Book Title: Yogvinshika Part 01
Author(s): Yugbhushanvijay
Publisher: ZZZ Unknown
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Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yogaviMzIkA bhAga - 1 paNidhAna bhAvadharma pravacanakAraH adhyAtmaguNasaMpanna, paramatatvavid, paramapUjya paMDIta mahArAja yugabhUSaNavijayajI Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yogavizIkA bhAga - 1 * pariNAdhAna bhAvadharma pravacanakAra: adhyAtmaguNasaMpanna, paramatatvavidda, paramapUjya paMDIta mahArAja yugabhUSaNavijayajI Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ||OM TrI zrI pArghanAthAya nmH|| pa.pU. zrI yugabhUSkAviyajI sadawbhyo namall mane vazInA saMpa bAda dharmanA mAM vA ko vikasAvIe to dhyAnmakalyANa thatha vyA tamAma bAbatonuM vizu sAna thayuM. mATe che tAnanA repharansa mATe ja prazvanI vANIne kAraNa Apyo che. - A mU2 5 --- avazrInI vANImAM mArI alpamatinA dA. anAjJA vizae 8 pUjyazrInA bAya virahakoIpama mArAthI bhUla thaI hoya to - vi -. . mitrachAmI dukkaDe mAMguM chuM prastuta lakhANa saMgha abhyAsa bAda ja prastuta padArthonI vizada vIdha thavI. lI.daraddhiAnA jInendra Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ // || OM hI zrI pArzvanAthAya namaH / / 5. pU. zrI yugabhUSAvijayajI sadgurubhyo namaH 77 thIgaviMzI 31 praNidhAna bhAvadharmA anaMta upaDArI, anaMta nAnI, zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jgatanA jIvamAnane anupama yautramArganI prApti karAvavA mATe A dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. govALiyA TaMDa aSADa suda sAtama gatanA jIvamAtrane mukti prApta DazavavA mATe ja A Asana sthApyu che. ApaNe je A graMthanuM vAMcana karavAnA chIe, e graMthanA racayItA prajya sarIbhaTTasUrIzvarajI che. teoe 1444 graMthanI sthApanA karI che. teo mULathI jai na hatA. temAM pahelethI ja vaidIka dharmanA anuyAyI hatAM ane rAjapurIzta hatA. teo khUbaja vilAna hovAnA kArI rAjAne temanA pratye khuba ja mAna hatu. temane jIvanamAM saMsya DaryoM hato ke jenu pUrNa huM jJAna na samajI hu tenA mAre ziSya banavu. no Ara viyAnA pAGgAmI ghuraMdhara vidvAna jJAnI hatA. eka divama yAdInI nAmanA sAdhvIjI yAgano abhyAsa karI rahyA havA, teo uMcA avAjathI zlokonuM paThana karI rahyA hatA, te vakhate rAjapurohita mArga uparathI pasAra thaI rahyA hatA. te vakhate A zlokonA pAribhASika zabdo temanA kAne paDyA . bAma to temanI vitatAmAM nAMDA karI nAkAya tema na hatuM. paraMtu vAvanA pAribhASika zabdI hovAnA kAraNe temane ThaMI samaja na paDI. jIvanamAM pahelIja vAra potAnI vitatAnI zaMkA thaI. tethI sAdhvIjI mahArAja pAse jaIne kahe che ke mane bA lIkanI artha samajAvo. sAdhvIjI mahArAja paNa vivekI ane jJAnI hovAnA kAraNe kahe che, ke tamAre artha samajyo kotha to tame amArA AcArya pAse jAva. rAjapuroAi kahyu ke mAre evI pratijJA che ke tenuM jJAna huM samajI na lADu tenA mAre ziSya banavuM. jo ke bhA pratijJA temane jAheramAM nahotI lIdhI, mATe jaNAvyu na hota to paNa 5-4-95 budhavAra che Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cAlata. paNa pAra khuba ja pramANika viDrAna jJAnI hatA. mATe ja temaNe potAnI pratinA jagAvI. A pratijJAnA kAraNe temane sAdhvIjInA ziSya thavu hatuM. paraMtu ApaNA vyAsanamAM puruSavarga dharmArthAryanA grAmya banI zaI. tethI temane AcArya mahArAja pAse mokalyA. bhane temano jaina zAsana sAthe saMbaMdha thayo. dhama isthAyI baiyuM 3 lAyaka ane mAnI jIva che, ane AvA jIvo e vyAsanI maLe to bahu sAruM thAya tethI temane temane dInA ApI, ane tethI jaina vyAsanane dariAsurI jevuM vitAna, jJAnI evuM aNamola ratna maLyuM. ane daribhasUrIe temAMthI jaina darzananuM mAmaNa meLavyuM. dIbha sUrIne jina AgamAM maLyAM pachI lakhyuM ke koipaNa vyakti jana mAgI vinA potAnI ulhAra karI ke nahI amane paNa mAgaNI na maLyA hota to mA saMsArarupI sumuDhamAM kyAMya phLI gayA hota. mATe A tatvajJAnanI prApti vagara dareka AtmAne bhayaMsphUra nukzAna thavAnI zakyatA che. emane be sITe A tatvajJAnanI Thera Thera prAthA karI che. svAdhyAyu ApaNA jIvananuM rtavya che. cA tatvajJAnanI pakha tyAre Ave jyAre ApaNe temA khapI jaIe. ane temAM ja khapI majA che. mahApuruSoe A zAstronI be moDhe yezA karI che. ApaNA zAstrI tatane paNa prabhAvIta karIthAkyA mATe vicArajo ApaNane kevuM vvAsana maLyu che. A graMthanA pahelA blokano bhApaNe vicAra karIe zIDA eTale vIsa loka ane thogavizIDA eTale jemAM yogamArganuM sAMgopAMga varNana che te. yoga zabda atyAre bahu ja pracalIta che, paraMtu atyAre yoga vAbdano artha prAzana tarIke karAya che, jaimake 5mAsana vagerene atyAre yoga kahevAmAM Ave che, paraMtu A eka bhrama che. Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ A vAstavIka thIgano artha nathI. " mauna yonAthar". nA bIra joke tenuM nAma yoga, yoga abhyane mukti sAthe joDe che mAnI sAthe yaujana kare tenuM nAma yoMga che, - sau eTaleM mIta le maNanama parama AnaMdanI sArtha jela mokSa - mAna agAu sAgara eTarse mokSa ApaNane atyAre mIlanA sukhanI jAMkhI paNa khAvI nathI.-- zAhe Ane mokSanI paricaya thayo nathI. have jyAre sulinI ja khabara nathI tI mukita meLavavAnA sAdhananI to vAta ja karyo pachI 1 tenI tI vyAMthI khabara hItha ApakAne covIse kulA bhaMsAranuM sukha dekhAtha che. ApaNA manano svabhAva che ke tene covIme kalAka ane joIe che. paNa sAco AnaMda zuM che tenI khabara ja nathI. akabaMda eTale ja mota che. mokSanI artha baMdhanamAMthI chuTakA. ATale AtmAno sarva baMdhanamAMthI icchA thAya, enuM nAma mohe paraMtu aMtyAre mApagnane baMdhana baMdhana dekhAtA nathI. mATe ja ApaNe spaSTa samajI levI paDe. Apane karmanA vipaDanI anubhava karIe chIe, jema ke deha - paheluM baMdhana che. InDeiyI, mana, deTa jIvatA bhUganA baMdhana che. paraMtu atyAre ApaNI buddhimAM alpaSTatA che, jethI ya e duHkhanuM mAdhana che chatAM paNa ApaNane dekhAtuM nathI. vivAra savanI jazerIyAta keTalI kA zarIranA problemsano kayAMya aMta nathI chatA pakA mApanane hI baMdhana, baMdhana nathI lAgatA. anaMtakAthI AtmA A baMdhanamAMthI pasAra thayo che. ane jupaNa AtmA ne majabuta karI rahyo che. Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mIlamAM amArIrI, amananIya ane InDiyahIna avasthA che. AtmAne lAgalA baMdhanathI chuTakAro jhI Talle maudha, jo ke atyAre saukAmAM sukha dekhAtuM nathI, kA2kA maukanuM sukha e judI kvolITInuM che. ne saMsAranuM sukha game tene mIThA game kharI? pachI kadAca tamane te majanuM sthAna lAgatu hauya to ene meLavo che ne meLavo te pachI vAta, paNa covIse kalAka yAda to chAvuM kharuM ne? paraMtu atyAre mAtmAne A saMsAramAM je Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi che, te upAdhimAMthI chuTakArI prApta karavI nathI, jhAraNake tene A saMsAramAM ja sukha dekhAya che. - - - - mATe jyAre jIvane mIkanI khANa thaze, tyAre tene te meLavavAnI talapa ane tarasa lAgI pachI to mainu nAma sAMbhaLatAM AnaMda AnaMda thI. ane pachI ja tene paramAtmAnI bhakitamAM AnaMda Avaze. mIkSa ane paramAtmAno dharma che. jyAM sudhI maunI. oLakhaNa thAya nahI tyAM sudhI paramAtmA tatvanI prApta thatI nathI. mA AnaMdanI parAkASTAne mArI rahyA che. bhautika sukhanA sAdhanathI vicArI AnaMdanuM sukha mo chejyAre ApaNA zAstrAmAM nirdoSa sukha ne ne che. vikArI sukha ceTa mA pahelA paga, ane pachI temAM thoDI haLavAza lAvavAthI je , sukha maLe e sukhane vidArI sukha kahyuM che . dA.ta. tame vIDI, TIvI jotA hova tyAre tamane sukhanI anubhava thAya che, paNa Ama vicArIe, tyAre zarIrane sukha maLatu nathI, peTa bharAtu nathI. A badhuM sukha TIma ane AbhAsI hovAM chatAM . paNa lIDa lAkha rUpiyA temAM khare che. jJAna temAMthI mAnasika sukha maLe che. ApaNA manamAM vAsanA, tRSNA vihAra bharelA paDyA che. je AvaigI dvArA ucherAya che. pachI maine zAMta pADI tyAre tamane Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * zAMti lAgI che, nAma ja vivAhI sukha che. baTale ke pahelA tRSA, vikArane taMga karavA ane pachI tene zAMta pADavA. paraMtu jemAM sIbI yuti maLatI hItha, tene ja kharI AnaMda kahevAya. sIdhI pti maiTale jemAM pahelA pravRptinI trAsa vaidhyA vagara dhyAna thAya te.. - A dudhyiAmAM java maga sukhane jhaMkhe che. paNa tene sAcA sukhanI kalpanA nathI. mATe ja tene vikArI sukhamAM sukha dekhAya che. paraMtu makAna je sAcuM sukha che ne te dekhAtuM nathI.--- - - Itika sukha e dukhanI paDachAthI che. mATe temAM kha ane sukha bane sAthe . jema mANasa ane tenI pasothI sAthe ya tema.---- , bhautika sukha saMkhano paryAya che. A - bhautika sukha duHkhanI avasthA che. ' mATe mAkhI saMsAra khopathAra, dukhapratikA2 che. nAstI pAka A vAtano InkAra karI zake tema nathI. dAta. sukha lAgyA pachI ja ' ApaNe khAvA vasIe to pti maLe. bhUkha nArIya ane sAme game teTaluM khAvAnuM saDIe to pachI kaMTALI mANe che. A AkhA saMsAramAM dIva laIne gotavA jaIcche to pachI bhAthI AnaMda kyAMyathI , - maLavAnI nathI. paraMtu DannIyA jeTalo paNa sAcI AnaMda pAmazI to ja thaze. ane jyAre pradhAnaMda prApta karI tyAre mIkSa pAmazo. sabhA-zarIra, Indriya vagara bAnnA rahIzarTa kharI bhAva che koI nI nathI, paraMtu javAnu te sAdhana che. jenAthI ApaNI mAtmA che. jema ghaDapakamAM vyakti lAkaDI laIne cAle che, chatAM lAkaDI te vyakitane upADe che ke vyakti Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lAkaDIne upADe che. lADIe to samaya che sAdhana che. ema AmA ApaNane calAve che... - ; sAdhananI jarU2 durbalane paDe che, je divase ApanI nabaLAI jatI zekI te divase sAdhananI ksa2 paDavAnI nathI, 'atyAre Apa mAtmA kilDa-nirbaLa che. eTale ApaNane IjInI jarura paDe mATe atyAre ApaNe sAdhanarUpI zarIrane mukhya banAvyuM che, - paNa ThIkatamAM A zarIranuM sarjana annA kare che, ane A zarIrathI viyogapaNa mAtmA kare che, mATe A AtmA zIta che. mATe ja momAM zarIranI jarUra nathI. paraMtu saMsAra ApaNA zarmathI baMdhAyelI che. Ama to mAtmAnI zakita macI che. te paraMtu ApaNe AtmAnI anaMta hAlinI thAre paka vicAra karyo otell. AnaMdanI jarurIyAtanuM nAma yoga che. ane tenI pAchaLanuM nAma mota che. Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ phakA - pazI yugabhuSaNavijaya saguruthvI nama7 - tAka , ryogavilIul govALiyA TeDa - magadhanA -- anaMta upakrArI ane jJAnI zrI tIrthase paramAAmI chAtanA samagra bhUvuM mAnIne pudgalAnaMdamAMthI mukata karI AnmAnaMdI karavA mATe vatInI sthApanA kare che. - mahApuruSonI 8STIe jIvanamAM pAmavA lAyaka che hI tI te sahaja nirdoSa AnaMda che. saMsAramAM lakSma je AnaMda meLavI che. te bhautika AnaMda che, je aupacAriTha , zrAdAbda bolo cho tainI je akasamaja che tene toDavAnI khubaja jora che. naMda harSa, vRpti, aMdarano saMtoSa te dhyAnaMda che. jene bhaugavatAM koI paNa pAsAthI kaMTALo na Ave, pakA satata pharSano anubhava thAya. bharataka jagatamAM TIvI laine gotavA jAva to pachI AvI AnaMda maLe tema nathI. jyAre saMsAranA sukhamAM saMtApa, pIDA, kaMTALo bharelA che. mAM dukhanuM biga ba hatha tevI eka pachI dAkhala namunA rUpa nathI. A je bhaunika sukha bhagavo , temAM Apa pIDA bhogavavI vakhate pIDA ane bhogavyA pachI paNa saMtApa che, khAvAnuM, pIvAnuM. pharavA-pharavAnuM ke mojamajhA che sattAsaMpattinuM DII paNa sukha maiya, koIpakA sArve saMtApa vITAyelI che. juvanamAM tame je pravRti kare che tenuM pRththakara karyuM nathI. make savAranA uvA, ApA khaMkherI, nANA, braza karyuM, cA-pANIno svAda karyA pachI navarA paDyA eTale kutuhalathI chApu vAMcyuM TI.vI aiyu. pachI puruSa bIjhanema pharavA jAya , chokarI skUle jaya, jI rasoI kare, paNa A badhI pravRni zuM kAma karI Ine, temAM maNavo zrAnI zuM che ? kevI rItai maLa hai, ainuM kahI vizleSaNa karyuM nathI. Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. saMsAra e gADarIya dhruvAra che. jyAre navA jamAnAnA AjanA loko gharmane gADarIya pravAha paraMtu zAstrakAro ema Dare che OM saMsAramAM tame je rIte jIvo cho, te gADarIyo pravAda che. dAna. gheTAnuM eDa ToLu cAlyu temAM ekanI pAchaLa bIju gheTu udhuM ghAlIne cAlyuM thaya. tene pAchaLanu khabara nathI, ane Aga pa te kyA jAy che, tenI khabara nathI. gheTAmAM murkhatA bharelI lAge che te gheTAnI AvI mUrkhatA eIne eka bhAIe kahyu ke ame talakhanAmAM Aje je vI maravAnA hatA tene choDAvA gayelA, e vakhate bahAra prANI na dIvAnA ThArI aMdara je jIvIne lai gayA hatA, tene choDAvavA aMdara mokalyA. ame to tyAna thya eine kamakamI udhyA. eka gheTu Ave, irAthI ghA kare mAthu dhaDathI juduM kare, laurInI zerI 63, jevuM eka puruM kare tenI pAchaLa bIju gheTu paNa vagara kare vIne ubhuM rahe, narI ene mautano Dara ja na hoya. gheTAmAM zaiTalI muDhatA hoya che ke AgaLa zuM thAya che teno te vicAra na kare, mATe eka pachI eka Ave ane DabhAIo tene kApyA kare. na mATe kaiTAnA TILA mATe kahevAya chai OM AnA pachI AgaLa zuM thaze? pAchaLanuM zuM thaze ? mAruM zuM thaze1 enI thI ja vicAra na kare. tema tame je pravRtti karI chI te vicArIne karI chI 3 gheTAnI jema sutAthI karI cho ! game tyAM jAtane jhaMpalAvI chI paNa zA mATe zrA pravRtti karI cho tenI javAba che kharo ? mA hoTale luM? mAnI vyAkhyA zuM ? mA Ave che tenI purAvo kharo? A badhAno jvAba maLe kharI nA, mATe emanema jhaMpalAvavAnI ja vAta che ?1 maiM A jaDa jagatamAM AnaMda upalabdha thAya to amAre Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mIThI OM moDhAmA hai adhyAtmanI aui vAta ThavAnI haitI nathI. AtmA canaMtakALathI AnaMda mATe talasI razmI che. je tene managamato zvAnaMda maLI rahe to te bIju koI Icchato nathI, bIjI koi tene jhaMkhanA nathI. A zAzrvata baMne yAnAtana tenI jhaMkhanA che. maiM jhaMkhanAne mArI tI paNa maravAnI nathI karI thI thavAnI nathI. mATe ja te jhaMkhanAne pUrI karavA nAnImIne mUDita banAvI che. mIta eTale bIju koi nathI paNa jIvamAnI abhilASAne pArda karavAno upAya tenuM nAma mIna anaMtakALathI jIvInI mAja jhaMkhanA che. tene paripUrNa kavAnI upAya tai mauna, jIva jevI AnaMda Icche che tene pUrNa rUpe pAmavA tevu ja nAma moDhA. jyAM tenI paryAyavAcI dharavarDa) zabda zuM vAparyAM! mahAnaMda. mahAnaMdaThArI satata avasthA tenuM nAma mauna. AnaMdanI sAgara hiloLA lai racyo che. jemAM cArebAjuthI harSa ane rRptino AnaMda ja hoya. paraMtu jai sukhamAM ratIbhAra paNa kaMTALo hoya tevA mAnaMdI sAdhu sukha kovAya nahI. sukhanI vyAkhyA zuM ? vAjAmAM saraLa bhASAmAM vyAkhyA karI dhairDa sukhanuM nAma e che jenAthI jIva kadIpaNa kaMTALe nahI. paraMtu je sukhamAM che te vAstavIkramAM sukha nathI paga sukhanA nAmathI koI bhAtI vastu jIvana bhaTaThAI gaI che. rAkhyu tame jene sukha mAnya che tenI pAchaLa doDavAmAM vadhuM bAThI 1 ane jene duHkha mAnyu che tenAthI chuTavA doDAdoDI ThavAmAM paNa kAMI lAThI zakhya nathI. sukhanI vAta Ave to muThThIvAkhIne loDo ne! tema duHkhathI pA bhaNI ne mATe bannenuM sarakhuM ja AkarSaNa ane apAka che. Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mA eka cetana tarIkenI vizISatA I. AtmAnA ghaNA lakhImAM mA Tha lakaNa che."je satata sukhane jhaMkhe ane ene nA jhaMkhe tenuM nAma AsA." - AtmA eTala - pItAne jaNa te mAnyA. A duniyAmAM AtmAne choDIne bIju evI koI vastu nathI ke je potAne jaNAvI hIya. svano anubhava hoya aidI koI bhIvika pArtha A duniyAmAM bI1 - - - - - - - - - - - mazInane tame prazna puche to tamArAthI sArA javAba Ape, lATha. sudhI vAta kare, tame vasyA tenA pa2 samIdhA kare , sArAMza lIle , eNvA mazIno che ke nathI mazInI laDAnA samAdhAna karI zake. paNa svano anubhava karI zake kharI? tene AkhI javAba Apyo hoya paka te pata na karI zake che tene zuM jvAba Apyo che. jyAre mAchama vithArI vADe che tene zuM thavA ApavAnI chuM ane Apyo che mATe je AtmAnI vivISatA che te kAMI mazInamAM nathI. zailpha obajharvezana AtmAne kIDIne bIje kyAMya nathI. A wAtamAM AtmAne baratIya padArtha tarIke sthApita karyo che. sArAMzamAM ema kahevAya che. zrImAM cetananI tole koI nathI. tamane huM AtmA che tenuM gaurava che kharA ? tamane sattA, saMpattI 3, gharamAM tathA bahAra thoDo prabhAva, zarIra nirogI, khAvA-pIvAnI bIjI badhI bhagavaDatA hoya eTale dusso chene 27 pujya che. paraMtu pUjyanuM pAchu khale to DhIlA ghesa jevAne? ane pAchA jarA puNyanuM pAsu vahu ke zrAva vadhI gayuM ne bajU thA ja saMsAranuM cavarupa che atyAre tame AtmabaLathI nathI jIvI rahyA paB sanA, vaibhavanA pAvarathI jIvI rahyA chI. jyAre dhirmAtmA tI mAtmabaLathI DI 2he che. pAkI thakAnI sita Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 to zuM ke jarAka moTI ApattI Ave eTale mavAnA vicAra kare, nizazA AvI jAya. jIvavAno ma cAlyI jAya. paraMtu manuSya bhavanA jIvananI atizaya kiMmata che. tenI tamane khabara che ? ApaNA jaina zAstramAM aneka dAkhalA cheThe jIvanamAM apAra vipattI bhAvI hoya paNa temane kyAMya AvA vicAro na cAvyA hoya. pApaNane bAhya anu khatAthI jIvana bharyuM lAge che. zAstramAM strIonA dAkhalA paNa che jema caMdanabAlA gaIkAla sudhI rAjamahelamAM mahAlavA hatA. paraMtu pachIthI aDadhI rAte bhAvu paDyu. pitAnuM maraNa thayuM. tyAMthI bhAgatAM bhAgatAM sipAIonA hAthamAM jhaDapAyA che. grAsakta aivA AnI sipAInA hAthamAM phasAyA che. ziyaLanuM jokhama lAgavAthI mAtA sau jIna tharIne gamI gayA. Ama janatAmAM mAtApitAnu mRtyu thayu. rAjavaibhava gathI chatAM caMdanavALAe AMkhamAMthI eka TIpu nI pADyu. satva, manobaLa temanuM kevu haze ! saMvI sItAne paNa upara brAbha ne nIce gharanI chatAM paNa maravAnA vicAra temane AvyA nathI. kAraNa? temanI pAse dharma pAmyAthI khIlelu baLa che. mATe ja AvA saMyogomAM prathA aDIkhama rahI che. tamane to zuM thAya bATalI dharma Da chatAM Avu du:kha Avyu ? jyAre bIjA pApa kare chatAM temane lahera che. ane dharmIne tyAM dhADa paDe che, tethI dharma mATe zuM bhAva thayo? jyAre bhInAjune to AvA kaparA saMyogomAM paNa dharma guMjI rahyo che. temane saMdezo maLyo hai - zIkharajInI jAtrA karavA jvAnuM che. mATe jaladIthI cAla rAmacanTe rastAmAM maLaze. pote patinA lakkI che mATe vicAra karyA vagara taiyAra thaIne cAlyA che. ratha jyAgaLa cAlyo, jaMgala Avyu paNa svAmInAthanI tha teo dekhAtA nathI, ane zaMkhajI paNa dekhAtu nathI. mATe vicAramAM Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paDI gayA che. zrALa gADha jaMgalamAM senApati zya ubho rAkhe che. jamIna khotare che pachI kAMI ja bolato nathI. mATe dhyAga karI sItAjI pache che tyAre kahe che mAruM nasIba keTaluM kharAba che. amane zrAvuM DAma karavAnuM AvyuM che. havAmInAthanI sevA kaa sivAya amAre ghaTako nathI. pauta AjJAMkita sevaka che. mATe ghaNA duHkha sAthe che ke gA jaMgalamAM tamAre tyAga karavAnI che, rAmacaMay tamAre tyAga karyo che mATe sathavA Avyo chuM: yA zabdo temane vIjaLI paDyA barAbara che. pote pativratA hovAnA DI pati sivAya siI vicAryuM nathI. mATe AvuM sAMbhaLatAM ja rathamAM bebhAna thaI jAya che. pachI jasata thayA pachI rathamAMthI utaratAM pahelI zabda bole che ke mArA vagara rAja kaI rIte jIvato AmanuM dAMtya jIvana kevuM haze te vicAravA jevuM che. nahIMtara cAvA prasaMge moMmAMthI zuM zabda nIkaLe ? paraMtu sItAjIne khabara che ke , rAmapune mArA para keTalI no che mAre tyAga ThAI mayathI karthI nathI. paka kaTokaTInA saMga kArane ja cUAga karyo hato. rAjA mArA vagara rIjhuvIne marahI. AvI tene vizvAsa che. AvA kaDavA anubhavamAM pachI temane khakhI che. paNa have kare che je vanevAnuM havuM te jUnI gayuM , mainApati sAthe saMdezo mokale che ke ghukuLanI niti nyA manAlIDA che. tame mahAna samrATa thaIne eka paThanI nyAya tINI. banne pakSanI karIyAda sAMbhaLyA pachI nyAya toLAya te tamane khabara che. paraMtu mAthu evu kamabhAgyuM ke mArA jevA uttama puruSane Avu sutha. tame lai nisAthI mArI tyAga karyA pachI madhyAtvInA 32thI, sakhyatvanI tyAga nahIM karatA."vicAraje. temanA hAthe dharma daivI vI have bane nA ja kAkI AvA Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 93 tyAtmabaLathI saMsAramAM jIve che. bhautika sukha temane eie che. sattA, vaibhava, saMpatti, AnaMda, pramoda aiie huM dharmathI maLe che ke bhautika bhaugothI tAM paNa huM nonI le sabhA:- AtmabaLa che OM nahIM kaima khabara paDe sAheba: mAtmabaLathI jIvatA hova to jyAre soTI mAre tyAre khabara paDe. tevA vakhate abhivyakta thayA vagara raTe nahI. vizvAsa Ave tyAre, thAya ke bhautika padArtha kazu ApI zake tema nathI. dharma ja alInI che. teja badhu ApI zake tema che. ane jene A anubhavyu hai temAM kAMi. uthalapAthala thAya 3 ApAchu thAya tau prazna tenA mAtmabaLamAM unI AMca na Ave. tevu kone thAya ! vicAro, thIganI 1 TraSTImAM vyAvela jIvane ja mA TakI zake che. namrutyuAMmAM spaSTa lakhyu che ? abhaya dhyA cappu dayANaM AnI artha zuM? khabara che ? bhayane jItyo ! kau 1 bhagavAne tame bhagavAnanA dhvani karI cho thA karavA jAo tyAre vicAra mAve che te prabhu caivA che ? abhayane vyApanAza che. baudhi ke samaDInI ApanArA che. 6xsara sAMgopAMga namuththAMmAM guMthIne maLyu che. saMsAramAM samaDina pAmavA mATenA sTepamAM 1lI, gIjI, cothI pAMcamI ema TI batAvI che. 1lI daSTI pAmelAna abhayanI prAnanI thAya. paramAtmAnI sevA, bhakti, upAsanA karavA mATe yoganI bhUmiDA pAvI jeIe. A paramAtmA yoganA samrATa che. yoganA nAtha che, mATe temanI sAcI upAsanA eja karI zake ke je yogI hoya. sAthI upAsanAno adhikArI yogI ja che. ayogIne upAsanA mATe sAtha Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adhikAra nathI. tame thI chI paNa moTA bhAgane nI kabara paNa nI hoya che thImI zuM ? ja tamAre B bAra pAsavAno prANI che. za, te adhikAra pAmavA mATe prabhanI upAsanA karI hatI vAM nathI. paNa sAthI arthamAM praja kI kamI che ke je yamI - . aa se. thI pakSI ja temane oLakhI, pIchAnI rAI che. paraMtu gADha mithyAvI temane mATe paramAtmA parIkSa I. yogamArga, 3 samacchIta pAmanArane prabhu pracala che. tamane paramAtmAnA mAla darzAna karavat che? to thabNI banavuM paDazo. prabhu pa2mAnaMda che. temanA AnaMdano kayo cAkhyo hoya tenI khabara paDe ke bhagavAna kevA che, nmanI jhAMkhI thAya. 6 zuM bIju zuM te samajAya che ne e tenI anubhutI karavI dIya tI Jba pAmavI paDe. jethI tenI hAnIkA jeTalI paNa anubhutI thAya ane pachI paramAnaMdane pAmI eTale paramAtmasvaya pALyA kahevAo. Ato haju zaruAtanI vAto chuM paDyuM aAgaLa bhAvanI eNvI vyAkhyA karI che ke tame kyAreya vicArI nahIM hoya. sabhA khabara ja nathI to zuM vicAre zAba - dhIme dhIme zAMtithI samajAvavA mAMgu chuM. - umAsvAtIjIe kahyuM ke jaina zAmana pAmelA upadezane AnA sivAtha brIje upadeza ApavAmAM rasa hoya ja nahIM. ane je rasa zaya to te jaina tatvane bharyo nathI. tyAMnA marma sudhI pIMra nathI. upAdhyAya thazIviyAe lakhyuM che ke yoga saMghane bhaya nathI te upadezA ApavA geralAyaka che. ane pote te bhaNI chatAM - pradAna na kare tevA upadethAjhanI phurI kIDInI kimata nathI. amArA mATe AvI vAta pharI che. jethI tame chIvattI pakA thIgamane pAmI te mATe ja amane A pIrasavAmAM rasa che. kadAca tamane Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nirama lAge to pA rIpITa karyA karIzuM. paraMtu Aje paNa gamADyuM datha tene taiyAra thaInai ja AvavuM paDe. tamArI zuM sthiti che khAlI vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavuM ke pachI komavarka paNa karavAnuM rAkhyuM che, - tame 25 varSathI A badhuM sAMbhaLI chatAM paNa tamane puche yoganI vyAkhyA ? to mathu ja khaMjvALo ? A dharmanA hIlDamAM je rIte cAvavuM rIya te rIte AvI tI cAle ne ? bIja phIlDamAM Ama ja tI UMI ubhA zakhe kharA! tamArI bahas dara varSe julamAM bhaya ane li thAya to TalI vakhata bhaBusI 1 varSa-2varSa"pI phUlIne ke harAmanA paisA nathI mAnatA. uThADI kIne 1 vAre diyA, * sabhA - ahiyA sAheba maphata che. ane navA navA TIcaro Ave che, zaheba - 8ma ame tamane uThADI na vADI? amane pAkA rAITa che. paNa ame tenI upayoga karatAM nathI. bhagavAne mane kevA kevA TAITala ApyA che te vAMco to khabara paDe. paraMtu tame koka divasa pA. pAmo mATe ame saMbhapAvIe chIe. - - sabhA paNa sAvaja, paiDAnA no svAda Arve pachI rasa paDe ne? zaheba paNa takalIpha vyAM che ke jene paiDAne cAkhyo nathI tene gILamAM nA Ave. gAmaDAmAM rahenArane duniyAmAM mIThI vastu gauNa ja che. bIjI vastunI khabara nathI mATe tene maThArA gILamAM mAve che: smA tame, sukha vyAM mAnI bhIlijha javanamAM ne 1 mATe tene ja thAkhavAnI talapane bhItika sukha maLI nI teyA ne ? sivAyaDAI varSe AnaMda pAmavAnI taraksa che - che paraMtu je majA che AnaMda saMsAramAMthI maLe che te asalI na lAge, tamA bahu lAge, to tamane kharI mAne ke vRddhi meLavavAnI laganI lAge. ane tIja thIgamAM rasa paDe, pachI A sAcI brAnaMda manabhathI tene bIjA badhA AnaMda hIThA lAgyA vaga2 7 navI: Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yogI ane bhIgI vacce ghaNo ja taphAvata che. bhogIne saMsAranA bhIgamAM rasa hoya tyAre - - thagIne yogamAM ja rasa hoya. thogIne tenA jIvanamAM bhIga hoya pAkA hama bhIgamAM na hoya. A to yogamAM ja hoya. -- . A saMsAramAM tame bhAga bhagavo temAM vAMhI nathI paNa mahatamAM rama Ave ao bhoga na game to tame thIgamAM caDhavAne lAyaka cho. - sati vai mahAnee - OAre saMmAramAM kahevAtA badhA AnaMda . sadIdhuM che. paraMtu niSa dvAnaMda ja AtmAnI svabhAva che. - tamArA saMsAranA badhA AnaMdamAM kaMTALo che. koI evuM sukha kharu. che jemAM tamane kaMTALo na Ave. tamArI ja pasaMdagInI vAtathI - vicArIe. jaima tamane saMgItamAM sukha lAge che mATe ene mana bharIne mANI, paNa zarata eTalI che tene kAyama mAtra sAMbhaLatAM kaMTALo nahIM Ave ne jema mane no svAda gAmanI haya te tamArI DImAnDa kamANI badhu ja ApIe. have tene bhagavata thAya ghA -- kaMTALo na Ave tevuM banaze kharA? nA, kAraNa enuM sukha, vAraMvAra bhogavI tI dharAI jAo cho kAraNa ja vastu vadhAre che kavI bhogavatAM dukhapa lAge che. jyAre mAthA sukhama kaMthaLI nathI dukha nathI mATe ja jIva thato nathI, sukhanI mAsA thAre che! dhyAre aA mukhamAM kaMTALI na dhAre to jema temane purakapIvImAM sukha lAge che. pakAve nI khAtA tenAthI tame kaMTALyA. aiTale tame sukhathI kaMTALyA tema chavAya. pachI purakapIpInI mA vIja vastu joIe. - ghaNA lekhasI lakhe che ke pazcimanA loko sukhathI rAkhyA mATe yoga 24 vaLyA, paraMtu AvI vAto karanAra sukhanI jamAta bhegI thaI che. pazcimanA bhaoo sukhathI kaMTALyA nathI paNa jene Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mukha mAnatA hatA temAMthI temane sukha maLyuM nahIM mATe prasthAnsanI tarapha vaLyA. teo sukhanI zodha mATe yoga na vaLyA che. sukha nuM nAma che jene bhAgavatAM uga ke kaMTALo na Avai. tatva nahIM vicArI zako tyAM sudhI ziA badalAto nathI. - parI Anada thai che. bhaula me AnaMda che. mInA mahAnaMda sAthe jaDI ApanAra mana-vathana-zALAnI pravRtti ranuM nAma yoga che. mIra e gahanamAM na tatva che. tene samajyA kAgaLa ghaNI dalIla Avaze. Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . , pa.pU.zrI. raNayajI zatrubhyo namagI rakavAra . aSADa suda noma prakAvAnA - - - gavANiyA 2 anaMta upakArI anaMtanAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA jIva mAtrAne suvizu vIgamAnI prApti karAvavA dharma tIrthanI sthApanA kare che - sazaprasaSInI TaNI jIvanamAM pAmavA lAyaka kAMI hoya to te cIga che. je jIva tALathI pAmyo nathI. A java ghaNI vakhata zAsanane pAmyo che. paraMtu mahatvapakaI pAmavA lAyaka yogane pAmI kADhI nathI. yogane pAmyA vagara choDyuM mohI gayu nathI. jeTalA paNa dhyA teTalA thaNa pAmIne gayA che. bhAvaSyamAM paththo javI te thIganA AlaMbanathI jI. vIrtha pAmyA pachI je thIgUnI prApti na thAya tI tene pAmavA mATenI va8 avata rIte badhI niSphaLa gaI kahevAze. zvAre paNa dhyA zAsana maLyuM tyAre te phoI bhAratamAM maNuM nathI. mAya bAMdhyuM hoya to ja thAvuM vAtIya zAsana maLe che. have hAi svAmI AnaMdane yoga hyo che. ane H BdhAnA AnaMdane mImi kaNo che. DhaLaka svAda cAkhavA maLe tevI prabatine thama zo che zva AgaLa na kare che ke A to maunu lakakA thayu? pA tene ahI rIte samajyA, udANI, mATe zuM levuM - jeTalo vizvAsa dharma che vava varmano vyApAra che te badhAne artha vIra devA taiyAra chIe. zuka varSanI jaiTalI paNa pravRtti che te badhAne ame thI karazu. AnA dvArA A mahApure manI pravRttine yoga tarIke batAvyA pachI temAM viSNu dharmanA viroga aa. eTale trano artha thathI ke urmanA be prahArea o zula 1, 2 azuddha dharma. azu dharmane dharma kahI paNa tene yoga tarIke teo svIkAravA taiyAra nathI. vaimane "parithaso zabda vAparyo. eTale Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 cAre bAjuthI najIka. sAmayiTha, pratikramaNa, vaMdana, caityavaMdana, tapa, tyAga, vinaya, vaiyAvacca, dAna, khamAsara che. mATe vyAkhyA badhuja koI paNa dharma pazcika hoya to tene yoga kahevA saraLa che. jIda dharma mIla sAthe anusaMdhAna sAthe che. jyAre azuka dharmathI mAla sAthe anusaMdhAna thatuM nathI. tevI dharma pahADa jaiTalo vizALa hoya to paNa tene yoga tarIke svIkAravA taiyAra nathI. A vAna poInTathI pakaDazo no hRzyamAM besI jI. jethI tamArA jIvanamAM karAtI dhArmiku yAnuM mulyAMkana karavAmAM tamane sadRArupa thaze. atyAre tame dhArmika kriyA nathI ThA tevuM to nathI. dahere, upAzraye nathI jatA tevA tame nathI. jyAre ghaNA be divase Ave, pAchA na Ave, phurasade TAIma pAsa davA tarIke AvavA hoya, paNa dharma sAthe jaine nhAvA nicovAno saMbaMdha na hoya. tenuM no bhauti jIvana ja DI zakAya. jyAre tamArA mATe na kahevAya, ra4 klAkmAMthI ghaNo samaya bhale saMsAramAM jAya paNa bI%0 samatha paNa adiyA tame Avo cho. dore upAzraye karI cho tema ghare paNa tamArI kriyA, gAma pravRtti karo cho. tame kAMi dharmazunya nathI. dharmanA vyApAra yukta cho. paNa je dharma karI cho tenI mo sAthe DAyarekTa lIka kharI 1 mukti zAthe kanekazana kharu 1 hai pachI DIADakzana vALI ja dharma che. sabhA:- nA, kanaiThAna vALI ghI che. sadevaja :- thaDAmaNI karI che ke emanema JIte rAkho cho; mIThI mATe varma karIe chIe, evI lInDa AvI gaI che te eka bhramaNA che. saMsAranA kAraNathI ja dharma karo to moLa na thAya tevuM khAlI nathI. modInI IcchA haze eTale moLa thAya tevuM paNa nathI. mau eTalo kAMI mogho nathI. bA to tame moIne bahu ja sasto banAvI dIdho che. Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 sabhA:- mobanI IcchA karI eTale prayatna vAnuM mana thAyane? sATeghajI:- mIkInI IcchA karI paNa mayatna uMdhI dizAe TharI to DAM ja paDe ne kahyuM na maLe ne ! khAlI IcchA karavAthI thAya? paraMtu samajaNa pUrvakanI IcchA eie. khAlI gokhI rAkhelI IcchA na cAle. suktinI IcchAthI karma karanArane paNa muktino viveka nathI, samajA nathI, saMbhArathI vaizakya nathI tene te dharma mokAnuM sAdhana bane tevuM ame DaretA nathI. ththu dharma monanuM sAdhana che. azubha dharma banyo nathI, ane banaze paNa nahI. mATe dharmanI vyAkhyA samajavI paDaze. tame atyAre tenuM karo cho . kyAreya sArdhana JE dharma ane azuka arthaghaTana khoTu ghA kare bhagavAna pAse zu hRdayathI prArthanA karIe nA sAheba phaLe. ne? paNa zuka hradayanI prArthanA eTale zuM ? zuka zabdane phezekhavI paDe. mATe propara mInIMga samajavo paDe. zuddu dharma zaI jevaDo paNa hoya to temAM motanuM anusaMdhAna che. eTale dhIre dhIre bhaviSyamAM mauna sudhI pahoMcADavAno tenI geraMTI che. tyA geraMTI eTale moDAvahelA enuM AtmakalyANa nakkI thavAnuM, jemAM mInamekha pheraphAra thavAno savAla nathI. tame dharmane aMtamAM svIkArI pAmyA hota to ame yogI hevA taiyAra chIe. ', harIbhakaisanIe kahyu ke sAcA zrAvaka yogI ja hoya. zAstramAM tamAruM paNa saMbodhana thIgInuM ja che. Aje tame sAcA zrAvaDa kharA! A jaina zAsanamAM praveza sAcA zrAvakrane ja che. gamete paise te na cAle. mATe coDabhAI to vyAkhyAmAM 2hevAnI ja. vaiSTha dharmamAM adhyAtma dharmane pAmanA yogI che. gItAmAM vyAsamunIe lakhyu ke be cokhkhI sAdhanA karatAM karatAM tenuM Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AyuSya pusa thAya to te kyAM jaya9 nI zuM thaugU teno adhu rahyo che. Ama tenuM aMtima dhyeya suti che. mATe pavitra ane dharmaniSTha DhaLI hoya temAM ja teno janma thAya. - zrAvaka &mAM janme cho? jaine AgalA dharmamAM thaga adhUro rahyo hoya te tamAre tyAM janma. zuM tamArA gharamAM yogInuM vAtAvaraNa maLe kha? ke pachI yauga visanuM vAtAva maLe? sabhA:- amAza kuLI to bhagI che. sAheba - atyAre tamArA nAmanI bahAranA vikRtIvALA bha che. bhUtakALamAM zrAvaDI badhA garIba hatA? nA, dhanAtha, zazI vauThIthAmAM hatA, tamArI pAse nathI evA bhogo hatA. manoraMjananI pI. prati hatI, paNa te sAtvIka manoraMjana hatA. tenAthI cAgaleSa poSAya to te sAtvIka manoraMjananI mana hatI. bhAganA khA prakAra che. tAmasI, rAjasI ane sAtvI. tamAM tAmasI 8vA ? rAjasI chevA? . . to ke e, , mUnoraMjana tAmasI hIya tI temAM maryAdA na hoyaumTa, Avega, vikA bahekAve - jyAre sAtvIDa kevA hoya che jenA bhAgamAM maryAdA hauya. temAM - phUla, vArtA, vinoda hoya che mAMthI navI sarakArI maLe. jJAnavijJAnanI phitie khule. tenA parivezamAM, khIrAmAM bIja badhAmAM paNa sAtvIkatA auya. sAtvIka bhIjana Tale svAda paNa maLe ane Arogya paNa sacavAya. - taDALanA khAnapAnamAM vividhatA nahotI teo zuM daLa - zauralI ja khAtA vairAyaTI khAtA, paNa kevI khAtA? zuM jenAthI svAda pAna maLe Aratrya pachI sacavAya ane zarIrane vRpti maLe. ane mananI svasthatA sathavAya ne vAnara pakaDa maLe. Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * rAjasInuM sagavAna ane stra pradhAna mAnasa hoya. tAmaNI tivALane halabalI uThe tevuM pIpa myujhIka, DIsko, DAnsa vadhu have. tamane zAMta saMgIta kAvai para gaMbhIra saMgIta prAkRtika vAtAva2kAmAM laI jUya. tamane tamArA ubharATane kAre evuM saMgIna phAve che , vAliyuM saMgIta phArvatamAre badgha vikRti zAstrI che mATe 'amAre raDArIyA, kararvI paDe che. atyAre ghaNA karanAra sAdhu zuM kahI saMsAranI choIpaNa pravRtti kalpI te kharAba. pina. AvuM kyAre kahevuM paDe jyAre tame mae bhalyA tyAre kahevuM paDe che ne. tame gava, pIva taithI zuM tamane nAlAtha.ThavAya? ane temAM svAda Avyakti na haya tevuM eka paNa na kahevAya. paraMtu, AsAlamAM vive hovI joI che. jyAre sAluM mATe Asakti jaDa che. unA zAlIbha jaLyA temane tyAM paNa bhagi hatA. tIjI paka mahelamAM jagyA. temane tyAM pANI bhIga hatA mizalAmAtAnI hAyAkhaMDa kevo hartA tenuM varNana zAkAmAM Ave che ne kalpasUmamAM sAMbhaLI ne 1 atyAre tamArA gharamAM sAtvIka jIvananA virauthI bhIgI hai. mATe ja amAre TIDA challI paDe che. atyAre AkhA gharomAM yoganuM auTIsazIyara pharavAnuM che. tI ja janma lenAra bALakane cIjha prApta karavAnI thatA ubhI thAya. pratyAre tau tene pharaka nathI banatA paSka tainA vihIvI banI lI. " - - - - A pharvajanmanI ArAdhanA karIne jIva AvelI hoya che. mAre tene vAtAvaraNa evuM mAne to te zakikasa AgaLa dharma pAmI vADe che. bhalA - purva kSati pramA. DhaLyA pramANe bANa nIkaLe kharI? sAhebaja - khajULa saMskAra, aba mahenata joIe. ane je te zaiva to . zALa nIkaLI zake. pAkA tene vAtAvasthA na maLe to vadhu Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ghoIne sAdu thaI jAya. tamAre tyAM cAvanAra jIvane vAtAvaraNa ja evuM maLe che ke jethI te pAyamAla jathaI jAya. tamArA kuLImAM yogane anurUpa vAtAvastra hovuM joIe. AvuM vAtAvara AvanAra jIvana maLe to te thukSu dharma pAmI zake. badhI dave zukSu dharmanuM svarUpa zuM ? tenuM svarUpa samajAvattAM Dare cheDe bhagavAnanI AjJA mujbanA tamAma gharmano vyApAra te zuk dharma badhI bhuladharma eTale sAdhu dharma? kAraNa sAdhu dharmamAM sarva virati che. sAdhu 24 kulADa bhagavAnanI AjJA mujba kAma kare che. dharma kahevAya. jaimanA jIvanamAM adharma nathI, AnA jIvanamAM dharma-akarmanuM mizraNa che paraMtu sAdhu sarva pApathI vizvama pAmelA che. jyAre zrAvaka badhA pApathI virAma pAmelA nathI. tethI tenA jIvanamAM dharma ane ardharmanuM saMyojana che. sAdhu to khAy, pIye, uMca, jADI pezAba kare to paNa dharma che. ahiMyA A sAMbhaLIne prazna thAya ne H pratikramaNa, darzana, caityavaMdana vagere sArI pravRtti kare to dharma kahevAya, paNa khAya, jADe, pezAba jAya, uMghe tene paNa Dema dharma kahevAya no jvAba Ape che ke sAdhu khAya, pIe, uMghe koIpaNa kriyA kare te bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba kare che. mATe tene jJAnIpo dharma vyApAra DadevA taiyAra che. tema zrAvakanA jIvanamAM bhale saMpUrNa pApa vizama nathI. chatAM paNa zrAvaka tenA jIvanamAM bhagavAnanI mAnA mujba saMsAranI hai varSanI dI paNa kayA kare tene paNa bAnI gharma vyApAra vyo kahevA taiyAra che. have dharmanI vyAkhyA zuM karavAnI 1 varSa eTale adhogatithI AtmAne unnatI tarapha laI jAya, patanathI tene aTakAve te dharma che. jenAthI AtmAnuM utthAna thAy tevI badhI pravRtti tharma che. ve 23 Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . . . vyavahAramAM dharma zuM daivanI upAsanA, anuSThAnI tapa-tyAga saMyama, dAna, vinaya , bhakti, sazuNI, tathA sadAcAranI dharmamAM samAveza thAya . sahakAsadAcAro dharma tarIke kadI vAjhAya, -sAmAka, caityavaMna paNa je suha hoya to ja yuga kahevAya. papha sAmAthi tyavaMdana paNa je thayu hoya to yoga kahevAya nahIM.' parama khAlI dharma ja kahevAya. sabhA - acuka eTale zuM ? sAheba - enI DInerAna DhAgaLa thavI. -- . dharma tarIke lokamAM re pravRtti che te varma. jyAre zuka varSanI tI rmA sAthe lInka 8. azu gharmanI mAThI sAthe lInka nathI. je dharma mokSa sAthe joDANa na kare tene yoga sI rIte thAya ? - huM vAraMvAra A rITa eTale DaruM chuM ke thI tamane jalAya nI Dhane magajamAM pAvara beMsI jaya. A mauni mANI InTa Dare te yuThA, 1 makanI zazIka paNa bannati karAve te yoga - hAu dharma hoya to ja cora kahevAya. have zuhanI vyAkhyA zuM tamAre dharmanuM reDIMga kevI rIte karavuM? ' javAbamAM ame vema zarIrtha che je bhAvathI yukta che. te vadhI dharmazaka che. bhAvazUnya jeTalI paNa dharma che te mAla varma che, mA ghauM zabdo tamAza sAMbhaLelA hazo paNa InTarapITezana dhyAnathI zabaLajI. nahItara goLA thI. vAta papiyAnuM dAna pakA ne bhAvayata haya to zula dharma che. jyAre ya karInuM dAna pakA ne bhAvathurA hI to azula dharma che. .. tema eka navakArazInuM tapa pachI " bhAvayukta hoya to zu dharma che. Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jyAre mAsUmbA je bhAvazuvya hauya to azu urma che, tema navakAra re bhAvayukta kALI tI zuddha dharma che. | ane lAkha navakAra para je bhAvazunyU thatha to azula dharma che. tenI bhAva sAthe sAMkaLe baMdhAyelI che sabhA "bhAve bhAvanA bhAvIe . ........ ..... sAheba - kevaLajJAna bhAvathI thAya vAta sAcI che. - tame dAna-zIla-tapa-tyAga, da pa bhAvavihI hIya to te phaLa thALyuM che. AvA vidhAna pakA pAchAmAM TheraThera mArI. mahApuruSI bhAvanI DephInevAna alpaSTa rAkhavA mAMgatA nathI. tamArI koTI praThThiyA . tame bhAvano artha zuM karI zake jema bhAvathI navakAra gakavI aile zuM? ? khuba tallInatAthI hajyanA AnaMda, uDAthI navA gaNAvI te bhAvathI gAthI vAya, gaLatAM bIje mana bhaTake tI bhAvavihokyu vAya, pAka. . nA A bhAvanI vyAkhyA nathI. - kAgavAthI, tanmayatA, tallInatAthI, umaLakA vaDe, zu& - hadhyanI bhAvanA vaDe karAtI jhiyA bhAvayunI vyAkhyAmAM nathI, cAvatI. mana pharatu ane navaThAra gAgato hItha, tevI paNa AtmA sthagachI hIye to tenI bhAvayukata tha vAthathare madhyATI jhADA thaI tallInatA sAthe, umADA vaDe navakrA , gAtI rIya tI bhAvAvya kahevAya. bhAva zabda bharavA bolo cho paNa bhAva jhIne kahevAya te samajavA nathI mATe ja gITALA karI che. - pradhAna rUpa pAMca ArAyo te bhAvI. tenA vagaranI badhI pravRtti manathI, vacanathI 8 8AthAnI sthiratAthI, aijhAjhAtAthI, tullInatA sAthenI hoya paNa jo pramilAna vagara pazikAmU ba haya oM tenuM varNana dhyAgaLa AvI. te vadhI bhAvazUnya thI Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ka kahevAya che. bhAvazunya kriyAnuM phaLa tuccha che. jenAthI thatI yabaMdha saMsAranI bhautiTha sagavaDamAM apAve paNa muktidAyaDa rUkha nathI apAvI zakatuM. mATe koipaNa dharmakriyAnuM phaLa kyAreka jyAre dharmamAM prAdhAna bhAva Ave tyArathI phaLa maLe che. pahelA gusthAnakathI 143prasthAnaThamAM sAMgopAMga bhAvadharma samajAvyo che. vyajrabhAtathI mukti sudhI pahoMcADIne mahApuruSo sTejamAM vibhAjIta karyA che. pAMca prakAra pADyA che. zAmAta kyAMthI ? parAkASThA kyAM? zatamAM zuM vaLe ? pAkASThAmAM zuM 35 - tyAre devA bhAvInI upalabdhI thAya. te badhAnuM vivecana Avaze. bhAva kayA? tenA praDArI yu ? pAmyA tenI nizAnI zuM ? maiM badhAnuM have vivecana cAlu thaze. je samajIne tamArA mAtmA sAthe relI karavAnuM che. jai tamane hAthamAM kuTapaTTI ApI devI. bhAvadharmamAM laI prANavAna zabda Ave hai. zabda tamANa mATe navI che. jaina phIlosophInI che. bIne bhAva dharma cha pravRtti bhAvadharma che 3) vighnajaya jI miti bhAvadha pNa viniyoga vavadharma che. c) pahelA bhAvadharmamAM praveza na thayelo hoya ane game neTalo dharma kare tI paNa bhAva vagaranI hIvAthI phaLa tuccha che. paraMtu bhAvadharma pAmyA pachI hAtha mana hatuM Tauya to paNa tamane prarveza maLI gayo samajyo, pradhAna eTale nI kalpanA na karI hoya tevo bhAvadharma dhru Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharmanI dizA na maLI haoNya to maLe tevI khubIvALo dharma che dhyAnathI, ekAganAthI sAMbhaLI nI ciMtananI navI TeNI maLavI. pradhAna pra upasarga sarvaka ni vAnamAMthI pradhAna banyA che tainA TuMDo bhAvArtha zuM? ThartavyatAnI saMkalpa. enuM nAma mAdhAna che. dAkhalA tarI- dAna ApI cha la pa002 nuM. dAna ApyuM. have A pravRtti phInI karI ne dAnanane : dAna aiTale dhanano tyAga. tame tamArI saMpattino hakka, mAlijhinI svecchA tthara phUryo tenuM nAma dAna. zrA jhAMI bIjUnA khissAmAMthI prApavAnuM nathI. jo tema hoya to pachI badhA ja nezvarI thaI jAya. vIjanI bhakti, pIpakAra, tenA saMkaTa nivAravA, ThIIu ThAsara mApI eTale zuM thayuM? nidAna thayuM kahevAto. tyAre ApI vaMnadAnanI vAta karIe chIe. ame dAnanA ghaNA prakAra che. - have tamane vanatyAga karavA lAyaka ja che. saMga karavA lAyaka nathI. AthI jo saMkalpa hoya prathAna che. tema kahI zakAya, A TuMDane Taca artha che. ) jema upavAsa DI. artha zuM thathI. jemAM tame 24 kalAka . . AhAra na lI. covihAramAM pAkanI paga na lo. - have AhArapAtrInA tyAgane zavya mAno ane khAvuM te mUrtavya mAnI to kapridhAna haivAya. tame zuM mAno cho? pradhAna eTale zuM? tamane ka2vA lAyaka, prAka2vA sAtha7, prApta karavA lAyaka mAnasIka saMkalpa thAya temAM te vastunuM pradhAna thathu kahevAya, ja atyAre vaparA jIvanamAM ghaNA pragivAna che. jema paisA kamAvavA te saMkalpa che ne ? tatra ATalI mahenata zuM saMkaltha chaThTha karI vADo kharA ? Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - phartavyatAnI pArTI saMkhyA che. - mATe je je jagyAe saMkalpa I tyAM kyAM pradhAna che. kyAM kartavyatAnI saMkalpa nathI tyAM tyAM pradhAna nathI. saMsAranuM paka praNidhAna hoya che. paNa saMsAranA haimAM svAM saMkalpa sAM. bhAvadharma nathI. mAre dharmanA TAmAM jyAM saMkalpa tyAM bhAva che. mAne spaSTatAthI samavA judA judA pAzA levAnA che. DhaLa tenuM vistRta vivecana laI - - Tenzata tarI3 - - - tanme tamArA jIvanamAM pApanuM prAdhAna karyuM che ke pApanA tyAganuM prakAdhAna karyuM zuM tamArI jAtane kaMalIne tapAsamAM dA.ta. tame kahI amAre prasaMge gusso karavI joIe, thIDI , ThatA lAvavI joI. mA vadhu nI mana kAya, je saphaLa thaI to kAma na thAya mATe kaThoratI lAvavI ja joIe Avo bhAva hauya ta kaThoratAmAM tamane khAvAna cheprasaMge mAyA, lucchAI gusso, Aba, kaThoratA ka2vA lAvUka che tema mAnI eTale artha zuM thathI A badhu karavA lAyaka che. te karazo gheTale tamane pApamAM tamArA pradhAna devAze. anaMtakALathI juva saMsAramAM pradhAna ka2tI dhAvyo che mATe jU mApako bava bhavabhUvathI rakhaDIe chIe. ane temAMthI bahAra nIkaLavuM vadhu ja kaThIna che. paNa jyAM sudhI nahI nIu tyAM sudhI arthamAMthI nIkaLavuM paDyuM nathI. tamAre DayA kAma AcaravA lAyaka che te badhuM samajavAnuM che. tamArA bhuvanamAM svacchatAnuM prakAdhAna IM ? gaMDjhanuM tamane gaMdakI gama 8 cokhAI game? tamAru thara cokhkhuM hoya to game. kI kaI gaMhavA kare ne na mAne to tame na chUTe temAM paNa ThapaDuM pakA DAthAvALu game tamArA pakSInAthI gaMdhAtuM ya to paNa badalI saone Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 29 gaTaranA pANInA chAMTA ja ArIra para paDe to sApha kare chuTaDo karI A badhAno artha zuM? zarIranI svacchatA game che tema tamArI vyAra bAju uDaNDI hoya to game kharo ? nA, mATe badhA gamAM zIkhkhAInuM mAna che. vai dharmanA sAmA praNidhAna zuM ? dharmamAM pratiSThAna mAtarIDa vastu che. bAhya pravRtti naitI sAdhana che. jaine aAMtarIDa bhAvI na game te dharma na pAmI zake. jaine aMtaranI svacchatA game teja dharmamAM pradhAna pAmI zake. jema zarIranI gaLvADa na game tema AtmAnI gaMDIthI AsyA cha1 ? zabhA sadaiva mAMnaranI gaMdakI ja dekhAtI nathI. sArebajI gaMdakI nathI dekhAtI tenA bhAre kAraNo che. sAreja ane banAvo. P hA, bhagavAne amane batAvavAnuM kAma sIdhyu che. mATe ja ame kahI pA chIe. paraMtu nAkhyA pachI tene gaMdI rUpe to lAgavuM joIe! jema mana gaMdu che tenI vicAra na TharthI, paNa jyAre karyo. chatAM gaMdakI na dekhAya no. tenuM tAtparya zuM? samajo. praNidhAna hai AMtarIka vastu che mATe badhA prAMtanIDa bhAvI para vuM paDaze. gharmanuM kAma meLA AtmAne cokhkho karavAnuM che. banne vyAtmA sApha karavI mAnatA hova to tamane gaMdavADa nathI gamato. AtmAnI svacchatA game chai, mATe pradhAna AvI. saithI badhA paigamAM pradhAna che ke nahI te jovAnuM Avaze. zenuM pradhAna che tenAthI mananI rucI, arucInI parakha thato . tame navakAra ekA2 thaine, tallIna thaI go, paNa AtmAnI pavitratA na game nI svacchatA na game, mananA gaMdavADathI na akaLAva sau Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 "prAidhAna nathI. rastAmAM jatAM ja gavADano choTI 53 sI paNa aDakhAi navI 1 sApha na karI tyAM sudhI becenI jAya nahI ne? bahAranA gaMdavAnI suga kaiTalI che? enA tyAga mATe saMkalpa che paraMtu aMdaranI gaThThImAM tyAgano saMkalpa nathI ne ! ke pachI gaMThThI ja gacchI rupe dekhAtI nathI paraMtu jyAM sudhI malInatAnuM bhAna nathI tyAM sudhI sApha karavAnI saMkalpa javAthI Avai / samajyA pachI paNa bhAna lAvatA nathI teno artha zuM eka lAkha navakAra gaNo, paMca parameSThi pavitramAM pavitra che. temanuM nAma smaraNa pavitra thavA ja karavAnuM che. koI apavitratA vadhAravA levAnuM nathI. paraMtu tame apavitratA vadhAratA jApa karI cho ke ghaTADavA vadhu ghaTe e pachI vAta paNa sabhA:- gAvyuM to avitratA tharo ja ne ja sAhebajI - jo emanema navakAra gaNavAthI pavitratA eDAMne vadhe jatI pachI badhAne pakaDAvI daihI. paraMtuM navakAra gaNIe to ekAMne mokA nakkI tevuM kyAMya lakhyu che! avinA jIvIe pada anaMtA navakAra gaNyA pA kalyANa karI bhaththA nI. tema ApaNe paNa anesA navaDAra gaNyA che. te pavitratA pAmavAnuM sArdhana nakkI che. have bATalA gasthA chatAM kalyANa na thayu mATe mAnI udhI artha karIne have navakAra gaNavAnuM baMdha karI daI. tevuM ThavAnuM nathI. teno mahimA aparaMpAra che. paraMtu te gamatAM pavitratA pAmavAnI eDalpa joIe. vI tethI paviNanA pAmyA che, tevI mAre meLavI che. pa hmAtmAnI gaMdaThThIthI trAsyA chau! te nathI gamatI mATe becena cha! jyAM sudhI na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI cena na paDe ne tha, tau ravaThArI - vAsanA ullaMgI saMmaranI icchAnI pUIi mATe navaDAra nahI gaNIna mATe enAlIbhIma Da maiM apavitratA vadhAravA gannI chI ke na Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - apavitratA ghAvA gI : - sabhA - sAhebanuM pramANa bhAvonuM DAMI samajatuM nathI. sAba - kavAM gutha che hai kI, to ApaNe pArthane vadhAre khIlavuM. tame bazaranI duniyAmAM kalA akhADA taralA maMdiranI dunithArge samajavAnuM rAkhyuM ja nathI. jayAre dhi to saMhanI duniyA che tamane bahAranI duniyAmAM zuM thaI e tenA mATe tame thoDala che. bAhyI sukhI, vaniSTha, cAI, nirogI zrImaMtAI, pavitratA badhAmAM tamAre panihAna saMgrahAyeluM che. paraMtu prAMtathI duniyAmAM zuM meLavavuM che te nakkI TharyuM nathI. bahAranI kaMniyAnI icchA, mahatvAkAMkarA, AkAMkSA vadhAno tamane khyAla che pakA aMdaranA kapaDAmAM mahatvAkAMkSAthI zunya cho. daLethI yutha chI. varmana katrimAM aiyazuM? saMkalya zuMprakAhAna zuM? tenA para vadhu vidvaiSaNa AgaLa joIze: : bhAvavanI majhA AnI sAthe ja DAyelI che. - kAle Sabhadeva zatri AvatI ane ravIvAre manovijJAna - pa2 Avaze. mATe AgaLa somavAre vicArazuM. Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cA. zrI yuganAvika saksabhyo nama: ... sImara, *5-5 A prakAdhAnA- gaumpiyA 25 anaMta upakrAhI ane jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA gatanA samaga avamAna suvizuka bhAvane pAme tainA mATe dharmatIrtanI sthApanA kare che. -------- - - mApuruSonI TakI ne AtmA dharmatIrthane pAme , te bhUvUDamAM tene pUchyano saMcaya karyo tethI tene vyavahArathI gharmasIdhI. prApti thaI che. bhUtakALamAM paNa AnI ghaNIvAra prApti thaI che. A kAMI pahelIvAra pAyA nathI. dhanaMtIvAra manuSya bhava pAgyA, . atIvAra hArAna pAmyA, naphaLanI dharma paNa kUtha hatI. koI , dharma sAthe levA devA ja nahIM hai nahIM paNa paricaya paka &LavyA hatI. vare tIrthakaranI vANI sAMbhaLI zrA karI, AcarAga paNa karyuM, zrAvakapa De sAdhukha akizula pAka pALyuM che eNTale jhAMI bhUtakALamAM karyuM nathI ane harve A hAsana maLyuM che mATe ApakI eka sTepa AgaLa AvI gayA tevuM nathI. A ave anaMtIvAra sArA DAryo karyA che. mana-vacana- dadhyAthI ArAdhanA karI che. chatAM mota na thayo. saMsAramAMthI jIva ghaTyo nahIM. mAtmAnuM utthAna na thayuM. kAraNa zuM? kaI jhaDI temAM pUratI hatI ke nAthI ArAdhanA AdhyAtmIka 2STI niSphaLa gaI.. tenA mATe upAdhyAya yazovijyaja batAve che ke vIjU bhAvazunya ArAnA DahI lI. arthAta temAM mAvAna zapa vizu bhAvavarma nahatI. che, tame je bhAvanI martha haze cho te nahI. ke mana khanuM hatu ane kathA lakathA charI tema nahI. tame zaga - citta kathA rUthI hathi paNa prakAdhAnano bhAva na hoya to te bhAvazunya kahevAya. kauIpaNI uthI varSa ke sAmAnya dharma paNa bhAvadharmanAtha Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tIte mUlyakriyA ja rI karavAya, vaitA dharmanI puNyabaMdha dharmanI sAmagrI apAve te tenuM meksImama phaLa. paraMtu pradhAna nAmanA bhAvadharmathI ja kha kha maLe che. cA bhAva sAthenAne mudharma kahevAya che,bADInI amuka dharma kahevAya. zudadharma ja yogasape maunanuM anusaMdhAna karI Ape che. akSuka dharmanuM phaLa nathI ja tevuM game karelA nathI. paraMtu acuka dharmanuM 5 mukti nathI. prakhrakzanavALI varma ja muktinuM kAraNa banI, dhyeyano saMkalpa te ja prAdhdhananI artha che. saMsAramAM tame badhe prANavAna karIne Avo cho. mAdhAna tai navI vastu nathI, anubhutinuM vastu hai. paraMtu dharmanA hIMgamAM A samayu nathI. skulamAM bega laIne javuM hoya hai na javuM hoya to pachI jAva cho? kArA magajamAM besADI dIdhuM che ke skUle jaI bhaNIne ghare vyAvI domavarka karazuM mahenata dazya to ja pAsa thaIzuM. puNe De- pAma haima thavuM che? to kaheze DINI levI che. DIgrI paNa zAnA mATe levI che teno paNa saMkalpa che. mATe artha zuM thayo! dhyeya prAptino saMkalpa che mATe bega laIne skule jAya che. mArkeTamAM dhaMdhI DaravA jAo cho tyAM paNa paisA kamAvAnuM dhyeya che kaiya tame zA kAraNe bAMdhI chI! kAraNa e meLavavA lAyaka che. mATe ja temAM saMkalpa Ave che. tema dharmanA lIMgamAM AdaravA lAyaka lAge nI temAM kartavyatAnI butti thAya. nabhA:- khAlI AchA pUrvaka kare to 1 sAhebajIH- rInI A1 dharmanI eTale ThaI vastunI hA! dharma zabda 52 zraGA 1 che. dharma tatva para kAuM? dharma tatvane mAnI cho? zrakA 33 Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe vizALa jJAnanI jarUra nathI paNa mInImama mAna tI hovuM joIe ke bhagavAne je jIDavA lAyas sNa che te ane je Ada2vA lAyaTha batAvyuM che tenuM bhAna to avazya joIe. mATalu paNa zAna . 'na hauya tevI zrI balA na devAya. mahAmAM paNa A kArya ja mAda vihInI zrA dIya ja nahI. ThA mera tamane je maiuthavA lAyaka vastu lAge tenI Adarza thayo - smya. saima paisA vagara kazuM ja nathI. koIpaNa sukha sagavaDA ratAthI ja maLI. jIvanamAM vaina saMpatti na hoya to yatha velyu nathI. dhana hI tI vI sagavaDatA maLI, bhAva pUchI, evuM manamAM virAbara Thaselu che ne mATe ja tame RlA keLavI pADavA. rathI ja saMkalpa karyo nai ! - - - - - jyAre tame sAva nAnA hatA tyAre paisA zuM ? kamAvAnuM zuM tenuM bhAna hatu ? nAnA bALakane DII zo rupiyAnI noTa sAme pIpara Ape to pakaDa:- so payAnI nITa na maLe to vAI nahIM ne ! para divase khabara paDI ke A sau zapayAnI nIthI ghaNI pIpara mAryo tyAre zuM lezo kAraNa? tenI velyanI khabara paDI. ,, mATe zratA eTale zathi pUrvanI UisvAma. AvI baDA jemAM mATe temAM saMDA karavAnI IcchA thAya. vaisa tame DaoNkaTara pAse davA laivA bhava cho tyAre ArogyanuM prakAvAna ne; siI DokaTarane kI ApavAnI zIkha vadhyo mATe jAo cho? paraMtu ArI meLavavA vA "hI che mATe ja cho. davA, tenI salAha susana lArA Arogya maNI tevI saMkalpa che ne? keTalA dadI Ave che . te mArIgya meLavavAnA dhyeyathI ja smArTa che. paNa je mAMdA paDavAvA zciyathI vAve to te kevI kahevAyamukhInA tatra dharmanA rimAM paNa zILasa dhyeya bhaIe ja bane je Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 35 nahIM hI to pachI bhale tame ullAsa sAthe, tallInatA sAthe, ekAkAranA sAthe thAnI umIo sAthe dharma karazo chatAM paNa ame jadAra sAthe karIzuM ke bhAvazUnya dharma che. - jema bahAranI duniyAmAM zuM meLavavA lAyaka hai jai nI bI, vaThA cho tema dharmanA kAmAM pAchuM meLavavA lAvaDa te nakkI karavuM joIe. tamArI urma pAsethI zuM apekSA che? zuM DImAnDa che; - zA mATe meMLavavuM che te nakkI hovuM joIe. --- sabhA sAheba mukti meLavavI che. ------------- sAba-zabda bIlI gayA. pachI tenA bhAvane pakaDarma. zAbda bolavI tI sahela che. mukitanuM prakhiAvAna DIne Arve moLa e AmAnI kaMI avasthA che. sarva dauSathI rahita ane sarva sukAsaMpanna evI AtmAnI avasthA tenuM nAma mIla I. - - - - - - have mAre chetamArA jIvanamAM dIpaka doSa hato tyAM sudhI mauna nahIM thAya. mATe vadhu dauSane tilAMjalI ApazuM tyAre ja mokSa thI. paNa tevuM nathI paraMtu jyAre dIva hita thaI manmIka sarva gukInI paThANanI prApti thayuM tyAre sIla thayo kahevAya. hai A guNa AvavA lAyaka na lAge , gamatA na hoya tenI IcchA che, abhilASA pAtra na hoya to khAlI mokA meLavavAnuM praSTiAdhAna karyuM te chavAya - kevI vAta janma ai: mANasa kahe abapati banavuM che. abapati kayAre vanAtha usalAne TheTalAya sAthe guNI tyAre thAya. lo, lAkha, karIDa, pAMza DIka nathI joItA pachI sIdho abaja ja joI che. joke zrAvI daI vyakti maLe nahI; paNa je maLe to te kevI kahevAya? cama ja lAge ne 1 abajapati thavA pahelAM lAkha tI meLavo. nema tamAre lIdhu maunanuM Topa levala joIe che. Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 39 hA, huM dharma kLa chu tenAthI saunA thAtha bIjuM mAre saMsAranuM kazuM ja eInuM nathI. jo AvI saMkalpa hoya to sAru. 51 guNamAtra pAmavA lAyaDa lAge hai ! mATe tamane gurNa mAtranI abhilASA pIchI hoya tau abhilASA che kharI? eka guNanI muktinu praptidAna na Ave abajapati thanArane abajamAM kaiTalI saMkhyA Ave tenI vyAkhyA khabara dovI joIe. jaima svasthatA nirogIpaNa baiIe. temAM saMpUrNa Arogya mAMgo cho ne! OM pachI be thAyaramAM nirIgIpaNlR na hoya nI cAle? mATe rIMga mArganI tyAM anicchA che. na paNa game, OM tene rAkhavAnI icchA hoya to te saMpUrNa mAtryanI icchA na kahevAya. ma tema eka paNa doSa game to saMpUrNa doSanA nikaraNanI iccha kema kahevAya? muktinI IcchA che te to vAvanA vaDA bAbara ThahevAya. mATe pramANikatAthI pUchajo ke doSa mAnanI nicchA che, aruci ne * grA joine pAmavAno talasATa lAge che doSa eine temAMthI chuTavAnI becenI thAya che ? A bemAMthI eka paNa na thatu hoyane muktino dAvo laIne besI to zuM kahevAya ? mukti mATe ja varma DaruM chu tema vIvavAthI mukti thAya nahI. "" pA maukA mAM thIja hai ? IcchA DavAno adhikAra kyAre prApta thAya te badhu vicAravuM paDe. mATe jAtanuM barAbara pRth DavuM paDe. kIdha teM haSa che, amA te ! che tamane zuM game che ! bahu vicArIne samajIne bolI. kAmA game che eTale zuM ? bahu ja prANIkatAthI vicAro. tamane atyAre bhALezvara arathi mamAM para che krodha para che. jema roga thAya tyAre dhrecena thAo, baDaLAo, jema tAva gayA pachI akaLAmaNa thAya ? maiM tAva hoya tau Akhu DhAkIra vAya Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vaLa, mazInamAM baLatarA thAya ? taima kavi e mananI vAta che. tAvathI zarIramAM vecenI thAya tevI dIdhathI manamAM vairthanI thAya che A sabhA mAtmabaLa nathI mATe thAya che. sAheba:- AtmaghA na chIya sI kIdha thAya. paga saMsAranI dRSTI jevI vazenI thAya cheAtmabA cAle to te karmane parAjIta ka2nI ja hoya, aune niSphaLa ja Dare. jyAre te maLa thAya che tyAre puruSArtha AtmabaLa nabaLu paDe . je viveka Ave nI A badhA duzmanane tAMtithI besavA de che tenI sAthe saMgharSa cAlu ja hoya. samyagaTaNIne UMdha sAme 24 phalADa saMgharSa cAlu ja hoya saMgharSa jene na hauya tevI mAtmA samyagI na karavAthI sabhA:- nimitta mATe che mATe hodha Ave che. ' sAba-tRmArI TahIe tame sAcI. paraMtu tamArA kIdhanI upayogItA sAbita karI. kaudha kartavya hoya ane tana karI to taine jala TharI karIzuM. ApakA zAstramAM hIDala upadeza - - jyAM paNa rAga-dvaiSa, dha, mAna, mAthA karavA lAyaka hoya tene prazasta 6SAya tarIke karIzuM. je karavA lAyaka che. * upAyomAM vai prakAre vargIjha mAvo. prazasta DayAya ane prazasta kaSAya. prAsta kaSAya auTale sva ane paranI hitakArI chIe ka2vA te. prApta kaSAyanA seMkaDo 2STAMto che. prazasta kaSAya vagara zAsana na cAlI zake to saMsAra tI vyAMthI cAlI zake ! saMsArane thIgya rIte calAvavA prazasta kapAyanI jara paDI. je AnnA kaSAyathI mukata thAya te zAsananI javAbadArIthI mula thAya ja jaina saMghanAyaTha, gacchanAyaka. vItazaNa thAya tene pachI mA javAbadArI nathI. Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * gautama mahArAjane je divase keLAna thayuM pachI vadhIjavAbadArI ziSya suvamasvAmIne bhaupI. pachIthI imartha sthavirIne javAbadArI Ave che. ---- - -- ------- zAsana jevI pavitra vastu pakA sSAya vagara cAlI rahI nathI... mAna-mAyA-lobha-rAga-2Sa vagara anuzAsana na cAlI zake. mATe prApta Sathane anIvArya AvazyakatA mAnI che. - iSA mAtrathI pApa lA tema nathI. pApa baMdhAya tevA kuSAtha che. ane puNya vadhAtha levA paNa 3SAya che. puNya bAMdhavuM hoya to , 4SAyanI jarUra paDe che. mATe 1SAthanuM zaraNuM levu ja paDe che. - zika bhagavaMtIne kaSAya nathI mATe ja ke pApa baMsthAnuM nathI. vadhIne pakA putha-pApano baMdha nathI kAle kaSAya mArathI , daSaya hoya tevI vyakita ja baMdhanI adhikArI che. tame mAnI beThA chI 3 kaSAya mAjhAthI pApa ja ghavAya. paNa tame thApa khAI gayA cho: paraMtu zaga-0Sa vagara pUrva na ja baMdhAya, zaznamAM jhUle ne pagale prApta SSAtha; dhyaprarAsta kaSAyanI vAlI mAryuM che. aijharta kalpa nathI che raNa-8Sa na ja karavA. patu game te saMgamAM, game te paristhitimAM game tevA tabaDakAmAM aprasanna kaSAya na jaDaravA, naja ka2vA,na karazo to thoDasa pApa baMaho. -- -- -- --- tame zI rIDa Avu kare te gusso Ave ane koI mAravA ke luTavA Ave to gusso Avejane pakA yA dalIlathI tame nirdoSa sAbita nahIM thAya. akhAsta guNI karI to pApa lAgaNI ja karavAnI pa2vAnagI khAlI prastane ja ApI che. je jIvanamAM jahI che. prAsta kaSA kaI rItanA hoya tenA thakI ja saMto AvI. zAssAmAM na Ave che... mAnArthe mAthA karIne TIzane guru pAse bhAgavA maulyo. Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 12 varSa stImAM bharIne AvelA rIDaranuM svAgata karavA rAja mAthe Akhu gAma umathu che. chatAM te vakhate mA svAgata DA nathI gaI kema te camakyA che. tene khabara che AvA prasaMge huM nathI jaI to tene thI lAgatI. tene cauTa lagADavAnI IcchA che. mahAvAksalyavANI ma0. 12varSa kAzImAM dIkarAne eka zivama evaM nahIM hauya che tene mA yAda na AvI hoya. mAnuM sthAna tenA hadayamAM Agavu che. mATe svAgatanA samAraMbhamAM te mAne jo I- mA sAmAnya nathI, bApu rAja purIti che. mA AvI che. te AvA prasaMgane zekIne ja beThI hatI. mAne na jevAthI rIkazane samAraMbhUmAM rabha rahI nathI. ghare jaIne tarata ja mArga zodhe che. mA sAmAthimAM vakI-I. pagamAM paDIne kahe ke Akhu gAma bAvyuM paNa huM mana AvI. 12 varSa bhaNIne huM Avyo chatAM tama para AnaMdaDe pachI lAkhI nathI dekhAtI. "zuM che- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - tyAre kare 8 bhale tArA havAgatamAM Akhu gAma umaTyu pakA tArI sAthI mA chuM. paNa mA huM karuM to rAjI thAya tyAre te kare I tArA mAmA mAre moTA bhAI AcAryuM che. temanI pAse jaIne pIvAda bhato khuza thaiza. bApa nI vedika vaimanA custa anuyAyI hai, tenA kAraNe gharamAM paricaya nathI, saMskAra nathI. mATe tene raSTivAda ehave zuM te khabara nathI , MvAda rITarla nIno vAda. dIllI thAya che mAgame tevI vAta na kare te ja vitha che. mATe kaI che bola thAre u. mAne e thAya che bA thas vadhAre thaIma zasI javI to vamAM vadhAne khabara paDI to nahIM jyA. tethI tarata ja javAnuM che. * have A mahA ja karI kahevAya ne bApane vAvAmAM rAkhIne Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kIDAne AvI salAha kema Ape che DAraNa te jAne che ke - dIvAnI mAM ja uhAra Ama karavAmAM koI temanA aMgata svArtha nathI. potAnA svArtha mATe Ama kare to te pravAsa uSAthI TevAya, - 14muM aMga eTale kahIvA, sAdhu thayA vagara te bhaNI hAtha nI. mATe mAne khabara che ke have te pAchI nahIM karyuM. to lAva huM eka divasa tene vAtsalyathI bAbara jamADIne mokaluM" bhArI . pNIe manema dhakelI dIdhI che paraMtu te dIkarAnuM hita vighAre che. tene TIvI para zaNa che pakA zALamAM DrIla che. jyAre tamAza rAga zIzanA atimAM pUraka bane tevA dIdhuM che, bIja TAMtamAM vAsvAmI paNa mAne chaThThA bhAve ne? janmyA tyArathI mAyA karI che. cha mahinA sudhI raDIne mA sAme tra karyo che. jethI jamadATI hAtha pakArI gaI che. vicAra mAne kevI trAsa Apyo thI 4 kIkatamAM peTamAM dukhatuM nahatuM. pakA bahu phutrIma hatu, mA thAbaDatI thatAM pAga 2DyA ja ka2tA. A temane sArU mAthA ja darelI. tamA vaMtu cho te pratimAnuM mukhya che. temAM divasa dUrasthAna thayelA amasta kaSAyanuM temAM micchAmI dukAvuM DhAve che, kema masta DAyanuM nathI prAyazcita bhula pApa) mATe ja hoya. mATe prazasta sSAya 42vA te kAMI brala pApa) nathI, mATe tenuM prAyazcita nA hoya, prazasta 35thanuM micchAnI dukkaDaM karI to dharmanuM prAyazcita karyuM tame maMthanA ke koInA paNa hita mATe svArtha vagara gusse karI to micchAmI dukkaDaM na apAya. dharma ke guNanuM mivAmI gs kahevAya. Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ na hoya. - sAmAyika De prajanuM micchAmI daggs apAya che ane Apo to pApa lAge ne urmI AjJA mujaba je karyuM tenuM prAyazcita na hatha. hA, jema tamArA dIkarAne hitamAMthI hitamAM lAvavA tame kaSAya karI to te kartavya che. moTA bhAge kyAM zaiao te sAruM kAma kaI kahevAya mATe tenuM prAthazcita na hoya, sAphAma thaImAM vasavamI na joIe 2ne kharAba DAma karavAmAM dhiSThAI thaIe. mATe kartavyaaj1 arthaze ? kevI rIte thAya eNvavAnA badhu ja bhagavAne vAvyu . thoDI thoDI paNa samajAvatAM ja to TaNI badalAI jazo. AgaLa AgaLa vadhu vivethana AvavI.--- nItinA praNAdhAna mATe tamAma guganuM praNidhAna karavuM paDe. sarva gurAnI prAptinuM ane sarvazISanA tyAganuM pradhAna , je AmAM jarA paNa thAsa hoya to mInA prAdhAnamAM vAsa hai mATe ApaNI haju praNidhAnanI dUra rIvya taima mAnavu paDe ma bhautika mAM theya nahI che tema varganA ThahAmAM pANI aiya, manoratha, mahAvaDAlA nI joI . sabhA - sAba hawAmAM vevarIMga mAInDa che. athA evIe tyAre hatyamAM asara thAya ane nIce utarI hoTale bASpIbhavana * thaI jaya che. - sAhaeNbag:- A badhI uThA bhAsAvavAnI vAta che. tamArA jIvanamAM kyAreya vaLyuM gharamAM jAo tyAre paisA kamAvavAnuM prAivAna hoya ane chAnunI nIce utaze eetre pradhAna gayuM tamArA dIkarAne jovAnI IcchA thAya ane ghare Avene Dare che mAre skule javuM nathI, bhAvuM nathI . Ama kare to tene gharamAM rAkhI pahelA barAbara nirNaya karAvI ne 1 eTale saMsAramAM Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'praNavAna nakI che. A - jyAre diyA jalane DhocanI sma thayA karI che. mATe ghaDIkamAM saMkalpa thAya ane ghaDIkamAM saMkalpa uDI nathI tema na hoya ! - praNAvina paTelI thIgAhImAM Ave che. paru prAdhAna pAMcamI thabeTamAM Ave che. samyagaNInuM prANavAna sonA jevuM hoya che. zuTinI ta2tamanA hAtha para haitha, upAdevano 10 TakA viveka sarakho hoya. kadAca choDavA ke AcaravAmAM , tIvratA, malA 8 sunnatA vatI hoya, paNa 100 roSa choDavA va guNa chUpAdeya che tenI najhI dviveka zIya. mATe sakhyazNImAM ane miTaNImAM 82 padhvAno ja apunarvaka dazAthI AnA lahANI cAlu thAya che.' - - jIvamAM ekapaka daSanI AjhaTa hoya ane ekAda gu9 pa na gamato hoya to teM paThelI yagAptimAM nathI. mATe pattivAna vagara DII bhUmikA nathI. mATe A vaLI vAto solejanI nathI paNa eDaDIyAnI ja che, vanma jaina dhyAnathI sAMbhaLIne ciMtana manana Darazo to navI raSTi ja maLaze. ' AMtarIka javanamAM praNidhAna zuM ? tenA para viDISa dAMta sAthe ThagaLa vicAraze. Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAliyarveda mubaI thatumasada pravacano - mULajhAma - kara = 2 purakara haribhari mahopAdhyAya vijaya) 'viracita thIravaDa, unA pravacane yAne dhyAtma mArganA gahana vhastho ( bhAva dharma) " pravacanakAra dhyAtmaraksa ane & dhImAna zabivaryazrI yugabhUSA jayajI ma.lA. Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13 | PS zrI pArzvanAthAya namaH | . " pa4 zrI yugabhuSakavijayaja bhagubhyo namaH | T- W---------- kavADiyA 2 maMgaLavAra, 1 thIgavizIkA aSADa suda 14 anaMta jJAnI anaMta upakArI zrI tIrtha paramAtmA jagatanA jIva mAtra suvizudhdha thIganI prApti kare tainA mATe dhirma tIrthanI sthApanA Dare che. jIva anaMtIvAra zAsanane pAmyo che. paNa Aja sudhI tai gane prApta karI zakI nathI. yauga pAmelA jIva ja dharmano svAda pAmI zake che. AtmAne mahAnaMda ke paramAnaMda pamADavAnI kSamatA ne yoga kahevAya che. mIThA pAmavAnuM sAdhana mAtra vizudhdha dharma sApa mAM 4 lAkha javAthInImAM vaidhyA chIe te ja batAve che che bhUtakALamAM vyApI karela dharmamAM kaI DI khAtI hatI. Apako vizudhdha dharma pyAre pAchA pharela nathI. vizudhdha dharma pradhAna yuvana hoya che. ane atyAra sudhInA ApaNA karela - dharmamAM A prakAdhAna nAmanA bhAvanI ja 3DI kharanI kRtI. pradhAnanI artha - zaiya prAptinI saMkalpa, dareka pravRttinI dhyeya 8 udeza pahelAM sthApita ka2vAnI che. je vicAra zUnya pravRtti I tainAthI Atma kalyANa thatuM nathI. - tame gatanA dareka temAM paNa sthaya sAme zo cho. jemake bAtharumamAM nhAvA jyAM paNa zarIranI saphAI karavI 6 tevuM dhyeya hoya che, jamavA naisatAM paNa sukhane saMtIlavI che. peTane pti mApavI che jIbhanA svAdane poSavo che. kaMIka dhyeya hauya che. jIvanamAM nAnI moTI badhI kriyAmAM cokkasa sthaya hoya che. ane te dhyeyane sAme rAkhIne prAraMbha karI chI ane tema te kiyAne vahana pAThazI cho. Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jaja * arithA paNa dharmanA DhagamAM dhyeya zuM ? zuM meLavavu che , tamArI kaI tamannA (1 kaI kAmanA che tenI aMtaramAM spaSTatA joIe. prakriAunanI spaSTanA joIe. vicAra zUnya thaIne pravRtti ka2vAnI bhagavAne nA pADI che. - ApaNI na zAsananI DII evI yiA nathI 8 mAM - sthiya na hauya. jemake IriyAvayA lI. prati maNa lI pratimAmAM paNa pahelAM karemi bhaMte pachI ja vAMchA pachI ja AlovavAnuM kema badhAmAM chetu apAyelI che. A vavAnI tamane spaSTatA na ya . rtamAM tamArI ajJAnatA che, pAkA bardha ziyAmAM ya to che ja. - ghaNI varga evo che ke basa gharma karI laIze jethI sArA thI. pakA vyAjabI nathI. paraMtu mAtma kalyAganI bhAvanAthI varma karavo joIe, - mAre mArA AtmAnA guNono vikAsa karavI che. mArA mAtmAnuM kalyANA, utthAna karavuM che. ane teju kharu dhyeya I. dharma pApanA nivAo mATe I. pApane puSTa karavA mATe dharma nathI . paNa pApathI mela thavA mATe ja varma karavAnI che. saMsAranA sukhanI pravRtti te pApa pravRtti che. saMsAranA , sukhanA rahela nI bhAva patra pApa che. A badhI bhautika kAmanA che. dharmathI bApAne saMsAranA sukha maLaze te zAmanAthI dharma karavAnI nathI. ane tainA rAnI bhAva pApa ja baMdhAve che. zAsana jIva mAtrane pApathI mukta karavA ja sthapAyuM che. varmano udeza jIvane pApathI sana 42vAnI che. | mATe spaSTa zabdamAM kahyu che ke bIjunA AtmAne ba. prApavuM pApa che. tema potAnA AtmAne paNa du:kha ApavuM pApa che. Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ N . bhautika kAmanAthI jema pApa baMdhAya che. tema ansIDa sukhanI krAmanAthI prazya baMdhAya che. tema bIjAne sukha prApa nI puNya baMdhAya. bIjAnA AtmAne dukha bApa nI pApa baMdhAya che. bIjanA mAtmAne sukha Apa nI tamAma prape che, dukha ApI to navA dama baMdhAya che. Ama sAma-bhArga che. mATe yAtmIka sukhane meLavavAnI ja IcchA karavAnI che. A badhI vAto je ahiMyA ' sAcA dilathI vaDavA Ave tainA mATe che. jene pautAnA AtmAnI unnatI karavI che, Ijha pAmavu che, AtmAnuM utthAna karavuM che . aivuM jenuM dhyeya che bhAvanA che tene mATe ja kahevAnuM che. saMsAranA kSetromAM paNa pasaMdhyI rahuM che. jemake tamane Arogya game che zauga game ? ApaNane koInA aMs2mAM rahevuM game ke bIjA para orDara karavA game ? ApaNane brIja para Adhipatya ne varcasva garma che. ApaNane koI divasa garIbU thavAnI IcchA nathI. zrImaMtAI ja game che. dhyeya zIkasa ja hoya che. bipagane vAta duniyAmAM zuM joIe haiM te nakkI threya hauya che. dhyeya baddhatA bhautika duniyAmAM che. paNa dharmanI duniyAmAM nathI. saMsAra ane dharmamAM vidhAbhAsa vyAM te samajavAnuM che, tamA DavAnuM bhIti jagata bAhya che. jyAre dharma hai AtmAnA guNI che. je zAMtarika vastu che. tamAma AtmAnA guNa che te badhA ja guNa AMtarika che. je guNo najare batAvI zakAya nahi. koIne ApI zakAya paNa nahi. tema, bIjanA gaNI laI paga vADAtha nahi. sApa guphA ApI mAlikInA ja che. bIjAnA guNa game te hInuM levA nIkaMe tI paNa maLe nahi. mATe guNamaya evI gharma zAMtarii dharma che, badhA dharmanuM aMtima dhyeya mauddha che. tenA pahelAM avAMtara Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rthI lAo che. tene saMkalItamAM samajavA hoya to dhyeya zuM te samajavuM paDe. Azi8 mtanI duniyA pavirAmaya che. zAMtarika dharma para praNidhAna nAmano bhAvaurma AdhArita , tamane zAMtariSTha rIe pavitratA game che malInatA game - dhyabhAra pavitA game che sAhebajI - cIjhasa karIne bIje. pachI gulATa nIe khAtA. jAtane - barAbara puchajo. tamArA zarIra upara eka gaMdakInI chAMTo paDe che. kapaDAM para DAgha paDe to zuM thAya ? gaMdakI dUra karyA vagara raho khaza1 bAhya jagatamAM keTalI svacchatA rAkhI cho. gharamAM paNa dazAM-pItAM karavA kampAunDa sApha 326 2stA paNa sArU kAyA mATe bAtha jagatamAM kaiTalI cokhkhAI game che. te ja pasaMda che. kadAca tabiyatanA kAca tamAre tamArA ja jhADA, pezAbamAM paDI rahevuM paDe to paNa keTalI majabUrIthI nA ghara paDI tamArI gaMdakI paNa nA ghara tame sAra karI ne bIjAnI gaMdakI tame sApha karI khA ! tamArI iDI sArI cho. chatAM te game che ? ke tenA vacce praNagamo che mATe ja mAne ATalA saphAInA sAdhano vecAya che . tema tame sAMtaviDa pavitAne jhaMkho cho karI mananI AMtari cIkhAI che gaMdaDInI vicAra zaryo kharo? kAma tamane zAMtarika caubaInuM AirSA ja nathI. A supaDapaTTIvALA me tamane joIne TIkI TIkIne jaI rahe , ane vicAre che ApaNA TheTalA gaMdA chIe. Apane yAra, AvA cIppa thaIzuM. tema DII mAtmAnI pavitratA joIne homa mana thAya khaje ke ame kyAre thAvA pavitra thaIzuM. te Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ meLavavA jo tame daiva guru pAme cAvI cho ? marma pavitra vyaktitva paramAtmA che, jemanA AtmAnI maila saMrNa nAbuda thayo che. mA pavitratA ApaNane kaI vasa cA'rSita karatI nathI. temanA darzana karatAM thAya OM A pavitratAnI eka mAMzika aMza maLI jAya, zrAvI bhAvanA thAya kharI? te vakhate tamArA vhetaramAM zuM bhAvanA hoya ! vyA vadhI nakalIddo che jenuM nivAraNa thAya. eTale tame AtmAnI gaMdaDI vadhAravA ja AvI cho ne? temanI pavitratA upara maMthana thAya che kharuM ! sabhA:- te durlabdha che. sArebajI:- dharma e AtmAnA maivane dUra karavAnuM rasAyaNa . jaima rasAyaNa vAparaze tema maila dU2 thAya, tema AtmAne pavitra kavI te dharmanuM dhyeya che. paraMtu atyAre ApaNane gaMdA thavAmAM ja rasa che. mAkhI, kAgaDI, bhUMDa gacchImAM ja jarI. kAraNa vainI rucI tyAM che. tema ApaNane paNa vikAra-vAsanAmAM ja rasa che. mATe ja mananA vikAze vaDa, kapAyo vare tevA prakAranuM ja vAtAvaraNane Iccho cho ne! AMtarika jJatamAM gaMdaThThInA ja himAyatI cha. mATe ja aAMtarika tanuM pradhAna nathI bhAvyuM. jaine bhautika cokhkhAI nathI gamatI tenuM tau mAnasa ja vikRta che. tamArA mAnasane vijJArI bhAvomAM chabachabIthA karavA game che! ke nirI bhAvomAM ramavuM game che ! tame atyAre zuM karI zthA cho tenI brA badhI vAta nathI paNa tamane zuM game che tenI vAta che. ghaNA choDazo evA che ke temane gaMdA paNImAM * Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 chabachabIyA karatAM mAM Ave che tyAre tamArA chokarAone ema thAya hai ame lhI gayA 1 ulTAnI sUga thAya. jugupsA thAya che. 32ga tamane svacchatA game che, maMchI naka che. paraMtu tari dunithAmAM uMdhu che. praNavAna che hai nAda tenI sauthI hai. paramAtmAne khamAsamaNu kaima Apo cho ! temane vaMdana karaze, bhakti karI, vinaya kaze te badhAnuM namAza lakhya zuM ! tamAre tenAthI jaIe cheka temaNe je meLavyu che te meLavavuM che ke temane je choDyu che te joie che ! paraMtu temane jaine kacarI samajIne cho che. te ja tamane to game che ne ! mATe nAnI pravRtti karatAM paNa dhyeyanI ane AtmAnI pavitratA IcchuM, vAgha gaMdakI mela jarApaNa gamatI nathI. pachI jema garIba mANaso gaMdakImAM kare che tema rahevuM paDe te judI vAta che. majaburIthI zuM tame mananI mA gaMdakIne sahana karo cho na chUTake sahana karI cho ! jAtane jarA DheropIne puchajo. aMdarathI tame badhA sthira cho tenI vicArakatA che ja nahi. tamArA gharanI svacchatA jAte paNa karI, mANabha pAse paNa karAvI cho. bahArathI Avo tyAre kadAca gharamAM uMDI paDyo hoya to teno udhaDo kADhI nAMkhI na tema tamAza caukhkhA karelA gharamAM pADozI jo kacaro nAMkhI jAya tau sahana karI kharA ? tamArI gaThThI jaima sana na TharI tema bIjAnI gaMchI paNa sana Daze nahi. ? , . tema tamArA manamAM bIjo game te Dacaro nAMkha nI tene rIjekTa karI kharA! tame tene svIkArI lo cho tenuM Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 49 "muLa ThArakA 8 8 kAra tai maila pe UkhAtuM nathI. zas kamapAunDanI kacerI sahana thatI nathI paNa AkhA gAmanI 'gaMdI tamArA manamAM bharAya to cAle ne ?" - mela, vAsanA, vijhAvI paisA Apai ne vaDAvI cho ne ? - prasaMge pratimA, bhAmAthas karo cho te trISmA thavA karI cha ke melA thavA chI sUbhA - cIppa thavA mATe karIe chIe, - sAhebaja - zveyanI subaddhatA nathI . saima nAnI chokarI nI paDAM dhotA hIva tI te paNa sAbu laIne paDuM thavA mAMDe ane pAchu eja kapaDuM laIne vIja choDaza ramatAM hoya to gulAMTIyuM khAI zArve, sailu karI Ave. ThArakA taine bhAna nathI. gaMdu thArya tainuM tene bhAna nathI. prAlI te tI sanmAna anukakA kare che. A badhI pravRtti &vI kahevAya ? mATe je vyombAInuM dhyeya hoya to te zreya kAyama Iro. dhyeya eka vakhata nakkI thAya pachI phera badalI thAya nahi. A sabhA:- pAka coA thavAnI ja bhAvanA che. sAhebajI- zISmA thavAnI je bhAvanA hoya to eka vakhata sAmAyika, pratimA kaI karyA pachI ghare gayA pachI gaMdakImAM paDavuM paDe che. te vakhate majaburI lAge che ? DaMba rahe che? marjathI varanI gaMdImAM phUvI jANI lo ne mana - AtmAnI pavitratA vikasAvai tevA ja bhAvI karI. apavAlA jamI hoya tenA nivADI mATe mAthathata che. mana- mAtmAnuM vAddhIkA ka2vAnI kriyA te prAthazcita che. kutaru cauA pAnImAM Alau. zokha thaI pAchuM gaMdA pANImAM paNa sAlI. jIvanamAM je zIAInuM dhaiya hoya Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 tI kAyama cokhkhAI gamavI jaiIe. dhyeya jIvanamAM eka vakhata nakkI thayA pachI badalAya nahi. manane pavitra karavA mATe anuSThAna, kriyA karIe chIe. pApanuM prAyazcita paNa dIai chIe. paNa game che to gaMdakI. bIjAnuM 3 potAnuM bu IcchavuM tenuM nAma gaMdI che. bIjAnuM 3 pIMtAnuM bhalu Iravu tenuM nAma pavitratA che. jIva mAtra mATenI zubhabhAvanA pavitratA che. jIva mAtra mATenI azubhabhAvanA gaMDI che. tamane koI tI bhAra paNa du:kha ApavAnI bhAvanA kare tI kevuM lAge ? tamArA para bIjo gusso kare tI gamatuM nathI. bIjI bahekAra kare lI paNa gamatI nathI. tema tamAro ahaMkAra paNa bIjAne gamatI nathI. vyavahAramAM paNa zuM niyama che ke DIIno jADu pezAba tamArA mATe gaMThThI che. tema tamArI jADI pezAba padma bIjA mATe gaMDI rUpe che, tema mA DIMgamAM paNa Aja vyavahAra che. vyAnI sAme koI vAMdho uThAvI zake tema nathI. sabhA:- eka vastu dekhAya che. eka vastu dekhAtI nathI. sAheba- tene tame vyAmAnI khathI jUtho to na dekhAya, paNa jo 27 cakSuthI julmI to grInsa dekhAya che. bAhya rIte na dekhAya to zuM mAnavAnuM nathI dharma e mAMki vastu che, AMtarika bhAva che, jenI pAse vyaki bhAva na hoya te sAthI dharma pAmI zake nahi. vyAtmAnI traNa davA che. na bAriAtmA vyaMtara AtmA paramAtmA Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "jainAmAM Atara rakhI na hoya te kadI dharmAtmA banI zakatI nathI. jaine aMtaranI gulAmI, asalAmatI dekhAtI nathI tevA vyAtmAne dharma pAmavAnI zakyatA nathI. samyaktva pAmatA pahelAM gaMdakI kADhavI ja paDe che. zreNInuM TAMta che te vyApaNe vicArIe. zreNIkazana prabhu mahAvIrathI samaDIta pAmyA nathI. temAM manAthI munnIthI samachIta pAmyA che. tebhI Ayika samaDItane pAmyA che. vyA pahelAMnuM jIvana juI to kAMi te guMDA, bahmAsa nathI. nyAyI, sadAcArI, dhaniSTha mANavsa che. dharmane mAnanArA che . temanA dharmamAM teo custa che. pukhta, pApa, dharma, karma, moDI badhu ja mAnanAra che. AjanA lIMDI jevA nAstIka hai anADI nathI. chatAM tyAre zreNDa mayyArI che. mIkAmArga, adhyAtma pAmyA nathI. pA bhagavAna mahAvIranI mAmAnI dIkarI zailA che te bhusta zrAvikA che. zAstra bhagala che, zreNI rAjA sAthe tene ghaNI vakhata carcA thAya che tyAre kausIMgamAM tarka karatAM celA ja jIte che. tyAre zreNIkane thAya OM A mane jItavA detI nathI. paraMtu zreNIkamAM lAyakAta bhajjanatA ghaNI che. chatAM sAtha adhyAtma pAmyA nathI. DANa temanAmAM bAtha rahI che, have A bAhya TaTI sIDI jhaune 1 aika vakhata zreNIka zA upavanamAM kUvA nIkaLyA hai, tyAM dhoma dhakhatAM taDakAmAM anAthI munI dhyAnamAM UbhA che, A munI Apa japanA aMbAra ii temanA zarInI vyApti khAnadAna kuTuMbane zobhAve tevI che. AvI bhara yuvAnImAM Avo Thora tyAga Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . tame atyAre bhara yuvAnImAM rIkSA levAvALAne ja to zuM thAya tyAM tamArI mAnyatA hAM, hA, kAMI takalIphamAM haze. hA, amane ghaNI pache vaivuM tamane zuM thayuM che tamane AvI bhara thavAnImAM dIkSA levAnuM mana thayuM. hA, kAMI thayuM hako mATe seMsArathI kaMTANIne teno tyAga karyo haze. tame to ATalo vicAra karIne pAchA - cAlatAM thA. paraMtu yA tI zrI zaja vicAre che ke "A munIe kAMI takalIphathI dIkSA lIdhI hoya to lAva ne , takalIpha huM dU2 ka. mATe AvIne vinayathI pa hai ? "tamane zuM dukha AvyuM ke AvI bhara yuvAnImAM saMyama svIkAryuM che, - mahAtmA paNa saMyogo joIne paNa joIne javAba Ape che a " huM anAtha hatI - jema mA-bApa vagaranA ghANA phUTapAtha upara-moTA thavArA hoya che, mATe temane lAge che ke mane paNa mA-bApa sI thI nahIM. zreNI vALa paragaju mATe che ke tame temanAtha cha to huM tamArA nAtha thavA taiyAra chuM. tamArA jevA rAjakumAra mahelamAM che. to temanI sAthe rahejo huM vAtsalyathI rAkhI. temanAmAM hRdathanI sapatA, udAratA, paroparItA, saujanyatA &lI che ? chatAM jADAra kare che te varSa pAvyA nathI. khAlI saggI keLavavA mArAthI dharma pamAto nathI. vyathA anAthI sunI le che je svayaM anAtha che te bIjano nAtha zuM thavAnI zreNIne A vAta sAMbhaLIne cITa lAge che paraMtu haju mA Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'mAmISTha bhASAne samajyA nathI. DArakA AtarIka cahna khulyA nathI. kI zA atyAre zuM bANa chIe anAtha che bharapura 'sAdhana sAmagrI che chatAM kahe che " anAtha cho - tyAre rAja kare che " huM to magano nAtha chuM" mahAtmA kahe che bhale magadhana nAtha che. paNa tenI jAtanI. nAtha nathI. ka A vAkya bAhya e Anara TahIe che zreNI ne bAda TIe salAmatInI jarUra che ke prAMta2 Pii salAmatInI jarura che. - tamArA gharanA daravAjA covIse kalAka baMdha zakhI ne? bela vAge to paNa joIne oLakho to ja khIlI ne AvI AvI salAmatInI vyavasthAnI karIne koI jarUra hatI. | ATalI tamAre salAmatI hIMtha chatAM paNa jokhama ghATamAM tai? AgaLa vadhIne benkamAM sUkI zA pAga keTalI takedArI zakhI mA badhI salAmatI mananI OM zarI2nI 1 tema athI. zo paNa tamArA gharamAM cora ghusI na jAtha tainI takedArI paNa keTalI ? A paraMtu mananA da2vAja zauvIne 3lAka khullA nai 1 jaima tamArA ghare trAsa Ape, tUTI natha saMtApa pelA Dare te guMDA, tema manane trAsa Ape jarI java tevA aza ne ? - 3SAryo che te mananA guMDA che. , te na Ave tenA mATe koI loka praza? tenI bhalAmatI mATe dhyAre paNa vicAra Daca che A sabhA mATe ja ahithA bhAvIe chIe. bhArebAju to tI bahu ja sAru. ) aDadhI rAte roge AvIne upADI jaI zake chatAM tamane Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paY salAmatI lAge che. AMtarika nAthatA zuM che teno kadI vicAra : kayo che ? anAthI manIne mA-bApa patnI badhuM ja hatuM. chatAM temane anAthatA lAgI. rAjamahelamAM baiThA hatA tyAre cAre bAju : sainika, salA, salAmatI vadhu na hovA chatAM temane anAthatA lAgI che, kyAre jaMgalamAM ekalA aTulA che. vAre bAju galI prANIo chatAM temane tyAM kSalAmatI, . sanAthatA lAgI che.. vANa chAtanI sanAthalA jarI 0. AMtarika jAtanI sUnAthanA juhI vastu che. bAla jagata judu che. AMtarIka jagata judI vastu che. tema AMtarIka 2vachatA judI vastu che. AMtarI gaMThI judI vastu che. tema bANa svacchatA, bAla gaDI jatI vastu che. tema bAla Arauthya judI vastu, bANa vauga judI vastu tema AMtarIka Arogya, AMtarIka zaga judI vastu che. vI A pro AvI. ane cA nahi samaje to praNAdhAna dvAbda ' rupe ja AvavI. anaMta kALathI mAtmA A ja nathI karI zakaccho. anAthI munIe evuM vedhakatAthI samajAvyuM che ke sekasIjha zA samajI jAya che. temane lAge che " mA mana phAvyumAM nathI" badhI bahAranI salAmatI hovA chatAM mAri7 salAmatI nathI. tema temane lAge che ane tenAthI temanuM Akhu mana pharI jaya che. bAla TahIthI jue ne miThArI AMtarika kaSTIthI jIrtha te bhamInI. Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samajhItI eTale pra tariTha raSTIvALI va. ame tamane kahIe ke tamArAmAM samazIta nathI AvyuM to tamane khoTuM lAgI jAya, amAre tamane miThATaTI thita2vA nathI, parUA tame tenI badhI sImAthI pasAra thI gayA cho ? barAbara vicArajo nahIMtara mAtmavaMthanA thavI. -- - zrApa Aja badhI vAtI parIkSAmAthi jharatAM kaivA prakiAvAnavALa mAnasa hoya, prajA karatAM kevA prAdhAnavALuM mAnasa hoya te pAvalI. Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 56 | | Ex.zrI yugabhuSA vijyajI magurubhyo nama: 13-1-95 a || yogavilI || govAyA TenDara guvAra, apaeNDa vaTa e anaMta upakArI ane jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA jIva mAtrane anaMta duHkhamaya evA saMbhAvathI mukta thaI anaMta sukhamaya evA mane pAme tenA mATe dharmatIthanI sthApanA kare che. zAnIonI TaNI avamAnane e sAcA arthamAM maLe pADavA hoya, zAMta thavA hoya to moko mokalyA vagara chUTako nathI. A Akho saMsAra magptinI Aga che. A saMsAramAM 4 lAkha jIvAyInImAM aijha DyA evI nathI & kyAM pravRptinI Aga na haya. mATe to jIvane paNa vRpti jaInI hoya to tenA mATe nIla ja che. paramAnaMda evA mokAnI khAlI vAtI 3ravAthI maLavAnI nathI. sukhamaya evA mokSane maiNavavA mATe hai kauI eka sAdhana hoya to te vizuddha dharma ja che. mATe je AtmAne Avu sukha pAmavuM che tene vizudhdha dharmane apanAvI ja paDe. 1 mI e to lobI malanI vAta , paNa jIvane AtaraDA sukha pAka ke AMtarika zAMti paNa jo pAmavI hoya to tene vizudhdha dharma apanAvI ja paDe. ane prakriyAthI ja maunanA sukhanI prAptinI vAta thAya che. - vizuddha dharmane ApI thIga karIe chIe. yara e ja banI zake che jenuM mauta sAthe kanekzana hoya. jemAM vIjana karavAnI tAkAta che. te ja yoga banI zake che. jaina zAsanamAM dareka batAvela kriyAo uzcIta che ane A ja jaina zAsananI khubI che. jaina zAsane batAvela A ziyAmarga, Atma ulyANAnI mArga saM guNapoSaka che. vyAMtha paNa temAM avanuM mizraNa nathI. jyAre anya dharmomAM . avarNanuM mizraNa hoya che. jemake ahiMsAmaya dharma sNI hoya paNa Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kriyA hiMsAmaya hauya. jema aparigraha OM satyanI vAtI batAvI hautha paNa temanAM dharmamAM parigraha maiM asatya AvI ya. jyAre jaina zAzmanano dharma to azudhdha dharma che.. have tapa-tyAga- saMyama hai DauipaNa ArAdhanAnI ApaNe phezbadala "ThavAnI vAta karatA nathI paNa zrI badhI kriyAmAM pradhAna bhAvane pUravAnI che. jIva anaMtIvA2 dharma OMvA chatAM kyAre paNa A bhAvane pAmyo nathI. ane A ja pradhAna bhAva e ja ApaNI khuTatI kaDI che. mATe atyAra sudhI sAcI ane sArI karela maenata paNa niSphaLa gaI che, jema gaNitano dAkhalo karatAM pahuti bhale sAcI hoya paNa ja vaisIDa IvAna ja khoTu hoya to dAkhalo khoTI ja paDe. takALamAM jIve sadguNo sadAcAze DhelA che, dharma pAmyo che, ArAdhanAo karI che, zrAvakanA bAra vratI paNa pALyA che, agAdha evuM paMcamahAvrana yukta sAdhupUrNa paNa pANyu che. pAmyA chIe e badhAnuM pAlana paNa karyuM che, paNa moTI bhUla temAM e thaI gaI che ke darekamAM ApaNe pragadhAna vagaranA 2ii gayA, A uthApa dharmamAM vizudhdhatA na AvI, pradhAna 1 bhAva na AvyA. pradhAnanI mahimA aparaMpAra che. Anma kalyANa mATe bhAva prANa che. ane bhabhavino jIva yA praNidhAnane pAmI ADato nathI mATe te AAnma kalyANa paNa karI zakatI nathI. abhovanA jIvamAM guNo ghaNA ja hoya che. ThaMI vadhA bova jIvo duSTa, guMDA hai durAcArI nathI hotA. avi jIvo prAranA hoya che. badhA kAMI duSTa ja hoya tevI niyama nathI. abhavi jIvo paNa mAdAra, bamAzIla, dyALu, anArakta, nirvikAratA, pa . Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'kSaNa ane sadAcAe dhAkhA DaranArA hoya che. koI temane jAnathI mArI nAMkhe to paNa tenA tarapha temane veSa na Ave, devalIDanI apsarAne sAme lAvIne saDI to paNa nakhamAM paNa vikAra paNa na thAya. mana-vacana-kAyAthI akAddha balacaryA parigrAmavAlA hauya che. AvA javI paNa arvei hAtha. Ama ApaNe vicArIye to temanAmAM sugo keTalA? AvA guNo to ApI paNa pAmyA nathI. hA, paNa eTalA mAthI teo ucA ane ApaNane nIcA tevuM nathI. sabhA- ApaNe bhava chIe te kevI rIte karavAthI sAheba- hAstramAM Ave che ke je silagirinI spAbA Dare te bhavi va Da hevAyA vomAM bhava, Ava, atibhavya durbhazva, AsA bhavi che bhavya ane prabhaLyuM te mukhya vibhAjana hai bAkI badhA to peTA vibhAga che. nigodamAMthI je jIva bahAra nathI nIkaLatA te jAtibhavya che, avino juva je che jene kadI paNa vAtmAnA sukhanI jhAMkhI na thAya. mAtmAnA sukhanA svAdanI namunA rUpe paNa anubhava na. thAya tevA prakAranuM A bhavanuM chevaLa hoya che. nAnAne choDIne tene sukhanI vyAkhyA bIje cho jaI vADatI ja nathI. bhavitA sArve ja tenA sukhanI vyAkhyA baMdhAyelI hoya che. sabhAne paNa sAhebaja zAzamAM vAna mAne che ke prabhAvanA juvo paga sabhAne DolAvI zake che. sAheba - za zabathI varNana karavuM judI vastu che. zraddhAthI mAnavuM te paNa judI vastu che. ane anuninI spanA karavI te ja paNa judI vastu che. Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 59 - abhivinA jIvI zraddhA karI zake, samajI vADe, upavA paNa mApI zake paNa teyo molAnA sukhanI evAthI paNa anubhutimAM svAda na laI che. - vizvAsa tenI zraddhA hoya. IchA pe paNa hoya paNa te mokSanI IrachA thithI kare. temAM mauta mATenI sAdhanA kare paNa temanI zradhdhA anubhuti pUrvakanI nathI hotI. bAvA juvo bhavya gaNAya che. bhabhA- sAhebajI, abhavyano jIva bhavya banI zake kharo? sAheba nA kadI paNa jhapakALamAM paNa AvuM banI zake nagi. abhavi karI bhava na thAya ane bhava kadI paNa abhAva na banI zake, sabhA avi evuM zuM pApa karyuM haze ? bhAva- AmAM puNya, pApano savAla ja nathI AvatI. bhavyatva, ane bhAbhavyatva eka necara che. tenI prakRtiMgata che, jIvadaLa ja tevA savAranuM hoya che. jemaNe jaMgalamAM ghAnA hovA paNa hoya che rAthI tenI satta jAgRti banAve. jyAre ghaNA evA pathA hoya ke zilpI eka rAMDa mAravA jAya to patharo tarI jAya. bAtha lAthaDAtamAM ja talAvata che. tema thanA lAkaDAmAMthI nIca2 ema bane. ane ghaNA lAkaDA para raMdho pheravatA ja baThI jAya. dhA badhI sakhata lAyakAta I. bhabA - lAkaDu, patthara e to bahu purAla che ne sAheba jema jaDabA zukanavamI judI hoya che. taima cetananA pachI guNadharma judA ratha che. jIvamajhama 2 hoya che. bhavyatva, abhavyatva vyakita bheTe badalAya che. mI paNa eka maTe che. eka rIte ja nathI. Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 60 'muLabhUta svabhAvathI ja baicarathI bhavya abhavya levAya che. puNya pApa e to jaDa krama che. tevo sukha duHkha ApavAnI tADAta dharAve che. puNya-pApa tau bhautika kITane asarakAraka che. jIvanI prakRtithI ja bhavya abhavya judA paDe che, jema ghaNA dUdhamAM ghI nAMkho to tarata sarasa maLI jAya . ane ghaNA dudhamAM darI nAMkhI tI maLe ja nahi. kAraNa kvolITInI taphAvata che. paNa anubhavI abhavinA jIva vyAtmAnA sukhane samajI vADe nA. paNa mAro ciMtA DaravAnI jarura nathI. avinA juvo ghaNA ja thoDA che. samagra jIva sRSTInI avinA jIvo anetamAM bhAge che. pelI anaMtA bhavya jIve eka bhavya jIva mUDIe to paNa evareja Te. mATe ApaNe tenI bhItI rAkhavAnI jara nathI. hA, paNa je jIvo bhavya che tene sAdhanA karIne moDo javuM hoya to te jaI TADhe che. paNa tame bhAva cho teTalA manathI tame mIThI kyAre paNa jazI tevI geraMTI nathI. sabhA:- niyatinA niyama pramANe manuSyanA vo kyAre paNa mIla pAmaze tevI amArI samaja che. sAhebajI mA sadaina khoTI vAta, khoTI samaju che. niyatinA hAthamAM DAI jIvane moDI laI jvAnuM nathI. avinA jIvo paNa manuSya tI bane che. bhavya paNa badhA ja moDhI jaze tevuM zAnadArI karatA nathI. bADI bhavya paNa nai puruSArthathI grAtma kalyANanI sAcI sAdhanA karavI te ja jIva modI jarI. = sabhA: sAdebajIH- AvuM vidhAna zAstrakArI kyAMya DaratA nathI. phakta Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nAnInA vacana pramANe ja thAya. jhapIla kalpanAthI AvuM bolAya nadi zidhigirinI spanA kare te ja bhavya jIva gaNAya. sabhA- abhavya bIjA tIrthonI sthaLanA dare khA1 bhArebajI 5, bhabhavyanA jIvo bIna tIrthonI spardhAnA kare. have ApaNe bhavya e mATe ghArIe to aAtmakalyANa karI vADInI tema chIe. bhavyatvanA kAraNe Atma kalyANa ivAnI apazyunITI maLI che. hAjI badhA ja bhavya jIvI moDI javAnA hoya to eka visa bheMsAramAM evo Ave che phakta abhAvanA jIvI ja saMsAramAM thI jAya. abhavinA jIvonuM ja maMbhAramAM ToLu rahe tevuM banavAnu nathI. paraMtu kAyama khAte bhavya jIvo paNa saMsAramAM rahevAnA che, bhavyamA paNa anaMtamo bhAga ja moDo jo, navvANu poInTa navvANu TakA bhavya jIvo paNa saMsAramAM khaDatA ravI. DAca jhIro,jhIro, jhIze vana poInTa para bolu to AMkaDo cokI paDe, mATe jo vyAmAM modI jvAmAM tamAre naMbara lagADavo hoya to upadeza sAMbhaLI puruSArtha kavAnI che. bADI bhatvano sIkko maLI jvAthI khAlI muMdhe hAtha daIne pharI to DAI cAle nahIM. dA, ghaNAnI evI mAnyatA OM ame bhavi chIe mATe amArI eka vibha mIThA nakkI che, ane pAchA temAM AvA IlAcIkumAra, bharata cUkavatI hai cIrImAM pharatAM pharatAM paNa devaLajJAna thayelAnAM raSTAMto sAMbhaLI eTale thAya hai bakSa sthitI bhAvanA jAgavI ane devaLajJAna thaI jhI. paNa hItamAM tevu nathI, jIva moImArganA kamasara pagathiyA na thare to kadI pA tenI moDI thatI nathI. je jIvI nAcatAM nAcatAM hai khAtAM khAtAM ke arIkSA 1 Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhavanamAM paNa pAmyA che. paNa te badhAe paNa A cIda gaNAsthAnaka mIkAmArganA Damasara pagathiyAM pAsa thaI ja che. aiDa paNa dAkhalo e nathI ke Ane pAsa karyA vagara jIvano mokSa thayo hoya, . che, koIne vadhAre vAra lAge to koI jIva jhaDapathI pasAra 32. A sabhA- spIDathI sauddha thAya tenA mATenuM kAraNa zuM , sAvaja-spIDa mATe baMda2thI horna joIe. tamAro to mAMdalo varma hoya che. aMdarathI kAMI dharma mATenI pAvara che. navakAra gaNatAM . kayAre ghaNA bhAvInI hIrAve che kharI? puruSArtha ke vIryano dhodha vahe che kharI ke phakata khAlI saMsAramAM ja A korsa Ave che - ghaNA kampalena karatAM hoya che ke sAheba navakAra gaNIe. chIe paNa kAMI anubhavamAM AvatuM nathI, navakAramAM to tAkAta ghaNI ja che. pappA tamArAmAM pANI ke pAvara nathI. eka vakhata ae2thI puSArtha jAgRta thAya pachI yAtmA ochA samarthamAM zciyane pAmI jAya che , sabhA - mIDa jatAM pahelAM caudamAM guNasthAnake javane AvavuM ja paDe? lAdava- tame Ama mAMkaDAne vAgI na rahI. mane gujA sthAnaka to sAIDa Teka che. vikAsanA kAma mATe to agiyAra mirAja che, jIva je chUTa lAInamAM jAya to tene 11 sTeya pasAra karavA paDe. 1 garAsthAna 4.7,810, 12-13-14 26, 3ju ane 11muM sthAnaka to mAIka reDa che. bIju jhAsthAnaka to uparathI paDatAM na Ave. ane trIju cakAsthAnaMTha jholA khAnArane Ave. jyAre 11muM guNasthAnaka chevuM che ke jemadAdara caDhatAM mANasa ne ThaTheDAmAM bharAI jAya to pAchA nIzaLatAM paDavuM paDe. mA mAIDa Teka che mATe nIce jaya. Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA- 11mAM raNAsthAnathI jIva veTale sudhI nIce jAya , bhAviNa - uparathI nIce paDatAM ne sthAna na rahe to TheTha tIrtha paNa jAya. ane e pAchuM thatAM AvaDe to pAchuM Theka upara paNa jIva AvI jAya. dhyAna na rahe tI 11methI jIva nIgIdamAM paNa pahoMcI javA mATe AmAM baMne prakAranA jIvo maLe. . momAInA vikAsamamAM 14 makAmAMthI 21 bhumikA ja che. chatAM paNa 14 mA kema vI mA thaI IMda jamavA adhyAtmanI bhUmikA che. pachI temAM ja guNasthAnaka hoya ke thothu guNasthAnA hoya che 21muM gusthAna hoya cIe gusthAnaka sarve adhyAtmanI brAmaDA hovAnA phAra badhI bhUmikAne te mArgamAM vadhI paDe. have je loko sIdhA caDe che te 11 mane Taca kare hai. nma marudevA mAnAe agayAramuM Taca karyuM ane saksaDATa bhAgaLa cAlyA gayA. pAkA yAnma kalyANanI mA badhI bhUmikAmAM Ave ' AvavuM to paDe, - - - --- sabhA cukA sthAnamAM AvavA dIkSA levI paDe, '. sAba4 - nA, bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM sAdhu sAdhvI bhaMtha tarIke zrAvaka zrAvikAne paNa sthAna che. tamAre atyAre bhale mAthA, vicAra na thA che miDA paNa na pAmyA hIva. nI paNa tame 8thathI tI zrAvaka chavAyo. pachI bhagavAnanA vakhatanA badhA zrAvakI to bhAva zrAvaka hatA. je pAMcamAM guNasthAnamAM hoya che. bava zrAvakA guNasthAna pAmelA. adhyAtma pAmelA sthira hoya che. mATe guNasthAnamAM AvavA dIdhA levI paDe tevuM nathI. hA, uparanA vAsthAnaka sAdhu mATe vIjharva che, tamAM AvavA mATe dIkSA levI paDe, paraMtu thIMgamA kala sAdhu mAre che tevuM nathI bhAvakane paNa cInI NA che , tame mikA pAmyA che ke nahi te badhA mana parathI nakkI Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'kavAna che - * - - - - - - - abhavyanI yuvatI moThI javAno nathI. paNa tame bhavya I mATe sAdhanA mATe sakriya rahevAnuM che. have to javuM hoya temAM maulimarga parelA guNasthAnaDathI savyu che. temAM sijhanamAM ja pragavAna nAmanA bhAvane sparza karavAno che. mIThamAnI prApti pahelAM vIra lAIna cUramAvarta che. tenI bahAranA jIvo mIDImArga pAyA nathI. ane tenAmAM atyAre tenI lAyakAta paNa nathI. te vo game teTalI urma re, sadAcAra, saNo pAme, nave paNa te dharma kadIpa tene mota sAdhaDa bane nahi, madhuruSIe A vAta ThIkI TIkIne kahI che. paththaranI lakIra jevI vAta che. mATe zUramAvarSa pahelAnI je puruSArtha che te niSphaLa ja javAnI che. mATe mAtmAe te Ama kalyANa karavuM hoya to zaramAvarta pAmavuM ja paDe. - anaMtIvAra jIve dharmatha sadAcAra daivyA pachI badhu niSphaLa Dema gayu? to che ke jIva zaramAvarta pAmyo nahotI. zaramAva pAmyA pachI mautama pAmavAnI che sabhA camAvarta pAmavA jIve zuM karavuM joI bhAvanuM gaThAle AnA upara carcA thaI che. chAnI maheSa pAmyA vagara jIva tharamAvarta pAmI vAto nathI zukAnI lepa te sukAnA haiSanI virodhI che, jainAmAM guno Sa hoya tenAmAM kadIpaNa gunAno aSa na hoya. apa e negeTIva kaurma che ane A sTeTamenTa kayAre thaya? che jyAre pojhITIva kampalasarI nIla hoya tyAre ja thAya. hata. jema A makAnamAM mANasa chuM ke nahi? Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te vakhate jyAM sudhI makAnamAM ekapaNa mANasa hoya tyAM sudhI ema na DovAya OM majhAnamAM mANasa nathI. hA, ema kahI zaDAya OM saratabhAI nathI, DivorabhAI nathI, kulA nathI. paNa mANasa nathI tema tau na jaDahevAya. ekapaNa maNasanI hAjarI makAnamAM na hoya tI ja e vidhAna thAya. tema ekapaNa guNa pratyenI dveSa vamAM hIya tyAM sudhI ema na kahI vADo ke mArAmAM guNano dveSa che. AtmAnA guNo anaMttA che. lAkhkhI ne karIDI to gaNI zakAya tema che. temAMthI jIvane be l.. pAMca guru, pazcIma guNa gamatAM hoya, uparAMta amuka guNI tame pAmI paNa zakyA hova, khIlavI dIdhA hoya, parIvI paNa dIdhA hoya, te vakhate jIvamAM mA pIkyulara guNInI ga paNa hoya, paNa jo uDe uDe paNa eka guNa pratye mAcI, kaMTALo, dveSa hoya to tame guNanA adveSano dAvo karI rADo nahi. vyabhA:- mAMto bahu ja agharI vAta che. sAhebajI:- tamane agharI vAta lAge che paNa Ato ekaDAno paNa ekaDI che. tame dharma na karI zako te banI zake, kadAca cocho vano paNa DarI nakho, kadAca bahumAna hai anurAga paNa na hIya, pUNa dharma pratye dveSa to na ja aiie. dharma e guNa ja che. guNa ane dharmane abheda che. AtmAnuM anaMta kALathI bhAremAM bhAre cA ja jhera che. vhANane jnmojanmathI dharma pratye gamI, arucI DhuSa avyakta page che. tame kahezo sAheba ame dharma 3 varmAnI niMdA nathI karatAM, je niMdA kare che tene vakhoDIe paNa chIe. ulaTuM je varma kare che 2AjIpA thaIe chIe. bIjane dharma karavA preraNA paNa TharIme tI chIye. 65 Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ra 55 have kharI muzkelI yiA ja che, jIvanamAM visaMvAztiA kyAM che? barAbara dhyAnathI sAMbhaLaze. tame je karo cho jene tame sAruM mAno cho tenA pratye ja tamane uMDe uMDe aNagamo pathI hIya che ane mATe ja tame chetarA chI. tame dharmane jharavA lAyaka mAno cho, dharma joine AnaMdIta paNa thAyI chI. guNIyala tamane maLe to tame khuza thAyo nAkhuA thAo ! hA, vyaktigata vAMdho nathI levAnI. tamane kadAca raste chtAM khabara paDe ke A mANasa badhu ja paropaDArI che, tapasvI che, aparigrahI hai. pachI bhale te vyakti 1.2 hIya chatAM paNa tamane vyA sAMbhakhI tenA pratye ghaNA nathI thatI. sAhajIkatAthI tenA vakhANa karo cho, sthApI. zajI thAo cho mATe tame guNIyalanA mamAMmaka cho. te tamArI vAITa sAIDa che, te no TharI ja. guNIthala joIne tame rAja thanAza chI. tamane guNIyala game teTalA mAtrathI guNa game che jevuM nathI. ApaNe guNIyala eIne zatru thaIe chIe mATe ApaNane gu game che vA avalokana pRththA e ApaNI ajJAnatA che. guNIyala game teTalA mAtrathI gu! game tevuM vIrNa nathI. durguNI nathI gamatAM teTalA mAnathI gu game che tevuM nathI. .... navvANu pIInTa navvANuM raDA jIvone guNIyala tau gamavAnA ja badhA jIvone sArA vyavahAranI ja apelA hoya che, tamAca ta koI sAro vyavahAra kare te game kai khazaba vyavahAra kare te game Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ luNA mANasane paNa saraLa maLe to game. ju mANasane pakA sAthI mANase potAne mo nI gau. pramaNI mANasane pachA ne tenI sAme apramANIka ma itI game che pramANIka maLe to game TalA mATathI tene pramANIkatA game che tevuM nathI. sabhA - sArA avanI anumaudanA karI lI guNI Ave; sAbicha- tame 3thA bhAvathI anudanA chI chI tenA para AdhAra zakhe che. ghaNI vakhata sArAnI anumodanA karavAthI ApaNI chApa sAzanI paDe mATe pAkazatI hoya che. ghaNI vakhata sAMbhaLyuM hItha che ke sArAnI anumodanA kavAthI puNya baMdhAya mATe paNa kazatI rIya zai. - tame amane sArA mAno cho te mATe ja amane vaMdana karI cho, page lAgI che, khamAsamajhA Apa cho, amArA tarapha aelbhAva vyakta DarI che mATe tame amane sArA mAnI cha. para amArI pA je sAzapA hai nA DAvI tI mA vadhu karo cho te tamane joIe che jaima DII karIDanuM dAna kare ta tanA tame vakhANa karI lI, paNa dAna karavAnuM Ave to garma kha? guganI anutronA karI laiM kAMI gunI abhilASA nathI. tamane guNIyalanI zaga che paNa guNAnI zaga nathI. gukAnI zaga te judI vanu hai. A badhuM je karAya che te pATha che. sAthI manumA nathI. saMsAramAM lagabhaga jIvInI hA ja paristhiti che. jema mRtyAre kheranAra che. tene tarma pramANIka ThIbhara ' tarIDe vadhAvA taiyAra cho . paNa tamArA jIvanamAM pramANIkatA Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ apanAvavA taiyAra cho 1 jema braNacAra sAme moraco TharavAnI durI to badhA taiyAra pachI tamArA jIvanamAMthI bhraSTAcAra kADhavA taiyAra cho? sabhAthI prabhArIDanAnI hoya to ja pramANIkane vadhAvIe ne ? sAbija nA tevuM nathI , pramANIka mANasa tamArI tara sAru vartana kare che mATe game che. tyAM amIjha mANasa nathI gamatI. mATe pramANIkatA game che naivuM nathI. ne pramANikatA gamatI hoya ane chatAM te pramANIkatAne na apanAvI zako hoya taivuM bane paNa tene tenA jIvanamAM tenI DaMkha TheTalI hoya? pote nathI apanAvI zakato tene potAnI nabaLAI kAtI hava. te kAMI pramANapIDa thaIne suI hAtha daIne karato hoya? lokone pramANIkatA nathI joItI paNa pramANIka mANasa jaIo che. sabhA:- pramANItA game to amArIjha mArAma game ne? bhArebAju nA tevuM nathI. guMDAne pakA sajana mAgama ja gamato phI che. jahAne paNa mAthI maLe to vadhAre kAve ke bhAme ja ja maLe te have lukathAne bhoLo maLe to kAle ke luccI maLe to phAve; sabhA luvAne bhoLo maLe to udAca te suvarI jaya sAva hatha parivartana thAya to sudhare. nahItara to bhoLAne Dabbala lerI le. tamArA hRdayamAM kyAM sudhI apIla nathI thatI tyAM sudhI jIvana TanIka poInTa AvatI nathI. tenA mATe to . hRdaya parivartana anIvArtha I. sajajana game chatAM sajajanatA game tevuM nathI. jarA AtmAne phai sadAcArI game che sadAcAra game che. guNa gamavA judI vastu che guNIyala gamavA judI vastu che. Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . vicArae javanamAM tamArI DImAnDa 1 bIja tara7thI apedhA zuM dIdhIne paNa sAme jhadha kare to gamatuM nathI. te vakhate nI te jamA khe teja game che. duSTane pachI duSTa gamatAM nathI. mATe tapAsa e rANA sArA la che OM nahi? * sUbhA causobha guNa sArA lAge che sATaMba - vithArI, lIlI tIlIne bIlaje. harI nA jatAM. - je vyakitane je vastu sArI lAgatI hoya te meLavavAnI tene IcchA thayA vagara rahe kharI raste nAM mauTa2 sArI lAge to te mI tI rAju khaza ke nahI ? hA, maLe tevI jhIvaDa na hoya to cupacApa aisI . saMsAramAM paNa vicArja 3 ai namuno evI che ! je vastu gamI hauya te meLavavAnI IcchA na thaI hoya - je guNa sArA lAgatA hoya oM satata sujhAnI abhilASA hoya, talapa hoya. jevA pasA meLavavAnI talapa che tevI zuchI naiNavavAnI talapa kharI? badhuM bolavuM saheluM che paNa apanAvavuM muzkela che. prakiAvAna mananuM pAyAmAMthI parivartana mAMge che. ane kALathI mana ne dilAmAM gauThavAyela che temAMthI kADhIne A prAdhAnamAM gaThavavAnuM . mATe prAdhAnane ame pANI kahI bI. ma. pANI vagaranuM makAna nAmuM che taima prakivAna vagaranI dharma pAyA vagaranI che. mATe ja mahApuruSa kahe che ke makavAnane pAmI. tamArI dareka phiyAmAM prakhiAvAna che ke nahI, sabhA - prakalAnane apUrva kahI zakAya ? sAbijI hA, caukkasa kahI zakAya anaMta kALathI jIva ja nathI pAmI hADyo tane pAme to apUrva kadI hAkAya. mATe te navathI arva ja che. maukAmAge pAmavAnA baghA bhAvI arva ja kahI zakAya. temAMthI Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chao. suDa arvAcchI lIlAtha che. te vivIdha che vADI masara na pArmelA a bhAvI ja che. jaima tane pAmavA jAo tema mIkA para zayana thatuM jAya che.. zukAnI aSa che e jIva sAvaceta che to tene pAmavuM zIlAmAM saheluM che. A A badhA dharma pratye haiSa na joIe. guNa maLe cheSa na thaIche. gAka pratye zaga na hoya to cAle, IchA na hoya to cAle. AcaraNa na hoya to cAle, pA he to na ja joIe... te haiSa rAkhIne dharma kare to te dharma kaI rIte ? paramAtmAnI bhakita pa rAkhIne karo to te bhAna kaI rIte pha0 te kema na ! tI kahe che ke tamArI aMdaramAM kekanuM jhera che paDeluM che. mATe paramAtmAnI prIti hita joI sabhA - aiThapakA rAka pratye dveSa dhya thamAvavathI ne? sAvaja - hA, barAbara che.. { sabhA - amArAmAM keTalA zaga bharelA che. sAhebajI-tenI paMcAta atyAre ThAM kare chI tamArA manamAM vadhA rAga tUTe pachI ja zaramAvA Ave tevuM nathI. duniyAmAM game te vastu ke vyakita pratye zaga hoya paNa guNa kare to cheSa na ja joIe. taralI ja vAta che. tame bau vItarAga 1 te to 12mAM guNasthAna Avayo. te nI zikhara . A nI ApaNe taukInI vAta karIe chIe. A to prAthamika dharmanI vAta . vadhA &Sa na chATI zo te baMne pAtra gunAnI DhaSa to na ja . joIe. - jagatamAM je paNa sApha che te vadhu sukAya ja che. je tene ja tame kADhI nAkho to A saMsAramAM koI sAruM lAge ? Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAramAM je devA jevuM lAge che tenuM 3 sagaNI ja che. je badhA ja guMDA barnI jaya tI tame gharamAM rahI vADI kharA? mATe je che te gAne ja AbhArI che mATe tatva che te rUpApa ja che. tethI teno tI haiSa na ja joIe. anubaMdhanI TaTTIe AnA jevuM koI pApa nathI. dikSA lI bhayaMkara nathI teTalo arisA pratyenI pheSa bhayaMka2 che. asatya jeTaluM bhayaMkara nathI tenA karatAM satya pratyenI teya bhayaMkara che. A badhAne DAhyA vagara jIva zaramAvane pAmI vAto nathI. A sabhA tharamAvarta kALa eTale e pudagala pazava! sAheba- hA, eka putra parAvarta DALa, jIva Aja sudhI jeTaluM rakhaDyo che tenI apekSAe A phALa samuDhanA biDu haluM che. sabhA 2 va zaramAvamAM AvI gayo teno moba kayAre thAya, sAbag:- je java puwSAI jaladI kare to tenI mauta ghaNo vahelI thAya. je puruSArtha vadhAre na kare to eka pudagala parAvarta kALamAM to puruSArtha tamAro mo thAya. puruSArtha uMdhI phare to putrala parAvarta kALamAM vAre bhaTake. * zaramAvamAM jIva Ave eTale teno saMsAra je atyAra sudhI analImITeDa hatI te lImITamAM AvI nathI. mo vahelo mauso thAya pachI zaramAvaMI renjanI bahAra to nahIM ja thAya. sabhA- eka jIva zaramAvanamAM AvI gayo che ane bIje jIva che cahamAvartanI bahAra che to tenI moka pailAM 32tAM vahelo thAya sAheba - hA, banI zake. kroI spIDa vadhAre to thAya kharu, jema eka mANasa gADImAM jatI hoya ane roDa zAlano hoya .paNa vADIvALo je aTakI jAya ane paisAne DaoNI vAhana maLI jAya to te taina smAM AgaLa nIkaLI jAya. Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . 9 A nIDala pAchaLa zI vADe che. badhA gavI para AhAra che mahAvIra tIrthakarane janama jayamanI sAdhanAthI moSa thayo che. zvare raDhapraNI cha mahinAmAM mohI gayA che. TaayNAthI pApathI bhAve che to paNa cha mahinAmAM majala kApI dIdhI pathAra mahAvIra 12 varSanI cAInA rahI chebavAmAM spIDa upara AdhAra che. ApaNA << zAsanamAM koInI mInIpaulI nathI. varasAvamAM nahI Avela juvanuM bhAvi bheMkAra che. jyAre - : zaramAvAmAM Avela juvanuM bhAvi nizcita thaI gayu che. je atyAra sudhI javanuM paribhramaNa cAlu hatuM ane bhaviSyamAM paNa jenI sImA nahItI temAM ava e zaramAvAmAM Ave eTale tenA paribamAkAnI sImA AvI jAya che | zabA - tharamAvatamAM Avela june sukAno AvI zake? sAheba , paNa je tenA vIjharva benIphITa che te javAnA nathI. momAInI bhUmikA pAmI tenA tAkAlIka lAbha judI dUranA " che ane rIjharva >> Rya che. ma mithyAtvamAMthI samaThIvane pAmI eTale tAtkAlIka zAstrAnuM sukha mo, 27 guNo maLe , mananI zAMtino anubhava thAya. A badhA tAtkApIDa 3La che. pahelAM A maLe che. ane lAMbA gALAnA LamAM vyasthaLa TI mAtmAne covIse kalAka nirja cAlu hoya, puthanI baMdha cAlu hoya, game tevA pApa kare to paNa pApa be kA ja badhAtha, ane patha je baMdhAtha te puNyAnubaMdhI putha ja baMdhAya. A badhA lAMbA gALAnA lAbho che. salA - 21mAM gusthAnathI juvo nigora paNa gayA Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sAhebag:- 11methI lAkha cahyA hoya paNa eka paDI gayo hoya tene tame pakaDI rAkhyo che. A varSamAnI uMcI vAta che. moTe bhAge (11muM pomyA pachI paDato nathI. jema samaDItano svAda je juve vyApyo hoya te juva te svArane saDavA taiyAra kaima thAya? eka vAnagI tamane bhAvI gaI to khAvAnI thoDo kharA? dararoja khAvAnI TIvavuM na hoya to yAda tI kaze ja, samaDIne apratipAta guNa thI che te jvaleja paDe. ane paDe to tene niDAthIta rma ja pADe. samItIne pADranAra eka ja niSThAthI kama che te niDAthIta mithyAtva mohanIya krame che. sabhA - zaikI mahArAja samazIta pAmIne pappA narakramAM gayAM sArebajI - zrI mahArAja samaDhInathI paDyA nathI, paNa samaDI pAmatAM pahelAM temane naDanuM AyuSya bAMdhI dIdhu che mATe gayA che. jema tamane koI dhaMdhAmAM geraMTI sAthe kamANI ja hoya, cyAre 'parA DAunareMDa na Ave tainA vaivAnI lAIna tamArA hAthamAM AvI gaI hoya paNa ai pahelAM tame pa0 lAkhanuM nuksAna karyuM hoya te bA lAIna maLyA pachI 3vavuM paDe. to zuM ema kahevAya che A lAIvamAM vame nukazAna karaze : che A lAInane gumAvI 1 samItInI thatI thAya to tenI bhUtakALanI bhUlathI ja thAya InijhAthIna DI ja te paDe che. Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 1 - zrI yugabhuSaNa vijayajI sadagurubhyo nama: 14-0- 5 = == =h yogavilIjhA zakavAra -- prAvAna zIvALiyA ? aSADa vada bIja : - - anaMta upakArI anaMta AnI zrI tIrthakara paramAmA jagatanA jIva mAtra saMsAranA mAnano tyAga . karI muktinA pratithine prApta Dare tenA mATe utIrthanI sthApanA kare che. - mApuruSonI TIme gata DALathI Apo mAtmA saMsAranA prAdhAnathI rakhaDyA kare che ane Aja praSTiAvAna AtmAne , makAnA pradhAnamAM avarodhaka bane che. dharmanA khimAM pradhAnane pAmavA mATe mananI zA badalavI ja paDe. paraMtu prANI te vallI nathI pADatAM temA naDatara vadhyAM che ! nai mahApuruSo nata anaMta kALathI --- - - - - * AtmAne svaroSanI gADha zaga . tho -- AtmAne svaraNa pratye tela I. - - Ama ApAne bIbanA guNI gamatAM hoya che. paraMtu javA mATe kema mana nathI thatuM? tema bIjAnA doSa prApaNIne gamatAM nathI : chatAM ApakA UMdhI paLe gADha zava che. A duniyAmAM dunI ApaNane gamatA nathI chatAM durgama pratye zaga che. sagI para zaga che. chatAM sUkA pavanI kepa no nathI. anala ane thI AtmA mA 6thI 3DI pakaDIne beTho che, ane vyAja mithyAtva bhaNemAM bhAre AtmA mATenuM jhera che. bhAvanI mULa jaDa mAja che, mithyAtvanA AdhAra epa staMbha havaSa ma gAya zaga ane khA matye gArU cheSa vanaMta kALathI A ubhI thayelI gAMDa che. A 4 lAkha jIvAthInI Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 75 vALA saMsAramAM jIva game teTalI sArI bane, sadguNo keLave A gAMThanA kAraNe ja jIva saMsAranI cuMgAlamAMthI nIkaLI hADato nathI. tenAthI ja saMsAranuM cakra cAle che. AO parIbhramaNa AtmA para lAgelA karmanA DAI ja che. Ama to paiDa karma satata AtmA para jItuM nathI. paNa DInI pravAda AtmA para cAlu ja che. jo karmano baMdha pravAsa rupe aTI nI ja AtmA parathI Dano sTIDa khAlI thAya, 8rmano baMdha AtmA pa2 24 kalAka cAlu che. pratikA sAta karma baMdhAyA ja Dare che. eka AyuSya Da ja ekavAra baMdhAya che. maiIna karma paNa Ama peTAbheda asaMkhya che. badhA DarmAMnI asara judI judI hoya che. jemake jJAnAvaraNIya Tharma budhdha banAve moralIya karma saunA Avego utpanna kare aMtarAya karma tamane azakta banAve. 5rmInI asaro judI che. paNa jeTalA karma che tenA baMdhanuM kAma to beMka ja che. karmono uthya judI che. asaro jaldI che. have A mATe DarmAMnA baMdhanuM kAraNa saur che. jainA manamAM mora hai tene cADhe karma baMdhAya hai. A DI baMdhAya che temAM jvAbadAra tatva mauno paNNiAma ja che. nimIrIna navA karmInI baMdha Avato nathI. temane tI junA karmo apAvavAnA hoya che. thApaNane baMdha cAlu che, ThAraNake bhASaNA manamAM mau paDyo che. have vicAravAnuM OM monuM mULa kyAM che? tenuM utpatti, uddagama sthAna mAM cait jo koI tenuM poSaka tatva ke tenI jaDa hoya to te mithyAtva che. AThe karmomAM sIkSmIya karma bhayaMkara che. saunuM baLa vaLa mithyAtva che. jema jADane lIluchama rAkhavAnI tAkAta tenA mukhIthAmAM hoya che. jADanA muLIyA tUTI gathA hoya to te jAka karamAthA vagara de Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja nahIM. tema mINane lIlIchama rAkhavAnuM bahuM vALa A.. mithyAtva che. jenA paNa manamAMthI mithyAtve mathe che, tenI mauNa jIvato chatAM marelI che. Ama san TarNane paNa mIe bharelI hoya che. pAkA temanI mITa marelI hoya che. tenA manamAM mInI asara che maunA pariNAmo che, AvI ape mINa jAge che, paNa A varSe temano saura to mazapuruSa kare che ? te sau tenA mAtmAne khamakArI ke juvAna jArI nathI. kAkA tenA manamAMthI mINanuM je baM mithyAtva che, te TaLI gayuM I - aDhAre pApAnamAM mithyAtvane bhAramAM bhAre karyuM che. temAM tene daille kema muLu 8kAra te badhA pAponI bApu che. sabhA avirata e mithyAtvanA dvAra hoya che? sAheba nA avirata to cArika mInIyanI vipAka che, jyAre mithyAtva na mInIyana vipADe che. savagIne avirata ghaNI hoya che, pApano virAma baeNTale vina pApano virAma eTale avirata. jenA jIvanamAM pApa zAla che te avirat che. sarva pApanI virAma te sarvavirati ethI pApIno virAma vita pApInI avirAma ne avirati che. vasati e thA imINanIyanI vidhAi che, mithyAtva e daramAM mIthunIyanI lipADa che. have darzana mIhanIthanuM kAma che ? te tamArI , ahIne vikRta 32. samajA bagADe, buTTI vagADe, anubhava Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vagADe. zrI budhdhI bagaDI tenuM badhuM ja vagaDe, tevuM tamArA saMsAramAM paNa davAnuM hoya che. gItAmAM paNa kahyuM che jenI viveka nAza pAmyo tainuM patana thAya che. jenAmAM vive. autha paNa DAcuM tenuM patanU thAya to paNa tenuM utthAna nizvita 2 samItamAM vivaphanI mahimA ghaNo che. adhyAtmanA kauTAmAM vivekane samazIta kahevAya 6, jenAmAM satva viveka, khAmIvALo, harIya te mithyASTi devAya che. have pharI vicArIe. * * baMdhanuM muLa moTI maunuM muLa mithyAtva, ane A jaDanI paNa jaDa DIza jainAthI A saMsAranuM sarjana ApanA AtmA pa2 thayuM che. mazapuruSIe nidAna karyuM che 4 anaMta kALathI jIvane svadoSane phUga ane - svacAno roSa che. -... Aja AtmA anaMta DALathI dhAma karIne karI rahI che. A badhI hata tame je uMDa 63thI vicArazo tI zIksa sAthI lAvI. jemake - koI duSTa, laMpaTa,guMDo, nAlAyaka ApanA saMparkamAM AvI gamo baru ai vakhate to ema thI 3 AvA gyAM bhaTakAthA. - dukathI joIne mApaka rAjI thaILe vaivuM paDyuM mAnasa nathI. chatAM Apa phaka mI zaga che, pApAne che. jema bhagunI, sajana, parIpakAvI, udAra koI naIe to ghaNu yu zanuM thAya, tenI prazaMsA paNa TharI laIchetenA ta2 bahumAna paNa thAya. pAkA lAja guNa apanAvAnA bhAve tI gamatA nathI. Apako hIpa pratye rAga che. paNa teja dIdhI je bIjAmAM I to tenA ta7 thalAva thAya che mA bhavAnuM karAyuM hatuM? sabhA:- sAheba amane amAza vaiSa haidhAnA ja nathI. Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAbijI:- te eka tamArI TaTInI aMdhApa I calI paNa te bbale karI laIza. pachI tame UMI divasa tene javA mATe prayatna DI I pramANIkatAthI je prayatna karI tI amuka lIpI tI. daikhAya ja. sAvaja dIpone na jaI vaThThI tevo aApI lo nathI. dIpa dekhAya tyAM bhUla che te dekhAya che tyAM tamAre te tala tarapha paddhapAta, rAga, thI, bacAva thAya. kauI ApaNI dIka sajajanatAthIbatAve tyAre paNa tyAM thAya1 bathAva ja karI ne - - svadIpanI pApAta hoya, bacAva thaya; samarthana hIya, Aga hoya, to tamAre mATe guNanI ala zakaya ja nathI. AnA para gaIkAle paNa vicArI gayA chIe. zrApa je prAdhAnanuM varNana DI rahyA chIe temAM pUjya upAdhyAyajI mahArAja sAheba tenA lokomAM aSanI vAta karI che. te dIna sAkAnI aheSa. jeno AtmAmAM hIna guphAnI che mATe tene pradhAna cAlu thAya. paNa te jhI pa . - - - - aSanA paNa sTepI che. tharamArgamAM rUmamara aheSa pAmavAnI che. sauthI palAM gurAnI maheka pachI suDitanI ahevuM che hIna guNInI aleSa pachI aphika guNInI baDhaSa paTTI nirgakI che durgInI aveSa Ave pachI aparAdhI pratyeno apa Arya pachI du:khanI zakeSa zrAve. A du:khanI veSa Ave te sthitaprajJanI miDA pArma, pachI dIpano Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ adSa Ave te kSamatAnI bhUmikA pAme. - mahezanI paNa eka prakriyA karI che. je mAsara pAmavAnA che. badhAnuM vivecana bahu ja mAMge tevuM che. A sabhA - amane to A badhA zabdonA artha paNa khabara nathI. sAheba - badhAnA artha vistAra mAMge levA che. mATe prasaMge laizuM. - mAnma kalyAkAno mArga me janamajanamanI jabaradasta sAdhavA che. tIrthakara jevA AtmAo paNa aika bhavamAM pAmI jatAM nathI. bhavabhavanI bhAvanA che. mATe kamasara pAmavAnuM che eka kSAMkaLa che. sabhA - gurAnI aveSa ane muktino aheba eja? - sAheba- nA bannemAM ghaNo ja phera Avo. sAmAnya guNa pratye paNa e breSa hovuM te sukitanA ahebano lI vicAra paga na karI zake. mukitanA mahelamAM tI vaizazya joIe. zuganA mahelamAM vizvanI jarUra nathI. - sau mAnI jamikAmAM nIce uparanuM anusaMdhAna hauya che. jema thI pagathIyeM javA mATe trIju pagathIyu pasAra javuM paDe. tene ratha vagara upara javAya nahIM. sabhA - jhIlka kudaDI mAre to? sAhebajI hA, kudako mAre to paNa tene hAITa to bha2vI ja paDe. jema alI sI temAM koI eka aiTha pagathiyuM caDha, sI che DII cAra pagathIyA caDhe page thAkUvALAne paNa hAITa lo che. ba, cAranI sara karavI ja paDe. eka pathiyAnI uMcAI thaI vagara vIja pagathiye javAya nahIM. tema ghAnA - pahelAM guNasthAnaDathI sIdhA sAtameM jAtha tI paNa tene adhyAtmanI bhUmikAnA guNa tene pAmavA ja paDe. jema 100mAM pa0 samAI jAya che tema upavanI bhUmikAmAM nIcenI samAI jAtha che Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ <0 'chatAM nIcenA guNonA vaDAsa na kayo hoya tevuM na banai. tema pahelAM alaiSa pachI ja bIne "" trIjI ' AvI. pachIja Avaze. jene paNa moko vuM hoya tene sarvajJa banavuM paDe. sarvana vItaga banyA vagara thavAya nahI. vItarAga sarva kaSAyothI mukta thayA vagara thavAya bhedI vInAga kaiTale paramAtmA. vItarAgatAe pahoMcavA paNa kaSAyonA tyaNano krama che. je koi nIcenA upAyono tyAga karyA vagara uparanA upAyono tyAga karavAnI puruSArtha kare to te pheila thAya. sauthI pahelAM aprazasta kaSAya choDavAnA che. pachI ja prazasta kaSAya choDavAnA che. prazastamAM paNa pahelA sAvadya prazasta DAya chIMDavAnA pachI vaya kaSAya choDavAnA bavaghamAM paNa vyakta, avyakta choDavAnA AvavI. A ghaNu moTuM tatva che. dharmanA baitramAM agaDampa, baMgaDamanI vAta nathI. badhI vAto tabadhdha, anubhava sidhdha vAto che. prayoga sidhdha vAto che. AvA sacoTa zAstro duniyAmAM jaina vyAsana sivAya DavI ja maLaze nahI. have mAre guNanA poSa ane muktinA adveSane judA pADavA che. gaikAle ApaNe guNanA aleSa mATe thI vicArI gathA chIe. adveSa eTale zuM ? eka paNa kruSNa pratye dveSa hoya to te adveSa kahaivAto nathI. Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ *tamAma guNo pratyenA haiSanI pAira mAMge 7. ' " ' abhAva mAMge che. hIka paNa guNa pratye haSa hoya to tame pahelI DallAmAMthI jhainsava thaI jAo cho. camAvartamAM AvI zakAya nahI. pachI bhale tamArAmAM guno game teTalA hoya. jemake ame sAdhu chIe . paMca mahAvrana pAkhIe chIe. kAzIla chIe, tapa-tyAga, saMyama, maitrI badhu ja pALatA hoIe paNa maiM amArAmAM paNa eka raNa pratye haiSa hoya to amAro naMbara paNa zaramAvatamAM nathI, hA e dharma ta puchyabaMdhanuM kAztra bane paraMtu Atma kalyANa na kare, vaganA hA pAchu pradhAna e ekaDI che, prANavAna vagara ekaDA mIDA barAbara che. ekaDA sAthenA mIMDAnI uMmata hoya, nama urdu nahI samajatA . ke tame je jIvanamAM dharma, sadAcAra, pALo chI te kharAba nathI. paNa pradhAna vagara tenI kiMmana ekaDAM vagaranA mIDA bAbara che. jo ekako sAthe hoya to bAja moDAnI tvamanITa kiMmata vadhI jAya che. tame jema vadhAre vikAsa karaze tema ame zatru chIe. ame tamArA varmane Tainzala karavAnI vAva duzmAM nathI. negeTIva eproca letA nahI. paNa pradhAna e bejha, pAthI che. pradhAna vagara kazatI ArAdhanA vya kriyA che. vyaDiyA be prakAranI hoya che. c) icchita rUpane ApanArI DhaLa kriyA vjha hai vAyA, vAyA pUrchA maunanuM sAdhana na bane tevI kaltha DiyA, vaccha che, pragavAna vagaranI kriyA AvI hoya che, je bhAva prathA nathI banatI. bhAva UthAnuM sAdhana paNa nathI bananI, hA, bagIvALA jIvI pradhAnavALA hoya che. paraMtu temanI kriyA paNa bhAva kriyA nathI banatI, jaima kRSNamacArAjA tapa-tyAga karatAM 6. Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ chatAM temanI thiAne paNa vyathA karI che. zrI mahArAjA zAvihAra bAda ghare to paNa temanI mithA kavya yiA kahI che. sabhA- evuM sAMbhaLyuM che zreNI mArAja navakArazI pachI nahotAM pharatAM. sAba- nA, A badhI khoTI vAto che. have teo bhAvaDiyA, nahItAM karI zakatAM. bAkI gayA to 32tAM hatAM. A vAtane lIlIche uMghI rIte lIdhI 6 zrI rAjA prabhutA parama bhakta hai. tamane aniga che. savAre uThe eTale pahelAM sevakone tapAsa : karavA mokale, prabhu mahAvIranI sukha zAtA puchIne sevazI Ave. temanI svasthatAnI saMdezo maLe pachI ja hadayathI ja dizAmAM prabu. vicaratAM hoya te dizAmAM namaskAra kare, motInA sAthiyA kare.. cityavaMdana Adi kare pachI ja moMmAM pANI nAkhatAM. zuM AvA zremI navakArazI na thatAM hoya, ghaNI vakhata to prabhu temanAthI pa00 mAIla paka thIya. sabhA abhimaNa ane paccakhAkAmAM tI re2ne ? sAheba - bamaNa vagara paccakhA thAya pachI paNa na leto paNa mAnasIka saMkalpa hoya to virati AvI jAya. pacchakhANA lo paNa vizatanA parINAma na hoya to lAbha nathI. hAtha na joDavA mAthI lAbha nathI ? zuM zreSAjane hAtha ekvAmAM duHkhAvo thatI hatI : pathakhAi le to ja viti Ave te mATenI mAta, IlAcIkumAra, bharata mahAzA thAM puSyabANa levA gayA hatA. vagara pAyakhANo paNa pApanI virala AvI zake che. vasabhA- to ja zrAva ghaDamAM pazubA kema? bhAIba - tame uMdhu samaLyA cho. he pachI pasthakhAkAnI himAyatI che. me paNa pathabAchA laIe chIche. bhAvane pAmavA pasthakhAkA e Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ [ amogha zAna che. pApanA tyAga mATe saMkalpa badhdha thavuM hoya to paccakhANa jevuM sAdhana nathI. te mahimAvaMta che. paraMtu zAstramAM, throtha bevuM nathI ke pakhAkA lItI ja viti ane na lInI avazata. hakIkatamAM kRSNa mahArAja pathakhama letA hatA. jyAre hAriDAmAM nemInAtha prabhu samavasaryA che tyAre AkhA nagara sAthe, zaba dezanA sAMbhaLavI rahyA che. te vakhate comAsAnI sIjhana hai. tyAre gamanAgamanathI uTalI hiMsA thAya 1 mATe tethI prabhu pAse paccakhANA le che ke mAre thA2 mahinA hArikAnI bahAra javuM nahIM. vAsudaiva chUtA chatAM paNa kare che vAjasabhA bharavI nahI. 13 hajara zaja rasAlA sAthe rAjasabhAmAM bhAva tI tenA nAmane keTalI jIvaNasA thAya mAre rAjabhA bha2vI narI AvuM pa Na le I ane prANI sAthe pALe che. chatAM bhAvathI virati nahItA pALA, lAyika samUkItanA svAmI che. tIrthakaranI AtmA che. bhagavAnanI upadeza - pAmelA, gItArtha zrAvaka che. ATaluM kAna che. te pAnI, kAna, bhala hauvA chatAM paNa temanI vya kiyA ja ii, . . . sabhA:- kethapiyA bhAvaDiyA thAre thAya? sAheba - te AgaLa AvavI. pradhAna prarvaka kAnI riyA pakA bhAvakithA nathI. , bhAvaDiyA ju bhAvapUrvakanI DivA judI prakriAuna vagaranI kriyA bAvaLiyA nathI bhAvakithAnuM sAdhUna thI nathI. pradhAnavALo dharma bhAvazithAnuM bhAna banI. bhAvakatA thAre Avela prakRti nAmanA bAthe sarva tyAre badhA zAstrIya zabdo baghA lAge che nepAkA ma ma dhyAnathI bhAgaLa sAMbhaLo to badhu samajAvI. . Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cr pradhAnamAM javA mATe trIjA aheSa pahoMcavuM paDe. mATe pahelAM, pahelI bIne aSa pAmavI paDe. pahelo adveSa pAmI eTale gharamAvartamAM AvyuM. jema Trena sTezanathI upaDe tyAre je JIna sIgnala na roya to zuM thAya? jaine bAjnma DalyAga karavuM hoya tene caramAvarta grIna sIgnala rUpa che. have je jIva puruSArtha DI te Atma kalyANanuM kAraNa banI. polAno dharma jai aAtma-kalyANakAraka nathI banato. temAM kAraNa aMda2 32 paDyuM che. -2 maganuM pANI paNa kyAre poSaNa Ape ? e hojarI cokhkhI hoyato. tema jainAmAM guNanI hai ane doSano rAga A 22 paDyuM IM. te tema nuksAna jhADa bane che. A jhera kAtIla che, je DADhavA jevuM ja che, anaMta AthI AtmA A ene DADhI nathI zakyo. kSabhA:-gu kayA levAnA ? sAhebajI :- sAmAjIka guNo, dhArmika bhaguno adhyAtmIka azrunI A badhAne gomAM saMgrahIta karela che, mATe badhA ja guNa levAnA. raSTAMta-eka vyaktine udAratA cukhya prartya haiSache te kema nakkI thAya udAratA e guNa che. have jaine teno virodhI doSa-lobha, jusAI gamatI hoya. potAnI kaMjusAI levAnI che. bIjAnI sAI to DIIne gamatI hotI nathI. badhAne udAra mANaso ja game che. kaMjusa to tamane ghasArI ja Ape ne te tamArI upayoga kare ke tamane upayogI thAya! have ayA muzkelI kyAM naDe che OM potAnI kejubhAi game che. kAraNa manamAM paDyu do hai jo udAra banazuM to luMTAI gayuM. lITho Dama DADhI leze. Dema barAbara ne 1 unA e luTAvAnuM sAdhana dekhAya che ne ? maMjusAimAM tamArI namane salAmatI dekhAya che. tamAruM baMdhu TakI. Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thAre Ama sAcavI tI ne! alTImailI uMDe uMDe tamane ? kaMjusAImAM lAbha dekhAya che, ane udAratAmAM nukazAna BkhAya che. kaI dAnezvarI maLe to tene hAratorA pazavo, vakhaga karI, paNa baMdaramAM tyAre zuM hoya ? pautAne udAra banavAnI IcchA nathI tanme karazo udAra mANasanI anumaubA kazu tenI niMdA nathI 32ta --- sabhA-te bhAdeva-guga ja kahaivAya nai 'sAhebajI:- A kSamA mAMge viSaya che. anumauranA vakhANa kema jo choDInA Daro cho je tamane annakuLa thAya naivI hoya tenA ne 1 sAchalIja zuM che te vicArajo. - potAnI kRpachInAnA bhAva para zaga , te jIvane khaTakatuM nathI. doSa uparanI zaga ja tenA virodhI guNa upara vaiSa pitta kare gukA upara haiSa TharavI Tarva kAMI Akho divasa zukane bhAMDavA, - niMdA karavuM tevuM nathI. cAnA hevanuM poSaka tatva hIMya svadISa marthanI gATha zaga che. svazISanI zaga che tene tenA vivIdhI guphA pratye maheSa mAve ja nahI. - kIdha e lISa che. tenI vivIdhI guphA kImA che. have koI AyA para gusse thAya to ApaNane gamatuM nathI. bhalI mAgama kItha sArA mATe A rIte vAta kare to game kha? vIjAnA kala mArA pratye bhagamo I bIjanI dha nathI gamatI paNa ApI zIdha khaTake che, kharI? kaI sajana mANasa samajave to paNa te vakhate tamArI bralanA svIkAra karo ke tamArA roSane bhamarthana ApI 1 bacAva karo. tamArA vartISane sArA tarIke khapAvavAnA ja tame AgaTI cho to tenA virodhI guNa pratye kepa che ja. bhalabhalA sApha AnnA paNa uthAmAM uthI puruSArtha hastAM hauya paNa jo A pahelI iDI ja kI gayA hoya to vadhu niSphaLa che. Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dharma che - - doSa eM agharuM che. dva dharma ja vaiSa sAthe kare to te dharmanI velyu TalI made ghaNA prabhunI bhakti mana suDIne karatAM hIya, prabhune jaIne thi nAyanuM hoya, taimane joine gADA gAMDA thaI jatAM hoya paNa eja vItaraNa pratye temanAmAM avyakta cheSa paDelI hoya che. nainI bhakti karatAM . tene pAmelA guNa pratye haiSa hoya to te bhUta saLa kaiTalI thAya. * tame amArA paga dAbo, amane vaMdana karI, vaiyAvastha karI paNa je sAdhutA pratye ja asathI zItha to A badhu saLa kema thAya? - gaNI bIchAvattA 8Lavo to cAle, teno zaga , tamannI abhilASA na hItha lI cAle, paNa guNInI agama tI ja joIe. ane be A hoya to tene na zAsanamAM sthAna nathI. AtmIka ra te jhIromAM che: - - - - - - - sabhA - bhAla kare che hITala TAIma to sArA vicAramAM sAheba- hA, eTalI thaIma sArA vicAra kare che, saggI pave che. paNa tenAthI tene phUData patha baMdhAya che. pAkA Anma kalyANa na thAya. A pAthathI bhavAMtaramAM thIDI sAmagrI maLe , bhItika sagavaDa maLe, te pachI bhogavIne saMsAramAM phare. vaLa na maLe tevuM nathI. paNa tenAthI Atma kalyANa thaze ja tevuM nathI. jema nAstIka mANasa mAtmA, . puNya, pApa, paloDa nathI mAnato. je AtmAnI vAta bhAve nI ThekaDI uDADe. paNa te pramANIka mANasa che. jIvanamAM koI lAkha rUpiyA Ape to paNa juhu na bole. to A guphAthI tene puNya baMdhAya. paNa tenuM Atma sthAna to na thAya. ) - sabhA - paNa AnAthI dhIre dhIre to uddhAra thAya ne? . sAheba - A rIte thAya tevuM magajamAM kyAMthI vasI gayuM che? zuM Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tamAre philhI javuM hoya ne tame game te raste cAlI to dilhI pahoMcI javAnAe rasto cAle kharo ? sabhA - duniyA goLa che, bhArebajI - pharavAnuM tAtparya zuM che ke divA nI 3ravI ja paDe, vIDiranA mAtmAe nayasAranA bhava pahelAM ghaNI vakhata bhAro keLavyA,varka dvArAdhanA karI chatAM paNa tenAthI taimanuM paNa Atma ulyana na thayuM. Atma kalyAnanuM sAdhana bane tevA vana thA ane Atma kalyANAnuM sAni na bane levA grADuthA. adhyAtmanA trimAM yAtma kalyAkAnuM sAujha na bane tevA guNanI mita nathI, sabhA tenAthI vyagati to maLe ne lAdevajI - hA, tainathI eka vana saura cAnsa maLe. jema A bhavamAM paNa evo thAjo pALyo che. baiTale zuM te pAmI gayo bhavAMtaramAM sAmakhkhI sapo paNa tenAthI AgaLa rIjhalTa nakkI nathI. ame to tamane vAstavIkSA karIe chIe. kauIne amAre bhUmamAM rAkhavA nathI. tame je vikI le kathAnuM kAraNa bane tevI geraMTI to levIja joIne bajAramAM tame koI vastunI mA paisA ApI to pahelAM verI mAMgI ke nahIM ame to sApha zabdomAM tame je varmI ko tenuM moju phaLa paNa nathI batAvatA, ane vadhAre rUkha pAkA nathI - batAvatA vAstavIka parIkAmavI vicAra karI. dezabha2 zrA ane darzana kare teTalAthI nakkI ja ukAva thAya to, abhAva, kurbhava bhAra zarmA paNa darzana karavA Ave che. Apa paNa evo dharma karyo che chatAM uhAra nathI thayo. mATe ekAMte to evuM na ja kahevAya che, te Ave che tI tene kyAre prakA taka unI thavI. sAdhu pAse Ave che bAthanA Dare che to tene skopa che jayAre Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ je nathI ja AvRtI, ArAdhanA nathI 3 taine to strIpa nathI. para Ave eTale tarata ja tevuM to na ja bolAva. ane tevuM 'karIe to khoTu vivAna karyuM devAyA - sAmAyika, pratimA kare che teTalA mAtrathI sIma nakkI thI tevuM na javAya. hI hITalamAM kha3 vaine skopa nathI. riyA tene pAmavAnI taka che. kAraNa sArA sArA nimino AyA .. auno artha ema nahIM 8 nimittA mAvAthI pAmI ja nathI. paraMtu : ne nimitta jhIle te pAmI jaya. anaMnI vAra AtmA nimino . pAthI che. paNa te bau kogaTa gayA che. koI evuM nathI 'prabhunI dazAnA sAkSAta na sAMbhaLI hoya. bAvA nimitta pakA tela gayA che. praSTivAnA vagaranA ballA varSamATe ApakI thIDI sUDI - zakIe. tamane gano aleSa samajAI gayI dI? have muninA AvaiSa AvI. pachI hIna guphAnI aheSa zrAvI. A - hIna guphAnI lepa Tale tamArA karatAM ja nathI bhUmikAmAM hAtha tenA pratye aSa. praviAna pAmavA mATe A trI pahoMcavAnuM che. - - - - - ghare jaIne maMthana karajo ke "jhAdISa pratye mane Aga che. huM samarthamAM ka2vAvALI chuM. dIvInI pAyAna che ? ane A doSonA udAganA 31 ja huM tenA virIdhI sukAnA aheSa cUkI jaIza. barAba2 pramANikatAthI mathana 42. jo huM zA pahelI iDImAM goThavAIThA lI ja caramAvartimAM chAvIza." Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - pa. zrI yugabhuSakA vizvanuM sadgurubhyo namaH | rU0- thIgaNiInA anAra para pathama prAdhAna - anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthara paramAtmA jagatanA jIva mAtrane mAtmAnA anupama sukhanI upalabdhI, karAvavA ghaNIthanI sthApanA kare che. - maNapurUSonI TIe jagatanA juvo bautika sukhane ja sarvasva mAne che. bhAratika sukhamAM ja temanI sukhanI vyAkhyA baMdhAI che ne A sukha psivAyanI navI raSTi mApavA mATe kSAnI bhagavaMto adhyAtmanI vAta kare che. adhyAtmIka sukha e judI TvIlITInuM sukha che. alakikalAne dhAraNa karavAvALuM sukha che. - mahApurUSIe bhatika sukha ane adhyAtmIka sukhanI java2kta tulanA karI che. bhautika sukhamAM zuM khAmI 6, zrane brAhmI sukhamAM zuM vizeSatA che. tenuM varta $ryuM che. banne sukhanuM varNana karI temAM tamane je sukha game te tame jAte apanAvI je adhyAtmIjI sukhane pAmavuM hItha to thazamAgamAM joDAvuM ja . Aja divasa sudhI AlA pachI adhyAtmIka sukhane pAkyA haiM. te yaugI banIne ja pAmyA che. saMsAra zrApa bhogamAM sukha mAne che. jyAre yogI bhIMganA tyAga sAthe anupama sukhane pAme che. dhe thogamAM pravaiyA javAnuM kAravAMthI ? te mApuruSo che che ke jIvane atharabhAvamAMthI zaramAvamAM AvavuM paDe. thamAvatamAM AvavA mATe kaI vastu AtmAmAM khIlavavI paDe ? guNAno veSa khIlavavo paDe. tenA vagara bhAvathI thamAvarta AvatuM nathI. je AnnA guNanI aheba , pAmI zake te AtmAne thamAvarta pAmavAnI geraMTI mApuruSI Ape Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ GO che. tame DaI DabA pAmyA chI teno vicAra kara . aghyAtmI' mukha mATe Atma vizvAsavALA ja gharma jarUrI che. dharma DaratAM khAmI hovI joIe ke bAnAthI Aththu maLyu che, ATalu pAsuM chu. ane AgaLa ATaluM pAmIza. AvA Atma vizvAsa sAthenA dharmane ja jJAnIo dharma 7 che. jemAM tamane bAnI kharI ke ApaNe ATaluM pAmyA chIe ! ane ATaluM pAmavAnuM bAkI che. ghaNAnI sthiti to vI che te zuM meLavyu tenI paNa khabara nathI, ane zuM bAkI hai te paNa khabara nathI. tenA mATe kasoTImAM jItane tapAso. have jaine doSa pratye gADha rAga che te dAvo na karI vADe ke tene guNanI dveSa che, jyAM paNa rAga che. tyAM tenA virIdhI guA pratye dveSa che ja. rAga-dveSa ekabIna sAthe ekaLAyelA che, jenA 52 2 che tenI virodhI vastu para hU~Sa avatha che. tame dhrumApuchyA thAze to ja hepa Avyo tevuM nathI. jema dIvA para rAga che to tenA badhA duzmana para vaiSa thavAnIja saMpatti para jene zaga che, tene saMpatti lUMTanAra pratye dveSa devAno ja. zaga-dveSa hai sikkAnI bai bAju che. banne sAIDa sAthe ja vAnI. banne sAiDane nAma je ApavuM zotha te Apo, paNa tenuM DInekazana zakya nathI. tema diyA jAga-dveSa virodhI sAthe guMthAyelA rahevAnA. ane doSa paraspara virodhI natvo che, guNa anaMtA che tema doSa paNa anetA che. durgAno AtmAmAM ja pragaTe che. jaDamAM durgAne pragaTavAno savAla ja nathI. kaudha e durguNa che. jaiva caitanamAM ja pragaTavAno saMbhavIta che. jaDamAM DaudhUne thavAnI saMbhAvanA ja nathI. jema patharAne kroI Daudha thavAnA nathI. Tebalane DAi krodha AvavAnI nathI . Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ DI e AtmAno vikAra che. 8 jUDanA nimittathI paidA thayelI che dhamAM vila aitanA bhapI che. viThThata cetanA jainI na - hoya tene zaNa, vikAro hAtha ja nathI, mATe mA bavAne mAtmAnA vijhAra kahyA che. kAma, krodha, zaga ArANI badhAne dhyAnmAnA vikAra kahyA che. jaDanA vikAra jhaNA nathI. jaDamAM vikAro thatAM nathI ane thavAnA pakSa nathI. Aje ghaNAM aikAMtavAdI bIlatAM hoya A badhA para pathayi che. tenA lI nivijJAnI che. A bava pudagalanA bhAvI che. jo pu6valanA bhAvo hoya to bhItane paNa kIdha AvavI joI ne ekAMtavANI ne Avo bhrama thAya che. . . DI puDjhalanA bhAva che. mA mAtmAne tenI sAthe kAMI levAdevA nathI. AtmA zuddha budhdha, niraMjana nirAkAra che. bA jIta tamArAmAM na bharAI ja te ja e zuM vadha koI divasa mAM paNa thAya che. upakAMne vADI nAkhI oM zuM gusse thI tene IjhI TAITa karIne muDI to zuM 2 thIM mATe kalA jaDanA A bhAva mAne te badhuza che. jyAre azuddha cetanA hoya tyAre kAvat vijJANe janme che. sdha e AtmAnuM muLabhuta svarUpa nathI. paraMtu vikRta svarUpa che.. ke. hakIkatamAM azubha bhAvo AtmAmAM thAya che. zubhAzubha bhAvI mAtmAmAM thAya che. badhA bhAva cetanamAM ja thAya 6, AtmAnI prakRtiDa svabhAva mA che. paNa vikSa ravabhAva zIva che zodha hAM pedA thAya che ke dezamAM che mAtmAmAM! hA, DodhanA kA zApIra lAlathI bane, paNa gha ucanna to mAnnAmAM ja thAya che. mATe cetanAnA zudhdha paryAya , azuddha paryAya jaDamAM ArapIta na thAya. guNa mane haja bane bhAnmAnA bhAva che. guphA tane prAkRta bhAva Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. jyAre roSa che vikRta bhAva che. para ja game che tene tenA QirIthI sUtva pratye haiSa Avai ja mATe sAvadhAnI kathA zakhavAnI ke haju paNa hoya to te thAle paNa te roSa gamavI to na ja joIe. ane doSamAM majA Ave, marthana, Aga, pApAta hoya to te teTalA aMdhAmAM guno le che.. sabhA vItarAgatAmAM hoya hoya. . . sAhebanuH- vItarAgatA 12mAM guNasthAno Ave che. tyAre AtmAmAM ghaNA doSa paDyA haiya che. bha SothI mukita no siddha bhagavatIne ja che ne pachI mIkI nathI gayA temAM IDane laIs dISa pachI ja dIya I. sabhA - sAvaja. gAda dAkhalI kApo, sAhebajI- juo vItarAgatA 12mAM grAsthAno prAvI tyAre mAtmAmAM ane ajJAna paDyu che. te vakhate mAtmA ja kSAnanA vakI, 14 pUrvadhara hItha chatAM vaivapajJAnanI apakAe te jJAna bIMdu jeTaluM che, ane zAna sAgara jeTaluM hoya che. paNa, A jJAna temane kAMI navvAnuM nathI. mATe 4thA hapa nukzAnakArI ane kathA hISa bhAvI tenuM vagara karavuM paDe. vItarAga thayA pachI TIpa banI paDavAnA che. mATe hAjJAna jokhama naryo. jJAnathI kAMI jJAnAvaraNItha karma baMdhanuM nathI. jJAnAvaraNIya sii vilIthI baMdhAya che. tamane AkhI duniyAmAM kailAnuM pradAna hoya chaeNpaNa tenAthI * kAMI AtmAne nukazAna thAya che jemake zrI kIkInuM da2 che. temAM - BTalI jhInI 2 1 kaiTalI Ave che ? keTalI kIDI mare 8 zuM, bA na kare tenI AtmA sAthe kAMI levA devA? Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAtma kalyANane upayogI jJAna vItarAgane hoya che. jJAnAvaraNIyanI baMdha mATa che tyAM sudhI ja Toya che. mara gaya eTale DarmabaMdha gayo. ane je baMdhAyelA Darma che. te chUTI jvAnA. paNa ema to na ja DIvAya OM vItarAgatAmAM doSa nathI. - 13mAM sthAnaDe rahelA devukhIne paNa ardhA kahyA che. temane paNa TArIrIka saMtApa, Adhi vyAdhi upAdhI che. emanAmAM paNa pUrNatA nathI. deinanI dazA paNa chatAmAM svIkArI nathI. phakta sanmyA ja nAmAM svIkArI che. ritI sidhdha karatAM eka sTepa nIce che. mATe banne zAmAM tAvata che. nathI ahiMyA adha bhInuM thayuM arita vyA bhUmiDAmAM dhai sidhdha zrA bhUmikAmAM che. paraMtu temanA svarUpo tamane baudha nathI. mATe ja gauTALA thAya che. bannemAM che. bahu ja taphAvata navAranI artha Apyo tyAre hAthe prazna DI OM navakAramAM paMca parameSThi lakho che te kathA DamathI lakhyA ti uparathI nIcenA krame lakhyA che te nIcethI uparanA ame lakhyA hai hai vaccenA tame lakhyA hai? jo tame nIcenA kramathI uparanA krame lakhyA hoya to pahelAM jamI lIe savvasAhamAM Ave pachI namo uvajAyANaM Ave pachI d taphAvata 86 G-3 namI Avazya Ave ema AgaLa kama cArve. ane ja upathI nIdhe kamalI to pahelAM namo zikSaNaM Ave namo arihaMtAmAM Ave pachI Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Er namI AthamiyAM Ave ema AgaLa kama Ave. ane je vaccethI krama lIdho hoya to pahelAM namI grAyamiyAAM Ave pachI aAgaLa krama Ave. paNa tame tI DoI ImmatRtIyama lIdhuM che. tyAre jvAba Apyo OM tamArI vAta sAcI che pahelAM uparathI nIce javuM joIe . kAraNa pUjana pahelAM sarva zreThanuM hoya che. paraMtu ahiyA krama ulTA che. kAg2a .. ahiMnane vizeSa mahatva ApavA, 1 upasAvavA mATe A krama lIdhI che. ..... temano jyatA vizeSa che. che. anitAnI bhUmikA zreSTha nathI. paNa sidhdhanI bhramikA aiTha sabhA sahitI moDI na jAya ? sALajI - atione moko vAnuM bAkI che. paNa te jga ja, adiyA bhAva amidaMta lau chuM. jyAre tethI sadare vicaratAM doya, sovasaraNamAM 34 atizayonI lakSmI sAthe jagatane upadeza ApatAM hoya te bhAva azciMta che. sImaMdhara svAmI vagere bhAva arita che. mahAvIrasvAmI bhAva ariheta nathI. te DhavyathI che. sabhA:- bhagavAna arihaMta thAya ja nai 1 ja sAraibaja kaiTalA paNa jaivaLajJAna pAme tene vItarAga tI thavuM paDe. sa dazAnI prApti vItarAgatAne pAmyA pachI ja Ave. pUraMtu sarvaza thayA eTale kAMI badhA Darma khapI gayA tevuM nathI. arihaMte cAra ghAtI kUrma khapAvyA che paNa maghAtI cAra karma khapAvavAnA hajI bAkI che. sidhdhoe sarva karmonI baya karyo che. atiIne IjiyonA . baMdhanathI sukta thavAnuM che. bhA:- arihaMta pharIvAra janma le 1 Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'zAiH- jarurI nathI. te aija janmamAM sAdhanA pharI karavI, je vyakti ja bhavamAM samAptI na karI zake tene ja janma levo paDe. bAkI janmottara prAptino savAla ja AvatI nathI. arihaMto e ja bhavamAM sArthanA karI 32thI paNa ahita I tyAM sudhI sAdhanA bAkI che.- ----------- ----- -- ---- - - ma ma mahAvIra cAra ghAlImakhapAvI savA, sarvadazI thaI vithare che tyAre gozALAe nai laDyA DI che. bIjA DevaLajJAna pArma pUchI upabhaga AvI . paNa tIrthakarane prArtha karIne upasarga na Ave. maNavIra prabhune cUraNa tarIke upasarga AvyA che. te levAne upasaf ja gAya che. te teMjI levA temanA puNya pasAthe hArIjamAM na pravezI. paNa temane traNa pradakSiNA ApI gauzALAmAM te pravezI che. 18 derAne bALI nAMkhe, karIs maNAbhIne bAkhI nAMkhe tevI temAM uthapAtA hItha . vAvI bhayaMkara taiI levA temanI bIjubAjumAMthI pasAra thaI tethI temanA dehamAM pIttanI kaDapa thayo. tenAthI. rIme ramamAM temane hAra paidA thayo ane lohInA jhADa thayA. zrahita, jemane ThevaLajJAna thayA pachI, jyanI tahenAtamAM kIDIvitA ane guja InTI ya, jemanAmAM anaMtu zakti, anaMta guNo hauya. chatAM temane deha che mATe pIDA AvI. kailIta avasthAne nati pAsthA mATe A zA AvI. sidhdha bhagavaMtone kaI upasarga DhAve kharI? arihaMtane upanna thaI zakyo, jyAre sAmAnya kevalIne temanA darma pramANe upa thaI 48. arihaMtane hajI vyathAbAI sukha pAmavAnuM bAkI che. mATe bolAvuM nahIM ke te badhA baMdhana, rdoSathI mukta che. temanI bhAvanA parijha che - namo nANAMmAM zuM dIdhu jaika pItAnA badhA brA,I ke paribaLone junI lIdhA che. hA, ema na kIdhu ke badhI sidhdhIne Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ S pAmyA che. ApaNe tyAM deta zidhdha koI vyakti nathI, vyA navAramaMga adbhuta maMga che. ApA ArAdhya tatvane temAM ja karyuM che. dukhiyAnA DII dharma AvuM raju karyuM nathI. duniyAnA bIjA dharmo daiva-40 tatvanI vAta kare che paNa vyApI to AvA AvA doSothI rahita AvA thI yukta game te vyakti hoya te ArAdhya tatva che. ApaNe nAma, vaiyA hai vyakti sAthe saMbaMdha nathI . AvA guNa hoya 3 bhagavAna. bhabhA:- sarva guNamAM thoDA bAkI che. sAdebajI -cuka che. ghaNA ja guNo pAmI gayA che. zikhara para hai, jJAna darzana ataMtu che. kaivakhImAM guNono bhaMDAra che, sidhdha ane bhAratamAM tanamatA che. duniyAmAM AvA zabdonI rajuAta kyAMya nahIM maLe. sidhdha sidhdha che tene namaskAra. sarva zidhdhine pAmyA che, jene badhI sArI vastu meLavI lIdhI che. huM meLavavAnuM ke choDavAnuM bAThI nathI. teo pAmavA lAyaka pAmI gayA che. bhogavavA lAyaka bhogavI hA che. mANavA lAyaka makhI rahyA che. duniyAnI badhI sArI vastune TIpa levalathI pAmI gayA che. mATe jJAna paNa parAkASThAnuM 1 zakti paNa pAThAdAnI 1 guNa paNa pAkASThAno ! sukha paNa pAkASThAnuM ? sabhA:- ti ane zidhdha bhagavaMtanA devaLajJAnamAM taphAvata hoya bhAebaja che. temane zAna che paNa anunUnImAM nathI. anaMtu sukha che, te badhdhonuM che. devaLone tenI jANakArI che. padma anubhava nathI. kSatAH- temane ArIra che mATe sAjI:- devaLI bhagavaMta jue che, bar3I che, yA anubhavI zakatAM nathI. Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 13mAM guNasthAnaDe kavAlAna judu 14mAM che - ane mIThAmAM kevaLajJAna judu che. - - vapajJAnanuM svarupa spaSTa hovuM joII. sabhA - vaivajJAnamAM paNa bheda hoya? sAheba - hA, maida kaI rIte na hoya che temanAmAM aMzathI paNa ajJAna na hoya devaLajJAnane samIra AkhI duniyAnuM jJAna che. duniyA ja che. samaje che. pachI tulavatAM nathI. AnA uparanI vIdyumanA volyum bharAya teTalI che. kevaLajJAnane na mAnanArA kare che tamArA kevaLIne to gaTaranuM pANI che tenI durgadha kevI badhuM jJAna che mATe AkhI duniyAnI gaMdakInuM jJAna che. jeTaluM paga dukhe che te badhu jana che mATe taimanA mAtmAmAM bAvIne bhAthu che. tevuM hoya ta temanI salata to kevI rIDI thAya? zuM badhu jJAna che mATe Akho divasa gaTaranI oiThI suMdayA kare. badhI vastu jakI che. kuba jAkI che. paNa vaLI bhagavaMta badhu jue che jANe che paNa anubhavatA nathI. saMsAranI kAmagIne anubhavatA nathI. te duniyAne taTasthatAthI bAkI che. velsa to svanuM ja phare che. mokSanI prarva ravanuM mAtrAmAM saMvedana che. vaLajJAnIne paNa 14mAM svAsthAno jaDanuM saMvedana cAlu che. te araNa che. saMpUrva cetananuM vena nathI karI zakatI. 14mAM gukA sthAne vadana che paNa pravRtti nathI. 12mAM gukA sthAno nuM aphAna che. 13mAM gunA sthAnake jaDamAM prati hoya che. waaN kA sthAnake jaDamAM pravRtti nathI hotI paNa anubhava tI che. Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 98 sabhA- rIletI vakhate jaDanI anubhava sAdevajI ! hA nirvANa pAme pachI ja jaDanA saMvedanathI vikhuTo paDe. 14mAM guNa sthAno paNa TAMcaNI kholo to taina thAya. hA, vArInI pravRtti badhI baMdha che. dehanI pravRtti nathI. zvAsozvAsa baMdha sarakyulezana baMdha hArTanuM phaMkzanIMga baMdha che. zailezI vasthAnI artha barAbara samajai. tIrthaMkare kahelo somArgano samapamAM paNa abhyAsa jaiie. ramane mIkIno mArga Akho banAvyo che, je rAjamArga che. te bA guNasthAnaDane parisara samaju pAmavAnA che. tene samajyA vagara adhyAtmanI ! nahI paDaDI vADo. A karavAthI mAnI prApti thAya tevo vizvAsa eie. jema gavarnmenTamAM tamane adiyA beThA amerIkA mATe badhuM ja gAiDa kare che. tema mokSamArganI AkhI nakazo 14 guNa sthAnaDamAM batAvyo che. sabhA:- 14mAM guNasthAnakanI TAIma sAhebaja 1, T 3 A Na bolo eTalo ja TAIma. eTalA TAImamAM paNa devI anubhuti vaivo karmano vipAka, kaivA guNono vikAsa te badhAnI spaSTatA che. vizeSa anubhuti to konI ja hoya che. chatAM tenuM mulya kyu ja che. tenA vagara moma nathI. te nA padanuM pravezadvAra che. saMsAramAM parAThACAnI zreSTha vyavasthA zailaizIkaraNa che. sabhA:- ahI azudhdha paryAya choDI vRdhdha parthAtha choDe? sAdevajI:- azudhdha pathipadelAM gu! sthAnaDathI choDavAnA che. suratamAM DoI pahelA guNa sthAna maLavAnuM nathI. puSArtha Daze tI ja maLe. have AgaLa vadhIe. Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ CC - anaMtakALathI raNanI taiSa Apo choDI zahyA nathI. jenA Thakkara Apako saMsAra sukAthI nathI. jenI 22tAra cAlI rahI che. zA bavAnuM bIja kyAM che ke ApaNI sRLiyAmAM pAknI sIthA karIe chIe, guma cheSa laIne karIe chIe. pachI ApaNe game teTalA guNIyala banI che to tenI velyu nathI, mATe sTepa vAlka kADhavAnA che. nIcenA sTepa je nardhI pAmyo te uparanuM sTepa nahIM pAmI zake, jene guNanI uSa nathI AthI te zaramAvanI vahA2 che. jene muktino aheSa nathI AthI te gAsvAnanI bahAra che. sabhA -ba guNasthAnaka samajavA saraLa bhASAmAM annaka che, sAhebag:- lakhe to sAra, A kAma kAMI saheluM nathI. AmAM sekaDI e ramatAM hatha. bhadhyiAtmanA mArga kAMI be kalAkamAM samAjavI devAya tevI nathI. keTaluM maMthana karIne ApavuM paDe che. seMkaDo gaMNamAM judA judA pANI hoya che. jemake samazIta nAmanI kSikAnI judA judA eMgalathI varNana karyuM hoya che, jene A badhI bhakArI hoya teM lakhI zake. parIzIyana dvI, artha kADhIne TakavuM paDe. A badhI gabhIra vAta che. - lakhanArA bhAraNa puzaSI hatA. temane mokSamArga jhAMkhI dekhAtI. manubhutI amuka TakAM bAnI, mATe ja sacoTatA che, spaSTatA che. khAlI buddhIthI samajI zakAya tevuM nathI. atindriya che tethI tene samajAvI zakAya. manamA samajavA mATe zradhdhA DivAnI jarUra nathI. paNa zraddhA sAthe nathI samajavI vAkAya. ( nava tatva, maumArga, sola, arthAtmanI vAto anubhava gamya, bula gamya che. varSa anubhava gamya, budhdhi gaNya che. aMdhazavAnI Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'khAlI vAta nathI. tamArA AtmakalyANI sAthe jene saMbaMdha che tevI vAtomAM choDI zradhdhA zakhavAnI jarUra nathI. bulithI je samajavA mAge tene samajAvI zakAya tema che. - : navakAramAM paNa che hajuAtad te ekad. mATe ja mahimA gAvAnuM mana thayuM ratna tatva che. prANInarI thaI javAya naivuM che, ApI prakiAvAna para . . je zAstrano aka pAthI tene have zenI puSArtha DavAnI ' tene suDilanI bahaiSa pAmavAno puruSArtha daravAnA che, choka pAmI zake? gurAnI zreSa pAmavAmAM viraha rANonI DhaSa che. je peza thavAmAM pano gADha rAga che tema maulUno virIdhI saMsAra saMsAranuM virIdhI tatva mama che. saMsAra mo paraspara virodhI tatva che. - AtmAnI azu avasthA saMsAra - AtmAnI zu avasyA mA pagalanI sAmagrI che tyAM saMsAra 8 AtmAnI bhAbhamI che tyAM moDI che jema uttara dhruva ane himAna dhruva kahI bhegA thAya? sAma sAmaja ravAnA pUrva pazcima sAma sAmeja revAnA pachI game kyAMthI mAM. tama saMsAra ane moba paraspara virodhI kyavasthA che. jaine saMsAra para gADha rAga che tene zodha paNa che. dISa marce gADha Na che tene cAra pratye haiSa che. saMsAra pratye gADha zaLa che tene mukti pratye dveSa che. pachI te game tailI bhagavAnanI dana, ja 62tAM Utha muktino Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dveSI che. tene paMchI pUcho ke tAre kyAM javuM che to koro mole jyuM che. paNA tatvathI tene muktino veSa che. kAraNa tene tenA virodhI tatva para gADha rAga che jene aMdhAruM gamatuM hoya tene ajavALA tarapha dveSa rahevAno, jene Arogya gamatuM natha tene ga 52 leSa devAno zrImaMtAI game to garIbAI 16 dveSa ja hoya. eka gADha rAga bIjA 52 pariNamana pAme che. bannene sAthe rAkhI zakAya ni n ' dAMtI saMsAranI gADha rAga jhAMtI muktinI sabhAH gADha raNa caiTale ! sAhebajIH- muktino lekha kaI bhUmikAmAM Ave te arjunabaMdhaka dazAmAM Ave. guNanA aheSa mATe thamAvatanI vAta hatI. have A azrunaLa dazAnuM lakSaNa zuM1 bhava eTale saMsAra jaine saMsAra upara bahumAna nathI enuM nAma apunarbaMdhaka jIva. bahumAna zabda baMdha tame kaiTalI vakhata vAparI cho. jemake lAga pratye bahumAna che. A bahumAnano artha samaje cho! vyA vyakti pratye mAna che. sadbhAva che Adara che. have tame zuM bolo cho! bahumAna che. jema * bIjI vyakti che, bIjI vastu che tenA upara mAna che tenA kachtAM AnA para caDhiyAtuM mAna haiM, tame bolo cho 8 bhagavAna pura bahumAna che. hA, paNa te napAsavA jevuM OM OM bahumAna cheDe nahIM? Ayu bahumAna kyAre kahevAthI A bheMsAramAM koI vastu koI vyakti para mAna nathI teTaluM mAna paramAA para che. sabhA:- deva-guru-dharma traNe para bahumAna eIe sATejI:- pIlAM eka 52 lAvo pachI AchI traNa para jaIzuM. OM d 101 Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10, deva-guru-dharma joDAyelA ja che. - tame kahI hADazI hai maTha saMsAramAM ghaNI vajhu para zaga che. TuMba, saMpatta dee para mamatA che. tenuM sthAna che. tenA para mAna che. paka paramAtmA para je zaga che tevo badhA pa2 ththatha raga nathI. A paramAtmA paranI zaga tamAre badhA DU2tAM tharIyAta che. te kamITImAMthI pAsa thaI za31 vicAravA jevuM che. bahumAna zabda gujarAtI che. ghara, mAna. apunarjaka jIvane saMsAra para raga che. saMsAra game che. " tamAM rama paDe che. saMsAranA sukhanuM AkarSaka paka che. mAna che. paNa tene bahumAna nathI. samajhInane thatIbhAra pakA saMsA2 ta23 mAna nathI, sIe so TakA tene tyAM duHkhano anubhava che. mIThA sivAya ne kI bhAna bhUthI tai samaDInI. gAtI ghaNI ucI sarasAInI vAta che. punarjadhas dazA samajIvanI bhUmikA pAmavAnuM bIja che. apunarnavaiTha dazAthI jIvanI mInimArga ta2pha veti thAya che. jyAM bahumAna che tyAM gADha raNa che. prAto zabdArtha thaya . Ano vistAra jarUrI che | muktinA caheSa za2 atinI zaga nathI mAnato.cArAnI pheSa bhaya pachI mahinUnI haiSa jAya. gugano acheSa dhyAve pachI yutinI ghauSa Ave. pradhAna mATe TakA adveSa AvI. ThATha, aSa vatAvyA che. ATha maleSa pAme tene kevapajJAna AvI jAya. paNa te to mAIla sTona che. moTA saupAna che. eDane pAmyA zreye maLamArganI pahelI DI paDyA.. pradhAna pAmavA trIjA sTe javAnuM che. mAdhAnane bhAvadharma tarIke vakhANyo che. Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mANAvada mAnamAM - bhAvadharmanuM utpatti sthAna aMtaramAM che. kiyA tame zarIthI karI zakazo. paranuM bhAvarmi mATe to aMtaramAM utaravuM paDayo 1pa-rU. zrI yugabhuSa brijathase gunzInamAM - ane mAna prakiyAnan : - anaMta upakArI anaMta nI zrI tIrthakara paramAtmAnI jagatanA jIva mAtrane ati sugama ane saraLa rIte mIkSa mAgI madha karAvavA utIrthanI sthApanA kare che. mahApurUSInI raSTie paNa AtmA anaMtakALamAM AtmakalyANa mATe prArtha karIne jIjJAsA karI nathI. jenAmAM pharIne jAyuM che to puSArtha kathA nathI. je puruSArtha pharyo to te yogya dizAmAM nathI dhya. mATe brAnma kalyANa karavA prayatna karyo tiI paNa yAtrA niSkaLa gAyo 8. niLa gayA mATe ja saMsAramAM khI chIe. prayatna karavAmAM saphaLa thayA hIna lI ApakI dvAranA ghAMya pahathI gayA hauta. mATe have jIrve yogya dizAmAM purUSArtha karavAnI che. sAthasIe AtmakalyAkaranA prakAza pADyA che. jemake thaka sAdhako alpa puruSArthathI sidhdhIne pAmyA che. ghANI sAthaddha 'prabaLa puruSArthathI sidhdhIne pAA che. 8ma sthAnA paise zais vu che pachI sIdho ane huM rasto ja khabara na hauya to dIkarIne jAthe vI DhAra pachI 1 mane e ullI havAmAM bharyuM to prayatna karavAM inAM paNa pahoMze nahIM. mATe sAdhaka kSavaNI dizAmAM prayatna kare to ja alya prayatna sidhdhine pAmI zake IM. mATe e alpa sthAne pahoMcavuM hathi tIrthakare karela madhamA jAva Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I. jaima amuDa guphA 3Lavazo ta mA siDAne pAmazau. amuka guNa keLavI pachI A bremikAne pAmazo. dU,I vakhate vIja vadhAre guNa keLavazo to sArA pachI amuka jamikAne anIvArya : " gaNAtI avazya pAmavI ja paDaze. je * have masara vicArIe.. caTamAvarta kALa, A mIThamArganI sIdhI bhUmikA nathI. paraMtu zaramAvarta kALa eTale anukuLa ThA. AgaLa vadhavA grIna zrInala vI A DALa che. temAM pravaiyA karavA mATe gurmanI aleSa pAmavI paDe. tyAre bIja ochA vanA guNa hoya to cAle, je vadhAre rIya tI lAbha ja . eTale Ano artha zuM. thathI 8 kharI sAdhanA karavA bIja guNInI puruSArtha gaNA karI pahelA guNano apa pAmavAno puruSArtha karavAnI . jema tamAre dhaMdhAnI lAInamAM pragas thI isa dAma, sIe karI to ATalI to nahI maLe ja. pachI bhale bIju zAnna, sagavas chIvattI hoya. nma pachI bhale tame dukAna apaDeTa rAkhI dItha, mAkAmI lAza dIya paNa amuka cokkasa kAma na haiMya tI no hAthamAM AvatI nathI. mATe mahatvanA kAmamAM dhyAna mApavuM joIe. have guNAnI mAve pachI ja 2 mavinI vaiSa prA. AgaLanA guphA vagara A meLavI zakAtI nathI. prayatna kare to paNa te bITI paDe che. atyAre tamane jIvanamAM AgathanA karo cho ke dUna, , sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, tapa, tyAga - mA badhAmAM tAThAta che ke gurAnI vaiSa pama, muktino aheSa para pamADe. are samajhIta pamADavAnI Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "paNa vADAna che. basa anusaMdhAna reDatAM thaI jAyo. tenA mATe aMdamAM najaranI jarUra che. paNa tamane avalokana nathI, aMdhApo che. have guNanI aleSa pAmavA doSano gADha raga choDavo jarI che. guNano baleSa pAmavA vizethI tatva A gADha zaga che. te ekabIjA sAthe guMthAyelA che. eka vastu para zaga bAMdhI eTale tenA vizethI vastu para 35 thaI ja jAya. pachI tenA lekhanI vicAra karI ke na karI, jaima sugaMdha pratye gADha zaga che to vIdhI tatva dudhdhi pratye dveSa che ja. jema jema dInA gADha rAgane jIvanamA chInAM AcI tema saphaLatA maLatI jAya. hA, se rAga na atha "paNa gADha ga tI vI joIe. : gADha zaga dheTale zuM ? doSane bhamarthana ApavuM. tene sArA! mAne, padmapAta, Ajhada hIya. doSanA gADha jaMga gunA mukhane kheMcI lAve che. je AmAMthI nIkaLI atha tene doSa pratye aMtaramAM bAJara nathI. hA, hai vakhardoSa ekI za tema nathI, game paNa hai, seva pANa che. paNa padmAnano bhAva nathI. dardI jema kapaDuM dhIkhyu hoya to eka vakhatanA sAbuthI dhovAya che tenA mATe vAraMvAra praDithA karavI paDe che. pahelI vAra sAbuvALA nama pANImAM boLI eTale sthUla maila nIDI jAya. tema ApaNA AtmA upara ghaNA ja mela che temAM je sauthI vadhAre DIskula maila Aja guNa, dharmanI gurucI bhAre skula zaila che. A noMdhI jAya to guNanI adveSa AvI jAya. vyA pachI adveSane pAmelA jIvamAM sAtha gharma pAmavAnI lAyakAta dhyAve che. ahiyA adhyAtma pAmavA mATenI yogyatA jIvamAM vikasI che. paNa hajI tene adhyAtma pAmavAnuM bADI che. jaima nathaUne ke vnAbhAIvAdane mahAtmA nahotA maLyA te p- Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paSTatAM temanAmAM dharma pAmavAnI lAyakAta che. DArA te zaramAvarnamAM che. jo A lAyakAta na hoya to game tevA mahAtmA maLe. vidhi sukama tatva pAra bhASAmAM samarve to paNa te avane gaM. utare nahIM. ApaNo tANamAM tIrthanA samIvabharamAM gayA chIe, vaMdana karyA che, dezanA sAMbhaLI che paNa niSphaLa gayuM, kAma zaramAvarta pAmyA nahotA. jAma, kAmacIne dezanA sAMbhaLI . chUtI paNa hadayamAM anubhuti zI utarI nahIM. huM tatva ka8 che . teM 3varupe ApaNane pratitI thaI nathI. zraddhApUrvaOM ghaNI dharma 6 thI mA tatva anubhavamAM na AvyuM. caramAvartana : pAmelA jIvana nImItta ke vagara nImItte svayaM kathiI saMsAranI svarUpanuM ciMtana karatAM vadhu thAya che, - rAta ne sukhanuM sAdhana mAne che. IndriyonA mojamajamAMthI maLatA sukha vAstavIka sukha nathI. paNa A sukha eka duHkhanI prakriyA che, mATe A sukhamAM jene thoDI du:khanubhava pragaTa, , seykaI nahI. laMDana kha lAge, anubhava thAya tevI zakyugarI juva che. bhaNyagaruthvIne tI TAkI lauDanA bhAmrAjya, devatAI sukha, caDavatInA vaibhava kevA dekhAya? prasAra ane amatha ja dekhAya. samaDItane pAmavI para thanA thatA pAsa karavAnA che. ) ApaNe AgaLa je vicArI te apunardhavaDa rahyA che. samaThIta pAmavA mATenA pazcima athAthI thAlu thAya , ma jhADa game taiTaluM vizALa dIya paNa tenuM bI nAnuM haiyache. nAnA bImAM paNa vizALa jhADa paidA karavAnI kSamatA che. bI to nAnuM ja hoya. bI kadamAM nAnuM hoya paNa temanA vizALa hathi che. taima bhamaDIta pAmavAnA pazcima mA apunardhaka hAthI cAlu thAya che. - te pAmavA mATe mInImama aulIzAna mATe kAIreTIyA Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAranA sukha para vAMka viNa pa thavI joIe. ziyA, saMpUrNa vizaganI apeka navI zakhavA. ne saMsAranA sukha pratye aMza mAtra viga nathI ane madhyAranA sukhamAM pAka mukhanuM bhAna thAya che, sukhanI vyAkhyA bhautika sukha sAthe ja baMdhAyelI che. AvuM mAna je jIvanuM che ? A suninAmIniTa hepI che. teSanI artha virala che. mImAM je sukha che ane saMsAramAM sukha che te. paraspara virodhI che. saMsAranuM sukha palaka che. sIlanuM sukha AwI saMsAranuM sukha vira, vAsanA lUArA prApta thAya che. mATe te sakha vikArI che. jyAre maulAnuM sukha vivIkArI che. banne sukhanA pAzA vivIdhI che. jene saMsAranA sukha 50 zaga tene mIThAnI mukha para phAga nahIM, paNa aSa paNa na hoya, - thAne zAMI mokSa karyo elarja nathI kaunI. temane kahI unA dvArA zuM meLavavuM che to te DhoThI javuM . zA mIThamAM - UMI dukha nathI. paraMtu sukha che, dhUATe ja tyAM javAmAM zuM vAMdho tamAre sukha, segavatI sAthe thoDo virodha che? tamane tI pratikuLatA na phAve mATe tyAM javuM che tema bolI praza. paNa muzkelI thavAM naDe 8. tame jene mukha mAnI ho saivuM koI sukha sokamAM nathI. tame jene dukha mAnI che tevuM mIlamAM che. vAstavamAM kare che mAre mIkI javuM che paka sAyI mokalarnI tamannA nathI. na hai, Izvatha ane mananA bhaugomAM jaine AnaMdanuM spana thAya che, bhIgamaya jIvanamAM ja sAcI vRpti dekhAya che, jemAM bharyanuM bhAna thAya che. tene mukti e zreSano viSaya che. tenI agamI che. pachI bhale Ama maunI tiraskAra na tha. Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ o ghaNAne to mo va cIja che tyAM javAthI zuM mAne che. tyAM javAnI jarUra zI I? tenI khabara ja nathI. je mInA . svarUpanuM kharekhara bhAna thAya to evuM TarDa nA pADI deze ke mAtra vuM nathI. kAraNa zuM che tenI samaja bahAranuM maunuM svarUpa che. - jema prabhAvino jIva mAtmA, paloDa, puSya, pApa, karma, tenA sidhdhAMtI mAne che. AtmA ane deza judI che. teno bheda paNa mAne che. atyAre ghaNA Thare che ne ke daida, AtmAno bheda samAI jAya to zamIta AvI jAya. to pachI bhAvanA jIvana paNa samIta AvI jAya che kAraNa te pakA dehanuM svarUpa judu mAne che. paralokamAM paNa tene prasthA ' che. paralokamAM potAnA karma pramANe ja mArI mATe zaihanI citA Datha vagara te sAdhanA kare che. AtmAnuM jene bhAna nathI. tenuM nAma abhava. tevuM nathI. abhAvane kharekhara mAmAnuM bhAna thayuM che. cetana tatva che. A dekhAya che te jaDa che. je judI che. pote te svarUpe banI zakatI nathI. A sabhA - tI pachI abhAvane zuM joI , sAba- prabhAva hai rIte sAunA Dare che. saMsAranI A lIDanI . dAmanAvI ane paraloDanI bhautika kAmanAthI kare che. te rAjA magharAna, thakavatI hULajAnI, tIrtha pAse 34 IndI, jharaDa devatA Ave, A badhI Rdhdhi, siddhi jue tyAre thAya che A vadhu dharmanuM ja phaLa che. dharma karavAthI A lIDa paralokamAM thaine sukha maLI. tethI tene 104 khAtrI hoya che. A sabhA - abhAvanA jIvane khabara hoya pote navi che, sAhebajI hItha paka, ane na paNa hItha, je DII kevaLajJAnI blyu hoya te khabara paDe. pakA pautAnI Apa meLe khabara nA paDe. sabhA- abhAva bhavi thaI za8. Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhAvi nA thaI hArDa sabhA - sAba zAstramAM kahyuM che ? ene evI cAMDA thAya hai " bhavi - dhuM che abhAva che" tevI bAnnA bhAva sAva zAnI mInI barAbara masaLyA nathI. mATe ja badhA chabaraDA vALe che. AnA mATe grAyaNamAM vITha sarama AMta che temAM zamacaMdranI prasaMga Ave che. zamartha ja gauho gayelA che. siddha bhAvAna tarIke bIrAjamAna che. tame bane zuM ApI bhava taimane "namo ziNAM mAM page lAgIe chIe. temAM uttarArdha vyavasthAmAM saMyama laI sAdhanA pUrI mIThI gayA che. jJa zAsanamAM Izvara tatva anAdi sidhdha nathI. mahAvIra paNa pAmara jIva hatA. ( zamarthaa Jaa bhavamAM muktigAmI che, baLadeva che. lakajhakama vAsudeva che. pujya adbhuta che. samarthA thama zahItI che. temanAmAM saMsAranI . bhAvanA mithyAtva dekhAya tevI prabhaMga Avyo che. to havAne, pAta karI traNa khaMDa jItyA pachI zreSTha vakhata rAjasabhAmAM beThA che te vakhate saMdezo Ave che. vidyAri hajA, temanA bhakata che, vaMkA vAnara che, vaibhavu bhali I. pahelA zavAnA kANAM hatApachIthI zamanA paThI praSyiA sarvI tarake mAvyA che. cavA numAnajIne mahAtmAnI thI thathI, temanI dezanA sAMbhaLI ne vaizastha thavAthI, temane sIdhA lIdhI, gAma pachI tenI praTA nathI. tuTa bhULa che saMsAranA bhauga bhogavI zake tevuM che. zarIra che. chatAM te parivAra sAthe tapa-tyAganA mAge gayA che. grAma nI dhamI mANasane AvuM sAMbhakhatAM zajIpI thAya. paNa rAmaNa vicAre che bhara yuvAnImAM ATalA bhavamAM mahAlavA ne badale, tene tyAgIne ADA saMyama lIdhuM. koI karI patinI dIkaro bha1 yuvAnImAM vadhI rIte pazcika hoya ane tyAga karIne kIdhA te to Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tamI zuM thAya ? - saNA maNIlAla thAya. -- -- sApu - pa dhAne ha8 zuM thAya? khIlatI sdhI che. jIvanamAM kaI bhogavya vahI, mA nahIM, lAhavo lIlo mATe hajI jIvanamAM mAnI lAvI cA bhAgamAM vikAromAM ja dabAya ne - kad re zAine AvA vicAra AvyA te vakhate vIgAnuyIMga sIva va aa bhAganuM avalauDana karI rakSA I. taimanI upathaga ahiyA karyA che. eka che bharasabhAmAM zamaNuM vicAre che khyAla Avyo tyAre te bole che ke zuM rAjAnuM vuiM jora che cama zarIrI meLA zamUne paNa bhogamAM sArApaNAnuM bhAna thAya tevA vicAra cAle che. sidhyAtvanI kevI asara che. te vakhaNe zamathaine manamAM dhIkkA maLe che nathI. paikA sAva saMsAranI badhI mA majA mANI, bhogavI pachI chelle tyAga kare ema pItuM nathI. paNa kyAre chelle ne , A sabhA - che, sAvana ghaDapaNamAM goviMda guNa gAyuM sAdhi che, tAre urmanI najara chello ke pahelI tame mATI DIna epa cho zAthI pavaLI tyAre te A mitrAvanuM gAma tyAre saMyama pratye zane macI che. Ama dIvA pratye siI. gAkha nathI ApI kA uDe uDe rAsathI che. ane mAnuM nAga ja sepa . harSa pachI ja zarato lIe prasaMga laIi. jethI ApaNane DhAla thAuM. ( zilArAmathane gugo ya che, sAvavA .guNano hepa nathI, paraMtu yukitanI viga para paDe. tevuM temanuM mAnavara vANI. mosAra sIDa che. sabhA - avadhijJAnAvI vANI thAya? Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ''sAbu- dA, avadhijJAnathI upayoga hai tI NI zakAya mauvA paNa dekhAya. rUpI padArtha dekhAya. bhADAra paNa joI8, jai utkRSTa pavAyajJAna hoya tau InTumahArAjane utkRSTa mAgAmAM avadhijJAna hovu che. e mananI prAkAra dekhAya paNa tene zAstranuM jJAna na hoya to, to Avo vicAra t che te NI na . paraMtu Indra mahArAja tI s dhara jItavI che te DrArtikathIkanI jIva che. marIne ityu thayA che. teI dIA lIdhA pachI 14 pUrva bhAvA che. mUrchA pUchI 14 rvanuM jJAna nI paNa dasa rvanuM jJAna de che. mATe AvI vicAra ANI de che. have bIjA prUsaMga pathI temanI be / samajAvavA mAMguM chuM. banyuM che zuM eka vakhata devaLajJAnI upadeza ApatAM hoya che. te vakhate to sadbhAvathI sAMbhaLavA bese che, devaLajJAnInI dezanAmAM DI DacAza hoya? dIdhamAra askhalIla dezanA vadhe che, temaNe dezanAmAM muktinA svarUpanuM varNana karyuM che. bAma taiyo esAranA sukhane jhaMkhe che. paNa muktinuM ramaNIya, padmAne bevuM adbhuta svapanuM varNana karyuM che. Amane bA sAMbhaLatAM dI vaisI gayu che. vai ane 6thA sukhanuM varNana game to tenI IcchA thayA vagara 221 have atyAre tame mAlapANI zAkhyA na hoya paNa te bhAvI zake tevI vAnagInuM varNana karIe to moMmAM pANI AvyA vagara 2 kharuM? kAraNa uMcu sukha dekhavya to AtmAno svabhAva che ke AThama thAya. tamane modInuM varNana sAMbhaLatAM pANI kema nathI AvatuM ? DANa tyAM anaMtu mukha che te samajAyuM nathI mATe. sabhA:- sAhebajI evuM vana Thaze ke amane moDI 1mI ya. Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sAhebajI:-TrA, prasaMge DaratuM. tame badhI bhAra camArA para sahI dIdhI. sauthI vadhAre sukhanuM tatva mauna che, tenI rocakatA jI haNyamAM apIla karI naya to saMsAramAM mana na lAge. pachI bhale saMsAramAM raho. '' che samyagaTonI coLakha zuM che khabara che, " maulemitta tenu mava" tenuM zarIra ebhAramAM hoya pA hai manathI maumamAM che. AvI vyavasthA anubhavI che ? bhabhA: hA, debajI anubhavavI che. sAdebajI:- hA, sAh che mAdA tamAza uvyA che. paNa jI. tamana sau gamI jAya tevA utkRSTa bhaSNa nathI. gAmane to Avu. mauvanuM sukha bhaNatAM bAvuM anupama sukha, AvI paramAnaMda vyavasthA huM pAmI zUkIza ke nathI A pAmavAnI adhikArI Do' ? bhavya jIvI. abhavi jIva mAdhUnI kare to paNa pAme nahI to kharekhara bhavyU pAme to huM pAmI zahIza ke nahI. mATe pote bhAva che Tu vyabhAva che te nakkI davA DevaLajJAnIne dhai dhai "huM vi ke cAva tyAre jvAba Ape hai " tame bhAva, vyAsanabhavi, vyarama pIvI chI " Aja bhavamAM sAdhanA karI aMtamAM moDI jazo. vyA sAMbhaLatAM teo bhAva vibhora thaI gayA. khuzakhuzAla thaI gayA. rIma rIma mAnaMdathI viksIta thai gayA. 4 have jaine AvI zaMkA thAya 1 nI bhavi. jaine mInanuM sukha sAMbhaLI, samajIne tenuM brADarSaNa ke lAbhA thAya, mokSa mekhavavA mana talapApaDa thavuM hoya, AvI tamantrAvALA jIvane vAMDa thAya OM huM bhAva 3 mAva 1 r jIva bhavi che. jaima ghaNA nAnA bALaka sAMbhaLe ke anaimikAmAM AvI mojamajA che tyAMnI DIgrInI ATalI vailyu chai, AvAAvA Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mojamajhAnA sAdhano che A badhuM sAMbhaLatAM tene samAna thatAM hoya che ke moTI thaIne huM amerikA jaIyA. magajamAM 8vuM ghusI, gayu che Avu Alka pedA thayu che. ane jaI vaDe tI laDI lA ne tevI bhavya jIvane mADakA, jIjJAsA thaI zake che, mukitanA mAThA vagaranI jIjJAsA bhavya thaI . pakA sulanI tamannAmAMthI paganI jIjJAsA abhAvine na thAya. atyAre tame bhAva cho, paNa kharu bhavyatva tI muninA gamana mATe barAba2 sAdhanA kare tevA jevo che tenuM kharu bhavyatva che. ame mokSanA sukhanuM vAna karIe paNa jyA sudhI magajamAM karI hoya tyAM sudhI badhuM adhdhara jaya, jayAM sudhI saMsAranA sukhamAM sukhanuM bhAna che tyAM sudhI A sukha bampara jaya. pudagalamAM sukha mAne te mAtmIka sukhane na mAne. mATe temAnuM sukha duHkhamaya che te pahelAM samarSa pachI muninA sukhanI ramaNIyatA lAgaze. mATe pahelAM saMsAranI vizaga saMdhyo pachI 2. muninI kAmanI jUThI che, mATe je bhayA ja majA kaikhAtI hoya to suratamAM majA kyAMthI lAge. sabhA - tyAMnI maja dekhAtI hoya to mane thAya. sAhebajI - phleTamAM jene vana thAya tene baMgalAmAM javAnI IcchA thAya. sabhA - baMgalo batAve to mana thAya. sAheba - gAmaDAnA evA ghaNA mANaso che jene tenI jhupaDI svarga jevI lAgatI hoya che. jhupaDI parathI mana uThavuM joIe. pachI ja baMgalAnI vAta vai. nahIMtara kavi bhAI tamArI baMgalo tamane mubAraka, amArI gupaDI ja svarga che. jenuM paNa halakAmAM mane zodhyuM che tene uthAmAM zrAdaSa. Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ thatuM nathI. halavAmAM mana baMdhAyeluM na jaI mINa thavuM joItI. bhale tame saMsAranA sukha meLo bhogavI. paNa temAM ja baMdhiyAra TI ne I. - jema $vAnA deDakAne bahArUnI nA na ja khAya. temAM ja kudAkuda kare tema tamane saMpati saMjJA, mAna, maratava, navamAM je sukha lAge tene mAnjhITha sukha na dekhAya. atyAre ApaNe AMzika vAgyanI vAta che. Azika vAgye Ave tene saMsAra , pa2 gA2 zaga nathI. jIva mArAnA manane zaga-tema game taiTalA.DIyA pachI koI vastu para tene te sahaja zaga nathI. barAbara sAMja gabhara su che. = sahaja zabda pachIdyulara bIlIne chIe. je pakA che te, aThThama che. tamArA pa2 bIjane zuga che te paNa agama ane tamane bIjA para rAga che te paNa ajhima. AvI lAge tevI vAta che jema tame atyAre eka navuM kapaDuM lAvyA tenI kvolITI DIjhAIna, chA game tevuM prANa DAvuM lAvyA. te paheratAM AnaMda Aveda thAya che. vyAja paherIne zAbathI cAlI. zaga che. pay. enA para 2 DAgha paDe ke bharAIne kAkI jaya dazatha thoDo mama thI paNa karI nAMkhI. junu thAya to pheMkI dezo. have rAga utarI gayo. zaga kAMI kAyama nathI. kAmacalAu che. sabhA:- palsA para kAyama jAga rauya che. sAheba - A gayuM che. tame lAkha rUpiyA laIne jaMgalamAMthI, pAra thatAM hova ane te vakhate luzI sAme pAli lAvIne ubho che to huM za0 paisAno ghA karIne pIbhA sAthe . na lAvyA hota to sAru tema lAge. Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nA-tyAre motano bhaya che.- bhAdeze paisA paNa kyAM sudhI gage! sukhanu sAdhana lAge tyAM sudhI jema pahelAnAM vakhatamAM paisA ThAgaLamAM nahotA. nagada nANu hatuM. mATe jyAre mAIne sTImara OM vAnamAM lAve tyAre sonAnA sikkAnuM vajana hoya. te kadAca te vakhate vadaNa - jhAMI sAta AvI to te vakhate A nANu bAMdhIne varI, paNa lAge che mAnA bhArathI mApI kbI jaIzuM to bhAra hI dardIne 1 mATe koI vastu para sa64 rAga nathI. saMbhAH- thaDI Tai paNa damaDI na chU sAbavuH- evA sAprabhane paNa surakA, sukha che tyAM sudhI. DadAtha jIvana chtAM paiso vadhelo banI zake. paNa paisA karatAM vadhAre vAluM to sukha ja devI. je divase paiso sukhana bhAIna nahI rahe te divase choDI deze. A bheMsAramAM jIvane sukhane choDIne rAga te kyAMya navI. salAH- patra mATe dharma para so ga joIe ne sAbajI - :- 6aa, ane rAgane kAMI kharAba nathI karelAM. amArA bhagavAnano upadeza che ke badhA bhAga damaNAM choDavAnA nathI. amuka rAga karavA lAyaka che. amuTha raga choDavA lAyaDa che. rAgadveSanuM mAraNa paNa rAgadveSa che. kapAyanuM mAraNa kaSAya che. mRtyAra sudhI jeTalA sAdhaka thayA che tene mohane mora DhArA ja mAryo che. mAya para vijya meLavavA kaSAya ja sAdhana che. sabhA:- ghaSavo Apo mAdeza:- jaima koine sAya ke vIchI aa, Ivana Ape. je aa na maLe ztrI hoya tyAre DokaTara, vaida rama ramI jAya tema hoya to B Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jAma ane te vakhate vAthI bacI jAya to dhA prasaMga joIne evuM mAno mA davA to jIvana panAra che. mATe nAM tame laI lo kharA! lo to AmamI jAya na aMdara ch sApanA jherane mAravAnI davA tenA mATe gAta che. paNa sAthe to ! emanuM mApa jhera che. aura thayu hoya tene tAkAta Ape tevI vastu khavaDAvo to marI ja jAya ne? melanuM mAraNa maila hai, kAMTI kADhavAnuM mAraNa ghaTI che. kArya ApI gayI hoya to kADhavA tINI moya ja levI paDe te vakhate tene jathI paMpALo to nIkaLe? mATe 2Aga-dveSa upAyane kADhavAnuM cArTana DapAya ja che. bhA:- luccAII traima mAravI? huM lunsTAIno upayoga kazyo sAdebajI pahelAM kadI luththAI DInI sAthe karI che. DroI vyakita sAthe lassAI karI che je tamane lakSyAI kyAM ThavI game duzmana sAthe ne! have tame bahAranA duzmana sAthe luccAI karo cho paNa aMdarano duzmana sAthe susthAI kare che / bahAranA duzmanana dararoja DabbAmAM puravA beThA cho paNa aMdaranA duzmana te teno sAthe luccAI karaze. duzmana konuM nAma du:kha saMtApa Ape te, tamane Trezana kare te duzmana. Aja vyakti duzmana che tevuM phoksa che! paNa phIksa vyAkhyA no je tamane derAna parezAna karI zakha Ape te. ve aMdamAM roja koNa saMtApa Ape che! sabhA:- moTa sAhebajI - gAmanI moya ke namANe oha ! tamArA mothI dezana thAo cho tevuM lAge cheke tamane koI AvIne thappaDa mAre, cITIyo khacho, vALa kheMce to kevuM lAge? zubhbho cAve tema Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ DIdha, mAna, ahaMkAra, launa badhA haizana bI ya tI tenA para gusso na Ave ne? bajamAM levAnuM mana na thAya ne? aMdaranA duHkha ApanArA badhA game che bahAranA ja duSNana mAThA lAge che. maMdaranA eka eka SAthane ThagavAnuM kAma karavAnuM che. bhagavAne tenI sAme rasa lusthAI batAvI che. prAsta kaSAyanA viSayamAM AgaLa khAvaTa AvI. ApaNe RSabhadevanA gimAM devI jhaLAthI jIvavuM joie te Avaze. prazasta kaSAya Dagale pagale kaima DarAya . jema patnI upara prazasta kAya karaze to ame kharAba nathI karatAM. tamArA bAkhaDa upara paNa prazasta rAga karo to kartavya che, mATe zagamAM pA vargIkaraNa Avaze. prazasta rAga karavA jevA che prazasta choDavA jevA che. jaima navakAmAM, tame teno artha bAbara nathI bhA. temA chuM kare che, eka bAju gopa jItyA, AMtara tAjune jItyA te Ariheta. pAchA bIjI bAju tame amane Tho cho ke bhagavAna para zUga karaze. jaine jItavAnA che tene javAnuM kaho cho? mAnI dhruvI virodhI vAtanuM vartana GavAnuM kahI cho. to vItarAganI pAzA pramANe gaaiSa karI tI dharma che. vItazaganI AjJA pramANe raNa-dhano tyAga karaze to paNa dharma che. mATe zAstramAM sUga vyApyuM "nALA dho. je samaye je paristhiti jai jumA, je prabhunI AjJA te dharma che. bhagavAnanI cAlA pramANe hiMsA paNa dharma che. bhagavAnanI bhAkSA virudhdha asA paNa adhama che. TAIma thaI gayI hai AALa AvavI. 17 Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 118 || pa*zrI yugabhUSAvijyajI sadgurubhyo namaH|| / / thIgaviMals) 1 prAdhAna govApriyA 6-56{ guvAra aSADa vada noma anaMta upakArI tAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanI jIva mAtrane vizudhdha dharmanI prApti mATe dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. madApuruSonI TIme AA bhagatanA jIvI pArTI karIne adharmamAM ja rAce che. kyAreka temane gharmanI prApti thAya che. ane prApta thayA pachI Adare paNa che. paNa raja sudhI jIvane vizudhdha dharma prApta thayo nathI. nI zaivI dharma prApta karavAno upAya ? to mahApu So kare che ke koipaNa dharmamAM ja prArthAna bhaLI jAya to te vizudhdha dharma bane che. mATe dharmanA DIMgamAM prAptavyana ati Avazyaka che. pachI bhUle te jaina dharmanI ke jaina dharmanI kriyA hastI hoya. paNa prAna na hoya to tene ame vizudhdha dharma DadevA taiyAra nathI. paNa prANavAna pUrvaDanI kriyA vizudhdha dharma spU AtmahatyAganuM sAdhana kahevA taiyAra chI. have A prANavAnane pAmavA mATe 4 upAdhyAya thazovijayajI TIkAmAM lakaNa karyuM ke dInagraNa haiSA bhAva. * dharma namAM kartavyano upayoga, seMDalpa, dhyeya eTale pradhAna praNidhAna mATe hai vizeSaNa saMsthA rIvaguNa vaiSA bhAva paropakAra hInaguNa leSA bhAva, A gIna sTepanI vAta che. vyAtmakalyANanI mArga adveSa kAza samajavo hoya lI temAM lekhanA mA8 sTepo che. temAM zahaiSanA trIzaDaNanI bhAvanA ja kharI bhAvanA che. te vItara banavAnI sAdhanA che. hai pachInI zvAdanI sakha che. vavyA Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ temAM lIMga nathI. puruSArthanI AvazyakatA vItarAga banavA sudhInI che hai tenA rumamAM ApAne vAgapane I Ine jItavA zrApamAM raNa-cheSa lAkho, karoDo vastu, vyaDinI sAthe relAyelA che. ApaNe QtyAre apekSA rAkhI che sagaSane tIlAMjalI ApIe. paNa te eka dIvAsvapna jevI vAta che. tene toDavAnI kamabaddha pUddhati che. jaima 2gamAM kama batAvyA che tema &SamAM kama batAvyA che. zrama pahelAM A choDo pachI vAkIDI. , have nainAmAM sukhanI zaka che tene banI che atyAre dukhanI cheSa choDavAno nathI paNa dauSano choDavAno che. jyAM sudhI. avamAM daSinI che tyAM sudhI ja dukhanI haiSa jALavI rAkhavAnI che na hoya to pedA karavAno che. atyAre anukupatA game che pratikuLatA nathI gamatI. pratikuLatAnI jevI vAta Ave eNTale jIvane gabharAmaNa thAya che. jema Dara pAme . tame jo ane temanA ma uparathI moTA ginuM nidAna thAya tevuM lAge to pakSevo thaI jAya che. zrA pratye bhavya I kacchI laiM tamane satapa aApe che. tamane dukha pratye aNagamI che cheSa : * sukha pratye rAma thAya ane sukha pratye heva thAya tyAM sudhI guphA pratye zaga ane uSa pratye te keLavavo paDe, naIva2 sAdhanA ka2vAmAM thApa khAI jazo. ma DII vyakita tamane dezava kare to thAya che tyAre tyAM sudhI je tamArA hI he te hezana karanAra che. to tenA upara paNa gamI , devo joIe. pachIthI vadhu pratyenI 7mI kADhavAno che. paraMtu atyAre to kAno vaNa SanI zakhavAnI . : atyAre ghA kare che paNa karavA nathI. tene hAMnabhAve, Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zabhAbhAve khavA. pAnuM dhyAM sudhI tamane maare to tenA upara thI Ave che. mArA para Ave che mATe bAgamAM pa 'thAtha no tamArA roSa pratye taTastha banI to na cAle. paraMtu ghaNA.. bhAgamI, tIrachAvabhAva, asthI bhAva keLavavI che. A gu. 'upara rAgano bhAva Avavo joI. - grA uparI zaga bane doSa uparanI Sa bhAinI rAunAmAM jatAM kIDavAnA . je atyAre tyAga karI to bhAvanAmAMthI bhraSTa thazo. atyAre bhagavAnane A to vAgavAno che, vItazaganI rAga tamArA saMsAranI rAga toDavAnuM sAdhana nahIM. bhagavAna pAtrIthala vyakti che. mATe paga pakhAva temanA taraha keLavavAnI che. vAtmAno vikAsa kAvavA te Avaka sAdhana che. jIvanamAM vaNA khAmImAM che tenA mATe sagavAva keLavIe te vyAjabI nathI. ema vArthavRtti, zakita, jusAI, udAratAugatA chellA pAkA hoya che tenA para bAgamAM, arazIno bhAva lAvavAnI che. te kAMI mobha khabhavAnA nathI. taTasthatAthI je avalokana karazo to te jamIne vaDIkhama thaIne vecI devo. mATe atyAre taTasthatAthI, samabhAvathI tenuM avalokana karavAnuM nathI. sAkIbhAva guNAli para rAkhavAnI nathI. bIjanA cAla pa2 paNa sAkSIbhAva zakhavAnI nathI. tamane pavitra mahAtmA ke pavitra zrAvaka maLe to tene jevAthI sajAva, bahumAna prIti jagavI joIe. teno artha thathI zaga 8LavavI paDe. paraMtu taTastha jevAnuM nathI. koI guNIyala vyakti Ave ane koI vadamAvA vyakita Ave to banI bejha prArve tIkhavAnA che, ke pachI eka prI bahumAna rAkhavAnuM che ane mArA pratye kAbUva zakhavano I Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 121 jayAre amuka Sa karavAnA che ane amuka sagaSa choDavAnA che. vicAravAnuM ke kathA choDavAnA che. te pahelAM gukha praveno lepa eDavAno che pachI . | mutina DhaSa pachI " hIna strInI uSA na hauSa uparano zaga ane guphA uparano hai che te udhI bhAyaphala che. jene palevI paDe. mATe pahalAM temAMthI aSamAM ane pachI ja pagamAM cAvI zakAya. badhA gaNA upara uMDe uMDe manAva ke arucIno bhAva na bAve tevI kALajI lI. ane te vyakti zaramAvamAM sthira thAya che. thane zrA lAvALA jIva dharma pAmavA mATe lAya? bane. paNa, tenI mokSamArgamAM pravekA tharyo nathI. paraMtu zaramAvartana pAme to jIva dharma jhare to paNa te rilAyaka che. hA, bhaviSyamAM parivartana thAyU, paraMtu atyAre tene lAyaDanuM bida ApI hADAya nahIM. A vyAkhyAmAMthI koI jIvanI bAdabAkI hAtha nahIM. pachI bhale tIrthakara jIva hoya. tIrthakaro prakA vyAja mAthI thahyA che. mAja mArgane lAvyA vagara upAya nathI. mi cAmuka chAe javA amuka poInTa para kAvavuM paDe. tema varganA kAmAM jIva puruSArtha kare, cA keLave pachI A poInTa para zrAvavuM paDe. sukA aba pAmavo ja paDe. . ane mA pAmyA pachI zuM? to , - mokalI ahevuM pAma paDe, vAne tenI QirIthI saMsAra paranA gADha zaga che. mATe kyAM kvAM gADha rAga che tenuM vizleSaNa kI jAtane tapAsI, tamArA saMsAranI rAta ajhima nathI, paraMtu tamAme tamAma vyakti ke vastu parano zaga kRtrima ja dare javanA 2 zrama che. niyama che va sudhI e roga tamane sukhanuM sAdhana bane tyAM sudhI ja tamArI rAga rahe che. paraMtu Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ shw zaivI te vastu ke vyakti tamane dukhanuM sAdhana bane eTale tenA upara Sa thayA vagara rahe nahIM. nAnajIbhA jema ke dIThI mA vagara eka mInITa rIto nahoto, mA bahAra jAya to Akho divasa rahyA kare. kAraNa A vagara cAlatuM nahotuM. paraMtu je divase mAthI kAma sare nahI pachI te mA sukhanuM sAdhana nathI lAgatI. eTale teno paNa mIsaravA mAMDe, nAnA hatA tyAre eka divasa paNa nA cAle hai moTA thAyane karI? tamAre katha Datha kavI nathI, kathAmAM mAthu mAravuM nahI. hA, tame tenAthI dU jagI to te rAjune diyA vyakti nI bairI grejache. hAI makAI nathI. paraMtu sukhanuM bhAvana jyAM sudhI lAgatI hatI. tyAM che; kAmacalAu ja che. jema ghaDiyALa para zaga che paNa DAle ghaDiyALa junI thAya eTale zatru bharavA mAMDe, jema gagAnI rUma para laga che. paNa tenAthI vadhAre sArI bIjI maLe beTa pAnA parano zaga corI jAya, jema tame atyAre tamAga ghara sAthe mautaprota cho, sakhkhata tamane A ghara para zaMga che. paNa e penAthI vaDIyAnuM ghara maLe to A tharane vaithavA taiyAra cho ne! mATe malTImeTa zaga kyAM sudhI. jyAM sudhI sukhanuM sAdhana hai tyAM sudhI, mATe rAga zukha para che haiSa du:kha para che. tema A AzAramAM dhaMtima biMdu sukha -duSTa che. je vyaktine monamAM duHkha dekhAya tene sola para dveSa rahevAno. pachI bhale tene vicAryuM hoya ke na vicAryuM hoya. na tame mo kevo che te zAMbhaLyuM nathI, samajyA nathI, ciMtana Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 121 'manana karyuM nathI paNa vI sI che tene tamArI sAme 2ju thAya tyAre tamane te thavAnI. jema atyAre zarIramAM ra ga thayo nathI. badhA roganA tame nAma sAMbhaLyA nathI. chatAM paNa e roganI vAta Ave, vana karI nI cheSa ne bhaya thavAno. hA tenA pratye vagaDyo che. du:kha ApanArI .. - mola kevo che - - - waa putravatI hatI tyAM bhautiDa grAnaMda ja nahI. bovida pUnamAM sukha lAgatuM hoya tevI vyaktine mokSa mATe aNagamo, arucI thAya naDI . amArA navA sAdhu bole ke maukA javA jevuM che tyAM manu sukha che. bAju pAmavA jevuM che to hA, hA kare paNa che ke maukAmAM zuM maLe? tyAM jaIne zuM kaQAnuM che to tene kAMI khabara na paDe. paNa tene uDe uDe che, tyAM bhaMDAra kA che, khAlI paDyA rahevAnuM. bolavAnuM, cAlavAnuM, khAvAnuM pIvAnuM, mojamajhA ka2vAnuM DhoI nathI. kAyama ekalA rahevAnuM. AvI paristhiti mAne paka mAMthI bole nahIM chArA bhAMbhaLyuM hoya ke zrAvuM bolIe to bhayaMkara pApa lAge, zaMkA, DuDA DarIe to milAva lAge. mATe badhI vAta svIkArI le. pakA tene game utare nahIM. tamane makAnuM sukha barAbara besI gayu che? 3 vADI che A sabA sAheba mohnanA sukhanuM varNana karo. sAheba - tenA mATe pIThI bAMdhavI paDe. hajI tame sukhanI vyAkhyAmAM ja gasjhaghalamAM cho . sukha kone Daze te vicAryuM kai ke nahIM te ja prazna che. phakta sukhanA nAmarthI vAva thaIne harI Dho. koI vastu meLavavAnI laganI lene pachI meLavavA Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 vatha , tevI AkhI duniyAnI sthiti . sutra banI duniyA vaDI 2hI che. tamane bhAta AnaMdamAM ja sukha khAnu rIya, temAM ja sukhanI vyAkhyA ubhI thatI hoya to mAtmAnuM sukha samaya bAkI: paNa thAre saMsAranA sukhamAM dukhamayatAnuM bhAna thAya tyAre jIva AmAnA sukhane sUma lAyaka banyo che. tyAnI ghaNI ja . samIkSA , thatha karavI paDe. - - zAstramAM upadezamalAmAM 8 nA racayItA 4. udAsa garI, prabhu mahAvIranA ziSya je 14 purvalara hatA temane 3 che ? " 'amArI TI. sana hAzcarya hoya to te Aja 3 nivA mAkhI kakha ubhu karI pachI duHkhamAM rAhata ka2vI vaine sukha mAnaG taiyAra nathI. - - tamane tAva Avyo hoya tyAre mAthA para pauta sukI tyAre ThaMDaka thALa, jarA rAhata thAya. tyAre tamane kauI mA tane paulA suvAnI keTalI ThaMDA thAya che to tame zuM dezI anubhava karI che. tyAM mArI hAMsI uDADe che! tane dharI tyAre . bIba paDavI. tAvathI saMtApa pIDA thAya che temAM pattA lAvA zA . che temAM tAvamAM potA mukavAmAM tame sukha mAno cho to pachI te sukha AvavA da2roja tAva lAvaje. ) - tema gumaDu thayu hoya temAM panna thAya tyAre dara cena na paDe. sakhata pIDA, takalIpha thAya. tyAre tame zaika gucavI paNa kADhI besya vAta thAya che je prAvI zAhananuM sukha joInuM . haca tI roja gumaDuM ubhuM thavuM paDe.. tamArA trAsamAM zata thaI te kAMI sukha kahevAya? Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 navAmAM dukha paNa karI zakatA thAya tene sukha mayUnavA taiyAra nathI. ja tame te mAnavA taiyAra hoya to huM ghaNA ja kAmayA hatA. paNa tamane phAve taim nathI. mi pAlItANAnI jara utAvaLa, dhaDAdhaDathI karI tyAre page goTalA caDI jAya. pachI laine caMpI karA tI kevI vyakta thAya paraMtu emanema caMpI TharAva nI paga dukhavA kArya mATe caMpanI mA meLavavA gIralA cavA paDe dathA jJAnI ide hai ke saMsAranA tamAma sukha bAvA che. pahelAM dukha ubhu karI pachI temAM vAla kare tenuM nAma sukha che. jema tame thANa hova ane uvA nI majA Avai ke vaga yArDa pathArImAM AkhaTa lI majA Ave 1 bALa kalAkanI UMgha karIne uo tyAre have to kahejo ma AvI gaI. to kahe bA2 kalAka pharI ughI jAo to tame zuM devo. -- bhabA nA have nahI 'sAheba Thema karyuM mana na bhAve ughavAmAM sukha kayAM sudhI ? thAi che tyA sudhI pachI uMghamAM manu parI mATe uMghanuM sukha kAmacalAu che. basa thAzamAM thoDI rAhata thaI mATe naTavIlamAM kahIe te pahelAM sukha ubhu karI temAM je zata karI tenuM nAma sukha. ane saMsAranA badhA ja sukha AvA che. mA vAta DAho marma mAne kharI mATe jJAnI bhagavatI ApI gAMDA chIe tevuM kahe che. gAMDAmAMthI DAhyA vanavAnuM 8. mATe jeTalI urma sthApanAvIe teTalA gAMDAmAMthI DAhyAmAM bhAvanA Ie. paraMtu mananALathI brAtmAmAM sUtA guMthAyelI che. tame breDa evuM saMsAranuM sukha batAvI 8 jemAM dAkhamAM rAhata thAya zrevuM sukha na dIya aika sukha vasAva pakailAM dukha na hItha, ane tenuM Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 126 nirAkaraNa te sukha. Ane sukha mAnI te bulinI jyanA che. jema macchara karaDyo eTale baLatarA thAya, pachI khAvAnuM cAlu karI eTale bapatarAmAM zAMti thAya. mATe karaDe pachI khaNI cho. ane macchara na karaDyu hoya ane khaNI to zuM thAya ? bAtA ubhI thAya? mATe khAvAnuM mukha joItuM hoya to macchara kaDAvI! duniyAne pachI ke sukha eIe che sA aa kare eTale DI macchara karaDe tevI rIte beso ane pachI khAmI to sukha mo. majA mAvaze. no lApho ja mAre ne! tamArI savArathI sAMja sudhInI pravRtti badhI cAvI ja che. jemAM bAnA zivAyanuM navuM sukha hoya tevuM banAvo. ame badhI vAta sacoTatA sAthe karIe chIye. tame tarka vitarka karI, badhA jvAba che. eka IndriyanuM sukha batAvo. badhAmAM pahelA du:kha pachI kAmacalAu rAta. mAvA sivAyanuM navuM svataMtra sukha dIvo laIne zodhavA jazo to paNa svataMt sukha nahIM maLe. essAranI tamAma sukha duHkha sApe che. sukhadu:khano paDachAyo che. duHkhanA paryAya tenuM nAma sukha, badhAja mAvA sukha che, jema tame jyAM jAcI tyAM paDachAyo sAthe ja che. tA vagara paDachAyo hoI yuke te mULa AkRtinI pratikRti che. saMsAranuM sukha, du:khanI paDachAyo che. mATe pahelAM du:kha cUkavI pachI ja sukhanI prApti thAyuM. 84 lAkha yuvAonImAM devalokanI sukha, mRtyulokanA sukh, InTanA sukha, koipaNa sukha to badhA ja sukhamAM vyAja prakriyA che. jema koi dAjhe, pachI temAM davA lagADe eTale ThaMDaDa thAya, dAne zamAve, sukha lAge, paga davA manema lagAvo to zuM thAya mATe jo zrvAnI majA mANavI hoya to pahelAM gavAya dAjhavuM paDe. basU saMsAranA badhA sukha bAvA che. pahelA dArza pachI rAta karavI. kSA lagAvavI te paNa kAyamanI zAta nathI. Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 17. - davAnI pAvara nI aiTale zrI bAta thI. kamI thavA lagADavI paDe. basa tema saMbhAranA badhA sukha AvA haiM tamAma cukhamAM Aja ghI tatre khAvAnA paheravAnA, pIvAnA jayanA tamAma bhAgamAM Aja prAlayata parelA duHkha pachI , tivAthI temAM thAi, pachI temAM zahara kI meTa sukha, ane bAvA sukha tamane game che. AvI gayA che. cha tamAruM avalokana nathI. A pracavA besI jAya tevI vAta che. mitrAva paDyuM che mATe kharekhAnuM nathI, jema tarasa lAgI che. chUTalI tame vadhAre ane pANI pI hoTalI vadhAre majA Ave. pANInA sukhanI mA naralmanA dukhanI sApe che, jema kAjUvAnI banne dAMDInI gati sAva che. eka palluM nIcuM karavuM hoya to bIja pallAne utha ka2vuM paDe. belensa rAkhavuM rIya tI samAna stara para rAkhavuM paDe. - raNuM du:kha pedA karI eTaluM vaLatara rUpe sukha pedA thAya. mATe duHkhanuM vaLatara enuM nAma saMsAranuM sukha. tamAre jaisuM vaLata2 thanuM hoya aiTalI kiMmata cUkavavI paDe. Aje ama che. * kakaDIne bhukha lAgI hoya tyAre hITalI, maracuM paNa mIThuM lAge che, ane manema khAvA dhasI te pa0 AITamamAM pA majA na Ave 1 zALa mane jUkha nathI. sukha bhaugavavAnI sarva vAta tame rUhI karI nathI. jhInDAne zuM pahelAM ku:kha ulu karI bhogavo pachI kAmacalAu rAhata maM. , - sabhA - sukha pachI dukha Ave che sAbapu - atyAre paNa A vAta nathI paNa supa janme che zAthI tenI vAta che. pachI to je thavuM zreya te thAya. sukha pachI dukha Ave trevuM sukha pasaMda paDe I tI nI Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 128 karI che sukha bhogavyA pachI ba Ave to raDyuM nahIM. mAre haba paDe to sahana karI. bhahana paNa kema karo cho ? niyAmAM jIvane hatanA kaba jaInuM nathI. atyAre ghaNA lekhakI lakhe sukha e ma che avanamAM taDakI-chAMthI Ave ja kharu jIvana che. jIvanamAM eka sukha hoya to dezanI jaya, mATe thoDu kha joIe toja sukhanI markha zrAve mATe dukhArI che. lI pachI ame kahIau 3 - - - - tamane svAdISTa lADu ApI paNa temAM zuM javAnuM thoDuM sudhana temAM nAkhIne ApIe. to zuM kahe che tamArA sukhanI zuM vyAkhyA che. sukha nahI thIDu dukha joIe. to pachI vadhI vAnagI tamane kevI ApavI : vadhAmAM thoDo lImaDAnI nAMkhIe. rAvI 1- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - tamArI DImAnDa zuM che? apekSA zuM che? dukha nahI jaIe. teno artha zuM 1 mATe dIpaka jIva AvuM Icchato nathI, paraMtu chelluM ja sukha icche che. sukhathI kaI kaMTALatu nathI. aikalA sukhathI jIva kaMTALI jAya che te tamArI bhramaNA che. A mahApuruSonA carikAmAM vana mAve che te rAjakuLamAM janmelA vaibhava bhoLo takhalAnI jema jIDIne cAlyA gayA. AvuM varNana karIe tyAre ke sAheba ATaluM badhu sukha maLelu mATe tenAthI cUMTALI gayA mATe choDIne cAlyA gayA. maneM ATaluM maLe pachI arma choDIne cAlyA jaIe. Thema tamane thA. gamartI dalIla che paraMtu vajuda vagaranI vAta che. unnA ke zAlIbhaka tyAganI mAga paDavI tI te sukhathI rAkhIne . dIkSA lIdhI 1 came vavAra, pA, parIvA2 kalA te zuM amAre cupa nAhInuM enuM mATe? Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 127 -- dukhI thavA saMsAra choDyo che sukhI thavA saMbhAra jIllo - dharmanA kalAmAM paivI vAna ja nathI mumanI kAmanA kIDI . avane sukhanI kAmanA rahevAnI ja jene sukha na joituM hauya tene urmanuM mo jovAnI jarura nathI. mukhavI hatIThamAMthI dharmanI zodha thaI che. sukha mATe urSa sivAya koI sAdhana nathI. sAi paNa sukha mAre che. te * saMsArano tyAga paNa sukha mATe che. - dharma pANI sukha mATe che. vaitanAnA svabhAva vizenI vAta che. tenAnI svabhAva zuM? anaMtakALathI jIvane sukhanI adamya icchA che. mATe sukhathI DeTALIne dIkSA lIdhI tevuM na bolAya. paraMtu temane saMsAranA sukhamAM sukha dekhAya nahIM mATe chaDIne cAlyA. tema ene sukha mAnI che temAM temane pIDA UMkhAI, pIDAno anubhava thayo mATe temane te choDyuM, saMkhanI tAlAvelIthI tyAgamArga svIkAya. A vAta samajo. to TakI badalAI jI. ghaNA mAne che ke dharma svIkArazuM tI bhukha thavuM paDI, | kaSTa veThavuM paDaze ane 5STa veThavAnI ApaNI tAjhAna nathI mATe ja tame lImITamAM dharma karavAnuM rAkhyuM che ne ? zuM mAno cho dharma lImITamAM ja kAya ne? A sabhA - sagavaDanA pramANe varma 3gvAno sAheba- hA, e bhaksa, tharmamAM sagavaDatA laI AvyA. sAvaDAnI artha zuM karaze ? cabhADa-varme vadhAre karIe to saMbhAmAM mana nahIM! Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3. mAvajI:- temAM khoTuM zuM che lADavo rIya tI 2. amAhI vA nathI, paNa lAvI halAvo. ame tamane du:khI karavA mAMgatA nathI. bhagavAne kahyuM che ! jIva maNane duHkha ApavuM e adharma che. tamArA sukha prApavuM re urksa che. A vyavahAra nathI vyAkhyA che. javane sukhathI vikhuTI pADo ane duzmanI saMyoga karAvI to pApa lAgyA dUgara thI nahI. mATe amane, to pachI pApa lAvyA vagara rahe nahIM. nizcaya naya kare che, jema bIjAnA mAne : dukha ApavuM aume che temu potAnI AtmAne du:kha ApavuM te paNa adharma I dukha A le pApa bAMdho. navathI ATha karmano baMdha zAnAthI thAya che? 3 vAtmAne dukha vAre teNe zAhe karma baMdhAya. je vAtmAne sukha Ave tenA tamAma kasa ravA mAMDe. ' tame vaja ilAka tamArA AtmAne dAna karo cho. AtmAne zAMta karI. eNTale kama tUTavA mAMDe. mA dhyAna rAkhavA jevuM suNI che.'' atyAre tamArA AtmAne sukha ApI che ke dukha Apo cho? zArIranA sukhaduHkhanI vAta nathI karato, deza ane Ijiyane takalIya na thAya, tene sukha ApavA satata sakriya , prayatnazIla cho paNa sanmAna supa ApavA maThIya paza? zarIra-mana-IndrathanI sukhadu:kha dA che. _sabhA:- prAtmAnA sukha mATe vima karIe chIe. sAheba - AtmAnA sukha mATe urma kare che zrAtmAne sukha Apa enuM nAma dharma che. jeTaluM AtmAne sukha Apyu eTalI u mArADhI. sabhA - dAkhalo Apo. bhAbijI - narta tamArA zarIrane TAMcanI bhI to vaidanA thAya che Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 tamArA manamAM IrSA paidA thAya tI soya bhIkAya tevI nA thAya che 'cana-grAnmAne pIDA thAya che. bIta upara hAtha ghasAya to vakhata thAya. - sabhA - manane ukaraDI nathI pa, sAheba - manane paDe che. jema tamA sagI rIya ane tamane DIes lAge tevA veNa kare to mana ghavAya che, bhagI patnI paNa kAMI hai to mana thAya che. tamAre vyavahAramAM paNa chevata che ke zarIranA ghA davAthI jhAyuM pa7 manavA ghA RAvavA muzkela che.. tame AvA keTalA ghA sAthe laIne para cho. tamane jyAre tamArA sagAvAlA sarkala, saMbaMdhI badhA taraphathI tamArI pabA mujaba saMtoSa che ke caMpI che ? ghavAyelA choujharaDA paDyA che ane pAchA te badhuM yAda paNa hoya. kAma tamane koI sAru zu hoya julI jI pI koI kharAba TevuM hoya to yAda rAkho ne ? kahezo ane mane nIcI pADyA AvuM kahevuM. thAne dukha ja jhahezo ne? mananA thA nathI pannAM 8 ujharaDA nathI paDatAM, jo tevuM kauya to mATe evA vAtAvaraNamAM tamane suDIe, badhAne karIe temane sakhI karaje. pachI zuM thAya 1 ghA, ujharaDA paDe che tenI valgA thAya che: duHkha thAya O tema vAtmAne bharata pIDA prANa thI che 1 rviSatha $SAyo satata pIDA Ape che. maccha2 ka23 nI vaLatarA thAya, tma kaSAyo baTakA bhare to vedanA thAya che? - kIdha, ISya vANI jaya che. vAtmAne dukha thayuM. tame ja duHkha ubu Thartha karmanI baMdha sSAyathI che. cAtmAne pIDA ApavAthI karmabaMdhe che. je divase zrAtmAne pIDA ApavAnuM baMdha karI te divase darmabaMdha aTakI ja. Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 132 dharma vadhAre karavAthI gabharAma kema che? dharma kavI, eTale jAtane sukha ApavuM. eTale tame suprathI gabhazo lI jI sutinI adveSa thaNI kSamaNa mAMgaze. bheMsAramAM moDhA sivAya prANavAna kazyA layka koI thIja nahI. Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 183 - 95 54. zrI yuganuSkAvaya sabhyo nama: - ekavAra e yogaviMgIkA " vada dazama je prakAthAnA govadhyA TeTa anaMta upakArI, anaMta nI zrI tIra pUrapannAo jagatanA jIva maNanI AtmAnI anAdI dALanI brAntInuM nirAkI ka2vA dharmalInI sthApanA kare che. - maNapurapIDI kaSTIe anaMtavANI ApaNA AtmAnI A saMsAramAM, viSayamAM bAnI che ApaNI AtmA udhA puruSArthane ravADe caDyo che. tenuM nirAkarachA karavA mATe dharma e mavA sAthana che A tatvanA viSayamAM e brAnsI paNa thaI che tenuM mukhya kAraka madhyAtva maunIya Darma che. mithyAtva mohanIyanA kArakI Apo mAnmA anAdithI bAnI laIne hare che. mAtmAmAM samI mAve Tale bAnInuM muLamAMthI nirAcchA thAya che. te | samale aiTale dhabrAnnI, natvanuM darzana, tatvanA viSathamAM, ne bama nathI. vamaDInIne duniyAnA viSayamAM brama zaI zake. lAmaDInI dunayAnI badhI ja vastunA sAcA artha na pakA jaI De, tene tenuM sAna De aNasamaja na ja hoya tevuM nathI. janma samItInI Adhu navanI thatharyAM tene jhAMkhu dekhAthI tene pa maLI zaya to badhuM pINuM cAtabhAne bhavISTha duniyAnI vastumAM lama-32samaja, bAna TIvuM meM ja vastu che. ane tatvamAM bhrama,geransamaja, atAna hovuM te judI vanuM che. samajhItIne tatvanA viSayamAM bhatra nathI hoto. bannA AkhI kaniyAnuM jJAna thAtha to ja samajhIta gAve tevuM nathI. AkhI duniyAnuM. jJAna to kevaLajJAnIne ja hoya che mATe samajhIlIne jagatanA viSayamAM jama na tha tevuM ame kahetA nathI. paNa vAnA tatvanA viSathamAM jama na ja hoya. ane R jAma hoya to mithyAtva nI che. jene dekhAya, Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 tatvanA viSayamAM bhrama tUTe tene sahIta AvyuM mAnavuM. jaine mA saMsAranuM tatva uMdhuM, viparIta dekhAya tenuM nadarzana bhrAntI che. jema ghaNA DAya evA hoya che ke tame jADA TIva lo dubaLA dekhAva, dubaLA hova to jADA dekhAo, tame jevA hova sevA temAM na dekhAmAM paNa vahana dekhAva. kAcanI paNa rathanA che tevAmAM viparIta darzana karAvavAnI tAThAna che. jyAre ghaNA pAradazI kAtho evA cheOM jemAM jevo raheze che tevo ja dekhAya, same jevA cho vaivAja dekhAva. tema ja AtmA para mithyANU monIyano uthya che. te eka karmanA rajjo ja che. te jDa bhautika padArtha che, jema kAthamAM vikRtI lAvavAnI tADAta che. joke tenAmAM bAhya TaSTrIe vitI lAvavAnI tAkAta che. tema A rajyAmo AMtara rRSTImAM vikRtI lAve che. ane A mithyAtva mohanIya karma uMdhuM ja darzana ve che. pA mithyAtva monITanI vyakti je mAnI che, te athathya asaMbhavIta zakti nathI mAnI. enI bhAme jainA mAtmA para samaDIta moranoyanI ughna thAya tene jevuM tatva che, tevuM ja dekhAyU. samIta sonIyano ughna nirmaLa darpaNa jevuM kAma kare che. mithyAtva monIthano ultha vita kAca jevuM kAma kare che. jaima vikRta kAtha, tame uMdhA ubhA hova to sIdhA dekhAze, sIvA hova to dhaMdhA dekhAva, kALA hova to dhoLA, goza dIva to kALA, jADA hova to pAtaLA, pAtaLA hova to khaDA dekhADyo, tema jenA AtmA para mithyAtva saunIyanI uthya IM tene AkhI dunithA ulaTI dekhAya. jagatanuM bhAnta rzana karAvavAnuM kAma mathyAtva mohanIyamAM che. ca cAnA kAraNe vyakti je paNa purUSArtha kare te tenI kevI dazAmAM ja thAya, AtmAne Aja mithyAtva pradhAna pAmavAmAM ADakhIlI Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rUpa che. AgaLanA bhAvathomAM avarodhaMka bIjA badhA o che. paraMtu praNidhAna bhAvadharma pAmavAmAM to ADakhIlI pa Aja mithyAtva mohanIya kurma che. 131 abhA:- bhAdevajI mitra saunItha hoya ne bAdevajI hA, paNa tenI tame ciMtA karaze nahI. bhinna modanIya kyAre hatha samajhata pAmelo dotha hai pAmavAnI taiyArI para hotha tyAre mizra mokSmItha hoya, ane 7dAva hoya to paNa teno uAE lAMbo TAIma deto nathI. bIjA guNasthAnake mizra mohanIyano uththu hoya che. uparathI nIce paDatAMne bIju gusthAnaka Ave. kAM nAMne Ave DAM paDatAne Ave. Iju guNasthAnaDa bahu rahetu nathI. AtmAna vaThAmakamamAM rA nI gaNatarI karI nathI. vyAtma kalyANa mATe 14 cusvAnaMda vasAvyA, paNa temAM 11 sIdhA sTepa che jyAre 23-11yuM to sAiDaTeDa che. mATe tenI ciMtA karavI nahIM. ane teno kALa aMtarmuhata rahe che. tyAM AvIne kyAM nI upara caDhI kyAM to nIce paDI. A lAMbI sthira bhramikA nathI. mATe tevI bhUmikAnI ciMtA karavAnI nathI, kharu mahatva no mithyAtva modanIya ane bhUmIta maunIyanuM che. mithyAtva maunIyanI udaya thAya to samaThInathI paDavuM 53. mithyAtva mATalIya samItanI virodhI che. n jaine zamIta pAmavuM hoya tene samyakavU maunIyanuM zaraNuM levuM ja paDe, jai zrAtmA mithyAtvano sAmano kare che tevo zcAtmA nakkI thoDuM chyu pAmI zake. pradhAna pAmavA mATe darzana maunIya sAthe ghaDavuM paDe. je tenI sAthe dostI karIne beTho hoya lene prAna sAthe koi levAdevA ainI mithyAtva moMnIya sAme phUITa ApavI ja paDe. Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ '016 * 2 mithyAtva mINanIya, sAme laDavuM eTale zuM? kAMI bAvaDAthI sustI karavAnI nathI. to ADhi laDAI 0. mAtmAnA aMdaranA vikRta bhAva sAme saMgharSa karavAno hai: - mithyAtvanuM kAma saMbhAvamAM navA navA kAma para javAnuM che. zIvIe- lADa tamArI saMsAranI DIjIpaka pravRti che viSayomAM bhAna prakSI pada Thare. mATe enA kAraNe jIva nI cuMgAdhyamothI. na nIkaLI zake. mA mane toDavA jeTalI puruSArtha karo teTalA bahAra tame nIkaLo: , , jethI A jamathI pIDAI rahyA che, temanI TI, buddhi vikRta banI che. te vAstavIka davana nathI karI zakatAM, thiI pIlo bAma potAnA astitva mATe chuM. jemaMke huM RTale deTa chuM. dehane AtmA mAnIne jIva jIve che. devI potAnuM ja astitve mAnato nathI. mATe zAstrArtha huM dehathI bina ghu tevuM satata vahana karavAnuM che. huM deha nathI. thI bhinna chuM tevuM kadAca mAtmAne hasI jaya, jema bhavya mAM mAnatI hauya che. ane A bhautika padArtho judA che te vAta paNa te sUmajAya che paNa muOtI vyAM che A saMsAranuM sukha che te jas bhInaTha parthomAM ja suu bI te bhauniSTha padArthamAM sukha che tevuM mAnavu thi che. ne AtmAmAM thanupama zu che te tene pratinimAM nathI AvatuM. tene lIla nathI thatu. jaine A duniyAmAM majhA ja kAkAya tevI. jemake khAvAmAM, pIvAmAM, haravApharavAmAM, mojamajamAM ja sukha, maNa khAya, tevI buka temAM ja vadhAre haya. manuSyalI nA bharI kathaza jevA che. jaima tamane jhupaDapaTTImAM mA dekhAtha kharI greTa A ethiAmAM nAhane 15 divasa Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 137 supaTTImAM rahaivAnuM Ave to zuM ka rahevAya nahI jIvAya kaI rIte tema lAge che have tamane je jIvanamAM kyA 52 dekhAya che. chatAM lA loDo rupamAM mathI rare che. kAlI DubaDI strImAM paNa tene zaga thAya 6 kAlupu bIlanAra tenA chIcharA para saiMne zaga thAya che. je khAvAnuM maLe temAM tene AnaMda thAya che. prasaMge badhI makhanA svAda letA hoya che. tamane je jIvanamAM kasa nathI dekhAtAM temAM temane maNa Ave ke, temane baMgalI mI tI zaNu che paNa na maLe tI kaMTALI jAya tevuM nathI. have marjalInA sukhadevatAna sukha pAse jupaDapaTTInA sukha jevA che. kAca tenAthI nIcalI kvolITInA kharA. tamArA kahevAtA suMdaramAM suMdara baMgalAmAM pAka ITa cunI, paththaranA , suMdaramAM suMdara daihamAM khA hADa mAMsa, lohI che. gaMdakI bharapura che. mATe devalokanAM sukha pAme maryalokanA sukha zuM vIbhAtamAM 1 - alavIno jIva pukaMdha, pApa mAnatI hoya, tene bhagavAnanA vacana para zradhdhA hoya, vizvAsa hoya che. abhavI kaivalIne mAne che ane tyAnAM bhAgamAM ja kharI majA che evuM te mAne che. dhyAnA bhIgamAM nathI. sukha bhaugamAM ja che tevuM te mAnatA Uya che. bhavInA jIvane vairAgya thAye te du:khagarbhita che macchamita ja vaizatha thAya. sabhA:- temanuM mithyAtva mohanIya maMda thAya sAheba - , maMda thAya, paNa temAM kANuM na paDe. jharmamAM prANa paDavuM judI vastu che. pAtapu paDavuM judI vastu che. - aima dAkhalA tarIke mA holamAM vayamAM paDatI. karI laI ane zatanA aMdhArAmAM dIvo karIe to bIjI sAIDa dIvAnI majhA Ave? paDado mAha2pA, jADo hauya to praha Ave kharI ? za, paseo jema Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 pAtaLI haze, mane lAITa kalaranI karI to te mArA mAbA rupe bhAd, paNa rIjInala prakAza to na ja Ave, te dIvAnI orIjInala vsNA kayAre Ave che - jo paDAmAM kANuM paDe to temAMthI gIrIjInala prakAza pADe, ma, . dhAtmA pa2 DarmanA AvI che te tatra -pAtaLA peTarse karyo pAtaLa paDavAthI vAtAnA vanI 5 prakAtA ja vAra Ave te tenI mAbApa ja Ave. cabhavInA paNa dama pAtaLA paDe tyAre tenAmAM : ghaNA lAkha guNI khI-pakA mA vAtmAnA porIjInala sukA na karA to DarmamAM kANuM paDI zakatAM nathI. hANAM pADavuM vizle . kathIpaNAma. temane karmanI topama thato nathI. temanA gukhI thai bhAvanA hoya paNa kriyApaNAma bhAvinA na hoya. bIne dAkhalI joIe. ma atyAre ghaNI vakhata mAsAmAM divasamAM jaI hAthamAM na 'bAtha. tyAre ghanaghora vAda che chatAM zata vaMdhANa che, divasa ja che. divasanuM arvANa dekhAya che. A avAje dekhAya che. te suryanA pravAhanI majA chevIthI rIbunala suryanI prANA nathI. vALA neTalA ghanaghora jame teTaluM baMdhANa thAya. have ghanavI vALA divase thAya to pachI zata evuM dhA na thAya te divasanI bheTa de che. vyatyAre sUrya pachI ghaNA vALA thavAnA kArakI muLa nathI Avato. - canI sAme dilase sALA vAdaLAmAM sUryano prakAza pAtha paka, te hovIjanala maDaha tI nathI. paNa e vAchAmAM eka kANuM paDe . to vIjInala mA dekhAya. jenI kimata thAkI che. tema tamArA AtmA pa2 pANI karmanA AvavA paDe che. mATe tame game teTalA guNo khIlava pakA te yAtmAnA mukha Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ---- 139 'guNIm nathI. paNa ne karma upara tame DAgu pADo to e vakhate bekagrA paNa khIlavo tenuM mulya ghaNuM che. DA~ pAtaLAM thatAM jai guNo khIlavo ne AtmAnA guNInI cAbhArupa guNo che. padma sukhabuta prakArupa gruo nathI. tamArA guNo daivA che te vicAro. sabhA sAhebajI ame to AvI jhAMI vicAra ja kyo nathI. sArebajI tame AgevAna thaIne ane varSothI varma karanArA bhAvu bIlo te aphsosanI vAta che. tamAre nakkI karI levuM joIe ke ApaNe kayA ke cAvyA chII ane GathA sTeja have pAmavAnA ghaDI che. have vyAtmAmAM DamI kathA toDavA taiI vIte nakkI karavuM . jaima vAdaLA paNa AkkAmAM tharanA thara rUpe jAme che. aiTha ja pa6 koI vALAnuM hotuM nathI. have plena uDai tyAre dara mInI hAITe jAya tyAre sAmAnya vAdaLA hoya ane mAgaLa pAMca-dama hAra hITa upara Aya tyAM ghanaghora vAdAM hoya. tema dA2 phITa jAya to ghanaghora vALA paNa taiya are upara vadhAre jAya tyAM khullu ADAza paNa hoya. tema AtmA upara pA karmanA ghaNA Avarga che. dAkhalA tarIke vAdaLAnA dasa paDa che, temAM uparanA paDamAM kANuM paDe tau nIce jamIna para prakAza Ave khaze tema mAtmA uparanA bIjA ghaNA karmo tUTai, nabaLA paDe pa jo nIcenuM paDa 2 darmyAna mokSmIya karma che temAM paheluM dhyu na paDe'nI temAM ja paDavu joIe. mA badhI kathanI bhArmika gaMbhIra vAtI che. have bIjA 7 tamArA rIlA paDyA paNa te darzana mInIya DhIlu nathI paDyu. temAM karNa nathI paDyu to tamArA badhA guNa AbhA rupa che. pahelA nIcelA karmamAM DAmu paDe to ja orIjInala bahAra Ave. darzana maunIya toDavAnuM mulya, mahatva ghaNu ja che. mithyAtvavALI jIva thA iguNano game teTalo vikAsa kare zU . Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 240 -- . .. ----------------- -----------------------... :tI paNa te vya_cA ija devAya. mAtmAmA game teTaluM jJAnuM gaTe nuM mithyAtva mohanIya karma gyu nathI tenA jJAnanI koI velyu nathI. A ma ma makAna hoya, baMdaramAM tarI hoya, taimAM ghaNI saMpatti, jhavaizata hoya ane tamArI pAse thavA manI, nirInI vI zotha para tamArI pAse jo meIna rITanI jazavI na hItha nI aMdaranI saMpatti maithvI zaso kharA? to pachI nirInI cAvIne zuM karavAnI - tema dhrAnA bahAranI vijhAsa thANa, mAdhanA thAya . paNa mithyAtva kapa meIna geTanuM tApu na khulI za . zamaDIta pa thAvI na hauya to siki hAthamAM na Ave ? te mATe pradhAnane zathI pahelI kaDI kahI che. praNidhAna vagaranA vadhI gaNanA bhAvaumaTI puaSArtha nArI che jI. tame kadAcU cAvIthI phAunDanI vola kholI to temAM je hI te to maLI. paNa jenI pAse pazailI ja cAvI nathI tene tI havA khAvAnI ja rahI. tame pahelI bhUmikA je AtmA pAgyA nathI te AtmAno bava puruSArtha che jI. sabhA:- sAba paDelI cAvI Apone ! kSAvajI - hA kahIza, mATe ja beTho chuM mithyAtva tIDavAnI pahelI rIyAta che. bIja gamana tame pachI tauDI tI cAlaze. paNa pahelI phAITa to mithyAtva sAthe ja kAnI che. tamane mithyAtva ta2pha cheSa keTalo che . tenuM nAma paDe UM lohI chaMdu ne? mananuM nAma dhAve to gussI cArve ? mithAt tamane vikAsamAM dAkSana lAge ; mithyAtva che tatvanI bhAntI che. mithyAtvae uMdhI Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAu buddhi, uMghI samajja paidA karI che. tene jevA pATA caDhAvyA che, mATe bhUtaDALamAM vhATalu rakhaDyA ane atyAre paNa rakhaDIe chIe. saMsAranuM paribhramaNa anaMtakApathI AnA kare ja che. bhAmithyAtva buki upara prahAra kare che ! sAdevajI:- hA, bIjA kI sIdhA buddhi para prahAra karatA nathI. mithyAtva viveka 52 prahAra Dare che, ghA kare che. para te ghA kare che. mATe ja anaMtakauthI bhrAntI che. gAmanI nAnImo ghaNI ja che. anaMtakALathI ApaNI AtmA mAne che 3 bhogomAM che. vyAtmAmAM sukha che te mAnavA taiyAra nathI. kadAca tIrthaMkarI, sadguru gappA na mAre mATe deva-guru paranA bharosAne kAraNe tame mAnI lo khaNa ke zcAtmAmAM anaMtu sukha che, jaDamAM sukha nathI, te tame vizvAsathI sAcu mAnI lo paNa anubhavamAM OMvuM ? tamArI anubhava sIdhI ke uMdhI atyAranI tamArI mAnyatA aAtmAnA sukhanI OM haiM te anubhavanA stara para hai vizvAsanA stara para - hA, kAMI badhAne vizvAsanA stara 52 paga cAvI mAnyatA nathI zaitI. sukha saMsAranA ! . zradhdhAnA pachA traNa prakAra che. vizvAsa 15 zradhdhA samaga rupa zradhdhA ane anubhavanA stara rupa zradhdhA. hA, sArI vastunI zradhdhA sArI che, sArA mANasa para karelI zradhdhAmAM lAbha che. vagara sama? paNa sAthe mAsa para DarelI zradhdhAmAM lekhama nathI. mATe sAcA daivatru para vizvAsa rAkho te khoTuM nathI . pA tairalAthI koI jAnI natI nathI. cAtmAmAM sukha che teno jaine anubhava na thAya tene moDhAmAM 141 Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 142 sukha che, tevuM lAge nahIM. sabhA - anubhava kevI rIta, mATela- te pAmavAnI je prayiA che temAM paheluM pagathIya saMsAranA sukha dukhapa che. tamane virodhI vastumAM bhama che. tame thopI - . vastune pILI mAno cho. dhImItra dhobIna mAnI to zAtre paNa tene pILI mAno to na ja cAle. enI jema ahiyA saMsAranA paththalaDa sakhI sukha nathI paNa duHkha ja che. A vAta anubhutimAM AvavI joIe. nItara - vikAsanI kaDI paNa vAra na thAya. ApaNe gaIkAle tenA para thoDuM vicArI gayA hatA. --~-- A saMsAramAM eka sukha nathI jene svataMtra sukha mAnI zakAya. sabhA - saMgItanuM sukha mATIme chI temAM du:kha che te kaI rIte sAvavuM - Aje saMsAranA sukha che te ubhA TharelA duHkhomAM zahurta bAbara che. sve, tame kaho cho saMgIta sAMbhaLatAM temAM dAkhanI anubhava nathI thatI. have tamane pasaMda paDe tevA saMgItanI Tepa ApI. ane tame ja Tepa 24 kalAka sAMbhaLatI ja thAya ? vaivA2 pAthavAra, paccIsavA sAMbhaLI pachI ma thAya? have A na joIe. sAMbhaLatAM pachI kaMTALI zrAve che. pachI kaho have thI saMbhaLAvI. teno artha zuM je saMgItamAMthI ja sukha maLatu hota to kaeNseTa to thInI eka che. lI DAyama sukha maLavuM joIe. are kAyama sukha nahIM paNa sAMbhautAM, bhaLatA sukhanA guNAkAra thavo joIe. dAna, dudhapAkanI vADakI pIvo ane je supU maLe to bIjI vADakI udhapAka pIsI to kabUla sukha maLavu jaI trIjI vAzI che tenAthI Dabbala. ema sukhanI guNAkAra thavo joIe. paNa tame vicAra vIja vADakIe zuM thAya che. trIjI zuM thAya che. e Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dudhapADamAM ja sukha hota to dudhapAka vadhAre pItAM sukha paNa vadhavuM joie. sabhA- atIvAthItI thaI jAya : sAthebajI - TomAM anImAyonI thAya che. sukhamAM 3 vastumAM ! sukhamAM kadI atIzayonI thaI che, pADu vidyArthIne bolajo. dudhapAka pItAM sukha vadhyu ? sukhathI tame gherAI gayA ke dudhapAkathI gherAI gayA? jo tamAruM sukha vadhyu hoya to tamAro kAna AMdhaLIe. zrA saMsAramAM koi AtmA evI nathI OM sukhathI gherAI gayo hoya. sukhathI kaMTALyo hoya tevI eka mANasa lAvI Apo. sabhA:- jaine vairAgya Ave te sukhathI keTALelA hoya ? sAhebajIH- mukhathI chUTALelAne vairAgya na thAya paNa jene saMsthA sukhanI talapa thAya tene vairAgya thAya. vairAgya eTale sAcA sukhanI samaja. jene zrA pragaTe tenuM nAma virANI jIva che. vItarAgatA e muLabhUta svarupa che. vItazaganA sukhane samajavA mATe vairAgya e pAI che. virAgI jIva vItarAganA sukhanA evAna che. mATe sukhathI kaMTALavAthI zakya Avato nathI. samajI tha, atyAre sukhanA nAmathI tame bhaLatu ja pakaDIne beThA cho. tIrthaMkaro sukhathI DarAkhyA mATe mIle thA tevuM nathI. jai sukhathI kreyI tene to pachI naraae vuM joIe. moTI DoLa pasaMda kare che, jene duHkha jarApaNa nathI beinuM. tIrthaMkaro moDI gayA DAA temane sukha vagara cAle tema nahotuM. ane sukhanI vyAkhyAmAM tecI bAMdhachoDa karavA taiyAra nahatAM. tame to bAMdhachoDa karI lIdhI che ne ekalu sukha nathI maLatuM to kAMI nahI mATe jevuM maLe che tevu svIkArI lIdhuM che. paNa jene ma sukhanI IcchA hoy te zaMsAramAM baiTha mInITa paNa na hIza. tamArI kaI kvolITInI DImAnDa che. sukha sAthe .. 143 Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsAranA sukhanA jhAra vAgye Ave te sAcI vairAgya nathI, paNa saMsAranA sukhamAM dukhanA anubhavathI sukha para vaizazya thAya to sAcI vaiza3 kavAya. saMsAranA sukha e ukhanA pathaya che. temAM tIbhAra sukha nathI tevuM ne vaise tenI vAya sAco vaizaSya 8, - dukha uparathI virAga thAya te pracArika svAstha che. - - tame koIpaNa bhAga bhogavI chI temAM tame jIvanamAM sukha aiLavavA DIIpaSkA vastumAMthI pratha7 karI che ? jema gulAba, , vaThThI, saMgIta, ghA, kapaDAM koIpaNa vastu hRAA ja bhAga bhogavavAnI kathana karI che. have je vastumAM ja sukha thAta jema vastunI bhaugaglaTara vadhe tema grupanI guNAkAra thavo joIe. paraMtu zrA nI bhAgAkAra thAya che. vastu nI baija che. eka paiso khAdhuM pachI bIja 23 maNa ghaTI, kIja paiDe vadhAre ghaTI, tema chatAM Ille 0 pa2 madhya gaI. paiDA ane jIbha enI eja che. tame paNa enA ja che. to zuM badalAyuM ? sabhA - lakha badalAI ni nemuel . sAhebay -mATe sukha ghaTe taima sukha ghaTe che. jeTalI sukha hoya teTaluM ja sukha maLe. mIThI sukhe huM sukha, vadhAre sukhe vadhAre sukha, ne jAtha bhukha na zaiya to mUrta vagara sukhe khAo to zuM thayuM? , vastu, thinA bhaginI ziyA, thati kAMI bhalAI nathI. mAyA enI ja che to palAyuM zuM pahelA sukhanI talapa vadhAre hatI, ane akha e sukha che ke dukha che? mATe badhuM sukha e duHkha mApe che. nAstIThane paNa je puSya, pApa nathI mAnatuM tene paNa A vAtamAM kAna pakaDavI paDe. badhA ja bharataka sukhanI protrama Aja che. DamAM ja duHkha vadhAre to sukha vadhAre lAge . paiDA khAvAnI Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 'talapa 5 ba vadhAre to paiDA khAtA sukha vadhAre mahai. A sAra banela eka kisso 56 ame eka vakhata tIrthasthAnamAM rITAyelA hatA. tyAM eka bhAI je Dabala ejanIya vaLITIlA vakhatamAM thayelA. te AvelA. te thoDuM ghana-dharma Dare, paNa temane mIThAnA sukhanI vAta gaLe utare nahIM. kahe huM maunanI bAbatamAM mAnato nathI. te kahe sArA kAma karavA ane AnaMdathI jIvavuM jIvanamAM AnaMda lUTI levo. vata-tapa-tyAga pharavAmAM huM mAnatA nathI. mane na game. tyAre meM kahyuM tamArI daSTIe vAta QrAbara. tamane duHkha nathI joItuM ane sukha vadhAre jaiIe che. tI je A TI tamArI hoyu to tamane bhautika sukha bhogavavAnI IcchA vadhAre che, to tame majhImama sukhane mANo tevo kImIyo batAha. me AvI vAta karI tI bhUmadhyA? amArA sAthI uii bhogasukhanI nA rIya. ane meM to u6 yu. pachI meM chu tama. unALAmAM be kalAka bahAra paDI prA. bAbara pacce rebajheba thaI lAlacoLa thAva. sevaumamAM garamI lAgatI hoya, aMdarathI ThaMDakanI bartha thAya, pachI te vakhate tame kinDIzanamAM vasI to jiMdagImAM na maLI sItha tevI majA mo. vagara garamI sahana kare AvI mA na Ave. tema zAzvatanI sajA levA prakA khuba khaDI bAvI, DAM kasarata karI kAMThe prANa Ave tevI tarasa lAge pachI zarabata pI eTale tenA e TIpAmAM kevI majA Ave paraMtu je sinema zIrAmAM beThA beThA pIpI tI ! A badhu sAMbharpone Thare sAheba kAmAM to vAna hezana thaI jaIe. te pachI tamAre vadhAre sukha thavuM hoya to pahelAM vadhAre dukha bhogavavuM paDe. ane te bhogavI eTale vapara rUpe sukha maLe che. tame gharaDa tarIke mAla mAMgI to jeTalA paisA cUkavo telI ja Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aos zala mI" kathA jevI mAla paNa paisA vagara na maLe. mATe DolasAnA pA bhAva bolAya che. tema bhItika jagatamAM khapI sulya zakavyA vagara sIbAra paNA bhautika sukhamAtuM nathI. pakAvAnuM sukha meLavavA pahelAM maccha2 kaDDAvavA paDe. pitAnuM sukha meLavavA mATe pahelAM tAva lAvavo paDe. saMgItamAM paNa tenI talapa jeTalI vadhAre bhegI thaI hoya taiTaluM sukha vadhAre. nahItara baLAmaNa thazo. tamane du:kha zuM khabara nathI , A , sukha zuM te pachI khabara nathI. anaMThA jIvanI bAjabhA che, ane mithyAtvanuM kAma Aja che. te kSAcA sukhane na ja samajaq che. tamane bhoti tIvavA mATe, ciMtana karavA naTaselamAM dizA batAu chuM. ciMtana 2 mANasamAM mithyAtva hoya ane te jamIna pAme eTale tene navI dunithAnuM ja darzana thAya, tharva dA thAya. tenA javAbane vicAro para habhavuM che, tene lAge huM te vakhate sukha haryo. ane bA sAthI nathI tene akharva zAnada thAya. tene lAge che. -ra0, zAsana na maLyuM hatuM to bova ja , navI kaSTI thAnA 9za ja maLI zI che. mATe AnaMda thAya. tharva Alocana thAya. ane mUrva kananI harSa thAya. e badhA prakhavAnanI - lAgI che je AgaLa AvI. Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 somavAra - livpU. zrI yugarUpavijaya sadgurucI nama: vada bAramA | yogavialIDAI govALiyA 25 JApradhAna - anaMta upakArI anaMta jAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA javAnanA jIva ane nirmaLa bhamyagadarzananI prApti mATe dharmanInI sthApanA karI che . A masapInI TIme upadeza jArA mADavA lAyaka je guphA hoya to te samyagadarzana 9 che, e gurune pAmyA pachI suvarna upadeza ke jhAnI mAga karavo paDato nathI. jyAM sudhI javA A guNane nathI pAmya tyAM sudhI tene vAraMvAra upadeza, prakA, samajaNa ApavI paDe che samyaga na pAmyA pachI tene navA navA tatvIno bodha thAya tenA mATe te upadezA sAMbhaLe che. jyAre mithyANIne dharmamAM 2thI, ADama pedA thAya tenA mATe upadeza - ApavAnI jara . Dara haju sainI sacI naira nathI banI. taina ume DarAvavA mATe vAraMvAra ADarSaka ubhu karavuM paDe che jyAre bhamyagaDhathvIne lve A ubhuM karavuM paDe tema nathI. teto svayaM urmane suMghatI kare. kanna tenuM valaNa daiva-guru-dharma taraka che. mAnA - sivAya kAraNa AdhAra DoI nathI tema te mAnA~ . saTTaNI AtmA dharmanI garaja hoya che jyAre mithyATImAM vadhI garaja paidA karAvavAnI vADI che tamArA mAtmAmAM evI sacI AvI jAya pachI dharmanI AvazyakatA tamane lAge. pachI tamane dharma mATe devuM paDe nahIM. sabhA abhivino jIva paNa AvI sacI sAthe ja dharma kare che. mATe ja niraticAra cArijA pALe che. to te zAnA kAraNe sAheba - tene re dharmanI raksa che te varSanA vaLanA DArI che. tene varmanI svAbhAvika zaga vAdhya ja nathI. tame dharmathI AkarSAyA cho Page #155 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 148 zAnA mATe varSanI mahimA sAMbhaLIne ja AkarSAyA che ne ? mAne. vajoIne kAMkha camakI uche che. te zAnA kAraNe te tenAthI maLatA bhogasukhane paIne ja lalacAyA cho ne ? mATe ja A che ne.. je kadAca A chApelI nITomAM pharAra thayA pachI ghaNI sAmai paDe to A noTo para mana lalacAya pa1 kAMI tame tenA sAraMgathI, darakhAyA LI. mITI ghaNI paNa nakalI hatI kI ne tenI jaima urma karavAthI A lIDamAM sAruM thAya, vijJa che, anukuLatA prApta thAya, parabhavamAM paNa sAruM maLe ane ema karatAM mIkSa sukha maLe. mATe AvA mahAna 1La sAMbhaLIne ja dharma mATe mana lalacAyuM che ane AnA kAcchI mADama thayuM thatI gharmanuM phaLa game che. lAlaca phaLanI che. dharmamAM mAne che svAda nathI Avato, vyAnaMda to saMsAramAM ja Ave che, chatAM tame saMsAranI pravRtti tyAga karIne dharmamAM sthira thayA cho kAraNa dharmano mahimA apAra che. tenI sAlatha che. mATe ja bAIka ubhuM thayuM che. paraMtu A pacI, AkarSaka sacagaNI jevI na devAya - bhabharatI tuM varSanA kuLanA rasathI varmana nAtha, sAvaja - pahelA dharmanuM pra phaLa zuM che te samajavu paDe. vadhuM kharu phaLa dharma ja che. A navI vAta che ne? jema A varSa karo eTale AgaLa AgaLano dharma AvatI nathI. ane tenAthI pra dharmamAM pAMtara thAya. A pachI dharma pAme enuM nAma ja ka dharmanI prapti thAya ja pa varmanuM phaLa che. bIjA badhA to bAthase AnusaMgIka phaLa che. sanA, saMpatti, bhoga, sukhI vALautsSTa phaLa che. dharmamAMthI prathama vA thAya te vyAjabI nathI. mATe vIma jaima urma karatAM thAya tema ApanA varmanI abhivRNi thAya. vAkiyA, bulizAkhInA gharamAM paNa hoya to phaLa zuM? te manema Page #156 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAkhe kharI ja pakSAmAMthI paisA ja pedA kare ne e paisAne khoTanI ghI karene! * sabhA- AtmakalyANanI IcchA zakhI zakAya maiM 1 sAdevapura- DI nA pADe che. mATe ja dharma para rAga DaravAno che ne? IcchAno nAvA IcchAthI ja thavAno che hraudho navA kIdhathI ja thavAnI che. kaSAyonI nAva DaSayothI ja. IrSA nIvA mATe IrSyA ja vI paDe. saMsAranI IcchA nIDavA ja momanI IcchA karavAnI che. vItaganI IcchA sarva rAga toDavAnuM parva che. have mArI vAta to kaiTalI che. jema paisA paisAne kheMcI lAve tema dharma dharmane kheMcI lAvai. paisA pedA na thAya jene dharmanA phaLa rupa dharma nathI gamato tene bIju badhu game che. paNa 3 sA dharmano rAgI nathI. bhale kaTato hoya ke moTI jve che. paNa momAM tI, parAThASTAno dharma che. moDhAmAM 24 lADa jaeNma che. tyAM hiMsA che te ahiMsAnuM pAlana che! tyAM masatyano calachAthI paNa nathI. tyAM pUrNa satyamAM ja magna thavAnuM chai. hi paNa parADASTrAno che. koipaNa dharma lo, badhA ja dharma maunamAM parADAAnA che. have jaine dharma nathI gamanI tI dharma pADAAvALI moDI Dema gamahI ? sabhA:- sAhebajI svabhAva eja dharma che? sahAvuH- svabhAva eja dharma che. A apAce vAta karI. Atmyano mULabhuta svabhAva eja varma che. AtmAnI vikRta svabhAva teja adharma che. mATe moLamAM parAkASTAno dharma che, jene have dharma ja na gamatI hoya 11 mola kema gamavAnI ! tamArI sAme vAraMvAra phaLa gAmo tI dharma karavAnI pAva2 thI 1 149 Page #157 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15o jaima ka6 zrama karI tI tamArA karmo khape, paNa baMdhAtha, parabhavamAM paNa vadhu bhANa prApta thAya. tema bhAI, mAmakhamakA badhAnA mahimA gAuM vana kA to pAra ne kevI riddhi-siddhi mae IvA rUmanA vipADI, devatAI sukha maLe. A badhuM sAMbhaLI mImAM pANI AvI jAya ane karavA mATe utsA thAya che bhabha. bhAvI rIte dharma karAvanAra upADanuM zuM thAya che. sAva:- AvI hItanI urma karAvanAra upavA mATe lakhyuM che ke, AvA upADI kevA che ke tamane buddhimAM vaime tevI vAta nathI tame to zuM kahezo kA vIte upadeza ApIne paga TharAve che to mane 1 sAje ja kAma karAve che ne ? huM mA mahimA gAIne dAna apAvuM tI pAvara thaze, paLanI vAtathI mo bharAI jAya ne. sabhA prAthamIka DabAvALa jIvIne A rIte gharma karAvAya? sAheba - kothaLAmAM pAMDorI rAkhIne nA bolo. spaSTa bolo. - prAthamIka uDAnI arthavyuM nAnI che, bALas che 25 varSathI dharmanA ThAmAM AvatI hoya te prAthamIka DInI kahevAya ? hA ne manA sudhI kaDIyA jIvAbha mAM jevuM che tene amAre kAMI kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI. hA, koI juva dharmanA DiramAM navI Avyo hoya, athavA buddhi aparipakava hoya kadAca jarA dAdhAraMgI, bhalI, bhoLa hoya tevAnI vAta judI che. tame saMsAramAM ustAda vepArI chI. prasaMge sAdhune paNa samajavI ja tevA cho A badhI tamArI chaTaDabArI che. varSathI prAthamIka kakSAmAM ja rahevuM che. ame gAme gAmanA : saMghamAM jaIe chIe tyAM jaIe chI ke je koI zaMghanA vahIvaTanI, vAta Ave tyAre ame sAjA kaSTIme dahI thA pramANI karavuM joIe. to zuM kahe nA, jetha kaI te kamI thavuM chie. amArA Page #158 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 151 "saMghanI vyavasthA saghaDI te pramANe cAle. - tI saMgha eTale zuM ? mA cAra dhotiyAvALA bhegA thayA te se. bhagavAne maM DIne kIdho che ame saMghanI bahA2 ? A badhI vAtI khuba visthAzmIya che. ane jyAre urma karavA mATenI vAta sArva tyAre kahe che ane sI mugdha avI chIe. bhagavAnanI AjJA samajatA nathI. prAthamIs S&AnA ja javI hatI. bALa chIe. - pAchA DhIma pAkA kahI e mahArAja sAheba kAma kare bIjA mahArAjasAheba kAma jhare che mAre zuM karavuM, zuM amAre badhAnuM mAnavAnuM? eTale ke kAve te karavAnuM zremane sabhA:- to hamAre zuM karavuM ? sAheba- moza zAha DokaTara che thAra rIzenA vicAromAM paNa bheda paDe che ane eTalA mathI tame davA levAnuM sUDI rI, cAramAMthI vavAre yogya lAge tenA abhiprAya pramANe darze cho ne? "NiyA badhA bahAnA che. zrAvakI be bAju TIlaDI vagADe che. jyAre prasaMga Ave tyAre bALa jIva prAthamIka nA chIe kazI samajApha na paDe tyAre TI svAnuM ane sthAre zAsananI AjJA mujAnI vAta Ave tyAre saMghanA nirNaya pramANe karavAnuM mahArAja to dabAtalane hA badhA vALa jIvonA uNa cheDe vakatAnA lahatakara che sabhA:- AnAthI karma baMdhAtha kevA baMdhAya ? sAhebajI:- hA, cokkasa pharma baMdhAya tame je hAsananI upekSA karo cho, sAdhu bhagavaMtanI avagaNanA karI che, zAjAnI upekSA thI che, dharma vizvanA je gaha che. tenAthI puNya pamAye mA che vAsana na maLyuM che te bhavAMtaramAM anaMtakALa sudhI pAmI na zakI. baughIbIja nAthI durlabha thAya." bhagavAnanI AjJA pradhAna che. ame paNa je bhagavAnanI AzA Page #159 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vapara. vika vatIe to zuM thAya tenuM varNana vAMcatA hai, vaDI jAya, sAdhu phaLanI mahimA batAve che. tenAthI tapa-tyAga - saMyama pALave che. kAMI te duSTatA karavAnI vAta nathI. vinaya,vayAvastha, bhakita ka2ve, thana mahotsava AjanI vAve. vana dharmanA vaLavuM hoya, ane . nAthI pAvara thakAvI dharma lAve che. te upazAka sImamArganA luTArA che. A badhI khAcAranI gharma che upamA besI vAta utarI morAthI nA nahIM pADI hADI, paNa vAta utarI kharI ? AvA upadeaso, mokSamArga che maunamArga sAdhana 5 sathAna, darzana, cAginI je dezanA na bApa nI temane lUTArAnI upamA ApI che . zabhA- arthakAmanI dezanA Ape to sAheba temAM tI sIdhA saMsArano rasa maTe che. tenI vAta judI che. tharthakAmanI dezanA Ape te nI sIbanA ja zIra che. mokSamArganA nathI. paraMtu AmAM to sAdhu sAruM ja kAma karAve che. tapa-tyAga-dIna zUrAve che. pablIkanI TarNIe zuM lAge che joradAra sArI pravRti karAve che. ane mArA jevI AvI kA kare tI, mane sahana nathI thatu , tema che ? paraMtu ame ja chIme siI amane peTamAM nathI khalu pakA zALAmAM zuM lakhe che tenA mATe amAthI jvAbadAthI Ave che ke amAre samajavuM paDe. A upadezakanI javAbadArI che ? khAlI vyasanono tyAga karavI, thoDA durAcAra 62 DarAvI. jarA mA-bApanI sevA karAvI, mAMsAhArane tyAga kazavIrma para sAthe mokamAI na pamADI to upadezakane lUTArA upalAka dIdhA che. A badhu kAvatAM strIthI pahelAM mokSamArga batAvAnI che. tene pharaTha bane tevA bhaNazAra vatAvAnA che. ame tapa-tyA karAvavA mAMgIe chIe. tame game taiTalI nIti pANI paNa AtmaghUNAnI IcchA na hoya to tenAthI pApAnubaMdhI putha baMdhI jenAthI pachI saMbhAramAM paDazo. ame bhAganA Page #160 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 153 hoIe ke tamAru hIta AmA che to amArI padayAnI haj javAbadArI Ave temA hIta mAM che temAM paheluM dhyAna doravuM joIe. bAkI badhAne gaNA karavuM joIe. ame mokSamArgano ja upadeza ApIau lo bhale kadAca pAtha-pacIsa ochA Ave taino zramane vAMdho nathI. paNa ene paNa AtmakalyANanA mArga para caDhAvIe to temAM tho lAbha che. 1 lAkha mANumane tujAcAranI dharma karatAM DarIe tenA karatAM ene paDA sagananI jamaDAmAM goThavI tI mahAna vaLa che. vaine mATe hAjarI joIai. nahIMtara tame levAI jI, vema A saMghamAM 1000 praba karatAM thaI jAya to adhadha thAya. paNa ekane mokSamArga para caDAvuM tI adhadha thAya? kAraNa tamArI pAse lAkhA rahI nathI. jenuM sulya che. te na pAmI nI mULa tatvathI vaMcIta rahI jAya. mATe ja muLatatva mATe bhAga chetame zayAra karI anIti karI te sApha nathI. paNa saLI pIvuM zuM hovAnuM 1 : guNInI ADe lAvavadhUno. AnA vagara bIju badhuM nakAmuM thAya. tene prAyorITI ApavI ja paDe. bATalI amArI vAta che - bA ja jIvI siI bhamyagadarzana pAmI jatAM nathI. samyagadarzana na pAmI zake naivI jIva hoya tene tenI sarvajamikA pAmI zake, te pachI ni pAmI zake tevo jIva hoya to tenI prarva chUmiDA, tema karatAM hAM sudhI 'hInI mabrAmiDA sudhI kvAnuM. paNa je makkamanI sarvajamikA nathI. enI bahAra to nahI ja jvAnuM. mA vadhI gaMbhIra vAta che. juna vacanano upadhA prApavI hoya to paripakava banavuM joIze. A pAra para besanArane nirmalA na hauya to te sAca upadeza na ApI zake. tame khuza thAo tamane 2ma paDe, manoraMjana thAya tevuM pIvAnuM thI. zrata pAsethI apekSA rahita banI upavA ApavI joIe. ane e Ave pachI ja nags2 upadeza ApI vADIe. amane ema Page #161 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1pa thAya ke tamane rasa nahIM paDe, gamato nahIM to bhagavAnanI AjJA mujaba na hoya te paNa pIrasavuM paDe. upadeza Aparvo talavAranI dhAra upara cAlavA jevuM che. nimratA gA gA mATe kahI che. nAtara potAnI smaNAnA (AtmakalyANI gIjhA kahI . - pahelo prathama upadeza ApIne dharmano sahaja rAga, AThIka thAya, dharma muLabhuta dharmatatva tarId game, eTale dharma svayaM game, La nahIM, te karavAnuM che je divase ame bAvo dharma tamAza hadhyamAM vasAvI zakIe tyAre sAco dharma pamADyo dvAya. sabhA - nahItara ArIphIzayala dhirma kahevAya? sAhibajaH-, zIjIsa, je dharmanA haLa upara lalacAyelA hoya tenI varma sIma che, asalI nathI. jema pasA para zaga che, paNa sarakAra jAhera kare chebIja chApavALI nI velIDa gaNAvo. mA naurone tIlAMjalI Ape ne tamane koI nITI pa2 zaga che. nAnI A nITIthI kAMI paNa na hoya, managamanAM bhautika sukha ApavAnI tAkAta na hoya to jaMgI kharApastImAM vaiyo tevA che. tema jaine dharmanuM phaLa game hai te dharmane pastInA bhAvamAM kADhI nAkho. sabhA 94. pa mATe ja dharma kare che. sAbijI:- mATe ja sAthI dharma pAmava 86Na che. sAco dharma pAmanAra ja che. mIThI janArA keTalA ? mAInorITI- paNa keTalA. tenAthI paNa ochA. mATe. ane suthI AtmA saMsAramAM paDe che, sabhA - AvI rIte dharma 32vAthI puNya to mane? sAba- temAM paNa zarata rAkhavAnI che roTalo zubhabhAva hoya teTaluM * ja puNya maLe. jema vyakita dayA kare che paNa jo te svArthathI dayA re, tI va baMdhAya? pujya che pApa 1 pApa ja baMdhAya. saha-nAmanA mATe tathA Dare tene pApa baMdhAya ? Page #162 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 155 rAvaNa pApa baMdhAya. svArtha mATe nIti pALatI paNa pApa baMdhAya. pazcamanA loko polIsI mATe nIti pAme che. mATe nIti pAne chatAM pachI pApa baMdhAtha. tema papakAra kare paNa temAM naryA svArthathI kare to pApa "vAya. - - - - - -sabhA-paTa hoya -... - - - - - - - - - sAheba:- nA evuM na hauya, tame saunI jema pIpaDAra karatAM zIva che. tamane vaLatara na maLe naivI paropakAra kharotame apekSA sAthe ja paropakAra karI che. patnI mATI paDI hoya tyAre tame khaDepage sAcavI hoya ane tame mo paDI tyAre e na sAcave nI zuM thAya? mATe vagara vALuM karI kharA? vibhA varSa karatA, dharma mauddhimAnuM sAdhana bano tevI bA AvI sAheba -i, thavAno mArga Ava che, vamatu sAthu phaLa dharma che. kharI uirma karanArane huM bA rIya ke mane bAgapana varmamaLe. sAcA zrane sArA ane apekSA rAkhavAnI che. . varSa nA ja mo tevI apekSA rAkhavAnI che. ' sabhA - anupAmAM phaLa maLe. sAba- badhA mATe niyama che. tapa-tyAga pALe paNa je thazubha bhAvathI kare to pApa baMdhAya. ravAIthI nIti paLe , parIpakAra re, anukaMpA Dare paga pApa ja baMdhAya. sabhA pAtha thI baMdhAya sATheba - tamane svArtha hoya tyAM tamane udAra, paropakArI, sahiSNu banatA vAra nathI lAgatI. saMtAno mATe keTalo tyAga karo cho? e cAthI putha baMdhAya che pApa baMdhAya? jema vepArIne gharAka phasAra lArI to pAMca-paccIsanI nAra 3 nete vakhare tame udAratA batAvI tenAthI puSya baMdhatha De pApa baMdhAya ? mATe svArtha hoya tyAM Page #163 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 156 pApa ja vadhAya, pApa naDI baMdhAya temAM nADA nathI. tamane kara Ayabila DarI paNa necaropathI vALA kare DAyAbITIsa prAnA kAra tame bAphelu khAyo. ane tame jIbhanA caTakA choDI do ane bApheluM khAo to zuM puNya baMdhAya ? pApa ja baMdhAya, tame pagapALA sIithAmA e jAgI paNa DokaTara Thare ve tamAre jokhama che. mATe savAre vokIMga karo. to pAMca vAge uThIne jAone1 dharmanA nAmathI vAge paNa uTho kharA? paNa ArogyanA nAme pAMca vAge uThIne ja abhaH- paNa sAdevajI savAre vIDItA gema thAya ke darzana paga karI laIe to kya baMdhAya ! sAta zubhabhAva sAdebajI hA, cokkasa. paNa voka karatI vakhate Azaya Arogyano na hoya paNa ema thAyake A bhUta vaLagyuM che mATe cAlavu paDe che. paNa mAthe pAMca derAsaranA darzana thatAM hoya to mane lAbha che. mATe darzana karI to puSya baMdhAya. dharmanI pravRtti karI temAM hoya to putha baMdhAya. emAM amane vAMdhI nathI, amAro avarodha nathI. ame zatru chIe. paNa je zihotathI puNya baMdhAtu hoya te spaSTa joIe. mATe dharma karanAra badhAne puNya baMdhAya tema nahI paNa sAthe jeTalo jIbhalAva dIya taiTaluM puNya baMdhAya. vicArajo. jeTalI pravRtti karI lI temAM keTalo svArtha che, keTalo zubhabhAva che. neTalo zubhabhAva che taiTalu ja puNya maLe. mATe sAvadhAna thaI janmI. amerikAmAM . DoDa Dro Arogya mATe uDALelu pANI pIvo to cAlu DI de. paNa zrame dimA mATe ukALelu pANI pIvA kahIe to vAnA cAlu thaI jAya. A uDALelu pANI pInArane zuM puNya baMdhAya 1 ghA jhIbona na karanArA hai mAMsa nahIM khAnArA che. Arogya mATe IMDA nadI khAnArA lAkho loko che. te badhAne zuM puNya odhAya OM pApa baMdhAya che, Page #164 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 157, sAbiju nakhAya eTale pApathI to baccAne sAheba - MI maNasane tenA virodhInuM khana karavAnI bhAvanA hoya paNa ja varSa sudhI nA nA maLI hauya to ene pApa baMdhAya ke nahIM? zreNI: imAI DALaSThine kuvAmAM utAryA kAma te pa00 pADA mAre nahIM. maTe che te pApathI bacI gayo, vA, tenA pApanA bhAva cAlu che. pADA mAryA nahI maine pApathI bacI jAya to badhA kasAIne uMdhA mAyaeNkavI devA joIe. badhA pApanI jvAbadArI mananI che. je manAmAMthI pApanA bhAva na gayA hoya to camarabaMdhI pachI pApathI na aTakAvI zake ArauSya zuM kAma Icche che. nirogI thaI saMsAramAM pApa karavuM te dhyazubha bhAva che mATe pAya lAve. manamAM azubha bhAva paDyo che, hajI bhAva DIne kahevAya te samajyA nathI. tamArA gharamAM bAjumAMthI bhArI vAnagI AvI te pramANamAM zIkhI hai. mATe tame nA prANI ane tamane tamArA vahAlasauyA dIkarAne khavaDAvAnuM mana thayuM mATe tame tene vadhu khavaDAvI dIdhu dhA ne tame tyAga karyo ne mINane kAra karyo che ke tamArI zubhabhAva 8 mATe tyAga karyo che? mamatA zubhabhAva ke azubhabhAva. , tamArA manamAM daTanI mamatA che te zAbhabhAva che azubhabhAva tenAthI thaI puNya baMdhAya ? tyAga pAchaLa paiTha baLavo? mamatAthI, sauthI tyAga thaI che ke zubhabhAvathI tyAga karyo che ? sabhA - mulAvIe ja ke gratha bahA2 jI ne navaDA - gaNIai to pujya baMdhAya che pApa bhAba:- zuM kAma bIlo cho japa karatAM tamAre zuM thAya che? te pramANe puca baMdhAya. bhAvanI vAvamAM paukIsoLa AvI cAle Page #165 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 158 tema nathI . tIrthaDara jevA AtmAne paNa vo bhAva tevA karmabaMdha thAya to ApaNA mATe zuM navuM ? vinayarane dilo lIdhI. gharma mITI che. pote zamAra che. AkhI saMsAra choDIne rIkSA lIdhI. pachI 12 varSa sudhI zAstri pAkhyuM. mImAM AMgaLA nAkhI tevA tapa-tyAga saMyama pALyA che. zrAcAra ThavA pAkhyA che. badhuM ja azuddha kare che paNa manamAM bhAva : . zAre taka maLe huM temane sApha kaccha, zAne mAravAno bhAva che. vai. A thAjA pAmyuM tenAthI temanU puNya baMdhAya 8 pApa baMdhAya. emane tyAga kailI che. hajarI tyAganA niyamI che. eTale e pApathI bacI gayA mAsAzara thAya to tenI AgaLa nAno tyAga che. AmanA mATe zAssAmAM zuM lakhyuM ke AvuM vazavarSa cA ipALyuM tenAthI temane ghora pApanuM ThapArjanai karyuM. zAjAmAM ghaNA dAkhalAo che. salA - chANasane kvAmAM utAryo te vakhate aikikAjane - putha baMtha De pApa baMdhAya bhAIba - hiMsA aTakAvAnI bhAva che mATe je dhAnI temane bhAva 8 te mane puNya maLe. zabhA- pA te vakhate temanI naSTha dTe tevA pachI bhAva che , sAbiy:- hA, paNa temane naSTa vAno vAMdho kema 1 4 DabanararDa nathI javuM. tamane naTha nathI hmanI premake tyAM du:kha che. mATe ke tyAM dharma ArAdhanA nathI mATe. dharmano viyoga sAle che zreNIkane naDe na jvA pAchaLa bhAva zuM che. tyAM kAma che mATe temane devaloka kyuM : " paNa tyAM ASlyANa mATe deva-guru-dharmanI sAmagrI nahIM maLe mATe mAruM A thI Tale taimane bArAdhanAno bhAva che. mATe volA svArthamAM A bhAva batAvI pADI tema nathI. A mATe koIpaNa pravRttimAM bhAva, AtAva zuM che te jovAnuM. badhAmAM Page #166 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 159 badhI mahatvanuM paNa Aja che. bhAva,mAvAya sudhAravA ja prakAdhAna che. sabhA:- temane narakanuM aAyuSya baMdhAI gayu hatu mATe nI nI jyAnuM ja hatu ne 1 sAheba- hA, atyAre bolavuM saheluM che. jA para Ave tyAre khabara paDe. ApaNe bolI daI che temanuM AyuSya narakanuM baMdhAI gayu haju tI vAnuM ja che ne ? pachI tamaneM paralokano vizvAsa jAgyo nathI. je , divase paraloDa para vizvAsa thaI jAya tyAre tamArA atyAranA pApanI pravRttithI "huM marIna punaro banI" khabara paDe to tAva AvI bhaya ne atyAre tamane ciMtA kema nathI pahalIka dekhAtI nathI mATe ne temane bhagavAnanA vacana para AsthA che. temane bebAkaLA, thavAmAM kAraka cheDe dharma jaivI DII vAlI vastu tyAM nathI. temane dharma ja sarvasva lAge che. samaDInIne managamatI vastuno zaga che. te dharmanA zI annA bhAge Ave. jyAre dharmano teno zaga anaMtA gaNI che. patnI, 6, saMpattI para zaga Asati chemamatA paDI che. paNa A badhI mamatA dharmanA zage 14 che. zrAvuM tame chAtI ThokIne karI vADI khaza ke pachI ulaTuM bolavuM pa3. dharmabI mamatA che tenA pharatAM sI ghaNI mamatA saMsAra mAre che. stra ane zAstramAM lakhyuM karIne narakamAM dharma nI mane tenI tene - asa2 . samragaTI DAMI vItarAga nathI. samaDInI badhA sthitaprajJa_ hItA nathI. mATe saMsAranA dukha Ave tyAre te vihavaLa thaI jAya. ane saMsAranA sukha maLe tyAre mAmaDita, mamatA zrAve. pakavI Ave, varmanA rAganI chApA anaMtA bhAge Ave che. mATe nacchanA duHkhanI gabharAmAna che. A sabhA- cAdhikA Darmano utha DAra che? sAba:- cAgni karma che tyAM sudhI raNa- SaSAya ubhA karAya. mAna Page #167 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 130 lIna-rAga-dveSa thAya. moha, mamanA Ave. sthitaprajJa bhUmikAnuM samaDIna judu ane nIcalI ImaDAnuM samaDIna judu hai. zrIDA sthitaprajJa nahIta te thoganI pAMcamI brAmaDAmAM hatA.jyAre sthitaprajJa chaThThI daSTImAM Ave che sthitaprajJa samaDItInA kharA pAzA kaivA hoya tenI saMzAna vo hoya te vadhu ApaNI RSabhadeva castimAM aiiyuM. sthitaprajJanI saMsAra jIvavAnI kaLA che. saMsAramAM razdIne paNa pApathI kharaDAya nahI... zreNI'nI pada nathI. paNa temane dharmanI ciMtA hatI. sabhA:- potAnA sIbanI bhAzaya tene svArtha mAno cho ? sAhebajI - tamArA AtmAnA maunanAM AzayamAM Akhu gana samAyeluM che. tame moDhI jI eTale ja lAkha jIvAyInImAM tamArA taraphthI thato zvetApa, trAsa aTakI jaze. te badhAne abhayadAna maLI. tame AtmajyAga karI moDhAmaI pAmazI tethI tamArI prethI keTalA moDo jaze. mAyA zAstramAM lakhyu sAcA svanA kahyAmAM ApyA gananuM kalyANa samAyeluM che. mAcA svanuM kalyANa nathI tyAM paranuM klyANa grAbhASina che. jAtanuM DalyANa ThI jagatanuM kalyA) vA nIkaLavAnuM nathI. pahelA bApaNuM pachI duniyAnuM. sabha:- zilDa bhagavaMtI mIThI jAya eTale eka jIvane bigodamAMthI vadAra kADhe che, te upakAra kare che ne ja smArTabraja - sila upahAra zuM kare che? nigodamAMthI bAra kADhatA jAya che. - zilIlA upara beThA beThA teno bhASA jagata 52 upakAra kare che. kaI rIte kalyANa thAya ane anartha thAya te khabara beTho, duniyAmAM kaM kaiTalo svArtha zIkhave che teTalI koI zIkhavavuM nathI. Page #168 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 asalI svArtha para che. nakalI vArtha bhautika svArtha che. asalI svArtha kalyANa karI nakalI svArtha nuvAna yuvyo. mATe mAtmAne mAthA svArthathI gabharAvAnI jarUra nathI. - zabhA- makamA maLI gayA pachI upamA karIe tyAM sudhI zas ane giaumAM khIe to pApa baMdhane sAbiy - pApana savAla nathI, paNa tame upekSA &ma kamI cho? mokSamArga nathI gamatI mATe mATe anaMtakALa sudhI mAmA nathI maLavAno. potAnA kalyAnA ramIyA nathI tIne AkhI davyAnA akalyANanI bhAvanA paDI mATe pApa baMdhAya che. 1 vizva mAMta, vizva mInI vAto kathvI che. paNa gharamAM sagAbhAI sAthe rahevA taiyAra nathI. - tAja kalyANa karavuM nathI. AkhI duniyAnuM kalyANa thaI jaya vI bhAvanA karavI che, Page #169 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gauvAkhiyA ka // pa.pU. zrI yugabhUSaNavijya sadguruthI namaH|| meM thogaDi prayAnA anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAmo jagatanA jIva mAgane saMsAra sapTaramAMthI AtmAno uThyAra karavA mATe gharma tIrthanI sthApanA karI che. mahApuruSonI daSTIe ApaNe badhA 84 lAkha jIvAyInImAM parIbhramaNa karatAM dIme te jJAnIone gamanu nathI. temAM jIva game teTalo mathAmaNa kare chatAM paNa te tenI icchA mujaba sukha meLavI zake tema nathI. mATe jIvane paritRpta karavA mATe moDI mokalavI ja paDe. moDo kAMI jvane hAtha pakaDIne laI javAya nahI. jo baLajabarA thI jIvane moDo laI javAnuM hota to jJAnI bhagavaMto eDa paNa jIvane bADI jakhata nahI. anaMtA jIvI mIThI pAmyA che te badhA temanA svayaM puruSArthathI ja pAmyA che, hA, deva-guru - dharmanuM AlaMbana bahAya rupa bane che, A badhdhanI sahAyathI pachIthavuM hoya to jIve svayaM puruSArtha karavI paDe che, temAM kramasara moDhAmArganI bhUmiDAo che. sauthI palAM caramAvarta guNanA adveSathI Ave che. pachI naira sTepa apunardhika dazA che. je muktinA advaitathI Ave che. pachI carasathathApravRtti DaraNa Ave pachI thogAvaMca pakhyu Ave ane pachI ja brIdhibInI prApti thAya che. guNanI adveSa pragaTe pachI tene muktino ahaiSa pragaTe pachI tene muktinI sAcI jIjJAsA sAMbhaLavAnI che. jaine muktinI adveSa nathI tene kadI mIDhInI sAcI jIjJAsA gaTe nahI. ane tene muktinI sAcI jIjJAsA pragaTe tene caramayathApravRtti Na cAle. muktinI oLakha thAya tene ja muktinI zaga thAya. basa tene samyakatvanuM bIja paDI gayuM. 162 25-1-95 maMgaLavAra aSADa vada 13 Page #170 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 162 eTale 25 barAbara joI lo .. (1) gunI aheSa cjI mukitanI zokha ( sulinI prakSepa CD sunino ga (3) muktinI ajJAsA jene AgaLanuM sTepa na AvyuM hoya ane pAchaLanuM sTepa Avelu dekhAya to te zAbhAsita che. jene muktino ahepa nathI Avyo ane Dahe muninI jIjJAsA che te vAstavIka nathI. paraMtu AgaLanuM sTepa Ave pachI pAchaLanuM repa Ave che. ane Aja mathI jIvI tharamArga cadhyA che ane prakivAna sudhI pahoMcyA che. A A mataSThi prakriyA che. jene karmanInAM jaIze ne guNa paidA karatAM jaIe taima bhUmikA prApta thatI jAtha. paTaeNlA guNa uparanI &Sa kIDo pachI, parama 3La suli che tenA para gamI kADhI nAMkhI. Ane kADhavAmAM ADakhIlI zapa A saMsArano gADha zA che ane DALathI mAM mAtra zaga TI 8 tenI AdhArazIlA zuM ? tamArA badhA trima rAga che. bharataka sukha para gADha zaga che. badhA raNa sA&i 8. nema dukha uparanI vaiSa anAdino I tema tamane ' sukha upara bhaja 2Na che. ane temAMthI ja bavA rAga pedA thAya che. pachI diDA, epanI ke gharamA hoya. jene bhautika sukha 52 ua RAga 'hItha tene bIjA badhA para rAga paidA thavAnI. bhItika sukha ja sukha hatI tame Na kazatI ame niMdA na karIe paNa te asalI sukha nathI, nakalI sukha che. lai javane saima tatvanI bodha thAya tema saMsAranuM DadevAnu vAstavIka sukha bhAbhita chetenA tara akugamo thAya. ve vaizayana mULa saMsAranA sukha uparano kAgamo ke haiSa che. jene saMsAranA sukha upara gamI, azathI 7 DhaSa nathI te kadI vizaga na pAmI zake. Page #171 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 vairAgyanI yaunI haiSa chai, tema jaima sainInI prAdurbhAva bIjAnA hitamAnA rAgamAMthI thAya che, ma paranA duHkhanA haiSamAMthI yA paidA thAya. tema vaizagyanu muLa sAMsArika sukhanau haiSa che. jainAmAM DapAya nathI hotA temA dayA-nainI nathI hotA. badhAnu utpAdaka bIja kaSAya ja che. tema vairAgyanI yonI haiSa che. sabhAH- vItarAgane kaivI viga hoya ! sAdebajIH- prAsta 'SAya na hoya. saMsAranA udbega pa vaizakya na hoya. jema zika bhagavatIne saMsAra upara nirlepatA rupa udAsInatA che, temane saMsAra pratye kaMTALo, udveganI bhAva nathI. A bhAva pA kaSAya hai. vItarAgane AvI vizaga na hoya. nIcalI bhUmikAmAM je vizaga hoya te upalI bhUmikAmAM nathI hauto. upalI bhrAmaDAnA pratyeka guNa ane nIcalI bhUmikAnA guNa judA pADyA che. mATe mArI ke tamArI mAmAM paNa bIja rUpe kAtha paDyA darI. paraMtu upalI jImiThAmAM bIja rupe SAtha nathI hIta. tamane loDIne koI gALa ApI jAya to zAMta rahI, gusso na karI tevuM bane . hA, tame heme UmAzIbha hova tevuM nathI. paNa tame A mA OMLavI tyAre prazasta DaSAyanI bhAva hoya che. jema DoMdha karI tI karmabaMdha thayI. azubha karma davA nathI. mathavA krodha bhayaMkara che tenAthI mAtmAne saMtApa pedA thAya che. tI vyAtmAne duHkhI jaima kavI, athavA mA rAkhavAthI AgaLanA kamAM khape, mATe Ama Doine koi kaSAya harI ja. jyAre mahApuruSonI DImAnuM stara judu hoya che. jaima caMdana. thasI kApo to sugaMdha ja nIkaLavAnI, kAraNa teno svabhAva ja sugaMdhI che. tema mahApuSInI vabhAva ja mAzIla che, temAMthI kautha d Page #172 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 - pedA thAya ja nahIM. te Darma apAvavA mATe telamAM rAkhatA nathI. imabaMdhanA bhayathI paNa ulamA rAkhatA nathI. jethI bhUmikAnI mAM kevI hoya tenuM zAstromAM varNana che. mATe vagara kaSAye Apako zubha bhAva karI zakIe tevuM ApaNuM levala nathI. atyAre ghA vAto kare 8 sAThanIbhAvanI tyAre amane hasavuM Ave. te jIvanamAM sAkSIbhAva 8iLavavA maIe, samatA vaiSNavavI joIe paNa amane lAge sAkSIbhAva ThIne kahevAya ? sAdIbhAva kathA levalamAM hoya samatA eTale zuM? ghare Avai, A badhI khabara hatI nathI. jo A badhI kakSAnI khabara hoya to AvuM bole nahIM. hareka zubha paragAma kaSAya parva ja karavAnA che. | muktino maleSa lAvavA mATe saMsArano vairAgya lAvavA suno zreya lIDavA saMsAranA sukha para pheSa lAvavI paDe. zi-DhaSa paraspara viravI hoya, taine eDI datI rAgadvaiSathI ja ziga-um kapAya. | mukinI pheSa pAmavA saMsAranA bhautika sukha pratye dveSa lAvavI paDe. paNa jo saMsAramAM sukha bAtha nI zaga thavAnI ja che. paNa jyAre te IjhALa lAge tyAre ja tenA tarapha AgamI haiSa thAya. jene A saMsAra parathI mana uTha pachI ja muktinuM prAga thAya. jene saMsArathI nathI hu tane mIlanI jarurIyAta pUrI jema I jagyAnuM vAtAvaraNa - 4 tI lAgene jaladI chUTIe pAkA e anukULa vAtAvaraNa kItha nI thIMkI kvAnuM sUna thAya. jene saMsAramAM janma le che tene mIhInI jAmA tI nathI pappA mIkAno zaSa paNa Avyo nathI. avaiSa Ave pachI ja jIva mIlanI jIjJAsA rI vAke. tamane managamatI vastune ja khAvAnuM mana Page #173 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 136 thAya che. jema TTI, pezAba para haiSa che. to tene jANavAnuM mana thAya jenA para dveSa hoya tene navAnI IMtejArI rahetI nathI. ii tamane naukAne jAvAnI tAlAvelI thai hoya to, A mIThAnuM DAma! mauna kyuM che ! tyAMnuM sukha devuM che ? A badhu na bhare tyAM sudhI cena na paDa, paNa atyAre tamane nirAMta che ke utAvaLa che jyAM sughI mIDhInuM svarUpa na samajAya tyAM sudhI dharapata na thAya, sAthI jIjJAsA jepIne besavA de nahI. jaima vaijJAnIGIne rIsarca karato zodhakhoLamAM mana lAgI gyu tI prathAga dvArA amuka vigata jANe nadI tyAM sudhI khAvApIvAnuM bhUlI jAya che. mATe loko temane dunI ane bAvA kare che ne ! ghaNA to taimIne gAMDA ja mAnanA hoya che. kAraNa lagana che. tema tamane badhAne moma jANavAnI lagana dhuna lAgI che 1 sabhA:- eTale ja AvIe chIe. sAdebajI:- basa ATalAmAM zasa jvAba ApI dIdho. akriyA AvavA mAtrathI je ukAra thaI jato hoya to bahuja sarasa. tIrthaMkaranA samavALamAM paNa Ave e badhAnI udAra nathI thato. tI huM kaima gereTI Apu. tamArI jIjJAsA prabaLa che te mAMdalI che? - prabaLa jIjJAsAnu N lakSmaNa chuM ? - tamane kadAc adhu, sAMbhaLavA bhaLyu hoya to ema thAya ke AgaLanuM kyAre maLato. vo hIte maLaze. jANavAnI talapa lAge che ? uMgha Ave che ! tamArI tarama tamAza vyavahAra parathI nakkI thai jAya, mArmika bolu chuM. A bamAM gharmanA upadezaka sAthe jevo vyavahAra karo cho tevo bheMsaranA UgamAM koinI sAthe vyavahAra karI to ubhA rahevA de kharA? jema DaThaTara pAse TAIma laIne nA lADa moDA bacI tI tamane le kharA? jue khA1 hai TAIma pahelA pahoMthI bru vA pA Page #174 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 17 d athA badhu cAlene TaTelatAM AvI to vAMdho nathI ne ? A mAM lagana kaiTalI che? laganavALAnuM mAnasa vyavahArathI ja judu paDe. tame amane karI OM maukA jANavI che. paNa TIlavAM TahelatAM AvI ane kAnane rasa paDe tevuM sAMbhaLI laIe. paNa badhuja maLato cena na paDe tevI talapa hai n rakSA kare. apunarvaDa pachI jIvanI jIkSAsA devI hoya ! tene mIThA jANavA mana Atura hoya, vizvaLa hoya che, manamAM ajaMpo emanI AgaLa maukInA svarUpanuM varNana karIe to eka cItte cAraDAne bhAvavibhora thaIne sAMbhaLe, sAMbhaLatAM mo upara AnaMda dekhAya. have caramathathApravRtti'mAM AvyA pachI jIva saMsAracakramAM 1 koDAkoDI sAgaropama jeTaluM Darma bAMdhavAnI nathI. A tenI DAyama mATenI geraMTI che. kadAca te ghora pApAtmA bane paNa AnAthI vadhAre nakarmanI baMdha nahI kare, tene A anAmata lAbha che, jyAre apunabaMdhavALI jIva karmanI utkRSTa sthAna nahI bAMdhe, maiM dharmathI bhraSTa thayA pachI 70 DoDAkIDI sAgaropamanI sthiti nahI bAMdhe. paNa 69, 68, 67 bAMdhe. jyAre caramathathApravRttivALI jIva tI 30 nahI, 69,68 67, 66 nahI paNa bAMdhI to eka doDADIDI sAgaropamathI ochI bAMdhI. e bhUmiDAne pAmavA muktinI jIjJAsA joIe. jainAmAM Ave te ja kharo te bhUmikA pAmavAnI adhikArI che. caNA:- jijJAsA Avene cAlI jAya, Avane cAlI jAya tevuM bane? sAhebajI:- AvI ramananI vAta na cAle. dhaMdhAmAM AvuM bane che? jIMdagI sudhI jIjJAAsA rahe che ne! ATalA uMmaralAyaka thayA. to paNa koi kare ke A lAInamAM kamAvAnuM joradAra hai to sAMbhaLavA besI are. ane kada * AmAM mahenata samajaNa aiie to zuM kahI ! badhI Page #175 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 168 rayArane // kAraNa ahiMyA ja bhramaNa levA vaisI jAmI ne 1 majurI karavA paNa saMsAranI jIjJAsA naDara che, IcchAo nakkara che polaMpola cAle che. . pAchA kahezo sAheba ahiMyA AvIe eTale jIjJAsA thAya. paNa dAdaro utarIe eTale baghI asara nIkaLI jAya che. paNa puchu chu ke tame ahiMyA paNa bhInao cho kharA! hradayamAM koI apIla kare che, nan DAI ramakaDu nathI. tane to je sAru ane mAthu lAge te pakaDI rAkhe. muktinI jIjJAsA, mutinI oLakha, muktino rAga keLavavA zreSTha upAya zuM ? moDhAnA svapanuM ciMtana. je paramAnaMda mIla banAvyo che. navA maunanA svarupanuM ciMtana DavuM. anaMtA tIrthaMDarIe A pasaMda karyuM IM, sarvasvanI tyAga DarIne e meLavavA sAdhanA karI. kaMIka ramaNIyatA haze ne? temanI ki ApaNI loka DaratAM vadhAre. mATe temane pasaMda DarelI vyavasthA uMcAmAM uMcI hoya ? ghaNA mate mola kyAM Avyo mIThThI Ine kuvAnuM . ! mIta aivo hoya ja A badhuM bALaka buddhi sUcave che, AvA prazna chanArane A tamAza saMsAramAM paNa manuSya bhava vartamAna jIvanamAM karavA jevuM tuM jai puNya, pApa, karma nathI mAnatI tevA nAstika jIvane vyAyo pUchIe OM jIve karavAnuM zuM ? tamane prazna samajAya che tame kahezo nAnapaNamAM bhagavA jevuM. dhaMdhAkApo ka2vA jevI mATe kamAvA jyuM evuM badhuM bolI cho ne! A badhu bajAramAM javu AvavuM. dhaMdhA mATe haRsmArI DavI, temAM majA Ave che ? tamane Page #176 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 DII pUche savArathI sAMja sudhImAM tame kamAyo cho keTalA ? pAMca hAra, tI kahIe tamane dasa hajAra ApI daIai to tame bajAramAM jo kharA! jeTaluM aramAna, IcchA che teTaluM jo ghara baiThA maLe to bajAramAM marainana 'vAnI Ara parI jaima chokarAone kahIe ke tamane bhaNyA vagara A badhI DIgrI ApI daIzuM tI bhagavA mATe majurI kare kharA ? mATe ApaNane jIvanamAM majurI, hADamArI satata DaryAM karavAmAM za nathI. tamArA jIvanamAM badhI IcchA mujba Obhava, bhaugo, anukuLatA tamane ApavAmAM Ave sAthe lAMbu svAsthaya jIvana ApavAmAM Ave to tame zuM karI vyabhA!- tRpti, dharapata nathI. sAdebajI :- tRptinI pachI vAta. atyAre nAstIDanI vAta che. tRpti AvI nathI AvI tenI vAta nathI. bhItijJamAM tamA, dhyeya thuM ? maLelu bhogavavuM bane teTlI maujamajA karavI. pA bhabhA:- pachI marI javAnuM sAhabajI:- nathI javAnI pachI vAna. AtmA, paralIka nathI mAnato tene kahIe ke eDa vakhata savAnA chIe. to zuM kaheze " to zuM vyatyArathI vAsaNamAM jaIne vaisIe 1 " atyAre nI bhogavAya teTaluM bhogavI laie. mATe mArI truTI kyAM che? tame saMsAramAM jIvanano AnaMda bhogavavAmAM mAno cho ke majurImAM 1 ghaNAne dhaMdhApo sAro cAle tema che. chokarAo barAbara sAcave tema che. chatAM sakhana hIya tau dhakkA thAya. sabhA:- pachI uMdhuM karI bese sAhebaza!- dIkarAne salAhanI jarura nathI. sArI rIte karI zake tema che. paga temanA bAtmAne sakha nathI. temane ATalI uMmare pUchIe kaima Page #177 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ama to devI sAheba navarA beThA TAIma na jAya, tame mIThI jaIne zuM karavAnuM ? Ano artha majurI joIol jaine majurImAM majA AnaMda Ave che tene bhaugavavAmAM rAma nathI. jIgavI zake tevI nI buddhi nathI tainI vAta nathI. pA bhogavI De tevI bhUlavALane zuM laine maLelA bhoga bhaugavavAmAM ja rasa che. te bhogavavAmAM game teTaluM jIvana pasAra thAya paNa jIvanamAM 'kaManI nathI Avato. - atyAre A lokamAM zrImaMtone majurI DaryA vagara zrImaMtAI-- * Take tema nathI paNa jasNamAM ghaNA mato hatA. bhaugaphulI : hatA. temane bhoga mATe gadhdhA majurI na dIyuM.. zrama dAkhalA tarIke zAlIbhadrane ke sabhA :- hA, navANa paikI bhAvatI - - - ' sAheba - basa tamane navya paThI yAdu rahI gaI!--- paNa taio DaTI bajAramAM gavapU che ? temanA maAlamAMthI paNa bahAra nIkaLyA che? mahela paNa vizALa che. bagIcA us16, svImIMgapula badhu ja aMdara che jaLyA pachI temAM mahelamothI kahI bahAra nikaLyA nathI. temanA mATe zreNIne dhyAre khabara paDI. - - vepArI pAsaithI 2nadaala eka paNa levA taio cAra nahotA. kAza taiI nItimAna hatA , vAdAra hatA. ATalI kiMmatI vastu levAthI rAjyane nukazAna thAya. paga bhAThANIe laI lIdhI. paraMtuM callakAne thayu AvI kumbala e laIne rAjakhabhanAmAM vasAvI joIe. jene vAta sAcI lAgI. mATe levA mATe sevakI . lurA vepArInI tapAsa karAvI. tI khabara paDI ke badhI ja skUla vaizAI gaI tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI ke bhaThThAkANIne kharIdI lIdhI, patu nA laIne sevakIne bhaulyA ke bejha utnaDabala taimanI pAsethI Page #178 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1laI Avo. tyAre bhAThArI de che mIDu thaI gayuM. kSamA IcchI2 'chIo. AnA pahoMcavAmAM vilaMba thaI gayo. A haDambala ApI hApya taima nathI, kAkA vAparelI kambala apAya nahIM. 32 AmIne hisAbe 16 Dambale sauthI paDI mATe aDadhA daTA TharI ApI dIdhI. ane zramane tenAthI paga luMchI khAmAM nAkhI dIdhI. AmatI utnanI hIvAno dAra7I AjhathI zukla karI zakAya paNa vAparelI Dala apAya nahIM. zrI kyAre A jANyuM tyAre teo acaMbo pAmyA. mArA nAgaDhamAM AvAM veNavi che. huM eka ratnaDambala laI khajAnAmAM rAkhavAnI vicAra karato hato jyAre amane to khALamAM nAkhI dIdhI. mATe vicAre che che A mAsI kevA haze mATe temane saMdezo mIkalyo ke mAre zAlIbane jevA che. mATe : Adara, sUnmAna sAthe rAjasabhAmAM maulo. A bhAvoThAnI jAjaramAna haudArI . AryadezamAM lokagIcI kevI halI tenA mA rakheta che. te rAjA pAme ratna-vairAtanA bheMTa laIne jAya che. rAja pAse bhaTakA sUThI vinaMtI karI kahe che ke "Apa nijhAma ApyuM. pachI zAlInane rAjasabhAmAM AvavuM ravI nathI. A vAtAvarU temane manamela che. je vAtAvaraNamAM teo rAI, tethI te ahiyA AvI to taimane 'guMgaLAkhA thI. mATe tAlImaddhane jovAnI IcchA hoya to Apa mArA AMgI pathArI, jethI mAru Aga paNa pAvana thI. mane ApanI IcchA paNa ahI thI.zrIrAjane temanI AkhI vaibhava jovAnI IcchA hatI. mATe hA pADe che. sAme cAlIne gayA che. 2AjasabhAmAM AvatAM jaine taklIpha thAya te vaivA vAtAvaraNamAM jIvatA hathI vicArIe te $$ii markela chaDI vAra nIkaLyA nathI. huM teo Akho divasa AvInI jema paDyA zaitA hatA ? Page #179 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 102 A badhI vAtI tamane sImanuM svarUpa samajAvavA mATe che. uMcA vaibhava maLe tene zuM karavAnuM ? khAlI bhogavavAnuM ja che. jhAMI hAmArI karavAnI jarura che| je bhagatamiDa jIva hoya, jene bhogasukhanuM AkarSaNa hoya, tene managamatI bhauga sAmagrI maLI jAya to te teno AsvAda levAmAM tanmaya thayo. have momamAM je meLavyu che te Topa levalanuM meLavyu che, zikSa bhagavatIe duniyAmAM koIe na meLavyu hoya tevuM meLavyuM che! mATe svAda lIdhA karaze, mA lIdhA kaththo. zAlIbhaka staloDanuM raSTAMta che. tema bIju Tona sthulIbhaTTa rao bharayuvAnImAM che. 16 kaLAe potana khIlyu che, temanI puNya prakRti jaine mohita thaI javAya tevu che. DoztA e khIlatI kaLI jevI che. rAjanataDI che. te sTulIbhaTTane aiine mohita thaI che. temane eIne mana Asakta thayuM che. have naMdarAjA sAme tene nRtya karyuM ane rAjAe khuza thaine 126Ana mAMgavA kahyu tyAre te kare che "zatala maMtrInA dIkarA sthulIbhAra Apo. " rAjAve dhyAtA DarI. rAjAnI AjJAthI sthulIba gayA. DIzyAmAM vA vAnI, mauhita karavAnI vAta sauthI che ? rupa, thavana, vaibhava, kaLA, nRtya badhu ja che. ane sthulIbhInA manane jItyu che. mATe teo bAra varSa sudhI bahAra nIkaLyA nathI. temane mana thayuM nathI. DabhrA sAme cAlIne temane meLavyA che. phulanI jema sAcavyA che. te temanA mATe prA pAthare tema che. mATe ghaDIkamAM kriyAgRha, ghaDIDamAM vAvaDI, bagIcA, ghaDIkamAM nRtya kare, ma Akho divasa temono bhogamAM jAya. temane bIjI DoI mardanana kharI? bAra varSa sudhI mahelamAM sthA tI jhaMTALe khazatru managamatA bhIMga maLe pachI kreTALI Ave kharo? Page #180 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 mATe mIlamAM gayA pachI bhogavatA AnnA kaMTALe kharo ? siha bhagavaMtIe managamanuM meLavI lIdhu che. have bhogavavA sivAya koI karavAnuM nathI. bhogavavAnA AnaMdamAM ja masta che. bhAgavavAnA AnaMdamAM ThaMzaLAno savAla ja na Ave. sthalIbhaThThanA bAra varSa AMkhanA palakArAmAM gayA che. jyAre temanA pitAzrInuM mRtyu thayuM tyAre samAcAra maLyA che zaja yAda kare che. mu ApavI che. tyAre khabara paDI ke 12 varSa vItI gayA. - jha. hemacaMdrasurIzu lakhyuM che 2 DIgrA lAmbI piyAnI baco temanI pAchaLa 3 che. tene paisA levAno to savAla ja nahoto Avato chatAMpaNA zADatAla maMkIe dIkarIne khissA kharca tarIke 12varSamAM bhADAsAna ka2oDa sukA sakivI che. AjanA piyAmAM karI leze. eTale kaiTalA abaja rUpiyA khissA kharca thayo. mATe vicArIe te kaI rIte rahevA do. taimane kahyuM che ke klalakamAM temane kvatAI sukhane bhogavanAranA bhauga bhogavyA * Akho divasa bIju karavAnuM na hoya. koIne koI InphayanA AnaMda' pramoda meLave. saMsAranA bhIgIno AnaMda satata maLatI haNya tI kaMTALo nathI. paNa te meLavavAnI pati zuM? jaDa pugalanA rUkAno AsvAI lIdhA ka2vAnI, jethI AnaMda maLe. - jema zAlIgaDha managamatu jyusa pIvuM. temAM je mIThAza 3 baTATAno svAda che. te tene Avyo. svAda e jvapadArthanI, guNadharma che. A saMsAramAM jeTalA bhautika AsvAda bhogave che temAM sArA zapa, rasa, gaMdha, spAbda hoya. A jaDanA zuurma che. A jaDanA gurA saMvedanathI satata 5dhA sukha maLatu dITha tI bhavanAbhava kaMTALo nathI AvatI. temAM navA thI vIsI aa tema Page #181 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mImAM ? maktimAM jaDanA zanano AsvAda nathI paNa mIThImAM cetananA zeno AsvAda che. zAlIbhadra ke syulInanA vabhava karatAM devanA sukhanI lImITa nathI. paNa temAM bhogasukhamAM rUma yAM 9 savArathI sAMja sudhI bhautika jas padArthanA zAdharmano prAsvAda mIThamAM jaDapadArthono AsvAda nahIM pama cetananA guNavino AsvAda che. zuM jaDanA guNadharma AsvAda gAve ane caitananA kAryamAMthI AsvAda na Ave tevuM puravAra thI tAjha khAna jo nI mImArga khoTo. | dudhapAkanI mIThAvAmAM svAda che. huM aMdaranA aAtrAnA gAmonI RvAda nathI ? je te puravAra karo to mohevanI AnaMda kAlpanIka vane. paraMtu mananuM sukha nakakara che InkAra na karI hAjha navuM che. - saMsAramAM kArelAmAM besvAdaparA che ane kohamAM besvAdapatra nathI. kArelAnI usahI lAge paNa zodhathI mAtmAne saMtApa na thAya. A puravAra karI zakaze kharA? badhA naTha sthAna laIne vicAravA jaivA che. ame tamane maLI mIThAmAM zuM majA che to bAghAnI saima yiA karIne bhagavAna vItarAga paramAtmAnI bhakti karI cho paNa temanI pArsa uvA mAne che te jANI tI bhakti karatAM AnaMda Avaze. jyane laIne te AnaMda meLavavAnI tarala peza thI. zrAnaMthananu gAyu 1 temane prabhunA vizenI vaidanA keTalI che? tame paramAtmAnA milana mATe tapI chaa paramAtmAnA virahanI vedanA thaI I kaDI 1 saMsamAM ja mane viraha naDe che. managamatI vastu Page #182 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 15 vikhuTI paDe tyAre juro ne ! paNa bhagavAnanI yAdamAM kadI juththa cho kharA? AnaMdaghanajI kuMDI che prabhu tame kahetA hova to pachADImAM rasa, , vaiSNa raNImAM pharsTa, nadIo oLaMga paNa tamArA darzana mATe tasyo tamane AvI takSa jAgI che 1 surtine juyo tyAre vicAra Ave che OM bhagavAna vA paramAnaMdamAM masta che. mane AvI kyAre majA maLI 1 mauDInI mAnI khabara na haya tene paramAtmAnI oLakha thAya? jaine A mazanI khabara na hoya tene paramAtma bhakti daivI thAya ? jema tijorImAM hallo jaththo. hIrA motI badhu ja maLe tema lAge. tethI bhomAM devuM pANI ghaTe. tevI rIte bhagavAna pAse aqhuTakhAno dekhAyo che jene eIne ema thAya hai A mAlapANI kyAre maLato ? nA, to kema? kAraNa maunanA sukhanI bIpakha nathI. jone mIThAnA sukhanI Akha nathI tenAmAM yogavaDa na hoya. jIzAbhA na hoya tene muktinI oLakha nahIMya jene muktinI oLakha na hoya tene paNa kyAMthI hoya ? sutinI zaga eja baudhivIja che. ATalA varSamAM baudhibIja nathI pAmyA ! Ato pIyA jeTalo dharma che. je aMkura che, kadI thAya che kyAre vRddha ugI jyAre 5 Avaze. paNa A badhuM nathI tI aphasosa DavAnI jarura che ! moDhAnA sukhanI ramaNatAno vicAra karaze. devalokanA uthAmAM ucu sukha kevuM che! tamane tyAM bhoLIe to gherAkhIne pAchA AvI, jyAM janma pachI matAM sudhI unA paNa nahI thavAnuM phAve taman amonA abhane varSa hAtha,paga paNa nathI halAvavAnI. uMcA devalokamAM khAvA, pIvAnuM nathI. haravA pharavAnuM nathI. uthA bhautika sukhamAM hAthapaga nathI lAvavAnA to caitanA sukha tI. tenAthI uMcu hai, Page #183 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 . to mAM zuM karavAnuM 5 - ... -- - - - mahenata majurI karIM managamatuM maLI jAya eTale bahu mahI gayu pA jene uthA bhautika sukha samajAvI tene pagalAnaMda samajI. ne pudagalAnaMda samAto tene sAmAnaMda samajI Page #184 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ / / pa.pU. zrI yugabhUSaNavijya sadgurubhyo namaH 1 / / thogavI... / / pradhAna / / *85-9-74 guruvAra : aSADa vada amAsa govApiyA TeMka anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI nrI tIrthaMDara paramAtmAo jgatanA jIva mAtrane vizulka A tatvane upalabdha karAvavA mATe dharmatIrthanI sthApanA DarI che. madApuruSonI raSTIe A gatamAM ArAdhanA karI meLavavA ke pAmavA lAyaka jo koI tatva hoya to AtmAnuM sukhana svarupa che, te pAmIe eTale temAM ja puna che, jIvanA aMtima dhyeyanI prApti che. AvuM bleka svarUpa meLavavAnuM kAraNa tuM meLavIne vAnuM ! jema saMsAranI tame savArathI sAMja sudhI pravRtti karI cho temAM tuM meLavo cho ane tenA mATe ja prayAsa karo cho. gharmane na mAnanArA paNa Akho divasa doDadhAma Dare che, koi ja navata bekSanu nathI. jIvane pazcima cAlu che. zA mATe Avo prayAsa vyAlu ja .... 177 ! 4 lIDIne managamatA bhoga sukhone meLavavA mATe,tenI sAmagrI mATe ja puruSArtha Tharavo paDe che. managamatA sukhInI to alapajhalapa ja jIvanamAM hoya che. bAhItI tenI sAmagrI meLavavAmAM ja jIvana purU thAya che, jema dhaMdhAmAM, kamAvavAmAM, bApaDa ucheramAM, rasoI banAvavAmAM, uMghavAmAM, thoDI kudaranI rAtImAM TAIma jya che. jene saMsAramAM alpa puNya che, bhAgya nabaLu che, bheda che, tene meLavavA mATe mathAmaNa che. naDa, tIcamAM to puNyano savAla ja nathI Avato. karmano bhAra khAvA ja tyAM jvAnuM che. tyAM to du:kha duHkha duHkha ja che. mATe ja tene durgati, pApona DIghI che. pApanI bhogavaTo karavA mATenI ja gati che. puNya bhogavavAno cAnsa to manuSya ane devabhavamAM che, manuSyamAM paNa moTAbhAganA jIvI tI hADamArImAM ja pasAra kare che. jyAre laDA devone paNa devA sukhI che. manuSya karatAM vadhAre che. uMcA devalokanI saMkhyA ochI che. nIcenA devalokamAM saMkhyA vadhAre Page #185 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ che. temAM seka varga vadhAre che, svAmI varga tyAM ocho che. temane tI thALI jaMdagI evA hoya che. ame tyArathI mare tyAM sudhI tene sevaka tarIke ja devAnuM hoya che. athavA to hAtha putha hoya to sevaka paNa svAmI banI hADe . pachI nIcA devalImAM A zaDyuM nathI. tyAM devatAmAM uMcA bhaga, ane uMcA pUjya svAmI chA hoya che. matalomAM uMcA bhaugane bhogavanAza che. bAkI:vavA ghaNI ja mahenata karIne sAmagrI meLave che. jAmajano TesTa meLavavA mATe, dukha pazcimanI temanA vanamAM pAra nathI. ane emAM AkhuM jIvana pasAra karavAnuM. TramAM bhagavAnI to thoDI paLa navasAyamAM vana purA karavAnuM. have AvA javAnI vAta to . ApaSka bAjue saDI. pachI - " ! - matalomAM zA mahArAja, hoThIyA, zrImatI jene puNyanI mInA nathI, Amato badhI ja rItanuM parva nI bauchA javane hauya . jaima saMpatti maLI paNa zarIra mAMdu che. banne vastu maLI che to gharamAM dIkarA, patnInuM sukha nathI. paraMtu zAlIbhane koI jAtanI pucamAM DamI DarI hakIe kharA? juthanI tRSTI throtha na dekhAya tevuM temanuM jIvana che. devalIjhamAM paNa uMcA devalokanA devone ka2vAnuM zuM? A huM vAraMvAra hIpITa Dema karu chuM ke ghAne ghareDamAM aisI gaLyu che ke navaza vasAva nahIM sI tI ka2vuM joIe. Is sIe eTale ja TAIma pasAra thAya. have mokSamAM jvAnu bele A 1 zuddha Atma tatva pAmavAnuM che. karmathI sula evA Atmatatvane meLavI lIdho paNa pachI zuM karavAnuM 1 basa mIlamAM navA velI jovAnuM ne te paNa pAMca, paththaNa varSa nahI paNa AtI jhAmanI vAta che. aTakA, divasa paNa vagara kArne kaMTALo Ave che. zrAvaNa Rtirupe svabhAva ghAyelI che. jema gavarnamenTamAM gIbhara kalAsanA mANasane hITAyara kare che Page #186 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 179 atyAre tI ? kAkI ghaNI mATe nAnI uMmare paNa vITAyara kare taumAM thavAnuM mana, hAvIra chIya hItha, kAma karavAnI taDAna hoya nAM papU zAyara kare che. have temane ghare besavAnuM Ave eTale, khAIpIne vaibhI rahevAnuM kAraNa jIvanamAM majA levA mATe temanI pAse koI viroSa pravRtti-nA-vinoda nathI. mATe temane kAma na hoya to gAmI jaya che. gAMDA thaI jAya che. bhUtakALanI vAto mAthAmAM ubharAya. eka phIzarane tenA jIvanamAM AvuM vanavAthI, tene thoDA divasamAM orIse jaIne vAta karI? mane bhale pata varSe rITAya karyA mane pagAra nahIM ApatA pappA ophisamAM eka jagA ApI. huM anukuLatA mujaba DAma DarIyA. tene pUchyuM kemato kahe mane svastha ane lAbha thavuM hoya to mArA sivAya upAya nathI. mATe sthatamAM paNa kAma ApaNe, gharamAM kAma vagara jhAlI jau chuM. AvA lohI MyAmAM ane hAyA paNa ghaNA ja ho! - sabhA - zALatA che - , sabajI- vAvatA nahI hakIkata che. sI kAma karIe to gADu cAle nahItara niSyi vaisIe to aTakI jatha. mATe maphatamAM tamane majurI game che te kAma juvanamAM kaI rIte pAmavuM tenI daSTI ja nathI. A eka prakAranI pravRttinI roga che, che jenA vagara na cAle tevuM eka jAtanuM vyasana che. AmanI mahenatamAM dukha che paNa mahenata karavAnI Teva paDI gaI che. AvA jIvane mokSanI vAta gaLe utare ja nahIM. mIta zuM cIja che ? A avasthA che kAma maLavavAnI che tyAM zAnA bhauga ? zAnuM sukha che mA bavAvitra ane viThaLa bI dekhAya che, mATe ja vAta gaLe utare nahIrA ane . tethIja ema kahe che je mAtra rUM hIyara jaya. AvI sthiti ghAnI che. ane AvuM jene tatva samajAyuM nathI tevA javIne saMsAramAM Page #187 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 paNa buTa bAhavA kayA dI dhAmikAnI nI pachI vAta. have jIvanamAM kaIka karavAnuM chone hoya ? varSanA jIvanamAM uNapa che adhurA daya tenI tamane varSa IcchA mujaba maLI jAya pachI pAvavA mahenata rahe che. vanA jIvanamAM khAmI jhATI che. tdhu Apyu che. tene sarabhara karavA vAraMvAra puruSArthaDI paDe che. tene ja pravRpti karavI paDe che. jene maLI jAtha tene zuM nA rahe. ucA vALA jIvIne laDa TaTIe pravrutti karavAnI rahetI nathI. paDe tyAM pravRttino enDa Ave che ane eTalA bhI ja che ane ja bhautika sukhanI ThaThAnA uMcI Ane mAnya che. ane Aja saMsAranA sukhanI vyAkhyA che. AtmAnA sukhanI vyAkhyA pIvI laIzuM. seMsAramAM ucA sukhI chone kahevAya ? ugharA patine eno artha vadhAre udyamazIla. jeTalA moTA udhogati thaIne phare che temane tyAM temanA lAThI, paTAvALA ke bIjA vadhAre kAma nahIM karatA hoya paNa tainA mAlikane keTalA kalAka DhAma karavAnuM temanI mahIsamAM phAIlonA galA paDyA hoya. jenA kAma AgaLa na vadhavAthI tapAsavA ghare paga laI javA paDe eTale mana bhuvanamAM homavarka paNa kharu mATe mAladIne lAga Ave. dasa-dasa klAka kAma karavAnuM Ave eTale 8vI. sthita cheAno artha zuM? mehe A kALamAM uMcA bhoganuM paNa hoya tevA juvo OkhAtA nathI. jema thAstramAM bhogIkuLInA varNana Ave che. dA.ta. silA rAjA ane mithalArI. temanA hAthanakheDa kevA hatA tenA vana pAnA, bharIbharIne che. tamane lAge vana kheDanuM ATaluM lAMbu huM varNana hoya. paka tamanA jIvanamAM dunyavI daSTIe bhaoo haiyA che. saMpatni tannA, mukhabhAve mamatI dauya che. jema moTA hoThIyA ne tyA vepAra to sukhamo re. sunImo paDakA vadAra . atyAre to A kALamAM sthiti Page #188 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 11 AkhI udhI che. jyAre vAskomAM AnA javAba Ave che. have manuSyalIDanA bhAgamAM pa ka bhAvI che te bhIdvAmAM khA ucherAdukha,pIDA tho. pachI ucA TelImAM jAmI tI. bhAgamAM koI parizrama nahI ke bhAga aiLavavAmAM paNa pazcima nahI. devalokamAM devatA ane tyArathI supAyuM tyAM sudhI karatAM nazrI. chatAM uthA bhAgono AnaMda mAne che A badhI vAto dubhavI zakIye che. navaveyamAM avino jIva paNa hoya che. hA, potha anuttaramAM bAsaNabhavi ja jIvo hoya . mA badhAnA AyuSya keTalA ? sabhA- 33 sagapama sAheba - e to vadhAremAM vadhAre para badhAnA AyuSya keTalA tInA 21 sAgaropama koinA 23 koInA 27 ema hoya. eTale kALa keTalo thayo. DAbA na DarI vADI ne 1 abaje pakSama maLIne eka sAgaraupama thAya ane eka palyopamanAM abhaMkhya varSa thAya. mATe kALanA pravAhanI TIme lAMbu jIvana che. tamAre atyAre AvuM AyuSya hoya to nAsI jI ne chatAM temane 6khanA trAsanI savAla nathI. satata bhogasukhamAM sana 2ii che. AvA sukhanA zreSTha ramaNIya vidhAno che. tyAM to hIrAmotI maSTAno - pAra na bhItomAMthI saMgItanI surAvaTI. sIDInI hoya, sugaMdha paNa dasturI DaratAM adhika haya, AvA tyAMnA vAtAva hoya. tyAMnA devalImAM zArIra:ThavuM? tamArA karatAM sAIjhamAM nAnuM. pachI temanuM baLa kevuM InDone paka capaTImAM thoNI, hA. cannAM AkhI sRSTIne halAvI che. temanI pAse baLa che, zAna che, koI, haDita che, upa , pujya prabhAva eDvarya e che chatAM pathArImAM jamyA. tyArathI paDyA rahevAnuM. Page #189 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 bane. varSamAM daLa pagapAna halAve. sabhA- 32 - - : zahevajIdAbama mane ema lakhAnAmAM sauthI sIdhA. paraMtu majura dorA tene majI puravAnI hoya, mahenata ka re, jenA nasIlamAM ThaThApUratudoya te majurI dare: paraMtu ene uMcAmAM ucA bhogasukhISmaNI gayA che te to tenA bhANe rupa, sArA rasa, sAya chodha vAda; mAne che. avakawAM eMtika: AnI uRSTatA kone kahevAya khabara che? tamArI vyAkhyA pramAka vAMdhala dhamAla karIye , kauTA karIye majurI karIe ane bhogasukho maLavI, temAMthI maLatI thAneda mANAvI, basa tene have tene motanI Adi vasI- ache kharIta valI mA eka vimAnamAM hajAro kevo hoya, hA tyAM kAMI bhIDa na ha, eka hokI mahAlaya sva hoya chatAM temane mATalA varSamAM eka bIjAne maLI rahyuM, 'vAtacIta paNa na kare. tamArI chIe parI mujI ane hImAyelA raho emane tamArA gharamAM priNabanAva thAya to bole bahI tema ahiyA kartha grupa beThA che? paNa tene cholavAmAM Ama trathI tamane 24 kalAkamAM mAchIma. na khe vAtacIta na 82vA maLatI mA dhyabhA:- are gAMDA thaI jaIe sAba - bablAsa chavAnI Teva ja paDI gaI che. tamane bhautika sukhamAM deha-InsanA sukha ghaNau che. pAkonuM ! tema chatAM karatA narthI temane dekhAya tevI che. prathama pravRtti te. karatAM nathIpaNa jaDanA pudgala padArthono zreSThamAM zreSTha anubhava kare che. mArA sapane zrApathI mA, sArA saMgInane ThAnathI sAMbhI, nema ajhubhava sa Dare. Page #190 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 10 jas gugalanA kRmi che tevuM satata svAda, mAdhurtha lIdhA kathvI. te tenI uMthI mama che. " | mAloDamAM cUkavatInA bhogasukha devatAI sukha AgaLa kathaze. waa che - - - - - - - - - - - A sabhAmaueI ane samyagarIne sukha hoya , sAhebai-7tha sukha lo cho AtmIka ke bhItika kAnane AMkhane , nAgane mana AnaMda thAya che te sthAne maLItIne ane mATIne sarakhI hoya che. pachI temAM samajhIlIne viroSa vAta thAya che. jyAre mithauIne ochI vRti maLe che. have taimAM kAma Agavu che. have jene hu ja ochI hoya tene thoDA bhAgamAM pa pti thAya. paraMtu jene lUnA vadhAre hoya te vavAre bhomAM paNa tRpti na thAya. mAtra vadhAre hoya tyAM thoDuM pANI nAMkhIThI tI gaDAro thaIne uDI jAya. mATe Agane ThAravA tyAM to Dodhe bharIne pANI jaIe. tema e bAga ja che. - --- - - A supa Tale bAgane prajavalIta karI, pachI tenAthI ghara ane pachI davA lauso. enuM nAma ja bhautiH bhaga, sukha che.. have vadhAre dAjhelA dhvA lagADI to paNa kaMis tii thI. tema mithyApIne dANa vadhAre che. samItIne dara ocho che. mATe millAdIne dAda karatAM vAra paNa lAge, ane na paNa kare. garvathake pahelA samItI ne mithyANInI taMtinA sukhanI bheda paDe che. samaDInI tArI2 Inaya ane mananA sukha tarabatara 2, matsya che. paNa yAtrA satata dukhamAM che. jyAre madhyAhInI mAtmA paga dukhamAM che. vArIra, itiya, mana ane AtmAnA sukha jA che. A bA- mArA ane AtmAnA sukhanI taNAvata? Page #191 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bajI- tamAruM mana svastha, vAna hoya, Avega, ucherATa vagaranuM hoya to mananA sukhano anubhava thAya.' zubhabhAva thAbhalecyA hoya to mananuM sukha maLe. pa. adhyAtma na mAgyo hoya tene AtmAnuM sukha na maLe. jenAmAM adhyAtma nathI te 24 kalAka AtmAnA duHkhamAM saDe che. ahiMyA dharupa bane sukhane eka jamAne che * jema koI sthAna kare tyAre Tenzana ochu thAya , havA thAva. mATe mAne. mane atmAnuM sukha maLI gayu che jIvI ane kALathI mananA sukhane AtmAnuM sukha mAvI baiThA che. A ghaka jIvo zArIra, ikvi, mananA sukhamAM kukhI paNa AtmAnA sukhamAM mahAlatA hoya. ghaNA vajuvo zarIra, injiya, mananI sukhamAM masta hoya paNa AtmAnA sukhamAM dukhI hoya, ghAma javo A baMnemAM dukhI hoya. tema ghaNAne pAchA dehanA sukha hoya, paNa InDiyanA sukha na hoya, tema ghaNA ijyanA dukhamAM ya pachaL mananA sukhamAM hoya, tema aao ghAlpa vikalpI bhagA Ave che " zreNIkarA, kRSNamahArAjA narakamAM che. teo dvAyA sahI tIrthakaranA jIvI che. teo zucha samaDInI anubhutimAM ramI rahyA che. zrI nIDarAja tirthanAmakarma nikAcIna karyuM che. prAvatI covIsImAM pakSanAbhasvAmI bhagavAna thaze, je atyAre temane tIrthakaranAmAma jaivI uSThaSTa pAtha prakRti thAlu che. paNa nArInA duHkha bhogave che. zarIrane satata 24 kalAka narakamAM >sa cAlu che. jemAM paramAvAmInI tAsa 3 bAjunA nAradonA bIja avanI gAsa paNa cAlu che. tyAMnA vAtAvaramAMthI, elI durgadha AvatI hoya eTalI ThaMDI hoya ke zrApa to bebhAna thaI jaIe. garamI paNa eTalI hoya che baravanI lArI para suvADe Page #192 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 185 tI te jIvane ThaMDaDa lAge, ane ThaMDI eTalI hoya ke ahiMyA boIlaramAM, suvADe to ThaMDaka lAge. sabhAH- I AvyA haY : sAdebajI hA, cIkkasa. -- sabAra yAda nathI AvatuM. bhUlo gayA chee. sAdebajI:- atyAre paNa, tame mAnA peTamAM hatA te yAda che tyAM ATa ATaluM vaikyu hatu. tai yAda che? A bhavamAM pA nava mahinA uMdhe mAthe rahIne janmyA hatA. badhuM ja bhUlI gayA1 are tame be varSanA hatA tyAre kyuM zuM thayu hatu te khabara che ! svabhAva zu ? jyAre sukha Ave tyAre gela DaravuM duHkha Ave tyAre DI levu. pachI bhUlI javuM . A visarI javAnI svabhAva che. have atyAre A navanu visarI gayAMnI tainA AgaLanA bhavonI tI tuM vAta havAnI, sabhA H- sAtheba yAda karAvI lo ne 1 sArebajI - vagara yAda karAve yA bhale atyAre nazDa pratyaMya nathI dekhAnI, ga toryatha gatinA du:kho to dekhAya che, DatalakhAnA dekhAya che, ubhAne ubhA jIvo cIzaya che. temanI sthathiyArI eI vAGo cho. are tame dospITalamAM jaIne janarala vorDa juono koine moTI gAMTha nIDapI hoya, Doino ToTIyo pAi gayo hoya, Doine DevA devA oparezAnI thayelA hoya, kuvA kaivA ekasIDanTavALA keso hoya,dhruvA DaNasanAM rIya. AvA lokone juo to du:khanI asara thAya. khAvAnuM paNa na bhAve. atyAre A DALamAM vipATha ochA dekhAya che. chatAM zuM hAlata che ? AvI paristhiti ApaNI paNa thai zake che. tevuM mAno cho ! koIe salAmatInI gereTI ApI nathI chatAM tame masta thaine gharI cho ne! A zuM sUcave che ? eka praDAranI maudA che. ttama tIrthayanA duHkho joIne TevAI gayA cho. manuSyomAM garIbo, Page #193 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 ju, paTTI, hospITalo vagere ghA ghaNA duHkho joine TevAI gayA cho, rIDhA thai gayA cho, tema tamane atyAre nazDa dekhAya to paNa pachI tenA duHkha eIne zeDhI ja thaI jAvane? paraMtu atyAre paNa samajyA ghaNI ja 2sTIo che. eka banelo banAva kahu ame vihAra karatAM bIMbaDI gAme gayelAM. tyAM mahAtmA gocarI mATe gayA. ame dharmalAbha ApIne ubhA thA tyAre amane vahorAvA2e badale tenA choDarAne bolAvyo. ane Dare mahArAjanA paga pakaDa, tene ubho rAkhI bolavAnuM cAlu karyuM. zAAmAM naraka lakhI che paNa ame zaiI nathI . pachI A choDarAe to jIvatAM nazDa aii che. A chokarI bhalo, bholo 14, 15 varSano hato. eDa vakhata ocIta raste jatA tene polIma paDI gaI. A chokarA mATe polIsane vaTema pathI ke A trAsavAdIno sAgarIta che mATe upADI gayA. ane pachI je tenA para vItAvyu che tenuM huM varjhana karI zaku tema nathI, Aje A vAtane bAra, bAra mahinA thayA chatAM paNa jAtanA uMghamAM sthiyiArIo pADI uThe che. paelA tene rIra para sakhta mAra mAryo, bhoLa uThI gayA. lI suzrU thaI gayo. basa Da? mAhiti Apa. thaI DIgrIthI je virAvAya te vitAvyu pachI zuM karyuM sAmeba 4polIma bhegA thaIne tene majabutAIthI pADI zakyo ane jeTalA mAthAnA vALa hatA te ekI sAthe kheMcI lIdhA. ame sAthe thaine paNa paMtha suSTi loya nathI karatAM. eka sAthe AvI rIte vALa kheMce tene zuM thAya" basa te lokone eTaluM ja jovAnuM ke A DaranAM saravo na eIe. phrIjhoDala ane menTalI jeTaluM Torcara thAya teTaluM karavAmAM bADI na rAkhyu. A vAta ztA hatA tyAre paNa e chokaro cuzto hatI; A narane thAda karAve tevuM hatu. ame tene samabhavAya teTaluM samajAvyuM. Page #194 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 193 mATe mAruM kahevuM che hai karma jevuM ughyamAM Ave neTlI vAra che. siMha jevAne paNa uMdara banAvI de. zreNIrAja bhAthi samaDInI che te bhUtaDALanI ArAdhanA che. paNa naraThamAM che tyAM bhUtakALanuM karma uthamAM che. mATe sanana zarIra, InniyanI vaijnA che. tarasa lAge paNa durgaMdhavALu, garama khadabadatu pANI hoya, ulTI thaI bhaya. tyAM gAsano pAra na hoya garamI, ThaMDI paNa evI hoya jethI rAsano pAra na hoya. naDamAM mana paNa trAsamAM hoya. nAraThInA jIvIne azruna laicchA hoya tenA kAraNe Aveza, aLAmaNa badhu ja hoya mATe 5 thAya . paramAdhAmI 52 dha hoya. svArthavRtti, Asakti hoya eTale mana saMtApamAM ja hoya. AvA samaDInI AtmAne zarIra, mana, inDiyanuM duHkha te paNa AtmAnuM sukha anubhavI rahyA che. evu AtmAnuM sukha nI nava avayaDanA mithyATakI devI pAse paNa naththu, hA uparanA samaDInI devatA pAse hoya che. A badhA viThalpI, TaSTono samaya to deha, Iyi, mana mAtmAnA sukha judA che te samajAya. jema bhrakha lAgI che. eTale zarIrane khAvAnI IcchA thaI che. have atyAre AyaMbIlanu paNa khAvA Apyo to. bhrakha bhAgI jato. zabanuM nivAraNa thaTI. paNa tyAre jIbhane taDalIpha thaze. mATe zarIranA sukha DaratAM indriyanuM sukha juThThuM che. dvArIranI DrImAnDa khorADa che jIbhanI DImAnDa svAda che. jema ThaMDImAM dhAbaLo, sveTara joIe, kAraNa tenAthI huMpha maLe. have tyAre A Dalaranu nahI, AvA unanuM nahI, A Dresa sAthe mecIMga nathI thatuM A badhA nakharA AMkhanA che. mananuM lozana to AnAthI juduM che.. tamane. vagara DIjhAinanI vagara halaranI dhAbaLo oDhADI Page #195 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'ta ThaMDI dura thaI jAyane? mATe AMkhanI zArIranI DImAnDa judI che. kAMkha kAna, nAka bavAmAM DIpharansa paDavo.. - jema zarIrane ArAma mATe vyA joIe che. paNa lIssI, pocI. DablopIlo jaIe, aa2 sarasa joIe. A badhuM tozana DonuM IjUithanA ja tophAna che. ghaNA kuTapAtha para parNa sUI jatha che. zArIranI DImAnDa ochI che. InDiyanA tophAna ghaNA che. ane kaMI garA nIkAna to mananA hai. zarIrane poSaNa maLe tevA khorAka pavI pachI jIbha nA pADyo, to barAbara nathI. have jIbhane prakA svAdISTa vastu maLI gaI, peTa paNa bharAI gayu. pachI te vakhate DImAnDa karI. gulAbabu svAdISTa che. mane game che. mATe kahevI peTa bharAI vadhyuM che chatAM paNa hai cAra vadhAre laI le. jIbhanI A DImAnDa che. 2-5-10-15 khAI lIdhA pachI thaze have basa tyAre mana zuM karavI. nA, nA thoDA temanI kAla mATe rAkhI le, saMgraha karavA jevI che. mA mananI DImAnDa che. . bhAbhA - dIdhaSThI vAparI. sAbiy - mananA gIta judA che. jIvanamAM badhA bhotika saMga, saMcaya mana ja DarAve che. A kAMI na nathI. 25 Dajhana nuM ho to pachI TIku navA jevo che. A saMgaThuM mana ja karAve che. jIvanamAM zuM bane che bIga bhogavatAM jaIe tyAre dvAre tArI dharAya che, dhyAreka InDatha vazaya paNa mana tI koI divasa dhAtu nathI. mananI DImAnDa judI che, mATe mananA sukharAba julA che. jeTaluM mana - uzaya teTaluM mananuM sukha maLe e mATe sauthI moTo trAsa mananI che. jenuM mana gherAya tene zAMti maLe. uthA vilImAM mana evuM haze lagabhaga vRtimAM ja hoya. Page #196 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ K89 * sabhA - lIna na thas bhAba:- savArathI sAMja sudhI ziuM, che. Ama che paNa temanI pAse magaro che. paNa chatAM paNa kazu levAnI vRtti nathI. ane maLelI rilisihanI saMgaha karavAnI IcchA nathI. veyakamAM rahelA miThATI devatA eDala levAmAM hoya che. zukla leyA zuM khabara .. kSabhA - mahArAja ane sAhebag - basa badhuM amane ja bhaNAvyuM ne , zramanA kaSAya zAMta, chUta udAtta che. valokamAM avinA javane paga mana zAMta , saMtoSI sthira, Arvega, udvega vagaNanuM mananuM utama sukha maLe che paNa taine AtmAnuM sukha nathI maLatuM sukha kayuM meLavavA jevuM che te khabara nathI. ' ' jo tame zarIranA pAMca rUpiyAnA sukha bAnara pAMca lAkhanI sukhane khubo . hAvIranA pAMca rUpiyA jeTaluM sukha meLavavA mAratuM poya lAkhanuM sukha khoI kADhI lo. bahAranA tApane dura pharavA baMdaramAM bhI saLagAvo cho. thoDI ThaMDaka mATe moTI garamI peeiDaze. cho. A saMsAramAM suI jIvone Itika sukha kema bhogavavuM te khANa, nathI. have jene A khabara nathI. tene mAtmAnuM sukha zuM te udyothI khabara hoya have jene AtmAna sukha khabara na hoya tene mahinA sukhane kema samajAvavI. ane A na samajAya tene pradhAna Thema Ave : ' - eka jIvane paNa je mAtmAnA sukhanI jhAMkhI thaI jAya to : mane nyAyanI ahiMyAnI mahenata saphaLa thaI lAge. anAdi kALathI jIve DI bhAgI jAya tevuM dukha bhogavyuM che. je anAdithI jIva trAsyo hoya to jyAre bhagavAna pAse java Page #197 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja. tyAre tene thAya ke A jalAkha jIvAyInImAMthI choDAva, mAre bIju kAMI joItu nathI. thAya che kharuM ? A mAkho maunamArga emanema ThokI besADavAnI nathI. mahI jauthI nathI. paNa khAtrI thai OM vagara joye paNa nA nakkara purAvA che. ane bai thai gaLe utarI javI to pradhAna Avo. jaine pradhAna Ave tene AgaLanA bhAva barAbara jaldI Avaze. 16 Page #198 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19 2-4-95 guruvAra // 55. zrI yugabhUSA vijayajI sadgurubhyo namaH|| thogavizIDA gaulAkhiyA TeMka 1 prAptana / anaMta upaDArI aneta jJAnI zrI tIkkara paramAtmAmo jagatanA jIva mAtrane AtmAnA anupama sukhanI prApti TharAvavA mATe dhamnInI sthApanA karI che. zrAvaNa suda ekama. mahApuruSonI daSTInI sukhanA be prakAra che, bhautika sukha ane AtmIDa sukha. bhauniDa sukha U ne ravA lAyaka nathI. ane AtmIka sukha ja AdaravA lAyaka che. AtmIka sukhanI ja upAdeyatA batAvavAmAM AvI che. A samaya daI rIte ? tene AtmIka sukha taraha TaTI keLavavI ja paDe. ' e jIvI bAhya sukhadu:khane ja samaye te, tevA jIvo nyAtmIka sukhane samajavA mATe geralAyaka che. hai, oiya, mananA sukhaduHkhIne jIvanamAM bAhya sukhadu:kha Ie chIe. jaDanA saMyogathI tenI anubhava thAya che, pachI temAM mArA rupa hoya mArA rasa hoya ke sArA gaMdha hoya. paraMtu A badhAthI bAhya sukhano ja anubhava thAya che. jyAre AMtarika sukha sau otarika guNothI thAya che, mananuM sukha paNa AMtarika sukha che. jIva mananu sukha bAhya pudgalamAMthI meLavavA prayatna kare che, paNa jyAre tene te prApta thAya che tyAre te aMtara hArA ja thAya. AtmAnuM sukha to otarika guNo huMrA ja prApta thAya che. AnnAnuM sukha vadhuM che, te samajavuM muzkela che. buddhamAM evuM besI gayu che ke koine koI vastune bhogavavAthI ja AnaMda maLe ane A bhrAnto anAdInI che. jyAre molamAM koI thIja ja nathI, viSayo nathI. tau pachI tyAM pravRtti zuM DasTrIka AvA prazna thaI jatI hoya che. tamArI mAnyatA che kaIka karIe DaIMka bhogavIe to ja majA Ave. kaMI DaryA vagara AnaMda meLavI dIe te buddhi bahAra che. Page #199 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1 A paraMtu laDAM sukha meugvA A badhuM joIe. paNa khabara nAthA che parAkASThAnI AnaMda kayAre thAya che jyAre tame prati baMdha karI, sAyatAmAMthI nIkaLI nilayi banI, sthira banI, IjIya, manane zAMta, vIra gabhIra banAvI pachI bataka yugalonA mono AsvAda lIdhA karo pachI ja parADANano mAnada thAya. jeTalA puNyazAlI che te pravRti kastAM nathI, khAlI bhogavaTo phare che. halaDA sukhamAM pazcima che. jema zAlIbhane khAvA mATe manata che. te meLavavA mATenI pazcima nathI. khAvA mATe hAthalAvI chabIlo. mIMmAM varSo paDe, cAvavA, pacAvavA pazcima karavo paDe. kAmanA bhauga mATe paNa parirIka pazcima kharI? A badhA halakA bhogo che. paka devalokamAM uce jaya tI tyAM ucA ja bhagI che. tyAM bhogIne bhaNAvavA mATe puruSArtha ke pazcima nathI. kAmanI pravRni nIcI. mAnI che. tevI uparanA devalImAM nathI. te to vadhyAmAM janme tyArathI satA haa , khAlI hAthe IjiyanA sukhono AsvAda mANatA ratha temane koI pravRtti, Avega, ucATa na hoya. zarIra mana zakti, IndriyI zAMta , mana paNa zAMta hoya, paraMtu temane satata, mAnA pe - AnaMda mANavI che. mATe uMthI pAyanI vipAka tyAM ja mAvyo che. va ghaNo pachI svarga, na mAne che. devonuM varNana temane tyAM che. paNa ronA zAstramAM devalanuM vana vizALa che. A vAta huM bolu chu tema nadi paka janetara saMta sAthe mAre kevA thA vAta thaI che. te saMte bIja nonI abhyAsa karelo hato. mATe te kare ke tamAre tyAM kevuM devalokanuM varNana che. amArI pAse kAvuM nathI. bApa tyAM eka eka devalokanI mAhitI zAstramAM kApI che. jaMthA pudagalanA sukha ThavA hauya. tenI avasthA vatAvI chekarI niyAmAM koIe kalpI nahi zeya. Page #200 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - anya mAne che je AvanamAM bhaugIka pravRtti vyayelI Uya e pti sukhamAM tarabatara hoya, mATe bahAranA lakSmI jevA IslAma, bdhina mAne che ane ane chevana IslAma dhirmamAM kurAnamAM jannata mAnI che ane kizana unA bAIbalamAM ' devana maLyuM chekahe che AkhI jIMdagI sArI rIte jIva to tenA saMkhamAM jannata vana maLe, emane tyAM thanuM enima laya , jAta bane chevana che jyAre prApane tyAM varSanuM aMtima pha che bhAratIya badhA vacce mahA batAvyo che. zailA lokod devata, . ane jAta batAvyA che . . . . mohe jyA vuiM che, tyAM Adha-vyAdhi-upAdhano aMta AvI jaze, nathI jamavAnuM nathI maravAnuM, vauga nathI, voDa nathI. hevana ne jannatamAM paNa A badhAnI gerahAjarI mAnI che. dha DarIe moke gayA pachI Adhi-vyAdhi-upAdhi nathI. taima temane tyAM paNa nathI. e loDa kare che tyAM satata mAnaMda pramoda che, zoka saMtApa nathI, mA ja 32vAnI paNa majAvyuM ? jema coka vyakita pAchaLa cha-thara vApsarA hAjara haya, 1 apsarA pakhI nokha. 1 capsarA amara vI8, zarabatanA jama hatha, mevA mIThAI sapa ga DIjhAIna ; haravA pharavAnI sAthanI, vA, alaMkAra badhuM ja TopamAM Topa hoya, basa saba bhogavyA karavAnA. 1pa-raMga, saMgItathI tanmaya bano. gharaDamAM mA bhoga lI ghaDIkamAM zrA bhaNa! zrIne te paNa kAyama khAte. tamAre DAyama -te thAvA bhIMgamAM rahaivAnuM Ave to moranI jarUra kharI? : - ApaNI tyAM maunamAM koI vastu nathI. ane tyAM. palega, dgIcA, apsarA , suga, mAlapANI, DII vastu juThI kharI? badhI ja vastunI gerahAjarI mAnI che. tamane A vezmAMthI kayuM Page #201 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 194 pasaMda paDe ApaNo mIThI ke janatA : sabhA - mIla ja pasaMda paDe. sAhebag:- hA, pasaMda paDe to zuM kAma pasaMda paDe ? - atyAre devagauDamAM to maravAnuM Ave. paNa mokSamAM maravAnuM nathI. tema jAtamAM paNa mavAnuM nathI ane kAyama mATe mojamaja hai. to game ne? sabhA - khAvA pIvAnuM e badhA kha to che ja sAba- basa auja manamAM besavuM joIe. Apako devalImAM AnaMda maLe. paNa chathI bhautika AnaMda che, tyAM kAmAnaMda che mAmAnaMda nahi. mAtmAnaMdanuM ucu sukha to cAmAM che. A uMcA devalokamAM che apsarA nathI. prapsa pratye zrAverA cAve temAM uthu bhautika sukha na hoya. halakI kakkAnA kAmanI sukhane AbhAsai sukha kaNa che. mATe uMdhu sukha meLavavA vAMdhala dhamAla ochI karavI paDe. thoDA vAta, sthira bano to ja bhotika uthA sukha maLe. * mAre zu bAramAnA sukhanI vAta nathI. uthA vIveThakamAM devatAonA mana zAMta che. atyAre alyA ApaNane eka paNa na maLe. temanI aTakAra zAMta thaI gayelI che. temanAmAM baLa rahyuM che, tAkAta keTalI che, nIrthanA devalokanA daivone sevaka banAvavAnI tAkAta che. manuSya lokane 7 mInITamAM namAvI zake pakA mArI prabhAva pADu, zakti vatAu, AvuM kaMIpaNa temane thAya nahi. prApaNAmAM viSioti hoya to zAMta besI kharA? sAdhu paNa na vasI . mArAmAM AkAzamAM uDavAnI pAkina,ke bAya thavAnI hAni hoya to zaNa zarU karI sabhA- sthalIsane thayela ? : zAbijI:- sthalIbhane AkhI jIMdagImAM eka vAra rAti batAvavAnuM Page #202 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 195 mana thayeluM. ane te paNa ghaNu ja meLavyA pachI. jyAre ApaNe to enA pahelA ja kukkA mArIe. mATe ApaNI sarakhAmaNI temanI bhAthe na thAya nahitara temanI AzAtanA karyuM. temane jyAre bhagnabAhu svAmIjIe kahyu ke tamArI vAthanA baMdha che to pagamAM paDIne kare che ke mAro doSa hoya to banAvI, mane mA karI. temane thayu kAraNa vagara to jJAnIbhagavaMto Avu kare nahi. mATe temane upayoga paDyo to khyAla Avyo ke mane jJAnazakti prati karavAnI IcchA thaI mATe mArI vAcanA baMdha karI de, puthI temano pagamAM paDI mA mAMgI tyAre bhabAhujI de che ke tamArA jaivA uccu puruSane pachI mAvu mana thayuM. temA tamArI nabaLAI nathI, te kalIDAno doSa che, A tenI nizAnI che. AvAta paNa AvuM thayuM te Azcarya che. Ama temano manovijya TheTalo ! kacchAne tyAM keTalI manIvijya thayo che. temanuM nAma ja covIsI sudhI devAnuM che. temane ekavAra AvI IcchA thaI te lIDAno prabhAva che. * mAna ahaMkAra ne jatI tyAre zaktio pacAvavAnI tAkAta Ave che. abhavitA jIve paNa keTalA mAna kaSAyo jItyA hautha che. temanI pAse Itjha karatAM pachA vadhAre baLa hoya che paNa pradarzIta karavAnuM mana thatu nathI. vicAro mAna upazAna I DabAnA karo. duniyAnI TIpa apsarA dekhAya to paNa nakhamAM vaDAra thAya nahi, mATe kAmane daivI jItyI harI! temane DIi AvA uzkezaTa ke Avego thAya nahi. satata vaoNrna paDyA hoya, mATe taiyo bhautika bhukhane bhogavatAM hoya che. jainA jIvanamAM mananI vyADuLanA che tene bahAranA sukhI dhuLadhANI zaMbara che. uMcu sukha prApta karavA zAMtaghara mana baiIe. ThaMA devalokanA tuthI yuna lekSAthI sukha thAya che. Page #203 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - pudagalanI duniyAmAM paNa prati yutha banavAthI uthA sukha mAnA hoya to, sanmAnuM sukha to tenAthI paNa hayu che nI te. mAvavA nI pravRtti zulya banavAnuM ja hoya mATe molamAM kazuM karavAnuM nathI. kemerA vevanuM konA jIvanamAM rahA hoya te. zizu avasthAmAM temane badhI siddhi thaI gaI che DadevAnI badhI ja vastuo prApta thaI gaI che. tyAM zraddhA nathI; nA che. praznanA adhurAyA che. bane tyAM ja che bhAre prakRtimAM thoDA saba hII kAche. mATe silAi nAnuM pratika che. tyAM : takALe mATe zuM karavAnuM nathI. satanA rASTronI AsthA dharAvIne uthA devalImAM 73. sAgaropama sukha mAne che, sthAnamAM DAyama khAne sukha mANAnA che. mAmAM AtmAnA guNano svAda che. yA. ciA jaDa pugalanA guNonI svAda I. have koI kahe ke nA gAmomAM marja hoI che pakA vAtmAnA caraNomAM maNa kevI rIte hoI che ane zrAvuM ne mAne che tenI zI khAlI nathI.wvenuM koI sAbIta bI.vADI nI ke jaDa putralamAM svAda besvAdapaNu che paNa mAtmAnA guNamAM svAda thI. . DII vyakitane kArad gAvuM, mAtra pAthayo ne patana mAna sanmAnanI bhUkhyo che. mahekAra haka prakAranI khAI. maheThAvIne koI bAmana kare, sanmAna kare, pyAMsA kare to hAjI thAya. u vajana mananI che. te jakha kAMI vAvIra ke indriyanI nathI. janme tamArA vakhANa karavAthI tamArA peTane kAI zAMti thAya che. bhUkhyA hova to I peTa bharAya kharuM? tema mAna-sanmAna vakhANa kare tyAre I tamArA vAvIyo saMvALapa pedA thavAnI nathI. mATe tethI kAMI vArI ane Ithane. Page #204 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 197 . mukha nathI maLatuM. jJAna-AMkha- nADane tenAthI DaoNI sukhano anubhava thatI nathI. ' malA:- vakhaLathI jJAnane tI zvetauSa thAya che ne? sAbajI- nA, khoTI vAta. te vakhate DAnate saMtopa nathI thatI. jema namA2A vakhANa karavA koI ubhuM thayuM. have teo vAja ghogho hoyato te vakhate DAnane na game paNa mana sI mAMDIne DIle te mATe pracAMbhA te InithanI nahi paNa mananI bhrakha che. ThAnInAM saMgIta, pArA, madhurAza ke pratha Iya tevI avAja game che, pachI bhale bIjAnA vakhANa paNa praya avAje doya to tene game. Ima bhagavAnanuM stavana suMdara avAje gAtI hoya tI kAnane game ne ! Ama nI bIjanA vaNa che. caNA - kAnane gamanuM hoya te manane game ja tevuM khasa tyArejI:- nA tevuM nathI. DAna ane mananI DIzvata judI che. jema varIghInA vakhA hare tyAre bhAza thavAnA kAraNe kAnane gamo paga te. vAgha manane game kharA? tamArA sabhya: mATeAjI- InDiyau pudgalanI thA che. lIne manana anukuLa viSayo joIe. pratikULa viSayo nathI gamatAM. anukuLa - manu dAtha che. pratikuLa viSayathI Indiyane upadhAna thAya che. jema tIkho padArtha jIbha para mUko to jIbha cI jAya, tyAre manathI vidhAra Tharaze to ja thaya tema tame ghanne tyAre manathI vicAra karI nI ja dAno ke na karI to paNa dAe sabhA- pAMca indiyanA viSaya bhogavatAM grAnDAne bhAna hoya to mArehajIrA, chelle to AtmAne ja bhAna ravAnuM che. jJAna koI InDiya pAme tItha 1 te tIjaka che. zarIra, Iyi ke mananA sukha Page #205 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dukhano anubhava to AtmA jazo, ane rAtmAnA sukhanI anubhava prazna AtmA ja karo. paraMtu A cArenA sukha-duHkha judA che. mATe temAM bheLaseLa na DAya. tamAre Aja gaDAka che mATe dharma hArI maLatAM mAtaghdhi sukhane jANI dADatA nathI. upavAsa 42vAmAM anarika sukha maLe che tema lAge che| tapa-tyAgamAM tI kaSTa ja dekhAya che tevu mATe ja tamAre DaTevu paDyuOM sAdebAma karavAnA haiM to thoDI premAM kazo A prema guma karavI paDe che are karyA pachI paNa paMpIga thI 3 kema? thA, name vApI ane Indriyane nukuLa viSayanI vAta daya nI tarata ja utpAdIta thA. tame mananA sukha ane AtmAnA sukhane jI pichAnI zakyA nathI. have zArIranA sukhanA dArI dA tema InDiyanA sukhanA kAraNo judA che. daMDAra mAnansanmAnathI thatuM mukha mananuM sukha ba che. baheDAra e mananI bhUkha che. bhUkha vadhAre hoya to DoI jarA vaNakare tI phulAI jAo paNa jema bhUkha ghaTatI jAya tema mana zAMta thatuM jAtha. anuttara ane sarvAzinA devIne jevuM mAnasIka sukha che tevuM koII nathI. mana ATaluM zAMta hoya che mATeja devalokamAM mana che. temanuM je mAnasika sukha lakhyuM temAM ne nitithAra sthApti vAvI gayA hoya ane kSamatAnA ja pachIthI gayA hoya tene ja sAthI vadhAre Toya. samatAmAM je mAnasIka sutra sai biniyAra thAnirmA mAnya nathI. DAyama nI bhUmikAmAM paNa prazasta kaSAya hoya che. 11 mahinA cAritra pALavAthI mananA sukhanI paNDAnI prApti samatAnA jIvIne thAya che. bhagavAna mahAvIre dIkSA lIdhA pachI 12mAnAmAM mananA sukhanI parAkAA, prApta karI che, pAchu AtmAnuM sukha kuTu IM sabhA-samanA kyAre Ave ex Page #206 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 199 zArebajI:- chaThThA sAtamAnA apara levalamAM samanA Ave. pAchu tatkALa vadhatAM vadhatAM 12 marine apratima sukhano anubhava cAlu thaI jAya che. pAchu A sukha vyayaprIDakTa kahevAya. tene mAnusaMgI sukha kahyu che. sAdhanAnI kharI dhyAnaMdanI anubhuti tau AtmAnuM sukha che, je pailA sukha pAse koI visAtamAM nathI. jema khetImAM ghAsa anIvAya paNa uge. paNa tenI DaoNI kaMmata nahi, pachA kharI kiMmatanI anAjano che. je thAnusaMgITha sukha AvuM hoya to muLa svAtmAnuM sukha devu karI DarI vicAryuM che dhvaja paraMtu tame dajI AvI menTAlITI ja taiyAra karI nathI. tamane tau hajI emake prabhu to jaMgalamAM 2khaDatA hatA. cArebAju DanI DIsI varasanI hatI to te vakhate AvA sukhanI sajA maLe 1 paraMtu tamArI pAse baoNrika sukhanI daSTI ja nathI. raina pAse A daSTI hoya teja samajuM zake. bhagavatI ga- dAMga sUtrapraDara graMthomAM lakhyuM che, Avu to DeTalIya jgyAe lakhANa che. je sunI kSamatA pAme tene tenI teNI janya AvuM AvuM sukha maLe. tamane zarIranuM sukha DaIrIte maLe te badhI khabara che, temAM tI eksaparTa chI. are InzayanA mukha paNa kaI rIte maLe te khabara che. paraMtu mananA AtmAnA sukha mATe ja khabara nathI. jaima Indiya ane zarIrane anukULa pratikULa viSayo che tema mananA paNa anuttuLa prati viSayo che. temAMthI zakhatA mAnasI sukhane vadhAre meLavavA zuM karavAnuM ? kaiTaluM tame mana upazAMta Tharaze, ajaMpA bahAra kADhI lo to mAnasITha sukha maLe. tapa-tyAga- saMyama pALo, sAmAyika, pratikrama DarI tyAre zAMta bano to mAnI sukha maLe. dharmathI mananuM sukha maLe tyAre je adhyAtmanA sukhanI anubhuta na maLatI hoya to te Page #207 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'jIvanI dharma manasvarganI prakArano che. dhyAna kare tyAre ghA: zAMti, prazannattAno anubhava Dare che. te vakhate jI ghaNI jhaMjhAvAtamAMthI mukta thaI gayA hoya tevuM lAge che. temane majAno anubhava thAya che. AvuM paNa DoDo thAya che. pa ansIDa sukhano bhA anubhava nathI. pa dharmanA UgamAM paNa cittanI prazAtA pAmanAra loko ochA che. anubhava thato nathI. bAvI zraghAthI darda haranAM hoya che. temane ema ke tenAthI puNya mo -DI khaparo, iMTha sAtho AvI mAnyatA panI che. paNa dharma karavAthI prasannatA manane spatinI anubhava thAya tevA ghaNA ochAM che. paraMtu amAre to karavuM che? gAyo anubhava thato rotha paNa AtmIka prasannatA na maLe. bhabhaH- mAnazIka praznatA pAmelAne AAntITha pAnatA na Ave sAhebajI Ave pAtra kharI ane na paNa che. jema abhavinA jIvo mananI prasannatA ghI pAme che. niraticAra thAritra pALe tyAre temane mananuM mukha kevuM hoya / jaza yAM gusso,viDara na hoya. pratikuLa vipathI Ave to paNa gusso na kare. khAvAmAM kAtha lImaDAno 25 nAMkhIne bhAve to paNa khAnAM ati na thAya. ve. AvA ja bI dhAtmAnI praNayananA na maLe. te bhImA samikAnI bAra je Te che. sabhA citta prasanna pUjana kuLa sAhebajI- tenA be artha ghaNA che. eka to jemAM sAthe mAtAnuM sukha boluM ja hoya. athavA A phaLathAnuzaMgIDa hoya. mananI prasanatya kaI levAnI ke je AtmAnA sukha sAthe jaDAyelI hoya. athavA tenA AnusaMgIka phaLa pa Itha, ApaNA zAstro nathavAdathI lakhAyA che 6. upamItImAM mighnabragAnIe lakhyu che ke. A bhezaramAM puSyanA vipaDavALAne bhItikasukha maLe che. puNya rakSita jIvIne maLatu Page #208 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 205 nathI. khAM lakhyuM ke A maLanAM sukhono AnaMda ma laI zake nI sAcI ja laI ke. puNyAnubaMdhI puSyanI jene udava nathI tevA javIne sAcA arthamAM sukhanI anubhuti na thAya. mAthA sukhanI ati nI sagAe ja thAya. jyAre pelA avane na thAya. . eka bAju ema DI cho ke bhagI saMsAranA sukhane mukha mAne che ane bIju bAju ema kaI chI ke bheMsAranuM bhaviSya sAcu sukha samyagaNI ja evI vAke. sabA tALI ja gayAM ne . sAbiju- bukamAM dhamAkavuM paDe. upara rahasyamAM che. paNa lakhyuM che. temAM mithyANa ane sa TInA sukhanI tulano karI che. evA, udhaDa TonI ApyA che barAbara samaju vADhI tI buddhimAM vaisI jaya.. jema DII maNasane ra jAtAM prajAnAM khavaDAvAmAM Ave pachI tenA vArIramAM tenI asara tI thAya. jema dhonI la, gabharAmaNa thAya, pasIno thAya, aMdaramAM vihavaLatA lAge. naso kheMcAya, ulaTIo thI tevuM lAge. have mAvA vakhate tenI . sAme suMdara apsarA paDo, sArA mAlapaNanI khavaDAvo che. caMdananI lepa karI, eDIzAnamAM besADI, makhamalanA gAlIcA pANI, pAMca IjiyanA bhArathI tene lArI lo. che jemAM te Apa. vakhate ene mana bhAve kharI? A sabhA - Daga manano bhAI che , sAba- tamane nathI thaI gaI. 7ii ApaSTra banI apI. ke bhAI tuM maravAnI nathI. mArA DokaTara vaione sAme besADI Page #209 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'daIe pachI koI ciMtA kharI mata mAtra che ja nahi. zrA jheranuM mArga pAkA che. have vicAra?: zuM tene bhauganI AnaMda kema na thAya zabhA- kA2Na aMdarathI bena che. bhArebabu AvI gayA che. je aMdarathI varcana che tene banA garbhe teTalA sukha AvI re sukha haial te suparIzIyala che. - bIjA daSTInamAM ma kaI kAra DIjhImAM rukamano hoya tyAre koI Topa levalanuM myujhIka saMnaLAve, skandhAnamAM tene vaibhADe pedananA lepa kare bahArathI manu vadhu tene ApI dharma bhAI. tame tAre tAva na maTADvAmI. to thaze jene aMdarathI trAsa che tene traNa mukha deva te sukha supallIzIyala ja che. tene bahArathI. sukha zAthe pAna ka2to dukhI kukI ne dukhI ja rahevAnI. , ja have jema dhamadhakhato tApa hoya, sUrya bhI- AkhI pADIne lapata hoya. tenI zaAta gamIthI savitAvamAM sapATInuM pAko garama thaI gayu hItha, varALa nIkaLatI hoya paNa temAM dakSa phuTa nIce juo to nIcenuM pANI ThaMDu DhInaLa jevuM lAge. tema sabhyazrIne zarIra-IndriyanI vedanA ALe te e bAranu che. pa tene te vakhate paw aMdaramAM ThaMDaka hoya che, tyAre mithyANIne bahAranI bhIgI ApI to bahArathI sukhI thAya paNa aMdarathI tau du:khI du:khIne rAkhI ja rahevAnA. tamArA jIvanamAM Ane barAbara samakRzo to sukhI thaI jI. tamane jUtha ane zarIranA sukhothI dATI daIe paka, kSArtha zAstra zakhavAnI ? mana becaina zakhavAnuM to majU AvI? jainetara e dAMta Ave che. temane tyAM sAdhanAthI, khansana thaI sAne varadAna Ape che. zAI thI lapasthAkI jethI Page #210 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 203 adhvara khuTA thaIne vAna Ape che. temAM sAthe kare che? bhArata e ja che ke eka ja vastu jaInI mAMgI hArI vadhu sAthe mAMgI zake nahi. ene thayu unAnuM sukha mAMgu. name hova . lI aba ja mogIne ane pitta mAMgI. saMpani Ave pachI gharamAM bhAI haLImaLIne zItA hoya te zI ke kharA? horI utpAta cAlu thathI mAre tene thayu A to mArA cAlu thaI che. game teTalI saMpatti hoya paNa te TuMbamAM zAMti : na hIla nI e kuTuMbamAM zAMti ratha para hAvIra rIMganuM thaLeluM hoya to zuM thAya? na khAI che, e pI zake. mAre lIdhuM bhukha paTevuM gaNAya che. tamAre vAramAM paNa che che ne paTela sukha te jAte naryA. tyAre ame AgaLa vadhIne rIte zarIra, kuTuMba, saMpati, sUnA vadhu na hoya paNa e mana becena dIla tI. badhu ja kuLavaNI thAya. mATe nI zuM thayu ke bhaugasukhamAM paNa nAjha bhukhanuM mahattva vadhAre che, ba vAta tamane manamAM bo ke nahi te khabara nathI paNa je bebI batha tI mAnasika sukha RvavA pahelI prayatna karaze. bhAbhanA dANIe vAta thaI. jene mananI svasthatA hoya tene bhotika sukha sautha. jyAre vAstavamAM AtmAnuM sukha hoya tene ja pramukha che. AtmAnuM sukha nathI tene ja yaza barAbara che yArne A mahAya, te ja utmAnA sukhanuM mulya dekhAya. bhA- AtmAnuM sukha sAvaja - tamArA jIvana caDAvAnuM cAlu karI. tamArA anubhava pRththara karo. tamArA jIvanamAM ghaNA sArA mAThA prasaMgo - banyA hatI. jema zArIra taMdurasta hoya, managamatAM yupI chavI pADavA Page #211 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 204 ha ityAre eka hajama samAcAra Ave, jema sadAmAM lAkha piyA gumAvyA OvA dikarAne sthIralamAM dAkhala karyo che. bA samAcAra maLatAM hAlata thaI thALa saMsAranI badhA bAhya sukha TharAnA TopalAmAM jathana vI2 mitha kapamAM hIya paNa mana zAMta hoya , jema tame nAvamAM hasatA hova tyAre samAthAra maLe che sITamAM lAkha rupiyA kamAyA to kharA thaI jAvane. zabhA-- bhAIba mAtmAnuM sukha kevI rIte meLavavuM?' sAvaja - te meLavavAnI paNa A prazna che. . mAM bhInika prakiyA che tevI parelala kriyA che ahiMyA puchavAnA bhAga che. temAM cetananA bhAga 6 prathA putralanA vago che. temAM AtmAnA gALa che. adiyA sAvana deda Iya che, AtmAnA sukhamAM sAdhana mana che... samAne prakriyAthI ja mAtmAnA sukhamAM javAya che. paNa pahelA A suSa thavA vavA lAgavA jaIza. - sabhA - AtmAnuM sukha meLavavA niraticAra cA kharA? bhAIbag- khara, te meLavavAmAM tamAma bhUmikA kAra che. jemAM saMsAramAM sukha mANavA pIvuM, okavuM khAvupIvu badhI pravRti che jema chAtmAnuM sukha epAvavA sAmAyika, mana maga, tapa, tyAga, saMyama AtmAnA sukhane manane sukhI thavA mAA upAya che. tamane sAthe A badhAmAM kaSTa dekhAya che te jama che. paraMtu sAthe guNAno svA .. hakIkatamAM vicAra karI. jema-upavAsa kakSA AvaDe tyAre AvegI zAna thavAnI ja DAra bhALe volu chu. bAI pIne zAMta thAya te saMbhavita nathI.have mananA bhAvaigAmyA telI mananI zAMti maLe . mATe mAnasika sukha zANe dhyAtmIka sukha Ave. che. A grAnnAnI bhIDiyA che. sAmAyika, patinA haka mAtmAnA bhInI mANika khyAlanI nava jhAMkhI karAvanArI vidyA che. Page #212 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 31-5-95 sasthAna bAvAda thI apazrI yugabhuSAvijaya saraghubhyo namam pradhAna gauokhatrA The *ane upADI anAjJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA gananA pratIka jIva mulinA pradhAnane prApta kare te mATe unnatIthanI sthApanA kare che, mahApurUSonI chIe, juva jyAre pathika sAdhanA karato tyAre mIlapadane prApta karo. pachI tene prApta karavA mATe . tabA che. temAM sTeja tarIke kA tarIke pahelA aMtima dhyeya bAMdhavAno che. - va vA mATe che varma karI zuM meLavaNa jevuM che. zuM choDavA javuM che: dharma zuM cIja che enI pAyAmAMthI uppI phUlI, ' ' paramauI , ciMtana karI. nI bukamAM vasI jAya che mukti meLavavA svI . je nnAnI zAzvata jhaMkhanAne puSTi karavI tenuM nAma maukA I. mIkAnuM prAdhAna kahyuM te dharmanA mAM pAyAnI vastu che. jyAre mokSa prApta pharavA lAyaka saMkalpa tarIke ghavAya tyAre puruSArtha chAra maLavavA lAyaka che tevI saMkalpa ubho thAya. . - jema saMsAramAM sAlya zrImaMtAInI che, tema dharmanA mAM paNa prakA Avazyaka che. maulanuM prasthAna karyu dhya eTale ? moko mora karavAnuM ! | tha lIko de sAdhu pAse jaI eTalaeN mAnI vAto kare, je hAthamAM Ave tema nathI athavA maryA pachInA pahalInI vAto kare, paNa atyAre A lokamAM sukhI kema banavuM tenI pUjA ApatA nathI. paraMtu ame tema kahetA nathI ke damanA mola pANI lo ke paralokanI taiyArI karI lI, paraMtu amAruM tI eTaluM ja kahu che ke A badhA zabanama ghetha pAmavAno nirNaya karavAno che, paNa tAtkAlIka to aMtima dhyeya pAmavA mATe je kamarano aiya che, tene prApta karavAnI che. vAta ema nAnA chokarAne Page #213 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 201 1 D: banavuM che, nI zuM sIdho 10 nA klAsamAM vaisI jAya zaruna prAimarIdI kare, raiskulamAM jAyalejamAM jAya ane chelle paDIyu. tema atyAre madenanaLInI sevI ja rIte pahelA monanuM dhyeya bAMdhavAnuM kIe chIe. to mama enavAya OM enA pulasAI dvArA zuM maLyu che tenuM dhyeya hoya khyA mIbhane lAyaka guNa deLavavAnI nathI, paraMtu nIcalI kakAnA guNo pahelA keLavavAnA che. * saMkti * ame kadIe aMtima dhyeya sAdu che. paraMtu na hoya to zrAvaDAcAra batAvIe chIe. mATe polo puSArtho zrAvakAnI karavAnI che, mATe mIDInuM pradhAna kazyAnuM karIe chIe, paNa tenA puruSArthanI vAta nathI. jema tamAre choDazone hAIskulamAM bhAIno DIvAIDa thatI dIya tyAre ApAne DaI lAInamAM javuM che. te padabhA nAThI davuM paDe. tevI ja rIte dharmanA liMgamAMnuM meLavavu che, te eNnima dhyeya tarIke nathI karavAnuM Avaze. have jete mIThA meLavavI che, te moDAnI samaja meLavatI jAya, svapa jAto jAya. mauktimAM vyAtmaguNonI vyAsvAda che. jema saMsAramAM jIva DanA guNomAM rAce che. tyAM grAtmAnA guNomAM ramavAnuM che. atyAre paNa tamArI ramaNatA cAlu che. tamArI cetanA koine koi vastumAM ramI rahelI che. ane enA svAdano anubhava meLavavA prayatna karatI hoya che; jema bheMsAramAM jaDanA mAza svAda sArI sugaMdha jyanA saNa spardhA bhaicavavA prayatna kare che, tema maunamAM sanAnA guImAM vyAsvAdanI mamatA karavAnI che. + atyAre moDAmAM je sukha che, te sukhano AmAM 31 paNa prathavo to tene khyAla AvI jAya che tyAMnI mala vI che. tene Page #214 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 200 kSamAvAnuM paNa nA 22 ke molInuM sukha devu o, ta. zabdanA eka kAryanI mIThAmAmAMthI AkhI mADaranI mITha11 kevI vI, be jaNI pADAya tema tame thoDI uparAmama, zAlaramanI svAda thAkho tyAre thAya ke ariyA ATalo svAda che. tI mIlImAM keTalI vAda karI, panu te jANavA mATe pahelA kIyAno svAda cAkhavI paDe. tame kaNIyA kaiTalo svAda cAkhyo nathI, mATe lukhA pharI thI, tethIja bhedamAM ajJAnatAlada butha, bhaMDArapaNuM lAge che, paNa diyA thIDI anuvruti cAlu karI, tyAM sahuthI parAkASThAnI anubhuti che. tame eka vakhata eka kalAka ghAbhabhAva DarI ane eTha vakhata zubha bhAva karI, painI anubhutithI mAM naphAvana 5De che, te joI juthI. . eka kalAka jainA pratye pratispI dIla jevI bhAva hoya tenA mATe i iDaze ane tenA pachI maitrInI bhAva DarI pachI tamArI anubhutinuM thaMDayAM Daraze. jyAre IrSyA stI tyAre zuM anubhuti hatI ane A DarI tyAre kevI zAMti hatI. A prayoga potAnI jAte DaravAnI che. AvA sI. ghaNA bAvaLe che. jaima lIganI vRtti kaiLavI ane udAnAnA bhAva DeLavo, pachI vicAro zani nImA hatI ane atti romA hatI, sUMvApa rImA hatI, svasthanA gomA hatI! A badhI bhadAnubhutithI narNaya DaravAnI vAta che . doSa mAga rUpa che, gurumAtra karaze. mukhamaya che. A vAta gaLe utare to A AkhalA cAlu ane pachI ke pariNAma Ave te vicArIne nAgA TharI. pRtha hari bhUmi vIsa vIsa kvoDanI vImavIsIjhantha lakhyo che. zrApI yogarAnaTha vAMcIe chIe, te sattaramI vIsI . enI 2 vIsamI vIsI che. temAM muktinA sukhanuM varNana karyuM che Page #215 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sahabhagavaMtanuM avyAbAva anupama sukha DevuM che. eka zlokamAM lakhyu OM mola, mokSa karo cho, paNa tenI to batAvI. mauta thIja che ! te koi jgyA nathI. zcAtmAnI tuM karmarati vyavasthA che. jIva upara jAya tenuM nAma mauna nathI, mIThI tI AdiyA naloDamAM thAya che. baMdhanathI mukti tenuM nAma mIThI, mahAvIraprabhunI bhurva karmanI Iya thayI veTale ja pAvApurImAM moTI pAmyA, te jgyAmAM muktinI prApti thaI. karmanA bhArathI laDA thavAnA kAraNe sAja gati, udatta svabhAvathI jIva upara jAya che, paNa te sakazIlA eTale maukA nathI. ApaNe anaMtIvAra pakSIlA para janmyA chIe, maryA chIpe chatAM paNa emane ema rakhaDI rahyA chIe. bhabhA!-- nagodanA jIva tarIke mizIlA para jaI AvyA chIe ? sAhebajI:- dA, anenAvI zatazIlA para che, ApaNe eDanitha pRthvIDAtha apAya badhAmAMthI utpanna thaI AvyA chIe. ibhagavano sivazIkSAthI thoDA upara che. loDAEbhAga upara hai, tyAM baMnenIvAra janma DaryA che. jgyA sAthe mauDI na manAya, paNa Darnahita mAtmAnI avasthA tenuM nAma mauDI. mahApuruSoe mAgaLa lakhyuM ke badhA sukhono. saravALo tenuM nAma mauna badhA duHkhonI gerahAjarI tenuM nAma mAta sabhA: sakazIlA 52 tiryaMcanA jIvo hoI zake, sAhebajI- jhADa, pAna, vanasthiti, ekajhiya te badhA tirthatha kahevAya. sULa kahevAnuM tAtparya zuM che ke tamAma sukhonuM eDInapIDa tenu nAma mota, jyA lAbhaga duHkhanI dAtarI nathI. tamAma prakAranA du:khono saravALo tenu nAma zemAra tamAma praDanA sukhInI savALo tenuM nAma mauna. vyAkhyA 20 Page #216 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe vidyAre dukha che sukhathI pazaghanato te prakAra che, svAdhInatA che te sukhanu DALe madhamAM parAdhInatAnuM nAma nathI svAdhInatA che mayamAM sukha ke nirbhayatAmAM muka mIlImAM koI jAtane bhAthI. nirbhathatAnI parAkASThA che nAstrane pUchaLInI praNAnA dhAra javAba Apavo. nirbhayatA makAmAM che. mAre tyAM sukha che. bhathe esAramAM che, mATe kha che tema vicAra che sthiratAmAM sukha ke pazcima sukha ke tamane nI asthiratAmAM sukha lAgI. kA tamane daDavAmAM majA AvatI hoya che, manana karavAnI Teva paDI gaI che DAyA hoThA beThA managamatuM sukha nathI maLatu mATe, paraMtu sophA paroThA ja vadhu jara ghUI javu dauya to bA paNa thAva:mATe asthimAM dukha che, sivasAmo sukha che. saMsAramAM pratika asthiratA che mohamAM pratibhA sthiratA che. tema e eka pAsA gaDhavazI-tIkhAladhAvo kaI avasthAmAM bAI avasthAmAM sukha che. jema gaMbhIratAmAM cukhake avAImAM sukha tamane homa sukha lAge che. paraMtu gebIranAmAM sukha che, adhIrAImAM duHkha che. mAtama parama genIstA che. mATe je vyakti mahi jaya tene parAkASThAnA sukhano. svAda thAya che. atyAre adiyA te kAnA guNono svAda na maLe, pachI namunA tarIjhe teno anubhava karI juo to khyAlamAM Ave, ATalAmAM mATalI sanI parAkASThAmAM keTalI mA, pachI to grAhAra ja karavAnI rahezo. sumanuM kAraNa bhAvI che. to sAthvo mi jema vadhatA artha tema mAnI nA ThThIvo. ane pAThAnuM sukha prApta thAya tyAre mane pahoMcI "samane Page #217 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mIThI mamajavAmAM chA oya che te samajAtI nathI, A to sIdhu tatva che. ajJAnamAM mukha ke jJAnamA mukha ! saMsAramAM je kagamAM ajJAna cho, tyAM suzkelI naDe che, dareka ganI bAkArI dIyatI rAjI. game zuM! dareka vyaktine pana ja game chai, te paNa mahenata vagara maLatuM hoya sau. 210 bhaMbhA:- ajJAnane apzIda rupa tema kahyu ? devajI- vAstumAM Dare che ke jenAmAM bIjA viSathI varelA hoya, tama jJAna pedA thAya sI mahAtrAsarupa thAya. je mANasane mananI vaninathI. AvegI khadabadI rahyA che tevA mANasane tAna vadhI tI khetAya vadhI. jema tamAre tyAM TI.vI chApA vagere AvyA eTale savArathI senApa cAlu thAya. jema chApAmAM vAMco ke amerikAmAM Ama thayu to beThA beThA saMtApa vadhavA mAMDe na levA na devA. chatAM paNa AkhI duniyAnA samAcArIthI tamArA mananA mettApo vadhAro, nakALamAM A badhAnuM ajJAna hatu mATe sukhethI rahetA hatA. batyAre tamAruM jJAna vadhyuM paNa kevuM ajepAvApu. sabhA:- paNa sAdeba Ane to jJAna na ja DovAtha 1 sAbavuH- barAbara, paNa vyavahAra bhASAmAM jJAna ja DIvAya, pavitra jJAnanA arthamAM na kahevAya. tAtparya e ke ghaNI vastunuM ajJAna che, mATe zani che. nAna pacAvavAnI zakti, gaMbhIztA Ave to dAya, tobA pokArI jAva. tamane jAtismaraNa nathI thatu ta sAruM che. paNa jo thAya to TrAya bAya, dAtha nA karo. batyAre koInI hIrAnI nekalevA, vITI juvo to manamAM galIpathI thAya, paNa kharekhara khabara paDe ke devalokamAM gayA bhavamAM AvI sukha samRddhi, apsarAnA bhaugo tA . nI pITha mUkIne raDavA lAgI. tethI bhatismarNa na thAy te sAta che. jJAna prApta thayA pachI, vidheDa ke Page #218 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 211 pacAvavAnI tAkAta na hoya to sarupa tha, mATe AzAna AhIvaTa 5 mAvA jIvone thAya. ane dhIme artha e che ke ne mahAna ja hoya to koI jAtanI paithAna , mATe mukha mATe te artha kharo. tamane sNAnuM biruda Ape to game ke bIvAnuM vizada Ape te game. bheMsAramAM tame ghaNAnI khilla to bhopanI anubhava thAya che. mATe bhAnamAM ja majA che, Ama vAvI zAna vIkanu DAka nathI. ahiyA je zAna che, tenA karatA molamAM zAnu anuM sukha che, te maLe to game nahi? gooDatamAM jJAna sukhanI anubhUti karAve che. tamArAmAM atyAre vaLa che tenAthI vadhatI zaku ke nabaLA vAvAmAM jI. makamAM ane vIrya che, mATe anaMta sukha che, koIpakA pAsAthI sukhanI paDaThA molamAM AvatI tenAthI virala pAse saMsAramAM rahI. maubhAM badhA sukhanI sAmagrI hAjara che, mIThamAM badhA dukhanI sAmagrI gorAjara che chatAM mAvo mobha na game taine mukha devI, vala vaTavI ke biyAre. devo. mokSanA sukhanuM svarUpa na samajAya tenI buki nIcchA thaI nathI. atyAre tene saMsAranuM sukha mAnyuM che. te badhuM maLavAnuM nathI. paThThA mAidhAna che ke nahi tema mananA sunI khetI thAya to makAna Ave. guno he AvyA paI modInI jijJAsA, moha mATe taja de ke hAIskUlamAM javAthI nathI vAva nI hAIskUlamAM kAma bhoLI paTTA hAIskulamAM pAsa thakI to ja TIlejamAM javAthI ane pachI ja 6thI lAmAM praveDha maLatI. me uNapa thAlu thAya, Page #219 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22 tamAma miDAnI bhAvanA hAtha molanI siTi maLavAnI che. mATe tamAma bhUmikAnI sAdhanA nakAmI jAya tema nathI, mIka atI pratima lala che atyAre to ame tamane vItarAga banavAnuM pAtra nathI DartA, 8 kevalajJAnI banavAnuM paNa nathI karatA ne mIre pahoMcavAnuM nathI chatA. vItarAgatA vagara DevalajJAna na Ave, kevalajJAna vagara mIna na javAya, mATe jyAre vItarAga vanavAnuM nathI kahetA; to ame upadhA ronI ApIe chIe. hAthanI ja apAtha, hAthanI na ja apAtha, atyAre je paNa dharma che tenI ja ane preraNA karIe chIe, ame utA nathI ke tame hamaNA hamaNA sAdhu thaI jAva.' pahelA tamane tapAsIe pachI ja ame tamane bIka ApIe. mATe ja ame kahIye chIe ke pahelA makAno dhyeya vAM, mauDAnI zaga jevo. - vItarAgI banavA mATe rAga tIlI Iye. ane meM kahyuM ke, vItANA zaga kevavI, choDavAnI vAta nathI , to karavAnI vAta che. ApaNI prakaTIkala va ,vicAra karyA vagara ThIke rAkhIe tema nathI. saMsAramAM paNa ma jIvavuM ? zrAva8 tarIke saMsAra kema meLavI 'eIe tevI vAto paNa ame tamane kadIdhuM. mATe A badhI vAto athavAthI vArtA nathI, janarala khulAsA mATe vAta karI che.. - ivanamAM sAdhutAnA A naMdI sAdhutAne varI utAvIye chIe, paNa dIdhA ja laI lo tema nathI karatA, paraMtu A tarIke zamavAnuM chIe, A kSAra che, meLavavA jevuM che. thApaNa tyAM prakAranA upadeza . " sArI vastu gamADavA mATenI upatao che * mArI vaskunA mAthA mATenI upadeza che." saune gamADavA mATe ame spaSTatApUrvaka tamAma pAvAthI suMdara rIte varNana karI chIe, tene Ava tarIke dhyeya banAvI chIe. Page #220 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pahelA banAvI sAdhutA -vIna ganA, kevaLajJAna :mIThA paNa AganI ghana AvI tyAre pahelA boghIbIja dhAmI, Aja prAthamika vAta che. bodhibrIja kRtinI abhilASAne paraspara InTaraneDAna che. brAmAM mahilAne paNa che. nAsA paramAtmAno go nAmAM paramAtmAnI sAcI rAma hai tenI paramAtmAnI bhali. sAthI che. jenAmAM paramAtmAnI mAthI bhakti-I, tejaladhithI pAme che. je tamane paramAtmAnI sAthI raNa che tevo tame dAvI : ApatA hova to tame bIdhibIja pAmI gayA che. paraMtu paramAtmAnI sAthI rAga che aiTale zuMbhagavAnanuM moM game che. temano prabhAva. game che, zuM game che bhA- paTeba kA game che. bhATela-pAku vicArIne vola. jo gukhe game che jenI matlaba tonA virodhiM doSa nathI.gamanA ne. je guNagamo che tenA virodhI dIpa pratye bhAvaubhAra agamI che; bApA zAsanamAM paramAtmA eTale vItarA, mAnapITha chapAyo jItyA che, te vItarAga, mATe vItarAgatA game chelle ja tamane zaga, haiSa nathI gamatAne, hRdayapUrvaka chavuM paDe ke bhAre thAya che tyAre pIDAno anubhava thAya , becena thAva baM, gazI sAle che, A zagAthI zAre mula thAvu tenI banma 2 che. tame minesTIthI bolaje.ke AvA bhAva thAya che. kayAre pa moMmathI bola nIkaLyA che parA - badhAnA manamAM meMso prakAranA rAga I. jema pALI dIkarI pAve tamArI pAsai vinathapUrvaka bhai, to tamane vahAla thAya, . anurAga thAya. tyAre prema thAya che tonA pratyenA mohathI rIvAI - chu. ke pachI TesTa Ave che. mATe ja vItarAga mATe rASTaLNI. Page #221 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 214 to pachI davA sAthe kaima karI hI hai vItarAga mATe rAga che. vItaraNanI bhakti karavI rATelI che, paraMtu vItAgane hAthamAM padharAvavA sahelA nathI. maMdiramAM padharAvavA zahelA che, paraMtu hRdayamAM padharAvavA saMdelA nathI, mahimA vItarAgane paaAvI paNa hRdayamAM na padhAvI to tenu mUlya zrIuM thaI gaya, ame tene me tene nakAmu nathI DarainA paNa mUlya lIlu thaI jvAnu. tamane DoI cetaranI prItirtho jamADe ane koI pathAnDi prInithI jamADe to zerISa nImA gamyA vagara parAge jamADe bhale pachI mAvANI khavaDAve to paNa saMtoSa kharo 1 jyAre bIjo tamane joIne rAjI rAjI thaI jAya ane aMtaranI prItithI sAduM ja bhojana karAve to AnaMda thAya ne ! mATe aMtaranI prIti ane mojUda baupacArika prItimAM nhAvata paDI jaze. mATe karIe chIe ke, mAdAna lAvo. parazAntAnA bhakta banavA monanuM pradhAna avazya karyu eie. zIktanu pramiyAna hoya tene tamAma mauna pradhAna karavu eIhI. jene gupta sAthe vizaidha che, tene mola sAthe viova ja roya, e guNa gamatA hoya, guju sAthe sumeLa Toya, naine meLavavAnI taLamATa, bhilASA hoya to muktinuM praNidhAna karavAne lAyaka che. pa mauDInA prAdhAnamAM tamAma guNanA praNidhAna bAvI baya che. saunI javu che tene Dovu paDe ramA nA paNa masA game che. jone hiMsA game che, tene saMbhAra game che, disA game che tene moDhI game che. tamane hiMsA sAthe aNabanAva che. ahiMsA sAthe meLa che ! nA hiMsA paNa game che mATe mArga ahiMsAnA rAgI nathI. jene matya na game tene pUrNa satyavALu moDI na game. abhatyanI paDachAyo hoya tyAM mauna karI vAya na eka guNa gamavAmAM vyArA Ave tene mauna bhAthe anusaMdhAna nathI. jyA Page #222 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mInanuM pradhAna AvyuM tene tamAma guNInu prakriAuna bAbu devaya, nIti, thALa, aLAnA game che? nyAyamaya nItimaya jIvana mAmA che. * tame anIti aTale mAnI bhaNe vyApamAM . thazaTha mAlubhAI karavI te lati bha ma lai jA tamArAthI TAyara nIca kIDI thazaeI gaIlI. te tatra anIti mAno pI? te tamane DAI kavA AvI halI ja chata name tenuM . jIvana hI lIdhu. koInA papaDhA judI levA te to koI moTI * anIti nathI paNa enuM jIvana che. te to mahAanIni che. jene sAcA arthamAM anIti gamatI hoya taA mobiMsthA para sTe nahi. sAheba- sAdhu jevAIdhI koI avane hAnI pahocADatI nathI. tenAthI thanI sAthe visA che. niraniyA thA ipAvara sAthe A vihAra bole tyAre vAyuthapRthvIvAtha vaccenI zikSA thAya che. jarA ja cArle to paNa koI kAma juvo mare. zakupaNAmA koIpaNa jIva sAthe vartana adhyAya pita nathI, ane svATe prati paNa nathI. banI zake RTaluM vAthathI vIja che je anyAyI varNana hAthalo lAdhunu jIvana nizrApa. jIvana karavAtha janahi. * 14 sthAi sudhI vyabhimAnI che. vaLIne cha sthitimA mAnI che. sarva prakAre atinI prApti to makAmAM che. sa mA grAsthAno patha dimA kaI rIte, bhALajI rIlekhIkA karatA te vakhate pavaLI kIDI strIne thAya ane marI jAya to te temanA deza mA thaIne himAM thaI kahevAya. jaina darzanamAM diyA ahiMsAnuM vana vuiM che tevuM vIre Page #223 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 211 koya vana nathI. - maukanI avasthA ja kharI avasthA che. jo te barAbara manamAM besI jaya nI tamAma grInuM pradhAna AvI jAya. 1 ghanatA bhavamAM bodhibIja nathI pAmyAM kAma lAvuM maukAnuM pradhAna nathI AvyuM. kema nathI Avyu: ane tALathI gaNa bagamatA vyAM che. doSa gamatA che ane guga bagamatA. che to khAvAna na AvI zake. mAja anaMtakALanI laTa thayelI mAnyatA badalavAnI che. bhale mAthA nathI paNa dhyeya to baMdhAI ja javu joIe. daMDamAM bApane mAvAnanuM svapa joyuM. hai AgaLa virodhamAM kahyuM ke, , jhINe cheSa - hInaauSAbhAva batAvyo che. - 1 nI pahela 2 muktino ahe 3 kInakhA aSa. haka eDa ahepa sAthe bhUmikAthI baMdhAyelI che. mATe havAmAM zakya che. - hIna nu cheSAbhAva karyo che.. " cUkAnI uSAbhAva nathI kahetA. pakA TInacukI cheSAbhAva. kau che. nikanA teno abhAva gumanA upanA thabhAva nathI kA~tA paNa rInaleSA bhAva kayu . have varSa pharavA javAnI che ane prAthamika nI dharmabhAva janma - tyAM to bA khIlI huM ubhI thAya. jema koI divabha na phA nATatA karatAM ane jatAM thayA, athavA to janmathI saMskAra maLyA hovAthI jIvanamAM tapa, tyAga, Page #224 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMyama, dAna, sAmAyika, praja, lamAM thoDI thA TAna Adi thatA hoya tevI vyakitane potAnAmAM je gupta rAya te je vIjamAM na dekhAya ta prAtrInA pratye tucchakAra hInatAnI bhAva thAya. jema dAna ka2tAM rIva zAne koI lIlIyAnI vAta nIkaLe. pachI bhale te bIne dharma vadhAre karato hoya. paNa te dharmanI paNa tamane kiMmata nahi. . ' je zukA pote vibhAvelo hoya temanI prakhI bIjuo : lI sahana na karI zakI. mATe tenA mATe haThI, abAya baMdhAya. bIjanA sarikanI kadara karavAmulya vaMzavA jeTalI gha7 udAratA rahetI nathI. - tamArAmAM tamArAthI nIcenI lAvALAnI tolA doSanI mahAtA . bIjAnA guNonI kadara karavAnI lAyakAna nathI. ane cAvA avI prakivAna pAmI tAke nahiH bane pAmI jAya to paNa pAchA nIrtha paDe. . . . . pasahIgatA hoya to cokkasa bIjanA guNa pratye abhAva thatI. nIcenI lImaDAvALA jIvo pratye abhAva thakIja. - | tame vicArja tamArI jAtane mulavavAnA mApaDa che ane bIjanI jAtane mulavavAnA mApadaMDa che? judA rAjyA ja zakhI cho ne. A enI ajamAnA ja che. je tamArAmAM jamADatA vAto thAya che jema mAgaNa che paNa sAthe ghaNA bIja ropI para che tema bIjAmAM paka gonmAthe AvA sIna hovA joIvADe.. huM chuM paripUrNa nathI. paritA to dhyAgaLanI s&AmAM AvI zrAma vivAre. mATe mAthAmAM vipakA kyu , DInarUma mace Avela che je vadhadhIja sAthe saMkaLAyeluM . Page #225 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 21 moTe bhAge jIvI karra TharatA nathI, pI pAchA rIbAi mAre ke varma DaranArA vatAM ame ghanA bhArA e bhale ame dharma nathI karatAM. prazna-darzana karanArA paga daivAsIya hai? kaivA vartana kare che. va rIne bAvu karavuM enA DanAM to na karavuM sAruM. Ama, baubhanAra ghaNI ja varga che paNa huM tamane prabhu chu? huM pUjA karanAra badhA jItyA ? ane nAkhuza karanAra badhA pramAdaka. che! mejorITI TImAM AvarI, dezabhara nAnA badhA dura thaze 3 dezagara nahi janArA bavA vaphAdAra karI bhAmano puNya pAya * mAnanArAmAM paNa amuka svAma AvI rahevAno paNa eno matalaba ema to naTi ne ke badhI ja varga khAva, ane enA karatAM varSa na ThavI sArI. ame prema nathI detA hai dharma nAra badhA sArA, temanAmAM koI khAmI nathI evu ame enA nathI. je dharma karatA nathI ane dharma karanAranI ane dharmanI niMdA kare che te eTalA yApaNa che meM temane je jIbha maLI che te ajenA bhava sudhI na maLavA mATe che. A mArga to pavitramAM pavitra che. tenI AvelanA karanArane zinA kAraNe ghora pApa baMdhAya che. mAyako tyAM jaitImAM paNa Avu bolavAvALI varga ghaNo moTo che, sabhA:- niDAvIta karma DahevAya ? mATedhajI:- nA durbhuti karIzakAya paraMtu svabhAva tuM ! huM kSAro chuM, potAno DaDaDo sAco DavA mATe, cAmA meLavavAnuM koI na hoya. brahma va mInIgalema bhAvo kvIne Darma bAMdhe. pADe. pavitratAno mArga thI kharI mArga che, tenI plAnanA kare che te nirguNI, durgagImAM Ave. atyAre ApaNe TInanInI vAta cAle che. senAmAM traNa IM pA tamArAthI utaratA che. 1; namATe TAIma thaI gayo che AgaLa kAle teNuM rAkhIe. Page #226 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ / / 5.4 zrI yugabhUSaNavijaya sadgurubhyo namaH1) 11 pradhAna!} gauvAkhiyA ka aneta upaDArI anaMtajJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA pratyeka jIva ucIta vyavarAranI samyaga baudha pAme tainA mATe matInI sthApanA kare che. * mahApuSonI daSTIe jIva jyAM sudhI adharmamAM tanmaya hoya che tyAM sudhI bIjA jIvo pratye kevI vyavahAra karavo, na karavI tenI vinaya hoto nathI. ane je dharmanA DogamAM Ave tene sAcA kamI banavA mATe bIjA pratyenI mAbhagama, vyavahAra kevI rIvI eIe; eTale che tenA aMtaranA bhAva devA hovA ie ane bAhya vyavahAra kevI tIvI eIe tenI viveka eIe. pradhAna pAmanAra juvo mATe lakhyuM ke, tene tamAma guNonI abhilASA che. tenA viselA guNo pracai harSa hoya ane pInAnAmAM 2 haju nathI vikasyA tenI jhaMkhanA hoya. nainAmAM doSa hoya tenuM duHkha ya ane doSa DADhavAnI vAta hoya, prayatna hoya. A badhI potAnI vAta karI paNa bIjA jIvo pratye teno kevo bhAva hoya tenA mATe batAvyu che. 15 maMgaLavAra zrAvaNa suda pAMcama .. TInagugale yAbhAva. 'batAvyuM. AmA pradhAna pAmelA jIvonI manIdhya daivI hoya te gharma karanAre kevI bhAva rAkhavI te spaSTa joIe. badhA jIvI DAMI sarakhA nathI. badhAnI vRtti pravRtti paNa bharakhI nathI. je ghaNA viIdhI, khaMDa che tenI sAthe nI levAdevA nathI, paraMtu jai gatAnugatI dharma kare che athavA jaina kSAsananA nAmathI dharma pakaDIne Thare che te paNa badhA kAMI jhurga saMpanna nathI hotA. paraMtu mAre guNa pAmavA che, mArI khAmIo dUra dasvI che; dISa khaTake che tene DADhavA che. A nirNaya jaino cIkkasa thaI gayo che. enA mATe ja pradhAnanI vAta che. paraMtu Page #227 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bAvA thaIne rakhaDe che tene tI praNidhAna Ave nahi. - A mAmulI bhAvadharma nathI. anakALamAM na pA roya te bhAvadharma che. A dharma pAme te vyakita viSTi joya ja. jAta mATe nakkI karI lIdhuM ke zuM karavAnuM paNa bIjA pratye kevI manazA IDI; pachI te dhamI hoya, gurthI hoya, sukhI dIva, duHkhI hoya, pApI hoya, puthazALI hoya che adhika hoya. atyAre zuM badhA pratye samAnabhAva MIbhAva rAkhavAnI che paraMtu badhA che mAne che ke jIva mAtra pratye eka sarakho bhAva zakhavAnI. paraMtu tevuM nathI tevI bhAva to samatAmAM gayA pachI zakhavAnI che. paraMtu atyAre to jIvanI jevI nA hoya tenA pramANe bhAva karavAnA che.' ' . . ne zAstranA virodhI che, sanmArga vihIthI , dharmanA nidaTha 2 tenA maLe tevA padA thavI joIe. ane che AvA pratye hai pai na thAya to tenuM manillAna, 9tha hai jene deva-guru-rma pratye zaga Taya to tenA virodhI pratye haiSa thAya ja zAsananI vaga hoya tI. zAsananA virIdhI kanya kepa thavI ja joIe ane na thAya to tenI zAsananI rAga ThAthI che mATe hepa bAtha na phlavI tevI vAta nathI. na thAya. rAga nahi ane DhAMya paNa nahi te samanAmAM che. kSamatAmAM kahyuM tyAre bhagavAnI zaga thI choDavI paDI gautama , svAmIne pachI mAvvAmAM, vakSAne pAmavAmAM AkhIlI.pa zuM hatuM? prabhu pratyenI lAga ja hato ne kSamatAnI nIcenI miThA teNI pAmelA lA : sabhA madhyastha bhAva rAkhavAnI che ? zabaja madhyastha bhAva paDelA lAvyo che pahelA tenI pramoda ThA pachI madhyastha bhAve che, zabhA paranI parikSAnI Page #228 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ru 'sAhebajIH- khAlI vATakI vAnI kaztI che ke Aga rUpe karavuM che. Avu Dora cIlI vADe ! 'jaine ubhAne ubhA cIrI nAMkhe to kuMDArI na kare hai manamAM asara paNa na thAya. maiM Avu bolavA mATe adhiDArI che. tamAruM A levala che! atyAre macchara karaDe to pA ThaMDI mAthe ne ! AkhI zrvasa parI mAthe laIne pharaze chI ane khAlI vAto kaztI che. nirapeka muni mamatAmAM rahelA DhavA hoya khabara che? temane chaThThI nAkhe, maitI nodhe, lagI nAMkhe chatAM jarApaNa asara na thAya. Aja mANasa baulI De 3 parane ane mAre kAMI levAdevA nathI. uttarAdhyayana sUTamAM 36mAM adhyayanamAM namirAjIno saMvAda che, adbhuta che. nAmajI mahArAjA samrATa che. pratye bahu jIva che. potAnI meLe vairAgya pAme, potAnI meLe maunamArga pAme, jJAna pAI ane bhaMyama laIne sahi pAme. temane gurunI AvazyakatA na hoya, tevA jIvo pratyeka bruva daivAya. And have banyu huM ! temane nimitta maLyu ane vaMzastha thayo che. mastAnu rUpa thayu che. atyAre ghaNAne AvA thatA hoya che thAya tyAre bhIMto sAthe mA ! pADe. Avu phaLa temana vadhu che sAthe pittanI hAra che. sArA vaidone bolAvI upacAra kare che. veda kahe te tatkALa zaiga maTe tevI nathI paNa rAta karavA mATe jeTalA bane teTalA ThaMDaDanA, caMdananA lepa karo, zItala mAM rAkho. zItala padAthI bhojanamAM ApI, temane caMdanano lepa karI. lepa karIne thoDIvAramA garama thaI natha mATe harI lepa 32vI paDe. ethle Ama Akho divasa cAle. paraMtu emanuM puNya eTala che ke 2nI Depage rahe che. mahArAjAne majA nathI mATe zaNImInuM mana harSa pAmatuM nathI. mATe teo zoThAnu che, d Page #229 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 222 mATe rANIo pote caMdana ghasavA baimI jAya che, mATe vicArajo kaivu pukhya harI 2 " " .. ' have zuM thayu OM gaNI? alaMDAra paheryA rahevAthI jyAre caMdana gharma tyAre baMgaDIthI ekabIjA sAthe athaDAya eTale abaja zrAvyA kare. mAtra AvA avAja gamatAM hatru paNa atyAre zanabecena hovAnA DAre temane gamatI nathI. mATe che che ATalI avAja zAnI thAya che! maMtrI DI hai madAraNIzrI caMdana thaye te tenAthI ThaMAno madhura dhvanInI nA che. nI temane NIone avAja baMdha TharavA karyuM, raNIthI patibhaktA che. mATe vicAre che bhavAja na thAya te rIte karIe. ThaMDA sobhAgyanuM sthi che. mATe badhA ThaMDA utArI na devAya tethI buddhIzAkhI che. mATe vicAre che badhA ThaMDA uttArI daIe phAna eka eka kesa hAthamAM rAkhIe tethI eka eka karI rAkhI bIjA badhA utArI sthA. pachI caMdana ghasavAthI have. avAja thato nathI: have avAja baMdha thayo chatAM pAga thena to ghasI ghasIne cAvatu havAthI rAja pUche che, tyAre hare che ApaNe sAMtvana maLe mATe eka eDa ThaMDA rAkhIne bIjuM badhA ThaMDA utArI dIdhA have ma vAta tamArI raSTIe grAmanI nomala che, kyAre vA minanI asara thAya te khabara nathI. TTiyA rAzI tI citana cAlu karyuM. aneha nAno avAja sto, paNa eka che to saMgharSa, avAja nathI. pAuthI ciMtana upara AgaLa thayA. A bheMsAramAM bahu ii bheMza thavAthI bagaDe che, eka hoya to bagaDavAnI savAla: che! prazna thAya che! zA ciMtana para cathA chelle kyAM sudhI zrA gatamAM kaiTalA saMgharSa thAya che te bIbhanA mitta, bheyogathI che. nAmanuM tatva AtmAne vaSNu che mATe ja mAnyane sAkSa che. upAThanuM mukhya benI saMyoga ja che. AtmA je potAnA mULabhuta dharma Page #230 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 1223 'svabhAvamAM hoya to upAdhI na 2. AgaLa cAle che. mokalI 4. ekajhI banavA jaivu che, mAthai jai nI upAdhI che. mAma ciMtanamAM vadhatA jAtismaraNa thayuM. AgalA bhavanA kAraNe tAna yAda bhAvyu. mAre vicAratA dIA levAnI bhAvanA thaI che, saMsAra pratye dveSa thayo che. vicAre che oga Ata thAya to dInI lauM. thALInA seMDalpI phaLe che. temane pachI rImA lIlI, mathilAnagarInA rAja IM. A sattA, 'saMpatni, prajA, parijIne choDIne nIDaLe che. AnAthI AkhI mithilAmAM zrIhA macI gaI che, temane bAnI haiya siMhAsana upara rAja karyuM che. mATe Avo tyAga sAMbhaLIne AkhI mithilAne duHkha thayu che mATe AkhI mithilA naDe che. paraMtu patI pralipta thaIne nIkaLyA che, pIne svayaM TIlA laIne sarvanAmAM ubhA rahyA che. gAmane gunanI A rItI nathI. vai A vakhate temanA bhAvInI kAza joine mahArAjAne khUba ja adIbhAva, bahumAna thayu che. chatAM e dhArA keTalI sthira e che te jovA mATe brAhmaNanuM rUpa laII Ave che. vanathI vaMdana rIche te " samrATa AvuM pagaluM kema bharyuM jenAthI banI mithilA nagarI raDI thI che, pApa kema cAlI nIkaLyA, paraMtu ApanI nA nahIInI vadhAre rAMta vAnI, sAMtvana ApavAnI badhAnuM gU karavAnI tamArI javAbadArI che. " tyAre temo raDe mithilA je che temAM navu nathI. jema ghaTAdAra gAMDa upara paMkhIo roja AvIne vizrAma karatA hoya che. have pocinu vAvAkAra bhAve ane jADa paDI jAya tyAre paMkhIo jema jhagArI kare tema mithilA DAgAroLa kare che. tethI pIvAnA svArtha mATe Ge che, kanna naimanA sukhanu sAdhana gayu che. koIne Page #231 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 22T mATe ghaDe che temAM pArtha je DAA che. bIjA koIne mATe vyAkuLa.' thAya che te paNa svArtha mATe ja thAya che. jeno svArtha mo thAya auTale sevedha yaza thAya. raDe paNa dhyAM sudhI pachI bhUlI jaya. ane potapotAnAmAM paDI jAya - tamAre koi paNa keTalo TAIma : divasa tamArA vagara na zI 16 navuM bolanAra panna mathI 2 che ane vAstaqmAM mA hakIkata che. bA, bavA vagara rahe che ane mathI rahe che. ' jhADa paDI jAya ane ka LA kare pakA dhyAM sudhI ? bIju sADa maLI rahai zAMta thaI jatI. te . ' have imahArAjAe chelle vArtha. che mithilAnagarI bhaDarDa baLa che. agninI vALA hakANAmAMthI nIkaLI rahI che. AkhI nagarI cIso pADI zI che. bacAvo, vaLAvI svAmI ke amArA kALI. A kaa Rii banAve che. dhe sAmAnya rIte zuM thAya che ane potAnA putranI mi sAcavI che, pAvana jharyuM che mATe je jApA anurAga hoya to bam2 thavA vAra zI kharI mamatAnA zAhI hAtha na thAya to paNa ATalA javI paranAM zIya tI thA ye paNa pariNAma thAya bane nA baLanuM eIe tI thAya che a22 marI rahyuM che kathArUpe pAima thAya? mATe. kathAnA pariNAmathI paNa tene bacAvA doDe ne ? : : : khabaNA kare che "tamArI mithilA banI rahI che. 232 mATe pokArI rahI che. thie parivAhanuM, sajanuM kAraNa karavuM ja ReIe. mATe tame uththata thA:cho.kema niSkiya thaIne ubhA rahyA cho. mAvo tema kApa dura che tyAre "namizA kare che "mithilAmAM je bane che te mAru nathI ane mAre che ne Page #232 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vAtu nathI." thAvu vIlavAno adhikAra kone temane to khabara narthI ke A devAyA che. najaronajara rakA mATe lAIka karI delA thImo paNa pADe che chatAM paNa kare che je vaLe che te mAruM nathI mA che te vakhatu nathI huM AvuM bolu nI pApa lAge. mArA kapaDAne bhakko lAge tI 6 bhAga ne ama mannAnI jema kAusamAM ubhA hoIne kaI cIrI nAMkhavAmAM Ave to mamIe nahi pIve che tyAre athavA mATe prayatna kare ane vIja vaLe tyAre mA nathI mAgu bole to lucAI ja devane 1 : A paLanI asara nathI paNa A bIlavAnI ziraDInA adhikAra ApyA vagara bole nI vAIphAI karava4. tyAre jevA nA karma tevuM bolI to paNa pApa ghavAya. tamArI atyAre Avu bIlavAnI bhUmikA nathI. kathA levalamAM kaI vAta che. te AvavI joIe. | kaI vAnuM hoya tyAre bacAvavAnI javAbadArI Ave . pA mathI bolI ke karmathI ho 8 nI mahApApa lAge. namAja mATe barAbara che te vakhate temanA vArIrane bALa nI pAna che temA nathI. mArU che te baLatu nathI. tamane bALa nI cheDA ja mArIne mATe AvI vAto thA nahi. namirAjapI jevA atyAre bhAva kare che tevA amArA thI paNa hAtha nahi.kAra atyAre amArA e levala nathI. kSamA - atyAre A samatAnI bhUmikAnI ahiMyA vize che te savajI, AvI samatAnI kaLAno viSacheda che. mATe je zrAvI vAlI Thare che te badhA paisA bhegA thayA che. khAlI Page #233 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ - posthA kare gokhaNapaTTInI jema hai pudgala pudgalane khAya padma pudgalanI akSara nathI huM thula, buka, niraMjana niDara chu. paraMtu tArIra para peDa zaMthaNI khose to uMcA ghAvane Dara IMjekazana Ape che tyAre paNa asara thAyaja che ne? vAzera para khuba ja che. mATe Avu bolavAno Doi matalaba che Ato eka prakAranI AtmavayanA che. mATe tamArI zuM nAmaDA che te vicAro. jIva mA pratye samAna bhAva nathI kaztAnI ane karI to doSa lAge, jevo jIva tevo bhAva karavAnI Avato. jeTalA jIvo dharmathI zunya che. dharma nathI AcaratA. nAstika navA ii, dharmano svIkAra pAga nathI DatA tevA jIvo hInagaranI bhUmikAmAM nathI AvatA. tevA jIvonA guNanI prazaMsA zatha nA ayiA nI phInaguNInI vAna che. TInano artha kholyo che ke potAnAthI uttaratA rAga levAnA nadi paraMtu ponAnAthI unanI guNamaya 1 levI. tamArAthI thIthAtI gugamaya jhaDIvALA adhika guMgI kahevAya. tamAzathI uttaranI samaya ThakkAvALa phInaguNI kahevAya. jyAre jenA dharmano brAcAra, mUka nathI tene to sUddIna nahi, gux vyadhika na,i paNa te to narguNI devAya. pachI bhale game teTalA bIjA guNa hoya. nAstIka jIvonA guNonu bahumAna, pradezA kIdhI nathI. tame varSa ratinA cugI naIne prabhAvIta thAva prAMsA karI tI kharA arthamAM tame dharma pAmyA nathI. tamArA dhAnI svabhAva chuM ! sAramAM mA dItha, praNI hoya, bIjA nI pALa hoya to 10 Page #234 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cha . tame tenA vakhANa karavAnA cAlu DarIne1 prasaMge mahtva Apone, anumodanA paNa karI. jema nasa che, devAnI svataMtratAnI caLavaLa vakhate keTalu balidAna Apyu che. rAjabhakti, AAka devI che. badhI saMpatti dezane dharI che jelamAM paNa rakSA che. mATe tuM zrA guNonI praromAM thAya? nIti, pramADavA rIya tau thI guNonI prAMsA thAya? jema prastAra che. tenAmAM pramANikatA hai to tenA vakhANa thAya? tame to DarI ne 1 zabhAH- dIdhe te sAthI che. sAheAjI- khAlI mAyo che, pramAgika che temaja rIke tenAthI vadhAre paNa bolIne kharI sajjana pramANas Aja che. rIlA TapaDAM vAvALA nI ThIka devA hoya te khabara che, mATe tame game tenA guNanI prarAMsA karIne! sArA vartanathI aMbaco cho. paNa temAM vivekanI khAmI che. avInA guNanI prazaMzA hoya ja nahi. pachI tenAmAM lAkhkho hoya ke koDa taiya . e badhA sUga tenA AtmAne paDAvanArA che. pApAnu vI puNya ubhuM kare che. mATe damInA guNanI ja prathama ThavAnI che. adhamInA guNanI prazaMzAM DavAnI nathI. ame evu nathI kahetA ke ardhImAM aa na dIya sabhA:- guga game tyAM hotha paNa guNanI prazaMsA to DarAya jan bhAebajI- vaidhyA pramANika hatha to vakhANa kaya ? dAsathI pramANika hoya to vakhANa karAya ? bana badhu baula, bola kaima khatane guMDAmAM game teTalA gaga hoya to jAheramAM vakhaNa thAya? ane vakhANa karI to guMDAkhIrIne protsAna maLe. sAmAjIka rIe paNa maryAdA che. vAna bA kAMI durguNonA vakhAd karavAnI vAta nathI. nAnI satrukmInA vakhANa karavAnI ja che, paNa saunA bhAganA Page #235 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 218 vakhA .thAya? taimAM paNa maryAdA che. saMsAramAM maryAdA kharI ? saubhAga hAthINImAM paraspara Thelo vizvAsa hoya che. telo tI kadAca tamAre vepArImAM paNa nathI hotI. e lokonuM badhu kAma vivAbha pathAya. purAvA che dastAvejathI kaI kAma na cAle. vizvAsa para temanI dhaMdho cAlatI hoya che. paNa ApI paNa vizvAsaghAta na kare. smagalIganA dhaMdhAmAM je vasAhAra kItha tane ja pravA maLe. tamArA hastAM guga temanA vadhAre che. chanAM vakhAra, prabhA thAya. zrama ame kahIe DokaTara nAstIka che. bhale pachI paropakArI dhyALu have pachI tenA vamama na thAya. to tame kahezo ta to guma nahi jevA lAza mANasa vakhaNa chevI rIte kare che kuNatAne protsAhana na maLe. tema avamInA gaganI kosA jo eTale ahamane protsAhana mo. mATe hamakhA ja vakhANa thAya. Ane je na mAne tene prAdhAna AvavAnI vAta ja nathI. * : kSayatrI game tenA vakhANa na kare. A peii game tainA vakhANa kare nI samIta che kharuM? mATe viveda mAMge che. samyagI je game tenA vakhANa kare mithyAtvane protsAhana maLe. - ApaNe AgaLanA dAMta vicArI gayA hatA. strIne thAya che ke jAheramAM ja huM tenA vakhANa karI to mithyAtvane protsAhana maLatI. vithAne che chatAM vadhaSThA karavA taiyAra nathI. tame game tenA vakhAkha thI bAvIne zuM vAMdho che? guNa gAvAmAM vAMdho khara! te mATe haju prakiAvAna pAmI zako tema nathI vyathi nirgunI kema nahi lakhyuM. guphAnA kepanI paNa vAta nathI. paraMtu te ghArmika che, AzathanA kare che, AlIka, paravI puNya, popa Page #236 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ava mAne che, varSanA hazamAM thoDo vikAsa karyo che pachI tamArA karatAM tenI bhUmikA nIcI che. have je tamArAmAM prasthAna bhAva zrAvyo hoya to tenA pratye helanI bhAva na mAvavI joIe paNa tenA guNAnI da2 DarI vADI tevI adSa I. zabA - koI sAva vadhyA ochI hyuM hoya to savajI:- ghaNA sIdhI kare eTale kSako mAnI besavAnuM. ane dharmakathA vadhAre kare to uMcI mAnI levAnuMtame badhAne mulavavAnA mAthA mApaDa paDachA che kharA? vIjane mulavavA mATe : tamArI pAse paiomITara kathA che? jema du tapasyA karI hatI hIu ane bIne koI na karI vADatI hoya, paNa dhIme dharmanI hoya tyAre ke AkhA rimamAM cha-cha TAIma khAya che. mAkhI zivama khAvAmAM ja jIva che te zuM dharma parathI tema ghaNAnI svabhAva che ke pati kraI bAbatamAM vidhi pALatI haA. jema ke kAra sATha barAbara bhAvanI haya, vazamAM ubhI na thatI hoya, vidhi pramANe karatI hauya tyAre je koI vayamAM AvIne ubhu thaze to tarata ja bolI ke zuM AvAne AvA cAlyA Ave che. jarApaNa viveka nathI. basa potAnAmAM eka guNa Avyo eTale bIna para tUTI paDavAnuM. AvI prakRtivALAne suravAnI jarUra che. nIlara tene pradhAna Ave nahi * jema pote pratimA karatI hoya, ane bIjo Ama dharma karatI hoya paNa prati maNa ka2tI na hoya to e mAnI rama zuM kAmanI pratimA pA karato nathI. zraTale pote kare che te jo bIje na karato hoya to te nAmo. A laTha bhAva che. vIlanI nAnI mAmIthI ucA thaI jI. amadA thaI jAva nI vacce kaja mamaLA nathI. paraMtu tyAre vidyAravAnuM ke ApanAmAM paNa bu Page #237 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24s ghaNI khAmI che. sabhA - pA mAba viAne sudhAravAnI ! 2udabag:- bIjane sudhAravAno tamane haTha Apyo che namai guru cho ? tamane koI gupada prApya che? bIjane sudhAravAne haka chIne ja tame vakIla vakIlane, saMghanA mIesIne, ane vajane mA haTha Apyo che. saMghamAM chIpaka AvIne game tema salAha ApI jAya te cAle? paraMtu tame vinavaNI karI ane je kare to ThIka ane na mAne to paLa barAbara. paraMtu tamArA mAnama kevuM che tamArI kahelI vAta e choI na mAne . eTale nakAmI avaguNI thaI jAya; dharmanA mAM sAvanArane zaga-kepa.vA mAranA hoya te nadI RvA joIe.. . zagana ane tenA be prakAra che. * gADha rAga - gADha che sAmAnya ga - sAmAvya cheSa . mi jenA pratye aNamAnI bhAva thAya pachI tenI eka paNa sArI vAta na game. ane tene pratye zaga thAya tenI kharAba vastu para mArI lAge? na rAganuM lakara yAM thAya tevA zravaNUka na dekhAya. - lepa lAgaze. jA Aje gADha ya hAtha tenA hoThayAga guNa - ba dekhAya. tamane ne anukuLa hoya, tamArA mAkhyA hoya mATe te sIbAnI ane tamane pratirUpa thavAnI sAthe meLa nA bese te lInAno hoya to pachI tamAre laTAnAne koI zrAvaDanA svabhAva sAthe aiLa nA thAya che. te kharAba, chA tenAmAM jeTalI lAyakAto che teTalI to Dara karavI ja eIe. Page #238 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 231 mATe nAnA kauSathI DII halaka nathI ane nAnA gurathI koI mAna nathI. mATe mApaDa caudama che. tame je DAmAM cho tenAthI utaranI DAmAM sauthI te hINI : kahevAya ane tame je kAmA cho tenAthI uparanI rUkamAM adhika zukalI devAyu mATe kaLAnI samaja I. . jema eka saMcamI, mArA sAdhu che. tenI sAme roDa kAvaDa che. jarUra paDe te khuba dAna karatI hoya, praba tapa karatI hoya, athavA zAstrI bhagatI hoya. tenI sAme saMyamI dhumAM kaThIra tapa che, banI pravRtti na hoya, kAnanI pravRtti na hoya to preralA mArAthI ha Avaka thatIyAnI phAmAM kahevAya? adhika gugIvAya pachI bhale te game teTala mArza hoya. utha to bhAunI ja kahevAze. mATe vyakitanI bhUmikA pramANe dIlagukI, ahiNI kahevA.. jema gheDa sathavAmAM che je A tape-cAga, bhakita-dAva kare che. bhAre bIjo hA mitrATakI I te ghaNI tapa-tyAga, bhakti-dAna kare to TInI DIkI devAyo ? mithAlI ja phI nI vAto. ane bhInI kUtA ucI jagAvI. teja aviDagamI gANApI. jema mithyANI vidhipUrvaka pUjA karatI ratha ane sahI avadhithI ja karatI hoya to huM miThATI adhika guNI thaIgayo devA tame je kalAmAM 6 tenAthI utaranI kaLAmAM dasamA bhAva ghavI to pachI pApa lAge. bAvaDa kUpa karI vAto hoya ane huM tapa nathI jJo to huM te bAvaDane bhAvathI hAtha ne to pApa lAge ke putha baMdhAya , pApa dhaMdhAtha. kema? nIcI vAvALAnuM bahumAna karyuM , pApa lo. Page #239 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ upalI kaDIvALA nIcalI DabAvALAnI bhakti nA Dare, jema caMDa zrAvaDa tapa karI vADatI hoya ane koI sAdhu ocho karatI hoya tyAre ene ema lAge OM nI emanema khAIpIne paDyA hai dhai to tene AzAtanAthI doSa lAge . kAraNa temanI DI caDhIyAnI che, koI vakhata evuM bane ke guNa DadAca auchA hoya pakhta dardI nau caDhIyAtI jarRrI. jaima zrAvaka prasaMge gusse na thAya ane UmA rAkhe ane kadAca sAdhu gusse thAya to Ama vicAro to bamA DaunAmAM vadhAre gaNAya? zrAvaDamAM - paNa A rIte gAya nahi. bhAra kImAM guNa hai po zrAvakanI DakkA nIcI che. jyAre sAdhubhagavaMtanI nA uMcI che mATe upalI DaDhAvALI ucI ja rahe nIcalI kAvALI nIcI ja ra jaDAra sAthe bolu chuM. mATe mulyAMkana A rIte karAya. sabhA:- to pachI sAdharmIka bhaktithI AzAtanA na thAya ? sAhebajI:- sAdIka zuM che? tamArA samAna gharmavALA che. eka ja sTejamAM 'mAinI rITIvALA hoya to paNa samAna gaNAya. jema paTTale mALe koi Tebala para baiDu che, koi nIce baiTha che, Dau khurazI para beThu che paNa badhA pahele mALe ja gAyane. tamArA mATe mAthamIka DAMi sAdhu nathI. paNa samAna dharmavALA che. mATe vyavathI vartana karAya. ane bhAva karavA AMtarikane pakaDavAnuM che. tene laIne DaravAnuM Ave. uttaratI 81 hoya tyAM adveSa lAvavAnI che. A dhArAdhoraNa cokkasa che. jevI vyakti tevo bhAva karavAno che. anuvIta DItI pApa lAge, uMcIta bhAva karI to puNya baMdhAya ane karmano Atha thAya. bhAva sabhA: 232 Page #240 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 233 sAhebajI:- guNAnurAga che mATe ja guNanI 692 ka2e che 1 nIthalI kAnA gInI anumodanA hoya. zreNI pratye vAtsalya bhAva hoya paNa 'bhakti na dIya, bhaDita mA-bApa sAthe Ave OM dIkarA pratye hoya. tyAM to vAstavikatA ja Ave. jo zIrAne page lAgavAnuM cAlu kare to zuM de! momAM ghelo thaI gayo che. dInazuSya pratye adveSa ane pApI pratye rugNA bhAva che. gurunI kadara hai, tenA guNa pratye tiraskAra na thavI neIe mATe ja ahela lakhyo. tamArA mATe inajanarala dInaMgA tarI3 kauNa Ave ! tame dIgu adveSa jALavI rAkhyo hoya to pradhAna Ave che. hInaguNI kyAre tamane mokSamArga maLyo che. sAthA mArganI oLakha eie. paraMtu A dharmamAM ke anya dharmamAM je AtmAne pAmyA nathI te tamArA DastAM nIcI DabAvALA kahevAya. mArga pAmelI jIva mArga na pAmelA jIva DastAM uMco che. mArga nathI pAmyo paNa pelA DaratAM guNa vadhAre che. chatAM te nIcI ja DadevAya. mATe Ano artha nAM thayo! ghaNA pUche che te bIma gharmanA maMdiramAM jvathaOM nahi? anya dharmanA sAdhu sanIne page lAya hai nahi ! kSA praznano ADakatarI rIte badhI javAba AvI jAya che. kahevI tuM? gametema emanA mato mArA karatAM tau sArAne ! ame kazuM chtAM nathI mATe amArA uranAM sArA ne ! paraMtu tamane bremikAnuM jJAna nathI mATe ja jamaDAnuM mahatva khabara na hovAnA kAraNe ja AvA badhA gITALA karo cho. nAstIDamAM game teTalA jhurA hoya paNa te AstIka 7chtAM nIthI ja che. tema avamI kaztAM dhamI ThaMco ja che. tema ja mArga pAmelI che te mArga na pAmelA karatAM uMco che. Page #241 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 234 anya dharmamAM ghaNA uMcA hoya che sai guNIyala game teTalA haya paNa mAthI mArga nathI pAmyA mATe nIcA che. tamane na zAsana maLyA pachI ja daiva gurunI jhoLakha hoya to A mArga anupama che. Avo mArga kayAMya nathI, pachI bhale tame vaju ka2tAM zaiva, tamAro svabhAva khAmIvALI hoya, ane anya gharmanA saMta dayALu, paropakArI hoya chatAM paNa te nIcI che. A tamArI bulamAM bematuM nathI ne 1 , ghaNAne zuM che? tamane mAne te kaMtha- ane na mAne te nIcA. paNa navuM nathI. aTiyA pAna e mArga na pAmya hoya to te nIco che. ja zAsana pAmelAnI grAnI prazaMsA ka2vAnI vAta che sainI prasA na ka2vAnI vAta nathI. paraMtu kalAnI vAta che. koIpaNa dharmamAM rahelI jIva daya paNa guNa hoya to tenA gukhanI prAMsA pharavAnI che. je te raNa adhyAtmanA hoya to tenI maDhamA na rIjhe to amArAmAM paSkA sukAnuga na Take. - upalI DAvALA nIcalI DAvALA jIvanA guNanI prosA re. zrame sAdhu chIe paNa tame zrAvaka sArI AzInI 32nA dIva nI prAmA 32vAnI vai. amArA mATe dharmanI upabugA che ne ? mATe prabhA thAya. paraMtu je adhamI che, nAstI che jene dharma sAthe koI levAdevA nathI levAnA gunathI kAMI levAdevA nathI. sabhA - avya darzanamAM sagI AMtha : khabara kevI rIte paDe? bhAIbag:- anya zakhamAM badhA sAgaNI nathI. jema ahiMyA nathI tema tyAM paNa badhA sabhya harI nathI. paraMtu sasthagI haoNI zake. thanya ranamAM je bhaNyagaraSTI hoya te tenA bhAInanA tatvamAM je boTa lakhyuM hoya tene khoTuM mAnatI hoya, paraMtu tenA darzanane 100 4. lobhI na thato hoya. ane tene saue zI hA rIlI ka2nA2 vyakita Page #242 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 35. samyagadRSTI na hoya, tyAM mithyAtva poSaka vAto che. paraMtu tevI vAtI samyagadRSTIne gamatI na hoya, ane e zrI samyagadI anya dharmamAM che tema amane khabara paDe to ame paNa tenI prazaMsA TharIe. sabhA:- anya dharmamAM deva-gurunI znakA hoya ? sAhebajI:- hA, znaSThA hoya, zrachA varanAnI to ame vAva ja GastA nathI. paraMtu goTALo dekhAya to sit_is_rIlI nakare, nahitara kRTIra AvI jAya. e amArAthI goTALo thAya tI tamAre karavAnuM Ave je temane dharmanA nAmathI sAnI vAta karI che. paNa A gaizyAjabI che. to tyAM viveka karavAno Ave. ane koi temanI niMdA karavA beThA nathI. paraMtu sAcA khoTAnuM samarthana to karavuM ja paDe. jema vaidika dharmamAM pavitratAne mahatva Ape tema khuba mAne che. pavitratAne mahatva Ape tenI sAme ApaNe vIdha nathI. dharma pavitra thavA mATe ja che, paraMtu e loko zuM kahai zarIra,kapaDAM, ghara vadhu sAthe cokhkhu zAkhavuM. tI bhagavAnanI vAma thAya. mATe eka DAgha paDe che nhAvA jAya ne? jo snAna karyA pachI Daui aDI jAya tau pharI nhAvA jAya ne 1 mATe bANa cokhkhAIne temane mahatva Apyu che. jyAre ApaNI kharI dharma avAnamAM che. mATe ja madhune asnAnI devAnuM che. mATe vicAro. avuM to ghaNuM Avaze. Page #243 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I 5.pU. zrI yugabhUSavijaya sadgurubhyau namaH|| || yaugAvathI / / prAna! anaMta upakArI anaMta AnI ii tIrthaMDara paramAtmAthI jagatanA pratyeka jIva mAtrane pratye ucIta vyavahAranI samyagauva prApta karAvavA dharmatIrthanI sthApanA re hai. mahApuruSonI daSTIe dharmanI vyAkhyA eTha rIte vicArIe to ucIta vyavhAra AvI. pratyeka bhUmikA pramANe utthIta vyavahAra karavo tenuM nAma dharma che, anucIta vyavahAra karavo tenuM nAma dharma che. TUMkamAM zarUAtathI mAMDIne Topa levala sudhInI bhUmikA pramANe ucIta vyavahAra karavAnI che. 315 guvA Atal khuda sAtama gauvaLiyA Teka naima devaLajJAnIne temanI kyA pramANo sAdhune temanI bhUmikA pramANe, tema zrAvaDa mATe, samyagaTI mATe, sAmAnya mANasane tenA pramANe ucIta vyavahAra karavAnI che. mATe anucIta vyavAra kavo tenuM nAma adharma che. A vyAkhyA susaMgata che, tAtyartha zuM ? potAnI DA pramANe ucIta vyavAra Ave che. mATe ApaNA mATe sAme jevI DAche te pramANlR vyavahAra Ave. paraMtu atyAre samAna vyavadAra karavAnI nathI. jevo vyavahAra karavAno che tevA sAthe bhAva karavAnA che. vyavahAra judI karo ane bhAva judA karI to te daMbha tharo. dharmamAM daMta karavAnI vAta nathI. nirdebhatA DavAnI vAta che. mATe pratyeka vyakti pratye samAna vyavahAra samAna bhAva rAkhavAno nathI. paNa jyAre zuka mastAnI brAbhaDA Ave tyAre jIva mAtra pratye samAna vyavahAra, samAna bhAva che dA.na. eka macchara beDu che. temAM paNa AtmA che. tamAro AtmA ane teno AtmA saLa rIte AtmA che. tatvanI dRSTIe bhikSa bhagavata zaivo ja mAtmA che. AtmA sI parazatmA. chatAM macchane hAtha UMDo to vyAjabI Tu geravyAjabI ! hAtha beDI to dharma ke artha kahaivAya ? sAkhI, macchara, DIDI badhAmAM paramAtmA che to ratha eko to pApa lAge 23 Page #244 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23 De pAThya baMdhatha. phIDI kAMI page lAgavAnI kalAmAM che tenI bhakti bahumAna thaI khasa guNanuM bahumAna thaI zake kharA? vinaya, bhakti, bAmAna, mAMsa, anumodanA thAMDastrI tenA cokkama IcchA che. ' mATe na thAmana kare che ke jIva sAthe vyavahAra karatAM vuiM paDe che . tenI sI DalA che? ane te pramANe ja vyavahAra thAya. sabhA:- sAhebanuM kIDIne navakAra saMbhaNAvAya -- " sAheba - kIDIne navakAra sAMbhaLavA kAna che; jene jJAna kIya taine saMbhaLAvAnuM Ave ke jaithI varSa pAmI. vADhe. have dharma pAmI vaDe tevA jIvo cho ? zI paMcenjiya javo virya mATenI lAyakAta dharAve che. prajJI paMcendriya jIvImAM virya pAmaLanI lAyakAta nathI. tIrtha snA samovalarakAmAM temanI dezanAmAM pazuo parNa AvatI. dezanA pAmI, kalyANa sAdhI jatAM. pachI temAM saMDI paMcenjiya Ave. tIrthadaroe ghogane, sApane ke samaDIne dharma pamADavAnA dAkhalA che paNa. . kIDIne dharma pamADyAnA dAkhalA DhAMya Ave che ? e bhavomAM jJAna, zani, dharma pAmI zake tevI temanI avasthA ja nathI. sabhA - navakAra gaNavAthI tenA paramAnI asara na thAya? sAvAH- paretune jhIlavA jeTalI vAlake lAyakAta lo jaIhI ne temane sAMbhaLavA kAma nathI, vicAravA mana nathI. navaThAranA bAvanI asara thaI zake tevuM saroja nathI. . sabhA - tenAmAM AtmA nI parIne 1 sAheba - tema nI nIgIdamAM paNa AnmA che, jApAnamAM paNa AtmA che. paraMtu te pANI che, zAstramAM lakhyuM che The asaMjI jIvomAM zubha lesthA , zuka urja, zAsananI mokSamArga pAmavAnI lAyakAta Page #245 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 23 "danI nathI. navarATa saMbhaLAvIne tamAre kaMI pamADavuM che ne? che, gANI to tamane lAbha thAya, paNa tene lAbha thatI nathI. vyavahArathI e avanI bhava ja dharma mATe agya che kaI rIjhalTa Ave tevuM hoya to navakAra saMbhaLAvI nI varAbara. zAkhA nI pachI AvA avI, temAMthI kaMI rIte bAra nIkaLIne ucca gati bAMdhato. bhAva-aDAma nizithI ucca gati bAMdhI, A gatine duniyAnI akhADo kahyo che. jIvane temAM eka vakhata gayA pachI bAra nIkaLatA dama nIkaLI jAya. aDAma nizi eka ja tenA mATe sAdhana che, temA koI ja bIjo vikalpa nathI. tyAM zubha ledhyA, thAna, dharmanI ArAdhanA, viti mokSamArga kazuM ja nathI. phakta aDAma niza ja teno upatha che. duniyAmAM navA poInTa navvANuM TakA jIvo abhizImAM . siMNImAM to muThThIbhara jIva nathI, AkhA samumAM eka TIputhI pakA ochI o saMsImAM che. ApakI paNa tyAM sabaDyA chIe. jyAre tyAMthI nIkaLyA tyAre kAmanAthI ja nIkaLyA che. te eka avalaMbana che. bakAma nathI karavI bahu ja ThakA che. atyAre anukuLa saMgamA paNa kAma na DarI zakAya taima nathI. sabhA- saNana karI levAnuM eTale aDAmaniza thAya. sAheba nathI, karmano udaya thAya to sahana to karavuM paDe. tyAre badhIthamAM- zrIbApa karIne sahana karI, paraMtu aDAma nirdhA mATe nI sahana kaI rIte karavAnuM che? koDA paDatA jAya ane zAMtithI sahana karavAnuM bhAve. hAya hoya thAya to aDAma nijA na thAya. sabhA - ahevI mAtA akAma nirjarA I rIte karI sAheba temane keTalu zAMtithI sahana karyuM chaeN e temanI vidhatA nI, mATe ja nahI thAya. dA.ta. tamAre pADozI cAtha karato rIya Page #246 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 239 nI mAthAno dukhAva.lAge, thAya che bATaluM lohI pI gayo che, jyAre AlI bAjunu jhADa vIMdhI nAkhe che, to pachI tainA mATe te nathI thatI. AnA mATe mana to keTaluM zAMta aii. dukha vadhatA zAMti,. sahiSNutA, jhI Adi na pragaTe nI ajhAma nirA na thAya. sabA - temA lAgaNI hoya che - sAbag:- hA hoya, temanAmAM paNa rAgadveSa mAvyA che, vAsthitimAM . Dodha, mAna, mAthA badhu ja che. vijJAna prayogathI puravAra karI batAve che. temanAmAM paNa anarAga, prati, bhaya, zaNa, haiSa bahuM ja vijJAna : puravAra karI batAve che, jo ke ApaNe tyAM hajAro varSa pahelA A badhu lakhAyeluM che. mATe evA bhAva tevo DarmabaMdhuM cAlu che. Tile aThAma , nirjarI karavI sahelI nathI. balI dukha vaidhdhAthI akAma ni thatI hoya to nADInA javI keTaluM dukha veThe che. to pachI tenI akAmanA thAya. paraMtu tyAMthI temane saragatimAM jatA nathI. :kha Ave tyAre tenA nimitta pa2 uSa thatI hoya che. mATe asaMsImAM gayA pachI prAyaH karIne anaMtA bhave eka jaiva bahAra nIkaLI zake. A vAstavIka svarUpa che. te tabalu che. asaMsI juvono bhava mahAjakhamI bhava che. jema paga lapasya ele ne uMDe khUMpatI jatha, saMjJIparAmAM pANI urma karI, laI tI vAta judI che, nahitara ajagara mAM zaDIne beThA che. mATe ame kahIe chIe ke roja savAre coryAsI lAkha suvAthInInA svarUpanuM ciMtana karo. A saMsAramAM durgati mI phADIne uThI che. eka vakhata gayA pachI patI gayuM. paTAnnI Toca parathI paga lapasyo tene jhona bacAvI che. A badhA bhayasthAno dekhAvA joIe, tame to A saMsAramAM nizcita cho ne bahAdura cho mATe nirvicAi thI. ahiyA pacAsa jagA bhAva maLatA hoya, paraMtu tyAM to marI javo O tenI noMdha lenAra nathI. moTe bhAge Page #247 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ krmIne jIvo mare che. tyAM vaijJAno pAra nathI. A badhuM khatha to tamane ema thAya ke dharma pAmI sAdhanA karI. jaldI jaldI A saMsAramAMthI ThaMDA paDI jaIe. mahArAja tamane Dazave che tema nathI lAgatu ne ? paNa haNDIData hai, A ja saMsAranuM svarupa che. sabhA:- Dara jyurI che bhAbajI hA, sAyI Dara jarUrI che. Dara koNa na rAkhe, mukhya Toya ne Dara na rAkhe. paraMtu DAhyo mANasa che, te samalai che ke sAme ekhama che, thAre bAju Aga lAgI hoya ane uThADIne kahe hai bhAga no zuM kahezo DarAve che, ame kaMIka kAlpanIka bhaya nathI banAvatA, vAstavIka bhaya banAvIe chIe. mATe sAvadhAna thaIne dharmanA icchuka banI, ane tenA mATe jaina vAsane thavA mATe bhUmiThA banAvI che. potAne thaDavA mATe bIjAnuM mulyAMkana karavA mATe A bhramiALo banAvI che. jIva che mAtra teTalAthI prAbhA- bhati DavA lAyaka bananI nathI. AthI DadAya sadguNovALo hoya to te vakhANa DavA lAyaka nathI. zuM tamane A magamAM baMdha baisaro, tame kahezo gukhta garbha tyAM doya nenI prazaMsA DavAmAM vadhI nathI, amAre khazabavAtane mahatva nathI. Apavu, paNa bhArAnI prazaMzA karavAmAM vAMdho jaina zAsanamAM mA paNa bahu vakhANavA lAyaka na inama pazminA pratikramaNamAM tathAra bolo cho, temA Ave che 3 mithyAI naNI probharaDIthI - - A badhu zrAvakanA aticAramAM Ave che. labhA:- basa sAdeba ame to khAlI bolI jaIe chIe. mATey:- 81, namAre artha sAthe levA devA nahi ne, pachI mAnavAno ThoIja savAla nathI, tyAM guNanI prazaMsA DavAnI nA pADI che. eno artha huM thayo ! A jagatamAM guga pachI badhA sArA nathI. guNa paNa 240 Page #248 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 bhUmikAnA doya te prAMmA pAtra che, mATe nAstITha ke amInA guNonI prazaMsA, bahumAna, anumodanA na thAya ane karI nau mithyAtva Adi krarma baMdhAya. bhAH arvazInI vyAkhyA zu ? sAhebajI- jeTalA dharmo che temAM koIpaNa dharmanA atyAra "vicArane apanAvatI nathI ne adhamI tamAma dharma je mikSAtane mAne che tene zravA rUpe mAnano nathI te nAnI. ane koIpaNa dharmanA AtmArUpa zilAtI mAne che te AstIka, na mAnanAra nAstITha. na AtharanAra avamI ane mAthAnAra dhI sabhA- AnIka che tema khabara paDe, 9 sadehavuH- mAtrajJanA vicAro Dagalene pagale vyavAramAM abhivyakta thatA hoya che, cA2 sANasa dharmanI vAta kazmA hoya tyAre nAstIDane vaidIyAnI vAta lAge. atyAre ghaNA evA che ke potAnA zone na mAne. tema keTalATha DokTaro, vakIlo, ophIsaraze ke DIine dharmano vAta kaztI jue tIdAmI uDAve, atyAre tamArA gharImA paNa Avo varga che, tame kadAca gharmanI vAna karo to tamAro dharma tamArI pAse rAkho temAM rasa nathI. atmAnI vAta kare no karelI ke AtmA kone bethI che! have A badhAne zuM devu ? dharma mAnatA nathI, ane pachI sajajana thaine kaztA dIyano paNa nirgunI kahyA hai. nAstInA guNane guNa tarIke svIkAravAnA nathI. sabhA- guNanI artha zu ? sAejI:- ja emanA AtmAno ulAra kare te sAco gufA kahevAya. sabhA- guNAnurAga maryAdAmAM rAkhavAnI 1 sAebalu = 1- guNAnuga* maryAdAmA nahi, paNa sAthA guNyono anuvAda Page #249 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ DaravAnI che, nuvAna che tevA zuganI anurAga karavAnI nathI. guDamAM sArI vAta hoya to paNa tenI pravAsa karavAnI nathI, nahitara guMDAgIrIne protsAhana maLe. haLI nA guNInI prAMsA nAya; karAya to doSa lAge. guNAnuzAmAM ghelachA nathI: lAvavAnI. paga mAthA guNonI Na karavAnI I. - have nimA dharma che. game te dharmane te mAmAnI vya, pAchI sAthI mAnanI rIya AthanI hItha, thoDI paLa Avare che, je badhI AvI lAsa che, jemA bhara zuM pADyA - - mA pAmelA ane mArga na pAmelA. mArza pAmalAnI kaLA 6thI che ane na pAmelAnI kaLA utaratI che, pachI bhalena mAM guNA vadhAre hoya, ame karIe ke nAstIkanA lAkha guNI DA, AstIkanI eka guNa vadhAre sArI evI rIte adharmanA kalA, dhIbo eka, gA bhANe, temAM paNa game teTalI urja utsA hoya, mArga na pAmelI have te nathI che ane mArga pAmelI hoya te thI che - A badhI kalA pADu che. jethI kalAvALI kirUNI kahevAthI, nIcI kakSavALA naguNI kahevAyo. pachIdyulara ane laIne dInanukasI kA nathI. A vyavahAra jamikA amArI bAha ane . abhyatara varba rIte AvI. A zu kare che kA kaI rIte nakkI 'vI; paricayamAM Ave choTarsa tarata ja khabara paDe ke dhamI che ke amI che, nAstIka che ke zAstIka , sAthI mArga pAmyo che ke nathI pAmyI. mane khabara paDe te rIte sukAnI prAMsA ane zramanA ghAtha. | nema bhama ke bhagavAnanuM thAna maLyuM. deva-guru-dharmanI oLakha hauya lI bhArthI mATe tene prApta thayo che. je bhamare te mahenata karIne pAme nI mAthI maNa pAmavAnI bhekhAvanA che. badhA ja pAmI gAthA Page #250 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 243 tevuM paNa nathI. je pAmyA che te pachI tetara pakA hoya che rANI hoya, pavitra hoya, ne sadAcAravALuM jIvana paNa nA hoya ke na pALanA hoya, paNa maNa thI pAmyA te rIbyurI karI zakAya. dhe temanA patie uSa nahi javAnI paraMtu ahepa ane nAnA bhAva lAvavAnI . che Itara dharmanA sayAsImA AcAra-vicAra mArI vanu jamIna : bAmAM bhAva AvavI joIe. bhala, athatA . bahumAnanI bhAva . na joIe. tamane amArI vAta saMkuthI lAgatI. paraMtu kAIka parAyA ke potAnAnI vAta nathI. je ATalo dharma karavA chatAM mArga nathI pAmyA ne vaine kalAnI bava thAya che, ane ayA bahumAnano bhAva thAya nI aviveka gaNAya che. sabhA- ' . . . . . saba- Avaka jAnavaro paraloka pUNya pApa tanu bhuja mAmalAthI ja koi evI jAna pADI che. nANamAM jANazAonuM vargamAM AgavuM sthAna hatuM. mahAtmAmAM zAsabhAmAM jA, zAkhI pA. mahAgAmone sAMbhaLavA nA. nA tyAre AgaLanI harIjhamAM besADatA kAraNa AstIka nItimAna, Apane mAnanArA che, dharmamAM salA. che. thAre atyAre sattAdhIzI mukhya pAyamAM mAne tema nathI. mATe dharmamAM mAnavAno savAla ja nathI. ane sAmAjIka thI lai panAma thayelA che, AvAne AgaLa lavaNI to dharma baniAma thayo. ', bhabha - atyAre thA mAthabargavanA tene bolAve che.' bhAIba - te khoTa ja che. bhAmathI Ave to amArA upAyanA daravAjA baMdha nathI. upAzrayanA havAja rAtre pakA khullA hoya che. para sAmathI mAnI ja nathI. paNa mAre bolAvavAnI zuM jara' huM to tamane paNa bolAvatI nathI. amArA mAdhunA AcAra Page #251 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samI. jene meLavavAnI garaja dautha te sAMbhaLavA Ave che koInI vyaktigata vAta nathI, paNa amArA mAthA che. amArA maNe ke baMdI banI rahevAnuM che. tame bAvA nI ja amAro dharma thAya, ArAdhanA thAya, tame na Avo to huMDaLI javAno Avo tathI javAnI, amAre amArI prAthanAthI karavAnuM che. amane to bhagavAne kalaha pathamahavana, svAdhyAya Adi batAvyA che. mAthI mAthu pachI Iyu vAkAya nahiAto upadezA ApavAnI javAbadArI : amane sadI chebhagavAne kahyuM che ke sAme jo pAse tevo bava lAyaTha hoya ane tamArI jItI zanie temane upadeza na ApatISa lAge. kAraNa sAcA dharmano pravAha akI jaya zAsananA mAIno lopa thAya. tamArA jevA zrIla na maLe to amAruM dhyAkA aDhI javAnuM nathI. mATe sArmathI bolAvavAnI vAta nathIparaMtu sAthI sAdhInAni have adharmI para ja anAsAthI Ave to tene dharma meLavavA vadhAra I. ane tenI braliDapramAze, tArA mATe ahi pramANe upadeza ApavA lathAra chIe, paga mAthI bolAvavAmAM mAnatA nathI. je mAdhune mana thAya te khoTuM che. A lokone jazapaNa mahatva ApavA vadhu nathI. kadAtha netane mahatva ApI nI khoTa nathI. A sAthIo mATe nI sakhata &iLATa bharelo che, mATe A lIsthIrIhI. sAthe nIeLe che, nahitara nI janatA ja tene lIdhI che. janatAne jenA mATe ATalI sAva tene tame bhAratIza paTerAvo ane sosAmAM zu ne vadhu bAlI. " " , , , - A tamAma suMbaImAM eka sthAe mane kahyuM nathI ane AvuM gAvI dIdhazuM. te vakhate mane ema ke sAmethI Avya hatI, patyu pachIthI mane khabara paDI, te vakhate mane bolavA mATe kahyuM. paNa tamane joine . saMpa ghelI thathI hoya te mATe che. konA vakhANa thAya ane konA na Page #252 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 245 thAya tevo viveka nathI. Alu me maru na stchuM Avu badhAne gamatuM nathI. vagara pArako bI 6 DarIe I lu lAge. A tamArA zabda boluM chuM. tamAre sAcuM nAma Ave tema nathI. nA zAsana pUjAmAM mAne che, paNa jamaDAnA guNI levAnA che.' game tevAne kAnamAM mahatva na apAya. game tevAne mahatva ApatI mahAna zAna che, namo . kSadhi prasaMge temanuM kAma paDe che thinA kAma mATe relInuM " Tha<< paDe che. , kAlatenA mATe tamAre mahidha zakhavA paDyA . hItha nI aMgata rIte baMdha rAkhI, gusaMdhUMdha rAkhavA. mA sattA vamanA dazathamA che mATe prasaMge jarUra paDepaDAya tame bhadamAM mAna ApI tenA karatA aMgUna thIne mAna ApavA nI. jalI thavI. nahitara AvIne kahyo to zAsananI praNAlIDAne toDI zI, baghane pANI cho, A tamane janasaMghanI paraMparA calAvI. | anya dharma sAdhusaMto, gatIvI pratye kAno bhAva hoya, paraMtu prabhAva na Ave. e bhADatathI sujhI paDo, vANI, masA ke bahumAna karI tI A adhiveDha gaNAto. thau de che ke amArA utA nI cAne ? nA, jarAya nahi. game teTalA bAhAra-vicAra pANatA hoya to paNa mArga na pAmelA hoya lI bhAtavA2 nIcA kahevAthI. - sAbhAra- mArga pAmelA che ke na tainanI I rIte karavuM sAbag:- bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM ahiMyA mArga pAmelA hoya ane na pAmatA hoya tema anya dharmamAM paNa mArga pAmayA hoI zake. ja mArga pAthA I, tenI AMtarika rahI haa. : je mAthA arthamAM mesAthI vize, tene koIpaNa manano dAha nathI, tevA javI game tyAM rahelA hoya to mArga pAmelA che Page #253 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jyAre nainAmAM amanano Agraha che, potAnI vAnanI kAmada che, ane vairAgya nathI tevadana zAsanamAM hovA chatAM paNa te mArga pAmelA nathI. '+ !! '' upAdhyAyae kahyuM ke ' nainAmAM AvAAvA bhAva che te bhAvathI jaina dhI DAya, jainAmAM AvAAA bhAva nathI te janama janmelA hovA chatAM paNa bhaththa jaina nahi paNa kuLathI jaina vAya ApaNe tyAM apunabaMdhaka asvastha banAvI temAM zrutino adveSa ane sekSAranI vAgya pedA thAya. ane koIno kadama nahoya. AvI ghAvaLA jIvane apunardhika vo kahIe chIe. pachI te game tyAM rahelo hoya te mArga pAmelo che. bhAvajana che.. sAH- sAdhaDi bhakti Ave tyAre . huM vu! bhAIjI- sAdharmika bhakti be makAre che. eka vyaktigata ane bIjI sAramAM saMghajamaNa karIne bhakti karaze. cho te jAheramAM thai vyaktigata mIte ghare bolAvIne tathA vyaktigata rIte bIjI rIte kare te vyaktigata thai. ve bAramAM bhata kavAnI Ave che mAM je thavahAlathI pAmelA che te badhAne nimaMtraNa apadhya, sarabharA thAya, tenI bhakti thAya. ane vyaktigata Ave tyAre dharma ane koIne bhakti zaya. khAlI gAmadhA jenI kuLanA jAna hoya to tenI vyaktigata bhakti kanhAnI nathI. na zAsana gura tamArI tI,zuM mahAta che.ke paTelAM jarUrIyAtavALAnI bhaDita karavAnI jarUriyAta nathI. tenuM kAMI karavAnu nIi. mATe pahelA jhupaDapaTTImAM bhakti karI, tamArA dhImI Aja che ane pAchA bolI rIbaI bicArA che. sAdharmiko bithAza kahevAya ? ArthiDa TaTIe nabaLA che mATe temane ra 0. 'sabhA toDyuM e vAta khoTI ' 246 Page #254 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 35 bhArebajI jaruriyAnavALAnI bhakti doya. ane priyAna hai mATe bhakti ka2e cho OM tamAre zthiAna che mATe bhaDita DarI cho? huM devagurune tamArI bhaktinI jarura che mAre bhaDita karo cho ? kuMtI emanI bhakita nahi karo to emane ema nathI jo mATe bhakti mATe jarUriyAta zaivAya nadi, ane tevo vicAra DaratI bhAthI bhakti devAya nadi tamane A badhuM ulaTu lAge chene? bhakti pAmatInA ghIrNa lAbha vadhAre 3 jariyAtavA dho lAbha vadhAre! bhaktigai pariNAmanI dhArA utpanna thAya chai.. mATe tenAthI sAbha vadhAre thAya,. * mIthI pahelA bhaDita bhagavAnanI che. temane tanuM jarurIyAna che? tame dezamara na banAvyu hota nI te zuM badAra ii jAta paraMtu temanA guNInI pUjA ane bahumAna karavAnA che. kSaNAH- navuM maMdira pachI karavuM ane padamA jIrNAkAra karavAnuM karyu? sATebabuH- paristhiti zuM thai ! bhakti nainI karavAnI che te daiva narI samAna stara che. jI vAra karavAnI pahelA jarUra che, kAraNa AzAtanA Adi doSo moTA uMbhA na thAya mATe pahelA karavAnuM che. mATe sAdharmiThamAM khAlI rITAnamAM svAna na apAya. nahitara AkhI eMgala khoTI erI. eka guNIyala sAdharmikanI bhakti ane guLa na hoya tenI bhakti karI nI guNIyala sAdhamiDanI bhakti khata vadhAre rUpa Apo. mATe guNIyalane zodhatAM vu paDe. sAdhumAM paNa guNIyalanI bhakti pahelA karavAnI che. nirguNI sAdhunI bhakti karavAnI nathI. to game te sArvamiDanI bhaDita hai thAya ! sabhA :- paNa madada to karavI joiene 1 sadehajI ne tame tene sAdharmiTha mAnatA hoya to madada bda na Page #255 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ jhadevAya, paraMtu tenI to sevA ane bhakti ja doya. saunI pA dI ke anukaMpA karavA mAMgatA hova tyAre tenA OM tamAza AtmAne bhAbha thAya mATe karavAnI che. I. jIvanA khAlI bhautika drSTIme duHkha dUra karavA tevI ApaNI dharma banAvI nathI. A zemAramAM bhautika dukha che. have duHkha dUra karavA che. no sana 62 ka2vA dharma AvI, teja upAya che: duHkha ' meMdInA lIghI, AkhA besArano tyAga karyo. ne ame uMco dharma pAmyA hoya to paMtha mahAvrana pALavAnA paga e bhautika dUra karavA teja kharo dharma che to mAre zuM karavAnuM Ave ! mAnava sevya to pachI A dIkanA lIdhI temeM bhUla TharIne? nahitara bhUkhyAne bhojna; tarasyAne pANI mAMdAne ghvA, Ama ja badhI sevA karavI joie ne ! paNa bhagavAne Avu davAnuM yoTa banAvyu ? ulaTAnI nA pArTIne ' NI cho. tamArA gurUnI AcAra vicAra zuM ? barAbara samajo to, tIrthaMkaranA jIvana vAMcI to mana sAdhanA karI "savi jIva Da pasan mI. Aja bhAvanA dudhIne ? enAM badale "savi jIva 86 bhauga rasI" evI bhAvanA kema na karI, slogamAM dararoja bolI ane cho paNa artha zuM che te samajAya ke vicAranuM ja baMdha rAkhyu che. jyAre bhagavAna janmyA tyAre zuM koi bhUkhyA, tarasyA bhAMdA,garIba nahotA janmyA pachI temanI pAse zAkti, vaibhava chello hoya, chatAM ema na thayu ke badhAnA duHkha dUra karI zrImaMta banAvI dauM, sAjA zrI . ino paNa temanI vaivAmAM hAjara hatA. teDyo paNa badhuM ja karI zake. chatAM gRti zaktie oIna karyuM 1 ma 'sA- sI we vaSIdAna jaima Ape che. bhAdebajI! dIkSA letA ja kaima ApyuM ? jgyA tyAre kaima na ApyuM ! 249 Page #256 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ale. - zana ksa Ape che? tI Dare cheDe cAritrazapa dharma kavara bIDI che. 35Na A sattA, saMpatti, vaikhava katharA jaivA che, choDavA jevA che, tenuM AcaraNa abhivyakta karavA vAna Ape che. e garIvonuM duHkha dUra karavA Apyu che to huM chelle dADe ja garIbo nIkaLyA. mATe jaina ghAmananuM tatva zAnte bahu ja gaMbhIra che, duHkha kyAre tame puNya pApanI savotane utAyo nathI. kare che Ave? bhUnakALamAM jIve DoI pApa karyuM hoya tyAre Ave ne ! tame Ama duHkha dUra DarI paNa jyAM sudhI te pApa karavAnuM baMdha na kare nI sAcA arthamAM duHkhanuM nivastra thAya tame tene zrImaMta banAvI paNa sAthI dayA mAM ja A jagatamAM koi jIva pApa na kare tene mATe pUNDa banavuM te. jenAthI pApanuM pauSaNa maLe te thA, dayA nathI. te pApI jIvanamAMthI ochu kare tevI dA DaravAnI che. bheMsAramAM jIvIne du:kha che tyAM sudhI dAyotha karI. jevuM duHkha dUra thavI eTale gelamAM AvI jaze. pachI bheMsAramAM tuM karI sAthe pApanu poSaNa thayu kahevAya! paraMtu tenA jIvanamAMthI pApa ochu thAya te jevAnuM. svadharma pAmI nI pApathI chUTo bhagavAne varSIdAna dharma pamADavA Apyu che. bhaunika duHkha dUra DA nathI ApyuM. bhAre ththA, dAna karI tyAre dharma pamADavA karavAnuM che, eka jIvane mAMdo juo to bharezarI thaI jAya. paraMtu tamArI jo duHkha dUra karavA pUratI ja rI hoya to mana zAsananI thA vasI nathI. sabhAjanI anukaMpA DaI rIte kare - sAhebajI jenI anukaMpA cokkasa karI vADe paNa te kaI rIte te bhamavu khUba ja jarurI che. have tamAre jainadharmanI praMyAsa karAvavI che hai tamArI Page #257 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 250 'maNe kAvavI che? ApanI anukaMpAmAM jaina dharmanI ja mAMsA kAvavAnI che. tame evI rIte cthA dAna karo ke jenAthI AkhA jagatamAM na zAsanano phelAvo thAya. lokone mArga pamADavA, pApathI mukta thavA mATe anukaMpA karavAnI che. have je jIvo muLathI adharma pAmelA che tenA phakata strIlijha kuba ja dura to tene to tenAM pApanI duntAne poSakA maLI. zAkha dura thavAthI pAchA pApo ka2vAmAM ja maLI paDayo. sabhAno pachI ane je rIte anukaMpA karIe chIe tenAthI to pApa ja lAge ne ? mATebanamArA saMghamAM irAnI anukaMpAmAM amuka vastuo joIne huM zajI thayo chuM. pakAanukaMpAthI rAju ane kaI anupAthI rAjI naTa te jANavuM paDe." anukaMpA pharatI vakhate maMdira ke dharma sthAnI sAthe hovA jarUrI che. thI ApaNA dharmanA mAM dukhI javI Ave tyAre temane thAya ke A no dharma DaravA Ave che pakA sAthe ApaNA jevAnI paNa kevI mAvajata kare che; bhAsabhALa rAkhe che, khAvA-pIvAna Ape che. emanI dharma kevI rahI ne koI jAtanA Apau saMbaMdha vagara ATalI thinA kare che. mATe dharmanA kaneDAna vAnI ja anukaMpA ThapakArne mAnya che. ' - ghaNA loko che ke 8 savAre khANa, pIvAnuM. davA vagere laIne khamI vIramAM ya tyAM jaIne maNanI sAravAra kare, khAvA pIvAnuM Ape lAgaNI batAve tene khuza karI saMtoSa Ape. paheluM AmAM nmanA banika dukha dUra karavA sivAya bIju kaI kanekazAna na hotha mATe A anukaMpA jaina zAsanane mAnya nathI. - varSIdAna pachaf Hbue avasare ja ApyuM che. . moTA dharmanA avama vakhane ke jenAthI dharma upara sabhAva thA. lenArane thI thAya ane ApanArane paNa adhika thAtha. mATe dharmasthAna 8 varmapravRtti Page #258 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 51 1 nuM kanaiDakzana doya tevI ja anukaMpA mAnya che. dharmanA aMga tarIke anuDepA karavAnI che. svataMtra samIDa nathI banAvI. varSanA avasare, dharma sthAnakomAM, tavA dharma kazmAM demA badhAnA sukhadu:khanI dhinA DaravAnI che. jyAre paNa dharma DaravA nathI tyAre jagatanA jIvane zAMti maLe te ja bhAvanA rIya. ari parvanana paNa irIne cheka jainIno dhArmika utsava Ave tyAre jIva annane zoni maLe svI pravRtti joIe. dharmanI prazaMsA thAya te ja rIte saMyA karavAnI che. Ave jenI kaivA che ke gupta rIte cupacupa jaIne anAja, davA, DapaDAM, yaMttA ApI Ave. kAraNa jaina hovAnA kAraNe jainatvanA saMskAra hovAnA kAraNe DomaLatA temanAmAM vaNAyelI che. ATe moTA morA zrImaMto paNa gAmaDAmAM ane jaIne A rIte karI AvatA hoya che. A rIte jainonA abare zapiyA A rIte A mArge atha che, paraMtu A badhuM gupta rIte, svataMna tarIke - jyAM dharmanuM, zAsananuM koI DIDakzana nathI mATe vicAraNIya che, je zAsanane mAnya nathI. AvI rIte ThA karatAM dharmAnaDomAM vuM joie ane dharmanA avasare karavuM eIe. tIrthaMkaroe paNa varSanA avasare ja varSIdAna kyuM che. dharmane krUrata davA dharmanA sAdhana tarIke ja karyuM che. paraMtu tame tI atyAre zIrSAsana DI dIdhuM che, ane tene tame sAdharma banAvI dIdhA che. tame hai medinA sthAna mAM karI chI te bAbara che. dezabhara, uppAthI ja saMkaLAyelu che. hajI paNa vizeSa rIte ThIne dharmanI sArI prabhAvanA thaI zake, mATe amArI anukaMpA kavAnI virodha nathI paNa badhAmAM viveka Avo. Page #259 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 252 vAkara | papha- zrI yugamSaNavijya sa bhyo nama: vAta yaugIkA gIyANA Teka pAvAnA anara upakArI, anaMtarAnI zrI nIkara paramAtmA jagatanA pratyeka jIva mAtrane bhALI hina ciMtAnI A karanArA dharmanInI sthApanA kare che. . . . . ' | mahApuruSonI Tie paramAtmAnuM vAcana ne keDamAM saLakhAvavuM hoya tene kadI thAkAtha jagananI sAcI ciMtA kevI rIte karavI, tene batAvanAra mArga e paramAtmAnuM zAsana che. tamArA AtmAnuM ane jagatanuM bhalu karI te paramAtmAnI AzA, upadeza che ke koInuM pANI kharAba Icche to te tamArI patnI che. jIvamAnanuM ne zvAnI AjJA Ave che, paraMtu kaI zubhakAmanA karavA lAyaka che kaI zubhakAmanA karavA lAthA nathI. tenI uDI viveka na vAsanamAMao che. A nakAmanA paNa IjharavA lAyaka ane sI nazvA lAyaka tenI pAchaLa viveka banAve che aha che agamAnA kA2ko buza karavAnI bhAvanA thatI hoya te tamArI nabaLAI I. * sabhA- badhA zubhabhAva pAkA na kazaya 1 mArobAra, gaI kAle ApaNI vAta nIkaLavAthI te praznanI carcA thaI temA samajI na hovAnA kAraNe thatI gemaja ane gItaLI thayo che, paraMtu ame zAstrIe spaSTa ane sacoTa laga ja vAta karI che. paheluM mAro svabhAva I. je varSothI tamArU mAnasa je rIte thAyeluM hoya temAM mAhI paNa virodhI vAta Ave eTale samajyA vagara thatI nathI , amArI paka samaja ke jUla ganI zauca nI chI vADo , paraMtu A pATa upara vIne bhAnanI AjJA mujaba ja bolavAnI IcchA che. A pachI bhoLa bAnI vAta karavAnI bhAvanA nathI. zAstranI dIne nava vAta karI tamane vana utarane, te tame rIjeDaTa karo khoTI vAta che karma karanArane janadharmanA pAyAnA tatvanI khabara nathI. Page #260 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2513 | bApA lInara hAsana che. duniyAnA anya dharmo te lIss ghama cheduniyA ne dharma mAne che tene ApaNo dharma mAnatA nathI. paNa lokone khabara nathI. tevI dhI vyAkhyA jInezvaravAe lokone banAvI che. mATe vyA, dAna, paropakAra badhAmAM lokottaratA Avo..' nAnI sakhI pravRttimAM pakA, loDonaranA vadhI che. ane te zAstranA bAMdhavA samajavI zake che, A abhuta vAnane oLakhI zasI tI tenI 792 3ii zakato. gaIkAle mA bApa phaLa viSaya nahotI paNa jAheramAM Avyu mATe sArA pramAne karavuM paDe. tamane na game to pachI vADI , pachI manamA nahi khAvALavAnI jarUra nathI. huM gaIkAle zuM bolyo hato te garIthI rIpITa hu mATe dhyAnamAM rAkho. bApA nA zAsanamAM jagatanA kevaLa bhautika sukha dUra karavAnI bhAvanAthI thA, ghananI pravRti batAvatA nathI. AvuM chuM spaSTa bolyo hato. paraMtu je chevu batAvavuM hoya che jagatamAM kevaLa bhItika du:kha 1 thavAnI bhAvanA karavI, pachI te sAthe ja sovAya; pahelu tevu nathI ane laDAI karo eTalI dharma Detha kavAya. paraMtu A saMsAramAM viSayakaSAthathI eTalA jIvo dukhI che ke te vathAnA nInika dukhI 2 thAya tevI tamannA De kAmanA klAsananA zrAvakanA manamAM na hoya. mATe ahiyA ja vAMdho paDe che, kevI kAmanA bhAvakanA manamAM hoya, kathA dukha kaI rIte dUra karAya tevI kevI kAmanA 8Aya ke na kAya tenI badhI viveka zAsanamAM banAvyo che. - voka pachI jIva duHkhI thAya tevI amArI IcchA nathI, ame paNa avamAnanA kukhanuM nirAzA IcchIe chIe. mukta thAya ane sukhI thAya taikA amane kaMI vAMdhI, virodha nathI. chatAM paNa evA duHkha dUra karavAnI bhAvanA karAya tenI viveka che. A pachI tamArA mATe navI kSa che, ' ApaNe tene plena dvArA joIe. Page #261 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 254 * A yugamAM Arthika saMyogo ane sAmAjIka saMyogo evA ubhA karyA che ke ghaNA yuvAno paimA paraNyA vagaranA che. tenI tamArAthI ke mArAthI IcchA purAya che A bA paNI bhaya sAru nathI polA dukha che ke sukha che du:kha keTalAka prakAranuM che. AvI kAmanA AjJAthI kazaya khatI . A kALamAM ghaNA jIvo evA che ke saMsAra mAMDyA pachI saMtAna thayA nathI to zuM ema vicAzatha evA badhAne samAna thaI jAya to bhA! temane khAvA-pIvA; paTeravA-oDhavAnuM bahu sukha che ghA khINAnI chuMdanAra nathI. vA vA che ke DIInA dIkarA nA zakI paDe, ramADavA mATe tarata ja ucakI le, emane prAnuM eTaluM du:kha hoya che ke khAvAnuM paNa bhAvatu nauya. AvA bItiHkha 12 thAya te kAmanAnI vAta sAthe mATe choDI dI parena mAvatarIke paNa IcchA kaakharI mATe saMbhAmAM dalA khare che te bava 62 thAva eTale vAMTAo pI jaya, nisaMtAna ne saMtAna than:bhaga na zo tene mojavA maLe. premIo: je virahamAM taDape che tenuM milana thAya. AvI to keTalI kAmanA AvI. nI zuM AvI badhI kAmanA thAya kharI? sabhA sAheba khAlI karI, pas, mAna rAkhIe to ? : sAbibu - name mAnI artha zuM tha khAlI Aja kukha, dukha chebIjI kuchI dukha nathI, paraMtu tenA karatA thavA bIjA morA che, mATe paDelA sikAMta bAMdho, Apa prinsIpala para ja thAya. tame to zas Apelu surA puMsADI dIdhu. sArI vastu para badhI ka2vAlAyaka yogya che ke nahi teno vicAra daravI paDe mATe teno zikAna bAMdharvo paDe. mATe jAmanano. prInsIpala batAvavA mAMgu chu , ApAkanIkI mAunA kasbI vakhate AvI bhAvanA ke pravRtti kema nA kahevA mAgulanI gaNanA bhavathI sAghanA cAlu thAya che. Page #262 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 55 ane zailA bhave to te madhanA parANanI hoya che. chellA bhavanA janma vakhate tA luka samakinI hoya che. cAra nAnA jhI hoya che. AgalA bharta saMsAranI duHkhamaya davAnuM avalokana karaze temane na thAya che, ane TIpa levalanI icchA taimanA hAthamAM hoya che. atinA hRdaya vivavAnsathamatha hoya che. jagatanA jIvamA maLe 'apAra mA vAtsalya hItha . yAne vIza karyo hoya tenA karatAM . paNa I vaga adhika vAtsalya, lagA kauya che. mATe A dukhI : joine karuNAnI uMdhI temane evI bhAvanA bhAvI ke bhavi. java zAsana hI. paraMtu bIju koI bhAvanA me na bhaNI : tame aune mane kI ne cho khaza manI bhAvanA para DarI vicAra thaI kha tIrthakarIe zuM kAma AvI zaka havA chatAM paNa AvI pravRtti karI nathI. aMtima bhavamAM badhAne baMgalA ApI zake tema che, cIsa InI temanI sevAmAM ja che jethI pavI para paNa jIvane dukhI jovAnuM na Ave. badhAne zrImaMta vane sukhI karI vAke tema che. A paNa karavAmAM temanI sarakArI hAnizanI chatA paNa tamane AvI . paNa pravRtti karI nahi, lI vasya nuM karavA thI zatru pakI na karyuM eTale zu sula karI ane tene bhUla mAnI tI mAkhI mikAna khoTI thaI jAya. sabhA:- vapana vAne to AvI pravRtti karelI. bhAbija- A pautanI thatha gaI kAle vAgI thaI gaI che. te vakhate ja bhUgavAne AvI pravRti karI ane pahelA mana karI, vAgyA tyArathI ja ApI zake tevI aNana zrI zake tema nA. paraMtu te vakhate temane varSanI prabhAvanAnA sAdhana tarIke ApyuM che. gatanA dukha dura karavAnI bhAvanAthI nathI ANa. varmA aMga tarIke prApya che. bhagavAna zrIhalA paNa evI rIte che ke keTalAka Page #263 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bhIDI dharma pAmI jAya. A saMsAramAM sattA1-vaibhava rIDhI sIDhI bahu ja katharI barAbara che. tapa-tyAga- saMyamanu mulya che. teja Adarza meLavavA lAthaDa che. A tatvanuM AkhI duniyAne bhAna DazavavA mAMge che. A badhuM pheMkI devA jevo thaze che. mATe A dAna loDIne varma pamADavA Ape che. ane jevA mAtrathI ghaNA jIvI badhIbIja, samakIna Adi pAme che. dAnanI prabhAva apUrva batAvyo che, 1AmAM Anu vistArathI varNana che. saMsArIjIvInuM duHkha dUra karavAnI amArI nA nathI, paraMtu tenA kvAntIka hIlane lagamA zakhIne bhItithyA karavAnI che. ane anukaMpA DavAnI nA nathI pADatA, paNa zAstramAM je rIte banAvI che te banAvavA mAMgIe chIe . jemAM gharanuM anusaMdhAna joie, vaiiane jAie. atyAre dazeko rupithA jenI pAsethI anukaMpA pAchaLa kharthAya che. dhArmika kuztI sAmAjIDItramAM ghaNuM zana vadhI che. jenI paNa mAnavA thaI gayA che OM sAmAjIka kAryoM eja kharo dharma che. mAnavasevA ja kharI dharma che. maMdirI to bInajarurI che. gaya sabhA: AmA mATebajI - A prazna pUchanArane bAbara bhAna dovu eIe ke te kahevA mAMge che. Ama zu kahyu che ? vagara upakAre paNa enu rata vamAM jainuM bhinna ratapaNlR che,teja tIrthaMkarone ati banAvavAmAM mukhya sAyana che. 1 timAM stapaNu naiInu paNa hita vImA, koinu paga sukha ztapatru nathI lakhyu. be khAlI sukhI karavAthI hita thatu hoya to vALane paragAvI do to sukhI thaI gaya. eTale tuM tenu kalyANa thaI baya ! paraMtu ame to gananA jIvamAnanuM na IcchIe chIe. to pachI dinomA 3 pita bolo M d 25 Page #264 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 57 * eTale AtmA Ave ja, mATe AtmAnA hitane lakmamAM zakhavAnuM che. jagatanA jIvamAgamAM AtmakalyANane sAme rAkhIne thyA dAnanI pravRtti karavAnI Ave. paraMtu bhaunika duHkhone sAme rAkhIne jana zAsanamAM dhyA-dAnanI pravRtti nathI banAvI. vyavahAramAM niyama kyuM che! jema nAnu vyApaka che tene samaga nathI. tenu hita vImA che, ati nImA jaina paNa namaju mA-bApo tenI badhI IcchA pUrI na kare, jema cAra varSanA bALakane AradI, khAMsI sakhata thai hoya tyAre mA pAse AiskrIma maLe to sArI mAta tene ApI de na Ape to bAkhaDa vaDe mAthA pachADe to paNa tha sArI mA Ape kharI; dA rahyA kare to vAMdho nahi. zrAMkho lAlacoLa thai jAgha paNa vAMdho nahi, chatAM padamA Ape nahi. to zuM nA kula che, kaTho thavALI che zkatI joI jema pIgaLI jAya teja mA dayALu che! to kauna : sabhA na Ape te sAdebajI - pANu nai, kAraNa zuM ? je tane sAme rAkhIne bALAnuM tAtkAlIka duHkha dUra kaztI nathI . je bhagA ja tenuM du:kha tAtkAlIka 62 ka2vA thAiskrIma ApIde to bALaTha khuza thaI jaze, nAcavA mAMDaze paNa te samaje che ke lALe gALe kalpakSa nyumonIyA thayo ane bannene vAno vAro Avaze. jagatanA juvonA bhaunika duHkho dUravAthI temanA duHkho dUra thavI nathI. mATeja tIrthaMkarIe A bhAvanA nAvI hatI. jamarukha khAvAnI bALaka mA pAse IcchA kare, eTale vyu tenI IcchA che, eTale huM ApI devuM ? paraMtu vicAravu paDe ke na omAM che. sIkarI jgatanA jIvonu sAcu ta vomA che te nI che. bhale badhA e? duniyAnA duzma 62 ghAya ane gela karIe: temAthI bAra kADhavAnI nI zee kappanA karI nathI. paNa zuM kAmanA 9mI che? je zakti Ave lo Page #265 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 228 " zavI juva 9 zAsana mI" paraMtu "bhavI jIva Dabhoga ramI " tevI bhAvanA temane bhAvI nathI. - sabhA - Taba vastupAla nepAle vo paropakArI che. te kaI rana bhAva-temane je paropakAra karyo che. temAM bhagavAnanI A vizae eka pachI matti DarI nathI. sabA - temane to mArI para baMdhAvI che. baza, thoDa, kuvA, taLAva, aotFAna, kaLA, dharmazALA, panikAmI, mam Rsii ane evI saMkhyAmAM baMdhAvyA che. vIDi gharmanA maMdiro pakai balAvI ApyA che, paNa te badhuM samajavu paDe. vastupAla tathA levalanI vyakti che te vicAze. atramAM rahelI vyaktinA sAmAjIka kallo judA che ane sAmAnya vyakitanA kartavya judA che. jaina zaa-mazarAja-maMtrI, gaujhaunA sAmAjIka kAryo judA che, kAMI sAmAnya vyaktine hAtha na thAtha. - ame karIe ke anya dharmanA sAdhune vana-bhakti kare to te lAge. paraMtu baMdiyA pAkA viveka che te jovuM paDaze, jemake zAne , rAjasabhAmAM koIpaNa pavitra bhaMta Ave tyAre temano Adara satkAra karavo joIe, hAtha joDI namaskA2 ka2vA joIe. kAkAAkhI prajanI nAyaka che. paraMtu ahiyA lebhAgu mananI vAta nathI. je tenA dharmAnI ' vAra thi tenA vA pramANe mAthAra vithA pAmatA hoya tevA saMtanI Adara satkAra karavAno che, mATe jAne bhara naigqnarIke saporTa karavAnI Ave, paNa tamane A niyama lAgu na paDe. mATe vastupAla, tejapAla paNa maMtrI tarIke jAhera thaDana . temaju to puraya vicA, te pote maMtrI levA chatAM paNa vadhAre manA bogave che. zA viradhavalanA kRpApAtra che. temanI sevAmAM thayo bhavaDI che temanA spokaraje pacAsa hajAra nAma jamanA hoya che. A uparathI kalpanA karI vATha ke Page #266 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ te. te kaivI vyakti daze. anupamAevIne evo niyama che ke poco sAdhusAdhvIne gocarI vahorAvI pachI ja bhojana seg, nevI' abhigraha che. te paNa niSa gocarI vahAvavAnI, mATe vicArane 3 keTalI moi thatI haze ke jenAthI paoNvasone narSi gauthI vahIrAvI zake, namAre hai- cAra paNa darI Ave to AvA bhAva pragaTe. kharA! sabhA- pAMcasone pauzavavAmAM aizbo TAima jto rI 1 sApajI hA, savArathI moja sudhI pote beThA hoya. vA taiyo emane ema kevI thai gayA che, vicAro daivI zrAvikA haze. devu temanuM samarpaNa karI, zAsana devu. rageragamAM vasyuM haze ke devasurune ATalu samarpaNa karI 1 bAma to temane keTalA dAsa-dAsIo che, to paNa teo jAte vahIrAve, tamAre jyAM sAdhu mahAtmA Ave to rasoIyAne borDara DarIne. brahma yADIne 'bIdo mahArAja mArAjane vahIrAvazo ma bAbarane mabhA- sAheba kanakabenanA rasoDe pra hanano lAbha levAya che. bhAeAjI- za, barAbara che, nA nathI. paraMtu Amanu to- kai gakyu vizeSa che. A kaLamAM samuLagu janathI tema amAruM kahevuM nathI. paraMtu A bI vizeSa dhamasyA che. vastupAla enI tarIke jAhera vyakti che, mATe jAhera vyakti tarIke temanA karravya judA che. vastupAla gujarAnanA mahAmaMtrI hatA tyAre gujarAta 52 susalamAnanI satata bhaya toLAto no pahelA mogalonuM rAjya hatu. gujarAtanI rAvatava dIjalAlI joine AkramaNa karIne bhUvAnuM temane mana thAya. sATe macchara vicAre che ke AmAthI gujarAtane vathavA mukavu teo zamananI nA karatA taiTalu nathI; pachADa sAmAjIka saMskRtinuM prajAnuM rIga kazyu ghaNA kAmo DaryA che mATe ja mogalone khuza rAkhavA AvA praznane masjIdo baMdhAvI ApI che, A 1 Page #267 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ balI laIne, tannAzathI AvuM kAma thAya khAna ane maccharo baMdhAvI tenI kaMI ja nathI, paraMtu temane kevA prayatna kayAtha karyA che tenI dAkhavI joie. - zrA vakhate dilhI salatanata pAvaraphula che. vIravivasanI tAkAta nathI ke te tenI sAme bAtha bhIDI zake, je tenuM kAma bAvanI pIbAI batha, badhI vyavasthA astavyasta thaI jAya. saNAcArI strIo para ApanA Ave. mAjhI vastupAla nI rIdharaNavAyA che. mATe A badhuM vicArI pADe che. he, atyAre je aNadhArIyA ane dIrghANIvALA haoNya to temane hAjakAraNamAM mIlAtha, have, vapAle vicAra karyo ke hilI salatanata mAthe kaI rIte strI bAvI jethI gujarAta upara apata na bAve. zAke briTane teo kAra sAnanA hoya che, mATe A kAma kaI rIne karavuM te vicAre che. pachI tethI guptacarI hAra sthAnI sthazaja mAhiti meMLave che. ane temAM khabara paDI ke mA bApAhI mAtA para atiratha prabha che. mAnAnI chellI umara hovAnA kAraNe vyAja ka2vA nI kahe . mATe rAjAe saMpatti-va-va hezana karavA ApI che ane temane khabara paDI ke khaMbhAtanA baMdara nayNI nIkaLavI, megI ghara nenI - sAdhuno kevo upayoge kare che. temanAja khAsa vAra sevakane bolAvI, 3namAM salAha AvI che tyAre temanA mArI A bAjuthI nI che tyAre kApI mArI temane baMdhI levo. vahAlAra sevakI to maMjhI kI temaja kare. mATe temanA kayA pramANe temane lUMTI lIdhA ane evI hAlata karI jenAthI teo AgaLa jaI na zake. mATe temane khaMbhAta baMdare utaravuM paDyuM. have teoe tapAsa karI ke vIrAvalanuM rAja che, paNa te vagaDA e che, ahiyA to temanA maMtrI vastupAla che. mATe hAtha mATe Page #268 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . vastupAla pAse gayA. temane kare che ke nArA rAjyamAM kevI anItiguMDAgIrI cAle che. vastupAla kare che ke mArA rAjyamAM aniti hoi vaDe kharI? tyAre kaTa che 8 tArA ja prAnA mANasoe mane lUMTI lIdhI che. vastupAla tarata ja hAtha joDIne de che ke tamArI saMpatti ane gunegArane hAjara karuM chu, paNa Apa* ahiMyA raho tevI mArI namra vinaMti che. mane tamArA dharmanA dIkarA tarIke mAnII Apa ahiMyA mho. vastupAle sagA dITharA karatAM paNa emanI adhika sarabharA 'DarI, lUMTelI badhI ja mAla suparata kare che, pote evA pagalA ho che ke pote nyAyI lAge, sadAcArI lAge. A temane luccAI karI, paraMtu te prazasta pAya che. dezanI prajAnA dharmanA hita mATe A luccAI karI che. : mAre haja karavA javuM che,temane pharIthI takalIpha na Ave mATe kare che ke huM tamArI sAthe Avu mAne evI khuza karI ke mA kahe che ke tAre gheTA, rAjkaranA ghanA DAma phIya, mATe tene AvavAnI nA pADe che. bAnAkAnI karatA chelle potAnuM lakSNa sAthe mokaLe che. ane Dare che haiM 'pAchA pharatA 'mArA AMgaNe cokkasa rokAvavAnu che. raja karIne pAchA AvyA tyAre thoDo vakhata rokAine dIllIH jvAnI rajA mAge che, vastupAla rIkAI. jvA mATe khubaja aNNa kare che. Ama bhAnAkAnI karIne kahe che 3 mATe vuM ja paDaze. ane kahe che OM beTA tAre sAthe Avavu ja paDato maMtrI para nA pADe che, paNa AhanA kAraNe chelle Do che .dalhInI sarahada sudhI Avu pa aMdara na Avu. kAraNake ame ThAkara gAi), bArano vizvAsa zu kamote namI jaIe. mATe aMdara huM nahi Ave. maLe che ke pahelA mArA bana ApI daiza paNa tane kreI nAda thAya, mArI dIkarI tane sAme levA dhaMvaze. vastupAla bAra Page #269 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2NA che. rAjAne khabara paDI ke mA AvyA che tyAre sAme jaIne kahe che | Thema mA, barAbara ja karI AvyAne, tyAre kahe che ke kapALa, A vastupALa dIkarI maLyo eTale hemakhema pAchI AvI chu. tuM nI mArA peTano dIkaro che paNa ene mArA mATe zu zu karyuM che, te sAbanIza to navAI pAmIza, bAdazAha A vAta mAMbhaNIne AdhIna thaI gayA che. bAvyA kare che ke dIkarI mAthI nI sAthe kema na lAvyA? hoTale re hai maLI che patra bhayanA kArakI bahAra ubhI che. - vAghANI sAme jaIne mAnabhera laI Ave che, pachI kahe che ke mArI mA mATe ATaluM karyuM che te mATe du tamArA para cAlIna 9. tame mArI pAse be kAma mAMgI, je huM tamane zucvI ApIza. vastupALa nA pADe che. paNa bAdazAha bahu ja pragaTa kare che. mATe Dare che ke eka to zajarAtanA zAnI dIlhInA bAdazAha sAthe kAyamI zrInI thAya ane bIjA kAma tamArA DabAmAM bArasanI khANa che temAthI sArAmAM sArI ArasanA paththaro joIne mane jInamurti mATe kADhI Apo. vicArajo mAthA kevI rI, zA mATe vI. svArtha mATe karI 3 hIta mATe karI. A mANAme masjida baMdhAvI hajI meriTane surakSIta a. bhAra vyakti che, naimaNe karelA kAmono khoTI sarNa na paDo nahi to goTALo thayo. : tame davAnA, paropakAranA kAma karI, paNa I za karavAnA, te | bAbara rIte samajavAnuM che che jenArAnanI, vamenI prabhAvanA mATe A DAmo ravAnA che. 6 prazAsananI prapabrAMjA aTakAvavA mATe A pravRtti thavAnI che. vyakita mATe potAnI komaLatA aTakAvavA mATe A kAmo karavAnA che. A paraMtu sAmAnA kha pakSa 12 ka2vA mA kAma karavAnA nathI jabhA - bhUkhyo Ave , amAre nahi ApavAnuM? Page #270 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAba" ane evuM bolyA paNa nathI ke nahi ApavAnuM. dAna: 6. ahiMyA beTha: uM, hatAze maramI hoya mANasa mAnI hoya to mArI javAbadArI mAM Ave tene bacALavAnI javAbadAra che. paraMtu ame : vicArIe ke tenA karmathI mare che. tI evI vicAra mArAthI DarAya kharo? paraMtu mArI hAni hoya to bacAvavAnI vicAra svI chehuM sAvatha prayatna karU nI pApa , 35 amariza thayA pramAka prayatna karavAnI Ave. panna chatI vyaktie maravuM hoya to ane vyAM na karIe lI pApa lAge. to pachI zrAvakane kima jvAbadArI na Ave, za, mArI sAme maratu hoya to tene bacAvavAnI javAbaeNI kharI, paNa Bii khAchI je baghA mAratA hoya tene na bacAvuM ane te mare tIzuM mane pApa lAge ane te e badhAne bacAvavAnI javAbadArI Ave to pachI mAre Akho dahADe zu ka2vAnuM, jathAM khabara paDe tyAM doDavAnuM ! sabhAne koI mAre nahi tIvI upadeza ApI zako ne, . mATebane mATe ja jagatanA jIva mATe ame ghasAnI upalA , ApIe chIe, samajavIe chIe, paNa to davAnI vRttinI vAta che. - have tamArI javAbadArI kyAM sudhI Ave che, tamArI sAme jhuSya, tasya Ave tyAre, chatI zakSiAe tene na Apo to pApa lAge. na paDe tyAre kAMe para hAtha pheghanA beThA hova ane eka sso pAna, Apo to tamArA hAthanA bhAva kadI thaI thI. zrAvakanA thI koI khAlI hAthe pAI jAya nahi. mATe ja tene abhaMgAra kalA che. A ThekAThI anukaMpA nahi karI to kadIra banI javAthI, dharma karavAne hAtha banI jazo. vina karavA AvanAra vyakitanuM hathaDamALa joIe. SbhaLa hAthamAM dharmano vAsa thAya che. tamArI sAme AvI vyaktiI Avai cAre tamArA mAmAnI dayA khAna2; thA.50AnI che, je tame Page #271 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 264 banI zakie nahi ko na vA ane kaThI thaI jazo. paraMtu sAme kArve teja nAha ke sAme cAlIne javAnI vAta che. sAme cAlIne kyAre paNa AvI pravRtti karavAnI vAta nathI. bhAme cAlIne to tyAre karavAnI che, ke jyAre zAsana prabhAvanAnuM Btra Ave, ke pachI zAsananI apAMjanAnuM kAma Ave tyAre karavAnuM che. varSanA chA tarIke, ane dharmanA avasare, gharmanI lIDa eDIne karavAnuM che. ane tame tema nahi karI nI urma nitI ane sAthe tamArI DadhA pachA thayI. mAre teo prakhI jIvI che, bhUkhyA tarasyA, mAMdA che, te joIne tenA khAlI bhItika dukhI ja tI te o dUra thavAthI, pAchA bhaMsAramAM thImAthIne vadhAre pApa lyo. eTale tenA AtmAnuM adIta thaze. mATe tevI pravRtti barAbara nathI. ka7che emA tamAru ke tene AtmAnuM ahIna thazo, paraMtu tenAthI paNa pApanuM poSaNa thazo. bA tamArA zubabhAva hovAthI pUtha baMdhI paNa te halakI kakSAnuM bI. ane pAchu pApAnubaMdhI putha vI. nisvArtha bhAve zubhabhAva sii tI pusthAnu baeNdhI pukaya baMdhAthapaNa pApa poSaTha zubhabhAva hoya to - pApAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhAtha , jemAM pApa vadhAre baMdhAya ane puya otha dhaMdhAtha. sabhA- pachI sAheba ame evI rIte upara rahetA hoIe chIe ke sAmethI sI AvA jUkhyA-tarasthA Ave nahi. ane Ave to paNa gurakhI upara na AvavA de. to amAre zuM karavuM? sAheba - A graha vyavasthA tamArA mATe eka lAMchana rUpa che. tamArA gharetI sAdhu-saMto pachAM na AvI zake. Tve amane pa7 gu2khAdho hoThanA hoya che. jIvana vyavasthA kAryamAMthI anArtha thaI gaI che.. mAhA AMgaNIthI haste jatA sAme je dInabI mane tenI thathati thA, sahAya karavAnI pharaja Ave. ghaNAne evuM thayuM che ke mahArAjasAheba anukaMpA karavAnI nA pADe che, paNa tevuM narthI, pachA kaI Page #272 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rIte karavI te samajavu joIe. ke zrAvaka derAsara jAya tyAre, virathI nIkaLe tyAre dAna ApatI ApatI jaya. pahelAnA vakhatamAM jAo, cIThIyA, raghImAM ane pAlakhImAM dezabhara janA, nyAre badhAne AvI rIte dAna ApatI jyA hatA, te vakhate lebANa paNa vicAre che mA loko dharma karavA jyA hoya tyAre ApaNane ApIne ApaNI mAvajata kare che. mATe e lokone "ApaNA dharma mATe uma' mATe bhAva thArtha che. . vastupALa mATe Ave che bAbunA delavADAnA dezasaze baMdhAvyA tyAre aThAra karoDa suvarNamu bacI che, kaMthAranA vanI kiMmata aAjetA banne thALa. je divase pratiSThA karI te divase thALakone vAvIsa lAkha suvaka muThThA ApI che. vicAra saraiyAnI mita keTalI che tenAthI bAra mahinA sudhI. mANasa mAlapAmI bAtha tI paNa paisA vadhe neTalI thAya mATe vicAro temaNI anupA . kaI rIte zarI, mATe ApaNA hAsamA, anukaMpA. DaravAnI nA nathI. sabhA sAheba sAthamIka sAmethI AvatA nathI : sAjana nukaMpA jAheNAkaravAnI . sAdhamaSTha bhasi guptA karavAnI che. A rIta bahita che, mATe bhakita mATe vyavathaI jaze hoya, bhAva paNa judI hoya. anukaMpAmA bhAtivI vAta nathI. sAdhamikane tamArI pAse sAme cAlIne bhAgavu paDe te mArA mATe karela . atyAre sthiti ghaNI koDI chetame pati vyavasthA. khoTIkarI che bhagavAnanA zAsanane pAmalo mAthaka TIme garIba rIya, pazu dIna to na ja hoya. hIna kavaNa hatha je mAM layate . mATe mAdhamikane tame moNa banAvyA te tamArI khAmI che. haju megha bAvai to badhuM vyavasthita tenA karatAM paNa vadhAre thaDIyAnI bhakti thaI che. anupA paNa badalavAnI jarUra che, tema mA paNa Page #273 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'tamArI Ita badalavI jarurI che. sabhA:- bhANI karavI e bhaktinI prakAra che ? sAejI hA, lANI kavI bai bhaktino prakAra che. bhaktinA aneka praznAra che. jAdaramAM vyakti Ave tenI bhaktinI paNa prakAra judo hoya che. paNa atyAre anupA mATe manAya che ke te eka mahAna dharma che. devagurunI bhakti karanA paNa A dharma thakI natha che. mAre vu che ke Avu mAnanA eka nebaranA DIvAya che. devagurunI bhakti ane manuDepA vacce oI tulanA nathI. paika sAdhunI bhakti karaze ane tenI sAme lAkha zrAvakanI bhakti karI tau paNa te bhaktinI tole na Ave. tema daivanI bhakti karo ane tenI sAme lAkha sAdhunI bhakti DarI to lIdhe na Ave. tI pachI 'devagurunI bhakti karI ane tenI sAme game teTalI anukaMpA karo to paNa othI tole Ave, mATe bAvu samajjAza ane bolanArA mahA bevaDu che. vastupALI anukaMpAmAM vadhAre kharcelA ke devazumAM vadhAre kharcelA delavADAnA dezabhara banavavAmAM aDhAra zeDa, suvarNamudA kharcI hatI ane be divase thAyaDone dAna ApyuM tyAre bAvIza bhAkha suvarNamunnA zrApI hatI. paraMtu atyAre anukaMpAne mahAna dharma manAya che. kaiIne nI bhaunika daLaTane du:khI juo cho tyAre tamArI komaLatA nA DArI, are TIno bhAva jAge che, tamane tenA dezanu duHkha dekhAya che, pA tainA AtmAnuM du:kha dekhAtu nathI. tIrthaMkara bhagavatIe traNa lIMganA duHkha zaiyA temA temaNe AtmAnu duHkha bhaiyu ke dezanu duHkha jIyu! tame vIranA duHkha dUra karazo paNa jo te pAghamAM sabaDatI dUdhI vI zarIranA duHkha paNa dUra nadI thaI zake. zrAvaka mATe lakhyu sAthe mainnIbhAva zrAvaka kaI zo kare. jagatamA koI jIva pApa na kare, teja sAcI nIbhAva che. jIva 233 Page #274 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4. 'pApa na kare to duHkha na Ave. tamane virIdha pApa sAthe che ke pApanA phaLa sAthe che. tamane prAyanuM game che paNa pArtha zaunAthI ma ne gamanuM nathI. mATe tamArA badhAnI muzkelI vyo che vize vicAraje. jIva saMsArazmITha, pApa rasIka che. paraMtu je pApano rasto chUTI jAya, zAsanano rasa ane dharmanI rasa bharAI jAya eTale Apa meLe tuTI jAya. mATe bautika duSpa daraDayA paNa mAtmAnA hItanI sthitI joIe. ema lAkhanI dayA karI nA stA eka avane mArge cAvI dI to phaLa ghaNuM che. mArga para caDI jAya eTale te vada zamIna Ave, pachI bhale temAM game tailI hiMsA thAya, sabhA - manukaMpA karatA pAchaLa javAnuM che te paisAthI zu.dare che. sAheba - vastuuLa vAcakone bAvIsa lAkha mukita ApIzu paNa jovA gayelA, " jaya lI halata temanI kharAba thaI jAya, paNa anukaMpA kakSA pAchaLa jovA nathI rahetu. paNa anukaMpA karatA varSanI prabhAvanA thAya te rIte karavAnI che. bhamA:- hospITalamAM anukaMpA thAya che, te rutha sthAna paBuy sAhebane sAmAjIka sthAna che, dharma sthAna nathI. sAmAjIka sthAnomAM zuM Daratha ane kaI rIte DAthasaino viveka judI che dharmane vikhuTo pADIne anukaMpA ze to zAne maMjura nathI. bhautiyA paNa evI mejara che ke te jagatamAM umabhAvanAnA sAdhana tarIke bane. ' * sabhAmAba, hospITaloma kahevAya che ke vadhI ja A chAma kare che sAheba - tame gnadhirmanA nAme mArI bIukhANa ApI cAre yaza ThIne jAya . tame sii ke ame badhA bhegA maLIne ArAma karIe chIe. amAru moTu sarkala che. judAjudA ThekANo ame badhA bhegA maLIne A "ima kIrtha chIe paraMtu Ama davAthI tamane potAne ya maLe che. - paraMtu tamAre ema karavuM joIe ke amArA dhirmamA lakhyuM ke amAre , urma jIvamAtAne supati kAvavAnI saMdeza Ape che, mATe ame bIe Page #275 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ai. Ama dIvAthI thaze dharma, urmanA zAstrIne ane dharmane ApanArane jaya che. A rIte jyAre paNa dho avasara Ave tyAre karavAnuM che, * bhAvAne pachADyAre varNana 3 Ro TIkAnA avasare nIkaLyA tyAre varSadAna karyuM che. amAre A badhI pravRti baMdha karAvavI nathI, pajhA A viveka badalavI paDI. jema kabIra lakhe che ke " kathA , uMDA salache. paNa nazAsananI yAne mAnato nathI. vIma vitha che ke durabIyA dukha pharakavavA ne dayA mATe vyavarmamAM kanyAdAna, saMtAna 'matinA AzIrvAda Ape che. hIranI tramAM lA pAchI DAve ane te paNa dharmasthAnomA AzIrvAda paNa che. ApaNA dezabharo ke hAthamAM zuM lagna thAya? tame kAvaDa thaIne bIna jarurI laganamAM hAjarI Apo to za vatImAM tathAra lAge. mATe laI viveka Avyo. A ja vanavuM hoya temaNe ema zAsanane javuM paDe. - Page #276 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Ge 5 samAra gItAnA 11. govALiyA Teka // 55rI yugabhUSaNavijayajI sadgurubhyo namaH|| yoga vazIka pradhAna1 anaMta upakArI anaMtajJAnI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAthI gatanA jIvamAtrane samyaviveka prApta thAya. dheTalA zAre dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che. mahApurupInI sRSTie dharmano prAraMbha viveDachI thAya che. je vyakti vivekane dhANa Thare eTale e mithyAtvamAMthI nIkI samaDIna tarapha gati kare che ane pUrNa rIte vivekane dhANa kare eTale samaDItane prApta kare che. ra vivekano artha chu ? potAnA AtmAnA guNa ane doSonI viveka karavAnI che. tema bIjAonA paNa guNa ane dIthIno viveka karavAnI Ave che. guNIyala pratye daivI vyavahAra kaccano dInaguNI pI zaivo vyavahAra 5 5zvAno tadana nirguNI pratye daivI vyavahAra karavAno A badhAmA viveka karavAnI AvI. bAmA potAnA gurudIpane samajIne potAnI bhUmikA nI kavAnI che, tema bInanA guNadoSathI bhUmikA nakkI DarI, vyavahAra karavAnI Avaze. nizcayanathanI apee grupathI mAtmA sikarUpa che, sau paramAtmA sila paramAnAnu jevu svarupa che, tevu mAza, namANa, DIDIna ghavinA AtmAnuM sika svarupa che, mATe nizcayanayathI vicArIe jIvamA paramAtmA che. badhA paramAtmA svarUpa che. ema mAnIne bhakti banAvI nathI. ane teno purAvo navakAra mahAmaMtra che. caudapUrvano sAra devI paMca mahAmaMtra che. temA tame paMcaparameSThine namaskAra karo cho. arihaMta, siha, AthArtha, upAdhyAya, ane sAdu tema lIdhA che. paraMtu namaskAra mATe tyAM sudhI maryAdA pUrI karI . AgaLa koI namo lIdhe savva javam " na lakhyuM . DACA zuM ? Ama tI jIvama paramAtmA che. chatA paNa page lAgavAnuM na lakhyu. jIva adhamI che, nagI IM, tenA tarakSdhvabhAva, bhakti karaze to te mithyAtva che. amara 4 Page #277 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nidhyayanathathI koInI paNa nathI. koI prakya nathI, badhA ja paramAtmA svarUpa chetIjJA karIne pachI lAge. tame derAsara jAva emAM koIne mana thAyane mINa bhagavAnanA pagamAM nAnA bhagavAna namAve to AratanA chevaTanI , nidhyathanathanI kahIthI avamAna zIva . nI pachI paDyAM. laNavAnuM Ave? namaskAra karavo ja vyavahAra che. ApaNo navakAra paNa vyavahAranadhyathI sthApita che.nizAnayathI nathI. te to kare che ke paMtha parameSThi tamArAmAM ja che. vyavahAra kare che ? arUtha pratye javabhAva.. pragaTe to Sa lAge. tema nivyayanaya paNa kahe che ke amathake na mAya. zAstramAM prajA; bhati prajanIkanI batAvI che. prasthanI vyAkhyA zuM che? gAma cheSTha hoya te anya tamArAthI vadhAre uMcI bhUmika, ucA hoya , tenI pUja, tamArAthI nIcA guNo hoya te kartha nathI. asthanI jana : karavI te mithyAtva che, mATe game te rAti sAthe bhakti bAbAnano vyavahAra nathI. vaidika dharmamAM vAyuvatIne mAne anadevatA mAne, pANIdevatA mAne surtha, 1s bavAne paNa lAge, ane temanA saMtI para paDI lAge che. - tyAM ame karIe chIdhe ke A barAbara nathI. ke zrAvaNa mahinAmAM sukha dInI re, jhADanI pANInI, nAganI ane vaDalAnI ja khuba kare ne? - AnuM tAtpartha zu? jhADamA ke pANImAM evuM zuM I che te bApAtra bane. enI eka zIthIlAkha javAthInImAM rakhaDalI pAmara ekiya juvo je karmanA phaMdAmA phasAyelI che, te bIjanuM zuM bhaluM karI thAze ? bhale te mULathI siha che, paNa eTalA mAthI paga lagAya lIDarano mAtmA halakI avasthAmAM hoya to pachI tenI bhali kazatI nathI. khabara hoya che mA jIva tIrthakarana che, kAM pAkA tenI bhakti karAtI nathI, kAgyA kInakInI avasthA hoya to tenI paNa upAsanA thatI nathI, ArAdhya tatva, upAsaka tatvanI zuchatA ApaNA zAsanamAM khUba jaLavI che, tevuM Page #278 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bIne DhAMya nathI, paraMtu vanamAM atyAre upasaDa tatvanI khANanathI. tame zimara baMdhAvI che temA bhUgavAnanI mUrtimAM khuba hatA , zakhI , zAsanamAM koI paNa murti ati svarUpa sthApIta purA nathI, sika svarUpa sthApIta karIe chIe. covIsa tIrthakarInI murti haze jinamaMdiramAM che paNa badhI bhika avasthAnI . A sabhA- aSTa prAtiza hoya che , sAba-tetI bhAvanA mATe bAjumA suthA . ahita kone kahevAya? ja vairya zAsananI sthApanA kare che. bAra varSa sAme samavasaraNamAM bemIne bhavI jIvane lAyakAta pramANe amogha dezanA Ape che. te vakhate temanI muka zuM hIya ? tethI jJAna muDhamA nA bApe che. ardha padmAsanamAM beThelA hoya che, jJAna mukAmAM hoya che. caturmukha thaIne dezanI ApatA hoya che. te vakhatanI suagI mukti koI dezamamAM ed che maNi sabhA-sika thayA nathI. sAheba evu nathI. arihaMta siha nathI thayA, paNa murti sthApanA karI zakAya che. jema ke pamanAthaprabhunI mUrti che. zanInA AtmA teja pamanAbha tIrthakara thavAnA che. je teo sila thayA nathI. chatAM surti sthApIta karI upAsanA, bhakti thAya che. ApaNe " namonyumAM lIlIye chIe ke che aIyA siva je bhavilaMta ..." eno artha zuM. jethI bhUtakALamAM tIrthakara thayA che, je bhaviSyamAM thavAnA che, je vartamAnamAM vicArI rahyA che. e kone namaskAra karI che. bhAva tIrthakaranI mUrtinI prajA upAsanA bIe chIe, mATe mIThI gayAM pahelA ja thAya. "namo arihaMta mAM paNa koI vyaktigata vAta nathI. temAM gAmanA vatane namaskAra che tema bI kALanA sikone nagnaskAra che. - azita bhagavatI jhADapAnamA, phanA, bilADamAM paNa hoya. mATe thoryAzI lAkha apAyonImAM game tyAM rajA hovAnA kAraNe te svarUpe Page #279 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pUjanIya nathI. khezvara pArthanAthanI pratimA mahAprabhAvazALI tarIke sAtha haiM. A pratija bhAvI , apAye bAvaDe. gaI thavIzImA hAmIda2 zrAvake , tIrthakarane maLyuM ke mAre kalyANI slnAthI tho prabhue kahyuM ke AvatI. thIvIsImAM hovIsamA tIrthakara tarIke prabhu pArzvanAtha thI. temanA varudhara thaIne mI jazo. mATe mArA khuba upakArI che. ethI prabhu pAse vana sAMbhaLI vidhipUrvaka bhAvathI temanI pratimA batAvI ane jIMdagI sudhI bIDANa ja karI. ane maryA pachI paNa devalokamAM sAthe laI gayA ane tyAM panna prajA pUrI. asaMkhya devI dvArA A murti abhAI che. traNe lokamAM prajAI che. AvI pratimA bhAstabharamAM kaI saMgha pAse nathI. have A pratimA sthApIta thaI kyAre ? pArzvanAthaprabhuno jIva brAM tIrthakara thavAmAM rasa chaTakoTI sagarapamanI kaLa bAkI che. keTaluM aMtara che. eka kabara saNIpamathI vadhAre jIva, patha%pAchAmAM na 2hI che. be hajAra , sAgaropamathI vadhAre sapanAmAM na rahI zake. mATe bIja sAgarapamanI su, jhADapAna, pANI keljiyamAM temanI jIva bhaTakato haze. chatAM te vakhate temanI mUrti banAvI praba karatA hoya che. tyAre haju AtmakalyANanI raSTie caDyA nathI, samaDIta paNa pAmyAM nathI. haju vikAsa ja thayo nathI. tyAre paNa temanI pratimA chAlamAM prajatha che. paNa vicAra kathA svarUpe " bhika svarUpe pUjAya che, paNa te vakhate je svarUpamAM aDatA hauya, te svarupanI praba nathI. Ama AtmA nI teja che, paNa ArAdhya tarIke, je jutha avasthA hoya, tene sAme rAkhIne mA thAya. A to tIrthakarano AtmA che, chatAM paNa te anuSya che. kAraNa cha avasthA che. mATe bhAla upAsanA na thAya. mATe ApaNA 5sanA bhavasthAnI ja muni bha1Na che. arihaMtI paNa zaka che mATe te avasthAnI mUrti bharI nathI. Page #280 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ anya dhamamA tatva che, badhA adhurA che. te svayaM khAmIvALA hoya te Izvara tatva mATe lAyaka thAya praza1 nI zaya pachI bhagavAI to na ja kahevAya. I hoya tene ja bhagavAna kahevAya. mATe arihevAnI ati svarUpe murti nathI banAvatA paNa sika svastha banAvI che, ane paramAtmA narIke manAtA nathI, kAtA nathI. jenAmAM thoDI paNa adhurAyA che, te paNa pUjanIya nathI. tIrthakara bhagavAna tI jJAna mukAmA upadeza Ape che. upadeza , DI Ape te haju na thayA nathI. temane paNa raju karma apAvAnA bAkI che. asthAnI pravRtti paNa kema karavI paDe che ? haju temane karma apAvAnA bAkI che, mATe te sukAmA prabhu tarIke pratiSThita karI tI. doSa lAge. sabhA -muka sAthe saMbaMdha hoya sAheba-guru sukAmAM hoya to guru ja devAtha. ane sika avasthAmA murti hoya to temanI sika avasthA thaI udevAyA rakA murA badalAI gaI. mATe enI saMbaMdha che. nma vAMgaranA rAghamAM maru che, nAthI ghaNA che, sApa che, zaLamAM mAyA che. AvI bhagavAnanI mUrti hothala paramAtmAnu bAju svarupa hoya nAtha haine bhagavAna kahaivAya ? nAthavAnI pravRtti kevI kahevAya. ArabaM-samAraMbhavALI ja kahevAya. bhagavAnanI bhakti mATe paNa tame , sAmAthimAM nAcI zako to bhagavAna nA nRtya, hAvabhAva to badhA doSI che. prazazanA pratika che. - zrInA hAthamAM vasI che, te pratika jhanuM saMgItanuM tame sAmAyikamAM pAvo vagADI hA pApa lAge ne 1 : bhalA:- zAba sAmAyikamAM guvaMnna thAya? sAheba - za, cIma. 5 guruvaMbanI kiyA ahiMsaDa che ane te Page #281 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'sAdhubhagavanI uMcA paNa che. mATe guruvaMdana thAya, je AraMbha samAraMbhanI jhiyA hai te sAmayiThamAM na thAya. tame sAmAyiDamAM mALA gaNo cho, kAraNa tame adhurA cho, mAdhaDa cho. jai bhagavAna hIya ne adhurA hoya eja zrIkRSNane ame namo arienAMmAM page lAgIe chIe. zrI2Amane namI sirgamAM page lAgIe chIe. zrIhaM! zramamanAtha tarIke bhAvi nIrdhAra thavAnA che. temanI murtinI pratiSThA paNa DarAvIe chIe ane temane page paNa lAgIe chIe. kRSNanA nAma sAthe jhaghaDo nathI. bhAvI tIrthaMkara tarIke sika svaai namaskAra karIe chIe, paNa zrIkRSNa sAme maLe to page lAgIe ! mATe bhAvi tIrthaMkaranI AtmA paNa apujya hIya tyAM sudhI page lagAya nahi. temanI pUjya avasthAne page lagAya. sabhA- mulya arizveta ThIne kahevAya 1 sAhebajI - jai bhUnakALamAM arihaMta hatA, athavA bhaviSyamAM deina thavAnA che. nRtya aeitanI pUjya avasthA hoya to ja pujya. dA.ta.prabhu mahAvIranI janma trIzalAmAtAnI kukhe thayo, sakArA ane teo pArzvanAthastunA bhAvaDa che. temane khabara che ke A dIkarI tIrthaMka2 che. pArzvanAthaprabhunA je gaNadhara che, te kaizIgavara temane tyAM AvelA che ane kahe che ke bhAvi tIrthaMkarano janma thayo che, te vakhate ghaNA sAdhu-sAdhvI tyAM AvatAM, paNa vardhamAnakumAra tarIke page lAge! khamAsamaNu ema to te tIrthaMkara che ne. Ape kharA ? sabhA:- saheba, saMsAra avasthA che. sAhebajI eTale sAdhu mATe dastha pUjya che ! ahiMthA InjhI AvIne prabhu bhakti kare che, zrAvako paNa pUje che. to sAdhu kema nahi? kya * ardita hovA chatAM paNa bhakti karatAM nathI. tamArI dRSTIe vyAjvI OM geravyAjabI ja paNa badhI viveka che. 25 Page #282 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka bhAI mane, Avone kare bhAvI tIrthakara tarIke gaNI kALamAM muja . za.. marIcInA bhavamAM TITaDI vezamA bharata cakravartI namaskAra karyA, to pachI namaskAra karavAmAM vAMdho nahi ne ? mArI raSTIe zu AvatI emanI A avasthAo namaskAra ka0A thISya hoya to, to pachI bhika mATe, kIDI, DoDA mATe pAkA AvI ne sabhA - khamAsamaNya apAya? sAba:- nA, Ane ja milAva kahyuM che. prANAyAma dIdhA nAmanI mane . che. jema kabIrapaMthanI dIkSAne prasuDa nAma Ape, tevI rIte prANAyAma dIkA ho che. tenA nAmalI tApasa nAmanA moTU sena che. temane prANAyAma dIkSA lIdhI che. A jIva gumarIyala, vita, lAyakAtavALI che. sAITha hajAra varSa sudhI chaThThane pArako chaThTha karyA che. pArakunAmA parva AyaMbila kare. bhImAmAM bhAta lAvI ekavIsa vakhata dhoIne bAyebIla 2. ovArI jaIe tevI temanI sAdhanA che. ATalA guNa hovA chatAM pachI temane samajhIna pAmI 1LI nathI. pharaka cheprANAyAma hIlamAM mAne che ke badhA juva AnmA sI paramAtmA che, sULa svarUpathI bhagavAna che. kahe che ke ghaTaghaTamAM rAma vase che. A vAta kyAvI dIdhela hovAnA kAra baghA bhavana muLajuna svarUpa paramAtma svarUpa che. mATe badhA avamAM bhagavAnanI vAsa ja che. mATe bhIkSA levA nA rastAmAM geTalA jIva maLe teTalAne page lAge. phana maLe to tane, garIbI maLe che kIDI maLe, sAro mANasa maLe che, badamAhA guMDa maLe, badhAne hAtha eDe. kArakI badhAmAM paramAtmA vase che. paraMtu ane Apo. mithyAtva kahyuM che. , Avu karavu paNa bahu ja muzkela che. namUne badhAne page lAgavuM - game ke page lagADavuM game che jenAmA namatA, vinaya na hoya te cA karI che zake kharA? te avamAM nabhatA, vanatha, saraLatA karo tyAre ja Avo Page #283 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ AcAra pADI zakatA haze. paraMtu ahiyA badhA ja guNone mithyAtva kahyuM che. * sabhA-tAmUlI tApasa vIthI mAM hato? sAheba - teo jhI raSTimAM hA. teo adhyAtmika vyakita che mIkA mArge thayelA che. temanAmAM lAkha guNa che, chatAM avivekanA kAraNe samazIna pAmavAmAM aTakayA che. temane prajaa sona? apUjya phI teno viveka nathI mATe ATalu badhu hovA chatAM paNa maratAM sudhI miThAvI rahyA. mATe badhA siddha che. te samajIne prazna to zuM thAya ? 1 . sabhA-sika bhagavelano upakAra che , sAhebane che upakAra che, namo zikSaNamA je namaskAra karo cho temA te avasthAno namaskAra che, atyAranI avasthAno nahi. dA.ta. bharatakravatI rAma marIcIne page lAgyA pachI samavasarAmAM hajarI sAdhu-sAdhvInI vacce prabhue kahyu hatu ke bhAvI tIrthakara che, chatAM paNa koI sAdhu-sAdhvI ubhA thaIne page laNavA gayA bAda tamArI TIe brala karI ke vyAjabI karyuM? vAjabI karyuM. eja sAdhusAdhI prabhu sAthe vihAra karatA aSTApada bhaya to mahAvIra bhagavAnanI murtine Ave lI > na pa 2vAsa khamAsamaka7 ja Ape. eja prabhu mahAvIrano mahIthIno AtmA prabhunA nivA pAmyA pachI bIja sAdhusAdhvI sAthe vithare che tyAre eka vakhata mAM paDyA. tyAre temanI khabaramatA sAdinA prabhunA sAdhu kachatA nathI, bhakti paNa chajjA nathI. kAraNa ? - DaoNIpaNa jIva sAthe vyavahAra karatA atyAre te kaI kAma che - te pramANe tenI sAthe vyavahAra thAya . sila thavAnA che mATe atyAre prabhava te barAbara nathI. mA, bhakitanI vyavahAra karavAno hoya tyAre viveka dIvo maiIe, A juva bhalipaganI kalAmAM che ke nahi? adhika guNI che ke nahi? je adhama I, hInAnI che, nI bhakti na thAya. prajA na thAya. jema bhagavAna mahAvIranA sAdhu 5manAbhaprabhune bamAsamA Page #284 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * Ape, paNa rastAmAM zreNI maLe to page lAge kharA? Aja jIva che, AtmA te ja che. chatAM page na lagAya . 2Ama moDhI gayA che to temanA maMdiramAM jaine page lAgIe te cAle? rAma nAma sAthe amAre vAMdho nathI.vAdhI avasthA sAthe che. je vyavasthAmAM raju karyA che, te avasthA sabhya nathI. sabhA:- nirvANlR avasthAnI ja mukti bharAya ne ? bhAhebajI:- hA, nirvANa avasthAne choDIne temanI koI avasthAnI mUrti bharAtI nathI. karoDo devatA temano janma mahotsava kare che, chatAM paNa temanA janmathI mAMDI koi avasthAnI murti kharI 1, dInA, avasthAmA kaivI zailI sAghanA karI che, chatAM paNa te avasthAnI murti nahi ne! te vakhate tethI chaThThA, sAtamA guNasthAnamAM che, baddAne pUjya che. chatAM te avasthAnI murti nathI. sabhA:sAheba vInasvAmI tarIke murti 8 mATeLanuM?- jIvatA hatA tyAranI murti che. paNa te sala avaMsthAnI ja murti che. murtinI bAjumA tamane yazodA nI maLe. kAraNa A badhI apurNa avasthA che. hajI paramAtmA nathI banyA, paraMtu paramAtmA banavAnu bAkI che. bhaviSyamAM cokkasa banavAnAM che. sabhA:- IjImahArAja stavanA karI zake? sAdeja- sAdharmika, mAdhamiDane page lAgI zake che. InjhamahArAjana mammInI che. bhagavAna paNa te vakhate samItI che. tebo stavanA karI zake. bhAvinI, vartamAnamAM upayoga karI zake to cAle. te avasthA inja mATe pUjya che. jainazAsanamAM DAnu mahatva keTalu che, ne rAbara samajI. sabhA:- arihaMta be mukamA niSNa pAme ? sAhebajI hA, cokksa be mudrAmAM nivaNi pAme che. anaMtakAkhamAM jeTala tIrthaMkaro thaI gayA, thAya che, thaze te badhAnI aMtima avasthA vyu? Page #285 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAMtI padmAsana kAMtI kAyotsarga ene choDIne bIjI koi mudrAmAM narvANa pAmanA nathI. hA, siha game te avasthAmA thAya, eTale bIna koIpaNa jIvI bhUla avasthA pAme tyAre koIpaNa avasthAmAM hoI zake. ghaNA dhANImA pIlAtA gathA che, ghaNA saLagatA gathA che. paraMtu tIrthaMkara mATe to A eka ja niyama che. temanI aitima avasthA Aja be hoya, mATe teja be muThThA mutimA bharAya che. ch sabhA:- sAdharmika sAdhamiDane page lAgI ke tI pachI AcArya dhune vaMdana kare ke sATebajI- AcArya ane sAdhu, gheu sAduM che. paraMtu sAdhune AcArya vaMdana kare tevu nathI. sabhA- bhArebA hAtha jevuM kharA? sAdebajIH- sAtha joDe tevu nathI. sAdharmimA paNa vaDIla nAnAno phera paDe che. tema badhe ja vaDIla nAnAnI phera paDI . bhagavAna mahAvIranI mIcIno jIva sAdhamiDa che.te vakhate bhatacakravatI gaNa praniyA I ratha kheDe che. marIcInI avasthA temane mATe jyuM nathI. paraMtu sAdhu mATe te avasthA tha nathI. mATe zrAvaka- zrAvakane sAdhamiTha nAne mujya che. mATe jai guNanI tenAmAM sebhAvanA hoya, te guNanI vizeSa vRddhi karavA ke prApti karavA bhakti karI DI cho. sabhA:- ardha pAmanA pratimAjI dhai sAhebajI - paraMtu temA vizeSa zu kAma banyu che 1 vIlpanI daSTie, aitihAsika TiI thA kAraNathI thayu che. pahelA hanune thayuM che ke navu? te khabara nathI, paLa apavAdanuM kAraNa vu paDe. ApaNA zAsanamAM pratimAjI thIvALA ja hoya paNa koIe goTALo kyo hoya to, ema to na ja kahevAya ke jainazamanamAM cIvALA pratimAjI na hoya. Page #286 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA:- tau dIgambaranI pratimA prAya ? bhArebajI:- AMkha mIcelI avasthA, dhyAna avasthA che. dhyAna e sAIDazAnuM lakSaNa che. sAdhaka che, mATe apUrNa che. mATe tene ApaNe pUjya gaNatA nathI. kyAMya mArA-tArAnI vAta nathI. paraMtu A avasthA ja adhurI che. te AAkAra pratiAno yautaka nathI mATe bhagavAna GahIne amujyane me to doSa lAge sabhA :- bIjAnA dharmanA DabAmA pratimAjI jAya,nau pachI pUjAya? sAdeAjA- adhikAra, kabare cAlyo jAya pachI prajA na karI vADAya. vakhate pUrNa pratimAnI paNa pUjA karaze tau mithyAtvamatane ' poSaNa maLe che. hoya tyAM sudhI jI zakAya. maiM tamArA jIvanamAM dharma karavA mATe paNa viveka aiize. jema prazya avasthA che tema aA avasthA che. sabhA:- bhagavAnanI kAyotsarga pratimA sAdhakada ne sucavatu nathI 1 sAhebaja:- te vakhate sAdhanA tarIke gItsarga nathI. je sAdhanA tarIke hoya nI apUrNa DahevAya. paraMtu teo to zarIrane yoganirodha karavA rIleksa kare che. A mATenI muThThA che. duniyAmAM jaina vAmana pAse pratimA che,tevI DoIne pAme nathI bhagavAnanI pratimAM gunA bhaMDAra svarupa che. guuno bhAge pIDa che. bhAbhAta guNone abhivyakta kare che. sabhA- Adevara bhagavAna pAraNu kare che, tenI mUrti nathI ? sAhebajI - te darzanIya tarIke che, paNa kAI pratiSThita nathI. ApaNe rInA, janmakalyA badhAnA cItro banAvIcce chIe, poI kalyANakanI ujavaNI karIe, paNa te avasthAnI pratimAMte pratiSThita ztA nathI. ana! to pachI arihaMta ThevA kahevAze ? Page #287 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAhebaja:- arina atha nathI, mATe ja namo tANaM pahelA dRSya, pachI ja namo mikAmAM dhyu che. paraMtu paramAtma svarUpamAM sthApIta karavA hoya to, bhaka avasthA mUke che, teo ajya nathI mATeja prazna karelo kai bhamavasaraNamAM baiThelA Rtunu dhyAna kai rIte DaravuM? vyAvI caturmukha dezanA ApanAra, jJAnamudrAmAM samavasamAM siMhAsana para birAjamAna hauya, ne vItanA svarUpanuM dhyAna karavAnuM. ApaNe temanI badhI avasthAnuM dhyAna taiya che. jemake rAjya avasthA, TInI avasthA paraMtu vyA badhI avasthAone pranimAnA pratiSThIna karAnI nathI. eka banelI kIsso kahu. eka moza dharmAcArya pAse, eka bhAIe AvInee 3 prabhu mahAvIre tenA lIdhI tyArathI jemake caMDIzika strI, caMdanavALAe bAju vahorAvyA, aMgo upaga karyA, tevA tevA badhA prasaMgonI Abehuba pratimAe bharAvavI che. jethI spaSTa citAra khaDo thAya. A badhI murtionI maMdiramAM pratiSThA karAvavI che. nau mane mArgadarzana Apo, tyAre dharmAtmAe 3ghu ApaNI vAmanamAM paramAtva tatvamA moDI avasthAnI ja pratimA pratiSThita thAya che. A meM mArA moTemoTa sAMbhaLyuM che. sabhA:- sAraibajI, ghaNA ThekANe dInAo kauttarelA hoya che. sAhebajI- dAgInAmAM zuM vAMdho che? prabhune mugaTa, alaMkAra caDhAvo cho ne bhakti rIte, smila avasthAmA dAgInA konA hoya to vAdhInathI, parNa avasthA tau nirvAMgI lIdhI che. jotame bila avasthA sivAya, bIjI avasthAne mAno to kaTalAya prazna thAya . pachI tI agane jvAnu Ave. nau dIgambaranI mutine jvAno savAla Ave. bIja avasthA paramAtmAnI 4bhaya tau dhyAna avasthA dhrujvAmAMzu vAMdhI, AmA tau NAja prazna ubhA thaIne aize. Page #288 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ atha varmavALA vALa, nAgane che. ApaNe tyAM nAga, pArzvanAthInI ko upara hoya che. to ApAge pachI nAgane e chIe si ghapu sii che, palsa nAga narIke pama kahI : nAga tarIke pra to mithyAtvano doSa lAge, nAga to pAmara prANI che. thI che ke prabhunA lAMchana tarIke hajha, sarpa, kamaLanI ja chIe . chIe. paraMtu temA prabhubhakita tarIke puja che. . ( saMbhA- deva tatvamAM zuM Ave? sAvaja-spariTsa, siha bane chAve, pannu arita asthache, tevuM . nathI, tenA mATe koI matabheda nathI. ahIne mAnI to navakAra ja nahi gaNI zakAya. chatAM khUbI e che ke paramAtma tatvanI vAtamAM arinane paNa karma avasthAmAM sattA Aga lakhI. tIthi .. tarIke vicare che tyAre te kRtakRtya nathI. tamane ja thAra karma khapAvavAnA bAkI che. sAthe I sthAre dardIta che tenuM nAma mila che. daNa baMdhaMna che. pravRti baMdhana che. temanI prakRti AkhA jagatanuM kalyANa bane che, paNa tIrthakaranAmakarma khapAvavA mATe. - satinI jhamakAya avasthA che. sikanI vavAya qsthA chete mATe bheda paDyo che, temA sacIkSA ghaNI che. mahatve ghaNI che arihetanI artha vyavasthA che, pU. apUtha nathI.aahotI ja na thAya. sabhA dIgambaranI yuti kema na rUAya ? A sAheba - 9 azvinI che. teM sthAna avasthAmAM che, te bhAva dazA sUcave che khamIcI te sthAna avasthAnuM sUcaka che. temane dhyAna lArA haju kaMI meLavavAnuM bAkI che. AMkho mIthIne DAnuM dhyAna te mAnasika sthAna * chene haju kaMI meLavavAnuM bAkI che, bhaNavAnuM bAkkI che, temane -- devaLajJAna nathI. ApaNo prabhune najaronajara nathI joI zakatA, kA Page #289 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'dhruvaLajJAna nathI. mATe temanu dhyAna vAna hai che. jai nonajara paramatmAne joI vADatA hIae to temanu dhyAna ThavAnu 22e pachI to khAlI darzana karavAnu rahe, je dhyAna avasthAmAM che tene jevAnuM, jANavA naThI bADI che? mATe chadmastha avasthA AvI, mATe te pUjya na bane, ghaNI vakhata prajA ane bhakti mATeno vizva nathI kutA tyAM mithyAtvanA jabasta rISa lAge che. na jemake adhikaguNIne hInanI mAnI tImithyAtva lAge . hInaguNIne vyathiguNI mAnI to paNa mithyAtva lo. sabhA- nirguNI sAdharmika bhakti thAya? bhAhebajIH- nirguNI sAdhunI bhakti na thAyato, nirguNI sAdharmikanI bhakti kema thAya? jainazAsananA guNanu dhauNa cokkasa rahevAnuM . rAnI vicAra na karo to na cAle. anya dharmanA badhA sAdhusaMto mArga nahi pAmelA hovAnA kAraNe hIguNI che mATe temanA mATe jya ke bhaktibhAva na thavI eIe, paNa DAbhAva thavI joIe. ame ghaNAne nA pADIe to kaheze ke mahArAja pItAnA-pArakAnI bheMTa rAkhe che. anya varSothI paNa mikSa thAya che. te paMdara prakAre sikTu thAya chai tene batAvatA lIlo kare che. paraMtu ene sAme rAkhIne koI anyavIgavALAnI te avasthAnI derAsaramAM temanI smRti bharI mika tarInI prajA kazI1 hasthIga thayelA hoya to pAga sahastyAvasthA mUkIne 8a na thAya. bhastathavatI zA dhruvaLajJAna pAmyA tyAre IntamahArAjA zu kare che, pahelA vaMza lo pachI ja nI vaMdana kare che . rahasya hoya tyAM vaMdana nathI karatAM, te avasthAmAM vaMdana nathI. sabhA H- vItIthAvALAne khamAsamaNa apAze sAdebajI- sAdharmikane hAtha joDo, kadAca vadhIne caNDaja lo, tIlaka karo, dhe paga dIo pAga, khamAsamI to na ja ApI zako. 2 Page #290 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA - mArebaja mA-bApane khamAsamaNI apAya che. . - sAba - evu dhyAMthI laI AvyA? khamAsamaNa apAya nahi, paga chAyaH bhabhA:- aSTaka praNAma kare che. sAheba - aSTa praNAma ApakAmAM nathI. jhArA taimA jyA sathavAnI nathI. namaskAra sAthe jathA sAyavavAnI che. mA-bApane page lagAya, 2ja levAya,bhavita uzaya, pachI khamAsamaNuM na apAya. * sabhA- deva-devInI AratI utArazatha? bhAreba- hA, DAya, * bharatamArAmAM te vakhate tenA guNasthAna che. chatAM paNa ImahArAje kahyuM ke vaza gacchA karo, pachI ja teo namaskAra kare che. sabhA - deva-devIne khamAsamaNa apAtharU sAheba:- nA, apAya. Page #291 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ yogavilI n- zrI yugapaNavijya sabhyo nama:. zrAvaNa suda 1ra "dhara "praviAnA govALiyATeka 'ati upadArI, ane jJAnI, zrI tIrtha praramAtmA jagatanA jIva mAnane nirmaLa sAthaga guaoSanI vivekapa satharA havananI prApti kare tainA mATe utIrthanI sthApanA kare che. ' upAdhyAya yazovijyanuM A ethanA TIkAnA rathayItA che. temanA bIja graMthamAM paNa sabhya darzana eTale zutenI vyAkhyA karatA kahe che ke guga ane hopIno yathArtha viveka ane autinI abhilASA tene samyagarzana se che jene sAcA khoTAnuM bhAna che ane sAthe sAru pAmavAnI tIvra tamannA che tene sasthagana kahe che. te zailA gAnI viveka nahi, paNa guga ane doSa banneno viveka karavAnI kahI che. jIvamAjhAnA zukrANIpanI samaklI ane tenAthI tenuM mulyA na $2vu joIe. sAthagaraSTi potAnI jAtane paNa guganA varga lAlA lave, ane bIjAne mATe pI jaLavA Aja mApadaMDa zakhe. aA - ane repa teja mApaka che. mulyAMkana karavAmA TaSTi rastha ane pramANika jiIe chIe. jAta mATe paNa bITA-uthA aniprAya bAMdhI le tevuM na joIe. pItAnI bhUlono paNa svIkAra kare ane je rIdha ane khAmI hoya tenuM bhAna kare tema bIja mATe paNa tenA guNAnu prImIlana kare. - umAtmAnA guNanI 392 ka2vAne pAtra che. ane tenA karo nI khAmI devAya. tevA dharmAtmA pratye bahumAna pedA na thAya to jIvo guNAnurAga mATe bhaktimAM kAcA che. je jhaDalAnA guNo hoya te rIte bahumAna karavAnuM che. nAnA guNanuM nAnuM bahumAna. kaMtho ane mahAna zukA hoya to , bahumAna hoya. guphA mA pratye kadara ane bahumAna bhAva hovo joIe, paraMtu varmAtmAnA gAga pratye haiSano savAla ja nathI Avato. . samajhIta pAmavA pahelA praSTiAdhAna che. samazItanI mArga hovAthI, bAhyabIjA pAmela chavamAM strIne ahepa mAnyo che. pahelA ane bIjA , te . apane potAnA AtmA sAthe saMbaMdha che. tyAre tAje.aSa, bIjas Page #292 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5. AtmA mATe che. guNanA zleSamA potAnA doSa toDavAnA che. jyAre bIjA muktinA adveSamA pItAnA saMsAranA zISa toDavAnA che. jyAre trIna auSamA tI tamArI sAthe svaOM paradhamamAM vananA tarIke che, je tamArAthI naratI kITanA che tenA prI guNAnubhAva nahi paraMtu adveSa ane kAno bhAva hovo joie. paraMtu tamAro svabhAva zu? ApaNI pAse je vizeSatA che, te bIjAmAM na dothu to tenA mATe laDo abhiprAya kaMpavI levI. bIjanI nAnI khAmI joIne paNa tarata ja tamane asara thai natha. nI je zane dharma AthI chI te rIte na vAcato hoya,athavA tamArI thoDI uMcI mAnI mAnyatA hoya to tamane nasta ja haiya thAya to tamAzamAM hInaNugadveSa AvI jAya. jainadharma kare che ke tamane bIjuM dharma mATe pA alaiSa joIe, bIjo mArga na pAmelo hoya, athavA tenI nIthI jAmaga TIMyatI adveSa ane kaUbhAva zaiIe. bhagavAne zAsana sthApyu zuM kAma? te bIjA dhImA AtmITha marda hItha to bhagavAnane navo ghara sthApavAnI zuM jarura hatI ! pelo .. sAthe mArga che tenuM ja anusana karI tevI balAha Apata. kauipaNa tIrthaMkara ema ja kare che ke anenakALathI tIrthaMkaro kahI gayA che te ja Daphu chu. je jaina zAzanano dharma che, jene Aja sudhI praznapyo che, tene ja vidhAna DaruM chu. bIjA dharmomA tatvonI vAna haiM ne kahu chu te sivAya navu nathI kahetI, eka pacha fleise Avu vidhAna nathI karatA, te na bolavA pALa DAraNa zuM ? anya dharmamAM dharmanA nAmathI ghaNI khITI vAto che. mATe upadeza ApatA bhamavasaraNamAM besIne kahe che ke A badhA mithyA che. A vAnI AgamamAM paNa Ave che. gautamamahArAjAne prabhue kahyu 88 A bhA mithyAmano che. je vAta vaimanA nAmathI Ave che te bhAthI nathI. tyAM AtmakalyANano bhogopAMga mArga nathI. A badhu bhagavAna naTasthatAthI bole che. Page #293 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA:- saba I mATe sAbig - vItarAga 8 mATe. mAtAzanI bhAvone hatha mane to zatra ane hepa nathI.pADa dharma mATe tene Da te tamane nauya. thatAM havA sAthe kare ke satya ane pa idharma to bA nevyAsana ja hai bIba vana sAcA ane sArA mAnIne ApaNA dharma sAthe bharavAno mAsa na joIe. jeo sarvadharma samAna mAne che te prasaMge vAta kare che che badhAM dharma sarakhA. Apake sArA evA matabhedamA nahi paDavAnuM. sArI zatI grahaNa karI evu mAnama che. tene sAtha khorAnI, nAzapraNabanI, guNadoSImAM viveka karatA AvaDatuM nathI. A viveka na hoya to samajhIta, pAmI nArAya, ane udAtha bhUtakAkhamAM pAmI gayA hova to samajhIta cAlI jaya.mATe sarvadharma samAna evuM manAya ja nahi. A sAMbhaLIne thanA kare che ke mahArAjasAba jhApaTAthI vAto kare che, temanA ja vakhANavALA che. pautAnA mata ane paMthanu mamava-I bIjA pratye kSApAna bhAva che. be huM badhAne sArA ane sanyA che to sAthe, paraMtu bIjanA khoTA matanuM khecchA karI kharAba AvuM thavAnuM mAnasa che * paraMtu ApaNI dharma kyAMya evuM nathI haito ke vIsa varSanI nitA ro, saMgharSa karI, virodha, jhaghaDA karo. zAsanana dharma tI bIja varma pratye thAya te zIkhavato nathI. bIjA dharmazAstAmAM dharmajanunanI vAto maze, paraMtu navamA dharma mATe janunanI vArtA nathI. nIrdI pADo tevI vAto nathI, Ama ane ujajunane janadhirma mAnato nathI, e to kahe che ke hathathI pAmavAnI vastu che. jene sAtha ane sAru che game te svIkArI zake che. bhagavAna paNa jaina tatvanI vAta samajad, jene pasaMda paDe te svIkAre. paraMtu dharma lAdI devAnI ke baLajabarIthI ke dabANathI svIkAra vAva navuM nava* mAnato nathI. ... ahiMyA ghA kaI che ke jaino Dema ATalA ochA' Ama to ApaNA Page #294 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 varmane uMco ane sArI kaho cho, adbhuta tatvajJAna, vijJAna, ThaMDA sagopaga vALo AcAra che. to pachI jaina dharmano anuyAyI varga ATalI cIjo kema nevu karoDanI vastIbhA mAMDa bhegA karatA eka karoDa hatI, paNa duniyAnI pAMca abajanI vastImAM eka TaDI paNa jenI Ave tema nathI. ane bA vAtane zaMkAne sthAna nathI. tenA be kAraNo che. jaina zAstramAM dharmajanuna nathI, AkhI Itima bole che OM varmajanunathI . ene jaina banAvyA hoya tevI eka dAkhalo nathI. koI dharmano nAza thI hoya, lALo hoya tevu ItihAsanI raSTie kyAMya nadha nathI. (c) bIjI bAju dharma AcAra-vicAra tathA bhAkhI jarzananI dRSTie jainadarzana bahu ja uMDI che, murhuma che. mATe A dharma jene apanAvavo hoya to tenu DerIbana keTalu hAI eIe. jeTalI dharma sugama hoya teTalo anuyAyI varga vadhAre maLe, mATe kahevAya che 3 rajnIzanA ATalA vakhatamAM ATalA badhA anuyAyIo thaI gayA. hA, barAbara che. temane to lokone game te devAnane, emanI upadeza e che ke je IcchA thAya, te bhogavI lI tenu nAma dharma, Avo dharma kone na phAve.. sabhA mahAvIraprabhu mastikanamA vicaryA mATe mAcho dharma pamADI zakyA? sAbajI- bIjA raMgamA pamADI na zakAya tevA jIvo hoya tau zuM kare ? tame pazcimanI vAtothI bhevAI gayA cho : huM ka! chu ? tyAnI prajAe ATalo vikAma kI hai, paNa temane tyAM hiMsA, durAcAra, jIvanamAM keTalA vakhAyelA che. 954 teo, mAMsAhArI, 97 pInArA hoya che ane atI eDama komana kahaivAya. kSapta sana jainA jIvanamAM vyApta hoya tevI prajAne adhyAtmavALI, molamArTanI vAta gaLe utare 1 aphInI prajAma ane tyAMnI prajAmAM taphAvata Thelo, ApI tyAM nALamA zrImaMta mANasa paNa mAsa ke dAna le to beAba, thAya, joke atyAre tamAre Page #295 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kAraga tame tyAM paNa vyasana zaivIne paNa uMcA thaIne pharatA hoya che. zrImaMtAIne UMcu sthAna Apo cho. paNa bhUtakALamA AvA utthA zrImaMta mAsane koI sArA mANama jaisA paNa nahi. have jyAM kSapta san AlA kaumana hoya tyAM bhagavAnanI nAnAmA nAnI jayA, jaimI bArI paNa jgannA vagara baMdha karI to pApa lAge. A vAta manamA bese ? pApa lAge te mAne vaidIyA ja kare mATe ja hAilevalanI ATalI suSma acAra, AvI uMcI dharma kUve kharI. atyAre jainImA paNa A jainadharmahAvato nathI, tenu DAga zu ? A ja kAraNa che. jainadharma buddhi kai tarkathI jvAba na ApI zake tevI adhurI dharma che? sabhA:- tyAM jaina caira sthApe che. sAhebajI - enA mATeno kIsso kahuM, jarmanImAM saMskRta abhyAmsa DarAve che. InDIyAnA prophesara Do padmanAbha je tyAM prophesarapa Dare che te jaina tatva bhaNAve che, e pote AcAraga bhaNAvatA. eka prophesarane bhaThThAvavAno A adhikAra nathI. A geravyAjnmI che. gharmagurumA paNa game te na bhAvI che. te bhaNAvavA mATe amuka cokksa ghaNo che, je pAme te ja bhAvI zake. have A AcArogamAM zuM varNana Ave ! AsthAnu ja Ave, te paNa DInA AcAranuM ? temA jaina munInA AcAranuM varNana Ave che. A bhaNanAra vidyArthIo H-0. levalanA hoya che na have jainamunInA bAcAranuM varNana mALu hai vanaspati, pANI, agni, strI,pezA koIne paNa sparza karatA nathI. have jyAM aDavAnI vAta nathI tau levAnI ke saMgraha karI upayoga karavAnI vAta kyAM Ave ! pAchu A jIvana snAna nahi kavAnuM . bhInamA paNa savAre maLe te sAruM na Akhe, sAMje maLe te zvavAre na rAkhe, Ama to eka ja TAIma bhauna kavAnuM hoya. Avu badhu sAMbhaLyA pachI vidyArthIo pUrve o 3, saras is possible 1 3 pachI methIvya tarIke A badhI vAno lakhI nAMkhI che. AvA AcAra to kaIrIte . d 28 Page #296 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paLAya? jo vanaspatine na aDAya to pAna khAvAnI prazna na Ave. Agane sparza na thAya to jIvanamAM jIvAya ja kaI rIte mATe A AcA2 prekTIkala che temAM to temanI lAIphasTAIla pramANe pApavyasanI sevatA hoya ane pAchI pApa tarIke mAnatA na hoya ane bAvA mAkAsIne : tame AvI uMcI ane sukha vAta karI to kema bese che vizvA pAse satI strInuM varNana karI to tenA magajamAM bane kharuM? tenI jema A vidyArthIone A AcArI mAjamA na aisavAthI khIlesare kahyuM ke InDIyAmAM atyAre bharI na sAdhu-sAdhvIjabI che ke , A samAre satizAstrI pALIne juve che, tyAre 628 purAvA ApI. ' DIphyumenTa ApI. zAnA mATe prophesara InDIyA AvyA tyAre temaNe vicAra karyo ke e loko to ghaNayA AvavAnA nathI mATe temanA mATe DIplamenTa pharavA laI javA. taimaka eka phorma banAvyuM ane amArI pAse AvIne karo ke tame je lAIpha sTAIla pALo cho temAM tame hAITa karI Apo, huM tene DINumenTa tarIke vAvIza. tyAre ame badhAe 363 ame AcAra duniyAnI TaNIe pALatA nathI. mATe tenA hodyumenTa karavAnA hoya tae. aisa thatI hoya to bhale kare. jenAmAM saMskAra che tene paNa nizAsananuM tatva mA besADavuM muzkela che to pachI anArtha mATe to ATalI thIra adhyAtmika vAto, uMcI marNa, ucI dharma Dema che. teone tI sAmAjIka pravRni . . sAmAjIka pravRttine ApaNo dharmano saMga kahIe chIe. paNa dhirmano na karIe. AvI ume temane bese teyIne to bhakapaDIne AvA dhamaMI mAhitI ApI haIe tI ulaTI ImarojhIkala vAta lo. ane pachI tavarga mATe game tema abhiprAya bAMdhI che. jema teo zrama bhaNAvatA hoya te sAtha tapItA, sIgareTa pItA hoya. bhADAvanAra ' pakA mAvA ane bhaNanAra paNa AvA hAtha lI mazAna anartha thAya. Page #297 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe jainanI saMkhyA ochI che. bhagavAnanA samayamAM paNa jainadharmanI vipula saMkhyA nahotI. game teTalI sArI ane sAcI vAta, karuNa vAtane svIkAranAra kaiTalAka nIkaLe, tamane badhAne zrAvakadharmanA AcAra paNa kaThaNa lAge che ne, AvA AcAro anya dharmamAM kyAMya nathI. mATe bIma dharma DaratA jainadharmanI saMkhyA alpa ja rahevAnI, mATe maiaurITInI vAta nathI karatA. amane Avo dharma maLyo che mATe ane mAbhAkhI chIe . amAro dharma bIjA dharmane vakhoDavAnI vAta kyAya nathI karatI. koI varmano anuyAyI tenA zAstra pramANe upAmanA karatI hoya ane adhyAtmaguNonI vikAsa kaztI hoya to nakkI tenu kalyANa thayo. mATe bIjA dharmamAM rahelo che te nakkAmo che, tevu nathI, paNa badhA dharma sAyA ane zvA2A tema to na ja kahevAya. nahIMtara mahApApa lAgI ane mithyAtvanI moTI doSa lAgaze. eka vastune eka sArI kare ane bIjo teja vastune kharAba kare. mATe badhAye tene sArI ane sAthI na ja kahevAya. A khoTu nAyA pachI tenA pratye haiSa OM tiraskAra nathI karavAnI. jaiTaluM khoTu che tene khoTu ane jaiTyuM bhAthu che tene sAyu kahevAnu che. eTale hAnaguNInI artha vyu ke trIthala che. paNa anya dharmamA hovAnA kane mArga pAmyA nathI. mATe te hINI che. temanA pratye bhakti 3 bahumAnanI bhAva na AvavI joIe paNa adveSa ane klAno bhAva Avavo oIe, paraMtu bhakti ane bahumAnano bhAva pragaTe nI mithyAtva kahevAya, Ama teo guNIyala che. paNa anya dharmamA dovAnA kAraNe mArga pAmyA nathI. eka jainadharmamAM paNa AvA jIvI hoi zake che. mATe jevI kaDI hoya tevo eparotha levAya . je A vAta magajamAM nahi beze to vAra goTALovALo thaze. tame kadezo ke amArAthI AlA ucA sAdhusaMta che. to temanI bhakti Dema na karI zakIe. paNa bAno eka ja javAba che, tethI mArgane patA nathI mATe. jema agamarSi, prazika Page #298 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ aMta che, mArI vAto kare chai. bhutakALamA paNa narasiMha mahetA, mIrA, kabIra, nuDAzama AvAnI ghaNAnI vAto Ave che. temA paNa ghaNI sArI vAno che paNa naivyo mArga bhUlelA che, tevuM temanA vyavahAramAMthI nIkaLaze. mATe gurupadamAM bhaktiyoga tarIke sthAna na ApI zako. vastira mithyAtva lAgaze. A badhu kanavInsa thavu jeIe. ghAne lAge che A badhI vAtothI ame lIka vyavahAra cukI jaIe chIe. amAza UThasaIlamAMthI amArA dezabhara, upAya Ave che, hAtha eDe che, to pachI bamAre paNa vyavahAra sAcavavI joIe, sabhA- mIzane hInaguNI karI zakAya? sAhebajI- temanAmAM bhakti che, paNa viveka nathI, jaina zAsananA viveka nAmanuM tatva kyAMya temanA jIvanamAM dekhAtu nathI. Ama temanu jIvana sanyAsI che, kRSNabhaktimA tanmaya che. teo rANI che, paraMtu vadhatva Avelu che. rAjarANI tarIke DeTlI mAdA joie. paraMtu bhakti mATe, rastA vacce thAna gIradhara gIradhara nAma laIne nAcavA mAMDe, rUsI tarIke 'kuLamaryAdA cukI jAya che. temanA jaika samyA hatA ane temaNe DAvyu ke prabhubhakti jhavAnI nA nathI, paNa mahelamA kRSNamaMdira baMdhAvI bhakti upAmyanA karI. paraMtu A rIte rastA vacce nathI, kapaDAnA haiThaNA na hai. lokonuM ToLu bha thAya. mIzame jvAba mokalyo hai prabhumA eTalI nalInatA AvI naya che ke huM duniyA vIsarI jAu chu. mATe AvA baMdhana nahi phAve. thI temanA jaje kahyu che. A kuLaghana na AvatA hoya to jaino pyAlo mIthI che,te pI . vicArajo strI mayadA zu hoya ! atyAre tamAre lagnamAM dIkarIo, kuLavadhucco nAcanI hoya che, jAheramADo nAce ! gaNIko, tamAma nAthava maiM maryAdA bAranuM jaina-1 jAheramAM DINa nAthe 1 sAmAnya viveka bhulI jaththAya naivI bhaktine zu kahevu ? Page #299 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sulasAnI bhakitane mIzanI bhakti sAme sudhI jAya? te pamAna zrAvikA che. te koI vakhata sAmA nAvyA hauya tevuM banyuM che mATe barAbara spera Dara abambAvaDe temanI parIkSA DaravA sAkSAta brahmAnuM , DaranuM, viyAnuM 5 karyuM che, inA te TasanA masa thatA nathI. temaja pacIsamA tIrthakaranu zapa banAvyuM che, chatAM tene jovA javAno bhAva 8 junu thayu nathI.vivekabhA keTalA praLa che. Akhu nagara ugayu che. umaLakAthI darzana karavA javAno savAla nathI ka jIjJAsA ke kutuhala paNa thayuM nathI. mIrAnI bhakti paNa koI svArthI che matalaba nathI. e paNa parama upAsaka che. paraMtu ivara tatvamAM guNa-dIpanI viaka nathI. jemanI bhurAmAM jhUtra hoya, hAthamAM sarpa che bAjumA pArvatI che. A badhu kharA Izvara tatvamAM koI vADaeN khAlI svarupa jaIne nAce che mATe khAlI samarpaNa mAtrathI viveka kAvatI nathI. mATe mIza karatAM bhulasAnuM sthAna para asaMkhya ghaNuM upayu che. saMbhA- moTarI nahotA nAcyA ? sAheba - te kaI che gAma vAthe nAcelA vaizrI nI mahAsatI lA. zavA paNa mahApuruSa che. vane kA mahAna che. nahi samajanArA rAvaNane game tevA citare che. atyAre upADa paNa karI che ke tamAre rAma banavuM IM rAvaNa banavu IM pazuM tamArI rAvakA thavAnI panna ghuvaDa che . AthAnI A na ja levu hIyA rAjaputrI, maMtrI putrI, zreSTha purI kaja athavA 72 kalAne bhAvatI hatI. bhalabhalAnA mana maNiI le tevI temanI lAbI hoya. paNa badhI kalAono upayoga thAM Dodeva-guru athavA potAnA patine tenAthI pasaMda kare, - mArI aApaTa upara nAvyA che vyAM eka che. A sAme bami kakSA nAve che. tyAre zata zabdA sAme . dhAmanI rotAja paNa vaLyA che. thANe vanamAM zama, bhInA, bhakaga jaI 2hAI Page #300 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ lya tyAM nAnI TekarI Ave che. tenA para eka mahAtmA kAusagga dhyAnamAM ubhA che. temanI muThThA, eine bhAvavibhora teo thayA che, mATe to pahADa upara jAya che. vinathathI taizrIne naNa pradaki ApI vaMdana kare che. te vakhate AjubAju ThoTA pathA, chavAyelA eIne thAya che OM teone jarApaNa zarIranI paDI nathI. keTalA nirmamatvI che? kaivI sAdhanA che ! AnA para jarApaNa cAle rI paga vIlAI jAya, tevI sthiti che, mATe teo AjubAjunI eriyA sarU kare che. patnI chAMTI, suMgaMdhIna puSpI pAtharI vAtAvaraNa sugaMdhI kare che, tyAre bhaktina DAro mItA nRtya kare che ane rAma vAMjAM vagADe che. pA hArI konI? para puruSa nahi ne? badhe mA hoya che. hA, lagnaga nI bhAMkha thI kare tevA nathI. temanA mATe game tevI kalpanA paNa na karI DhADAya. hA, AvA guru sAme nAthI zakAya, paNa amArI sAme na nAcI zAya. DAraNa amArI evI bhUmikA nathI, 381 nathI. mATe sulasA, mAnI bhaktine kAMI mIrAnI bhakti sAthe sarakhAvI zakAya nahi, jamIna aAsamAnano taphAvata che. kAraNa sabhA- mIrA, narasiMha mInamArga pAmelA hoya je sAhebajI :- mithyAtva che. molamArTa pAmelA che tevuM ekAMte na karI zakAya. 8 paNa vairAgI che, saMsAra rasIka nathI. vaizathane pAmelA che. jainAmAM . ne vaizaya na hoya te saMge Avu na bolI zake ke "bhakSu thayu bhogI jhaMjhA jyAre temanI patnI gujarI jyA tyAre AvuM bolelA. haju paraMtu aucityanI temanAmAM viveka nathI. - bhAco mArga : pAmelA sauya, prabhunu zAsana pAmelA hoya.. tenAmAM cIna vyavahAra Ave che. sabhA paNa sahevAnuM. mardAnubhArInA zuSpattI hatAne ja Page #301 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMebajI:- mArgAnusArInA guNomAM amuDamAM temane thApa khAdI che. maryAdA paNa mArgAnusArInA gukhImAM eka guNa che, temAM khAmIne khAmI na mAne to doSa che. aviA mAza tArAno bheda nathI. atyAre sAdhuo paNa eka bAju sulAsAne ke ane bIjI bAju mIrAne jhuDe paNa te yogya nathI. bannenA kaibhIbaramAM ghaNo ja taphAvata che, hInaNIne adhika gunnI mAno to paNa mithyAtva lI. ame paNa pATa para besIne game tene game tyAM sarakhAvIe to mahAdoSa lAge. paraMtu atyAre lokone AvI ja vAtI game che. Izukhrista, mahamada payagambara, anya sAdhu saMtau tathA mahAvIr A badhA mahAmAnava che, vizeSa mahApuruSI che, samAja upara upakAraka che. AvI rIte bIlIne mahAvIrane teonI sAthe sarakhAvAya nahi. halakA jaivalanA sAthe prabhune sArvo to daivI AzAtanAnuM pApa lAge. mIrA narasiMghe DAi amA, bagADyu nathI. amane koI mArAtArAna bhaidabhAva nathI. temanAmAM guNa hatA tenI ame 72 karIe chIe paNa temanA levala pramANe. mArgAnusArInA guNomAM mAtApitAnI bhakti tathA pravarganu poSaNa karavuM. Avo guNa Ave che. je narasiMhamaetAnA jIvanamA ghaTe che? hA, mA-bApanI bhakti ja hoya te kAMI pauSya nathI. pI sI je Azrita hoya tenu pauSThA karavAnuM che. mA-bApa bhakti pAga che. dIThA vagerenuM poSaNa karavAnuM che. naramiTa maetAnA gharamAM hAMDalA khakhaDatA hoya che. khAvApIvAnA jarApaNa ThekANA nathI. chatAM Akho divasa bhakti DatAM bhajano gAtA 4. tathA gAmamAM paNa temanI zuM chApastI? eka vakhata zuM thayu ThaM kuMvarabAInA mAmerAmAM lagna che. jAna AvavAnI che. gharamAM loTa, ghI, tela DoI nathI. zuM karazuM ? mATe patnI kahe che tame bajAramAM jaine 294 Page #302 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pa jaIne laI AvI. bahuja devAthI teo gayA paNa zu thayuM vA temane durathI AvatA vaipArI bhathA eTale kahevA mAMDyA ke malIlA AvyAM. vagara pArako varamamAM panna ApavuM paDaze. AgaLanuM tI yukavuM nathI, dhI navuM pasgvA Avyo che. mATe ghaNA vepArI pAchaLathI ghare jatA rahyA, ThIka vAjunI dukAnamAM kAmasara cAlyA gayA. ghakAe daravAjA baMdha 6. dhamInI AvI chaL vyavahAramAM hoya tevAM ucIta che , sAdhu thAya tenI vAta judI che. eka vakhata saMsAra mAMDyA pachI tenI . zuM jvAbadArI Ave ? mATe AvI rItanI bhakitane bali kavAyake kamabhakita kahevAtha1 saMsAra mAMDyA pachI saMsAranA kartavyo ThIne dharma 6ii te vyAjabI nathI. ghamInI AvI AvI hoya to ghara niAtha . mahetA nI ke vADe jaIne bhajano gAtha. A badhu magaranusArInA graNImAM Ave? sabhA - badhA jIva samAna sAheba, sAheba - be evuM ja hoya to pachI prabhu AdinAthe va Ama zAni, phaLanI vyavasthA sthApI? ' mATe thanA nAmathI adharma ThAtha nahi. ane A ba0 thavAthI avama ja thAya. - - - ghaNA kahe che ke bhagavAna mahAvIre krAMti karI. e nInA nAmathI badhu baMdhIyAra hatuM je temane ida karyuM. erta konI matalaba zuM thathI3 kaSabhadevaprabhue je vyavasthA sthApI hatI tene prabhu mAvIre suuthI ukheDI nAMkhI. aAvu bolAtu 1 tamAre kaMI paNa kahevu hoya to tamAkADatAthI zAstranA kvoTezana sAthe bolAya. pakAna zAsananA nAmathI emane mana ve taima bIle te cAle ? hA DAya vyakigata kauInI mAnyatA hoya taoN se " huM Ama mAnuM chuM. paNa AvI Page #303 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bIlanAra kSamattAM nathI ke AvI AzAtanAthI kevA vIra : badhAtha che. ' mAganubhAnInA gAmA pappA batAvyuM che tamAre saMtAnanA lagna bAbatamAM paNa samAna kuLa, samAna jata, binne govALo sAthe ja lagna vyavahAra karavo nahitara doSa lAge. mATe badhA viveka aAvaze. te mATe je hItanI vyaktinI kaDI hautha ne pramAne vyavahAra zvAnI kAvavI. ame kAMI dInanukasI &SathI nathI zaitA. mATe tamAre adhikagunI 21. hInagaNI tha 1 nainuM bAba2 enAlIsIsa joIe. jema mIrAnuM varNana Ave to tame DolavA lAgI ne paNa te barAbara nathI, aviveka sUcave che. te strI hovA chatAM saMsAranA mojazokhanI tyAga karthI che, vahAvyathI vikArono kevo tyAga rtho che. temanA samarpakA, bhali paga kevA che paraMtu ATalu hauvA chatAM tethI mArgane pAmelA na hauvAnA kAkI. saralo puruSArtha hovA chatAM teo kaiTalu ochu pAmI zake che. - mATe AvA vicArathI tamane temanA tarapha ThakAbhAva, apano bhAva - Avo joIe. ane tenI bhAme tamane thavuM joIe huM keTalI bhathazAkhI che. AvuM vizeSa mane deva-guru-varSa tatva maLyuM che. je mane mAna zAsana na maLyuM hota to AvA vidroha tatvanI oLakha thatai nahi. mATe huM keTalo bhAgyazALI chu. pAvI bhAva Avavo joIe. had bIzanA vatatvamAM varNana kaivuM AvI je IzvaratatvamAM jaththotha mo thALa tema chatAM tene Izvara tatva mAnIne bhaje to ne TheTalo aviveka sthave che. - - sI varSanA zatrio amAre bhale vItaravAnA nathI. paNa zu ttinI vAta to thAIlamAMthI, pagambaranI vAta to temanA kurAnamAMthI vAMcelI che. zrImad bhagavad gItA bA bava mArI bharta meM temanA sthA vAMcyA che. atyAre tame je AvuM AcaraNa karIne to huM ema mAna "i ke loko tamane jarA mAre Page #304 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA:- mATe kare che ne ke chA phare te lIlA.... sAheba" paraMtu ai na cAle. AvA bhaktibhAvamAM tarI thavaveka che. A badhu vakarane temanA zAstromAM ja che. jenAmAM aMTA mAtra viveka na hautha te bhAvI bhakti kaI rIrte charI zake ? have vivekIne to tarata ja thAya che ke lIlA sApakAmAM na thavI joIe te to bhagavAnamAM 3I rIte kare che e javuM hoya to te paramAtma tatvamAM sI rIte vAvI zake. mATe viveka hoya to ja sAcA . tatvanI upAsanA karI zakAI che, mATe atharmanA mArga pAmelA nahi * hovAnA kAraNe hInAnI kahevAtI, paraMtu temanA pratye aNagamI rAkhavI to pApa lAgaze, mATe aMgata rAga-dveSa na joIe, paraMtu maleSa ane karuNA bhAva joIe, ane A vAta na svIkArI nI samazIna AvI zakI naha. jene A vAta maLe cheSa che, tene janavIna pratyeno zreSTha che. avarsamAM sI che, paNa temanI irSA nIcI che, mATe mIrAmAM jeTalA guNa che, paNa bhArga tada pAmalA hovAnA kATTo, kerIvala nIcu 6. avyakarmanI sa@kho jo bhagavAnanI AjJA mujabanA hoya to mane paNa anumodanA karIe chIe. sabhA cittamAM 3 moDethI baja - anumInA cittathI thAya, prAMsA bhaNemAM thAya. ahobhA, anumauphanAkanI Dazaya , chInI na karAya, tenA bheda zu? ka2vA jevAnI, ja karIe to zu thAya, na DaravA navAnI karIe to su thAya, te vadhu vivaza dharmaparI kA nAmanA vethamAM ApyuM che. kaMthI phalA sAthe nIthI DarIne na joDAtha. eka bAju sIrAne ko, vI zaku sathAne saDI to bApAtanA thAya. bhaNAnI bhakita, viveka. kevI che te khabara chearekhara te viSTi gItArtha kAviThA che. lAkhomAM na maLe tevI bhAvika che. mATe game tene game tenI sAthe tulanA thAya nahi, nahi to AzAtanAnuM pApa lAge-- . - Page #305 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ alavidaLI mA- suma ... pa.pu.zrI yugagSakAvazyaka sadagurubhyAM namA vyo-viDIjhaLin MkidhAna) gaughAuithA 2 anaMta uThAvI anetAnI zrI tIrthakara paramAtAthI pratyeka jIva pratye ucIta vivekane darzAvanA dharmanI sthApanA kare che. jJAnIbInI daSTie AmalI avamAnI rIta citA kathvI vaija A zAsananuM zubhabhAvanuM bIjA sthAna che. A jagatamAM jaiTalA paNa jIvI che te badhA pratye maitrIbhAva karavAnI mA zAsana vAta kare che. maitrI eTale zuM ? badhA sAthe dakhImapIne rahevuM, lAgacchanI 62vI, bheTI paDavuM tenuM nAma koI strIbhAva nathI. e manIbhAvanI AvI artha hoya to jeTalI bIjAnI paricaya vadhAre teTalI jharIbhAva vadhAre kahaivAya. ame parivArameM choDyA hai amAro prabhAva nathI emane badhI sAthe mitratAno bhAva 3LavI eNTale ke jeTaluM phrenDasarkala mAru tema makIbhAva vadhAre pasane amAre to koI venDasarkala nathI. mATe ame prIbhAva karavA lAyaka nathI ne ? tame sAmA java pratye zagaNeza karI tevI vAta nathI. paraMtu tenI rItathatA karavI tevuM zAstra kare che, . pratyeka bIjA avanI hataciMtA ivI eTale strI vAya. mAtmIka ane bhautika "6 thI hatathatA TharI eTale maitrI kavAya. zaikalI bhautika sji ciMtA karI hatI te maujanya maMtrI kahevAya. strI mATenuM A sthAna hitaciMtA aiI. pachI bhale koInA para gusso Ave paNa te che tenI kSiciMtAmAMthI hoya to te mArI che. tamane lAgaNI pachI 6 ratI hoya paNa je tainI naimAM hitaciMtA na kItha lI methI na devAya. ghaNA thayuM che che ke Avyo eTale mArI cAlI jAya. paraMtu ziSyanuM je ahita thatuM hoya to guru gussau kare tyAre che temano bhAva cAlyo gayI paraMtu tenA tarapha mInAva che mATe gusso bAvyo che ne? - ApaNAmAM jhIbhAva jIvamAtA pratye ka2vAnI che. bIjo koI bhAva jIvamAtra pratye karavAnA nathI. tyAM paNa jIva mAtra arthe jharavAnI nathI. Page #306 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 99 'thA du:khI jIva pratye kavAnI che. tamArAthI halakAnI tthA hoya, DaNI paNa jIva mAtra pratye kavAnI nathI. parIpakAra paNa jIva mAt pratye DavAno nathI. jIva je bhAvane yogya hoya te rIte ja tenA pratye bhAva kavAno che, paraMtu maitrIbhAva sarvavyApI che. maitrIbhAva pratyeka jIva pratye karavAnI che. g2A, madhyastha, pramoda amuka ThekANe ja DarAya. paNa mIbhAva vadha karAya che.mATe manIno artha bAbara samajavAnI che. ne jIva pratye hatanI dRSTi na hoya ane rAga kazuM te sa~nI nathI. temane va pratye zanI STi hoya ane vaidha karaze to paNa maitrIbhAva kahevAya. ghaNA ApaNe tyAM maitrIno bhAva prema Dare che, jeTalA tame vratanA vI bhAthe prema dekhavI teTalA maitrIbhAva vizeSa TevAya. eTale jyAM prema che tyAM maitrIbhAva devAze AvuM ghaNA Ane che paNa tame dikarA mATe manIphITaze tevuM vAtsalya hoya paNa tenI haciMtA na hoya to te moha,mamatA revAya paraMtu ApaNe to jIvabhAga pratye nIbhAva keLavavAnI che. ve maitrIbhAva keLavavA mATe phrInaguNa caDheSa che. atyAre jIvane potAnA doSa ke khAmIne jIvavAnI adbhuta zakti che ApaNA doSa, khAmIne ApI gebInAthI pacAvI jANIe chIe. jyAre bIjAnA doSa ke khAmI pratye asahitAnI sRSTi hoya che. jemake DII vyaktinA dIpa De- khAmI joyA pachI tame tene becAra haikANe vAta na karI tyAM sudhI cena na paDe. ane jANo tyAre paNa tarata ja asara thAya. jyAre tene khullA karI tyAre ja gharzIta thAya. atyAre guru pAme AlIyA lenAra karalA jaine nathI lIdhI teto potAnA gupta dardIne gurU pAse nahera nathI Tharyo eTale potAnA pApone Page #307 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paMcavI jANyA che. sabhA:- tene gaMbhIratA ThadevAyane 1 *. bhATeghajI:- gaMbhIratA AvI hoya ! maratAM sudhI paNa te moMmAM na Ave. jyAre bIjAnA doSa auA vagara na rahevAyane 1 javanI A khAsIyata che, svabhAva che. bIjAnA doSane pacAvavA, tenAmAM doSa jevA chatAM tenA gurunI kadara karavI teja hInI adveSa che. ApaNI khAmI jANIe chatAM ApaNAmAM jai guNa IM tenI ahaMkAra thAya che. potAnA dIpI hovA chatAM ApaNe pacAvI jANIe chIe. ane ApaNA zukAnI kadara vagara jarura paNa karIe chIe. mATe dareka jgyAe mulyAMkana STi takSNa aiiI, je jAna mATenA kAMThalA che te bIjA mATe beie. paraMtu atyAre pramANitA nathI. bIjanI khAtrI joyA pachI tenuM je sArU pAsu che tene joI zako to guNonI Da, anurAga kazyAnlR tame lAyaDa cho, tamArA svabhAvathI viTTu vicAravALA hoya to tamane tarata ja aNNabhI thAya. tame jene mAruM mAno tevuM jo bIjo vartana na kare to tarata ja athI thAya, kahezo DaoNI kasa nathI. tenA mATe halako abhiprAya baMdhAI jAya che. AvI prakRtivALA jIvonuM haththa evuM che ke bImanA doSono svIkAra karI, guNanI kadara kare tema nathI. na pote ja dharma mAne che je rIte pratikrama, sAmAthika kare che, saptyAga kare che, tatvanuM jAge che, dyA-dAna kare che ane bIjA je te kaLAnuM nathI karatAM to tene lAgI sAme jIvamAM koI kasa nathI. je vidhi pote jAte te bIjA na jAva to tarata ja asathI thAya. pote nava aMge bAbara prA kare, ane bIjI e te rIte barAbara ThadAca, jANakArI na vAnA kAge ke utAvaLane kAraNe barAbara na kare to te vakhate tamArI zuM sthiti thAya? jUja karavA Ave che paNa prazna kema karavI tenu paNa bhAna nathI. AvA jIvone DaThIra thaIne kahevA jevuM che, mATe tame atizaya praSNui cha AvIto nAnInAnI ajayaNA ghaNI thatI zeya che. Ama pAchI pote 300 Page #308 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ bIja cheTalIya athavA sevatI hoya. pachI tene to bIbanI ja khAmI, dekhAyo. sAugAmAM paNa amane AvA bhAva na AvavA joIze. amAre koI dIpane sArI nathI karavo, ame tenI vAta paNa , nathI ka2tAM. paraMtu je gAra che tenuM yogya mulyAMkana tI karavuM ja paDazo. to ja tame urmanI se2 DarI Do. nahitara dhama avanI upakh karanArane tenAthI kevuM pApa baMdhAze - dharmanI upekSA kavAthI bhavAMtaramAM dharma tamane na maLe. kobA paNa guNa, sadAcAranI upekSA karavI te, te deva-guru-rmanI ja upamA thaI tenArthI vaDe dharmanI sAmagrI bhavAMtaramAM na maLe, jenAthI jIvane kalyANa karavA mATenA daravAjA baMdha thaI jAya che. hiMsA, corIthI je pApa baMdhAya tenA illAM AnAthI pApa bArI baMdhAya che. - gharma karanAra AvanAra Qrgane niMdA karavAnA bhAvane kAraNe 4 thANA dharma karavA chatAM dharma ke dharmanI sAmagrI na maLe ane pApa baMdhAya bodhi dularbha thAya. zamaNIta che samajhIna mAImaLavI durlabha thaI jAya, A dhirma karanArane prakAzana pAmavuM haze to tene zreyano saMkalpa joIe. tame tamAre eka naMbarano virodhI haththa tha te guNIyala hoya to tenA kukAnI 32 karI vADI tevI udAratA joIe. namarge nI sAthe meLa che tenI se2 ka2vI sahelI che paNa tenI sAthe manabheda, vihI che, virodha bhale saMsArIka ke tika hoya tevI vyaktinA gukAnI vAta Ave to tene sAMbhaLavAnI, prasaMge yogya chokana karI tenI anumaTinA bahumAna kI zasI tevI kAra joIe tau ja mAdhAna Ave. - pravina pAmelI java game tyAM jAya to paNa tene gunI, anumauranA hovAnA kAraNe prAgyAnubaMdhI kArya baMdhAya che. zAstra jeTalA paNa adhyAtmanA cakI pAmelA , mokSamAne pAmelA che tevA jIvI Page #309 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pratye bahumAna pathu IM. paraMtu A karavA mATe AkhA hathanuM parivartana karavuM paDe. - eka TarNata che. kumArapALanuM. A dRSTAMta dharma daSTIe nathI paNa vyavahArIka TaTIe che virAja ane bApAne sarvabhavanuM 22 cAlyu Ave che, kaTara, duzmana che ane mAravA taiyAra thAya tevI sthi ihatI. ekabIbhane.. ba2bAda karavAmAM bAkI kUvI zakhe. majAnI sULarAjanA vaMzAnI AThamI peDhI cAlI Ave che. have sirAne eNe nAnAno. mATe tene mArA jyotiSIne pUrNa ke mArA pachI uttarathI vIjhA thI je. gujarAtano, samAthI tapIe emanA lakhI . joIne ke.. kumArapALarAjA thaze. sirAjI,chAkAnI dikarI che. chatAM A vAta sAMbhaLIne galA bhavanA veranA ThAra. ted aMda2 lAvA lAgI ke Avyo che. A bhavamAM tene koI tenuM bagADyuM nathI. chatAM paNa ATalI leSa thayo che. tene jenI sAthe I saMdha nathI te kinane , pakaDI lAvI tene sAmAnya saupavAnI taiyArI kare che. ane samAna re che ke kumArapALane hAjara karI zukhI caDhAvI do. paraMtu temanuM puNya hovAnA kAraNe te chaTakI gayA. paraMtu tenA hAthamAM sattAnA sUtro hovAnA jhArAne 15-15 varSa sudhI kSatAvavAmAM bAkI nathI rAkhyuM. kumArapALane nathI khAvAnA ThekANA, nathI pIvAnA DeDakA, traNa TakA divasa sudhI lAMghaNI thaI che ane pAraNAmAM mAMgIne caNI lAvIne pAramAM karyuM che. jenA para ATaluM vItyu hoya tenA pratye kevI aupa hoya? pa0 varSa sudhI temane du:kha paDyuM che. ghaNI vakhata ApaghAtanA vicArI paNa karyA che. paraMtu rAja maLyA pachI hemacari maLavAthI dharmane pAmyA che. puDatha tapatuM hovAnA kAne zaja maLyuM che. have eNka vakhata raksabhAmAM jAheramAM temanA maMtrI je parama zrAvaka, Page #310 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 303 * anubhavI, vIvRkSa che temanuM nAma ughyanamaMtrI che. temane chu ke mA paththarDa ane zikarAja vacce zuM taphAvata che! A maMtrIe banne paDI joI che. banne rAjA sAthe ghaniSTa paricaya che, teo pavitra, vAdAra che. temane jAheramAM prathyu che ke bannemAM zuM vizeSatA, zuM khAmI che. AkhI sabhAne thayuM che zuM javAba Apaze. ulthanamaMtrI sAtvIka zrAvaDa che. mATe rAjmANa mATe cAMpalusI kare tevA nathI. tethI teo Dare che. tamArAmAM 98 dISa che ane be Na che jyAre saharAmAM guNa hatA ane 4 dIpa hatA. deramAM potAnA duzmananA vaga bhAMbhaLavAnA che vamane tamArA duzmananA AvA vakhANa zaheramAM sAMbhaLavAnA bhAve to sAMbhaLI ko khara! vakhANa karanAra mATe paNa anyI thAyane! pAvA svabhAvavALA pradhAnane pAmI naDI kharA! je tamAro virodhI che tenA tarapha tamane abhAva che, eTale tenA vyaktitva pratye aLathI AvI. eTale tenA guNa pratye athI thai. ane suga ane varSane abheda che, mATe tamane varga pratye mathI thaI. gatamAM radelA jIvonA adhyAtma guNo teja dharma che mATe alTImeTa thayuM? adhyAtmanA guNo pratye dveSa che. mATe dharma mATe ja haiSa che. mATe je guNanI arucI thaI ne sukhanA virodhI metarAya baMdhAya. bhaviSyamAM te guNo na pAmI TAko, pAmavAnI IcchA paNa na thAya. sAmagrI ja na maLe. jethI tamArA vikAsamAM ADakhIlI ubhI thAya. bApu jgata AvA bhAvothI pIDAya che mATe pradhAna pAmelA ochA jIvI hoya che. mATe bhAvapUrvaDano dharma hoya tevA ghaNA ja ochA vo hoya. jainAmAM bhAvapUrvakano dharma nathI,teno varma mokSanuM sAdhana nathI banatI. mATe ApaNe ATalo dharma cho chatAM mola thayo nathI. kAraNa A ja kaDI qhuztI hatI. Page #311 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ have uthanamenIai hyuM tyAre te vAtuM sAMbhaLIne kumArapALa jarAkhI agamAM vagara khulAso kare che ke mArAmAM ThathI doSa hanI ane kayA guNa hatA ? ane sirAjamAM 3thA daiSi ane guga hatA? - Ama maMtrIne sirAja duratAM kumArapALa mATe vadhAre sadbhAva . kAma silarAja kAMI nAstika, gharmazunya nahInA . nai pA pApa, pAca, paraloka mAnatA hatA. siddharAja hemacanTarane potAnI rAjasabhAmAM mAnabhera bolAvatA, temanI upadeza, zreraNA para jhIlatA hatA. guru tarIke mahelamAM padharAmaNI karAvI che ane tyAre temanI AratI para utArI che. pachI dharmanI TIme sTeja kumArapALanuM ucu che. chatAM kahe che salarAjanI prakRti ane tamArI prakrutine meLa khAya tema nathI. milarAjAnI utA pAse tame paga cho. temanI gaMbhIratA, seva pratye bhArApaNAno bhAva, kheladIlI keTalI ! A badhA guNa hovA chatAM temanAmAM be doSa hatA. ) thakamAM zairya nahotu je kSatriyamAM joIO ane * ) pa2strI pratye sadAcAra nahoto. - jyAre Aja guNa che mahatvanA che te tamArAmAM che. tame ekalavIra I ane parasTI salAcArI cho. udayanamenI A doSInuM gumArUpALane dhyAna doryuM mATe temane khuba rAjI thayA che. bIjAnA guNono paNa vicAra kare tevI prakRti che. AvI vyakita je dharma svA Ave to mAgavAna pAmI jAya. paNa je asahiSNu che tene lepa 8LavavAno muzkela paDe. kahevAya che ke udAra, khelali hoya tevAnI duzmanI paNa kharAba nathI. DAkA sAtha, sArA guNanI da2 temanAmAM hauya che. tema rAmAyaNa, mahAbhAratamAM paNa AvA pAko ghaNA che. jyAre mahAbhAratanuM yuddha racAya tyAre yuha medAnanI vAta che. e bAju . DIravanuM lazkara reDa bAju pAMdhyanuM lazkara hai juna sAthe laDavAnI Page #312 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ }l taiyArI che. te vakhate yudhiSThira thamAMthI nIce utare che. sAthe marjuna, bhIma badhA ja sAthe nIkaLIne sAmenA lazkaranI haroLamAM bhiSma patAmAne traNa pratimA ApI vinayathI hAtha joDI yuddha darazmAM pahelA AzIrvAda levA AvyA che. bhiSma pitAmaha kauravanA paDI che. mATe te hoya tyAM sudhI teo kauravone mahAta karI zake tema nathI, bhISma pitAmAha sabhyaTI, bAravratadhArI zrAvaka che. pAMcamA raNa sthAna che. sabhA- to pachI kauravonA pakI kaima hai, sATejI:- mahApurUSonA pAtnone samajyA paNa levala,ghu joize. bhiSma pitAmAha dAyitA guNanA kArye kauravonA pakI rahyA che. tamane to A guNa zuM che teja khabara na hovAnA kAraNe tene DaMkhavavAnI nIvAt ja kyAM hai! bhISmane namAlA kadIe to temanI AzAtanA thAya. . au viziSTha dharmiSTha che, jIMdagImAM sAcI vAta kahevAmAM pAchI pAnI karI nathI, teo satvavALA che. temane badhe sAcI salAha ja ApI che. koInA mATe paNa atikArI bhAva thayo nathI. temane rInsa opha oblIgezananA DArane huM kaI rIte duryodhanana nA pASS1 tene temanI khubaja bhakti, vinaya karyAM che. jema tamAza mATe koIe bhIga Apyo hIya nau sainI vinaMtine ThukarAvatAM dIla cAle naika paraMtu bhiSma pitAmAra ThAravanA paDI rahyA che paNa duryodhanane ApIne yu 3 tu khoTA unmArga 52 I chhI che. nItine bhUlI rahI che " ema Thapako Ape che. jyAre yudhiSThira page lagI sAthIda levA AvyA che, vicAro jenI sAthe jhaghaDavAnuM hoya tenA page paDI bhAzIrvAda levA AvyA che. mATe A badhAnA hradaya ja judA hoya. bhiSma upanAma Tha che tamane pAMceyane AzIrvAda Apu chu ke namArI pAse nIti che to tamArI viSNu ghAo, teonI vijya eTale temano parAjya salAha satya, '' Page #313 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 30 * na: mane khabara che ke temanA mRtyu pachI ja parAjya thAya chatAM tenI ciMtA nathI karI ane AvA AzIrvAda ApyA che. tema bharanacAvatI ane bAhubalIje 12 varSa laDyA che. ghaNAne ema thAya cheAvA yuvA kATalu laDyA to amane laDavAmAM zuM vAMdho paraMtu huM pUchuM chuM ke tamArA gharamAM mahIpata pa sarjavAnI govaDa nathI ne ? maNabhAratanA pagane anurupa eka pAtra pachI tamArA gharamAM che ? A badhA viThaTha pAno che jenuM DelIbara thI zu che bharatavartIe bAhubalIne karAvyuM che ke teo tamArA moTAbhAI che. AkhI duniyA temanI AjJA mAne che. moTAbhAI sAme namavuM te viya karyo kahevAya. tyAre bAhubalI" jvAba Ape che je navA che te ba mattAnA makhArI che. huM koI sattAnI bhikhArI nathI. bApAe ApelA rALa karatAM eka tarakhavuM paNa mAre vadhAre vastu nathI, ane je joIe to mArA bAvaDAmAM cAlI tAkAta che. pachI sattAnI e to dADhImAM hAtha nAkhavAno nathI. rva jene AkhI duniyA mAne che te Avo javAba sAMbhaDI vaDe . kharI? chatAM zuM kahe che ke mArza bhAI, RSabhadevanI AnA sivAya zuM bI javAba Ape. sikano batho siMha ja hoya nahitara te namAlo udezaya. A thula bAra varSa cAlyu I. te paraspara gurAnI 4 kare che. umI banavuM eTale mana vAta nathI. umaranuM dIla jagatanA sila karatAM judu ja zaa. dhamanu dIla avasare ja parakhAya. tame kuTuMbamAM sannAbhAInI bhUla pachI prabho jatI karI 4 bA ? gharamAM ja rAkhIne cAvI prakRtivANa dharma pAmI paNa na zake ane dharma pamADI paNa na zake. mA lokonA jIvanamAM keTalo AraMbha, samAraMbha hato.tailo tamArA jIvanamAM nathI. chatAM tamArI zaktio bhaNApurUSoe nalakhyA ane temanA lakhyA, masene emanAmAM game tenA guNanI karI, je sthaLamAM je rItanI vA hoya te rIte tene nyAya ApI zake tevI udAstA che. Page #314 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe A badhAnA A voi che. temAMthI thI apanAvI bodha levAno che. DIkinA jIvanamAM temanA pAponA che vipAka che. mATe AvA AvA pApI jIvanamAM paDachAyA tarIke paNa na Ave. 'bApA -vAsamAM deva-uudeva thIi tathA yAda zIi che. dharma satnI rozanI kare che. satyamothI prasavAnI vAta karatAM nathI. hInaJkarIarInu dila devuM joIza te A 2SyamAMthI laI zako nI khabara paDe ke keTalI udAratA haze, temanA hadatho vizALa haze... - A badhAmAM TIdAspada kahI zakAya tevA ThapakA pAmI nathI. mATe A bava thoi sara thaI gayA che. tevI ja rIte mavako-zrIpALanuM caritra paNa chevuM che. zrIpA potAnA duzmana sAthe keTalI udAra vyavahAra karyo che, te zugArI che. mATe grAsane temanA para ATaluM vitAvyA chatAM paNa zrIpALa jItyA pachI zuM kare che? yuddhamAM tane hAryA hatAM tame zIrthadhI laDyA cho mATe tamArAmAM parAima hIvAthI hAtha chatAM hinabhAva ghUsA nahi. vicAra virodhI pratye bhAva zuM che? ' A dharma pAmavAnI nizAnI che. , tamAre tI thanA kaumAM paNa keTalA matabheda che. have pUjyamamAM tharI vAta khoTI che. mAM khoTI vAtone apanAvanArA anuvAvamAM paNa je madhyAtmanA zukA hoya to tenI udara karavAnI che. mAnavAnavAmAM tamAma mukInI abhilASI hoya, tene sthiya, saMkalpamAM vakhI levAnuM hai. hInavura thapIne tamAma grIno zaga hadathamAM jhaMpala paDe. ane A pAmyA sivAya jura nathI. pa2vuM amAre ema paNa nathI kahevu che guNAnurAga ghelA thaIne Tho. tame kazI huM badhAne sArI ja mAnavA, stkhA zISa evA nahi, uSa karavo ja nahi.vidha ke matabheda zakhavo nahi. havai ne AvuM kare che che te dharmano viveka jUThI jaya hai. Page #315 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ khoTu hoya tene khoTu mAnavu ja paDe. khITu kahevu ja paDe ane je khoTu AcaratI hoya teno virodha kathvI ja paDe. sanmArganA virodhI pratye suSa thavo ja joIe. ane jo kSeSa na thAya to tame vAsanane hArI jazI. sabhA: sAraibajIH- duniyAmAM je paNa sAcAmArgane nukzAna pahoMcADe che te AtmAnI jeTalI caDhatI thAya teTaluM tenI jAtane nukazAna che. jaislA dharmanA virodhI maNaso che, nAstI che tevAne dharmanI vAta Ave eTle kAtara laIne ubhA 2Te. mATe AvA jIvIne buddhi, puNya jeTalu vadhAre Ave tema tene potAnA AtmAne ane jagatane bannene nukzAna che. AvA jIvo pratye iSyAbhAva AvavI joIe. sarbhaH- iSTa eTale se sAhebajI:- jainI unnatI eine rAjI thAya ane AdaraOM lAgaNI thAya Gga che. paraMtuM unnatI eIne rAjI na thAo ane avati che tenuM nAma irSyA che. tamArI koi vaipArI tamArAthI AgaLa nIkaLI jAya to zuM thAya? ane pachIkhabara paDe ke Alu kamAtI nI temA 25 lAkha khoyA to zuM bhAva Ave ? sabhA - matsara eTale Aja bhAva Ave ne ! sAbajI - IrSyA avanati Icche che jyAre unnatI icchavAne je aNu che te matsara bhAva che, dharma vIdhI, adamIno utkarSa sahana thavI Ie nahi. ja daiva-guru -dharmano kharo zaga hoya to AvA jIvIno utkarSa joina tenA peTamAM tela reDavuM jeIe. ghaNA kaherI dveSa karAto haze paNa badhe suSa ThavAno nathI . aMgata duzmana pratye mainI udAratA dAkhavavAnI che. paNa je zAsananA laiSI che, dharmanA leSI che tenA pratye.to dveSa thavo ja joIe nahitara tamArI guNAnurAga kAcI che. ghaNA de dveSa nahi karavAno, karI to kharAba 3C/ Page #316 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ve DahevAya, paNa Apare tyAM mahApuruSoe paNa laiSa vizedhI hatA tyAM uSa kyAM che. che, jethI zAsananA nammuthI para viSNukumArane kevo gusso Avyo che? bhanathI mArI noMdhyA che. gussAthI janmAvI pravRtti karI che mATe IrSyA, kaipa kare to cIna hai.mATe adveSanA nAmathI ghelA banavAnI vAta nathI. ghaNA kahe nAstITha vyaktinuM paNa sAta jovuM, kharAba nevuM nahi. paNa AvI AzA bhavAnanI nathI. ane e AvuM mAnazo nI samahIna aTaThI jaze. samaThIta tI su ane doSanI viveka mAge che. guNa ane doSanI barAbara parakha joie. mATe game tevA thI levAI jAya che. te avavekI che. ghaNA jeno vyu kahe che ke ApaNA urmamAM DIsIplIna nathI. arthamAM vI zAMti hoya che. musalamAno paNa namAja paDhe tyAre badhA zistabakka hoya che eTale A rIte vaNA karIne ApaNA jainadhamanuM DIvelyuAMna kare che. mATe jenAthI devA ghora pApa baMdhAya. ghaNA pazcimanA dezomAM Ine Ave pachI thru kahe tyAM kaivI DIzIplIna che ? zuM mozalITI che ? ApaNe tyAM to badhA anADI paidA thayA che. jene jainadhama sAthe levAdevA nathI tevAnA sAmAnya guNathI paNa levAI jAvane? A zujhanI kAMI anumodanA nathI paNa guNanI zailachA che. sabhA:- badhA cenane sArA mAnI gujvA lAyakane mATebajI : tame badhAne sArA kaI 2STIe kadI cho sabhA:- jainanI TIe. jainadharmanA badhA sAdhu mATe sAhebajI - jaina daSTIe badhA sAdhu sArA mATe bIna dharmanA sArA sAthe paNa nakAmA thayA mATe dharma mATe tamAro aproca thayo! mArA dharmano sAdhu gametevI UlAgu hoya to paNa te sAro, kAraNa mArA varmano sAthe che mATe ane ardharmano bhAro aMta paNa tamArI dRSTIe nakkAmo kaima khAne ja Page #317 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ * sabhA:- pA jene sugu-gurunuM jJAna nathI to potAnA dharmanA - saMtane zvAza ja mAne ne ! bhAbaja- jene suca-gurunuM jJAna nathI tene vAstavamAM taTastha rahIne badhaM pratye apanAva keLavavI joIe. jene una banI dharmanuM bhAna nathI tene to badhA dharma mAnavAnA bhAve. paNa tame zuM nakkI karyuM ke ApaNA zu che pachI te game tevA hoya to paNa prakvA lAyaka che. jyAre pelA lAza che paNa pAraDA che mATe kvA lAyaka nathI. paraMtu dharmamAM taTasthatA, tamAratA joIto. - Apane ItaradharmanA sanyAsIne zuguma nathI mAnatA? je vyAkhyA sugurUnI che tyAM nathI mATe ne ? roja kAraNa ApaNe tyAM na hotha tI tamane sujhu% kema manAya? ATalI TasthatA, temagItA dharma sivAya saoya nathI, bhagavAne ja kahyuM che ke mAro veza paheryA pachI paNa tenAmAM AthAra, vicAra na hoya to vezanI choI kiMmata nathI. snatamAM AvA senTa kaI dharmamAM nahi maLe, aika vaijJAnIke mArI sAthe kalAko sudhI vAta karyA pachI mane Dare duniyAmAM dhamAM keTalA che. te badhA ja kahe che amane mAno to ja ulyAga thaze. bIjA dharmane mAnI to kalyANa nahi thAya. nI pachI amAre zuM karavuM che tyAre meM kahyuM hakIkatamAM tamArI bhUla thAya che. jainadharma '. AvuM kRauto nathI, A sAMbhaLIne te vicAramAM paDI varyA. na bharAvAne kahyuM che ke je navamane mAro, ApaNo dharma che. mATe te mAthI ane mAro dharma che, je A pramANa mAnIne apanAve to te mithyAtva che. - tamane koI kaI bATalA badhA dharma hovA chatAM tame nadhirmane ja Thema apanAthI tenI pAchaLa kAraNa zuM? bIja ghaNA vikalpo hovA chatAM Aja vane 8ma pada Do. Page #318 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Be sabhAH- vItazagatA. : sAdajI -benI artha ema ja 3 kharuM Izvara tatva ahiMyA ja che. bIje paripUrNa izvara tatva nathI. vItarAga che. mATe Amanune je cho ? enI artha ema thayI ke namane vItarAga625 bahu ja game che. paraMtu huM namane puchu chu ke tame vItazagadAnA jAgI ke rAgadanA rAgIjI ja jAtane barAbara DheDhIbIne pUcho. tame zuthI jainadharmanA bvatatvanuM mulyAMkana karyuM ane bIjA uranA Izrvaranatva karatAM A Izrvara natva kezu lAgyu mATe tame bA dharma apanAvyo thai,to barAbara. paNa e mArI thaI che mATe samatvathI tene pakaDyo hoyatI AbhidIka mithyAtva che. mATe je mAro dharma, mArA bhagavAna, mArA guru ema mAnIne apanAve te badhA AbigrAhaka nighyAnvI che. ApaNA bhagavAne kahyu nathI ke mAro sAdhu saMco ane bIje nIco. Avu bole te vItarAga devAya nadi. na jo guNanuM dhAraNa mALa bhAlumAM paNa na hoya ne suguru nahi. grAnuM dhoraNa ja arvamanA bhavamAM nadIya to te paNa suguru nahi. mATe broya paNa bhedabhAva na joIe . ApaNI tyAM guNanamAM bhaidbhAva nathI. sUkA prajA e taTastha prabhunI prakAra che. jo tame ema nathama bAgho maiM badhA ja bhArA, DoInA mATe zaba abhiprAya bAMdhavI nahi.to pachI rastAmAM pAdarI, maulavI gamete maLe tene pachI lAgavuM paDaze. game te kapaDAM paherIne Ave eTale vuM. zra eka avidyaka che. mATe guNa-dIpanI viveTha 26 bAju ThavAno che. hInathuNInI kadara karavAnI paNa temAM ghelachA paNa divAnI . Page #319 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 papU zrI yugabhUSAvijyajI thI namaH // thIvinzIkA pradhdhAna havAre jaga vana. govALiyA reDa ', anaMta upakArI anaMtanAnI zrI tIrthaMDara parAtmAe jgatanA praeka jIvane sAco parArtha ane paramArthanI praudha dazavavA dharmatIrthanI sthApanA kare che, mahApurapInI raSTIe dharmanuM TrekamAM varNana DavuM hoya to gatamAM jeTalI parAI ane paramArthano bhAva che tenuM nAma ja dharma che. ane jagatamAM baiTalI svArtha ane jyanI pariNatI che te adharma che. mahApuruSoe nazailamAM dharmaadharmanI vyAkhyA banAvI dIdhI che. vaidhatAthI dharma- adharmano saMha AmAM DarI lIdhI che, je A dne barAbara samajIe to dharmanI RnmAna kyAMthI thAya che, ane adharmanuM mULa kyAM che, te bene spaSTa samajyAthI aMtaramAM kahyAcha! mATenI sAcI aa maLe che. 5 graMthamAM darzabhadrasUrie kahyu 3, jaidharma mokA sAthe joDe tene ame yoga kahevA taiyAra chIe paNa je dharmamAM moko sAthe anusaMdazana nathI tene ame yoga kahevA taiyAra nathI . je dharma pradhAna Adi bhAvothI yukta hoya tene ja ane mokAnuM sAdhana rIe chIe. hI progAnanu lAga temane thuM bAMdhyu ? paropakAra vAmanA yukta . prAnanu muLabhUna svarUpa- kartavyatAnIupayoga ane thaya prAptino saMkalpa . AvA pradhAna pAmelA jIvanuM aMtaHkaC hai bhAvanAthI vAzmita hoya. jIhInagupa na hoya, paNa kAno bhAva hoya ane sAthe A paropakAra vAsanA viziSTa Toya. joTI pradhAna pAmavuM che tene parIpakAranI abhilASA satata hovI joIe, jema vAtAvaraNlR sugaMdhathI maghamadha thatuM rotha ane temAM koI navI vyakti Ave to te sugaMdhathI tarabatara thAya, tene sugaMdhano anubhava thAya . tema tenuM enapuNa mA bhAvathI tarabatara hoya, na vAstavIka sAcA dharmanI bAta parIpakArathI thAya che. dharma adharmano pAthI ja parIpakAra ane svArtha che. dharma pariNAmanuM muLa bIja ja paropakAra che paranI hita ciMtA cAlu thAya tyAMthI ja dharma cAlu thAya che. eDalI svArthanI ciMtA te adharma che mATe svArtha ane parIpara sAma sAme pakSpara dharma-sadharma Page #320 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 2 1. pArthamAMthI pramAImAM javAya che. mATe svArtha ane parArthanI vyAkhyA samajjA jevI che. tame bhagavAna pArsI jyavIthAtha tAmAM baulI chI "pasyAnaMda.. bhagavAna pAse mago cho. tame te vakhate paropakAra karavAnI rApti, sAnI, anukuLatA mAMgo cho OM sAthe aMtaHkaraNamAM pIpaThAra karavAnA pariNAma paNa che. anenakApathI AtmAmAM svArtha sthimajAvata thaI gathI che. mATe ja svArthanI vAta Ave eTale tame sAbadA, ane pArthanI vAta Ave eTale dUra bhAgIne tamane parIpakAra karavAnI taka maLe tyAre tame jI thAo ke upAdhi lAge ! sAcu bolo. je tame rAjI thatA hIva to, parIpaDhAra svAnI kaiTalI taka maLe che. hA, jyAM parIpakAra karavAnI tamArI zakti na taiya tyAM judI vAta . paraMtu chatI zaktie name keTalo paropakAra karI cho to tamArA jIvanamAM prAthIITI DIne Apa cho zAstrakAro svArthanI vyAkhyA batAvatA kahe che ke potAne lAmAM rAkhIne jeTalI baunika IcchA karavI tenuM nAma svAI. svArtha sAthe bhautikatAne ii bhavAnI vai rAbhA:- sAhebajI kharI popaDAra 6ImIne thAya 1 sArebajI DIpatra AtmAne sarva du:khathI mukta karI, e AtmAne mIThI mokalI Apo te kharo parIpakAra che. jainAthI anaMtakALanA tenA du:kha, darda dUra tharmo eka jIvane mauko mokalo eTale tene parama zAMti, sukha maLe . tathA vyA saMbhAramAM koIpaNa jIva dvArA bIjA jIvInI hiMsA thavAnI ja nIthI paNa zrRtima bhavamAM DI jIvanI hiMsA na thAya te rIte teo jIvI zakatA nathI. kaivaLIne paNa vyarthamA hoya che. ATe DoIpaNa jIvane e gAsa na ApavI hotI mIThI gathA miAya chuTho nathI. mATe je jIva mIThI jAya tyAre tenAthI thatA badhA jIvInA duHkha darda DAyama mATe dUra thavAnA . dasa pUrvaghara umAsvAtijIe kahyu ke eka jIvane mohI mokalavI Page #321 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ "tenA jevI upaDAra bIbe koI nathI. hA, pAchuM moTuM koI jIvane baLajabarAIthI ke hAtha pakaDI, bAvaku jANIne mIThI vADAya tema nathI. pA ma A vAkya hauta tau tIrthaMkara bhagavana koI jIvane bI rAkhane kharA mATe kahyu ke jagatamAM lAyaka jIvone mokSamArga para cAvI, eka vakhata jIva raste caDhe pachI svayaM sAdhanAthI AgaLa pahoMcI. mATe kharo parIpakAra Aja che. bhale tame bhautika rIte game teTalA jIvanA duHkha darda karI paNa te pelA upakAra pAse nAcIjha che. nathI. A parIpakAranI pravRtti hArA tuM thI1 3 tame eka jIvane mIThAnA para caDhAvavAmAM nimitta thaIgayA eTale tamane bhavAMtaramAM zAsana pAmavAnI geraMTI maLe che. A kudaratamAM ApyA vagara DAMda sAme matu sabhA jenI pAse hoya e Arye ke jenI pAse na hoya te Ape je molamArga para thathI hoya te cAvI zake? sATebajI- bhAvathI. catho hoya te caDhAvI zake. ghaNI vakhata nahi caDhelo jIva caDhAvavAmAM sahAya kare. bIjane kaltha ApIne sAghya thAya tene bhavAMtaramAM sAmamI prApta thAya. jenAmAM augha GA che te malyathI sahAya karI zake che. ane te bIjAne kavya ApavAmAM sAdhana bane che. jaina zAsanamAM zraTThA, bhAvanA, cAritrya, vita, pariNAma A badhAnI be bhedI che. 1) tAtvIka - atAtvIka 2) vyathI - bhAvathI authathI bhAva che. eTale kathI bhAva potAne che. je bIjane prApta karAvavAmAM sAdhana bane che. jyAM sudhI modInI grAnI anubhuti nathI tyAM sudhI tene othathI zA kahIzuM. ane tethI tame je paNa dharmanI pravRtti Daro cho te upacArathI karI lo. DAraNa tenAthI sakhatA sukhanI ezathI paNa svAda na hoya ta 31 Page #322 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ja tene zogha zrI ja karIzuM. haju temAM anubhavanuM tatva bhaLyuM nathI. . dA.ta. tame vItarAgane tu cho, temanI stuti, stavanA, upasUnA cacavedana prajA mATe karo cho. paraMtu tamane maLIe vItarAgatAno svAda 1 jI e zvAno e2mAM Aanka paNa anubhava na hoya rIte badhI thiI tame thathI karo cho . eja rIte tame AmA mAnI thI, palI, puca, pApa , mora mAno che. manamAM anaMta sukha che te pakA mAno che eTale AtmAmAM anaMnu sukha che te pachI mAno cho? to pachI - e sukhanI koI saMvedanA ahI ke bAlI badhI vAto vizvAsathI nAnI thI saMvedana pUrvaDanI zI judI ane - sevedana thanya zrata jUdI che. dA.ta. TharelA kaDavA ja ane dudhapAkane go jaDema mAnI cho? maracAne tIkhA ja kema mAno cho? hAtha huM kahyuM ke maracA to mIThA hoya to pachI tame mAno praza' tyAre tame kahezo sAheba amAro anubhava che ke maracAM tIkhA ja che. amArA para game teTalo vizvAsa hoya to paNa mAnavAmAM taiyAra nahi ne 1 mATe vizvAsa game teTalI prabaLa hoya pachI anubhava AgaLa te nAcIja che. , paraMtu tamArA jIvanI muzkelI cheAtmAmAM ane supa che. ane jaDama sukha nathI. tame A sAthe mAno cho ke khAlI tamane jama che tamane thaze hA, bhagavAne A kahyuM che mATe sAcu che. tethI mAno kharA paNa tamArI anubhava zuM bole - mAlapANI, paigamAM ja mIThAza, mAno anubhava thAya ne yAtmAmAM mIThAza, majUno anubhava thAya che? nA, mATe mahArAjanI badhI Qaa uDI jaya ne tethI vizvAsa pe ja kalA rahe che. anubhava e mokSamaNanI mAThI che. badhA enA AvA toDI sAcI dizA batAvavAnI tAkAta anubhavamAM che. tatva saMvedana e ja mokSano rAjamArga che. Page #323 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ paulA guNasthAnaThathI tatva sevaidanano prAraMbha thAya che. ane tatva sevaidananI pADI tenuM nAma ja moDI che. nainAmAM AMzika anubhava Avyo tene molamA cAlu thaI gayo . mATe anubhava khUbaja jarurI che. have anubhava tamArI pAse tuM maLe che ? sabhA:- bhoga mAMge che. vAta nathI. parNa tatvanuM saMvedana sAhebajIH- bAhya pRSTIe bhoga Apo tenI Done karavAnuM che ! potAnI jAtane ja. paNa jAtane tatvanuM vaidana kaima thatuM nathI ? AtmAmAM anenu sukha che te kAMI gayA che! jIte sAcu hai to anubhavamAM jaina thatuM nathI ! A na thavAmAM kkI kyAM khUTe che hakIkatamAM vyAtmAmAM je servaghna zakti hai te malIna thaI gaI che. jainI malina zakti tene AtmAnA sukhano anubhava na thAya. tAvavALI ke rIvApI vyaktine svAdiSTa vAnagI Apo to paNa svAda Ave kharI? AyurvedamAM lakhyu che ke jene kaphano prakopa thAya tene badhuM besvAda lAge. jene pittano praDopa thAya tene badhu kaDavuM lAge, kAraNa zuM jIbha bagaDI che. svAdanA anubhavanI tAkAta te gumAvI beThI che. tema mithyAtvae saMvedana zaktine malIna TharI dIghI che. * . mATe AtmAnI malIna vyakti tenuM nAma ja mithyAtva tema AtmAnI nirmaLa saMvedana vyakti tenuM nAma ja samaDIna che. samyag NunuM vana DachtAM Dare che A thIra saMsAramAM AtmAnI mahA paribhramaNanI jo koI jDa hoya to mithyAtva che. be A mithyAtva nAmanuM karma na hota to jIva anaMttaThALa A saMsAramAM rakhaDI na vADate. mATe A rakhaDapaTTInuM muLa bIja mithyAtva che. jIva karmano badhuM utkRSTathI 70 koTaDITI bhAgazepama bAMdhI zake. eTale sAna covIsI thai. mATe to to jIva kyAre ya temAMthI chuTIne moDhI cAlyo jAya. DII AtmAne anenakALanuM karma baMdhAtu nathI. bhale game teTalA ugra pApa ya IF Page #324 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 7; , kare to paNa chatAM javAnI ane tApathI saMsAra kema cAle che | madhyAta che. mATe ja . svaine eka karma bAMThi che temAMthI bIju navuM Darma, temAMthI bIja navuM Darma bha AkhI DarmanI cenala mithyAtva ka Ape che. jema eka jhADamAMthI bIju jhADa temAMthI bIju tema je zRMkhalA cAle tema mithyAtvanuM gAma che. mATe mithyAtva e mahApApa che. tene kADhavuM te ja kharI kasoTI che. - muLa baMdhAyu Darma thI che, paNa tenuM vyAja cAlyA ja kare. temAMthI AtmA uzo ja na Ave. gesa jene pazcimanA dezonuM devuM karyuM te deza maratAM sudhI temAMthI bahAra na Ave kAraNa paThANI, paNa, paThANInuM vyAja cAlyA ja kare. varlDa benDanI zuM hAlata che. ghaNA zuM kare che zAkArI bhUtakALamAM khUba ja utsA hatA. paraMtu A vaijjo to ajagara pI che. Akhe AkhA zAhukArane gaLI jAya tevA ajagaro che. palAM bhulakAmAM dvArAhI dhaMdho zrAvaka jJAM hatA. zAhI e zrAvakane yogya dhaMdho che. pakA tene khubaja vagovI dIdho che tyAre tene vagovI, niMdA karI karIne pI karIne A zarIrUno dhaMdho sAva nAbuda karI nAMkhyo che ane tenA badale zimAM benkI gIvI ane varlDa levarSe varlDa benDa goThavI. rIporTa che ja pathe ApaNe olara lIdhelo tenA mRtyAra sudhI jaze. sUkaal, chatAM devA peTe haju mAthA para paDyA che. mulatI uM che. atyAre have jana 30-3ra-3pa thavAne kahyuM te to vyAjamAM gayu ane sAthe murala pachI vadhatI jatha. ' ' sabhA:- DAga 1 sAhebajI:- piyAnuM velyuzana cAlu vItha mATe jamI 34 thayA che. tamAre rUpiyAnI vadhu ghaDavI ja paDe tevuM ja temane kahyuM che mithyAtva, mAtmAmAM A ja rIte kare che. eka vakhata karma bAMdhoH tyAre, sAthe je mithyAtva hoTha to tame. marI java, tenuM revu thAya Page #325 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'ja nahi. mATe anaMtA bhava sudhI karmanI cenala cAla jAya che. mATe AvA karmane kADhavA mATe samaThIta thai jai jai che tevu - evI nirmama sevaina zakti pedA thAya. nirmaLa samajaNa zakti tenu nAma samyagajJAna nirmaLa darzana tenuM nAma samyagdarzana. AtmAnI Labhuna svabhAva tenuM nAma cAi sabhaH- sAevajI, dAkhalA sAthe samAvI, sAejIH- dA.ta. ApaNe krUkhathI cetana chIe ane A pATa che te jDa che. have tame pATa UtarI, sauya khosI ke ThaMDI mAro to paNa tene jhAMI na thAya, tamane jarA sau) khose nI Ga pADI, are jarAka tamane koI aDI ya to paNa tenI tamane khyAla Ave. uMghamAM paNa koI jarAka vALa kheMce to jAgIne thIsa pADI, jhANuga aMdaramAM saivaidana zakti paDI che tamA rI2 ane Injiyo covIse kalAka elarTa che. mATe koI paNa prasaMge tamane saMvedana thAya. jaima cAMkhamAM paNa nAnuM sarakhuM jaTharaNa uDIne Ave nI zokha mIcAI jAya, nAnI sarakhI kacarI paDe to paga paTapaTa karIne pANI dvArA kADhI nAMkho. kArakI Indriya covIse kalA8Asana che. zarIra, IndiyanI saMvedana zakti jAgRna che, tema AtmAnI saMvaina zakti jAna hoya tene AtmAnA sukhaduHkhano satata anubhava thAya. jaima tamArI jIbha para sAkara sUDo ke mIThu DI, Ama to bannenI dekhAva bharakho che, chatAM paNa bhoLavAyA vagara banneno taphAvata banAve che. khArAne khAma kahe che, mIThAne mIThu ja kahe che. ka! jIvanuM saMvedana satata jAgRna che. cArAne jevI bhAva thAya tevI anubhava thAya to tenuM saMvedana jAna che. ane tevo bhAva na thAya to, athavA anubhava ulTI thAya to evedana buThThuM che. dA.ta. sathaMgaSTi bhulamA zrAvikAnu TAMta vicArIe, te zuka samyaga hiTa zrAviDA che, temanA jIvanamAM saMsAranI pravRtti karatAM rAgadveSa na thAya 31C Page #326 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ evuM nahi paNa tenI saMvedana, anubhuti judI thAya. jyAre temanA bIsa purI nRtyu pAmyA tyAre temane AghAta lAge che, tenAthI teao zIkAra thayA che, paNa temanA patine temanAthI kaMI gaNo vadhAre AghAta lAgyo che. A badhA purI pa LA, vinaya, cAturya, pujya badhAmAM viziSTa hatA. AvI javAnajodha pu ekI sAthe jItyu pAme to koIno patra DALajA pI jaya. mAre namane haka thayI che. have A bhasvagaSTine zIDa thavAnuM kANa thaze kAra ke temane mamatA hatI. mamatAnA kArage ja AvuM nimitta pAmIne teo zomAM garakAva thaI gayA che. paraMtu mamatAmAM tamane anubhuti hoya ? samakitane iSAthamAM du:kha mane pIDAnI anubhuti hoya. sabhyagaNane potAnA rAga-repano bhAva che. temAM besvAda ane 5kvAza che. teno anubhava tene hoya ja. jema ujjaDa paDavAthI vaLatarA thAya tema pukAnI mamatAmAM temane satata du:khanI anubhava . paraMtu mamatAmAM temane majA nathI AvatI. sabhA:- to temane dukha kaima thAya che bhaNelA- mananAnA karI, paNa te bhamavA lAge che dukhamaya, vighAre che rAva karyo mATe DhATha AthI ne, zaga na karyo hota to zITha thavAno. savAla ja na hIta. je mArA nahA, tene mArA mAnyA mATe daba lA. samyavaSTine kaSAyamAM duHkhanI vanabhava thAya jema tamArI AMgaLI DapAtha ane paga na thAya to tene bebhAna avasthA kaho ke sabhAna avasthA zai? tamane 2 pIDA nathI thatI te tamArI aAsana che. saMvedananI lalItA che, zatraSTine potAnA dIpa, viSaya, kaSAyomAM satata vai ane pIDA ja hoya. jema tamane tamAco mAre ane baLatarA thAya tema A AjhmAnA tamAcA che. sabhyatraTaTine pAthamAM duHkhano anubhava che, tema gukamAM sukhanA svAdano anubhava che. sasthAne mamatva svatha dukha lAge che. jyAre tamane mamatva ii, Page #327 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karma baMdhAya che kAraNa mamatA taman mIThI lAgai thai. tame tI tenAthI AvatA pApanA phaLathI gabharAmI chI, jyAre samyaga STine manAmAM duHkhano anubhava che. rAga svayaM tene ajaMpo lAge. rAgamAM mIThAnI anubhava thAya te samIta mATe lAyaka nathI. eTale sabhyaRRTi raNa na kare tevu nathI, jema moTo mama Davu khAya, paNa khAtA tene AnaMda nathI, mATe te mo, bagADIne khAtI jAya. mabhAH- samIta nizcayathI hoya ne,vyavahArathI 1 sAdebajI hA, samaDita vyavahArathI ane nazcayathI hoya. atyAre huM vyavahAra samakItanI vAta karu chu. jeTalA nizcayanayathI vAta kare che,te badhA zA bhamyA nathI, ApaNe tyAM atyAre niraticAra cAritna paNa nathI. nI pachI nizcayanaya to hoya ja nahi, te bannenI viOTa che. - - sabhA:- nizcayathI samIta chaThThA sAtamA guNasthAnaDamAM hoyane 1 sATejI:- chaMdu, sAnaDhAmAM je daza mAnI hai, te A kALamAM nathI. guNasthAno mAM paNa amuka amuka adhyavasAyo hoya che. niraticAra cAritra atyAre viccheda che, paraMtu niraticAra cAgi pAkhanArane paNa nizcayanaya mithyA4i2 devI. gautamamahArAjAe prabhU pAse thI lIdhA pachI nirmaLA ArAdhanA Thare che. temanA guNo ane zArkanA vakhANa karIe eTalA ochA che. chatAM { "pathanaya temane mithyAtvI deze. kAtra tame jene khoTu ane kharAba mAno ane te choDI nahIto devu kharAba daivAya, mATe AtharA vagaranI zrA photarA jevI che. bhagavAna dIA lIdhA pahelA saMsAramAM hatA tyAre mithyATaTa hatI tema niAnaya DarerI. dIkA lIdhA pachI samanAmAM AvyA che. have e gItamamahArAjane DaSAtha kharAba lAgatA hoya tI bhagavAnanI zaga laIne te kema beThA che ? kharAba mAno ane choDavAnuM Ayarana na karo to zuM kiMmata? vyavahAranayAlAthI phaLa juduM nathI mAnanI, ane nizcayanatha zakAthI haLa guru mAne che. 3 Page #328 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ . vyavahAranaya jJAnastha kulama ruci nizcayanaya jJAnasya phlama virati mAne che. nathatha samIta pramANo to tame jeTalu khazaba mAnI cho, teTalu choDo, ane sAkSamAno cho te AthI. AtmA mInamekha 26 na hoya. sabhA:- amIta cAnna na mAne 1 sAebajI:- nIcalI kAmA hoya tyAM sudhI na mAne. gautamamarAnuM cAritra - niSkalaMka che. TInA lIdhA pachI ajANatA bolAI gayuke zrAvakane ATaluM avadhijJAna na hoya, te bhUla che te khabara paDatI bhUlanu micchAmI SSSS ApavA sAmethI tarata gayA che. AvA prathama gAuTa kaeNthI pITavALA chatAM kailA namra, temanAmAM vinaya, tapa, bhakti cAritranA guNomAM kyA pUrNa cA nathI, chatAM paNa nithanaya TherI teo mithyAtvI che, mATe nidhyayanathanI mAnyatA kevI haze te vicAro, jo tame vAtane barAbara paThaDazo nahI to na gharanAThe na ghATanA dezI, atyAre badhA nizcayanayanI vAvo kare che paNa pAmavAnI jhIvaDa nathI. ane pAmavI zakya paNa nathI. ane teone vyavahArane apanAvavI jIvanamAM phAvatI nathI . evA puchya vagaranA jIvInI hAlata jhaTAMku jevI rahe che. mATe ApaNe vyavahAra samaDIna paDIne cAlavAnu che ane vyavahAra sama tane chaiya banAvIne cAlavAnu che. nizcaya samaThThIta mahAmunI mATe rIrva rAkhavAnu che, amArA ke namArA mATe nathI. amAza mATe jyA nizcaya sahIta nathI to tamAre mATe nI kyAMthI hoya ? sabhA- sAhebajI graMthIbhedatI thAya che ne ? sAhebajI:- graMthIbheda te vyavahAranathathI che, graMthIbheda te cothA sthAnake che. jyAre nizcaya sabhaThThIta chaThThA-bhAtame Ave. upAya zIvijyajIe lakhyu che ke je mAne che te svIThAre che, je RkA kare che, te bAyA kare che, je gatanA tatvomAM mAne che te munI che. jai munI che teja sabhyagISTa che. tamane khabara paDe haiM sAme DAyano TukaDo * Page #329 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 pachI che te zakyA pachI maine svIkAryA vagara tameM choDI khAvuM nakkI na levA mATe hAtha paDI nI paNa zatha choDAvIne paNa tame te laI lI, abathI adhika mini che jyAre paheluM to karI che. jyAre sAdhu jaDyuM tyAre AthI thayA vagara 2 kha? je kSa@A sAcAne svIkAre nANI ane khoTAne choDe nahI te zrakA DAmanI 1 rAta. tame khADI che te jAthA pachI temA bhukko mAraze to tamAza jevI koI murkha khaze. pakA paDyAM pachI vAge ane koI che ke tamane khaDAno khyAla nahoto ke tame paDyA. to tame kahezo ke mane khabara hatI chatAM emane ema paDyo. tyAre Doke badhu tamArI khabaramAM, basa nivyaya raSTi dhAja che. jAnyu pachI AtharakAmAM AvavuM joIe, thoDu acakuma thAya to mithyASTi kahe mATe nizcaya samajhIta thIbhede mAta HthI. vyavahAra samIta gAthIbhee Ave che. ziva samaDIta to nirvikalpazAmAM Ave che jenI atyAre viDeI. sabhA samaDIta hoI zake che. : * * - sAbay - Gidha nathI, hoI zake, paga ThATha nahI haitA. je mAne te "maNa kare naimA pratharI mAnyatA hoya to adhuru kare. jyAre nizcayana no mAnyatA pachI pharI ane karavAnuM paNa prasa mAne , pelI darzanAthAra leze. sthA mA cAnnivAra baiga le che - ba vavAze vyavahAranAthathI che. cItha gusthAnaka pAmavA mATe bhAvavRtti, mana kevu joId tInA mATe vyavahArane sAme rAkhIne karIe chIe. kAna je vALa hauNa tenI ja upadeza apAya. atyAra sudhI ame je pakA vyAkhyA che tenuM varNana karyuM che. te vyavahArathI karyuM che. vAtmAnI nirmama selsa zakti te vyavahAra ramIta che ane grAtmAnA nirmaLa guphAnI anubhUti che thAA che. jaima zrImena malmane roga hovAnA ThANe pacAsa vahanu khAya pachI svAda nathI Avato, majura kalAmanA mANasane abha thISmI che mATe hIralA - maracAmAM paNa svAda Ave che. have majura mAsanI ane sArI hoya panna Page #330 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'mAlapachI khAvAnI jhIvaDa na hovAthI mAlapANIno svAda maLatI nathI. tema samyagaTaNInI jIbha caukhI che. je vastu jevI hoya tevA sukA hISano svAda laI zake tema che. paNa samazrItone haju vininA guma pragaTa nathI. guNa nathI. vu nathI to guNanI svAda uaithI mAvai. pachI te guno AsvAda levAnI tAkAta paDelI che. jema mAlapANIne mAnavA mATenI gaugs ja nathI ? kaI rIte marI paDAya. tema avirata samyagadaSTine saMyamanuM svAda deva che, khabara che, paNa te khAvAnI tAkAta nathI, jyAre cA, pAmelA manamAM mahAsukha mANI rahyA che. paisAmAM sarvahana zakti che te kAraNe mAnasika anubhutinI jhAMkhI thaI jAya, paNa kharI anubhave to enI pAse cIjavastra che tene ja thAya. jema tamArI AMkha sArI vastune joI zake tema che paNa agaLa ukaraDI ja hoya to grothI sArI vastu joI ? tema sArI vastu pAme roya ja nahI to tene maNI kaI rIte thAya? jaine mAlapANInA svAdanI khabara che, paNa jhas nathI mATe khAI zakatA nathI, tema suphane mAlapANIno svAda khabara nathI, tenI pAse DhagalA vastu lAvIne sUkI nI zuM kAmanuM ? miyAdISTa cAritra paLe paNa tene svAbI khabara nathI. sagadaSTi cArA na pALe to pachI svAdanI khabara che vArikano jai bhAva che te saMgraSTine khabara che. chatAM te mANI zakato nathI. cAragatamAM avirata bhayagaSTa jevo koI duHkhI nathI, cAre gatimAM sasthara ae q koI sukhI nathI . vanA maMgala sAcA che. kAraNu ghAtmIka raSTie vinanA sukha svAda baha2 hoya, ane chatAM na meLavI zakavAnI kAra kevI du:khI hoya. te virati mATe ja jharato hoya. tema saMsArano bhogasukhanI raSTie tene temA kharI vRpti hoya che, mATe tenA jevI koI sukhI nathI. sabhA:- narakamAM rahelA zreNIka mahAja ane sarvAbhimAM rahelA abhayakumAra, sAbay:- narakamAM rahelA zreNika mahArAsne aAbha lepyA che. sarvArthasihamAM rahelA akSayakumArane zubhaLyA che. sarvAsikamAM aviratti che paNa vItarAga Page #331 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3ra4 vibhakanuM temanuM mAnasa che tyAM sthAnaka thayu che ka pAtha maMda che. samabhAvane teo pAmelA che. hAlanI, ga, kIdha kArya,mAna temanAmAM dekhAya nahi. to cothA guNasthAnakanA Topa levalamAM che. zubhabhAva che mananI rIte cothA guNasthAnakanA Topa levale che. tyAre pelo chaBgusthAnamAM paNa nIcA athavasAyanA sthAne hoya to paNa te ghelA karatA lAkha ga uthI gAya che. nazAsanamAM madhyavasAya, bhUmikAnuM varNana che. zrI guNasthAnakamAM eka eka adhyavasAyanI zaikI che, hAramALA che. adhyavasAya eTale AtmAnI pratyeka vikInA bhAvInI sajUe. jema eka mAsa pahelA mALanI sIlIMgane aDIne beTho che zvAre bIe mANasa bIja mALanA taLiye beThI che. chatAM paNa pahelA mANanA mAkAnsa karatAM uce beThelI gAyo, tema cothA sthAnamAM bIjA sthAne rahelA kakmAM pAMcamAM zakama sthAnaDe nIce rahelo pelA ThatA uco che. athaImamA eka sanyAsInuM varNana che, te vithArIe. dhye sanyAsI mlamAM sussaga sthAne ubhA hatA. rivarso sudhI nihAtA. mANA, pachI, IrachA. vikArInA vizALa vagara mahinA sudhI ubAhaya. rAtanI koI paristhiti sAthe temane nisbata nathI, mAtmabhAvamAM mAtra che. AkhA saMsArathI virakta che. moma sivAyanI koI IcchA nathI. aNisA, satya,thAvagare prabaLa bhAvIthI samatAne . pAme che. dhumba ye haiSa nathI, bhukharca vAva nathI ,emanI pAse vAgha, siMha sAthenI paNa vAta thaI jatha. tenA sAnidhya mAtrathI kAvanArI bAbabhAvo zAMta thaI jAya. nAM bhamIna pAmyA na hautha ne mithyAtvamAM hoya. Q jyAre samItI dIvamAM , laDAI teMdItha, thula khelo hoya, umratA ane prAgaiAthI mAratI zItha tI paNa pelA samatA pAmelA mithyAtvI hastAM samItI ucI che ahiyA ApaNo koI bhekhAvuM nathI. paraMtu mithyAtvamAM zailI gamai teTalo zAna zrIya tI para samaDInI kawAM tenuM stara nIcu ja kahaivAnuM sSNa samItInI bhUmikA uMcI ja che Page #332 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ I pazrI yugabhUpavitraja samanvInabha 14-~~ | bApA gIgAmiyA TeDa ane upADI anetAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA jIva mAne bhathI sukhazAMtinuM pradAna karAvavA dharmanInI sthApanA kare che, mahApurInI draSTie A jagatanI eTara mA juva sukhazAMtine che che ne te meLavavA mATe ja prayatna kare che. paheluM badhA jIvo zramane IMs . mAre ja sukhazAMti joI, pachI bIjAne nahi. mAre potAnuM AkhuM jIvana svArtha 3chIta che. jema tamane sukha joIe che tema bI javane paNa sukha meIe che. ane zrA prAthamIka dharma che, jene paropakAra mai nadi tene dharma game nI upAdhyAyajI kagidhyAna bhAvamamAM hInagp apa sAthe paropakarane vizeSaka rUpe vaNI lIdhI che. pramilAnamAM parIpakAra vartakAmAM ci pe vaNAyelo hovo joIe. parIpakArarasikA guNa e parANAno hoya to tIrthakara nAmakarma baMdhAya che. pUjya baMdhanuM mukhya kAraNa parIpakAra ja che. badhI pujyaprakRtinA baMdhamAM biMdu parIpatanI bhAvanA che jIvanamAM khAlI svane je 69mAM rAkhI tane atharma daivAya jagatanA javAM svArthankIta vRtti che. ApaNe svArthane kharAba prema karIe chIe kAraNa vatanI aMdara pApa, durgatinuM utthati sthAna svArtha che. jagatanI aMdara corI kasA, patriha vagerenuM bIjA sthAna svArtha che. jIva svArthathI prerIta thaIne pAya kare che. huM ane mAruM svArthamAMthI phalIta thAya che. mahApuruSoe nizAna karavAnI bAbatamAM cIsa 'sAIla pakaDI che. have khultha zu che duniyAmAM sa6 ane sadAcArIne prAMsA maLe che. chatAM paNa duniyA durAcAra to ghasaDAya che kArakI devAmAM rahelo svArtha pApa karavA prerIta kare che. | svArtha adharma che ane parAI dharma che. svArthanuM muLa "mAre sukhazAMti joIe, mATe paisA joIe che. bIbhanuM je thavAnuM hoya te thAya, bIja , janamAM bhaya to paNa vAMgha nada, potAne pAMcasonI no thato hoya to bIjAne pAMca hajAranuM nukasAna thatuM hoya te cAle." tame koIpaNa vepAra karI temAM Page #333 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nirmaparAdhI java mare che, te cAle? A sabhA - lAcArIthI karIe chIe sAhebanuH- lAcArI nbda tame dhyAM bIjo thI tyAM mAre hAIlAITa karavuM che. A saMsAra mAMDIne koInA para upakAra karyo che. paraMtu tamane saMsAranI asiA kSI, mATe saMsAra mAMDyo che. matamAM koInI javAbadArI mAthe lo tema nathI. tamAre saMsthAmAM paNa mANaso kAma karavA rAkhavA paDe ne? kAkA saMghamAM DII kAma karavA taiyAra nathI. jIva saMsAra svArthathI ja mAMDe che. mATe aMdarathI e enAlIsIsa kaze to jagata Akhu svArtha prerIta thaIne kAma kare che. dIkarI, kuTuMbanuM pAlana poSakA pA tameM svArthathI ja karo cho. paropakAranI bhAvanA mahAkuSThara che. dharmalo para paThAranI bhAvanAthI prAraMbha thAya che, mATe ja dharma 642 che. jAtane puchaje che dhI pachI huM zuM kAma che ? zA mATe kamAu chu ? vicArajo. - lAcArI ke majurIthI kamAo : ghaNAne atyAre kamAvavAnI jarUra paga nathI. khAvApIvAnI bAbate anIvArya che, tIrthaMkara ane mahApuruSo AbhAra vinA deza * TakAvI nathI asnA mATe tene khAva anIvArya che. have anIvArtha mATe khAva cho. para khAvAmAM svArtha nathI temAM paNa tame lAcArI nahi batAvI .Saa khAvAmAM . khAlI jIvana jarUrIyAta che ke pachI mAsanI, viThArI, svAdane poSavAnI bhAvanAthI khAva thI 1 ane khAvA pachI je thAna maLe che tenI sapayoga karavAnI bhAvanA che ja. mATe ja huM khAu chu.cAvI bhAvanA kharI; paraMtu vadhe tamAro bhautika vArtha rAmAyelo che. ' jevA lo cho,jharane banAvIne upacAra karI temAM svArtha kharI? vatra svArthe karo cho? sabhA sAbha thavA vA karIe chIe. sAheba - sAbha thaI, paropakAra karavA mAMgatA hova to barAbara, paNa lagabhaga bhuva pAlakSI nathI hoto. mATe havA letA mAre sAja vava che pachI temAM game teTalI hiMsA thAtha teno vicAra ja nahI. A badhI paMcAta karIe to javI na zakIe, Aja bavA * kAranIthI pApa lo che. A jagatamAM anizitha svArtha hoya tyAM ujha paNa " baMdhAya che. zrA jagatamAM ochI svArtha hoya tyAM saMe pApa baMdhAya che. paNa Page #334 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vu jIvana svAIzaya che tyAM pApa che ja. ApaNo karmavAda paNa kahai doDe jevA manamA pApa nahI te bhale saMsAramA raheto hoya to paNa bhImAra tene pApa baMdhAtu nathI. saMsAranI badhI pravRtti karatI hoya to paNa tene pApa baMdhAtu nathI. sabhA- svAIthI kyA DorI baMdha thAya che ! sAhebajI:- badhA azubhakarmono baMdha thAya che. jema khAvAmAM tame TA-bhAna, roTalI khAva cho temA kailI hiMsA thAya che, kaiTalA ghauMnA dANAthI zaiTalI bane che, ghauMnA dANA badhA ekenDriya jIvo che. eTale roTalI e ekembriya jIvanA maDadA che. mATe azubha kamonI baMdha thAya che, saMsAranuM svarupa ja Avu che. tema zAka paNa zu ? te vanaspati jIvonu klevara che. ApaNane koI kAcu samArIne bAtha to pAyA para kevu vIne ! mATe badhI vAnagImAM hiMsA che, je jIvIe tamAruM kazuM bagAvyu nathI. tamane dezana karavA AvyA nathI. jIvanamAM DIsTarba karatA nathI, vicArajo vanaspaninA jIvIe kaMI tamAruM bagADyu che? tamane koI Tezana Dare che ! chatAM paNa vagara kAraNe nirdoSa jIvIne sApha karo cho, sArInodho cho. ATalI hiMsA hovA chatAM tamai kahI The temA amane pApa kaima lAge ! tamAza mATe ke namArA sagAsaMbaMdhI mATe tame bhA karI chI mATe barthe svArtha samAyelI che, mATe khAtApItA,harzIdanA, dhaMdhovAo karatA, kuTuMbanu pAlana poSaNa karatA, badhe ja tamane pApa lAge che. kapNa svArtha vagara DazuM karI bAko tema nathI,tamAmA kahevata che ne lAlo bhAbha vinA lauTe nahI; tamane svArtha dekhAya to ja pravRtti karI tema cho. sabhA:- pAMcamA gusthAnakavALo zrAvaka hiMsA karato hoya to pApa lAge ja sAdeghajI:-hA, tene pApa lAge paNa sahItanA vidyaka sAthe te pravRtti kare che, mATe ne IDDAI pUrvaka DaratI nathI.tethI tene pApa ochu lAgaze ane sAthe anubaMdha to prathano ja thaze.viveka hovAnA kAraNe avivekI karatA ochu pApa lAgI. tame moTaramA parIpaThAra mATe beso cho! 8 sagavaDatA mATe rAkhI che ? tamArA sTeTasa mATe moTaro rAkho cho. temA thI bhAva che ! mATe upayoga karo Page #335 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 328 tyAre sA vAnA kAraNe thaI che. mATe sita za thaya tamArA svArtha khAtara bIja ane duHkha ApI tI pApa na gaNAya che to pachI achavuM paDaze ke pApa kIne kahevAya ? jarUrIyAta che jhAMI dhorAka chekAle uThIne zuM kaheze mane cIrI karavAnI jarUrIyAta che mATe corI karU chuM eTale zu pApa nI vAyarasa karavA chatAM potAne niharSa mAne te vyAjabI nathI. paraMtu paropakAranI bhAvanAthI risA 32 no pApa baMdhAtha nathI. kAraNake tyAM java mAravA chatAM bhAva judo che. dA.ta. eka mANasa bhuvA Avyo, te vakhate paisA bathAvavA che, tamane ema thAya OM namana kema bhUrI bhaya ? ane tame tenI sAthe mArAmArI karI ane te vakhate sAmenI mAkAsa tamArAthI marI bhathe nI risAnuM pApa lAge ne? hA, kAraNa name laDyA che kAma paisAne bacAvavA mATe, sagavaDatA, rA mATe laDyA cho, parIpakAra mATe koI laDyA nathI. have tene badale tame rastA para janA rIva tyAre koI nirdha vyaktine lUMTI letI hoya, sadAcAra strI para mAkamaka jharanI hoya te vakhate tamane eNvuM thAya ke mArI nAgarIka tarIke pharaja hai ke tenuM mAre rakSaNa karavuM joIe. pAcho tamAre sArI sAthe aMgata vArtha na hoya, paraMtu paropakAranI bhAvanAthI tame te zuM st sAthe laDo, ane pAjhapImAM guDa marI jAya to himAnuM pApa lAge che ? na lAge. jhArA bhAvanA parIpakAranI che, evA svArtha mATe mAryo nathI. bajAvavA mATe A hisA che, mATe svArtha ane paropakAranI vyAkhyA vacce taphAvata che. ekanI eka pravRtti hovA chatAM, svArthathI karI to pApa ane parIpakArathI karI tI putha baMdhAya. sadAcAra, paropakArathI gi karaze to puNya baMdhAya. | svArtha mATe hiMsAnI pravRtti karo cho, jemake khAvA mATe rasII aMdha cho, 4 ThA# sagavaDatA khAtara dha phI mATe svArthathI PsA thaI. te ThekANe koI bhUkhyo, tarasyo pAve ane tone khavaDAvo taimAM paNa hisA che. Ama to bannemA hisA che. nA paka bhUkhyA tarasyAne khavaDAvo to puAya bedhAya tyAthI Apo cho mATe puSya baMdhAya che. ane tame svArthathI khAva cho mATe pApa jovAya che. je pariNAma, ua badalAya eTale baMdhamAM taphAvata parva jaya che. Page #336 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 39 sabhA:- mAdhu gauthI khAya che temA pApa baMdhAya ? mATeAjI:- sAthuM yu DAma gocarI le che ! namAre tyAMthI bahu ja sparama brAITano maLe che, mATe tamAre tyAMthI lauM, ane pachI dhaja majAthI, daithI gaugharI vApao tI ane pApa lAge, paraMtu macchune gaurI dhuDAma levAnI che? hamIra TakAvavu che mATe paNa zarIra paNa kaima TakAvavu ! hIra para mora che mATe TakAvavu che A bhAvanA hoya to cokkasa pApa lAge, paraMtu sAdhune sArI ArAdhanAnuM spArTana banavuM iTI, ane te mATe ane pAlana poSaNa TharaztA daie to pApa na bhAge, unDa mArge bAthAra vadhu le ! te khabara che! huM tamArA tyAM gocarI vadhuM kAma levA Avu ame sII dhIe nahI, vAvIe nahI, rAMdhatAne sAthe nIce nadI. amAre gothI paNa ahiMsaka paddhatithI levAnI; vAparavAnI paNa adizA patithI ane pachI rInI je zakti ke baLa maLe tenI upayoga paNa asmAnA pAlana mATe, upadeza mATe DaravAnI che, tamAre hiMsaka pautithI zakti meLavavAnI, ane saikhavapI zakitano hiMsAnA upayoga davAno nahI, AkhI duniyAmA jIvana jIvavAnI AvI adbhuta zaikSI maLaze nahi, paraMtu amane paNa svArtha Ave to pApa lAge , ItizAsamAM 3 vartamAnamAM koI dakhalo nathI OM jIva svAIbhAva ane pApa na baMdhAya . game te vyavahAra paropakArathI karotI prAtha baMdhAya ane svArthathI karI to pApa baMdhAya. g! ghaNA ja vaDo maMsAramAM baiThA hai,Arena samAraMbha kare che. paNatene lebo pApa tarIke svIkAratA nathI pAchu kare che ke A to komana che . Ama jajIvAya . paraMtu A eMgala khoTI che, jainazAstranI dRSTi judIche. zrAvaka to vadhu rAjA-mahArAja panna jo jIvanamAMthI svArthane tilAMjalI Ape to temane paNa pApa lAgatu nathI. paNa badhe svArtha bhUtanI jaima vaLagyo che. jaima tamAre tyAM sagA-saMbaMdhI AvyA tenI tame sarabharA karI, paNa tene tyAM jAva tyAre te pramANe tamane dhAvAra na vyApe to ghubhAva thAya? svArthI ane talI lAgene tame mahemAnanI sabhA paNa badalAno bhAva rAkhIne DarI Page #337 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 260 cho, Dagalene pagalai A sthiti che, jema koInA lagnamAM zo sapiyAnI cAMdalo karyo ane tamArA hIrAnA lagnamAM ekAvana rUpiyAno cAMdalo kare to ja thAtha tyAre che ke tenI badhAnA paisA jamI jAya tevo I, mATe tamane bI badalAnI bhAvanA kharI. .. - sabhA - bhagavAnanI praba karatA zu badalAnI bhAvanA Ave sAhebaiH- tamane badhAne pUchavA jevuM che ke te vakhate tamArA vA bhAvaNIya chetame temanI saMbha karo cho ane chatAM paNa jo tamane takalIpha Ave nI zu thI mArI prabhu da2oja 5 chu chatAM paNa mane Thema takalIpha AvI che mATe tyAM paNa bahalAno bhAva che. sabhA - vacamAM AvIne pugIrI kare to pApa lAge? sAhebajI- jeTalI vidhi tathA vIjane vikIpa etazatha ka2tA hoya teTalIvane doSa lAge che. jema koI palALa ravA vacce ghuse tI pApa lAge, te eka ja : DAmArA che, bIjA badhA navaza che! mATe bartha etazathanA pApa lAge che. badhA ArAdhanA karatA hoya temAM viddha re, bIlabola kare, vazamAM AvIne ghusIne jhaTa , mA badhA bhAvathI pApa lAge che.. 1. sabhA-pAvI vyaktine joIne bIjane tRpa thAyatI pApa lAge rAja- eNa, AnAthI jene uSa thAya tene pApa lAge vana kAvI pravRti karanArane pikA pApa lAge. dharma karanAranI nAnI jalathI akaLAIne lepa karI Thapako mApI nI cokkasa pApa lAge, tame AkhA gAmanI guma cho ? niyama che ke mAvaTha dharma karatA bhUla dastI hoya to tenI badhI jvAbadArI gurubhagavaMtanI che. mATe ame prasaMge upalA ApIe chIe vidhi avitha jarAvIe chIe. sabhA - chatA pakA praviveka kare gurune doSa lAge ? ba:- nA, amAre samajAvavAnI upadeza ApavAnI nAM pAchA te barAbara na 62 to amane roSa lAgato nathI. pachI to ame nAnI avidhi joIe to mane rahIe chIeparaMtu moTI avidhinA doSa joIe to amAre pharIvAra idevuM paDe, na Page #338 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 331 sAcavanArane ThAna pakaDIne bahAra kADhavA paDe. sAmAnya rIte jIvanI prAthamiTha DI1mAM mutra manovRtti che mATe doSa haiI, paraMtu tenAthI pApa tI lAgaze. sabhA:- AvA ThekANe bhAvakamAM kaivA kSavAne jvAbadArI Ave ? ane kyAM Ave sAdAjI - vaDIlone A jvAbadArI Ave, maThe TharI ThaMI khoTu hastI hoya to bApane sudhAravAnI jvAbadArI cAve, paNa AkhA gAmanI jvAbadArI tamane koi sIpI nathI. nAnA dISo paNa kahevAya daI rIte, tene sudhAravA GaIpIne temA pA viveka mAMgI, have vaDIle dhyAna doryuM ane pachI paNa na kare to vaDIlanI jvAbadArI AvatI nathI. atyAre tame bhagavAnane padmapna sAta uzathI Darazo, gharathI dudha,pAnI lAvavAnA hoya to eka paramAtmAne paNa pALa karo kharA mATe AMtta vI che, mananuM vAparavuM che, jema potAnA mAthI kaLa carAvavAna hoya to vicAra kare, paraMtu tyAM jo phaLa mUkelA hoya to vagara paise paNa badhA bhagavAnane caDhAvI Ave, AvI badhI kavRttivALAne pApa lAge che, atyAre ghaNAnI AvI TenDansI doya che. AAma pAchA sukhI hoya,sAdhana sepanna hoya paNa prakRti evI The. pAraku ane mananu hoya to badhu karavA nathAra. sabhaH- vacce ghusIne paTelo lAbha le tene lAbha kharo ? sAhebajI hA, jhaTajhaTa karIne vacamAM ghusI jAya che, paraMtu tane lAbha kharI, DAra tene dezabharamAM paramAtmA pratye bhaktibhAva che, mATe ja dezabharamAM Ave che, game te ThekANe bhaktinI bhAva nathI. tethI ja dezabharamAM lAbha levA paDApaDI kare , ghAne darzana,sAnI paDI paNa nathI hotI. rAne ja jaima umeza hai ? kAraNa sadbhAva che, zrakA che, mATe ja Avu kare che. koI ahiMyA prabhAvanA karatu nathI kaiM nainA hisAbe AvatI hoya, mATe tene lAbha to che, paraMtu sAthe vRtti dhruvI ke pahelA pote lAbha laI levo paNa tenAthI bIjAne aMtarAya che, mATe pApa baMdhAya che. jema darzana ThA vacce ubhI de to pAchaLanIne aMtarAya thAya che, mATe pApa baMdhAya che, paraMtu sAthe bhagavAnanA darzana kare hai, tethI mukhya paNa baMdhAya che. Page #339 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMbhA:- sAdhdhajI DIpAra nathI lIdho hItI ane ghusI nnaya aine ajayaNAno doSa lAge kharI sapTebabu:- hA, cokakasa doSa lAge che, meM atyAre zAstra pramANe vidhithI prajA kanu hoya, tevI koI vyaktine joI nathI. paraMtu nAnA doSo sevavAthI aizlAbha paNa che ane sAthe prajA Dare che mATe puNya paNa che. sabhA - sAdeba zAstra rIte vidhi samajAvIne sAeAja:- anu Aja graMthamAM pradhAna bhAvadhama pachI bIjI bhAva6ma pravRttimAM vivecana Avaze. pradhAnavALA dharmamAM avadhi hauya chatAM paNa e bhAvapUrvakanI kriyA maunanu sAdhana che, paraMtu temA avadhi che, jyAre pravRtti bhAvadharmamAM to badha vidhinI DImAnDa Avaze. AgaLa nI pUjA, caityavaMdanamAM esI thogonu varNana che. jemAM darzana, pUjA, khamAsamammu kaI rIne, kaivI vidhi satinA thIgo che tenu ghaNu ja varNana AvI. me avidhinI cAva karatA nathI, avidhi calAvI levAnI vAta paraMtu moTI vidhi tI AthI paNa na cAle. nAnI rvAdha sAthe jeTalo bhAva.che, teTalI lAbha thaze. atyAre tamane zasaramAM DaIrIne kaI rII prajA, caityavaMdana 7vu te kAMI ja khabara hInI nathI. ghaNA to evu bIjAne jIIne karatA hoya che. duniyAmA bAvA paramAtya tatvanI upAsanA kyAMya nahi maLe. javuM ! . sabhA::- devavaMdana bhASya jAtI hoya chatAM avidhi kare to sAhebajI - paraMtu jai vidhi bhaNato hoya tene pIvAnI vidhinI khabara paDe. tene vidhi mATe bahumAna paNa che. mATetene vidhithI krmAM paNa mukhya baMdhAya che kAraNa tene vidhi mATe mAtra to che ja. sabhA:- koi moTA avAje caityavaMdana kare to pApa baMdhAya sahebajI:- moTA avAje caityavaMdana karavAnI nA nathI, paNa zAstramAM lakhyu 3 sumadhura avAja sAthe spaSTa uccAra sAthe je prayoga thatI hoyanI sAMbhaLanArane .. 332 Page #340 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 paNa nenAthI bhAva pedA thAya ane bolanArane paNa vadhu bhAva Ave. A ne caLavaMdana karavAnuM che. jemAM koI sumadhura kaMI stavana gAya to lAvA jIvone cAre vizISa bhAvo, Urmao thAya. zarthamAM jema mauna patithI preyara thAya che tema Apo karavAnuM nathI. paraMtu jo tamAro avAja mumadhura spaSTa na tha to moTethI karavAthI bIjAne DIsTarba thAya jethI te tyavaMdana karUM bhUlI jaya mATe tene etarAya thAya, jinamaMdiro to bhaktithI gAjyAM hovA joIe. vana, stuti bolAtA hItha vAMjho vAgatAM hoya. koI dezasamAM pInaDropa mAthalansa zakhavAnI nathI. sabhA - mupothaDa sAme ja strI bhakAvavuM joIe 1 vIja bhaNavI to roSa lAge. sAheba - muLanAthas sAme ja snAjhA bhAvavu naivu nathI. derAsaramAM gamete sthAne bhaNAvI zako cho. A badhI kriyAthI dezama2 gAtuM hoya, derAsara) sthAnanA dhAma che dezasara to bhali ane upAsanAnA sthAna che. dhAna ravI mATe to tIrthasthAno che tathA tamAre ghare derAsara rAkhavAnA che. re jinamaMdiramAM to sAmuhijha bhakti ja thAya. jenAthI ekabIjAnI bhakti ne baLa maLe, e maLe, AlaMbana ubhu tha, bhAvI vahu Ave mATe bhArata sAhika rIte derAsamAM karavAnI che paraMtu tame zuM mAnI beThA cho ke macchada, carcamAM jevI zAMti che tevI dezasamAM joIe. mATe kahenAra che che ApaNA dezamAM kAMI DIbhISmIna nathI, zAMta nathI. paraMtu khavAra che ApaNA derAsaramAM ghaMTanA mukyo che. jenAthI dezabhara jUtu hauya. mATe badhI vastu karavAnA sTeja che. thAna karavAnuM to vyakitagata vastu che jyAre bhAta , upAsanA jAhera vastu che. sabhA- pakSa sthAne cAle che tenuM zuM? saba-samaje, kA vyakta padhAbhA hoya, kAM sthAnamAM hoya. je paikAmA hoya te dhyAnamAM na hoya. ane sthAnamAM hoya te dhAmA na dIya. anubAte " Page #341 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 374 tatvaciMtananI avasthA IM. zAkAroe pahelA thitana pachI bhAvanA, pachI anuIlA kahyu che ane pachI dhyAna kavAnu kahyu che. jai vyakti, ciMtana ke bhAvanAmAM hoya 3 vyanuprekamAM hoya tenAmAM dhyAna hauya nahiM, Ana hoya temAM ciMtana,bhAvanA, paiAya nahi. mATe pAbdI barAbara goThavIne bolo. sabhA - sAdevajI, anuprA kayA levale Ave ? sAhebaja- gItArtha vagarano anuprakI TharI hArke nahi. mATe anupre) mATe jyAre A sTejanI vAta hai tau pachI dhyAnanI vAta ja kyAM karavAnI paraMtu atyAre tamane bAne dharmanA gamA basa navu kAM jeIe che. cIlAcAlu cAlatu nathI ane pAchu sAthe InsaTanTa joIe chIe. kharekhara dharmamAM AgaLa vuM hauya nI tIthI kramasara sAInA mArga batAvyo che teja rIte AgaLa vadhAya. jemake pahelAM bhakti pathI jApa pachI ciMtana, banana, bhAvanA che. pachI anuprA ane pachI dhyAna che. dhyAna Do/ ToLAmAM Ave nahi. vyakti na dhyAna karavAnuM IM. paraMtu atyAre je pravAha cAlI rahyo che te khoTo che. bIjAnuM che mATe ame AvI samIkI nathI karatAM paraMtu zAstra rIte che mATe ame kadIai chIe. zAstramAM lakhyu che ke amAre sAdhune paNa nete prajJA saMpanna hoya, vyAOiga saMpanna hoya to paNa dhyAna pUrvAdha avasthAmA nathI. dhyAna to uttarArdha avasthA ane aMtima svasthAmAM kavAnuM che. pahelA sau posI, artha porasI che. mATe amAre paNa jvA javAnu che. sabhya:- uttarAvasthA eTale 7I+ ga sAhebajIH - jyAre jIvanano chello tabakko zarU thAya. jemake pahelA bhagavAna, cAsti sA, pALavAnuM, zAmsananA je kartavya che te mA aa pachI dhyAna ThavAnuM che. sAdhu tenA DAmomAMthI nivRttimAM jAya pachI ja ghyAna jemake pahelA bhaNavAnuM arthaciMtana kavAnuM pachI jJAtA thayA pachI vAMcanA Adi ApavAnI badhA ktavyo bA karyA pachI dhyAna TharavAnuM che. jainazAsana karavAnuM che. Page #342 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 335 ghaNuM ja ubhuM che, have ApaNe sukha viSaya para AvIe. jo pALa svArthanA bhAvI che tyAM eDone pApabaMdhanA kAraNo che. kuTuMba calAvo cho, vepAra dhaMdhA karo cho, pAlanapoSaNa paNa pApa che. moTara Adi jevA kai sagavaDatAnA sArvano nAkhI cho, vAparo cho tyAM badhAmAM svArtha che mATe pApa che. tame vAre svArthI dardInAvI zakazo tyAre ja mukhya bAMdhI zakazo. sabAH- svArthI prAsta kyAre bane? - prazastra thaze. sAdebajIH jyAM sudhI bhautikatAmAM svArtha hatI tyAM sudhI svArtha prazasta baMnavAnI nathI. jyAre bhautiktAmAMthI AtmIkatAmAM AvI pachI te lagnamA cAllo paNa zubhabhAvathI vyApte tau puNya baMdhArI sabhA - temA zu zubhabhAva Ave sAdebajIH- samAjI uMcIta Davya che. AryadezanI pAlIkA che. AnaMdano avasara badhA bhegA maLIne karI to eka bIjA pratye lAgaNI ubhI thAya. mATe sukhaduHkhanA prasaMgomAM badhI samAja sAthe besIne bhogave, tamA dIkarAnA lagna vakhate namArI zakti pramANe lagAne, saMbaMdhIne kuTuMbone jmADavAnA che. atyAre loko kahe che. AmA gAmane. mADavAnI gu Ara che. sukha DAMi ekalAe bhogavavAnu nathI badhA sAthe bhogavavAnu che, vaheMcIne bhogavavAnu che. temA svAthI banavAnuM nathI. sabhA:- A badhu karatAM AraMbha samAraMbha thAyane? sAdebajIH- AraMbha-samAraMbhamAM beThelAne to tenAthI to paropakA2 ka2vAnI che. AraMbha-samAraMbha tyAga karyA pachI tenAthI thato parIpaDAra paNa ThavAnI nathI. amAre koI lagnanA jamA karavAnA nathI. tamArI navI 0 3 tamArA mATe bhArebha- samAraMbha karatAM DoI nahi paNa gAma mATe vAta Ave to pApa dekhAya che. paraMtu A cAryadezanI uthIta vyavahAra che, barAbara luccA - . Page #343 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ samajI. koI bhAgI ke samuhamAM lagna karavAnA nathI. jenazAsana che Aryadeza Avu kahetI nathI. - samuhamA bhagA thaIne kare che namAM to e nATaka ja hoya che. tame varNana to bavA poInTa panAha. koI sArA mANaso samuhamAM lagna karavA taiyAra che - gha ThekANe to zuM samuhamAM lagna gAma zavI ApatA hoya che. mATe tyAM pachI zuM vRti AvI? parenuM A AI pareparA nathI. - sAtamA anArthapaNa zu sAheba jemake tyAM tamArI kAma karavAnI vRtti che. tathA tamArI javAbadArImAMthI tame charaDavA bhogI . ghA kaikI nI movaDI samuha lagna karAvI ApatA hautha che. mAmAM dIkaro potAnI pa pachI khara gAma pAse karAvavo che. A rIte koI lagna DaravAnI vidhi nathI. mAtA ceka poInTa batAvyo paNa AvA to bIjI ja poInTa che. meM tamane game teTaluM karIe paE A badhI vAto magajamAM besavAnI nathI. AI vyavasthA RSInI prIta che tenA muLamAM tIrthakara mIna I thA badhI vyavasthA bhAvI manovRtti tathA zubhabhAva keLavavA mATe ane prAthabaMdha mATe che. paNa tame kyAM A badhuM jUThe tyAM pApabaMdha thAya che pAthabaMdhane gumAvo cho.mATeja vadhe pApa bAMdho cho. tame lagAnuM jamArI snAM paTTA tha '. bAMdhI zako cho. paraMtu ema thAya ke A kyAM upAdhI AvI badhI bharatIyA AvIne khAI javI, A bhAva sAthe jamADa to jamADIne patra pApa bAMdha cho. Page #344 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ IFpakI yuganI 1995 ravAra mAvAra veda bhAta pikI yugabhUSAvijaya sabhyo namaHll gIvALA 25 * anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jagatanA jIva mArAne parama tatva prApta karAvavA dharmatIthanI sthApanA kare che. mahApuruSonI TIme A jagatamAM paramatatva vika cAtmAnuM svarUpa che je jIva A pAmI jAya pachI tene ThapakA pAmavAnuM bALI 2hai nathI. ane jeo mAne pAmI gayA che te badhA silIlA para beThA che. AtmasvarUpanI pra prApti tenuM nAma ja mohaka che. . tene pAmavA mATe jJAnI bhagavaMtoe sAdhanAno mArga batArtho che. paNa te sAdhanA umamAM banAvI che. have TrakamAM saraLamAM vyAkhyA kahnAM batAvyuM ke jIvanamAM parapIDAnI paridAra te paropakAra, ane praNidhAna bhAvadharmamAM taine varI lIdhI che. jenAmAM mahAna hoya tevA mAtmAnuM mana 24 kalA parIpajhArathI ubharAtuM hoya. paraMtu ApaNane paropakAra na gamavAnuM kAraNa zuM ? tame tamArA jIvanamAM kadI paNa tamAru kharAba Icchu nathI. bhagata nI savAla ja nathI paNa svapnamAM paNa tame ThadI AvuM vicAryuM nathI. kAraNa tame 24 kalArka tamAru sA Iccho cho, ane A zAzvata vRtti che. jyAre brIjanuM sAkha IchavAnI bhAvanAnA badale zu kazI " ke meM ThAI bavAnI javAbadArTI mAthe lIdhI che : " zrane te ja kvArtha che. AvI manokAmanAvALA javane varSa vadhu 32 che ke tAru sAja karaghAnI bhAvanA ane vIbhanu sAna na karavAnI bhAvanAthI ja tArA ane kaLathI kharAba thaI rahyuM che. kAraNa tAvI e jharAmAM je bhAva hoya tenA paDaghArUpe DusamAM pratibhAva maLe che, phausape mane A aTala thAya che. mATe aipakA svArthI parijhAma che tyAM sudhI potAnuM ahita thAya tevA ja karma baMdhAvAnA. - puSya vAMdhavA mATe paropakAra bhAvanA tai ja khasa sAdhana che popaDAra ane svArtha te paraspara virodhI che. paropakAra bhAvanAmAM tAkAta evI che ke ekanI zaika kriyAne pApamAMthI puchayamAM badalI ApI zake che. jyAre svArtha bhAvanAmAM pune badale pApamAM pheravavAnI tAThAna che Page #345 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 33 " . tame koIpaNa kriyA kema karI cho ? la jhADa uuthI sauthI DArakA sugaMdhanI majA levI che ? hAratImAM upayoga karavo che, veNImAM nAMkhavA ? A mATe toDyA che to tyAM bIja jIvana gAma ANI mATe pApa lAge che te kula tane buddhi mATe tathA rIyato payabaMdha thAya che. kAraNa tyAM svArthabhAva nathI. mATe azubha bhAva hnI te zubhabhAva banyo .mATe enI eja pravRttithI pApane badale patha baMdhAvAnuM cAlu thayu.. cama 2sIjI roLI, khAvA beThA. svAda mATe mAro cho, tyAM tamAro svArtha che ke tenA mATe thatI hiMsAmAM pApa lAge che. jyAre koI sAdhamika Ave ane tene mATe rasoI banAvIe to dikSA thatI hovA chatAM pApa nahi. pakA puNya baMtha che. kiyA tI enI eja che. chatAM paNa puNya baMdhAya che. kAraNe tyAM paropakAra, bhakinI bhAvanA che. sabhA - sAhebanuM tamArA mATe rasoI banAvIe to 1 sAhebay:- tamAro bhAva zubha thAya, paNa amArI A rIte bhakti karI temAM bhaga bakInI lAga: amArI. jenI bali karo temAM tenA guNonI naNa karIne bhakti DaravAnI nathI. AtI kevI vAta karI che pahelA TAMTIyo paDIne pachADI ane pachI tenI mAvajja karI. mATe tamAre vicAravuM paDe. vyakita pIne kaMmuLa khAtI nathI te bhalinA nAme khavaDAve to te bhakta kahevAya ke kamabhakti kahevAya? - bhatrA - pote kaMdamuLa khAtI hoyane khavaDAve to sAheba" - 8I vyakti lo cho ?kta anaDe zrAvaka A sabhA - jaina sAbi:- nane to khabara ja hoya ke kaMdamuLa khAvAmAM pApa che. jene samajA nathI te to anamA ja Avavo. te dayAnI bukithI muLa khavaDAve to zubha bhAvanA kAraNe pujya baMdhAya che. dAnadharmanA sTeja che mATe amuka paropAra asuDa mATe vyAjabI, amuka mATe vyAjabI nahi, jyAre bIbhane bIjo paropakAra vyAjabI che. eNma kaI hIrenamAM rahenAro AhIna che, have tenA Page #346 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ gharamAM nonaveja Ae nI kImana hAtha che. mATe te pote jamavA beThI ane tevAmAM garIba Avyo to te niHsvArtha bhAve dayAnI brahathI pIvAnI vAnagImAMthI garIbane Ape che. badhA koI mApavA taiyAra thatA nathI paNa Ane to udAratAthI pIvAnI vastu svecchAe dayAnI buddhithI mApI che. niHsvArtha bhAvanA che. mATe tyAM zubhabhAvanA kAraNe puSya baMdhAya che. paraMtu te UThI kvolITInuM putha baMdhAya che. enA hAthamAM mAsa mATe davA che paNI sAthe pANI mATe davA nathI, kaThIvatA tainA mATe tene 24 kalAka pApa vaMtha che. ane zubhabhAvathI je patha bevAya che, te pApAnabavI" pujya baMdhAya che. AvI vyakti mAMsanuM dAna tenI kakSA pramANe karI zake che paNa jena khAtI hItha te dAna kare to kathA ke adhapatana devAya? tema na bhakitathI kaMdamULa khavaDAve to adha:patana vAze. tamArA AthAra-vicAra 1 abhIca, anaMtaphAya, bIja, vidaLa vagere davAthI na apAya. vAlI paNa na rAkhene na Ape , A badhu jano mATe cALa che. paraMtu tenA badale 6thI vastunuM dAna karavAnuM ca che. - have tame amArA mATe apavAdanA 3 2 jemake mAMdA hoya, jJAna thIya, va, tapasvI, koI varISa zarake jenI zAstramAM AzA che temAM tame na karo to doSa lAge. paraMtu vagara apavAde cAlu karo temAM amArA prasthAna tIkAvI thI, mATe te bhAta nI pakA kamabhakita kahevAya. 2 sAthI bhakita nathI. sAdhunA vrata, niyama bhAMga tevI bhaktivabAbara che pastu evI bhakti gAya che jenAthI temanA kI vadhAre khIle, tyAM tamArA zubhabhAva mATe nA nathI. sabhA:- amuDa sAubhagavela sAmethI banAvavAnuM kare to zuM karavuM? sAheba- have ne vinayathI 29 sIba ucIna nathI. hA, kASTA hoya to. khuzIthI chupAvazI. mArI atyAre bhAvanA cheanukLatI nathI. A badhuM uddhatAIthI devAnuM nathI, vinaya sAtha devAnuM che. jANI burkIne koInA ziSamA pIkkI karavuM te doSa poSaTha tarIke tane javAba thAo cho,mATe cokkasa pApa lAge. Page #347 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 340 dhana uSThAmA vALathI Agho. saMsAramAM koI vyakita bhUla jhakyuM hoya ane tenA samarthanamAM besatI pApanA pakSamA besanArane pApa lAge che ane 'karanArane pachI pApa lAge che ' jIvanamAM satyane mAno, Acaro tenA TekAmAM ubhA raze to dharma thAya che. vAM amathane Teko ApI naimAM pApa lAge che sayAnu Tana Ave che ke tenA bApe jAheramAM kahyuM ke mananA sukhadu:khane kartA hartA 6 6. zuM dhANa to rAjamAMthI raMka ane rezamAMthI rajA banAvI lADu tyAre mArA mana che paNa zae chathu nu kaima vaulatI nathI tyAre Amato te mauna rahI hatI hatI, hAjI hA paNa karI zakatI phanI. paNa bhilotanI viruDa vAta che mATe Teka na mAryo. mATe dauSanI poSakanI vAta Ave taimAM ucIta vinaya sAthe nA pADI devAnI che. tamAre hiMsA, asatya, abraNa, pazciAha vagere badhAmAM pApa lAge che. hAthI ane bAmAM kejasthAna botiTha svArtha che. mane sagavaDatA, sukhamAM madha maLe che, bIjanuM je thavuM hoya te thAya, mATe pApa baMdhAya che. jema cAlatA tamArA paga nIce kIDI marI to pApa lAgyu. kema lAgyuM ? sabhA - upayoga nahotI sAhebajI - upayoga kema nahIto tamAre lAparavAhIthI cAlavuM che vIja jIvanI ciMtA karavI nathI. tamArA thatA 24 kalAka karo cho pagamAM jarA jhAjharI koTI paNa na vAgI jAya tenuM dhyAna Apo cho. jyAre bIbanA prAga jaya tI pachI ciMtA nI. rastAmAM 100 karI hovA chatAM paNa eka na vAge tevA sthAnathI cAlIne keTalI veitA ? jyAre bIjAnA AkhA pAra bhatha to paNa vAMdho nathI. mATe bIjAnA prANanI ciMtA nathI tethI pApa lAge che. ame tamane kahIe ke tame tame moTaramAM beThA to pApa lAgyuM. to kahezo karIe cha01 A badhu vicArIe to cAle nahi, mATe badhe tamArA hAthamAM svArtha jaDAyelo che. pApa tane na lAge ke potAnA sukhadu:khanI vIzI ciMtA rAkhe tevI bIjanA Page #348 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 31 sukhaduHkhanI citA rAkhe to pApa na lAge. paraMtu tamArI zailI ciMtA karo cho tenA hajAramAM bhAganI paNa bIjA jIva mATe ciMtA karI cha khA mATe tamArA spesAranI dareka pravRttimAM jemake khAvI, pIvo, haro, pharI, vepAra, dhaMdhA, rasoI karI ke DoipaNa kyA kare temAM pApa lAge che. kAraNa svArtha bhAvathI Daro cho, tyAM parIpakAra bhAva nathI. basa mA aAve che mATe paMcAta choDI bIjAnu je thavuM hoya te thAya. jema plenamAM jladI pahoMcavA jAI paNa pachI tenI haDoTamAM bhalene game teTalA pachI AvIne mare paNa ApaNI sagavaDyA sacavAya kyA duniyAmAM ekalI mAnI pravRttithI pApa nathI baMdhAtu paNa te vakhate je anubhabhAva maNInabhava che tenAthI pApa baMdhAya che . mATe Dagalene pagale . dakSA karIe chIe tema nahi paNa dizAnA bhAva paDyAja che. jyAre ghaNA vadhu Dare che ke sAheba khaMbhA DarIe chIe pachI bhAva nathI. paNa bhAva nathI tema nahi, bhAva paDyA ja che mATe ja dazA karo cho .jema nAvA dhovA beso to keTalu pANI DhoLI cho, tyAre dizAnA bhAva paDyA che mATe pANI DhoLatAM pApa lAge che. paNa eja pANI tame pALa mATe DhoLo to pApa nathI lAgatu . tyAM hiMsAno bhAva nathI, tamArI agavaDanA mATenathI, mATe svArtha nathI. jyAre pelAmAM svArtha bharelI che. sabhA 1-sAhebajI prajA karavA javA mATe nAhtAM pANI DhoLAya temAM kema pApa lAge? sAheba- hA, tame niyama karo ke pruna kazyA savAtha nAthyu nahI . tevo selpa doya ane pUjA karavA chtAM zu mATe nAvu AvazTaka che. mATe prabhunI AjJA subbAna karIto asaMkhya jIvo mare chatAM pApa lAge nadi kevI rIte snAna karavuM tenI thIuI vidhi che. daino bAhya zauya 1 ka2vA zuddhi kathA snAna karavuM anIvArya che. paNa tamArA zarIrane sApha karavA keTalu pANI joIe sabhA H- bAtha Taba jeTaluM. cArebajI - are name to have TokImAM paDa tema cho. paraMtu zAstramAM zuddhi Page #349 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mATe ina loTA pANI Dahyu che. sabhA - lItha I sAIprajA 1 sAhebajI-nabhAza vyavahAramAM ja hoya che tevA. gAmaDAmAM jaMgale natha tyAre kevI lITI laI jtA hoyache? tevI sAijha gaNavAnI. jai paNIthI snAna DerI te koi garamAM na jAtha paraMtu barAbara parAtamAM nAhIne jyaNA pUrvaTha paThavI devAnu che. dharmanA beTAmA paNa bInajarurI hiMsA batAvI nathI. jeTalI anIvArya che teja batAvI che. pANInA eka TIpAmAM adhyey navI hai. nigIdanA paNa jIva hoya mATe temA hiMsA ghaNI hai, paNabhAva zu che? prakhaDavAnA zubhabhAvathI pravrutti karI cho mATe doSa lAgato nathI. tyAM paNa je svArthano bhAva bhaLe to tyAM paNa pApa lAge che. dharma paNa svArtha bhAvathI karI to pApa lAge che hA, jaina tI DauI mahAtmAnI khaDe page sevA karI che. ane varSa pachI tame maLo tyAre bhAva na Ape to phu thAya? lAgene Amane koI kadara che! mATe te sevA ThanAM narma DagharanI ardhA rAkhIne DAine nirapekSa bhAve karI nathI. dhyAna na rAkho je AvA bhAva e manamAM paDyA hoya to pApa lAge che. tame amArI bhakti karI ane ame tamane mahattva na ApIe, moTA bhA na banAvIe to zu thAya? mATe vyu thayu ke bhakti dvArA mAna- sanmAna maLe. upAdhyAyajIe kahyu ke maiM ziSya gurunI bhakti khaDe page kare jethI guru tenI'dara kare, khabaraaMtara rAkhe, mahattva Ape, ne AvI bhAvanAthI te bhakti kare to pApa lAge. DAg2a tenI bhakti apanAvAkhI che, mATe cokkasa pApa lAge. sabhA:- guru Gadara na kare to temane pApa na lAge 1 sAeba:- gurune pathya AyaTha lAge to kadara kare, ane lAyaDa na Ne tau uMdara na panna kare, hA, jI. ziSya lAyaka hoya ane guru kara na kare to gurune doSa lAge. nA guNa bhage paNa tenI kadara tenA moDhe karavAthI temAM nukzAna lage to na kare. paNa tenI pAchA vakhANa kare, mATe prazaMsA 37 Page #350 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pacAvI zake tema hoya tenI ja karavAnI. na pacAvI zake tenI prazaMsA guNa hovA chatA TharavAnI nathI, nahItara nukazAna thavI. upabhrANI, sthiriraLa vikAsa mATe che. ane ziSyanA guNanI anumodanA karIe paNa moDhe vakhANa na karIe.. unA mAM vaLatarano bhAva te svArthanI pakkama che mATe pApaSedha cAlu che. jyAM azubhabhAva bhaLyA tyAM pApa che. . jema tame prabhubhakti karaze temAM koI che ke A pratimAnuM baja mArI che, alaukIka che tenI pUjA karavAthI badhu ja phaLe che nI che. benA badale cAra vakhata rUpa dhI ne pachI tyAre pApa baMdhAya che dA. svArtha temA bhaLyI mATe. sabhA sAhebaja murtimAMthI amI jhare te camatkAra karevAya? sAheba:- ArAmathI paNI kare tenI nA nathI. pachI camatkAra ThIne kahevAya tenI vyAkhyA samajavI paDe. devI-devatA ThIne 4haivAya Ave to nizAnI zu? . camatkAra che te badhu bhaNavuM paDe. devI-devatA Ave tyAre koI maUMjhIka karIne bhaya. mAnavathI ja na thAya te karI Ape to camatadAra kahaivAya.paraMtu manamAM temAM Ave tema nathI. have tame dharma pA je svAIbrAvathI DarI to pApa dhaMdhAya che. to pachI saMsAranI pravRtti svArthabhAvathI DarotI pApa vadhAtha ja. - paropakAranI bhAvanAvALAne puNya rIjharvezanamra che, mATe haya parIpara bhAvathI vAlIta zakhavuM joie. jeTalo parapAra uthI dukAno eTaluM puNya ucuM baMdhAze. jema ta upAzmatha ane baMgala baMdhAvo temAM bannemAM pAtho pIvAnI Avo. banenuM bAMdhakAma iMTa-cUnAthI thaze paraMtu upAtha baMdhAvatAM puNya baMdha ane baMgalo baMdhAvatA pApa baMdha che. tharA galo svArtha bhAve baMdhAvo cho vara upAtha DroI rIta ArAma mATe nathI vadhAvatA . Page #351 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 'paNA dhArmika bhAva zubha AhAyathI, ArAdhanAnA bhAvathI baMdhANI cho mATe praya dhaMdhAtha hai - zAstramAM na maLe che ke ghaNAe dharmayu karyA. temAM ghaNI ja hiMsA thaI paNa pApabaMdha na thayo, paNa zubhabhAvanA kAraNo puthabe thayo. jema vAma-rAvakI lallI. rAmanA pakSe ume che teo zIlanI rakSA khAtara laDyA che. rAvaNa pa adharma che. rAma zunabhAvathI laDyA che mATe thiyaha kahevAyuM. taithI hiMsA hovA chatAM pApa nathI.. sabhA - bharatazaba ane bAhubalIjI tathA te umeyula kahevAya? sAbi9:- sI dharmathaka narthI. tethI sattA mATe laDyA che. nyAya, nIti, sadAcAra mATe laDavuM jarI vastu che. nIti pUrvaka sattA khAtara laDavuM te pachI judI vastu che. Ama teo nIti prarvaka laDyA che paNa chelle brahyA che. sattA khAtara laDyA che mATe ghamathaka na vAya.jai nyAya, nIti, sadAcAra, varka - khAtara laDe te dharmayuke sovAya IM. . jema jhINIka ane ceDAmahArAjanuM yuha thayu te dharmayula che ceDA mahArAja nyAya ane 27 khAtara laDe che. temA azubhabhAva nathI svArtha nathI. thaDAmaNarAja bhagavAna prabhu mahAvIranA mAmA che. vaizAlI nagInA - Adhipati che. mAna samrATa che. teo 12 klavArI 2018 kSAvaka che. temanA - bAvA, vicAra zu che, paNasmanI 3DI sthiti thaI che. vamI mATe pAga dharmasaMkraTa Ave temanI sagI dIkarI celaka zreNIka rAjAne paraNAvI che. tenA purA halla- vilsa ane jhINI che. A traNenA ceDAmahArAjAnAnA thAya. zrejhIkarAe halla-vahallane devatAI vastra, ghoDA vi. ApyA che thAre, ThIkIne zaja ApyuM che. darekane samAna rIne ApyuM che. chatAM paNa strIonI SInA kAraNe teo DIjhane bharamAve che ane teonI pAsethI levA mATe kare che. mATe kIka bhAImone kahe che, "pitAe ApelI vastuo mApI Page #352 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3 . harI tyAre beu de che ane krAMI tamane ApelA rAjamAM mAthuM mAratA nathI. A tame mArgo cho te vyAjabI nathI. anyAyanI vAta che, Ato sapana luTavAnI vAta che " pachI kInIka mAne tema nathI. mATe temane thArtha che ke bhAI sattAdhI che mATe kaMipaNa karI zake tema che. tethI te badhI mulyavAna vastuo sAthe bhAgIne nAnAne tyAM pahoMcI jAya che ane temanuM pArakA svIkAre che. zarAgatanuM rakSaNa karavuM te 4tha potAno dharma mAnanA sAthe tenuM rahaNa kare. hAthamAM rAdhirma hato. sAmAjika daSTiai A uttama sadAcAra che. mATe yogya vAta che ane A to temanI dIkSA che. caDArAjAe teDhIne hAra ApyuM che. mATe mo.bhAI Thare che to teone mane saupI che. paraMtu rane AvelA che mATe A anucIta vAta che. tethI ghaNI vATAghATa karI paNa te saMmata thayA nahi. tethI koNIkane thayuM ke nAnAe mAru nATha ThapAvavA AvuM karyuM che, mAsa apamAna karyuM che. mATe tene khuba gusso Avyo che tethI che ke yuke medAnamAM AvI jAmI. tyAre vaDArAja vicAre che ke bIjo vikalpa na hovAnA laDavuM paDaze. tenAthI kIDInI hisA thaze paNa zara Avela hovAthI mokalI apAya nahI. sabhA - va vIre ApI hai to , sAebajUna- vithAra te vastronI mAlikI konI che ? secanaka devatAI hAthI che. DIjhIThanu mana koI emanema cayu nathI, halla-vihalla ApI deto koI paiDArAjA nA pADe tema nathI. paNa hAra AvelAne choDI de tema nathI. - tamane A vAta bese tema nathI. kAra tame I koInA khAtara karaze taima cha praza1 kaI AvIne ke huM tamAre dAsa chuM, mane hAra ApI. te kozI vagara kAraNe mAre tho palo mAthe levI. tame paropakarane sAmAeNka TIe paNa jIvanamAM rAkhyo che kharI ? . paraMtu A judI jAtanA mAnavI che. Ama to ThokIda mAna samrATa che. caDAmaNa rAjAne tenI sAthe sebetha vaDavAnI . eka grAmAnya Page #353 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hIdI mATe che jenI pAse koI jJA nathI. tame UMI sAmAnya mANasanA rabAjha khAna2 mI sAthe seve bagADI nema cho ? sabhA:sAhebajI:- nyAyanI vAta hauyanI hAra ApavAnuM koI game te nAmathI Ave tenuM 2kA vAnuM nathI. saima guMDo AvIne Amatha mAMge apAtha pakSa mATe vicAravuM paDe. sabhA - pachI sAhebaja ceDAmahIrAja hala-vihalla pAse hatu temAMthI thoDu apAvIne yu rAkhI zaNA hota ? sAheba - cAlI lAkha apAvI deNu paDAvI EUR paNa temAM zuM dAkhalo vasatI1 hA, jata mATe anyAya sahana Daze to zAbAzI Apo. paraMtu A rIte lI namAlA gaNapaya. prasa~ge nyAya apAvAnI jhIvaDa nathI taithI simajavIne TharetI paNa pApa lAge. thAyake vamanA panara paDyuM ja nahI aMguThI ? ja batAvaze. mATe tema karavAthI dhamInI chApa kharAba paDe. - tamArI evI chApa kharI kauIne anyAya thI tame tenI paDakhe unA ra : mATe dhamamAM cokkasa laka rmAgyA che. mArapALa rAjAe sagA banevI sAthe yuddha karyuM che ne 1 grAmanI temanI jIvathA keTalI 1 pIne sAmAyikamAM hatA tyAre paga upara maMs thI to . capu laIne cAmaDI kApI nAMkhI che. temanA nava lAkha ghoDAnI pAchaLa paMjAbI - rahetI . 21ja pIne ghoDA para bese tyAre pujIne bese. ane e nava lAkha voDAne galu pANI pAtA. mATe nAnA avanI para bInajarUrI rahelA kare tema nathI. paNa dharmanA prasaMge yu9 kheltha che zu ThAma te prasaMga kadAca tamane khabara nahI hoya mATe joI laIe. kumArapALa rAjanI sagI bahena A sthAna rAjA sAthe pakjhI . kumArapALa karatAM paNa thIyAno ja che. vai bane patipatnI beThA beThA taraMja rame che. kumArapALarAjA pahelA nInane hanA pachIthI jaina banyA che. "DumArapALa Page #354 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ rAjA Akho divasa jathaNA- jaTA karyA kare che. maMDayA sAdhunA bhaNata thaI rahyA che " bhAva temanA banevI vicAre che. tethI temane sALAna TIbala. kazyAnuM mana thayuM. mATe ramatAM eka pAma bIja pAsAne uDAve tyAre zuM che ke je A muMDIthI utha "te vakhate kumArapApanI bane che ke tame vinaya sAthe bolyuM, bolavAmAM maryAdha rAkhI. A koI tamane UMbhAspada nathI. paraMtu sattAnA madanA kAzI tema karIvAra bolyA. Ama bejhakA vAra : rANIe samajAvyuM paNa mAnyA nathI. tethI te bIjaIne ubhI thaI gaI. ane . 5dhu jIbha aMkuzamAM rAkhI nahitara jIvatA jIbha kheMcAvI laI. sva-gurudharma mATe bolavAno adhikAra nathI. paraMtu rAjA lI tAnamAM che. mATe : karI jIbha kADhI lenAra tu dIka ? kAma zaNIne dhutkAlI, mATe zANI rIbhAIne bhAIne tyAM pI rahI. khAlI hAthe ekalI bahenane DhAvelI joIne suI che, badhI paristhiti kAve che, tyAre bhAI sNe ke ciMtA kara nahi. 'deva-guru-dharma mATe A rIte bole to barAbara sabaka zIkhavADI. mATe banevIne saMzo mokale che ke mArI bahenane pAchI bolAvavI hautha tI patAvA sAthe mirachAmi dags mAMga nahitara bahena Avaze nahi. zA tAnamAM che mATe nA pADe che. mATe yuddha karavAnuM kAve che. vai Ama to tenuM lazkara joIne te gabharAthI che mATe te jItavA 3vArAvA kare che, paraMtu kumArapALa larI le che. Ama to AgaLa ghaNI lAMbI vAta che te zrApa tA nathI. AThashko tame zuM vicArI ne enA 'tha e bhArve , enuM pApa enA mAthe " , sabhA :- LA pahalIe * * sAuiy- kabula karI kyA thI pahathI vALo tyAM paropakAra Tharazo. are danA vaMma mATe game tema bole to paNa sobI lo cho ne? zuM tamArU lohI umAzIla che. mATe bahu ja vicAravA jevuM che. bhalA mahIla vagarano ava AnA mATe yu retI ka putha baMdhAya Page #355 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ .. sAdebajI tene bhavobhava vAsana maLavAnuM, puSya baMghaya, tene dharmaga che. mATe cokkasa te mukhya dharmanI sAmI tene apAvaze. svArtha ane parAI te pApa ane puNya pInA kAraNo che. zubha Azaya ane vadhubhabhAvathI pravRtti karI to puNya baMdhAya che. azubha bhAva ane azrubha AthathI. pravRtti karaze to pApa baMdhAya che. sabhA:- una kamAvavAmAM jIbha akSaya zu AvI ? sAdebajI - dhana DamAIne sArA kAryamAM, ucIta kartavyo. aA kuvAmAM, moja mAnI bhAva na joie, paNa zubha Azaya joIe. . tame mAdA paDI tyAre ame thyA jAtA hoie chatAM ! kadIe nAre ane DarIe to amane pApa lAge. kA tamAre sAjA pachI saMsAranI svArtha mATe thavu che, bhASA thaIne tame saMsAranA svArtha sipha karazo. mATe tamAre vadha svArtha bharelo che. nAthI pApabaMdha cAlu che. 30 Page #356 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 19-~ ekavAra. 5- zrI yugaSAvijyaja sagAbhyo nama0 nMAvAnA govAyA 25 anA upakArI anaMta jJAnI zrI tIrtha paramAtmA jagatanA jIva mAtrane raMta dharmano prabaMdha karAvavA mATe dharmanInI sthApanA kare che. te mahApuruSonI 2STIe je java varma ane adharmanI sAthI vyAkhyA samaje che tenAmAM vihADa dharma pragaTe che ane pachIthI te javane vadharmamAMthI kaI rIte mukta thavuM ane gI rIte potAnA jIvanamAM dharmane vizIta svI tenI TakI Ave che. A duniyAmAM dharma ghaNA che ane temanA dharmanA prakA ghA che. mATe zAstrathI upahelA paNa vividha prakArano che. pahetu TekamAM saLa. vyAkhyA karatAM kahe che ke A jagatamAM je bhAsa dekhAtha che te badhuM umanuM muLa che ane mA gatamAM jeTaluM kharAba dekhAya che te badhuM adharmanuM muLa che. jemake . guMDAgIrI, badamAzagIrI, ju, hiMsA, cIrI, paze, keSa, vAsanA, ArALI tathA tenAthI thatA geravartano badhAmAM atharmana maLe che. tema gatamAM sAru vartana, sArA vicAro, sArI vANI ne pakA khAya che te dharma che. je cA duniyAmAMthI paimane kensala karaze to duniyA kevI che ? e paNa sAthe mAthAma mA duniyAmAM avI zake kharo? mATe sajajana mAkAsane tI varma grAsvAsana sapa che. mATe varSanI prabhAva mata che. ane A ja samaje to dharma mATenI AkhI ruddha badalAI jAya. dharmamA evI che kharAba vastu che ke tame dharmano virodha karI zaka pakI jene sArI vastu sAthe vAMdho hoya tene dharma sAthe vArtA che tema kahevAya. thA duniyAmAM anyAya, anIti, luccAI vagere pravarmamAMthI pedA thAya che ane svArtha parijhAnithI paNa thAya che. mATe amane mukhamAMthI DAmavA mATe hAthamAM rahelI svArtha bhAvanAne nAbuda karavI joIe. jene bhuvanamAM dharma pAmavo hoya tene dharmanI zarUyAta hadathamAM rAgathI javAbo mAdhAna eTale bIbadhoLa thayelI dharmazA che moLa ane molanA sAdhana rUpamAM kartavyatAnI buddhi thaI tene prakivAna kahyuM che... . Page #357 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3pa0 'ane temAM viauSakA tarI hInI haiSa ane paropakAra zazita hadaya kahyuM che. mATe saine paNa paupAra game tene dharma game ja jaine dharma game tene paropakAra gameja mATe jaina dharma sAthe virIdha che taine paropakAra sAthe virI che. A rIte prasthAnanA judA judA pAsA kaa che. " tamArAmAM dharma, umarAga Ave to tene potAnA ane bIjAnA avama paDe. jene dharma para rAga tene adharma para haiSa 2hevAno. bIjanA AtmAmAM rahelI adharma jovAnI che, paNa avamI vyakti pratye haiSa nathI ka2vAno. prathama vyakita pratye to karaNA karavAnI che. jyAre temAM prathama vyaktinA AtmAmAM rahailA pravarma pratye sthAna che. jene potAnuM duHkha nathI gamatuM tene bIjAnuM duHkha joIne manukaMpA paidA thavI joIe . paga du:khane joIne hepa thAya sAthI dayA nathI gha zrImata mAkAsIne potAnA dukha pratye asaMgamo che mATe du:khana Ave tenI sAvadhAnI rAkhe. paraMtu bIjAne duHkhI jue to tene lAge che A Agho khase to sAruM. ghaNA zrImatIne sAmAnya mANasa pratye prakRgama hoya che. mATe ghaNA sAmAnya mANaso zrImaMta sAthe besatA paNa nathI, vAta para DaratA nathI. paraMtu zrImaMta mANasane jema potAnI garIbAI gamatI nathI tema garIba vyalinI garIbAI pratye agramo hepa thavI joIe. pachI garIvane joIne to hamadardI ja pedA thavI maiIe. paNa vyali pratye haiSa na joIe. mATe dareka jIvane A jagatamAM adharma pratye arucI, managamo thavI joIe. ane vAM jo tyAM rAjIpo thavo joIe. A jagatamAM kyAM pachI svAnya pravRti dekhAya to te vartana ane bhAva maLe aNagamo thavo joIe. jema kathA paddha anIti, atyAcAra kI jo to cheSa. acI thavI joIe. patra te karanAra vyakti pratye kepa thavI na joIe, jaima koI vyakti che ane atthAya pasaMda nathI mATe huM sahana karI zakato Page #358 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 655 nathI. tethI potAnA pa2 anyAya thAya tyAre akaLAya. paraMtu zAstrakAra che che ke jyAre bIja pa2 anyAya thato hoya tyAre akaLAya ane tenI virIdha kare to te sAro bhAva che, gharma zai, paNa potAnI jAta para anyAya thAya tyAre laDe tI uma nathI, paNa te anyAyane sahana karI letI dharma che. jaima dezamAM anyAya, anIti cAle to mIrathI laIne nIkaLe che, tenI virodha noMdhAve che. bhASAno kare che tyAM mA badhu karavAmAM grAhako za1 bhAva 1 jaima vepArIne sarakAranA kAyadA hArA vepAramAM muzkelI ubhI thAya tyAre temanuM saMgaThana sAbadu thaI jAya, mArathI laIne nIkaLa. te virodha koI dharma nathI. ThAkA potAnA sukha, sagavaDatA para tarApa paDI che mATe laDe che. tema badhe ThekANe Avaze. ' mATe khAlI adhyAyanA kAraNe virIdharavA nIkaLe temAM koI dharma na kahevAya, paNa anyAtha, UMcchA thAya tyAre parIpakAra khAtara balIdAna ApIne laDI to satakArya kahevAya. . mATe ekanI eka vastumAM tamArA haTha khAtara laDI to adharma ane bIjAnA haTha mATe laDo nI dharma che. .ta. tamArA bhAIe ke tamArA vaDIle tamane anyAya Tharyo tyAre mAthu uthakI to dharma kahevAya ke tame te pratyAyane sahana karI lo to dharma devAya ? tamArA hA mATe tame nyAyathI paNa laDaze te adharma jaahevAze vaidIkavargamAM vyAsamunI thaI gayA taimane mahAbhAratamAM kAma tatvajJAna pIrasyuM che paNa A bAbatamAM thApa khAI gayA che. jyAre e poLone upadeza Apyo che temAM ja temane thApa khAdhI che. pAMDavI potAnA svArtha khAtara laDe che chatAM kahe che ke "khuzIthI yuka karaze, namAlA thavAnI jarUra nathI. " dharma khAtara laDavuM, paNa dharma kathAre kahevAya ? jo temAM egata svArtha na doDha to. - jema ghara. tamA madhyana trae bhahumAnane ApyuM ane tene Page #359 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 3para pacAvI pADyuM. Ama kAyadAnI daSTie tame tenA mAlika cha. chatAM te mAlIka thaIne besI jA tema che. to te vakhateM tane tenI sAme korTe jAo, lIgala trIsesa kI laDI to zuM tene dharma kahevAya ? na ja kahaivAya. - have tema tame rastA vacce jaI rahyA cho tyAre tamane TI levA koI Amana kare che jaitu tame kazuM bagADyu nathI, siI saina guno karyo nathI . chatAM luvA prayatna kare che. A keka gunegAranI luTanAra che. to paNa te vakhate tame teno sAmano karI tAkAtathI laDI lo tI te varSa kahevAya ma nahi kAraNa svArtha 8. mATe svarakSaNa mATe paNa laDInI pApa to lAge ja ame tamane tamArA rakSA karavAnI nA nathI pADatAM, paNa tamAre rahaNa zu kAma karavuM che? svArtha mATe 28ANa karavu che ? te vicAravuM paDe. salA:- to zuM ame luthavA daIe. sAba- nA, svarA zubhabhAvathI karI to sAthe baMdhAze. pUju svarA vArtha mATe razI to pApa baMdhAze. svArtha mATe to AkhI duniyA laDe che. kutarA, bilADA paNa laDe che. mATe tamAre to AkhI duniyA dharma kare IM tema devu paDyo. A sabhA - to pachI amAre karavuM ? sAvaja - jIvanamAM svArthane tilAMjalI Apo. zAkAhArIe zrAvakane AmaTha banavAnI nA pADI che, paNa svarakSagvavAnI nA nathI pADI. paNa svArthanA bhAvathI svau nI vAta nathI. paraMtu paropakAranI bhAvathI sva2nA zvAnuM che. to ja ume thaze. putha baMdhAvI. sabhA - pachI sAheba amArA svarakSAmAM svArtha paDyAM Avyo ? sAheba:- ApaNA bhagavAne kazu nathI ke tame mane mArI jo. paraMtu tamAre jIvavuM huM zuM kAma? raba kahyuM ke kAma tamAre jIvanamAM amArA thaDA ; ArAdhanA aDaghA rUjhathAnuM bhalu karavA javuM che ke Page #360 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 5 duniyAne trAsa pamADavA jIvavuM che? jIvavAnI uza svArtha mojamA, e Azama che. mATe badhI malInatA bharelI che. tamArI jIvavAnI IcchA azubha prerIta che mATe pApa lAge che. A sabhA - vane jatanA mizrabhAva hoya to - sAheba - mizrabhAva hoya tau phaLa pachI mizna maho. lA ra4 paropara nI bhAva teTalA 2 puAya ane jailI 23 svAIna bhAva teTalI TI. pApa baMdhA. mA vAta tamane samajatI kema nathI? zarama tenI suda dya che ke, nne mAno che ke bhuvanamAM khAvuM pIvuM, rakSaNa karavuM, dhaMI karavI , kamAvuM " rasoI kacchI , A badhu to karavuM ja paDe. hA, ame paNa te mAnIe chIe. paNa tame mA vadhu zA mATe karo cho tame svArtha mATe vadhu ko cho. jyAre sArA kAma para ja svArthathI karaze to tene dharma nathI kahevAto. jaima tamAre tyAM saMtAna janyu tyAre te chIpala che. naine na sAcI nI te marI jAya. mATe tame saMtAnone uchero , enu kAM karI ho mAvajana karI cho. have tame A paMcenjiya manuSya jIvanI sara karI che te sArA DAma che. jema tame koIne jamADe to te sArA kAma che taima tamArA chokarAne jamADo te paNa sAruM kAma kahevAya. no paNa ahithI pAya lAge chejhArI lemAM tamane svArtha bharelo che. sabhA:- amAtA mATe svArtha gaNAya paNa sAmenA mATe nI upaDAra thAyane? sAheba - upakAranI pravRtti pachI svArthathI thaI mATe mukya na baMdhAtha. " upakAranI pravRtti svArthathI hoya chatAM tene dharma kahevAtI hoya to tame to sauthI vadhAre upakAra kuTuMba pa2 che. sabhA - 22ja hai mATe sAba- ame bhaNIe chIe mATe ja bhaNAvIe paNa zIe . paraMtu kartavya pAko je svArthathI adI karo to pApa ja baMdhAya. Page #361 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 354 sabhA - A to gIjhAnI be bAju thaI. sAhebajI- hA, dharma thI spaSTa che. tame tamArA saMsAramAM jaimake moTI impanI khIlI, nainI eNDalTaTAIjhamenTa mAM lakho cho ne ? mAnAthI ame keTalAyane rojagArI ApIkhe thIye, saivA durIe chIe. have A prathA che ke sAcI vAta che? zuM tame zArI mATe umpanI khIlI te badhAne khacauvI levA InDasTrIjha khaulI che ane chatAM jhahI ame parIpakAra mATe kholI che. A duniyAmAM svArtha zu zu nathI karAvato te prazna che. svArthathI badhu karI chuTavA tame taiyAra che. mATe ja avanamAM dharma tharmanI vyAkhyo phITa karavI paDaeN. tame dareka kauTAmAM dharma-adharma karo cho tenuM tame suhyAMkana nathI kakSAM. mATe ja gIeLAvALI cho. sArI kAmanArtha kare te ja urma kahaivAya. - jaima bharavADa tenI gAyane kaivI sAcave che, paMpALe che, ghAsacAro, kapAsa khavaDAve che. tenI bhUkha-tarasa bavAnI mAvatta rAkhe che. kema? te dudha Ape I mATe. paNa eja gAyane vasudI pachI najhAmI gaNI, , upekSA karIne pANI ke IM. mATe A koI dharma nathI. teneM upakAra kare che pachI bha2vADa paropakAranI bhAvanAthI nathI karato mATe pApa baMdhAya che. A saMsAranuM svarUpa kevuM che ke tame koInu na karI to koI tamAruM ATalu pAna re. mATe kvone zailIma mATe karavAnuM che. mA-bApa, bhAI-bahena, hIrA-dIkarI, parivAra, samAja bavA mATe karavAnuM che. tame na karI to javI zas tema nathI. paraMtu te ka2vAmAM sAme vaLataranI apekSA che. mATe ja pApa baMdhAya che. ) tame zArmika bhakita karI che. temAM sAdharmika tarIke tamArA kuTuMba jamaNAmAM mAryuM che. tame ane eTale tamAruM kuTuMba sAme thayu ne ? mATe hai tame tamArA kuTuMbane ghara jamA che. mATe temAM sArvatrika bhAla sAvI tethI -puSya baMdhAju aiIe. pA pApa Dema baMdhAya che kA2kA tyAM. Page #362 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 31. jamADatAM DathA bhAvathI jamADu cho? tame gharanAne jamADatA dIva tyAre jo DoI tamArA ghare AvI caDhe to tene jamADI kharA? sattara prazna pUchavA mAMDI nai! mATe tyAM jamAvAnI bhAva nathI. gharanAne jamADo cho te svArtha ane mothI jamADu cho. jo pADozInA dIkarAne paNa dararIja jamAvAnu cAve to mADI kharA! Dazo ke DoI dAnazALA kholI che. mATe pAraDAne vagara kAraNe jamADI nema nathI.. atyAre Akho zaikSAra sthApIta phInIthI ja cAle hai chatAM DAMI tamArI badhI apeA pUrI thatI nathI. thIMkI apeA cerI kare, thoDI apela tame rIDarI. chatAM thoDI apekI nI thAya che. mATe Daro chatAM pAya baMdhAya che. jamADIye chIe. sakhAH- paga sAthebhaju ame to sArI rIte Srma karI zake mATe ja tharanA zAlajI:- calo mAnI laIe tenA mATe tame jamADo cho ane pachI bhASI zvama zuM ? avirSanuM ja vAtAvaraNa Apo ne? paraMtu saMsAramAM jalAkha jIvArTonImAM rakhaDatAM rakhaDatAM AvI utkRSTa manuSyabhava pAmyo che mATe AtmasthAna kare, manubhava saphLa Dare, tenI zaktino sadupayoga kare te mATe tame te rIte tenuM jIvana goThavo ane jamADo to puNya baMdhAya. DAnna tyAM AtmIjha paropakArano bhAva Avyo. paraMtu tame khAlI bolo ja cho. tamArA lIDo juvAna thaI. bhaNIgaNIne taiyAra thayA pachI che kamAvAmAM cothu dhyAna Ape ane urjAmAM vadhAre AgaLa vadhe to tame rAjI thayone tyAre tI kahezo tANa mATe vauTIpaNI eka DarI tane bhaNAvyo, ane zvetu upayotrI na thAya to kema cAle ! tamane upayogamAM na Ave ane vartane upayogamAM Ave to sahana TharI zI ? mATe tamArI ApelA judI che. AkhI esAra svArthathI cAle che tethI ja pApa baMdhatha che. bheM Page #363 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMsA2nu muLa jI svArtha che. have pasqI laDe che temane uDanuM maulu rAja pAchu levu che je duryodhane 3ghaTa karIne paDAvI lIdhu che. paraMtu temane tu karavAnI taiyAra nathI. Ama tI badhAnI vacce zarU thaI che ke 12 varSa vanavAsa bhogavyA pachI taimanI saMpatti pAchI ApavI, paraMtu durthIrvana pharI gayA che. pATalI badalI che. tamane paNa saMsAramAM avA vizvAsaghAtanA da2oja anubhava thatA hoya che. tyAre anyAya thayo, tene zI thya mATe Thema sahana thAya? Ama vicArIne tame laDo to pApa baMdhAya. salA:- pAMDavI ane duryodhana beune AmA pApa baMghAya hai? saTebalu - hA, beune pApa bavAya che. pAMDavone ochu pApa baMdhAya che. kAraNe temanA po nyAya, nIti che. jyAre duryodhananA paka nyAya ,nIti nathI. pAMca duryodhana pa2 gera vartAva 3 anyAya karyo nathI. paraMtu temanA hakanuM ja mAMgyuM che. chatAM paNa pApe to lAge ja che. jaima tame naMti parvaDa pramANIkatAthI dhaMdho karI lA kamAvatI zu pApa na lAge zu anItithI karI ta ja pApa lAge paNa tevuM nathI. nItithI kamAniDatAthI dhaMdho pachI zuM kAma karo cho? have dhaMdho karI chI temAM hiMsA ta thakI ja IM. bhale ghauMmAM pramANIkatA, nIti jALavI cho paNa te chatAM jIvahiMsA to thaze ja. jilAya avanI temAM tharathAra thaze. mATe pApa to lAge ja che. zabhA:- mAvaja, zarabajAranA dhaMdhAmAM pIchIe to brAM jIvahiMsA thavAnI sAheba temAM to tame AkhA gAmanI hiMsA mATe laIne pharo cho. atyA2nuM hIravabhara ele AkhI gheravAI che udhabInanI muLa vArazIlAnI pArthI zerabajAra che. 350 varSathI vijJAnanI vikAsa thayo che te pahelAM yaMtravAhano eTalo vikAsa nahInI. chatAM parvamAM vilIna hatA. temanI javane pati judI hatI. phrAMsamAM krAMti thaI ane ThaMDAvAdanI bahunijha Page #364 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ o vikamsa thI temAM vikAsa karyAM te kevI ke jemAM yogika sagavaDatA ApavA prathatna ja prayatna karyA che. je prayatna moMghIdATa che. ma bhutakALamAM ghoDAgADI vaNatI hatI, have tenI sAme vijJAna moTara sI. je ghaNIja bALa paddhati che, tethI sIdhI rIte harIpha tarIke tenI sAme na TakI zake. mATe tene sapITa Aparvo paDe. have tene mATe abanne rUpIyA baiIe. te paisA lAvavA kyAMthI ? te paNa maphatamAM lAvavA che. mATe A zerabajAra nAmanuM SaDaye goThavyuM che. gAmanA avI rupiyA vagara vyAje mahatamAM temAM vaparAya che. Ama tame emanema paisA Apo tema nathI. paraMtu eTalI navalAkha batAvI che ke tame ApavAmAM pAchu vaLIne jo tema nathI. hIravAramAM paisA rokI jaimAM saTTA dvArA jhIma bhAva uMcA laI jvAmAM Ave che. eTale tamane TaMkazALa dekhAya mATe ja tame cabanne rupiyA maphatamAM ApI . duniyAmAM yaMtravAda phelAI 2hyo che . IDonomIksa samaje tene badhI cAnI khabara paDe. A sIsTama ubhI karI dhai temAM 1 dhaMdhAthI tamArA badhAnA harAma hADaThAM thaI gayA che. savAre kharIdIne sAMje vaMcI nAMkhI. konA bApanI davAkhI1 paraMtu AnAthI dezane kaiTalu nukzAna thAya che. temAM bIjIbAju nAthI parapoTA jaivu arthataMga ubhuM thAya. harSada mahetAnAM vakhate tla karI' eka divasamAM lIMDIe bhAvyA hatA . A navaDAvavAno ja dhaMdho che. koIne navaDAvo tyAre jatamArA khIsAmAM Ave che ! tyAM kAMI proDakzana che? anaproDakzana che. A dhaMdhAmAM to AkhI duniyAnA pApa mAthe laIne ravAnuM che. badhI inDasTrIsanI nIka aa che. temAM paNI rUpe siMcana zerabajArathI thAya che. tamane uThA bhaThThAvIne temAM ghusaNyA che, mATe tame maratAM sudhI kuhyA karI. AmAM paisA rokI eTale amuka TaDA tamArI pArTanazIpa thaI ya che. Page #365 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sabhA- savAre kharIne sAMje veMcI de tI ? zaTaeNbaja- jugAra samajIne levu kare che. 1 sabhA - ane pAchu yu Ave tyAre pAchI hAtha ucA karavI. sAheba- hA, te harAmakhItI hai. tamArI sAyakoloju ja tamane barabAda karI. vAstavIkamAM eka navA paisAnI kiMmata gharamAM AvatI nathI. khAlI daALIthA ja gharamAM Ave che. A tI kRtrima kiMmata ubhI karI che. - ghArI to savAre laIne sAMje vecI nAkhe. pachI temA DuAI jAya che. tethI ghaNo lAMbAgALAnuM kAma kare che. jema hajA2 2 lIva te lAkhamAM lIdhA che. vadhatAM lAkha, zAM lAkha, 3lAkha thayo paNa hu eka navI pakSI usmAM Aryo nathI. chatAM teno pAro uMcI thatI jAya , nAthA kare. lAkhanI 25 lAkha thaI gayA che. te vicArIne gharamAMthI kharacavAnuM cAlu karI che. mATe bajeTa vadhArI dIdhuM. have vadho che ke kAvaDIthI gharamAM Avyo nathI. chatAM TIma kAlpanIka svapna dvArA harSa thAya hai. 25 lAkhanA 30 lAkha thI tema A hoya ane temAM mITara gabaDavAnuM cAlu thAya tyAre moniMan. * marI jAya. paraMtu jyAre panA 20 thathI tyAre keTalI harSa thAya che. ane temAM 20nA 30 thavAnI prANI che. paNa jyAre 25nA 20 thAya to chAtI 32. 20 to enA eja che. prAmAM levAdevA to kaMI nathI. khAlI mananA tatra che. saMsAramAM tame enI eja vastu vadhAre apekSAe maLe to ja ane eja - varanuM bI apekSA maLe sI bI nemATe AmAM panA 25 hAtha tI, thaI na jathvI vAho ane upanA pa thAya to duHkha paNa na jIravI che. jethI DIprezana AvI jAya. mATe vagara kA manuSyabhava barabAda kahyA mATe A dhaMdho sAro che. zALAmAM sAvajhane yogya vidhA banAvyA che, je tame bhUlI gayA cho. zrAvakanA jIvanamAM Arthika asalAmatI na hauya, ane AbhamAnI sulatAnI . pachI tenA jIvanamAM Ave nahi te rIte ja ve. mATe tainuM sthira vorA jIya Page #366 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ Arthika vyavasthA zrAvo 6I rIte karavI tenA artha pe dhamAcAryoe 'salAha ApI che, Arthika vyavasthA batAvI che. - sabhA - amiTha gaNI zakAya tevo dhaMdho kharA sAbija - zakka asika gaNI zakAya tevo dhaMdho che ja nahi. dareka dhaMdhAmAM mA che. zrAvaka tenA jIvanamAM jarUrIyAta mATe dhaMdho kare tyAre tene mATe ahiMsaka ghadho na lakhyo pachI chI risAvALo dhadho karavo temAM lakhyuM che. zazazI e ochI hiMsAvALo dhaMdho che,mATe, vAgIya zAdAra gaNAto. - vajhITa potAnA dhananI prAthe karIne dhaMdho karavA chatAM vyAje paisA vIratI ane vyAja pe tenuM vaLatara letI. je zrI risAvALo dhaMdho 8. brITIzarone zA zAhIno urdhA baeNnka@ArA kAbumAM Dara hatI mATe te dhaMdhAne niMdI nAkhyo. tene paDAvI lIdho. paraMtu A dhaMdhu kSAvano uthIta che. tamAza hIrAmone lAge bApa-dAdA A dhaMdhAthI lohI cusatA hatA. hA, koI ThAda be nI che telA mAthI tene barAba' na kahevAya. atyAre venDI luMTe che tenA karatAM vakIka mIthu sutA phlA. sabhA temAM parIpakAra bhAva chevArtha 1. sAheba - pIpakAra lAvavA to haiyuM palavu paDe. jyAre A viMdhAmAM paNa badalAnI bhAvanA . vyAja vaLatara pe le che. te vaLatara bhAvanI vagara thI le che ? sabhA-zrAvaka hisaTha dhaMdhAmAM paisA thA ghIre sAhebajI - jema8 zrAvakane khabara che ke A kasAI .5nala karI to bhu zrAvaka palA dhIre kharIsKAtha mAchImAra bhALa levA mATe paisA moge to apAthala mATe zrAvaka AvA dhaMdhAmAM pasA dhIre ja nahi. zve bhAvane khetI karavAnI nA che paNa kheDuta bhAvanA paisA laIne khetI gyo. temAM hiMsA to che ja. paNa mIThI hiMsAmAM thALe paisA bhAva Ape Page #367 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ nahi, mATe tame AmatI thaya pakA pasA Apa nI hiMsA to che ja. paraMtu pote jAte kare rta karyuM devAze jyAre bIjane paisA dhIre nI karAvyuM chevAze. mATe pApabaMdhamAM taphAvata tI raheze. mATe kare tenA karatAM karAvavAnuM pApa ochu lAge che. zavaka #mahAna paNa na DarAvavAnuM to paccakhANa to caNI banI tyAre ja 5thI hADAya. zaRvabharanA dhaMdhAmAM AkhA gAmanuM medAna mAre che. zAssAmAM kahyuM che ke zarmAdAna zrAvaka kare nadi paNa na chuTake tene karavuM paDe to dIlamAM daMkha lAge. ane paisA mAyA pachI jai samaya vizISa vadhe teno sadu5yoga dharmamAM 62 - | zrAvake kadAca 50 lAkha 5mAI lIdhA have tene vadhAre mAvAnI jarUra nathI, tenI IcchA paNa nathI. paraMtu jIvana jarUrIyAta mATe A DI vaparAya nahi. tI tyA sUvA che to a zakhavA mAma to game tyAM sthAne rAkhazo te hakkIkatamAM vyAja te muDI khAvA barAbara che. 144. 14. vyAja maLavI, paNa takhama TheTalA 9 ane paristhiti che 10 thI 12. phuTavI vadhe che. eTalai nANAnI kiMmata ghaTe che je muDI khAvA barAbara I. A badhI lavAI ja che DII sIdhA paisA na Ape mATe mAvo gAvI ubhI kare che. A vyavasthA sarakAre ubhI karI I. jainAthI tamArA kabATamAM paDelA lAkha rUpiyAmAMthI uga2 lIdhe 90 hajAra thaI jAya. mATe A ais. AsranI luccAI che. paTaeNlA sarvane zanathI jIvatA hatA te have rAkhyuM nathI. zerabajAramAM paisA roke tI, pachIthI tene vadhAre samaya maLe. che mATe teno sadu5thaNa te dharmamArgamAM charIzaThe ane sAthe parijhamane baLavavA paDe. - have AgaLa ma name jamavA beThAM 50 AITama che, temAMthI tame pa AITama hAthI ane japanI tyAga te dharma che. ThArI svArthano tyAga karyo che. havai jyAre tamArA ghare sAdharmika Ave to Page #368 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ tamAre 5 bAITama khavaDAvavAnI 3 pa0nA badale papa AITama pIsmavAnI tyAM ema thAya ke ATaluM badhu karI to tenI ApanI pAse, mATe pApa thaze, ane dizA paNa vadhAre thI, mATe pAMca bAiTama ja pIsu, to vyu te vyAjvI che? nA, tyAMto jeTaluM bane teTalu banAvIne mUkavAnuM che. lAbha sabhA aika sAdharmike pa ITama khAdhI ane bIjAne 25 AITama khAdI no bemAMthI konI bhaktino vizeSa sAhebajI:-jenI bhrAmaDA thI haze teno lAbha vadhAre maLaze. pAMca bhAiTama khatha te tho ane 25 Aina khAya te nIthI tevuM nathI. paNa jA 25 khAnAranI uMthI ThI! dardI to pelA DanAM lAbha vadhAre che. mATe sAcI viveka karavAno bhAvavI. jema sAdhu bhagavaMta AvyA ane mu vastu vadArI jyAre sAdharmike be aITama ja vAparI tI sAdharmika bhaktino lAkha vadhAre lakhI ! nA, mATe stara evuM paDe. jIva hInguNa alaiSa na hoya OM sunuraNa, maunano gana hoya tene prANavAna Ave nahi. pradhAnano mahimA apAra che. anaMnakALathI A bhAvadharmane ja pAmyo nathI. jaine pradhAna Ave eTale tenuM Darma sAmenuM yuddha khelAvAnuM cAlu thayu. mATe te vyakti have saMsAranI mahemAna che. saMsArarUpI jelamAMthI ladhI tenI chuTaDAro thaze. jema saMsAramAM jailamAM pAMca-pacAsa varSanI sajA pUrI thavAnI hoya tyAre sAthana vagADI choDe che tema pradhAna Avyu eTale esajIpI jelamAMthI jIhvA mATenI molamarganI sAyarana vAgI. mATe kare che have A jIva AgaLa cAlyo te bhesArano thrIDIka ja mahemAna che. mATe pradhAnanI mahimA apAra che. anaMtakALathI jIva nathI pAmI zakyo. tene ja pAmavAnuM che ApaNI badhI ja kriyA pradhAna pUrvakanI joIe. pachI tame Page #369 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ eka navakArazI paNa karI 3 pAMca rupiyAnuM dAna karI paNa te jo pradhAna pUrvakanI hoya to te UthA tenA AnA mATe ugI nIkaLaze. mATe A pradhAnabhAvanI kiMmata ghaNI hai. badhA A praghAnabhAvane pAmIne AgaLa vadhI. ApaNe A pahelo bhAvadharma pradhAnane barAbara vicArI gayA. have paryuSaNa pachI bIje bhAvadharma laIzu. Page #370 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- _