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________________ AbhAmaMDala AcArya mahAprajJa Jain educationintamational For Pevale & Psonal Use Only www. library OTO
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________________ hamAre zarIra ke cAroM ora razmiyoM kA eka valaya hotA hai| vaha sUkSma-taraMgoM ke jAla jaisA yA ruI ke sUkSma-taMtuoM ke vyUha jaisA hotA hai| Upara-nIce, dAeM-bAeM-cAroM ora phailA huA hotA hai| jaisI bhAvadhArA hotI hai vaisI hI usakI saMracanA ho jAtI hai| vaha ekarUpa nahIM hotA, badalatA rahatA hai| nirmalatA, malinatA, saMkocaM aura vikoca-ye sArI avasthAeM usameM ghaTita hotI rahatI haiN| isake mAdhyama se cetanA ke parivartana jAne jA sakate haiM, zarIra aura mana ke stara para ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanAeM jAnI jA sakatI haiN| sthUla-zarIra kI ghaTanAeM pahale sUkSma-zarIra meM ghaTita hotI haiN| unakA pratibimba AbhAmaMDala para ho jAtA hai| isake adhyayana se bhaviSya meM ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanAoM kA patA lagAyA jA sakatA hai| roga aura mRtyu evaM svAsthya aura jIvana Adi aneka tathyo ke viSaya meM bhaviSyavANI kI jA sakatI hai| bhAvadhArA (lezyA) ke AdhAra para AbhAmaMDala badalatA hai aura lezyA-dhyAna ke dvArA AbhAmaMDala ko badalane se bhAvadhArA bhI badala jAtI hai| isa dRSTi se lezyA-dhyAna yA camakate hue raMgoM kA dhyAna bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa hai| hamArI bhAvadhArA jaisI hotI hai, usI ke anurUpa mAnasika cintana tathA zArIrika mudrAeM aura iMgita tathA aMga-saMcAlana hotA hai| krodha kI mudrA meM rahane vAle vyakti meM krodha ke avataraNa kI saMbhAvanA bar3ha jAtI hai| kSamA kI mudrA meM rahane vAle vyakti ke lie kSamA kI cetanA meM jAnA sahaja ho jAtA hai| isa bhUmikA meM lezyA-dhyAna kI upayogitA bar3ha jAtI hai| For Private Personal use only
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________________ AbhA maMDala
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________________ Adarza sAhitya saMgha prakAzana
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________________ AbhA maMDala AcArya mahAprajJa
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________________ (c) Adarza sAhitya saMgha AbhAmaNDala lekhaka prakAzaka saMskaraNa mUlya mudraka : AcArya mahAprajJa : kamaleza caturvedI prabaMdhaka: Adarza sAhitya saMgha 210, dInadayAla upAdhyAya mArga naI dillI - 110002 : san 2004 : sATha rupaye : pavana priMTarsa, dillI-32 ABHAMANDAL by Acharya Mahaprajna Rs.60.00
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________________ prastuti zarIra, mana aura citta-tInoM kA paraspara gaharA sambandha hai| zarIra paudgalika-paramANuoM kI eka adbhuta saMracanA hai| mana usase bhI sUkSma paramANu-saMracanA hai| citta cetanA kA eka stara hai, jo isa zarIra aura mana ke sAtha kArya karatA hai| citta apaudgalika (abhautika) hai, isalie usameM koI raMga nahIM hotaa| zarIra aura mana paudgalika (bhautika) haiN| pudgala kA lakSaNa hai-varNa, gaMdha, rasa aura sparzayukta honaa| koI bhI paramANu varNa, gaMdha, rasa aura sparza se viyakta nahIM hotaa| yadyapi zarIra aura mana paudgalika haiM aura citta apaudgalika hai, phira bhI sApekSatA ke sUtra meM baMdhe hone ke kAraNa ye paraspara eka-dUsare se prabhAvita hote haiN| paramANu ke cAra guNoM meM se raMga citta ko sabase adhika prabhAvita karatA hai| hamArA citta nAr3I saMsthAna meM kriyAzIla rahatA hai aura usakA mukhya kendra hai-mstissk| vaha antarjagat meM sUkSma cetanA se jur3A huA hai| vahIM se use gatizIlatA ke Adeza-nirdeza prApta hote rahate haiN| aura bAhya-jagat meM vaha apane pratibimbabhUta AbhAmaMDala se jur3A hotA hai| jaisA citta hotA hai, vaisA AbhAmaMDala hotA hai aura jaisA AbhAmaMDala hotA hai, vaisA citta hotA hai| citta ko dekhakara AbhAmaMDala ko jAnA jA sakatA hai aura AbhAmaMDala ko dekhakara citta ko jAnA jA sakatA hai| citta nirmala to AbhAmaMDala nirmala hotA hai aura citta malina to AbhAmaMDala malina hotA hai| hamAre zarIra ke cAroM ora razmiyoM kA eka valaya hotA hai| vaha sUkSma taraMgoM ke jAla jaisA yA ruI ke sUkSma-taMtuoM ke vyUha jaisA hotA hai| Upara-nIce, dAyeM-bAyeM-cAroM ora phailA huA hotA hai| jaisI bhAvadhArA
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________________ hotI hai, vaisI hI usakI saMracanA bhI hotI hai| vaha ekarUpa nahIM hotA, badalatA rahatA hai| nirmalatA, malinatA, saMkoca aura vikoca-ye sArI 'avasthAeM usameM ghaTita hotI rahatI haiN| isake mAdhyama se cetanA ke parivartana jAne jA sakate haiM, zarIra aura mana ke stara para ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanAeM jAnI jA sakatI haiN| sthUla-zarIra kI ghaTanAeM pahale sUkSma-zarIra meM ghaTita hotI haiN| unakA pratibimba AbhAmaMDala para ho jAtA hai| isake adhyayana se bhaviSya meM ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanAoM kA patA lagAyA jA sakatA hai| roga aura mRtyu evaM svAsthya aura jIvana Adi aneka tathyoM ke viSaya meM bhaviSyavANI kI jA sakatI hai| bhAvadhArA (yA lezyA) ke AdhAra para AbhAmaMDala badalatA hai aura lezyA dhyAna ke dvArA AbhAmaMDala ko badalane se bhAvadhArA hI badala jAtI hai| isa dRSTi se lezyA-dhyAna yA camakate hue raMgoM kA dhyAna bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa hai| hamArI bhAvadhArA jaisI hotI hai, usI ke anurUpa mAnasika cintana tathA zArIrika mudrAeM aura iMgita tathA aMga-saMcAlana hotA hai| krodha kI mudrA meM rahane vAle vyakti meM krodha ke avataraNa kI saMbhAvanA bar3ha jAtI hai| kSamA kI mudrA meM rahane vAle vyakti ke lie kSamA kI cetanA meM jAnA sahaja ho jAtA hai| isa bhUmikA meM lezyA-dhyAna kI upayogitA bahuta bar3ha jAtI hai| __ prastuta pustaka kI pAMDulipi taiyAra karane ke zrama-sAdhya kArya meM tathA saMpAdana meM muni dulaharAjajI ne utsAhapUrNa kArya kiyA hai| isake lie unheM sAdhuvAda detA huuN| pAThakavarga ne saMprati prakAzita hone vAle dhyAna saMbaMdhI granthoM ke prati jo bhAvanA pradarzita kI hai, jisa abhiruci se unheM par3hA hai aura unake AdhAra para prayoga kA prayatna kiyA hai, usase isa kSetra meM ujjvala saMbhAvanAeM janma le rahI haiN| maiM maMgala-kAmanA karatA hUM ki jana-jana meM adhyAtma kI bhAvanA jaage| pratyeka vyakti apane astitva ko jaane-phcaane| maiM pUjya gurudeva ke prati zraddhA-praNata praNAma karatA hUM aura kAmanA karatA hUM ki unake patha-darzana meM samUcI mAnavajAti kA patha Alokita bne| AcArya mahAprajJa
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________________ anukrama prathama zivira 1. vyaktitva ke badalate rUpa 2. vyaktitva kI vyUha-racanA : AtmA aura zarIra kA milana-biMdu 3. acche-bure kA niyantraNa-kakSa 4. sthUla aura sUkSma jagat kA saMparka-sUtra 5. jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (1) 6. jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (2) 7. vRttiyoM ke rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA 8 svabhAva-parivartana kA dUsarA caraNa 6. raMgoM kA dhyAna aura svabhAva-parivartana dvitIya zivira 1. dhyAna kyoM? 115 2. tanAva aura dhyAna (1) 127 3. tanAva aura dhyAna (2) 140 4. AbhAmaMDala 155 5. AbhAmaMDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (1) 170 6. AbhAmaMDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (2) 183 7. lezyA : eka vidhi hai cikitsA kI 17 8 lezyA : eka vidhi hai rasAyana-parivartana kI 206 6. lezyA : eka preraNA hai jAgaraNa kI pariziSTa AbhAmaMDala 236 P5
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________________ 3. 8. 1. vyaktitva ke badalate rUpa * kabhI acchA kAma, kabhI burA kAma, kabhI niSkriya / - kabhI acchA vicAra, kabhI burA vicAra, kabhI nirvicAra | kabhI acchA bhAva, kabhI burA bhAva, kabhI bhAva - zUnya / kabhI prema, kabhI ghRNA / kabhI rAga, kabhI dveSa 1 kabhI aikya, kabhI mAyA / kabhI vizvAsa, kabhI sandeha | 19. kabhI hAsya, kabhI bhaya / kabhI virAga, kabhI vAsanA / manuSya ke bhItara eka vizAla tAlAba hai| usase nirantara do srota pravAhita ho rahe haiM - eka hai asaMkleza kA, dUsarA hai saMkleza kA / 5. * prANazakti kI vidyut taraMga ke dvArA ve pravAha bhItara se bAhara taka pahuMcate haiN| * hama mUrcchita hote haiM to saMkleza kA daravAjA khulatA hai 1 isIlie hama kriyAtaMtra ke prati jAgRta baneM - meM / manuSya burA kArya, burA vicAra aura burA bhAva nahIM cAhatA, phira aisA kyoM hotA hai? zarIra prekSA: bure vicAra kI taraMga snAyu burA kArya snAyu dvArA / zvAsa prekSA : zvAsa ko bure vicAra aura kArya kA mAdhyama na banane deN| kriyAtaMtra kI jAgarUkatA kI do niSpattiyAM vyaktitva ke badalate rUpa 3
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________________ 1. vipAka vicaya kareM, jisase punarbandha na ho, saMkleza ko poSaNa na mile| 2. vipAka-janita AvegoM se mukti| dekhA thA, use rAta meM na manuSya aneka cittavAlA hai| citta eka nahIM, aneka hote haiN| citta aneka hote haiM isIlie vyaktitva nAnA rUpI hotA hai| vyakti ke kitane rUpa haiM, pahacAnA nahIM jA sktaa| jisa vyakti ko prAtaHkAla dekhA thA, usa vyakti ko madhyAhna meM pahacAnA nahIM jA sakatA aura jisako madhyAhna meM dekhA thA, use sAMjha meM nahIM pahacAnA jA sktaa| jisako sAMjha meM dekhA thA, use rAta meM nahIM pahacAnA jA sktaa| itanA badalatA huA vyaktitva itane badalate hue rUpa! yaha anumAna karanA kaThina hotA hai ki jisa vyakti ko prAtaHkAla dekhA thA, sAyaM vahI vyakti hai yA duusraa| bar3I kaThinAI hotI hai samajhane meN| jisa vyakti ko prAtaHkAla meM bahuta zAnta, zAlIna aura gaMbhIra dekhA, usI vyakti ko madhyAhna meM dhUpa kI bhAMti teja dekhate haiM, krodha kI Aga meM jalate dekhate haiM, taba yaha anumAna bhI nahIM hotA ki yaha vahI vyakti hai jisako prAtaH zAMta aura zAlIna dekhA thaa| prAtaHkAla jisa samudra ko zAMta dekhA thA, jvAra ke samaya use dekhA to lagA ki taraMgeM uchala rahI haiM, sArA samudra halacala se bharA hai, azAnta hai, taba yaha anumAna karanA kaThina ho gayA ki kyA yaha vahI samudra hai jise prAtaHkAla dekhA thA? jvAra ke samaya samudra miTa jAtA hai, vaha laharamaya bana jAtA hai, korI lahareM hI lhreN| sArA laharoM kA jAla-sA bicha jAtA hai| isI prakAra vyakti ke bhAvoM aura AvegoM kA rUpa jaba jvAra banatA hai taba vyakti ko pahacAna pAnA kaThina ho jAtA hai| isIlie yaha kahanA par3A-'aNegacitte khalu ayaM purise' -yaha puruSa aneka citta vAlA hai| usakA citta eka nahIM hai, aneka hai| aisA eka bhI vyakti nahIM hai, jo eka cittavAlA ho| citta badalatA rahatA hai-deza ke sAtha, kAla ke sAtha aura paristhitiyoM ke saath| vaha itane rUpa dhAraNa karatA hai ki duniyA meM bahurUpiye bhI itane rUpa dhAraNa nahIM krte| jaba citta badalatA hai taba AsapAsa kA saba kucha badala jAtA hai, bhItara kA 4 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ bhI badalatA hai aura bAhara kA bhI badalatA hai| bhItara aura bAhara-donA AMdolita ho uThate haiM, taraMgita ho uThate haiN| cAroM ora taraMgeM hI taraMgeM, lahareM hI lahareM, kaMpana hI kNpn| koI AdamI nahIM cAhatA ki vaha burA AcaraNa kare, koI nahIM cAhatA ki usameM bure bhAva aaeN| burA cintana, burA bhAva aura burA karma koI nahIM caahtaa| kintu nahIM cAhane para bhI burA cintana AtA hai, burA bhAva AtA hai aura burA kArya bhI hotA hai| aisA kyoM hotA hai-yaha eka prazna hai| koI AdamI burA karanA cAhe aura vaha burA kare to yaha svAbhAvika bAta ho sakatI hai| taba kahA jA sakatA hai ki usane jaisA cAhA vaisA kiyaa| kintu burA karanA na cAhane para bhI yadi burA hotA hai, taba yaha prazna uThatA hai ki aisA kyoM huA? yaha bahuta bar3A prazna hai| AdamI acchA bhI karatA hai aura burA bhI karatA hai| kabhI acchA karatA hai-acchA cintana, acchA bhAva aura acchA kaary| kabhI burA karatA hai-burA cintana, burA bhAva aura burA kaary| yaha dvandva calatA hai| eka hI vyaktitva meM ye virodhI bAteM calatI haiN| eka hI vyaktitva kabhI acchA aura kabhI burA hotA hai| aisA kyoM hotA hai-yaha prazna hajAroM ne nahIM karor3oM vyaktiyoM ne pUchA hai aura apane-Apa se bhI yaha prazna pUchA gayA hai| hamArA mana bAra-bAra kyoM badalatA hai? bhAva kyoM badalate haiM? vicAra kyoM badalate haiM? manuSya ne ina praznoM kA samAdhAna pAne kA prayala bhI kiyaa| manovijJAna ne bhI isakA samAdhAna prastuta kiyaa| para vaha bhI saMtoSajanaka nahIM hai, pUrA samAdhAna nahIM hai| manovijJAna kA uttara pUrA isalie nahIM hai ki vaha pUrI maMjila taya nahIM kara paayaa| usane jahAM taka pahuMcakara uttara diyA vaha ThIka hai, para pahuMcane ke lie aura Age bhI bahuta avakAza hai| vyaktitva ko jAnane ke tIna sAdhana haiM-indriyAM, mana aura citta yA buddhi| hama indriyoM se kAma lete haiM, mana aura buddhi se kAma lete haiN| inake alAvA hamAre pAsa aura koI sAdhana nahIM hai| indriyoM ko hama jAnate haiM, mana kA patA bhI cala jAtA hai, buddhi kA patA bhI calatA hai, kintu inake Age hamArI pahuMca nahIM hotii| vyaktitva ke badalate rUpa 5
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________________ Aja ke DaoNkTara zarIra ke eka-eka avayava ko, cAhe vaha sthUla ho yA sUkSma, dekha cuke haiN| hRdaya ko dekhA, mastiSka ke yaMtra ko dekhA, AMteM aura gurde dekhe| nasoM kA bichA huA jAla dekhaa| aura bhI sUkSma cIjeM dekhiiN| para saba kucha itanA hI nhiiN| adRzya bahuta jyAdA hai| use dekhane ke lie DaoNkTara ke pAsa sAdhana nahIM haiM, aujAra nahIM haiN| maiMne eka DaoNkTara se kahA-jo kacha dekhA gayA hai vaha AMkhoM se yA AMkhoM ke sahAre se dekhA gayA hai, mana kI caMcalatA se dekhA gayA hai, citta yA buddhi kI caMcalatA se dekhA gayA hai| isa prakriyA se itanA hI dikhegaa| dekhane kI eka dUsarI prakriyA hai, jahAM AMkheM kAma nahIM detiiN| usa prakriyA meM AMkheM, banda, mana samApta aura buddhi ke daravAje banda ho jAte haiN| aisA karane ke bAda jo dikhegA, vaha nayA hogA aura jo zalya-cikitsA ke dvArA dekhA gayA nahIM hogaa| isa zarIra ke bhItara ananta-ananta paramANuoM ke itane piNDa haiM ki jinheM hama nahIM jAnate, jinakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| maiM abhI bola rahA huuN| bolate samaya mujhe bhASA ke paramANu caahie| bhASA ke paramANuoM ko liye binA koI bola nahIM sktaa| ve bhASA ke paramANu kahAM se Ate haiM? mere bhItara bhASA ke paramANu haiN| mere cAroM ora bhASA ke paramANu bikhare par3e haiN| pahale ve dikhAI nahIM dete| kintu jaise hI bolane kA saMkalpa kiyA, uccAraNa prAraMbha kiyA ki bhASA ke paramANu bhItara Akara bhASA ke rUpa meM badala jAte haiN| unameM sphoTa hotA hai aura ve bhASA ke rUpa meM prakaTa ho jAte haiN| ve phira bAhara nikalakara samUce AkAza meM phaila jAte haiN| koI bhI AdamI bolatA hai to vaha bolane se pahale socatA hai| binA soce koI nahIM boltaa| ye cintana ke paramANu kahAM se Ae? cintana ke paramANuoM ke sahayoga ke binA koI bhI vyakti cintana nahIM kara sktaa| ye mAnasa vargaNA ke paramANu, ye cintana ke paramANu samUce AkAza meM phaile hue haiM, bhare par3e haiN| jaise hI cintana kA saMkalpa kiyA, cintana ke paramANu bhItara Ate haiM, cintana ke rUpa meM pariNata hote haiM aura phira unakI AkRtiyAM samUce AkAza meM phaila jAtI haiN| mere AsapAsa yA kisI ke bhI AsapAsa bhASA ke paramANu 6 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ haiM, cintana ke paramANu haiM, bhAvanA ke paramANu haiM, raMga aura lezyA ke paramANu haiM, aura na jAne paramANuoM ke kitane jAla biche hue haiM, kintu dikhAI kucha bhI nahIM detA, kucha bhI jJAta nahIM hotaa| AMkhoM se ve bhI dikhAI nahIM pdd'te| AMkheM kevala sthUla ko hI pakar3a pAtI haiM, sUkSma ko nhiiN| AMkha dekhane kA bahuta hI sthUla mAdhyama hai| sthUla mAdhyama sthUla ko hI pakar3a pAtA hai| yaha prakRti kI vyavasthA hai| bahuta hI acchI vyavasthA hai| yadi AMkhoM meM sUkSma ko dekhane kI kSamatA A jAtI to AMkhoM ke sAmane itane rUpa A jAte ki unakI bhIr3a ho jAtI, AMkheM kucha kara hI nahIM paatiiN| acchA huA ki hama eka nizcita AvRtti (phrIkvensI) ko hI dekhate haiM aura sunate haiN| yaha maryAdA bahuta acchI hai| sUkSma jagat na indriyoM se dikhAI detA hai, na cintana se upalabdha hotA hai aura na buddhi ke dvArA gRhIta hotA hai| usako jJAta karane kA ekamAtra upAya yaha hai ki sabake daravAje banda kara denaa| na indriyoM ke daravAje khule raheM, na cintana ke aura na buddhi ke| saba banda kara dene hote haiN| saba khir3akiyoM ko banda kara dene para hI vaha sUkSma jagat dikhAI de sakatA hai, anyathA nhiiN| ina sabako banda kara dene para bhItara kI yAtrA zurU hotI hai aura taba patA calatA hai ki bhItara bhI bahuta kucha hai| jina logoM ne bhItara meM pahuMcakara ina praznoM kA samAdhAna diyA, sacamuca vaha samAdhAna bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa samAdhAna hai| ___vyakti saMkalpa karatA hai ki vaha burA na soce, burA na kare, parantu yaha saMkalpa TUTa jAtA hai| aisA kyoM hotA hai? isako samajhane ke lie hameM pUre vyaktitva ko jAnanA hogA, vyaktitva kI gaharAI taka jAnA hogaa| gaharAI meM utarane para hameM jJAta hogA ki hamAre bhItara do mahAsAgara laharA rahe haiN| eka mahAsAgara hai saMkleza kA aura dUsarA mahAsAgara hai asaMkleza kaa| ye itane vizAla haiM ki anyAnya mahAsAgara inake samakSa choTe par3ate haiN| ye mahAsAgara niraMtara spaMdita haiN| unakA ajasra pravAha bAhara A rahA hai| eka samudra se saMkleza kA pravAha bAhara A rahA hai aura dUsare samudra se asaMkleza kA pravAha bAhara A rahA hai| donoM pravAha bAhara Ate haiN| jaba saMkleza kA pravAha bAhara AtA hai taba burA na cAhane para vyaktitva ke badalate rUpa 7
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________________ bhI vyakti kA mana bure vicAroM aura bhAvoM se bhara jAtA hai| jaba saMkleza kA pravAha bAhara AtA hai taba burA kArya na cAhane para bhI burA kArya ho jAtA hai| na cAhane para bhI ina hAthoM se, pairoM se, iMdriyoM se aura mAMsapeziyoM se burA kArya ho jAtA hai| isameM vyakti kA kyA doSa? vyakti kA koI doSa nahIM, yaha sArA doSa hai saMkleza ke pravAha kA, jo AtA hai aura vyakti ko burA cintana karane, bure bhAva panapane aura burA kArya karane ke lie bAdhya kara detA hai| jaba asaMkleza kA pravAha bAhara AtA hai, hama cAheM na cAheM, acchA cintana, acchA bhAva aura acchA AcaraNa ho jAtA hai| isase yaha phalita huA ki AdamI kucha nahIM krtaa| saba kucha bhItara kA pravAha karavAtA hai| saMkleza kA pravAha athavA asaMkleza kA pravAha manuSya ko prerita karatA hai burA karane ke lie yA acchA karane ke lie| acche-bure ke lie bhItara se Ane vAlA pravAha jimmedAra hai, manuSya nhiiN| jaisA pravAha, vaisA hI vyktitv| isakA tAtparya yaha huA ki hama usa kaThaputalI kI bhAMti haiM jo AdamI ke izAroM para nAcatI hai| usakA apanA koI bhI svataMtra astitva nahIM hai| isI prakAra hamArA zarIra, hamArA mana, hamArI bhAvanA bhI bhItara se bahane vAle pravAhoM ke AdhAra para nAcane laga jAtI hai| yaha kahakara hama acche-bure ke uttaradAyitva se mukta nahIM ho skte| prazna hai ki bhItara se saMkleza kA pravAha kyoM AtA hai? asaMkleza kA pravAha kyoM AtA hai? kabhI saMkleza kA pravAha aura kabhI asaMkleza kA pravAha-aisA kyoM hotA hai? isa prazna kA uttara hameM pAnA hai| eka bar3A bAMdha hai| usake daravAje haiN| daravAjA kholate haiM to pAnI bAhara bahane lagatA hai| daravAje ko banda rakhate haiM to pAnI bAMdha se bAhara nahIM jAtA, bhItara hI rahatA hai| isI prakAra jaba hama saMkleza ke daravAje ko kholate haiM to saMkleza kA pravAha bAhara Ane laga jAtA hai aura jaba hama asaMkleza ke daravAje ko kholate haiM to asaMkleza kA pravAha bAhara Ane laga jAtA hai| saMkleza ko bAhara lAne vAlA 'maiM' hUM aura asaMkleza ko bAhara lAne vAlA bhI 'maiM' hUM, mujhase bhinna dUsarA koI nahIM hai| isakA uttaradAyitva manuSya para hI hai| vahI kabhI eka daravAje ko kholatA hai aura dUsare 8 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ ko banda kara detA hai aura kabhI dUsare ko kholatA hai aura pahale ko banda kara detA hai / vahI saMkleza ke pravAha ko bAhara lAtA hai aura vahI asaMkleza ke pravAha ko bAhara lAtA hai / acche-bure vicAroM, bhAvanAoM aura AcaraNoM kA uttaradAyI vahI hai / jisake hAtha meM daravAje ko kholane aura banda karane kI kSamatA hai, sArA uttaradAyitva usakA ho jAtA hai / phira vaha uttaradAyitva se mukta nahIM ho sakatA / prazna yaha hai - vaha kauna-sI cAbI hai jisase saMkleza ke daravAje ko tAlA lagA diyA jAe, banda kara diyA jAe aura asaMkleza ke daravAje kA tAlA khola diyA jAe, daravAjA khola diyA jAye? Apa socate hoMge ki aisI cAbI hAtha laga jAe to saMkleza ke daravAje ko kabhI nahIM kholeNge| use sadA banda rakheMge aura asaMkleza ke daravAje ko sadA ke lie khola deMge / use kabhI banda nahIM hone deNge| aisA ho jAne para burA vicAra samApta, burA bhAva samApta aura burA AcaraNa samApta / Apa utsuka haiM ki aisA ho jAe / yaha utsukatA svAbhAvika hai, acchI hai| saMkleza ke daravAje ko kholane kI bhI eka cAbI hai aura asaMkleza ke daravAje ko kholane kI bhI eka cAbI hai| donoM kI do cAbiyAM haiN| aisA na ho ki Apa ulaTa-palaTa kara deN| donoM ke alaga-alaga tAle haiN| donoM kI alaga-alaga cAbiyAM haiN| jaba hama mUrcchA kI cAbI kA prayoga karate haiM to saMkleza kA tAlA khula jAtA hai aura bhItara kA pravAha bAhara AtA hai| vyakti bure vicAroM, burI bhAvanAoM aura bure AcaraNoM se bhara jAtA hai / bhItara kA srota phUTa par3atA hai| burAI kA bahuta bar3A daravAjA khula jAtA hai| jaba taka yaha daravAjA banda nahIM hotA, burAI se chuTakArA nahIM pAyA jA sktaa| jaba jAgRti kI, jAgaraNa kI cAbI ghumAte haiM to asaMkleza kA tAlA khulatA hai aura acchAI kA bahuta bar3A 'dvAra udghATita ho jAtA hai / yaha jAgRti kI cAbI do kAma karatI hai yaha saMkleza ke tAle ko kholatI bhI hai aura saMkleza ke tAle ko banda bhI karatI hai / yaha jAgRti jaba hastagata hotI hai, taba AdamI cAhe yA na cAhe bhItara se eka aisA pravAha phUTa par3atA hai ki sAre pavitra vicAra, pavitra bhAvanAeM aura pavitra AcaraNa apane-Apa bAhara Ane lagate haiM / vyaktitva ke badalate rUpa e
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________________ mUla prazna hai-cAbiyoM kA milnaa| itane vizAla mahAsAgara ke do vizAla pravAhoM ko rokane yA bAhara lAne kA prazna jaTila hai| zvAsa-prekSA kA artha hai-zvAsa ke prati jaagRti| jo vyakti zvAsa ke prati nahIM jAgatA, vaha vyakti jAgRti kI cAbI ko nahIM ghumA sktaa| jisa vyakti ne zvAsa ke prati jAgarUkatA prApta kara lI, jisane apane zvAsa ko jAnanA prAraMbha kara liyA, mana jAgarUka bana gayA, taba vaha hara zvAsa ko dekhatA hai| kisI bhI zvAsa ko anajAne nahIM letA, kintu pUrNa jAnakArI meM letA hai aura chor3atA hai| aise vyakti ke hAtha meM asaMkleza ke tAle ko kholane kI cAbI A jAtI hai| zarIra-prekSA bhI isa prApti kA sAdhana hai| jo vyakti apane zarIra ke prati jAgarUka nahIM hai, jo usa zarIra ke prati nahIM jAgatA, jahAM se cAbI ghumAI jAtI hai, vaha kabhI bhI asaMkleza ke tAle ko nahIM khola sktaa| hama isa bAta ko bahuta gaharAI se smjheN| yaha eka bar3A rahasya hai| jo bhI pravAha bhItara se bAhara AtA hai, vaha zarIra ke mAdhyama se AtA hai| krodha AegA to zarIra ke mAdhyama se, abhimAna aura lobha AegA to zarIra ke mAdhyama se aura vAsanA ubharegI to zarIra ke mAdhyama se| jitane Avega, uttejanAeM, vAsanAeM aura kAmanAeM haiM-ye saba zarIra ke mAdhyama se ubharatI haiN| nAr3I saMsthAna meM do prakAra ke snAyu haiM-jJAnavAhI snAyu aura kriyAvAhI snaayu| jo jJAnavAhI snAyu haiM, unake mAdhyama se hama jAnate haiM, saMvedana karate haiN| paira meM kAMTA cubhaa| tatkAla paira ke snAyu usa uttejanA ko sira taka pahuMcA detA hai| sira ke snAyu kriyAvAhI snAyuoM ko kAMTA nikAlane kA Adeza dete haiN| tatkAla hAtha kI mAMsapeziyAM sakriya ho jAtI haiM aura aMguliyAM kAMTA nikAlane laga jAtI haiN| saba kucha snAyu ke dvArA ghaTita hotA hai| manuSya zAnta baiThA hai| acAnaka usameM krodha ubhraa| jaba taka krodha kI taraMga snAyu para nahIM daur3egI, manuSya kA krodha abhivyakta nahIM hogaa| bhItara meM kitanA hI prabala krodha ubharA, kintu snAyu meM yadi nahIM utarA to vaha bhItara hI bhItara raha jAegA, prakaTa nahIM hogaa| krodha tabhI prakaTa 10 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hotA hai jaba snAyu usakA sahayoga kreN| hamArA nAr3I-saMsthAna usakA sahayoga kre| anyathA vaha bhItara hI samApta ho jAtA hai| zarIra-prekSA kA bahuta bar3A mUlya hai| ise Apa smjheN| zarIra-prekSA karane vAlA sAdhaka zarIra ke prati jAgarUka ho jAtA hai| jaba vyakti zarIra ke prati sajaga ho jAtA hai, taba vaha zarIra ke pramukha hajAra kendroM ke prati, saMvedana-binduoM ke prati jAgRta ho jAtA hai| zarIra meM hajAroM marmasthala haiN| vaha sAdhaka una marmasthaloM ke prati jAgarUka ho jAtA hai| ye marmasthala zaktiyoM ke AdAna-pradAna ke mAdhyama haiN| ye zakiAyoM ko abhivyakti dete haiN| ye vRttiyoM ko prakaTa karate haiN| krodha kI abhivyakti kA eka nizcita bindu hai zarIra meN| krodha AegA to zarIra meM uttejanA paidA hogI, eka lahara daur3egI aura ThIka bindu para pahuMcakara krodha saMvedana ke rUpa meM badala jAegA aura vaha zArIrika rUpa le legaa| AMkheM lAla ho jaaeNgii| hoMTha phar3akane lgeNge| AvAja badala jaayegii| yadi hama zarIra ke prati jAga jAeM, ina snAyuoM para apanA niyaMtraNa sthApita kara leN| nAr3I-saMsthAna para apanA prabhutva sthApita kara leM aura unheM bhItara ke AvegoM ke sAtha asahayoga karane kA nirdeza de deM to bhItara meM kitanI hI vRttiyAM kyoM na ubhareM, ve bAhara nahIM A paayeNgii| yaha upazamana kI prakriyA hai| do prakAra kI prakriyAeM haiN| eka hai upazamana kI prakriyA aura dUsarI hai kSaya kI prkriyaa| kSaya kI prakriyA se bhItara ke saMkleza samApta ho jAte haiM, naSTa ho jAte haiN| upazamana kI prakriyA se saMkleza upazAMta hote haiM, samUla naSTa nahIM hote| upazamana kI prakriyA bhI jarUrI hai| jaba taka hama upazamana kI prakriyA nahIM sIkha lete, Ane vAlI uttejanAoM ko viphala karanA nahIM jAna lete taba taka kSaya karanA kaThina ho jAtA hai| pahale jarUrI hotA hai ki eka bAra bImArI ko zAMta kiyA jAe, pIr3A ko kama kiyA jAe, phira laMbe samaya taka bImArI ko unmUlita karane kI kriyA kI jAe to use samUla naSTa kiyA jA sakatA hai| yadi bImArI vikarAla rUpa meM ubhara rahI ho, sira phaTa rahA ho, usa samaya yadi kahA jAe ki tuma laMbI prakriyA karo, tIna mahIne taka yaha prakriyA karo, tumhArI bImArI samUla naSTa ho jaaegii| itanA dhairya kahAM hotA hai! vyaktitva ke badalate rUpa 11
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________________ vaha tatkAla bImArI kA upazamana kara eka bAra pIr3A ko kama kara denA cAhatA hai| jaba vedanA zAMta ho jAtI hai, phira laMbI cikitsA kara roga kA samUla nAza kara diyA jAtA hai| upazamana kI prakriyA bahuta Avazyaka hai| hama zarIra-prekSA ke dvArA nAr3I-saMsthAna jo jAgRta kara lete haiN| yaha jAgaraNa bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| nAr3I-saMsthAna jitanA majabUta hotA hai, utanA hI majabUta vaha vyakti hotA hai| kevala mAMsa aura haDDiyoM ke majabUta hone se bahuta nahIM hotaa| ye to nAr3I-saMsthAna ko AvRta karane vAle sAdhana haiN| mahattvapUrNa hai naadd'ii-sNsthaan| jJAnavAhI aura kriyAvAhI nAr3iyoM kA hI sArA kartRtva hai| hama zarIra-prekSA ke dvArA snAyuoM ko itanA jAgRta kara leM ki ve hamAre sabhI nirdezoM kA avazya pAlana kareM aura ve bhItara se Ane vAle pravAha ko bAhara na Ane deM, prakaTa na hone deN| yaha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa kArya hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra aura buddha ke samaya meM eka prazna carcita thA ki daMDa kitane hote haiN| mahAvIra kA kathana thA-'daMDa tIna hote haiN| mana kA daMDa, vANI kA daMDa aura kAyA kA dNdd|' buddha kahate the-"daMDa eka hI hai| vaha hai mana kA daMDa, mnodNdd| na vANI kA daMDa hotA hai aura na kAyA kA daMDa hotA hai| kevala mana kA daMDa hotA hai|' buddha ne hI nahIM aneka AcAryoM ne kahA-'mana eva manuSyANAM kAraNaM bndhmokssyoH| mana hI bandhana kA kAraNa hai aura mana hI mukti kA kAraNa hai| mana hI bAMdhatA hai aura mana hI chur3AtA hai| prAyaH loga bhI yahI socate haiM ki saba kucha mana hI hai| satahI stara para yaha bAta sahI ho sakatI hai, para gahare meM jAne kI jarUrata hai| mahAvIra ne jo tIna daMDoM kI vyavasthA dI, vaha bahuta hI vaijJAnika vyavasthA hai| kevala mana se kucha nahIM bntaa| kAyA ke daMDa kA bhI apanA mahattva hai| jaba zarIra meM phaile hue nAr3I-saMsthAna meM kisI prakAra kA saMskAra bana jAtA hai, ve sakriya ho jAte haiM, taba mana becArA baiThA raha jAtA hai| abhyAsa ho gayA zarIra ko| vahAM zarIra mukhya ho jAtA hai| nAr3I-saMsthAna meM jo uttejanAeM, jo vAsanAeM, jo taraMgeM utpanna ho jAtI haiM, phira na cAhane para bhI vaha ghaTanA 12 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ ghaTita ho jAtI hai, kyoMki nAr3I-saMsthAna ko vaha abhyAsa bana jAtA hai| mana becArA kucha nahIM kara sktaa| nAr3I-saMsthAna mana kA anucara nahIM hai, mana kA dAsa nahIM; isakA apanA svataMtra astitva hai| isa sthiti meM kevala eka hI daMDa-manodaMDa ko nahIM mAnA jA sktaa| vANI kA apanA taMtra hai, mana kA apanA taMtra hai aura kAyA kA apanA taMtra hai| nAr3I-saMsthAna hamArA kriyA-taMtra hai| usake tIna upataMtra haiM-eka mana kA, eka vANI kA aura eka kAyA kaa| tInoM kA apanA-apanA mUlya hai| na mana ko adhika mUlya diyA jA sakatA hai aura na vANI aura zarIra ko-tInoM kA svataMtra mUlya hai| kaI bAra hama kaha dete haiM-maiM yaha kahanA to nahIM cAhatA thA, para vANI se nikala gyaa| yaha vANI taMtra ke svataMtra astitva kA dyotaka hai| hamane jisa sthiti meM vANI ko jaisA abhyAsa de diyA, usa prakAra kI ghaTanA ghaTita ho jAtI hai| krodha ubharA aura Apake na cAhane para bhI vaise zabda nikala jAeMge jo apriya hote haiN| kabhI-kabhI mana ke na cAhane para bhI aghaTita ghaTita ho jAtA hai| yadi mana hI saba kucha hotA to aisA kabhI nahIM ho sktaa| yadi mana kA ekachatra sAmrAjya hotA to usake viparIta kucha bhI nahIM ho paataa| para aisA nahIM hai| mana kA, vANI kA aura zarIra kA apanA-apanA svataMtra taMtra hai| prANazaktiyAM dasa haiN| unameM eka hai mnHpraannshkti| yaha eka kiraNa hai, razmi hai| jaise mana kI prANazakti hai vaise hI vANI kI prANazakti hai aura zarIra kI prANazakti hai| kisI eka ko atirikta mUlya nahIM diyA jA sktaa| bhItara se jo AtA hai vaha sabase pahale nAr3I-saMsthAna meM utaratA hai| eka bAta aura hai| mana akelA kucha nahIM kara sktaa| mana kI kriyA taba hotI hai jaba use mastiSka kA sahayoga milatA hai| zarIra isalie pradhAna hai ki bAhara se jo bhItara jAtA hai, vaha bhI kAyA ke dvArA jAtA hai aura bhItara se jo bAhara jAtA hai, vaha bhI kAyA ke dvArA jAtA hai| yaha zarIra bhItara aura bAhara jAne kA mAdhyama hai| bhItara do mahAsAgara haiM-eka hai antarjagat aura dUsarA hai bAhyajagat / kyA vyaktitva ke badalate rUpa 13
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________________ ye donoM bhItara hI janme haiM? nahIM, ye bAhara se bhItara gae haiN| sArI nadiyoM kA pAnI bAhara se bhItara gayA hai aura dhIre-dhIre mahAsAgara bana ge| bhItara jAne kA mAdhyama thaa-shriir| zarIra ne AsravoM ko apane meM samAhita kiyA aura itanA laMbA samaya bIta gayA ki vaha pAnI ekatrita hote-hote mahAsAgara ke rUpa meM pariNata ho gyaa| zarIra ne hI nadiyoM kA mahAsAgara kara apane meM mahAsAgara kA nirmANa kiyA hai| isalie zarIra bahuta mahattvapUrNa mAdhyama hai| jo pravAha zarIra ke bAhara jAtA hai, vaha bhI zarIra ke mAdhyama se aura jo pravAha bhItara AtA hai, vaha bhI zarIra ke mAdhyama se| isalie yadi hama kaheM-'kAya eva manuSyANAM, kAraNaM bandhamokSayoH'-zarIra hI bandhana aura bandhana-mukti kA kAraNa hai, to acchI bAta hogii| sAtha-sAtha hama yaha bhI kaheM-'vAgeva manuSyANAM kAraNaM bandhamokSayoH' aura 'mana eva manuSyANAM kAraNaM bndhmokssyoH|' tInoM ko milAne para pUrI bAta hogii| yadi hama zarIra ke prati jAgarUka ho jAte haiM, isa mUrchA ko tor3a DAlate haiM, snAyu-saMsthAna para niyaMtraNa kara lete haiM, usameM uThane vAlI uttejanAoM aura vAsanAoM kI taraMgoM ko badala dete haiM to bahuta mahattva kA kArya ghaTita ho jAtA hai| upazamana kI kriyA saMpanna ho jAtI hai| phira mAyA viphala, lobha viphala, jitanI bImAriyAM ubharanA cAhatI thIM, ve sArI viphl| jaba viphala karane kI cAbI hAtha laga jAtI hai, taba pahale saba uttejanAoM ko viphala kara, upazAMta kara, phira unake unmUlana kA prayatna kiyA jAtA hai| dhIre-dhIre unakA unmUlana ho jAtA hai| prekSA kI phalavattA isI se samajhI jA sakatI hai ki jisa vyakti ne apane zarIra ke prati jAganA zurU kara diyA, usane bhItara se Ane vAlI burAI ke pravAha ko roka diyA aura vaha upazamana kI kriyA karate-karate eka dina una sabhI burAiyoM ko kSINa karane kI sthiti taka pahuMca jaaegaa| 14 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ 2. vyaktitva kI vyUha-racanA : AtmA aura zarIra kA milana-bindu 1. * AtmA aura zarIra do tattva haiN| 2. * unakA sambandha kyA hai? vaha kahAM se prAraMbha hotA hai? kendra meM AtmA, paridhi meM kaSAya-taMtra jo atisUkSma zarIra kA majabUta morcA banAe baiThA hai| zakti-taMtra jo prANa-vidyut pravAhita kara rahA hai| caitanya ke spaMdana : adhyvsaay-tNtr| jJeyAtmaka, rAgAtmaka, dvessaatmk| 3. * yahAM taka sthUla zarIra ke sAtha koI sambandha nhiiN| adhyavasAya kA sambandha sUkSma aura atisUkSma zarIra se| yaha vanaspati Adi meM bhii| 4. * adhyavasAya ke spaMdana sthUla zarIra (citta-taMtra aura mastiSka) ke sAtha sambandha sthApita karate haiM aura lezyAtaMtra yA bhAvataMtra tathA raMga ke paramANu granthiyoM ko prabhAvita karate haiN| kriyA-taMtra : mana, vacana, shriir| nAr3I-saMsthAna ko prabhAvita kara mana, vacana, zarIra kI kriyA kA saMcAlana karatA hai| taijas zarIra se raMga dikhane zurU ho jAte haiN| saMsAra meM do tattva haiN| eka hai cetana, dUsarA hai acetn| eka hai jIva, dUsarA hai ajiiv| jIva cetana hai aura zarIra acetn| kucha kevala zarIra ko hI mAnate haiM, kevala ajIva yA acetana ko hI svIkAra karate vyaktitva kI vyUha-racanA : AtmA aura zarIra kA milana-bindu 15
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________________ haiN| ve cetana yA jIva kI svataMtra sattA svIkAra nahIM krte| yaha vibheda kyoM? vimarza karane para yaha tathya spaSTa ho jAtA hai ki jina logoM ne citta taka kI yAtrA kI, usase Age nahIM jA sake, unhoMne AtmA ko svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| citta taka pahuMcane vAlA AtmA ko svIkRti nahIM de sktaa| usako AtmA kA svataMtra astitva mAnya nahIM ho sktaa| jina logoM ne citta se pare kI yAtrA kI, jo citta se Age bar3he, unhoMne AtmA ko svIkAra kiyaa| eka hai adhyavasAya aura eka hai citt| citta taka kI yAtrA zarIra-saMbaddha yAtrA hotI hai| adhyavasAya taka kI yAtrA zarIra se pare kI yAtrA hotI hai| jaba hama adhyavasAya taka pahuMcate haiM vahAM hamArA saMbaMdha zarIra se chUTa jAtA hai| zarIra isa pAra raha jAtA hai aura adhyavasAya usa pAra raha jAtA hai| zarIra aura adhyavasAya kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| ___AtmavAdI darzana AtmA aura zarIra ko bhinna mAnate haiM, do mAnate haiN| do mAnane para donoM meM saMbaMdha kaise ho sakatA hai? vaha kauna-sA bindu hai jahAM AtmA aura zarIra paraspara milate haiM, jur3ate haiN| usa bindu kI khoja honI caahie| isa khoja ke pariNAmasvarUpa yAtrA zarIra se bahuta Age bar3ha gii| usa yAtrA ke sAre binduoM ko samajhe binA AtmavAdI vyaktitva ko nahIM samajhA jA sktaa| zarIravAdI vyaktitva indriya, mana aura citta taka jAkara ruka jAtA hai, Age nahIM bddh'taa| AtmavAdI vyaktitva kI vyUha-racanA bahuta jaTila hai| sthUla zarIra, indriyAM, mana, citta, adhyavasAya, kaSAya kA valaya aura phira cetn-aatmaa| hama AtmA se cleN| kendra meM eka cetana tattva hai| use hama dravyAtmA-mUla AtmA kahate haiN| yaha mUla caitanya kA kendra hai| usakI paridhi meM aneka tattva kAma karate haiN| usa cetana tattva ke bAhara kaSAya kA valaya hai| kaSAya kA taMtra itanA majabUta hai ki vaha AtmA para apanA adhikAra jamAe baiThA hai| yadyapi cetana tattva ko zAsaka kA sthAna prApta hai, phira bhI usa zAsaka kA senApati kaSAya itanA zaktizAlI hai ki usakI icchA ke binA zAsaka kucha nahIM kara sktaa| vaha senApati jo nirNaya le letA hai, zAsaka ko vaha svIkAra karanA hI par3atA hai| cetana tattva aura kaSAya 16 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ tattva ke bIca eka samajhautA hai, kaSAya taMtra kA eka spaSTa nirdeza hai ki caitanya ke spaMdana yadi kaSAya valaya ko bheda kara bAhara jAte haiM to ve zuddha tabhI raha sakate haiM jaba ve kevala jJeya ke prati jAte haiN| jJeya ke sivAya yadi ve aura kahIM bhI jAte haiM to kaSAya taMtra kI chatrachAyA meM hI jA sakate haiM,. anyathA nahIM jA skte| caitanya ke jo asaMkhya spaMdana bAhara nikalate haiM, ve kaSAya taMtra ko pAra kara, atisUkSma zarIra ko pAra kara bAhara Ate haiM, unakA eka svataMtra taMtra bana jAtA hai| vaha hai adhyavasAya kA tNtr| yaha taMtra taijas zarIra ke sAtha-sAtha sakriya hokara kAma karatA hai| jina logoM ne AtmA ko jAnA, AtmA kA sAkSAtkAra kiyA, sUkSmatA meM gae, una logoM ne mana ko kabhI mahattva nahIM diyaa| unhoMne sadA adhyavasAya ko mahattva diyaa| yahI eka aisA bindu hai jahAM se AtmA ko zarIra se pRthak kiyA jA sakatA hai aura unake saMbaMdha aura asaMbaMdha kI vyAkhyA kI jA sakatI hai| mana manuSya meM hotA hai, vikAsazIla prANiyoM meM hotA hai| jinake suSumnA hai, mastiSka hai, unameM mana hotA hai| saba jIvoM meM mana nahIM hotaa| kintu adhyavasAya saba jIvoM meM hote haiN| vanaspati meM bhI adhyavasAya hote haiN| ekendriya jIvoM se lekara paMcendriya jIvoM taka-saba jIvoM meM adhyavasAya hote haiM, kintu mana saba meM nahIM hotaa| jinake mana hotA hai, unake bhI karmabaMdha hotA hai aura jinake mana nahIM hotA, unake bhI karmabaMdha hotA hai| karma kA baMdha saba jIvoM ko hotA hai| sUtrakRtAMga sUtra meM eka sundara carcA hai| eka manuSya rAta ko soyA hai| usakA sthUla mana niSkriya hai| vaha itanI gAr3ha nidrA meM hai ki vaha svapna nahIM dekha rahA hai, phira bhI usake hiMsA kA karmabaMdha ho rahA hai| bahuta mahattvapUrNa ullekha hai| eka ora to hama kaha dete haiM ki jaba mana sakriya hotA hai taba karma kA baMdha hotA hai aura jo vyakti gAr3ha nidrA meM hai, unakA mana avyakta hai, sthUla cetanA avyakta hai, svapna bhI nahIM A rahe haiM, phira bhI karma kA baMdha ho rahA hai aura vaha bhI hiMsA ke karma kA baMdha ho rahA hai| yadi dRSTikoNa usakA mithyA hai to na kevala hiMsA kA karmabaMdha ho rahA hai, apitu aThAraha pApoM kA bhI baMdha ho rahA hai| yaha sunakara ziSya vyaktitva kI vyUha-racanA : AtmA aura zarIra kA milana-bindu 17
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________________ ne pUchA-'bhaMte! yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ki soyA vyakti karmabaMdha karatA hai?' isa tathya ko samajhAne ke lie do udAharaNa prastuta kie ge| eka hai saMjJI kA udAharaNa aura dUsarA hai asaMjJI kA udaahrnn| asaMjJI kA udAharaNa bahuta mahattva kA hai| vaha adhyavasAya kI sArI sthiti ko spaSTa karatA hai| eka vanaspati kA jIva hai| usake na mana hai, na vacana hai, kevala zarIra hai| vaha jIva niraMtara soyA rahatA hai| usake lie na koI dina hotA hai aura na koI raat| saba kucha rAta hI rAta hai| vaha jIva kevala sotA hI sotA hai| manazUnya aura vcnshuuny| vaha vanaspati kA jIva bhI aThAraha pApoM kA sevana karatA hai| aThAraha pApoM se hone vAlA karmabaMdha usakA hotA hai| aisA kyoM hotA hai? yaha isalie hotA hai ki usa jIva ke adhyavasAya hote haiM, asaMkhya adhyavasAya hote haiN| ve adhyavasAya vizuddha aura azuddha donoM prakAra ke hote haiN| azuddha adhyavasAya hote. haiM, isalie unake karma kA baMdha hotA hai| hiMsAjanita karma kA baMdha bhI hotA hai aura parigrahajanita karma kA baMdha bhI hotA hai| isI prakAra krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobhajanita karma kA baMdha bhI hotA hai| vaha jIva apane zatruoM kI hiMsA karatA hai, isalie hiMsAjanita karma kA baMdha hotA hai| bahuta ulajhana-bharI bAta hai| kyA aisA honA saMbhava hai? hAM, saMbhava hai| hama vartamAna ke vijJAna kI dRSTi ko bhI smjheN| hamane mastiSka, mana aura vacana ko bahuta bar3A sthAna de diyaa| kintu hamAre jJAna kA sabase bar3A srota hai adhyvsaay| adhyavasAya ke bAda jo jJAna hotA hai, zArIrika dRSTi se, to vahAM jJAna ke bar3e srota haiM-hamArI koshikaaeN| jina jIvoM ke mastiSka nahIM hotA, mana nahIM hotA, unakI kozikAeM sArA jJAna karatI haiN| vanaspati ke jIva jitane saMvedanazIla hote haiM, manuSya utane saMvedanazIla nahIM hote| vanaspati meM adhyavasAya kA sIdhA pariNAma hotA hai, isalie una jIvoM meM jitanI pahacAna, jitanI smRti aura dUsaroM ke manobhAvoM ko jAnane kI jitanI kSamatA hotI hai, vaisI kSamatA bahuta sAre manuSyoM meM bhI nahIM hotii| vaijJAnika vekasTana ne vanaspati para aneka prayoga kie| usane eka 18 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ prayoga yaha kiyA-usane kAgaja ke chaha Tukar3e liye| pAMca Tukar3oM para kucha nahIM likhaa| eka Tukar3e para likhA-isa kamare meM jo do paudhe haiM, unameM se eka paudhe ko ukhAr3a denA hai, naSTa kara denA hai, pairoM se rauMda DAlanA hai| usane kAgaja ke chahoM Tukar3e kamare meM rakha die| phira usane chaha vyaktiyoM kI AMkhoM para paTTI bAMdhakara unase kahA-'kamare meM jAo aura eka-eka Tukar3e uThA lo|' chahoM vyakti kamare meM ge| jo hAtha meM AyA, vaha Tukar3A unhoMne eka-eka kara uThA liyaa| eka vyakti ke hAtha meM vaha likhA huA kAgaja aayaa| chahoM ne AMkha kI paTTiyAM kholiiN| apanA-apanA kAgaja dekhaa| pAMca ke kAgaja khAlI the| chaThe ke kAgaja para kucha likhA thaa| vaha vyakti kamare meM gayA aura likhe anusAra eka paudhe ko ukhAr3A, pairoM se rauMdA aura use naSTa kara ddaalaa| vekasTana ko bhI patA nahIM thA ki chahoM vyaktiyoM meM se kisane yaha kAma kiyA hai| aba vekasTana ne eka-eka kara chahoM vyaktiyoM ko kamare meM jAne ke lie khaa| kamare meM jo eka paudhA bacA thA, usa para polIgrApha lagA diyA gyaa| pahalA vyakti gyaa| paudhe para koI pratikriyA nahIM huii| dUsarA, tIsarA, cauthA aura pAMcavAM vyakti gyaa| paudhe ne koI pratikriyA aMkita nahIM kii| vaha zAMta thA, sahaja-sarala thaa| jyoMhI sAthI paudhe ko ukhAr3a pheMkane vAlA chaThA vyakti kamare meM praviSTa huA, sArA paudhA kAMpa utthaa| usake kaMpana polIgrApha para aMkita hone lge| usa grApha ko dekhakara vaijJAnika ne jAna liyA ki isa vyakti ne hI paudhe ko naSTa kiyA hai| manuSya nahIM jAna sakA isa sArI bAta ko aura paudhA jAna gayA, pahacAna gyaa| kitanA tIvra saMvedana aura kitanI teja pahacAna hotI hai vanaspati ke jIva meN| vaijJAnika vekasTana ne eka dUsarA prayoga bhI kiyaa| paudhoM para polIgrApha lagA huA thaa| vaha eka prayoga kara rahA thaa| prayoga karate-karate usake mana meM eka bAta aayii| usane mana hI mana socA ki diyAsalAI maMgavAkara isa paudhe ko jalA ddaaluuN| jaise hI usake mana meM yaha bAta AyI, grApha kI suI ghUmane lgii| agni kA grApha ubhara aayaa| dUsarA grApha bhI vaisA hI huaa| vaha vahAM se utthaa| kamare meM gayA diyAsalAI vyaktitva kI vyUha-racanA : AtmA aura zarIra kA milana-bindu 16
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________________ laane| usakA mana badala gyaa| usane socA-maiM paudhe ko nahIM jlaauuNgaa| yaha socakara vaha paudhe ke pAsa gyaa| grApha kI suI sthira thii| koI grApha nahIM aayaa| manuSya bhI dUsare ke manobhAvoM ko isa prakAra nahIM jAna pAtA, vanaspati kA jIva vaha jJAna kara letA hai| eka prazna AtA hai ki jaba vanaspati meM yA eka indriya vAle jIvoM meM mana nahIM hotA to phira ve itanA sUkSma jJAna kaise kara lete haiM? yaha prazna AtA hai, kintu hameM yaha yAda rakhanA hai ki mana jJAna kA sAdhana nahIM hai| vAstava meM mana jAnane kA sAdhana nahIM hai| jahAM se jJAna kA srota pravAhita hotA hai, vaha hai adhyvsaay| hamane adhyavasAya kI upekSA kara sArA bhAra becAre mana para DAla diyaa| aisA lagatA hai ki hAthI kA bhAra gadhe para DAla diyaa| kaise uThAe vaha usa bhAra ko! pahale hai caitanya kendra aatmaa| phira AtA hai kaSAya kA taMtra aura usake bAda AtA hai adhyavasAya kA tNtr| yahAM taka sthUla zarIra kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM rhtaa| yaha kevala karma zarIra aura tejas zarIra se hI saMbaMdhita rahate haiN| yahAM sthUla avayavoM kA koI saMbaMdha nahIM rhtaa| 'paraM paraM sUkSma'-'tejas zarIra sUkSma hai aura karma zarIra usase bhI adhika sUkSma / ' ye donoM zarIra haiM, para inake koI avayava nahIM haiN| na hAtha haiM, na paira haiM aura na mastiSka hai| koI avayava nhiiN| na suSumnA hai aura na suSumnAzIrSa hai| jAnane kA koI mAdhyama nahIM hai| vahAM sArA jJAna adhyavasAya se hotA hai| vaha binA mAdhyama aura avayavoM se rahita jJAna hai| yaha eka rekhA hai| yaha sthUla zarIra ke binA hone vAle jJAna kI sImA-rekhA hai| isase pare hai sthUla zarIra se hone vAle jJAna kI siimaa-rekhaa| adhyavasAya taMtra ke spaMdana Age bar3hate haiM aura ve sthUla zarIra meM ubharate haiN| jaba ve sthUla zarIra meM utarate haiM, taba zarIra ke sAtha AtmA kA spaMdana jur3atA hai| vahAM sabase pahale citta taMtra kA nirmANa hotA hai| skUla meM AtmA kA pahalA par3Ava hai citta kA nirmaann| citta kA nirmANa mastiSka ke mAdhyama se hotA hai| aba jJAna sthUla zarIra ke avayavoM ke mAdhyama se abhivyakta hone lagatA hai| yahAM jJAna avayavoM kA sahayoga lekara hI 20 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ abhivyakta ho pAtA hai| citta-taMtra kevala jJeya kA, jAnane kA sAdhana mAtra hai| adhyavasAya kI aneka razmiyAM phUTatI haiN| usake aneka spaMdana aneka dizAoM meM Age bar3hate haiN| 'asaMkhejjA ajjhavasANaThANA'--'adhyavasAya ke asaMkhya sthAna haiN|' loka ke jitane AkAza-pradeza haiM, utane hI hamAre adhyavasAya haiN| loka-pradeza asaMkhya haiM aura adhyavasAya bhI asaMkhya haiN| ve citta para utarate haiN| unakI eka dhArA calatI hai| vaha hai bhAva kI dhaaraaleshyaa| adhyavasAya kI eka dhArA, citta kI eka dhArA jo raMga ke paramANuoM se prabhAvita hotI hai, raMga ke paramANuoM ke sAtha jur3akara bhAvoM kA nirmANa karatI hai, vaha hai hamArA lezyA-taMtra yA bhaav-tNtr| isake dvArA hI sAre bhAva nirmita hote haiN| jitane bhI acche yA bure bhAva haiM, ve sAre lezyA-taMtra ke dvArA nirmita hote haiN| adhyavasAya prabhAvita karate haiM nAr3I-saMsthAna ko, mastiSka ko| jaba ye citta kI dizA meM Age bar3hate haiM aura jaba ye lezyA kI dizA meM Age bar3hate haiM, taba ye prabhAvita karate haiM hamArI granthiyoM ko aura unake mAdhyama se hamAre sAre zarIra-taMtra ko prabhAvita karate haiN| lezyA kI eka paribhASA hai-karma nirjhr| lezyA karma kA jharanA hai, karma kA pravAha hai| karma ke pravAha jo pravAhita hokara bAhara Ate haiM, ve granthiyoM ke mAdhyama se bAhara Ate haiN| ye haiM : granthiyoM ke srAva, granthiyoM ke rasAyana aura rasAnubaMdha yAnI karma kA anubhAga bNdh| anubhAga baMdha bhI rasAyana hai| karma kA rasAyana ina granthiyoM ke mAdhyama se bAhara Akara hamAre samUce taMtra ko prabhAvita karatA hai| aba taka bhI becAre mana kA koI sthAna nahIM aayaa| yaha citta-taMtra aura lezyA-taMtra hamAre kriyA-taMtra ko prabhAvita karatA hai| kriyA-taMtra ke tIna aMga haiM-mana, vacana aura shriir| kriyA-taMtra kA eka aMga hai-mn| vaha to eka purjA hai| isakA kArya hai-kAma krnaa| mana kA kArya jJAna karanA nahIM hai| mana kA kArya karma ko bAMdhanA nahIM hai| mana kA kArya karma ko tor3anA bhI nahIM hai| mana kA kAma hai Upara se milane vAle nirdezoM kA pAlana karanA, unako kriyAnvita krnaa| isI prakAra vacana bhI nirdezoM kI kriyAnviti karatA hai aura vyaktitva kI vyUha-racanA : AtmA aura zarIra kA milana-vindu 21
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________________ zarIra bhI nirdezoM kI kriyAnviti karatA hai| ye tInoM kriyAnviti ke sAdhana haiM, jJAna ke sAdhana nahIM haiN| jJAna-taMtra citta-taMtra taka samApta ho jAtA hai| bhAva-taMtra lezyA-taMtra taka samApta ho jAtA hai| ina donoM ke nirdezoM ko kriyAnvita karane ke lie kriyA-taMtra sakriya hotA hai| usake ye tIna sainika haiM-mana, vacana aura shriir| ye tInoM kAma karate haiN| mana kA kAma hai-smRti karanA, kalpanA karanA aura cintana krnaa| ye tInoM kAma eka acchA kampyUTara bhI kara sakatA hai| isa sthiti meM mana aura kampyUTara meM antara hI kyA hai? mujhe lagatA hai, unameM koI antara nahIM hai| kucha loga yaha kahate haiM ki jo kAma mana karatA hai vaha kAma eka kampyUTara bhI kara letA hai, phira AtmA kA astitva hI kyA hai? ucita prazna hai| yadi hama mana ko hI vAstavika mAna leM to phira AtmA ke astitva kA sAdhanA hamAre lie sambhava nahIM hotA kyoMki mana aura kampyUTara meM koI vizeSa antara dikhAI nahIM detaa| itanA-sA antara hai ki kampyUTara kA nirmANa AdamI ke hAthoM huA hai aura mana kA nirmANa ati sUkSma zarIra ne kiyA hai| vaha ati sUkSma zarIra bahuta zaktizAlI, kuzala kArIgara hai ki vaha itane sUkSma purje banAne meM sakSama huA hai| AdamI itane sUkSma purje nahIM banA sktaa| basa, itanA-sA antara hai| kitanA ulajhana-bharA hai hamArA mastiSka, hamArA dimAga aura hamArA mn| AdamI inakA nirmANa karane meM sakSama nahIM hai| kaI dazakoM taka vaha inake nirmANa kI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sktaa| vaha mastiSka jaise jaTila aura sUkSma yaMtra kA nirmANa nahIM kara sktaa| kampyUTara smRti kara letA hai| sArI bAteM Apako yAda dilA detA hai| Apa kahIM bhUla karate haiM to Apako sAvadhAna bhI kara detA hai| gaNita ke prazna hala kara detA hai| kavitA bhI kara letA hai| bAta soca letA hai aura niSkarSa bhI nikAla letA hai| niSkarSa batA detA hai aura bhaviSya kI yojanA, kalpanA bhI samajhA detA hai| jo tIna kriyAeM mastiSka karatA hai, ve tInoM kriyAeM kampyUTara bhI kara letA hai| isa sthiti meM hama mana ko bahuta mahattva dekara calate haiM phira bhI mana ke AdhAra para AtmA ko sthApita nahIM 22 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ kara paate| mana kriyA taMtra kA eka aMga hai| yaha karmacArI hai| isakA kAma hai nirdezoM kA pAlana krnaa| yaha na acchA karatA hai aura na buraa| acche yA bure kA sArA dAyitva svAmI kA hotA hai, karmacArI kA nhiiN| mana eka naukara hai| isakA kAma hai svAmI kI AjJA kA pAlana krnaa| isako kahA ki yaha le jAo aura vahAM pahuMcA do| yaha le jAtA hai, ucita sthAna para pahuMcA detA hai| acche-bure kA dAyitva isa para nahIM hai| kintu sArA doSa mana para hI mar3hA jAtA hai| yahI sAmane AtA hai| kAma karane vAlA hI sIdhA sAmane AtA hai| Adeza dene vAlA sAmane nahIM AtA, vaha parde ke pIche khar3A rahatA hai| vyavahAra meM bhI dekhate haiM ki naukara kisI kA Adeza lekara AtA hai aura vaha Adeza priya nahIM hai to sabase pahale naukara hI roSa kA bhAjana banatA hai| sArA roSa usa para utara AtA hai| prAcIna kAla meM jaba eka dUta apane rAjA kA saMdeza lekara dUsare rAjA ke pAsa jAtA thA, aura yadi vaha saMdeza pratikUla hotA to rAjA ke mana meM AtA ki isa dUta ko mAra DAlanA caahie| kintu usa samaya rAjAoM ke bIca aisI saMdhi hotI thI ki dUta ko nahIM mArA jAtA thaa| mana ke sAtha bhI saMdhi hai| vaha becArA dUta hai| anukUla aura pratikUla nirdezoM kA vaha uttaradAyI nahIM hai| vaha to mAtra saMdezavAhaka hai| yadi mana ke sAtha koI saMdhi nahIM hotI to mana kabhI mAra DAlA jaataa| becArA nirdoSa hai, phira bhI sArA doSa usI kA mAnA jAtA hai| adhyavasAya aura citta ne use jo kAma sauMpA, usakA vaha nirvAha karatA hai| mUla hai dravya AtmA, mUla hai caitny| usa para pahalA valaya hai-kaSAya-taMtra kaa| dUsarA valaya hai-yoga-taMtra kaa| yoga kA artha hai-prvRtti| mana yoga kA hI aMga hai| mana kA kAma hai pravRtti krnaa| isakA svAbhAva hai pravRtti krnaa| yaha kaise badalegA? mana kA kAma hai pravRtti krnaa| vacana kA kAma hai pravRtti karanA aura zarIra kA kAma hai pravRtti krnaa| mana ko yadi Apa paidA kareMge to vaha pravRtti kregaa| mana sthAyI tattva nahIM hai| jaba Apa usako paidA karate haiM taba vaha utpanna vyaktitva kI vyUharacanA : AtmA aura zarIra kA milana-bindu 23 prtihe| kintu usa jAtA thaa| manardezoM kA
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________________ hotA hai aura jaba Apa use paidA nahIM karate, vaha utpanna hI nahIM hotaa| jaba AdamI manovargaNA ke pudgaloM ko grahaNa karatA hai taba mana utpanna ho jAtA hai| jaba Apane manovargaNA ke pudgaloM ko grahaNa karane kI bhAvanA nahIM kI to mana nahIM bnegaa| mana ko jaba cAheM taba paidA kara sakate haiM aura jaba cAheM taba paidA nahIM bhI kara skte| vacana ko bhI cAheM paidA kara sakate haiM, nahIM cAheM to paidA nahIM kara skte| zarIra kI bAta thor3I bhinna par3atI hai, kyoMki usake sAtha eka bAra jaba sambandha jor3a liyA jAtA hai taba zarIra kI pravRtti cAlU ho jAtI hai| para zarIra kA prayoga hama cAheM to kara sakate haiM, na cAheM to nahIM kara skte| prayoga meM donoM-tInoM samAna haiN| isalie isa bAta ko bahuta gahare meM jAkara hama samajheM ki hameM zarIra ke prati jAgRta honA hai, vacana ke prati jAgRta honA hai aura mana ke prati jAgRta honA hai| hameM jAgRta isalie honA hai ki ina tInoM kA koI doSa na Ane paae| bAharI paristhiti kA ina para koI prabhAva na ho| yadi aisA hogA to ye acche raha paaeNge| kriyA-taMtra svastha rahegA to vaha bhItara se Ane vAle pravAha kI kriyAnviti kare yA na bhI kre| yaha usake adhIna kI bAta hogii| naukara kabhI-kabhI kAma karane se inakAra bhI kara sakatA hai| kAma karavAne ke lie use rAjI rakhanA par3atA hai| rAjI rakhe binA karmacArI pUrA sahayoga nahIM krtaa| hamAre adhyavasAya jaba kriyAtaMtra ko rAjI rakhate haiM, to vaha unakA pUrA kAma karatA hai, unakA pUrA sahayoga karatA hai| yadi hama ulTA caleM-kriyA taMtra ko hama bAhara se rAjI rakhanA zurU kara deM aura adhyavasAya taMtra ko asahayoga karanA sikhA deM to hamArI sAdhanA kI pahalI maMjila taya ho jaaegii| isalie upazamana kI prakriyA meM hameM mana para jAgRta honA hai, vacana para jAgRta honA hai aura zarIra para jAgRta honA hai| kSaya kI prakriyA isase bhinna hai| doSoM ko kSINa karane ke lie hameM jahAM jAganA hai, usakI koI dUsarI paddhati hai| isa paddhati para hama aura kabhI vicAra kreNge| hamAre abhyAsa kA krama hai-zvAsa-prekSA, zarIra-prekSA aura leshyaa-dhyaan| yaha sArA isIlie cala rahA hai ki bAharI raMgoM ko bhI hama apane bhAvoM 24 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ taka le jAeM, apanI sAdhanA meM le jaaeN| raMgoM ko mAna leM tAki ve hamArA sahayoga kreN| zarIra ko bhI manA leM, vacana ko bhI manA leM aura mana ko bhI manA leN| kyoMki inakI dotaraphI kaThinAI hai| bhItara se jo Adarza Ate haiM, unakI kriyAnviti karate-karate unakI bhI eka Adata bana jAtI hai aura vyakti kI bhI Adata bana jAtI hai| eka vyakti ko krodha AtA hai to bhRkuTI tana jAtI hai, AMkheM lAla ho jAtI haiM, hoTha phar3akane lagate haiM, zarIra kAMpane lagatA hai| krodha AtA hai taba aisA hotA hai| kucha bhAiyoM kI Adata par3a jAtI hai ki krodha na Ane para bhI ve bhRkuTI tAna lete haiM, AMkheM lAla kara lete haiM, zarIra ko prakaMpita karate haiM aura krodha utara AtA hai| nATaka ho rahA thaa| aneka dRzya sAmane A rahe the| eka abhinetA AyA aura usane itanI kuzalatA se abhinaya kiyA, aisA dRzya banA ki jArja barnArDa zA darzakoM meM se uThakara Ae aura abhinetA ko eka cAMTA jar3a diyaa| usane kahA-'yaha kyA kiyA Apane?' dUsare hI kSaNa jArja barnArDa zA sNbhle| unhoMne kahA- 'bhUla ho gaI? mujhe bhAna hI nahIM rahA ki tuma nATaka kara rahe ho| maiMne to tumako asalI hI samajha liyA thaa| maiMne socA, tuma burA kAma kara rahe ho, isalie maiMne cAMTA lagA diyaa|' hamAre zarIra aura snAyuoM ko bhI eka aisI Adata bana jAtI hai ki jaba krodha AtA hai taba zarIra kI vaha sthiti bana jAtI hai yA zarIra kI vaha sthiti banane para krodha utara AtA hai| krodha bhI kahegA ki mujhe kyA patA ki tuma zarIra kI aisI sthiti kA nirmANa kara lete ho| maiMne to dekhA ki tuma aisA karate ho to mujhe AnA hI cAhie, tumameM utaranA hI caahie| pahale hama isa bAta se nipaTeM ki snAyuoM kI jo Adata bana gaI hai, mana aura vANI kI jo Adata bana gaI hai, jo ve bAharI prabhAvoM se tatkAla prabhAvita ho jAte haiM, unako upazamana kI prakriyA ke dvArA una prabhAvoM se bacAeM aura jo AdateM banI haiM, una AdatoM se bcaaeN| yaha kAma pahalA hai| dUsarA kAma hogA ki bhItara se nirdeza ina taka vyaktitva kI vyUha-racanA : AtmA aura zarIra kA milana-bindu 25
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________________ na pahuMce, unako samApta kara deM; kSINa kara deM / upazamana aura kSaya kI prakriyA jaba hamArI sAdhanA ke sAtha jur3atI hai to sAdhanA meM vikAsa hotA hai aura hama jisa pavitra lakSya ko lekara calate haiM, usa lakSya kI ora Age bar3hane meM avazya hI saphala ho jAte haiM / 26 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ 3. acche-bure kA niyaMtraNa kakSa . 1. * hama kriyA ko dekhate haiM-krodha ke lakSaNa ko dekhate haiN| . bhAva ko nahIM dekhate-krodha ko nahIM dekhte| lezyA taka pahuMca, bhAva ko dekhate haiM, taraMgoM ko nahIM dekhte| adhyavasAya taka pahuMca, taraMgoM ko dekhate haiM, jala ko nahIM dekhte| atisUkSma zarIra taka pahuMca, jala ko bhI dekha lete haiN| jala meM taraMga : taraMga kA saghanarUpa bhAva aura bhAva kA saghanarUpa kriyaa| 2. . kaSAya maMda kaise ho? bAhyasaMga makti se| zarIra kI vyavasthA ko mitra banA lenA* acche AcaraNa kI Adata banAeM, hAnikAraka ko dekheN| * naI Adata jar3a na pakar3e, taba taka apavAda na kreN| * Adata ko bala dene vAle manoyogoM se lAbha utthaaeN| * abhyAsa dvArA ceSTA ko jIvita rakhA jaae| nizcaya kI apekSA Adata kA mahattva adhik| acche jIvana kI pahalI zarta aatm-niyntrnn| Atma-niyantraNa kI pahalI zarta upvaas| maulika icchAeM inhIM para phalatI haiN| jaTila icchAeM inhIM para phalatI haiN| 20 w hamArA zarIra eka darpaNa hai| isa darpaNa meM mana ke bhAva pratibiMbita hote rahate haiN| hama bhAvoM ko dekhakara adRzya ko bhI dekha lete haiN| jo dUra haiM use bhI pahacAna lete haiN| jahAM taka hamArI pahuMca nahIM hotI, vahAM acche-bure kA niyaMtraNa kakSa 27
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________________ 1 taka pahuMca jAte haiM isa darpaNa ke pratibimboM ke dvArA / jaba dekhate haiM AMkhoM meM eka ghRNA kA bhAva taira rahA hai, AMkha ko dekhate haiM aura bhAva taka pahuMca jAte haiN| jaba dekhate haiM ki AMkha meM se kucha Tapaka rahI hai / hama priyatA ke bhAva taka pahuMca jAte haiN| AMkhoM meM dekhate haiM, AkRti meM dekhate haiN| yaha samUcI AkRti kitanA svaccha darpaNa hai ki usameM bhItara kA saba kucha pratibimbita ho jAtA hai| yadi yaha AkRti nahIM hotI to zAyada bhAvoM ko jAnane kA hamAre pAsa koI mAdhyama nahIM hotA / AkRti ko dekhakara jAna jAte haiM ki AdamI kruddha hai| AkRti ko dekhakara jAna jAte haiM ki AdamI kSamArata hai, sahiSNu hai / krodha aura kSamA- donoM hamAre sAmane prakaTa nahIM hote| kyoMki sahiSNutA aura krodha - donoM isa zarIra ke dharma nahIM haiM / ve jahAM janma lete haiM aura prakaTa hote haiM, unakA sthAna koI dUsarA hai / hamAre sAre bhAva sUkSma jagat meM janma lete haiM aura isa sthUla zarIra meM pratibimbita hote haiN| eka hai hamArA pratibimba kA jagat yA pratibimboM ko pakar3ane kA jagat aura dUsarA hai hamAre bhAvoM ko janma lene kA jagat / hamArI yAtrA sthUla se sUkSma kI ora hotI hai / sthUla ko chor3ate haiM taba sUkSma kI ora yAtrA zurU karate haiM / hama sthUla zarIra ko chor3akara bhAva- zarIra taka pahuMca jAte haiM / lezyA taka pahuMca jAte haiM / lezyA se bhI Age yAtrA zurU karate haiM to adhyavasAya taka pahuMca jAte haiM / adhyavasAya se Age yAtrA zurU karate haiM to kaSAya taka pahuMca jAte haiM / kaSAya se Age yAtrA zurU karate haiM to paramatattva - AtmA taka pahuMca jAte haiM / kaSAya yA atisUkSma zarIra meM kevala spaMdana hai, korI taraMgeM / vahAM bhAva nahIM haiM, korI taraMgeM haiN| vahAM cetanA ke spaMdana bhI haiM aura kaSAya ke spaMdana bhI haiN| donoM spaMdana haiN| donoM mahAsAgara haiN| eka hai caitanya kA mahAsAgara aura eka hai kaSAya kA mhaasaagr| donoM meM spaMdana hI spaMdana haiM, taraMgeM hI taraMgeM haiN| ve taraMgeM bAhara AtI haiM / ve adhyavasAya taka pahuMcatI haiM, taba bhI taraMgeM, kevala spaMdana / adhyavasAya kA matalaba hI hai ki sUkSma caitanya kA spaMdana | sUkSma isalie ki usakA koI kendra - vizeSa nahIM hai / zarIra meM usakA koI vizeSa kendra nahIM hai / ve apane AbhAmaMDala 28
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________________ sUkSma rUpa meM spaMdana hI spaMdana haiN| adhyavasAya meM hama dekheMge to krodha kI taraMga hogI, krodha kA bhAva nahIM hogaa| parama zarIra meM, sUkSma zarIra meM krodha kI taraMgeM hoMgI, krodha kA bhAva nahIM hogaa| vahAM taka korI taraMgeM hotI haiN| ve taraMgeM jaba saghana hokara bhAva kA rUpa letI haiM, ve lezyA bana jAtI haiN| lezyA meM pahuMcakara bhAva banatA hai aura taraMgeM Thosa rUpa le letI haiN| zakti, UrjA padArtha meM badala jAtI hai| taraMga kA saghana rUpa bhAva aura bhAva kA saghana rUpa kriyaa| jaba bhAva saghana banatA hai to vaha kriyA bana jAtI hai aura hamAre sthala zarIra meM prakaTa hotI hai aura hameM dikhane laga jAtI hai| hama kriyA ko dekhate haiN| krodha kI kriyA ko dekhate haiM, krodha ke lakSaNoM ko dekhate haiM, krodha ke cihnoM ko dekhate haiM, kSamA ke cihnoM ko dekhate haiM, kSamA ke lakSaNoM ko dekhate haiN| una cihnoM ke sahAre Age yAtrA zurU karate haiN| sthUla se sUkSma kI ora, taba pahale bhAva-taMtra taka pahuMcate haiM, lezyA-taMtra taka pahuMcate haiM aura phira taraMgoM ke jagat meM jAte haiM to adhyavasAya AtA hai aura phira kaSAya-taMtra AtA hai aura phira usa caitanya ke spaMdana taka bhI pahuMca jAte haiM, jahAM se caitanya ke spaMdana udbhUta hote haiN| bahuta bar3A prazna hai| eka caitanya kA mahAsAgara hai| usase bAhara Ate haiM to kaSAya kA mahAsAgara milatA hai, jahAM se sArI malinatA bAhara A rahI hai| kintu caitanya to malina nahIM hai, vaha to zuddha hai, phira yaha azuddhatA kyoM? kAraNa spaSTa hai| usa caitanya mahAsAgara ke cAroM ora eka valaya hai-kaSAya ke mahAsAgara kaa| eka prazna aura hotA hai ki kaSAya kA mahAsAgara jaba caitanya ke mahAsAgara ko ghere hue hai to phira zuddha kA prazna hI kahAM uThatA hai| jo kucha bAhara AegA vaha sArA azuddha hI hogaa| zuddha-lezyA kaise hogI? zuddha-bhAva kaise hogA? zuddha-adhyavasAya kaise hogA? kaSAya se chanakara aura kaSAya ke rasa ke sAtha milakara jo kucha bhI bAhara AegA, vaha malina, apavitra aura azuddha hI aaegaa| zuddha kaise hogA? lezyA kI zuddhi adhyavasAya se hotI hai aura adhyavasAya kI zuddhi eka kaSAya se hotI hai| lezyA hamArA bhAva hai| yadi adhyavasAya zuddha na ho to vaha kabhI zuddha nahIM ho sktaa| adhyavasAya kabhI zuddha nahIM hotA, yadi kaSAya ke mahAsAgara kA valaya acche-bure kA niyaMtraNa kakSa 26
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________________ caitanya ke spaMdanoM ko jAne ke lie rAstA na chor3a de| kaSAya maMda hotA hai, isakA artha hotA hai ki kaSAya-mahAsAgara caitanya kI razmiyoM ko bAhara jAne kA rAstA karatA hai| caitanya kI razmiyAM usI rAste se bAhara jAtI haiM, jahAM kaSAya ke tIvra anubhavoM kA sparza nahIM hotaa| usa rAste se ve caitanya kI zuddha razmiyAM bAhara A jAtI haiM aura ye zuddha dhArAeM zuddha adhyavasAya kA nirmANa karatI haiN| zuddha adhyavasAya zuddha-bhAvoM kA nirmANa karate haiM aura zuddha-bhAva vicAroM ko zuddha banAte haiM-mana, vacana aura kAyA ko zaddha banAte haiN|| zuddha aura azuddha ke do kAraNa bana ge| zuddha hone kA kAraNa hai kaSAya kI maMdatA aura azuddha hone kA kAraNa hai kaSAya kI tiivrtaa| prazna hotA hai ki kaSAya kI mandatA kaise ho? isakA ekamAtra upAya hai-saadhnaa| jo vyakti sAdhanA karatA hai vaha vyakti kaSAya ko manda karane kA upakrama karatA hai| sAdhanA jyoM-jyoM Age bar3hatI hai, kaSAya kA majabUta morcA zithila hone lagatA hai, niSkriya hone lagatA hai| sAdhanA kA mUla prayojana hai-kaSAya ko maMda karanA, kaSAya kI zakti ko kSINa karanA, caitanya kI pavitra dhArA meM mila jAne vAle kaSAya ke apavitra jala ko nikAla denA, jisase ki vaha zuddha bana jAe, pavitra bana jaae| pavitra zabda bhI samApta ho jAe aura apavitra zabda bhI samApta ho jAe, caitanya vaisA kA vaisA hI raha jaae| kyoMki jaba apavitra hotA hai taba pavitra karane kI bAta prApta hotI hai| vAstava meM caitanya na apavitra hai aura na pvitr| vaha to eka prakAza hai, Aloka hai, jyoti hai| vaha jaisI hai vaisI hai| usake lie pavitra yA apavitra vizeSaNa lagAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai| vizeSaNa ko isalie lagAnA par3atA hai ki kaSAya ke dvArA jaba caitanya kI dhArA apavitra ho jAtI hai, malina ho jAtI hai to usakI sApekSatA meM caitanya ko pavitra kahanA par3atA hai| kintu hama sAdhanA ke dvArA usa sthiti kA nirmANa karanA cAhate haiM ki caitanya korA caitanya hI rhe| yaha pavitra aura apavitra vizeSaNa usase kaTa jaae| vaha sAdhanA kyA hai jisake dvArA kaSAya ko maMda kiyA jA sakatA hai? yaha eka prazna hai| isa para hama soceMge to yaha spaSTa pratibhAsita 30 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hogA ki adhyAtma kA samUcA taMtra, adhyAtma kA samUcA upadeza aura dharma kI sArI gAthAeM kaSAya ko maMda karane ke lie kahI gayI haiM / unakA ekamAtra prayojana bhI yahI hai / aparigraha, ahiMsA, satya, brahmacarya, kSamA, / saMtoSa, dAna, zIla- ina sabakA upadeza isIlie hai ki kaSAya maMda ho, upadeza aura upadeza kA agalA caraNa hai- abhyAsa / yaha sabane jAna liyA ki kaSAya ko manda karane ke lie Atma-niyaMtraNa jarUrI hai, abhyAsa jarUrI hai, phira prazna hotA hai ki abhyAsa kahAM se prAraMbha kareM? sabase pahale kyA kareM ? isa prazna para dharma aura adhyAtma ke kSetra meM carcAeM huI haiM to manovijJAna ne bhI isa prazna para vicAra kiyA hai| donoM vicAradhArAoM kI carcA kucha milatI-julatI - sI hai / aneka dArzanikoM ne isa prazna para cintana kiyA hai / maiM vartamAna ke cintana ko pahale prastuta kara, bAda meM atIta ke ciMtana ko prastuta karanA cAhUMgA / TAlasTAya ne isa prazna kA sundara samAdhAna diyA / unhoMne kahA- 'acche jIvana kI pahalI zarta hai-Atma-niyaMtraNa aura Atma-niyaMtraNa kI pahalI zarta hai - upavAsa / hameM Atma-niyaMtraNa kA abhyAsa upavAsa se zurU karanA cAhie / ' yaha hai eka maharSi kA ciMtana, jo vartamAna yuga kA sAdhaka, sAdhu yA maharSi kahalAtA thA / aba hama prAcIna ciMtana ko leN| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne tapasyA ke bAraha prakAra btlaae| unhoMne kahA - 'Atma-niyaMtraNa kA prAraMbha tapasyA se karo, anazana se zurU kro|' prAcIna ciMtana aura vartamAna ciMtana - donoM eka bindu para mila ge| donoM ke kathana meM pUrNa sAmya hai / yaha yathArtha hai / jo bhI AtmA kA anubhava karane vAle sAdhaka haiM, ve do mArga yA do lakSya para nahIM pahuMcate / sampradAyoM ke vicAra do dizAoM meM pahuMca sakate haiM, do dizAgAmI ho sakate haiM, kintu adhyAtma ke vicAra do dizAgAmI nahIM ho sakate / adhyAtma ko bAMTA nahIM jA sakatA / adhyAtma ke mArga se jo pahuMcegA vaha eka hI bindu para pahuMcegA / bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA- 'anazana se Atma-niyaMtraNa zurU kro| AtmA ke niyaMtraNa meM sabase bar3I bAdhA hai bhojana / bhojana sustI lAtA hai / ' TAlasTAya ne kahA- 'jo bhojana kA saMyama nahIM karatA vaha sustI acche-bure kA niyaMtraNa kakSa 31
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________________ ko kaise miTA sakegA? jo Alasya, sustI aura pramAda ko nahIM miTA pAtA, vaha Atma-niyaMtraNa kaise kara paaegaa|' unhoMne kahA-'hamArI kucha maulika icchAeM hotI haiN| yadi hama una icchAoM ko samApta nahIM kara sakate to una icchAoM ke AdhAra para palane vAlI dUsarI jaTila icchAoM ko kabhI samApta nahIM kara skte| jIne kI kAmanA, bhojana kI kAmanA, kAma kI kAmanA aura lar3ane kI kAmanA-ye maulika icchAeM haiN| sabhI prANiyoM meM ye banI rahatI haiN| yadi ina para niyaMtraNa nahIM pAyA gayA to inake AdhAra para palane vAlI anya jaTila icchAoM para kabhI niyaMtraNa nahIM pAyA jA sktaa| isalie yaha Avazyaka hai ki sAdhaka sabase pahale maulika icchAoM para vijaya prApta kare, una para niyaMtraNa kre| maulika icchAoM meM pahalI hai bhojana kI icchaa| yaha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa icchA hai, kyoMki hamAre sAre zarIra kI kriyAeM bhojana ke dvArA saMcAlita hotI haiN| hamArI prANa-UrjA bhojana se banatI hai| hama jo khAte haiM, usakA eka rasAyana banatA hai aura vaha rasAyana hamAre jIvana kI prANa-urjA banakara zarIra-taMtra kA saMcAlana karatA hai| hamAre zarIra meM do mahattvapUrNa kendra haiM-taijas kendra aura zakti kendr| taijas-kendra vaha hai jo khAe hae bhojana ko prANa kI UrjA meM badala detA hai| zakti kendra vaha hai jo prANa kI UrjA kA srota hai, saMgraha-sthAna hai| eka UrjA ko paidA karane kA sthAna hai aura eka UrjA kA saMgraha-sthAna hai| hama jo kucha bhojana karate haiM, usakA rasAyana banatA hai aura vaha prANazakti ke rUpa meM badalatA hai aura usakA sahayoga karatA hai| jaisA khAte haiM vaisA rasAyana banatA hai| aba prazna hotA hai ki kaisA khAeM? kyA khAeM? kitanA khAeM? ina praznoM kI carcA meM prastuta prasaMga meM nahIM kruuNgaa| isa sAre cintana se eka mahattva kA sUtra upalabdha huA ki hama Atma-niyaMtraNa kA abhyAsa upavAsa se zurU kareM, anazana se zurU kareM, kama khAne se kareM aura khAne kI vRttiyoM kA saMkSepa karake kareM aura hamArI vRttiyoM ko ubhArane vAle rasoM ke saMyama ke dvArA kareM-upavAsa dvArA kreN| yaha Atma-niyaMtraNa kA pahalA sUtra hai| Atma-niyaMtraNa kA dUsarA sUtra hai-shriir| hama zarIra ko sAdhe, yaha 32 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ bahuta Avazyaka hai| jaba taka snAyuoM ko nayA abhyAsa nahIM diyA jAtA, snAyuoM ko naI Adata ke nirmANa kA abhyAsa nahIM diyA jAtA, taba taka vyaktitva kA nirmANa nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| viliyama jemsa ne apanI pustaka 'di prinsipala oNpha sAikolaoNjI' meM manovaijJAnika DhaMga se carcA karate hue likhA hai-'acchA jIvana jIne ke lie acchI AdatoM kA banAnA jarUrI hai| aura acchI AdatoM ke nirmANa ke lie abhyAsa jarUrI hai| yadi hama abhyAsa kie binA hI yaha cAheM ki hamArI AdateM badala jAyeM to aisA kabhI nahIM hogaa| asaphalatA hI hAtha lgegii| unhoMne acchI AdatoM ke nirmANa ke lie kucha sUtra prastuta kie haiM1. acchI AdateM DAlanI hoM to sabase pahale acchI AdatoM kA cintana karo, abhyAsa karo aura burI AdatoM ko roko| 2. acchI AdateM DAlane ke lie zarIra ko eka vizeSa prakAra kA abhyAsa do, kyoMki zarIra kI vizeSa sthiti kA nirmANa kie binA hamArI AdateM acchI nahIM ho sktiiN| snAyuoM ko hamane jo pahale se AdateM de rakhI haiM, unako yadi hama nahIM badalate to ve eka cakra kI bhAMti calatI rahatI haiN| ThIka samaya AtA hai aura miThAI khAne kI bAta yAda A jAtI hai, kyoMki hamane jIbha ko eka Adata de rakhI hai| ThIka samaya AtA hai aura snAyu usa vastu kI mAMga kara lete haiN| khAne kI, socane kI, vicAra karane kI, kArya karane kI jaisI Adata hama snAyuoM meM DAla dete haiM, vaisI Adata ho jAtI hai| jo loga bahuta UMce makAnoM meM rahate haiM, ve pahalI bAra jaba sIr3hiyoM se utarate haiM taba bahuta sAvadhAnI se utarate haiN| dUsarI-tIsarI bAra utarate haiM to sAvadhAnI kama ho jAtI hai aura jaba sauvIM bAra utarate haiM to koI sAvadhAnI kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| paira apane Apa eka-eka sIr3hI utarate hue nIce A jAte haiN| calane ke sAtha mana ko jor3ane kI vahAM AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| TAipa karane vAle prAraMbha meM akSaroM ko dekha-dekhakara TAipa karanA sIkhate haiN| jaba ve abhyasta ho jAte haiM, taba unakI aMguliyAM acche-bure kA niyaMtraNa kakSa 33
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________________ abhISTa akSaroM para par3atI haiM aura jaisA cAhA vaisA TAipa ho jAtA hai| phira 'kI borDa' ko dekhane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotI, kyoMki aMguliyAM abhyasta ho cukI haiN| hama snAyuoM ko jaisI Adata dete haiM, ve apane Apa kAma karane laga jAte haiN| usa kAma kI saMpUrti meM mana kI saMpRkti Avazyaka nahIM hotii| isI prasaMga meM unhoMne yaha bhI kahA-jaba Adata DAlo to koI apavAda mata rakho, chUTa mata rkho| pUrI Adata banA do| Aja dhyAna kiyaa| snAyuoM ko dhyAna kI Adata dii| kala chor3a diyaa| parasoM chor3a diyaa| cauthe dina phira dhyAna meM baitthe| isa prakAra chUTa dene se vaha Adata nahIM bntii| chUTa mata do| pratidina vaha kArya karate rho| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA-pratikramaNa karanA hai to vaha yathAsamaya karanA hI hai| aisA nahIM ki Aja kiyA, kala chor3A, parasoM chor3A aura phira cauthe dina kiyaa| aisA karane para pratikramaNa kI Adata kabhI nahIM bnegii| Aja kSamA kareM, sahiSNutA kA bhAva dikhAeM aura kala phira lar3AI kareM, phira kSamA kareM to kSamA kI Adata nahIM bnegii| Adata DAlanI hai to koI apavAda mata rakho jaba taka ki vaha Adata na bana jaae| vaha svabhAva na bana jAe taba taka koI apavAda mata rkho| yaha hai hamArA kAyakleza kA suutr| kAyakleza kA sUtra hai ki Asana, prANAyAma, kAyotsarga Adi kriyAoM dvArA zarIra ko itanA sAdha lo, jisase ki vaha vahI kArya kare jisakA tuma use nirdeza do| yaha hai Atma-niyaMtraNa kA dUsarA sUtra-zarIra ko saadhnaa| 3. Atma-niyaMtraNa kA tIsarA sUtra hai-prtisNliintaa| isakA artha hai-jo kucha ho rahA hai vaha na hone deM, kintu use ulaTa deN| do krama calate haiN| eka hai prAkRtika krama aura eka hai sAdhanA kA krm| eka prAkRtika krama hai| hameM kucha vizeSa avayava upalabdha haiN| eka hai zakti kendr| sArI kAma kI ceSTAeM isa AbhAmaMDala 34
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________________ kendra se saMcAlita hotI haiN| sArI kAma kI vRttiyAM yahAM ubharatI haiM aura manuSya isake sahAre apanI kAma-vAsanA pUrI karatA hai| yaha prakRti dvArA pradatta saMsthAna hai kAma-vAsanA kI pUrti ke lie| pratisaMlInatA ke dvArA hama ise badala sakate haiN| AcArAMga meM eka mahattvapUrNa tathya pratipAdita hai ki jo Asrava haiM ve hI parisrava haiM aura jo parisrava haiM ve hI Asrava haiN| jo karmabaMdha ke kAraNa haiM, ve hI karmamukti ke kAraNa haiM aura jo karmamukti ke kAraNa haiM, ve hI karmabaMdha ke kAraNa haiN| jo kAma-vAsanA kA saMsthAna hai, vahI brahmacarya kA saMsthAna hai| koI alaga se saMsthAna nahIM hai| hama apanI sAdhanA ke dvArA, aise prayogoM ke dvArA isa kAma-vAsanA ke saMsthAna ko brahmacarya kI zakti ke saMsthAna ke rUpa meM badala sakate haiN| yaha indriya pratisaMlInatA hai| jo indriyAM jisa kAma ke lie zarIra-racanA meM prApta haiM, sAdhanA ke dvArA unakI AdatoM ko badala deN| yaha pratisaMlInatA kA abhyAsa hai| AMkha kA kAma hai-rUpa ko dekhnaa| usake sAtha jur3A huA hai priyatA aura apriyatA kA bhaav| sahaja jur3A huA hai| AdamI AMkha ke dvArA do hI dRSTiyoM se dekhanA jAnatA hai| yA to vaha priyatA ko dekhegA yA apriyatA se dekhegaa| yadi hama indriya-pratisaMlInatA kA abhyAsa karate haiM to sAdhanA ke dvArA ina indriyoM ke srota ko badala dete haiN| phira AMkha se dekheMge, para usake sAtha na priyatA hogI aura na apriyatA hogii| madhyastha bhAva, samatA bhAva rhegaa| ___kaSAyoM kI pratisaMlInatA bhI hotI hai| kaSAya cAra haiM-krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha / ye cAroM hamAre mastiSka ke vizeSa kendroM dvArA bAhara Ate haiM, prakaTa hote haiN| yaha prakRti hai, svabhAva hai| eka choTA baccA apane pitA ke sAtha darzana karane aayaa| usane apane pitA se kahA-'jo pustaka aura kaoNpI kharIda kara lAe haiM, usa para merA nAma likha deN|' pitA ne kahA-'nAma likhane kI kyA jarUrata hai? aise hI inakA upayoga kro|' bacce ne Agraha kiyA, para pitA ne nAma nahIM likhaa| baccA gusse meM A gyaa| vaha hAtha-paira paTakane lgaa| acche-bure kA niyaMtraNa kakSa 35
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________________ pitA ko er3iyoM se mArane lgaa| yaha dekhakara maiM hairAna raha gyaa| itanA choTA baccA aura itanA teja gussA! yaha prakRti kA anudAna hai| yaha hamAre janma ke sAtha bhItara se Ane vAlA anudAna hai| isake lie sAdhanA karane kI jarUrata nahIM, yaha svayaM prApta hotA hai| krodha AnA svAbhAvika hai| yaha prakRti kA anudAna hai| isameM Azcarya nahIM hotaa| sAdhanA ke dvArA jaba hama pratisaMlInatA karate haiM taba una saMsthAnoM ko badala DAlate haiM, pratisaMlIna kara DAlate haiN| yaha hamArI sAdhanA kI upalabdhi hai| yaha taba ho sakatI hai jaba krodha Adi ko ubhArane vAle nimittoM se bacA jaae| kucha loga kahate haiM-'nimittoM se bacane kI kyA jarUrata hai? koI jarUrata nahIM hai| apane antara meM vairAgya honA caahie| vyavahAra kI bhUmikA kI hameM jarUrata kyA hai? hameM to nizcaya kI bhUmikA para calanA caahie| maiM mAnatA hUM ki aisA karane vAle sAmAnya janatA ke sAtha anyAya karate haiM aura unheM galata rAste para le jAte haiN| jaba nimittoM ke prati hama jAgarUka nahIM hoMge aura nimittoM se nahIM baceMge to kaSAya ko kabhI nahIM chor3A jA skegaa| kaSAya ke rAste ko nahIM badalA jA sktaa| kaSAya maMda tabhI ho sakate haiM jabaki hama kaSAya ko uttejita karane vAle padArthoM se bhI bceN| pAsa meM koI vyakti eka karor3a rupayA rakhakara kahe ki mujhe saMtoSa hai| koI lobha nahIM hai, mamatva nahIM hai| par3A hai merA kyA liyaa| maiM samajhatA hUM, isake pIche zata-pratizata vaMcanA hai| ekAdha vyakti lAkhoM meM koI apavAdasvarUpa nikala sakatA hai| anyathA dhokhA hI dhokhA hai| bAhya saMbaMdhoM se hama mukta nahIM ho sakate aura kaSAya ko maMda karane kI bAta socate haiM to bar3A dhokhA hotA hai| jo vyakti kaSAya ko maMda karanA cAhatA hai, use kaSAya kI pratisaMlInatA karanI hI hogii| mana, vacana aura kAyA-ye tInoM yoga haiN| tInoM kriyA-taMtra ke aMga haiN| inakA kAma hai-kArya krnaa| jo kAma karegA vaha caMcala hogaa| vaha kabhI sthira nahIM hogaa| Apako kapar3e dhone haiM aura Apa cAheM ki hAtha sthira raheM, hileM hI nahIM, yaha nahIM ho sktaa| kapar3e kabhI nahIM dhuleNge| rasoI pakAnI hai aura Apa kAyotsarga kara baiTha jAeM, sthira ho jAeM to 36 AbhAmaMDala uttajita karane vAlA
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________________ rasoI kabhI nahIM bnegii| kAma karanA hai to caMcalatA karanI hogii| mana kA kAma caMcalatA paidA karanA hai| vacana aura kAyA kA kAma bhI caMcalatA paidA karanA hai| caMcalatA isakA svabhAva hai, prakRti hai| pratisaMlInatA karanI hai to inakI dizA badalanI hogii| sAdhanA ke dvArA pratisaMlInatA kara mana ko sthira kiyA jA sakatA hai, vANI ko sthira kiyA jA sakatA hai, kAyA ko sthira kiyA jA sakatA hai| eka ora hai prakRti kA anudAna aura dUsarI ora hai sAdhanA kA prytn| sAdhanA ke prayatna ke dvArA hama prAkRtika anudAnoM ko badala sakate haiN| ina prAkRtika anudAnoM ko badalane kA nAma hI hai sAdhanA aura yahI hai kaSAya ko manda karane kI prkriyaa| ___bhagavAna mahAvIra ne Atma-niyaMtraNa ke, lezyA-zuddhi ke, adhyavasAya-zuddhi ke tIna bAharI sUtra batalAe, jo bAhara se hameM prabhAvita karate haiN| ve tIna sUtra haiM-upavAsa, kAyotsarga aura prtisNliintaa| ye tIna bAharI sUtra haiM jo hamAre kaSAya ko maMda karate haiM, lezyA ko zuddha karate haiM, adhyavasAya ko pavitra banAte haiN| jaba aisA hotA hai taba kaSAya apane-Apa maMda ho jAtA hai| kaSAya ko maMda karane ke lie bhI hameM eka krama se calanA hogaa| yadi sIdhe hI hama kaSAya ko maMda karane caleMge to viphala ho jaaeNge| kyoMki kaSAyoM kA itanA teja AkramaNa hai ki hama use sahana nahIM kara paaeNge| isalie hameM sabase pahale yaha socanA hogA ki kaSAyoM ko poSaNa kahAM se milatA hai? jisa mArga se unheM poSaNa milatA hai, hama usa mArga ko naSTa hI kara ddaaleN| jaba poSaNa banda ho jAtA hai, taba kaSAya maMda ho jAtA hai| mana, vacana aura kAyA-ye tIna mAdhyama haiN| ina tInoM ke dvArA maila jaba andara pahuMcatA hai, taba ina tInoM ke dvArA kaSAya puSTa hote haiN| jaba hama mana, vacana aura kAyA ke prati jAgarUka hote haiM, anazana zurU kara dete haiM, kAya-kleza aura pratisaMlInatA zurU kara dete haiM to kaSAya ko milane vAlA poSaNa banda ho jAtA hai| jaba poSaNa nahIM milatA, bAhara kI rasada prApta nahIM hotI, taba dhIre-dhIre mUla naSTa ho jAtA hai| usakA bala kSINa ho jAtA hai| jaba hamArA kaSAya maMda hotA calA jAegA, taba caitanya kI razmiyAM apane-Apa bAhara phuutteNgii| acche-bure kA niyaMtraNa kakSa 37
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________________ donoM sthitiyAM hamAre sAmane haiN| eka sthiti hai - vizuddha adhyavasAya aura vizuddha lezyA kii| dUsarI sthiti hai - azuddha adhyavasAya aura azuddha lezyA kI / jaise-jaise sAdhanA kA bala bar3hegA, vaise-vaise kaSAya maMda hogA / jaise-jaise kaSAya maMda hogA, vaise-vaise adhyavasAya, lezyA, bhAva, karma aura vicAra apane-Apa zurU hote cale jAeMge /
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________________ 4. sthUla aura sUkSma jagat kA samparka sUtra 1. . vyaktitva ke do khaMDa * sthUla vyaktitva kA niyntrnn| * sUkSma vyaktitva kA shodhn| * kevala damana yA niyantraNa nahIM, shodhn| niSedha se bure raMgoM ke paramANu bhItara nahIM jAte, phalataH lezyA shuddh| sthUla aura sUkSma ke madhya dasa sNsthaan| samparka sUtra lezyA* yaha sthUla jagat ke kacce mAla ko bhItara pahuMcAtA hai aura sUkSma jagat ke pakke mAla ko bAhara pahuMcAtA hai| 2. . 3. . 4. . acche jIvana ke lie Atma-niyaMtraNa Avazyaka hai| kintu vartamAna kA manovijJAna isa bhASA ko kama pasaMda karatA hai| Atma-niyaMtraNa aura Atmadamana kI bhASA ko purAnI bhASA mAnA jAtA hai| vartamAna kA vicAra hai ki manobhAvoM kA damana nahIM honA cAhie, niyaMtraNa nahIM honA caahie| manobhAvoM kA niyaMtraNa karane se aneka vikRtiyAM paidA hotI haiN| yadi svAbhAvika manobhAvoM ko dabAyA jAtA hai, rokA jAtA hai to ve damita vAsanAeM vyakti ko vikRta banAtI haiM aura mastiSka meM eka prakAra kA pAgalapana bhara detI haiN| isalie unakA damana nahIM honA caahie| isa bAta meM kucha sacAI hai, kintu kisI bhI bAta ko hama pUre satya ke rUpa meM svIkAra kara lete haiM to svayaM satya kA apalApa ho jAtA hai| pratyeka vicAra sApekSa hotA hai| usa sApekSatA ko samajhe binA, use sarvAMgINa sthUla aura sUkSma jagat kA samparka-sUtra 36
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________________ yA sArvabhauma vicAra mAnakara jaisA hotA hai vaisA kA vaisA svIkAra kara liyA jAtA hai to satya kI dizA ulaTa jAtI hai aura hama svayaM asatya kI ora prasthAna kara dete haiN| yadi kevala damana hI hotA to bahuta bar3I upalabdhi nahIM hotii| kintu adhyAtma kI sAdhanA meM damana ke sAtha-sAtha zodhana kI kriyA bhI prastuta hai| korA damana nahIM, korA niyaMtraNa nhiiN| Atma-niyaMtraNa, Atma-zodhana-donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| Atma-niyaMtraNa Atma-zodhana ke lie hai| Atma-zodhana uddezya hai to Atma-niyaMtraNa usakA sAdhana hai| Atma-zodhana sAdhya hai to Atma-niyaMtraNa usakA sAdhana hai| kintu sAdhana kA upayoga na kiyA jAe, yaha bAta samajha meM nahIM aatii| sAdhana kA upayoga bahuta hI Avazyaka hai, kintu isa bAta ko bhI vismRta nahIM kara denA cAhie ki Atma-zodhana parama Avazyaka hai| zodhana kI prakriyA niraMtara honI caahie| yaha niraMtara cAlU rahanI caahie| Atma-zodhana yA antara-zodhana kI sabase bar3I bAdhA hai-ahN| yaha bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| vyakti kucha arjita kie hue hotA hai| na jAne usane kitanI galata AdateM, galata saMskAra arjita kie hue hai| kintu AdamI unakA prAyazcitta karanA nahIM cAhatA, unakA zodhana, parimArjana aura pariSkAra karanA nahIM cAhatA aura isalie nahIM cAhatA ki ahaM usameM bAdhaka bana baiThA hai| 'maiMne yaha kiyA aura maiM yaha svIkAra karUM ki yaha acchA nahIM huA, aisA kabhI nahIM ho sktaa|' ahaM kI eka granthi mana meM nirmita ho jAtI hai| usakA zodhana nahIM hotA, prAyazcitta nahIM hotaa| vaha AdamI duSkRta kI gardA nahIM kara sakatA, sukRta kI anumodanA nahIM kara sakatA aura adhyAtma kI zaraNa meM nahIM jA sktaa| jo vyakti duSkRta kI gardA nahIM kara sakatA, sakRta kI anumodanA nahIM kara sakatA aura adhyAtma kI zaraNa meM AtmA kI zaraNa meM nahIM jA sakatA, vaha prAyazcitta nahIM kara sktaa| ahaM kI sabase bar3I bAdhA hai ismeN| jo ahaM bhAva se pIr3ita hai vaha vinamra nahIM ho sktaa| vaha dUsaroM ko sahayoga nahIM de sakatA, saMyama kA bhI yoga nahIM de sktaa| use paga-paga para ahaM satAne laga jAtA hai| ahaM jaba vismRta hotA hai taba mamakAra bana jAtA hai| mamakAra 40 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ koI alaga nahIM hai| ahaM kA hI eka rUpa hai-mmkaar| jaba ahaMkAra kisI ke sAtha ghaniSTha saMbaMdha jor3a letA hai, kisI ko ghaniSTha mAna letA hai to vaha ahaMkAra mamakAra ke rUpa meM badala jAtA hai| merA zarIra, merA dhana, merA parivAra, merA ghara-yaha jo merApana hai vaha sArA mamakAra hai| yaha ahaM kA hI vistAra hai| ahaMkAra ne zarIra, dhana Adi ke sAtha ghaniSThatA sthApita kara lI, aura vaha mamakAra ke rUpa meM badala gyaa| isa ahaM kA visarjana kaThina hotA hai| Atma-zodhana meM yaha bahuta bar3I bAdhA hai| jo vyakti Atma-niyaMtraNa karatA hai, usake lie yaha suvidhA ho jAtI hai ki jaba taka Atma-niyaMtraNa karatA hai, bAharI AvegoM aura bAharI nimittoM se bacatA hai to ahaM ke zodhana kI, ahaM ke visarjana kI saMbhAvanAeM usake sAmane sahajarUpa meM upasthita ho jAtI haiN| ahaM kI granthi bahuta jaTila hotI hai| usako tor3anA kaThina hotA hai| usake zodhana kI prakriyA ke do mahattvapUrNa sUtra haiM-svAdhyAya aura dhyaan| ina do sAdhanoM ke dvArA ahaM kI granthi ko kATA jA sakatA hai| apane-Apako jAnane kA prayatna, adhyayana, manana aura cintana svAdhyAya hai| jaba yaha jJAna aura ciMtana ekAgratA kI nizcita bindu para pahuMcatA hai, taba vaha dhyAna bana jAtA hai| jJAna aura dhyAna, svAdhyAya aura dhyAna eka hI haiM; vAstava meM, do nahIM haiN| kevala mAtrA kA antara hai, parimANa kA aMtara hai| pAnI pAnI hai aura pAnI barapha bhI hai| pAnI meM aura barapha meM koI antara nahIM hai| kintu bindu kA antara hai| tApamAna ke eka bindu para pAnI pAnI hai aura aMtima bindu para vahI barapha bana jAtA hai, jama jAtA hai| pAnI tarala hai| jJAna tarala hai| barapha Thosa hai, saghana hai| dhyAna Thosa hai, saghana hai| jJAna hI eka bindu para pahuMcakara dhyAna bana jAtA hai| jJAna aura dhyAna, svAdhyAya aura dhyAna-ye to aise sAdhana haiM jo ahaM kI granthi ko tor3a DAlate haiN| Atma-zodhana kI prakriyA ke do sAdhana haiM-jJAna aura dhyAna, svAdhyAya aura dhyaan| ye donoM tapa haiN| ye ahaM kI sArI jar3oM ko ukhAr3a DAlate haiN| Atma-zodhana niyaMtraNa kI prakriyA Atma-zodhana ke sAtha-sAtha calatI hai| jahAM korA Atma-niyaMtraNa hotA hai, Atma-zodhana nahIM hotA, korA sthUla aura sUkSma jagat kA samparka-sUtra 41
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________________ upavAsa hotA hai, korA kAyakleza hotA hai, korI pratisaMlInatA hotI hai, yadi unake sAtha jJAna aura dhyAna nahIM hotA to manovijJAna kI bAta sahI ho jAtI hai ki kore Atma-niyaMtraNa se manuSya meM vikRtiyAM ubharatI haiM / kintu adhyAtma ke sAkSAt draSTAoM ne kisI eka hI satya kA pratipAdana nahIM kiyA aura kisI ekAMgI sAdhanA kA upadeza nahIM diyaa| unhoMne samagra mArga prastuta karate hue kahA ki AdhyAtmika jIvana kI upalabdhi ke lie, unnata jIvana kI upalabdhi ke lie, acche jIvana ke nirmANa ke lie Atma-niyaMtraNa aura Atma-zodhana - donoM jarUrI haiN| donoM sAtha-sAtha calane caahie| donoM kA yoga honA cAhie / mahAvIra se pUchA gayA - 'kyA jJAna mokSa kA mArga hai?' 'nahIM, korA jJAna mokSa kA mArga nahIM hai / ' 'kyA darzana mokSa kA mArga hai?' 'nahIM / ' 'kyA caritra mokSa kA mArga hai?' 'nahIM / ' Apa Azcarya kareMge yaha sunakara ki mahAvIra kahate haiM - 'jJAna mokSa kA mArga nahIM hai| darzana mokSa kA mArga nahIM hai / cAritra mokSa kA mArga nahIM hai / phira prazna hotA hai ki mokSa kA mArga kauna-sA hai ? phira mahAvIra se pUchA - "bhaMte! to phira mokSa kA mArga kauna-sA hai?' mahAvIra ne kahA - ' akelA jJAna, akelA darzana, akelA cAritra mokSa kI ora nahIM le jA skte| jaba tInoM kA yoga hotA hai taba mokSa ghaTita hotA hai ! jJAna, darzana aura cAritra - tInoM kA samanvita prayoga hI mokSa kA mArga hai / ye akele mokSa kI ora nahIM le jA skte|' hama kisI eka bAta ko pUrI bAta na mAna leM / hama isa dRSTi se soceM ki koI vyakti kisI bhI siddhAnta kA pratipAdana karatA hai. cintana prastuta karatA hai to vaha mAtra eka sphuliMga hai, eka cinagArI hai / hama eka cinagArI ko pUrI Aga na mAna leM, use mAtra eka cinagArI hI maaneN| Aga aura hai, cinagArI aura hai / eka kathana ko, eka pratipAdana yA cintana ko pUrA na maaneN| 42 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hama kore Atma-niyaMtraNa ko bhI sAdhaka na mAneM aura kore Atma-zodhana ko bhI sAdhaka na maaneN| jaba Atma-niyaMtraNa aura Atma-zodhana-donoM haiM, donoM kA yoga hotA hai, taba adhyAtma kI yAtrA sampanna hotI hai aura hama jahAM pahuMcanA cAhate haiM, vahAM pahuMca jAte haiN| hama do vyaktitvoM meM jIte haiN| eka hai sthUla vyaktitva aura dUsarA hai sUkSma vyktitv| isa bhautika zarIra se, paudgalika zarIra se jo hamArA saMbaMdha hai vaha sArA sthUla vyaktitva hai| hameM jIva mAnA jAtA hai| hama jIva ke rUpa meM pahacAne jAte haiM, isalie ki hamAre sthUla zarIra meM kucha aisI kriyAeM haiM, lakSaNa haiM jo kevala prANI meM milate haiM, padArtha meM nhiiN| padArtha aura prANI ke bIca eka bhedarekhA khIMcI gii| padArtha acetana hotA hai aura prANI scetn| sacetana aura acetana ke bIca bhedarekhA khIMcI gaI, kucha lakSaNa nirdhArita kie| jinameM amuka lakSaNa milate haiM, vaha prANI, aura jinameM ye lakSaNa nahIM milate vaha prANI nahIM hotaa| vaha acetana hai, padArtha hai, paudgalika hai| hamAre isa sthUla zarIra kI jo bhedarekhAeM haiM ve hameM jIva pramANita karatI haiN| hama unake dvArA jIva pramANita hote haiN| hamArA sUkSma vyaktitva, hamArI dRSTi meM jIva nahIM hai, AtmA nahIM hai| hamArA sthUla vyaktitva, hamArI dRSTi meM jIva hai, AtmA koI mAne yA na maane| sUkSma vyaktitva se sthUla vyaktitva taka pahuMcane ke lie dasa saMsthAoM kA nirmANa kiyA gayA hai| gati, indriya, kaSAya, lezyA, yoga, upayoga, jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura ved| ye dasa bar3e-bar3e saMsthAna haiM, kArakhAne haiN| Aja ke bar3e-se-bar3e kArakhAne inakI tulanA meM choTe par3ate haiN| choTe bhI itane ki eka ora parvata hai to eka ora rAI hai| vartamAna kI duniyA ke sAre audyogika saMsthAnoM ke AMkar3e hama ekatra kareM aura eka sthUla zarIra ke kArakhAne ke AMkar3e ekatra kareM to donoM kI tulanA nahIM ho skegii| hamAre zarIra kA kArakhAnA sabase bar3A pramANita hogaa| Aja ke vijJAna ne sUkSmatA ke jagat meM hamArI dRSTi ko itanA spaSTa kara DAlA hai ki Aja purAnI sUkSma bAtoM ko puSTa karane ke lie yA pramANita karane ke lie hamAre mana meM sAhasa hai, tanika bhI hicaka nahIM hai| vijJAna kI isa sUkSma jagat kI yAtrA se pUrva hama svayaM prAcIna sthUla aura sUkSma jagat kA samparka-sUtra 43
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________________ tathyoM ko sacoTa kahane meM hicakate the, aura kabhI-kabhI mana-hI-mana unakI yathArthatA ke prati saMdeha bhI abhivyakta kara dete the| kintu hama vijJAna ke bahuta AbhArI haiN| Aja ke vaijJAnikoM ne itane sUkSma tathya pratipAdita kie haiM ki atIta meM pratipAdita sUkSma satyoM ko prakaTa karane meM hameM koI saMkoca nahIM hotaa| eka choTA-sA udAharaNa prastuta karatA huuN| hamArA yaha zarIra seloM se banA hai, kozANuoM se nirmita hai| zarIra kI pratyeka kozikA eka avayava kA nirmANa karatI hai| ye sela bahuta sUkSma haiN| eka iMca kI laMbAI meM 2500 koSANuoM ko sIdhI lAina meM rakhA jA sakatA hai| hara sUkSma koSANu eka bar3A kArakhAnA hai| usake gyAraha vibhAga haiN| usakA apanA vidyut-gRha hai, jo vidyut paidA karatA hai| pratyeka kozikA ke pAsa apanA mastiSka hai jo sArA niyaMtraNa karatA hai| pUrI vyavasthA hai| usakA eka vibhAga aisA hai jo prApta vastuoM ko rasAyana meM badala detA hai, use viTAmina banAtA hai| pratyeka sela meM dasa hajAra se lekara eka lAkha taka nirdeza likhe hue hote haiN| yadi unako chApA jAe to briTena ke ensAiklopIDiyA jaise do hajAra bhAga (vAlyUma) nikala sakate haiN| aise araboM-kharaboM sela haiM hamAre zarIra meN| inakI tulanA kisase kareM, kaise kareM? yaha sthUla zarIra ke sUkSma jagat kI bAta hai| sUkSma zarIra kA sUkSma jagat kaisA hogA, kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| jisa sUkSma zarIra ne isa sthUla zarIra kA nirmANa kiyA, usa sthUla zarIra kI yaha sUkSma racanA hai| to jo nirmAtA hai sUkSma zarIra, usakI sUkSmatA para vicAra kareM to zAyada AdamI kA dimAga kAma hI nahIM kara paaegaa| bahuta sUkSma hai, sUkSma zarIra kA sUkSma jgt| isa sUkSma zarIra ne sthUla zarIra ke sAtha saMparka sthApita karane ke lie yA sthUla zarIra ko jIva kA vyaktitva pradAna karane ke lie dasa bar3e kArakhAne khola rakhe haiN| ina kArakhAnoM kA kAma yaha hai ki jo sUkSma Ae use sthUla banAnA, use sthUla zarIra meM bhejanA aura isa sthUla zarIra ke vyaktitva ko jIva kA svarUpa pradAna karanA, jisase ki hama pahacAna sakeM ki yaha jIva hai| - gati kA kArakhAnA aisA hai jo kisI ko manuSya, kisI ko pazu, 44 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ tiryaJca banAtA hai, prANiyoM kI jitanI jAtiyAM-upajAtiyAM haiM, ve sArI isI kI nirmitiyAM haiN| vaha amuka-amuka prakAra ke seloM kA nirmANa karatA hai aura apane-apane DhaMga ke prANI nirmita ho jAte haiN| hara prANI ke sela bhinna-bhinna prakAra ke hote haiM aura ve bhinna-bhinna prakAra kA kAma karate haiN| bar3I buddhi se kAma lenA par3atA hai isa gati ke kArakhAne ko| eka choTA-sA udAharaNa leN| ina varSoM meM maccharoM ko mArane ke lie DI. DI. TI. kA prayoga kiyA gyaa| prAraMbhika varSoM meM macchara kama hone lge| kintu maccharoM ke kozANuoM ne aisA parivartana kara liyA ki aba DI. DI. TI. kA una para koI asara nahIM hotaa| ve bar3ha rahe haiN| indriyoM kA saMsthAna bhI bahuta bar3A hai| yaha sArI indriyoM kA kAma saMcAlita karatA hai| jIva kA eka lakSaNa hai-gti| jo manuSya hotA hai, pazu hotA hai, hama use jIva mAnate haiN| jIva kA dUsarA lakSaNa hai-indriy| jisake indriyAM hotI haiM vaha jIva hotA hai| ajIva meM indriyAM nahIM hotii| __ kaSAya kA kArakhAnA bhI bahuta vizAla hai| jIva kA tIsarA lakSaNa hai-kssaay| jo krodha karatA hai, mAna aura mAyA karatA hai, lobha karatA hai, vaha jIva hotA hai| patthara meM na krodha hai, na mAna hai, na mAyA aura na lobha hai| vaha ajIva hai| jisameM kaSAya hai vaha jIva hotA hai| jisameM kaSAya nahIM hai, vaha jIva nahIM hotaa| vaha ajIva hotA hai| kaSAya hamAre sthUla vyaktitva kA eka lakSaNa hai| kaSAya ke paramANuoM ko saMpreSita karanA, unake srAvoM ko bAhara bhejanA, jo sUkSma jagat meM sUkSma haiM, una paramANuoM ko sthUla banAkara aura eka bhAva kA rUpa dekara bAhara bhejanA isa kArakhAne kA kAma hai| cauthA saMsthAna hai lezyA kaa| jisameM lezyA hotI hai vaha jIva hotA hai| jisameM 'orA' hotI hai, vaha jIva hotA hai| yahAM eka prazna ubharatA hai ki orA to acetana meM bhI hotI hai, ajIva meM bhI hotI hai| jo bhI padArtha haiM, unameM se razmiyAM nikalatI haiN| padArtha kA lakSaNa hI hai-razmiyoM ko vikIrNa krnaa| hara padArtha se razmiyAM nikalatI haiN| razmiyAM orA bana jAtI haiN| eka IMTa kI razmiyAM bhI orA bana jAtI haiN| aisI sthiti meM hama yaha kaise mAne ki jisameM lezyA hotI hai, orA hotI hai vaha sthUla aura sUkSma jagat kA samparka-sUtra 45
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________________ jIva hotA hai aura jisameM lezyA nahIM hotI, orA nahIM hotI vaha ajIva hotA hai? yaha lakSaNa ghaTita nahIM hotaa| isameM doSa hai| orA jIva aura ajIva dono meM hotI hai| yaha prazna AtA hai| hama ise smjheN| yaha saca hai ki padArtha meM, ajIva meM bhI orA hotI hai| kintu usakI orA nizcita hotI hai, vaha badalatI nhiiN| jIva kI orA anizcita hotI hai, badalatI rahatI hai| kabhI usakI orA acchI hotI hai aura kabhI burI hotI hai| kabhI usake raMga acche ho jAte haiM aura kabhI bure ho jAte haiN| aura yaha isalie hotA hai ki usako badalane vAlA lezyA-taMtra, bhAva-taMtra bhItara vidyamAna hai| padArtha meM korA vikiraNa hotA hai, kintu usa vikiraNa ko badalane vAlA, parivartita karane vAlA koI tattva bhItara nahIM hai| prANI kI orA kA niyAmaka tattva hai-leshyaa| lezyA ke do bheda haiM-dravya-lezyA aura bhAva-lezyA, paudgalika-lezyA aura aatmik-leshyaa| vaha niraMtara badalatI rahatI hai| padArtha meM yaha parivartana nahIM hotaa| padArtha ke bAre meM eka vaijJAnika nizcita bAta kaha sakatA hai, nizcita niyama banA sakatA hai| unake sArvabhauma niyamoM kI vyAkhyA kI jA sakatI hai kintu prANI ke bAre meM koI nizcita niyama yA vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| yaha sAmiyAnA baMdhA hai| yaha icchA ho to chAyA kare, icchA na ho to na kare, aisA kabhI nahIM hotaa| yadi yaha baMdhA hai to nizcita hI chAyA karegA, kintu prANI ke lie yaha ghaTita nahIM hotaa| vaha jaba icchA hotI hai taba chAyA meM baiTha jAtA hai aura jaba icchA hotI hai taba dhUpa meM baiTha jAtA hai| garmI lagatI hai to chAyA meM A jAtA hai aura jaba sardI lagatI hai to dhUpa meM calA jAtA hai| prANI kI yaha svataMtratA hai| a-prANI kI yaha svataMtratA nahIM hotii| relagAr3I ke lie yaha saMbhava nahIM hai ki vaha yaha soce, maiM paTarI para itane mIla calI hUM, aba sIdhe rAste se cluuN| kintu eka choTI-sI cIMTI ke lie yaha saMbhava hai| prANI kI jo vizeSatA hai, vaha hai usakI svtNtrtaa| usakI vicAra kI svtNtrtaa| vicAra kA saMsthAna, bhAva kA saMsthAna itanA bar3A hai ki usake lie koI niyama nahIM banAyA jA sakatA, usakI koI nizcita vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| Aja ke manovaijJAnikoM ke 46 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hajAroM-hajAroM prayogoM aura anveSaNoM ke bAvajUda sabhI prANiyoM ke lie koI sArvabhauma niyama nahIM batAyA jA sakA aura bhaviSya meM bhI nahIM batAyA jA sakegA / prANI aura padArtha meM yaha maulika antara hai ki padArtha kI orA nizcita hotI hai / usameM parivartana karane vAlA niyAmaka tattva nahIM hotA / prANI kI orA badalatI rahatI hai / usameM kabhI kAlA, kabhI lAla, kabhI pIlA, kabhI nIlA aura kabhI sapheda raMga ubhara AtA hai| AdamI ke bhAvoM ke anurUpa raMga badalate rahate haiN| AdamI gusse meM hotA hai to lAla raMga kA orA bana jAtA hai| AdamI zAMta hotA hai to sapheda raMga / kA orA bana jAtA hai / orA prANI kA lakSaNa hai, kintu isake sAtha itanA aura jor3a denA cAhie ki parivartanazIla orA prANI kA lakSaNa hai / lezyA prANI kA lakSaNa hai / yaha lezyA kA bahuta bar3A kArakhAnA hai / kaSAya kI taraMgeM aura kaSAya kI zuddhi hone para Ane vAlI caitanya kI taraMgeM - ina saba taraMgoM ko bhAva ke sAMce meM DhAlanA, bhAva ke rUpa meM inakA nirmANa karanA, aura unheM vicAra taka, karma taka, kriyA taka pahuMcA denA - yaha isakA kAma hai / yaha sabase bar3A saMsthAna hai| sUkSma zarIra aura sthUla zarIra ke bIca meM yadi koI saMparka sUtra hai to vaha vAstava meM hai lezyA / lezyA hI saMparka sUtra hai / mana, vacana aura kAyA kI pravRtti ke dvArA jo kucha bAhara se AtA hai vaha kaccA mAla hotA hai / lezyA use letI hai aura use kaSAya taka pahuMcA detI hai / vaha kaccA mAla kaSAya ke saMsthAna taka pahuMca jAtA hai| yaha lezyA kA kAma hai| phira bhItara se vaha kaccA mAla pakkA banakara AtA hai| jo karma jAtA hai vaha phira vipAka hokara AtA hai / bhItarI srAva jo rasAyana banakara AtA hai use lezyA phira adhyavasAya se lekara hamAre sAre sthUla taMtra taka, mastiSka aura antaHsrAvI granthiyoM taka pahuMcA detI hai / isalie yadi hamAre sthUla zarIra meM lezyA ke pratinidhi saMsthAnoM ko khojeM, unake bikrI saMsthAnoM ko khojeM to jitanI antaHsrAvI granthiyAM haiM, ye sArI lezyA kI pratinidhi saMsthAeM haiM, bikrI saMsthAna haiN| unake selsa mainejara vahAM baiThe haiN| acche DhaMga se unake mAla kI saplAI sthUla aura sUkSma jagat kA samparka - sUtra 47
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________________ kara rahe haiN| antaHsrAvI granthiyoM ke jo srAva haiM, ve karmoM ke srAva bhItara se Ate haiM lezyA ke dvArA aura yahAM Akara ve sAre bAharI vyaktitva ko prabhAvita karate haiN| sArA bAharI vyaktitva usase badala jAtA hai| jo bhI mAla AtA hai, vaha raMgIna AtA hai| bhItara jAtA hai, vaha bhI raMgIna jAtA hai| bAhara AtA hai, vaha bhI raMgIna AtA hai| kaSAya zabda kA cunAva bhI bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| kaSAya kA artha hotA hai-raMgA huaa| lAla raMga se raMgA huA yA kevala raMgA huaa| raMge hue kapar3e ko kASAyika kapar3A kahA jAtA hai| bhItara meM bar3A raMga kA saMsthAna hai-kaSAya kA tNtr| vahAM jo kucha bhI jAtA hai vaha raMgIna hokara hI jAtA hai| vahAM binA raMga kI koI vasta nahIM hai| vahAM jo kucha hai vaha sArA raMgA haA hai| raMga hI raMga kA sArA saMsthAna hai| vahAM se jo kucha bhI AtA hai vaha raMgakara AtA hai| jitane karma ke paramANu haiM ve sAre ke sAre raMga ke paramANu haiN| eka AdamI hiMsA kA vicAra karatA hai| to kAle raMga ke paramANuoM ko AkarSita karatA hai| eka AdamI asatya bolatA hai to kAle raMga ke paramANuoM ko AkarSita karatA hai| gaMdale kAle raMga ke prmaannu| eka AdamI krodha karatA hai to malina lAla raMga ke paramANu AkarSita hote haiN| raMga do prakAra ke hote haiN| eka hai-prakAzamAna raMga aura eka hai-gaMdalA rNg| eka AdamI mAyA kA vyavahAra karatA hai to gaMdale nIle raMga ke paramANu AkarSita karatA hai| jo AdamI bure kArya karatA hai, aThAraha pApa-sthAnoM kA sevana karatA hai, unakA AcaraNa karatA hai to gandA kAlA, gandA nIlA, gandA lAla, gandA pIlA, gandA sapheda pAMcoM gande raMgoM ke paramANu AkarSita hote haiM aura ve bhItara ke kaSAya-taMtroM taka pahuMca jAte haiN| unako pahuMcAne vAlI hai-leshyaa| saMparka-sUtra kA sArA kArya lezyA ke hAtha meM hai| phira vahAM se paka-pakAkara jaba vipAka hotA hai, pUre raMga kara jaba ve bAhara Ate haiM, taba lezyA unheM saMbhAlatI hai aura unheM bAhara taka pahuMcA detI hai, vipAka taka pahuMcA detI hai| ve vipAka hamAre bhinna-bhinna antaHsrAvI granthiyoM meM Akara bhinna-bhinna prakAra kI vedanAeM aura 48 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ pratikriyAeM prakaTa karate haiN| yaha raMga kA sabase bar3A saMsthAna hai-leshyaa-tntr| hamArA sArA jIvana-tantra raMgoM ke AdhAra para calatA hai| Aja ke manovaijJAnikoM aura vaijJAnikoM ne yaha khoja kI hai ki vyakti ke antar-mana ko, avacetana mana ko aura mastiSka ko sabase adhika prabhAvita karane vAlA hai-rNg| raMga hamAre samUce vyaktitva ko prabhAvita karatA hai| yaha bahuta bar3I sacAI hai| hama sabase jyAdA raMga se prabhAvita hote haiN| rasa kA bhI prabhAva hotA hai, gandha aura sparza kA bhI prabhAva hotA hai, kintu raMga jitanA prabhAva DAlatA hai, utanA koI nahIM ddaaltaa| hama saba raMgoM se prabhAvita hote haiN| hamAre jIvana kA saMbaMdha raMga se hai| hamArI mRtyu kA saMbaMdha raMga se hai| hamAre punarjanma kA saMbaMdha raMga se hai| hamAre bhAvoM-vicAroM kA saMbaMdha raMga se hai| jisa prakAra ke raMga hama grahaNa karate haiM, vaise hI hamAre bhAva bana jAte haiN| jaba hama hiMsA kA vicAra karate haiM taba kAle raMga ke paramANu AkarSita hote haiM aura hamArI AtmA ke pariNAma bhI kAle raMga ke anurUpa bana jAte haiN| jaisA sAnnidhya milatA hai, vaisA bana jAtA hai| sphaTika ke sAmane jaisA raMga AtA hai, vaha vaisA hI dIkhane laga jAtA hai| sphaTika kA apanA raMga nahIM hotaa| usake sAmane kAlA raMga AtA hai to vaha kAlA, pIlA raMga AtA hai to vaha pIlA, lAla raMga AtA hai to vaha lAla aura nIlA raMga AtA hai to vaha nIlA bana jAtA hai| AtmA ke pariNAmoM kA apanA koI raMga nahIM hotaa| sAmane jisa raMga ke paramANu Ate haiN| AtmA kA pariNAma usa raMga meM badala jAtA hai| vaisI hI hamArI bhAva-lezyA ho jAtI hai| yaha saMsthAna hamAre jIvana kI pratyeka gatividhI se sambaddha saMsthAna hai| isalie isa viSaya para hameM bahuta vistAra se carcA karanI hogii| eka vyakti maratA hai| vaha agale janma meM paidA hotA hai| pUchA gayA ki vaha agale janma meM kyA hogA? kaisA hogA? uttara milA-jisa lezyA meM maregA usI lezyA meM utpanna hogaa| jisa raMga meM maregA usI raMga meM paidA hogaa| jJAna aura dhyAna ke sAtha, karma aura jIvana ke sAtha, mRtyu aura punarjanma ke sAtha-sabake sAtha raMgoM kA sambandha hai| sthUla vyaktitva kA sthUla aura sUkSma jagata kA samparka-sUtra 46
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________________ aisA kauna-sA viSaya hai, jisake sAtha raMga kA sambandha na ho| yaha aMgulI hilatI hai| isakA bhI apanA raMga hai| eka aMgulI kA nAma hai-trjnii| isakA kAma hai tarjanA denaa| ise hI tarjanI kyoM kahA gayA? dUsarI aMgulI ko tarjanI kyoM nahIM kahA gayA? ise tarjanI isalie kahA gayA ki isakA raMga tarjanA dene vAlA hai| hamArI aMguliyoM kA, hamAre ghuTane aura er3I kA, hamAre paira taka ke bhAga kA raMga, hamAre kaTi taka ke bhAga kA raMga aura zarIra ke UparI bhAga taka kA raMga alaga-alaga hai| sArA raMga hI raMga hai| jo bhI hama khAte haiM, vaha AhAra-paryApti ke koSa meM jAtA hai| AhAra-paryApti kI ve kozikAeM sabase pahale una paramANuoM ko raMga aura rUpa meM badalatI haiN| unako raMga detI haiN| hamArA sArA vicAra raMga se sambaddha hai| hamArA cintana, smRti, raMga se sambaddha hai| sAre vyaktitva ko lezyA raMga prabhAvita kie hue hai| isalie isa viSaya para vistAra se carcA karanA Avazyaka hai| pAMcavAM saMsthAna hai-yoga kA, pravRtti kaa| yaha bhI vyaktitva ke pahacAna kA eka lakSaNa hai| yoga kA artha hai-cNcltaa| prazna ho sakatA hai ki yaha jIva kA lakSaNa kaise bana sakatA hai? caMcalatA paramANu meM bhI hotI hai| isakA uttara hai ki jIva meM svecchAkRta caMcalatA hotI hai, paramANu meM svecchAkRta caMcalatA nahIM hotii| prANI kA lakSaNa kevala gati nahI hai, kintu svecchAkRta gati hai| gati acetana meM bhI hotI hai| duniyA me aisA koI padArtha nahIM hai, jisameM gati na ho| pudgala aura jIva-dono meM gati hai| pudgala meM svecchAkRta gati nahIM hotI, jIva meM svecchAkRta gati hotI hai| isalie yoga bhI jIva kA eka lakSaNa hai| jJAna, darzana, cAritra, upayoga aura veda-ye pAMcoM hI jIvoM ke lakSaNa haiN| jisameM jJAna hotA hai, vaha jIva aura jisameM jJAna nahIM hotA, vaha ajiiv| jisameM dekhane kI zakti hotI hai, vaha jIva aura jisameM dekhane kI zakti nahIM hotI, vaha ajiiv| jisameM aniyata AcaraNa kI kSamatA hotI hai, vaha jIva jisameM yaha kSamatA nahIM hotI, vaha ajiiv| jisame upayoga kI zakti-cAhe to jAnanA aura na cAhe to na jAnanA-hotI hai vaha jIva aura bAkI ajiiv| jisameM dUsare prANI ko utpanna karane 50 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ yA janma dene kI kSamatA hotI hai, vaha jIva aura jisameM yaha kSamatA nahIM hotI, vaha ajIva / ye dasa aise saMsthAna haiM jo hamAre sUkSma vyaktitva aura sthUla vyaktitva ke bIca meM baiThe haiM aura sUkSma zarIra se Ane vAle anudAna ko upalabdha kara, use sthUla banAkara sthUla vyaktitva meM saMpreSita karate haiM aura sthUla vyaktitva ko eka jIva hone kA gaurava pradAna karate haiM / sthUla aura sUkSma jagat kA samparka sUtra 51
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________________ 5. jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (1) 1. . vyakti badalanA cAhatA hai : vyaktitva ke tIna aMga-bhAva zodhana, vicAra niyantraNa, vyavahAra niyantraNa 2. * zodhana kI mahattvapUrNa prakriyA-lezyA yA bhAvakendra para jaagnaa| 3. * bhAvakendra antaH aura bAhya-donoM se prabhAvita hotA hai| bure ke niyaMtraNa se bAharI tattva lezyA ko prabhAvita nahIM karate taba bhAvakendra zaktizAlI hokara bhItara se Ane vAle bure srAvoM yA vipAkoM ko niSkriya banAkara bAhara pheMkane meM samartha hotA hai| azuddha bhAva zuddha bhAva * kRSNa-ajitendriya padma-jitendriya * kRSNa-capalatA taijas-sthiratA * kRSNa-mana kI azAMti padma-mana kI zAMti * nIla-rasa lolupatA padma-rasa vijaya * kApota-vakratA taijas-saralatA 2R . hara samajhadAra vyakti apanA rUpAntaraNa cAhatA hai, vyaktitva ko badalanA cAhatA hai| jo jaisA hai, vaise meM saMtuSTa nahIM hotA, aura acchA bananA cAhatA hai| vyaktitva ke rUpAntaraNa kI yaha bhAvanA pratyeka vyakti meM satata banI rahatI hai| parantu prazna hai ki vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa kaise ho aura kahAM ho? vaha kauna-sA kendra hai jahAM pahuMcakara vyakti rUpAntarita ho sakatA hai, apane vyaktitva ko badala sakatA hai| vyaktitva kA AvaraNa aura vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa-ye do bAteM haiN| vyaktitva para AvaraNa to 52 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ jaba cAhe taba DAlA jA sakatA hai| jo vyakti jaisA hai, vaisA dIkhanA kama pasanda karatA hai| vaha bahuta bAra apane vyaktitva para AvaraNa DAle rahatA hai jisase ki dUsarA use pahacAna na sake, usake asalI rUpa ko jAna na ske| AdamI ko yathArtha meM jAna pAnA, pahacAna pAnA bahuta hI kaThina hai| kyoMki usake vyaktitva para itane AvaraNa haiM ki koI bhI mUlarUpa ko nahIM jAna sktaa| koI bhI vyakti apane Apako krodhI yA mAyAvI pradarzita karanA nahIM caahtaa| krodhI vyakti apane Apako atyanata zAnta aura kSamAzIla pradarzita karanA cAhatA hai aura mAyAvI vyakti bhI apane Apako bahuta Rju aura sarala dikhAnA cAhatA hai| vaha svayaM ko vItarAga jaisA dikhAnA cAhatA hai| isa prakAra vyaktitva para aneka AvaraNa DAla die jAte haiN| vyakti kI pahacAna nahIM ho sktii| vyakti ko samajhane meM jitanA dhokhA hotA hai utanA dhokhA aura kisI ko samajhane meM nahIM hotaa| padArtha ko samajhane meM koI dhokhA nahIM hotaa| kintu vyakti ko sahI rUpa meM pahacAnane meM dhokhA hotA hai aura isakA kAraNa spaSTa hai ki vyakti apane vyaktitva para AvaraNa DAlanA jAnatA hai| usameM AvaraNa DAlane kI tIvra buddhi hai, kSamatA hai| __vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa dUsarI bAta hai| rUpAntaraNa karanA AvaraNa DAlanA nahIM hai| rUpAntaraNa meM vyakti bilkula badala jAtA hai| vyakti nayA ho jAtA hai| usakA nayA janma ho jAtA hai| phira AvaraNa DAlane kI bAta nahIM hotii| rUpAntaraNa se vyakti acchA bhI ho sakatA hai aura burA bhI ho sakatA hai| acchA burA bana sakatA hai aura burA acchA bana sakatA hai| hamArI isa duniyA meM eka bhI vyakti aisA nahIM hai jise sarvathA acchA kahA jA sake aura koI bhI vyakti aisA nahIM hai jise sarvathA burA kahA jA ske| hama jisako burA mAnate haiM vaha acchA bhI hai aura jise acchA mAnate haiM vaha burA bhI hai| acchAI aura burAI-donoM sAtha-sAtha calatI haiN| antara itanA-sA hotA hai ki acchAI jaba ubharakara sAmane AtI hai, taba burAI nIce raha jAtI hai aura jaba burAI ubharakara sAmane AtI hai, taba acchAI nIce raha jAtI hai| isalie hameM usa bindu kI khoja karanI hai, jahAM vyakti kA rUpAntaraNa hotA hai yA jo vyakti jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (1) 53
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________________ ko rUpAntarita karatA hai / khoja se yaha niSpatti huI ki vaha bindu hai - lezyA / lezyA eka aisA caitanya - kendra hai, jahAM pahuMcane para vyakti kA rUpAntaraNa ghaTita hotA hai 1 cetanA ke tIna stara haiM 1. sthUla cetanA kA stara - yaha sthUla zarIra ke sAtha kAryazIla rahatA hai / 54 2. lezyA kA stara - yaha vidyut zarIra - taijas zarIra ke sAtha kAma karatA hai| 3. adhyavasAya kA stara - yaha ati sUkSma zarIra (karma zarIra ) ke sAtha kAma karatA hai / zarIra tIna haiM - sthUla zarIra, sUkSma zarIra aura ati sUkSma zarIra / sthUla zarIra hai - audArika, sUkSma zarIra hai - taijas aura ati sUkSma zarIra hai - karma zarIra / ina tIna staroM para tIna cetanA kendra kAma karate haiM / eka hai - citta cetanA - kendra, dUsarA hai - lezyA cetanA - kendra aura tIsarA hai - adhyavasAya cetanA - kendra | ye tInoM tIna staroM para kAma karate haiM / citta kA saMbaMdha hamAre sthUla zarIra se hai / citta, mana aura indriyAM - ye saba sthUla zarIra se saMbaddha haiM / lezyA hamAre sthUla se saMbaddha nahIM hai| jinake mastiSka hai, suSumnA hai, nAr3I saMsthAna hai unake lezyA hotI hai jina to jIvoM meM ye nahIM hote, kevala eka spena indriya hI hotI hai, unake bhI lezyA hotI hai / yaha lezyA - taMtra, bhAvoM kA nirmANa karane vAlA taMtra, yaha cetanA kendra sabase adhika sakriya aura jAgrata hotA hai / jitanI snAyavika kriyA hai, vaha sArI zarIra se sambandha rakhatI hai / mana kA koI bhI vicAra, vANI kI koI bhI pravRtti, zarIra kI koI bhI kriyA aura buddhi yA citta kI koI bhI kriyA isa zarIra - taMtra ke binA, snAyavika yoga ke binA nahIM hotI / jJAnavAhI snAyu aura kriyAvAhI snAyu - donoM prakAra ke snAyu ina sArI kriyAoM kA saMpAdana karate haiM, kintu lezyA ke lie ina snAyuoM kI koI apekSA nahIM hai / yaha snAyu se pare, sthUla zarIra se pare hai| yahAM yaha bhI spaSTa ho jAtA hai ki Atma-niyaMtraNa snAyavika stara para hotA hai aura Atma-zodhana lezyA ke stara para hotA hai / AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hamAre vyaktitva ke tIna pahalU haiM-bhAva, vicAra aura vyavahAra / vyavahAra hamArI kAyika pravRtti hai, kAyika AcaraNa hai| vicAra hamArI mAnasika pravRtti hai| ye donoM snAyuoM se saMbaMdhita haiN| mana bhI snAyavika pravRtti hai aura vyavahAra bhI snAyavika pravRtti hai| bhAva snAyavika pravRtti nahIM hai| vaha lezyA-kendra se hone vAlI kriyA hai| vyavahAra kA niyaMtraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| isa prakAra baiTho, isa prakAra mata baittho| yaha karo, vaha mata kro| yaha saba snAyika pravRtti hai| isa para niyaMtraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| vANI kI pravRtti para niyaMtraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai aura mana kI kriyA para bhI niyaMtraNa kiyA jA sakatA hai| kintu jaba hama vyavahAra aura vicAra se pare jAte haiM, bhAva ke jagat meM praveza karate haiM aura usa cetanA ke stara para jAte haiM, vahAM niyaMtraNa koI kAma nahIM detaa| hamArA yaha prasiddha sUtra hai ki yoga pravRtti kA, kriyAtmaka AcaraNa kA tyAga kiyA jA sakatA hai, pratyAkhyAna kiyA jA sakatA hai| kintu Antarika malinatA kA tyAga aura pratyAkhyAna nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| pramAda aura kaSAya kA tyAga kabhI nahIM hotaa| jitanA tyAga yA pratyAkhyAna hotA hai, vaha sArA-kA-sArA kriyAtmaka pravRttiyoM kA hotA hai| vaha kriyAtmaka pravRtti cAhe mana kI ho, cAhe vANI kI ho, cAhe zarIra kI ho| sArA niyaMtraNa, tyAga yA pratyAkhyAna hogA ina kriyAtmaka pravRttiyoM kaa| isakA tAtparya hai ki sthUla zarIra kI cetanA taka, sthUla zarIra kI snAyavika kriyA taka hI tyAga aura niyaMtraNa hotA hai| isase Age jo kucha hotA hai, vaha svAbhAvika hotA hai, kiyA huA nahIM hotaa| bhAva aura lezyA ke kSetra meM niyaMtraNa nahIM, zodhana hotA hai| hamAre meM niyaMtraNa kA bhI avakAza hai-aura zodhana kA bhI avakAza hai| hama niyaMtraNa ke kSetra meM zodhana ko na lAeM aura zodhana ke kSetra meM niyaMtraNa ko na laaeN| donoM kI apanI-apanI sImAeM haiN| eka hai-niyaMtraNa kI sImA, eka hai-zodhana kI siimaa| bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki vyakti niyaMtraNa karanA cAhatA hai, zodhana karanA cAhatA hai, saMkalpa karanA cAhatA hai, acchA honA cAhatA hai, phira bhI vaha vaisA ho nahIM paataa| tyAga karatA hai, pratyAkhyAna karatA hai, dRr3ha jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (1) 55 hai, vaha sArA mana kI
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________________ nizcaya karatA hai, parantu jo antara meM badalanA cAhie vaha nahIM badalatA, jo Adata bananI cAhie vaha nahIM bntii| taba vyakti ke mana meM prazna ubharatA hai| isakA acchA samAdhAna isa lezyA-taMtra ke dvArA milatA hai| yadi hama snAyavika stara para isa prazna ko samAhita karanA cAheM to ho nahIM sktaa| snAyavika stara kI sAdhanA kevala niyaMtraNa taka le jAtI hai, rUpAntaraNa taka nahIM le jaatii| jaba taka hama rUpAntaraNa ke stara para nahIM jAgate, vahAM cittavRttiyoM kA jAgaraNa nahIM karate, cetanA ko vahAM nahIM jagAte, vahAM dhyAna nahIM karate to niyaMtraNa ho sakatA hai, zodhana nahIM ho sktaa| jaba taka zodhana nahIM hotA taba taka niyaMtraNa kI bAta sAmane AtI rahegI, rUpAntaraNa nahIM hogaa| rUpAntaraNa ke bAda niyaMtraNa samApta ho jAtA hai, kyoMki rUpAntarita vyakti ke lie niyaMtraNa kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| jo vyakti zukla-lezyA meM, padma-lezyA meM aura tejo-lezyA meM pahuMca jAtA hai, usa vyakti ke lie niyaMtraNa kI bAta bahuta kama Avazyaka hotI hai| jo vyakti vItarAga bana gayA, usake lie niyaMtraNa kI jarUrata hI nahIM hotii| jo vyakti apramatta avasthA meM calA jAtA hai, usake lie niyaMtraNa kisa kAma kA! jaba taka lezyA ke dvArA apane vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka niyaMtraNa ko nahIM chor3A jA sktaa| ye donoM sImAeM haiM aura ina donoM sImAoM ko hameM bahuta hI spaSTatA se samajha lenA hai| bhAva se vicAra aura vicAra se kriyaa| kriyA sthUla hai| vicAra usase sUkSma hai aura bhAva usase bhI suukssm| kriyA aura vicAra-donoM snAyavika preraNAeM haiN| bhAva snAyavika pravRtti nahIM, zarIra kI pravRtti nahIM hai| vaha sthUla zarIra se pare, phijikala-baoNDI se pare jo lezyA-zarIra yA lezyA-taMtra hai, lezyA kA cetanA kendra hai, usakI pravRtti hai, usakI kriyA hai| zodhana kA, rUpAntaraNa kA yaha pahalA bindu hai| vahAM pahuMcakara hama rUpAntaraNa kara sakate haiN| vyakti ko pahacAnane kA bhI yahI bindu hai| snAyavika bindu ke jagat meM bahuta dhokhA diyA jA sakatA hai aura vyakti ko pahacAnane meM bahuta bar3A dhokhA ho sakatA hai| koI vyakti bahuta krUra hotA hai kintu dUsare se milane meM itanA vinamra vyavahAra karatA 56 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hai ki vyakti chalanA meM A jAte haiM, dhokhe meM A jAte haiN| vyAvasAyika jagat meM na jAne isa prakAra ke kitane dhokhe calate haiN| vaha mAyAvI vyakti apane Apako itanA milanasAra, itanA vinamra aura itanA svArtha se Upara uThA huA pradarzita karatA hai aura jaba usakA antaraMga svarUpa sAmane AtA hai taba donoM svarUpoM meM koI sAmaMjasya hI najara nahIM aataa| donoM eka-dUsare se atyanta vipriit| isIlie vyaktitva ke pahacAna kI kasauTI yaha mAnasa-jagat aura vyavahAra-jagat nahIM hai, kintu bhAva-jagat hai, jahAM koI dhokhA nahIM ho sktaa| jo jaisA hai, vaisA rUpa hI vahAM milegaa| prAcInakAla meM sAdhanA ke AcArya apane ziSya kI pahacAna, usakI yogyatA kI parakha usake AbhAmaMDala ke AdhAra para karate the| unakI lezyAoM aura bhAvamaMDaloM ko dekhakara use jAna lete the| jaisA bhAvamaMDala vaisA aabhaamNddl| AbhAmaMDala batA degA ki isa vyakti kA bhAvamaMDala kaisA hai aura bhAvamaMDala yaha batA degA ki vyakti kaisA hai| vahAM koI parivartana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| Aja kI duniyA meM aise vaijJAnika upakaraNa prApta haiM, jinake dvArA vyakti ke antarmana ko dekhA jAtA hai| aparAdhoM kI jAMca kI jAtI hai| aparAdhoM kI khoja karane vAlI zAkhAeM isa prakAra ke upakaraNoM kA upayoga karatI haiN| ye mazIneM batA detI haiM ki amuka ne corI kI yA nahIM kii| amuka jhUTha bola rahA hai yA saca? vyakti ko pUchane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| mazIna ke sAmane biThA diyA jAtA hai| yaMtra kI suI ghUmatI hai| grApha utaratA hai| patA laga jAtA hai-aparAdha kA aura aparAdhI kaa| isameM bhI dhokhA ho sakatA hai kyoMki sAmane jaba yaha vAtAvaraNa hotA hai to vyakti ke mana meM bhI kriyAeM badala jAtI haiN| isameM dhokhe kI saMbhAvanA hai, kintu AbhAmaMDala meM dhokhA hone kI koI saMbhAvanA nahIM hai| Aja ke vaijJAnikoM ne aneka gaveSaNAoM ke bAda yaha ghoSaNA kI ki zarIra meM jo roga hogA, usakI pUrva-sUcanA tIna mahIne pahale mila jaaegii| tIna mahIne se pahale vaha roga AbhAmaMDala meM utara aaegaa| phira dhIre-dhIre vaha sthUla zarIra taka phuNcegaa| usako vahAM abhivyakti hone jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (1) 57
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________________ meM tIna mahIne laga jaaeNge| tIna mahIne pahale jaba yaha jJAta ho jAegA ki amuka roga ubharane vAlA hai, taba vyakti usakI pUrva-cikitsA karA legA, jisase ki vaha roga ubhare hI nhiiN| aneka mahInoM pUrva yaha ghoSaNA kI jA sakatI hai ki yaha vyakti amuka dina maregA, kyoMki AbhAmaMDala para mRtyu pahale hI utarane laga jAtI hai| devatAoM kA AbhAmaMDala mRtyu se chaha mAsa pUrva kSINa hone laga jAtA hai| unheM sUcanA mila jAtI hai ki chaha mAsa bAda unheM devajanma ko chor3akara anyatra jAnA hogA, dUsarA janma lenA hogaa| unakI mRtyu ko jAnane kA AbhAmaMDala sazakta mAdhyama hai| hamAre sUkSma-jagat meM ghaTita hone vAle sAre nirdezoM ko AbhAmaMDala lAtA hai| adhyavasAya meM, karma-zarIra meM jo-jo ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanAeM sUkSma-spaMdana ke rUpa meM ghaTita ho rahI haiM, unako bhAva jagat meM utArane vAlA AbhAmaMDala hai aura bhAva-jagat meM jo ghaTanAeM utaratI haiM, unake sAre nirdeza AbhAmaMDala meM pahuMcate haiN|| ____ hama bhASA se paricita haiM aura lipi se paricita haiN| hama donoM ko jAnate haiN| kintu yaha bahuta hI sthUla bAta hai| mana jaba kucha socatA hai taba citra hotA hai, bhASA nahIM hotii| hama jo mana meM socate haiM, use bhASA meM abhivyakta karate haiN| socate haiM, taba usakA citra hotA hai aura bolate haiM, taba lipi bana jAtI hai| manaHparyavajJAnI hamAre mana ke bhAvoM ko tatkAla jAna jAtA hai| vaha lipi ko nahIM par3hatA, kintu citroM ko par3hatA hai| eka vyakti ne Aja kucha socaa| jaise hI usane socA, vicAra pUrA kiyA ki usake vicAroM ke citra mana se nikalakara AkAzamaMDala meM phaila jAte haiN| hajAra varSa bAda bhI, eka manaHparyavajJAnI, jisameM mAnasika avasthAoM ko par3hane kI kSamatA hai, vaha una vicAroM dvArA utsarjita citroM ko dekhakara jAna jAegA ki usa amuka vyakti ne yaha socA thaa| mAnasika citra, mana kI AkRtiyAM AkAzamaMDala meM bharI par3I haiN| mana kI bhASA citra kI bhASA hai, lipi kI bhASA nahIM hai| bhAva kI bhASA usase bhI sUkSma hai| vaha rekhAoM kI bhASA hai| vahAM spaMdana rekhAoM kA rUpa le lete haiN| adhyavasAya kI bhASA korI 58 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ taraMgoM kI bhASA hai| vahAM koI rekhAeM nahIM haiN| * adhyavasAya kI bhASA taraMga kI bhASA hai, spaMdana kI bhASA hai| * lezyA kI bhASA rekhAMkana kI bhASA hai| * mana kI bhASA citra kI bhASA hai| * AdamI kI bhASA lipi kI bhASA hai-akSarAtmaka bhASA hai| hama jo sUkSma jagat meM karate haiM, vaha sArA sthUla jagat meM utaratA hai| manovaijJAnikoM ne jo vyAkhyAeM kI haiM, ve vAstava meM jaTila banI haiN| ve adhUrI haiN| kyoMki ve vyavahAra kI vyAkhyA paristhiti ke AdhAra para karate haiN| eka vyakti kabhI ghRNA bhI karatA hai aura kabhI aima bhI karatA hai| yaha kaise ho sakatA hai ki eka hI vyakti kabhI ghRNA kare aura kabhI prema kre| Azcarya isa bAta kA hai ki vaha vyakti prAtaHkAla jisase ghRNA karatA hai, sAyaMkAla usase prema karane laga jAtA hai| yaha kyoM hotA hai? vyAvahArika manovijJAna isa prazna ke uttara meM kahatA hai ki jo vyakti jisa prakAra ke oNbjekTa se jo bAta sIkhatA hai, vaha vaisA hI karane lagatA hai| vaha vyakti bacapana meM hI yaha bAta sIkha cukA hai| mAtA ne use kabhI dulArA, pyAra kiyA to usane prema sIkha liyaa| mAtA ne use kabhI DAMTA, phaTakArA to usane ghRNA sIkha lI, krodha karanA sIkha liyA aura uttejita honA sIkha liyaa| vyakti jo kucha sIkhatA hai, vaha sArA vyavahAra se sIkhatA hai| manovijJAna vyavahAra kA isase Age koI samAdhAna nahIM de paataa| kintu hamArA vyavahAra itanA sarala nahIM hai| vaha itanA jaTila aura itanI jaTilatAoM se bharA hai ki kevala paristhiti ke pratibimboM ko grahaNa karane se pUrA samAdhAna nahIM ho sktaa| kintu yadi hama ina sArI samasyAoM ko vyavahAra-jagat se vicAra-jagat taka le jAeM, vicAra-jagat se bhAva-jagat taka le jAeM aura bhAva-jagat se adhyavasAya-jagat taka le jAeM, taba hameM pUrI vyAkhyA prApta ho sakatI hai, pUrA samAdhAna ho sakatA hai| ___adhyavasAya ke jagat meM, karma-zarIra ke jagat meM eka mUrchA hai| prema bhI mUrchA hai aura ghRNA bhI mUrchA hai| prema karanA bhI mUrchA hai aura ghRNA karanA bhI mUrchA hai| donoM eka haiM, do nahIM haiN| kevala mAtrA kA jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (1) 56
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________________ antara hai| kevala prakaMpanoM kA antara hai aura koI antara nahIM hai| vijJAna ke jagat meM ina virodhI bAtoM ko sulajhAne kA bahuta prayatna huA hai| eka hai-raMga aura eka hai-shbd| vaijJAnika kahegA-inameM koI antara nahIM hai| kevala phrIkvensI kA antara hai| raMga ko sunA jA sakatA hai| yadi raMga ko zabda kI phrIkvensI prApta ho jAe to vaha bhI sunAI de sakatA hai| phrIkvensI kA antara miTa jAe to raMga aura zabdoM meM koI antara nahIM raha jaataa| dhvani ko dekhA jA sakatA hai, yadi use raMga kI phrIkvensI prApta ho jaae| prema, ghRNA Adi mUrchA kI phrIkvensiyAM haiM, mUrchA ke prakaMpana haiN| prakaMpanoM kI mAtrA ghaTa-bar3ha jAtI hai, taba prema ubharatA hai, ghRNA ubharatI hai| prema hI AvRttiyoM ke bheda se ghRNA bana jAtA hai| eka hI mUrchA ke nAnArUpa bana jAte haiN| krodha bhI mUrchA hai, mAna bhI mUrchA hai, mAyA aura lobha bhI mUrchA hai| bhaya bhI mUrchA hai, kAmavAsanA bhI mUrchA hai| eka hI mUrchA ke ye nAnArUpa haiN| ye nAnArUpa hamAre jIvana meM abhivyakta hote rahate haiN| isalie eka baccA jo kabhI prema karatA hai, kabhI ghRNA karatA hai, vaha kevala mAM se hI nahIM sIkhatA, jaisA ki manovijJAna mAnatA hai, kintu prema aura ghRNA kA sArA pravAha usa mUrchA se A rahA hai jo bhItara pala rahI hai| vaha mUrchA bAhya-jagat kI uttejanAoM kA nimitta pAkara ubharatI hai, uttejita hotI hai| hama sUkSma-jagat aura sthUla-jagat kI ghaTanAoM ko ThIka se samajha lete haiM to vyaktitva ke rUpAntaraNa kI bAta bhI spaSTatA se samajha meM A jAtI hai| vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa lezyA kI cetanA ke stara para ho sakatA hai| lezyAeM acchI hoMgI to vyaktitva badala jaaegaa| lezyAeM burI hoMgI to vyaktitva badala jaaegaa| donoM ora badalegA, rUpAntaraNa ghaTita hogaa| isalie hameM bahuta Azcarya hotA hai ki eka durdAnta DAkU thA aura vaha acAnaka saMta bana gyaa| eka saMta thA vaha acAnaka DAkU bana gyaa| yaha kaise hotA hai? jisa vyakti ko hamane pacAsa varSa taka saMta kA jIvana jIte dekhA aura usI ko antima avasthA meM DAkA DAlate hue dekhate haiM, Azcarya hotA hai| jisa vyakti ko hamane pacAsa varSa taka DAkU kA jIvana jIte dekhA aura usI ko jaba eka saMta ke rUpa meM dekhate 60 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ haiM, to Azcarya hotA hai| itanA bar3A parivartana kaise ghaTita hotA hai? isameM kevala AvaraNa kA hI parivartana nahIM huA hai| DAkU ne saMta kA cogA nahIM pahanA aura saMta ne DAkU kA cogA nahIM phnaa| kintu donoM meM rUpAntaraNa ghaTita huA hai| yaha rUpAntaraNa bhAva-jagat meM ghaTita hotA hai taba aisA hotA hai| yaha bhAva-jagat kI ghaTanA hai, lezyA-jagat kI ghaTanA hai| vaha eka aisA saMsthAna hai, kArakhAnA hai, jahAM saba kucha badala jAtA hai| vahAM vyakti ke sAre bhAvoM kA rUpAntaraNa ho jAtA hai aura vyakti AmUlacUla badala jAtA hai| jaba bhAva badala jAtA hai, taba bhAva ke pIche calane vAlA vicAra apane Apa badala jAtA hai| jaba vicAra badala jAtA hai, taba vicAra ke pIche calane vAlA vyavahAra apane Apa badala jAtA hai| hama phira badalane kI bAta ko smjheN| hama vyavahAra ko niyaMtraNa ke dvArA hI badala sakate haiN| hama vicAra ko niyaMtraNa ke dvArA hI badala sakate haiN| aisA vicAra mata karo ki niSedha hI clegaa| donoM cleNge| vAstava meM vidhi aura niSedha alaga-alaga nahIM haiN| donoM eka haiN| kucha loga isa bAta para ulajha jAte haiM ki isa vaijJAnika yuga meM niyaMtraNa kI bAta karanA sAre vijJAna ko ulaTa denA hai| ve bhUla jAte haiM isa bAta ko ki vidhi aura niSedha ko sarvathA alaga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| vidyut ke do prakAra haiM-pojiTiva aura negettiv| donoM ko alaga kara deM, bijalI nahIM jalegI, donoM kA yoga kareM, bijalI jala utthegii| vidhi aura niSedha-donoM nirantara sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| eka kA vidhAna karate haiM to dUsare kA niSedha svataH prApta ho jAtA hai| Aja kI cikitsA-praNAlI meM thor3A-sA antara hai| vaha hai khaMDa cikitsaa-prnnaalii| eka samaya aisA thA jaba akhaMDa cikitsA-praNAlI calatI thii| ghuTane meM darda hai| purAne cikitsaka ghuTane kA ilAja nahIM krte| ve kahate-yaha to roga kA lakSaNa hai| yaha ghuTane meM abhivyakta huA hai| ghuTane meM kyA hai jo roga ho jAe? yaha to isa bAta kI sUcanA detA hai ki zarIra meM roga hai| sira meM darda hai| sira ke darda kA ilAja, nahIM hogaa| zarIra kA ilAja hogaa| na ghuTane ke darda kA ilAja, na sira ke jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (1) 61
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________________ darda kA ilAja, na kAna ke darda kA ilAja, na hAtha ke darda kA ilaaj| ye sAre zarIra ke aMga haiM, avayava haiN| zarIra ko dekho ki bImArI kahAM hai? mUla ko dekho ki bImArI kahAM hai? pUre zarIra kI cikitsA karo, ye sAre darda miTa jaaeNge| zarIra svastha hone para na ghuTane kA darda rahegA, na sira kA darda rahegA, na kAna aura hAtha kA darda rhegaa| yaha akhaMDita cikitsA-praNAlI hai| zarIra ke khaMDa-khaMDa kA ilAja nahIM, pUre zarIra kA ilAja kro| khaNDita cikitsA-praNAlI se kucha vikRtiyAM bhI paidA huI haiN| bhrAntiyAM bhI paidA huI haiN| isa praNAlI se cikitsA hotI hai, mAdaka goliyAM lete haiM, snAyuoM meM zAmakatA bar3hatI hai aura ve kucha ThIka hote hue se lagate hai| kintu jaba zAmakatA kI zakti thor3I-sI kSINa hotI hai, taba vaha avayava punaH darda karane laga jAtA hai| siradarda huA, seroDina, enAsina Adi goliyAM liiN| sira kA darda miTa gayA-sA lagatA hai| roja-roja ina goliyoM kA prayoga hotA hai| jaise hI inakA nazA dUra hotA hai, vaha roga phira prakaTa ho jAtA hai| ina zAmaka auSadhiyoM ne, khaMDa cikitsA-praNAlI ne kabhI roga kA samAdhAna nahIM diyaa| use miTAyA nhiiN| ___akhaNDa cikitsA-praNAlI samUce zarIra kA nidAna karatI hai, pUre zarIra kA ilAja karatI hai aura zarIra ke mUla kendroM ko svastha banAtI hai| hRdaya kI gati, lIvara kI gati, gurde kI kriyA Adi-Adi jaba ThIka hote haiM taba jahAM avarodha hai, darda hai, vaha apane Apa ThIka ho jAtA hai| sAre avarodha samApta ho jAte haiN| mAnasika cikitsA-praNAlI yA AdhyAtmika cikitsA-praNAlI bhI akhaMDa cikitsA-praNAlI hai| isa akhaMDa praNAlI meM hI vidhi aura niSedha sAtha-sAtha cleNge| yahAM donoM ko alaga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| niyaMtraNa kA kAma niyaMtraNa karegA, niSedha kA kAma niSedha karegA aura vidhi kA kAma vidhi kregii| bhAvoM kI zuddhi jahAM hotI hai, vahAM bhAva zuddha hoMge, jahAM vicAra aura niyaMtraNa kI sImA hai, vahAM unakI zuddhi hogii| vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa kaise ghaTita hotA hai, ise hama smjheN| yaha hama spaSTa kara cuke haiM ki vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa sthUla-zarIra 62 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ kI sImA meM nahIM ho sktaa| vaha ho sakatA hai-lezyA kI cetanA ke stara pr| aba punaH prazna hotA hai ki hama usa lezyA kI cetanA ke stara para kaise pahuMceM? kisa mAdhyama se pahuMceM jisase ki hamArA vyaktitva rUpAntarita ho? . hameM yaha yAtrA sthUla-zarIra se hI prAraMbha karanI hogii| hameM raMga kA sahArA lenA hogaa| raMga hamAre vyaktitva ko bahuta prabhAvita karate haiN| ve vyaktitva para jitanA prabhAva DAlate haiM, utanA prabhAva aura koI nahIM ddaaltaa| raMga sthUla vyaktitva ko bhI prabhAvita karate haiM aura sUkSma vyaktitva ko bhI prabhAvita karate haiN| ve taijas-zarIra aura lezyA-taMtra ko bhI prabhAvita karate haiN| raMgoM kA akhaMDa sAmrAjya hai| ve adhyavasAya TheTha karma-zarIra taka kAma karate haiN| Age-pIche cAroM ora raMga hI raMga haiN| yadi hama raMgoM kI kriyAoM aura unake manovaijJAnika prabhAvoM ko samajha lete haiM to vyaktitva ke rUpAntaraNa meM hameM bahuta bar3A sahayoga mila sakatA hai| jo vyakti apane vyaktitva ko udAtta karanA cAhatA hai, acchA banAnA cAhatA hai to vaha sabase pahale kucha niyaMtraNa kregaa| vaha apane mana aura indriyoM para niyaMtraNa kregaa| unako vaza meM rkhegaa| kyoMki samAja meM rahane vAlA koI bhI vyakti jisakA indriyoM para niyaMtraNa nahIM hotA, mana para niyaMtraNa nahIM hotA, vaha samAja meM pratiSThita nahIM hotaa| isalie vaha sabase pahale mana aura indriyoM para eka sImA taka niyaMtraNa karatA hai| samAja meM jo vyakti UMce Asana para haiM, unake lie niyaMtraNa karanA aura adhika jarUrI ho jAtA hai| isIlie rAjanIti ke AcAryoM ne kahA- 'jo bar3A netA honA cAhe vaha sabase pahale apane para niyaMtraNa kre| apanI indriyoM para kAbU rkhe| ve indriyoM para itanA niyaMtraNa to avazya hI rakheM jisase samAja meM unakI ucchRkhalA pradarzita na ho| loga vyavahAra ko dekhate haiN| adhyAtma sAmane nahIM aataa| vyavahAra sAmane AtA hai| vyavahAra meM bhaddA rUpa pradarzita na ho, yaha apekSita hai| vyakti meM bhaddApana ho yA na ho, samAja usakI cintA nahIM krtaa| vaha isa bAta kI cintA karatA hai ki vyakti kA bhaddApana pradarzita na ho| netA apanI jabAna para itanA niyaMtraNa to avazya hI rakhe ki vaha aisI bAta kabhI na kahe jisase jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (1) 63
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________________ sArA saMgaThana vighaTita ho jaae| kabhI-kabhI netA kI eka bAta para sArA zAsana-taMtra hI TUTa jAtA hai| netA apane mana para bhI itanA niyaMtraNa to avazya hI rakhe ki jo apane mana meM AyA aura vaha kara le - aisA kabhI na ho / kucha soca-samajhakara kare / mana para, indriyoM para, vANI para aura vyavahAra para eka sImita niyaMtraNa kI apekSA sabako rahatI hai / kintu yadi kRSNa lezyA hai, kAle raMga ke paramANu niraMtara khIMce jA rahe haiM to vyakti ke bhAva bure bana jAte haiN| vaha hajAra bAra aisA nizcaya kara le, rAjanIti kA pATha par3he, upadeza sune, phira bhI jaba prasaMga AegA to vaha aisI bAta kaha degA, jisa para usakA koI niyaMtraNa nahIM hai / ye kAle raMga ke paramANu use saMcAlita kara rahe haiN| kAle raMga ke paramANuoM se banane vAle bhAva use saMcAlita kara rahe haiM / ve bhAva vicAroM para utarate haiM / vicAra vyavahAra para utarate haiM aura vyakti cAhe yA na cAhe, vaha abhadra bAta kaha dI jAtI hai / vyakti ke mana meM phira cintana AtA hai ki aisA nahIM kahanA cAhie thA / T jaba taka ye kAle raMga ke paramANu, nIle aura kApotavarNa ke paramANu AkarSita hote rahate haiM aura ve lezyA - taMtra aura bhAva- taMtra ko prabhAvita karate haiM, taba vyakti kA vicAra ho yA na ho, vaha vaisA vyavahAra karanA cAhe yA na cAhe, kintu vaha vyavahAra ghaTita ho jaaegaa| isa bindu para Akara puruSArtha kI sImA ko bhI samajhanA hotA hai / yaha eka aisA bindu hai jahAM puruSArtha kI sImA kA mUlya samajha meM A sakatA hai| hamArA kartRtva svataMtra hai| AtmA kA kartRtva svataMtra hai | hama puruSArtha karate haiM, kintu puruSArtha kI sImA hai citta taka, sthUla zarIra taka, snAyavika jagat tk| jahAM bhAva kA jagat hai vahAM puruSArtha kI sImA badala jAtI hai / yadi hamAre vaise paramANuoM kA saMgraha ho rahA hai, yA hama vaisA saMgraha karate jA rahe haiM to yaha hamArA sthUla puruSArtha - citta, mana aura zarIra - taMtra kA puruSArtha - vahAM kAma nahIM de sakatA / sthUla jagat meM kabhI-kabhI aisA lagatA hai, ki puruSArtha to calA, phira bhI vaha saphala nahIM huaa| vaha sArI vyAkhyA sthUla-jagat se lenA cAhatA hai / vaha snAyavika jagat se, - 64 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ sthUla-zarIra kI sImA taka kAma karane vAlI cetanA se samAdhAna lenA cAhatA hai| vahAM usakA samAdhAna prApta nahIM ho sktaa| yadi hamAre puruSArtha ke viparIta, puruSArtha karate hue bhI pariNAma viparIta AtA hai to hameM phira lezyA ke jagat meM, bhAva ke jagat meM jAkara samAdhAna khojanA hogaa| kahIM aisA to nahIM ho rahA hai ki eka ora to hamArA puruSArtha cala rahA hai aura udhara mana ke dvArA bure vicAroM ke paramANuoM ko, kAle, nIle aura kApota varNa ke paramANuoM ko khIMce jA rahe haiM to puruSArtha para aisA AghAta hogA, una paramANuoM se vaha puruSArtha TakarAegA aura vaha saphala nahIM hogaa| hara bAta ko sApekSatA se samajhanA hotA hai| mahAvIra ne kahA- 'puruSa! tU hI terA mitra hai, tU hI terA zatru hai|' yaha bhI sApekSa bAta hai| kisa sImA meM AtmA mitra hotA hai, aura kisa sImA meM AtmA zatru hotA hai? puruSArtha kI mitra aura zatru banAne kI kyA maryAdAeM haiM? yadi hama sthUla-jagata ke sAtha sUkSma-jagata ko nahIM samajhate haiM, vicAra, vyavahAra aura citta kI cetanA ke sAtha lezyA aura adhyavasAya kI cetanA ko nahIM jor3ate haiM to pUrA samAdhAna prApta nahIM hotaa| isalie vyaktitva ke rUpAntaraNa ke lie hameM sUkSma-jagat para dhyAna denA hotA hai| do zabda haiM-ajitendriya aura jitendriy| sAmAjika-pratiSThA prApta karane vAlA vyakti eka sImA taka jitendriya honA cAhatA hai| sAdhanA karane vAlA vyakti vyApaka sImA taka jitendriya honA cAhatA hai| kintu samasyA donoM ke sAmane hai ki kyA niyaMtraNa se hI jitendriya ho sakate haiM? bahuta kaThina bAta hai| jitendriya hone ke lie isa niyaMtraNa kakSa se pare jAkara raMgoM kI samasyA para bhI hameM dhyAna denA hogaa| yadi hama camakate hae pIle raMga ke paramANaoM ko AkarSita karate haiM to jitendriya hone kI sthiti nirmita ho jAtI hai| hama jitendriya ho sakate haiN| padma-lezyA kA abhyAsa karane vAlA vyakti jitendriya ho jAtA hai| kRSNa aura nIla lezyA meM rahane vAlA vyakti ajitendriya hotA hai| kRSNa-lezyA kA sUtra hai-ajiiMdio-ajitendriya / padma lezyA kA sUtra hai-jiidio-jitendriy| ye donoM prakAra ke paramANu eka-dUsare se virodhI haiN| jaba taka kAle raMga ke paramANuoM kA prabhAva banA rahatA hai, taba taka hama jitendriya nahIM jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (1) 65
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________________ ho skte| jaba pIle raMga ke paramANuoM se hamArA lezyA-taMtra aura AbhAmaMDala sakriya hotA hai, taba hameM jitendriya hone kI suvidhA mila jAtI hai| sUkSma aura sthUla-ina donoM jagat ke prabhAvoM ko samajhakara hama apane vyaktitva ke rUpAntaNa ke lie prayatna kreN| vaha puruSArtha kabhI viphala nahIM hogaa| 66 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ 6. jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (2) * 1. * bhAvanA yA sammohana-japa, maMtra citr-nirmaann| 2. * raMgoM kA dhyAna 3. . vicaya dhyAna 4. . zarIra prekSA caitanya kendra prekSA 6. . caitanya-kendra aura vRtti-jAgaraNa * svAdhiSThAna-krUratA, garva, mUrchA, avajJA, avishvaas| * maNipUra-suSupti, ghRNA, IrSyA, paizunya, lajjA, bhaya, moha, kaSAya, viSAda, tRssnnaa| * anAhata-laulya, tor3aphor3a, kapaTa, vitarka, AzA, cintA, mamatA, daMbha, vaikalya, aviveka, ahaMkAra, smiihaa| Atma-niyaMtraNa se pare Atma-zodhana kI carcA hotI hai| Atma-zodhana hue binA Atma-niyaMtraNa kA kArya pUrA nahIM hotaa| Atma-niyaMtraNa kI apanI sImA hai| Adata ko badalane ke lie, svabhAva ko badalane ke lie, vyaktitva ke pUre rUpa ko badalane ke lie Atma-zodhana Avazyaka hai| yaha korA dizAntaraNa nahIM hai, mArgAntarIkaraNa nahIM hai kintu sampUrNa rUpAntarIkaraNa hai| manovijJAna kA mArgAntarIkaraNa eka maulika vRtti ke mArga ko badalane kI prakriyA hai, usako dUsarI dizA meM le jAne kI paddhati hai| vyakti meM kAma kI manovRtti hai| jaba vaha vRtti udAtta banatI hai, taba kalA, saundarya Adi aneka viziSTa abhivyaktiyoM meM badala jAtI hai| Atma-zodhana meM dizAntaraNa nahIM hotA, kintu svabhAva mUlataH badala jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (2) 67
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________________ jAtA hai| usakA sarvathA vilaya ho jAtA hai aura vaha vRtti badala jAtI hai| usake tIvra vipAkoM, tIvra anubhavoM ko itanA maMda kara diyA jAtA hai ki vaha Adata yA svabhAva koI bAdhA upasthita na kara ske| prazna hai ki Atma-zodhana kI prakriyA kyA hai aura usake sUtra kauna-kauna-se haiM? adhyAtma ke sAdhakoM ne, Atma-draSTAoM ne isa dizA meM bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa khojeM kI aura saubhAgya hai ki unakI khojeM Aja bhI hamAre samakSa surakSita haiN| ___manuSya kI jitanI AdateM banatI haiM, unakA mUla udgama-sthala hai-grnthi-tNtr| hamAre zarIra ke do mukhya bhAga haiM-eka hai nAr3I-taMtra aura dUsarA hai-grnthi-tNtr| nAr3I-taMtra meM hamArI vRttiyAM abhivyakta hotI haiM, anubhava meM AtI haiM aura phira vyavahAra meM utaratI haiN| vyavahAra, anubhava yA abhivyaktIkaraNa-yaha saba nAr3I-taMtra kA kAma hai| kintu AdatoM kA janma, AdatoM kI utpatti granthi-taMtra meM hotI hai| jo hamArI antaHsrAvI granthiyAM haiM, unameM AdateM janma letI haiN| ve hI AdateM mastiSka ke pAsa pahuMcatI haiM, abhivyakta hotI haiM aura vyavahAra meM utaratI haiN| isIlie vijJAna ke kSetra meM eka nae zabda kA pracalana huA hai-'nyUro eNDokrIna sisttm'| isakA artha hai-granthi-taMtra aura nAI-taMtra kA saMyukta kaary| hamArI vRttiyAM, bhAva yA AdateM-ina sabako utpanna karane vAlA sazakta taMtra hai-leshyaa-tNtr| jaba taka lezyA-taMtra zuddha nahIM hotA, taba taka AdatoM meM parivartana nahIM ho sktaa| lezyA-taMtra ko zuddha karanA Avazyaka hai| usako zuddha karane kI prakriyA ko samajhane se pahale yaha samajhanA jarUrI hai ki azuddhi kahAM janma letI hai aura kahAM prakaTa hotI hai| yadi hama usa taMtra ko ThIka samajha lete haiM to use zuddha karane kI bAta ko samajhane meM bar3I suvidhA ho jAtI hai| burI AdatoM ko utpanna karane vAlI tIna lezyAeM haiM-kRSNa-lezyA, nIla-lezyA aura kaapot-leshyaa| krUratA, hatyA kI bhAvanA, kapaTa, asatya bolane kI bhAvanA, pravaMcanA, dhokhAdhar3I viSaya kI lolupatA, pramAda, Alasya-Adi jitane doSa haiM; yaha saba ina tIna lezyAoM se utpanna hote haiN| hamAre isa sthUla zarIra meM ina lezyAoM ke saMvAdI sthAna haiM, 68 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ jinameM ye vRttiyAM utpanna hotI haiN| adhivRkkagranthiyAM (eDrInala glaiNDsa) aura janana-granthiyAM (gonADsa)-ye jo granthiyAM haiM-ina lezyAoM ke pratinidhi yA saMvAdI sthAna haiN| una tIna lezyAoM ke bhAva yahAM janma lete haiN| hama yoga-zAstra kI dRSTi, lezyA ke siddhAnta kI dRSTi aura vartamAna ke zarIra-zAstra kI dRSTi-ina tInoM dRSTiyoM se isa para vicAra kareM aura isakI tulanA kreN| vartamAna vijJAna kI dRSTi ke anusAra kAmavAsanA kA sthAna hai-janana-granthiyAM (gonADsa) vahAM kAmavAsanA utpanna hotI hai| vahAM bhaya, Avega, bure bhAva janma lete haiN| ina donoM granthiyoM 'eDrInala aura gonADsa' ko yoga-zAstra kI bhASA meM svAdhiSThAna-cakra aura maNipUra-cakra kahA jAtA hai| Azcarya na kreN| satya ko hama kisI chora se pakar3eM, eka hI satya upalabdha hogaa| yadi hama satya kI dizA meM calate haiM to kisI bhI koNa se caleM-cAhe zarIra ko khojate-khojate caleM, cAhe yoga kI khoja meM caleM aura cAhe adhyAtma ke darzana kI khoja meM caleM, kisI bhI khoja meM caleM jahAM satya kA bindu hai, vahAM taka pahuMca jaayeNge| sabakA eka-sA anubhava hogaa| yoga kA eka grantha hai-aatm-vivek| usameM batAyA hai ki krUratA, vaira, mUrchA avajJA aura avizvAsa-ye saba svAdhiSThAna-cakra meM utpanna hote haiN| tRSNA, IrSyA lajjA, ghRNA, bhaya, moha, kaSAya aura viSAda-ye saba maNipUra-cakra meM janma lete haiN| tIsarA hai-anaaht-ckr| yaha hRdaya ke sthAna kA cakra hai| isa cakra meM lolupatA, tor3aphor3a kI bhAvanA, AzA, cintA, mamatA, daMbha, aviveka, ahaMkAra-sAre janma lete haiN| ye tIna cakra haiM-svAdhiSThAna-cakra, maNipUra-cakra aura anAhata-cakra-jahAM hamArI sArI vRttiyAM janma letI haiN| __ aba hama lezyA kI dRSTi se vicAra kreN| avirati, kSudratA, nirdayatA, nRzaMsatA ajitendriyatA-ye kRSNa-lezyA ke pariNamana haiN| IrSyA, kadAgraha, ajJAna, mAyA, nirlajjatA, viSaya-vAsanA, kleza, rasa-lolupatA-ye nIla-lezyA jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (2) 66
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________________ ke pariNamana haiN| vakratA-vakra-AcaraNa, apane doSoM ko DhAMkane kI manovRtti, parigraha kA bhAva, mithyA dRSTikoNa, dUsare ke karma ko bhedane kI vRtti, apriya kathana-ye kApota-lezyA ke pariNamana haiN| __ zarIra-zAstrIya dRSTi, yoga-zAstrIya dRSTi aura lezyA-dRSTi-ina tInoM ko hama tulanAtmaka dRSTi se dekheM / lezyA ke siddhAnta meM jo tIna lezyAeM haiM, yoga-zAstra kI dRSTi meM jo tIna cakra haiM aura zarIra-zAstrIya dRSTi meM jo eDrInala aura gonADsa granthiyAM haiM-ina sabakA varNana samAna-sA hai| lezyA kA siddhAnta mAnatA hai ki sArI AdateM tIna lezyAoM meM janma letI haiN| yoga-zAstra mAnatA hai ki sArI AdateM tIna cakroM meM janma letI haiM aura zarIra-zAstra ke anusAra ye sArI AdateM do granthiyoM meM janma letI haiN| adbhuta samAnatA hai-tIna pratipAdanoM meM, yaha satya spaSTa ho gayA ki sArI burI vRttiyAM peDU ke pAsa vAle sthAna se lekara nAbhi ke sthAna taka yA hRdaya ke sthAna taka janma letI haiN| itanA hI sthAna hai inkaa| isa satya ko samajha lene para badalane kI bAta ko samajhane meM bahuta saralatA ho jAtI hai| zarIra ke tIna bhAga haiM-eka bhAga hai nAbhi ke Upara kA jo Urdhvaloka kahalAtA hai| dUsarA bhAga hai-nAbhi kA jo tiryag loka yA madhyaloka kahalAtA hai| tIsarA bhAga hai-nAbhi ke nIce kA jo adholoka kahalAtA hai| AdateM yA burI vRttiyAM adholoka meM yA madhyaloka meM janma letI haiN| Urdhvaloka kA bhI kucha hissA A jAtA hai| jaba hamArA mana, hamAre vicAra nAbhi se nIce ke bhAga meM zakti kendra taka daur3ate rahate haiM, tathA burI vRttiyAM ubharatI haiM, vikasita hotI haiN| unakA cakra calatA rahatA hai| bAda meM Adata bana jAtI hai| usakA anubaMdha ho jAtA hai| hameM sabase pahale yaha karanA hogA ki hamArA mana nAbhi-kendra para na jaae| use hRdaya se Upara ke bhAga meM yAtrA karane deN| usI bhAga meM lagAe rkheN| hamArA mana yadi UparI bhAga kI yAtrA meM lagA rahegA to AdatoM meM svataH parivartana honA zurU ho jaaegaa| mana kI yAtrA jitanI nIcI hogI utanI AdateM bigar3atI jaaeNgii| AdatoM kA bananA-bigar3anA mana ke ramaNa aura viramaNa para AdhRta hai| mana zarIra ke nIce ke bhAga meM ramaNa 7 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ na kare, viramaNa kre| mana zarIra ke UparI bhAga meM ramaNa kare, viramaNa na kre| __ bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA-'je AsavA te prisvaa| je parisavA te aasvaa|' jo Ane ke mArga haiM, ve hI jAne ke mArga haiM aura jo jAne ke mArga haiM, ve hI Ane ke mArga haiN| Ane aura jAne ke mArga do nahIM hote| jo bhItara jAte haiM, ve bAhara Ate haiM aura jo bAhara Ate haiM, ve bhItara jAte haiN| jinakA Asrava hotA hai, unakA parisrava hotA hai| yaha cakra barAbara calatA rahatA hai| terApaMtha dharmasaMgha ke cauthe AcArya zrImajjayAcArya ne rAjasthAnI bhASA meM eka padya meM isa tathya ko bahuta hI sundara abhivyakti dI hai| vaha padya hai 'jiNa karma nA udayathakI, haNe koI para praann| tiNa karama ne kahie sahI, prANAtipAta pApaThANa / ' -jisa karma ke udaya se hiMsA karma ke paramANu vipAka meM Ae, antaHsrAvI granthiyoM ke dvArA ve bAhara Ae, mastiSka taka pahuMce aura vyakti meM hiMsA karane kI bhAvanA jagA gae, vyakti meM vaha bhAvanA prabala banI aura vaha vyavahAra meM hiMsA karane utara gyaa| jaba vaha vyavahAra meM hiMsA karane utarA to phira karma kA baMdha huA, phira ve kAle paramANu Ae aura bhItara cale ge| pUrA vartula bana gyaa| idhara se prakaTa hokara udhara kAma meM Ate haiM aura phira se unakA AkramaNa hotA calA jAtA hai| isa vartula se bAhara nikalanA kaThina hotA hai| hiMsA Adi vRttiyoM se AkRSTa hone vAle paramANu raMgIna hote haiN| gaNadhara gautama ne bhagavAna se pUchA-'bhaMte! prANAtipAta, mRSAvAda, adattAdAna, maithuna, parigraha Adi vRttiyoM ke kitane raMga, kitane rasa, kitane gaMdha aura kitane sparza hote haiM?' bhagavAna ne kahA-'prANAtipAta Adi meM do varNa, do gaMdha, pAMca rasa aura cAra sparza hote haiN| krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha-ina saba meM bhI ye hote haiN| ye sArI AdateM paudgalika haiN| inameM varNa hotA hai, gaMdha hotA hai, rasa hotA hai aura sparza hotA hai| ye raMgIna paramANu jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (2) 71
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________________ hamArI granthiyoM meM Ate haiM aura naI AdatoM ke lie naI sAmagrI de jAte haiN|' isa vartula se nikalane kA rAstA kyA hai-yaha eka prazna hai| prekSA-dhyAna ke dvArA isa vartula se bAhara nikalA jA sakatA hai| yahI eka mAtra sAdhana hai jo isa vartala ko tor3a sakatA hai| phira prazna hotA hai ki prekSAdhyAna ke dvArA kyA hogA? prekSA-dhyAna ke dvArA hama mana kI gati ko badala dete haiN| mana ramaNa karatA hai| ramaNa kA artha hai--priyatA yA apriyatA meM jaanaa| yA to mana kI priyatA kA bhAva lekara hamAre zarIra meM eka lahara banakara daur3atA hai yA apriyatA kA bhAva lekara hamAre zarIra meM eka lahara banakara daur3atA hai| priyatA kA bhAva rAga hai aura apriyatA kA bhAva dveSa hai| jaba mana rAga kI yA dveSa kI lahara ke sAtha daur3atA hai, taba nAnA prakAra kI taraMgeM utpanna karatA hai| yaha usakA ramaNa hai| jaba hama mana ko prekSA karane meM lagA dete haiM taba vaha viramaNa meM badala jAtA hai| vaha sIdhA caitanya ke pAsa pahuMca jAtA hai| ___gautama ne mahAvIra se pUchA- 'bhante! prANAtipAta kA viramaNa, mRSAvAda kA viramaNa, adattAdAna kA viramaNa, maithuna kA viramaNa, krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha kA viramaNa inameM kitane varNa, kitane rasa, kitane gaMdha aura kitane sparza hote haiM?' bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA-'inameM koI varNa nahIM hotA, koI rasa nahIM hotA, koI gaMdha nahIM hotA aura koI sparza nahIM hotaa| kyoMki ye saba caitanya kI razmiyAM haiN|' ramaNa hai-pudgala aura viramaNa hai-caitny| ramaNa hai raMgayukta aura viramaNa hai rNgmukt| jaba hama prekSA-dhyAna kA prayoga karate haiM, rAga aura dveSa-donoM se chUTakara kevala jAnane kI dRSTi se zarIra ko dekhate haiM, taba hama kevala jAnate haiM, dekhate haiN| prekSA-dhyAna meM hama kevala jAneM, dekheM, koI saMvedana na kreN| priya-apriya kI koI pratikriyA na kreN| kevala jAneM, dekheN| samatAbhAva, taTasthabhAva aura draSTA bhAva ko banAe rkheN| jaba mana kI yaha sthiti banatI hai aura rAgadveSa se zUnya mana se hama zarIra kI prekSA karate haiM, taba hamArA samUcA zarIra karaNa bana jAtA hai-pAradarzI, zuddha aura pavitra bana jAtA hai| hama granthi-taMtra ko badalane ke lie caitanya kendroM kI parIkSA karate haiN| samUce zarIra 72 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ ko karaNa karane ke lie pUre zarIra kI prekSA karate haiN| sthAnAMga sUtra kA eka mArmika prasaMga hai| jisa vyakti ko atIndriya jJAna-avadhijJAna upalabdha hotA hai, to vaha avadhijJAnI vyakti kisa mAdhyama se dekhatA hai? dekhane kA mAdhyama hai-shriir| zarIra se hI prakAza kI kiraNeM nikleNgii| avadhijJAna kI jyoti prakaTa hogI to isI zarIra se hogii| yaha zarIra eka Dhakkana hai| hama jaba taka kevala snAyavika saMsthAna ke bhItara yAtrA karate haiM aura snAyu-saMsthAna ke mAdhyama se hI jAnate-dekhate haiM, jaba taka zarIra karaNa nahIM bntaa| kintu jaba hama prekSA kA prayoga karate haiM-apAya vicaya, vipAka vicaya aura saMsthAna vicaya kA prayoga karate haiM, taba yaha samUcA zarIra karaNa bana jAtA hai| jaba pUrA zarIra karaNa bana jAtA hai, taba avadhijJAnI pUre zarIra se dekhatA hai| yadi pUrA zarIra karaNa nahIM banatA, kevala dAyAM kaMdhA karaNa banatA hai, taba avadhijJAnI dAyeM kaMdhe se dekhegaa| yadi bAyAM kaMdhA karaNa banatA hai, to avadhijJAnI bAyeM kaMdhe se dekhegaa| yadi Age ke caitanya kendra karaNa bana gae to avadhijJAnI Age se dekhegaa| yadi pIche suSumnA meM koI caitanya kendra karaNa bana gayA to avadhijJAnI pIche se dekhegaa| yadi sahasra kendra jAgRta ho gayA, karaNa bana gayA to avadhijJAnI sira se dekhegaa| yaha dezAvadhijJAna hai| jise dezAvadhijJAna prApta hotA hai, vaha vyakti zarIra ke kisI eka hisse se jAnatA-dekhatA hai| jise sarvAvadhijJAna prApta hotA hai, vaha pUre zarIra se jAnatA-dekhatA hai| hamAre zarIra kI pratyeka kozikA meM karaNa banane kI kSamatA hai| vaha pAradarzI nirmala aura tejas bana sakatI hai aura sAre AvaraNoM ko dUra kara sakatI hai| AvazyakatA hai karaNa banane kii| karaNa ke do artha haiN| eka artha hai zarIra kA saMsthAna aura dUsarA artha hai citta kI dhArA, prinnaam| hamAre isa bhautika zarIra kA sabase bar3A zAsaka hai-citt| samUce zarIra meM citta kA zAsana hai| mana usI kA anucara hai, usake pIche calane vAlA karmacArI hai| mUla zAsaka hai-citt| citta apaudgalika hai, mana paudgalika hai| citta avarNa hai, mana savarNa hai| isa sthUla zarIra-taMtra meM lezyA ke bAda sabase pahalA sthAna hai citta kaa| jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (2) 73
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________________ yaha sAre taMtra ko saMcAlita karatA hai| mana, zarIra aura vacana-tInoM isake dvArA saMcAlita haiN| jaba prekSA-dhyAna ke dvArA citta nirmala banatA hai, karaNa bana jAtA hai, taba hamArI granthiyAM bhI nirmala banane laga jAtI haiN| yoga-zAstra meM kamala aura cakra-ye do zabda milate haiN| hamAre zarIra meM ye kamala haiM-nAbhi kamala, hRdaya kamala aadi| ye cakra haiM-maNipUra-cakra, anAhata-cakra aadi| jaina AcAryoM ne ina para vizada prakAza DAlA hai| unhoMne batAyA ki zarIra kA jo avayava karaNa banatA hai, zarIra meM jo zuddhi hotI hai, usameM kevala kamala aura cakra-do hI AkAra nahIM bnte| svastika, naMdyAvarta, kalaza Adi aneka AkAra banate haiN| jaba taka vyakti jAgRta nahIM hotA, samyag-dRSTi nahIM hotA, taba taka usake sAre caitanya kendra bhadde AkAra ke hote haiM, giragiTa ke AkAra ke hote haiN| jaba ve caitanya kendra jAgRta ho jAte haiM, vyakti samyag-dRSTi ho jAtA hai, AMtarika zuddhi hotI hai taba ye sAre AkAra badala jAte haiM, pavitra aura sundara AkAra vAle ho jAte haiN| nAbhi ke Upara ke sthAna jaba badala jAte haiM, taba nAbhi-kendra kA zodhana apane Apa hone laga jAtA hai| Adata ko badalane kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai-granthi-taMtra kA parivartana, mana kI yAtrA kA privrtn| mana kI yAtrA nAbhi, peDU aura nIce taka na ho kintu hRdaya, galA, nAsAgra, bhRkuTi aura sira kI ora ho| mana kI dizA nIce kI ora na ho, buddhi kI dizA nIce kI ora na ho, kintu UrdhvagAmI ho| UrdhvaramaNa kA nAma hI hai-viramaNa aura nIce kI ora yAtrA kA nAma hai-rmnn| urdhvaramaNa se hamArI granthiyAM zuddha hone lagatI haiM, AdatoM meM apane Apa parivartana hone laga jAtA hai| unameM svabhAvataH rUpAntaraNa zurU ho jAtA hai, taba AdatoM ko poSaNa dene vAlA koI nahIM rhtaa| kRSNa-lezyA, nIla-lezyA kApota-lezyA-ye tInoM lezyAeM badala jAtI haiN| kRSNa-lezyA zuddha hote-hote nIla-lezyA bana jAtI hai| nIla-lezyA vizuddha hote-hote kApota-lezyA bana jAtI hai| kApota-lezyA jaba zuddha hotI hai taba tejo-lezyA bana jAtI hai| hAmarI samUcI yAtrA tejo-lezyA se prAraMbha hotI hai| raMga kA manovijJAna batAtA hai ki adhyAtma kI yAtrA lAla raMga se 7 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ zurU hotI hai / bAlasUrya jaise lAla raMga se adhyAtma kI yAtrA prAraMbha hotI hai / hamArI adhyAtma yAtrA tejolezyA se zurU hotI hai| tejolezyA kA raMga hai - bAlasUrya jaisA / yaha yAtrA jaba hotI hai taba sArI dhArAeM badala jAtI haiM / kRSNa-lezyA meM AvRtti jyAdA, taraMgeM choTI / nIla- lezyA meM taraMga kI laMbAI bar3ha jAtI hai, AvRtti kama ho jAtI hai / kApota- lezyA meM taraMga kI lambAI aura bar3ha jAtI hai tathA AvRtti kama ho jAtI hai / tejolezyA meM Ate hI parivartana zurU ho jAtA hai / padma- lezyA meM aura badalatA hai| zukla - lezyA meM pahuMcate hI AvRtti kama ho jAtI hai, kevala taraMga kI lambAI mAtra raha jAtI hai| eka hI taraMga bana jAtI hai| isa lezyA meM vyaktitva kA pUrA rUpAntaraNa ho jAtA hai| vyaktitva ke rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA hai- lezyA kA zodhana, lezyA ke zodhana kI prakriyA hai - granthi taMtra kA zodhana aura granthi - taMtra ke zodhana kI prakriyA hai - prekSA dhyAna / yadi hama prekSA dhyAna ke dvArA samUce zarIra ko dekhate haiM to pUrA zarIra karaNa bana jAtA hai / vaha eka darpaNa bana jAtA hai| nirmala darpaNa / usakI malinatA samApta ho jAtI hai / usakA AvaraNa samApta ho jAtA hai| jJAna kA AvaraNa aura darzana kA AvaraNa samApta ho jAtA hai / zakti kA pratirodha samApta ho jAtA hai| moha yA mUrcchA kA valaya TUTa jAtA hai| dekhane kI zakti tIvra ho jAtI hai| jisa vyakti kI vidyut tIvra ho gaI, taijas tIvra ho gaI, usa vyakti ke dekhane mAtra se zarIra vajra - sA bana jAtA hai 1 gAndhArI kI ghaTanA hai / gAndhArI ne duryodhana ko dekhaa| usake dekhane mAtra se duryodhana kA zarIra vajramaya bana gayA / vaha abhedya bana gayA / use bheda pAnA kaThina ho gayA / kaurava-pAMDava kA yuddha huA / duryodhana ajeya thA / usako mAra pAnA sarala nahIM thA, kyoMki usakA samUcA zarIra vajramaya thA / sabake sAmane kaThina samasyA thI / bhIma aura arjuna jaise vIra bhI use mAra DAlane meM asamartha the| vajra para koI prahAra TikatA nahIM / Akhira rahasyadAtA vahAM the| unhoMne rahasyodghATana kiyA ki yadi duryodhana ko mAranA hai to usake kaTibhAga para prahAra karo, kyoMki vaha bhAga vajramaya nahIM bana sakA hai| jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (2) 75
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________________ jaba gAndhArI ne duryodhana kI tarapha dekhA, taba duryodhana kaTivastra pahane hue thaa| zarIra kA jitanA bhAga nirvastra thA, vaha gAndhArI kI taijasa-zakti se vajramaya bana gayA aura kaTibhAga, jo savastra thA, vaha jyoM kA tyoM raha gyaa| pAMDavoM ko rahasya kA patA lgaa| duryodhana kI kaTi para prahAra huA aura vaha tatkAla dharAzAyI ho gyaa| taijas-zarIra ke vikAsa ke sAtha nikalane vAlI razmiyoM ke kAraNa, darzanazakti ke kAraNa zarIra kA kaNa-kaNa vajramaya bana jAtA hai| jaba nirmala mana, nirmala cetanA aura tejas zarIra kI vikasita zakti ke sAtha zarIra ke kaNa-kaNa ko dekhA jAtA hai, taba zarIra kA AvaraNa TUTatA hai aura zarIra ke soye hue caitanya kendra jAga jAte haiN| unakI mUrchA TUTa jAtI hai aura zakti kA valaya bana jAtA hai| svabhAva ko badalane ke lie, vyaktitva ko rUpAntarita karane ke lie do sAdhana haiM-jJAna aura darzana, kevala jAnanA aura kevala dekhnaa| inase bar3A koI sAdhana nhiiN| sAdhana vahI hotA hai, jo upAdAna hotA hai| miTTI ke ghar3e kA sAdhana miTTI hI ho sakatI hai| yadi miTTI na ho to miTTI kA ghar3A nahIM bana sakatA, cAhe kitanA hI kuzala kumhAra ho, cAka ho, aura bhI sAre upakaraNa hoN| upAdAna caahie| upAdAna ke binA kArya niSpanna nahIM hotaa| mUla upAdAna hai-jAnanA aura dekhnaa| AtmA kA mUla svabhAva hai-jAnanA aura dekhnaa| jaba hama jAga jAte haiM, kevala dekhane aura jAnane kI zakti kA upAyega karane laga jAte haiM aura jaba hamArA citta yA mana kevala dekhane aura jAnane kI zakti kA sahArA lekara granthi-taMtra ko jAnatA hai, dekhatA hai taba granthi-taMtra zuddha hone lagatA hai| vaha nivAraNa, mUrchAzUnya aura pratirodha kI zakti se zUnya hone lagatA hai| jaba granthi-taMtra zuddha hotA hai, taba apane Apa lezyA-taMtra zuddha hone lagatA hai| kyoMki lezyA-taMtra ke pAsa jo kucha jAtA hai, vaha granthi-taMtra ke mAdhyama se hI jAtA hai| cakra nAma kI bhI sArthakatA hai| cakra isalie ki vaha ghUmatA rahatA hai| araha kI mAlA hai| yaha nIce kueM meM jAtI hai| pAnI bharakara lAtI ra AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hai / bAhara Akara khAlI hotI hai aura phira nIce jAkara bharatI hai / yaha cakra calatA hI rahatA hai| bhItara se jo parisrAva AtA hai, usa srAva ko granthiyAM bAhara lAtI haiM aura zarIra kI granthiyAM apane mAdhyama se bAhara kI vastu ko andara le jAtI haiN| jaba granthiyAM zuddha hone lagatI haiM, taba lezyAeM zuddha hone lagatI haiN| jaba lezyA zuddha hone lagatI hai, taba adhyavasAya zuddhaM hone lagatA hai| jaba adhyavasAya zuddha hote haiM taba kaSAya ke tIvra vipAka nahIM A skte| ve manda ho jAte haiN| unakA pariNAma maMda ho jAtA hai / manda vipAka koI bhI burI Adata kA nirmANa nahIM kara sakatA / yaha hai zodhana kI prakriyA / adhyAtma ke AcAryoM ne isa Atma-zodhana kI prakriyA ko itane sundara DhaMga se prarUpita kiyA hai ki use ThIka samajhakara yadi hama usakA prayoga kareM to vyaktitva ke rUpAntaraNa meM koI kaThinAI nahIM hogii| jo vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa karatA hai (2) 77
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________________ 7. vRttiyoM ke rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA * * * * bhAvanA ke prayoga kI paddhati* kAyotsarga (ATo rilekzesana) * anuprekSA (selpha enelisisa, ATo enelisisa) * bhaya kyA hai? kyA maiM pariSkAra kara sakatA hUM? * maiM kyA honA cAhatA hUM? * pariNAma-bhaya se zakti kSINa hotI hai| * apAya vicaya * vipAka vicaya * darzanakendra para dhyAna * viveka * AtmasUcana-bhAvanA (ATo sajezana) * vyutsarga-visarjana (ATo therepI) * pratipakSa-bhAvanA kA citta-nirmANa * * * * * * * manuSya dharma kI zaraNa AnA cAhatA hai| dharma meM zaraNa dene kI kSamatA hai| 'dhammo dIvo pitttthaannN|' dharma eka dIpa hai, prakAzapuMja hai, eka pratiSThA hai, AdhAra hai, eka gati hai| zaraNa dene vAle aura bhI aneka ho sakate haiM, para yaha uttama zaraNa hai, jo hameM trANa detA hai| AdamI adharma se bacanA cAhatA hai aura dharma kI zaraNa meM AnA cAhatA hai| isakA prayojana hai-rUpAntaraNa, bdlnaa| adharma ke jIvana meM jo upalabdha nahIM hotA, use upalabdha karane ke lie aura jo upalabdha hotA hai, use chor3ane ke lie vaha dharma kI zaraNa meM sx AbhAmaMDala
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________________ AtA hai| burI AdateM, bure vicAra, bhaya, ghRNA, IrSyA, ciMtA, vyagratA aura mAnasika tanAva-ye sAre adharma ke jIvana meM upalabdha hote haiM AdamI inheM chor3anA cAhatA hai| mana kI zAMti, tanAvamukti, prema, mitratA sabake sAtha saujanyapUrNa vyavahAra, udAratA aura sauhArda-ina sabako upalabdha karanA cAhatA hai| isalie vaha dharma kI zaraNa meM AtA hai| dharma kI zaraNa mile aura AdamI badale nahIM, yahAM eka prazna-cihna hamAre samakSa AtA hai| dharma kI zaraNa mile aura kucha bhI na badale to mAnanA cAhie ki kahIM koI truTi avazya hai| yA to dharma upalabdha nahIM huA yA vyakti dharma ko upalabdha nahIM huaa| kahIM na kahIM koI truTi avazya hai| isa prazna para hama vicAra kreN| yahI vaha prazna hai jahAM vyakti badala sakatA hai| jisake jIvana meM dharma siddha ho jAtA hai, usameM dharma ke lakSaNa prakaTa hone laga jAte haiM, usameM tejo-lezyA, padma-lezyA aura zukla-lezyA ke lakSaNa prakaTa hone laga jAte haiN| dharma kI yAtrA zurU hotI hai aura lezyAoM ke bhAva, vicAra aura vyavahAra hamAre jIvana meM mUrta banane laga jAte haiM 'audAryaM dAkSiNyaM pApajugupsA ca nirmalo bodhH| liMgAni dharmasiddhe prAyeNa janapriyatvaM ca // ' jisake jIvana meM dharma siddha hotA hai, usameM ye lakSaNa prakaTa hote haiM tarka zAstra kA eka niyama hai ki liMga ke dvArA liMgI ko jAnA jAtA hai| sAdhana ke dvArA sAdhya ko jAnA jAtA hai| dhueM ko dekhakara vyakti agni kA anumAna karatA hai| vaise hI uparyukta lakSaNoM ko dekhakara jAna liyA jAtA hai ki amuka AdamI meM dharma siddha ho cukA hai| jisa vyakti meM udAratA hai, dAkSiNya hai-hara bAta ko anukUlatA se svIkAra karatA hai, pApajugupsA hai-burI AdatoM ke prati ghRNA hai, dUsaroM kI burI AdatoM ke prati hI ghRNA nahIM, apanI burI AdatoM ke prati bhI ghRNA hai| usakA jJAna itanA nirmala hotA hai ki hara bAta satyapUrNa hI nikalatI hai, usake muMha se kabhI jhUThI bAta nahIM nikltii| vaha jo socatA hai, jo bhAva karatA hai jJAna kI pratyeka razmi, pratyeka dhArA nirmalatA ke sAtha pravAhita hotI hai-ye lakSaNa batAte haiM ki vyakti meM dharma siddha ho gayA vRttiyoM ke rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA 76
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________________ hai| pAMcavAM lakSaNa hai ki dhArmika vyakti janapriya hotA hai| yaha ho hI, aisA jarUrI nahIM hai| cAra lakSaNa hone jarUrI haiN| - lezyA ke parivartana ke dvArA hI jIvana meM dharma siddha ho sakatA hai| jaba kRSNa, nIla aura kApota-ye tIna lezyAeM badala jAtI haiM, aura tejo, padma aura zukla-ye tIna lezyAeM avatarita hotI haiM, taba parivartana ghaTita hotA hai| lezyAoM ke badale binA jIvana nahIM badala sktaa| lezyAeM korI jAnane kI nahIM haiN| yaha korA tattvajJAna nahIM hai| ye badalane ke sUtra haiN| ye raTane ke sUtra nahIM, abhyAsa ke sUtra haiN| ___ mArksa ne ThIka hI kahA thA-darzana korA jJAna detA hai, jIvana ko parivartita nahIM karatA, rUpAntarita nahIM krtaa| Aja dharma kA rUpa bhI lagabhaga aisA hI ho gayA hai ki vyakti jIvanabhara dharma kA AcaraNa karatA hai aura mauta ke samaya usakA lekhA-jokhA kiyA jAe to pariNAma zUnya AtA hai| jIvana meM koI parivartana ghaTita nahIM huaa| aisI sthiti meM jo vicAra banate haiM, ve asvAbhAvika nahIM lagate ki dharma kevala priyatA kI anubhUti detA hai, korA jJAna detA hai, vyakti ko badalatA nahIM hai| kintu yaha sacAI dharma ke AvaraNa kI sacAI hai, dharma kI sacAI nahIM hai| ye kevala dharma kI camar3I kI sacAI hai, dharma kI AtmA kI sacAI nahIM hai| dharma kI sacAI yaha hai ki jo dhArmika hogA vaha nizcita hI bdlegaa| yaha ho nahIM sakatA ki dhArmika ho, dharma kA AcaraNa karatA ho aura pahale se na badalA ho| dhArmika hone kA artha hI hai ki parivartana kI yAtrA para cala par3anA, rUpAntaraNa kI ora prasthAna kara denaa| yahAM se tejo-lezyA kI yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai, adhyAtma kI yAtrA zurU ho jAtI hai| jaba tejo-lezyA kI yAtrA prArambha hotI hai taba adhyAtma ke spaMdana jAga jAte haiN| jaba adhyAtma ke spaMdana jAgate haiM, taba parivartana apane Apa zurU ho jAtA hai| isa prakAra ke sukhada spaMdana jAgate haiM ki jina spaMdanoM kA jIvana meM pahale kabhI anubhava nahIM kiyA thaa| bahuta bar3I bhrAnti TUTa jAtI hai| vyakti ne mAna rakhA thA ki sukha padArtha se hI upalabdha hotA hai| kintu tejo-lezyA ke spaMdana jaise hI jAgate haiM, jaise hI darzana-kendra para dhyAna hotA hai aura ve camakIle spaMdana jAgate 0 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ haiM aura taba jo sukha kA anubhava hotA hai vaha apUrva hotA hai| vyakti kI prAnti TUTa jAtI hai| vaha socatA hai-maiMne mAna rakhA thA ki sukha to padArtha se hI milatA hai, kintu Aja yaha spaSTa anubhava ho rahA hai ki jaisA sukha darzana-kendra ke jAgane para anubhUta hotA hai vaisA sukha jIvana meM kisI bhI padArtha se nahIM milaa| sArI dhAraNAeM badala jAtI haiM, sArI yAtrA badala jAtI hai aura svabhAva kA parivartana prArambha ho jAtA hai| maiM socatA hUM ki dharma ke AcaraNa se yadi AdamI kA svabhAva na badalatA ho, burI AdateM na badalatI hoM to dharma kA AcaraNa vyartha hai| aise dharma kA AcaraNa kyoM kiyA jAe? kyA prayojana hai usakA? hamAre sAmane koI prayojana to honA caahie| adharma ko chor3eM, bahuta sArI bAtoM kA niyaMtraNa kareM aura upalabdha kucha bhI na ho to donoM ora se gae, na idhara ke rahe, na udhara ke rahe-'no havAe no paaraae|' vyaktitva ko rUpAntarita karane kI sabase bar3I prakriyA hai-prekssaa-dhyaan| prekSA-dhyAna ke dvArA hamArA pUrA vyaktitva badala jAtA hai| anajAne badalatA hai| hama kevala eka lakSya kA nirdhAraNa karate haiM, eka dhyeya kI pratimA ko nirmita karate haiM ki mana ko nirmala karanA hai, mana kI malinatA se hone vAlI burI AdatoM ko chor3anA hai, isa pratimA kA nirmANa kara hama prekSA-dhyAna meM baiThate haiM, zarIra kI prekSA karate haiM, dIrghazvAsa kI prekSA karate haiM, caitanya kendroM kI prekSA karate haiM, dhIre-dhIre rUpAntaraNa ghaTita hone lagatA hai| hameM patA hI nahIM lagatA, apane Apa badalanA zurU ho jAtA hai| patA laganA jJAna kI bAta hai| jJAna ho to patA laga sakatA hai| jJAna na ho to patA nahIM laga sktaa| patA lage yA na lage, badalanA prArambha ho jAtA hai| jJAna honA eka bAta hai aura badalanA dUsarI bAta hai| prekSA-dhyAna kI sAdhanA karane vAle vyaktiyoM meM kalpanAtIta rUpAntaraNa huA hai| hameM bhI jJAta nahIM huA ki rUpAntaraNa kyoM huA aura vyaktiyoM ko bhI jJAta nahIM huA ki rUpAntaraNa kyoM huaa| rUsa ke vaijJAnikoM ne aise sUkSma yaMtra banAe ki jinase hamAre jaivika sakriya binduoM kA patA lagAyA jA sakatA hai| vahAM suiyAM cubhAI jAtI haiM aura icchita pariNAma upalabdha kie jAte haiN| AdamI ko burI AdatoM - vRttiyoM ke rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA sa
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________________ se kaise mukta kiyA jAe-yaha ciMtA Aja sArI duniyA ke loga kara rahe haiN| prAcIna samaya meM burI AdatoM se chuTakArA dilAne kI cintA kevala dhArmika loga hI karate the, para Aja jJAna bahuta bar3ha gyaa| Aja yaha ciMtA saba kSetroM ke loga karate haiN| rAjanItika bhI karate haiM, vaijJAnika bhI karate haiM, DaoNkTara bhI karate haiM, dhArmika bhI karate haiM, saba loga karate haiN| rUsa ke vaijJAnikoM ke sAmane eka prazna AyA ki AdamI ko tambAkU kI Adata se kaise mukta kiyA jAe? unhoMne sattara AdamI cune| unake kAnoM para ekyUpaMkcara kA prayoga kiyaa| kAna ke tIna bhAga haiM-eka hai bhItara kA bhAga, eka hai madhya kA bhAga, eka hai bAhara kA bhaag| vaijJAnikoM ne AdamI ke kAna ke madhya bhAga meM, jahAM jaivika sakriya bindu the, vahAM suiyAM cubhoiiN| pAMca dina taka yaha prayoga claa| isakA pariNAma yaha AyA ki sattara vyaktiyoM meM se pacAsa vyaktiyoM ne tambAkU pInA sarvathA chor3a diyaa| zeSa bIsa vyaktiyoM ne pInA kama kara diyaa| isakA niSkarSa yaha nikAlA gayA ki bahiSkarNa ke jaivika binduoM para yadi suI cubhoI jAe to vyakti ke mana meM tamba kU ke prati ghRNA utpanna ho jAtI hai| prekSA-dhyAna svabhAva-parivartana kI mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai| kevala yahI eka prakriyA nahIM hai, aura bhI prakriyAeM haiN| prekSA-dhyAna kI paddhati meM tIna tattva mukhya haiM-prekSA, bhAvanA aura anuprekssaa| ye tIna mukhya tattva haiN| hama kevala prekSA kA hI prayoga nahIM kara rahe haiM, kevala darzana-zakti kA hI prayoga nahIM kara rahe haiM, hama sAtha hI sAtha bhAvanA kA bhI prayoga kara rahe haiM aura anuprekSA kA bhI prayoga kara rahe haiN| bhAvanA kA prayoga bhI kama mahattvapUrNa nahIM hai parivartana ke lie| bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa sAdhana hai| Aja ke bahuta sAre manovaijJAnika Atma-sammohana yA para-sammohana ke dvArA aneka prakAra kI jaTilatama AdatoM ko badalane meM saphala hue haiN| isa dizA meM bahuta vizAla sAhitya nirmita huA hai| bhAvanA kA prayoga Atma-sammohana yA Atma-saMzana kA prayoga hai| mahAvIra ne kahA-jo sAdhaka bhAvanAyoga se zuddhAtmA bana jAtA hai, vaha jala meM naukA kI taraha ho jAtA hai-bhAvaNAyogasuddhappA, jale 62 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ na bhAvanA ke AdhAra para vyakti saMsAra samudra ko tara jAtA hai| bhAvanA ke yoga se burI AdatoM se mukta ho jAnA koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai| bhAratIya sAhitya meM Atma-saMzana kA bahuta bar3A mahattva rahA hai| isake prayoga hote rahe haiN| vaidika sAhitya meM isakA eka prasaMga isa prakAra hai mere muMha meM vAk sadA sphUrta rhe| merI nasoM meM prANa sadA pravAhita rhe| merI AMkhoM meM dekhane kI zakti rhe| mere kAnoM meM sunane kI zakti banI rhe| isa prakAra ke Atma-saMzana ke dvArA prAcIna RSi apanI zaktiyoM kA vikAsa karate the aura apanI zaktiyoM ko banAe rakhate the, jIvita rakhate the| ve sau varSa taka jIne meM saphala ho jAte the| AdamI kI akAlamRtyu kA eka kAraNa hai-hiin-bhaavnaa| jaba AdamI hIna-bhAvanA se grasta hotA hai, taba vaha apanI sArI zaktiyoM ko kho baiThatA hai| Atma-saMzana bahuta sakriya tattva hai| apanI zaktiyoM ko sUcita karanA, jAgrata karanA aura jIvita rakhanA-yaha Atma-saMzana kA eka prakAra hai| apanI zaktiyoM ke prati mUrchita ho jAnA, udAsIna ho jAnA, hIna-bhAvanA se grasta ho jAnA-yaha bhI Atma-saMzana kA eka prakAra hai| donoM kA apanA-apanA prabhAva hotA hai| __phrAnsa deza ke eka prophesara vAladI ne Atma-saMzana ke kucha prayoga kie| eka vyakti se kahA-'tumhAre hAtha meM eka cammaca de rahA huuN| vaha bahuta garma hai| use kaise chUoge? chUoge to hAtha jala jaayeNge| yaha cammaca lo|' usa vyakti ne cammaca hAtha meM liyA aura vaha jala gyaa| hAtha meM phaphole ho ge| cammaca meM kucha nahIM thaa| vaha korA cammaca thA, ThaMDA thaa| kintu usa cammaca se hAtha jala utthaa| phaphole ho ge| yaha kaise huA? yaha sArA Atma-saMzana Atma-sUcana yA Atma-sammohana ke dvArA ghaTita huaa| vyakti kA eka stara hai-cetanA kA, lezyA kA yA bhAvanA kaa| jaba usa stara taka koI bAta calI jAtI hai, taijas-zarIra-zArIrika vidyut taka koI bAta calI jAtI hai, vahAM vaha ghaTita hone lagatA hai, jo cAhA jAtA hai| padArtha hI prabhAvita nahIM karatA, kintu padArtha ke sAtha jAne vAlI cetanA bhI prabhAvita karatI hai| cetanA ke stara para hama jisa bAta ko pakar3a lete haiM, hamAre jIvana meM vahI ghaTita vRttiyoM ke rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA 83
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________________ hone laga jAtA hai| sacamuca ghaTita ho jAtA hai|' DaoNkTaroM ne eka prayoga kiyaa| eka svastha AdamI thaa| eka DaoNkTara aayaa| usakI nabja dekhakara kahA-'are! tumheM to jvara ho gayA hai|' vaha ghara ke bAhara niklaa| dUsarA DaoNkTara rAste meM milaa| usane kahA 'yaha kyA, lagatA hai, tumheM jvara ho gayA hai| Age claa| eka tIsarA DaoNkTara milaa| usane kahA-'are bhAI! tumheM jvara kaba se ho gayA hai?' vaha vyakti ghabarA gyaa| vaha ghara gyaa| apane gharelU DaoNkTara ko bulaayaa| DaoNkTara aayaa| usane kahA-'bukhAra ho gayA hai|' bukhAra bar3hatA hI gyaa| vaha 104 DigrI taka pahuMca gyaa| vyakti ghabarA gyaa| yaha to Atma-saMzana kA prayoga thaa| prayoga kA cakkA ghuumaa| nayA DaoNkTara AyA, usane sArI parIkSA kara kahA-'are! kisane kahA tumheM jvara hai? tuma to svastha ho| tumhArI nAr3I svastha hai| bukhAra nahIM hai| jisane bakhAra batalAyA vaha DaoNkTara pAgala thaa| tuma ciMtA mata kro| koI jvara nahIM hai| tuma jvara kI bAta ko mana se nikAla do|' kucha ghaMToM bAda parIkSaNa kiyA gyaa| bukhAra nahIM thaa| bukhAra A jAtA hai, bukhAra calA jAtA hai, binA bImArI ke| binA ghaTanA ke krodha A jAtA hai, krodha calA jAtA hai| sthAnAMga sUtra meM krodha kI utpatti ke kaI kAraNa batAe gae haiN| unameM eka hai-para-hetuka krodha aura eka hai-Atma-hetuka krodh| eka hai-dUsare ke nimitta se Ane vAlA krodha aura eka hai-apane Apa Ane vAlA krodh| mana meM isa prakAra kA bhAva nirmita huA ki krodha phUTa par3A, krodha ubhara aayaa| koI bAhya kAraNa nahIM hai| yaha apane hI nimitta se Ane vAlA krodha hai| isI prakAra apane hI nimitta se, binA kisI bAharI nimitta ke abhimAna bhI AtA hai, kapaTa aura bhaya bhI AtA hai| ghRNA bhI AtI hai| apane Apa hone vAle bhaya se hama bahuta paricita haiN| Apa baiThA hai| vicAroM kA pravAha calatA hai| aise vicAra acAnaka ubharate haiM ki vyakti bhayaMkara rUpa se Darane laga jAtA hai| vaha zArIrika dRSTi se pratAr3ita jaisA ho jAtA hai| hamAre bhItarI jagat meM ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanAeM bar3I vicitra haiN| hama kevala bAharI nimittoM meM hI nahIM hote| bAhara ke jarsa Ate 54 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ haiM, hama bImAra par3a jAte haiN| aisA hI nahIM hai| binA bAharI jarsa ke bhI hama bImAra ho jAte haiN| hamAre bhItara bhI bImArI ke aneka nimitta haiN| homiyopaithika ke pravartaka DaoN. hanImena ne kahA thA-'bImArI kI jar3a meM kITANu nahIM, kintu bImArI kI jar3a hamAre bahuta gahare meM hai|' yathArtha meM bImArI kI jar3eM lezyAoM meM haiN| jaba taka lezyA zuddha rahegI, AdamI kabhI bImAra nahIM hogaa| jaba-jaba lezyA vikRta hotI hai, AdamI bImAra honA zurU ho jAtA hai| isa zarIra meM to usa bImArI kI abhivyakti mAtra hotI hai| bAharI kITANu milate haiM, to ve bhI bImArI ke nimitta bana jAte haiN| bAharI kITANu na mileM, to bhI bImArI vyakta ho jAtI hai| ___ sAdhanA meM bhAvanA kA bahuta mahattva hai| burI AdatoM kI jar3oM ko ukhAr3a DAlane kA yaha eka sazakta mAdhyama hai| isake dvArA purAnI AdateM miTatI haiM aura naI AdatoM kA nirmANa hotA hai| bhAvanA donoM kAma karatI hai-dhvaMsa bhI karatI hai aura nirmANa bhI karatI hai| burI AdatoM ke badalane aura naI AdatoM ke nirmANa kA bindu hai-lezyA-taMtra, bhaav-tNtr| ARTHI vahAM rUpAntaraNa ghaTita hotA hai| kyoMki lezyA ke pAsa taijas kI zakti hai, vidyut kI zakti hai| vidyut kI zakti ke binA itanA bar3A parivartana nahIM ho sktaa| Aja kA sArA vaijJAnika-camatkAra vidyut para AdhRta hai| yadi Aja ke yuga meM vidyut samApta ho jAe to sArA vijJAna hI dharAzAyI ho jaaegaa| vijJAna kA apanA koI svataMtra jIvana nahIM hai| taijas-zarIra meM jo kSamatA hai, jo vidyut hai, usake dvArA hI jIvana-taMtra kA sArA parivartana ghaTita hotA hai| lezyA ke pAsa vidyut kI yaha bahuta bar3I zakti hai| taijas zarIra aura lezyA kI cetanA-ye donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| donoM sahakArI haiN| donoM sAtha milakara kAma karate haiN| isalie parivartana ghaTita karane ke lie lezyA para dhyAna denA hotA hai| usameM sammohana kA bhI bahuta bar3A hAtha hai| isakA kAraNa spaSTa hai ki hama jisa cetanA ke stara para prabhAvita hote haiM, vaha cetanA hai leshyaa| yahIM hama prabhAvita hote haiM-dUsaroM ke dvArA, bAharI srAvoM se aura bhItarI srAvoM se| yaha prabhAvita hone kA jo vidyut cumbakIya-kSetra hamAre zarIra meM hai, vaha hai leshyaa| sammohana kA prabhAva yahIM hotA hai| isIlie bhAvanA kA vRttiyoM ke rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA 85 hai, vidyuta sktaa| Aja kA vidyut samApta
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________________ mahattva hai| bhAvanA, sammohana, maMtra-ye sAre eka hI koTi meM A jAte haiN| japa kyA hai? eka hI bAta ko bAra-bAra dohraanaa| bAra-bAra doharAte-doharAte vaha bAta bhItara taka pahuMca jAtI hai| aura maMtra kyA hai? yahI to hai mNtr| hama maMtra kA japa karate haiM, maMtra kI ArAdhanA karate haiM aura maMtra ke dvArA hamArI prANadhArA, UrjA bhItara kI taijasa UrjA taka pahuMca jAtI hai| jaba taka vahAM nahIM pahuMcatI, maMtra kA jAgaraNa nahIM hotaa| maMtra kA jAgaraNa binA, maMtra kA caitanya hue binA, maMtra koI kAma nahIM kara sktaa| vahI maMtra phala detA hai jo jAgRta hai, cetanAvAn hai| maMtra-jAgaraNa kA artha hai-bhItara kI taijasa zakti se bAhara kI prANa UrjA ko jor3a denA, usakA eka saMbaMdha sthApita kara denaa| bhAvanA, Atma-saMzana, japa aura maMtra-ye sAre parivartana ke sAdhana haiN| aba hameM samajhanA hogA ki bhAvanA kA prayoga kaise kareM? bhAvanA ke prayoga kI vidhi ko samajhe binA hama parivartana ghaTita nahIM kara skte| hamane yaha siddhAntarUpa se svIkAra kara liyA ki bhAvanA dvArA vyaktitva kA parivartana ho sakatA hai, hotA hai, kintu prazna hai ki vaha kaise hotA hai? bhAvanA kA prayoga hama kaise kareM? apane mana kI bAta, apanI sthUla cetanA kI bAta ko bhItara taka kaise pahuMcAeM? isa prakriyA ko jAna lenA Avazyaka hai| isa prakriyA kA pahalA sUtra hai-kaayotsrg| bhAvanA kA prayoga karanA hai to pahale kAyotsarga karanA hogaa| kAyotsarga yadi nahIM hai-zarIra kI pravRttiyoM kA zithilIkaraNa nahIM hai, snAyavika pravRttiyoM kA zithilIkaraNa nahIM hai to bAta Age nahIM pahuMca sakatI, kyoMki Age avarodha hai| snAyu avarodha paidA kara rahe haiN| Age jAne ke lie rAstA sApha nahIM hai| pahale rAste se sAre avarodha miTAne hoNge| kAyotsarga isakA sAdhana hai| isake dvArA hama samIkaraNa karate haiN| jaina yoga paraMparA meM sarvAdhika bala kAyotsarga para diyA hai| kAyotsarga hamAre jIvana kA abhinna aMga hai| muni sthAna se bAhara jaae| eka kilomITara yA adhika jAe, Ae to sabase pahale use kAyotsarga karanA hotA hai| phira vaha dUsare kAma meM laga jAtA hai| bhikSA ke lie, zauca 86 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ ke lie yA anya kisI prayojana se bAhara jAe to Ate hI sabase pahale kAyotsarga kre| kAyotsarga karanA anivArya hai| svAdhyAya kare to svAdhyAya se pUrva kAyotsarga kre| dhyAna kare to dhyAna se pUrva kAyotsarga kre| soye to sone se pahale kAyotsarga kre| uThe to uThate hI kAyotsarga kre| pratilekhana kare, ahiMsA kI dRSTi se vastroM kA nirIkSaNa kare to nirIkSaNa karane se pUrva kAyotsarga kare aura nirIkSaNa ke bAda kAyotsarga kre| nIMda meM koI duHsvapna A jAe to tatkAla uThakara kAyotsarga kre| kisI kAraNavaza yA pramAdavaza koI hiMsA ho jAe, kabhI jhUTha bola diyA jAe, kabhI asvAbhAvika yA burA AcaraNa ho jAe to prAyazcitta ke lie kAyotsarga kre| nadI ko pAra kare to kAyotsarga kre| pratikramaNa ke prArambha meM kAyotsarga kare aura pratikramaNa ke anta meM kAyotsarga kre| ATha zvAsocchvAsa kA kAyotsarga, paccIsa, pacAsa, sau, pAMca sau aura hajAra zvAsocchvAsa kA kaayotsrg| kAyotsarga hI kaayotsrg| kAyotsarga ke binA muni kA koI jIvana hI nahIM hotaa| yaha vyavasthA isalie kI gaI ki yadi hameM kisI bAta ko.bhItara taka pahuMcAnA hai, to jaba taka kAyotsarga nahIM hogA, zarIra kA zithilIkaraNa nahIM hogA, snAyavika anurodha nahIM miTeMge, bAta bhItara taka nahIM pahuMca paayegii| kAyotsarga atyanta Avazyaka hai| zarIra kI pravRttiyoM kA visarjana kareM, zithilIkaraNa kareM, mAMsapeziyoM kA, hAthoM kA, pairoM kA zithilIkaraNa kreN| adhyAtma kI yAtrA kaba zurU ho sakatI hai? samAdhi kaba upalabdha ho sakatI hai? isakI zarta kyA hai? isakI zarta hai-koI pravRtti na kreN| hAtha kA saMyama kreN| prazna hogA ki hAtha kA saMyama karanA kauna-sI bar3I bAta hai? hAtha bahuta mahattvapUrNa avayava hai hamAre zarIra kaa| ekyUpaMkcara paddhati ke vikAsa ne yaha siddha kara diyA hai ki hamAre mastiSka meM jo caitanya kendra, jaivika sakriya-bindu haiM ve sAre ke sAre kendra hAtha meM haiN| hAtha meM kyA nahIM hai| jo zarIra meM hai vaha sArA hAtha meM hai| phira kahA-pairoM kA saMyama kro| yaha aura ajIba bAta hai| kyoMki hAtha to phira bhI eka uttama avayava hai| paira zarIra kA nimnatama bhAga hai| paira bahuta mahattvapUrNa avayava hai| paira ke aMgUThe aura aMgulI meM caitanya kendra haiM, glaiNDsa haiN| paira ke aMgUThe meM vRttiyoM ke rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA 87
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________________ picyUTarI glaiMDa hai| paira ke aMgUThe meM AMkha haiM, kAna haiN| prAcInakAla meM yaha batAyA jAtA thA ki jaba AMkha kI jyoti kama ho jAe to paira kI aMguliyoM para tela kI mAliza kI jaae| yaha kahAM kA sambandha hai? jyoti kama huI AMkha kI aura tela mAliza karanA hotA hai paira kI aMguliyoM pr| Aja yaha bAta vicitra-sI nahIM lgtii| jaba hameM yaha patA laga gayA ki paira kI aMguliyoM meM AMkha haiM, kAna haiM, taba ye bAteM anahonI-sI nahIM lgtiiN| AMkha aura kAna kA ilAja paira kI aMguliyoM se kiyA jA sakatA hai aura picyUTarI yA piniyala glaiNDa kA samAdhAna paira ke aMgUThe se kiyA jA sakatA hai| prAcIna kAla meM jaina paraMparA meM mahAprANa dhyAna kI paddhati pracalita thii| yaha dhyAna kI mahattvapUrNa paddhati thii| AcArya bhadrabAhu ne bAraha varSa taka mahAprANa dhyAna kI sAdhanA kI thii| jo mahAprANa-dhyAna meM jAtA hai, vaha saMsAra se pUrNarUpa se vilaga ho jAtA hai| koI saMparka nahIM rhtaa| sAre bAhya saMparka TUTa jAte haiN| sAdhaka gaharI samAdhi kI avasthA meM calA jAtA hai| yadi paristhitivaza sAdhaka ko avadhi se pahale saceta karanA hotA hai to usakA ekamAtra upAya hai-paira ke aMgUThe ko dbaanaa| AcArya puSyamitra mahAprANa-dhyAna kI sAdhanA meM lge| eka ziSya unakI dekharekha ke lie niyukta thaa| kucha dina biite| kisI ko patA nahIM thA ki AcArya viziSTa sAdhanA meM saMlagna haiN| UhApoha hone lgaa| kucha ziSyoM ne socA-isane AcArya ko mAra DAlA hai| UhApoha bddh'aa| rAjA taka yaha bAta gii| rAjA aayaa| uttara sAdhaka se pUchatAcha kii| usane kahA-'AcArya viziSTa sAdhanA meM saMlagna haiN| abhI sAdhanA kA kAla pUrA nahIM huA hai|' rAjA ne kahA-'maiM abhI AcArya se milanA cAhatA huuN| Avazyaka kAma hai| uttara sAdhaka andara gyaa| AcArya ke paira ke aMgUThe ko dbaayaa| AcArya saceta ho ge| unhoMne kahA-'asamaya meM kaise uThA diyA?' uttara sAdhaka bolA-'aisA hI ghaTanA-cakra ghaTita ho gyaa| maiM kyA kruuN|' prazna ho sakatA hai ki aMgUThe kA aura dhyAna kA kyA saMbaMdha ho sakatA hai? hamAre meM samAdhi ghaTita hotI hai-darzana-kendra aura jyotikendra 88, AbhAmaMDala
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________________ meM gaharAI meM jAne pr| aMgUThe meM donoM kendra haiN| yaha sundara sthAna hai| yaha sUkSma zarIra aura sthUla zarIra kA saMgama-bindu hai| yaha ir3A aura piMgalA kA saMgama-sthala hai| jo vyakti yahAM pahuMca jAtA hai, samAdhi ghaTita ho jAtI hai| sAdhaka mahAprANa kI sthiti meM calA jAtA hai| isa kendra ko hameM jAgRta karanA hai| hAtha aura paira bahuta kI mahattva ke kendra haiN| pAMva ko nikammA na maaneN| jaba hama bhUmi para calate haiM, taba er3I vidyut grahaNa kara sAre zarIra ko pahuMcAtI hai| kitanA mahattvapUrNa kAma hai! jaba hAtha kA saMyama-hAtha kA zithilIkaraNa, paira kA saMyama-paira kA zithilIkaraNa, vANI kA saMyama-vANI kA zithilIkaraNa ghaTita hotA hai, taba indriyoM ke tanAva kama ho jAte haiN| unameM uThane vAlI AkAMkSAoM kI taraMga kama ho jAtI hai| jaba yaha saba ghaTita hotA hai, taba adhyAtma-ramaNa yA adhyAtma kI yAtrA zurU hotI hai| jaba adhyAtma kI yAtrA zurU hotI hai, taba AtmA samAdhi meM calI jAtI hai| niSkarSa kI bhASA meM kahA jA sakatA hai ki samAdhi meM jAne ke lie, adhyAtma kI yAtrA zurU karane ke lie, AdatoM ko badalane ke lie sabase pahalI zarta hai-kaayotsrg| jaba taka hama kAyotsarga karanA nahIM sIkha lete, taba taka ye saba ghaTita nahIM ho skte| bhAvanA yoga kI prAraMbhika carcA maiMne kI hai| vistAra Age kiyA jaaegaa| vRttiyoM ke rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA 16
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________________ 8 svabhAva-parivartana kA dUsarA caraNa 1. * svabhAva-parivartana ke chaha sUtra * kAyotsarga * anuprekSA * viveka * dhyAna * zaraNa * bhaavnaa| adhyAtma se rUpAntaraNa / sAdhaka kRSNa, nIla aura kApota lezyAoM kA atikramaNa kara taijas, padma aura zukla lezyAoM meM calA jAtA hai| 3. * laukika aura lokottara kI bhedrekhaa| 4. * rUpAntaraNa kA aMtima caraNa hai-pratipakSa bhAvanA kA nirmaann| ___adhyAtma ne manuSya ko badalane kI eka mahattvapUrNa prakriyA dii| usa prakriyA ke aneka caraNa haiN| usakA pahalA caraNa hai-kaayotsrg| kAyotsarga hai-zarIra kA shithiliikrnn| isase purAnI AdatoM meM parivartana AtA hai, usakA zodhana hotA hai| kAyotsarga kA saMkalpa sUtra hai-'tassa uttarIkaraNeNaM pAyacchittakaraNeNaM visohikaraNeNaM visallIkaraNeNaM pAvANaM kammANaM nigghAyaNaTThAe ThAmi kaaussggN|' sAdhaka saMkalpa kI bhASA meM kahatA hai- 'jo Adata yA svabhAva priya nahIM hai, usako uttara karane ke lie, usakA udAttarUpa karane ke lie, fo AbhAmaMDala
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________________ prAyazcitta karane ke lie, vizodhi karane ke lie, mana ko nirmala banAne ke lie, jo vyasana yA Adata kA ghAva ho gayA hai, usa ghAva ko bharane ke lie, usa zalya ko miTAne ke lie, una burI AdatoM ke dvArA jo mUrchA ke paramANu karma ke paramANu cAroM ora zarIra aura mana para vyApta ho gae haiM, una pApakArI paramANuoM kA unmUlana karane ke lie, maiM kAyotsarga karatA huuN| kAyotsarga saba duHkhoM se mukti dilAne vAlA hai, svabhAvoM ko badalane vAlA hai| jo kAyotsarga kI prakriyA ko nahIM jAnatA, vaha svabhAva-parivartana nahIM kara sktaa| selpha hipnoTijma ke vizeSajJoM ne cAra sUtra prastuta kie haiN| isa paddhati kA pahalA sUtra hai-ATo rilekshesn| isakA artha hai-sva-zithilIkaraNa! yaha kAyotsarga kI hI prakriyA hai| kAyotsarga kie binA svabhAva-parivartana kI prakriyA phalita nahIM ho sktii| cAhe svabhAva ko badalanA ho, cAhe kisI bImArI kI cikitsA karanI ho to sabase pahale kAyotsarga karanA hogaa| yaha pahalA sUtra hai| ___ svabhAva parivartana kA dUsarA sUtra hai-selpha enelisis-anuprekssaa| jise hama badalanA cAhate haiM, jisa Adata meM parivartana lAnA cAhate haiM, usakA vizleSaNa karanA hotA hai| usakI anuprekSA karanI hotI hai| Atma-nirIkSaNa aura Atma-vizleSaNa karanA hogaa| selpha enelisisa hipnoTijma kA dUsarA sUtra hai| kAyotsarga kI paddhati kA dUsarA sUtra hai-anuprekssaa| donoM samAnAntara rekhAo para calate haiN| yadi maiM krodha ko chor3anA cAhatA hUM to mujhe sabase pahale apanA Atma-vizleSaNa karanA hogA ki krodha kyoM burA hai? kyoM chor3anA cAhatA hUM? yadi vaha burA nahIM hai to chor3ane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| kyA krodha burA hai-isakA maiM vizleSaNa karUM / isa vizleSaNa para jAUMgA, anuprekSA karUMgA, gahare meM utarUMgA, apAya vicaya dhyAna kI sthiti taka pahuMca jaauuNgaa| vahAM mujhe jJAta hogA ki krodha eka prakAra kA jvara hai| vaha jaba zarIra meM utaratA hai taba zarIra ko tor3a detA hai aura zaktiyoM ko kSINa kara detA hai| krodha mastiSka kA jvara hai, hRdaya kA jvara hai aura eDrInala granthi kA jvara hai| vaha svabhAva-parivartana kA dUsarA caraNa 61
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________________ tInoM zaktiyoM ko kSINa karatA hai| vyakti jaba krodha karatA hai taba sabase pahalA prahAra mastiSka para hotA hai| mastiSka jvara-pIr3ita ho jAtA hai| usa samaya itanI uttejanA aura itanI atirikta UrjA khapatI hai ki bar3I becainI chA jAtI hai aura sArA aMga-pratyaMga pratapta jaisA ho jAtA hai| krodha kA dUsarA prahAra hotA hai-hRdaya pr| krodha Ate hI hRdaya kI dhar3akana bar3ha jAtI hai| usakI gati teja ho jAtI hai aura use asvAbhAvika DhaMga se kAma karanA par3atA hai| krodha kA tIsarA prahAra hotA hai-eDrInala granthi pr| krodha ke Ate hI eDrInala granthi ko atirikta srAva karanA par3atA hai aura usakI zaktiyAM kSINa hone lagatI haiN| isa prakAra mastiSka kI zakti kSINa hotI hai, hRdaya kI zakti kSINa hotI hai aura eDrInala granthi kI zakti kSINa hotI hai| ye tInoM-mastiSka, hRdaya aura eDrInala granthi-jIvana ke mahattvapUrNa aMga haiN| krodha ke kAraNa ina tInoM kI zaktiyAM kSINa hotI haiN| jaba mastiSka kI zaktiyAM kSINa hotI haiM, taba sArA nAr3I-taMtra gar3abar3A jAtA hai| jaba hRdaya kI zakti kSINa hotI hai taba samUcA rakta-saMcAra asta-vyasta ho jAtA hai| jaba eDrInala granthi-taMtra kI zaktiyAM kSINa hotI haiM taba vyakti kI karmajA zakti naSTa ho jAtI hai| ye haiM-krodha ke prinnaam| yaha usakA vipAka vicaya hai| anuprekSA karate-karate jaba maiM ina pariNAmoM taka pahuMcatA hUM taba mujhe lagatA hai ki krodha kama karanA cAhie, use chor3a denA caahie| phira eka prazna hotA hai-kyA maiM krodha ko chor3a sakatA hUM? sAdhaka isa para vicAra karatA hai| isa prazna para vicAra karate-karate vaha isa tathya para pahuMcatA hai ki mujhameM bahuta bar3I kSamatA hai| maiM krodha ko chor3a sakatA huuN| isa ciMtana se vaha anuprekSA ke agale caraNa para pahuMca jAtA hai| vaha viveka para pahuMca jAtA hai| kAyotsarga kA tIsarA sUtra hai-vivek| sAdhaka socatA hai ki maiM krodha ko isalie chor3a sakatA hUM ki maiM krodha nahIM huuN| krodha merA svabhAva nahIM hai| yadi krodha merA svabhAva hotA to maiM krodha ko kabhI nahIM chor3a paataa| koI bhI vyakti apane svabhAva ko nahIM chor3a sktaa| kintu krodha merA svabhAva nahIM hai, svarUpa nahIM hai, maiM krodha nahIM hUM aura usase bhinna 62 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ huuN| maiM jJAnamaya huuN| maiM darzanamaya huuN| maiM Anandamaya huuN| krodha mere jJAna ko AvRta karatA hai| krodha mere darzana ko AvRta karatA hai| krodha mere Ananda ko AvRta karatA hai| use vikRta karatA hai| vaha merI zaktiyoM ko vinaSTa karatA hai| isa ciMtana se vaha isa viveka para pahuMca jAtA hai-maiM krodha nahIM hUM aura krodha merA svabhAva nahIM hai| svabhAva-parivartana ke tIna sUtra haiM-kAyotsarga, anuprekSA aura vivek| jaba sAdhaka ne yaha mAna liyA ki krodha merA svabhAva nahIM hai, maiM krodha nahIM hUM, taba bAta bahuta sulajha jAtI hai, jJAna spaSTa ho jAtA hai| jaba jJAna spaSTa ho jAtA hai, taba caraNa apane Apa Age bar3hane lagate haiN| bhagavAna ne kahA-'paDhamaM nANaM tao dyaa| pahale jJAna spaSTa honA caahie| Atma-sammohana kA eka kathana hai-jJAna eka zakti hai| jJAna jaba spaSTa ho jAtA hai, taba AcaraNa kI suvidhA ho jAtI hai| ___ svabhAva-parivartana kA cauthA sUtra hai-dhyaan| darzana-kendra para dhyAna kendrita kreN| donoM bhRkuTiyoM ke bIca kA sthAna hai-drshn-kendr| yaha hamAre antar-jJAna kA kendra hai| yaha antardRSTi aura samyak-dRSTi kA kendra hai| jitanA Antarika jJAna prakaTa hotA hai, vaha isI kendra se prakaTa hotA hai| jaba dhyAna darzana-kendra para sthApita hotA hai, taba apanI bAta ko bhItara taka pahuMcAne meM bar3I suvidhA ho jAtI hai| manovijJAna mAnatA hai ki jo bAta hamAre sthUla mana taka pahuMcatI hai, vaha kAryakara nahIM hotii| usase vyaktitva kA paritarvana nahIM ho sktaa| jaba hama darzana-kendra para dhyAna karate haiM taba hamArA vicAra, hamArA saMkalpa antarmana taka pahuMca jAtA hai| vaha saMkalpa lezyA-taMtra aura adhyavasAya-taMtra taka pahuMca jAtA hai| parivartana ghaTita hone lagatA hai| darzana-kendra para dhyAna karanA cauthA caraNa hai| svabhAva-parivartana kA pAMcavAM sUtra hai-shrnn| hameM zaraNa meM jAnA hogaa| Atma-sammohana ke vartamAna siddhAnta meM zaraNa kI bAta nahIM miltii| vahAM Atma-zithilIkaraNa, Atma-vizleSaNa aura ATo-sajezana kI bAta milatI hai, svataH sUcanA kI bAta milatI hai| kintu zaraNa kI bAta nahIM miltii| svabhAva-parivartana kA dUsarA caraNa 63
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________________ zaraNa meM jAnA-bahuta mahattva kA sUtra hai| prazna hai-kisakI zaraNa meM jAnA? aura kisI dUsare kI zaraNa meM jAne kI jarUrata nahIM hai, apanI hI zakti kI zaraNa meM jAnA hai yA hameM usakI zaraNa meM jAnA hai jo ananta-jJAna, ananta-darzana, ananta-Ananda aura ananta-zakti kA dhanI hai| jisameM ye cAroM ananta prasphaTita ho cuke haiM, usakI zaraNa meM jAnA hai, jisameM ye bIja aMkurita ho cuke haiM, pallavita, puSpita aura phalita ho cuke haiM, usakI zaraNa meM jAnA hai| kisI vyakti vizeSa kI zaraNa meM nahIM jAnA hai| isa ananta catuSTayI kI zaraNa meM jAnA hai| jaba yaha zaraNa upalabdha ho jAtI hai taba taijas zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai| usa samaya vidyut kI itanI tIvra taraMgeM upalabdha hotI haiM ki rUpAntaraNa kA krama prAraMbha ho jAtA hai| eka sUphI saMta the-saMta khaiyaad| bahuta bar3e sAdhaka the| jA rahe the ghora jaMgala se| ziSya sAtha meM thaa| samaya huA aura ve namAja par3hane baitthe| kaMbala bichaayaa| usa para baiTha ge| ziSya bhI baiTha gyaa| itane meM zera ke dahAr3ane kI AvAja aayii| ziSya ddraa| usane apanA kaMbala sameTA aura vaha tatkAla per3a para car3hakara baiTha gyaa| kintu saMta khaiyAda avicala bhAva se vaise hI baiThe rhe| namAja par3hate rhe| zera vahAM A phuNcaa| Asa-pAsa meM sUMghakara calA gyaa| namAja pUrI huii| ziSya per3a se utarakara nIce aayaa| donoM Age bar3ha ge| jA rahe the| itane meM eka jaMgalI kuttA sAmane A gyaa| jaise hI kuttA sAmane AyA, saMta khaiyAda ne apanA DaMDA saMbhAlA aura DaMDA lekara pratirodha kI mudrA meM khar3e ho ge| ziSya dekhatA rhaa| vaha pUcha baiThA-'gurudeva! yaha kyA? jaba zera AyA taba to Apa avicala bhAva se baiThe rahe aura eka kuttA sAmane AyA to Apa pratirodha kI mudrA meM khar3e ho ge| maiM rahasya samajha nahIM paayaa| saMta khaiyAda bole- 'usa samaya khudA mere sAtha thA aura aba tuma mere sAtha ho| usa samaya maiM parama AtmA kI zaraNa meM thA, khudA merI rakSA kara rahA thaa| aba tuma manuSya mere sAtha ho|' sacamuca jaba hama ananta kI zaraNa meM jAte haiM, ananta-catuSTayI kI zaraNa meM cale jAte haiM, taba ananta-catuSTayI ke spaMdana se taijas zarIra 64 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ aura cetanA kA kaNa-kaNa tAdAtmya sthApita kara letA hai, tAdAtmya kA anubhava karatA hai, usa samaya hamArI taijas kI dhArAeM itanI phUTa par3atI haiM, phira kisI kA bhaya nahIM ho sktaa| zaraNa meM jAnA-svabhAva-parivartana kA pAMcavAM sUtra hai| jaba hama ananta-catuSTayI kI zaraNa meM jAte haiM, taba hamAre sAmane ananta-jJAna daur3atA hai| ananta-darzana kI dhArAeM daur3atI haiN| ananta-Ananda kI dhArAeM vikasita hotI haiM aura ananta-zakti ke anubhava ke bIja phUTane laga jAte haiN| aisI sthiti meM rUpAntaraNa kaise nahIM hogA? jo una kSaNoM meM vidyamAna hote haiM, unameM vaisA pariNamana hone laga jAtA hai| bhItarI pariNamana zurU ho jAtA hai| eka bindu aisA AtA hai ki pariNamana hote-hote vaha sthUla rUpa le letA hai, saghana rUpa le letA hai aura vyakti sacamuca badala jAtA hai| svabhAva-parivartana kA chaThA sUtra hai-bhaavnaa| yaha hai Atma-sUcanA-selpha sjeshn| hama apane Apako sUcanA deN| jaba hama gahare dhyAna kI sthiti meM baiThe hoM, taba sUcanA deM ki maiM krodha ko chor3anA cAhatA huuN| maiM krodha se mukta ho rahA huuN| maiM krodha ko nahIM caahtaa| krodha ke paramANu mere pAsa nahIM raha skte| krodha mujhe uttejita nahIM kara sktaa| krodha mere mastiSka meM aura mere snAyu-taMtra meM apanI taraMga kabhI nahIM phailA sktaa| pUre nizcaya aura dRr3hatA ke sAtha ye sUcanAeM deM, sujhAva deM, apane Apako saMbodhita kareM, bhAvita kreN| citta ko itanA bhAvita kara leM, usa para itanI puTa lagA leM ki citta bilkula bhAvita ho jaae| eka sAmAnya vastu hai, kintu usako bhAvita karane para usakI zakti bar3ha jAtI hai, kSamatA bar3ha jAtI hai| binA bhAvita kie kisI bhI vastu kI kSamatA nahIM bddh'tii| anna jaba Aga para pakAyA jAtA hai, taba vaha Aga se bhAvita ho jAtA hai| raMgIna botaloM meM pAnI sUrya kI razmiyoM meM rakhA jAtA hai| vaha pAnI raMga se bhAvita ho jAtA hai| sAmAnya pAnI kI jo zakti hai aura sUrya kI razmiyoM meM raMgIna botaloM dvArA bhAvita pAnI kI jo zakti hai, usakI tulanA nahIM ho sktii| usa bhAvita pAnI meM cikitsA ke guNa upalabdha ho jAte haiN| isa pAnI se asAdhya rogoM kI cikitsA kI jAtI hai| aneka roga miTate haiN| pAnI bhAvita kiyA svabhAva-parivartana kA dUsarA caraNa 65
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________________ jAtA hai, dUdha bhAvita kiyA jAtA hai, cInI aura sabjI bhAvita kI jAtI hai aura na jAne kitanI cIjeM bhAvita kI jAtI haiN| cuMbaka para pAnI kI botaleM rakhI jAtI haiM aura pAnI cuMbaka se bhAvita ho jAtA hai, cumbakIya bana jAtA hai| usa pAnI meM auSadhIya guNa bar3ha jAte haiN| nAnA prakAra kI bImAriyoM ko miTAne ke lie vaha pAnI kAma AtA hai| bhojana aura peya padArthoM ko yadi dhUpa meM rakheM to unakA guNa-dharma badala jAtA hai| maMtra vidyA kA prayoktA jala ko bhAvita karatA hai| vaha maMtra kA jApa karatA hai aura jala ko abhimaMtrita karatA jAtA hai| vaha jala zaktizAlI ho jAtA hai| usameM itanI kSamatA A jAtI hai ki vaha bar3e-bar3e upadravoM ko miTA sakatA hai| phira vaha kevala pAnI nahIM rahatA aura kucha bana jAtA hai| hama eka bhAvanA ko leM aura 5.10 minaTa taka mana ko bhAvita karate jaaeN| aisA prayatna kareM ki usa bhAvanA se hamArA pUrA citta bhAvita ho jaae| kevala eka-do bAra doharAne se kucha nahIM bntaa| usameM samaya lagAnA caahie| pahale ucca svara meM bola-bolakara mana ko bhAvita kareM, phira manda svara meM bhAvita kareM aura phira uccAraNa kie binA mAnasika stara para citta ko bhAvita kreN| hama tInoM prakAra se mana ko bhAvita kareM aura bhAvanA ko vahAM taka pahuMcA deM jahAM use pahuMcanA hai| jaba mana bhAvita ho jAe, taba hama vyutsarga kreN| mana ke bhAvita ho jAne para-maiM apane purAne svabhAva kA vyutsarga karatA hUM, chor3atA hUM, merA isake sAtha koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai-aisA kheN| jaba taka 'maiM' aura 'merA' yaha saMbaMdha banA rahatA hai, taba taka Adata nahIM badala sakatI, svabhAva nahIM badala sktaa| hameM vyutsarga karanA hogA-'maiM' aura 'mere' kaa| aba maiM isa Adata ko chor3atA hUM, merA isake sAtha koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| yaha merI nahIM hai aura maiM isakA nahIM huuN| itanA ho jAne para phira vaha sAdhaka udyata hokara kahatA hai- 'maiM phira nahIM kruuNgaa| isake lie maiM pUrNarUpa se sAvadhAna aura jAgRta hotA huuN|' yaha pUrI prakriyA hai svabhAva-parivartana kI, vyaktitva ke rUpAntaraNa kI, Adata ko badalane kii| sAmAnya dhAraNA yaha hai ki svabhAva nahIM badalatA, nahIM badalA jA 66 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ sktaa| kintu yaha sahI nahIM hai| yadi koI vyakti do-tIna mahIne taka ina sUtroM kA prayoga karatA hai to yaha nizcayapUrvaka kahA jA sakatA hai ki Adata ko badalanA hogaa| vaha pUrvavat raha nahIM sktii| jo satya hai usa satya ko hama kaise TAla sakate haiN| nizcaya kI bhASA meM isIlie bola rahA hUM ki isa prakriyA ke niSkarSa meM koI saMdeha nahIM hai| jo zAzvata satya hai, vahAM saMdigdha bhASA bolane kI jarUrata nhiiN| isIlie maiM nizcayapUrvaka kahatA hUM ki Adata badalatI hai| yaha dhrava satya hai| jo prayoga karegA, isa prakriyA se gujaregA, vaha apanI AdatoM ko avazya hI badala degaa| samaya kA aMtara ho sakatA hai, saMkalpa-zakti kA antara ho sakatA hai, nizcaya aura AMtarika zaktiyoM ke zraddhA kA aMtara ho sakatA hai, kintu niSpatti kA aMtara nahIM ho sktaa| dRr3ha nizcaya ke sAtha prakriyA kA abhyAsa karane para svabhAva apane Apa badala jAtA hai| yadi hama svabhAva-parivartana kI bAta na mAneM to mithyAdRSTi kabhI samyag-dRSTi nahIM ho sakatA, samyaga-dRSTi kabhI vratI nahIM ho sakatA, vratI kabhI mahAvratI nahIM ho sakatA, mahAvratI kabhI apramatta nahIM ho sakatA aura apramatta kabhI vItarAga aura kevalI nahIM ho sktaa| jo dharma svabhAva-parivartana kI bAta ko nahIM mAnatA, vaha dharma apane anuyAyiyoM ko dhokhe meM DAlatA hai, unakA vikAsa nahIM kara sktaa| eka yogya zikSaka apane ziSyoM ko badalane meM sakSama hotA hai, vaha ziSyoM ko badala detA hai, rUpAntarita kara detA hai| AiMsTIna skUla meM par3ha rahA thaa| adhyApaka ne gaNita kA prazna puuchaa| uttara ThIka nahIM diyA jA skaa| adhyApaka ne kahA-'AiMsTIna! tuma buddhU ho aura buddhU hI bane rhoge| kabhI Age nahIM bar3ha skoge|' samaya badalA aura eka dina vaha AyA ki AiMsTIna aura gaNita paryAyavAcI bana ge| Andhra meM eka guru apane pAMca sau ziSyoM ko par3hA rahA thaa| usake mana meM bhAvanA jaagii| usane eka prayoga zurU kiyA aura pAMca sau ke pAMca sau ziSya smRti, buddhi aura medhA meM agraNI bana ge| maiM apanI bAta khuuN| eka dina thA ki maiM apane sAthiyoM meM sabase pichar3A huA thaa| AcArya tulasI kA mArga-darzana milaa| unakA varada hasta svabhAva-parivartana kA dUsarA caraNa 67
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________________ mujhe upalabdha huaa| dhIre-dhIre rUpAntaraNa ghaTita hone lagA-jJAna ke kSetra meM, vidyA aura medhA ke kSetra meM, svabhAva aura vyavahAra ke kSetra meN| rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA se pratyeka manuSya talahaTI se zikhara taka pahuMca sakatA hai| prakriyA ke binA yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| binA mArga para cale, binA ArohaNa kie, koI zikhara ko nahIM chU sktaa| jo jahAM hai, vahIM rhegaa| jahAM pacAsa varSa pahale thA, usI bindu para vaha pacAsa varSa bAda bhI rhegaa| koI antara nahIM aaegaa| kyoMki use prakriyA upalabdha nahIM hai aura yadi prakriyA upalabdha bhI hai aura vaha usakA abhyAsa nahIM kara rahA hai, aisI sthiti meM koI parivartana nahIM ho sktaa| adhyAtma kA samUcA mArga rUpAntaraNa kI prakriyA hai| isa prakriyA kA abhyAsa krama hai| jo vyakti isa abhyAsa-krama ko svIkAra kara letA hai, vaha nizcita hI apanI lezyAoM ko badala detA hai| vaha kRSNa, nIla aura kApota lezyAoM kA atikramaNa kara yA unheM badalakara vaha teja, padma aura zukla lezyAoM meM calA jAtA hai| vaha ina lezyAoM ke spaMdanoM ke anubhavoM meM calA jAtA hai| vahAM jAne para svabhAva meM apane Apa parivartana prArambha ho jAtA hai| yaha hai hamAre svabhAva-parivartana kI prkriyaa| ___ maiM phira isa bAta ko doharAnA cAhatA hUM ki jo dhArmika apane svabhAva ko badalanA nahIM cAhatA hai, vaha yathArtha meM dhArmika nahIM hai| jo dharma-guru apane anuyAyiyoM ke svabhAva ko badalane kA upakrama nahIM karatA, vaha apane kartavya ke prati jAgarUka nahIM kahA jA sktaa| donoM ora se upakrama calanA caahie| anuyAyI badalanA cAhe aura mArga-darzaka unheM badalane kI prakriyA batalAe, abhyAsa-krama batalAe, aisA hone para hI dharma kI tejasvitA, dharma kI vAstavikatA prakaTa hogI aura dharma kA alaukika rUpa lokottara svarUpa hameM prApta hogaa| dharma laukika nahIM hai, vaha lokottara hai| vaha lokottara isalie hai ki laukika padArtha se jo nahIM milatA, vaha dharma se milatA hai| dhana laukika upakrama se prApta hotA hai| sattA laukika upakrama se milatI hai| duniyA ke sAre upakrama laukika haiN| ina laukika prayatnoM se aneka cIjeM milatI haiM, kintu mana kI zAnti, svabhAva kA parivartana, vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa, sahaja aura alaukika Ananda 68 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ prApta nahIM hotaa| ye saba dharma se milate haiN| adhyAtma inakI upalabdhi kA sAdhana hai| isIlie dharma yA adhyAtma lokottara yA lokottama tattva hai| jaba hama lokottama tattva ke prati calate haiM, usa dizA meM prasthAna karate haiM aura yadi hameM vahI prApta ho, jo laukika prayatnoM se prApta hotA hai, vaha kucha bhI na mile jo laukika prayatnoM se nahIM milatA to phira laukika upAya aura lokottara ke bIca meM koI bheda rekhA nahIM khIMcI jA skegii| laukika aura lokottara ke bIca meM yahI bheda rekhA ho sakatI hai ki jo laukika upAyoM se nahIM milatA vaha lokottara upAyoM se mila jAtA hai| bhedarekhA kA Adi bindu yahI hogaa| Aja ke isa bauddhika, tArkika aura vaijJAnika yuga meM isa prazna para aura adhika gaharAI se cintana karanA Avazyaka hai| hama dharma aura adhyAtma ke lokottara svarUpa kA abhyAsa kareM aura usa abhyAsa ke dvArA aisI upalabdhiyAM kareM jo laukika abhyAsa se saMbhava nahIM haiN| Aja aparAdhoM kI bAr3ha-sI A rahI hai| laukika sAdhanoM ke bAvajUda Aja aparAdha bar3ha rahe haiM, kama nahIM ho rahe haiN| hindustAna jaise garIba deza meM yadi aparAdha hoM to mAnA jA sakatA hai ki yahAM dhana kA abhAva hai, garIbI hai, isalie loga aparAdha karate haiN| kintu duniyA ke sabase vaibhavazAlI deza meM yadi hindustAna se hajAra gunA aparAdha hoM to ise kyA mAnA jAe? yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki vahAM aparAdha abhAva yA garIbI ke kAraNa bar3ha rahe haiN| vahAM aparAdhoM kA mUla kAraNa hai-atibhaav| taba hama isa niSkarSa para pahuMcate haiM ki laukika padArthoM ke vikAsa se aparAdhoM ko nahIM miTAyA jA sakatA, manuSya ko nahIM badalA jA sktaa| isa bindu para khar3e hokara hI hameM adhyAtma kI dizA meM jAne kI yA rUpAntarita karane kI AvazyakatA mahasUsa hotI hai| taba hameM jJAta hotA hai ki duniyA meM eka aisA tattva bhI hai, jo laukika nahIM hai, jo padArtha se saMbaddha nahIM hai, kintu alaukika aura padArthAtIta hai| isa bindu para pahuMcakara hI hama aparAdhoM ko kama kara sakate haiM, burI AdatoM ko badala sakate haiM aura vyaktitva kA rUpAntaraNa kara sakate haiN| svabhAva-parivartana ke bAda eka bAta para aura dhyAna dene kI jarUrata svabhAva-parivartana kA dUsarA caraNa 66
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________________ hai| vyutsarga ghaTita ho jAne ke pazcAt pratipakSI svabhAva kA citta-nirmANa Avazyaka hotA hai| yaha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa hai| udAharaNa ke lie-maiM krodha ko chor3ane ke lie, usakI pUrI prakriyA se gujaratA hUM aura vyutsarga taka pahuMca jAtA huuN| vahAM pahuMcakara mujhe eka bAta aura karanI hotI hai ki jisakA maiM vyutsarga kara rahA hUM, vaha kahIM phira na A jAe, mujhase saMbaddha na ho jaae| eka bur3hiyA thii| usake cAra dAmAda the| cAroM marakara preta hue| ve bArI-bArI se bur3hiyA ke ghara Ane lge| vaha eka preta ko gaMgAjI meM chor3a AtI to dUsarA ghara para maujUda rhtaa| use gaMgAjI meM DAla AtI, to tIsarA preta ghara para milatA aura use bhI gaMgAjI meM DAla AtI, to cauthA preta ghara para miltaa| use jaba gaMgAjI meM DAla AtI, to phira pahalA preta A jaataa| yaha krama calatA rhaa| vaha una pretoM se chuTakArA nahIM pA skii| eka vyakti ne dAridra se kahA-maiM kamAne ke lie paradeza jA rahA hUM, yAtrA karanA cAhatA hUM, tuma yahIM rahakara mere ghara kI dekhabhAla kro| dAridra bolA-yaha kaise ho sakatA hai? Aja taka maiMne tumhArA sAtha nibhAyA hai| Aja maiM tumheM akele videza kaise jAne dUM? tuma videza meM raho aura maiM yahAM rhuuN| yaha kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai? maiM kaccA mitra nahIM huuN| maiM sarvatra sAtha hI rhuuNgaa| taba usa vyakti ne kahA-mujhe taba videza jAne kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| yadi yahI krama rahe ki hama jisa Adata ko chor3eM, jisakA hama vyutsarga kareM, vyutsarga kara hama apane ghara pahuMce aura vaha Adata phira taiyAra mile to hamArI prakriyA pUrI nahIM hogii| isalie hameM pratipakSI bhAvanA ke citta kA nirmANa karanA hogaa| yadi krodha ko chor3anA hai to usakA pratipakSa 'kSamA' kA citta hameM nirmita karanA hogaa| kSamA kA citta itanA spaSTa aura pratyakSa ho ki phira krodha ko Ane kA maukA hI na mile| bur3hiyA ke dAmAda ko Ane kA avasara na mile aura dAridr ko sAtha calane kA maukA na mile| rUpAntaraNa kA aMtima caraNa hai-pratipakSa bhAvanA kA nirmaann| krodha 100 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ ko badalanA ho to upazama ke citta kA nirmANa kro| abhimAna ko badalanA ho to mRdutA ke citta kA nirmANa karo / mAyA ko badalanA ho to RjutA kI pratimA kA nirmANa karo aura lobha se chuTakArA pAnA ho to saMtoSa kI pratimA ko ubhAro / hama prekSA dhyAna ke prArambha meM kAyotsarga ke pazcAt eka dhyeya kA nirmANa karate haiM ki maiM apane mana ko nirmala banAnA cAhatA hUM aura mana kI malinatA ke kAraNa hone vAlI AdatoM ko samApta karanA cAhatA huuN| isa dhyeya kI pratimA ke pazcAt kAyotsarga, prekSA- dhyAna meM praveza karate haiM to hamArI sArI UrjA una AdatoM ko badalane meM, mana kI nirmalatA ko vikasita karane meM apane Apa sakriya ho jAtI hai aura eka dina aisA AtA hai ki isa prayoga se gujarane vAlA vyakti sacamuca eka nayA janma le letA hai aura eka nayA vyakti bana jAtA hai / svabhAva - parivartana kA dUsarA caraNa 101
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________________ 6. raMgoM kA dhyAna aura svabhAva-parivartana 1. * aMdhakAra ke raMga lakSmI ke pAsa Akara bole-hamArA sahayoga kreN| lakSmI ne pUchA-tumheM priya kauna? unhoMne kahA-* khuddo sAhasio naro * nissaMso ajiiMdio * gehI paose ya saDhe * pamatte rasalolue * vaMke vaMkasamAyAre * micchadiTThI aNArie * upphAlaga duTTavAI * teNe yAvi ya mcchrii| lakSmI ne kahA-maiM jAUMgI, para aliMda meM rahUMgI, bhItara nhiiN| phalataH mana kI ashaanti| prakAza ke raMga lakSmI ke pAsa Akara bole-hamArA sahayoga kreN| lakSmI ne pUchA-tumheM priya kauna? unhoMne kahA- * nIyAvittI acavale * amAI akuUhale * piyadhamme daDhadhamme * payaNukohamANe ya * pasaMtacitte daMtappA * uvasaMte jiiMdie * tahA payaNuvAI ya * vajjabhIrU hiese| phalataH-mana kI shaanti|
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________________ eka bAra lakSmI ke pAsa aMdhakAra ke raMga milakara aae| jisakA vyaktitva sArvajanika hotA hai, usake pAsa saba Ate haiN| vaha sabakA hotA hai| use sabake sAtha sambandha rakhanA hotA hai| lakSmI kA vyaktitva sArvajanika hai| duniyA meM eka bhI prANI aisA nahIM hai, jisakA sambandha lakSmI se na ho yA lakSmI kA sambandha usase na ho| duniyA kA eka bhI prANI aisA nahIM hai jo lakSmI ke binA jI sake, usakI chatrachAyA ke binA raha ske| isalie lakSmI kA vyaktitva vyApaka, virATa aura sArvajanika hai| aMdhakAra ke raMga lakSmI ke pAsa Akara bole-'devi! Apa hamArA sahayoga kreN| Apake sahayoga ke binA, ApakI chatrachAyA ke binA hamArA sammAna nahIM hotA, hamArA koI Adara nahIM krtaa| isalie jahAM hamArA astitva hai, hamArI pratiSThA hai, vahAM Apako hamArA sahayoga karanA hogA aura hamAre sAtha rahanA hogaa| hama ApakI chatrachAyA ke icchuka haiN| lakSmI ne kahA-'acchI bAta hai, aauuNgii|' phira lakSmI ke mana meM prazna utthaa| usane raMgoM se pUchA-'yaha to batAo ki tumhArI chatrachAyA meM rahane vAle loga kauna haiM aura kauna vyakti tumheM acche lagate haiM?' taba ve aMdhakAra ke raMga bole-'jo vyakti kSudra hotA hai, ochI vRtti vAlA hotA hai, svArthI hotA hai, jo binA soce-samajhe kAma karane vAlA hotA hai, jo nRzaMsa hotA hai, jisakA indriyoM para koI adhikAra nahIM hotA, jo Asakta hotA hai, krodha karatA hai, bAta-bAta meM dveSa kI bhAvanA lAtA hai, jo zaThatA se paripUrNa hai, pramatta hai, AlasI hai, rasalolupa aura vakra AcaraNa vAlA hai, jisakA dRSTikoNa mithyA hai, jo kisI bhI bAta ko samyag grahaNa nahIM karatA, jaise-yadi use koI kahe ki tuma bhArI hote jA rahe ho to vaha kahatA hai-kyA tumhAre bApa kI roTI khAtA hUM? koI kahatA hai-tuma dubale hote jA rahe ho to vaha kahatA hai-zarIra merA hai, tumheM kyA cintA? vaha kisI bhI bAta ko samyag grahaNa nahIM karatA, patnI khAne ke lie kahe to bhI lar3egA ki tumane itanA jaldI khAne ko kyoM kahA aura yadi khAne ke lie na kahe to bhI lar3egA ki tuma merI dekhabhAla hI nahIM krtii| vaha pUrA kA pUrA anyathA grahaNa hI karatA hai, jo apriyabhASI aura karkaza vacana bolane vAlA hai, jo corI karane raMgoM kA dhyAna aura svabhAva-parivartana 103
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________________ vAlA hai, IrSyA karane vAlA hai-aise vyakti hameM bahuta priya haiN| lakSmI ne sunaa| vaha asamaMjasa meM par3a gii| kAle raMgoM ko chatrachAyA denA svIkAra kara liyA, usake sAtha jAnA aura rahanA svIkAra kara liyA, aba vaha duvidhA meM par3a gii| usane socA-aise vyaktiyoM ke sAtha kaise raha pAUMgI? usane eka upAya nikaalaa| vaha raMgoM se bolI-'maiM tumhAre sAtha cluuNgii| tumhAre ghara meM nahIM rahUMgI, bAhara hI alinda meM rhuuNgii|' lakSmI unake sAtha calI gii| usane apanI chatrachAyA kA vahAM vistAra bhI kiyA, kintu vaha ghara ke bhItara kabhI nahIM gii| vaha sadA alinda meM hI baiThI rhii| jo isa prakAra ke kRSNa-lezyA vAle, nIla-lezyA vAle aura kApota-lezyA vAle loga haiM, jo kAle varNa vAle loga haiM, unake pAsa bhI lakSmI hotI hai, para vaha ghara ke bhItara nahIM jAtI, zarIra ke bAhara-bAhara rahatI hai| vaha zarIra ko suvidhA detI hai para ghara ke bhItara nahIM jaatii| mana ke bhItara nahIM jAtI, ataH mana kI zAnti nahIM hotii| eka dina aisA hI eka dUsarA prasaMga bnaa| prakAza ke raMga milakara Ae aura lakSmI se bole-'mahAdevI! ApakI chatrachAyA caahie| kyoMki usake binA koI jI nahIM sakatA, sukhapUrvaka nahIM raha sktaa| lakSmI bolI-'acchI bAta hai| tumhAre pAsa A jaauuNgii| tumheM chatrachAyA duuNgii|' phira pUchA-'tumhArA ghara kaisA hai? tumhAre loga kaise haiM? tumhArA parivAra kaisA hai? tumheM kaise loga priya haiM?' prakAza ke raMgoM ne kahA-'jinakA vyavahAra vinamra hotA hai, jo capala nahIM hote, sthira mana ke hote haiM, jo bhItara se bhI acaMcala hote haiM aura bAhara se bhI acaMcala hote haiM, jo kapaTI nahIM hote, makhaula nahIM karate, jo priyadharmA hote haiM, jo dharma meM dRr3ha hote haiM, jinakA krodha aura mAna kSINa ho cukA hai| jinakA citta itanA zAnta hai ki duHkha unakA sparza taka nahIM kara pAtA, aise loga hameM priya haiN| ve haiM hamAre parivAra ke sdsy|' eka bahuta bar3e saMta hue haiN| unakA nAma thA milreppaa| marane ko the| tIvra vedanA ho rahI thii| ziSyoM ne pUchA-'gurudeva! Apako duHkha ho rahA hai? unhoMne kahA-'nahIM, saMsAra meM cAroM ora duHkha hai, para mujhe duHkha nahIM ho rahA hai| kyoMki merA mana zAnta hai| jisakA citta zAnta 104 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hotA hai, usako duHkha nahIM hotaa| duHkha hai aura duHkha honA-ye do ghaTanAeM haiN| duniyA meM duHkha hai kintu duHkha kA anubhava karanA eka dUsarI bAta hai| kabhI-kabhI jIvana meM aise kSaNa bhI Ate haiM ki jaba mana dUsare kAma meM laga jAtA hai, bar3e kAma meM ulajha jAtA hai, taba duHkha kI sarvathA vismRti ho jAtI hai| banaoNrDazA ke jIvana kI eka ghaTanA hai| ve bahuta majAka karane vAle vyakti the| eka bAra unake hArTa meM darda ho gyaa| DaoNkTara ko bulavAyA aura kahA-'hArTa meM darda ho gayA hai| DaoNkTara jAnatA thaa| vaha bolA-'zA! mujhe bahuta pIr3A ho rahI hai| kyA karUM?' DaoNkTara ne aisA AkAra banAyA ki zA ghabarA gye| ve tatkAla utthe| pAnI laae| pAnI pilAyA, upacAra kiyaa| DaoNkTara ThIka ho gyaa| vaha uThA aura bolA-'zA! mujhe phIsa deN| zA ne kahA-'kisa bAta kI phIsa dUM?' DaoNkTara ne kahA- 'maiMne tumhArA ilAja kiyA hai| usakI phIsa cukaao|' zA bole--'ilAja to maiMne tumhArA kiyaa| upacAra kara maiMne tumheM svastha bnaayaa| DaoNkTara ne kahA-'zA! maiMne yaha sArA nATaka Apake lie hI to racA thaa| batAie, ApakA darda kahAM hai?' vAstava meM zA usa samaya darda ko bhUla hI gae the| unheM Atma-vismRti ho gaI thii| darda kA unheM bhAna hI nahIM rhaa| 'jisakA citta prazAnta hotA hai, usake AsapAsa duHkha bhale hI ho, kintu duHkha usake bhItara praveza nahIM kara sakatA, dhyAna ke dvArA usake zarIra kA eka-eka kaNa itanA vajramaya bana jAtA hai ki duHkha ko bhItara ghusane kA avakAza hI nahIM miltaa| jo upazAnta hotA hai, jo jitendriya hotA hai, jo mitabhASI hotA hai, jo pApabhIru aura hita kI eSaNA karane vAlA hotA hai-aise loga hameM priya haiN|' yaha bAta prakAza ke raMgoM ne lakSmI se khaa| lakSmI bolI-'mujhe bhI aise hI loga pasaMda haiN| Apa jAeM, cintA na kreN| maiM Apake yahAM AUMgI, bAhara nahIM, bhItara rhuuNgii|' lakSmI AyI aura bhItara jAkara baiTha gii| tejo, padma aura zukla lezyA ke logoM ke pAsa lakSmI rahatI hai, bAhara nahIM bhiitr| isalie vaise logoM ke mana meM sadA zAnti banI rahatI hai| kabhI-kabhI unheM zArIrika bAdhAeM bhI satAtI haiM, padArthoM kA abhAva bhI hotA hai, para unakA mana kabhI raMgoM kA dhyAna aura svabhAva-parivartana 105
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________________ azAnta nahIM hotA, kyoMki lakSmI bhItara Asana jamAe baiThI hai| yaha prazna bahuta bAra AtA hai ki bure kAma karane vAloM ke pAsa kitanA dhana hotA hai? unake pAsa dhana hotA hai, para hama isa sUtra ko na bhUleM ki lakSmI bAhara baiThI hai, ghara ke bhItara nahIM hai| vaise vyaktiyoM ko zArIrika suvidhAeM mila sakatI haiM, kintu unakA mana azAnta rahatA hai| loga yaha bhI kahate haiM-acche AcaraNa karane vAloM ke pAsa dhana hotA hai, para utanA nahIM hotA, jitanA apekSita hotA hai| ve vaibhavazAlI jIvana nahIM jI paate| yaha saca hai| para hama isa bAta ko na bhUleM ki tejaH, padma aura zukla-lezyA vAle logoM ke antaHkaraNa meM lakSmI baiThI rahatI hai| usake mana kI zAnti kabhI nahIM ttuutttii| ve kabhI-kabhI zArIrika asavidhAeM bhI bhogate haiM, para mana azAnta nahIM hotaa| zAnti aura azAnti kA prazna lezyAoM se jur3A huA hai| yaha kRSNa-lezyA aura zukla-lezyA kA prazna hai| yaha padma-lezyA aurA nIla-lezyA kA prazna hai| yaha tejo-lezyA aura kApota-lezyA kA prazna hai| yadi hama lezyAoM ke marma ko samajha lete haiM to prazna svayaM samAhita ho jAte haiN| hamArA dRSTikoNa itanA bahumukhI ho gayA hai ki hama manuSya kA mUlyAMkana kevala padArtha ke AdhAra para karate haiM aura kevala padArtha ko hI dhana yA lakSmI mAnate haiN| dRSTikoNa badalanA caahie| mUlyAMkana kA eka hI dRSTikoNa nahIM hai, kaI dRSTikoNa haiN| . bhagavAna mahAvIra se pUchA gayA-"bhate! alpa RddhivAle jIva kauna haiN| mahAn RddhivAle jIva kauna haiM?' bhagavAna ne kahA-'nIla-lezyA ke jIva alpa RddhivAle hote haiM, daridra hote haiN| nIla-lezyA ke jIva unakI apekSA maharddhika hote haiM, kApota lezyA ke jIva unakI apekSA se maharddhika hote haiM, tejo-lezyA ke jIva adhika maharddhika hote haiM, padma-lezyA ke jIva aura adhika RddhizAlI aura zukla lezyA ke jIva sabase adhika RddhizAlI hote haiM, vaibhavazAlI hote haiN| kRSNa-lezyA ke jIva sabase kama vaibhavazAlI hote haiM, aura zukla-lezyA ke jIva sabase adhika vaibhavazAlI hote haiN|' mahAvIra ne yaha nahIM kahA ki jo karor3apati hotA hai, arabapati hotA hai, vaha maharddhika hai aura jisake pAsa sau, hajAra hI hotA hai, vaha 106 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ alpa RddhivAlA hai| unake mUlyAMkana kA dRSTikoNa bhinna hai / yadi vaibhavazAlitA aura saMpadA kA yaha dRSTikoNa hamAre pAsa hotA to mana kI azAnti kA prazna itanA jaTila nahIM hotA / Aja samUce vizva meM mana kI azAnti kA prazna bahuta hI jaTila banA huA hai / usakA yahI kAraNa hai ki AdamI saMpadA ko eka AMkha se dekhatA hai / bAhara kI saMpadA ko hI saMpadA mAnatA hai / eka AMkha se dekhe, kintu usakI AMkha phUTI huI nahIM honI caahie| vaha usa dUsarI AMkha se bhItarI saMpadA ko bhI dekhe, bhItara bhI jhAMke / eka cAraNa kavi nyAya ke lie hAkima ke pAsa gayA / hAkima ne nirNaya ThIka nahIM kiyA, taba usakA kavi hRdaya bola uThAsuna hAkama saMgrAma kaha, AMdho mata hai yAra / aurAM re do cAhijai, thAMrai cAhijai cAra // - hAkima sAhaba aMdhe mata hoo / ucita nyAya kro| do AMkha bAhara ko dekhane ke lie haiM aura do bhItara ko dekhane ke lie cAhie / lezyA kI bhASA meM maiM kaha sakatA hUM ki hamAre bhI cAra AMkheM honI caahie| do AMkheM bAhara kI saMpadA ko dekhane ke lie aura do bhItara kI saMpadA ko dekhane ke lie / kintu lagatA aisA hai ki bAhara kI saMpadA ko dekhane ke lie to hamArI ye do AMkheM bahuta bar3I bana jAtI haiM, cAra ho jAtI haiM aura bhItarI saMpadA ko dekhane ke lie AMkheM upalabdha hI nahIM haiM, AdamI aMdhA banA huA hai / mahAvIra ne lezyA ke siddhAnta meM, lezyA ke AdhAra para Rddhi aura vaibhava kI carcA kii| do dRSTikoNa hote haiM - eka hai padArtha kA aura dUsarA hai vyaktitva kA bhAva aura AcaraNa / jo vyakti kRSNa Adi tIna lezyAoM meM rahatA hai, use bAharI saMpadA kabhI-kabhAra upalabdha bhI ho jAtI hai, kintu vyakti kA AMtarika jIvana samApta ho jAtA hai / adhyAtma sAdhanA ke saMdarbha meM hama yaha spaSTa samajheM ki dIpAvalI ke isa mahAn parva para hama kevala dhana kI hI kAmanA na kareM, kintu guNoM kI kAmanA kareM / hama kevala bAharI vyaktitva ko sukhI banAne kI hI kAmanA na kareM, kintu Antarika vyaktitva ko sukhI, samRddha aura Anandamaya banAne kI kAmanA raMgoM kA dhyAna aura svabhAva - parivartana 107
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________________ kreN| ye donoM bAteM hoMgI to sAmAjika vyakti kA jIvana pUrA banegA anyathA khaNDita rahegA, TUTA huA rhegaa| bAhara kA jIvana akhaNDa-sA lagegA, para bhItara kucha TUTA-TUTA-sA hogaa| bAharI saMpadA pAkara bhI lagegA ki bhItara riktatA hai, khAlIpana hai| abhI kucha pAyA nahIM hai| mana ko kabhI caina nahIM hogA, zAnti nahIM hogii| yaha daridratA banI kI banI rhegii| isIlie isa adhyAtma dIpAvalI ko manAne ke lie hama raMgoM kI upAsanA kareM, raMgoM kA dhyAna kreN| vyaktitva ko badalane ke tIna sAdhana haiM1. prekSA-dhyAna, 2. bhAvanA kA prayoga, 3. raMgoM kA dhyaan| do sAdhanoM kI carcA hama kara cuke haiN| jo vyakti prakAzamaya raMgoM kA dhyAna karatA hai, vaha apane AMtarika vyaktitva kA nirmANa kara letA hai| jo vyakti aMdhakAra ke raMgoM kA dhyAna karatA hai, vaha apane vyaktitva ko aMdhakAra se bhara detA hai, chinna-bhinna kara detA hai| - prakAza ke do-tIna raMgoM kI carcA maiM karanA cAhatA huuN| tejo-lezyA kA bAla sUrya jaisA lAla raMga hai| lAla raMga nirmANa kA raMga hai| lAla raMga kA tattva hai-agni| hamArI sArI sakriyatA, zakti, tejasvitA, dIpti, pravRtti-sabakA srota hai, lAla rNg| lAla raMga hamArA svAsthya hai| DaoNkTara sabase pahale dekhatA hai ki rakta meM zveta kaNa kitane haiM aura lAla kaNa kitane haiM? lAla kaNa kama hote haiM to vaha asvAsthya kA dyotaka hai| lAla raMga pratirodhAtmaka zakti kA pratIka hai| vaha bAhara se Ane vAle ko rokatA hai, bhItara nahIM Ane detaa| lAla raMga meM kSamatA hai ki vaha bAhya jagat se antarjagat meM le jA sakatA hai| jaba taka kRSNa, nIla aura kApota lezyA kAma karatI hai, taba taka vyakti antarmukhI nahIM ho sakatA, mAdhyatmika nahIM ho sakatA, antarjagat kI yAtrA nahIM kara sktaa| vaha Antarika sukhoM kA anubhava nahIM kara sktaa| hama prekSA-dhyAna kI prakriyA meM Antarika sUkSma spaMdanoM kA anubhava karanA sikhAte haiN| mana jaba sUkSma hotA hai, taba vaha sUkSma kaMpanoM ko pakar3ane meM sakSama ho jAtA hai| tIsarI bAta hai-raMgoM kA anubhava krnaa| jaba tejas zarIra ke sAtha hamArA saMparka sthApita hotA hai, taba raMga dIkhane laga jAte haiN| jaba hama 108 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ darzana kendra ko sakriya karate haiN| taba bAla-sUrya kA lAla raMga dIkhane laga jAtA hai| usa samaya vyakti ko kitanI AnandAnubhUti hotI hai, batAI nahIM jA sktii| usa Ananda kA pratyakSa anubhava karane vAlA hI use jAna sakatA hai, vaha use batA nahIM sktaa| isa lAla raMga ke anubhava se, tejo-lezyA ke spaMdanoM kI anubhUti se antarjagat kI yAtrA prAraMbha hotI hai| lAla raMga nAr3I-saMsthAna aura rakta ko sakriya banAtA hai| jaba hama darzana-kendra para lAla raMga kA dhyAna prArambha karate haiM aura jaba vaha dhyAna sadhatA hai, taba AdatoM meM parivartana AnA prArambha ho jAtA hai| kRSNa, nIla aura kApota-lezyA ke kAle raMgoM se hone vAlI AdateM tejo-lezyA ke prakAzamaya lAla raMga se samApta hone lagatI haiN| acAnaka svabhAva meM parivartana AtA hai| padma-lezyA kA raMga pIlA hai| yaha raMga bahuta zaktizAlI hotA hai| yaha garmI paidA karane vAlA raMga hai| lAla raMga bhI garmI paidA karatA hai| utkramaNa kI sArI prakriyA garmI bar3hAne kI prakriyA hai| tejo lezyA meM bhI garmI bar3hatI hai, padma lezyA meM bhI garmI bar3hatI hai aura jaba vaha garmI pUrI mAtrA meM bar3ha jAtI hai, carama zikhara ko chU letI hai aura garmI bar3hane kA avakAza nahIM rahatA taba zukla-lezyA ke dvArA garmI kA upazamana karate haiM aura taba nirvANa ghaTita ho jAtA hai| zArIrika dRSTi se pIlA raMga mastiSka aura nAr3I-saMsthAna ko bala detA hai| jisa bacce kI buddhi aura smRti-zakti kamajora ho, mastiSka kamajora ho, use yadi pIle raMga ke kamare meM rakhA jAe to usameM parivartana AnA zurU ho jAtA hai| jo vyakti dasa minaTa taka mastiSka meM pIle raMga kA dhyAna karatA hai, usakA buddhibala zaktizAlI hotA jAtA hai| pIle raMga kA jo manovaijJAnika prabhAva hai vaha hai-citta kI prsnntaa| Aja raMga ke vijJAna meM bahuta khojeM huI haiM aura ho rahI haiN| raMga kA manovijJAna kahatA hai ki pIlA raMga mana kI prasannatA kA pratIka hai| isase mana kI durbalatA miTatI hai, Ananda bar3hatA hai| Agama kahate haiM-pIta-lezyA se citta prazAnta hotA hai, zAnti bar3hatI hai aura Ananda bar3hatA hai| darzana kI zakti pIle raMga se vikasita hotI hai| darzana kA raMgoM kA dhyAna aura svabhAva-parivartana 106
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________________ artha hai-sAkSAtkAra, anubhv| isase tarka kI zakti nahIM bar3hatI, sAkSAtkAra kI zakti bar3hatI hai, anubhava kI zakti kA vikAsa hotA hai| __pIle raMga kI kSamatA hai-mana ko prasanna karanA, buddhi kA vikAsa karanA, darzana kI zakti ko bar3hAnA, mastiSka aura nAr3I-saMsthAna ko sudRr3ha karanA, sakriya bnaanaa| yadi hama hRdaya-kendra yA Ananda-kendra para pIle raMga kA dhyAna karate haiM aura mastiSka tathA vizuddhi-kendra para pIle raMga kA dhyAna karate haiM to aMdhakAra ke raMgoM dvArA nirmita AdateM vighaTita hone lagatI haiM aura naI AdateM bananI prArambha ho jAtI haiN| lezyA-dhyAna kA prayoga bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa prayoga hai| yaha jaina sAdhanA paddhati kA apUrva prayoga hai| isa prayoga dvArA Atma-sAkSAtkAra kI jhalaka milatI hai| sAdhakoM ko milI hai| lezyA korI jAnane, dekhane aura raTane kI bAta nahIM hai, yaha sAdhanA kI pUrI prakriyA hai| yaha samUce vyaktitva ko badalane kI prakriyA hai| tIna kAlI lezyAoM ne jisa vyaktitva kA nirmANa kara rakhA hai, use vighaTita karane ke lie tIna prakAza lezyAeM samakSa haiN| ve nayA vyaktitva ubhAra detI haiN| lezyAoM ke chaH raMga haiN| unameM tIna kharAba haiM aura tIna acche| tIna prazasta raMga haiM aura tIna aprazasta raMga haiN| kAlA, nIlA aura kabUtariyA (kApota) ye kharAba hI nahIM hote| hameM do bheda karane hoMge-prakAza ke raMga aura aMdhakAra ke rNg| aMdhakAra kA kAlA, nIlA aura kApota raMga kharAba hotA hai aura prakAza kA kAlA, nIlA aura kApota raMga acchA hotA hai| isI prakAra aMdhakAra kA lAla, pIlA aura zveta raMga kharAba hotA hai aura prakAza kA lAla, pIlA aura zveta raMga acchA hotA hai| kRSNa-lezyA vizuddha hotI-hotI nIla-lezyA banatI hai| mahAvIra se pUchA-'bhaMte! kyA kRSNa-lezyA, nIla-lezyA aura kApota-lezyA ke pariNAma aprazasta hote haiM?' mahAvIra ne kahA- 'aisA nahIM hai| kRSNa, nIla aura kApota-lezyA ke samaya hamAre pariNAma prazasta aura aprazasta donoM hote haiN| isalie sApekSatA se kahA jAtA hai ki kRSNa-lezyA kI apekSA nIla-lezyA vizaddha hai, nIla-lezyA kI apekSA kApota-lezyA vizuddha hai|' hameM do prakAra karane hoMge-eka saMkleza kA aura dUsarA asaMkleza kaa| saMkleza kA carama bindu 110 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ - kRSNa - lezyA aura asaMkleza kA carama bindu hai -- zukla lezyA / asaMkleza arthAt vizuddhi / vizuddhi kI jadhanya avasthA hai tejolezyA, madhyama hai padma- lezyA aura utkRSTa hai zukla lezyA / saMkleza kA artha hai avizuddhi | / / avizuddhi kA carama bindu hai- kRSNa-lezyA, madhya hai nIla- lezyA aura jaghanya hai kapota - lezyA / sAre raMga kharAba nahIM hote, sAre raMga acche nahIM hote / zveta raMga bhI yadi aMdhakAra kA hotA hai to kharAba hotA hai aura prakAza kA hotA hai to acchA hotA hai / eka amarIkI mahilA vaijJAnika jA. je. sI. TrasTa ne manuSya ke AbhAmaNDala ke viSaya meM aneka khojeM kii| usane raMgoM kA eka vargIkaraNa prastuta kiyA / eka the prakAza ke raMga aura eka the aMdhakAra ke raMga / unakI tulanA prazasta aura aprazasta raMgoM se kI jA sakatI hai| kAlA raMga kharAba hI kahAM hotA hai / vaha saMrakSaNa dene vAlA raMga hai| dhyAna meM bhI kAle raMga kA bar3A mahattva hai| tIrthaMkaroM kI upAsanA bhI kAle raMga se kI jAtI hai / vaidika sAdhanA-paddhati meM brahmA kI upAsanA lAla raMga se kI jAtI hai, kyoMki lAla raMga nirmAtA hai / viSNu kI upAsanA kAle raMga se kI jAtI hai, kyoMki kAlA raMga saMrakSaNa kA raMga hai| maheza kI upAsanA sapheda raMga meM kI jAtI hai, kyoMki ziva saMhAra karane vAle haiM 1 kAlA raMga acchA bhI hotA hai aura burA bhI hotA hai| sapheda raMga acchA bhI hotA hai aura burA bhI hotA hai| adhyAtma ke vikAsa meM baiMganI raMga kA bahuta mahattva hai / manuSya kI hiMsAtmaka vRttiyoM ko badalane meM yaha raMga bahuta mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA nibhAtA hai| Aja isa lakSmI pUjA aura prakAza kI pUjA ke avasara para hama pavitra raMgoM kA dhyAna kreN| zveta aura pIta raMga kA dhyAna kara apane pavitra saMkalpoM ko antarjagat taka pahuMcAkara hama aisI ArAdhanA kI paddhati kA vikAsa kara sakate haiM, jo laukika paddhati se bhI adhika zaktizAlI ho| isa paddhati ke donoM lAbha haiN| mana kI zAnti aura buddhi kI nirmalatA / buddhi kI nirmalatA se sAdhanA kA vikAsa bhI hotA hai aura bAhya vyaktitva kA vikAsa bhI hotA hai / raMgoM kA dhyAna aura svabhAva-parivartana 111
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________________ dvitIya zivira dinAMka : 5-12-78 se 13-13-78 taka sthAna : lADanUM (rAjasthAna) 'prajJA-pradIpa' ...... ..............
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________________ 1. dhyAna kyoM? 1. * satya ko khojane ke lie, cetanA kI svataMtra sattA kA anubhava karane ke lie, jJAtA ko pratiSThita karane ke lie| cetanA ko vyApaka banAne ke lie-padArtha pratibaddhatA ko tor3ane ke lie| antardRSTi ko jAgRta karane ke lie| 4. . caitanya-kendroM ko jAgRta karane ke lie| lezyA ko rUpAntarita karane tathA AbhA-maMDala ko svaccha aura zaktizAlI banAne ke lie| * citta ko nirmala, jAgarUka, sazakta aura antarmukhI banAne ke lie| 7. . duHkha-mukti ke lie| pravRtti se zakti kSINa hotI hai| nivRtti se zakti saMrakSita, vikasita hotI hai| smRti, vizleSaNa, cayana (nirdhAraNa)-ye saba laghu mastiSka (seribelama) meM saMbhava hote haiN| inakA vikAsa dhyAna dvArA hotA hai| 6. . vicAra aura saMvedana ke niyaMtraNa se atIndriya jJAna hotA hai| 10.. bhautika vaijJAnika irvina zreDiMgara ne kahA-padArtha kA mUla svarUpa kaNa hai yA taraMga, yaha vivAda utanA mahattva kA nahIM, jitanA ki jar3a aura cetana ke pArasparika sambandhoM kI gutthI suljhaanaa| / mana meM yaha prazna sahaja hI ubharatA hai ki dhyAna kyoM? prayatna ko chor3akara aprayatna kyoM? sakriyatA ko chor3akara niSkriyatA kyoM? ceSTA dhyAna kyoM? 115
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________________ ko chor3akara niSceSTA kyoM ? AdamI sAmAnyataH AlasI hotA hai| kaThinAI se vaha puruSArthI hotA hai| kabhI-kabhI usakA parAkrama jAgatA hai, vaha prayatna karatA hai / saMsAra meM prayatna karane vAloM kI apekSA aprayatna karane vAle bahuta haiN| zrama karane vAloM kI apekSA zrama na karane vAle adhika haiM / puruSArthI kI apekSA AlasI aura akarmaNya bahuta haiM / aisI sthiti meM hama dhyAna kA bahAnA banAkara akarmaNyatA kI dizA meM kyoM jA rahe haiM? kyoM prayatna ko chor3akara aprayatna kara rahe haiM? yaha prazna mana meM uThatA hai / yaha svAbhAvika prazna hai / hama yadi prayatna aura aprayatna ko ThIka se samajha leM to prazna samAhita ho sakatA hai| yadi samajhane meM tanika bhI bhrAnti huI to dhyAna ke prati bhI hama bhrAnta ho jAeMge / prayatna hai jIvana kI yAtrA ko calAne ke lie| hamArA parAkrama yA zrama jIvana kI isa naiyA ko khene ke lie aura zvAsa kI maryAdA ko nibhAne ke lie| aprayatna hai jIvana kI sacAI ko pAne ke lie| karma hai jIvana-yAtrA ko calAne ke lie aura akarma hai jIvana ke satya ko pAne ke lie / pravRtti hai jIvana kI yAtrA ke lie aura nivRtti hai jIvana ke satya ko pAne ke lie / jo loga kevala karma karate haiM ve jIvana kI yAtrA ko calA sakate haiM, kintu jIvana kI sacAI ko upalabdha nahIM kara sakate / dhyAna karane vAle prayatna ko nahIM chor3ate, kiMtu kevala prayatna karane vAle dhyAna ko chor3a dete haiN| dhyAna karane vAle karma ko nahIM chor3ate, kintu kevala karma karane vAle dhyAna ko chor3a dete haiM / jo vyakti jIvana kI sacAI ko pAne ke lie apanI yAtrA zurU karatA hai, vaha jIvana kI yAtrA ko calAne ke lie karma bhI karatA hai| usakA karma akarma meM se hI nikalatA hai, usakI pravRtti nivRtti meM se hI nikalatI hai aura usakI sakriyatA niSkriyatA meM se utpanna hotI hai| jo karma akarma meM se nikalatA hai vaha bahuta pavitra aura zaktizAlI hotA hai / jo pravRtti nivRtti meM se janma letI hai, jo sakriyatA niSkriyatA meM se nikalatI hai, vaha nirdoSa aura svaccha 116. AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hotI hai| karma meM sAre doSa isIlie Aye haiM ki ve karma karma meM se nikala rahe haiN| pravRtti meM se pravRttiyAM nikala rahI haiN| jaba karma meM se karma aura pravRtti meM se pravRtti nikalatI hai to vyakti kevala karmamaya aura pravRttimaya bana jAtA hai| phira usake lie karma sAdhya bana jAtA hai, sAdhana nahIM rhtaa| karma sAdhana hai| vaha hamAre jIvana kA sAdhya nahIM hai| pravRtti hamArI jIvana-yAtrA kA sAdhana hai, sAdhya nahIM hai| kintu jaba pravRtti meM se pravRtti nikalatI hai, karma meM se karma nikalatA hai taba pravRtti aura karma sAdhya bana jAte haiM, sAdhana nahIM rhte| itanA hI antara hai ki dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti karma aura pravRtti ko sAdhana mAnatA hai| jIvana-yAtrA kA aura dhyAna nahIM karane vAlA vyakti karma aura pravRtti ko sAdhya mAnane laga jAtA hai| jIvana meM eka bahuta bar3I bhrAnti A jAtI hai| hama jIvana kI sacAI ko pAne ke lie aprayatna karate haiN| Aja ke vaijJAnika yuga meM padArtha para bahuta khojeM huI haiM aura Aja bhI khoja cAlU hai| padArtha kI prakRti ko, padArtha ke astitva ke kaNa-kaNa ko chAnA jA rahA hai| sArI khoja padArtha para ho rahI hai aura padArtha kI khoja ke bahuta sAre niyama bana cuke haiN| vaijJAnika khoja ke bAda eka dhAraNA bahuta hI spaSTa rUpa se bana gaI ki padArtha hai, jJeya hai, viSaya hai kintu padArtha se pare koI jJeya nahIM hai, viSaya nahIM hai| viSayI aura viSaya, jJAtA aura jJeya, padArtha aura padArthAtIta sattA-ye do bAteM haiN| vaijJAnika khojoM ke pazcAt yaha dhAraNA atyanta puSTa ho gaI ki kevala padArtha haiM, paramANu haiM, paramANuoM ke skandha haiM, kintu unase pare koI svatantra cetanA nAma kI sattA nahIM hai| svataMtra jJAtA kA koI astitva nahIM hai| Aja padArtha itanA pradhAna bana gayA ki manuSya kA astitva usake sAmane vilIna hotA jA rahA hai| manuSya gauNa ho gayA, padArtha mukhya bana gyaa| padArtha siMhAsana para baiTha gayA aura manuSya usake sAmane hAtha jor3e caraNoM meM baiTha gyaa| aisA honA svAbhAvika hai, kyoMki vaijJAnika khoja kara rahe haiM upakaraNoM ke mAdhyama se, yantroM ke mAdhyama se, bhautika sAdhanoM ke mAdhyama se| jo vyakti sAdhanoM ke mAdhyama se khoja karegA, dhyAna kyoM? 117
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________________ vaha padArtha taka hI pahuMca pAegA, AtmA taka usakI pahuMca nahIM ho sktii| ye sAre AtmA taka pahuMcane ke sAdhana hI nahIM haiN| paudgalika sAdhanoM ke dvArA paudgalika sattA ko hI jAnA jA sakatA hai, Atmika sattA ko nahIM jAnA jA sktaa| paudgalika sattA ko jAnane ke lie jitane niyama vaijJAnikoM ne banAe haiM aura jo niyama kAma meM liye jA rahe haiM ve padArtha kI vyAkhyA kara sakate haiM, kisI cetana sattA kI vyAkhyA nahIM kara skte| cetana sattA unakA viSaya bhI nahIM bntii| isIlie vaijJAnika jagat ne cetana sattA ko nakArA hai| usa asvIkAra ke kAraNa Aja hameM dhyAna kI upayogitA basa itanI hI lagatI hai ki usase tanAva kama hotA hai, zArIrika svAsthya banA rahatA hai, aadi-aadi| basa dhyAna kI upayogitA smaapt| kintu dhyAna kevala tanAva ko kama karane ke lie hI nahIM hai| yaha saca hai ki dhyAna se snAyavika tanAva, mAnasika tanAva aura bhAvanAtmaka tanAva kama hote haiM, svAsthya sudharatA hai, raktacApa meM antara AtA hai, kintu yadi dhyAna kA kevala yahI uddezya ho to dhyAna kI yAtrA bahuta choTI hogI, usakI upayogitA sImita ho jaaegii| taba dhyAna hamAre lie zarIra ko puSTa aura svastha karane vAlA eka sAdhana mAtra hogaa| isase jyAdA usako koI mUlya nahIM milegaa| kintu hamane dhyAna kA jo upakrama prAraMbha kiyA hai, vaha kucha viziSTa uddezya se kiyA hai| usameM zArIrika svAsthya bhI eka hai| zArIrika svAsthya bhI kama mUlyavAn nahIM hai kintu zarIra se jyAdA jisakA mUlya hai usake mUlya ko maiM kama karanA nahIM caahtaa| sabase adhika mUlyavAn hai apane astitva kA bodh| jaba taka astitva kA bodha nahIM hotA, taba taka svAsthya kA prazna jaTila hI banA rhegaa| hama isa bAta ko hI na mAneM ki svAsthya kA sambandha kevala paristhiti, mausama yA kITANuoM se hI hai| svAsthya kA prazna bahuta gahare meM jur3A huA hai| jaba taka vyakti apane astitva kA bodha nahIM kara letA taba taka svAsthya kI samasyA ko bhI nahIM sulajhA sktaa| sArI bImAriyAM mithyA dRSTikoNoM ke kAraNa AtI haiN| jaba taka mithyAdRSTi samApta nahIM hotI taba taka duHkha samApta nahIM ho skte| duHkhoM ko samApta karane kA ekamAtra sAdhana hai satya kI upalabdhi, astitva kI 118 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ uplbdhi| jaba satya upalabdha hotA hai taba duHkhoM ke unmUlana kI prakriyA cAlU ho jAtI hai| anta meM usakA phalita hotA hai ki sAre duHkha unmUlita ho jAte haiN| sAdhaka ko 'savvadukkhapahINamagga'-duHkhoM ko prakSINa karane kA mArga prApta ho jAtA hai| Aja taka jina logoM ne duHkhoM kA unmUlana kiyA hai, ve vyakti satya ko upalabdha the| jinhoMne satya ko upalabdha nahIM kiyA, ve duHkhoM se kabhI nahIM chuutte| ho sakatA hai ki pattoM aura phUloM ko tor3akara yaha mAna liyA ki vRkSa kI jar3eM hI ukhAr3a ddaaliiN| yaha bhrAnti hai, kintu phUloM, phaloM aura pattoM ko tor3ane mAtra se bAta samApta nahIM hotii| hameM jar3oM ko ukhAr3a pheMkanA hogA, tabhI duHkha samApta ho skeNge| __ manuSya jar3a kI bAta hI nahIM soctaa| vaha kevala Upara kI bAta hI socatA hai| jo Upara dIkhatA hai vaha usI kI vyAkhyA karatA hai, bhItara kI vyAkhyA nahIM krtaa| isIlie bahuta sArI samasyAeM palatI haiN| manuSya dhvaja honA cAhatA hai, nIMva kA patthara nahIM honA caahtaa| manuSya pattoM ko dekhatA hai, jar3a ko nahIM dekhtaa| jaba taka jar3a ko, nIMva ke patthara ko, nahIM dekhA jAtA taba taka samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM ho sktaa| jo mUlabhUta samasyA hai, vaha hai astitva kI smsyaa| sAre duHkhoM kI yaha jananI hai| saba kucha yahIM se A rahA hai| roga eka duHkha hai, mauta eka duHkha hai| mauta itanA duHkha nahIM hai, jitanA duHkha mauta kA bhaya hai, janma itanA duHkha nahIM hai, jitanA duHkha janma kA bhaya hai| roga itanA duHkha nahIM hai, jitanA duHkha roga kA bhaya hai| isa prakAra hama jAne-anajAne eka prakAra ke ajJAta bhaya se AkrAnta ho jAte haiM aura vaha bhaya hameM nirantara satAtA rahatA hai| bar3I se bar3I ghaTanA ghaTita ho aura yadi hama apane mana ko usake sAtha nahIM jor3ate haiM, apane saMvedana ko nahIM jor3ate haiM to koI duHkha nahIM hogaa| eka mArmika ghaTanA hai| pitA ko paradeza gae bAraha varSa ho cuke the| ghara kI yAda satAne lgii| vaha ghara ke lie ravAnA huaa| bAraha varSIya putra bhI pitA kI khoja meM niklaa| saMyoga aisA milA ki eka dhyAna kyoM? 116
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________________ hI dharmazAlA meM donoM tthhre| donoM eka-dUsare se aparicita / rAta ko putra ke peTa meM bhayaMkara darda utthaa| vaha cillAne lgaa| pitA pAsa ke kamare meM so rahA thaa| cillAhaTa ke kAraNa usakI nIMda bAra-bAra TUTa rahI thii| usane apane sevaka se kahA-'jAo usa cillAhaTa ko banda kro|' sevaka gyaa| bacce ke sAtha bhI naukara the| unako seThajI kI bAta khii| unhoMne kahA-baccA hai| peTa meM bhayaMkara pIr3A hai| pIr3A zAnta hote hI svataH cupa ho jaaegaa| peTa kA darda bar3hatA hI gyaa| seTha jhallA utthaa| usane apane sevakoM ko Adeza diyA ki jAo, jo cillA rahA hai use dharmazAlA se bAhara nikAla do| do sevaka gae aura usa bacce ko sAmAna sahita dharmazAlA se bAhara nikAla diyaa| darda bar3hA aura bAlaka eka ghaNTA ke bhItara-bhItara mara gyaa| cillAhaTa zAMta ho gii| seTha ne sukha kI nIMda lii| seTha ko jaba patA calA ki vaha mara gayA, taba usane jAnanA cAhA ki vaha kauna thA? kahAM se AyA thA? seTha svayaM bAhara gyaa| naukaroM se pUchatAcha kI to patA calA ki vaha usakA hI lar3akA thaa| aba seTha ke prANa bAhara nikalane lge| are! merA lar3akA! pahale to vaha cillA rahA thA aura aba seTha cillAne lgaa| baccA cillA rahA thA taba use zAMta karane vAlA seTha thA, aura aba seTha cillA rahA thA taba use zAMta karane vAlA koI nahIM thaa| prazna hai ki duHkha kahAM se AyA? kyA vaha lar3akA mara gayA isalie seTha duHkhI huA? yadi lar3ake ke marane para seTha duHkhI hotA to vaha dasa minaTa pahale hI duHkhI ho jaataa| marane para use koI duHkha nahIM huA, use bAhara nikAlA taba bhI use koI duHkha nahIM huaa| bacce ke prati koI sahAnubhUti nahIM, saMvedanA nahIM, sahayoga nhiiN| kevala apane ahaM kI pUrti karanA cAhatA thA, kevala apane ahaM kA pradarzana karanA cAhatA thA aura vaha soca rahA thA ki nIMda kharAba na ho jaae| para use jaise hI patA calA ki yaha merA lar3akA hai, usa para eka sAtha hI duHkha kA pahAr3a TUTa pdd'aa| jaba ghaTanA ke sAtha mana jur3atA hai, priyatA aura apriyatA ke saMvedana kI anubhUti jur3atI hai taba akasmAt sukha yA duHkha kA anubhava hotA hai| hamAre duHkha kA mUla paristhiti nahIM hai, padArtha nahIM hai, ghaTanA 120 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ nahIM hai| ye saba nimitta bana sakate haiN| kintu jahAM sukha aura duHkha paidA hotA hai vaha sArA cetanazakti kI anubhUti meM paidA hotA hai| hamane anubhUti ko nikAla diyaa| kevala paristhitivAda aura ghaTanAcakra, kevala padArtha para sArA Aropita kara diyaa| jaba taka mithyAdRSTi samApta nahIM hotI, taba taka duHkha ke kAraNoM ko samApta nahIM kiyA jA sakatA, duHkha ke upAdAna ko samApta nahIM kiyA jA sakatA aura duHkha kI jar3a kA unmUlana nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| samyak dRSTi kA artha hai-mana ko priyatA aura apriyatA kI anubhUti se mukta krnaa| jaba taka hamArA mana priyatA aura apriyatA kI anubhUti se mukta nahIM hotA taba taka hameM samyak dRSTi upalabdha nahIM ho sktii| hama bar3e-bar3e zAstroM ko raTa leM, tattvoM ke nAma yAda kara leM, tattvoM kA pArAyaNa kara leM, phira bhI hameM samyak dRSTi upalabdha nahIM ho sktii| yadi hama isa priyatA aura apriyatA kI anubhUti se mukta nahIM haiM, yadi hamArA yaha saMvedana samApta nahIM hotA hai to hameM satya upalabdha nahIM hotA aura satya ke upalabdha na hone para saba duHkhoM ko samApta karane kA koI upAya upalabdha nahIM hotaa| samyak dRSTi, samyaktva, satya saba eka hI haiN| satya hameM taba upalabdha hotA hai jaba hama mUla sattA ko jAneM, astitva ko jaaneN| dhyAna isalie kara rahe haiM ki hama jJAtA ko jAneM, viSayI ko jAneM, draSTA ko jaaneN| draSTA, jJAtA aura viSayI-jo parde ke pIche calA gayA, hama usakA anubhava kreN| eka vaijJAnika use nahIM jAna sakatA, eka dhyAnI use jAna sakatA hai| dhyAna ke sAre niyama jJAtA taka pahuMcAne ke niyama haiN| vaijJAnikoM ke pAsa aisA koI niyama nahIM hai jisase ki vaha usa parama sattA ko jAna ske| dhyAnI jina viSayoM ke AdhAra para calatA hai apane saMvedanoM ko zuddha karatA calatA hai, apane bhoktA svarUpa ko chor3atA calatA hai| use jJAtA svarUpa kA sAkSAt ho jAtA hai| sukha-duHkha kA anubhava use hotA hai jo bhoktA hotA hai| bhoktA vaha hotA hai jo priyatA aura apriyatA kA anubhava karatA hai| jo jJAtA hotA hai vaha ghaTanA ko jAnatA hai, bhogatA nhiiN| usakA kAma hai kevala jaannaa| jahAM kevala jAnane kI bAta AtI hai vahAM jJAna zuddha ho jAtA hai, saMvedana dhyAna kyoM? 121
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________________ zuddha ho jAtA hai| phira kevala padArtha rahatA hai, korA padArtha, korI sttaa| hama padArtha ko padArtha rUpa meM nahIM jAnate, use kisI vizeSaNa ke sAtha jAnate haiN| yathArtha ko yathArtharUpa meM nahIM jAnate, kisI vizeSaNa ke sAtha jAnate haiN| hama paramANu ko paramANu kI dRSTi se, sardI ko sardI kI dRSTi se, garmI ko garmI kI dRSTi se nahIM jaante| sardI kA mausama hai aura kamare meM yadi hITara lagA huA ho to lagegA hITara bahuta mUlyavAn hai| jeTha kI dupaharI, cilacilAtI dhUpa meM yadi kamare meM hITara lagA deM to lagegA hITara jaisI nikammI vastu dUsarI nahIM hai| hITara kA apanA koI mUlya nahIM hai| hITara na acchA hotA hai aura na burA hotA hai| garmI ke dinoM meM barpha acchA lagatA hai aura sardI ke dinoM meM vaha acchA nahIM lgtaa| barpha na acchA hai aura na buraa| padArtha kA ThaMDA honA bhI eka paryAya hai aura garma honA bhI eka paryAya hai| jo vyakti bhoktA hai, priyatA aura apriyatA ke saMvadena ko apane sAtha jor3e hae hai to use garmI meM ThaNDI vastu acchI lagegI aura sardI meM garma vastu acchI lgegii| yaha acchA-burA laganA padArtha kA guNa nahIM, dharma nahIM aura astitva nhiiN| yaha mAtra vyakti ke mana kA saMvedana hai| jaba taka mana ke sAtha yaha laganA jur3A hotA hai, jaba taka mana ke sAtha 'pratibhAtI' jur3I hotI hai taba taka padArtha ko padArtha kI AMkha se nahIM dekhA jAtA, priyatA yA apriyatA kI AMkha se hI dekhA jAtA hai| jaba taka priyatA aura apriyatA kA cazmA lagA rahegA taba taka padArtha jaisA hai vaisA nahIM dIkhegA, kintu jaisA cazmA hai vaisA hI diikhegaa| hameM kevala cazme ko utAranA hai| cazme ke kAraNa AMkha bhI priyatA kI AMkha aura apriyatA kI AMkha bana gaI hai| isa cazme ko hama utAra pheNkeN| padArtha ko kevala naMgI AMkhoM se dekheM, padArtha kI dRSTi se dekheN| yaha hogI samyag dRSTi, samyag darzana, smyktv| yaha hogA, taba ghaTanA ghaTanA rahegI, cetanA cetanA rhegii| ghaTanA na sukha degI aura na duHkha degii| sukha kI cetanA aura duHkha kI cetanA-aisA bhI ghaTita nahIM hogaa| Aja hamArI cetanA na zuddha cetanA hai aura ghaTanA na zuddha ghaTanA hai| ghaTanA cetanA ko prabhAvita kara rahI hai aura cetanA ghaTanA ko prabhAvita kara rahI hai| ghaTanA aura cetanA-donoM meM itane vikAra 122 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ paidA ho gae ki koI zuddha nahIM rahA / ghaTanA bhI zuddha nahIM rahI aura cetanA bhI zuddha nahIM rahI / na ATA ATA rahA aura na namaka namaka / donoM kA mizraNa ho gayA / Aja a - mizraNa hai kyA? loga bAjAra kI milAvaTa kI bAta karate haiM, kinta dRSTikoNa ke milAvaTa kI bAta nahIM karate / kitanA Azcarya ! becAre vyApArI kitanI milAvaTa kara pAte haiM, kintu AdamI jAgane se lekara sone taka milAvaTa hI milAvaTa karatA hai / saba kucha milAvaTa / hama milAvaTa ko chor3akara padArtha ko padArtha kI dRSTi se dekheN| dhyAna ke dvArA Apako jo upalabdha hogA, vaha vizuddha tattva prApta hogA, na padArtha samApta hogA aura na cetanA samApta hogI / samApta kisI ko nahIM karanA hai| banAe rakhanA hai| eka bAra eka vyakti ne AcArya bhikSu se kahA - 'mahArAja ! Apa mUrtiyoM ko samApta kara rahe haiM, uThA rahe haiN|' AcArya bhikSu ne kahA- 'maiM kauna hUM mUrtiyoM ko samApta karane vAlA, mUrtiyoM ko uThAne vAlA / maiM to mUrti ko mUrti mAnatA hUM, cetanA ko cetanA mAnatA hUM aura jar3a ko jar3a mAnatA hUM aura kucha nahIM karatA / ' dhyAna ke dvArA Apako aura kucha nahIM karanA hai, na padArtha ko chor3anA hai aura na apane Apako chor3anA hai| kevala itanA hI karanA hai ki hama padArtha ko padArtha ke rUpa meM jAneM aura astitva ko astitva ke rUpa meM jAneM / vAstava meM karanA kucha bhI nahIM hai| sacAI kA nAma hI hai - nahIM karanA / sacAI kA nAma hI hai ki jo jaisA ho use vaisA jaano| apane astitva meM honA sacAI hai / svayaM hotA hai| karane vAlA kauna hai ? karane vAlA koI nahIM hai / yaha sArA upacAra hai / padArtha hotA hai / dUsarA kevala nimitta banatA hai aura vaha mAna letA hai ki maiMne bahuta bar3A kAma kara liyA / hama saba nimitta haiM / koI vyakti upAdAna nahIM banatA / koI bhI vyakti itanA kSama nahIM hai ki vaha upAdAna ko badala de / Izvara meM bhI vaha zakti nahIM hai / na vaijJAnika upAdAna ko badala sakatA hai aura na dhyAna yogI upAdAna ko badala sakatA hai / yaha sArA nATaka nimittoM kA hai / hama nimittoM kA abhinaya karate cale jA rahe haiM aura usameM apane kartRtva ko mAnate cale jA rahe haiM / hamArA sArA kartRtva nimittoM kA kartRtva hai, upAdAna kA kartRtva nahIM hai| yadi koI dhyAna kyoM ? 123
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________________ vyakti acetana ko cetana banA de yA cetana ko acetana banA de to mAnanA hogA ki usane upAdAna kA parivartana kiyA hai| para aisA na huA hai, aura na hogaa| Aja ke vaijJAnika jo jInsa banAte haiM, ve mAtra paryAyoM ke parivartana haiM, vyavasthA kA parivartana hai| upAdAna kA parivartana nahIM hai| Aja zaMkara bAjarA, kalamI Ama hote haiN| yaha do nasloM ke saMyoga se tIsarI jAti kA utpAdana hai| khaccara bhI eka tIsarI jAti hai| vaha na ghor3A hai aura na gdhaa| khaccara tIsarI jAti kA pazu hai| sarvatra mizraNa hI mishrnn| vanaspati meM mizraNa, pazuoM meM mishrnn| kyA yaha saba upAdAna kA parivartana hai? nahIM, yaha kevala nimittoM kA hI parivartana hai| na cetanA meM parivartana huA hai aura na padArtha ke pudgala meM parivartana huA hai| kevala saMyoga ke parivartana se yaha ghaTita hotA hai| upakaraNoM meM parivartana ho jAtA hai| rasa aura gaMdha meM parivartana ho jAtA hai| eka hI latA para sapheda phUla bhI Ate haiM aura pIle phUla bhI Ate haiN| sapheda phUla vAlI aura pIle phUla vAlI-do bhinna-bhinna latAoM se yaha bela nirmita huI hai yaha eka tIsarI jAti bana gii| yaha bhI upAdAna kA parivartana nahIM hai| kevala nimittoM kA parivartana hai| hamAre zarIra, mastiSka, indriya tathA buddhi ke jitane paramANu haiM, unameM thor3A-sA parivartana kiyA jAe, taba saba kucha badala sakatA hai| raMga aura AkAra badala sakatA hai, gaMdha aura rasa badala sakatA hai| ise upAdAna kA parivartana nahIM kahA jA sktaa| DaoN. iravina, DaoN. sveDina jemsa kahate haiM ki jo bhautikI vaijJAnika haiM, ve isa bAta meM ulajhe hue haiM ki padArtha kA mUla kaNa kyA hai? ve kevala isa bAta ko hI sulajhAne kA prayatna kara rahe haiN| yaha koI bahuta mahattva kA prazna nahIM hai| mUla gutthI yaha hai ki padArtha kA mUla cetana hai yA acetana? cetana yA acetana kI pArasparika gutthI ko kaise sulajhAyA jA sakatA hai? yaha vijJAna ke sAmane sabase bar3I cunautI hai| vijJAna jJAtA ke bAre meM abhI bhrAnta hai| unake sAmane prazna hai ki kyA cetana sattA hai yA nahIM? vartamAna meM padArtha ke viSaya meM aneka dRSTiyAM spaSTa huI haiM kintu cetana ke viSaya meM aba bhI ulajhaneM haiN| ye ulajhaneM samApta 124 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ nahIM ho sakatIM, kyoMki cetana ko jAnane kA eka mAtra upAya hai-svayaM kA anubhava, apane saMvedanoM kA nirmalIkaraNa aura urviikrnn| jaba taka hama apane saMvedanoM ko nirmala nahIM kareMge, rAga-dveSa aura mUrchA kA jIvana jIeMge, taba taka AtmA ke bAre meM dhAraNA sahI nahIM hogI, taba taka jJAtA ke viSaya meM nahIM jAnA jA skegaa| Aja dhArmika loga AtmA ke prazna ko zAstroM ke mAdhyama se hala karanA cAhate haiM, tarka ke dvArA samAdhAna denA cAhate haiM, AtmA ko vAcika prayatnoM ke dvArA, vAGmaya dvArA jAnanA cAhate haiM, yaha vicitra sthiti hai| eka ora yaha kahA jAtA hai ki AtmA tarkAtIta, padAtIta aura zabdAtIta satya hai, dUsarI ora hama use tarka ke dvArA, pada ke dvArA, zabda ke dvArA pAnA cAhate haiM, yaha kitanA virodhAbhAsa hai| jo tarkAtIta hai vaha tarka ke dvArA nahIM pAyA jA sakatA hai| jo padAtIta hai, vaha pada ke dvArA nahIM pAyA jA sktaa| jo zabdAtIta hai, vaha zabda ke dvArA nahIM pAyA jA sktaa| aisI sthiti meM hama usa parama sattA ko ina mAdhyamoM se kaise jAna sakate haiM, pA sakate haiM? AtmA ko hama svayaM khojeN| hama kevala zAstroM para nirbhara na raheM, kevala mAnyatAoM para nirbhara na raheM, kintu svayaM khojeN| jaba taka hama svayaM nahIM khojeMge taba taka patA nahIM clegaa| zAstroM meM likhA hai ki AtmA hai| yaha hamAre lie zAbdika sacAI hai| dhyAna kA prayoga kiyA, apanI antazcetanA ko jagAyA, sAkSAtkAra kiyA aura jAnA ki AtmA hai, taba vaha apanI sacAI bana jAtI hai, anubhava kI sacAI bana jAtI hai| kintu zabdoM ko par3hane vAle ke lie vaha kevala zAbdika sacAI hI banI rahatI hai| baccA jala meM pratibimbita cAMda ko dekhatA hai aura use pakar3ane kA prayatna karatA hai| vaha mUla cAMda nahIM hai, usakA kevala pratibimba hai| zabda bhI usa AtmA kA vAcaka hai, pratibimba hai, mUla nahIM hai| yadi hama mUla ko dekhane kA prayatna nahIM kareMge aura kevala pratibimba ko hI dekhate raheMge to hameM pratibimba hI hAtha lagegA, mUla nahIM milegaa| satya ko khojane kA artha hI hai ki hama pratibimba para na aTakeM, Age bar3heM aura mUla taka pahuMcane kA prayatna kreN| yaha ho sakatA hai ki jisane dhyAna kyoM? 125
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________________ ke yaha kyA hai? ma AtmA zabda kA prakAra jisane Apa dekhakara jijJAsa AkAza meM kabhI cAMda ko nahIM dekhA, usameM pratibimba ko dekhakara jijJAsA jAga jAe ki mUla kyA hai? isI prakAra jisane AtmA ko na jAnA ho, vaha zAstroM meM AtmA zabda ko par3hakara yaha jAnane kA prayatna kare ki yaha kyA hai? mUla kyA hai? to maiM kaha sakatA hUM ki usa pratibimba ne usameM jijJAsA ubhArI hai| aisA hotA hai to vaha usa sImA taka ucita hai| kintu pratibimba ko hI saba kucha mAnakara baiTha jAnA, mUla kI jijJAsA hI na honA, ucita nahIM hai| dhyAna ke dvArA hama pratibimba kI duniyA se haTakara mUla taka pahuMca sakate haiN| yaha eka sazakta mAdhyama hai| Aja sabase bar3I samasyA hai-pratibimba kI smsyaa| hama pratibimboM kI chAyA para hI apanI yAtrA calA rahe haiN| mUla becArA kahIM par3A hai| bimba kahIM par3A hai aura pratibimba pUjA jA rahA hai| eka mArmika kahAnI hai| eka kalAkAra ne apanI sArI buddhi lagAkara eka citra bnaayaa| usameM usane eka grAmINa mahilA ko citrita kiyA thaa| citra atyanta svAbhAvika thaa| grAmINa mahilA sundaratA kI pratimUrti thii| sahaja saundarya, prAkRtika saundry| zahara meM citroM kI pradarzanI lagI thii| usameM vaha citra bhejA gyaa| hajAroM kI bhiidd'| citroM kI bikrI prAraMbha huii| mahilA ke usa citra para pacAsa hajAra kI bolI lgii| eka vyakti ne use kharIda liyaa| vaha citra ko lekara pradarzanI se bAhara niklaa| eka strI daravAje para baiThI bilakha rahI thii| vaha 5.10 paisoM kI bhIkha mAMga rahI thii| pacAsa hajAra meM citra ko kharIdane vAle ne usa mahilA ko dutkAra diyaa| mahilA ne citra dekhA, vaha stabdha raha gii| vaha citra usI kA thaa| bimba 5.10 paisoM ke lie ro rahA hai aura pratibimba bika rahA hai pacAsa hajAra meN| kaisI viDambanA! dhyAna ke atirikta aisA koI mAdhyama nahIM hai jo pratibimboM se haTAkara mUla taka pahuMcA de| pratibimba ko bimba kA mUlya nahIM diyA jA sktaa| bimba bimba hotA hai aura pratibimba pratibimba / 126 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ 2. tanAva aura dhyAna (1) * * * * 1. * darzana kA nayA AyAma-anubhava aura pryog| 2. . do prakAra ke padArthahetugamya ahetugamya anubhavagamya * sva-saMvedanagamya * prayogagamya * vaijJAnika prayoga kara rahe haiM * AdhyAtmika logoM ne prayoga kie the| 3. * vanaspati jIva ahetugmy| use ahetugamya karane ke lie vaijJAnika pryog| 4. * vanaspati meM shrutjnyaan| usakI siddhi meM vyAkhyAkAroM ko ktthinaaii| vaijJAnika prayoga se usa kaThinAI kA samAdhAna upalabdha ho gyaa| 5. * vanaspati meM saMvedana hai, smRti hai, pahacAna hai| 6. * dhyAna dvArA tanAva samApta hotA hai| tanAva kA Adi-bindu bhAva hai, usa para jAgane se tanAva samApta hotA hai| * hama satya kI khoja ke lie dhyAna kara rahe haiN| satya kI khoja do sAdhanoM se ho sakatI hai| eka sAdhana hai tarka aura dUsarA sAdhana hai anubhava yA saakssaatkaar| padArtha do prakAra ke hote haiM-hetugamya aura ahetugmy| dUsare zabdoM meM-tarkagamya aura trkaatiit| padArtha ke do rUpa haiM-sthUla aura sUkSma / padArtha ke mUla paryAya hamArI iMdriyoM, mana aura buddhi ke viSaya banate haiN| tarka ke dvArA unakI vyAkhyA kI jA sakatI hai, tanAva aura dhyAna (1) 127
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________________ kintu padArtha kA jo sUkSma svarUpa hai, tarkAtIta svarUpa hai, vaha indriya, mana aura buddhi kA viSaya nahIM bntaa| sUkSma paryAya tarkAtIta hote haiN| ve indriya, mana aura buddhi se nahIM pakar3e jA skte| madhyakAla meM darzana kA svarUpa badala gyaa| usa para tarka hAvI ho gayA aura yaha mAna liyA gayA ki darzana ko tarka dvArA hI samajhA jA sakatA hai| darzana aura tarka-donoM paryAyavAcI jaise bana ge| kintu tarka darzana kA bahuta chichalA bhAga hai| samudra ke taTa ko pUrA samudra nahIM kahA jA sktaa| vaha samudra kA chichalA bhAga hai jahAM sIpiyAM hI upalabdha hotI haiN| samudra kI gaharAI meM kucha aura hI upalabdha hotA hai| vahAM ratna milate haiN| darzana kI gaharAI tarka se nahIM nApI jA sktii| tarka ke dvArA darzana kI vyAkhyA nahIM kI jA sktii| darzana kA eka uthalA bhAga sthUla paryAyoM ko abhivyakti detA hai| vaha bhAga bhale hI tarka ke dvArA samajhA jA sakatA ho kintu sUkSma paryAya kI abhivyaMjanA tarka ke dvArA nahIM ho sktii| vaha kevala anubhava ke dvArA ho sakatI hai| madhyakAla kI dhAraNA ne hamArI anubhava kI cetanA ko sulA diyaa| hama kevala tarka ke manthana meM hI ulajha ge| sva-anubhava aura prayoga-parIkSA kI bAta hI chUTa gaI, vismRta ho gii| vijJAna ne isIlie vikAsa kiyA ki vaha kevala siddhAMta ke AdhAra para nahIM calA, kevala tarka ke AdhAra para nahIM claa| usane siddhAMta aura tarka kA sahArA liyA, kintu usa para hI AdhRta nahIM rhaa| darzana isalie koI naI dena nahIM de sakA ki vaha kevala tarka ke sahAre calatA rhaa| usane kevala zAstra, vAGmaya aura siddhAMta kA hI sahArA liyaa| Aja ke vijJAna kI daur3a meM darzana itanA pIche raha gayA ki mAno donoM meM koI sambandha hI na ho| vAstava meM darzana aura vijJAna do nahIM haiN| vijJAna darzana se bhinna nahIM hai aura darzana vijJAna se bhinna nahIM hai| darzana pitA hai to vijJAna usakA putra hai| pitA putra se yA putra pitA se sarvathA bhinna nahIM ho sktaa| kintu Aja ve sarvathA bhinna pratIta ho rahe haiN| aisA nahIM hai ki yaha kevala do pIr3hiyoM kA hI antarAla hai, kintu aisA lagatA hai ki mAno donoM ko svataMtra mArga hai| unameM koI bhAI-cArA nahIM, koI sambandha nahIM hai| 128 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ pitA putra kA sambandha to hai hI nhiiN| Aja darzana ko nayA AyAma dene kI jarUrata hai| yadi usako nayA AyAma nahIM diyA jAyegA to darzana sarvathA prayogazUnya aura arthazUnya bana jaaegaa| maiM svayaM darzana ke grantha likhatA rahA, darzana para cintana-manana karatA rahA, kintu vaha sArA kA sArA tarka kI sImA meM thaa| tarka kI parikramA kie hue thaa| tarka kI sImA ko lAMghakara svayaM ke anubhava kI bAta kaha sakU~, aisA nahIM huaa| aisA lagatA bhI nahIM thA ki isa tarka-sImA kA atikramaNa karanA caahie| kintu jaba adhyAtma kI sImA meM praveza kara anubhava kiyA taba lagA ki jo darzana likhA jA rahA hai, vaha darzana nahIM hai, kintu vaha mAtra zAstroM kA aura granthoM kA samAkalana yA vartamAna kI bhAva-bhASA meM prastutIkaraNa hai| isa saMdarbha meM mujhe anubhava huA ki darzana ko nayA AyAma milanA caahie| vaha mila sakatA hai kevala anubhava ke dharAtala para, prayoga aura parIkSaNa ke dharAtala pr| jaba se dArzanikoM ne sva-anubhava aura sva-saMvedana tathA prayoga aura parIkSaNa kI bAta chor3a dI, taba se darzana kA vikAsa avaruddha ho gyaa| usakA unmeSa ruka gyaa| vaha jahAM thA vahIM ruka gyaa| aisI sthiti meM purAne granthoM kI vyAkhyA meM bhI kaThinAI hone lgii| eka udAharaNa prastuta karatA huuN| jaina sUtroM meM vanaspati ke jIvatva-sambandhI aneka carcA-sthala haiN| isa viSaya kI vizada carcA anyatra durlabha hai| AgamakAra dArzanika the, svayaM draSTA the| unhoMne sAkSAtkAra ke AdhAra para nirUpaNa kiyaa| yaha anubhava kI bAta thI, kevala jJAna kI bAta nahIM thii| sAkSAtkAra se upalabdha satya kA nirUpaNa thA, kevala bauddhika vyAyAma nahIM thaa| vaha unakA apanA 'sva' thaa| kintu Age ke Agama-vyAkhyAkAra tarka ke jagat meM janme the| unakA apanA anubhava nahIM thaa| unakA apanA saMvedana nahIM thaa| vanaspati jaise avyakta cetanA vAle prANiyoM ke sAtha unakA sAkSAt saMparka nahIM thaa| isalie sAkSAt draSTAoM dvArA nirUpita tathyoM kI vyAkhyA meM bhI unheM kaThinAI mahasUsa hone lgii| vanaspati ke jIvoM meM do jJAna hote haiM- matijJAna aura shrutjnyaan| vyAkhyAkAroM ko matijJAna sambandhI vyAkhyA meM bahuta kaThinAI nahIM huii| kyoMki vaha jJAna indriya-cetanA se sambandhita hai| indriya cetanA vanaspati tanAva aura dhyAna (1) 126
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________________ meM hotI hai| pAMcoM indriyAM nahIM hotIM, phira bhI eka sparzana indriya to hotI hI hai| isalie vyAkhyAkAroM ne saMtoSa kiyA, usameM sparza indriya hai to matijJAna ko mAnane meM koI Apatti nahIM hai / kintu jaba prazna uThA ki vanaspati meM zrutajJAna bhI hai, taba usakI vyAkhyA kaThina ho gaI / kyoMki zrutajJAna taba hotA hai jaba bhASA ho, zrotrendriya ho, mana kI vikasita avasthA ho / kintu vanaspati meM na bhASA hai, na zrotrendriya hai aura na mana kI vikasita avasthA hI hai / usameM dIrghakAlikI saMjJA nahIM hotI jo atIta aura bhaviSya kA jJAna saMkalita kara sake aura vartamAna meM upalabdha jJAna kI sAmagrI ko atIta aura bhaviSya ke sAtha saMtulita kara ske| vaha kSamatA vanaspati ke jIvoM meM nahIM hai / aisI sthiti meM unameM zrutajJAna kaise ho sakatA hai? unhoMne tarka kA sahArA liyA, aura tarka ke dvArA isa prasthApanA ko sahArA dene kA prayatna bhI kiyaa| unake pAsa buddhi thI, tarkabala thA / unhoMne yaha siddha karane kA prayAsa kiyA ki vanaspati meM zrutajJAna spaSTa nahIM hai, phira bhI usameM aspaSTa zrutajJAna hai| unhoMne udAharaNa dete hue kahA - vanaspati meM krodha kI saMjJA hotI hai, AhAra kI saMjJA hotI hai, bhaya aura maithuna kI saMjJA hotI hai / parigraha kI saMjJA hotI hai| yaha sArA kathana buddhi ke bala para tarka ke bala para thaa| isameM sAkSAtkAra jaisI bAta nahIM thI / yadi darzana ke sAtha sAkSAtkAra kI prakriyA jur3I hotI, prayoga aura parIkSaNa kI bAta jur3I hotI to ve AcArya vanaspati ke sambandha meM upalabdha sAmagrI ke AdhAra para aura nayA kucha de sakate / pUrva meM nayA jor3a dete / jitane tathya vaijJAnika de rahA hai, utane tathya ve RSi bhI de sakate the / kintu aisA isalie nahIM ho rahA hai ki sAkSAtkAra kI prakriyA chUTa gaI hai| vartamAna meM hamAre pAsa zabda, tarka aura cintana ke sivAya koI jJAna nahIM hai jisase ki sAkSAtkAra kI bAta kI jA ske| isase hamArI cetanA kuNThita ho gaI, darzana laMgar3A bana gayA, usakA eka paira TUTa gayA yA kATa diyA gyaa| sAkSAtkAra vAlA paira kaTa gayA aura tarka vAlA paira laMgar3AtA -laMgar3AtA calane lgaa| sabase zaktizAlI paira thA anubhava kA / usake kaTa jAne para tarka kI vaisAkhI ke sahAre darzana calatA rhaa| vaisAkhI kI apanI AbhAmaMDala 130
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________________ majabUrI hotI hai| vaha eka sImita sAdhana hai| usake sahAre calane vAlA jaldI thaka jAtA hai| usakA paira hI nahIM thakatA, usake kaMdhe aura hAtha bhI thaka jAte haiN| darzana kI yaha sthiti bana gii| vaha laMgar3A ho gyaa| __ vaijJAnika jagat meM jaba yaha sthApanA huI ki vanaspati sajIva hai, usameM cetanA hai, taba se vividha prayoga aura parIkSaNa hone lge| DaoN. jagadIzacandra bosa se lekara Aja taka prayoga calate rahe aura pratidina nayI-nayI jAnakAriyAM hastagata hotI gaIM, jinakI sAmAnya AdamI kalpanA bhI nahIM kara sktaa| DaoN. vekasTana ne vanaspati ke viSaya meM bahuta prayoga kie| usane yaha sthApanA kI ki vanaspati meM bahata zaktizAlI saMvedanA hotI hai| vaha manuSya ke bhAvoM ko itanI sUkSmatA se pakar3a sakatI hai ki AdamI bhI unako itanI sUkSmatA se nahIM pakar3a sktaa| vaha prayoga kara rahA thaa| eka dina usakI aMgulI kaTa gii| khUna risane lgaa| paudhe para lage gelvonomITara kI sUI tatkAla ghUmI aura paudhe ne apanI vyathA aMkita kara dii| usake prati sahAnubhUti pradarzita kara dii| DaoN. vekasTana yaha dekhakara Azcaryacakita raha gyaa| usane socA-isa suI ke ghUmane meM koI Akasmika ghaTanA to nahIM ghaTI hai| phira usane prayoga kiyaa| eka vaTavRkSa para polIgrApha lagA diyaa| mAlI aayaa| vRkSa ne koI pratikriyA vyakta nahIM kii| suI nahIM ghuumii| kaMpana nahIM huaa| itane meM hI eka lakar3ahArA hAtha meM kulhAr3I lekara aayaa| sArA vRkSa kAMpa utthaa| tatkAla suI ghUmane lgii| grApha para bhaya kA aMkana huaa| DaoN. vekasTana ne dekhaa| use bahuta Azcarya huaa| vRkSa ne kaise pahacAnA ki vaha mAlI thA, use poSaNa dene vAlA aura dUsarA lakar3ahArA thA, use kATane vAlA? tIsarI bAra bhI aisA hI huaa| kanADA kI eka mahilA DaoN. vekasTana se milane aaii| vaha zarIrazAstrI thii| vaha paudhoM para prayoga karatI thii| vaha paudhoM ko sukhAkara hI nahIM, bhaTThI meM bhUnakara mAra DAlatI thii| kaI mahInoM se yaha prayoga cala rahA thaa| jyoM hI vaha DaoN. vekasTana ke kamare meM AI, vahAM ke paudhoM para lage gelvonomITara kI suiyAM ghUmane lgiiN| unake aMkana se ye spaSTa ho rahA thA ki sabhI paudhe usa mahilA kI upasthiti meM bhayAkrAnta ho gaye the| DaoN. vekasTana ne dekhaa| usane mahilA se pUchA- 'kyA tanAva aura dhyAna (1) 131
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________________ tuma per3a-paudhe ke ahita kI socatI rahatI ho?' mahilA ne kahA-'hAM, merA prayoga hI aisA hai ki mujhe per3a-paudhoM ko jalAnA hotA hai, kATanA hotA hai| abhI bhI maiM yaha soca rahI thI ki paudhoM ko bhUnakara unakA vajana luuN|' jaba taka vaha mahilA usa kamare meM rahI, suI ghUmatI rahI aura paudhe yaha dikhAte rahe ki ve saba isa mahilA se bhayabhIta haiN| jaise hI vaha kamare se bAhara gaI, mITara kI suI sthira ho gii| paudhe zAnta ho ge| bhaya nikala gyaa| per3a-paudhe manuSya kI bhAvanAoM ko bahuta sUkSmatA se pakar3a lete haiN| rUsa ke prasiddha manovaijJAnika vI. ena. puskina ne eka prayoga kiyaa| tAniyA nAma kI eka sundara yuvatI ko sammohita kiyA aura usase aneka prazna puuche| vaha lar3akI uttara detI gii| praznoM kI jhar3I lagA dii| lar3akI praznoM se baicena ho, galata uttara dene lgii| jaise hI usane galata uttara diyA, poligrApha kI suI ne usakA tatkAla khaMDana kara ddaalaa| grApha para aisA aMkana huA ki usase sahaja patA laga gayA ki lar3akI jhUTha bola rahI hai| paskina ne niSkarSa nikAlA ki manuSya ke nAr3I-saMsthAna ke sAtha paudhoM kA koI gaharA sambandha hai| aise prayoga aneka sthAnoM para ho rahe haiN| vanaspati ke viSaya meM aneka nayI-nayI jAnakAriyAM prakaTa ho rahI haiN| manuSya aura vanaspati-donoM cetana haiN| manuSya kI cetanA vikasita hai, saMkalpa prasphuTita hai| usakI indriyAM spaSTa haiM, indriyoM ke saMsthAna spaSTa haiN| mana kA saMsthAna bana gyaa| buddhi kA kendra bana gyaa| vanaspati meM yaha saba nahIM hai, kintu jAnane vAlI AtmA hai, vaha usameM bhI vidyamAna hai| manuSya apane viziSTa saMracita saMsthAnoM ke dvArA jAnatA hai aura vanaspati apane samUce zarIra se jAnatI hai| AtmA samUce zarIra meM vidyamAna hai| AtmA samUce zarIra ke dvArA padagaloM ko grahaNa karatI hai| bhagavatI satra meM batalAyA gayA hai- 'savveNaM savve'-hamArI cetanA ke asaMkhya pradeza haiN| pratyeka pradeza ke dvArA AtmA jAnatI hai| kisI eka hI pradeza se nahIM jaantii| saba pradezoM se jAnatI hai| Apa yaha na mAneM ki hama AMkhoM se hI dekha sakate haiM, mastiSka se hI soca sakate haiN| hama samUce zarIra 132 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ se dekha sakate haiM, soca sakate haiN| ekyUpaMkcara ke vaijJAnika ne hamAre zarIra meM sAta sau caitanya kendra khoja nikAle haiN| jo mastiSka meM hai, vahI kendra aMgUThe meM bhI hai| jo mastiSka meM hai; vahI kendra aMguliyoM meM bhI hai| piniyala, picyUTarI aura thAirAiDa ke jo sthAna haiM, ve sthAna hAthoM aura pairoM meM bhI haiN| hamArA samUcA zarIra cetanA kA kendra hai| usameM jAnane kI apAra kSamatA hai| kAna dhvani pakar3ane kA mAdhyama hai| kintu jinake kAna nahIM haiM, ve samUce zarIra se dhvani ko pakar3a lete haiN| zarIra kI saMvedanA itanI zaktizAlI ho jAtI hai ki samUce zarIra se dhvani ko pakar3a lete haiN| dhvani ko pakar3ane kI jarUrata bhI nahIM hai| dhvani pakar3ane ke mAdhyama se kAna ko vikasita kara hamane dhvani ko sImita kara diyaa| hama kAnoM para itane nirbhara ho gae ki hama kevala kAnoM se hI suna sakate haiN| atIndriya kSamatAeM vismRta ho giiN| dhvani taba hotI hai jaba koI bolatA hai| dhvani koI bar3I bAta nahIM hai| bar3I bAta hai trNg| jo vyakti taraMgoM ko, sUkSma prakampanoM ko pakar3a sakatA hai vaha jitanA jAna sakatA hai, utanA dhvani ko sunane vAlA nahIM jAna sktaa| hama indriyoM para itane nirbhara ho gae ki jaba kAnoM meM koI zabda par3atA hai tabhI hama suna sakate haiN| kAna kI kSamatA sImita hai| amuka phrIkvensI ke zabda hI suna pAtA hai| pakar3a pAtA hai| kintu jo vyakti prakampanoM ko pakar3a sakatA hai, vaha sUkSma dhvaniyoM ko pakar3a sakatA hai, jAna sakatA hai| tIrthaMkara jaba bolate haiM, taba sunane vAle use apanI-apanI bhASA meM samajha jAte haiN| pazu bhI apanI bhASA meM samajha jAte haiN| yaha kaise hotA hai? isake pIche bahuta bar3A rahasya chipA huA hai| tIrthaMkara bolate nahIM, divya dhvani nikalatI hai, yadi hama isa bAta ko mAna leM to yaha spaSTa ho jAtA hai ki tIrthaMkara ke vANI ke nahIM, mana ke paramANu nikalate haiM, unameM spaMdana hotA hai| una spaMdanoM ko loga pakar3ate haiM aura ve unako artha-bodha karA dete haiN| bhASA ke pudgala nahIM pakar3e jA sakate, taraMgoM ko pakar3A jA sakatA hai, spaMdanoM ko pakar3A jA sakatA hai| hamAre pAsa taraMgoM ko pakar3ane kI kSamatA adhika hai, bhASA ko pakar3ane kI kSamatA kama hai| jaba hamane yaha mAna hI liyA ki kAna tanAva aura dhyAna (1) 133
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________________ hI sunane kA sAdhana haiM taba hamane anya kSamatAoM ko vismRta kara diyaa| Aja kA vijJAna kahatA hai ki kAnoM kI apekSA dAMtoM se acchA sunA jA sakatA hai| dAMta sunane ke zaktizAlI sAdhana haiN| yadi thor3A-sA yAMtrika parivartana kiyA jAe to jitanA acchA dAMta se sunA jA sakatA hai, utanA acchA kAna se nahIM sunA jA sktaa| eka labdhi kA nAma hai-abhinn-shroto-lbdhi| jo vyakti isa labdhi se sampanna hotA hai, usakI cetanA kA itanA vikAsa ho jAtA hai ki usakA samUcA zarIra kAna, AMkha, nAka, jIbha aura sparza kA kAma kara sakatA hai| usake lie kAna se sunanA yA AMkha se dekhanA Avazyaka nahIM hotaa| vaha zarIra ke kisI hisse se sana sakatA hai, dekha sakatA hai| vaha pAMcoM indriyoM kA kAma samUce zarIra se le sakatA hai| usake jJAna kA srota abhinna ho jAtA hai, vyApaka bana jAtA hai| samUcA zarIra abhinna ho jAtA hai, vyApaka ho jAtA hai| yaha anubhava kA pakSa hai| yaha tarka kA viSaya nahIM bntaa| darzana ne isako bhulA diyaa| usakA pariNAma bahuta viparIta huaa| Aja phira se dArzanikoM ko, darzana ke vidyArthiyoM ko, dhArmika aura AdhyAtmika logoM ko cintana karanA cAhie ki darzana ko tarka ke kaTaghare se nikAlakara anubhava ke vyApaka kSetra meM kaise lAyA jA sakatA hai| darzana ko hama anubhava ke sAtha jor3ane kA prayatna kareM, jisase ki darzana phira pitA kA sthAna le sake aura apane putra (vijJAna) para niyamana kara ske| niyamana isa artha meM ki Aja ke vijJAna ne naye-naye satyoM ko khojA hai| usake naye-naye paryAya udghATita kie haiM, naye-naye rahasyoM ko anAvRta kiyA hai| isa dizA meM vaha bahuta sakSama huA hai, kintu jo mUla jJAtA hai AtmA, usako mUla sthAna dilAne meM saphala nahIM huA hai| vaha bhaTakA huA hai| jAnane ke bAda pratyAkhyAna kI bAta AtI hai, chor3ane kI bAta AtI hai| yaha bAta vijJAna ko bhI Aja upalabdha nahIM hai| yadi darzana phira sakSama bana sakeM, tarka aura anubhava-donoM kA ucita prayoga kara sakeM to vijJAna kA pitA darzana punaH zaktizAlI ho sakatA hai| taba hI vaha vijJAna kA nayA AyAma de sakatA hai| darzana ke sAtha sva-anubhava 134 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ kI bAta jor3I jaae| vijJAna kA itanA vikAsa hone para bhI AdamI azAnti kA anubhava kara rahA hai aura adhikAdhika tanAvagrasta hotA jA rahA hai| vijJAna ke pAsa aisA koI upAya nahIM hai ki vaha AdamI ko tanAva se sarvathA mukta kara ske| kintu darzana manuSya ko tanAvamukta karane meM sakSama hai| tarkoM se anuprANita darzana yaha nahIM kara sktaa| yaha vaha darzana kara sakatA hai jo adhyAtma se anuprANita hai, svAnubhava saMracita hai| darzana ke isa pakSa ko maiM prastuta karanA cAhatA huuN| jagata kyA hai? dravyoM kA samavAya hI jagat hai| usa dravya samavAya meM eka dravya hai-jIvAstikAya / jIvoM kA itanA bar3A saMghaTana hai ki jagat ke AkAza kA eka bhI pradeza aisA nahIM hai jo jIvazUnya ho| samUcA jagat jIvoM ke samavAya se bharA par3A hai| AkAza ke eka-eka pradeza meM asaMkhya jIva haiN| merI aMgulI hila rahI hai, yaha zUnya AkAza meM nahIM hila rahI hai| isa aMgulI ke Asa-pAsa hI nahIM, bhItara bhI asaMkhya jIva baiThe haiN| AkAza ke eka-eka pradeza meM, eka-eka kaNa meM asaMkhya jIva baiThe haiN| unake caitanya ke pradeza vyApta ho rahe haiN| tIna bAteM haiM-dravyamaya saMsAra, dravyoM meM jIvAstikAya aura jIvAstikAya meM eka jiiv| eka jIva hai kintu vaha avyakta hai| hama avyakta se vyakta jagat ko jAnanA cAhate haiN| hama avyakta saSTi kI ora calanA cAhate haiN| dravya avyakta, jIvAstikAya avyakta aura eka jIva bhI avykt| hamAre sAmane vyakta nahIM hai| eka jIva hai| usa jIva ke Asa-pAsa bhAva-saMsthAna haiN| eka bhAva-saMsthAna cetanA kA nirvahana karatA hai, cetanA kI dhArA ko bAhya jagat meM saMkrAnta karatA hai| eka vaha bhAva-saMsthAna hai jo cetanA ke sAtha jur3I huI pratikriyAoM ke pravAha ko isa jagat meM prastuta karatA hai| isakA nAma hai krm| do pravAha ho ge| eka hai cetanA kA pravAha aura dUsarA hai cetanA kI prakriyAoM kA prvaah| bhAva-saMsthAna se jur3A huA hai karma, pratikriyAoM kA sNsthaan| usa karma se jur3A huA hai mohanIya, muurchaa| dravya, jIvAstikAya, jIva, bhAva aura karma-yaha sArA kA sArA avyakta saMsAra hai| yaha hamAre sAmane vyakta nahIM hai| aba hama prekSAdhyAna ke mAdhyama se vyakta ke bindu para A rahe haiM, mUrchA kA hameM patA calatA hai| ise tanAva aura dhyAna (1) 135
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________________ 1 hama dekha pAte haiM, anubhava kara pAte haiM, kintu mUrcchA bhI pUrI vyakta nahIM hai / mohanIya bhI pUrA vyakta nahIM hai / mUrcchA ke bAda AtA hai rAga, thor3A vyakta hotA hai / mUrcchA se paidA hotA hai rAga / dveSa kA koI svataMtra sthAna nahIM hai / phrAyaDa ne 'kAma' (Sex) ko prANImAtra kI maulika manovRtti mAnA hai / rAga aura seksa (kAma) meM bhASA-bheda hai, artha-bheda nahIM hai / phrAyaDa ne jisa saMdarbha meM 'kAma' kI vyAkhyA kI aura Agama ne jisa saMdarbha meM rAga kI vyAkhyA kI, yadi hama saMdarbhoM ko sahI samajha lete haiM to donoM meM koI antara nahIM AtA / antara kevala itanA hI AtA hai ki phrAyaDa kA jJAna kevala seksa taka hI pahuMca pAyA, Age nahIM jA skaa| AgamakAra sUkSmajJAnI the / unakA apanA anubhava thA, sAkSAtkAra thaa| ve rAga taka pahuMcakara hI nahIM ruke Age bar3he aura dravya taka pahuMca ge| kAma kI vRtti ko mUla mAnakara manuSyoM ke vyavahAroM kI vyAkhyA karane meM Aja manovijJAna ke sAmane aneka kaThinAiyAM haiN| ve kaThinAiyAM isalie samAhita nahIM hotIM ki manovijJAna ke pAsa 'kAma' seksa se Age vyAkhyA karane kA koI AdhAra hI nahIM hai, koI sUtra hI nahIM hai kintu hamAre pAsa rAga se pUrva vyAkhyA karane ke bahuta spaSTa AdhAra haiM; sUtra haiM / rAga ke pIche mUrcchA hai / mUrcchA ke pIche karma - zarIra hai, karma hai| karma ke pIche hamArA bhAva - saMsthAna hai / bhAva- saMsthAna ke pIche cetanA kA prahAra hai isalie manovijJAna ke sAmane Aja jo-jo samasyAeM haiM, una saba samasyAoM kA samAdhAna karane vAle sUtra aura AdhAra hameM upalabdha haiM / manovijJAna ke pAsa ye sAdhana upalabdha nahIM haiM 1 1 udhara hama kAma se cale aura idhara hama rAga se cle| Age donoM vicAradhArAeM samAnAntara rekhAoM para calatI haiM / rAga se utpanna hotA hai lobha / lobha se utpanna hotI hai mAyA / mAyA se utpanna hotA hai ahaMkAra aura ahaMkAra se utpanna hotA hai krodha / hamAre jagat kI sabase adhika vyakta cetanA hai - krodha - cetanA / ahaMkAra cetanA sabase sUkSma hai aura mAyA- cetanA usase bhI adhika sUkSma hai / isIlie mAyA kA eka nAma hai - gUr3ha, aspaSTa / lobha - cetanA usase bhI sUkSma hai aura rAga cetanA usase bhI sUkSma hai, avyakta hai| sabase vyakta hai - krodha- cetanA / manuSya jaba krodhI AbhAmaMDala 136
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________________ hotA hai taba usake hoTha phar3aphar3Ane lagate haiM, AMkheM tamatamA jAtI haiM, bhRkuTI tana jAtI hai, sArA zarIra kAMpane lagatA hai / kintu jaba AdamI ahaMkAra karatA hai, mAyA karatA hai, lobha meM hotA hai taba kucha bhI patA nahIM calatA / zarIra para inakI abhivyakti nahIM hotI / yaha hamArA avyakta jagat hai / hama avyakta se vyakta hote-hote jaba krodha-cetanA para Ate haiM taba pUre vyakta bana jAte haiN| hama avyakta jagat se cale aura vyakta jagat taka pahuMca ge| hama dravya jagat se cale aura krodha kI cetanA taka pahuMca ge| hamAre vyaktitva kA vistAra huA aura hamArA eka-eka paryAya prakaTa hotA calA gayA / isIlie AgamakAroM ne krama diyA -krodha, mAna, mAyA aura lobha / yaha krama nirarthaka nahIM hai| unhoMne lobha, mAna, mAyA, krodha - yaha krama kyoM nahIM rakhA? zabdoM kA krama aise hI nahIM rakha diyA jaataa| hama gaharAI se soceM to sacAI kA patA laga sakatA hai| jaba hama vyakta se avyakta kI ora jAte haiM taba pahale krodha AtA hai / krodha se caleMge to ahaMkAra hogaa| krodha ahaMkAra meM vilIna ho jAegA / ahaMkAra se caleMge to ahaMkAra mAyA meM vilIna ho jAegA / mAyA se caleMge to vaha lobha meM vilIna ho jAegI / tanAva ke bAre meM maiMne carcA prAraMbha kii| usake kucheka pahaluoM ko Aja chuA hai / vistRta carcA Age karUMgA / prazna 1. bhagavAna mahAvIra kI bhASA ko saba apane-apane DhaMga se samajha lete the / una dhvani taraMgoM ko samajhane kA upAya kyA hai? uttara - taraMgoM ko samajhane kA vahI upAya hai jo hama kara rahe haiM / jaba taka vicAroM aura saMvedanoM para niyaMtraNa nahIM hogA taba taka taraMgoM kI bhASA nahIM samajhI jA skegii| hama isIlie lezyA kI carcA kara rahe haiM / lezyA kI bhASA taraMgoM kI bhASA hai / jo vyakti lezyA kI bhASA ko samajhane laga jAtA hai vaha taraMgoM kI bhASA ko samajha sakatA hai| jaba taraMgoM kI bhASA mana kI bhASA meM, citroM kI bhASA meM A jAtI hai, taba hama use samajha sakate haiM / jaba citroM kI bhASA akSaroM kI bhASA meM badala jAtI hai, taba hama apanI cetanA ko samajha sakate haiM, use grahaNa kara sakate haiM / yadi hameM taraMgoM kA vikAsa karanA hai to hameM lezyA jagat tanAva aura dhyAna (1) 137
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________________ meM jAnA hogA aura lezyA jagat meM tabhI jAyA jA sakatA hai jaba hama apane vicAroM aura saMvedanAoM para niyaMtraNa karanA sIkha jaaeN| hama zvAsa ko dekhane kA abhyAsa karate haiN| zvAsa ke sivAya aura kucha na dekheM, zvAsa ko hI dekheN| yaha saMvedana aura vicAroM ke niyaMtraNa kA mArga hai| yaha abhyAsa jaise-jaise vikasita hogA, taraMgoM kI bhASA ko samajhane meM bhI utane hI sakSama hote jaaeNge| prazna 2. kyA mahAvIra ke samaya sabhI logoM aura pazu-pakSiyoM meM yaha kSamatA thI? uttara-Ter3hA prazna hai| pazu-pakSiyoM meM saMvedanoM ko samajhane kI zakti manuSyoM se adhika vikasita hai| kyoMki ve apane srotoM para bharosA nahIM karate, apane samUce zarIra para bharosA karate haiN| manuSya ne apane srotoM para adhika bharosA kara liyA isalie samUce zarIra se jAnane kI kSamatA gaMvA baitthaa| kintu koI samartha yogI, samartha adhyAtma kA tejaHpuMja hotA hai, usake prakaMpanoM meM itanI kSamatA hotI hai ki ve aneka vyaktiyoM kI soyI huI zaktiyoM ko jAgRta kara dete haiN| usameM kevala sunane vAle kI kSamatA kA hI yoga nahIM hotA, usa sAdhaka ke paramANuoM kA bhI bahuta bar3A yoga hotA hai jo saMprekSaNa kara rahA hai| prazna 3. kyA suSumnA kI nAr3I sIdhI nahIM hotI? kyA binA sIdhI hue dhyAna nahIM hotaa| uttara-suSumnA kA AkAra bilkula sIdhA to nahIM hai, kucha Ter3hA-mer3hA hai| hama isakI cintA hI na kreN| hama kevala itanA dhyAna rakheM ki baiThate samaya rIr3ha kI haDDI sIdhI rhe| padmAsana isake lie acchA hai| isa Asana meM baiThane para rIr3ha kI haDDI apane Apa sIdhI banI rahatI hai| isI prakAra ardhapadmAsana, siddhAsana Adi AsanoM meM baiThane se bhI rIr3ha kI haDDI sIdhI raha sakatI hai| hama jhukakara na baittheN| jhukakara baiThanA sAdhAraNa-sI bAta hai| jaba kabhI sIdhA baiThane kI bAta AtI hai taba loga zikAyata karate haiM ki darda ho gyaa| darda huA nahIM, darda kA patA cala gyaa| jo darda pAla rakhA thA, vaha chupA huA thA, usakA patA laga gyaa| mana ke vikalpoM ko zAnta karane kA yaha sabase sarala tarIkA hai ki 138 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hama cetanA ko suSumnA ke mAga se le jaae| prANa ko usI mArga se Upara-nIce le jaaeN| cetanA jitanI Age rahegI caMcalatA bar3hegI, cetanA jitanI suSumnA kI ora jAegI, caMcalatA ghttegii| cetanA ko Age-Age rakhane kA artha phUloM ko sIMcanA / cetanA ko pIche le jAnA, suSumnA meM le jAne kA artha hai jar3a ko sIMcanA / aba hama svayaM soceM ki phUloM ko sIMcane se phUla hare-bhare rahate haiM yA jar3a ko sIMcane se / tanAva aura dhyAna (1) 138
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________________ 3. tanAva aura dhyAna (2) 1. * tanAva kA Adi-bindu rAga-lobha yA priyatA kI granthi / 2. * priya kA viyoga na ho-yaha bindu hai jahAM se bhaya aura ArttadhyAna kA prAraMbha hotA hai| 3. * priyatA se dveSa, dveSa se mAna aura mAna se krodha kA janma hotA hai| 4. * tanAva se bacane ke lie jJAtA-draSTAbhAva kA abhyaas|| * cetanA kA kuAM khodeM aura khojeM kahAM hai caitanya aura kahAM hai AtmA? 6. . sva-sammohana yA bhAvanA kA prayoga kreN| 7. * kAyotsarga kA abhyAsa kareM, bhAvoM ko badaleM, lezyA kA vizodhana kreN| 8 . krodha, bhaya Adi kA damana na kreN| nirjarA kareM, recana kreN| hamAre sAmane do jagat haiN| eka hai vyakta-jagat aura dUsarA avykt-jgt| eka hai sthUla-jagat aura dUsarA hai sUkSma jgt| hama donoM jagat kI avasthAoM meM jIte haiN| kabhI hama vyakta se avyakta kI ora Ate haiM aura kabhI avyakta se vyakta kI ora Ate haiN| kabhI sthUla avasthAoM kI anubhUti karate haiM aura kabhI sUkSma avasthAoM meM viharaNa karane laga jAte haiN| jaba vyakti avyakta se vyakta kI ora AtA hai taba eka naI avasthA ghaTita hotI hai| vyakti sAmAjika bana jAtA hai| jaba vyakti avyakta avasthA meM hI rahatA hai taba vaha vyakti hI rahatA hai, sAmAjika nahIM bntaa| hamArA karma zarIra, hamArI mUrchA aura hamArA bhAva-yaha avyakta jagat hai| vahAM dUsare kA koI samparka nahIM hotaa|
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________________ vyakti karma-zarIra meM jItA hai| yaha usakA vyaktigata jIvana hai| vyakti bhAva meM jItA hai| bhAva vyakti kA vaiyaktika svarUpa hai| mUrchA bhI vaiyaktika hai| jaba vyakti mUrchA kI sImA kA atikramaNa kara rAga meM praveza karatA hai, rAga kI cetanA meM AtA hai, vaise hI vaha vyakti se sAmAjika bana jAtA hai| sAmAjikatA kA pahalA bindu hai-raag| jo rAga kA Adi-bindu hai, vahI tanAva kA Adi-bindu hai| jahAM se sAmAjikatA zurU hotI hai, vahIM se tanAva zurU hotA hai| tanAva aura sAmAjikatA kA astitva pRthak-pRthak nahIM hai| jahAM taka vyakti vyakti hai, vahAM taka tanAva bahuta gahare meM hotA hai, isalie usakI anubhUti nahIM hotii| kintu vyakti jaise hI sAmAjika banatA hai, vaise hI tanAva prakaTa hone lagatA hai, usakI anubhUti hone lagatI hai| tanAva kA Adi-bindu hai-rAga, priyatA kI anubhUti, kaamnaa| rAga se tanAva zurU hotA hai, priyatA kI anubhUti se tanAva prAraMbha hotA hai, kAma se tanAva utpanna hotA hai| rAga yadi na ho to vyakti sAmAjika nahIM bana sktaa| eka ko dUsare se jor3ane vAlA hai raag| rAga parasparatA kA anubaMdha krtaa| jahAM pArasparikatA huI, eka-dUsare se jur3A yA baMdhA vahAM sAmAjikatA zurU ho jAtI hai| rAga vyaktiyoM ko bAMdhatA hai| vaha vyaktiyoM ko padArtha se jor3atA hai| rAga nahIM hotA hai to vyakti padArtha-pratibaddha nahIM hotaa| rAga nahIM hotA hai to eka vyakti dUsare vyakti se nahIM judd'taa| vyakti akelA hI hotA hai| kevala akelaa| koI kisI ke sAtha nahIM judd'taa| jahAM jur3ane kA prazna hai vahAM rAga kA honA jarUrI hai| binA rAga ke koI kaise jur3egA? eka paramANu bhI yadi dUsare paramANu ke sAtha jur3atA hai to vahAM bhI rAga kA honA, cikanAhaTa kA honA jarUrI hai| snigdhatA ke binA baMdha nahIM hotaa| yaha jo pojiTiva prakriyA hai, vidhAyakatA hai, vaha rAga hai, sneha hai, snigdhatA hai| baMdhana vahI karatI hai| rAga se baMdhana zurU hotA hai| dUsare ke sAtha sambandha yA samparka sthApita hotA hai rAga se| usake bAda usa rAga-cetanA ke kaNa Age se Age taraMgeM banAte calate haiM aura lobha kA janma ho jAtA hai| taba vyakti saMgraha kI ora mur3atA tanAva aura dhyAna (2) 141
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________________ hai, adhika prApta karane kA prayatna karatA hai| rAga se janma letA hai lobha aura lobha se janma letI hai maayaa| jaba mana meM lobha paidA hotA hai taba parigraha kI bhAvanA jAgatI hai aura mAyA utpanna ho jAtI hai| mAyA ke binA saMgraha nahIM ho sktaa| binA chipAe saMgraha nahIM ho sktaa| jo chipAnA nahIM jAnatA vaha saMgraha karanA bhI nahIM jaantaa| jo chipAne kI kalA meM nipuNa hai, vaha vipula saMgraha kara sakatA hai| Apa ratna, sonA, cAMdI khule meM rakha deM to prAtaH saba gAyaba ho jaaegaa| unako TikAe rakhane ke lie unheM chipAnA Avazyaka hai| duniyA meM chipAne ke kitane sAdhana haiM? jitane adhika sAdhana haiM utanI hI adhika mAyA hai| saMgraha ko banAe rakhane ke lie, lobha kI saMpUrti ke lie yA lobha ke dvArA prApta upakaraNoM kI surakSA ke lie mAyA ko janma lenA jarUrI hotA hai| jaise hI manuSya ne saMgraha karanA sIkhA, vaise hI vaha mAyA ko bhI sIkhA hai| rAga ne janma diyA lobha ko aura lobha ne janma diyA mAyA ko| mAyA ne janma diyA ahaMbhAva ko, ahaMkAra ko| jaba mAyA kA vistAra huA, manuSya ke pAsa bahuta kucha ho gayA to manuSya ne kucha apanI mAnyatAeM banA liiN| maiM bar3A hUM, mere pAsa bahuta hai, maiM svAmI hUM, mere pAsa itanA hai-yaha ahaMkAra janma le letA hai| mere pAsa hai, isake pAsa nahIM hai-isakA tAtparya hai ki maiM bar3A hUM, vaha choTA hai| isa saMgraha ne bar3appana aura chuTapana ko bhI janma diyaa| binA choToM ke koI bar3A nahIM bana sktaa| abhimAna ke lie jarUrI hai ki koI nIcA ho| yadi koI choTA na ho, nIcA na ho, samAna hI ho to becArA abhimAna kyA karegA? abhimAna huA to kyA aura nahIM huA to kyA! samatA meM kabhI abhimAna nahIM hotaa| jaba UMcAI hotI hai taba gar3he kA patA calatA hai| yadi gar3hA na ho to UMcAI kA koI artha nahIM ho sktaa| UMcAI ho aura gar3hA ho, taba UMcAI aura nIcAI kA koI sApekSa artha ho sakatA hai| samatala meM UMcA-nIcA kucha nahIM hotaa| yadi saba loga samAna hI ho jAeM taba phira abhimAna ko palane kA avasara hI nahIM aataa| abhimAna taba hotA hai jaba kisI ke pAsa kucha ho aura kisI ke pAsa kucha na ho| 142 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ mAyA ne abhimAna ko janma diyA aura abhimAna ne krodha ko janma diyaa| yadi abhimAna na ho to krodha nahIM ho sktaa| krodha hone ke lie abhimAna kA honA jarUrI hai| krodha nahIM AtA hai to ahaMkAra para coTa hotI hai, abhimAna para prahAra hotA hai| ahaMkAra para coTa hue binA krodha nahIM A sktaa| abhimAna kA artha hai-meraapn| Apane kisI ko apanA mAna liyaa| yaha merA putra hai, putrI hai, patnI hai, pitA hai, mAtA hai, merA bhAI hai, merA mitra hai| jisako merA mAna liyA, apanA mAna liyA, vaha yadi thor3I-sI bhI avajJA karatA hai to krodha A jAtA hai| jo apanA nahIM hai, vaha kitanI avajJA kare, itanA krodha nahIM aataa| yadi apanA vyakti avajJA karatA hai to krodha A jAtA hai| krodha ke lie apanApana IMdhana hai| agni ke lie IMdhana apekSita hotA hai| krodha agni hai| ahaMkAra, mamakAra usako prajvalita karane vAlA IMdhana hai| yadi ahaMkAra kI UrjA na mile to krodha bujha jAtA hai| krodha hamAre vyaktitva ko abhivyakta karane vAlA sAdhana hai| krodha taka pahuMcate hI hamAre vyaktitva kI abhivyakti ho jAtI hai| sAmAjika saMbaMdhoM meM ye tattva kAma karate haiM-rAga, lobha, mAyA, ahNkaar| ye sAre tattva tanAva paidA karate haiN| priyatA kI anubhUti hotI hai, tanAva bana jAtA hai| jaise hI priyatA ke sAtha sambandha jur3a jAtA hai, eka dhyAna zurU ho jAtA hai| dhyAna kA Adi-bindu bhI rAga hai aura sAmAjikatA kA Adi-bindu bhI rAga hai| jisake sAtha priyatA kA saMbaMdha jur3A usake prati eka gaharA dhyAna prAraMbha ho jAtA hai ki kahIM usakA viyoga na ho jaae| ArttadhyAna zurU ho jAtA hai| ArtagaveSaNA prAraMbha ho jAtI hai| lobha Age claa| bhaya paidA ho gyaa| priyatA se lobha kA janma hotA hai aura lobha se bhaya kA janma hotA hai| tanAva bar3hAne vAle tattvoM meM bhaya kI pramukha bhUmikA rahatI hai| bhaya bahuta bar3A tanAva paidA karatA hai| bhaya lobha kA upajIvI hai| kisI vastu ko pakar3e rakhanA bhaya hai| zarIra honA eka bAta hai aura zarIra ko pakar3e rakhanA, mamatva ke dhAge se bAMdhe rakhanA dUsarI bAta hai| zarIra ko hamane isalie pakar3a rakhA hai ki hamAre mana meM yaha bhaya chAyA huA hai ki kahIM zarIra chUTa na jaae| tanAva aura dhyAna (2) 143
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________________ tA detA hai ki tuma kA bhaya, mRtyu kA khatarA hai roga maranA itanA jaTila nahIM hai, duHkhadAyI nahIM hai, jitanA jaTila aura duHkhadAyI hai marane kA bhy| marane ke bhaya kI bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| roga duHkha detA hai, para roga itanA duHkha nahIM detA jitanA duHkha roga kA bhaya detA hai| kabhI-kabhI roga kA patA hI nahIM calatA, kintu jaba DaoNkTara yaha batA detA hai ki tuma amuka roga se pIr3ita ho aura aba jyAdA jIvita nahIM raha sakoge-yaha rAga kA bhaya, mRtyu kA bhaya atyadhika bhayaMkara ho jAtA hai, roga jitanA khatarA nahIM hai, utanA khatarA hai roga kA bhy| maranA jitanA duHkhada nahIM hai, utanA duHkhada hai marane kA bhy| hamane hajAroM prakAra ke bhaya pAla rakhe haiN| bhaya isalie pala rahe haiM ki unakI pRSThabhUmi meM priyatA kI bhAvanA hai| vahAM rAga kAma kara rahA hai| hama itane ghabarA rahe haiM ki jo priya hai vaha chUTa na jaae| padArtha chUTa na jAe, zarIra chUTa na jAe, priyajanoM kA sambandha chUTa na jaae| dhana chUTa na jaae| isa bhaya ne manuSya ko eka dhyAna meM DAla diyaa| manuSya nirantara usa dhyAna meM bahA jA rahA hai| sabhI vyakti dhyAna karate haiN| sAdhaka hI dhyAna nahIM karate, pratyeka jIvadhArI dhyAna karatA hai| baccA bhI dhyAna karatA hai| bUr3hA bhI dhyAna karatA hai| puruSa bhI dhyAna karatA hai aura strI bhI dhyAna karatI hai| prekSA-dhyAna-zivira meM Akara Apa yaha na mAneM ki Apa hI dhyAna karate haiN| Apa apane dhyAna-zivira pacAsoM varSoM se ghara para calAte A rahe haiN| Apa yahAM kevala dizA-parivartana ke lie Ae haiM, dhyAna ke lie nhiiN| jisa dizA meM ApakI dhyAna-dhArA pravAhita ho rahI thI, usakI dizA ko badalane ke lie Apa Ae haiN| ghara para jo dhyAna ho rahA thA, vaha priyatA aura bhaya se saMcAlita thaa| ArtadhyAna aura raudra dhyAna ho rahA thaa| viSayoM ko upalabdha karane tathA viSayoM ke saMrakSaNa kA dhyAna calatA thaa| padArthoM ko prApta karane kA dhyAna tathA usakI surakSA kA dhyAna-yaha dhyAna nirantara cala rahA hai| dina-rAta cala rahA hai| yaha dhyAna sote bhI calatA hai aura jAgate bhI calatA hai| prekSA-dhyAna kevala jAgRta avasthA meM hI calatA hai, sote nahIM cltaa| Arta aura raudra dhyAna nirantara calane vAle dhyAna haiN| Apa isa prakAra ke dhyAna ke abhyasta haiN| Apa yaha na kaheM ki ApakA mana TikatA nahIM, ekAgratA 144 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ nahIM hotI / yaha bhrAnti hogI / Apa apanI bhrAnti kA AvaraNa mujha para bhI na ddaaleN| maiM mAnatA hUM ki ApakA mana bahuta TikatA hai / vaha itanA ekAgra hotA hai ki zAyada kisI saMnyAsI kA bhI nahIM hotA hogA / phira bhI Apa ina prekSA dhyAna ziviroM meM Ate haiM aura isalie Ate haiM ki Apa dizA kA parivartana karanA cAhate haiN| jahAM mana TikatA hai vahAM vaha na Tike aura jahAM vaha nahIM TikatA vahAM vaha Tikane lage / kevala itanA-sA parivartana karane ke lie prekSA dhyAna kA abhyAsa hotA hai / Apa apane Apako saralatA se prastuta kreN| chipAyeM nahIM / itanA sA kareM ki jo priyatA kI anubhUti jur3I huI hai, usako mor3a deM, anurAga kI dizA ko badala deN| anurAga kI dizA jo vyakti ke sAtha, padArtha ke sAtha jur3a rahI hai, usako badala kara apane astitva ke sAtha jor3a denA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra se pUchA gayA - "bhaMte! dharma - zraddhA se kyA hotA hai? dharma ke prati anurAga hone se kyA hotA hai?' bhagavAna ne kahA - 'dharma ke prati anurAga hone se anutsukatA paidA hotI hai arthAt jo utsukatA hotI hai vaha samApta ho jAtI hai| eka ke prati jaba utsukatA samApta hotI hai taba dUsare ke prati utsukatA jAgatI hai / ' padArtha ke prati rahI huI utsukatA jaba samApta hotI hai taba dharma ke prati utsukatA jAgatI hai| ise isa prakAra bhI kahA jA sakatA hai ki jaba dharma ke prati utsukatA jAgatI hai taba padArtha ke prati anutsukatA paidA hotI hai / utsukatA eka para hogI - padArtha para yA dharma pr| donoM para utsukatA nahIM ho sakatI / eka sAtha do ghor3oM para savArI nahIM kI jA sktii| apanI utsukatA, apanI zraddhA ko hama donoM ora nahIM le jA sakate / padArtha ke prati utsukatA hai to dharma ke prati utsukatA nahIM rhegii| dharma ke prati utsukatA hai to padArtha ke prati utsukatA nahIM rahegI / utsukatA kA pravAha jisa ora jAegA usa dizA ko vaha lAbhAnvita karegA aura dUsarI dizA apane Apa haTa jaaegii| hameM apanI utsukatA ko caitanya kI dizA meM pravAhita karanA hai / isalie karanA hai ki padArtha ke prati hamArI utsukatA jitanI gaharI hotI hai utanA hI tanAva mana meM bhara jAtA hai| hama tanAva kI sthiti se isalie AkrAnta haiM ki hamArA sArA AkarSaNa, hamArI sArI zraddhA tanAva aura dhyAna (2) 145
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________________ padArtha ke prati hai, dUsare ke prati hai, apane prati nahIM hai / jaba dUsare ke prati hotI hai taba mana meM tanAva bhara jAtA hai| tanAva kA mUla kAraNa hai - Artta-dhyAna aura raudra- -dhyAna / tanAva kA kAraNa bhI dhyAna hai aura tanAva kA nivAraNa bhI dhyAna hai / dhyAna se hI tanAva paidA hotA hai aura dhyAna se hI tanAva samApta hotA hai / jaba hamAre mana kI ekAgratA padArtha ko upalabdha karane meM aura usake saMrakSaNa meM laga jAtI hai taba mana tanAva se bhara jAtA hai aura jaba mana kI ekAgratA padArtha se haTakara apane Antarika anubhavoM meM laga jAtI hai taba tanAva apane Apa visarjita hone laga jAtA hai / tanAva kA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai-- Artta dhyAna - padArtha ke prati hone vAlI ekAgratA / tanAva kA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai - raudra dhyAna padArtha ke saMrakSaNa ke prati hone vAlI krUratA / krUratama ekAgratA / Artta aura raudra dhyAna meM lezyAeM vikRta bana jAtI haiM / usa samaya kAlI lezyA hotI hai aura dhUmra varNa kI lezyA hotI hai / usa samaya AbhAmaNDala vikRta ho jAtA hai; bhAva - saMsthAna vikRta ho jAtA hai / hamAre sAre bhAva badala jAte haiM / bhAva vikRta hotA hai to mana vikRta bana jAtA hai, vicAra vikRta ho jAtA hai, AcaraNa vikRta ho jAtA hai / jaba AcaraNa vikRta hotA hai taba sAmAjika sambandha bhI vikRta ho jAte haiM / saba kucha bigar3ane laga jAtA hai / taba vyakti meM yaha cintana ubharatA hai ki sArA DhAMcA bigar3atA jA rahA hai, use kaise sudhArUM? yaha prazna upasthita hotA hai taba dizA badalane kI bAta prApta hotI hai / vyakti mur3akara dekhanA cAhatA hai / jaba vaha mur3akara dekhatA hai taba use lagatA hai ki krodha bahuta satA rahA hai| sAmAjika aura pArivArika sambandhoM ko vikRta karane vAlA tattva hai krodha / anyAnya doSa isake bAda Ate haiM / eka vyakti kucha cAhatA hai, dUsarA kucha aura hI cAhatA hai / eka vyakti ke AcaraNa se dUsare vyakti ke ahaM para coTa hotI hai / dUsare vyakti ke AcaraNa se tIsare vyakti ke ahaM para coTa hotI hai / aprIti bar3hatI hai, vaimanasya bar3hatA hai, dveSa bar3hatA hai / dveSa, koI maulika bAta nahIM hai, mUla hai rAga / vAstava 146 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ meM rAga aura dveSa do nahIM haiN| eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| yadi Apa rAga na kareM to dveSa kabhI nahIM hogaa| dveSa kA koI sthAna nahIM hai| mUrchA se rAga, rAga se lobha, lobha se mAyA, mAyA se abhimAna aura abhimAna se krodh| dveSa kA koI sthAna hI nahIM hai| padArtha yA vyakti ke prati hamArI prIti ho gaI, lobha ho gayA, mAyA kA jAla buna liyA gyaa| sArA rAga hI rAga calatA hai| hamane jo mAyA kA tAnA-bAnA bunA aura yadi usameM koI vyakti bAdhA DAlatA hai taba aprIti zurU hotI hai| aprIti kA ghaTaka hai ahNkaar| yadi prIti hI calatI to bar3e-choTe kA bheda khar3A nahIM hotaa| bar3A-choTA mAnane ke lie aprIti kA honA jarUrI hai| aprIti kA janma hotA hai abhimAna se aura usakA jo dUsarA bar3A caraNa hai, vaha hai krodha / krodha aura ahaMkAra-ye do dveSa haiM, aprItiyAM haiM, kintu aprIti kA apanA svatantra astitva nahIM hai| prIti hI aprIti bana jAtI hai| ahaMkAra aura krodha ke cakra meM Akara prIti hI aprIti bana jAtI hai| jaba hamAre rAga-bhAva meM koI bAdhA utpanna hotI hai taba prIti aprIti bana jAtI hai| aprIti kA artha hai-prIti kI baadhaa| aprIti kA svatantra astitva nahIM hai| hama aprIti ko miTAne kA prayatna na kareM, usake bAre meM adhika cintA karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| jahAM cintita honA hai, jAganA hai, vaha hai rAga, priiti| vahI hai Adi-bindu jahAM hameM jAganA hai| adhyAtma ke sAdhaka ko jisa bindu para jAganA hai vaha bindu hai : raag| jo vyakti rAga ke bindu para nahIM jAgatA, priyatA ke bindu para nahIM jAgatA, vaha yathArtha meM sAdhaka nahIM bana sktaa| Apa yaha na mAne ki jo sAdhaka banatA hai, dhyAna karatA hai, dhyAna kI dizA ko badalatA hai-Arta aura raudra dhyAna se haTakara dharma-dhyAna meM praveza karatA hai-vaha padArtha se vimukha ho jAtA hai| aisA nahIM hotaa| kyA dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti gRhasthI ko nahIM nibhAyegA? roTI nahIM khAegA? pAnI nahIM pIegA? kapar3e nahIM pahanegA? makAna nahIM banAegA? parivAra kA bharaNa-poSaNa nahIM karegA? kyA usake patnI nahIM hogI? putra-putrI nahIM hoMge? saba kucha hote haiN| dhyAna karane vAle sAre sAdhaka saMnyAsI nahIM hote, gRhastha bhI hote haiN| saMnyAsI ke lie bhI bahuta padArtha Avazyaka hote haiN| vaha bhI tanAva aura dhyAna (2) 147
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________________ khAtA hai, pItA hai, pahanatA hai| sAre padArthoM ko chor3akara vaha kaise jI sakatA hai? maiM mAnatA hUM ki jo vyakti padArtha se dveSa karatA hai, ghRNA karatA hai, kosatA hai, gAliyAM detA hai to samajhanA cAhie ki usameM koI Atma-glAni ho gaI hai, manovikRti paidA ho gaI hai| padArtha ko nahIM chor3A jA sakatA, usake prati rahe mithyA dRSTikoNa ko chor3A jA sakatA hai| jo vyakti sAdhanA ziviroM meM Ate haiM, ve padArtha ko chor3ane ke lie nahIM Ate / yadi ve padArtha ko chor3ane ke lie Ate to zAyada parivAra vAle unako Ane hI nahIM dete / yadi patnI ko patA cale ki merA pati mujhe chor3ane ke lie vahAM jA rahA hai to zAyada koI pati yahAM nahIM aataa| yadi kisI pati ko patA cale ki usakI patnI use chor3ane ke lie vahAM jA rahI hai to zAyada koI patnI yahAM nahIM AtI / zivira meM kaI dampatI bhI Ate haiM, pati-patnI sAtha Ate haiN| donoM ko hI patA cala jAtA to ve dUsarI dizA meM jAte, yahAM nahIM Ate / 1 zivira meM padArtha chor3ane ke lie nahIM aate| ve Ate haiM mithyA dRSTikoNa ko badalane ke lie| hamane eka mithyA dRSTi banA lI aura hamane padArtha ko padArtha ke rUpa meM nahIM jAnA, padArtha ko yathArtha rUpa meM dekhanA nahIM jAnA / hama padArtha ko dekhate haiM usa para apanA AvaraNa DAlakara / use jisa dRSTi se dekhanA cAhie usa dRSTi se nahIM dekhte| yaha sabase bar3I bhrAnti hai / dhyAna kI dizA kA parivartana taba hogA jaba hamArI samyag dRSTi jaagegii| kevala kAyotsarga yA zithilIkaraNa se dizA nahIM badalegI / padmAsana yA koI Asana dizA - parivartana kA mukhya hetu nahIM hai / padmAsana meM baiThe-baiThe to kisI ko mArane kI yojanA bhI banAI jA sakatI hai| AMkheM banda kara baiThe-baiThe kisI ko Thagane kI, dhokhA dene kI yA kahIM corI karane kI yojanA bhI banAI jA sakatI hai| inase dizA kA parivartana nahIM hotA / dizA kA parivartana taba hotA hai jaba samyag - dRSTi jAgatI hai / samyagdRSTi ke jAgaraNa kA phalita yaha hai ki vyakti padArtha ko kevala padArtha kI dRSTi se dekhe, priyatA yA apriyatA kI dRSTi se na dekhe / Aja artha kI yaha samasyA itanI jaTila kyoM banI ? isalie banI ki hama artha ko artha kI dRSTi se nahIM dekhte| 148 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ artha ko kevala bhAvanAtmaka dRSTi se dekhate haiN| apanI dRSTi se dekhate haiM, satya kI dRSTi se nahIM dekhte| duniyA meM padArtha thA, padArtha hai aura padArtha rahegA / samAjavAda ne jo yaha sUtra prastuta kiyA ki sampatti vyakti kI nahIM samAja kI hai / maiM mAnatA hUM ki isa sUtra se bhUla kA kucha sudhAra huA hai| vyakti sampatti ko apanA mAna baiThA thA / samAjavAda ke manISiyoM ne socA ki vyaktigata sampatti kI bAta samAja ke lie bahuta ghAtaka hai aura yaha bahuta bar3I bhrAnti hai / isa bhrAnti ke nirAkaraNa ke lie unhoMne kahA - 'sampatti para vyakti kA adhikAra nahIM honA cAhie / sampatti vyakti kI nahIM, samAja kI honI cAhie / ' samyagdRSTi ko upalabdha vyakti kA sUtra hogA- sampatti vyakti kI bhI nahIM hotI, samAja kI bhI nahIM hotI, kisI kI bhI nahIM hotI / sampatti sampatti kI hotI hai / padArtha padArtha kA hotA hai| vaha kisI kA nahIM hotA / eka saMskRta kavi ne bhUmi ko eka aisI kanyA mAnA hai jo sadA kumArI hai aura rhegii| vaha kisI kI nahIM banI aura na hI banegI / usake sAtha koI pANigrahaNa nahIM kara paayaa| aneka rAje-mahArAje ho gae / aneka zakti sampanna samrAT ho gae / unhoMne mAna liyA ki amuka bhU-bhAga para unakA adhikAra hai / para yaha bhrAnti thI / bhUmi kisI kI nahIM bnii| saba Ae aura gae / padArtha ko apanA mAnanA eka bhrAnti hai / adhyAtma kA sUtra hai - sampatti na vyakti kI hai aura na samAja kI hai / vaha padArtha hai / padArtha padArtha hotA hai, vaha kisI kA nahIM hotA / saba padArtha apane - apane svarUpa meM hote haiM / koI padArtha kisI kA nahIM hotA / yaha sUtra upalabdha hone para hI samasyA sulajha sakatI hai| 1 sampatti ko vyaktigata mAnane se samasyA ulajhatI hai-isa bAta kA samAja ne anubhava kara liyA / vyaktigata saMgraha se viSamatA phailatI hai, samasyAeM bar3hatI haiM / samasyAoM kA koI samAdhAna nahIM hotA, isalie sampatti samAja kI honI cAhie, vyaktigata svAmitva ko samApta kara denA cAhie - yaha ciMtana lagabhaga do araba manuSyoM kA hai / jo samAjavAdI tanAva aura dhyAna (2) 146
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________________ bhI nahIM haiM, vaise bhI kucha loga isI bhASA meM socate haiN| yaha socanA mAtra bhUla kA sudhAra mAnA jA sakatA hai| kintu usase agalI bhUla jyoM kI tyoM banI rahatI hai| jaba taka usa bhUla kA sudhAra nahIM hogA; samasyA nahIM suljhegii| Aja samAjavAda kI sthApanA ke bAda bhI, sAmyavAda ke pracalita ho jAne ke bAda bhI, samasyAeM sulajhI nahIM haiM, vyakti sulajhA nahIM hai| Aja sAmyavAdI deza kA nAgarika bhI bar3I anaitikatA karatA hai| lAkhoM-karor3oM kA ghoTAlA karatA hai| yaha isIlie hotA hai ki sAmyavAdI dhAraNA se eka bhUla kA sudhAra avazya huA hai| kintu dUsarI bhUla kA sudhAra nahIM ho paayaa| jaba taka vyakti yaha nahIM mAna legA, jAna legA ki padArtha padArtha hai, vaha kisI kA nahIM hai; taba taka ve ghoTAle banda nahIM hoNge| anaitikatA yA aprAmANikatA rukegI nhiiN| hama jo dizA-parivartana cAhate haiM, vaha yaha hai-padArtha padArtha rahe, vyakti vyakti rhe| padArtha aura vyakti ke bIca sambandha sthApita na ho, paraspara ghaniSThatA na ho| hamArI samyag-dRSTi jaage| hamArA draSTAbhAva jaage| hama padArtha ko padArtha kI hI dRSTi se dekheM, usakI upayogitA ko samajheM, usakA upayoga mAtra kareM; kintu usake sAtha mamatva na kareM, ekatA kI anubhUti na kreN| __ draSTAbhAva kA vikAsa tanAva-visarjana kA pahalA sUtra hai aura dUsarA sUtra hai bhAvanA kA vikaas| bhAvanA kA artha hai-sva-sammohana, aatm-smmohn| jaba hama Atma-sammohana dUsaroM ke lie karate haiM, taba dUsaroM ke sAtha-sAtha apanI zakti bhI kSINa hotI hai| hama saba padArtha ke prati sammohita haiN| padArtha ko dekhate hI itanA sammohana jAgatA hai ki AdamI viveka kho baiThatA hai| bar3e se bar3A AdamI bhI aisI coriyAM kara letA hai ki jinakI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| usa vyakti kA koI doSa nahIM hai| vaha padArtha ke prati sammohita hai| jaba padArtha sAmane AtA hai taba usakI cetanA lupta ho jAtI hai, viveka so jAtA hai|| hama svayaM Atma-sammohana kA prayoga kreN| hama apane astitva ke prati jAgarUka hoN| sva-sammohana kI sabase bar3I zakti hai-jJAna kI shkti| hama apanI jJAna kI zakti kA anubhava kreN| hama sAdhanA ke prAraMbha 150 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ meM aha~ kI dhvani karate haiM, aha~ kI bhAvanA karate haiN| taba vyakti-vyakti meM ananta-jJAna, ananta-darzana, ananta-zakti aura ananta-Ananda kI bhAvanA jAgatI hai| vaha socatA hai, mere meM ananta-jJAna hai, ananta-zakti hai, ananta-darzana hai aura ananta-Ananda hai| mujhe kisI dUsare Ananda kI jarUrata nahIM hai| kisI padArtha se maiM Ananda ko upalabdha nahIM ho sktaa| jo zUnya ho use koI Ananda se bhre| maiM ananta-Ananda se sampanna hUM, paripUrNa huuN| jaba vyakti isa anantacatuSTayI kI bhAvanA se bhAvita hotA hai, sammohita hotA hai taba zeSa sAre sammohana cUra-cUra hokara TUTa jAte haiN| koI nahIM Tika paataa| sva-sammohana yA bhAvanA ke dvArA dizA-parivartana ghaTita hotA hai| isake dvArA tanAva visarjita hotA hai| tanAva-visarjana kA tIsarA sUtra hai-vicy-dhyaan| vicaya kA artha hai-vishlessnn| prekSA eka vizleSaNa hai| yaha Atma-vizleSaNa hai, selpha enalisisa hai| vyakti Atma-vizleSaNa kare, krodha kyoM AtA hai? lobha kyoM jAgatA hai? mithyA dRSTi kyoM jAgatI hai? isakA hama vizleSaNa kreN| hama vizleSaNa nahIM karate taba ye sArI bhAvanAeM panapatI rahatI haiN| jaba hama apanA vizleSaNa prAraMbha karate haiM, apanI jJAna-zakti ko jagAte haiM taba ye sArI bAteM TUTane laga jAtI haiN| jo vyakti apanI jJAna-zakti kA upayoga nahIM karatA, usameM ye sArI vikRtiyAM panapatI rahatI haiN| hama apanI jJAna-zakti kA upayoga kreN| vizleSaNa kreN| jaba hama apanA vizleSaNa karateM haiM taba Artta-raudra dhyAna chUTa jAte haiM, dharma-dhyAna zurU ho jAtA hai| dharma-dhyAna kA prAraMbha hotA hai vicaya ke dvArA, vizleSaNa ke dvaaraa| yaha vicaya kI prakriyA, vizleSaNa kI prakriyA cikitsA kI prakriyA hai| Aja kA manocikitsaka sabase pahale vizleSaNa kA sahArA letA hai| koI bhI mAnasika bImArI se grasta-vyakti mAnasa-cikitsaka ke pAsa jAtA hai to vaha cikitsaka sabase pahale use kAyotsarga karAtA hai, zithilIkaraNa karane ke lie kahatA hai| isake bAda kahatA hai-'apanA vizleSaNa karo, pratikramaNa karo, atIta kI ora lauTo aura mana meM jo-jo bAteM AeM vaha niHsaMkoca kahate jaao| chupAo mt| aba vaha rogI apanA vizleSaNa karatA hai, pratikramaNa karatA hai| manocikitsaka sunatA tanAva aura dhyAna (2) 151
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________________ jAtA hai aura sunate-sunate yaha bAta pakar3a letA hai ki mana kI gAMTha kahAM ghulI hai? mAnasika granthi kahAM banI hai? kyA bImArI hai? kauna-sI vRttiyoM kA damana huA hai? kisa prakAra kI granthi banI hai? vaha phira una granthiyoM ko kholane kA prayatna karatA hai| adhyAtma kI cikitsA bhI isI prakAra calatI hai| dhyAna kI bhI yahI prakriyA hai| Artta-raudra dhyAna ke dvArA jo granthiyAM banatI haiM ve granthiyAM zArIrika aura mAnasika vikRtiyAM paidA karatI haiM, roga paidA karatI haiN| maiM mAnatA hUM ki manovijJAna kA yaha sUtra galata nahIM hai ki jo vRtti dabAI jAtI hai, vaha vRtti zArIrika aura mAnasika roga paidA karatI hai| ise hama adhyAtma kI bhASA meM smjheN| jyoM hI vRtti kA damana kiyA, dabAne kA prayatna kiyA; yadi nirjarA nahIM kI, usakA recana nahIM kiyA to usakA baMdha ho jaaegaa| vaha baMdha satAtA rhegaa| krodha AtA hai aura calA jAtA hai| Apa yaha na mAneM ki krodha AyA aura calA gyaa| yaha bahuta bar3I bhrAnti hogii| krodha AyA, calA gyaa| sthUla zarIra se calA gayA, patA nahIM calatA ki krodha hai| krodha AyA thA isa zarIra kI AkRti meN| aba krodha aNu banakara hamAre bhItara paiTha gyaa| jo krodha vyakta huA thA apane rUpa meM vaha to calA gayA, kintu usane apanA ANavika rUpa chor3a diyaa| karma ke bhI paramANu haiN| hamAre jo karma kA baMdha hotA hai, vaha paramANu kA baMdha hotA hai| yaha ANavika krodha hamAre bhItara hai| vaha satAtA rahatA hai| vaha tanAva paidA karatA hai| hameM nirjarA karanA, recana karanA, zodhana karanA sIkhanA hogaa| hama dhyAna ke dvArA yaha siikheN| hama krodha kA damana na kareM, usakA recana kareM, usakA zodhana kreN| krodha kA saMvara kareM, krodha kA viveka kreN| kaise kareM-yaha eka lambI carcA hai| prazna-rAga se sAmAjikatA zurU hotI hai to kyA vItarAga sAmAjika nahIM hotA? yA vItarAga ke sAmAjikatA nahIM hotI? uttara-sacamuca vItarAga kabhI sAmAjika nahIM hotaa| vItarAga korA vyakti hotA hai| vaha samAja meM rahatA hai, para sAmAjika nahIM hotaa| hama vItarAga usI ko mAnate haiM jo samAja meM rahatA huA bhI akelA rahe; vyakti rhe| vItarAga to dUra kI bAta hai, sAdhaka vahI hotA hai jo samAja 152 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ meM rahatA huA akelA rahe / AcArya bhikSu ne kahA hai- ' gaNa meM rahe nirdAva akelo|' sAdhu saMgha meM rahe, kintu akelA hokara rahe, kisI ke sAtha dalabandI na kare, gAr3ha sambandha na banAe / vAstava meM dhArmika vahI hotA hai jo samUha meM rahatA huA akelA rahe / vaha ekatva kI bhAvanA se abhibhUta ho / bhagavAna mahAvIra ne 'ekatva anuprekSA' ko bahuta mahattva diyA / unhoMne kahA - 'puruSa ! tU apane ko isa bhAvanA se bhAvita karatA rahe ki tU antataH akelA hai / samAja mAtra eka upayogitA hai / jIvana yAtrA ko calAne ke lie vaha eka Alambana mAtra hai / vAstava meM tU akelA hai / ' 'eka utpadyate tanumAn, eka eva vipadyate ' - vyakti akelA hI janma letA hai aura akelA hI maratA hai / 'eka eva hi karma cinute, saikakaH phalamaznute - vyakti akelA hI karma kA baMdha karatA hai aura akelA hI una karmoM ko bhogatA hai / vItarAga hI nahIM, vAstava meM hama bhI akele haiM / kintu bhrAntivaza hama mAna baiThe haiM ki hamArA samUha hai, parivAra hai, samAja hai / yaha mithyA-dRSTi hai, ise tor3anA hai / prazna - padArtha padArtha hai, vyakti vyakti hai / yadi inameM koI paraspara sambandha na ho, rAga na ho to phira samAja kA kAma kaise calegA? uttara - isa sthiti meM samAja kA kAma bahuta samucita DhaMga se calegA, samasyA se mukta hokara clegaa| eka ora bhojana hai, dUsarI ora bhUkha hai / yadi vyakti samyag - dRSTi se yaha svIkAra karatA hai ki yaha bhojana hai aura yaha bhUkha hai| bhojana se bhUkha zAnta hotI hai / usa rUpa meM padArtha ko mAtra upayogitA ke rUpa meM svIkAra karatA hai to vaha adhika nahIM khA sakegA, jitanI bhUkha hai utanA hI khAegA, kintu jaba padArtha ke sAtha priyatA jur3a jAtI hai taba vyakti bhUkha ko zAnta karane ke lie bhojana nahIM karatA; jitanI bhUkha hai utanA hI nahIM khAtA, vaha khAtA hai priyatA kI sampUrti ke lie| vaha khAtA hai svAda ke vazIbhUta hokara / yaha bhrAnti TUTanI cAhie ki hama priyatA ke lie padArtha kA sevana na kareM, kevala prayojana ko pUrA karane ke lie usakA upayoga kreN| padArtha padArtha hai aura usakA upayoga pArasparikatA hai / eka kA upayoga dUsare tanAva aura dhyAna (2) 153
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________________ ke lie hotA hai| isa upayoga mAtra ko samajha kara yadi hama padArtha kA upayoga karate haiM to aneka samasyAeM sulajha jAtI haiN| ___ padArtha nahIM mittegaa| na padArtha ko miTAnA hai aura na sampatti ko miTAnA hai, kintu padArtha aura sampatti ke sAtha jo hamArA anubaMdha hai use tor3anA hai| hama paisA nahIM lete, kintu kapar3A Adi le lete haiN| hama dasa rupaye kA noTa nahIM lete, kintu dasa rupaye mUlya kA kapar3A le lete haiN| Apake mana meM yaha prazna ho sakatA hai ki kyA kapar3A rupayA nahIM hai? kyA usakA rupaye jitanA mUlya nahIM hai? yaha prazna svAbhAvika hai| hamAre pAsa eka paisA bhI nahIM hai; kintu eka-eka hastalikhita prati aisI hai jisakA mUlya lAkhoM meM AMkA jA sakatA hai| vaha lAkhoM rupaye mUlya kI ho sakatI hai| aisI vastueM Aja bhI hamAre pAsa haiM, phira bhI hama aparigrahI haiN| ise smjheN| jo paisA rakhate haiM unakA paise ke sAtha anubandha ho jAtA hai, vaha upayogitA kA anubandha nahIM rahA, mUrchA kA anubandha ho jAtA hai| usa mUrchA ko tor3anA hai| padArtha padArtha hai| AtmA AtmA hai| vyakti vyakti hai| eka dUsarA eka dUsare ke kAma AtA hai| eka dUsare kA eka dUsare ke lie upayoga hai| yaha bhAvanA jaba banatI hai, panapatI hai taba samAja svastha rahatA hai| tanAva hone kA kama se kama avasara AtA hai| kintu jaba vaha upayogitA badalakara dhana bana jAtI hai, sikkA bana jAtI hai taba upayogitA samApta ho jAtI hai| aura mUrchA kevala dhanAtmaka bana jAtI hai| usa mUrchA ko tor3anA Avazyaka hai| isase sAmAjika vyavahAra TUTegA nahIM, vaha adhika svastha hogaa| isa sthiti meM ve samasyAeM bhI samApta ho jAeMgI jo samAjavAda ke lie samasyAeM haiN| 154 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ 4. AbhAmaMDala 1. * dhyAna kA uddezya-zakti, cetanA aura Ananda-saMpanna vyaktitva kA nirmaann| 2. * prANa-zakti ke pravAha ke do mArga-kAma aura jnyaan| pahalA prAkRtika, dUsarA saadhnaa-lbhy| yahI bindu hai pazu aura manuSya kI bheda-rekhA kaa| 3. * nayA mArga kholeN| kAma yA rAga kA damana na kareM, cetanA kA anubhava kreN| 4. * kAma kA rUpAntaraNa nahIM, UrjA kA mArgAntaraNa kareM-na bhoga, na damana kintu recana kreN| maiM aise vyaktitva kA nirmANa cAhatA hUM jo zakti-saMpanna, cetanA-saMpanna aura Ananda-saMpanna ho| aisA vyakti milanA bahuta kaThina hai jo isa tripuTI se saMpanna ho| pazu meM zakti bahuta hotI hai, kintu vaha apanI zakti kA upayoga nahIM kara sakatA, kyoMki usakI cetanA vikasita nahIM hai| usakI zakti kA upayoga manuSya karatA hai kyoMki usakI cetanA vikasita hai| cetanA kA vikAsa kie binA zakti kA sahI upayoga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| siMha aura hAthI meM bahuta zakti hotI hai| baila aura bhaiMse meM bhI pracura zakti hotI hai| kintu saba pazuoM kI zakti kA upayoga manuSya hI karatA hai| unakI sArI zakti manuSya ke kAma AtI hai| siMha aura bAgha apanI zakti kA upayoga dUsaroM ko mArane meM karate haiN| unakI zakti kA koI sRjanAtmaka upayoga nahIM hotaa| usa zakti se nirmANa nahIM hotA, vidhvaMsa hotA hai| isa prakAra pazuoM AbhAmaMDala 155
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________________ kI zakti ke do hI kAma haiM-manuSya ke kAma AnA aura dUsaroM ko mArane ke kAma aanaa| jaba-jaba maiM bailoM aura bhaiMsoM ko bhAra Dhote dekhatA hUM, taba-taba mana meM AtA hai ki yadi inameM cetanA kA vikAsa hotA to na jAne Aja ye kyA hote? inameM cetanA kA vikAsa nahIM hai| hajAroM varSoM se ye bhAra Dhote A rahe haiM aura hajAroM varSoM taka bhAra hI Dhote rheNge| koI parivartana nahIM AyA, koI krAnti nahIM huI, koI vikAsa nahIM huaa| unake lie sAre yuga samAna haiN| prastara yuga AyA, madhyayuga AyA aura Aja aNuyuga cala rahA hai| kintu pazuoM ke lie sAre yuga samAna haiN| unhoMne koI vikAsa nahIM kiyaa| vaijJAnika yuga aura prastara yuga unake lie samAna haiN| manuSya meM bhI zakti hai, kintu zakti se adhika usameM cetanA kA vikAsa hai, isalie vaha apanI alpazakti kA upayoga isa prakAra karatA hai ki vaha khUkhAra aura pracura zaktizAlI jAnavaroM ko bhI niyaMtraNa meM le letA hai, unase bhI kAma le letA hai| zakti meM manuSya pazu ke barAbara nahIM hai, kintu vaha cetanA kA upayoga karanA jAnatA hai isalie alpazakti se bhI mahAn zaktizAlI jAnavaroM ko vaza meM kara anokhe kAma kara letA hai| zakti kI apekSA buddhi bar3I hotI hai| 'buddhiryasya balaM tasya'-jisake pAsa buddhi hai, usake pAsa bala hai| buddhi kA bala, cetanA kA bala, jJAna kA bala-ye bala zArIrika bala se bar3e hote haiN| ve zArIrika bala ko lAMgha jAte haiN| manuSya ke pAsa zakti hai, cetanA hai, kintu usake pAsa tIsarI vastu nahIM hai| vaha tIsarI vastu hai-aannd| manuSya apanI cetanA ke dvArA zakti kA upayoga karatA hai, kintu vaha bhI zakti kA samyag upayoga karanA nahIM jaantaa| vaha apanI zakti kA upayoga karake svayaM klAnta hotA hai aura dUsaroM ko klAnta karatA hai| vaha svayaM kisI kA ghor3A banatA hai yA dUsare ko apanA ghor3A banAtA hai| vaha svayaM dUsare para car3hatA hai yA dUsare ko apane kaMdhoM para car3hAtA hai, kintu Ananda kA anubhava nahIM kara paataa| Ananda kA anubhava vahI kara pAtA hai jisake pAsa zakti ho, cetanA kA vikAsa ho aura cetanA kA, zakti kA sahI upayoga ho| 156 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ pazuoM meM cetanA to hai, para usakA vikAsa nahIM hai| vaha usakA sahI upayoga karanA nahIM jAnatA / manuSya meM cetanA kA vikAsa hai, phira bhI vaha usakA sahI upayoga nahIM karatA, isalie Ananda ko upalabdha nahIM hotA / pazu ke lie Ananda kA prazna hI nahIM utthtaa| jisameM cetanA kA vikAsa nahIM hotA, usameM Ananda kA anubhava karane kI kSamatA bhI nahIM hotI / jisameM cetanA kA vikAsa hai, usameM Ananda kA anubhava karane kI kSamatA hotI hai / jo cetanA kA sahI niyojana kara pAtA hai, Ananda kA upabhoga kara letA hai / jo cetanA kA sahI niyojana nahIM kara pAtA, vaha Ananda kA anubhava nahIM kara sakatA / vaha dhyAna sAdhanA ke dvArA vyakti apanI cetanA kA isa prakAra niyojana kare, jisase ki sArI zakti Ananda kI dizA meM pravAhita ho jAe aura Ananda upalabdha ho jAe / Ananda kA bAdhaka tattva hai - zakti aura Ananda kA sAdhaka tattva bhI hai - zakti / zakti hI bAdhA hai aura zakti hI sAdhaka sAmagrI hai / zakti ko ThIka dizA meM pravAhita karane para Ananda prApta hotA hai aura zakti ko viparIta dizA meM pravAhita karane para Ananda para kAlI ghaTAeM umar3a par3atI haiN| Ananda sArA naSTa ho jAtA hai / mUla prazna hai zakti ke pravAha kA / usako kisa dizA meM pravAhita karanA hai, yaha mUla prazna hai / zakti ke binA krodha nahIM AegA, ahaMkAra nahIM AegA, rAga nahIM hogA, prIti nahIM hogI / kAma, seksa, vAsanA bhI zakti ke binA nahIM hogii| duniyA kA koI bhI kAma zakti ke binA nahIM ho sakatA / IzvaravAdI kahate haiM ki Izvara ke binA eka pattA bhI nahIM hila sakatA / maiM kaha sakatA hUM ki duniyA meM jo kucha hotA hai vaha zakti ke dvArA hotA hai / zakti ke binA kucha nahIM hotA / zakti ke binA na cetanA kI pravRtti hotI hai aura na Ananda kI upalabdhi hotI hai / saba kucha zakti se hotA hai| pharka kevala isase par3atA hai ki zakti kisa dizA meM pravAhita hotI hai / krodha karane vAlA apanI zakti kA upayoga krodha kI dizA meM karatA hai / jaba hamArI UrjA krodha kI dizA meM pravAhita hotI hai, krodha ubhara AtA hai / jaba UrjA kAma-kendra kI ora pravAhita hotI hai, kAma ubhara AtA hai / hamAre zarIra meM krodha ke T AbhAmaMDala 157
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________________ kendra haiM, kAma-vAsanA ke kendra haiM, jJAna ke kendra haiN| UrjA jisa kendra kI ora pravAhita hotI hai vaha kendra sakriya ho jAtA hai| vaha pravRtti ubharakara sAmane A jAtI hai| aba prazna hai ki usa pravRtti ko kaise rokA jAe? isameM saba eka mata nahIM haiN| kucha loga kahate haiM-jo vRtti jAge, use bhoga lo| use rokane kI jarUrata nahIM, bhoga lo| yaha muktabhoga kI vicAradhArA hai| yaha vicAradhArA kahatI hai-krodha Ae to krodha kara lo| itanA jI bhara krodha kara lo ki jisase krodha samApta ho jaae| jisako muktabhAva se bhogA jAtA hai, vaha krodha carama-bindu para pahuMca kara visarjita ho jAtA hai| eka hai damana kA siddhaant| vaha kahatA hai-dabAo, dbaao| krodha Ae to krodha ko dbaao| kAma-vAsanA ubhare to use dbaao| jo bhI vRtti ubhare, use dbaao| damana kA siddhAnta bahuta vyApaka hai| manuSya samAja meM jItA hai| vaha sAmAjika prANI hai| samAja meM damana calatA hai| samAja kI apanI mAnyatAeM haiM, apanI dhAraNAeM haiN| samAja-vyavasthA cAhatA hai| sAmAjika prANI nahIM cAhatA ki jo bhI vRtti jAge, usakA sAmAjika stara para muktabhoga kiyA jaae| krodha jAge aura krodha kA muktabhoga kiyA jAe, yaha sAmAjika prANI kabhI nahIM caahtaa| krodha jAge, koI kisI ke cAMTA mAra de, lAThI mAra de yA hatyA kara DAle to samAja ise bardAsta nahIM kara sktaa| kisI meM lobha kI vRtti jAge, vaha dUsare kI saMpatti para adhikAra kara le, lobha kA mukta bhoga kara le, samAja ise mAnya nahIM kara sktaa| samAja ne apanI vyavasthA bnaaii| usane kahA-damana kro| tuma sAmAjika prANI ho, samUha meM rahate ho, isalie tumheM damana karanA hogaa| yaha nahIM hogA ki jo mana meM AyA vaha kara le| aisA kabhI nahIM ho sktaa| sAmAjika bhUmikA meM damana kA vikAsa huA, niyaMtraNa kA vikAsa huA, daMDa-vyavasthA kA vikAsa huaa| daMDa kI sArI vyavasthA samAja aura rAjya ne kI hai| rAjya yaha kabhI sahana nahIM kara sakatA ki eka vyakti apanI mukta vRttiyoM ke kAraNa dUsaroM ke adhikAroM ko hanana kare yA jo cAhe vaisA kre| yaha nahIM ho sktaa| eka maryAdA banAnI hogii| eka rekhA khIMcanI hogI ki 158 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ vyakti ko kyA karanA hai kyA nahIM karanA hai| aura jo vyakti una maryAdAoM kI rekhAoM kA atikramaNa karegA, vaha daMDita hogaa| yA to svayaM vaha apanI vRttiyoM ko dabAe anyathA use daMDita honA pdd'egaa| yaha damana kI bAta vyApaka hai aura samAja ke stara para calatI hai| dUsarI bAta hai bhoga kii| yaha vyApaka nahIM hai| yaha kucheka logoM kA siddhAnta mAtra hai| isa siddhAnta kI pRSThabhUmi meM unakA cintana yaha hai ki yadi vyakti vRttiyoM ko dabAtA hai, bhogatA nahIM, to dabAte-dabAte ve vRttiyAM itanI ekatrita ho jAeMgI ki eka dina unakA bhayaMkara visphoTa hogA aura vyakti usa visphoTa ko saMbhAla nahIM paaegaa| isalie vRttiyoM ko dabAo mata, unheM bhoga lo| samAja-vyavasthA meM yaha bAta mAnya nahIM hai, kintu isa siddhAnta ke pratipAdakoM ne mAnava kI antazcetanA, antarmana, avacetana mana ke AdhAra para yaha niSkarSa nikAlA ki yadi vRttiyoM kA damana kiyA gayA to unake pariNAma acche nahIM hoNge| bahuta adhika krodha A rahA hai| yadi use jabaradastI dabAyA gayA to usakA pariNAma yaha hogA ki vyakti ke sira meM bhayaMkara pIr3A utpanna ho jAegI, hRdaya para bhI AghAta lgegaa| vyakti usa AghAta ko saMbhAla nahIM paaegaa| vaha dabAI huI vRtti bhItara hI bhItara sar3AMdha paidA karegI, zArIrika aura mAnasika bImAriyAM utpanna kregii| isalie vRtti ko dabAo mt| __maiM mAnatA hUM ki yaha sundara siddhAnta hai| damana karo ke Age kI bAta hai-damana mata kro| manovijJAna kA yaha pratipAdana bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| unhoMne mana kI gaharAiyoM meM jAkara jina sUkSma satyoM ko khojA hai, unameM bahuta sacAI hai| ve kevala mAnasika kalpanAeM mAtra nahIM haiN| kintu unameM kucha adhUrApana bhI hai| 'mata dabAo'-itanI bAta to ThIka hai, kintu 'unakA unmuktabhoga karo', isa bAta ke kaTu pariNAma aae| 'mata dabAo' kA artha unmuktabhoga kara isa siddhAnta ke hRdaya ko hI tor3a ddaalaa| kucha sAdhakoM ne adhyAtma ke nAma para, dharma aura dhyAna ke nAma para muktabhoga ke prayoga prArambha kara die aura una prayogoM se adhyAtma lAMchita hone lgaa| Aja isa muktabhoga kA vyApaka virodha ho rahA hai| yaha virodha hai sAmAjika vyavasthA kaa| bhAratIya samAja-vyavasthA isa prakAra ke AbhAmaMDala 156
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________________ muktabhogoM ke prayogoM ko mAnya nahIM karatI, isalie virodha honA svAbhAvika hai / kintu yadi hama sAmAjika virodha kI bAta chor3a bhI deM aura gaharAI meM utarakara anubhava ke AdhAra para dekheM to patA calegA ki bhoga adhyAtma kI ora nahIM le jAtA, kabhI nahIM le jAtA / 'mata dabAo' kA artha muktabhoga nahIM hotA / phrAyaDa ne kahA ki damana nahIM honA cAhie / sAtha-sAtha unhoMne yaha bhI kahA ki sablImezana honA cAhie, TrAnsaphoramezana - rUpAntaraNa honA cAhie / hamane AdhI bAta pakar3a lI aura Age kI AdhI bAta chor3a dI / yahIM se samasyA paidA huI / 'dabAnA acchA hai' - yaha bAta dharma ke maMca se bhI kahI jA sakatI hai, adhyAtma ke maMca se bhI kahI jA sakatI hai / 'mata dabAo' kA artha hogA - vRtti kI udAttIkaraNa, vRtti kA rUpAntaraNa / jaba maiM adhyAtma kI bhASA meM socatA hUM, mujhe lagatA ki 'kAma' ke rUpAntaraNa kI bAta eka manovaijJAnika kaha sakatA hai kintu adhyAtma kI bhASA meM 'kAma' kA rUpAntaraNa nahIM hotA, usakA kSayIkaraNa hotA hai, samAptIkaraNa hotA hai| 'kAma' ke paramANu haiM, krodha ke paramANu haiM, unakA rUpAntaraNa nahIM hotA / unako to samApta hI kiyA jA sakatA hai| bar3I kaThinAI yaha ho gaI ki hamane UrjA ko bAMTa liyA / yaha krodha kI UrjA hai aura yaha kAma kI UrjA hai - aisA mAna liyaa| UrjA eka hI hai / na kAma kI UrjA hai, na krodha kI UrjA hai aura na ahaMkAra kI UrjA hai| UrjA UrjA hai / vaha kisI kI bhI nahIM hai / vaha zaktimAtra hai / zakti kA kAma hai dUsare ko sakriya karanA, puSTa karanA / yadi UrjA 'kAma-vAsanA' kI ora pravAhita hotI hai to kAma kendra ko sakriya banA detI hai / yadi vaha jJAna- kendra kI ora pravAhita hotI hai to jJAna- kendra ko sakriya banA detI hai / yadi vaha krodha ke pAsa jAtI hai to krodha kI vRtti sakriya ho jAtI hai aura yadi vaha kSamA ke pAsa jAtI hai to kSamA kI vRtti sakriya ho jAtI hai| yadi hama kAma-vAsanA ke rUpAntaraNa kI bAta svIkArate haiM to 'kAma' ko eka zAzvata satya ke rUpa meM svIkAra kara lete haiN| kAma kI UrjA koI zAzvata sacAI nahIM hai| vaha eka ANavika saMghaTanA hai, aNuoM 160 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ kA saMsthAna hai| kAma hamArI cetanA para chAI huI aNuoM kI eka saMracanA hai| una aNuoM ko hama vilIna kara sakate haiM, samApta kara sakate haiM, kintu unakA rUpAntaraNa nahIM kara skte| yadi hama cAheM to rUpAntaraNa isa artha meM kaha sakate haiM ki hama kAma kI ora pravAhita hone vAlI UrjA kI dizA ko badala sakate haiN| isake atirikta koI rUpAntaraNa nahIM hotaa| ataH kAma yA seksa kA rUpAntaraNa nahIM, kintu seksa ke mArga meM jAne vAlI UrjA ko roka denA, usakI dizA meM parivartana kara denA-yahI apekSita hai| ___ mahAvIra ne lezyA ke siddhAnta kA pratipAdana kiyaa| yaha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa siddhAnta hai| pratyeka vyakti ke pAsa eka AbhAmaMDala aura eka bhAvamaMDala hotA hai| bhAvamaMDala hamArI cetanA hai aura cetanA ke sAtha-sAtha jo eka paudgalika saMsthAna hai, use AbhAmaMDala kahate haiN| cetanA hamAre taisaj zarIra ko sakriya banAtI hai| jaba yaha vidyut-zarIra sakriya hotA hai taba vaha kiraNoM kA vikiraNa karatA hai| ye vikiraNa vyakti ke zarIra ke cAroM ora valayAkAra meM gherA banA lete haiN| yaha AbhAmaMDala hai| jaisA bhAvamaMDala hotA hai, vaisA hI AbhAmaMDala banatA hai| bhAvamaMDala vizuddha hogA to AbhAmaMDala bhI vizuddha hogaa| bhAvamaMDala malina hogA to AbhAmaMDala bhI malina hogA, dhabboM vAlA hogaa| vaha kAle raMga kA hogA, vikRta hogA; aMdhakAramaya hogaa| sAre camakIle varNa samApta ho jaayeNge| hama bhAvadhArA ko, pariNAmadhArA ko badala kara AbhAmaMDala ko badala sakate haiN| ___ adhyAtma ne vRttiyoM ke parivartana kA jo sUtra diyA, vaha hai-recn| usane kahA-vRttiyoM kA damana mata karo, unakA recana kara do| apane Apako daMDita mata karo, jabaradastI mata kro| apane Apako hIna-bhAvanA se mata bhro| ye vRttiyAM bImAriyAM paidA karatI haiN| Atma-bhartsanA aura hIna bhAvanA damA kA roga paidA karatI haiM, aura bhI aneka vikRtiyAM paidA karatI haiN| isa prakAra tIna bAteM sAmane AIM-damana, bhoga aura recn| recana kA artha hai-nirjraa| vRtti kA recana kro| krodha jAge to use jabaradastI mata dabAo, dabAne para UrjA dhakkA mAratI hai| jo UrjA krodha ke sAtha AbhAmaMDala 161
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________________ bAhara nikalanA cAhatI thI, yadi use jabaradastI rokA jAe to vaha bhItara se dhakkA mAratI hai| vaha to zakti hai| jahAM vaha dhakkA mAratI hai, vahAM kA avayava hAnigrasta ho jAtA hai| mana ko AghAta pahuMcatA hai, isalie dabAo mata, recana kro| vRtti ko nikAla do, miTA do| recana karo dhyAna ke dvArA, recana karo bhAvanA ke dvArA, recana karo zabda ke dvaaraa| adhyAtma ke AcAryoM ne recana karane ke aneka sUtra die| unhoMne kahA-'jaba krodha kI vRtti jAge taba eka aise zabda kA uccAraNa karo ki krodha kI vRtti ko dhakkA bhI na lage aura krodha kA recana bhI ho jaae| 'koho pIiM paNAseI'-krodha prIti kA nAza karatA hai| hamAre bhItara bahane vAlI prema kI gaMgA ko krodha malina banA detA hai| maitrI kI dhArA ko krodha malina kara detA hai, dUSita kara detA hai| isalie krodha Ate hI aise zabda kA AlaMbana lo| eka zabda ko yAda karo, tatkAla krodha kI vRtti kA recana ho jaaegaa| zabda kA AlaMbana, zabda se nikalane vAlI dhvani-taraMgoM kA aalNbn| bhAvanA aura dIrghazvAsa kA AlaMbana bhI krodha kI vRtti ke recana meM sahAyaka hotA hai| jaise hI mana meM krodha jAgRta ho, dIrgha zvAsa kA prayoga zurU kara deN| zvAsa ke recana ke sAtha kArbana nikalatA hai aura sAtha-sAtha krodha kI UrjA bhI nikala jAtI hai| krodha zAMta ho jAtA hai| eka AdamI meM kAma kI vRtti jAgatI hai| jaba vaha bAhara nikalatI hai, taba AdamI sukha kA anubhava karatA hai| itanA-sA sukha ki jo UrjA kAma kI vRtti ke sAtha jur3I, jo hamArI jaivika vidyut kAma kI vRtti ke sAtha jur3I, vaha vidyut bAhara nikalanA cAhatI hai| jaba bAhara nikala jAtI hai taba aisA lagatA hai ki zAMti milI, bar3A sukha milaa| jaba vaha bhItara hI rahatI hai taba pratirodha karanA zurU karatI hai aura bhItara hI bhItara kacoTane lagatI hai| kAma kA sukha, krodha kA sukha, vRtti kA sukha mAtra itanA hai ki vidyut kA bAhara nikala jaanaa| jaise phor3e meM pIpa par3a jAtI hai aura use dabAkara pIpa ko nikAla dene para vyakti ko sukha hotA hai, zAMti hotI hai| jaise pIpa vijAtIya padArtha hai aura usake bAhara nikalane para zAMti milatI hai| vaise hI kAma 162 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ kI vidyut jaba bAhara nikala jAtI hai taba vyakti ko lagatA hai ki kucha khAlI huA hai| use sukha kA anubhava hotA hai| krodha AtA hai aura vaha krodhI vyakti yadi 10-20 gAliyAM baka detA hai to usakA mana zAMta ho jAtA hai| use sukha kA anubhava hotA hai| jisako mAranA-pITanA hai, yadi use mArapITa diyA jAtA hai to sukha kA anubhava hotA hai| inameM hotA kyA hai? kevala itanA hI hotA hai ki jo vidyut ina vRttiyoM ke sAtha jur3I huI thI, vaha bAhara nikala gii| kArya samApta ho gyaa| vidyut ko kharca karane se AdamI khAlI ho jAtA hai| vaha nirAzA se bhara jAtA hai| usakA dhairya samApta ho jAtA hai| usakI pratibhA naSTa ho jAtI hai| usakI cintana-zakti samApta ho jAtI hai| usakI sArI acchAiyAM cuka jAtI haiN| zarIra kA bala, mana aura buddhi kA bala naSTa ho jAtA hai| prANadhArA ko sakriya rakhane vAlA IMdhana samApta ho jAtA hai| IMdhana ke sAtha-sAtha sakriyatA samApta ho jAtI hai| isalie IMdhana ko cukA denA vajra mUrkhatA hai| eka dina aisA AtA hai ki AdamI zaktizUnya ho jAtA hai| vaha DhIlA ho jAtA hai| mana zaktihIna ho jAtA hai| sArA kA sArA zUnya-sA lagane lagatA hai| hama vidyut ko kharca na kareM, kevala vRtti kA recana kreN| vRttiyoM ke jo paramANu haiM, una paramANuoM kA recana karo, vidyut ko kharca mata kro| vidyut ko surakSita rakho, yaha hai adhyAtma kI prkriyaa| ___ damana kI bAta upayukta nahIM hai| adhyAtma ke kisI bhI anubhavI AcArya ne damana kA pratipAdana nahIM kiyaa| prAcIna granthoM meM damana kI bhASA nahIM miltii| ho sakatA hai ki dharma ke kucha AcAryoM ne aisA lekhana kiyA ho, para use anubhavazUnya lekhana hI mAnanA caahie| hara kisI lekhaka kI bAta mAnya nahIM hotii| usI lekhaka kI bAta mAnya hotI hai jo pratyakSajJAnI hai| kaSAyazUnya hai, samyak-dRSTikoNa se saMpanna hai, AtmA ko upalabdha hai, jo adhyAtma kI gaharAI meM utarane kA abhyasta hai, usakI bAta mAnya hotI hai, pramANa hotI hai| dUsare vyakti kI bAta pramANa nahIM hotii| dharmagranthoM meM yatra-tatra damana ke kathana prApta hote haiM, parantu yaha nahIM kaha sakate ki sabhI dharmagranthoM meM yaha bAta mAnya rahI AbhAmaMDala 163
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________________ hai| AcArya rajanIza ne dharmaguruoM para, dharma para bahuta bar3A AkSepa kiyA hai ki dharmaguru damana sikhAte haiM, dharma damana sikhAtA hai| yaha jhUThA AkSepa hai| isameM sacAI nahIM hai| dharmazAstra kabhI damana nahIM sikhaate| dharmazAstra recana kI bAta sikhAte haiN| tapasyA kI pUrI prakriyA nirjarA kI prakriyA hai| dharmazAstra nirjarA kI prakriyA sikhAte haiN| dharmaguru nirjarA kA rAstA dikhAte haiN| nirjarA kI prakriyA damana kI prakriyA nahIM hai, recana kI prakriyA hai| jo karma paramANu AtmA ke sAtha jur3e hue haiM, jo hamArI vRttiyoM ko jagAte haiM, una sAre paramANuoM kA recana kara denA, unheM samApta kara denA, unakA zodhana kara denA-yaha hai nirjarA kI prkriyaa| recana aura saMvara-donoM sAtha-sAtha cleN| purAne paramANuoM ko jhAr3a denA aura naye paramANu bhItara na jAne pAeM, aisI vyavasthA krnaa| yaha doharI vyavasthA dharma ke AcAryoM ne kI hai| isalie maiM mAnatA hUM ki dharma ke AcArya yA dharmazAstra vRttiyoM ke damana kI bAta nahIM btaate| yadi vRttiyoM ke damana kI hI bAta hotI to nirjarA kI prakriyA hamAre sAmane nahIM aatii| ___ manovijJAna ne jo rUpAntaraNa kI bAta kA pratipAdana kiyA, vaha sAmAjika stara kA rUpAntaraNa hai| unake pAsa adhyAtma kI prakriyA nahIM hai| adhyAtma-sAdhanA meM eka aisI prakriyA kA pratipAdana hai jisake dvArA vyakti kI vRttiyoM kA vilInIkaraNa ho jAtA hai aura naye caitanya kA udaya hotA hai| hamArI vRttiyAM jAgatI haiM kAma-kendra ke paas| krodha kI vRtti, bhaya aura kAma-vAsanA kI vRtti kAma-kendra ke AsapAsa jAgatI haiN| nAbhi ke pAsa do eDrInala granthiyAM haiN| ve vRttiyoM ko uttejita karatI haiN| jaba UrjA nAbhi ke AsapAsa ghUmatI hai taba krodha, bhaya aura kAma kI vRttiyAM bAra-bAra ubharatI haiM, aura vyakti ko satAtI rahatI haiN| sAdhanA se UrjA kA dizAntaraNa karanA hai, usake pravAha ko badala denA hai, unakI dizA ko badala denA hai| jo UrjA nIce kI ora pravAhita hokara nimna vRttiyoM ko zakti detI hai, sakriya karatI hai, usako UrdhvagAmI banAnA, jJAna-kendra kI ora pravAhita karanA-yaha sAdhanA kA mUla lakSya hai| jaba UrjA Upara kI ora bahane laga jAtI hai taba vRttiyAM zAnta ho jAtI haiN| jaba UrjA jJAna-kendra taka pahuMcatI hai taba vRtti-kendroM kA hI zodhana 164 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hone laga jAtA hai| lezyA ke siddhAnta meM batAyA gayA hai ki kRSNa-lezyA nIla-lezyA ke bhAvoM ko prApta kara nIla-lezyA meM badala jAtI hai| nIla-lezyA kApota-lezyA ke bhAvoM ko prApta kara kApota-lezyA meM badala jAtI hai| isI prakAra kApota-lezyA tejo-lezyA meM, tejo-lezyA, padma-lezyA meM aura padma-lezyA zukla-lezyA meM badala jAtI hai| dUdha meM dahI DAlA, dUdha dahI bana gyaa| sapheda kapar3e ko jisa raMga se raMgA, vaha usI raMga kA bana gyaa| sapheda kapar3A kAlA, nIlA, pIlA, lAla, baiMganI-sabhI raMgoM kA bana jAtA hai| baiDUryamaNi kAle dhAge meM pirone se kAlI jhAIM vAlA, nIle dhAge meM pirone se nIlI jhAIM vAlA aura lAla dhAge meM pirone se lAla jhAIM vAlA ho jAtA hai| sphaTika ke sAmane jaisA raMga AtA hai vaisA hI pratibimbita ho jAtA hai| isI prakAra hamArI lezyAeM bhI bhAvoM ke parivartana ke sAtha-sAtha badalatI rahatI haiN| jaise-jaise lezyAeM badalatI haiM, vaise-vaise hamArA AbhAmaMDala bhI badalatA rahatA hai| hama lezyAoM kA parivartana kara apanI vRttiyoM ko badala sakate haiM, unakA saMzodhana kara sakate haiN| isa prakriyA se hama kAma-kendra kA bhI zodhana kara sakate haiN| use aisA nirmala banA sakate haiM ki vahAM kAma aura krodha kI vRttiyAM AeM para jAga na pAeM, sakriya na bana paaeN| vaha itanA nirmala bana jAegA ki vRttiyAM ubhareMgI hI nhiiN| vahAM eka aisA maigneTika phIlDa-cumbakIya kSetra bana jAtA hai ki phira una nimna vRttiyoM ko vahAM sthAna hI nahIM miltaa| vRttiyAM jAgeM para bhItara hI vilIna ho jAeM-yaha UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA se hI saMbhava hai| hama dhyAna-sAdhanA ke dvArA vRttiyoM kA damana nahIM karate, kintu UrjA ko Urdhva patha me pravAhita kara unako vilIna kara dete haiN| jaba hamArI UrjA jJAna-kendra meM jAtI hai, taba sArI nimna vRttiyAM samApta ho jAtI haiN| thAyarAiDa kaMThamaNi, picyUTarI, piniyala, vizuddhi-kendra, darzana-kendra, jyoti-kendra zakti-kendra-ye saba jJAna-kendra haiM, jJAna ke bhAga haiN| UrjA Upara uThakara ina kendroM ko sakriya karatI hai| jaba ye kendra sakriya hote haiM, taba vRttiya AbhAmaMDala 165
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________________ apane Apa zuddha hone lagatI haiM, unakA recana hone lagatA hai| binA jAge, binA udaya meM Ae, binA vipAka die, binA phala die, eka aisI udIraNA hotI hai ki vRttiyoM kA svataH recana ho jAtA hai| sAdhaka kA sarvopari kArya hai UrjA kA Urdhvagamana karanA, na ki vRttiyoM kA damana krnaa| jo vyakti dhArmika hokara bhI UrjA ke Urdhvagamana kI prakriyA ko nahIM jAnatA, vaha vRttiyoM kA saMzodhana nahIM kara sktaa| vaha damana kI sthiti meM calA jAtA hai| __ adhyAtma kI samUcI sAdhanA, yoga kI samUcI sAdhanA, dhyAna kI samUcI sAdhanA UrjA ke UrcIkaraNa kI sAdhanA hai| kisI kA sira duHkhatA hai| dUsarA vyakti usake sira para hAtha rakhatA hai, sira dabAtA hai| usako lagatA hai kucha ArAma ho rahA hai| zarIra ke kisI bhAga meM darda hai| sparza kiyA jAtA hai, dabAyA jAtA hai, darda miTa jAtA hai| vyakti ko sukha kA anubhava hotA hai| yaha sArA prANa-zakti kA kArya hai| eka vyakti kI prANadhArA, vidyutdhArA dUsare vyakti kI prANadhArA yA vidyutdhArA se saMpRkta hotI hai taba sukha kA anubhava hotA hai| yaha prANa-cikitsA hai| yadi ise hama adhyAtma-cikitsA yA adhyAtma-sAdhanA mAna lete haiM, dhyAna kI sAdhanA mAna lete haiM taba bahuta bar3I bhrAnti ho jAtI hai| yaha saca hai ki prANa-cikitsA ke dvArA rogoM ko ThIka kiyA jA sakatA hai| prANa-zakti ke dvArA eka vyakti dUsare vyakti kI vidyut ko chUkara, usakI mAnasika kuNThAoM ko miTA sakatA hai, usakI damita vAsanAoM ko rUpAntarita bhI kara sakatA hai| kisI puruSa kA strI ke prati anAsakta bhAva ho gyaa| kisI durghaTanA ke kAraNa mana meM glAni ho gaI, prANa-zakti kA prayoga kara glAni ko miTAyA jA sakatA hai, usa puruSa meM strI ke prati punaH anurAga utpanna ho sakatA hai| kintu yaha koI dhyAna yA adhyAtma kA prayoga nahIM hai| yaha mAtra prANa kA prayoga hai| sthUlabhadra maMtrI ke putra the| ve bacapana se hI strI se ghabarAte the| striyoM ke sahavAsa se Darate the| maMtrI ko yaha acchA nahIM lgaa| ve apane 166 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ putra ko vivAhita dekhanA cAhate the| unhoMne apane rAjya kI prasiddha vezyA kozArUpA ke ghara sthUlabhadra ko bhejaa| vezyA se maMtrI ne kahA-'isameM strI ke prati AkarSaNa paidA karanA hai| tuma apanI samasta kalAoM kA upayoga kara ise kAma-kalA meM nipuNa banA denaa|' vezyA ne prayoga kie aura sthUlabhadra meM kAma ke prati AkarSaNa bar3hane lgaa| kyA isako hama adhyAtma prayoga mAneMge? kyA yaha dhyAna-sAdhanA hai? yaha saca hai ki vezyA ne sthUlabhadra kI mAnasika cikitsA kI aura usane striyoM ke prati unmukha kiyaa| striyoM ke prati mana meM jo glAni thI, vaha samApta ho gii| ___ Ajakala dharma ke nAma para yA yogAbhyAsa aura sAdhanA ke nAma para calane vAle kucheka AzramoM meM isa prakAra kI kuNThA vAle strI-puruSoM para mukta yaunAcAra kA prayoga karate haiM aura unakI kuNThAoM ko samApta karate haiN| jo puruSa strI ke pAsa jAne se yA jo strI puruSa ke pAsa jAne se ghabarAtI hai, unakI isa kuNThA ko yaunAcAra ke dvArA samApta kara dhyAna-sAdhanA kI duhAI dete haiM, yaha mithyA dRSTikoNa hai| yaha dhyAna ke nAma para yaunAcAra ko bar3hAne kA prayAsa mAtra hai| yaha mAnA jA sakatA hai ki isa prakAra kI prakriyA se usakI mAnasika-cikitsA to ho sakatI hai, kintu ise hama adhyAtma-sAdhanA yA dhyAna-sAdhanA nahIM mAna skte| yaha mana kI kuNThA kI cikitsA mAtra hai, aura kucha nhiiN|| yadi hama ise dhyAna yA adhyAtma kI sAdhanA mAneM to vezyA kozArUpA kA sthAna pahalA hogaa| usane sthUlabhadra kI mAnasika kuNThA ko miTAyA, usako utanA hI mUlya denA hogA jitanA mUlya Aja kucheka AzramoM meM diyA jA rahA hai| kozArUpA aisI eka vezyA nahIM thii| aneka vezyAoM ne isa prakAra ke kArya kie haiN| ve 64 kalAoM meM nipuNa hotI thiiN| unameM eka mukhya kalA hotI thI ki ve apane prayogoM se yaunakuNThAoM ko miTAtI thiiN| isa vidhi se ve aneka puruSoM ko kAmuka-prANI banA detI thiiN| kyA hama una vezyAoM ko adhyAtma-kendra mAna leM? Aja ke kucheka AzramoM meM aura una vezyAlayoM meM kyA antara hai? una AzramoM meM prayoga isI AdhAra para ho rahe haiM ki ve 'damana mata karo, bhogo'-ke siddhAnta para calate haiN| unhoMne 'damana' zabda ko . AbhAmaMDala 167
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________________ pakar3a liyaa| usakA pratiphalana huaa-mukt-vaasnaa| mukta-yaunAcAra ko khulakara khelane kA avasara mila gyaa| ___ mArksa ne kalpanA kI thI ki sAmyavAdI zAsana meM koI parivAra nahIM hogaa| koI patnI nahIM hogI, koI pati nahIM hogaa| koI bApa nahIM hogaa| koI beTA nahIM hogaa| usakI kalpanA sAkAra nahIM huii| yadi sAkAra hotI to Aja adhyAtma ke kisI AcArya ko mukta-yaunAcAra jaise prayoga nahIM karane pdd'te| yaha to mArksa pahale hI kara ge| kalpanA thii| vaha saphala nahIM huI, yaha alaga bAta hai| Aja jo sAmyavAdI deza haiM, jahAM mArksa ke siddhAntoM kA kriyAnvayana ho rahA hai, vahAM bhI yaha bAta nahIM bnii| Aja vahAM bhI parivAra haiN| pati-patnI haiM, bApa-beTA haiN| saba kucha hai| Aja ke yuga meM mukta-yaunAcAra ke prati AkarSaNa hai aura vaha aise sthAnoM meM jAnA cAhatA hai jahAM mukta-yaunAcAra kisI bhI nAma se calatA ho-cAhe vaha dhyAna kI gaharAI meM jAne ke nAma se cale yA kaNThA-nivAraNa ke lie cle| kintu isakA pariNAma kitanA bhayaMkara hotA hai, yaha sabako jJAta hai| hama pariNAmoM ko vismRta na kreN| pravRtti kA kSaNa hamAre lie mUlyAMkana kA kSaNa nahIM hotaa| hama use kasauTI nahIM mAna skte| kasauTI bana sakatA hai pariNAma kA kSaNa, kasauTI bana sakatA hai niSpatti aura phala kA kssnn|| yadi mukta-yaunAcAra ke prayogoM ke pariNAmoM para hama vicAra karate haiM to yaha spaSTa pratIta hotA hai ki itane kharAba pariNAma AeMge ki sArA sAmAjika DhAMcA hI vikRta ho jAegA, lar3akhar3A jaaegaa| gAMdhI ne isa dizA meM prayoga kie| prayoga ho sakate haiN| prayogoM ko maiM asvIkAra nahIM krtaa| jaina paramparA meM vijaya seTha aura vijayA seThAnI ke vRttAnta kI carcA hai| ve donoM AjIvana brahmacarya vrata svIkAra kara cuke the| donoM eka zayyA para sote| kintu the pUre brhmcaarii| yaha prayoga thA unkaa| kintu aise virala vyaktiyoM ke prayogoM ko hama sAmAjika stara para lAnA cAheM to yaha hamArI vajra bhUla hogii| saba mukta ho jaaeNge| kisI para koI pratibandha nahIM rhegaa| parivAra nAma kI koI carcA nahIM rhegii| pativrata aura patnIvrata jaise zabda AkAza-kusuma bana jaaeNge| 168 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ mukta-yaunAcAra kA prayoga karane vAle ise bhAratIya vikAsa kA hetu mAnate haiN| yaha unakA ciMtana hai| apanA-apanA ciNtn| hameM kyoM Apatti ho| kintu siddhAntataH aura anubhava ke AdhAra para isa bAta para vicAra kareM to hama donoM taToM-damana aura mukta-yaunAcAra-ko eka dRSTi se dekheMge ki damana jitanA aparAdha hai apane vyaktitva ke prati, utanA hI aparAdha hai unmukta yA ucchRkhalatA apane vyaktitva ke prti| hama ina donoM se bacakara recana kI bAta sIkheM, recana karanA jaaneN| jaba UrjA kI UrdhvayAtrA hogI taba hamArI samasyAeM apane Apa samAhita hoMgI aura hama isa prakAra kI bhrAnta dizAoM meM jAne se baca jaaeNge| AbhAmaMDala 16
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________________ 5. AbhAmaNDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (1) 1. * sAdhanA dvArA naye dvAra kA udghaattn| 2. * prAkRtika dvAra naye dvAra * kAma * brahmacarya * tanAva * zithilIkaraNa * vicAra * nirvicAra * kolAhala * mauna * vastu ke vidyut-spNdn| * AMtarika vidyut kA spNdn| 3. * eneleTikala sAikolaoNjI ke pravartaka cuMga ne kahA-'libiDo arthAt mAnasika zakti kAma-zakti nahIM, kintu sAmAnya zakti hai| kAma-zakti usakA eka bhAga mAtra hai| hama saba jyoti kI sAdhanA ke lie upasthita haiN| jyoti do haiM-AtmA kI jyoti aura taijasa kI jyoti| hama do jyotiyoM ke bIca apanA upakrama kara rahe haiN| eka hai AtmA kI jyoti| vaha jalatI hai, para usake prakAza kA patA nahIM cltaa| vaha prakAza kabhI bujhatA nhiiN| vaha eka aisA dIpa hai jo niraMtara jalatA rahatA hai| usameM IMdhana kI AvazyakatA nahIM hotii| usameM sahaja hI aisI zakti hai vaha sadA prajvalita rahatA hai| dUsarI hai taijas kI jyoti| yaha hamAre zarIra kI jyoti hai| hamArA eka sUkSma-zarIra hai-taijas shriir| dhyAna-kAla meM kabhI sphuliMga sAmane Ate haiM, kabhI cinagAriyAM uchalatI haiM aura kabhI raMga sAmane Ate haiN| ye raMga, cinagAriyAM aura sphuliMga-sAre hI taijas-zarIra meM se nikalate
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________________ kii| hamalAta kI sAdhanA meM unheM pakar3a letA hamArA mana sUkSma haiM aura kabhI-kabhI dikhAI de jAte haiN| jaba hamArA mana sUkSma hotA hai, ekAgra hotA hai, taba vaha unheM pakar3a letA hai| ___jyoti kI sAdhanA meM kucha bAdhAeM bhI haiN| ye bAdhAeM haiM vRttiyoM kii| hamane bahuta sArI vRttiyAM arjita kara rakhI haiM aura ye samaya-samaya para ubharatI rahatI haiN| hamAre nAr3I-saMsthAna meM taraMgeM uThatI rahatI haiN| kabhI kisI caitanya kendra se taraMga uThatI hai aura kabhI kisI caitanya kendra se| nAnA vRttiyAM, nAnA kendra aura nAnA prakAra kI trNgeN| ye taraMgeM snAyuoM ko uttejita karatI haiN| uttejanA abhivyakta hotI hai| yaha sAdhanA meM bAdhA bana jAtI hai| hama abhyAsa yaha karate haiM ki taraMga na uThe, hamArA snAyu-saMsthAna usa taraMga ko sthAna na de, use apane para na utaare| hama snAyu-saMsthAna ke zodhana kI sAdhanA karate haiM, saMskAroM ke zodhana kI sAdhanA karate haiN| sAdhanA meM sabase bar3I bAdhA hai krodha kI, bhaya kI aura kAma-vAsanA kii| ye tIna mukhya bAdhAeM haiN| kabhI apriyatA kI anubhUti hotI hai aura tatkAla krodha ubhara AtA hai| kabhI kAma kI taraMgeM uThatI haiN| bhaya kI taraMga to banI hI rahatI hai| jaba taka sAdhaka ina taraMgoM se chuTakArA nahIM pA letA taba taka vaha nirvighna rUpa se Age nahIM bar3ha sktaa| inase nipaTane se pahale hameM apane dRSTikoNa ko zuddha banAnA hogaa| hamArA dRSTikoNa bahuta saMkrAnta hai| vaha eka pAradarzI sphaTika hai| isakI bhI eka kaThinAI hai| jo pAradarzI hotA hai vaha dUsare kA pratibimba bahuta jaldI pakar3a letA hai| sphaTika ke sAmane jaisA raMga AtA hai, sphaTika usa raMga ko pakar3a letA hai| vaisA pratibhAsita hone laga jAtA hai| dRSTikoNa kI kaThinAI hai usakI pAradarzitA aura pAradarzitA kI kaThinAI hai usakI sNkraamktaa| hama isa saMkrAmakatA se kaise baceM? hamAre sAmane nAnA prakAra ke vicAra Ate haiM aura ve hamAre dRSTi se saMkrAnta ho jAte haiN| hama adhyAtma kI yAtrA ke lie calate haiN| hamane taiyArI kI ki hama Atma-darzana kareM, AtmA kI yAtrA kreN| rAga hamAre bIca bAdhA banakara khar3A ho jAtA hai| vaha hamAre dRSTikoNa meM saMkrAnta ho jAtA hai| adhyAtma kI bhASA meM jo rAga hai, manovijJAna kI bhASA meM vahI AbhAmaNDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (1) 171
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________________ seksa yA kAma hai| vaijJAnikoM ne eka zabda kA prayoga kiyA - libiDo (LIBIDO) / yaha kAma - zakti kA bodhaka hai / jo kAma zakti hai usakA saMbaMdha kevala seksa se hI nahIM hai / 'libiDo' zabda seksa kA paryAyavAcI I nahIM hai / phira bhI sthUla yA sAMketika rUpa meM manovijJAna kAma zabda ko seksa ke dvArA abhivyakta karatA hai / jaba taka kAma kA dizAntaraNa nahIM hotA, jaba taka rAga ko nayI dizA nahIM de dete taba taka adhyAtma kI yAtrA nahIM ho sktii| kAma kA dizAntaraNa yA mArgAntaraNa bahuta jarUrI hai / eka dizA se jala A rahA hai / vaha jise siMcana de rahA hai, vaha avazya pnpegaa| jaba taka hama jala-praNAlikA ko nahIM badala dete, taba taka nayI paudha paidA nahIM hogii| yadi nayI paudha paidA karanI hai to jala - praNAlikA ko mor3anA hogA, usakI dizA badalanI hogii| jo pahale se sIMcA jA rahA hai, usa mArga ko baMda kara, nayI nahara nikAlanI hogI, jisase ki vaha jala dUsaroM kA siMcana kara sake / rAga, AkarSaNa yA zraddhA - tInoM ekArthaka haiM / sAdhanA kA yahI lakSya hai ki hamArI rAgAnubhUti, hamArA AkarSaNa jisa vidyut ke prati hai, usase mor3akara nayI vidyut ke prati AkarSaNa paidA karanA / kAma, rAga- ye saba vidyut ke sAtha jur3e hue haiN| yaha saba vidyut kA hI camatkAra hai / rAga kyA hai? eka vyakti kI vidyut sAmane vAle vyakti kI vidyut se saMyukta hotI hai / donoM kA saMyoga hotA hai aura rAga nirmita ho jAtA hai| yadi 1 vidyut anukUla nahIM hai to rAga nirmita nahIM hogA / isIlie eka vyakti ke prati rAga hotA hai, dUsare ke prati nahIM hotA / hama bahuta bAra socate haiM ki atyanta kurUpa puruSa ke prati sundara strI kA rAga kaise huA ? jisakI vidyut zaktizAlI hotI hai, vaha dUsaroM ko AkRSTa kara letI hai| isameM raMga, rUpa yA saMsthAna bAdhaka nahIM banatA / vidyut kI anukUlatA meM aisA anurAga utpanna hogA ki dUsare usakI vyAkhyA nahIM kara sakate / mugdhatA raMga ke prati nahIM hotI / mugdhatA saMsthAna yA AkRti ke prati nahIM hotI / mugdhatA hotI hai vidyut ke prati / jaba anukUladharmA vidyut milatI hai to do vyakti Apasa meM baMdha jAte haiM / vidyut vidyut ko pakar3atI hai, bAMdhatI hai| 172 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ kAvya-zAstroM meM ullilikhata hai ki strI dUsaroM ko AkRSTa karane ke lie apane kaTAkSa ke bANoM kA prakSepa karatI hai / yaha kaTAkSa kyA hai ? bahuta bAra socA, kintu isakA yathArtha samAdhAna nahIM milaa| kintu jaba dhyAna-sAdhanA meM utarA to yaha spaSTa ho gayA / hamAre mastiSka meM bahuta vidyut paidA hotI hai| AMkha mastiSka kA daravAjA hai / mastiSka ko dekhane ke do upAya haiM / ya to mastiSka ko zalyakriyA dvArA dekhA jA sakatA hai yA AMkha ke mArga se usako pUrA dekhA jA sakatA hai| mastiSka kI vidyut AMkha se bAhara nikalatI hai / zarIra kI vidyut ke higarmana ke tIna mukhya sthAna haiM- AMkha, aMguliyAM aura vANI / ye tIna mukhya dvAra haiN| AMkha ke mAdhyama se jo vidyut bAhara jAtI hai, vaha jaba dUsare vyakti kI vidyut se TakarAtI hai taba vyakti sammohita jaisA ho jAtA hai / sArA kAma vidyut kA hai / isalie jaba taka hama vidyut kI garimA yA kAryapraNAlI ko nahIM samajha leMge taba taka kAma yA rAga kA dizAntaraNa yA mArgAntaraNa ghaTita nahIM hogA / jo vyakti apanI vidyut ko, UrjA ko mor3a detA hai, jo jJAna ke prati, dharma ke prati, AtmA ke prati UrjA ko mor3a detA hai, usakI kAma-UrjA zithila ho jAtI hai / usakI rAgAnubhUti kama ho jAtI hai| jisa rAga - praNAlikA se bahatA huA jala kAma ko, seksa ko siMcana karatA thA, vaha mArga dhIre-dhIre baMda hotA jAtA hai aura nayA mArga khula jAtA hai| vaha jala dUsare mArga se bahane lagatA hai / adhyAtma zAstra meM rAga ke do bheda prApta hote haiM-prazasta rAga aura aprazasta rAga / jo rAga dharma ke prati hotA hai, AtmA ke prati hotA hai, dharmamUrti puruSa ke prati hotA hai, vaha hai prazasta rAga / jo rAga viSayoM ke prati, padArthoM ke prati hotA hai vaha hai aprazasta rAga / 'dhammANurAgaratte' - jo vyakti dharma ke anurAga se rakta hotA hai vaha dhArmika hotA hai| yahAM bhI anurAga hai / rAga nahIM miTA / kevala itanA sA antara AyA ki jo rAga viSayoM yA padArthoM ke prati daur3atA thA, vaha rAga dharma ke prati ho gyaa| vaha rAga satya kI khoja ke prati ho gyaa| rAga ke binA kAma nahIM clegaa| jaba taka vyakti vItarAga avasthA taka nahIM pahuMca jAtA, 1 AbhAmaNDala aura zakti - jAgaraNa ( 1 ) 173
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________________ jaba taka usake sAre kaSAya kSINa nahIM ho jAte, taba taka rAga se sarvathA chuTakArA nahIM ho sktaa| kintu yahAM rAga kA dizAntaraNa hotA hai| vyakti kA rAga dharmamaya bana jAtA hai, dharma ke prati, satya ke prati ho jAtA hai| padArtha ke prati virAga ho jAtA hai| sAdhanA kA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai-'anurAgAd virAgaH'-anurAga se virAga hotA hai| eka ke prati anurAga, dUsare ke prati viraag| virAga aura rAga-donoM sApekSa haiN| jaba AtmA ke prati rAga utpanna hotA hai taba padArtha ke prati virAga hotA hai| jaba padArtha ke prati rAga utpanna hotA hai taba AtmA ke prati virAga hotA hai| AtmA aura padArtha donoM ke prati eka sAtha rAga yA virAga nahIM ho sktaa| . kacheka vyakti yaha kahate haiM-kAma naisargika hai| use chor3akara nayA mArga kyoM banAeM? maithuna saMjJA prANI-mAtra kI svAbhAvika saMjJA hai| usako kyoM badalA jAe? yaha prazna svAbhAvika hai| kAma vyakti kA naisargika guNa hai, prAkRtika guNa hai, itanA kahane mAtra se samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM ho jaataa| saca yaha hai ki jaba taka hama prAkRtika guNoM kA udAttIkaraNa nahIM kara lete taba taka hama pazu kI bhUmikA meM hI raha jAte haiN| pazu manuSya isalie nahIM hotA ki vaha prakRti-pradatta niyamoM kA vikAsa karanA nahIM jAnatA, mArgAntarIkaraNa yA udAttIkaraNa karanA nahIM jaantaa| manuSya kI kSamatAoM kA isIlie vikAsa huA ki vaha prakRti-pradatta yA naisargika guNa-dharma jo use upalabdha hai, unakA zodhana karanA jAnatA hai, vikAsa karanA jAnatA hai, unakA udAttIrakaNa karanA jAnatA hai aura unako nayA mUlya denA jAnatA hai| isIlie manuSya manuSya hai| usane nayI dizAeM khojI haiM aura vaha apanI cetanA ko sArthaka kara pAyA hai| yadi manuSya kAma ko naisargika mAnakara baiTha jAe aura pazu kI bhAMti usakA aniyaMtrita upayoga karatA calA jAe to samAja hI nahIM bnegaa| samAja taba banA jaba usane eka vyavasthA kI, kucha rekhAeM khiiNciiN| pazu nayA mArga khojanA nahIM jAnatA, nayA daravAjA kholanA nahIM jAnatA aura apanI UrjA ke pravAha ko aura adhika upayogI banAnA nahIM jaantaa| isIlie vaha jahAM thA, vahIM hai aura vahIM rhegaa| 174 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ eka tarka diyA jAtA hai ki pazu naMgA rahatA hai para bhaddA nahIM lgtaa| pazu mukta-yaunAcAra karatA hai use saMkoca nahIM hotA, lajjA kA anubhava nahIM hotaa| jaba pazu aisA karatA hai phira manuSya kyoM na kare? 'saMbhoga se samAdhi' jaise siddhAntoM meM aise tarka die jAte haiN| kitanA hAsyAspada hai! Aja yadi samUcA mAnava-samAja pazu bana jAe aura phira ina prAkRtika niyamoM kA upayoga kare to koI Azcarya nahIM hogaa| eka ora to manuSya pAzavika niyamoM ko chor3akara naye samAja kA nirmANa karanA cAhatA hai aura na jAne kitane guNa-dharmoM kA vikAsa karanA cAhatA hai, dUsarI ora kAma-vAsanA kI tRpti ke lie pazu ke guNa-dharmoM kA upayoga kara mukta bhogecchA ko samarthita karanA cAhatA hai, yaha kaisA dvaidha! krodha svAbhAvika hai| kAma svAbhAvika hai| bhaya svAbhAvika hai| inheM sIkhanA nahIM pdd'taa| svAbhAvika kA artha hai jise sIkhanA nahIM pdd'taa| jo janma se sAtha-sAtha AtA hai, vaha hotA hai svAbhAvika / krodha sIkhanA nahIM pdd'taa| kSamA sIkhanI par3atI hai| bhaya sIkhanA nahIM par3atA, abhaya sIkhanA par3atA hai| abrahmacarya sIkhanA nahIM par3atA, brahmacarya sIkhanA par3atA hai| __isa prakAra kucha naisargika haiM aura kucha saadhnaalbdh| naisargika ko hI saba kucha mAnakara calane para samAja nahIM bntaa| manuSya ne ina sArI naisargika bAtoM ko udAtta kiyA hai| unakA mArgAntarIkaraNa kara manuSya ne aneka vizeSatAeM arjita kI haiN| yadi manuSya kI sArI UrjA prAkRtika niyamoM ko pUrNa karane meM hI bahatI to Aja manuSya itanA jJAnI nahIM hotA, itanA kalA-nipuNa nahIM hotaa| vaha na satyoM kI khoja kara pAtA aura na sUkSma rahasyoM se paricita ho paataa| manuSya ne jo mahAnatAeM, vizeSatAeM upalabdha kI haiM, ve apanI UrjA kA dizAntaraNa karake hI kI haiN| eka vyakti satya kI khoja meM lagA, dharma kI sAdhanA meM lagA aura sArA jIvana usameM lagA ddaalaa| usakI UrjA satya kI khoja meM lagI aura usane jagat ko naye-naye satyoM se bhara ddaalaa| sArA saMsAra unase upakRta huaa| jaba-jaba bhI AdamI ne bar3A kAma kiyA hai, vaha apane anurAga ke pravAha ko dizAntarita karake hI kiyA hai| vAcaspati mizra ne eka AbhAmaNDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (1) 175
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________________ mahattvapUrNa graMtha likhanA prAraMbha kiyaa| ve vivAhita the| abhI-abhI vivAha saMskAra huA thaa| ve dina-rAta usa grantha ke lekhana meM laga ge| sArA anurAga grantha-lekhana meM laga gyaa| bAraha varSa bIta ge| pratidina navor3hA AtI aura bujhate dIpaka meM tela DAlakara calI jaatii| usakA yaha krama pratidina cltaa| grantha samApti para thaa| rAta kA smy| vAcaspati likha rahe the| patnI aaii| dIpaka meM tela DAla vaha jAne lgii| vAcaspati ne AMkheM Upara uThAkara pUchA-'are! tuma kauna ho? yahAM kyoM AI?' usane kahA- 'maiM ApakI patnI bhAmatI huuN|' yaha sunate hI unheM vivAha kI smRti ho aaii| bAraha varSa kA vivAha-saMskAra sAkAra ho utthaa| unhoMne kahA-'mApha karanA! maiM bhUla gayA thaa| mujhe bhAna hI nahIM thA ki maiMne vivAha kiyA hai| anta meM unhoMne apanI patnI bhAmatI se kSamA mAMgI aura unheM apanI bhUla kA AbhAsa huaa| ___itane mahattvapUrNa grantha kI racanA tabhI ho pAI, jaba anurAga kA pravAha bdlaa| yadi UrjA kA pravAha kAma-vAsanA kI ora bahatA to isa mahAn grantha kI racanA nahIM ho paatii| isalie maithuna ko, saMbhoga yA kAma-vAsanA ko naisargika mAna lene para bhI yadi hama naisargika praNAlikA meM bahane vAlI UrjA ko dUsarI dizA meM nahIM le jAeMge to phira manuSya pazu hI hogaa| vaha Aja ke artha meM manuSya nahIM bana paaegaa| isalie yaha atyanta Avazyaka hai ki hama naisargika rAga ko eka nayA rAstA, nayA mArga deM aura usake lie nayA daravAjA kholeN| eka bAta hai ki muktabhoga kA pratipAdana karane vAlI vicAradhArA ke anusAra prema kI mahAsattA kA hI dUsarA nAma hai 'kaam'| ataH prema ko vistAra dene ke lie kAma kI muktatA anivArya hai| kAma prema kA hI aMga hai arthAt rAga kA hI aMga hai| yaha saca hai ki saba kucha rAga se hI calatA hai, prema se hI calatA hai, kintu rAga ko mukta karane kI bAta bahuta bhayaMkara hai| kAma kA mukta upayoga kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai? hama isa saMbhAvanA para vicAra kreN| krodha prAkRtika dharma hai| kyA hama usakA mukta upayoga kareM? yadi krodha kA mukta upayoga hone laga jAe to na parivAra calegA, na par3osa calegA aura na samAja 176 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hI clegaa| saba bikhara jaaegaa| manuSya ne sabase pahale eka samajhautA kiyaa| usakI zarta hai- 'maiM tumheM bAdhA nahIM pahuMcAUMgA, tuma mujhe bAdhA nahIM pahuMcA skoge|' isa samajhaute ke AdhAra para samAja banA, gAMva bne| hajAroM vyakti sAtha rahane lge| yadi yaha samajhautA nahIM hotA to na samAja banatA aura na gAMva bste| sArA jaMgala hI hotA, jahAM eka jAnavara dUsare para jhapaTatA hai, mAratA hai| prema ahiMsA aura maitrI kI pahalI niSpatti hai-samUha meM rahanA, gAMva kA bsnaa| gAMva yA nagara kA vikAsa, samAja kA vikAsa isI ahiMsA ke samajhaute ke AdhAra para huA hai| parivAra kA vikAsa bhI isI AdhAra para huA hai| yadi kAla aniyaMtrita hotA, usakA upabhoga mukta hotA to na parivAra banatA, na samAja banatA aura na gAMva bntaa| mukta-bhoga eka-dUsare parivAra meM hastakSepa hai| yaha hastakSepa amAnya rahA hai samAja-vyavasthA meN| aisI sthiti meM jahAM adhyAtma sAdhanA kA prazna hai, vyakti ke udAttIkaraNa kA prazna hai vahAM mukta-bhoga kI bAta kabhI mAnya nahIM ho sktii| ____ maiM mAnatA hUM ki kisI bhI vRtti kA damana nahIM honA caahie| riprezana khataranAka hotA hai| manovijJAna ne isa para bahuta prahAra kiyA hai| yaha ucita bhI hai| damana nahIM karanA cAhie, dabAnA nahIM cAhie, isakA tAtparya yaha kabhI nahIM hotA ki use sarvathA mukta kara denA caahie| hameM tIsarA mArga khojanA caahie| na kevala samAja-vyavasthA kI dRSTi se, kintu vyaktitva ke vikAsa kI dRSTi se bhI hameM tIsarA mArga khojanA caahie| na damana kA mArga acchA hai aura na muktatA kA mArga acchA hai| acchA mArga hai rUpAntaraNa kA, udAttIkaraNa kA, zodhana kaa| prazna hai ki kAma ke rUpAntaraNa ke sUtra kauna-se haiM? usake udAttIkaraNa aura zodhana ke sUtra kauna-se haiM? nItse ne kahA-'saba dharmoM ne seksa ko jahara pilAkara mAranA cAhA, kintu vaha marA nhiiN| itanA avazya huA ki vaha viSAkta hokara, jaharIlA hokara jIvita ho gyaa| Aja kAma viSAkta hokara jI rahA hai| vaha jaharIlA sarpa banakara Dasa rahA hai| yaha bahuta bar3I sacAI hai| jahAM damana hotA hai, vahAM kAma maratA nahIM, viSAkta ho jAtA hai| vyakti kAma ko AbhAmaNDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (1) 177
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________________ bahuta bar3A anartha mAnate haiN| usakI bAta karane meM lajjA kA anubhava karate haiN| itanA asvAbhAvika Dara, itanA kAlpanika bhaya ki bhItara me kAma kI Aga bhabhakatI hai aura bAhara se itanA pAnI DAlane kA prayAsa hotA hai, dikhAvA hotA hai ki bhItara kucha nahIM jala rahA hai| isa dohare vyaktitva ne, kAlpanika bhaya ne aneka prazna paidA kara die aura nItse jaise prabuddha vyakti ko ye bAteM dharma ke saMdarbha meM likhanI pdd'ii| isame sacAI hai| ise nakArA nahIM jA sktaa| hamArI dhAraNA hai ki AMkha dekhatI hai| usameM vikAra bhI AtA hai| to AMkha ko phor3a denA caahie| kitanI AMkheM phor3eMge? kyA sArA saMsAra aMdhA bana jAegA? nayI samasyA paidA ho jaaegii| kAma svAbhAvika hai| sAdhanA ke prAraMbha meM hI yadi koI vyakti yaha pradarzita karatA hai ki vaha kAma se Upara uTha gayA, niSkAma bana gaya, vItarAga bana gayA to yaha dhokhA hai, chalanA hai| yaha bahuta bar3I pravaMcanA hai| apane Apako dhokhA, dUsaroM ko bhI dhokhaa| hama yaha mAnakara caleM ki jo vyakti sAdhanA zurU karatA hai, dizAntaraNa kA prayatna zurU karatA hai vaha eka hI dina meM siddha nahIM ho jaataa| prayatna ko svIkAra kareM, mArgAntaraNa ko svIkAra kareM, abhyAsa ko svIkAra kareM, sAdhanA ko svIkAra kareM, kintu siddhi kA pradarzana na kareM, siddha hone kA pradarzana na kreN| svAbhAvika vRttiyAM manuSya meM jAgatI haiN| sAdhaka meM bhI jAgatI haiM aura sAmAnya manuSya meM bhI jAgatI haiN| sAdhaka vaha hotA hai jo vRttiyo ke mArgAntarIkaraNa kI dizA meM prasthAna kara cukA hotA hai| aura koI antara nahIM aataa| jo isa dizA meM yAtrA prAraMbha nahIM karatA, vaha sAdhaka nahIM hotA, bhale phira vaha gRhastha ho yA sNnyaasii| jo isa dizA meM yAtrA prAraMbha kara detA hai, vaha sAdhaka hotA hai, bhale phira vaha gRhastha ho yA sNnyaasii| prazna hai prayANa kaa| prayANa karane se pUrva yaha prazna AegA ki hamArA yAtrA-patha-kauna-sA hai? hamAre prayANa kI dizA kauna-sI hai? rAga kA pravAha jo kAma kI dizA meM jAtA hai, usakA sabase bar3A kAraNa hai tnaav| vyakti meM tanAva jitanA hotA hai, utanA hI kAma prabala 178, AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hotA hai / jitanA tanAva utanA kAma / tanAva honA, kAma kI uttejanA honA - yaha kRSNa - lezyA kA pariNAma hai / kRSNa-lezyA vAlA ajitendriya hotA hai / yaha kRSNa-lezyA kA bhAva hai| isakA AbhAmaMDala kAlA hotA hai / kRSNa-lezyA kA pariNAma jitanA prabala hogA tanAva utanA hI jyAdA hogA / tanAva ke kAraNa vyakti bahuta sArI burI AdatoM kA zikAra hotA hai / vyasanoM kA zikAra hotA hai| tanAva ko nikAlane kA eka vicitra prayoga par3hA / eka mahilA tanAvagrasta thI / Azrama meM gaI / prayoga kiyA / cher3a-chor3a kI gaI / vaha halkI ho gaI / yaha prayoga pddh'aa| mujhe bar3I haMsI aaii| halkI huI hogI vaha strI / eka tanAva thA / eka vidyut bAhara nikAlanA cAhatI thI, vaha cher3a-chAr3a se nikala gaI / tanAva samApta ho gyaa| eka bAra aisA mahasUsa huA, kintu vaha strI svayaM dUsare tanAvoM se kitanI bhara jAegI / tanAva miTAne kA yaha koI rAstA nahIM hai| upAya nahIM hai / yaha bahuta hI tAtkAlika aura kSaNika upAya hai| eka bAra halkApana lagatA hai, para yaha koI mArga nahIM hai tanAva miTAne kA / Apa yAtrA para haiN| pAMca kilo pAnI hai sAtha meM / thaka gae / pAnI jamIna para uMr3ela diyaa| anubhava hogA ki bhAra halkA ho gayA hai / Age bar3he, pyAsa lagI / aba kyA hogA ? aba patA lagegA halkA kyA hotA hai, bhArI kyA hotA hai? hama pariNAmadarzI bneN| pariNAma ko na bhUleM / hama yaha yAda rakheM ki yAtrA hai| pyAsa laga sakatI hai / pyAsa ko bhulAkara halkA hone ke lie sAtha vAle pAnI ko uMDela dete haiM, to yaha acchA nahIM hai / I jo AdamI zarAba pItA hai, vaha bhI tanAva ko miTAne ke lie hI to zarAba pItA hai / vaha kyA burA karatA hai? jaba vaha tanAva se bhara jAtA hai aura apane Apako bhulAnA cAhatA hai taba vaha zarAba kI zaraNa meM jAtA hai / apane Apako bhulAe binA becainI hotI hai, azAnti hotI hai| AdamI ne madirA pInI zurU kI apane Apako bhulAne ke lie| AdamI ne tambAkU pInI zurU kI apane Apako bhulAne ke lie| AdamI ne gAMjA, carasa pInA zurU kiyA apane Apako bhulAne ke lie / AdamI mUrkha nahIM thA ki usane binA prayojana ina vastuoM kA sevana prAraMbha kiyA AbhAmaNDala aura zakti - jAgaraNa ( 9 ) 176
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________________ ho| Aja kA AdamI aneka prakAra ke Dragsa kA prayoga karatA hai, kyoMki vaha cAhatA hai ki vaha bhaya ke tanAva se, ciMtA aura paristhitiyoM ke tanAva se, Asa-pAsa ke vAtAvaraNa ke tanAva se mukta ho jaae| unako bhulA de| ve yAda hI na aaeN| tanAva ko miTAne ke lie madirA pInA burI bAta to nahIM hai| kintu burI bAta taba bana jAtI hai jaba usako pIne kI Adata snAyugata ho jAtI hai| eka bAra madirA pI, do bAra pI aura AdamI pItA hI gyaa| vaha usakI Adata ho gii| snAyu abhyasta ho ge| aba madirApana vyasana bana gyaa| yaha burA hai| ___ adhyAtma ke upAya bhI tanAva miTAne ke lie haiN| para ve kisI bhI sthiti meM bure nahIM bnte| adhyAtma ne udAttIkaraNa kI prakriyA prastuta kii| yaha mArga nirApada hai| isameM koI doSa nahIM hai| eka gAMva thaa| eka bAra vahAM roga phaila gyaa| roga ko miTAne ke lie aneka mAMtrika aaye| eka mAMtrika ne kahA- 'mere pAsa bhUta hai| vaha sArA roga miTA degA para vaha dIkhane meM bahuta bhaddA hai, kurUpa hai| yadi usako dekhakara kisI ne makhaula kara dI, koI haMsa gayA to vaha sAre gAMva ko naSTa kara degaa|' dUsare mAMtrika ne kahA- 'merA bhUta bhaddA hai, kintu bahuta hI zAMta hai| koI kucha bhI kare, vaha kisI ko kaSTa nahIM detaa| vaha sAre roga ko miTAne meM sakSama hai|' rAjA ne pahale mAMtrika se kahA-'tuma cale Ao, tumhArA bhUta khataranAka hai| roga miTAne kI bAta bAda meM hai, vaha sAre gAMva ko hI naSTa kara degaa| aisA bhUta nahIM caahie| gAMva meM bacce bhI haiM, bUr3he bhI haiM, striyAM bhI haiN| koI bhI usakI kurUpa AkRti ko dekhakara haMsa bhI sakatA hai| usakI haMsI sAre gAMva kI mauta bana jaaegii| le jAo apane bhUta ko|' rAjA ne dUsare mAMtrika se kahA-'tuma isa gAMva kA roga mittaao| bhUta acchA hai| yaha upAya nirApada hai|' tanAva miTAne ke do upAya haiN| eka upAya hai madirA sevana kA 180 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ aura dUsarA upAya hai vRtti ke udAttIkaraNa kA / madirA sevana kA upAya sthAyI nahIM hai| vaha punaH tanAva paidA karatA hai / vRtti ke udAttIkaraNa kA upAya sthAyI hai| tanAva punaH paidA nahIM hotA / madirApAna nazA hai to dhyAna bhI eka nazA hai| isase bhI mAdakatA AtI hai| kiMtu yaha mAdakatA koI burA pariNAma nahIM chor3a jaatii| bilakula nirdoSa hai| isake sAiDa iphekTa nahIM hote / / 1 adhyAtma ne kahA - 'manuSya ko apane Apako bhUlane kI AvazyakatA hai / ise miTAyA nahIM jA sktaa|' tanAva ko samApta karane kI bAta ko bhI nakArA nahIM jA sakatA / tanAva ko miTAne kA acUka upAya hai dhyAna | dhyAna ke tIna prakAra haiM- pahalA hai - kAyika- dhyAna arthAt zithilIkaraNa / dUsarA hai - vAcika - dhyAna, mauna isase vAcika tanAva miTa jAtA hai / tIsarA hai- mAnasika dhyAna - nirvicAratA / vicAroM se tanAva AtA hai / nirvicAra se tanAva samApta hotA hai / ye tIna sAdhana haiN| cauthA sAdhana Antarika vidyut kA anubhava | yaha sabase mahattvapUrNa upAya hai / Antarika spandanoM kA anubhava karanA bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| jaba vyakti padArtha ke spandanoM kA anubhava karatA hai taba tanAva se bhara jAtA hai| jaba vyakti apane bhItara ke spandanoM kA anubhava karane laga jAtA hai, jaba ve sukhada spandana jAga jAte haiM taba sukha kA anubhava hone lagatA hai; alaukika sukha kI anubhUti hotI hai / yaha tejolezyA ke spandana haiN| jaba taka ye spandana nahIM jAgate taba taka nayI dizA nahIM khulatI / jaba taka vyakti lAla varNa ke spandanoM meM nahIM jAtA taba taka nayI dizA kA udghATana nahIM hotA / lAla raMga vyakti ko AdhyAtmika banAtA hai / tejolezyA nayA daravAjA kholatI hai / usa vyakti kI rAga kI dhArA badala jAtI hai| mArgAntaraNa ho jAtA hai| nayI zakti kA anubhava hotA hai / mArgAntarIkaraNa ke pAMca sAdhana haiM - dhyAna, zithilIkaraNa, mauna, nirvicAratA aura Antarika vidyut ke spandanoM kA anubhava / Apa yaha na mAneM ki abhyAsa prAraMbha karate hI ye saba tanAva miTa jaaeNge| abhyAsa karate raheM / prayAsa cAlU rahe / niraMtara sAdhanA calatI rahe / maMjila nikaTa AtI jaaegii| eka dina hama nizcita bindu para pahuMca AbhAmaNDala aura zakti - jAgaraNa ( 1 ) 181
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________________ jaaeNge| hameM pratidina kA lekhA-jokhA rakhanA hai| pratikramaNa karanA hai| hameM dekhanA hai ki hama itane arse se sAdhanA kara rahe haiM kahAM taka hama pahuMca pAe haiN| kyA pratidina hama Age bar3ha rahe haiM yA hamArI gati pIche kI ora ho rahI hai? hama eka DAyarI meM isakA aMkana kreN| dhyAna kA mUla sUtra hai-jAgarUkatA, antrmukhtaa| jaba taka jAgarUkatA aura antarmukhatA banI rahegI to gRhastha sAdhaka ko kAma nahIM satAegA, vaha tanAva se nahIM bharegA aura tanAva miTAne ke lie use madirApAyI nahIM bananA pdd'egaa| isa sAdhanA se sAdhu yadi eka sAtha vItarAga na bhI bane, para UrjA kA UrcIkaraNa hotA rahegA aura Antarika zaktiyAM jAgeMgI, pratibhA meM nikhAra AegA, prajJA kA jAgaraNa hogA, antara ke Aloka kA vikAsa hogaa| 182 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ 6. AbhAmaNDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (2) 1. * hama zakti kA saMvardhana cAhate haiN| 2. * zakti ke do srota haiM-Atmika aura tejs| * taijas vargaNA AkAza meM vyApta 3. * saMkalpa-zakti kA prayoga prANa bharane kA prayoga AtApanA kA prayoga rNg-dhyaan| 4. * dharma-lezyA-taba zakti kA pravAha isa dizA meM 'apane ko jAnU', 'apane ko pAUM' 5. * adharma-lezyA-taba zakti kA pravAha isa dizA meM 'dUsare ko vaza meM karUM', 'dUsare ko dabAU', 'dUsare ko tthguuN|' 6. . zaktizAlI AbhAmaMDala meM bAharI saMkramaNa km| 7. * orA ke do prakAra-mAnasika orA (Mental Aura) bhAvAtmaka orA (Emotional Aura) 8. orika kalara aura mAnasika evaM AvegAtmaka orA kA pArasparika sNbNdh| zakti-saMpanna vyaktitva ke nirmANa ke lie zakti kA jAgaraNa bahuta Avazyaka hai| zakti-jAgaraNa ke binA cetanA kI UrdhvayAtrA bhI nahIM ho sakatI, Ananda bhI upalabdha nahIM ho sktaa| isalie pahale zakti-jAgaraNa jarUrI hai, zakti kA saMvardhana Avazyaka hai| do zaktiyAM kAma kara rahI haiN| eka hai AtmA kI zakti aura AbhAmaNDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (2) 183
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________________ dUsarI hai taijas kI zakti, vidyut kI shkti| hamArI AtmA kI zakti ke spandana nirantara ho rahe haiN| hamAre sUkSma-zarIra ke bhItara Atmika-zakti ke prakampana nirantara ho rahe haiN| taijas ke paramANu samUce AkAzamaNDala meM vyApta haiN| hama unheM grahaNa karate haiM, unakA pariNamana karate haiM, unakA prayoga karate haiN| AtmA kI zakti aura taijas kI zakti-ina donoM kA jaba yoga hotA hai taba hamArI kriyAoM kA saMcAlana hotA hai| zakti ke binA visphoTa nahIM ho sktaa| visphoTa ke lie zakti caahie| zakti ke dvArA hama visphoTa kara sakate haiM aura bhItara meM chipI cetanA ko bAhara lAte haiN| bhItara meM chipe hue Ananda ke srota ko bAhara lAte haiM aura unakA upayoga karate haiN| taijasa kI zakti kAsmika paoNvara hai| yaha samUce jagat ke kaNa-kaNa meM vyApta hai| AkAza kA eka bhI kaNa, eka bhI pradeza aisA nahIM hai jahAM taijas, paramANuoM kI vargaNA na ho| prazna kevala itanA hI hai ki hama Atmika zakti ke spaMdanoM ko jagA sakeM aura taijas-zakti ko grahaNa kara skeN| isa prakriyA ko hameM jAnanA hai| prakriyA ko jAne binA hama zakti kA upayoga nahIM kara sakate, zakti ko jAgRta nahIM kara skte| jahAM hamAre sUkSma-zarIra ke bhItara Atmika-zakti ke spaMdana ho rahe haiM, vahAM antarAya kA spaMdana bhI ho rahA hai| antarAya zakti ko rokane vAlI zakti hai| zakti ko rokane vAlA karma-saMsthAna hai-antraay| eka ora se zakti ke spaMdana bAhara Ate haiM aura pUrNarUpa se bAhara A jAnA cAhate haiN| pUrA vikAsa pA lenA cAhate haiN| dUsarI ora antarAya karma ke paramANuoM ke spaMdana itane sakriya haiM ki usameM avarodha paidA karate haiN| hamArA eka kAma hogA ki jo Atma-zakti ke spaMdana prakaTa honA cAhate haiM, usameM avarodha DAlane vAle karma paramANuoM ke spaMdana ko dUra haTAeM, rAstA sApha kareM aura Atma-zakti ko bAhara Ane deN| dUsarA kAma yaha hogA ki taijas-zakti ko vikasita kreN| taijas-zakti hameM upalabdha hai| vaha sUkSma zarIra hai| yaha vidyut kI zarIra hai, teja ke paramANuoM kA zarIra hai| vaha hameM sahaja upalabdha hai| hama usakI zakti ko sakriya bnaaeN| usako sakriya banAne ke lie bAhara ke taijas paramANuoM ko svIkAra karanA bahuta jarUrI hai| jitane taijas 184 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ ke paramANu adhika mAtrA meM upalabdha hoMge, taijas - zakti zaktizAlI banegA aura usakI kSamatA bddh'egii| usakI prakriyA bhI hameM jAnanI hai| taijas-zakti ko kaise bar3hAyA jA sakatA hai aura kaise bAhara se taijasa paramANuoM ko bhItara liyA jA sakatA hai - yaha saba prakriyA para nirbhara hai / pUrva, pazcima, uttara, dakSiNa, Urdhva aura adho dizA - ina chahoM dizAoM se taijas ke paramANu bhItara liye jA sakate haiN| una paramANuoM ko grahaNa karane aura bhItara le jAne ko eka zakti cAhie / zakti ke binA vaisA nahIM ho sakatA / isa zakti para hameM vicAra karanA hai / kevala zArIrika zakti zakti nahIM hai / mana kI bhI zakti hai aura vacana kI bhI zakti hai / zarIra kI zakti kAya-bala, vacana kI zakti vacana - bala aura mana kI zakti mano-bala- ye tInoM zaktiyAM jarUrI haiN| zarIra kI zakti bhI cAhie, vacana kI zakti bhI cAhie aura mana kI zakti bhI cAhie / zakti tIna nahIM haiM / ye saba zakti kI zAkhAeM haiN| zakti eka aura sAmAnya hai usake pIche kucha jar3atA nahIM / zakti kevala zakti hotI hai / ye to zakti ke bhinna-bhinna prayoga haiN| zAkhAoM ko hama mUla se alaga nahIM mAna skte| eka vRkSa kI sau zAkhAeM haiN| zAkhA vRkSa nahIM hotI / zAkhA zAkhA hotI hai, vRkSa vRkSa hotA hai / vRkSa mUla hai zAkhA zAkhA hai, mUla nahIM / vRkSa aura zAkhA ko eka nahIM mAnA jA sktaa| zAkhA ko koI nAma nahIM diyA jA sakatA aura yadi use koI nAma diyA jAtA hai to isa bhrAnti ko bhI sAtha meM tor3anA hotA hai ki vaha zAkhA mAtra hai mUla nahIM / manobala bhI mUla zakti nahIM hai / vacana - bala bhI mUla zakti nahIM hai aura kAya - bala bhI mUla zakti nahIM hai / ye saba prANa - zakti, taijas - zakti kI zAkhAeM haiN| 1 manovijJAna ke kSetra meM eka bhrAnti utpanna huI / vaha bhrAnti manovaijJAnikoM ke dvArA utpanna nahIM bhI huI ho kintu manovijJAna ke vidyArthiyoM meM yA manovijJAna kI carcA karane vAle logoM dvArA huI hai / unhoMne mAna liyA ki zakti eka hai aura vaha hai kAma kI zakti / saba kucha kAma-zakti hI hai aura zeSa usI kA vikAsa hai / usI kA sablImezana hai / yaha bahuta bar3I bhrAnti hai / isa bhrAnti ko DaoN. juMga ne AbhAmaNDala aura zakti - jAgaraNa ( 2 ) 185
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________________ bahuta sarala tarIke se nirasta kiyaa| enAliTikala sAikAlaoNjI ke pravartaka DaoN. juMga ne kahA-'libiDo kAma-zakti kA paryAyavAcI zabda nahIM hai| libiDo eka sAmAnya zakti hai| zeSa sArI zaktiyAM usa (libiDe) kI zAkhAeM haiN| unhoMne eka bahuta bar3I bhrAnti kA nirasana kiyaa| yaha sahI bAta hai ki zakti kevala hai taijas kii| vaha zakti jisa dizA meM jAtI hai, use saMcAlita karatI hai aura sakriya banAtI hai| usa saMcAlana ke AdhAra para hama usakA nAmakaraNa kara dete haiN| mana ko saMcAlita karane vAlI prANa-zakti ko hama mana kI zakti kaha dete haiN| jo zakti vacana ko saMcAlita karatI hai, vaha kAma-zakti kahalAtI hai| jo jIvana-yAtrA ko saMcAlita karatI hai vaha jIvanI-zakti-AyuSya prANa kahalAtI hai| jo zakti indriyoM ko saMcAlita karatI hai vaha indriya-prANa, jo zakti zvAsa-taMtra ko saMcAlita karatI hai, vaha zvAsocchvAsa prANa kahalAtI hai| eka hI zakti ke kArya-bheda ke kAraNa aneka nAma bana jAte haiN| ye alaga-alaga zaktiyAM nahIM haiN| zakti eka hai| eka hI zakti aneka kAma karatI hai| jisa dizA meM vaha pravAhita hotI hai usa dizA meM vaha itanA siMcana detI hai ki bIja paudhA bana jAtA hai aura lahalahA jAtA hai| hama zakti ke taMtra ko aura zakti ke siddhAnta ko smjheN| zakti-saMvardhana ke lie hameM kucha prakriyAoM kA avalaMbana lenA hogaa| jaba vaha zakti vikasita ho jAtI hai taba hama jisa dizA meM cAheM usa dizA meM use pravAhita kara lAbha uThA sakate haiN| zakti ko vikasita karane ke lie pahalA upAya yaha hai-hama saMkalpa-zakti kA upayoga kreN| hamAre zakti-taMtra se eka cetanA prasphuTita hotI hai| cetanA kA stara hai-bhaav-tNtr-leshyaa-tNtr| hamAre jIvana kI samUcI praNAlI bhAva-taMtra se saMcAlita hotI hai| Atma-spaMdana bAhara Ate haiM aura bhAva kA eka saMsthAna banatA hai| vaha aisA saMsthAna hotA hai ki jIva ke spaMdana kI taraMgeM eka AkAra letI haiM aura eka bhAva ke rUpa meM badala jAtI haiN| usase hamAre samUce karma-taMtra kA saMcAlana hotA hai| hamArA bAharI vyaktitva vahI hotA hai, jisa prakAra kI lezyA hotI hai, jo bhAva hotA hai| jaisA antar kA bhAva hotA hai, jaisI antar kI lezyA 186 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hotI hai, vaisA hotA hai hamArA bAhara kA vyktitv| hamAre vyaktitva ko prabhAvita karane vAlA sabase zaktizAlI tantra hai-bhAva-tantra aura leshyaa-tntr| hama lezyA ko bdleN| zakti kA vikAsa kreN| zakti kA prayoga lezyA ko badalane meM kreN| zakti vikAsa aura usake sahI prayoga ke lie lezyA ko badalanA jarUrI hai| lezyA-tantra ko badale binA na zakti kA vikAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai aura na zakti kA samyaka upayoga kiyA jA sakatA hai| lezyA-tantra ko bdleN| badalane kI prakriyA hai| sabase pahale hama cetanA kA upayoga kreN| hama samyag dRSTi se yaha viveka kareM ki amuka bhAva vyaktitva ke lie ahitakara hai| jaba vyakti ke mana meM nirAzA kA bhAva jAgatA hai, zakti ko kSaya karane kA bhAva jAgatA hai, akarmaNyatA kA bhAva jAgatA hai, vaha vyakti ko nIce biThA detA hai| vyakti ko jIvita hI mRta banA detA hai| usa sthiti meM cetanA kA pahalA kAma hai ki vyakti yaha bhAva kare-'maiM nirAzAvAdI nahIM banUMgA, hatotsAha nahIM hoUMgA, apane hAthoM aura pairoM ko niSkriya nahIM banAUMgA, apanI kSamatA kA upayoga kruuNgaa| AzA ra gA, utsAha rakhUgA aura apane lakSya taka pahuMcane kA prayAsa kruuNgaa| aba yaha bhAva bana jAe taba isa bhAva ko AkAra dene ke lie hama apanI saMkalpa-zakti kA upayoga kreN| eka aisA spaSTa mAnasika citra banAeM, jisameM yaha spaSTa ho ki kyA bananA hai?-'maiM yaha bananA cAhatA hUM, maiM yaha karanA cAhatA hUM, maiM zaktiyoM kA vikAsa karanA cAhatA huuN| citra jitanA spaSTa hogA, utanA hI jaldI usameM raMga Ate cale jaaeNge| pahale citra banAeM, phira ekAgratA kI zakti kA upayoga kreN| sabase pahale saMkalpa-zakti kA upayoga aura phira ekAgratA kI zakti kA upayoga kreN| mana kI pUrI ekAgratA usa citra para kendrita kreN| mana ko saba vicAroM se khAlI kara deN| koI vicAra na kareM, vikalpa na kreN| pUrI ekAgratA ke sAtha usa citra ko dekheN| mana meM jo bhI vikalpa uThe, una vikalpoM kA uttara na deN| kevala draSTA banakara unako dekhate jaaeN| jaba ekAgratA kI zakti kA yoga milegA, saMkalpa kI zakti AkAra lenA zurU kara degI phira icchA-zakti kA upayoga kreN| hamArA bhAva Antarika zabdoM kA, Antarika AbhAmaNDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (2) 197
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________________ Atma sUcanAoM kA yoga pAkara icchA-zakti ke rUpa meM badala jAtA hai| bhAvanA ke dvArA icchA-zakti ke rUpa meM badala jAtA hai| hamane eka bhAva liyA, citra banAyA, ekAgratA kI ora phira bhAvanA kA prayoga kiyA-Atma-sUcana (oNTo sajezana) kA prayoga kiyA-'maiM yaha honA cAhatA hUM', 'maiM yaha karanA cAhatA hUM', 'maiM apanI taijas-zakti kA vikAsa karanA cAhatA huuN|' isa Atma-sUcana se bhAva icchA-zakti meM badalane lge| vaha dRr3ha-nizcaya meM badala jAe aura pUrA spaSTa AkAra lenA prArambha kara de| __saMkalpa-zakti kA prayoga, ekAgratA kI zakti kA prayoga aura icchA-zakti kA prayoga-jaba ye tInoM prayoga eka sAtha milate haiM taba lezyA kA rUpAntaraNa ho jAtA hai| jaba lezyA badalatI hai taba AbhAmaMDala bhI badalatA hai| hamAre antaHkaraNa meM sUkSma-zarIra ke bhItara chaha lezyA, bhAva kA maMDala aura usakA saMbAdi aMga hai aabhaamNddl| yaha hamAre zarIra ke cAroM ora golAkAra rUpa meM hotA hai| jaisI lezyA, vaisA aabhaamNddl| jaisA bhAvamaNDala vaisA AbhAmaNDala / bhAva badalatA hai, sAtha-sAtha AbhAmaNDala badala jAtA hai| jaba bhAva udAtta hotA hai, pavitra hotA hai taba AbhAmaNDala ke raMga badala jAte haiN| rasa badala jAte haiN| sparza badala jAte haiN| jaba bhAva kharAba hotA hai taba AbhAmaNDala kA raMga kAlA ho jAtA hai| jaba bhAva acchA hotA hai taba AbhAmaNDala kA raMga pIlA ho jAtA hai, lAla yA sapheda ho jAtA hai| sAre dhabbe samApta ho jAte haiN| donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| bhAvamaNDala hamArI zakti ko vikasita karatA hai aura AbhAmaNDala bAhara se Ane vAlI bAdhAoM ko rokatA hai| bahuta bAra aisA hotA hai ki AdamI zAnta baiThA hai, akasmAt usake mana meM aise vicAra A jAte haiM jinako vaha kabhI lAnA nahIM caahtaa| vaha eka vicAra ko lekara baiThatA hai| dUsare hI kSaNa dUsarA vicAra A jAtA hai| ye vicAra kyoM Ate haiM? ye vicAra kahAM se Ate haiM? yaha khojanA caahie| vicAra ke paramANu AkAzamaNDala meM cakkara lagAte rahate haiN| araboM-kharaboM vyaktiyoM ke vicAra Aja bhI AkAzamaNDala meM vyApta haiN| jaba vyakti ina vicAroM kI renja meM AtA hai taba usake mana meM bhI yaha vicAra utpanna ho jAtA hai aura vaha vicAra usa vyakti kA bana jAtA hai| hama yaha na mAneM ki hama 188 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ jo socate haiM ve saba hamAre vicAra hote haiN| ve hamAre vicAra nahIM hote, ve dUsaroM ke vicAra hote haiN| hama dUsaroM ke vicAroM kA bhAra Dhote haiN| aise-aise vicAra hamAre mastiSka meM A ghusate haiM, jinakI hama kalpanA bhI nahIM kara skte| yaha nirNaya karanA hamAre lie bahuta kaThina hotA hai ki hamArA apanA vicAra kauna-sA hai aura dUsaroM ke vicAra kauna-se haiM? maiM kyA socanA cAhatA hUM aura kyA soca baiThatA huuN| na jAne kina-kina vyaktiyoM ke vicAra mere mana meM ghusa Ate haiN| bahuta bar3I kaThinAI hai| hamArA yaha saMsAra itanA saMkramaNazIla hai ki koI bhI vyakti akelA nahIM hai, akelA koI raha nahIM sktaa| vyakti jaMgala meM calA jAe, kisI kA muMha na dekhe, kisI pakSI ko bhI na dekhe, phira bhI vaha akelA nahIM, kyoMki sUkSma loka kI yAtrA karane vAle sUkSma padArtha itane cakkara lagAte haiM ki vaha vyakti akelA nahIM raha paataa| vaha unase saMkrAnta raha jAtA hai| vicAroM kA jabaradasta saMkramaNa hotA hai| ye vicAra khAlI jagaha meM nahIM ghuste| ye ghusate haiM bharI jagaha meM jaba vyakti bharA huA hotA hai taba ye jyAdA ghusate haiN| patA nahIM unakA kyA svabhAva hai| yadi vyakti apane mana ko khAlI kara detA hai to ve vicAra unako AkrAnta nahIM krte| yadi vyakti ke mastiSka meM vicAroM kI bhIr3a hai to dUsare vicAra bhI Akara isI bhIr3a ko bddh'aayeNge| ve bhIr3a ko hI pasanda karate haiN| khAlIpana unheM pasanda nahIM hai| yaha vicAroM kA dvandva calatA rahatA hai| hama ina vicAroM ke AkramaNa ko nahIM roka sakate, jaba taka ki hamArA AbhAmaNDala zaktizAlI nahIM bana jaataa| jaba tejolezyA kA AbhAmaNDala banatA hai taba vicAroM ke lie daravAje banda ho jAte haiN| koI bAharI vicAra bhItara nahIM jA sktaa| jaba padmalezyA kA AbhAmaNDala banatA hai taba bure vicAra andara praveza nahIM pA skte| jaba zukla-lezyA kA AbhAmaNDala banatA hai taba sArI bAteM samApta ho jAtI haiN| bAhara kA saMkramaNa banda ho jAtA hai| isa sthiti meM hI vyakti akelA banatA hai| samUha meM rahate hue bhI vaha akelA bana jAtA hai| isa saMkramaNa ke jagat meM jIne vAlA koI akelA nahIM bana sktaa| vaha bhale hI akelA rahe, para ina sUkSma paramANuoM ke lie akelA nahIM raha jaataa| vaha unakI AbhAmaNDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (2) 186
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________________ bhIr3a meM A jAtA hai| dUsarI ora jo vyakti tejo-lezyA, padma-lezyA aura zukla-lezyA se AbhAmaNDala kA nirmANa kara letA hai to vaha hajAroM-hajAroM kI bhIr3a meM rahatA huA bhI sacamuca akelA bana jAtA hai| jaba AbhAmaNDala yA bhAvamaNDala zaktizAlI bana jAtA hai taba bAhara kA sArA praveza niSiddha ho jAtA hai| zakti-jAgaraNa ke lie yaha jarUrI hai ki vyakti pratipala jAgarUka rahe, apramatta rhe| mana ko jAgarUka karanA bahuta jarUrI hai| jAgarUkatA ke binA aisA ho nahIM sktaa| hamArA AbhAmaNDala, hamArI-lezyAeM, hamArA bhAva-tantra vaisA hogA jaisA bhItara se spandana aaegaa| jaba moha ke spandana Ate haiM taba lezyA kRSNa bana jAtI hai; nIla aura kApota bana jAtI hai| AbhAmaNDala bhI vaisA vikRta, andhakAramaya aura dhabboM vAlA hogaa| jaba moha kI zRMkhalA TUTatI hai, taba dharma-lezyAoM ke spandana jAgate haiM, taba AbhAmaNDala bhI pavitra bnegaa| sAre raMga badala jaaeNge| AbhAmaNDala kA raMga lAla, pIlA yA sapheda ho jaaegaa| zakti kA saMcAra prAraMbha hogaa| zakti meM bAdhA DAlane vAle spandana samApta ho jaaeNge| maiMne prakriyA kI bAta batAte hue kahA thA, hama saMkalpa-zakti kA prayoga kareM, ekAgratA kI zakti kA prayoga kareM aura icchA-zakti kA prayoga kreN| yaha pUrI prakriyA nahIM hai| prakriyA zeSa raha jAtI hai| pUrI prakriyA ko jAne binA vyaktitva meM parivartana nahIM A sktaa| taijasa ke paramANuoM kA saMcaya aura saMgrahaNa nahIM kara skte| UrjA kI Urdhva yAtrA kI prakriyA bahuta kaThina hai; jana sAmAnya ke samajha se pare kI bAta hai| usakA adhogAmI pravAha vyakti ko kAma kI ora prerita karatA hai| kAma kA aniyaMtrita bhoga vyakti ko patita aura asAmAjika banAtA hai| ataH usake samakSa kAma ke damana ke atirikta koI vikalpa hI nahIM rhtaa| isase bacane kA ekamAtra upAya hai-zakti kA sNvrdhn| UrjA kA Urdhva yAtrA karanA bahuta abhyAsa sAdhya hai| hama isa bAta ko na bhUleM ki jisa dizA meM hamArI zakti kA pravAha jyAdA hotA hai vaha dizA sakriya bana jAtI hai aura zeSa sArI dizAeM niSkriya raha jAtI haiN| indriyoM kI dizA meM hamArI zakti kA bahuta vyaya hotA hai| kAma kI dizA 160 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ meM zakti kA vyaya adhika hotA hai| sparza, rasa, gaMdha Adi jitane viSaya haiM, unameM zakti kA bahuta vyaya hotA hai| usa dizA meM UrjA ko pravAhita karane kA mArga sahaja labdha hai| eka prazna sAmane aayaa| kyA saMbhoga samAdhi kA Adi bindu hai ? yaha prazna eka vyakti kA nhiiN| isa prazna ne aneka vyaktiyoM ko jhakajhorA hai / hama eka ora zakti kI carcA karate haiM, zakti ke vikAsa kI carcA karate haiM, kintu zakti kA vikAsa taba taka saMbhava nahIM hogA jaba taka zakti ke vyaya ko na roka skeN| eka ora zakti aura saMcaya kA prayatna kareM aura dUsarI ora se zakti kA vyaya hotA calA jAe to yaha rahaTa kI ghar3iyoM ke jaisA krama hogaa| jaba ghar3iyAM kueM ke bhItara jAtI haiM taba pAnI bharatA hai aura jaba bAhara AtI haiM taba pAnI khAlI ho jAtA hai / bharanA aura khAlI honA- isase bar3I zakti paidA nahIM hotI / nadI nirantara bahatI rahatI hai, usase koI bar3I zakti paidA nahIM hotI / srota se pAnI AtA rahatA hai, Age calatA rahatA hai| jaba usake pravAha ko rokakara pAnI bAMdha diyA jAtA hai taba usa niyojita pAnI se vidyut paidA hotI hai aura bahuta bar3I zakti paidA ho jAtI hai / ataH zakti ke vikAsa ke lie yaha bahuta jarUrI hai ki zakti kA vyaya rokA jaae| 'saMbhoga se samAdhi' - jaba isa prakAra ke dRSTikoNa sAmane Ate haiM taba logoM ke mana meM eka bhrAnti utpanna hotI hai| kucha yaha mAnane bhI laga jAte haiM ki samAdhi prApta karane kA sazakta sAdhana hai saMbhoga / isa siddhAnta kA pratipAdana karane vAle vyakti kI bhAvanA kucha aura rahI ho, gUr3ha rahI ho, kintu sAmAnya vyakti usa gUr3hatA taka kaise pahuMca sakatA hai ? tAntrika prayogoM ke jo rahasya the, ve rahasya kevala unheM vyaktiyoM ke lie the jo bahuta Age jAkara vizeSa prakAra ke prayoga karanA cAhate the / isIlie bAra-bAra kahA gayA- 'gopyam gopyaMm, punarapi gopyam / ' 'gopyam' kI bAta jaba DhIlI par3a jAtI hai, taba ve rahasya jana-sAmAnya ke samakSa Ate haiM, taba una rahasyoM kA artha sAmAnya AdamI apanI buddhi ke anusAra samajhatA hai aura bhaTaka jAtA hai| tarka AtA hai-saMbhoga kI avasthA meM nirvicAratA AtI hai, sukha kA anubhava hotA hai| usa AbhAmaNDala aura zakti - jAgaraNa ( 2 ) 161
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________________ nirvicAratA aura sukha kI sthiti ne hI samAdhi ko janma diyA hai| manuSya ne samAdhi kI khoja isIlie kI ki use nirvicAratA meM sukha kI anubhUti huii| samAdhi nirvicAratA kA sAdhana hai| isa tarka ke AdhAra para yadi hama caleM to isake prati dUsarA tarka yaha hotA hai ki samAdhi kI khoja eka zikArI ne kI, eka macchImAra ne kii| jaba eka zikArI nizAnA sAdhatA hai taba vaha apane lakSya meM itanA kho jAtA hai ki use nirvicAratA kI sthiti prApta ho jAtI hai| usakI ekAgratA sadha jAtI hai| usa zikArI ne samAdhi kI khoja kii| nizAne para tIra lagane se use jo AnandAbhUti hotI hai, vaha avarNanIya hai| eka cora seMdha mArate samaya kitanA ekAgra hotA hai, bagulA machalI ko pakar3ane meM kitanA sthira aura ekAgra hotA hai? hama yaha kyoM na mAneM ki ina sAre srotoM se samAdhi kI khoja kI gii| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne ise dhyAna mAnA hai| ekAgratA dhyAna hai, phira cAhe vaha kaisA bhI dhyAna kyoM na ho| eka vyakti lakSyabhedI thaa| use apanI kalA para garva thaa| eka dUsarA vyakti milaa| usane kahA-'mere guru binA tIra-dhanuSa ke hI lakSya ko bedha DAlate haiN| usake mana meM utsukatA jgii| donoM guru ke pAsa phNce| guru una donoM ko sAtha lekara pahAr3a kI coTI para calA gyaa| vaha vahAM eka aisI caTTAna para khar3A huA jahAM nIce bhayaMkara gar3he aura darAreM dIkha rahI thiiN| donoM ghbraae| para guru ke sAtha khar3e ho ge| guru ne apanI AMkheM Upara utthaaiiN| pakSiyoM kA eka jhuNDa ur3atA jA rahA thaa| jyoM hI vaha jhuNDa AMkhoM kI renja meM AyA, tatkAla sAre pakSI eka-eka kara nIce A gire| lakSyavedha ho gyaa| AMkhoM ne una pakSiyoM ko bIMdha ddaalaa| kyA yaha dhyAna nahIM hai? yaha bahuta bar3A dhyAna hai, bahuta bar3I ekAgratA hai, bahuta bar3I samAdhi hai| kintu saba samAdhi samAdhi nahIM hotI AcArya bhikSu ne kahA-'gAya kA dUdha hotA hai, Aka kA dUdha hotA hai aura thUhara kA dUdha hotA hai| dUdha dUdha hai, koI antara nhiiN| kintu yadi gAya ke dUdha ke sthAna para koI Aka kA dUdha pI le to vaha vyakti jIvita nahIM raha sktaa|' saba samAdhi eka nahIM hotii| kyA hama yaha mAna leM ki manuSya ne kabhI Aka kA dUdha pIyA hogA, isalie dUdha 162 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ kI khoja kI hogI / yaha kitanI bar3I bhrAnti hogI / 1 sAmAnya manuSya mAna letA hai ki saMbhoga samAdhi kA sAdhana hai saMbhoga meM jAne se samAdhi prApta hotI hai / phira dhyAna ziviroM meM kyoM jAeM? kyoM dhyAna kareM? apane Apa jo ghaTanA ghaTita hotI hai usake lie itanA prayatna kareM? yaha eka bhaTakAva hai| dhyAna aura samAdhi ke nAma se Apa isameM na bhaTakeM, bhrAnta na bneN| nAma- sAmya ho sakatA hai T vaha bhI samAdhi, yaha bhI samAdhi / vaha bhI dhyAna, yaha bhI dhyAna / nAma kI samAnatA se na bhaTakeM / saMskRta zabdakoza meM jitane nAma dhatUre ke haiM utane hI nAma svarNa ke haiM / dhatUre aura svarNa ke nAma eka haiN| jo zabda dhatUre kA vAcaka hai, vahI zabda svarNa kA vAcaka hai / 'nAmasAmyAd hi cittaM dhatUro'pi madapradaH - nAma kI samAnatA ke kAraNa svarNa jaise AdamI meM mada paidA karatA hai, vaise hI dhatUrA bhI mada paidA karatA hai / hama nAma ke cakkara meM na par3eM, vAstavikatA ko samajheM / itanA mAnane meM koI bAdhA nahIM ki saMbhoga se prApta sukha kI anubhUti ne manuSya ko utprerita kiyA ho ki isase bhI koI dUsarA Ananda yA sukha honA cAhie, jo isase UMcA ho / tarkazAstra kA eka sUtra hai / manuSya ne patthara ko jaanaa| usakA tarka Age aayaa| usane socA - eka patthara ko jAna sakatA hUM to samUcI khadAna ko jAna sakatA huuN| eka AdamI ko jAna sakatA hUM to samUce prANI jagat ko jAna sakatA huuN| tarka jaba aura Age bar3hatA hai aura usakA antima bindu yaha prApta hotA hai ki jaba maiM eka ko jAna sakatA hUM to sabako jAna sakatA huuN| eka patthara sarvajJatA ke siddhAnta kA utpreraka bana sakatA hai| eka patthara kA bodha, eka patthara kA jJAna, eka paramANu kA jJAna samUce jagat ke jJAna kA, sarvajJatA ke jJAna kA preraka bana sakatA hai / jo eka ko jAna sakatA hai, vaha sabako jAna sakatA hai / jisane saMbhoga ke kSaNika sukha kA anubhava kiyA hai, usake mana meM yaha vikalpa uTha sakatA hai ki yaha sukha hai to aura bhI sukha honA caahie| khAne-pIne ke padArthoM se sukha mila sakatA hai / sugandha se bhI sukha mila sakatA hai| tarka Age bar3hatA jAtA hai| isameM bhI sukha hai, AbhAmaNDala aura zakti - jAgaraNa ( 2 ) 163
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________________ usameM bhI sukha hai / calate-calate yaha vicAra AtA hai ki eka bindu aisA bhI honA cAhie jahAM carama sukha kI anubhUti bhI hotI hai| jahAM choTe-choTe sukha samApta ho jAte haiN| yaha preraNA bane, koI Apatti nahIM hai| kintu manuSya ne saccI samAdhi kI khoja isa AdhAra para kI jo ki kAmajanya sukha hai, vaha nirAzA paidA karatI hai / vaha zakti ko kSINa karatA hai| viSAda paidA karatA hai / aisI sthiti meM aisA bhI sukha honA cAhie jo Ananda upalabdha karAe, zakti kSINa na kare aura viSAda paidA na kare / isa dizA meM manuSya ne khoja prArambha kI aura vaha eka dina sahI samAdhi taka pahuMca gayA / 1 mahAvIra ne kahA - 'khaNamettasokkhA, bahukAladuHkhA' - indriyoM ke jitane viSaya haiM, unase hone vAlA sukha kSaNasthAyI hotA hai| usakA aMta duHkha meM hotA hai / ye pravRttikAla meM sukha dete haiM aura pariNAma kAla meM duHkha dete haiM / samAdhi kI khoja pravRtti ke AdhAra para nahIM huI, pariNAma ke AdhAra para huI hai / matabheda kA bindu hai pravRtti aura pariNAma / jaba hama kevala pravRtti ko mAnakara sukha kI bAta ko Age bar3hAte haiM taba hama zakti ke vyaya ke rAstoM ko khola dete haiM / sArI zakti kharca ho jAtI hai, phira bhI prApta kucha bhI nahIM hotA / yaha vikAsa huA hai pariNAma ke AdhAra para ! jaba manuSya ne socA ki sAre daravAjoM ko kholane kA pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki sArA pAnI baha jAtA hai, zakti sArI kSINa ho jAtI hai taba aisA koI upAya DhUMr3he jisase zakti bhI kSINa na ho aura Ananda bhI mila jAe / pravRtti kA kSaNa bhI acchA ho aura pariNAma bhI acchA ho / pravRtti kA kSaNa bhI sukhadAyI aura pariNAma kA kSaNa bhI sukhadAyI / isa cintana se prerita hokara manuSya ne samAdhi kI khoja kI / zakti ke vyaya ko rokane kA upakrama socA / 1 oNkalTa sAiMsa ke puraskartAoM ne do prakAra kI orAoM kA pratipAdana kiyA hai 1. imosanala orA ( bhAvanAtmaka AbhAmaNDala) / 2. meNTala orA ( mAnasika AbhAmaNDala) / lezyA ke siddhAnta meM bhI ye do zabda milate haiM / lezyA do prakAra 164 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ kI hotI hai| eka prakAra kI lezyA kA sambandha hai kaSAya se aura dUsarI prakAra kI lezyA kA sambandha hai yoga se| 'kaSAyapravRttiraMjitA lezyA'-lezyA kaSAya kI pravRtti (udaya) se raMjita hotI hai aura lezyA yoga ke dvArA saMcAlita hotI hai| lezyA kA sambandha do Antarika zaktiyoM se hai-kaSAya se aura yoga se| yoga-lezyA mAnasika AbhAmaNDala (meNTala orA) kA nirmANa karatI hai aura kaSAya lezyA nAvanAtmaka AbhAmaNDala (imosanala orA) kA nirmANa karatI hai| isa prakAra AbhAmaNDala meM do tattva kAma karate haiM-eka mAnas aura dUsarA bhaavnaa| kaSAya kA srota jitanA tIvra hotA hai, hamArI zaktiyAM utanI hI kSINa hotI haiM aura taijas-zarIra durbala banatA calA jAtA hai| caMcalatA adhika hotI hai, AbhAmaNDala kSINa hotA jAtA hai, mAnas kA AbhAmaNDala kSINa hotA jAtA hai| kyoMki mana jitanA sakriya rahegA, vANI jitanI sakriya rahegI aura zarIra jitanA sakriya rahegA, utanI hI zakti kA vyaya adhika hogaa| jaba zakti kA vyaya adhika hotA hai taba usakA saMgraha nahIM ho sktaa| zakti ke atirikta saMgraha ke binA nayI dizAoM kA udghATana nahIM ho sakatA, sAdhanA ke naye AyAma nahIM khula skte| isalie zakti ke atirikta vyaya ko rokA jaae| isakA eka mAtra upAya hai kaayotsrg| hama kAyotsarga kareM, zithilatA kA anubhava kareM, jisase ki hamAre zarIra kI kozikAeM, hamAre zarIra kA kaNa-kaNa vizrAma le sake aura usakI zakti kharca na ho, saMcita rhe| zvAsa ko zAMta kreN| lambA zvAsa leN| zvAsa ko maMda kareM, jaba zvAsa maMda hotA hai taba zithilana hotA hai, kAyagapti aura kAyotsarga sadhatA hai, oNksIjana kI khapata kama ho jAtI hai| prANa-zakti kA vyaya kama ho jAtA hai| hama kama boleM, anAvazyaka na boleN| mauna rahanA siikheN| vidyut kA vyaya kama ho jaaegaa| vANI ke sAtha jo vidyut kharca hotI hai vaha baca jaaegii| hama usakA dUsarA upayoga kara skeNge| hama vAkgupta baneM, mauna kareM, vicAra bhI kama kreN| vicAroM ke cakra ko tor3anA siikheN| vicAroM ke cakra se mastiSkIya UrjA itanI kharca hotI hai ki usakI pUrti bar3I kaThinAI se kI jA sakatI hai| aise hI mastiSka ko vidyut kI bahuta jarUrata hotI hai| hamAre Upara kA bhAga jo zarIra ke bhAga AbhAmaNDala aura zakti-jAgaraNa (2). 165
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________________ se do pratizata mAtra hai; use vidyut cAhie bIsa prtisht| aba jahAM do pratizata hissA bIsa pratizata bijalI kI mAMga kare to kyA ho sakatA hai| hama nirvicAra rahanA siikheN| nirvicAratA meM vidyut kI khapata kama hogii| vidyut kA aura taijas kA saMcaya rhegaa| eka ora hama prANa prayoga ke dvArA, prANa ko adhika khIMcane ke dvArA, bhItara meM prANa-zakti ko bhareM, taijas-zakti ko zaktizAlI banAeM aura dUsarI ora usa vidyut kI khapata ko kama kreN| hamArI zakti kA bhaMDAra taba bar3hegA, jaba hama eka ora se saMkalpa-zakti ke prayoga ke dvArA, prANa-saMgraha kI prakriyA ke dvArA, prANa bharane kI kriyA ke dvArA zakti ke bhaNDAra kA saMvardhana kareM aura udhara khapata kama kareM, vyaya kama kreN| isa prakAra zakti kA bhaNDAra bddh'egaa| zakti kA jAgaraNa hogA, hamArA AbhAmaNDala zaktizAlI bnegaa| hamArA bhAva-tantra zaktizAlI banegA aura hama apane Asa-pAsa eka aise kavaca kA nirmANa karane meM saphala hoMge, jo kavaca hameM sAre bAharI AkramaNoM se, saMkramaNoM se bacAtA rhegaa| 166 AbhAmaMDala .
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________________ 7. lezyA : eka vidhi hai cikitsA kI 1. * jIvana ke do mukhya pahalU-bhAva aura vicAra | 2. * kaSAya- saMbaddha bhAva aura vicAra Avega utpanna karate haiM / jJAna-saMbaddha bhAva aura vicAra se caitanya kI dhArA pravAhita hotI hai / 3. * AdhyAtmika svAsthya kA artha haiM - mUrcchA kI samApti / * mAnasika svAsthya kA artha hai - mana kI durbalatA kI samApti / * zArIrika svAsthya kA artha hai - dUSita bhAvoM se utpanna viSoM kA nissaraNa | 4. * raMga - dhyAna aura mantra - prayoga se bhAva-parivartana kiyA jA sakatA hai / hama usa jagat meM jIte haiM jisameM sUryodaya se sUryAsta taka virodhAbhAsa calate haiN| eka bhI kSaNa aisA upalabdha nahIM hotA, jisameM virodhAbhAsa na ho / eka bhI deza aisA upalabdha nahIM hotA, jisameM virodhAbhAsa na ho / eka bhI vyakti aisA upalabdha nahIM hotA, jisameM virodhAbhAsa na ho / saMbhavataH eka bhI padArtha aisA upalabdha nahIM hotA, jisameM virodhAbhAsa na ho| koI vyakti virodhI bAta kahatA hai, vaha bAta akharatI hai, isa vyakti meM virodhAbhAsa hai, kintu hama yaha na bhUleM ki hamArA samUcA jIvana virodhAbhAsoM se bharA par3A hai| eka bhI AdamI aisA nahIM jo solaha AnA svastha ho aura eka bhI AdamI aisA nahIM jo solaha AnA bImAra ho / vaha svastha bhI hai, bImAra bhI hai| eka bhI AdamI aisA nahIM jisakA mana sampUrNa rUpa se svastha ho; pAgalapana kA jisameM leza bhI na ho / eka bhI AdamI aisA nahIM jo sampUrNa rUpa se pAgala ho / pAgala hai usameM bhI kucha samajhadArI hai| samajhadAra hai usameM bhI kucha pAgalapana hai| samajhadArI lezyA : eka vidhi hai cikitsA kI 167
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________________ aura pAgalapana - donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiM / na jAne isa jagat kA kyA niyama hai ki hara kSaNa hara bhAga meM virodhAbhAsa upalabdha hai| ina virodhAbhAsoM kI sthiti meM bhI mahAvIra ne anekAnta kA pratipAdana kiyA thA / unhoMne kahA - 'hama virodhAbhAsoM ko nahIM miTA skte| kisI kI zakti nahIM ki vaha unheM miTA de / hama kevala apanI dRSTi meM santulana lA sakate haiM, samanvaya lA sakate haiM, sApekSatA lA sakate haiM, aura virodhoM meM avirodha dekha sakate haiN| yaha hamArI sImA meM hai / kintu prakRtigata virodhAbhAsoM ko hama miTA nahIM skte| manuSya bImAra bhI hai aura svastha bhI hai| bImArI eka apAya hai| usako miTAne kA upAya bhI hai / apAya aura upAya- donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| jitane apAya haiM utane hI upAya haiN| apAya hai to upAya khojanA hogaa| jaba apAya sAmane AyA taba manuSya ne upAya khojA / zarIra bImAra hotA hai| bImArI eka apAya hai| manuSya ne zarIra ko svastha rakhane ke lie cikitsA paddhati khojI / zarIra kI rugNatA eka apAya hai| cikitsA paddhati usakA upAya hai| mana kI rugNatA eka apAya hai| manuSya ne apAya khojA ki mana svastha raha sake aura vaha mAnasika svAsthya ke sAtha jI sake / dUSita bhAva eka apAya hai| manuSya ne upAya khojA ki bhAva prasanna raha sake, nirmala aura nirdoSa raha ske| bhAva kA doSa AdhyAtmika bImArI hai to bhAva ko svastha rakhanA AdhyAtmika cikitsA hai| dhyAna kI sAdhanA isalie hai ki usase bhAva zuddha kara sakeM, vicAroM ko svastha rakha sakeM aura sAtha-sAtha zarIra ko bhI svastha rakha sakeM / bhAva kA svAsthya vicAroM kA svAsthya aura zArIrika svAsthya tInoM svAsthya hameM upalabdha hoM, isIlie dhyAna kI sAdhanA karate haiN| hama dIrgha zvAsa kA prayoga karate haiN| yaha isalie kara rahe haiM ki bhItara meM jo viSa bharA hai, jamA huA hai, vaha nikala jAe aura zuddha prANa-zakti kA praveza ho ske| hama samavRtti zvAsa kA prayoga isalie kara rahe haiM ki mana kI mUrcchA TUTe, mana kI jAgarUkatA bddh'e| mUrcchA aura jAgarUkatA - ye do dhArAeM haiN| eka hai mUrcchA kI dhArA aura dUsarI hai jAgarUkatA kI dhArA / jo vyakti manuSya ko pramAda meM le jAnA cAhate haiM, zUnyatA meM le jAnA cAhate haiM, Atma-vismRti meM le jAnA cAhate haiM, 168 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ ve mUrcchA kI dhArA ke samarthaka haiN| jo vyakti Atma-cetanA ko jAgRta karanA cAhate haiM ve jAgarUkatA kI dhArA ke samarthaka haiM / mUrcchA kI dhArA ke samarthaka loga vyakti ko mUrcchA kI samAdhi meM le jAte haiM / ve gAMjA, carasa Adi mAdaka padArthoM kA sevana karAte haiM aura vyakti ko Atma-vismRti, mUrcchA aura vicArazUnyatA meM le jAte haiN| ve use aisI duniyA meM le jAte haiM jahAM use samAdhi kA bhAna hotA hai| isa prakAra vyakti kI Atma- cetanA ko lupta kara, kevala mUrcchA kA samarthana karane vAlI dhArA mUrcchA kI dhArA hai / prekSA dhyAna kI dhArA mUrcchA kI dhArA nahIM hai| yaha jAgarUkatA kI dhArA hai| isakA uddezya hai- satata jAgarUkatA, eka kSaNa ke lie bhI Atma-vismRti na ho, jyoti satata jalatI rahe, apane astitva kA bhAva nirantara banA rhe| vyakti Atma-cetanA ko kho baiThe, bebhAna ho jAe, aisI samAdhi ko hama samAdhi nahIM mAnate aura aisI samAdhi ko hama mahAn samAdhi kA mUlya nahIM dete| hama usa samAdhi kA samarthana karate haiM, usa samAdhi ko mUlya dete haiM jisameM vikalpazUnyatA Ae, para astitva kA bhAna nirantara banA rhe| astitva ke bhAna ko bhulAkara hone vAlI vikalpazUnyatA jAgRti nahIM hai, mUrcchA hai| mUrcchA kA prayoga hama nahIM cAhate / dIrghazvAsa- prekSA se mUrcchA TUTatI hai| mana zAnta hotA hai, sthira hotA hai / usameM mUrcchA nahIM hotI, apane astitva kI vismRti nahIM hotii| isa prayoga meM hama mana ko jAgarUka banAe rakhanA cAhate haiM, jAgarUka banAe rakhate haiM / samavRtti zvAsa- prekSA meM bhI mana ko atyanta jAgarUka rahanA hotA hai / jaba mana kI jAgarUkatA kSaNa bhara ke lie bhI TUTatI hai to usake sAtha-sAtha krama bhI TUTa jAtA hai| jaba mana ajAgarUka hotA hai taba yaha saMbhava nahIM hai ki vyakti eka nathune se zvAsa le aura dUsare nathune se chodd'e| yaha krama TUTa jAtA hai| pUrA jAgarUkatA kA prayoga hai| zarIra prekSA bhI pUrA jAgRti kA prayoga hai| jaise hI vyakti mUrcchA meM jAtA hai, zarIra prekSA kA krama TUTa jAtA hai, mana nIMda meM calA jAtA hai| zarIra kA kaNa-kaNa tabhI dekhA jA sakatA hai jaba mana pUrA jAgarUka rahe / sAtha-sAtha vikalpazUnya rhe| rAga-dveSa kI UrmiyoM se khAlI rahe, nistaraMga rahe / caitanya-kendroM kI prekSA kA prayoga bhI jAgarUkatA kA lezyA : eka vidhi hai cikitsA kI 166
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________________ prayoga hai| bhAva ko nirmala rakhane kA prayoga bhI jAgarUkatA kA prayoga hai| jaba bhAva zuddha nahIM hogA taba vicAra zuddha nahIM hoMge, taba zarIra zuddha nahIM hogaa| hama vicAroM kI itanI cintA na kreN| vicAra kI cintA manovaijJAnika bahuta karate haiN| vaha unakA viSaya hai| kintu adhyAtma kA sAdhaka sabase pahale bhAva kI cintA karatA hai, lezyA kI cintA karatA hai| bhAva aura vicAra do bAteM haiN| donoM bhinna haiN| bhAva kA sambandha hai kaSAya ke spandanoM se aura vicAra kA sambandha hai mastiSka ke AvaraNoM se| hamAre sUkSma-zarIra ke andara do prakAra ke spandana samAntara rekhA meM calate haiN| eka hai moha kA spandana aura dUsarA hai moha ke vilaya kA spndn| donoM spandana calate haiM aura ve bhAva banate haiN| kaSAya jitanA kSINa hogA, moha kA spandana utanA hI nirvIrya bana jaaegaa| zaktizUnya bana jAegA, niSkriya bana jaaegaa| vaha samApta nahIM hogA kintu usakI sakriyatA kama ho jaaegii| usakA prabhAva kSINa ho jaaegaa| jaba moha ke vilaya kA spandana zaktizAlI hogA taba bhAva maMgalamaya aura kalyANakArI hoNge| jaba-jaba kaSAya ke spandana kama hote haiM, taba-taba tejo-lezyA, padma-lezyA aura zukla-lezyA ke spaMdana tathA bhAva zaktizAlI banate jaaeNge| jaba-jaba moha ke spaMdana zaktizAlI hote haiM, nIla aura kApota-lezyA ke spaMdana zaktizAlI hote haiM taba-taba tejo-lezyA aura padma-lezyA ke spaMdana kSINa ho jAte haiN| do dhArAeM haiN| eka ora tIna kAlI lezyAeM haiN| eka ora tIna prakAzamaya lezyAeM haiN| mahAvIra ne kahA-'tIna lezyAeM prazasta haiM aura tIna lezyAeM aprazasta haiN| tIna lezyAe rUkhI haiM aura tIna lezyAeM cikanI haiN| tIna lezyAeM ThaNDI haiM aura tIna lezyAeM garma haiN|' kitanA mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai bhAvoM ko samajhane kaa| Aja ke raMga vijJAna meM isakA saMbhAvI sUtra hameM upalabdha ho jAtA hai| abhI maiMne 'kalara therApI' kI eka pustaka dekhii| usameM kalara ke do DivIjana kie gae haiN| eka hai lAiTa kalara aura dUsarA hai DArka klr| phIkA raMga aura gaharA rNg| eka hai garma raMga aura dUsarA hai ThaNDA rNg| valaya hai tthos| raMga kI cAra chAyAeM hotI haiN| garma raMga aura prakAzamaya chAyA, garma raMga aura andhakAramaya chAyA, prakAza ThaNDA aura andhakAra garma / hamArI 200 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ tIna lezyAeM ThaNDI aura rUkhI hotI haiN| kAlA raMga, nIlA raMga aura kApotI raMga- ye tInoM raMga aura tInoM raMgoM kI lezyAeM ThaNDI hotI haiM aura rUkhI hotI haiN| jaba vyakti ke mana meM ina lezyAoM ke spaMdana jAgate haiM taba usameM hiMsA, jhUTha, corI, IrSyA, zoka, ghRNA aura bhaya ke bhAva jAgate haiN| ve raMga ina bhAvoM ko utpanna karate haiN| kAlA raMga bhaya kA nirmANa karatA hai / jaba-jaba kAle raMga ke spaMdana jAgate haiM taba-taba vyakti ke mana meM anAyAsa hI bhaya kI anubhUti hone lagatI hai, bhaya ke bhAva kA nirmANa ho jAtA hai / tejolezyA, padma- lezyA aura zukla lezyA - ye tIna lezyAeM garma aura cikanI haiN| jaba inake spaMdana jAgate haiM taba vyakti ke bhAva nirmala banate haiN| abhaya, maitrI, zAnti, jitendriyatA, kSamA Adi pavitra bhAvoM kA nirmANa hotA hai / jaba bhAva pavitra hote haiM, nirmala hote haiM taba vicAra bhI nirmala hote haiN| vicAroM kA sambandha kaSAya se nahIM hai| vicAroM kA sambandha hai mastiSka se aura jJAna se / vicAra, smRti, cintana, vizleSaNa, cayana, nirdhAraNa - ye jJAna kI jitanI zAkhAeM haiM, ina sabakA sambandha mastiSka se hai| jitane bhAva haiM una sabakA sambandha hamArI antaHsrAvI granthiyoM se hai / zarIra meM do tantra haiM unakI abhivyakti ke / eka hai graMthi-taMtra aura dUsarA hai nAr3I - tantra / eka hai mastiSka aura eka hai pRSTharajju / hamAre bhAvoM ko vyakta karatA hai granthi - tantra aura vicAroM kA nirmANa karatA hai nAr3I - tantra / pahalA hai bhAva, dUsarA hai vicAra | vicAra se bhAva nahIM banatA, kintu bhAva se vicAra banatA hai / jisa lezyA kA bhAva hotA hai, vaisA hI vicAra bana jAtA hai / bhAva aMtaraMga-tantra hai aura vicAra karma-tantra hai / yaha karane vAlA tantra hai bhaav| isalie hameM vicAroM para adhika dhyAna dene kI jarUrata nahIM hai| vicAroM para ve loga dhyAna deM jo bAhara hI bAhara ghUmate haiM / jo bhItara kI yAtrA kara rahA hai, bhItara meM baiThA hai use 1 vicAra para dhyAna dene kI jarUrata nahIM hai / ve bhAva para dhyAna deM, bhAva ko nirmala kareM / prazna hogA ki bhAva ko kaise nirmala kareM? usakI prakriyA kyA hai? 1 bhAvoM ko nirmala banAne kA sabase sarala upAya hai raMgoM kA dhyAna lezyA : eka vidhi hai cikitsA kI 201
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________________ karanA / yaha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa upAya hai| cikane raMgoM kA dhyAna bhAvoM ko nirmala banAne meM upayogI hotA hai| pIlA, lAla aura sapheda - ye tIna raMga bhAva-zuddhi ke kAraNa haiM / tantrazAstra ke viSaya meM logoM meM bahuta bhrAntiyAM haiM / bhrAntiyAM hone kA kAraNa bhI hai ki tantra ke AdhAra para bhairavIcakra jaisI paddhatiyAM cala par3IM aura vAmamArga pracalita ho gayA / ina paddhatiyoM ne bhrAntiyAM phailAIM kintu maiM mAnatA hUM ki tantrazAstra ne sAdhanA ke mahattvapUrNa prayoga prastuta kie| unheM hama zuddha AdhyAtmika prayoga kaha sakate haiM / kahIM koI doSa nahIM, kahIM koI truTi nahIM / tantrazAstra kA eka prayoga hai - sAdhaka pUre zarIra ko lAla sUrya jaise lAla raMga meM dekhe, dhyAna kre| chaha mahIne ke isa prayoga se vItarAgatA siddha ho sakatI hai| tantrazAstra kA eka prayoga hai-sAdhaka apane zarIra ko AkAza meM sthita dekhe aura zarada Rtu kI saMdhyA jaise raMga kA dhyAna kre| chaha mahIne taka aisA nirantara dhyAna karane para vItarAga bhAva ghaTita hone lagatA hai| tantrazAstra kA eka prayoga hai- nAsAgra para svarNa ke raMga kA yA zveta varNa kA dhyAna karane se dUSita bhAvanA se mukti mila jAtI hai| cetanA ke vikAsa ke, indriya jaya ke, jJAnazaktiyoM ke aura vItarAgatA ke aneka prayoga tantrazAstra ne prastuta kie| ve sAre mahattvapUrNa prayoga lezyA ke siddhAnta se saMbaddha haiN| raMgoM kA mahattva kama nahIM hai / hamAre samUce bhAva - tantra para raMgoM kA prabhutva hai| raMgoM ke dvArA zArIrika bImAriyAM miTAI jA sakatI haiM, mAnasika durbalatAoM ko miTAyA jA sakatA hai aura AdhyAtmika mUrcchA ko tor3A jA sakatA hai / lezyA-paddhati AdhyAtmika mUrcchA ko miTAne kI mahattvapUrNa cikitsA paddhati hai| dUSita bhAvoM aura vikRta vicAroM dvArA jo jahara zarIra meM paidA hotA hai, jo viSa ekatrita hotA hai, use bAhara nikAlane kI yaha abhUtapUrva paddhati hai / raMgoM ke dhyAna se yA raMga cikitsA se saMcita viSa bAhara nikalate haiM aura bhAvoM tathA vicAroM ko nirmala banAte haiN| koI vyakti burI bhAvanA karatA hai| bhAvanA calI jAtI hai, para 202 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ vaha apane pIche viSa chor3a jAtI hai| vaha viSa zArIrika yA mAnasika bImArI banakara vyakti ko satAtA rahatA hai| vaha vyakti azAnta aura asantulita bana jAtA hai| manuSya kA yaha eka svabhAva hai ki vaha pariNAma para adhika dhyAna nahIM detaa| yadi vaha pariNAma para socane-vicArane laga jAe to vaha phira kabhI burI bhAvanA nahIM kara sktaa| aniSTa cintana nahIM kara sktaa| manuSya pariNAmoM se AMkheM mUMdakara hI burI pravRttiyAM karatA hai, burI bhAvanA aura aniSTa kA cintana karatA hai| raMga kA dhyAna bahuta mahattvapUrNa hai| jo vyakti zveta varNa meM arha kA dhyAna karatA hai, vaha nAnA prakAra kI vyAdhiyoM se mukta ho jAtA hai| usake zarIra meM saMcita viSa samApta ho jAtA hai| jo vyakti aruNa varNa (bAla-sUrya jaisA lAla vaNa) kA dhyAna karatA hai, usameM tejo-lezyA ke spandana jAgate haiM aura usakI mana kI durbalatA samApta ho jAtI hai, mana kI kaThinAiyAM samApta ho jAtI haiN| manuSya mana kI kaThinAiyoM se AkrAnta hai| vaha unako jAnatA hai| mana ke kucha bhI pratikUla hotA hai to mana TUTa jAtA hai, bikhara jAtA hai, aura upadrava karane laga jAtA hai| koI apriya ghaTanA ghaTatI hai, mana TUTa jAtA hai| koI priya vyakti calA jAtA hai, manuSya AtmaghAta karane ko taiyAra ho jAtA hai| manuSya kA mana itanA komala aura nAjuka hai ki vaha thor3I bhI pratikUla sthiti ko saha nahIM sktaa| vaha TUTa jAnA cAhatA hai| mana kI isa durbalatA ko lezyA-dhyAna ke dvArA miTAyA jA sakatA hai| usake dvArA mana ko itanA zaktizAlI banAyA jA sakatA hai ki koI ghaTanA ghaTe, mana usase TUTane se baca jAtA hai| ghaTanA ko nahIM rokA jA sakatA, mana ko TUTane se bacAyA jA sakatA hai| aha~ ke dhyAna dvArA bhAvoM kA bhI adbhuta DhaMga se parivartana hotA hai| jaba hama ina garma raMgoM (pIlA, lAla, zveta) kA dhyAna karate haiM aura unase tanmayatA prApta karate haiM taba hamAre bhAva parivartita ho jAte haiN| vicArane aura socane kI jarUrata nahIM, sahaja badala jAte haiN| sAre spaMdana badala jAte haiN| vicAroM ke, vikalpoM ke aura moha ke jo spaMdana ina garma raMgoM ke spaMdanoM se ruka jAte haiM, nirvIrya ho jAte haiN| sAtha-sAtha lezyA : eka vidhi hai cikitsA kI 203
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________________ kaSAya-vilaya aura mUrchA-vilaya ke jo spaMdana hote haiM, unheM zakti milatI hai aura ve sakriya ho jAte haiN| lAla raMga yA nAraMgI raMga TaoNnika kA kAma karatA hai| yaha mahattvapUrNa rasAyana hai| isase pUrI sakriyatA paidA hotI hai aura aNu-aNu meM garmI A jAtI hai|| raMgoM kA dhyAna mahattvapUrNa prakriyA hai| isa dhyAna se zarIra aura mana kI durbalatA miTatI hai| smRti aura buddhi kA vikAsa hotA hai| jJAna-tantu zaktizAlI banate haiN| ina sabake lie alaga-alaga prayoga haiN| . bhAvoM ko badalane kA dUsarA zaktizAlI sAdhana hai-shbd| mantroM kI paddhati isakA sAkSI hai| mantroM ke dvArA bhAvoM ko badalA jA sakatA hai| yaha mUlyavAn sAdhana hai| mana aura zarIra ke sAtha mantra kA bahuta bar3A sambandha hai| tantra aura mantra-donoM sAtha-sAtha calate haiN| tantrazAstra ke bhI mantra bahuta haiN| mantra kA prayoga zabda kA prayoga hai| isase bhAva badalate haiN| eka vyakti ke mana meM jo bhAva bana jAtA hai, nirmita ho jAtA hai, use tor3anA kaThina hotA hai| koI samajhadAra vyakti apane ko bhAva taka pahuMcA detA hai to saphala ho jAtA hai| yaha eka mahattvapUrNa cikitsA-paddhati hai| kucha ghaTanAeM prastuta kruuN| . eka AdamI bImAra thaa| bahuta ghabarA rahA thaa| eka vaidya aayaa| rogI ko dekhaa| usakI ghabarAhaTa ko dekhaa| vaidya bolA- 'ghabarAo mt| sAMjha hote-hote tuma svastha ho jAoge, ghUmane-phirane laga jaaoge| tumhArI ghabarAhaTa miTa jaaegii| maiM aisI davA dUMgA ki roga miTa jaaegaa| vaidya bAhara gyaa| rAkha aura namaka kI pur3iyA baaNdhii| rogI ko pur3iyA dete hue kahA- 'yaha bahuta kImatI davA hai| do pur3iyA lete hI bImArI zAnta ho jaaegii| rogI ko itanA vizvAsa dilAyA ki svastha hone kI bAta bhAva taka pahuMca gii| rogI ne pur3iyA liyaa| dUsarI pur3iyA lete hI use svasthatA kA anubhava hone lagA aura sAMjha se pahale hI vaha calakara vaidya ke ghara calA gyaa| na bImArI aura na ghbraahtt| pur3iyA kA camatkAra nahIM thA, camatkAra thA bAta kA bhAva taka pahuMca jaanaa| AcArya bhikSu ke samaya kI bAta hai| usa samaya ve muni nahIM bane the| ve UMTa para kahIM jA rahe the| sAtha meM eka vyakti thaa| use tambAkU 204 AbhAmaMDala....
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________________ nayA va guNA bana sUMghane kI Adata thii| pAsa meM tambAkU pUrI ho gii| usa vyakti kA zarIra TUTane lgaa| use zaktihInatA kA anubhava hone lgaa| vaha mArga meM hI baiTha gyaa| bhikSu ne pUchA- 'kyA bAta hai? niDhAla hokara kaise baiTha gae?' usane kahA-'bhIkhaNajI! maiM aba Age eka kadama bhI nahIM cala sktaa| tambAkU pUrI ho gaI hai| usakA nazA utara gayA hai| jaba taka tambAkU na sUMgha lUM taba taka cala pAnA kaThina hai|' bhikSu ne kahA- 'maiM idhara-udhara jAkara kisI rAhagIra se tambAkU le AtA huuN| cintA mata kro|' ve ge| vahAM kauna rAhagIra AtA! eka sUkhA upalA liyaa| usakA bArIka cUrNa kiyaa| eka pur3iyA bAMdhakara le aae| Akara bole-'bhaI! tumhArA bhAgya thA ki eka pathika mila gyaa| usake pAsa tambAkU thii| yaha jyAdA acchI to nahIM hai, phira bhI kAma A jaaegii| usane pur3iyA kholii| tambAkU suuNghii| do kSaNa bAda vaha bolA-'aba calo, tambAkU kA nazA car3ha gyaa| aba ArAma se ghara pahuMca jaaeNge| yaha kyA hai? kevala upale kA cUrNa tambAkU bana gyaa| bhAva ko badala dene kI zabda meM itanI bar3I zakti hai ki jisa vyakti kA zabda dUsare vyakti ke bhAva taka pahuMca jAtA hai, sArI sthiti badala jAtI hai| eka ghaTanA yAda A rahI hai| bahU ko gussA bahuta AtA thaa| sAre ghara vAle hairAna the| eka bAra sAsa bahU ko lekara eka vyakti ke pAsa gii| vaha zarIra kI cikitsA ke sAtha-sAtha mana aura bhAvoM kI cikitsA karanA bhI jAnatA thaa| bahU ne kahA-'mujhe gussA bahuta AtA hai| isakI davA do|' usane eka botala dete hue kahA-'jaba gussA AtA dikhAI de taba isa davA ko muMha meM bhara lenA aura dasa-pandraha minaTa bAda nigala lenaa| yaha rAmabANa davA hai| bahuta kImatI hai|' usane isa vizvAsa kI bAta ko bahU ke bhAva-saMsthAna taka pahuMcA diyaa| vaha davA kyA, kevala pAnI thaa| bahU ne usakA prayoga kiyaa| dasa dina meM usakA gussA samApta ho gyaa| gurjiyApha rUsa kA bahuta bar3A sAdhaka thaa| eka bAra usake pitA ne kahA-'beTA, merI eka bAta mAnanA, jaba gussA Ae to caubIsa ghaNTe bAda gussA karanA, pahale nhiiN|' isa eka bAta ne gurjiyApha ko mahAna lezyA : eka vidhi hai cikitsA kI 205
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________________ sAdhaka banA ddaalaa| kyA koI 24 ghaNTe bAda gussA kara sakatA hai? kabhI nahIM kara sktaa| gussA samApta ho jAtA hai| jaba gusse kI garmI jAgatI hai taba use kara liyA jAe taba to gussA hai| anyathA phira gussA nahIM hogaa| garmI miTa jaaegii| bhAvoM ko badalane kA sazakta mAdhyama hai shbd| jaba hama zabda ko vyakti ke bhAva-tantra taka pahuMcA dete haiM taba yatheSTa kAma bana jAtA hai| ThIka zabdoM kA cunAva karate haiM; ThIka zabdoM kA prayoga karate haiM, aise zabdoM aura nirdezoM kA cunAva karate haiM ki ve bhAva-tantra taka pahuMca jAeM, use Andolita kara deM, usameM kSobha paidA kara deN| use prakampita kara deM aura moha ke spandanoM ko zAnta kara deM to sacamuca bhAva-parivartana kI prakriyA prAraMbha ho jAtI hai| duniyA meM jitane bhI samajhadAra vyakti hue haiM unhoMne zabdoM ke cayana para bahuta dhyAna diyA hai| bolane kA viveka aura zabdoM kA cayana bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa bAta hai| AdamI kisI bhI upAya se nahIM bdltaa| zabdoM kA sahI cayana kareM, AdamI badala jaaegaa| eka vyakti thaa| use dahI bahuta rucikara thaa| vaha dahI ko chor3anA nahIM cAhatA thaa| eka bAra vaha bImAra ho gyaa| khAMsI ne use A gheraa| vaidya aate| davA dete aura dahI khAne kI manAhI krte| vaha davA nahIM letaa| sabhI vaidya nirAza ho ge| eka dina vaidya AyA jo zarIra kI hI samasyA ko nahIM jAnatA thA, mana aura bhAvoM kI samasyAoM se bhI paricita thaa| vaha aayaa| bImAra ne kahA-'davA do, para maiM dahI khAnA nahIM chodduuNgaa|' vaidya bolA- 'maiM tumase dahI nahIM chudd'vaauuNgaa| dahI khUba khaao|' yaha sunate hI bImAra vyakti kA mana kutUhala se bhara gyaa| usane pUchA- 'vaidyajI! saba dahI ko manAhI karate haiM, Apane dahI khAne kI chUTa kaise dI?' vaidya bolA-'dahI meM aneka guNa haiN|' bImAra AdamI dahI ke guNa kI bAta sunakara prasanna huaa| vaidya ne kahA-'dahI ke tIna guNa hai| kapha kI bImArI yA khAMsI kI bImArI meM jo koI dahI khAtA hai, usako tIna lAbha hote haiN| pahalA lAbha hai ki vaha kabhI bUr3hA nahIM hotaa| dUsarA lAbha hai ki usake ghara meM kabhI corI nahIM hotii| tIsarA lAbha hai ki use kabhI kuttA nahIM kaatttaa|' rogI ne kahA-'dahI khAne 206 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ ke sAtha ina sabakA kyA sambandha hai?' vaidya bolA-'khAMsI meM jo dahI khAtA hai vaha bUr3hA isalie nahIM hotA ki vaha pahale hI mara jAtA hai| usake ghara meM corI isalie nahIM hotI ki vaha rAta bhara khAMsatA rahatA hai| eka kSaNa ke lie bhI so nahIM paataa| usako kuttA nahIM kATatA kyoMki vaha binA lAThI ke cala hI nahIM sktaa| jaba hAtha meM lAThI rahatI hai taba kuttA kaise kATe?' rogI ne kahA-'yaha bAta hai to maiM dahI kabhI nahIM khaauuNgaa|' usane dahI khAnA chor3a diyaa| kaisA hotA hai manuSya kA svabhAva! jaba vaidyoM ne dahI khAne kI manAhI kI taba vaha dahI khAne kI haTha karatA rhaa| jaba vaidya ne dahI khAne ko kahA to usane dahI khAnA nahIM caahaa| jaba zabda bhAva kA sparza kara lete haiM, taba yathArtha ghaTita ho jAtA hai| yadi zabda kI zakti kA ThIka upayoga kareM, zabdoM kA ThIka cunAva kareM to bhAva-saMsthAna meM bahuta bar3A parivartana ho sakatA hai| ____ hamane maMgala-bhAvanA ke kucha sUtra prastuta kie haiN| sabhI sAdhaka maMgala-bhAvanA kreN| maMgala bhAvanA ke nau sUtra haiM 1. zrIsaMpanno 'haM syAma-maiM zrIsaMpanna bnuuN| 2. hrIsaMpanno 'haM syAma-maiM lajjAsaMpanna bnuuN| 3. dhIsaMpanno 'haM syAma-maiM buddhisaMpanna bnuuN| 4. dhRtisaMpanno 'haM syAma-maiM dhairyasaMpanna bnuuN| 5. zAntisaMpanno 'haM syAma-maiM zAntisaMpanna bnuuN| 6. zaktisaMpanno 'haM syAma-maiM zaktisaMpanna bnuuN| 7. nandIsaMpanno 'haM syAma-maiM AnandasaMpanna bnuuN| 8 tejaHsaMpanno 'haM syAma-maiM tejasaMpanna bnuuN| 6. zuklasaMpanno 'haM syAma-maiM pavitratAsaMpanna bnuuN| ye sUtra hamArI Antarika bhAvanA ko jAgRta karane vAle haiN| maiM 'zrI'sampanna bnuuN| lezyA ke siddhAnta meM daridratA ko koI sthAna nahIM hai| jisakI lezyAeM pavitra hotI haiM, vaha mahAn Rddhi vAlA hotA hai, mahAn vaibhava vAlA hotA hai| jaise sAmAjika vyakti apanI zrIvRddhi karanA cAhatA hai vaise hI zuddha-lezyA vAlA adhyAtma kA sAdhaka apane AbhAmaNDala lezyA : eka vidhi hai cikitsA kI 207
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________________ ko zaktizAlI banAnA cAhatA hai| zrI kA artha hotA hai-lakSmI aura zrI kA artha hotA hai aabhaa| lakSmI kA saMvardhana aura AbhA kA sNvrdhn|' 'hI' kA artha hai lajjA aura hrI kA artha hai anushaasn| sAmAjika prANI ke lie lajjA bhI jarUrI hai aura anuzAsana bhI jarUrI hai| bhAvoM ko badalane ke lie, lezyAoM ko zuddha karane ke lie hamAre sAmane do prayoga prastuta haiN| eka hai raMgoM kA dhyAna aura dUsarA hai mantroM kA pryog| maMgala-bhAvanAoM kA prayoga aura bhAva-saMsthAna ko sakriya banAne vAle, pavitra banAne vAle zabdoM kA pryog| hama ina donoM prayogoM ke dvArA bhAva-saMsthAna ko gaMgAjala jaisA nirmala banAeM, gaMgotrI jaisA nirmala banAeM aura zarIra, mana tathA adhyAtma kI cikitsA kreN| hama zarIra ke doSa aura apAya, mana ke doSa aura apAya tathA adhyAtma ke doSa yAnI mUrchA ke doSa aura apAya-ina saba apAyoM ko samApta kareM aura upAyoM kA prayoga kreN| aisI sthiti meM lezyA kA siddhAnta kevala tAttvika siddhAnta nahIM rahegA, vaha hamAre lie cikitsA kI pUrI paddhati bana jaaegaa| 208 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ 8 lezyA : eka vidhi hai rasAyana-parivartana kI 3. . 1. * antarjJAna dvArA caitanya kendroM kA shodhn| 2. * Ananda dvArA rsaayn-privrtn| karma ke anubhAva kA mndiikrnn| 4. . upavAsa se rAsAyanika privrtn| * dhyAna se rAsAyanika privrtn| * dIrghazvAsa se rAsAyanika privrtn| * prekSA se rAsAyanika privrtn| 5. * lezyA-gaMdha, rasa aura sparza-acche bhI aura bure bhii| viSa ke bhI rasAyana haiM aura amRta ke bhI rasAyana haiN| Ayurveda ne rasAyanoM para bahuta kAma kiyA hai| Ayurveda ke AcAryoM ne aise rasAyanoM ke prayoga kie jinase zarIra pUrNa svastha ho sake aura usameM jame hue viSa samApta ho skeN| adhyAtma samUcI rasAyana kI prakriyA hai| yaha rasAyana ko badalane kI prakriyA hai| kemesTrI kA vidyArthI jAnatA hai ki padArtha ke rasAyanoM kA parivartana karane para nayI avasthA utpanna ho jAtI hai| mAnavIya rasAyana kA bhI yahI siddhAnta hai| hyUmana AlakemI (Humen Alchemy) para jinhoMne kAma kiyA hai, jo mAnavIya rasAyanoM kI saMracanA kA bodha rakhate haiM, ve bhalI-bhAMti jAnate haiM ki hamAre zarIra ke rasAyanoM kA parivartana karane para eka nayI sthiti utpanna ho jAtI hai| dhyAna kI samUcI prakriyA, yoga kI samUcI prakriyA aura tapa kI samUcI prakriyA rasAyana-parivartana kI prakriyA hai| upavAsa isalie kiyA jAtA hai ki zarIra kA rasAyana badala jAe, rasAyanoM kI saMracanA badala jaae| khAte-khAte lezyA : eka vidhi hai rasAyana-parivartana kI 206
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________________ viSaile rasAyana paidA ho jAte haiM, saMcita ho jAte haiM aura ve rasAyana mana meM vikRti paidA karate haiN| mana meM jo vikAra utpanna hote haiM, ve vikAra anAyAsa hI utpanna nahIM hote, ve hamAre zArIrika vikAroM ke kAraNa utpanna hote haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra se pUchA gayA-'bhagavan! brahmacarya kI sAdhanA ke lie kyA kiyA jAe?' bhagavAna ne kahA-'avi nibbalAsae-nirbala bhojana kro|' zaktizAlI bhojana mata kro| gariSTha bhojana mata kro| aisA bhojana karo jisase peTa kI vyAdhi miTa jaae| aisA bhojana mata karo jisase vAsanA ko utpanna karane vAlA rasAyana paidA ho| phira pUchA-'bhagavan! aura kyA kiyA jAe?' bhagavAna ne kahA-'kama khAo, jisase ki rasAyana itanA na bane jo vAsanA ko ubhAra ske| kAmasaMjJA kI utpatti ke aneka kAraNa haiN| unameM eka kAraNa hai-mAMsa aura rakta kA upcy| jaba zarIra meM rakta aura mAMsa adhika hotA hai, unakA upacaya hotA hai taba kAma kI saMjJA tIvra banatI hai| ye saba rAsAyanika kriyA ke sUtra haiN| hamAre zarIra meM aneka prakAra ke tattva utpanna hote haiN| kozikAeM apane lie viTAmina, proTIna utpanna karatI haiN| hamArI camar3I ke bhItara jaba thor3A-sA tApa utpanna hotA hai taba viTAmina 'DI' utpanna ho jAtI hai| aura bhI nAnA prakAra ke rasAyana paidA hote haiN| bhojana se bhI aneka prakAra ke rasAyana utpanna hote haiM aura ve hamArI vRttiyoM ko prabhAvita karate haiN| phira pUchA gayA-'bhagavan! aura kyA upAya karanA cAhie?' bhagavAna ne kahA-'agara aisI sthiti Ae ki kAma zAnta nahIM ho rahA hai to AhAra kA viccheda kara do| chor3a do| jaba AhAra samApta ho jAtA hai, lambe samaya taka upavAsa kie jAte haiM, dasa-bIsa dina kI tapasyA kI jAtI hai taba indriyAM apane Apa zAnta ho jAtI haiM, kAma-vAsanA miTa jAtI hai| jaba indriyoM ko rasAyana kA bhojana nahIM milatA taba ve zAnta ho jAtI haiN| AdamI ko bhojana nahIM milatA hai to vaha bhI zAnta ho jAtA hai| bhUkhA AdamI sahaja zAnta ho jAtA hai| indriyAM zAnta, mana zAnta, zarIra zAnta aura saba kucha shaant| rasAyanoM kA parivartana hotA hai| purAne rasAyana badala jAte haiN| aise naye rasAyana utpanna hote haiM jo uttejanA paidA nahIM krte| tapoyoga rasAyana parivartana kA yoga hai| 210 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ upavAsa ke dvArA aise rasAyana utpanna hote haiM jo zArIrika bImArI ko zAnta karate haiN| upavAsa svayaM eka cikitsA paddhati hai / prAcInakAla meM upavAsa kA prayoga cikitsA ke rUpa meM kiyA jAtA thA / vartamAna meM isa cikitsAtmaka dRSTikoNa se loga kama paricita haiN| pazcima ke logoM ne isa para aneka anusaMdhAna kie, prayoga kie aura upavAsa kI cikitsA paddhati kA vidhivat vidhAna kiyaa| Aja upavAsa kI cikitsA pracalita hai| upavAsa ke vidhivat prayogoM se aneka roga zAnta kie jAte haiM / kAraNa eka hI hai, upavAsa ke dvArA rAsAyanika parivartana hotA hai aura roga zAnta ho jAte haiN| kucha vyakti pakSAghAta se pIr3ita the / unhoMne ATha dina kA cauvihAra (nirjala ) upavAsa kiyA aura ve ThIka ho ge| AyaMbila ke dvArA aneka bImAriyAM zAnta hotI haiN| isI prakAra aura bhI aneka prayoga kie jAte haiM-AyaMbila, ekAntara, upavAsa, ATha dina kA upavAsa, pAMca dina kA upavAsa, kama khAne kA prayoga, kama vastueM khAnA, kama bAra khAnA - ye sAre prayoga zArIrika rasAyanoM meM parivartana lAte haiN| 1 hama dillI meM the / saurASTra kA eka vyakti AyA / vaha kore cAvala khAtA thA / sau grAma cAvala khAkara vaha pAMca-sAta loTA pAnI pI letA thaa| usane kahA- 'maiMne isa prayoga ke dvArA kaiMsara jaise asAdhya rogoM ko bhI miTAyA hai / ' ina sArI sthitiyoM se yaha spaSTa hai ki upavAsa, tapasyA, saMyama aura AsanoM ke dvArA rAsAyanika parivartana ghaTita hotA hai / prAyazcitta ke dvArA bhI rasAyanoM meM parivartana AtA hai| jaba vyakti ke mana meM prAyazcitta kI nirmala bhAvanA jAgatI hai taba purAnI granthiyAM khulatI haiN| Aja kI mAnasika cikitsA kA sabase bar3A sUtra hai - purAnI granthiyoM ko kholanA / jaba mana meM granthipAta ho jAtA hai taba nAnA prakAra kI bImAriyAM satAne laga jAtI haiN| una granthiyoM ko kholane kI sabase mahattvapUrNa vidhi hai - prayazcitta / prAcIna bhASA meM prAyazcitta aura Aja kI bhASA meM manovizleSaNa, Atma-vizleSaNa / jaba rogI Atma-vizleSaNa karatA hai taba manaH cikitsaka usakI sArI granthiyoM ko jAna letA hai aura upAyoM se lezyA : eka vidhi hai rasAyana-parivartana kI 211
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________________ una granthiyoM ko khola detA hai / vinamratA, ahaMkArazUnyatA rasAyana-parivartana kA bahuta mahattvapUrNa sUtra hai / vinaya ke prati hamArI dhAraNAeM bhrAnta haiM / hamane mAna liyA ki vinaya dUsaroM ke prati hotA hai / yaha bhrAnti hai / isa bhrAnti ne aneka praznoM ko janma diyA hai| loga mAnane laga gae ki jo choTA ho vaha vinaya kare / bar3e ko vinaya karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai / use ThUMTha jaisA banane kI AvazyakatA hai| yaha kaisI bhrAnti hai? sacAI yaha hai ki vinaya kisI dUsare ke prati nahIM hotA / vinaya hotA hai svayaM ke prati / vinaya hai - ahaMkArazUnyatA / yaha apanI AtmA kI avasthA hai / vinaya dUsaroM ke prati hotA hI nahIM / jaba taka yaha mAnate raheMge ki vinaya dUsaroM ke prati hotA hai taba taka jo bar3A hai vaha akar3A rahegA / vaha dUsaroM se vinaya caahegaa| dUsaroM ke mana meM yaha pratikriyA hogI ki ve vinaya kyoM kareM / ve svayaM dUsaroM se vinaya cAheMge / sAdhu bhI socegA ki vaha bar3A hai / vaha vinaya kyoM kare ! vinaya vaha karegA jo anuyAyI hogaa| vinaya karanA zrAvaka kA kAma hai, sAdhu kA kAma nahIM hai / isa aupacArika bAta ne eka bhrAnti paidA kara dI / sAdhu kA sabase bar3A dharma hai- vinaya, ahaMkAra-zUnyatA / yaha vyakti kA apane lie apanA dharma hai| kisI dUsare ke lie nahIM hai| hama isa bhrAnti ko todd'eN| vinaya ke sAta prakAra haiM- jJAna - vinaya, darzana-vinaya, cAritra - vinaya, mana kA vinaya, vacana kA vinaya, zarIra kA vinaya aura sAtavAM hai lokopacAra vinaya / hAtha jor3anA vAstavika vinaya nahIM hai, lokopacAra vinaya hai / vAstava meM vinaya hai - mana kA vinaya | mana ko anuzAsita rakhanA mana kA vinaya hai / mana ko ahaMkAra se zUnya kara denA, mana kA vinaya hai| vANI meM uddaMDatA na honA vANI kA vinaya hai / zarIra meM akar3ana na honA zarIra kA vinaya hai| jJAna ke prati apanI agAr3ha AsthA samarpita karanA jJAna kA vinaya hai / dRSTikoNa ko sarala, Rju aura anekAntamaya banAnA darzana - vinaya hai| pavitra AcaraNa karanA cAritra - vinaya hai / yaha hai vinaya / aisA vinaya sabake lie Avazyaka hai| choTe ke lie Avazyaka hai to bar3e ke lie bhI Avazyaka hai| zrAvaka ke lie Avazyaka hai to sAdhu ke lie bhI Avazyaka hai| yaha vinaya 212 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ kisI dUsare ke prati nahIM, sva ke prati hotA hai| aupacArika vinaya dUsare ke prati kiyA jAtA hai| sAdhvI mujhe hAtha jor3atI hai, yaha upacAra hai aura maiM sAdhvI ko hAtha jor3atA hUM, yaha bhI upacAra hai| yaha adhika mahattva kI bAta nahIM hai| yaha mAtra upacAra hai| yaha jhUThA upacAra bahuta nibhAyA jAtA hai| kabhI AMkheM nahIM milatIM, para milate haiM taba hAtha jarUra jor3a lete haiN| yaha lokopacAra hai| yaha vinaya kA bar3A sUtra nahIM hai| hamane isako bahuta bar3A sUtra mAna liyaa| hama isI vinaya kI sImA meM sArI bAteM socate haiM aura nAnA prakAra kI samasyAeM paidA karate haiN| - vinaya ahaMkArazanyatA kI prakriyA hai| yaha sAre madoM se apane Apako khAlI karane kI prakriyA hai| jahAM isa prakriyA kA Asevana hotA hai, vahAM rAsAyanika parivartana apane Apa ghaTita hotA hai| svAdhyAya rAsAyanika parivartana kI pRSTa prakriyA hai| dhyAna se bhI rAsAyanika parivartana hote haiN| rAsAyanika parivartana kA bahuta bar3A sUtra hai-dhyaan| jo kaSAya ke rasAyana tIvra anubhava lekara A rahe haiM, hama dhyAna ke dvArA aise rasAyana paidA kareM ki ve tIvra anubhava vAle rasAyana maMda ho jAeM, unakA sAmarthya kSINa ho jaae| unakI zakti viphala ho jAe, unakA AkramaNa naSTa ho jaae| ve rasAyana naye anubhava utpanna kreN| jaba hama caitanya-kendroM para dhyAna karate haiM, caitanya kendroM para jamI huI cikanAhaTa ko sApha karate haiM, use svaccha darpaNa jaisA banAte haiM to apane Apa bhItara se kucha naye tathya prakaTa hote haiN| jaba taka hamAre caitanya kendra svaccha nahIM hote, dhUmila aura AvRtta rahate haiM taba taka bhItara kA prakAza bAhara nahIM A sktaa| hama loga jJAna ko jAnate haiM, sukha ko jAnate haiM kintu hama usI jJAna ko jAnate haiM jo bAhara se milatA hai| hama usI jJAna ko jAnate haiM jise smRti-koSThaka grahaNa karate haiN| hama usI jJAna se paricita haiM, jise hamArA nAr3I saMsthAna udghATita karatA hai aura prerita karatA hai| hama usa jJAna se bilkula paricita nahIM haiM jisakA udgama bAhara se nahIM hai| jisakA sambandha mastiSka se nahIM hai; jisakA sambandha nAr3I-saMsthAna se nahIM hai| usa jJAna se hama bilkula paricita nahIM haiN| hama sukha se paricita haiM, para kevala usI sukha se paricita haiM lezyA : eka vidhi hai rasAyana-parivartana kI 213
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________________ jo padArtha se milatA hai| hama usa sukha se paricita nahIM haiM jisa sukha meM kisI bhI padArtha kA yoga nahIM hotaa| hama antarjJAna se paricita nahIM haiM, hama antarcetanA se paricita nahIM haiN| hama Antarika sukhAnubhUti aura AdhyAtmika sukhAnubhUti se sarvathA aparicita haiN| jaba taka caitanya kendroM ke dhyAna ke dvArA hamArI lezyAoM meM parivartana hotA hai, hamAre bhAva-saMsthAna meM parivartana hotA hai, usake varNa, gaMdha, rasa aura sparza nahIM badalate, taba taka antarjJAna nahIM ho sktaa| Antarika Ananda upalabdha nahIM ho sktaa| pratyeka lezyA kA apanA raMga hotA hai| pratyeka lezyA kA apanA gaMdha, rasa aura sparza hotA hai| hameM unakA patA nahIM calatA, kyoMki hama apane bhAvoM ke sAtha itane jur3e hue haiM ki hameM vAstavikatA kA patA hI nahIM cltaa| gAMva meM eka saMnyAsI aayaa| vaha tejasvI aura zaktizAlI thaa| rAjA ne usakI prazaMsA sunii| vaha darzana karane aayaa| use apUrva zAnti kI anubhUti huii| usane kahA-'mahArAja! kucha dina ke lie Apa mere mahala meM cleN|' saMnyAsI ne kahA-'mahaloM meM mujhe sone kI gaMdha AtI hai| maiM vahAM nahIM raha paauuNgaa|' rAjA bolA-'kaisI bAta karate haiM? sone kI gaMdha kahAM hai? loga sone kA nAma lete hI usa ora daur3a par3ate haiN| Apa usase dUra jAnA cAhate haiN| maiM vahAM rahatA hUM mujhe Aja taka gaMdha nahIM aaii| saMnyAsI ne kahA-'calo, mere saath|' saMnyAsI rAjA ko lekara camAroM kI bastI meM gyaa| rAjA ko camar3e kI durgandha satAne lgii| usane apanI nAka kapar3e se DhaMga liyaa| saMnyAsI eka camAra ke ghara para jA rukaa| rAjA ne kahA-'mahArAja! kahAM le Ae Apa? bar3I durgandha A rahI hai| merA jI ghuTa rahA hai| jaldI cleN|' saMnyAsI bolA-'kaisI durgandha! Apa bhI bar3I vicitra bAta kara rahe haiN| Apa isa ghara ke mAlika ko puuche|' ghara kA svAmI aayaa| saMnyAsI ne pUchA 'are, tumheM yahAM durgandha nahIM AtI?' ghara ke svAmI ne kahA-'nahIM, durgandha hai kahAM? mujhe yahAM rahate pacAsa varSa ho ge| kabhI durgandha kI anubhUti nahIM huii| saMnyAsI rAjA ko lekara mahala meM A gyaa| vaha rAjA se bolA-'dekhA, mahArAja! Apako vahAM camar3e kI durgandha A rahI thii| vahAM rahane vAloM ko usakA 214 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ anubhava hI nahIM ho rahA thaa| isI prakAra yahAM Apake mahaloM meM mujhe sone kI gaMdha AtI hai, Apako usakA anubhava hI nahIM hotaa| jo jisameM racapaca jAtA hai, vaha vaisA hI ho jAtA hai| ___bure bhAvoM kI gaMdha meM, bure bhAvoM ke kar3ave rasa meM, bure bhAvoM ke sparza meM AdamI itanA ghula jAtA hai, ekAtma ho jAtA hai ki use yaha anubhava hI nahIM hotA ki bhItara ke rasAyanoM meM kitanI durgandha hai, kitane kharAba rasa aura sparza haiN| kRSNa-lezyA kA varNa kAlA hotA hai| korA varNa hI kAlA nahIM hotA, usameM durgandha hotI hai| kRSNa-lezyA ke paramANuoM meM durgandha hotI hai| durgandha bhI mare hue kutte kI sar3AMdha se anantagunA adhika / vaha durgandha hama apane bhItara liye baiThe haiN| hama bAhara kI durgandha ko miTAne ke lie kabhI-kabhI itra yA sugandha kA prayoga karate haiN| usase bAhara kI durgandha itanI nahIM staatii| parantu hama yaha anubhava to kareM ki bhItara ke paramANuoM meM kitanI durgandha hai| kRSNa-lezyA kA rasa kaDuve tuMbe se bhI anantagunA kar3avA hotA hai| usakA sparza karavata se bhI anantagunA jyAdA karkaza hotA hai| isa prakAra ke kRSNa-lezyA ke paramANuoM ko hama bhItara AbhAmaNDala ke sAtha jor3e hue baiThe haiN| hama khar3e hote haiM to vaha AbhAmaNDala khar3A ho jAtA hai| hama sote haiM to vaha AbhAmaNDala so jAtA hai| hama calate haiM to vaha AbhAmaNDala calane laga jAtA hai| vaha hamArA sAtha kabhI nahIM chodd'taa| isI prakAra nIla-lezyA kA AbhAmaNDala bhI hamArA sAtha nahIM chodd'taa| nIla-lezyA ke AbhAmaNDala meM nIla-lezyA ke paramANuoM kA rasa trikuTa aura gajapIpala ke rasa se bhI anantagunA tIkhA hotA hai| kApota-lezyA ke AbhAmaNDala meM kApota-lezyA ke paramANuoM kA rasa kacce Ama aura kacce kapittha ke rasa se bhI anantagunA kaSailA hotA hai| hama apane bhItara aise-aise rasAyanoM ko saMjoe baiThe haiM, phira bhI bAhara se sApha rahane kA prayatna kara rahe haiN| bhItara kI nirmalatA adhika mUlyavAn hotI hai| lezyA : eka vidhi hai rasAyana-parivartana kI 215
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________________ amarIkana vaijJAnika mahilA DaoN. je. sI. TrasTa ne sUkSma saMvedanazIla kaimaroM se AbhAmaNDala ke phoTo liye| usane batAyA-maiMne dekhA ki jo loga bAhara se sApha-suthare rahate haiM, kintu bhItara meM malinatA ko saMjoe rahate haiM, unake AbhAmaNDala atyanta vikRta aura gaMde hote haiN| jo loga zarIra se sApha-suthare nahIM haiM, kintu bhItara se pavitra haiM, unake AbhAmaNDala bahuta svaccha aura nirmala hote haiN|' hama apane kapar3oM para aura zarIra kI svacchatA para jitanA dhyAna dete haiM, utanA dhyAna apane bhItara se prakaTa hone vAle AbhAmaNDala para nahIM dete; apane bhAvoM para nahIM dete| pariNAma yaha hotA hai ki bAhara se to hama svastha aura sundara dIkhane lagate haiM aura bhItara gaMdagI ko pAlate jAte haiN| yaha gandagI hamAre mana ko tor3atI jAtI hai| mana pala-pala TUTatA jAtA hai| aisI sthiti meM azAnti kA sAmrAjya kaise na ho? loga kahate haiM- 'duniyA meM itanI azAnti! itanI becainI! azAnti kaise nahIM hogI? hamAre bhItara ke sAre rasAyana mana ko tor3ane vAle haiM, phira azAnti na ho, yaha kaise saMbhava ho sakatA hai| . lezyA ke dvArA hama apane rasAyanoM kA patA lagA sakate haiN| isa dizA meM aneka vaijJAnika prayoga hue haiN| pasIne ke dvArA jAnA jA sakatA hai ki vyakti kA AcaraNa kaisA hai? prazna ho sakatA hai ki pasIne aura AcaraNa meM kyA sambandha? jo vyakti krodhI hai, IrSyAlu hai, jhagar3AlU hai, dUSita manobhAva vAlA hai, usake pasIne meM eka prakAra kI durgandha hogii| jo vyakti sarala hai, nizchala hai, pavitra manobhAva vAlA hai, usake pasIne meM dUsare prakAra kI gaMdha hogii| jaina paramparA meM yaha mAnya hai ki tIrthaMkara ke zarIra se kamala ke phUla jaisI gaMdha AtI hai| yaha gaMdha zubha bhAvoM kI pratIka hai| jisa vyakti ke bhAva nizchala, pavitra aura sarala hote haiM usa vyakti ke zarIra se bhI nirmalatA TapakegI, sugaMdha aaegii| tejo-lezyA, padma-lezyA aura zukla-lezyA ke varNa, gaMdha, rasa aura sparza prazasta hote haiN| tejo-lezyA kA varNa navodita sUrya jaisA lAla hotA hai| padma-lezyA kA varNa asana ke puSpa jaisA pIlA hotA hai| zukla-lezyA kA varNa zaMkha jaisA zveta hotA hai| ina tInoM lezyAoM kI gaMdha sugandhita 216 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ puSpoM kI gaMdha se anantagunA gaMdha, khajUra dAkha se anantagunA mIThA rasa aura navanIta tathA sirISa puSpoM se anantagunA mRdu sparza hotA hai| rasoM ke parivartana kI dizA meM vaijJAnika jagat meM aneka anusaMdhAna cala rahe haiN| vaijJAnika eka aise rAsAyanika padArtha ke anveSaNa meM lage haiM jisake prayoga se vyakti meM krodha kA rasAyana samApta ho aura kSamA svayaM ghaTita hone lge| phira kSamA ghaTita karane vAle iMjekzana, TikiyA prayoga meM Ane lgegii| Aja kAma-vAsanA kI bahuta bar3I samasyA hai| kintu vaijJAnika cintita nahIM haiN| ve isa dizA meM prayoga kara rahe haiN| ve aise rasAyanoM ke nirmANa meM lage hue haiM ki una rasAyanoM ke sevana se kAma kI granthiyAM hI samApta ho jAtI haiN| seksa-granthiyAM prabhAvahIna ho jAtI haiN| aisI sthiti meM na AhAra ko kama karane kI AvazyakatA hai aura na UnodarI karane kI jarUrata hai| na dhyAna-Asana karane kI jarUrata hai aura na caitanya-kendroM ko jAgRta aura sakriya karane kI AvazyakatA hai| una rAsAyanika goliyoM se kAma-vAsanA samApta ho jaaegii| isI prakAra krodha, mAna, ahaMkAra, lobha aura sArI uttejanAoM ko kama kiyA jA sakatA hai| aisA lagatA hai ki jaise-jaise ye AviSkAra Age bar3ha rahe haiM, vaise-vaise adhyAtma aura dhyAna kI AvazyakatA apane Apa kama hotI jaaegii| sArA kAma vaijJAnika ke hAtha meM A jaaegaa| phira loga adhyAtma-ziviroM meM nahIM jAeMge; vaijJAnika kI prayogazAlA meM jaaeNge| bAta ThIka hai| dizA galata nahIM hai| isa sacAI ko hama asvIkAra nahIM kareMge ki yaha sArA rasAyana-parivartana kA prayoga hai| adhyAtma sAdhaka upavAsa aura dhyAna ke dvArA, svAdhyAya ke dvArA rasAyanoM kA parivartana karatA hai aura vaijJAnika yA DaoNkTara kRtrima rasAyanoM ke dvArA rasAyanoM meM parivartana karatA hai| ghaTanA eka hI ghaTita hogI-rasAyanoM kA privrtn| lezyA kA prayoga rasAyana ke parivartana kA prayoga hai| jaba hama lezyA ke parivartana ke prayoga ko samajha lete haiM taba apane bhItara ke rasAyanoM ko badalanA prAraMbha kara dete haiN| lezyA ke rasAyanoM ko badalane kA eka mAdhyama hai-tp| tapa meM upavAsa bhI AtA hai, svAdhyAya bhI AtA hai aura dhyAna bhI AtA hai| dUsarA mAdhyama hai-pdaarth| Apa yaha mata mAneM ki isa dizA meM Aja lezyA : eka vidhi hai rasAyana-parivartana kI 217
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________________ ke vaijJAnikoM ne hI anusaMdhAna kiyA hai, khoja kI hai| yadi hama mAneMge to bhUla hogI, bhrAnti hogii| prAcInakAla meM sAdhakoM ne isa dizA meM aneka mahattvapUrNa khojeM kI haiN| taMtra-sAdhakoM ne tathA adhyAtma ke sAdhakoM ne rasAyanoM ko badalane kI bar3I-bar3I khojeM kI haiN| unhoMne aisI auSadhiyAM khoja nikAlIM jinake sevana se rasAyanoM kA parivartana ghaTita ho jAtA thaa| Dara lagatA hai| auSadhi kA sevana kiyA aura bhaya smaapt| eka AdamI sote-sote bar3abar3AtA hai| use bhayaMkara svapna Ate haiN| sirahAne eka jar3I rakha lI aura svapna samApta, bar3abar3AnA smaapt| eka AdamI kAma-vAsanA se uttejita hotA hai| eka auSadhi kA prayoga kiyA aura vAsanA kI uttejanA samApta ho gii| bahuta varSoM pUrva mere mana meM eka prazna uThA-kyA brahmacarya kI sAdhanA meM vanaspati kA sahayoga ho sakatA hai? aneka anabhavI vaidyoM se pUcha-tAcha kii| prAcIna grantha dekhe| unakA pArAyaNa kiyaa| aneka rahasya udghATita hue| yaha nizcaya ho gayA ki vanaspati ke vibhinna prayogoM se lAbha uThAyA jA sakatA hai| ye khojeM bahuta prAcInakAla meM huI thiiN| hajAroM sAdhaka unase lAbhAnvita hue the| vanaspati kA eka kalpa hai jitendriya ke lie| amuka vanaspati kA sevana karane para, binA kucha sAdhanA kie hI, manuSya jitendriya bana jAtA hai| manobhAvoM ko badalane ke lie vanaspati kA bahuta bar3A upayoga hai| 'acintyo maNimantrauSadhInAM prabhAvaH' / maNi, mantra aura auSadhiyoM kA prabhAva acintya hotA hai| unake prabhAva kI kalpanA bhI nahIM kI jA sktii| prabhAva kI koI sImA nahIM hai| jitanA mantroM kA prabhAva hai, utanA hI vanaspati kA prabhAva hai| jitanA ratnoM kA prabhAva hai utanA hI vanaspati kA prabhAva hai| vanaspati ke dvArA zArIrika aura mAnasika rasAyanoM kA parivartana kiyA jA sakatA hai| vaijJAnika Aja jo parivartana kI khojeM kara rahe haiM, vaha koI nayI bAta nahIM hai| itanA ho jAne para bhI, vanaspatiyoM ke dvArA rasAyana parivartana kI prakriyA yA kRtrima rasAyanoM dvArA rasAyana-parivartana kI prakriyA hastagata ho jAne para bhI hama apanI svatantratA khonA nahIM caaheNge| svatantratA ko kho denA khataranAka hotA hai| hama UrjA kA Urdhvagamana cAhate haiN| hama apanI UrjA ko UrdhvagAmI 218 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ banAnA cAhate haiN| kevala rasAyana-parivartana kI bAta hI pUrI nahIM hai| UrjA kA UrdhvAgamana antarjJAna ko kholane kA dvAra hai| yaha binA parAkrama ke udghATita nahIM hotaa| injekzanoM ke dvArA yaha to ho sakatA hai ki eka injekzana liyA yA eka guTikA lI aura krodha samApta ho gayA yA kAma-vAsanA samApta ho gaI yA anya uttejanAeM naSTa ho giiN| yaha saMbhava hai| vaijJAnika isa dizA meM saphala bhI hue haiN| kintu hama jisa antarjJAna yA Antarika Ananda ko upalabdha karanA cAhate haiM, jIvana meM nayI dizA kA udghATana karanA cAhate haiM, vaha ina kRtrima upAyoM, injekzanoM yA guTikAoM se nahIM hogaa| yaha negeTiva eproca hai| yaha niSedhAtmaka tarIkA hai| krodha nahIM aaegaa| kAma-vAsanA nahIM jaagegii| kintu jisa sthiti meM jAkara hameM eka visphoTa karanA hai, vaha nahIM hogaa| Antarika jJAna aura Ananda kA jo dvAra banda par3A hai, vaha nahIM khulegaa| use kholane ke lie pojiTiva eproca honA caahie| hamArA koI vidhAyaka upAya honA caahie| vaha vidhAyaka upAya hai apane mana ko zaktizAlI banAne kA, bhAvoM ke saMzodhana kA, tapasyA kA, dhyAna kA aura caitanya kendroM ko nirmala banAne kaa| caitanya kendroM ko nirmala banAne se do kAma hote haiN| eka ora rasAyanoM kA parivartana hotA hai aura usase krodha samApta ho jAtA hai, vyasana aura burI AdateM samApta ho jAtI haiM, dUsarI ora hamArI svacchatA kI razmiyAM, nirmalatA kI kiraNeM Age bar3hatI haiM aura una daravAjoM ko udghATita karatI haiN| jinase antarjJAna prakaTa hotA hai| Antarika Ananda abhivyakta hotA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra kI vANI meM bAra-bAra yaha udghoSaNA milatI hai___ lezyA kI zuddhi hue binA jAtismRti jJAna nahIM ho sktaa| lezyA kI zuddhi hue binA avadhi jJAna nahIM ho sktaa| lezyA kI zuddhi ke binA manaHparyavajJAna nahIM ho sakatA aura lezyA kI zuddhi ke binA kevala jJAna nahIM ho sktaa| jo bhI antarjJAna utpanna hotA hai, vaha lezyA kI vizuddhi meM hI hotA hai| lezyA kI zuddhi ke binA Ananda kA anubhava nahIM ho sktaa| dhyAna Adi ke dvArA jo hama parAkrama karate haiM vaha isIlie karate haiM ki bhAvoM kA saMzodhana ho, lezyA kI zuddhi ho| jaba lezyA : eka vidhi hai rasAyana-parivartana kI 216
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________________ lezyA kA rUpAntaraNa hotA hai, tapasyA ke dvArA, dhyAna ke dvArA, caitanya-kendroM ko jAgRta karane ke dvArA yA caitanya kendroM ko nirmala banAne ke dvArA, taba Antarika zaktiyAM jAgatI haiM aura ve rasAyanoM ko badalatI haiM aura una AvaraNoM ko dUra karatI haiM jo jJAna ko AvRta kie hue haiN| usakI ghanIbhUta mUrchA ko tor3atI haiM jo Ananda ko vikRta banAe hue haiN| hama maMgala-bhAvanA kareM, dhyAna kA aisA upakrama kareM, jisase jIvana meM saralatA jAge, saMtoSa jAge aura zAnti jaage| rAsAyanika parivartanoM ke dvArA bAhara ke jIvana meM ye saba jAgeM aura bhItara meM ve banda daravAje khaleM, sAre AvaraNa haTeM aura antara kA jJAna bAhara aae| antara meM jo Ananda kA samadra hiloreM le rahA hai usakA jala bAhara aae| caitanya kendroM ke jAgaraNa ke dvArA jaba ye donoM kAma saMbhava hoMge usa dina yaha pramANita hogA ki kevala bAharI rasAyanoM ke parivartana se hama jo cAhate haiM vaha upalabdha nahIM hogaa| bAharI rasAyanoM ke parivartana ke sAtha-sAtha mUrchA TUTegI, AvaraNa haTeMge taba vaha saba ghaTita hogA jo hama yathArtha meM cAhate haiN| 220 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ 6 lezyA : eka preraNA hai jAgaraNa kI 1. * kaivalya - bhItara meM jAganA / 2. * mUrcchA karma -tantra ko prabhAvita karatI hai, bhAva-tantra ko nahIM / 3. * cetanA kA jAgaraNa karma-tantra aura bhAva-tantra - donoM ko prabhAvita karatA hai / 4. * jAgRta cetanA se AbhAmaMDala vizuddha banatA hai I 5. * jAgRta cetanA dvArA samyag dRSTi kA vikAsa hotA hai / usa avasthA meM * padArtha kA upayoga hotA hai kintu padArtha kI pratibaddhatA nahIM hotI / * padArtha kevala upayogitA kA hetu banatA hai, sukha-duHkha kA hetu nahIM banatA / * sahiSNutA kA vikAsa hotA hai, ghaTanA ke pravAha meM baha nahIM jAtA / * aprabhAvita avasthA kA anubhava hotA hai / * avicalita cetanA kA anubhava hotA hai / 6. * jAgRta cetanA kI avasthA meM vyavahAra aura paramArtha- donoM saphala hote haiM / 7. * mUrcchita cetanA vAlA vyakti jIvana ke prati Asakta hotA hai, isalie vaha acchI mRtyu se nahIM mara sakatA / vaha mRtyu se bhayabhIta rahatA hai, isalie vaha acchA jIvana nahIM jI sakatA / jAgRta cetanA vAlA jIvana aura mRtyu ke prati taTastha hotA hai, isalie vaha samAdhi kA jIvana jItA hai aura samAdhi - maraNa ko upalabdha hotA hai / lezyA : eka preraNA hai jAgaraNa kI 221
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________________ dhyAna kI prakriyA mUrchA ko tor3ane kI prakriyA hai| jo upAya cetanA ko mUrchita karate haiM ve dhyAna ke sahI upAya nahIM haiN| dhyAna ke sahI upAya ve hI haiM jo mUrchA ko tor3ate haiN| jitane padArtha haiM, utane upakrama haiN| vyakti kI cetanA ko mUrcchita karane vAle ve saba hamAre karma-tantra ko prabhAvita karate haiN| ve karma-tantra ko niSkriya banA dete haiM, kintu ve mUrchA ko nahIM tor3a skte| kevala karma-tantra ko prabhAvita yA mUrcchita karane se mUrchA kA nAza nahIM hotA, mUrchA kA vilaya nahIM hotA, mUrchA nahIM ttuutttii| jaba sAdhaka karma-tantra ko pArakara bhAva-tantra kA sparza karatA hai taba mUrchA TUTatI hai| bhAva-tantra kA sparza kevala cetanA ke dvArA hI kiyA jA sakatA hai| vahAM taka koI padArtha nahIM pahuMca sakatA, koI upakaraNa nahIM pahuMca sktaa| kevala cetanA ke dvArA hama usakA sparza kara pAte haiN| hamArA pravRtti-tantra niSkriya ho jAne para bhI kaSAya-tantra niSkriya nahIM hotA, satata sakriya rahatA hai| sthAvara jIvoM meM mana vikasita nahIM hotA, vANI vikasita nahIM hotI aura zarIra-tantra bhI sudRr3ha nahIM hotA, kintu unameM bhI kaSAya-tantra, lezyA-tantra aura bhAva-tantra nirantara rAkriya rahatA hai aura unake pratikSaNa karma-baMdha hotA rahatA hai| unakI mUrchA ghanIbhUta hotI hai| unakI mUrchA styAnardhi mUrchA hotI hai| yaha mUrchA kI carama koTi hai| karma-tantra itanA sakriya nahIM hotA, phira bhI mUrchA bahuta ghanI hotI hai| hama kevala karma-tantra para hI na rukeM, Age bar3heM, jar3a ko dekheM aura kaSAya-tantra taka phuNce| kaSAya-tantra kI cikitsA lezyA-tantra ko samajhakara hI kI jA sakatI hai| mahAvIra ne do zabda die-dravya aura bhaav| dravya-ahiMsA aura bhaav-ahiNsaa| zarIra se koI hiMsA hotI hai, vANI se koI hiMsA hotI hai aura mana se koI hiMsA hotI hai| hiMsA itanI hI nahIM hai| usakI sImA aura Age hai| zarIra se koI ahiMsA hotI hai, vANI se koI ahiMsA hotI hai aura mana se koI ahiMsA hotI hai| ahiMsA itanI hI nahIM hai| usakI sImA aura Age hai| kAla zaukarika mahAvIra ke samaya kA prasiddha kasAI thaa| vaha pratidina pAMca sau bhaiMse mAratA thaa| usako ahiMsaka banAne ke lie mahArAja zreNika 222 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ ne use eka khAlI kueM meM DAla diyaa| vahAM use bhaiMse prApta nahIM the 1 bhaiMse nahIM mAre jA ske| isase kAla zaukarika ahiMsaka nahIM banA, kyoMki usake bhAva nahIM bdle| kevala hAthoM ke ruka jAne se, kevala hAthoM se hiMsA na hone para vaha ahiMsaka nahIM bnaa| yadi kisI hiMsaka vyakti ko mUrcchita kara diyA jAye, usa sthiti meM na vaha mana se hiMsA kara pAtA hai aura na zarIra se hiMsA kara pAtA hai| kyA vaha ahiMsaka ho gayA? nahIM, vaha ahiMsaka nahIM hotaa| kyoMki vaha mUrcchita hai, nIMda meM hai; soyA huA hai, usakI bAharI cetanA lupta hai / vaha hiMsaka hai kyoMki usakA bhAva-tantra nirantara sakriya rahatA hai| usake nirantara hiMsA kA baMdha ho rahA hai| jaba taka bhAva kA parivartana nahIM hotA, lezyA kA parivartana nahIM hotA taba taka kevala zarIra ko niSkriya banA dene, mana ko mUrcchita kara dene mAtra se kAma nahIM cltaa| mana kI mUrcchA aura zarIra kI niSkriyatA hamAre karma - tantra kI mUrcchA ho sakatI hai, kintu bhAva-tantra para usakA koI prabhAva nahIM hotA / hameM bhAva - tantra kA zodhana karanA hai, jaba bhAva - tantra kA zodhana ho jAtA hai, taba zarIra hile-Dule, mana cale, phira bhI na hiMsA kA bhAva hogA, na hiMsA kA vyApAra hogA, na koI burI pravRtti hogI / mUla karaNIya hai bhAva kA zodhana / mUrcchA meM vizvAsa bar3hAne vAle jitane sAdhanA ke upakrama haiM, mUrcchA ko protsAhita karane vAlI sAdhanA kI jitanI paddhatiyAM haiM, ve saba hamAre karma - tantra taka pahuMcatI haiM, bhAva-tantra taka unakI pahuMca nahIM hotI / una logoM kA aisA vizvAsa hai ki karma-tantra niSkriya ho jAne para saba kucha ghaTita ho jAtA hai, kintu jina logoM ne gahare meM jAkara dekhA to unheM anubhava huA ki jaba taka bhAva-tantra niSkriya nahIM hotA taba taka mUrcchA nahIM TUTatI / jaba mUrcchA nahIM TUTegI to vaha naye mArga se pravAhita hone lagegI / mUrcchA kI samApti hue binA AdhyAtmika vikAsa nahIM ho sakatA / mahAvIra ko kaivalya lAbha huA / iMdrabhUti gautama ne pUchA - "bhaMte! tattva kyA hai ?' gautama ! utpanna hotA hai, naSTa hotA hai aura sthira rahatA hai, yahI tattva hai| jJAna dhruva hai, jJAna kI malinatA naSTa hotI hai, aura kevalajJAna utpanna ho jAtA hai|' gautama ne pUchA - 'bhaMte! kevalajJAna kaise prApta huA ?' gautama! maiM pUrA jAga gyaa| lezyA : eka preraNA hai jAgaraNa kI 223
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________________ jaise hI jAgA, sArI mUrcchA TUTa gaI / jAgate hI sAre AvaraNa haTa gae / jaba taka mUrcchA meM thA, jaba taka AvaraNa meM thA, jaba taka nIMda meM thA taba taka pardA banA rhaa| jaise hI jAgA AvaraNa haTa gayA / jaise hI AvaraNa haTA, vighna kI caTTAna, antarAya kI caTTAna cUra-cUra ho gaI / tatkAla kevalajJAna udita ho gyaa| sabase pahale mUrcchA ko TUTanA hotA hai / mUrcchA TUTe binA jJAna kA AvaraNa nahIM haTatA, zakti kA avarodha nahIM miTatA / jJAna kA vikAsa tabhI sambhava hai jaba mUrcchA TUTe, moha kA sampUrNa vilaya ho / mUrcchA ko tor3e binA donoM bAteM ghaTita nahIM hotIM / pahale jJAna prApti kA prayatna na kareM, pahale antarAya ko haTAne kA prayatna kreN| sabase pahale mUrcchA ko tor3ane kA prayatna kareM; jAgeM / jagane kA ekamAtra upAya hai, cetanA ko jgaanaa| jaba taka dhyAna ke dvArA cetanA kA sArA jAgaraNa nahIM hogA taba taka bhAva - tantra kI mUrcchA ko tor3anA saMbhava nahIM hogA / hamArA prayatna yaha ho ki bhAva-tantra kI mUrcchA TUTe / lezyA kA siddhAnta jAgaraNa kI preraNA hai / hama jAgeM, jAgeM / mana daur3a rahA hai, mana ke prati jAgeM, mana kI caMcalatA ke prati jaageN| hAtha hila rahA hai, hAtha ke prati jAgeM / yaha mUlyavAn hai para itanA mUlyavAn nahIM hai / bahuta mUlyavAn hai bhAva ke prati jAganA / jisa bhAva ke kAraNa yaha mana vikSepa utpanna kara rahA hai, ur3a rahA hai, mana kA ghor3A daur3a rahA hai / mana ke prati jAgane se mana sthira nahIM hogaa| hAtha ke prati jAgane se hAtha sthira nahIM hogaa| hAtha meM jo zakti prakampana paidA kara rahI hai, mana ko jo zakti calA rahI hai, vaha hai sArI bhAva kI zakti / isa bhautika zarIra se Age eka tantra hai jo apanI zakti kA vikiraNa karatA hai, jo Antarika zakti kA utpAdaka hai, vaha hai lezyA - tantra, bhAva-tantra / jaba hama bhAva ke prati jAgate haiM taba parivartana hotA hai / bhAva-tantra ko jAgrata rakhane kA ekamAtra upAya hai satata jAgarUkatA, aprmaad| hama apane astitva ke prati, caitanya ke prati jAgarUka baneM, mUrcchita bneN| hamAre meM zUnyatA na Aye / mUrcchA AtI hai, hameM koI patA nahIM calatA / nIMda AtI hai, hameM cetanA ko jagAne ke lie mAdaka padArthoM ke sevana kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| dhyAna ke lie mAdaka vastuoM 224 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ ke sevana kI jarUrata nahIM hai| dhyAna ke lie mUrchA bar3hAne vAle upAyoM aura upakramoM kI jarUrata nahIM hai| jarUrata hai satata jAgaraNa kii| hama apane caitanya ke prati jAgarUka rheN| mana ko zUnya bnaayeN| mana kI zUnyatA kA artha itanA hI hogA ki mana meM koI vikalpa na ho| caitanya kI anubhUti satata hotI rhe| yahI hai vicArazUnyatA, viklpshuunytaa| isa bhUmikA para pahuMcane para caitanya jAgaraNa hogA, taba sAtha-sAtha eka prazna uThegA ki jaba hama isa karma-tantra se pare cale jAte haiM, jaba hama isa bAhya vyaktitva se pare cale jAte haiM, taba hamAre jIvana kI yAtrA kaise calegI? jIvana-vyavahAra kaise calegA? hama jIvana-vyavahAra meM saphala kaise hoMge? jaba bhUkha kA prazna, pArasparika sahayoga kA prazna, roTI kA prazna, kapar3oM kA prazna-ye prazna jaba nagna satya banakara hamAre sAmane Ate haiM aura hama bhAva-tantra kA zodhana karane ke lie baiTha jAte haiM taba kyA jIvana meM kaThinAiyAM paidA nahIM hoMgI? kyA yaha dhyAna hameM avyAvahArika nahIM banA degA? kyA jIvana kI samasyAeM ugra banakara hamAre sAmane nahIM nAcane lageMgI? ye prazna svAbhAvika haiM aura ye pratyeka vyakti ke mastiSka meM TakarAte haiN| jaba hama vicAra kI bhUmikA meM jIte haiM aura vicAra se pare kI bAta socate haiM, taba vicAra avazya TakarAte haiN| vicAra kA kAma hai ttkraanaa| jaba hama nirvicAra meM cale jAte haiM taba ye sAre prazna nahIM ttkraate| jo bhAva-tantra meM calA jAtA hai, usake mastiSka meM ye prazna nahIM TakarAte kintu jaba AdamI bhAva-tantra kI ora calane kI bAta socatA hai, taba hI ye prazna TakarAne lagate haiN| kyoMki yaha socanA bhI vicAra kA kAma hai aura TakarAnA bhI vicAra kA kAma hai| vicAra vicAra se avazya ttkraaegaa| vicAra vicAra meM avazya hI saMgharSa hogaa| isa prazna kA samAdhAna maiM apanI bhASA meM dUM to Apako kaisA hI lgegaa| kyoMki merI abhivyakti kI bhUmikA aura Apake samajhane kI bhUmikA meM antara hai| jo bAta dhyAna kI bhUmikA para samajhI jAnI cAhie, vaha bAta tarka kI bhUmikA para, vicAra kI bhUmikA para samajhI jAe to kaThinAI ho sakatI hai| mujhe yahI kaThinAI kA anubhava ho rahA hai| maiM yadi samajhAUM to bhI bAta samajha meM nahIM aaegii| lezyA : eka preraNA hai jAgaraNa kI 225
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________________ eka kuzala vaktA bolane ke lie maMca para Akara khar3A huaa| vaha bolA- 'maiM jo kahanA cAhatA hUM, yadi Apa use jAnate haiM to mujhe kucha kahane kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai| yadi Apa use nahIM jAnate haiM to mujhe kahane kI jarUrata hI kyA hai?' itanA kahakara vaha baiTha gyaa| lagatA hai, maiM bhI ruka jaauuN| baiTha jAUM, yadi Apa usa bAta ko samajhate haiM to phira mujhe samajhAne kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai aura nahIM samajhate haiM to mujhe samajhAne kI AvazyakatA hI kyA hai? kintu vyavahAra kA prazna sAmane AtA hai| vyavahAra yahI kahegA ki samajha meM nahIM AtA hai to bhI samajhAyA jaae| vyavahAra vyavahAra kI bhUmikA para calatA hai| vaha nizcaya kI bhUmikA kA sparza nahIM krtaa| nizcaya kI bhUmikA alaga hai aura vyavahAra kI bhUmikA alaga hai| hama saba vyavahAra se jur3e hue jI rahe haiN| jaba taka zarIra hai taba taka vyavahAra ko tor3A nahIM jA sktaa| isa zarIra ke rahate koI bhI vyakti sarvathA vyavahArAtIta nahIM ho sktaa| jo zarIra ke rahate vyavahArAtIta banane kI bAta socatA hai, vaha bhrama meM hai| vaha svayaM ko bhI dhokhA detA hai aura dUsare ko bhI dhokhe meM DAlatA hai| zarIra ke rahate vyavahAra ko nahIM chor3A jA sktaa| zarIra chUTegA, vyavahAra apane Apa chUTa jaaegaa| jaba taka zarIra hai zarIra ko calAnA hai| jIvana kI yAtrA ko calAnA hai to sAtha-sAtha vyavahAra ko bhI calAnA hogaa| maiM mAnatA hUM ki bhAvazuddhi kI sAdhanA karane vAle vyakti kA vyavahAra TUTatA nahIM, kintu vaha vAstavika bana jAtA hai| vyavahAra vighaTita nahIM hotaa| vyavahAra saphala hotA hai| isako samajhane ke lie gaharAI meM jAnA hogaa| eka hai ghaTanA aura eka hai klpnaa| manuSya jIvana meM kabhI sukha kA anubhava karatA hai aura kabhI duHkha kA anubhava karatA hai| kabhI priyatA kA anubhava karatA hai aura kabhI apriyatA kA anubhava karatA hai| vaha kabhI anukUlatA kA anubhava karatA hai aura kabhI pratikUlatA kA anubhava karatA hai| hamAre sAmane ghaTanA itanI bar3I nahIM hotI, jitanI bar3I hotI hai saMvedanA aura klpnaa| kucha AdamI bahuta saMvedanazIla hote haiM, kalpanAzIla hote haiN| ve choTI-sI ghaTanA ko bhI bar3I banA dete haiM; rAI kA parvata kara dete haiN| jisa vyakti ne saMvedana para niyantraNa pA 226 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ liyA, jisa vyakti ne apanI kalpanAoM para niyantraNa pA liyA usake mana meM aisI zakti kA jAgaraNa hotA hai ki vaha parvata ko bhI rAI banA DAlatA hai| parvata jitanI bar3I ghaTanA ko rAI jaisI choTI banA sakatA hai| ghaTanA kabhI bar3I nahIM hotii| bar3I hotI hai hamArI saMvedanA aura bar3I hotI hai hamArI anubhUti kI prkriyaa| ise maiM eka ghaTanA se spaSTa karUM / ghaTanA hai iMglaiNDa kii| eka bAra vahAM senA ke lie anivArya bhartI kI bAta socI jA rahI thii| ghoSaNA hone hI vAlI thI ki sabhI nAgarikoM ko anivAryataH senA meM bhartI honA hogaa| eka vyakti cintita ho utthaa| vaha eka bar3e vyakti ke pAsa jAkara bolA- 'kyA Apako bhaya nahIM lagatA? anivArya bhartI kI ghoSaNA hone vAlI hai| maiM to bahuta ghabarA gayA huuN| merA dimAga kAma nahIM kara rahA hai| kyA Apako bhaya nahIM lagatA?' usane kahA-'bhaya kisa bAta kA? abhI to ghoSaNA hI nahIM huI hai| ghoSaNA ho bhI gaI to kauna jAnatA hai ki ve mujhe senA meM bhartI kara leMge? yadi ve mujhe bhartI kara bhI leMge to kyA patA ki ve mujhe morce para bheja hI deNge| mAna lo ki ve mujhe morce para bheja hI deMge to bhI kyA patA ki mujhe golI lagegI hI aura maiM vahIM para mara jaauuNgaa| yadi golI lagegI aura maiM mara jAUMgA to phira Darane kI jarUrata hI kyA hai| marane ke bAda DaregA kauna? ataH abhI se maiM kalpanA ke bhaya se bhayabhIta honA nahIM caahtaa|| sacamuca ghaTanA kA duHkha nahIM hotaa| ghaTanA ghaTita ho jAtI hai| ghaTanA hameM nahIM staatii| satAtI hai ghaTanA ke duHkha kI klpnaa| hama kAlpanika ghaTanAoM ke dvArA apane lie duHkhoM ke jAla bichA lete haiM aura unameM nirantara phaMse rahate haiN| ghaTanA nahIM satAtI, satAtA hai ghaTanA kA sNvedn| satAtA hai kalpanA kA duHkh| dhyAna karane vAlA vyakti ghaTanA se apane saMvedana ko tor3a detA hai| vaha ghaTanA se jur3A nahIM rhtaa| Apa yaha na mAne ki dhyAna karane vAle meM itanI zakti A jAtI hai ki vaha ghaTanAoM ko roka detA hai| Aja taka na aisA huA hai aura na kabhI hogaa| ghaTanA ko rokA nahIM jA sktaa| ghaTanA se utpanna hone vAle saMvedana ko rokA jA sakatA lezyA : eka preraNA hai jAgaraNa kI 227
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________________ hai| aisA kabhI nahIM hotA ki dhyAna karane vAle meM itanI zakti A jAe ki vaha isa jagat meM nAnA varSoM se ghaTita hone vAlI ghaTanAoM ko samApta kara de aura vaha aisA Izvara bana jAe jisake izAroM para ghaTanAeM ghaTeM aura na ghtteN| aisA kabhI saMbhava nahIM hai| dhyAna kA yaha pariNAma hotA hai ki jo ghaTanAeM ghaTita hotI haiM unake sAtha dhyAna-sAdhaka kI kalpanA nahIM judd'tii| saMvedana nahIM judd'taa| ghaTanA apane sthAna para ghaTita hotI hai aura dhyAna-sAdhaka apane sthAna para sthita hotA hai| na ghaTanA usako chU pAtI hai aura na usakA mana ghaTanA kA sparza kara pAtA hai| dhyAna kA kAma hai-vighaTana karanA, todd'naa| ghaTanA se mana ko tor3a denA, jo jur3A rahatA hai use alaga kara denaa| phira ghaTanA apane sthAna para baiThI rahe aura mana apane sthAna para baiThA rhe| vyavahAra kaise TUTegA? vyavahAra TUTatA hai kalpanAoM ke kAraNa, saMdehoM aura saMvedanAoM ke kaarnn| eka parivAra hai| usameM pAMca-dasa vyakti haiN| sabakI ruci eka nahIM hotii| sabakA cintana eka nahIM hotaa| nAnA ruciyAM, nAnA vicAra aura nAnA cintn| ruci kI bhinnatA ke AdhAra para eka choTI-sI ghaTanA ghaTatI hai| tanAva paidA ho jAtA hai| choTI bAta bhI bar3I bana jAtI hai, rAI kA pahAr3a bana jAtA hai| ghaTanA bar3I nahIM hotii| maiM to yaha mAnatA hUM ki bar3I ghaTanA ne Aja taka duniyA ko nahIM ldd'aayaa| jo mahAyuddha hue haiM, ve bhI choTI-choTI bAtoM ke lie hue haiN| mahAyuddha ke lie bar3I bAteM nahIM hotiiN| - cakravartI bharata ne kahA-'bAhubalI ko merI AjJA mAnanI hogii|' bAhubalI ne kahA-'bAhubalI kisI kI AjJA svIkAra nahIM krtaa|' donoM meM tanAva paidA ho gyaa| bAhubalI AjJA na mAne to bharata ko kyA kaThinAI ho sakatI hai? kauna-sA bar3A anartha ho jAtA hai? bAhubalI apane rAjya meM baiThA thA aura bharata apane rAjya meN| kintu yaha sArA sAmrAjya ahaM ke AdhAra para nirmita hotA hai| sAmrAjya yathArtha ke AdhAra para nirmita nahIM hotaa| ahaM hI sAmrAjya kA nirmANa karatA hai| eka vyakti kA ahaM itanA vistRta ho jAtA hai ki vaha sAmrAjya banAne kA prayatna karatA 228 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ hai / bharata kA ahaM itanA prabala ho gayA ki vaha bhItara jAne ko taiyAra nahIM thaa| kahA jAtA hai ki bharata kA cakraratna bhItara jAne ko taiyAra nahIM thA / ise hama rUpaka mAneM to yaha kahA jA sakatA hai ki bharata ke ahaMkAra kA cakra apanI AyudhazAlA meM jAne ko taiyAra nahIM thA / vaha bAhara hI ghUmane ko vivaza thA / pariNAma yaha huA ki bAraha varSoM taka lar3AiyAM cliiN| yaha isa yuga kA pahalA mahAyuddha thaa| yuddha kA sUtrapAta ho gyaa| choTI bAta ne bhayaMkara rUpa dhAraNa kara liyA / yaha saca hai ki dhyAna karane vAle vyaktiyoM ne vyavahAra kA kabhI vighaTana nahIM kiyA / vyavahAra kA vighaTana una logoM ne kiyA jinhoMne dhyAna kA kabhI abhyAsa hI nahIM kiyaa| logoM meM yaha bhaya hai ki dhyAna kA abhyAsa kareMge to vyavahAra ko tor3anA par3egA yA vyavahAra TUTegA / yadi dhyAna karane vAle vyavahAra ko tor3eMge to ve usI vyavahAra ko tor3eMge jisakI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| sacAI yaha hai ki vyavahAra meM ulajhaneM, samasyAeM aura kaThinAiyAM unhIM logoM ne paidA kI haiM jinhoMne ahaM kI sAdhanA kI hai, dhyAna kI sAdhanA nahIM kI haiN| mujhe Aja taka bhI nahIM lagA ki dhyAna karane vAle vyaktiyoM ke dvArA kahIM bhI vyavahAra kA lopa huA ho, khaMDana huA ho yA vighaTana huA ho / Apa isa bhrAnti ko nikAla deM; yaha bhaya nikAla deM ki yadi dhyAna meM jAeMge to sAmAjika vyavahAra kA kyA hogA? pArivArika vyavahAra kA kyA hogA ? jIvana ke vyavahAra kA kyA hogA ? cetanA ke jAgaraNa kA pahalA lAbha hai ki vyavahAra sundara aura svastha banatA hai | cetanA ke jAgaraNa kA dUsarA lAbha hai ki vyakti acchA jIvana jI sakatA hai aura acchI mauta mara sakatA hai 1 jo vyakti cetanA kA jAgaraNa nahIM karatA, dhyAna meM nahIM jAtA, vaha na acchA jIvana jI sakatA hai aura na acchI mauta mara sakatA hai| jo acchI mauta nahIM mara sakatA, vaha acchA jIvana kaise jI pAegA? jisa vyakti meM jIvana ke prati Asakti hotI hai vaha acchI mauta nahIM mara sakatA aura jo vyakti mauta se DaratA rahatA hai, vaha acchA jIvana nahIM jI sakatA / acchA jIvana jIne ke lie yaha jarUrI hai ki mauta lezyA : eka preraNA hai jAgaraNa kI 226
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________________ kA bhaya mitte| acchI mauta marane ke lie yaha jarUrI hai ki jIvana kI Asakti ttuutte| dhyAna ke dvArA, cetanA ke jAgaraNa ke dvArA ye donoM bAteM ghaTita hotI haiN| jIvana kI Asakti samApta hotI hai aura mauta kA bhaya bhI samApta ho jAtA hai hama cetanA kI usa bhUmikA meM cale jAte haiM jahAM jIvana-maraNa donoM mAtra saMyoga pratIta hote haiN| anitya anuprekSA kA yaha sUtra hai-'jIvana bhI eka saMyoga hai aura mRtyu bhI eka saMyoga hai|' gItA kahatI hai-'jaise manuSya purAne kapar3oM ko chor3akara naye kapar3e dhAraNa karatA hai, vaise hI mRtyu ke bAda AtmA purAne zarIra ko chor3akara naye zarIra ko dhAraNa karatA hai|' marane se Darane kI jarUrata kyA hai? para manuSya mRtyu ke viSaya meM jAnatA hai, sunatA hai; para mRtyu kA nAma sunate hI usakA mana bhaya se bhara jAtA hai| bhaya miTatA nahIM hai, banA hI rahatA hai| upadeza sunane mAtra se bhaya nahIM mitttaa| bhaya miTatA hai cetanA ke jAgaraNa se| AgamoM ne bahuta bar3I sacAI prakaTa kI hai| kintu jaba taka yaha sacAI cetanA meM nahIM jAgegI taba taka Agama aura gItA kI sacAI pakar3a meM nahIM aaegii| mahAvIra ne kahA, buddha ne kahA, kRSNa ne kahA, krAisTa ne kahA, sabane yahI kahA ki mauta avazyaMbhAvI hai; usase mata ddro| usase bhayabhIta mata bno| kintu yaha sacAI taba taka samajha meM nahIM AegI taba taka vyakti anubhava ke stara para pahuMcakara dhyAna ke dvArA apanI cetanA ko nahIM jagA leNge| eka kathavAcaka mahAbhArata kI kathA kara rahA thaa| kathA pUrI hone para usane zrotAoM se pUchA-'kathA kA sAra kyA samajha pAe?' eka bhakta khar3A huA aura bolA- 'maiM itanI bAta samajha pAyA hUM ki jaba zrIkRSNa ne kauravoM se kahA ki pAMDavoM ko pAMca gAMva de do aura pUrA rAjya tuma kro| taba duryodhana ne kahA-'sUcyagramapi no dAsye, binA yuddhena kezava!-kRSNa! binA yuddha kie maiM unako suI ke agrabhAga jitanI bhUmi bhI nahIM dUMgA! isase maiM yaha samajha sakA ki mere adhikAra meM jo dhana-sampatti hai, maiM binA lar3AI ke bhAiyoM ko eka suI mAtra bhI usameM se nahIM duuNgaa| usa vyakti ne ThIka hI smjhaa| jaba taka hama dhyAna ke dvArA apanI zakti ko nahIM jagA lete taba taka uttama se uttama granthoM ko; zAstroM 230 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ kRSNa aura krAisTa ko samajha ko par3ha lene para bhI samajheMge vahI jo apane svArtha ko siddha karane vAlA ho| mahAvIra ko samajhane ke lie mahAvIra kI bhUmikA taka pahuMcanA Avazyaka hai| parantu usa bhUmikA taka pahuMcane meM bahuta samaya lgegaa| itanA to avazya hI ho jAnA cAhie ki sAdhaka usa bhUmikA kI dizA meM prayANa kara de| hama buddha ko samajhanA cAheM, rAma ko samajhanA cAheM, kRSNa aura krAisTa ko samajhanA cAheM yA anya kisI avatAra yA mahAparuSa ko samajhanA cAheM to yadi hama unakI bhUmikA kI dizA meM paira nahIM bar3hAyeMge to unake upadeza kA hama vahI artha grahaNa kareMge jo bhakta ne grahaNa kiyA thaa| jitane vyAkhyAkAroM ne anubhava ke stara para pahuMce binA zAstroM kI vyAkhyAeM kI haiM, unhoMne zAstroM ke artha ke sAtha anyAya hI kiyA hai| unhoMne satya para apanI vyAkhyA kA pardA DAla diyA jisase vyAkhyA par3hane vAlA zAstra kI sacAI taka na pahuMca ske| isalie Avazyaka hai ki hama dhyAna ke dvArA apanI cetanA kA jAgaraNa kreN| jisase ki hama sacAI taka pahuMca sakeM, yathArthatA kA sparza kara skeN| kevala zabdoM ke dvArA vahAM nahIM pahuMcA jA sakatA hai| hajAroM-hajAroM varSa pahale hI zAstragata anubhUtiyoM ko hama zabdoM ke dvArA kaise pakar3a sakate haiM? anubhUti ko pakar3ane ke lie anubhUti ke stara para jAnA jarUrI hai| mahApuruSa kI cetanA ko samajhane ke lie mahApuruSa jaisI cetanA kA nirmANa karanA hotA hai| cetanA kA yaha nirmANa, cetanA kI yaha jAgRti mAtra dhyAna ke dvArA hI saMbhava ho sakatI hai| hama mUrchA ko tor3ane ke lie cetanA ko jgaaeN| isa jAgRti ke dvArA do kArya sampanna hoNge| pahalA kArya hogA karma-taMtra kA zodhana aura dUsarA kArya hogA bhAva-taMtra kA shodhn| cetanA hI eka aisA zastra hai jisake dvArA ye donoM kATe-chAMTe jA sakate haiN| unakA zodhana ho sakatA hai| cetanA ke jAgaraNa kI bAta lezyA ko samajhe binA nahIM samajhI jA sktii| yadi hama dhyAna kA abhyAsa karanA cAheM, adhyAtma kA vikAsa karanA cAheM, adhyAtma kA unnayana karanA cAheM aura adhyAtma ke dvArA samasyAoM ko sulajhAnA cAheM to yaha Avazyaka hogA ki cetanA vyApaka bne| cetanA ko vyApaka banAne kA artha hai cetanA kI padArtha-pratibaddhatA lezyA : eka preraNA hai jAgaraNa kI 231
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________________ ko tor3a denaa| padArtha kA upayoga hogA, kintu cetanA padArtha se pratibaddha nahIM hogii| upayoga karanA aura pratibaddha honA-donoM alaga-alaga bAteM haiN| roTI khAnA padArtha kI upayogitA hai| roTI se baMdha jAnA yaha usakI pratibaddhatA hai| jisakI cetanA jAga jAtI hai vaha bhI roTI khAtA hai| dhyAna karane vAlA sAdhaka roTI khAtA hai, pAnI pItA hai, paisA rakhatA hai| ye jIvana ke Avazyaka upakaraNa haiN| sabake lie jarUrI haiN| dhyAna karane kA yaha artha nahIM hai ki padArtha chUTa jaae| dhyAna se padArtha nahIM chuutttaa| jaba taka jIvana hai taba taka padArtha ko nahIM chor3A jA sktaa| AdhyAtmika hone kA yaha artha nahIM hai ki bhautika chUTa jaae| bhautika nahIM chuutttii| padArtha kA upayoga nahIM chUTatA, kevala padArtha kI pratibaddhatA chUTa jAtI hai| vaha sAdhaka padArtha se baMdhA nahIM rahatA, padArtha ke caMgula meM phaMsA nahIM rhtaa| cetanA ke jAgaraNa kA yaha mukhya pariNAma hai| usameM padArtha kI upayogitA zeSa rahatI hai, pratibaddhatA samApta ho jAtI hai| samasyA kA mUla pratibaddhatA hai, upayogitA nahIM, dhyAna se cetanA ko jAgRta karane para vyavahAra sIdhA aura sarala bana jAtA hai, vyavahAra kI ulajhaneM samApta ho jAtI haiM, vyavahAra nizcala ho jAtA hai| koI bhI usa vyakti ko khulI pothI kI bhAMti par3ha sakatA hai| yaha sacAI hai ki saphala jIvana jIne ke lie; mUdu aura nizcala vyavahAra ke lie adhyAtma cetanA kA jAgaraNa jarUrI hai| Antarika vikAsa aura zakti ke jAgaraNa ke lie, jJAna ke avarodha ko samApta karane ke lie, antarAya kI caTTAna ko tor3ane ke lie aura mUrchA kI durbhedya dIvAra ko girAne ke lie cetanA kA jAgaraNa Avazyaka hai| jIvana-vyavahAra ko sukhamaya, kalahamukta aura mRdu banAne ke lie bhI adhyAtma kI cetanA ko jagAnA jarUrI hai| jo vyakti dhyAna kI sAdhanA ke lie upasthita haiM, ve saba bhrAntiyoM ko pAra kara, Ane vAle tArkika praznoM meM na uljheN| ve gahare meM utarakara satya kA sAkSAtkAra kareM, anubhava ko pradhAnatA deM aura sacAI kA svayaM anubhava kreN| unheM dUsaroM para nirbhara nahIM honA hai| unakA sUtra hai-'appaNA saccamesejjA'-svayaM satya ko khojo, kevala dUsare kI mAnakara mata clo| 232 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ jaba svayaM satya ko khojane kI bAta antazcetanA taka baiTha jAegI; jaba hama dhyAna ke dvArA anubhava ke stara taka pahuMca jAeMge, usa dina hamArI Antarika mUrchA aura vyavahAra kI samasayAeM samApta ho jAeMgI aura hama saphala aura Anandamaya jIvana jIne meM sakSama ho skeNge| prazna 1. dhyAna kI gaharAI meM jAne vAle kucha sAdhaka haMsane laga jAte haiM, rone laga jAte haiM, unheM vastroM kA bhAna bhI nahIM rahatA, kyA yaha AdhyAtmikatA hai? uttara-jaba sAdhanA meM mUrchA kA sAtha hotA hai, taba aisI ghaTanAeM ghaTatI haiM, kintu jAgarUkatA kI sthiti meM aisA nahIM ho sktaa| yaha saca hai ki manuSya meM haMsane kA bhAva bhI hai, rone kA bhAva bhI hai, kapar3e pahanane kI Adata bhI hai| haMsanA, ronA sUkSma bhAva haiM aura kapar3e pahananA sthUla bhAva hai| maiM mAnatA hUM ye saba sammohana ke prayoga haiN| sammohana ke prayoga se haMsAyA jA sakatA hai, rulAyA jA sakatA hai| kyoMki ye vRttiyAM to manuSya meM haiM hii| prayoga kiyA aura ye prakaTa ho jAtI haiN| jahAM cetanA ko jagAne kA prazna hai vahAM ina vRttiyoM kA isa prakAra recana karane kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| yaha ThIka hai ki inakA recana karanA hogaa| haMsane kA, rone kA, bhaya kA-ina sabakA recana karanA hai| kintu yaha jarUrI nahIM hai ki haMsAkara hI haMsane kA recana karAyA jAe, rulAkara hI rone kA recana karAyA jAe yA bhoga yA abrahmacarya meM hI le jAkara hI kAmavAsanA kA recana karAyA jaae| recana kI bahuta-sI prakriyAeM haiN| binA haMse haMsane kA recana ho jaaegaa| binA roe rone kA recana ho jaaegaa| do paddhatiyAM haiN| eka hai mUrchA kI pddhti| dUsarI hai jAgaraNa kI pddhti| yadi hama jAgaraNa ke upAyoM ko kAma meM lAte haiM to vahAM haMsane kI, rone kI jarUrata nahIM hotii| hajAroM-hajAroM sAdhakoM ne satya kI sAdhanA kI, satya kA sAkSAtkAra kiyA, ve jAgaraNa kI prakriyA se cale aisA ullekha nahIM milatA ki ve bahuta haMse yA bahuta roe| ronA-haMsanA mUrchA kI prakriyA hai| mUrchA ki prakriyA meM recana karAyA jAtA hai usake bhoga ke dvaaraa| ronA bhoga hai aura haMsanA bhI bhoga hai| jo bhItara hai usakA lezyA : eka preraNA hai jAgaraNa kI 233
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________________ / bhoga hai / bhoga ke dvArA recana karAne kI paddhati mUrcchA kI paddhati hai binA bhoga karAe, maMdavIrya banAkara una vRttiyoM kI nirjarA kara denA, recana kara denA jAgaraNa kI prakriyA hai / prazna 2. bhAva aura bhAvanA meM kyA antara hai? uttara - bhAva eka nirhita saMsthAna hai / jaba bhAva prakaTa hotA hai taba vaha bhAvanA bana jAtA hai / bhAva kI abhivyakti hI bhAvanA hai| prazna 3. kucheka vanaspatiyoM ke jIvoM kI mUrcchA carama sImA taka pahuMcI huI hotI hai / ve jIva bAra-bAra usI vanaspati meM janma lete haiM aura marate haiN| kyA unake bhI uddhAra kA koI mArga hai? 1 uttara - jaba taka gAr3ha mUrcchA bacI rahatI hai, taba taka uddhAra kA koI mArga nahIM hai / yaha styAnarddhi mUrcchA jaba TUTatI hai taba mArga milatA hai / isake TUTane ke do kAraNa haiM - kAlalabdhi aura sAdhanA / eka hai svAbhAvika aura dUsarA hai prayatnajanya / isa gaharI nIMda ke TUTane meM kAla hI kAraNa banatA hai / kAlalabdhi se aisA paripAka hotA hai ki bhItara hI bhItara mUrcchA TUTane lagatI hai / jaba mUrcchA TUTatI hai taba una jIvoM kA utkramaNa hotA hai / ve dUsarI yoniyoM meM janma lene kA vikAsa kara lete haiM / prazna 4. ghaTanA ke sAtha kalpanA ko nahIM jor3anA - isakA tAtparya kyA hai ? isase kyA lAbha hotA hai? uttara- ghaTanA ke sAtha kalpanA ko na jor3ane kA artha hai ki sukha-duHkha kA saMvedana nahIM karanA, kintu sacAI kI sacAI to jAnanA hI hogA / vaha vyakti ghaTanA ko ghaTanA jAnegA, usake lie upAya bhI karegA, para sukha-duHkha kA anubhava nahIM kregaa| par3osI ke ghara corI ho gii| yaha eka ghaTanA hai| isake sAtha mana itanA nahIM jur3atA hai to duHkha kA saMvedana nahIM hotA / mana thor3A jur3atA hai to duHkha hotA hai / jaba apane ghara corI hotI hai taba usake sAtha mana tIvra rUpa se jur3atA hai / aura saMvedana bhI teja ho jAtA hai / yadi kahIM aura kisI ke corI hotI hai to mana jur3atA hI nahIM aura saMvedana kucha bhI nahIM hotA / kabhI-kabhI dUra kI ghaTanA ke sAtha hamArI sahAnubhUti hotI hai| sahAnubhUti kA artha hai - sApekSatA / yahI 1 234 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ sahAnubhUti kA AdhAra hai| kabhI aisA bhI hotA hai ki jisake ghara corI hotI hai use utanA duHkha nahIM hotA jitanA duHkha dUsare ko hotA hai| isameM mana ke saMvedana kI sabalatA aura nirbalatA hI kAraNa banatA hai| eka bahina kA pati cala bsaa| bahina kA mana majabUta hai| vaha isa anivArya ghaTanA ko sahaja rUpa meM svIkAra karatI hai aura mana ke saMvedana ko ubharane nahIM detii| dUsare loga usa bahina ke pAsa Ate haiN| rote-rote ve apanI sahAnubhUti dikhAnA cAhate haiN| sahAnubhUti honA eka bAta hai aura sahAnubhUti kA pradarzana honA dUsarI bAta hai| ghaTanA kA ghaTita honA sarvathA bhinna bAta hai| bhArata meM bhikhAriyoM ke prati sahAnubhUti ke nAma para bhikhAriyoM kI bhI durdazA aura deza kI bhI durdazA huii| jahAM bhikhAriyoM ke lie vyavasthA kara dI gaI, unake lie kAma kI vyavasthA aura unake jIvana kI vyavasthA kara dI gaI, vahAM saba kucha ThIka ho gyaa| bhikhArI samApta ho ge| sahAnubhUti vAstava meM yaha hai ki vyavasthA kA pariSkAra ho jaae| bahuta bAra vyavasthA kA chalAvA hotA hai, vAstavikatA kI anubhUti nahIM krte| dhyAna ke dvArA eka aisI cetanA kA jAgaraNa hogA ki jahAM jo jaise karanA cAhie, vaha vaise hogA hii| sAtha-sAtha jhUThI bAteM samApta ho jaaeNgii| prazna 5. vyavasthA-taMtra ke kucha niyama hote haiN| sAdhaka sAdhanA karatA hai, vaha vyavasthA-taMtra ke niyamoM ko nibhAe yA apanI sAdhanA kare? uttara-sAdhaka sAdhanA kregaa| vaha vyavasthA kA jitanA upayoga karegA, utane niyama nibhaaegaa| yadi vaha usa bhUmikA para pahuMca jAe ki use vyavasthA kA upayoga karane kI jarUrata nahIM hai to vaha niyamoM ko sarvathA asvIkAra kara degaa| vaha akelA jaMgala meM jAkara sAdhanA kare aura jo kucha sahaja upalabdha ho jAe vaha khAye-pIye to vyavasthA-tantra ke niyamoM kI koI jarUrata hI nahIM hogii| vaha kalpanAtIta sthiti meM calA jAtA hai kintu yadi sAdhaka vyavasthA-taMtra kA upayoga karatA hai to use usake niyamoM ko bhI dhyAna meM rakhanA hogaa| use niyama nibhAne pdd'eNge| donoM sApekSa bAteM haiN| Aja hI dhyAna prAraMbha kiyA aura Aja hI vyavasthA-tantra ko nakAra diyA-yaha asaMgata bAta hai| amuka avasthA lezyA : eka preraNA hai jAgaraNa kI 235
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________________ meM pahuMcane para hI vyavasthA-tantra ko nakArA jA sakatA hai| isake lie bahuta taiyArI apekSita hotI hai| prazna 6. kyA AtmA meM sattva, rajas aura tamoguNa prApta hote haiM? AtmA saguNa hai yA nirguNa? uttara. sattva, rajas aura tamas-ye AtmA ke guNa nahIM haiN| ye saba guNa bAhara ke haiM, prakRti ke haiN| AtmA kA guNa hai caitny| isa dRSTi se AtmA saguNa hai aura zeSa sattva Adi AtmA ke guNa nahIM haiM-isa dRSTi se AtmA nirguNa hai| _AtmA ke mukhya tIna guNa haiM-caitanya, zakti aura aannd| caitanya hai vahAM zakti hai aura zakti hai vahAM Ananda hai| 236 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ . ga zArIrika, bhAvanA AbhAmaMDala varNa aura zabda prakampanoM ke hI stara haiN| ve eka-dUsare meM badale jA sakate haiN| 'AroTaoNna' mazIna se varNa ko sunA jA sakatA hai| sAta raMga haiM aura sAta svara haiN| unakA zarIroM para prabhAva par3atA hai| raMgoM kA zArIrika, bhAvanAtmaka, mAnasika aura AdhyAtmika prabhAva par3atA hai| raMga niSedhAtmaka hai aura prakAza vidhyaatmk| raMga kevala prakAza kA hI eka vibhAgIya hissA hai| yaha 46vAM prakamapana hai| eNDokrAina vyavasthA aura cakra vyavasthA eka hI hai| pratyeka eNDokrAina avayava kA apanA raMga hai| raMga ke AdhAra para usako sakriya banAyA jA sakatA hai| prakAza prakampana hai| dRzya prakAza 4svAM prakampana hai| yahI raMga hai| dRzya prakAza meM jo vibhinna raMga dRSTigocara hote haiM, ve vibhinna prakampanoM ke AdhAra para hote haiN| lAla raMga ke eka sekeNDa meM 436 kharaba prakampana hote haiN| vAyaleTa (baiMganI) raMga ke eka sekeNDa meM 731 kharaba prakampana hote haiN| raMga roga-nivAraNa kA sAdhana hai, kyoMki yaha zarIra ke asaMtulana ko ThIka karatA hai| raMga zarIra kA svAbhAvika bhojana hai, kyoMki jo bhojana vanaspati jagat se prApta hotA hai, vaha saghana avasthA meM raMga hI hai| * zarIra ke pratyeka avayava ko kriyAzIla rakhane ke lie vibhinna raMga haiM aura unako suSupta rakhane ke lie bhI aneka raMga haiN| lAla raMga (Red) yaha agni tattva hai| yaha nAr3I-maMDala aura rakta ko sakriya banAtA AbhAmaMDala 236
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________________ hai / yaha jJAnavAhI nAr3iyoM ko kriyAzIla banAtA hai| pAMcoM indriyoM kI kriyAzIlatA isI raMga para nirbhara karatI hai / yaha serebro - spAinala dravya padArtha ko prerita karatA hai| lAla kiraNeM tApa paidA karatI haiM aura zarIra meM zakti kA saMcAra karatI haiN| ye kiraNeM lIvara aura mAMzapeziyoM ke lie lAbhaprada hotI haiN| lAla raMga mastiSka ke dAyeM bhAga ko sakriya rakhatA hai | lAla kiraNeM zarIra ke kSAra dravyoM ko tor3akara AyonAijezana karatI haiM / isake binA zarIra bAhara se kucha bhI nahIM le sakatA / ye Ayonsa vidyut cumbakIya zakti ke vAhaka hote haiN| manovijJAna kI dRSTi se lAla varNa svAsthyaprada mAnA jAtA hai / yaha pratirodhAtmaka hotA hai / yadi lAla raMga bAra-bAra kAma meM liyA jAe to vaha jvara tathA zaithilya paidA karatA hai / isake sAtha nIle raMga kA yoga honA cAhie / pIlA raMga (Yellow) yaha kriyAvAhI nAr3iyoM ko sakriya aura mAMzapeziyoM ko zaktizAlI banAtA hai| yaha svataMtra raMga nahIM hai| yaha lAla raMga aura hare raMga kA mizraNa hai| isameM lAla aura hare raMga ke Adhe-Adhe guNa haiM / yaha mRta seloM ko sajIva bhI karatA hai aura unako sakriya bhI banAtA hai / isameM pojiTiva cumbakIya vidyut hotI hai| yaha vidyut nAr3I maMDala ko zaktizAlI aura mastiSka ko sakriya karatI hai pIlA raMga buddhi aura darzana kA raMga hai, tarka kA nhiiN| isase mAnasika kamajorI, udAsInatA Adi dUra hote haiM / yaha prasannatA aura Ananda kA sUcaka raMga hai 1 nAraMjI raMga (Orange) yaha lAla aura pIle raMga kA mizraNa hai / yaha ina donoM raMgoM se bhI adhika tApa vAlA hai / yaha tApa, agni, saMkalpa aura bhautika zaktiyoM kA vAcaka varNa hai| yaha zvAsa ko prabhAvita karatA hai, aura thAirAiDa glaoNNDa ko sakriya banAtA hai / isa varNa ke prakampana phupphusa ko vistRta 240 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ karate haiM aura balavAna banAte haiN| isase striyoM ke stanoM meM dUdha kI vRddhi hotI hai| yaha penkriyAsa ko sahayoga detA hai| yaha pitta ke mizraNa aura usakI gatizItalA meM sahAyaka hotA hai| isakA manovaijJAnika prabhAva yaha hai :* zArIrika zaktiyoM ko mAnasika guNoM ke sAtha jor3atA hai| * yaha spleen aura pekrinyAs ina donoM cakroM se zakti ko pravAhita karatA hai| * yaha vicAra aura mAnasika kalpanAoM kA sUcaka varNa hai| * yaha prema, prasannatA, bhAvanAoM kI saMjIvatA aura yogakSema kI bhAvanA ko banAe rakhatA hai| * yaha etharika-baoNDI ko zaktizAlI banAtA hai| harA raMga (Green) yaha nAiTrojana gaisa kA varNa hai| yaha zAnti kA varNa hai| yaha mAnasika zAMti aura zArIrika svAsthya ke lie upayogI hai| yaha mAMzapeziyoM, haDDiyoM tathA selsa ko zaktizAlI banAtA hai| yaha rakta-cApa aura rakta-vAhinI nAr3iyoM ke tanAva ko kama karatA hai| thake vyakti ko prAraMbha meM harA raMga lAbhaprada hotA hai, parantu bAda meM yaha hAnikAraka hotA hai| yaha picyUTarI glaiNDa ko sakriya karatA hai, mAMzapeziyAM aura TisyU kA nirmANa karatA hai| aura seksa ko ubhAratA hai| yaha kITANunAzaka, eNTIsepTika mAnA jAtA hai| jaba vyakti meM bhAvanAtmaka gar3abar3I hotI hai taba hare raMga kI kiraNeM mastiSka para DAlakara cikitsA kI jAtI hai| yaha zakti, yauvana, anubhava, utpAdana, AzA aura navajIvana kA pratIka varNa hai| sAtha-sAtha yaha IrSyA-dveSa aura aMdha-vizvAsa kA sUcaka bhI hai| nIlA raMga (Blue) isakA prabhAva mukhya rUpa se rakta para hotA hai| yaha rakta ke lie TaoNnika hai| yaha zakti-saMvardhana, zIta, vidyutIya aura saMkucana guNa se yukta AbhAmaMDala 241
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________________ hai| isase raktacApa bar3hatA hai, nAr3iyAM saMkucita hotI haiN| jaba rakta adhika sakriya aura tApayukta ho jAtA hai taba use sAmanya banAne ke lie isa raMga kA upayoga kiyA jAtA hai| yaha nAr3I-saMsthAna kI uttejanA ko kama karatA hai| bhAvanAtmaka sthitiyoM meM yaha hare raMga se adhika lAbhadAyaka hotA hai| yaha dhyAna aura AdhyAtmika vikAsa kA sUcaka varNa hai| yaha mana ko zAnta karatA hai, vizuddhi cakra ko sakriya karatA hai| yaha vyakti ko svArthIpana se dUra haTAkara sAmAjika banAtA hai aura use pAripAzvika vAtAvaraNa ke anukUla banAtA hai| dasa minaTa taka nIle raMga kI taraMgoM se vyakti thakAna mahasUsa karane lagatA hai| nIle kapar3e aura nIle pharnIcara vyakti ko thakAna kI anubhUti karAte haiN| yadi isake sAtha dUsare raMgoM kA mizraNa ho to koI Apatti nahIM hotii| yaha satya, samarpaNa, zAMti aura prAmANikatA tathA Antarika jJAna aura pratibhA jJAna kA sUcaka varNa hai| jAmunI raMga (Indigo) yaha varNa thAirAiDa glaiNDa ko niSkriya banAkara perAthAirAiDa glaoNNDa ko sakriya karatA hai| yaha mAMsapeziyoM kI zakti ko bar3hAtA hai, rakta ko zuddha karatA hai aura zvAsa-ucchvAsa ko manda karatA hai| rogI kisI raMgIna cazme se jAmunI raMga kI ora ekaTaka dekhatA hai aura sajaga rahate hue apane zArIrika avayava ke darda ke prati zUnya ho jAtA hai| yaha jAmunI raMga usakI cetanA ko itane UMce prakampanoM taka pahuMcA detA hai ki usa sthiti meM use apane zarIra kA bhI bhAna nahIM rhtaa| yaha varNa sUkSma zarIroM kI Antarika vidyut ko tathA sahasrAra cakra ko niyaMtrita karatA hai| yaha bhautika, bhAvanAtmaka tathA AdhyAtmika stara para dRSTi, zravaNa aura sugaMdha kI zakti ko prabhAvita karatA hai| 242 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ yaha UparI mastiSka ko poSaNa dene vAlA raMga hai / yaha pitta ko prabhAvita karatA hai, kAryavAhI nAr3I maMDala ko susta banAtA hai| yaha rakta kI zuddhi aura haDDiyoM kI vRddhi meM sahAyaka hotA hai| hiMsAtmaka pAgalapana se chuTakArA pAne ke lie yaha varNa bahuta upayogI / yaha preraNAdAyaka aura atyadhika bhUkha para niyantraNa sthApita karane meM sahayoga detA hai / yaha svAsthya kA pratIka aura svAdhiSThAna cakra ko saMyamita karatA hai / kucha vidvAn mAnate haiM ki baiMganI prakAza dhyAna meM dasa gunA acchA hotA hai| Adhe kAMca se baiMganI prakAza DAlA jAya to dhyAna - zakti meM vikAsa hotA hai / halkA pIlA yA harA pIlA ( Leman) yaha mastiSka ko uttejita karane vAlA varNa hai / thAimasa glaiNDa meM yUreniyama hotA hai / yaha zArIrika saMvardhana meM sahAyaka hotA hai| jaba yUreniyama pUrA ho jAtA hai, taba vRddhi ruka jAtI hai / yaha raMga thAimasa glaiNDa ko sakriya banAtA hai| isameM hare aura pIle raMga donoM raMgoM ke guNa hote haiM / cakra aura varNa 1. mUlAdhAra isakA varNa pIlA aura tattva pRthvI hai / suSumnA yahAM khulatI hai aura kuMDalinI kA praveza yahAM se hotA hai| 2. svAdhiSThAna isakA varNa nAraMjI aura tattva jala hai / isI ke dvArA orA - AbhAmaMDala kA nirmANa hotA hai / yaha cakra sUrya kI kiraNoM tathA AlTrA-vAyaleTa prakAza kI kiraNoM se oNksIjana ke sAtha vizuddha prANa tattva letA hai / nAr3I - saMsthAna se vaha prANa- tattva sAre zarIra meM pravAhita hotA hai| atirikta tathA kAma meM le AbhAmaMDala 243
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________________ liye gae aNu camar3I ke mAdhyama se bAhara Ate haiN| yahI orA (Auro) hai| pratyeka vyakti meM orA hotA hai, para helo (Halo) kucheka vyaktiyoM meM hI hotA hai| prANa-tattva phupphusa se nahIM kintu zvAsa se sambandhita hai| 3. maNipUra isakA varNa lAla hai| isakA tattva hai-agni| 4. anAhata isakA varNa baiMganI hai| isakA tattva hai-vaayu| 5. vizuddhi isakA varNa jAmunI hai| isakA tattva hai-iithr| 6. AjJAcakra isakA varNa nIlA hai| isakA tattva hai sphed| isI ke Upara ir3A, piMgalA aura suSumnA-tInoM kA milana hotA hai| ir3A kA varNa nIlA, piMgalA kA varNa lAla aura suSumnA kA varNa gaharA lAla hai| 7. sahasrAra cakra isakA varNa harA hai| jaba yaha kriyAzIla hotA hai taba isameM sabhI varNa pAe jAte haiN| kucha jJAtavya * varNa kI sAta kiraNeM dRzya, aneka kiraNeM adRshy| * varNa jIvana ko dIrgha yA hrasva kara sakate haiN| varNoM kA saMtulana dIrgha jIvana detA hai aura asaMtulana mauta detA hai| * raMgoM ke samyak jJAna aura samyak prayoga se jIvana ko zAzvata jaisA banAyA jA sakatA hai| * 'apane Apako jAno' ke sAtha yaha jor3anA cAhie- 'jaisA raMga tumheM batAtA hai vaisA apane Apako jAno'-Know thyself as your colour dictates. 244 AbhAmaMDala
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________________ * * raMga-cikitsA eka pUrNa praNAlI hai| * baccA jaba janma letA hai, taba usase jAmunI raMga bAhara nikalatA hai| vaha tIvratamagati se calatA hai| usakA 'veva leMgtha' nyUnatama hotA hai| jyoM-jyoM vaha bAlaka bar3A hotA hai, prakampana kI nirntrtaa| TUTa jAtI hai| ve laMbe 'veva leMgtha' vAle ho jAte haiN| jaba vaha lAla raMga ke aMtima chora taka pahuMca jAtA hai, 4veM stara para pahuMca jAtA hai, taba usakI mRtyu ghaTita ho jAtI hai| * nAka kI noka para yadi harA raMga na dIkhe to samajha lenA cAhie ki prANI mara gyaa| * manuSya ke hI nahIM, sabhI prANiyoM ke avayavoM ke raMga hote haiN| * manuSya raMga ke 46veM prakampana para jIvita rahatA hai| * nIle raMga ke 46veM prakampana para prayoga karane se roga mukti hotI hai| * 4veM prakampana se Age ke prakampanoM para nIle raMga kA prayoga karane para mRtyu hotI hai| * AMkha ke raMga se AMkha ke rogoM ko jAnA jA sakatA hai| AMkha ke 72 prakAra ke roga haiN| * nAkhUna ke raMga se lIvara kI sthiti ko jAnA jA sakatA hai| zArIrika bImArI pakar3I jA sakatI hai| * * 000
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________________ AcArya mahAprajJa kI pramukha kRtiyAM * mana ke jIte jIta * AbhA maNDala kisane kahA mana caMcala hai * jaina yoga * cetanA kA UrdhvArohaNa * ekalA calo re * merI dRSTi : merI sRSTi * apane ghara meM eso paMca NamokkAro' * maiM hUM apane bhAgya kA nirmAtA samasyA ko dekhanA sIkheM nayA mAnava : nayA vizva * bhikSu vicAra darzana * arham * maiM : merA mana : merI zAnti * samaya ke hastAkSara * AmaMtraNa Arogya ko * mahAvIra kI sAdhanA kA rahasya ghaTa-ghaTa dIpa jale. * ahiMsA tattva darzana * ahiMsA aura zAnti karmavAda * saMbhava hai samAdhAna manana aura mUlyAMkana * jaina darzana aura anekAnta * zakti kI sAdhanA dharma ke sUtra * jaina darzana : manana aura mImAMsA Adi-Adi www.jainelibrary.d
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