Jivan ki Pothi

Author(s): Mahapragna Acharya
Publisher: Jain Vishva Bharati
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003077/1

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dIvana kI jA pothI JI

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prastuti jIvana eka mahAgrantha hai| usakI aneka vyAkhyAeM likhI jA cukI haiM aura likhI jA rahI haiN| avakAza banA huA hai, isalie bhaviSya meM likhI jAtI rheNgii| jIvana kA eka pakSa zArIrika hai, vaha dRzya hai| carma, mAMsa aura asthi se saMvalita hai| usakA dUsarA pakSa caitanya hai| vaha hamArI IzvarIya sattA hai| hama loga zarIra se adhika jur3e hue haiM isalie zarIra ko adhika bhoga rahe haiN| jahAM zarIra hai vahAM roga hai, bur3hApA hai, janma hai, maraNa hai, saMyoga hai, viyoga hai, ye saba kucha haiN| inheM bhogate samaya sukha-duHkha kI anubhUti bhI hotI hai| roga aura bur3hApe ko bhoganA aura duHkhI honA eka bAta nahIM hai / duHkhI bane binA unheM bhogA jA sakatA hai| yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba hama apanI IzvarIya sattA ke sAtha saMparka sthApita kreN| jIvana grantha ke eka adhyAya ko par3hane vAlA acchA jIvana nahIM jI sktaa| acchA jIvana jIne ke lie dUsarA adhyAya par3hanA bhI nitAnta Avazyaka hai / use par3hane para hI Adata ko badalane kA prazna upasthita ho sakatA hai aura prazna upasthita ho sakatA hai akhaMDa vyaktitva kaa| jIvana ke donoM adhyAya pRthak hote hue bhI sarvathA pRthak nahIM haiN| unheM jor3ane vAle do setu haiM-maitrI aura jAgarUkatA / jisane ina do setubandhoM kA sparza kiyA hai vahI sukha, zAMti aura saphalatA kA jIvana jI sakatA hai, nakArAtmaka dRSTi se haTa kara sRjanAtmakatA kA ullAsabharA parva manA sakatA hai| prastuta pustaka meM yahI dRSTikoNa ubhara kara sAmane AyA hai| isake saMpAdana meM muni dulaharAjajI kA zrama mukhara huA hai| AcAryazrI kA AzIrvAda aura adhyAtma kA prasAda-ye jana-jana taka pahuMca paaeNge| 10-10-96 jaina vizva bhAratI AcArya mahAprajJa lADanUM

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anukrama 65 * Izvara : maitrI 1. kyA Izvara hai ? 2. kyA jJAna Izvara hai ? 3. kyA maiM Izvara hUM? 4. maitrI : roga ke sAtha 5. maitrI : bur3hApe ke sAtha 6. maitrI : vartamAna ke sAtha 7. maitrI : jIvana ke sAtha 8. maitrI : kyoM ? * prazna hai prazna 1. prazna hai dRSTikoNa kA 2. prazna hai anAsakti kA 3. prazna hai sukhavAda yA suvidhAvAda kA 4. prazna hai sIkha dene vAloM kA 5. prazna hai AlocanA kA 6. prazna hai Adata ko badalane kA 7. prazna hai akhaNDa vyaktitva kA 8. prazna hai niyojana kA * jIvana kI pothI 1. jIvana kI pothI 2. bacapana 3 nae mastiSka kA nirmANa 4. kAma-zakti kA vikAsa 5. zakti kA vikAsa aura pradarzana 6. adhyAtma kI catuSpadI 130 142 148

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* jAgarUkatA 166 1. jAgarUkatA 2. jAgarUkatA : yathArtha kA svIkAra 3. jAgarUkatA : dekhane kA abhyAsa 4. jAgarUkatA : saMtulana kI prakriyA 5. jAgarUkatA : dizA-parivartana 6. jAgarUkatA : cakSuSmAn banane kI prakriyA 7. jAgarUkatA : jIvana-vyavahAra 188

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Izvara : maitrI

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kyA Izvara hai ? aneka auSadhiyAM khojI gaIM aura aneka upAya khoje gae jisase ki bur3hApA na Ae / Aja bhI khoja cAlU hai| kucha niyaMtraNa bhI pAyA hai| amaratva kI khoja bhI cAlU hai| hamArA Adarza hai-ajara aura amara / na jarA aura na mauta / sukha bhI aisA ki jisameM koI bAdhA na ho| vaha sukha nahIM ki jisameM eka kSaNa to sukha hotA hai aura dUsare kSaNa meM duHkha hotA hai / vaisA sukha nahIM, nirvighna sukha-jisameM koI bAdhA nahIM, koI rUkAvaTa nahIM / nirantara sukha kA pravAha cAlU rahatA hai yAnI ananta sukha aura avAdha sukha / ananta jJAna / jJAna bhI sImAtIta ho / ananta zakti / zakti bhI asIma / ina sabako milAeM to hamAre Adarza kI pratimA bana jAegI, aura usa Adarza kI pratimA kA nAma hai Izvara / vaha ananta jJAnamaya, ananta zakti-sampanna, abAdhita sukha-sampanna ajara aura amara hogA / agara Apane usa Adarza kI pratimA ko banA liyA hai to bahuta acchI bAta hai| agara nahIM banAyA ho to banA leN| hai to bahuta acchI bAta, agara nahIM hai to isa prakAra ke Izvara kA hameM nirmANa karanA hai| hameM usa avasthA meM pahuMcanA hai jahAM ye sArI bAteM milatI haiM / hamArI duniyA meM ye sArI bAteM nahIM haiN| ziva hai para sAthasAtha meM aziva bhI hai| bahuta sAre upadrava hote haiN| upadrava hote haiM to ziva kI pratimA khaMDita ho jAtI hai| AdamI acala bhI hai para caMcalatA itanI jyAdA hai ki acalatA samApta ho jAtI hai| Arogya bhI hai kintu jAne anajAne meM roga zarIra para utara AtA hai| AdamI bImAra bana jAtA hai| hamArI duniyA meM bur3hApA bhI hai / jJAna bhI hai para asIma nahIM hai / zakti bhI hai para asIma nahIM hai / haiM sArI bAteM, para --jisa dizA meM hameM prasthAna karanA hai, jahAM hamArA lakSya hai, hamArA Adarza hai, hamArA Izvara hai, usa avasthA meM le jAne ke lie hameM kucha prayoga karanA hai| prayoga paMca-AcArAtmaka hai----- pahalA AMcAra hai-jJAna / dUsarA AcAra hai- darzana / tIsarA AcAra hai- caritra / cauthA AcAra hai-tapa / pAMcavAM AcAra hai-vIrya-zakti /

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jIvana kI pothI jAtA hai, karttavya ko samajha nahIM paataa| makar3I apane jAla meM ulajhatI hai, usI prakAra ajJAnI ulajha jAtA hai / insapekTara ne sipAhI se kahA ki tumane cora ko pakar3A kyoM nahIM ? sipAhI bolA..... "hujUra ! maiM kyA karUM, vaha eka aise ghara meM ghusA jisake bAhara likhA thA ki andara AnA manA hai / maiM bhItara kaise jAtA cora ko pakar3ane ke lie ?" ajJAnI AdamI ulajha jAtA hai / vaha sahI nirNaya nahIM kara pAtA aura sahI sthiti ko jAna nahIM pAtA / jJAna bahuta Avazyaka hai| ___ kore jJAna se kAma cala nahIM sakatA / jJAna ke bAda dRSTikoNa kA nirmANa bhI jarUrI hotA hai| pahale jJAna hotA hai, phira dRSTikoNa banatA hai| dRSTikoNa aura AsthA kA nirmANa hue binA jJAna bhI hamArA sAtha nahIM detaa| AsthA kA nirmANa karanA hotA hai| jaba jJAna, dRSTikoNa yA AsthA kA nirmANa ho jAtA hai, phira cAritra --AcaraNa kA nirmANa hotA hai| kevala jJAna yA AsthA pAra nahIM pahuMcA pAtI, abhyAsa Avazyaka hotA hai| cAritra apekSita hotA hai / naukA hai, DAMDa hai, nAvika hai / jaba taka naukA ko kheyA nahIM jAtA, taba taka nadI ko pAra nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / eka taTa se dUsare taTa taka nahIM pahuMcA jA sakatA / khenA Avazyaka hai, abhyAsa atyanta Avazyaka hai / abhyAsa tIsarA AcAra hai| cauthA AcAra hai-tapa / pratyeka vyakti jo pragati ke patha para gatizIla hai, usake sAmane kaThinAiyAM AtI haiM, samasyAeM AtI haiN| jaba taka una kaThinAiyoM se jUjhane kI kSamatA nahIM hotI, taba taka jahAM pahuMcanA hai vahAM nahIM pahuMcA jA sktaa| isake lie tapasyA Avazyaka hai| tapasyA kA artha kevala upavAsa karanA mAtra nahIM hai / tapasyA kA artha hai-Ane vAlI pratikUla paristhitiyoM ko jhelanA, unase jUjhanA / pAMcavAM AcAra hai ... vIrya, parAkrama / parAkrama ke binA na tapasyA ho sakatI hai, na AcaraNa ho sakatA hai, na AsthA kA nirmANa ho sakatA hai, na jJAna ho sakatA hai| usake mUla meM hai parAkrama, prayatna / dhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAle apane Adarza kI dizA meM prasthAna karate haiM, Izvara kI sannidhi meM jAne yA svayaM Izvara banane kA prayatna karate haiN| unheM isa paMca-AcArAtmaka prayoga para dhyAna denA hogA / prekSAdhyAna ke prayoga meM isakA vikAsa sannihita hai| prazna hotA hai ki kyA zvAsa ko dekhane se nirjarA hogI ? kaise hogI ? na hama svAdhyAya karate haiM, na japa karate haiM, na upavAsa karate haiM / kevala Ate-jAte zvAsa ko dekha rahe haiM / dekhane mAtra se nirjarA kaise hogI? sAdhu-saMnyAsI aura tapasvI ke darzana karane se nirjarA hotI hai, karma-nirjaraNa

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kyA Izvara hai? 5 hotA hai| hamArA zvAsa na sAdhu hai, na saMnyAsI hai, na tapasvI hai, na arhata hai, na siddha hai / phira usake darzana se karma-nirjarA kaise hogI? yaha bhautika tattvoM kA mizraNa mAtra hai, phira bhI yaha karma-nirjarA kA hetu kaise bana sakatA hai| prazna zvAsa ko dekhane kA nahIM hai usake sAtha kucha aura jur3A huA hai / hameM usa zakti ko vikasita karanA hai jo zakti hameM Izvara banA sakatI hai, Adarza taka le jA sakatI hai / vaha zakti hai citta kI pvitrtaa| koI bhI vyakti citta kI pavitratA ke binA Aja taka na Adarza taka pahuMcA aura na koI pahaMca pAegA / ve hI vyakti apane Adarza taka pahuMce haiM jinhoMne apane citta kI nirmalatA kI sAdhanA kI hai, eka bhole bAlaka kI taraha apane citta ko bilakula nirmala banAyA hai| ___mahAprabhu yIzu se pUchA kisI ne ki svarga meM kauna jA sakatA hai ? tatkAla unhoMne bacce ko uThAyA hAtha meM aura kahA ki jisakA citta isa bacce kI bhAMti nirmala hogA vaha svarga meM jA skegaa| bhagavAna mahAvIra se pUchA, dharma kyA hai ? dharma kA AvAsa kahAM hai ? bhagavAn mahAvIra ne uttara diyA dharma pavitra AtmA meM hai| phira pUchA, pavitra kauna hai ? uttara milA---pavitra vaha jo sarala hai / pravaMcanA karatA hai, chalanA karatA hai aura ThagAI karatA hai, chupAnA jAnatA hai vaha apavitra hai| usa AtmA meM dharma nahIM TikatA / jisameM koI vaMcanA nahIM, RjutA aura saralatA hai,usakA citta nirmala hai usameM dharma TikatA hai / jahAM kapaTa hai vahAM dharma kahAM se Tika pAegA? jo sarala aura pavitra hotA hai vaha vikAsa kara sakatA hai / citta kI pavitratA ke lie caMcalatA ko miTAnA jarUrI hai / caMcalatA ko miTAne ke lie zvAsa kA AlaMbana lenA hai / yaha eka Alambana hai / jaise naukA ko usa pAra le jAne ke lie DAMDa jarUrI hai| kheye binA vaha naukA pAra nahIM jA sakatI hai| DAMDa para baiThA nahIM jA sakatA, para DAMDa kA itanA hI mUlya hai ki usase naukA ko kheyA jA sakatA hai / zvAsa kA itanA hI mUlya hai ki isake mAdhyama se citta kI caMcalatA ko dUra kiyA jA sakatA hai, citta ko sthira kiyA jA sakatA hai / jaba citta sthira banatA hai taba citta kI nirmalatA apane Apa zurU ho jAtI hai| jisa vyakti ne apane citta ko sthira aura zAMta banA liyA usake lie daravAjA apane Apa khula jAtA hai| jisakA citta caMcala hai, usake lie daravAjA banda hai / Age bar3hane kA daravAjA bilakula banda hai / prekSAdhyAna ina pAMca AcAroM ko zikSita karane ke lie pAMca kendroM kA abhyAsa prastuta karatA hai| jJAna ki zakti ko vikasita karanA hai to jJAna kendra kA abhyAsa karanA hogA, jJAnakendra ko vikasita karanA hogaa| coTI kA sthAna jJAna kendra kA

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jAvana kA pAthA sthAna hai / hamArI sArI jJAna-zakti, buddhi kI zaddhi hai mastiSka meN| jJAnakendra ko vikasita kie binA jJAna nahIM pAyA jA sktaa| coTI kA sthAna jJAnakendra hai| jo isakI ArAdhanA kara pAegA vaha apanI asIma jJAnazakti kI ArAdhanA kara paaegaa| dUsarA hai darzana / darzana kI zakti ko vikasita karane ke lie darzana kendra kI ArAdhanA karanI hotI hai| yaha sthAna donoM AMkhoM aura donoM bhakuTiyoM ke bIca kA sthAna hai| yaha sthAna jitanA nirmala aura sakriya hogA, hamArA dRSTikoNa utanA hI dUragAmI aura antargAmI, sUkSma, bhItara kI zaktiyoM ko ujAgara karane vAlA hogaa| vaha eka akhaMDita AsthA kA aura sAkSAtkAra kI AsthA kA nirmANa karane vAlA hogaa| vaha AsthA jo korI mAnyatA ke AdhAra para banatI hai, vaha Tika nahIM pAtI / vahI AsthA Tika pAtI hai jo apane Antarika anubhavoM ke AdhAra para banatI hai| yaha kSetra hamArI Antarika anubhUtiyoM kA kSetra hai / yaha antardRSTi kA kSetra hai| yahAM jo anubhava hotA hai aura usa anubhava ke AdhAra para jisa AsthA kA nirmANa hotA hai vaha AsthA kabhI khaMDita nahIM hotii| kisI kI tAkata nahIM ki usa AsthA ko khaMDita kara ske| sunI-sunAI aura raTI-raTAI bAta ko hara koI khaMDita kara sakatA hai| para apanI jAnI huI aura anubhUta kI huI bAta ko koI khaMDita nahIM kara sktaa| tIsarA hai caritra kA AcAra / usake lie Anandakendra ko vikasita karanA hai| isakA sthAna hai----phuphphusa ke nIce hRdaya ke paas| isakI ArAdhanA karanI hai| jisakA yaha sthAna sakriya hotA hai vaha vyakti nirantara Ananda kA anubhava karatA hai| cAritra aura Ananda koI do bAta nahIM hai| cAritra ko Ananda kahA jA sakatA hai aura Ananda ko cAritra kahA jA sakatA hai| jisa vyakti meM Ananda kI anubhUti nahIM hai usakA cAritra vikRta banatA hai / jaba apane bhItara se Ananda prakaTa nahIM hotA hai to apane Apako Anandita karane ke lie AdamI tambAkU pItA hai| jise apanA Ananda upalabdha nahIM hotA, vaha zarAba pIkara Ananda pAnA cAhatA hai / padArtha se hone vAle jitane Ananda haiM ve sAre AdamI ke lie taba jarUrI banate haiM jaba apanA Ananda use prApta nahIM hotaa| jisa vyakti ko apanA Ananda upalabdha ho gayA, use na zarAba kI jarUrata hai, na tambAkU kI jarUrata hai aura na kisI mAdaka vastu kI jarUrata hai| yaha cAritra hamAre Ananda kI anubhUti hai| isakI ArAdhanA Ananda kendra ke mAdhyama se kI jA sakatI hai / cauthA hai tapa / tapa kI ArAdhanA tejasa kendra para kI jA sakatI hai| taMjasakendra hai nAbhi kA sthAna / isakI ArAdhanA se AdamI meM sahana karane

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kyA Izvara haiM ? kI zakti, sAhasa aura parAkrama kA udaya hotA hai| jisakA nAbhi-sthala vikasita nahIM hotA, vaha kAyara, durbala aura parAkramahIna hotA hai| jo zaktihIna hotA hai vaha kucha bhI nahIM kara paataa| ataH tapa ke ArAdhanA kSetra ko jAgRta karanA Avazyaka hai| pAMcavAM hai vIrya-parAkrama / zaktikendra aura svAsthyakendra-donoM vIrya kI ArAdhanA ke kSetra haiN| jisane zaktikendra yA svAsthyakendra, jo jananendriya kA sthAna hai, use ThIka se nahIM samajhA vaha zaktizAlI nahIM bana paaegaa| vaha jIvana meM kucha bhI nahIM kara pAegA / Aja yauvana ko cirasthAyI banAne aura bur3hApe ke na Ane kI khoja cala rahI hai / aneka vaijJAnika isa niSkarSa para pahuMce haiM ki jinakA aNDakoza zaktizAlI nahIM hotA ve durbala hote haiM / aneka loga bUr3he hone para aNDakoza kA pratyAropaNa karavAte haiN| bandaroM ke aNDakozoM kA pratyAropaNa hotA hai, usase puna: naI zakti kA saMcAra hotA hai| pracaMDa kAmukatA yA atyanta kAmavAsanA ke kAraNa yaha "pelarika" pradeza kamajora ho jAtA hai| usakI kamajorI arthAt zaktikendra kI kamajorI kA artha hai mastiSka aura snAyu-saMsthAna kI kmjorii| jisakA snAyu-saMsthAna kamajora bana gayA, vaha jJAna, darzana aura Ananda kA vikAsa kaise kara pAegA? vaha tapa kA vikAsa bhI kaise karegA ? rUpaka kI bhASA meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki jisa per3a kI jar3eM sUkha gaI usa per3a ko kitanA bhI sIMco, zAkhAoM aura tane ko sIMco, vaha kabhI harA-bharA nahIM ho sktaa| vaha dharAzAyI ho jAegA / nAbhi se nIce kA bhAga hamArI jar3a hai| jisakI yaha jar3a kamajora ho gaI, vahAM ke snAyu kamajora ho gae, vaha AdamI kucha bhI nahIM kara paaegaa| sArA siMcana milatA hai nIce se / mastiSka ko siMcana milatA hai nIce se / zIrSAsana aura sarvAMgAsana mastiSka ko siMcana dete haiN| yaha viparItakaraNI hai| nIce se Upara siMcana milatA hai| jaba sira ko zakti denI hotI hai taba paira Upara aura sira nIce kiyA jAtA hai| yahI zIrSAsana aura sarvAMgAsana meM hotA hai| jisane vIrya-AcAra ko ucita rUpa meM nahIM samajhA, svAsthyakendra aura zaktikendra ko ThIka DhaMga se ArAdhanA nahIM kI, vaha kabhI zakti-saMpanna nahIM ho sakatA / zakti ke binA jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa kI ArAdhanA nahIM kI jA sktii| mastiSka buddhizakti kA kendra hai / bhRkuTi antardaSTi aura parivartana kA sthAna hai / Anandakendra cAritra ko poSaNa detA hai / taijasakendra tejasvitA aura manobala kA kendra hai| svAsthyakendra aura zaktikendra-ye hamArI sRjanAtmaka zakti ke kendra haiN| ina pAMca kendroM kI ArAdhanA karane kA artha una pAMca AcAroM kA anuzIlana karanA hai / ye kendra pAMca AcAroM ke saMvAdI haiN| jJAna kA saMvAdI kendra hai-coTI kA sthAna / darzana kA saMvAdI kendra hai

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jIvana kI pothI bhRkuTi / cAritra kA saMvAdI kendra hai--Ananda kendra / tapasyA, sAhasa aura manobala kA saMvAdI kendra hai-taijasa kendra aura sRjanAtmaka zakti kA saMvAdI kendra hai-svAsthya kendr| phrAyaDa ne isa bAta ko bahuta gaharAI se pakar3A ki hamArI kAmazakti aura sRjanAtmaka zakti do nahIM haiM / kAmazakti kA udAttIkaraNa hI sRjanAtmaka zakti bana jAtI hai| racanAtmaka aura sajanAtmaka zaktiyoM kA saMbaMdha kAmazakti se hai / kAmazakti kA kendra hai svAsthya kendr| isakI ArAdhanA se zakti-sampannatA hotI hai / dhyAna kA abhyAsa-kSaNa sarvottama hai| sarvottama ko pAkara AdamI samyaka niyojana karatA hai| jo usa kSaNa kA samyaka niyojana nahIM kara pAtA, use phira socanA par3atA hai| samajhadAra AdamI kSaNa kI talAza meM rahatA hai ki kaba sarvottama kSaNa Ae aura vaha apanI sArI zakti kA niyojana kre| arthavasu mahAtmA buddha kA upAsaka thaa| usake pAsa apAra saMpatti thI, para vaha kaMjUsa thaa| usake putra kI zikAyata rahatI thI ki pitAjI na pahanane ko acchA kapar3A hI dete haiM aura na khAne ke lie pUrA bhojana hii| putravadhU kI bhI vahI zikAyata thii| loga majAka ur3Ate, arthavasu saba kucha sahatA / para kharca utanA hI karatA jitanA vaha ucita samajhatA thaa| eka bAra nAlaMdA vizvavidyAlaya kI yojanA usake sAmane aaii| arthavasu ne apanI sArI saMpatti nAlaMdA saMgha-vihAra ke lie samarpita kara dii| karor3oM kI sampatti ! yaha bAta buddha taka phuNcii| buddha ko Azcarya huaa| arthavasu ko pUchA-eka paisA denA tumhAre lie kaThina thA aura tumane apanI karor3oM kI sampatti dAna meM de dii| yaha parivartana kaise AyA ? arthavasu bolA-bhagavan ! maiM sarvottama kSaNa kI pratIkSA meM thaa| sarvottama kArya kI talAza meM thA / anyAnya kArya mujhe bahuta choTe laga rahe the| yaha kArya mujhe sarvottama lagA aura maiMne apanI sArI sampatti dAna meM de dii| sAdhakoM ke samakSa bhI adhyAtma kA sarvottama kSaNa upasthita huA hai| unake pAsa apAra sampatti hai| ve sampadA kA niyojana kareM, jisase ki aneka durlabha zaktiyAM jAgRta hoM aura unheM Adarza kI prApti sahaja ho jaae| unameM svayaM Izvara kA anubhava jAge, phira unheM pUchanA na par3e ki kyA Izvara hai|

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kyA jJAna Izvara hai ? gAya kA dUdha hotA hai aura bakarI kA bhI dUdha hotA hai / ina prANiyoM hI nahIM, Aka aura thUhara kA bhI dUdha hotA hai / saba dUdha sapheda hotA hai / pUchA jAe ki kyA dUdha proTIna dene vAlA hai ? poSaNa aura jIvanasva dene vAlA hai ? isakA uttara vibhajyavAda ke AdhAra para hI diyA jA katA hai / eka bhASA meM isakA uttarana hIM diyA jA sktaa| dUdha poSaka bhI : sakatA hai aura mAdaka bhI ho sakatA hai| yadi koI gAya ke dUdha ke badale ka kA dUdha pI jAe to vaha mara jAegA / dUdha mAraka bhI hotA hai| prazna hai ki kyA jJAna Izvara hai ? isakA bhI uttara eka bhASA meM nahIM yA jA sktaa| vibhajyavAda ke AdhAra para hI isakA uttara ho sakatA hai| ni Izvara bhI hai aura nahIM bhI hai| jJAna Izvara ke nikaTa le jAne vAlA / hai aura Izvara se dUra le jAne vAlA bhI hai| jJAna kA svarUpa eka nahIM hai sakI prakRti bhI eka nahIM hai| jisase jAnA jAtA hai, vaha jJAna hai| yaha jJAna kI paribhASA hai| kantu saMdarbha ke AdhAra para jJAna kA artha badala jAtA hai, usakA tAtparya badala TtA hai| AdhyAtmika puruSoM ne usa jJAna ko ajJAna kahA hai jo rAga-dveSa ko r3hAtA hai| unakI dRSTi meM vahI jJAna jJAna hai jo rAga-dveSa ko kama karatA hai, trI ko bar3hAtA hai / vItarAgatA aura maitrI ko vRddhiMgata karane vAlA jJAna hI gAna hai aura vahI Izvara hai| Aja kI sArI samasyA jJAna kI samasyA hai| Aja maitrI ko bar3hAne lA yA rAga-dveSa ko kama karane vAlA jJAna kama milatA hai, saMgharSa ko bar3hAne gAlA aura rAga-dveSa ko panapAne vAlA jJAna adhika milatA hai / yaha eka yaMkara samasyA hai| AjIvikA ko calAne aura tathyoM ko jAnane ke lie bauddhika jJAna jarUrI hai, ise asvIkAra nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| jahAM AjIvikA kA prazna hai vahAM gaNita, bhASA, tarka, vijJAna aura zilpa kA jJAna jarUrI hotA hai / parantu vaha jJAna Izvara yA AtmA kI ora le jAne vAlA nahIM hai, vItarAgatA kI ora le jAne vAlA nahIM hai| usa jJAna ke AdhAra para jo loga jI rahe haiM, unhoMne bahuta sArI samasyAeM paidA kI haiM aura kara rahe haiN| unake kAraNa aprAmANikatA, anaitikatA, bhraSTAcAra, damana, zoSaNa-ye sAre calate haiN| ina doSoM kA mUla AdhAra vaha jJAna hI hai| jinakA bauddhika vikAsa acchA

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. jIvana kI pothI hai, ve zAyada anaitikatA ko bar3I kuzalatA ke sAtha karate haiN| jinameM samajha kama hai, ve anaitika AcaraNa bahuta kama mAtrA meM kareMge, kama sImA meM kareMge aura usako chipA nahIM paaeNge| anaitika AcaraNa karanA aura usakA patA na lagane denA, yaha kauzala to hai hI nizcita, para yaha kauzala vahI barata sakatA hai jisameM buddhi aura tarka kA vikAsa paryApta mAtrA meM ho cukA hai| vahI sahI ko galata aura galata ko sahI sAbita kara sakatA hai| jAnanA eka bAta hai aura jAnane ke bAda burAI se bacanA bilakula dUsarI bAta hai| jisameM rAga-dveSa, Asakti, mUrchA prabala hotI hai, vaha burAI ko jAna legA, para usase baca nahIM paaegaa| uttarAdhyayana sUtra kA eka prasaMga hai| brahmadatta cakravartI kA milana apane pUrvajanma ke bandhu citra se huaa| cakravartI ne kahA-mitra ! tuma mere pAsa A jAo, isa vizAla sukha-sAmagrI kA bhoga kro| jo jIvana meM cAhie usase adhika upalabdha hai| yahAM Ao, mere sAtha usakA upabhoga kro| citra ne sunA aura kahA---'rAjan ! yaha mata mAnanA ki maiM koI bhikhArI huuN| maiMne sukha-suvidhA ke sAdhanoM kA tyAga kiyA hai / jaba unheM tyAga hI diyA to phira bhogane kI bAta hI nahIM aatii| maiMne mUrkhatA se nahIM tyAgA hai, samajhabUjha kara tyAgA hai, kyoMki mujhe yaha spaSTa bhAna ho gayA ki jIvana nazvara hai, padArtha azAzvata hai| vyakti ko apane karma svayaM bhogane hote haiN| bandhu-bAMdhava kevala padArtha ke paribhoga meM hI sahabhAgI banate haiM, karma ke bhoga ko nahIM baMTAte / kie gae karmoM ko svayaM ko hI bhoganA par3atA hai|' 'rAjan ! ye sAre gIta bilApatulya haiM, nRtya viDaMbanAeM haiM, AbhUSaNa bhAra haiM aura sArI kAmanAeM duHkhada haiN| maiMne isa sacAI ko jAna liyA hai, isIlie tumhAre nimaMtraNa ko svIkAra nahIM kara sktaa|' yaha bhI eka jJAna hai| brahmadatta kahatA hai---'mitra ! tuma jo kaha rahe ho, vaha sahI hai / maiM jAnatA hUM, para moha kA AvaraNa itanA saghana hai ki jAnatA huA bhI chor3a nahIM sktaa| tumhArA mArga bhinna hai aura merA mArga bhinna hai|' donoM mile avazya, para milakara bhI alaga ho gae, kyoMki donoM kA jJAna alaga-alaga thA / eka kA jJAna mUrchA ko tor3ane meM udyata thA aura dUsare kA jJAna mUrchA ko saghana banAne vAlA thA / tathyoM ko jAnane meM donoM samAna the| donoM jAnate the, yA saba jAnate haiM, jo janmatA hai vaha avazya maratA hai| maraNa se saba Darate haiM, para yaha bhaya chUTatA nhiiN| jJAna mUrchA se mukta nahIM hai / baha zuddha jJAna nahIM hai, isalie jAnate hue bhI nahIM jAna pA rahe haiN| jJAna vaha hotA hai jisase mUrchA kA AvaraNa TUTatA hai aura sacAI ko ThIka vaise hI jAnate haiM jaise jAnanA caahie| aisA jJAna bacAtA hai /

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kyA jJAna Izvara hai ? ___ cIna kA eka prasaMga hai| adhikArI kA nAma thA cAIsena / eka vyApArI usake pAsa Akara bolA ... 'merA amuka kArya hai| Apa usako pAra lagA deN| yaha rahA patra-puSpam / ' adhikArI ne dekhA ki vyApArI upahAra meM bahuta dhanarAzi de rahA hai| mana llcaayaa| para jJAna kA aMkuza thA / adhikArI bolA.... 'bhAI ! tumhArI bAta mAna letA aura yaha upahAra bhI le letA, para karUM kyA, yaha bAta tIna ko jJAta ho gii| bAta chaha kAnoM taka pahuMca gaI / jo bAta chaha kAnoM taka pahuMca jAtI hai, vaha pracArita hue binA nahIM rhtii| maiM kSamA cAhatA huuN|' vyApArI bolA - 'Apa aura mere sivAya koI isa bAta ko nahIM jaantaa| cAra kAnoM taka sImita hai yaha bAta chaha kAna nahIM jAnate / ' adhikArI bolA -- 'nahIM, tIna ko patA hai| eka tuma jAnate ho, dUsarA maiM jAnatA hUM aura tIsarA paramAtmA jAnatA hai / jo bAta tIna taka pahuMca jAtI hai, vaha niyantrita nahIM rhtii|' adhikArI ne AtI huI lakSmI ko ThukarAyA / jo saMpatti anAyAsa A rahI thI, adhikArI ne use nakAra diyaa| Aja kI bhASA meM yaha usa adhikArI kI mUrkhatA kahI jAegI aura adhikArI ko mUrkha kahA jaaegaa| para hama soceM / usane usa saMpadA ko ThukarAyA kyoMki usakA jJAna mUrchA se AvRta nahIM thA, moha se grasta nahIM thaa| vaha jJAna use maMtrI aura anAsakti kI ora agrasara karane vAlA thA / aisA hI Izvara hotA hai| jo jJAna Asakti kI ora le jAtA hai, vaha jJAna vyavahAra kI bhASA meM bhale hI jJAna kahA jAe, para paramArthataH vaha ajJAna hai / ajJAna se koI bhI AdamI prakAza kI ora nahIM jA sktaa| ajJAna andhakAra hai| aMdhakAra aMdhakAra kI ora hI le jAtA hai, prakAza kI ora nhiiN| kAMca pratibimba kA sAdhana hai. para jaba kAMca aMdhA ho jAtA hai to vaha pratibimba ko nahIM pakar3a sktaa| balba prakAza kI abhivyakti meM sAdhana banatA hai, para jaba usakA philemeMTa TUTa jAtA hai taba vaha arthahIna ho jAtA hai / isI prakAra jJAna prakAza detA hai, para jaba vaha mUrchA se AvRta hotA hai, taba vaha andhakAra hI de sakatA hai, prakAza nhiiN| Aja kA yuga kampyUTara kA yuga hai| jJAna kA bahuta vikAsa huA hai / vyavahAra ke sAre kArya kampyUTara detA hai, kampyUTara cAlita yaMtra-mAnava kara detA hai| ghara kI saphAI, kapar3oM kI dhulAI, kAra kA saMcAlana, kAra meM peTrola kI kamI kI sUcanA, khatare kI sUcanA Adi-Adi kampyUTara se sahaja prApta ho jAtI hai| vijJAna kI kitanI pragati ! jJAna kA kitanA vikAsa ! kintu itanA hone para bhI kyA maitrI aura karuNA kA vikAsa huA hai ? kyA AdamI AdamI ke sAtha maitrIpUrNa jIvana bitA rahA hai ? kyA aNu astroM kA aura bhayaMkara kITANuoM kA nirmANa nahIM ho rahA hai ? kyA AdamI ko mArane kI WW

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12 jIvana kI pothI 1 taiyArI nahIM kI jA rahI hai ? kyA jJAna itanA nahIM bar3ha gayA hai ki dasa-bIsa miniTa meM sAre saMsAra ko khAka meM badala de ? yaha saba usI jJAna ke dvArA ho rahA hai, jisa jJAna ne AdamI ko jyAdA se jyAdA sukha-suvidhAeM dI haiM / jo jJAna sukha-suvidhAeM de rahA hai vahI jJAna manuSya ke saMhAra kI upalabdhi bhI karA rahA hai yaha virodhAbhAsa samajha se pare hai / eka ora manuSya ke svAsthya ke lie araboM rupayoM kA kharca kara auSadhiyoM kI khoja kI jA rahI hai, sukhasuvidhAoM aura padArtha vikAsa ke lie bharapUra ceSTAeM kI jA rahI haiM / AdamI kI ausata Ayu kI vRddhi ke aneka prayatna ho rahe haiM to dUsarI ora aise bhayaMkara zastrAstroM kA nirmANa bhI kiyA jA rahA hai jinase manuSya ko alpatama samaya meM mArA jA sake, mAnavajAti ko nestanAbUda kiyA jA sake / yaha virodhAbhAsa kisase paidA huA ? yaha usI jJAna se utpanna huA hai jo jJAna Asakti aura rAga-dveSa ina do taToM ke bIca baha rahA hai / usa jJAna kI dhArA ne yaha sthiti utpanna kI hai| taka manuSya kA jJAna rAga-dveSa se saMvalita rahegA, taba taka virodhAbhAsa bar3hatA rahegA, phalatA-phUlatA rahegA / yaha sacAI hai / para yaha sacAI una logoM kI samajha meM nahIM A rahI hai jo rAga-dveSa kA jIvana jI rahe haiM / unheM yaha sArA virodhAbhAsa nahIM lagatA / zastroM kA nirmANa karane vAloM kA tarka hai ki ve zakti-saMtulana ke lie zastroM kA nirmANa kara rahe haiM na ki mAnava-saMhAra ke lie| vahI adhika zaktizAlI hotA hai, jisake pAsa adhika zastrAstra hote haiM / jaba mUrcchA TUTatI hai taba virodhAbhAsa kA bhAna hotA hai, socanesamajhane kA avasara milatA hai aura AdamI taba jAna pAtA hai ki kyA kucha galata ho rahA hai / jaba jJAna mUrcchA aura Asakti ke sAtha calatA hai taba AdamI pAtAla meM bhI burAI ko khoja letA hai / jaba dharmarAja ke samakSa vyApArI ko upasthita kiyA gayA / dharmarAja ne pUchA bolo, kahAM jAnA cAhate ho ? svarga meM yA naraka meM ? vyApArI bolA- mujhe svarga yA naraka se koI matalaba nahIM hai| jahAM do paisoM kI kamAI ho, vahAM bheja diijie| yaha Asakti kA udAharaNa hai / dhana kI Asakti hotI hai, vaha aisA kaha sakatA hai / kAla saukarika apane jamAne kA prasiddha kasAI thA / vaha pratidina pAMca sau bhaiMse mAratA thA / samrATa ne use andhakUpa meM utAra diyaa| vahAM bhI vaha miTTI ke kAlpanika bhaiMse banA apanA vyasana pUrA karatA rahA / yaha eka prakAra kI Asakti thI / vaha mara gyaa| usake usa samaya eka bhaiMse kI bali sulasa ko bhaiMsA mArane ke putra sulasa ko denI hotI thI / lie kahA gayA / kula kA mukhiyA banAnA thA / sAre kauTumbika ekatrita the / sulasa bolA -- maiM bhaiMsA nahIM

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kyA jJAna Izvara hai ? kATa sakatA / usane bhaiMse kI bali nahIM dii| sulasa kA jJAna kaSAyamukta thA, jAgarUka thaa| usakA jJAna yoga bana gayA / kAlasaukarika bhaise kATe binA raha nahIM sakatA thA to sulasa bhaiMse kATa nahIM sakatA thA / antara kyoM AyA ? jJAna jJAna hai| kintu jo jJAna mUrchA se jur3A hotA hai, vaha burAI kI ora le jAtA hai / jo jJAna mUrchA se vibhakta ho jAtA hai, svataMtra jJAnAdhArA ke rUpa meM pravAhita hotA hai, vaha jJAna AdamI ko Izvara banAtA hai yA vaha jJAna svayaM Izvara hotA hai| prekSAdhyAna kevala jAnane-dekhane kA upakrama hai| yadi koI pUche ki prekSAdhyAna kI saralatama paribhASA kyA hai to yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki prekSAdhyAna kA artha hai- kevala jAnanA, kevala dekhanA, kevala jJAna, kevala darzana / korA jAnanA yA dekhanA hama nahIM jaante| hama hI kyA, duniyA kA virala vyakti hI koga jAnatA dekhatA hai| jo korA jAnatA-dekhatA hai vahI vItarAga hai, Izvara hai| hama AdamI ko upAdhiyoM ke sAtha jAnate haiN| yaha amuka hai, yaha priya hai, yaha apriya hai, yaha beImAna hai, yaha ImAnadAra hai, yaha ema0 pI0 hai, yaha minisTara hai / hama kahAM jAna pAte haiM, dekha pAte haiM ki yaha cetana hai, yaha AtmA hai / hama bAhya libAsoM se use jAnate-dekhate haiM, parivezoM ke sAtha aura upAdhiyoM ke sAtha use pahacAnate haiM / yaha jJAna zuddha nahIM hotaa| vyavadhAnoM aura upAdhiyoM se mukta hokara jAnanA hI zuddha jAnanA hai / jAnane ke sAtha jaba rAga-dveSa hotA hai taba vaha jJAna ho jAtA hai aura jaba rAga dveSa chUTa jAtA hai taba vaha jAnanA dhyAna bana jAtA hai| vItarAga koI acAnaka ghaTanA nahIM hai / vaha dhIre-dhIre phalita hotI hai / hama vItarAga bana jAeM aura pUre kSaNa vItarAgatA se jIeM, yaha asaMbhava-sA hai / para hama kucha kSaNa vItarAga nahIM bana sakate, yaha bhI nahIM hai / hama kucha kSaNoM ko vItarAga kI sthiti meM jI sakate haiN| yaha saMbhAvyatA hI dhyAna kI pariNati hai ! koriyA kA eka saMta thA rijhaaii| usake pAsa eka vyakti Akara bolA .. 'maiM sAdhanA karanA cAhatA huuN| Apa mujhe aisA upAya batAeM ki mujhe siddhiyAM prApta ho jAeM / ' saMta ne kahA - 'sAdhanA meM kama se kama tIsa varSa lagAne hoMge / ' vaha bolA---'tIsa varSa !' rijhAI ne kahA---'tIsa nahIM, sATha varSa lagAne hoNge|' sAdhaka bolA- 'yaha kyA ?' tIsa ke sATha ho gae ?' saMta ne kahA-'tumhAre mana ke saMdeha ne tIsa varSa bar3hA DAle / ' sAdhaka ghara calA gyaa| ghara jAkara socA, are ! siddhi ko pAne meM yadi pUrI jindagI bIta jAe to kaunasI bar3I bAta hai ! maiMne mUrkhatA kara dii| vaha puna: lauTa AyA saMta rijhAI ke pAsa / vaha saMta se bolA--kSamA kreN| maiMne utAvale meM nAsamajhI kara ddaalii| siddhi ke lie jitanA bhI samaya lage, vaha mujhe

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14 jIbana kI pothI svIkAra hai Apa upAya batAeM aura mujhe sAdhanA meM utAreM / vaha sAdhanA karane lgaa| tIna varSa meM siddhi mila gaI / usane saMta ke caraNoM meM mastaka jhukAkara pUchA- Apane to kahA thA ki sATha varSa lageMge aura mujhe tIna varSoM meM hI siddhi mila gaI / saMta bole maiMne ThIka hI kahA thA / jaba taka utAvalApana hogA, saMdeha aura saMzaya hogA to samaya adhika lagegA hI / tumane donoM ko chor3a diyA to siddhi tIna varSa meM prApta ho gaI / tIna varSa meM vItarAgabhAva prApta ho sakatA hai / zarta itanI hI hai ki mana meM saMdeha aura asamaMjasatA na ho / do mArga haiM- eka hai rAga kA mArga aura dUsarA hai vItarAga kA mArga / eka mArga kA cunAva kara vItarAga mArga para calane ke lie tatpara hoM to utAvala na kareM / mana meM pUrNa AsthA ke sAtha eka-eka kadama Age bddh'eN| hameM kore jJAna aura kore darzana kI anubhUti hogI, bodha hogA / yahI jJAna Izvara hai / hama caleM / 0

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kyA maiM Izvara hUM ? prekSAdhyAna kA artha hai -- kevala jJAna aura kevala jJAna kA artha hai apanA jJAna, apane Apako jAnanA, Atma-jJAna / kucha loga padArtha kA jJAna karate haiM, apane Apako nahIM jaante| jisane apane Apako nahIM jAnA, vaha dUsare ko ThIka DhaMga se nahIM jAna sakatA / hamAre jJAna kA mUla kendra hai AtmajJAna / jo apane Apako jAnatA hai vaha dUsaroM ko yathArtha meM jAna letA hai / jo apane Apako nahIM jAnatA, vaha dUsaroM ko jAnane kA prayatna karatA haiM, para sahI artha meM jAna nahIM pAtA / AtmajJAnI aura Izvara ye do bAteM nahIM haiM / jo Izvara hai vaha AtmajJAnI hai aura jo AtmajJAnI hai vaha Izvara hai / Ajakala eka bhrAMti hai manovijJAna ke kSetra meM / manovaijJAnikoM ne kahA jo apane Apa meM kendrita rahatA hai vaha AtmaratI bana jAtA hai, Atmakendrita ho jAtA hai, phira vaha dUsaroM kI citA nahIM karatA / adhyAtma kA yA AtmajJAna kA eka doSa batalAyA jAtA hai AtmaratI honA, apane ApameM kendrita ho jAnA / phira vaha AsapAsa kI citA nahIM krtaa| isa prakAra samAja kI vyavasthA meM eka truTi AtI hai / Aja isa bAta ko ThIka samajhA nahIM gayA / AtmajJAna kA artha AtmaratI ho sakatA hai kintu AtmaratI svArthI nahIM ho sakatA / svArthI alaga hotA hai aura Atmakendrita alaga hotA hai / svArthI vaha hotA hai jo apane Apako nahIM jAnatA / Aja kI samasyA svArtha kI samasyA hai| jitanI samasyAe. jitanI burAiyAM haiM ve saba svArtha ke kAraNa ho rahI haiM / AdamI apane Apako apane ghara ko aura apane parivAra ko bharanA cAhatA hai / AtmajJAna aura svArtha meM koI riztA nahIM hai / jo jitanA AtmajJAnI hogA, utanA hI svArthamukta hogA / koI svArtha usameM nahIM ho sakatA / svArthI vaha hotA hai jo apane Apase dUra rahatA hai / svArthI hiMsA karatA hai, jhUTha bolatA hai, corI karatA hai, saMgraha karatA hai, hatyA karatA hai, dUsaroM ko satAtA hai, saba kucha karatA hai / kyoM karatA hai ? kyoMki vaha bhIr3a meM jInA cAhatA hai / AtmajJAnI akele meM jInA jAnatA hai / do prakAra ke loga hote haiM- eka ve jo akele meM jInA jAnate haiM, dUsare ve jo bhIr3a meM jInA jAnate haiN| jisane apane Apako jAnane kA prayatna nahIM kiyA vaha akelA jInA nahIM jAnatA, akelepana ke jAnatA / jo apane Apase dUra hai vaha bhIr3a meM jItA hai| rahasya ko nahIM eka akele kA

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da jIvana kI pothI jIvana hai aura eka bhIr3a kA jIvana hai| ye do prakAra ke jIvana hamAre lie bahuta jAnane yogya haiN| Aja kI samasyA hai bhIr3a kA jIvana / samasyA se mukta hone kA upAya hai akelepana kA jIvana / AdamI bhItara meM akelA hotA hai aura bAhara meM sabake sAtha rahatA hai, vaha hai aatmjnyaanii| jo bhItara meM bhIr3a meM rahatA hai aura bAhara meM akelA, basa akelA, apane lie hI saba kucha cAhatA hai| dhana apane lie, saMpatti apane lie, pratiSThA apane lie, pUjA apane lie, saba apane lie, vaha hotA hai svArthI / usake bhItara itanI bhIr3a hai, itanA kolAhala hai ki kahIM chuTTI nahIM miltii| sAre saMskAra, vAsanAeM, kaSAya-- saba bhItara meM aDDA jamAe baiThe haiM / vaha bhIr3a meM jI rahA hai| vaha svArthI vyakti hotA eka AdamI ne madhumakkhiyAM paaliiN| koI mitra aayaa| usane pUchA----- tumane madhumakkhiyAM pAlIM, usase kyA koI lAbha huA? itanI bhIr3a banA lI tumane, hajAroM madhumakkhiyAM hI madhumakkhiyAM haiN| vaha bolA --- unase bahuta lAbha milA hai| Ajakala mehamAna bahuta kama Ane lage haiN| vaha socatA hai ki bar3A lAbha huA, mehamAnoM kI bhIr3a kama hone laga gii| para dUsarI bhIr3a kitanI bar3ha gaI ? svArthI AdamI socatA hai ki dUsarA koI na Ae / akelA hI meM saba kucha bhogUM, isalie vaha bhIr3a ko pAlatA hai| aura bhIr3a ko pAle binA vaha akelA nahIM bana sktaa| kintu dhyAna kI sAdhanA karane vAlA AtmajJAnI aisA kabhI nahIM soctaa| vaha dUsaroM ke lie adhikatama kalyANakArI banatA hai| ___ aparAdha kauna karatA hai ? jo sthArthI hotA hai, vaha aparAdha karatA hai| AdamI apane svArtha ke lie, apane sva ke lie, apane Apako bharane ke lie, svayaM dhanapati aura sukhI hone ke lie, anaitikatA karatA hai| zoSaNa karatA hai| yadi svArtha haTa jAe to koI milAvaTa nahIM hogI, aprAmANikatA nahIM hogI, beImAnI nahIM hogI, kucha bhI nahIM hogaa| svArthI kabhI dUsare kI cintA nahIM krtaa| kintu jo akelA rahanA jAnatA hai, usake mana meM karuNA hotI hai, saMvedanazIlatA hotI hai| use lagatA hai ki maiM jaisA hUM aura merA svarUpa jaisA hai ---mujhe jo lagatA hai usakA mujhe anubhava hai| isa prakAra kA anubhava dUsare ko bhI ho sakatA hai| yaha anubhUti kI tIvratA akelepana meM A sakatI hai, bhIr3a meM kabhI nahIM A sktii| jisane sadA bhIr3a kA jIvana jIyA, hai, vaha kabhI anubhava kI gaharAI meM jA nahIM sktaa| anubhava kI gaharAI meM vahI vyakti jA sakatA hai jisane akelepana kA jIvana jIyA hai|| koI kavi hai, lekhaka hai, sAhityakAra hai, acchI racanA karanI hai, vaha ekAMta khojegaa| aisA sthAna ki jahAM bhIr3a na ho, kolAhala na ho /

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kyA maiM Izvara hUM? vaha ekAnta meM baiThakara zAnta dimAga se koI acchI bAta soca pAegA, likha paaegaa| ekAnta isalie ki acchI bAta paidA ho sake / kintu jo bhItara meM akelA bana gayA, usake lie sarvatra ekAnnavAsa hai, kahIM bhI ekAnta, bhIr3a hai hI nhiiN| yaha akelApana Izvara hai, akelA honA Izvara hai| jo akelA honA jAnatA hai, vaha Izvara hai| jo akelA honA jAnatA hai, vaha AtmajJAnI hai| jo akelA honA jAnatA hai, vaha AdhyAtmika hai| jo akelA honA jAnatA hai, vaha dhArmika hai| dharma kA sabase pahalA aura sabase antima pATha hai akelA hone kI kalA aura akelA hone kA jJAna / hama loga akelA honA jAnate nhiiN| hama kabhI-kabhI ekAMta meM jAkara baThate haiM, koI AdamI AsapAsa meM nahIM hotA, phira bhI smRtiyoM kI bhIr3a ho jAtI hai| itanI smRtiyAM ki eka ke bAda. eka smRti ubharatI rahatI hai| kabhI akele jAkara baiThate haiM to kalpanAoM kI bhIr3a ho jAtI hai| kaI kalpanAeM Asa-pAsa meM maMDarAne laga jAtI haiM aura vyakti ko akelA rahane hI nahIM detiiN| kabhI vicAroM kI bhIr3a ho jAtI hai / itane vicAra, itane vikalpa ki eka ke bAda eka vicAra AtA rahatA hai| AdamI akelA ho hI nahIM pAtA / to hamAre cAroM tarapha bhIr3a hI bhIr3a hai| ina sArI bhIr3oM ke bIca yadi koI akelA ho pAtA hai to bahuta saubhAgya kI bAta hai / vahI vyakti akelA ho sakatA hai jisane apane Apako jAnane kA prayatna kiyA hai / ye kalpanAeM merI nahIM haiM, smRtiyAM merI nahIM haiM, vicAra mere nahIM haiM, saba ke saba Aropita haiN| mujha para apanA adhikAra jamAne ke lie A rahe haiN| vAstava meM mere nahIM haiM / yaha bAta samajha meM A jAe to isa bhIr3a se bacA jA sakatA hai| ye kyoM Ate haiM ? ye Ate haiM mUrchA ke kAraNa / mUrchA hai; jAgarUkatA nahIM hai, to smRtiyAM AeMgI, kalpanAeM: AeMgI, vicAra AeMge / aura kucha aayeNge| jisa kSaNa hama jAgarUka baneMge, saba cale jaayeNge| ghara kA mAlika sotA hai to cora ghusa Ate haiM aura vahaH jAgatA hai to cora bhAga jAte haiM / prazna hai jAgarUkatA kaa| jaba hama kalpanAoM, smRtiyoM aura vicAroM ke prati jAgarUka banate haiM aura una vicAroM ko dekhanA zurU karate haiM to ve gAyaba hone laga jAte haiN| vicAroM ko dekhanA zurU kiyA to vicAra banda, daravAjA banda ho jAegA aura jisane vicAroM ko nahIM dekhA, zUnyatA meM rahA to vicAra apanA aDDA jamA leNge| jAgarUkatA ghaTatI hai to saba Akara apanA Asana bichAne laga jAte haiN| mUla prazna hai jAgarUkatA kA / jAgarUkatA AtI hai tabhI vyakti akelA ho sakatA hai| __ akelepana kA anubhava zAyada sabase kaThina anubhava hai| duniyA meM aura koI bAta itanI kaThina nahIM hai / AdamI kaThina se kaThina kAma kara.

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18 jIvana kI pothI sakatA hai, para akelA nahIM ho sktaa| yahI sabase jyAdA kaThina hai, to sAtha sAtha yahI hamArI sabase bar3I zakti bhI hai / akelepana kA anubhava sabase bar3A Ananda hai aura akelepana kI zakti sabase bar3I zakti hai|| __ vahI vyakti akelA ho sakatA hai jo abhaya hai| Darane vAlA AdamI kabhI akelA nahIM ho sktaa| kahIM jAegA to sAtha meM kisI ko lekara jaaegaa| Darapoka AdamI rAta ko soegA to kisI dUsare ko pAsa meM lekara soegaa| bhIru AdamI sadA dUsare ke pAsa meM rakhakara apane Apako nizcinta maanegaa| bhaya se mukta maanegaa| kisI bhI AdamI ko Apa dekheN| kisI ke hAtha meM lAThI hai, kisI ke hAtha meM talavAra hai, kisI ke hAtha meM bandUka hai, kisI ke hAtha meM mazInagana hai| yaha saba kyoM hai ? pahacAna kara leM ki ye sAre ke sAre Darapoka AdamI haiN| zastra vaha rakhegA jo kAyara AdamI hogA, Darapoka AdamI hogaa| zaktizAlI AdamI kabhI zastra pAsa meM nahIM rkhegaa| zastra kA vikAsa hI bhaya ke sAtha huA hai / jisa AdamI ne Dara ko pAlA, usane zastra kA nirmANa kiyaa| mahAvIra akele ghUma rahe the / jaMgaloM meM ghUme / zUnya gharoM meM rahe / una logoM ke bIca rahe jo loga saMskRta nahIM the aura sabhya nahIM the| ghora jaMgalI AdamI the| to kyA mahAvIra ke hAtha meM lAThI thI? kyA mahAvIra ke hAtha meM talavAra aura bandUka thI ? kyA thA pAsa meM ? bhagavAna mahAvIra ke pAsa unakA bar3A bhAI rAjA naMdIvardhana AyA aura bolA-bhate ! ye vanavAsI loga, jaMgala ke caravAhe, Akara Apako kaSTa de dete haiN| Apa to dhyAnamudrA meM khar3e rahate haiM / ve Akara Apako kaSTa de dete haiN| Apa hameM AjJA deM, hama aisI vyavasthA kareM ki Apako koI kaSTa na ho|' usa samaya mahAvIra ne kaho 'na bhUtaM na bhaviSyati -yaha na huA hai aura na hogA ki tIrthaMkara kisI dUsare ke sahAre apanI sAdhanA claae| kisI dUsare kI chatrachAyA meM apane Apako surakSita mAne / yaha na huA hai, aura na hogaa| tIrthaMkara kevala apane bharose para hI, apane bala para hI sAdhanA calAte haiM / koI ciMtA mata kro|' . isakA nAma hai Izvara / isI kA nAma hai AtmajJAna / vahI akelA ho sakatA hai jo abhaya hai / bhayabhIta AdamI kabhI akelA ho hI nahIM sktaa| hamezA vaha dUsare kI zaraNa meM rahatA hai| . rAjA jAtA hai aura saikar3oM sainika sAtha meM hote haiM / Ajakala ke zAsaka jAte haiM to kitanI kar3I surakSA vyavasthA hotI hai / pahare para paharA aura zastroM para zastra / cAroM ora surakSA kI dIvAreM khar3I kara dI jAtI haiN| isakA kAraNa hai ki unameM akelA hone kI kSamatA nahIM hai| vyavahAra kA jagat hI aisA hai ki AdamI akelA ho nahIM sktaa| jo akelA ho gayA vaha eka aisI duniyA meM pahuMca gayA ki jahAM jIne kA moha nahIM aura

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kyA maiM Izvara hUM? marane kA bhaya nahIM hai / donoM bAteM hoM, usI sthiti meM akelepana kA anubhava hotA hai aura usI sthiti meM AdamI abhaya ho sakatA hai| akelA vaha hotA hai jo tanAva se mukta hotA hai| tanAvagrasta AdamI kabhI akelA nahIM ho sktaa| Aja kA saMsAra tanAva se bharA huA saMsAra hai / choTA baccA bhI Aja tanAva se bhara jAtA hai| eka bAraha varSa kA baccA ghara se kyoM nikala par3atA hai ? eka 14 varSa kA baccA ghara kyoM chor3a detA hai ? isIlie ki vaha tanAva kI cUMTI lekara hI janmatA hai| mAtA-pitA cUMTI dete haiN| vaha janmacUMTI nahIM tanAva kI ghaMTI hotI hai / eka choTA baccA bhI tanAva se grasta hai| mAnasika tanAva, bhAvanAtmaka tanAva / tanAva hI tanAva / eka choTe bacce me bhI khiMcAva hai| vaha khicAva se mukta nahIM hai| eka bhAI ne sunAyA vaha amerikA gayA aura eka ghara para tthhraa| atithi hokara vaha baiThA hai aura ghara vAle baiThe haiM / dasa-bAraha varSa kA bAlaka AyA aura mAtA-pitA ke sAmane koI anucita vyavahAra karane lgaa| pitA ne kahA --- aisA mata kro| baccA bolA ---'Apa kona hote haiM kahane vAle ? AindA kabhI mata khnaa| yadi kaheMge to maiM zUTa kara duuNgaa|' vaha pitA ko kaha rahA hai aura vaha dasa-bAraha varSa kA baccA kaha rahA hai / jahAM kI sabhyatA aura saMskRti hI aisI ho gaI, vahAM itanA tanAva hai ki choTA baccA bhI sIkha jAtA hai ki maiM zUTa kara duuNgaa| ye jyAdA aparAdha, hatyAeM aura Atma-hatyAeM vahAM hotI haiM jahAM tanAva kI bharamAra hai| tanAva-mukta AdamI isa bhASA meM kabhI soca hI nahIM sktaa| usake dimAga meM aisA A hI nahIM sakatA / sAre aparAdhoM kI jo AdhArazilA hai vaha hai tanAva / isase yaha spaSTa hai ki vaha akelA honA nahIM jAnatA / akelA vaha hai jo tanAva se mukta hai / akelA vaha hai jo ciMtA se mukta hai| jo bahuta ciMtA karatA hai, ciMtA hI ciMtA ki aba kyA hogA? bur3hApe meM kyA hogA ? beTe kA kyA hogA ? agalI pIr3hiyoM kA kyA hogA ? sAta pIr3hiyoM taka kI ciMtA karatA hai, para patA nahIM hai kala kA aura ciMtA karatA hai sAta pIr3hiyoM kI ! jo AdamI citA se bharA rahatA hai, vaha kabhI akelA nahIM ho sktaa| akelA vaha hotA hai jo nizcita rahatA bagadAda meM eka sUphI saMta hue haiM / unakA nAma thA junejA / eka bAra junejA ghUmane ke lie jaMgala meM gye| unhoMne dekhA, eka phakIra ro rahA hai / burI taraha ro rahA hai / saMta kA mana pasIjA, usake pAsa gae aura bole, tuma kyoM ro rahe ho ? vaha bolA-'kyA batAUM, koI kAraNa hai|' saMta ne kahA batAo, kyA kAraNa hai ? ho sakatA hai ki maiM tumheM koI samAdhAna de skeN| usane kahA- kyA batAUM, maiM paramezvara se milane ke lie nikalA / para abhI WW

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jIvana kI pothI taka mujhe vaha milA hI nahIM / ' saMta ne kahA, 'rone se nahIM milegaa| tuma kucha abhyAsa karo, sAdhanA kro| mArga batA detA huuN|' phakIra vApasa jAne lage to saMta junejA ne kahA, maiM bhI jA rahA huuN| saMta ne kahA--phira koI tumhAre sAmane citA kI koI bAta A jAe to bagadAda meM A jAnA aura mujhase samAdhAna le lenaa| vaha bolA, mujhe koI jarUrata nahIM hai Apake pAsa Ane kii| maiM kyoM AUMgA Apake pAsa ! maiM ciMtA karatA hI nahIM huuN| mujhe isa bAta kA vizvAsa hai ki maiM jaba-jaba kucha jAnanA cAhUMgA to paramAtmA apane Apa bheja degaa| Aja bhI Apako maiMne bulAyA thA kyA? maiMne to Apako nahIM bulAyA thaa| Apa apane Apa merI samasyA kA samAdhAna karane ke lie A ge| aise hI phira kabhI koI samasyA AegI to koI na koI apane Apa A hI jaaegaa| mujhe Apake pAsa Ane kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| jo AdamI apane bharose para hotA hai, vizvasta hotA hai, tanAva se mukta rahatA hai, vAstava meM vaha akelA hotA hai| ciMtA se grasta rahane vAlA kabhI akelA nahIM ho sktaa| akelA honA kitanA kaThina hotA hai aura akelA honA kitanA samAdhAna hai ! jahAM koI ciMtA nahIM, jahAM koI bhaya nahIM, koI tanAva nahIM hai, vahAM kitanA sukha kI sthiti hai aura kitanI Ananda kI sthiti hai ! hamAre Ananda ko aura sukha ko lIlane vAle tattva do haiM--bhaya aura citaa| kitanA bhI pAsa meM paisA ho, bhaya AyA to Ananda kAphUra / kitanI hI pAsa meM saMpadA ho, mana meM bhaya jAgA aura saba kucha samApta / saba sAdhana haiM, tanAva se AdamI bharA aura saba kucha samApta / hara vyakti apane ApakA vizleSaNa kare ki kitanA bhaya hai jIvana meM, kitanA tanAva aura kitanI ciMtAeM haiM jIvana meN| aisA vyakti kauna milegA jo abhaya aura ciMtAmukta ho| aura jo aisA hotA hai vaha sacamuca dUsare ke lie paramAtmA-svarUpa hI hotA hai, eka Adarza hotA hai| aise vyakti kI jarUrata hai jo isa prakAra kA jIvana jIe / bahuta kaThina bAta hai isa prakAra kA jIvana jInA aura vaha vyakti isa prakAra kA jIvana jI nahIM sakatA jo akele hone kI kuMjI ko nahIM jaantaa| ___ akelA vaha ho sakatA hai jo mukta hai, anAsakta hai, yAnI padArtha ko bhogatA hai kiMtu padArtha se baMdhatA nahIM hai| padArtha AdamI ko bAMdhatA hai| saba baMdhe hue haiM padArtha se / padArtha ko bhoganA aura kAma meM lenA eka bAta hai aura padArtha se baMdha jAnA bilakula dUsarI bAta hai| __ Ajakala eka saMskRti kA vikAsa huA hai| kucha vicArakoM ne aura gahare citakoM ne naI saMskRti ko janma dene kA prayAsa kiyA hai| usa saMskRti kA kAma hai apiragraha kI saMskRti, 'thro ave' kI saMskRti / isa para bahuta sAhitya nikalA hai aura bahuta ciMtana huA hai| yAnI kAma meM lo aura pheMka

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kyA maiM Izvara hUM? do| zrI ave-yaha Aja kI naI saMskRti panapa rahI hai aura yaha bahuta purAnI hai aparigraha kI saMskRti / kAma meM liyA aura pheMkA / kitanA ikaTThA karoge? apane pAsa jamA karake mata rkho| saMgraha kI manovRtti bAMdhatI hai AdamI ko / mukta honA AdamI jAnatA hI nahIM hai / aura jo mukta honA nahIM jAnatA, vaha akelA honA nahIM jaantaa| sabase bar3A samAdhAna aura sabase bar3I AnandAnubhUti usI ko upalabdha hotI hai jo akelA honA jAnatA hai| adhyAtma kA sabase mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai--akelA honA / AdamI jAnatA hai ki vaha akelA janma letA hai aura akelA maratA hai| vaha isa sacAI ko jAnatA hai / bIca kA sArA jIvana bhIr3a meM bItatA hai, kintu bhIr3a ke kAraNa vaha satya se pare calA jAtA hai aura akelepana kI paristhiti ko bisAra detA hai| use yAda hI nahIM rahatA ki maiM akelA AyA huuN| use yAda hI nahIM rahatA ki mujhe akelA jAnA hai| yaha bhIr3a itanI mUrchA paidA kara detI hai ki duniyA kI mahAnatama sacAI, akelepana kI anubhUti jo hai vaha chUTa jAtI hai aura bhIr3a meM ulajha jAtI hai| ___ adhyAtma yA dharma ke pAsa yadi koI sabase bar3A samAdhAna kA sUtra hai to vaha hai ekatva kI anubhUti, akelepana kI anubhUti / samAja meM, bhIr3a meM jIte hue bhI akelepana kI anubhUti karate rahane kI kSamatA sabase bar3A samAdhAna hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne sacAI kA jIvana jIne ke lie anuprekSAoM kA bodha diyaa| bAraha anuprekSAeM haiN| ye anuprekSAeM mUrchA ke cakra ko tor3ane vAlI haiN| jahAM-jahAM vyakti meM mUrchA AtI hai anuprekSA kA prayoga karane se mUrchA kA vakra TUTa jAtA hai| jo vyakti anuprekSA nahIM karatA, mUrchA saghana hotI calI jAtI hai| mUcchita AdamI kA nirNaya use asatya kI ora le jAtA hai| yaha bahuta teja dhAra hai anuprekSA kI, jo cakra ko bar3hane nahIM detii| una bAraha anuprekSAoM meM eka anuprekSA hai akelepana kA bodha, akelepana kI anubhUti / akelA vaha hotA hai jisameM mamatva nahIM hai, mamakAra-merApana nahIM hai| vyavahAra kI bAta to ThIka hai| vyavahAra meM to AdamI bolatA hai ki yaha mega hai, yaha merA hai, kintu yaha sacAI nahIM hai / hama vyavahAra ko vyavahAra ke jIvana taka hI rahane deM aura sacAI kA jIvana bhI sAtha meM jIeM / jo AdamI korA vyavahAra kA jIvana jItA hai vaha apane lie sadA siradarda paidA karatA hai / siradarda ko vahI miTA sakatA hai jo vyavahAra ke sAtha sacAI kA jIvana bhI jItA hai| hameM donoM prakAra kA jIvana jInA cAhie / vyavahAra kA jIvana to isalie ki hama usake binA apanI AvazyakatAoM ko pUrI nahIM kara sakate, apane lie jIne kA sAdhana nahIM juTA skte| isalie

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22 jIvana kI pothI vyavahAra kA jIvana jInA, bhIr3a kA jIvana jInA hamAre lie bahuta jarUrI hai / sAmAjika jIvana jInA hamAre lie bahuta jarUrI hai| yadi hama sacAI ke jIvana nahIM jIte haiM to vaha vyavahAra, vaha samAja aura vaha bhIr3a hamAre lie nita nae siradarda paidA kara detI hai / donoM prakAra kA jIvana jInA Avazyaka hai / vyavahAra kA jIvana jIte hue jo sacAI kA jIvana hai usakI pRSThabhUmi banAe rakhanA apekSita hai / Age vyavahAra rahe aura pRSThabhUmi meM sacAI rhe| vyavahAra rahe, sacAI rahe aura donoM sAtha-sAtha caleM to hamAre jIvana kI yAtrA bhI ThIka calegI aura hamAre lie siradarda bhI paidA nahIM hogaa| jisa vyakti ne apanA parivAra banAyA, apane lie eka suvidhA kI sImA banAI, koI bar3I bAta nahIM aura ise koI burA bhI nahIM kahA jA sktaa| parivAra banAnA vyakti ke lie jarUrI hai kintu parivAra ko antima sacAI mAna liyA aura yaha mAna liyA ki merA trANa, merI surakSA kahIM hai to yaha parivAra hai / usa vyakti ko dhokhA hotA hai, vaha jAnane vAle jAnate haiM / vaha svayaM anubhava karegA, eka dina dhokhA khAnA pdd'egaa| aura yadi vaha isa sacAI ko barAbara mAnatA rahatA hai ki suvidhA ke lie parivAra banAyA hai kintu antima sacAI yaha hai ki vastutaH maiM akelA hUM / aise vyakti ko kabhI dhokhA nahIM hogaa| hamAre pAsa bahuta sArI aisI ghaTanAeM AtI haiN| loga kahate haiM ki mujhe bhAI ne dhokhA diyaa| koI kahatA hai ki mere pitA ne mujhe dhokhA de diyaa| koI kahatA hai ki mere lar3ake ne mujhe dhokhA de diyaa| koI kahatA hai ki merI patnI ne mujhe dhokhA de diyaa| koI kahatI hai ki mere pati ne mujhe dhokhA de diyaa| koI dhokhA dene vAlA nahIM hai / tumane svayaM apane Apa meM dhokhA khAyA hai, dUsare ko to mAtra nimitta banA rahe ho / dUsarA kauna hotA hai dhokhA dene vAlA / tumane jhUTha ko pAlA, satya ko asvIkAra kiyA, isalie dhokhA ho rahA hai| sacAI ko barAbara dhyAna rakhate to kabhI dhokhA ho hI nahIM sktaa| isa bAta ko barAbara jAnate rahate ki duniyA kA yaha svabhAva hai ki jaba taka svArtha nahIM TakarAte saba apane haiM aura jaba svArtha kA TakarAva hotA hai taba na bhAI apanA hotA, na bApa apanA hotA aura na beTA, na pati apanA hotA aura na patnI apanI hotii| koI kisI kA nahIM hotaa| yaha svArthoM kA saMgharSa, svArthoM kA TakarAva kisI ko apanA rahane nahIM detA / sacAI ko bhulAkara sabako apanA liyA, isI galata mAnyatA ne tumheM dhokhA diyA hai, kisI bhI vyakti ne tumheM dhokhA nahIM diyA hai| yaha dhAraNA spaSTa rahegI to tumheM kabhI kaSTa kA anubhava nahIM hogaa| agara koI dhokhe kA anubhava hotA hai to sIdhA sUtra hai ki duniyA kA svabhAva hai aisA hotA hai / bAta samApta ho jAtI hai| yadi aisA nahIM hotA hai to zikAyata aura

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yA meM Izvara hUM? zakAyata / usakA tAMtA TUTatA nahIM / eka bhAI Akara bolA, mere pitA ne mujhe nikAla diyA, kucha bhI nahIM diyaa| kyo naI bAta hai ! eka bhAI Akara bolA, mAM ne ghara se nikAla diyA / pasaMda hI nahIM karatI, mujhe cAhatI hI nahIM hai / kyA naI bAta hai ! duniyA kA svabhAva hai| yaha usako batAyA to samAdhAna mila gayA, vaha bahuta ulajha rahA thA, sulajha gayA / yaha to duniyA kA siddhAnta hai, kauna-sI itihAsa kI naI ghaTanA hai| itihAsa bharA par3A hai ina bAtoM se, tuma kyoM itanI cintA karate ho ? use samAdhAna mila gayA / yaha sacAI hai aura yaha sacAI hamAre samAdhAna kI bAta hai / hama prekSAdhyAna dvArA yadi akelepana kI anubhUti ke yogya bana jAeM to Izvara dUra nahIM hai / yaha yogyatA na Ae to Izvara kabhI pAsa nahIM hogA, kabhI sAkSAtkAra kI bAta nahIM hogii| eka bar3A baragada kA per3a / usake nIce tIna AdamI baiThe the| bAtacIta cala par3I, bole, prArthanA kA samaya hai, prArthanA kreN| prArthanA meM baiThate samaya phira bole ki Aja prArthanA meM mAMgeM kyA ? eka ne kahA-jaMgala meM baiThe haiM, bala kI AvazyakatA hai, hama bala mAMga leN| prabhu kI kRpA ho to hameM bala mile, zakti mile / dUsarA bolA ki bala to hamAre zarIra meM hai hama kamajora nahIM haiN| buddhi mAMgeM, vaha sabase bar3A bala hotA hai| jisake pAsa buddhi hai, usake pAsa bala bhI hai| buddhihIna AdamI ke pAsa bala hogA to bhI vaha kyA kregaa| to buddhi mAMga leM / tIsarA bolA-buddhi se bhI kyA hogA ? jaba taka zraddhA nahIM hogI taba taka kucha bhI nahIM hogaa| hama zraddhA kA hI varadAna mAMga leN| itane meM baragada meM se eka AvAja AI ki kyoM vivAda karate ho ? kyoM lar3ate ho ? pahale mAMgane yogya to bno| yaha jhagar3A chodd'o| pahale yogya banane kI jarUrata haiM / akele hone kI jarUrata hai, para hama pahale akele hone kI yogyatA prApta kareM, arhatA paidA kareM ki hama bhIr3a meM rahate hue bhI, samAja meM rahate hue bhI, karor3oM-karor3oM AdamiyoM ke bIca meM rahate hue bhI apane akelepana ko na bhUleM / unake bIca rahate hue bhI akele raha skeN| yadi arhatA prApta hotA hai to prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga bahuta sArthaka ho jAtA hai| 'maiM Izvara hUM' - yaha bhrama bhI ho sakatA hai aura vAstavikatA bhI ho sakatI hai / jo kevala zAstroM kI duhAI detA hai, pustakeM par3hakara kisI pATha ko doharAtA hai, to vaha usakA bhrama hai| yadi vAstava meM vaha kisI abhyAsa yA prayoga ke dvArA apane brahmatva yA Izvaratva kI anubhUti karatA hai to maiM brahma hUM', 'maiM Izvara hUM' vaha anubhUti ke svara meM bolatA hai| anubhUti ke svara meM kisI bAta ko kahanA eka vAstavikatA hai aura kevala punarAvRti karanA, rarTa raTAI bAta volanA, vaha bhrama hai|

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maitrI : roga ke sAtha pUchA gayA, badalatA kauna hai ? bhagavAn mahAvIra ne uttara diyA asthira badalatA hai, sthira nahIM badalatA / padArtha meM do guNa hote haiN| eka asthira aura dUsarA sthira / sthira kendra meM rahatA hai aura asthira paridhi meM / pratyeka padArtha kA mUla sthira hai| usake AsapAsa badalAva hotA rahatA hai| nAnA parivartanoM meM hI aparivartita rahatA hai, vaha akelA hai| AtmA akalI hai, vaha sthira hai / AtmAeM badalatI rahatI haiN| kaSAya AtmA--Aveza badalate rahate haiN| kabhI krodha, kabhI ahaMkAra, kabhI kapaTa. kabhI lobha, kabhI bhaya, kabhI hAsya aura kabhI kAma-vAsanA / ye sthira nahIM rahate haiM, badalate rahate haiM, kiMtu ina sabhI ke bIca eka aisA tattva hai jo kabhI nahIM bdltaa| caMcalatA badalatI rahatI hai| kabhI mana caMcala, kabhI vANI caMcala, kabhI zarIra caMcala / ye saba AtmAeM eka mUla AtmA ke AsapAsa hone vAle parivartana kI AtmAeM haiN| ina nAnA rUpoM meM jo parivartita rahane vAlA hai use samajhane vAlA hI vAstava meM akelA ho sakatA hai, aneka ke bIca rahane vAlA akelA, jo nAnA avasthAoM kA anubhava karatA hai para apane akelepana kI vismRti nahIM krtaa| jo akelA hotA hai vahI dUsare ke sAtha maitrI sthApita kara sakatA hai| zarIra meM nAnA prakAra kI avasthAyeM AtI haiN| AdamI bImAra hotA hai / bUr3hA hotA hai| kabhI duHkhI hotA hai aura kabhI sukhI / nAnA prakAra kI avasthAeM AtI haiN| una avasthAoM ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karanA eka bahuta bar3A satya hai / usa satya ko vahI pakar3a pAtA hai jo vAstava meM akelA hotA hai / akelA vyakti pIr3A ke sAtha aura roga ke sAtha maitrI sthApita kara sakatA hai| tIna duHkha batalAe gae haiM-roga, bur3hApA aura mauta / cauthA haijanma / usakI anubhUti nahIM hotii| AdamI ko anubhUti hotI hai roga ke duHkha kii| bhalA, duHkha ke sAtha maitrI kaise sthApita ho sakatI hai ? duHkha Ane para AdamI becaina hotA hai| ArtadhyAna kA eka lakSNa hai... roga Ane para duHkhI honA / sAmAnyataH hara AdamI ko roga AtA hai, pIr3A hotI hai / taba vaha ArtadhyAna meM calA jAtA hai| rotA hai, bilakhatA hai, cillAtA hai aura krandana karatA hai| aura kabhI-kabhI to itanA vilApa karatA hai ki gharavAloM ko hI nahIM, pAsa-par3osa ko bhI jagA detA hai| nIMda harAma kara detA hai| yaha eka avasthA hai ki AdamI kI bImArI ke sAtha eka pIr3A utaratI hai|

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maitrI : roga ke sAtha 25 arati kA honA, pIr3A kA honA aura bImArI kA honA jaise eka gaThabaMdhana ho gayA bImArI AI aura sAtha-sAtha pIr3A bhI A gaI, kaSTAnubhUti bhI A gaI / dharma ke kSetra meM eka satya khojA gayA, jisase bImArI kI avasthA meM bhI AdamI bilakula Ananda meM raha sakatA hai, zAMta raha sakatA hai, samatA meM raha sakatA hai aura sukha kA anubhava kara sakatA hai| idhara pIr3A aura udhara vaha sukha kA anubhava kare, yaha bahuta vicitra khoja hai| vartamAna meM bhI Aja ke vaijJAnika isa khoja meM lage hue haiM ki pIr3A ko kaise badalA jAe ? pIr3A kI anubhUti ko kaise badalA jAe ? pIr3A zAmaka auSadhiyAM dI jAtI haiM to pIr3A kama ho jAtI hai / isase pIr3A kI anubhUti kama ho jAtI hai / sira meM darda uThA aura DaoNkTara ke pAsa gayA aura usane goliyAM dIM to darda zAMta ho jAtA hai / mAdaka davA lI, aphIma se banane vAlI goliyAM lIM, darda zAMta ho gayA, darda miTa gayA / prativarSa araboM-araboM rupayoM kI auSadhiyAM bAjAra meM bika rahI haiM / aura bahuta sAre loga siradarda, peTadarda, jor3oM kA darda, saMdhidarda, ghuTanoM kA darda - ina saba dardoM ko miTAne ke lie goliyAM khAte rahate haiM / / yaha khoja cikitsA ke kSetra meM bhI cala rahI hai aura dharma ke kSetra meM bhI clii| agara dharma na miTAe to dharma kI vyarthatA ho jaae| dharma ke dvArA pIr3A kA zamana bhI honA cAhie / yadi dhArmika AdamI ko pIr3A ke samaya kevala DaoNkTara kI zaraNa lenI par3e aura koI upAya na ho to eka ciMtana kA prazna bana jAtA hai | cikitsA kI aneka paddhatiyAM vikasita huIM darda ko miTAne ke lie aura roga ko zAMta karane ke lie| eka paddhati usake sAtha maitrI sthApita karane kI thI ki roga Ane para Daro mata, usake sAtha maitrI sthApita karo / AyA hai / Ane vAlA atithi hai / atithi kA svAgata kiyA jAtA hai, sthAna diyA jAtA hai / Darane kI jarUrata nahIM / usane apane Apa sthAna banA liyA hai / aba usakA svAgata karo / yaha bahuta bar3I bAta hai| roga kA svAgata kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ? isakA eka sUtra hai - nirjarA / yaha soco ki jo AyA hai vaha kaSTa degA | kaSTa hogA, para sAtha-sAtha nirjarA hogI, vizuddhi hogI, RNa cukegA / jo karjA kiyA huA hai vaha cuka jaaegaa| sArA dRSTikoNa badala jAtA hai / jaba hamArA usake sAtha maitrI kA dRSTikoNa bana gayA to pIr3A nahIM degA | acchA hai A gayA, kyA burA karane vAlA hai? eka vaha AtA hai, jo ki Ate samaya bahuta acchA lagatA hai aura jAte samaya bahuta burA lagatA hai / AtA hai to bar3A AkarSaka hotA hai aura jAtA hai to bar3A duHkha dekara jAtA hai / roga Ate samaya bahuta acchA nahIM lagatA, para jAte samaya bahuta acchA lagatA hai / itanI saphAI kara jAegA, itanI vizuddhi kara

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jIvana kI pothI jAegA, itanA acchA pariNAma degA, aisA lagegA kI bhale hI AyA hai| prAkRtika cikitsA vAle mAnate haiM ki jvara AtA hai vaha zarIra kI zuddhi ke lie AtA hai| zarIra meM bahuta sArA viSa saMcita ho jAtA hai| isako miTAne ke lie jvara AtA hai| aba jo viSa ko nikAlane ke lie jvara AyA, use kyA mAneMge? zatru mAneMge yA mitra mAneMge ? kaSTa dene vAlA koI zatru nahIM hotA / trANa dene vAlA koI mitra nahIM hotA / zatru aura mitra kI pahacAna usase hotI hai ki pIche kyA chodd'aa| eka AdamI miThAI khAtA hai| miThAI khAne meM acchI lagatI hai para khAne ke bAda peTa kharAba ho jAtA hai / ise kyA mAneMge / acchA mAneMge? yA burA mAneMge ? hAjamA kamajora aura dAla kA sirA khA liyaa| acchA to lagA khAte samaya, para kyA mAneMge ? acchA mAneMge yA burA mAneMge ? acchA nahIM mAneMge, burA mAneMge / jo acchA lagatA hai vaha mitra hotA hai, priya hI hotA hai aura acchA hI lagatA hai, yaha hamArI bhrAMti hI hogii| aura jo burA lagatA hai vaha ahitakara hogA, yaha bhI hamArI bhrAMti hogii| jo apane jAne ke bAda acchAI chor3a jAtA hai vaha hamAre lie kalyANakArI mitra hotA hai aura jo jAne ke bAda hamAre lie burAI chor3a jAtA hai, vaha hamAre lie zatru kA kAma karatA hai| roga AtA hai pIche kucha chor3a jAtA hai| yadi vAstava meM use mitra kI dRSTi se dekheM, usake sAtha maitrI sthApita kareM to kalyANa chor3a jAegA, burAI nahIM chodd'egaa| ___ jayAcArya ne eka grantha likhA / usakA nAma hai "aaraadhnaa"| unhoMne usameM roga ke sAtha maitrI karane kA bahuta sundara mantra diyA hai| kaSTa AyA hai to maiM use prIti ke sAtha sahana kruuN| usake sAtha prema karUM / virodha na kruuN| laDUM nahIM / yadi vaha lar3ane laga jAegA to ArtadhyAna meM calA jaaegaa| __ maMtrI karane kI bhI eka vikasita praNAlI hai| Aja ke manovaijJAnika batA rahe haiM ki hama dasa-bIsa varSoM meM aisI mAnasika prakriyA khoja leMge ki bImAra ko, dardI ko aisA prazikSaNa deMge ki vaha binA davA ke darda ko sahana kara ske| kisI davA kI AvazyakatA nahIM hogii| eka hamArI zArIrika praNAlI hai| usameM pIr3A ko sahana karane kI kSamatA hai| usameM pIr3A-zAmaka rasAyana banate haiM / eka aisA rasAyana hai| Upara se jo davAiyAM lI jAtI haiM ve bhI pIr3A kA zamana karatI haiN| kintu jo tIsarI bAta hai mAnasika kriyA, usake dvArA yadi pIr3A kA zamana kara diyA jAe to yaha hai roga ke sAtha maitrI karane kA prayatna / usakA eka kAraNa hai - bhaya, cintA aura tanAva se mukti / AdamI ghabar3A jAtA hai, bhayabhIta hotA hai, cintA meM DUba jAtA hai / tanAva se grasta ho jAtA hai| pAMca pratizata pIr3A ko pacAsa pratizata anubhava

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maitrI : roga ke sAtha karatA hai / abhaya kA vikAsa kareM, cintA mukta raheM, tanAva se mukta raheM to pacAsa pratizata pIr3A pAMca pratizata jitanI bhI anubhava nahIM hogii| pIr3A kI anubhUti sabako samAna nahIM hotii| eka vyakti ko bhI samAna nahIM hotii| bhaya aura ciMtA ke sAtha pIr3A bar3ha jAtI hai aura abhaya va nizcintatA kI sthiti meM pIr3A kama ho jAtI hai| kucha loga bahuta Darapoka hote haiM / paira meM thor3A sA kAMTA cubha gayA to itane Dara jAte haiM ki mAno koI vajra kA prahAra hI ho gayA ho / ve karAhane laga jAte haiN| kucha loga bhaya-mukta hote haiN| koI zastra kA prahAra bhI laga jAtA hai to upha taka nahIM karate, unheM pIr3A kA anubhava taka nahIM hotA / hamArI bhAvAtmaka aura mAnasika sthitiyAM pIr3A ke hone aura na hone meM nimitta banatI haiN| abhaya kA vikAsa karanA roga ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karanA hai / abhaya kA vikAsa karanA pIr3A ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karanA hai| cintA aura tanAva se mukta honA pIr3A ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karanA hai / hamane dekhA hai kucha logoM ko, jinake zarIra meM bhayaMkara pIr3A hai, kintu unhoMne apanI AsthA ko jgaayaa| AsthA kA kendra banA liyA aura pIr3A zAMta ho gaI / AsthA yA vizvAsa pIr3A ke sAtha maitrI karane kA eka sUtra hai| bhAvanA ke parivartana se AdamI meM parivartana A jAtA hai / koI padArtha kA camatkAra nahIM hotA / bhAvanA kA camatkAra hai| bhAvanA badalI aura AdamI badala jAtA hai| hama sacAI ko abhI kama jAnate haiM / bhAvanA ke sAtha hamAre rasAyana badalate haiN| jaba rasAyana badalate haiM to AdamI kA sArA vyavahAra badala jAtA hai| isameM vizvAsa aura AsthA bahuta bar3A kAma karatI hai| na jAne kitane loga saMtoM ke pairoM kI dhUlI ko le jAte haiM / bar3A kAma detI hai aura bhayaMkara bImAriyAM miTa jAtI haiN| to kyA yaha reta kA camatkAra hai ? dhUlI kA camatkAra hai ? nahIM, yaha bhAvanA kA camatkAra hai, vizvAsa aura AsthA kA camatkAra hai| AsthA banI, vizvAsa banA, bhAvanA badalI aura vaise hI parivartana zurU ho jAtA hai| __ yaha pIr3A ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karane kA eka upAya hai, eka prayatna hai| mAnasika kriyA kA eka bahuta bar3A aMga hai saMkalpa kA bala / saMkalpa ke dvArA maitrI sthApita kI jA sakatI hai| anAthI kI bAta sunI hogii| rAjagRha kA eka zreSThI parivAra, bahuta dhnii| ikalautA lar3akA / nAma thA anaathii| vivAhita / saba kucha pAsa meN| eka dina bhayaMkara pIr3A uThI--- cakSuHzUla, vaidyoM ko bulAyA aura ilAja karavAyA, koI lAbha nahIM huA / aba anAthI ke mana meM eka vikalpa uThA ki mere pitA ne, merI mAtA ne mere lie itanA kiyA aura itanA dhana bahAyA phira bhI mujhe pIr3A-mukta nahIM kara ske| mere bhAiyoM ne aura mere sage-saMbaMdhiyoM ne mere lie itanA kiyA phira bhI maiM pIr3A

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jIvana kI pothI mukta nahIM ho paayaa| merI patnI bhIgI AMkhoM se mere pAsa baiThI rahatI, sevA karatI rahatI phira bhI mujhe pIr3A-mukta nahIM kara skii| koI kucha bhI nahIM kara sakatA / maiM pIr3A bhogatA rahA / idhara saba upacAra meM lage haiM aura maiM pIr3A meM lagA hUM, kyA yaha yoM hI calegA? maiM pIr3A hI bhogatA rahUMgA ? nahIM mujhe badalanA hai| mana meM saMkalpa AyA, vikalpa ke bAda saMkalpa ki yadi maiM pIr3A se mukta ho jAUM to maiM muni bane jAUM / saMkalpa ke sAtha soe / bhayaMkara pIr3A thI, nIMda A hI nahIM rahI thii| nIMda A gii| uThe to pIr3A bilakula zAMta / jaise koI darda huA hI nhiiN| aba anAthI muni bana gae / yaha hai saMkalpa kA prayoga / saMkalpa ke dvArA AdamI roga ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karatA hai aura pIr3A ko bilakula zAMta kara detA hai / jIvana meM aneka sthitiyAM AtI haiM, viSamatAeM AtI haiM / yadi hama Antarika zaktiyoM kA upayoga kareM, apane bhItara kI zaktiyoM kA upayoga kareM to bahuta viSamatAoM ko kama kiyA jA sakatA hai| kintu AdamI kA dRSTikoNa kevala bahirmukhI banA huA hai / vaha hara samasyA ke mUla ko bAhara hI khojatA hai aura hara samAdhAna bAhara hI DhUMDhatA hai, bhItara meM samAdhAna khojatA hI nahIM hai / yaha ekAMgIpana AdamI ko jyAdA saMkaTa meM DAle hue hai / yadi AdamI sarvAMgINa bana jAe, bAhara meM khojatA hai, para bhItara meM bhI samAdhAna khojane laga jAe, isase bahuta kucha upalabdha ho sakatA hai| pahale cikitsaka bAhara meM hI samAdhAna khojate the, kintu bAda meM bhItara meM bhI samAdhAna khojA jAne lgaa| isase mAnasika cikitsA, AdhyAtmika cikitsA aura saMkalpa cikitsA kA vikAsa huA, dhvani cikitsA kA vikAsa huA / bhItara kI aneka cikitsAoM kA vikAsa huaa| unheM lagA ki bhItara meM samAdhAna hai| use khojA jA sakatA hai| Aja ke vaijJAnika isa bAta meM bahuta Age bar3ha ge| rasAyanoM kI jaba khoja calI hai, bAyokemisTrI kA vikAsa huA hai aura jaivika rasAyanoM para jaba dhyAna kendrita huA hai to isa viSaya meM aura pragati ho gaI ki bhItara meM hajAroM-hajAroM prakAra ke rasAyana banate haiM / ve rasAyana hamArI sahAyatA karate haiM / yaha Antarika rasAyanoM ko jAnane kI prakiyA eka prakAra se AdhyAtmika cikitsA kI prakriyA hai| dharma ke logoM ne bahuta pahale hI khoja liyA thA ki bhAva prakriyA ke dvArA rasAyanoM ko badalA jA sakatA hai| unhoMne vizvAsa kA, AsthA kA aura saMkalpa kA prayoga kiyA aura sahiSNutA kA prayoga kiyaa| eka bahuta bar3I zakti hai roga ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karane kI, sahana karane kI zakti / jo AdamI sahana karane kI zakti ko bar3hA letA hai vaha roga ke sAtha maitrI sthApita kara sakatA hai| isakA pratyakSa udAharaNa milatA hai cakravartI sanatkumAra kA, ve roga ke sAtha maitrI sthApita kara roga ko apane zarIra meM sthAna dete the--'tuma bhI raho aura maiM bhI raha

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maitrI : roga ke sAtha 29 rahA huuN| donoM sAtha-sAtha raha rahe haiM / koI samasyA nahIM, koI ulajhana nhiiN| donoM barobara cala rahe haiN|' yaha hai bImArI ke sAtha maMtrI kA prayoga, maitrI kI sthApanA / cAhate to kabhI kI bImArI ko samApta kara sakate the| para mitra kI taraha usako sthAna die hue the / mitra kI taraha donoM sAtha-sAtha baiThe hue the| kisI ko uThane kI jarUrata nahIM hai / yaha kama saMbhava hai, jaba akelepana kA anubhava kiyA jA sake / roga meM rahane para bhI aroga kA anubhava ho jaae| roga zarIra ko ghere hue hai, kintu usake bhItara meM eka aroga AtmA baiThA huA hai| vaha caitanyamaya hai| usake roga nahIM hotaa| vaha paramAtmA usake bhItara baiThA hai| usa roga kA anubhava ho jAe to roga ke sAtha maitrI sthApita kI jA sakatI hai / jaba taka usa aroga kA anubhava nahIM hotA, kabhI maitrI sthApita nahIM kI jA sktii| yaha dhyAna kA prayatna usa aroga ko pakar3ane kA prayatna hai| jo sadA zAzvata aroga hai, kabhI bImAra nahIM hotA, use pakar3ane kA prayatna hai| vahAM kaise pahuMce ? vaha bahuta bhItara meM baiThA hai| itanA bhItara hai, itanI gaharAI hai ki jitanI gaharAI samudra kI bhI nahIM hai| samudra kI gaharAI to bahuta thor3I hai / para usakI itanI jyAdA gaharAI hai ki vahAM taka pahuMcanA bahuta muzkila hai| vahAM vahI pahuMca pAtA hai jo dhyAna kI sAdhanA meM laga jAtA hai| ___ dhyAna kA matalaba hai bAhara se saMparka tor3akara bhItara kI gaharAI meM DubakI lagAnA / jaba taka bAhara se saMparka banA rahatA hai AdamI bhItara kI gaharAI meM jA hI nahIM paataa| bAhara meM bar3I khIMcAtAnI rahatI hai| koI idhara khIMcatA hai aura koI udhara khIMcatA hai, kabhI zabda khIMcatA hai, kabhI rUpa khIMcatA hai, kabhI svAda khIMcatA hai, pUrI khIMcAtAnI lagI huI hai| ___ aba hama sabhI jhaMjhaToM se mukta hokara bhItara ke jagat meM jAeM jahAM khIMcAtAnI nhiiN| usakI eka alaga hI duniyA hai| usa duniyA meM praveza karanA, isI kA nAma hai-dhyAna / khIMcAtAnI se mukta hokara andara meM cale jAeM, bhItara kA anubhava kareM aura usa gaharAI meM DubakI lagAeM / yaha sthiti jaba prApta hotI hai tabhI AdamI dUsare ke sAtha maitrI sthApita kara sakatA hai| yadi apanA acchA karane vAle ke sAtha maitrI sthApita kareM to kyA use maitrI kahA jAe ?nahIM, use svArtha kahA jaaegaa| jo sAmane hita sAdha rahA hai usake sAtha yadi koI maitrI kare to vaha svArtha kI bAta huI / maitrI vaha nahIM hotI / maitrI vaha hotI hai ki sAmane bAlA acchA karatA hai yA burA karatA hai, coTa pahuMcAtA hai yA lAbha karatA hai, sabake sAtha maitrI / maitrI hotI hai to sabake sAtha hotI hai / aura nahIM hotI hai to kisI ke sAtha nahIM hotI ! yaha maitrI kA siddhAMta hai to bhalA, roga ke sAtha maitrI kyoM nahIM hotI ! jina logoN|

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jIvana kI pothI roga ke sAtha maitrI kI, unhoMne sacamuca roga ko viphala banA diyaa| zatrutA sthApita kara Apa use kabhI niSphala nahIM banA sakate / Apa maitrI sthApita kareM, roga nikammA bana jaaegaa| AyA thA Apako satAne ke lie aura hAra mAnakara palAyana kara gyaa| roga socatA hai -yaha rogI merA lAbha hI nahIM uThA rahA hai| roga kA lAbha hotA hai, cillAnA karAhanA / yaha hotA hai taba to roga samajhatA hai merA yahAM AnA saphala huaa| roga AyA, na koI cillAhaTa, na koI kaSTa, taba vaha socatA hai ki kahAM phaMsa gayA / merA to koI kAma hI nahIM ho rahA hai yahAM / usako apanI vyarthatA kA anubhava hogA aura vaha zAyada apane Apa jAne kI bAta socegaa| jayAcArya ne ArAdhanA kI AThavIM DhAla meM isakA jo marma batAyA hai, vaha itanA sundara hai ki bhayaMkara se bhayaMkara pIr3A ke samaya jaba vaha maMtra sunAyA jAtA hai to na jAne kaSTa kahAM calA jAtA hai, pIr3A kahAM calI jAtI hai aura rogI ekadama khila jAtA hai, pIr3A ke sAtha jUjhane laga jAtA hai| usakA jIvana badala jAtA hai| hama adhyAtma ke kSetra meM dharma ko kevala rUr3hi mAnakara na cleN| use prayogAtmaka banAeM / aisA prayoga kareM, jisase ki auSadhiyAM, DaoNkTara inakI zaraNa hameM lenI na pdd'e| kabhI lenI bhI par3e to vaha antima samAdhAna na rhe| antima samAdhAna rahe maitrii| maitrI kA prayoga kareM, jisase ki hama bhItara meM aura bAhara meM apane Apako Azvasta rakha skeN|

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maitrI : bur3hApe ke sAtha adhyApaka ne vidyArthI se pUchA-'sabase sarala kyA hai jo binA kie ho jAtA hai ?' tapAka se vidyArthI bolA- 'parIkSA meM phela ho jAnA, yaha sabase sarala kAma hai isameM kucha bhI nahIM karanA pdd'taa|' __ sabase sarala kyA hai jo binA kie hotA hai ? vaha hai bur3hApA / ise koI cAhatA nahIM aura isake lie koI prayatna nahIM karanA par3atA / yaha binA prayatna kie apane Apa A utaratA hai| kisI ne nahIM cAhA ki bur3hApA aae| para vaha AtA hai, aura apanI gati se AtA hai| pacAsa-sATha-sattara varSa ke bAda bur3hApA nahIM aataa| bur3hApA bIsa varSa se hI zurU ho jAtA hai, bahuta jaldI hI zurU hotA hai / hameM patA hI nahIM calatA, kintu prArambha bahuta pahale hI ho jAtA hai| prAcIna sAhitya kA saMdarbha leM, cAhe Aja ke vaijJAnika vicAraNA ko leM, abhimata eka hai ki bur3hApA bahuta jaldI prArambha ho jAtA hai| AcArAMga sUtra kA sUkta hai - bur3hApA indriyoM ke dvArA AtA hai| indriyoM kI zakti kA nAma hai yauvana aura inakI zaktiyoM kA kSINa honA hai bur3hApA / jaba kAna kI zakti, AMkha kI zakti, rasa aura sparza kI zakti kama hone lagatI hai to bur3hApA A jAtA hai / indriyoM kI zakti kA kama honA bur3hApA hai / Aja ke vaijJAnikoM kA bhI mata hai ki dasa varSa se hI AMkha kI zakti kama hone laga jAtI hai aura cAlIsa taka to kAphI kama ho jAtI hai| kAma kI zakti bIsa varSa se kama hone laga jAtI hai| zvAsa kI zakti pacAsa varSa ke bAda kama hone lagatI hai aura sUMghane kI zakti sATha varSa ke bAda kama hone lagatI hai| to bur3hApA dasa varSa se hI zurU ho gyaa| yaha mAnA jAtA hai ki mauta pahale kSaNa se hI zurU ho jAtI hai| jisa kSaNa baccA janmatA hai usI kSaNa se maranA zurU ho jAtA hai| bahuta bAra yaha bAta kahI huI hai aura suni huI hai para yaha bAta bhI sahI hai ki cAhe pahale kSaNa se maranA zurU nahIM hotA hogA para dasa varSa se to maranA zurU ho hI jAtA hai| bur3hApA kyA hai ? UrjA kA kSINa honA hI bur3hApA hai / indriyoM kI zakti kA kSINa honA bur3hApA hai| bur3hApe kA pahalA lakSaNa hai-akar3ana / dhamaniyoM kA akar3anA, haDDiyoM kA akar3anA, rIr3ha kI haDDI kA akar3anA / akar3ana kA nAma hai buddh'aapaa| rIr3ha kI haDDI lacIlI hotI hai taba taka bur3ApA

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jIvana kI pothI pUrA utaratA nhiiN| rIr3ha kI haDDI kar3I par3a jAtI hai to bur3hApA jaldI utara AtA hai| na kevala haDDiyoM kI akar3ana, kintu vicAroM kI akar3ana bhI bur3hApA lA detI hai / jo AdamI bahuta AgrahI hotA hai, jiddI hotA hai, apanI bAta para Tasa se masa nahIM hotA, vaha bhI jaldI bUr3hA hotA hai / anAgraha bur3hApe ko rokatA hai aura Agraha bur3hApA lAtA hai / bur3hApA vAMchanIya nahIM mAnA gayA, duHkha mAnA gayA hai / yaha bhaya kA kAraNa hai| jo tapasvI, saMnyAsI aura muni bane usake pIche eka duHkha kI preraNA rhii| tIna-cAra duHkha sAmane Ae ---- bur3hApA duHkha hai / bImArI duHkha hai / maranA duHkha aura janma lenA bhI duHkha hai / to bur3hApA eka hai| isameM koI saMdeha nahIM / bur3hApA sukhada nahIM hai, duHkhada hai / kintu dharma ke logoM ne eka naI bAta khojI ki duHkha ko sukha meM badalA jA sakatA hai / yaha jarUrI nahIM ki duHkha ko AdamI bhoge / ise sukha meM badalA jA sakatA hai / yaha eka adbhuta khoja hai| kaise badalA jA sakatA hai, yaha eka prazna hai / usakA pahalA sUtra hai--anAgraha kA vikAsa, akar3ana ko miTAnA / anAgraha kA artha hai-bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karanA / bur3hApe ko duHkha meM na badala kara sukha meM parivartita kara denaa|| .. eka gRhastha ne socA, mujhe guru banAnA hai, kisako banAUM ? usane kucha logoM ko khojA, lekina pasanda nahIM aaye| taba usakI patnI ne kahA 'guru kI khoja kA kAma Apa mujhe saupa deN| yaha Apa se nibhegA nhiiN| usane patnI ko kAma sauMpa diyaa| patnI bar3I hoziyAra thii| usane eka piMjarA liyA aura usameM kaue ko DAla diyaa| bar3A ghara thA gAMva meM, jo bhI sAdhu-saMnyAsI Ate unake ghara bhikSA ke lie avazya Ate / eka saMnyAsI aayaa| bar3e Avabhagata ke sAtha usane bhikSA dii| phira usa aurata ne kahAmahArAja ! eka dRSTi idhara DAleM aura dekheM ki merA haMsa kitanA acchA hai ?' saMnyAsI ne dekhA aura kahA 'yaha haMsa kahAM hai ? yaha kAlA kauA hai|' taba usa aurata ne kahA-'mahArAja ! ApakI AMkha sApha nahIM hai| yaha to merA pAlA huA haMsa hai|' saMnyAsI bar3a-bar3AyA aura gusse meM A gyaa| phira vaha bolI-'mahArAja' ! ThIka hai, Apa pdhaareN| do Aye, tIna Aye, cAra aura pAMca aae| aneka Ae / basa vahI Aveza aura vahI jidda / na yaha mAnatI aura na ve| jo bhI AtA vaha do-cAra gAliyAM baka detA aura calA jAtA / guru koI milA nahIM / eka dina eka vRddha anubhavI saMnyAsI aayaa| aurata ne phira vahI prazna kiyA-mahArAja ! jarA dRSTi to DAleM aura dekheM ki merA haMsa kitanA acchA hai ? saMnyAsI ne dekhA aura kahA, 'yaha to kauA hai haMsa nahIM hai, bahina ?' usa aurata ne kahA-'mahArAja ! Apa dhyAna se dekheM, AMkha ko sApha kara dekheM, yaha to haMsa hai merA pAlA huaa| WW

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maitrI : bur3hApe ke sAtha saMnyAsI ne kahA 'yaha haMsa to nahIM hai para kauA hai|' usa aurata ne kahA, 'nahIM, mahArAja ! yaha haMsa hI hai, kauA nahIM hai / ' taba usa saMnyAsI ne kahA, calo ThIka hai / koI bAta nhiiN| apanI-apanI dRSTi hotI hai| merI dRSTi meM kauA hai aura tumharI dRSTi meM haMsa hai / para eka bAta kA dhyAna rakhanA ki Agraha mata karanA, akar3anA mata, bAta ko pakar3a kara mata baiTha jaanaa| phira kabhI socanA aura satya kI khoja ke lie daravAje ko khulA rkhnaa|' yaha kahakara saMnyAsI calA gyaa| vaha aurata usake pIche daur3I aura bolI"mahArAja ! eka bAra Apa phira pdhaareN|" saMnyAsI usake ghara punaH aae| usane apane pati ko bulAyA aura kahA, 'ye guru banane yogya haiM / inheM hama guru bnaayeNge|' jisameM Agraha nahIM hotA aura jo vyakti satya kI khoja ke lie apanA daravAjA khulA rakhatA hai, jisameM akar3ana nahIM hotI vaha guru bana sakatA hai| bur3hApA bhI use nahIM satAtA jisameM akar3ana nahIM hotii| eka bAta jarUra hai ki AdamI jaise-jaise bUr3hA banatA hai usameM Agraha jyAdA A jAtA hai, akar3ana jyAdA A jAtI hai| zarIra kI akar3ana AtI hai to bAta kI pakar3a bhI AtI hai| vaha apanI bAta ko chor3anA nahIM caahtaa| dUsaroM ko kahatA hai ki tuma kyA jAnate ho| tumane jitanA ATA khAyA hai utanA to maiMne namaka khA liyA hai / yaha duhAI detA hai aura apanI bAta ko manavAne kA prayatna karatA hai| yaha akar3ana hai aura yaha duHkha detI hai| anAgraha eka sUtra hai bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karane kaa| bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karane kA dUsarA sUtra hai-indriya kA sNym| indriya kA jitanA asaMyama hotA hai utanA hI jaldI bur3hApA AtA hai| aura jitanA jaldI bur3hApA AtA hai vaha utanA hI duHkha detA hai usakA bur3hApA bahuta duHkhada bana jAtA hai / bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karane kA tIsarA sUtra hai-AhAra-saMyama, parimita bhojana / bUr3hApe kA eka kAraNa hai pAcaka rasoM kI kmii| jaise-jaise avasthA bItatI hai, pAcaka rasa kama hone laga jAte haiM / bIsa varSa kI avasthA taka pAcaka rasa ThIka hote haiM aura tIsa taka bhI ThIka hote haiN| usake bAda pAcaka rasa kamajora hone laga jAte haiM, AdhA banane laga jAte haiM / na to lIvara utanA pAcaka rasa chor3atA hai, na penkriyAja ThIka kAma karate haiM, na AmAzaya, na pakvAzaya aura na AteM utanA ThIka kAma karatI haiN| ve ghisa jAtI haiM, kSINa ho jAtI haiM / usa avasthA meM pAcaka rasa to kama banate haiM aura khAnA aura bhArI ho jAtA hai| khAne kI cIjeM bhArI ho gaI to bur3hApA aura jaldI AegA aura AegA vaha bhI duHkha dene vAlA AegA / jaba ki 40 varSa ke bAda bhojana meM parivartana honA jarUrI hai / bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI

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34 jIvana kI pothI vaha karatA hai jo hara 10 varSa ke bAda apane AhAra ko badala detA hai, apanI caryA ko badala detA hai / AhAra kA parivartana ki 40 varSa ke bAda kyA khAnA cAhie, 50 varSa ke bAda kyA nahIM khAnA cAhie, 60 varSa ke bAda kyA nahIM khAnA caahie| isa prakAra hara dazaka meM apane bhojana kA parivartana karate rahatA hai, vaha AdamI bur3hApe ke sAtha maMtrI ko bhI nibhAtA hai aura usakA pAlana karatA hai / aura jo isa bAta ko nahIM socatA ki cAlIsa varSa meM jo khAtA thA, sATha varSa meM aura bhArI bharakama khAne laga gayA aura mAtrA bhI bar3ha gaI aura bhUkha bhI bar3ha gaI to vaha atyanta hAnikAraka hotA hai aura bur3hApe ko atyanta du:khada banA detA hai / usa avasthA meM usakI na to AMteM kAma karatI haiM, aura jo khAtA hai vaha pUrA pacatA nahIM hai / agara rakta adhika banatA hai to yA to blaDa-prezara kI bImArI yA pakSAghAta kI bImArI ho jAtI hai| naseM jhela nahIM pAtIM aura rakta jyAdA banatA hai to koI na koI kaThinAI aura samasyA paidA ho jAtI hai / bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karane kA tIsarA sUtra hai-parimita 'AhAra / cauthA sUtra hai-tnaavmukti| usa vyakti kA bur3hApA bahuta duHkhada hotA hai jo tanAva grasta rahatA hai / krodha kA Aveza, bhaya kA Aveza aura kAma kA Aveza--ye Aveza jitane tIvra hote haiM utanA hI bur3hApA duHkhadAyI banatA hai| cintAeM bhI bahuta rahatI haiM / vaha citA-mukta rahanA nahIM jaantaa| eka bAta aura hai ki bur3hApe meM niyaMtraNa kI zakti bhI kamajora ho jAtI hai| javAnI meM apane para jitanA kaMTrola kara sakatA hai AdamI, utanA bur3hApe meM nahIM kara sktaa| usa samaya Aveza aura prabala bana jAte haiM aura svabhAva cir3acir3A bana jAtA hai / dinabhara kisI ko TokatA rahatA hai, aura bakavAsa karatA rahatA hai / gAliyAM bhI bakatA hai| bAra-bAra gussA karatA hai aura uttejanA meM A jAtA hai / niyaMtraNahIna jaisA ho jAtA hai| tanAva kI sthiti hI use bahuta du:kha meM le jAtI hai / lobha bhI bar3ha jAtA hai / javAna AdamI utanA lobhI nahIM hotA, bUr3hA AdamI aura jyAdA lobhI bana jAtA hai / Aja daheja kI samasyA cala rahI hai / javAna lar3akA, jisakI zAdI huI hai, daheja ke lie itanA ciMtAgrasta nahIM rahatA jitanA cintita usakA bUr3hA dAdA yA bApa rahatA hai| agara lar3akA kaha bhI de ki daheja na bhI mile to kyA hai ? to ve kahate haiM ki tuma jAnate hI nhiiN| tumheM abhI duniyA kA patA nahIM hai| yAnI sArA patA unako hai / usa becAre ko patA hI nahIM hai / patA unako hai jinako kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai aura paraloka jAne kI taiyArI kara rahe haiN| isakA kAraNa hai ki unameM lobha hai| eka sUtra AcAryazrI ne bahuta pahale samAja ko diyA thA ki sATha varSa ke bAda apane jIvana ko badala denA cAhie / yAnI jisa vyavasAya aura

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maitrI : bur3hApe ke sAtha 35 vyApAra meM sATha varSa taka raha cuke, ghara ko bharA, parivAra ko pAlA-posA, saba kucha kiyA aba sATha varSa ke ho gae to jIvana ko badala lenA caahie| jIvana kI rIti-nIti bhI badala denI caahie| phira prANAlI honI cAhie AdhyAtmika / ghara se mukti aura AdhyAtmika jIvana jIne kI praNAlI / yaha bahuta sundara bAta hai| bhArata meM prAcIna kAla se yaha paramparA calI aura jIvana ko cAra bhAgoM meM bAMTA--pacIsa varSa taka zikSA, phira pacIsa varSa taka gRhastha jIvana aura phira pacAsa varSa ke bAda vAnaprastha kI bAta A jAtI hai| phira pacahattara ke bAda saMnyAsa kI / yaha bahuta purAnI paramparA hai| kiMtu sATha varSa ke bAda eka nizcita krama bana jAe samAja meM ki sATha varSa ke ho gae aba ghara se chuttttii| aba samAja, adhyAtma aura dUsare kAmoM meM lgeNge| agara jIvana kI yaha prANAlI bana jAe to kahA jA sakatA hai ki vaha vyakti bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI kA mArga apanA rahA hai| usakA raktacApa kama hogaa| hRdayaroga kama hogA, hArTa aTeka kama hogaa| bahuta sArI bImAriyAM kama ho jaaeNgii| ye bImAriyAM bahuta vyasta aura cintA se grasta rahane ke kAraNa hotI haiN| itanA ghara kA bojha ki becArA ladA-sA rahatA hai| kabhI-kabhI phAIleM saMbhAlate-saMbhAlate hArTa ke zikAra ho jAte haiN| bahuta tanAva aura bahuta vyastatA / AdamI sukha ke sAdhana to bahuta juTAtA hai para sukha se jInA nahIM jaantaa| ___ sukha kA sAdhana juTAtA hai| hama kahate haiM ki madhumakkhiyAM bar3I mUrkha haiM jo zahada kA saMcaya karatI hai aura khAtA koI dUsarA hai / AdamI bhI zAyada usase jyAdA to samajhadAra nahI hai| madhumakkhI se kama samajhadAra hai| madhumakkhiyAM to juTAtI hI haiM, para maratI to nahIM haiM bemauta / AdamI sukha kI sAmAgrI bahuta juTAtA hai para use bhogatA kabhI nahIM, svayaM to pacatApacatA hI mara jAtA hai| yaha eka viDambanA hai| vaha vyakti jo tanAva mukta honA jAnatA hai aura sAtha meM cintAmukta aura vyastatA se mukta honA jAnatA hai, sacamuca vaha bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karatA hai aura usakA bur3ha pA sacamuca sukhada banatA hai / bur3hApA koI duHkha nahIM hai vAstava meM / bur3hApA eka bahuta acchI avasthA hai / eka pakA huA phala hai / kaccA phala khaTTA hotA hai| jo paka jAtA hai usameM mIThAsa AtI hai| bur3hApA to jIvana kI mIThAsa hai| pacAsasATha aura sattara varSa kArya karate-karate, dekhate-dekhate kitanI ghaTanAyeM sunIM, dekhIM, jAnI aura anubhava kI huI hotI haiM, usake bAda jo rasa kA paripAka hotA hai, jitanA paripakva aura praur3ha anubhava hotA hai ki bur3hApA kabhI duHkhadAyI nahIM ho sakatA / zAstrakAroM ne kahA ki bur3hApA duHkha hai| zAyada unakA abhiprAya yahI thA ki una logoM kA bur3hApA duHkha hai jo khAne kA saMyama nahIM rakhate, jo indriyoM kA saMyama nahIM rakhate, jo tanAva se grasta rahate

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jIvana kI pothI haiM aura jisameM Agraha rahatA hai / kintu jo inase mukta haiM unakA bur3hApA to bahuta sukhada hotA hai / aura hamane yaha dekhA ki bur3hApe meM jo paripakva vicAra aura anubhUtiyAM AtI haiM ve javAnI meM kabhI nahIM A sakatIM / javAnI meM eka dUsarA nazA hotA hai, eka unmAda hotA hai, eka Aveza bhI hotA hai, kintu bUr3hA AdamI una sabase mukta ho jAtA hai aura vaha aura adhika gaharAiyoM meM jAkara sacAiyoM kA pratipAdana kara sakatA hai| bur3hApe ke sAtha AdamI maMtrI nahIM kara sakatA jo niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM meM jItA hai| bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karane kA pAMcavA sUtra hai --vidhAyaka bhAva, sRjanAtmaka dRSTikoNa / pojiTiva aiTITyUTa jisakA hotA hai, vaha sacamuca bur3hApe ke sAtha maMtrI kara sakatA hai| kucha loga bahuta nirAzAvAdI hote haiN| ne nakArAtmaka bhASA meM socate haiM aura usI bhASA meM bolate haiN| eka mainejara ne caparAsI se pUchA, agara mere sthAna para tuma A jAo aura tumhAre sthAna para maiM calA jAUM to batAo ki tuma pahalA kAma kyA karoge ? bolA, sabase pahalA kAma yahI karUMgA ki apane caparAsI ko badala duuNgaa| haTAne kI aura niSedha kI bhASA meM saba socate haiM / koI racanAtmaka bhASA meM nahIM socatA / bahuta kama loga hote haiM jo racanAtmaka dRSTi se dekhate haiM / hama vidhAyaka bhASA meM boleM aura soceN| bhaya, nirAzA, jhUThI kalpanA saMdeha aura Aveza-ye hamAre niSedhAtmaka bhAva haiN| inameM rahane vAlA asamaya meM hI bUr3hA bana sakatA hai| bahuta loga akAla meM bUr3he banate haiN| pAcaka rasa kama hotA hai to AdamI bUr3hA banatA hai / jo AdamI bAra-bAra krodha karegA usakA rasa bigar3a jAegA / jo AdamI bhayabhIta hogA usakA pAcaka rasa bigar3a jAegA, hRdaya kI gati bigar3a jAegI aura phephar3A kamajora ho jAegA / hamArI zakti kA bahuta bar3A sAdhana hai hamArA phephdd'aa| yaha jitanA majabUta rahatA hai, AdamI javAna rahatA hai| rIDha kI haDDI aura phephar3A sArA kAma to yahIM hotA hai / sArA AksIjana yahIM AtA hai / zvAsa yahIM AtA hai / to zvAsa ke kArya kA kSetra hai phuphphusa / agara yaha kamajora hai to AksIjana nahIM milegaa| AksIjana pUrA nahIM milegA aura prANavAyu pUrA nahIM milegA to hara avayava apane Apa bUr3hA bana jaaegaa| phuphphusa, rIDa kI haDDI, lIvara gurdA-ye aise avayava haiM jinakI zakti kama hotI hai to AdamI jaldI bUr3hA bana jAtA hai, bar3e duHkha ke sAtha AdamI rahatA hai, sukha se nahIM raha sakatA / niSedhAtmaka bhAva ina sabako vikRta banAte haiM / vidhAyaka bhAva prekSAdhyAna kA eka mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai| Aja kA zarIra vijJAna kahatA hai ki jisakA graMthitaMtra jitanA

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maitrI : bur3hApe ke sAtha svastha hai vaha utanA hI javAna hai aura bur3hApe se dUra hai| hamArI graMthiyoM kA bahuta gaharA sambandha hai / granthiyoM kA saMtulana aura svAsthya bur3hApe ko nahIM Ane detA aura Ane detA hai to use sukhI banA detA hai| kiMtu Aveza aura niSedhAtmaka bhAva graMthitantra ko vikRta banA detA hai| caitanya kendra-prekSA ke sAre prayoga graMthitantra ko apane Apa svastha banA dete haiN| hama prayoga karate haiM bhAvAtmaka parivartana ke lie aura bhAvoM ko badalane ke lie| kiMtu jaba bhAva badalate haiM to bhAva parivartana ke sAtha-sAtha granthiyAM svastha bhI hotI haiN| jisa vyakti kI thAirAyaDa granthi svastha hai, cayApacaya kI prakriyA ThIka hai, vaha vyakti bahuta lambe samaya taka svastha raha sakatA hai, dIrghAyu ho sakatA hai, aura bur3hApe ko TAlatA rahatA hai / usakA bur3hApA duHkhada nahIM ho sktaa| kiMtu jisakI thAyarAiDa granthi kamajora ho jAtI hai, vaha AdamI ina sArI kaThinAiyoM ko bhugatatA hai| cintAeM aura udvignatAeM isako bigAr3a detI haiN| Aja AdamI itanA udvigna ho gayA aura itanA kutUhalI ho gayA ki bacce ko bUr3hA banA dene kI yA bur3hApA lA dene kI prakriyA mAtA-pitA karate haiN| ve cAhate haiM ki baccA cAlIsa kA hote-hote bUr3hA bana jAe / agara nahIM cAhate to bacce ke sAmane kabhI TI0 vI0 nahIM rakhate / TI0vI0 bur3hApA lAne kA sabase sundara upAya hai / jise bacce ko bUr3hA banAnA ho vaha apane ghara meM TI0vI0 lAegA aura khUba dikhAegA ki baccA kahIM javAna na ho jaae| sIdhA bacapana se bur3hApe meM calA jaae| briTena meM hajAroM bacce cazmedhArI bana gae / choTe baccoM ke bhI cazme laga gae TI0vI0 dekhane ke kAraNa / unameM prAtaHkAla se hI aisI tar3apa jAga jAtI hai ki TI0vI0 dekheM aura jaba koI philma AtI hai taba to sArI bAteM bhUla jAte haiM khAnA-pInA-sonA / basa, TI0vI0 hI TI0vI0 / TI0vI0 paramAtmA bana jAtA hai| bahuta sAre loga hue haiM duniyA meM jinhoMne paramAtmA kA dhyAna kiyA hai bar3I tar3apa ke saath| para aisA AkarSaka paramAtmA to duniyA meM koI huA hI nahIM hai, jaisA TI0vI0 / TI0vI0 se AMkha jaldI kharAba hotI hai aura AMkha jitanI jaldI kharAba hotI hai, utanA hI jaldI bUr3hA banatA hai| jitanI jyAdA utsukatA hotI hai utanA hI vyakti apanI thAirAyaDa glaiNDa niSkriya banAtA hai| usake rasa-srAva niSkriya ho jAte haiN| ye sArI mAnasika udvignatAeM aura utsukatAeM asamaya meM hI bur3hApA lAne vAlI haiN| isa sAre mAhaula meM, Aja ke vAtAvaraNa meM bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karanA eka bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| kiMtu kama-se-kama adhyAtma ke kSetra meM aura dhyAna ke kSetra meM jAne vAle logoM ko to isa bAta kA ciMtana karanA hogA ki ve bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI kaise sthApita kara sakate haiN|

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jIvana kI pothI Aja eka saMyoga bhI bahuta sundara milA / AcAryavara kI sannidhi hameM prApta hai / jo bAta kahI jAtI hai siddhAMta kI, vaha bAta nidarzana meM sAmane AtI hai, prayogAtmaka hotI hai to samajhane meM bar3I suvidhA hotI hai / Aja hamAre sAmane udAharaNa bhI upasthita hai / AcAryavara bahuta bAra kahate haiM ki maiM sattara varSa kA javAna huuN| bAta to aTapaTI-sI lagatI hai sunane meM ki bhalA battIsa varSa kA javAna sunA, kiMtu sattara varSa kA javAna yaha purAne sAhitya meM kabhI-kabhAra milegA / para AcAryazrI kahate haiM ki maiM sattara varSa kA javAna hUM | AcAryazrI jaise mahAn santa kahate haiM ataH ise anyathA to kaise mAneM / yaha to mAna hI nahIM sakate / yaha bAta arthapUrNa hai / maiMne dekhA hai ki AcAryazrI ne bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karanA sIkhA hai / jo vyakti bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karanA jAnatA hai vaha assI varSa kA bhI javAna hotA hai aura nabbe varSa kA bhI javAna hotA hai / jo bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karanA nahIM jAnatA vaha cAlIsa varSa kA bhI bUr3hA ho jAtA hai, tIsa varSa kA bhI bUr3hA ho jAtA hai| yaha bilakula sahI bAta hai / AcAryavara meM kAryajAzakti utanI hI, indriyoM kI zakti utanI hI, ThIka citana, svastha, saMtulana, samatA - ye sArI bAteM haiM / jisa vyakti meM ye sArI bAteM hotI haiM vaha bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI ko pAla sakatA hai, nibhA sakatA hai aura usakA bur3hApA javAnI meM badala sakatA hai / 38 jo vyakti bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI nahIM karatA, vaha 70 varSa kA hokara phira bAraha varSa kA baccA banatA hai / zarIra vijJAna kA eka siddhAMta hai ki hamAre mastiSka kI grahaNazakti bIsa-paccIsa varSa kI avasthA meM sabase acchI hotI hai / vaha dhIre-dhIre ghaTate ghaTate, assI varSa taka AdamI pahuMcatA hai to bAraha varSa ke bacce jaisI grahaNazakti bana jAtI hai| ThIka vaha saMskRta kA sUtra yAda A rahA hai - punarapi bAlyaM kRta jryaa| bur3hApe ne phira use baccA banA diyA / bacce ke dAMta nahIM hote, usake bhI dAMta nahIM haiM / phira baccA bananA zurU ho gayA / jo bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI nahIM karatA usameM bacapana AtA hai, nAdAnI AtI hai| jo bur3hApe ke sAtha maMtrI kara letA hai usameM javAnI AtI hai, vaha javAna jaisA rahatA hai aura javAna jaisA kArya karatA hai / prekSA dhyAna ke sandarbha meM Apa isa bAta para vicAra kareM ki dhyAna kA abhyAsa anAgraha kA, tanAvamukti kA, AhAra- saMyama kA aura indriya-saMyama kA abhyAsa hai / yaha niSedhAtmaka bhAvoM se bacane kA abhyAsa hai / prekSA dhyAna ke abhyAsa kA artha hai bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI karanA /

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maitrI : vartamAna ke sAtha AdamI zakti se kAma karatA hai| kala roTI khAI thI usakI zakti Aja vidyamAna hai / Aja roTI khA rahe haiM usakI zakti kala kAma aaegii| to do kala ke bIca eka Aja hai| Aja ko samajhanA bahuta jarUrI hai| jo kevala kala ko samajhatA hai vaha saphala nahIM ho sktaa| jIvana meM vahI vyakti saphala hotA hai jo kevala Aja ko hI jAnatA hai| dhyAna kA eka bahuta bar3A pariNAma hai Aja ko samajhanA, vartamAna ko samajhanA aura vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karanA / AdamI jo kucha karatA hai, vaha atIta kI pratikriyA hai / AdamI jo kucha karatA hai, usase bhaviSya jur3A huA hai / eka phasala kI kaTAI ho rahI hai aura eka bIja kI buAI ho rahI hai| jo atIta hai, vartamAna meM usa phasala kI kaTAI ho rahI hai| bhaviSya Aja kI buAI hai| Aja jo bIja boyA jA rahA hai vaha bhaviSya bnegaa| yaha phasala kI kaTAI aura bIja kI buAI donoM vartamAna meM hote haiN| manuSya jhUTha bolatA hai, hiMsA karatA hai, burAI karatA hai, ahiMsA kA AcaraNa karatA hai, saca bolatA hai, acchAI karatA hai-ina donoM ke sAtha atIta jur3A huA hai| atIta kA sambandha hai, kintu karatA vartamAna meM hai| eka hai kAryabhUta bhAva, dUsarA hotA hai kAraNabhUta bhAva / bIja vartamAna meM boyA jAtA hai| jo Aja kArya ho rahA hai, vaha kAryabhUta bhAva vartamAna meM ho rahA hai / atIta abhivyakta hotA hai vartamAna meM aura bhaviSya janma letA hai vartamAna meM / vartamAna meM hI saba kucha hotA hai| atIta bIta gayA aura bhaviSya AyA nhiiN| ye kAlpanika bAteM ho giiN| yathArtha hai vartamAna / dhyAna kA artha hai vartamAna kA mUlyAMkana aura vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI kA pryog| vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI karane ke lie pAMca tattvoM para dhyAna denA jarUrI hotA hai -smRti, prIti, vIrya, samAdhi aura upekSA / ye pAMca aMga haiM vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karane ke lie| pahalA aMga hai smRti / satata smRti / jo AdamI bhUla jAtA hai vaha vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita nahIM kara sakatA / jisakI smRti rakhanA hai usakI satata smRti, nirantara smRti banI rahe / jAgarUka rahanA hai to jAgarUkatA kI satata smRti / yA jo kucha kiyA jA rahA hai usakI satata smRti / smRti vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI karane kA bahuta acchA sAdhana hai / jo bhulakkar3a hai vaha vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita nahIM kara sktaa|

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jIvana kI pothI AdamI apane Apako bhUla jAtA hai| kauna aisA vyakti hai jo apane Apako nahIM bhUlA huA hai| jaba apanI vismRti ho sakatI hai, caitanya kI vismRti ho sakatI hai, apane svarUpa kI vismRti ho sakatI hai to bhalA apane patnI kI, apane bhAI kI aura apane bApa kI aura apane parivAra kI vismRti ho jAe to koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai / AdamI bahuta bhulakkar3a hai| isIlie pahalA sUtra hai smRti yAnI yAda rakhanA / satata smRti / nirantara yAda rkhnaa| bhUlanA nahIM / vahI vyakti vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita kara sakatA hai jo smRtivAn hai, bhUlatA nahIM hai| vismRti hotI hai to vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita nahIM ho sktii| maitrI jaba sthApita ho jAtI hai to phira vaha TUTatI nahIM hai / yA to koI mitra banatA hI nahIM hai aura jaba bana jAtA hai phira TUTatA nahIM hai| kabhI-kabhI AdamI zvAsa lenA bhI bhUla jAtA hai| jo zvAsa ko bhI bhUla jAtA hai vaha vartamAna ke sAtha kyA maitrI sthApita karegA? vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karane kA sabase zaktizAlI aura sabase pahalA koI sAdhana hai to vaha hai zvAsa / jo zvAsa ke prati jAgarUka rahatA hai, isa bAta para dhyAna detA hai ki maiM zvAsa le rahA hUM, sacamuca vaha vartamAna kA mUlyAMkana karatA hai / jo zvAsa ke prati upekSA karatA hai, usake prati dhyAna nahIM detA, vaha vartamAna ko ThIka prakAra se AMka nahIM sakatA / dUsarA sUtra hai-prIti / jo kiyA jA rahA hai usase mana meM koI AhlAda paidA nahIM ho rahA hai to kAma cala nahIM sktaa| vahI vyakti vartamAna ko sAtha lekara cala sakatA hai jisameM prIti kA bhAva paidA ho gayA, AhlAda kA bhAva paidA ho gyaa| AhlAda banA rahatA hai taba taka AdamI vartamAna meM banA rahatA hai / AhlAda kA bhAva chUTA, prIti kA bhAva chUTA to AdamI atIta meM calA jAegA yA bhaviSya meM calA jaaegaa| vartamAna meM jo kiyA jA rahA hai usake sAtha prIti / zvAsa-prekSA kI jA rahI hai| usake sAtha Ananda A gayA, AhlAda kA bhAva A gayA, priyatA jur3a gaI, to vaha clegaa| zvAsa-prekSA calegI aura zvAsa-darzana clegaa| prIti nahIM hai to phira vikalpa calegA, smRtiyAM cleNgii| AdamI jaise hI prIti ko chor3atA hai vaise hI atIta meM yA bhaviSya meM calA jAtA hai / prIti kA dhAgA banA rahatA hai taba taka vartamAna meM rahatA hai / jaise hI yaha prIti kA dhAgA TUTatA hai AdamI bhaviSya kI yAtrA meM nikala par3atA hai| tIsarA sUtra hai-vIrya, parAkrama, puruSArtha, prayatna / yaha bahuta mUlyavAn hai| bahuta sAre loga isIlie vartamAna kA mUlya nahIM karate ki unameM Alasya bahuta hotA hai / ve AlasI hote haiM / par3e rahate haiM / jo karanA hotA hai, vaha nahIM kara pAte / karate hI nhiiN| yA to leTe raheMge yA nikammI gappeM mAreMge

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41 maitrI : vartamAna ke sAtha yA manoraMjana ke sAdhana meM laga jAyeMge / prahara ke prahara manoraMjana meM bIta jAe. yaha sabase bar3I mUrkhatA aura sabase bar3A garIbI ko pAlane kA sAdhana hai / jo vyakti kevala manoraMjana meM hI rahegA vaha na to apanA Arthika jIvana hI acchA banA pAegA aura na AdhyAtmika jIvana hI acchA banA paaegaa| vaha koI kAma nahIM kara pAegA / nikammApana, vIrya kA abhAva bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| do pahaluoM para vicAra karanA hai ki jisa AdamI ne vIrya kA prayoga nahIM kiyA, zrama nahIM kiyA, vaha kisa sthiti meM jItA hai aura jisane zrama kiyA, puruSArtha kiyA, vaha kisa sthiti meM jItA hai| zrama na karane kA kyA pariNAma hotA hai aura zrama na karane kA kyA pariNAma hotA hai| ina donoM pahaluoM para jo vicAra karatA hai aura apane vIrya kA prayoga karatA hai vaha vartamAna ke sAtha maMtrI sthApita kara sakatA hai / bahuta loga aise hote haiM jinheM avasara milatA hai, sAmagrI milatI hai, sAdhana milate haiM, sArI sthitiyAM sulabha hotI haiN| para apane Alasya ke kAraNa, vIrya ke abhAva ke kAraNa, ve apane kArya meM saphala nahIM ho pAte / zrama karanA, vIrya kA prayoga karanA, vartamAna ko mUlyAMkita karane kA bahuta bar3A sUtra hai / Zun jayapura meM zikSA vibhAga dvArA eka zivira thA / usameM rAjasthAna ke hara jile ke adhyApaka bhAga le rahe the| zivira prArambha huA mAnasiMha sTeDiyama kAryakrama zurU huA to pahale dina hI zikAyatoM kI bharamAra / adhyApakoM ne kahA ki itanA kAma to hamase kabhI liyA hI nahIM jAtA / seminAra meM jAte haiM aura aura ziviroM meM bhI jAte haiM to tIna ghaMTA se jyAdA kabhI kAma hI nahIM hotaa| yahAM to ATha-dasa ghaMTA kAma karanA par3atA hai / itanA kaThora zrama to nahIM ho sktaa| do dina to aisA lagA ki jaise kArya Thappa ho rahA hai / phira thor3A protsAhana diyA gayA / AzA baMdhAI gii| do dina bAda to abhyAsa ho gayA aura bar3A rasa lene laga gae / maiMne kahA ki hindustAna kI garIbI kA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai zrama kA abhaav| yahAM AdamI AlasI bahuta hai, zrama se jI curAtA hai| yahAM bahuta sampadA hai / janasaMkhyA kI vRddhi ke kAraNa garIbI hai yaha bhI koI kAraNa nahIM hai / janasaMkhyA kA to bar3A upayoga ho pakatA hai / yaha bhI eka bahuta bar3A bala hai, eka bahuta bar3I zakti hai| na to rIbI meM janasaMkhyA kAraNa hai aura na sampadA kA abhAva kAraNa hai / kAraNa hai zrama kA abhAva / zrama nahIM / jitanA zrama cAhie vaha nahIM hai / jitanA kaThora zrama cAhie vaha nahIM ho rahA hai / yadi kaThora zrama vAlI bAta Ae to garIbI kI samasyA svataH hala ho jAe / vIrya kA abhAva bahuta ulajhaneM paidA karatA hai / vIrya kA prayoga bahuta

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jIvana kI pothI sArI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna detA hai| jinhoMne yaha sUtra pakar3A hai ki vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karanA hai to unheM apane vIrya kA prayoga karanA hogA, zakti kA prayoga karanA hogaa| jaba zakti kA prayoga hotA hai, puruSArtha hotA hai to vartamAna ko Apa ThIka pakar3a pAyeMge aura vartamAna ApakA pUrA sAtha degA / jisa vyakti kA vartamAna sAtha nahIM detA vaha vyakti kabhI parAkrama nahIM kara sakatA / jisa vyakti kA bhAgya sAtha nahIM detA vaha vyakti bhI parAkrama nahIM kara sktaa| eka garIba AdamI kisI saMnyAsI ke pAsa gayA aura namaskAra kara bolA---'mahArAja ! bahuta garIba huuN| anugraha kareM aura merI garIbI miTA deN|' saMnyAsI ko dayA A gaI / usako eka pArasamaNi dete hue saMnyAsI ne kahA'ise le jaao| isase lohA sonA bana jAtA hai / tuma jitanA cAho utanA sonA banA lenA / maiM chaha mahIne ke bAda Akara yaha pArasamaNi le jaauuNgaa|' vaha atyanta prasanna hokara ghara gyaa| pArasamaNi ko eka ora rakhakara socAchaha mahIne kI lambI avadhi hai / jaba kabhI sonA banA luuNgaa| abhI to lohe ke bhAva AkAza ko chU rahe haiM / isa galata cintana ke kAraNa usakA puruSArtha TUTa gyaa| eka mahInA bItA, do-tIna aura cAra mahIne bIta gae / lohA kA bhAva vaisA kA vaisA banA rahA / pAMca mahIne bIta ge| usane socA, abhI eka mahInA zeSa hai| tIsa dina bAkI hai / sonA banane meM ghaMTA bhara lgegaa| unatIsa dina bIta gae / vaha gaNita meM ulajha gayA, tarka meM phaMsa gayA / sacAI se dUra hotA gyaa| lohe ke bhAva nahIM utare aura tIsavAM dina bItate-bItate saMnyAsI AyA aura pArasamaNi lekara calA gyaa| vaha becArA vaisA kA vaisA raha gyaa| __ yaha eka kahAnI laga sakatI hai, eka kalpanA laga sakatI hai, para yaha bahuta yathArtha hai / na kahAnI aura na kalpanA kiMtu sacAI hai| duniyA meM isa prakAra ke loga hote haiM jo pramAda aura apanI galata mAnyatAoM ke kAraNa vartamAna kA mUlyAMkana nahIM karate, vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI nahIM karate / vartamAna calA jAtA hai / vaha vyakti jo parAkrama kA prayoga nahIM karatA, vIrya kA prayoga nahIM karatA, vaha vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita nahIM kara sktaa| vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita karane kA tIsarA sUtra hai-vIryaparAkrama kA upayoga, apanI zakti kA upayoga / vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI karane kA cauthA sUtra hai--samAdhi, ekAgratA / jo vyakti caMcala hotA hai vaha vyakti vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita nahIM kara sakatA / hamArA mana bahuta daur3atA hai| jo vyakti isa sacAI ko samajha letA hai ki mana ke sAtha kaba kisa prakara kA vyavahAra karanA cAhie, kaba mana ko daur3ane ke lie sthAna denA cAhie aura kaba mana ko bAMdha kara piMjar3e meM

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maitrI : vartamAna ke sAtha 43 DAla denA cAhie, kaba mukta karanA cAhie aura kaba use jakar3a denA cAhie, vaha vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita kara sakatA hai / mana ke sAtha-sAtha calane vAlA kabhI saphala nahIM ho sakatA / jo mana ke sAtha nahIM calatA kiMtu mana kI gati para jaba jaisI jarUrata ho vaisA niyantraNa sthApita karatA hai, vaha vyakti jIvana meM saphala ho sakatA | mana kA kyA ? vaha itanI kalpanAeM paidA kara detA hai ki AdamI baiThA hai aura tatkAla aisI kalpanA paidA huI ki uThakara jAne lagegA | AyA aura Ate hI daur3ane laga jAegA / koI kalpanA AI, aura akAraNa krodha utara AyA / kalpanA A gaI, akAraNa hI lobha kI bhAvanA jAga gaI / akAraNa hI bhaya jAga gayA / kyA-kyA nahIM hotA ! na jAne kitanI avasthAeM AtI rahatI haiM / ye saba usa vyakti meM AtI haiM jo vartamAna ko nahIM jAnatA / jo vartamAna ko jAnatA hai vaha mana para aMkuza rakha sakatA hai, niyaMtraNa rakha sakatA hai / jo isa bAta ko jAnatA hai ki vartamAna meM mana se kyA kAma lenA hai, cetanA ko kahAM lagAnA hai, use mana satAtA bhI nahIM / mana usI vyakti ko satAtA hai jo atIta kI yAtrA karatA hai / jo vartamAna kI yAtrA para rahatA hai mana use satAtA nhiiN| jo vyakti mana kI hara mAMga ko pUrI nahIM karatA, kiMtu mana kI mAMga kI upekSA karatA hai, vaha vartamAna ko pakar3a letA hai / vartamAna ke sAtha maMtrI karane kA pAMcavAM sUtra hai upekSA / ekAgratA aura upekSA donoM sAtha - sAtha jur3e hue haiN| yadi Apane mana kI mAMgoM kI upekSA karanA nahIM sIkhA to zAyada kucha bhI nahIM sIkhA / upekSA karanI hogii| dina meM kitanI mAMga uThatI hai / eka AdamI prAtaHkAla jaba uThatA hai usa samaya se jaba rAta ko phira sotA hai usa avadhi ke bIca hAtha meM peMsila pannA lekara pUre dina kI mAMgoM ko likhatA jAe to maiM socatA hUM saikar3oM mAMge dina meM A jaaeNgii| eka dina meM AdamI kA mana saikar3oM mAMge prastuta kara detA hai / kyA Apa saba mAMgoM ko pUrA kara pAeMge ? koI AdamI mana kI mAMga ko pUrA nahIM kara pAtA / vaha vyakti bahuta duHkhI hotA hai jo mana kI mAMga ke sAtha calatA hai / sukhI vahI hotA hai jo mAMga kI upekSA kara detA hai / mana kI aisI kama mAMge haiM jinakI upekSA nahIM kI jA sktii| kucha Avazyaka mAMge haiN| unakI upekSA nahIM kI jA sktii| unako pUrA karanA hotA hai / para yadi lekhA-jokhA kareM to nikammI mAMgeM 95% haiM, jarUrata kI aura kAma kI mAMgeM zAyada 5% hotI haiM / aba 95% mAMgoM kA jhaMjhaTa aura usameM ulajha jAeM to mAnasika tanAva, khiMcAva, azAMti - ye sArI bAteM paidA hotI haiM / Aja kA yuga mAnasika tanAva kA yuga hai| Aja padArthoM kI bahulatA hai / sAmane padArtha bahuta haiM / Aja kA bAjAra tar3akIlA bhar3akIlA hai, tar3aka

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jIvana kI pothI bhar3aka bahuta hai / itanI dukAneM haiM ki kahIM pAra hI nahIM hai / kisI bar3e zahara meM cale jAo aisA lagatA hai ki na Ara na pAra, bAjAra meM hajAroM-hajAroM ciijeN| hajAroM-hajAroM prakAra / vairAiTI kA koI anta hI nahIM hai / aba mana kA kAma rahA ki jisako dekhe usako mAMge / aba mAMga paidA hogI / agara usa mAMga ke sAtha calA jAe, bahA jAe to azAMti aura becainI ke sivAya kucha bhI nahIM milegA / tanAva hI tanAva hogA / bahuta mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai upekSA karanA / baccA sAtha meM hotA hai| mAMga karatA calA jAtA hai| hara mAMga ko pUrA karegA to baccA bhI bImAra hogA, paisA bhI lgegaa| hara mAMga ko pUrA nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, karanA bhI nahIM caahie| kiMtu mAMga para niyantraNa honA cAhie, usakI upekSA honI caahie| hAM, AvazyakatA kI kI upekSA nahIM honI caahie| pyAsa lagI hai, pAnI pilAo, bhUkha lagI hai, roTI khilAo / isakI upekSA nahIM kI jA sktii| para anAvazyaka cIjoM kI to upekSA kI jAnI caahie| jo upekSA karanA nahIM jAnatA vaha samAdhi meM nahIM jA sakatA / samAdhi meM jo nahIM jA sakatA vaha upekSA karanA nahIM jAna sktaa| donoM paraspara jur3e hue haiN| samAdhi ke lie upekSA aura upekSA ke lie samAdhi / yAnI jisameM caMcalatA hai vaha mAMgoM kI upekSA nahIM kara sakatA | mAMga para mAMga AtI jAegI aura use pUrA karane kA prayatna karegA / caMcalatA eka bahuta bar3A saMkaTa hai jIvana kA / caMcalatA ko rokA bhI nahIM jA sakatA, kiMtu caMcalatA jaba eka sImA se pare calI jAtI hai, eka sImA pAra kara jAtI hai to bahuta bar3A khatarA bana jAtI hai / dhyAna karanA korI AdhyAtmika sAdhanA hI nahIM hai / saphala jIvana jIne kA sUtra bhI hai, zAMtipUrNa jIvana jIne kA sUtra bhI hai, jo vyakti caMcalatA ko apane jIvana meM eka sImA ke bAda nahIM roka pAtA vaha sabase pahale apane svAsthya ke sAtha anyAya karatA hai / sImA se atirikta caMcalatA svAsthya para burA prabhAva DAlatI hai / dimAga kI apanI sImA hai / zakti kI eka sImA hai ki AdamI kitanA soce / nizcita sImA hai AdamI kitanA bole, zakti kI eka sImA hai / zarIra se kitanA kAma kare zakti kI eka sImA hai / jo AdamI niraMtara zarIra ko caMcala banAe rakhatA hai, nirantara bolanA rahatA hai, vANI bhI thaka jAtI hai / para yaha dimAga to itanA vicitra hai ki kabhI thakatA hI nahIM / dina meM bhI socatA hai aura rAta ko so jAtA hai phira bhI socatA rahatA hai / nIMda meM bhI mastiSka ko ArAma nahIM de pAte / itanI caMcalatA ! yaha svAsthya para burA prabhAva DAlatI hai / usa vyakti kA svAsthya acchA nahIM rahatA jo caMcalatA kI upekSA karanA nahIM janatA / Apa soca rahe haiM, aura bhojana kA samaya ho gayA hai| roTI khAne baiThe haiM, bhojana parosa diyA gayA, sAmane thAlI hai, hAtha uTha rahA hai, aura kora tor3A jA rahA hai, muMha meM jA rahA hai / bhojana 44

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maitrI : vartamAna ke sAtha ki kriyA cAla ho rahI hai idhara, aura udhara dimAga donoM sAtha meM nahIM calane caahie| bhojana cale taba dimAga nahIM calanA cAhie aura dimAga cale taba bhojana nahIM calanA cAhie / khAte samaya kevala khAne kA dhyAna rahe aura koI bAta socI hI na jaae| jo kevala khAtA hai vaha vAstava meM khAtA hai aura acchA kAma karatA hai / jo kevala khAnA nahIM jAnatA, khAtA bhI hai aura duniyA bhara kI bAta ko socatA bhI calA jAtA hai, vaha sabase pahale apane svAsthya ke sAtha, zarIra-tantra ke sAtha anyAya karatA hai| pAcana becArA kaise hogA ! pAcana to taba ho jaba pAcana-tantra ko pUrA rakta mile / jaba AdamI socatA hai to rakta to dimAga ko milegA, pAcana-tantra ko pUrA rakta milegA nahIM to pAcana kI gar3abar3I hogii| aura yaha mAnA jAtA hai ki jo AdamI buddhijIvI hai, lekhaka hai, sAhityakAra hai, kavi hai, jyAdA socatA hai, usakI pAcana-praNAlI dUSita honA eka prakAra se anivArya bAta hai / jo AdamI yaha jAnatA hai ki kaba kisa daravAje ko kholanA hai aura kaba kisa daravAje ko banda karanA hai, vaha zAMti ke sAtha jI sakatA hai / jo sAre daravAje eka sAtha khola detA hai, saMbhAla nahIM sakatA hai to kisI meM se kuttA ghusa rahA hai aura kisI meM se gadhA ghusa rahA hai / khule daravAje meM se to kabhI bhI, koI bhI ghusa sakatA hai| manAhI kisako kareMge ? bIsa daravAje khola die aura akelA AdamI daravAje ke sAmane baiTha gayA to anya daravAjoM meM se cora bhI ghusa sakate haiM aura koI bhI manAhI nahIM ho sktii| vaha AdamI sukhI jIvana nahIM jI sktaa| vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita vahI kara sakatA hai jo yaha jAnatA hai ki kaba kisa daravAje ko kholanA hai aura kaba kisa daravAje ko banda karanA yaha prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa isa bAta kA abhyAsa hai ki jaba cAheM to ciMtana kareM aura jaba cAhe taba ciMtana kA daravAjA banda kara deN| cAheM taba to pravatti kareM aura cAheM taba kAyotsarga kara, daravAje ko banda kara deN| jisa vyakti ke hAtha meM samAdhi aura upekSA-ye donoM sUtra A jAte haiM, jo ina donoM ko samajha letA hai ki kaba ekAgra honA hai aura kaba kisakI upekSA karanA hai, vaha vAstava meM vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI sthApita kara sakatA hai| vartamAna ke sAtha maitrI kI sthApanA ke pAMca sUtra yAda kareM-smRti, prIti, vIrya, samAdhi aura upekSA / ina pAMcoM sUtroM para manana karake hI hama vartamAna kA mUlyAMkana kara pAeMge aura tabhI vartamAna hamArA sAtha degA aura eka nae jIvana kI praNAlI kA vikAsa hogaa|

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maitrI : jIvana ke sAtha Aja kI jIvana praNAlI zArIrika svAsthya aura mAnasika svAsthya ke lie acchI nahIM hai / Aja na kevala zArIrika svAsthya gar3abar3A rahA hai, mAnasika svAsthya bhI gar3abar3A rahA hai| aura jaba mana svastha nahIM hotA to hiMsA bar3hatI hai, aparAdha, hatyAeM aura Atma-hatyAeM bar3hatI haiN| jIvana praNAlI ko badalanA jarUrI hai| jIvana ke sAtha vahI vyakti maitrI sthApita kara sakatA hai jo jIvana praNAlI ko badale / binA badale na to acchA jIvana jIyA jA rahA hai aura na acchI mauta se marA jA rahA hai| jIvana aura mauta-donoM sAtha jur3e hue haiM / jo acchA jIvana nahIM jI sakatA, vaha acchI mauta bhI nahIM mara sakatA / acchA jIvana jIne ke lie mauta bahuta bar3A mAdhyama hai / aura acchI mauta marane ke lie jIvana bahuta bar3A mAdhyama hai| donoM meM gaharA saMbaMdha hai| vartamAna jIvana praNAlI kI sabase bar3I samasyA hai, bhaya kI anubhUti / Aja kA AdamI jitanA bhayabhIta hai utanA zAyada atIta meM kabhI bhI nahIM rahA hogA / purAne jamAne meM lar3AiyAM bhI hotI thIM aura yuddha bhI hote the| yaha koI naI bAta nahIM hai, para AdamI bahuta Azvasta thA aura isalie ki lar3AI ke morce para koI mArA jAegA to lar3ane vAlA sainika mArA jaaegaa| nAgarika ke sAmane koI khatarA nahIM thA aura usake sAmane koI samasyA nahIM thii| Aja saba badala gyaa| lar3AI kahIM cala rahI hai aura bama-varSA kahIM ho rahI hai / AdamI Azvasta nahIM hai aura kahIM bhI vizvAsa nahIM kara sakatA / prAcIna kAla meM AdamI bahuta svatantra thaa| jIne ke lie kAphI svAyattatA thii| vyApAra karatA para koI Dara nahIM thA / vyApAra ke sAtha bhaya jur3A huA nahIM thA / Aja to vyApAra ke sAtha itanA bhaya jur3A huA hai ki bar3e-bar3e vyApArI nirantara bhaya-grasta rahate haiM / raktacApa aura hRdaya kI bImArI jaise bar3e vyavasAya ke sAtha jur3I huI ho, aisA lagatA hai| svataMtra jIvana kama hai / zoSaNa bhI jyAdA hai / zoSaNa ke tarIke bhI bahuta nikala gae / vartamAna meM bhaya kI vyApti bahuta hai| yaha eka samasyA hai| dUsarI samasyA hai-vyastatA / Aja kI jIvana praNAlI meM AdamI itanA vyasta hai ki zAyada atIta meM nahIM rahA ho| bhAratIya AdamI to bahata jyAdA vyasta hai / vyastatA kA pariNAma do cIjoM para jyAdA AyA hai--eka bhojana para aura eka nIMda para / AdamI vyastatA ke kAraNa na to samaya para bhojana kara pAtA hai aura na samaya para nIMda le pAtA hai| bhojana bhI aniyamita

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maitrI : jIvana ke sAtha nIMda bhI aniyamita / dimAga meM hamezA yaha anubhUti banI rahatI hai ki maiM bahuta jyAdA vyasta huuN| vyasta honA utanA burA nahIM hai jitanA ki vyastatA kI anubhUti karate rahanA hai / kisI bhI AdamI se pUcho, vaha kahegA ki itanA vyasta hUM ki samaya hI nahIM miltaa| usake dimAga meM hamezA yaha anubhUti banI rahatI ki maiM jyAdA vyasta huuN| kabhI pUchA jAe ki bhaI ! kabhI apane lie Atma-cintana karate ho ? Atma-nirIkSaNa karate ho ? Atma-vizleSaNa karate ho ? apane Apako dekhate ho ? to kahegA ki mujhe to samaya hI nahIM hai, kaba dekhU ? prAtaH uThate-uThate Avazyaka kriyAoM se nivRtta hokara Aphisa jAnA par3atA hai, dukAna meM jAnA par3atA hai| dinabhara ke kArya ke bAda thakemAMde Ate haiM, phira leTanA sUjhatA hai aura sUjhatA nahIM hai| itanI vyastatA ki jaise hara AdamI ko hindustAna kA zAsana calAnA hai| zAsana calAne vAle bhI itane vyasta haiM yA nahIM haiN| hara AdamI apane Apako itanA jyAdA vyasta anubhava karatA hai / apane lie aura apanI mAnasika zAnti ke lie, apane Atma-nirIkSaNa ke lie 10-12 minaTa kA samaya nikAlanA mahAbhArata jaisA laga rahA hai aura himAlaya kI koI coTI para car3hane jaisA laga rahA hai / itanI vyastatA ! tIsarI samasyA hai -mAnasika asta-vyastatA / yaha usase bhI bhayaMkara samasyA hai / AdamI mAnasika dRSTi se itanA asta-vyasta hai ki usakI koI sImA nahIM hai| usakA pahalA lakSaNa hai-jaldabAjI ! dhRti nahIM hai| pratIkSA karanA nahIM jaantaa| itanI jaldabAjI ki kAma abhI honA caahie| minaTa kI bhI derI nahIM honI caahie| cAhe to DAkTara ke pAsa jAe aura cAhe kisI sAdhu ke pAsa aura cAhe kahIM aura jAe, kisI oNphIsara ke pAsa jAe, kahIM bhI jAe, vaha kahegA jo lenA ho le lo, para merA kAma ho jAnA cAhie / DAkTara ke pAsa jAe to kahegA ki aisI davA do ki abhI svastha ho jAUM, derI nahIM honI cAhie / aura agara 10 minaTa kI bhI derI ho jAtI hai to phira DAkTara badalane kI bAta A jAtI hai| eka bImAra DAkTara ke pAsa jAkara bolA-'DAkTara sAhaba ! sira meM bar3A darda hai|' DAkTara ne davA de dii| vaha gyaa| AdhA ghaNTA ke bAda phira A gyaa| DAkTara ne dekhA usakA ceharA aura samajha gyaa| vaha bolA-'mujhe lagatA hai ki tumhArA sira darda ThIka nahIM huA hai / lo abhI davA badala detA huuN|' usane kahA-'DAkTara sAhaba ! Apa kSamA kareM, maiMne apanA DAkTara badala liyA hai|' pratikSA kI bAta hI nahIM jAnatA AdamI / jIvana meM jahAM itanI jaldabAjI hotI hai, vahAM dhRti kI kamI kA eka kAraNa hai mAnasika astvysttaa|

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jIvana kI pothI dUsarI bAta hai - sahiSNutA kI kamI / mAnasika dRSTi se AdamI asta-vyasta hai, kyoMki vaha sahana karanA nahIM jAnatA / Aja kA choTA baccA bhI sahana karanA nahIM jAnatA / lagatA hai ki Aja janmaghUMTI hI asahiSNutA kI mila rahI hai / vaha na mAM-bApa kI bAta ko sahana karatA hai aura na astra kI bAta sahana karatA hai aura na kisI par3osI kI bAta ko sahana karatA hai / sahana hI nahIM karatA / kitanA acchA ho Aja ulAhanA denA, kucha kahanA aura sIkha dene kI bAta samApta kara dI jaae| koI kisI para anuzAsana na kare / kisI ko ulAhanA na de| kisI ko kucha kahe hI nahIM / jisake jaisA mana meM Ae vaisA kre| to zAyada Aja kA vyakti mAna sakatA hai ki pUrA rAmarAja cala rahA hai| jahAM bhI kahane kI bAta AI aura ulAhane kI bAta AI vahAM sira darda paidA ho jAtA hai / yaha sahiSNutA kI kamI Aja kI jIvana praNAlI kI bar3I samasyA hai / 48 AdamI mAnasika dRSTi se bahuta asta-vyasta hai / isa jIvana praNAlI ke pariNAma kyA hoMge ? kisI praNAlI ko parakhane ke lie usake pariNAmoM para dhyAna denA jarUrI hai| vartamAna jIvana praNAlI kA pariNAma haimAnasika asaMtulana | saMtulana bahuta gar3abar3A gyaa| yadi parIkSA kI jAe to Aja kA choTA baccA bhI mAnasika dRSTi se saMtulita nahIM hai / bahuta asaMtulana hai / dUsarA pariNAma hai - pAcana-taMtra kI gar3abar3I / pAcana-taMtra bahuta vikRta huA hai| purAne AdamI kAphI pacA lete the / Aja pAcana kI zakti nahIM rhii| tIsarA pariNAma hai- nIMda kI gar3abar3I / Aja kI jIvana praNAlI kI dena hai anidrA kI bImArI / bahuta grasta hai AdamI Aja anidrA kI bImArI se / pAzcAtya dezoM meM yaha bImArI bar3I bhayaMkara hai| araboM-kharaboM kI davAiyAM kevala nIMda ke lie hI cala rahI haiN| eka to AhAra ko pacAne ke lie aura eka nIMda ko lAne ke lie jitane kI davAiyAM calatI haiM utane meM eka rAjya kA bajaTa bana jAtA hai / itanI davAiyAM cala rahI haiM aura prayojana kucha bhI nahIM / nIMda lene ke lie davA kyoM cAhie ? nIMda to prAkRtika kAma hai, svAbhAvika hai / AdamI sahaja bhAva se nIMda letA hai / nIMda prAkRtika kAma hai / ye prAkRtika sthitiyAM hamArI vikRta jIvana praNAlI ke kAraNa itanI gar3abar3A gaI ki khAne ke lie bhI, pacAne ke lie bhI aura nIMda lAne ke lie bhI davAiyAM cAhie / eka bhAI baulA, pahale maiM nIMda kI eka golI letA thaa| phira bAda meM usakA asara kama ho gayA, do lene laga gayA aura dhIre-dhIre pAMca chaH goliyAM lene laga gayA / aba korA jahara bhara rahA hUM paiMTa meM | goliyAM viSailI hotI haiM aura nazailI hotI haiN| para upAya kyA, golI lie binA nIMda AtI nahIM hai / vivazatA ho gaI, golI lenI par3atI hai /

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maitrI : jIvana ke sAtha hAI blaDa prezara, ucca raktacApa, yaha vartamAna jIvana praNAlI kI eka samasyA hai aura usakA eka pariNAma hai / purAne jamAne ke vaidya to isa bImArI ko kama jAnate the| yaha hotI bhI kama hI thii| nahIM hotI thI aisI bAta to nhiiN| ye kucha bImAriyAM bar3e logoM kI bImAriyAM thiiN| yakSmA, ucca raktacApa aura hRdaya kI bImArI-ye kucha bar3e logoM kI bImAriyAM thiiN| Aja to jana-sAdhAraNa kI bImAriyAM bana gii| ho sakatA hai ki jaba sattA janasAdhAraNa ke hAtha meM A gaI to bImArI bhI pIche kyoM rahe? vaha bhI apanA adhikAra cAhatI hai| jaba rAjataMtra se sattA saraka kara Ama AdamI ke hAtha meM A gaI to bImArI kyoM pIche rahanA cAhegI ? usane bhI apanA adhikAra le liyA aura jana-sAdhAraNa ke sAtha jur3a gii| jayapura meDikala kAleja ke priMsipala ne kahA ki yadi raktacApa kI bImArI kA samAdhAna mila jAe to Aja kI duniyA ko bahuta bar3A samAdhAna mila jAtA hai| Aja kI yaha vizvavyApI bImArI hai| hRdaya roga, hArTa Trabala aura hArTa aTaika-yaha bhI jIvana-praNAlI se bahuta sambandhita hai| jahAM jaldIbAjI hai vahAM hRdaya para bahuta prabhAva par3atA hai| jahAM vyastatA hai vahAM hRdaya para bahuta prabhAva par3atA hai / hRdaya to apanI gati se calatA hai / Apako patA honA cAhie ki hRdaya itanA vyasta nahIM hai| Apa vyasta jyAdA haiM, kintu ApakA hRdaya kama vyasta hai / hRdaya kitanA sayAnA hai ki ATha ghaNTA kAma karatA hai aura solaha ghaNTe vizrAma karatA hai| kyA Apa bhI karate haiM aisA ? hRdaya eka sekeNDa dhar3akegA to do sekeNDa vizrAma legaa| ThIka prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga ki koI bhI kAma karo to sAtha meM kAyotsarga kro| Asana karo to kAyotsarga / sarvAMgAsana kiyA to karane ke bAda kAyotsarga / matsyAsana kiyA to karane ke bAda thor3A kAyotsarga / vaMdanAsana kiyA to karane ke bAda thor3A kAyotsarga / hara pravRtti ke sAtha nivRtti-pravRtti aura nivRtti kA eka saMtulana hai| kAma karane kI kalA hai-pravRtti aura nivRtti kA saMtulana / vaha jIvana kI praNAlI acchI nahIM hotI jisameM korI pravRtti hotI hai / korI nivRtti bhI nahIM cala sktii| usase bhI jIvana nahIM cala sakatA / pravRtti aura nivRtti kA saMtulana, sakriyatA aura niSkriyatA kA saMtulana, vyastatA aura kAyotsarga kA saMtulana, tanAva aura zithilIkaraNa kA saMtulana / tanAva bhI jIvana meM jarUrI hotA hai| kiMtu sAtha meM zithilIkaraNa kA saMtulana caahie| korA tanAva ho to TUTa jAtA hai / kabhI tanAva aura kabhI DhIla denA / kabhI khIMcanA aura kabhI DhIla denA / saMtulana ho taba to ThIka kAma calatA hai| korA khIMcA jAtA hai to rassI bhI TUTa jAtI hai| hRdaya bhI kAyotsarga karanA jAnatA hai / aura hara dhar3akana ke bAda kAyotsarga kara letA hai aura vizrAma le letA hai| isakA artha huA ki ATha ghaNTA kAma

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jIvana kI pothI karanA aura solaha ghaNTA vizrAma lenaa| ___ loga mujhe pUchate haiM, Apa itanA kaba likha lete haiM ? hara samaya hama dekhate haiM ki loga apako ghere rahate haiM, phira likhate kaba haiM ? maiM unheM kahatA hUM ki maiM jyAdA likhatA hI nahIM huuN| maiM yaha mAnatA hUM ki jo dina bhara likhegA, usake dimAga se bhUsA nikalegA, kUr3A-kacarA nikalegA / becAre dimAga ko vizrAma hI nahIM to usase nikalegA hI kyA ! jisa vyakti ko koI naI bAta denI hai aura ciMtana aura nayA vicAra denA hai, use pUrNa vizrAma denA jarUrI hai| jo hamezA socatA rahatA hai, hamezA sakriyatA aura caMcalatA meM rahatA hai, usase jo nikalegA, vaha do nambara kA mAla nikalegA, asalI nahIM nikala sakatA / prathama zreNI kA to nikala hI nahIM sktaa| vizrAma denA aura kAyotsarga meM rahanA bahuta jarUrI hai| mujhe yAda hai ki maiM koI cIja likhatA hUM to eka sAtha ghaNTA se jyAdA nahIM likhatA, aura jaba yaha lagatA hai ki aba socanA par3a rahA hai to usI kSaNa lekhanI banda ho jAtI hai| jaba taka dimAga apane DhaMga se kucha detA hai, taba taka dohana karUM aura jaba lage ki aba jabaradastI ho rahI hai, kucha socanA par3a rahA hai aura lekhanI thama rahI hai to usI kSaNa lekhanI ko vizrAma de detA huuN| to dohana karanA bhI eka kalA hai| jo gAya ko jyAdA duha letA hai to samasyA paidA ho jAtI hai| na duhanA bhI samasyA hai aura jyAdA duhanA bhI samasyA hai| donoM ora se samasyA paidA ho jAtI hai| kucha loga dohana karanA hI nahIM jAnate aura kucha loga dohana hI nahIM karate / na ve mastiSka kA dohana karate haiM aura na zarIra kA dohana karate haiM / isa sthiti meM sAre avayava nikamme ho jAte haiN| jo AdamI jyAdA ArAma karatA hai, usake zarIra ke sAre avayava nikamme bana jAte haiM / zarIra ko jitanA zrama cAhie, vaha zrama nahIM milatA to svAsthya bhI ArAma karane laga jAtA hai| phira bImAriyAM bhugatanI par3atI haiM / adohana kI samasyA hai to atirikta dohana kI bhI samasyA hai| prAcIna kAla kI aisI praNAlI thI ki gAya ko duhate aura duhane ke bAda phira use balapUrvaka duhate ki agara vaha dasa varSa dUdha detI to do varSa ke bAda hI gAya samApta ho jaatii| ati dohana bhI eka samasyA hai| patA nahIM bAta kyA hai, AdamI bIca kI bAta ko nahIM jaantaa| AdamI ati para jAnA cAhatA / chora para jAne meM jyAdA rasa hai, madhyastha rahane meM rasa kama hai| bIca ko nahIM pakar3atA, yA to yaha chora yA vaha chora, yA to ati kAma yA ati ArAma / donoM acche nahIM haiM / na korA ArAma acchA hai aura na korA kAma acchA hai / ArAma aura kAma donoM ke saMtulana se eka acchI bAta banatI hai| kintu lagatA hai ki vartamAna jIvana praNAlI meM vizrAma vAlI bAta, zithilIkaraNa vAlI bAta, kAyotsarga vAlI bAta jur3I huI nahIM hai| isalie

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maitrI : jIvana ke sAtha ye usake pariNAma sAmane A rahe haiM / praNAlI ko badalane kI jarUrata hai| parivartana meM hamArA vizvAsa honA caahie| parivartana hamAre lie bahuta Avazyaka hai aura isase AdamI bahuta lAbha uThA sakatA hai| Aja padArthoM ke kSetra meM vaijJAnikoM ne bahata parivartana kiyA hai| kAphI sthitiyAM badalI haiM / parivartana nahIM hotA to samasyAoM kA samAdhAna nahIM hotaa| kAphI parivartana AyA hai / mAnasika stara para aura AdhyAtmika stara para bahuta badalane kI jarUrata hai| prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga karane vAle vyakti ko bahuta jarUrI ciMtana karanA hai ki kama se kama usakI jIvana praNAlI to badale / parivartana kahAM se zurU kare ? prAtaHkAla se zurU kre| sabase pahalI bAta hai jaldI utthnaa| Apa jAgate hue sUraja ko dekheM, sote hue na dekheM / sUraja Apake sote hue kA darzana na kareM, Apa sUraja kA darzana kreN| jIvana kI praNAlI kA pahalA sUtra hogA, jaldI jaagnaa| yaha taba saMbhava hogA ki Apa ThIka samaya para so jAeM / yaha jarUrI nahIM ki bAraha baje aura eka baje soyA jAe / vyastatA hone para bhI samaya kI nizcitatA ho to jaldI soyA jA sakatA hai| dUsarI bAta hai ki Avazyaka kriyAoM se nivRtta hokara Asana kA prayoga karanA / jIvana ke lie anivArya hai Asana aura vyAyAma / inase sAre zarIra kA taMtra ThIka kAma karane laga jaaegaa| bar3A Azcarya hotA hai ki sAmAnya niyama ko loga kyoM nahIM mAnate ! jaba taka sUraja kA tApa aura dhUpa zarIra ko nahIM lagatI taba taka pAcana-taMtra ApanA kAma nahIM krtaa| lIvara, penkriyAja, AmAzaya aura pakvAzaya taba sakriya banate haiM jaba sUraja kI dhUpa unheM lagatI hai| ___ tIsarI bAta hai samyak zvAsa / yAnI samyak zvAsa lo| prAtaHkAla zvAsa kA prayoga karo / uThate hI samyak zvAsa se caryA zurU honI cAhie / isakA matalaba hai dIrghazvAsa, choTA zvAsa nhiiN| prArambha se hI lambe zvAsa ke prayoga kreN| pUrA zvAsa lenA aura pUrA zvAsa nikAlanA, jisase ki kArbana bhI pUrA nikala jAe aura oNksIjana bhI pUrA mila jaae| zArIrika svAsthya aura mAnasika svAsthya saba zvAsa para nirbhara hai|| cauthI bAta hai samyak AhAra / AhAra bhI samyak / AhAra ke bAre meM bhI kama jAnakArI hai| hamArA sUtra bana gayA kevala svAda / dIkhane meM acchA aura kevala svAda / isake sivA tIsarI koI jAnakArI nahIM hai / bahuta lam bAta hai AhAra kii| isa viSaya meM jise jAnanA ho vaha merI pustaka 'AhAra aura adhyAtma' avazya pddh'e| pAMcavIM bAta hai-mAnasika saMtulana / yaha taba saMbhava hai, jaba ina

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52 jIvana kI pothI prayogoM ke dvArA hamArI antaHsrAvI graMthiyAM sakriya hotI haiM / ve sakriya hokara apane srAvoM kA ThIka pravAha rakhatI haiM / anta srAvI granthiyoM ke pravAha saMtulita rUpa se pravAhita hote haiM, taba hamAre mastiSka ke kArTeksa meM jAkara saMtulana kI sthiti kA nirmANa karate haiN| jisakI antaHsrAvI granthiyAM gar3abar3A jAtI haiM, unake srAva gar3abar3A jAte haiM, unakA svAsthya nizcita rUpa se gar3abar3A jAtA hai / svAsthya kA bahuta bar3A mAdhyama hai graMthiyoM kA saMtulita srAva / Asana, prANAyAma aura bhojana - ye sAre granthiyoM ko saMtulita banAe rakhane vAle haiM ! Asana kA uddezya hai ki karma kI nirjarA hotI hai, saMtulana rahatA hai aura sAtha-sAtha thAyarAiDa gleNDa ko bhI vizrAma milatA hai aura poSaNa milatA hai / prekSA dhyAna ke prayoga isa AdhAra para nirdhArita kie gae haiM ki saMtulana ke lie jo jimmevAra haiM granthiyAM aura jo jimmevAra haiM zarIra ke avayava, una sabakA saMtulana bhI barAbara banA rahe / isa AdhAra para yaha sArA krama nirdhArita kiyA gayA hai / kucha loga dhyAna karate haiM para Asana karanA nahIM jAnate / bahuta bar3A khatarA hai| yadi koI dhyAna karegA aura AsanaprANAyAma nahIM jAnegA to dhyAna usake lie bAdhaka bana sakatA hai / dhyAna ke dvArA kucha samasyAeM bhI paidA hotI haiN| Apa yaha na mAneM ki samasyAeM paidA nahIM hotIM / jo jitanI acchI cIja hai usake sAtha eka samasyA bhI jur3I huI hai / duniyA meM aisI koI bhI cIja nahIM hai jo kalyANakArI hai aura samasyAkArI nahIM hai / pratyeka samAdhAna ke sAtha aura pratyeka kalyANa ke sAtha eka samasyA jur3I rahatI hai| dhyAna kI bhI apanI eka samasyA hai / Asana aura prANAyAma isIlie hai ki dhyAna se paidA hone vAlI samasyA kA nivAraNa kiyA jA ske| dhyAna ke dvArA pAcana taMtra para bhI prabhAva hotA hai / vaha kamajora hotA hai / nAr3I taMtra ko bhI zakti kharca karanI hotI hai / kintu Asana kiyA to phira se pUrti ho jAtI hai / jo dhyAna laMbA karatA hai, kintu Asana nahIM karatA to usakA pAcana-taMtra gar3abar3A jAtA hai / isalie ye sAre ke sAre jur3e hue haiM, inameM antaH - sambandha hai / ataH samyak Asana bhI bahuta jarUrI hai, samyak zvAsa bhI bahuta jarUrI hai aura samyak AhAra bhI bahuta jarUrI hai / chaThI bAta hai samyak kriyA / kAma karane kI bhI samyaktA cAhie / jisa pravRtti ke sAtha zarIra to calatA hai kintu mana kahIM dUsarI ora calatA hai, vaha kriyA asamyak kriyA hotI hai / eka abhyAsa DAlanA hai| ki zarIra aura mana sAtha-sAtha cale / jo kAma kareM, jisameM mana cale, usameM zarIra bhI cale / aura jisameM zarIra cale usameM mana bhI cale / agara ApakA hAtha bhojana kA kaura uThAne meM cala rahA hai to mana bhI sAtha cale / yadi

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maitrI : jIvana ke sAtha ApakA paira Age bar3hane ko cala rahA hai to mana bhI usake sAtha cle| yaha zarIra aura mana kA yoga jahAM hotA hai vaha kriyA samyaka kriyA hotI hai| zarIra to calatA hai pUrva meM aura mana calatA hai pazcima meN| paira to jAtA hai uttara meM aura mana jAtA hai dakSiNa meM / khIMcAtAnI zurU ho jaaegii| mana kahatA hai idhara calaM aura paira kahatA hai ki udhara cluu| Apasa meM hI lar3a pdd'eNge| kyA bhalA hogA ? kama se kama donoM meM maitrI sthApita kareM ki jidhara mana cale udhara para cale aura jidhara para cale udhara hI mana cale / donoM sAtha-sAtha cleN| sAtavIM bAta hai-pratikriyA-virati / vartamAna kI jIvana-praNAlI meM pratikriyA kA jIvana bahuta jIyA jA rahA hai| bhayaMkara pratikriyA / hara bAta kI pratikriyA / kriyA bahuta kama hotI hai aura pratikriyA bahuta adhika hotI hai| pratikriyA ke kAraNa AdamI bahuta asta-vyasta ho jAtA hai| yaha jIvana meM saMbhava to nahIM ki pratikriyA na ho / jaba taka Aveza hai, Aveza kI jIvana-praNAlI hai, pratikriyA saMbhava hai| pratikriyA-virati kA matalaba hai AvezoM kA anuzAsana, AvezoM kA saMtulana / AvezoM ko miTAyA to nahIM jA sakatA para AvezoM para niyantraNa pAyA jA sakatA hai / ve Apa se bAhara na hoM, apane kaMTrola se bAhara na hoM, yaha saMbhava hai / pratikriyA-virati yAnI AvezoM para apanA niyantraNa sthApita kara lenaa| yaha eka jIvana praNAlI hai jo prekSA-dhyAna ke dvArA upalabdha ho sakatI hai, sAdhanA aura abhyAsa ke dvArA upalabdha ho sakatI hai / jo jIvana kA DharrA cala rahA hai, kyA use badalanA jarUrI nahIM hai ? AdamI bahuta badalA hai isa vaijJAnika yuga meM / to kyA jIvana-praNAlI ko badalanA bhI jarUrI nahIM hai ? bahuta Avazyaka lagatA hai / AdamI bahuta zAMti aura samAdhAna ke sAtha apanA jIvana jI sakatA hai / jo jIvana jIyA jA rahA hai, usakI samasyAeM aura jIvana ko badalanA hai, usake sUtra, donoM ke pariNAma-ina sabakI eka saMkSipta-sI carcA abhI Apane sunI / jo loga prekSAdhyAna ke zivira meM haiM ve isa para gaMbhIratA se vicAra kreN| zivira meM Ane kA matalaba hai ki jaba yahAM se jAeM to jIvana-praNAlI ko badalane kA sUtra lekara hI bAhara jAeM / zivira meM Aye aura jIvana vasA kA vaisA hI calA jaisA pahale thA, to zivira meM AnA bhI DharrA bana sakatA hai, sArthakatA nahIM ho sktii| zivira meM Ane kI sArthakatA hai ki AeM taba to purAnI praNAlI ke sAtha aura jAeM taba naI praNAlI ke sAtha / aura purAnI praNAlI ko vosirAmi-vosirAmi kaha deM / basa, purAnI ko chor3akara jA rahA hUM aura naI ko lekara jA rahA huuN| purAne kapar3e ko or3hakara AeM aura nayA veza, nayA paridhAna or3hakara jaaeN|

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jIvana kI pothI bahuta sArthakatA hogI yadi nayA Aloka aura jIvana meM naI razmi Ae / aisA karake hajAroM-hajAroM logoM ko aura preraNA de sakeMge ki jIvana pahale kaisA thA, aba badalA hai | ApakA upadeza nahIM, ApakI badalI huI jIvanapraNAlI dUsaroM ke lie preraNA bane / 4

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maitrI kyoM? prekSA-dhyAna akelA rahane kI kalA hai| jo akelA rahanA jAnatA hai vaha maitrI kara sakatA hai| bhIr3a meM rahane vAlA kabhI maitrI kA vikAsa nahIM kara sktaa| maitrI kyoM Avazyaka hai ? eka prazna hai| isa prazna kA uttara apane ApameM khojanA hai| AdamI khojatA rahatA hai, satya kI khoja karatA rahatA hai / adhyAtma bhI satya kI khoja kA mArga hai aura vijJAna bhI satya kI khoja kA eka mArga hai| donoM ke mAdhyama se satya khojA gayA aura Aja bhI khojA jA rahA hai| uddezya kucha bhinna hai| vijJAna ke mAdhyama se satya kI khoja ho rahI hai / isakA uddezya hai bhautika vikAsa aura suvidhA / padArtha kA adhikatama vikAsa kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ? kaise kampyUTara yuga meM pahuMcA jA sake aura kaise aNuzakti kA prayoga kiyA jA sake ? kaise janatA ke lie adhikatama suvidhA ke sAdhana juTAe jA sakeM--yaha hai vijJAna kI khoja kA uddezya / bhautika vikAsa aura suvidhA-ye do uddezya bana jAte haiN| inakA vikAsa huA hai / pariNAma kucha viparIta AyA hai| padArtha bahuta bar3he, suvidhAeM bahuta bar3hIM, antarAtmA kucha ghaTI hai, kucha sikur3ana AI hai| bhaya bar3hA hai, AMtaka bar3hA hai aura zatrutA bar3hI hai| zIta yuddha bar3hA hai| ye sArI niSpattiyAM sAmane haiN| adhyAtma aura satya kI khoja kI niSpatti hai maitrii| prekSA-dhyAna kA eka sUtra hai jo avicala gAthA ke rUpa meM gAyA jAtA hai-'appaNA sacca mesejjA, metti bhUesu kappae / ' svayaM satya khojo aura sabake sAtha maitrI kro| satya kI khoja aura usakI niSpatti hogI maitrii| jisa satya kI khoja kI niSpatti maitrI nahIM hotI, vaha satya kI khoja manuSya ke lie lAbhadAyaka nahIM hotI, kalyANakArI nahIM hotI / maitrI hamAre jIvana kI sabase bar3I sukha kI phasala hai| jisa vyakti ne isakI buAI kI hai aura jisa vyakti ke kheta meM yaha phasala panapI hai vaha vyakti sadA svastha rahatA hai, zAMti aura sukha kA anubhava karatA hai| jisane isakA bIja nahIM boyA, vaha bImAra rahatA hai aura azAMti va duHkha kA anubhava karatA hai| ___ meDikala sAiMsa yaha mAnatA hai ki bImArI kA kAraNa hai kITANu, viSANu aura jIvANu / kyA AdamI jahAM rahatA hai usa vAtAvaraNa meM bImArI ke kITANa haiM ? AdamI jahAM jItA hai aura zvAsa letA hai vahAM vAyarasa to nahIM hai ? vahAM jarsa bhI hai aura vAyarasa bhI hai to phira AdamI bImAra kyoM

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jIvana kI pothI nahIM hogA ? kyA hamAre zarIra meM kITANu aura viSANu nahIM haiM ? ye jIvANu nahIM haiM ? aisA kauna-sA zarIra hai jisameM ye nahIM haiM ? jisa vyakti kI rogapratirodhAtmaka zakti prabala hotI hai usake lie kITANu aura viSANu kabhI roga paidA nahIM krte| vaha sadA svastha rahatA hai| una kITANuoM aura viSANuoM ke sAtha lar3ane kI zakti usa vyakti meM hotI hai jisameM maitrI kA bhAva prabala hotA hai| jisameM zatrutA kA bhAva AyA, usakA manobala kamajora ho jAegA / roga-pratirodhAtmaka zakti usakI kamajora par3a jaaegii| vaha vyakti jyAdA bImAra par3atA hai jisameM zatrutA kA bhAva jyAdA hotA hai| vijJAna kI do zAkhAeM haiM -eka meDIkala sAiMsa aura dUsarI sAIkolojI / meDikala sAiMsa ke logoM ne to sArI bImAriyoM kA AdhAra kITANu aura viSANu batalA diyaa| kintu sAIkolojisTa ne batalAyA ki yaha galata bAta hai / ye kITANu aura viSANu hI bImArI ke kAraNa nahIM haiN| unameM se bhI bar3A kAraNa hai mAnasika vikRtiyAM, manobala ko kmii| jisakA manobala kamajora hotA hai, vaha vyakti roga se AkrAnta hotA hai| jisakA manobala majabUta hotA hai usameM lar3ane kI kSamatA hotI hai| yaha cAroM ora se, vAtAvaraNa se aura apane zarIra se ghirA hone para bhI bImArI se AkrAnta nahIM hotaa| jisa vyakti meM maitrI kA vikAsa nahIM hotA, usa vyakti kA manobala vikasita nahIM hotA / zatrutA eka jaharIlA kIr3A hai, jisake pIche lagA, use nirantara satAtA rahatA hai| aura taba mana hI mana manobala dabatA calA jAtA hai / yaha kuMThA paidA karatA hai, avasAda paidA karatA hai aura ghaNA paidA karatA hai / kuMThA, ghRNA, avasAda aura viSaNNatA-ye aise bhayaMkara kITANa haiM ki jo svAsthya ko lIlate rahate haiN| AdamI bImAra par3atA hai| maitrI kI sabase bar3I aura sabase pahalI niSpatti hai svAsthya / AdamI svastha rahanA cAhatA hai, bImAra honA nahIM caahtaa| cikitsA kI dRSTi meM bImAra hone para davA kI zaraNa lenA jarUrI hai| kintu adhyAtma kI dRSTi meM bImArI ke Ane para sabase pahale arahaMte saraNaM pavajjAmi / siddhe saraNaM pavajjAmi / sAhU saraNaM pavajjAmi / kevalI paNNattaM dhamma saraNaM pavajjAmi - yaha zaraNa lI jAtI hai| pahalI zaraNa to yaha hogii| aba koI bacI-khucI koI bAta zeSa raha jAegI to davA kI yatkicit sahAyatA lI jA sakatI hai, na ki zaraNa / zaraNa meM jAnA eka bAta hai aura sahAyatA lenA bilakula dUsarI bAta hai| sahAyatA kI to jarUrata ho sakatI hai kintu zaraNa kisakI honI cAhie, isakA viveka apekSita hai| jisa vyakti ne DAkTara kI aura davA kI zaraNa le lI, jo zaraNAgati bana gayA, usane apane jIvana ko bhI kho diyA aura apane svAsthya ko bhI kho diyaa| jisane apanI antarAtmA ww

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maitrI kyoM ? 5.7 kI zaraNa lI, arhat aura siddhoM kI zaraNa lI, usane apane Apako bacA liyA, apanI maMtrI ko vikasita kara liyA / vaha surakSita raha gayA / sahayoga roTI kA bhI lenA hotA hai / roTI kI zaraNa meM nahIM jAte / roTI hamAre lie eka upayogitA hai / pAnI bhI eka sahayoga hai, vaise hI davA aura jar3IbUMTI bhI eka sahayoga bana sakatI hai kintu ye saba padArtha zaraNa nahIM ho skte| AdamI inakI zaraNa meM nahIM jAtA / maitrI kA sabase pahalA lAbha hai svAsthya aura dUsarA hai sukha / maMtrI kI bahuta bar3I niSpatti hai sukha / vaha vyakti sukhI raha sakatA hai jisake mana meM maitrI kI UrmiyAM uTha rahI haiM, uttAla taraMgeM AkAza ko chU rahI haiM, vahI sukha kA anubhava kara sakatA hai| jisake mana meM maMtrI kA vikAsa nahIM, vaha dina meM na jAne kitanI bAra duHkha kA anubhava karatA hai / koI sAmane AyA, bhRkuTi tana jAtI hai, AMkheM lAla ho jAtI haiM aura zarIra garamA jAtA hai / aura bhI na jAne kyA-kyA hotA hai ! ye sArI niSpattiyAM haiM zatrutA kI / jisane maMtrI kA vikAsa kiyA, vaha sthAyI sukha kA anubhava karegA / sthAyI sukha honA bahuta bar3I bAta hai / baccA rAste meM baiThA miTTI se khela rahA hai / bar3A sundara aura zAMta / AkRti se bhI jyAdA sundara / usa AkRti se eka vizeSa prakAra kA bhAva Tapaka rahA thA / sundara banatA hai manobhAva / jisake mana meM maMtrI kA bhAva hotA hai vaha AkRti se bhaddA hotA huA bhI sundara bana jAtA hai / sukarAta kitanA sundara banA thA apane manobhAvoM ke kAraNa ! kitanA bhaddA AdamI thA sukarAta, kintu hajAroM AdamI usake pIche rahate the| apane vicAroM aura bhAvanAoM se aura vikAsazIla maitrI ke kAraNa usake cehare para itanA saundarya chA gayA ki sArA bhaddApana daba gyaa| gAMdhIjI sundara nahIM the; kintu eka pazcimI vicAraka ne likhA ki gAMdhI jaisA sundara vyakti duniyA meM koI janmA nahIM / unakI AkRti para virAT maitrI TapakatI thI / baccA bhI AkRti se na jAne kaisA thA kintu prakRti se, apanI vizAla AdhyAtmika maMtrI se bahuta ramaNIya laga rahA thaa| rAjA kA mana aTaka gayA / vaha bhI udhara hI jA rahA thA / rAjA svayaM savArI se utarA aura bacce ke pAsa jAkara bolA -- bacce ! miTTI se kyoM khela rahe ho ! kyA khilone nahIM haiM ? jarUrata ho to maiM lA dUM ! bacce ne apane zarIra kI ora saMketa karate hue kahA- "yaha miTTI kA putalA hai, miTTI se banA hai aura miTTI meM milanA hai to isase nahIM to aura kisase khelUM ? rAjA sunakara daMga raha gyaa| bar3I vicitra bAta hai / rAjA ne kahA - 'tuma bar3e acche ho, eka kAma karo, tuma mere sAtha Ao / ' baccA do minaTa gambhIra ho gayA, socA, phira bolA - 'tumhAre sAtha to A sakatA hUM, raha sakatA hUM, kintu merI do zarteM haiN| maiM soUM aura tuma jAgate

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jIvana kI pothI raho, yaha pahalI zarta hai / dUsarI zarta hai ki tuma nirantara mere sAtha raho, kahIM chor3akara na jAo / rAjA bolA-'yaha to mere lie saMbhava nhiiN|' bAlaka bolA--to merA bhI tumhAre sAtha rahanA saMbhava nhiiN| jaba maiM sotA hUM to merA prabhu nirantara jAgatA hai| vaha nirantara mere sAtha rahatA hai / usako chor3akara maiM tumhAre sAtha rahUM, yaha kabhI saMbhava nhiiN| jo nirantara sAtha nahIM detA, vaha kabhI kAma kA nahIM hotaa| maitrI kA sukha caubIsa ghaMTA sAtha rahatA hai| sotA hai taba bhI vaha jAgatA rahatA hai / vaha niraMtara sAtha hI rahatA hai, kabhI bhI sAtha nahIM chodd'taa| kauna prabhu hai, maiM nahIM jAnatA, kintu maitrI kA prabhu to aisA hai ki jo niraMtara sAtha hI rahatA hai / kabhI bhI sAtha nahIM chor3atA, sadA jAgatA rahatA hai| maitrI kI dUsarI niSpatti hai zAzvata sukha, sthAyI sukha / maitrI kI tIsarI niSpatti hai prsnntaa| jisake mana meM maitrI kA vikAsa huA hai vaha kabhI viSaNNa nahIM hotA, duHkhI nahIM hotA, niraMtara prasanna rahatA hai / maMtrI nahIM hai to koI AdamI galata kAma kara rahA hai, tatkAla mana meM ghRNA A jaaegii| jisake mana meM maitrI kA vikAsa hai to kitanA hI burA hai to usake mana meM ghaNA nahIM jaagegii| IsA vezyAoM ke ghara jAne lge| bhaktoM ne kahA, are mahAprabhu IsA vahAM jA rahe haiN| ve daur3e daur3e Ae aura bole-prabho! Apa kahAM jA rahe haiM ? IsA bole-'mujhe jahAM jAnA hai vahIM jA rahA huuN|' bhakta bole-'prabho! vaha to patitA hai, adharmA hai / vahAM Apa kyoM?' IsA ne kahA- 'mujhe to vahIM rahanA caahie|' IsA vezyA ke ghara ge| logoM ke mana meM ghRNA kA bhAva AyA, para unake mana meM ghRNA nahIM thii| prasannatA rahatI hai to ghRNA kA bhAva nahIM jaagtaa| jinake mana meM maitrI kA vikAsa nahIM hai, unameM tatkAla ghaNA kA bhAva A jAtA hai| jinake mana meM maitrI kA vikAsa hai unameM kabhI ghaNA nahIM jaagtii| burAI se ghRNA ho sakatI hai kintu AdamI se ghRNA nahIM ho sktii| acche AdamI se bhI ghaNA nahIM hotI aura bure AdamI se bhI ghRNA nahIM hotii| ArdrakumAra ne eka bahuta mahattva kI bAta khii| jaba AjIvika AcArya ne kahA ki tuma to sabakI niMdA kara rahe ho, ghRNA kara rahe ho, taba ArdrakumAra bole-nindA bilakula nahIM kara rahA huuN| maiM mithyAdRSTi kI gahIM kara rahA hUM, niMdA kara rahA huuN| kisI vyakti vizeSa se ghRNA nahIM kara rahA huuN| jisake mana meM maMtrI udita ho jAegI, taba phira cAhe dUsarA AdamI kitanA hI burA hai, burAI kara rahA hai, jhUTha bola rahA hai, abrahmacarya kA sevana kara rahA hai, lobhI hai, saba kucha kara rahA hai, usa vyakti ke prati bhI mana meM maitrI kA bhAva banA rhegaa| usake mana meM itanI karuNA jAgegI ki vaha socegA kaise www.

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matrI kyoM ? isa vyakti ko maiM isa burAI se chur3A sAkaM / jaba saMgama ne mahAvIra ko itanA kaSTa diyA, mahAvIra ke mana meM karuNA jAgI, usake prati koI burI bhAvanA nahIM jAgI / kevala itanA hI kahA ki mujhe nimitta banA kara saMsAra tara rahA hai aura tU mujhe nimitta banAkara DUba rahA hai| mana meM karuNA jAgI, ghRNA kA bhAva nahIM jaagaa| maitrI vikAsa jisameM hotA hai usameM vinoda kI bhAvanA jAgatI hai| vinoda jIvana ke mahAvRkSa kA vaha sundaratama puSpa hai jisameM sugandha bhI hai aura saundarya bhI hai aura rasa bhI hai| hara koI AdamI vinodI nahIM ho sakatA / vinodI vahI ho sakatA hai| jisake mana meM maitrI kA gaharA bhAva hai| nahIM to thor3I sI bAta huI aura tyauriyAM car3ha jaaeNgii| vinoda kitanI bar3I zakti hai / maiMne dekhA ki bhagavAna mahAvIra bhI vinoda kiyA karate the| AcArya bhikSu bahuta vinodI the| aneka ghaTanAeM haiM AcArya bhikSu kii| bAta to jAnIsunI hai| eka bAra muni hemarAjajI bhikSA lekara Ae aura aneka prakAra kI dAla milAkara le Ae / AcArya bhikSu ne ulAhanA diyA ki dAla milAkara kyoM lAe ? koI bImAra ho sakatA hai| alaga-alaga lAte / kar3A ulAhanA de diyaa| unake mana meM bhI kucha A gayA aura ve leTa gae / samaya thA bhojana kA / saba sAdhu bhojana karane baiThe, para hemarAjajI vahAM nahIM the| AcArya bhikSu samajha ge| pUchA to kahA ki sAmane khUTI tAne leTe haiM / AcArya bhikSu ne vahAM baiThe-baiThe hI kahA-'hemarAja ! kyA kara rahA hai ? avaguNa merA dekha rahA hai ki apanA dekha rahA hai ? basa, itane meM to muni hemarAjajI uThe aura bhojana karane A baitthe| AcAryazrI bhI bahuta vinoda karate haiM / vinoda ke aneka prasaMga haiN| jodhapura meM eka bhAI aayaa| vaha vipakSa kA thaa| usakA irAdA acchA nahIM thA / pravacana ke bAda AyA, taba AcAryazrI Tahala rahe the| vaha bolAmahArAja ! merA lar3akA guma ho gayA hai| AcAryazrI ne bar3I sahAnubhUti ke sAtha kahA-yaha to bar3A burA huaa| itane meM hI usane bAta ko badalate hue kahA-mahArAja ! usako khojUM yA nahIM ? khojUM to mujhe dharma hogA yA pApa hogA ? AcAryazrI bhI samajha ge| dArzanika uttara bhI diyA jA sakatA thA, para AcAryazrI ne kahA-are bhAI ! tuma bhI bar3e vicitra ho ! jaba lar3akA paidA kiyA taba to mujhe nahIM pUchA ki puNya hogA yA pApa, aura jaba khojane kI bAta hai taba pUcha rahe ho ki puNya hogA yA pApa ? jo paidA karane meM huA, vahI khojane meM hogaa| becArA bolA nahIM, sIdhA sIr3hiyoM se nIce utara gyaa| hara vyakti meM vaha vinoda nahIM ho sakatA / vinoda usI vyakti meM ho sakatA hai jisameM maitrI kA vikAsa hotA hai| jo maitrI kA vikAsa karatA hai

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jIvana kI pothI use saMgharSoM kA sAmanA bahuta karanA par3atA hai / zatrutA meM jo jAtA hai use saMgharSoM kA sAmanA nahIM karanA par3atA / maitrI kI sAdhanA bahuta kaThina sAdhanA hai, ulajhanabharI aura samasyAbharI hai| usakA jo vikAsa karanA cAhatA hai use bahuta saMgharSoM kA sAmanA karanA par3atA hai / agara maitrI kI sAdhanA karane vAlA vinoda na kare to saMgharSoM ko jhelate-jhelate TUTa jAtA hai| mahAtmA gAMdhI ne likhA hai ki maiM Aja mahAtmA banA huuN| kintu patA nahIM ki maiMne jIvana meM kitane saMgharSa jhele haiM, kitanI vipadAeM jhelI haiM, kitanI yAtanAeM aura duHkha jhele haiN| agara maiM vinodI nahIM hotA to Aja taka maiM samApta ho jAtA, rahatA hI nhiiN| sahI bAta hai| eka vinoda ke kAraNa AdamI Tika jAtA hai, jIvana ko calA letA hai| nahIM to nirAzA itanI A jAtI hai ki AdamI saMgharSa ke sAmane bhI ghuTane Teka detA hai aura apane jIvana ko bhI samApta kara detA hai| / ye sArI niSpattiyAM maitrI ke kAraNa ho sakatI haiM / isalie prekSAdhyAna kA eka mahattvapUrNa sUtra bana gayA, satya ko khojo, maitrI kA vikAsa kro| hamane jIvana ke sAtha maitrI, roga ke sAtha maMtrI evaM bur3hApe ke sAtha maitrI, aneka prasaMgoM ke sAtha maitrI kI carcA kii| aura isalie ki jIvana kA eka rahasya hai jIvana vidyut / hamArA jIvana bijalI ke AdhAra para calatA hai| zatrutA ke bhAva se jIvana kI bijalI ghaTa jAtI hai, samApta ho jAtI hai| jisakI jIvana-vidyut kamajora hai usameM na pratirodhazakti hotI hai, na prasannatA ho sakatI hai, na zAMti ho sakatI hai aura na sukha kA anubhava ho sakatA hai| sukha kyA hai ? vidyut kA anubhava hI to sukha hai / jo vyakti prANa aura apAna ko jAnatA hai, ina zaktiyoM ko aura inake rahasya ko jAnatA hai, vaha jAnatA hai ki sukha kyA hai / bahuta sAre loga isa bAta ko jAnate haiM ki bhoga karanA sukha hai / bahuta bar3I bhrAMti hai| gahare meM utara kara vizleSaNa kareM to jJAta hogA ki na bhoga meM sukha hai aura na sabhoga meM sukha hai / sukha hai vidyut / jisameM jitanI vidyut hai vaha utanA sukha kA anubhava kara sakatA hai / jisakI jitanI vidyut cuka jAtI hai vaha utanA hI duHkhI bana jAtA hai| maMtrI hamAre jIvana kI vidyut-zakti ko bar3hAtI hai, prANazakti ko bar3hAtI hai, aura apAnazakti ko bar3hAtI hai| maitrI prANa aura apAna ----donoM kA yoga kara eka sthAyI sukha kI sRSTi karatI hai / isalie prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAlA vyakti yadi dhyAna kI zakti kA marma samajhatA hai to vaha hai vidyut kI zakti kA vikAsa aura vidyutzakti ke vikAsa kA eka anupama sAdhana hai maitrI kA vikAsa / dhyAna ke zivira meM sAdhanA kI, phira bhI yadi pitA ne apane putra ke sAtha maitrI nahIM kI, bhAI ne apane bhAI ke sAtha maitrI nahIM kI, sAsa ne apanI bahU ke sAtha maitrI nahIM kI aura bahU ne apanI sAsa

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maitrI kyoM ? ke sAtha maitrI nahIM kI to zivira meM AyA, dasa dina rahA, zvAsa lenA sIkhA, dIrghazvAsa lenA sIkhA, zvAsa ko rokanA sIkhA, zvAsa kA saMyama karanA sIkhA, zarIra ko dekhanA sIkhA, caitanya kendroM ko dekhanA sIkhA, raMgoM ko dekhanA sIkhA, sArI bAteM sIkha gayA, para maitrI kA pAsa lekara zivira se ghara nahIM gayA to gharavAle to yahI mAnege ki baratana rItA kA rItA hai, jaisA gayA thA vaisA kA vaisA hai / pharaka hI nahIM par3A hai / yaha dhyAna kI asaphalatA hogii| eka jarmana jaja se zivira ke anubhavoM ke bAre meM pUchA gayA to usane kahA--merI patnI aura mere bacce kaheMge ki tuma bahuta acche hokara Ae ho, taba tIna mAha ke bAda likhUgA ki maiM kaisA hUM, abhI kyA batAUM ? saba isa bAta ko noTa kareM ki zivira kI sAdhanA ke Aja anubhava batAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai / ghara meM jAkara, tIna mahIne ke bAda apane parivAra ke sAtha rahakara phira yaha batA sake ki parivAra vAloM ne Apako kyA pramANa patra diyA / phira Apa batA sakate haiM ki merA zivira kA kyA anubhava hai, kyA niSpatti hai ? ___ isa zivira meM pati-patnI bhI haiM aura sAsa bahU bhI haiM / kaI prakAra ke saMbaMdhI loga haiM / devarAnI aura jeThAnI bhI haiN| saba prakAra ke loga haiM / ve apane ghara meM jAkara aura do-tIna mAha ke bAda agara unakA pramANapatra mila jAe, sAsa kahe ki bahU bahuta acchI maitrI kI bhAvanA ko lekara AI hai aura bahU kahe ki sAsa meM parivartana AyA hai aura maitrI kA bhAva bar3hA hai to mAneM ki ApakA yaha zivira bahuta saphala huA hai| agara aisA nahIM huA hai to phira Apako socanA hogA ki kiyA to thA kintu bIja ThIka boyA nahIM gyaa| bIja boyA to thA para sUkhA par3a gayA, varSA nahIM huI, bIja aMkurita nahIM huaa| phira se bIja kI buAI karanI pdd'egii| kabhI-kabhI eka hI mausama meM kisAna ko do-tIna bAra kI buAI karanI par3a jAtI hai| Apako bhI buAI karanI par3egI / jaba taka maitrI kA bhAva prabala na bana jAe, taba taka Apake dhyAna kI sAdhanA saphala nahIM hogii| isa kasauTI ko sAmane rakhakara Apa dhyAna kA prayoga kreN| maitrI ke vikAsa se sacamuca Apake jIvana meM svAsthya kA vikAsa hogA, sukha kA vikAsa hogA, prasannatA kA vikAsa hogA, vidyut kA vikAsa hogA, zAMti kA vikAsa hogA aura prasannatA lhraaegii| ina sArI niSpattiyoM ke lie Apa maMtrI kA mUlyAMkana kareM aura isake vikAsa ke lie prekSAdhyAna kA mUlyAMkana kreN| ApakA dasa dina kA pravAsa bahuta sArthaka hogA aura Apako anubhava hogA ki Apane bAharI duniyA se haTakara bhItara kI duniyA meM jIne kA koI maMtra sIkhA hai aura vaha maMtra siddha ho gayA hai|

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prazna hai dRSTikoNa kA prazna sAmane AtA hai ki hindustAna meM bahuta dharma haiN| bahuta dhArmika loga haiN| phira bhI anaitikatA aura aprAmANikatA kyoM hai ? yaha prazna saikar3oM-saikar3oM bAra pUchA gyaa| yaha ciMtanIya prazna hai| yadi dharma hai to anaitikatA nahIM ho sakatI aura anaitikatA hai to dharma nahIM ho sakatA / donoM eka sAtha nahIM raha skte| inakA saha-astitva ho nahIM sktaa| kyA yaha prazna dhArmika vyakti ke mana ko AMdolita karane vAlA prazna nahIM hai ? nahIM hai, aisA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| sacamuca dhArmika vyakti kA mana AMdolita honA cAhie vartamAna sthiti ko dekhkr| usa AMdolana meM se dharma ke prati eka prazna ubharatA hai ki kyA Aja dharma meM koI zakti hai yA eka zaktihIna. dharma cala rahA hai ? sacamuca eka prazna-cihna hai / jo loga kevala rUr3hi ke AdhAra para dharma karate cale jA rahe haiM, ve zAyada na soceM, kintu jinameM thor3A-sA ciMtana hai aura socane kI kSamatA hai, unheM avazya socanA hogaa| isa saMdarbha meM pahale bhI socA gayA thA, Aja bhI socanA hai / pahale dharma paidA nahIM hotaa| pahale dharma kI zraddhA paidA hotI hai / pahale zraddhA aura bAda meM dharma / pahale zraddhA paidA nahIM hotI, pahale eka vega AtA hai / vega hotA hai aura phira zraddhA paidA hotI hai| vega, zraddhA aura dharma -- yaha krama banatA hai / hama dharma kI bAta socate haiM, usase pahale zraddhA kI bAta socanI hai aura usase pahale vega kI bAta socanI hai / pAnI meM vega nahIM hai to lahara meM vega Age nahIM jAegA / jahAM vega kama hotA hai vahAM liphTa denI hotI hai jisase ki pAnI vega ke sAtha Age jAe / vega hI nahIM hai to pAnI Age jAegA hI nahIM / sabase pahale vega kI bAta AtI hai| pratyeka AdamI vega meM jItA hai / vega hai aaveg| ise karmazAstra kI bhASA meM kaSAya aura manovijJAna kI bhASA meM imozana kaha sakate haiN| hara AdamI imozana yA Avega ke sAtha jItA hai / aisA koI bhI vyakti nahIM milegA jo Avega se mukta hokara jI rahA hai / jaba taka Avega rahatA hai taba taka dharma kI bAta socI nahIM jA sakatI / zraddhA kI bAta bhI socI nahIM jA sktii| mUrchA prabala hotI hai taba taka Avega rahatA hai / Avega aura mUrchA kA jor3A hai| jahA mUrchA hai vahAM Avega hai| Avega hai vahAM mUrchA hai| isIlie AdamI aneka kaSToM ko jhela letA hai aura unheM acchA bhI mAnatA hai, kyoMki mUrchA meM jI rahA hai| use sacAI kA patA nahIM cltaa|

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jIvana kI pothI hama jAgatika niyamoM ke sAtha calate haiM / kisI bhI bAta kI vyAkhyA eka niyama ke sAtha nahIM kI jA sakatI / pratyeka ghaTanA kI vyAkhyA ke lie aneka sArvabhauma niyamoM kA sahArA lenA hotA hai / eka sArvabhauma niyama haikAla / kAla-niyama ke sAtha bhI kucha ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiN| koI bAhara kA kAraNa nahIM hotA / koI ghaTanA nahIM hotI / koI hetu nahIM hotA / kAlamaryAdA ke sAtha kucha ghaTanAeM ho jAtI haiN| mUrchA saghana hai, kintu kAlaniyama ke sAtha mUrchA meM kahIM-kahIM cheda ho jAtA hai aura eka naI ghaTanA ghaTita ho jAtI hai| Avega saMvega meM badala jAtA hai| vega to jarUra rhegaa| vega ko chor3ane para koI ghaTanA ho nahIM sktii| vega ko chor3akara hama kucha kara nahIM sakate / anAvega kI sthiti taba AegI jaba isa zarIra ko bhI chor3a deMge / zarIra hai to zarIra kA vega jarUra rhegaa| zarIra hai to pravRtti hogI, kriyA hogI, vega hogA / vega meM maMdatA nahIM aatii| vega meM yadi maMdatA AtI hai to vaha vyakti niThallA AdamI bana jAtA hai, custa nahIM rahatA / susta koI vyakti rahanA nahIM caahtaa| hara AdamI custa rahanA cAhatA hai| custI ke lie vega kA honA jarUrI hotA hai / ___ AcAryazrI calate haiM to bahuta vega ke sAtha calate haiN| koI DhIlADhAlA calatA hai to unheM acchA nahIM lgtaa| kaha dete haiM-calanA hI nahIM jAnate / 'jahAM gati meM vega nahIM hai, tIvratA nahIM hai, maMjila taka kaise pahuMcA jA sakegA ? maMjila taka pahuMcane ke lie gati meM vega honA jarUrI hai| hama vega ko nahIM chor3a sakate kiMtu hamArI vega kI yAtrA ke pIche do bAteM hotI haiN| yA to 'A' jur3egA yA 'saM' judd'egaa| 'A' jur3egA to phira bhaTakAva hI bhaTakAva / Avega hI Avega / aura 'saM' jur3egA to usakA pariSkAra ho jAegA, bhaTakAva banda ho jAegA, mUrchA ghanIbhUta nahIM rhegii| savega utpanna huA-isakA artha hai, aba taka mUrchA thI, aba isakA sthAna mumukSA ne le liyA / saMvega kA artha hai mumukSA, mukta hone kI icchA / eka vega paidA huA, icchA paidA huI ki mujhe mukta honA hai| yaha kyoM huI ki mUrchA meM chidra ho gyaa| nahIM to AdamI kitane samaya se, asIma kAla se zArIrika, mAnasika, bhAvanAtmaka pApoM ko sahatA calA A rahA hai / kitane duHkha haiM / jaina aura bauddha darzana ne duHkhavAda kI vyAkhyA kii| donoM darzanoM ne isa siddhAMta kA pratipAdana kiyA ki saMsAra duHkhamaya hai / pUchA-duHkha kyA hai ? unhoMne kahA - janma duHkha hai, bur3hApA duHkha hai, roga duHkha hai aura maraNa duHkha hai| ye duHkha to aise haiM jinameM koI apavAda nahIM hai / aura to apavAda ho sakatA hai / kisI ko bahuta acchI saMpadA milI, abhAva nahIM rahA, aisA ho sakatA hai / bahuta sAre loga bhAva ke sAtha jIte haiM, aura bahuta sAre loga abhAva ke sAtha jIte haiM / koI janma se hI aizvaryazAlI rahA aura marane taka aizvaryazAlI banA rahA, yaha to vikalpa ho sakatA hai,

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zna hai dRSTikoNa kA apavAda ho sakatA hai| kintu janmanA, maranA, roga honA aura bUr3hA honA, isameM apavAda nahIM ho sktaa| hara vyakti ne kucha na kucha bImArI ko bhogA hai / bur3hApA AtA rahA hai| prANI janma letA hai aura maratA hai, yaha duHkha hai| to phira jaba duHkha kI anubhUti hotI hai, Avega saMvega bana jAtA hai / saMvega prabala ho jAtA hai / sAMkhyadarzana ne trividha tApa kI vyAkhyA kI zArIrika, mAnasika aura AdhyAtmika / ye tIna tApa haiN| ina tApoM se jaba vyakti tapta hotA hai taba usameM mumukSA paidA hotI hai / mUrchA meM chidra hone para yaha mumukSA kA bhAva paidA hotA hai, saMvega paidA hotA hai ki mujhe duHkha se mukta honA hai, eka icchA paidA hotI hai / saMvega, mumukSA-yaha eka naI icchA paidA ho gaI / Aja taka mUrchA ke saghana vAtAvaraNa meM yaha icchA kabhI paidA nahIM huI ki mujhe mukta honA hai| jaise hI mUrchA meM thor3A-sA chidra banA, vaise hI eka naI icchA paidA ho gaI ki mujhe mukta honA hai| AdamI badalatA bAda meM hai, pahale dRSTikoNa badalatA hai| AcaraNa bAda meM badalatA hai, pahale dRSTikoNa badalatA hai / dRSTikoNa bAda meM badalatA hai. pahale mUrchA meM chidra hotA hai, mUrchA TUTatI hai / mUrchA TUTatI hai taba dRSTikoNa badalatA hai| AdamI duHkha kA anubhava nahIM krtaa| vaha duHkha ko sahaja hI bhogatA calA jA rahA hai| use anubhava hI nahIM ho rahA hai ki duHkha hai / mala kA kIr3A mala meM hI prasanna rahatA hai| use du:kha kA anubhava hI nahIM hotA / sUara se kahA gayA ki maiM tumheM dUsarI yoni meM badala dNgaa| usane kahA, mata bolo, mujhe yahIM rahane do| yahAM merI patnI hai, merA baccA hai aura merA parivAra hai| ise chor3a bhalA maiM dUsarI yoni meM kaise jA sakatA haiN| sUara bhI sUara yoni ko chor3anA nahIM cAhatA aura kuttA bhI kutte kI yoni ko chor3anA nahIM cAhatA, kyoMki usameM mUrchA hai| mUrchA kitanI prabala hotI hai AdamI meM ki vaha hara sthiti ko saha letA hai, para mUrchA ke cakra ko tor3a nahIM sktaa| bahuta jaTila sthiti hai| jaba taka mUrchA nahIM TUTatI, taba taka mumukSA kA bhAva paidA nahIM hotaa| Aja hamArI samasyA hai mumukSA paidA karanA / mukta hone kI icchA mana meM jAge / AdamI zarAba pItA hai| use chor3a nahIM pAtA hai| taba taka nahIM chor3a pAtA jaba taka mumukSA paidA nahIM ho jaatii| burAI se mukta hone kI IcchA paidA na ho jAe, taba taka hajAra bAra AdamI ko kaheM, vaha nahIM chor3a pAegA aura jisa dina yaha bhAvanA paidA ho jAegI ki mujhe isa burI Adata se mukta honA hai, use chor3ane meM samaya nahIM lagegA / AcaraNa ke sudhAra kA prazna jaTila nahIM hai, jaTila hai dRSTikoNa ke sudhAra kA / dRSTikoNa badalA aura AcaraNa sudharA hameM dRSTikoNa ko badalanA hai| hRdaya ko badalanA hai| vaha badalA to sArI sRSTi badala jAegI / ThIka hI kahA hai - jaisI dRSTi, vaisI sRSTi /

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jIvana kI pothI to Aja hamAre sAmane prazna hai mumukSA kA, mukta hone kI icchA paidA karane kA / prazna hai saMvega kA / jaba saMvega paidA hotA hai taba zraddhA paidA hotI hai, taba yaha bAta samajha meM AtI hai ki maiM duHkha se mukta honA cAhatA huuN| aura usase mukta hone kA upAya hai dhrm| dharma ke prati eka zraddhA paidA ho / jaba taka mumukSA nahIM hai, taba taka dharma kA koI artha nahIM hai| yaha dharma vaisA hI hai jaisA ki par3hA huA samAcAra patra hai| samAcAra patra par3ha liyA aura sArI khabareM jAna lii| par3hane ke bAda samAcAra patra kA kyA mUlya hotA hai ? kucha nhiiN| dharma kA kyA mUlya hai jaba taka mumukSA nahIM jAgatI / hama isa prazna para ciMtana kareM ki hindustAna meM kitane loga haiM, jinameM mumukSA jAgI huI hai| dhArmikoM ke AMkar3e hamAre pAsa haiM / jaina dharma ko mAnane vAle kitane loga haiM ? vaiSNava dharma ko mAnane vAle kitane haiM ? islAma ko mAnane vAle kitane haiM ? krizciyana kitane haiM ? sikkha dharma ko mAnane vAle kitane haiM ? AMkar3e hamAre pAsa haiM para isake AMkar3e hamAre pAsa nahIM haiM ki mumukSA kitane logoM meM jAgI hai / jaba mumukSA hI nahIM jAgI to korA dharma rakSA nahIM kara sktaa| kyA Aja dharma kI yahI sthiti nahIM hai ? jo loga yaha prazna pUchate haiM ki itane dharma aura phira hindustAna badalatA kyoM nahIM hai ? to kyA unheM bhI isa niSkarSa para nahIM pahuMcanA hogA ki vAstava meM dhArmika loga kitane haiM aura kevala lAisensa rakhane vAle kitane haiM ? isa bAta para pahuMca jAeMge to prazna jaTila nahIM hogaa| uttara bahuta spaSTa hai ki anaitikatA aura aprAmANikatA unhIM ke sahAre calatI hai jo kevala dharma kA lAisensa lie baiThe haiN| unameM mumukSA kA bhAva jAgA nahIM hai| ve dhArmika nahIM bana pAe haiM / bahuta spaSTa uttara hai| sabase pahalI bAta hai mumukSA aura vaha paidA karatI hai dharma kI shrddhaa| yaha eka cakra hai-saMvega se dharma kI zraddhA aura dharma kI zraddhA se saMvega / krama barAbara calatA rhe| pAnI ke eka dina ke vega se khetI barAbara nahIM hotii| kitanI bAra pAnI ko prabhAvita karanA hotA hai| saMvega ne zraddhA ko janma diyA, zraddhA ne phira saMvega ko bddh'aayaa| saMvega ne phira zraddhA ko janma diyA, yaha cakra calatA rahegA / saMvega se zraddhA aura zraddhA se saMvega, mumukSA se dharma kI AsthA aura AsthA se phira mumukSA / yaha barAbara calatA rahegA, taba darzana zuddha banegA / darzana zuddha to dRSTikoNa bhI zuddha / usa sthiti meM parivartana kI bAta socI jA sakatI hai| anyathA parivartana kI bAta hameM nahIM socanI caahie| agara hamArA vizvAsa paramparAgata dharma meM hai to karate cale jAeM kiMtu yaha AzA na rakheM ki koI badalAva hogA / yadi itane meM hI saMtoSa hai to karate cale jAeM / para sAtha meM badalane kI bAta ko kyoM soceM ? yadi badalane kI bAta ko soceMge to sArI prakriyA badalanI hogii| badalane kI bAta ko

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prazna hai dRSTikoNa kA nahIM socate haiM to jamA jamAyA dhaMdhA hai, cala ho rahA hai, calatA rhegaa| usameM phira hama kyoM naI bAta socate haiM ? badalane kI to taba socI jAtI hai jaba koI saMvedana hotA hai| bhItara se koI kuredatA hai| dharma karate itanA samaya bIta gayA, kintu kucha huA hI nahIM / hone kA bhI patA nahIM hotA aura na hone kA bhI patA nahIM hotA / to mAnanA hogA ki hama mUrchA meM hI dharma kI ArAdhanA kie jA rahe haiN| kaI bAra loga kahate haiM ki homiyopaithI davA le leM, isase koI nukasAna to hai hI nhiiN| bigar3egA kucha nhiiN| prazna uThatA hai ki yadi bigAr3a nahIM hotA hai to usase bhalA kaise ho sakatA hai ? jisase bhalA hogA, usase nukasAna bhI ho sakatA hai / jahAM yaha kahA jAe ki isase nukasAna nahIM hogA to yaha samajha leM ki isase koI adhika lAbha hone vAlA bhI nahIM hai| homiyopaithI se bhayaMkara riekzana hotA hai| kauna kahatA hai ki riekzana nahIM hotA ? riekzana kA patA avazya honA caahie| hama dharma kI ArAdhanA karate haiM to hameM badalAva kI anubhUti honI caahie| yaha anubhUti taba hogI jaba mumukSA jAga jaaegii| ye do bAteM ghaTita honI cAhie-pahale mukta hone kA bhAva aura phira dharma ke prati zraddhA kA nirmANa, abhiruci kA nirmaann| eka aisI abhiruci paidA ho jAe ki samasyA kA samAdhAna dharma ke sivAya kahIM bhI nahIM hai| isa prakAra kI zraddhA kA paidA ho jaanaa| ___AdamI samasyA kA samAdhAna khojatA hai| para khojatA hai galata sthAna meM / jahAM nahIM milatA, vahAM samAdhAna khojatA hai| bhUkha kI samasyA kA samAdhAna khetI meM khojA jAtA hai to ucita bAta hai| bhUkha kI samasyA kA samAdhAna hai khetii| pyAsa kI samasyA kA samAdhAna jala srotoM meM khojA jAtA hai to ucita hai| kintu samasyA hai mana kI, samasyA hai krodha kI, samasyA hai ahaMkAra kI aura samasyA hai bhaya kI, samasyA hai kalaha kI / inakA samAdhAna khojA jAe paise meM to galata bAta hai| kahAM samAdhAna milegA ? paisA Apako anAja kI samasyA kA samAdhAna to de sakatA hai| pAsa meM paisA hai. bAjAra meM gae, anAja kharIdA, le Ae, ATA pisAyA, roTI banAI, khAI aura bhUkha miTa gii| yaha samAdhAna samajha meM A sakatA hai| kintu bhAI-bhAI meM lar3AI cala rahI hai, pati-patnI aura bApa-beTe meM lar3AI cala rahI hai aura samAdhAna paise meM khojA jAe to bar3I mUrkhatA hogii| hamArA aisA dRSTikoNa bana gayA ki Aja hara bAta kA samAdhAna paise meM khojA jA rahA hai| loga to yaha kahate haiM ki rAjanIti saba para hAvI ho gaI kiMtu vAstavikatA yaha hai ki paisA saba para hAvI ho gayA hai| rAjanIti para bhI paisA hAvI ho gayA hai| paise se rAjanIti DagamagA jAtI hai, sattA DagamagA jAtI hai, sattA badala jAtI hai|

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jIvana kI pothI kursiyAM badala jAtI haiM / sattA para baiThe loga bhI DAvAMDola ho jAte haiM / yaha ekachatra sAmrAjya jo paise kA ho gayA, ise hI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna mAna liyA -- yaha bar3I samasyA paidA ho gaI / 70 paddhati badala gaI aura jo loga zivira meM Ae haiM unameM saMvega paidA huA hai, dharma ke prati zraddhA paidA huI hai, dRSTikoNa badalA hai / sArI samasyA kA samAdhAna paise meM nahIM hai / usameM hotA to dukAna ko chor3akara yahAM nahIM Ate / unakA dRSTikoNa badalatA hai ki samAdhAna paise meM nahIM hai / samAdhAna khoja rahe haiM apane bhItara meM / bhItara meM bar3A samAdhAna hai / hamArI sabase bar3I samasyA hI yahI hai ki jo samAdhAna kA sabase bar3A maMdira hai usakI hamane kabhI pUjA kI hI nahIM / aura jahAM samAdhAna nahIM milatA, usakI pUjA rAta aura dina karate haiM / hamArA maMdira badala gayA, hamArI AratI badala gaI, hamArA devatA bhI badala gayA / saba kucha badala gayA pUjA yahAM karanI hai, AratI yahAM utAranI hai, maMdira isako banAnA hai jisase ki samAdhAna mila sake / to samasyA ke samAdhAna ke lie sabase pahalA hamArA koI iSTa banatA hai to vaha hai zvAsa / yaha hamArA sabase bar3A devatA hai / kaheM yA na kaheM, sabase bar3A devatA to maiM kahUMgA hii| sabase bar3A devatA hai zvAsa / zvAsa ko badale binA hRdaya ko badalane kI bAta abhI to maiM nahIM samajha sakA / yadi hama hRdaya parivartana kI bAta cAhate haiM to zvAsa kI gati ko badalanA hI hogA / / Apa cAhe paramAtmA jo loga galata DhaMga se zvAsa lete haiM unase kyA Apa hatyA chur3AnA cAhate haiM ? hiMsA chur3AnA cAhate haiM ? aparAdha chur3AnA cAhate haiM? corI aura DakaitI chur3AnA cAhate haiM ? kabhI saMbhava nahIM / ve becAre ina sArI vRttiyoM ko choTe zvAsa ke AdhAra para to pAla rahe haiN| jaba taka choTA zvAsa calatA hai taba taka vRttiyAM caleMgI / yadi lambA zvAsa lenA zurU kara diyA usa dina una vRttiyoM kA Asana DagamagA jAegA / na hiMsA raha pAegI aura na hatya kara pAegA, na AtaMka meM utaregA aura na corI aura DakaitI meM utaregA sabake Asana Dola jaaeNge| sabako uttara mila jAegA aura eka nae jIvana kA prArambha ho jaaegaa| bAta zAyada aTapaTI lagatI hogI / isalie aTapaTa lagatI hogI ki yaha kyA naI bAta ? yaha to sunA ki amuka maMtra par3ho, ya japa karo aura yaha karo, taba dharma hogA / zvAsa kI bAta ko kabhI sunI hai nahIM / zvAsa ke sAtha dharma kI kyA bAta hai ? jIvana ke sAtha to zvAsa ka saMbaMdha hai ki AdamI zvAsa letA hai taba taka jIvana hai aura zvAsa nahIM le hai to kAma samApta | yaha bAta to sunI hai, yaha niyama to jAnA hai kiMtu dha ke sAtha zvAsa kA bhalA kyA saMbaMdha ! hama thor3e gahare meM utareM to patA calegA ki Avega aura zvAsa - i

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prazna hai dRSTikoNa kA donoM meM gaThabandhana aura gaharA samajhautA hai / vaha kabhI TUTatA nahIM hai| Avega ne zvAsa se kahA -- 'tuma choTe-choTe calo, tAki mujhe acchA sthAna mila sake zvAsa ne kahA--'maiM choTA-choTA calaMgA yaha to ThIka bAta hai, para tuma Ate rahanA / mujhe saMbhAlate rahanA / ' donoM meM bar3A samajhautA hai| yadi Apane isa samajhaute ko tor3a diyA to sabase pahale dharma kI krAMti hogii| dharma kI krAMti kA sabase pahalA sUtra hai, isa samajhaute ko tor3a denaa| yAnI laMbA zvAsa lenA dIrgha zvAsa lenaa| jaise hI Apane yaha zurU kiyA, samajhaute kA kacUmara nikalanA zurU ho gayA, TUTanA zurU ho gyaa| jahAM laMbA zvAsa zurU hotA hai vahAM ciMtana kI sArI prakriyA badalanI zurU ho jAtI hai| yaha yoga kA zarIra-vijJAna hai| DAkTara kI apanI eneTomI hai te yoga kI apanI eneTomI hai| yaha usakA zarIra-vijJAna hai| zvAsa hamAre sAre taMtra ko prabhAvita karatA hai| jaise hI zvAsa kI gati hamane badalI, hRdaya parivartana kA krama zurU ho gyaa| dIrgha zvAsa kA prayoga karate samaya hama kevala yahI na soceM ki hama kyA kara rahe haiN| kauna-sA dhyAna kara rahe haiM / zvAsa ko dekha rahe haiM, lambA le rahe haiM / dhyAna ho rahA hai / Upara se to bAta bar3I sthUla sI lagatI hai aura sthUla dRSTi vAlA AdamI sthUla bAta ko pakar3atA hai| para usake bhItara sUkSma bAta ko pakar3eM ki yaha dIrgha-zvAsa kA prayatna kaSAya ke abhedya cakravyUha ko tor3ane kA prayatna hai aura yaha abhimanyu hai jo cakravyUha meM ghusa jaaegaa| yaha dUsare prakAra kA abhimanyu hai| yaha kevala ghusegA hI nahIM, nikala bhI jAegA / abhimanyu ghusA hI thA, nikala nahIM sakA / para yaha zvAsa kA abhimanyu aisA hai ki cakravyUha meM ghusegA bhI aura lauTa bhI aaegaa|

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prazna hai anAsakti kA A~kha hai, hama dekhate haiM / kAna hai, hama sunate haiM / varNa hai isalie dekhate haiM aura zabda hai isalie sunate haiN| tIna kA yoga milA- - AMkha, varNa aura dekhane vAlA | dekhanA koI samasyA nahIM hai / rUpa kA honA koI samasyA nahIM hai / indriya kA honA koI samasyA nahIM hai / dekhA, usase cipaTa gayA, vahIM samasyA paidA ho gaI / AdamI bandhA huA hai aura bAMdhane vAlA koI bhItara baiThA hai| eka koI goMda hai jo cipaka jAtA hai / gujarAta ke eka saMta abhI-abhI hue haiN| unakA nAma thA ravizaMkara mahArAja | bar3e prasiddha / unakA jIvana sArvajanika sevA meM biitaa| eka ThAkura AyA aura bolA, 'mahArAja ! maiM zarAba ko chor3a nahIM sakatA / ' unhoMne kahA - ' bhAI ! kyoM nahIM chor3a sakatA ?' vaha bolA -- ' zarAba ne mujhe itanA pakar3a liyA hai ki maiM zarAba ko chor3a nahIM sakatA / koI upAya ho to btaaeN|' unhoMne kahA, 'do-cAra dina bAda AnA, upAya batAUMgA / ' vaha calA gyaa| do-cAra dina ke bAda AyA / jaise hI bhItara ghusA, usane ravizaMkara mahArAja ko dekhA to ve khaMbhe ko pakar3akara khar3e hue the / ThAkUra bolA, 'Apa AeM, Apase bAta karanA cAhatA huuN|' ve bole - 'maiM A nahIM sakatA, kyoMki khaMbhe ne mujhe pakar3a liyA hai / ' ThAkura bolA- 'kaisI bAta kara rahe haiM Apa, khaMbhA bhI kabhI pakar3a sakatA hai ?' ve bole, 'ThIka hI kaha rahA Apa itanA bhI nahIM vaha bolA, 'mahArAja ! ko pakar3a rakhA hai, na ki khaMbhe hUM, bAhara nahIM A sakatA / ' samajha pAe ki Apane khaMbhe ne Apako / ' ve bole, 'tuma saca kahate ho / ThAkura bolA, Apa chor3a deM, chUTa jAeMge isase / tatkAla hAthoM ko phailAyA aura khaMbhA chUTa gayA, bAhara A ge| phira bole ki yaha mere lie hai yA tumhAre lie bhI hai ? yaha niyama mujha para hI kAma karegA yA tumhAre para bhI kAma karegA ? tumane zarAba ko pakar3A hai, zarAba ne tumheM nahIM pakar3A hai / usakI bAta samajha meM A gaI ki zarAba ne mujhe nahIM pakar3A hai, maiMne zarAba ko pakar3a rakhA hai / pakar3ane vAlA koI bhItara baiThA hai jo padArtha ko pakar3a letA hai / padArtha AdamI ko nahIM pakar3atA, AdamI padArtha ko pakar3a letA hai / jo pakar3ane vAlA hai use khojanA hai| kauna pakar3a rahA hai ? kauna goMda hai, jo hAtha lagate hI cipaka jAtA hai ? vaha kyA hai ? usako khojA gayA aura vaha hai rAga / eka rAga kA saMskAra hai manuSya ke bhItara, Asakti kA saMskAra hai manuSya ke bhItara,

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prazna hai anAsakti kA 73 jo sabako pakar3atA calA jA rahA hai| jo bhI AyA use pakar3a liyaa| pakar3atA jA rahA hai / indriyAM mAdhyama banatI haiN| idriyoM kA koI doSa nahIM hai / eka mAdhyama hai ki sAmane rUpa AyA, raMga AyA, AMkha becArI kA kyA doSa hai ? AMkha kA kAma to thA dekhanA aura jaannaa| usa becArI ne apanA kAma kiyaa| AMkha pakar3ane vAlI nahIM hai / jIbha pakar3ane vAlI nahIM hai / jIbha para koI cIja rakhI, svAda AyA, usakA koI doSa nahIM hai / jaisA thA vaisA batA diyaa| itanA hI to kAma thaa| na to AMkha pakar3ane vAlI hai aura na jIbha pakar3ane vAlI hai| pakar3ane vAlA koI dUsarA hI hai| vaha hai rAga kA saMskAra / eka hamAre bhItara aisA saMskAra hai jo pakar3a letA hai / usa saMskAra kA nAma hai rAga yA Asakti / rAga pakar3atA hai| jaba pakar3ane vAle ko khoja liyA gayA to yahI khojA gayA ki vaha kyA upAya hai jisake dvArA padArtha ko padArtha ke rUpa meM grahaNa kareM, jisase pakar3a na ho, cipakAva na ho| kyA yaha sambhava hai ki hamAre lie padArtha padArtha ho, aura kucha na ho| eka bahuta bar3A satya khojA gyaa| yaha ho sakatA hai| yaha sambhava hai ki padArtha padArtha rahe aura kucha pahale na judd'e| rAga sakriya hai aura jIbha para koI cIja AI, oha ! kitanI acchI hai / bar3hiyA hai / cIja AI, kitanI kharAba ! kitanI gaMdI ! ye do bAteM kyoM jur3I ? acchA aura burA kyoM jur3A ? padArtha na to apane ApameM acchA hotA hai aura na apane ApameM burA hotA hai / phira yaha acchA aura burA, priya aura apriya-ye vizeSaNa kyoM jur3e ? ye zabda jur3e isalie ki jor3ane vAlA koI bhItara baiThA hai| padArtha apane ApameM koI acchA-burA nahIM hai| acchA-burA mAnane vAlA aura acchA-burA vizeSaNa jor3ane vAlA koI bhItara hai| agara hama Apako pakar3a leM taba to hama eka nae jagat meM praveza pA sakate haiN| aura jaba taka usako nahIM pakar3a sakeMge, taba taka acchAI aura burAI ke jagat se hamArA chuTakArA nahIM ho sktaa| isa jagat kA nAma hai indriya jagat / aura jahAM padArtha padArtha rahatA hai bAkI kucha bhI nahIM bacatA, usa jagat kA nAma hai atIndriya jagat / indriya se pare kA jagat / / isa indriya jagat meM rahane vAlA vyakti isa samasyA kA bhI samAdhAna nahIM kara sakatA / hamezA ulajhA rahegA priyatA meM aura apriyatA meM, acche aura bure meM / cakkara meM ulajhA hI rahegA vaha / kabhI bhI mukti pA hI nahIM sakegA / aura isakA artha hai ki usakA sukha DAvAMDola rahatA hai| Aja rasoI acchI banI, bar3A sukha milaa| bar3I prazaMsA kara dii| aura kala rasoI banAne vAlI namaka DAlanA bhUla gaI, krodha bhabhaka utthaa| namaka jyAdA DAla diyA to uttejanA A gaI / sukha kA anubhava ho nahIM sktaa| isalie eka upAya khojA gayA, aura usa upAya kA nAma hai virAga / rAga aura virAga /

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jIvana kI pothI rAga ko badalA jA sakatA hai aura virAga kiyA jA sakatA hai, vairAgya kA nirmANa kiyA jA sakatA | manovijJAna ne maulika manovRttiyoM kA pratipAdana kiyA ki manuSya meM kucha maulika manovRttiyAM hotI haiN| bhUkha pyAsa, kAma, lar3anA adi caudaha maulika manovRttiyAM batalAI haiM / darzana kI bhASA meM kaheM to manuSya meM karma kA saMskAra hotA hai / hama bandhe hue haiM / manovijJAna kI bhASA meM maulika manovRtti se bandhe hue haiM aura darzana kI bhASA meM karma-saMskAra se bandhe hue haiN| vaha rAga apanA kAma kara rahA hai aura hama usake calAe cala rahe haiN| phira kaise parivartana kI bAta ko soceM ? kaise vyakti badale aura kaise samAja badale ? kaise dhAraNAeM badaleM aura kaise jIvana kI zailI badale ? 74 karma kA siddhAMta hai ki karma - saMskAroM ko badalA jA sakatA hai / manovijJAna kA bhI siddhAMta hai ki maulika manovRttiyoM kA pariSkAra kiyA jA sakatA hai / agara badalane kI aura pariSkAra karane kI bAta nahIM hotI to AdamI jaisA hai vaisA kA vaisA rahatA, koI parivartana nahIM AtA / hama dekhate haiM ki AdamI badalatA hai / acchA AdamI burA bana jAtA hai aura burA AdamI acchA bana jAtA hai | yaha bhArI parivartana hai / eka AdamI eka dina bhI bhUkha ko sahana nahIM kara sakatA / bhUkha eka maulika manovRtti hai| bhUkha karmazAstrIya bhASA meM vedanIya karma kA udaya hai / eka AdamI eka dina bhUkhA nahIM raha sakatA, kintu parivartana aisA AtA hai ki vaha pacAsa dina kI tapasyA kara letA hai / eka aisA AdamI hai, jise dasa AdamiyoM ke bIca Ate-sote ko Dara lagatA hai / AdamI akelA nahIM so sakatA / soegA to cAroM tarapha koI na koI sone vAlA caahie| cAroM ora soeMge taba to apane Apako surakSita mAnegA, nahIM to Dara lagegA / Dara yaha ki koI A na jaae| kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai, vahI vyakti rAta ko bAraha baje zmazAna meM jAkara sAdhanA karatA hai / yaha parivartana kahAM se AyA ? eka vyakti paira meM kAMTA cubha jAe to cillAne laga jAtA hai jaura vahI vyakti bhayaMkara yAtanA koI de, prANaghAtaka zastra kA prayoga koI kara de to zAMta aura gambhIra khar3A rahatA hai / yaha parivartana kahAM se AyA ? yAnI bhUkha-vijaya, zastra vijaya, bhaya-vijaya AdamI kara sakatA hai ? yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ? rAga aura virAga donoM sacAiyAM haiN| rAga bhI eka sacAI hai jo ki AdamI ke jIvana ko prabhAvita karatI hai aura virAga bhI eka sacAI hai / hamane apane abhyAsa ke dvArA rAga kA arjana kiyA hai aura Adata kA rUpa diyA hai / hama apane abhyAsa ke dvArA virAga kA arjana kara sakate haiM aura use apanI Adata banA sakate haiM / isa bindu para Akara ki maiMne apanI AdatoM kA nirmANa kiyA hai, usake pIche kAraka aura ghaTaka tattva kauna hai ? agara maiM kAraka aura ghaTaka tattvoM ko

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prazna hai anAsakti kA 75 do, miThAI usa Adata ko vaha badala dUM to nayI AdatoM kA nirmANa kara sakatA huuN| yaha hamArI AsthA bane ki purAnI AdatoM ko miTAyA jA sakatA hai, nayI AdatoM kA nirmANa kiyA jA sakatA hai| purAnI AdateM hamane apane abhyAsa ke dvArA banAI thIM aura nayI AdateM apane abhyAsa ke dvArA banA sakate haiM / yaha donoM bAteM bahuta saMbhava haiM / aba Adata, Adata ke pIche abhyAsa aura abhyAsa ke pIche kAraka tattva taba eka zrRMkhalA bana jAtI hai / Apa Adata ko nahIM badala sakate jaba taka kI ApakA abhyAsa isake sAtha nahIM jur3a jaataa| Apa abhyAsa bhI nahIM kara sakate jaba taka ki kAraka tattva nahIM badala jAtA / mUla ko pakar3anA hai, chAyA ko nahIM / mUla ko pakar3o, chAyA apane Apa pakar3a meM A jAegI / hama loga sIdhA upadeza karate haiM-tammAkU pIne kI Adata hai to tambAkU pInA chor3a do, zarAba pIne kI Adata hai to zarAba pInA chor3a khAne kI Adata hai to miThAI khAnA chor3a do / jo Adata hai chur3avAnA cAhate haiM / mujhe lagatA hai ki yaha kAma bahuta sarala nahIM hai / zarAba ko chor3a degA para jaba samaya AegA, bhItara se khiMcAva paidA hogA, sArI naseM TUTane laga jaaeNgii| vaha luka-chupakara zarAba pI letA hai| tambAkU kI bhI yahI bAta hai / Adata nahIM badalatI / Adata badalane ke lie bahuta lambA abhyAsa karanA hogA / abhyAsa hotA hai taba Adata meM parivartana saMbhava hai / aura usa abhyAsa ke pIche pahale dhyAna denA hotA hai ki mUla kAraka tattva kyA hai ? AdhyAtmika AcAryoM ne bAta para dhyAna diyA aura unhoMne tattvoM ko khojA / vaha kAraka tattva hai nirveda / A ko badalane kA bahuta bar3A ghaTaka yA mUla srota hai nirveda-anAsakti | jaba taka nirveda nahIM ho jAtA, vedana kA mUla sUtra nahIM TUTa jAtA, Adata nahIM badala sakatI / vedana hamArA jur3A huA hai, saMvedana hamArA jur3A huA hai / anubhUti kA bhAga jur3A huA hai| taba yaha nahIM ho sktaa| jaise--kisI bacce ko kahA - yaha cIja tuma mata khaao| tumhAre svAsthya ke lie hAnikAraka hai usane kahA- ThIka hai, chor3a dUMgA / vedana chUTA nahIM, vedanA kA dhAgA TUTa nahIM / phira kahA eka bAra cakha lUM / bacce kA kyA, bar3e-bar3e loga kahate haiM- kala se yaha chor3anA hai, Aja to jI bhara kara khA lUM-vedana to chUTa nahIM ! aba kala kA matalaba Apa jitanA khA sakeM, khA leN| kala kaise chUTegA ' bAta kaise saMbhava hogI ? bahuta sAre loga aise hote haiN| jI meM AtA haikala upavAsa karanA hai, kala bhUkhe rahanA hai / Aja aisI 'dhAraNA' kareM ki da dina bhUkha hI na lage / yaha bAta AtI hai, isakA matalaba upavAsa to kiya parantu nirveda nahIM hai | vedanA kA dhAgA TUTA nahIM / jaba taka saMvedana kA sU jur3A rahegA, taba taka Adata ko badalA nahIM jA sakatA / Adata ko badala kA sUtra hotA hai, usa viSaya ke sAtha saMvedana ke dhAge ko DAlanA / vaha ta

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76 jIvana kI pothI barAbara bandhA huA hai / Apa Aja nahIM kareM to kala mana meM lAlasA jAga jAegI, kala nahIM kareM to parasoM jAga jaaegii| jaba taka kAraNa vidyamAna hai, yaha saMbhava nahIM hotA / mahattvapUrNa zabda kA cunAva hai -- nirveda, yAnI vedana nahIM, usakA anubhava nahIM / aisA mAno, kabhI usakA anubhava kiyA hI nahIM thaa| saMvedana nahIM hai usakA / apane cInI kA svAda cakhA hai / abhI muMha meM cInI to nahIM hai, para svAda yAda hai ki svAda kaisA hotA hai ? apane kelA khAyA hai, Ama khAyA hai / Ama kA mausama calA gayA / Ama kA svAda yAda hai, kyoMki saMvedana to jur3A huA hai| saMvedana chUTA yA nahIM chUTA-yaha mukhya bAta hai / padArtha chUTA yA nahIM chUTA - yaha gauNa bAta hai| kyA koI AdamI roja saba padArtha ko khAtA hai ? koI nahIM khAtA aura khAye to dUsare dina khA hI nahIM sktaa| AdamI nahIM khAtA, kintu sAre ke sAre saMvedana jur3e hue haiM, saba saMvedana ko tAjA banAe hue haiN| hamArA mastiSka aisA hai ki saMvedanoM ko pakar3e hue hai / Akhira badalanA kyA hai ? Adata ko nahIM badalanA hai| use badalanA hai jo Adata ko calA rahA hai| sArI AdatoM kA saMcAlana mastiSka se ho rahA hai / to mastiSka ko badalanA hai| mAnasika prazikSaNa ! mana ko prazikSita karanA hai / yaha Aja kI bhASA hai aura purAnI bhASA hai saMskaroM ko badalanA / nirveda karanA hai| nirveda yAnI vedanA ke sUtra ko tor3a denA / padArtha aura hamArI lAlasA donoM kA artha kyA hai ? hameM padArtha dikhAI de rahA hai / yaha Ama hai aura yaha kelA / aura usake prati vaha lAlasA hai, Asakti hai, vaha dikhAI de rahI hai / jaise hI padArtha sAmane AyA aura eka prakAra kI bhAvanA paidA ho gii| yaha donoM to dikhAI de rahe haiM parantu isake bIca meM jo sUkSma dhAgA hai vaha dikhAI nahIM de rahA hai, aura vaha hai vedanA kA dhaagaa| nirveda Adata ko badalane kA sabase mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai| vedana nahIM rahI, anubhUti nahIM rahI, aisA lagA ki jaise kiyA hI nhiiN| anubhUva ko hI kATa diyA, taba AdamI kahIM badala sakatA hai / indriya viSayoM ke prati anAsakti A sakatI hai| yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba rAga kA sthAna virAga le le, nirveda le le| nirveda jaba A gayA, sUtra kaTa gyaa| cAhe jaisI cIja A jAe, mana nahIM llcaaegaa| koI pharka nahIM pdd'egaa| hama loga jAte haiM... rAste meM kabhI-kabhI eka acchI dhanarAzi par3I mila jAtI hai / para kabhI mana meM kalpanA hI nahIM uThatI ki use uThAyA jaae| aisA praMsaga AtA hai ki aise makAna meM sote haiM, aise kamare meM sote haiM jahAM pacAsa lAkha, karor3a kA javAharAta aura saMpadA par3I rahatI hai| para kabhI mana meM koI taraMga nahIM utthtii| isakA kAraNa hai ki jo kAraka tattva thA vaha badala gyaa| kAraka tattva badalA, Adarza badala gayA yAnI usa anubhUti para mastiSka kI cetanA pahuMca gayI ki yaha hamAre lie

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prazna hai anAsakti kA vyartha hai / vyartha cIja ko koI nahIM utthaataa| AdamI usI cIja ko uThAtA hai jo sArthaka hai / kAraka jo badala gayA to Adata vaisI hotI hI nhiiN| bahuta bar3A prazna hai-kisako badalanA hai ? Adata ko badalanA hai yA kAraka tattva ko badalanA hai? hameM kAraka tattva ko badalanA hai / Adata kA jo srota hai use badalanA hai, jar3a ko badalanA hai / hama dhyAna kA prayoga AdatoM ko badalane ke lie nahIM karate / dhyAna se Adata nahIM badalatI / yaha to hameM dikhAI detA hai ki Adata badala gaI, svabhAva badala gayA / Adata badalanA / aura svabhAva badalanA yadi itanA hI kAma dhyAna kA ho to choTI bAta hogii| Adata badala gaI aura kAraka baiThA hai, phira harI ho jaaegii| jaba jar3a vidyamAna hai aura pAnI barasA, phira harI ho jaaegii| jaba patajhar3a AyA, jhar3a jAegA aura phira basaMta AyA to phira pattoM se bhara jaaegaa| hameM yaha kAma nahIM karanA hai| hameM vaha kArya karanA hai jisase Adata ko harA karane vAlA, Adata ko aMkurita karane vAlA jo kAraka tattva hai, vaha badala jaae| yAnI bhItara taka pahuMcanA hai| prekSAdhyAna ke zivira meM zarIra ko dekhanA sikhAyA jAtA hai| par3hA par3hAyA pATha nahIM par3hAyA jA rahA hai / naI bAta par3hAI jA rahI hai aura dikhAI jA rahI hai| zarIra ko dekhanA nahIM hai / zarIra ke mAdhyama se bhItara dekhane kA abhyAsa karanA hai| zarIra ko to eka Alambana banA lo, mAdhyama banA lo| dekhanA usake bhItara hai / hama kama se kama bhItara jAnA to sIkheM / dekhanA to sIkheM / usakA mAtra bAharI cakkara to na lagAeM / usake ArapAra kyA hai aura usake bhItara kyA hai yaha dekheN| kevala bAharI camar3I para hI cakkara na lagAeM aura usakI parikramA na kareM / prazna hotA hai ki hai hI kyA zarIra ke bhItara ? haDDiyAM, mAMsa, rakta, majjA- inake sivAya aura bhItara hai kyA ? kise dekhanA hai ? yaha prazna mana ko kuredatA hai| zarIra-prekSA meM jo dekhanA hai vaha na to haDDiyoM ko dekhanA hai, na mAMsa ko dekhanA hai, na rakta ko dekhanA hai aura na majjA ko dekhanA hai, na nAr3ItaMtra ko dekhanA hai aura na granthitaMtra ko dekhanA hai / kucha aura hI dekhanA hai / bhItara meM / vaha dekhanA hai jo hamArI AdatoM ko calA rahA hai| jo hamase kAma karavA rahA hai use dekhanA hai / vaha kyA hai ? vaha hai prakampana / hamAre zarIra ke bhItara itane prakampana haiM, itanI taraMgeM haiM, ve sArA kAma karavA rahI haiN| unako dekhanA hai aura unako pakar3anA hai| aura ve taraMgeM vega ke dvArA A rahI haiN| bhItara jo vega hai, anubhUti hai, vaha anubhUti apanI taraMgoM ko preSita kara rahI hai aura ve taraMgeM hamAre bAhara taka pahuca rahI haiM / usase hamArI sArI gatividhiyAM cala rahI haiN| AdamI jhUTha bolatA hai, usake pIche taraMga kAma kara rahI hai| koI AdamI corI karatA hai, usake pIche taraMga kAma karatI hai| koI AdamI hatyA karatA hai aura hiMsA karatA hai, usake pIche taraMga kAma karatI hai / itanI

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jIvana kI pothI miyAM ki eka samudra se kama umiyAM nahIM haiN| jitanI lahareM samudra meM hotI haiM unase jyAdA taraMgeM Apake isa choTe se zarIra meM hotI haiN| yaha bhI to samudra hI hai| meDikala sAiMsa batAtA hai ki hamAre zarIra meM 80 pratizata pAnI hai| aba Apa kalpanA kyA kareMge ? zeSa 20 pratizata hai| zarIra pAnI kA hI putalA hai, aura samudra se kama nahIM hai / itanA bar3A samudra aura itanI UrmiyAM, jinakI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii| zarIra-prekSA kA artha hai una UmiyoM ko dekhanA jo hamArI pravRttiyoM kA saMcAlana kara rahI haiM / vaha jaivika rAsAyanika prakriyA hai, jo vibhinna prakAra ke rasAyana-kemIkala paidA hote haiM aura unake dvArA nAnA prakAra ke parivartana aura pariNAma ghaTita hote haiM, nAnA prakAra ke paryAya badalate haiM / hameM una paryAyoM ko dekhanA hai / kisa prakAra kA pariNAma ho rahA hai aura kisa prakAra kI vRttiyAM paidA ho rahI haiM ise hameM dekhanA hai / hameM prakampanoM ko dekhanA hai, zarIra ke prakampanoM kA anubhava karanA hai ki kauna sA prakampana ho rahA hai / kahAM ho rahA hai aura kisa prakAra kA ho rahA hai| yadi yaha prakampana pakar3ane kI bAta samajha meM A jAe to hama veda se nirveda kI avasthA meM jA sakate haiN| indriya-viSayoM kA vikAra usI avasthA meM saMbhava hai jaba prakampanoM kI bAta pakar3a meM A jAe / aura yaha samajha meM A jAe ki are ! maiM yaha kAma kyoM karUM ! yaha to eka taraMga karA rahI hai| maiM use kyoM mahattva dUM, to virAga A sakatA hai / jaba veda kI bAta samajha meM A jAe aura yaha samajha meM A jAe ki mujhe kaThaputalI nahIM bananA hai to virAga A sakatA hai / AtA hai, yaha koI asaMbhava bAta nahIM hai / saMnyAsI ke pAsa eka bhAI Akara bolA-'maiM sAdhanA karanA cAhatA huuN| Apa mujhe koI gura batAeM / ' saMnyAsI ne kahA -jo nagara kA rAjA hai, usake pAsa jaao| vahAM sAdhanA kA sUtra tumheM mila jaaegaa| vaha bolA'bhalA. rAjA ke pAsa jAkara kyA karUMgA ! yadi rAjA ke pAsa hI sAdhanA kA gura hotA to saMnyAsI Apa bane hI kyoM ?' saMnyAsI bolA-'vAda-vivAda nahIM, tuma cale jaao|' rAjA apane kArya meM lIna thA, rAjya-saMcAlana meM lagA haA thaa| vaha jAkara bolA-'saMnyAsI ne mujhe bhejA hai| mujhe sAdhanA kA sUtra btaao|' dina bhara baiThA rahA aura dekhA kI rAjA ne use baiTha jAne ko hI kahA thA / usane dekhA, rAjA to dina bhara kArya meM vyasta hai, sArI vyavasthA kA saMcAlana kara rahA hai / rAjya kI kAryavAhI saMpanna huii| rAjA ne kahA'calo, snAna karane caleM / ' vaha rAjA ke sAtha calA aura socA ki saMnyAsI bhI bar3A vicitra AdamI hai / kisa bahudhandhI AdamI ke pAsa mujhe bhejA hai /

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prazna hai anAsakti kA 79 isase sAdhanA kI bAta mujhe kyA milegI! para Akhira kare kyA, vaha rAjA ke sAtha gyaa| mahala ke pIche nadI baha rahI thii| nadI meM donoM utare / dekhate haiM ki mahala meM Aga laga gaI hai| dekhA, rAjA to khar3A hai| usane kahA'mahArAja ! Apake mahala meM to Aga laga gaI / ' rAjA ne kahA-'koI bAta nhiiN|' rAjA ne dhyAna hI nahIM diyA to vaha vahAM se daur3A, kyoMki mahala meM vaha apanA thailA bhUla AyA thaa| usane socA, merA thailA kahIM jala na jaae| usane apanA thailA liyA, phira nadI para Akara bolA---'mahArAja' ! Aga to Age bar3ha rahI hai / ' rAjA ne phira bhI dhyAna nahIM diyaa| Aga apane Apa bujha gii| usane kahA-'mahArAja ! Apane Aga para dhyAna hI nahIM diyA ?' rAjA ne kahA ---- 'maiM to dhyAna de cukA aura saMvedana ke sUtra ko kATa cukA / mahala mahala hai aura maiM maiM huuN| phira jale to kyA aura na jale to kyA !' usa vyakti ne kAna pkdd'aa| use sAdhanA kA sUtra samajha meM A gayA ki thaile ke lie to maiM daur3A-daur3A gayA aura rAjA ne mahala kI bhI koI ciMtA nahIM kii| use sAdhanA kA gura samajha meM A gyaa| jaba taka saMvedana kA sUtra nahIM TUTatA, taba taka AdamI padArtha se jur3A rahegA, cipakA rhegaa| prekSAdhyAna kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai-saMvedanA ke sUtra ko kATanA / use kATane ke lie apane prakampanoM ko pakar3anA hogA bhItara meM jAkara / jo bhItara se prakampana A rahe haiM sUkSmatara zarIra se, una prakampanoM ko pakar3anA aura unakA viccheda karanA, yaha sAdhanA kA, AdatoM ko badalane kA aura svabhAva ko badalane kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai| yadi Apa krodha kI Adata badalanA cAhate haiM to use pakar3eM, jo taraMga Akara Apake dimAga ko garama banAtI haiM, Apake krodha ke saMvedana-tantu ko uttejita karatI haiN| use pakar3a pAeMge to yaha nirveda kI avasthA hogI aura aisA hone para hI virAga kI avasthA kA vikAsa hogA aura virAga kI avasthA hone para hI Adata ke parivartana kA mArga mila skegaa| do mArga haiM hamAre sAmane / eka hai saMsAra kA mArga aura dUsarA hai siddhi kA mArga / saMsAra kA mArga hai, Adata kA mArga hai| mokSa kA mArga hai Adata ko badalane kI zakti kA mArga, Adata ko badalane kI kSamatA kA mArga / saMsAra kI sAmAnya bhASA meM hama ulajhe hue haiN| janma-maraNa kA cakra yaha saMsAra hai aura isase chuTakArA pAnA mokSa hai / saMsAra se chuTakArA pAnA to dUra hai, abhI AdatoM se to chuTakArA pAyA hI nahIM hai| kahAM se kahAM taka pahuMca jAte haiM ! jo sAmane hai vaha to dikhAI hI nahIM de rahA hai aura hama dUra taka pahuMca jAte haiN| hama isa vAstavika paribhASA para dhyAna deM ki saMsAra hai AdatoM kA

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jIvana kI pothI mArga | saMsAra hai AdatoM ke ghere meM jInA / AdatoM ko badalane kI zakti ko pA lenA - yaha hai mokSa kA mArga / prekSAdhyAna kI prakriyA vedanA ke dhAge ko tor3ane kA eka mArga hai / ise prApta kara hama apane Apako badalane kI kSamatA ko prApta kareM / 80

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prazna hai sukhavAda yA suvidhAvAda kA prAtaHkAla sUryodaya ke bAda hama nIDam ke bhavana ke sAmane se gujara rahe the / hamane dekhA ki saba vyakti Asana kI mudrA meM khar3e the| mana meM prazna ubharA ki ye zivira meM kyoM Ae haiM ? maje se apane ghara meM baiThe the / koI kaSTa nahIM thaa| subaha hote hI sIdhe nAzte para jAte, dUdha para jAte / yaha ghaMTA bhara UTha-baiTha kyoM ? ye Asana kyoM ? zarIra ko itanA kaSTa kyoM ? gaireja meM baiThe haiN| ghara meM acchI suvidhAeM aura acchA kamarA, yahAM to eka-eka kamare meM kaiyoM ko eka sAtha ThaharAyA gayA hai / usa suvidhA ko chor3akara yahAM kyoM Ae haiM ? suvidhA ko chor3A hai ? prazna ubharatA hai| AdamI adhika se adhika sukha cAhatA hai, suvidhA cAhatA hai / yuga kA dRSTikoNa hI aisA bana gayA aura AcArazAstrIya darzana kI dhArA bana gaI sukhavAda / sukha meM rahanA, sukha denA aura sukha pAnA / yuga kA dRSTikoNa bana gayA suvidhAvAda / adhikatama suvidhAeM upalabdha karanA aura karAnA / koI ema0 ela0 e0 ke cunAva meM vijayI hogA aura koI ema0 pI0 ke cunAva meM vijayI hogA to sabase pahalA vaktavya degA ki adhika se adhika suvidhAeM apane cunAva kSetra meM upalabdha karAUMgA / cAhe sAta janma meM bhI na karAe, para kahegA yahI / cunAva kA ghoSaNA-patra bhI hogA to usameM bhI adhika se adhika suvidhA dene kA AzvAsana hogA / isakA artha huA ki AdamI suvidhA cAhatA hai aura suvidhA ke nAma para use jaba cAhe kharIdA jA sakatA hai| suvidhA dUMgA, phira cAhe usase kucha bhI karavA liyA jaae| ye sukhavAda kI dhAraNAeM aura suvidhAvAda ke dRSTikoNa zAyada bhalA nahIM kara rahe haiM, jyAdA bhaTakA rahe haiM / sukha milanA eka bAta hai aura suvidhAvAdI honA bilakula dUsarI bAta 1 sahaja sukha milatA hai to milatA hai / koI hamArA usase vaira - virodha to nahIM ki sukha Ae hI nahIM aura yaha saMbhava bhI nahIM / AdamI kI prakRti hai ki vaha puruSArthaM sukha ke lie karatA hai| kiMtu sukhavAda eka alaga cIja hai| suvidhAbAda bilakula dUsarI cIja hai| hama prazna ke mUla para jaaeN| kise sukha milatA hai / soceM ! usa vyakti ko sukha milatA hai jo zrama karatA hai, jo tapasyA | sukha se sukha nahIM miltaa| ArAma se sukha kabhI nahIM milatA / sukha use hI prApta hotA hai jo zrama karatA hai / sukha zrama kI niSpatti hai / kiMtu sukha svayaM meM sukha nahIM hai / svayaM svayaM kA hetu nahIM hai / eka pariNAma hai / hama kAraNa ko chor3a dete haiM aura korA pAnA cAhate haiN| bIja to bote T karatA

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jIvana kI pothI hI nahIM aura phala ko pAnA cAhate haiN| per3a to ugAyA hI nahIM aura phala ko pAnA cAhate haiM / Asana isIlie karate haiM ki zarIra svastha rahe, mana svastha rahe / yadi zarIra ko svastha rakhanA hai aura mana ko svastha rakhanA hai to pahale zrama karanA hogA / zrama ke binA zarIra meM rakta kA saMcAra bhI vyavasthita nahIM hogaa| rakta kA saMcAra nahIM hogA to zarIra pIr3A degaa| zarIra sukha bhI detA hai aura zarIra pIr3A bhI detA hai / joiMTa meM darda, sira meM darda hotA rahatA hai| darda vahAM hotA hai jahAM saMcAra kI vyavasthA ThIka nahIM rhtii| darda vahIM hotA hai phira cAhe vaha dhana kA saMcAra ho, cAhe rakta kA saMcAra ho, cAhe jala kA saMcAra ho, kisI kA saMcAra ho, saMcAra kI vyavasthA gar3abar3A jAtI hai vahAM samasyAeM paidA ho jAtI hai| avarodha AtA hai / cAhe sAmAjika jIvana ho, cAhe vyakti kA jIvana ho, cAhe rASTrIya jIvana ho, jahAM saMcAra meM avarodha AyA, vahIM darda paidA ho jaaegaa| Aja samAja meM bhI darda hai aura pIr3A haiM, vyakti meM bhI darda aura pIr3A hai, zarIra meM bhI darda aura pIr3A hai| choTe-choTe bacce ke zarIra meM bhI darda hai aura pIr3A hai / zivira meM bhI eka baccA hai, yuvaka nahIM huA hai, yuvaka kI dahalIja para hai use uThate-baiThate dekhakara mana meM eka anukampA kA bhAva jAgatA hai / usako pIr3A hai, kyoMki rakta kA ThIka se saMcAra nahIM ho rahA hai| usake saMcAra kI praNAlI svastha nahIM hai| isalie saMdhiyAM pIr3A karane laga jAtI haiM, avarodha Ane laga jAte haiM / pIr3A hai para pIr3A kyoM hai ? yaha darda kyoM hai, ki zrama nahIM hai| hama rakta ko ThIka pahuMcAnA nahIM cAhate / zrama ke abhAva meM yaha saba ho rahA hai| kucha aisI mAnyatAeM bana gaIM aura kucha galata dhAraNAeM bana gaIM ki AdamI sIdhA sukha pAnA cAhatA hai, zrama karanA nahIM caahtaa| zarIra ko kaSTa denA nahIM cAhatA / kaSTa denA bahuta jarUrI hai| kaSTa die binA zarIra nahIM sadhatA aura kAryasiddhi nahIM hotii| kaSTa die binA vAsiddhi nahIM hotI / kaSTa die binA mAnasika siddhi nahIM hotI, mana sadhatA nhiiN| jo sadhA huA nahIM hotA -- mana, vacana aura zarIra, vaha svayaM kaSTa dene laga jAtA hai / sadhA huA mana, vacana aura zarIra sukha detA hai aura nahIM sadhA huA svayaM pIr3A dene laga jAtA hai, para kucha galata mAnyatAoM ke kAraNa AdamI zrama se jI curAtA hai| zrama karane ke kArya ko choTA kAma mAnatA hai / bar3appana nahIM maantaa| eka bhAratIya vyakti amerikA meM gayA, par3hA-likhA AdamI thA, vidvAn thA, tyAgI thA, saba kucha thA, para galata mAnyatAeM thIM / eka dina apekSA huii| vaha mocI kI dUkAna para gayA / jAkara bolA lo, mere jUte gAMTha do| yuvaka thA / dUkAnadAra bolA-'maiM abhI bar3A vyasta huuN| mere pAsa bahuta kAma hai / tuma yaha sUI-dhAgA lo aura svayaM gAMTha lo|' yaha kahate hI vaha cauMkA

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prazna hai sukhavAda yA suvidhAvAda kA 83 aura bolA ki kyA tuma nahIM jAnate ki itanA bar3A vidvAn huuN| kyA maiM amerikA meM jUte gAMThane AyA huuN| usa mocI ne zAMta bhAva se sunA aura phira bolA, aisA lagatA hai ki tuma bhAratIya ho / nae-nae hI amerikA meM Ae ho / rIti-rivAjoM se, aura yahAM ke vAtAvaraNa se tuma paricita nahIM ho / tIsarI bAta kahI ki maiM University kA M. A. kA vidyArthI hUM / aura tumheM yaha bhI patA honA cAhie ki maiM dhanADhya pitA kA beTA hUM, kintu prArambha se hI mujhe yaha pATha par3hAyA gayA ki dUsaroM kI sampatti para mata raho / apane zrama se dhana kamAo aura usakA bhoga karo / bhalA eka dhanavAna pitA kA putra kyA mocI kA kAma karegA ? kyA dhanavAna pitA kA putra koI choTA-moTA kAma karegA ? kyA par3hA-likhA AdamI aisA kAma karegA ? ina galata mAnyatAoM aura dhAraNAoM ne samAja meM darda paidA kara diyA / aura dRSTikoNa aisA bana gayA ki sIdhA sukha mila jAe, kucha karane kI jarUrata nahIM / sAdhusaMnyAsiyoM ke pAsa bahuta sAre loga jAte haiN| hajAroM-hajAroM, lAkhoM-lAkhoM hindustAnI jAte haiM | vaMdanA karate haiM, AzIrvAda mAMgate haiM ki basa sIdhA dhana mila jAe / jaba taka yaha mithyAdhAraNA, mithyAdRSTikoNa nahIM badalatA, taba taka vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA / sAre vizva ke saMdarbha meM dekheM, Aja ve rASTra samRddhizAlI bane haiM jinhoMne kaThora zrama kiyA hai, kara rahe haiM, jinhoMne padArtha ke kSetra meM kAphI vikAsa kiyA hai, apanI dhAka jamAI hai / jo zrama se jI curAte haiM, zrama se katarAte haiM aura par3e rahate haiM, basa ArAma karanA aura par3e rahanA tAki jyAdA se jyAdA khATa ko tor3a sakeM, usameM zreya mAnate haiM / vasa par3e raho 2 ghaMTA, 6 ghaMTA / khATa bhalI aura AdamI bhalA, to phira kaise vikAsa ho sakatA hai ? na rASTra kA nirmANa ho sakatA hai, na samAja kA nirmANa ho sakatA aura na svayaM ke jIvana kA nirmANa ho sakatA hai | jIvana nirmANa kI pahalI zarta hai kaThora zrama aura samAja va rASTra ke nirmANa kI pahalI zarta hai kaThora zrama / jo loga isa sacAI ko nahIM samajhate, ve apanA jIvana bhI nahIM banA pAte / kabhI nahIM banA pAte / AcArya bhikSu eka rAta baiThe the| cAra baja gae, sAdhuoM ko uThAyA, kahA ki jAgo, svAdhyAya aura dhyAna kA samaya ho gayA / sAdhu uThe aura vaMdanA kI, phira pUchA ki gurudeva ! Apa kaba uTha gae ? AcArya bhikSu ne kahA ki pahale yaha to pUcho ki Apa kaba soe the ? uThane kI bAta bAda kI hai, pahale sone kI bAta puucho| to kyA Apa soe hI nahIM ? hAM, soyA hI nhiiN| loga A gae, jijJAsu loga the ve A ge| unake mana meM jijJAsA thI aura maiM jijJAsA kA samAdhAna kara rahA thA / karate-karate cAra baja gae aura ve loga aba gae haiM, cAra baje gae haiN| ata: maiM tumheM uThA rahA hUM /

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jIvana kI pothI __ jo vyakti kaThora zrama karatA hai, vaha kucha de jAtA hai / pIche chor3a jAtA hai / bhAvI pIr3hI ke lie kucha chor3a jAtA hai / usI kI virAsata calatI hai jisane kaThora zrama kiyA hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra kahIM Azrama bAMdha kara baiThe nahIM / bar3I vicitra bAta hai| pUre sAdhanA kAla meM nirantara calate rahe / kabhI kahIM gae, kabhI AdivAsiyoM ke bIca gae aura kabhI jaMgala meM gae, zmazAnoM meM gae aura kabhI kahIM ge| kevala caryA, caryA aura caryA / calanA, calanA aura calanA / kyA sUjhI unheM ? zrama karate rhe| varddhamAna siddhArtha ke mahaloM meM janme / ve rAjakumAra the| sukha evaM mauja karate the / Ananda karate the| phira kyA sUjhI ki saba Ananda ko chor3akara gAMva-gAMva meM ghUmate rahe ? buddha apanI rAjadhAnI meM maje se baiThe the| unheM kyA sUjhA ki chor3akara saMnyAsI bana gae aura mahala se nIce uttara aae| aisA kyoM kiyA ? kvoM itanI tapasyA kI ? kyoM itanI bhUkha sahI ? kyoM itane maccharoM kA kaSTa sahA, pazuoM kA kaSTa sahA aura AdamiyoM kA kaSTa sahA ? bAta samajha meM nahIM aatii| jaba sukhavAdI vicAradhArA ke sambandha meM socate haiM to aisA lagatA hai ki una logoM ne samajhadArI kA kAma nahIM kiyaa| samajhadAra hote to sukhavAda ko chor3akara kyoM kaSTa jhelate ? eka dRSTikoNa yaha hai ki sAmane thAlI parosI huI hai, use to chor3anA aura bhAvI sukha kI kalpanA karanA / sAmane jo prApta hai use to bhoganA nahIM, Age ke lie vicAra krnaa| yaha svara nikalatA hai sukhavAdI vicAradhArA se / kintu mahAvIra sukhavAdI nahIM the / buddha sukhavAdI nahIM the| unake sAmane sukha-duHkha kucha thA hI nhiiN| ve cAhate the ki isa prakAra kI cittavRtti kA nirmANa karanA ki unheM duHkha chU hI na sake, sukha cha hI na sake / isa prakAra ke citta aura cetanA kA nirmANa kara sake / isa prakAra kI jaba cetanA bana jAtI hai taba becArA sukha bhI nIce raha jAtA hai aura du:kha bhI nIce raha jAtA hai| koI vahAM A hI nahIM sakatA, praveza hI nahIM kara sakatA aura sparza hI nahIM kara sktaa| jaba taka hamArI cetanA ko sukha aura duHkha chUtA rahatA hai, hama zAMti aura sukha kA jIvana jI nahIM sakate / eka bAra sukha hotA hai aura sukha ke bAda phira duHkha AtA hai / itane vighna ! itane loga baiThe haiM, eka bhI AdamI yaha batA de ki maiMne nirvighna sukha bhogA hai| kyA koI batA sakatA hai, sAhasa kara sakatA hai ? koI bhI kaha sakatA hai ki maiMne nirvighna sukha bhogA hai ? aisA sukha bhogA hai jisameM koI bAdhA nahIM AI aura koI duHkha nahIM AyA hai ? kyA koI kaha sakatA hai ? eka saMnyAsI ke pAsa eka vyakti AyA aura Akara bolA ki mujhe aisA gura batAo ki mujhe sukha hI sukha mile, duHkha Ae hI nhiiN| avyAbAdha sukha / jaina darzana kA eka prasiddha zabda hai avyAbAdha sukha / aisA sukha jisameM

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85 prazna hai sukhavAda yA suvidhAvAda kA kabhI koI bAdhA yA vighna na aae| mokSa kA sukha avyAbAdha hotA hai| vItarAga kA sukha avyAbAdha hotA hai| usa vyakti kA sukha avyAbAdha hotA hai jisane samatA kI sAdhanA kara lI / usake sukha meM koI vighna nahIM DAla sakatA / jisane samatA ko sAdha liyA, usake sukha meM koI vighna DAla hI nahIM sakatA / ina tIna vyaktiyoM kA sukha avyAbAdha hotA hai-samatA kI sAdhanA karane vAle sAdhaka kA, vItarAga kA aura mukta AtmA kA / sanyAsI ke pAsa yuvaka Akara bolA--- "mujhe avyAbAdha sukha cAhie, aisA sukha cAhie, jisameM kahIM koI bAdhA aura vighna na Ae / aisA prakAza cAhie jahAM kahI koI rAta na aae|' sanyAsI bolA--'hamArI duniyA meM aisA hai nhiiN| dina ke bAda rAta AtI hai aura rAta ke bAda dina AtA hai| sukha ke bAda duHkha AtA hai aura duHkha ke bAda sukha AtA hai| duniyA meM aisA koI gura hai nahIM, maiM kaise batAUM?" sanyAsI ne phira kahA---'lo, aba maiM tumheM gura batAtA huuN| jisa vyakti ne lAbha-alAbha, sukha-du:kha, jIvana-maraNa, niMdA-prazaMsA ina sabameM sama rahanA sIkha liyA aura apanI cetanA ko samatAmaya banA liyA, vahI vyakti avyAbAdha sukha pAne kA adhikArI hai aura koI nahIM ho sktaa| ___sacamuca hamArI duniyA meM avyAbAdha sukha hai hI nhiiN| eka vyakti Aja taka to hameM nahIM milA jo yaha kaha sake ki hamArA jIvana to bilakula duHkha-mukta aura samasyA mukta rahA hai| mahAvIra ghara se nikale aura bAraha varSa taka caryA karate rhe| buddha apane ghara se nikale aura varSoM taka sAdhanA karate rhe| ve usa sukha kI khoja meM nikale ki jo kevala sukha ho aura jisase duHkha jur3A huA na ho / sukha ke pIche duHkha na calatA ho, usa sukha kI khoja meM nikale the| sAdhAraNataH AdamI ke pAsa sukha AtA hai kiMtu sAtha-sAtha duHkha kI bhI padacApa sunAI detI hai, vaha bhI kaha rahA hai ki jaldI hI A rahA huuN| jAo tuma, apanA kAma karo, maiM bhI pIche-pIche A rahA huuN| aisA lagA rahatA hai ki pIche kyA kabhI-kabhI Age ho jAtA hai| kabhI-kabhI Age kI bAta ho jAtI hai| sukha kI khoja meM prayANa kiyA ki jisase pIche-pIche duHkha na aae| avyAbAdha sukha, nirantara sukha / hara AdamI cAhatA hai| para vaha isalie saphala nahIM huA ki usane kanTInyUTI nahIM rakhI, nirantaratA banAe nahIM rakhI / jahAM nirantaratA nahIM hotI, vahAM AdamI phela ho jAtA hai| sukha kI nirantaratA nahIM hai, kyoM nahIM hai| hamane itanA puruSArtha nahIM kiyA aura itanA zrama nahIM kiyA ki jisase hamArA sukha nirantara raha sake / zrama to thor3A karate haiM aura sukha jyAdA cAhate haiM / avyAbAdha sukha ke lie nirantara zrama karanA hotA hai /

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jIvana kI pothI narantara tapasyA aura sAdhanA karanI hotI hai / nirantara kaSTa sahanA hotA hai| taba hamArI cetanA kA nirmANa hotA hai ki jisameM nirantaratA A jAe aura nirantaratA bana jaae| kala hI maiM par3ha rahA thA ki bahuta sAre vaijJAnika bur3hApe ke nivAraNa kI khoja meM lage haiN| bur3hApA Ae aura satAe nhiiN| eka insTITyUTa ke vaijJAnika isa niSkarSa para pahuMce haiM ki auSadhi, vyAyAma aura AhAra kA saMtulana-ye tIna aise upAya haiM jinase bur3hApe ko rokA jA sakatA hai| ina tInoM meM Apako abhI auSadhi to nahIM milegI / para AhAra kA saMtulana aura vyAyAma-ye do barAbara mila rahe haiN| agara Asana aura prANAyAma kA niyamita prayoga calatA rahe to zAyada Ane vAlI aneka bImAriyoM aura bur3hApe ke kaSToM se AdamI baca sakatA hai aura sukha kA jIvana jI sakatA hai / dRSTikoNa to sukhavAdI bana gayA kiMtu sukha kA jIvana jIyA jA sake, vaisA upAya nahIM rahA / bar3I vicitra bAta hai| ___ yadi nirantara bIsa minaTa ke lie hI apane zvAsa kA dhyAna kiyA jAe, zvAsa kI prekSA kI jAe, to usa prakAra kI cetanA kA nirmANa ho sakatA hai ki bahuta sAre mAnasika AghAtoM aura pratyAghAtoM se AdamI baca sakatA hai| yadi kAyotsarga aura anuprekSA-maitrI kI anuprekSA, abhaya kI anuprekSA-ye prayoga nirantara caleM to AdamI buddhi aura bhAvanA meM saMtulana sthApita kara sakatA hai / phira bauddhika kaThinAiyoM se baca sakatA hai, bhAvanAmaka samasyAoM se baca sakatA hai aura kAphI samasyAoM se apane Apako bacA sakatA hai| Apa isa sacAI ko samajhe ki sukha kI kAmanA se sukha nahIM miltaa| ama, kaSTa aura tapasyA kI sAdhanA se sukha milatA hai| yaha bAta hamArI samajha meM AnI cAhie / jaba sacAI ko AdamI nahIM pakar3atA to vaha bahuta sArI galata bAteM kara jAtA hai / yathArtha ko pakar3e binA aisI bAteM kara jAtA hai ki kucha milatA nahIM / eka yuvaka AyA mila mAlika ke pAsa naukarI ke lae / mila mAlika usakA iMTaravyU le rahA thA, parIkSaNa kara rahA thaa| to mala mAlika ne pUchA 'yuvaka' ! tuma batAo ki hamArI mila kA bar3A utpA ina hai / kyA tuma bikrI kA kAma saMbhAla sakoge ? mAla beca sakoge ? itanA mAla nikAla sakoge ? vaha bAta pakar3a nahIM paayaa| bolA, ki Apa kaisI bAta kara rahe haiM ? Apa agara mujhe adhikAra deM to maiM yaha sArA kAma kara sakatA haiN| adhikAra kI bAta hai, agara Apa adhikAra deM to ApakI kapar3e kI mIla ko bhI beca sakatA huuN| kapar3e ko becanA choTI bAta hai, mila ko bhI veca sakatA huuN| mujhe lagatA hai ki bahuta sAre loga bhrAMtiyoM kA jIvana jI rahe haiN|

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prazna hai sukhavAda yA suvidhAvAda kA bhrAMtiyAM pala rahI haiM sukha ke bAre meM aura suvidhA ke bAre meM / basa, suvidhA milanI caahie| yaha phrIja kA vikAsa kyoM ? yaha paMkhe kA vikAsa kyoM ? suvidhA ke lie / Ane vAlI zatAbdI meM itane bhayaMkara suvidhA ke sAdhana Ane vAle haiM ki AdamI ko daravAjA kholanA nahIM pdd'egaa| bijalI jalAnI nahIM hogI, paMkhe kA baTana dabAnA nahIM hogA / na baTana opha karanA hogA, kucha bhI nahIM / rasoI pakAnI nahIM hogii| kucha bhI nahIM karanA hogA / bartana kI saphAI nahIM karanI hogI aura na jhADU denA hogA / kucha bhI nahIM karanA hogA / bilakula ArAma se baiThA rahanA hogaa| yaha saba kauna kregaa| roboTa kregaa| lohamAnava karegA / aise yaMtroM ke mAnava banA diye jAeMge ki kapar3oM kI dhulAI vaha kregaa| vaha sArA kAma kregaa| yaha sArA kA sArA 21 vIM zatAbdI meM hone vAlA eka citra hai| kitanA acchA hogA ! kitanI acchI hogI 21 vIM zatAbdI ! jo loga 80-90 ke Asa-pAsa ke haiM ve socate hoMge ki hAya ! hama nahIM dekha pAeMge, pahale hI cale jAeMge / aura jo bIsa-pacIsa varSa ke yuvaka-yuvatiyAM haiM ve socate hoMge ki kitanA acchA hone vAlA hai / svarga dharAtala para utarane vAlA hai| para jisa dina yaha ho jAegA; taba AdamI kitanA duHkhI hogA-yaha kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii| socA nahIM jA sakatA, kyoMki hama sArI bAta suvidhA ke AdhAra para soca rahe haiN| kintu jisa dina yaha roboTa kA yuga AegA to vaha AdamI kA svAmI hogA aura AdamI usakA dAsa hogaa| AdamI kI kImata ghaTa jaaegii| AdamI kA mUlya ghaTa jaaegaa| phira koI AdamI ko cAhegA yA roboTa ko cAhegA ? AdamI khar3A hai to kahegA ki cale jAo, tumhArI koI jarUrata nhiiN| AdamI kA mUlya kaur3I kA nahIM rahA / Aja to bar3A mUlya hai| AtA hai to sAtha meM eka naukara cAhie aura eka karmacArI caahie| phira kisalie karmacArI kI jarUrata / idhara kampyUTara aura idhara roboTa donoM mila ge| na naukara kI jarUrata aura na aura kisI kI jarUrata / akelA baiThA hai aura saba kAma oNTomeTika ho rahA hai| basa, usa hAlata meM AdamI kA kyA hogaa| jaba taka suvidhA aura sukha ina do bAtoM ko dekhane ke lie hamArI do AMkhoM ko khulA rakheMge taba taka lagatA hai ki cetanA kA yuga nahIM hogA, yaMtra kA yuga hogaa| AdamI kI vizeSatA cetanA hai, so jAnA nhiiN| phira to ArAma hI ArAma karo, kucha karanA to hai nahIM / ArAma karate-karate aisI Uba AegI ki Aja jisakI koI kalpanA nahIM krtaa| vaha sthiti jinameM hamArA caitanya prajvalita hotA hai, hamArI jyoti jagamagA uThatI hai usa sthiti meM sukha kA anubhava hotA hai, phira sukha kA anubhava nahIM hotaa| jina logoM ne sacAiyoM ko samajhane kA yatna kiyA hai unheM lagatA

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jIvana kI pothI hai ki 21 vIM zatAbdI AdamI ke lie sabase khataranAka hogI aura jina logoM ne sukha-suvidhA kA dRSTikoNa banA liyA, unheM lagatA hai ki usameM svarga utara AegA / 85 eka bAra koI siddha puruSa AyA aura usane kahA ki maiM saba kucha de sakatA hUM / yaha bAta dharatI ne sunI aura Akara bolI - "mahArAja ! Apako kucha denA ho to Apa svarga meM cale jAiye / kyoMki usake pAsa sukha hI sukha hai koI kAma to hai nahIM / kucha karanA to hai hI nahIM / unheM muphta meM diyA huA cAhie / dharatI ke beTe ko varadAna nahIM denA, anyathA vaha akarmaNya aura AlasI bana jAegA / yaha bahuta bar3A prazna hai aura sabase pUchA jAne vAlA prazna hai aura Aja ke una vaijJAnikoM se yaha pUchA jAne vAlA prazna hai ki tuma jyAdA se jyAdA suvidhA ke sAdhana juTA kara AdamI ke sAtha nyAya kara rahe ho yA AdamI ko sulAnA cAhate ho, mUrcchA meM DAlanA cAhate ho ? hamane dekhA hai ki eka AdamI sAta varSa taka mUrcchA meM rahA / khATa se nahIM utarA, na svayaM khAnA aura na svayaM utsarga karanA aura koI kAma na karanA, aura kucha na karanA, Aja bhI jIvita hai / Apa ise kyA mAneMge ? sukha meM rahA ? ghara vAle prayatna karate rahe ki jAge aura uThe / prayatna kyoM calA ki mUrcchA meM jInA AdamI kA jInA nahIM hotA, eka patthara kA jInA hotA hai / koI bhI patthara bananA nahIM cAhatA / rAma ko bahuta bar3A zreya diyA jAtA hai ki ahilyA kA sparza kiyA aura vaha patthara se strI bana gaI / patthara thA, kitanA sukha thA aura strI banane ke bAda kahAM vaha sukha aura ArAma thA, para hara koI pASANa kA jIvana jInA nahIM cAhatA | hamArI cetanA jAgRta rahe aura cetanA kA vikAsa ho / avyAbAdha sukha kI khoja yaha yantramanAva aura kampyUTara se hone vAlI nahIM hai / yaha khoja ho sakatI hai apanI cetanA ke vikAsa se / usa cetanA kA vikAsa jisake jAgane para samatA kA nirmANa ho jAe aura hara sthiti meM AdamI sama raha sake, viSamatA na aae| isalie hamAre samAne prazna hotA hai sukhavAda kA aura suvidhAvAda kA / aba nirNaya karanA yuga ke hAtha meM hai aura apane hAtha meM hai ki kyA Apa sukha-suvidhA ke kAraNa apane Apako mUrcchA kI sthiti meM le jAnA cAhate haiM yA apanI cetanA ko jAgRta kara avyAbAdha sukha kI ora bar3hanA cAhate haiM ?

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prazna hai sIkha dene vAloM kA AdamI manavAnA jyAdA cAhatA hai aura mAnanA kama cAhatA hai| dUsare ko sikhAne kI bAta to acchI lagatI hai aura svayaM sIkhane kI bAta acchI nahIM lgtii| sRSTi kA niyama ulTA hai ki jo svayaM nahIM mAnatA, usakI bAta koI dUsarA nahIM mAnatA / svayaM nahIM sIkhatA, usakI sIkha dUsarA koI letA nahIM hai| hara AdamI dekhatA hai ki vaha kyA kahatA hai aura kyA karatA hai / kahane vAle ko utanA nahIM sunanA cAhatA karane vAle ko sunanA cAhatA hai / isalie eka sUtra diyA gayA ki guru ke pAsa baiTho aura suno| sAdharmika ke pAsa baiTho, suno aura upAsanA karo / suzrUSA ko jagAo aura suzrUSu bano / tumhArI upAsanA paripakva hogI, tumhArI suzruSA jaagegii| suzrUSA ke binA vinaya kI utpatti nahIM hotii| AcAra sIkhA nahIM jA sktaa| hara do vyakti ke bIca meM eka dIvAra hotI hai| makAna kI dIvAra bahuta choTI hotI hai| hama use lAMgha jAte haiM / sIr3hiyAM banA lete haiM aura Upara car3ha jAte haiN| kintu vyakti ke bIca meM jo dIvAra hotI hai vaha durladhya hI nahIM, alaMdhya ho jAtI hai / hara vyakti ke bIca meM dIvAra hotI hai / aura vaha dIvAra hai ahaM kI dIvAra / hara vyakti apanA gherA banAe hue hai aura ahaM kI dIvAra banAe hue hai| itanI bar3I dIvAra ki jise kabhI tor3A nahIM jA sakatA aura lAMghA nahIM jA sktaa| suzrUSA usI vyakti meM AtI hai jo ahaM kI dIvAra ko tor3a detA hai / jaba taka ahaM kI dIvAra hai, Apa pAsa meM baiThe raheM, para kisI kI bAta ko suna nahIM sakate / dUra-dUra rheNge| pAsa meM nahIM A sakate / dIvAra bIca meM banI rhegii| sAdhanA kA bahuta bar3A sUtra hai ahaM kI dIvAra ko tor3a denA / jIvana kI saphalatA kA bahuta bar3A sUtra hai ahaM kI dIvAra ko tor3a denaa| do ke milana kA bahuta bar3A sUtra hai ahaM kI dIvAra ko tor3a denaa| anyathA do vyakti mila nahIM sakate / pAsa meM baiThe bhI itane dUra hote haiM ki jaise tIna kA aura chaha kA aNk| pAsa rahate haiM kintu donoM itane dUra ki kabhI muMha milate hI nahIM haiN| dUra rahane vAle pAsa ho jAte haiM, jinake ahaM kI dIvAra TUTa jAtI hai / bahuta nikaTa rahane vAle dUra ho jAte haiM, jinake nikaTa ahaMkAra kI dIvAra khar3I rahatI hai / vahI vyakti sIkha sakatA hai jo ahaMkAra kI dIvAra ko tor3a detA hai| usI ko vinaya upalabdha hotA hai, usI kI sadgati hotI hai| vaha sabase bar3I niSpatti hai mahAvIra kI vANI meM ki jo svayaM suzrUSA ve

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90 jIvana kI pothI dvArA vinaya ko prApta ho jAtA hai, vaha apane AcaraNa aura vyavahAra se bahuta sAre prANiyoM ko vinaya ke mArga para anAyAsa le jAtA hai| jo svayaM vinaya ko prApta hai vaha dUsare ko vinaya kI ora nahIM le jA sakatA / eka parivAra niyojana adhikArI gAMva meM ghUma rahA thA / vaha logoM se kaha rahA thA ki parivAra niyojana karAnA hai / logoM ko usake itihAsa kA patA cala gayA / eka muMhaphaTa AdamI ne kahA ki kyA bAta karate ho parivAra niyojana kI ? tumhAre to dasa bacce haiM aura parivAra niyojana kI bAta karate ho ? kyA bole ? use kahanA par3A ki bhAI ! pahale maiM vikAsa vibhAga meM thA / vikAsa adhikArI thA aura aba parivAra niyojana kA adhikA banA hUM / vikAsa vibhAga meM maiMne vikAsa kiyA aura aba niyojana vibhAga meM svayaM bhI niyojana karUMgA / ' kauna kaise mAne ? jisake dasa bacce aura vaha kahe ki parivAra kA niyojana karanA hai, usakI bAta kA koI bharosA nahIM krtaa| bar3I musIbata hotI hai / jisa vyakti ne apane vyavahAra se aura AcaraNa se par3hAnA zurU kiyA, sikhAnA zurU kiyA, vaha vAstava meM zikSaka hotA hai, usakI bAta binA kahe mAnI jAtI hai / svIkRti hotI hai, vahAM zabda nahIM bolA jAtA, prayoga nahIM kiyA jAtA, kahatA hai usI bAta ko mAna lete haiN| hAM zabda kA prayoga hotA hai kintu zabda ke pIche artha nahIM hotA / vahAM ke logoM ke mana meM saMdeha paidA hotA hai aura logoM meM anAsthA kA bhI bhAva paidA hotA / aura jyAdA kahUM to ghRNA kA bhAva bhI paidA hotA hai| eka avajJA kA bhAva paidA hotA hai ki kaisA jamAnA A gayA ki aise loga sIkha dene vAle aura upadeza dene vAle haiM jo svayaM to karate nahIM haiM aura dUsaroM ko kahate phirate haiN| dUsaroM ko vahI vyakti vinaya ke mArga para le jA sakatA hai jo svaya vinaya ke mArga para cala cukA hai| hamane dekhA ki jina logoM ne guru ke caraNa meM baiThakara suzrUSA kI hai, upAsanA kI hai, aura sunA hai tathA vinaya kI pratipatti ko pAyA hai, ve loga hI vAstava meM dUsaroM ke lie eka maoNDala bana sakate haiM / prArUpa bana sakate haiM / hamAre sAmane eka prArUpa cAhie / eka citra cAhie ki hama vaise bana sakeM / hara vyakti ko jarUrata hotI hai / Ajakala makAna banAyA jAtA hai to pahale usakA rekhA-citra banAyA jAtA hai| eka citra hotA hai to usake AdhAra para sArI nirmANa kI prakriyA calatI hai / acchA banatA hai / vyakti ko bhI apanA jIvana banAnA hai / hara vyakti ko banAnA hai / baccA hai use to apanA jIvana banAnA hI hai / dasa varSa ke bacce ko bhI apanA jIvana banAnA hai bahuta sAre aise loga haiM ki pacAsa varSa ke ho jAte haiM kintu nirmANa nahIM kara pAte, unheM bhI apanA jIvana banAnA hai / aura maiM to socatA hUM ki mRtyu

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prazna hai sIkha dene vAloM kA ke kSaNa taka jIvana nirmANa kI prakriyA calanI caahie| yadi jIvana nirmANa kI prakriyA banda ho jAegI to AdamI bur3hiyA jAegA, vaha bUr3hA ho jaaegaa| jo barAbara jIvana nirmANa kI bAta ko lekara calatA hai vaha bUr3hA nahIM hotaa| marate dama taka bUr3hA nahIM banatA, cAhe assI varSa kA ho jAe, cAhe nabbe varSa kA ho jAe / jisane jIvana-nirmANa kI prakriyA ko baMda kara diyA, vaha tIsa varSa kA bhI bUr3hA bana jaaegaa| kucha nayA nahIM kara paaegaa| na hI sIkha pAegA aura na hI jor3a pAegA / na hI sudhAra kara pAegA aura na hI pariSkAra kara paaegaa| kucha bhI nahIM kara paaegaa| hamAre jIvana-nirmANa kI prakriyA barAbara cale aura usake lie eka prArUpa cAhie ki kaisA bananA hai| aura usake lie Adarza cAhie / Adarza kauna bana sakatA hai ? vahI vyakti Adarza bana sakatA hai ki jo vinaya ko prApta hai aura jisane apane jIvana ke vyavahAra meM aura AcaraNa meM vinaya kA prayoga kiyA hai, niyojana kiyA hai, sadgati ko prApta kiyA hai aura dUsaroM ke lie preraka banA hai| eka prArUpa banatA hai| hajAra bAra Apa zrama kI zikSA deM, zAyada bAta samajha meM nahIM AegI kintu nepoliyana kI eka ghaTanA preraNA bana gii| kAma cala rahA yA / majadUra eka khaMbhA uThA rahe the / vaha kAphI bhArI thA / musIbata ho rahI thii| kaI bAra prayatna karane para bhI uThAyA nahIM jA rahA thaa| ThekedAra pAsa khar3A thaa| nepoliyana udhara se nikalA, dekhA, aura use bar3A ajIba lgaa| pAsa meM jAkara bolA ki bhAI tuma aise khar3e ho aura becAre majadUra itanA zrama kara rahe haiN| khaMbhA uThAyA nahIM jA rahA hai, tuma thor3A-sA sahArA do aura inakA kAma bana jAegA / bolA, kauna hote ho tuma salAha dene vAle ! jAnate nahIM maiM kauna hUM! maiM ThekedAra huuN| kyA ina majadUroM ke sAtha khaMbhA uThAUMgA? ThekedArI kauna karegA ! jA, calA jaa| acchI bAta hai, nepoliyana ne svayaM majadUroM kA sAtha diyA aura khaMbhA uTha gayA / ThekedAra ne dekhA ki bar3A ajIva AdamI hai / rAha calate majadUroM kA sAtha diyaa| usane pUchA are tU kauna hai ? usane kahA ki mujhe nepoliyana kahate haiM / aba kyA bole / zaramA gayA aura sira jamIna meM par3a gyaa| nepoliyana ne jAte-jAte kahA ki dekho merA yaha patA hai, yadi phira kAma par3e to mujhe phira bulA lenA / aba hajAra bAra Apa upadeza deM ki zrama kareM, preraNA nahIM jAga sakatI aura eka ghaTanA mana meM preraNA bhara detI hai| jitane mahAn puruSa hue haiM unakI jovaniyAM par3hI jAtI haiM kyoMki unhoMne jo kiyA thA, kahA thA, vaha mUlyavAn hai, adhika mUlyavAn hai / jainoM kA eka sUtra hai AcArAMga sUtra / itanA adbhuta sUtra mujhe lagA ki kucha varSa pahale acAryazrI bambaI meM cAturmAsa bitA rahe the aura usa vakta eka-do pustakeM dekhane ko milI pAzcAtya dArzanikoM kii| unakA darzana

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92 jIvana kI pothI aura sAtha meM unakI saMkSipta jIvanI / para usa samaya hamArI dRSTi itanI vikasita nahIM thI / bAda meM jaba AcArAMga ko dhyAna se par3hA to lagA ki ye pustakeM to isa zatAbdI meM likhI gaI haiM aura AcArAMga to do-DhAI hajAra varSa pUrva likhA gayA thA / kitanI sundara niyojanA hai usameM ! ATha adhyAyoM meM mahAvIra ke darzana kA pratipAdana kiyA aura naveM adhyAya meM mahAvIra ke jIvana kA pratipAdana kiyaa| donoM ko TaeNlI kareM aura donoM kI saMgati milaaeN| bilakula spaSTa samajha meM AegA ki jo bAta ATha adhyAyoM meM kahI gaI vahI bAta kahI gaI hai jo mahAvIra ne nauveM adhyAya meM jIyA hai| jIyA thA aura jo jIvana batAyA gayA, ATha adhyAyoM meM usake sivAya aura kucha bhI nahIM / vahI bAta ki jo jIvana thA, usakA darzana thA ATha adhyAyoM meM / nauveM adhyAya ko par3ha lo aura eka-eka sUtra ko pIche milAte cale jAo, aisI saMgati hogI ki mahAvIra ne yaha jIyA thA, kahA nahIM thA kevala, aisA jIyA thA / vaha darzana bilakula vyartha kA darzana hotA hai jo jIyA nahIM jAtA / vahI darzana sArthaka darzana hotA hai jo jIyA jAtA hai, jo vyavahAra meM AtA hai aura vyavahAra meM utaratA hai / itanA adbhuta sUtra hai ki sikhAne kI bAta mata bolo, pahale jIne kI bAta ko bolo| svayaM jIo aura duniyA sIkhe ! tuma maro, duniyA sIkhe / tuma kaho, virodha khar3A ho jAtA hai / dUsare kA ahaMkAra khar3A ho jAtA hai / kisI ko kaho, ahaMkAra khar3A ho jAtA hai ki mujhe samajhAne AyA hai, pahale khuda to samajha le / bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai / AdamI kisI bhI bAta ko sahanA nahIM cAhatA, kyoMki ahaMkAra kI dIvAra jo khar3I hai / turanta javAba degA ki AyA hai sIkha dene vAlA / pahale apane ghara ko to saMbhAla le, apane Apako ko to dekha le, yaha bAta na jAne kitanI bAra sunI jAtI hai / beTA bApa ko kaha detA hai ki mujhe to bahuta upadeza dete haiM, para apanI bhUla kI ora nahIM dekhte| eka bAra aisA prasaMga AyA ki eka lar3akA mere pAsa AyA aura sAtha meM bApa bhI thaa| bApa ne kahA ki isako taMbAkhU pIne kI Adata hai, roja sigareTa pItA hai, chor3atA nahIM hai / tatkAla beTA bola uThA ki mahArAja ! ye svayaM to pIte haiM aura mujhase chur3avAnA cAhate haiM / yaha bar3I samasyA hai / vahI vyakti dUsare ko sIkha de sakatA hai, binA zabdoM kI sIkha de sakatA hai jo svayaM vinaya ko prApta hai / hamArI eka aisI paramparA rahI hai jisameM AcArya ko adhika saMyamI rahanA hotA hai / dUsare ko saMyama kI pAlanA karanI hotI hai to AcArya ko mahAsaMyama kI pAlanA karanI hotI hai / yaha AcArya bhikSu se lekara Aja taka barAbara calatI rahI hai| AcArya ko aMkuza lagAnA hotA hai / eka bAra AcArya bhikSu se kahA gayA ki Apa bahuta vRddha ho gae haiM / pacahattara varSa kI avasthA hai, aba to Apa baiThe-baiThe pratikramaNa apane para adhika

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prazna hai sIkha dene vAloM kA kiyA kreN| AcArya bhikSu ne kahA ki maiM khar3e-khar3e karatA huuN| mere pIche vAle baiThe-baiThe to kareMge aura maiM baiThA-baiThA karUMgA to pIche vAle leTe-leTe kreNge| sIkha dene kA sabase sundara tarIkA aura upAya yaha hai ki svayaM vinaya kare, apane jIvana meM AcaraNa kare aura vyavahAra kare, apane Apa dUsare ko sIkha mila jaaegii| jaba yaha sUtra par3hA to mana pulakita ho gyaa| eka rahasya uttarAdhyayana sUtra meM udghATita kiyA hai ki 'aNNe jIve viNaitA bhavaI' dUsaroM ko vinaya ke mArga para, AcAra ke mArga para vahI vyakti le jA sakatA hai jo svayaM vinIta ho gayA, anAzaMsI ho gayA, AcAra meM calA gayA, sadvyavahAra meM calA gyaa| isI ko kahA jAtA hai ki dIe se dIyA jalatA hai| lau se lau jalatI hai| dIyA kabhI kahatA nahIM, upadeza detA hI nahIM, para dIe se dIyA jala uThatA hai| AcArya dIpa-tulya hote haiM, aura unase saikar3oM dIpa jala uThate haiM / isIlie jala uThate haiM ki use jyotiSmAn rahanA hotA hai| koI dUsarA vyakti to apanI jyoti ko thor3A bujhA bhI le to koI bahuta bar3A khatarA nahIM hotA kiMtu AcArya yadi jyotiSmAn nahIM rahatA hai to bahuta bar3A khatarA ho jAtA hai| isIlie maiMne ThIka kahA thA ki AcArya ko adhika saMyamI rahanA hotA hai, bahuta prajvalita rahanA hotA hai aura adhika jAgarUka rahanA hotA hai| usa vyakti ko bhI jisane guru ke caraNoM meM baiThakara suzrUSA kI hai, paryupAsanA kI hai, vinaya ko prApta kiyA hai, use jAgarUka rahanA hotA hai| vartamAna ke vAtAvaraNa meM yaha bAta samajha meM A jAe ki sikhAnA zabdoM ke sAtha nahIM, vyavahAra ke sAtha sikhAnA caahie| prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAle vyakti vahI kAma kara rahe haiM ki vaisA jIvana bana jaae| jIvana meM vaha kahA na jAe, bana jAe / bana jAtA hai to vaha apanI anubhUti ho jAtI hai aura vaha kasumbA galatA hai, dUsare ko bhI raMga detA hai| ____TokarasI bhAI baiThe haiN| batA rahe the ki prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa zurU kiyA aura ina cAra varSoM meM usa bhUmikA kA anubhava kiyA hai ki zAyada zeSa jIvana meM nahIM kiyA thaa| yaha koI zabdoM se nahIM milA, kisI ne upadeza nahIM diyA, upadeza se nahIM milA, yaha milA vyavahAra se aura AcaraNa se| terApaMtha ke sAdhu-sAdhvI hajAroM mIla kI yAtrA karate haiN| prativarSa ve AcArya dvArA nirdiSTa sthAna para ekatrita hote haiM aura puna: vahAM se AcArya ke AdezAnusAra bhArata ke vibhinna bhAgoM meM cale jAte haiM ! Ane-jAne meM hajAroM mIla kI dUrI taya karanI hotI hai| para yaha pUrNa utsAha ke sAtha hotA hai| calane vAle sAre yuvaka hI nahIM hote| unameM vayaHprApta bhI hote haiN| AcArya kA Adeza unake lie sarvopari hotA hai / nepAla se Ae aura punaH nepAla yA kalakattA jAnA hotA hai to bhI kucha nanuna ca nahIM hotaa| isakA mUla kAraNa hai

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jIvana kI pothI ki svayaM AcAryazrI itanA zrama karate haiM ki dUsaroM ko apanA zrama AcArya ke zrama kI tulanA meM nagaNya sA lagatA hai| eka bAra rASTrapati phakharuddIna alI ne AcAryazrI se kahA- AcAryazrI ! eka prArthanA karatA hUM ki jaina vizva bhAratI kA vikAsa ho, apekSita hai, para Apa kahIM baiTha mata jaanaa| Apa yadi baiTha gae to dUsaroM ko khar3A nahIM rakha sakeMge, arthAt phira dUsaroM ko calAyA nahIM jA skegaa| ___ AcaraNa se jo pATha par3hAyA jA sakatA hai, vaha zabdoM se nahIM par3hAyA jA sktaa| isa rahasya ko uttarAdhyayana sUtra meM jo abhivyakti dI gaI hai, yaha bAta samajha meM A jAe to 'prazna hai sIkha dene vAloM kA' yaha svayaM samajha me A jaaegaa|

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prazna hai AlocanA kA duniyA meM sabase kaThina kAma hai AlocanA karanA, para Aja ise sarala banA DAlA ! Aja kA AdamI anubhava karatA hai ki sabase sarala kAma hai AlocanA karanA / ise cAhe jaba, cAhe kisI kI, cAhe jyoM karo, koI zrama nahIM karanA pdd'taa| yaha eka bAta hai| isa saMdarbha meM AlocanA kA artha hai TIkA-TippaNI krnaa| duniyA meM sabase jaTila kAma hai AlocanA krnaa| vaha hara eka vyakti kara nahIM sktaa| isa AlocanA kA artha hai-apane Apako dekhanA, prekSA krnaa| __ AlocanA sarala bhI hai aura jaTila bhii| yaha sApekSa hai| AdamI dUsare ko bahuta dekhatA hai, svayaM ko nahIM dekhatA / apane Apako nahIM dekhtaa| guru ke pAsa eka ziSya Akara bolA-'gurudeva ! Apa cakSudAtA haiN| mujhe cakSu deN|' guru bolA-'tumhAre pAsa do AMkheM haiM, phira kyA cAhie ?' vaha bolA-'do to haiM, para mujhe tIsarI AMkha deM, jisake dvArA maiM andhakAra ko na paaluuN| mujhe jo do AMkheM prApta haiM, unake dvArA maiM prakAza pAtA hUM aura sAtha hI sAtha aMdhakAra ko pAlatA huuN|' kona vyakti hogA jo prakAza ke sAtha andhakAra ko nahIM pAlatA? kevala dIe ke tale hI aMdherA nahIM hotA, hara prakAza ke tale andherA hotA hai| hamArI donoM AMkhoM ke nIce andherA hai| ye donoM AMkheM aMdhere ko pAlatI haiM, posatI haiM / idhara dekhA, udhara dekhA aura dekhe ko anadekhA kara DAlA, yaha andhere ko pAlanA hai / aneka loga sacAI ko jAnate hue bhI usa para AvaraNa DAla dete haiM aura asatya ko sAmane lA rakhate haiN| yaha bhI andhere kA pAlanA tIna andhakAra haiM-mAyA, nidAna aura mithyA dRssttikonn| ziSya ne kahA ...prabho ! mujhe vaha dRSTi cAhie jisameM ye tInoM na hoN| chipAva na ho, korA prakAza hI prakAza ho, lohAvaraNa na ho / Aja kitanA chipAva hai, kitanA mAyAcAra hai ! ye aMtarikSayAna guptacarI karane ke lie haiN| ye guptacarI kI guptacarI karate haiN| eka rASTra apane AyudhoM ko chipAnA cAhatA hai to dUsarA rASTa aMtarikSa yAna kI guptacarI se use jAna letA hai / eka chipAtA hai, dUsarA jAna letA hai| yaha mAyAcAra itanA bar3ha gayA hai ki kahIM sacAI nahIM hai,

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jIvana kI pothI RjutA nahIM hai, prakAza nahIM hai| hara vyakti guptacarI karatA hai, yAnI gupta rakhane kI bAta hara vyakti ke pAsa hai / vaha yena-kena-prakAreNa chipAtA hai| sarvatra mAyA hai| kahIM saralatA nahIM hai| Aja aisA mAna liyA gayA hai ki jIvana meM prakAza aura andhakAra-donoM sAtha-sAtha calane caahie| kucha bAta spaSTa rakhanI cAhie aura kucha aspaSTa / chipAne kI bAta prArambha se hI sikhA dI jAtI hai| vyakti ghara meM baiThA hai aura bacce ko kahatA hai ki koI Akara pUche to kaha denA ki DeDI ghara meM nahIM haiM / baccA chipAnA sIkha jAtA hai| jIvana meM korA prakAza na rahe, thor3A andhakAra bhI calatA rhe| mAna liyA gayA ki kore prakAza se jIvana calatA nhiiN| korA prakAza kyoM ho, isa dhAraNA ke AdhAra para vyakti-vyakti ke bIca meM, samAja-samAja ke bIca meM aura rASTa-rASTa ke bIca meM mAyAcAra cala rahA hai / isa mAyAcAra ke kAraNa tanAva paidA ho rahA hai / sabase bar3A tanAva hai chipAva kaa| jo bAta sApha hai, vahAM tanAva nahIM hotaa| jahAM chipAva AyA, vahIM tanAva A jAtA hai| dUsare para itanA dabAva hogA ki yaha bAta chipAI jA rahI hai| sApha nahIM batAI jA rahI hai| vahIM tanAva paidA ho jaaegaa| jo vyakti apane Apako nahIM dekhatA, vaha vyakti kore prakAza kA jIvana nahIM jI sktaa| vaha prakAza aura andhakAra---donoM kA jIvana jItA hai| jo vyakti apane Apako nahIM dekhatA, vaha vyakti kore saMtoSa kA jIvana nahIM jI sakatA / usameM kucha saMtoSa hogA to sAtha-sAtha meM vaha asaMtoSa ko bhI paalegaa| hara vyakti ke jIvana ko dekhA jAe to aisA anubhava hogA ki saMtoSa ke sAtha-sAtha asaMtoSa bhI cala rahA hai| isakA kAraNa hai ki AtmAlocana nahIM hai, apanI AlocanA nahIM hai| khojane para bar3I muzkila se koI milegA ki jisameM asaMtoSa na ho| saba kucha prApta hai phira bhI asaMtoSa hai / kisI ko dhana na hone kA asaMtoSa aura kisI meM parivAra pUrA na hone kA asaMtoSa aura kisI meM sammAna na hone kA asaMtoSa, kisI na kisI bAta kA asaMtoSa milegA hii| __ ziSya ne kahA -'gurudeva ! mujhe vaha AMkha cAhie jisase maiM apane Apako dekha skuuN| aura kevala saMtoSa kA jIvana jI sakU, asaMtoSa se dUra raha sarvaM / gurudeva ! mujhe vaha AMkha cAhie jisase maiM sahI dRSTikoNa apanA sakU, mithyA dRSTikoNa haTa jaae|' vyakti kA dRSTikoNa bar3A galata hotA hai| vaha yathArtha kA mUlyAMkana nahIM karatA, sacAI ko nahIM pkdd'taa| jhUThI dhAraNAeM banA letA hai| eka bAra kI ghaTanA hai ki kucha aMgreja DA0 rAdhAkRSNan se bAta kara rahe the / bAtacIta ke daurAna eka aMgreja ne ahaMkAra kI bhASA meM kahA ki bhagavAn kI hama

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prazna hai AlocanA kA para jyAdA kRpA hai, jisase ki hameM itanA gorA banAyA hai| bhagavAn kI kRpA hai / ahaMkArI AdamI hara bAta ko banA rAdhAkRSNan bole -- 'thor3I bhUla hai tumhAre kathana meM / jaba sRSTi kA nirmANa kara rahA thA to usane jo pahalI roTI sekI, thor3I kaccI raha gaI aura usI se aMgreja jAti kA nirmANa kara diyA / aura dUsarI thor3I jyAdA sika gaI to nIgro jAti kA nirmANa kara diyA / aura jaba ThIka DhaMga se roTI sekI, na gorI aura na kAlI, to bhAratIya janatA kA nirmANa kara diyA / ' Izvara vaha 1 mithyA dhAraNA banA letA hai AdamI / kucha bhaugolika kAraNa hote haiM, kucha prAkRtika kAraNa hote haiM / aura una kAraNoM se manuSya jAti meM thor3A parivartana hotA hai| kiMtu manuSya ne itanA mithyA dRSTikoNa banA liyA aura itanI mithyA dhAraNA banA lI ki unake kAraNa jIvana meM andhakAra bahuta palatA jA rahA hai / prakAza kama hotA calA jA rahA hai aura andhakAra bar3hatA calA jA rahA hai / mAyA, nidAna aura mithyAdarzana - jaba taka ye tIna bAteM hotI haiM taba taka AdamI apane Apako dekha nahIM sakatA / ise ulaTa kara yoM kaha deM ki jaba taka AdamI apane Apako nahIM dekhatA, taba taka mAyA ko pAlegA, asaMtoSa aura AkAMkSA ko pAlegA aura mithyA dRSTikoNa ko pAlegA / ve saba loga, jina logoM ne apane Apako dekhanA nahIM sIkhA, apanI prekSA karanA nahIM sIkhA, nizcita hI ina tInoM meM cale kI triveNI meM cale jAeMge / isameM avagAhana kareMge, bilakula svAbhAvika bAta hai / jo apane Apako nahIM dekhatA, vaha kabhI Rju aura sarala nahIM ho sakatA / vaha hara bAta ko chipAegA / apanI galatI ko chipAne kI bAta to eka choTA baccA bhI sIkha letA hai / sacAI para AvaraNa DAlanA vaha sIkha letA hai| bacapana se vaha dekhatA hai ki pitA jhUTha bola rahA hai aura sacAI ko pragaTa nahIM kara rahA hai / chipA rahe haiM to phira mujhe kyoM pragaTa karanA caahie| vaha bhI chipAnA cAhatA hai aura chipAne meM rasa bhI AtA hai / socatA hai, bAta ko sApha-sApha kahA to DAMTa-DapaTa mile aura chipA diyA to baca gae / baca jAtA hai to vizvAsa paidA ho jAtA hai, chipAne meM bacAva aura kahane meM samasyA, DAMTa-DapaTa aura ulAhanA kitanA sahanA par3atA hai ! chipAne kI bAta bahuta sIdhI lagatI hai to chipA letA hai / chipAtA vahI hai jo AlocanA karanA nahIM jAnatA / prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga isalie bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai ki jisa vyakti ne apane Apako dekhanA sIkhA hai, usane sAre chipAva dUra kara die| vaha apane bhItara meM hone vAle prakampanoM ko dekha rahA hai / apane bhItara uThane vAle vikAroM ko dekha rahA hai, vikAra kI taraMgoM ko dekha rahA hai / vaha yaha nahIM mAna rahA hai ki mere bhItara savA sau pratizata 97 gorA honA hI letA hai / DaoN0 jAeMge / andhakAra majjana kareMge / yaha

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98 jIvana kI pothI sahI hai| vaha yaha mAnakara calatA hai ki bhItara kitanI galatiyAM haiM, vikAra haiM, kitanI burAiyAM haiM aura kitane doSa haiM ! kyA chipAnA hai ? una sabako dekhanA aura unako sApha-sApha svIkAra karanA, yaha AlocanA kA pahalA siddhAMta aura pahalI niSpatti hai| pratyeka vyakti, apane bhItara kharAbI hai| ise svIkAra karane ko taiyAra nahIM hai| vaha kahe yA na kahe, socatA yahI hai ki sAmane vAle meM sArI burAiyAM haiM, kamiyAM haiN| vaha svayaM bilakula ThIka hai| jahAM bhI do vyakti sAtha meM rahate haiM, samasyA paidA hotI hai| agara donoM ko yaha anubhava ho jAe ki galatI mujhameM hai aura usameM bhI ho sakatI hai to samasyA kA sahI samAdhAna ho sakatA hai / para galatI mujhameM hai, yaha pahalI svIkRti hotI nahIM hai / pahalI svIkRti vaha hotI hai ki galatI usakI hai aura maiM to bilakula ThIka hUM / apanI nirdoSatA kI svIkRti aura sAmane vAle ke doSa kI svIkRti vahI sabase bar3I samasyA hai jo para-darzana se niSpanna hotI hai| jahAM Atma-darzana kI bAta A gaI, yaha bAta samApta ho gaI ki sAmane vAle meM galatI hai yA nahIM, isakI cintA karane se pahale mujhe isa bAta kI ciMtA karanI hai ki mujhameM kitanI galatiyAM haiM / AlocanA kA yaha siddhAMta sAdhanA ke kSetra meM AyA aura usase sAdhaka ko Rju hone kA maukA milaa| RjutA zArIrika dRSTi se bhI bahuta upayogI hai / aMgulI Ter3hI hai, prANadhArA bhI Ter3hI hogii| rakta kA saMcAra bhI kama hogaa| agara Apa leTate haiM aura sIdhe para rahate haiM sira se paira taka, zarIra sIdhA rahatA hai to rakta kA saMcAra ThIka hogaa| jo avayava vakra hogA usameM rakta kA saMcAra sahI DhaMga se nahIM ho skegaa| rakta kA saMcAra tabhI ThIka hogA jaba vaha avayava sIdhA hogaa| isalie sone kI mudrA hai uttAnazayana-sIdhA sonA / Ter3hA na sonaa| Apa baiThe to baiThane meM bhI avarodha hai, pAlathI mArakara baiThate haiM yaha bhI eka avarodha hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra khar3e-khar3e dhyAna karate the| kyA baiThanA nahIM jAnate the ? para baiThate kama the| adhikAMza dhyAna khar3ekhar3e kiyA karate / isakA kAraNa hai ki baThane para prANadhArA kA avarodha hotA hai| jitanA acchA dhyAna khar3e-khar3e hotA hai utanA acchA dhyAna baiThe-baiThe nahIM hotA hai| kamajora AdamI hotA hai vaha leTe-leTe karatA hai aura zaktizAlI hotA hai vaha khar3e-khar3e karatA hai aura madhyama hotA hai vaha baiThe-baiThe karatA hai| prekSA eka mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai apane Apako dekhane kA / jo AtmAlocana karatA hai, usake jIvana kI praNAlI badala jAtI hai| eka vyakti ne AlIzAna makAna bnvaayaa| eka dina usake ghara mitra Ae aura makAna ko dekha prasanna hue| nIce kamare bahuta vizAla aura sajesajAe the| pahalI maMjila para gae, dUsarI maMjila para gae, aura tIsarI maMjila para bhI ge| unhoMne dekhA ki Upara ke kamare sAdhAraNa haiM, sAja-sajjA bhI

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prazna hai AlocanA kA ThIka nahIM hai| mitroM ne pUchA-Apa kahAM rahate haiM ? uttara milA ki tIsarI maMjila para / nIce mere naukara-cAkara rahate haiN| mitra bole-are! yaha kyA ? Apa to atyanta sAdhAraNa kamare meM rahate haiM aura naukara-cAkara bar3hiyA kamaroM meM rahate haiN| aisA kyoM ? makAna mAlika bolA- eka samaya aisA thA jaba merI mAM bhI naukarAnI thii| kitane marma kI bAta kahI ! jo vyakti AlocanA karatA hai, sahI ghaTanA dekhatA hai, usake jIvana-vyavahAra kI zailI badala jAtI hai| usa vyakti ko yaha anubhava thA ki mAM bhI kabhI naukarAnI thI aura usane aisA kaThora jIvana jIyA thaa| naukara-cAkara ko bhI kitanI suvidhA cAhie ! AlocanA karanI hogI to sabase pahale hameM vighnoM para vicAra karanA hogA / jIvana ke vighna kyA-kyA hai ? kauna-kauna se vighna Ate haiM jo jIvana kI sarasatA aura mahattA ko naSTa kara dete haiM ? vighna para vicAra karane se hamArI zailI badala jaaegii| mAyA eka vighna hai| mAyA hogI to samAdhAna nahIM hogaa| eka ke bAda dUsarI samasyA utpanna hotI rhegii| vizvAsa sadA vizvAsa paidA karatA hai / mAyA mAyA paidA karatI hai| mAyA kabhI vizvAsa paidA nahIM hone detii| jahAM mAyAcAra hogA, vahAM AdamI pahale hI socegA ki amuka se sAvadhAna rahanA hai / vaha bar3A dhUrta hai, cAlAka hai| vaha sAmane mIThI bAta karegA aura pIche se bakavAsa karegA, kahegA ki yaha dhokhebAja hai| jahAM dhAraNA banI, antara A gayA, aura eka vighna paidA ho gyaa| mAyA hamArI samasyA ke samAdhAna kA aura mukti kA sabase bar3A vighna hai| dUsarA vighna hai nidAna / AkAMkSA honA eka bAta hai aura AkAMkSA hI AkAMkSA honA dUsarI bAta hai / kahIM AkAMkSA kI samApti nahIM aura kahIM virAma nahIM, yaha jIvana kA bahuta bar3A vighna hai, kisI na kisI sImA para to hara AdamI ko saMtoSa mAnanA hI par3atA hai| Aja kA arthazAstrI kahatA hai ki jahAM hama saMtoSa mAna leMge to hamArA vikAsa nahIM hogaa| tarka to ThIka hai ki vikAsa nahIM hogaa| Akhira vikAsa kI bhI sImA to honI hI caahie| unakA bhI to koI artha hai| yaha to nahIM ki AdamI sarvatra phaila jAe / eka hI vyakti apanA pUrA Arthika sAmrAjya banA le, apanA bhaugolika sAmrAjya banA le, ise vikAsa nahIM kahA jaaegaa| ise mAnava jAti ke prati anyAya kahA jAegA, atyAcAra aura krUratA kahA jaaegaa| vikAsa bhI sApekSa honA caahie| eka AdamI phailatA hI calA jAe, kaise hama kaheMge ki vikAsa ho gyaa| AcArya somasundara ne 'sindUra prakaraNa' kAvya meM kahA hai

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jIvana kI pothI varaM vibhavavandhyatA sujanabhAvamAjAM nRNAmasAdhucaritAjitA na punajitAH saMpadaH / kRzatvamapi zobhate sahajamAyatI sundaraM, vipAkavirasA na tu zvayathusaMbhavA sthUlatA // agara AdamI sajjana hai, sadAcArI hai, sadAcAra se apanA kAma karatA hai aura yadi use karor3a rupae nahIM mile to acchA hai, koI burA nahIM hai / aura kisI ne beImAnI ke dvArA aura burAI ke dvArA dUsare ko Thagakara, dhokhA dekara karor3oM kI saMpadA ajita kara lI, yaha bilakula acchA nhiiN| isa bAta ko unhoMne bar3I sundara upamA ke dvArA samajhAyA ki eka AdamI kRza hai, dubalA-patalA hai, sundara lagatA hai, zobhA detA hai| kintu sUjana ke roga se yadi usakA zarIra sthUla hotA hai to bhaviSya meM usakA pariNAma sundara nahIM hotA / Aja ke DAkTara bhI kahate haiM-patale raho, patale rahoge to sau varSa taka jI sakoge aura ArAma se raha skoge| agara carbI bar3hA lI to 100 varSa to AeMge hI nahIM aura AeMge to bImAriyoM ko pAlate aaeNge| maiMne par3hA, amerikA meM eka klaba hai meyo klb| usakA sadasya vahI bana sakatA hai jo zatAyu hotA hai, sau varSa kA hotA hai| to usa klaba ke vyakti ne likhA ki hamArI klaba ke jitane sadasya bane, unameM se koI bhI Aja taka carbI vAlA nahIM banA, jitane bhI bane ve patale aura dubale bne| ___ Aja kI sArI dhAraNA hI badala gii| isalie yaha ThIka kahA hai ki sahaja jo kRzatA hotI hai vaha sundara hotI hai aura bhaviSya meM usakA pariNAma acchA hotA hai / patalA AdamI acche DhaMga se cala sakatA hai, uTha-baiTha sakatA hai aura apanI zaktiyoM kA ThIka DhaMga se saMcAlana kara sakatA hai| yadi carbI bar3ha gaI to avarodha paidA ho gae aura aneka bImAriyAM paidA ho gii| moTApA eka bAra acchA lagatA hai, para pariNAma usakA sundara nahIM hotaa| vikAsa kA artha korA phailanA hI nahIM hai, kintu apanI sImA meM rahanA hai| yaha jo vikAsa kI paribhASA banA lI gaI Arthika vikAsa, bauddhika vikAsa, sAmrAjya kA vikAsa, ina vikAsa kI dhAraNAoM ne AdamI ko bhaTakA diyA aura eka andherA paidA kara diyaa| vikAsa vahAM ho sakatA hai jahAM dUsare ke lie avarodha paidA na ho aura dUsare ke lie sira darda na bne| dUsare ke lie siradarda bananA, vaha vikAsa nahIM hotaa| vaha mAnava jAti ke lie hrAsa hogA / eka bahuta bar3A vighna hai yaha asaMtoSa, nidAna yA AkAkSA / usakI eka sImA honI caahie| Aja samasyA kA samAdhAna isIlie nahIM ho rahA hai ki arthazAstrIya vikAsa kI paribhASA kaThinAI paidA kara rahI hai, aura parI mAnava jAti ko bhaTakA rahI hai| kala parasoM eka yuvaka AyA aura

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prazna hai Adata ko badalane kA 101 bolA ki Apane pravacana meM kahA ki eka sImA honI cAhie to phira vikAsa kaise ho sakegA? Aja kI vikAsa kI daur3a meM pIche raha jAeMge / maiM to yaha socatA hUM ki agara soca-samajhakara, jAna-bUjhakara ImAnadArI aura sadcaritra ke AdhAra para koI daur3a meM pIche raha jAegA, vaha duniyA kA sabase bar3A saubhAgyazAlI AdamI hogaa| aise haiM kahAM saubhAgyazAlI AdamI ? itanI tyAga kI kSamatA hai kahAM ? itanA caritra hai kahAM? jo isa andhI daur3a ke pIche raha sakeM / saba daur3e jA rahe haiN| itanI andhI daur3a ki na jAne kahAM jAkara TikAva hogA, patA nahIM hai kisI ko bhii| kahIM bhI breka hai hI nhiiN| yaha jIvana kA sabase bar3A vighna hai ki AdamI sImA karanA nahIM jaantaa| jahAM sasIma honA cAhie, vahAM asIma hone kI bAta soca rahA hai| jahAM asIma honA cAhie, vahAM sImA kI bAta soca letA hai| apane AMtarika vikAsa kI bAta meM AdamI asIma ho sakatA hai| vahAM to bilakula sImAeM kara dI haiM aura bhautika vikAsa meM, padArtha ke vikAsa meM eka sImA honI cAhie, vahAM asIma kI daur3a daur3a rahA hai / itanA mithyA dRSTikoNa ho gayA / jaba dRSTikoNa mithyA hotA hai to asIma AkAMkSAeM jAgatI haiM / jaba dRSTikoNa mithyA hotA hai to jIvana meM mAyAcAra palatA hai / zAMtipUrNa jIvana aura tanAvamukta jIvana ke tIna vighna haiM-mithyA dRSTikoNa, asIma AkAMkSA aura mAyAcAra / ina tIna kAMToM ko vaha AdamI nikAla sakatA hai, jo svayaM kI AlocanA karate haiM aura apane Apako dekhanA jAnatA hai| prekSAdhyAna karane vAle isa bAta kA anubhava kareM ki hama eka bahuta bar3e kAma ke lie prasthAna kara rahe haiN| unakA prasthAna koI choTA nahIM hai / ve jIvana meM Ane vAle ina tIna vighnoM ko, zalyoM aura ghAvoM ko rokane ke lie, kAMToM ko nikAlane ke lie prasthAna kara rahe haiN| aura ye kAMTe kevala vahI nikAla sakatA hai jo apanI prekSA karatA hai, apanI AlocanA karatA hai, apanI ora dekhatA hai| kitanA bar3A kAma hai ! kAma choTA nahIM, kaThina hai / eka minaTa ke lie bhI agara AdamI acaMcala bana gayA to samajho ki itanI bar3I senA ke sAmane akelA AdamI sInA tAna kara khar3A ho gayA aura phira usa senA ko bhI socanA par3A ki Age rAstA sIdhA nahIM hai| khatare se khAlI nahIM hai| kitanI bar3I bAta hai, eka kSaNa ke lie bhI kAyotsarga kara denA, kAyA ko sthira rakha lenA ! AtmAlocana kA aura Alocana kA Apa phira mUlyAMkana kareM vi AlocanA kitanI mahattva kI bAta hai| AlocanA karane vAlA apane jIvana meM Ane vAle ye jo vighna haiM, bAdhA DAlane vAle haiM unheM TAlatA rahatA hai au rAstA sIdhA banA letA hai| jisa vyakti ne AlocanA karanA aura apa Apako dekhanA sIkha liyA, usane apanI alaga pahacAna banA lii|

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prazna hai Adata ko badalane kA purAnI Adata ko badalanA muzkila hai aura naI Adata ko DAlanA muzkila hai| donoM kaThina kAma haiM / Adata ko badalane meM bahuta zakti caahie| sAmAnya prayatna se na to koI Adata kA nirmANa kiyA jA sakatA hai aura na purAnI Adata ko badalA jA sakatA hai| usake lie eka prakriyA kI jarUrata hai / usa prakriyA kA pahalA aMga hai-AlocanA-apane Apako dekhnaa| jo apanI Adata ko dekhatA hI nahIM, usake lie badalane kI bAta hI prApta nahIM hotii| jisane apanI Adata ko dekhanA sIkha liyA, usane badalane ke lie pahalA caraNa uThA liyA / AlocanA ke dvArA sAkSAtkAra hotA hai| vyakti choTI, bar3I, sUkSma aura sthUla-sabhI pravRttiyoM ko dekhatA hai| jo dUsare kA jajameMTa hotA hai vaha 80 pratizata galata hotA hai, 20 pratizata sahI ho sakatA hai| hara vyakti jItA hai apane bhAva jagata meM aura dUsarA pakar3atA hai kevala usakA vyavahAra / bhAva jagat meM jIne vAlA vyakti jaisA vyavahAra karatA hai vaisA dUsarA kaise kara sakatA hai ? vyavahAra ke AdhAra para sahI nirNaya nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| eka vyavahAra do hetuoM se bhI utpanna ho sakatA hai| eka AcaraNa ke pIche do kAraNa ho sakate haiN| eka vyavahAra ke pIche mArane kA kAraNa bhI ho sakatA hai aura jilAne kA kAraNa bhI ho sakatA hai| jilAnA cAhatA hai para vyavahAra vaha mArane vAlA kara rahA hai, mAranA cAhatA hai, para vyavahAra vaha jilAne vAlA kara rahA hai| vyavahAra donoM ke samAna, kintu hetu donoM ke bilakula bhinna haiN| DAkTara oNparezana karatA hai, cIraphAr3a karatA hai, cAkU calAtA hai| yaha vyavahAra koI acchA nahIM lagatA, kintu isake jo preraka tattva haiM, ve bahuta acche haiN| DAkTara use svastha evaM dIrghAyu banAnA cAhatA hai| vahI cAka dUsarA AdamI calAtA hai, churA ghoMpatA hai aura peTa ko phAr3a detA hai| vyakti ko mAra DAlatA hai| DAkTara ne bhI churA calAyA aura usa vyakti ne bhI churA claayaa| eka hI kriyA para usake do artha ho jAte haiN| eka ne churA calAyA jIvana ke lie aura dUsare ne churA calAyA jIvana-haraNa ke lie| vyavahAra ke AdhAra para kisI bhI vyakti kI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| hamArI vyAkhyA kA mUla sUtra banatA hai bhAva jagat / kahAM jI rahA hai, kisa bhAva meM jI rahA hai ? apUrNadRSTi vAlA AdamI vyavahAra meM jItA hai

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prazna hai Adata ko badalane kA 103 aura vyavahAra ke AdhAra para AdamI ko acchA yA burA batAtA hai| kintu AlocanA karane vAlA vyakti sthUla bAta ko nahIM pakar3egA, vaha sUkSma bAta taka jaaegaa| isalie yaha kahanA mujhe bahuta pasanda hai ki vyakti jitanA apane Apako samajha sakatA hai, dUsarA 20 pratizata se jyAdA use nahIM samajha sktaa| bahuta acchA vyakti dUsare vyaktiyoM kI dRSTi meM bahuta kharAba ho jAtA hai aura bahuta kharAba vyakti dUsaroM kI dRSTi meM bahuta jyAdA prAmANika ho jAtA hai| pramANa kise mAne ? tulA kise mAne ? mAnanA to hotA hai ki vyavahAra ke jagat meM jIne vAlA AdamI vyavahAra kA atikramaNa nahIM krtaa| use vyavahAra ko mAnakara calanA hotA hai / vyavahAra vyavahAra hai aura nizcaya nizcaya hai| nizcaya meM sacAI yaha hai ki AdamI jo apanI AlocanA karatA hai, apane Apako dekhatA hai, vaha apane Apako samajha sakatA hai, dUsarA kabhI nahIM samajha sktaa| Adata ko badalane kA sabase pahalA sUtra haiAlocanA, apane Apako dekhanA, apane ApakA nirIkSaNa karanA, apanI AdatoM, pravRttiyoM aura vyavahAra kA nirIkSaNa karanA / jaba AlocanA hotI hai taba sAre bhAvoM kA aura vyavahAroM kA sAkSAtkAra hotA hai aura taba parivartana kI bAta AtI hai| AlocanA karate-karate patA calatA hai ki maiM kaisA hUM ? abhI tIna bajakara 15, 16 minaTa ho rahe haiN| AlocanA karane vAlA socegA ki DhAI baje maiM kaisA thA ? do baje maiM kaisA thA ? pUrA dekhanA hai, pUrA citra apane sAmane ubhAranA hai / prAtaHkAla sUryodaya ke samaya vyakti jaisA thA, nau baje ke samaya vyakti vaisA nahIM hotA / nau baje jaisA hotA hai, bAraha baje vaisA nahIM hotA / bAraha baje jaisA hotA hai, tIna baje vaisA nahIM hotA aura tIna baje jaisA hotA hai, chaha baje vaisA nahIM hotaa| kAlacakra ke sAtha svabhAvacakra badalatA calA jAtA hai| isa AdhAra para jyotiSiyoM ne aura Aja ke vaijJAnikoM ne bahuta tathya sAmane rakhe haiM ki kisa samaya kyA karanA cAhie ? kisI vyakti ko koI prArthanA karanI hai to kisa samaya karanI cAhie ? kisI vyakti se koI kAma karavAnA hai to kisa samaya karavAnA cAhie ? kisI vyakti ke sAtha koI lena-dena karanA hai to kisa samaya karanA cAhie ? kAlacakra ke sAtha-sAtha sArA nirdhAraNa kiyA hai| prAtaHkAla eka prakAra kA mUDa hotA hai aura madhyAhna meM dUsare prakAra kA ho jAtA hai| yadi Apa prAtaHkAla eka vyakti ko eka bAta kaheMge to vaha ApakI bAta mAna legaa| vahI bAta eka baje kI garmI meM kaheMge to gusse meM Akara ThukarA degaa| kAlacakra aura svabhAvacakra- donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| ____ vyakti bahuta badalatA hai jaba vaha svayaM AlocanA karatA hai| dUsarA koI kahatA hai to tanAva paidA ho jAtA hai / vaha socatA hai, yaha merI Adata kharAba batA rahA hai, aba to isa Adata ko choDUMgA nhiiN| kintu jaba vaha

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jIvana kI pothI svayaM AlocanA karatA hai, vizleSaNa karatA hai taba samajhatA hai ki yaha Adata acchI nahIM hai, ise badalanA caahie| AlocanA ke dvArA yaha dRSTikoNa nirmita hotA hai / pahalI bAta hai AlocanA, apanI vRttiyoM kA sAkSAtkAra karanA, apane Apako dekhanA aura smjhnaa| dUsarI bAta hai usa Adata ko badalanA / jaba vyakti apanI AdatoM ko dekhatA hai, unake pariNAmoM ko dekhatA hai, aura unakA vizleSaNa karatA hai to anubhava karatA hai ki vAstava meM burI Adata hai aura usakA pariNAma bhAvI pIr3hI para par3egA, bacce sIkheMge, mujhe ise badala denA caahiye| to upadeza kI apekSA AlocanA bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| upadeza aura zikSA ke dvArA eka choTe bacce meM bhI tanAva A jAtA hai / kintu jaba svayaM nirIkSaNa kI vRtti jAga jAe, cetanA jAga jAe to zAyada parivartana kI bahuta saMbhAvanA hotI hai| AlocanA ke dvArA nindA kA bhAva paidA hotA hai| cauMkie mata, AlocanA kA artha bhI badala gayA, nindA kA artha bhI badala gayA hai| dUsare kI AlocanA karanA aura dUsare kI niMdA karanA---yaha artha yahAM prAsaMgika nahIM hai / adhyAtma meM dUsarA koI hai hI nhiiN| adhyAtma meM vyakti akelA hotA hai| dUsarA huA, vahAM adhyAtma samApta ho jAtA hai| akelepana ke anubhava kA nAma hai adhyAtma / jahAM dUsarA jur3atA hai vahAM adhyAtma nahIM rahatA, vahAM A jAtA hai vyavahAra / eka ke atirikta hai kyA ? advaita kI bhASA meM kaheM to AtmA eka hai / dUsarA hai hI nhiiN| mAtra mithyA mAyAvAda hai / eka se haTakara koI satya nahIM hai| jaina darzana kI bhASA meM kahUM to AtmA akelA hai| sacAI hai ki AtmA akelA hai / dUsarA hai hamArA vyavahAra / pUrA satya nahIM hai| satya hai akelA, akelepana kA anubhava / yahAM dUsare jaisA koI zabda nahIM hai| na dUsare kI koI AlocanA hotI hai aura na dUsare kI koI nindA hotI hai| AlocanA hogI to apanI hogI aura nindA hogI to apanI hogii| nindA kA artha bhI rUr3ha bana gyaa| nindA ko bahuta kharAba samajhA jAtA hai| koI kaha de ki amuka tumhArI nindA kara rahA hai to sira garamA jAtA hai / nindA kA nAma kisI ko acchA nahIM lagatA / kintu adhyAtma ke kSetra meM AlocanA aura nindA bar3e mUlyavAna zabda haiN| Adata ko badalane kA dUsarA sUtra hai-nindaa| bAta aTapaTI lagatI hogI ki Adata ko badalane kA sAdhana bhI nindA kaise ho sakatI hai ? duzmana banAne kA sAdhana aura sneha bigar3ane kA sAdhana to ho sakatI hai, para Adata ko badalane kA yaha sAdhana kaise ho sakatI hai| adhyAtma to ullA mArga dikhAtI hai| isa duniyA meM jIne vAle AdamI ko vaha ulTA mArga hI lagatA hai / niMdA kA hRdaya hai apane AcaraNoM kI mImAMsA karanA aura usa mImAMsA meM jo akaraNIya kArya A gayA usakA anupAta karanA, usakA anubhava karanA, isakA

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prazna hai Adata ko badalane kA 105 nAma hai nindA / mana meM anutApa hotA hai ki yaha kAma galata kiyA, nahIM karanA cAhie thA / anutApa hogA, yaha hai nindA / jaba taka apane akRta kArya ke prati, duSkRta kArya ke prati, anutApa kA bhAva nahIM hotA, taba taka Adata ko nahIM badalA jA sakatA / vahI Adata badalI jA sakatI hai jisake prati mana meM anutApa kA bhAva utpanna ho jaae| akaraNIyatA kA bhAva utpanna ho jAe ki yaha kArya mere lie akRtya hai, gahita hai, acchA nahIM hai| mujhe nahIM karanA cAhie / akhAdya nahIM khAnA cAhie / apeya nahIM pInA caahie| zarAba nahIM pInA cAhie aura tambAkU nahIM pInA cAhie / mujhe krodha nahIM karanA cAhie, gAlI-galauja nahIM karanA cAhie / jaba nahIM karane kI bhAvanA aura karane para anutApa kA bhAva hotA hai, taba Adata ke badalane kI saMbhAvanA paidA ho sakatI hai / anyathA Adata ko nahIM badalA jA sktaa| bahuta sAre loga galata kAma kara jAte haiM aura use acchA samajha lete haiN| karate bhI haiM aura usakA anumodana karate haiM, samarthana karate haiM ki maiMne jo kucha kiyA hai vaha acchA kiyA hai| isalie vyavahAra ke kSetra meM yaha sUtra calA ki 'jaise ko taisaa|' vyavahAra ke kSetra meM yaha galata nahIM hai / yaha sAdhanA ki dRSTi se galata hai| para vyavahAra ke jagat meM akRta meM prati anutApa nahIM hotA, vahAM phira jaise ko taisA' cala par3atA hai| AzutoSa mukharjI rela kI yAtrA kara rahe the| usI Dibbe meM videzI loga bhI baiThe the / gore logoM meM raMga kA unmAda thaa| hamAre sAtha kAlA AdamI kyoM ? isa prazna ne unake unmAda ko bar3hA ddaalaa| unhoMne mukharjI ke sAtha pahale laMbA-caur3A vAda-vivAda kiyA aura usa Dibbe se utara jAne ko kahA / mukharjI svayaM samartha aura zaktizAlI vyakti the| ve utare nhiiN| kacha samaya bAda ve so gae / nIMda A gaI / eka videzI ne unake jUte gAr3I ke bAhara pheMka diye / kucha samaya biitaa| gore loga so gae / mukharjI jAge / apane jUte na dekhakara ve samajha gae ki yaha gore logoM ki harakata hai / eka gore kA koTa par3A thaa| mukharjI ne use gAr3I ke bAhara pheMka diyaa| videzI ne dekhA, koTa nahIM hai| usane mukharjI se puuchaa| mukharjI bole-koTa jUte lAne gayA hai / saba cupa / ___ 'jaise ko taisA'-yaha vyavahAra kA sUtra hai, adhyAtma kA nahIM / yadi mukharjI adhyAtma kI dRSTi se socate to koTa nahIM pheMkate, apane jUtoM kA nukasAna saha lete / para unhoMne vyAvahArika cetanA ke stara para vaisA AcaraNa kiyaa| jaba vyakti meM anutApa kI cetanA jAgatI hai taba vahAM 'jaise ko taisA' isakA avakAza hI nahIM rhtaa| aisI bAta hI nahIM socI jA sktii| 'jaise ko taisA' ke siddhAMta to cala rahe haiM, ve loga calA rahe haiM jo apanI duSkRta kA

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106 jIvana kI pothI anumodana aura samarthana kara rahe haiN| jina logoM ne apanI galatI kA anumodana aura samarthana karanA chor3a diyA, galatI ko galatI ke rUpa meM svIkAra kara liyA hai unake mana meM 'jaise ko taise' kA janma hI nahIM hotA, aisI bhASA hI nahIM banatI / Adata ko badalane kA dUsarA mahattvapUrNa upAya hai-niMdA | niMdA kA pariNAma hai anutApa | akRta ke prati, duSkRta ke prati jaba anutApa paidA hotA hai to mUrcchA kA cakra TUTatA hai / koI bhI AdamI galata kAma mUrcchA ke karaNa karatA hai / jaise hI mUr3hatA TUTatI hai, sahI AcaraNa aura sahI vyavahAra hone laga jAtA hai / moha aura mUr3hatA ke kAraNa apane duSkRta kA samarthana hotA hai aura phira moha kA cakra bar3hatA calA jAtA hai / jaise hI yaha niMdA kA bhAva aura anutApa kA bhAva jagA, mUrcchA kI jar3a para prahAra hotA hai aura aisA prahAra hotA hai ki mUrcchA ko bala nahIM milatA / ve AdamI mUrcchA ko bala dete haiM jo apanI bhUla ko nahIM mAnate / mUrcchA ko ve hI tor3a sakate haiM ki jinameM itanI zakti hai ki apanI bhUla ko bhUla ke rUpa meM svIkAra kara sakeM aura usake lie kheda kA anubhava kara sakeM / ve sacamuca mUrcchA para prahAra karane vAle loga haiM / mUrcchA meM AdamI samajha nahIM pAtA ki kyA karanA hai aura kyA honA hai / kabhI-kabhI bar3A bhrama ho jAtA hai / bhikhArI AyA / daravAjA baMda thA / AvAja dI ki andara se kucha roTI milanI caahie| koI utara nahIM AyA to phira AvAja dI ki bIbIjI ! kucha roTI milanI caahie| bhItara se AvAja AI, andara bIbI nahIM hai / bhikhArI ne kahA- mujhe bIbI nahIM, roTI cAhie / sacAI ko nahIM samajhA jA sakatA / bIbI kI jarUrata nahIM hai, jarUrata hai roTI kI / jarUrata hai anutApa kI / bhItara se anutApa nikalegA to moha TUTegA, Adata badalegI / mUrcchA nahIM TUTegI to Adata nahIM badalegI / AlocanA, anutApa, nindA aura mUrcchA ko tor3anA yaha eka prakriyA hai Adata ko badalane kI / itanA hotA hai to phira Adata bhI Tika nahIM pAtI / use bhI jAnA hotA hai, badalanA hotA hai| Adata ko hama loga hI to pAla rahe haiM / yaha becArI AI kahAM se| hamane hI to janma diyA aura hama loga hI to pAla rahe haiM / prekSA dhyAna ke marma ko jarA samajhanA hai / isakA marma hai apane Apako dekhanA / apane Apako dekhanA kyoM jarUrI hai ? apanI prekSA kie binA vyaktitva rUpAntaraNa kI bAta prApta hI nahI hotI / koI kisI ko badala nahIM sakatA / cAhe mAtA ho, pitA ho, guru ho / guru usa ziSya ko badala nahIM sakatA jaba taka ziSya meM prekSA ke bhAva nahIM jagA detA / mAtApitA apane putra aura putrI ko nahIM badala sakate, jaba taka unameM prekSA ke bhAva

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prazna hai Adata ko badalane kA 107 ko nahIM jagA dete| prekSAdhyAna kA mUla uddezya hai-bhAvanAtmaka parivartana / bhAva badalanA cAhie, hamArI AdatoM meM parivartana AnA caahie| yadi koI parivartana nahIM AtA hai to phira kiyA to kyA aura nahIM kiyA to kyA ? khAne para bhI bhUkha nahIM miTatI aura na khAne para bhI bhUkha nahIM miTatI hai to phira khAne kA artha hI kyA hai ? aisA kAma hI kyoM kareM ? koI kAma kareM cAhe acchA kAma yA burA kAma jisase ki dUsaroM ko patA cale ki acchA kAma kiyA hai yA burA kAma kiyA hai| acchA ho to bhI patA honA cAhie aura burA ho to bhI patA honA caahie| yadi patA na lage to acchAI bhI bekAra aura burAI bhI bekAra / acchA kAma kare aura koI use acchA na kahe to majA nahIM AtA aura burA kAma kare aura use burA na kahe to majA nahIM aataa| prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa kiyA, ghara para gae aura dUsaroM ko bhI parivartana nahIM lagA to phira karane kA artha kama ho jAtA hai| badalanA cAhie, badalanA bahuta jarUrI hai| hamArA dhyAna koI AkAza meM ur3ane ke lie nahIM hai ki tuma dhyAna karo aura AkAza meM udd'o| prekSAdhyAna pAnI para calane kA camatkAra nahIM hai| Aja to vijJAna ne aise camatkAra paidA kara diye ki kisI ko camatkAra kI sAdhanA karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| duniyA kA sabase bar3A camatkAra hai apanI AdatoM ko bdlnaa| isase bar3A camatkAra koI dikhA hI nahIM sakatA aura jo vyakti apanI Adata ko badala detA hai, vaha duniyA kA sabase bar3A camatkArI AdamI hai| ___ Aja samAja meM beImAnI, anaitikatA, aprAmANikatA aura kitane galata vyavahAra cala rahe haiM, unheM kaise badalA jAe? yaha eka ahama prazna hai| mujhe lagatA hai, kevala vAcika prayatnoM ke dvArA unameM parivartana A sakemujhe saMbhava nahIM lgtaa| saMbhava kyA, 100 varSa bhI hama prayatna karate jAeM to raheMge jahAM ke tahAM, Age nahIM bar3ha paaeNge| binA abhyAsa ke badalA nahIM jA sakatA / arjuna ne kRSNa se pUchA ki mana itanA caMcala hai, ise kaise pakar3A jA sakatA hai ? yaha vAyu kI bhAMti caMcala hai, isakA nigraha kaise kiyA jA sakatA hai ? kRSNa ne uttara diyA ki isa duniyA meM nirupAya kucha bhI nahIM hai| sabakA upAya hai| mana ke nigraha kA pahalA upAya hai- abhyAsa / abhyAsa ke dvArA mana para niyaMtraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai / abhyAsa karegA vaha nizcita pahuMca jaaegaa| abhyAsa nahIM karegA vaha hajAra varSa meM bhI nahIM pahuMca paaegaa| Adata ko badalane kA upAya hai abhyAsa / hama abhyAsa hI na kareM, caleM hI nahIM to pahuMca hI nahIM paayeNge| nizcita hameM abhyAsa karanA pdd'egaa| jitanI samasyAeM haiM ve sArI caMcala mana kI samasyAeM haiN| unheM badalA jA sakatA hai| Aja hindustAna ke lie bahuta jarUrI hai ki abhyAsoM

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108 jIvana kI pothI para bala diyA jAe / abhyAsa kI bAta ko Age bar3hAyA jAe / badalanA hai to abhyAsa zurU kro| bAteM mata kro| korA vacana nhiiN| korA zabda nahIM / zabda sunate-sunate to kAna thaka ge| kitanI bAra sunA ? aba abhyAsa Avazyaka hai|

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prazna hai akhaMDa vyaktitva kA Aja kI carcA eka kahAnI se zurU kara rahA huuN| bhoja ho rahA thA aura seTha bahuta muktabhAva se vyavasthA kara rahA thaa| bhoja sampanna hone aayaa| paramparA hai anta meM pApar3a parosane kii| pApar3a khAne kI cIja to nahIM hai para isake binA bhojana adhUrA mAnA jAtA hai| seTha ne socA-pApar3a maiM svayaM parosU, sabase mila bhI lUM aura bhojana kI prazaMsA jAna lUM / seTha claa| pApar3a parosatA jA rahA thA / eka AdamI jo sAdhAraNa thA, usakA nambara AyA aura yoga koI aisA milA ki pApar3a parosA aura vaha koI khaMDita pApar3a thA, TUTA huA thaa| usane dekhA aura dekhate hI usake mana meM roSa kA jvAra A gyaa| usane socA, seTha kitanA nAlAyaka hai, jo bar3e-bar3e AdamI haiM una sabako to pUrA pApar3a parosa rahA hai aura mujhe TUTA huA khaMDita pApar3a parosa rahA hai| vaha sahana nahIM kara skaa| usake sana meM krodha kI jvAlAeM bhabhaka utthiiN| socA ki badalA luuNgaa| vaha bahuta khinna ho gyaa| kucha dinoM ke antarAla se sAdhAraNa vyakti ne eka bhoja kA Ayojana kiyA / bar3A bhoja, bar3e-bar3e logoM ko bulAvA / vaha seTha bhI aayaa| bar3hiyA khAnA parosA gayA / sabane jI bhara khAyA / aba pApar3a parosane kA samaya AyA / vaha chAbar3I lekara claa| sabako pUrA pApar3a parosA aura usa seTha kA nambara AyA to use AdhA pApar3a parosA / koI bAta nahIM thii| seTha ne dhyAna hI nahIM diyA thaa| AdhA AyA to AdhA aayaa| jaba usane dekhA ki seTha ne dhyAna hI nahIM diyA hai taba usakA majA kirakirA ho gayA; pratizodha kA Ananda nahIM aayaa| vaha rukakara seTha se bolA--'seThajI ! yAda hai vaha dina jaba Apane mujhe khaMDita pApar3a parosA thA / ' seTha bolA, mujhe to yAda hI nahIM thaa| vaha bolA---'oha ! maiMne to itanA karja lekara bhoja diyA, pratizodha liyA aura Apako yAda hI nahIM rhaa| seTha ne kahA, 'mUrkha kyoM to karjadAra banA, mujhe pahale hI pUcha letaa|' to samasyA hai khaMDita pApar3a kI aura khaMDita vyaktitva kI ___ vyaktitva bhI jaba khaMDita hotA hai taba kinAre TUTa jAte haiN| pApar3a khaMDita hotA hai to eka bar3I samasyA hai| vyakti pratikriyA paidA karatA hai aura phira dUsare ko bhoja kA Ayojana karanA par3atA hai| ye sArI pratikriyAeM jo calatI haiM ve khaMDita vyaktitva kI calatI haiN| pratikriyA ki usane aisA kiyA to mujhe bhI aisA karanA hai| ye sAre khaMDita vyaktitva ke pariNAma haiN|

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110 jIvana kI pothI samasyA kA eka bahuta bar3A sacoTa samAdhAna hai-akhaMDa vyaktitva kA nirmANa / manovijJAna meM do zabda prasiddha haiM-Dya ala parsaneliTI, nonaDyU ala prsnelittii| khaMDita vyaktitva bahuta khataranAka hai| akhaMDa vyaktitva kI bahuta AvazyakatA hai| para vaha ho kaise ? jaba donoM AMkheM ThIka kAma nahIM karatIM, vyaktitva akhaMDa nahIM bntaa| patA nahIM saSTi kA yaha kyA niyama hai ki jaba eka AMkha kAma karatI hai taba dUsarI AMkha khulI to rahatI hai, para kAma nahIM karatI / Apa dhyAna deM, hameM aisA lagatA hai donoM AMkhoM se dekhate haiN| donoM AMkhoM se dekhate haiM, para kabhI donoM meM se eka AMkha ko banda kara dekheM to patA lagegA ki eka se ThIka dikhAI detA hai aura dUsarI se kama yA dhuMdhalA dikhAI detA hai| donoM AMkhoM se kama logoM ko barAbara dikhAI detA hai / donoM kAnoM se sunAI barAbara nahIM detaa| eka se jyAdA sunAI detA hai / prakRti kA niyama hai ki hama donoM AMkhoM se ThIka dekha nahIM pA rahe haiN| eka AMkha se dekhate haiM / eka banda ho jAtI hai| kAma karanA banda kara detI hai| ekAMgI dRSTikoNa panapatA hai| kisI ne dharma ko pakar3A to sampradAya ko chor3a diyaa| kisI ne sampradAya ko pakar3A to dharma ko chor3a diyA / ekAMgI dRSTikoNa ho gyaa| yaha samasyA ekAMgI dRSTikoNa kA pariNAma hai / eka AMkha se dekhane kA pariNAma hai / donoM AMkheM barAbara kAma kareM- aise vyaktitva kA nirmANa hameM karanA hai| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne do nayoM kA pratipAdana kiyA-nizcayanaya aura vyavahAranaya / kAma calAnA hai to vyavahAra kI bhUmikA para rho| jahAM satya ko pAnA hai to nizcaya kI bhUmikA para cale jaao| vyavahAra meM satya ko pAnA kaThina aura nizcaya meM jAne para jIvana ko calAnA kaThina / donoM calAne haiM / jIvana yAtrA ko bhI calAnA hai aura satya ko bhI pAnA hai / hameM akhaMDa vyaktitva kA nirmANa karanA hai| hamArA vyaktitva akhaMDa bne| donoM dRSTiyoM se barAbara kAma leM / kucha loga nizcaya para bahuta utara Ate haiM to kucha vyavahAra para / jo loga vyavahAra para jAte haiM unheM sacAI upalabdha nahIM hotI / jo kevala nizcaya para jAte haiM unheM satya kI yAtrA prApta nahIM hotii| donoM kA saMtulana cAhie / akhaMDa vyaktitva ke lie jAnanA, dekhanA aura anuzIlana karanA bahuta Avazyaka bAta hai| prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga adhyAtma kA prayoga hai| prekSAdhyAna ko samajhane vAle aura prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAle adhyAtma kA prayoga kara rahe haiN| dharma ke usa rUpa kA prayoga kara rahe haiM jo bhItara meM le jAtA hai| bAhara kI sImAeM samApta ho jAtI haiN| bahuta antara hai bAhara meM aura bhItara meN| bAhara meM hameM jo satya lagatA hai, bhItara meM cale jAne para usakI sacAI samApta ho jAtI hai| bAhara meM jo acchA lagatA hai, bhItara meM jAne para kucha dUsarI acchAI sAmane A

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prazna hai akhaMDa vyaktitva kA 111 jAtI hai| jisa vyakti ne adhyAtma kA anubhava nahIM kiyA, usa vyakti kA vyaktitva akhaMDa nahIM ho sktaa| dharma ke sAre loga kahate haiM ki indriyoM kA sukha-dukha hai / khAnA-pInA, mauja-majA karanA, aizo-ArAma karanA-ye sAre kharAba haiM, duHkha haiN| kyA yaha bAta Apake samajha meM AegI ? kauna mAnegA ? aisA lagegA ki kahane vAloM ne sahI nahIM kahA, galata kahA / yaha bAta jo AdamI indriya jagat meM jI rahA hai use bilakula jhUThI lagegI / vaha to kahegA ki bilakula Ananda bhoga rahA hUM, Ananda A rahA hai / bhUkha lagI aura roTI khAI, tRpta ho gyaa| pyAsa lagI, pAnI piyA aura tRpta ho gayA / nIMda A rahI hai, maje se nIMda lii| sArA sukha hI sukha lagatA hai / vaha isa bAta ko kaise saca mAnegA / kiMtu jisa vyakti ne apane bhItara meM praveza kiyA hai aura bhItara meM jhAMkA hai, apane caitanya kendroM ko sakriya banAyA hai, Anandakendra, darzanakendra ko sakriya banAyA hai, vaha vyakti samajha sakatA hai ki sukha kyA hai ? sukha bAhara hai yA bhItara hai, usa sacAI ko vaha pakar3a sakatA hai / jaba darzanakendra ke prakampana cAlU hote haiM aura jaba Anandakendra ke prakampana cAlU hote haiM, usa samaya jisa Ananda kI anubhUti hotI hai, vaha socatA hai ki aisA sukha to khAne meM bhI nahIM hai aura pIne meM bhI nahIM hai, kisI padArtha ke bhoga meM nahIM hai| yaha bahuta bar3hiyA sukha hai| aba usa bhUmikA para pahuMcA huA AdamI samajha sakatA hai ki adhyAtma ke AcAryoM ne jo bAhara ke sukha ko sukha nahIM kahA, vaha sApekSa dRSTi se nahIM kahA / unakI tulanA meM, AMtarika anubhava kI tulanA meM, ve bahuta phIke haiM, kamajora haiN| kintu jisa vyakti ne bhItara kabhI jhAMkA hI nahIM, usakA vyaktitva kaise akhaMDa bana sakatA hai ? vaha to use samajha hI nahIM sakatA / bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki sacAI ko samajhanA bar3A muzkila ho jAtA hai| eka grAmINa AdamI eka bAra zahara meM calA gyaa| sAtha meM kucha dosta the / sabane kahA ki calo sinemA dekheN| sinemA ghara meM calA gayA / sinemA cAla hone vAlA thA / battiyAM bujhA dI giiN| grAmINa bolA, dekho kitanA mUrkha hai aMdherA kara diyA aura isa aMdhere meM hameM kyA khAka dikhAeMge ! hama dekhane Ae haiM ki aMdhere meM baiThane Ae haiM ? use kyA patA ki sinemA kaise dikhAyA jAtA hai| use anubhava hI nahIM thA, use patA hI nahIM thA ___Apase kahA jAe ki eka ghaMTA roTI mata khAo, jarA bhItara jAo, bhItara meM jhaaNko| Apa soceMge ki roTI khAne se to peTa kI bhUkha miTegI aura bhalA dhyAna meM baiThe raheMge to kyA milane vAlA hai| jina logoM ne bhItara meM jhAMkA hai aura dekhA hai aura bhItara jAne kA abhyAsa kiyA hai ve eka ghaMTA,

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112 jIvana kI pothI do ghaMTA aura cAra ghaMTA roTI chor3a dete haiM, para jhAMkanA nahIM chor3ate / eka yuvaka nayA-nayA AyA thA zivira meM / abhyAsa zurU kiyA thaa| usakI hamezA zikAyata rahatI thI ki usase AdhA ghaMTA se jyAdA eka sthAna para baiThA hI nahIM jaataa| bar3I capalatA rhtii| eka dina aisA yoga milA, usakA dhyAna darzanakendra para aTaka gyaa| yahAM se use isa prakAra ke sukhada kaMpana pakar3a meM A gaye ki eka ghaMTA aura bIta gayA, do ghaMTA pratimA kI bhAMti baiThA rhaa| phira mere pAsa kucha AdamI Akara bole, na jAne kyA ho gayA hai, vaha nahIM uTha rahA hai / ghara vAloM ko bhI ciMtA ho gii| bahuta jAgane para to ciMtA nahIM hotI hai para dhyAna kI gaharAI meM jAne para ciMtA ho jAtI hai / ghabarA gae / maiM vahAM gayA aura jAkara use kucha sunaayaa| usake darzana-kendra kA sparza kiyA aura vaha khar3A ho gyaa| usane kahA ki mujhe abhI kyoM uThA diyaa| vaha uThanA nahIM cAhatA thaa| hamane batAyA ki do ghaMTA baiThe ho ge| usane kahA ki do aura cAra kyA ? itanA Ananda A rahA thA ki ise tor3a hI nahIM pA rahA thaa| sukha meM itanA ulajha gayA thA ki use tor3a nahIM pA rahA thaa| prakampanoM kA aisA tAMtA laga jAtA hai ki AdamI use tor3a nahIM paataa| ___AdamI lobha ko chor3a nahIM paataa| to ThIka yahI bAta hai ki jaba dhyAna ke sukhada prakampana jAgRta hote haiM, una prakampanoM meM AdamI ulajha jAtA hai, taba chor3ane kI sthiti nahIM bntii| nirantara vaha calatA hI rahatA hai| yaha anubhava tabhI ho sakatA hai jaba vyakti ne apane bhItara jhaaNkaa| taba use patA calA ki bhItara meM bhI sukha hai nahIM to hama mAna hI nahIM skte| jo adhyAtma ke AcAryoM ne kahA, vaha bahake meM bAta kaha dii| hamArA vizvAsa hI nahIM ho sktaa| dharma aura adhyAtma ke prati sahI AsthA usI vyakti meM ho sakatI hai jisane apanI cetanA ke bhItara kI gaharAiyoM meM jAkara usakA anubhava kiyA hai, use dekhA hai, samajhA hai aura use jJAta ho gayA hai ki bhItara meM bhI kitanA sukha hai| prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAlA vyakti jaba ekAgratA ke kSaNoM meM jAtA hai, mana kI caMcalatA kama hotI hai, ekAgratA bar3hatI hai / usase jo zAMti milatI hai, Ananda milatA hai use lagatA hai ki yaha to bar3A Ananda hai / sukha kyA hai ? khAne se sukha nahIM milatA, pIne se sukha nahIM milatA / sukha hai hamAre vidyutIya prakampana / hamAre bhItara ke prakampana ke sAtha jaba mana kA yoga hotA hai to sukha kA anubhava hotA hai| roTI khAo aura mana kahIM dUsarI jagaha bhaTaka rahA hai to sukha nahIM hogA / bar3hiyA bhojana karane baiThA aura use kaha diyA gayA ki Aja eka samAcAra milA hai ki 10 lAkha kA ghATA ho gyaa| aba bar3hiyA bhojana khAegA to kyA sukha milegA?

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prazna hai akhaMDa vyaktitva kA 113 sukha taba milatA hai jaba hamAre bhItarI prakampanoM ke sAtha mana kI ekAgratA kA mana kI nizcalatA kA koI yoga milatA hai / mana para koI bojha lAda diyA, phira sukha nahIM milegA / sukha kisameM hai, padArtha meM yA mAnasika avasthA meM ? mAnasika avasthA aura prakampana donoM kA yoga hotA hai, bhAvayukta mana kA yoga hotA hai, taba sukha milatA hai / sukha to bhItara hai / hamane yaha mAna rakhA hai ki sukha bAhara hai / AdamI baiThA hai, bar3hiyA se bar3hiyA padArthoM kA sevana kara rahA hai aura akasmAt saMvAda milA ki tumhArA priya vyakti cala bsaa| kyA hogA ? vaha rone laga jAegA, vilApa karegA / Apa phira isa bhrAMti ko spaSTa kareM ki padArtha meM sukha hotA to vaha sukhI rahatA hai / vaha to rone laga jAtA hai aura vilApa karane laga jAtA hai / duHkha hone laga jAtA hai| sira cakarA jAtA hai aura mUcchita ho jAtA hai / kyoMki, jaba hamArA mana bhAramukta hotA hai to hameM sukha kA anubhava hotA hai| jaba hamArA mana ekAgra hotA hai to sukha kA anubhava hotA hai / jaba hamArA mana nirmala hotA hai to sukha kA anubhava hotA hai / mana kI sthiti badalatI hai aura sukha kI sthiti badala jAtI hai / yaha sacAI taba samajha meM AtI hai jaba hama bAhara meM bhI jIte haiM aura bhItara meM bhI jIte haiM / hamArA akhaMDa vyaktitva taba vanatA hai jaba bAhara meM aura bhItara meM donoM meM rahate haiM / jo bAhara meM rahate haiM aura kabhI bhItara meM nahIM jAte, unakA vyaktitva kabhI akhaMDa vyaktitva nahIM bana sakatA / khaMDita vyaktitva meM galata mAnyatAeM bahuta calatI haiM / Aja sAmpradAyika kaTTaratA jo cala rahI hai, isakA kAraNa khaMDita vyaktitva | loga apane sampradAya ko itanA mAna baiThate haiM ki usakI surakSA ke lie dUsare ko hAni pahuMcAne meM unheM kaI darda nahIM hotA, koI kaSTa nahIM hotA / apane sampradAya ko UcA aura dUsare ko nIcA karane meM unheM koI saMkoca nahIM hotA / sampradAya kI antarAtmA meM adhyAtma hotA hai, honA cAhie / jisa sampradAya kI antarAtmA meM adhyAtma nahIM hai, vaha sampradAya bhalA nahIM karatA, logoM ko lar3AtA hai / bahuta bAra prazna AtA hai ki dharma ke kAraNa lar3AiyAM bahuta hotI haiM / dharma ke kAraNa lar3AiyAM bahuta huIM - yaha kahane kI apekSA yaha kahanA acchA hotA ki sampradAya ke kAraNa lar3AiyAM bahuta huiiN| dharma ke kAraNa kabhI lar3AI ho hI nahIM sakatI / dharma kA matalaba hai ki cetanA ko pavitra karanA / basa, itanA hI artha hai / dharma kA artha hai tyAga aura dharma kA artha hai saMyama / dharma kA artha hai cetanA ko nirmala aura pavitra bnaanaa| vahAM tyAga hogA, saMyama hogA, vrata hogA, cetanA kA nirmalIkaraNa hogA / sArI lar3AiyAM haiM bhoga, asaMyama aura malina cetanA kI / huIM lar3AiyAM sampradAya ke kAraNa

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114 jIvana kI pothI aura hamane AropaNa kara diyA dharma para / kahIM kA bhAra kahIM para lAda diyA / bhAra kisI para lAdanA thA aura lAda diyA kisI pr| kabhI-kabhI aisA hotA hai / bhramavaza AdamI aisA viparyaya kara detA hai, karanA hotA hai kucha aura kara DAlatA hai kucha / yadi hama dharma ke nAma para aisA AropaNa kareMge to dharma kI chavi dhUMdhalI hogI aura samAdhAna bhI nahIM hogA / hama isa bAta ko samajheM ki yaha saba usa sampradAya ke kAraNa ho rahA hai jisa sampradAya ne apane anuyAyiyoM ko adhyAtma meM jAnA nahIM sikhAyA, jisa sampradAya ne apane anuyAyiyoM ko bhItara meM jhAMkanA nahIM sikhAyA, jisa sampradAya ne apane anuyAyiyoM ko prekSA karanA aura AtmAlocana karanA nahIM sikhAyA / vaha sampradAya una anuyAyiyoM kA bahuta bhalA nahIM kara sakatA / unakA vyaktitva akhaMDa nahIM banA sakatA / vaha akalyANakArI bana jAtA hai / diyA gayA / bahuta Aja jo anaitikatA kI samasyA hai vaha khaMDita vyaktitva ke kAraNa hai, kevala saMpradAya ke kAraNa hai / saMpradAya ne karmakANDa ko pakar3A hai / anuyAyiyoM ne itane meM saMtoSa mAna liyA ki upAsanA karo, japa karo aura kriyAkAMDa karo ! saba kucha karo, kintu naitika bananA anivArya hai, yaha bAta nahIM sikhAI / isIlie Aja jitanA dharmaM calatA hai utanI hI anaitikatA cala rahI hai / yadi dharma kA, sampradAya kA yaha pahalA pATha hotA ki pahale tumheM naitika bananA hai aura bAda meM upAsanA aura pUjA-pATha karanA hai, to dharma kI sthiti dUsarI hotI / gauNa bAta pakar3A dI gaI aura bAta ko chur3A bar3I samasyA hai / maiM jo naitikatA kI carcA kara rahA hUM, vaha isa baMdhI baMdhAI naitikatA kI nahIM kara rahA huuN| Aja to kAnUnI bhASA meM bhI naitikatA ulajha gaI / kAnUna ke itane dAMva-peca aura itanI jaTilatAeM A gaI ki naitikatA ko samajhanA bhI muzkila ho gayA / maiM to usa naitikatA kI carcA kara rahA hUM, jahAM vyakti kI krUratA miTa jAe aura karuNA jAga jaae| isakA nAma hai naitikatA / dUsare vyakti ke sAtha krUra vyavahAra na kare, dUsare ko dhokhA na de, apane citta kI nirmalatA rakhe, yaha hai naitikatA / agara itanA ho jAe to Aja hindustAna kI sthiti badala jaae| kAnUnI bAta ko eka bAra chor3akara Apa soceM ki Apa apane lobha ke kAraNa yA svArtha ke kAraNa dUsare vyakti ke sAtha krUra vyavahAra to nahIM kara rahe haiM ? dUsare ke sAtha anyAya to nahIM kara rahe haiM ? dUsare ko dhokhA to nahIM de rahe haiM ? tIna prazna Apa apane Apa pUcha leM to Apa naitika bana jaaeNge| kAnUna kI Ar3a ho sakatI hai / adhikAMza burAiyAM vyakti apane lobha, svArtha aura krUratA ke kAraNa karatA hai| jo lobhI hai vaha krUra na ho - yaha kabhI ho nahIM sakatA / jo lobhI hogA use nizcita krUra bananA par3egA / krUratA ke binA lobha kA saMvardhana nahIM ho sakatA / yaha sArA krUratA ke kAraNa hI ho rahA hai| cAhe sattA kA lobha ho, cAhe

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prazna hai akhaMDa vyaktitva kA 115 adhikAra kA lobha ho, cAhe paise kA lobha ho aura cAhe pratiSThA kA lobha ho, apane pratidvaMdvI ko bahuta sAre loga maravA DAlate haiM, cunAva meM maravA DAlate haiN| isake pIche bhI unakA lobha hI kAma karatA hai| vaha socatA hai, pratidvandvI rahegA to maiM vijayI nahIM bana sakatA / vaha mere Age aaegaa| vaha rahA to maiM maMtrI nahIM bana sktaa| na jAne kaise-kaise vicAroM meM aisA hotA hai ? jaba taka lobha kI vRtti nahIM badalatI, taba taka krUratA nahIM miTatI aura krUratA nahIM miTatI taba taka AdamI naitika nahIM banatA aura jaba taka naitika nahIM banatA taba taka vaha dhArmika nahIM bana sktaa| agara yaha pATha hamAre dhArmikoM ne par3hAyA hotA to zAyada dUsarI sthiti bntii| para aisA lagatA hai ki yaha pATha kama par3hAyA gayA / sIdhA pATha par3hAyA gayA ki yaha upAsanA karo, vaha kriyA kro| itane karmakAMDa jor3a die ki unameM kucha karanA nahIM par3atA yAnI apanA svArtha nahIM chor3anA par3atA aura socatA hai ki maiM dhArmika bana gyaa| usakA vyaktitva khaMDita raha jAtA hai| isa sAre saMdarbha meM prekSAdhyAna kA mUlyAMkana kreN| yaha adhyAtma kI prakriyA hai, koI sampradAya kI prakriyA nahIM hai| zuddha adhyAtma kI prakriyA hai, yAnI apane bhItara dekhane kI prakriyA hai| apanI saphAI karane kI prakriyA hai / saphAI karanA bahuta jarUrI hai| jaba taka kUr3A-kacarA bhItara rahegA, Apa svastha nahIM raha sakate / svastha hone ke lie kar3e-kacare ko nikAlanA bahuta jarUrI hai| svastha hone kI sabase pahalI prakriyA hai, saphAI karanA / jitanA mala jamA hai, kUr3A-karakaTa jamA hai, usakI saphAI ho jAe, apane Apa svAsthya pragaTegA / svAsthya pragaTatA hai, svAsthya ko lAnA nahIM hotaa| hamAre vicAroM aura bhAvoM meM bahuta sArI malinatAeM AtI rahatI haiM / jaba taka bhItara nahIM jhAMkate, taba taka saphAI nahIM hotii| jyoM hI bhItara dekhanA zurU kiyA aura saphAI zurU ho jAtI hai| kUr3A nikalanA zurU ho jAtA hai| bhItara dekhane kA eka bahuta bar3A pariNAma hai ki jitane vijAtIya kaNa jamA par3e haiM Apa dekhanA zurU kareMge to vijAtIya tattvoM kA Asana Dola jaaegaa| bAhara nikalanA par3egA, phira bhItara raha nahIM skte| jisane bhItara meM dekhA, usane saphAI kA abhiyAna zurU kara diyaa| isake dvArA vyaktitva akhaMDa bana jaaegaa| Apa phira isa sUtra ko yAda kareM ki akhaMDa vyaktitva ke lie hameM do dizAoM meM prasthAna karanA hai, bAhara ko bhI dekhanA hai aura bhItara ko bhI dekhanA hai / na kevala bAhara aura na kevala bhItara / donoM ekAMgI bAteM ho jaaeNgii| hamArI yAtrA bhItara bhI cale aura bAhara bhI cle| ina donoM koNoM se hama dekheM aura soceM to hamArA daSTikoNa sarvAMgINa hogA, akhaMDa banegA aura phira jo bhItara ke kAraNa bAhara kI samasyAeM ulajha rahI haiM unheM sulajhAne kA maukA milegaa| hama bAhara kI

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116 jIvana kI pothI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna bhI pA sakeMge aura bhItara kI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna bhI pA skeNge| ina sArI samasyAoM kA samAdhAna pAne ke lie akhaMDa vyaktitva kI jarUrata hai aura akhaMDa vyaktitva ke nirmANa ke lie bAhara aura bhItara-donoM ora jhAMkane kI jarUrata hai|

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prazna hai niyojana kA jo samaya-pratibaddha hotA hai vaha pUrA ho jAtA hai| samayAtIta kabhI pUrA nahIM hotaa| bhAratIya ciMtana meM isalie kAla aura kAlAtIta donoM satyoM para vicAra kiyA gyaa| yaha hai kAlabaddha satya aura dUsarA hai kAlAtIta satya / zAzvata aura azAzvata / azAzvata hai vaha pUrA ho jAtA hai| jo zAzvata hai vaha kAlika hai, kabhI pUrA nahIM hotaa|| zivira meM AnA dasa dina ke lie, yaha kAlabaddha hai aura zivira meM jo pAyA, vaha kAlAtIta hai / vaha kAla se atIta honA caahie| jo pAyA, use bacAnA hai, bar3hAnA hai / para eka samasyA bahuta bar3I hai aura vaha hai kAla kI, samaya kii| kisI bhI AdamI se pUcho ki bhAI tuma svAdhyAya karate ho ? vaha kahegA, nahIM karatA / kyA par3hane kI ruci nahIM hai ? vaha kahegA, ruci to hai para samaya nahIM hai / par3hane kA bhI samaya nahIM milatA, dhyAna karane kA bhI samaya nahIM milatA, aura bhI bahuta sAre kAma karane kA samaya nahIM miltaa| yAnI maMhagAI bahuta bar3hI hai, para jitanI maMhagAI samaya kI bar3hI utanI kisI kI bhI nahIM bar3hI hai| samaya itanA maMhagA ho gayA hai ki cAhe bahuta bar3A udyoga, vyApAra karane vAlA ho aura cAhe sAdhAraNa majadUrI karane vAlA ho, hindustAna ke zAsana ko calAne vAlA ho aura cAhe hindustAna se sambandha na rakhane vAlA ho, sabake pAsa samaya kI kamI hai| koI bhI isakA apavAda kaise hogA ? maiMne isa prazna para bahuta bAra socA ki maMhagA ho gayA samaya aura itanI bar3I zikAyata ki samaya nahIM milatA, kyA sacamuca yaha samasyA hai ? socane ke bAda niSkarSa para pahuMcA ki kamI samaya kI nahIM hai, kamI niyojana kI hai / loga niyojana karanA nahIM jAnate / samaya to bahuta hai / 24 ghaNTA kisako kahate haiM ! itanA lambA-caur3A hai eka dina kA samaya ki isameM to AdamI cAhe jitanA kAma kara sakatA hai / para niyojana ke abhAva meM isa samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM ho sktaa| hama vyavasthA karanA nahIM jAnate, niyojana karanA nahIM jAnate / caubIsa ghaMToM meM se kAma meM muzkila se kisI kA chaha yA ATha ghaNTA lagatA hogaa| bAkI samaya to nikammA hI jAtA hai| aura chaha ghaNTA yA sAta ghaMTA noMda kA mAna leN| bAraha ghaMTA ko nikAla bhI deM, to zeSa bAraha ghaNTA bacate haiN| karate kyA haiM ? lagabhaga nikammA kAma hotA hai / _____ jIvana ke do pahalu haiM-vaiyaktika aura sAmAjika / hara samaya ko do

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118 jIvana kI pothI bhAgoM meM bAMTa deN| kala maiMne akhaNDa kI bAta kahI thI, Aja khaMDa kI bAta kara rahA hUM, kyoMki akhaMDa aura khaMDa donoM sAtha cleNge| kevala akhaMDa samajha meM nahIM AtA aura kevala khaMDa acchA nahIM hotaa| ___ khaMDa kI upayogitA khaMDa meM hai aura akhaMDa kI upayogitA akhaMDa meM hai| jahAM akhaMDa kI jarUrata hai vahAM samagratA caahie| upayogitA meM khaMDa karanA hotA hai / satya ko pakar3anA hotA hai to akhaMDa rUpa se pakar3anA hotA hai / vyavahAra ko calAnA hai to use khaMDa-khaMDa meM bAMTanA hotA hai| hara cIja ko hama bAMTa dete haiM, to jIvana ko bhI bAMTanA hai| hamAre jIvana ke do bhAga ho jAte haiM -eka vaiyaktika jIvana aura dUsarA sAmAjika jIvana / Aja samAjavAda kI bahuta carcA hai / sAmAjikatA kI bahuta carcA hai / pariNAma yaha AyA ki vyakti ko bilakula bhulA diyA gyaa| purAne jamAne meM vyakti kI bahuta carcA thii| pariNAma yaha huA ki samAja ko bhulA diyA gyaa| donoM ora adhUrApana hai / hama eka bAta ko chor3ane ke Adi haiN| yAnI donoM AMkhoM se dekhanA jaise hameM pasaMda hI nahIM / eka AMkha se dekheMge to eka AMkha ko banda kara leMge / donoM AMkha se dekhanA hameM pasaMda hI nahIM, kyoMki hara AdamI ke muMha para cUMghaTa par3A hai aura vaha usa cUMghaTa ko kholanA nahIM caahtaa| mahilAoM ne to cUMghaTa khola diyA para vAstavika cUMghaTa ko koI bhI kholanA nahIM cAhatA, na mahilAeM kholatI haiM aura na puruSa / vyaktivAdI manovRtti ne samAja ko bhulA diyaa| Aja samAja kI carcA hai to vyakti ko bhulA diyA gyaa| yaha acchA nahIM hai| jIvana ke donoM bhAgoM para dhyAna denA jarUrI hai| vaiyaktika jIvana para dhyAna denA bhI bahuta jarUrI hai aura sAmAjika jIvana para bhI dhyAna denA bahuta jarUrI hai| vyakti svastha nahIM hai to samAja svastha nahIM bnegaa| samAja svastha nahIM hai to vyakti svastha raha nahIM paaegaa| vaiyaktika jIvana ke tIna pahala hote haiM-zarIrika svAsthya, mAnasika svAsthya aura bhAvanAtmaka svaasthy| zarIra asvastha hai to acchA nahIM hai, bAdhAeM AtI haiM / mana asvastha hai to usase bhI kharAba aura bhAvanA asvastha hai to usase bhI kharAba / sabase pahale hamArI bhAvanAeM svastha raheM, hamArA apane AvegoM para niyaMtraNa karane kA jo prabhutva hai aura jo kSamatA hai, vaha banI rahe / hama apane AvegoM para niyaMtraNa kara skeN| bahuta AdamI aise hote haiM ki apane AvegoM para niyaMtraNa nahIM kara paate| tatkAla baha jAte haiN| bhAvanA sabameM hotI haiN| krodha, lobha, bhaya, ghRNA, kAma-vAsavA sabameM hote haiN| ve loga svastha hote haiM jo ina AvegoM para apanA niyaMtraNa kara lete haiM, aura jo niyaMtraNa nahIM rakha pAte, ve aparAdhI bana jAte haiM aura burAiyAM karate

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prazna hai niyojana kA 119 jo apane para niyaMtraNa nahIM rakha sakate, ve kabhI svastha nahIM ho skte| sabase pahale to vyaktigata bAta hai, vaiyaktika svAsthya kii| vaha hai bhAvanAoM para niyaMtraNa rakhane kii| Apa loga prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa kara rahe haiN| isakA uddezya samajha lenA caahie| zArIrika svAsthya gauNa bAta hai, mukhya bAta hai bhAvanAtmaka svAsthya / ApameM apane AvegoM para niyaMtraNa karane kI kSamatA bar3hanI caahie| Avega na Ae, isa bhUmikA para pahuMcane meM bahuta samaya lagatA hai| para itanA to avazya ho ki Avega Ae aura apanA pariNAma na bigar3e / usa para hama niyaMtraNa kara sakeM, itanA ho jAe to bhI bahuta bar3I bAta hai / prekSAdhyAna kA matalaba hai bhAvanAtmaka pariSkAra / bhAvoM kA bhI itanA pariSkAra kareM ki gussA AnA bhI kama ho jAe aura sahana karane kI zakti bhI bar3ha jaae| kadAcit krodha Ae to bhI muMha se bAhara na nikale, hoTha bilkula sile rheN| gusse ko niSphala karane kA vahI prayoga hai jo mana kI caMcalatA ko kama karane ke lie kiyA jAtA hai / gussA Ane lage to jIbha ko ulaTa lo tAlu kI ora / gussA AegA para gusse kA phala nahIM hogaa| bolane se gussA jyAdA bar3hatA hai| do AdamI haiM, eka bola rahA hai aura dUsarA bhI bolane laga jAegA to usako ubhAra milegaa| eka bolatA hai, to dUsarA jIbha ko tAlu kI ora le jAtA hai, khecarI mudrA kara letA hai, to gussA kamajora ho jaaegaa| sAmane vAle kA bhI gussA kamajora ho jaaegaa| gussA karane vAle ko majA taba AtA hai jaba sAmane vAlA gussA kare / sAmane vAlA gussA nahIM karatA hai to vaha yaha socatA hai ki maiM akelA raha gayA / yaha niyaMtraNa kA prayoga hai / na kevala gusse ke lie, koI bhI Aveza kI taraMga uThe to tatkAla jIbha ko ulaTa leN| ApakI bhAvanA kA bega zAnta ho jaaegaa| vaiyaktika svAsthya kA pahalA ghaTaka hai-bhAvanAtmaka svAsthya / jaba ApakI bhAvanA ThIka hai to mAnasika svAsthya bhI ThIka hogA, mana bhI ThIka hogaa| krodha AtA hai to mana bahuta bhaTakatA hai / na jAne kitane taraha ke vicAra Ate haiM ki aisA karUMgA, vaisA kruuNgaa| jaba krodha nahIM, bhaya nahIM, to mana ko bhaTakane kA maukA kahAM se milegA / apane Apa vaha zAnta rahegA / taba mAnasika svAsthya rhegaa| jaba bhAvanAtmaka svAsthya hai to zarIra apane Apa svastha rhegaa| zarIra ko bImAra banane kA maukA jyAdA mAnasika aura bhAvanAtmaka bImAriyoM ke kAraNA milatA hai| choTI-moTI bImAriyoM ko to becAre kITANu paidA kara dete haiM, kintu bar3I bImArI to mana hI paidA karatA hai| prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa vyakti-nirmANa kI prakriyA hai| jaba ye tIna prakAra ke svAsthya haiM to vyakti kA nirmANa hogA aura yadi ye nahIM haiM to vyakti kA

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120 jIvana kI pothI nirmANa nahIM ho skegaa| isa artha meM prekSAdhyAna vyakti-nirmANa kI prakriyA Apa samAja ko chor3akara jIne kI kalpanA nahIM kara sakate / Apa vyApArI haiM, kapar3e kA vyApAra karate haiM, kapar3A kahAM se AyA ? roTI khAte haiM, anAja kahAM se AyA ? dUdha pIte haiM, dUdha kahAM se AyA ? pAnI pIte haiM, pAnI kahAM se AyA ? usake pIche kitanI prakriyAeM haiM ? Apa zvAsa lete haiN| zvAsa lenA to bahuta sIdhA kAma hai| para zvAsa lene ke pIche kitanI mAMsapeziyoM ko kAma karanA par3atA hai| eka zvAsa lete haiM to sattara-assI mAMsapeziyoM ko kAma karanA par3atA hai / Apa eka kapar3A pahanate haiM eka roTI khAte haiM to usake pIche hajAroM-hajAroM hI nahIM, lAkhoM taka calI jAegI zRMkhalA / hajAroM AdamiyoM kA zrama jaba prApta hotA hai taba eka roTI yA kapar3A prApta hotA hai| pUrA jIvana samAja para nirbhara hai| usa sthiti meM yadi samAja svastha nahIM hai to vyakti kaise svastha raha pAegA ? prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga vaiyaktika svAsthya kA prayoga hai| sAtha meM sAmAjika svAsthya kA bhI prayoga hai aura isa dRSTi se hai ki samAja ko asvastha banAne kI vRttiyAM badaleMgI to samAja bhI svastha bnegaa| lobha kI vRtti, saMgraha kI vRtti aura svArtha kI vRtti samAja ko bImAra banAtI hai, asvastha banAtI hai / DAkTara lohiyA baiThe the, bAtacIta kara rahe the| usa samaya mere pAsa prabhudayAla DAbar3IvAla aura zivacanda DAbar3IvAla-donoM baiThe the| DaoN0 lohiyA bar3e teja-tarrAra AdamI the| bAta cala pdd'ii| bAtacIta ke daurAna DaoN0 lohiyA ne kahA -dekho, zivacandajI ! agara hamArI krAMti saphala huI to tuma logoM kA dhana bhI jAegA aura prANa bhI jaaegaa| kintu prabhudayAla kA dhana jA sakatA hai, prANa nahIM jaaegaa| saba dekhate raha ge| unhoMne kahA, prabhudayAla garIboM ke sAtha calatA hai| hama logoM ke sAtha calatA hai, yaha garIboM kA AdamI hai| jaba Arthika krAMti hogI, to dhana nahIM TikegA, para prANoM ko khatarA nahIM hai| tuma logoM ke dhana aura prANa --donoM ko khatarA hai / maiM dekhatA raha gyaa| unakI bAta meM eka sacAI prakaTa ho rahI thii| jaba Arthika aura hiMsaka krAntiyAM hotI haiM to yahI hotI haiM ki jo AdamI samAja se vimukha hotA hai, sAmAjika jIvana ko nahIM jAnatA, usake prANoM ko bacAnA bhI kaThina ho jAtA hai| kintu jo samAja ke sAtha hotA hai, usake prANoM ko kabhI khatarA nahIM hotA, use pUrA sammAna bhI milatA hai / sAmAjika svAsthya meM bAdhA DAlane vAlI jo vaiyaktika manovRttiyAM haiM, unakA parimArjana honA caahie| aura yaha prakriyA hai hone kI ki jaba ApakA citta nirmala hogA to

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prazna hai niyojana kA 121 usameM krUratA nahIM rahegI / krUratA nahIM rahegI to svArtha nahIM rahegA svArtha, krUratA aura lobha - ina tInoM kA eka gaThabaMdhana hai / lobha hogA, svArtha hogA aura krUratA hogii| inakA parimArjana honA caahie| dhyAna karane kA sabase bar3A jo phala hai, vaha yaha hai ki vyakti meM saMvedanazIlatA jAganI cAhie / agara dUsaroM ke prati karuNA nahIM jAgI, dUsaroM ke duHkha ko apanA duHkha nahIM mAnA to samajhanA cAhie ki dhyAna bhI eka prakAra kA nazA bana gayA / dhyAna nazA to hai, isameM bhI eka mAdakatA hai / vRtti pariSkAra kI bAta ko bhulA diyA jAtA hai, taba dhyAna nazA bana jAtA hai| korI zAMti kI bAta samajha meM nahIM aatii| korI zAMti to nIMda meM bhI aaegii| garamI meM tape tapAe haiM, aura kahIM vAtAnukUlita makAna meM jAkara baiThe yA per3a kI chAMha meM jAkara baiThe tabhI zAMti hogI / zAMti kA koI artha nahIM dhyAna kA artha korI zAMti nahIM hai / dhyAna kA artha haibhAvoM kA pariSkAra / bhAvanAeM badaleM aura vRttiyAM badaleM / vRttiyoM meM parivartana AnA caahie| ghara meM gae, eka ghaMTA baiThakara dhyAna kiyaa| aba ghaMTA ke bAda uThe aura uThate hI lar3AiyAM zurU kara dI to zAMti kisake kAma AegI 1 prekSAdhyAna kA prayojana hai - bhAvoM ko badalanA, vRttiyoM ko badalanA, AdatoM ko badalanA, svabhAva ko badalanA aura yaha parivartana hI vAstava meM dhyAna kA mUlya bar3hAtA hai | sAmAjika jIvana kA pahalA yUniTa hai - privaar| jisakA pArivArika jIvana hI acchA nahIM hotA, vaha samAja ke lie bhI bahuta acchA nahIM banatA / vaha bhI sAmAjika jIvana hai hamArA / dasa AdamI eka sAtha rahate haiM / agara vyakti kA pArivArika jIvana acchA nahIM hai to vaha samAja ke lie bhI bahuta bhalA nahIM kregaa| yaha prayoga zurU honA cAhie pArivArika jIvana se / jina logoM ne dhyAna kA prayoga zurU kiyA hai, una logoM kA pArivArika jIvana badala jAnA caahie| usameM sabase bar3I bAta hai asahiSNutA kI vRtti ko badalanA / Aja kI bahuta bar3I samasyA hai, dUsare ko sahana na karanA / bhalA koI kaha de kisI ko ! svataMtratA kA yuga hai / pitA apane putra ko koI bAta kaha de to beTA socatA hai ki kauna kahane vAle hote haiM / tatkala gusse meM A jAtA hai, sahana nahIM karatA / koI kisI ko sahana nahIM karatA / yaha asahiSNutA kI bImArI vyApaka bImArI hai ki jisakA koI ilAja hI nahIM ho rahA hai| jisa samAja meM ahaMkAra jyAdA hotA hai vaha samAja svastha nahIM ho sakatA / prekSAdhyAna ke dvArA eka bAta sIkhane kI hai / vaha hai vinamratA, ahaMkAra kA varjana karanA, ahaMkAra ko miTAnA / agara ahaMkAra miTegA to asahiSNutA kI bImArI apane Apa miTa jAegI /

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122 jIvana kI pothI ahaMkAra nahIM miTA to Apa kabhI sahiSNu bana nahIM skte| sArI coTa hotI hai ahaMkAra pr| choTA baccA bhI socatA hai ki mujhe kauna kahane vAlA hotA hai pitA ! kauna hotI hai mAM ! itanA ahaMkAra ! yaha mAna liyA gayA ki parsanala lAipha hai, usameM kisI ko hastakSepa karane kA adhikAra nahIM hai / vaiyaktika jIvana meM koI hastakSepa nahIM kara sakatA / isa avasara para itanI asahiSNutA bar3ha gaI ki beTA bApa ko mArane kI bAta kaha sakatA hai / yahI saMskAra bhAratIya jIvana meM AtA jA rahA hai / vicAra saMkrAmaka hote jA rahe haiN| yadi sAmAjika svAsthya jarUrI hai to hameM isa bAta para vicAra karanA hogA ki ahaMkAra kama ho / prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga ahaMkAra ko kama karane kA prayoga hai kyoMki adhyAtma meM ahaMkAra karane kA avasara kama milatA hai| bAharI vAtAvaraNa meM ahaMkAra ko maukA milatA hai, kyoMki koI choTA hai aura koI bar3A hai / para jaba adhyAtma meM A gae to phira koI choTA-bar3A hai hI nhiiN| isa sthiti meM ahaMkAra ko palane kA maukA nahIM miltaa| hamAre jIvana ke ye donoM pakSa-vaiyaktika jIvana kA pakSa aura sAmAjika jIvana kA pakSa bAMTA to jAtA hai, para kATA nahIM jaataa| aMguliyAM pAMca haiN| unheM bAMTA to jA sakatA hai, kintu kATA nahIM jA sakatA / eka aMgulI ko alaga kara deM to kyA hogA; yaha eka udAharaNa hai| pAMcoM samAja haiM aura pAMcoM alaga haiM / ThIka yahI sambandha vyakti samAja ke bIca meM hai / lAkha vyakti ho sakate haiM, kintu eka hAtha se jur3e hue haiN| inheM kATA nahIM jA sktaa| cAhe samAja kA svAsthya ho, cAhe vyakti kA svAsthya ho, sabakA mUla kAraNa hai bhAvAtmaka svaasthy| yaha prekSAdhyAna kI prakriyA bhAvAtmaka svAsthya kI prakriyA hai| jinhoMne abhyAsa kiyA hai, unakI dRSTi bahuta sApha rahanI caahie| unhoMne eka aise anuSThAna kA prayoga kiyA hai jisase bhAvanAeM pariSkRta hotI haiM / yaha dRSTi nahIM rahegI to prekSAdhyAna kA jIvana meM aura adhika vikAsa hogaa| phira parivAra ko bhI patA calegA, samAja ko bhI patA clegaa| ApakA bhI kalyANa hogA, parivAra kA bhI kalyANa hogA aura pUre samAja kA bhI kalyANa hogaa|

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jIvana kI pothI jIvana eka bahuta bar3I pothI hai| usake dasa adhyAya haiN| eka-eka adhyAya ke araboM-araboM pRSTha aura eka-eka pRSTha meM araboM-araboM akSara / ye akSara itanI sUkSma-lipi meM likhe gae haiM ki ye carama-cakSu se nahIM par3he jA sakate / hamAre muni ne sUkSma-lipi meM eka patra likhA / usameM lagabhaga assI hajAra akSara haiN| yaha atyanta sUkSma-lipi mAnI jAtI hai| kiMtu jIvana pothI meM jo lipi hai, vaha itanI sUkSma hai ki eka patra meM karor3oM-karor3oM nahIM, araboM-araboM akSara likhe gae haiN| Azcarya kI bAta yaha hai ki hamane svayaM likhA hai / ve sAre pRSTha hamane bhare haiN| para kheda hai, hama apanA likhA bhI nahIM par3ha pAte / yaha sabase bar3A Acarya hai / hama pratidina likhate cale jA rahe haiM. para par3ha nahIM pA rahe haiN| hamane likhA hI nahIM hai, Aja bhI likha rahe haiM / pratidina likhate haiN| pratidina hI nahIM, prati ghaMTA hI nahIM, prati minaTa, prati minaTa hI nahIM, prati sekaNDa likhate jA rahe haiM / eka sekaNDa meM kitanA kucha likha lete haiM, yaha bhI Azcaryajanaka hai| hamAre bhItara do prakAra ke lipika kAma kara rahe haiM / eka to likhatA hI calA jA rahA hai, kabhI thakatA hI nhiiN| usakI gati kabhI banda nahIM hotii| dUsarA lipika kabhI likhatA hai, kabhI vizrAma letA hai| jo nirantara likhatA jA rahA hai, vaha eka sekaNDa meM hajAroM-hajAroM akSaroM kA vinyAsa kara letA hai aura jo virAma ke sAtha likhatA hai, vaha eka sekaNDa meM saikar3oM akSaroM kA vinyAsa kara likhatA hai, vaha eka sekaNDa meM saikar3oM akSaroM kA vinyAsa kara letA hai| ___itanA bar3A mahApothA hai hamArA jIvana / para hama use par3hate nhiiN| par3hane ke lie skUla, kaoNleja aura yUnivarsiTI meM jAte haiN| par3hane ke lie vibhinna prakAra kI pustakeM kharIdate haiM aura sabhI vidyAoM kI pustakeM par3hane kA prayatna karate haiM / isase bar3A kyA Azcarya hogA ki sabako par3hane vAlA vyakti apane jIvana kI pothI kabhI nahIM par3hatA, kabhI isa mahApothI ke panne nahIM ulaTatA / yaha sahI hai ki isa mahApothI ko par3hane kA DhaMga nirAlA hai| dUsarI sArI pustakeM par3hI jAtI haiM, jaba AMkheM khalI hotI haiM, jaba caMcalatA hotI hai| kiMtu jIvana kI pothI taba nahIM par3hI jAtI jaba AMkha khulI hotI hai, caMcalatA hotI hai| jIvana kI mahApothI taba par3hI jAtI hai jaba AMkha banda hotI hai yaha taba par3hI jAtI hai jaba caMcalatA nahIM hotI hai| yaha taba par3hI jAta

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126 jIvana kI pothI hai jaba sthiratA hotI hai| kAyotsarga kI mudrA meM gae binA, zithilIkaraNa kie binA koI bhI vyakti jIvana ke isa mahAgrantha ko nahIM par3ha sakatA / mAnasika caMcalatA ko miTAe binA, antardaSTi ko jagAe binA, koI bhI isa mahAkAvya ko nahIM par3ha sktaa| pravRtti kA jitanA visarjana hogA, sthiratA jitanI sadhegI, utanI hI par3hane kI kSamatA bddh'egii| ___ jo vyakti ekAgratA, antardarzana aura zithilIkaraNa ---ina niyamoM kA pAlana karatA hai, baha isa mahAgraMtha ko par3hane meM samartha hotA hai / yaha mahAgrantha ananta rahasyoM se bharA par3A hai, para usako na par3ha sakane ke kAraNa sAre rahasya chupe raha jAte haiM / jina logoM ne isa mahAgrantha ko par3hA, unhoMne kahA, hamAre bhItara ananta jJAna hai, ananta darzana hai, ananta Ananda hai aura ananta zakti hai| jo loga isa mahAgrantha ko nahIM par3hate, ve isa tathya ko bhI svIkAra nahIM kara pAte ki hamAre bhItara ananta Ananda hai / para par3hane vAle ke samakSa ye sArI sacAiyAM prakaTa hue binA nahIM rahatIM / Aja ke manuSya ke lie Ananda hai padArtha-sApekSa / garmI kA mausama hai / paMkhe kI havA milatI hai to Ananda kI anubhUti hotI hai / bhUkha lagane para susvAdu bhojana milatA hai, pyAsa lagane para ThaMDA pAnI milatA hai to AdamI Ananda kA anubhava karatA hai| kiMtu jo vyakti isa mahApothI ko par3hanA jAnatA hai vaha ina padArthoM ke binA bhI Ananda kI anubhUti kara letA hai| padArtha-nirapekSa Ananda bhItara meM khojA jA sakatA hai| yahI hai usa mahAgrantha ko par3hanA / bhagavAn mahAvIra chaha-chaha mahInoM taka bhUkhe-pyAse rahe / para unakA Ananda sadA bar3hatA hI gyaa| isakA mukhya kAraNa thA ki padArtha-sApekSa Ananda se ve nirapekSa the aura ve isa mahAgrantha ko par3hanA sIkha cuke the| isalie Ananda kA srota itanA ajasrapravAhI bana gayA ki unakA Ananda abAdhita aura aTUTa banA rahA / unake Ananda kA srota kabhI sUkhA nhiiN| - hamAre bhItara aneka rahasya haiM, kintu hama usa mahAgrantha ko par3hanA nahIM jAnate, isalie na to Ananda ko khoja pAte haiM, na zakti ko khoja pAte haiM aura na jJAna-darzana ko khoja pAte haiM / hama itanI bar3I saMpadA ke svAmI hone para bhI daridratA kA anubhava karate haiM / isakA mUla kAraNa hai ajJAna / jaba taka vyakti rahasya ko nahIM jAnatA vaha pArasa aura patthara meM bheda nahIM kara sktaa| AdamI kI anabhijJatA itanI hai ki usakI koI sImA nahIM hai / bAhara hI bAhara jIne vAlA, sthUladRSTi meM jIne vAlA, sadA sUkSma jagat se anajAna rahA hai / yahI sArI samasyAoM aura duHkhoM kA kAraNa hai| . prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga usa sUkSma jagat se paricita hone kA upAya hai, usa sUkSma lipi ko par3hane kA upAya hai / hama kama se kama par3hanA to sIkha jAeM, phira par3heM yA na par3heM, yaha dUsarI bAta hai / itanA hone mAtra se bhI jIvana

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jIvana kI pothI 127 kA nayA AyAma khulatA hai, naI dizA kA udghATana hotA hai| prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga sthUla se sUkSma kI ora jAne kA pahalA caraNa hai| yaha isa bAta kA dyotaka hai ki vyakti una rahasyoM ko jAnanA cAhatA hai jo bhItara hai, yathArtha isa mahAgrantha ke prathama adhyAya kA pRSTha hai zarIra, * dUsarA pRSTha hai AnuvaMzikatA yA vAtAvaraNa aura tIsarA pRSTha hai paryAvaraNa / pahalA pRSTha bar3A hai, mUla hai / dUsarA aura tIsarA pRSTha usakI apekSA choTe haiM, mUla nahIM haiM / ye pahale pRSTha ke sahayogI haiN| jIvana ke mahAkAvya meM vAtAvaraNa kA bahuta bar3A lekhA-jokhA hai| isake dvArA vyakti ko pahacAnA jA sakatA hai, vyakti svayaM ko jAna sakatA eka rAjA ke pAsa cAra AdamI the| ve cAroM kavi the| unakI medhA itanI sphUrta thI ki ve tatkAla kavitA karate aura usa kavitA meM vaha samAdhAna prastuta hotA jo aneka rahasyoM ko udghATita kara detaa| rAjA unakI pratibhA para mugdha thaa| eka dina rAjA ke mana meM eka vikalpa uThA ki kama se kama maiM svayaM ko jAna lUM ki maiM kyA hUM ? kauna huuN| usane yaha prazna una kaviyoM se puuchaa| eka kavi bolA- mahArAja ! yaha prazna jAne deM; apanA paricaya pAne kA prayatna na kreN| rAjA ne kahA- tumane merI jijJAsA ko aura ubhAra DAlA hai / aba to mujhe usakA samAdhAna pAnA hI hogA / kaviyoM ne AMkheM mUMdI aura cAroM ne cAra paMktiyoM meM rAjA ko paricaya de ddaalaa| cauthI paMkti thI-"rAjA tU hai dAsI ro jaayo|" rAjA ne sunaa| vaha avAka raha gyaa| usane pUchA-tumane yaha kaise jAnA ki maiM dAsI-putra hUM / kavi bolA----- yaha to bahuta hI spaSTa hai| maiMne ApakI itanI sevA kI, bar3e-bar3e rahasya udghATita kie aura Apane prasanna hokara mujhe upahAra meM peTiyA' diyAATA-ghI aura dAla dii| isa anudAna se maiMne anumAna lagAyA ki rAjA itanA tuccha dAna nahIM de sakatA / aisA tuccha dAna dAsI-putra hI de sakatA hai / rAjA ne khoja kii| bAta sahI niklii| dAsI-putra kA pAlana-poSaNa kara rAjagaddI para biThAyA gayA thaa| dUsarA pRSTha hai vAtAvaraNa kaa| isako hama eka kathA ke mAdhyama se smjhe| rAjA zikAra ke liye jA rahA thA / jaMgala meM eka pallI aaii| vahAM eka dvAra para piMjarA laTaka rahA thaa| usameM eka totA thaa| rAjA ko dekhate hI vaha bola uThA--Ao, daur3o / Ao, dor3o, luutto-luutto| rAjA ne sunaa| Age bar3ha gyaa| kucha hI dUrI para eka Azrama aayaa| vahAM bhI eka piMjarA laTaka rahA thA / usameM eka totA thaa| rAjA ko dekhate hI vaha bola uThA-- Aiye, padhAriye, susvAgataM, susvAgataM / rAjA ne sunA aura vahIM ruka gayA /

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128 jIvana kI pothI usakA mana kutuhala se bhara gyaa| vaha tote ke pAsa gayA, pUchA-zukarAja ! pahale eka totA milA thA / vaha lUTo-mAro kI bhASA bola rahA thA aura tuma susvAgataM kI bhASA meM bola rahe ho| kyA rahasya hai ? zukarAja ne kahA---- rAjan ! hama donoM sage bhAI haiM / vaha coroM ke pAsa rahatA hai, unakI bolI sunatA hai, unake AcaraNa aura vyavahAra ko dekhatA hai, isaliye vaha lUTo, mAro kI bhASA bolatA hai| maiM RSiyoM ke sAtha rahatA hUM, unakI vANI sunatA hUM, isaliye merI bhASA vaisI bana gaI / yaha hai vAtAvaraNa aura paryAvaraNa kA cmtkaar| jaba taka jIvana ke ye do pRSTha nahIM par3he jAte taba taka mahAkAvya kI ThIka se vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| pahalA pRSTha hai zarIra / yaha atyanta jaTila aura gahana hai| isako par3ha pAnA muzkila hai| yaha tIna bhAgoM meM baMTA huA hai -sUkSmatara, sUkSma aura sthUla / manovijJAna kI bhASA meM acetana, avacetana aura cetana / dUsare zabdoM meM ajJAtatara, ajJAta aura vijJAta / hamAre zarIra kA eka bhAga itanA sUkSma hai ki ise par3ha pAne kI bAta nahIM hotI / pAnI sthUla hai| hama dekha sakate haiM, jAna sakate haiM / jaba pAnI sUkSma bana jAtA hai, bhApa bana jAtA hai taba vaha hamArI dRSTi se pare ho jAtA hai / sUkSmatara zarIra bhApa jaisA hai, vaha vASpIya hai| use dekhA nahIM jA sakatA / usameM itane prakampana hote haiM ki unheM jAnA nahIM jA sakatA / jaba dhyAna ke abhyAsa ke dvArA hamArI cetanA sadhana banatI hai taba dhIme-dhIme yaha zakti paidA hotI hai ki hama cetana yA acetana zarIra ke saba prakampanoM ko par3hane meM sakSama hote haiM, lipi ko par3ha sakate haiM aura usake sAtha samparka sthApita kara sakate haiN| prekSAdhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAlA sthUla ko par3hanA zurU karatA hai / sabase sthUla hai hamArA AbhAmaNDala jo sthUla zarIra ke sAtha kAma karatA hai / jisane AbhAmaNDala ko par3hanA sIkha liyA, usane bahuta sAre rahasyoM ko jAna liyaa| Aja ke DaoNkTara roga-nidAna kI naI paddhati kA vikAsa kara rahe haiN| vaha hai 'AbhAmaNDalIya nidAna paddhati / ' madrAsa ke kucha DaoNkTaroM ne eka yantra banAyA hai jisake dvArA aMgUThe ke AbhAmaNDala kA phoTo liyA jAtA hai aura usake dvArA rogoM kA nidAna kiyA jAtA hai| unakA dAvA hai ki agUThe ke AbhAmaNDala ke phoTo ke adhyayana se teraha rogoM kA nidAna kiyA jA sakatA hai| AbhAmaNDala ke dvArA bhaviSya meM hone vAle rogoM-do-cAra-chaha mahInoM meM hone vAle rogoM kA patA bhI laga sakatA hai aura mRtyu kA samaya bhI jJAta ho sakatA hai / AbhAmaNDala ke dvArA ina rahasyoM kA patA lagAyA jA sakatA hai aura jIvana ke mahAgrantha ke kucha bhAga ko par3hA jA sakatA hai| AbhAmaMDala ke dvArA vyakti ke AcaraNa aura vyavahAra ko, svabhAva aura prakRti ko jAnA

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jIvana kI pothI 129 jA sakatA hai / dhyAna kI ekAgratA se AbhAmaNDala par3hA jA sakatA hai, phira rUpa-raMga ko nahIM dekhA jAtA / dekhA yaha jAtA hai ki vyakti kI UrjA kA valaya kaisA hai ? vidyut kA valaya kaisA hai ? usake raMgoM ke AdhAra para yaha jJAta ho jAtA hai ki vaha kitanA pavitra hai, kitanA zaktizAlI hai / bAhya AkAra-prakAra se zakti kA anumApana nahIM hotaa| zakti kA anumApana hotA hai bhItarI UrjA se, vidyut se| jisakI bhItarI UrjA kamajora hai, usakA AbhAmaNDala kamajora hogaa| eka DaoNkTara aura eka prekSAdhyAna ke abhyAsI ko sthUla zarIra ko jAnanA bahuta Avazyaka hotA hai / isa dRSTi se donoM meM koI antara nahIM hai / yaha sthala bAta hai| donoM meM antara bhI hai| DaoNkTara kevala nAr3ItaMtra aura granthitaMtra kA hI jJAna karatA hai / prekSAdhyAnI ko inake sAtha-sAtha prANadhArA kA bhI jJAna karanA hotA hai| prANadhArA ko jAne binA isa mahAgrantha ko nahIM par3hA jA sakatA / hama socate haiM, bolate haiM, calate-phirate haiM, yaha sArA prANa-zakti kA kArya hai / AtmA na socatI hai, na bolatI hai aura na calatIphiratI hai / kampyUTara yA roboTa-ye sAre kArya karatA hai| usameM vidyut . zakti kAma karatI hai / usI prakAra manuSya kI prANazakti vidyut-zakti hai / usI ke dvArA sArA kArya hotA hai| _ 'jIvana pothI ke sau pRSTha'- yaha merA vivecya viSaya hai| sau pRSThoM kI carcA kaba kaise ho pAegI, yaha nahIM kahA jA sktaa| Aja viSaya-praveza huA hai / hama sabakA yaha uddezya ho ki hama isa mahApothI ko par3hane kA abhyAsa kreN| isa abhyAsa se jIvana jIne kI kalA aaegii| jIvana ko kaise jIyA jAe, kisa prakAra Ananda, zakti aura jJAna ke sAtha jIyA jA sakatA hai-yaha maMtra hAtha lagegA, sUtra hAtha lgegaa| maiM maMgala bhAvanA karatA haM ki yaha maMtra aura sUtra pratyeka abhyAsI ko hastagata ho aura pratyeka vyakti Ananda aura zakti kA jIvana jI sake /

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bacapana eka zikAyata lekara andhakAra indra ke pAsa phuNcaa| usane kahA'sUrya sadA merA pIchA karatA rahatA hai / maiM jahAM jAtA hUM, pIche-pIche AtA hai aura mujhe kaSTa pahuMcAtA hai / Apa nyAya kareM aura sUrya ko aisA karane se roke / ' indra ne sUrya ko bulAkara pUchA / sUrya bolA-'kaisA andhakAra ! maiMne use kabhI dekhA hI nhiiN| maiM use pahacAnatA bhI nhiiN| phira satAne kI bAta hI kyA ?' donoM bAtoM meM sacAI hai / andhakAra kI zikAyata meM bhI sacAI hai aura sUrya ke kathana meM bhI sacAI hai| sUrya aMdhakAra kA nAza karatA hai, yaha bhI saca hai aura usane kabhI andhakAra ko dekhA bhI nahIM, yaha bhI saca hai| donoM sacAiyoM ko sApekSa dRSTi se dekhanA hogaa| nirapekSadRSTi se sacAI kA patA nahIM cala sktaa| ___ jIvana ke viSaya meM bhI hamArA dRSTikoNa sApekSa honA caahie| jIvana meM andhakAra bhI hai, prakAza bhI hai| sUrya bhI uga rahA hai aura aMdhakAra bhI hai, donoM sApekSa haiN| - jIvana kA pahalA adhyAya hai-bacapana / aneka loga kahate haiM ki bacapana nizchala, sarala aura spaSTa hotA hai| usame koI burAI nahIM hotii| yaha bhI ekAMgI kathana hai / baccA spaSTa aura pavitra hai aura vaha sAmAjika saMdarbha meM saba kucha sIkhatA hai, yaha bhI ekAMgI bAta hai, pUrNa sahI nahIM hai| baccA bahuta kucha lekara AtA hai / usameM acchAiyAM bhI haiM aura burAiyAM bhI haiM / vaha AnuvaMzikatA ke sUtra se baMdhA huA hotA hai| kromosoma aura jIna-guNa sUtra aura saMskAra-sUtra vaha lekara AtA hai / usameM aneka saMskAra haiM / isameM bhI Age caleM to usameM karma ke saMskAra vidyamAna haiM / usake pAsa ina karma saMskAroM kA asIma khajAnA hai| isalie yaha nahIM mAnA jA sakatA ki eka baccA bilakula rikta hai, spaSTa hai, korI pATI ke samAna hai| yaha sApekSa satya hai, pUrNa satya nahIM hai| nimitta kAma karate haiM, sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa kAma karatA hai| sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa ke saMdarbha meM baccA eka AkAra letA hai / yaha bhI ekAMgI kathana hai / korA sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa use prabhAvita nahIM kara pAtA / usameM jo hai, jo saMskAra-bIja vaha sAtha meM lekara AyA hai, vaha bhI usake vyaktitva kA ghaTaka banatA hai, use prabhAvita karatA hai| ve saMskAra-bIja prakaTa hote haiN| sAmAjika saMdarbha usameM nimitta banatA hai|

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131 skUla meM saikar3oM bacce par3hate haiN| kyA unameM ekatA aura samatA hai ? unameM AcaraNa kI taratamatA hai, vyavahAra aura jJAna kI taratamatA hai / yaha taratamatA kyoM hai ? yadi sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa hI kAraNa hotA to sabake saba bacce samAna hote| eka baccA dasa varSa kI avasthA meM mahAn kavi bana jAtA hai / eka baccA usI avasthA meM mahAn dArzanika yA saMta bana jAtA hai / vAtAvaraNa aura sAmAjika saMdarbha samAna hone para bhI itanA antara A jAtA hai / isase yaha spaSTa hai ki sAmAjika saMdarbha yA vAtAvaraNa hI saba kucha nahIM hai / baccA pUrvaM saMskAra - bIja lekara AtA hai / usameM kSamatAeM haiM / ve kSamatAeM sAmAjika saMdarbha meM prakaTa hotI haiM aura kabhI-kabhI ye vizeSatAeM atirikta rUpa meM prakaTa ho jAtI haiN| sabameM aisA nahIM hotA / atirikta rUpa meM aisA ho sakatA hai / yadi AtmA vaise hI eka baccA rAjapraznIya Agama meM eka prasaMga hai / rAjA pradezI ne kahA- kyA balavAn, zaktizAlI aura kalA kuzala taruNa bANa pheMka sakatA hai ? kezI svAmI ne kahA - hAM, vaha bANa pheMka sakatA hai| pradezI ne phira pUchA -- to kyA baccA bANa pheMka sakatA hai ? kezI ne kahA- baccA bANa nahIM pheMka sakatA / pradezI ne kahA - to phira AtmA samAna kahAM hai ? samAna hotI to jaise eka yuvaka dhanuSya se bANa pheMkatA hai, bhI bANa kyoM nahIM pheMka sakatA ? kezI bole- pradezI ! sakatA hai, para yadi dhanuSya kI jihvA TUTI huI ho, to kyA bANa pheMkA jA sakegA ? pradezI bolA- nahIM ! kezI ne pUchA- kyoM ? pradezI bolA'upakaraNa paryApta nahIM haiM / dhanuSya TUTA huA hai, upakaraNa aparyApta haiM / jaba taka sAre upakaraNa ThIka nahIM hote, taba taka kArya sampanna nahIM ho sakatA / ' kezI ne kahA- rAjana ! tuma ThIka kahate ho / eka baccA nahIM pheMka sakatA, kyoMki usake upakaraNa paryApta nahIM haiM / yuvA bANa pheMka bacapana upakaraNa hamArI eka zakti hai / vaha kArya karane meM nimitta banatI hai, sahayoga detI hai / AMkheM dekhatI haiM / ve dekhane meM nimitta banatI haiN| dekhane kI mUla zakti AMkha nahIM hai / vaha to eka mAdhyama hai| usameM kevala pratibimba AtA hai | dekhane kI zakti usa narva meM hai, jise hama upakaraNa kahate haiM / kAna kA AkAra nahIM sunatA / usameM jo upakaraNa hai, usameM sunane kI zakti hai / pratyeka pravRtti kA upakaraNa hotA hai / jaba taka baccA pAMca-dasa varSa kA hotA hai taba taka yaha patA nahIM calatA ki yaha bhaviSya meM mahAn kavi hogA, dArzanika saMta hogA, kyoMki usake upakaraNa abhI aparyApta haiM / jo zaktiyAM kavi ko mahAn kavi, dArzanika yA saMta banAtI haiM, ve bacce meM abhI abhivyakta nahIM haiM / upakaraNa abhI pUrNa vikasita nahIM hai / bacce meM bhI sArI zaktiyAM vidyamAna haiM, para jaba taka usake zArIrika avayava, mastiSka

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132 jIvana kI pothI ke avayava pUrNa vikasita nahIM hote, taba taka vaha baccA pUrA kAma nahIM kara sakatA / jaba una ghaTakoM kA pUrNa vikAsa ho jAtA hai, taba vaha baccA kArya ko pUrA karane meM sakSama ho jAtA hai / isalie hama yaha ekAMtataH nahIM mAna sakate ki baccA korI pATI jaisA hai, pUrNa spaSTa aura pavitra hai, usameM acchAiyAM yA burAiyAM nahIM haiN| acchA vAtAvaraNa upalabdha karA dene para bhI kucha bacce aise haiM, jo kabhI acche nahIM banate aura kitanA hI kharAba vAtAvaraNa de dene para bhI kucha bacce bure nahIM banate / isakA mUla kAraNa hai unakI apanI vizeSatA, apane saMskAra-bIja / upAdAna aura nimitta donoM sAtha-sAtha kAma karate haiM / svayaM kI vizeSatA hai upAdAna aura sAmAjika vAtAvaraNa hai nimitt| donoM kA yoga hone para kArya niSpanna hotA hai| . eka AdamI sau varSa kI Ayu jItA hai / usake jIvana ko dasa bhAgoM meM bAMTA gyaa| dasa-dasa varSa kA eka-eka bhAga hogaa| ve dasa avasthAeM haiM- 1. bAlA 6. hAyanI 2. krIr3A 7. prapaMcA 3. maMdA 8. prAradhArA 4. balA 9. mRnmukhI 5. prajJA 10. zAyanI pahalI pAMca avasthAeM jIvana ke pUrvAddha kI haiM aura zeSa avasthAeM jIvana ke uttarArddha kI haiM / dasa avasthAoM meM baMdhA huA sau varSoM kA jIvana / pahalI avasthA hai bAlA / yaha bacapana kI avasthA hai / isakA kAlamAna dasa varSa kA hai / isa avasthA meM jo sthitiyAM banatI haiM, prAcIna AcAryoM ne unakA sundara vizleSaNa kiyA hai| ve kahate haiM --'na tattha sukhadukkhANaM bahuM jANaMti bAlA' - bAlaka meM sukha-duHkha kA anubhava karane kI kSamatA hotI hai, kintu bAlaka na adhika sukha kA saMvedana karatA hai aura na adhika duHkha kA saMvedana karatA hai / yaha sukha-duHkha ke saMvedana se pare kI avasthA hotI hai| do-cAra varSa kA baccA eka minaTa meM rone laga jAtA hai aura dUsare hI kSaNa haMsane laga jAtA hai / coTa lagI, rone laga jAtA hai| miThAI dI, tatkAla haMsane laga jAtA hai| bar3A AdamI aisA nahIM kara sakatA / bacce meM sukha-duHkha kA jJAna kama hotA hai| vaha bahuta kama vedana karatA hai| yaha avasthA-nirmANa kI avasthA hai, vikAsa kI avasthA hai| sAre bIja isa avasthA meM aMkurita hone laga jAte haiN| prekSAdhyAna karane vAle vyakti ko prekSA-nirIkSaNa karanA sIkhanA hai / use atIta meM jAnA hai, atIta kA avalokana karanA hai| dhyAna kA abhyAsa karane vAle pratikramaNa kareM, pIche lotteN| kala sUryodaya se sUryAsta taka phuNceN|

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bacapana 133 isa antarAla meM kyA-kyA kiyA thA, usakA ciMtana kreN| kitane acche vicAra Ae, kitane bure vicAra Ae, eka-eka ghaTanA, sthiti aura saMdarbha ko dekhate cale jAeM; calate cleN| yadi Aja ApakI Ayu cAlisa varSa kI hai to ekaeka varSa kI smRti karate-karate vahAM taka pahuMca jAeM jahAM taka smRtiyAM le jAtI haiM / Age caleM aura bacapana kI avasthA taka pahuMca jaaeN| vahAM dekheM, Apane kauna se saMskAra lie the? kyA-kyA pAyA thA ? vahAM eka aisA adhyAya khulegA, jisako Apane Aja taka nahIM par3hA thA / usake Aloka meM Apa apane Apako samajha sakeMge / Apa jAna sakeMge ki vartamAna meM jo AdateM haiM unakA mUla kyA hai ? kahAM hai ? ApameM acchI AdateM bhI haiM aura burI AdateM bhI haiN| una sabakI buAI isI avasthA meM huI hai, yaha Apa jAna leNge| vahAM pratyeka Adata kA mUla srota khojA jA skegaa| yaha Adata kyoM banI? kaba banI ? kina paristhitiyoM meM banI ? yaha patA laga jaaegaa| mUla saMskAroM kA patA bhI lagAyA jA sakatA hai ki ATha varSa kI avasthA meM kisa kama kA vipAka pragaTa huA thA aura usase merA kauna-sA svabhAva banA thA ? apane vyaktitva kA vizleSaNa karanA, yaha bahuta bar3A kAma hai| jo apane mUla taka pahuMca jAtA hai, usake sAmane gAMTha ko kholane kA sUtra prastuta ho jAtA hai / jaba taka yaha sUtra hastagata nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka AdamI nahIM jAna pAtA ki amuka burAI kI buAI kaba-kaise huI thI? vahAM pahuMce binA isa paudhe ko ukhAr3A nahIM jA sktaa| eka bhikhArI thA / bhIkha mAMgate-mAMgate usakI Adata itanI majabUta ho gaI ki use chor3a pAnA saMbhava nahIM thaa| usane lATarI meM rupaye lgaae| maMdira meM jAkara prArthanA karane lagA-'bhagavan ! isa bAra merI lATarI uThe aura mujhe lAkha rupaye mila jaaeN|' pAsa meM eka dUsarA vyakti khar3A thaa| usane pUchA, tuma to bhikhArI ho| kyA karoge lAkha rupaye se ? vaha bolA "eka kAra kharIdUMgA / Aja taka paidala ghUmakara bhIkha mAMgatA thaa| kAra A jAne para kAra meM baiThakara bhIkha mAMgane nikluuNgaa|' bhIkha mAMgane kI Adata bahuta gaharI thii| kAra A jAne para bhI usase chuTakArA pAnA usake lie kaThina thaa| saMskAra chUTate haiM pratikramaNa karane se / pratikramaNa karate-karate bacapana meM pahuMcanA par3egA, taba saMskAra se chuTakArA saMbhava ho skegaa| jaba prANI garbha meM AtA hai, taba bahuta kucha lekara AtA hai / vahAM taka pahuMcane kA prayatna honA cAhie / para vahAM rukanA nahIM hai / yadi sAmarthya aura bar3ha jAe to aura Age bar3hanA hai, pUrvajanma kA jJAna karanA hai, jAti-smRti ko prApta karanA hai| yaha hai pratikramaNa kI prakriyA, atIta meM lauTane kI prakriyA / atIta meM calate calo, atIta ko dekhate jaao| kaba kyA ghaTita haA thA ? kisa

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134 jIbana kI pothI kSaNa meM kyA ghaTita huA thA ? dekhate jaao| calacitra ke samAna sArA atIta spaSTa ho jaaegaa| usa samaya Apa atIta ko aise par3hane lageMge jaise koI khulI pustaka kA pannA par3ha rahe haiM / karmavAda aura adhyAtmayoga kI dRSTi se sabase mahattvapUrNa par3hane kA jo hai vaha hai jIvana kA pahalA adhyAya-bacapana / use par3hanA atyanta Avazyaka hai| dhyAna karane vAle ko usa dasa varSa taka kI avasthA meM, bacapana kI avasthA meM jAnA jarUrI hai| isa avasthA meM sahaja samatA kI sthiti rahatI hai| muni ko kahA jAtA hai ki vaha eka choTe bacce kI bhAMti rhe| bacce meM Agraha nahIM hotA, pakar3a nahIM hotI / pratikUla bAta hogI to baccA nArAja hokara ro par3egA / kintu mana meM granthi nahIM rhegii| tatkAla bhUla jaaegaa| baccA vartamAnajIvI hotA hai / aisA jIvana honA caahie| bar3e AdamI kA koI apamAna kara detA hai, to vaha gAMTha bAMdha letA hai, varSoM taka use nahIM bhuultaa| kitanA antara hai, eka 9-10 varSa ke bacce meM aura 50-60 varSa ke vyakti meM ! isIlie jahAM saralatA, nizchalatA, pavitratA kA nidarzana karanA hotA hai, bacce kI bAta kahI jAtI hai| jahAM doSoM ke prAyazcitta kI bAta AtI hai, vahAM doSI vyakti ko prerita kiyA jAtA ki vaha choTe bhole bAlaka kI taraha apanA doSa spaSTa rakha de, chupAye nhiiN| adhyAtma yogI ke pAsa koI AlocanA karane, doSa-vizuddhi karane jAegA to vaha kahegA-tuma duHkha kA bhAra Dho rahe ho, kaSTa pA rahe ho / yaha sArI usa bure AcaraNa kI pratikriyA hai, jisa AcaraNa ko tumane svayaM kiyA hai| isalie tuma zArIrika aura mAnasika kleza pA rahe ho / aba tuma apane mana ko kholakara rakha do aura jo kucha kiyA hai usakI pavitra mana se AlocanA karo bhole bAlaka kI trh| tumhArI mAnasika graMthi bhI khula jAegI aura bImArI bhI miTa jaaegii| eka bImAra ne DaoNkTaroM ke pAsa sAre TesTa aura ceka-apa karavA lie / bImArI kA koI patA nahIM claa| DAkTaroM ne kahA--tumhAre koI bImArI nahIM hai / usane kahA--maiM apAra duHkha bhoga rahA hUM aura Apa kahate haiM ki koI bImArI nahIM hai, kaise mAnUM ? kAraNa kyA hai ? DAkTaroM ke pAsa isakA koI uttara nahIM hai / DAkTaroM ke Adhunikatama upakaraNa jisa bImArI ko pakar3ane meM samartha haiM, vaha bImArI isa vyakti ke nahIM hai| yaha vyakti jisa bImArI se grasta hai, bImArI ina upakaraNoM se nahIM pakar3I jA sktii| yaha vRttiyoM kI bImArI hai / yaha bhAvanAtmaka bImArI hai / isa bImArI se chuTakArA taba taka nahIM mila sakatA jaba taka gAMTha nahIM khula jaatii| yaha gAMTha taba taka nahIM khulatI jaba taka vyakti bacapana kI avasthA meM nahIM calA jAtA, usa sudUra atIta kI yAtrA para nahIM nikala pdd'taa| jaba taka vaha sarala banakara

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bacapana 135 apane mana kI bAta nahIM khola detA, taba taka usa bImArI se chuTakArA pAnA muzkila hai| - jaina AcAryoM ne vizuddhi kA eka sUtra diyA--'aIyaM paDikkamAmi'maiM atIta kA pratikramaNa karatA huuN| atIta meM jo truTi huI, usakI AlocanA karatA hUM, usase mukta honA cAhatA huuN| yaha adhyAtma' kA sUtra hai, sAtha hI sAtha cikitsA kA bhI sUtra hai| eka manovaijJAnika bhI paddhati kA sahArA lekara graMthi-mokSa karatA hai aura mUla taka pahuMcatA hai| IsA ne kahA, jo bhole bAlaka kI taraha hogA, usake lie svarga kA dvAra khula jaaegaa| svarga ke rAjya meM sarala vyakti hI praveza pA sakatA hai, kapaTI kabhI praveza nahIM pA sktaa| eka vicitra bAta hai, bAlaka ko kapaTI aura mAyAvI nahIM mAnA jAtA / dasa varSa kI avasthA ko pAra karane ke bAda cAhe koI kapaTa kare yA na kare, mAyA kare yA na kare, vaha avasthA kapaTI aura mAyAmukta mAnI jaaegii| bar3A AdamI kapaTa nahIM bhI karatA, phira bhI use kapaTI mAna liyA jAtA hai aura baccA yadi kapaTa kara bhI letA hai to use kapaTI nahIM mAnA jAtA / bacapana kI avasthA ko sarvathA mAyA-mukta aura kapaTa-mukta mAnA gayA hai / yaha vaha avasthA hai jisameM sukha-duHkha kI anubhUti kama hotI hai, tIvratA kama hotI hai, smRtiyAM kama hotI haiN| baccA na apamAna ko yAda rakhatA hai, aura na prazaMsA ko yAda rakhatA hai / eka kSaNa meM vaha apane sAthI se lar3a par3egA aura dUsare kSaNa meM usa sAthI ke sAtha khAne baiTha jAegA / yaha hai usakI saralatA yA agranthi kA vrtaav| bar3A AdamI bAta chupAtA hai aura samajhadAra bhI kahalAtA hai| baccA chupAnA nahIM jAnatA aura nAdAna bhI kahalAtA hai| usa samajhadArI se yaha nAdAnI acchI hai / isI se graMthimokSa hotA hai, atIta meM yAtrA hotI hai| kamare meM dAdA-potA baiThe the| phona kI ghaMTI bajI / bacce ne risIvara utthaayaa| bacce ne dAdA se kahA-'amuka vyakti Apase bAta karanA cAhatA hai|' dAdA bolA-kaha do dAdA bAjAra gae haiN| bacce ne tatkAla kahA'halo ! dAdAjI kaha rahe haiM ki kaha do, dAdA bAjAra gae haiN|' yaha hai bacce kI saralatA! kavi sammelana kA Ayojana / eka kavi kavitA-pATha karane lgaa| pariSad se cappala aura patthara Ane lge| usa kavi kA muMha lahUluhAna ho gayA / vaha muMha para rUmAla lapeTe ghara gyaa| patnI bolI-muMha para rUmAla kyoM ? are ! lahU bhI A rahA hai ! kyA huA? vaha bolA-koI khAsa bAta nahIM hai / Age ke do dAMta hila rahe the| unheM ukhar3avAnA thaa| Aja aisA saMyoga milA ki ve svayaM ukhar3a gae, isalie muMha se rakta A rahA hai|

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136 jIvana kI pothI yaha hai bar3e kI samajhadArI yA saralatA / bar3A AdamI bAta chupAtA hai| use sacAI taka jAne kA avasara hI nahIM miltaa| AdamI adhika samajhadAra hai isIlie ye kAnUna kI pecIdagiyAM aura vyavasthA kI jaTilatAeM haiN| AdamI jyoM-jyoM samajhadAra hotA jA rahA hai, jaTilatAeM bar3hatI jA rahI haiN| samajhadArI ke sAtha jaTilatA kA gaharA gaThabandhana hai / AdamI samajhadArI se jaTilatA kA tAnAbAnA bunatA hai, jAla bunatA hai aura svayaM usameM aisA phaMsatA hai ki usase mukta honA kaThina ho jAtA hai| pahalI avasthA-bacapana kI anubhUti, avyakta avasthA kI anubhUti hai / isa avasthA meM pahuMcanA bahuta Avazyaka hai| jaba taka sArA vyakta hI rahegA, taba taka dhyAna saMbhava nahIM hai / dhyAna karane vAlA bhI sAdhaka hai, siddha nahIM hai / usameM ahaMkAra, lobha, kapaTa, ghRNA, IrSyA, kAmavAsanA hai| inakA eka sAtha unmUlana nahIM ho sktaa| dhyAna kA prayojana hai inako avyakta avasthA meM le jAnA / jo vyakta haiM unheM avyakta avasthA meM pahuMcAnA / jaba ye doSa avyakta avasthA meM jAeMge taba dhIre-dhIre inakA upazamana hotA jaaegaa| ye sAre doSa nirvIrya aura niSkriya hote jaaeNge| jaba ina doSoM ko vyakta hone kA maukA milegA taba ye bAra-bAra pragaTa hote jaaege| isalie Avazyaka hai ki ina doSoM ko vyakta hone kA avasara na diyA jAe, unheM avyakta banAe rkheN| ina AvegoM kA viphalIkaraNa karanA Avazyaka hai| jaba hama jIbha ko ulaTa kara tAlu kI ora le jAte haiM to phira bolA nahIM jaataa| yaha krodha yA kalaha ke viphalIkaraNa kA eka upAya hai| yaha vaisI hI prakriyA hai ki agni vahAM pheMkI jahAM koI ghAsa-phUsa nahIM hai| vaha agni jalegI nahIM, zIghra hI bUjha jAegI / agni kA saphalIkaraNa nahIM hogaa| pratyeka vyakti meM tarageM uThatI haiN| mana kI caMcalatA ke kAraNa vyakti meM kabhI krodha kI, kabhI vAsanA kI, kabhI bhaya kI aura kabhI mAyA kI taraMga uThatI hai / AdamI inase prabhAvita hotA hai / jo dhyAna karanA jAnatA hai vaha ina taraMgoM ko zAMta kara detA hai| dhyAna ina taraMgoM ke upazamana kI prakriyA hai, viphalIkaraNa kI prakriyA hai| zatru ko saphala na hone denA-yaha raNanIti hai / jisakI raNanIti meM zatru saphala hotA jAtA hai, usakI raNanIti viphala mAnI jaaegii| isI prakAra bhItara meM jo doSa haiM, unake prati raNanIti yaha hai ki jitanA unako vyakta hone kA avasara milegA, utane hI ve saphala hoMge aura jitanA unheM avyakta rakhA jAegA, ve doSa niSphala hote cale jaaeNge| bhaya eka Aveza hai / bhaya taba saphala hotA hai jaba vyakti Dara kara bhAga jAtA hai / jaba AdamI Dara kara bhAgatA hai to bhaya usakA pIchA karatA hai / yadi usakA sAmanA kiyA jAe to vaha viphala ho jaaegaa| kiMtu AdamI

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bacapana 137 pratyeka paristhiti ko itanA mahattva de detA hai ki choTI paristhiti ko bhI bar3A banA detA hai| koI bhI paristhiti bar3I nahIM hotI, para AdamI use bar3I banA detA hai / paristhiti ko dekhane se vaha bar3I nahIM banatI, choTI ho jAtI hai / dekhanA mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai| atIta ko dekhA jAtA hai, anAgata ko dekhA jAtA hai aura vartamAna ko dekhA jAtA hai| Aja hama atIta darzana kI bAta kara rahe haiM aura usameM bhI prathama avasthA-bacapana ko dekhane para vicAra kara rahe haiM / jo vyakti vahAM taka pahuMca jAtA hai, unake sAmane aneka rahasya anAvRta hote haiM aura taba usakA vyaktitva nirAlA hotA hai / usI sthiti meM vyakti apane Apako sahI artha meM samajha sakatA hai ki maiM kyA hUM? maiM kyA thA ? jo maiM Aja hUM vaha kisakA pariNAma hai ? _hamArA vartamAna kA jIvana atIta kA pariNAma hai| use atIta ne gar3hA thaa| Aja use hama dekha rahe haiM / jisa bacapana kA maiM Aja pariNAma haM, usa avasthA ko dekha lenA mahattvapUrNa hai / pariNAma ko nahIM miTAyA jA sakatA / miTAyA jA sakatA hai pravRtti ko| sAmAnya AdamI pariNAma ko miTAne kA prayatna karatA hai, tabhI use saphalatA nahIM milatA / dhyAna karane vAlA pariNAma kI ora dhyAna nahIM detA, vaha pravRtti ko miTAne kA prayatna karatA hai| ___ jaba taka AdamI mUla taka nahIM pahuMcatA, taba taka sahI nidAna bhI nahIM ho sakatA / hamAre vyaktitva kA mUla hai bacapana, jahAM bIjoM kI buAI hotI hai / vahAM pahuMca kara hI hama avAMchanIya vRttiyoM kA unmUlana kara sakate haiN| bacapana hamAre jIvana kI nIMva hai / usa nIMva taka pahuMcanA Avazyaka hai / kevala vartamAna ko pakar3anA hI paryApta nahIM hai| atIta kA avalokana karanA hai| atIta meM calate-calate bacapana meM jAnA hai / jisa dina hama bacapana kI dahalIja para paira rakheMge, usa dina yaha spaSTa jJAta ho jAegA ki maiM kauna hUM? maiMne kyA kiyA thA, jisakA Aja maiM pariNAma hUM? ina sAre praznoM kA uttara milegA aura nayA Aloka jIvana meM avatarita hogaa|

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nae mastiSka kA nirmANa Aja pratyeka vyakti yaha cAha rahA hai ki nae vizva kA nirmANa ho / purAnA vizva use acchA nahIM laga rahA hai| jisa samAja meM vaha jI rahA hai vaha samAja use sukhada nahIM laga rahA hai / usake mana meM samAja ke nae nirmANa kI kalpanA bAra-bAra ubhara rahI hai| kintu nae vizva aura nae samAja kA nirmANa tabhI saMbhava hai jaba nae mastiSka kA nirmANa ho / abhI jo mastiSka kAma kara rahA hai, usake rahate hue nae vizva aura nae samAja ke nirmANa kI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii| manovijJAna kI bhASA meM hamArA mastiSka kaNDIzanDa mAinDa hai, pratibaddha mastiSka hai| vaha kucha banI-banAI mAnyatAoM aura dhAraNAoM ke AdhAra para cala rahA hai| jaba taka mAnyatAoM aura dhAraNAoM kI pratibaddhatA ko nahIM tor3a diyA jAtA, taba taka nae samAja ke nirmANa kI kalpanA nahIM kI jA sktii| jaba jIvana kI dUsarI avasthA AtI hai taba mastiSka kA pUrNa vikAsa ho jAtA hai| dUsarI avasthA kA kAlamAna 11-20 varSa taka ko avasthA hai / pandraha varSa kI avasthA taka mastiSka kA pUrNa vikAsa ho jAtA hai / pandraha varSa kI avasthA ke pazcAt vyaktitva kA vikAsa to ho sakatA hai, para mastiSka kA vikAsa nahIM ho sktaa| mastiSka-vijJAnI isa sacAI ko svIkAra karate haiM ki mastiSka ke badalane kI avasthA hai pandraha varSa kii| usake bAda usako badalanA kaThina ho jAtA hai / isalie jIvana kI dUsarI avasthA, jo 11 se 20 varSa kI hotI hai, bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| isa avasthA meM kAmavRtti kama jAgata hotI hai, kucha niyaMtraNa rahatA hai| piniyala granthi sakriya hone ke kAraNa yauna hAramonsa tathA anyAnya hAramonsa para kaNTrola banA rahatA hai| jaise hI piniyala graMthi niSkriya hone lagatI hai, yaha kAmavRtti ubharatI hai| mastiSka ko badalane kI avasthA hai pandraha varSa taka kii| bAda meM vaha asaMbhava hotA hai| Aja aneka krAMtiyoM kI AvazyakatA hai| unameM sadyaska AvazyakatA hai manovaijJAnika krAMti kI / manovaijJAnika krAMti kA artha hogA nae mastiSka kA nirmANa, mastiSka kA parivartana / mastiSka kA eka hissA hai enimala bren| yaha Aja bahuta sakriya hai| yaha pazu-mastiSka hai / ise Adi mastiSka bhI kahA jAtA hai / jaina dRSTi ke anusAra jIvoM kA mUla srota

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nae mastiSka kA nirmANa 139 hai vanaspati jagat / hara jIva vanaspati se nikalatA hai / yaha akSaya koSa hai| ise pAribhASika zabdAvalI meM 'nigoda' kahA jAtA hai / pratyeka prANI kA, cAhe vaha alpa vikasita ho yA pUrNa vikasita, saba kA Adi-srota hai nigod| pratyeka prANI meM yaha vanaspati kA mastiSka vidyamAna hai / jaina darzana kI bhASA meM ise 'ogha saMjJA' kahA jAtA hai / ma mana manovijJAna ise 'kalekTiva mAiMDa' kahatA hai / do prakAra ke mAinDa haiM / eka hai parsanala mAinDa aura dUsarA hai kalekTiva mAinDa / ogha saMjJA prANImAtra meM milatI hai| vanaspati se lekara manuSya vana jAne taka yaha saMjJA banI rahatI hai| yaha pazu mastiSka hai| yaha Aja bahuta sakriya hai| isIlie samAja meM aparAdha, anyAya, atyAcAra, atikramaNa Adi kA bolabAlA hai| nae samAja ke nirmANa ke lie mastiSka kI dUsarI parata ko kholanA hogaa| pazu mastiSka se lobha paidA hotA hai| lobha svArtha ko paidA karatA hai / svArtha se krUratA aura krUratA se aparAdhI manovRtti panapatI hai| isase naze kI Adata banatI hai| aparAdhI nazA isIlie karatA hai ki vaha apane Apako vismRta kara zAMti kA anubhava kara ske| lobha mUla pravRtti hai / vaha mastiSka kI aisI parata hai jo cirakAla se hamAre sAtha calI A rahI hai| mastiSka ko badalane kA artha hai lobha kI bRtti ko pariSkRta karanA / dhyAna isakA sazakta mAdhyama banatA hai| lobha sabhI aparAdhoM kI jar3a hai / jaba jar3a harI-bharI rahatI hai to zAkhAeM, prazAkhAeM, TahaniyAM, phUla aura patte saba hare-bhare rahate haiM / jaisA mUla hogA, vaisA hI phUla hogA, vaisA hI phala hogaa| mUla kA hI vistAra hotA hai| saMsAra meM kevala eka hI mUla bImArI hai-lobha / zeSa isI ke parivAra ke sadasya haiM / hamArA mastiSka lobha se pratibaddha hai / sArA ciMtana usI kI parikramA karatA hai| pratyeka vyakti sabase pahale apane svArtha kI sImA taka hI socatA hai| svArtha sadhatA hai to vaha kArya acchA hai| svArtha vighaTita hotA hai to vaha kArya burA hai| ___ Aja varga-saMgharSa kA bolavAlA hai| isakA mUla hai lobha / mila mAlika majadUroM ko kama vetana dekara adhika zrama cAhatA hai aura majadUra kama zrama kara adhika vetana lenA cAhatA hai| yaha saMgharSa hai| kyA ina donoM kI manovRtti ko badalA jA sakatA hai ? yadi yaha parivartana ho jAtA to na mArksavAda AtA aura na sAmyavAda janma letA aura na hiMsaka krAMtiyAM samayasamaya para ubhrtiiN| kintu mila mAlika aura majadUra-donoM meM vaha saMgharSa hI cala rahA hai / prazna hotA hai kyA isakA samAdhAna saMbhava hai ? bhagavAn mahAvIra ne isake samAdhAna kA eka sUtra diyA thA ki kisI kI AjIvikA kA viccheda mata kro| yaha pApapUrNa pravRtti hai| kisI ke

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14. jIvana kI pothI vRtti kA uccheda na karanA, yAnI jisakA jo hissA hai usako utanA prApta karA denA / jisakA jitanA pAne kA adhikAra hai, nyAya hai, use kama karanA AjIvikA kA viccheda karanA hai| yaha ahiMsA dharma kA atikramaNa hai| ahiMsaka aisA kabhI nahIM kara sktaa| isa sUtra kA vikAsa tabhI saMbhava hai jaba mastiSka kA parivartana ho, nae mastiSka kA nirmANa ho / jisakA mastiSka badala gayA, usakA saMbaMdha yathArtha ke AdhAra para hogaa| ___ sambandha kI do bhUmikAeM haiM-svArthaparaka sambandha aura yathArthaparaka sambandha / vartamAna ke samAja meM svArthaparaka sambandha cala rahA hai| yathArtha hai hI nahIM yA nyUna hai / yathArthaparaka sambandha kA AdhAra hai sacAI / jaba mila mAlika ko usa sacAI kA avabodha ho jAtA hai yo vaha kahegA, itanA merA nahIM hai, maiM nahIM luuNgaa| majadUra kahegA, itanA merA nahIM hai, maiM nahIM luuNgaa| donoM kA sambandha yathArthaparaka hogA / yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba mastiSka badale / pratyeka vyakti ne acchI AkAMkSA saMjo rakhI hai / vaha cAhatA hai samAja acchA bane, vyakti acchA bane / mAtA-pitA cAhate haiM, lar3akA acchA bane / lar3akA cAhatA hai, mAtA-pitA acche hoM / acche kI AkAMkSA sabako hai / isakI pUrti nae mastiSka se hI ho sakatI hai| para mastiska ko badalane kI taiyArI kisI kI nahI hai| eka mitra ne dUsare mitra se pUchA, are ! tuma sImeMTa kA kArakhAnA lagAnA cAhate the, kyA huA usakA ? vaha bolA-kArakhAnA khar3A karane ke lie sImeMTa hI nahIM milI to kArakhAnA kaise lagatA ? mastiSka ke pariSkAra ke lie dhyAna Avazyaka hai| jaba hama svayaM ko jAnanA-dekhanA prArambha karate haiM, taba jamI huI dhAraNAeM badalanI prArambha ho jAtI haiN| jinake AdhAra para jIvana calatA hai, una mAnyatAoM meM parivartana Ane lagatA hai / jaba dhAraNAoM meM parivartana hogA to mAnavIya sambandhoM meM bhI parivartana aaegaa| mahattvapUrNa prazna hai dhAraNA ko badalane kA, tor3ane kA / bhItara dhAraNAoM kA aMbAra-sA lagA huA hai / inako eka-eka kara bAhara nikAlanA hogA / dhAraNAeM taba TUTatI haiM jaba pratibaddhatAeM eka-eka kara bikhara jAtI haiN| jitanI gaharAI se hama bhItara dekheMge, dhAraNAeM utanI hI kamajora hotA jaaeNgii| jitanI dhAraNAoM kA bhAra AdamI DhotA hai, utanA eka gadhA bhI nahIM DhotA / dhAraNAeM bar3I vicitra hotI haiN| AcAryazrI ne eka gAMva se prasthAna kiyaa| sAmane se eka vidhavA bahina A rahI thii| sAtha vAlI eka bahina ciclA uThI, haTo, haTo, apazakuna mata kro| vaha vidheSA becArI sakapakA gaI / eka ora haTa gaI / AcAryazrI ne pUchA- kyA ho gayA ? vaha bahina bolI-Apa vihAra kara rahe haiM / sAmane vAlI mahilA vidhavA hai / yaha apazakuna mAnA jAtA hai| vihAra meM apazakuna

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nae mastiSka kA nirmANa 141 acchA nahIM hai / AcAryazrI ne sunA phira kahA-yaha galata mAnyatA hai / hama to usI bahina kA zakuna lekara vihAra kareMge / eka vidhavA bahina, jo apane dharma para calatI hai, sadAcAra aura kulAcAra kA pAlana karatI hai, vaha to aura adhika pavitra hotI hai| usakA apazakuna kaise mAnA jAe ? dimAga meM na jAne aisI kitanI dhAraNAeM bharI par3I haiN| ina dhAraNAoM se saMkIrNa isa mastiSka meM yathArtha kA patA nahIM cltaa| jaba vyakti bhItara meM utara kara inako dekhatA hai taba sacAI prakaTa hone lagatI hai, mastiSka bhArazUnya hotA hai| jIvana-parivartana kI prakriyA hai dhyAna / isase dhAraNAeM badalatI haiN| jaba dhAraNAeM badaleMgI to mastiSka bdlegaa| mastiSka badalegA to vyaktitva bdlegaa| vyaktitva ke badalane para samAja bdlegaa| eka zabda meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki parivartana ke lie mastiSka ke nava nirmANa kI atyanta AvazyakatA hai| pratyeka vyakti ko isakA anubhava karanA caahie|

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kAma zakti kA vikAsa jIvana kA vikAsa kramika vikAsa hai / eka bacce meM bhI sArI zaktiyAM hotI haiM, para unakA vikAsa samagratA se nahIM hotaa| jaise-jaise avasthA kA paripAka hotA hai, vaise-vaise zaktiyAM vikasita ho jAtI haiM / jIvana kI pahalI avasthA bacapana (1-10 varSa) meM aneka zaktiyAM avyakta rahatI haiN| dUsarI avasthA (11-20) meM kucha zaktiyAM vikasita hotI haiM / krIr3A kI zakti kA pUrA vikAsa ho jAtA hai| tIsarI avasthA (21-30 varSa) meM kAmazakti kA pUrA vikAsa ho jAtA hai aura taba vyakti 'samattho bhaMjiuM bhogAI'-bhoga bhogane meM samartha ho jAtA hai / bIsa varSa se pUrva isa kAmazakti kA vikAsa nahIM hotaa| vaidika paramparA meM jIvana ke sau varSoM ko cAra bhAgoM meM bAMTA hai| unake AdhAra para cAra AzramoM kI kalpanA kI hai / pratyeka Azrama ke pacIsapacIsa varSa nirdhArita haiM 1. brahmacarya Azrama-25 varSa 2. gRhastha Azrama -25 varSa 3. vAnaprastha Azrama-25 varSa 4. saMnyAsa Azrama-25 varSa jaina paramparA meM sau varSa ke jIvana ko dasa bhAgoM meM vibhakta kiyA gayA hai, pratyeka vibhAga kA kAlamAna dasa-dasa varSa kA hai| jIvana kI tIsarI avasthA (21-30 varSa) meM kAmazakti kA vikAsa hotA hai / isakA tAtparya hai ki prathama bIsa varSa taka pUrNa rUpa se brahmacarya kA pAlana karanA jarUrI hai| yaha saMnyAsI banane kI pUrva bhUmikA ke rUpa meM ullikhita nahIM hai, kintu prAkRtika sthiti ke AdhAra para yaha nirUpaNa hai / bIsa varSa taka kAmazakti kA pUrNa vikAsa nahIM hotaa| kAma-sevana ke lie vaha aparipakva avasthA hai| isa aparipakva avasthA meM yadi koI vyakti kAmasevana kI dizA meM calA jAtA hai to vaha jIvana ke prati nyAya nahIM krtaa| usakI jIvanI-zakti caka jAtI hai / phala jaba taka paka nahIM jAtA, vaha mIThA nahIM hotA / apakva phala kaSelA hotA hai, khaTTA hotA hai / pakane para hI upayogitA bar3hatI hai| yaha jAna lenA Avazyaka hai ki bIsa varSa taka brahmacarya kA pAlana kyoM kiyA jAe / jaba taka kisI bhI lar3ake-lar3akI ko kAmazakti kA jJAna nahIM

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kAma zakti kA vikAsa 143 hotA, ve galata AcAraNoM meM phaMsakara apanI zakti ko kSINa kara dete haiN| phira ve bahuta pazcAtApa karate haiN| - Aja eka carcA cala rahI hai ki baccoM ko kAma-zikSA dI jAe yA nahIM? kucha loga isakA samarthana karate haiM aura kucha virodha / donoM ke pAsa apane-apane tarka haiM / tarka kA kahIM anta nahIM hai / maiM mAnatA hUM ki pratyeka ko kAma-saMyama kI zikSA milanI cAhie / AdamI ko roTI khAne ke lAbhaalAbha kA jJAna na ho to vaha mUrkhatA hI kahI jaaegii| jo bhI vaha kAma kare, usakA jJAna Avazyaka hotA hai / jJAna hone para AdamI lAbha kI ora pravRtta hogA, alAbha se bacegA / yauna-zikSA denA hAnikAraka nahIM lagatI, bacAva kI bAta adhika ho sakatI hai / yauna-zikSA ke sAtha-sAtha yauna-saMyama kI bAta jor3a dI jAe to hAniyAM kama hoMgI, bacAva adhika hogA / bahuta kama loga jAnate haiM ki ati-kAma se kyA-kyA hAniyAM hotI haiN| asamaya meM kAma-sevana se aneka hAniyAM hotI haiM, yaha jJAna honA Avazyaka hai| kAmasevana ke lie samaya kI maryAdA hai, avasthA kI sImA hai| deza aura kAla kI bhI sImA hai / jo ina sArI bAtoM ko nahIM jAnatA, vaha zIghra hI jIvana ko khokhalA banA detA hai, zakti-zUnya kara detA hai| usakI dimAgI zakti kSINa ho jAtI hai / vaha aise unmAda meM calA jAtA hai jahAM pratizodha, IrSyA, pratikriyA aura vidroha kI bhAvanA jAgatI hai| phrAyaDa kahatA hai ki manuSya ke jIvana meM kAma-zakti Adi se anta taka rahatI hai / AdamI jIvana paryanta kAmaiSaNA meM rata rahatA hai aura yenakena prakAreNa kAmasukha pAnA cAhatA hai| isalie phrAyaDa kA yaha dRr3ha kathana hai ki kAma-vAsanA kA damana nahIM honA caahie| phrAyaDa ke isa siddhAMta ne kucha sacAI prakaTa kI hai to kucha bhrAMtiyAM bhI paidA kI haiM / bhrAMtiyoM ke kAraNa samAja meM ucchaMkhala yaunAcAra cala par3A / kAmukatA itanI bar3ha gaI ki unake bhayaMkara pariNAma samAja bhoga rahA hai / pUrA samAja ghabarA gayA hai aura vaha trANa ke lie idhara-udhara dekha rahA hai| isa yaunAcAra ne aneka bImAriyoM ko janma diyA hai / 'eDsa' kA roga usI kA eka pariNAma hai| Aja aneka loga isa roga se pIr3ita haiM aura isakA mukhya kAraNa mAnA gayA hai samalaiMgika vyabhicAra, aprAkRtika maithuna / Aja isakA trANa itanA hai ki AdamI jitanA kensara se nahIM DaratA, utanA isa 'eDsa' kI bImArI se DaratA hai / kensara chUta kA roga nahIM hai / DAkTara bar3e utsAha se usakI cikitsA karatA hai| parantu 'eDsa' chUta kA roga hai / koI DAkTara usa rogI kI cikitsA karanA nahIM caahtaa| yadi vidyAlaya meM patA laga jAe ki amuka vidyArthI 'eDsa' ke roga se AkrAMta hai to use skUla se nikAla diyA jAtA hai / jisa kisI ko yaha roga laga gayA, use burI

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jIvana kI pothI mauta maranA par3atA hai| Aja amerikA, briTena Adi dezoM meM yaha roga tejI se prasAra pA rahA hai| usakI rokathAma ke lie aneka prayatna cala rahe haiN| samAcAra patra isase hone vAlI hAniyAM aura isase chuTakArA pAne ke aneka upAya pracArita kara rahe haiM ! jaba eDsa kI bImArI kI bAta sUnI to bhagavAn mahAvIra kI yaha vANI smRti-paTala para nAcane lagI 'jahA kipAgaphalANaM pariNAmo na sundaro / evaM bhuttANa bhogANaM pariNAmo na sundarI // ' kiMpAka phala raMga-rUpa meM atyanta sundara aura mohaka hotA hai| usakA rasa mIThA hotA hai, para usakA pariNAma sukhada nahIM hotaa| eka bAra bhI use khA letA hai, vaha laMvI nIMda so jAtA hai, phira kabhI nahIM jAgatA / isI prakAra yaunAcAra prArambha meM acchA lagatA hai, para pariNAma burA hotA hai / yadi jIvana ke prArambha kAla meM, dUsare dazaka meM, pratyeka lar3ake-lar3akI ko kAmazakti ke viSaya meM paricita karA diyA jAe, kAma-saMyama kA pATha par3hA diyA jAe, kAma-saMyama ke kyA-kyA lAbha haiM aura kAma-asaMyama kI kyAkyA hAniyAM haiM, inakI pUrI jAnakArI de dI jAe to saMbhava hai bacce bigar3eMge nahIM, baca jaaeNge| yaha svAbhAvika hai pAMcoM indriyAM apanI-apanI mAMgeM prastuta karatI haiM / usakA kAma hai-mAMga prastuta karanA / yadi AdamI unakI pratyeka mAMga ko mAnatA calA jAe to naSTa-bhraSTa ho jAegA / AdamI meM eka prabala zakti hai viveka kii| usameM viveka kI cetanA hotI hai / usa cetanA kA yahI kAma hai ki indriyoM kI mAMgoM ko kATa-chAMTa kara svIkAra karanA / yahI sAdhanA kA eka bindu hai| jaba AdamI icchAoM kA dAsa bana jAtA hai, pratyeka icchA kI pUrti meM rata rahatA hai, indriyoM ke pIche-pIche calatA hai, vaha apane amUlya jIvana ko nIrasa banA DAlatA hai, rasa nicur3e hue Ikha ke chilake kI bhAMti usakA jIvana khokhalA bana jAtA hai / taba kevala makkhiyAM bhinabhinAtI haiN| jIvana kI kAma-UrjA ko hama kaise kAma meM leM, yaha zikSA Avazyaka hai / kAma-zikSA isalie jarUrI hai| manovaijJAnika eDlara ne phAyaDa se viparIta bAta kahI ki jo seksa plejara (Sex-pleasure) AdamI meM jIvanabhara rahatA hai, vaha mUla preraNA nahIM hai / jIvana kI mUla preraNA hai zakti kA vikAsa / AdamI zakti kA vikAsa saMcaya karanA cAhatA hai / vaha zakti kA jIvana jInA cAhatA hai| yahAM pariSkAra kI bAta AtI hai| kAma-sevana se jIvana zakti-zUnya banatA hai aura zakti-zUnya jIvana kIr3oM-makar3oM kA bhI hotA hai| AdamI zakti-zUnya aura dInatA kA jIvana jInA nahIM cAhatA / vahI jIvana sArthaka jIvana hotA hai

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kAma-zakti kA vikAsa jisameM zakti hotI hai| vahI AdamI mahAna hotA hai jo apanI zakti ke bharose jItA hai| suprasiddha vaijJAnika hya ma ne ina donoM manovaijJAnikoM- phrAyaDa aura eDlara ke kathana kA prativAda kiyaa| usane kahA---seksa enarjI aura zakti saMcaya-ye donoM jIvana kI mUla preraNAeM nahIM haiN| jIvana kI mUla preraNA haivyaktitva kA vikAsa / pratyeka vyakti vyaktitva ke vikAsa ke lie jIvanabhara prayatna karatA rahatA hai, isalie jIvana kI preraNA yahI hai| usa vyakti ke jIvana kI pUrI UrjA usI dizA meM pravAhita hotI hai| jo vyakti jIvana meM saphalatA cAhatA hai vaha kAma (Sex) ko bhI gauNa kara detA hai, zakti kA vikAsa aura niyojana bhI karatA hai, para usakA mUla uddezya rahatA haivyaktitva kA vikAsa / vaha usameM bAdhA nahIM caahtaa| vyaktitva-vikAsa meM aneka vighna haiN| aisA jIvana kisI kA nahIM hotA ki jIvana meM bAdhA na aae| nirvighna jIvana jIne vAlA hajAroM varSoM meM koI eka janamatA hogaa| hara AdamI ke jIvana meM utAra-car3hAva Ate haiM, vighna Ate haiM / jo apanI UrjA kA apavyaya nahIM karatA, adhika vyaya nahIM karatA, vaha vikAsa kI dizA meM satata bar3hatA rahatA hai| vaha bAdhAoM ko cIrakara saphalatA kA varaNa kara letA hai| jo vyakti apane jIvana kI UrjA kA apavyaya karatA hai, adhika vyaya karatA hai, vaha paga-paga para aTakatA jAtA hai, kamajora ho jAtA hai, para ThiThura jAte haiN| usakA jIvana zatti zUnya ho jAtA hai| usakA jInA harAma ho jAtA hai| bAdhAoM kA pAra tabhI pAyA jA sakatA hai, jaba UrjA kI prabalatA hotI hai| UrjA kI prabalatA kAma-saMyama se prApta hotI hai| kAma-sevana se UrjA kA atirikta kSaraNa hotA hai| jJAnendriyAM bhI pAMca haiM aura karmendriyAM bhI pAca haiN| pratyeka indriya kI eka-eka karmendriya hai| jihvA jJAnendriya hai| usakI karmendriya hai jananendriya / jIbha kA aura jananendriya kA bahuta gaharA saMbaMdha hai| jise kAma-zakti para saMyama karanA hai, use jIbha para saMyama karanA hogaa| jo isa sambandha ko nahIM jAnate, ve jIvana meM kaSTa pAte haiM / koI bhI vyakti jananendriya kA sIdhA saMyamana nahIM kara sakatA / usa para saMyama karane ke lie jIbha para saMyama karanA hogaa| AdamI svAdiSTa aura gariSTha bhojana karatA bhI jAe aura kAmavAsanA para niyaMtraNa kI bAta socatA rahe, to yaha virodhAbhAsI ciMtana hogA, virodhI pravRtti hogii| bApa ne beTe se kahA-beTe ! jIvana kA eka mahattvapUrNa anubhava batAtA hUM ki maiMne zAdI karake bar3I bhUla kii| tuma bhUlacUka kara bhI zAdI mata krnaa| beTe ne kahA-pitAjI ! ApakI zikSA ko maiM svIkAra karatA huuN| maiM kabhI

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146 jIvana kI pothI zAdI nahIM karUMgA aura apane beTe ko bhI yahI sIkha dUMgA ki beTe ! zAdI kabhI mata krnaa| kitanA virodhAbhAsa ! hameM ina sAre virodhAbhAsoM se bacakara jIvana kI eka nizcita praNAlI banAnI hogii| jisa vyakti ko kAma-saMyama kA jIvana jInA hai, use AhAra-saMyama kA jIvana jInA hogaa| yadi aisA nahIM hotA hai to ThIka vahI bAta hogI, zAdI nahIM karUMgA aura beTe ko bhI vahI sIkha duuNgaa| __ AhAra-saMyama vyaktitva vikAsa kA mahattvapUrNa ghaTaka hai, kintu AdamI isake prati pUrNa udAsIna hai| svAsthya kA aura bhojana kA gaharA saMbaMdha hai| san 1984 kA cAturmAsa jodhapura meM thaa| hama dUra pahAr3iyoM para zoca ke lie jAte / lauTate samaya eka ghATI pAra kara rahe the| utarate samaya AcAryazrI thor3e ruke aura bole-mahAprajJajI ? yadi pahale se hI hama AhAra ke viSaya meM sAvaceta ho jAte to pUre zatAyu ho sakate the| pahale yaha dhyAna nahIM diyaa| dhyAna dete bhI kaise, jaba isa viSaya kA pUrA jJAna bhI nahIM thaa| AcAryazrI jaba 38-40 ke hue aura maiM 34-35 meM pahuMcA, taba pUrA dhyAna diyaa| isase bhI hameM lAbha milaa| yadi hama usa samaya sAvadhAna nahIM hote to jIvana kI bahuta sArI zaktiyAM aise hI kharca ho jaatiiN| jo kAma Aja taka hamane kiyA hai yA kara rahe haiM, jo cintana diyA hai, de rahe haiM, vaha kabhI nahIM hotaa| zakti yA to peTa meM khapegI yA mastiSka meM khpegii| peTU vyakti kI sArI UrjA padArtha ko pacAne meM vyaya ho jAtI hai aura jo cintana karatA hai, dhyAna karatA hai, kama khAtA hai, usakI zakti mastiSka ke kAma AtI hai| vikrama saMvat 2005 se hamAre dharmasaMgha meM AhAra viSayaka mor3a AyA hai| Aja 47-48 varSa ho rahe haiM, ina varSoM meM svAdhyAya, dhyAna aura cintana meM bahuta vikAsa huA hai| do dRSTikoNa haiN| pahalA svAsthya kA dRSTikoNa aura dUsarA hai kAma saMyama kA dRssttikonn| donoM kA gaharA sambandha hai| eka hai jJAnendriya aura dUsarI hai karmendriya / hama karmendriya para saMyama tabhI kara sakate haiM, jaba jJAnendriya para hamArA saMyama sadha jAtA hai| Aja ke vaijJAnikoM aura prAcIna tantrAcAryoM ne isa viSaya para bahuta UhApoha prastuta kiyA hai aura mahattvapUrNa rahasya udghATita kie haiM / usa carcA ko samajhane vAle virala hI ho sakate haiM, usako nahIM chU rahA huuN| itanA hI yahAM paryApta hai ki bhagavAn mahAvIra ne jahAM-jahAM brahmacarya kA pratipAdana kiyA vahAM-vahAM, usase pUrva, AhAra saMyama kA pratipAdana kiyA / uttarAdhyayana Agama ke batIsaveM adhyayana meM isakI lambI carcA hai / bhagavAn kahate haiM-bahuta gariSTha bhojana, sarasa rasoM kA bhoga unmAda paidA

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kAma-zakti kA vikAsa 147 karatA hai, kAma ko ubhAratA hai| AcArAMga Agama meM brahmacarya kA sAdhanAsUtra hai nirbala bhojana / Aja kI bhASA meM ise kelorI vAlA bhojana kahA jA sakatA hai| jyAdA kelorI khAnA acchA nahIM hai| poSaNa bhara ho jAe aura vaha bhI saMtulana ke sAtha, itanA paryApta hai| Aja kA AdamI bahuta par3hatA-likhatA hai, socatA-samajhatA hai| vaha saba kucha karatA hai, para apane jIvana ke bAre meM bahuta kama socatA hai, svAsthya ke viSaya meM bahuta kama ciMtana karatA hai| yadi vaha svAsthya ko kendra meM rakhakara jIvana jInA cAhatA hai to use AhAra-saMyama aura kAma-saMyama kI zikSA lenI hogii| ___ kAma-asaMyama kA mukhya pariNAma hai snAyu-daurbalya, roga-pratirodhAtmaka zakti kA hrAsa / snAyavika durbalatA, Diprezana Aja kI mukhya bImArI hai aura isakA mukhya kAraNa hai kAma kI ati / logoM ne eka bAta pakar3a lI ki icchA kA damana mata kro| are bhAI ! damana nahIM to zamana to kro| damana kA artha hai zamana / dUdha uphana rahA hai| pAnI ke chIMTe die aura usakA uphAna zAMta ho jAtA hai| yaha upazamana hai| hameM upazamana ko jAnanA hai| dUsare zabdoM meM hamArI viveka cetanA kA pUrNa jAgaraNa honA cAhie / indriyAM apanI mAMgeM prastuta karatI haiM / yaha viveka honA bahuta jarUrI hai ki kaunasI mAMga pUrI kI jAe aura kisako nakArA jaae| prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga isa viveka-jAgaraNa meM sahayogI banegA aura ApakA jIvana-patha Alokita hokara nayA prakAza degaa|

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zakti-vikAsa aura zakti-pradarzana jIvana kI cauthI avasthA kA kAlamAna hai ikatIsa se cAlIsa varSa kA / isa avasthA meM zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai, zakti-pradarzana kA avasara milatA hai| battIsa varSa kA vyakti taruNa mAnA jAtA hai| jahAM kahIM zaktipradarzana kA prasaMga AtA hai vahAM battIsa varSa ke taruNa kI carcA milegii| isa avasthA meM zakti apane pUrNa vikAsa para hotI hai aura AdamI 'samartho balaM darzayitam'-apanI zakti pradarzita karane meM samartha hotA hai / zakti kA vikAsa aura saMcaya jarUrI hotA hai, para zakti kA pradarzana kisa avasthA meM kitanA Avazyaka hai, yaha eka vimarza kA bindu hai| usakA pradarzana kiyA jAe yA nahIM ? kiyA jAe to kisa dizA meM kiyA jAe, yaha eka prazna hai| Aja zakti kA pradarzana bhinna-bhinna dizAoM meM ho rahA hai| kuztI meM, khela meM zakti kA pradarzana hotA hai| yaha zakti kA pradarzana samAja-sammata hai| DAkU, cora, hatyArA bhI zakti kA pradarzana karatA hai, para yaha samAjasammata nahIM hai / DAkU aura cora meM bhI zakti apekSita hai : anyathA vaha DAkA nahIM DAla sakatA, corI nahIM kara sktaa| dUsare kI hatyA karane meM bhI zakti cAhie / kamajora vyakti aisA nahIM kara sktaa| zakti kA vaha pradarzana jisameM samAja kA hita ho, kalyANa ho, ruci kA saMvardhana ho, sammata hotA hai| jisake dvArA samAja kA hita aura kalyANa nahIM sadhatA, vyakti kA bhI hita-kalyANa nahIM sadhatA, vaha zakti kA pradarzana karatA hai to sarvatra hAni hI hotI hai| __ do-cAra aphImacI eka gAMva meM A phuNce| rAtrivAsa vahIM kiyaa| usa gAMva meM macchara bahuta the| maccharoM ne unheM bahuta parezAna kiyaa| unake pAsa bandUkeM thIM / eka to naze meM dhuta the, dUsare meM unako zastra kA nazA thA / unhoMne socA ki maccharoM se morcA lenA hai| gandA nAlA baha rahA thaa| macchara maMDarA rahe the / sabane morcA sNbhaalaa| eka ne apane sAthI ke gale para baiThe macchara ko mArane ke lie golI daagii| vaha golI sAthI ko lagI / macchara bhI mara gayA aura sAthI bhI cala bsaa| dUsare sAthI ne kahA-kaisA rahA morcA ? hArajIta kyA rahI ? vaha bolA-macchara kA eka sAthI bhI mara gayA aura apanA bhI eka sAthI mArA gyaa| bAjI barAbara rhii| na koI hArA aura na koI jItA / mUrkha AdamI apanI zakti kA pradarzana galata DhaMga se hI karatA hai /

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zakti-vikAsa aura zakti-pradarzana 149 ahaMkAra, mUrkhatA, abhiniveza-ye kucha aise kAraNa haiM jo zakti ke pradarzana ko galata banA dete haiN| zakti galata nahIM hotii| usakA prayoga galata ho sakatA hai| yaha viveka bahuta Avazyaka hai| jIvana kI isa cauthI avasthA meM yaha viveka jAgRta rahatA hai to zakti kA bahuta bar3A upayoga ho sakatA hai / bar3A kAma bIsa varSa kI avasthA meM yA sattara varSa kI avasthA meM nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| kintu vaha kiyA jA sakatA hai jIvana kI isa turIya avasthA meM tIsa se cAlIsa varSa kI avasthA meN| zakti ke prayoga kI do dizAeM haiM / eka dhvaMsAtmaka dizA aura dUsarI hai sRjanAtmaka dishaa| zakti kA prayoga yadi dhvaMsa meM, utpIr3ana meM laga jAtA hai to vaha zakti kahara DhA detI hai| aisA vyakti nirantara burA socatA hai, bure vikalpoM se ghirA rahatA hai| jo vyakti zakti kA prayoga sRjana meM karatA hai, usakA ciMtana svastha aura kalyANakArI hotA hai| vidhvaMsa meM zakti lagAne vAlA bhakSaka hai aura sRjana meM zakti lagAne vAlA rakSaka hai| yahAM eka prazna uThatA hai ki dUsaroM kI rakSA kauna karatA hai ? jo apanI rakSA nahIM kara sakatA, vaha dUsaroM kI rakSA kabhI nahIM kara sktaa| jo Atma-rakSaka hai, vahI para-rakSaka hotA hai| AtmA kI rakSA karanA apanI rakSA karanA hai| AtmarakSA kA artha hai-apane AcAra ko surakSita rakhanA, apanI indriyoM aura mana ko surakSita rakhanA, apanI vRttiyoM ko niyatrita rakhanA / Atma-rakSaka kabhI dUsaroM ko nahIM satAegA, kaSTa nahIM degaa| svayaM kaSTa saha legA, para dUsaroM ko pIr3ita nahIM kregaa| jisameM adhyAtma kI cetanA jAga jAtI hai, vaha kabhI dUsaroM ko kaSTa nahIM de sktaa| kucha pazu bhI aise hote haiM, jinameM AtmabhAva jAga jAtA hai, ve bhI kabhI dUsaroM ko nahIM satAte / __ jJAtAdharmakathA kA eka udAharaNa hai / bhayaMkara jaMgala / Aga lagane kI saMbhAvanA / eka yUthapati ne apane bRhad hasti-parivAra kI rakSA ke lie jaMgala meM nistRNa sthAna bnaayaa| vaha bahuta bar3A thaa| usameM hajAroM pazu nirApada raha sakate the| vahAM Aga kA trAsa saMbhava nahIM thaa| eka dina vAstava meM dAvAnala sulaga gyaa| jaMgala meM hAhAkAra macA aura sabhI pazu usa nirApada sthAna kI ora daur3a pdd'e| yUthapati bhI apane pUre parivAra ke sAtha vahAM A pahuMcA / sthAna khacAkhaca bhara gyaa| yUthapati ne khujalI karane ke lie apane eka paira ko Upara utthaayaa| usa rikta sthAna para kharagoza Akara baiTha gyaa| yUthapati ne apane khujalI ke paira ko nIce rakhanA caahaa| usane dekhA, eka kharagoza baiThA hai| usakA mana dayArdra huA aura usane apanA para adhara meM hI roka diyaa| usane socA, maiM kaSTa jhela lUM, para dUsaroM ko kaSTa na duuN| jaba yaha cetanA jAga jAtI hai taba dUsaroM ko kaSTa dene kI bAta samApta ho jAtI

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150 jIvana kI pothI hai| jo AtmA kI rakSA karatA hai, vahI dUsaroM kI rakSA kara sakatA hai| rakSA kA marma samajhe binA kevala dUsaroM kI rakSA kI bAta karanA eka bhrama hai, mAyAjAla hai| . prekSAdhyAna kA mUla sUtra hai-aatm-rkssaa| apane Apako burAiyoM se bacAo, bure vicAroM se bacAo, burI bhAvanAoM se bacAo, taba Atma-rakSA hogI / usa sthiti meM usa zakti kA vikAsa hogA, jisa zakti ke dvArA kisI kA aniSTa nahIM hotaa| eka zakti kA prayojana hotA hai uThAnA aura eka zakti kA prayojana hotA hai giraanaa| hameM usa zakti kA vikAsa karanA hai jisase uThAne kA prayojana siddha ho / jahAM dUsaroM ko girAne kI bAta AtI hai vahAM jo prApya hai vaha nahIM miltaa| AdamI prakAza cAhatA hai, andhakAra nhiiN| prakAza taba prApta hogA jaba dUsaroM ko uThAne kI zakti kA vikAsa hogA / jahAM dUsaroM ke lie avarodha paidA kiyA jAtA hai vahAM prakAza prApta nahIM hotA, vahAM andhakAra hI milatA hai| jIvana ke tIna bahumUlya ghaTaka haiM-prakAza, Ananda aura svAsthya / hama zakti kA aisA niyojana kareM ki jisase ye tInoM prApta ho jAeM / jisa vyakti ke jIvana meM prakAza nahIM hotA vaha na to svastha raha sakatA hai aura na Ananda kA jIvana jI sakatA hai| AMkheM prakAza kI pratIka haiN| jise ye prApta nahIM haiM, usake lie sArA saMsAra aMdhakAramaya hai, sAre padArtha vyartha haiM / prakAza Avazyaka hai| eka hai apanA prakAza aura dUsarA hai sUrya kA prakAza / ye donoM hote haiM aura yadi viveka kA prakAza na ho to bhI kucha nahIM banatA / viveka-cakSu kA udghATita honA bahuta Avazyaka hai| cora corI kara ghara se AbhUSaNoM kI peTI le gyaa| mAlika ne paharedAra se pUchA, taba usane kahA-'mAlika ! maiM jAnatA hUM ki cora peTI le gayA / maiM jAgatA thaa| maiMne use nahIM rokA, kyoMki peTI para tAlA jar3A huA thA aura cAbI Apake pAsa thii| maiMne socA-vaha cAbI lene vApasa AegA taba pakar3a lNgaa|' jisameM viveka kI AMkha udghATita nahIM hotI, vaha aise galata nirNaya le letA hai| duniyA meM sukha pAnA bahuta kaThina bAta hai| AdamI sukha kI sAmagrI upalabdha kara sakatA hai, para sukha pAnA usake vaza kI bAta nahIM hai / prAyaH dhanADhya vyaktiyoM ke pAsa sukha-sAmagrI kI kamI nahIM hai| usameM se kucha hI vyakti aise hote haiM jo vAstava meM sukha kA anubhava karate hoN| ve niraMtara duHkha bhogate haiN| jitanA hai, usase sukha nahIM pA rahe haiM, jitanA nahIM hai, usase duHkha pA rahe haiM / abhAva kA duHkha unheM kaSTa detA hai| bhAva kA sukha nahIM, abhAva kA duHkha hai / bar3I vicitra sthiti hai /

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zakti-vikAsa aura zakti pradarzana 151 __ AdamI dUsaroM ko dekhakara apane ko dekhatA hai| vaha svayaM kabhI apane ko nahIM dekhtaa| svAsthya ko tolegA to dUsaroM ke AdhAra para, saMpannatA ko dekhegA to dUsare ke AdhAra pr| vaha dUsaroM ko dekhakara hI svayaM ko tolegaa| zekhasAdI bar3e phakIra the / ve jA rahe the| rAste meM eka bhikhArI baiThA thaa| zekhasAdI ne dekhA, vaha atyanta prasanna aura praphullita hai| usake cehare para kahIM cintA kI rekhA nahIM hai| bhikhArI ko dekhakara svayaM ko dekhA, socA, maiM eka saMta hUM, ciMtaka aura vicAraka hUM, phira bhI dinabhara udAsa rahatA hUM, citA hI ciMtA / aura eka yaha bhikhArI hai jo abhAva meM jI rahA hai, khAne ko na pUrA bhojana milatA hai, na isake pAsa makAna aura pUre kapar3e hI haiM / are, yaha to vikalAMga hai| paira bhI nahIM haiN| phira bhI yaha itanA khuza hai ! maiM bhAva meM jItA huA bhI duHkhI hUM aura yaha abhAva meM jItA huA bhI sukhI hai| rahasya kyA hai| zekhasAdI ne bhikhArI ke pAsa Akara pUchA-~~are bhAI ! tuma itane abhAvagrasta ho, phira bhI prasanna kaise ? bhikhArI bolA--maiMne jIvana kA eka maMtra sIkhA hai ki abhAva ko nahIM dekhanA / maiM socatA hUM, paira nahIM to kyA, Izvara ne mujhe dimAga to acchA diyA hai ! maiM dimAga ko dekhakara parama prasanna rahatA hUM aura mujhe pairoM kA abhAva kabhI nahIM khttktaa| zekhasAdI ne rahasya ko samajha liyaa| do prakAra ke vyakti hote haiN| eka ve jo nirantara abhAva ko hI dekhate rahate haiM aura eka ve jo bhAva ko dekhate rahate haiN| abhAva ko dekhane vAlA, apAra saMpatti kA svAmI hone para bhI sadA duHkhI rahatA hai aura bhAva ko dekhane vAlA, pAsa meM kucha bhI na hone para bhI sadA sukhI rahatA hai, Anandita rahatA hai| Aja abhAva ke dRSTikoNa vAle loga adhika haiN| pacAsa lAkha kI saMpattivAlA jaba karor3apati ko dekhatA hai to socatA hai, are ! maiM to pIche raha gyaa| yaha socakara vaha nirantara duHkha kA anubhava karatA rahatA hai| jisake pAsa karor3a hai, vaha socatA hai, are, mere pAsa hai hI kitanA ! amuka vyakti ke pAsa araba kI saMpatti hai| vaha bhI duHkha kA saMvedana karatA hai| AdamI sadA abhAva ko dekhatA hai, bhAva ko nahIM dekhatA, usake duHkha ko bhagavAn bhI nahIM miTA sakate / Ananda usI ko prApta hotA hai jo bhAva ko dekhakara jItA hai| jisakA mAnasa prakAza se bhara gayA vaha kabhI abhAva ko nahIM dekhegA, bhAva ko hI dekhegaa| AcArya ne ziSya se pUchA- 'tuma janapada vihAra karoge aura loga tumheM gAliyAM deMge, taba tuma kyA karoge ?' ziSya bolA-maiM socUMgA, koI

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152 jIvana kI pothI bAta nahIM, gAliyAM hI dI, pITA to nhiiN|' 'koI pITegA to kyA karoge?' 'socaMgA, pITA hI to hai, hAtha-paira to nahIM tor3e !' 'yadi hAtha-paira tor3a die to ? 'socUMgA, hAtha-paira hI tor3e, prANa-viyojana to nahIM kiyA !' 'yadi koI mArane kA prayatna karegA to?' 'socUMgA, koI bAta nhiiN| prANa hI to lUTa rahA hai, dharma to nahIM lUTA !' yaha hai bhAvanAtmaka ciMtana / jo sadA bhAvanAtmaka ciMtana karatA hai vaha apane Ananda ko surakSita rakha letA hai| kiMtu yaha kaThina karma hai| jaba viveka kA cakSu khula jAtA hai, tabhI aisA honA sabhava hai| AdamI sAmAnyataH yahI socatA hai - 'zaThe zAThyaM', eka gAlI ke badale dasa gAliyAM aura IMTa kA javAba patthara se / isa dizA meM ciMtana jAtA hI nahIM ki gAlI na dene kA kitanA mahattva hai ! IMTa kA javAba patthara se na dekara IMTa ke prahAra ko samabhAva se sahane meM kitanA Ananda hai ! para AdamI kA citana sadA niSedhAtmaka hotA hai / isakA kAraNa hai samyak dRSTikoNa kA abhaav| isakA tAtparya hai viveka cetanA kA ajAgaraNa / __ tIna prakAra ke prakAza haiN| kevala sUrya kA prakAza hI kAryakara nahIM hotA, kevala AMkha kA prakAza hI kAryakara nahIM hotaa| sUrya hai aura AMkha kA prakAza nahIM hai to dekhA nahIM jA sktaa| AMkha hai aura yadi sUrya kA prakAza nahIM hai to bhI nahIM dekhA jA sktaa| sUrya kA prakAza hai, AMkha kA prakAza bhI hai aura yadi viveka kA prakAza nahIM hai to sahI-sahI nahIM dekhA jA sakatA / tInoM prakAza caahie| yaha tripadI hai, tripathagA hai| yaha prakAza kI triveNI hai / ina tInoM kA yoga hotA hai taba Ananda kA jIvana jIyA jA sakatA hai / jisa vyakti meM prakAza hai, Ananda hai, vahI apanI zakti kA sahI upayoga kara sakatA hai| jisameM prakAza nahIM hai, usa vyakti ke sAre AyAma galata hoNge| vaha zakti ubArane vAlI nahIM, mArane vAlI hogii| jIvana kI cauthI avasthA (31 se 40 varSa) zakti pradarzana kI avasthA hai| mAtA-pitA yA abhibhAvaka kA parama kartavya hai ki ve isa avasthA meM pahuMcane vAle apane adhInastha vyakti para dhyAna deN| zakti-pradarzana kI dizA sahI hai yA nahIM, yaha dhyAna deM / yaha avasthA zakti-vikAsa kAcarama biMdu hai / jaba zakti carama biMdu para pahuMcatI hai taba usameM apAra sAmarthya A jAtA hai / pAnI jaba bhApa banatA hai taba usakI zakti kA andAjA nahIM lagAyA jA sakatA hai| vAyu meM sAmAnya zakti hai| vAtyAcakra meM apAra zakti niyojita

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zakti-vikAsa aura zakti-pradarzana 153 ho jAtI hai| jaba taka zakti kA sahI niyojana nahIM hotA, taba taka vaha zakti unmAd paidA karatI hai, vinAza lAtI hai| zakti kA sahI niyojana ho sake, yaha vaha avasthA hai / yadi sahI niyojana hotA hai to bahuta sAre kAma saMpanna ho jAte haiM / cAhe puruSa ho yA strI, zakti kA durupayoga hue binA nahIM rahatA / jo prekSA kA marma samajha lete haiM, ve apanI zakti kA sahI upayoga kara sakate haiN| prekSA kA eka artha hai nirupAdhika dekhanA / AdamI zuddha dRSTi se kahAM dekha pAtA hai ? zuddha cetanAvAn ko dekhanA kaThina hotA hai| eka yogI apanI sAdhikA bahina se milane usake ghara gae / usa samaya vaha snAna kara rahI thii| vaha nirvastrA thii| yogI ne daravAjA kholA, aura tatkAla banda kara diyA / snAna karane ke pazcAt bahina se mile / bahina bolI-Apane daravAjA kholA aura loTa kaise gae ? yogI ne kahA-usa samaya tuma nirvastra hokara snAna kara rahI thI / aisI sthiti meM maiM vahAM kaise ThaharatA ? sAdhikA bolI-Apa pahuMce hue saMta haiM / Apa meM abhI taka strIpuruSa kA bheda vidyamAna hai ? Apa pahuMce hI nahIM abhI tk| yaha antara miTAnA kaThina hai| AMkha ke golaka meM jo dekhane kI zakti hai, usase razmiyAM nikalatI haiM / usako hamAre bhAvoM kI razmiyAM ghera letI haiM / bhAva do hI prakAra ke hote haiM-priya yA apriya / isa sthiti meM korA prakAza nahIM nikalatA / ghere kA prakAza pahale nikalatA hai, phira mUla prakAza / isalie hama pratyeka padArtha ko usa ghere ke prakAza ke Aloka meM dekhate haiN| hameM mUla padArtha ayathArtha rUpa meM hI dIkha par3atA hai| daga-zakti kA vikAsa kaThina karma hai| ___ jIvana ke cauthe adhyAya meM bahuta jAgarUka rahane kI AvazyakatA hai| svayaM ko jAgRta rahanA hai aura abhibhAvakoM ko jAgRta rahanA hai / isase hI zakti kA sahI niyojana ho sakegA / isa saMdarbha meM eka bAta para dhyAna denA Avazyaka hai ki ikatIsa varSa kI avasthA se pUrva eka bAra zivira avazya kara lenA cAhie, jisase ki zakti kA sahI upayoga sIkhA jA sake, jIvana ko adhika Anandamaya aura sukhamaya banAyA jA sake / jo vyakti kevala pAzavika zakti ke pradarzana meM lage hue haiM, ve kabhI Age bar3ha nahIM pAyeMge / jo apanI Atmazakti ko bar3hA pAeMge, ve pichar3eMge nahIM, ve prakAzapuJja bana kara sabakA mArgadarzana kareMge / maiM nahIM cAhatA ki sAdhaka kamajora ho / vaha zakti saMpanna ho aura zakti kA pradarzana sahI dizA meM karane vAlA ho|

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adhyAtma kI catuSpadI jIvana kI do dizAeM haiM -bhautikavAda aura AtmavAda / adhyAtmavAdI bhI isa adhyAtmavAda yA adhyAtma ko yathArtharUpa se samajha nahIM pA rahe haiN| unhoMne kucha aisI asvAbhAvika mAnyatAeM yA dhAraNAeM banA lI haiM, jinase kucha milatA nahIM / 'apane astitva kA bodha', 'AtmA kA bodha'--ye zabda dUra taka hamArA sAtha nahIM dete / jaba taka hama cetana mastiSka se kAma lete haiM, taba taka pahuMcane kI bAta hI prApya nahIM hotii| adhyAtma ko hameM bhinna dRSTikoNa se samajhanA hogA / jaba taka vyakti kA padArtha ke prati samyak dRSTikoNa nahIM banatA, taba taka koI bhI AdhyAtmika nahIM ho sakatA / padArtha ke prati dRSTikoNa samyak honA cAhie / AdamI padArtha ko nitya aura zAzvata mAnakara hI vyavahAra kara rahA hai / vaha bhale hI zabdoM meM use azAzvata kaha de, anitya kaha de kintu antarvRtti meM use nityatA kI anubhUti ho rahI hai| isalie koI bhI padArtha idhara-udhara hotA hai to use kaSTa hotA hai / kaSTa isalie hotA hai ki usane mAna liyA kI padArtha mujhase alaga nahIM hai| jaba taka padArtha ke prati yaha dRSTikoNa banA rahatA hai, taba taka adhyAtma cetanA jAgatI nhiiN| vaha padArtha meM zaraNa khojatA hai| vaha padArtha ke binA apane Apako asahAya mahasUsa karatA hai / yaha sArI padArtha ke prati zaraNa kI bhAvanA kA dyotaka hai / padArtha pAsa meM hai to saba kucha hai| padArtha nahIM hai to kucha bhI nahIM hai / jaba taka yaha bhrAMti nahIM TUTatI taba taka koI AdhyAtmika nahIM ho sakatA / AdamI zarIra ke sAtha abhinnatA kA anubhava kie baiThA hai / jaba taka pudgala aura cetana kI bhinna anubhUti nahIM hotI, taba taka adhyAtma meM praveza kI bAta hI prApta nahIM hotI hai / maiM padArtha se pare hUM, maiM akelA hUM-yaha anubhUti adhyAtma taka le jAtI hai / adhyAtma ke isa catuSpadI ke ye cAra caraNa haiM--- 1. anitya anuprekSA 2. azaraNa anuprekSA 3. anyatva anuprekSA 4. ekatva anuprekSA jisameM anityatA, azaraNatA, anyatva aura ekatva kI cetanA jAga jAtI hai vaha AdhyAtmika hotA hai aura jisameM yaha cetanA kI catuSTayI jAgRta nahIM hotI vaha bhautika hotA hai| kevala zabdoM ke doharAne se koI adhyAtmavAdI www

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adhyAtma kI catuSpadI 155 nahIM hotA / 'AtmA kA anubhava karo', 'caitanya kA anubhava karo,' ye sAre gar3he hue zabda haiM / inameM sAra kama hai / sacAI yaha hai ki jisa bhUmikA para hama haiM, usameM na AtmA kA anubhava ho sakatA hai aura na astitva kA anubhava ho sakatA hai / hameM inakA anubhava taba hogA jaba hama anubhava-catuSpadI kA abhyAsa karate haiN| anubhava kA pahalA caraNa hai anityatA kA abhyAsa / jaisejaise padArtha kI anityatA kA abhyAsa puSTa hogA, vaise-vaise padArtha ke saMyoga aura viyoga se hone vAlI rati aura arati samApta ho jaaegii| Aja pratikUla padArtha milane para viSAda aura anukUla padArtha milane para harSa hotA hai / anukUla padArtha kA viyoga hone para bhI aura anukUla padArtha kA saMyoga hone para bhI kaSTa hotA hai / jaba anityatA kI cetanA prakhara hotI hai taba koI kaSTa nahIM hotA / jaba yaha sacAI ki padArtha kA saMyoga bhI hotA hai aura viyoga bhI hotA hai, Atmagata ho jAtI hai, kevala zAbdika nahIM rahatI taba kaSTa ho hI nahIM sakatA / jaba anubhUti ke stara para yaha cetanA jAga jAtI hai taba na mRtyu kA kaSTa hotA hai aura na bur3hApe kA kaSTa hotA hai| taba pratikUlatA bhI kaSTadAyI nahIM hotii| adhyAtmavAdI hI ina kaSToM se baca sakatA hai| kevala adhyAtma ko par3hane vAlA, adhyAtma para pravacana karane vAlA ina kaSToM se nahIM baca sakatA / jo adhyAtma ko vAstava meM jItA hai, anubhUti ke stara para jItA hai, vahI baca sakatA hai / usakA Ananda tabhI abAdha ho sakatA hai / ananta ho sakatA hai / yadi vyakti vartamAna kSaNa meM isa abAdha Ananda yA mukti kA anubhava nahIM karatA, vaha marane ke bAda bhI kabhI nahIM kara paaegaa| mokSa usI ko milatA hai jo vartamAna kSaNa meM mokSa kA anubhava karatA hai| isa anubhava ke lie anitya anuprekSA kA abhyAsa jarUrI hai| abhyAsa bhI itanA prabala ki usakA sAkSAtkAra ho jAe / vahI maMtra siddhamaMtra mAnA jAtA hai jisakA sAkSAtkAra ho jAtA hai / 'oma', 'ahaM', Adi jitane bhI maMtra-pada haiM, unakA kitanA hI jApa kareM, parantu jaba taka unakA sAkSAtkAra nahIM hotA, taba taka unheM siddha nahIM mAnA jA sktaa| vaise hI anityatA kA sAkSAtkAra honA Avazyaka hai| saMbodhi kyA hai ? anityatA kA sAkSAtkAra honA hI saMbodhi hai / sAkSAtkAra hone kA artha hai saMbodhi kI cetanA kA jAgaraNa / bodhi ke tIna prakAra haiM-jJAnabodhi, darzanabodhi aura cAritrabodhi / buddha bhI tIna prakAra ke haiM-jJAnabuddha, darzanabuddha aura cAritrabuddha / jJAna kA sAkSAtkAra, darzana yA sacAI kA sAkSAtkAra aura AcaraNa kA sAkSAtkAra / _anityatA kA sAkSAtkAra adhyAtma kA pahalA lakSaNa hai / yadi koI pUche ki AdhyAtmika vyakti kauna to uttara hogA, jisane anityatA kA sAkSAt kara liyA, vaha AdhyAtmika hai| hama nahIM kaheMge ki jisane AtmA kA

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156 jIvana kI pothI sAkSAtkAra kara liyA vaha AdhyAtmika hai, para hama kaheMge jisane anityatA kA anubhava kara liyA aura usa anubhava ko jI rahA hai, vaha AdhyAtmika vyakti hai / jisane anityatA kA anubhava nahIM kiyA vaha bhautikavAdI hai| yA yoM kaheM ki vaha bhautikatA meM jI rahA hai| dUsarA tattva hai azaraNavAda / mahArAjA zreNika ne anAthi muni se pUchA-yauvana avasthA meM muni kaise bana gae ? muni ne kahA- 'maiM anAtha thA / mujhe koI nAtha nahIM milaa|' zreNika ne kahA- 'maiM nAtha banatA huuN| mere sAtha calo / mahaloM meM Ananda se rho|' muni bole-'rAjan ! tuma svayaM anAtha ho, tuma svayaM azaraNa ho, mere nAtha kaise banoge ? mujhe zaraNa kaise doge ?' rAjA cauNkaa| pUchA, maiM anAtha kaise ? itane bar3e sAmrAjya kA adhipati aura anAtha ! yaha asaMbhava bAta hai| muni ne kahA--rAjan ! maiM atyanta dhanADhya pitA kA putra thaa| saMpadA kI koI kamI nahIM thI / mujhe cakSu-vedanA huii| asahya piidd'aa| usa pIr3A ko baMTAne vAlA koI nahIM milA / usa bImArI se mere meM azaraNa kI cetanA kA jAgaraNa huA aura mujhe yaha sAkSAt anubhava huA ki jagat meM koI nahIM hai zaraNa dene vAlA / maiM azaraNa huuN| bAhya padArtha zaraNa dene meM asamartha hai| maiMne zaraNa apane Apa meM khojaa| saMkalpa kiyA aura vedanA miTa gii| azaraNa kI cetanA ne mujhe zaraNa khone kI dizA meM prasthita kiyA aura maiM muni bana gyaa| aba mujhe aura kisI kI zaraNa kI AkAMkSA nahIM hai| AdhyAtmika vyakti vahI hotA hai jisameM azaraNa kI cetanA jAga jAtI hai| jaba taka isa cetanA kA jAgaraNa nahIM hotA taba taka AdamI padArtha meM hI zaraNa khojatA hai / do prakAra ke vyakti hote haiM-parArthAbhimukha aura svArthAbhimukha / AdhyAtmika vaha hotA hai jo svArthAbhimukha hotA hai, apane prati abhimukha hotA hai / jo parAbhimukha hotA hai, vaha bhotika hotA hai / vaha padArthAbhimukha hotA hai / vaha pratyeka samasyA kA samAdhAna padArtha meM khojatA hai| usakI abhimukhatA padArtha kI ora hotI hai| jisa ora abhimukhatA hogI, usI ora lakSya hogA, usI ora gati hogii| yadi hamArA dhyAna svArthAbhimukha hai to hama pratyeka samasyA kA samAdhAna apadArtha meM khojeMge / svArthAbhimukhatA AtmAbhimukhatA hai| yaha adhyAtma kI sarala paribhASA hai / yaha vyavahAragamya bAta hai, ativAda nahIM, dUra kI kalpanA nahIM hai / jaba anityatA kA abhyAsa jAga jAtA hai, taba kahIM bhI moha yA mUrchA jAgegI to usakA samAdhAna ho jaaegaa| avaMtI nagarI / dhana nAmaka shresstthii| usakI putrI kA nAma thA bhaTTA / ATha bhAiyoM ke bIca eka bahina / pitA ne sabhI se kaha diyA- ise koI 'tU'

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adhyAtma kI catuSpadI 157 kahakara na pukAre / kAlAMtara meM isakA nAma 'atUMkArI bhaTTA' pracalita ho gyaa| ati lAr3a-pyAra ke kAraNa usameM ahaMkAra ubhara AyA / vaha na kisI ko 'tU' kahatI aura na kisI se 'tU' sunatI / vaha yuvatI huii| vivAha kI carcA calane lgii| usane kahA-'maiM usI ke sAtha vivAha karUMgI jo merI AjJA kA pAlana kregaa|' yaha bAta sarvatra phaila gii| koI usake sAtha vivAha karane ko rAjI nahIM huA / anta meM usI nagarI kA rAjyamaMtrI subuddhi usase vivAha karane ke lie rAjI ho gyaa| donoM kA vivAha ho gayA / subuddhi kabhI-kabhAra ghara derI se AtA ! bhaTTA gusse meM A jAtI / eka bAra maMtrI vizeSa bilamba se ghara pahuMcA / bhaTTA misamisAyamANa baiThI thii| jyoMhi maMtrI ghara pahuMcA, vaha ghara se nikala gaI / calate-calate jaMgala A gyaa| coroM ne use pakar3a kara apane corapati ko sauMpa diyA / corapati ne use patnI banAnA cAhA, para vaha inakAra ho gaI / usane use eka rakta-vyApArI ke hAthoM beca diyaa| rakta-vyApArI usakA rakta nikAlakara bectaa| isase bhaTTA kA zarIra sUkha kara kAMTA ho gyaa| isa tIvra vedanA se usameM kSamA kI cetanA jAgI / eka bAra usakA bhAI usa nagarI meM gayA / bahina ko apane sAtha le gyaa| aba bahina zAMta, parama zAMta ho cukI thii| eka deva usakI kSamA kI parIkSA lene muni kA veza banAkara AyA / usane lakSapAka taila maaNgaa| yaha atyanta bahumUlya taila hotA hai / atUMkArI ne dAsI se taila kA bartana lAne ko kahA / dAsI jyoM hI taila kA bartana lekara calI, vaha bartana phisalA, jamIna para girA aura phUTa gayA / usane jAkara svAminI se kahA / bhaTTA bolI, dUsarA ghar3A le A / dAsI dUsarA ghar3A lene gaI / jaba vaha lauTa rahI thI, taba vaha bhI jamIna para girA aura phUTa gyaa| tIsarA bAra bhI aisA hI huaa| muni bole - bahina ! bar3A nukasAna ho gayA / itanA kImatI taila ! tInoM ghar3e phUTa ge| kitanA nukasAna ! bahina bolI- mahArAja ! maiMne anubhava kara jAna liyA hai ki padArtha kSaNika hotA hai, nazvara hotA hai / vaha zaraNabhUta nahIM hotaa| usakA saMyoga hotA hai, viyoga hotA hai / eka dina milA thaa| Aja calA gayA / nukasAna kaisA? yaha hai padArtha kI anityatA aura azaraNatA kA sAkSAtkAra / yaha zAbdika nahIM, anubhUtiparaka hai / AdamI kA zarIra ke prati gaharA mamatva hai| usakA adhikAMza samaya usI ko sajAne-saMvArane meM laga jAtA hai / usakI mUrchA itanI gaharI hai ki AtmA aura zarIra ko eka hI mAna baiThA hai / zarIra ko hI pUrA vyaktitva mAnakara calatA hai / zarIra se bhinna usakA astitva hai, yaha bAta vaha soca bhI nahIM sakatA / jaba taka yaha bAta rahatI hai taba taka AdhyAtmikatA nahIM

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158 jIvana kI pothI 1 AtI / zarIra se bhinna jo hai vaha maiM hUM, yaha hai anyatva anuprekSA kA sUtra / jaba yaha bheda -jJAna prakaTa hotA hai taba adhyAtmavAda meM praveza hotA hai / AdamI vyaktitva ke tIna lakSaNa mAnatA hai -smRti, kalpanA aura ciMtana / ye tInoM Atmika nahIM, yAMtrika haiM / kampyUTara meM ye tInoM niyojita milate haiM / saMvedana Atmika hotA hai, yAMtrika nahIM ho sakatA / sukha-duHkha kA saMvedana karane vAlA jo hai, vaha hai hamArA astitva / yaha anyatva kI cetanA jaba jAgatI hai taba AdhyAtmikatA kA prAdurbhAva hotA hai / AdamI jitanA adhika baMdhanoM se ghirA rahatA hai, utanA hI apane ko samartha mAnatA hai / AdamI akelA rahanA nahIM jAnatA isalie vaha kahatA rahatA hai, maiMne apane bhAI kA itanA bhalA kiyA, para anta meM mujhe dhokhA de gayA / maiMne amuka ko itanA sahayoga diyA aura Aja vaha merA kaTTara zatru bana gayA hai / mujhe bar3A kaSTa hotA hai / aisI ghaTanAeM to hotI haiM, para kaSTa tabhI hotA hai jaba AdamI ghirA rahatA hai, akelA rahanA nahIM jAnatA / hama kitanI hI bhalAI kareM, dUsaroM kA kalyANa kareM, para isa bAta ko na bhUleM ki antata: maiM akelA hUM | jo isa bAta ko bhulA detA hai, vaha kaSTa kI anubhUti karatA hai / kaSTa ko usane svayaM nimantraNa diyA hai / yaha usakI mUrkhatA hai / antima sacAI ko yAda rakhane vAlA kabhI duHkhAnubhUti nahIM karatA / ye adhyAtma kI cAra sacAiyAM haiM 1. anityatA kI anubhUti 2. azaraNatA kI anubhUti 3. anyatva kI anubhUti 4. ekatva kI anubhUti / AdhyAtmika vyaktitva usI kA ho sakatA hai, jisameM ye cAroM sacAiyAM prApta haiM / jo ina sacAiyoM kA sAkSAtkAra kara letA hai vaha sukha aura Ananda kA jIvana jI sakatA hai / vaha sukha kI nIMda so sakatA hai / pArivArika aura sAmudAyika jIvana meM jo mAnasika tanAva AtA haiM, usakA kAraNa ina cAroM meM khojA jA sakatA hai| tanAva kA eka kAraNa hotA hai jaba vyakti ko pratikUla kA saMyoga aura anukUla kA viyoga hotA hai / pitA kalpanA karatA hai ki beTA bur3hApe meM sahayogI bnegaa| bur3hApA AteAte beTA ghara chor3akara calA jAtA hai, alaga ho jAtA hai / bApa tanAva se grasta ho jAtA hai / jise vaha zaraNa mAna rahA thA, vaha azaraNabhUta ho jAtA hai / jise vaha abhinna mAnakara calatA hai, unase jaba use bhinnatA kI anubhUti hotI hai, taba vaha tilamilA jAtA hai / jIvana jaharIlA bana jAtA hai / jisake jIvana meM yaha catuSpadI utara jAtI hai, usake tanAva ke kAraNa miTa jAte haiM /

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adhyAtma kI catuSpadI 159 adhyAtma kA antima caraNa hai akelA honA / bhagavAn mahAvIra ne isako bahuta mahattva diyA / 'passattA' arthAt ekatva pratimA / akele kI pratimA (sAdhanA) ko mahAvIra ne bahuta mahattva diyA / samUha meM rahate hue jisane akelA rahanA sIkha liyA, usane tanAva mukti kA jIvana jInA sIkha liyA / yaha virodhI bAta lagatI hai-samUha meM rahakara akelA rahanA / kintu adhyAtma kA sAra yahI hai / yaha nahIM ki akelA guphA meM jAkara baiTha jAnA / sabake bIca rahakara akele kI anubhUti karanA bahuta bar3A maMtra hai saphala jIvana kA / yaha sAdhanA asaMbhava nahIM, kaThina avazya hai / jaba taka AdamI satya kA sAkSAt nahIM karatA taba taka vaha kaThina lagatA hai / jaba satya kA sAkSAt ho jAtA hai taba jIvana sarasa aura Anandamaya bana jAtA hai / hama adhyAtma ko avyAvahArika na bnaaeN| hama aisI bAteM na kaheM jo samajha se pare hoM, jaise- caitanya kA anubhava kareM, AtmA ko dekheM Adi -Adi / ye isa mastiSkIya jIvana se pare kI bAteM haiM, hamArI bhUmikA se UMcI bAteM haiN| AdhyAtmikatA kA abhyAsa vyAvahArika honA caahie| ye cAra anuprekSAeM vyAvahArika haiM / prekSAdhyAna ke saMdarbha meM hamane solaha anuprekSAeM svIkRta kI / eka-eka anuprekSA kA abhyAsa mahInoM taka kiyA jAtA hai, taba ve jIvanagata hotI haiM / yaha mArga samasyAoM ke samAdhAna kA amogha mArga hai aura adhyAtma ke zikhara para ArohaNa karane kA bhavya sopAna bhI hai / jIvana vikAsa ke lie prekSA aura anuprekSA kA yoga honA cAhie / prekSA ke bAda anuprekSA aura anuprekSA ke bAda punaH prekSA / prekSA kucha kaThina hai, anuprekSA sarala hai / vicAra parivartana ke lie anuprekSA kA mahattva hai / isase mastiSka kA pariSkAra ho sakatA hai / adhyAtma kI isa catuSpadI ko samajha lene para adhyAtmavAdI aura bhautikavAdI kI vyAvahArika paribhASA spaSTa samajha meM A jAtI hai / isase adhyAtmavAda kI ativAdI dhAraNAoM se bacA jA sakatA hai /

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jAgarUkatA zabdaM jAne jJAtumicchAmyazabdaM, tarka jAne jJAtumicchAmyatarkam / cintAM jAne jJAtumicchAmyacintyaM, hastAvalambaM deva ! dehi prazastam // maiM zabda ko jAnatA hUM, para jAnanA cAhatA hUM azabda ko| maiM tarka ko jAnatA hUM, para jAnanA cAhatA hUM atarka ko| maiM citana ko jAnatA hUM, para jAnanA cAhatA hUM acitana ko / mujhe thor3e-se sahAre kI AvazyakatA hai, hastAvalabana kI AvazyakatA hai| prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga eka sahArA hai, hastAvalaMbana hai, azabda ko jAnane ke lie, atarka ko jAnane ke lie aura aciMtana ko jAnane ke lie / yaha prekSAdhyAna ke prazikSakoM kA zivira hai| jina logoM ne prekSAdhyAna kA prayoga kiyA hai aura prayoga karate-karate jo prazikSaNa kI bhUmikA taka pahuMca gae haiM ve bhI apane prazikSaNa ko doharAnA cAhate haiM / yaha ThIka hai, jo svayaM abhyAsI nahIM hotA, vaha acchA prazikSaka ho nahIM sakatA / nirantara abhyAsa apekSita hotA hai / sAmAnya loga ziviroM meM abhyAsa ke lie Ate haiM, kiMtu ve prazikSaka nahIM banate / kaI ziviroM meM bhAga lene ke pazcAt jinakA abhyAsa nirantara calatA rahatA hai, ve abhyAsa kI eka bhUmikA taka pahaMca jAte haiM aura phira unheM prazikSaNa kI bhUmikA taka le jAyA jAtA hai| ve prazikSaka banate haiN| prazna hotA hai, sAdhanA kisalie ? hara AdamI jIvana meM saphala honA cAhatA hai / asaphalatA kA jIvana koI jInA nahIM caahtaa| saphalatA kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai jaagruuktaa| jo jAgarUka rahate haiM, saphalatA unakA varaNa karatI hai| jo loga mUrchA meM rahate haiM ve kabhI saphala nahIM ho sakate, asaphalatA unakA pIchA nahIM chodd'tii| eka AdamI paradeza jAne kI socane lagA / bahuta ciMtana ke bAda vaha isa niSkarSa para pahuMcA ki use daridratA se chuTakArA pAne ke lie ghara chor3akara anyatra calA jAnA caahie| apanI sArI sthiti kA Akalana karate hue usane daridratA se kahA---'maiM paradeza jA rahA huuN| tuma yahAM rahakara mere ghara kI rakhavAlI karanA / ' daridratA ne Azcarya ke sAtha kahA -- 'yaha kaise sambhava

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jIvana kI pothI hai ? maiM tumheM chor3a nahIM sktii| jahAM tuma rahoge, vahIM maiM rhuuNgii|' usa vyakti ne socA, paradeza jAnA bekAra hai / vahAM bhI daridratA merA pIchA nahIM chodd'egii| acchA hai ki maiM yahIM rhuuN| jo vyakti mUrchA meM jItA hai, asaphalatA usakA pIchA nahIM chodd'tii| jIvana meM saphala ve loga hue haiM, jinake sAtha mUrchA jur3I huI nahIM thii| mUcchita vyakti sthiti kA sahI Akalana nahIM kara pAtA aura vaha paga-paga para asaphala rahatA hai| usake viveka aura buddhi para aisA AvaraNa A jAtA hai ki vaha sahI nirNaya nahIM kara pAtA / usakI viveka-jyoti rAkha se Dhaka jAtI jIvana kI saphalatA kA sUtra hai-jAgarUkatA aura asaphalatA kA sUtra hai--- mUrchA / bhagavAna mahAvIra ne do gAthAoM meM mUrchA aura jAgarUkatA kA bahuta sundara citraNa kiyA hai - jA jA vaccai rayaNI na sA paDiniyaTTaI / ahammaM kuNamANassa aphalA jati rAio ! / jA jA vaccai rayaNI na sA paDiniya?I / dhamma va kuNamANasya saphalA jaMti raaio| rAteM nirantara bItatI calI jA rahI haiN| jo bIta gaI so bAta gaI / vaha lauTakara nahIM AtI / paMchI kahIM jAtA hai to rAta ko lauTakara apane nIDa meM A jAtA hai / eka kAla hI aisA hai jo lauTakara nahIM AtA / atIta kabhI vartamAna nahIM bntaa| jo vyakti adharma karatA hai, usakI rAteM niSphala jAtI haiM / jo vyakti dharma karatA hai usakI rAteM saphala jAtI haiN| isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki adharma karane vAle kI rAteM lauTakara nahIM AtI to kyA dharma karane vAle kI rAteM lauTa kara AtI haiM ? kAla kabhI nahIM lauTatA / antara itanA AtA hai ki adharma karane vAle kA kSaNa vyartha calA jAtA hai aura dharma karane vAle kA kSaNa sArthaka jAtA hai / antara AtA hai vyarthatA aura sArthakatA kaa| prazna hotA hai ki dharma kyA hai / eka zabda meM kahA jA sakatA hai, dharma hai apramAda, jAgarUkatA aura adharma hai pramAda, mUrchA / jAganA dharma hai aura mUcchita rahanA adharma hai| jIvana kA sabase bar3A dharma hai-jAgarUkatA / jo AdamI jAgarUka nahIM hotA, vaha sAdhanA kA sparza taka nahIM kara sktaa| mUrchA ke aneka rUpa haiM ---- vikathA, viSaya kI Asakti, rAga, priya-apriya kA saMvedana / nIMda bhI mUrchA hai / nIMda Avazyaka hai svAsthya ke lie| para isakA viveka Avazyaka hai| nIMda lenA eka bAta hai aura nIMda ko bahamAna denA dUsarI bAta hai| nIMda ko kabhI bahumAna nahIM denA cAhie / use kevala AvazyakatApUrti kA sAdhana mAtra

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jAgarUkatA 165 mAnanA caahie| AvazyakatA pUrI huI aura samApta / dina meM adhika sonA bImAriyoM ko nimaMtraNa denA hai| Ayurveda meM divasa-zayana kA sarvathA niSedha hai| yadi zarIra kI thakAvaTa ko miTAne ke lie sonA Avazyaka ho to AdhA ghaMTAbhara vizrAma kiyA jA sakatA hai| adhika nahIM / nidrA mUrchA hai / mUrchA meM jAnA acchA nahIM hotaa| jAgaraNa kA vighna hai nidraa| vikathA bhI mUrchA kA hI eka rUpa hai| isameM samaya kA bahuta apavyaya hotA hai / jo vyakti samaya na milane kI zikAyata karate haiM, unakA bhI adhika samaya vikathA meM bItatA hai| jaba rAjanIti aura rAjakathA kA prasaMga cala par3atA hai to samaya kA dhyAna hI nahIM rhtaa| phira AlocanAeM-pratyAlocanAeM calatI haiM aura sArA samaya usI meM bIta jAtA hai| asaphalatA kA eka sUtra hai-dUsaroM ke viSaya meM adhika socanA aura saphalatA kA sUtra hai apane viSaya meM adhika socanA /

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jAgarUkatA : yathArtha kA svIkAra eka AdamI UMcAI para khar3A thA aura dUsarA nIce / UMcAI para khar3e manuSya ne kahA--'are ? amuka AdamI A rahA hai|' nIce khar3e vyakti ne kahA - 'nahIM, koI nahIM A rahA hai / mujhe to koI AtA huA dikhAI nahIM detaa|' vaha bolA-'mujhe spaSTa dIkha rahA hai ki vaha A rahA hai|' jo DhalAna meM khar3A hai use dikhAI nahIM de rahA hai aura jo coTI para khar3A hai use dikhAI de rahA hai| usane kahA- 'tuma bhI Upara A jAo, dikhAI dene lgegaa|' jAgarUkatA UMcAI hai, coTI hai sAdhanA kii| AdamI coTI para car3hanA cAhatA hai, para usake lie puruSArtha cAhie, pairoM meM zakti cAhie, gati caahie| yaha saba hotA hai taba coTI para car3hA jAtA hai / jo coTI para car3hA hai, vaha kaha sakatA hai jAgarUkatA bahuta acchI hai| jo nIce khar3A hai use jAgarUkatA acchI na lage, isameM koI Azcarya nahIM hai| vahAM taka pahuMcane ke liye bahuta zrama caahie| sAdhanA kA sArA upakrama jAgarUkatA kI sthiti taka pahuMcane ke liye hai, coTI para car3hane ke liye hai / dhyAna prakriyA ke binA vahAM taka nahIM pahuMcA jA sakatA / kevala yaha kahane mAtra se ki 'jAgarUka raho' 'jAgarUka raho' koI jAgarUka nahIM bana sktaa| isake liye abhyAsa jarUrI hotA hai| hajAra meM koI ekAdha vyakti chalAMga bharakara Upara car3ha jAtA hai| para yaha sAmAnya niyama nahIM ho sakatA / sAmAnya niyama yaha hai ki AdamI krama se Age bar3he aura coTI para cddh'e| zvAsaprekSA, zarIraprekSA-ye sAre abhyAsa haiM coTI para car3hane ke liye, jAgarUkatA taka pahuMcane ke lie / zvAsa ko dekhate-dekhate jAgarUkatA paripakva bana jAe, sthAI bana jAye, nirantara bana jAe / abhyAsa ke dvArA hI aisA ho sakatA hai / prArambha meM AdamI eka kSaNa zvAsa ke prati jAgarUka rahatA hai aura dUsare kSaNa usakA mana na jAne kahAM-kahAM bhaTaka jAtA hai / isa bhaTakAva meM laMbA samaya bIta jAtA hai / phira use jhaTakA lagatA hai aura taba vaha apanI mUla sthiti meM AtA hai| yaha eka samasyA hai| hara AdamI isa samasyA ko bhoga rahA hai| isase chuTakArA pAne ke lie kramika abhyAsa karanA hotA hai / eka miniTa kI jAgarUkatA bar3he, do miniTa kI, tIna miniTa aura vAra miniTa kI / isa krama se bar3hate-bar3hate eka kSaNa AtA hai ki jAgarUka rahane kI sthiti bana jAtI hai| taba jAgarUkatA nirantara ho jAtI hai|

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jAgarUkatA : yathArtha kA svIkAra 167 hama jAgarUkatA ko smjhe| jAgarUkatA kA artha hai-yathArtha kA svIkAra / durbala AdamI kabhI jAgarUka nahIM bana sktaa| zaktizAlI vyakti hI jAgarUka bana sakatA hai / jisameM sacAI ko svIkAra karane kI zakti hotI hai vahI jAgarUka ho sakatA hai / jo apanI bImArI ko samajhatA hai, apanI kamajorI ko jAnatA hai, apanI pIr3A ko jAnatA hai aura yaha svIkAra karatA hai ki yahAM pIr3A hai aura mujhe usakA upacAra karanA hai, vaha AdamI jAgarUka hotA hai| __ jAgarUkatA kA artha hai - satya kA svIkAra aura pIr3A kA upacAra / prAkRta sAhitya kI eka mahattvapUrNa kahAnI hai| ujjayinI kA zAsaka thA jitazatra aura sopAraka deza kA zAsaka thA siMhajIta / donoM mallavidyA ke zaukIna the| donoM malloM ko pAlane meM ruci rakhate the / ujjayinI ke rAjA ke pAsa eka balazAlI malla thaa| usakA nAma thA aTTaNa / varSa meM eka bAra mallakuztI kA Ayojana hotaa| vibhinna dezoM se malla Ate / kuztiyAM hotI aura anta meM aTTaNa kI jIta hotI / isase malla aTTaNa kI prazaMsA ke sAtha hI sAtha ujjayinI ke zAsaka kA yaza bhI bar3hatA / sopAraka rAjA ke mana meM bhI yaza kI bhAvanA jAgI aura usane bhI mallakuztI kA Ayojana prArambha kiyaa| aTTaNa bhI vahAM gayA / usane aneka malloM ko pachAr3a diyaa| vaha vijayI huaa| sopAraka ke zAsaka kI nindA huI / usane parAjaya ke pratikAra kA upAya socA / eka bAra usane eka yuvaka ko dekhA / vaha hRSTapuSTa thaa| mahArAjA siMhajIta ne use mallavidyA meM nipuNa karanA cAhA / sArA dAyitva svayaM para le liyaa| use sArI suvidhAeM do giiN| mallavidyA ke sAre gura use sikhAe gae / vaha atyanta balazAlI aura nipuNa ho gayA / mallakuztI kA Ayojana huaa| aTTaNa bhI AyA / kuztI huI aura naujavAna malla ne aTTaNa ko dhUla caTA dI / sarvatra sopAraka deza kI jaya jayakAra hone lgii| aTTaNa apanI parAjaya para jhaMjhalA utthaa| usane bhI upAya socA aura eka naujavAna yuvaka ko pAsa meM rakhakara use mallavidyA meM niSNAta kara DAlA / isakA nAma rakhA phaliha / kuztI kA Ayojana huaa| donoM malla, ujjayinI kA mala phaliha aura sopAraka kA malla macchiya Apasa meM gutthamagutthA ho gaye / pUrA dina uchAr3a-pachAr3a meM biitaa| koI nahIM jItA / sAyaM kuztI dUsare dina ke liye sthagita ho gaI / sAyaM macchiya malla ke pAsa rAjA gayA aura pUchA-kahIM coTa lagI ho to btaao| usakA pUrA upacAra kara lo, tAki kala phira pUre joza ke sAtha akhAr3e meM utara sko| usameM ahaMkAra bhI thA aura pramAda bhii| usane kahA- kahAM hai darda ! kala maiM usako parAjita kara duuNgaa| ujjayinI kA rAjA bhI apane malla phaliha ke pAsa gayA / phaliha se pUchatAcha karane para usane batAyA ki amuka sthAna para

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168 jIvana kI pothI coTa AI hai, amuka sthAna para pIr3A hai| usane kucha bhI nahIM chipAyA / upacAra kiyA aura vaha tarotAjA ho gayA / dUsare dina do malla bhir3e aura phaliha malla ne macchiya malla ko jamIna para paTaka DAlA / kAraNa spaSTa thA ki phaliha ne apanA upacAra kara DAlA thA aura macchiya apanI pIr3A ko chipAye ahaMkara meM cUra thaa| .. yaha jIta jAgarUkatA kI jIta hai / yaha hAra mUrchA kI hAra hai| sacAI ko asvIkAra karanA mUrchA hai / sacAI ko svIkAra karanA jAgarUkatA hai / jo apanI durbalatA ko nahIM janatA, vaha mUrchA meM jItA hai| mUrchA kA artha hai-parAjaya aura jAgarUkatA kA artha hai-vijaya / sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti yaha spaSTa samajha le ki pratyeka vyakti meM durbalatA hotI hai / isa duniyA meM janma le aura durbalatA na ho to vaha isa duniyA ke lAyaka nahIM rhtaa| isa duniyA meM janma lene kA artha hI hai durbltaa| sAdhaka ko apanI durbalatA kA pUrA bhAna honA caahie| use kisI bhI paristhiti meM durbalatA ko chipAne kA prayatna nahIM karanA caahie| apanI durbalatA kA svIkAra na karanA sabase bar3I bImArI hai| yaha acikitsya bImArI hai| cikitsA kI pahalI zarta hai ki bImAra ko apanI bImArI kA anubhava ho / anubhava ke binA cikitsA nahIM ho sktii| cikitsA se pUrva nidAna Avazyaka hotA hai| cikitsA kI bhASA meM nidAna aura sAdhanA kI bhASA meM kaheM to apane Apako pahacAnanA sAdhanA kI pahalI zarta hai / yaha nidAna jarUrI hai ki maiM kyA hUM ? kahAM hUM ? merA vyavahAra aura AcaraNa kasA hai ? jaba taka nidAna nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka durbalatA kI cikitsA nahIM kI jA sktii| ..jAgarUkatA ke do aMga haiM-nidAna yAnI sacAI kA svIkAra aura usakA upacAra / pahale pahacAna, phira upacAra / pahacAnanA bar3A muzkila hotA hai / eka vyakti rAga-prakRti kA hotA hai| usameM priya saMvedana ke prati bahuta rAga hotA hai / eka vyakti dveSa prakRti kA hotA hai| usameM apriya saMvedana ke prati bahuta AkarSaNa hotA hai / vaha lar3AI meM rasa letA hai / vibhinna prakRti ke hote haiM loga / sabase pahale yaha parIkSA karanI cAhie ki maiM kauna hUM? kyA haM? merA svabhAva kaisA hai ? merI prakRti kaisI hai ? mujhameM kisa cIja kI adhika Asakti hai ? kyA khAne meM adhika Asakti hai yA sunane meM yA dekhane meM yA gaMdha lene yA sparza ke prati ? kauna sI Asakti tIvra hai aura kauna sI manda hai / yaha nirNaya honA jarUrI hai, kyoMki sAdhanA sabake lie eka prakAra kI nahIM hotii| sAdhaka vyaktigata cunAva karatA hai| jisa viSaya kI jyAdA Asakti hotI hai, usI kA upacAra kiyA jAtA hai / kucha vyakti aise hote haiM jinakA AMkha para niyantraNa hotA hai kintu jIbha para nahIM /

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jAgarUkatA : yathArtha kA svIkAra ve rasalolupa hote haiN| jisameM jIbha kI mUrchA hai, vaha jAgarUka nahIM ho sktaa| raslolupatA ko kama karane ke lie use bhojana ke vibhinna prayogoM se gujArA jAtA hai / kabhI use sarasa bhojana aura kabhI virasa bhojana, kabhI garma aura kabhI ThaMDA, kabhI adhika aura kabhI nyUna- isa prakAra vibhinna prayogoM ke dvArA usakI rasanA ko niyaMtrita kiyA jAtA hai aura dhIre-dhIre vaha jIbha para vijaya pA letA hai| isa prakAra kisI meM sunane kI Asakti, kisI meM suMghane kI Asakti aura kisI meM sparza kI Asakti hotI hai| sabake liye alaga-alaga sAdhanA-sUtra haiN| kisI meM eka bAta kI vizeSatA hotI hai to dUsarI bAta kI kamajorI / kisI meM eka prakAra kI kamajorI hotI hai to dUsare prakAra kI vizeSatA / jaba mUrchA ke cakra ko tor3akara jAgarUkatA kI dizA meM jAnA hotA hai taba apanI kamajorI ko spaSTa samajhanA hotA hai aura usase mukta hone kA dRr3ha nizcaya karanA hotA hai / dRr3ha nizcaya hone ke pazcAt vaha kabhI vicalita nahIM hotaa| rAjA bahuta dAnI thA / vaha kAvya kA rasika thaa| koI bhI paMDita AtA, kAvyapATha karatA, rAjA use puSkala puraskAra detaa| maMtrI ne socA, yadi yaha krama rahA to khajAnA khAlI ho jaaegaa| usane upAya socA / rAjasabhA ke praveza-dvAra para eka vAkya likha diyA--"ApadathaM dhanaM rakSeta"ApadAoM se bacane ke liye dhana kI rakSA karanI caahie| rAjasabhA meM praveza karate samaya rAjA kI dRSTi usa vAkya para pdd'ii| rAjA ne vAkya kI pRSThabhUmi samajha lii| rAjA ne usa paMkti ke nIce dUsarI paMkti likha dI-"mahatAmApadaH kutaH"- mahAn vyaktiyoM ko ApadAeM chU nahIM sktiiN| maMtrI ne dekhA, socA bAta banI nhiiN| usane tIsarI paMkti likhI-'kadAcit kupito devaH' kabhI bhAgya devatA kupita ho sakatA hai aura mahAna vyakti bhI ApadAoM meM phaMsa sakatA hai / dUsare dina rAjA kI dRSTi ina tIna paMktiyoM para par3I aura usane cauthI paMkti, cauthA caraNa likhA ..."saMcitaM cApi nazyati"--aisI sthiti meM jo dhana kA saMcaya kiyA hai, vaha bhI naSTa ho sakatA hai| maMtrI ne par3hA aura yaha jAna liyA ki rAjA apane nizcaya para dRr3ha hai / use vicalita kara pAnA kaThina hai / jisakI dhRti prabala hotI hai, manobala majabUta hotA hai, vaha kabhI vicalita nahIM ho sktaa| sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti eka nizcaya ke sAtha sAdhanA meM pahalA caraNa rakhatA hai ki mujhe jAgarUka bananA hai| sabase pahale use jAgarUkatA meM Ane vAle sAre vighnoM ko samApta karanA hotA hai| jAgarUkatA kA pahalA vighna hai-cNcltaa| vANI kI caMcalatA, dRSTi kI caMcalatA, hAtha-paira kI caMcalatA-ye sArI calatI rahatI haiN| hama caMcalatA

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170 jIvana kI pothI kI bImArI ko samajhe, sacAI ko svIkAra kareM phira usakA ucita upacAra kreN| caMcalatA ko samajhanA, usakA upacAra karanA aura AlaMbanoM kA abhyAsa karanA, yaha jAgarUkatA kA pahalA lakSaNa hai| jAgarUkatA kA artha hai-yathArtha kA svIkAra /

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jAgarUkatA : dekhane kA abhyAsa jo kucha sAmane AtA hai, dikhAI detA hai| dekhane kA abhyAsa karane kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| baccA janma letA hai| thor3I dera bAda vaha AMkheM kholatA hai, dekhanA prArambha kara detA hai| dekhane kA abhyAsa hamArA janmagata hai / prazna hotA hai ki phira dekhane kA abhyAsa kyoM ? abhyAsa usakA kiyA jAtA hai jo anabhyasta hai| kiMtu jisakA abhyAsa hai, usake punaH abhyAsa kI kyA apekSA hai ? isa sthiti meM hameM dekhane ke marma ko pakar3anA hai| ___hama kevala AMkhoM se hI nahIM dekhte| usake pIche eka aura dekhane vAlI zakti hotI hai / vaha hai priyatA aura apriyatA kI shkti| hama kisI AkarSaNa, ruci yA priyabhAva se dekhate haiM yA anAkarSaNa, aruci aura apriyatA se dekhate haiN| hama utsukatA se dekhate haiM yA anutsukatA se dekhate haiN| hama kevala dekhanA nahIM jAnate / hameM kevala dekhane kA abhyAsa karanA hai| hameM yathArtha ko yathArtha kI dRSTi se dekhanA hai| jo jaisA hai use usI dRSTi se dekhane kA abhyAsa karanA, yaha jAgarUkatA kA abhyAsa hai / jo kevala dekhanA nahIM jAnatA; vaha jAgarUka nahIM ho sakatA / jo jAgarUka hotA hai vaha kevala dekhegaa| dekhane ke pIche jo pravAha hai, vaha usako kATa degaa| kevala dekhegA, eka ko dekhegA ! manuSya kA jIvana sAmudAyika hai / yaha eka bar3I samasyA hai| samAja ko chor3akara koI vyakti jI nahIM sktaa| sAdhaka yA sAdhu bhI samAja ko chor3akara jI nahIM sktaa| use khAne ko bhojana cAhie, rahane ko makAna cAhie, pahanane ko vastra cAhie, auSadhi caahie| aura-aura bhI aneka vastueM caahie| ye sabhI cIjeM samAja se prApta hotI haiN| koI jaMgala meM jAkara baiTha jAe yA himAlaya kI kaMdarA meM jAkara baiTha jAye, vahAM bhI use phala-phUloM kI AvazyakatA hotI hai| pAnI bhI cAhie ! ye saba cIjeM sAmAjika haiN| kisI eka vyakti ke adhikRta nahIM haiN| jIne kA artha hai -- samAja ke sAtha jInA, samAja ke vAtAvaraNa meM jInA, samAja kI saMpadA kA upabhoga karate hue jiinaa| kyA himAlaya kisI samAja se alaga hai ? usa para bhI samAja kA svAmitva hai / jo vana-saMpadA hai usa para bhI kisI rASTra yA samAja kA svAmitva hai| ye sArI saMpadAeM sAmAjika haiN| samAja yA sAmAjika saMpadAoM se vilaga hokara koI jI nahIM sktaa| aisI sthiti meM akele kI bAta kaise saMbhava ho sakatI hai ? aura akele rahanA sAdhanA kI dRSTi

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172 jIvana kI pothI meM bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai / donoM meM saMgharSa hai| isa saMdarbha meM bhagavAn mahAvIra ne sundara dRSTi dii| unhoMne kahA pratyeka padArtha ko do dRSTiyoM se dekho| eka hai vyavahAranaya kI dRSTi aura dUsarI hai nizcayanaya kI daSTi / eka dravyAthika dRSTi hai aura eka paryAyArthika dRSTi hai / paryAya kI dRSTi kA artha hai- vyavahAranaya / paryAya badalate rahate haiM, avasthAeM badalatI rahatI haiN| yaha bhI eka sacAI hai| hama ise mithyA na maaneN| nizcaya bhI sacAI hai aura vyavahAra bhI sacAI hai| saMsAra kA sabase bar3A jhUTha hai ekAMgI dRSTikoNa / samAja ke binA kisI kA jIvana nahIM cala sakatA aura akele hue binA koI sAdhanA nahIM kara sktaa| donoM meM saMgati biThAI mahAvIra ne / unakA sUtra hai-vyavahAra aura nizcaya naya kI dhaarnnaa| donoM kA sAmaMjasya Avazyaka hai| donoM ko jor3akara dekho, tor3akara nhiiN| duniyA vyavahAra se calatI hai / sAdhaka kA jIvana bhI vyavahAra se calatA hai| nizcaya se jIvana nahIM cala sakatA / nizcaya meM satya hai kevala aatmaa| usI kA anubhava / na khAnA, na pInA / aisA saMsAra nahIM cala sakatA / zarIra hai to use poSaNa bhI denA hogaa| hama manovaijJAnika dRSTi se soceM, zarIra-vijJAna aura poSaNazAstra kI dRSTi se dekheM / maStiska ko usake upayukta poSaNa milegA to vaha soca sakegA, vicAra kara sakegA, sAdhanA kara skegaa| yadi mastiSka ko poSaNa nahIM milegA to vaha vicAra nahIM kara pAegA / usakI kSamatA naSTa ho jaaegii| yadi mana se kAma lenA hai, buddhi se kAma lenA hai, ciMtana karanA hai, AtmA ke viSaya meM yA paramAtmA ke viSaya meM socanA hai to ve hI soca pAte haiM jinakA mastiSka adhika zaktizAlI hai, puSTa hai| jisakA mastiSka durbala hotA hai vaha do kSaNa ke ciMtana se bhArI ho jAtA hai| use socanA banda karanA hotA hai, yA citana svayaM avaruddha ho jAtA hai / isa prakAra zarIra kA poSaNa vyavahAranaya se jur3I bAta hai| bhagavatI sUtra kA prasaMga hai / bhagavAn mahAvIra ne sAr3he bAraha varSa taka sAdhanA kA kaThora jIvana jIyA / unakA zarIra rUkhA-sUkhA ho gyaa| kaThora tapasyAeM kii| kaivalya prApti ke pazcAt bhagavAn ne pratidina AhAra karanA zurU kiyA aura unakA zarIra tejasvI bana gayA / ve sundara lagane lage / poSaNa milane para zarIra sundara evaM hRdaya-puSTa hotA hai / svastha hotA hai / poSaNa ke abhAva meM saundarya naSTa ho jAtA hai, svAsthya gira jAtA hai| ye sArI vyavahAra kI bAteM haiM / yaha bhI sacAI hai| ___ sAmAjika jIvana jIte hue bhI, sabake sAtha rahate hue bhI AdamI akelA raha sakatA hai / akelA hone kA artha hai-saadhnaa| bhagavAn mahAvIra ne anubhava kI vANI meM kahA-sAdhanA gAMva meM bhI ho sakatI hai aura araNya I .

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jAgarUkatA : dekhane kA abhyAsa 173 meM bhI ho sakatI hai| yaha kathana eka dvaMdva paidA karatA hai| isakA samAdhAna hai ki yadi tumane rAga-dveSa para vijaya pA lI to jaMgala meM jAkara kyA karoge ? yadi tumane rAga-dveSa para vijaya nahIM pAI hai to jaMgala meM jAkara kyA karoge? mukhya sUtra hai .. rAga-dveSa para vijaya pAnA / bhagavAn mahAvIra ne sAdhanA kA bahuta vyApaka dRSTikoNa diyA / unhoMne kahA. siddha pandraha prakAra ke hote haiN| unameM gRhaliMgasiddha, anyaliMgasiddha aura svaliMgasiddha-ye tIna dharma kI sArvabhaumatA ke pratIka haiM / gRhastha ke veza meM mukta huA jA sakatA hai| kisI bhI saMnyAsI ke veza meM mokSa prApta ho sakatA hai / jaina muni ke veza meM mukta huA jA sakatA hai| vyavahAra kI dRSTi se tInoM meM antara hai / eka gRhastha ke veza meM dUsarA saMnyAsI ke veza meM aura tIsarA jaina muni ke veza meM hai / kintu nizcaya kI dRSTi se unake mukta hone kA kAraNa eka hI hai aura vaha hai viitraagtaa| gRhastha ke veza meM jo mukta huA hai vaha vItarAga hokara hI mukta huA hai| anya saMnyAsI ke veza meM jo mukta huA vaha bhI vItarAga hokara hI mukta huA hai aura jaina muni ke veza meM jo mukta huA hai, vaha bhI vItarAga hokara hI mukta huA hai / tInoM kI bhUmikA alaga-alaga hai, para vItarAga bhAva tInoM kA eka hai| vItarAgatA Ane ke pazcAt kaivalya prApta hotA hai aura phira mukti prApta hotI hai| isa saMdarbha meM hameM usa sthiti ko pakar3anA hai ki vyakti samAja meM rahatA huA bhI kaise akele rahe ? jIvana-yAtrA meM samAja ko kabhI nahIM chor3A jA sakatA / na baddha ne samAja ko chor3A, na mahAvIra ne chor3A aura na zaMkara ne chodd'aa| sabhI sAdhaka samAja se saMpRkta rahe haiM, samAja ke bIca rahe haiM, para ve akele banakara rahe haiM / AcArya bhikSu kA yaha sUtra bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai--- "gaNa meM rahUM niradAva akelo" maiM gaNa meM rahUMgA, para akelA hokara rhuuNgaa| yaha samAdhAna kA sUtra hai| sabhI visaMgatiyoM aura dvaMdvoM kA yaha mahattvapUrNa samAdhAna hai| prazna hotA hai ki samAja aura samUha meM rahate hue bhI akele kaise rahA jA sakatA hai ? isakA samAdhAna hai dekhane kA abhyAsa / isakA tAtparya hai - apanI ekatA kA anubhava / hamArA saMbaMdha jur3atA hai mAdhyamoM se| pahalA mAdhyama hai zarIra, dUsarA hai parivAra aura tIsarA hai vaibhava / ye tIna mAdhyama haiM, jinase hamArA vistAra hotA hai / AdamI akelA ho nahIM sktaa| usake sAtha zarIra hai, mastiSka hai / ve nirantara usakA sAtha dete haiM, taba akele hone kI bAta prApta nahIM hotii| eka AdamI himAlaya kI kandarA meM jAkara baiTha gyaa| akelA hai / para kyA vaha bhArata ke sattara karor3a AdamiyoM ke vicAra-saMkramaNa se baca pAegA? vicAra sAre AkAza maNDala meM chA jAte haiM / himAlaya kI kandarA bhI unase

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174 jIvana kI pothI nahIM bctii| vahAM baiThA AdamI bhI unase prabhAvita hue binA nahIM rahatA / Aja aNu-visphoTa amerikA aura rUsa meM hotA hai, kintu usakA pariNAma kauna nahIM bhogatA ? kyA bhArata kA manuSya usake pariNAmoM se baca pAemA ? himAlaya kI kandarA bhI kyA aNudhUli se baca pAegI? vizva kA koI bhI bhAga aNuli se bacA huA nahIM hai / saMkramaNa kA jagat hai / kriyA eka sthAna para hotI hai aura usakI pratikriyA sarvatra phaila jAtI hai| sAdhanA kA artha hai-dRSTi kA parivartana, dekhane kA abhyaas| hama dekhanA sIkheM / dekhane meM mukhyataH do dRSTiyAM banatI haiN| eka kisAna kheta meM bIja bone jA rahA thA / use mArga meM eka sAdhu milaa| usako dekhate hI kisAna ghabarA gyaa| socA, are apazakuna ho gayA ! vaha baDabar3AyA--sira bar3A hai, para kesa eka bhI nahIM hai| isakA matalaba hai isa bAra kar3avI hogI, siTTe bhI hoMge, para unameM dAnA nahIM par3egA / vaha nirAza ho gayA / sAdhu kucha Age bar3hA / eka dUsarA kisAna bhI kheta kI buvAI karane ke liye ghara se nikalA thA / sAdhu ko sAmane Ate dekhakara vaha atyanta mudita ho uThA / vaha bola par3A-are ! Aja to bahuta zubha zakuna huA hai| isa bAra lagatA hai ki isake sira jitane bar3e-bar3e siTTe hoMge, jo dAnoM se labAlaba bhare hoNge| ___ sAdhu eka para usako dekhakara do bhinna vyaktiyoM meM do prakAra ke pariNAma utthe| varSA haI / pariNAma bhI apanI-apanI bhAvanA aura daSTikoNa ke anusAra AyA / pahale kisAna ke kheta meM kar3abI hue, dAnA eka bhI nahIM milA / dUsare kisAna kA kheta dhAna se lahalahA utthaa| eka hI ghaTanA se aneka niSkarSa nikAle jA sakate haiN| eka hI zabda ke pacAsoM artha ho sakate hamArA daSTikoNa aisA bane ki hama yathArtha ko pakar3a skeN| sAdhanA ke pariNAma ke bAda hI yaha pUrNa ghaTita hotA hai, para prArambha se hI isa ora gati honI caahie| AdamI pahale hI ulajha jAtA hai / samAja ke sAtha rahate hue bhI akelA jInA- yaha sUtra usI vyakti ko prApta hotA hai jo nizcaya aura vyavahAra ---donoM dRSTiyoM se socatA hai, dekhatA hai / yaha sahI hai ki sAmudAyika jIvana jIne vAlA vyakti aneka avasthAoM se gujaratA hai / use kabhI ucca avasthA aura kabhI avaca avasthA se gujaranA hotA hai| aneka prakAra ke vyakti, aneka prakAra kI ruciyAM, aneka prakAra ke AcaraNa aura vyavahAra - ina sabase usakA samparka hotA hai / isa sthiti meM apanA saMtulana banAe rakhanA, eka mahattvapUrNa bAta hai| gurajiesa ne akele rahane kA prayoga samUha meM rahakara hI kiyaa| mahAvIra ne bhI anyatva aura ekatva anuprekSA kA prayoga samUha meM rahakara hI

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jAgarUkatA : dekhane kA abhyAsa 175 kiyA / gozAlaka ne mahAvIra para Aropa lagAte hue kahA-pahale mahAvIra akele the, saMnyAsI the, tapasvI the| aba ve samudAya meM rahate haiM, ThATa-bATa se rahate haiN| pahale ve tapasyA karate the, aba ve pratidina khAte haiN| aura bhI kaI Aropa the| mahAvIra ko inase lenA-denA kucha bhI nahIM thA / sAdhanA ke AdikAla meM bhojana vizeSa prakAra kA saMyama kA pratIka hotA hai / sAdhanA ke paka jAne ke pazcAt sAdhaka kyA khAtA, kyA nahIM khAtA, koI prazna nahIM rhtaa| dekhane kI aneka dRSTiyAM hotI haiM / sAdhaka kisI ko hInatA kI dRSTi se nahIM dekhe / yaha na samajhe ki dUsare mI meM jI rahe haiN| maiM sAdhanA karatA hUM, jAgarUkatA meM jItA hUM / aisA socanA bhI pUrA sahI nahIM hai / pratyeka vyakti meM mUrchA bhI hotI hai aura jAgarUkatA bhI hotI hai / jo sAdhanA kara rahA hai vaha mUrchA se pUrA mukta ho gayA hai, aisI bAta nahIM hai| jaba taka vItarAgatA kA carama bindu prApta nahIM ho jAtA taba taka pratyeka vyakti meM mUrchA rahatI hai, pramAda rahatA hai / apramatta avasthA AegI to vItarAgatA tatkAla A jaaegii| vItarAgatA prApta hone para hI vyakti mUrchA se mukta hotA hai / jinameM mUrchA kama hogI, vaha ghaTanAoM se kama prabhAvita hogaa| maMtrI muni hamAre saMgha ke viziSTa muni the / ve atyanta gaMbhIra aura gahare the| ve pratyeka bAta ko sunate, jAnate, para prabhAvita nahIM hote, na usakI pratikriyA karate, na kisI ko kahate / koI vyakti pUchatA to ve eka dohA kahate -- "AMkhoM dekhanA kAnoM sunanA, muMha se kucha na khnaa| nIraja kahe re celakA jaga meM iNavidha rahanA // Agama kA eka prasaMga hai| eka muni vihAra kara rahe the / calate-calate jaMgala A gyaa| vahAM pUrA ekAMta thA / ekAMta meM sAdhanA bhI ho sakatI hai aura ekAMta meM burA karma bhI ho sakatA hai / ekAMta acchA bhI nahIM hotA, burA bhI nahIM hotA / muni ne dekhA, eka yuvaka kisI yuvatI ke sAtha durAcAra kA sevana kara rahA hai / muni ne dRSTi phirA lI aura Age kadama bar3hA die / usa yuvaka ne socA, muni ne mujhe durAcAra karate dekha liyA hai| yaha gAMva meM jAkara mujhe badanAma karegA / acchA ho ki yahIM usakA kAma tamAma kara dUM / yuvaka bhAgakara rAste ke bIca khar3A ho gayA, jahAM se muni ko gujaranA thaa| muni Ae / yuvaka ne pUchA, abhI rAste meM tumane kyA-kyA dekhA? btaao| muni mauna the / yuvaka ne uttejita hokara kahA-saca-saca batAo anyathA mauta ke ghATa utAra dUMgA / sAdhu ne kahA "bahu suNehi kahiM, baru acchIhi pecchii| naya viTTha suaM savvaM, bhikkhu akkhAu marihai // "

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176 jIvana kI pothI bhadra ! sAdhu aneka bAteM sunatA hai / aneka dRzya dekhatA hai kintu vaha sAdhaka sArI sunI huI aura dekhI huI bAteM kisI se nahIM kahatA / vaha apane meM masta rahatA hai| yuvaka nizcinta ho gayA / sAdhu ko mukta kara diyA / jo vyakti samudAya meM jItA hai, usake samakSa aneka ghaTanAeM AtI haiN| yadi vaha una sabase prabhAvita hotA hai to isakA artha hai ki vaha akelA nahIM, do hai| akele hone kA tAtparya hai, sacAI ko jAnanA, svayaM alipta rahanA aura vimarza karanA / vimarza karanA burA nahIM hai / vimarza svayaM eka dIpaka bana jAtA hai / samudrapAla vAtAyAna meM baiThA thA / ArakSI loga eka vyakti ko ghasITate hue le jA rahe the / usake hAthoM meM hathakar3iyAM aura pairoM meM ber3iyAM thiiN| unako lAlavastra pahanAe gae the / gale meM kaNera ke lAla phUloM kI mAlA thii| samudrapAla ko batAyA gayA ki yaha anyAyI hai, cora hai, ise sUlI para car3hAne ke lie vadhasthAna kI ora le jAyA jA rahA hai / samudrapAla ne sunA, vimarza huA aura yaha tathya ubhara kara sAmane AyA ki azubha kA phala yahAM bhI bhoganA par3atA hai aura marakara bhI bhoganA par3atA hai| bhAvoM kI vizuddhi huI aura samudrapAla ko mArga milA gyaa| sAdhaka kA kArya hai ki vaha durbala vyakti ke prati ghRNA na kare / durbalatAoM se bodhapATha lenA Avazyaka hai, para ghRNA karanA ucita nahIM hai / ArdrakumAra bhagavAna mahAvIra ke pAsa jA rahA thaa| mArga meM aneka dharmoM ke AcArya mile / kisI ne kaha diyA-tuma dUsaroM kI nindA karate ho| ArdrakumAra ne kahA-maiM dRSTikoNa kI gardA karatA hUM, kisI vyakti-vizeSa kI gA~ nahIM karatA / jo mithyA dRSTikoNa hai usakI nindA karatA hUM, mithyAtvI kI nindA nahIM krtaa| mahAtmA gAMdhI bhI kahate the, pApa se ghRNA karo, pApI se nhiiN| sArI ghaTanAoM kA hama Akalana avazya kareM, yaha soceM ki karma kA vipAka kitanA vicitra hotA hai / karma ke vipAka ke kAraNa jagat meM sArI vicitratAeM haiM, nAnAtva hai, bheda hai| vipAka kA cintana kara sahI mArga ko dekhanA, Apane Apako saMbhAlanA yaha Rju mArga hai| jaba yaha dRSTikoNa vikasita hotA hai taba dekhane kA abhyAsa hotA hai / jAgarUka kA artha hai--dekhane kA abhyAsa / sacAI ko donoM dRSTiyoM -vyavahAra dRSTi se tathA nizcayadRSTi se dekhanA / donoM kI bhUmikAoM ko alaga-alaga samajhanA / vyavahAra ko nibhAte hue, vyavahAra kI bhUmikAoM para calate hue nizcaya kI bhUmikA para jAeM aura nizcaya meM jo apane bhItara apanA akelApana chipA huA hai, usakA anubhava kareM, nijI vaiyaktikatA kA anubhava kreN| yadi aisA hotA hai to jAgarUkatA bar3hatI hai / jagAnA bahuta bar3I apekSA hai, kalA hai, sAdhanA hai / para bahuta kama vyakti isa dizA meM prasthAna

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jAgarUkatA : dekhane kA abhyAsa 177 kara pAte haiM / loga mUrcchA meM rahanA adhika pasanda karate haiM / unheM jagAnA atyanta kaThina hotA hai / isa sthiti meM sacAI bahuta kama sAmane AtI hai / vyakti meM karttavya aura akartavya kI bhedarekhA nahIM rahatI / nIMda mUrcchA hai, jAganA amUrcchA hai | jagAne ke lie donoM sacAiyoM ko samajhanA bahuta jarUrI hai / vyavahAranaya ko vyavahAra kI bhUmikA para samajhanA aura nizcayanaya ko nizcaya kI bhUmikA para samajhanA jarUrI hai / aisA hone para hI sAdhanA kA jIvana pUre samAja ke lie varadAna bana sakatA hai / samAja usase lAbhAnvita ho sakatA hai /

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jAgarUkatA : saMtulana kI prakriyA dekhate saba haiM, para saba dekhanA nahIM jAnate / dekhanA vahI jAnatA hai jisake pIche citta kI nirmalatA hotI hai / jisake pIche rAga-dveSa kI dhArAeM pravahamAna hotI hai, vaha dekhanA nahIM jAnatA / vaha dekhanA nahIM jAnatA, isIlie vaha asaMtulita rahatA hai / AdamI sabase pahale apane zarIra ko dekhatA hai| zarIra ko dekhanA bhI eka kalA hai / zIze meM zarIra kA pratibimba dekhanA koI kalA nahIM hai| AMkheM mUMdakara zarIra ko dekhanA bahuta bar3I kalA hai, sAdhanA hai| zarIra ko dekhakara AdamI vikAragrasta bhI ho sakatA hai aura zarIra ko dekhakara vaha vItarAga bhI bana sakatA hai / dekhane-dekhane meM bar3A antara hai| sanatkumAra ko apane saundarya para garva thaa| eka bUr3hA brAhmaNa AyA / praharI ne use rokA / usane samrATa ko dekhane kI tIvra abhilASA vyakta kii| praharI ne use bhItara pahuMcA diyaa| samrATa ko dekhakara unakI AMkheM cuMdhiyA giiN| saundarya se vaha abhibhUta ho gayA / samrATa ne pUchA- kahAM se Aye ho? Ane kA prayojana btaao| brAhmaNa bolA-kyA batAUM kahAM se AyA hUM? maiM jaba calA taba javAna thA aura calate-calate bUr3hA ho gayA huuN| aba Apa anumAna kara leM ki maiM kitanI dUrI se AyA huuN| maiMne Apake rUpa saundarya kI bahuta prazaMsA sunii| ApakA rUpa dekhane AyA huuN| samrATa ne sunaa| samrATa kA ahaMkAra bola uThA-abhI kyA dekhate ho? jaba maiM rAjasabhA meM jAUM taba dekhanA / samrATa ne vizeSa taiyArI kI / rAjasabhA meM aayaa| bUr3he ko bulA bhejaa| bUr3he ne samrAT ko dekhate hI muMha sikor3a liyaa| samrATa ne pUchA--kaisA lagA merA rUpa / bUr3hA bolA -'prAta:kAla meM jo saundarya thA, vaha aba nahIM rahA / ApakA saundarya naSTa ho gyaa| zarIra aneka rogoM se AkrAMta ho cukA hai|' samrAT Azcaryacakita raha gayA / use bhAna huA ki vAstava meM vaha aneka rogoM se AkrAMta hai| zarIra, rUpa aura saundarya ahaMkAra ke kAraNa banate haiN| jaba AdamI dekhanA nahIM jAnatA, taba zarIra ahaMbhAva kA kAraNa banatA hai, hInabhAva kA kAraNa banatA hai / jo dekhanA jAnatA hai usake lie yaha na ahaM kA kAraNa banatA hai aura na hInabhAva kA kAraNa banatA hai / sukarAta zIze meM dekha rahA thaa| sAmane ziSya baiThA thaa| vaha haMsa par3A / sukarAta ne kahA- 'maiM jAnatA hUM tuma kyoM haMsa par3e ? maiM kurUpa hUM phira

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jAgarUkatA : saMtulana kI prakriyA 179 bhIM zIze meM dekha rahA hUM, yaha tumhArI haMsI kA kAraNa hai / parantu merA zIze meM dekhane kA dUsarA prayojana hai jo tuma nahIM jAnate / maiM jAnatA hUM ki maiM sundara nahIM hUM, kurUpa hUM / maiM cAhatA hUM ki bAhara meM jo kurUpatA hai vaha bhItara meM kahIM raha na jaae| maiM bhItara kI kurUpatA ko miTAne ke lie zIze meM dekha rahA hUM / ' jo vyakti dekhanA jAnatA hai vaha apanI kurUpatA ke kAraNa kabhI hInabhAvanA se grasta nahIM hotA / jo dekhanA nahIM jAnate, vaise yuvaka-yuvatiyAM apanI kurUpatA ko dekhakara hInabhAvanA se itane grasta ho jAte haiM ki ve jIvana ke rasa ko hI samApta kara dete haiM / ve mAtA-pitA aura bhAgya ko kosate haiM, duHkha pAte haiM / jo vyakti bhItara ke saundarya ko prakaTa kara sakatA hai, usake bAhya saundarya kA koI vizeSa artha nahIM raha jAtA / jo vyakti bhItara meM sundara hai, vahI vAstava meM sundara hai / bAhara ke saundarya yA bhaddApana kA koI vizeSa prayojana nahIM | mahAtmA gAMdhI, sukarAta AcArya kundakunda, zrImajjayAcArya Adi meM bAhya saundarya nahIM thA, kintu unakA AMtarika saundarya itanA gaharA thA ki Aja bhI unakA vyaktitva sabako mugdha kie hue hai| hajAroM-lAkhoM vyakti unake caraNoM ke anuyAyI haiM / aneka senApati aise hue haiM jinakA bAhya vyaktitva nagaNya thA kintu unakA AMtarika vyaktitva zauryapUrNa thA aura unhoMne vaha camatkAra dikhAyA jo sundara senApati nahIM dikhA ske| inake parAkrama aura buddhimattA kI kathAeM Aja bhI ruci se kahI jAtI haiM / sundara vaha hotA hai jisakA anta karaNa sundara hotA hai / antaHkaraNa kA saundarya citta kI nirmalatA para AdhArita hai / jisakI AtmA nirmala hotI hai, vaha hotA hai sundara / ahaMbhAva aura hInabhAva se vahI grasta hotA hai jise AMtarika saundarya kA bodha nahIM hai / bhayaMkAra roga paidA kara jisa vyakti ne dekhanA sIkha liyA, vaha ahaMkAra se baca jAtA hai / samrAT sanatkumAra ne dekhanA nahIM jAnA to ve rUpa ke ahaMkAra se grasta ho gae / ahaM kI tIvra pariNati ne unake zarIra meM solaha die / zarIra meM kIr3e par3a gae / bodha huA aura ve rAjya kA parityAga kara muni bana gae / unhoMne apane Apako dekhA aura draSTA bana gae, dArzanika bana gaye / vastuta: dArzanika vaha hotA hai, jo svayaM ko dekhatA hai, jo draSTA hai / jo kevala tattvoM kA vizleSaNa karatA hai, padArtha jagat ko jAnatA hai, vaha tArkika ho sakatA hai, dArzanika nahIM / dArzanika vahI hotA hai jo tapatA hai, khapatA hai aura AtmadraSTA banatA hai / roga grasta hai / vaidya Akara bolA, mere pAsa acUka davA hai / sAre roga eka sAtha miTa jaaeNge| muni ne kahA- mujhe rogoM kA bhAna hai / para maiM

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180 jIvana kI pothI unakI cikitsA karanA nahIM cAhatA / tuma jo davA denA cAhate ho usase bhI acUka davA hai mere pAsa / maiM cAhUM to kSaNa meM niroga ho sakatA hUM / vaidya ne Azcarya ke sAtha sunA aura vismita nayanoM se dekhA ki muni ne apane thUka kA chIMTA diyA zarIra para aura jo zarIra galita kuSTha se pIr3ita thA, vaha svargamaya bana gayA / yaha vahI vaidya thA jo pahale bur3he brAhmaNa ke rUpa meM AyA thaa| yaha muni vahI cakravartI sanatkumAra thA aura bImAra banA thA rUpa ke ahaMkAra ke kAraNa / aba bImArI ko miTAne kI kSamatA prApta kara lI hai citta kI nirmalatA ke kAraNa / usa samaya cakravartI ne zarIra ko dekhA ahaMkAra ke sAtha, ahaMkAra kI kAlI chAyA meM aura Aja dekha rahA hai citta kI nirmala dhArA meM / dekhanedekhane meM kitanA bar3A antara A gayA / padArtha koI burA-bhalA nahIM hotA / padArtha cAhe dhana ho, sarIra ho, bhojana ho yA kapar3A ho| paisA hI dhana nahIM hai| dhana vaha hai jisameM vinimaya kI kSamatA hai, jisakI upayogitA hai / pazu bhI dhana hai to AdamI bhI dhana hai / pazu kA vikraya hotA hai, AdamI kA bhI vikraya hotA hai, vinimaya hotA hai / dhana hai / koI burI bAta nahIM hai / jaba hama dekhanA nahIM jAnate taba dhana abhizApa bana jAtA hai| aura hama dekhanA sIkha jAte haiM taba dhana upayogitA kI vastumAtra raha jAtA hai, kevala upayogitA / jo dekhanA nahIM jAnatA, vaha dhana kA saMgraha karatA hai| jo dekhanA jAnatA hai vaha mAtra usakA upayoga karatA hai / dekhanA na jAnane ke kAraNa duniyA meM kitanI samasyAeM ubharI haiM, yaha Aja spaSTa hai / gore aura kAle kI samasyA na dekhane kA hI pariNAma hai / dekhanA na jAnane ke kAraNa ghRNA hai, tiraskAra hai, ahaMkAra hai / dakSiNa aphrikA kA sArA saMgharSa kAle-gore kA saMgharSa hai athavA dekhanA na jAnane kA saMgharSa hai | kiMga lUthara kI hatyA kara dI gaI, kyoMki vaha kAlA thA, bhale hI phira vaha ahiMsAvAdI hI kyoM na rahA ho ! jAti kA mada, vaibhava kA mada, rUpa kA mada - yaha saba dekhanA na jAnane kA pariNAma hai| isase ahaMkAra aura ghRNA panapatI hai / sArA sAmudAyika vyavahAra lar3akhar3A jAtA hai / vidyA, dhana, parivAra, vaibhava- ye saba mada ahaMkAra ke kAraNa haiM / mada kA artha hai ahaMkAra | isako hama ulaTakara par3heM to 'mada' 'dama' ho jAegA / jisane dekhanA sIkha liyA usake lie vidyA, dhana, vaibhava Adi 'dama' bana jAeMge, zAMti ke sAdhana bana jAeMge / sthAnAMga sUtra meM bhagavAn mahAvIra kahate haiM-- jo AtmavAn hotA hai usake lie jJAna, lAbha, aizvarya Adi sAdhanA ke nimitta banate haiM, kalyANa ke pUraka banate haiM / jo vyakti AtmajJa nahIM hai, AtmavAn nahIM hai, usake lie ye

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jAgarUkatA : saMtulana kI prakriyA 181 saba akalyANa ke nimitta banate haiM, abhadra ke nimitta banate haiN| cIja meM koI antara nahIM hai / 'je AsavA te parisavA, je parisavA te aasvaa|' draSTA ke lie Asrava bhI saMvara bana jAtA hai aura adraSTA ke lie saMvara bhI Asrava bana jAtA hai| eka draSTA sAdhaka hai| usake pAsa vipula ziSya-parivAra hai| vaha sAdhaka ahaMkAra kA nimitta nahIM bntaa| vaha sAdhaka socatA hai, maiMne itane ziSyoM ko dIkSita kiyA hai to merA pUrNa dAyitva hai ki maiM inake sAtha nyAya karUM, inake kalyANa meM hetubhUta banUM, inake vikAsa kA nimitta banUM / sAdhaka adhika jAgarUka banatA hai| jo draSTA nahIM hotA aura vipula ziSya parivAra kA svAmI ho jAtA hai vaha apane dAyitva ke prati kabhI jAgarUka nahIM hotA, ziSyoM ke kalyANa kA hetubhUta nahIM bntaa| eka sAdhaka jisane dekhanA sIkhA hai, jo draSTA banane kI ora agrasara hai, vaha socegA, maiM logoM se pUjA aura zlAghA pA rahA hUM, zraddhA pA rahA huuN| mujhe nirantara satarka rahanA hai| pUjA ko pacAnA bar3A kaThina hai| zraddhA ko pacAnA kaThina hotA hai| use pacAne ke lie gaharI AMca caahie| yaha socakara vaha sAdhaka gaharI sAdhanA meM calA jAtA hai| yaha hai draSTA kA mArga / jisane dekhanA nahIM sIkhA, vaha socatA hai, pUjA aura zraddhA to mila hI rahI hai, phira kyoM kaThora jovana jIyA jAe ? kyoM kaSTa sahA jAya ? vaha aMdhakAra se bhara jAtA hai, mArgacyuta ho jAtA hai| sthAnAMga sUtra kA yaha kathana bahuta mArmika aura arthaprada hai ki AtmavAn ke lie zlAghA, pUjA aura pratiSThA sAdhanA meM hetubhUta banate haiM, sahayogI banate haiM aura anAtmavAn ke lie ye saba sAdhanA meM bAdhaka banate haiN| isase phalita yaha nikalatA hai ki padArtha padArtha hai| padArtha kA honA, parivAra aura samudAya kA honA apane Apa meM na acchA hai aura na burA hai| vaha to padArtha mAtra hai| draSTA ke lie ye sAdhaka banate haiM, aura adraSTA ke lie bAdhaka / sAdhakatA kA aura bAdhakatA kA AdhAra hai dekhane kI kssmtaa| jisane dekhanA sIkha liyA hai vaha Adi-bindu ko bhI dekhegA aura antima bindu ko bhI dekhegaa| jisane dekhanA nahIM sIkhA, vaha Adi-bindu ko dekhegA, antima bindu ko bhalA degaa| eka seTha ne bar3A makAna banAyA / usameM alaga-alaga vyavasthAeM rkhiiN| seTha ne jI kholakara paisA lgaayaa| makAna bahuta sundara aura bhavya banA / bhavana ko dekhakara seTha kA mana atyanta pramudita huaa| isa pramodabhAva ne usameM ahaMkAra bhara diyaa| vaha sabake samakSa apane bhavana kI ati prazaMsA karane lgaa| sunane aura dekhane vAle sabhI bhavana ke nirmANa para vismita the / eka dina eka sanyAsI aayaa| seTha AdarapUrvaka use bhavana meM le gyaa| ghUma-ghUmAkara sArA bhavana sanyAsI ko dikhAyA aura pUchA-mahArAja ! yaha choTA-sA

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182 jIvana kI pothI makAna kaisA lagA ? sanyAsI ne seTha ke ahaMbhAva ko par3ha liyA / muskarAte para isameM eka kamI raha gaI kyA kamI hai ? sanyAsI ne seTha ne sunA / usakA hue sanyAsI bolA- seThajI ! makAna sundara hai, hai / yaha sunate hI seTha cauNkaa| pUchA, mahArAja ! kahA - eka dina yaha miTa jAegA, naSTa ho jaaegaa| sArA ahaMkAra vilIna ho gayA / dRSTi badala gaI / mahala meM rahane vAlA ahaMkAra se bharA hai / jhopar3I meM rahane vAlA hInabhAvanA se pUrNa hai / mahalavAlA jhopar3IvAle ko hInabhAvanA se dekhatA hai / para jo draSTA hotA hai usake mana meM mahala ke prati na ahaMbhAva hogA aura na jhoMpar3I ke prati hInabhAvanA hogii| kyoMki vaha jAnatA hai-- eka dina mahala bhI Dhaha jAegA, eka dina jhopar3I bhI Dhaha jAegI / saMtulana taba AtA hai jaba AdamI dekhanA sIkha jAtA hai, ahaMkAra aura tA se mukta hotA hai / hInatA aura ahaMkAra ye donoM asaMtulana paidA karate haiM / ye miTate haiM taba saMtulana AtA hai / jAgarUkatA kA artha hai - saMtulana aura saMtulana kA sUtra hai dekhanA, sIkhanA, dekhane kA abhyAsa karanA /

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jAgarUkatA : dizA-parivartana AmeTa se cale aura rAjasamaMda pahuMca ge| jaba cale taba rAjasamaMda kI ora muMha thA aura AmeTa kI ora pITha thii| hama calate cale / rAjasamaMda nikaTa hotA gayA aura AmeTa dUra hotA gyaa| dUra aura nikaTa kauna hotA hai ? jisakI tarapha muMha hotA hai, vaha nikaTa hotA hai aura jisakI tarapha pITha hotI hai vaha dUra hotA hai / prazna hotA hai abhimukhatA kaa| hamArI abhimukhatA kisa ora hai ? hamArA mukha sukha-zAMtimaya jIvana kI ora hai yA samasyAoM se saMkula jIvana kI ora hai ? basa, yahI mahattvapUrNa prazna hai / yadi hamArI abhimukhatA sulajhAne kI ora hai to jIvana kI dizA badala sakatI hai| yadi hamArI abhimukhatA ulajhAne kI ora hai to samasyA kA jAla ananta banatA calA jaaegaa| kahIM anta nahIM aaegaa| prazna jIvana se palAyana karane kA nahIM hai| palAyana kara kahAM jAeMge? saMsAra se bAhara to jA nahIM paaeNge| isa jIvana meM raheM yA agale jIvana meM, bhArata meM raheM yA kisI deza meM, kahIM na kahIM AdamI ko TikanA hotA hai / dizA-parivartana kA artha palAyana nahIM hai / yaha to kevala abhimukhatA kA parivartana hai| hama chAyA ko pakar3ane ke lie bhAga rahe haiN| hamArI abhimukhatA chAyA kI ora hai, yathArtha kI ora nahIM hai| hamArI abhimukhatA pratibimba kI ora hai, bimba kI ora nahIM hai| zIze meM dikhAI dene vAlA pratibimba hai, bimba nahIM hai / pratibimba aura chAyA ke AdhAra para calanA ulajhanoM ko bar3hAnA hai| maiM eka kamare meM baiThA thaa| vahAM eka kAMca TaMgA huA thaa| vahAM eka cir3iyA aaii| kAMca para baiTha kara coMca mArane lgii| maiMne eka bAra kavitA bhI likhI thii| usakI pahalI paMkti thI-'cir3iyA coMca mAra rahI hai zIze pr|' maiM dekha rahA thA cir3iyA ko| vaha atyanta vyagra aura parezAna thii| vaha soca rahI thI ki bhItara kI cir3iyA ko coMca mAra-mAra kara parAsta kara dN| vaha zakti lagA rahI thii| vaha becArI samajha hI nahIM pA rahI thI ki bhItara meM dikhAI dene vAlI cir3iyA koI dUsarI nahIM, vaha svayaM hI hai| bhrama gaharA thaa| vaha coMca mAra rahI thii| coMca ghAyala ho gayI thii| cir3iyA hI nahIM, pratyeka AdamI zIze ke sAmane baiThA hai / vaha apanA

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164 jIvana kI pothI pratibimba dekha rahA hai, usase lar3a rahA hai| yaha ananta atIta se calA A rahA hai / para vaha abhI taka samajha nahIM pAyA hai ki vaha kisase lar3a rahA hai| cir3iyA ko bhI kucha jJAta nahIM hai| use patA nahIM hai ki bhItara koI nahIM hai| jo dikhAI de rahA hai, usI kA pratibimba hai| AdamI bhI chAyA kA jIvana jI rahA hai, pratibimba kA jIvana jI rahA hai| isIlie bhagavAn mahAvIra ne kahA---'annahA NaM pAsahe pariharejjA'-draSTA anyathA pariharaNa kare arthAt padArtha kA bhoga bhI anyathA prakAra se kare / jaise adraSTA padArtha kA upayoga karatA hai vaise draSTA nahIM karatA, anyathA prakAra se karatA hai / vaha pratibimba kA jIvana nahIM jItA, bimba kA jIvana jItA hai| rAta kA samaya / cAMda uga cukA thaa| AdamI jA rahA thaa| usakI chAyA Age kI ora par3a rahI thii| chAyA ko dekhakara usane socA ki AgeAge koI cala rahA hai| vaha use pakar3ane daudd'aa| chAyA Age saraka gaI / vaha aura adhika bhaya se parezAna ho gyaa| vaha ThaharA to chAyA bhI Thahara gii| vaha sikur3A to chAyA bhI sikur3a gaI / __ AdamI apanI chAyA se Dara rahA hai| vaha apane hI pratibimba se bhaya khA rahA hai / bhaya isalie hai ki vaha jAnatA hai ki vaha usI kI chAyA hai, pratibimba hai| bhagavAn ne kahA-jisane dekhanA sIkha liyA, jAgarUkatA kI sAdhanA kI hai, "aNNahA parihare" ko jIvanagata kiyA hai vaha padArthoM kA bhoga bhI karatA hai, para vaise nahIM karatA, jaise adraSTA karatA hai / khAnA, pInA, pahananA, or3hanA, calanA, phiranA vaha anyathA karegA, alaga prakAra se kregaa| udAharaNa ke lie, jo adraSTA hotA hai usake sAmane dRSTikoNa hotA haisvAda aura apriyatA kaa| isalie vaha manojJa vastu adhika khAyegA aura amanojJa vastu ko pheMka degaa| draSTA kA dRSTikoNa hotA hai-upayogitA aura AvazyakatA kA / vaha pratyeka vastu kA bhoga upayogitA aura AvazyakatA ke AdhAra para kregaa| donoM ke AcaraNa aura vyavahAra meM bahuta bar3A aMtara hotA hai| vyavahAra aura AcaraNa kA badalanA hI hai-dizA-parivartana / jaba taka vyavahAra aura AcaraNa nahIM badalatA taba taka dizA kA parivartana nahIM hotaa| isalie dizA-parivartana kA artha hai-vyavahAra parivartana aura vyavahAra parivartana kA artha hai dizA-parivartana / draSTA kauna hotA hai, yathArtha meM kauna dekhatA hai, isa prazna kA uttara-- "mAtRvat paradAreSu paradravyeSu loSThavat / Atmavat sarvabhUteSu yaH pazyati sa pazyati // " jo vyakti parastrI ko mAtA kI bhAMti, dUsare ke dhana ko kaMkar3a-patthara

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jAgarUkatA : dizA-parivartana 185 kI bhAMti, sabhI prANiyoM ko apane tulya dekhatA hai, vahI draSTA hai, vahI vAstava meM dekhatA hai| jo aisA nahIM dekhatA, vaha dekhatA huA bhI kucha nahI dekhatA, AMkha hone para bhI aMdhA hai| kucha AMkha vAle adhe hote haiM aura kucha binA AMkha vAle draSTA hote haiM / aise sAdhaka hue haiM, jinake carmacakSu nahIM the, para ve draSTA bana ge| lAkhoM-karor3oM loga aise haiM, jinheM AMkheM prApta haiM, para ve dekhanA nahIM jAnate isalie aMdhe haiN| prazna hotA hai ki kyA 'mAtRvat paradAreSu' yaha saMbhava hai ? yaha saMbhava asaMbhava donoM hai| jisake jIvana meM dizA badala gaI, usake lie sambhava hai aura jisake jIvana kI dazA nahIM badalI, usake lie asaMbhava hai| baccA mAM kA stanapAna karatA hai| koI vikAra nahIM, koI pradUSaNa nahIM, koI dRSTi kA doSa nhiiN| vaha jo karatA hai vaha sahaja hotA hai / sarasvatI aura kAlI kA bhakta unakI ArAdhanA karatA hai| usake mana meM koI vikAra nahIM aataa| zraddhA jAgatI hai| ___ digambara pratimAeM aura muni nagna rahate haiN| striyAM unakI bhakti karatI haiM, caraNa sparza karatI haiM, pUjA karatI haiN| kyA usake mana meM koI vikAra jAgatA hai ? nahIM, zarIra ke jo avayava vikAra ke nimitta banate haiM ve hI avayava vikAra-zAMti ke nimitta bana jAte haiN| yaha hai dizA-parivartana / yadi abhimukhatA kAmanA kI ora hogI to ve avayava vikAra paidA kareMge aura yadi abhimukhatA ArAdhanA kI ora hogI to ve avayava zamana kA kArya kreNge| ___ vastu na vikAra lAtI hai aura na vikAra miTAtI hai / yaha sArA hamAre dRSTikoNa para nirbhara hai / yaha sArA hamArI abhimukhatA para AdhRta hai / hamArI dRSTi kahAM hai ? hamArI dizA kauna-sI hai ? hama thor3A-sA mor3a deN| muMha jo idhara hai, use udhara kara deN| sArA parivartana ghaTita ho jaaegaa| AcaraNa kI bAta dvaya hai / pahalI bAta hai samyagdarzana kii| yaha dekho ki samyagadarzana prApta hai yA nahIM ? yadi dRSTi samyaga hai to caritra-AcaraNa svataH samyag ho jaaegaa| yadi dRSTi mithyA hai to AcaraNa samyag hone kI AzA mata karo, jJAna sahI hone kI AzA mata kro| mahattvapUrNa prazna hai darzana kA aura dizA-parivartana kaa| 'paradravyeSu loSThavat'-kyA yaha saMbhava hai| bahuta saMbhava hai / jisa vyakti kA muMha lAlasA kI ora hai, rAga kI ora hai, usameM vizva ke samasta dhana ko baTorane kI lAlasA jAgRta hotI hai| use kabhI kahIM saMtoSa nahI hotA / bar3e se bar3A dhanavAna bhI corI karatA hai, vyavasAya meM aprAmANikatA baratatA hai| kyA usako dhana kI kamI hai ? nhiiN| para vaha aisA AcaraNa isalie karatA hai ki usakA muMha lAlasA kI dizA meM hai| yadi yadi badala

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186 jIvana kI pothI jAe to garIba AdamI bhI paradhana ko patthara samajha kara usakA sparza nahIM karatA / eka ghaTita ghaTanA hai| dillI ke eka hoTala meM cAra yuvaka Ae / nAztA - pAnI kiyA aura cale ge| hoTala mAlika ne dekhA ki ve yuvaka apanA TrAMjisTara vahIM bhUla gae haiN| vaha unakI khoja meM sTezana kI ora daur3A / cAroM yuvaka eka Dibbe meM baiTha cuke the / gAr3I ke ravAnA hone meM kucha vilamba thA / ve Apasa meM batiyA rahe the ki dekho, Aja hamane usa hoTala mAlika ko kitanA cakamA diyaa| bila AdhA cukAyA aura A ge| itane meM vahI hoTala mAlika unako DhUMDhate DhUMr3hate vahAM pahucA aura bolA- 'Apa merI hoTala para nAztA karane Ae the| vahAM Apa yaha TrAMjisTara bhUla Ae / ise saMbhAleM : ' yuvaka avAk raha gae / prAmANikatA kA saMbaMdha na garIbI se hai aura na amIrI se / usakA sambandha hai dizA parivartana se / tIsarI bAta hai - 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu' / vahI vyakti sabhI prANiyoM ko apane samAna samajhatA hai, jisameM dizA-parivartana ghaTita ho cukA hai / 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu' kA siddhAMta bahuta virAT aura udAtta hai / para isakA AcaraNa utanA udatta nahIM rahA, kyoMki dizA badalI nahIM / isIlie itane choTe-choTe bheda hote gae ki unakA kahIM anta nahIM hai / dUsaroM ko choTA aura tuccha mAnane meM bar3A rasa hai logoM meM / ve dUsaroM ko choTA mAnakara apane bar3appana ko pAlate haiM aura isI meM unheM saMtoSa milatA hai / hama hajAra bAra 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu' kA siddhAMta doharAeM, kucha bhI AnA-jAnA nahIM hai / yaha sArthaka taba hotA hai, jaba dizA badalatI hai / rAjakumAra ariSTanemi vivAha karane ke lie jA rahe the| rAste meM pazuoM kA karuNa krandana sunA / sArathI ne pUchA - 'yaha karuNa cItkAra kahAM se A rahI hai ! itane pazu kyoM ekatrita kie gae haiM ?' sArathI bolA - 'ye pazu bArAtiyoM ke lie bhojya vastu hai / ariSTanemi ne pUchA- kyA ye mAre ? sArathI bolA- hAM / / aba maiM udhara nahIM jA jAeMge ? kyA ye saba mRtyu ke bhaya se cillA rahe haiM ariSTanemi ne kahA - sArathI ! ratha ko mor3a do sakatA / ratha kA muMha kyA mor3A, ariSTanemi kA muMha mur3a gayA / jA rahe the vivAha karane ke lie aura cala par3e sanyAsa grahaNa karane ke lie parvata kI ora / tatkAla muni bana gae / yaha hai dizA parivartana | jisakI dizA badala jAtI hai, vaha jAgarUka bana jAtA hai| jaba taka jIvana kI dizA nahIM badalatI taba taka saMbhava nahIM hotA, saba jIvoM ko apane samAna samajhanA saMbhava nahIM hotA / ariSTanemi ne samajha liyA thA ki jaisI merI AtmA hai, vaisI hI AtmA ina saba pazuoM meM

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jAgarUkatA : dizA-parivartana 187 hai| 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu' kA svara antara AtmA meM itanA mukhara banA ki unheM kabhI grAhya nahIM huA ki mere vivAha ke lie hajAroM prANiyoM kI bali dI jaae| jaba taka dizA nahIM badalatI, taba taka jAgarUkatA nahIM aatii| pitA ne putra se kahA- zahara meM vidvAn muni Ae haiN| unakA pravacana sunA kro| calo, Aja mere sAtha / beTA bApa ke sAtha pravacana sunane gayA / muni ne advaita para pravacana kiyA aura yaha spaSTa samajhAyA ki sabhI prANI samAna haiM, AtmAeM sAmAna haiN| pitA ne bhI sunA, putra ne bhI sunaa| putra kA granthibheda huA, dizA badala gii| pitA ghara gayA aura putra dukAna para jA baiThA / kirAne kI dukAna thii| yatra-tatra anAja ke Dhera lage hue the| eka gAya anAja khAne lgii| putra dekhatA rahA / itane meM pitA A gyaa| Ate hI vaha putra para Aga-babUlA ho gyaa| putra bolA---pitAjI ! Aja hI to munijI ne batAyA thA ki saba AtmAeM samAna haiN| phira gAya kI AtmA meM aura hamArI AtmA meM antara hI kyA hai ? pitA bolA-vaha pravacana kI bAta hai, vyavahAra kI nhiiN| yadi tU aisA hI karegA to dUkAna caupaTa ho jaaegii| saba jagaha eka hI bAta nahIM cala sktii| bApa kA dizA-parivartana nahIM huA, isalie sunakara bhI vaha khAlI raha gyaa| beTe kA dizA-parivartana huA aura vaha khAlI nahIM rahA, pUrNa ho gayA, jAga gyaa| jisameM dizA-parivartana ho jAtA hai, usakA AcaraNa bhinna hotA hai| sAdhanA kA artha hai-dizA kA parivartana / yaha svataH nahIM hotaa| inake lie prayoga hote haiN| dharma ko kevala sunane se saba meM dizA-parivartana nahIM hotaa| usako jInA hotA hai / siddhAMta hameM kahIM nahIM phuNcaataa| sunI huI bAta dUra taka nahIM le jaatii| hameM prayogoM se gujaranA hotA hai| kevala sunanA bhAra ko bar3hAnA hai / AdamI Akhira kitanA bhAra bar3hAegA ? nirbhAra banane ke lie parivartana karanA hI hogaa| jo sunate haiM, use jIvana meM ghola deM, to bhAra nahIM bddh'egaa| cInI bhArI hotI hai| eka kaTorA pAnI se labAlaba bharA hai| eka bUMda bhI usameM nahIM samA sktii| para Apa usameM cInI ddaaleN| vaha samA jAegI, kyoMki vaha pAnI meM ghula jAtI hai| isI prakAra jo sunA hai, use AcaraNa meM ghola deN| bhAra nahIM bar3hegA aura AcaraNa bhI susvAdu ho jaaegaa| parivartana ke lie siddhAMta hI nahIM, prayoga kI AvazyakatA hai| hama siddhAMta aura prayoga-donoM kA samanvaya kara dizA-parivartana kA anubhava kreN|

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jAgarUkatA : cakSaSmAna banane kI prakriyA 'ko hi tulAmadhirohati zucinA dugdhena sahaja madhureNa / taptaM vikRtaM mathitaM, tathApi yat snehamugiratI // ' dUdha ko Apane dekhA hai, pIyA hai, kintu jAgarUkatA se nahIM pIyA, kevala pIne ke liye pIyA hai yA zarIra ko puSTa karane ke lie pIyA hai yA svAda ke liye pIyA hai yA Adatavaza pIyA hai| kavi kahatA hai-dUdha jaisA padArtha milanA muzkila hai| duniyA meM aisA eka bhI padArtha nahIM hai jo dUdha kI tulanA kara sake / dUdha zuci hai, sahaja madhura hai / isako tapAne para, vikRta karane para arthAt dahI ke rUpa meM jamA dene para tathA mathane para bhI yaha sneha detA hai, makkhana detA hai| itane kaSToM se gujarakara bhI isameM snehadAna kI apUrva zakti hai / vaisI zakti anya padArtha meM to kyA, manuSya meM bhI nahIM hai| hama bAta karate haiM samAja ko badalane kii| hara vyakti socatA hai ki samAja badale / yaha ucita cintana hai| para badalAva taba taka nahIM A sakatA jaba taka ki tApa ko sahane kI kSamatA, utpIr3ana yA hAni ko sahane kI kSamatA aura maMthana ko sahane kI kSamatA nahIM A jaatii| tInoM kSamatAeM bahuta Avazyaka haiM badalAva ke liye| pUre samAja meM samAja ko badalane kI vibhinna prakriyAeM cala rahI haiM / mArsa ne samAjavAda kA sUtra diyaa| usane 'kamyUna' kI eka kalpanA kI, sAmyavAdI samAja kI kalpanA kI / aise samAja kI kalpanA kI jisameM rAjya nahIM hogaa| sAmyavAda kA Adarza hai--rAjyavihIna rAjya / kalpanA to hai rAjyavihIna rAjya kI aura pUrA samAja jA rahA hai kaThora niyaMtraNa kI dizA meM, jahAM niyaMtraNa hI niyaMtraNa lAdA jA rahA hai| hamArI dRSTi meM eka bhrama paidA ho gyaa| badalane kI bAta jahAM se zurU honI cAhie, vahAM se nahIM ho rahI hai| badalA jA rahA hai arthataMtra ko| badalA jA rahA hai rAjataMtra ko| badalA jA rahA hai vyavahAra taMtra ko| jise badalanA hai use nahIM badalA jA rahA hai| jaba taka mUla badalane vAlA nahIM badalatA, taba taka badalI huI cIjeM bhI asara nahIM dikhA paaeNgii| badalane vAlA badalanA caahie| samAja parivartana ke lie pahalI AvazyakatA hai cakSu kI nirmltaa| AMkha caahie| AMkha vAlA caahie| cakSuSmAn vyakti caahie| vahI samAja ko badala sakatA hai| cakSuSmAn sacAI ko dekhatA hai / sacAI ko vahI vyakti dekha sakatA hai

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jAgarUkatA : cakSuSmAn banane kI prakriyA 189 jisameM satya ke prati niSThA hotI hai / satyaniSThA samAja ko badalane kA pahalA sUtra hai / maiM samAja ke sthAna para ghaTaka mAnatA hUM vyakti ko / eka vyakti ke badalane kA tAtparya hai samAja kA badalanA / dUsarA sUtra hai - zAMtipUrNa jIvana / jaba taka svayaM ke jIvana meM zAMti nahIM hotI, taba taka samAja ko badalane kI bAta prApta hI nahIM hotI / tIsarA sUtra hai - karuNA / jisa vyakti meM karuNA kA srota sUkha gayA, vaha badalAva kI bAta nahIM kara sakatA / mana meM bahuta glAni hotI hai jaba meM dekhatA hUM ki jo apane Apako dhArmika mAnate haiM, jaina aura vaiSNava mAnate haiM, kitane krUra haiN| unakI krUratA ko dekhakara mana udvelita ho uThatA hai / IsAiyoM meM bhI kitanI krUratA hai ! sevA kI bAta sAra, pAkhaMDa hai / eka ora sevA, dUsarI ora krUratA / ve lAkhoM AdamiyoM ko eka sAtha mauta kI ghATa utAra dene meM koI saMkoca kA anubhava nahIM karate / mAno krUratA mUrtimAn hokara A gaI ho / krUratA ke binA milAvaTa nahIM ho sakatI / milAvaTa karane vAle dhArmika haiM yA nAstika ? gaharAI meM utarakara citana kareM ki unameM kitanI krUratA hai / ve milAvaTa kara kitanA anyAya karate haiN| eka ora pUjA-pATha bhI calatA hai aura dUsarI ora yaha krUratA bhI calatI hai / lagatA hai ki hamArA dharma aura bhagavAn hI aisA bana gayA ki hama sau burAiyAM kareM, phira bhI ve hameM panAha dete rahate haiM / hamane dharma ko ina DhakosaloM ko Dhakane kA sAdhana mAna liyA / samAcAra patroM meM jaba maiM par3hatA hUM ki daheja ke kAraNa amuka yuvatI kI hatyA kara dI gaI, jalA diyA gayA, taba socatA hUM ki jise hama cintanazIla aura mananazIla manuSya mAnate haiM, kyA yaha unhIM mAnavoM kA samAja hai / mAnavoM kA samAja kahane meM lajjA kA anubhava hotA hai / yaha to dAnavoM aura pazuoM kA samAja hai pazu bhI itanA krUra vyavahAra nahIM karate / ve bhI vyartha kI hiMsA nahIM karate / siMha bhI binA bhUkha ke yA binA prayojana hiMsA nahIM karatA / para manuSya isakA apavAda hai / thor3e se lobha ke kAraNa / parama dayAlu aura kRpAlu loga binA chAnA pAnI nahIM pIte, / kyA yaha manuSyatA hai ? kisake samakSa kareM ? Aja vaha apane jaise prANI kI hatyA kara detA hai / jo cIMTI ke mara jAne para kaMpita ho uThate haiM, ve manuSya kI hatyA karate samaya kaMpita nahIM hote aisI sthiti meM hama dharma-karma kI bAta kyoM kareM ? hama bAta kara rahe haiM jAgaraNa kI, para AdamI to gaharI mUrcchA meM jA rahA hai, gaharI nIMda meM jA rahA hai| aura Azcarya taba adhika hotA hai jaba sAsa bahU ko jindA jalA DAlatI hai / strIjAti svayaM strIjAti kA apamAna karatI hai, prahAra karatI hai taba lagatA hai mUrcchA kitanI gaharI hai| usakA pAra nahIM pAyA jA sakatA / lagatA hai, pUrI mAnavajAti krUratA kI ora bar3ha rahI hai /

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190 jIvana kI pothI dharma kA pahalA lakSaNa hai karuNA kA vikAsa, anukampA kA vikAsa / jisake mana meM karuNA nahIM hai, anukampA nahIM hai, jisake hAtha dUsaroM ko satAte samaya nahIM kAMpate, to mAnanA hogA ki dharma kahIM chuA bhI nhiiN| hameM isa krUratA kA kAraNa khojanA hogA / vyaktigata rUpa meM koI krUra hotA hai to bAta samajha meM A jAtI hai| vyaktigata rUpa meM koI cora ho sakatA hai, DAka, luTerA aura hatyArA ho sakatA hai, para pUre samAja ke sAtha anyAya karanA yaha bIsavIM zatAbdI kI naI ghaTanA hai| ___ Aja jaba pUchA jAtA hai ki bImAriyAM kyoM bar3ha rahI haiM taba uttara milatA hai ki Aja aisA jamAnA A gayA ki yahAM na zuddha ATA milatA hai, na zuddha ghI aura dUdha milatA hai aura yahAM taka ki pAnI bhI zuddha nahIM miltaa| yahI kAraNa hai bImAriyoM ke bar3hane kaa| kyA yaha azuddhi garIbI ke kAraNa AI hai ? nahIM, aisA nahIM hai| garIbI pahale bhI thI, para itanI azuddhi nahIM thii| yaha azuddhi garIbI ke kAraNa nahIM, krUratA ke kAraNa AI hai / manuSya meM karuNA kA srota sUkhatA jA rahA hai aura krUratA panapatI jA rahI hai| jaisejaise krUratA kA vikAsa hogA, AdamI bher3iyA banatA jAegA / vAstava meM dhana ke prati jitanA lobha hotA hai utanI hI krUratA bar3hatI hai| taba phira bhAI bhAI ko, pitA putra ko aura putra pitA ko mArane meM nahIM hicakatA / niSkarSa kI bhASA meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki krUratA kA kAraNa hai -lobha / . aryazAstriyoM ne isa krUratA ko bar3hAne meM parokSataH hAtha baMTAyA hai| unakA sUtra hai -icchA kA vistAra / icchA bar3hegI taba padArtha kA vikAsa hogA aura padArtha kA vikAsa samAja ke vikAsa kA lakSaNa hai| 'icchA kA vistAra'-isa sUtra se hara AdamI ke mana meM itanI AkAMkSA jAga gaI ki lakhapati karor3apati bane binA zAnti se nahIM baiThatA / artha kA vistAra usakA jIvana lakSya bana gyaa| isase krUratA ko panapane kA avasara milaa| sRSTi saMtulana kI zAkhA ne samAja ke sAmane eka bAta rakhI ki padArtha sImita haiM, icchAeM ananta haiN| yadi icchAoM aura AkAMkSAoM kA vistAra hotA gayA to samasyAeM ananta bana jaaeNgii| unakA kabhI anta nahIM hogaa| isaliye pratyeka vyakti ko apanI icchA para niyaMtraNa karanA caahie| jaba icchA para niyaMtraNa karane kI bAta AegI to samAja ko badalane kI bAta socI jA skegii| yaha badalAva yathArtha kA badalAva hogaa| icchA para niyaMtraNa kie binA badalAva kI bAta socanA bImArI ko bar3hAvA denA hai| Aja hara vyakti artha-lolupatA kI bImArI se grasta hai / Aja jitanA dhana kA mUlya hai, utanA manuSya kA nahIM hai| badalane ke liye karuNA kA vikAsa jarUrI hai aura icchA para niyaMtraNa Avazyaka hai| yadi hama icchA para niyaMtraNa nahIM kara pAe to zatAbdI ke bItate-bItate 'punarmUSako bhava' vAlI bAta caritArtha ho jaaegii|

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jAgarUkatA : jIvana vyavahAra jIvana kA eka krama hai sonA aura jaagnaa| AdamI eka stara para jAgatA hai / jaba cetana mana jAga jAtA hai taba hama kaha dete haiM ki AdamI jAga gayA / cetana mana sotA hai to hama kaha dete haiM ki AdamI so gyaa| kintu jina logoM ne gahare meM utara kara dekhA to lagA ki cetana mana jAgA huA hai aura AdamI soyA huA hai, cetana mana soyA huA hai aura AdamI jAgA huA hai| rAjasamaMda / tulasI sAdhanA zikhara / dhyAna guphA-cit-prekSA / amerikana yuvaka robarTa / vaha pratidina vahIM sotA thA / eka dina vaha bolA--- maiM guphA meM so rahA thaa| maiMne dekhA, merA eka zarIra so rahA hai aura maiM use dekha rahA huuN| eka zarIra nIMda le rahA hai aura dUsarA jAga rahA hai| eka svapna dekha rahA hai, dUsarA svapna dekhane vAle ko dekha rahA hai| do stara haiM / eka hai cetana mana kA stara aura dUsarA hai acetana mana kA stara / eka hai cetana mana ke stara para sonA-jAganA aura dUsarA hai acetana mana ke stara para sonA-jAganA / hama sone aura jAgane kI bAta ko sthUla rUpa meM samajhate haiM ki AdamI rAta meM so gayA aura dina ugate hI jAga gayA / kahAM soyA, kahAM jAgA ? jaba taba svabhAva kA parivartana nahIM hotA, taba taka AdamI jAgatA nahIM, mahAvIra kA mahattvapUrNa vacana hai - 'sattA amuNI sayA, muNiNo sayA jAgaraMti' jo amuni hai, ajJAnI hai, vaha sadA soyA huA hai / jo muni hai, jJAnI hai, sadA jAgatA hai| amuni jAgatA huA bhI sotA hai aura muni soyA huA bhI jAgatA hai / gItA meM bhI yahI kahA kucha aise haiM jo sote hue bhI jAgate haiM aura kucha aise haiM jo jAgate hue bhI sote haiM / saMyamI sotA huA bhI jAgatA hai aura asaMyamI jAgatA huA bhI sotA hai / hameM adhyAtma ke saMdarbha meM sone aura jAgane kI bhASA ko samajhanA caahie| jo vyakti bhItara meM jAga jAtA hai vaha jAga gayA, cAhe phira vaha avasthA meM choTA hI kyoM na ho| jo vyakti bhItara meM jAgA huA nahIM hai, vaha cAhe pacAsa varSa kI Ayu bhI pAra kara gayA, phira bhI vaha soyA huA hI hai| Aja ke AnuvaMzikI vaijJAnika batalAte haiM ki vyakti ke svabhAva kA nirmANa bhItara meM hotA hai, jIvana ke sAtha hotA hai| kala hI eka lekha par3hA thA-'kAma aura paramANu yuddha' hai usameM prasaMgavaza carcA thI ki AdamI kA svabhAva hAramonsa ke dvArA nirdhArita hotA hai aura vaha pahale hI sampanna ho

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192 jIvana kI pothI jAtA hai, jahAM hamArA svabhAva banatA hai, vahAM jAkara jAgeM, yaha hai jaagnaa| yadi hama vahAM nahIM pahuMca pAte haiM to jAgane aura sone meM koI antara nahIM hotA / donoM eka jaise haiM / jAganA sonA hai aura sonA jAganA hai| to vahAM jAgakara jAganA hai jahAM AdamI kA vyavahAra badalatA hai| Aja eka jvalaMta prazna sAmane AtA hai ki Aja dharma cala rahA hai, para vyavahAra badala nahIM pA rahA hai| AdamI vaisA kA vaisA hai| isake kAraNa kI khoja aNuvrata AMdolana ne kI / usakA sUtra hai ki dharma kA AcaraNa mukhya hai, upAsanA nahIM / pahalA sthAna hai dharma kA aura dUsarA sthAna hai upAsanA kA / parantu Aja upAsanA ne dharma ko pIche Dhakela kara pahalA sthAna grahaNa kara liyA hai, isalie dharma nisteja-sA pratIka hone lagA hai aura usakA jo pariNAma AnA cAhie, vaha nahIM A rahA hai| dUsarI mahattvapUrNa bAta yaha hai ki upAsanA kA adhikAra usI vyakti ko milanA cAhie jisa vyakti kA AcaraNa pavitra hai / yadi apavitra AcaraNa vAlA vyakti bhagavAn kA jApa karegA to kyA bhagavAn ko saMkoca nahIM hogA? vyavahAra meM bhI hama dekhate haiM ki caritravAn vyakti caritrabhraSTa vyakti ke pAsa baiThane meM saMkoca kA anubhava karatA hai to kyA bhagavAn apavitra AcaraNa vAle ke jApa se saMkoca kA anubhava nahIM karegA ? jaina paramparA meM pApoM kI eka vargIkRta sUcI hai| usameM aThAraha pApa batalAe gae haiM / yadi ina pApoM ko sAmane rakhakara AdamI jIvana vyavahAra karatA hai to vaha svata: aneka bAtoM se baca jAtA hai / sabakI nahIM, do-cAra pApoM kI carcA prastuta karatA huuN| aThAraha meM se ye cAra pApa haiM-kalaha, abhyAkhyAna, pazUnya aura para-parivAda / inakI bhASA zAzvata hai| kala eka bhAI ne pUchA thA, kyA puNya aura pApa kI bhASA zAzvata hai yA azAzvata ? sAmAjika mUlyoM ke saMdarbha meM puNya aura pApa kI bhASA badalatI rahatI hai aura rAga-dveSa ke saMdarbha meM unakI bhASA zAzvata hai| kalaha kAlika doSa hai| AdamI ko kalaha meM bahuta rasa AtA hai / vaha sadA kalaha se bacanA nahIM cAhatA. phaMsanA cAhatA hai| dhArmika vyakti kA yaha kartavya hai ki sadA kalaha se bacane kA abhyAsa kre| jAna-bUjhakara kalaha to kare hI nahIM, bace avazya / jAgarUka jIvana kA pahalA sUtra hai-kalahamukti / jAgarUka jIvana kA dUsarA sUtra hai-abhyAkhyAnamukti / abhyAkhyAna kA artha hai - jhUThA doSAropaNa karanA, kisI para doSa maMDhanA pUrI jAnakArI kie binA hI kaha denA ki amuka vyakti aisA hai, amuka vyakti vaisA hai| yaha bahuta bar3A aparAdha hai / vyakti kI hatyA kara denA hai| kisI ki hatyA kara dI / vaha mara gayA / maranA sabako hotA hai| cAhe kisI kI mRtyu

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jAgarUkatA : jIvana vyavahAra 193 svAbhAvika ho yA asvAbhAvika / derI se ho yA jaldI ho| marane ke pazcAt usa vyakti kI kathA samApta ho jAtI hai / parantu kisI vyakti ke caritra kI hatyA kara dI, yaha bhayaMkara pApa hai / jAgarUka vyakti isase bacatA hai| vaha isameM kabhI nahIM phaMsatA / jAgaruka jIvana kA tIsarA sUtra hai - satyaniSThA / jaba taka satyaniSThA nahIM jAgatI taba taka mUrcchA nahIM TUTatI / Aja padArtha kA vikAsa bahuta huA hai aura kalpanA kI jA rahI hai ki ikkIsavIM sadI meM itanA vikAsa ho jAegA ki AdamI ko kucha bhI nahIM karanA par3egA, yantra ho saba kucha kara DAlegA / vaha pUrNataH mazInI yuga hogA / kintu itanA ho jAne para bhI yadi AdamI nahIM badalA, dUsaroM ko badalane vAlA nahIM badalA to eka dina aisA A sakatA hai ki AdamI cAheMge 'jaise the vaise bane raheM / ' kyA isa sthiti se nipaTA jA sakatA hai ? yadi AdamI nahIM badalA to yaha sthiti aura adhika bhayakara ho sakatI hai / isalie Avazyaka hai ki AdamI meM satyaniSThA kA vikAsa ho / sAmAjika parivartana kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai - karuNA / AdamI AdamI ko hI nahIM, kisI prANI ko na satAe / kucheka vyakti prazna karate haiM ki Aja inane DAkTara haiM, itane aspatAla haiM, cikitsA ke itane vikasita sAdhana haiM, phira bhI bImAriyAM kyoM bar3hatI haiM ? jaba gahare meM utarakara dekhate haiM to patA lagatA hai ki Aja kI cikitsA paddhati ke pIche bhI bar3I krUratA hai / eka AdamI kI bImArI kI cikitsA kI khoja ke lie hajAroM-hajAroM meMr3haka aura bandara mAre jAte haiM, satAe jAte haiM, kATe jAte haiN| isa hatyA kA eka mAtra uddezya hai ki AdasI nIroga rahe bImAra na bne| isa svAsthya kI pRSThabhUmi meM itanI krUratA hai to bhalA bImAriyAM kyoM nahIM bar3heMgI ? isa krUratA kI pariNati hai bImArI / Aja hindustAna se rAjataMtra samApta ho gyaa| kitane rAjA the, zAsaka the, saba samApta ho ge| eka dina meM na koI banatA hai aura na koI samApta hotA hai / banane-bigar3ane meM samaya lagatA hai / rAjAoM kI samApti meM krUratA kA hAtha rahA hai| eka-eka rAjA ne apanI vAsanA tRpti ke lie kyA-kyA nahIM kiyA ? kAma kI uttejanA ke lie eka-eka auSadhi ke nirmANa meM lAkhoM-lAkhoM cir3iyoM kI jIbheM kAma meM lI giiN| kitanI krUratA ! Aja taka kA itihAsa batAtA haiM ki jahAM-jahAM krUratA baratI gaI hai, usa samAja yA vyakti kA do-cAra zatAbdiyoM meM avazya hI patana huA hai / jisa samAja meM sahayoga aura karuNA kA srota sUkha jAtA hai, vaha apane astitva ko gaMvA detA hai / saMkSepa meM hama kaha sakate haiM ki jAgarUka vaha hotA hai

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194 jIvana kI poyI 1. jisameM satyaniSThA hotI hai / 2. jisameM karuNA hotI hai| 3. jisameM mAnasika zAMti hotI haiN| ye tInoM samAja-parivartana ke sUtra haiN| jAgarUkatA ke lie aise vyaktitva kI AvazyakatA hai jo zAMta ho, satyaniSTha ho aura karuNAzIla ho| cintanazIla vyakti ko Aja cintana karanA jarUrI hai ki samAja ko badalane kI hamArI prakriyA kyA ho ? samAja badale, kintu usase pahale samAja ko badalane vAlA badale / prekSAdhyAna kI prakriyA samAja ko badalane kI nahIM kintu badalane vAle ko badalane kI hai / jaba taka badalane vAlA nahIM badalegA, taba taka kucha nahIM hogaa| do grAmINa mitra the / eka sattA kI kursI para jA baiThA / dUsarA mitra usase milane gayA / use mUla nAma se pukArA / usane tilamilA kara lAta mArI / vaha grAmINa mitra bola par3A, maiMne to sunA thA ki tU badala gayA, UcI kursI para baiTha gayA, para maiM dekha rahA hUM ki tU gadhA kA gadhA banA huA Asana para baiThane se kucha nahIM hotA / vyakti ke badalane se sArI bAta banatI hai| Asana se nahIM, Asana para kauna baiThA hai, usase sAre samAja ke bhAgya kA nirmANa hotA hai|

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