM padhAryA hatA. tyAM sAhebajI zrI yazovijayajIkRta sADI traNaso gAthAnI DhALamAMthI keTalIka DhALo bolyA hatA. A koi koi loko sAhebajIne prazno pUche tenuM samAdhAna turata karatA. eka vakhata sAhebajI sAthe keTalAka bhAio bahAra pharavA gayA hatA. AvatI pherA sAhebajIe DuMgarazIbhAine kahyuM, gAmamAM kyAMthI javAze ? DuMgarazIbhAi rasto jANatA notA, chatAM kIdhuM ke cAlo mArI sAthe. sAhebajI jANatA hatA ke A rasto nathI. chatAM tenI sAthe gayA. DuMgarazIbhAI rasto bhUlyA eTale sAhebajIe kIdhuM ke "AvI rIte je rasto nathI jANatA te mokSamArga batAvI zake nahIM." te upara bahu vyAkhyA karI hatI. eka vakhata sAyaMkAle sAhebajI dariyApara pharavA padhAryA tyAM bIjA bhAio sAthe hatA. sAhebajI pote UThI masANabhUmi tarapha padhAryA. ne AvatI pherA agaranI bahAra keTalAka jaLa jaMtu hatA te aMdara pesI gayA. pachI, sAhebajIe kahyuM ke : "ame bahu dhIrajathI cAlatA hatA. to paNa A jIvo bhaya pAmI pANImAM praveza karI gayA." e vAta karyA pachI kahyuM ke asaddagurU pote rakhaDe ane tenA Azraye AvelA jIvo hoya te paNa rakhaDe. ityAdi vAta karyA pachI kahyuM ke "zrI rAmacaMdrajI jyAre kailAsa padhAryA hatA tyAre devone kahyuM ke ayodhyAmAMthI je je duHkhI manuSyo hoya teone lAvo. devo AvyA pachI pharIthI rAmacaMdrajIe kIdhuM ke have koi tyAM che ? tyAre devoe kahyuM ke have tyAM koi nathI rahyuM. eka kUtaruM che, tenA zarIramAM bahu kIDA paDyA che te bahuM du:kha pAme che. tyAre rAmacaMdrajIe klayuM jAo to tene sAcavIne lAvo. eka kIDo paNa bahAra paDI jAya nahIM tevI rIte te kUtarAne lAvo. devo tene sAcavIne lAvyA. rAmacaMdrajIe e kUtarA para pANI chAMTyuM. eTale kUtarA upara je kIDA hatA te manuSyo thai gayA. tene rAmacaMdrajIe pUchayuM ke tame A kUtarAne kema pIDo cho ? tyAre temaNe rAmacaMdrajIne kahyuM A kUtarAno jIva te pUrve amAro gurU hato ane ame tenA ziSya hatA. amo enA Adhina vartatA hatA. ne ame ene tana, mana, dhana arpaNa karyA hatA. paNa amAruM kalyANa karyuM nahIM. ane amAruM tana, mana, dhana haraNa karI gayo. te leNuM ame A prakAre laie chIe. ame AvA avatAra dhAraNa karIe chIe." A kathA sAhebajIe amone kahI saMbhaLAvI ane pachI kahyuM ke eka sapurUSa pratye jeno odhe paNa rAga hoya te paNa kalyANa pAme. te upara eka gAthA kahI. -: gAthA :odhe jene teno rAga, e vinA nahIM bIjo lAga, sumatigraMthe artha agAdha. tevI gAthA kIdhA pachI kahyuM ke tamo amArI pUrNa khAtarI karajo ne amArA arthe kaMi svArtha icchIe tyAre 122

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0 GSSSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (SROSSRORER) ( tame jANajo ke te mArga bhUlyA che. A bhaviSyamAM smaraNa rahevA tamane kahIe chIe. ityAdi prakAre kahyuM hatuM. te eka vAra sAhebajI samayasAra nAmano graMtha vAMcatA hatA. te vakhate jANe ekalo AtmA ja bole che evo bhAsa thato hato. te vakhate khaMbhAtamAM rahenAra eka zrAvakabhAi lokamAM vidvAna tarIke gaNAto hato te hukamamuninA graMtha vAMcato. tene vedAMtano Azraya hato. tene kevaLajJAna sudhInI mAnyatA karI hatI. te bhAi sAhebajI pAse AvyA hatA. te vakhate sAhebajI AtmAnA gharanI vyAkhyA karatA hatA. sAhebajIe kIdhuM ke AtmajJAna tene kahevAya ke khoLAmAM AvIne siMha bese, sarpa bese, paNa kiMcit mAtra paNa rUMvADAmAMya bhaya thAya nahIM. te jJAna che." - te vakhate te pelA bhAi sAhebajI pratye hAtha joDI vAraMvAra bolyA ke huM tevo nathI, ityAdi kAMika bolyA hatA. paNa mane hAla smRtimAM nathI. paNa sAhebajIe khulAso karyo te pachIthI te bhAino mada gaLI gayo. ane te bhAi sAhebajI pAsethI gayA pachIthI sAhebajInA vakhANa karatA hatA ema temanA ciraMjIvI putra hIrAbhAithI vAta jANI hatI. teo hAla zrI subodhaka pustakAlayamAM padhAre che. - eka vakhata sAhebajI lAlacaMdabhAIne tyAM padhAryA hatA te vakhate huM tathA bena ugarIbena tathA lallubhAI vigere hatA. te vakhate keTalAka TuMDhiyAnA zrAvako vakhANethI UThI tyAM AvyA hatA. sAhebajI gAdI upara birAjyA. hatA. te vakhate lAlacaMdabhAi sAhebajI pratye ghaNA ja Akroza zabdothI bolyA ke mArA gharamAMthI navakAranuM nAma kADhI nAkhyuM ityAdi ghaNuM ja bolyA hatA. pachI sAhebajIe lAlacaMdabhAIne kahyuM "tamo sAiTha, sAITha varSa thayAM abhyAsa karyo che to kaho jIvanuM svarUpa zuM ?' - tyAre lAlacaMdabhAi guMcAyA eTale bolyA ke huM kaMi tevI vakilAta jANato nathI. ema kahI TuMDhiyAnA zrAvaka bhaNI joyuM ne kIdhuM ke A javAba deze. tene sAhebajIe pUchayuM, te paNa javAba dai zakyA nahIM. pachI sAhebajI thoDo vakhata beThA ane mArA bhAi choTAlAlabhAinA ghera padhAryA. tyAra pachI thoDA vakhata pachI lAlacaMdabhAIne zarIre pIDA thai ane pAMca ke sAtame divase deha paDayo. - temane maraNa vakhate pratyAkhyAna vigere udaya AvyuM hatuM. temane agnidAhanI kriyA karyA pachI athavA to bIje divase meM sAhebajIne kIdhuM ke, sAhebajI ! lAlacaMdabhAi bicArA thoDA ja divasa upara nIMdA karI deha mukyo. tethI temanI gatI bagaDI haze ? sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke : "emane aMtaramAM amArA pratye prema hato." eka vakhata sAhebajIe zrI saubhAgyabhAIne jaNAvyuM ke "amArI pAse koi vikathA kare tyAre nidrA Ave nIkara na Ave." upara mujaba smRtimAM rahela te saMkSepamAM lakhyuM che. A lakhavAmAM je kAMi bhUlacUka hoya te jaNAvazo. jethI batAvanArano moTo AbhAra mAnIza. "eka vakhate zrI kAviThAmAM khetaramAM birAjyA hatA. tyAM pU.zrI. aMbAlAlabhAi tathA huM beThA hatA. tyAM ekAMtamAM pU.zrI. aMbAlAlabhAie pUchela ke amUka mANase mane pUchela je zrI revAzaMkara jagajIvananI kAM, zAhukArI rIte jo amAruM kAma kare to ame temanI AData karIe. te vakhate zrI pa.ka.deve uttaramAM jaNAvela che noMdha : " A meTara A graMthamAM navI upalabdha thayela te chApI che. 123

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HERE IS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) temAM amone zuM pUcho cho. je uttara to tamAre parabhAro Apavo joito hato. "sapurUSa anyAya karaze to A A jagatamAM varasAda konA mATe varasaze ? sUrya konA mATe Ugaze ? vAyu konA mATe vAze" vagara pUche samajI levuM ke satparUSo kadI anyAya kare nahIM. zrI aMbAlAlabhAino vinaya joine mumukSuomAM mAMhomAMhe jagatamAM bIje sthaLe na maLe tevo bhaktibhAva raheto hato. ghaNA premabhAvathI mumukSu eka bIjAne cAhatA hatA. aMbAlAlabhAinA pratApathI mumukSumAM vinaya guNanA bIja ropAyela, gujarAtamAM cAlu che. A saM. 1952 mAM kAviThA padhArelA, eka avasare zrI kRpAnAtha eka vRkSa nIce birAjyA. tyAM eka vRdhdha pATIdAre pUchayuM ke he kRpAnAtha meM sAMbhaLyuM che ke AgaLa satyugamAM sudarzanacakra pharatuM. te kaLiyugamAM to dekhAtuM nathI. tyAre zrI kR.bhagavAne kahyuM ke sayugamAM sArA AcaraNavALA jIvo ghaNA hatA, jema kuTuMbamAM vA khaDakImAM sArA manuSyo hoya ane koi koi mAThA AcaraNavALA hoya, tevI rIte che. kRdevano bodha sAMbhaLI paTela ghaNuM harSa pAmato hato. paTele pharIthI pUchayuM - he bhagavAna, A peTa na hota to bahu sAruM thAta. kRpAnAthe kahyuM - peTano kaMi vAMka nathI, jema tamArA hAthamAM lAkaDI che paNa te lAkaDIthI tame kutarA vigerene mAro to tethI tamane doSa lAge temAM lAkaDIno vAMka nathI. tame teno avaLo upayoga karyo. tema peTa to maLyuM che paNa te peTa bharavAnI rItie cAle to du:kha nathI. paNa sAdhanarUpa che. tyAra pachI te bhAie pUchayuM ke he kRpAnAtha, kaLiyuga eTale zuM? ane | satyuga te zuM ? zrI kR. bhagavAne kahyuM ke eka gAmamAM khetara khodatAM dhana nIkaLyuM. te lai te kheDute vecanAra dhaNI (VI pAse jaI kahyuM ke meM maphata jamIna lIdhI che eTale A dhana tamArUM che. tyAre to te vecanAra dhaNIe kIdhuM ke meM to badhuM ye tamane suprata karyuM mATe mAre levA devA nathI. pachI baMne rAjA pAse gayA. ane te dhana levA vinaMtI karI. paNa rAjAe te dhana levA nA pADI ane kahyuM ke tame kAle Avajo. bIje divase kaLiyuga besavAno hato eTale rAtre traNeyanI vRtti pharI gaI, khetara vecanAre vicAra karyo ke mAre ja te dhana levuM joie kAraNa khetara mArUM che. lenAra dhaNIe vicAryuM ke have huM tene zeno ApuM. rAjAe vicAryuM ke mane dhana sAmethI ApavA Ave che to zA mATe na levuM ? ema traNenI vRtti pharI gai. mATe satyuga ne kaLiyugamAM A phera che. A ane bIjA paNa dRSTAMta ApatA hatA. te mane smRtimAM nathI. kAviThAmAM zrI kRpAnAtha ThANAMgasUtra vAMcatA hatA. thoDA vakhatamAM ghaNA pAnA pheravI jatA hatA chatAM bIjAne barAbara samajaNa paDatI hatI. baporanA AtmAnuzAsana vAMcatA hatA ane kahetA ke zrI 'guNabhadrasvAmI te guNabhadra ja che." ema kartApurUSanI zrImukhe stuti thai hatI. peTalAdanA saMnyAsI zrI kRpAnAtha pAse AvatA hatA. tene huko - bIDI pIvAnI Teva hatI. ka.deve te vyasananuM tucchapaNuM tene samajAvyuM hatuM. tethI emaNe beu vyasana tarata choDI dIdhAM hatAM. - eka avasare borasadathI keTalIka jaina baheno darzana karavA mATe AvI hatI. temane zrI kR. devane pUchayuM ke sAhebajI, amAruM kalyANa kevI rIte thAya ? kRpAnAthe kahyuM ke - tamAre to ghaNuM saheluM che. tamAre purUSanI peThe kamAvAnI ke levaDa - devaDanI toDa nathI, huMDI bIDavAnI toDa paNa nathI, vAyado thayo mATe ApavA javuM, levA javuM, mAla vecavo, tenA paisA chUTA karavA vi. tamAre kaMi toDa nathI. paraMtu jIva vikathAmAM paDI jai bIjI vRttie caDI jAya che. bAkI tamAre to ghaNuM saheluM che. eka vakhate pUchayuM ke sAhebajI, AtmA to dekhAto nathI mATe AtmA kayAM che ? tyAre zrI ka.deve kahyuM iYi - bhUkha lAge che te dekhAya che ? tyAre tene kahyuM bhUkha dekhAtI nathI paNa lAge che. tyAre kRpAnAthe kahyuM - AtmA 124

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O RERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI haSREERS Rche ) che. jema nidrA dekhAtI nathI paNa nidrA Ave che. e je anubhava che tema AtmA anubhavAya che, dekhAto nathI. pachI pUchayuM ke AtmA kema pamAya ? tyAre ekadama kRpAnAthe pagapara paga caDAvI padmAsana karIne yogamudrAmAM sthira thai gayA. te vakhatanI kRpAnAthanI mudrA to koi ora ja thai gai. kevaLa AtmArUpa sthiti thai gai hatI. pachI keTalIka vAra pachI paga chUTA karI kahyuM ke - "AtmA Ama pamAya.' ekavAra godhAvIvALA vanamALIbhAie zrImukha pAsethI asagurUnA bolAvyA vinA bolavuM nahIM e niyama lIdho hato. te bhAi bahu pavitra hatA. saraLa ane bhadrika hatA. temane bodhanuM kAraNa pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAithI thayuM hatuM. teo prathama saMsArika kAmothI khaMbhAta padhAryA hatA. temane zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA samAgamathI kRpALudevanA darzanano lAbha maLyo hato. zrI aMbAlAlabhAimAM udAratAno guNa sAro hato. ane zrI kRpAnAthanA samAgamathI temanI paNa dazA adbhuta vartatI hatI. zrI kRdevanI bhakti temaNe ananya karI hatI. jema pativratA strI bhakti kare evI akhaMDa vinayathI bhakti sevA karatA hatA. nidrA paNa kare nahiM. pAMgathe rAtanA besatA hatA, ane paga taLosatA hatA. tyAMnA tyAMja sUI rahetA. temanAmAM vinayaguNa ananya hato. rasoi paNa pote karatA hatA. temanAmAM rasoinI AvaData paNa vizeSa hatI. te pavitrabhAi paNa janmathI rUDA AcaraNavALA hatA. kRpALu devanA parama bhakta, dayALu ane ghaNAja namra svabhAvavALA hatA. zrI aMbAlAlabhAinuM citta zrI nagInabhAi pratye vizeSa maLeluM hatuM. emanA samAgamamAM besI keTalIka vAto karatA hatA. kALa doSe karIne banne pavitra AtmAno viyoga thayo che. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi ekAMtavAsamAM UThatA besatA hatA. saM. 1950mAM bhAi choTAlAla ghaNuM karI muMbai gayA hatA. tyAre eka avasare haratA pharatA 5. kRpALudeva eka evI dhunanI gAthA bolatA hatA ke "caitanyabhAva te caitanya..A gAthA zrI yazovijayajI kRta guNa paryAyanA rAsamAM che. eka vakhata zrI navakAranI gAthA zrI samayasAra nATakamAM che te bolatA hatA. - eka vakhata zrI mAkubhAie vepAramAM rUA. 1OO Azare napho karyo hato. tene kRpAnAthe pUchayuM ke kema karyuM ? temAM saheja anIti thai hatI temATe mAkubhAine Thapako Apyo hato. ane kahyuM ke "te paisA gaTaramAM nAMkhavA hatA." kacaro bhego kacaro paNa Ama anIti kema thAya ityAdi kahyuM hatuM. eka vakhate sAMjanA jamavA beThA hatA, divasa thoDo rahyo te vakhate mAkubhAi jamavA beThA eTale mAkubhAi bahu utAvaLa kare ane jhaTa jhaTa jame te vakhate zrI kRpAnAtha bolyA ke, "nAtamAM DheDA paDyA" evI kahevata bolyA. eka vakhata jamIne UDyA pachI mukhavAsa khAdhA pachI badhA beThA hatA te vakhate rasoDAmAM ekadama kolAhala thayo eTale mAkuMbhAi vi. UThyA. rasoiyAe eka ghATIne mAryo hato ne teno paga bhAMgyo hato ane lohI nikaLyuM eTale sAhebajIe kahyuM ke e duSTa ahiMthI jato rahe." te pachI te turataja jato rahyo. tevAmAM bIjA ghATIo ekadama doDyA AvyAne te bAmaNane khoLe paNa te jato rahyo hato. pachI sAhebajI dukAne padhAryA hatA. ane mane kahyuM ke ame rasoiyA upara krodha kema karyo haze ? meM kahyuM ke mane khabara nathI. pachI pote jaNAvyuM ke- "jo te vakhate tene vidAya karyo na hota to ghATI loko tene mArI nAkhe evA josamAM hatA. tethI ame AkarA zabdathI tene jatA rahevAnuM kahyuM hatuM. mane te vakhate teozrIno Azaya adbhuta lAgyo hato. eka vakhate ghATIno chokaro prANajIvanadAsa DaoN. nA ghoDAne khavaDAvavA caNA haMmezA lai jato temAMthI kADhI leto. te vAta DaoN.ne koIke kahI. te vakhata sAMjano samaya hato, DokaTara tene mAratA hatA te vakhate zrI kRpAnAthe 125

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI kahyuM ke ema te kAMi sudharato haze ? pachI tene mAravAnuM baMdha karyuM ne chokaro cAlyo gayo. eka vakhate huM tathA choTAlAlabhAi zrI pa.kR.deva sAthe pharavA sTezana para gayA hatA, tyAre kahyuM ke pAMcathI dasa hajAra jIvo mArga pAmaze. keTalAka to amone zodhatA Avaze ane Avo purUSa bIjo nahI thAya ema kahetA ane samayasArano doharo bolatA hatA. ghaTaghaTa aMta2 jina base, ghaTa ghaTa aMtara jaina, mata madirA ke pAnase, matavArA samajaina. eka vakhate rastAmAM zrI kR. devanA mastaka upara chatrI dharI hatI. huM joDe cAlato hato. te vakhate mArA pagamAM joDo nahato ane rastAmAM patharA hatA. te vAgatA hatA. paraMtu te yogI purUSanA pasAyathI ghaNo ullAsa bhAva raheto hato. pachI pote te patharA uparathI utarI gayA hatA. muMbaimAM zrI kalyANajIbhAi karIne mumukSu AvatA hatA te guNa paryAya saMbaMdhI ghaNuM pUchatA hatA. temanuM samAdhAna karatAM ane te bahu AnaMda pAmatA hatA. keTalIka vakhata khImajIbhAi paNa tyAM AvatA hatA. khImajIbhAi saMbaMdhI vAta karI hatI ke te pUrvanA saMbaMdhI hatA. teNe eka vakhata koi pustaka vAMcyuM te uparathI tene ema thayuM ke badhuM pustakamAM che eTale te pustaka lai giranAra para jatA rahyA. amuka vakhata tyAM rahI pAchA AvyA. Azaya e ke jIva ema jANe che ke badhuM pustakamAM che paraMtu badhuM satpurUSanA hRdayamAM samAyuM che. tema Azaya jANavA mATe mane (tribhovanane) kahyuM. eka vakhata huM koNa chuM ? kyAMthI thayo ? A gAthAno artha karavA Apyo hato. meM te lakhIne sAhebajIne Apyo hato. pote mauna rahyA ema yAda che. eka vakhatanA avasare zrI kRpALudevanI samIpamAM sANaMdathI motibhAi osavALa AvyA hatA. te ane bIjA bhAio beThA hatA. te vakhate e lokonA pUchyA vagara emanA praznanA uttara zrI kRpAnAthe ApyA hatA. tethI A bhAine kRpALu deva prati ghaNuM mAna utpanna thayuM paNa temanA manamAM hatuM ke Ato gRhastha che. tethI temane pheTAvaMdana thAya tethI behAtha joDI dhIme dhIme cAlyA gayA hatA. pachI rAtanA badhA beThA hatA te avasare zrI kRpAnAthe kahyuM kema motibhAi ! tamone kyA kyA sAdhu maLyA che ? teNe kahyuM ke mane bAlacaMdajI to malyA che. zrI pa.kR.deve kahyuM ke tamane atyAra sudhI tamArA mAna kaSAyanA paramANu verI nAMkhanAra maLyA nathI. Aje tamArA mAna kaSAyanA paramANu A lokamAM verI nAMkhavA jaNAvIe chIe. tame sANaMdathI patra lakhyo temAM ghaNI ghaNI upamAo lakhI hatI kharUM ? teNe kahyuM hA. sAhebajI - savAre tamArA praznonuM samAdhAna thayuM hatuM ? teNe kahyuM hA, jI sAhebajI - tamArA manamAM ema AvyuM ke A to gRhastha che, mATe khamAsamaNa na devAya paNa pheTAvaMdana thAya AvI kalpanAthI tame dhIme dhIme khasI gayA kema e vAta sAcI che ? teNe kahyuM hA. sAhebajI. amane kaMI namaskAranI darakAra nathI. tamo namaskAra karo tenA amane paisA upajavAnA nathI. tema tamone paNa mAnanI kiMmata traNa paisA koi ApanAra nathI. amAre jo namaskAra ja karAvavA hoya to eka nokara rAkhIe ane tene kahIe ke tAre namaskAra karavA. paNa te kAmanuM nathI. atyAra sudhI tamane koi kahenAra te na maLyuM mATe kahIe chIe. jIva upamA ghaNI lakhe paNa saMdeha karI cAlyo jAya che. ityAdi ghaNuM kahyuM hatuM. A motibhAie zrI Atmasidhdhi chapAvavA kAyama mATe rUA. 300 arpaNa karyA hatA. zrI kRpAnAthanA bodhathI tenA mAnanA paramANu verAi gayA hatA ema mane lAgyuM hatuM. 126

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI eka vakhate bIjAnA mukhathI ema sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke sAhebajIe zrI aMbAlAlabhAine kahyuM ke "bahArathI svaccha kara.''* zrI aMbAlAlabhAie kezavane kahyuM ke bahArathI svaccha kara. tyAre kRpAnAthe zrI aMbAlAlabhAine kahyuM ke,- "amane nokara rAkhatAM AvaDe che.'' eka vakhate zrI kR.deva padhAryA tyAre khaMbhAtanA keTalAka bhAio samIpamAM beThA hatA. ghaNA vakhata sudhI zrI kR.deva mauna rahyA. aMgarakhuM pahereluM hatuM, ane jANe paramayogI dekhAtA hatA. thoDI vAra pachI bolyA ke,'"jJAnIpurUSa 50 ke vadhu mANasa beThA hoya te vakhate ema jANe ke AmAMthI ATalA jIva amuka vakhate ATalA bhave bodha pAmaze, jJAna pAmaze ne amuka amuka jIvonuM Ama gati vi. bhaviSyamAM thaze i. vyAkhyA karI hatI. zrI kIlAbhAi vi. hAjara hatA. eka vakhate evuM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke kR.deva ANaMda vIzImAM jamavA padhAryA. vIzIvALAe rasoi pirasI hatI. pachI keTalAka bhAio pAchaLathI jamavA beThA, temAMthI koie zAka-lIlotarI khAdhuM haze. jamI AvyA pachI dharmazALAnI upara meDe sAhebajIe pUchyuM ke kema ? sarvee zAka khAdhA hatA ? te vakhate ghaNAe khAdhuM hatuM teNe hA, kahI. tethI tenA tyAga viSe ghaNo bodha Apyo hato. eka vakhata rALajamAM birAjela. saMvatsarInA divase keTalAka bhAioe upavAsa karelo ane bIje divase rabaDI vi. taiyAra thai gayela paNa pa.kR.deve savAre bodha zarU karyo te navakArazI thayA chatAM bodha cAlu rAkhyo tyAre pU.zrI. sobhAgabhAie vinaMtI karI ke sAhebajI, A badhAne UThavA dyo. kAlano upavAsa che. tyAre pa.kR.deve karUNA karI kahyuM ke kone pUchIne karyo ? tyAre AjJA vagara karyAnuM bhAna thatAM sarve zaramAi gayA. ane upavAsa karyAnuM mAna gaLI gayuM. sAhebajI azALIyAnuM dRSTAMta ApatA - ke azALIyo seLabheLa thai gayo. eka garIba bhAino chokaro, nAma azALIyo, tene meLAmAM jovA javAnuM mana thayuM. paNa te bhUlakaNo hato tethI tenI mAe tene kahyuM lAva tane doro bAMdhI ApuM ema kahI nADAchaDIno doro bAMdhI Apyo. pachI te meLAmAM gayo tyAM ramata - gammatamAM pharatAM pharatAM doro chUTI gayo eTale ghera AvI tenI mAne kahe che ke mA huM khovAi gayo, tyAre tenI mA - samajI gai ke A bhUlakaNo che tethI tene kahyuM ke lAva, tane doro bAMdhI ApuM ema samajAvI doro bAMdhyo eTale kahevA lAgyo ke mAM huM have jaDI gayo. tema jIva dehamAM seLabheLa thai gayo che ne dehane ja potAno mAne che. eka prasaMge zrI aMbAlAlabhAine mUcha upara hAtha pheravavAnI Teva. pa.kR.e jANyuM ke A tenI Teva dUra karavI joie. eTale eka vakhata hajAmane khAnagImAM kahI dIdhuM ke te mUchane boDI nAMkhaje. hajAme tema karyuM tyAre aMbAlAlabhAine jANa thatAM hajAmane Thapako Apyo ke teM A zuM karyuM ? teNe dhImethI kahyuM ke sAhebajInA kahevAthI meM karyuM che. zAha choTAlAla vardhamAna prathama samAgama choTAlAla mANekacaMdanA makAnamAM 1946nI sAlamAM pa.kR.deva padhArelA tyAre vacalI agAsImAM rAtanA vakhatamAM beThelA te vakhate thayo hato. te vakhate sAthe premacaMda devacaMda, phulacaMda mANekacaMda, harajIvana rUpacaMda jozI gImaTIvALA, tathA rAyacaMda khImacaMda, choTAlAla chaganalAla, ATalA sAthe bajAramAM beThelA ne kRpALudeva padhAryAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLavAthI tyAM AvI namaskAra karI ame badhA beThA. premacaMde pa.kR. devanI vyAkhyA karelI ke te bahu jJAnavAna che. temanI pAse javA jevuM che. evI vAta sAMbhaLI ame badhA tyAM AvI namaskAra karIne beThA. tyAM gayA bAda premacaMde prazna pUchelo. AyuSya be prakAranuM che. zithila ne nikAcita. be 127

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uRS RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) ( 4 ) mATe te prakAre AyuSya tUTe ema kahe che. to baMdha ja tevA prakArano ke zI rIte ?, kayA , kR. deve khulAsAmAM doraDInuM dRSTAMta ApI samAdhAna karyuM hatuM. "tUTe che te vAta kharI che. te zithila AyuSyamAM gaNavuM. nikAcitamAM nahIM." e sivAya bIjAoe prazna pUcheluM tenuM samAdhAna ka. deve sArI rIte kareluM jethI hamo sarvene bhaktino AvirbhAva thayelo. te vakhate eka kalAka besI tyAMthI gayA hatA. tyAra pachI te badhA bhAio pharIthI jyAre paramakRpALudeva vaDavA mukAme padhAryA tyAre AvyA hatA. vaDa nIce lallujI mahArAja tathA devakaraNajI vagere hatA ne tyAM vyAkhyA cAlatI hatI. te vakhate premamAM AvI javAthI lallujI mahArAja tathA devakaraNajI mahArAje sASTAMga namaskAra karyA hatA. vaDave eka divasano samAgama thayo hato. tyAra pachI 1952nA Aso mAsamAM huM tathA zaMkarabhAi devacaMda baMne jaNA ratalAma kAma prasaMge jatA hatA tyAM ANaMda mukAme khabara maLI ke sAhebajI dharmazALAmAM che. tethI amo baMne jaNA darzana karavA gayA. khaMbhAtathI ANaMda sudhI gADAmAM besIne gayA. tyAMthI ratalAma javAnI Trena hatI tethI rokAvuM paDe tema hatuM tyAM ANaMdamAM kAviThAvALA taraphathI jamaNa hatuM ne rAtre bAra vAgatA sudhI vyAkhyA cAlI hatI. te vakhate jina pratimAjI para puSpa caDAvavA saMbaMdhI prazna karyo ke phUlamAM ghaNA jIvo che ane caDAvavAmAM pApa lAge ke kema ? tyAre khulAsAmAM sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke "je tamo jo kadI sarva prakAre tyAgI thayA hoya to bhale na caDAvo paNa paramAtmAne phUla caDAvavAmAM pApa gaNo cho ane vyavahAranA prasaMgamAM to vAparo cho. mATe ekAMte bhaktinA premamAM rahI caDAvavAthI lAbha che. prazna karyo te vakhate parama kRpALudeva koca para birAjyA hatA. ane huM ekalo ja hato. A praznano khulAso thavAthI mane ghaNo ja saMtoSa thayo hato. tyAra bAda muMbai be traNa vakhata samAgama thayo hato. tyAM vhorAnA mALAmAM chaTTe mALe pAyadhUnI AgaLa rAtanA gayelo, tyAM namaskAra karI beTho hato. saMvata 1974nA phAgaNa vada 0)) ne gurUvAre vaDavA mukAme utAro karAvela che. - pU. sukhalAlabhAi jayamala sANaMdavALA bhAi sukhalAla jayamala sANaMdavALAe jaNAvela zrImad rAjacaMdra sAthenA paricayanI hakIkata - bhAi popaTalAla mahokamacaMdane zrImano paricaya samAgama saMvata 1954mAM thayo. popaTalAlabhAino ghaNA varSa thayAM mAre sahavAsa che...... eTale mane paNa paricaya kapALudevano te sAlamAM thayo. 1954nA bhAdrapada tathA AzvinamAM zrImad vaso hatA. tyAM huM popaTalAlabhAinI sAthe gayela..... tyAMnA be prasaMga jaNAvuM chuM. A zrImad jyAM utaryA hatA te sthAnanA meDAmAM javAnI be nisaraNIyo hatI. eka aMdara ane bIjI bahAra paththaranI hatI. huM eka vakhata paththaranI nisaraNIyethI aMdara jato hato. uparanuM bAraNuM baMdha hatuM. aMdara zrIma, aMbAlAlabhAi lAlacaMda, popaTabhAi gulAbacaMda tathA rUkSamaNIbena vigere hatA. huM upara javAno chuM e koine 128

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) khabara nahatI. ane bAraNuM baMdha hatuM. nisaraNInI upara caDuM e pahelAM zrImade aMbAlAlabhAine kahyuM "bAraNuM ughADo. sukhalAlane AvavuM che." huM caDato hato tyAM bAraNuM ughaDyuM. | amArA sANaMdanA nagarazeTha zAha sAMkaLacaMdabhAi hatA. emaNe thoDAka prazno khulAsA mATe zrImad pAse raju karavA mane mokalyo. e praznono kAgaLa mArA khIsAmAM hato. huM zrImad pAse gayo ke tarata zrImade sAMkaLacaMda vigerenA samAcAra pUchayA. tenI vRttinI vAta karI. mane lAgyuM ke sANaMda sAthe vyApAra vyavahAra hovAthI khabara haze paNa pachI vANI dvArA vagara pUchelA badhA praznono mane zrImade khulAso karyo tyAre mane ajAyabI thai. sAMkaLacaMda zeTha aMge kahyuM ke "A bhavamAM rIDhA nahIM maTe ema kahejo.'' meM kahyuM mArAthI bolAya ja nahIM. kahuM to mane herAna kare, nAta bahAra muke. zrImade kahyuM "harakata nahIM Ave, kahejo." sANaMda gayA pachI sAMkaLacaMda zeThane upalI badhI vigata jaNAvI, zrImanA kahevA pramANe kahyuM. herAna to na karyo paNa ulaTA zrImadunA vakhANa karI kahyuM " zrImade barAbara nADa pArakhI che.' bhAdaravA-AsomAM mAre muMbai javAnuM thayuM. A sAlanuM comAsuM niSphaLa gayela. pariNAme chappanIyo dukALa paDela. A vakhate mAre cokhA vigerenI kharIdI mATe panavela javAnuM hatuM. huM zAha revAzaMkara jagajIvananI peDhImAM utaryo. sAhebajI phakta tyAM ekalA hatA. peDhI trAMbA kAMTA upara jhavera gumAnanA mALAmAM sauthI upara be dAdare hatI. panavela meM joyela nahatuM. tyAM muMbaithI AgaboTamAM javAnuM hatuM. godhAvIvALA vanamALIdAsa umedarAma agAuthI panavela gayela hatA. meM tene lakhyuM hatuM ke amuka divase huM AvIza. A vAta sAhebajIne meM karI nahatI. huM ajANyo eTale sAhebajI pote mane baMdara upara mUkavA AvyA hatA. TikiTa temaNe kaDhAvI hatI. ane huM dariyAno aparicita hovAthI mane AgaboTamAM nIce besavA bhalAmaNa karI hatI. (upara pANI na dekhAya tema) kema ke sTImara cAle ane pANI pANI dekhAya eTale aparicitane phera Ave. vaLI kahyuM, "muMjhAzo nahIM. vanamALIdAsa tamane sAmA barAbara levA Avaze." vanamALIdAsa barAbara levA AvyA hatA. cokhA vigerenI kharIdI karI thoDA divasa pachI vanamALIdAsa ane huM muMbaI AvyA. sAhebajI pAse utaryA. sAhebajIe vigato pUchI ane jaNAvyuM ke kharIdelI amuka cIjamAMthI tamane sAruM hAMsala maLaze." ane tema maLyuM hatuM. vanamALIdAsa ekAda divasa rokAi sANaMda gayA. huM muMbaimAM thoDA divasa vadhAre rokAyo. te daramyAna sAhebajI haMmezA mahemAnagati karatA. savAre pharatuM pharatuM bhojana, eka miSTAna ane sAMje bhAkharI ke pUrI, dUdha, bhAta vigere jamatA. muMbaI meM joyeluM nahIM te sAhebajIe pheravIne batAvyuM. baMdaranI godImAM cokhA vigere hatuM. tenI saMbhALa rAkhavA eka amAro mANasa rAkhela. te koi daivI saMjoge gAMsaDI paDatAM nIce cagadAI mRtyu pAmyo. ame to gIraMgAma hatA. sAhebajIe mane pUchayuM ke phalANo tamAro kaMi saMbaMdhI thAya ?tenuM Ama mRtyu thayuM che. tame godImAM jAo. ane dukAnathI be mANasa lai jaI tenI smazAnakriyA karo. sAhebajIne makAne beThAM A khabara kema paDI ? koi kahevA paNa no'tu AvyuM. huM kapaDAM badalIne jato 129

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S SS S SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SHGRAM) hato tyAM godImAMthI dukAne jai khabara kahevA koi mANasa Avyo. mane sAhebajIe gADI karAvI dIdhI hatI. temAM besI godImAM gayo. maranAranI badhI kriyA karI 11 vAgyA pachI amo makAne AvyA. sAhebajI haMmeza (ame sAthe) vahelA jamatAM, Aje tema nahIM jamatAM, mArI rAha joine besI rahela. eka vakhata vanamALIbhAInA saMbaMdhIo nokarI mATe ke muMbaI jovA mATe AvelA te dukAne utarelA. rAtre ame gIragAma makAne Avela. dukAnamAM rAtre A bhAioe moDI rAta sudhI gaMjIpo khelela. ane raMgUnathI, revAzaMkarabhAie jhaverAta mATe eka suMdara peTI mokalelI. te upara mINabattI rAkhela ane sTava upara cA pANI karI vAparela, vaLate divase dukAne AvatAM sAhebajIe vanamALIne bolAvI pUchayuM " rAtre zuM karatA hatA ?' kaMi nahIM. vanamALI nakAra gayA. sAhebajIe kahyuM "gaMjIpo kuTatA hatA ??? to paNa nakAra gayA. sAhebajIe kahyuM "phalANA ThekANe gaMjIpo paDyo che te lAvo ? te vaDe ramatA hatA ?" to paNa nakAra gayA. Ava upara cA karI pIdhela ?" to paNa nakAra gayA. amuka ThekANe navI peTI upara battI rAkhela te batAvIne kahyuM : to paNa nakAra jatA hatA paNa chevaTe sAcuM kabula karela tyAre sAhebajIe kahyuM : "sAcuM zIkhazo tyAre nokarIne lAyaka thazo." 'pachI vanamALInA mahemAna deza cAlyA gayA hatA. ki dukAnamAM TapAlanA kAgaLo haMmezA ghaNA AvatA. sAhebajI cAra pAMca miniTamAM badhA vAMcI jatA. bapore bhAi vanamALI pUchavA AvatA. tyAre moDhe moDhe ekadama badhAnI vigata ane tene aMge lakhavAnA javAba bhAi vanamALIne kahI ApatA. vanamALIne ane amane thatuM ke A badhuM barAbara vAMcyuM kyAre ane barAbara javAba lakhavAnuM vicAryuM kyAre ? eka vakhata koi zakhta motI lai vecavA Avela. motI sAcA paNa vaLa pADyA vinAnA seLabheLa hatA. bIje teNe kiMmata karAvI hatI. keTalAka jhaverIo paNa tyAM beThA hatA. sAhebajIe kahyuM. "vaLa paDAvIne lAvo to vadhAre sAro bhAva upajaze. raMgUna mokalazo to tethI vadhAre sAro bhAva upajaze." A bhAi motI lai vaLa paDAvI AvyA ane sAhebajIe sAro bhAva jaNAvyA mujaba ApavA kahyuM. pelA bhAine sAhebajIno pAkko vizvAsa beTho hato. sAhebajIe kahyuM ke tame Aje A motI vecI jAo cho paNa te motI to tamAre tyAM gIro che. gIro mukanAra choDAvavA Avaze to tame zuM karazo ? | gIronI vAta te mANase sAhebajIne kahI no'tI. pelo zabda herata pAmyo ane teNe pachI kahyuM ke traNa cAra varSa thayAM gIro che. te have zuM choDAvaze ? tethI kaMI choDAve tema nathI. eTale sAhebajIe motI rAkhyAM. pelo zabsa gayo. sAMje vanamALIe kahyuM ke bhAi, pelAM motI lAvo to, raMgUnanuM pArsala karIe chIe temAM mokalIe. 13)

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3 SRSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSAGES (9 sAhebajIe kahyuM "Aja nahIM." vaLate divase pelo bhAI hAMphaLo phAMphaLo pAcho Avyo ane teNe kahyuM, bApajI ! pelA motI gIro mUkanAra choDAvavA Avyo che. ane meM to Apane vecyAM. have mAre zuM karavuM ? mArA para dayA karI mane te pAchAM Apo. sAhebajIe kahyuM ke : "ame tamane gai kAle kahetA hatA. tame kahyuM ke traNa cAra varSa thayAM have zuM choDAvaze ? ane Aje te pAcho choDAvavA Avyo. tame to amane vecela che. amane ThIka hAMsala maLe ema che. paNa have tame levA AvyA cho to tamane dubhavavA nathI. khuzIthI laI jAo. Ama kahI vanamALIne te pAchAM ApI devA ane Apela kiMmata pAchI levA kahela ane dayAbhAve hAMsala jatuM karela.' - sAhebajI ne huM moDI rAta sudhI jAgatA. mane UMgha AvatI to sAhebajIne pAMgaThe huM sUi raheto. thoDA divasa rokAi sANaMda javAno hato. te divase sAhebajIe pUchayuM ke "kema, tAre phuTa mevo lai javAM che ?" mArA manamAM e icchA hatI ane sAhebajIe pUchayuM, meM hA pADI. sAhebajIe be karaMDIyA maMgAvyA. eka mArA mATe ane eka bhAi popaTalAlabhAi mATe. sAhebajI sTezana mUkavA AvyA, TikiTa pote lAvyA. mArI pAse sAmAna vadhAre hato. sAhebajIe 'majura karavA kahela.' paNa meM zaramamAM nA pADI. eTale badhA poTakAM mane na levA detAM be sAhebajIe lIdhAM. gADImAM besADI sAhebajI vidAya thatAM mane pUchavA lAgyA ke "kema tAre kaMi pUchavuM che ? kahevuM hoya to kahI de." , mAre kahevAnuM hatuM. paNa meM kahyuM nA kaMI kahevuM nathI. sAhebajI thoDe cheTe jai pAchA AvyA ane pharI pUchayuM kahevuM hoya to kahI de. meM kahevAnuM hatuM te kIdhuM. eTale sAhebajIe uttara Apyo ke, "evo prasaMga Ave tyAre badhuM sameTI divAsaLI mUkI cAlyA javuM." tAtparya ke A vinA tyAga karavo. huM sANaMda gayo. 1957mAM amadAvAdamAM AgAkhAnanA baMgale meLApa thayela. eka vakhata bhAvasAranI jJAtinuM jamaNa hatuM. temAMthI jamIne bAio, bhAio jatAM hatA. temane sAhebajI AgAkhAnane baMgale che e khabara hovAthI darzana mATe moTuM ToLuM tyAM Avela. baMgalAmAM heThe ghaNA bhegA maLela. sAhebajI upara hatA. meM kahyuM - ghaNA bhAvasAro darzana mATe Avela che. sAhebajIe kahyuM 'bhale'', paNa pote nIce utaryA nahIM. - ghaNo vakhata thayo pharI meM kahyuM to paNa prathama mAphaka utaryA nahIM. chevaTe ghaNo vakhata thayo eTale bhAvasAroe javA mAMDyuM. thoDA bAkI rahyA. meM pharI kahyuM A vakhate paNa utaryA nahIM. pachI cAra sivAya bAkI badhA gayA eTale sAhebajIe mane kahyuM "jAo, juo cAra bAkI rahyA che, ane te cAra ahIM sUvAnA che. mATe temanA bichAnA ahIM karAvajo." meM heThe jaI joyuM to cAra bAkI hatA. | pachI naroDe darzana samAgama thayela. mane kaMi jJAna ke tatvajJAna nathI. eTale bIjI to mane zuM khabara paDe ? paNa upalI badhI ajAyabI bharelI vAtothI mane sAhebajInA zaktizAnanI khAtarI thayela che. te sANaMda bAjuethI padhAravAnA hoya te khabara mane maLela eTale sTezane dUdha laine jauM. eka vakhata chAroDI sudhI gayela. 131

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CHEHERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI kIkImI) () pU. jeThAlAla bhAvasAra vasovALA zrImad rAjacaMdradevane trikaraNa yoge trikALa daMDavat namaskAra ho ! A zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA samAgamamAM vasovALA bhAvasAra jeThAlAla jamanAdAsa AvelA ane je je vAtacIta khulAsA thayelA te smRtimAM rahela atre lakhela che. temAM vismRtithI je kaMi bhUla thai hoya tenI kSamA mAMguM chuM. prathama mArA manamAM je vicAro rahelA hatA te darzAvuM chuM. lakhanAra : saM. 1950nI sAlamAM mahArAja sAhebazrI lallujI svAmi tathA zrI devakIrNasvAmI Adi ThANA 6nuM comAsuM vasomAM hatuM te daramyAna huM mahArAja sAhebazrI pAse darzana karavA jato, te laukika apekSAe vyavahAra rUDhIthI jato hato. ane ema manamAM rahetuM ke lagabhaga rU. 50,000 (rU. pacAsa hajAra)nI esTeTa mUkIne A mahArAja sAheba lallujI svAmIe saMsAra choDyo che. to te purUSamAM keTalo badho vairAgya haze ? ema mane aMtaramAM thayA karatuM ane ema khAtrI to hatI ja ke A purUSa khAsa taravAnI icchAvALA che. paNa te muMbaInA koi kavirAjano upadeza mAnI temanA bodhelA mArge cAle che, tenI mane harakata notI. paNa te saMsArI hovAthI temane page lAgI zake ? ema niraMtara rahyA karatuM hatuM. pachI mArA mananI aMdara ema AvyuM ke Aja to huM mahArAja sAhebane pUchI jouM ema dhArI te vAtano khulAso karavA mahArAja sAhebane pUchayuM. tyAre mahArAje mane ema kahyuM ke tuM e vAtamAM kaMI jANuM chuM ? e to moTA mahAtmA che, mahAtmA !!! ane tuM emane prazna zuM karavAvALo chuM. tuM 50vAto dhArIne gayo hoiza to teo eka ja vAtamAM khulAso karI nAkhaze. A pramANe teo kRpALuzrInA ghaNA ja guNa bolatA hatA. ethI mane to mahArAjazrI upara evo vahema paDato ke AmanuM citta bhramita thayuM lAge che. ane dekhAva parathI mane te ja pramANe bhAsatuM hatuM. te ja divase rAtre kRpALuzrI padhAraze evI khabara sAMbhaLyAthI mane mahArAjazrIe jaNAvyuM ke Aje upAsarA upara dIvAbattI ane godaDAnI sagavaDa karI rAkhajo. I te pramANe ame sagavaDa karI rAkhI hatI ane pachI mahArAjazrIe ema kahyuM ke Aja rAtre sAhebajI padhAraze mATe gADI zodhI lAvo.' - te vakhate comAsAno vakhata hovAthI ame mahArAja sAhebane gADIne mATe hA, nA pADatA hatA. mahArAja sAhebe kIdhuM ke game tema karI lAvo. pachI meM tathA motIbhAie bhAvasAra jagajIvana jhaveradAsane vigata jaNAvI. te vakhate lagabhaga rAtanA TA vAgyA hatA. gADI joDIne motIbhAi teDavA jatA hatA te rastAmAM jatAM kavirAja gAmanI najIka sudhI to padhArI gayA hatA. temanI sAthe aMbAlAlabhAi tathA lerAbhAi sAheba hatA. pachI pelI gADIne pAchI vidAya karI, amArI gADI lai gayela, temAM besADI sAhebajIne upAzrayamAM utAryA, te vakhate lagabhaga nava vAgyA hatA. apAsarAmAM nAraNabhAi motIbhAi sUtA hatA. temanI pathArI upara besADayA hatA. pachIthI thoDI vAre vaso gAmanA navalakhA zivalAla kahAnadAsanA DelA upara sAhebajIne utAryA hatA. te divase aMbAlAlabhAie lAMbA daMDavat praNAma traNa vakhata karyA. lerAbhAie paNa traNa vakhata daMDavat praNAma karyA. lerAbhAInI uMmara lagabhaga sATha varSanI hatI. te vakhate mArA manamAM ema AvyuM ke mahArAja sAheba, aMbAlAlabhAI tathA lerAbhAI A saMsArI purUSane kema namaskAra kare che ? evI mane ghaNI ja zaMkAo thatI. paNa manamAM ema rahetuM ke lerAbhAI sATha varasanI uMmaranA che chatAM A javAna purUSane lAMbA thai daMDavat praNAma kare che tethI temaNe kaMi camatkAra joyo haze ema jANI meM paNa daMDavat praNAma karyA. paNa manamAM ema thayA karatuM hatuM ke Ama kema haze ? ane game tema paNa saMsArI to kharA ja ke nI ? ane vaLI rAtre vAMcana karatA joi mane 132.

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RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) to sAdhu karatAM avaLuM lAgatuM hatuM. bIjo divasa thayo ne mArA manamAM to hatuM ja ke have prazna pUchI khulAso karUM. lakhanAra - lagabhaga 8 vAgyAnA sumAre savAranA huM gayo. te vakhate mArA manamAM ema hatuM ke prazna evo karavo ke teno khulAso temanAthI thai zake ja nahIM. pachI meM prazna karyo ke A sRSTine banAvanAra koNa ? pUjyazrI - 'jagata banAvanAra koi nathI." lakhanAra - "banAvanAra vinA bane nahIM." pUjyazrI - "saunA karme karI zabhAzubha gati thAya che ne te jIva tevA jogamAM Ave che. agni pAse ApaNe jaie to agnino svabhAva bALavAno hovAthI ApaNane bALaze. te agnine ApaNe bALavAnuM kahyuM nathI. paNa te svAbhAvika guNe thAya che." | "jagata banAvanAra koi hoya to tene banAvanAra koNa haze ? ane te nIkaLe to enI pahelAno banAvanAra koNa haze ? e uparathI cokakasa thayuM ke eno Adi aMta che nahIM. vasomAM tame raho cho te vaso paheluM ke tamo pahelAM hatA te kaho.'' tyAre meM kahyuM ke tenI zarUAta huM jANato nathI. paNa arasaparasa raheluM che. pachI sAhebajIe kahyuM ke :| 'vasomAM tame raho cho chatAM te gAmanI zarUAtanI khabara nathI. to A jagatanI Adi zI rIte nIkaLI zake ? mATe te anAdi che." lakhanAra : pahelAM jIva karmavALo hato ke nahIM ? pUjyazrI : "anAdithI jIva karma sahita che." lakhanAra : jyAre jIva karma sahita che to jJAnI purUSanI buddhi vadhAre zI rIte thaI ?ne temane mokSe javAnI gama kema paDI ? teo amArA jevA kema na rahyA ? pUjyazrI : "jagatanA jIvo sarakhI buddhinA nathI. paNa ochI vadhAre buddhi svAbhAvika che. ne tenuM zodhana karI, jJAnI puruSe rasto zodhI kADhayo che ke A jIva rakhaDyA ja karavAno che? ke ene chUTavAno rasto che ? nadInA patharA hoya che te koi nAno, moTo, goLa, lAMbo hoya che. e koNe karyA ?" lakhanAra : te svAbhAvika che. pUjyazrI : "jyAre nadInA patharA svAbhAvika nAnA moTA che te ja pramANe jagatanA jIvanI buddhi ochI. vastI che. paNa koie karI nathI ane te zubhAzubha karmanI gati che. ne teno chUTavAno upAya paNa che. te jJAnI puruSe zodhI paNa kADhayo che, ne te kharo che." vastu sAcI che ema vAraMvAra kavirAja kahetA hatA. meM ema pUchayuM ke ochI vadhatI buddhinA pramANe karI zAnI thAya che paNa jagatanA jIvone duHkhasukha zAthI paDe che ? jema kaDiyA sivAya ghara caNAtuM nathI, tema jIvane sukha duHkha ApyA sivAya kema koi jIva duHkhI sukhI jovAmAM Ave che? pUjyazrI : "tame je dAkhalo gharano ne kaDiyAno Apyo te pramANe jIvane lAgu paDe tema nathI. paNa vastuno svabhAva evo che ke je koi mANasa aphiNa khAya che to te aphiNa khAdhAthI jhera caDhe che. paNa aphiNa ema nathI jANatuM ke A mANasane huM jherarUpe pariNam. paNa te svabhAve ja jherI che. jethI mANasa marI jAya che. te pramANe 133

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O SASREERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) ) ) karmathI zubhAzubha gatinuM phaLa maLe che. jema agni sparza karavAthI baLAya che. paNa agni ema nathI jANatI ke A mANasane bALuM, paNa teno svAbhAvika guNa atizaya bALavAno che. te pramANe zubhAzubha gatinuM phaLa zubhAzubha karme karIne che.' | 'aghora karma karanAra jIvonI niraMtara buddhi ja malina adhora kRtya karavA upara rahe che. mATe jIvo te kRtyo karI tethI durgatine zodhI le che. jema camaka pASANa loDhAne kheMce che, tema karmanA udaye te gatimAM jIva jAya che. emAM koi karatuM nathI." A uparathI mane khAtrI thaI ke A kavirAja koi paMDita paNa che. emanI joDe koi vAda karI zake tema lAgatuM nathI. paNa mArA manamAM ema rahetuM hatuM ke A kavirAja saMsArI to kharAne ! temanuM bolavuM kharuM che. paNa te pramANe cAlatA kema nathI ? evuM mane upalA vyavahArathI lAgatuM hatuM. kAraNa ke rAtre vAMcatA hatA. joDA paheratA hatA. saMsArI jevA lugaDA paheratA hatA. rasoi karIne jamatA paNa hatA. potAne mATe banAvelI rasoi jamatA. te rasoi aMbAlAlabhAi banAvatA hatA. khATalAmAM paNa sUtA hatA.. te daramyAnamAM popaTabhAi, kIlAbhAi, choTAbhAi, nagInabhAi vigere ghaNA mANaso khaMbhAtathI, sANaMdathI, amadAvAda vigerethI haMmezA AvavA lAgyA, ne haMmezA bodha rAtre 2 vAge, 3 vAge, 4 vAgyA sudhI cAlato hato. vakhatano niyama raheto nahoto, ne bIlakula UMghatA no'tA. sAhebajI mAgadhI bhASAnA rAgamAM kAvya bolatA hatA. te sivAya bIjuM kAMi jaNAtuM nahotuM. koi vyAvahArika vAta kare to tenI cokhkhI nA pADatA hatA. trIje divase koi kAThiyAvADathI jIvarAja karIne vANIyo Avyo hato. teNe prazna karyo hato. te prazna taddana virUddha pakSano hato. tenuM paNa samAdhAna sAhebajIe karI nAkhyuM hatuM. te uparathI eNe rAjI thaine kahyuM ke sAhebajI A mArI sonAnI vIMTI che. te tamane khuzIthI inAma ApuM chuM. ene lai mane pAvana karo. tyAre sAhebajIe te mANasane ghaNoja Thapako dIdho ke zuM ame vepAra karavA nIkaLyA chIe ? ane vepAra karavo hoya to gAmaDAmAM zuM karavA rahIe ? kRpALuzrI nivRttinuM ja sthAnaka zodhatA hatA. uparanI vAto uparathI mane cokkasa thayuM ke A saMsArI puruSane bilakula lAlaca nathI. mATe te nirlobhI che, ema nakkI thayuM. A lakhanAra : rAtre huM tathA mArA pitAjI baMne sAhebajInA samAgamamAM gayA hatA. te vakhate mane kahyuM ke : 'tame je Teko daIne beso cho tethI jJAnInI AzAtanA thAya che mATe tema na besavuM joie." nA tyArathI meM Teko daIne besavAnI Teva mUkI dIdhI ane prazna karavA paNa baMdha karyA hatA. kAraNa ke mane khAtrI thai ke AmAM ApaNI kaMi buddhi cAle tema nathI, ane te kavirAja mane kahetA hatA paNa kharA ke "ame jJAnI AvA sAmAnya praznathI ja aTakI jaizuM to dina pratye je puruSo hajAra hajAra zloka banAvatA hatA te kevI rIte banAvatA haze ! te sAMbhaLI meM nIcuM joyuM ane manamAM thayuM ke jIva chAnomAno besI rahe, nahIM to vakhata nakAmo jaze. ane kalyANa karavAnuM rahI jaze. aMbAlAlabhAi karatAM to buddhi tArAmAM vadhAre nathI. mATe temanuM thaze te ApaNuM thaze ema samajI te apekSAe tuM namaskAra karyA kara. ane je kahe te sAMbhaLyA kare to tethI kalyANa thaze. 134

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A uR SRK) - satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSSSSSSS pachI bIje divase rAtrIe ATha vAgyAnA sumAre mane kRpALuzrIe kahyuM ke : "tame hoko bIDI pIvo cho Sche te zA mATe mUkI detA nathI ?'' tyAre meM kahyuM ke jhADAnI kabajIyAta rahevAnA kAraNane lIdhe huM hoko, bIDI pIvuM chuM. pUjyazrI : ''tamAkuno pracAra to 200, 800 varSathI thayo che, te pahelAMnA loko tamAku, bIDI, hokA } sivAya baMdhakoza vaDe marI jatA haze !" meM kahyuM, 'nA sAheba.' tyAre sAhebajIe mane kahyuM ke : tame vyasanane Adhina thai gayA cho. paNa vyasana tamane Adhina che. mATe te badhA bahAnA che. ane te mukI dezo to mukI devAze ! lakhanAra : ApanI AjJA hoya to huM bIDI pIvAnI rAkhyuM ane hoko baMdha karI dauM. pUjyazrI : rUpiyA na rAkhavA ane paracuraNa be AnA pAvalIo rAkhavI te paNa sarakhuM ja thAya che. AvA vacana sAMbhaLIne mane vicAra thayo ke pUjyazrI kahe che te satya ja che. ema jANI tenA pratyAkhyAna vi mahArAjazrI lallujI svAmI pAse karAvyA. paNa vasonA amIna choTAbhAI, caturabhAInA baMgale huM tathA ghaNA mANaso pUjyazrInA samAgamamAM gayA hatA. te vakhate mahArAja sAheba lallujI svAmI Adi chae munizvaro te baMgalAmAM beThA hatA. te vakhate kRpALuzrIe paheraNa kaphanI jevuM pahereluM hatuM. tathA TopI phakIranA jevI lugaDAnI be cAra paisAnI kiMmatanI Azare paherI hatI. te joi mArA manamAM to ghaNo ja vicAra thato hato ke A purUSa to koi alaukika ja che ke jenA manamAM jarA paNa moTAi che nahIM. tethI mane to sAhebajI upara divase divase pratIti vadhatI gaI ne manamAM lAgavA mAMDyuM ke A puruSanA vacana sAMbhaLavAthI lAbha thaze. ' lallajI mahArAjane koi pahelAM page lAgatA no'tA tethI sAhebajI badhAMone mahArAjane page lAgavAnuM kahetA hatA. paNa A mahAtmAne joi badhAnI AMkha TharavAthI temane ja pahelAM page lAgatA hatA. paNa Avo badho dekhAva joine mane to ema cokkasa thayuM ke A sAhebajIne bIlakula mAna ke pUjAvAnI apekSA nathI. te TAimamAM eka mevADanA sAdhu bhaTTAraka AvyA hatA. temanI sAthe ghaNI ja dharmasaMbaMdhInI carcA thaI hatI paraMtu temAM sAhebajIno bodha sarvotkRSTa thayo hato ane te bhaTTAraka stavano bolatA hatA. paNa temane pUjyazrI vAraMvAra kahetA ke : "tame cAlavA mAMDo toja saphala thazo paNa kahevArUpe bolavAthI kaMi saphala thazo nahIM." - A pachI ghaNA praznottara thaI gayA hatA. te dareka praznonuM samAdhAna sArI rIte kapALazrIe karyuM hatuM. tethI pATIdAro kRpALuzrInAM upara ghaNA prasanna thayA. ane kahevA lAgyA ke Apane kaMipaNa khAna-pAnanI icchA hoya to ame Apane mATe sagavaDa karAvIe ane phaLAhAranI apekSA hoya to te lAvI ApIe, paNa sAhebajIe nA pADI ane kahyuM ke "tevuM amAre joie nahIM." A uparathI mane khAtrI thai ke temane kaMipaNa mAna AvakAranI khAtara kAMipaNa jarUra nathI, ane nirmAnI che. te ja prasaMge huM jyAre - jarAvAra bahAra gayo te vakhate pATIdAro mane pUchavA lAgyA ke "A puruSa gRhAzramI che ne loko kema namaskAra kare che ? tyAre meM kahyuM ke gRhAzramI che paNa emanI vAta tame kaMi jANo cho ? e puruSa koi adbhUta dazAvaMta che. emaNe soLa varSanI vayamAM mokSamALA banAvI che. tyAre temanI keTalI keTalI buddhi 135

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Si satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) ( )( haze, ane temAM mokSe javAno rasto batAvyo che. te sAdhAraNa mANasathI bane ja nahIM. A uparathI te lokone barAbara khAtrI thai ke vAta sAcI che. A pramANe vAta cAlatI hatI te vakhate pUjyazrIe koi mumukSu pAse kahevaDAvyuM ke : "lokone AvI prazaMsAnI vAto tame kaho cho te amArI AjJA nathI. kAraNa ke amAre prazaMsA karAvavI nathI ane pUjAvuM nathI." - A uparathI mane lAgyuM ke A kavirAjane pUjAvAnI prazaMsA karAvavAnI apekSA nathI. sAdhAraNa koi gosAi, saMnyAsI ke bAvo hoya to te vagara pUche ja kahI de ke tame amArI vAta kaMi jANo cho ? ame mokSamALA 16me varSe banAvI che ema phulAI jAya. to paNa A kavirAjane to te prazaMsA joitI ja nathI. mATe te cokkasa saMsArI bhAvathI judA ja varate che. A lakhanAra : eka vAra sAhebajI dizAe javA gayA hatA. ane je TAimamAM dizAe jai AvatA hatA te vakhate te khetarano mAlika Avato hato. teNe sAhebajIne vacanano ghaNo ja prahAra karyo hato ane kahyuM ke mArUM eka DaphaNuM? ema kahI ugAmyuM hatuM. ja A mANasa jAte kaNabI hato. ane te krUra mANasa hato. lokonA gharo paNa bALI mUkato hato chatAM paNa | sAhebajI tenAthI nirbhaya hatA. ane kaMipaNa te kaNabIne javAba Apyo na hato. teTalAmAM bhAIlAla jagajIvana AvyA ne kahyuM A to koi mahAtmA che. mATe tuM zuM bolyo ? A mahAtmAne page lAgI kSamA mAMga. te sAMbhaLI turata ja kavirAjane te kaNabI page lAgyo. A vakhate sAhebajIe samatA rAkhI. te vakhate mArA manamAM khAtrI vizeSa thai ke sAhebajImAM kSamAno guNa moTo che. pharIthI eka vakhata huM ane amIna maganabhAI caturabhAInA baMgale sAhebajInI sAthe AvyA hatA ane ghoghaTIyA vaDe sudhI AvyA te vakhate eka kaNabI pADAne DaphaNAno mAra ghaNo ja mArato hato. te joi sAhebajInA manamAM ghaNo ja udAsI bhAva thayo hato. sAhebajIne meM koi divasa hasatA joyA nathI. niraMtara udAsIna bhAvamAM ja pote rahetA hatA. tyAMthI AgaLa gayA keDe meM chatrI ughADI sAhebajI upara dharI hatI. paNa te chatrInI darakAra rAkhatA notA. chatrInI bahAra nIkaLI jatA hatA. A joi mArA manamAM lAgatuM hatuM ke A purUSano dekhAva ghaNo ja ekAgra cittavRttino che ne te ekaja vicAramAM lIna thaI gayA che. sAhebajI kAraNa vinA bolatA nahIM. ApaNe kaMipaNa pUchIe to ja teno javAba maLato hato. pachI huM apAsarAnI najIkamAM Avyo. te vakhate meM sAhebajIne pUchayuM ke yuropIyana loko sukha bhogave che, gujarAtI loko duHkhI jovAmAM Ave che. yuropIyana loko anAcArI lAge che chatAM ema kema che ? sAhebajIe kahyuM ke te pApAnubaMdhI punyano udaya bhogave che. pUjya zrI sAhebajIe kahyuM ke pApAnuMbaMdhI puNya thavAnuM kAraNa e che ke koi jAtanI ajJAna tapasyA karavAthI te baMdhAya che. jemAM ghaNAja pApa thAya ane mAtra puNya kiMcit baMdhAtuM hoya evA kAraNothI pApAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya che. ane te leza mAtra puNyanA udaye sukha bhogavI pharI te jIvo mahA adhama gatine pAtra thAya che kAraNa ke jyAM anaMtI jIva hiMsA thAya evI ja jagyAe e jIva utpanna thayelo hoya che. jyAM ghaNA vadha thatA hoya, mahAAraMbha thatA hoya, tevA kAraNe puNyano aMza bhogavAi rahyo ke tarata ja parabhava pApano udaya thavAthI te hiMsaka prANImAM utpanna thai Akhare adhogatine pAtra thAya che. ATaluM vivecana thai rahyA pachIthI kRpALuzrI apAsare padhAryA hatA. 136

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S SCCS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI SRI ROAD ) eka divase ghaNA mANaso DelA upara bharAyA hatA. te vakhate nIcethI eka bakarUM bharAi gayeluM. ekadama tene kADhI mUkavA mAMDayuM paNa te nahIM jatAM ekadama teNe bArIethI bhusko mAryo. te vakhate pUjyazrIe kahyuM hatuM ke "juo ! te bicArAne kaMipaNa thayuM che ?" ame te jotAM tene kaMipaNa ijA thayelI jovAmAM AvI nahI. te joi mane tathA bIjA beThelA mANasone A ghaNo ja camatkAra jevo banAva lAgyo ane manamAM nakkI thayuM ke A koi camatkArI puruSa che. pharIthI bIje divase ghaNA pATIdAro tathA paragAmathI keTalAka mANaso AvyA hatA. te vakhate sAmA thAMbhale nAnuM ghaDiyALa mukeluM hatuM. ane te ghaDiyALa ghaNuM ja dura hatuM, ane te bIjA koi dekhI zake tema na hatuM, to paNa prasaMge prasaMge sAhebajI te ghaDiyALanA TAima mujaba TAima kahetA hatA. A be camatkAra thavAthI badhA sAhebajIne pUchavA lAgyA ke tame zI rIte jANyuM ke ATalA vAgyA che ? tyAre sAhebajIe kahyuM "sAmuM ghaDiyALa che." paNa badhAe kahyuM ke ghaDiyALa to ghaNuM dura che. tyAre sAhebajIe kahyuM ke "kaMi nahIM." pachI lokoe to sAhebajIne kahyuM "A to tamArI jJAna zaktie karI kahI zako cho. te vakhate teozrI mauna rahyA hatA. A uparathI | mane khAtrI thai ke AMkha sivAya paNa A mahAtmA joi zake che. tyAre te jJAnI che ema vizeSa khAtrI thavA mAMDI. te divase eka junuM pustaka hAthanuM lakheluM mArI pAse hatuM tenuM nAma sAdhu pratikramaNa sUtra hatuM. temAM ghaNI ja bAbato hatI. temAM koI bAbatanI khAmIo pote batAvatA hatA ane kahetA hatA ke ''A sAdhu pratikramaNa sUtramAM je vidhio TUMkAvI dIdhI che te hAlanA AcAryoe potAne pALavI kaThaNa hovAthI mUkI dIdhI che paNa tema jaina siddhAMta na hoya." A uparathI amane lAgatuM hatuM ke zUrAtanavALA puruSa che. sAhebajI kahetA hatA ke ""mokSamArga paMcamakALamAM nathI ane koi jai zake nahIM, te vacana puruSArtha vinAnuM che. jyAre mokSane raste aTako tyAre kahejo. paNa A to jokhama kALane mAthe nAkhI DhIlAza rAkhavI e zUrAno mArga nathI. mATe puruSArtha karo to kaMi paNa mokSanA daravAjA baMdha nathI. tame thoDe krame AgaLa vadho to vadhI zako cho. amAre tamane celA banAvavA nathI. tamArI yogyatAnA pramANamAM tamane bojo ApIzuM, ATalo bhava amane { arpaNa karo. ame tamArI dayAne khAtara kahIe chIe. tame A tamArA jhuMpaDA uparathI moha ghaTADo. paNa te tamArAthI nathI mUkAvAnA. cakravartI rAja mUke paNa tamArAthI nahIM mUkAya. tyAra pachI bIDIthI thatA geraphAyadA batAvyA ane kahyuM "koipaNa bArisTara hoya tene tame keza Apyo hoya paNa te jo bIDI pIto hoya ane tenI bIDI pIvA upara najara gai to dararoja tame hajAra rUpiyA phInA Apo to paNa te kezanuM rUpa ghaNA viparita pariNAmanuM AvavAno saMbhava che. mATe vyasana mAtra doSa che ane tenA Adhina thavuM zreya nathI." | eka divasa rAtre ghaNAja mANaso samAgamamAM DelI upara AvelA hatA. eka mevADano chokaro Avyo hato tenuM nAma magana hatuM. tene dharma saMbaMdhI digaMbara ne zvetAMbara saMbaMdhI prazna karyo hato. pUjyazrIe te vakhate tene kahyuM hatuM ke tAro kyo dharma ? zvetAMbara ke digaMbara ? pUjyazrIe tene TuMkArIne bolAvyo kAraNa ke tenI uMmara nAnI hatI. paNa te chokarAne kaMika manamAM lAgaNI 137

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GRRA satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSASRE () X[ thai ema jaNAvAthI pharIthI tenuM mana varatIne moTA mAne bolAvyo hato. te vakhate tenI uMmaranI yogyatA pramANe tenuM samAdhAna karyuM hatuM. javAba TuMkANamAM ema ApyuM hatuM : kharo mAraga vItarAgI che. pachI zvetAMbara digaMbara game te mAno. je raste vacamAM rAga dveSanuM lakSaNa Ave ke tyAMthI aTakavuM, e ja kharo vItarAgano mAraga che." - lakhanAra : pharInA prasaMge amIna choTAbhAI caturabhAInA baMgale kRpALuzrInA samAgamamAM gayelo hato. te vakhate meM prazna karyo hato ke 'A jIva karmasahita hovAthI teno adhyAsa deha jevo lAgyo che. to tene karmathI judo karavAno rasto puruSArthathI thai zake che. paNa dehane ekadama jhaTakethI pADI nAMkhavuM hoya to jaladIthI teno pAra Ave ke nahIM ?' pUjyazrI : "A dehane ekadama pADavAthI AtmAnI ghAta thAya che. matalaba ke manuSyabhave karIne anaMtA karmo kSaya thAya. samajIne karavAne badale ekadama kaMTALIne deha pADI nAkhavAno nathI. tema thAya to mahAnI gatine pAtra thAya che. ane manuSyabhava bahu ja puNyano thoka bhego thavAthI prApta thAya che. mATe karmanI nirjarA dhIme dhIme dehane damavAthI ane indrIyone niyamamAM lAvavAthI thAya che." - lakhanAra : huM tathA nAraNabhAi ne bhAilAlabhAI traNe jaNa pUjyazrInI pAse beThA hatA. te vakhate anukrame traNene pUchayuM ke : "ame AjJA karIe te pramANe tame cAlazo ke kema ? tyAre nAraNabhAie hA pADI, bhAilAle hA pADI ane meM nA pADI hatI. kAraNa ke mArA manamAM ema hatuM ke mArI uMmara nAnI che. saMsAra vaibhava kaMipaNa bhogavyA nathI. ne kadAcita A AjJAnI hA pADIe te vakhate kahe ke amArA ziSya thai dIkSA lyo. pUjyazrIe pUchayuM, "tame kema nA pADI ?" tyAre meM uparanI bAbata pUjyazrIne kahI batAvI. pUjyazrIe mane kahyuM ke ame tevI AjJA karIe nahIM. ame tamArI vRttinA pramANamAM ja bojo ApIe. ane te kalyANane mATe ja. - A uparathI mane khAtrI thaI ke A puruSa to mananI vAta samajI jAya che. A sivAya haMmezA 5, 25 mANasano Avara jAvara paragAmanA lokono hato. te lokonI sAthe haMmezA rAtanA be vAgyA, traNa vAgyA sudhI bodha cAlato, vakhate pAMca paNa vAgI jatA, jethI mane ema khAtrI thatI hatI ke A mahAtmAne bilakula UMghanI to jarUra ja paDatI nathI. amadAvAdanA zrAvaka gopAladAsa nAmanA te vakhate AvyA hatA. temanA AcaraNa pahelethI ja kahI dIdhA hatA. te evA prakAre vartato hato ke jyAre sAdhu na hoya tyAre paisA laine vyAkhyAna karato hato. tethI tene sAhebajIe ghaNoja vacanano prahAra karyo hato. ane apAsarAnA meDA upara rAtanA cAra vAgyA sudhI bodha karyo hato. te bodha sAMbhaLIne pachI te gopAladAse keTalIka vAta samajAyAthI baMdha karyuM hatuM. A sivAya munio athANA vigere vahoratA hatA te saMbaMdhI kRpALuzrIe mahArAjazrIne athANuM levAnuM baMdha karavA aMbAlAlabhAi joDe kahyuM hatuM. temaja ekAsaNuM jamavAne pharamAvyuM hatuM. tethI munio eka vakhata AhAra letA hatA. A sivAya kRpALuzrI uttarasaMDe padhAravAnA hatA. te divase mArA pitAzrIe pagalAM karAvavA mATe kahyuM ke tarata ja teozrI padhAryA hatA. ane sAme bAraNe jagajIvanadAsa jhaveradAsane ghera paNa pagalAM karAvavA 138

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S SS SS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (SRMS) COM) kahyuM hatuM. te paNa mAna sivAya temane ghera paNa padhAryA hatA. A sivAya pharIno prasaMga amadAvAda thayo hato. te vakhate gAma vasonA loko gayA hatA. ne nAraNabhAi, motIbhAi paNa kRpALuzrInA darzana samAgama mATe gayA hatA. pU. gAMDAbhAi bhAijIbhAi paTela paramakRpALudeva zrImAna rAjacaMdradevanA samAgamamAM zrI svaMbhatIrtha nivAsI pUjya bhAi zrI. gAMDAbhAi bhAijIbhAi paTela AvelA. te prasaMge je kAMi zravaNa kareluM athavA manana kareluM yA je kAMi jovAmAM jANavAmAM Avela te hAlamAM teozrIe potAnI smRtimAM rahela te mujaba atre utAro karAvela che. - zrI sthaMbhatIrtha mATe zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya sthApita karavAmAM paramakRpALudeve pUjya bhAi zrI gAMDAbhAI bhAijIbhAInA mubAraka haste sthApita karavA mATe pUjya bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAine bhalAmaNa karela ane te bhalAmaNa pramANe teozrInA pavitra hasto vaDe sthApanakriyA thayela che. sthApana karavAmAM Avela te samaye samyaktarUpI bIja ropAyela, tenuM sIMcana karavAthe paramakRpALudeva zrImAna rAjacaMdradevanA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI jharatAM jharaNone dhAraNa karI rAkhela. tene AdhAre sIMcana thatAM hAlamAM eka moTA vRkSarUpe utpanna thai sAMsArika tApathI thAka pAmelA puruSone vizrAMtinuM sthAna banela che. je thavAmAM mULa sthApita pUjya bhAi zrI gAMDAbhAI bhAijIbhAino mahat upakAra thayela che. te upakAranuM smaraNa karI have teozrIne paramakRpALudevanA pratyakSapaNAmAM samAgama thayela te saMbaMdhI TUMkamAM utAro karAvela vRttAMta atre jaNAvuM che. maMgalAcaraNa je svarUpa samajyA vinA, pAmyo du:kha anaMta, samajAvyuM te pada namuM, zrI sadguru bhagavaMta. parama puruSa prabhu sadguru, parama jJAna sukhadhAma, jeNe ApyuM bhAna nija, tene sadA praNAma. deha chatAM jenI dazA, varte dehAtIta, te jJAnInA caraNamAM, ho vaMdana agaNita. bhAizrI gAMDAbhAi jaNAve che ke saMvata 1947nA kArataka mAsamAM paramakRpALudeva zrI khaMbhAta mukAme bhAizrI choTAlAla mANekacaMdanA makAne padhAryA hatA. te samaye eka divasane viSe huM bajAramAM kAma prasaMge gayo hato. te vakhate rastAmAM bhAi zrI maganalAla hemacaMdanA munIma mANekalAla maLyA hatA. teozrIe vAtacItanA prasaMge mane jaNAvyuM ke atre bhAizrI choTAlAla mANekacaMdanA makAne eka mahAtmA puruSa padhArelA che, teozrI mahAjJAnI puruSa che ane je loko potAnA manane viSe koipaNa prakArano saMdeha utpanna thayo hoya tenuM samAdhAna karAvavAthe manamAM dhArIne AvelA hoya che teonA praznonA khulAsA teonA vagara kIdhe, vagara pUchaye te jJAnI puruSa samAdhAna kare che ane jaNAve che ke tamo tamArA mana viSe amuka amuka prazno pUchavA dhArIne AvyA cho teno khulAso A pramANe che. ema darekanA mananuM samAdhAna, darekanA manogata bhAva kahI saMbhaLAve che jethI loko ghaNuM ja Azcarya pAme che. jo kadAca tamArI icchA hoya ane te mahAtmA puruSanA darzana karavAthe AvavuM hoya to ApaNe banne sAthe ja jaie. tyAre meM ghaNA ja utsAhathI jaNAvyuM ke cAlo tyAre, hAla ja jaie. ema kahI amo banne bhAi zrI choTAbhAinA makAna pAse AvI pahoMcyA. tyAM amone eka bhAi maLyA. te bhAine amoe 139

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI pUchayuM ke sAhebajI upara meDA para che ? amAre darzana karavA javuM che. tyAre te bhAie jaNAvyuM ke sAhebajI ane teozrInI sAthe keTalAka bhAio nArezvara tarapha padhAryA che. tyAre amoe jaNAvyuM ke pAchA pharIne atre kyAre padhAraze ? tyAre te bhAie jaNAvyuM ke atre kayAre padhAraze te huM cokkasa jANato nathI. tyAre amo banne tyAMthI pAchA vaLyA. rastAmAM cAlatAM meM mANekalAlane kIdhuM ke have kAle kyA TAime javAno joga rAkhIzuM ? tyAre mANekalAle jaNAvyuM ke AvatI kAle to atrethI bIjA kSetre padhA2vAnA che. tyAre meM jaNAvyuM ke tyAre to have jyAre pharIthI A tarapha padhAre tyAre jarUra mane khabara Apajo. ema vAtacIta thayA bAda amo banne judA paDayA ane tyAMthI huM mArA makAne gayo. tyAra pachI paramakRpALudeva saMvata 1952nI sAlamAM zrI khaMbhAtathI Azare traNa gAu dUra gAma rALaja che tyAM padhAryA hatA. te saMbaMdhI samAcAra mane mANekalAle jaNAvyA hatA tethI tyAM javAnI tIvra icchA utpanna thai. A saMbaMdhI samAcAra mANekalAle jaNAvyA. te vakhata rAtrino hato. jethI meM vicAra karyo ke savAre velAsara rALaja javuM. A pramANe dRDha nizcaya karI huM saburabhAi pAse gayo. prathama jyAre mANekalAle paramakRpALudeva saMbaMdhI adbhUta varNana kareluM te hakIkata meM saburabhAine jaNAvI hatI je sAMbhaLatA teozrIne sAhebajInA darzana karavAnI tIvra jijJAsA utpanna thai hatI ane mane jaNAvyuM ke have jo kadAcita pharIthI A tarapha sAhebajInuM Agamana thAya to jarUra khabara Apajo. tethI huM khabara ApavA gayo hato. tyAM jaine meM saburabhAine jaNAvyuM ke sAhebajI rALaja mukAme padhAryA che, mATe huM AvatI kAle savAramAM pahelA prahare javAno chuM, tamAre AvavA marajI hoya to taiyAra thajo. tyAre teozrIe jaNAvyuM ke huM to taiyAra ja chuM. huM savAramAM velAsara taiyAra thaine tamArA makAne AvIza. ema vAtacIta thayA bAda huM mArA makAna tarapha gayo. rastAmAM jatAM gAMdhI dalasukhabhAi DAhyAbhAi maLyA hatA. teone meM sAhebajInuM Agamana thayA saMbaMdhI tathA sAhebajInA adbhuta camatkAro viSe varNana karatAM teoe paNa mArI sAthe AvavAnI icchA jaNAvI, tyAra pachI amo traNe bIje divase savAramAM pAMca vAgatAnA sumAre gADImAM besI rALaja tarapha gayA. rALaja mukAme Azare nava vAgatAM pahoMcyA hatA. sAhebajIno utAro inAmadAra zeTha bApujI zeTha kharasedajI zeThanA baMgalAmAM hato. amo je vakhate pahoMcyA hatA te samaye sAhebajI upara meDA upara vacalA holamAM chatrapalaMga para zayana thayA hatA ane gAthAonI dhunamAM vAraMvAra udgAro thatA hatA. amo traNe meDA para javAnI sIDI pAse jaine UbhA rahyA tyAM te sIDInA pagathiyA mAMhe pUjya bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi beThA hatA. amoe sAhebajInA darzanArthe meDA para javAnI AjJA maMgAvI tyAre bhAIzrI aMbAlAlabhAi sAhebajI sanmukhe gayA ane sAhebajI pratye jaNAvyuM ke ApazrInA darzanArthe khaMbhAtathI traNa bhAIo AvyA che. ane atre ApazrI pAse AvavA dhAre che, mATe AjJA meLavavArthe huM ApanI pAse Avyo chuM. tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke bhale, AvavA dyo. jyAre aMbAlAlabhAi sAhebajI pAse gayA tyAre huM tathA saburabhAi meDA para sAhebajInA hola najIka jaine UbhA rahyA hatA te evA vicArathI ke sAhebajI taraphathI AvavAnI AjJA thAya ke turata ja sAhebajI pAse jai zakAya. tevA hetue najIkamAM jaine guptapaNe UbhA rahyA hatA jethI upara jaNAvyA pramANe sAhebajI samIpe bhAIzrI aMbAlAlabhAie karelI vAtacIta amoe lakSapUrvaka sAMbhaLI hatI jethI atre jaNAvI che. 140

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI bhAizrI aMbAlAlabhAi holamAMthI bahAra AvyA ane jaNAvyuM ke sAhebajI pAse javAnI AjJA meLavI Avyo chuM. have tamAre javuM hoya to khuzIthI jAo. ema kIdhA pachI bhAizrI aMbAlAlabhAie mane pUchyuM ke tamArI sAthe dalasukha gAMdhI AvyA hatA te kyAM gayA ? tyAre meM jaNAvyuM ke teo to nIce rokAyA che, sAhebajI pAse AvavAmAM saMkoca pAme che jethI nIce rokAyA che. ema vAtacIta thayA bAda amo banne sAhebajI pAse gayA ane namaskAra karI sAhebajInA samIpe beThA. IPE ki sAhebajInA chatrapalaMga pAse jamIna para eka zetraMjI bichAvela hatI te para amo baMnene besavA sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM jethI amo te zetraMjI para sAhebajInA sanmukhe beThA ane sAhebajI palaMga parathI UbhA thayA ane zetraMjI para birAjamAna thayA. SHRINE lvm tyAra pachI vAtacItanA prasaMge amone sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke tame zuM dharma pALo cho ? tyAre meM sAhebajI pratye jaNAvyuM ke amAre tyAM zrI raNachoDajInI mUrti che te sthAnake hamezAM savAramAM nAhIne svaccha kapaDAM paherIne ghIno dIvo karUM chuM ane tyAra pachI pAMca mALA gaNuM chuM ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. tyAra bAda sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke tamo rAtribhojana karo cho ? meM kIdhuM ke hAjI, tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke tamo hamezAne mATe rAtribhojanano tyAga karI zakatA ho to te zreyaskara che. tathApi tema hamezAne mATe vartavA azakta ho to amo chevaTamAM ema jaNAvIe chIe ke dara sAlanA comAsAmAM cAra mAsa paryaMta rAtribhojana karazo nahIM. tyAre amo banne jaNAe sAhebajI sanmukhe be hasto vaDe aMjali joDI sAhebajI pratye bolyA ke ApazrInI kRpA vaDe amo Aja dinathI rAtribhojanano tyAga karI jiMdagI paryaMta te kramane anusarI vartIzuM. (amo banne jaNAe te divasathI rAtribhojanano tyAga karyo che te krama 52makRpALudevanI kRpA vaDe Aja dina paryaMta akhaMDitapaNe vartI zakyA chIe ane have pachIthI paNa jiMdagI paryaMta te niyamane anusarIzuM.) ema jaNAvyA pachI sAhebajIe tyAga-vairAgya saMbaMdhI ghaNo ja bodha karyo hato je hAlamAM mane cokkasapaNe smRtimAM rahela nathI tethI atre jaNAvI zakato nathI. tyAra pachI amone chevaTamAM bhalAmaNa karI ke tamo hamezAM aMbAlAlabhAi tathA tribhovanabhAi Adi mumukSubhAionA samAgamamAM jajo. amoe jaNAvyuM ke hAjI, tema vartIzuM. tyAra pachI paramakRpALudeva nIce jamavA mATe padhAryA hatA. amo paNa jamavA mATe gayA hatA. jamyA pachI amo traNe gADImAM besI ghara tarapha AvyA hatA. mane smRtimAM Ave che ke te samaye paryuSaNa parva hatAM. tyAra pachI bIje divase paramakRpALudeva zubhasthaLa zrI vaDavA mukAme padhAryA hatA tyAre huM tathA amArA bairAo tathA saburabhAi-amo traNe sAhebajInA darzanArthe zrI vaDavA mukAme cAlIne gayA hatA. (gAMDAbhAinI pahelI vakhatanI patnI hatI te gayAM hatAM.) huM jyAre rALajathI pAcho amArA mukAme Avyo tyAre amArAM bairAMoe amone pUchyuM ke tamoe tyAM dharma saMbaMdhI zuM sAMbhaLyuM ? te to jaNAvo. tyAre meM upara jaNAvyA pramANe tathA te sivAya te samaye smRtimAM rahela saghaLI hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAvI hatI. te parathI teo ghaNA ja utsAhathI bolyA ke mAre paNa sAhebajInA darzana karavA AvavuM che. tyAre meM jaNAvyuM ke tamArAthI zI rIte AvI zakAze ? haju to tamArAthI gha2mAM ja pharI zakAya teTalI paNa zakti nathI ane haju pathArIvaza raho cho, to pachI tyAM sudhI zI rIte AvI zakAya? ane vaLI AvatI kAle gADIno joga AvI zake tema nathI, mATe tamo tyAM AvavAno vicAra mAMDI vALo ane atre beThA bhAvanAo bhAvajo. tyAre teoe jaNAvyuM ke huM tyAM AvI zakIza, gADImAM besavAnI jarUra nathI, dhIme dhIme cAlIne sAhebajInuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM pahoMcI zakAze, mATe huM to AvIza ja. Avo joga pharIne kyAMthI AvI 141

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uRSS RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI NR NR (9 zake ? mATe A vakhata to huM cUkavAnI nathI. sAhebajInA pratApe karI kAMipaNa aDacaNa nahIM Ave. A pramANe utsAhapUrvaka AvavAnuM jaNAvyAthI meM jaNAvyuM ke bhale Avajo. (teonI zarIraprakRti tadna Akhara sthitie pahoMcI gayela tevA bhayaMkara rogathI sahaja-sAja sudhArA para AvavA mAMDyuM hatuM to paNa te samaye azakti to evI hatI ke makAnanI aMdara paNa pharI zakAya tema nahotuM. chatAM AvavA mATe ghaNA ja utsAhapUrvaka jaNAvyAthI lai javA mATe mArA manane hiMmata AvI ke kAMi aDacaNa nahIM Ave. sau sAruM ja thaze tevA vicArothI AvavA mATe hA pADI hatI.) tyAra pachI amo traNe, bIje divase savAre cAlIne gayA. raste cAlatAM koi koi sthAne vizrAMti levA mATe bairAone besavA mATe jaNAvato hato tyAre teo jaNAvatAM ke mane thAka lAgyo nathI, mATe besavAnI jarUra nathI - ema jaNAvI koi paNa sthAne vizrAMti lIdhA vinA zrI vaDavA mukAme pahoMcyA hatA. A banAvathI mane ghaNuM ja Azcarya lAgyuM ke A zuM? tadana Akhara sthitinI mAMdagI haju to phakta gai kAlathI ja sahaja-sAja sudharatI Avela che ane valI zarIra to haju sAva sukAi gayela che, pathArImAMthI UbhA thavAnI to zakti rahela nathI. A prakAranI sthiti chatAM atre sudhI cAlIne AvI zakAyuM tevI prabaLa zakti kyAMthI utpanna thai haze ? A pramANenA vicAro thavA lAgyAM ane ghaNuM ja Azcarya lAgyuM. - amo jyAre zrI vaDavA mukAme AvyA te samaye Azare daza vAgatAno sumAra hato. te samaye vaDanI chAMyA nIce tamAma bhAio hArabaMdha goThavAine beThA hatA. eka bAjue baheno beThelAM hatA. paramakRpALudeva baMgalImAM birAjelA hatA. tyAM huM tathA saburabhAi gayA. tyAM baMgalIe javAnA pagathiyA mAMhe bhAizrI aMbAlAlabhAi beThA hatA. amoe sAhebajInA darzanArthe upara javA mATe bhAizrI aMbAlAlabhAine jaNAvyuM ke upara javAnI AjJA meLavI Apo. tyAre bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi sAhebajI pAse gayA ane AjJA meLavI AvyA, jethI amo banne upara gayA ane sAhebajInA darzana karyA. tyAM munizrI devakaraNajIsvAmI tathA munizrI lallujI svAmI tathA munizrI mohanalAlajI ema traNa munizrI hatA, teonA darzana karI beThA hatA. tyAM ghaNo ja upadeza cAlato hato je hAlamAM mane smRtimAM rahela nathI, jethI huM atre lakhI zakato nathI. tyAM zA choTAlAla vardhamAnadAsa beThA hatA. teoe sAhebajI pratye jaNAvyuM ke huM hamezA derAsare pUjA karI puSpa caDAvuM chuM, to puSpa caDAvavAthI doSa lAge kharo? tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke yathAvasare tamone samajAze. tyAra pachI sAhebajI jyAre upadeza detAM mauna thayA tyAre huM Ubho thayo ane be hasta joDI sAhebajI pratye vinaMtIpUrvaka jaNAvyuM ke sAhebajI, nIce padhArazo ? tyAre sAhebajI turata ja UbhA thayA ane nIce padhAryA ane vaDanA vRkSa nIce jyAM bhAio-baheno beThAM hatAM tyAM padhAryA ane munizrI khaMbhAta tarapha padhArI gayA hatA. A samaye khaMbhAtanA ghaNA ja bhAio baheno AvelAM hatAM. keTalAka sAhebajInA darzanano lAbha meLavavA ane upadezazravaNa karavAthe ja AvyA hatA. vaLI keTalAka saraLabhAve keTalAka praznonuM samAdhAna karAvavAthe pUchavAnuM dhArIne AvyA hatA. vaLI keTalAka evA vicArathI ja AvyA hatA ke loko vAta kare che tyAre te kevA haze te to joIe tevA vicArothI kautuka jovA arthe AvyA hatA. vaLI keTalAka vakrabhAve vAdavivAda karavAthe AvyA hatA. A pramANenA judA judA vicAro dhArIne atre ovyA hatA. - A samaye sAhebajInA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI kulAgraha-durAgrahano tyAga karavA saMbaMdhIno upadeza cAlato hato ane dAkhalA dRSTAMtothI vistArapUrvaka varNana karatA hatA. je je loko praznonuM samAdhAna karAvavArthe manamAM dhArIne AvelA hatA teo sAhebajI pratye pUchI zakatA nahotA, paraMtu te saghaLAonA tamAma praznonuM samAdhAna sAhebajInA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI upadezadhvani cAlato 142

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ( hato temAM thai jatuM hatuM. sAhebajI jyAre upadeza detA hatA te daramiyAnamAM sAhebajI cakSunA izArAthI jeo prazno pUchavA dhArIne AvelA hatA eonA sAmuM dRSTi pheravI teo darekane jaNAvatA hatA ke tamAre have kAMipaNa pUchavA icchA che? hoya to jaNAvo. ema darekanA sAmI dRSTi karI jaNAvyuM hatuM. tyAre teo javAbamAM phakta ema jaNAvatA hatA ke amuka viSayathI amArA praznonuM samAdhAna thayuM che. jeo sAhebajInA darzanArthe ane upadeza zravaNa karavAnI icchAe AvyA hatA teo ekAgra citte zravaNa karatA ane ghaNo ja AnaMda pAmatA hatA. ema mukhAkRti uparathI ane keTalAkonA mukhathI utsAhapUrvakanA udgAro sAMbhaLavA parathI jaNAtuM hatuM. vaLI jeo saraLabhAve praznonuM samAdhAna karAvavArthe AvyA hatA teonA dhArelA praznonuM samAdhAna teonA vagara kIdhe, vagara jaNAvyuM sAhebajInA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI upadezadhvani cAlato hato te mAMhe thai javAthI teo ghaNuM ja Azcarya pAmI sAhebajI pratye dhanyavAdanA udgAro karatA hatA. jyAre saghaLA loko potAnA ghara tarapha jatA hatA tyAre amo paNa ghara tarapha jatA hatA. tyAre rastAmAM cAlatAM traNa bhAio mAMhomAMhe vAta karatA hatA ke meM amuka amuka prazno pUchavA dhAryA hatA te amuka amuka viSayothI samAdhAna thai gayuM. ema traNe bhAio mAMhomAMhe vAta karatA hatA ane utsAhapUrvaka dhanyavAdanA udgAro karatA hatA ane ghaNuM ja Azcarya pAmatA hatA. amo sahaja svabhAve teonI pUMThe cAlatA hatA jethI sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ane tethI atre jaNAvyuM che. vaLI jeo kautuka jovArthe AvyA hatA teo jyAre sAhebajInA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI upadezadhvani cAlato hato te samaye keTalAka bhAio prazna pUchavA dhArIne AvelA hatA, teonA praznonuM samAdhAna teonA vagara kIdhe, vagara jaNAvye thai javAthI teo Azcarya pAmI sAhebajI pratye dhanyavAdanA udgAro karatA hatA, te sAMbhaLavAthI, temaja sAhebajInA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI apUrva upadezadhvani cAlato hato te sAMbhaLavAthI teo tadana stabdha banI gayA ane tyAM beThA beThA teo mAMhenA keTalAko dhImA svare mAMhomAMhe vAta karatA hatA ke kavirAja (sAhebajI) ghaNA ja camatkArika purUSa che ane adbhuta jJAnazakti dharAve che, tevuM sAMbhaLavAthI ApaNe ahIM AvyA to A camatkAro najaronajara jovAmAM AvyA vagere saMbaMdhI vAto karatA hatA te huM lakSa dai sAMbhaLato hato jethI atre jaNAvela che. vaLI jeo vakrabhAve vAdavivAda karavArthe AvyA hatA teonA saMbaMdhamAM banelA banAvo mArI smRti pramANe nIce vidita karuM chuM. teonA nAma mArI smRtimAM che, paraMtu A sthaLe dhavalapatra para jaNAvela nathI. sAhebajI jyAre upadeza detA hatA te samaye hAthamAM eka svaccha vastra rAkhI mukha pAse dhAraNa karatA hatA. sAhebajInA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI upadezadhvani cAlato hato tevA samayane viSe keTalAka bhAio pAchaLathI AvyA hatA ane teo eka paDakhe beThA hatA. teone keTaleka dUrathI AvatA dekhI sAhebajIe teonA ta2pha najara karI. sAhebajIe mukha pAse dhAraNa karI rAkhela vastra, te jamIna para mUkI dIdhuM ane upadezadhvani cAlu ja hato. upara jaNAvyA pramANe sAhebajIe te vastra jamIna para mUkI dIdhela hovAthI teo mAMhomAMhe kahevA lAgyA ke ApaNe kahevAnuM che te kahone, tyAre te kahe ke tame kaho, ame badhAye tamArI pAse ja beThelA chIe, 143

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HERE IS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) (9 ane gabharAo cho zuM kAma ? tame sahaja bolo eTale amo te vAtane upADI laizuM. tyAre te bhAie vaLI bIjAne kIdhuM ke mane to nahIM phAvI zake, mATe tame bolo. tame to zAstranA jANakAra cho mATe tame bolo. tame haMmezA ApaNA mahArAja pAse zAstranI vAto karo cho ane ahIM bolavAmAM gabharAi jAo cho ? rastAmAM to chAtI ThokIne badhA bolatA hatA ke Ama kahIzuM ne Ama pUchIzuM ane ahIM to bolatA ja nathI. ema jaNAvyuM tyAre vaLI te bhAie bIjAne kIdhuM ke bolone, zuM besI rahyA cho ? A pramANe mAMhomAMhe utAvaLA svare bolatA hatA tyAre te mAMhenA eka bhAI bolyA ke huM boluM chuM, mArA bolyA pachI tamo badhAye bolI UThajo ane mArI vAtane Teko maLe tema bolajo. tyAre te bhAine te lokoe kIdhuM ke temAM amo pAMchA nahI paDIe, mATe tamAre gabharAvuM nahIM. tyAra pachI te bhAi sAhebajI pratye AkrozavacanathI utAvaLA svare bolyA ke zAstramAM muhapattI rAkhavAnuM kIdhuM che te zuM khoTuM kIdhuM chuM ? udhADA moMDhe bolavAthI vAyukAyanA jIvo haNAya evuM bhagavAne bhAkhyuM che te zuM khoTuM che ? tame bhagavAna karatA bahu moTA thai gayA ? vagere Akroza zabdomAM bolatA hatA, ane teo bolatA hatA tenI vacamAM vacamAM bIjA teonI sAthenA bhAio paNa bolatA hatA ke hA, kharI vAta che. bhagavAne ughADA moMDhe bolavAnuM nA kIdhuM che. lAvo, phalANA zAstramAM batAvuM, phalANA zAstramAM batAvuM ema badhAya Akroza vacanathI bolatA hatA. je bhAi sAhebajI pratye bolatA hatA te bhAi ADuM moTuM rAkhIne bolatA hatA ane banne hAtha laMbAvI laMbAvIne bolatA hatA ane bolatI vakhate hAtha, paga ane moTuM dhrujyA karatuM hatuM. teo bolatA hatA te vakhate sAhebajI sahaja hasamukhe bhAizrI aMbAlAlabhAi tarapha daSTi karI, sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke juo, A anaMtAnubaMdhI dhrUje che - ema dhImA svare jaNAvyuM hatuM. - teo jyAre bolatA baMdha thayA tyAra pachI sAhebajIe teone jaNAvyuM ke kema, have kAMi pUchavAnuM bAkI rahI jAya che ? hoya to jaNAvI do jethI saghaLAnuM samAdhAna thai jAya. tyAre te lokoe kAMi paNa uccAra karyo nahIM. tyAra bAda sAhebajIe teone jaNAvyuM ke tamo Ama AkarA zAne mATe banI jAo cho ? dhIrajathI pUchavuM joie. tamo je vakhate atre AvatA hatA te ja vakhate tamArI tarapha amArI dUrathI najara thatAM ja amArA jANavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ke tamo amone muhapattI saMbaMdhI bodha devA AvyA cho. ane e ja kAraNathI amoe A vastra jamIna para mukI dIdhela che. jo kadAca amArA hAthamAM rAkhela hota to tamo je dhAraNAthI atre AvyA hatA te dhAraNAo niSphaLa thAta ane tema bane to tamArA mananI aMdara te saMbaMdhI mUMjhavaNa rahyA karata, te hetuthI ja amoe A vastra jamIna para mUkI tamone pUchavAno avakAza Apela che je pUchavAthI vizeSapaNe tamArA mananuM samAdhAna thai zake te hetue amoe Ama karela che. chatAM tamo AkrozapaNAmAM AvI javAthI game te prakAramAM bolo to tene mATe amArA eka rUMvADe paNa kheda thanAra nathI. kheda mAtra e ja rahyA kare che ke je sthAne javAthI baMdhanathI mukta thavAya che te ja sthAne baMdhana thAya to pachI bIjA kaye sthAne vizrAMti lai zakAze ? A pramANe jaNAvyA bAda te lokoe muhapattI saMbaMdhamAM sAhebajI pratye prathama jaNAvI gayA chIe te pramANenA udgAro karatA hatA tenuM samAdhAna karavAthe sAhebajIe upadeza karyo hato te hAlamAM mane saMpUrNapaNe smRtimAM rahela nathI jethI atre jaNAvI zakato nathI. paraMtu mukhyatve Agraha - durAgrahano cheda karavA saMbaMdhI upadeza cAlato hato, jethI tyAM beThelAo ghaNuM ja Azcarya pAmI gayA hatA, ane keTalAka loko dhanyavAdanA udgAro karatA hatA ke aho sAhebajI ! Apane dhanya che. Ape amArA mananA manogata bhAva jANI amArA dhArelA praznonuM samAdhAna karyuM. Apane dhanya che. e pramANenA uddagAro karatA hatA. A pramANenA thatA ugAro sAMbhaLI 144

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haja satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAI racita prabaMdha racanA (hasta likhita DAyarImAMthI) - je putra hipa nidauM , , 1112 jilArI, & maDha 2<< | 2 <tohke 11+ kee 6 19-17ho che ke

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GK Bii satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) / * . 6, 6. - -16 nac - 2 ha ja naM. 2--jita 2010 * , 1 ja<< prabaMdha EUR 6 2286 ... 3 Mi tane 2.khaka- x 31I na 2ha . The. jI ) cokaDI prabaMdha ka. 20 X | % /mA. 22 ja 6 kha - (2) sakala ziromaNI, sahajAnaMdI, pUrNa brahmasvarUpI, tattvajJa zrI tame sabAMdhava, tame sarvazanAtha, huM alpajJa, anAtha ane viSayI chauM. tame nitya cho, huM anitya chauM, anugraha karo, bAMhya graho. (3) zrI rAjyacaMdrajI bhagavAna

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YiESH S satsaMga-saMjIvanI - RED ( (aa zrI nAna nuM pa dha ] ii nI & M. nuM dhyA ku daratI ke " mA ra ne, " - 3 ridhdhA >> ke 6 3]2 rane, natve jinavarAlAcanA maje rAjya yaka caMdraM ahaM zrI kuMDaLI prabaMdha nA nI baMdAmI pAda:- pra rAjya zrI kuMDaLI prabaMdha mi na ja kare, na I ra khama , rA ra ra ka . * kure hyiA . kuM ra ranaMnatya na hala ,4 68 + 7 varA loncana ! manarAjya kA vaiduM OM =. = ,IdI ane '' & Ue rabaLa ha ha re khAM 24tI ? . - 2he tI, kuMDaLI prabaMdha - 4 1. saMtane zaraNa jA. 2. zaraNa jA saMtane 3. jA saMtane zaraNa 4, jA zaraNa saMtane 5. zaraNa saMtane jA. 6. saMtane jA zaraNa 7. jAne saMta zaraNa 8. prabhu rAjyacaMdrajIne zaraNa jA. mahAdivyA kukSIratna, zabdajIta varAtmajaM, zrI rAjacaMdramaha vaMde tattvalocana dAyake. sat zraddhA pAmIne koI tane dharma nimitte Icche teno ja saMga rAkha. bAkIno saMga mUkI de. - kuMDaLI prabaMdha - 5 jema bane tema tArAM mana, vacana, kAyA ane AtmAthI arpaNa buddhi te pavitra purUSa upara jaldIthI rAkhe. aMtaramAM sukha che, bahAra zodhavAthI maLanAra nathI. satya che. aMtaranuM sukha mATe samaya samaya te purUSane mUkIza nahIM. te pavitra kRpALu nAthathI maLavAnuM che. he karmo ! Azcarya che ke haju tArI lAlasAvALI vikArI vRttine saMyoge karIne, A alpajJa ke je jinezvaranA vacanAmRtanuM pAna karavAne Atura thayelAne vidghabhUta nivaDe che e tAro prabaLa ghaNo anyAya che.

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111 satsaMga-saMjIvanI vA _538}PS >> Fanteferk of A hi E 6 cosalA prabaMdha ga jo pa viyA Y S Me M tien rajA ke je huM a wave the 1, 2 manusmRtaH rAmadina S ravina na Mobilitz e dhana Apo amala za je mahAtmAnI mukhamudrA atize zobhI UThe che, jenI saMsAra pratye jarApaNa rAgayukta IcchA rahI ja nathI, temaja jenAmAM bahu ja gAMbhIryatAe saMpUrNatAthI vAsa karI lIdho che, jenI manokAMti kharekhara vakhANavAlAyaka che. saMpUrNa zobhAne pAme evuM ja jenuM mukha che. jenA cakSunA najIka bhAla para eka samazeranuM cihna che. jenA pavitra paganA aMgUThAmAMthI amRtanI dhArA vahyA kare che, evA emanA guNa ciMtanamAM tallIna thayelA pAvana purUSo amRta pIIne tRpta thAya che. jenA upara te pavitra purUSanI kRpA thaI te te sarvane namaskAra karavA yogya, stuti karavA yogya, jagatane vaMdavA yogya, mokSamayI purUSa teja che. mahAvIradeva jevA gaNAtA, temanA putra temaja mahAtmA A kALe che. prabhu rAjyacaMdrajI. he prabhu, jarUra A bALakanuM hita thAya tema karazo. A alpajJa che. mane tamArUM zaraNa che, tamArI samIpa rahevA sadAkALa IcchuM chuM. jenI janmabhUmikA atize vakhANavA lAyaka che, jenAthI mokSanI jIvone prApti thayela che. prabhu rAjyacaMdrajI caraNa zaraNa IcchuM chuM.

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ROSER satsaMga-saMjIvanI {SERR sahana nahIM thai zakavAthI te loko tyAMthI sahaja sahaja pAchA khasatA gayA ane thoDe dUra gayA bAda ekadama UbhA thai cAlyA gayA hatA. tyAra bAda keTalAka vakhata sudhI upadeza cAlyo hato. tyAra bAda upadeza detAM mauna thayA hatA. tyAra bAda sAhebajI tyAMthI padhArI gayA hatA ane sarve loko potapotAnA mukAme cAlatA thayA hatA. amo traNe paNa teonI sAthamAM cAlatA thayA hatA. A rastAmAM cAlatAM meM saburabhAine tathA amArA bairAone pUchayuM ke kema ? kevo AnaMda varatAya che ? tyAre saburabhAie jaNAvyuM ke A AnaMdanI to zI vAta karavI ? ghIno svAda kevo hoya che ema koi pUche to ApaNe kevA prakArano kahI zakIe ? tene mATe prakAra to batAvI zakAto ja nathI. paraMtu ema ja kahI zakAya ke teno svAda to vAparavAthI anubhava thai zake, vANI dvArAe teno prakAra batAvI zakAto nathI, tema A purUSanI vANI sAMbhaLI ghaNo ja AnaMda anubhavAya che paraMtu te AnaMdano prakAra vANI dvArAe akathya che vagere utsAha jaNAvatA hatA. tyAra bAda bairAoe jaNAvyuM ke A kaLiyugamAM lokonuM kalyANa karavA mATe bhagavAne avatAra dhAraNa karyo che paNa loko bhagavAnane oLakhI zakatA nathI. jene oLakhANa thaze tene vaikuMThe lai jaze. juo pelA loko bhagavAnanI pAse AvyA, paNa oLakhANa thai nahIM, UlaTAnI niMdA karIne bhArekarmI thaine cAlyA gayA. e to jeone vaikuMThe javAnI icchA thai hoya tene ja potAnuM svarUpa batAve che. - vagere sAhebajInI ghaNI ja stuti karatA hatA. tyAra pachI meM kIdhuM ke te lokomAM zA gaToracaMda motIcaMda hatA, teoe sAhebajInI ghaNI ja niMdA karI che ane khoTA AkSepo AropaNa karatA hatA, jethI temaNe ghaNuM ja mAThuM karma upArjana karyuM haze -vagere vAtacIta karatA hatA. rastAmAM cAlatAM eka vakhate bairAe jaNAvyuM ke have mane tadana ArAma thaI gayo hoya tema jaNAya che, ane bilakula thAka lAgyo nathI. kadAca A karatAM paNa vadhAre cAlavAnuM hoya to paNa cAlI zakAya tevI zakti che, mATe besavuM nathI. ema kahI beThA nahIM ane mukAme pahoMcI gayA hatA ane tyAra pachIthI kAMi paNa vyAdhi yA darada rahyuM nahotuM. sAhebajInA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI jyAre upadezadhvani cAlato hato te samaye bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi vagere keTalAka bhAio utAro karatA hatA. tyAra bAda bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi saghaLAonA utArA potAnI pAse ekatra karI letA hatA. tyAra bAda te saghaLA utArA vAMcI jatA ane lakSagata karatA ane koi utArAmAM koi bAbata lakhavAmAM AvI hoya ane koi utArAmAM koI bAbata lakhavA rahI gayela hoya te saghaLuM lakSamAM lai tyAra bAda anukrama goThavaNIthI sudhAro karI pharIthI dhavalapatra para utAro karatA hatA. tyAra bAda sAhebajI jyAre bIjA sthAne padhAryA hoya te samayamAM baMgalI para sAhebajInI beThakanI gAdI para utArAnA kAgaLo mUkIne cAlyA AvatA. tyAra bAda sAhebajI jyAre te sthAne padhAre tyAre te utAro daSTigocara karI letA. kadAca utAro thavAmAM koi sthAne koi paNa prakAranI bhUla thayela jaNAya te sthaLe sAhebajI pote svahastavaDe sudhAro karatA hatA. tyAra bAda te utAro te sthAne mUkI detA tyArabAda pharIthI jyAre sAhebajI bIjA sthAne padhAre te samayamAM te utAro bhAIzrI aMbAlAlabhAi lai AvatA hatA. te pramANe hamezA utAro karatA hatA ane teno saMgraha karI graMtharUpe potAnA hAthe utAro karatA hatA. je hAlamAM paNa thoDA vakhata para teozrInA mukAme gayela tyAre hAthautArAnA keTalAka graMtho jovAmAM AvyA hatA. bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAino evo to tIkSNa upayoga vartato hato ke utAro karavAmAM banatA sudhI kAMi paNa bhUla thatI nahotI - te vAta koi eka samayane viSe sAhebajIe jaNAvI hatI. A hakIkatamAM keTalIka hakIkata mArI najare jovAmAM Avela te parathI tathA keTalIka hakIkata bhAizrI aMbAlAlabhAinA mukhathI sAMbhaLavAmAM Avela te parathI atre jaNAvela che. 14pa

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI tyAra pachI bIje divase zrI vaDavA mukAme gayA hatA ke nahIM te hAlamAM mane smRtimAM rahela nathI. tyAra pachI amo bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi tathA bhAi zrI tribhovanabhAi Adi mumukSu bhAionA samAgamamAM hamezA jatA hatA. tyAM bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi hamezA ghaNo vakhata paramakRpALudevanI adbhuta dazAnuM varNana karatA hatA. eka divase bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi jaNAvatA hatA ke paramakRpALudeva jyAre laghuvayanA hatA te samaye skUle bhaNavA jatA hatA tyAre bagala mAMhe sleTa pATI rAkhatA hatA ane TopI tathA paheraNa tathA cheTI paherIne jatA hatA. bhAi zrI saburabhAi hamezA mArA mukAme AvatA hatA tyAre samAgamamAM paramakRpALudeva saMbaMdhI je je vAto sAMbhaLavAmAM AvI hoya te saghaLuM vRttAMta amArA bairAo pAse kahI saMbhaLAvatA hatA. eka divasane viSe eTale rAtrie sAMbhaLavAmAM AveluM tenA bIje divase (upara jaNAvI gayA chIe ke paramakRpALudeva skUle jatA hatA te saMbaMdhI vRttAMta) saghaLuM vRttAMta kahI saMbhaLAvyuM hatuM. te samaye amArA bairAonI tabiyata sahajasAja narama rahetI hatI jethI bAraNA pAse besI rahyA hatA. te samaye jAgratapaNAmAM eka adbhuta dekhAva thayo hato ke nAnI uMmaranA Azare sAta varSanI vayanA eka chokarAne dITho. te chokaro je bAraNA pAse huM beThI hatI te bAraNAmAM praveza karI mArI najIkamAM thaine pAchaLanA bAraNe thai cAlyo gayo. jyAre mArI najIkamAM thaIne cAlyo jato hato tyAre thoDe dUra gayA bAda pUMTha vALI mArA sAmuM hasamukhe daSTi karI hatI. te samaye mArI smRtimAM AvyuM ke Ato sAhebajI pote ja, ApaNane hAla thoDA ja vakhata para saburabhAie je vAta karI hatI e ja AkRti dhAraNa karI prabhu padhAryA - ema vicAra smRtimAM AvatAM te sAthe bIjo ema vicAra utpanna thayo hato ke A zuM camatkAra ? vagere vicArothI bIjI kAMipaNa gama paDI nahIM. huM A pramANenA vicAro karatI hatI ane teozrI to tvarAthI pAchaLanA bAraNe thai cAlyA gayA hatA. thoDA vakhata pachI mane vicAra thayo ke kaI tarapha jAya che te to jouM. tevA vicArothI huM dhasI dhasI pAchaLanA bAraNA tarapha gai ane bahAra jai cAre dizA tarapha keTaleka dUra sudhI najara pahoMcADI joyuM to bilakula dekhAyA nahIM. teozrIe paheraNa tathA TopI tathA cheTI paherelI hatI. tathA bagalamAM sleTa pATI rAkhela hatI. mane pAchaLathI evo vicAra Ugyo ke jo kadAca te vakhate teozrIno hAtha jhAlI thobhAvyA hota to ghaNo ja lAbha thAta - ema vicAra thayo hato. A saghaLo vRttAMta huM mArA mukAmethI sAMjanA sAta vAgyA pachI bhAi zrI saburabhAinI sAthe bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA mukAme gayo hato, tyAra bAda tyAMthI jyAre huM mArA mukAme Avyo tyAre bairAoe kahI saMbhaLAvyo hato. zA gaToracaMda motIcaMde zrI vaDavA mukAme paramakRpALudeva pratye khoTA AkSepo AropaNa karI niMdA karI hatI, te saMbaMdhamAM meM bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAine pUchayuM hatuM tyAre bhAizrI aMbAlAlabhAie jaNAvyuM ke jyAre tamo sarve potapotAnA mukAma tarapha gayA hatA tyAra bAda paramakRpALudeva dariyA tarapha pharavA mATe padhAryA hatA. tyAMthI pAchA AvatI vakhate meM paramakRpALudeva pratye jaNAvyuM hatuM ke atre DhUMDhaka jJAtinA je loko muhapattI saMbaMdhamAM pUchavA AvyA hatA te loko ApazrInA avarNavAda bolatA hatA, temAM paNa je gaToracaMda motIcaMda hatA te to ghaNuM ja bolatA hatA. tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke gaToracaMda motIcaMda thoDA vakhatamAM A satya mArga pAmI zakaze, mATe tamo sau koi teonI niMdA karatA nahIM, teono avarNavAda bolazo nahIM. tamArA manamAM paNa teonA saMbaMdhamAM koi paNa prakArano vikSepa karazo nahIM. teo amArA saMbaMdhamAM kaSAyanA AvezamAM bolyA hatA, tene mATe teone ghaNo ja pazcAttApa thaze. ema sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM hatuM evuM bhAi zrI 146

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI aMbAlAlabhAie mane jaNAvyuM hatuM. gAmaDa tyAra bAda poSa mAsamAM athavA mAha mAsamAM munizrI devakaraNajI svAmI vagere khaMbhAtamAM padhAryA hatA tyAre upAzrayamAM padhAryA hatA. muni zrI devakaraNajI svAmI vyAkhyAna vAMcatA hatA jethI ghaNA ja loko vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA hatA. jyAre munizrI khaMbhAtathI vihAra karavAnA hatA tyAre gavArA daravAjA bahAra kaNabInI dharmazALAmAM ekAda-be divasane mATe utAro karyo hato. tyAM munizrI vyAkhyAna vAMcatA hatA tyAre ghaNA ja loko sAMbhaLavA AvatA hatA. te vakhate jJAnAvaraNIya karma saMbaMdhI ghaNo ja bodha karyo hato ke jJAnAvaraNIya karmathI kevuM phaLa bhogavavuM paDe che. te saMbaMdhamAM vistArathI varNana kareluM. te vakhate gaToracaMda motIcaMde paramakRpALudeva pratye je je AkSepo AropaNa karyA hatA ane niMdA karI hatI te smRtimAM AvI javAthI ghaNuM ja rovA lAgyA ane pazcAttApa karavA lAgyA ke aho ApaNI to ghaNI ja bhUla thaI che tevA vicArathI teoe munizrI pratye jaNAvyuM ke meM sAhebajInI ghaNI ja niMdA karI che to have tethI kevA prakAre chUTI zakAya ? tyAre munizrIe jaNAvyuM ke teno pazcAttApa karavo ane bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi vagere bhAionA samAgamamAM javAnuM rAkhazo. A hakIkatamAM keTalIka hakIkata sAMbhaLavAmAM Avela te parathI tathA keTalIka hakIkata jANavAmAM Avela te parathI atre jaNAvela che. tyAra pachI bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi vagere bhAionA samAgamamAM hamezA AvatA hatA, paraMtu teonA bairAo vagere kaleza karatA hatA jethI teozrI guptapaNe AvatA. tyAra pachI pharI samAgama paramakRpALudevano kAviThA mukAme thayo hato. te samaye khaMbhAtathI tathA bIjA judA judA sthaLethI Azare pacAsa bhAio padhAryA hatA tathA te samaye mArI smRti pramANe kAviThA mukAme paramakRpALudevanI sthiti Azare daza divasanI thai hatI. paramakRpALudeva kAviThA mukAme padhAryAnA samAcAra maLavAthI amo tathA khaMbhAtathI bIjA ghaNA bhAio te tarapha javAne taiyAra thayA ane gADAmAM besIne gayA hatA. eka rAta peTalAda mukAme rahyA hatA. tyAMthI savAre bIjA gADAmAM besI kAviThA mukAme gayA hatA. tyAM huM ATheka divasa rokAyo hato. mane smRtimAM Ave che ke te samayamAM comAsuM hatuM. borasadathI hamezA sAhebajInA samAgamamAM ghaNA ja bhAio AvatA hatA. tyAM zeTha jhaveracaMdabhAinA makAnamAM utAro hato tathA tyAM rasoDuM rAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. tyAM sarvene eka ja vakhata jamavAno rUla hato. 405-092115 eka vakhate zrI borasadavALA keTalAka bhAio prazno pUchavAnuM dhA2Ine sAhebajI pAse AvyA hatA. tenuM samAdhAna teonA vagara pUchaye sAhebajIe karyuM hatuM ane sAhebajIe teone jaNAvyuM hatuM ke tamoe amuka viSaya pUchavA dhArela che tenuM samAdhAna A pramANe che. ema darekanA sAmI dRSTi karI judA judA praznonuM judA judA prakAre samAdhAna karyuM hatuM. zuM zuM prazno hatA ane tenuM samAdhAna kevA prakAre thayuM hatuM te hAlamAM mane smRtimAM rahela nathI jethI atre jaNAvI zakato nathI. eka divasane viSe sAhebajIe bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAine jaNAvyuM ke amone to sarve mumukSubhAionA maMDaLa sAthe besIne jamavAnI icchA rahyA kare che, paraMtu amArAthI sAthe besIne jamavAnuM banI zake nahIM ema jaNAvyuM hatuM, ane te saMbaMdhI mArmika hetuo paNa sAhebajIe jaNAvyA hatA. (sarve bhAione jamavA mATe eka rasoDA mAMhe rasoi thatI hatI ane sAhebajIne mATe alAyadA sthAne alAyadI rasoi banAvavAmAM AvatI hatI.) bapore jamIne hamezAM sAhebajI keTaleka dUra upavano tarapha padhAratA hatA. kAviThAmAM eka harijana bIjA rijanane gurU tarIke mAnato hato ane te harijana saghaLA harijanone kaMThIo bAMdhato hato ane darekanI pAsethI 147

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866 satsaMga-saMjIvanI ATha AnA leto hato. eka divasane viSe sAhebajI bahAra upavano tarapha pharavA mATe padhAratA hatA te vakhate te harijana te rastA para Ubho hato. sAhebajIne jatA dekhI te harijananA manamAM saheje evo ja bhAsa thayo ke A to bhagavAna che. tevA vicArothI te harijana sAhebajI sanmukhe AvI be hAtha joDI namaskAra karI, sAhebajInA pUMThe pUMThe cAlato hato. sAhebajI jyAre koi eka sthAne birAjamAna thayA tyAre te harijana sAhebajInA sanmukhe be hAtha joDI Ubho rahyo ane sAhebajI pratye kaheto hato ke Apa bhagavAna cho tevuM dhArI huM eka vAta pUchavA mATe tamArI pAchaLa pAchaLa Avyo chuM. Apa kahetA ho to pUchuM. tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke bhale pUcha. pachI te harIjane sAhebajI pratye jaNAvyuM ke mane amArA loko gurU tarIke mAne che ane huM amArA loko pAsethI aradho rUpiyo lai kaMThIo bAMdhu chuM, te kAma huM sAru karUM chuM ke kema ? te kaho. tyAre sAhebajIe te harijanane jaNAvyuM ke paisAnI lAlacathI koine paNa khoTuM kahevuM nahIM, temaja khoTuM batAvavuM nahIM. jevuM jANatA hoie tevuM ja kahevuM. eka divasane viSe sAhebajI keTaleka dUra upavano tarapha padhAryA hatA tyAM eka vRkSa nIce birAjamAna thayA hatA. sarve mumukSubhAio sAhebajInA sanmukhe beThA hatA. te samaye sAhebajInA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI upadezadhvani cAlato hato. tyAga-vairAgya saMbaMdhamAM ghaNo ja anupama upadeza cAlato hato, te sAMbhaLI sarve mumukSubhAIonAM netro mAMhethI codhArAe azru vahetA hatAM. te samaye eka gAMDA jevo mANasa keTaleka dUrathI bIbhatsa zabdomAM bakavAda karato karato Avato hato, je sAMbhaLIne keTalAka bhAio te mANasa tarapha dRSTi karI joyA karatA hatA. te mANasa jyAre sAhebajInA samIpamAM AvI pahoMcyo te vakhate te mANasa taddana zAMta thai gayo hato. sAhebajI jyAre dizAe padhAratA hatA, tyAre huM sAthe jato hato. bIjA paNa keTalAka bhAio sAthe AvatA hatA. rastAmAM cAlatAM sAhebajInA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI apUrva bodha thato hato je sAMbhaLI ghaNo ja AnaMda thato hato jeno namUno atre dhavalapatra para mUkavA azakta chuM, paraMtu jeo teozrInA pratyakSapaNAmAM samAgamano lAbha meLavI zakyA che teozrI teno anubhava meLavI zakyA haze. bAkI to vANI dvArAe AvI zakatuM nathI. jyAre sAhebajI dizAethI pAchA padhAratA hatA tyAre bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi svaccha loTAmAM svaccha jala lai rAkhela te vaDe sAhebajInA hasta, caraNa para jaLadhArA vahevarAvatA hatA. tyAra bAda svaccha kapaDA vaDe lUchI detA hatA. tyAra bAda te sthAne Azare doDha-be kalAka sudhI sthiratA karatA hatA ane apUrva bodha detA hatA. tyAra bAda mukAme padhAratA hatA. * sAhebajIne bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi navarAvatA hatA. sAhebajI nAhIne DahelA para padhAratA hatA. tyAM Azare agyAra vAgatA sudhI upadezadhvani cAlato hato. tyAra bAda sAhebajI jamavA mATe padhAratA hatA ane amo sarve bhAio rasoDe jamavA mATe jatA hatA. lagabhaga eka vAge amo sarve jamatA hatA, tyAM sudhImAM sarve bhAio anyonya sAhebajInA mukhAraviMda mAMhethI upadeza zravaNa karela te saMbaMdhI vAtacIta calAvatA hatA. sAhebajI kasovALI garama pAsAbaMdI paheratA hatA tathA kIramajI raMgano pheMTo bAMdhatA hatA. Thous tyAra pachI pharI samAgama zrI amadAvAdamAM thayo hato. sAhebajI amadAvAda padhAryA saMbaMdhI samAcA2 bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA kahevAthI jANyA hatA, jethI huM tathA bhAi saburabhAi tathA bAbarabhAi tathA bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi amo cAre khaMbhAtathI savAre gADImAM besI ANaMda sTezana sudhI gayA. tyAMthI relave TrenamAM besI amadAvAda gayA. tyAM sAyaMkALe cha vAgatAnA sumAre pahoMcyA hatA. sTezana parathI bhADAnI gADI ka2I jyAM sAhebajIno utAro hato tyAM gayA hatA. tyAM pahoMcyA bAda prathama bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi sAhebajInA darzanArthe 148

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GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GPSC R: sAhebajInA samIpe gayA hatA. teozrI nIce AvyA bAda amo sAhebajI pAse darzanArthe gayA hatA. tyAM vAtacItanA prasaMge meM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke amo jamavA mATe zaheramAM javAnA chIe. tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke ema kAM karo cho ? atre rasoDuM che mATe bIje javAnI zI jarUra che ? jethI amoe rasoDe jamavAnuM rAkhyuM hatuM. tyAra bAda amo sAhebajInA darzana karIne nIce AvyA hatA. to sAhebajInI zarIra prakRti ghaNI ja narama rahyA karatI hatI jethI paramakRpALudevanA mAtuzrI tathA DokaTara prANajIvanadAsa vagere tyAM hatA. amo tyAM daseka divasa rokAyA hatA. munizrI lallujI svAmI Adi cAra munizrI. amadAvAdamAM kAMkariyA taLAva najIka dharmazALAmAM padhArelA hatA. tyAM munizrI pAse sAhebajI jatA hatA. amo jyAre rAtre sUi rahyA hatA tyAre bhAi saburabhAine svaprAmAM je pramANe bhAsa thayelo te pramANe savAramAM mane jaNAvyuM hatuM te pramANe atre jaNAvuM chuM. svapnAmAM evo bhAsa thayo hato ke AkAzamArgethI rUpiyAno varasAda varase che - vagere tevA prakArano bhAsa thayo hato. te ja divase sAMjanA pAMca vAge sAhebajIe sarve bhAione jaNAvyuM hatuM ke zrI khaMbhAtamAM zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya kholavAno vicAra dhArela che ane te arthe phaMDa UbhuM karavA vicAra dhArela che. A vakhate khaMbhAtanA tathA amadAvAdanA tathA bIjA gAmonA ghaNA ja bhAio hatA. sarve bhAio sAhebajInA sanmukhe be hasto vaDe aMjalI joDI UbhA rahyA hatA. sAhebajIe te vakhate bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAine jaNAvyuM ke gAMDAbhAIne bolAvo, sAhebajInA kahevAthI bhAIzrI aMbAlAlabhAIe mane bolAvyo jethI huM turataja sAhebajInA samIpavAse jaIne be hAtha vaDe aMjali joDI Ubho rahyo eTale sAhebajIe mane jaNAvyuM ke khaMbhAtamAM zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya sthApana karavAnuM che ane te sthApanA prathama tamArA hAthe ja karAvavA vicAra dhArela che jethI prathama tamo pote ja rU. 201/- A TIpamAM bharo. tyAre meM jaNAvyuM ke zrI vaDhavANa keMpamAM zrI paramazruta prabhAvaka maMDaLanI TIpamAM rU. 101/- bharelA che, mATe A vakhata ATalI moTI rakama nahIM poSAya. tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke amAruM je kAMi kahevuM thAya temAM bIjo vicAra nahIM karatAM yogya ja mAnI levuM. tyAre meM sAhebajI pratye jaNAvyuM ke tathAstu. ema bolI sAhebajInA jaNAvyA pramANe TIpamAM bharyA hatA. tyAra bAda khaMbhAtanA bIjA sarve bhAio taraphathI bharAyA hatA. tyAra bAda zrI amadAvAdavALA pUjya bhAI zrI popaTalAlabhAie sAhebajI pratye jaNAvyuM ke amAre paNa A TIpamAM bharavAnI icchA che. tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke hAla to prathama paheluM staMbhatIrthamAM sthApanA karavA vicAra dhArela che, mATe A vakhate to khaMbhAtavALA bhAio taraphathI bharAvavA vicAra che. tyAra bAda pANInI parabonI mAphaka keTalAMka sthAno para sthApana karavA vicAra che. jyAre amadAvAdamAM sthApana karavAnuM thAya tyAre tamArI icchAnusAra bharajo. tyAra bAda sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke subodhaka pustakAlayanuM makAna kevA prakAranuM baMdhAvavuM te viSe bhalAmaNa karI hatI ke te makAna evA sthAna para joie ke bajAramAM nahIM temaja bajAramAM gaNI zakAya tevA sthAna para tathA cAre tarapha khullI jagA hoya tathA dizA-pANInI sagavaDatA tathA pustakojInI goThavaNI mATe kabATo rAkhavAM tathA mULa rakama rahI zake ane yogya vyavasthA thAya tema karavuM - vagere bhalAmaNa karI hatI. sAhebajIe jyAre TIpamAM bharavA mATe AjJA karI hatI ane huM teTalI rakama bharavAmAM prathama sahaja acakAyo hato te vakhate sAhebajIe mane jaNAvyuM hatuM ke amo je kAMi jaNAvIe te yogya ja mAnI temaja karavuM. koinI pAse pAzera kacaro vadhu haze ane koinI pAse pAzera kacaro ocho haze paraMtu tamAre te tarapha dRSTi karavAnI jarUra nathI. amArA lakSamAM che ke A badhAonI pAse tamArA karatAM adhika paisA che te saghaLuM amArA jANavAmAM che chatAM amoe tamone jaNAvyuM che to temAM bIjo vikalpa karavAnI jarUra nathI ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. 149

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI jyAre amo amadAvAdathI khaMbhAta AvavAnA hatA tyAre amoe sAhebajI pratye jaNAvyuM hatuM tyAre sAhebajIe amone bhalAmaNa karI ke munizrInA darzana karIne jajo. tyAre amone vicAra thayo ke atyAre rAtrIno vakhata che mATe zI rIte jai zakAze ? pachIthI javAno vicAra karI amoe sAhebajInA darzana karI tyAMthI bhAi zrI popaTalAlabhAi pAse gayA ane amoe jaNAvyuM ke munizrInA darzanArthe javuM che, mATe amone eka gADI karI Apo. tyAre amone eka gADI karI ApI tenuM bhADuM be rUpiyA TharAvyA hatA. pachI amo gADImAM besI gomatIpura daravAjA bahAra jyAM munizrI hatA tyAM gayA. rAtrInA vakhate javuM thavAthI Agamana thayA viSenA munizrIe amone samAcAra pUchayA tyAre amoe saghaLuM vRttAMta kahI jaNAvyuM hatuM. tyAra bAda amo munizrInA darzana karI gADImAM besI sTezana para gayA. tyAM sUi rahyA ane savAranI TrenamAM khaMbhAta tarapha AvyA. khaMbhAta subodhaka pustakAlaya e nAma sAhebajIe Apela che. jyAre sthApana karavAno vicAra dhAryo tyAre sAhebajIe sarve bhAione jaNAvyuM ke zuM nAma ApavuM ? te potAnA vicAramAM Ave tema jaNAvo. tyAre sarve bhAioe potapotAnA vicAro pramANe jaNAvyuM hatuM. tyAra pachI sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke je nAma ApavAmAM koi paNa prakAranA gaccha mata saMbaMdhI zabda na Ave tevuM nAma ApavuM joie. ema jaNAvI sAhebajIe zrImukhe prakAzyuM ke A pramANe nAma rAkhavuM 'zrI subodhaka pustakAlaya'. A pramANe dhavalapatra para svahastAkSare lakhI jaNAvyuM hatuM jethI te pavitra nAma rAkhavAmAM Avela che. sAhebajIe bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAine jaNAvyuM hatuM ke zrI subodhaka pustakAlayanI sthApana kriyA gAMDAbhAinA hAthe karAvajo. jethI sAhebajInA vidyamAnapaNAmAM zrI kumAravADAnA nAkA para vakIla maganalAla dullabhadAsanuM makAna che te makAnanA meDA para saMvata 1957nA mAha suda 5 nA dine mArA hAthe sthApana kriyA thayela che. sAhebajInA citrapaTanI padharAmaNI trIje mALe karavAmAM AvI hatI ane zrI pustakojInI padharAmaNI bIjA mALe thai hatI ane vAMcana vicAranI beThaka tyAM ja rAkhavAmAM AvI hatI. te makAnanuM vArSika bhADuM amuka rUpiyA nakkI karI rAkhela hatuM tyAra bAda keTalAka varSa vItyA bAda sarve bhAione vicAra thayo ke eka makAna baMdhAvavuM. tevA vicArathI tenA kharca mATe sAdhano meLavI zrI lokApurInI khaDakI madhye makAna baMdhAvyuM ane makAnanuM kAma saMpUrNapaNe taiyAra thayA bAda khaMbhAta saMsthAnanA rA. rA. dIvAnasAheba mAdhavarAmabhAi harInArAyaNabhAinA mubAraka hAthe saMvata 1968nA Aso vada 5 ne budhavAranA dine zrI subodhaka pustakAlayanA navA makAnanI sthApana kriyA karavAmAM Avela che. Isesh GIF Elpa & FIS upara jaNAvela che te samAgama agAu sAhebajIno eka vakhate samAgamano lAbha maLI zakyo hato te saMbaMdhI vRttAMta prathama jaNAvavuM joituM hatuM, paraMtu atre utAro karAvanAra bhAi zrI gAMDAbhAine te vakhate smRtimAM nahIM Avela jethI pAchaLathI utAro karAvela che te mujaba atre nIce jaNAvela che. amo bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA makAne samAgamamAM jatA hatA tyAre eka divasane viSe bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAie jaNAvyuM ke sAhebajI kalola mukAmethI muMbai tarapha padhAravAnA che tevA samAcAra Aja roje maLyA che jethI amadAvAda sTezana para sAhebajInA darzanano lAbha maLI zake tema che, te kAraNathI mAre AvatI kAle amadAvAda javAnI marajI che, to tamAre paNa AvavA marajI hoya to taiyAra thajo, tyAre meM tathA bhAi zrI saburabhAie jaNAvyuM ke amAre paNa AvavA marajI che. te vakhate bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAie sahaja hasamukhe cahere amone jaNAvyuM ke tamo ATalo badho parizrama veThIne paNa AvavAnuM kema jaNAvo cho ? prathama to khaMbhAtathI 150

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Si RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SESSM ANaMda sudhI gADAmAM besI javuM paDe che tyAra bAda ANaMdathI amadAvAda sudhI relagADImAM besI javAnuM che ane vaLI tyAM gayA bAda turata ja atre pAchuM vaLavAnuM che. mAtra amadAvAda sTezanathI ANaMda sTezana sudhI relagADImAM samAgamano lAbha maLI zake tema che. teTalA ja vakhatane mATe AvavA-javAno parizrama veThavo, vaLI teTalA ja vakhatanA samAgama mATe eka divasa kAmakAja baMdha rAkho te nukasAna thAya tathA AvavA javAmAM kharco lAge te saghaLuM sahana karIne paNa ATalA ja vakhatanA samAgama arthe AvavA utsAha jaNAvo cho to tema karavAmAM tamoe mahatva lAbha zuM mAnyo che ? te tamArA vicAramAM AvatuM hoya tema jaNAvo. joke tema karavAmAM mahatva lAbha samajAyo na hoya tyAM sudhI Ama karavAmAM utsAha jAgavo e prAye asaMbhavita che ema mArI potAnI mAnyatA che, chatAM paNa tamArA vicAramAM zuM Ave che te jANavArthe A pramANe pUchavuM thayela che. tyAre meM ema jaNAvyuM hatuM ke satyarUSonA samAgamamAM apUrva vAto sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave che jethI ghaNo ja AnaMda thAya che ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. tyAra bAda bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAie te viSe vistArapUrvaka varNana karyuM hatuM ke satyarUSono kSaNavArano samAgama paNa atyaMta hitakAraka hoya che vagere jaNAvyuM hatuM. bIje divase savAramAM amo traNe gADAmAM besI ANaMda sudhI gayA ane tyAMthI relagADImAM besI amadAvAda sTezane gayA. amo amadAvAda sTezana para UtaryA bAda thoDA ja vakhata pachI kalola taraphathI relave Trena AvI temAM sAhebajI padhAryA hatA. sAhebajIne mATe sTezana parathI cAha tathA lIlo mevo lAvyA hatA ane te vAparavA mATe sAhebajI pAse dharyuM hatuM tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke amAre A vAparavA marajI nathI ema jaNAvyuM ane kAMi paNa vAparyuM nahotuM. sAhebajIe kAMi paNa vAparyuM nahIM te saMbaMdhamAM bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi vicAra karavA lAgyA ke zuM kAraNathI vAparavAnuM nA jaNAvyuM haze ? te saMbaMdhamAM ghaNA prakArothI vicAra karatAM smRtimAM AvyuM ke cAha hoTalanI lAvelA hovAthI te abhakSapaNAmAM gaNI te vAparI nahIM ane lIlo mevo bArIkIthI tapAsa karatAM jaNAyuM ke temAM bagADano bhAga hato tathA cAkhavA parathI jaNAyuM hatuM ke te mevo khaTAza para hato jethI te paNa vAparyo nahIM tema bhAIzrI aMbAlAlabhAIe mane jaNAvyuM hatuM tathA A parathI bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAie vistArapUrvaka jaNAvyuM ke aho ! sAhebajIne kevo utkRSTapaNe tyAga varte che ! vaLI upayoganI jAgRti paNa kevI utkRSTapaNe varte che ! vaLI teozrInA jJAnanuM keTaluM badhuM utkRSTapaNuM varte che ! te ApaNane tAdRzya anubhava karAve che. chatAM satyurUSonI uttama dazAnuM yathAtathyapaNe samajAtuM nathI arthAta oLakhANa thai zakatI nathI te mAtra hInapuNyane laIne AvaraNatAno doSa che. je vakhate sAhebajInI pAse cAha tathA lIlo mevo dharavAmAM Avyo hato te vakhate sAhebajIe koine ema pUchayuM nahotuM ke A cAha kyAMthI lAvyA cho ? tema ja te saMbaMdhI koie paNa jaNAvyuM nahotuM. vaLI lIlo mevo sAhebajIe cAkhyo paNa nahoto ane sahaja dUrathI sAhebajIe daSTi karI vAparavA mATe turata ja nA jaNAvI hatI. A pramANe bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi sAthe vAtacIta thai hatI jethI atre jaNAvyuM che. thoDA ja vakhata pachI bhAi zrI manasukhabhAi ravajIbhAi potAnA dezathI AvI pahoMcyA ane amadAvAda sTezana para UtaryA. tyAra bAda thoDA vakhata pachI muMbai tarapha javAnI TrenamAM sAhebajI birAjamAna thayA hatA. amo sarve paNa sAthe beThA hatA. relave Trena upaDyA bAda bhAi zrI manasukhabhAie potAnI pAsethI eka motIno dANo kADhyo ane sAhebajIne batAvyo ane sAhebajI pratye jaNAvyuM ke bhAi, A dANo muMbaimAMthI rU. 22000/- mAM kharIda karyo che. tenuM zuM upajaze ? tyAre sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke muMbaimAM vecazo to rUA. 44000/ - Upajaze ane vilAyata vecANa karavA mokalazo to poNo lAkha rUpiyA Upajaze ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. tyAra bAda 151

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6 SS S satsaMga-saMjIvanI SRH) sAhebajIe bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAine jaNAvyuM ke amoe amadAvAda sTezana para cAha tathA lIlo mevo vAparavA mATe nA jaNAvI hatI jethI te saMbaMdhamAM tamoe amArA mATe zuM vicAro ghaDyA hatA. ? te to jaNAvo. tyAre bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAie jaNAvyuM ke sAhebajI, ApanAthI kyAMya ajANyuM nathI. pachI sAhebajIe jaNAvyuM ke tamAruM anumAna sAcuM che. e ja kAraNathI amoe nA jaNAvI hatI. - tyAra bAda ANaMda sTezana AvyuM tyAM huM tathA saburabhAi rokAyA ane bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi bharUca sudhI sAhebajInI sAthe gayA hatA ane tyAMthI bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi pAchA vaLyA, ane ANaMda sTezane AvyA. tyAra bAda amo sarve gADAmAM besI khaMbhAta AvyA. upara jaNAvyA pramANe saghaLo vRttAMta meM mArI smRti mujaba utAro karAvela che, temAM mArI zarata-doSanA kAraNathI bhUlacUka thaI hoya tene mATe kSamA cAhuM chuM zrI gAMDAbhAi bhAyacaMda zrI khaMbhAtanivAsI zA gAMDAbhAi bhAyacaMda zrImad rAjacaMdrajInA samAgamamAM AvelA ane te prasaMge je vAtacIta bInA banelI te hAla temanI smRtimAM rahela te saMkSepamAM jaNAve che. khaMbhAtanivAsI bhAi zrI nagInadAsa gulAbacaMda tathA gAma tArApuravAlA bhAi zrI mUlacaMda phUlacaMda e banne sAthe mAre snehabhAva hato. teozrIe mane jaNAvyuM ke paramakRpALu mahAtmA gAma rALaja padhAryA che, to tamAre AvavA icchA che ? te sAMbhaLI mane kRpAnAthanAM darzana karavAnI icchA thai ane huM bhAi zrI nagInadAsa sAthe saMvata 1952 nI sAlamAM zrAvaNa vada 11nI mitie lagabhaga pajusaNa besatAM temanI sAthe gayo. rastAmAM jatAM, te kRpAnAthanA darzana kyAre thAya tema icchA hatI. tyAM jai kRpAnAthanA darzana karyA. kRpAnAthane joyA tyArathI manamAM ghaNo ja prema thayo ane evI icchA rahyA karatI ke hamezA sAhebajInA samAgamamAM rahevAya to kevuM sAruM thAya. teozrI bodha Ape to te sAMbhaLavAnI icchA rahyA kare ane manamAM ema thAya ke teozrInI vANI kyAre sAMbhaLIe ? A vakhate mArI ummara agiyAra ke bAra varSanI hatI eTale te vakhate mane bIjA saMskAra ochA hatA, tema bIjI kaMi vicAra karavAnI zakti ochI hatI. paramakRpALudevanA vacana sAMbhaLavA ane teozrInI sevAmAM rahevuM e mane ghaNuM priya lAgatuM. te sivAya bIjo koi sUkSma vicAra karavAnI mArI zakti nahotI. tyAra bAda bhAdaravA suda 5 ne divase saMvatsarIno upavAsa kRpALudeva samIpe karelo ane te pachI suda 6 ne divase savAre ema rahyA kare ke cAha-rabaDI levI che te jo kRpAnAtha vApare to pachI vAparIe, kAraNa ke upavAsa karela che. te vakhatamAM teozrIe evo ekadhArA akhaMDa bodha karyo ke A jIve je kAMi karyuM che te abhimAna sahita karyuM che. je je kAMi jIva kriyA kare che tenuM vAraMvAra phuraNa thAya che e ja jIvanI ajJAnatA che. e saMbaMdhI je kRpAnAthe bodha karyo te ekadhArA akhaMDa traNa kalAka sudhI dezanA dIdhI jethI te vakhate mArA manamAM je upavAsa karyAnI phuraNA AvI hatI te te vakhate gaLI gai ane samajAyuM ke A jIve kAMi karyuM nathI. mAtra kriyAnuM ja abhimAna karyuM che. tyAra pachI mAruM khaMbhAta AvavuM thayuM hatuM. tyAra bAda saMvata 1954nI lagabhagamAM kapAnAthazrI vaso padhArelA. tyAMnA samAcAra sAMbhaLI huM tyAM gayo, ane mULathI ema thAya ke temanI vANI sAMbhaLavI ane sevA karavAmAM rahevuM ema rahyA karatuM hatuM. bodha ghaNo sAMbhaLyo. paNa vadhu vicAra karavAnI zakti ochI, paNa eTaluM ja rahyA kare ke ahorAtrI temanI vANI sAMbhaLavI. te vANI sAMbhaLavAmAM mAruM mana ghaNuM ja rAjI hatuM. tyArabAda meM kRpAnAthane pUchayuM ke mAre zuM karavuM ? 15ra

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RESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI 4 ) tyAre teozrIe jaNAvyuM ke tAre mokSamALA, bhAvanAbodha ane eka trIjA pustakanI (...) AjJA karI ke A pustako vAMcavA, temAM kSamApanAno pATha vAraMvAra vicAravo, hamezAM 'bahu puNya kerA' no pATha vicAravo tathA paramagurU e zabdanI pAMca mALAo gaNavI ane hamezA thoDo vakhata paNa niyamamAM besavuM. AvI AjJAthI mane parama saMtoSa thayo. te vakhate huM eTaluM ja samajato hato ke kRpAnAtha maLyA e ja mahat puNyano udaya che, ane temanI AjJA thai che e parama lAbhanuM kAraNa che. tyAra bAda bAlagammato karato, teozrI ekAMtamAM ekalA beThA hoya to emanI sevAmAM raheto. te vakhate pUjyazrI bIjuM kAMi kahetA nahIM. temanI sevAmAM rahevAnuM tathA vANI sAMbhaLavAnuM banI zake to kevuM sarasa, ema rahyA karatuM hatuM. tyAra pachI kRpAnAthano samAgama ghaNuM karI thayo nathI. - vaso kSetramAM ghaNuM karI huM be-traNa divasa rahela hato. paramakRpALudeva vaso kSetramAM AnaMdaghanajInA stavano mAMhenA keTalAka pado gAthAo bolatA hatA - - sayala saMsArI iDhiyarAmI muniguNa AtamarAmI re.. e pramANe ghora zabda kahetA hatA tathA tyAM ghaNo josabhera ekadhArA bodha cAlato hato. kSetramAM pUjya bhAi zrI vanamAlIbhAI tathA pUjya bhAizrI aMbAlAlabhAi tathA bhAi zrI nagInabhAi vagere bhAio tyAM padhAryA hatA tathA tyAM bhAizrI ratanacaMdabhAi tathA jhaveracaMdabhAi tathA kalyANajIbhAi tathA vRddhicaMdabhAi vagere bhAio tyAM hatA. kRpALudevanA darzana karyA pachI khaMbhAta AvyA pachI eka mahino lagabhaga premanI khumArI cAlI hatI ane jagatathI udAsavRtti rahetI hatI. tevI vRtti have Aje jovAmAM AvatI nathI. te vakhatano dhakko keTaloka vakhata rahyo hato. e ja. utAro karAvela saMvata 1969nA caitra vada 9 ne budhavAra, zrI choTAlAla kuzaLacaMda bhAi zrI choTAlAla kuzaLacaMda paramakRpALudeva zrImAna rAjacaMdradevanA samAgamamAM AvelA te prasaMge je kAMi vAtacIta khulAsA thayelA te saMbaMdhI potAnI smRti pramANe utAro karAvela che.' mArA manamAM koi AsAmI sAthe kaMika bhUlela teno cokkasa mArA manane nirNaya nahIM ane te dhaNI abhaNa ne valI te dhaNIne mArI pratIti ochI, te dhaNIne bhUla hatI te vakhate huM kahI zakyo nahIM. pachI e dhaNInI je bhUla hatI te mArA manane cokkasa thai tyAre evI je bhUla hatI te mAre te dhaNI sAthe kevA vicAra hatA, paNa kuTuMba vagerenA dabANathI je mAre bhUla kahevAnI hatI te huM kahI zakyo nahIM ane te vAta bIjA keTalAkane pUchI ke A bAbatamAM mAre zuM karavuM ? temaNe javAba Apyo ke sArA mArge vAparo. temanA kahevAthI meM sArA mArge jUja vAparyuM kharuM, paNa mArA mananI khaTaka beThI nahIM. tema te vAta meM saM. 1953nI sAlamAM huM bhAI zrI choTAlAla | chaganalAlanA hAthano kAgala lakhAvI temAM lakhAvyuM ke A dhaNI kaMika vAtacIta karavA zrI muMbai Apa sAheba (zrI paramakRpALudeva) pAse AvyA che, evo kAgaLa laI huM temanI pAse gayo. te vakhatamAM pleganuM jora ghaNuM hatuM ane mAre sIdhuM zrI madrAsa javAnuM hatuM. paNa amArA kuTuMbane muMbaimAM UtaravA devAnI sApha manAi hatI, sIdhA ja te TrenamAM zrI madrAsa javAno orDara hato, paNa bhUlanI mArA manamAM je khaTaka hatI tenuM samAdhAna mArA 153

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI manane nahIM thavAthI te vAta pUchavAne mATe bhAi choTAlAla chaganalAlano kAgaLa lai zrI paramakRpALudeva pAse zrI muMbai gayo. jaine e kAgaLa tathA mIThAi sUtarapheNI ane nAnI TopalI tathA kAgaLa bhAi zrI choTAlAla chaganalAlanA dIkarA nagInadAsane Apyo. teo sAhebajIne tyAM nokarI rahelA hatA. te TopalI temaNe rasoDAmAM mokalavAno hukama karyo ane pote patra vAMcyo ane mane gAdI para besavAnuM kahyuM. huM thoDI vAra beTho ane vAta karavAno vakhata jouM chuM. te vakhate mAkubhAine sAhebe kahyuM ke ApaNe tyAM memAna che ane bhAi choTAlAlabhAine jamavAnuM kahIzuM ? evI AjJA mAgI. emaNe AjJA maLavAthI mane kahyuM ke ahIM jamajo, mAro paNa e ja vicAra hato ke temanI pAse jamavuM ane temanI pAse rahevuM. te vicArane maLatI vAta AvI eTale meM hA kahI. pachI vakhata AvavAthI mAre je agAu manamAM khaTaka hatI te pUchI. tyAre emaNe javAba Apyo ke je prakAre tame te dhaNI sAthe je prakAranI mAyA karelI hoya te ja prakAre tamAma darzAvIne, te dhaNInI je rakama rahI hoya te rakama tenA vyAja sAthe te dhaNIne gaNI ApIne page lAgo to tamo nirdoSa thai zako. e ja prakAre mArA adhyavasAya pUrepUrA e ja pramANe vAtacIta karavI ane te pramANe 2kama pUrepUrI gaNI ApavI - meM mArA vaDIlane vAta karI paNa vaDIle UlaTo bhaya batAvyo ane mArI AjIvikAmAM vighna Ave tevo bhaya mArA vaDIle mane batAvyo te bhayasaMjJAthI e dhaNI sAthe kaMIpaNa vAtacIta mAre thaI nahIM ane tene kAMi paNa rakama huM ApI zakyo nahIM. e bhaya hovAthI mAruM zarIra kSaNabhaMgura dhArIne meM e rakama vyAja vagaranI mArA manakalpita sArA mArge vAparI. tyAra pachI te bhUlavALo dhaNI dehamukta thayA pachI je mane vaDIlanI bhayasaMjJA kamatI thai tyAre meM kRpALudeva bhagavAnanA Azrita bhAionI salAha pramANe thoDI rakama sArA mArge vAparI. je vakhate kRpALudevanI sAthe vAtacIta thaI te vakhate bIjA mahemAno jhAjhA hatA. pachI meM pUchyuM ke mArA joga kaMika samajavA jevuM ApazrI batAvo. tyAre sAhebajIe mane pUchayuM ke jaina dharma sivAyanA bIjA saMpradAyanA pustako vAMcavAmAM tamone aDacaNa che ? meM jaNAvyuM ke mane koi vAtanI aDacaNa nathI. ApazrI je pustakanI AjJA karazo te ApazrInA mANasane sAthe lai jai lai AvIzuM. pachI paramakRpALudeve AjJA pharamAvI te pAMca ke cha pustako maMgAvavA pharamAvyuM, temAM zrI maNiratnamALA tathA yogavAsiSThanA be prakaraNo tathA mohamudgara vagere pustako mane teozrInA mANase lAvI ApyA. te pustako lai huM bIje divase madrAsa gayo ane mAruM saranAmuM sAhebajInI peDhIe noMdhAvyuM hatuM. tyAra pachI cAra-pAMca mahinA pachI vI.pI.pI. thI mane pustaka naMga 1 sAhebajIe mokalyuM hatuM tenI kIMmata rUA. 2/- Azare hatI. te pustakamAM ema lakhyuM hatuM ke mArgAnusArInA je pAMtrIza bola kahevAya che tevA AkAramAM zeTha vagerenI anIti ka2vI nahIM, evA AkAramAM te pustakamAM lakheluM hatuM. te ja pustaka huM hara vakhate vAMcato hato ane pAse rAkhato hato, ane tyAra pachI te pustaka kyAM mUkyuM che te hAla mane smRtimAM rahela nathI, temaja te pustakanA nAmanI paNa yAdI rahela nathI. mane prathama saMvata 1952nI sAlamAM zrI vaDave darzana thayelAM, kaMi vAtacIta thayelI nahIM. temanI vANI sAMbhaLelI tethI mAruM mana zAMta thayuM hatuM. tenA agAu saMvata 1948nI sAlamAM bhAi choTAlAlano kAgaLa lai gayela temAM mokSamALA apAvavA lakheluM hatuM. te kAgaLa meM sAhebajIne hAthohAtha Apela, te vakhate teozrIe UThIne mane mokSamALAnuM pustaka hAthohAtha ApyuM ane te vakhate teozrI mauna rahetA hatA. J mArA saMzayano khulAso karyo te vakhatathI mane AsthA thai. pachI pUjya zrI hIrAbhAi popaTalAlabhAithI mane saMpUrNa AsthA thai che ane teozrI pratye bhagavAna tarIke AsthA thai che. e ja. mArI smRti pramANe utAro karAvela che, saMvata 1969nA caitra vada 11 gurUvAranA dine. 154

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@ RSS RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GPSSSC zrI lallubhAi jhaveracaMda - khaMbhAta bhAi zrI lallubhAi jhaveracaMda zrI paramakRpALudevanA samAgamamAM AvelA te saMbaMdhI TUMka vRttAMta : huM prathama vaiSNavakuLamAM janma pAmelo ane sthAnakavAsInA kuLano mAro eka mitra hato tenA sahavAsathI mane sthAnakavAsInI zraddhA thai hatI ane temAM lagabhaga vIsa varSa sudhI temanA prasaMgamAM rahyo hato ane te kriyAno AgrahI thai gayelo. paramakRpALudeva jyAre zrI khaMbhAta najIka zrI vaDavA mukAme padhAryA hatA tyAre mArA bhAibaMdha paTela dAmodara kezavalAla zrI vaDave gayA hatA ane tyAM jaIne AvyA bAda mane jaNAvyuM ke ApaNe teozrInI pAse javA jevuM nathI. tevI vAta sAMbhaLI huM gayo nahoto. tyAra pachI munizrI lallujIe mane tathA dAmodara kezavalAlane bhalAmaNa karI ke tamo bhAi zrI tribhuvanabhAi tathA bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA samAgamamAM jajo jethI tyAM amo jatA hatA. tyAM be-traNa divasa sudhI gayA bAda eka vakhate amoe jaNAvyuM ke amone kAMika dharmanuM sAdhana batAvo. tyAre teoe kahyuM ke jinAjJA thaze tyAre samajAze. tyAre amo bannee arasaparasa evo vicAra karyo ke jinAjJA te zuM ane te kyAre thAya ? ApaNe upAzrayamAM sAmAyika karatA hatA te paNa cUkyA, tyAre have to ApaNe to je karatA hatA te ja karo tevA vicArathI upAzraye javA lAgyA ane zrI paramakRpALudevanI niMdA karavA lAgyA jethI amArA kamanasIbe jJAnAvaraNIya karmano baMdha paDyo. tyAra pachI te samAgamamAM munizrI lallujI muni hatA tethI ghaNA divasa pachI eka divase ema thayuM ke A pravRtti karatAM anAdinA doSomAMthI koi paNa doSa nivRtta thato nathI. tyAra pachI munizrI mohanalAlajI mahArAjanI dazA joine mukhamudrA para tyAgavairAgya joi ema thayuM ke A munizrInA vairAgyamAM vRddhi sArI thai che tethI teozrIne meM pUchayuM ke mArI Aja sudhInI vartanA evI ne evI rahI che ane koipaNa prakAranuM moLApaNuM thatuM nathI, mATe Apa kaMi batAvo. tyAre teozrIe kahyuM ke e to saheje thaI jAya. tyAre meM jaNAvyuM ke kevA prakAre vartavAthI thAya te batAvo, tyAre teozrIe jaNAvyuM ke munizrI devakaraNajI svAmI pAse jAo. tyAre huM tyAM gayo ane meM teozrIne pUchayuM tyAre teozrIe jaNAvyuM ke munizrI lallujI mahArAjane kaho, teozrI tamone jaNAvaze. tyAre amo munizrI lallujIsvAmI pAse gayA ane teozrIne pUchayuM tyAre teozrIe mane 'mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re' te padanA vistArathI artha kahI saMbhaLAvyA ane jaNAvyuM ke tamo to saMsArI cho eTale jai zako tema sAdhana che, mATe paramakRpALudeva naDiyAda padhAryA che tyAM joga sAro che mATe tyAM javAnI AjJA maMgAvo, mATe tribhovanabhAi pAse patra lakhAvI AjJA maMgAvI. tethI meM ema karyuM. teno javAba paramakRpALu deva taraphathI bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA saranAme Avyo temAM jaNAveluM hatuM ke AvavA icchA hoya to bhale Avajo. tethI AjJA maLavAthI huM vagere keTalAka bhAio zrI naDiyAda gayA. huM tathA bhAI zrI choTAlAla mANekacaMda baMne belagADImAM besI peTaloda gayA ane tyAMthI zrI naDiyAda gayA. rastAmAM jatAM bhAi zrI choTAbhAie mane pUchayuM ke jaie chIe to kharA, paraMtu kAMi pUchavA vicAra dhAryo che ? tyAre meM kahyuM ke zAstrakAro ema jaNAve che ke zrI tIrthaMkaradevanI vANI yojanagAminI hoi zrotAvarga yojana sudhI sAMbhaLe che to zuM tIrthakaro eTalA moTA ghAMTAthI bolatA haze ? tyAre zrI choTAlAlabhAie khulAso karyo ke "sAMbhaLe" nahIM, paNa "sAMbhare" arthAt e vANInuM baLa mahatva evAM che ke amuka cheTe sudhI amuka kALa sudhI dRya sAthe zrotAvargane coMTI jAya ane tenI asara rahe. A khulAsAthI mane priyakara ane rUcikara lAgyuM. tyAra pachI amo tyAM pahoMcyA ane paramakRpALudevanA darzana karyA. mane jotAM ja paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke kema, lallubhAi AvyA ke ? meM kIdhuM ke hAjI. tyAra pachI paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke kema lallubhAi, tamArA sAdhue to cAritra lIdheluM che ane ghara-bAra choDI nIkaLelA che ane ame to sAMsArika vyavahAramAM 155

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6 (3) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) (9 jaNAie tema chIe, to amArAmAM cAritra ghaTe ke nahIM ? amArA upara tamone kevI rIte AsthA Ave ? tyAre meM jaNAvyuM ke koI mANasa cAritra levA taiyAra thAya te vakhate cAritra letAM pahelAM tene sAtamA guNasthAnakano bhAva hoya ane cAritra lIdhA pachI chaThe guNasthAnake AvIne Thare che. tethI tamArAmAM bhAvacAritra hoya. tyAre kRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke have tamane amArA para pratIta raheze. te divase ghaNo ja bodha cAlyo hato. je kAMi pUchavA vicAra hato te to vagara pUchaye vagara jaNAvyuM samAdhAna karyuM hatuM. bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi paramakRpALudeva mATe rasoi banAvavA Adi kAmamAM rokAtA hatA, jethI paramakRpALudevanI sAthe huM tathA bhAi zrI choTAbhAi jatA hatA. bIje divase paramakRpALudevanI sAthe bahAra pharavA gayA hatA tyAM paramakRpALudeva dizAe javA mATe padhAryA hatA. tyAMthI padhAryA bAda hAthapaga dhovA mATe pANI joituM hatuM jethI mane AjJA karI ke A taraphathI pANI lai Avo. jethI huM keTaleka dUra gayo paraMtu pANI jaNAyuM nahIM, jethI vicAra thavA lAgyo ke A tarapha to kyAMthI hoya ? vaLI pachI vicAra thayo ke satyarUSa je kAMI jaNAve te yogya ja hoya. ema vicAra karI AgaLa jatAM tyAM eka kUvAnA thALAmAM pANI dIThuM. jethI vizeSa pratIti thai ke satyarUSonI vANI aphaLa hoya ja nahIM. eka divasa parakRpALudevanI sAthe huM tathA zrI choTAbhAi bahAra gayA hatA. amo pAchaLa pAchaLa cAlatA hatA ane paramakRpALudeva AgaLa cAlatA hatA. paramakRpALudeva koi eka sthAne laghuzaMkAe beThA hatA. tyAMthI UDyA bAda amone kahyuM ke pAchaLa pAchaLa kema pharo cho ? topaNa ame pAchaLa gayA. tyAM naDiyAdanI sImamAM eka neLiyuM hatuM. tyAM eka avaDa kUvo hato. te joi paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke zrI mahAvIra prabhu AvA kUvA AgaLa besatA hatA ane zarIre pAtaLA ane UMcA hatA - evuM paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM hatuM. eka vakhate pataMganA doranuM dRSTAMta dai kahyuM ke pataMgano dora hAthamAM hoya tyAM sudhI pataMga jAya nahIM tevI rIte sapurUSa pratye nizcaya pratIti kalyANanuM parama kAraNa che. naDiyAdamAM amo lagabhaga eka aThavADiyuM rahyA hatA. naDiyAdathI jyAre khaMbhAta tarapha AvavAnuM hatuM tyAre meM jaNAveluM ke mAre zuM karavuM ? kRpALudeve AjJA karI ke -"deha strI putrAdi koi paNa mArAM nathI, zuddha caitanyasvarUpa avinAzI evo huM AtmA chuM ema AtmabhAvanA bhAvatAM rAgadveSano kSaya thAya che." e bhAvanA hamezA bhAvajo. naDiyAdathI khaMbhAta AvyA pachI be mAsa sudhI bahu tIvra utkRSTa vRtti rahI. amArA keTalAMka saMbaMdhIo ema vicAra karavA lAgyA ke lallubhAi gAMDA thai jaze. evI utkRSTa dazA yojanagAminI vANI sAMbhaLelI tenI nizAnI rahI. ane tenI kharI khAtarI thai ke A pramANe tIrthakara bhagavAnanI yojanagAminI vANI hoya. tyAra pachI punaH saMvata 1954mAM zrI kAviThAmAM cha-ATha divasa paramakRpALudevano samAgama thayo hato. tyAM bhAI zrI aMbAlAlabhAI tathA bhAI zrI gAMDAbhAI, bhAI zrI kIlAbhAI Adi aneka bhAIo hatA. ghaNo upadeza cAlato hato paNa hAlamAM smRtimAM rahela nathI. tyAra pachI zrI kheDAmAM saM. 1954mAM samAgama thayo. pUjyazrI aMbAlAlabhAi sAthe padhArelA. paramakRpALudevanI tabIyata narama hatI, pahoravAra sudhI AjJA malI nahIM. pachI akekane darzana karI cAlyA javA AjJA maLI. Ama be divasa thayuM. trIje divase munizrIo- zrI lallujI muni Adi padhAryA tyAre paramakRpALudeve kahevarAvyuM ke amo nIce AvIe chIe. pachI baMgalAnA cokamAM paramakRpALudeva padhAryA ane upadeza detAM je 156

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI sAMbhaLI sarvenA gAtra chUTe evo bodha cAlato hato. ane amo sarvene jaNAvyuM ke amoe tamone kuLadharmathI mukAvyA to have tamAre zuM karavuM ? zuM khAvuM pIvuM ethI ja mokSa ? jAo, tamo badhA e munizrI pAse jaine potAnI yathAzakti vaDe vrata niyama grahaNa karo ane hamezA be ghaDI nityaniyamamAM besavAno niyama grahaNa karo. amAro kahevAno hetu mAtra e ja hato ke je AgraharUpe kriyA karavAmAM Ave teno tyAga karavo, tyAre tamoe taddana choDI dIdhuM. vagere ghaNo ja bodha karyo hato ane potAnI yathAzakti vaDe munizrI pAse jaine vrataniyamo grahaNa karyA hatA ane niyamamAM besavAno niyama to sarvee grahaNa karyo. meM amuka jAtanI lIlotarIno tathA brahmacaryavrata grahaNa karyo hato. tyAra bAda meM paramakRpALudeva pAse vinaMtI karI ke mAre zuM vAMcavuM ? te bAbata pUchatAM 'mokSamArga prakAza' vAMcavAnI AzA thaI. mokSamArga-prakAza huM ekalo vAMcI samajI zakato nathI, mATe koi bhAine bhalAmaNa kare ke vAMcI saMbhaLAve ane samajaNa pADe tevI AjJA karo to sAruM - ema meM traNa vAra vinaMtI karI paraMtu paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke tamAre vAMcavuM, samajAze. A pramANe jaNAvyAthI mane vicAra thayo ke satpurUSanA vacana para vizvAsa kema nathI raheto ? satpurUSo je kAMi AjJA pharamAve te yogya ja jaNAve. tyA2 bAda khaMbhAta jai svayameva (potAnI meLe) vAMcavA mAMDyo ane barAbara rIte samajI zakAyuM jethI pratIti dRDha thai. paramakRpALudevanI pAse amo jyAre tyAMthI vidAya thavAnA hatA tyAre rajA meLavavA mATe gayA hatA. te vakhate mArA manamAM ema thayuM ke citrapaTa maLI zake to sAruM, paNa mAgI zakato nahoto, jethI tyAM jai namaskAra karI Ubho rahyo. eTale paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke kema, citrapaTa joie che ? meM kIdhuM ke hAjI. tyAre paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke bhAi aMbAlAlabhAi Apaze, ema jaNAvyuM. tyAra bAda paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke amArA para akhaMDa vizvAsa rAkhajo, ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. chello samAgama zrI vaDhavANa keMpamAM thayelo. bhAi zrI nagInadAsa sAthe hatA. tyAM eka divasa ame badhA samIpe gayA tyAre kRpALudeve kahyuM ke tamo badhA Ama doDyA doDayA Avo cho te konI AjJAthI ? eTale pachI bhAi zrI nagInadAsabhAie jaNAvyuM ke ApaNe AjJA vinA AvyA te ThIka nahIM, mATe paramakRpALudeva pAse jaine AjJA meLavI AvIe. jethI amo banne tyAM gayA. paramakRpALudeva kezavalAla koThArInA mukAme sUtA hatA tyAM gayA hatA ane tyAM AjJA mAMgI, tyAre paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke amoe tamArA mATe kAMi kahela nathI, tamo sukhethI saMvatsarI sudhI raho. pachI amo saMvatsarI sudhI rahyA hatA ane tenA bIje divase amo tyAMthI javAnA hatA jethI darzana karavA mATe gayA hatA. te vakhate amone paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke pharI malIe ke na malIe, samAgama thAya ke na thAya, paNa amArA pratye akhaMDa vizvAsa rAkhajo, amArAmAM ane zrI mahAvIradevamAM kAMi paNa phera nathI, phakta A paheraNano pharaka che ema kahI paheraNa UMcuM karI dekhADyuM. te vakhate aMdhAruM hatuM chatAM te vakhate paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke jAo, have pAMca ja miniTanI vAra che. maganalAla vakIlane amArA mATe TikiTa lai gADIe besADavAnI AjJA karI hatI jethI amo sTezane gayA tyAre TikiTa lIdhelI hatI te laine gADImAM paga mUkyo ane gADI UpaDI, paramakRpALudeva prati vizeSa dRDha pratIti thai. pachI pharI samAgama lAbha nathI thayo. e ja. upara pramANe smRtimAM rahela te pramANe utAro karAvyo che. zrI choTAlAla chaganalAla - khaMbhAta zrI khaMbhAta nivAsI bhAi zrI choTAlAla chaganalAla paramakRpALudevanA samAgamamAM AvelA te prasaMge je je kAMi vAtacIta khulAsA thayela te potAnI smRti pramANe utAro karAvela che. hAla teonI uMmara varSa 56nI che. 157

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI saMvata 1946nA Aso vada 14 athavA 0)) nA dine bhAi zrI aMbAlAla lAlacaMdanA mukAme paramakRpALudevanA darzana thayAM hatAM ane kArataka suda 1 nA dine zA popaTalAla amaracaMdane tyAM ghaNA AgrahapUrvaka vinaMtI thavAthI cAha pANI vAparavA mATe paramakRpALudeva padhAryA hatA. huM tathA bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi tathA bhAi zrI tribhovanabhAi vagere bhAio sAthe gayA hatA. te vakhatamAM zA popaTalAla amaracaMdanA makAnanI pAse jainazALA che, te jainazALAmAM munizrI nItivijayajI tathA temanA ziSya harakhavijayajI tathA dIpavijayajI hatA. te vakhate paramakRpALudevane munizrI nItivijayajIe jaNAvyuM ke Apa zuM dharma pALo cho ? te uparathI paramakRpALudeve javAbamAM jaNAvyuM ke amo jainadharma pALIe chIe. te uparathI temanA ziSya dIpavijayajIe jaNAvyuM ke tapAno ke DhuMDhIyAno pALo cho ? tyAre paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke amo tapAye nathI ane DhuMDhIyA paNa nathI. tyAre zrI dIpavijayajIe prazna karyo ke tyAre tamo kyo dharma pALo cho ? tyAre munizrI nItivijayajIe temanA ziSya dIpavijayajIne jaNAvyuM ke have tamo zuM pUcho cho? kAraNa ke banne pakSathI judo javAba Ape che tyAre have pUchavA jevuM nathI. te parathI te vAta baMdha rAkhI. tyAra bAda bhAi zrI popaTalAla amaracaMdanA makAnamAM cAha pIvA mATe padhAryA. tyAM cAha pIne bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA mukAme padhAryA hatA. tyAra bAda huM muMbaI gayela te vakhate muMbaimAM zA bhAyacaMda kuzalacaMda khaMbhAtavALAnI peDhI hatI tyAM huM Utaryo hato. te vakhate huM paramakRpALudevanA darzana karavA mATe paramakRpALudevanI peDhIe gayo hato. tyAM paramakRpALudeva ghaNo ja bodha karatA hatA. tyAMnA ghaNA bhAio paramakRpALudeva pAse AvyA hatA ane ghaNI ghaNI zAstra saMbaMdhI te puruSonI sAthe niHspRhabhAve vAto karatA hatA. te vAto sAMbhaLavAthI mane paramakRpALudeva pratye dRDha nizcaya thayo ke A puruSa koi paramArthamArgane pAmelA che evI khAtarI thai. tyAra bAda saMvata 195051mAM paramakRpALudevanI sAthe bhAi zrI revAzaMkarabhAi jagajIvanadAsanA nAmathI vahIvaTa cAlato hato. teozrIne tyAM meM AData rAkhela jethI kApaDa maMgAvavAnA leNa-deNanuM kAma cAlatuM hatuM. tyAra bAda saMvata 1952mAM bhAdaravA mAsamAM amo kApaDa kharIda karavA gayela. 'te vakhate huM ane amAro putra nagInadAsa sAthe gayela, te vakhate rAtanA vakhatamAM eTale sAMjanA cha vAgyA pachI paramakRpALudeva pAse tyAM rahela. kacchI khImajIbhAi devacaMda tathA kalyANajIbhAi tathA kuMvarajIbhAi ANaMdajI bhAvanagaravAlA tathA zA. tribhovanabhAi bhANajI - te loko rAtanA AvavAnuM rAkhatA hatA, te loko sAthe ghaNI dharma saMbaMdhInA praznonI vAtacIta thatI hatI, te paNa mArA sAMbhaLavAmAM Avela. huM tyAM lagabhaga eka mAsa rahela hato jethI mane teozrI gRhasthAvAsamAM hatA chatAM aMtarathI nirupAdhi purUSa che ema khAtarIpUrvaka thayeluM. tyAra bAda Avo satsaMga jANI temanI pAse amArA putra nagInadAsane teozrInI dukAna para kAyama rahevAne mATe zrI paramakRpALudevane vinaMtI karI,te parathI paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke ThIka che, bhale rahe, evuM kahyuM. te parathI bhAi zrI tribhovanadAsa bhANajIbhAie mane potAne kahyuM ke tamAre nagInadAsanA pagAra mATe nakkI karo. tyAre meM jaNAvyuM ke pagAra levAnA vicArathI huM ahIM mUkato nathI, paNa satsaMganA lAbhanI khAtara huM mUkavA icchuM chuM, tema chatAM teozrIne dhyAnamAM Avaze te pramANe tene je ApavuM yogya lAgaze te Apaze. tevI rIte huM kahIne tyAM mUkIne Avyo ane teozrInI dukAna saMbaMdhInuM keTaluMka kAmakAja te karato hato. te vakhatamAM tene nAmuM lakhavAmAM kacAza hatI jethI te kAmamAM mAhitI maLe te kAraNathI paramakRpALudeve cAra-pAMca varSa agAunA jUnA copaDA soMpI mANekalAla ghelAbhAine tenI sAthe besavA bhalAmaNa karI jUnA hisAbo karavAnuM kAma soMpyuM, te amArA dIkarA nagInadAsanA kahevA parathI mArI mAhitI che. temaja nagInadAsanI rUbarUmAM saMvata 1952 thI 1955 sudhImAM keTalIka keTalIka dharma saMbaMdhImAM hakIkata sAMbhaLavAmAM AvelI tenI noTa temaNe pote (nagInabhAie) rAkhelI te noTo be, atrenA bhAi zrI 158

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI hIrAbhAi popaTalAlane vAMcavA mATe Apela che. bhAi nagInadAsano janma saMvata 1932nA Aso suda 5 no che ane temano dehatyAga saMvata 1956nA mAgazara vada 2 zrI muMbaimAM plegamAM paramakRpALudevanI samakSa tyAga karela che ane te vakhate paramakRpALudeve bodha karyo hato ke je mArga amArI rUbarUmAM tamArA sAMbhaLavAmAM Avela che te vAto A vakhate tamAre yAda karavA jevI che ane te yAda rAkhazo to tamone ghaNo ja sAro lAbha thaze tevo bodha paramakRpALudeve pote te jyAM ispItAlamAM hatA tyAM pote jAte jaine bodha karela. te vAta amArA jANavAmAM nahotI kAraNa ke te maraNa vakhate amo khaMbhAtamAM ja hatA, paNa temanA mAtuzrInAM mAtuzrI te vakhate nagInadAsanI sAravAramAM hatA temanA kahevAthI atre A vAta jANIe chIe ane hAlamAM paNa temanA mAtuzrInAM mAtuzrI hayAtImAM che ane te plega vakhate zrI paramakRpALudeva jovA gayela, te vakhate nagInadAsanA zarIra para paramakRpALudeve hAtha pheravyo hato te vakhate temanA mAtuzrInAM mAtuzrIe paramakRpALudevane jaNAvyuM ke hAtha dhovarAvuM? paraMtu paramakRpALudeve te vAta lakSamAM lIdhI nahIM, tema te bAbatano bhaya paNa gaNyo nahIM. tyAra bAda paramakRpALudeva taraphathI nagInadAsanA maraNa saMbaMdhI samAcArano patra bhAi manasukhabhAi ravajIbhAinA hAthe lakhAvela te maLyo, temAM paramakRpALudeve lakhAvarAveluM ke anAdikALathI A AtmA putrarUpe thayo, pitArUpe thayo to paNa te rUpa kharuM che ema jaNAtuM nathI, tethI A bhAi nagInadAsanA maraNa viSe anAdikALathI A AtmA mArApaNuM mAne che te khoTuM che ema mAnavuM joie, kAraNa ke tamane nagInadAsanA mohane lIdhe vizeSa lAgaNI thatI haze paNa jJAnIno mArga A che ema khAsa samajI rAgAdinA kAraNothI nivartavuM e ja amArI bhalAmaNa che. e parathI keTalIka rAgAdinI pravRttino nagInadAsa taraphano nAza thayela te haju sudhI rAgAdinA kAraNathI utpanna thatI hatI, paNa saraLabhAve koi koi vakhate vAtanA svarUpe vAta thAya che te parathI A hakIkata lakhAvI che. zrI paramakRpALudevanI dazA viSe nIce mujaba jovAmAM Avela che H saMvata 1949nI sAlamAM paramakRpALudeva potAnI dukAnamAM besatA hatA to paNa potAnI dazA vahevArIka padArtha para nahIM rAkhatAM jJAnInA mArga pratye vizeSa lAgaNI dekhAtI hatI evI khAtarI amone thayela che. tyA2 bAda saMvata 1951-52mAM te ja rUpe thayela tema temanI te ja vakhate temane potAnI strI tathA temanA be putro ane eka putrI zrI muMbai makAne hatA chatAM paNa te vakhatanI temanI dazA putrI-putrAdi-strI pratye jovAmAM AvatI nahotI. phakta zAstra vAMcavuM agara koi mumukSu sAthe jJAnAdi saMbaMdhI vAtanI dhyAnamAM vizeSa kALagamana thato e amone khAtarIpUrvaka anubhava thayela che. temaja teozrI haratA pharatA hoya to paNa sat-cit AnaMda evA evA zabdo potAnA mana sAthe uccAro karatA jovAmAM AvatA hatA. DPUSTNO 657-Sle instr je vakhatamAM saMvata 1949nI sAlanA arasAmAM zA. mANekacaMda phatehacaMdanA makAna upara paramakRpALudeva rahelA te vakhate teozrIe zrI bhagavatIsUtra vAMcyuM hatuM. te vakhate mANekacaMda phatehacaMda pote sAMbhaLatA hatA ane huM paNa tyAM hato. tyAra bAda rAtanA vakhatamAM koi koi vakhate zAstra saMbaMdhInI vAto cAlatI hatI te paNa zravaNa thayela. eka mANase eka prazna karyo ke sthULa ane nikAcita be AyuSya jainazAstromAM kahela che to AyuSya tUTe e vAta kharI ke nahIM ? te parathI paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke jema eka doraDI hoya te vIza hAtha lAMbI hoya tene eka cheDethI saLagAvIe to ghaNA vakhate cheDA sudhI baLI rahe, paNa jo te ja doraDInuM eka gUMcaluM vALI TuMko bhAga karI nAkhI bALavAmAM Ave to sahajavAramAM paNa teno nAza thAya che. tevI rIte AyuSyanuM pramANa paNa zvAsozvAsa 159

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SASSISsatsaMga-saMjIvanI S ARD.) levAnA pramANamAM che te jJAna vagaranA jIvone tUTe che ema lAge che paNa jJAnI Azritane to je jIve jevuM jevuM karma upArjana kareluM hoya tevI tevI rIte AyuSya bhogave ema siddha thAya che-tevo khulAso karyo hato. karI tyAra bAda paramakRpALudeva zrI rALaja mukAme padhAryA hatA tyAre samAgama thayo hato. te vakhate meM paramakRpALudeva pratye pUchayuM hatuM ke amAre zuM karavuM ? tyAre paramakRpALudeve jaNAveluM ke tamAre yogyatA meLavavAnI jarUra che ane koi paNa darzanano matabheda nahIM rAkhatAM bIjA darzananA zAstromAM phakta mokSamArga pAmavAne mATe dareka darzananI prarUpaNA che, mATe phakta mokSamArga pAmavAnI hetunA vAkyo dareka darzanamAMthI joI levA, paNa bIjA bIjA kAraNo upara lakSa rAkhavAnI kaMI jarUra nathI ane mokSamALA, AnaMdaghanajIkata covIzI vagere tevAM tevAM pustako vAMcavA ane satsamAgamanA yogamAM rahevuM eTalI bhalAmaNa thayela che. samAgama vakhate atrenA zrI aMbAlAlabhAi tathA zrI kIlAbhAi tathA zrI tribhovanabhAi tathA zrI. suMdaralAlabhAi tathA zrI choTAlAlabhAi tathA zrI popaTabhAi gulAbacaMda vagere khaMbhAtavALA tathA bahAragAmanA pUjya bhAI zrI sobhAgyabhAi tathA pUjya bhAI zrI DuMgarazIbhAi tathA bhAi zrI manasukhabhAi devazIbhAi tathA bhAi zrI dhorIbhAi vagere A avasaramAM hatA. utAro karyo saMvata 1969nA caitra vada 13 ravivAranA dine. zrI kIlAbhAi gulAbacaMda - khaMbhAtanA rAjA zrI khaMbhAtavALA bhAi zrI kIlAbhAi gulAbacaMdane paramakRpALudevano samAgama thayela te saMbaMdhI potAnI mRti pramANe utAro karAvela che. saMvata 1947nI sAlamAM paramakRpALudeva bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAine tyAM padhAryA hatA, tyAre bahAra nIkaLatAM darzana thayAM hatAM ane zrI aMbAlAlabhAine ghare zrI aMbAlAlabhAi paramakRpALudevanI bhakti karatA, caraNo dhoine rUmAle lUchatA hatA ane zAMta beThelA joyA hatA, ane tethI ema jANela ke moTA mANasa che. tyAra bAda huM DhaMDhIyAnA upAzraye jato ane mane te loko sAmAnya DAhyo gaNatA tethI tarka-kutarka karI vAto karato ane vyAkhyAnamAM prazna pUchato. eka divase DhuMDhIyAnA sAdhue chaThThA ArAnA du:khanuM varNana saMbhaLAvyuM hatuM tethI A du:khamAM janma na levo paDe tevo tamArI pAse koi upAya che ? athavA mAruM kalyANa kema thAya ane keTalA bhava bAkI che te tamo jaNAvo. to sahu karatA karatA thaze ema jaNAvyuM, nIkara sImaMdhara svAmI pAse jai mArA bhavano nIco (nizcaya-nirNaya ?) karI Apo tevo maMtra, jaMtra, vidyA tamArI pAse che ? to mane tatkALa batAvo, nIkara chaThThA ArAnuM duHkha mArAthI vedI nahIM zakAya. pachI sAdhue kahyuM ke kriyAo tapazcaryA karatA karatA thaze ane tame bahu karo cho to tamane thavuM joie. pachI meM kahyuM tamone kaMi paNa nizcaya thayo nathI to mane zI rIte thaze ? pachI huM tyAMthI bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi tathA bhAi zrI tribhovanabhAi besatA hatA tyAM mane temanI dukAne saheje bolAvyo ane keTalIka dharma saMbaMdhInI vAta karatA mane priya lAgatI. pachI eka vakhate huM upAzraye beTho hato ane zrI rALaja paramakRpALudeva padhArela te saMbaMdhI bhAi zrI tribhovanabhAi upAzraye AvelA tyAre vAta karatA hatA, ane tethI mane vadhAre Azcarya lAgyuM ane zrI kRpALudeva padhAryA eTale manamAM icchA thai ke temanA upara patra lakhavo athavA darzana karavA. pachI eka patra paramakRpALudeva pratye meM lakhyo hato ane temAM darzananI jijJAsA jaNAvI hatI. teno javAba bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAinA patra bhego Avyo hato temAM yathAavasare samAgama thaze ema jaNAvyuM hatuM. pachI hamezA rAtanA bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi tathA bhAi zrI tribhovanabhAi tathA bhAi zrI 16)

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GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GKSH SH) suMdaralAla vagere bhAio bhegA thatA ane paramakRpALudevanA patro Ave te tamAma mane vaMcAvatA, tethI vizeSa prema thato gayo. mArI sAthe khuzAlabhAi tathA popaTabhAi mUlacaMda e hamezA mArA ghare AvatA, pachI amo sarve tyAM jatA. pachI saMvata 1948nA mAgazara suda 1 zrI ANaMda padhAravAnA che tema patra maLyo jethI suda 1 nA dine zrI ANaMda huM tathA bIjA daza-paMdara bhAio gayA hatA. zrI paramakRpALudeva rAtanA nava vAgatAM jyAre relavemAMthI UtaryA te vakhate sapheda pheMTo bAMdhela ane sIdhA nIkaLI cAlatA thayA ane aMdara je pustakonI peTI hatI tathA sarasAmAna levAno hato te vagaralIdhe cAlI nIkaLyA ane bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi tamAma sarasAmAna lAvyA hatA. tyAMthI paramakRpALudeva zA. premacaMda rAyacaMdanI dharmazALAmAM DAbA hAtha bhaNInI oraDImAM bichAnuM pAthareluM hatuM tyAM birAjyA hatA. eka kalAka sudhI zAMta cittathI maunapaNe besI rahyA hatA. te vakhatano dekhAva ghaNo ja vRddha purUSa jevo jovAmAM Avyo hato, tethI ema kalpeluM ke paramakRpALudevanI uMmara pacAsa varSanI haze. pachI mArA manamAM ema thatuM ke A purUSa kema nahIM bolatA hoya ? ane mArA manamAM prazno pUchavAnI zaMkA hatI, paNa tyAM AgaLa paramakRpALudeva bIjI oraDImAM cAlyA gayA. pharI thoDA vakhata pachI sAhebajI padhAryA. keTalAka bhAio rAtanA agiyAra vAgatAnA sumAramAM nidrAnA AvezamAM thayela jaNAyela, paNa sAhebajI AvyA ke tamAma UbhA thaI gayA. pachI thoDoka vakhata rahIne keTalAka bhAione nidrAmAM AvelA jANI paramakRpALudeve bIjI oraDImAM pathArI karAvI. savAramAM ATha vAgatAnA sumAre paramakRpALudeva bahAra kUvA pAse bIjI oraDInA oTale birAjyA hatA. te vakhate khuzAladAsa zrI khaMbhAtathI AvyA ane ghaNA premathI paramakRpALudevane daMDavat namaskAra karyA. pachI keTalIka vAra aMdara oraDImAM saheje bodha zarU thayo ane mArA manamAM je je zaMkAo hatI te badhAnuM vagara pUchaye samAdhAna thai gayuM tethI mArA manamAM ghaNuM ja Azcarya lAgyuM ke mArA mananI vAta paramakRpALudeve zI rIte jANI ? e Azcarya lAgavAthI bahu prema jAgyo ane tyAra pachI mAre prazna pUchavAnI kAMi paNa icchA rahI nahIM. zrI popaTalAlabhAi gulAbacaMda - khaMbhAta saM. 1969, caitra vada 10 saM. 1946nA mAgasara mAsamAM bhAI suMdaralAlanI jAnamAM AvatAM aMbAlAlabhAi, tribhovanabhAi sAthe amadAvAda UtaryA hatA ane temanI sAthe juThAbhAInA paNa darzana thayAM hatAM ane tyAM zrI paramakRpALudevanI mahAtmA tarIkenI vAta sAMbhaLI hatI ane juThAbhAie kRpALudevanA AvelA patro ApyA hatAM, te vAMcavAthI mane kaMi oLakhANa thai nahotI, paNa aMbAlAlabhAi, tribhovanabhAino cahero bahu ja vairAgI thai gayo hato ne vAraMvAra te banne zrI paramakRpALudevanuM smaraNa karatA hatA. pachI aMbAlAlabhAi, tribhovanabhAi zrI khaMbhAta AvyA bAda upAzraye jatA, paNa banne bhAi alaga besatA hatA ane upAzrayanA sekreTarI tarIke aMbAlAlabhAi hatA temAM temano ucharaMga bahu ocho lAgato eTale vairAgI citta bahu lAgatuM hatuM ane teo vAMcatA-vicAratA tyAre temanI pAse huM besato. tyAra pachI kRpALudevanuM saM. 1947nI sAlamAM zrI khaMbhAta padhAravAnuM thayuM tyAre te vakhate mane aMbAlAlabhAie kaheluM ke koi vorAnA sArA sigarAma kamAnavALuM joie. mane kRpALudevanAM darzana thayAM pahelAM paNa sahaje prema bahu thato hato tethI sAdhano khoLIne bahu lAvato. kRpALudeva padhAryA tyAre sAmA aMbAlAlabhAi vagere gayA hatA ane suMdaralAla tathA nagInadAsa zrI pheNAva sudhI gayA hatA ane nagInabhAinI uMmara ghaNI ja nAnI varSa 12-13ne Azare hatI, paNa teno cahero nAnapaNathI vairAgI hato. zrI pheNAva ane jaNasaNanA rastA vacce bhAI nagInadAsa UbhA hatA ane kRpALudeva sigarAmathI UtaryA ane 161

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RESERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI CSR te vakhate dUrathI 'nAgIna' ema kahIne kRpALudeve bolAvyA. bhAI nagInadAsane manamAM bahu ja Azcarya thayuM ke meM temane koi vakhate joyA nathI, tema huM koi evA dezAvara gayo nathI, to temaNe mAruM nAma kevI rIte jANuM ? te uparathI zrI kRpALudevane pUchavAne mana mUMjhAtuM hatuM te zrI pheNAva - zA. choTAlAla kapUracaMdane tyAM jamavA beThA te vakhate bhAI nagIne kRpALudevane pUchayuM ke mAruM nAma nagIna kevI rIte jANyuM ? to kRpALudeve kahyuM ke meM tamane joyelA che. to nagInadAse kahyuM ke huM koI vakhata relaraste gayela nathI ane haju sudhI gADI joi nathI ane mArA pitAzrInI sAthe zrI baravALe jAnamAM tathA naDIyAda (?) popaTa rUpacaMdanI jAnamAM e sivAya koi ThekANe gayo nathI, to tyAM mane joyo che ? to kRpALudeve kahyuM ke nA, tAro janma jeTha mahInAnI mItI sAthe kahI hatI ane sAla paNa kahI hatI. te pramANe nagInadAsane savAla karyo. nagIne kahyuM ke mane khabara nathI. zrI kRpALudeve kahyuM ke tArI mAtuzrIne pUchI joje. ne ghera AvI sarve hakIkata, te kahyA mujaba janma vagere hatuM, tethI nagInadAsane Azcarya thavAthI mane paNa jJAnI tarIke prema utpanna thayo. zrI kRpALudeva khaMbhAta padhAryA ane zA. mANekacaMda phatecaMdanA trIjA meDA upara UtaryA hatA ane tyAM ghaNA lokonuM AvavAnuM banatuM ane zrI kRpALudevane ghaNA mANaso prazna pUchatA ane tenuM samAdhAna evI rIte thatuM hatuM ke AvelA purUSo zAMta thatA hatA ane te loko ema bolatA hatA ke A mANasa koi mahAjJAnI che. kRpALuzrI pAse Akho divasa eTalA badhA mANaso besI rahetA hatA ke aMbAlAlabhAi temane bahu takalIpha na thai paDe teTalA mATe bahAra tALuM vasAvatA hatA, paNa lokono prema eTalo badho ke bIje dAdarethI kapALudeva pAse AvI jatA hatA. popaTalAlabhAi gulAbacaMda taraphathI - zrI khaMbhAtanA sthAnakavAsInA upAzraye mahArAja harakhacaMdajI pAse kRpALudeva padhAryA hatA te vakhate temanI samIpamAM huM hAjara hato. tyAM emaNe 16 avadhAna karI batAvyA hatA. mahArAja harakhacaMdajI muni khaMbhAtamAM pUjya tarIke ane paMDita hatA ane kRpALudeva mATe ema kahetA hatA ke A purUSa AtmArthI che. temaNe 16 avadhAna karavAthI ane jJAnacarcA thavAthI haracaMdajI mahArAja kahetA ke A purUSa jJAnI che. ema bolatA hatA. te vakhate A purUSanuM jJAnI tarIkenuM oLakhANa mane dRDha thayuM hatuM. tyAra pachI kRpALudeva zrI aMbAlAlabhAine tyAM padhAryA hatA ane te vakhate huM hAjara hato. tyAM vakIla lAlacaMdabhAi kapALudevane zrI aMbAlAlabhAI pratyeno keTaloka Thapako ApatA hatA. zrI kapALudeve lAlacaMdabhAIne samakita saMbaMdhI keTalIka vyAkhyAo kahI hatI. lAlacaMdabhAie te vakhate kahyuM hatuM ke te saMbaMdhI huM kaMi samajato nathI. to kRpALudeve kahyuM ke ATalA badhA varSo thayAM to zuM karyuM ? ane kRpALudeve samakita saMbaMdhI keTaloka bodha ApIne temanA mananuM ghaNuM ja samAdhAna karyuM hatuM. zrI kRpALudeva gupta rahevA potAne mATe vAraMvAra kahetA hatA. zrI kRpALudeva zrI nAresara upara lAlabAganA sAme taLAva upara sAMjanA pharavA jatA, tyAM zrI kRpALudeva padhAryA hatA ane huM tyAM AgaLa ghaNo ja bodha karyo hato ane te vakhate mane bahu premathI nizcaya thayo hato ke AvuM koi munimAM || jJAna nahIM hoya. A to khAsa mahAtmA che. vaLI mArA karatAM mArA nAnA bhAI nagInadAsane bahu ja nizcaya thaI gayo hato ane temanA samIpa sivAya eka ghaDI paNa khasato nahoto. kRpALudeva zrI nAresara birAjamAna thayelA, te vakhate gherathI mArA kAkA mANekacaMda phatecaMde kRpALudevane bolAvavA mANasa mokalyuM hatuM ane te mANase dhIre rahIne vAta karI ke sAhebajIne koi kArabhArI AvelA che te bolAve che. zrI kRpALudeve javAba Apyo ke temane zIMgaDA che ? zrI kapALudeve je bodha cAlu hato te upara lakSa rAkhela hato. pachI rAtre mukAme padhAryA hatA. te zA. mANekacaMda phatecaMdane tyAM jamatA hatA ane dina 18 sthiratA Azare karela hatI. eka sAdhAraNa muni hoya ane muni hoya te paNa vyavahAranI vAta kare ane ATalA badhA samAgamamAM vyavahAranI kaMi paNa vAta nahIM jovAthI temano jJAnI tarIkenI oLakhANano nizcaya Avato hato. kRpALudeva tribhuvanabhAine tyAM paNa jamyA 162

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RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) hatA ane te vakhate huM tyAM hAjara hato. temanI khAvA-pIvA-jamavAnI rIta jotAM mane bahu Azcarya thatuM ke Amane te kevA jJAnI kahIe ? zrI kapALudeva sAthe sobhAgabhAi, DuMgarapAi bhegA padhAryA hatA. tyAra pachI zrI kRpALudeva pAchalI rAtanA prabhAte zrI muMbaI padhAryA, te vakhate kaMsArI sudhI valoTAvavA gayA hatA ane tyAM keTaloka bodha karyo hato ane vakIla lAlacaMdabhAi te arasAmAM gujarI gayA hatA. kapALudeva zrI uMdela padhAryA tyAre tyAM gayo hato ane tyAM loko samAgamamAM AvyA hatA. te vakhate pu. mANekalAla ghelAbhAi, sobhAgabhAi, DuMgarabhAi vagere temanA samIpamAM hatA ane khaMbhAtathI ghaNAM loko tyAM AvyA hatA. kRpALudeva bapora veLAe tyAM padhAratA ane bodha thato. e bodha evo apUrva thato hato ke koi vakhate nahIM sAMbhaLelA zabdo temanI mukhamudrAthI nIkaLatA hatA. te mAMhelo bodha keTalAka moTA pustakajImAM AvI gayo che. zrI kapALudeve bIDIno niSedha bodhamAM bahu karyo hato ane mANekalAlabhAie badhAne pharaja pADI baMdha karAvI hatI ane te vakhate meM bIDIno tyAga karyo hato. | zrI kRpALudeva zrI rALaja padhAryA tyAM haMmeza jato hato ane chUTaka chUTaka javA-AvavAnuM thatuM ane bhAi nagInabhAi kAyama temanA samIpamAM hAjara rahetA, ghare AvatA nahotA. tyAMthI zrI vaDave zrI kRpALudeva padhAravAno bIje divase TAima 10vAgyAno Apyo hato. aMbAlAlabhAi, nagInadAse TAimasara gADI lAvavI dhArela, paNa vAra thai gai hovAthI zrI kRpALudeva je TAima bolI gayA hatA te ja TAimasara cAlIne zrI vaDave padhAryA hatA, ane te vakhate khaMbhAtathI 7 munio zrI vaDavA lagabhaga sAmA padhAryA hatA ane zrI vaDave dharmazALAnA mukAme zrI kRpALudeva birAjyA hatA ane tyAM zrI kRpALudeva, aMbAlAlabhAi, nagInadAsa kAyama rahetA hatA ane aMbAlAlabhAi jAte rasoi karatA hatA ane bahu bhaktibhAvathI jamADatA hatA ane bapore vaDa taLe zrI kRpALudeva padhAratA hatA te vakhate sAta munio tathA gAmanA mANaso 200-250 Azare bodha sAMbhaLatA hatA. te vakhate rUmAla rAkhIne upadeza detA hatA paNa ekadama nIce mUkI dIdho ane te uparathI eka gRhastha savAla karyo ke tame ughADe moDhe kema bolo cho ? tamAre muhapattI zAstramAM nathI kahI ? kRpALudeve javAba Apyo ke rUmAla mUkI devAnuM kAraNa tame prazna pUchazo teTalA mATe hatuM ane tethI temanuM sArI rIte mana samAdhAna pAme tema bodha karyo hato. paNa te vakhate te mANasa bahu vegamAM hato jethI tenA mananuM samAdhAna thayuM nahotuM. - paramakRpALudeva sAMjanA zrI vaDavethI dariyA tarapha pharavA padhAryA hatA. sAthe bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi vagere bhAio hatA. tyAMthI AvatI vakhate bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAie paramakRpALudevane pUchayuM ke gaToracaMda motIcaMde Aje ghaNI ja AzAtanA karI che, mATe ghaNuM ja moTuM karma upArjana karyuM haze. tyAre paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke tamo teonI niMdA karazo nahIM, avagaNanA bolazo nahIM, te purUSa thoDA vakhata pachI mArga pAmaze ane thayelI | bhUlane mATe pazcAttApa pharaze - vagere paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM hatuM. te mANasa amuka divasa sudhI bahu ja niMdAmAM UtarI gayo hato. tyAra bAda munizrI lallujI svAmI tathA muni zrI devakaraNajI svAmI zrI khaMbhAta padhArelA ane tyAMthI jyAre vihAra karI gavArA daravAjA bahAra kaNabInI dharmazALAmAM ekAda-be divasane mATe rokAyA hatA, te samaye | munizrI devakaraNajI svAmI vyAkhyAna karatA hatA tyAre ghaNA ja bhAio vyAkhyAnamAM AvatA hatA. te vakhate jJAnAvaraNIya karma saMbaMdhI ghaNI ja vyAkhyA karI hatI. te vakhate gaToracaMda motIcaMdane ghaNo ja pazcAttApa thayo hato ane munizrI pratye jaNAvyuM hatuM ke meM prathama vaDavA mukAme paramakRpALudevanI ghaNI ja niMdA karI hatI ane ghaNI ja AzAtanA karI hatI jethI te karma have zI rIte chUTaze ? vagere pazcAttApapUrvaka jaNAvatA hatA. tyAre 163

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SMS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) munizrIe jaNAvyuM ke thayelA doSane mATe pazcAttApa karavo ane pharIthI tevuM kRtya na thAya tema vartavuM e ja baMdhanamukta thavAno mArga che. ane havethI tamo haMmezA bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi vagere bhAionA samAgamamAM javAnuM rAkhajo. A pramANe jaNAvyuM hatuM, jethI teo haMmezA samAgamamAM AvatA hatA. paramakRpALudeva zrI vaDavA mukAme hatA te samayamAM mAre kAma prasaMge muMbaI javAnuM hatuM, jethI huM paramakRpALudevanI pAse gayo ane darzana karI meM paramakRpALudeva pratye jaNAvyuM ke huM muMbai javAno chuM mATe kAMi kAmakAja hoya to jaNAvo. tyAre paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke kAMI kahevAnuM nathI. tyAra bAda huM muMbai gayo hato. paramakRpALudeva muMbaimAM jyAre bodha detA hatA te vakhate eka mANasano pIttalano loTo mArI pAse rahI gayela jethI te dhaNI mArI pAse levA Avyo hato ane mArI pAse AvI kAnamAM dhImA svare jaNAvyuM ke loTo Apo. te vakhate mAruM dhyAna paramakRpALudevano bodha sAMbhaLavA tarapha hatuM jethI te vAta meM dhyAnamAM lIdhI nahotI, tethI te dhaNI loTA mATe UMco nIco thayA karato hato. te vakhate paramakRpALudeve loTA saMbaMdhI bodha karyo ke aho! eka tuccha kIMmatano loTo te rUpa AtmA karI mUkyo che. te viSe ghaNo ja bodha Apyo hato. huM muMbaImAM paramakRpALudevanA samAgamamAM hato te vakhate tyAM eka evA samAcAra AvyA ke Aso suda 10 dazerAnA dine zrI dharamapuramAM ekaso ATha pADAno vadha thAya che. tyAre tenA bacAvane mATe paramakRpALudeve vyAkhyA karI hatI ke zrI dharamapuramAM sabhA meLavavI ane tyAM bhAi zrI mANekalAlabhAI ghelAbhAIne mokalavA ane muMbaInA zAstrIo pAse teonA vedanA AdhAro kaDhAvatA hatA ane keTalAka arthano anartha karatA hatA tene mATe paramakRpALudeva bodha karatA hatA ane keTalAka paisAnA lobhI hoya teone paisA ApatA hatA ane bhASaNo karavAnuM kAma jArI rAkhyuM hatuM. paramakRpALudeva te bacAvane mATe rAtadivasa parizrama letA hatA jethI tenuM chevaTanuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke pADA mAravAnuM baMdha thayuM hatuM. ja paramakRpALudeva jyAre ANaMda mukAme padhArelA hatA ane tyAM premacaMda rAyacaMdanI dharmazALAmAM utAro hato te samaye huM muMbaithI Avato hato ane tyAM huM darzana arthe gayo hato. tevA samayamAM ANaMdamAM marakIno roga cAlu thayo hato ane tyAM eka mANasane te roga lAgu thavAthI te mANasane kADhI mukI te ja dharmazALAnI najIkamAM nAkhI mUkela hato. paramakRpALudeva tyAMthI jatA hatA ane te mANasa najare paDyo jethI aMbAlAlabhAi vagerene jaNAvyuM ke A mANasane dharmazALAmAM lai jAo ane tenI sAravAra karo, davA vagere sAdhano lAvo. tethI aMbAlAlabhAie DokaTarane bolAvyo ane davA karAvI ane tenI baradAsa sArI karI hatI, paraMtu te mANasa bIje divase gujarI gayo hato. tyAM ANaMda mukAme mArA bhAI nagInadAsa paNa hAjara hatA. mArA bhAie paramakRpALudeva pratye jaNAvyuM ke mArA mAmA bahu ja niMdA kare che. te vakhate paramakRpALudeve kAgaLa tathA khaDIo kalama maMgAvyA ane "mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re' e pada racyuM ane nagInadAsane paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke lo, A tamArA mAmAno cheDo jhAlIne kahejo ke jainano mAraga A pramANe che ema kahI paramakRpALudeve tenA vistArathI artha prakAzyA hatA. para tyAM eka bhAi ghaNA bhAge tenuM nAma motIbhAI hatuM ane sANaMdavALA hatA teo paramakRpALudevanA darzana karavA AvyA hatA. te vakhate savAre paramakRpALudeva bodha detA hatA ane te mANasa cauda prazno pUchavA dhArIne utAro karIne lAvyA hatA. te praznono utAro teonI pAghaDImAM khoselo hato. te vakhate te dhaNIe prazno pUchayAM nahotA ane paramakRpALudeva bodha detA hatA temAM teonA caude praznono khulAso karyo hato ane teonA mananuM sArI rIte samAdhAna thayuM hatuM. tethI te mANasa Ubho thaIne paramakRpALudeva pratye hAtha joDI bolyo ke Apa prabhu 164

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RERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) cho - vagere ghaNI ja stavanA karI hatI. tyAra bAda teo beThA hatA, paNa teonA manamAM ema AvyuM ke A purUSa gRhasthAvAsamAM che mATe namaskAra kema thAya ? evuM enA manamAM AvatAM paramakRpALudeve teone kahyuM ke tamArA namaskAra amAre joitA nathI, tema teno kAMi paNa paiso Upajato nathI, tema amAre kAMi pUjAvuM - manAvuM nathI. tamArA namaskAra cauda rAjalokamAM verI nAkhavAnA che vagere ghaNo bodha karyo hato. te parathI te mANasane evo dRDha vicAra thayo ke A purUSa to mahAtmA purUSa che e niHsaMzaya che, kAraNa ke mArA manamAM UgelA vicAro paNa jaNAvI dIdhA, temaja prazno pUchavAnI vAta paNa mArA manamAM ja hatI tenuM paNa samAdhAna karyuM, mATe te parathI evo daDha vizvAsa thayo ke A purUSa avadhijJAnI purUSa che ema lAgyuM hatuM. ANaMda mukAme zrI kAviThAvALA jhaverabhAI vagere teonA kuTuMbI saghaLAM paramakRpALudevanA darzana karavA mATe padhAryA hatA. ANaMda mukAme huM thoDo vakhata rokAI khaMbhAta Avyo hato. paramakRpALudeva saM. 1954nI sAlamAM zrI kAviThA mukAme padhAryA hatA tyAre huM darzana karavA mATe gayo hato. paramakRpALudeva kAviThAmAM zeTha jhaverabhAinA makAnamAM UtaryA hatA. tyAM ghaNA bhAio darzana arthe padhAryA hatA. amadAvAdavALA pU. bhAi zrI popaTalAlabhAi mohakamacaMda tathA godhAvIvALA bhAI zrI vanamALIdAsa vagere vagere ghaNA ja bhAio padhAratA hatA. rAtrIe ghaNA bhAge bhAi popaTalAlabhAi pAse zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanuM banAveluM eka stavana bolAvarAvyuM hatuM. kAviThA gAmamAM saghaLe ThekANe evI vAta cAlI rahI hatI ke prabhu padhAryA che, prabhu padhAryA che. kAviThAmAM zrI paryuSaNa parva karI zrI vaso mukAme padhAryA hatA ane huM khaMbhAta Avyo hato ane tyAMthI vaso mukAme darzanArthe Avyo hato. tyAM koi eka gRhasthanA baMgalAmAM UtaryA hatA. munizrI lallujI svAmI cAturmAsa tyAM ja hatuM. tyAM paramakRpALudevanA mukhathI apUrva bodha thato hato jeno lAbha tyAM hamezA leto hato, ane tyAM yogAnuyoga darekane vrata-niyamo levA mATe paramakRpALudeva AjJA karatA hatA ane vrataniyamonA paccakhANa karAvavA mATe munizrI lallujI svAmI pAse saghaLAone mokalatA hatA. sAta vyasano saMbaMdhI ghaNo ja bodha karatA hatA ane darekane teno tyAga karAvyo hato. vaso mukAme huM paMdara divasa paramakRpALudevanA samAgamamAM rahyo hato. saMvata 1956nI sAlamAM bhAi zrI revAzaMkarabhAi jagajIvanadAsanI kaMpanImAM cokhAno vepAra cAlato hato. te vakhatamAM mArA bhAI nagInadAsa tyAM ja hatA. paramakRpALudevanA samAgamamAM mahino, doDha mahino rokAyA hatA temaja bhAi zrI aMbAlAlabhAi paNa tyAM ja rokAyA hatA. meM tyAM vepAra karelo, tene mATe meM aveja daza-bAra hajAra uparAMta khaMbhAtathI bIDyo hato. ATalo badho aveja bIDavAmAM Avelo jethI huM ghaNuM ja muMjhAyo hato, tethI meM mArA bhAI nagInadAsa para eka posTa kavaramAM bIDI khAnagI patra lakhyo hato tenA saMbaMdhamAM mArA bhAi nagInadAse mane atre AvyA bAda jaNAvyuM hatuM ke upara jaNAvela patra Avela te patra phoDyo paNa nahoto te pahelAM ja paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM hatuM ke ekadama ATalo badho aveja maMgAvelo jethI popaTa mUMjhAyo che. ekadama ATalo badho aveja bIDavAnuM zuM kAraNa hatuM ? huMDI lakhavAnuM jaNAvyuM hatuM. paramakRpALudeva muMbaimAM ziva hatA tyAM mane samAgama thayo hato. te samAgamamAM zrI lIMbaDIvALA bhAI 165

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RERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI | REKH zrI manasukhabhAi devazIbhAi paramakRpALudevanI sevAmAM kAyama hAjara hatA temaja DokaTara prANajIvanadAsa paNa kAyama hAjara rahetA hatA. tevA samayamAM zarIra eTaluM badhuM to sukAi gayela hatuM ke zarIranuM vajana Azare 70 ratala haze ane te vakhate khaMbhAta subodhaka pustakAlaya sthApana karavAnI ghaNI ja tvarAthI AjJA thai hatI ane khaMbhAta subodhaka pustakAlaya sthApavA mATe keTalAka pustako kharIda karI mArI sAthe mokalyA hatA ane mane vAraMvAra jatI vakhate jaNAvyuM hatuM ke khaMbhAta jaIne turata ja game te makAna bhADe laI pustakazALA sthApana karajo. tyAM bhAi zrI dAmajIbhAi kezavajI paNa hamezA paramakRpALudevanA samAgamamAM padhAratA hatA. zrI vaDavA mukAme paramakRpALudevanI sthiratA daza-bAra divasanI thai hatI, teTalo vakhata hamezA darzanano lAbha meLavI zakyo hato. zrI ANaMda mukAme pAMca-cha divasa darzanano lAbha maLyo hato. muMbaimAM cAra-pAMca vakhata darzana lAbha maLyo. dareka vakhate ATha-dasa divasa thatA ane tyAM ja Utarato hato.. zrI AnaMdaghanajI kata covIzImAMthI amuka stavano mukhapAThe karavA AjJA thai hatI. zrI mokSamALA vAMcavA-vicAravAnI AjJA thai hatI. te sivAya pustakonA nAma lakhAvela te hAlamAM yAda nathI. huM jyAre muMbaithI khaMbhAta Avyo hato tyAre paramakRpALudeve eka patra aMbAlAlabhAi uparano lakhI Apyo hato jemAM aMbAlAlabhAine zrI sAyalA mukAme zrI sobhAgabhAi pAse javAnI AjJA pharamAvela hatI. eka vakhate paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM hatuM ke A mArga daza hajAra jIvo pAmaze evuM rUbarUmAM jaNAvyuM hatuM. upara pramANeno utAro potAnI smRti pramANe karAvela che. kAra zrI nagInabhAi - khaMbhAta saMvata 1946nA Aso vada 12nA divase mane suMdaralAla mANekacaMde kahyuM ke Aje gAma javAnuM che, tAre AvavuM che ? tyAre meM kahyuM ke kyAM javAnuM che ? tyAre te bolyA ke pheNAva sudhI javAnuM che ane eka purUSa padhAravAnA che. temanA sAmA huM tathA tribhovana javAnA chIe. tyAre meM kahyuM ke huM jarUra AvIza, mane jarUra teDI jajo. tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke huM jaiza tyAre bolAvIza, tuM ghare raheje. pachI bapora pahelAM khaMbhAtathI nIkaLI suMdaralAla tathA tribhovanadAsa tathA huM traNa jaNA eka gADImAM pheNAva tarapha ravAnA thayA. (A suMdaralAla mArA parama upakArI che ane satyarUSanA prathama darzana ane prathama meLApa karAvanAra hovAthI mArA para temano anahada upakAra thayo che.) have raste jatAM manamAM ema vicAra Avyo ke satyarUSa eTale te kevA hotA haze ? ane temane bIjA mANaso karatAM vadhAre zuM haze ke jethI satparUSa kahevAtA haze ? ane temanA zarIranI AkRtimAM ane ApaNA zarIranI AkRtimAM zuM phera haze ? athavA mAthe kAMi hotuM haze ? athavA AMkhomAM kaMI pheraphAra haze ? vagere ghaNA vikalpo thayelA. ema karatAM amo pheNAva pahoMcyA. tyAM zA choTAlAla kapUracaMda ke je aMbAlAlabhAinA bhAgamAM vepAra kare che temaNe amane pheNavanI bhAgoLe joyA. eTale temaNe kahyuM ke kyAM jAo cho ? tyAre eka bhAie javAba Apyo ke aMbAlAlabhAi, satparUSa AvavAnA che temanI sAmA peTalAda gayA che ane amo sAmA AvyA chIe, te thoDe sudhI sAmA jaizuM. have te AvavAno vakhata thayo che. tyAre temaNe kahyuM ke aMbAlAlabhAine amo rokIzuM ane tamo ahIM rokAo. jamyA pachI badhAne javAnuM thaze. ghaNo Agraha karavAthI tyAM gADI choDI ane bhAgoLe je gADIno rasto hato tyAM amo beThA. thoDI vAra thai eTale tyAM najIka gADI AvatI dIThI, eTale amo UThI sAmA gayA. eTale gADI jaNasaNa pheNAvanI bhAgoLamAM ke jyAM bAvaLanAM ghaNA ja jhADo che tyAM UbhI rAkhI ane aMbAlAlabhAi tathA paramakRpALudeva tathA maNilAla (saubhAgyabhAinA putra) gADImAMthI UtarI eka 166

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ARRESH) be DagalAM AvatA sAhebajI bolyA - kema nagIna ? meM kahyuM - sAruM. ema kahI sAhebajI sAru tyAM jhADa taLe bistara pAthareluM hatuM tyAM padhAryA. tyAM thoDo vakhata besI tyAMthI choTAlAlano ghaNo Agraha hovAthI choTAlAlane tyAM jamavA padhAryA. mane ekadama gADImAMthI UtaratAM nAma daine bolAvavAthI huM ghaNo jhaMkhavANo ane Abho banI gayo, ane manamAM vicAra karyA karuM ke emaNe mane nAma dai zAthI bolAvyo ? ane manamAM ghaNA ghaNA vicAra AvavA mAMDyA. have tyAMthI jamavA bhANA upara beThA. tyAM meM sAhebajIne pUchayuM ke sAhebajI, tame mane nAma daIne zAthI bolAvyo ? sAhebajI - ame tane joyo che. lakhanAra - sAhebajI, tame mane kyAM joyo che ? huM to kaMi bahAragAma jhAjhuM jato nathI. huM eka pherA saMvata 1942nI sAlamAM baravALA pAse nAvaDA gAma che tyAM jAnamAM gayo hato. tyAM Apa AvyA hatA ? ane tyAM mane joyo hato ? sAhebajI - nA, ame tyAM AvyA nahotA ane tyAM joyo nathI. lakhanAra - tyAre huM saMvata 1945nI sAlamAM dholerA pAse 'bhaDIyAda" jAnamAM gayo hato tyAM joyo hato ? sAhebajI - nA, ame tyAM joyo nathI. lakhanAra - tyAre sAhebajI, kyAM joyo che ? A sivAya huM bIje kyAMya gayo nathI ane A pheNAvanI bhAgoLa paNa Aje ja dIThI che. sAhebajI - ame tane joyo che ane tAro janma jeTha sudamAM che. lakhanAra - sAhebajI, mane janmanI khabara nathI. sahebajI - tArI mAne pUchI joje lakhanAra - sAruM, sAheba. pUchI joiza. A pachI ame badhA jamIne UThyA eTale gADIo joDAvI khaMbhAta tarapha AvyA. khaMbhAta AvI ghare jaI meM mArI mAne pUchayuM ke mAro janma kyA mahinAmAM che ? tyAre teNe javAba Apyo ke jeTha mahinAmAM ajavALiyAmAM che. A uparathI nakkI mane khAtarI thai ke "emane sarUSa kahe che te nakkI che." khaMbhAtamAM aMbAlAlabhAine tyAM paramakRpALudeva padhAryA hatA. huM aMbAlAlabhAine ghera jato hato. paNa mArI uMmara te vakhate bAreka varSanI hatI tethI teo vAtacIta karatA, temAM huM kAMi samajato nahIM. paNa svAbhAvika te purUSanI mukhamudrA ane zarIra jovAmAM mane vadhu prIti AvatI hatI. tethI jyAre jauM tyAre temanA sAmuM joyA karatA hatA. 4-5 divasa rahI paramakRpALudeva muMbai padhAryA hatA. saMvata 1947nI sAlanA zrAvaNa vada 1 ne suMdaralAle kahyuM ke rALaja satyarUSa padhAryA che, tAre AvavuM che ? tyAre meM kahyuM - hA, mane jarUra teDI jajo. savAranA ATheka vAgye huM suMdaralAlanI joDe rALaja gayo. tyAM paramakRpALudeva baMgalAmAM beThA hatA. tyAM jaI namaskAra karI amo beThA. sAthe sobhAgyabhAi sAheba paNa beThA 167

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S GAS REFERE satsaMga-saMjIvanI GKSKERSAD hatA. paramakRpALudeva zrImad bhAgavat vAMcatA hatA ane zrI kRSNa bhagavAnanI lIlAnA pado mukhathI vAraMvAra bolatA hatA, temAM A pada vAraMvAra kahetA : vaLavaLe mane mAraze ja sogha mata gopI mane jAvA de ANI vAra gopI. tAro jIva bahu mAnI zake tema che, tAro bahu parama upakAra gopI." vaLI rAtanA paramakRpALudeva nIcenuM pada paNa vAtamAM bolatA hatA - jAgI hai jogakI dhunI, barasata baMdase dUnI, bInA lakare nikaTase, tApa nA lAge, sanyAsI dUra se dAjhe, khAlA premakA piyA, unone mAya nA lIyA." A pada vAMravAra ghora zabda paramakRpALudeva bolatA hatA. te vakhate mArI uMmara tera varSanI hatI tethI bIjI kAMi mane samajaNa paDatI nahotI. temanI vANI sAMbhaLavAmAM ane mukhamudrA jovAmAM atyaMta prIti hatI. rAtanA paramakRpALudeva oraDImAM palaMga para sUtA, tyAre huM temanI bhakti karavA jato. palaMga para paramakRpALudevanA paga mAthuM vagere bAbato hato. paramakRpALudeva mane vAMravAra nIce pramANe pUchatA hatA. sAhebajI - kema mokSa joie che? lakhanAra - hA. ema vAMravAra paramakRpALudeva mane pUchatA hatA. tyAM bIjo bodha ghaNo thato, paNa mArI smaraNazakti te vakhate bilakula nahIM hovAthI huM bIjuM kAMI samajyo nahIM. bhAI aMbAlAlabhAI mane rasoDAnuM kAma batAvatA hatA. te sIdhuM-sAmAna vagere ApavA-karavAmAM huM vadhu rokAto hato. ane navaro paDuM tyAre paramakRpALudevanA sAme bhAge besato hato. paramakRpALu zrI sobhAgabhAI sAhebanI mArA upara te vakhate bahu ja kRpA thaI hatI. te vAraMvAra mane bolAvatA hatA ane paramakRpALudeva bahAra pharavA jatA tyAre huM sAthe pharavA jato. huM khaMbhAta Avato tyAre mArA kaTuMbI mane javAne nA pADatA. kahetA ke gAmaDe zuM kAma che ? paryuSaNa parvamAM khAvA-pIvAnuM mUkIne tyAM zuM kAma che ? ema kahetA hatA. paNa mane tyAM sivAya bIje prIti thatI nahotI, tethI khaMbhAta AvuM to tarata cAlyo jato hato ane svAbhAvika khAvA-pIvAmAM tathA jovA-paheravAmAM mane prIti jarA paNa thatI nahotI. ane emanA darzana thayAM tyArathI paramakRpALudevanuM svAbhAvika koInA vagara batAvyuM smaraNa UgyuM hatuM. tethI Akho divasa ane rAtanA ane temanuM smaraNa thatuM. tethI bIjA padArtho uparathI mane prIti UThI gaI hatI, ane bahuja AnaMda thato hato ane saTuruSa upara bahu prema vadhato jato hato. keTalAka DhuMDhIyAnA zrAvako kahetA ke tuM tyAM nA jaIza, paNa mane temanA pratye bahu prema hovAthI temane kaheto ke huM to javAno. e to sanduruSa che ema kaheto. te loko bahu niMdA karatA hatA. A vakhate mArI samajaNazakti bilakula nahotI, nahIM to mane apUrva lAbha thAta, kAraNa ke te vakhate mane smaraNa aharniza rahyA karatuM hatuM jethI bIje kyAMya mane gamatuM nahotuM ane tethI A satyaruSa che ema vadhAre anubhava thayo hato. 168

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OR RRRR satsaMga-saMjIvanI SREERS () ( zrI pa. kRpALudevanA paricayanA prasaMgo sAMbhaLela parathI jANavA A saMsmaraNo zrI AtmArAmajI mahArAja sAheba AtmArAmajI mahArAja atyaMta tIvrakSayopazamI, jinAgama, vedAMtAdi zAstronA athAga abhyAsI hatA. paMjAbamAM nAnapaNamAM sthAnakavAsI saMpradAyamAM dikSA grahaNa karela, janma paMjAbamAM kSatrIya rajapUta kuLamAM thayelo. saM. 1944mAM amadAvAdamAM zeTha dalapatabhAI bhagubhAInA upAzrayamAM AtmArAmajI mahArAja hatA. te ja arasAmAM paramakRpALuzrI mokSamALA chapAvavA mATe amadAvAda padhArelA, TaMkazALamAM zeTha umAbhAIne ghera pa.kRpALudeva be mahInA rahyA hatA. zeTha pannAlAlanA mAtuzrI caMcaLabA atyaMta bhaktimAna hatAM. caMcaLabAe zrI pa. kapALudevanI sevAno sAro lAbha lIdho hato. 5. kRpALudevano apUrvagraMtharatna zrImokSamALA AtmArAmajI mahArAja sAhebanA vAMcavAmAM AvatAM temane e graMthanA kartApurUSane maLavAnI IcchA thaI, AtmArAmajI mahArAje saMdezo mokalyo ke ApaNe eka vakhata maLIe. paramakRpALudeve javAba mokalyo ke "ame maLavA AvazuM." tyAra pachI pa.kR.deva AtmArAmajI mahArAjane maLyA. AtmArAmajI mahArAja te vakhate vizeSyAvazyaka bhASya vicAratA hatA. e graMtha parama gahana che. zrI pa.ka.deva sAthe AtmArAmajI mahArAje e gahana graMthamAM Avela sUkSma vastunI carcA karI, tyAM zrI pa.kR.deve evA to adbhuta khulAsA karyA ke AtmArAmajI mahArAja pa.kRpALudevanI atyaMta tIvra pAragAmI prajJA joIne saMtoSa pAmyA ane bolyA ke Apa dikSA grahaNa karo to mArgano parama udyota thAya. zrI pa.kRpALudeve javAba Apyo ke- "ame eja vicAramAM chIe." prathama samAgame traNa-cAra kalAka jJAnavArtA cAlI hatI. te pachI pharIthI be vakhata samAgama thayela. e traNe samAgama vakhate zrI kAntivijayajI mahArAja, zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAja, zrI zAntIvijyajI mahArAja Adi sAdhuo hAjara hatA. ema zrI kAntivijayajI mahArAja tathA zrI haMsavijayajI mahArAjanA mukhethI sAMbhaLyuM che. - anupacaMdabhAIe praznottara ratnaciMtAmaNImAM zrImad rAjacaMdrano ullekha jyotiSanA viSaya paratve bahumAnapUrvaka karelo che. anupacaMdabhAIe praznottara ratnaciMtAmaNI nAmano graMtha lakhyo che, (va. 71mAM lakhe che ke "huM mArI nivAsa bhUmikAthI ... vihAra...." bharUca temane ghera 1 mahino kRpALudeva rahyA che. temane (zrIma) sUvA besavAnuM ghara thoDe dUra hatuM. tyAMthI teo anupacaMdabhAIne ghera AvatA tyAre keTalAka bhAIo sAthe anupacaMdabhAIe zAstra carcA ke vAMcana kareluM hoya te zrImadjI kahI batAvatA. temane te sAMbhaLI navAI lAgatI ane temanI kAMIka tAtkAlika mahattA lAgelI. paNa potAne samyagudRSTi ane pote zAstravettA mAnatA hovAthI sAmAnyapaNAmAM te kADhI nAkhyuM. saM. 1952mAM anupacaMdabhAI gaMbhIra mAMdagIthI gherAI gayA te vakhate temane samAdhi maraNa kema thAya ? konI salAha temAM kAma Ave tema che, evo vicAra karatAM koI upara dRSTi TharI nahIM, koI sahAyarUpa jaNAyA nahIM, nirAzAmAM AzAnuM kiraNa sphayuM. je mahemAna potAne tyAM rahyA hatA temanA atizaya jJAnanI smRti thatAM temaNe zrImad rAjacaMdrajI upara samAdhi maraNanI mAMgaNI karato eka patra lakhyo teno uttara patra - vacanAmRtajI naMbara - 702mAM che. noMdha : A saMsmaraNanI meTara navI upalabdha thayela che. (peja naM. 169 thI 175), 169

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GIR SER satsaMga-saMjIvanI CREASER te mAMdagImAMthI te bacyA. saMvata 1966mAM zrI zatruMjaya tIrthanI yAtrAe gaelA. DuMgara upara DoLImAM caDhatAM temane mAthAmAM vedanAthI cakkara AvatAM rastAmAM thobhI gayA. tevAmAM zrImadjInA paramabhakta zrI laghurAja svAmI darzana karI DuMgara utaratA temane maLyA ane zrImad rAjacaMdrajInI smRti tAjI karAvavA pUchayuM'anupacaMdabhAI! tamane paramakRpALudeve kahelA vIza doharA sAMbhare che !... vigere pUchayuM tyAra pachI svargavAsa thayo. - pUjya zrI sukhalAlabhAI chaganalAla saMghavI pUjya zrI sukhalAlabhAI tIvra prajJAvaMta zAMtaguNa gaMbhIra hatA. pUrvanA satsaMskAranA baLathI zrI sukhalAlabhAIne zrImadjInA darzana thatAM ja Aja sarUSa che, paramezvara tulya pUjya che evo bhaktibhAva pragaTI UThyo hato. viramagAmamAM te mIlamAM nokarI karatA hatA. paramakRpALuzrI temane tyAM traNa divasa rahyA hatA. tIvra jijJAsu zrI sukhalAlabhAIe teozrInA bodha tathA satsamAgamano apUrva lAbha lIdho hato. rasAsvAdano tyAga karyo hato. va. 951 patra zrI sukhalAlabhAI upara lakhAyelo che. bharUca mIlamAM te nokarI chevaTanA varSo sudhI karatA hatA. samAdhi maraNa :- bole to vANImAM eTalI badhI mIThAza ke bolyA kare to sAruM ema thayA kare. emane koI jAtano parigraha rAkhyo na hato. moTI mIlanA menejara hatA. paisA bhegA karavA hota to ghaNA thAta. mumukSu ghaNA gujarAtathI bhAIzrI vi. sAthe AvIne satsaMga karatA. - pUjya sukhalAlabhAIe vasomAM zrI pa.ka.deva pharIne padhAryA ne birAjyA eTale tyAM AvIne UbhA UbhA | prazna karyo. he prabhu ? mane nidrA bahu herAna kare che, mArI te kema TaLe ? tyAM prabhu paramakRpALu deve bodha zarU karyo mUrzita avasthAmAM A jIva anAdikALathI rakhaDyo che. cauda pUrvadhArI paNa pramAdavaze pAchA haThyA che, paDyA che "nidrAdi prakRti anAdi vairI che te prati kSatriyabhAve vartavuM, tene apamAna devuM, te chatAM na mAne to tene krara thaI upazamAvavI, te chatAM na mAne to khyAlamAM rAkhI vakhata Ave tene mArI nAMkhavI, oma zura kSatriya bhAve vartavuM, jethI vairIno parAbhava thaI samAdhi sukha thAya. Ama aneka prakAre pravRtio kSaya karavAno bodha sAMjanA cha vAgethI savAranA cha sudhI cAlyo hato. bodhanI eTalI badhI badhAne asara thaI hatI ke sukhalAlabhAInI mULamAMthI nidrA cAlI gaI. sANaMdanA vanamALIdAsabhAI turataja munizrI pAse jaI - upAzraye jaIne kahevA mAMDyuM, Aje to puSkarAvartano megha sArI rAta vargo che. ne haLavA phula karI dIdhA che. bhAra mAthethI gayo hoya tema lAge che. vigere satsaMgano mahimA gAyo. pleganA kAraNe bharUcamAM temaNe deha choDyo hato. temane deha choDavAnI khabara paDI gaI hatI ke Aje bAra vAge huM javAno chuM. savAre gharanAne kahI dIdhuM ke tame badhA jamI lyo, pachI savAranA dasa vAge kahyuM ke mane ahIM khATalAthI nIce besADo. ''sAme kRpALudevano citrapaTa hato ane have mane koI bolAvazo nahIM, huM mArA paramakRpALu prabhunA dhyAnamAM lIna thAuM chuM.'' ema kahIne Asana para padmAsanavALI sthiratAthI beThA. pleganI gaMbhIravedanA chatAM dasathI bAra vAgyA sudhI ekaja vRttie ane ekaja dhyAnamAM zAMtabhAve deha choDyo. vavANIyAnA vAsI vahorA jagubhAI huM bAra varasano hato. amAruM ghara te vakhate TekarA upara hatuM, tyAM pAchalI DelInuM bAraNuM vokaLAmAM paDatuM hatuM, tyAM kapALudeva baporanA samaye vokaLAnA khADAmAM dhyAna dharatA beThelA keTalIe vAra joyA che. amo 17)

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OR RERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI CREAD nizALethI chUTIe tyAre tyAM kUtuhalathI jovA jaIe to be traNa kalAka sudhI ekaja Asane beThelA joyA che. amo badhA chokarAo temanI najIka jaIne joI e ke temano zvAsa cAle che ke nahIM ? ema ramatamAM ame jatA ane jotA. tyAMthI gADAvALA koI nIkaLe te amane hAMkI kADhatA ke chokarAo jAva jatA raho, eto AtamadhyAnI che emane kAMI na thAya. tyArathI amo AtamadhyAnI tarIke temane oLakhatA hatA. vavANIyAnA rahIza nakubhAI dozI huM dasa varasanI ummarano hato, zerImAMthI sAMje kRpALudeva pharavA nIkaLatA temanI sAthe gujarAtanA ghaNA mumukSuo hoya ane popaTa manajI paNa pANIno moTo loTo tenA hAthamAM hoya ane AgaLa jatA joyA che. kapALudeve sAla oDhelI hoya e rIte jatA joyA che. cAla bahu dhImI ane zAMta hatI. temanI pAchaLa pAchaLa amo tyAM jatA, tyAM taLAvanI pALe caDIne joIe to teo cheka darIyA tarapha jatA hoya ane tyAM satsaMga vArtA thatI ane moDI rAte pAchA pharatA. vaLI emanA gharanI beThakamAM vAMcatA hoya ne pAnA pheravatA hoya tyAre dekhAya ke jANe TrenagADI cAlI tevI rIte jhaDapathI pAnA pheravatA hoya ane koInI sAthe bole ke vAtacita kare tyAre jANe mukhamAMthI phUla jharatA hoya tevI vANI mAThI lAge ane moDhe to jANe sarasvatI vasI hoya ema khulAsA kare. huM ghaNAnA paricayamAM Avyo chuM paNa enA jevo dayALu koI jovAmAM Avyo nathI. pUjya javalabA jaNAvatA hatA ke huM nAnI hatI tyAre phaLiyAmAM ramatI hatI tyAM phaLiyAmAM khATalo DhALelo. te kAthInA khATalA para tAMbAkuMDImAM pANI laI snAna karatA meM kapALudevane joyA che tyAre vAMsAmAM jhagArA mArato hoya jANe hIrAno lepa karyo hoya evo camaka camaka thato vAMso joI huM to Azcarya pAmIne stabdha thaI gaI. A mane Aja jevuM barAbara yAda che. eka vakhata osarImAM AMTA mAratA joyA che, banne hAtha pAchaLa rAkhI pharatA jAya ne gAthAo bolatA jAya, "dhAra taravAranI sohalI dohalI caudamA jinataNI caraNasevA' A rUperI ghaMTaDI jevo madhura avAja hajI Aje paNa sAMbhare che. harakorabena amadAvAdavALA phatAzAnI poLavALA jaNAve che ke mArI ummara vIza bAvIza varasanI hatI. amo poLamAMthI dasabAra baheno kALA sADalA paherI zAmaLAnI poLamAM koI gujarI gayuM hatuM tyAM besarANa (sAdaDI)mAM jatA hatA tyAM vacce ghAMcInI poLa sAme meDA uparathI zrImadjI utaravAnA hatA. loko kahetA hatA ke A ghoDAgADImAM hamaNA paccIzamAM tIrthakara ahIMthI javAnA che eTale amane kutuhala thayuM ke paccIzamA kevA haze te ApaNe joIne jaIe eTale amo eka bAju UbhA rahyA tyAM be ja miniTamAM teozrI meDA uparathI utaryA ne roDa upara UbhA rahI gADImAM besavA jatA hatA te vakhate amo badhI baheno upara draSTi karI karUNAthI joyuM ane mArI upara je draSTi paDI te to mane haju sudhI 84 varasanI hAla mArI ummara che to paNa sAMbhare che te karUNA draSTi najaramAMthI khasatI nathI, tyArathI mane nirbhayatA varte che. DaoNkaTara kApaDIyA sAheba pUjya vaNArasIbApAne maLelA te vAta karatA hatA ke ame cAra gAmanA lIMbaDI vaDhavANa kempa rANapura vigere gAmanA mahAjana maLIne sAyalA gayelA. tyAM pUjya saubhAgyabhAIe amane AvakAra Apyo. amo zAstramAMthI 21 prazno kADhIne zrImadjIne pUchavA gayelA, amone abhimAna ke ATalI 171

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GSSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) nAnI ummaranA te zuM jANatA haze ? ke saubhAgya zAha tenA vakhANa kare che ! ame to keTalAka zAstra jANIye chIe eTale prazro lakhIne laI gayelA, te kAgaLato ame pAghaDInI aMdara bharAvelo hato. paramakRpALudeva pAse -amo gayA ne hAtha joDI beThA, be miniTa badhA mauna besI rahyA, koI kAMI pUchI zakyuM nahIM. pachI kRpALudeve kahyuM kAMI pUchavuM hoya to pUcho paNa amo ekabIjAnI sAmuM joyA karIye paNa teozrInA prabhAvathI koI bolI zakyA nahIM. tyArabAda thoDIvAre kRpALudeve amArA praznonA javAba vagara pUchaye dareka praznanA khulAsA karyA. badhA acaMbo pAmyA, navAI lAgI ke temaNe ApaNA mananI vAta zI rIte jANI ? mane to temanA adbhuta prabhAvanI asara khUba rahI. tyArathI meM dAsatvabhAve vaMdana karI prabhu tarIke svIkAryA che. zrI vavANiyAvAsI zrI popaTabhAI manajI maLelA. te vAta karatA ke zrI pa.kR.deve chelle zrI rAjakoTa jatI vakhata mane kaheluM ke- 'popaTa, kaMI na maLe to kALI jAranA roTalA khAjo paNa anIti karazo nahIM." vaLI eka | vakhata kahela ke koI doSa moTo thaI jAya ne kheda thayA karato hoya to jaMgalamAM jaI kAnamAM AMgaLI nAMkhIne moTethI bhagavAnane pokArajo ke he prabhu, huM bhUlI gayo, mArI ajJAnatAthI A doSa thayo che tenI he prabhu ! ApanI sAkSIe mAphI mAguM chuM. Apa dayA karI mane kSamA Apo. bAkI bIjA koIne doSa kaho evo purUSa nathI. kabIra saMpradAyanA zrI aMbArAmabhAI, - dharmaja zrI aMbArAmabhAI temanI dukAne bhaktimAM beThelA hatA. tyAM loko mAla levA AvyA. bhaktimAM lIna thaelA teo UThayA nahIM. pelA lokoe dhAMdhala karavA mAMDyuM. teo udAsa thayA ane dhaMdho choDyo. dharmaja AvIne rahyA. sAdhu thayA, bhajano racatA ane gavaDAvatA. zrI paramakRpALudeva pUrva saMskAranA saMbaMdhe prerAIne karUNa bhAve dharmaja padhAryA hatA. maMdiramAM ATha divasa rahyA. satsaMga thayo ane aMbArAmabhAIno bhaktibhAva vadhyo ane kRpALudevanA khesanI mAMgaNI karI jethI parama kRpALudeva aMbArAmane karUNAbhAve khesa (khabherakhaNuM) ApatA gayA. te khesa ghaNA varSo sudhI maMdiramAM sacavAelo hato. (dharmaja) saMvata 1957mAM aMbArAmabhAIno dehatyAga thayo hato. gAma dhanArAmAM pa. kRpALudevanA banevI zrI catrabhuja becaranA putrI dIvALIbena rahe che. parama kRpALu deve teone nIcenA 13 bodha vacano kahela te roja yAda kare che. 1. he jIva tuM koNa chuM? 7. satsaMgamAM rahe. 2. zA mATe bhame che ? 8. dehadRSTi mukI de. 3. tArI pAseja che. 9. AtmasvarUpa jo. 4. IcchA rahita thA. 10. ahaM mane mAra 5. AkRtimAM bhAna na bhUla. 11, jayAM laghutA tyAM prabhutA 6. aMtaradRSTi khola. 12. koIne nirAza na kara. 13. abheda svarUpa akhaMDa pravAha 17ra

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RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) divALIbena pote kahe che ke huM phakta cha varSanI hatI mArA pUjya mAmA (paramakRpALudeva) morabI padhAryA hatA ne huM tyAM hatI tyAre uparanA vacanAmRto mane traNavAra bolAvyA ane emanI kRpAthI mane mukhapAThe rahI gayA che. koIno tAra Avyo hato ne mane nIcethI 'mA' e uparathI mAmAne bolAvA mokalI. tyAM ghaNA bhAIo beThA hatA. huM dAdaranA pagathIyA caDhIne dAdaramAMja ubhI rahI tyAM mAmA nIce utaryA ane mAro hAtha pakaDI UbhI rAkhI uparanA vAkyo mane traNa vakhata bolAvyA te mane cokkasa sAMbhare che. ne te mane tarata ja yAda rahI gayA te haju sudhI 70 thayAM bhUlAI gayAM nathI... eka vakhata aMbAlAlabhAIne kRpALudeve pUchayuM ke A taLAvamAM pANI keTaluM UMDu che ? ema pUchayuM ke tarata ja aMbAlAlabhAIe ekadama kUdIne taLAvamAM paDavA mAMDyuM ke tarata ja kRpALudeve hAtha jhAlyo ne pakaDI rAkhyA (tevI AzA vaza vRtti hatI.) pU. zrI dhArazIbhAI jaNAvatA hatA je morabImAM amArA bhAyAta bhAIzrI ghelA saMghavIno dIkaro kApaDanA vepArI hatA. teozrI revAzaMkara jagajIvananI kaMpanI dukAne AData hatI jethI temanI mAraphate kharIdI karatA hatA. eka vakhate kharIdI karavA gayelA te samaye kharIdI karyA bAda gAMsaDI baMdhAvatA hatA ane tenuM bharatIyuM karavAnuM hatuM. te vakhate sAMjano vakhata hato. bharatIyA avyavasthitapaNe hatA tethI pAkA bharatIyA karavAnA hatA. ane te vakhate sAMjano TAIma hato. tethI jAvAno vakhata thaI jato hato. rAtrI bhojanano tyAga hato. jethI kAMI karatAM jamavA rokAya che to bharatIyA levA javAno TAIma maLI nathI zakato vi. agavaDo hatI. te vakhate gAMsaDI baMdhAvatI vakhate paramakRpALudeva tyAM hatA. pachI paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM cAlo jamI lo. tyAre teoe potAnI agavaDo jaNAvI tyAre 5.kR.deve jaNAvyuM ke zA mATe muMjhAo cho, cAlo jamI lo pachI bharatIyuM taiyAra thaI jaze. pachI te jamavA beThA, jamIne UThayA bAda pa.kR.deve jaNAvyuM ke beso, eka kAgaLa lyo ane amo lakhAvIe e pramANe bharatIyuM banAvo. pachI lakhavA zarU karyuM. lagabhaga 1600 2kamo hatI te tamAma je dhaNIne tyAMthI jeTalI rakamonI kharIdI karelI te tathA mAlanI jAta, A jAtanA ATalA tAkA, tyA teno A pramANe tAkAno bhAva tathA vAranA pramANenI 2kamo tathA vAranA bhAva tamAma rakamonA bhAva vigere tamAma paramakRpALudeva moMDhe bolatA jatA hatA. pachI paramakRpALudeve teone jaNAvyuM ke A bharatIyA pramANe jAo ne meMLavI Avo, pachI meLavatAM tamAma rakamo maLI, jethI ghaNuMja Azcarya pAmyA ane teo jyAre morabI AvyA tyAre potAne ghera vaDIlone sucavana karyuM ke ApaNe AData to A ThekANe ja kAyama rAkhavI, tyAre vaDIloe jaNAvyuM ke evuM to temAM tame zuM ke tamo Ama AzcaryapaNe bolo cho tyAre temane upara pramANenI saghaLI hakikato vidita karI. 5. zrI kIlAbhAI jaNAvatA hatA je zrI sobhAgabhAI je sAlane mahIne ane je tithie dehotsarga thayA che te vakhate zrI pa.ka.deva muMbAI hatA. gujarI gayAnA vakhate e ja miniTe 5.kR.deva je oraDImAM birAjelA hatA tyAMthI UbhA thaI snAna karavA mATe UThyA hatA. dehotsarga thayAnI khabara tArathI sAMje malyA hatA. paraMtu je vakhate dehotsarga thayela te ja vakhate 10.50 miniTe pa.kR.deve muMbAImAM snAna karyuM hatuM. A hakikatanA revAzaMkara jagajIvananI peDhInA mANaso taraphathI khabara malyA hatAM. pUjya zrI popaTalAlabhAI tathA zrI mANekalAlabhAI tathA kacarAbhAI vigere jagajIvanadAsabhAIne 173

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@ ERSTER satsaMga-saMjIvanI GPSC () vaDhavANa maLavA sArU gayA hatA. temaNe temanA kAkAnA dIkarA pU. zrI tribhovanadAsabhAI saMbaMdhamAM pa.kRpALudeva viSenI hakikata kahI hatI je nIce pramANe che. - zrI tribhovanabhAI vIracaMda morabImAM nizALamAM nokarI karatA hatA tyAM zrI dhArazIbhAIno samAgama thayo hato. temaNe jaNAveluM ke mArI sAthe Avo to eka purUSane maLavA jevuM che tyAre tribhovanabhAI paramakRpALudeva pAse gayA tyArabAda kalAka cupa besI rahelA. bAda kRpALudeve pote jaNAvyuM ke - kema, ApanuM Agamana che? eTale tribhovanabhAIe kahyuM ke mAre ApanI pAsethI pAmavuM che. kRpALuzrIe kahyuM ame kahIe tema karazo? temaNe kahyuM hA, tyArabAda kRpALuzrIe jaNAvyuM ke - "kAle svAminArAyaNanA maMdire jajo" te pramANe bIje divase gayelA. kRpALudeve pote pUchayuM ke "kema jAo chone ?' temaNe kahyuM ke 'hA' bAda keTalIka vAto thatAM vizeSa camatkAra jaNAvelo tethI zraddhA coMTI te evI ke darzananI abhilASA vizeSa rahyA kare. tribhovanabhAIne kapALuzrIe prathama mokSamALA, tyArabAda bIjA pustako jevAM ke AtmAnuM zAsana vi. manana karavA jaNAveluM. teo ghara saMbaMdhamAM dhyAna ochuM ApatA ne dazAvAna purUSa hatA. kapALudeve jaNAveluM ke te ghaNA jIvone upakArI thAta. eka vakhata mane tribhovanabhAIe kaheluM ke kRpALuzrIAja rAtanA mIksa TrenamAM vaDhavANa padhAranAra che. mATe tuM jaje. paNa huM kamanasIbe gayo nahIM ne savAramAM pote morabI padhArI gayA. morabImAM saMvata 1956nI sAlamAM tribhovanabhAIne kolerA thayo hato. temanI pAse koI kuTuMbavALA hatA nahIM. mumukSu bhAIone bolAvelA temanI samakSa sArA vicArathI deha tyAga karelo. teozrInI dazA viSe paramakRpALudeve zrI mukhe prakAzya che. va.928mAM ane 930mAM '....AvA kALamAM Arya tribhuvana jevA mumukSuo virala che dina-pratidina zAMta avasthAe karI teno AtmA svarUpa lakSita thato hato...." teo paramakRpALu zrInuM smaraNa karatA hatA tathA manana karatA hatA. mane teo vaDhavANa kAMpamAM lIMmaDI darabAranA utAre 5.kRpALu pAse be vakhata laI gayelA tyAM huM to besI rahyo. pachI to mArA manamAM thayuM ke have to nizALano TAIma thayo mATe UThuM tenI sAtheja kRpALudeve poteja prakANyuM ke kema, ApanuM nAma jagajIvanadAsa? tamo tribhovanadAsanA kAkAnA dikarA thAo cho ? vigere javAbamAM meM kahyuM hatuM. bAda keTalIka nItinI vAto samajavA jevI ane amalamAM mukavA jevI kapALudeve kahelI. jethI hAla ema jaNAya che ke temanA bodhathI pahelA karatAM keTalAka vyavahAranA kAmamAM nItimAM phera paDyo che. ApaNA caherAnA dekhAva parathI ApaNI tamAma hakkita kapALudeva kahI detA. teo mahAtmA hatA temAM saMzaya nathI. adabhUta khUbI to e hatI ke divasamAM 10 vakhata jhADo thAya paNa bIlakula gaMdhAya nahIM. temaja sugaMdha mAre, game teTalI zarIranI vyavasthA evI hatI paNa kapALudevanI mukhAkRti tejasvI hatI. temaja upadeza vakhate sIMha garjanAnI mAphaka upadeza cAle, eTalo tApa paDato ke koIthI kAMI bolI zakAya nahIM. kIlAbhAI ema jaNAvatA hatA ke mane lIMmaDIvALA ThAkarasIbhAI laheracaMdabhAI ema jaNAvatA hatA ke jyAre paramakRpALudevanI sAthe IDaragaDha gaela tyAre pahelI TuMke caDyA bAda tyAM vAgha, siMha, rIMcha vigerenI vastI jaNAI ane janAvaronA hADapIMjaro paDelA najare joyA. jethI mane bhaya thayo, jethI AgaLa jatAM aTakAyo ane meM paramakRpALudeva pratye jaNAvyuM ke sAhebajI ? huM to AgaLa nahIM ApI zakuM mane to bhaya lAge che tyAre paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke tamone jokhama thAya teno amo vImo utArIye chIe. to paNa bhayano mAryo huM jaI 174

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RESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) zakyo nahIM ane paramakRpALudeva tamAma kapaDA utArI phakta paMcIyuM paherI AgaLa cAlyA... ane AgaLa gayA bAda eka guphAmAM praveza karyo ane tyAM kAyotsarga dazAe birAjamAna thayA ema sAmethI joyuM hatuM. ane huM pachIthI prabhu sAhebajI pAse gayo te vakhate mane jaNAvyuM ke tamoe evI mAnyatA karI che ke mAruM che te jatuM raheze ane amo ema cokkasa nirNaya karela che ke amAruM che te amArI pAse ja rahevAnuM che ane deha to para vastu che te jyAre tyAre paNa paDavAno che. vigere bodha karI bhaya TALyo hato. kIlAbhAI jaNAvatA hatA je vasomAM paramakRpALudeve eka bhAInI sAthe vAta karatAM prasaMgopAta ema jaNAvyuM ke amo vANIyA nathI paNa kSatriya chIe eTale hetu e hato ke dharmanuM svarUpa, mArganuM svarUpa dhAraNa karI zake to te kSatriya purUSo ja dhAraNa karI zake che tevA hetue kahevAmAM AvyuM hatuM. - huM naDIyAda gayo hato. paramakRpALudevazrI tathA manasukhabhAI devazIbhAI tathA aMbAlAlabhAI pharavA jatA hatA tyAM taLAva AgaLa aMbAlAlabhAIe prazna karyuM ke taLAvamAM lIlala che temAM anaMtA jIva che ke kema ? uttara : Thapako ApIne kRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke- "teM vinaya sahita pUchayuM nathI, sADAtraNa hAtha cheTe rahIne pUchayuM nathI, namaskAra karI pUchayuM nathI vigere cAlatA cAlatA pUchayuM tethI Thapako ApIne vinayamArga batAvyo. upayoga na rahyo te mATe cauda prakAra vinayanA jaNAvyA hatA. naDIyAda taLAvamAM velo hato te batAvI kR. deve jaNAvyuM ke- 'zAstramAM amuka UMcAInA vRkSo batAvyA che te dekhAtA nathI paNa A velo zAstramAM UMcAI kahelI che te pramANamAM ja che. pUjya devamAM vAta karatA hatA ke paramakRpALudeva traNa varSanA hatA tyAre teDIne huM naku dozIne tyAM jatI | tyAM huM jyAM besADuM tyAM sthira besI rahetA eka kalAka jANe bhagavAnanI pratimAnI jema bIlakula hAtha paganuM halana calana paNa na karatAM jANe zAMta yogI jevA lAgatA, pUjyazrI dAmajIbhAI kahetA ke kRpALudevane pUchyuM ke sAheba ! jAo A sonuM keTalA TacanuM che ? tyAre teozrIe kahyuM ke e Taca kAMI kAmanI nathI. A dehamAM AtmA je che te Taca kharI che bAkInuM kAMI nathI. eka vakhata huM (dAmajIbhAI) kesarIyAjI jaI Avyo tyAre meM kahyuM ke bhagavAnanI mUrti bahu sArI hatI tyAre kRpALudeve jaNAvyuM ke mUrti nahIM kahevI bhagavAna kahevA. kRpALudeva nizALamAM bhaNatA tyAre badhA vidyArthIone poteja kalAsamAM bhaNAvatA. kRpALudeva skulamAM AsisTaMTa hatA. vidyArthIo mAstarane kahetA, amone rAyacaMdabhAI pATha Ape te amone jaldI yAda rahI jAya che. ku.deva vidyArthIone pATha na AvaDe to kadI mAratA nahIM. vaLI eka vidyArthI kRpALudeva sAthe bhaNatAM teNe lakhyuM che ke eka vakhata gharethI huM pATha karyA vinA nizALe gayo mane kAMI AvaDyuM nahIM tyAre rAyacaMdabhAIe mane Ubho karyo ane ghaNI ja naramAzathI mArI kAna paTTI pakaDI, te temano hAtha eTalo badho mulAyama ane komaLa lAgyo je mane gamyo ne duHkha na thayuM paNa jANe hajA kAna pakaDI rAkhe to sAruM ema thayuM evI jene roma roma dayA vasI hatI te mane haju sAMbhare che. kRpALudeva nAnA hatA tyAre nizALanA vidyArthIone hAtha pakaDI bhIMtanA oThe UbhA rAkhatA ne samajAvatA hatA ke AMkha mIMcI gho ne huM boluM tema tamArI dRSTimAM mahAvIra prabhune utAro. 175

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ma zrI maphAbhAI kallolavALA zrI vaDave AvatA ne satsaMga arthe rahetA. kRpALudevanA darzananI nAnI uMmaramAM je chApa paDelI tenI ullAsathI vAta karatA ne prasannatAthI jaNAvatA ke zrI pa.kR.deva kalola padhArelA, eka divasa sthiratA karela, bIje divase muMbaI padhAravAnA hatA. sTezana para mArAM bA vi. vaLAvA gayA. huM nizALethI ghe2 Avyo to mArA bA sTezana para gayelA eTale huM sIdho sTezane sAhebajInA darzana karavA gayo. jevo sTezane paga mUkyo tevI ja gADInI sisoTI vAgI ne gADI upaDI te huM doDato doDato DabA tarapha javA lAgyo tyAM to kR.deve jANI lIdhuM. te bArImAMthI mukhamudrA bahAra karI mArI sAme joyuM ne hAtha UMco pote karyo te meM barAba2 naja2 melAvI darzana karyA te jyAM sudhI dekhAyA tyAM sudhI DabAnI pAchaLa doDato hato. e je amI dRSTi paDI che te hajI evI ne evI najara AgaLa tare che. bhUlAtI nathI ke mane darzana thayAM. ane mArI moTI uMmara thayA pachI va. 313 'jJAnInA AtmAne avalokIe chIe ne tema thaIe chIe'' e mArA aMtaramAM sthira thayuM che ne huM roja pATha karUM chuM. e mane bahu game che. zrI jalubA (zrI kIlAbhAInA dharmapatnI) jaNAve che ke zrI pa.kR.deva khaMbhAta padhAryA tyAre amo beno zrI pa.kR.nA darzana karavA gayAM te vakhata zAMta mudrAmAM birAjyA hatA. amo namaskAra karIne beThA. amane prazna pUchavo hato paNa kAMI bolI ke pUchI zakyA nahIM evo emano pratApa paDayo. thoDIvAra bAda zrI pa.kR.deve pUchayuM ke tamone vAMcatAM AvaDe che ? tyAM meja para bhAvanAbodha graMtha paDela hato te amane ApIne kahyuM ke 'vAMco' tyAre amo eka bIjAnI sAme joyA karIe kemake amo bhaNelA nahIM jethI amane vAMcatAM AvaDatuM na hatuM. pharIthI kR.deve kahyuM, kholIne vAMco, AvaDaze. eTale meM (zrI jalubAe) hiMmata karI prabhu para vizvAsa rAkhI . pustaka laIne kholyuM - bhikhArIno kheda e pATha nIkaLyo. pachI huM to kR.devanI sAmuM joIne akSara upara AMgaLI mUkI mUkIne vAMcatI hatI ke e - ka - bhi - khA - rI - ha - to. pachI parama kR.deve kahyuM ke basa, jAva 'AvaDaze - vAMcajo' evI vacanalabdhi hatI, vANIno atizaya prabhAva paDyo ne pachIthI mane bhAvanA bodha, mokSamALA vigere vAMcatAM AvaDI gayuM. zALAmAM paNa jatI ne mokSamALAnA pATha mukhapATha karyA hatA. zrI vacanAmRtajI chapAyA bAda te paNa vAMcI zakatI. bIjuM vAMcI (ochuM) zakuM. (nahIM.) ratnakukSI - mA devabAI parama pUjya kRpALudevanA mAtuzrI devabAI zrI vavANiyAthI saMvata 1970nA kArataka zuda terazanA bhome, sAMjanI gADImAM atre zrI khaMbhAta padhAryA. pU. mAtuzrInA mukhathI zrI paramakRpALudevanuM caritra sAMbhaLyuM te nIce mujaba H mArA sasarA paMcANa metA. mANekavADAmAM rahetA. temane be dikarA hatA. te baMne gujarI javAthI temanuM mana udAsa thaI javAthI potAno bhAga laI vavANiye AvyA. tyAM vahANavaTAno vepAra karatA hatA. ghara AMgaNe vahANa hatAM ema gha2mAM sAsumAnI vAtacIta uparathI mArA samajavAmAM che. bhAIno janma raheNAMkanA oraDAmAM eTale rasoDAvALA oraDAmAM thayo hato. manasukhabhAInA pitA to eka ja hatA ane paMcANa metAne 5 bhAIo hatA. zrI paramakRpALudeva garbhamAM AvyA pachI mAtuzrIne eka yogI maLela. temaNe evuM kahyuM ke tamone eka putra thaze. te mahAna dharmiSTha ane pratApI thaze. ane te tamArI Ikotera peDhI tAraze. te yogI taLAvanI pALa upara rahetA. tenI manasukhabhAInA pitAe sevAbhakti bahu karI hatI. 176

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paramakRpALudevanA mAtuzrI pU. zrI devamAtA pU. zrI devamAtA jyAre khaMbhAta padhAryA tyAre teozrIne khaMbhAtanA mumukSu bhAi-bdanonI parama kRpALadeva pratyenI bhakti joi pratIti thai ke mAro putra bhagavAna thai gayo.

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x satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) zrI paramakRpALudeva garbhamAM AvyA bAda koI paNa mAThI vAsanA mane thaI nathI. 1924nA kArtika zuda punamanA divase janma hovAthI AkhA gAmamAM devadivALIne laIne utsava ghaNo hato. bALapaNamAM be varSanI vayamAM nAnA chokarAo sAthe mATInA deharA karI pachI chokarAone kahe ke - 'A mahAdevanuM derUM che, A rAmanuM derUM che'. ema evA AkAranA karI batAvatA hatA. nava mAsanI uMmare hIMDavA mAMDatA hatA. 12, 13 mahInAmAM te bolavA zIkhyA hatA. pAMca varSanI uMmare potAnI bahenane teDavA sArU kacchamAM pitAzrInI sAthe aMjAra gayA hatA. zrI paramakRpALudevane jamaNI AMkhe bhamara upara 'taravAranI mUTha' sAthe cinha hatuM ane paganA aMguThe 'lAla rekhA' hatI. paramakRpALudeva sAtame varSe nizALe beThA ane 11me varSe nizALethI bhaNIne UThI gayela. saM. 1956nI sAlamAM paramakRpALudevanI tabIyata narama ghaNI ja hatI. tethI mane AMkhamAM AMsu AvavAthI paramakRpALudeve kahyuM je 'tamo zuM kheda karo cho ? ATalA bhava sudhI (tame) mAvatara ja hatAM ? mane vAraMvAra kahetA - 'mA ! tame mokSe Avazo ?' tyAre meM kahyuM - 'bhAI, mokSa kevo hoya ? tyAre kahetAM 'huM tamane mokSa batalAvanAro chuM.' paramakRpALudevanI uMmara 20 varSanI hatI tyAre vIrajIbhAIne pUchyuM ke tamArA gha2nA bAI gujarI jAya to pharIthI paraNo ke kema ? tyAre teNe kahyuM ke paraNuM. kRpALudeve kahyuM ke 'pazcAttApa karo.' tyAre teNe bAdhA lIdhI ne pachI phAgaNa mAsamAM vIrajIbhAInI vahu gujarI gaI. ane te pachI zrAvaNa mAsamAM vIrajIbhAI pote gujarI gayA. zrI paramakRpALudevanI uMmara 12 varSanI hatI tyAre temanI dAdIe kaheluM ke - tuM mane ceha mUkaje. dAdI gujarI gayAM. pote smazAnamAM gayA tyAre temane DAghuoe kahyuM tame khasI jAva. nAnA bALaka cho. eTale temaNe kahyuM ke je mArI dAdIe ceha mUkavA bhalAmaNa mane karI che, mATe huM ceha mUkIza. pachI agnisaMskAra pote karyo hato. mArA sasarA gujarI gayA tyAre rAyacaMdabhAI 12 varSanI uMmaranA Azare haze. paramakRpALudevane mAtuzrIe kahyuM je tamArA sAsarethI lagana jovaDAvAnuM kahyuM che. tyAre pote kyuM je 'Aje gharamAM ghAta che, tethI zI rIte lagana jovaDAvAya.' te ja divase manasukhabhAI gyAsatelano Dabo dIvAno saLagato hato tenAthI ghaNuM ja chAtIe dAjhayA hatA. eTale pachI 12 mAsa pachI lagana thayAM. ema manasukhabhAInI ghAta agAuthI jANIne kahyuM hatuM. te vakhate 19 varSanI uMmara hatI. saM. 1956nI sAlamAM paramakRpALudeva vaDhavANa kAMpamAM hatA. tyAre mAtuzrIne pote kahyuM je "saMsArI jIvo strI sAthe eka divasano jeTalo moha kare che teTalo A AkhI uMmaramAM ame moha karyo nathI.'' pachI mAtuzrIne kahyuM je ApanI AjJA hoya to huM AjathI sarva prakAre vratano niyama dhArUM. pachI 12 vrata saMkSepamAM munio pAse lakhI ApI aMbAlAlabhAInI sAthe mokalyA hatA. jJAnArNavamAMthI brahmacaryano adhikAra saMbhaLAvavA munione kahyuM hatuM. te pramANe e vahu jhabakane munie saMbhaLAvyuM hatuM ane ahIMsAdivratanA paccakkhANa munie karAvyA hatA ane kR. deve mAtuzrIne prabhunA darzana karavA javA AjJA ApI hatI. 177

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GSSS SSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI S/E) SS TO saM. 1956nI sAlamAM paramakRpALudeve vanavAsa javAnI AjJA mAMgI. "mA, amane rajA Apo to ame vanavAsa jaIe.' kIdhuM huM rajA ApuM nahIM. ane jo tame vanamAM jAo to huM prANatyAga karUM. bhAIe kahyuM - mA, tame amane vanavAsanI rajA Apo to amane suvANa thaI jAya. tethI bhAIne jo suvANa thatI hoya to bhale vanavAsa jAya, ema samajI meM rajA ApI hatI. 1957mAM mAgazara mAsamAM amadAvAda kRpALudeva padhAryA tyAre kahyuM 'je (ahIM) mANasa ghaNA che, paNa 'mA' nathI. (mInA) bene jaIne mAtuzrIne mokalyA. tyAra pachI prANajIvana DaoNkaTare zrI paramakRpALudevane raMguna laI javA mATe mAtuzrIne kahyuM tyAre mAe kahyuM ke have maMdavADa gayo che ane raMguna huM mokaluM tyAre kaheze je nANA mATe raMguna jAya che, ema vAta karI. mAre raMguna mokalavA mATe vicAra nathI. mAtuzrI : paramakRpALudevane jeTalI AjJA karuM teTalI uThAve. koI paNa divasa AkhI uMmaramAM pote mArI AjJAnuM ullaMghana karyuM nathI. jeTaluM kahyuM teTaluM pote karatA. munizrI laghurAjasvAmIe amone kahyuM je tamone mA, paramakRpALudeva upara moha ghaNo che kharUM ? tyAre bIjA munie kahyuM je lallujI mahArAje to sAhyabI hatI te choDI dIdhI. tyAre mAtuzrIe kahyuM ke mArAthI paramakRpALuno moha nathI mUkAto. vaDhavANa kAMpamAM mAtuzrIne kahyuM ke gADInI aMdara beThA hoIe to tene jaldIthI hAMka ema gADIvALAne na kahevuM. taLAvamAM hAvuM nahI, dhovuM nahI, vAsaNa laIne pANI gALIne hAvuM. lIlotarImAM cAra lIlotarI mokaLI rAkhIne bIjI sarvathA tyAga karAvyA pachI madha, mAkhaNa vi. sarva abhakSyano tyAga karAvyo. gharamAM koIthI jUThuM to kAMI bolAya ja nahI. kRpALudeva kahe ke jevuM hoya tevuM ja kahI devuM. jenAthI je vAMka thayo hoya te tarata kahI devuM. nokarane paisA vAparavA Ape. ane te paisA potAne mATe vApare to tarata kahI de je phalANAmAM paisA vAparyA che. amArA sahu kuTuMbamAM paNa koI prakArano avizvAsa jevuM nahotuM. corInI to vAta ja nahIM. nokaro paNa tevA ke je lIdhuM hoya te tarata kahI de. kRpALudevanI 10 varSanI uMmara hatI te vakhate mAtuzrIe kahyuM ke bhAI, tame ATaluM badhuM jANo ne mane kAMI AvaDe nahIM tyAre kRpALudeve kahyuM ke tamone kAMI na AvaDe to sAsunI bhakti karyA karo e ja vadhAre che. jAtrA karavA karatAM sAsu sasarAnI bhakti karazo e vadhAre puNya che. kAraNa ke gharamAM sAsu sasarA so varSanI uMmaranA ane azakta che to tenI bhakti karavAthI vadhAre phaLa che. A vakhate uMmara 10 varSanI hatI. paramakRpALudeve mAtuzrIne smaraNamAM prabhunA nAmanI mALA pheravavA kahyuM hatuM. | zrI vavANiyA eka vakhata 4 ArajAo AvelA tyAre pote upAzraye jAya. sarvene pote upadeza detA hatA. 11 vAge jAya ane cAra vAge Ave. paramakRpALugharamAM sarvene kahetAe 'vAsI khAvuM nahIM." ane temanA kahyA bAda koI vAsI khAtuM nahIM. paramakRpALudevane maMdavADamAM mAtuzrI pUchatA je bhAI kema che ? tyAre kahetA je - 'amane sukhe nathI ane du:khe nathI.' 1956nI sAlamAM je chellI avasthAno phoTogrApha paDAvelo te sarvane kaheluM ke mAtuzrIne te phoTo batalAvazo nahIM. kAraNa ke zarIra kSINa thaI gayeluM. vaDhavANa kAMpamAM bhAInI tabiyata narama hatI tyAre lIMbaDI darabAranA utArAmAM pote birAjyA hatA. eka vakhata rAtre paroDhanA vakhate mane evuM svapna AvyuM ke khoLAmAM eka putra che ane dhAvaNa chUTyuM che. meM (devamAe) svapnAmAM 'vahu vahu ema hAkala karI ne tyAra pachI huM jAgI. 178

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GSSS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI {S ( ane khoLAmAM putra hato te alopa thaI gayo. tyAra pachI meM joyuM to dhAvaNa chUTyuM ema bhInuM jaNAtuM hatuM. tethI mane khAtarI thaI ke A svapna lAdhyuM tyAre jAgRti vizeSa ane UMgha ochI. tethI vizeSa bhAga jAgRti kahevAya. divasa UgyA pachI meM bhAIne vAta kahI ke Ama banyuM. vahu te rAtre mArI pAse pathArI karIne sUtA hatA. - vaDhavANa ame mahIno savA mahIno rahyA tyAra pachI ame ghara tarapha gayA. ane bhAI amadAvAda tarapha | gayA. thoDA divasa pachI amane bolAvavAthI huM tathA vahu tathA kAzI tathA javala tathA manasukha amadAvAda gayA hatA. bhAIzrI naDIyAda birAjatA hatA tyAre mAtuzrI kahe mane maMdavADa vizeSa hato. tethI tAra karIne bhAIne bolAvela, bhAI padhAryA. khATale besI ghaNI vAto karatA ane sevA ghaNI sArI karelI. 1956mAM jo ke mane to barAbara samajaNa nahIM paNa bhAIe samajaNa pADI ke A sUtra (nAma khabara nathI) tamArA kharacathI maMgAvela che te tame mane vahorAvo. te uparathI meM te sutra bhAIne vahorAvyuM, paNa A vakhate zrI mAkubhAI vigere hAjara hatA tethI kyuM sUtrane temanA jANavAmAM haze ? keTalA rUpiyAnuM (keTalI kIMmatanuM) te mane yAda nathI. pachI paramazrata khAtAmAM rUpiyA maMDAvAnuM bhAIe mane pUchayuM tyAre meM rU. 25 maMDAvyA ne rU. 50 vahue maMDAvyA ne sUtra te meM mArA hAthamAM laIne bhAInA hAthamAM Apela hatuM. (saM. 1970nA kArataka vadI ekamanA roja, sthaLa sthaMbhatIrtha, pU. zrI choTAlAla mANekacaMdanI meDI upara savAranA prathama praharamAM paramakRpALu mAtuzrI - devamAtA meDI upara birAjyA hatAM. temane hakIkata pUchatAM temane je je vAta karI te ahIM noTa karavAmAM AvI che.). 179

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0 GiER SYS S satsaMga-saMjIvanI (45) RS 50 ) | zrI vItarAgAya namaH zrImad rAjacaMdra praNIta - zrI subodhaka pustakazALA, loMkAparI, khaMbhAta, zrI sahajAtma svarUpAya namaH janma | atha // zrI // zrImAn rAjacaMdradeva jIvanavRttAMta-kivA caritrAnuyoga . | dhanya dhanya tuja mAtane vIra dhanya dhanya tuja tAta, purUSano dhanya dhanya kuLa vaMza te, kalyANa ke jayAM pragaTa thayo gurUrAja. atre jeozrInuM janmavRttAMta AlekhavAmAM Ave che te parama purUSano janmakalyANaka vikrama saMvata 1924nA kArtika zukla pUrNimAnA dine sUryavAre devadivALInA mAMgalika mahotsave zrI saurASTra dezamAM vavANIyA baMdare dazAzrImALI vaNika jJAtimAM pUjyapAda pitAzrI ravajIbhAI paMcANabhAInA dharmapatni devabAI mAtuzrInI ratnakukSIe thayela che. paramapUjya mAtuzrI svabhAve mahAsaraLa che. hRdaye komaLa che, manovRtti zAMta che, mahAbhadrika che, vaLI jene saheje karmabaMdha maMdabhAve varte che, evuM jenuM citta ahonIza nirdoSitapaNe varte che teozrInI ratnakukSIe thayela che. atre je vIrapurUSanuM jIvanavRttAMta AlekhavAmAM Ave che te divyaratna prakAzita thayela che. jema sRSTimAMhe sUryodaya prakAzita thavAthI AkhI sRSTimAMhe ujjavaLatA vyApi rahe che, tema che jagatumAtA, tAharI ratnakukhe jagatUne viSe ziromaNI jaLahaLajyoti divyaratna prakAzita thayela che. je prakAzita thavAthI jagatvAsI jIvAtmAone parama hitakArI hetubhUta thayela che. arthAt vartamAnakALane viSe satyamArganI prApti thavAmAM paramajyotirUpa divyaratna pragaTa thayela che. he jagatmAtA ! A paramanidhAnarUpa vIrapurUSanI utpatti thavAmAM tAharo mukhyatve paramopakAra thayela che. je upakAranuM smaraNa karI tAharI kukha ujjavAlaka vIrapurUSanuM jIvanavRttAMta AlekhavA prAraMbha karUM chuM. // atha / zrI // AptapurUSakI janmadAtA - vIramAtAkuM abhivaMdana detA hUM // Iha purUSa kI janmabhUmikA vyAkhyAna pradarzita karanemeM A cUkA hai. aba Apta purUSakA janmadhAraNa karaNahAra vIra mAtAnA vyAkhyAna lIkhanekA prAraMbha hotA hai. Isa jago para koIkuM bhI savAla utpanna hoyagA kI Isa jago para vIramAtAnA varNana lIkhanekI kyA agatyatA hoyagI? to mere yaha savAlakA samAdhAnImeM pradarzita karanA hI paDegA ke Isa purUSaku janmadAtA vIramAtAkA apane para anaMta upakAra hUvA hai. kyuM sUryodaya honese ujjavalatA vyApta hotI hai IsI mAphaka jaLahaLajyoti AptapurUSa pragaTa hone meM sanmArga prakAzita hotA hai, sat mArgoddhAra hotA hai, vA yogya jIvAtmAokuM bhavasamudrase pArAvAra honemeM jahAja samAna hai, vA UMcI zreNIe caDanemeM sIDIrUpa hUvA hai. matalabameM aisA AptapurUSakA janma IsakI mAtuzrI zrI devabAIkI ratnakukhe huvA hai. IsalIye yaha mahAbhAgyakI A caritravarNana kare che tyAre pU.deva mA vidyamAna che tethI pU.aM. bhAIe mAtuzrI svabhAve saraLa che tema jaNAvyuM che. 180

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SS S SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) ( SSC ( bAta hai. IsI ke lIye vIramAtAnA varNana lIkhA jAtA hai. ora bhI prabala kAraNa yahI hai ki aise nararatnoMkI utpatti mahAbhAgyavaMtakI ratnakukhe hotI hai, jisa lIye janmadAtAkA uttama guNoke Isa jago para dAkhavate hai. jIsa vyAkhyAke AdhAraseM avalokana karanevAlekuM yaha purUSakA AbhAsa hoyagA Isa lIye.. je samaye A paramapurUSa bAlyAvasthAe havA te samayamAM eTale jyAre teozrI sAta varSanI vaye hatA te samaye mAtApitAdike skulamAM abhyAsa karavA arthe dAkhala thavA yogya samaya jANI dAkhala karyA. A purUSa bhaviSyakALe UMcI zreNIne prApta thavAnA lakSaNo darzAve che, ke je divase pAThazALAmAM abhyAsa arthe praveza thayo te ja divase potAne viSe guptapaNAmAM rahela je sAmarthya te ujAsamAM mUkI teozrIne zikSaNa denAra pAThaka purUSane tathA pAThaka purUSanA Azraye abhyAsa karanArA sarve vidyArthIone AzcaryacakIta banAvI dIdhA. ane te aizvaryapaNAe karI saghaLAonA mukhamAMhethI jaya vijayanA zabdo vAraMvAra uccArita thatA hatA. A saMbaMdhI banela vRttAMta nIce AlekhavAmAM Ave che. je parathI vAMcakone bhAsyamAna thaI zakaze ke A AptapurUSa prathamathI ja eTale janmAMtarethI ja kaI jJAnasthitine prApta thayela che. loka vyAkhyA che je putranA lakSaNo pAraNAmAMthI jaNAya. jyAre bALaka bALavayano hoya che tyAre bALavayanI caryAnA AdhAre karI tathA amuka amuka lakSaNoe karI tenAmAM bhaviSyakALa utpanna thavA yogya guNonuM anumAna DAhyA purUSo kare che je anumAna prAye yathArtha nivaDe che. tema he Aryajano ! A AptapurUSa janmAMtarethI ja sulakSaNoe karI sahIta hatA. nirdoSa caryAe karI sarvathA prakAre jenuM vartaNuMka ahonIza vartatuM hatuM evo je A AkhapurUSa te potAnA sAmarthya baLe karI saghaLAone vismaya pamADato hato, vA saghaLAone ati priyakara thaI paDayo hato. je bALavayanI kRti, caryAnA AdhAre A AptapurUSa prati sahajabhAve sarvene ahobhAva pamADyo che. je ahobhAva vaDe saghaLAonA hRdaya harSa rita ekI avAje jaya pAmo, vijaya pAmo evA zabdoe karI vadhAvI letA havA. kiMvA AzirvAdanA vacano uccAratA havA. teozrI (paramapurUSa) je divasane viSe pAThazALAmAM pravezita thayA te ja divasa pAThakapurUSe potAnA kramAnusAre jema saghaLA vidyArthIone zikSaNa ApatA tema A bALavIrane mATe prayAsa yojanA zarUAta karI. zarUAtamAM pAThakapurUSe A AptapurUSe dhAraNa karela pATI para zabda lakhI sucana karyuM ke A zabda para vAraMvAra ghuMTI A zabda sacoTapaNe hRdayane viSe dhAraNa karI pachI A zabda rada karI svayameva AlekhI thoDA vakhatamAM amArI sanmukhe darzita karo. A pramANe ANA pharamAna thavAthI A AkhapurUSe potAne viSe guptapaNe rAkhela che mahAsAmarthyapaNuM te ujAsamAM mUkI dIdhuM. A mahAn purUSane janmAMtarethI pUrvanA mahAnu saMskAro vaDe adbhuta zaktio prApta thayela che. ati Azcarya pamADe che ke A purUSa pote bALavayanI sthitie hovA chatAM paNa jene viSe abhuta zaktioe vAsa karela che. chatAM koI paNa aMze jenA mana viSe koI paNa prakAre garvotpatti nahIM pAmavAmAM, kiMvA mahAgaMbhIrapaNAthI zaktine gopavavAmAM-vA-nizadina jeonA paricayamAM rahevA chatAM paNa potAne viSe mahAnuM zaktione kaLIta nahIM thavA devAmAM temaNe anupama lIlAe karI sAmarthyatA vAparela che. jeno AbhAsa vAcakone saheje dRSTigocara thaI zakaze. - A mahAn purUSa prati pAThakapurUSe je ANA pharamAna karI te saMbaMdhamAM A purUSe paMDitajI pratye do hasto vaDe aMjalI joDI vijJApanA karI ke jo kadAca ApazrInI AjJA hoya to saMpUrNa zabdo A pATI mAMhe AlekhIne ApazrInI sanmukhe darzita karUM. A pramANenA garbhitasabhya zabdo suNI paMDitajI Azcarya pAmyA ke aho ! A bALaka kevA namratA bharela vAkyoe udgAro kahe che. kharekhara A bALaka koI eka devapurUSa hovo joIe, ema 181

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GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (E) - RESTRO A bALakanA mukhArveida mAMhethI prakAzita thayela udgAro bhAsa karAve che. vaLI A bALaka kevA prakAre badhA ja pATha AMka vi. lakhI ApavA kahe che ke tema thavuM e azakya gaNI zakAya. zuM te badhuM amalamAM mUkavAmAM A bALaka zaktivAna nivaDaze ke kema ? te saMdehane prApta thavAya che. tathApi A bALakanA mukhamAMhethI udbhava pAmela subhASita-namratA bharela vAkyoe karI kharekhara vizvAsane pAtra che. A pramANenA vicAro paMDitajI potAnA mana sAthe karatA havA. te samaye A AkhapurUSe paMDitajI pratye tenA manogata bhAva jANI ati namra bhAve jaNAvyuM ke ApazrI udbhava pAmela chevaTanA vicArothI hamArA kahevA pratye koI aMze pratItapaNe thayA cho. A pramANe A AkhapurUSanA mukhArveida mAMhethI udgAro thavAthI zrI paMDitajI AzcaryapaNuM pAmI stabdha banI gayA ke A zuM ! A mArA samIpe koNa purUSa che ! A udgAro prakAzanAra kayo purUSa che ? vaLI A udgAro kyAMthI zravaNa thAya che ! kharekhara A bALaka nahIM paNa harie A bALakarUpa dhAraNa karela A purUSa hovo joIe. A purUSane zuM zikSaNa ApavuM. arthAt A bALakane huM zikSaNa ApavA yogya nathI. A pramANe paMDitajI potAnA mana sAthe vicAro karatA havA. bAda A AkhapurUSa taraphathI thayela mAMgaNI mATe camatkAra darzita thavA arthe paMDitajIe A AkhapurUSa pratye pharamAna karyuM ke ApanI IcchAnusAra AlekhIne batAvo. A pramANe pharamAna thavAthI A AptapurUSe sleTa-pATI para pena vaDe sazuddha akSare AlekhavA prAraMbha karyo. jema koI purUSa vidvattAne prApta thayela hoya, (jJAnI hoya) ane lakhavAmAM saheje samartha thAya tema A purUSe A lokottara kArya prAraMbhita karavAmAM saheje thaI zakavuM mAnI TUMka samayamAM lakhIne paMDitajIne darzita karyuM. paMDitajIne dRSTigocara thatAM ja paMDitajI ati Azcarya pAmI A purUSa pratye atipremayukta huvA, ane ati pramodita hoI A camatkRtinuM svarUpa saghaLAM vidyArthIone ekaThA karI temanI samakSa utsukapaNe te badhuM darzita karyuM, kahI dekhADyuM ke jAo, A bALaka kevo mahAn devI purUSa che. te saghaLuM ja jANe che. bAda paMDitajI A AptapurUSe guptapaNe gopavI rAkhela labdhi prabhAva tene vadhu prakAre prakAzamAM mUkAvavA arthe AgaLa vadhyA ane A AkhapurUSa pratye kahevA lAgyA ke he bALa vIrA ! huM tArI anupama lIlAne joI ati AnaMdita thayo chuM. vaLI tArI anupama lIlAne vadhu prakAre jovA arthe IcchA dharAvuM chuM. tyAre A AptapurUSa vinayasahIta namrabhAve paMDitajI pratye jaNAvyuM ke mArA yogya pharamAvo je huM mArI yogyatAnusAra ApazrI samIpe darzita karIza. A pramANe AptapurUSanA mukhAviMdamAMhethI amRta udgAra skurita thayA bAda paMDitajI bolyA ke he vIrA ! huM Aja dina parvatamAM bahudhA purUSothI paricIta thayela chuM. vaLI lokomAM agrabhAge manAtA DAhyA ane vidvattA pAmela purUSothI paNa paricIta thayela chuM. chatAM Aja dina payaMtamAM hArA sarakhI adbhuta lIlAno prakAzaka purUSa kyAre paNa dRSTigocara thayela nathI. je Aje tArI anupama lIlAe hArA pratye mhArI cittavRttine saMpUrNapaNe AkarSe che. jethI huM tArA prati saMpUrNapaNAnI mAnyatA rAkhI (zraddhA rAkhI) hArI yogyatA dhAruM chuM. ane tethI tArI anupama lIlAono bhAsa vadhu prakAre jovA IcchA dharAvuM chuM. A pramANe paMDitajIe ati utkaMThita bhAve darzita karyuM. bAda A AptapurUSe paMDitajI pratye ati laghutvabhAve jaNAvyuM ke Ape mArA mATe je kAMI darzAvyuM te prastuti) mATe huM yogya nathI. ApazrInI IcchAnusAra mama prati AjJA pharamAvo. je huM mArI jogyatAnusAre ApazrI samIpe darzita karavAmAM utkaMThita hoIza. A pramANe A AptapurUSe darzita karyuM. tyAra bAda paMDitajIe jaNAvyuM ke - kakkAnA pado lakhI zakazo ? tyAre A bALavAre jaNAvyuM ke hA-jI. te lakhI zakAze. paMDitajI AthI vadhu Azcarya pAmyA. ne haju AthI paNa vadhu prakAre anubhavagamya thavA arthe AgaLa vadhyA ke he vIrA ! teM jyAre ema jaNAvyuM ke kakkAnA pado lakhI zakAze to sAthe jo , mA, ru ItyAdi zabdo lakhI zakAya 182

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O GR S S S satsaMga-saMjIvanI (SR SR SARSA () tema hoya to te paNa lakhI darzAvo. A pramANe paMDitajI taraphathI AjJA thavAthI A vIra purUSe te tarapha prayANa karyuM ne sahaja mAtramAM baMne kAryonI samApti karI paMDitajIne darzita karyuM. A lakhANathI paMDitajIne stabdha banAvI dIdhA. ane te potAnA manamAM AzcaryacakIta thayA ke A purUSa kaI sthitine prApta thayela che ? kayA AdhAre A badhuM darzita karI zake che ? vi. A purUSanA saMbaMdhamAM vicAro karavAmAM magna hUvA. jethI keTaloka vakhata sudhI paMDitajI maunapaNe besI rahyA. teve samaye A AptapurUSe paMDitajI pratye laghutvabhAve be hAthavaDe aMjali joDI vijJApanA karI ke he paMDitajI ! ApazrInI kRpAvaDe, ApazrInA pharamAnathI huM ApazrIe kahelA viSayo lakhI ApazrInI samIpa mUkI zakyo chuM. tathApi haju paNa mahArA mana viSe AgaLa navina viSayo ApazrInI samIpa AlekhavAnI IcchA vRddhimAna thatI jAya che. to ApazrInI AjJA hoya to navIna pATha AlekhuM ? | AlekheluM dRzya thatAM paMDitajI ekadama bAthamAM bhIDI bheTI paDatA ane gAtro pare cuMbana karatAM, vaLI AzirvAda vANIe udgAro kahetA havA ke tuM kharekhara daivata buddhivAna hoIza. hArI bALaceSTA kharekhara ema ja sUcavana kare che. hArAM lakSaNo hamone evI ja khAtrI karAve che. ItyAdi AzIrvAdapUrvakanA udgAro pragaTa karatA havA. vaLI teozrI jyAre bolyavayamAM bALapaNAnI ramata-gammata karavA arthe bahAra nIsaratA tyAre saheje teozrI prati saghaLAonI premadRSTi AkarSAtI. vaLI teozrInI nirdoSa ramata-gammata tarapha lokonA mana sahaje AkarSita hotA havA. vaLI teozrI jatA hoya tyAre teozrI tarapha dRSTi thatAM vaTemArgu mahiyArIo ati premita hoI vAyaNAM (mIThaDAM) letI havI. loka-vyAkhyAna anusAra pAMca vAkyo prAye yathocita manAya che tema atre je paramapurUSanuM jIvana-vRttAMta dhavala patra pa2 TAMkavAmAM Ave che, teozrIne mATe teozrInI bALa caryAe janasamUhamAM uccaprakArano bhAsa karAvyo. je premanI phuraNAe bhaviSyamAM mahAnU thavAnA AzIrvAda ApatA hatA. je pAMca vAkyone anusAra A purUSaratna paramanidhAnarUpe, paramajyotirUpe pragaTa thayela che. (1) lakSmImAna (2) kIrtimAna (3) dhImAna (4) dharyavAna (5) kAMtimAna. teozrI bALavayathI ja tarka zaktimAM nipuNa hatA. vaLI sauMdaryavAna, subhASita bolanArA hatA. vaLI rammata gammatamAM vijayI nivaDyA hatA. * noMdha : A jIvanavRttAMta lakhatAM pU. zrI. aMbAlAlabhAIno dehotsarga thavAthI apUrNa. aho ! sarvotkRSTa zAMta rasamaya sanmArga - aho ! sarvotkRSTa zAMta rasapradhAna mArganA mULa sarvajJadeva - aho ! te sarvotkRSTa zAMta rasa supratIta karAvyo - evA paramakRpALu sadgurUdeva - A vizvamAM sarvakALa tame jayavaMta vartA, jayavaMta varto. - zrImad rAjacaMdra 183

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SiSS SSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI {S RESERS ) zrI paramakRpALudevanA aprasiddha avadhAna kAvyo. - mitraprati - Idravijaya chaMda 1. mitra tane bahu patra lakhyA paNa, uttarano prati patra na Avyo, prema nibhAvana patra vinA muja, jIva tame taka A talaphAvyo, thAkI gayo lakhatAM lakhatAM, karUNA rava to ya tane nahIM bhAvyo, 'rAya" sujANa ajANa thaI mana, ALasa kema anucita lAvyo. kAvya vinoda 2. par zatru samUha haNyo nahIM to pachI, Itara vairI haNyo na haNyo, kIrati koTa caNyo nahIM to pachI, bhavya mahela caNyo na cagyo, goviMdanA guNagAna gaNyA vaNa, 'rAya' gaNIta gaNyo na gaNyo. kAvya vinoda dharyo nahIM to pachI, bhAratI bheda bhaNyo na bhaNyo. kavionI kaMgALatA 3. kavione dhAma nahIM, kavione ThAma nahIM, kavione dAma nahIM, prabhune dayA nathI; dhare nAma dhanavAna, kare 'rAya' sanmAna, budha veThe zira para, ApadA ati ati. 1, koNa jANe kyo guno, Iza taNo karyo haze ? khabara tenI to kAMI zodhe paDatI nathI; jene ApI zAradA ne saMkaTa sadaiva veThe, prabhu taNA rAja viSe, anyAya A to ati. 2. kALa 4. dhAka paDe dharaNItaLamAM, vaLI hAka haMmeza hajAra phare re, pAka ane zubha bhAvatAM bhojana, zAka sahIta pacAva kare re, vAkya vinoda vicitra kare, ane DAka DImAka aneka dhare re, 'rAya' damAma te kAma na Avata, kALa karALanI AMkha phare re. haLadInI graMthI laI hIlacAla kare koI, gAMdhI viSe gaNatI to tenI kadI thAya nA, vastrataNuM thAna koI hevAna ekAduM rAkhI, dozInI to tene kadI upamA apAya nA, pAMca sAta motI khoTAM, mUlyahIna rAkhyAM hoya, tethI karI jhaverI te kadIye jaNAya nA, rAjanIti dhAryA vinA cAmara ne chatra dhare, manuSya e vAte kadI bhUpati bhaNAya nA. | (rAjanIti) graMthI 6. pahADathI paMcotera gaNI, prauDhatAmAM evI, jaDatAnI jAmI che, hRdayagraMthI tujane, TokavAthI TaLe nahIM, bALavAthI baLe nahIM, citta thakI caLe nahIM, pAmyo evI gujjane, koTI kALa sudhI e to bigaDe ke saDe nahIM, akhaMDa rahI che jeha, aMtara abujhane, vade che vaNIka 'rAya' sadguru seva sneha, parama prabodha thakI TALe je asUjhane. 184

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O GSSS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SSC SCI.) ALasa sAra bicAra apAra hIkI kharacI, bharI lInI svaciMtanameM, neka viveka svarUpa ke vAhana, paMtha caDyo zubha graMthanameM, meM hIyameM harSIta bhayo, aba AuMgo paMtha ke aMtanameM, AI Ive para ALasa DAkInI, le gaI mAMkuM ghaTAvanameM. savaiyA AtmasvarUpa anupa bhaye, kahA veda purAna kurAna kI bAnI, hAjara hota hajura meM lakSmI, to kahAM pAMca pacIzakI kahAnI, bhIlarI kAma kahAM na rahai, gharape rahI hai jaba padmInI rAnI, 'rAya' kahAM sanmAna ko kAma hai, jo diyameM basI prema nizAnI. svataMtratA viSe-siMhAvalokI dhAro tame bharatavAsI sadA sudhAro, dhAro tathA kalamano saddhodha sAro, mAro karo jagatanAtha haMmeza sAro, sAro maLe sakaLa to tamane sudhAro. aprasiddha avadhAna kAvyo navAM (pahelI AvRttimAM nahIM chapAyela ane prApta thayela) samasyA - upajAti chaMda paMkhI samUhe bahu kaleza jAmyo, garUDano nyAya ayogya lAgyo. maheza teDyA pachI nyAya kAje, garUDa pIThe zivajI birAje. zrImaMta chatAM zoka - kavita dhana chatAM nizadina, citta viSe ciMtA rahe. raTaNa na thAya kadI, rAma taNA nAmanuM; garva zrI gumAna rAkhI, bAna ane zAna khuve, triyA thAya laMpaTa tyAM, sukha nahIM kAmanuM, kaMjAbhAI keLavIne, dAma nitya dATI rAkhe, jagamAMhI nAma rahe, be e ja badAmanuM, Avyo ThAlo jAya ThAlo, phUlAI rahe che ThAlo, ethI sukha sAruM kahuM, kavitaNA kAmanuM, aMtarano aMdhakAra rUpI paTa TaLI jaze, bhramavAna bhaTake, na temAM mana bhaTake, svabhAva zItaLa thaI, zAMti zAMti thaze zubha suNe zAstra khaTake te, ura rAkhI khaTake, baLI jaze bahu vidhe, trividhanA tApa ane, nIti nema jhaTake na, juThatAne jhaTake, vade rAyacaMda Ama, evo dharma dhAre neha, teha nara laTake na lalanAne laTake. 2. 185

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3. 4. 5. 6. satsaMga-saMjIvanI suta-sukha viyoga dAma thakI sukha nAma nathI, vaLI gAma thakI nathI guNa thavAno, dhAma thakI nathI dhI2ja AvatI, Ama nathI aphasosa javAno, hAma nivAsa nathI karatI mana, mAma tajI dila thaIza divAno, premaLa putra vinA mujane, tuja 'rAya' vRthA zubha janma javAno. mitra prati-iMdra vijaya prema paTaMtara aMtara che ja niraMtara taMtara maMtara mohaka, mohaka cho purUSottama uttama, cho tamahArakane tamadrohaka drohaka dila vinA haka praNAma, kare manathI zubha sohaka, sohaka mitra pavitra taNA sucaritra vicitra ati agha drohaka. kavita bhalI viSe bhAratInA bhedane bhajAvanAra, vinayathI vAsa karanAra, vege verImAM, vidyAnA vinoda ane, kAvyanA kallola thakI, la 155135 jaya kare jAhera je, ghADhI sabhA gherImAM, mahA guNakhANa nItivAna, prIti pAna kare, mati sAthe moja, mANanAra jJAna DherImAM, vade 'rAyacaMda' are, game tevo hoya paNa, paMDita na mAna pAme, kadIye aMdherImAM. rAjAne bodha - bhujaMgI karo kArya koTI sukalyANakArI, karo kIrtino koTa kaivalyakArI, hade rAkhIne rAmanI rAja rIti, prajA pALajo pAThavI prema prIti. dayA dAkhajo dveSa-dRSTi dabAvI, latA lAyakImAM lalUtA lagAvI, bhalA bhAvathI bhAMgajo bhUpa bhIti, prajA pALajo pAThavI prema prIti. ahonIza uMdhI anIti uthApI, sunIti ane zAMtatA satya sthApI, jajo jUTha juvAnIno joza jItI, prajA pALajo pAThavI prema prIti. navA nyAya nehe namI nIca nAse, tajI taMta taMtI tamArAthI pAse, aho ! Adaro e ja upAya ItI, prajA pALajo pAThavI prema prIti. 4 sadA sthApajo snehathI zubhazALA, bane buddhizALI jahAM bALabALA sudhA2o sutA sutanI - sarva sthiti, prajA pALajo pAThavI prema prIti 5 paDhaye paMDitAI prabhutA prakAze, vadhAro vaLI vhAla vidyA vilAse, jazo jethI jukti jugAMta jItI, prajA pALajo pAThavI prema prIti. 6 jadunAthanI juktine jALavIne, caturAI citte cahI cALavIne, sadA sAMbhaLo zAstra zodhI sunIti, prajA pALajo pAThavI prema prIti 7 186 1 PR 2 3

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O GSSS SS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) CREDIES karI gho kamI je karo kaSTakArI, vadI 'rAyacaMde' vinaMtI vicArI, graho guNa gAMbhIryatA jJAna gItI, prajA pALajo pAThavI prema prIti. 8 savaiyA rUpa na zobha hI guNa bInA, arU bhUpa na zobha hI rAja bInAse, kUpa na zobha hI nIra bInA, puni cUpa na zobha hI kAja bInAse. nema na zobha hI nIti bInA, kachu re mana zobha hI pApa bInAse, rAya sadA tyoMhI sRSTi tilottamA, zobha hInA bIna prema bInAse. vidyA viSe-yamakAlaMkAra - upajAti chaMda tA. 26-10-1885 vidyA vilAse yazo kamAze, vidyA vilAse, manadhi samAze, vidyA vilAse, prabhutA prakAza, vidyA vilAse, duHkha dUra thAze. kavi viSe kavitA 9. aho paramezaleza, udezase vizva kIyo, kharekhAta khUbI tAme, bahurI banAI hai. mahA mahipati ati, InameM te gati kInI, muja jaise pAmarakI, mati murajhAI hai. aMbara avani arU, a6pAra aTavI meM, AnaMda AnaMdapIkI, avadhi upAI hai. yAmeM aphasosI avalokanameM eka AI, kAhaiyuM te kaviyorka, dInatA dIkhAI hai. kaviyonI kaMgALatA mAMgela kavita. jagatanA bhUpe racyo, khalakano khela khAso, kharekhAta khUbI tenI, nIrakhI jatI nathI, tehataNA joIne mudAma kAma AMkha thakI, akalita kaLA toye, kaLi kaLAtI nathI. AnaMda adhika avinAzI taNA kAma jotAM, eka aphasosa taNI, aMtare rahI kathA, jene ApI zAradA ne, saMkaTa sadaiva veThe, prabhutaNA rAja viSe, anyAya Ato ati.. 11. anaMta sukha leza duHkha, te na duHkha kheda tyAM, anaMta duHkha leza sukha, pUrNa prema bheda tyAM; - suzIla pathya tatvajJAna, auSadhirUci nahIM, nivRtti bheda 'le' have, pravRttine tajI daI. 12. saM. 1944nI sAlamAM rAjanagaramAM zrI dalapattabhAI bhagubhAInA vaMDAmAM avadhAna thayelA te vakhate munizrI zAMtivijayajInI tApaNImAM rahelI (munizrI hAjara hatA.) dorI viSe :- bhujaMgI chaMda razI bhAgyazALI tane zreSTha kahevI; rahI zAMtinI ta25NImAM susevI, ame vaMdIye te tane mAna Ape, pachI varNavuM zuM ? bhalI, kAvya mApe. | mALA prANI rUpI pArA jemAM, sughaDa ne sArA emAM, mera kavi pyArA temAM pUrI khUbI melI che, lIlA zrI lobhAvavAne, sRSTine zobhAvavAne, kavi taNI gati evI, divya jeNe melI che; haiyA viSe heta dharI, te harine harSa bharI, rAyacaMdra vaNIkanI, vaMdanA pahelI che. 187

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SiTER ) sasaMga-saMjIvanI ) SSA (2) kavita rAjAne bodha jema zeSa taNuM dhyAna, rahe bhagavAna maLe, jape aSTayAma rAma, nAmane sacetathI. jema vidvAna guNa khANa ne vicAravAna, bhAva rAkhe zAradAmAM paNa vitta vaitathI, jema naTavo khaTapaTa sahu tajI daI, najara TherAve eka, dora viSe cittathI, vade che vaNika rAya, ema prajA dhyAna rAkhe, bhAvane najara rAkho, rAyataNI prItathI. boTAdanA mAnapatramAM zrImad rAjacaMdrajIne lakhI ApelI kavitA devazaMkara vaikuThajI bhaTTa - tAlukA skUlanA heDamAstaranI racelI - tA. 6-3-1886. doharA soLa kaLAthI pUrNa ne, zItakara manahara caMda, te sama kIrti jaNAvatAM, AvyA kavi A caMda. acaLa vRddhivALA vaLI, na vade kone du:kha, caMdra thakI paNa sarasa e, Ape adhikuM sukha. caMdra nahIM to caMda che, nAnA e paNa hoya, caMdAdikano rAya che, sabhA viSe e hoya. zIghra kavitA sAMbhaLI, jana mana bahu harakhAya, gujarAtI gaTulAlane, jotAM harSa na mAya. kare kavitA kavi ghaNAM, graMtho bhare aneka, avadhAno adhikAM kare, te lAkhomAM eka. aSTAvadhAna cAlatAM, sAMbhaLatAM ko vAra, dvAdaza SoDaza upare, zatAvadhAnI yAra.. ADA avaLA ApIe, akSara chaMdo jema, te saghaLAM savaLA karI, Ape paNa te kSema. kRpA prabhunI hoya tyAM, AvA janme jana, koTi koTidhA ApIe, hoMze hoMze dhanya. 188

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DGVCL satsaMga-saMjIvanI haEREST) (1) mAMgaroLanA zrI nemacaMda vasanajI - jemaNe mokSamALAnI pahelI AvRtti chapAvavA mATe madada karI hatI. (2) vacamAM - paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra (3) zeThazrI cAMpazIbhAI parabata - kacchI osavAla - paramakRpALudeva muMbaImAM je mALAmAM utarelA te zeThanA dIkaMrA-AdhyAtmika maMDaLanA prathama membaro.

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@ ERS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SSC mokSamALA chapAvavA viSe 5. kRpALudevanA patro ravAne zrI vavANiyA baMdarathI caitra suda-6 bhome, morabI. rA. rA. sujJa revAzaMkara vi. jagajIvana pratiH Apane meM eka patra lakhyo che. te pahoMcyo haze ? mokSamALA lagabhaga have taiyAra thavA AvI che. (zuddha lakhAIne) amadAvAda bhaNI be cAra rojamAM paryaTana karavA vicAra che. e mokSamALAmAM jainIonAM mana adhika adhika keLavAya evI jAtanA svaracita 108 pATha nAMkhyA che. jemAM yathAmati zikSA ApI che. huM dhAruM chuM ke te yojanA prayAsathI bahu phaLa Apaze ane evuM paNa dhAryuM che ke e 108 pAThanuM tatva kheMcI eka ladhu mokSamALA nAmanuM nAnuM pustaka racavuM. jaina vidyArthIonI vRtti keLavAya, enI kiMmata thoDI rAkhI uttama yojanAthI ghaNI prato khapI zake ema karavA dhAryuM che. | mAro A vicAra keTalI mudate pAra AvI zake, je huM kahI jauM ke Ape ane mAre muMbaImAM hamaNAM ekAda varSa sAthe rahevuM, uttarAdhyayana sUtra ane eka tatvajJAnathI bharelo svaracita sArvajanika graMtha prasiddha karavAM. bIjAM paNa yogya yogya graMtho prasiddha karavA. seMkaDAbaMdha grAhako e bhavyapurImAM avazya maLI zakaze. e khAte kharekharo prayAsa karavA mArI to IcchA thaI che. Apa paNa kurUbhUmimAMthI chUTI zakazo. saMpUrNa mahenata karI hoya to huM dhAruM chauM ke muMbaImAMthI ghaNo ja lAbha pedA karI zakIe ane mArI IcchA kevaLa thaI gaI ja che. Apane paNa sAro lAbha ApavAmAM mAruM hRdaya du:khaze nahIM. have e khAte Apa zuM vicAra jaNAvo cho te to huM jANuM. - muMbaImAM utAro svataMtra ane saMyojaka karavA ati IcchA che. mahAjanono samAgama paNa tyAMthI maLI zakaze. uttara lakho. kRpAmAM vRddhi karazojI. vismaraNa thatuM nathI Apane paNa tema ja haze ? ravAne zrI morabIthI tA. 1-10 saMvata 1942 mAnavaMtA sAheba sadguNa nidhAna, karUNAbdhi rA. rA. DosAbhAInI pavitra sevAmAM, lIMmaDI. sevAmAM vi. morabIthI vavANiyA baMdara nivAsI AjJAdhina anucara rAyacaMda vi. ravajIbhAI mahetAnA jayazrI vardhamAna mAnya karazojI. vizeSa huM atre dharmadhAraNA prabhAvathI kuzaLa chauM, ApanI sahakuTuMba kuzaLatA cAhuM chuM. Apano kapAyukta hukma mane Aje malyo. vAMcI paramAnaMda prApta thayo chuM. e khAte Apano ati upakArI chuM ane te viSeno vinayapUrvaka pratyuttara lakhavAnI AjJA lauM chauM. 1Apa bhalAmaNa karo cho ke mokSamALA graMtha zAstrI (bAlAvabodha) bibAMthI chapAvavo. "hA" tema noMdha : A patro navA upalabdha thayela che. (peja naM. 189, 10) 189

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI karavAne abhilASIta chauM. paraMtu ApanA amUlya lakSamAM haze ke e graMthano lAbha aneka janone ApavAno hetu che, eTale ke ardhakacarIyA juvAnIyAo gujarAtI TAIpane vizeSa pasaMda kare che. mAro to mata ethI virUddha che. paraMtu - taraphathI AzrayanI vizeSa AzA rahe che. kadAcit Apa jevA sujJa zrAvaka mane anugrahayukta AvI bhalAmaNa kare te yogya hoya to mAro dharma che ke te mAre svIkA2vI. vizeSa grAhaka vRddhi thaze to ApanA pharamAna mujaba huM zAstrIya DhabanuM ja chapAvIza. graMthano hetu dharmano upadeza bodhavAno che eTale jema vadhAre sthaLe phelAya tema karavAnI abhilASA che. Ja - ApanA premabhAva bhUSita patrathI Apano mArA para AbhAra thayo che. Apa jevA viralA zrAvako taraphathI uttejana vRddhi thaze to huM bALAvabodhathI ja chapAvIza. kadAcit pUrato Azraya maLaze nahIM to ya ApanA mAnanI khAtara e graMtha zAstrIya bIbAMthI chapAvIza, ema Apane pAde rahIne vacana ApuM chuM. ApanuM e amUlya pharamAna huM svIkRta karatAM harSita ja chuM. A - pAnA karavAnI paNa goThavaNa karIza. graMtha hovAthI ghaNI mudata TakI rahe che. paraMtu pAnA eTalI mudata TakI rahI zakatA nathI. zrAvakasamUhane e khAtAnuM kaMIka nyUna jJAna hovAthI thoDI mudatamAM e pAnAne paradhAma pahoMcADI de che. ethI karIne pAnA chapAvatAM acakAvuM paDe che. vaLI e pAnA na chapAvIe to mahAsatIone jarA azAtA jevuM thAya. e kAraNanuM parikramaNa karatAM mahAsatIone jarA azAtA jevuM thAya. e kAraNanuM parikramaNa karatAM mahAsatIone zAtA ka2vA yojana karavuM e vadhAre uttama che. paraMtu abudha zrAvakone mATe graMthanI goThavaNa karavI joIe. ethI karIne huM evA prakAranI goThavaNa karIza ke baMne vargane zAtA rahe. AryAjIne mATe huM pAnAnI goThavaNa karIza, tema ja pAnAnA grAhakone pAnA pahoMcADI zakIza. graMthanA sakhyane graMtha ApavA yukti karIza. bAlAvabodha bIbAM che mATe aneka sthaLe ane aneka deze vaMcAze. e ApanA siddhAMtane huM maLato chauM. Gga - heMDabIla meM tapogaccha para mokalyuM nathI. paraMtu mokaluM to ethI karIne huM koI paNa sthaLe baMdhAI jato nathI. hastapatranI evI ja Dhaba rAkhI che ke te dareka varganA zrAvako potAno dharmagraMtha gaNe. eTale meM ema karavAnI yukti to karI che. havethI ajamAvavI bAkI che to te ghaNuM karIne ajamAvIza.......... 3 - sadguNa nidhAna, dayAnA dariyAva, paramopakArI, mahAmunizrIjI pU. dIpacaMdajI svAmIne tathA anya ThANAone mArI vatI 108 vAra tikhtono pATha bhaNI premabhAva bhUSita vaMdanA karavA kRpA karazo ema abhilASA rAkhuM chuM. atre birAjatA mahAmuniozrI sukhazAMtimAM che. zrAvaka samUhane jayazrI vardhamAna. e ja vijJapti. sevaka yogya kAma sevA pharamAvazo. kRpAmAM vadhAro karazo, vaLatIe prema patra pAThavazojI. morabI macchukAMThA 190 huM chuM Apano AjJAdhIna kiMkara rAyacaMdanA jayazrI vardhamAna aMgIkRta karazojI.

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O SEEKERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SS SS SS () pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe mumukSuo upara lakhelA patro patra-1 zrI sadguru caraNAya namaH pU. munizrIjI, pavitra sevAmAMthI asaMga apratibaddha thavAnI IcchAno patra savigata vAMcI parama AnaMda thayo che. paNa ApanI rUbarU thavAnI jarUra che. te thayA pachI Apane jema yogya lAge tema vicArazo. Apa asaMga thAo e huM khuza chuM. ane temaja IcchuM chuM. bAkI sAmAnya mumukSabhAIo ane bAIone have bIlakula AdhAra nathI. comAsuM pUruM thaye A tarapha bolAvavA ema mane paNa ThIka lAge che. cAritra dharmamAM sarva mumukSuo pramAdane AdhIna varte che. tene jAgRta rAkhanAra koI che nahIM. have ApaNe ApaNA mATe vicAra karIe. prasaMgamAM AvelA mANaso tethI teonI dayA Ave che. bAkI jagatamAM anaMta jIvo che. ane jo temanI dayA khAIzuM ane temane ja mATe deha gALIzuM to ApaNuM sArthaka rahI jaze. mATe ApaNe ja jo samyaka jJAna, darzana ane cAritrane zuddha karIzuM to ApaNuM hita thaze. te pachI te dazA dvArAe jagatanuM game tema thAo, te mATe ApaNe koI vicAra nathI. ApaNe to sarva jIva pratye anukaMpA rAkhavI. ApanI vRttine uttejana maLe tevo ApanI pAse satsaMga nathI. vaDavA athavA IDarathI AvatAM ApanI je dazA hatI tevI dazA Apane pahADo athavA ekAMtamAM rahetAM prApta thAya ema lAge che ? Apa ATalo vakhata. karamAlAmAM nivRttithI rahyA, tethI anubhavamAM AvyuM haze, kadApi te dazA parANe baLathI levA jaIe ekAda divasa rahI pAchI jatI rahe che, kAraNa ke atyAre te dazA levI te kRtrimatA che. prathama to satsaMgamAM te dazA svabhAve ja UgI nIkaLatI joyelI hatI ke AtmavicAra sivAyanI bIjI vAta sAva udAsIna jevI parabhAvanI lAgatI ema saheje banatuM. te parama satsaMganuM phaLa hatuM. have ApaNe jo guphAmAM jaIne tevI dazA baLathI laIe to laI zakAya paNa te satsaMganA pratyakSa yoga sivAya vadhu vakhata TakI. zake e mane to muzkela lAge che. te mATe mAruM kahevuM ema nathI ke nivRttimAM na javuM. javuM, paNa thoDo vakhata satsaMgamAM rahevAnI jarUra che. te thayA pachI javuM. Ama karavAmAM Avaze to vizeSa dazA ane te dazA vizeSa kALa rahevAnuM bane. A vAta mArA svataH anubhavarUpa mArA samajavA pramANe meM lakhI che. Apa to guNajJa cho. Apane game tema pravarta hoya te Apa jaNAvazo. AtmadazA jAgRta karavAnuM mukhya sAdhana mArA anubhava pramANe huM jaNAvuM chuM. koIpaNa pada, kAvya athavA vacana te mukhathI uccAra thato hoya ane mana temAM prerAI vicAra karatuM hoya to kAyA e mananI vRttine anusAra varte che. mana dorAya tyAM kAyA dorAya che. mana jo vicAramAM pravarte to kAyA zAMta rahe che. jethI vacanathI uccAra ane manathI vicAra e be kAma sAthe layatArUpe thayA kare to kAyA sthira thaI AtmavicArane jAgRta kare che. mATe alpa paricaya, alpa parigraha, AhArano niyama ane nirasabhAva A badhA sAdhano kartavya che. ane te sAdhano uparanI dazA meLavavAmAM upakArabhUta thAya che. ane tethI nirjarA thaI karmakSaya kare che. jema jema layatA vizeSa tema tema AtmajAgRti vardhamAna 191 -- ,

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{} satsaMga-saMjIvanI hoya che eTale kAyAne duHkha lAgatuM nathI duHkha ulaTuM sukharUpa thaI paDe che. e badhAmAM vicAra jAgRti mukhyapaNe joIe che. ane te vicAra jAgRtinI ghaNI ja nyUnatA jovAmAM Ave che. ane tethI dazA vardhamAna thatI nathI. baLathI karavA jatAM vadhu vakhata rahetI nathI ane kRtrima thaI te dazA jatI rahe che. pachI ApaNane yAda Ave che ke A dazAmAM zAMti ThIka hatI paNa te meLavavA pAchuM pharI baLa karavuM paDe che. tenuM kAraNa e ja ke, vicArazaktinI bahuja nyUnatA. jo vicAra jAgRti hoya to saheje ochA baLe ke vinA parizrame te dazA vardhamAna thAya che. tyAre have A sthaLe Apane prazna thaze ke te vicAra jAgRti zAnuM nAma kahevAya ? teno TUMka khulAso huM lakhI jaNAvuM chuM. koIpaNa vAkaya, pada ke kAvyanuM vicArathI ka2I vizeSa arthanuM phelAvavApaNuM te vicAra jAgRti che. te eTale sudhI ke jema jema teno artha vizeSa thatAM jatAM mana nirAzA na pAmatuM hoya paNa praphullita rahetuM hoya, umaMga vadhato hoya, AnaMda Avato hoya, layatA thatI hoya ane mana, vacana ane kAyA jANe eka AtmarasarUpa thaI jaI te ja vicAramAM pravarte jatAM hoya tyAM kevI majA paDe, ke jeno svAda lakhavAmAM nathI Avato. evI je rasa layalInatA te vicAra jAgRtine Ape che ne tenI bahu nyUnatA che. mATe tevA jIvone jJAnIoe satsaMgamAM rahevAnI AjJA karI che. kAraNa ke vicAra zaktinA ochA baLane lIdhe satsaMga che te jIvone bahu baLarUpa thAya che. te vicArazakti mATe vidyAbhyAsa, nyAya, tarka, vyAkaraNa ane zAstra abhyAsanI jarUra che ke jethI vicArazaktine te upakArabhUta thAya che. A badhuM lakhANa karyuM te vAta rUbarUmAM karavAnI hatI, paNa hAla te aniyamita hovAthI Aje te vAta kAgaLe caDhAvI che. tyAre have A sthaLe ema prazna thaze ke evI dazA na hoya, tevo satsaMga na hoya, vicAra karavAnI vizeSa gati cAlatI na hoya tyAre "zuM karavuM ? kALa kema vyatita karavo ? tamAro samAgama IcchIe chIe. mATe tame ja cAritradharma aMgikAra karI jagatanuM kalyANa karo.'' e vagere vicAra AvI jAya to tenuM samAdhAna paNa ApI jAuM chuM ke - cAritra aMgikAra karavArUpa dazA atyAre nathI (IcchA che) tema baphamamAM rahI cAritra laukika rIte levuM nathI. jagatanuM kalyANa karavA jevI dazA nathI. tevo daMbha bhAva rAkhavo nathI. jagata pratye anukaMpA bhAva varte che. te pahdarzananuM yathArtha svarUpa, jyAM sudhI yathArtha AtmavicAre samajAyuM nathI, tyAM sudhI koI paNa mata maMDana ke khaMDana thaI zake tema nathI. te cha padanuM svarUpa jema jema vicAra-jJAnanI prAdhAnyatA ane cAritra dharmanI zuddhatA tema tema anubhavarUpe vizeSa prakAre samajAya che. mATe hAla to dezaviratapaNAmAM rahevAnI paNa zakti nathI. mAtra jJAnanI zuddhatA karavAnI IcchA che. Apane paNa hAla to cAritra dharma-guNa je prakAre pragaTa thAya te prakAre vartI vicAradazA jAgRta karavAno paricaya rAkhazo. jema jema vicAra jAgRti vadhaze tema tema ekAMta sthaLa ane asaMgapaNuM vizeSa vizeSa rUcikara thaze. nahIM to pachIthI kaMTALo AvI jaze. A svataH anubhavasiddha lakhyuM che. lakhavAne mATe A patra lakhatAM AtmAthI ghaNIja Urmio UgI AvatI, paNa have to kaMTALo khAuM chuM. mATe avasare banaze to rUbarUmAM vAta. 192

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ziYS SE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI GKS ESP patra-2 mArgAnusArI mumukSune premarasa prApta karavAnI vizeSa jIjJAsA rahe che. te premarasa prApta thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa to bhakti samajAya che. ane bhaktithI ja prema utpanna thAya che. ane te bhakti prApta thavAnuM kAraNa satpaSa mukhethI prApta thayelo upadezarUpa zrata dharma ane te zratadharmane viSe, eka layapaNe, eka lInapaNe, eka dhyAnapaNe, eka smaraNapaNe vicAravuM ke jethI apUrva evuM satyaruSanuM mAhAtma dRSTigocara thAya che ane sadgurUnuM mAhAsya jyAre samajAya che tyAre A dehAdikathI mAMDIne caudarAja lokanA saghaLA padArtho amAhAlyavAna jevA ja lAge che. arthAt te te padArthone viSe mAhAbhyapaNAnuM citta TharatuM nathI. ane eTalA ja mATe jJAnI puruSo vAraMvAra kahe che ke satsaMgano paricaya karavo ane asatsaMgamAM udAsIna thavuM yogya che. teno Azaya evo che ke asatsaMga eTale paramArthane aparamArtha mAnanArA ane aparamArthane paramArthapaNe mAnI laI potAmAM asagarUpaNuM chatAM sadgurUpaNuM manAvatA evA jIvono saMga te ja asatsaMga. sadgurUmukhathI zravaNa thayelo upadezarUpa zratadharma te vicAravAmAM vidgha karAvanAra che. asahAyaka rahenAra evo jagatadRSTi jIvono saMga te paNa asatsaMga kahevAya. pAMca IdriyonuM IcchAnusAra manokalpita sukha eTale khAvApIvA, sUvA besavA, oDhavA paheravA, cAlavA ItyAdikamAM je tadAkArapaNuM te paNa asatsaMga kahevAya. dehAdithI mAMDI jagatanA padArtha pratye alpa paNa juja evA padArtho pratye tadAkArapaNuM thavuM te paNa asatsaMga kahevAya. upara jaNAvelA prakAromAM prIti-sneha, mithyAgraha, kalpita sukha, kalpita mAhAsya je je prakArathI lAge arthAt je je prakArathI utpanna thAya evA je rAga, dveSa, moha, matsara, ahaMkAra, ajJAna, harSa, zoka, bhaya, rati, arati ItyAdika kAraNothI thAya te paNa asatsaMga kahevAya. TUMkAmAM je je pariNatimAM eTale eka AtmA sivAya anya je kAMI vibhAva pariNatimAM praNamavuM te asatsaMga kahevAya. e upara jaNAvelA asatsaMgAdi bhAvomAM udAsIna thaI eka satsaMga-AtmavicAramAM AvavuM te yogya che. ane te AtmavicAra prApta thavA mATe eka satpaSano yoga ArAdhavo ane prAdhAnyapaNe bhakti karavI e ja yogya che. - paramakRpALudevazrI taraphathI eka patra prApta thavAthI paramotkRSTa lAbha thayo che. jemAM "sadvartana, sadAcAra, sagraMtha ane satsamAgamamAM pramAda kartavya nathI." (va.791) ema jaNAvyuM che. je sarva mumukSuoe prasaMge prasaMge ane samaye samaye smaraNamAM rAkhavA yogya parama rahasya che. alpajJa aMbAlAla patra-3 popAbAInuM rAjya nathI. samaya samayanA lekhA te jinezvaranA zAstramAM kahyAM che. ane talatalanA lekhA gaNI jIvane karmabaMdhu bhogavavAM paDe che. jevA jIva karma bAMdhe che tevAM bhogavavA paDaze. koI jIva ApaNane duHkha de to te khamavAM ane samatAbhAve sahana karavAM. to tenA guNa ApaNane avazya maLaze. jo ApaNA upara koI viSamadRSTie kheda kare to te ApaNo upakArI che ema samajI samatA, kSamA karavI. sarva du:kha sahana karavAM e kartavya che. amuke Ama kahyuM, amuka Ama kahe che te mithyA ajJAna che. koI vairI nathI, vairI to deha, pAMca Idriyo ane mana che. teno samabhAva karI AtmabhAve vartIzuM to avazya sukhI thaIzuM. 193

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI mArga jene nathI prApta thayo, te jIvone prathama to mArga kema prApta thAya ane zAthI prApta thAya ? eja vacanane vAraMvAra vicAravA ucita che. ane pachI je rasto yogya lAge te rasto grahavo. ne bIjA badhA vikalpone mUkI daIne niHzaMkapaNe te raste athavA te rasto batAvanAra puruSa pratye AjJAnusAra vartavuM. ane eja jinezvara devanI AjJAnusAra pravacana-siddhAMtarUpa vANI sAkSIrUpe che. chatAM saghaLA darzanone viSe te vAtane vizeSarUpe varNavela che, ema mane samajAya che. jethI upara jaNAvela vacanonuM bahu bahu prakAre vicAravuM ane tenuM manana karavuM yogya che, e ja kartavya che. patra-4 paramagurU nigraMtha caraNAya namaH thel jIvane pramAda ane asatsaMga e baMne saMsAramAM paDavAnA kAraNo che. temAM pramAda to jIvane vAraMvAra paDavAnuM kAraNa che. atyAre dharma karavAnI IcchA hoya to kAle karIza ema phera ALasa thAya. jema kAjo gha2mAM paDyo paNa te kAle kADhIza ema pAMca sAta divasano bhego thAya ane ghaNo kAjo bharAya tyAre bahu ALasa thAya. are ! je ATalo badho kAjo kyAre kADhIza, paNa jo, haMmeza kADhato raheto hoya to ThIka. je pAMca IMdriyo jItavI che teno vicAra kare tyAre jIhvA iMdriya saMbhAravI. kAraNa ke jIhvA Idriya vaza kare to pAMce Idriya vaza thAya. jIhvA IMdriya jItavI tyAre tenI parIkSA karavI ke khATuM, khArUM, moLuM game tevuM hoya to paNa jIva vikalpa na kare tyAre kharI vAte jItAze, ema samajavuM. jema roTalI athavA khorA loTano roTalo, khorUM dhAnya hoya to paNa jIve vikalpa na karavo joIe. eka jIhvA iMdriyanA svAda rahita thavuM, bIjuM mauna rahevuM, trIjuM satya vacana bolavuM. ema traNa guNa che, te ka2vA. temAM bahu vAta samAya che. ane te saMyamanA hetu che. mATe Avazya karIne purUSArtha kartavya che. eka A deha che te dehane arthe gALyo che paNa te eka AtmAne arthe gALyo hoya to kema ? avazya tema karavuM yogya che. bhUlI gayo, havethI jANe marI gayo ja hato ema jANI purUSArtha kare, koIne saMbhaLAvavA bodha na kara. tuM ja tane samajAvavA bodha kara. ane koI sAMbhaLI jAya to khera, bIjAnA mATe kema bodha kare che ? have karIza nahIM. viSayano tyAga vairAgya karavo. iMdriyane gALavI. mokaLI mUkavI nahi. rasa-svAdano tyAga karavo. vaLI tArApaNuM kADhI nAMkha. nahIM kADhe to eka AMTo pharI Ava. bIje raste ahaMbhAva gaLe ja nahIM. te ahaMbhAva gaLe nahIM tyAM sudhI kaSAya TaLe ja nahIM. jyAM kaSAya TaLe nahIM tyAM ArttadhyAna, raudradhyAna thayA kare ane mohathI rAgAdi baMdha thAya. paNa eka AMcako mAro, sadgurUnI AjJAe vicArarUpI jo eka ratI osaDa khAe ratI guNa kare che. paNa tenI carI sAthe pALavI joIe. te ANAe dhammo, ANAe tavo. e ja jJAnI gurUnI AjJA sivAya bIjo koI mAna gALavAno rasto nathI. bAhubaLanuM mAna bAramAsa dhyAnathI paNa rahyuM. tethI nahi thayuM eTaluM eka AjJAthI thayuM. '"huM namuM nahi ane huM namuM'' ema kahyu ahaMbhAva gaLI gayo. mULa jJAnInI rIta judI. kevI khUbI che ? adbhuta vItarAganA mAraganI samajaNa che. A jIvane bojo ghaNo thaI paDyo che. ATha pUrvanA bhaNanArA AjJAe pramANa. '"jJAnInI AjJAe pramANa che.'' e vAta rahI che, karmathI mukta thavA A deha gALI ja nAMkhavI. je divase dikSA lIdhI tyAre A deha tamArI rAkhI nathI. gurUnI AjJAe AhAra pANI levo ne sajjhAya dhyAnamAM 194

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O REFER SR satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) (5) STD-9 kALane gALavo. tema karavAthI mana zuddha thaze. citta nirmaLa karavuM. aMtaHkaraNa jyAM sudhI malina che. tyAM sudhI citta nirmaLa thAya nahi, karo to vAra nathI. aho ! nivRttimAM ja sukha che. evuM sukha bIjAmAM nathI, ekAMta sukha che. eka jJAnamAM sukha che tevuM bIjAmAM sukha nathI. jJAnamAM sukha che evuM traNe lokamAM sukha nathI. A saMsAranA sukhamAM zuM rAcavuM ? IdriyanuM lolupIpaNuM juo ke je IdriyavaDe lolupIpaNuM raheze te Idriya dhAraNa karI te bhavamAM bhaTakavuM paDaze. mevAsIne mArI nAkhavo, vRttine vaza na paDavuM, pramAda karavo, rasAdi svAda na karavo, mAna na karavuM. strIno samAgama ocho karavo, Azravane dADhamAM nAMkhI cAvI nAMkhavo, khUnIne dADhamAM rAkhavo, je je AcaraNa karavAM temAM mAna to rAkhavuM ja nahi. jANe jANatA ja nathI ema sAcathI, sAcA thaIne bolavuM. patra-5 hila bhAI tribhuvanadAsane vinaMtI ke ApanA zarIrane ArogyatA haze. A lekhakane enA dehe dehAdika dharma bajAvyo che. traNe kALamAM pudgalano svabhAva saDana, paDana ane vidhvaMsana che evuM jJAnI puruSoe niSkarSa kareluM te sarva jIvane vizeSa mAnya thavA arthe anubhava yogya vacana, zAstramAM pratipAdana karyuM che. jo ke zAstrAdika e parokSa che ane A vAta anubhavasiddha che, chatAM paNa mumukSu jIvane vizeSa jAgRta thavAne arthe, jAgRtimAM rahevAne arthe, dayAnI khAtara e vAta jJAnIe pratipAdana karI che. mATe huM, tame ke bIjA je AtmA, udaya Avela karma abaMdha pariNAmathI bhogavIzuM to A dehAdikathI rahita evuM je zAzvatapada tene pAmIzuM. pratyakSa samajAya tevI vAta che ke A deha ja potAne baMdhana kare che. ane A dehathI karIne tene janma jarA maraNAdi karavuM paDe che. ane vaLI atyAre A manuSyabhavamAM svajana, kuTuMba, strIAdi je kAMI mohAdi prakAre svArthI saMbaMdha thayo che te svArthane ja arthe pote je kAMI A dehAdikanI cAkarI kare che athavA auSadhopacAra karIne khAvAno Agraha kare che te sau potapotAnA svArthathI ja che. pUrve upArjana karelAM tiryaMca yonimAM A dehane koNa zAtAkArI hato ? haju paNa zubhAzubha karmodaya AvelAne Akroza pariNAma bhogavAthI je bhaviSyakALe eTale Avato athavA anAgata narnAdi gatimAM AvA ja dehano koNa koNa saMbaMdha che ? paNa jIva ja vicAra karI zakato nathI. kAraNa ke pUrve kyAM kyAM kevA kevA deho dhAraNuM karyA che, tenuM ene bhAna ja nathI. AgAmI kALe kayAM kayAM deha dhAraNa karavAnA che, e paNa jIva sahaja zAtA sukha maLavAthI bhUlI gayo che. paNa mumukSujIvo pUrvano ane bhaviSyakALano AvA du:kha vedanIya azAtA prasaMge bahu ja vicAra kare che. jo ke jIvane zAtA sukhano udaya hoya tyAre tene nivRtti maLatI nathI eTale je kAMI upAdhi aMgIkAra karelI hoya che te bhogavavAmAM ja tallIna hoya che, kadApi azAtAkArI sthiti pUrvanA karmodaye utpanna thaI hoya to tyAM jIva dehAdika azAtAne vedavAmAM bhUlI jAya che, tyAre have A jIva kayA prasaMge nivRtti laI zake te vicAro ? A jIva vAraMvAra AvA kAraNo maLavA chatAM te bhUlI jAya che. to paNa A azAtA prasaMge sahaja vizeSa dRDha thavA arthe bhAI.... bhAInuM dRSTAMta jaNAvuM chuM. - A jIvana jIvavAnI AzA vizeSa rahe che. jo ke maravuM che e to pratyakSa hovA chatAM paNa du:kha-garbhita " vairAgyane lIdhe atyAre ema rahetuM haze ke sArI sthitie dharmArAdhana karIza, paNa pAcho jIva ja bhUlI jAya che. ane je bhUla thAya che te ja ajJAna che. te ja jIvanI mUDhatA che. kAraNa ke jyAre dehAdika pratye azubha karmodaya Ave che te vakhate jo kadApi kAMI paNa cIkAzano padArtha ke snigdha pudgalAdika khAvAmAM Ave to dehane vizeSa azAtAnuM kAraNa banavAno saMbhava che. temaja je kAMI parejI paLAya che te paNa phakta dehAdinA mohAdi prakArathI 195 I

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GSSSBsatsaMga-saMjIvanI CRR ja paLAya che emAM kAMI jJAna jevuM thoDuM ja hoya che. to A uparathI samajI zakAya evuM che ke AvI jyAre dehanI sthiti hoya tyAre koI paNa padArtha bhogavavAmAM Ave to viparItapaNe udayamAM pratyakSa Ave che. to zubhAzubha sthitie bhogavelAM evA padArtho te bIjA dehane viSe A AtmAne kema udayamAM nahIM Ave ? paNa jIva ja bhUlI jAya che. ane e bhUlavuM eja ajJAna che. je nathI bhUlatA ane vicArIne - yathArtha vicAra karIne varte che e ja A dehathI rahita thAya che. ane ema rahevuM e ja mArga prAptimAM sthiti mAnya che. nathI rahetuM e mArganI virAdhanAno saMbhava che, mane to ema samajAya che. vizeSa to Apa vicAro ! strI, putra, mitra, mAta, pitA ke svajana Adi saMbaMdhavALA je je jIvo che te sau svArthane bahAne ekaThuM thayeluM che ane sau potapotAnA svArthamAM ja varte che. maraNAdika sthiti dehanI thaI hoya to paNa koI jIva ema AvIne nahIM kahe ke bhAI jo have tane sAruM thaze to jA tArI pAsethI svArthane nahIM IcchatA dharmArAdhanA karavAmAM aMtarAya nahIM pADuM ema kahevAnuM banatuM nathI. e ja A jIvane svArthI saMbaMdha che. ane mohAdika prakArathI jIva je kAMI khabara le che tenuM kAraNa e ja ke koI kAMI duHkha levA samartha nathI. evA evA eka ja bhavamAM hajAro vakhata banatAM chatAM A jIvane vicAra * kema nahIM Avato hoya ? upAdhino prasaMga jIvane rogAdi vakhate koNa pUro pADatuM haze te kayA guNathI ? kaI dazAthI ? ane e guNa jo ajJAnatAno ja lAgato hoya to janma, jarA, maraNa zAthI thAya che ? (ajJAnathI ja thAya che.) ema lAgatuM hoya to mokSanI IcchA kevA prakArathI rahe che e ja kahevAya. ajJAnanA upArjanathI mokSanI prApti maLatI nathI ane e ajJAna upArjana karavAthI mokSa prApti thAya ke nahIM ? te Apa vicAro. ane yogya lAge to lekhakane darzAvazo. vaLI mokSanI prApti sAcA sadgurUnA caraNakamaLanI sevAthI thAya. atyaMtara bAhya mohAdi, pAMca viSaya kaSAyone ghaTADI, AzA, tRSNA, avidyA, vRtti rokI, samatA, kSamAdi, savRttie vartatAM, jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa, saMyamAdi, dhyAna, zubhabhAvanA zuddhapaNe pariName te tapAdithI mokSa che. te sarva paNa eka sadgurU ArAdhanathI siddha thAya. ANAe dhammo ane ANAe tavo, e sAcA sadgurUnI AjJAe kalyANa thAya che. nahi to anaMtavAra sAdhana karyo paNa kalyANa na thayuM te mAtra sagurU pazAyathI thAya che. jIvane jo vicAramAM vakhata laI gALavAmAM Ave to vizeSa samajI zakAya. paNa vicAramAM vakhata gALavAmAM apramAdi thavuM yogya che. satyarUSanI AjJAmAM vRttine aDagapaNe dorIne athavA temAM vRttine rAkhIne guptapaNe sAcA jJAna pratye prIti arthAt asatjJAna pratye aprIti ane sane viSe nizcalatA ane te vaDe karI tuccha padArtho pratyethI vRttinuM upazamavuM e Adi karavAthI duSamakALanuM prabaLa rAjya vartatAM chatAM parama zAMtino mArga prApta thaI zake che. ema sAmAnya rIte te patrano artha thaI zake che. (va, 831) maitrI, pramoda, kArUNya ane upekSA e cAra bhAvanAo, samyakdarzananI IcchAvALA mumukSuone avazya karavA yogya che. e guNono vicAra karatAM ane AtmAne viSe tenuM anuprekSaNa dIrdhakALa sudhI rahyA kare to e bhAvanAo phaLadAyaka che, ke jethI mumukSatA vardhamAna thAya che. ane enA saMge bIjA keTalAka tevA guNo paNa vardhamAna thAya che. patra-7 anaMtAnubaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha e cAranuM svarUpa jANavAnI muni AdinI IcchA rahe che. anAdikALathI te anaMtAnubaMdhI krodhAdikanuM svarUpa A jIvanA jANavAmAM AvyuM nathI. athavA to te tene 196

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O CREVER8 satsaMga-saMjIvanI GHERE HER() anubhavavAmAM AvyuM nathI. game tyAre paNa tenuM svarUpa anyathA prakAre jANI anyathA prakAre mAnIne teno bodha paNa anyathA prakAre karyo haze. nahIM to khacita anaMtAnubaMdhInuM svarUpa yathArtha rIte jANavA pramANe anubhavavAmAM AvyuM hoya to tenI sthiti jaghanya te ja bhavanI ane utkRSTa trIjA bhavanI jJAnIpuruSoe batAvI che. tenuM mukhya kAraNa to e che ke pUrve upArjana karelAM evAM karmanA nibaMdhanathI A jIvane AgAmI kALano - javAnI gatino baMdha thayo hoya to ja, nahi to te ja bhave mukti thavAnuM kAraNa jJAnI puruSoe vizeSa karIne bodhyuM che, jethI te sthaLe kAMI abhUta racanA ApI che. te sarva jIvane vicAravA yogya che. vaLI paNa tenI sAthe ema paNa bodhyuM che ke jene eka paNa vrata pratyAkhyAnAdika hoya nahIM, jyAre tevI vAta karI che tyAre teno vicAra sarva mukta thavA IcchanAra jIvoe avazya karI karavA yogya che. ane teno yathArtha rIte khulAso koI vidyamAna satyaruSa pAsethI levo joIe ane mane paNa te anaMtAnubaMdhInuM svarUpa pUrve Aje jema Apa kalpo cho temaja samajAyuM hatuM. paNa koI satparuSanA pratApe tenuM svarUpa yatkiMcit mArI alpamatithI samajavAmAM AvyuM che. chatAM vakhate te upadezavAmAM mArA ke tamArA samajyA phera thAya teTalA mATe Apane jo te anaMtAnubaMdhInuM svarUpa jANavAnI IcchA hoya to bhale, Apa te puruSa pAsethI khulAso maMgAvo. mArA dhAravA pramANe Apane te taraphathI khulAso maLaze to to ApanA samajavAmAM barAbara AvI zakaze. ane tyAM patra lakhavAmAM Apane kadApi saheje apravRtti rahetI hoya to game tyAMthI paNa dharma saMbaMdhI khulAso maMgAvavAnI jinezvara bhagavAnanI AjJA che. mATe Apa koI zrAvaka pAse patra vATe jaNAvI khulAso maMgAvavA koIpaNa rIte aDacaNa nathI. e ja temane jaNAvazo. | bAkI te vigere temanA pakSanA bIjA munio game to anukULa varte athavA pratikULa varte te para koIpaNa lakSa Apavo ucita nathI. pratikULa varte to jIvano eka anAdi doSa che ema gaNIne te pratye anukaMpA rAkhyA ja karavI. anukaLa varte to te kAMI ApaNane lAbhakArI nathI. game te prakAre paNa sarva jIvo anAdikALathI potAnI ja bhUle rakhaDyA che. te bhUla tenA jANavAmAM Ave ane pUrve baMdhAyelA karmone nivartana karavAmAM AvI, AtmadazA sanmukha tenI vRtti thAya to game tyAre te jIva vaheluM ke moDe mukta thaze, e bhAvanA rAkhI te jIvo pratye mAtra nirdoSa dRSTithI ane anukaMpA buddhithI varyA karavuM ane ApaNo je mULa dharma che te visarjanabhUta na thAya e lakSa rAkhyA karavo ema mane ucita lAge che. nahi to tevA AlApa pralApanA samaye jIvane bhUlAvo thaI javAno saMbhava che ane uttama prakAranI sthitie jaI caDhelA munio paNa tevA tevA anukULa prasaMgothI paDIne adhogatie gayA che ane teTalA ja mATe jJAnIpuruSoe vAraMvAra kahyuM che. mAtra sarva prakAre udAsIna thaI vairAgyavRttimAM moLAza na thavI joIe. e ja mumukSuono parama dharma che. | muni devakaraNajIe vyAkhyAnanA prasaMgamAM vizeSe karI dhyAna ApavAnI jarUra che. ane ANaMdathI mokalelo patra va. 716 vAraMvAra hRdayane viSe avalokana karI rAkhavA jevo che. nahi to ThIka bodhuM chuM. mArI vAta lokomAM ThIka anukULa Ave tema che e ja jIvane nIce pADavAnuM lakSaNa che. jo ke Apane A lakhavuM yogya nathI chatAM Apane smaraNa rahevA mAtra lakhyuM che. jethI satpaSonuM zaraNa rAkhI jema thavuM haze tema thaze ane koIpaNa prakArathI sarva jIvonuM kalyANa thAya e lakSa rAkhI udAsIna bhAve karatAM jatAM paNa mULa doSa upara vizeSa vizeSa lakSa rAkhIne teno parAbhava karavo ke jethI mULa doSa vardhamAna thavA pAme nahi, eTalo lakSa huM, tame ke sarva mumukSuone avazya rAkhavA yogya che. ayogyane mATe kSamA IcchuM chuM. li. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA savinaya namaskAra 197

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103 Arya zrI popaTalAla pratye, patra eka prApta thayo che. satsaMga-saMjIvanI putra-8 saMvata 1954 zrAvaNa suda-14 somavA2 ghaNA mumukSuone satsamAgamano lAbha pAmavAnI IcchA rahe che, ane te IcchA rahe e svAbhAvika che. kAraNa ke ghaNA ghaNA kALathI satpuruSono viyoga che, tethI vartamAna kALamAM koI satpuruSanuM utpanna thavuM thAya to asamAM sat nahIM hovAnI zaMkA hovAthI ghaNA jIvone sat prApta thavAnI IcchAthI satsaMganA lAbhane pAmavAnI IcchA rahyA kare che. paNa te IcchA pAra paDavI e to satpuruSanI IcchAnusAra che. vartamAna kALamAM hAla jyAM sudhI dravyathI vyavahArathI satpuruSone gRhasthAzrama varte che, tyAM sudhI mumukSuonA samAgamamAM AvavAnuM pratibaMdharUpa gaNAya che. temAM vaLI upadeza kArya karavuM e paNa gRhasthAzramIne aghaTIta jevuM che. chatAM koIka mumukSu khAsa IcchAe satsamAgamamAM Avyo ane saheja svabhAve tenI sAthe vAtacIta thaI to thaI, nahIM to vakhate vAtacIta nA paNa bane, kAraNa ke satpuruSo koI pratibaMdhamAM rahetA nathI, ema jANI ApaNe tevA pratibaMdhamAM jJAnI puruSone nAkhavA ke mumukSuone te samAgamanA yogamAM AvAgamananuM AmaMtraNa karavAno pratibaMdha kartavya nathI. Apa vicAro ke mAMDa mAMDa keTalIka vinaMtI karatAM chatAM, Aja poNA be varSa thayAM. thayelA satpuruSanA viyogano lAbha thavAno, te mahAna kRpALudeve kRpA karIne, samAgama yoga banavAno avasara prApta karAvyo, tyAM ApaNe sAMbhaLavAno yoga melIne badhAno savaDa karavArUpI pravRttimAM paDavuM paDe ane Avo yoga bane tyAre te pravRttimAM vakhata jAya. tyAre pachI satsaMga zravaNa, upadezanuM sAMbhaLavuM kyAre bane ? kAraNa ke zravaNa karavAnI IcchA sarva jIvane sarakhI hoya che. ane satsaMgamAM kema pravartavuM e viSe jagata jIvo amAhitagAra che. eTale hAla to ApaNe ApaNA mATe kRpA thavAnI IcchavI, te kRpA thayA pachI saheje koI koI mumukSune potAne samAgamanI khAsa IcchA haze ane samAgamamAM Avaze to tenI IcchAe pachI yathAvasare jema thavuM haze tema thaze. mArI IcchA pramANe to hAla to pravRttimAM paDavuM ghaTatuM nathI ane anukaMpA mArgano tyAga karavo yogya nathI. jagata jIvo pratye anukaMpA rAkhavI ke sarva jIvo kyAre sanmArgane pAme, ane satpuruSane pravRttimAM nAMkhavA nahIM ke AjJAno bhaMga karavo nahIM e baMne vAtane sAcavI jema hitArtha lAge tema hAla to yogya che. jo ke prathama tamone jaNAveluM ke kSetrAdi viSe hAla acarcita rahevuM to paNa te vAta vanamALIbhAInA jANavAmAM tyAM taraphathI AvI, jIvano evo svabhAva che ke jyAre satsamAgamano yoga thAya tyAre pravRttine tene kore ka2vI paDe che. ane te kore karatAM satyamAgamanA lAbha vakhate koI pravRtti AvI naDatI hoya tyAre AjathI kore ka2vAnuM kAraNa jaNAvavuM paDe ke mAre nivRttimAM javuM che athavA to jIva jUThuM paNa bole ane vAta jaNAve eTale svAbhAvika che ke bIjA moMDhe paNa jAya, strI Adi jANe, e vigere pachI carcita thayA kare. jo te jIvane aNajANapaNe jaNAvavAmAM Ave to te jagatanA padArtho pratye, pravRtti pratye, tenI bhAvanA kevI che te jaNAI Ave. A viSe saheje lakhyuM che. badhI ja vakhate vizeSa mANaso rahe evuM kaMI nathI. jJAnI purUSonI IcchAnusAra che. vakhate keTaloka kALa 198

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI pote ekalA paNa vicare, hAla to te viSe kaMI lakhI zakAtuM nathI. yathAvasare satsaMgano yoga banyA pachI je thAya te kharUM. li. alpa aMbAlAlanA namaskAra pUjya bhAI zrI popaTalAla pratye AtmArthI bhAIzrI, patra-9 saMvata 1959 caitra suda 1 - somavA2 kRpA pattu 1 maLyuM. jJAnI puruSoe A cauda rAjalokamAM potAnI anubhavarUpa vANI prasidhdhimAM mUkelI che. tenuM koI viralA ja jIvo pAna kare che. AtmAnI ujjavaLatA vaDe samyabhAve ke vinayAnvita bhAve je jIvo te amRtamaya vANIno anubhava kare che, pAna kare che, te anukrame uttama padane pAme che. te vANIno rasa levAmAM jIvane anAdinA doSo AvaraNarUpa rahe che. temAM vaLI sUkSmapaNe je lobha ane svacchaMdapaNuM evA mIThA sabaLAM che ke pAmara jIvanA jANavAmAM AvatA nathI, ane te doSa ADe AtmAnI ujjavaLatA - e jJAnano apUrva svAda cakhADavA detA nathI. te doSa mATe vizeSa prakAre jJAnInA caraNanI upAsanA karavA yogya mArga moTA puruSoe bodhyo che, paNa A kALamAM tevA jJAnI puruSano viyoga jovAmAM Ave che, to paNa have niSphaLatAne pAmavuM ucita nathI, kAraNa ke pragaTa jJAnInA vacano - bodha-upadezo je ApaNA jevA pAmarane pragaTa jJAnIrUpe prApta che. je vacanothI pragaTapaNe varNavelA doSo - saMsAranA bhoga upabhoga padArtho nirAzapaNe bhogavatAM sUkSma ke bAdarapaNe dekhAya teTalA doSono purUSArtha yogathI tyAga karavo ucita che. teTalA mATe vizeSa - nivRtti, AtmavicAra, satsaMga, uttama zAstranuM avalokana e AdinI jarUra che. e ja vinaMtI. li. alpa aMbAlAlanA namaskAra. patra-10 parama pUjya kRpAnAthazrIne trikALa namaskAra, amadAvAda. parama pavitra pUjya AtmAzrI..... vinaMti ke Apano patra eka maLyo. vAMcI saMtoSa thayo. parama pUjya dayALunAthazrI, manasukhabhAInA prasaMge dezamAM padhAryA hatA. tyAMthI pAchA padhAratAM naDiyAda ane ANaMda thaI doDha divasa A pAmara bALakane kalyANa karavA rokAyA hatA. te viSe sTezana para AvavAne lakhavA jeTalo vakhata nahIM maLavAthI Apane lakhyuM nahotuM. tema ANaMda padhAravuM saheje thayuM hatuM. mATe Apa pratidina satpuruSanA samAgamanI kAmanA rAkhI, te pavitra puruSonA caraNakamaLa prati paDAya evI bhAvanAe vartAya e hitakArI kArya che. A pherAnA pavitra samAgamamAM zrI harimukhathI ema kRpA thaI che ke paraspara mumukSu bhAIoe bane teTalo samAgama ka2vo. be cAra ke ATha divasane AMtare patrAdi lakhavAno paricaya rAkhavo ane potAnI vRtti jaNAvatA rahevuM. tema savRtti vardhamAna thAya evo lakSa rAkhavo. jema bane tema saMsAra vadhavAnI je pravartanA tene jatI karavI. avazya jatI karavAmAM ja upayoga rAkhavo. ane je savRtti, sadvicAra ane satzAstrane aMgIkAra karavA. je prakA2thI chUTavAno mukhya upAya maLe 199

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI evA pustakAdi vAMcavAno paricaya rAkhavo ane A trAsarUpa saMsAramAM koI padArtha upara vizeSa prIti, bhakti thavA na devI. Apa jevA sujJa AtmAne lakhavuM yogya nathI. e viSe zrImukhathI sAMbhaLeluM te Apane nivedana karUM chuM mATe Apa paNa te pavitra guNonuM grahaNa karo ke jethI A saMsAramAM rAgAdi baMdhane karI A AtmA baLI rahyo che, tethI rahita thaI parama zAMtipadane pAmIe. pratyakSa anubhavamAM lAvavA jevuM ane saMsAranuM anityapaNuM, azaraNapaNuM, asArapaNuM, azAzvatapaNuM suMdaralAlanA mRtyuthI siddha thAya che, to A jIve haju keTalA kALano vizvAsa karI rAkhyo che, ke jethI haju tenuM to avazya sthira rahevuM ja dhAryuM che ? e vAtano vicAra bahu ja prakArathI karavA yogya che. ane suMdaralAlano dAkhalo anubhavamAM levA yogya che ke kALano bharUso nathI ane vaLI A manuSyapaNuM maLeluM ane temAM Avo uttamamAM uttama joga maLelo ane dharma ka2vo rahI jaze to A jIvane keTaluM pastAvA jevuM thaze, mATe jema bane tema saMsAranI prIti jatI karIne eka satpuruSa pratye prItibhakti thAya evI bhAvanA dRDha rAkhI te pramANe vartavuM thAya to jarUra A jIvanuM kalyANa thaI jAya ema mArUM samajavuM che. bane to potAnA hAthe patra lakhavAno abhyAsa vadhAravo yogya che. kAma sevA pharamAvazo. li. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA namaskAra EUR patra-11 sukha zAtAno A jIva bhikhArI hovAthI yathArtha dharma pragaTa thato nathI. keTalAka bAhya laukika sukha mUke che, paNa aMtaraMga mAyAnA raMga bahu prakAranA hoya che, jethI AtmadharmathI vimukhapaNe pariName che. jeTalA jeTalA zAtAnA prakAra te te prakArane sUkSma dRSTithI vilokIne te prakArathI mahA vairAgya karavo. anukULa jogamAM jIva bahu ja bhUla khAya che. strIno samAgama e anukULa joga che, ke je AtmadRSTie to mahApratikULa che. e prasaMgamAM je je prIti thAya te mUDhatA che, kAraNa ke te prasaMgathI jIva mAtra bAhya zAtA joI bhUla khAya che. vizeSa saMganA yogathI asaMga evuM AtmasvarUpa bhAsyamAna thAtuM nathI, ane tethI ja jJAnI mumukSuo nivRttine Icche che. asadguru e AtmAnA mukhya AvaraNanA hetu che, kAraNa ke anAdithI te saMga A jIve ArAdhyo che, ane te saMgamAM to iMdriyAdika viSaya kaSAyAdikano upazama karavAno mArga jovAmAM Avato nathI. kAraNa ke je je baMdhananA sthAnaka che tene vizeSe ArAdhe che, ane te saMgamAM AvelA jIvane te vAta draDhAva thaI javAthI satpuruSanA joge paNa satyane viSe jIvane praveza thavAtuM nathI. je je laukika mArge pravarte che, temAM A prakAranI kalpanAo jovAmAM Ave che. jemake keTalAka jIvo vaiSNava dharmamAM pravartatA hoya che te savAra paDe nahAvuM ne darzana karavAM pachI Akho divasa pravRtti puraNa kAmanAthI karavI ane rAgadveSa sevavo, ane je prathama prakAra kahyo te sevyAthI AtmAne viSe dRDha kalyANanI mAnyatA karI hoya che, eTale ke huM A karUM chuM tethI mArUM kalyANa thaI gayuM ! paNa jIva vicArato nathI ke ATalo badho vakhata thatAM paNa rAga dveSa to ghaTato nathI, ane huM zAnuM kalyANa mAnuM chuM ? tevA jIvane satpuruSano joga maLe paNa je akalyANamAM kalyANapaNuM mAneluM hoya che ane te vAta bahu ja dRDha thaI gaI hoya che, eTale sAcA puruSanA vacano pariNamatAM nathI, jethI jIva kalyANanA mArgathI aTakI jAya che. te savAramAM be ghaDInuM sAmAyika, dharma-dhyAnAdika karI lIdhuM, pachI Akho divasa 200

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nahi A satsaMga-saMjIvanI NR NR / kaSAyAdikane sevavA. potAne eka pAI mAtrano lAbha thato hoya ane sAmA mANasane amuka keTaluM nukasAna thatuM hoya te bAbatano bilakula vicAra na rAkhe. dravyanuM vartana karI laukika dRSTie vata pachI loko sAthe vaira bAMdhe, tenuM koI bhAna na rAkhe, te kevuM Azcarya gaNAya ! kI patra-12 | tamoe lakhAvelA patra maLyA che, vAMcI sarva hakikata jANI che. jIvano anAdi svabhAva ja evo che to paNa tenA doSa para dRSTi na karavI e ja mumukSuono parama dharma che. moTA moTA RSivaro, munizvaro ane yogIzvaro paNa mahA vairAgyavAna hatA chatAM te mAyAdevInI jALa AgaLa phasAI gayA che. to jene haju vairAgyano aMza pragaTyo nathI tevA jIvo temAM bhUlAvo khAya emAM kAMI Azcarya nathI, ane haju A jIvane paNa tathArUpa tevA prasaMgo maLe paNa nirvigha rahI zakAya tevI dazA nathI ema vicArI A jIvane vizeSa prakAre bodha thavo yogya che ke eka to khoTA Agrahe jIva asat gurnAdikamAM mamatva karI rahelo, tene AvI vAta parathI vizeSa dRDha thAya che, ane te daDhatva AtmAmAM eka niSThAe prakAze che, vaLI A jIvane paNa tevA tevA prasaMge bhUlAvo khAvAnA rastA ghaNA ane vikaTa che, tethI te prakAra bhAvI AtmAne dRDha karavo jethI tevA tevA prasaMgoe jIva potAnuM sacetanapaNuM jAgRtimAM rAkhyA kare. bAkI koI jIva pratye doSa dRSTi karavA yogya nathI. potAnA doSa pratye vizeSa tiraskAra kartavya che. khAvA pIvA oDhavA pAtharavAnA prasaMgomAM je je jIvane tAdAbhyapaNuM varyA karatuM hoya te te vakhate te te padArthonuM tucchapaNuM bhASyA ja karavuM ane jema sarpane viSe dRDha thayeluM jhera nidrAmAM paNa jAgRta kare che tema padArthAdika pratyenuM anityapaNuM tura7paNuM dRDha karI rAkhyuM hoya to jIvane te te padArtho thaye ghaNuM karIne tene tAdAbhyapaNuM thavA detA nathI ane eTalA mATe mukhya karIne vairAgyane vizeSa jAgRta rAkhavo joIe. vairAgya e ja Atmadharma pAmavAne sIDIrUpa uttama prakArano saDakano rasto che ane te paNa satparuSanA caraNa zaraNa sahita hoya to, nahi to vakhate temAM paNa jIvane bhUlAvo khAvAnA kAraNo vizeSa che. siddhizAstra vAMcavAnI tamone IcchA che, tethI paNa adhika IcchA jo vairAgya pratye, tyAga pratye ane udAsIna pratye vartavAno lakSa rakhAya to vagara vAMce siddhi zAstramAM batAvelo sAra AtmAmAM pariNAma pAmavA yogya che. A jIvane haju moha mugarAdika pustaka mAMheno eka sAra paNa pariNAma pAmyo hoya ema kahevuM kaThaNa che. kAraNa ke jIvane jo tyAga vairAgyano lakSa vizeSa rahe to game te zAstra paNa tene uttama prakArano hetu thavo joIe. patra-13 sarNarUnI bhaktie purUSArthapUrvaka zarIrathI mAMDI sarva arpaNa karI AjJAe cAlavAnuM nizcaya nahi thAya tyAM sudhI samyakatvanI AzA rAkhavI vRthA che. samyakatva pAmyA vinA jIva samaya samaya navA pApo grahe che, eTale karmabaMdha thayA kare che. te zubhAzubha baMdhathI mukta thAto nathI. jyAM sudhI samyakatva nahIM pAme tyAM sudhI AtmA rAga, dveSa, mohAdi prapaMcamAM dorAya tyAM sudhI manamAM samyakatva samajavuM nahi. ane tyAM sudhI AgAmika kALe zubhAzubha bhogave che, tyAM sudhI yathArtha rAgadveSano abhAva nathI. samyakatva na thAya tyAM sudhI nirAMta vALIne UMghavA yogya jANazo nahi. jyAre samyakatva thAya te divasa dhanya karI mAnajo, bIjA badhA divasa dhikkAra karI 201

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GSRTIYA satsaMga-saMjIvanI (GK) EXER) ) mAnajo. tyAre ja manuSyadeha ciMtAmaNi gaNAze, tyAM sudhI pazuvata mAnajo. anAdikALathI svacchaMda, pramAdane sevyo che, ane sanmArga ne sadgurUnI bhakti vinA manuSyadeha niSphaLa gayo che, mATe ATalo manuSyadeha to atyaMta sadgurU bhaktipUrvaka sAcA aMtaHkaraNathI arpaNa karavo. evo dRDha nizcaya karavo. jyAM sudhI nizcayamAM khAmI che, tyAM sudhI janmamaraNa maTanAra nathI. paramotkRSTa mokSanuM sAdhana saddagurUnI bhakti tenA caraNAraviMdanI sevApUrvaka AjJAe vartavuM. sa-deva, sagurU, satudharma temAM prathama satgurUthI deva oLakhAya che ane dharma paNa samajAya che. dharma vastu dayA, dama, dInatA, samatA, kSamA che te jIve ArAdhI nathI. te sAcA sadgurU maLe ArAdhanA yathArtha thAya che. te ArAdhana thaI zakaze tyAre kalyANa thaze. ahoniza salphAstra tathA satsamAgama maLavA durlabha che. te meLavavAno prayatna karavo ucita che. mATe je zAstramAM kAma, krodha, lobha, mohanIya, upazama thAya te sadgurUnI AjJAe evA zAstro avalokana thAya che. ane dararoja sazAstra niyamita vAMcavA te yathArtha lAge che. ane mane to anubhavapUrvaka samajAya che. e ja rIte te ArAdhana AjJAe karI mokSe gayA, jAya che ane jaze. vizeSa zuM kahevuM ? sarUnI AjJAe karI dharma ane tapa che. te sarvane sevyAnuM kalyANa thaze. paNa sAcA sadgurU-pragaTa AtmajJAnI, divyacakSu maLe AtmakalyANa thAya. patra-14 have jarA zAstra upara vicAra karatAM cothA guNasthAnakavALA samakitInI dazA upara ane ApaNe ApaNA upara vicAra karIe to temAM anaMta guNonuM taphAvata mAluma paDe che. temanI dazA joIe chIe to jANe saMsAramAM chatAM temane kAMI paNa saMsAranuM lAgatuM vaLagatuM hoya ema jaNAtuM nathI. ane jANe krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhane to sAmAnya karI te haDaselI kADhyA hoya tema spaSTa jaNAI Ave che. temanA para du:kha paDela chatAM jANe kAMI ja nathI, tema temane mAna AkarA maLyA chatAM paNa jANe kAMI gaNatrImAM ja nathI. to jene saMsAranuM svarUpa khoTuM bhAsyuM che tene saMsAramAM apamAna, mAna baMne paNa khoTA ja mAnela che ema jene bhAsI rahela jaNAya che, vaLI jenI spRhA saMsArathI vakhata maLe to turata nIkaLI javAnI rahyA karatI hoya, ema spaSTa jaNAya che ane tevo vakhata maLe ghaNA turata nIkaLI gayA che, vaLI jene jarA paNa apalakSaNa evuM to kiMcita mAtra dekhAtuM jaNAtuM nathI, vaLI sarala svabhAvI ne AtmAne uMco lAvavAmAM mahA-sura ne je zAstramAM dhIravIrAdi guNo mUkyA che tevA spaSTa anubhavamAM Ave che. have ApaNI dazA jovA sarvane vinaMtI karavAmAM Ave che. sau saue potAnI dazA tarapha lakSa Apajo ne uparanA lakSaNo paNa meLavavA bhegAbhego vicAra karazo. ApaNane bodha maLyA pachI zuM AtmAnI dazA vadhArI ? saMsArane kevI rItathI khoTo dhAryo ? krodha keTalo ocho karyo ? AgaLa pariSaha sahana karatAM have atyAre ApaNAthI zabdano pariSaha ocho thayo ke kema ? mAyAno kAMI bhAga kamI thayo ke kema ? ApaNe mAnane vadhAryuM ke ghaTADyuM ? koI ApaNI kharekharI kasUra hoya tevI pAMca mANasanI vacce vAta kare to ApaNuM mAna verAI jAya tevo bhaya rahe ke kema ? mAyAno kaMI bhAga kamI thayo ke kema ? ke seja seja paNa mAyA sevye ja jaIe chIe ? lobhano paNa kevo bhAga kamI thayo ? ApaNA gajA mujaba kevI udAra vRtti thaI ? jana hitArthe ApaNe zakti mujaba zuM vyaya karyuM ? ane anItinuM dravya banatAM sudhI gharamAM pesI na zake evI kAMI ADI bhIMta karI ke kema ? ApaNe AjIvikA calAvavAno saMbaMdha che ke AjIvikA to khuzIthI cAle che ne dravya vadhAravAno savAla che ? to anItithI kAMI dravya na Ave tema kAMI upAya yojyo ke (4) ta) 202 (9) (NRERE NOii

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GSSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GSHSEC) kema ? vaLI IdriyonA viSayono paNa sAthe sAthe vicAra karazo ke AgaLanA zrAvakone dasa hajAra gokuLa chatAM jene dahIM dUdha baMdha hatuM, to tevAoe saMsArane tadana jUTho jANela che. ApaNI dazA vicAro ke je abhakSa evuM kaMdamULa teno ApaNe tyAga che ke eno svAda laIe chIe ? bIDI hoko Adino tyAga che ke e to rAjI thaIne ApaNe vAparIe chIe ? vaLI moTI bAbata to pAchaLa rahI sahaja sahaja paNa jUThuM na bolAya to sAruM ema vicAra ApaNane Ave che ke nahIM ? sahaja sahaja bAbatamAM jhAMjha caDI jAya che ke kema ? ApaNane bodha thayA pachI ApaNe kAMIka nIcA namyA chIe ke UlaTA moTAInA DoLamAM gurU banavA prayatna karyo che ? ApaNe bodha levA lAyaka chIe ke bodha devA lAyaka chIe ? jo kadI bodha ApavA vicAra thato hoya to prathama zAstramAM bodha ApanAra kevA puruSo hoya, tenAmAM kevA kevA lakSaNo hoya, temanI bhASA vargaNA kevI hoya, sahana karavAnI zakti kevI hoya, temano tyAga vairAgyAdi keTalo hoya ? temano saraLatA bhAva keTalo hoya ? temanI hitabuddhi kevI hoya ? temane viveka keTalo hoya ? jemanA upadezathI jemane viparIta to pariName ja nahIM pachI hita thAya ke na thAya te to vAta judI. paNa ahita to na ja thAya. vaLI tenA mukhamAMthI kaThora vacano paNa nIkaLe ja nahIM. A vigere vicAra karavAnI sarvane vinaMtI che. TUMkamAM lakhavAno matalaba evo che ke paramakRpALu devAdhideva zrI pAsethI eTale teo kRpALudevazrInA upadezathI je cIja mUkela te pAchI grAhaNa kIdhI ke kema ? vaLI vAto to moTI moTI tatvajJAnanI ne AtmadhyAnanI kare che ke evA tyAga vairAgya vinA mahAna graMtho vAMce, vaLI jamatAM jamatAM carcA kare, kaMdamULAdinuM bhakSaNa svAda letAM letAM kare, A paNa kevuM kahevAya ! AvI nIca vastu, vaLI loka nIMdanIya te paNa tajI zakatA nathI mATe prathama ApaNe ApaNo vicAra karavAno che ke AgaLanA samadRSTinI dazAne ane mArAmAM keTalo taphAvata che. AgaLanA samadRSTine saMsAranuM svarUpa khoTuM bhAsela che ke kema ? ane mane saMsAra para prIti varte che ke kema ? ema sUkSma vicAra karI jovo ne pachI samyakano vicAra karavo ghaTe che. hAla to e ja, bAkI sarvane hAtha joDI mAphI mAMguM chuM. li. sahajAtmasmRtipUrvaka namaskAra. patra-15 siddhi zAstra vAMcavAnI IcchA rahe che te uttama che tethI paNa vizeSa IcchA rAkhI vairAgyopazamanuM baLa vardhamAna karavuM e ati uttama che, ke jethI siddhi zAstranA eka vacananuM paNa vizeSa vizeSa prakAre apUrvapaNuM bhAyamAna thAya che. mATe haju ekAda vakhata parama satsaMga thayA pachI sagurUnI AjJAe ane yogyatA meLave to siddhi zAstra apUrva phaLavAna thAya che. va. 788 parama saMyamI ke je bhAvathI saMyamamAM varte che, eTale dravyathI, jagata dRSTinI apekSAe tyAga nathI paNa dravya, kSetra, kALa, bhAvathI je aMtaraMgathI apratibaMdha paNe vicare che, evA pratyakSa jJAnI-puruSane namaskAra ho. asArabhUta evo vyavahAra ke jemAM koI paNa sAra nathI, tevo vyavahAra jagatanA jIvo temAM sArabhUtatA jANIne vyavahAra kare che, evo vyavahAra udayapaNe varyA chatAM paNa je puruSo te udayathI kSobha napAmatAM sahajabhAve dharmamAM nizcalapaNe rahe che eTale ke samyakudRSTi jIvo naraka viSe jema sahajapaNe duHkha bhogave che, tevI rIte samapaNe je vedatAM paNa sahaja svabhAvarUpa evo je dharma eTale pANI zItaLapaNe chatAM agni ane vAsaNanA prayoge uSNapaNuM pAme che to paNa pANI teno svabhAva tajatuM nathI tema udaya pramANe prArabdha vedatAM chatAM paNa je samAdhi sahaja svabhAva paNuM te yathAtathyapaNe rahe che. arthAta nizcalapaNe eTale tevA tevA prayogo prApta thayA chatAM paNa calitapaNuM 203

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GiHER EVER: satsaMga-saMjIvanI haERERSEY () A thatuM nathI, evI rIte varte che. tevA bhISmavrata eTale dravyathI jagatadaSTi jIvonI apekSAe to tyAga nathI ane bhAvathI te vyavahAranI IcchA nathI. mAtra sahaja svarUpamaya dazAmAM sthita che evI madhyastha sthiti eTale dravyathI atyArapaNuM ane bhAvathI niricchApaNuM evA bhISmavratanuM vAraMvAra smaraNa karIe chIe. eTale te dazA anubhavIe chIe evo patrano sAmAnya artha mArI samajaNa pramANe lAge che. mArA jyAM sudhI jIvane svavicAra dazA utpanna na thAya athavA te vicAra dazA utpanna thavAmAM vairAgyopazamanuM baLa vardhamAna na thAya tyAM sudhI jJAnIpuruSanI aMtaraMga dRSTi, apUrva mahAbhyatA ane sahaja svarUpamaya dazA jANavAmAM AvatI nathI. nahIM to je je patro ane zAstro prApta thayAM che, te te upara jo jIva vizeSa vicArI zake to akekA vacanathI apUrva phaLa prApta thAya. paNa te vicAravAmAM jIva saMsArI pravartanA ADe avakAza laI zakyo nathI, ane prApta thayela evA vacano sAmAnyapaNe thaI javA jevuM thayuM che. mATe vAraMvAra te te amUlya patronuM vicAravuM yogya che. jarAka jIva jo vicArane sthiti karavA de athavA vicAra thavAmAM mArga Ape to te vicAra vizeSa prakAre phaLIbhUta thAya. jema vicArarUpI nadIno pravAha vahe che tyAM taNakhalArUpI bAhya pravartatuM - asavicArarUpI taNakhaluM taNAI jAya che, tenI peThe. paNa vicArane avakAza ApavAmAM jIvano purUSArtha thaI zakato nathI. jJAnI puruSanI aMtaraMga dazA (vRttidazA) ane mahAbhya jema jema asatsaMgano paricaya ocho thAya, te pratye udAsInapaNuM prApta thAya, tema tema samajAya che. jema jema asatsaMgAdi pratyethI citta pAchuM vaLe, tema tema vicAranI dhArAe jJAnI puruSa pratye citta ullase che ke jethI karI jJAnI puruSanuM mahAlya samajavAmAM Ave che. jyAM sudhI jJAnI puruSanuM mahAsya samajavAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI bodhanuM phaLa thavuM saMbhavita nathI. ane teTalA ja mATe jJAnI puruSanA vacanonuM apUrvapaNuM jIve vizeSa vizeSa vicAravA yogya che. patra-16 maganalAla viSeno vikalpa choDo. jema thavuM haze tema thaze. atyAre je anukaMpA tamane varte che te anukaMpA vicAradazA jAgRta thavAthI vizeSa utpanna thaze, mATe devakaraNajI vigere sarvano lakSa choDI daI sarUdeva pratyethI prApta thayelA patrane vAraMvAra vicAro. emAM kevaLadazA prApta thAya tyAM sudhIno mArga bodhyo che, ema mane samajAya che. zrI siddhi zAstramAM vAraMvAra gurUnuM mahAbhya batAvyuM che. ane bAramA guNasthAnaka sudhI gurUno upakAra svIkAryo che, te dhyAnamAM levA yogya che. vaLI chadmastha evA gurUnI kevaLI bhagavAna vaiyAvacca vinaya kare evo siddhAMta zrI jine upadezyo che. te sivAya paNa pratyeka bodhI jIvo potAnI meLe bUjhe che. tene paNa evI ja IcchA che, ke kyAre tevA satparuSano yoga maLe ke tenA caraNa samIpamAM rahIe. kAraNa ke evuM laghutva temanAmAM prakAzI rahyuM che. ane e mATe hajAro zAstro puSTI Ape che. mATe Ape sadgurUno yoga vAraMvAra svIkAravA yogya che. bhakti mATe A sAthe be patro mokalyA che te khuba dhyAna daIne vAraMvAra preme vicAravA yogya che. khUba UMDA utarIne vicAravA yogya che. have badho samaya anya padArthamAM paDavAno lakSa mUkI daIne AtmavicAramAM pravartAya to ja satyaruSano prApta thayelo yoga saphaLa thavAno vakhata Ave. bAkI to jyAM sudhI Azaya samajavAno, vicAravAno yoga nA bane, tyAM sudhI game to caraNa samIpe vartAya to paNa Atmahita prApta thavAno saMbhava lAgato nathI. mane to ema samajAya che, mATe vAraMvAra te yogane meLavIne temAM pravartavuM yogya che. 204

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RESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI EGREE) - vaLI A sAthe bhaktinA be patro mokalavA lakhyA che paNa te mokalyA nathI, kAraNa ke temAM apUrva vAta jaNAvI che. paNa jyAM sudhI vicAradazA prApta nathI thaI tyAM sudhI hAla vAMcavAmAM Ave to sAmAnyapaNuM thaI jAya tethI mokalyA nathI. dravyathI, kSetrathI, kALathI, bhAvathI. . . . munine asaMgapaNuM rAkhavA va. 786mAM jaNAvyuM che. teno paramArtha Ama samajAya che. dravyathI eTale, dehAdithI mAMDI sarva vastra, pAtra, pATa, rajoharaNa ItyAdika jagatanA sarva padArthothI asaMgapaNuM rAkhavA yogya che. kSetrathI - eTale A sthaLa anukuLa che, A Asana besavAne yogya che. Ama pATa mUkI hoya to havAnuM kAraNa ThIka che, athavA A kSetra samAdhinuM kAraNa che ItyAdi kSetra pratyeno bhAva choDI devo yogya lAge che. kALathI - eTale A kALa anukULa che. prabhAte nivRtti levAnuM ThIka lAge che. rAtre vicAravAnuM yogya lAge che. atyAre yuvAvasthAmAM vicAravuM ThIka lAge che. e prakAre sarve prakAranA kALathI asaMgapaNuM rAkhavuM yogya che. kAraNa ke AtmavicAra pAmanAra puruSane kALano kAMI niyama nathI, sarvakALa ane sarva samaya ene e ja vicAra satata jAgRta rahevo joIe. bhAvathI - eTale AtmA sivAya anya je aMtaraMganA parabhAva eTale rAga, dveSa, ajJAna, moha, krodhAdi, harSa zokAdi ane ahaMkArAdi e sau pratyethI vAraMvAra vicArI asaMgapaNuM rAkhavuM yogya che. evo e patrano TUMka Azaya mArI alpajJatAthI jaNAvyo che. te para vizeSa vicAre AtmavicAra kartavya che. A patra je je munine yogya lAge temane vaMcAvAmAM aDacaNa nathI. apUrva patrone sAmAnyapaNe gaNavA yogya nathI. zrI maganalAlane vAsanA ane dharmAgraha vizeSa che. atre kadApi temanuM AvavuM thAya, to paNa Agraha vizeSa ane temanA kuLa gurnAdikanI sAthe meLavavA jAya ane tene anya anya samajAvI daI teone mArganI IcchA baMdha karAvI de, evo saMbhava jaNAya che. li. alpeza aMbAlAlanA premapUrvaka savinaya namaskAra sarva munione prApta thAya. patra-17 zrI sadgurU zaraNaM mama aho AzcaryatA utpanna thAya che ke A jIva ja dizAmUDha rahevA Icche che. jarAya jIva jo vicAra kare to samajI zakAya evuM che ke - sahaja je potAnuM svarUpa che tene pAmavuM che. trikaraNa yogathI rahita thavuM che. sahaja je potAnuM svarUpa che te jAti nathI, kuLa nathI, gotra nathI, deha nathI, ke dehanA prakAra nathI, tene mAThI mAThI kalpanAe karI je baMdhana karavuM e ja ajJAna che. mAThI gatinuM kAraNa e ja che. ane ema spaSTa lAgatAM chatAMya paNa te upara paga daI mUDha evo A jIva vagara vicAryuM cAlyo jAya che. aho ati Azcarya che ke evuM jANatAM | chatAM khoTI kalpanAo karI darzanAdi matano Agraha karI temAM mamatva karI teno abhiniveza karavo e keTaluM badhuM ajJAna rakhaDAvanAruM che. je je kuLamAM janma lIdho che te te kULadharmano tene Agraha thayo che. jo TUMDhiyA kULamAM janma pAmyA to TUMDhiyAno abhiniveza thayo, tapAkULamAM janmyo to tapAno, vaiSNavakULamAM janmyo to vaiSNava ane bIjI jAtimAM janmyo to teno abhiniveza jIvane thayA kare che. zAstramAM kAMI tevI vAta nathI. zAstrano je je prakAre tevo abhiniveza thayo che tene mUkIne sahaja je potAnuM svarUpa che tene pAmavA vAta kare che, paNa 205

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(6) satsaMga-saMjIvanI jIvane te te thayelA Agrahano pratibaMdha choDavo sUjhato nathI. A mAThuM che, ane janma jarA maraNanuM kAraNa che, evuM yathAyogya lAgatuM nathI, jo lAgatuM hoya to janma jarA maraNanA bhayathI paNa tema karavuM yogya lAgatuM nathI. ane jIva ema Icche che e AzcaryatA upaje che. jIva pote ema samaje che ke ahaMkArathI anaMta saMsAra vadhavAnuM kAraNa che. te ahaMkArathI mUkAvAya to jIvane zAzvata sukha maLavuM kAMI durlabha nathI, paNa jIvane haju zAzvata sukhanI IcchA thaI nathI, temAM prIti lAgatI nathI ane vagara vicArye jIva ema samaje che ke ahaMkAranuM svarUpa meM jANyuM che. have pAchA pharavAnuM kArya karavAnI IcchA rAkhuM chuM. evuM je jIvanuM samajavuM ke pAchuM pharAya che ema mAnavuM te ja jIvanI mUDhatA che. kAraNa ke bIjA prakArathI jIvane ahaMkAra vizeSapaNe pariName che teno abhiniveza rahyA kare che, te jIvanAM samajavAmAM AvatuM nathI ane jIva ema mAnI beTho che ke have purUSArtha thaye ahaMkArano nAza thaze. jo jIve purUSArtha karye ahaMkArano pratikAra thaze ema spaSTa jANyuM hoya to te jIve ahaMkAranA kAraNo - ahaMkAranA upAyothI pAchA pharavAmAM tatpara rahevuM joIe. eka prakArathI jIva ema jANato haze ke amuka prakArathI huM ahaMkAranA kAraNo sevato nathI ke te ahaMkAranA doSo tAdRzya najare Ave che. paNa bIjA prakArathI te ahaMkAra evo to phAMsIrUpa caDhI bese che ke potAnA samajavAmAM AvatuM nathI, ane nathI AvatuM e ja jIvane ajJAnanuM kAraNa che. te ajJAna kema TaLe ? ke ahaMkArAdino parAjya zAthI thAya teno vicAra karatAM je puruSono ahaMkAra kSaya thayo che evA jJAnI puruSanA Azraya vinA bIjA koI prakArathI thaI zakato nathI ane ATaluMya jANavuM te paNa jJAnI puruSonA AzrayathI thayuM che. jJAnInA zaraNa vinA kAMIpaNa jANI zakAtuM nathI ane ema yathAyogya che ke jJAnI puruSa vinA te ahaMkArathI mUkAvuM thatuM nathI. alpajJa aMbAlAla. 5] patra-18 je citta anAdinA abhyAsamAM joDAyeluM rahe che te cittane paramAtmAnA nAma smaraNamAM joDeluM rAkhavAthI te citta aparAdha karatAM aTake che. pApa ane kaSAyanA ciMtana karatAM aTake che. pharI pharIvAra cittamAM paramAtmAnuM nAma sadodita smaraNamAM rAkhyA ja karavuM. sarva sukhano paramotkRSTa upAya e ja sahelAmAM sahelo che. je citta nakAmI mAthAkUTa karyA kare che, laukika bhAvomAM paDI rahe che, te cittane zuddha karavAmAM - pApano nAza karavAmAM paramAtmAnuM nAmasmaraNa e kevo majeno upAya che. Ama ka2vA mATe jIve vANIno bahu saMyama karavo joIe. eka zabda paNa vagara prayojane uccAravo nahIM. banatAM sudhI paramArthanI vArtA paNa bahArathI gauNa karI devI. satpuruSonA guNonuM ciMtana - tenI ceSTAnuM ciMtana, tenI zAMta vItarAga mudrAnuM eklayapaNe-tanmayapaNe ciMtana, temanA nAmanuM ahoniza smaraNa ane emanA guNanuM ja manana nididhyAsana karavAmAM sarva kALa nirgamana karUM. khAtAM-pItAM, UThatAM-besatAM ke sUtAM ke koIpaNa kriyA karatAM paramAtmAnA nAmane visaravuM nahIM. enA nAmasmaraNa sAthe ja bIjI nirdoSa kriyA ane niSpApa kriyAmAM joDAuM. kaSAyavALA vacana uccAravAnA roja roja pacANa karavA. koInA cittane bane tyAM sudhI na dubhavavAnuM lakSa rAkhavuM. ekAMta vAsa ane asaMgatAne vadhAre IcchuM, khAnapAnamAM lolupatA ochI karuM - deha paDavA vakhate paNa dehane atyaMta vedanAno prasaMga Ave, ane koI sevAcAkarI karanAra na hoya athavA IcchAthI kaMI virUddha thatuM hoya to paNa prabhunA caraNamAMthI citta na 206

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI khaseDavuM nahIM. koInI kiMcita paNa spRhA na rakhAya tevo abhyAsa pADavo. dehanA vikalpo maTADavA purUSArtha karavo. jema bane tema rAga dveSanI pariNatimAMthI cittane kheMcI levuM. vANI upara ghaNo ja kAbu rAkhavo. satpuruSanA AtmAmAM potAnA AtmAne ekarUpa karavo. zrI siMdura prakaraNa graMtha madhye gurUnI AjJAnuM mahAtmya kahe che : kiM dhyAnena bhavatvazeSa viSaya - tyAgaistapobhiH kRta, pUrNa bhAvanayADalAmiMdriyadamaiH paryAptamAprAgaaiH kiM tyeka bhavanAzanaM kurU gurU prItyAH guroH zAsanuM, sarve yena vinA vinAtha balavat svArthAya nAlaM guNAH artha : he bhavya prANI ! gurUnI AjJA vinA dhyAna karavAthI zuM ? to ke kaMI nahIM. tathA samasta viSayo tyAga karIne paNa kAMI nahIM. vaLI gurUnI AjJA vinA tapa je. SaSTama, aSTama, dazama, dvAdazama Adi pakSa kSapaNa, mAsakSapaNa, siMha niSkriDItAdika tapa teNe karIne paNa zuM karyuM ? eTale pUrNa thayuM - arthAt teNe karIne paNa kAMI nahIM. vaLI sUtra siddhAMtanA paThane karIne paNa pUrNa thayuM. arthAt teNe karIne paNa kAMI nahIM. tyAre vaLI zuM karavuM ? ke je thakI te pUrvokta sarva saphaLa thAya ? to ke atyaMta prItie karIne eka gurUnI zikhAmaNa tene he bhavya jIva ! tuM kara. arthAt gurUnI ja zuddha AjJAne pAlana kara. te gurUnI AjJA kevI che ? saMsAra bhramaNane nAza karanArI che. kAraNa ke je eka gurUnI AjJA vinA sarva pUrvokta dhyAnAdika guNo paNa potAnA phaLa sAdhanane mATe samartha thatA nathI. arthAt sarva niSphaLa thAya che. kenI peThe ? to ke senAdhipati vinAnA sainyanI peThe arthAt jema nirmAyaka vinA sainya jaya sAdhaka thatuM nathI, tema gurUnI AjJA vinA kriyAnuSThAnAdika sarve niSphaLa thAya che. gozAlaka, jamAlI, kulabAlaka, ninhavAdikanI peThe. mATe evI rIte jANIne gurUnI AjJA sahita sarva karma karavA yogya che. tethI he bhavya prANI ! e prakAre jANI manamAM viveka lAvIne zrI gurUsevA karavI. gurUsevA karanAra evA sujanane je puNya utpanna thAya che te puNyanA prasAde karIne uttarottara mAMgalika mAlA vistAra pAme che. aMbAlAla B 368 patra-19 vaizAkha vada 13, zina, 1956 zrI staMbhatIrtha zrImad sadgurUdevane namaskAra AtmArthI zrI manasukhalAla pratye kRpA patra saMprApta thayo hato. zarIra prakRti vizeSa narama rahevAthI pratyuttara lakhatAM DhIla thaI che. te mATe kSamA icchuM chuM. zrI mokSamALAnA upodghAta sAthe punarAvRtti lakhI javAnI Apane pavitra AjJA thavAthI Apa te taratamAM karI zakazo ema huM mAnuM chuM. taratamAM te mahAna graMtha taiyAra thai punarAvRtti bahAra paDelI jovAne huM intejAra thaI rahyo chuM. kAraNa ke ghaNA sulabhabodhi jIvo tevA sagraMthono lAbha levAne mRgajaLanI peThe tRSAvaMta thaI rahyA 207

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GSSS S satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSASASAS) (ra che. te aMtarAya toDavAthI Apane mahAna kalyANakArI lAbha prApta thaze. Ape upodaghAtanI sAthe zrImAna kRpALu bhagavaMtanuM pavitra janmacaritra yojavAnI vRtti jaNAvI te uttamottama che. paNa mArI samajaNa pramANe zrI mokSamALAnA mathALe rAjyacaMdra praNita ema lakhela che te vacanathI teja purUSanuM caritra temAM lakhavAmAM Ave to, kartA purUSe potAnuM mahatva pradarzIta karyuM ema samajavAmAM Ave. tethI mathALe lakhelA pavitra zabdone bAdha na lAge ane evI koI yojanA karavAmAM Ave ke A caritra ziSya potAnA kalyANa arthe lakhyuM che to te vAta yathArtha kahevAya ema samajAya che. kartA purUSe karelA potAnA mahAna graMthamAM potAnuM caritra vartamAnamAM prasiddhimAM mUkavuM e eka potAnuM mahatva jaNAvavA sivAya teno bIjo artha mArI dRSTithI thai zake nahIM. hA - videha pache, pAchaLanA vakhatamAM bIjA taraphathI pragaTa karavAmAM Ave ane jemAM te kartA purUSanuM caritra lakhe to te eka ghaTita vAta che. ziSyane kalyANakartA che. A viSe mArA samajavAmAM phera lAgato hoya ane Apane ethI vizeSa samajAtuM hoya to Apa kRpA karI jarUra mane jaNAvazo. AthI caritra na yojavuM ema mAruM kahevuM nathI. jeTalI prastuti thAya teTalI ochI ane ziSya potAnI yogyatA pramANe thAya teTalI stuti karI tevo graMtha mAtra potAnA ja lAbhArthe jado pragaTa karavAmAM Ave to potAnI yogyatA, vairAgya, upazama Adi vRttine anusAre bIjA jIvone te lAbha prApta thAya ema mane samajAya che. vizeSa Apa jaNAvazo. hAla zarIra prakRti sudharatI Ave che. kAma sevA icchuM chuM. pUjya zrI dhArazIbhAi, navalacaMdabhAI Adi bAi-bhAi, pavitra mumukSuone mArA savinaya praNAma prApta thAya. sevaka aMbAlAlanA savinaya praNAma |ii patra-20 lIMmaDI . 3-12-04, saMvata 1961 AtmArthI bhAI manasukhabhAI, tamone lakhavAne mATe ghaNA vakhata thayA vicAra thato te AtmAthI aTakI javAthI te vicAra pAcho kheMcI leto. Aje spaSTa jaNAvavuM lAgavAthI lakhuM chuM te e ke tamone bhAI chaganalAle jo koIpaNa dhyAnano krama batAvyo hoya to te mithyA che, kalpita che. jJAnInA mArgane AvaraNarUpa che. mATe jo koIpaNa prakAre haThyogAdike tejasvI padArtha dekhAvAdi koIpaNa prakAranuM dhyAna karatA ho to te mUkI devuM. tethI kalyANa nathI. dhyAna viSe tamArI IcchA haze to koI vakhate samAgamanA yoge pUchazo to khulAso karIza. bAkI hAla to virakta rahevuM. chatAM dhyAna karavuM hoya to manathI, vacanathI, sapuruSanA guNanuM ciMtavana, manana, anuprekSaNa e Adi prakAre bhakti jJAna ke bhakti dhyAna karavA yogya che. bIjuM dhyAna hAla mUkI devA yogya che. temAM je bhAI chaganalAlabhAI tamone je kAMI dhyAna batAvatA hoya te to kalpita ja che. mATe karavA yogya ja nathI. ema nizcaya rAkhavA yogya che. A ' A vAta Aje tamone spaSTapaNe lakhI teno udeza mAtra upakAra ja che. ane koI svArtha nathI mATe tamone lakhuM chuM. e ja araja. jevo tamAro bhakti viSe lakSa prathama hato tevo ja lakSa, prema-vicAra vRddhimAna karavA yogya che. e ja bhavATavI maTavAnuM mukhya sAdhana che. jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke he mumukSu ! amane jo bhakti hoya to muktinI amane jarUra nathI. bhale saMsAramAM rahevuM paDe, to rahevuM. paNa sarvathA bhakti ja amane uttama che. chatAM paNa Avo rUDo 208

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GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) rasto mUkI che mumukSu ! anya vikalpamAM tuM zA mATe paDe che? Iti, kAma sevA IcchuM chuM. tA. 3-12-04 khaMbhAta sa. aMbAlAlanA namaskAra. patra-21 paramapUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAI lAlacaMdabhAIe popaTalAla mahokamacaMdane lakhelo patra : . - jJAnIpuruSoe traNa prakAre mokSamArga batAvela che. prathama prakAra satyaruSanA caraNakamaLamAM rahevAthI mohanIya karmano kSaya thAya che. te joga bane nahIM to bIjA prakAramAM (naMbaramAM) yamaniyamAdi kriyArUpe jJAnI purUSo caDAve che. te joga banI zake nahIM to tema upAsI zake nahIM to trIjA naMbaramAM jJAnIpuruSo dhyAnarUpe caDAve che. trIjA prakAramAM lAbha thavA pachI jJAnIpuruSo bIjA naMbaramAM caDAve che te lAbha thavA pachI pahelA naMbaramAM sapuruSanA caraNakamaLamAM rahevAnuM thavAthI te mohanIyano kSaya thAya che. tema AjJA prApta thavAthI - tema vartavAthI apUrva lAbha te pramANe prApta thAya che. patra-22 bharUca | tA. 28-2-18, saM. 1974 sahajAtma svarUpa pragaTa purUSottama namo nama: pUjyazrI murabbI, manasukhabhAI devasIbhAInI pavitra sevAmAM, vaDavA. Ape mAro upakAra mAnavo nahIM kAraNa ke karUNAnidhi sarU hRdayamAM virAje che. tenI preraNAthI je kaMI thAya che, te thAya che, tenI preraNA vinA kaMI paramArtha sadhAto nathI. bAkI jIvanI mUDha dazAne laIne hAla to dharmavRtti para paNa AvaraNa thatuM jaNAya che. jo ke te paramakRpALu puruSa bhagavAnathI kaMI ajANyuM nathI. tenA sAkSI rUpe sadA te deha bhuvanamAM virAjI rahelA che. Apa plegane laIne puNya tIrtha zrI vaDavA mukAme padhAryA cho te sAruM karyuM che. jagata pAvana pada zrI sadgurUnA pUjya pagalAMthI te bhUmi pavitra thayela che. te bhUmi upara satsaMgIbhAIo hAla rahI gayA tethI paNa puNyarUpa thaI che. te bhUminA darzana arthe ghaNA vakhatathI AvavA IcchA che. paNa bane te kharUM. hAla to atre AkhA zaheramAM plega phelAyelo che. loko nAzI gayelA che. vikarALa kALa tenuM kAma kare che. tevAmAM eka zrI sadgarU ane parama pavitra AcaraNamAM vAsa karanAra bhAIone bahenonuM smaraNa karI divasa pravRttimaya gALIe chIe. maraNa jIvananA phalaka vacce jIvo vikarALa kALanA bhayathI nAzI bhAgavA Icche che. paNa zrI sadguru sajIvana mUrtinI kRpA sivAya kaMI TharavAnuM ThekANuM jaNAtuM nathI. prabhu zAMti karo. - jenAthI A vizva AkhuM dazyamAna che, je sadgurUnI mUrti dehamAM virAje che, tenI jaLahaLa jyotimAM niraMtara hAjo. li. sukhalAla chaganalAlanA jaya sadgurU vaMdana vAMcazo. 209

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kAmasevA IcchuM chuM. bharUca. satsaMga-saMjIvanI BUSINESS | 8-81-cAra sAya STIFF patra-23 khaMbhAtathI pUjyazrI aMbAlAlabhAIe lakhela. mahA vadI 0)) ravI, 1954 flig Amp / / parama pUjyazrI vanamALIdAsa tathA zrI popaTalAlabhAI joga zrI godhAvI tamAro patra maLyo hato. temAM patra dvArA prazna lakhIne mArI pAse khulAso maMgAvyo che. to teno yathArtha khulAso to zrI paramakRpALudeva zrI taraphathI meLavavo yogya lAge che. kAraNa ke zrI sadgurU pAsethI prApta thayelo khulAso vizeSa prakAre samajI zakAya che. to paNa mArI alpajJa dRSTithI zrI paramakRpALudevanI sahAyatAthI ApanA prazno nIce TAMkIne teno TUMka khulAso lakhuM chuM. fer ipp is 5 & PRIS is le frsyll prazna 1 : jIva samaye samaye sAta ATha karma anAdikALathI bAMdhe che te kaI apekSAe ? 2 PIS RIK PS-k uttara : potAnI ajJAnatAthI ane sadgurUnA Azraya vinA. prazna 2 : caitanya ane pudgala jANavAmAM jANavArUpe AvyA chatAM tenuM chUTavApaNuM thatuM nathI. ane AtmasvarUpanI ramaNatA karavAnuM kRtya karavA chatAM te thatuM nathI. tenuM zuM kAraNa ? uttara H caitanyanuM ane pudgalanuM svarUpa satpuruSanI dRSTipUrvaka yathArtha jANavAmAM AvyuM hota to pudgala pratyeno abhAva - udAsInatA hovA yogya che. ane yathArthapaNe jIva - pudgalanuM svarUpa anubhavathI jANavAmAM hoya to te mAnyAmAM hoya arthAt tenI AtmasvarUpamAM ramaNatA saheje thayA kare. bAkI hAlanI lokarUDhI anusAra athavA adhyAtmazAstra vAMcavAthI, potAnI kalpanAthI caitanya-pudgalanuM svarUpa jANyuM che ema je mAnavuM tene zrI satpuruSo kalpanA kahe che. arthAta caitanya-pudgalanuM svarUpa jANyuM che, ema kahetA nathI. prazna 3 : vyavahAra ane nizcaya e be prakAra dharmanA che. temAM vyavahAranuM svarUpa zuM ? ane te keTalA guNasthAnaka sudhI hoya ? uttara : vyavahAranuM svarUpa zrI jJAnI puruSoe evuM kahyuM che ke je nizcayanA aMgabhUta hoya. vyavahAra eTale kaMI ja nahi, ema teno artha nathI, paNa te nizcayane anusarIne hovo joIe. ane te bAramA guNasthAnaka pAmavAnI eka samaya agAu sudhI hoya che ema jJAnI puruSo kahe che. prazna 4 : ATha karma vaDe karIne jIva cAra gatimAM rakhaDe che. temAM mukhya kyuM karma ? uttara : mohanIya karma. 511-53 1510 prazna 5 : jene jIvAjIvanI oLakhANa nathI ane je je dharmakriyAo kare che tene kayuM samakti kahevAya ? uttara : jIvAjIvanI oLakhANa satpuruSathI thAya che. jethI satpuruSanA Azraya vinA game te dharmakriyA kare to tene samyaktva jJAnI puruSo kahetA nathI. chatAM eka nayathI evuM paNa jJAnI puruSo kahe che ke zAMta bhAvathI, nirdebhatAthI, loka raMjanArthathI nahIM, jagata pUjAnI IcchA vagara kAMI kriyA thAya to tethI pariNAme ucca gotra, noMdha : patra naM-23 thI 37 navA upalabdha thayela A AvRttimAM mudrita karyA che. BRIEL 210

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI AryakSetra Adi jIvane satpuruSano samAgama thavAno yoga maLe ke jethI te yoge jIva AzrayamAM rahIne pariNAme karmathI thAya che. LABELEDGE mukta prazna 6 : jIvAjIvanI oLakhANa thaI che ne jANavAyogya padArtho jANyA chatAM choDAtA nathI, tema AdaravA yogya AdarAtA nathI ane dharmanI kriyA kare che, tene kaMI samyakatvaguNa pragaTyo gaNAya ? uttara : satpuruSanI dRSTithI jIvAjIvanI oLakhANa thaI hoya ane prApta padArtho pUrvanA karmodaye udAse bhogavatAM chatAM ane choDavA pratye atyaMta jugupsA rahetA chatAM na chUTI zakatA hoya, tema AdaravA yogya evA sadguNAdika AdaravAmAM to atyaMta prIti chatAM pUrvanA karmathI na AdarAtA hoya to tene upazama, kSayopazama, kSAyika samakti kahevAno jJAnI puruSano hetu che. zrI zreNika AdinI peThe. bAkI kalpanAthI jIvAjIvAdi svarUpa adhyAtma zAstra vAMcIne potAnI kalpanAe mAnyuM hoya ane choDavA yogya padArthomAM nirAdaratA - pramAda hoya ane kahevA mAtra kiMcita dharmanI kriyA, lokarUDhithI karatA hoya tene jJAnI puruSo samakitaguNa pAmyo ema kahetA nathI. upara pramANe mArI alpamatithI TUMko khulAso sAmAnya rIte lakhyo che. chatAM teno vizeSa khulAso satpuruSo samIpathI meLavavo yogya lAge che. to paNa AthI kaMIka manane samAdhAna thaze. satpuruSo pratye paramabhaktiyukta dRSTine avadhArazo ema AzA che. DE hAla e ja. zrI paramakRpALudeva zrI vavANiyAmAM birAje che. khaMbhAtathI alpajJa aMbAlAlanA namaskAra. So patra-24 zAstramAM rUci hoya ane tapa saMyama karato hoya paraMtu te jo tIrthaMkara pada meLavavAnI IcchA rAkhe to niSphaLa che. (zrI aNagAra dharmAmRtamAMthI) upayogamAM Asakti che (padArthonI) te ja saMga che. kalyANanA arthIe mArga yathArtha samajavo. pahoMcAya bhale moDuM paraMtu samajavuM purU. "SEPA GIFS is in '"jIva potAne bhUlI gayo che, ane tethI satsukhano tene viyoga che, ema sarvadharma saMmatta kahyuM che.'' - 1. 200 prathama anAdinI bhUla cAlI Ave che ke pote potAne bhUlI gayo che. ane potAthI anya evA zarIra Adine potAnuM mAnyuM che. tethI dharma kare, karma kare, iMdriyanigraha kare te badhuM bhUlamAM kare, sevA kare bhakti kare je kAMI kare te badhuM bhUlamAM kare, svacchaMde kare. AvI je bhUla tene bhUla samajavI kaThaNa che. kAraNa jIva pote bhUla nathI mAnato. (jJAnI bhUla kahe che) badhuM mohamAM thAya che. bhUla paNa moha karAve che. "yama niyama saMyama Apa kIyo'' e padamAM anAdithI badhuM karyuM, ane sadgurU vinA eno bheda na pAmI zake evo bodha. emAMthI grahaNa karatAM kAM to yama niyama choDI de, kAMto sadgurU zodhatAM kugurUne svacchaMde sadgurU mAnI le, tethI paNa bhUla TaLe nahIM. kAraNa ke mULamAM bhUla cAlI ja Ave che, ke pote potAne bhUlI gayo che. tethI mana, vacana, kAyAthI je kAMI kare te badhuM bhUlamAM jAya. tethI sat sukha prApta thAya nahIM. uparanA badhA vicAro mohamAM kare, mohamAM bhUla kabUla kare tethI satsukha hAtha Ave nahIM. 211

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O A RE - satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) koI mahatupuNyano yoga thAya to mahApurUSa maLe ane A jIvanI sAcI IcchA hoya ane A jIva samaje to bhUla TaLe ane satsukhanI prApti thAya. vaLI potAne bhUlavAthI potAnI dazA to rAgadveSavALI che. tethI je kAMI dharma kriyA kare temAM jenA upara rAga hoya tene pakaDe ane vaLI te kriyA upara dveSa-arUci thAya eTale te choDI de. vaLI bIjI kriyA upara rAga thAya eTale bIjI pakaDe. evI rIte potAno kAMTo rAgadvaiSavALo che tyAM sudhI je kare te badhuM bhUlamAM kare che. dharama dharama karato jaga sahu phIre, dharama na jANe ho marma jinezvara; dharama jinezvara caraNa grahayA pachI, koI na bAMdhe ho karma jinezvara. - zrI AnaMdaghanajI A padamAM kIdhA pramANe to A jIvanuM thatuM nathI ane caraNa grahyuM che ema mAne che. tethI te bhUla maTatI nathI. potAnI bhUla samajAyA pachI to koI jIva bhUla rAkhavAne mATe khuzI nathI. du:khI hoya to du:kha rAkhavA khuzI nathI. mATe je kare che te badhuM svacchede kare che. jethI bhUlamAM ja thAya che. koI mANasa kuTuMbAdika klezathI AtmaghAta kare che te kaMTALAthI kare che. te paNa anAdinI bhUlamAM che. kemake kaMTALo jIvane Avyo ane nAza karyo dehano. tethI kaMTALo to Ubho rahyo. mATe bhUlamAM ja te (AtmaghAta) thayuM hovAthI du:kha to UbhuM ja rahyuM. | vaLI koI jIva zAstra vAMcIne zAstranI asaMkhya AjJAomAMthI potAne je game te AjJA grahaNa karIne cAle ane mAne ke :- huM zAstranI AjJA pramANe cAluM chuM. te paNa svacchede thavAthI bhUla TaLe nahIM paNa mahapuNyano yoga thAya tyAre satyurUSa maLe ane huM paNuM te satyarUSa bheguM bheLavI de eTale huM to AtmA chuM ane satparUSa terUpa che. eTale huM to jagatamAM chuM ja nahIM, eka satyarUSa ja che. ema karavAthI je bhUla potAnI che te maTe che. eTale e saTUrUSa sivAya bIjAM kAMI che ja nahIM. ema mArApaNAnuM abhimAna bhUlI javuM ane e satyurUSane ja mukhya gaNavA tene laIne ja A badhuM che. enA sivAya bIjuM kAMI che ja nahIM. satyarUSanA vacana upara vizvAsa rAkhavo ane te vizvAsanuM baLa rAkhI maMda vIrya thavA devuM nahIM. tenI sAthe potAnA doSa jovAno lakSa cUkavo nahIM. koI pUche to javAba DhIlo Apavo nahIM. majabUta javAba Apyo haze to pharI koI vakhata ApaNI bhUla thAya to zaramAIne pAchuM vaLavAnuM thaze. kAraNa ke AgaLa vizvAsa majabUta karyo che, tene laIne sudharavAnuM banaze. patra-25 zrImad sadgurU caraNAya namaH A loka lajajAdi kAraNe joga na thaI zakato hoya tyAre jIva potAnI IcchAe ane potAthI jJAna thavAnA prasaMge pravartavuM kare che. paNa bIjA prakArathI hajAro doSo vardhamAna thaI jatAM hoya ane AtmAnuM svarUpa vicAravAmAM sahaja AnaMda maLato hoya te AnaMdanA kAraNathI bIjI bAjunA vardhamAna thatAM doSo jANavAmAM na AvI zakatA hoya teTalA mATe bAramA guNasthAnake kevaLajJAna prApta thavAnA eka samayanA agAu sudhI sagurUno AdhAra zrI jine svIkAryo che, te yathArtha lAge che. kAraNa ke paDavAnA jIvane anaMta kAraNo dekhIne ane jIvane te samajavAmAM na Ave teTalA ja mATe vAraMvAra sadgurUno yoga svIkAravAne jaina zAstramAM jaNAvela che. vaLI agyAramA guNa sthAnake saMjvalanano lobha rahevAthI ane te vRttinA upazamathI pragaTa thatI riddhi siddhi AdinA lobhathI paDavAno moTo saMbhava dhArI zrI jine kahyuM che ke 10me guNasthAnake AvI sadgarUno yoga ArAdhe to 12meM guNasthAnake 212

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O RE - satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) jaI zake, nahi to tene pahele guNasthAnake AvavAno saMbhava joyo ane tevI rIte ghaNA jIvo, 119 prakRti upazamAvI, 11mA guNasthAnake jaIne mAtra eka prakRti bAkI rAkhI tyAMthI pAchA paDI saghaLI pravRtio aMgikAra karI ghaNo saMsAra 2jhaLyA che. te sivAya paNa jinAgamamAM eka zvAsozvAsa sivAya bIjI kAMI paNa kriyA gurUnI AjJA sivAya ziSyane karavA nA kahI ane vAraMvAra eja vAta pracalita karI che ane vAraMvAra sadgurUno yoga svIkAryo che. te sivAya paNa sadgurUno yoga svIkAravo avazya lAge che. mATe jyAM sudhI jIvane tevo yoga yathArtha samajavAmAM na Ave, svIkAravAmAM na Ave tyAM sudhI mArganuM yathArtha bhAna thavuM mArI samajaNa pramANe saMbhavIta lAgatuM nathI.. bAhyAbhyatara banne prakAranI jenI graMthI gaI che tevA satparuSane ananya bhaktibhAve namaskAra. prabhu zrI prati atre sthAnake javAno paricaya rAkhavA lakhyuM te jANyuM. e jIvo pratye aSa bhAva ja rahyA kare che. bIjA jIvo karatAM paNa e jIvo pratye anukaMpA kaMIka vizeSa rahyA kare che. kAraNa ke je sthaLethI chUTavAnuM tenAthI ja jIva vimukhatA pAme che. jyAMthI mArga pAmavAno tyAMthI jIva dUra cAlyo che. tyAM mArganI prApti kyAMthI thAya ane vizeSa cAlI gayeluM cheTuM kema bhAMge ane kyAre bhAMge e vicArI vAraMvAra kheda thAya che (jJAnAvargIya karmanuM svarUpa vicArI) bAkI to ApaNe zuM karIzuM. jo mArganI IcchA utpanna thavAno vakhata temane ja jo vizeSa samipa hota to hAla AvI ceSTAmAM paData nahIM. sAmAnya paNe paNa koI jIvanI niMdA karavI yogya nathI to je purUSa niMdA avarNavAda karI jJAnAvaNa karmanA upArjana karavAthI A jIva, anAdi kALathI rakhaDyo te ja purUSathI pAchuM tevI ja rIte karmanuM upArjana karI vimukhapaNuM pAme che e joI vaLI anukampA AvI jAya che paNa zuM karavuM ? mahAvIradevane ghaNIe anukammA hatI ke gozALA jevo eka jIva samajyo hota to bIjA agiyAra lAkha jIvone mArga pamADavAnuM nimitta thAya tema chatAM ye anaMtI anaMtI anukammA rAkhI hatI, te anukampAnuM mahAbhya ane mahAvIradeva pratyeno aMtaraMgathI nizcaya hato to prAye samyakatva pAmyo. vaLI A jIvo pAse javAmAM bIjI vakhata nathI, kAraNa ke te jIvo bicArA paranuM kalyANa karavAmAM pravartI rahyA che. bapore jaina zALA bhaNAvavAnuM cAle che te pachI rAsa vaMcAya che. ghaNI vakhata navaraMgI pacaraMgI nitya poSaNa Adi kriyA karAvAnuM thayA kare che. vaLI sAMje pratikramaNa karI rAtre sUI jAya che. savAre pAchA UThIne eja pramANe kriyA kare che. tyAM svavicAra kayA vakhate karI zake ? athavA temanI sAthe kayA vakhate vAta karavAno prasaMga Ave ? bAkI kharuM jotAM to pUrvopArjana karelA evA prArabdhathI ApaNA emanI sAthe pAnA paDyAM tethI e jIvone tAravAnI ke mArgamAM lAvavAnI vizeSa dayA rahyA kare che. bAkI to A jagatamAM anaMtA jIvo manuSya yonimAM che te saghaLA pratye to kAMI eTalI badhI dayA vartatI nathI ane dayA nathI vartatI tenA zuM kAraNo ? jyAre tevI dayA utpanna thaze tyAre yathArtha mArga samajAze ema mane lAge che. hAla to muni giradharalAlajIne samyakajJAnadipikA nAmanuM ATha karmanuM pustaka digaMbara sAdhunuM banAvela vAMcavA ApeluM che. jIva svecchAe nijakalpanAe vAMce che tyAM savicAra ke paramArtha draSTie kyAMthI samajavAnuM bane. tema chatAM yathA-avasare tyAM javAnuM prasaMga rAkhavAnuM karIza. kuLa saMpradAyanA yoge uttarAdhyayana vAMcavuM yogya nathI. e purUSano kahevAno abhiprAya zuM che ? 213

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ER REMARO tathA temAMthI vairAgya upazama prApta thAya te AtmahitArthe vAMcavuM yogya che. ApaNAM dharmanuM che ema dhArI vAMcavAthI kuLa-dharmano Agraha daDha thAya che. jIvane jJAnI purUSanI sanmukha rAkhI eTale e Azraye vAMcavAnuM thatuM hoya to vAMcavAmAM bAdha nathI ema mArI samajaNa che. lI. alpajJa aMbAlAlanA premapUrvaka, vidhipUrvaka namaskAra prApta thAya. patra.ra0 patra-27 sumatiratana sAdhunI hakIkata lakhI te jANyuM che. koI paNa jIvane asaMtoSanuM kAraNa na bane tema pravartavuM e jJAnI purUSano mArga che mATe tamArAthI tenA AtmAne asaMtoSa thavAnuM kAraNa nathI banyuM te sAruM che. lAyaka samakita viSe Ape lakhyuM ke cAra bhave paNa mokSa thAya te vAtanuM samAdhAna jaNAvyuM che. game teTale bhave mokSa jAya (thAya) enI jarUra nathI athavA kSAyika samakitane AvavuM hoya to Ave tenI paNa jarUra nathI matalaba ke kSAyika samakita jevI dazA pragaTa thAya ane teTalA doSo TaLI jAya tenI jarUra che ane jyAre teTalA doSo TaLI jAya to pachI bhalene narkanI gati pUrvabaMdhanathI prApta hoya teno paNa ucATa nathI mAtra pachI to je gAme javuM che ane rastAmAM rAtri vAso rahevo hoya te jema rahI zake che. te prakAre vartavAnuM che. kadApi moDuM pahoMcAya to be rAtri rahevuM paDe athavA to cAra rAtri rahevuM paDe. chatAM tenI IcchA kevI che te vicAravA jevuM che mATe keTalA bhave mokSa thAya e vAta pachI paNa teTalA doSo TaLe eTale patyuM. bIjI kAMI jarUra nathI. kRpALudeva taraphathI eka patra malyo hato jeno utAro A sAthe pachavADe lakhyo che je patra apUrva che ane pramAdine bhAna karAvanAra che te vicAravA jevo che. va810 patra-28 bIjuM ekaja vicAra kartavya che je anAdikALathI jIvane yathAprArabdha vicare che evA mahAtmAno joga jIvane ati ati durlabha che. jJAnI maLe to tenA upara pratIti AvavI mahAdurlabha che. tethI AjJA pALavI vizeSa durlabha che mATe apUrva sarUno lAbha maLe samyakatva dazA thAya che. jyAM sudhI rAgadveSa ane mohanI prabaLatA che tyAM sudhI jJAnIo tene samyaktva samajatA nathI, kahetA nathI. vaLI potAne DApaNathI ema samaje che ke deha AtmA judA che. pachI ema mAnI rAgadveSa ane ajJAnamAM varte tyAM mithyAtva che. mATe rAgadveSane jItavA eja dharma che ane pragaTa rAgadveSa ane moha jItavAthI samyakatva kahevAya che. | sarva jIvo pratye anaMtI dayA rAkhavI e aharnIza vicAra kartavya che vaLI A jIve ghaNA kALa sudhI sAdhupaNuM ghaNA ghaNA bhavamAM pALyuM che. tapAdika ghaNuM ghaNuM kIdhuM che. zAstro mukhapATha karyA to paNa samyakatva thayuM nathI tenuM zuM kAraNa haze ? te vicAro. sAdhana anaMtIvAra karyA tethI ja Aja dina sudhI janma-maraNa rahyA che. tenuM kharUM kAraNa matAgraha ane kuLagurU je je yoniomAM gayo, jAtiomAM gayo tyAM mAnya karyA che eja mithyAtva samajo. paNa sarUno AtmA oLakhAya to sAcA sarUnuM oLakhANa thAya che, te vAta yathAsiddha che. patra-29 zrImad parama vitarAga sadgurUbhyo namaH 214

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SERS SMS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SER SR SEC) *** Adhi, vyAdhi jarA ane mRtyarUpI seMkaDo jvALAothI A saMsAra AkuLa vyAkuLa, A sarva prANIone dedIpyamAna agni samAna zrI mahAtmA jJAnI purUSa sarvajJa deve kahyo che. tethI jIvane lezamAtra paNa pramAda karavo yogya nathI ane saMsAra samudramAM paryaTana karatAM jaMtuone uttama jahAjanI peThe A manuSya janma prApta thavo durlabha che. vaLI paralokanuM sAdhana karavAthI prANIono manuSyajanma saphaLa thAya che. A jagatanA prathama madhura ane pachI pariNAme atyaMta dArUNa viSayo vizvane ThaganArA che. (zeTha lokonI vANInI peThe.) tema vaLI saMsAranI aMdara sarva vartatA padArthonA saMyogano aMte viyoga che. tema A saMsAramAM prANIone AyuSya, dhana, yauvana, e sarva nAzavaMta tvarAthI javAnA che. cAra gatimAM kadApi sukha nathI te nathI ja. A jIvane samyak zraddhA bahuja durlabha che. mahApunyanA yoge tevo yoga prApta thayo che. zAstrokta tatvamAM rUcI te samyaka zraddhA kahevAya che. te zraddhA samakIta, svabhAvathI ane gurUnA upadezathI prApta thAya che. to - A anAdi anaMta saMsAranA AvartamAM vartatA prANIone jJAnAvaraNIya, darzanAvaraNIya, vedanIya ane aMtarAya nAmanA karmonI utkRSTa sthiti 30 koTAkoTI sAgaropamanI che. nAma ane gotra karmanI sthitI 20 sAgaropama koTAkoTI che ane mohanIya karmanI sthitI 70 koTAkoTI sAgaropamanI che. anukrame phaLanA anubhavanI te sarva karmo jema parvatamAMthI nIkaLelI nadImAM athaDAto athaDAto paththara goLa thaI jAya te nyAyataMta potAnI meLe pRthvIkAyAdi pAme che e pramANe thatAM karmanI anukrame 29, 19, 69 koTAnuMkoTI sAgaropama sudhInI sthiti kSaya pAme ane deza uNI eka koTAkoTI sthitI bAkI rahe tyAre prANI yathApravRtti karaNa vaDe graMthI dezane prApta thAya che. rAgadveSanA pariNAma te graMthI kahevAya che ke je kASTanI gAMTha jevI duraccheda ane ghaNI daDha hoya che. kinArA samIpe AveluM vAyu prerita vahANa jema samudramAM pAchuM jatuM rahe tema rAgAdike prerelA keTalAka jIvo graMthIne bhedyA vinA ja graMthI samIpathI pAchA phare che. keTalAka prANIyo mArgamAM alanA pAmelA saritAnA jaLanI pere koI prakAranA pariNAma vizeSathI tyAM ja virAma pAme che. koI prANIo jemanuM bhaviSyamAM bhadra thavAnuM hoya che teo apUrvakaraNa vaDe potAnuM vIrya pragaTa karIne moTA mArgane ullaMghana karanArA pAMthaloko jema ghATanI bhUminuM ullaMghana kare che tema te durlabha graMthIne tatkALa bhedI nAkhe che. keTalAka cAra gativALA prANIo anivRttikaraNa vaDe aMta:karaNa karIne mithyAtvane virala karI aMtamuhUrtamAM samyakdarzanane pAme che te naisargika samyak zraddhAna kahevAya che. te samakitadarzana guNathI rocaka, dIpaka ane kAraka evA nAmathI traNa prakAranuM che. patra-30 OM sat zrI bhagavane viSe huM akhaMDa prema IcchuM chuM. te bhagavAnanI kRpA ja dAsatvanI prApti hovI e ja IcchuM chuM. kAraNa ke huM teno aMza ja chuM. ane tema hovAne yogya chauM. te parama aciMtya harIne pharI pharI huM stavuM chauM smaruM chauM ke jenuM eka aMzajJAna paNa sarvaprakAranI brAntIne hare che. te zrI IzvaranA caraNakamaLanA nakha amRta dhoI anaMta anaMta viziSTa huM sparza eja teNe meLavyAnuM sArthaka mAnuM chauM. sarvatra te zrI IzvaranI sattA prakAze che ke jeno AnaMda rUpe vAsa che. te sarvatra bharapUra che. anaMta anaMta vaibhavavALI te sattAnuM bhAna eka kSaNamAM thAya che. evI durghaTa racanA karanAra zrI harine hRdayane vize pharI pharI huM saMbhArU chauM. evI avyakta madhyasthitine viSe akSaradhAmarUpa, ardhacaMdrAkAra, amRtapravAhIta sahastradalane viSe te zrImAn harinI akhaMDa mUrti aciMtyapaNe virAjIta che. pharI pharIne anaMtavAra kahIe chIe ke te che ja. evo amAro acaLa nizcaya che. rome rome anaMta 215

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EYERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SASASASAS () vizvAtmaka sattA jene bharI che, evA te harinA parama divya avayavo huM zI rIte smarUM ? stavuM? pAmara prANI te kyAM ? ane te svarUpa zrI bhagavAna te kyAM ? akhaMDa prema, ananya prema, anaMtapreme zrImAn harine huM smaruM chauM, smarUM chauM. saMbhArI saMbhArIne paramAnaMda pAmuM chauM. OM zAMtiH zAMtiH zAMtiH patra-31 jema bane tema bhaktimAM lIna thavuM e ja ApaNane mArga pAmavAnuM lakSaNa che. tana, mana, vacana ane AtmAthI pavitra purUSonI bhaktimAM haMmezA layalIna rahevuM eja vAraMvAra jJAnIonuM sUcavavuM thAya che. to ApaNe jo tema karIzuM ane yathAyogyamaya haze to IcchIta vastunI prApti te pavitra purUSa taraphathI banI zakaze. bhaktimAM layalIna rahevuM te jJAnIonuM kaheluM rahasya che. satsaMga e adbhuta dazAne prApta karAve che. e vinA anaMtakALa gayo. A bhave yathArtha AjJA ArAdhake thAya to avazya baMdhanathI chUTI javAya. zAzvata siddhi riddhi prApta karI zakAya e niHsaMzaya karavA jevuM che. A kALamAM A yoga bahu ja durlabha che. jema bane tema ApaNe badhA e sanmArganuM sevana karIzuM to jarUra sukhI thaIzuM. sat sarvatra rahyuM che. e mATe satpurUSono samAgama, tenA pratye niHzaMka zraddhA ane sadevakALa temanI samIpe rahevuM. ema joga bane to kalyANa thAya. tatvajJAnanuM mULa vinaya ane jJAnIo para prazasta rAga e che. patra-32. ".......jinamArganI unnati rAgadveSa vadhavAthI thAya ke rAgadveSa ghaTavAthI thAya ? rAgadveSanI vRddhi karI te jenA khyAlamAM nahIM te jaina mArgamAM che ke anya mArgamAM che ? ane jo te anya mArgamAM hoya tema chatAM jaina mArgamAM chuM ema mAne to kevuM karma bAMdhe ? ane keTalI sthitivALuM bAMdhe te vicAro !!! je je prakAre karmanA samUha TaLe te ja jaina mArganI unnati kahevAya. samakitanuM sulabhapaNe pAmavuM thAya te jaina mArga kahevAya. vairAgyanA pravAhanI choLo UDe te jaina mArganI unnati kahevAya. kaSAya ghaTe, viSaya ghaTe te jaina mArganI unnati kahevAya. ATalo badho virodha joI jIvane kema vicAra Avato nathI ? te vicAramAM koNa ADuM Ave che. ane je ADuM Ave che te kAraNa rajhaLAvanAra che, bhava vadhAranAra che ke bhava ghaTADanAra che ? e kema vicArAtuM nathI. - jJAnanI rakSA to kyAre karI kahevAya ke vAMcIne vicAre ane Atma pariNAma kare to jJAnanI rakSA karI kahevAya. - A jIvane yathArtha vairAgya prApta thavo yogya che. je A AtmA najare jue che ke tenI samIpethI tenAthI laghu ane vaDIla evA ghaNA AtmAo kALanA jhapATAmAM cAlyA gayA chatAM A kalezita AtmA kALano vizvAsa dharI nizcita thaIne sUto che. te tene kema jarA paNa khabara paDatI nathI ? pratyakSa joI rahyo che ke kALa gaLakA khAya che, lIdho ke leze ema thaI rahyuM che chatAM A ajJAnI evo mUDhAtmA jJAnI purUSonI peThe nizcita thaIne sUve che. kIdhuM che ke jene mRtyu sAthe mitratA hoya athavA je mRtyuthI bhAgI chUTe ema hoya athavA huM nahIM ja maruM ema jene nizcaya hoya te bhale, sukhethI sUve. 216

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REVERSIS satsaMga-saMjIvanI EVERY SM prazna :- A jIve dharmanuM svarUpa jANyuM che? tema jJAnanuM ? tema ajJAnanuM ? tema mithyAtvanuM ? tema jagatanuM ? tema mokSanuM ? tema adharmanuM ? tema sAdhunuM tema asAdhunuM ? ane kaSAyanuM svarUpa jANyuM che ? e vicAro mane yogya lAge to jaNAvavA kRpA karazo. - jo jIve dharmanuM svarUpa jANyuM hoya to adharmamAM kema pravarte. jo jIve jJAnanuM svarUpa jANyuM hoya to ajJAnamAM kema pravarte. jo jIve samyakatvanuM svarUpa jANyuM hoya to mithyAtvamAM kema pravarte. jo jIve mokSanuM svarUpa jANyuM hoya to jagatamAM prIti-bhakti kema kare, jo jIve sAdhunuM svarUpa jANyuM hoya to asAdhunA AcaraNa kema kare. A vicAratAM jo tenuM samAdhAna spaSTa lAge to je je prakAre pote mAnyatA karI abhiniveza karyo che te kema kare ? ane evo evo abhiniveza mUkyA vinA upara jaNAvyA je prakAro temAM praveza thavAya ke nahIM te vicAro. anaMtakALathI te Aja dina paryaMtamAM koI paNa prakAre avinaya, AzAtanA, abhakti, aparAdha koI paNa mAThA bhAvathI mana, vacana, kAyA ke AtmAnA koI paNa adhyavasAyathI triyoge kAMI paNa doSa thayo hoya to kharA AtmabhAve karI khamAvuM chuM. ane have pachI tevo koI paNa doSa na thAya ema pravartavA IcchuM chuM. AkrozathI kAMI vacanavargaNAe karI dubhavyA hoya, ApanI utkRSTa manovRttine mArAthI nimitta banyuM hoya, koI koI prasaMge mArA mana, vacana, kAyAnA ke AtmAnA koI paNa yoga adhyavasAyathI kahevAnuM banyuM hoya te ati dinabhAve huM kSamAvuM chuM. ApanA puNyodaye ane bhavasthitinA paripakavanA kAraNe Apane evA mahAtmA purUSano yoga maLavo sUjIta haze te banyo. have je je prakAre sarUnI AjJA ArAdhavI e sau saunI vRttinA khyAla upara che, temAM koI koInuM nimitta nathI. mATe Apa game te prakAre paNa vicaratA satyarUSanA-sadgurUnA caraNasamIpamAM rahevAnI IcchA rAkhazo. ane tenA pariNAmanI vRddhi karatA rahezo to bhaviSyakALe ApanuM kalyANa thaze. je kalyANa thavAnA prasaMge anaMtI anukaMpA utpanna thaze te evI ke kene tArUM ? kone pAra utAruM, arthAt mane prApta thayelo mArga A jagatanA jIva kyAre pAme AvI anukampA prApta thaze tyAre ja mArganuM yathArtha bhAna thaze ke jene saMge anaMtI dayA ane anaMtI kSamAM rahI che. mATe dhIra vIra thaI je mArga pAmavAnA sAdhanamAM pravartavuM e ja kRtakRtyatA che. praNAma prApta thAya. patra-33 jIva jo jarAya vicAra kare to A sADA traNa hAthanuM pUtaLuM je dekhAya che tene to bALIne bhasmIbhUta karavAnuM che. evuM spaSTa jo jaNAtuM hoya to pachI tenI suzruSA zA mATe karavI joIe. kAraNa ke je ghara bALI nAMkhavAnuM che te gharanI AzA rAkhI gokha jALIyAM Ama mUkAvIe to ThIka dekhAya evo je vicAra rAkhavo te nirarthaka jevo che. to pachI je celAdikanI AzA rAkhI ke te zarIrAdi sevAnuM kAraNa bane athavA te mAruM nAma rAkhe, sAro ziSya che ema kahevAya. mArI bhakti karavAmAM ThIka paDaze e viSe je bhAvanA rAkhavI ane tevI bhAvanAe gurUpaNuM AropaNa karI bInA gurUpaNe gurUnA guNa dhAraNa karavA e anaMta saMsAra vadhAranArUM mahAmohanIya sthAnaka jenI 70 koDA koDInI sthiti che, tevuM karma upArjana kare che. evI je vAta Ape zrI mukhe sAMbhaLI che te mane to yathAtathya lAge che. mATe mArI samajaNa pramANe celAdika karavA ke parigrahAdikanI IcchA rAkhavI e Apa jevA pavitra purUSane yogya nathI. kAraNa ke je purUSane jJAnI purUSano samAgama thayo che te purUSa to have kevA prakArathI chUTAya evI ja bhAvanA rAkhavI ane e ja pramANe vartavuM e ja saMsAra kSaya karavAnuM kAraNa 217

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GPSC EXAM () che. to pachI evI bhAvanA sevI pachI tenAthI pratikULa na vartavuM te to zreyanA ja aMgabhUta thAya che. mATe celAdika karavAnI ke vadhAravAnI bhAvanA jatI karIne have to jema bane tema tAkIde chUTavAno upAya zodhAya ane temAM praveza thavAya e ja hitakArI che. kadApi koI jIva jo tene chUTavAnI IcchA hoya to Ape je pramANe chUTavAno upAya jANyo che te prakAre te purUSa pratye nivedana karI A jIva anAdikALathI rakhaDayo che tenuM zuM kAraNa ? te kAraNa zAthI TaLe ? eno sugamamAM sugama upAya kayo ? evI sahaja vAta karIne te jIvano lakSa sanmArga prati vaLI ane satyarUSanA samAgamamAM AvavAnI bhAvanA thAya evI vAta karavI te ja hitakArI che. ane potAnA doSa jaNAvI devAmAM apakSapAtapaNuM rAkhavuM joIe ke Apa amane sAdhu dhAratA hazo paNa amArAmAM sAdhunA guNo nathI. tema asatya mArga ane asatazAstrathI baMdhana thAya che. to ame paNa koI sahurUSanI pratye avicaLa zraddhA rAkhI chUTavAnI IcchA rAkhIe chIe bAkI to A jIva haju tuccha ane pAmara jevo che. tyAM Apane ziSya karI ane huM gurUpaNuM dhAraNa karUM e mArI dazA nathI. mATe Apa jo koI rIte A trAsarUpa saMsArathI chUTavAnI IcchA rAkhatA ho to koI paNa satyarUSane zodhI tenA caraNakamaLamAM paDazo to ApanuM hita sTeje paNa thaI jaze ema dhAravuM che. evI hitasvI vAta karI koI prakAre teno AtmA zAMta thAya ane zAMti pAmavAnA guNomAM anurakta thAya evo yoga ApaNAthI maLe to kalyANakartA che. bAkI bIjA tamArA sahavAsIonI dazA joI karUNA Ave tevuM che. eTale have temane namaskAra karI atre pharI javA have IcchA nathI. e ja (aM.) "satya prabhune namaskAra." karI 1. keTalAka jIva dharmanuM svarUpa syAdvAda zailIe karI jANatA nathI, AdaratA nathI, pALatA nathI te sarve mithyAdRSTi jANavA. 2. keTalAka jIva dharmanuM svarUpa syAdvAda zailIe karI jANatA nathI, AdaratA nathI, paNa te pALe che eTale kriyAkaSTa pratilekhanAdi ziyaLAdike karIne zarIrane gALe che te sarve mithyASTi jANavA. 3. keTalAka jIva dharmanuM svarUpa syAdvAda zailIe karI jANatA nathI ne Adare che paNa pALatA nathI. kemake dazavaikAlIka sUtrane viSe je prakAre munine kahyA che te pramANe pALatA nathI te durbhavI mithyAdRSTi jANavA. 4. keTalAka jIva dharmanuM svarUpa syAdvAda zailIe karI jANatA nathI paNa Adare che ane pALe che, dravyathakI muninI kriyA-pratilekhanAdi kare che te abhavI tathA usUtrabhASI prarUpaka te sarve mithyAdRSTi jANavA. keTalAka jIva dharmanuM svarUpa syAdvAda zailIe karI jANe che paNa muninA vrataAdaratA nathI, ane potAnI pariNatI jANyA sivAya pALatA nathI. te lokane dekhAmaNa juThuM DApaNa karatA nathI. evA jaina zAsananA ujjavaLa karanAra rAjA zreNikAdi sarva samyakradRSTi jANavA. 6. keTalAka jIva dharmanuM svarUpa sAdvAda zailIe karI jANe che paNa AdaratA nathI. zilAdika vaimAnikanA devatA pALe che eTale alpa vihArI che. kemake tene viSaya nathI. te anuttara vimAnanI apekSAe karI pALanAra kahyA che. te sarve samyakradRSTi kahyA. 7. keTalAka jIva dharmanuM svarUpa syAdvAda zailIe karI jANe che, ne vrata Adare che. paNa pALatA nathI 218

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI evA zrIgItArtha gurU mahArAjanI pAse pAMca mahAvrata aMgikAra karI lIdhA che pachI potAmAM pALavAnI zakti dekhI nahIM tethI pALatA nathI paNa te zuddha prarUpaNA kare che. ane potAmAM munipaNAnI pAchI kalpanA karatA nathI evA jina pravacananA jANa te sarva samyaSTi jANavA. 8. keTalAka jIva dharmanuM svarUpa syAdvAda zailIe karI jANe che, Adare che, ne pALe che. te samyak prakAre munivrata pALe che. evA caturvidha saMghanA agresara purUSa pravacananA jANanAra, AjJAe karI jJAna, darzana, cAritravaMta purUSa te sabhyaSTi jANavA. upara kahelA pramANe cAra prakAranA mithyAdRSTi tathA cAra prakAranA samyadRSTi jIva kahyA. te je jIva vAMcI, vicArI potAnA doSa TALe. jJAnInA vacana zravaNa karI hRdayane viSe vicArI daDha karI te pramANe vartavuM. paNa gaphalata karavI mumukSune ghaTe nahIM. SIPAIR SPEC patra-35 jJAnInuM oLakhANa kevA prakAre thAya ? jJAnI ane ajJAnI veSamAM ne dravya kriyAmAM sama dekhAya, ane tene laIne jIvone te oLakhANamAM AvatA nathI. kvacit to zAnI karatAM ajJAnInI kriyA vadhI jAya che. ane tevuM joI bAhya jIvo vyAmoha pAme che. ane pachI te Azraya sevI bhava paraMparA vadhAre che. jJAnI tathA ajJAnInuM oLakhANa vacana dvAre vivekI jIvane samajAya che. kA2Na ke jevI jevI jIvanI dazA hoya che tevI te pramANamAM vANI nIkaLe che. azubha dazAmAM AtmAnuM vartana hoya che tyAre pApa bhASA nIkaLe che. zubha dazAnuM vartana hoya to niravadya bhASA nIkaLe che. ane jyAre zuddha caitanyamaya upayoga hoya che tyAre koI apUrva bhASA nIkaLe che ema zrI jJAnI vartamAna purUSanA pratApe temanA vacanathI kAMIka vizeSa samajAya che. aMtara vikSepasahita hovAthI vikSepa bhASA nIkaLe che. aMtara zAMta hovAthI zAMta bhASA nIkaLe che. kavicat kacit ajJAnI paNa zAMta thaI dhIre dhIre bole che paNa te mAyika aMtara hoya che. ane jJAnInuM sahaja aMtara hoya che. zAMtithI bolAtuM hoya paNa te bhASA vadanArano Atma upayoga jo temAM na hoya to zrI jJAnIpurUSa kahe che ke te kalpita hovAthI upakArahetu hoya nahIM. jJAnI paNa AhAra lUkho le, nirasa le, ajJAnI paNa tema le. tethI kaMI jJAnI che tema kahevAya nahIM. jeno Atma- upayoga AhAra levA-karavAmAM jAgRta dazA hoya te jJAnI kahevAya. A oLakhANa thavI atyaMta vikaTa che. jJAnInuM bAhya pravartana kriyA AdikanuM joI ajJAnI paNa te pravartana karI potAmAM jJAna mAne che paNa tenuM nAma jJAna nahIM. jJAna koI ora vastu che. e vacanathI agocara che, zuddha caitanya che. e oLakhANa thavA A jIve AtmajAgRti karavI yogya che. jema jema vairAgya-upazamanI vRddhi thAya tema tema jJAnInuM oLakhANa thAya. te mATe A jIve saMsAranA padArtho pratyethI bahu ja jAgupsita thavuM yogya che. nahIM to A manuSyadeha pAmyA ke na pAmyA samAna gaNavA jevuM che. zrI jJAnInuM eka adbhuta oLakhANa to e che ke te paramapurUSoe je vacana amRtarasa reDyo ene jeNe jhIlI lIdho ke tyArathI tenuM vartana phare che ane viyoge paNa jAgRta rahe che. ajJAnInA bodhathI tema thatuM jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. kaMIka sAmAnya vartana thAya te paNa lakSa vagaranuM thAya ne temAM pote phasAyAthI chetarAya, paNa tene khabara paDe nahIM. A vAta vicAravAthI siddha thaze. 219

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viE REFERE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI RER KEYS () che ajJAnI gurU vihAra karIne Ave ane koIne khabara paDavA na de ane jAya tyAre paNa khabara paDavA na de. zrI jJAnagurU paNa Ama pravartana kare. ajJAnI je pravartana kare temAM mukhya mAnano hetu hoya che ke jo huM Ama karIza to mahAsya dekhAze. jJAnIgurUne tema hotuM nathI ane tema jo kare to jJAnamAM AvaraNa thAya. A vAtathI saMzaya thaze ke emAM ApaNane zI khabara paDe ? e khabara to tyAre paDe ke jyAre jJAnI dvArAe bodha zravaNa thayo hoya ane tenA mULakAraNa (lakSaNa) jANyAM hoya ane pachI ajJAnI gurU maLe ane teno samAgama kare to je rahasya je apUrva vANI jJAnInI hoya che ane rasa paDe che tevo rasa ajJAnInI vANImAM Ave nahIM ane bahu vicAre to ajJAnInI vANI ekAMta hoya. jJAnInI vANI syAdvAda hoya. ajJAnInI vANI sAMbhaLatAM aMtara jAgatuM nathI ane jJAnInI vANI sAMbhaLI aMtara jAgrata thatuM hoya che. A jIve anAdikALathI kugurUno Azraya karyo ane tethI rakhaDyo tyAre saMzaya thaze ke bodha to vitarAganA vacanano kare che paNa jIva tema na kare emAM gurUno zo vAMka ? A vAta vicArIe..... 'ajJAnI aMtara pariNAmI vyAkhyA karatA nathI tethI kalpIta hoya che. kAraNa ke je caitanya svarUpa che te aMtara svarUpa che ane jJAnI aMtara pariNAmI vyAkhyA kare che. jAgRta jJAnIpurUSa to bIjA jIvano sahavAsa te pratibaMdharUpa jANe che. ane ajJAnI jema jema samudAya vadhe tema tema bahuja harSAyamAna thAya che. jJAnIpaNa AnaMdita thAya paNa temAM to juvo A duHkhathI mukta thaze teja aMtaralakSa hoI pratibaMdharUpa jANI aMtarathI nirlepa rahe che. ajJAnI tadrupa thaI jAya che. Ano vizeSa purAvo zrI bhagavatIsUtramAM zrI jamAlInA adhikAramAM che. jamAlI AjJAthI patita thayA ane zrI vardhamAnaprabhu pAse AvyA hatA. potAmAM kevaLajJAna mAnyuM hatuM ane chevaTa haTha pote mUkyo noto. jamAlInA deha mUkyA pachI zrI gautamasvAmI zrI vIraprabhune pUche che ke he prabhu ? jamAlI aMtaAhArI, prAMtaAhArI, lukAAhArI, tucchaAhArI, arasajIvI, viramajIvI, ItyAdi hato to te kaI gatine prApta thayo ? prabhue kahyuM ke, 'te tapodhana jamAlI lAMtaka devalokamAM 13 sAgaropamanA AyuSyavALo kilviSika devatA thayo che. gautame pharIthI pUchayuM ke 'teNe mahA ugra tapa karyuM hatuM, tathApi te kilviSika deva kema thayo? (halakodeva) zrI vIraprabhu kahe-je prANI uttama AcArajavALA dharmagurU, upAdhyAya, kuLa, gaNa tathA saMghano virodhI hoya te game teTalI tapasyA kare topaNa kilviSika halakI jAtino devatA thAya che, jamAlI paNa te doSathI ja kilviSika deva thayelo che. tethI koIe dharmAcArya vi.nA virodhI thavuM nahIM. jyAM sudhI svacchaMdanAmA doSa varte che tyAM sudhI te jIva jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhato nathI. patra-36 OM namaH sadgurU paramAtmAne pra.zrA. saM. 1957. khaMbhAtathI zrI rAjanagara AtmArthI bhAIzrI popaTalAla pratye - kRpApatra 1 maLyuM. hRdayanI UgatI AvelI Urmio pradarzita karI te avalokI. mukta thavAnI jIjJAsA e paNa eka uttama che. Ape sarvathA nivRtti levAne mATe jijJAsA jaNAvI ane 220

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI te mATe tevuM sAdhana nahIM hovAthI kheda jaNAvyo jethI gRhasthAzramamAM nivRttipaNe rahI Atma-sAdhana thavA yogya koI rasto che ? ane hoya to zuM ? ema pUchAvyuM te sarva hradayagata thayuM. "sadaiva satpurUSanA caraNa samIpamAM nivAsa'' e jevuM mahat uttamakArya bIjuM ekeka nathI, tevo yoga na hoya to A jIve sarvasaMga parityAga thavA rUpa dazA e bIjuM sAdhana che. te baMne na thAya to sarvasaMga parityAgarUpa dazAno lakSa rAkhI udayavasAt gRhasthAzrama sRjita hoya tyAM sudhI abaMdha bhAve bhogavatAM tethI chUTI javuM. IcchA to eja hovI joIe ke jema eka gAmathI bIje gAma rahevA janAra mANasa jaldIthI nivRttavAnA kAryamAM hoya tevI rIte gRhasthAzrama saMbaMdhInA kAryomAM chUTavA yogya kAryane bhajavA joIe. jene parama purUSo zAMti kahe che. zAMti eTale badhA vibhAva pariNAmathI thAkavuM te. gameto dezaviratI sthitie athavA to sarvasaMga parityAgarUpa sthitIe. dezaviratIe rahyA chatAM paNa lakSa to sarvasaMga parityAgano rahevo joIe. upara jaNAvyA pramANe zAMti badhA vibhAva pariNAmathI thAkyA vinA jIvanuM kalyANa thavuM saMbhavatuM nathI. eTalA mATe pratidina vairAgyano japa, upazama bhAvanI vRddhi ane tyAgane viSe yogabaLa bhAvyA ja karavuM. je vairAgya eTale padArthanA svarUpanuM ciMtavana thavArUpa, te padArthanuM yathArtha svarUpa bhAsavAthI te pratyenuM amahAtmyapaNuM ane pachI te pratye jatI AtmAnI vRttine rokavArUpa vRttino upazamabhAva. evI rIte pratyeka AtmAthI anya paramANu-pudgala bhAvanA svarUpanuM yathArtha svarUpa vicAravArUpa vairAgya ane tethI vRttino parAjaya karavArUpa upazamatAnuM jema bane tema vardhamAnapaNuM ka2vAthI AtmavicArarUpa sAdhana sulabha thavArUpa che. dehanI jeTalI citAM rahe tethI anaMtagaNI ciMtA AtmAnI rAkhavAnA je vacana jJAnIpurUSoe upadezyA che te yathAtathya che. deha chUTI javAnI ciMtA rAkhyA karatAM athavA dehathI koI kArya thayuM nahIM athavA pratikULa dehathI kAMI kArya thaze nahIM evI ciMtavanA karatAM teja dehathI ciMtavana AtmavicArarUpa kAryamAM dorAya, arthAt AtmA vibhAva dazAmAM pravarte che, tethI virAma pAmI svabhAva pariNAmarUpa AtmadazA tvarAe thAya, ane tema thavAmAM deha anukUla ho ke pratikula to paNa tema karavuM eja jenI khAsa IcchA hoya che te tema karI zake che. ane karavA yogya kArya paNa teja che. niraMtara AtmavicArarUpa Urmio lakhatA rahezo. vairAgya-upazama ane AtmavicAranuM baLa jema vardhamAna thAya tema karavA pravartavuM e ja hitasvI che. pyArA bhAI ! Apa mArA samAgamamAM rahevA Iccho cho tethI vizeSa mArI vRtti paNa ApanA samAgamamAM rahevAnI rahe che paNa kALa duSama pravarte che. udaya-yoganuM paNa prabaLapaNuM che. jethI hAla to baMnenI IcchA saphaLa thAya e ja IcchavuM zreyaskara che. to paNa mArA jevA pAmarano saMga Apane zuM phaLadAyaka thaze ? koI satpurUSane Iccho ke jethI sarve sAdhana sulabha thAya. mArI tevI yogyatA nathI. huM paNa te ja IcchAno kAmI chuM. kAmasevA IcchuM chuM. e ja li. alpajJa sevaka aMbAlAlanA savinaya namaskAra, patra-37 P 506 saM. 1961nA kArataka suda pUjya bhAIzrI manasukhabhAI vi. kIratacaMda Apano eka patra maLyo. rIporTa traNa malyA che. peparomAM ArTIkalo ApavAnI jarUra che. paNa teno tarajumo Apa pAse karAvI maMgAvyo hato. kAraNa ke vakhate sudhAro karavA jaNAvAya. teTalA mATe tarajumo karI 221

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O GSSSSSSS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI DO mokalavA kRpA karazo. Aje TrasTaphaMDa mATe pU. revAzaMkarabhAIno khulAso mAMgyo che. vArSika rIporTa atrenI pustakAlayano (zrI subodhazALAno) bahAra pADavA vicAra che, paNa vagara paise atre koI lakhI ApanAra nathI. tene mATe zuM karavuM teno yogya khulAso IcchuM chuM. temaja keTalAka dhArA bAMdhavAnI ghaNI ja jarUra che. Apa jevAno atre thoDo vakhata samAgama jo rahyo to bahu upakAra thAya. rUA.13/- cha AnA Ape zrI revAzaMkarabhAIne tyAM ApyA haze ? zrI dAmajIbhAInI tabIyata kema che ? ArogyatA lakhazo. rIporTamAM jaNAvelA pustako paikI keTalAka maMgAvavAnI jarUra che. zrI pAbaMdIjI kyAM maLe che te jANavA IcchuM chuM. hAla e ja.. - sevaka aMbAlAlanA namaskAra patra-38 (1) moha garbhita (2) du:kha garbhita vairAgya tajIne jJAna garbhita vairAgyamAM AvavuM. hAla ATalI sAmAnya nIti lakhI (700 mAMthI) che. bane teTalI yAda rAkhavI. te pramANe vartavA udyamI thavuM. vaLI tamo dharmanI parama jijJAsA rAkhajo ane vartamAnamAM aMtaHkaraNamAM jevA bhAva vartatA hoya, jevo niyama rAkhyo hoya te lakhI jaNAvazo eTale te pramANe tamane lakhI zakAya. jema bane tema aMta:karaNathI zuddha bhAve deva, gurU, dharmanI oLakhANa karavI. karIne pachI yathAyogya vrata, paccakakhANa, niyama, tapa-jJAna-dhyAna ItyAdi karavuM. karavA cUkavuM ja nahIM. ema karavAthI ane saMsArano anityabhAva vicAravAthI aMtaHkaraNa nirmaLa thaze ne tethI saMsArathI nyArA thavAnI jijJAsA raheze. tyAre kAMI pAtratAnuM lakSaNa thaze. tyAM sudhI tamo yogya pAtra thAo. huM paNa yogya pAtra thauM. vadhAre AgaLa joI laIzuM. ema karatAM koI sahurUSano yoga maLaze tyAre samakitanI prApti thaze. hAla to jema karatAM hoya tema dravya ane bhAvathI tapa, japa karavA upara bahu dhyAna devuM ane te jJAna sahita karavuM aMtaHkaraNathI karavuM. loka cAle, lokalajjAthI na karavuM. jo aMta:karaNathI IcchayuM haze to satvarUSanI kRpA thaze. mATe dharmakRtya cUkazo nahIM. vAraMvAra zuddha bhAve nIcenA vicAro dhyAnamAM rAkhavA. he AtmA ! vicAra kara. A saMsArano bhayAnaka dekhAva, bhayAnaka svarUpa, dareka jagoe tuM jue che. chatAM tuM temAM rati kema pAme che ? tuM to anaMta sukhano dhaNI chuM. paNa te bhUlI jaI mohane vaza thaI moharUpa madirA pAna karI saMsAramaya bhayAnaka sthAnakamAM rakhaDe che. aneka kRtyo kare che. judA judA svAMga dhare che. tAruM potAnuM svarUpa bhUlI jaI pudgalIka sukha jemAM aneka du:kha rahyAM che, temAM Asakti pAme che. kevI mUrkhatA ! kevI vicitratA! tane vicAra nathI Avato zuM ? ke A mArAM putra, putrI, A mArI strI, mAro bhAI, mAro bApa, mArUM makAna, mArI vADI, mAro dhaNI, mArUM ghara, mArI kAyA, mArI mAyA ItyAdika dareka vastu mArApaNe mAnI rahyo chuM. te jo ne, emAM tAruM zuM che ? e to vinAzI che. tuM avinAzI che, tyAre eno joga kema bane ? ne jo te banyo to kevA kevA veSa dhAraNa karyA. koIka prastAve jogI thayo, kadA phakIra thayo, nArI thayo, napuMsaka thayo, purUSa thayo, bhikSuka thayo. ItyAdi ghaNA veSa dhAraNa karyo. temAM tArI zI garaja sarI, mATe have to tethI virakta thaI jemAM anaMtasukha evuM avicaLa mokSa tArUMja ghara sadA rahevAnuM sthAnaka te pratye pAmavAnuM yatna kara ane A para vastu mUkI de. dhikkAra che, dhikkAra che tujane ke anaMtAkALa rakhaDavA chatAM haju sudhI tRpti pAmato nathI. anaMtA bhava 'karyA chatAM merU parvata jeTaluM khAtA chatAM, samudra jeTaluM pANI pIdhA chatAM, haju sudhI tRpti pAmato nathI e keTalI 222

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GSSSB satsaMga-saMjIvanI haSSA SSA SA) () I badhI mUrkhatA ! dhikkAra che tujane, nAmano boLavAvALo duSTa, pApiSTa, mUDha, sarva jagatane niMdavA yogya evo zata koTivAra tune dhikkAra che. ATaluM ATaluM thatAM tune zAna na AvI mATe have jAgRta thayo tyArathI prabhAta ema gaNI pavitra purUSono bodha dhyAnamAM vinayapUrvaka grahIne niyama pramANe pravartana kara. ema vAraMvAra vicAra karavAthI aMdara evo savAla uThaze ke A badhuM zuM che ? tyAguM chuM, mUkuM chuM. A mAre na joIe ema aneka savAla UThaze te dhyAnamAM rAkhavA. A upara lakhelA TuMka vicAra che paNa potAnI buddhi vaDe teno vizeSa vicAra karavo. ane te veLA caLavicaLa deha na thavA devo joIe. ane manano nigraha karavo joIe. eTaluM thaze to emAM ja sarva che, pAmI zakazo. pAtra joIne kAma karavuM dhyAnamAM rAkhajo. vAraMvAra upara pramANe saMsAranuM asArapaNuM udAsIna bhAve ciMtavajo. juo, jagatane sAruM dekhADavA anaMtakALa paryaTana karyuM paNa temAM AtmAnuM kAMI hita thayuM jaNAyuM nahI. mATe have to sahurUSane dekhADavA yatna leIzuM to khacita ApaNuM svasthAnaka mokSapurI te pratye pAmIzuM e niHsaMdeha che. paNa te pAmavA agAu tenA leNadAra harakata karaze ja, ne te mAganArAne pUrepUro hisAba cUkate ApIzuM eTale abaMdha pariNAme bhogavIzuM to pharI teo levA Avaze nahIM. ne te levA AvanArane mATe kAMI paNa na kahetAM samabhAve bhogavI lezuM. te bhogavatAM vicAra karavo ke jo, AtmA ! teM pUrve evAM karma karyA haze to te bhogavavAM ja paDaze. te bhogavyA vinA chUTako thavAno nathI mATe vicAra. jevA A bhogavavA paDe che tevA have jo na bAMdhIza to nahIM bhogavavAM paDe. mATe Ave tene bhogavI le. ane te bhogavatAM jo kheda thato hoya athavA du:kha lAgatuM hoya to tenAM kAraNa tuM jANI le. jIvane duHkha thatAM harSa ke zoka karavo nahIM eja uttama AtmAnuM lakSaNa kahevAya. to te pramANe varta ane ulaTo AtmAne niMdo ke he pApiSTa ? pUrve jevAM te karyo evA udaya AvyAM che to tuM nahi bhogave to koNa bhogavaze ! mATe have navAM na baMdhAya e viSe sAvadhAna rahe ema vAraMvAra vicAra karaje. jenAthI eka paLa paNa jIvavAnI AzA nahotI te tenA vinA jIvAyuM jenA mATe koIpaNa divasa tArUM moTuM na jouM tane na bolAvuM tene ja ghare Aje putra, putrI, dAsa-dAsIpaNe utpanna thayo che. AzcaryanI vAta che. vicAratAM vairAgyane Ape che. jene hAla ApaNe mitrapaNe sagapaNapaNe mAnIye chIe teja mitre pUrve anaMtavAra ApaNA mAthA kApyA, ApaNA zarIra chedyAM teno ja pAcho sneha e kevI AzcaryakAraka vAta che. je jIve ApaNI carara karatI cAmaDI utArI dhuMsala musathI kaDakA karyA tenAja ghare putrapaNe athavA harakoI sagapaNapaNe upajavuM thayuM e paNa mahAvairAgyane Ape che. je strIne mA rUpe karI tenI sAthe strIrUpe bhogavIe chIe je ApaNo anaMtI vAra pati thayo tene Aje pitArUpe, putrarUpe mohinI lAvIye chIe A badho vicAra hRdayamAM citarAI rahetAM mahAvairAgyarUpa thaI paDe che. A uparathI ema to siddha che ke saMsAramAM koI koInuM saguM nathI, vahAluM nathI. koIno saMbaMdha nathI. konI mA, kono tAta, konA bhAI, konI bahena, konI strI, Ama saghaLuM bArIka najarathI jotAM koI koInuM lAgatuM nathI. ema nakkI mAluma paDe che. chatAM tene ja mohinIrUpe mAnI le che ane tenAthI keTaluM duHkha sahana kare che. kevI hAya varALa kare che ne dilagIrI batAve che, te tene ja pUcho. ati svAdiSTa bhojana jamavAthI rasAdika pakavAna khAvAthI, ane temAMja lubdha thavAthI A AtmAe narka(naraka)-tiryaMcanA kevAM kevAM du:kha sahana karyA che. teno vicAra AtmAne kahIne karo to kharA-turata batalAvaze. vArUM te svAdiSTa bhojane Aje maLe che paNa pUrve anaMtipherA bhikSunA bhave (bhikhArInA bhave) rogInA bhave, lukhI jAranA sAMsA hatA, copaDI roTalI paNa maLavI muzkela hatI. tenI sAthe vATako chAza to Apeja koNa ? te veLAnI sthiti kevI du:khada A AtmAne hatI. tyAre tevA bhojana bhogavavAvALo koNa ? te paNa AtmAne pUchI jovuM ne vadhAre svAdiSTa upara IcchA rahetI hoya to tenuM kAraNa paNa tene (jIvane) jaNAvI devuM AvI kAyA te naraka gatimAM sudhAnI IcchAe 223

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@ ER SR S satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSAS SSA) () paramAdhAmIe seMkaDo kaDakA karI te Aja AvA ja pudgalanA momAM ghAlI hatI. te vakhate paNa kIyo AtmA hato ? te vicAra karatAM vairAgyanuM kAraNa thAya che. A lugaDAM, A ghareNA, A rAca-racIlAM, A peTI ItyAdikane mATe hAla tane ema thAya che ke phalANA vinA nahiMja cAle paNa te pahelAM tiryaMcanA bhavamAM hato te veLA phATaluM paga luMchavAnuM laMgaDuM sarakhuM paNa tane nahIM maLatuM athavA to TADhathI dhrujato koInA gharamAM pesato paNa te tane hADa hADa karIne kADhI mUkatAM te vakhate paNa tuM ja hato. tyAre have vicAra kara tane zI cIjanI IcchA che ? jo ghareNAMnI IcchA hoya to te paNa pUrve evA koTi dhvajAdikanA ghare avataryo hato te lakSmIe ane ghareNe karIne tAruM zarIra mAtra paNa na dekhAya paNa te veLA aneka roga jvarAdika, khasa-gaDagumaDa ItyAdika mahA viTaMbanAnA du:khamAM pokArI pokArIne raDato hato te veLA paNa he AtmA ? tuMja hato. mATe A vakhate tuM A khoTI jaMjALamAM kema mohI rahyo che, vicAra to kara. pUrve zera annapaNa nahotuM maLatuM ane phATela godaDInuM paNa ThekANuM nahotuM te Aje he AtmA ! tane sAruM sAruM khAvAnuM ane rezamI taLAI upara ArUDha thatAM sukha mAne che paNa je veLA narkanI vedanAmAM jaIne paDIza te veLA raDI raDIne paNa chUTako thavAno nathI. mATe he AtmA ! tArI bhUla thaI te thaI have vicArIne cAle to tane sumati nAmanI strI maLaze. anaMtakALa kumatine vaza paDyAthI sukhanI IcchA bahu rAkhIne sukha meLavavA mahenata to bahu lIdhI paNa te kubhAryA strInA pagalAMthI tuM du:khIyo ja rahyo. mATe have sumati strInI sAthe lagna kare jethI tArUM je ghara mokSa tyAM pahoMcADe ane temAM sadAkALa nimagna rahe evo vicAra hRdayamAM nakkI TharAvIne te pAmavAno ghaTato mArga le. te levAthI ja te maLI jaze. aMtara dRSTimAM praveza karI thaelA duHkhono manathI vicAra karavo ke aho, AtmA ! tuM nigodamAM gayo, tyAM kevuM duHkha hatuM? - te smRtimAM na hoya to tenI smRti vadhAre thavA nIce lakhuM chuM. AMkha ughADI mIMcIye eTalAmAM asaMkhyAtA samaya thaI jAya. yugalIyAnA sUkSmavALanA khaMDokhaMDa karIye, cAra gAuno UMDo, pahoLo ane lAMbo evA kuvAmAM saMpUrNa ThAMsIne yugalIyAnA sUkSmavALanA khaMDo (kakaDA) bharIyA, jarAye jagA (jagyA) rahe nahIM tema tenA upara thaI cakravartInI senA jAya to paNa jarA khADo paDe nahIM, agni praveza karI zake nahiM, pANIthI palaLe paNa nahi evo kuvo (khADo) hoya temAMthI ekavALAjha (vALano agrabhAga) so varSe kADhe, ema karatAM karatAM ghaNAkALe e kuvo khAlI thAya, ghaNA varasa paNa thAya tene eka palyopama kahe che. evA daza koDAkoDI kuvA khAlI thAya tyAre eka sAgaropama thAya. evA tetrIsa sAgaropama AyuSyavALo sAtamI narakano bhava utkRSTa AyuSya eka jIva (ApaNo jIva) mahA vedanIya bhogavI Ave. evA tetrIsa sAgaropamanA jeTalA samaya thAya teTalA sAtamI narakanA bhava kare ane jeTaluM du:kha thAya teTaluM du:kha eka samayamAM nigodanA jIva bhogave che evuM du:kha anekavAra sahana karyuM che. chatAM pAcho pudgalanI lAlace vAraMvAra bhUlI jAya che. e have na bhUlavuM e vivekInuM kRtya che. - have e nigodanA duHkhano anubhava karavo ahIM. eTale evI ja kalpanA karavI. manuSya dehanI smRti te vakhate visarI javI. aMtaraMgamAM e anubhava karavAthI tharatharATa chUTaze, zarIra kaMpaze, ane aMtaraMgadayA Avaze. emaja narka, tiryaMcanA duHkha che. manuSyamAM paNa bahu du:khI dekhAya che. tatvadRSTithI joIe to ApaNe paNa sukhI nathI. kAraNa krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ItyAdikathI du:kha vedIye chIe. harSa ane zoka e vicitradu:kha che. ajJAnathI ane bhUlathI te sukharUpa bhAsyuM che. jJAnadRSTithI tema nathI. zAnadRSTithI to je siddhanuM sukha teja kharUM che ane trikALa te ja satya che. ane te ja akhaMDa che. bAkI A to kSaya thaI javAnuM tyAM harSa zoka, karIne zuM karavuM ? rAgarUpI zatru parAbhava kare che. te na kare tene mATe nIce pramANe vicAravuM. 224

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15 satsaMga-saMjIvanI alpa AhA2 ka2vo, kAraNa jeTaluM bolavuM, koI AkarA zabdo kahe te jANavA paNa mAnavA nahIM ke teM kema kIdhuM ? koI kaThora zabda kahe tyAM evo vicAra karavo ke e ajANa che. ajJAnanA AvezathI e ema kahe che to ApaNe zuM emAM ? zubha-azubha pudgalothI vairAgya rAkhavo. jema bane tema baMdhanathI rahita thaI javAnI IcchA karavI. TUMkamAM AtmAno guNa jJAna, darzana, cAritra e nizcaya guNa che. jJAnaguNa eTale jaDacetananuM jANavuM. jANIne jaDanI mamatA mUkavI. jANavA rUpe rahevuM. darzana guNa eTale vItarAge kahelA je padArtha yathArtha dravya, kSetra, kALa bhAve karI satya che ema vicArI dRDhatA karavI, saMzaya na karavo. cAritraguNa e che ke anaMtAnuMbaMdhI krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha ItyAdIka soLa kaSAya, nava nokaSAya hAsya, rati-aruti, bhaya-zoka-dugaMcchA, strI-veda, purUSaveda, napuMsakaveda, e prakRti 25 no upazama athavA kSaya ne cAritraguNanI matalaba e ke ene tyAga karI sthiravRtti karavI. potAnA guNamAM rahevuM e ja cAritra guNa. je vakhate krodha karavAnI marajI thAya te vakhate vicAravuM ke aho AtmA tuM zA mATe krodha kare che ? tuM anAdikALa saMsAramAM rakhaDayo te krodhathI ja. have na ka2, samatA rAkha, ema ne ema vicArapUrvaka rahevuM eTale sarve sArA vAnA thaze. eTale pariNAme siddhi thaze. sarva jIvane eka ja samabhAva dRSTie jovA. pudgala gItAnA doharA vAMcatA javuM ne ekeka doharAnA artha manana karI javAM AtmA ne pudgalanuM bhinna bhinna jANapaNuM karavuM. ema karatAM karatAM samajaNa vadhaze ne samatA vadhaze. manuSyano bhava bahu durlabha che. je dharma kRtya karyuM te kharUM. vadhAre zuM lakhavuM ? deha ne AtmA judA che. deha jaDa che, AtmA caitanya che. deha vinAzI che, AtmA avinAzI che. dehano svabhAva saDana-paDana-vidhvaMsana che, AtmA tethI rahita che. AvuM potAnuM mULa rUpa che. ane te mULarUpa avarNanIya che. vacanathI kahevAya nahIM evuM che. mahAsukharUpa che. ema pUraNa bhinnatA karI mohathI rahita thaI javuM. AvuM mULarUpa che. paNa te satpurUSonI kirapAthI ja ane potAnI pAtratAthI maLI zake. saraLabhAva Avavo joIe, viSamabhAva javo joIe, tyAre te pada maLe. satpurUSonI kRpA dRSTithI tamane amane maLaze. jo pAtratA thaze ne te satpurUSanI khAtrI thaze to kRpA thaze. e ja A lakhyuM che, te mArUM pravartana nathI, vartavA IcchA che, te pUrNa thAo. mArI smRti pramANe lakhyuM che. temAM kAMI bhUla hoya te sudhArI vAMcazo. jagata mohamAM DUbyuM che. tyAM zuM karavuM ? kAMI ja nahIM. tethI rahita thaI javuM. samyakdazA pAmavI bahu durlabha che. satpurUSa kRpA karaze, tyAre pAmIzuM. huM yathArtha jANato nathI. jema jANyuM che. tema lakhyuM che. yathArtha to te purUSa jANe che. ema mane pUrNa bharUso che. te satya ja che. te purUSa mahAyogiMdra che tenuM smaraNa dharma bhAvanAthI karavuM e ja zreya ka2nA2 che. bAkI tame ame eka ja padanA Icchaka chIe. eja IcchA pUrNa thAya. evI mAgaNI prabhu pArasanAtha pAse namratApUrvaka karavI e ja dharma. e ja kharo che. he jIva ! potAnA manane vicArI, vacanane, kAyAne, dehane vikArathI pAchuM vALIne vacana kAyAthI prema choDAvIne are jIva ! nirvikAra zAzvatI saMpadAno dhaNI ApaNo AtmA sukharUpa che. bAhya vyavahAra karma chAMDavo. jyAM tAro anaMta catuSTayano anubhava svAda hoya tyAM vyavahAra bhalo kema lAge ? tene kAraNe vyavahAra chAMDIne AtmajJAna, anaMtaguNa mahimA bhaMDAra tyAM praveza kara. ---|||--- 225

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SS S SYS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (SME Sii pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe stavananA karela artha parama vItarAga - parama kRpALu paramAtmAne namaskAra ho ! zrI AnaMdaghanajI kRta covIzI maLenAM pAMca stavanonA pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe artha bharela : OM pahelA zrI RSabhajinanuM stavana (1) RSabha jinezvara prItama mAharo re, ora na cAhuM re kaMta; rIjhayo sAhIba saMga na parihare re, bhAMge sAdI anaMta. ll1 // ' artha : have zuddha cetanA potAnI zraddhA sakhIne kahe che ke he sakhI ! RSabha nAmanA jinezvara mArA priya pati che, ke jethI mArA sva. patinI vAta jANavAthI temanA sarva vRttAMtane tuM potAnI meLe samajI jaIza kAraNake nRpati jo vaza hoya to bIjA tenA daLa, pUra, adhikArAdika vaza hoya ja. temaja jo pati strInA kathanamAM hoya - to bIjA badhA paNa strInA kathanamAM hoya che. mATe evA je RSabha - Atma svarUpa pati kevA che ?-ke je rAgadveSa, ajJAnAdi doSathI rahita nija upayogamaya, jyoti svarUpa, sadA prakAzamaya, evA che. jethI ora kahetAM bIjAM je rAgAdike yukta evA je deva - gurUne patirUpe huM cAhuM nahIM. kAraNake mArA prANapatino evo svabhAva ja che ke mArA upara rIjhayo kahetAM tuSyamAna thayo eTale mAro saMga karyo tyArathI te adyApi sudhI mAro saMga pariharyo nahIM tema have pachI sAdi anaMta bhAMge eTale koIpaNa kALe mAro saMga parihare nahIM eTale mAro sAheba rIjhayA pachI vichaDavAmAM samaje nahIM. (2) prIta sagAI re jagamAM sahu kare re, prIta sagAI na koya, prIta sagAI re nirUpAdhika kahI re, sopAdhika dhana khoya. || 2 // , artha : samasta jagata vAsI jIvo asaddagurU, asadeva ane asadharma pratye je kAMI prIta sagAI kare che. te kevI kare che? to ke anyonya mAna pUjA maLavA arthe, sArUM dekhADavA arthe tathA phaLane arthe saMsArika prIti kare che. te prItarUpI sagAIthI kAMI thAya nahIM. kAraNa ke prIta to svabhAvanuM maLavuM te che, ane te nirUpAdhipaNe eTale Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi Adi vibhAva dazAe karI upAdhi sahita prItanI prApti Icche che ke tethI svasvarUpamaya evuM paramadhana khove ketAM AtmaguNano nAza kare che. (3) koI kaMta kAraNa kASTa bhakSaNa kare re, milasuM kaMtane dhAya, e meLo navi kahIe saMbhave re, meLo ThAma na ThAya. / 3 / ' artha: vaLI he sakhi ? koIka to potAnA patine meLavavA kAraNe kASTa bhakSaNa kare che, arthAt koI paMcAgni, jhuMpApAta, samAdhi kare che, koI hiMDoLe jhule che, koI AtApanA kare che, koI agnimAM baLI mare che (ema vividha prakAra samajI levA) ke maLIzuM, kaMtane - kahetAM patine pAmIzuM, paNa he sakhi ! e prakAre mArA je priya pati svasvarUpanI prAptino meLApa kahIe, eTale koI paNa prakAre, koIpaNa kALe thAya nahIM. kAraNa ke pati meLApasvarUpanI prApti sthaLe sthaLe thatI nathI. 226

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI GERS SMS (4) koI pati raMjana atighaNuM tapa kare re, pati raMjana tana tApa, - e pati raMjana meM navi citta dharyuM re, raMjana dhAtu milApa. 4 || artha : vaLI he zraddhA sakhi ! koI patinA meLApane mATe, patiraMjana thavA sArU ati ghaNo kahetAM aneka prakAre tapa kare che eTale ke ekAMta bAhya kriyA, zuddhAzuddha vicAra vinA loka ke ogha saMjJAe sAmAyika, covihAra, porasI, upavAsa, pauSadha, chaThTha, aThThama Adi tathA vaLI koI patinA raMjana arthe zarIrane sukavI nAMkhe che eTale AtApanA le che, tathA mAsa kSamaNAdi ne cha mAsI tapa kare che, temaja dravya tyAga ane keza locana kare che. e prakAre je je ekAMta bAhya kriyA Agraha - jaDa paNa kare che te te prakArano patine raMjana thavAno mArga meM cittane viSa dharyo nathI eTale te te prakAre svarUpa dazAne pamAya nahIM. paNa patinuM je rAjI thavuM te to dhAtunA meLApanI peThe thAya che eTale jevI patinI prakRti che tevI prakRtivaMta chato maLe, tethI rAjI thAya kahetAM AtmasvarUpane pAme. (5) koI kahe lIlA re alakha alakha taNI re, lakha pUre mana Aza; - doSa rahitane lIlA navi ghaTe re, lIlA doSa vilAsa. / 5 // artha : vaLI keTalAka to ema kahe che ke paramAtmAnI lIlA alakha kahetA lakhI na jAya tevI che. tethI je je IcchAe je kAMI karIzuM te te pramANe ApaNI IcchA pUrI pADaze athavA enI meLe ApaNo odhAra karaze. he sakhi ! evA je nirdoSa eTale rAgAdi doSa rahitane lIlA ghaTe nahIM tathA nirdoSane lIlAno vilAsa hoya nahIM ane paramezvarane je lIlA devarAvavI eto ghelInuM paheraNuM sAcuM ema thayuM. (6) citta prasanna re pUjana phaLa kahyuM re, pUjA akhaMDita eha, kapaTa rahita thaI Atama arapaNA re, AnaMdaghana pada reha. // 6 // artha : paNa patino meLApa kevA prakArathI thAya te he sakhi ! tuM sAMbhaLa. cittanI prasannatAe karI parama prema, eka rasa paNe, akhaMDita bhAve - eTale kayAreya paNa calita na thAya evA nija upayoganI tAratamyatAe je pUjananuM phaLa kahyuM che te pramANe pUjA kare ane te paNa kapaTa rahita niSkAmapaNe, niSkapaTa thaIne, bahirAtmapaNuM tyAgIne aMtara AtmAne viSe sthira svabhAve Atma svarUpane ciMtavato, AnaMda zabda jJAnAnaMdanuM je pada eTale nijarUpamaya aniMdrIya sukha tenI rekhAne pAme arthAt vilAsane pAme. Iti prathama jina stavana samApta bIjA zrI ajita jinanuM stavana (1) paMthaDo nihALuM re bIjA jinataNo re, ajita ajita guNadhAma, je te jItyAre teNe huM jItIyo re, purUSa kizuM muja nAma ....paMthaDo / 1 // artha : mahAtmA AnaMdaghanajI sumati pratye kahetAM chatAM ane jagatanA jIvone upadezarUpe jaNAvatAM chatAM kahe che ke - bIjA jinezvaranA mAragane nihALuM - kahetAM jou eTale je padane ajita prabhu pAmyA te padane huM gaveNuM . te ajitanAtha kevA che !- je rAgadveSa jityA na jAya tevA ajItane jeNe jityA che ane anaMta jJAna, darzana, cAritrarUpa guNa jenA dhAma che evA he paramezvara ? jene tame jItI gayA te rAgadveSa mane jItI jAya che, to he paramezvara ! mArUM purUSa nAma kIsyuM kAraNake svadharmanI oLakhANa rAgAdika doSathI rahitapaNe thAya che. te doSone huM jItI zakyo nahIM arthAt te doSane je jIte nahIM tenuM purUSa nAma kahevAya nahIM. 227

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OR RECR satsaMga-saMjIvanI SKERS RSS (2) carama nayaNa karI mAraga jovatAM re, bhUlyo sayala saMsAra; jeNe nayaNe karI mAraga joIe re, nayaNa te divya vicAra. .....paMthaDo // 2 / artha : he paramezvara ! bAhya dRSTie karI tamAruM je Atmika svarUpa... vItarAgabhAvane pAmelo paramAtma dharma, jotAM thakAM A samasta saMsAra bhUlI gayo che, eTale dharmano mArga anya prakAre kalpIne anya prakAre mAne che tathA vaLI keTalAka to tamAro je yathArtha zuddha jaina dharma tene nAmathI jaina mArganI rIte anyathA prakAre pravartAve che eTale koIka to bAhya kriyAmAM rAcI rahyA che. koIka to ekAMta vyavahArane siddha kare che, koIka kuLa dharmanA AgrahI thaI rahyA che. evI rItanI viparItatA pratikULatA tamArA mArgathI thaI rahI che, ke je nayaNe karI eTale jJAnadRSTie karI tamAro mArga joIe te jJAnarUpI nayanano viraha paDayo che. tamArA zuddha dharmane divya vicArathI karI jANavuM e ja tamAro mArga che ane te tamAro mArga jJAnarUpa cakSuthI jovAya che, carmacakSuthI nahIM. (3) purUSa paraMparA anubhava jovatAM re, aMdho aMdha palAya; vastu vicAre re jo Agame karI re, caraNa dharaNa nahIM thAya. ...paMthaDo / 3 //. artha : vaLI he paramezvara ! je je jJAnI purUSo paramasvarUpa evA nirvANa padane pAmyA te zreNine anubhave karI jotAM to sarva eka ja dvAre karI pAmyA che ke je mArgamAM matabheda, asaraLatA, unmattatA, bhedAdika evuM kAMI nathI ane jagatanA jIvo te te doSomAM eTale matAbhigrahamAM, kuLa dharmAcAramAM, sahaja sahaja bAbatamAM anyonya vAda vivAdanI paraMparAmAM paDI rahyA che. te vicArI jotAM to saghaLue jagata AMdhaLe AMdhaLu kuTAya che te viSe sUyagaDAMga" sUtranA pahelA zruta-skaMdhanA bIjA adhyayanamAM kahyuM che ke :- "gaMdho gaMdha punitA puramA II 7 Tcha' eTale jema AMdhaLo AMdhaLAne grAmAMtare laI javA vAMche paNa te poMcI zake nahIM tevI rIte jJAna rahita, satyA satyanA viveka vinA zAstranA paramArthathI ajANa evA asagurU ke je pote sadgurUnI mAnyatA manAvI rahyA hoya che, te tathA te poMcI zake nahIM tevI rIte sarUnI mAnyatA manAvI rahyA che, te tathA tenA Azraye vartatA evA bALa, ajJAnI, abhaNa jIvo tamArA mArgane pAmI zake nahIM. kAraNake tattva vicAra karIne tathA aMtarmukha dRSTie nijasvarUpano vicAra karatAM te ja svarUpa sthitie je pravartavuM te to paga mukavAne paNa ThAma ThekANuM paDavuM kaThaNa che eTale pagaluM mAtra pravartavuM kaThaNa che.... . (4) tarka vicAre re vAda paraMparA re, pAra na pahoMce koI; abhimata vastu je vastu gate kahe re, te viralA jaga joya. ....paMthaDo || 4 || artha : vaLI he bhagavAna ! vicAranA tarkathI karIne vAdanI paraMparAe ane vividha prakAranA kathananI paraMparAe judA judA matanI sthApanAo jotAM to huM to zuM ? paNa koIe pAra pahoMcI zake nahIM. abhimata kahetAM he prabhu ! pAmavA yogya je vastu nijasvarUpa te nijasvarUpanA upayogapUrvaka paramArthapaNe yathArtha rIte, sAvA zailI yukta, niSpakSapAtapaNe mArga jaNAve tevA purUSa to A jagatane viSe viralA ja che eTale kvacit ja che ane mahatva tathA balihArI paNa tevA ja purUSanI che. (5) vastu vicAre re divya nayaNa taNo re, viraha paDayo niradhAra; taratama joge re taratama vAsanA re, vAsita bodha AdhAra. ....paMthaDo / 5 // artha : he prabhu ! yathArtha svarUpanuM vicAravuM evuM je jJAnarUpI netra te pAmavAnuM je sAdhana teno to viraha paDyo kahetAM - tevA satpurUSo ke je yathArtha svarUpane pAmelA, Atma samAdhie yukta tevA jJAnAvatAra purUSonI 228

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SHERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) Km prApti to atyaMta durlabha thaI paDI che. kadApi mahAna puNyodaye tevA pragaTa jJAnI purUSanI prApti A kALane viSe thaI ne te yathArtha svarUpa ane paramArtha mArga bodhe te purUSa pratye jagatanA jIvo tethI vimukhapaNuM pAmyA kare che. kAraNake taratama joge eTale je je kula saMpradAyanA yoge je je dharmamatamAM pote paDelA hoya che te te matamAM ne te joganI vAsanAyukta bodhathI pravRtti rahe che, ke jethI yathArtha mArga kayAMthI pAmI zake ? he prabhu ! paNa mane to Apa jevA yathArtha mArganA upadezakanA sugaMdharUpI bodhabIja jJAnano mAre AdhAra che. (6) kALalabdhi lahI paMtha nihALazuM re, e AzA avalaMba, te jana jIve re jinajI jANajo re, AnaMdaghana mata aMba ....paMthaDo // 6 / artha : jJAna darzana cAritranI zuddhatA svarUpa evA sadgurU pratye, rAgAdi doSanA vilayapaNe niSkAmI thaIne tAdAbhya paNe apUrva bhakti utpanna thavA rUpa paramAkAMkSA evI kALarUpa labdhIne laIne tamAro je svarUpamaya mArga tene joIzuM eja mArI parama preme pUrNa AzA avilaMbapaNe varte che eTale pAmavAnI IcchA tAratamyatAe che. ane e ja IcchAe he jinajI ! tame jANajo ke huM jIvuM chuM. ane pUrvokta rIte je koI paNa jIva pAmavAnI IcchAe jIvaze, pravartaze, te AnaMdaghananuM je atiMdriya evuM jJAnAnaMdarUpa phaLa tene pAmaze. Iti bIjA ajita jinanuM stavana samApta. . trIjA zrI saMbhavanAtha jinanuM stavana (1) saMbhava deva te dhura sevo save re, lahI prabhu sevana bheda re, sevana kAraNa pahelI bhUmikA re, abhaya, adveSa, akheda re. saMbhava... // 1 / artha : zuddha cetanA zraddhA sakhIne kahe che, ane jagatanA jIvone upadeza rUpe jaNAve che. he bhavya jIvo ! saMbhavadeva ne dhura kahetAM prathama sevo. kAraNa ke - A AtmA anAdikALathI potAnuM svarUpa bhUlI gayo che, te prApta thavAne mATe prathama Ama eTale pragaTa jJAnI purUSane sevavAnI parama AvazyakatA che. jemake suvarNa, khANamAM chatAM mATInA meLApe mATI rUpa thaI rahyuM che, tema anAdi kALathI vibhAva dazAe karI AtmA potAnuM svarUpa bhUlI jaI anyarUpe thaI gayo che. mATe je AtmasvarUpane pAmyA che eTale saMbhava jinanI dazAne je pragaTarUpe pote anubhave che evA pragaTa jJAnI purUSane prathama sevavAM ane te sevanAnA bhedane jANIne te sarva bhavyo tevo kAraNake AtmasvarUpa pAmavAne mATe dareka jIve evA jJAnI purUSanI je sevanA te sevanAnI rIte karavI ghaTe che, ane te dareka jIvanI prathama bhUmikA che. je sevanAnA traNa prakAra che. te kahuM chuM 1-abhaya, 2-adveSa, 3-akheda... (2) bhaya caMcaLatA ho je pariNAmanI re, dveSa arocaka bhAva; kheda pravRtti ho karatAM thAkiye re, doSa abodha lakhAva. saMbhava.... // 2 // artha : have e traNa prakAranuM svarUpa kahuM chuM. bhaya : kahetAM yathArtha bodhanA dAtA evA parama jJAnI purUSanA svarUpa dharmamAM cittanuM asthirapaNuM thAya tathA mananuM bAhira pravartavuM thAya tene bhaya kahIe. ane tenA pratipakSapaNe eTale bodhabIjadAyaka evA purUSanA svarUpa dharmamAM cittanuM je sthirapaNuM - ekAgrapaNuM - akhaMDitapaNuM te abhaya kahIe. Sa : kahetAM parama bodhabIjadAyaka evA jJAnI purUSanI stutimAM, upadezamAM citta rokAya nahIM- mana sthaMbhe nahIM te dveSapaNuM kahevAya. ane tethI pratipakSapaNe eTale evA jJAnI purUSanA svarUpanA ciMtavanamAM parama 229

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SHRESHERche satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) prema thAya, upadezelA vacana rUDA lAge ane temanA caraNamAM paDavAno ananyabhAva ullase tenuM nAma adveSa lakSaNa kahIe. - kheda : yathArtha bodhabIjadAyaka evA jJAnIpurUSanuM smaraNamAM mana pravartatuM thayuM thoDA vakhatamAM thAkI jAya, eTale temAM pravRtti karI zake nahIM, pramAda AvI jAya te lakSaNa kheda kahIe. ane tenA pratipakSapaNe eTale bodhabIjadAyaka evA jJAnI purUSanA smaraNamAM, ciMtavanamAM, bhaktimAM thAke nahi ane parama preme ulasyA ja kare te akheda kahIe. e rIte upara jaNAvyAM je traNa prakAra abhaya, adveSa, akheda te pramANe je pravarte tene to svarUpa prAptinuM lakhAva kahetAM phaLa thAya. ane tevA jJAnI purUSanI sevAmAM bhaya, dveSa ane kheda-paNuM rahe tene to svarUpanI ajJAnatAthI doSanuM pravartana thAya. (3) caramAvarta ho carama karaNa tathA re, bhavapariNati paripAka; doSa TaLe vaLI draSTi khUle bhalI re, prApti pravacana vAka. saMbhava.... // 3 // artha H te doSa zAthI TaLe che tenuM kAraNa kahuM chuM. temAM prathama to A jIva potAnI bhUle vibhAva dazAnA kAraNathI ane asagarUnA Azraye anaMtakALathI rakhaDayo. te je je kAraNathI rakhaDayo te kAraNanI parisamApti je jogathI utpanna thAya ane svarUpa dazA pragaTe te yogane caramAvartana kALa kahIe tathA koI vakhata nahIM pAmelo, nahIM pratIta karelo, nahIM sevelo, nahIM pharaselo evo koI parama jJAnI purUSa ane temano upadezelo evo zratadharma prApta thAya te chello carama karaNa kahIe tathA saMsAranI paribhramaNatArUpa gatAgatimAM tathA bhavanI paraMparAe je pravartavuM teno je paripAka eTale pUrNAhuti - abhAvapaNuM jenAthI thAya evA pragaTa AtmasvarUpa pAmelA AptapurUSa maLatAM jIvane je bhaya, dveSa ane kheda e traNe doSo che te TaLI jAya che ane vaLI abhaya dveSa akheda paNuM pAmIne rUDI jJAnadRSTi tenI khullI jAya che arthAt samyagujJAna prApta thAya che ke jethI pravacanarUpa vANIne yathArthapaNe samajavAnI samyagudRSTi vaDe paramArtha mArganI rIti prApta thAya che. (4) paricaya pAtika ghAtika sAdhu zuM re, akuzaLa apacaya ceta; graMtha adhyAtama zravaNa manana karI re, parizIlana naya heta. saMbhava... // 4 / artha ane je vakhate nigraMtha eTale rAgadveSanI graMthI chedAI che jenI evA purUSanA upadezarUpI pravacananI prApti thavAthI pUrve eTale te prApti thavA agAu je paricaya hato, te dUra thayo. ane jenA upadezathI rAgadveSa parikSINa thAya, ane jIva nirvANa mArgane pAme evA sahajAtma svarUpa satparUSano sarvArpaNapaNe satsaMga kare. tethI akuzaLacittano nAza thAya. arthAt citta aMtara zodhamAM varte. ane pachI potAnI yogyatA zaktie sagarU AjJAe adhyAtmika graMtho vAMcavAnA jaNAve che te vAMce vicAre ke jethI karIne pachI pote parizIlana kahetAM samastapaNe potAnA svabhAvane pAmavArUpa hetue karI pAme. (5) kAraNa joge ho kAraja nIpaje re, emAM koI na vAda; paNa kAraNa viNa kAraja sAbiye re, e nija mata unmAda, saMbhava... // 5 /. artha : kAraNathI kAraja bane che. eTale jinanuM je svarUpa che, te Atma svarUpa evA pragaTa jJAnI purUSanA upadezathI samajAya che, ane potAnuM ja svarUpa che te paNa AkhapurUSanA batAvelA mArgathI pamAya che. mATe pragaTa jJAnIpurUSa teja puSTa kAraNa che. kemake pUrve thaI gayelA jJAnIpurUSothI ke potAnI kalpanAthI A jIvanA doSa zuM che ? tema te doSo kevA prakAre varte che ? te jovAmAM Ave nahIM ane e doSo jyAre dekhavAmAM na Ave tyAre 230.

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SiMS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) tene TALavAno upAya paNa kyAMthI thAya ? mATe te doSo TaLelA che jenA ane te doSa TALI zakavAno upAya batAvanAra che evA nirdoSa jJAnI purUSane sevavAmAM tame koI paNa prakArano vAda vivAda ke saMdeha ANazo nahIM arthAt bedhaDakathI niHzaMkapaNe evA jJAnI purUSanI sevA karajo kAraNa tevA purUSanI mukhyatA che. ane tevA purUSanA kAraNa vinA svarUpamaya sthiti pAmavAnA kArajanI siddhi thatI nathI. jemake koI ajANyo mANasa mArge jatAM pote bhUlo na paDe athavA avaLe mArge caDhI na javAya teTalA mATe jANItA purUSane TheTha sudhI sAthe rAkhavAnI AvazyakatA Icche che. tenI peThe svarUpa sthiti pAmavAne mATe svarUpa sthiti pAmelA evA purUSanI mukhyatA che ane je sAdhaka tevA sagarUthI vimukhapaNe rahIne eTale satyarUSanA kAraNa rahita thaIne nijecchAe svaMkalpanAe pravarte che te unmAdapaNe bhavavRddhi kare che ema samajavuM. (6) mugdha sugama karI sevana Adare re, sevana agama anupa; | dejo kadAcit sevaka yAcanA re, AnaMdaghana rasa rUpa. saMbhava.... // 6 //. artha : je evI rIte sadgurUnA AzrayathI rahitapaNe pravarte che tevA bALajIvo sevanAnI rItine ajANatAM thako sugamapaNe karI sevanA karIe chIe ema mAne che. paNa he prabhu ! tamArI je sevanA te to agama kahetAM - gama na poMce ane anupa kahetAM jenI upamA na apAya tevI che. tene bALa jIvo kayAMthI jANe ? paNa mArI to eTale A sevakanI to eja yAcanA, IcchA che ke AnaMdarUpI je ghana temAM tadrupa sthiti te ja kadAcit eTale kadApi Apo to Apajo. Iti saMbhavajinanuM stavana samApta. cothA zrI abhinaMdana svAminuM stavana (1) "abhinaMdana jina darIsaNa tarasIye, darIzaNa durlabha deva; mata mata bhede re jo jaI pUchIe, sahu thApe ahameva." // 1 // artha : he abhinaMdana jinezvara ! tamArA darzana eTale tame je svarUpane pAmyA te svarUpane pAmavA tarasIye kahetAM vAMchIye chIe, IcchIe chIe paNa te svarUpane pAmavuM durlabha thaI paDyuM che. kAraNake je svarUpa jenAthI pamAya evA jJAnI purUSanI durlabhatA thaI paDI che. jo ke sarvakALa tevA jJAnIpurUSanI durlabhatA che temAM vaLI AvA duSamakALane viSe atyaMta durlabhatA hoya emAM kAMI Azcarya nathI. ane te durlabhatAthI svarUpanI prApti thavI kyAMthI saMbhave ? AtmasvarUpa pAmavA mATe je je matavAdIo eTale bauddha, naiyAyika, jaimini, vizeSAdika tathA tamArA nAmathI pravartatA evA judA judA gacchAdi saMpradAyomAM jaIne pUchuM chuM to sau ahameva kahetA potAnuM ahaMkArapaNuM sthApe che. eTale ema kahe che ke tame amArA mata pramANe cAlo, ame kahIe tema karo to tamAruM bhaviSyakALe kalyANa thaze paNa tethI kAMI svarUpa sthitino mArga pAmavo, saMbhavato nathI. (2) "sAmAnya karI darazaNa dohIluM, nirNaya sakala vizeSa; madameM gheryo re aMdho kema kare, ravi zazI rUpa vilekha." || 2 //. artha : kAraNake sAmAnyapaNe karIne eTale matAgrahI loko kare che te prakAre karIne tamAruM darzana eTale AtmasvarUpane pAmavuM ati dohIluM che. jemake koI eka janmAMdha prANI hoya ane tene madyapAna karyuM hoya te prANI sUryacaMdranA svarUpane aNajANato thako tenI guNa pravartanA upakArane jANI na zake tema. anAdikALanA mithyAtvAdi doSe karI jAti aMdha che ane vaLI tene matAMtaranA AgraharUpI madIrA pIdho che. te prANIone 231

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GSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) sUryacaMdranI peThe prakAzamAna evuM AtmasvarUpa vizeSapaNe jANavAne udyamavaMta kyAMthI hoI zake ? arthAt na ja | thaI zake. | (3) "hetu vivAde ho citta dharI joIe, ati durgama nayavAda; Agama vAde ho gurUgama ko nahIM, e sabalo vikhavAda." // 3 // artha : vaLI he prabhu ! AtmasvarUpa pAmavAnA kAryano hetu kahetAM kAraNa teno vicAra karI joIe chIye to jAja che. tamArA darzanamAM je nakAdikanuM kathana thApavA uthApavAnuM cAle che paNa te nayAdika to atidurgamya eTale bAhya draSTivALA jIvonA jANavAmAM Ave nahIM evuM che. kAraNake nayanI je vANI che te to koI jJAnI purUSane saMmatta hoya che ane tevA pragaTa jJAnIpurUSa AgamanA paramArthanA jANa gItArtha evA jJAnI gurUno Azraya nahIM hovAthI tamArA darzanane viSe saghaLe sthaLe vikhavAda eTale vAdavivAda thaI rahyo che ke jethI tamAruM darzana pAmavuM durlabha thaI paDayuM. (4) ghAti DuMgara ADA ati ghaNA, tuja darIzaNa jaganAtha; piThAI karI mAraga saMcaruM, seMguM koI na sAtha." || 4 || artha : he jaganAtha ! tamArAM darzana pAmavAne eTale svarUpa sthiti thavAne mATe pUrve je kahyAM evA matAgrahI kadAgrahI asatsaMgInA sahavAsathI mohanIya Adi AtmAnI ghAta karanArA evA moTA DuMgaro ADA atighaNA kahetAM vadhAre che. tevA aMtarAyo chatAM tene nahIM gaNakAratAM dhIThAI karI tamArA mArgamAM pravarte to tamArA mAragane pAmelA evA sayurUSono sAtha seMgu - mArga dekhADanAra sAthe nathI ke jethI - sahAyathI mArge pravartI zakuM. (5) dara zaNa darIzaNa raTato jo phIrUM, to raNarojha samAna; che jehane pipAsA ho amRta pAnanI, kema bhAMje viSapAna." || 5 || artha : he abhinaMdana ! tamArA darzananI eTale AtmAnA svarUpane pAmavAnI jo huM raTanA karato pharuM | eTale jyAM tyAM jaIne pUchuM ke koI AtmasvarUpa sthiti pAmavAno mArga batAvo cho ? to mane te te bALajIvo vagaDAnA rojhanI peThe gaNI kADhe che ane potAnA asad upadezathI, kalpanAyukta vacanothI, yathArtha mArgathI | vimukhapaNuM thavAnuM batAve che. paNa he deva ! mane je tamArI svarUpa sthitirUpa amRtapAnane pAmavAnI je jijJAsA che tene evA bALa jIvo asad upadezarUpI viSanuM pAna karAvavA Icche te tenA viSapAnathI tRSA kema TaLe ? (6) tarasa na Ave to maraNa jIvana taNo, sIjhe jo darIzaNa kAja; darIzaNa durlabha sulabha kRpA thakI, AnaMdaghana mahArAja.' | 6 | artha : he prabhu ! tamArA darzana pAmavAnuM che kAraNa tamAro bodha te maLe eTale nija svarUpamaya dazA prApta thAya to janma jarA maraNAdino trAsa kahetAM bhaya rahe nahIM. ane tamAruM je darzana AtmasvarUpanI je prApti thavI te to ati durlabha che. paNa tevA AtmasvarUpane pAmelA evA purUSanI kRpAthI AtmasvarUpa pAmavuM ati sulabha che ema AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja kahe che. Iti zrI abhinaMdana jina stavana samApta. 232

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Si RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI NR NR pAMcamA zrI sumatinAtha jina stavana (1) sumati caraNa kaja Atama arapaNA, darapaNa jima avikAra sujJAnI; mati tarapaNa bahu sammata jANIe, parisarpaNa suvicAra sujJAnI. sumati. / 1 //. artha : sumatinAtha je svarUpane pAmyA tevA svarUpane pAmelA evA jJAnI purUSanA caraNakamaLamAM AtmAthI arpaNa buddhi karavI. kevA prakArathI karavI ?vikAra rahita niSkAmapaNe karavI. jemake ArisAne viSe jevA prakAranuM pratibiMba hoya tevA prakAranuM pratibiMba dekhAya che tema nirvikArapaNe AtmAthI arpaNa buddhi karavAthI nirvikArapaNuM prApta thAya che. paNa bahu sammata kahetA samasta jagatanA jIvo je prakAre AtmA arapaNAnuM svarUpa kare che te prakAre karavAthI to buddhi thAkI jAya che eTale aTakI jAya che. mATe parisara kahetAM samasta jagata je prakAre arpaNa kare che, te prakArathI osarIne, uparAMTho thaIne eTale te prakAre nahIM karIne upara jaNAvyuM tema nirvikArapaNe karavuM eja bhalo vicAra che. (2) trividha sakala tanudhara gata AtamA; bahirAtama dhuri bheda, sujJAnI; bIjo aMtara Atama tIsaro, paramAtama aviccheda, sujJAnI. sumati. / 2 / artha : samasta dehadhArIone viSe traNa prakAranA AtmA kahyA che. 1-bAhya AtmA, 2-aMtarAtmA, 3| paramAtmA, have tenuM svarUpa kahe che. (3) Atama buddhe ho kAyAdika grahyo, bahirAtama agharUpa, sujJAnI; kAyAdikano ho sAkhIdhara rahyo, aMtara AtamarUpa, sujJAnI. sumati. // 3 // artha : bahirAtmA eTale zarIrAdi zabdathI putra, putrI, strI, bhAI, bahena ItyAdi bhAvone viSe je ahaMbuddhipaNuM tathA tene sukhe sukhI tathA tene duHkhe duHkhI e Adi mAyA mamatA, mithyAtvAdike grahavApaNuM, tathA parabhAvane viSe pariNamavApaNuM e Adi lakSaNe lakSIta te bahirAtmA kahIe te pAparUpa vyApAravaMta jANavo. tathA kAyAdika eTale zarIra Adi zabdothI ghara-bhUmi, sagA-kuTuMba, snehI e badhAmAM sAkSI rUpe rahe te aMtara-AtmApaNAnuM svarUpa kahevAya. (4) jJAnAnaMde ho pUraNa pAvano, varjita sakaLa upAdhi, sujJAnI; atiMdriya guNa gaNamaNi AgarU, ema paramAtama sAdha. sujJAnI. sumati. / 4 / artha : sarva prakAranI upAdhithI varjita, rAga dveSa ajJAnAdi doSathI mukta, jJAnAnaMde pUrNa eTale AtmasvarUpe karIne paripUrNa, pavitra, guNanuM dhAma eTale guNanA samuharUpa mahAmaNIothI adhika Icchita sukhane pAmI zakAya tevuM, evuM paramAtmAnuM svarUpa tene sAdha kahetAM prApta karo. (5) bahirAtama tajI aMtara AtamA, rUpa thaI thira bhAva, sujJAnI; paramAtamanuM ho Atama bhAvavuM, Atama arpaNa dAva, sujJAnI. sumati... // 5 // artha : bahirAtmapaNuM je che eTale zarIrAdikane viSe AtmatA je manAI che te tyAgIne aMtarAtmAnA bhAvane viSe sthira thavuM ane ekAgrabhAve paramAtmapadanuM ciMtavana karavuM e prakAre AtmAnI arpaNatAno dAva (I} kahetAM upAya che. 233

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(6) satsaMga-saMjIvanI Atama-arpaNa vastu vicAratAM, bharama TaLe matidoSa, sujJAnI parama padAratha saMpatti saMpaje, AnaMdaghana rasa poSa sujJAnI. sumati. // 6 // artha : e prakAre bAhyAtmAnI arpaNatA karIne eTale bahirAtmapaNuM tyAgIne vastu kahetAM AtmasvarUpane vicAravuM ke je vicAratAM parapariNatine viSe - svasvarUpanI je bhrAMti ane tadrupa thaelI je buddhinI duSaNatA te TaLe ane te maTI javAthI AnaMda ghana evuM je Atmika sukha tenuM poSa kahetAM je ekAkArapaNuM upaje ane parama padAratha je sarvajJapaNAnI saMpattinuM sukha upaje, prApta thAya. noMdha : vAMco patra naM. 34 (pAna naM-39)mAM pU. bhaktaratna pa.kR.devane namra nivedana kare che ke mahAtmA zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanA covIsI stavanono Azaya ati gaMbhIra samajAya che. hAla mArI alpa matithI prathamanA pAMca stavananA artha karyA che. tenI paryaTanA pU.zrI. aMbAlAlabhAI karI rahyA che. te ja artha ahIM chApavAmAM AvyA che. 'sarva prakAre jJAnInA zaraNamAM buddhi rAkhI nirbhayapaNAne, niHkhedapaNAne bhajavAnI zikSA zrI tIrthaMkara jevAe kahI che, ane ame paNa eja kahIe chIe. koIpaNa kAraNe A saMsAramAM kalezita thavA yogya nathI. avicAra ane ajJAna e sarva kalezanuM, mohanuM ane mAThI gatinuM kAraNa che. sadvicAra ane AtmajJAna te AtmagatinuM kAraNa che.'' 234 - 1. 460

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI 10 mumukSu bhAIoe pUjyazrI aMbAlAlabhAI upara lakhela patro patra-1 mu. vaso zubhakSetra paramakRpALu munizrInI sevAmAM - kheDAthI li. muni devakaraNajInA savinaya namaskAra prApta thAya. 'uttarAdhyayana'nA batrIsamA adhyayanano bodha thatAM asadgurUnI bhrAMti gaI; sadgurUnI paripUrNa pratIti thaI, atyaMta nizcaya thayo, te vakhate romAMcita ullasyAM, satpurUSanI pratItino dRDha nizcaya roma roma utarI gayo. AjJA vaza vRtti thaI. rasAsvAda vagere viSaya-AsaktinA nikaMdana thavA viSe adbhuta Azcarya upadeza thayo ke nidrAdi, krodhAdi prakRtio pratye zatrubhAve vartavuM, tene apamAna devuM, tema chatAM na mAne to krura thaI te upazamAvavA, gALI devI, tema chatAM na mAne to khyAlamAM rAkhI, vakhata Avye dAbI devI, kSatriya bhAve vartavuM; to ja vairIono parAjaya karI samAdhi sukhane pAmazo. vaLI parama gurUnI vanakSetranI dazA vizeSa adbhuta vairAgyanI, jJAnanI je tejomaya avasthA pAmela AtmAnI vAta sAMbhaLI digmUDha thaI gayo. eka divase AhAra karIne huM kRpAnAtha utarelA te mukAme gayo. te baMgalAne cAra mALa hatA. tenA trIjA mALe paramakRpALudeva birAjyA hatA. te vakhate temanI adbhuta dazA mArA jovAmAM AvyAthI meM jANyuM ke huM A avasare chato thaIza to te AnaMdamAM kaMI pheraphAra thaze, ema vicArI huM eka bhIMtanA paDade rahI sAMbhaLato hato. te kRpAnAtha pote potAne kahe che. aDatAlIsanI sAlamAM (saM.1948) rALaja birAjyA hatA te mahAtmA zAMta ane zItaLa hatA. hAla sAlamAM vaso kSetre vartatA mahAtmA parama adbhuta yogIMdra parama samAdhimAM rahetA hatA. ane A vanakSetre vartatA paramAtmA paNa adbhuta yogIMdra paramazAMta birAje che. evuM pote nagnabhAvI, aliMgI, niHsaMga dazA varNavatA hatA. Ape kahyuM tema ja thayuM, phaLa pAkyuM, rasa cAkhyo, zAMta thayA, AjJAvaDIe haMmezAM zAMta rahIzuM. evI vRtti cAle che ke jANe satpurUSanAM caraNamAM mokSa pratyakSa najare Ave che. paramakRpALudeve pUrNa kRpA karI che. sUtrakRtAMga, prathama zrutaskaMdha, dazamuM samAdhi adhyayana mArI pAse kAvyo bolAvI, paramagurU spaSTa khullA artha karI, samajAvatA hatA; pUrNa sAMbhaLyuM. vaLI teramuM yathAtathya adhyayana mArI samIpe be divasa ekAMtamAM vAMcavA ApyuM hatuM. te pachI pote khullA artha samajAvyAM hatAM. alpa buddhi vaDe kaMIka smaraNamAM levAyA haze. ema eka AhArano vakhata eLe gumAvIe chIe. bAkI to sadgurU sevAmAM kALa vyatIta thAya che, eTale basa che. tenuM te ja vAkya te ja mukhamAMthI jyAre zravaNa karIe chIe tyAre navuM ja dIse che. eTale hAlamAM pannAdithI jaNAvavAnuM banyuM nathI, tenI kSamApanA IcchuM chuM. lakhavAnuM e ja ke harSasahita zravaNa karyA karIe chIe. sarvoparI upadezamAM ema ja AvyA kare che ke zarIra kRza karI mAMhenuM tattva zodhI, klevarane pheMkI cAlyA jAo; viSaya kaSAyarUpa corane aMdarathI bahAra kADhI, bALI jALI, phuMkI mUkI, tenuM snAnasUtaka karI, teno dahADo pavADo karI zAMta thAo; chUTI jAo; zamAI jAo; zAMti zAMti zAMti thAo; vahelA vahelA tAkIda karo. jJAnI sadgurUnA upadezelAM vacano sAMbhaLIne noMdha : A patra naM. 1 navo maLI Avela mudrita karyo che. 235

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SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI NR NRO eka vacana paNa pUrNa premathI grahaNa kare, eka paNa sadgurU vacananuM pUrNa premathI ArAdhana kare, to te ArAdhanA e ja mokSa che; mokSa batAve che. patra-2 viramagAma, tA. 18-12-96 zrImad sadgurU bhagavAnane trikALa namaskAra paramapUjya prANAtmA pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAInI pavitra sevAmAM. - khaMbhAta ..........mArUM citrapaTa Apa jevA satpaSanI dRSTie paDaze to paNa anukaMpA lAvI mArA jevA alpazane uddhAravA yatna karazo. - pUjya baMdhu ! kRpA lAvI ApanuM citrapaTa ane kRpAnAthajInuM citrapaTa yatna karI meLavI Apazo. koI paNa prakAre ApanuM citrapaTa IcchuM chuM. ....... je udAratA mArI tarapha Apa vAparo cho te udAratA kAyama rahe e mArI vijJApanA che. mArA jevA alpajJanA citrapaTa karatAM kRpAnAthazrInA citrapaTa mahAsukhadAyI thaze. zukladhyAne caDhAvI utkRSTa sukha Apaze. mATe hRdayamAM te haMmezA rahe ema huM IcchuM chuM. mAruM citrapaTa to Apa satparuSonA caraNaraja samAna che. mATe e sivAya bIjuM kAMI sevA mATe lakhazo. ...vinaMti che ke patra tathA pustako pahoMcyA. Ape zrama laIne je kRpA karI che tene mATe Apano behada upakAra mAnuM chuM. ane ApanuM paropakAra arthe apramAdapaNuM joI vAraMvAra Apane vaMdana karuM . li. dInadAsa alpajJa sukhalAlanA namaskAra svIkArazojI. patra-3 vaizAkha suda 7, 1952 kRpALunAthazrIne trikALa namaskAra parama pavitra AtmArthI bhAI zrI aMbAlAlabhAI, ghaNA divasanI viyogInA praNAma vAMcazo. jata Ajaroja sAMbhaLavAmAM AvyuM che ke - suMdarabhAI surata gayA tyAM svargavAsa thayA che tevuM sAMbhaLI ghaNI dilagIrI thaI Ave che. aho ! uttama manuSya deha pAmI dharma karavAnA vakhatamAM cAlI nIkaLyA. kALanA moDhA AgaLa koInuM DahApaNa cAlatuM nathI. aho ! zAMta ane bhadrika prakRtinA suMdarabhAI vAraMvAra hRdayamAM smaraNa thAya che. dhikkAra che, A AtmAne !khoTA saMsArane, je sAco karI mAnyo che. te pavitra bhAI ! zrI tribhovanabhAIne tathA zrI pitAzrIne tathA zrI choTAbhAI vigerene kaleza karavA dezo nahIM. teo ghaNA DAhyA ane guNavAna che. tethI vadhAre lakhavuM yogya nathI. he pavitra bhAI ! uMdelathI AvyA pachI bIlakula sAhebajInI taraphathI patra nathI. temaja Apa taraphathI paNa patra nathI. te zA kAraNathI DhIla thAya che te maherabAnI karI jaNAvazo. Apano patra Avato nathI tethI dilagIrI tathA vikalpa thAya che. Apano to AdhAra che. Apano koI rIte badalo vALI zakAya tema nathI. ane guNa ozIMgaNa thavA yogya nathI. he bhAI ! lallujI munizrI kyAM che ? te lakhazo. huM zuM vAMcuM te kapA karI lakhazo. anAdikALathI bhUla maTatI nathI. e ja vinaMtI. dharmakathA lakhazo. 236

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O GOGASHERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI CSR SEC) kAma sevA pharamAvazo. li. ugarInuM pAyalAgaNuM svIkArazo. patra-4 jeTha vada 2, 1952 parama pavitra rAjacaMdrajIne trikALa namaskAra ! parama dayAnA siMdhu bhAI zrI aMbAlAlabhAI li. viyogI darzanAtura ajJAna sevakanuM pAyalAgaNuM svIkAravA kRpA karazo. murabbI bhAI, aMtaranI UrmionA samAcAra maMgAvyA. paraMtu ApazrInA AgaLa lakhavAne mUDhasevaka zaktimAna nathI. ApanA somA hissAmAM A bALaka nathI. chatAM zuM lakhe ? pavitra nAthajInI kRpAdRSTithI sau sArUM thaze. prathama karatAM lImaDIthI AvyA pachI vRtti ThIka rahe che. te saheja vidita karuM . hAlamAM suMdaravilAsa vAMcuM chuM. ayogya tema, satsaMgano paNa viyogI bALa sAmI dRSTi karo, dRSTi karo ! ane saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbatA bALane pavitranAtha sAhebajI taraphathI maLelo zikSAbodha daI zAMta karI bahAra kADho, bahAra kADho. saMvata 1946nI sAlamAM pavitra pUjya zrI jUThAbhAI taraphathI "svavicAra bhuvana" ItyAdika lakheluM pustaka maLeluM. te pustaka paramakRpALu pavitra sAhebajI rAja mukAmethI atre padhArelA hatA te vakhate sAhebajI laI gayA che. te saheja vidita karUM . li. viyogI kuMvarajInA namaskAra, kalola. patra-5 aSADa vada 11, 1952 svastI zrI khaMbhAta baMdara mahAzubhasthAne pUjyArAdhe sarva zubhopamAjoga paramasnehI bhAIzrI aMbAlAla lAlacaMda, sAyalethI li : zAha sobhAga lallubhAInA ghaTAratha vAMcazo. jata tamArA kAgala poMcA che. samAcAra jANA. sAhebajIno AgaLano patra tapAsa karatAM hAtha AvavAthI 2, 3 kAgaLamAM bIDyA che tenI poMca lakhazo. copaDImAM chApavA ghaTe te chApajo. have copaDI (vacanAmRtajI) taiyAra thaI hoya to ahI eka mokalAvazo. khuzAladAsano deha tyAga thayo jANI ghaNo aphasosa thayo che, paNa nAnI uMmaramAM chevaTa sudhI saradhA sArI rahI AvuM tame lakhuM, to e satyarUSanI kirapA jANavI. A dehano bharoso nathI to bhaktimAM cUka paDavA devI nahIM. li. sobhAganA sarava bhAIone ghaTAratha kahezo. patra-6 1952 - Aso vada 11 paramadurlabha satsaMga prApta, aneka guNAlaMkRta bhAIzrI aMbAlAlabhAI, naDiyAda. vizeSa vinaMti ke, Apano kRpApatra tathA Atmasiddhi graMtha sudhAturane jema bhojana maLe tevo vAMcatAM 237

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RSS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI haSHARS SMS AnaMda prApta thayo che. eka vakhata te graMtha vAMcI gayo chuM. saraLa bhASAmAM atyaMta gaMbhIratAdarzaka ane jenI TIkA ke anuvAda kharekharA jJAnI eTale ke anubhavI tathA zAstrajJAnIthI thAya tevo A graMtha che. mane anubhava nathI, tema zAstrajJAna paNa nathI, ane A gaMbhIra AzayanA graMthano zabdArtha lakhavo ati kaThaNa che. paNa siMhanA prasAdathI jema bakaro hAthInA mastaka upara besI zakyo hato tema vidyamAna sarUnI sahAyathI AtmasiddhinA anuvAda tarIke dara meLe daza daza patra (pAnA) Apane ghaNuM karI bIDIza. mane bhASA jJAna nathI mATe te saMbaMdhI mArA vicAromAM pheraphAra hoya to jaNAvazo. vAraMvAra zrImad paramopakArI sadgurU pratye mArI vaMdanA kahezo. haMmeza saMbhALa rAkhavA vinaMti karazo. | vi. Apano kRpApatra kArataka suda-14no atre vakhatasara AvI pahoMcyo che. e ja pramANe patra lakhavAnI maherabAnI thaze. eka hajAra varSanA tapa karatAM eka ghaDInA satsaMganuM phaLa vadhAre che. Apane poNAtraNa mAsa sudhI satsaMgano lAbha maLyo tethI paramArtha prApta thAya te yogya ja che. A sAthe A si. pustakanA anuvAdanA pAnA mokalyAM che. mane zuddhatApUrvaka lakhavAno mahAvaro na hovAthI Apa bhUlo sudhArazo. ane sApha nakala paramakRpALuzrIne mokalavAno vicAra rAkhazo. ghaNuM karI divasamAM eka vAra A.zi. graMtha vAMcavAno ane kaMIka bhAga manana karavAno prasaMga bane che. nididhyAsana karavAnuM banatuM nathI. te jANazo. li. sevaka mANekalAlanA daMDavata praNAma. vIramagAma, tA. 26-11-97 zrI sadgurUdevane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra. paramapUjya zrI sadgurU paramAtmAzrInA sAtvika AnaMda pravAhamAM sadA snAna karanAra, svarUpAnaMdane pamADanAra, bhaktimArganuM prabaLapaNe anuSThAna karI te anuSThAnane sadA satata pravAharUpe pragaTa karanAra, puruSomAM uttama gaNAtA puruSavIrothI bharelA maMDalamAMnA eka, parama pUjya agragaNya puruSottama zrImad bhAI aMbAlAlabhAInI pavitra sevAmAM. Apane pahelAM eka panuM lakhyuM temAM AtmAnA pradeza saMbaMdhIno khulAso meLavavA be prazna pUchela teno ApanA taraphathI pratyuttara maLela nathI. pU. zrI kuMvarajIbhAInA kahevAthI mAluma paDe che ke Apa saMskRta abhyAsa karo cho ane tethI phurasada maLatI nathI. mATe Apane patra lakhI tasdI ApI che, te mApha karazo. lakhela praznano uttara jANavA jijJAsA hatI, te upazamAvI che. ane Apane yogya lAge tyAre Apa kRpA karatA rahezo. kAraNa ke A jIvane haju sudhI koI paNa prakAre mRdutA AvI hoya ane jJAnAvaraNIyano kSaya thayo hoya ema jaNAtuM nathI. mATe e hadanA praznanA javAba A jIva jANavA yogya ja haju lAgato nathI. mATe yogya lAge evo jJAnabodha ApavA phurasade Apa taraphathI kRpA thaze. zrI ISTanA mukhasvarUpanuM smaraNa, ciMtana karatAM tathA vRttione asAra viSayo prati vahetI rokatAM, ISTa svarUpa rasa-sAgaramAM sadgurU kRpAthI nimagna rahevAya, ema IcchI patra samApta karuM chuM. dIna chorUM su. che. nA . praNAma svIkArazojI. patra-8 238

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GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI mumukSubhAI, AtmahitArtha vAMcchaka, pUrvanA zramaNopAsakarUpa, sAdhune karaDIkAThI zIkhanA devAvALA, mAvitratulya - cetavaNInA ApanAra, pUrve paramakRpALudeva taraphathI vyAkhyAnanI vakhate cetavaNI ApelI te visarjana na thavA mATe cetAvanAra bhAI aMbAlAlabhAIne mAluma thAya, je hitArtha cetavaNI e ja rIte Icche che. pUrve je ajANapaNe doSa dIThAmAM AvyA hoya to kSamApanA mAguM chuM. daskata. munI devakaraNajI. sahajAtmasvarUpAya namaH noMdha : paramakRpALudevazrIe va. 716mAM cetavaNI ApI che. patra-9 caitra suda 5, 1954 zrI paramapurUSa paramAtmAne namaskAra. parama pavitra mumukSubhAI aMbAlAlabhAI pratye vijJapti ke - Apano patra pahoMcyo. Ape je darzAvyuM che te temaja yathAsthita mane lAge che. hAlamAM huM kAvya dohana tathA AnaMdaghana covIzI avasare vicAravAmAM lauM chuM. vizeSamAM jaNAvavAnuM ke ApaNe lakhatA ema jo vicAramAM Ave ke A zabda lakhavAthI vikalpa uThaze to jaNAvuM ke mane viSamaSTi nathI, ane te vicAramAM laIza tethI mane kAMI guNakArI hitakArI zabda hoya ane ApaNane kaThaNa zabda jo mAluma paDe. to paNa jaNAvavAne AMcakA khAvAnI huM jarUra dhArato nathI. Ape AraMbha parigrahanI vAta je jaNAvI te vAta satya che. ane mane te vyavahArathI bahu naDI zakatA nathI. paNa te kAMI guNabhaNI thayA nathI, kAraNa ke tevo buddhimAna puruSano prasaMga nahIM tethI ghaNA kALano abhyAsa ADo Ave che. mATe uttama puruSano joga joIe che. kAraNa ke dIve dIvo maLe, sAma-sAme to aMdhAruM jAya che. ane mane je kAMI vyavahArika upAdhi naDe che te Apa jevAno samAgama maLethI saMkalpa vikalpa TaLavA sAdhanabhUta thAya. bAkI mane Apa jevAno samAgama nathI te maLethI sulabha vAta thaze. vizeSamAM Apane ANI tarapha AvavA prabaLa kAraNa nathI ema lakhyuM, paNa jo kAMI vicAra thAya to mane vizeSa rUDuM lAgaze. huM vyavahArika upAdhimAM chuM. paNa te prasaMge mohanuM svarUpa vicAravA jevuM che. to tevA prasaMgamAM Apa jevAno satsaMga hoya to moha bilakula ADo AvI zake nahIM. to jo, ApaNane A vAta yathArtha lAge to vicAramAM lezo. - atre amIti, avinayanuM sthAnaka mArA jANavA pramANe nathI. to te saMbaMdhamAM Apane jema yogya lAge tema vartazo. bena ugarIbene namaskAra kahyA che. mAre mAro potAno vicAra karavAno che. tevo vicAra rahe che. paNa koI bhASAnA pudgala vadhAre hovAthI vAta thaI jAya che. hAlamAM tevo vicAra haMmezA varate che. paNa upayogamAM Avyo nathI tethI lAcAra chuM. huM to nIra ane tIra bethI bhraSTa jevo chuM. paNa Apa jevA samAgamathI sulabha thaze evI AzAe divasa nirgamuM chuM. paNa kALanI viSamagati che tethI vicAra rahe evuM che. AmAM je kAMI avinaya thAya to kSamA IcchuM chuM. kAraNa ke huM bALa chuM. mATe mArA jevA bALakano hAtha jhAlavo uttama puruSane ghaTe che. hAla anne taraphanI kAmasevA IcchuM chuM. li, kiMkara popaTa mokamacaMdanA namaskAra 239

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) (9 huM ALasathI patra lakhuM nahIM, to paNa vicAra joga vAtanA kAgaLa be cAra divase jaNAvavA kapA karazo. kAraNa tethI satsamAgama jevo ja lAbha mAnIza. ApanI taMdurastI sArI rIte sudharavAnA samAcAra jANavA IcchuM chuM. patra-10 zrImad sadgurUdeva devAdhideva sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIzrInI sevAmAM, akhaMDita praNAma. pUjya parama dayALa, sadA zubhecchaka AtmArthI zrI aMbAlAlabhAI, zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmInA citrapaTanI chabI, Apano kRpApatra, gadya tathA padyanI stuti e saghaLuM maLyuM che. javAba lakhavAmAM DhIla thavAthI daragujara IcchuM chuM. parama pUjya paramotkRSTa samAdhisthita zrI sobhAgabhAIno A bhavane viSe ApaNane viyoga thayo ane temanA satsamAgamanI ApaNane je khAmI AvI che te koI rIte pUrI karI zakAya tema nathI. temanI zAMti, dayALutA, nirabhimAnatA, saraLatA, satyatA, tathA satyatA pratye pratIti, zuddha upayoga ane parama pUjya zrI saubhAgya svarUpa svAmI pratye aDaga dRDhatA ane temAM paNa avasAna vakhate vizeSa dRDhapaNuM ItyAdi koI paNa prakAre varNavI zakAya tema nathI. AvI dazA prApta thavI e mahAn paramAtmA devAdhideva paramapUjyazrInI kRpA thaye ja prApta thAya. dareka mumukSue e vAta vAraMvAra raTaNa karavA lAyaka che. tathApi tenuM phaLa prApta thavuM e temanI kRpA vaDIye ja thaI zake tema che. paramAtmA parama pUjyazrI sobhAgabhAInA AtmAne amara kSetra Ape evI ApaNe sau e pratye vinaMtI karavI e ApaNI pharaja samajuM chuM. paramapUjya sobhAgabhAInA avasAna samaye Apa dUrathI padhArI zakyA, amUlya lAbha laI zakyA, mahAvAkyothI upadeza daI zakyA, pharaja bajAvI zakyA, ApanI hAjarInI lAgaNI temanA upayogamAM korAelI te pUrI zakyA tathA temane lAbha daI laI zakyA, e saghaLuM Apa tathA zrI kIlAbhAIne dhanyavAda dhanyavAda ghaTe che. ane A saghaLA prasaMgano lAbha huM paNa laI zakyo teTaluM saphaLapaNuM mArA mATenuM mAnuM chuM. ane te saphaLapaNuM mahAn parama pUjya devAdhideva zrI mahAvIra prabhunI kRpA vaDIeja thayeluM che. tethI hajAro hajAravAra AtmabhAve mArA praNAma che. ApanA taraphathI kavitA AvI che. tenI camatkRti sArI jovAmAM Ave che. e viSe ApanA pharamAna pramANe tajavIjamAM chauM. huM bahu upAdhi grahita chuM. tethI kavitA racAvI mokalatAM vilaMba thAya to daragujara karavA vinaMti che. li. alpa dInadAsa dhArazI kuzaLacaMdanA praNAma. patra-11 zrImAna satyagurU jayavaMtA vata. 3OM tat sat kevaLa AtmArthI pU. aMbAlAlabhAI huM bhuja gayo hato. gaI kAle Avyo. Ape bukaposTa copaDI mokalI te pahoMcI che. kAgaLa poMcyo che. vigatavAra javAba have pachI lakhI zakIza. bhuja jatAM ne vaLatAM zrI vavANIyA paramapUjya devAdhideva zrI rAjyacaMdra 240

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GSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSA SSA) prabhunA darazana karavA gayo hato. jatAM Azare doDheka divasa rokANo hato. adbhuta rasa prApta thayo che. zrI prabhunA mukhAraviMdathI ApanI yAdazaktinI prazaMsA sAMbhaLI behada AnaMda thayo che. kAraNa ghaNuM karI AvatA ravivAre sAhebajI ahiM padhAravA saMbhava che. banI zake to Apa darazanano lAbha levA IcchA rAkhazo. sAhebajInA patro zodhavA Ape sUcanA karI che. te bAbata kALajI rAkhIza. azuddha hoya te sudhAryuM te moTo AbhAra. yAdazakti ane vairAgya saMbaMdhe ApanA mATe sAhebajInA mukhAraviMdamAMthI ekathI vadhAre vakhata vakhANa sAMbhaLI Apane dhanyavAda ghaTe che. Ape to jIvitavya saphaLa karyuM che. tethI Apane mAro vAraMvAra namaskAra ho. ( patra-12 paramapUjya AtmArthI zreya Icchaka murabbI zrI aMbAlAlabhAI. ....Apano kRpApAtra Ave che, tyAre devAdhidevanI aMdara stuti ane mahAvAkya hovAthI aMta:karaNa bahu Thare che. mATe vakhate vakhate saMbhALa levA vinaMtI che. upADeluM kAma dAsone mATe ati zreyaskara jaNAya che. yogabaLa ApanA patromAM dekhAva Ape che. kAraNa ke te lakhANo AkarSe che. ne jyAre vAMcIe tyAre svAmIjInuM mahAbhya pragaTapaNe khaDuM thAya che. anAdi abhyAsanA jorathI mohavaza thayelA mohAMdha A pAmara koIpaNa vizeSaNane lAyaka nathI. dhanya che Apane ke Apane AvA vicAra sUjhayA che. ane pharI dhanya che ke ATalI mahenata laIne mahAvAkya ekaThAM karo cho. . . . vinaMtI. dAsa dhArazI kuzaLacaMdanA premapUrvaka praNAma. ( patra-13 paramapavitra AtmagrAhI zuddha devagurU ArAdhaka, dharmanI jijJAsAnA abhilASI bhAI aMbAlAla lAlacaMda vi. parama pavitra bhAIonI caraNAMta, zrI godhAvIthI li. ApanA darzanano abhilASI vanamALI umedarAmanA dharama sneha vAMcazo. Apano patra prathama Avelo, bAda nathI te lakhavA kRpA karazo. mahAna puruSa mokSa vacchaka, mokSasukhanA abhilASI lallujI mahArAja tathA mahAna puruSa devakIraNajI mahArAjanA darzana karavA zrI kheDe gayo. te divase mahArAjajI zrI vaso padhArI gayA. tethI velajI mahArAja tathA narazIrakha mahArAja pAse rAta eka AnaMdathI kADhI. prabhAte vaso gayo. tyAM lallujI mahArAja pAse rahI AkhI rAta AnaMdamAM gujArI. prabhAte naDIyAda gayo. tyAM sAhebajI pAse Akho divasa rahyo. ane haMmezA evo upadeza sAMbhaLavA AkAMkSA rahyA kare che. paNa mArI jJAnAvaraNa karmanI bahoLatA ghaNI ja ane aMtarAya karmano udaya baLavAna vi. AvaraNonA jorathI apUrva jJAnano lAbha laI zakato nathI. anAdikALathI jIve svacchaMdapaNe rahI pudgalika dharma para preraNA rAkhI tethI zuddha deva, gurUnI oLakhANa thaI nahIM, kavacita gurU paratApe Atmika dharama karavA utkaMThA rahyA kare che paNa zubhAzubha karmanA joge tenuM sevana thaI zakatuM nathI. teno pazcAttApa ghaNo che. Aja dina sudhI uttama bhava pAmI jagatane sArUM lagADavA azuddha vyavahAranuM sevana karI amUlya vakhata nirarthaka kAtyo paNa have te bhaNI dRSTi jatI nathI. to paNa jevo joIe tevo lakSa thavA AkAMkSA rAkhuM chuM. lallujI mahArAje Apane maLavA sUcavyuM che. ane vavANIyA baMdara sAhebajInA darzana karavA paNa pharamAna kareluM che. have mAre Apane maLavA vicAra che, to Apano patra AvyA bAda varatI rAkhIza. Apano patra vaso mahArAjajI upara Avelo. temAM sAhebajI roganA upadravathI vavANIyA choDI A tarapha Ave tema lAgatuM nathI. e vigere matalaba sAthe lakhelI tethI sAhebajInA darzanano lAbha levA 241 16

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R RESEsatsaMga-saMjIvanI haSCREERS () javAno vicAra rahe che. paNa te sarve Apane maLyA pachI. , bIjuM hAlamAM vAMcavAno abhyAsa chUTaka chUTaka ApanA bodha prakaraNo vAMcuM chuM. jethI AtmA parama | AnaMdamAM rahe che. vizeSa bodha thavAne sArUM zuM vAMcavuM te lakhI jaNAvazo. hA Aja dina sudhImAM A jIve A bhavamAM ghaNAM kukarma karyA. ane para chidra vAraMvAra joyA ne avarNavAda bolavA e vi. katyamAM janama gumAvyo. potAnI bhUlo kADhavA koIpaNa prayatna karyo nahIM, e kheda ghaNo ja rahyA kare che. mATe vRtti nirmaLa thavA zuddha upayogamAM rahevA kRpAdRSTi karI sAdhana batAvazo. paNa Apa parama upakArI cho to dayA karazo. e ja araja. kAgaLano prati uttara lakhazo. poSa vada-10 vAra gurU da, pote. patra-14 | parama AtmArthI svarUpa IcchAvAna zAha aMbAlAla lAlacaMda vigere.. - pa.pU. zrI sobhAgyabhAInA mRtyunA samAcAra sAMbhaLI atyaMta dilagIra chuM. paraMtu temanA zuddha pariNAma, zuddha upayoga, parama zAMti, asaMgapaNuM, parama udAsInatA ane parama samAdhivata sAMbhaLI keTaloka AnaMda thAya che. paNa jJAnI puruSanA virahathI ghaNuM khedanuM kAraNa che. bIjuM ApanA darzananI IcchAe huM tathA choTAlAla vigere ApanuM sAyalethI AvAgamana jANI amo taLAva upara AvIne rAha joI. paNa darzananI aMtarAyathI joga thayo nahIM. hAlamAM zuM vAMcana cAle che te lakhazo. ApanA darzana mATe thoDA samayamAM divasamAM AvavAno vicAra che. e ja vinaMti. sarve satsaMgI bhAIone mAro namaskAra kahezo. patra lakhatAM rahezo. jo li. dhorIbhAI bApujI, bhAdaraNa. tA. 1-7-97 patra-15 zrI kalola jeTha vada 14, bhoma paramapUjya AtmArthI bhAI aMbAlAlabhAInI sevAmAM, ApanuM sAyalethI zukravAranuM lakheluM kyArDa mane poMcyuM che. sevakanuM kevuM kamanasIba che ke Ape kRpA karI dayA lAvI sevakane pAvana karavA utaryA. te daramyAna chorUnA kamanasIbe evuM jora karyuM ke eka divasa patra bIje ThekANe bhamI AvI moDo poMcyo. tene mATe pU. bhAI kheda rahyA kare che. kAraNa atre satsaMgano viyoga che. ane Avo joga maLyA chatAM karame jora karyuM. mATe he bhAI ! satsaMganA darzananA viyogano prasaMga banyo joI atyaMta kheda rahyA kare che. - pU. bhAI, A eka khUNekhAMcare paDelA bALakanI patra dvArAe khabara lezo, khabara lezo. kAraNa atre satsaMgano parama viyoga che. tema paramakRpALu nAthanA samAgamathI DhaMDhiyA varganA loko taraphathI pariSaha paNa paDe che, mATe 5. bhAI kapA karI dayA lAvI patra dvArA A bALakanI khabara laI pAvana karazo. ja sevakanA avaguNa tarapha lakSa nahIM rAkhatAM, dayA lAvI haMmezA khabara lezo. e ja. 242

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GENERGE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI @( alpa ajJAnI kuMvarajInA namaskAra vAMcazo. 5. tribhovanabhAI, kIlAbhAI, nagInabhAI vi.ne namaskAra KI} pahoMce. nA bhAdaravA vada 1, zani, 1947 - kalola. | namo namaH prabhu rAjacaMdra sujJa bhAI zrI aMbAlAla, * Apano patra gayAM kAla dane Avyo te pahoMcyo che. huM tyA baMne mahAtmAo rALajathI bhAdaravA suda 10ne ravivAranA agiyAra vAge kalola kSemakuzaLa poMcyA chIe. ne te ja divasa ahIM (kalola) AgaLa rahI somavAranA | savAranA baMne mahAtmAo amadAvAda padhAryA. ne tyAMthI baMne mahAtmAo viramagAmanI TikiTa laI viramagAma padhAryA. ne tyAMthI eka divasa rahI maMgaLavAre sAyale javAno vicAra hato. huM paNa amadAvAda emanI sAthe gayo hato. te saheja vidita karuM chuM. upara lakhelA vakhatamAM satyaruSonA caraNa samIpa A bALakano samAgama rahyo hato. - kalola padhAryA pachI amArA kuTuMbanA ghaNA mANaso maLavA sArUM AvelA. temanI sAthe vAtacIta karavA mahAtmA rokAyA hatA. tevA samaya paratve A bALaka sAthe kaMI paNa vAtacIta thaI nathI. | ugarIbenane darzanano lAbha thayo, paraMtu ghaNA mANaso maLavA AvelA tethI kaMI paNa vAtacIta thaI nathI. vaLI sAMjanA cAra vAgatAnA sumAre meLApa thayo temAM sAhebajIe kahyuM ke kaoNMI pUchavAnuM hoya to pUcho. to ugarIbene jaNAvyuM ke huM to kaMIpaNa jANatI nathI, paNa mArA AtmAnuM hita thAya tema karo. ne paroDhiyAnA samaya jA paratve mahAtmAzrI ugarIbenane 'yama niyama saMyama Apa kIyo' e kavitAnA artha samajAvavA beThA. sujJa bhAI ! mahAtmAonA virahatApathI A bALakanI dazA (samAgama thayA pahelAMnI dazA karatAM) kaMIka sudharaze. AgaLa to mahAtmA jANe ke kema thaze ? priya bhAI ! baMne mahAtmAono viraha A bALakane ghaNo ja sAle che. e viSe kAMIpaNa lakhI zakAtuM nathI. kRpALudevanA phoTogrAphanI nakalo taiyAra thaI hoya to bALakane mokalAvazo. kAraNa dina 10nI aMdara ugarIbenane amadAvAda javA vicAra che. to pote sAthe laI jAya. atyAre e ja. patra lakhavA kRpAbhAva rAkhazo. ayogya lakhANane mATe kSamA IcchuM chuM. ApanA pitAjI tathA | mANekacaMdabhAI, choTAlAla, suMdaralAla tathA tribhovanane mAruM pAyalAguM kahezo. tamArA li. kuMvarajInuM pAyalAnuM svIkArazojI. patra-17 Aso vada 11, 1952 - khaMbhAtathI naDiyAda. pavitra murabbI hitakArI parama bhAgyazALI, paramahitanA vAMcchaka bhAI aMbAlAlabhAInI sevAmAM. li. alpa pAmara bALa tribhovanabhAI tathA dAsa kIlAnA namaskAra. Apa moTA bhAgyanA dhaNI ke paramakRpALunAtha dInadayALa, paramahita vaMcchaka, bhUlyAne mArga batAvanAra, (A) cAragatimAM paDatA jIvane, saMsAra samudramAM taNAI jatAne tAranAra, sapharI jahAja samAna, paramArthe jeno deha che, taraNatAraNa, sahajAtmasvarUpI, AtmAnaMdI, samudranI pere gaMbhIra, caMdranI pere zItaLatA karaNahAra, pArasamaNi 243

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GSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) ( 2 ) samAna prabhunI sevAmAM birAjo cho te dhanya che. te tamane dhanya che. tamArI dRDhatAne dhanya che. namaskAra vAraMvAra karUM . ke pAmara duSTabALa A mAyAnI lolupatAnA kAraNe sAkSAta prabhunI sevA cUkI ahIM Avyo chuM. jyAre smaraNa thAya che tyAre bahu pazcAtApa thAya che. te vicAratAM kalpita lAge che. yathArtha vicAra hoya to tarata badhuM tyAgIne te saMgamAM jAya, anaMta doSita chuM. paNa karUNAsAgaranI mAthe hiMmata che, te sevA karIzuM. hAlamAM rAtanA samAgama thAya che temAM yogavAsiSThanuM vairAgya prakaraNa vaMcAya che. paramazAMta mUrti paramAtmA prabhune mArA vAraMvAra vinaya sahita namaskAra karazo. patra-18 mAgazara suda 11, maMgaLa,1953 rA. rA. zrI zAha aMbAlAla lAlacaMda tamAro kAgaLa Avo te poto. sAhebajInA AvelA 60 ane pattA 61, nA be bukapoSTa karI bIDyAM che. have mArA samajavAmAM kAgaLa eke nathI mATe chApavA jevA lAge te bukamAM chApajo. ne koI kAgaLamAM vyavahAra saMbaMdhI lakhyAno javAba haze te na chApajo. tamArI ghaNI tAkIda eTale thokaDo hAtha Avyo, evo vagara vAMcyo, tame amAruM aMga jANI bIDyA che te dhyAnamAM rAkhajo. ane copaDImAM chApyA pachI AgaLanA ne A kAgaLa pAchA bIDajo. tAva jhINo Ave che paNa ThIka che. sAyalethI li. sobhAganA ghAratha. patra-19 pUrNa mahAtmA prabhune trikALa namaskAra. pavitra satyamArga pratye pUrNa ullAsathI Icchaka, saraLa, zAMta evA Aryabhakta pratye vinaMtI. aMbAlAlabhAI, Ape pustaka "bhAvanAbodha' mokalyuM te pahoMcyuM. te prathama zrIjIno patra eka mokalyo te vAMcI parama ullAsathI praphullita thayA. vaLI e ja rIte avasare amo upara karUNAthI mokalavA kRpA karazo. A je apurva vastu satyaruSanA vacanAmRta, bodha amone maLyo te viSayono bhAvArtha agara zraddhA jema moralI upara sarpanI dRSTi kare te pramANe e vacano upara mumukSu jIvonuM citta Tharaze. muja pApIne Avo joga satparuSano ane AvA bhAIono te durlabha che. to mArI upara dayA lAvI A bhikhu jema bhUkhyAne bhojana Ape tema tamo jarUra atRpta AtmAne satpaSanA vacanothI tRpta karazo. vAraMvAra smRti dezo. amAre eka tamArI samIpathI te dayALu satpaSano bodha Ave che te amAre AdhArabhUta che. te ApanA samAgamathI amane maLe che te satsaMganI balihArI che. kapALudevane patra lakhyo che. AjJA maMgAvI che. AjJA AvyAthI Apane jaNAvIzuM. tamoe kyuM amo kAMI vAMcavA lAvyA nathI paNa satsaMge cetavaNI maLe athavA smRti Ape to paNa jIvane bahu AnaMda thAya. tamoe je zrIjInA patra tathA copaDI mokalI temAM agAdha vAta che. jIva samaje to ghaNuM ja che. vAha ! vAha ! ethI mane paNa citta bAhira pharatuM jarA acakAya che. te guNavALI vastu mokalI che. dhanya che tamane. Avo joga meLavI ApanArane ! huM prema ullAsathI jANuM chuM ke A ApaNA AtmAnuM kalyANa IcchanAra kharA hetu che. tethI bIjA avalaMbano mithyA che, khoTA che. saMsAra to svArthano matalabI che. Apane koI avasare patra lakhAyo hoya temAM koI doSa hoya to khamo. eTaluM ja nahi paNa mane lakhavAnI DhabanI sAvacetI ApI cetAvazo. jethI karI 244

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GREEii) satsaMga-saMjIvanI kIkIAI) () koI prakArathI satyaruSanI AzAtanA thAya nahi. A bhUkhyAne te amRta bhojananuM pAna karAvazo, tamo dAtAra thAjo. tathA kRpALune namaskAra. patra-20 jeTha vadI 2, budha, 1953 pragaTa sarU caraNAya namaH parama pavitra bhAInI sevAmAM, vinaMtI, ApanA patrathI zrI kapALunAthanA darzanano lAbha maLaze te khabara suNAvavALA umedabhAI pAsethI sAMbhaLyA, te mAtra amane ja kahyuM che. ApanI punyAno to pAra nathI je evA satparuSanA caraNakamaLanA joge te prabhunI amRtavANInuM pAna karyuM haze. tamArI kRtakRtArthatAne dhanya che. huM mahAdurbhAgI duSTa pariNAmI, anAthane te mahAtmAnA darzananI aMtarAya paDI, vijoga paDyo. atikheda ! evo joga ghaNo durlabha che. Apa patra lakhI satyaruSanA vacanAmRtanuM kaMI pAna karAvavA kRpA karazo. li. manasukha parasottamanA praNAma. patra-21 mAgazara vada 6, 1955 zrImad paramagurUbhyo namaH parama pavitra AtmArthI pavitra hitArthanA karaNahAra zrI aMbAlAla lAlacaMdanI pavitra sevAmAM, huM hAla upAdhimAM paDyo chuM kAraNa ke mArA kAkAjInuM maraNa thayuM che. ApanA pavitra mukhathI je mArA hitArthane mATe parama kRpA thaI hatI teno pazcAttApa vRttimAM ghaNo thAya che. kharekhara mArI moTAI, gurUpaNAnI abhimAna prakRti, krame krame samajAya che. Apa vinA e doSa avazya vardhamAna thAta. hAla paragAmanA mANasone khaMbhAtamAM pesavA detA nathI tenuM kema ? te Apa kRpA karI jaNAvazo. Apano ke koIpaNa pavitra AtmAno mArI abhimAna vRttithI avinaya, abhakti ke kaMIpaNa aparAdha thayo hoya tenI kSamA IcchuM chuM. li. sevaka munadAsanA praNAma vAMcazo. patra-22 OM zrI sadagurU caraNAya namaH pavitra bhAI zrI aMbAlAla pratye, munadAsanA praNAma prApta thAya. ANaMdamAM paramakRpALu devanI sevAmAM, darzanano lAbha amane bIjA divase baporanA bAra upara aDhI traNanI aMdara maLyAthI parama AnaMda thayo che. paramakRpALunI mahAvairAgya dazA joI cakita thaI gayo hato. te vakhatamAM saMdezaravALA jIvAbhAIe evo eka prazna karyo ke, hAla mokSa che ke nathI ? tenuM kapALudeve yathArtha svarUpa darzAvyuM. hAla mokSa che, game tyAre paNa karmathI abaMdha thAya te paNa mokSa kahevAya. tathA karma thakI sarvathA mUkAvuM te mokSa - nirvANa kahevAya, paNa AjanA pAMcamA ArAnA mahimAthI satyaruSano bodha sAMbhaLavo mahAdurlabha 245

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phiREFERER) satsaMga-saMjIvanI SKEREYER ( che. AjanA kaLiyuganA mahimAthI tathA alpa AyuSyathI ane purUSArtha zakti nahi hovAne lIdhe hAla sarvathA 5 mokSa nathI. bIjo prazna saMdezaranA jIvAbhAIe evo pUchayo ke mahArAja ! IzvaranuM rUpa kevuM che ? tathA Izvara kone kahevAya ? kRpALudeve tene atyaMta vivecana karIne darzAvyuM. ATha karmanA udayabhAve jIva vartamAnamAM varte che, mATe eTalo nizcaya karavo ke "jIvano ziva thAya che." jema pASANamAMthI sonuM, tema karma rahita dazA te IzvaranuM rUpa che. he bhAI ! huM pAmara hRdayamAM zuM dhArI zakuM. jema varasAdanI dhArAnI peThe, Azare kalAka doDha kalAka sudhI A bodha cAlyo hato. dareka praznanuM svarUpa pUladaSTie darzAvAya tema kahetA hatA. tyAra pachI trIjo prazna suNAvavALA 5 umedabhAIe evo pUchayo ke he kRpALudeva, anaMtAnubaMdhInuM svarUpa zuM haze ? te darzAvo. kRpALudeve mULarUpe ema kahyuM ke kuLAgraha tathA matAgrahI jIvone jyAM jJAnI puruSo mokSamArga darzAvatA ja hoya tyAM te jIvone darzana mohanIya karmanA udaye karI matAgrahI kuLagurUono darzAvelo bodha tenA hRdayamAM nizcaya hovAthI satkArganA bodha pratye viSamabhAva varte, ane temAM je kaSAyarUpe AtmA varte te kaSAyanuM nAma, anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya kahevAya. AvI rIte ghaNuM svarUpa darzAvyuM hatuM, kRpALudevanI pAse uttarAdhyayana tathA bIjA eka pustakanuM avalokana (D karatA hatA te paDyuM hatuM. temAMthI eka muninI pAse vidyAdhare AvI potAne pragaTelA vairAgyanuM svarUpa kahyuM, tyAra pachI yathArtha mohano kSaya kema thAya ? teno he muni bodha karo ema te vidyAdhare kahyuM. A prasaMga amone sAhebajIe { S} vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo hato. - bIje divase kRpALunAthe evo prazna pUchayo ke jJAnI puruSo AhAra kare che, lUgaDAM pahere che, vihAra kare che ? Adi kriyAothI karmabaMdha lAge ke nahi ? kema ke rAga vinA vastu pakaDAya nahi, ane rAga hoya tyAM karma saMbhave ja. pachI meM (munadAsa) evo uttara Apyo ke pUrvanA udayabhAve AhArAdika kriyA kare che. paNa aMtaraMga premabhAvathI nahi. pachI kRpALudeve tenuM vizeSa kAraNa darzAvyuM ke jema gADIno Dabbo cAlatI gADInA vegathI jema AMkaDo kADhI nAMkhIe ne mAIla sudhI tenA baLathI jAya che pachI enI meLe ubho rahe che, tema jJAnIpuruSane AhArAdika kriyA pUrvakarmanA jore karIne thAya che, mATe te abaMdha che. pachI uttarAdhyayana sUtranuM batrIsamuM pramAda adhyayana yathArtha vAMcI darzAvyuM hatuM. kRpALudeve kahyuM tamAre AnaMdaghana covIzI mukhapAThe karI vicAravI. tathA prakaraNa ratnAkara bIjA bhAgamAM chapAyelo zAMta sudhArasa graMtha vicAravo. mokSamArga graMtha muni pAse sAMbhaLavo. huM pAmara alpajJa zuM kahI ke lakhI zakuM ? bIjo upadeza ghaNo cAlyo hato. ame sAMje sAta vAge bahAra nIkaLyA te ja avasare kAviThAvALA jhaverabhAI tathA ratanacaMda ane eka pATIdAra maLI traNa jaNa darzana mATe AvyA hatA. paNa rAtanI veLAthI aMdara javAno pAsa na maLyo. pachI te ANaMdamAM jaI sUI rahI, savAre kRpAnAtha te ja divase svadeza javAnA hatA, te aMdaramAM pAsa laI aMdara dIThA, paNa aMtarAyathI bahAra samAgama thayo nahIM. pachI ame baMne saMdezara AvyA. ane kAviThAvALA kAviThe gayA. te ja vakhate tamAro patra saMdezara maLyo hato. ne pachI suNAva Avyo hato. 246

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) zrImad zrI pragaTa sahajAtmasvarUpa caraNAya namaH parama pavitra AtmArthI bhAI, vinaMtI ke Apano patra eka pahoMcyo che. tema vAMcI vAkepha thayo chuM. tema kapA karazo. zrI kapALanAthajInI sevAmAMthI patra kAla divase Avyo. te ApanI tarapha mokalI Apyo che. tenuM rahasya samajAyuM nathI. sAmAnya matie juja samajAya che to te savRttie, vicArazaktie vistArathI jaNAvavA kRpA karazo. bIjuM kolAbhAI sAthe be patra tathA copaDI eka zrIjInA patranA vacanAmRtonI mokalI hatI te ahIM rahI gaI che. teonA javAnA avasare maLavuM na thayuM to have sAtha joge mokalI ApIza. bIjuM prathama ApanA patramAM lakhela ke bhaktino patra mokalavAnuM baMdha rAkhyuM che to tenI pipAsA rahyA kare che te mokalazo tethI amane ghaNI premabhaktinuM kAraNa thAya ema jaNAya che. amane koI prakArano vikalpa ke sAmAnyapaNuM thAya tema nathI. vaLI sagurUthI vimukhabhAva thAya tema nathI. te saRddhAthI ja jIvavA IcchuM chuM. bAkI to jIvavuM paNa IcchA nathI. tema upakArIno upakAranA oziMgaNa thavA IcchA nathI. tevI kRtaghatA karavAnA kadI pariNAma che nahi. tethI ema daDha karyuM che ke maraNAMta sudhI A bhave mUkAvuM paNa nathI. sadgurUnuM zaraNa che. te sagurUnA pratApathI dRDha che. te harigurU pUrNa pADaze. bAkI huM dAsa to kAMI karavA samartha nathI. have Apa avasaranA jANa cho yogya lAge tema karazo. ApanA vacano je je AtmahitaiSI AvyA te mane paramabAMdhavarUpa thaI pariName che. tema dharmatva rAga Ave che. bAkI koI IcchA ke bhAva nathI. bAkI komaLa vacana, madhura, zAMta, sarvacana vAMcI vicArI hRdaya praphullita thAya che. temAMno koI zabda kaThaNa lAgato nathI. koI pUrvajanmanI punyAie joga banyo to Apa have jema Atmika hita haze tema karazo, te mane hitanuM kAraNa che, huM ema samajuM chuM. hAla mokSamArga prakAzagraMthanA pRSTha pAMtrIsanA lagabhaga zravaNa manana karavA rahyA che, ne sadgurUnA zaraNathI ghaNI vRttionuM upazamavuM thAya che. te joga maLyAthI AnaMda che. te yathA avasare jaNAvIza. zrI kRpALunAthajI taraphathI eka panuM AvyuM te vAMcI parama AnaMda thayo che. dAsa upara prabhue pUrNa dayAe amUlya vacanAmRtonuM priyapAna karAvyuM che. tenI nakala nIce mujaba va. 732. ApanI sevAmAM satprabhue amUlya bheTa ApI te jaNAvI che. bIjuM kRpALunAthanI padhAravAnI khabara amane jaNAvatA rahezo. lallu. patra-24 bhAdaravA vada 4, zani, 1951 te kRpALu prabhune trikALa namaskAra harinI bhakti viSe ahoniza IcchAvAna satyaruSanA darzanAbhilASI pavitra aMbAlAlabhAI pratye : vinaMtI ke eka patra maLyo. zrIjIno patra A sAthe mokalyo che. patrathI samAcAra maLyA. vaLI kRpA karazo. amo paNa tamArA patranI rAha joyA karatA hatA. A zrIjI padhAre ke patrathI khabara karavAmAM vilaMba karazo nahIM. pachI je gAma vIrasada vigeremAM rahevuM Thare tenuM saranAmuM lakhI mokalazo. Apano patra Avaze nahIM tyAM sudhI mune kaLa paDaze nahIM. te puruSanA Apa darzanano 247

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GS GREE ) satsaMga-saMjIvanI haSREER 3RD moTo lAbha lezo. mArI vatI atyaMta bhaktithI vaMdana karazojI. zrIjIno patra eka mAsa thayA Avyo nathI. tethI mAro patra kyAM pahoMce ? zuM karuM? patra lakhuM to ghaNo, paNa evo joga bane to zrIjI to vavANIyethI padhArI gayA hoya. hAla bIje mukAme che. mATe have jyAM prabhunuM rahevuM thAya te jaNAvazo ane jema zrIjInuM padhAravuM sUryapura thAya tema barobara dhyAnamAM rAkhazo. ane huM dAsa chorUne darzanano lAbha Ape tema vinaMtIpUrvaka araja karazo. ane prabhune kahezo je Apano dIna ziSya alpajJa pAmara bALaka ApanA ja darzananI IcchA bahu kare che te he prabhu atRpta AtmAne tRpta karavA he kRpALunAthajI, kRpA karazo. he priya bhAI ! avasara dekhIne Apa kahezo. huM to eka mUDha buddhithI lakhuM chuM. paNa te joga Ave tema avasara dekhI karazo. koI doSathI vacana lakhAyuM hoya te kSamApanA mAgazo. ne te Arya ! odhavajI saMdezo kahejo zyAmane, mArA samajo mukI manano mela jo, dhIrajanI vAto re dharathI sAMbhaLo. pahelI prIte haryA amArA prANa jo .... odhavajI saMdezo leha lAgI ane tArI alyAjI leha lAgI mane tArI zA AvI AvI gopIonI bhakti kahI che. te vAMcI rUpacaMda tathA tArAcaMdanuM mana UtarI gayuM che. dayALacaMda amArI pAse Ave che. temane mArI alpa buddhithI te satpaSanA AcAra tathA dazAnI vAta karatAM temanuM mAna gaLI gayuM. ne kAna pakaDI kahyuM ke mArI bahu bhUla che. AvA jJAnI hoya to ja jJAnI kahevAya athavA paramAtmA kahevAya. he bhAI! mArAthI bharamathI kahevAyuM. te satpaSanA jJAnanI vAta meM moMDhethI kahI teno mahimA, AcaraNa AvA hoya te kahyuM, temAMthI te samajI gayo ne hA bhaNI, amArI pAse Ave che, AvyA kare che. eka muni devakaraNajI upara zrIjIe patrathI jaNAvyuM che. te patra Apane mokalI ApIza. tethI jANazo. bAkI temane paNa ghaNI Thokara vAgI, have te bolI zakatA nathI. zrIjI upara temane paNa jarA manamAM samaja judI hatI. paNa hAlamAM samAgama thatAMmAM te paNa TharI gayA. ahiMyA samAgama maLatAM maLatAMno thAya che. temAM vAta karatA te bolI zakyA nahi ne samajayA, paNa haju ahaMkAra kAMIka evo che ke te moMDhethI hA kahe paNa aMta:karaNathI bolAtu nathI paNa samajaze kharA. ApanA vacanathI amo to have koI prakArathI kahevAnuM karyuM nathI, te jANazo paNa saheje vAta nIkaLI tethI te samajyA che. hAla ApazrI muni devakaraNajI viSe koI vAta zrIjIne na jaNAvazo. haju joyA karIe chIe je kema thAya che ? pachI jaNAvazuM. basa e ja. ne bIjuM Apa pUrNa bhAgyanA dhaNI. jethI karI prabhunI samIpamAM pUrNa bhaktino lAbha pAmyA cho. ApanA 'kRtakRtArthane dhanya che. vAraMvAra samaya samaya namaskAra ApanI bhaktine karuM . ApanI AgaLa dInatAIthI araja gujAruM chuM, te pUrNa karavAthI A sevaka pUrNalAbhane pAmyo samajIza. he bhAI, Apane pUrNa traNamAsa maLe je je Apane bodha maLyo, smRtimAM lIdho, prabhunA vacanAmRto prApta thayAM che, temAMthI A dAsane kahevA joga hoya te kapA karI kahevAthI huM AnaMdI thaIza. divasa thoDA temAM A duSTa jIvane satsaMganI pUrI aMtarAya che tethI ati kheda thAya che. zuM karuM ? vaLI prabhunI lIlA te eka divasa kahevA kRpA thaze. A jIva bahu akaLAya che. vaLI pratibaMdha, 248

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{{} satsaMga-saMjIvanI kuLAcAra, saMpradAyanA vyavahArathI vighana Ave che. tyAre are zuM karUM ? kAMI vicArI zakato nathI. vaLI Apano samAgama thavAthI jaNAvIza. e ja vinaMtI. patra-25 saMvata 1954nA prathama Aso sudI-8 zukra khaMbhAtathI vaso lakhelo. bApujI zeThanA sagAbhAI. parama pUjya AtmArthI bhAIzrI aMbAlAlabhAI - vaso. ApanI parama kRpA bharelA patra be pahoMcyA che. patra vAMcI keTalAka niyama karavA ema nizcaya thayo che. be divasathI te vicAra rahe che. yathArtha svarUpa to jJAnI pAse samajAya che. alpa matithI sAro aDaga nizcaya karIne niyama levA ke jethI deha tyAga sudhImAM paNa AMcako Ave nahIM. evo vicAra rahe che. keTalAka niyamo paramakRpALudeva samIpe levAno vicAra hato. tenuM yathArtha svarUpa parama puruSa dvArAthI samajI padArtho mUkyA hoya to pariNAme teno udbhava thAya nahIM, paNa vasomAM be traNa divasathI ThIka nA paDyuM tethI te baMdha rahyuM hatuM. tribhovanabhAInA lIdhe mArA AtmAmAM jarAe anizcaya jJAnI puruSa upara thayo nahoto. keTalA badhA sadgurU samIpamAM Apa vigere AtmArthI jIvo zravaNa karatA hatA. zravaNa karI AtmAmAM avadhAratA hatA. dhanya che te pavitra AtmAone ! A duSTane tevo joga kyAre banaze ? caraNa samIpamAM rahevAnuM kyAre thaze ? huM mahApApI ane duSTa chuM. dhanya che bIjA bhAIone ke AtmAmAM avadhAre che. ne A duSTane ATalo badho samAgama thatAM AtmAmAM pariNAma pAmato nathI. dhikkAra che A duSTane ke sarvathI duSTa huM ke - bhagavAna Adi vizeSaNo kAgaLamAM ke mukhe kahevAya che paNa te AtmAmAM haju pariNAma pAmyA nathI. te doSa jarAe samajavAmAM nahoto te doSa Ape samajAvyo to ApaNo mahat upakArano badalo A bALakathI koI vakhata vaLe tevo nathI. ke je moTI bhUla Ape mane samajAvI tethI Apano moTo AbhAra mAnuM chuM. bhagavAna mukhe agara kAgaLamAM lakhAya che, paNa AtmAmAM pariNAma haju pAmyA nathI tenuM zuM kAraNa ? to ema samajAya che ke paramakRpALudeva upara sAco nizcaya A jIvane thayo nathI. te nathI thayo tenuM zuM kAraNa ? te jIve haju sudhI vicAryuM nathI. paNa A jIvamAM jo sAcI lAgaNI have thaze to parama puruSa upara aDaga nizcaya thaze, ane nizcaya paNa paramadayALudevanA pratApe thaze. thaze, thaze, thaze ema lAge che. Apano upakAra A bALakathI bhUlavA jevo nathI. mArA AtmAmAMnI moTI bhUlo Ape dayA karI jaNAvI. teno badalo zuM vALIza ? patra lakhI AnaMda pamADazo, bALakanI saMbhALa dezo. daH nagIna. patra-26 vaso zrImad sadgurUdeva zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIne A pAmara bALakanI vatI vinayapUrvaka atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra karazo. Apa bhAIone 52ma lAbha maLyo che. te anAdikALathI Avo joga eka samaya paNa nathI. tevo apUrva joga Apa pavitra AtmAone maLyo che. Apane dhanyavAda ho ! dhanyavAda ho ! je apUrva lAbha moTA devone paNa maLavo durlabha che tevo lAbha Apane maLyo che. huM abhAgI duSTa ahaMkArI mithyA abhimAnI khoTA dilano dekhADanAra ane atyaMta dhikkAravA yogya chuM. mArAmAM atyaMta doSo varte che. Apa samIpamAM rahI apUrva lAbha 249

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- satsaMga-saMjIvanI laI anaMtA karmo kSaya karo cho. A duSTane pharI darzananA lAbhanI paNa AjJA nahIM maLI. Apa ekAMtanA samAgamamAM parama bhakti karatA hazo ! A bALakanA evA bhAgya kyAre jAgaze ? evo joga kyAre banaze ? te puruSanI bhakti, rAta divasa eka manapaNe, eka tanapaNe, niSkAmapaNe A bALakane ka2vAno joga bane. Ape amRtadhAra rasa zravaNa karyo haze teno thoDo bhAga kAgaLa dvArAe lakhI A bALakane AnaMda pamADazo. dhanyavAda, dhanyavAda. je te purUSanA darzana kare che tene dhanyavAda ho.... bena caMcaLa tathA choTAbhAInI vahu tathA bApujI vigere, kAla roja zukravAranA sAMjanA khaMbhAta AvyA che te jANajo. bena caMcaLane A pherA apUrva lAbha maLyo che. bhaktimAM kAMI saMdeha raheto nathI. samAgamathI AvyA pachI rAtanA be vAgyA sudhI beThA hatA. parama puruSanA apUrva guNo sAMbhaLI atyAnaMda thayo hato. caMcaLane paNa parama puruSano sAro nizcaya thayo che. kRpAnAthanI bhakti karavAno joga banyo nahoto jethI bahuja pazcAttApa karatAM hatAM. ahIM sau kuzaLa che. parama pU. munione namaskAra kahezo. AtmArthI bhAI laherAbhAIne namaskAra kahezo. pU. laherAbhAI tathA aMbAlAlabhAI jevA aDaga nizcayavAna puruSo saubhAgyavaMta vartI, jayavaMta varto. Apa nIkaLo tyAre patra lakhazo. da. bALaka nagInanA namaskAra. Aso suda 2, 1954, zani khaMbhAtathI. patra-27 jUThAbhAInA patra kalolathI bhAdaravA suda 14, soma, 1945 rA. rA. aMbAlAla lAlacaMda. tamArI kuzaLatAnA samAcAra chaganalAla atre AvatA teonI pAsethI sAMbhaLI AnaMda pAmyo chuM. mArI zArIrika asvastha sthitine lIdhe amuka mudatathI huM atre Avyo chuM. banatA sudhI Aso suda bIja upara ghara tarapha javA vicAra che. ane tyAra pachI AryAjInA darzana nimitte vaDodare javA vicAra che. to te prasaMgamAM ApanI mulAkAta levAnuM atre chaganalAlanI sAthe TharAva karyo che. bhaviSya baLavattara che. jJAnI dRzya to sarve sArUM ja thaze. bAkI kuzaLatA che, ApanI taraphanI cAhuM chuM. kAma sevA pharamAvazo. li. sevaka jUThA UjamazInA praNAma e ja araja sAthe aTakuM chuM. patra-28 jIvane anaMtokALa thayA rAgadveSarUpa graMthI baMdhAI gaI che te jyAre chedAya tyAre mokSa najIka che. temAM rAganA be prakAra (1) sAvadya, ne (2) niravadya. sAvadya rAga te saMsAramAM vividha prakAra upara rAga rAkhavo te karma baMdhano hetu che. niravadya rAga te vIranA prarUpela mArga upara rAga rAkhavo te karma nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. A anAdikALano jIva ajJAne karI mohane vaza paDela che paNa teno vicAra nathI karato ke tArUM svarUpa zuM che ? tArI jAta bhAta ItyAdi zuM che ? eno kAMI paNa AtmA vicAra karato nathI. pratyakSamAM koTavALa, kAjI, divAna, pradhAna ke rAjA sudhI eka vAta hoya teno nyAya karavA mATe moTI moTI sabhAo bhare che. paNa he gauttama ! koI jIvano noMdha : patra naM : 28 thI 31 A cAra patro navA maLI Avela che te mudrita karyA che. 250

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GYAii satsaMga-saMjIvanI SHGHER SEC) nyAya nathI karatuM. anAdikALano ajJAnane vaza paDela aneka gatimAM paribhramaNa kare che. te jyAre ajJAnane vaza paDyo te vAre nIca gotra maLyAM. dharmanuM suNavuM, zraddhavuM, pharasavuM na malyuM, pAMca Indriya paripUrNa na maLI. ne kadApi te badhuM maLatAM chatAM paNa dharmanA mata bhedane laI Atmadharmane pharasato nathI. te bahula karamIpaNuM ke pUrva karmano doSa ema samajAya che. mATe have to AtmAne baLIyo karI sanduruSanI samIpamAM jaI jIvanA bhedAnubheTa svarUpane jANI je grahavA yogya grahavuM, AdaravAyogya AdaravuM, chAMDavA yogya chAMDavuM, jANavA yogya jANavuM. ema karyA vinA A AtmAnI siddhi nathI. nahiMto anaMtakALe maLelo manuSya bhava hArI jaI pAchA corAzInA pherAmAM anaMta janma maraNanA duHkha sahana karavA paDaze. paNa eTaluM to siddha che ke jo saTuruSanI kRpAdRSTi haze to ne temanA kahelA vacana zravaNa karIne temanI AjJA pramANe cAlIzuM to thoDA vakhatamAM ApaNuM zAzvata je ghara tene viSe pahoMcIzuM. aho ! aho !! je ApaNuM anupameya hita thavAnuM teno ja viyoga e pUrvita karmodaye karAvyo che. te karmane nivAravA prayatnI thaIzuM to te sarvakarmathI rahita thaIzuM. ane avazya ApaNuM te ghara - AnaMdamaya, anaMtasukhamaya prApta thaze. dhanya che Apane ke te satyarUSanI samIpa thavA IcchA dhArelI paNa bara AvavA A pUrvita karmanA doSe aTakAvyA che paNa tevI IcchA che to te bara Avaze. huM je alpajJa aSTa karme bharela evo huM pApI, huM duSTa, mahAvikArI, parapugalamAM rAcaNahAro evAne sarUSano joga kyAMthI maLe ? ane jo maLe to ghaNA bhavanuM kAma thoDAmAM thaI jAya paNa have to te divasa kyAre | Avaze ke temanA samIpa thavAya. lI. jU. patra-29 je apUrvabhAvanI prApti te satsaMga che te vinA bIjuM kAMI nathI. ane eja samAgama parama kalyANa Ape tema che. baMdhana - baMdhana - baMdhana, abaMdhanayukta evA je pavitra mahAtmA te jayavAna varto. ane temane trikALa namaskAra ho ! aho jIvana mukta nAtha ? zuM AnA jevI bIjI duHkhadAyI kaI vastu jagatamAM che ke jenAthI anupameya hita thavAnuM teno ja viyoga pUrvitanA karmodaye karAvyo ! zuM e nivAravA Apa samartha nathI ? cho. - paNa mArI pAtratA nathI. je bodha levo che te to te purUSa pAsethI maLavo che. tyAM A... zuM lakhe ? mATe ApaNe sarve baMdhuo ema Iccho ke thoDo kALa te kalpadrumanI chAyA nIce - satyarUSanA caraNamAM jaIne rahIe evo koI vakhata Apo ema IcchA rAkhyA raho. bAkI jema jogapaNuM prApta thAya tema karavA ApaNe sarvabaMdhuo parAyaNa rahIe e zreyaskara che. mArgamAM vizeSa macyA rahevuM zreyaskara che, sarve karI cUkyA chIe. eTale have saMsArI sAdhana koI bAkI rahyA nathI. rahyA hoya to kaho. prabhu pArzvanuM ekAgra manathI lakSa rAkho." Atma hitamAM e(!) caDhI Avato vega vakhate nukazAnakAraka nivaDe. bAkI A tamAro pavitra AtmA baMdhanathI chUTavA mAge che, teno vega che to tene bahAra kAM kADho cho bhAI ! jIvana jALavavAthI purUSArthano upayoga 251

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ja A satsaMga-saMjIvanI levAya ane tethI dharma temaja hita badhuya che. pavitra AtmA tamAruM hita thAya tema karaze. daDhatA rAkhajo. huM he bhAI ! mArI upara je prema che, te tamo meLavI zakazo tema araja karI nakkI karIza. he pavitra AtmA ! zAMtiH zAMtiH saburI saburI saburI rAkho. lI, ja. patra-30 A anya mAnelI anaMta vihArarUpa parapariNatI te teonI teone soMpAya to ThIka, jethI karI anaMta sukhamaya cirUpa mahAtmAnA darzana thAya, vyavahAramAM game tema dharmane mAnavo, paNa nizcayathI vastudharmamAM praveza karavo A eka ja vAta che. ane mahat jJAnIoe paNa te vATethI Atmahita karyuM. vartamAnamAM paNa haLukarmI temaja kare che, anAgata kALe paNa teja vATethI taraze. sugaDAMgajInA bIjA bhRta skaMdhamAM ema sUcavyuM che ke - jJAnIpurUSa- chadmasthane mauna rahevuM zreya che." to pachI matamatAMtaramAM zuM doDavuM ? emAM doDIzuM to pachI kyAre visarjana thayelAne smRtimAM lAvazuM ? kyAre ApaNe A saMsAranI upAdhithI virakta thaIzuM ? anya prasaMga kayAre choDIzuM ? ane satya vastunA upayogamAM kyAre lIna thaIzuM ? je vATethI RSabhadeva gayA, je vATethI mahAvIra, mRgAputra ItyAdi gayA te vATa kyAre lAdhaze ? ane A alpajJa samyagujJAna, samyagadarzana samyagu cAritranA svarUpamAM kyAre ramaze ? baMdhAyelAne kyAre choDaze ? te divasa ati uttama manAze. bAkI to dhULa upara lIMpaNa jevo A paravastuno AnaMda che. - he bhagavaMta ! huM mahAviSayI, rAga dveSAdike yukta parapariNatIno rAgI, baMdhAyelAne vadhAre bAMdhanAra, tene phasAvanAra, kRtrima vastuno sevanAra, mohAMdha, anAdithI visarjana thayelA AtmAne tvarAthI bodha Apo e Apano mahat upakAra che. e upakAra vALavA huM alpajJa samartha nathI, lI. jU. patra-31 kALanA mastaka para paga melI, akhaMDa eka rasa AtmadhyAnamAM lIna thanAra mahAtmAonA tArUpI tejanA sAgara AgaLa A loka nahIM jevo thaI gayo che. te mahAtmAone vAraMvAra namaskAra ho! - priyabhAI, kuzaLatAnuM kArDa pahoMcyuM che, chaganalAla amadAvAda gayA, zArIrika sthiti sudharatI Ave che. lIMbaDIvALA taraphathI nIkaLatuM jainamAsika zuM viSayanI goThavaNathI pUratuM che ? tattvArthano samAveza kevA prakArano che ? grAhakanI manovRtti kevA prakAre te prere che ? ItyAdi anukULa prasaMge lakhazo. dhArelI murAda pAra paDavAno prasaMga najadIka Ave che. saharSanuM kAraNa manAya che. priya ane pavitra premInI jhAMkhIno lAbha levA A lakhanAra hRdaya AkarSAya che to paNa bhaviSya baLavattara che. sarva sArUM ja thaze. svAbhAvika AvI ja vartaNuMka hovAthI kSamA IcchuM chuM ke patra turatA turata nathI lakhI zakato emAM keTaluMka mane vRttinuM nimitta che. bAkI kaMI nathI. va.naM.21 "koIne aMtaHkaraNa Apazo nahIM ane Apo tenAthI bhinnatA rAkhazo nahIM. bhinnatA rAkho to aMtaHkaraNa ApyuM te na ApyA samAna che." - A purUSanAM darzanAturanA praNAma. zAMti rAkho, phIkara nahIM, sArUMja thaze. nirmaLa premanA pravAhamAM upAdhirUpI beTa paDI javA na saMbhave e sAvacetI anyo anyane rAkhavAnI che. bAkI kAMI nathI. mAgazara mAsamAM Apa padhAryA tyAre huM ghera nahIM houM. 252

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O GRAPES satsaMga-saMjIvanI GPSC GRO kAMto dukAne nahIM houM. huM alpamati ajANa chuM. Apa samaju ane svataMtratAdhina cho ema samajAya che. huM parataMtra chuM temaja saMsAra sAgaramAM DUbato avivekI mANasa chuM. mAruM citta sthAyi nathI AthI prIti ke ? tenI kadara samajato nathI. phakta mane rojhanI mAphaka zUnya prANIne nibhAvavAnI zaktino vicAra karI AgaLa DagaluM bharajo. pachI pharI pastAvo na thAya tenI prathama sAvacetI rAkhI AgaLa pAchaLanI tapAsa karajo. satpaSo kahI gayA che. 'prIta rIta ati kaThIna hai, samaja karaIyo koI, bhAMga bhUkhaMtA sohIlI, laherA muzkela hoI. lI.jA.. bhAdaravo, 1945 tA. 24 sapTembara-98 kalolathI zrI aMbAlAla lAlacaMda, copAnIyuM pahoMcyuM hatuM. paraMtu patra AvyAnI rAhathI aTakyo hato. patra chevaTa na AvatAM A kArDa lakhavuM paDyuM. mAsika patra sAdhAraNa che. huM kAMI jJAnI nathI, chatAM mane ema ja lAgyuM e dRSTidoSa. lakhANa madhyama ane viSaya sAdhAraNa che. khera, tene uttejana maLo. e prayAcanA sameta aTakuM chuM. atrethI grAhaka thavAnI IcchAe, grAhaka tarIkenI mAgaNI ekAda be jaNanI karAvI che. e pharajarUpa samajI, kadI pukhta vicAranuM lakhANa karAeluM hoya to grAhako thavA AzA rakhAta. paNa nirUpAyatA. mitra maMDalane paNa AthI bhalAmaNa nathI thatI. to paNa emAM Ape vicAra nathI jaNAvyo to jaNAvo. patra turata lakho. bAkI kazuM nathI. patra-33 poSa vada 11, 1946, amadAvAdathI priya, dilagIra chuM. savistara hakIkatanuM eka patra meM Apane lakhela che. tene Aja ATha nava divasa thayA. ApanA be kArDa pahoMcyA. tethI ema jaNAyuM ke te patra Apane pahoMcyuM nathI. dilagIra, je patra nathI pahoMcyuM tenuM zuM kAraNa? bhadrika maganalAla kahe che ke nAMkhavAmAM gaphalata nathI karI. to have lAcAra. huM te patranA javAbanI rAha jouM chuM. tyAM tamArA bIjA kArDamAM paNa patranI mAgaNI thaI, AthI niHsaMdeha ema samajAyuM ke patra geravale paDyuM. lAcArIe A kArDa saMtoSane mATe lakhuM chuM. have vigatavAra patra lakhavA mAMDuM chauM. nizciMta raho. patra kiMcit upayogI hatuM. zarIra sAruM che. darzana, pavitra darzana, tAro viyoga, A AtmAnI anaMtazakti dabANI che. te pavitra darzana vinA zuM praphulita thAya ? maLavA IcchA che. pAra paDo. e ja. muMbaI sAhebajI pAse baMne bhAI javuM dhAro cho ke kema ? lakhazo. patra na pahoMcavA mATe sahaja kheda pAmyo chuM. li. sevaka jUThAnA praNAma. 253

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GSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI hakIkara patra-34 Aso suda 6, budha - kalolathI nirAgI mahAtmAone namaskAra. puNya prabhAvika sujJa baMdhu, zrI zrI khaMbhAta baMdara atrethI kaDI thaI bhoMyaNI sudhI gayela jethI tamArI taraphathI Avelo patra maLatAM, be divasano vilaMba thayo tethI pratyuttara lakhI zakAyo nathI. to kSamA yAcI have te pratyuttara lakhuM chuM. copAnIyuM AbAda rahe e zrI pAse IcchI aTakuM chuM. e khAte Ape je hakIkata darzAvI te lakSamAM lIdhI che. mArI zArIrika sthitine mATe khulAso mAge che te patra dvArA e ApavA azakya chauM. vyavahAramAM vartamAna kALa keTaleka aMze sAro manAya che to nizcita rahevA araja karUM chuM. ahIMnI davA lAgu nathI. sahavAsanI adhIraja anyoanya darekane che. eTale A sthaLe tenuM vivecana karavuM yogya nathI. ...chatAM kudarata tAro prabaLa anyAya che ke amAro kALa amArI dhArelI nItie vyatita karAvatI nathI. ghaNuM karIne vaDodare thaI vaLatAM khaMbhAta AvavAnuM bane. to paNa sAthe ja vaDodare AvavAnuM vicAre to tvarAe darzanadAna maLyuM samaja ane pachI sAthe ja khaMbhAta javA sugama paDe. ane vaDodarAmAM gALelA divasano viyoga na jaNAtAM AnaMdanA kAraNarUpa thAya. to paNa eTalI araja ke saMsArI upAdhithI vA vyavahAra saMbaMdhI aprasannatA thAya nahIM tema hoya ane pUratI anukULatA hoya to AvavA vicAravuM. deza, kALa, pAtra, ITI bhAva joI karavuM. sujJazrIne zuM lakhuM ? | darzanAranI IcchA ghaNI. eka sahavAsa mATe vyAkula hoya topaNa anya AtmA kheda na pAme tema hoya to satvara lakhuM te divase vaDodare jatAM samIpa thavAnuM karajo ane A eka najIvI araja svIkAro. zatAvadhAnI kavi rAjyazrI taraphathI viditamAM AvelA be pustaka tamArI samIpa che. te sivAya anya mArA jANavAmAM nathI. gupta haze. juja bhAga huM pAse haze. (niyamAdi). te banatAM sudhI lAvIza. anya kAraNa bhinnatva rAkhavAnuM jyAre sUcavaze tyAre saMbaMdha aTakAvIza. paNa jyAM sudhI svaccha raheze ane anyane mATe khAtrI thaze tyAM sudhI maunatA grahaNa karyA sivAya bIjuM kAMI upayogI nahi thAya to paNa vizeSa samAgama banI raheze. adhIraja jXI na rAkho. bhAvi prabaLa che. Aveza vAMcI premane gADhA baMdhanathI rAkho. ane jaldI samAgamanI IcchA karo. chagana taraphathI henDabIla pahoMcyAM che. tema ApanI tarapha paNa AvyA haze. priya chaganano zrama pAra paDo. bIjuM zuM kahuM ? yogya lAge te karo. enAthI saMbaMdha mATe jaNAvuM chuM ke Apa te khAte zuM vicAro cho ? huM alpamati tenI marajIno saMbhava karI zakyo nathI. saMvata 1946 priya bhAIzrI, Apano kAgaLa Avyo te pahoMcyo. javAbamAM nIce mujaba - noTabuka mokalI te pahoMcI che. kavirAja AvyA hatA. temane atrethI tAra, be divasa sudhI lAgaTa karIne maLavA sArU teDAvyA hatA. ane teo phakta eka ja rAta priya jUThAbhAInI pAse rahI, pAchA bIjA divase muMbaI sIdhAvyA che. priya jUThAbhAI ne kavirAja vacce zuM vAtacIta thaI tenI mane kAMI paNa khabara nathI. kAraNa huM temanI pAse jhAjho vakhata rokAyo nathI. temaja priya 254

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RSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) jUThAbhAIne pUchatAM temanI tabiyata ghaNI narama hovAthI te bAbatano judo khulAso maLyo nathI. mATe te viSe huM kAMI lakhI zakato nathI. teo koI sAthe bolatA cAlatA nathI. vaLI tamane paNa avakAza hoya to mulAkAta sArU eka rAta AvI jazo. ne priya jUThAbhAInI tabiyata dinapratidina ghaNI ja azakta thaI gaI che. tethI teoe koInI sAthe bolavuM cAlavuM baMdha karyuM che. kavirAja jUThAbhAIne tyAM ja utaryA hatA. Apano Avelo patra Ajaroja jUThAbhAIne dhIme dhIme vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo, teoe paNa barAbara dhyAna daI sAMbhaLyo. paNa e bAbata temaNe kAMI uttara Apyo nathI. amadAvAdathI li : chaganalAla becaradAsanA praNAma. patra-36 aSADha suda 9, 1946 svastI zrI khaMbhAta baMdara mahA zubha sthAne pUjyArA bhAI aMbAlAla lAlacaMda tathA zrI tribhovanadAsa | mANekacaMda tathA bhAI suMdarajI vigere. | amadAvAdathI zAha chaganalAla becaradAsanA juhAra vAMcazo. vi. tamAro eka kAgaLa pahoMcyo che. temaja bhAI aMbAlAlano Avyo te paNa pahoMcyo che. vaLI kavirAjanA kAgaLano tarajumo priya jUThAbhAIne hAthohAtha gaIkAle rAtre Apyo hato. | vaLI lakhavAnI ghaNI dilagIrI sAthe aphasosa chuM ane kalama cAlatI nathI to paNa lakhyA vinA chUTako nathI, mATe lakhavAnuM ke ApaNo priyabhAI jUThAlAla Ajaroja savAranA sADAdasa vAgatAnA sumAre devagata thayA che, te ghaNuM mAThuM thayuM che. ApanI prItinA hakkamAM kharekhara bhaMgANa paDyuM. vaLI priyanA jevo sadgaNI mAtra A duniyAmAM to maLavo muzkela. vaLI teo bhAInI maratAM sudhInI sahaNA ghaNI ja sArI vRttimAM hatI. temanI aMta samayane viSe amoe tamo baMne bhAIo taraphathI temane vyavahArika bhAtu rU.2/- dharmamAM vAparavAnuM temanA kAne amoe kahyuM che, to te pramANe baMne bhAIo vAparazo. vaLI A bAbatanI khabara zatAvadhAnI kavirAjane lakhazo. vaLI saguNI jUThAlAlanI nIti ane prema ApaNane koI kALe visare tema nathI. to A paMcama Aro bhagavaMte duSama jhayo che, e vAta siddhAMta che. mATe priya jUThAlAla to nAnI vayamAM temanuM kArya sAdhya karI gayA. ne dharma karaze te sukhI thaze, mATe Apa baMne te rIte dharmakaraNIno udyoga karazo. vaLI bena ugarIne nAnI vayamAM raMDApo joI AkhI jJAtinA lokanuM komaLa haiyuM dAjhayuM che. paNa kALa AgaLa koIno upAya cAlato nathI. saguNI jUThAlAlanA guNa saMbhAratAM kAgaLamAM pAra Ave tema nathI. je hRdaya, haiyuM bharAI Ave che, tethI kalama aTakAvuM che. patra-37 aSADha suda 15 gurU, 1946 svastI zrI khaMbhAta baMdare mahA zubha sthAne pUjyArAdhe bhAI zrI tribhovanadAsa mANekacaMda tathA bhAI aMbAlAla vi. nI caraNa viSe acaLa hojo. etAna zrI amadAvAdathI li. zAha chaganalAla becaradAsanA dharmasneha vAMcazo. 255

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI vizeSa Apano patra eka priya jUThAbhAInI dilagIrI viSeno aphasosa bharela te pahoMcyo che. temaja te madhye kAgaLa eka bena ugarIno hato te paNa temane hAthohAtha Apyo che ne vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo che. vaLI tamArA amRtarUpa vacanothI te bAIne dhIraja dIdhI che. paNa zuM karIe ? bAInI uMmara ghaNI ja nAnI to tene nAnI vayamAM mahAbhArata saMkaTa AvyuM. te tenAthI kema veThI zakAya ? temaja temanA gharamAM murabbI laherAbhAI tathA jezIMgabhAI vigere bahoLuM kuTuMba sarve hAlamAM to kharekhara dilagIrImAM ja che. te vAta kAMI lakhI jAya tevI nathI. SIPLO vaLI ApaNane eka phakta dharmasakhAIthI mitrAIpaNAno heta haradama sAMbhaLI Ave che. vakhatovakhata para aphasosa pedA thAya che. to temanA gharanA tathA temanI patnIne A mahAbhArata duHkha kema visarjana thAya, paNa teo samaju che. to kaleza ocho thAya tema karAvIzuM. kaleza e ja karmabaMdhano hetu che ema teo jANe che. vaLI saMsAranuM asArapaNuM teo jANe. paNa A mohanIyanA udayathI kaleza pedA thAya che. te ekadama visarI jato nathI. pachI divasa jatAM sarve visAre paDaze. vaLI temanA bhAI jezIMgabhAIe kIdhuM je priyano to svargavAsa thayo che. mArA sarakhuM kaMI kAmakAja hoya to lakhazo. huM mArI banatI rIte bajAvIza. bena ugarIe tamo sarvene ghaNuM karI saMbhAryA che te jANazo. vaLI kavirAjano kAgaLa atre kArDa aphasosInuM AvI gayuM che. temAM aphasosI sivAya bIjuM kAMI lakhyuM nathI. tamAre tyAM zuM samAcAra che te lakhI jaNAvazo. tamAro lakhelo patra priyabhAIne maraNanI AgalI rAtre ekAMtamAM vAMcI saMbhaLAvyo hato. paNa te kAgaLa saMbaMdhI kAMI navina vAtacIta thaI nathI. phakta temaNe khuzI batAvI hatI. tamArA saMbaMdhamAM bIjuM kAMI bolyA nathI. e ja. gvn patra-38 kArataka vadI 1, soma, 1955 paramapUjya aMbAlAlabhAI lAlacaMda sANaMdathI li. ApanA darzanano abhilASI bhUrA abhecaMdanA jaya jInendra vAMcazo. vizeSa Apano patra Avyo. te vAMcI ghaNo ja AnaMda thayo che. vaLI kRpA karI patra lakhazo. paramakRpALuno samAgama thayo, tyAre mane temanI pAse rahevAno vakhata maLyo nahIM. tethI keTalIka bAbatono khulAso thaI zakyo nahIM. paraMtu temanA darzanano moTo lAbha thayo che. tema keTalIka bAbatano saMzaya TaLI gayo che. bIjuM mArA lakhelA praznano khulAso kAgaLathI thAya tema nathI. samAgama thayethI thaze tevuM Ape lakhyuM te jANyuM che. bIjuM muni lallujI tathA muni devakaraNajI vigere munio hAlamAM kyAM padhAravAnA che te lakhavAne kRpA karazo. mArUM aMtaHkaraNa paNa paramakRpALu zrImad tarapha kheMcAI rahyuM che. paNa hAla nivRtti maLe tema nathI. pachI thAya te kharUM. hAla e ja. kAma sevA pharamAvazo. sarva mumukSuone dharmasneha kahezo. bhUrA abhecaMdanA praNAma vAMcazo. 888 patra-39 vaizAkha vada 11, 1955 sahajAtmasvarUpa svAmIne trikALa namaskAra parama pUjya murabbI baMdhu zrI aMbAlAlabhAInI sevAmAM ange mArUM pattuM pahoMcyuM haze. kRpALudeva IDara vicaryA che, birAjyA che. somavAra sudhI sthiti che. Aje ja 256

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S satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) patra hato. kriyAkozanuM pustaka sthaMbhatIrthathI prApta thayuM haze ema patramAM jaNAve che. tethI Apane paNa sUcavyuM haze. kRpA karI kriyAkozanuM pustaka turata mokalAvazojI. bhAIzrI popaTalAlabhAIe paNa Apane lakhyuM haze. temane paNa traNa pustaka mokalAvazojI. tyAM birAjatA baMdhune mArA praNAma pahoMce. jenI niSkAraNa karUNA A raMka jIvane mATe vAraMvAra asmalitapaNe vahyA kare che evA zrI paramakRpALu sadgurUdevane hRdayamAM dharanAra Apa jevA puruSane vaMdana karuM . ane te paramakRpALudevanuM svarUpa hRdayamAM sadA nirAvaraNa rahe ema dhyAvuM chuM. hamaNAM karmagraMthano pahelo bhAga vAMcavo zarU karyo che. raMka jIva upara dayA karI roja patra lakhazo. alpajJa sevaka sukhalAla chagananA daMDavata svIkArazojI. patra-40 vaizAkha suda 13, 1957 parama jyortimaya paramAtmAne namaH AtmArthI mahAzaya aMbAlAlabhAI Apano kapA patra Aje prApta thayo. saMsArika lAbha eka ja bhavanA upayogamAM Ave evA padArtha athavA svajana kuTuMbAdino viyoga thavAthI lAMbo vakhata kheda visarato nathI. to pachI te paramAtmA parama upakArI je saMsArano uccheda karAvanAra, jenA caraNamAM pAvaDIe saMsAra baMdha paDe. jyAM sudhI saMsAra kAyama rahe tyAM sudhI bhavobhavanA upakArI ane kharekharA dAtArano viyoga thavAthI je kheda thAya, te koI rIte kahI zakAya ke lakhI zakAya tema nathI. amArA karatAM Ape vizeSa prakAre te paramAtmAne jANyA, oLakhyA, anubhavyA ane pratIta karyA che ema ApanA vartanathI tathA amArA anubhavathI jANela che, ane te paramAtmAnA mukhAraviMdanI amRtamayavANI zravaNa thavAthI jANIe chIe. tethI Apane atyaMta kheda thAya ja. A khedamAM temaja nimagna rahevAthI have pachI zuM karavuM ? te saMbaMdhI vicAra karavAmAM khAmI Ave. tema na thavA amArI vinaMtI che. pitAmahe cAritrathI ane vacana vargaNAthI chUTaka chUTaka prasaMge darzana saMbaMdhI je prakAza karela che te saghaLo ApanI pAse aMtararUpa che. amArI pAse kAgaLo hatA te prathama mokalAvela che. tyAra pachI mukhAraviMdathI je vacanAmRtanuM prakAzavuM thayuM hatuM temAMno lezamAtra amArI pAse haze te jovAnI ApanI IcchA hoya to mokalI ApIza. paramAtmAnI divya vANIno je prakAza thato te zrotAnI zaktinA pramANe thato. A taraphanA zrotA (ame) jaDa-jJAna vihina, vaMkAzayukta hovAthI sthaLa viSayanuM prakAzavuM thAya ne Apa vigerenA pratye zrotAnI adbhuta zaktithI, adbhuta ane sUkSma viSayanuM prakAzavuM thAya, ane upadezelA mArgano dhakko lAMbA vakhata sudhI kAyama rahe eTale zakti gaNIe to prathama darajju dIrgha dRSTivaMta ane sUkSma vicAravaMta munivarone viSe tathA Apane viSe che. vAste goThavaNa karavAne arthe khedane vizrAMti ApI A viSayane upADavAnuM bane to vadhAre zreSTha che, ema mane jaNAya che. vavANIye padhAravA bAbata Ape je abhiprAya darzAvyo te vAMcyo che. manasukhabhAI mAsika patra bahAra pADavA dhAre che te bAbata amAro abhiprAya zAMta rahevAno che. pU. zrI revAzaMkarabhAIno paNa te ja abhiprAya 257

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O RSS S SS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ( 2) D () che, ane Apano paNa abhiprAya te ja pramANe ApanA hAlanA patrathI jANela che. Apa vavANIyA padhAro tyAre amuka vakhata morabImAM sthiratA karavA araja karuM . kAraNa ke have zuM karavuM te vicArI tyAra pachI arasaparasa patravyavahAra cAlu thaI, chevaTe ApanI AjJAne tAbedAra thayA chIe. hAla carcApatrIo vartamAnapatramAM uparAcAparI viSaya ApavA mAMDyA che. te koI koIne pUchatuM nathI. potAnI IcchAnusAra jye jAya che. tyAM taraphathI koIne ATikala ApavAnuM mana thAya to ApanI salAha laI temaja pU. revAzaMkarabhAIno anumata meLavIne Ape, ema goThavaNa thavA vinaMtI che. li. manasukha. patra-41 vaizAkha vada - amAsa paramapUjya prabhune trikALa namaskAra zrIjI upara muMbaI eka patra lakhIza. pavitra bhAI. ApanI sevAmAMthI patra eka maLyo che. temAM lakhyuM che te prabhunuM padharavuM thaze. paNa mArI koI pUrNagADhI aMtarAyane lIdhe te satyaruSanA darzanano lAbha laI zakyo nahi. zama eTale krodhAdika kaSAyonuM zamAI javuM. ahaMbhAva, moha, rAga, dveSa, saMkalpa, vikalpanuM ochuM thavuM. cittanI phuraNA thAya che tenuM sthira thavuM. vAsanA, IcchA, vAMcchA, tRSNA, rAgadveSa, IdriyonI maMdatAthI tathA rUMdhavAthI avidyAnuM maMda thavuM, bhrAMtinuM TaLI javuM, dehanA mamatvanuM tyAgavuM, mUchanuM kADhavuM, jagatanI mAyAno tyAga, saMsAramAM vRddhipaNuM na karavuM, svajana kuTuMbamAM vastra, pAtra, celA celImAM, pustakamAM, pATapATalA, AbhUSaNamAM, gAmamAM, nagaramAM, pazupakSImAM, manuSyamAM, vRddhamAM, bALakamAM, seja palaMgamAM, gAdI takiyA, arIso, bAgabagIcAmAM, sonArUpAmAM, havelImAM, poLamAM, phaLiyAmAM, gharamAM, sImamAM, khurazImAM, peTIpaTArAmAM jagatamAM jeTaluM dravya Ave che tethI nivartavuM. sarva bhrAMtirUpa che, ema samajavuM. jagatamAM koI vAta kharI nathI. koI vastu kharI nathI. sarvano nAza che. koI acaLa rahevAnuM che nahi. sarva caLa vastu che. khoTAnI mAnyatA che, tethI viramavuM. jagatanI dRSTi vikArI che, tethI pAchuM vaLavuM. temAM cittane parovavuM nahi. kaMI mAru karI mAnyatA karavI nahi. sarvathI nivRtta thaI nijabhAvamAM AvavuM te zama. have padarzananA je je zAstronA bhAvArtha temAM bahimurkha choDI saTuruSanA vacanamAM lIna thavuM tenuM nAma zama che. koI vAtano saMkalpa UThe te ApaNAthI na samajAya to satsamAgama pUchI tenuM samAdhAna karavuM te zama che. jyAM jyAM hiyamAna pariNAmathI vardhamAna pariNAma thAya tenuM nAma zama. khoTA AcaraNothI chUTavuM,khoTA svabhAvathI mUkAvuM, thoDuM bolavuM, hAsya, rati, bhaya-zoka, durgacchA, strIveda, purUSaveda, napuMsaka vedathI mUkAvuM, sAtabhayathI mUkAvuM, AThamadathI mUkAvuM, cAra rasanAthI mUkAvuM, cAra saMjJAthI mukAvuM. sarva jIva sAthe mitrabhAva. he hari putra ! zamanI to vAta bahu moTI che. eka AtmA vinA kAMI che nahi temaja samajavuM. svargavAsa e khoTuM che. koI ThekANuM jIve grahavA joga nathI. huM alpamatithI kahevA samartha nathI, mATe baMdha karUM . vaLI ApanA samAgame vadhAre samajIza. nA pU. munizrI 258

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Si SSS SSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI {S SS S SSA) () patra-42 pavitrabhAI, (prabhuzrIjI) ApanI sevAmAMthI patra eka maLyo che. je te prabhune padhAravuM thayuM paNa mArI koI gADhI aMtarAyane lIdhe te satpaSanA darzanano lAbha laI zakyo nahi. nirdhana jema jema ciMtave tema tema niSphaLa hoya, huM bhAre karmI, ghera beThe gaMgA Ave tema thayuM paNa muja pApIthI lAbha laI zakAyo nahi. te kRpALunAthe to dayA karI, naDiyAda padhAravuM thayuM, paNa mArA nasIba phUTyA, ane mane kAMI bhAna rahyuM nahi. tamane dhanya che te puruSanA samAgama pUrNa bhaktie darzanano lAbha lIdho. tamArA kRtArthane dhanya che. have kyAre lAbha maLaze ? jarAya goThatuM nathI, dilagIra chuM. arere ! A joga to bahu maLavo kaThaNa che. te rAMkanA hAthathI ratana javuM thayuM. A duSama kALamAM A jIvane lAja nathI. je dekha A tArA kartavyanuM phaLa. je te darzananI ane samAgamanI aMtarAya paNa haju A duSTanI chAtI bhedAtI nathI. he bhAI ! A baLatA bALakane have patrathI prasaMge prasaMge zAMti ApavA kRpA karazo. ApanAthI huM zAMti pAmIza. bIjuM zrI vaTAmaNa kSetre amAruM javuM thayela tyAre huM nivRtti levA bAhira ekAMta sthaLamAM vRkSataLe besI, citrapaTa AgaLa dhAraNa karI prabhunI bhakti karato hato. pachI siddhizAstranA duho mukhapATha karato hato tene avasare eka divase jIvAbhAI, magana kALu, tenA bhAI teNe mane beTho joIne kahyuM, ke tame A zuM karo cho ? mUrtinI brAMtimAM bicAro paDI gayo che. tyAra pachI ame tene ghaNI rIte samajAvyo, paNa zaMkA rahI. vaLI amane kahe ke tamo copaDI vAMcavA Apo. amoe kahyuM ke tamArI jogyatA A pustaka vAMco tevI nathI mATe nahi ApavAmAM Ave. tamane ame kahIe te sAMbhaLo ane vicAro. amAruM kahevuM tamane khoTuM lAgatuM hoya to kaho, pachI teNe kahyuM ke ApanuM kahevuM kharU che, paNa e bicArA ema ja kahe che ke page kema lAgo cho ? ane bIjo vahema A citrapaTa bhALI bharAyo. tethI teNe jIvAbhAIne kahyuM. devakaraNajIe paNa jIvAbhAIne samajAvyA paNa te kAMI bicArA samajatA nathI. hariIcchAe je thayuM te kharU. vaLI kuLadharmanA Agraha ane satsaMga nahi tethI samajavuM bahu kaThaNa paDe che. te joI dayA Ave che. khoTA vahema lAvI bicArA niMdA kare che. te viSe amane kAMI harSa viSAda nathI. ApaNe zAMtibhAvathI joyA karazuM to pAchA tenA khoTA vikalpone pheravI ane te satvacana-sadgurUnA mAnya paramANa karaze bIjuM bhAI maganane samAgame ghaNo ja guNa thAya tema che. samajUti sArI che. gulAbacaMda nImacaMdane duhA bhaktinA ApyA. te mANasa jo Apano samAgama avasare rAkhe ane sadgurUnuM bhAna thAya to tene bahu ja guNa che. tene kahezo je muni lallujIe lakhyuM che. A kSaNabhaMgura deha pragaTa jotAM jema bane tema satyamArgane pAmavo. te sarvakalyANano hetu che. temAM pramAdamAM vRthA kALa nahi gumAvavo joIe. bIjuM zrI kapALunAtha upara eka patra lakhI mokalyo che. siddhizAstra pustaka meM mukhapATha karyo che te sahaja jaNAvavA lakhyuM che. bIjuM gIradharalAla pAse javuM thAya to kahevuM ke tamo samaju thaIne jarA muni devakaraNajInI pAse besI koI AtmahitArthanI vAta pUchI nahi ane temanI sAthe khoTI kalpanAthI vahema lAvI asatkArathI varyA. tame dhIrajathI vicAra karI joyuM nahi. lokanA kahevAthI tame bhaDakIne rahyA te ThIka nahi. tema chatAM te munio vyavahAramAM kAMI khAmI lAvatA nathI. te to sAvacetIthI cAle che. 259

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI patra-43 zrI sadgurU caraNAya namaH AtmArthI bhAI pratye, bIjuM vinaMtI ke Apano patra eka Aje Apane mokalavA taiyAra karyo, te ja vakhate pahoMcyo che. vAMcI sarva vigata jANI che. harIkRpAthI sarva jogyadazA jAgaze. tyAre ja AtmahitArtha thaze. vaLI je asaMgadazA viSenI vAta jaNAvI che te satya che. te ja IcchA rahe che. paNa haju A jIvane lAja nathI. je je dravyathI - kALathI bhAvathI jema asaMgadazA thaye ja kalyANa che te yathArtha che. havethI sarva smRtimAM rAkhI patrAdinuM lakhavuM karIza. gurUgItAdi ame sAMbhaLyuM che. te muni mAgatA nathI paNa have ApazuM. patra paNa vaMcAvIza. paNa be divasa rahI vaMcAvIza. te patra vAraMvAra vicAravA yogya che. ApanI sevAmAMthI Aje patra Avyo te lakSamAM laI je je sadvicAre pravartAze tema pravartavA IcchA rAkhIza. e ja. A.la.nA namaskAra. ApanA patranuM vAMcavuM karI bahu vicAra thAya che. je je Ape lakhyuM che te paramANe A jIva varte to che, moTI bhUla - he hara ! have kADhaze ane huM paNa A vahevAra kriyA joI gaLato nathI. magana viSe have kAMI paMcAta nahi karUM. eka patra lakhI jaNAvIza. e ja. (prabhuzrIjI) hAla huM buka vAMcuM chuM. te vacanAmRtomAM koI adbhuta rasa Ave che. mArA citane vizeSa harSa te sattvacana vAMcavAthI thayo che. vedanI karmathI gabharAI citta asamAdhithI vartatuM hatuM. temAM A satpuruSanA vacano amRtanA AdhArabhUta thayAM che, tethI karI je kheda hato te maTyo che. hAlamAM te eka eka vacana smRtimAM AvavAthI hRdaya praphullita thAya che. vaLI khoTI bhrAMti, mithyAtva te rasabodhathI sAMbhaLI Atmadharma ane dehAdidharma bhinna bhinna samajAvAthI mane moTI bhUlanI khabara par3I. vaLI jUThAbhAInI maraNAMta kaSTamAM pUrNa samatA vAMcI bahu ja mane puSTi Apo cho - ApI che. vaLI Apa paNa amArI upara kRpA karIne jarUra jarUra zrIjI tarapha vinaMtI karazo. Ape amone te joga meLavI Apyo che. ane vaLI AzA pUrNa karazo. Apane kAMI jaNAvavuM paDe tema nathI. A dalAlI paNa Apane kalyANano hetu che. huM pAmara kAMI lakhI jaNAvuM tema che nahIM, Apa to jANo cho to jema bane tema tevo joga lAvazo. Ape pUrNa AdhArabhUta vastu amone mokalI te upakAra. he prabhu ! kyAM chuTuM ? tamAro moTo upakAra che. pAchA patra lakhazo. zrIjInuM eka pattuM mokalyuM che. patra-44 (prabhuzrIjI) paramAtmA prabhune trikALa namaskAra mArgAnusA2I jijJAsuo aMbAlAlabhAI tathA tribhovanabhAI. ApanA taraphathI patra eka zAMtabhAva pAmIe evuM AvyuM te vAMcI ati AnaMda thayo che. zAthI ! je 260

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SiS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SYS S ) dayAvaMta puruSa paramArtha ja kare, mATe parama ullAsathI lakhatA rahezo. ) patrikA lakho temAM muni devakaraNajInuM nAma lakhajo. zAthI ! te patra temanA vAMcavAmAM Ave che mATe, vakhate kheda thAya, te paNa samayasAra nATaka ne vedAMtanA graMthAdika vAMcavAthI paramAtmAnA dvAra para AvavuM Icche che. paNa sat samajAyuM nathI mATe aTakyuM che. paNa mane ema lAge che je ghaNuM karIne samajaze kharA. te koI prakAre kheda karatA nathI. ghaNuM karI maLatA rahe che. satno samAgama thavAthI ghaNo ghaNo guNa upaje. paNa samajAtuM nathI. A jIva pUrva saMskAra karmone baLe kALano vizvAsa kare che. e badhuM mithyA, bhrama TALavAnuM kAraNa sAcA puruSonI caraNa-kamaLanI sevA bhaktimAM ane satsamAgamamAM rahyuM che. e ja bhajavuM zreSTha che. mane to vicArathI anubhavI jotA kharuM kAraNa e ja lAge che. vaLI anya hoya to jaNAvazo. je A jIva ghaNA varSanA Agrahe kALano vizvAsa kare che. tenuM mULa kAraNa to sat jJAnIo ja jANe che. Ape mauna viSe lakhyuM te kharuM che. amArAthI vANI saMyama banatuM lIdhuM che. te viSe tyAM sAdhujI AvyA che temanA kahevAthI jANazo. patra lakho to sasvarUpane abhedabhAve vaMdana kahezojI, tamo tathA tamArA sahavAsI bhAIo jijJAsuo sarvatra sasvarUpane amArI vaMdanA che. bIjuM amone jaNAvA jevI vAta hoya to patrikAthI jaNAvazo. ghaNuM karIne puruSanI vANIne saMbhArI jANavAnI IcchA che. patra lakhatA rahezo. muMbaI madhye marakIno upadrava vadhAre saMbhaLAya che. muMbaIthI loka gADIe utare che tene gAmamAM pesavA detA nathI. tArIkha 29mIe muMbaImAMthI lokane kADhI mUkavA ane muMbaI khAlI karavI, vaLI muMbaIthI hAIkorTa upADI mUkI pUnA tathA sUratamAM lAvavI. AvI vAta cAlI rahI che. tyAMthI loka nAsAnAsa thaI rahI che. have Avo mahAduSamakAla haLAhaLa joI A duSTa AtmAne jarA paNa lAja nathI. AyakhuM cAlyuM jAya che. haju to jANe ghaNAM kALano Agraha karI rahyo che. Aja nahi kAla karIza. A kevI mUrkhAI jIvanI che. jANe maravuM ja nathI. jarAya bhaya pAmato nathI. he priya ! dhanya che te mumukSune je sadgarUnI ahoniza sevA bhakti kare che. tenA kRtakRtArthane dhanya che. samaya mAtrano pramAda karatA nathI. he bhAI ! huM to mahAduSTa pApIthI kAMI banatuM nathI. te prabhunA vacanAmRto sAMbhaLI jijJAsu to jAgRta thaI jAya che. hRdaya bhInuM bhInuM palaLI jAya ne vairAgyamAM AvI jAya che, ane pratibaMdhane tyAge che. jema bane tema svachaMdane roke che. he priya ! A mUDhathI evI dazA thatI nathI. have to prabhunuM smaraNa karatAM jo kRpALunAthanA darzana thAya to sAruM. paNa A duSTa jIvathI kAMI bhakti banatI nathI. ane darzananI aMtarAya tUTatI nathI. koI mahApApanA aMtarAyathI parama pUjyanA darzanano vijoga che. ahiMyA to te joga Avavo duSkara lAge che. bIjuM prabhu kRpALunAthajI upara eka patra lakhyo che. temAM AjJA maMgAvI che. jo vavANiyA taraphanI AjJA Ave to te tarapha jaIe. ane nahi Ave to A kSetramAM ja rahIzuM. e ja vinaMtI. patranI rAha joyA karIza. paramakRpALunAtha samIpethI je prabhunA darzanano lAbha maLavAno patra Apane bheTa thavAthI A dAsane khabara karazo. ane te joge ApanuM padhAravuM thaze ane paramakRpALunAthanA pUrNa darzanano lAbha maLavAthI A dInadAsa paramAnaMdane pAmI kRtArtha thaze. he bhAI ! huM zuM lakhuM. Apa to dayALu cho, sarva jANo cho ! ApanI smRti AvavAthI AnaMda pAmuM chuM. A duSTa jIvanuM bahuM mUMDuM thaI jAta. paNa je je Ape paramArtha jANI vacano kahyAM te amRta tulya lAgyAM che - lAge che. vahelA padhAro, vahelA padhAro. | mumukSabhAIo prabhunI bhaktinA Icchaka evA tribhovanabhAI, kIlAbhAI, maganabhAI, choTAbhAI, nagInabhAI vigerene amArA harismaraNa. paramakRpALu prabhu upara eka patra mokalavA IcchA che. paNa alpabuddhinA 261

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(6) satsaMga-saMjIvanI dhaNIthI koI vacana pratibaddhavALuM, kheMcavALuM lakhAI jAya to zuM karuM ? vicArIne paNa lakhIza. y dr frwd patra-45 sahajAtmasvarUpa sadgurUzrIne trikALa namaskAra, naDiyAdathI. parama pavitra satsvarUpI AtmahitasvI bhAInI sevAmAM vinaMtI ke, Apano patra eka tenI sAthe muni chaganajInA upara lakhavAnI nakala sahita maLyA - te vAMcI sarvasamAcAra jANyA. sarva sAdhune khAnagI kahI hakIkata jaNAvI che. sadgurUnA caraNothI saMpathI vartavuM thAze. kAMI aDacaNa jevuM nathI. tema patra vAMcI vAkepha thayA chIe. samajAyuM che. sadgurUnI niMdAthI aTakIne jema te satmArga tarapha dRSTi kare, virodha maTe tema jaNAvyuM che. vaLI vakhANamAM javAne viSe to Apa avasaranA jANa cho. jevo avasara hoya tema dekhIne karazo. vaLI kRpALunAthanA darzana thAya tema IcchA rAkhIe chIe. te hirakRpA haze to Apano ane A dAsano manoratha saphaLa thaze, ane satsaMge parama harSathI AtmakalyANa samajIza. te prabhu kRpALunAtha sarva sAruM ja karaze. ane prabhunA zaraNathI kAMI bhUla Avaze nahi. prabhunI jaya jaya vartaze. ane maMgaLadAyaka thaze. A patra sAthe kRpALunAthanuM patra mokalI ApyuM che te vAMcI Apa patra jaNAvazo. e ja vinaMtI. patra samAcAra jaNAvazo. The s 6. muni mohanalAlajI. agAdha gaMbhIra saMyamI puruSa najIka AvyA hatA. paNa mArA pApI, pAmara, anAtha jIvanA aMtarAyanA udayathI tevA prabhunA darzana kema thAya ? nahi ja thAya. aho ! aho ! tevA prabhunA darzana kaMIka karAvo. amane jethI zAMti thAya. tevI kirapA karazo. parama pUjya upara eka patra hAlamAM nAMkhyo che. patrano javAba paNa Avato nathI. huM mahApApI, mUDha, alpeza kAMI samajato nathI. te prabhu . mahA moTA dayALu, karUNAsiMdhunAtha mArA para kyAre patra lakhaze tenI kAMI samaja paDatI nathI. patra pahoMcyo che. tevuM pattu paNa nathI tenuM zuM kAraNa haze ? te prabhu jema karatA haze te ThIka ja haze. paNa eka to darzana paNa na thayAM. pUrNa joga Avelo te koI mArA gADhA karmanA aMtarAyane lIdhe jema vAmana puruSa parvata paranA phaLanI IcchA kare paNa kaMI meLavI na zake tema huM mahApApI pUrvakarmanI aMtarAyane lIdhe te joga Avyo nahi. vaLI patra paNa nathI. tyAre kema thAtuM haze. te Apa vicArI parama pUjya upara kRpA karI eka patra lakhI A dAsInI vinaMtI, namaskAra, ghaNA ghaNA lakhI-lakhI jaNAvazo. tamane mArA sama che jo patra na lakho to jarUra lakhajo vaLI lakhajo ke he prabhu tamArA dInaziSya upara ekapatra lakhavA kRpA karazo. tene zAMti Apajo. te bicArAne koI aMtarAyane lIdhe ApanA darzanano vijoga paDyo che. to he kRpALunAtha dayA lAvI kRpA karazo. Apano guNa oziMgaNa huM kyAM vALIza ? eka tamArA taraphathI patra Ave che tyAre mane nirAMta vaLe che, paNa parama pUjyano eka paNa patra nathI tethI dilagIra chuM. li. lallu. 262 patra-46 AtmasvarUpane namaskAra te satsvarUpane trikALa namaskAra. parama pavitra aMbAlAlabhAI pratye vinaMtI - ApanI ta2phathI patra eka AvyuM te vAMcI atyaMta AnaMda thayo che. vaLI kRpA karIne lakhazo. Ape je smRti lakhI jaNAvI te mumukSune paramahitakArI, kalyANakArI che.

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) kahelI bhalAmaNa jJAnIpuruSoe te maLe cha padanI dezanA prakAzI che te amoe hAla moMDhe karI che. teno vicAra alpabuddhie kartavya che. te viSe ApesmRti ApI tethI mane bahu prema AnaMda thayo, dhanya che.kRta kRtyane je paramArthe dayA lAvI koI zuddha mArganA Icchakane smRti Apo cho, Aje patra sAthe zrIjInA patra be amoe mokalyA che, te viSe ApathI je samajAya te kRpA karI mane patrathI jaNAvazo. amoe zrI upara patra lakhyA hatA. te joga maLe to bIjuM kAMI kAma nathI mATe eka divasa paNa amAre jema darzana te puruSanA thAya tema karazo. to jIvane nirAMta thAya. nIkara kaLa paDatI nathI. ghaNuM zuM lakhuM? mUMge khAdho goLa. tema mune mUDhane kAMI te puruSane prazna karuM tevA vacana AvaDatA nathI. nahi to eka ghaDImAM ahiM Ave evuM thAya. jo vadhAre lakhuM to baMdhAI jAuM chuM. mATe te viSe Apa mune agAuthI lakhI jaNAvazo. vinaMtI viSe jo ajugatuM lAge to jaNAvazo. saMbhAryA che prabhu trikALa namaskAra. ApaNI caDhatI vairAgyavALI dazA amoe sAMbhaLI, atyaMta AnaMda thayo. tamAruM vaheluM vaheluM kalyANa thajo. tamArI dina dina pratye vadhatI zreNI thajo, te amAro AzirvAda che. he Arya, mAruM hRdaya praphullita thaI rahyuM che. ApaNuM kalyANa vaheluM vaheluM thajo, he prabhu, alpajJano AzIrvAda che. zrIjI upara amoe eka patra lakhyo che. temAM muni devakaraNajIe potAno ahaMkAra javA te satparuSa upara vinaMtI karI namaskAra jaNAvyA che. amoe suMdaravilAsano guTako tribhovanabhAI sAthe mokalyo che. te Apa temanI pAsethI lejo. saMvata 1952, kArtika vada 12 AtmasvarUpe namaskAra. patra-47 paramapUjya prabhune trikALa namaskAra. AryamArgAnusArI aMbAlAlabhAI pratye vinaMtI. zrIjIno patra kArDathI Aje eka Avyo che. te Apane huM utArI mokalI ApIza. hAla to koI pUrvakarmanA aMtarAyathI parama satsaMganI aMtarAya AvI paDI che, paNa ApanA samAgamanI IcchA rahe che. huM mUDha alpabuddhine evo samAgama rahe to jarA AtmAnuM kalyANa che. ane jyAM enI rUci tenuM vacana priya lAge che. te manAya che, pratIti Ave che. koI vacana khUMcatuM nathI. ane ema ja rahe che, je AtmAnA doSo anaMta che. paNa sanmArge jIva Ave tene te doSanI smRti ApanAra mumukSuno samAgama ghaNo rahe to bahu hita che. evA purUSanI paNa balihArI che. mATe Apane maLavAne IcchA rahyA kare che. anAdikALano jIva avaLe mArge bahu cAlI jAya che. ene nIco DhALa DhaLavAnuM svabhAva che. jo jarA DhIlo mUkIe to mAna moTAImAM caDhI cittanI bhramaNatA thayA kare. jIvanuM bhUMDuM karI nAMkhe mATe tene to vAraMvAra smRti apAya ane kSaNe kSaNe doSa jovAya to ja sAru che. mATe he Arya, Apano samAgama karavA mana praphullita thaI rahyAthI ApanI tarapha (khaMbhAta) AvavuM thAya che. | satyaruSa parama pUjyanuM lakhavuM e ja thAya che je bAhya tathA lokasaMga tyAga, sarvasaMga parityAga karo. ne jJAnI puruSono saMga tenI yogya upAsanA karI yathArtha bodha pAmya hita che. A. svarUpa namaskAra muni devakaraNajInI marajI jema amArI hoya tema karavAnI che. ane te sat mahAtmAnA prabhAvathI 263

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O GO satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) amArAthI koI vAte ulaTA paDatA nathI. amArI je IcchA hoya tema temanuM cAlavuM che. mArga jANavA IcchA paNa sArI rahyA kare che; ne vacano para prema paNa rAkhavA kare che, te sanmArga upara jarUra Avaze. zrIjI tarapha eka patra hAla lakhyo che. paNa bilakula patra nathI. te puruSa koI judo ja che. khera ! hAla patra nathI to avasare lakhaze kharA. te mahAtmA prabhu to eka mumukSune bhakti karavA jogya che. paNa muja alpabuddhinA dhaNIne tenI bhakti kevA prakArathI karuM teno vicAra rahyA kare che. Apa paNa te smRti rAkhazo. te viSe Apa to kuzaLa cho, huM alpajJa Apane kahevA joga nathI. zArIrika sthiti hAlamAM sArI rahe che. zrIjInA vacanAmRtonI bukamAMthI pAMcasAta patro vAMcavAnA bAkI che. adbhuta amRtarasanuM pAna te vacanomAM rahyuM che. te samAgama hAlamAM rahyo che, tethI ati AnaMda thAya che. te tamArI amArA para kRpAdRSTi sArI. tethI te joga meLavI Apyo. te tamAro upakAra ghaNo che. tethI amone smRtimAM AvyA karo cho. atyaMta bhaktithI te prabhune namaskAra che. patra lakho to lakhazo. zrImad sadgurudeva caraNAya namaH parama pUjya sanmArgaanusArI AtmArthIbhAI aMbAlAlanI sevAmAM. kheDAmAM divasa pAMcathI Avyo chuM. te divase paramakRpALudeva ANaMda padhAryA hatA. te sAMbhaLIne vicAra thayo ke paramakRpALu hAla haze ke nahIM. munine pUchayuM. tyAre kahe ke nA e to dezamAM padhArI gayA. te vAta sAMbhaLI ati udAsIna thayo, ke meM jANyuM nahIM. jo jANyuM hota to ANaMda game te upAye jAta ane darzanano lAbha leta. mAre tyAM javAne mATe ghaNuM sugama hatuM. zipArasa kaMIpaNa joIe tema hatuM nahIM. Apa taraphathI mane kRpALudeve kRpA karI, zAMtasudhArasa tathA yogadRSTi samuccaya e baMne graMtha vicAravAnI AjJA ApI hatI. te AjJAnuM vizeSapaNuM jaNAvAne mArI zakti nathI. kAraNa ke saMsAranuM svarUpa batAvI, zAMtine prApta kare tevI apUrva vastu batAvI che, te mahAna kRpA karI che. huM to pAmara prANI chuM. Apa taraphathI paNa mane kaMI jANavA joga ane satmArge caDavA jevuM kRpA karIne jaNAvatA rahevA Apa parizrama lezo. evI sevakanI AzA che. li. motI jeThA. sarva mumukSune namaskAra. patra-49 mAgasara suda 5, 1955 zrImad sadgurUbhyo namaH parama pavitra AtmArthI bhAI aMbAlAlabhAI vizeSa paramakRpALudeva zrImad gaIkAle roja muMbaIthI rAtanA nIkaLatAM melamAM besI Ajaroja savAranA sADA ATha vAge te naDiyAda sTezana thaI IDara kSetra tarapha sukhasamAdhithI padhAryA che. mane tathA munione darzanano parama lAbha maLyo che. Ajano divasa dhanya che ne AnaMda AnaMda vatArya che. munioe Aja roja AhAra karI IDara kSetra tarapha vihAra karyo che. paramakRpALudeva IDara divasa 15 tathA 20 divasanI sthiti thaze e pramANe paramakRpALudevanA zrI mukhamudrAthI meM zravaNa kareluM che. kRpAnAthanI chatrachAyAmAM sukhavRttimAM chuM. vizeSa kRpALunI kRpAthI sukhavRttimAM chuM. ApanI sukhavRttinA samAcAra IcchuM chuM. 264

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O GORI ) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) (2/3) (SC) kheDethI bhAvasAra magana tathA manasukha e baMne jaNA zrImad paramakRpALu samIpe darzana IcchAe IDara gayelA temAM magana kheDe AvyA che. temaNe mArA upara saMdezo mokalAvyo che ke bhUle cUke tyAM jazo nahIM. amane darzana thayAM te kevI rIte thayAM te kahI zakAtuM nathI mATe jazo nahIM, kAraNa ke pote DuMgaromAM kyAM kotaromAM vicaratA phare che, te patto lAgato nathI. munio keTalA divasathI gayela che. temane paNa Thapako maLyo che. traNa munione darzana thayAM che. bAkI bIjA munione darzana thavAnI AzA thoDI lAge che. eTale saMdeza Avyo che te sAMbhaLIne turata A patra lakhyo che. li. sevaka motInA praNAma. patra-50 bharUcathI sukhalAla chaganalAla Ape A bALa upara niSkAraNa karUNA karela che. Atmahita thAya tevuM lakhANa satpaSonuM Apane prApta thAya che. temAMthI prasAdarUpe je karUNA karo cho, teno badalo kyo jIva ApI zakaze ? te bhASAMtara thoDuM vAMcyuM che, tenI apUrvatA vicArI jotAM to A triloka tenI AgaLa tuccha bhAse che. evA bhaktanA ghare prabhu pANI bhare, zAMtasvarUpa pragaTAve emAM kAMI Azcarya nathI. ame te bhaktane, tenI bhaktine, tenA caraNane, prabhu pahelAM namaskAra karIe chIe. vAraMvAra vaMdIe chIe. tenuM dhyAnasvarUpa vicArIe chIe. kAraNa ke prabhue to mAtra caitanyane caitanyamaya, zuddhasvarUpa karI dIdhuM che. paNa A bhakta to hada karI che. kAraNa ke A bhakta to sarva arpaNa karI daI, mAruM na mAnI, prabhunA zarIranI, prabhunA vicArane, are ! tenA vicAra, tenuM svarUpa ane tenA jJAnamAM je samAyuM che te sarvane eka prabhurUpa svIkArI AtmAnA zuddha svarUpamAM gALI, eka caitanyasvarUpa, paramapremarUpa akhaMDapaNe svIkAryuM che. eka abhedabhAve bhakti karanAra te parAbhaktinA pAtra bhagavAnanA ananya svarUpane vaMdIe chIe. A bhakti aMtaranA zuddha, sarvottama pradezamAMthI utpanna thAya che. ane tevA bhaktane vIralA pArakhI zake che. kaMI bahArathI te bhakto udaya anusAra vedatAM jaNAya che, paNa lokanI dRSTi tenI aMtara uccatA upara nathI hotI. tethI jagatane dRzyamAna bhAgye ja thAya che. tethI ja bhavya jIvomAM je je aMze bhakti ugI che, temane vaMdana karuM chuM. zrI mahAvIra devane ghaNI anukaMpA hatI ke gozALA jevo eka jIva samajyo hota to bIjA agiyAra lAkha jIvone mArga pamADavAnuM nimitta thAya. tema chatAMye anaMtI anaMtI karUNA rAkhI hatI. ane te anukaMpAnuM mAhAbhya tethI mahAvIra prabhu pratye aMtaraMgathI nizcaya hato to prAye samyakatva pAmyo. zrI digaMbarIya pustakamAM jaNAvela che ke zrI pArzvanAtha prabhu dhyAnamAM ArUDha hatA. jaMgalamAM te vakhate kamaTha devatAe upasarga karyo hato ane dharaNendradeve rakSaNa karela chatAM baMne pratye samAnabhAva hato. te upasargamAM AThame divase prabhuzrI pArzvanAthane kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM hatuM. ane kamaThadevane verabhAva pUruM thayeluM. te prabhunA prabhAvathI te ja vakhate kamaThadeve zrI pArzvanAtha prabhunA caraNamAM namaskAra karyo hato. te vakhate samyakdarzana prApta thayuM hatuM. jo saTuruSanuM mAhAtma ane te prabhunuM karUNApUrNa mAhAsya apUrva apUrva, apAra apAra, anaMta anaMta karUNAnA sAgara te prabhunuM mAhAbhya che. jenA darzanamAtrathI nirdoSapaNuM prApta thAya tevA alaukika mAhAbhyanA dhaNInI vyAkhyA karavA A bALa asamartha che. lenA ho to lele vAlA, phIra pIche pastAvegA, tema A AtmAne lAge che. 265

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@ ER. RETRIE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI haERERS SMS () ( patra-pa1 zrAvaNa vada 13, 1955 zrI sadagurU caraNAya namaH parama pUjyazrI aMbAlAlabhAInI sevAmAM, Apa kapALano patra nathI te lakhavA maherabAnI karazo. kRpAnAtha hAla kyAM birAje che te lakhazo. thoDA divasa pachI ApanA darzana karavA AvavA vRtti thayA kare che. kRpAnAthanuM AvavuM A tarapha kyAre thaze ? Apane dasa divasa pachI anukULatA hoya to thoDA divasa Apano amRtamaya upadezano lAbha maLe, kRpA karI ahIM Apa padhArazo. mIla Azare ATha divasa pachI prasaMgane laIne baMdha raheze. te vakhate mAre anukULa che. to anukULatA thaze to Apa jevA saMtapuruSanA caraNa upAsavAmAM gALavA vicAra che. dharmabaMdhune daMDavat. ja li. dIna chorU sukhalAlanA daMDavat praNAma. patra-para zrAvaNa suda 12, 1955 zrI vItarAgadeva pratye mAro trikALa trikaraNa yogathI samaye samaye namaskAra. DI ApanuM pavitra patra bALakane maLavA IcchuM chuM. ci. popaTane havethI suvANa thayuM haze. amadAvAda ApanA. patra pU. bhAI popaTalAlane prApta thayela temAM je samAcAra sAhebajI padhAravAnA jaNAvela te vAMcI ghaNo ja harSa utpanna thayo che. vAta bAhira karI nathI. AtmArthI bhAI popaTalAla mAraphate doharA (dInatAnA) prApta thavA ApanI AjJA maMgAvela te yogya lAge to kRpA karazo. hAlamAM vairAgyaprakaraNa vAMcuM chuM. A bALanI ghaNI jADI buddhithI vizeSa vicAra AgaLa cAlI zakato nathI. aTakI javAya che. to jAgRti rahe tevA sAdhano vacanAmRtarUpa cAbakhA. mAravA kapA karazo. hAla e ja kAmasevA pharamAvavA dayA karazo. li. sevakano sevaka vanamALInA harSapUrvaka namaskAra. mumukSabhAIone mArA namaskAra kahezo. pAcho pratyuttara IcchuM chuM. patra-pa3 jeTha suda 13, 1955 sujJa AtmArthI bhAI aMbAlAla lAlacaMda, muM. khaMbhAta baMdara Apano kRpApAtra eka IDara prApta thayo hato paNa teno pratyuttara lakhI zakavAnuM banI zakyuM nahotuM. te mATe kSamA IcchuM chuM. citrapaTanAM saMbaMdhamAM Ape abhiprAya pUchAvyo che. citrapaTamAM mukhAkRti jevI joIe tevI nathI AvI zakI tema lAge che. e citrapaTa phreImanI aMdara dAkhala karAvuM chuM. parama kRpALuzrInAthano abhiprAya te saMbaMdhamAM zAMta hato. arthAt kaMIpaNa abhiprAya teozrIe pradarzita karyo nahoto. bIjI prati vizeSa uttama thaI haze tema I 266

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI va. 869 muMbaI samAcAranA ArTikalanA saMbaMdhamAM Ape be vakhata lakhyuM. te saMbaMdhamAM jaNAvavAnuM ke khImajI karIne je mANasa lakhanAra che tene huM sArI peThe oLakhuM chuM. amuka prakAre potAnuM nAma prasiddhimAM mUkavAnA hetuthI ATalo gaDabaDATa karI mUkyo che. vyAjabI vAta to ema hatI ke e zaMkAno khulAso anubhavIne pUchIne pro. je. kobIne mokalavo joIto hato. ane tyAra pachI prasiddhimAM mUkyo hota to kaMI paNa ThIka. e bAbata evI che ke jenA upara vizeSa carcA thavAnI agatya ja nathI. paramakRpALunAthazrIe AjathI traNa cAra varSa pahelA e zaMkAnuM sthAna che ema jaNAvI mane khulAso paNa karyo hato. je hAlamAM mane smaraNamAM nathI. e vAta lokanA pravAhathI che ane temAM paramakRpALunAthazrI taraphathI kaMIpaNa upagAra thavo saMbhavita nathI. kAraNa ke teo e pravRttine ajJAnavat bodhe che. zarIra prakRti have sArI thatI jAya che. have zrI AtmAnuzAsana bhASAMtara pUruM karI nAMkhIza. sarva mumukSubhAIone mArA pAyalAgaNa kahezo. hitazikSA IcchuM chuM. prasaMgopAta jJAnacarcA patra dvArAe thAya evo krama rahe te vizeSa upakArI thAya. rAjakoTathI zukala bArisTarane tyAM. li. alpa manasukha ravajIbhAInA pAyalAgaNa. patra-54 zrI sadgurU paramAtmAne namaH ApanuM pattuM eka Aje prApta thayuM che. citrapaTa oIla peInTIMganuM karAvyuM che te hAla atre na mokalazo. paramakRpALunAthazrInI sthiti alpa ane aniyata atre thavA saMbhave che. ghaNuM karI AvatIkAle atrethI vidAya thaI IDara javA vicAra rAkhuM chuM. zrI AtmAnuzAsana graMthanuM Aje lagabhaga 95 zlokonuM bhASAMtara saMpUrNa thayuM che. AvatIkAle so zlokonuM thaze eTale Apane mokalavAnuM karIza. je Apa vAMcI sudhAravAnuM bane to karazo. zrI dravyasaMgrahanI prata banatA sudhI mokalAvIza. dvAdazAnuprekSAnuM pustaka bane to vaLatI TapAle mane atre mokalazo. vAMcavAnI ruci che. jo bane to vigata sahita ekAda divasamAM lakhIza, paramakRpALunAthazrI sukhavRttimAM atre birAje che. vivANiyA manasukhanA savinaya praNAma patra-55 sujJabhAI AtmArthI aMbAlAla Adi pratye atre zrI paramAtmAnA anugrahathI sukhavRtti che. ApanuM patra eka prApta thayuM che. paramapUjyazrIjI hAla IDara tarapha na jatAM gaIkAle atre sukhavRttithI padhArelA che. mArA subhAgye temanA taraphano bodha huM prApta karI zakuM tevI sthiti mane prApta thaI che. ApanA patrano pratyuttara A pramANe che. je vakhate khaMbhAta tyAM mArI sthiti hatI te vakhate meM temanA bodhanI smRti yathAzaktipUrvaka lekha karI laIza ema kaheluM. paraMtu jyArathI mAruM atre AvavuM thayuM che tyArathI atrUTaka rahevuM paramapUjyazrInA satsamAgamamAM thayuM nathI. ane jeTalA vakhata rahevuM thayuM temAM gacchAdika saMbaMdhI ghaNA praznottara thatAM, te mane jo ke upayogI lAgatA. tathApi te TUMkAmAM noMdha karI levA bahu upayogI che ema mane lAgatuM, ane je jJAna saMbaMdhI bodha thato te sAMbhaLatAM, temAM 267

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IS DESIRES satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SIXAKO () atizaya rasa prApta thato. tethI svArthamaya banI te sAMbhaLavA sivAya bIjuM bhAna bhUlI jato. eTale lakhI zakato nahi. have prasaMgopAta lakhavAnuM dhyAnamAM rAkhIza. 2- ApanI ahiM AvavAnI IcchA haze evuM dhArI mArA AvyA pahelAM mAtuzrIjIe paramapUjyazrIne kaheluM, paNa teoe anumodana ApyuM nahotuM. mAruM ahiM AvavuM thayuM te vakhate meM AjJA mAgelI te paNa vRthA thaI. pAchuM pharIthI Aje pUchayuM to paNa temaja lAgatAM jarA khedavALuM manane lAgyuM. 3- AnaMdaghanajInI covIzI viSe bhUlI gayo nathI. vAMcuM chuM. paNa IcchA ema rahe che ke tenA artha paramapUjyazrI taraphathI lakhAya to sAruM. prayAsa karuM chuM. 4- citrapaTano TapAlakharca vizeSa Ave tema hoya to relve pArsalathI morabI revAzaMkarabhAInA nAmathI mokalAvazo. patrano uttara turata na lakhavAnuM kAraNa paramapUjyazrInA AvAgamananuM anirNitapaNuM hatuM. temaja kaMI pramAdanuM paNa prAbalya hatuM kharuM. satsaMgI sarva bhAIo pratye mArA namaskAra pahoMce. ApanI vatI pU. zrI mAtuzrI tathA pU. pitAzrIne praNAma kahela che. manasukhanA namaskAra. patra-pa6 OM zrI sarU paramAtmAne namaH Ape Apa bhUlAya AtmA, Ape Apa bhUlAyA re, jalakI machIyAM jalakuM DhaMDhe, janama jalameM pAyA re, maranA pharanA sabahI jalameM, jalameM jaMga macAyA re .... Ape Apa bhUlAyA. A mahAzaya ! kAvyakAre svasvarUpanA vismaraNa karanAra A pAmara AtmAne mATe je kathana kahevuM joIe te kahyuM che. svavRttinA anuyAyI A AtmAno vAtamAM ne vAtamAM prApta thayela bhava harAI javAnI zarUAta thayAne ghaNo kALa thayo che. chatAM du:khano aMta Ave evA prApta thayela yogano upayoga je rItie zrI AnaMdadhanajI mahArAja prathama stavanane viSe kahe che te pramANe karato nathI. ethI vizeSa Azcarya bIjuM nahi hoya evuM A pAmara jIvane lAgatuM nathI, enA jevuM kevuM Azcarya ? nahi to pArasa arU saMtameM, baDo aMtaro jAna, vaha lohA kaMcana kare, yaha kare Apa samAna. e kathana zrI anAthadAsanuM siddha jANI zradhdha ja zraddhA samyakatvanI IcchA kema na thavI joIe ? ApanI pAsethI je graMtho lAvyo chuM te ane bIjA ahiM che te vAMcavAnuM bane che. "paramakRpALuzrI lakhe che ke zrI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAjanA karelA covIza stavano nitya manana karavA jevA che. teno Tabo bharelo te parathI zuddha bhASAmAM artha lakhavAno paricaya rAkhavAthI stavanonuM vadhAre manana thaze." A pramANe karavA IcchA rahe che. paNa gahanatA joI jIva pAcho pramAda karI jAya che. avasare ci. popaTanI IcchA pUrNa thAya ema IcchuM chuM. tyAM AgaLa hAla zuM vAMcavAnuM rahe che te jaNAvazojI. sarva AtmArthI bhAIo pratye namaskAra prApta thAya. li. alpajJa manasukhanA namaskAra. 268

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O GSSSSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SREENAGADO patra-pa7 parama pUjya zrI AtmArthI bhAI aMbAlAlabhAI Adi mumukSu bhAIonI sevAmAM, ApanuM patra maLyuM che. hakIkata vidita thaI. pU. bhAIzrI revAzaMkarabhAIno vicAra poSa suda-2 pachI muMbaI javAno hato. paNa teonuM Arogya asvastha rahetuM hovAthI paramakRpALudevazrInI AjJA hAla muMbaI na javAnI thaI che. paramakRpALuzrInA darzananI jema Apa abhilASA rAkho cho, tema huM paNa teo nivRtti levA bahAra padhAre tema IcchuM chuM. ane eTalA mATe thaIne ja meM bahu vinaMtIpUrvaka muMbaI javA viSenI AjJA maMgAvI hatI. paNa Aje ja patrathI hAla ahiM sthiratA karavAnI AjJA AvI che. tema ci. chagananA paga mATe paNa pharajarUpe rokAvuM paDe tema che. chatAM Aje pharI vinaMtI karI che ke mumukSabhAIo darzananI bahu abhilASA rAkhe che mATe padhAravAnuM karo to sAruM. mArAthI jeTaluM lakhAya teTaluM lakhI ApanI vatI vinaMtI karI che. tema mArI vatI paNa karI che. Apa lakho cho ke sobhAgabhAI sAhebanuM pada dhAraNa karo to sAruM. paNa pada dhAraNa karavAnuM kahevAthI dhAraNa kema thaI zake ? je uttama guNo, abhedabhakti maraNaparyaMta ekaniSThA teone viSe vAsa karI rahelA hatAM, temAMnuM thoDuM paNa hoya to te pada dhAraNa karavAnI IcchA thAya. paNa jyAM jaDatA vizeSa hoya tyAM tevI IcchA kema saMbhave ? mArA pratye kaMI lakhavAnuM jema Apa Iccho cho tema huM paNa IcchuM chuM. paNa vikSepI citta tema karavAmAM asamarthatA dharAve che. ghaNI vakhata lakhavAnuM kahuM chuM paNa AgaLa na cAlavAthI pAcho aTakuM chuM. zrI yogIndra bhartuhari kahe che ke A jagatamAM zuM IcchavA yogya che ? aparokSajJAne A sarva anitya ane asAra jaNAya tevuM che. te ajJAnane lIdhe sarva nitya ane sArabhUta mAnI vartana thAya che. te kema aTake ? sarvathI adbhUta mananuM cAMcalya che. te sthira thavAmAM purUSArthanI avazya che. to purUSArtha kema prApta thatuM nathI ? | dehanI sthitinI khabara nathI ke te eka kSaNa paNa che. tathApi jenI khabara nathI te dhAravAno doSa grahaNa karI dhArIe ke vizeSamAM vizeSa AyuSya so varSanuM haze. temAMthI bALavaya ane abhyAsavaya pacIsa varSa sudhInuM gaNIe. to bAkI rahe poNo so. sAmAnya rIte mANasa sATha varSanI uMmara pachI azakta thAya che. eTale cALIsa varSa parAdhIna che. te poNosomAMthI bAda karIe to pAMtrIsa bAkI rahe. temAMthI pAMca varSa sATha varSanI uMmara sudhImAM, pAMca varSa mAMdagInA gaNIe to bAkI rahe trIsa. temAMthI uMghanA paMdara varSa ochA karIe to bAkI rahe paMdara varSa. ATalA varSamAM jIva potAne kadI paNa nAza na thAya tevo mAne che. tenA jevuM bIjuM kaMI Azcarya che ? paMdara varSamAM saMsAra ane tene lagatI kriyAmAM jIva kADhe che to pachI AtmasArthaka kyAre karaze ? A vAta pratyakSa chatAM jIvane kema AMkha aMdha thaI gaI che ! atyaMta vairAgya utpanna thAya tevA ane manane komaLa rAkhe tevA pustakonI IcchA che. evAM pustako ApanI dhyAnamAM hoya to lakhazo. pU. zrI choTAlAlabhAI, tribhovanabhAI tathA lallubhAI, kilAbhAI, nagInadAsa Adi sarva bhAIone namaskAra. saM. 1954 li. alpajJa manasukhanA savinaya praNAma. 269

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S S S satsaMga-saMjIvanI ( patra-58 poSa vada, 1954 zrImad sadgurUnAthane trikALa namaskAra. parama pavitra AtmArthI bhAIzrInI pavitra sevAmAM, li. viyogI kuMvarajI sevakanA namaskAra svIkArazo. hAlamAM ApanA taraphathI ghaNo vakhata thaye patra nathI te lakhavA kRpAvaMta thazo. bAhya upAdhinA lIdhe chorUthI patra lakhAI zakayo nathI mATe murabbI bhAI kRpA lAvI sevakano aparAdha mApha karazo. murabbIbhAI, zrImad sadgurUprabhu taraphathI mudala patra nathI. ApanA tarapha hoya to lakhazo. vaLI muMbaImAM roganI utpatti vizeSa cAlI rahI che. tethI karI sevakane ghaNI phIkara rahyA kare che. to dayALubhAI ApanA tarapha paramapUjyaprabhu taraphathI sukhavRttinA samAcAra AvyA hoya to bALakane vaLatI TapAle jaNAvavA kRpAvaMta thazo. pavitrabhAI meghanI vATa mayara pakSI jema joIne beThuM che tevI ja rIte ApanA patranI vATa chorU joI besI rahe che. 5. bhAI viyogIne ajJAna sevakanI vakhatovakhata patra dvArAe khabara lezo evI khAsa sevakanI vinaMtI che, te dhyAnamAM lezo. 5. bhAI, A anAdikALanI je vAsanA vaLagelI che, tema ahIM satsaMgano joga nathI, phakta ApanA taraphathI patra Ave te satsaMgano joga mAnI sevaka daragujara kare che. mATe dayALu bhAI, dayA lAvI patra dvArAe khUNe khAMcare paDelA sevakanI khabara lezo evI AzA che. murabbIbhAI, amadAvAdathI ugarI bahena, samubahena kalola Avela che te saheja vidita karuM chuM. murabbIbhAI tribhovana tathA popaTabhAI, kilAbhAI, nagInabhAI, choTAlAlabhAI vigerene sevaka taraphathI namaskAra pahoMce. li. ajJAna viyogI kuM. chorUnA namaskAra svIkArazo. Ape lakhyuM ke pavitranAtha upara zraddhA rAkho, temaNe jema kahyuM hoya te pramANe varto, to pavitrabhAI mArI zraddhA temanA upara ja che. ne vaLI temanA taraphathI ja hita thavAnuM che. te pavitrabhAI ApanuM to hita thayuM haze ne A sevakane caraNasamIpa rAkhI pavitranAthane bhalAmaNa karazo to A sevakanuM hita thAze. he bhAI, A sevaka tarapha to patravyavahAra rAkhazo. tamArA tArIkha - sadara patra-59 saMvata 1952 mahAt sadgurUdevane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra. priya ane pavitra bhAIzrI, priya bhAI khuzAladAsa kSaNika dehano tyAga karI cAlyA gayA. te saMbaMdhamAM ApanA taraphathI kArDa AvyuM te pahoMcyuM che. AvA pavitra satsaMgI bhAIno moTo toTo paDyo jANI atyaMta kheda thayA kare che. paNa nirUpAyatA. AgaLa kaMI paNa jora cAlI zakatuM nathI. A trAsarUpI saMsAramAM phakta sarUno eka AdhAra che. ane tenA caraNa samIpamAM aharniza rahevAya to ja maMgaLadAyaka che. bAkI anaMto kALa emane ema AsAtanAmAM vahI gayo, ne vahI jaze, to paNa AtmAnA paryaTanano kinAro AvavAno nathI. pavitra bhAI ! A avaguNI ne sadoSI 27)

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O GSSSB) satsaMga-saMjIvanI (PARK EXAM mUDha sevakanI vakhatovakhata khabara lezo. kAraNa A kaLikALanuM jora ghaNuM pravarte che. ane A anAtha bALakane satsaMgano viyoga cAlyo che. mATe dayAvaMta thaI sevakanI khabara lezo evI AzA che. - priya bhAI, A dehe karI haju AtmAnuM kalyANa karavAnuM che. mATe tabiyata sAcavatA rahezo. ne taMdurastI dina pratidina sudharatI AvatI haze te dayA karI jaNAvazo. A mUDha ane avaguNI bALakanA lakhANamAM ayogya ane doSita hoya to kRpAvaMta thaI sudhArI vAMcavA tasdI lezo. - li. viyogI sevakanA praNAma. ApanA premayukta patra be AvyA te pahoMcyA che. vAMcI AnaMda thayo che. Ape lakhyuM ke jyAM tyAMthI Atmahita karavuM te ghaNuM ja sAruM. paraMtu kRpALu jevA sadagurU maLyA che, ne vaLI temane mUkIne bIjA sadgurU khoLIe ? kadAca bIjA male to kAMI pAtratA vinA hita kare nahi. ne ekane mUkI bIjAne vaLagavuM ne bIjAne mUkI trIjAne vaLagavuM, ema AmathI tema pharyo kAMI hita thAya nahIM. mATe kRpALu sarU maLyA che te ja sAcA che, ane te ja hita karaze. ne temanI ja upara acaLa zraddhA rAkhI beThA chIe. vaLI koI mANasane ghaNI tRSA lAgI che ne kadI pANI maLe to te DhoLI de ? temaja kRpALu jevA sarU maLyA che temane mUkIne bIjAne khoLe te murkha mANasa jANavo. ne vaLI Apa lakho cho ke mahAna puruSanI AjJA pramANe varto ne caraNa samIpa thavAnI IcchA rAkhyA ja raho. to he bhAI ! caraNa samIpa rahevAnI to ghaNI ja IcchA che, paraMtu te pAra paDI nathI. ne vaLI kRpALu upara patra lakhuM chuM paNa temano bilakula patra nathI te saheja Apane vinaMtI karuM chuM. zrIne mArA praNAma kahezo. ane AvI ja rIte sevaka upara patra lakhazo to ApanI A sevaka upara ghaNI ja kRpA che ema jANIza. ne koIka divasa hita thavAnuM che ema jANIza. patra-60 saMvata 1947 dharmecchakabhAI, kuzaLatAmAM chuM. ApanI ArogyatAnuM patra gayA budhavAre pahoMcyuM che. vAMcI AnaMda thayo che. evI ja rIte sevaka tarapha patra dvArAe darzana dezo. (ugarI)benane tANa maTI gaI che ne zarIre thoDuM thoDuM kaLatara thAya che ne hADamAM tAva Ave che, te sahaja vidita karuM chuM. [ A saMsAramAM aneka prakAranA du:kha che. tevA ja Ape darzAvyAM che. tevI ja rIte A sevaka tarapha phurasadanI vakhate bodha lakhazo. he bhAI ! udaya karmane abaMdha pariNAma bhogavAya, te zreyakArI kathana Ape vAraMvAra dhyAnamAM rAkhavA lakhyuM to te pramANe vartAya che, te sahaja vidita karuM chuM. bena hAlamAM mAsa eka, doDha rahevAnA che. Ape javAba maMgAvyo to nIce pramANe. bhaviSyanI IcchA Atmahita pragaTa karavA tarapha che. dharmano lakSa ghaNo sAro che. je vartamAna caryA, paracUraNa thokaDAM vAMcavAmAM tathA sAmAyiko karavAmAM jAya che. te jema bane tema zoka nivAre che te jANavuM., priya bhAI, amArA bAbata zrI kapALunAthane bhalAmaNa karazo. to temanuM dhyAna amArI tarapha kheMcAze. to koIka divasa amAruM hita thaze, priya bhAI, A savAlano uttara phurasada vakhate lakhazo. mana, vacana, kAyAnA 271

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S S SYS S satsaMga-saMjIvanI MS () yoga sthira karavA zuM karavuM te saMbaMdhI hakikata lakhazo. tathA Atmahita pragaTa karavA taraphanI yogya hakikata ApanA jANavAmAM hoya te lakhazo. e ja.. ku. nA praNAma vizeSa Ape murabbInAthane amArA taraphanI samyakajJAna pAmavAnI bhalAmaNa karI haze ne huM paNa murabbInAthane amadAvAdanA sTezane maLyo hato. ne te saMbaMdhI meM paNa jUja vinaMtI karI hatI. murabbInAtha Apane tyAM keTalA divasa rahyA ne zuM bodha thayo hato te lakhazo ne patrarUpe darzana dezo. murabbIbhAI Apa A sevaka tarapha kRpAdRSTi rAkhI ne sevakanuM Atmahita thAya teve raste caDhAvo, evI araja dhyAnamAM lezo ne prasaMgopAta bodha detA rahezo. to tamAruM keTaluM bAhyadhana ochuM nahi thAya ne aMtaraMgamAM praveza karAvo to jaldI amAruM hitA thaze evI AzA rAkhuM chuM. li. kuMvarajInA pAyalAgaNuM kabUla karazojI. pa-61 saMvata 1954 zrImad sadgurU caraNAya namo namaH paramapUjya AtmArthI bhAInI sevAmAM, parama dayALu, parama mAyALu, paramakRpALu, anAthanA nAtha, azaraNane zaraNa ApanArA, mohane jItyo, mAyAne jItI, evA aneka guNe birAjItamAna zrI zrI 1008 zrI zrI zrImAna rAjacaMdradeva trikALa jayavAna varto. temanA pratye A avaguNI, aparAdhI, bALa taraphathI mana, vacana, kAyAe karI avinaya, abhakti, AzAtanA ItyAdi ItyAdi koI prakArathI thayo hoya to trividha trividha karI vAraMvAra kSaNekSaNe kSamApanA Icche chuM. kRpALu prabhu pratye A chorU taraphathI vAraMvAra namaskAra karI sukhavRtti pUchazo. ne kRpALudevazrIjInA sukhavRttinA samAcAra lakhavA kRpA karazo, ne ATalI araja dhyAnamAM lezo ne vasothI bIje sthaLe mukAma thAya tenuM saranAmuM bALakane lakhavA kRpA karazo. A avaguNI ajJAna chorUne Avo paramotkRSTa lAbha maLyA chatAM karmahIna chorU lAbha laI zakato nathI. AvA avaguNI, aparAdhI, pramAdI chorUnA sAmuM jovuM e vAjabI nathI, paNa Apa anaMtaguNI prabhunA caraNa samIpamAM rahevAthI dayAvaMta cho mATe kRpALu bhAI chorU pratye dayA lAvI patra dvArAe khabara lezo. pUjya laherAbhAIne khabara kahezo. sevaka para najara karo, najara karo. he bhAI ! Apa jevA saddagurUnA sevaka maLyA chatAM A bALa sudharavAne badale ALasu thayo che. ane aneka mithyA vAsanAo sevakane vaLagelI che ne hAlamAM kaMI banI zakatuM nathI to sevaka tarapha dayA lAvI, sevakane sudhAravA prayatna karazo ne mithyA vAsanAo vaLelI che te subodha daI mUkAvazo. sevakane sudhArAnA pAyA upara lAvI mUkavAnI ApanI pharaja che. to dayALu bhAI tema karavA sevakanI araja dhyAnamAM lezo. Ama thavAnuM mukhya kAraNa eTaluM ja ke ahiMyA koIno satsaMga nathI tathA sabodha nahIM thavAthI Ama banyuM che. mATe sevaka pratye kRpAdRSTi karI bodha karatA rahezo. ghaNo lAMbo vakhata thaye A bALakane satsaMgano joga malyo nathI tema patra dvArAe paNa prasaMga maLyo nathI. ne A kaLikALamAM AyuSyano bharoso nahi hovAthI kheda rahyA kare che. mATe pU. bhAI A viyogI sevakanI khabara lezo. gaI kAle kRpALudevaprabhuthI kArDa prApta thayuM hatuM. pavitra bhAI, A bALakane kRpALunAtha padhAryAnA khabara 27ra

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- mAM na thI pAchA jIvarI tIkama kAvAnA nI janama nA gIta dhImA tApamAna para nItimavI pI janAla mA khoI nAM jA . nane pama (MIta mA palI maMdAja bhA na pIpAla rAmanA navA jI jI bhASA dharInat , i parama purUSanI mALA thI nA navI thiI / sI nI che zapaSaSa nI | taLAjA tAla kAla nI khIra Co 11 zrI kAviThA tIrthakSetre pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi pote bhaktibhAvathI zrI kRpAnAtha mATe pU. zrI jhaverabApAnA gharamAM rasoi karI rahyA che. ane tyAra pachI pote kRpAnAthane aMtaranA umaLakAthI jamADI rahyA che. tenA nidarzanarUpa eka dRzya.

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SARAS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GKS REVER () Apazo. ne prabhunA samAgamanI sevakanI ghaNI ja utkaMThA che. to prabhunI AjJAnusAra jaNAvavA kRpA karazo. koI vastu amadAvAdathI maMgAvavI paDe to bALakane lakhazo. je prabhune vinaMtI karazo ke bALakane teDAve, te prabhunI AjJAnusAra bALakane khabara Apazo ne pavitra prabhu padhAryA pachI je sthaLe mukAma thAya te ThekANA sAthe lakhavA kRpA karazo. li. alpajJa kuM. nA namaskAra vAMcazo. ( patra-62 jenI niSkAma bhakti pragaTe to tenA harSazoka-rAgadveSa maMda paDI jaI sahajAnaMda svarUpane viSe AnaMdanI jAgRti thAya. evA pratyakSa saMtano joga maLavo ane te A viSamakALamAM durlabha atyaMta durlabha te saheje maLyo, e koI mahApuNyano hetu che. evA parama puruSottama zrI rAjyacaMdrajI parama dayAnA sAgarane namaskAra. tamAro patra maLyo. tame upAdhinA saMbaMdhamAM paDavAnI jijJAsA jaNAvI ane te paNa taratamAM ja thAya, ema saMkalpa-vikalpanuM raTaNa jaNAvyuM. paNa zrIjI kahe che ke : "pravRtti kAmanApUrvaka yogya nahIM.'' jethI ekadama gabharAI jaI mahAAraMbhamAM paDazo nahIM. mahat AraMbha ane mahat parigraha e vairAgya ane upazamanA kALa che ema parama puruSe nirUpaNa karyuM che, mATe have zuM karavuM te yogya lAge te jaNAvo. ane evI evI pravRttimAM anAdi adhyAsane lIdhe janAra evo A jIva tene kaMI bodha Apo. bIju tame jaNAvyuM ke boTAda, rANapura, vaDhavANa traNa gAma thaI sAtaso manuSyo dahana thaI gayA. aho! A vAta kAMI thoDI samajavA jevI nathI ? dahana thaI gayA, ApaNe to jANe maravuM ja nathI. have ApaNe A sthaLe vicAra karIe ke je manuSyo maraNa pAmyA haze tene evI kAmanAo haze ke amukane ApavuM che, amuka levuM che, amuka vepAra karavo che, amukane vecavuM che, gharamAM amuka lAvavuM che, vigera ghaNA saMkalpa vikalpathI citta AkuLa vyAkuLa hoya che. have te to kyAM cAlyA gayA. tyAre ApaNe vicAra karIe ke tevo prasaMga koI ApaNane upajyo hota ane cAlyuM javuM thayuM hota to, kyAM dhaMdho karata? kyAM karmAdAnI vigere karata ? kAMI na thAta. ane A dehe karelA zubhAzubha karma A jIve ekalAe ja bhogavavA paData. A tamane athavA mane athavA koIpaNa jIvane AvI AvI saMsAra bhajavAnI kAmanA rahe te mahA mUDhatA che. temAM vaLI tamane athavA mane athavA je koI zrI dayALu nAthane maLyA che tene AvI kAmanA thAya te to mahA ja mUDhatA che, tyAre have kema karavuM? prabhunA pratApe evI koI jIvamAM bhAvanA thAya ke atyArathI huM marI gayo chuM. evI rIte varte to A saghaLA sAthe RNa saMbaMdhathI chUTI javAya ane zrI kRpAlu bhagavAnanuM kaMIka oLakhANa paDe. ema vicAratAM lAge che ane sarve mumukSabhAIonI kRpAthI A bALakane tema thAo e ja IcchuM chuM. sthira citta karI joIe chIe to A saMsAra kArAgRha che. rAga, dveSa, roga, agnithI baLato che. evA bhayaMkara saMsAramAM eka zaraNa zrI hari puruSottamanuM ja che. ane te pratyakSa che. emanI ananyabhakti kyAre thaze e IcchA sadaiva rahI te kArya karavAmAM apramattapaNuM bhaje evo mArga batAvo. tamAro kAgaLa vAMcavAthI tarataja kAgaLa lakhavAnuM thayuM che. jIva ekadama mAyAmAM paDI javA tatpara thaI jAya che. ane A to mAre karavA yogya ja che. huM A nA karUM to kuTuMbIone khoTuM lAgaze. AvA AvA prakArathI je upAdhi bhajavAnI IcchA kare che te karatAM ema ja karato hoya ke hamaNAM thoDo kALa upAdhi javA dyo, AgaLa upara thaI raheze ema vAyado kare to kevuM sAruM, paNa ema to zrIhari sUjhADe tyAre sUjhe tevuM che. jyAre jIvane 273

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CREATE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI GREEK Gra dharmamArga pravartavuM hoya to ema kahe ke mAre pUrvakarma bahu baLavAna che tethI kAMI thatuM nathI. te jo ke ThIka che. paNa jIva Ama vicAre ke Aje adharma evuM chuM. tene pUrva karmano doSa gaNuM te karatAM dharmane bhajuM to kevuM zreya thAya. gamaDA viSe lakhyuM te jANyuM, paNa te karma vizeSa kALa bhogavavAnuM jaNAya che. kAraNa ke tene maTADavA prayatna karyuM tyAre temAMthI vizeSa vyAdhi - ulaTI - udharasa vigere thayuM. hAla ThIka che. te kAMI ciMtA karavI yogya nathI. paNa ema che chatAM A lekhakathI tevI ciMtA TaLatI nathI e enI viSamatA che. zrIhari pratApe koIka koIka vicAra udbhave che ane te vicAra nizcaLa raho, ane vRddhi pAmI dehathI virakta bhAvanA thaI jAya to zreya thAya. zrIhari zaraNa che. zrIharinA caraNamAM koI jIva Avyo to mAyAdevI jANe che ke, jo A kRpALune sevaze to jarUra A saMsAramAMthI cAlyo jaze. mATe tene chetaravA bahu bahu prakAranA vikaTa kaSTamAM nAMkhavA vividha vidhro ADA Ave che. te vidhrothI nahIM DaratA, ane temAM mahAtrAsa jANI tevA prasaMgamAM udAsa bhAva bhajI eka niSThAe harine ArAdhe che, jethI mAyAdevI paNa thAkI jAya che. tenuM rakSaNa zrI hari kare che. ane zrI harinA pratApe te zUravIrapaNuM paNa thAya che. je koI zubha guNa thAya te zrIharinA pratApe che. bAkI jIva zuM karI zake ? karyuM hota to AvI dazA hota ? mATe zrIhari zaraNa che. he bhAI ! have zuM karavuM ? A mUDha AtmAne zIkhAmaNa ApatA rahezo. prabhunI koI evI marajI thAya ne sarva jIva para mitratA Ave. bhAI, ahaMkAre huM varte che. eka zaraNa zrIhari che. dhana zaraNa nathI, putra zaraNa nathI, strI zaraNa nathI, mAtA zaraNa nathI. eka zaraNa zrIhari che. azaraNanA zaraNa zrI paramAtmA te ja prema bhaktie upAsavA yogya che. jethI nahIM maLela zAMti maLe che. tamArA patranA uttaramAM keTalAka vicAra lakhavA IcchA hatI. paNa te have pachI. zuM thAya che te jouM chuM. pavitrAtmA suMdaradAsajI kahe che ke : (duho). jUTho dhana jUTho dhAma, jUTho sukha, jUTho kAma, jUTho deha, jUTho nAma, dharIke bhUlAyo hai, jUTho tAta, jUTho mAta, jUTho sUta, dArAbrAta, jUTho hita mati mAnI, jUTho mAna lAyo hai, jUTho leNa jUTho deNa, jUTho mukha bole jaina, jUThe jUThe kare phena, jUThA hI ke dhAyo hai, jUTha hI meM e to bhayo, jUTha hI meM pacI gayo, suMdara kahata zyAma, kabahU na Ayo hai. suMdaradAsajIe zA mATe kahyuM che? te vAta sAcI che ke kema ? ane te vAta sAcI hoya to grahaNa karavA yogya che ke kema ? te grAhya na thavA devAmAM koNa koNa AvaraNarUpa che. ane te TaLe evA che ke kema ? zrI suMdaradAsajInA A paramArthI bodhano artha kRpA karI lakhazo ane bIjo patra AvatA sudhImAM eTale tamAro javAba AvyA pachI bIjA patra AvatA sudhImAM mahat AraMbha parigraharUpa upAdhimAM paDatAM aTakavuM ane asaMgapaNuM bahArathI rahI zrIkRpALunA patro vAMcavA jethI tarata jAgrata thavAya. evA sakzAstranuM vAMcana manana thAya to sAruM che. e ja aMraja. |li. bAla tribhovananA namaskAra, sarva bhAIne namaskAra. tA. ahaMkArarUpI mahAzatruno nAza karanAra eka zrI hari zaraNa che, zaraNa che. - 274

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O SARASS satsaMga-saMjIvanI STREAM) patra-63 I pavitra mahAbhAgya AtmArthI bhAI - aMbAlAlabhAI , kAga khaMbhAtathI li. tribhovananA namaskAra karI tamAro kapA patra maLyo che. atre rAtanA kIlAbhAIne tyAM niraMtara samAgama thAya che. tyAM nagInadAsa, popaTalAla, pAnAcaMda eTalA jaNa Ave che. koI koI vakhata premacaMda zAha tathA choTAlAla, chaganalAla tathA vakhatacaMda Ave che. prathama nagInadAsa sAthe koI koI vAta cAlatI hatI. divALI pachIthI premacaMda sAthe vAtacIta thaI hatI. temane ThIka paDyuM che. phulacaMdabhAInI samajaNa sArI che. keTalAka prakAranuM avirodhapaNuM gurUnA prasAdathI kahevAmAM AvyuM te tene bhAsyuM che. ne hAla to niMdAthI aTakI gayA che. prabhunuM zaraNa laIne te zaraNamAM AsthA rahI koIne vAtacIta karavAmAM Ave che to tethI tene kAMI virodhapaNuM bhAsatuM nathI. hAlamAM samAgamI bhAIonI vRtti prathama karatAM ThIka rahe che. ane divALI pachIthI zrI kRpALunAthanA darzanane mATe jaIzuM evo vicAra kare che te saheja jANavA sArUM lakhyuM che. tamAre to mahAbhAgya che. paramadayALu nAthazrI paramakRpALune A bALaka vatI vAraMvAra namaskAra karazo. sahajAtmasvarUpa zrInAthajIno avinaya, azAtanA, mana vacana kAyAthI thaI hoya to vAraMvAra kSamApanA mAguM chuM. zrI kRpAnAthanI kRpAthI AnaMda che, paNa viyoga che. divasano bhAga upAdhimAM hAla jAya che. rAtanA samAgama thAya che. be mALA gaNavAno roja niyama rAkhyo che, rAtrI bhojanano tyAga bAra mAsa sudhI karavAmAM Avyo che. temaja koIka evA kAraNathI davAnI chUTa rAkhI che. prabhunI pUrNa kRpAthI moha nAmanA daityano nAza prabhu karAve tyAre zAMti thaI jAya e ja AkAMkSA rahe che, ane te kRpAnAthanA vacano vicAryAthI have parama zAMti thaze. - mokSamALAno koIka bhAga vAMcavAmAM Avyo hato. temAM bodha have to bahu ja apUrva lAge che, ane ema thAya che ke bIjo keTaloka bhAga tenI aMdara vizeSa kRpAnAthazrI kAMIka karI Ape. to te pustaka chapAvavAnI marajI thAya che. mokSamALAmAM abhuta vacano hAlamAM vAMcatA lAge che. tevI racanA pUrve kema bhAsatI nahotI ? kRpAnAthazrIe koI koIne A baLatAmAMthI kheMcI lIdhA. mokSamALA tamAre tyAM keTalI rahI che? be traNa jaNane joIe che. muMbaImAM have te pustaka rahyAM che ke nahIM ? te kRpAnAthane pUchazo. bhagavata pratApe AnaMda che. kalAbhAInI dazA vANI,ThIka varte che. he bhAI ! A bALaka to anaMta doSavALo che. ane mUDha che. prabhujI hRdayamAM Ave che, ane pAchA gupta thaI jAya che. tethI ema lAge che ke A bALakanI ja avazya duSTatA che nahIM to prabhujI sadAya vAsa kare ja. paNa malIna hRdayamAM prabhu kema vAsa kare ? prabhujIne vAraMvAra namaskAra A bALaka vatI karajo. choTAbhAI tathA lallubhAI gaIkAle sAMje tyAMthI AvyA che. kAma, | mATe 50 pp1 DigrI patra-4 saMvata 1956 zrI maherabAna murabbIbhAI - aMbAlAlabhAI lAlacaMdabhAI joga zrI muMbaI baMdarathI lI. dharmasnehI bhAI khImacaMda devacaMdanA praNAma vAMcazojI. gaIkAle atre bhAI dAmajI - kezavajI pUjya sAhebanA caraNa upAsanA karI padhArela te AvyA. temaNe 275

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O REGRERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GPSC GPSC pUjya zrIjInI tabiyata viSe sArI khabara dIdhI che. te sAMbhaLI bahuja AnaMda thayo che. haMmeza pUjya sAhebanI sArI sthitinA khabara devA kRpA karazojI. bahu ja puNyanA prabhAvathI Apa zrIjInA caraNaraja sevA karo cho jethI tamane tathA tamArA saMjogane dhanyavAda che. mArAthI evA prasaMgamAM Apa bhAIonA darzanano tathA pUjya sAhebanI nabaLI sthitimAM sevAno kazo lAbha laI zakAto nathI. mana ghaNI mudata thayA AkAMkSA rAkhI AkarSaNa kare che, paNa keTalAka saMjoganI khAmIne lIdhe mArAthI kazuM banI zakyuM nathI. ke. Iii saMsArika niyamano tathA bIjA saMjogo, keTalAka to vijJa karatA sanmukha rahe che ke jenuM kahevuM paNa zuM? tema vaLI te mUrmAnI paNa khAmI che. jethI vizeSa baLa huratuM nathI. jenA kAraNathI dhAreluM kAma pAra pADI zakAtuM nathI. to paNa manamAM evA vicAra upara AvuM chuM ke mahAtmAonI kirapAthI sarva hita ja thaze. - pUjya sAhebane zAtA pUchI mArA vatI punaH punaH pradakSiNA daI paMcadaMDavar praNAma karazojI. ane sevakanA aneka doSanI nivRttirUpa AdhAra sadA jayavaMta vArtA ema Icche che. mArI sAmAnya matithI je kAluM gheluM lakhyuM te yogya jANI svIkArazojI. mokSamArga prakAza graMtha khaMDIta che je pUro thavA Apane meM khaMbhAta lakheluM hatuM. jeno ApanA taraphathI kazo javAba Avyo nathI ema mane yAda che. mokSamArga prakAza graMthanA pAnA aMka 465 thI 472 sudhI ja che. te Apa koI rIte apUrNatA maTADI zako to maherabAnI karI tevI kRpA karazo. posTa rajIsTara karI mokalazo evI aradAsa che. vizeSa lakhavuM e che ke : zrIjI sAhebanI pratimA (chabI) saMvata 1948nI sAlanI tathA hAlanI kAyotsarga mudrA tathA jinamudrAnI mokalavA kapA karazo. te mATe je kharca thAya te lakhI vArazo. eTalI tasdI laI sevakane AbhArI karazo. sarva mumukSune praNAma kahezojI. saMvata 1957 mAgasara vada 6 [ Aje Apano posTakArDa maLyo. paramakRpALu zrI taraphathI rUA. 250/- dhArmika kAryamAM (paramazruta khAtAmAM) kharcavA bAbatanI araja dhyAnamAM levAI ethI huM Aje kRtArtha thayo samajuM chuM. ame Aje muMbaI lakhyuM che. paramakRpALuzrInI ArogyatA haju sudhArA para AvatI nathI te ApaNA badhAnA kamabhAgya ke zuM samajavuM ? ApaNI badhAnI IcchA prabaLa thaI ArogyatA kyAre sudhArA para Avaze ? ane tevA khuzI khabara Apa kyAre Apazo ? pUjya bhAIzrI revAzaMkarabhAI tyAM AvavAnuM jaNAya che. teone praNAma kahezo temaja sarva bhAIone praNAma kahezo. li. raNachoDanA praNAma zubha upamAlAyaka zrI aMbAlAla lAlacaMda The. lImaDI darabArane utAre, vaDhavANa kempa. 276

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O GERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI kukI ) V patra-66 -1-1896, saMvata 1952 sarUdevane trikALa namaskAra. parama pUjya AtmArthI aMbAlAla lAlacaMda tathA kIlAbhAI vigere. gAma vaDhavANathI kaMgALa alpajJa vaNArasI talasI tathA talakacaMda pitAMbaranA namaskAra, pavitra sevAmAM aMgIkAra karazo. taraNa tAraNa kRpALu siMdhu zukravAranA dine melamAM besI morabI padhAryA che. tyAM divasa ATha rahI zrI vavANIye sthiratAno saMbhava che. ame paNa lIMmaDIthI besI sau bhAI kAMpamAM gayA hatA. te Apane jaNAvA lakhuM chuM. kRpALunAtha vavANIyA rokAvAnA che. evA purUSanA darzana thavA durlabha che, maNiratna to koka ThekANe hoya che. to teno anubhava hajI levAto nathI. A jIva haju mArgAnusArI paNa thayo nathI. e ja vinaMtI. . . . . ananya zaraNanA ApanAra evA je sadgurUdevane trikALa atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra, namaskAra, namaskAra ho ! tamArI tarapha parama devAdhideva padhAravAnA che to amane agAu khabara Apazo, eTalI A kaMgALa jIva upara kRpA karazo. hAla tame zuM vAMco vicAro cho ? jagatamAM vAMcavA vicAravAnuM ArAdhavAnuM "sa" ja che. A mananI vRtti temAM ja laya karavI ghaTe che. eja A jIvanuM kartavya che. mATe manano nigraha thayo tene namaskAra che. li. anAtha kaMgALanA jaya vIra vaMdana svIkArazojI. koI paNa patra-67 saMvata 1955 pragaTa zrI gurUdeva prabhujIne trikALa namaskAra ho ! parama pUjya pavitra AtmA guNadhara parama pavitra paramajJAnI mahArAjA kRpALunI parakhelI maNI zrI aMbAlAlabhAI pratye, zrI khaMbhAta. sevAmAM vinaMtI ke parama gurUdeva prabhujIe mane pharIthI patra paramakRpAthI lakhyo. temAM te bApAjInI AjJA nIce mujaba che : "saMskRtabhASAno abhyAsa banI zake evA sAdhananI tamane kaMI anukULatA hoya to te pravRtti karavI yogya che. tatvArtha sUtranI prata tamArI pAse hoya to vAraMvAra tenuM avalokana ane anuprekSaNa hAla kartavya che. jo te prata na hoya to ghaNuM karI zrI aMbAlAla pAse haze. . . ." to te viSe ApanI sevAmAM ati namratAthI vinaMtI karuM chuM ke te bhASAno abhyAsa banavo A sevakane duSkara che. paNa kadApi tuma kRpAthI bane to te bhASA zIkhavAmAM anukULa ane saheluM paDe. evo kyo upAya haze ? te jaNAvavA A dInane kRpA karazo. mokSamArga prakAza' graMtha mokalavA Ape parama kRpA karI. temAM rUpiyA aDhI tyAM levA lakhyuM te ThIka ja karyuM che. mArgopadezikA graMtha lAvavA atrenAe kahyuM che to te anukULa hoya to kRpA karazo. tatvArthasUtra sobata 277

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI joge mokalavA parama kRpA karazo. ahoho ! te nirAgI bhagavAnanI zI kRpA ke A dIna dAsa garIba, abudha, sevakane mahAvAkyo sAthe be vakhata patra prApti karAvI, te ja prabhujIno vAraMvAra upakAra mAnavA yogya che. dhanyavAda, te deva prabhujI nirAgI bhagavAna bApAjInI samIpamAM rahI upAsanA karanAra mumukSune ke jeo parama lAbhanI prAptine pAmyA che, pAme che, ane pAmaze. huM to eka kaMgALa, dIna, garIba, te deva prabhujInA caraNano bhikhArI chuM. chavAyo che indriyarUpI dhurtoe, tethI mUkAvavA jeNe karmarUpa zatrune jItIne vijaya karyo che evA nirAgI bhagavAna ziva-zaMkara-jagatanA Izvara, arihaMta deva ja samartha che. mATe te nirAgI, parama gurUnI upAsanA have kahI nahIM ja mUkuM. vizeSa zuM lakhuM ? yogyatA pramANe te devano vizvAsa che. vaLI ema ja IcchuM ke te premamAM vRddhi thAo. kAma sevA pharamAvazo. patra vaTAmaNa lakhavA kRpA karazo. ht te bApAjInA pratApathI AnaMda che. moTo suMdara vilAsa huM amadAvAdathI lAvyo chuM. te sevAmAM vidita thAo, parama mitra, parama sAdharmi vigere zubhopamAyukta tame ja cho. amArA jevA khAlI DoLa batAvI te rastAnuM sevana nahIM kare to adhogatinuM pAtra avazya thAze. te adhogatinuM pAtra nahIM thavAmAM tamArI ja sahAyatA che. li. vaTAmaNavALA dIna kaMgALa dAsanA punaH punaH namaskAra ho ! SDS Fis patra-68 zrImad parama gurUbhyo namaH parama pUjya pavitrAtmA zrI aMbAlAlabhAInI sevAmAM che $3 vinaMtI je zrInAthajInI kRpAe pustakonI prApti thaI che. te parama pavitra parama dayAnA dhaNI dayALu sAhebajInA eka vacanano paNa yathAvidhi vicAra karavAnI garIba dAsamAM zakti nathI. Apane yogya lAge to 'mokSamArga prakAza' graMtha AvelA mANasa sAthe ApavA kRpA karazo. paramakRpALudeva prabhujIzrInI IDara kSetre kyAM sudhI sthiti thAya tema lAge che te lakhazo. kAraNa patra kyAM lakhuM ? upadeza patronI paNa IcchA che. jema yogya lAge tema karazo. Apano lakhela suda bIjano patra mane maLyo. zrImad paramagurubhyo namaH pavitra dharmAtmA pUjya sAheba zrI aMbAlAlabhAI sAhebanI pavitra sevAmAM. 278 319585 ApanI taraphathI evA amUlya vacano niHsaMdeha ne satya vAkya - ApadA vakhate maLe te he prabhu ! sAcA purUSonuM zaraNa, sAcA puruSono sAtha, huM niraMtara IcchuM chuM. zoca vizeSa gaNato nathI. paraMtu jeTalI upAdhi pAtra hato te upAdhino A vakhate vadhAro thayo. mATe dilagIrI koI vakhata rahe che. he bhagavAna ! vakhatovakhata mahAtmA puruSonI e ja rIte sahAya IcchuM chuM. Apa jevA pavitra puruSonI jogavAI ane samAgama karavA huM bahu Icchato hato. paNa uMmara nAnI - thoDo vakhata - duniyA tathA saMbaMdhIno vyavasAyanA kAraNane TALI zakyo nahIM te mArI ghaNI ja bhUla che. li. dInadAsa magananA sASTAMga namaskAra patra-69 mahA suda, saMvata 1955

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{} satsaMga-saMjIvanI he sAheba thoDI mudatamAM atre padhArI darzanano lAbha ApavA kRpA karazo. huM ApanA samAgamamAM Avelo nathI. tethI A raMka jIva ApanA dhyAnamAM na hovA yogya che. paraMtu A raMka sevaka to satpuruSa Adi pavitra dharmAtmA puruSanA darzananI abhilASA rAkhyA kare che. hamaNAM amadAvAdamAM ja chuM to jema bane tema tAkIde darzana ApavA sevakanI vinaMtI che. zrI trailokyapUjya karUNAsiMdhu sadgurUdevanA caraNAraviMdane viSe ApaNa sarvanuM aMtaHkaraNa AtmabhAve akhaMDa sthApita raho. - ThAkarazI parama pUjya bhAIzrInI sevAmAM li. sevaka popaTa. bhAIzrI ThAkarazIe lakhyuM te ja mArI jijJAsA che. te darzananI IcchA pUrNa karazo. hAlamAM huM purUSArtha siddhi upAya pustaka vAcuM chuM. patra-70 phAgaNa suda 7, 1955 zrImad paramagurubhyo namaH parama pUjya zrI vItarAga AjJAnusArI sakala guNa saMpanna zrI aMbAlAlabhAI - khaMbhAta. pU. zrI manasukhabhAI pratyeno patra Aje prApta thayo che. te vavANIye mokalI ApIza. parama pUjya devAdhideva zrI rAjyacaMdra prabhu gayA maMgaLavAre zrI vavANIyA padhAryA che. Ape AjJAnusAra vartana karI lAbha lIdho che. rAtrIe satsamAgamamAM paNa lAbha lIdho che, tethI Apane dhanyavAda ghaTe che. parama pUjya devAdhidevazrI atre birAjyA hatA tyAre darzanano tathA amRtavANI zravaNa karavAno amoe lAbha lIdho che. alpajJa dInadAsa navalacaMda DosAnA savinaya namaskAra prApta thAya. patra-71 saMvata 1954 sakaLa zreyasAdhaka zrI aMbAlAlabhAI. udayAnusAra mArI ahIM sthiratA che. vItarAga bhagavAna, ati najadIka birAjatA chatAM ghaNA AvaraNone laIne darzana karavA paNa jaI zakAtuM nathI. dhanya che Apane ke vakhatovakhata darzanano tathA sevAbhaktino lAbha lyo cho. Apano upadeza patra paNa je divase Ave che te divasa huM mAro mAMgalika gaNuM chuM. ane tevo mAMgalika divasa ema ja AvyA kare evI mArI vinaMtI che. Apano patra je sAthe dInadayALane vinaMtI karelo patra hato te mane gaI kAle rAtre maLyo che. te vakhate vavANIyA baMdaranI TapAla cAlI gaI tI. tethI amala karI zakyo nathI. Aje mahAsvAmIjInI sevAmAM te vinaMtI patra mokalAvyo che. paramAtmAno hamaNAM pAMca, cha divasa thayA patra nathI, tethI vavANIyAmAM keTalI sthiratA che te jANavAmAM nathI. muMbaImAM rogano upadrava vizeSa che. hAla muMbaI tarapha na padhAravAnI Ape vinaMtI karI te mArI samaja mujaba ThIka karI che. 279 aho ! prabhu huM ghaNoja pramAdI, adhamAdhama, pAmaramAM pAmara, dAsAnudAsa, jyAre AtmAmAM pragaTa thaze rAgAdikamAMthI Asakti UThI jaze, satpuruSanA caraNa kamaLamAM paDaze, tanathI, dhanathI, manathI Asakti sarva

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{} satsaMga-saMjIvanI jagatamAMthI UThI, eka satpuruSane viSe bhaktimAM joDAya to kalyANakAraka che. va sarvane viSe ahaMkAra avaguNano kartA che. jUTho dhana, jUThI dehamAM Asakti mAnavI e mUDha A pAmarane ajJAne karIne che. koI bhAgyanA udaye satpuruSano joga maLyo che, te rakhe cUkato. zuddhatA vicAre dhyAve zuddhatAmeM kelI kare zuddhatAmeM thira vahe, amRtadhArA baraseM. dhArazI kuzaLacaMdanA premapUrvaka praNAma. patra-72 je dehanuM ajJAnapaNe mamatva thayuM hatuM te samyak bodha thavAthI yarthAtha jANapaNuM thayuM ke A deha mAro nathI. jyAre deha ja mAro nathI tyAre dehane arthe mAna pUjA satkAra ItyAdika IcchavA yogya nathI. te mudrA kevI che ? jene jagatarUpa kArya kAMI karavuM rahyuM nathI. jene prIti nathI, aprIti nathI. eka ja jyAM sthiti che, eka ja jyAM AtmA bhAsI rahyo che, eka ja jANapaNArUpa parama sthiti che, dehano mamatva jyAM atizaya chedAyo che, tethI have te kAyAne koI pUjo, astuti karo, koI ene chedo, bhedo, paNa te viSe tene rAge nathI, dveSe nathI. eka samasthita bhAva che. AkhA jagatanA sarva padArtha uparathI jenI vRtti nivRtti karI eka ja AtmabhAvarUpa sthiti karI che ane te sthiti mAnane arthe nahIM, pUjAne arthe nahIM, AtmazlAghAne arthe nahIM, niHzaMka kevaLa te rUpamAM avyAbAdhapaNe rahevAne arthe bhAva karyo che. evuM parama jyAM daDhatva bhAse che ke deha mAro evI jyAM sphuraNA thatI nathI. je padArtha abhedya che, akhaMDa che, avinAzI che, sahajAnaMda sthiti che, ati saraLa che, sat cida AnaMdarUpa sthiti che. te ja sthitino eka citAra che. te satpuruSArtha anubhavamAM levA yogya che. emAM sthiti karavA yogya che. ane pratyakSa satpuruSa paNa te ja sthitimAM che. bolavAmAM - besavAmAM - sUvAmAM - jene kAMI abhimAnarUpa kriyAno leza nathI. blog: FB e anubhava mAnavadehamAM satpuruSanA yoge thAya che. pUrve ghaNA sa2La AtmAone thayo hato, ane bhaviSya avazya tevA AtmAone thaze. e AtmarUpa mArga dhruva che, nizcaLa che. ajJAnInI kriyA kevaLa baMdhano hetu che kAraNa dareka kriyAmAM abhimAnarUpe ja thAya che. mahAtmAonI kriyA nirdabha hoya che. evI nirdabha dazA he nAtha ! kyAre prApta thaze ? ane e ja sthitimAM kyAre ahoniza, vicaravuM thaze. upayoganuM vismaraNa thavAthI ema sthiti thAya che. tene mATe atizaya atizaya vicAra karavo yogya che. ane tene mATe saMtanI bhakti abhedabhAve ka2vI yogya che, tyAM sudhI kalyANa thavuM saMbhavIta nathI. AtmasvarUpe sthiti che jenI evA mahAtmAone punaH punaH namaskAra ho ! sis MP3] patra naM-73 19 khaMbhAtathI paramakRpALudeva pratye lakhAyela anAma patra anaMta vyAdhinA nAza karanAra, anaMta bhavanA kSaya karanAra parama hitasvI, parama dayAnAtha, niSkAraNa karUNAzIla, karUNAnAja sAgara, evA zrI parama parama zrIkRpALunAthane traNe kALa namaskAra. khaMbhAtathI lakhanAra mUDha ane pAmara mohAdhina bALakanA namaskAra. o bhagavAna ! A trividha tAparUpa saMsAra jaNAtA chatAM A duSTa pariNAmI jIva, kema sarva prakAranA 280

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI snehathI virakta thato nathI ? ane na karavA yogya, niMdavA yogya, nibhraMchA karavA yogya evA mahat akAryane sevyA che, seve che ane bhaviSyakALe paNa mAThA yoge sevyo jAya evI dazA vartamAnamAM varte che. AvA bhayaMkara duSTa pariNAmIne zrI kRpAnAthanA darzana kyAMthI ja hoya ane te zuM enuM zyAma mukha dekhADe. hAya, hAya ! Avo joga banatAM chatAM A pApI adhama prANI kema bujhato nathI. AvA bhayaMkara karma kema ene bAMdhyA haze te kAMI sUjhatuM nathI. JAY IN HIS S jenI aMtara kRpA anaMta dayA varte che... te pratye ullAsita pariNAma karI. lokabhAvathI virakata citta karI - te zrI kRpALunAthanI bhaktimAM kema pravartato nathI. e moTuM niMdavA yogya kArya kema kare che, karatAM kema aTakato nathI. pUrNa bhAgya che jenuM, ane jene bhaktine viSe AtmA arpaNa karyo che evA zrI parama hitasvI zrI aMbAlAla tathA zrI kIlAbhAIe satsaMga karyo che. ane je parama apUrva bodha temanA mukhathI zravaNa karyo che. paNa A jIva to mahA duSTa pariNAmI che ke tyAgavAmAM jenI himmata cAlatI nathI. o bhagavAna ! huM zuM lakhuM ? Apa sarva jANo cho. A bALakane je prakAre pAMca iMdriyanA viSaya ghaTe ane je pharIthI udbhave ja nahIM evI sthiti thAya tema he dayALu ! kRpA karo. zrI aMbAlAla tathA zrI kIlAbhAInA mukhathI apUrva bodha zravaNa karI pachI kAMIka kAMIka vicAra udbhave che. paNa eka moTI agninA goLAmAM chAMTo paDe ne vilaya thaI jAya tevI vartanA che. Apa sarva jANo cho. GS Mia h patra-74 je kAMIpaNa sAdhana karavAmAM AvyuM che, ane saMtano yoga paNa maLyo che, te saMtanA yoge ane zrI saMtanA yogabaLathI jIvane kaMIka ema thayuM ke A vANI apUrva che. A mArga apUrva che. te vANI ne te mArganuM ArAdhana karyuM hoya to jIvanuM kalyANa thaI jAya, Ama vicAra thAya, paNa ajJAnanAM kAraNo TALavAmAM hiMmata cAle nahIM, jethI pravRttimAM jIvana cAlyuM jAya ane maLelo evo apUrva yoga aphaLa jAya. A bhavano ja karelo vyavasAya te ja mukhyatve AvaraNakartA thaI paDe che. kema ke A na tajAya, ane te tajavAmAM vicitra bhaya hoya che, jethI jIva bicAro temAM vyAmoha thaI jaI apUrva yoga maLavA chatAM pramAda sevI tethI cUkI jAya che. -Hun sabse FIR lI. mAyAvi, duSTa pariNAmI jIvanA namaskAra ho. namaskAra ho. A dehamAM Atmabuddhi rahI to te ja bhavAMtaramAM deha rahevAnuM bIja che. A dehamAMthI Atmabuddhi TaLI to bhavAMtarano kSaya evuM parama pada maLe che. A bhavano vyavasAya A bhavamAM ja ADo Ave che. ane tethI jIva pramAda vaza thaI jAya che. temAM ja kALa vyatIta kare che. to parabhave keTaluM mUMjhAvuM paDaze ? te asahya vedanA thaI paDavAnI saMbhave che. jIva svazaktie A vyavasAya choDato nathI. ane paravaza-karmavaza jIve A dehanuM prArabdha pUrNa thaye avazya A vyavasAya choDavo paDe che. ane te karelA pramAdanuM phaLa bhayaMkara bhogavavuM paDe che. tenuM atyAre kyAMthI bhAna thAya ? ane jene bhAna thAya, te kema taje nahIM ? jyAre jIvane chUTavuM haze tyAre te ja upAya che. ghaNA manuSyo A dehamAM hovA chatAM A vyavasAya tyAga kare che. tyAM bIjA vyavasAyamAM pAchA tevA ja tadAkAra jovAmAM Ave che. jethI kalyANa aTakI jAya che ane tenuM bhAna paNa temane hotuM nathI. A je karIe chIe te saphaLa che, ema bhAvanA karI kRtArthatA mAne che, te temano vibhrama che. A bhavanA alpa sukha mATe ane te paNa kSaNika ane kalpita sukha arthe he jIva - kema bhUla kare che ? ema karavuM tane ucita nathI. GF Msp | ||313113 281

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505 satsaMga-saMjIvanI REGREER GR (9 sahaja svarUpanuM bhAna karavuM hoya to satsaMgane apUrva bhaktie ArAdhana kare - tyAre asatsaMgamAM bahuja jarUra vinA bolavuM nahIM, hasavuM nahIM, kAraNa ke bolavAthI - mana svacchaMdI thaI javAthI, bAhya vAcA thaI javAthI citta bahu vyAkuLa thaI jAya che. jethI vairAgyamAM maMdatA thaI jAya che mATe mauna ja seve che. te kuvacana zravaNaIndrImAM paDavAthI te pratye dveSanuM thavuM eTale satparuSanA caraNamAM javAnI IcchA koI satyoge thaI, ane tyAM javA mati karI, tyAM kuTuMbI lokono viSama vacanano prahAra ane tethI aTakI javuM. te kadAca sahana karI tyAM gayo ane bodha sAMbhaLyo tethI te pramANe vartavAnI IcchA thaI, ane te pramANe vartana karatAM strInA kuvacana, bhAInA, pitAnA, lokanA, duHsaha vacana sAMbhaLI te kArya karatAM aTakI javuM athavA to te loka pratye dveSa karavo athavA to potAne zithila thaI javuM, e zabda IndrInA vazathI paNa jIva mArgathI aTake che. rUpa nAmanA bIjA viSayano vicAra karIe. nATaka, vastra, strIno zaNagAra, putrAdinA rUpa zaNagAra, ane jeTalA svarUpavAna padArtha te pratye rAgadveSathI pravartavuM. te rAgadveSa karavAno avakAza levo. tethI paNa sasuruSanA mArgathI aTakI javAya che, ane jJAna zikSA pratye prIti thatI nathI, mATe te paNa bAdhArUpa che. rasa nAmano viSaya, sArA AhArAdikamAM prIti, mAThA AhArAdikamAM aprIti, satparuSanA saMgamAM paNa tevI Asakti rAkhavI, te bodha zravaNa karyA pachI rasendrIyamAM lubdhatAne lIdhe jJAna zikSA je maLI hoya tenuM phaLa thatuM nathI. kAraNa rasendrIyanI lubdhatAne lIdhe vizeSa AhAra thAya tethI unmAdapaNuM thaI jAya, vizeSa nidrA Ave, ALasa thAya, avicArathI mAThI mAThI pravRtti thaI jAya. jethI satpaSanA bodhanuM phaLa aTakI jAya. mATe te doSa paNa bAdha karanAra jJAnI-puruSe kahyo che ane te doSa mArAmAM bahu ja varte che. te vAta anubhava pramANa thaI che. te zrI aMbAlAlanA pratApathI te doSa vizeSa bhAyamAna thayo che, ane te vizeSa pragaTa jaNAvyo che, evA zrI pavitrAtmA mumukSune namaskAra. A gaMdha nAmano cotho doSa. sugaMdhamAM rAgapaNuM, azubha gaMdhamAM dveSapaNuM, te paNa jJAnazikSAmAM bAdha karanAra kAraNa che. nA spandrIya nAmano pAMcamo doSa, zIta, uSNa, lakhu, cIkaNuM, kharabacaDo - sukumAra, bhAre, halako, ItyAdi ATha prakAra che. je je vakhate je je kALe, je je sukharUpe mana game temAM rAgapaNuM, asukhamAM dveSapaNuM, te paNa bahu ja jJAna zikSAmAM bAdha karanAra che. koI zIta-kALamAM saTuruSanA darzanano joga thavAno hoya ane jo jIvane zarIra pratye Asakti hoya, ThaMDIno bhaya hoya, to samAgamamAM jatAM aTakI javAya, mATe te jIvane parama bAdha karanAra zrI jJAnI puruSe kahyo che. parama duHkhane Ape evA A pAMca viSayo che. je jJAna zikSAne parama bAdha karanAra che. kaSAya nAmanA doSano vicAra karIe tenA cAra prakAra : krodha, mAna, mAyA ane lobha, krodhathI karIne satkArga pratye aprIti, nivRttimAM aprIti thAya che. mAnathI vinaya nAmano guNa pragaTa thato nathI. mAna nAmanA doSathI doSamAM guNapaNuM mAnavuM ityAdika bahu prakAra che. je doSa jJAna zikSAne bAdha karanAra jANI zrI jJAnI puruSa teno tyAga kahyo che. mAyA nAmano doSa, potAnA doSanuM DhAMkavuM ane guNa nahIM chatAM, guNanuM vadhAravuM, lokone sArUM dekhADavuM, sanduruSanI bhaktimAM paNa mumukSune sArUM dekhADavuM, te rUpa bAhya bhAva, satyaruSamAM laukika bhAva ItyAdika gauNa prakAra che. te mAyA kapaTa paNa jJAna zikSAne bAdharUpa kAraNa che. lobha nAmano kaSAya, je doSathI satpaSane tana, mana, dhana, arpaNa karI zakato nathI. ane jethI satpaSanuM oLakhANa thatuM nathI. A doSa to jJAna zikSAne parama bAdha karanAra che. parama zatru samAna te doSa jANI zAnI puruSe teno tyAga batAvyo che. je yathAtathya che, je tyAga sevanIya che. Sche. 282

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ane satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) A cAra mULa prakAra kahyA ane uttara prakAra soLa thAya che. te paNa bAdha karanAra kAraNa jANI teno tyAga kahyo che. paNa prathamanA anaMtAnubaMdhI krodhAdi parama bAdha karanAra che. jIvane bebhAna karAvanAra che. te kaSAyanuM bhAna karAvanAra satpaSano samAgama parama zreSTha ane zreyakArI che. patra-75 jeTha suda 12, zani, 1953 zrI sAyalA sarva zubhopamAlAyaka joga bhAi zrI aMbAlAla lAlacaMda zrI sAyalethI lI. sobhAga lallunA praNAma vAMcazo. ApanuM patuM AvuM te poMcyuM. mAruM zarIra narama rahe che. te uparathI tamAre atre AvavA nagInadAsa sAthe sAhebajIe kahevaDAvela. tethI tame atre AvA vicAra karela. pachavADethI tAra AvatAM Apa (ALasyA) to have lakhavAnuM ke mAruM zarIra dana daza thaAM vizeSa narama rahe che. tema dana be thaAM sAva thoDuM anAja khavAya che. azakti ghaNI AvI gai che. dana dana zakti vizeSa ghaTatI jAya che. have Ane lAMbo vakhata cAle tema saMbhava nathI. to have lakhavAnuM ke sAhebajInI AjJA hoya ane Apane atre AvatAM kaMi harakata na hoya to jarUra pAMca dahADA AvavAno vicAra karazo. eja. kAmakAja lakhazojI. patra-76 aSADha vadI 4, gurU, 1954 parama pUjya bhAI zrI aMbAlAla pratye, muM. khaMbhAta vijJapti ke Aja dine zA. mULacaMda dIpacaMdanI bIdaDI madhya yugapradhAnanA yaMtranA pAnA 29 mokalyAM che. te poMcethI pahoMca icchuM chuM. meM kapALudeva pratye phoTogrApha mATe patra lakhyo che. te ApanA upara AjJA AvyathI mokalavA kapA karazo. vizeSa vanamALIbhAIe Apane tathA satsaMgI bhAIo tathA benone namaskAra lakhAvyAM che. hAla e ja. li. popaTanA namaskAra, satsaMgI bhAIo benone namaskAra. patra-77 amadAvAda tA. 7-1-1903 mahA vada 1, vAra garela, 1959 OM namaH zrI caMdraprabhu jinAya namaH ghAti DuMgara ADA ati ghaNAM, tuja darizana jaganAtha,, - dhIThAi karI mAraga saMcaruM, seMgu koi na sAtha. abhinaMdana jina darizana tarasie. 283

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI jina thai jinane je ArAdhe, te sahI jinavara hove re; bhUMgI ilIkAne caTakAve, te bhUMgI jaga jove re. vAMcavAnuM vicAravAnuM, kahevAnuM vagere je kAMi che te satpurUSanA caraNakamaLamAM che. pratyakSa mUrtimAna satpurUSathI ja kalyANa che. mohAdikanI ghumI anAdinI utare, amala akhaMDa alipta svabhAva ja sAMbhare; tatva ramaNa zuci dhyAna bhaNI je Adare, te samatA rasa dhAma svAmi mudrA vare ho lAla, sarvatra samabhAva varte e ja icchuM chuM. mULa jJAna thayA pachI paNa mahAtmAone traNa yoganI kriyAo karatAM dekhIe chIe te koi adbhuta vicAraNAnuM sthaLa che. satpuruSanI kRpAdaSTi daSTigocara nathI. eja liH popaTa patra-18 amadAvAda vaizAkha sudI, 1959 upAdhiyukta jaNAtAM chatAM zrImad rAjacaMdranA sahaja samAdhibhAvane atyaMta bhaktibhAve trikALa namaskAra, janakavidehInuM caritra vicAravA yogya che. parama nirvikalpa dazA jaNAvanAra jinamudrAne atyaMta bhaktibhAve namaskAra prApta thAya. gurUkRpAe jANelo paDado, be sAdhanathI sahaja khasI parama zAMti Ape tevuM lAge che. te sAdhana pratyakSa mUrtimAna satpuruSa ane sarvasaMga parityAgIpaNuM, temAM prathamanA sAdhanano abhAva dekhAya che. je khedarUpa thAya che. khera ! paNa jo, satsaMganuM sevana apUrva bhAve thAya to khacita jaya thAya ema lAge che. 13) li. popaTa zrI caMdraprabhu caraNAya namaH patra-79 mu. vaDhavANa kAMpa, 11-9-1900 pUjya murabbI bhAI aMbAlAlabhAInI sevAmAM F ApanA pattA viSe vizeSa vicAra thatAM prabhuzrI (kR.devanuM) za2I2 ati kSINatAne pAmyuM jaNAya che, ane te manane bhayaMkara lAge che. mATe kRpA karI Apa temanI prakRtinI khabara turata Apazo. harasanI pIDA kevI che ? anAja keTaluM levAya che ? dUdha keTaluM levAya che ? ane davA konI lIdhAmAM Ave che ? zarIranuM valaNa sudhArA para che ke kema ? jarUra ATalI kRpA karazo. parama vItarAga avyakata zuddha caitanyane bhajatAM te paramayogI zrI sadgurUnA caraNamAM A bALanA namaskAra punaH punaH prApta thAya. sarva Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhimAM dRSTArUpa te svayaMbhU svacaitanyanI sattAnI ujavaLatAthI anyanI paNa vibhAvatAne nAza karatA mahAn yogindra jyAM vicare che te bhUmine namaskAra karUM chuM. ane temanI sevAmAM rahI parama caitanya svarUpane upAsatAM evA sarva bhAIo tathA bahenone punaH punaH namaskAra karUM chuM. 284

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O REGREE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI GREER GR ( jenAM caraNa sevavAthI sarva Icchita prApta thAya che, evA parama vItarAga asaMgapaNAne bhajatA te zrI sadgurUnA caraNa sadA jayavaMta raho. zrI sarUnI AjJA pramANe viveka ane vinayathI vartanAra Apa bhAIo zrI paramagurUnI vANInA amRtanuM pAna karI kaMcanarUpa thayAM cho, paNa A pApI, maMdabuddhi, pramAdI tarapha kRpA kaTAkSa nAMkhyA karo cho te mATe punaH punaH upakAra mAnuM chuM. tyAM sevAmAM bIrAjamAna sarve bhAIo bahenone savinaya namaskAra. li. dAsAnudAsa sukhalAlanA savinaya namaskAra svIkArazojI. patra-80 muMbaI zrI sadagurU caraNAya namo nama: paramapUjya AtmArthI murabbI zrI aMbAlAla bhAI vinaMtI je huM Aso vadI 5 nA roja ahIMyA Avyo chuM. muMbaImAM nokarInI upAdhi vizeSa, temAM vRtti jo kadIka sArI thaI hoya te nirmULa thaI jatA bIlakula vAra lAge nahIM evA pratikULa saMjogo ja jyAM jAo to najare paDe, paNa zrI kRpAsiMdhunI pUraNa sahAyatA ane saMpUraNa amRtanI dRSTithI je bodha maLe che tethI sahaja vakhate TakavI hoya to Take. bAkI kaMI nathI. zrI kRpAnAtha prabhu A ajJAnI jIvane bodha ApIne mahenata kare che te pAra vinAnI, paNa paththara upara pANI nAMkhyA barobara thAya che. jyAM sudhI teo sAhebanI najIkamAM hoIe tyAM sudhI jarA tarA ThIka, ane jyAM khasyA pache khasyA ja chIe. saMjogo pratikULa vaLI vicAra karavAno paNa pUro avakAza na levAya, tyAM zuM lakhuM ? phurasade patra lakhavA kRpA karazo. kRpAsiMdhu hAla ahIMyA che. ane teo sAheba javAnAM che ke nahIM te huM jANato nathI. paNa hAlamAM dukAna upara revAzaMkarabhAI nathI. tema manasukhabhAI paNa nathI. tethI hAla jaI zake tema nathI. kAraNa badhuM kAma temane ja karavuM paDe che. (kezavalAla- lIMbaDIvALA) | saM. 1954, bIjA Aso vada 0)) naDIyAdathI zrImad paramagurUbhyo namaH AtmArthI bhAI aMbAlAlabhAI pratye muM. khaMbhAta A patra 1 zanIvAre prApta thayo. pra.ka. zrImad vavANiyA padhAryA tyArathI dararoja rAtanA svapnamAM ema thAya che ke - "e padhAryA jaLa ApuM' ema kahIne pathArImAMthI UThIne ekadama becAra DagalA doDI javAya che. pachI khabara paDe che eTale aTakI javAya che ane kyAM gayA ema thAya che pachI je ThekANe chuM te vicAra thAya che. vaLI aDadhI rAte dAdara AgaLathI bahAra laghu zaMkAe padhAre che te jANe dIvo lAvuM ? ema kahIne doDavA maMDI javAya che. tathA heM ! o prabhu ! pathArInI AjJA thaI eTale UThatAM kAMto bhIMtamAM athaDAuM chuM to turata pathArImAM pAcho. besI jAuM, tethI have ghaNI sAvacetIthI baMdobastathI pathArI karI sUuM . virahano tApa eka jANe sAro tyAM cAMdu tene DAma dIdho hoya te upara ghaNAM soyAM bhokAtA hoya tema baLe che. sevAmAMthI eka aMgarakhuM tathA eka dhotIyuM tathA nAno TuvAla rahI gayAM che tene mATe muMbaI paNa jaNAvyuM che. te kheDe rAkhyAM che. mATe ApanA tarapha maMgAvA jevuM hoya to maMgAvI lezo. gAdI tathA ozIkuM sevAmAM sAthe mUkyuM che. pustako sAthe sevAmAM che tathA 285

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O GO SKRRRR satsaMga-saMjIvanI CSR) () vacanAmRtanuM pustaka eka ApanA tarapha mokalavAne munadAsabhAIne ApeluM che. temaNe kyuM ke mAre khaMbhAta javuM che to te Apa maMgAvI lejo. zrImad kapALudeve AtmAnuzAsana vicAravAne mATe mane AjJA ApI che. te eka graMtha hato. amadAvAdavALA popaTalAlabhAIe mAMgaNI karI tethI temane Apyo ne mane hyuM ke tame aMbAlAlabhAI pAsethI maMgAvI lejo. mATe kapA karIne Apa mokalI Apazo. zravaNa karelA vacano yAda AvavAthI vAraMvAra harSa pamAya che ne jAgRti rahevAnI zakti pragaTa thAya che. kAmakAja lakhazo, sarve mumukSubhAIone mArA praNAma. lI. sevaka motIlAlanA praNAma prApta thAya. zrI paramAtmA svarUpa paragaTa zrI purUSane namo nama: pUjya aMbAlAlabhAI - tamAro patra maLyo che. atre muMbaImAM paramadayALu nAthanA samAgamathI AnaMda che. paNa upAdhimAM bahu vakhata pravartana thAya che. upayoganI jAgRti sahaja thatAM pAchuM anAdi pravartanamAM javAya che. A muMbaI zaheramAM ati mumukSatAvALAne rahevuM yogya nathI. ene bhUlAvAnA ghaNAM kAraNa dRSTigocara che. nivRtti kSetra ja AtmAne paramahitanuM kAraNa che. vepAra saMbaMdhImAM jema thavAnuM haze tema thaze. tenI ciMtA karIne zuM karIe ? kAMI che ja nahIM. svapnarUpa ja che, gaI kAle rAtre eka vAgatA sudhI bodha thayo hato. je bodha apUrva hato. yathArtha mumukSatA hoya to saheja mAtramAM Atmasthiti thaI zake. vAsanAnI nivRtti ane pravRttinA saMkocamAM vAta karatA hatA. vaLI jaNAvyuM ke - "eka bIDI jevuM vyasana te preraNA karyA vinA mUkI zakAyuM nahIM.".... vigere te viSe bahu ja vyAkhyA thaI hatI. TUMDhiyA vigere darzananA AgrahathI mUkAvA mUhapattI vigerenA saMbaMdhamAM apUrva bodha karyo hato...... "AvI vAta to sahejamAM samajavA jevI che. ane eja vicAra kare to samajAya evI che. aho ! Avo jyAM vairAgyano meha varasato hato te zuM lakhuM vaLI kahyuM ke jIva ja paramAdhAmI jevo che....... A bALakanI buddhi alpa jethI smaraNamAM sarva rahetuM nathI. mumukSuonA samAgamamAM amuka divase evA koI sadgata aMgIkAra karavAnI vAta carcavI ane uttama prakAre upara batAvyA pramANe sadgata sevavuM. kadApi dAbIne kevA jevuM hoya to kahevuM ane zUrAtana rahe tema karavuM. maMda pariNAma thAya tema karavuM nahIM..... lIMbaDI kallola vigere mumukSuomAM ATheka divase patra lakhavAnuM rAkhavuM ane temAM sadgata, sadAcAra upara batAvyA pramANe AdaravAnuM jaNAvatA rahevuM. vaLI paNa jaNAvavuM ke cidAnaMdajI AnaMdaghanajI jevA mahAtmA purUSa paNa ekAMtamAM vicaryA che. to A paramapurUSano paNa bharUso gaNAya nahIM, mATe kadApi tevo joga bane to satsaMganI kAmanA rahI jAya athavA kALano bharUso nahIM mATe jema bane tema satsaMganI bhAvanA prati dina rAkhI bane teTalo satsaMga utkRSTa bhAve karavo. ema jaNAvatAM rahevuM ane tAre paNa tema smaraNamAM rAkhavuM. | ..... AvuM sAcuM samyakatva pAmavAnI IcchA kAmanA sadAya rAkhavI. tribhuvana sAthe tathA kilAbhAI sAthe ane muni sAthe je je prakAre rahevAnuM ane vartavAnuM tane mahAprabhujIe jaNAvyuM che te te dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM..... kadipaNa daMbhANe ke ahaMkArapaNe AcaraNa karavAnuM jarAya manamAM lAvavuM nahIM. kahevuM ghaTe tyAM kahevuM' A sivAya ghaNI vAto thaI che paNa hAla vakhate vismRta hovAthI lakhI nathI.... AnaMdaghanajI kRta covIzInA artha bane to te prasaMge koInA artha pUchavAnuM thAya to pUchaje to prasaMge jaNAvAnuM karIzuM. muni sAthe samAgama karavo, te 286

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OMER SR SEC) satsaMga-saMjIvanI GPSC HS satsaMgapUrvaka karavo, nahIM to pUrvavat thaI jAya te dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. tribhuvana bhoLo mANasa che paNa tyAgamAM hiMmata hArI jAya che mATe tene hiMmata ApatA rahevuM ane anukrame sadgata aMgIkAra thAya tema jaNAvatAM rahevuM. je AgAra kahyAM che te bhogavavAnI buddhie bhogavavA nahIM. jema jyAre enI bhAvanA utkRSTa thAya tema prasaMge kahevuM. - "satsaMga thayo che teno zo paramArtha !" (u.chAyA.) liMbaDIvAsI tathA kalolavAsI bhAIone jaNAvavuM ke .... ApaNe je vAraMvAra bodha sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA rAkhIe chIe te karatAM sahurUSanA caraNe samIpa rahevAnI IcchA vizeSa rAkhavI." (pU. aMbAlAlabhAI) - zrI sobhAgyabhAInA samAgama arthe Apa tathA bane to bIjA koI eka mumukSu sAyale jazo, AjJAthI lakhyuM che. upadeza patrano graMtha tthA Atmasidhdhi graMtha tamArA pratyethI zravaNa karavA vigerenI zrI saubhAgyabhAIne viSeza jijJAsA che. prasaMgopAta koI sAmAnyajano mumukSu samAgamamAM hoya tyAre banatAM sudhI AdhyAtmika patro na vAMcavA, temaja Atmasidhdhi to zrI saubhAgyabhAInI sAthe ekAMtamAM vicArAya tema karazo. keTalAka tenA Azaya zrI mukhe kahyA che te smRtimAM hoya to temane darzAvazo. manasukhanA praNAma I saM. 1953 jeTha vada 3 sahajAtma svarUpa zrI sadagurU pratye trikALa namaskAra ho. AtmArthI bhAI aMbAlAlabhAI AdI mumukSu bhAIo pratye, pa.ka. pratye ApanA patro be, prApta thayA che. zrI saubhAgya sAhebanA dehatyAganA khabara vAMcI ghaNo kheda thayo che. teono sadaivano viyoga thayo tethI atyaMta kheda utpanna thAya e svAbhAvika che. tathApI teonA adbhuta guNo ne deha tyAgatAM moTA muniyone durlabha evI asaMgatAthI nija upayogamaya dazA rAkhIne apUrva hita karyuM che, tethI AnaMda thAya che. teonI mRtyu vakhatanI samatA, dehAdI pratyeno apratibaddhabhAva temaja temanA svAbhAvika samatA, nirAbhimAnatA, nizcala mumukSutA ane AtmajJAnanuM tAratamya e Adi guNo temanA satsamAgamane pAmelA pratyeka mumukSune vAraMvAra sAMbharI AvavA yogya che. 5.kR.nAtha pratye prArthanA che ke temane akhaMDa zAMti Apo. 5.pU. zrImad saubhAgyabhAInA dehatyAganA khabara temanA dehatyAga vakhatanI AtmAnI sthiti sahita je je mumukSuone ApavA ghaTe teone Apazo ema Apane lakhavA mATe mane pa.kR. taraphathI AjJA thaI che. jema jema zrI pUjyapAda saubhAgyabhAI sAhebanA adbhuta guNo pratye dRSTi dauM chuM tema tema adhika kheda thAya che. je lakhatAM hRdaya bharAI Ave che. viSeza zuM lakhuM ? vIra manasukhanA praNAma - muMbaI - caMpAgalI .. ApanA taraphathI patra maLyo te vAMcI vAraMvAra khedakAraka vicAra thAya che. paraMtu teonA uttamottama 287

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0 , 3 satsaMga-saMjIvanI SR REMARO guNane AtmAnI jAgRti sahita samAdhibhAve sahajAnmasvarUpamAM bhakti bhAve mukta thayA, tethI te tarapha lakSa rahetA zokano avakAza nathI. paraMtu evA mahAtmA purUSono viraha thavAthI kheda karavA joga che. Apa kRpA karI patra dvArA e vicAraNA viSenI khabara lakhazo. vaLI ApazrI sAyale padhAryA te vakhate amane khabara maLI nahIM tethI aphasosa rahe che. kAraNa evA pa.pU. sAheba sobhAgyabhAInA darzana meLApano viraha rahyo te vAraMvAra kheda thAya che. eja araja. vaLI Apa patra dvArAe AtmAnI jAgratatA thaI ajJAna dUra thAya evo upadeza IcchuM chuM. vinaMtI ke Apa sAheba A tarapha kayAre padhArazo ? A taraphanuM kAma sevA pharamAvazo. da : ratanacaMda lI. sevaka jhaverabhAI ratanacaMdanA praNAma saM. 1953, jeTha suda 1 nA maMgaLavAra zrI sadgurU paramAtmAdevane namaskAra parama pUjya AtmArthI vaDIla baMdhu aMbAlAlabhAInI pavitra sevAmAM vinaMtI ke Apano kRpA bharelo patra mane lIMbaDI maLyo. kRpAnAtha prabhue patra lakhyo te ThIka karyuM che. tethI Apano Avelo patra mokalyo nathI. kRpAnAtha sarUdeva sAyale ekalA padhAryA hatA. nava divasa rahI murabbIzrI saubhAgyabhAI tathA bhAI maganalAla rAghavajIne sAthe laI eka divasa vaDhavANa kAMpamAM rahI viramagAma utarI tarata ja mahesANA lAInamAM thaI IDara tarapha padhAryA che. IDaramAM ghaNuM karI eka mAsane Azare thaze. pachI muMbaI tarapha padhAravA vicAra che. te vakhate murabbI saubhAgyabhAI tathA maganalAlabhAI pAchA pharaze, kuMvarajIbhAI ane huM prabhunA samAgamamAM sAyalA gayA hatA. kuMvarajIbhAI kAma prasaMge rahI te tarapha vaLelA. huM be divasa thayA lIMbaDI Avyo chuM. e ja vinaMtI bALaka kezavalalanA A. sva. namaskAra. saM. 1953, aSADha vada 5, soma bhAvanagara karI sadga3 paramAtmadevazrIne atyaMta bhaktithI trikALa namaskAra ! nA pa.pU. AtmArthI aMbAlAlabhAInI pavitra sevAmAM, pitA tulya zrI saubhAgyacaMdrabhAIe dehatyAga karyAnA prathama khabara temanA kuTuMbanA taraphathI kahevarAvelA hatA. tyAra bAda chevaTanI vakhatanA samAcAra Ape khaMbhAta padhArI lakhyA te jANyA. ahIMyA pUjya AtmArthIbhAI dhArazIbhAI padhArelA, temaNe AgaLa pAchaLanI hakikata kahI saMbhaLAvI tathA anaMtAnubaMdhI kaSAya saMbaMdhI pote karelA upadezanI hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAvI. A lakhanAra bhikSukanA upara saubhAgyacaMdrabhAIno moTo upakAra hato ane te eTale sudhI ke eka AMdhaLAne dorIne raste caDAvanAra teo ja che. A bALakane ane kRpAsIMdhune dharma saMbaMdhI prasaMga prathama bIlakula na hato paNa anya prasaMga hato. te satpurUSane oLakhAvI satpurUSa upara rUcI utpanna karAvanAra, AsthA rakhAvanAra ane kAMDu jhAlanAra saubhAgyacaMdrabhAI che. prathama mULInA sTezane mane prabhu samakSa karI mArA viSe bhalAmaNa karI hatI. AvA upakArI 288

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GRS RR satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SSA SS ( purUSano mane ane tamane ane ApaNa sau bhAIone viraha paDyo che ne te viraha sadAyano temanA je je guNo temanI zIkhAmaNa devAnI rIta, bhaktithI mAMDIne AtmasvarUpa sudhIno upadeza ApanAra, vyavahArIka ane pAramArthika artha samajAvanAra ane satyarUSa prabhu pratye prema vadhAranAra ApaNe khoyA che. jenI sadAya sarve jIva upara hita buddhi stUrI rahelI pratyakSa jaNAI AvatI hatI. mahAdayALu, vRddha chatAM paNa bhaktino koI aMza ocho nahi evA parama vairAgI sAdhuno ApaNane sadAya viyoga thayo che. mahAtmA zrI saubhAgyacaMdrabhAIe to A anitya kSaNabhaMgura dehano tyAga karyo che paNa teno ApaNane keTalo geralAbha thayo che e vicAra upara jyAre jaIe chIe tyAre kheda, aphasosa, AMkhamAMthI AMsunI dhArA sivAya bIjuM kAMI jaNAtuM nathI. jemano ApaNane apUrva lAbha maLato hato, je paramAtmAdeva pAsethI apUrva lAbha meLavatA, te lAbha ApaNane ApatA. ahAhA ! kevI temanI udAratA, kevI temanI hIta buddhi ! kevo temano pAramArthika acaLa bhAva, vigere vicArI vAraMvAra manana karavA yogya che. ane A bALaka te bhAvane vicArI vAraMvAra vaMdana kare che. munizrI saubhAgyacaMdrabhAI to temanuM purUSa prayatna karI sudhArI gayA. sahaja samAdhi bhAve samAdhimaraNane anusaryA. eka vakhatanA samAdhimaraNathI anaMtavAranA asamAdhimaraNane TALyA. dhanya che temane ne te stuti pAtra che, vAraMvAra vakhANavA yogya che, anumodana karavA yogya che, ArAdhavA yogya che. ApaNo parama satsaMga gayo che. upara mujaba lakhatAM upAdhi prasaMga AvavAthI kAgaLa baMdha karI javuM paDyuM che. Apano bIjo patra kRpAnAtha prabhunA patra sAtheno maLyo samAcAra jANyA. gurU gItA sAra eka posTa pArsala AvyuM temAM gurU gItAsAra pAMca ja nIkaLI. meM temane rUpiyA 7 nI TIkITa bIDelI tethI ApelI TIkITa paNa teNe coDI dIdhI hoya te kharuM. zrI kRpAnAtha prabhue Apane pAMca-sAta nakala mokalavAne AjJA karelI, paraMtu muDImAM phakata pAMca nakala maLI che to temAMthI eka Apane, eka murabbI zrI dhArazIbhAIne ane kalolazrI kuMvarajIbhAIne, eka mArA pAse ane eka vadhAre che te ghaNuM karIne ahIMyA murabbI bhAIzrI kuMvarajIbhAI rAkhe tema lAge che. hAlamAM vAMcavA ApI che. huM hAlamAM yogavAsiSTha vAMcuM chuM. mArgopadezikA bhAga pahelo cAlu karyo che, saMskRta bhaNavAne kRpAnAthazrInI AjJA thayela che tethI hamaNAM e cAlu karyuM che. A bALaka sarakhuM kAma sevA pharamAvazo. A kaMgALa ghaNo pramAdI che. dInatA viSenA vIsa doharA cokhkhA akSarathI tathA zuddha jo bane to utArI mokalAvazo. bIjuM kAMI kRpAnAthanI kavitAo mane mokalavA lAyaka hoya to mokalavI ghaTe to kRpA karazo. eja vinaMti. bALaka dInadAsa kezavalAla nathubhAInA AtmasvarUpe namaH pUjya AtmArthI bhAIzrI kIlAbhAI tathA tribhovanadAsabhAI vigere samAgamavAsI bhAIone mArA namaskAra prApta thAya. alpajJa kezavalAla nabhubhAInA AtmasvarUpe namaskAra. pU.zrI TokarazI metAe racelAHkarI chesavaiyA ekatrIsA chaMda nI jo mana cAhya kaSAya jItavA, to kahuM te kara tarata upAya, ghaNA mahAtmA mukti pahoMtA, jethI te suNaje citta lAya. krodha kahADavA kSamA dharI , haraje mAna dharI naramAI, thaze saraLa to mAyA jAze, lobha jaze saMtoSe bhAI. rAga jita vairAgya dharIne mitra karIne dveSa nivAra, TALa viveke moha kAmane, strI azuci manamAM dhAra. 289

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) Si satsaMga-saMjIvanI dekhI anyane sukhI sarvadA, khuzI thatAM kahuM matsara jAya, sAdhupaNe saMyama jo pALe, sakaLa viSaya to dUra paLAya. tana, mana, vacana rahe vaLI vAryA, dhArI gupti traNa dharI dhyAna, ALasane udyamathI kahADI, vRttipaNe na avRtti ANa. vade TokarazI to sau pAmIza. - parama tatva nizcaya karI jANa, rAjyacaMdra gurU mukhanI vANI mAnIza mana amRta rasa khANa | saMvata - 1941. pU.zrI jUThAbhAI racita pada - sAmAnya upadeza dezI - jIraNa zeThajI bhAvanA bhAve re). hAMre vRddhi dharmanI thAvA kAje re, zrI saddagurU maLIyA Aje. hAMre tume sAmAyika zubha karajo, hAre vrata paccakhANane mana dharajo hAMre tume pratikramaNuM karo sAMje re, zrI sadgurU maLIyA Aje. 1 hAMre jIva chakAyanI rakSA vicAro, tema dharmadhyAna citta ANo, hAMre niyama dhArone prabhAte re, zrI sadagurU maLIyA Aje. 2 vaLI sUtra siddhAMta mana dhAro, bola cAlanuM jJAna vadhAro, pachI karmanI sAmo jAje re, zrI sadgurU maLIyA Aje. 3 hAMre tame rAgadveSa karo nAhIM, mAna manathI bhUko bhAI, hAMre aho ! manaDuM mAruM dAjhe re, zrI sadgurU maLIyA Aje. 4 hAMre tume madhyastha buddhi rAkho, sUtra siddhAMta rasane cAkho, hAre je bhAkhyuM zrI jinarAje re, zrI sazurU maLIyA Aje. 5 hAMre tuM mohinImAM kema aDIyo, ghora nidrAmAM kema paDIyo ? hAMre tuma zira upara kALa gAje re, zrI sadagurU maLIyA Aje. 6 hAMre are ! ughADa re AMkha tArI, kema gaI mati tArI mArI, hAMre dharmadhyAna have tuM dhyAne re, zrI sadgurU maLIyA Aje. 7 hAMre padArA tume pariharajo, enA tyAga vicAra tuma bahu karajo, hAMre ethI kULa tamArUM lAje re, zrI sadgurU maLIyA Aje. 8 hAMre anaMtIvAra thayelI mAne, strIrUpe Aja tuM jANe, hAMre asthira jANIne aLago thAje re, zrI sadgurU maLIyA Aje. 9 290

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vIra nahI karI hatI pU. zrI jUThAbhAi UjamazIbhAi amadAvAda paramakRpALudeva racita zrI 'bhAvanAbodha' ane "mokSamALA'nI prathama AvRttinA | prakAzana kAryamAM saMpUrNa sahayoga ApanAra ananya bhakta.

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O RESPEC satsaMga-saMjIvanI RAGAR) hAMre tuM arihaMtanuM le nAma, AtmAnuM thavA zubha-kAma, hAMre tattvane tuM samajI jAje re, zrI sadgurU maLIyA Aje. 10 hAMre dilagIra che jUThAlAla, nathI saMsAramAM kAMI mAla, hAMre karajoDI kahe che prabhAte re, zrI sadgurU maLIyA Aje. 11 zrImad paramakRpALu nAthe pa.pU. zrI jUThAbhAInI aMtaradazAnuM adbhuta zabda citra va. 117mAM svamukhe prakAzya che taddanusAra - smaraNAMjalI harigIta chaMda durvAra rAgAdi mahA, aMtaraMga zatruo jityA, vItarAga sarvajJa thaI, ahaMnta padavIe dIpyA; je yogionA nAtha che ne, jagata trAtA che kharA, namuM 'rAjacaMdra' prabhu taNAM caraNo sadA upazama bharyA. je rAjane tana mana samarpi bodha ura avadhArato, AzA upAse dharma jANI, vacanamAM tallInatA saMsAra sukhothI udAsI, paramapadamAM naMdanA e saMta zrI "satyaparAyaNa'ne karUM huM vaMdanA. (3) vairAgya sAco e hato, nija AtmatAe opatA, bahu kSINa thaI gaI vAsanA Azraya prabhuno rAkhatA; vItarAgano e parama rAgI, rAgapakSano tyAgI e, prAdhAnya bhaktinuM prakAzita, aMtare jenA are ! samyak svabhAve vedanIya, karma vedI jANatAM, nahIM duHkha, viSamatA, kadi adbhuta samatA dhAratA; savi jagata jIvone satAve mohanIyanI prabaLatA, ati zUnyatA tenI thaI, nirmohIne bhajatAM thakAM. | (5) bhaNakAra mukta thavA taNo ne rAjane bhajavA taNo, guNa ratnanA bhaMDAra zo ! uttama prakAre dIpato, 291

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GSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI kaDI RSS samyatva' jyoti jAgati, je mokSamArga batAvatI, re ! puNya AtmAnA guNonI zuM karuM huM to mRti ? Aje saMvatsarI satparAyaNa, saMtanI che, pazati, (106) smaraNAMjalI caraNe samarpa, bhaktibhAve huM namI, dhanya dhanya ho e bhaktane, tenI mane bhakti gamI, bhava aMta karavA sAdhanAmAM, kAMI na rAkhI eNe kamI. parama pUjya zrI jUThAbhAIne (satyaparAyaNane) | smaraNAMjalI OM zAMtiH - saMyojita : bhAvaprabhAzrI , - pUjya aMbAlAlabhAIe potAnA banevI khuzAladAsane lakhela patra bhAI, tamAro dharmAtmA joI mane kAMI karUNAbuddhithI kahevAnI IcchA thAya che. paNa tamArI tevI dazA nahIM hovAthI mAro AtmA tamArI pAse vacana kADhavAmAM aTakI jAya che chatAM paNa pharI pharI vicArI jotAM chevaTe patra vATe jaNAvuM chuM. jaNAvavAnuM kAraNa phakta nisvArtha ne paramArtha ja che. tamArI sAthe, sagAM saMbaMdhanA kAraNe kahevAnI jarApaNa AtmaIcchA nathI. ema spaSTa tapAsIne paramArthanA kAraNe A lakhyuM che. bhAI, tamAruM deharUpI nAva atyAre bharadarIye atyaMta tophAnamAM paDeluM che ema sAmAnyapaNe lokone dekhAya che tema temane paNa tamArA asahya du:khathI anubhavavAmAM AvatuM haze tathApi have te vahANa bhagavat kRpAe pAra utaraze ema dRDha che. chatAM asahya duHkhanA kAraNe tema mAnI zakAtuM nathI tema chatAM zAMti rAkhI udaya AvelAM duHkhone azarIrAdibhAve vedana karavAthI sarva duHkhano kSaya thaI jAya che. pUrve A jIve aneka prakAranA deha dhAraNa karyA che. svarUpavAna zarIro dhAraNa karatAM, temAM atyaMta moha rAkhatAM te zarIra Akhare mukavA paDyA che. koI mahAtmA ke jJAnI purUSa jIvana vadhArI zakyA nathI. temaja A AtmA paNa jIvana vadhArI zake tema nathI. game tyAre eka vakhata eNle ke moDe A zarIrane mUkavuM che ane zarIrano svabhAva saDana, paDana, vidhvaMsana che to te nAzavaMta padArtha pratye buddhivAnane prIti kema hoya ? ane AvAja zarIra pUrve tiryaMcagatimAM ke bIjI gatimAM utpanna thayAM haze te vakhate koI tene zAtA pUchanAra maLyuM nathI. AgAmI kALe AvA dehathI adharma karI narakAdi gati utpanna karaze tyAM paNa tene bhAva pUchanAra koI maLaze nahIM. ne A manuSyabhavane vize je kuTuMbAdika snehIo che te phakta potAnA svArthane ja mATe cAkarI kare che. koI nisvArthapaNe ema nahIM kahe ke bhAI tuMne sAruM thAya to avazya dharma ArAdhana karavAmAM huM vidhra nahIM pADuM. e uparathI A svArthI saMsAranuM svArthapaNuM tAdRzya batAve che. pratyakSa rIte anubhavavAmAM AvI jAya che chatAM A jIvane tevo vicAra kema nahIM Avato hoya ? vicAro, striAdika padArtho pUrve suzIla, svarUpavAna ane guNajJa maLyA che. jenA vinA nahIM jIvI zake tevo mohAdi prakArathI dRDhatva thayuM che. te paNa anaMtavAra tyAgI tyAgIne tene ja ghera dAsapaNe janma levo paDe che. atyAre pratyakSa anubhava thaI zake tevI vAta che ke A nAvarUpI zarIra bebhAna sthitie DAmADoLa thayuM che. phakta ene eka dharma ja sahAyabhUta che. tema chatAM dharma ArAdhana uparathI jIva bhUlI jaIne striAdika padArthomAM mohAdi bhAve kevuM 292

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GREERSsatsaMga-saMjIvanI SER SRO () sacetanapaNuM rAkhe che ! jo ke have thoDI vAre strIne tyAgavI che. eka strI potAnA svArthane mATe khoTI kalpanA karI A AtmAnuM ahita karavA mohamAM prere che. bhavobhava rakhaDavAnuM kAraNa eja strI Adi che. mohAdibhAva che te kalpanAnA hetu che, tema chatAM dharmanA prakAramAMthI citta uThI temAM jaIne sthita thAya che ke tenA mohamAM prerAya che. e te A jIvanI kevI ajJAnatA kahevAya, teno kaMI vicAra thAya che ? dRSTAMta tarIke vicArIe ke A eka bicArI rAMka jevI garIbamAM garIba evI strI ke dikarI che tene mArA vinA koI AdhAra nathI ema jANI strIAdikane mATe amuka rakama saMpAdana karI ApI jAuM to ThIka, evo vicAra karI te saMpAdana karavAmAM kALa gumAvI, potAnA AtmahitathI aTakI jAya che. tenI goThavaNa karavAnI IcchA ghaNA AtmAone rahe che. tema chatAM te bicArI strI AdikanA nasIbamAM nahIM hovAthI kAM to te dhana vyartha jAya che. athavA to nAza pAme che. kaho tyAre ApaNe to tenAM sArA mATe karI jatA hatA. tema chatAM tenA nasIbe ema thAya che. ane ApaNuM kaMI IccheluM nathI thatuM. evuM je IcchavuM te kevuM ajJAna kahevAya ? A jIvanI thoDI mUDhatA che. eka kukSimAM utpanna thayelA evA laghu baMdhava ane jenI kukSine viSe utpanna thayA evA mAtuzrI ke jeNe nava mAsa udaramAM rAkhI aneka prakAranAM du:kha sahana karI, maLa mUtrAdi dhoI vizeSa prakArathI cAkarI karI moTo karyo te zuM paranI dikarIne ja mATe ? AzcaryatA utpanna thAya che ke A te jIvanI kevI mUDhatA ? A te jIvano kevo moha ? e vicAra karatAM dRSTi cAlI zakatI nathI. jo jIva jarA vicAra kare to samajI zakAya tevuM che ke evA prakAranI khoTI kalpanAo karavI te ja ajJAnatAnuM moTuM kAraNa che. e ja ajJAna te narakAdi anaMta bhavanuM vadhAranArUM mahA mohanIya nAmanuM sthAna che ke jenI sthiti 70 koDAkoDI sAgaropamanI jJAnI puruSoe varNavI che; ke eTalI sthiti sudhI to tene dharma udayamAM na AvavA de. tyAre have kAMI vicAra Ave che ? strIAdi prakAramAM kaMI kahevA karavAmAM jevo saceta upayoga rahe che tevo dharma ArAdhana pratye kema nathI raheto ? tamArA hAthe tame zuM karI rahyA cho ? nathI dharma karyo, nathI dharmamAM vAparyuM. to pachI A jIva kaI gati karaze ? kadApi dharmanA nAme kaMI karyuM haze te paNa tame lokasaMjJAe karyuM. kAraNa ke pUrvAnupUrva jagatane rUDuM lagADavA jema jagata kare che tema tame karyuM che. ane Atmahita kema thAya e viSe pUchavAnI IcchA thatI hoya to zrI kIlAbhAIne pUchI jojo. kahevAnI matalaba ke jIvane saceta upayoga strIAdi padArthomAM rahI zake che tevo upayoga dharmamAM nathI raheto. ane jIva zreya thavuM Icche che e kema bane ? saMsArane sevavAnAM sAdhana karavA temAM rahevuM, dhana upArjana karavAmAM paDavuM ane mokSanI IcchA rAkhavI e te banatuM haze ? evI vAtano jo upayoga rAkhI yathArtha vicAra karavAmAM kALa vyatIta karazo to tamAruM ghaNuM ja duHkha nAza pAmaze. jIvane auSadha upacAra karavA ke parejI pALavI e paNa eka dehane mATenuM kAraNa che. je auSadha khAvAnuM bane che te jIvavAnI ke zarIranA mohanA kAraNathI bane che. paramArtha kAraNathI emAMnuM kAMI thaI zakatuM nathI. jo paramArtha kAraNathI thaI zakatuM hoya to te jIvane ATalI badhI jIvavAnI IcchA na rahe, prArabdha je kaMI hoya te samaviSamathI rahitapaNe bhogavavA upara dRSTi rahe. je je vakhate tamone jJAnIpuruSano samAgama thayo che te te vakhate athavA zrIjInA pavitra patrathI jene kAMI bodha thayo che emAM koI evI vAta nathI AvatI ke saMsAra bhogavavo ke ajJAnatAnuM sevana karavuM ke, mohAdimAM paDavuM, mUDhatA rAkhavI evuM kyAre paNa kahevAmAM AvyuM nathI. to atyAre have tamArI zarIra sthiti jotAM alpa vakhatanA ja mahemAna cho evuM eka jJAnadhArAe mAnIne jema bane tema upara jaNAvyA prakArothI bhayarahita thavAya to A jIvanuM kalyANa thavuM saMbhave che ane tenuM raTaNa paNa temAM ja rahevuM joIe. mATe have TuMkAmAMvALI have chevaTanI bhalAmaNa eTalI ja thavI yogya che. ke jema bane tema azarIrapaNe duHkha sthiti bhogavI, zarIranuM bhAna bhUlI jaI, jagata che ja nahIM evuM dRDhatva karI, sagA, kuTuMba, strI, mitra sau svArtha saMbaMdha che evo nizcaya karI, AkhuM jagata strIrUpe, mAtArUpe, bhAIrUpe, 293

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SiSSSS) satsaMga-saMjIvanI 4) SCHO anaMtavAra thaI cUkyuM che. konA upara mAtRbhAva, strIbhAva ke bhAIbhAva karuM ? evuM vizeSa vizeSa dRDhatva karIne samaye samaye vRtti e ja upayogamAM rAkhI prabhu sahajAtmasvarUpa prabhunuM dhyAna ahorAtra dhyAvana karo to tamAruM Atmahita thaze, mane ema samajAya che ane sarvajJAnI puruSone ema bhAsyuM che ane A apAra saMsArathI rahIta thayA che, thAya che ane thaze. jyAre AtmAne AvuM vicAravuM ucita lAgatuM na hoya to cAre gatinuM pharavAnuM enAthI nivartana thaI zakavAno saMbhava thato nathI. juo, pavitra jJAnI puruSanuM darzana thayuM hoya, temano bodha thayo hoya te jIvoe to AvA prakArathI na ja vartavuM joIe. ane kadApi vartavAnuM sahaja, paranI IcchAe rahetuM hoya to nirAzabhAve te sarvenA mananuM eka ja vakhate samAdhAna karI, have thoDA vakhatane mATe AtmasAdhana karavuM yogya che. jo jIvathI bIjo purUSArtha na thaI zakato hoya to phakta eka ja cittathI samaye samaye, prasaMge prasaMge, pharI pharIne eka pavitra "zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa" prabhunuM dhyAna karavuM avazyanuM che ke jethI sarva sAdhana sulabha thaI apUrva evuM Atmahita prApta thAya che. ane sarva duHkhanuM arthAt anaMta saMsAranA paryaTananuM nivartana seje thaI zake che. che e sulabha ane sarvottama je smaraNa karavAno bhaktimArga e ja ArAdhanAnuM vAraMvAra tamone jaNAvavAnI bhalAmaNa karIne A patra atyAre pUro karUM chuM. prArA bhAI, Apano koI paNa prakAre mArAthI avidhi, AkaruM kahevAyuM hoya ke lakhAyuM hoya, ema ja * koI paNa vakhate tamAro avinaya ke azAtanA ke koI prakAre doSa mArA mana, vacana, kAyAthI thayA hoya to vAraMvAra namaskAra karI khamAvuM chuM. kSamApanA IcchuM chuM. khaMbhAtanA mumukSu bhAIno patra ahaMkArarUpI mahAzatrune dekhADanAra svarUpanuM bhAna karAvanAra evA zrImad prabhuzrI rAjyacaMdrajIne ne namaskAra ! sarvamumukSabhAIone namaskAra karI, pUrve A muDha AtmAe jJAnane AvaraNa karanAra, darzana, cAritrane AvaraNa karanAra kriyA upAsI che te zrI harI pratApe ane mumukSu pratApe, koIka vedanIya karmane yoge, nivRttine yoge vicAratAM te bhUla jaNAI je vigatathI jaNAvI tenI kSamApanA sarvabhAI pratyethI mAguM chauM. eTale tamArA pratApe havethI mane tevI kAmanA raho nahI. huM mAyAmAM tadAkAra hato ane upAdhi prapaMcane to mAre karavoja joIe temAM keTaloka vakhata nivRtti jevo paNa hato tathApi A upAdhi ja mukhya karIne karavA yogya che tenA saMkalpa vikalpanI raTanA citta karyA ja karatuM hatuM. ane te bAbatamAM atyaMta kALajI hatI. je kALajI jIva sadaiva rAkhe to janma jarA maraNanuM mahAduHkha pAme tevI hatI, tevA tevA yogamAM zrI harIputra (pU.aM. bhAI) evA e parama mumukSubhAIe te ghaNI ghaNIvAra cetavaNI ApatA hatA. te vAta kavacit aMze sAcI che ema kahevAnuM thatuM. paNa e mAtra du:khagarbhita jevuM hatuM paNa mukhyapaNe nahIM ekavAra zrI aMbAlAlabhAI dukAne AvI beThA J hatA tyAM evo uccAra karatA hatA- saMsAra naththI kroDak te gAthA tathA harIsmaraNa vigere uccAratA hatA tyAM A duSTa parINAmI mUDhane aMtaHkaraNamAM ema thayuM ke Ama moDhe bolavAthI zuM thAya ? evI viparyAsa buddhi ane mahAmUDhatA thaI hatI tenA mATe tenI pAse kSamApanA mAgu chauM. aho ! atyAranA vicAre te duSTapaNa bahu lAge che. have pachI tevuM duSTapaNu karatAM A jIva aTake te mATe sarva samakSa te vAta mUkuM chau tevuM vimukhapaNuM rahevAthI A mAyAmAM tadAkArapaNuM vadhatuM gayuM ane satyarUSa maLelA na maLavA barAbara thaI mahAanartha sevana karAve che. mahAkarma upAya che. te sarva bhAIonA pratApe tevI premabhakti pragaTa zrI satupurUSa pratye thAya jethI S! te karma nAza thaI jAya. 294

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ho mAyAmAM tadAkArane lIdhe satpurUSanAM vacana, satpurUSanuM citrapaTa, mumukSuono samAgama e veTha jevo lAge che. jethI AvI mAThI dazA hajI rahI che. nahIMto mArga sulabha che. haju huM Idriya viSayano lAlacu chauM, mahAnIca chuM, duSTa chauM, adhama chauM, saMkalpa vikalpathI rahita nathI evA duSTane tamArA bhAIonA caraNaja pratye sadAya prema raho e IcchuM chauM. FDM he bhAIo ! sarvatra ahaMkAra pUMThene pUMThe lAgyo rahe che. A vAtane gupta rakhAvanAra paNa ahaMkArano putra mAyA kapaTa che to have tene phajeta karyA vinA khase tema nathI ema jANI sarva bhAIo samakSa A vAta spaSTa jaNAvI che. ahaMkArato bahu bahu prakAre chetare tevo che ane zrI hari maTADe to maTaze kAraNake zrI harie ahaMkArano nAza karyo che jeNe nAza karyo che te ja nAza karAvaze, bhAIo ! zuM lakhuM ? lI. ahaMkAra Adhina thayelo bALakanA sarva dayALubhAIne namaskAra. '' 19-192P 18 the line opin TAD=BACHU 295 Th

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O GROSSES) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) SYS () paramakRpALudevanA dehotsarga nimitte mumukSuonI virahavedanA karavA mATe saM. 1957, zrI kalola bhAI zrI kuMvarajIbhAI maganalAla A bhAratabhUmino prakAzita thayelo sUrya asta thayAnA ati khedakAraka samAcAra sAMbhaLI rAtri divasa azrudhArA vahyA kare che. khedano avakAza nathI manAto. vizeSa zuM varNavuM. nirAzrayapaNe aghoravanamAM mUkIne prabhue sadaivano viyoga Apyo e AgaLa bIjuM duHkha zuM varNavIe. have to zAMti rAkhI prabhu prakAzita karelA mArgamAM sadaiva paramajAgRtithI apramattapaNe vicaravuM e ja kartavya che. - khaMbhAtathI aMbAlAla OM namaH vaizAkha suda 9, zani, 1957 zrI kalola zrI kuMvarajIbhAI maganalAla sujJa bhAI, kRpA patra eka malyo che. AvA mahAvikarALa kALamAM Avo banelo joga te chAjyo nahIM ane sadaivano viyoga karAvI nAMkhyo evo mahA vikarALakALa lIdho ke leze ema thaI rahyuM che. tyAM upAdhi sevI badhAnuM pUruM karavA rahIzuM to pUruM thavAnuM nathI ane adhUruM mUkavuM paDaze ane svaAtmAnuM ahita thaze. mATe te dareka kAryonI pUrNatA thavAnI nathI. to pachI svaAtmahita mATe amUlya taka zA mATe khovI ? evo mUrkha koNa kahevo ke Avelo lAbha khove ? jethI apramattapaNe purUSArtha karavo ucita che. munizrInI sthiti borasada kSetre che. e ja vinaMtI. anaMtakarUNAmaya dazAthI samAdhibhAvamAM svarUpasthita thayelA paramakRpALu zrImano viyoga vAraMvAra smRtimAM rahyA kare che. rAtri divasa A anAtha bALakone aghora vanamAM nirAdhArapaNe mUkI cAlyA gayA. te du:khathI hRdaya vAraMvAra bharAI Ave che. - khaMbhAtathI nirAdhAra aMbAlAla zrI pa.kR.devanA nirvANa samayanI adbhuta AtmAkAradazA : pUjya zrI dhArazIbhAI tathA pU.zrI. navalacaMdabhAIe pU. aMbAlAlabhAIne pra.kR.devanuM caritra, deha chUTatA vakhatanI adbhUta dazA patrathI jaNAvela che. - pa.pU. kevaLa AtmArthI zrI aMbAlAlabhAI -khaMbhAta noMdha : A peja naMbara 296 thI peja naM. 303 sudhInI meTara navI prApta thayela mudrita karI che. 296

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RERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSA () te Apta pu.nA nirvANa samaye A aparAdhI bALa sevAmAM hAjara na hato. pU. navalacaMdabhAI, zrI revAzaMkarabhAI, zrI manasukhabhAI devazI tathA amadAvAdavALA puMjAbhAI tathA catrabhujabhAI tathA rAjakoTanA amuka Azrito temaja gRhastho hAjara hatA. A bALa caitra suda 13se rAjakoTa darzanArthe gayela. cha divasa tyAM sevAmAM hAjara rahI caitra vadI trIja rajA pUrI thaI rahevAnA kAraNe ane bIjA kAraNane laIne tyAMthI gerahAjara thayo hato. saM. 1957nA phAgaNa mAsamAM zrI paramakRpALudeva rAjakoTa padhAryA temAM be traNa vakhata darzanano lAbha thayela. e cha divasa rokAyo te pahelAM eka aThavADiyA upara pU. navalacaMdabhAI sAthe darzana karavA gayela, ane te pahelAM be aThavADiyA upara eka divasa mATe darzana karavA gayela, kharekharI sevAno lAbha lIMbaDIvALA pU.zrI. manasukhabhAI tathA morabIvALA pU.zrI prANajIvanabhAIe lIdho che. te sAkSAt AtmadarzI purUSane amuka madata pahelAM purUSaveda kSaya thayo hato. te vAta devAdhidevanA mukhArvidathI sAMbhaLI hatI ane tema thayethI (purUSa vedano kSaya thayethI) zarIramAM je cinha joIe te amuka aMze sevA karatI vakhata mane jovAmAM AvyA hatA. sevAmAM hAjara rahenArAone jude jude vakhate teozrI sUcavatA paraMtu sarAga bhAvane lIdhe amo koInA samajavAmAM AvatuM nahIM. mane kaheluM ke kAlano divasa rokAI jAo. utAvaLa zuM che ? paNa AjJA mAnI nahIM teno pAchaLathI pastAvo thAya che. A pAMcamanA divase sevAmAM mAtuzrI tathA pitAzrI nava bajyA sudhImAM be traNa vakhata teozrI pAse hAjara thayA tyAre hAthanA IzArAthI cheTe rahevA sUcanA ApI hatI. te samaye eka vakhata bAIzrI (jhabakabAI) paNa sevAmAM hAjara thayAM tyAre temane paNa hAthanA IzArAthI dUra rahevA jaNAvyuM hatuM. savAre lagabhaga nava bajyA pahelAM manasukhabhAIne vikSepa na thAya, teTalA mATe jarA davA tathA dUdha vApareluM hatuM. teo vakhato vakhata DAkaTara vigerene sUcanA karatA ke "huM Arya chuM mATe anArya auSadhI mArA upayogamAM na jAya tema karavAnuM che vi." savAre nava bajyAnA arasAmAM DholIyA para poDhayA hatA te uparathI lAMbI dRSTi karI, cera upana zayana-Asana goThavavA AjJA ApI. te taiyAra thatAM Asana tAkIdathI taiyAra karavA pUrI AjJA ApI. A vakhate zarIra taddana azakta hovAthI te Asana upara temanI AjJA pramANe zayana karAvyuM. A vakhate pU.zrI. manasukhabhAIne bolAvyA ane nIce pramANe vacana vargaNAnuM prakAzavuM thayuM. - "tuM kacavAIza mA, mAnI saMbhALa rAkhaje, huM AtmasvarUpamAM lIna thAuM chauM." ema prakAzI samApisthita thayA tyAra pachI eka vakhata vacana vargaNAnA pudgalano prakAza karaze ema hAjara rahenArane anumAna thayuM. paraMtu vacanabaLa athavA vacanavargaNAnA pudgala ochAM thaI gayAM haze tethI vacanavargaNAno prakAza thaI zakayo nahIM, te pachIthI samAdhIsthitapaNuM kAyama rahI, Akhara sudhI AtmasvabhAvamAM lInapaNuM kAyama rahI samAdhi maraNa thayuM che. | 'sahaja AtmasvarUpa" e vizeSaNathI joDAyelA te vizeSaNa A vakhate pratyakSa anubhavANuM. kAraNake "huM AtmasvarUpamAM lIna thAuM chuM" e vacana pachI yoga rUMdhavAnI mahenata sivAya seje teja kSaNe AtmasvarUpamAM lIna thayA. A vakhate zarIranuM Asana gayA bhAdaravA mAsamAM je mudrA hatI teja hatI. te Azare nava bajyAthI baporanA eka-be sudhImAM te zarIramAM rahevuM sarajela haze te samaya sudhI rahI paraloka gamana te ratnatrayI AtmAe 297

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@ phiHERERS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (SHREFORSii ) karyuM. te hakIkata te vakhate pU.zrI. revAzaMkarabhAI hAjara hatA temanA tarapha pUchavAthI jAhera thaze. huM hAjara hato ane sevAmAM raheto tathA teozrInI sevA vakhate vAta-cIta thatI tathA emanA zarIrane je vyAdhi thatI te amArA jovAmAM AvatI te uparathI huM kahuM chuM, ke temano puruSaveda kSaya thayo hato. lAyaka samyakatva AtmajJAna saMpUrNa hatuM. saMghayaNa vaja RSabhanArAja hatuM. tathA kema jANIe ghaNAM karma A TuMkA samayamAM vedI pUrA karavAnA hoya ema jaNAtuM hatuM. vaLI pote pU.zrI. manasukhabhAine ema paNa prakAzela ke "have pachI huM koi paNa mAne rovarAvIza nahIM." te uparAMta amuka amuka vakhate pU.zrI manasukhabhAIne sUcavela ke - "tamArA bhAInuM samAdhi maraNa thaze." savAranA nava bajyAthI pAchaLathI je hakIkta banI te saghaLI Apane nivedana karavA pU.zrI navalacaMdabhAine vinaMtI karI che. kAraNa ke teo nirvANa samaye hAjara hatA. amo zrI vavANiyA gayA nathI, javA icchA nathI. alaukIka purUSane mATe laukika sAcavavA jarUra jaNAtI nathI. huM hAla daseka divasathI gAma gayela, rAtrie Avyo chuM. pAchaLathI vavANiyA javA mATe vIramagAma Adi sthaLethI pUchAveluM. temane pU. zrI. navalacaMdabhAie na javA lakhI jaNAvela che. mAro paNa e ja abhiprAya che. ahIMthI paNa keTalAka pUche che temane paNa te ja abhiprAya ApIe chIe. phakta sagapaNa saMbaMdha dharAvanAra ja laukika prasaMge morabI Adi sthaLethI vavANiyA jaze. mAro potAno abhiprAya ema thAya che ke Apa khuda ja mAtuzrI tathA pitAzrI tathA bAizrInA prasaMgamAM ekathI vadhAre vakhata AvyAM hazo ? mATe Apa eka ja temanA moDhA sudhI Avo to temanA aMtaHkaraNamAM dhIraja thAya. Apa ghaNe dUra hovAthI A tarapha padhAravAnI agavaDa to jo ke ghaNI che. tethI lakhavAne mana acake che. paraMtu Apane ekane A tarapha padhAravA pU.zrI. navalacaMdabhAinI paNa salAha thAya che. ane jo ema banaze to javAno rasto morabI thai che. mATe ahIM rUbarU keTalIka araja Apane karavAnI che. te banI zakaze. patra dvArAe tamAma khulAsA nivedana karI zakAya tema nathI. jeo AvavA icchA rAkhe che temaNe patrathI pu.zrI manasukhabhAine athavA pU. pitAzrIne dilagIrI jaNAvavA harakata nathI. pU.zrI manasukhabhAie mane tathA pU.zrInavalaMcadabhAine zrI vavANiyA bolAvela che, paraMtu tyAM javAnuM keTalAka kAraNathI banI zake tema nathI. bhAratabhUmino temAM vizeSe karIne ApaNo ja prakAzita sUrya asta thayo che. kalpavRkSa phaLa ApatAM ApatAM cAlyuM gayuM che. ratnaciMtAmaNI icchita phaLa ApI zake che evuM phaLa lenArAnA samajavAmAM AvatAM kALarUpI kAgaDAe te ciMtAmaNIne khaseDI mUkyuM. ApaNe sarva bALako ghora aMdhAra saMsAramAM musApharI karatAM je sapharI jahAja hAtha AveluM paraMtu paMcama kALanA pavananA jabarA jhapATAthI te Azraya khoi beThAM chIe. sahaja AtmasvarUpa prabhunA virahathI je kheda thAya che te koi paNa prakAre varNavI zakAya tema nathI. tenI sAthe evA to bezuddha banI gayA chIe ke zuM karavuM te kAMi sUjhatuM nathI. zuM lakhavuM ? yA zuM vicAra karavo ? yA kema karavuM ? te saghaLuM khedAdika kAraNane laine kAMi paNa sUjhatuM nathI. have pachI nIcenI binA lakhavAthI ApanA khedamAM vadhAro karanAra huM thai paDIza to paNa mAre lakhyA vinA cAlatuM nathI. te e ke caitra sudI punamanA roja Apane tathA munione eka patra lakhavA mane AjJA karI hatI. tethI sevAthI paravArI kAgaLa lakhI jyAre vaMcAvavA lai gayo tyAre teozrI bolyA ke mArA kahevAno matalaba pharI gayo che. amuka vAta viparIta lakhANI che. te pramANe bhUlano Thapako ApavAthI huM bahu khedakhInna 298

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GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SK GROSSA) () thayo. tenI sAthe kema lakhavuM e pharI sUcanA thavAnI hatI, paraMtu pharIthI te jogavAi banI ja nahIM. A sivAya koine khabara ApavA AjJA thatI nahatI. patra vyavahAra ghaNA bhAge baMdha hovAthI bahArathI vakhate koino patra Avato te sevAmAM rajA karavAmAM Avato. e kAraNone laine patra nathI lakhI zakANo te mATe mAphI icchuM chuM. pa.pU. mahAna munivarone jema jema khabara maLatAM jaze tema tema vadhAre kheda thato jaze A Apane vinaMtI karavAnI ke Apane yogya jaNAya to kevaLa AtmArthI evA munivarone hakIkta nivedana karavA tasdI levI. tA. 21-4-1901 pU.zrI aMbAlAlabhAi - vinaMtI - navalacaMda DosAbhAi, kupALudeva dhyAnArUDha thayA vakhatanI zarIrasthiti kAyotsarganI paripUrNatA dazA sUcavatI hatI ane te chevaTa sudhI tevI ne tevI rahI hatI. nidrAvaza mANasa je zvAsa le tevA zvAsa levAtA hatA. prathama nAbhithI ane deha chUTayo tyAre kaMThathI te mukha sudhI thoDo vakhata cAlu rahyo hato. mUrati caitanyavaMta zobhAyamAna kema jANe hamaNAM dhyAnathI mukta thai ApaNane vacanAmRtano lAbha Apaze ema sUcanA karatI hatI. evI apUrva mudrA sarva koIne nI lAgatI hatI. kRpALu zrIe traNa yogane rokavAthI zarIrasthiti bIjAMnI dRSTie asAdhya jevI seja jaNAya. paNa dehamukta thatAM sudhI AtmasvabhAvamAM pUrNa jAgRti hoya ema zarIranA avayavonI sthiti tathA zvAsozvAsa-kriyAnI gati ityAdithI ema jaNAtuM hatuM. A vakhatanuM varNana AtmAmAM yathArtha samajAya che. paNa varNavI darzAvavAne zabdomAM mUkavAnuM dhyAnamAM AvatuM nathI. pU. zrI dhArazIbhAie uparanA jaNAvelA zabdo pU.zrI manasukhabhAi pratye kRpALuzrI bolI dhyAnastha thayA. A - nirvANa vakhate mUrti anupama caitanyavALI, zAMta, manohara ne jotAM tRpti na thAya evI zobhatI hatI. ema ApaNa guNAnurAgIne to lAge paNa jeo saMbaMdhathI hAjara rahelA tene paNa Azcarya pamADatI pUjyabhAva utpanna karatI jaNAtI hatI. A vakhatanA adbhutasvarUpanuM varNana karavAne AtmAmAM je bhAsa thAya che te lakhI zakto nathI.. kRpALuzrInA mahAn viyogathI mahAtmA AnaMdaghanajIe tIrthakaro pratye stutinA rUpamAM kADhelA udgAronA jevI ApaNI sthiti hAla to thayelI jaNAya che. darizaNa darizaNa raTato jo phiruM, to raNa rojha samAna; jehane pipAsA ho amRtapAnanI, kima bhAMje viSapAna, abhinaMdanajina darizaNa tarasIye. pU. zrI manasukhabhAi devazIe pa.ka.nA virahamAM karelI prArthanA ! zrImad rAjacaMdradeva bhagavAna sahajAtmasvarUpa zuddha caitanyasvAmIne trikALa namaskAra ho ! he bhagavAn ! Apa sahaja zuddha AtmasvarUpa zuddha caitanya cho. ane te dazA sarva siddha bhagavAnane tathA | kevaLI bhagavAnane prApta hatI. vaLI he bhagavAna ! Apa arihaMta bhagavAna cho. jenA vaDe tarIne pAra pamAya tene tIrthakara kahe che. he bhagavAna ! tamAMrAM caraNamAM je je mumukSu bhAi baheno Avela temane tamArAM darzanathI JX[ pratIti thai te tarIne pAra pAmyA che. Apa bhagavAnanA caraNamAM AvelA koi jIva te bhave ane chevaTamAM chevaTa 299

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6 satsaMga-saMjIvanI paMdara bhave mokSe jaze, te ni:saMzaya che. to he bhagavAna ! tame tIrthaMkara bhagavAna tulya cho. te Apa bhagavAnane same same trika2Na trikALa daMDavat sAkSAt namaskAra ho ! tuMhI ja zaraNuM che. trikALa sat che. saM. 1947nI sAlamAM Apa bhagavAnane nijasvarUpa prApta thayuM hatuM. vItarAga dazA prApta thai hatI. saM. 1942 AsapAsa mana vaza hatuM. pAMce iMdriyo vaMza hatI. vaLI paNa 1947mAM kSAyaka samyaktva prApta thayuM hatuM. ane te ja arasAmAM kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM hatuM. te arihaMta dazA prApta thai hatI. akhaMDIta Atmaupayoga prApta hato. dehAdi bhAva kSaya thayo hato. he bhagavAna ! Apa bIjA mahAvIra, bIjA rAma hatA. (patra naM. - 27. va. 384 1. 680) NEWER PROPH saM. 1947 tathA 1956 nI sAlanA citrapaTa uparathI teozrInI mukhamudrA jotAM te bhagavat dazA paramAtmadazA jovAmAM Avaze - khAtrI thaze. HINY SAP sp "AtmAnA guNAtizayamAM ja camatkAra che.'' bhagavAna birAjatA te sthaLe samavasaraNa thatuM '"guNanuM atizayapaNuM ja pUjya che.'' ''sarvotkRSTa zAMta svabhAva karavAthI paraspara vairavALAM prANIo potAno vairabhAva choDI dai zAMta thai bese che, evo zrI tIrthaMkarano atizaya che.'' pa.kR. (va. vyAkhyAnasAra-vAkya-6) ( he prabhu ! ApanA caraNamAM AvatA te vakhate samabhAva thai jato. ane tema thayeluM ghaNI vAra joyuM che. jene Apa pratye pratIti AvelI teono AtmA Apa bhagavAnamAM TharI jAto. vaLI tapA ane DhUMDhIyAne pUrvano virodhabhAva chatAM te baMne ApanA caraNamAM AvavAthI vaira-buddhi chUTI jai bhrAtRbhAva thaI arasaparasa pUjya bhAva thai gayela. te Apa bhagavAnano prabhAva che. ane jaina tathA vaiSNava teo baMnene virodhabhAva te Apa bhagavAnanA caraNamAM Avela sarvane te virodhabhAva maTI jai premabhAva-bhrAtRbhAva thayela che. tema DheDa (kAviThAno mahIlo bhagata) vi. ne pratIti thayela. temane te guNa prApta thayo hato. te sarva pratApa bhagavAna Apano che. Apa bhagavAna zrI iDara padhArelA te vakhate munio padhArelA tyAre Apa bhagavAna tyAM DuMgaramAM - jaMgalamAM padhArelA. pachI munione bodha karatAM te vakhate te samavasaraNamAM eka vAgha Avela tene verabuddhi - hiMsaka buddhi jatI rahelI. ne te zAMta bhAvathI paDakhe thaine cAlyo jato, te vakhate verabuddhi nAza thatI te sarve Apa bhagavAnano prabhAva che. ise Mi 3 temaja vIrasadanI bhAgoLamAM be sAMDhe tophAna karela. te vakhate Apa bhagavAna padhAryA ane te sAMDha najIka AvatAM zAMta thai gayelA che. tema ghaNIvAra bIje sthaLe paNa thayela che. te sarve Apa bhagavAnano prabhAva che. zrI vItarAgadevanI divyavANInA marmane jANanAra je purUSa te gaNadharadeva. parama pUjya zrI sobhAgyabhAi Apa bhagavAna je hakIkta jaNAvo tenA marmane samajI zakatA tethI te zrI gaNadhara deva hatA ane te zrImukhe prakAzyuM che. te padavI zrI khaMbhAta madhye saM. 1952 nI sAlamAM padhArela tyAre pU.zrI bApubhAinA makAnamAM trIje mALe agAsInA oTA para birAjyA hatA. eka bAju pU.zrI sobhAgyabhAi birAjyA hatA. eka paDakhe pU.zrI DuMgarazIbhAi birAjyA hatA. vAta prasaMge prabhue kahyuM A zrI gautama jevA che, DAbI bAjA beThelA zrI sudharmA jevA che. Is Vie | Hipjov Apa bhagavAnanA darzana thatAM zoka ciMtA jatA rahetA. bhagavAnanI vANIthI trividha tApa jatA rahetA. te azokavRkSa-bhAvathI samajavuM. 300 Winst

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI (SREER (9 divya zakti jene prApta thai hoya te devatA kahevAya. divya zakti eTale samyaka darzana ane te divya zakti satpurUSa bhagavAna pratye pratIti ane AjJA pramANe vartavAthI mumukSune prApta thAya. jene te lAbha lIdhelo hoya evA je bhAi beno te devatA devIyuM kahevAya. te bhagavAnanA samavasaraNamAM AvatA sarve mumukSu bhAI benonI ekajavRtti bhagavAnanI mukha mudrA sAme rahetI ane bhagavAna AjJA kare te parama preme upAsavA sarvenI vRtti rahetI ane tema rAha jotA ane te vakhate bhagavAnanuM yogabaLa kalyANa karatuM. iMdubhi eTale jayajaya zabda mumukSu jIva uccare, Apa kaho cho te sat che, tahatta-tahatta tema dhAraNA ApanAM vacananI mumukSu jIva karatAM. | divyadhvani - eTale divyavANI - gebI vANI. bhagavAnanI, eTale jenI vANImAM paramArtha guhya bharelo hoya te jema jema mumukSu jIva vicAre tema tema adhika adhika samajAtI jAya. anaMta bhAvathI bharelI bhagavAnanI vANI. te pAMtrIza prakAranI vANI kahI che. to te vANImAM sarve AvI jAya. cotrIza atizaya bhagavAnanAM kahyAM che, te sarve guNo he bhagavAna Apane prApta hatAM. he prabhu, Apa yugapradhAna hatA. yugapradhAna Adi paraNIne jatAM te vakhate rastAmAM kesarano varasAda (chAMTaNAM) thato. ne tema Apa bhagavAnane thayeluM te patramAM mane pU.zrI catrabhujabhAie lakhI jaNAvela hatuM ke pa.ka. devanA lagna thayAM bAda morabIthI sIgarAmamAM besI vavANiyo javA zrI sAhebajI ravAnA thayA. huM (catrabhuja) sAthe hato. morabIthI vidAya thayA ke tarata ja kesaranA chAMTaNA sIgarAma para paDyA te vakhate sAhebajIe mane (catrabhujane) uddezI, mArI sAmuM joI kahyuM - 'mahetA A kesaranA chAMTaNA paDyA che te ame yugapradhAna chIe tenI A nizAnI che." vaLI zrI AnaMdaghanajI kRta - "sevaka kIma avagaNIe ho mallijina e aba zobhA sArI", e stavana vAraMvAra kahevarAvatA. te vakhate 18 doSa kSaya thayelA hatA. te vakhate AtmA Apa tapAsatA hatA ane AtmAne te dazA prApta thayela hatI. eTale he bhagavAna Apa zrI arihaMta bhagavAna cho. saM. 1956 nA bhAdaravA mAsamAM zrI vaDhavANa UbhI mudrAno citrapaTa paDAvyo te vakhate zrI pArzvanAthajI bhagavAna jevI adbhuta dazA hatI. zrI pArzvanAthajI bhagavAna jaMgalamAM kAusagga dhyAnamAM UbhA rahI birAjela te vakhate kamaTha devatAe upasarga karyo ane dharaNaMdra padhArI rakSaNa karela - bhakti karela. zrI pArzvanAthajI bha.ne kamaTha pratye dveSa | nahIM ane dharaNendra upara rAga nahIM. apUrva vItarAgatA ane adbhuta dazA te vakhate temanI hatI. te ja dazA che prabhu, Apa bhagavAnane te vakhate prApta hatI. ane te Ape anaMtI karUNA karI bIje divase jaNAvyuM hatuM. ane te vakhate zarIra maMdavADane lIdhe ati jIrNa thayeluM. te saM. 1956 nI sAlamAM phoTogrApha mI. vIla sAhebanA presanA kaMmpAunDamAM paDAvela hato. ane tyAMthI cAlIne padhArela te phakta manobaLathI cAlela tema anaMtI karUNA karI zrImukhe jaNAvyuM hatuM. ke - "Aje ame cAlyA chIe te phakta manobaLathI". saM. 1956nI sAlanA phoTogrApha uparathI mukhamudrA jotAM te bhagavAnanI dazA jovAmAM Avaze. zrI iDaramukAme Apa bhagavAne munione siddhadazAnuM pragaTa darzana karAvyuM hatuM. he munio ! A AtmA, AtmA, AtmA, A siddha ane A siddha zIlA ! sAkSAt sarasvatI pustaka zrI vanecaMda daphatarIe chapAvela te vakhate sAkSAta eTale pratyakSa ane sarasvatI eTale zrI vItarAganI vANI, te pustaka lakhAyela te vakhate Apane vItarAga dazA prApta hatI. saM. 1956,vaDhavANamAM bhagavAnane saMgrahaNInuM darada Azare mAsa dasa agAu prApta thayela te vakhate caraNa sevAmAM ghaNo vakhata temanI kirapAthI rahevAnuM thayeluM te vakhate haMmezA divasamAM traNathI 10-12 sudhI jhADA thayelA - 301

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ane te vakhate zarIra ghaNuM nabaLuM paDI gayeluM. je prathama saM. 1947nI sAlamAM zarIranuM vajana 140 ratala hatuM te maMdavADa vakhate vajana ratala 57 Azare thai gayeluM. tethI cAlavAnI zakti maMda jevI ne vAraMvAra jhADe javuM paDe tethI eka peTI temAM moTuM kAcanuM kuMDu vacamAM rahe tevI peTI muMbaIthI Avela temAM kaLaze javAnuM banatuM te vakhate jhADe pote jatA ane te kuMDu A bAla lai jato tyAre temAM sugaMdha AvatI. te gaMdha jAvaMtarI kesara sukhaDa vigere jevI sugaMdhadAra chevaTa sudhI joyela. vaLI tevI ja rIte zarIra paNa sugaMdhadAra rahetuM jovAmAM AveluM. bhagavAnane zarIre koI vakhata tAva Avato te tAva utare tyAre parasevo vaLato te paNa ghaNoja sugaMdhadAra vakhato vakhata joyela ane AvI zarIra sthiti vakhate paNa mudrA atyaMta praphullita AnaMdamaya jovAmAM AvatI ane AtmA AtmA bhAve ja akhaMDIta vartato te vicAratAM spaSTa lAge che. ja 11551 he bhagavAna ! apUrva vItarAgatA ! saM. 1957mAM vavANIyA choDayuM tyAre be hAtha joDI bolelA - cAre gatine amAre levAdevA nathI.A jagatane ne amAre levA devA nathI. ane A dehane amAre levA devA nathI.'' e Adi svarUpa vicAratAM AtmAmAM bhagavAnanuM svarUpa spaSTa bhAsaze. he bhagavAna ! mohanIyano kSaya thayo hato. 30698 pa.kR. deve chelle vavANiyA choDayuM tyAre cAlatI vakhate te gharane, te DelIne, mAtuzrI, pitAzrIne mitrone vi.ne. namaskAra vAraMvAra karelA. chevaTe jatAM jatAM gAmane paNa namaskAra karelA. te joine temanA mitre pUchyuM ke kadI nathI ne Aje kema Ama ? to bhagavAne kahyuM ke 'AgaLa upara samajAze' ! te bhAi hajI kahe che ke have samajAyuM ke teozrI pharI vavANiyA AvanAra na hatA. he bhagavAna ! AtmA atyaMta jAgRta upayoge vartato hato ane deha rahevAno nathI tema jANatA hatA. paNa tethI AtmAmAM maMda dazA koi vakhate joyela nathI. paNa vardhamAna jAgRta upayoga vartato hato ane te chevaTa sudhI. nirvANa pAmavAnA vakhate caraNamAM te prabhunI kRpAthI rahevAnuM banela paNa koi vakhate rAgadveSa, kaSAya, nokaSAya jovAmAM Avela nathI paNa teno kSaya karela te jovAmAM Avela hato. vedano kSaya karela te jovAmAM Avela. sAkSAt bhagavAna bIjo mahAvIra jevI te dazA pratyakSa jovAmAM Avela che. to he bhagavAna ! samaye samaye trikALa namaskAra ho ! namaskAra. he bhagavAna ! Apa sarvajJa bhagavAna cho. asaMga dazA, nirvikalpa caitanya svarUpa hatA. saM. 1957nA caita2 vada pAMcama maMgaLavAra bapore sTAMDara Tema athavA madrAsa Tema bAra upara ekane pAMca minITa thai che te vakhate he bhagavAna ! Apa svarUpamAM lIna thayA hatA. te ja svarUpe sarve tIrthaMkara deva tathA tamAma bhagavAna svarUpamAM sthita thayA che. tA. 16-8-1901 muMbaI T WIE FICHSEN zrI sahajAtmasvarUpa paramAtmAne trikALa trividha namaskAra ho. parama pUjya mokSAbhilASI bhAIzrI revAzaMkara jagajIvana tathA pavitra bhAI zrI manasukhabhAi vigere tamAma mumukSuo, hesis HURUS bilus hap bhAizrI ! Ape je vicAra dhAryAM che te ghaNAM uttama che. amArI vinaMtI to e ja che je parama prabhunI dhArelI yojanA jaldI pAra pADavAnuM koziSa thAya, jema bane tema tAkidathI bahAra pADavA kRpA karazo, amo ghaNAM dilagIra chIe. paramAtmAnA viyogathI je kheda thAya che te avarNanIya che. koi paNa prakAre AtmA zAMta thato 302

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( M) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) che nathI. kSaNe kSaNe virahano kheda thayA ja kare che. temanAM viyogathI amo to nirAdhAra thayAM chIe. ame hInapunyazALI ke jene kALe thappaDa mArI ratnaciMtAmaNI paDAvI lIdho che. koi prakAre mana zAMta thAtuM nathI. mATe parama pavitra prabhunA vacanAmRta tathA zikSAvacananI nakkala vAMcavA lAyaka mokalAvavA kRpA karazo e ja vinaMtI. jema bane tema paramaprabhunA zrutajJAnano vadhAro thAo ne teo sAhebano dhArelo vicAra pAra paDo evo amAro ullAsita abhiprAya che. li. alpajJa bAla dInadAsa saMibA kALIdAsanA savinaya namaskAra prApta thAya. li. chagana nAnajInA namaskAra vAMcazo. jata pUjya revAzaMkarabhAi tathA pU. manasukhabhAine mAluma thAya je mArA kRpALudeve mane kaheluM ke, "tane vacanAmRto maLaze ne paramazAMti thAze" temane mane rAjakoTa kAgaLa lakhI teDAvelo hato. mane copaDIyo paNa Apela. teno mane pAkko bharUso hato ne vaLI bIjI keTalIka e prabhue mArA upara kIrapA karI hatI. mane bIjuM apUrva lAbha Apavo hato tevuM mane tihAMnA samIpa rahenAre kIdhuM hatuM, paNa mArA kamanasIbe te copaDIo athavA bIjAM vacanAmRto maLyAM nathI teno pUro udvega rahyA kare che. mArA dhaNIe to mane ghaNo saMtoSakAraka karyo che. have amo nadhaNiyA thayAM to temanA lAgatA vaLagatAnA Azraye rAkhIne kRpA karazo ne karAvazo. mArA dhaNI to atyAre pratyakSa nathI paNa aparokSa mArA aMtaramAM che. tamo ghaNuM ja sAruM kAma kare che tethI AnaMda thayo che. Darabana tA. 21, 1901 ema. ke. gAMdhI eDavokeTa - nAtAla murabbI bhAi revAzaMkarabhAi kavizrI gujarI javAnA khabara bhAi manasukhalAlanA kAgaLa uparathI malyA. tema ja tyArabAda chApAmAM paNa joyA. vAta na mAnI zakAya tevI che. manamAMthI te visarI zakAtI nathI, vicAra karavAno paNa A dezamAM avakAza thoDo ja rahe che. Tebala upara beTho hato, tevA ja khabara maLyAM, vAMcI eka miniTa dilagIrI karI, turata ophIsanA kAmamAM gUMthAi gayo. evI ahIMnI jIMdagI che. paNa jyAre kaMika paNa avakAza maLe che tyAre e ja vicAra thAya che. khoTo ke sAco mane emano bahu ja moha hato. ane mArI umeda paNa temAM ghaNI hatI te badhI gai. eTale huM svArthane raDuM . gAMdhI ema. nA praNAma. caitra vada 10, 1957 - khaMbhAta paramapUjya zrI : paramakRpALu paramadayALu, zrI rAjyacaMdra prabhu - bharatakhaMDanA sUrya saM. 1957nA caitra vadI 5, nA bhoge rAjakoTamAM A dehano tyAga karI asta thayA che, te ghaNo khedakAraka che. he bhagavAna ! amo ajJAna bALane rajhaLatA mUkI Apa A bhUmine choDIne asta thaI gayA. amo have konA AdhAre rahIzuM? mahApunyanA yoge Apano samAgama thayo. e na thayA jevo thai gayo. he bhagavAna, huM 303

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O GEETS satsaMga-saMjIvanI GRESER) (ra bahu bhUlyo, meM tamAro bodha grahaNa karyo nahIM. ApanI AjJA meM pALI nahIM. huM atyaMta pApI chuM, ajJAna chuM, mUDha chuM, avivekI chuM. aho ! huM have e pApathI kyAre chUTIza ? have mane Apa vinA upakAra koNa karaze ? Apano samAgama thatAM huM kAMi paNa cetyo nahIM. aho mane have Apa vinA A duHkhamAMthI koNa choDAvaze ? aho, huM atyaMta karmano bAMdhanAra chuM. e Apa vinA koNa emAMthI mane mukta karaze ? da: bApu. bApujI zeTha) pUjya zrI aMbAlAlabhAinI chevaTanI dazAnuM citra prathama caitra vada 7 ne zukravAra rAtanA Azare nava vAgyAnA sumAre huM (mohanalAla maganalAla) tyAM gayo hato. te vakhate parama pUjya bhAIzrI aMbAlAla beThA hatA. zanivAre divasanA agiyAra vAgatA sudhI tAvanI hejasAja zarUAta hatI. te pachI zanivAre kezavalAla ke je temane tyAM munIma che, temanI sAthe kahevarAvyuM je mane tAva Avyo che mATe AvI jajo. te uparathI huM zanivAranA doDha vAgyAnA sumAre jIrALApADe bhAIzrInA makAne gayo hato. tAvamAM teo pATa upara sUtA hatA. te divase huM cAra vAgyAnI TrenamAM muMbaI javAno hato, te vicAra baMdha rAkhyo, ne bhAIzrIe paNa kahyuM ke muMbaI jaiza nahIM. te pachI pitAzrIne bolAvavA mANasa molyuM. te vakhate temanI zraddhA paramakRpALudevanA guNagrAmamAM tathA vicArabhaktimAM hatI. tyAra pachI cAra vAgyanA sumAre pitAzrI maganalAlabhAi padhAryA ane pitAzrIe tathA meM kahyuM ke ''sutAravADe tame cAlo'. te vakhate potAnA ghara uparano mamatvabhAva tyajI AvavAne mATe hA kahI, ane te vakhate akhaMDa AtmAmAM lIna, bhaktimAM saMpUrNa rIte magna hatA ane bIjA amo vAtacIta karatA hatA paNa teozrI te upara bIlakula dhyAna ApatA nahIM. te pachI sumAre pAMca vAgyAnA arasAmAM bhAI tribhovanabhAI jeo ke teonA satsaMgI bhAI hatA, teo padhAryA. bhAIzrInA page hAtha lagADayA, je uparathI bhAIzrIe kahyuM ke A devuM huM kyAre cUkavIza ? ema kahI pote UThIne je sevA bajAvatA hatA te baMdha karAvI. tyAra pachI tribhovanabhAIe "bhAI paramabhakti viSe che" ema amone kahyuM. tyAra pachI huM ghoDAgADI lAvavAnI rajA levA Avyo tyAre bhAizrIe kahyuM ke jamIne jA, pachI huM jamIne ghoDAgADI lAvyo. bhAIzrI te vakhate hiMcakA para beThA hatA. meM kahyuM ke jaie chIe. pachI potAnI meLe UThIne pATa upara beThA ane paramakRpALudevanuM smaraNa karIne gharanI bahAra nIkaLyA ane gADI pAse gayA. pachI bhAIzrIne kahyuM ke 'gADImAM beso' to mane besavAnuM kahyuM pachI pote potAnI meLe beThA ane gADI calAvavA meM gADIvALAne kahyuM, eTale gADIvALAe gADI hAMkI, paNa te vakhate derAsaramAM kAma karanAra majura ghaNAM ja UbhA hatA tethI bhAIzrI bolyA ke gADI sAcavIne hAMkajo, ghaNAM mANaso UbhA che, temAM koine dhakko vAge nahIM. pachI gADI poLa bahAra thaine bajAramAM AvI. te vakhate bhAIzrI bolyA ke A sTeja tAva have rahyo che ne bIjuM kAMi du:kha nathI, ema kahI mane dhIraja ApI. jo dhIraja nahIM ApuM to kAMi kleza sagAM kuTuMba karaze te dhArI mane vadhAre dhIraja ApavA mAMDI. pachI sutAravADAnI khaDakImAM AvyA. mArA pitAzrI ahIM UbhA hatA. pitAjIe kahyuM ke hAtha jhAluM, utaro. tyAre javAba Apyo ke nA, huM utarIza, ema kahI potAne hAthe gADImAMthI utarI dukAnamAM beThA. te vakhate nAjarasAheba, bakoradAsa tathA nagInadAsa ne eka sarakArI modIkhAnAmAM darogA sAheba che te, bhAIzrIne tAva 304

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GSSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSR ) s - . AvyAnA samAcAra sAMbhaLI AvelAM. te vakhate eka vidvAna vaidya maNizaMkarabhAie nADa tapAsIne kahyuM ke tAva che ? to bhAIzrIe hA kahI, paNa davA saMbaMdhI kAMi pUchaparacha karI nahIM. teozrInI zarIra uparanI mohadazA utarI gayAnuM A darzana hatuM. pachI rAtanA dazeka vAgyAnA sumAre suMdaralAla mANekacaMdanA makAnamAM sUtA ane kahyuM ke mArI pAse koine suvADazo nahIM. paraMtu te pachI temanI bimArI vadhI gai. - pachI bIje divase caitra vada 8 ravivAre savAranA UDyA, paNa IzvarabhaktimAM lIna hatA. Akho divasa paramakRpALu, sadharma, saguru, sarvajJadeva tathA zAstronI gAthAonuM smaraNa karatA hatA. te vakhate mumukSubhAIo bhAI choTAlAla tathA tribhovanabhAi tathA kIlAbhAI tathA lallubhAi tathA prANajIvanadAsa tathA mohanalAla tathA hIrAlAla tathA jagajIvanadAsa vigere avAranavAra AvatA ane pU. aMbAlAlabhAine jaNAvatA ke paramakRpALudevanuM smaraNa tathA dhyAna akhaMDa rAkhavuM. AtmA akhaMDa che je Apa jANo cho, sarvajJadevanuM smaraNa Apa karo cho tevI rIte karyA karazo. tevI hakIkata sAMbhaLavA potAnI indriyo barAbara sateja rAkhatA ane pote aNasAro hAthanI AMgaLIthI batAvatA hatA ke e ja che. moMDhethI vizeSa kahI zakatA nahIM kAraNa ke chAtIe pittanuM jora vizeSa hatuM. temanA patnIe kaTuMbAdikanI bhalAmaNa karavA viSe ajJAnapaNAmAM kahyuM : 'tame tamArA pitAzrIne nemacaMda tathA popaTanI bhalAmaNa karo athavA tamAre bIjI kaMi guMcavaNa hoya te tamArA pitAzrIne athavA tamArA bhAIne kahevI hoya te kaho". bhAizrIe e paNa saMsAra upAdhinI hakIkta hatI mATe dhyAnamAM lIdhI nahIM ane jema tyAga karyo hoya ema jaNAyuM. pachIthI potAnI patnIe jANyuM ke A puruSe aMtarathI tyAga karyo hoya tema lAge che. eTale mAre have kAMi saMsAra upAdhi vigere kaMI hakIkta kahevI yogya nathI. paNa aMtaramAM kheda hovAthI te khedane zAMta pamADI potAnI chAtI upara jame paththara rAkhI beThA. te vakhate bhAIzrInI bahena icchA tathA bhurIbahena hatAM temane A viSe kheda thavAthI temanI strIe bhalAmaNa karI leht 16h STS mois ke tame jAo. A vakhate A dharmIpuruSa UMDA vicAra ane bhaktimAM che. mATe ahIM kaMI kheda karazo nahIM. pachI temanA pitAzrI tathA temanA bhAio, sALAo vigere hAjara thayAM. potAnI strIne nIce pramANe hakIkta kahI ke A saMsAra khoTo che, hamo tathA nemacaMda tathA popaTa va. tamArA bhAIoagara upara kaI paNamahamaMchI rakhazo nahIM ane jevA dharmanA pATiyA sevyA che tevo je sevajo. saMyuSone ane mahAvIrasvAmInIssahya zAsanane sevajo, emanA pitAzrI vigere sarve paNa temane eja kahata bhAIzrI sAMbhaLatA ane paoNsInI AMgaLI veDe izArAthI eja bhajanA cAlu che ema jaNAvatA 3iw 101 *J+Jbv jsjfjcs cjp Jkac bddha ravivAranA baporanAM"levI' vakhata&AI kezavalAhya zujhika kAMga biA kore bhAizrIe javAba Apyo ke keTalA kAgaLa che ? kAgaai che. te konA che ?to kezalAle kahyuM ke pUjyazrI dAmajIbhAi tathA pU. zrI manasukhabhaMI-kIratacaMdana chezvo bhAIzrIe kahyuM ke teo zuM kheM iMdhaca. eTale kezavalAle banne kAgaLo vAMcI saMbhaLAvyA. te barAbara rIte sAMbhaLI kaMI bolyA nahIfkyAre kezavaMbhAle kahyuM ke kaMI javAba lakhavo che? tyAre bhAizrIe javAba Apyo ke huM lakhavuM chepretannI sthitiakharanI rahI chatAM paNa koi mumukSune bolAvavI para bhalAmaNaI karI]nahIM. tevI rIte sojIMdA.utArelI coksajuDjhAimU zrI dAmajIbhAIno patra Ave ke javAbaDaturata Apata, puNA pote A vakhate AkharI hakIkta,jANatAM chatAM kaMI paNa javAba lakhavA kahyuM nahIM. - Jh68 chaJJ-35 flv 13si8315Kg & Jo]}*M [v HS Sports14 des { 1952 19 Jh19Do SS Setsis hJp Blossardes his 305 30

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) 50) tyArapachI sumAre savA pAMca vAgatA temanA mitra ratanalAla AvyA. paNa bhAIzrI zuddha rIte bhAnamAM chatAM kahyuM nahIM ke padhAro. | temanA sALA bhAIcaMdabhAIe temanuM zarIra joyuM ane kahyuM ke tAva Avyo che paNa bhAIzrI bolyA nahIM. nIkara bhAIcaMdabhAI Ave tyAre temanI sAthe dharma saMbaMdhI temaja saMsAra saMbaMdhI eTale vivekathI cAlavuM, nItie cAlavuM, asano tyAga karavo ema niraMtara tenI sAthe vAto karatA. A vakhate kaMI paNa kahyuM nahI ne saMsAra uparathI jANe ekadama moha utArI nAkhyo hoya tevuM jovAmAM AvyuM. vaLI mumukSubhAIo kahe ke bhaktimAM pUraNa cho ane vedanI to vedyA vinA chUTako nathI, mATe akhaMDa AtmA che. jevA bhaktimAM cho tevI ja rAkhajo. tema zrI mahAvIra bhagavAnano bodha tathA paramakRpALudevanA vacano kahetA hatA. baporanA vakhate tribhovanabhAI moTA pustakanA vacanAmRta vAMcatA hatA. teozrI kAna daI barAbara rIte sAMbhaLatA hatA. vaLI bhAIzrIne vedanAnA udayathI zvAsa vadhAre caDato hato. 'hA hA' kahIne paMdara paMdara miniTa thAya tyAre he prabhu ! he prabhu ! evI rIte be divasa sudhI rAta divasa ema karatA. vaLI ravivAranA rAtanA bAra vAgyAnA sumAre temanA putra bhAI nemacaMdanA sasarA vajecaMde bhAIzrIne beThA karyA. pote beThA thayA tyAre vajecaMde kahyuM ke chokarA vigerenI tamo tamArA pitAzrI tathA tamArA bhAIone bhalAmaNa karo, tyAre bhAIzrIe AMkho mIMcI dIdhI ane beThA to rahyA tyAre vajecaMde pharI pharI pAMca sAta vAra kahyuM ke tamoe bhalAmaNa emane tathA amane karavI hoya to kaho. tyAre te sAMbhaLI AMkho mIMcI detA ne kaMI paNa javAba detA nahIM. tyAre vajecaMde kahyuM ke tamane bhAna nathI tethI tamo javAba ApatA nathI. vajecaMde pUchayuM ke huM koNa chuM ? tame oLakhatA ho to kaho. bhAIzrI kahe tame vajAzA cho. te vakhate vajecaMde kahyuM ke tamone chokarAnI bhalAmaNa karavA kahuM chuM tyAre kema bolatA nathI. tyAre bhAIzrIe kahyuM ke "zuM kahevuM che ! mane suvADo" te vakhate saghaLA kuTuMbIo hAjara hatA. temanA pitAzrIe kahyuM ke vajAzA pUche che, teno javAba kema ApatA nathI ? ne mane je tamAre kahevuM hoya te kaho. tyAre javAba Apyo ke mane suvADo' tevI ja rIte mohabhAva utArI nAkhyo kirTa eJSTha I F I JI+I5] J$ 9]& SUCp] ]] che ema sarve kuTuMbIone cokkasa rIte lAgyuM. Swisely Boguce SPSSIC palicis Fh P S Sh 37 5JB munizrI lallujI svAmI A cAlu sAlamAM atre padhArelA, te pachIthI bhAIzrIe ghara uparathI, kuTuMbIo uparathI tathA potAnA khAvA pIvAnA padArtho uparathI ekadama mohadazA utArI nAkhI hatI. rAtre sumAre dazathI agyAra vAge satsaMgamAMthI potAnA mukAme AvyA pachI pustako laI pote vicAratA hatA ane pustakamAMnuM vivecana pote karatAM karatAM pachIthI nidrAvaza thatA ane potAnA hastamAM puSka rahetuM. temanA patnI savAre Ave - tyAre te vakhata pustaka hAthamAM jovAmAM AvatuM hatuM JCJ8 S $ JUJJe JBS8 gujju 66 somavAre savAranA temanA pitAzrI, bhAI tathA patnI vigeree punyAna kareluM. jenI vigata batAvelI raMtuSTote zAMta bhAve samajI lIdhuM hatuM. maM ]]yojpg 50$ $ 109,10 5 Je JJDj+ps [1.sij> j[ ] i3 kinnImavAranA Akho divasa mumukSu bhAIo dharma saMbaMdhIgravaNa karAvatA ane zrI gurUnuM zaraNa tathA jirnazvara daivanI bhakti vigere ane AtmA akhaMkiche, vedanIna udayA che ane zAMti Apa rAkho cho tevI kAyama Grahe te pramANe ekadhyAne bhaktimAM karazoPvaLI gadhI.dolatacaMde jIvarAzI saMbhaLAvyuM ane thorAzI lAkha jIvone pote khamAvyA, ane samAdhithI pote vedanIya sahana karatA. - pri- gaI ! pote AkharanI vAta cokkasa rIte jANatA hatA, kAraNa ke eka mAsa upara temanI patnIne rAtanA sUtelA VOE

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI RER REM() erl. UThADI kahyuM hatuM ke caitara mahino mAre mATe bhAre che ane vakhate A kSaNabhaMgura deha paNa chUTe. e pramANe kaheluM. paNa strIjAta kheda pAme tethI pharI kahyuM ke deha viSe pIDA bhogave athavA paisAthI nukazAna thAya. tema kahIne vAta pheravI. A vAta temanI patnIe koIne jaNAvA dIdhI nahIM. A vakhate temanI patnIe temanA bhAI mohanalAlane A vAta kahI. tamArA bhAIzrI A pramANe mAsa eka pahelAM kahetA hatA. bhAIzrI tathA mumukSubhAI nagInadAsa tathA mumukSubhAI bhAIcaMda e traNe bhAIo eka ja vakhate ane eka ja roganI bimArImAM hatA. ane pote jANatA hatA ke amo eka ja bimArImAM chIe, tethI bhAIzrI ema bolatA ke bhAI nagInadAsa tathA bhAI bhAIcaMdane kema che? teTalA zabdo koI koI vakhate bolatA. - somavAre savAre atyaMta vedanIno udaya Avyo. pote eka cittathI zAMtabhAve vedatA. temanA pitAjI tathA temanI patnI pUchatAM ke tamone kema che ? zuM thAya che ? ne tamone kema lAge che ? to te kahetA ke mane ThIka che, sArUM thaze, evI dhIraja sarva kaTuMbIne ApatA. vedanI anaMta hatI chatAM paNa ema kahetA na hatA ke darada thAya che. paramakRpALudevanuM tathA sadharmanuM tathA sarvazadevanuM zaraNa moMDhethI teozrI bolatA. somavAranA savArathI bapora sudhImAM sthiti ghaNI bhayaMkara mAlama paDatI hatI. ane bapora pachInA cAra vAgyAnA arasAmAM bhAIzrI bolyA ke bhAIcaMdane kema che? pachI mumukSabhAIo avAranavAra AvatA ane zrImad rAjacaMdra kRta vANI vAMcI saMbhaLAvatA ne bhAIzrI te eka citte zravaNa karatA. vedanA ghaNI hatI chatAM zAMtabhAve samAdhiyukta bhAve vedatA hatA. kIlAbhAI sAMjanA sADAcAranA sumAre padhArela te vakhate bhAIzrI doharA (he prabhu, he prabhu...) e pote bolatA hatA. te vakhate Akhara sthitimAM hatA, to paNa potAnI zuddha sthitithI bolatA. chevaTe rAtanA sumAre sADA nava vAgatAM eTale deha choDavA samaye sarve bhAIo dharmanuM vivecana karatA hatA. vedanI pote zAMtabhAve vedatA hatA. chevaTe deha choDyo tyAre paNa temaNe koI jAtanI asvasthatA anubhavI nathI. chelle bhAIzrI tribhovanabhAI somavArane dahADe moTuM pustaka zrImad rAjacaMdranuM vAMcana karatA hatA. te bhAIzrI dhyAna daIne sAMbhaLatA hatA ne pachI bhAI choTAlAla mANekacaMda paNa dharmasaMbaMdhI vivecana karatA bhAIzrI chevaTa sudhI temano deha choDaze tevA cinho thayA nathI. rAte sADA nava deha choDyo tyAre bhAIzrInI kAMti zobhI UThI hatI. ne deha choDatAM sudhI kAMti ramaNIya dekhAtI hatI. ane DAbA pagano aMgUTho camaka camaka thato hato. - parama pUjaya zrI devakaraNajI mahArAja sAhebanI aMtima dazAnuM citra zrI devakaraNajI Adi carottaramAM vicaratA hatA te arasAmAM zrI devakaraNajIne pagamAM kAMTo vAgyo. saMvata 1958nuM cAturmAsa temane borasadamAM karavAnuM hatuM paNa kAMTo vAgavAthI paga pAkyo ane hADakuM saDavA lAgyuM eTale amadAvAda khAte comAsuM nakkI karyuM, ane mumukSubhAIoe DoLImAM besADI temane amadAvAda mokalyA. tyAMnA paricita sthAnakavAsIo tathA anya mumukSu varge bahu sArI sevA karI. klorophorma ApI oparezana karavAno DaoNkaTarano abhiprAya hato. paNa zrI devakaraNajI bebhAna rahevA mAgatA na hatA. eTale klorophorma vinA ja oparezana karavuM paDyuM. sAta vakhata pharI pharI oparezana karavAM paDayAM paNa klorophorma na lIdhuM te na lIdhuM. Akhare e comAsAmAMja zrI devakaraNajIno deha amadAvAdamAM paDyo. zrI lakSmIcaMdajI Adi muniyo zrI devakaraNajI sAthe amadAvAda comAsu rahelA. temane AzvAsanano patra zrI lallujI svAmie karamALAthI lakhyo hato. temAM jaNAve che - tene AtmasvarUpano lakSa levAnI IcchA hatI, 307

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O GASKER - satsaMga-saMjIvanI SSASASA () te gurUgamathI maLI hatI. te zuddha AtmA AtmapariNAmI thaI vartatA tevA AtmA pratye namaskAra ho! namaskAra ho ! - vacanAmRta :- "samyak prakAre vedanA ahiyAsavArUpa paramadharma parama purUSoe kahyo che." munizrI devakaraNajIne vedanI prabaLa vedatA tathA maraNa upasargane avasare temane samatA bhAvatAM to nirjarA che. have jema bane tema apratibaMdha ane asaMgapaNuM prApta thAya te kartavya che. munivarone te munizrIono samAgama saMyamane sahAyakAraka hato. vairAgya tyAgano vadhAro thavAmAM kAraNabhUta hato. amane paNa teja kAraNathI kheda rahe che, te kheda have kartavya nathI, amAre ane tamAre eka sarUno AdhAra che, te zaraNa che.... sarva bhUlI javA jevuM che....... nAzavaMta che te vele moDe mUkavA jevuM che....... parabhAva bhUlI * javAya tema kartavya che.... gautamasvAmie paNa prabhu mahAvIra uparathI rAga utAryo hato. eka sarUnA svarUpamAM citta joDazo.... maMtra Apela che te bahuvAra yAda karazo. koI vAte muMjhAzo nahIM, muMjhAvA jevuM nathI." ' zrI devakaraNajIno svabhAva siMha jevo. zUravIra hato. kALe kAMTAthI Takoro mAryo ke maraNIyA thaI mRtyu vedanAno paDakAra temaNe jhIlI lIdho. temanA vyAkhyAnanI (eTalI) sacoTatA evI to khumArI bharI hatI ke eka vakhata paNa temanA vyAkhyAnane sAMbhaLanAra cha cha mAsa sudhI bodha bhUle nahI. zrImad temane pramoda bhAve 'devakIrNa nAmathI saMbodhatA. 308

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GSECsatsaMga-saMjIvanI ) pU. zrI javalabena modI prabhu janmadhAma zrI rAjabhuvana - vavANIAmAM bhaktinI dhuNI dhakhAvanAra, prabhupremI mumukSuo pratye apAra vAtsalya rAkhanAra, rAjanA gharanI dIvaDI samA rAjamamatALu mA-prabhu putrI, pU. zrI javalabA

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REFERE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI GPSC Rche.) parama pUjya zrI javalabAnI kRpA prasAdI patra-1 vavANiyA, tA. 21-12-13 ananya zaraNanA ApanAra parama prabhune vaMdana ho, vaMdana ho !!! parama upakArI parama pUjya bApubhAInI sevAmAM, DI Apano patra paremakRpALudevanI ananya zraddhA bharelo maLelo ne tyAra pachI eka pUjya brahmacArIjIno deha chUTavA saMbaMdhano maLelo te vAMcI khUba vicArI potAnuM kArya tvarAthI karI levuM e ja zreyaskara bhAse che. chatAM jIva anAdikALanA abhyAse potAnuM zuM kartavya che te bhUlIne saMsAramAM jAvA nAMkhI potAnuM bhUMDuM karyAmAM bAkI rAkhato nathI. haju to Apa jevA tathA bhAi amRtabhAI jevAnI ghaNI karUNA che to kAMi paNa te prabhunAM vA samajAvI A anitya saMsAranuM svarUpa samajAvI rahyA cho te A pAmarane anaMto upakAra che. - parama pUjya brahmacArIjInI zAMta mudrA tathA saraLatA, temaja kSamAzIla svabhAva, game tevA saMkTomAM paNa parama prabhunI zraddhA te ApaNane upadeza che ke jo, Ama karazo to jarUra samAdhi maraNa thaze e vicAre mArA jevA ajJAnIe khUba prabhunA vacano upara zraddhA rAkhIne ApanA siMcanathI potAnuM karI levA jevuM che. nahIMtara. paribhramaNa che ne sagA snehI saunI sAthe pUrve sArA narasA bhAvo bAMdhyA che te paribhramaNanA hetu che ne navA bAMdhIne saMsAramAM rajhaLavAnuM che. ApanA patra vATe satsaMgathI zAMti rAkhI prabhusmaraNa karI navA na baMdhAya te prabhu zakti Ape. bIjuM lakhavAnuM ke pUjya aMbAlAlabhAIno ne kRpALudevano je citrapaTa che trAMbAnA patrAmAM phAnasa laine aMbAlAlabhAi UbhA che kRpALudeva lakhe che te phoTo mArI pAse haju nathI to Apane vinaMti che ke bhogIbhAIne kahezo ke te phoTAmAMthI phoTo levarAvIne mokale. mAre khAsa jarUra che to jarUra mokalavA vinaMti che. bena maNIbenane sArUM haze. lI. ApanI benanA vaMdanA patra-2 mATuMgA, tA. 11-1-55, dhana terasa ananya zaraNanA ApanAra zrI paramakRpALu bhagavAnane namaskAra ho ! namaskAra ho !! - pUjya vaDIlo, bhAIo, beno tathA vhAlA bALako Aje dhanaterasa che. dhanaterasanA divase haMmezA lakSmI pUjana karIe chIe te lakSmI maLe mATe. ochI hoya to vadhAre thAya ane na hoya to maLe A bhAvanAthI pUjA karIe chIe tethI saMsArIka bhAva vadhe ne te bhAva vadhavAthI AtmaciMtavana cUkI javAya che. mATe ApaNe to sarvee jo te baMdhano saMsAranA TALavA che to dhanaterase jJAnarUpI 309

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI lakSmIne zuddhabhAvathI aMtaramAM sthApI tenI pUjA karI tenI vRddhi karIne besatA varSanA maMgaLa suprabhAte jyAre jagatamAM A prArthanA thAya che ke vyavahArika rIte, amArUM A varSa maMgaLakArI, sukhakArI nivaDo. A bhAvathI prabhu pAse prArthanA karIe chIe. paNa jene saMsArIka baMdhanathI chUTavuM che tene besatA varSanA maMgaLa suprabhAte prabhu pAse prArthanA karIne mAMgavAnuM che ke he prabhu ! tArA vacana, tArA jJAna tene samajIne teM je jJAnarUpI dhana mUkyuM - ApyuM che tene kema sAcavavuM ? te bhAi amRtabhAi pAsethI rIta jANIne te dhanane saMbhALI sAcavIne dinapratidina temAM vRddhi karIne amArA AtmAne maMgaLakArI, AnaMdakArI, kalyANakArI, sukhakArI banAvIe ne samyakatvarUpI ratnane meLavIne amAro A bhava sumaMgala bane ne anaMtAbhavanuM sATU vALIe, A amArI besatA varSanA maMgaLa suprabhAte prArthanA che. he nAtha ! he prabhu ! e zakti meLavavA amane tArI kRpA ho, kRpA ho ! he prabhu ! jarUra tArI kRpA utare temAM saMzaya nathI paNa ame svArthaparAyaNa na banIe te tArI AjJA e ja sarvasva che ema mAnI tArA caraNamAM zIra jhukAvazuM to jarUra tArI kRpA utaraze e amane khAtrI che ke tuM amane sumaMgaLa banAvIza. prabhu, tamArA vacanorUpI cAvIthI amArUM mithyAtvarUpI aMdhArUM dUra karIne A ja bhavamAM amane samyarUpI dIvo prakAza karavAnI zakti maLe ne amo bhava samudrathI bahAra nIkaLIne Avelo janma saphaLa karIe e prArthanA che. lI. tamArI benanA namaskAra. * patra-3 rAjakoTa, tA. 31-6-56 ananya zaraNanA ApanAra zrI parama prabhune namaskAra ho ! namaskAra. parama pUjya parama premI prabhu pUjya bApubhAInI sevAmAM : vizeSa lakhavAnuM ke Apano patra AgaLa eka maLelo. vAMcI parama AnaMda thAya che. Apano parama upakAra che. jo vicAra karUM chuM ke ApanAM pUrvanA saMskAre Apane paramakRpALu prabhu malyA ne Apane dRDha zraddhA thai ne Ape sarve bhAva arpaNa karIne atyAre AvA kALamAM prabhu-prabhu rUMve rUMve varte che. ne te lAbha prabhunA vacanano bIjA jIvo lahe tenAM prayAsa karI rahyAM cho ne bhAI bhogIbhAI Adi bhAIo ApanI AjJA anusAra ApanA bhAvone sahAyatA Ape che ne tethI atyAre ghaNA jIvo utsAhapUrvaka lAbha lIye che ne mArAM jevAne paNa ghaNo ja lAbha maLe che ne ema paNa vicAra thAya che ke Apa na malyA hata to mArA jevAne prabhu pratye bhAvo TakavA kaThaNa hatAM. A Apano sAtha e kAMika prabhu kRpA haze !...vizeSa uMDANathI vicArIe ke parama kRpALu prabhue tyAM AvI amInA chAMTA nAMkhyA tethI tyAM dRDha zraddhALu mumukSuo dRDha bhakti rAkhI satya paMthe vicaravA lAgyA. hAlamAM A zarIre zithilatA rahe che ne AMkhe paNa motiyo Ave che eTale lAMbu lakhavAnuM divase divase ochuM bane. A badhI nizAnI cetavaNI Ape che ke have aMdhArAmAM kyAM sudhI rahIza ? ghaNI rAto aMdhArAmAM vyatIta karIne bhavabhramaNa karatAM karatAM koi mahApuNyane yoge sadgurUrUpI sUryano prakAza joyo ne te kiraNo cAre kora prakAza Ape che ne te sUcave che ke have jAga, jAga. jo jAgIza to avasara atyAre evo che ke tArUM kAma thai jAya. je anaMtA bhave nathI thayuM te thai jAze ne jo te prakAzano lAbha bhUlyo to pAchuM aMdhArAmAM lathaDIyAM 310

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SIEMERGE) satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) levAM paDaze ne pAcho sarUrUpI sUryano prakAza nahIM maLe. mATe bhUlyo to bhaTakyo. A cetavaNI paramakRpALunI ON} kapAthI tathA paramArtha premI bhAIonAM satsaMgathI samajAya che, paNa te amalamAM mUkAya tyAre kharUM, kemake zakti bahAranI vAta che. upAdhimAM paNa zAMti rahevI mArA jevAne mATe kaThaNa che. jJAnIonI dazA judI hoya eTale K]} game teTalI upAdhi hoya (bahArathI) paNa te vedatAM nathI ne mArA jevA ajJAnI sukha duHkhanI kalpanAthI potAnA AtmAnuM ahita kare che. ne pAcho ghANIno baLada tyAM ne tyAM pharyA kare che. te pherA ochA karavA mATe Apa jevA tathA pUjya bhAIzrI amRtabhAi jevAno satsaMgano sAtha maLe to ja thAya che. to A vakhata bhAI amRtabhAI tathA Apa sahu bhAio-benone lai vavANiye padhAravA vinaMtI che. to mArA jevA aneka jIvone lAbha maLaze. huM divALI pachI vavANiye javA nIkaLIza.. li. tamArI bhaginInA namaskAra. patra-4 tA. 6-9-56 ananya zaraNanA ApanAra evA zrI sadgurUdevane atyaMta bhaktithI namaskAra ho ! parama pUjya vaDIlo, bhAIo, beno tathA bALako Adi sarva mumukSu maMDala pratye. utsAha sahita lakhavAnuM ke ApaNA mahAna maMgala parva pajusaNa zarU thayAM che ne temAM ApaNe sau ghaNAja ullAsa ne AnaMdathI lhAvo laI rahyAM chIe ne A maMgaLa divasomAM Atma maMgaLa karavAnI ucca bhAvanAe sau potapotAnI zakti anusAra jJAna dhyAnamAM vRddhi karavA utsAhI banI rahyAM chIe ne te ja A maMgaLa divasanI uttamatA che. zrI puruSoe ATha divasa mahAna parva tarIke mUkelA che, te jIvone ghaNI ja ucca bhAvanA pratye laI jAya che. koI kAMi na karatuM hoya tene paNa kAMi karavAnI ucca bhAvanA rahe. jJAnI prabhune zaraNe paribhramaNa ochuM thAya je anubhava sahita jJAnI puruSe bodha dIdhelo hoya ne pAtra jIva te bodhane jhIlIne grahaNa karIne tenA vacana para pUrNa zraddhA rAkhIne zAzvata sukhane meLavI zake. A badhuM vicAratAM ApaNane to A avasara puNyane yoge maLyo che. anAdikALathI paribhramaNa karato jIva Avyo che ne mahA puNya satpaSano joga maLI gayo che ne te satparuSanA vacananA marmanA bhedo paNa samajAvanAra maLela che to Avelo avasara na bhUlIe to ja ApaNI saphaLatA che. prabhue khaMbhAtavAsI jIvo upara vizeSa karUNA karI che eTale vacanAmRtanA kiraNo tyAM vadhAre paDela che tethI te kiraNanA prakAze khaMbhAtavAsI mumukSu ati ujamALa banI rahyA che tene dhanya che..prabhunA vacanono roma roma prabhAva rahe to ja saphaLatA che. vizeSamAM lakhavAnuM ke saMvatsarI pratikramaNa karatAM pahelAM Apa sau pAse mana, vacana, kAyAe koi vAra paNa avinaya, aparAdha thayo hoya to zuddha bhAvathI kSamA mAMguM chuM, pharI te doSa na thAya te prabhu mane zakti Apo. lI. ApanI benanA namaskAra. zrI paramakRpALu deva saM. 1949 mAM 'zrI rAjachAyA'mAM bApujI zeThane tyAM padhArelA tyAre bApujI zeThanI uMmara 10 varSanI hatI. 311 311

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GK IS SS SS satsaMga-saMjIvanI EASER) ( pU. zrI bApujI zeTha - khaMbhAta - pU. bena zrI javalabena pratye lakhela patra. ' | tA. 21-12-50 khaMbhAta OM namaH zrI satyuruSone namo namaH pUjya pavitra banazrI javalabenanI sevAmAM zrI rAjakoTa. vi. thoDA divasa pahelAM bena lIlIbenanA hAthano lakhAvelo patra parama prabhu pratyeno bhaktibhAva bharelo vAMcI saMtoSa pAmyo chuM. Apa sarvenI zarIraprakRti sukha vartImAM haze ? ApanA aMtaramAM kapALudevanA vacano upayoga para rahe che. te tamone parama dhIraja ane zAMti Ape che. A saMsAramAM koine koi prakAre ane koine koi prakAre emaAkho loka duHkhathI bharelo che. jyAM kiMcita paNa sukha ke zAtAno eka aMza mAtra paNe jJAnIe joyo nathI tevuM bhayaMkara A saMsAranuM svarUpa che. temAM eka mahAprabhunA vacanAmRta jeTalo vakhata upayoga para Ave te paramazAMtine ApanAra che. te sivAya koi paNa jagatamAM sukhanuM ke zAtAnuM kAraNa nathI. ApaNe to paramAtmA pAse e ja icchavA joga che ke mArI vRtti bIje kyAMya paNa na jatAM te parama prabhunA guNonA ciMtavanamAM vRtti rahe e ja paramazAMti - hitanuM kAraNa che. A dehe karI te prabhunA jJAnanuM koi aMze paNa oLakhANa thAya to saheje saMsAranuM vismaraNa thai te prabhu pratye vRtti joDAya. jethI temanA guNanA ciMtavanamAM seje karmanI nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. je koTI upAye karmanI nirjarA na thAya te parama prabhumAM cittavRtti joDavAthI anaMta karmanI nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. te prabhunI vItarAgatA oLakhavAmAM ja anaMta aMtarAyo ane anaMta vikTatA che. ane jene oLakhANa thayuM teo sahaja mAtramAM bhavamukta thayAM che. - ghaNA ghaNA paricayamAM AvelA, ghaNo kALa temanAM saMgamAM rahelA chatAM paNa oLakhANa thavuM durlabha che. parama mumukSu zrI jUThAbhAi tathA pu. zrI sobhAgabhAi jevAne oLakhANa thai temanA pratye pramodabhAva Avyo che. tyAM bhagavAnanI vRtti bhakto pratye joDAi gai che, je bhakto AgaLa potAnuM ladhutvapaNuM dAkhavyuM che, ane te bhakto deha choDI game tyAM jAya paNa te paramakRpALudevane visare nahIM tevA bhaktonA hRdayamAM pote birAjyA. jema zrI mahAvIra bhagavAnanA samayamAM zrI pa. kapALudeva temanA laghuziSya hatA, ane te vakhate temane zrI mahAvIra prabhu pratyenuM je oLakhANa tene pacIso varSa thaI javA chatAM jenAM hRdayamAM rAta divasa te prabhunuM ja oLakhANa hatuM, tethI te paramakRpALudeva pUrvanA udaye saMsAranA - vyavahAranA kAryamAM paNa temane karmanI nirjarAnuM kAraNa hatuM. zrI mahAvIra svAmI bhagavAna pratye jemanI pUrNa zraddhA te ja parama jJAnanuM kAraNa che. gai kAle rAtanA paramakRpALudevanA jJAnano seje vicAra udbhavatAM uparanA vicAro seje Apane jaNAvyAM che. to A viSe koine jaNAvavA jarUra nathI. zrI mahAvIrasvAmI pachI temanI vItarAgatA ane temanA jJAnano pUrNa oLakhANavALo puruSa thayo hoya to te zrI paramakRpALu sahajAtmasvarUpa zrI rAjacaMdradeva thayA che. jemaNe bhagavAnanA hRdayanA bhAvo jANI, te dazAne anubhavI, te dazAne vedIne pachI temanAM vacano bahAra nIkaLyAM che. jethI te vacano jagatanAM kalyANakAraka 312

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sva zrI maNilAla choTAlAla. [vApujI zaka) zrI maNilAla choTAlAla (pU. bApujI zeTha) temanA pitAzrI choTAlAla mANekacaMdanI sAthe potAnI daza varSanI uMmare paramakRpALudevanI sevAno lAbha pAmyA hatA. samAja pramukha, paradu:khabhaMjaka ane saraLa svabhAvI.

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SMS SSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) che. jemanA hRdayamAM bhagavAnanuM sthApana karI pachI temanI vANI bahAra nIkaLI che te vANI parama vItarAga prabhunI che. - have A dehe karI koI aMze te parama prabhunuM oLakhANa thAya te evuM ke jema zrI jUThAbhAi, zrI sobhAgabhAi, bhAizrI popaTalAlabhAi AdinA hRdayamAM prabhu birAjatA hatA, athavA te prabhunA smaraNamAM rAta divasa citta rahe tevuM oLakhANa thAya to A deha choDI game tyAM jaizuM to te parama prabhu nahIM visarAya. kalyANano mukhya mArga hoya to te eka ja che. koi rIte puruSane oLakhI temAM sarva bhAva arpaNa karavo te ja saMsAranuM vismaraNanuM kAraNa che ane tethI bhavamuktinuM karANa che. - satyaraSa pratye eka vRtti rahevI parama durlabha che, temAM vartamAna kALamAM to parama durlabha che. jyAM joie tyAM paramakRpALu devanA nAme ja, temanAM ja vacanothI, temanI bhaktithI, temanI ja vAtothI potAnuM mahatva vede ane te jIvane samajavuM bahu durlabha che ane jyAM potAmAM gurUpaNuM vedAya tyAM jJAnInuM eka paNa vacana pariNamavuM bahu durlabha che. koi paramakRpALunA yogabaLe bhAi amRtabhAino saMga maLyo che. je rAta divasa tenA hRdayamAM paramakRpALunA jJAnanuM ane temanI vItarAgatA tarapha vRtti rahI bIjAne paNa te parama prabhu tarapha prere che. ane te prabhunuM mahatva - mahAtya koi aMze prere che. tevo joga vartamAnamAM maLavo bahu ocho dekhAya che. je puruSane koi aMze paramakRpALudevanA jJAnanuM mahatva samajAya che tene potAmAM laghutva bhAva ane doSa jovA bhaNI vRtti rahe che. jenAM bodhathI, vANIthI, ApaNane parama kRpALudevanI vItarAgatA ne temanuM mahatva samajAya te tarapha ApaNI vRttine prere te satsaMga icchavA yogya che. prabhu pAse ja prArthanA karavA joga che ke tAruM ciMtavana, manana, tArAM vacanAmRtanuM mane smaraNa ho ! te sivAya A jagatamAM bIjuM koi mane zaraNarUpa nathI. enA sivAya A saMsAramAMthI koi rIte bIjo bacavAno upAya nathI. patra vAMcI vismaraNa karazo. tamAro prabhu pratye bhakti bhAva che tene laine seje lakhAyuM che. - Aje to paramakRpALudevanI vAta kone karavI e badhuM vicAravA jevuM che. paramakRpALudevane je kahevuM che te potAne samajavuM paNa ati ati durlabha che. karoDomAM koIka jIva te vacanane pAtra che. bAkI samajavuM ghaNuM vikTa che. TUMkANamAM AkhA vacanAmRtano sAra - A dehe karI koi rIte paramakRpALudevane oLakho. jeTale aMze te prabhunI vItarAgatA oLakhAze teTalI karmanI nirjarAnuM kAraNa che. eja. li. bALa sevaka bApubhAInA namaskAra. adbhuta ! adbhuta ! adbhuta ! parama aciMtya evuM ke hari, tAruM svarUpa, teno pAmara prANI evo huM kema pAra pAmuM ? huM je tAro anaMta brahmAMDamAMno eka aMza te tane zuM jANe ? sarva sattAtmakajJAna jenA madhyamAM che evA he hari, tane IcchuM chuM, IcchuM chuM. tArI kRpAne IcchuM chuM tane pharI pharI he hari, IcchuM chuM. he zrImAna puruSottama, tuM anugraha kara ! anugraha !! - zrImad rAjacaMdra 313

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satsaMga-saMjIvanI 11 30 11 rAjaratna pU. zrI aMbAlAlabhAi - satsaMga saMjIvanI graMtha prasiddha karavA mATe jJAnadAnamAM jemanA taraphathI bheTa tarIke je rakamo Avela che te saMsthAo tathA mumukSu bhAi - vhenonA zubha nAmanI yAdI AbhArasaha atre rajU karela che. 15000|- zrI zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira TrasTa zrI zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira TrasTa zrI aMbAlAlabhAi lAlacaMdabhAi (eka mumukSu bhAi taraphathI) zrI rajanIkAntabhAi maNIlAla mahetA zrI rAjasobhAga satsaMga maMDaLa 11000| 11000/ 5001/ 5000/ 5000| 5000| 2500/ 2500 2500/ 2500 2500/ 2500/ 25002 2100/ 2100/ 2001/ 2000| 2000| 2000/ 1750/ 1500| 1500| 1500/ 1250/ 1111/ 1111/ 1111/ 1111/ 1111/ 1111/ 1111/ 1111/ 1111/ 1111/ 1100/ zrI rA.mu.ma.sa. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira zrI hIrAbena zazIkAntabhAI zAha zrI maMjulAbena prabhudAsa turakhIyA zrI prabhudAsa pAnAcaMda turakhIyA zrI eka mumukSubena taraphathI zrI jhaverIbena premajI zAha zrI vasaMtabhAi pI. mArU zrI vasaMtabhAi pI. mArU (hA. zrI maNIlAlabhAi) zrI manaharabhAi bI. modI zrImati bhurIbena saMtocaMdajI mahetA (hA. zrI pArasabhAI jaina) zrI aMbAlAla motIlAla paTela zrI caMdanabena jayakizanadAsa bhAvasAra zrI vanecaMdabhAi jeThAlAla mahetA zrI sAkarabena bhAujI zAha zrI sItAbena je. mahetA zrI laMDana mumukSu bhAi - byuno zrI sAkarabena muLacaMdabhAi zAha zrI DaoN. dipakabhAi pI. turakhIyA zrI eka sagRhastha taraphathI (hA, DaoN. dipakabhAi) zrI kAzmIrAbena dAmANI zrI uttamabhAi haragovanadAsa zAha zrI vijayAbena uttamabhAI zAha zrI mahendrabhAi uttamabhAI zAha zrI jayAbena mahendrabhAI zAha zrI bharatabhAi mahendrabhAI zAha zrI saMdhyAbena bharatabhAI zAha zrI abhinava bharatabhAI zAha zrI AnaMdabhAi mahendrabhAi zAha zrI diptIbena AnaMdabhAI zAha zrI bhAnubena kAMtilAla zAha zrI lakSmIbena tathA zrI mAvajIbhAi khImajIbhAi 314 rAjakoTa rAjakoTa zikAgo rAjakoTa sAyalA muMbai muMbaI mulunDa mulunDa vavANIyA borIvalI mATuMgA mATuMgA mATuMgA gaDhasivANA simaraDA khaMbhAta coTIlA borIvalI muMbai laMDana malADa mulunDa mulunDa laMDana bhAvanagara bhAvanagara vavANIyA bhAvanagara bhAvanagara bhAvanagara bhAvanagara bhAvanagara bhAvanagara vavANIyA haidrAbAda

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GSERBS satsaMga-saMjIvanI S SYSTER ) kIsupu nairobI nairobI borasada amadAvAda lIMbaDI. ghATakopara amadAvAda, sAvalA varorA varorA khaMbhAta khaMbhAta khaMbhAta 1061/- 1061/1061/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1001/1OOO1000/1000/1000/1000/- 1000/1000/- 1000/1000/- 1000/- 1000/1000/'1000/ 901/871/795/775/775/775/750/- zrI lakSmIbena manasukhabhAI zrI haMsAbena sobhAgabhAi zrI maNIbena devacaMda zrI zrImada rAjacaMdra jaina maMdira zrI somAbhAi kIzorabhAi paTela zrI maMjulAbena vinubhAi zrI vasaMtabhAI ratIlAla desAI zrI caMpakalAla vADIlAla zAha zrI dhArazIbhAi nAnajI hA. jyotibena zrI uttamacaMdajI rAjamalajI guMdezA zrI sarasabena uttamacaMdajI guMdezA zrI caMdrakAMta bhogIlAla zAha zrI praviNAbena caMdrakAMta zAha zrI navInacaMdra bhogIlAla zAha zrI sunitIbena navInacaMdra zAha zrI rInnIbena hIteSabhAI jogANI zrI parezabhAI Indravadana zAha zrI zephAlI kIrITabhAi paTela zrI hiMmatabhAi zAha zrI maMjulAbena jagadIzabhAi khokhANI zrI dipakabhAi caMdulAla bhAvasAra zrI eka sad gRhastha taraphathI hA. DaoN. DI.pI. turakhIyA zrI eka sada gaha tAka zrI pukharAja epha. jaina zrI rAjAvADI gArDana satsaMga maMDaLa zrI zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira zrI jyotibALAbena kalyANabhAi zAha zrI varSAbena vinodabhAI premajI zAha zrI vImaLAbena pArekha zrI vIbhAbena, zrI manISAbena, zrI dIptIbena zrI zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna pracAraka TrasTa zrI prabhAbena nemacaMda zAha zrI maMjulAbena narezabhAi zrI sarojabena praphulabhAi zrI ramAbena dhIrUbhAi zrI dhIrUbhAi pArekha zrI urvazI dinezabhAi zrI jayAbena jhaveracaMda enDa phemIlI zrI ratanabena rAmajI zAha zrI uSAbena dilIpabhAi zrI lattAbena kAMtilAla zrI kaMcanabena gulAbacaMda zrI zAMtAbena nAthAlAla 315 khaMbhAta surata muMbaI karamasada muMbaI ghATakopara khaMbhAta mulunDa hubalI ghATakopara yavatamAla amadAvAda borIvalI muMbai muMbai amadAvAda nairobI nairobI nairobI nairobI nairobI nairobI laMDana laMDana nairobI nairobI nairobI nairobI 721/721/721/72 1/-

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555/ 555/ 550 511/ 511/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ 501/ satsaMga-saMjIvanI zrI ramaNalAla bhulAbhAI paTela zrI pramodabhAI ramaNalAla paTela zrI latezabhAI naMdalAlabhAI lAThIvALA sva. zrI ramaNIkalAla dAmodaradAsa vahorA (hA. rAjezabhAI vahorA) zrI navinacaMdra tribhovanadAsa zAha zrI cunIlAla motIlAla bhAvasAra zrI kAMtilAla bhIkhAbhAI paTela zrI nAthubhAI narottamabhAI paTela zrI sva. kirtaMbana praviNabhAI zrI zanAlAla mathurabhAI paTela zrI vinodabhAI zanAlAla paTela zrI maNIbena zanAlAla paTela zrI rasIkalAla ke. pArekha zrI kaMcanabena caMdulAla dozI. Arogyanagara zrI devalAlI mumukSu maMDaLa hA. zrI kumArabhAI zrI sumitrAbena nitInabhAI mahetA zrI dipakabhAI caMdulAla paTela zrI naTavaralAla jagajIvanadAsa zAha zrI bhAnubena naTavaralAla zAha zrI rAjezabhAI surezacaMdra zAha zrI alpAbena rAjezabhAI zAha zrI kamaLAbena maNIlAla bhAvasAra zrI maMjulAbena maNIlAla bhAvasAra zrI kAMtAbena ke. zAha zrI chabIladAsa ratIlAla patIrA zrI azokabhAI bacubhAI dozI sva. zrI kezavalAla dalIcaMda zAha zrI vasaMtabhAI kezavalAla zAha zrI haMsAbena vasaMtabhAI zAha DaoN. zrI saMjayabhAI vasaMtabhAI zAha DaoN. zrI jAhnavI saMjayabhAI zAha sva. zrI harasukhalAla avIcaLabhAInA smarNArthe hA. zrI manaharabhAI saMghANI zrI rasIkalAla somAbhAI paTela zrI aditibena cirAgabhAI zAha hA. DaoN. zrI vINAbena zrI nizItha navInabhAI zAha hA. zrI vanalIlAbena zrI jazabhAI ha2mAnabhAI paTela zrI aMbAlAla trikamabhAI paTela zrI savitAbena rAvajIbhAI paTela zrI dhIrajalAla choTAlAla dozI zrI pArasamala copaDA 316 AstA AstA yavatamAla rAjakoTa vaDodarA khaMbhAta vaccharavADa seMgavA amadAvAda khaMbhAta vAMkAnera devalAlI muMbaI nAra khaMbhAta khaMbhAta sAyana sAyana khaMbhAta khaMbhAta vavANIyA yavatamAla yavatamAla vaDodarA vaDodarA vaDodarA vaDodarA vaDodarA rAjakoTa amadAvAda rAjakoTa amadAvAda nAra nAra bhAdaraNa aMdherI hubalI

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GRESS satsaMga-saMjIvanI ) VERBS sImaraDA kuMbhArIyA suNAva bhAvanagara bhAvanagara agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama khaMbhAta khaMbhAta jodhapura 501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/501/paOO|500/500/500/500/ zrI zanAlAla prabhudAsa parivAra zrI lakSmIbena prabhubhAI paTela zrI nIlAbena rAjendrabhAI paTela sva. zrI vasaMtabhAI cImanalAla zAha zrI mokSItA-jayazrIbena jItubhAI joSI zrI hiMmatalAla cImanalAla zAha zrI kokIlAbena jItendrabhAI zAha zrI bAbaradAsa motIlAla bhAvasAra zrI puMjIbena bAbaradAsa bhAvasAra zrI cunIlAla menAdevI janahita TrasTa zrI rasIkalAla suMdaralAla bhAvasAra zrI muLacaMdabhAI pI. zAha zrI jhaverabena TokarazIbhAI zAha sva. zrI zAradAbena hasamukhalAla zAhanA smaraNArthe zrI IndubhAI saMghavI hA. zrI vimaLAbena pArekha zrI IndubhAI mahetA hA, zrI prabhAbena mahetA zrI bharatabhAI dhArazIbhAI mahetA zrI lalItAbena premacaMdabhAI zAha zrI smitAbena vasaMtabhAI zAha zrI saralAbena jazavaMtarAva juThANI zrI ziriSakumAra caMdrakAnta zAha zrI saMdhyAbena ziriSakumAra zAha zrI siddhAMta ziriSakumAra zAha zrI jIgnezakumAra navInacaMdra zAha zrI zItalabena jIgnezakumAra zAha zrI karaNakumAra jIgnezakumAra zAha zrI ketanakumAra navInacaMdra zAha zrI zamIrakumAra navInacaMdra zAha zrI khuzAlabhAI ena. zAha zrI vasaMtabhAI zAha zrI lIlAvaMtIbena chabIladAsa saMghavI zrI lADakacaMda mANekacaMda vorA hA. savitAbena pArekha zrI anasUyAbena cunIlAla zAha zrI dhanalakSmIbena cunIlAla zAha zrI maraghAbena jayaMtilAla ajamerA zrI zAradAbena esa. vorA pU. zrI amRtabhAI parIkha hA. hasamukhabhAI parIkha zrI oTaramalajI kasturacaMdajI sATIyA nezanala sTIla InDasTrIjha hA. trIlokabhAI zrI trIlokabhAI ratIlAla zAha zrI hIrAbena trIlobhAI zAha zrI azokabhAI trIlokabhAI zAha 317 khaMbhAta agAsa Azrama agAsa Azrama rAjakoTa amerikA muMbaI kAMdIvalI bhAvanagara borIvalI rAjakoTa khaMbhAta khaMbhAta khaMbhAta khaMbhAta khaMbhAta khaMbhAta khaMbhAta khaMbhAta devalAlI borIvalI malADa. sAyalA bhAvanagara rAjakoTa sAyalA amadAvAda vavANIyA zIvagaMja amadAvAda amadAvAda amadAvAda amadAvAda 500/

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GSSS satsaMga-saMjIvanI SRESPER (9 laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana 500/500/500/500/500/paOO|500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/pa00/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/500/ zrI jayAbena mohanabhAI zrI puSpAbena mohanabhAI zrI ratanabena juThAbhAI zrI lalItAbena mahendrabhAI zrI amRtabena vIracaMdabhAI zrI maMgaLAbena abhayabhAI zrI jayAbena vAghajIbhAI zrI maMjubena zAMtibhAI zrI sarojabena ajItabhAI zrI zAradAbena maNIlAlabhAI zrI ratanabena Ara. zAha zrI hasubena ramezabhAI zrI sunitAbena ratIlAlabhAI zrI raMjanabena kAmadAra zrI sunitAbena harakhacaMdabhAI zrI caMdanabena zAha zrI nImubena ramaNIkabhAI zrI kaMcanabena chaganalAla zrI praviNAbena mahetA zrI zobhanAbena mahetA zrI savitAbena kezubhAI zrI mRdulAbena koThArI zrI ratanabena narasiMhabhAI zrI savitAbena zAMtilAla zrI savitAbena rAyacaMdabhAI zrI jIvIbena nemacaMdabhAI ( zrI mInAbena surezabhAI zrI madhubena zazIkAntabhAI zrI amIbena amubhAI zrI jhavIbena devarAjabhAI zrI nayanAbena mahetA zrI caMdramaNIbena gulAbacaMdabhAI zrI caMcaLabena mahetA zrI raMjanabena kAntIbhAI kakkaDa zrI ratnAtraya mArkeTIMga kuM. zrI rAjakRpA pepara kuM. zrI haribhAI punamacaMda bhAvasAra zrI gulAbabena haribhAI bhAvasAra zrI mIteSabhAI haribhAI bhAvasAra zrI himAMSabhAI haribhAI bhAvasAra zrI zvetA esa. saMghavI zrI vimaLAbena subodhacaMdra zAha laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana laMDana hubalI hubalI khaMbhAta khaMbhAta khaMbhAta khaMbhAta madrAsa amadAvAda 319

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