Purnna Pagthare

Author(s): Chitrabhanu
Publisher: Divyagyan Sangh
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005884/1

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miri 'citrabhAnuM

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pUrNanA pagathAre : pravacanakAra : citrabhAnuM pU. munizrI caMdraprabhasAgarajI mahArAja

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viSaya AtmazrInI pUrNatA pUnI pyAsa mahAvIrajanma kalyANaka prANI maitrI dina parisa'vAda jIvanane pUrNa kema banAvavuM ? jIvananuM dana samyagdarzana vikAsa ApaNuM saMskAra dhana prAnA ane puruSA anukrama prakAzaka : mANekalAla sI. zAha divya jJAna sadha ' kavInsa vyU' 28/30 vAlakezvara muMbaI-6 : : : : :::: :::: ,, : prathama AvRtti 1968 : vikrama savata 2024 dvitIya AvRtti 1969 mUlya : traNa rUpiyA 2025 : pRSThAMka 1. 19 36 50. 59 10 129 1 3 163 182 mudraka : kaivalya zAha lipinI prinTarI 380 giragAma roDa . muMbaI-2

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CCC jama 4 maraNa. = zrAvaNa vadda 12 sa. 1969 zrAvaNa vada 2 sa', 2014 jemane khAyakALathI ja dharmanuM zikSaNa ane saMsakArA maiyA hatA, jemanuM Atithya mitro ane snehIomAM parAganI jema prasayu hatuM, jemanI medhA ane samaraNazakita viziSTatAnI dyotaka hatI ane je maNe potAne maLelA sarakAra potAnA saMtAnane paNa eka vArasArUpe ApyA che evAM zrI savitAbahenanA | maraNa mAM, zeTha vijayasiMha cImanalAla taraphathI prema

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maunanI maMtramayI vANI mAnavajIvananA vikAsanAM cAra pAnanI vAta karatAM, yauvanettara bhUmikAe munivratanA mAhAbhya tarapha munivarya pU. zrI caMdraprabhasAgara mahArAje ApaNuM dhyAna doryuM che. "maunamAM AtmAnA saMgItane anubhava kare te muni" Ama kahevAmAM emaNe eka rahasya ApaNuM samakSa pragaTa karyuM che. mauna eTale vANIne abhAva nahIM, e eka evI avasthA che jemAM, bhItara je jhINuM jhINuM satata guMjana cAlI rahyuM che ene anubhava thAya che. guMjana te che vANuM ane layane saMvAda, ne jyAM saMvAda che tyAM che AnaMda. Ama saccidAnaMdanA anubhavanI ja emaNe vAta karI che. ' saccidAnaMdano anubhava e ja pUrNatvane-AtmazrIne anubhava che. e anubhava sahune thavo joIe paNa thato nathI. enuM kAraNa che svarUpavismaraNa; bhautika mahorAnI pAchaLa rahelA ApaNu sAcA svarUpanuM ja ApaNuM ajJAna. jIvananI sarva kaMI viSamatAnuM-rAgadveSanuM, AzAnirAzAnuM, bhayakrodhanuM, denyanuM, du:khanuM, badhI vAsanAonuM, abhAvanuM, apUrNatAnuM-mULa AmAM ja rahyuM che. e ja che. aMtaHkaraNa paranuM thara thara thaI jAmeluM AvaraNa, je ApaNA zudha svarUpanA nimala pratibiMbane phuTa thavA detuM nathI. ' munizrI emanI sarala, suMdara ane prabhAvaka vANImAM kahe che ke "dIvAlamAM mana aTavAI gayuM, te parama satyanuM darzana tame nathI karI zakavAnA" dIvAle eTale IMdriyonA viSayo je aMzarUpa che, anitya che; enA chaMde caDavAmAM Akhare to paDavAnuM ja rahe che. dIvAla sAme najara mADavAthI kei petAne joI zakatuM nathI. potAne jovA mATe te amalina samatala arIsAnI jarUra rahe che. AtmazrInA darzana mATe evI ja rIte joIe malamukata acaMcala mana.

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paNa maunanI, ke cittanI acaMcalatAnI vAta ahIM niSedhAtmaka nathI. A graMthamAM levAyelAM pravacanAmAM pragaTa thatA emanA manAbhAvane beIzuM te jaNAze ke jIvanane e AnaMdanA AviSkAra ja gaNe che. jIvanane emaNe te! Ana'dasabhara ja yu che . ane eTale ja, e rIte je joi nathI zakatA emane e rIte jovAnI e dRSTi Ape che. maunamAMthI pragaTa thatA AtmAnA saMgItane e sagata kare che. ApaNA-have tA lagabhaga AkhI duniyAne-samAja jyAre janataMtra adhIna che tyAre vicitratA te e che ke samAjanA eka. aparihArya aMga rUpe enI akhilAinA nahIM paNa mAnavI enAthI kevala asa baddha evI vicchinnatAno anubhava karate jaNAya che. enI dRSTinuM lakSya samAja nathI. najaranu kendra che svaya' peAte. ahIM enu phalaka sAMkaDuM bane che, bane che atyaMta alpa. je alpa che te bhUmAne dhAraNa karI zakatuM nathI. ane bhUmA nathI te| AnaMda nathI. A pravacanA bAhyanA AMtarika sAthe. samaSTine vyakita sAthe saMvAda sadhAvanArAM che, svanu jJAna karAvanArAM che, AnaMda abhimukha karAvanArAM che, ne te paNa sahune saraLa paDe. evI madhura vANImAM. hRdaye hRdaye enA guMjanadhvani jAge evI icchA emanA prakAzana sAthe vyakata karuM chuM. --rAjendra zA

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AtmazrInI pUrNatA aindrazrIsukhamagnena lIlAlagnamivAkhilam / saccidAnanda pUrNena pUrNa jagadavekSyate // upAdhyAyajI mahArAja jJAnasAranA maMgaLAcaraNamAM AtmAnI sahaja avasthAnA svarUpanuM Alekhana kare che, AtmAnI sahaja AdhyAtmika lakSmInuM emAM varNana kare che, A AtmAnI AdhyAtmika lakSmInI sabharatAne-AtmazrIne jene anubhava thAya te na varNavI zakAya evAM sahaja sukhane anubhava karI zake. pachI te A jagatamAM rahevA chatAM ane A dehamAM vasavA chatAM e kaMIka anokhuM ane AnaMdamaya jIvana jIvI zake. paNa e duHkhanI vAta che ke A AtmA vibhAvanA pramAdamAM paDIne pitAnA sAcA svarUpane ane AtmazrIne bhUlI zake che. zreSTha dhanavAnanA putra paNa jyAM sudhI pote dhanavAna che ema samajatA nathI tyAM sudhI e rastAmAM koI vaTemArga pAse paNa cokaleTa levA mATe be AnA mAgavA Ubho rahI jAya che kAraNake ene khabara nathI ke e keTalA dhanane vArasadAra che! ene keTAdhipati pitA rastA paranA AvA $jAre mANasone nabhAvI zake tema che tene ene khyAla nathI. bALaka ajJAna che. enuM A ajJAna bhIkha maMgAve che. ene jyAre jJAna Ave che, mATe thAya che, samaja Ave

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[2] AtmazrInI pUN tA che tyAre vicAre che, zuM e huM ja hatA je basa sTenDa AgaLa UbhA rahIne cAkaleTa mATe be AnA mAgatA hatA! huM dhanapatinA putra bhikhArI ?" e ajJAnamAM paDelA hatA tyAre e AnA mATe bhikSA mAgatA paNa jyAre ene khabara paDe che ke huM te meTI saMpattinA svAmI, zrInA mAlika chuM, tyAre e mAgatA teA nathI para Mtu je mAgyuM hAya enA upara ene hasavuM Ave che. A ja rIte A AtmA AtmazrIne oLakhatA nathI tyAM sudhI viSayeA mATe yAcanA kare che, 'kAmanA mATe bhIkha mAge che, eka sAmAnya sattA mATe--pAMca varSa sudhI sattAnA kAika paNa Asane besI zake eTalA khAtara cUMTAvA mATe veTanI bhIkha mAge che ne e mATe pAmara thaine ahIMthI tahI pharyA kare che. kAraNake AtmazrImAM zuM sukha che ane jIvana jIvIne aMdarathI zu meLavavAnuM che. enI ene khabara nathI. eTale jIvana--AkhuM jIvana A mAgavAmAM ane te mAgavAmAM vecI nAkhe che. AtmasukhanA jJAnathI teA vArdhakya paNa madhura bane mANasa pacAsa jIve, sATha jIve ke sittera jIve, paNa anubhavanuM amRta laI ne jIve emAM sA katA che. jema jema e jIvana jIvatA jAya tema tema enI pAse anubhavanI mIThAza AvatI jAya che. eNe duniyA joI che, mANasA joyA che, anubhaveAmAMthI ghaNuM ghaNuM meLavavAnu meLavyu che. jevI rIte pAkI kerI mIThI hAya ema vRddha puruSa ane vRddha strI mIThAzathI bharelAM hAya, emanI vANImAM mIThAza hAya, emanA vanamAM mIThAza hAya, emanAM meADhAM upara AvelI rekhAomAM mIThAza hAya ane jonArane ema thAya ke AAmanI pAse jaIe te kevuM sAruM !

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AtmazrInI pUrNatA [3] paNa AvuM kema thatu nathI? enuM kAraNa e ja ke jiMdagI zA mATe che ane jiMdagInA hetu ze! che e pahelethI jANyu nathI. eTale karAMjema pelAM DakhalAM-- DabalIe bhegAM karatAM hAya che ema mANasA mAtra theADAka paisA, gheADIka sattA, thoDIka padavI-A badhuM bheguM karavAmAM AyuSya pUruM karI nAkhe che, duniyAnuM A palaTAtuM dazya to jue ? - jyAM sudhI tamArI pAse paisA hAya, sattA hoya, pratiSThA haiAya tyAM sudhI duniyA tamane pUchyA kare, paNa jevI e sattA gai, jevA e paisA gayA, jevI e pratiSThA gai eTale duniyA kahe ke have ene bAjumAM phUMke. duniyA ene je mAnatI hatI te enA vyakitatvanA vikAsane lIdhe nahi, enI AdhyAtmika cetanAnA ArehaNane lIdhe nahi, paNa enI pAse je dasa lAkha rUpiyA hatA ene lIdhe e ene pUjatI hatI. have e dasa lAkha rUpiyA enA hAthamAM nathI, enA dIkarAnA hAthamAM che. duniyA kahe ke have Doso ApaNe zuM kAmanA che? mUke ane bAjumAM Ama mANasanA hAthamAM sattA hatI tyAM sudhI pUjAtA hatA, puchAtA hatA paNa sattA uparathI UtarI gayA eTale e paNa bhulAI gayA. bhulAI ja jAyane. kAraNake have e kAIne sukhI karI zake, kAIne lAbha karAvI zake evuM kAMi enI pAse rahyuM nathI. khUTa paoNliza karanAra pAse karoDapati Ubhele hAya, ekanA janarala menejara UbhA hAya tyAre e ema nathI mAnatA ke ekanA janarala menejara mAre tyAM UbhA rahyo. enA gava e kare teA e gava khATA che. ekanA janarala

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[4] AtmazrInI pUrNa tA menejara bUTa paoNlIza karanArA ghaNA sArA mANasa che ema samajIne nathI, paNa khUTa paoNliza karAvavA che eTale e Ubhe che. khaTa paoNliza cAlatu hAya tyAM sudhI e bUTa pAlizavALA kahe tema DAbe ane jamaNA paga mUke, e vakhate e ema kahe: juo, huM keve ke A menejarane kevA lephTa-rAiTa karAvuM chuM! A keTalI badhI aNusamaja che! 'tuM DAbeA ane jamaNA paga mukAve che emAM kAMi tArI heAziyArI nathI, emAM gava karavAnA nathI kAraNake tuM enA bUTa paoNliza kare che, ene enAM bUTa cakacakata karavAnAM che eTalA mATe e UbhA rahe che; evI ja rIte moTAmAM moTA karoDAdhipati paNa gADImAMthI UtarIne Ave che. zA mATe Ave che? paoNliza karAvavA Ave che. ema kAi sattAdhIzanI pAse ghaNA mANase AvatA hAya tA eNe ema mAnavAnuM nathI ke enI pAse ghaNA AvI gayA. e tA eTalA mATe AvatA hatA ke emane e kAMIka upayAgI thai zake evI sattA enI pAse hatI. koi dhanavAnanI pAchaLa ghaNAM loko doDatAM hAya tA eNe ema nahi mAnavAnuM ke mArI pAchaLa doDe che, enI pAse dhana che eTale emAMthI thADuMka kAMIka maLaze e AzAe e doDe che. A badhu zuM sUcave che ? bahAranI vastu jyAM sudhI ApaNI pAse che tyAM sudhI e leke ApaNI pAse Ave che. jyAM e vastumAMthI ApaNe khasIe, kAM vastu khase eTale duniyA AkhI khasI jAya che. tyAre ApaNI pAse saravaiyAmAM zu rahe che? kAMI ja nahi. A AtmA deha cheADIne jAya che tyAre enI sAthe

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AtmazrInI pUrNatA zuM laI jAya che e te vicAra kare! AkhI jiMdagI sudhI ApaNe ATalA AvyA, ATalA maLyA. emAM ne emAM jIvana pUruM thaI gayuM. je AdhyAtmika oLakha na thaI svazrInI pahecAna na thaI, huM keNa chuM e mATenuM jJAna na maLyuM te A badhuM tame je saMgraha kareluM che e badhuM ja bIjAne mATe che. tame saMcaya kare che, zeTha che, bIjAne ApIne cAlyA jAo che, pitAne mATe zuM che e vicAra karavAnuM che. ane e vicAra karavAne mATe ApaNe ahIM maLyA chIe. * tuM kevuM che? tAruM svarUpa zuM che ? thoDuM te pichAna. AtmAnI zrIthI magna banele ane sat, cit ane AnaMdathI pUrNa e AtmA te A jagatane paNa pUrNa ja jue che. ane mAne che ke karmane vaza banI AkhuM jagata lIlAmAM lAgeluM che temane jagatanA mANase kevA dekhAya? jema bALake sAgaranA kinAre jAya, nAnakaDAM retInAM ghara banAve ane vaheMcI le ke A ghara mAruM, A ghara tAru. emAM bALaka AkhI bapora kADhI nAkhe, khAvAnuM paNa bhUlI jAya. retInA gharanA mALa gaNyA kare. eka kaheH bIje mALa meM kheMce. bIje kaheH trIjo mALa meM bAMdhyuM. ema karatAM heya tyAM emanI mA zedhatI zelatI Ave. "are ! tame jamyAM paNa nathI ?' bALake kahe, "nahi. ame amAruM ghara bAMdhIe chIe, mALa bAMdhIe chIe." "have bAMdhyAM makAna, cAla mA kheMcIne laI jAya che, A retInAM ghara mUkatAM paNa pelAM bALakane duHkha thAya che. emane thAya ke ' mA kyAM vacamAM AvI! paNa mA te jamavA mATe lAvavA

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[6] AtmazrInI pUrNatA AvI che. paNa emane gamatu nathI. emane te pelAM retInAM gharomAM, pahelA mALa khAMdhavAmAM, bIjo mALa bAMdhavAmAM, A ghara mAruM ane A ghara tAruM ema karavAmAM je eka lahejata paDe che, e jamavAmAM emane nathI paDatI evI ja rIte jJAnadazAmAM jagatanA lAkA paNa evA ja dekhAya, 'A ghara mAru' ane A ghara tAruM.' leAkeA e mATe ja laDI rahyA che. bALakamAM ane tamArAmAM jo phera hAya tA ATale che ke bALakeA choDI zake che-hasatAM hasatAM choDI zake che--ane AgaLa vadhIne jarUra paDe to ekAdI lAta mArIne pAte bAMdhelAM retInAM gharane pAte uDADI paNa mAre che. paNa tame khAMdhelA ghara choDa che teA kharA, paNa raDatAM raDatAM chADA che. tamArAM ja bAMdhelAM. gharamAMthI jyAre tamAre nIkaLavAnA vAro Ave tyAre kevI dazA thAya che? ApaNe pravAsI ja chIe. ahIMthI AgaLa vadhavAnuM ja che, patha jo kApavAnA che, teA zA mATe AsakitanI aMdara lapaTAI javuM? prabhu mahAvIre jIvA cAra prakAranA kahyA che. pahelA prakAra sAkaranI upara beThelI mAkhI jevA hAya che, bIjo prakAra paththara para beThelI mAkhI jevA hAya che, trIjo prakAra madhanA bindu para beThelI mAkhI jevA hAya che ane cAthA prakAra lIMTamAM paDelI mAkhI jevA hAya che. pahelA prakAra e UMcA prakAra che, sAkaranI lAdI paDelI hAya tenA para mAkhI AvIne bese te e khUba mIThAza mANe. jyAM sudhI e lAdI upara beThelI che tyAM sudhI tene cUsyA ja kare, paNa enAmAM UDavAnI svata'tratA che. jyAre

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AtmazrInI pUrNatA ene thAya ke have UDIe, tyAre pAMkho phaphaDAvI UDI jAya che. sAkaranI mAkhIne keI baMdhana nathI. svAda che, svataMtratA paNa che; madhuratA ane mastI bane che. eNe svataMtratAne veMcIne madhuratA mANI nathI. A jIvanamAM tame raho. tamane makAna maLe, vaibhava maLe, samRddhi maLe, sattA vagere ghaNuM ghaNuM maLe. e puNyanA pariNAme maLelI A badhI vastuomAM paNa tame sAkaranI mAkhI jevA alipta rahe. tame tamArA AtmAnI svataMtratAne AsaktinI mIThAzamAM nAkhI na de, baMdhAI na jAo. sAkaranI mAkhI A svAda mANe che paNa pitAnI pAMkhane sadA saceta rAkhe che. dhAre tyAre e UDI jAya che. bIjI mAkhI paththara upara beThelI che. emAM bhale mIThAza kAMI na hoya, svAda kAMI na hoya paNa ene mATe sahathI moTI vAta svataMtratA che. e jyAre dhAre tyAre UDIne jaI zake, dhAre tyAre nIkaLI zake, ene bAMdhanAra keI nathI. paththara upara AsvAda nathI paNa svataMtratA che. ' - trIjA prakAramAM madhanA biMduo para beThelI mAkhI Ave che. e mAkhIne madha maLe che, mIThAza maLe che. jyAM sudhI madha cUse tyAM sudhI mastAnI banI rahe che. paNa jevI UDavA jAya tyAM baMdhana. e UDI zake nahi. madhanI cIkAze enI pAMkhane paravaza banAvI dIdhI che, e paMgu banI gayelI che. UDavA jAya che tyAre ene khyAla Ave che ke UDI zakAtuM nathI. jyAM Asakita che tyAM maraNa che. e UDI nathI zakatI, taraphaDe che ane je madhamAM mIThAza mANatI hatI e madhamAM ja e marI jAya che. cethI mAkhI lIMTamAM paDelI hoya che. ene AsvAdamAM

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[8] AtmazrInI pUrNatA, paNa kAMI nahi ane UDavA dhAre to UDI paNa na zake kAraNake enI pAMkhe ja cUMTI gayelI che. prabhue batAvyuM ke jIve cAra prakAranA che. pahele prakAra karyo che ke hendrathIsunnamana. AtmAnI lakSmInI oLakhavALe cheva-AtmAnI vibhUtine jANanAro. jIva-sadA sata, cit ane AnaMdathI sabhara che, ApaNAmAM A badhuM bhareluM che. jJAna paNa aMdara bhareluM che, AnaMda paNa aMdara bharelo che, ane zAzvatatA eTale anaMtatA paNa aMdara bharelI che. kaI pUche ke tuM koNa? tArI oLakha te Apa! te ema na kaheze ke mArI oLakha A deha, phalANuM nAma, phalANuM gAma, phalANuM raheThANuM. kaI ema kahe ke phalANA gAmanA ame jUnAmAM jUnA rahevAsI, amArA bApadAdA tyAM rahetA hatA. paNa tuM e gAmamAM raheto ja nathI. tuM te cAlyA ja AvyA che. tAruM vaLI gAma kayAM che ? A te eka visAme che. visAmo e gAma nathI banI zakatuM. ArAmanuM sthAna e kadI dhyeya nathI banI zakatuM ane mukAma, jyAM rahevuM paDe e maMjila nathI. mANasanI maMjila to AgaLa che. mANasa e maMjilane bhUlI gayA che. kaI pravAsI thAkIne UMghI jAya che, e ardhanidrA ke taMdrAmAM hoya tyAre pUcho ke kayAM che ? te kahe ke ahIM ja 2huM chuM. kayAM javAnuM che e bhUlI jAya che. ApaNane kaI pUche ke tuM koNa? te ApaNe ema ja kahIe ke sadA pravAsI-gAma ane ThAma vagarane, ThAma ane

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AtmazrInI pUrNatA gAmamAM aTavAI gaye te bhagavAna kahe che ke "saccidAnaMda pUNenanI pUrNa avasthA visarAI jaze. A zlekamAM kahyuM ke tuM sat che. tane keNa mArI zake ema che? tuM maravAne ja nathI. tame gujarAtImAM kahe che? pAchA thA." pAcho thaye eTale marI nathI gaye, jIvate che. A janma lIdhe enA pahelAM paNa hatuM ane marI gaye te paNa che. te marI keNa gaye? A deha marI gaye. gharaDuM ke zuM thayuM? deha thaze. janma kene thaye? dehane thaye. yuvAna keNa thayuM? deha thaye. ane baLI keNa gayuM ? deDa baLI gaye. janma, zaizava, yauvana, vArdhaka ane maraNaA badhuM zuM che? avasthA che. A cAra dehanI avasthAo che. cetananI avasthA che ja nahi. cetana te avasthA vagarane che, svastha che. eTale ja mIrAe gAyuM : haMsale nAne ne devaLa jUnuM to thayuM." huM kyAM gharaDe thaye chuM? huM kayAM thAka gayo . te AtmA chuM. huM te AyunA baMdhana vinAne chuM jene uMmara ja nathI; avasthA ja nathI, keI varSo nathI e haMsa che, AtmA uMmara vagarane che. uMmara kene lAge che? dehane. udhaI je lAgatI hoya te lAkaDAne lAge che, kATa je lAgatuM hoya te lekhaMDane lAge che paNa agnine udheIna lAge, senAne kATa na lAge, evI ja rIte AtmAne kaMI ja na thAya. A dehane badhuM ja lAge. e janma paNa khare ane mare paNa kharA. nAnakaDe hoya tyAre rUpALo rUpALo heya; yauvanamAM Ave tyAre AkarSaNanuM eka kendra banI jAya; gharaDe thAya tyAre ene bIjAnI madada levI paDe vRddha thAya

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[10] AtmazrInI pUrNatA ane regathI gherAya tyAre mANasane paravazatAne anubhava thAya ane mRtyu thAya eTale A deha baLI jAya. A badhI avasthAe kenI thaI? dehanI thaI paNa A AtmA che e avasthAhIna che. ene kaI uMmara naDatI nathI. ene zaizave nathI, ghaDapaNe nathI, maraNe nathI ane janma paNa nathI. AtmA amara che, zAzvata che, ane je zAzvata che e ja sat che. sanA astitvanA anubhavamAM sattA kendra bane; pachI bhale zarIra upara thaIne ghaDapaNa pasAra thatuM, deha bhale jIrNa thatepaNa e aMdara beThe beThe malakAya che ke huM te eve ne e ja chuM. A badhuM ya bahAra thaI rahyuM che. AtmA jyAre svasattAmAM kendri bane che tyAre ene lAge che ke huM te A badhAnI kendramAM beThele chuM. A badhuM ya AsapAsa banI raheluM che. A dehanuM ja eka nATaka cAlI rahyuM che. eTale ja upAdhyAyajIe kahyuM ke "nATa prati pATa' jJAnadazAmAM ene dareka zerImAM nATaka lAge che; nATakane ja jue ane nATakane jevA chatAM pite prekSaka tarIkene adhikAra gumAve nahi. mAre e ja kahevAnuM che ke tame prekSaka rahe; prekSaka tarIkeno tamAre adhikAra che. tame naTa na banI jAo. prekSaka jeTale sukhI che eTale duniyAmAM keI sukhI nathI. e raMgazALAmAM Ave che, bese che, jue che ane samaya pUre thAya tyAre cAlate thAya che, ene paDadA saMkelavAnA nahi ke gaThavavAnA nahi; sAmAna uThAvavAne nahi ke mukAvavAne nahi. e te prekSaka che. taTasthatAthI jue che.

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AtmazrInI pUrNatA [11] A anubhava je karI zakAya te laDAlaDI, jhagaDAjhagaDane aMta Ave. Aje vRddhone eTalI badhI Asakti che ke leke herAna thaI gayA che, tene badale tame evA banI java ke tamane pUchavA Ave tyAre ja tame salAha Ape, ane kahe ke tamane tamArI javAbadArIne khyAla ApI dIdho che, tamArI javAbadArIne dhyAnamAM rAkhIne che, javAbadArIne dhyAnamAM rAkhIne nahi jIve te akALe herAna thaI jaze. A te derI upara cAlavAnuM che. - AtmAne paNa eTalI samajaNa ApIne sva tarapha vALI . te joIe. ema thAya te mANasa A jagatamAM bahu majhAthI jIvI zake. ane e mATe pahele prakAra batAvyuM ke tuM koNa che? lakhyiAnaMda pUna. tuM sata nita ane AnaMthI pUrNa che. tuM sat che. tArI zAzvata sattAmAM tuM rahevAnuM che. maravAne che ja nahi. A juo. jaina dharmamAMthI maravAnI vAta ja nIkaLI gaI. sAce jaina keNu? je mAravAmAM mAnate nathI. jyAre gharamAM eka mANasane viyoga thAya te kahe: pAchA thayA." eTale amAruM ghara mUkIne bIje ThekANe gayA, pAchA thayA, ahIMthI gayA, paNa kyAMka gayA. eTale jainakuLamAM maraNuM nahi, zaka nahi, kALAM kapaDAM nahi, pravacana : sAMbhaLavAnuM baMdha nahi, ane khUNuM pALavAnA paNa nahi. jevI rIte AvyA che tevI rIte game che. "kIdhA vinA AvyA hatA ane kIdhA vinA gayA, A vAta jeTalI sama jAya eTale mAnavI zeka rahita thAya. '' ajJAnI roja mAthAM kuTe, kakaLATa kare paNa Ama kara- vAthI je gayeluM che e DuM ja pAchuM AvavAnuM che?

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[12] AtmazrInI pUrNatA mamatAnI jaDe UMDI zA mATe nAkhavI ke jethI jIvana eka yAtrAne badale saMtApa bane? meM evAM kuTuMba paNa joyAM che ke jemAM maratI vakhate kahe, "juo, huM jAuM chuM. mArI pAchaLa AMsu pADaze nahi, bane te prArthanA karaje, mArI pAchaLa raDaze nahi, bane te dharma karaje, mArI pAchaLa khUNAmAM bharAIne besaze nahi, ne bane te yAtrAe jaje." Ama vidAyane yAtrA mAnI janArA mANaso paNa che. tame dIkarAne bahAragAma mokale che. keI pUche te kahe che ke pAMca varSe Avaze. ghare AvIne zuM kare che? ema mAne che ne ke bahAragAma beThe che, bhaNe che, AmAM paNa e ja samaja keLavavAnI che. bahAragAma gaye che, vizvamAMthI kayAMya gaye nathI. jevI rIte svajana paradeza gayuM e samaja che, paNa deha choDIne e paradeza gayuM che evI samaja AvI nathI. jJAnIne A samaja hoya che. joke samaje che enA karatAM jJAnIe jarAka ATaluM vadhAre samaje che. A jarAka vadhAre samajaNa e ja jAgRti che. A vAta samajAya te maraNane zeka ke kakaLATa che ja kema ? A satu che, AtmA rahevAno che. Aje ahIM hate. ahIMthI nIkaLIne bIje javAno che. - ApaNe ahIM rahevA mATe AvyA e pahelAM ApaNe kyAMka rahetA hatA ja. kadAca eka sthaLa ke phaleTa na phAve te bIje jaIe, evI ja rIte A dehamAMthI AtmA nIkaLI jAya che ane bIje nivAsa kare che. keI pache kyAM gaye ? kahe : "khabara nathI, amane saranAmuM khabara nathI paNa kyAMka gaye te che ja."

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AtmazrInI pUrNatA | [13] janAra mATe tyAM badhI gaThavaNa thaI gaI che. kaI goThavaNa? kamanI. puNyanI ane pApanI, karmanI goThavaNane lIdhe A deDAdeDa che. meM evA mANaso joyA che ke temane kaI kahe ke mAre kare mAMde che, davAnI jarUra che. se rUpiyA Apaze ? te kahe, "mArI zakti nathIpaNa ene e ja mANasa gaddhAvaitaruM karI karIne hajAro rUpiyA enA dIkarAne ApIne cAlyuM jAya ! jatI vakhate saMtoSa mAne ke mArA dIkarAne mATe ATalA rUpiyA pAchaLa mUkyA che! AnI pAchaLa zAnuM joDANa che? leNadeNanuM. e gayA janmanuM levA mATe Ave che. eTale tame satkarma mATe na vApare, AtmA mATe na vApare, pitAne mATe na vApare, najara sAme taraphaDato mANasa hoya ene mATe na vApare paNa dIkarA mATe mUkIne jAo. A mamatvanI mAyAe mANasane ke banAvI mUkya che! e mAyAne mAryo pitAnA zramanA rUpiyA mUkIne jAya ane rAjI thAya, ke hAza! mAre dIkare have sukhI thavAne! paNa ene khabara nathI ke sukhI thaze ke duHkhI thaze. mANasa je UMDANathI vicAra kare te lAge A karma rAjAnI vicitra gUMthaNI che. ane A gUMthaNIne lIdhe ja A saMsAra vaNasUca, vaNanirdo ane vaNaAlekhe cAlyA jAya che. A gUMthaNane je leke samaje che e leke kaI dahADe * gUMthAtA nathI; baMdhAtA nathI. e te ema kahe che ke mAre te mAruM A eka kama hatuM, je pUruM thayuM. have pharI huM zuM karavA A badhAnI aMdara gUMthAI jAuM ?

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[14] AtmazrInI pUrNatA A jagatanA badhA ja saMbaMdhenI pAchaLa karmonAM baMdhane paDelAM che. dAnAntarAyane udaya ke che? tamane ema nahi thAya ke bihAramAM anAja vinA TaLavaLatAM mANasa marI jAya che. lAva, huM hajAra rUpiyA ApI dauM; paNa dIkarAne duniyAnI musApharI upara javuM hoya te trIsa hajAra rUpiyA ApI de! jJAnI te jANe ja che, ke huM te eka pravAsI chuM. sat che. A te eka avasthA che. A avasthAnuM bhAna thaI gayuM pachI tame duHkhI nahi thAo, svastha raheze. kaI vidAya thaI jAya te ema nahi mAne ke marI gaye, kaheze ke jude paDaye, pAcho thaI gayo. ahIMthI gaye paNa kyAMka thaI gayo. bIjI vAta, tuM cita che. tuM jJAnamaya che. tArI aMdara khajAne bharyo che. jema jema AvaraNe UghaDatAM jAya che, tema tema aMdarane prakAza AvatA jAya che. hIro khANamAM paDele hoya tyAre mele heya. upara jema jema paoNliza thatuM jAya tema tema pAsA paDatAM jAya, aMdarathI kiraNe bahAra AvatAM jAya, prakAza Avate jAya. ane hIre cakacakita banatuM jAya che. paNa jyAM sudhI ene kaTa (cut) na thAya, paoNliza na thAya, ene pAsA na paDe, aMdarane bhAga bahAra na Ave tyAM sudhI hIrAnuM teja kema pragaTe? ApaNe AtmA paNa tejathI jhagamagate che, prakAzathI bharelo che, paNa keI pAsA pADanAra maLyuM nathI, keI

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AtmazrInI pUrNatA [15] ghasiye maLyuM nathI. ene ghasI ghasIne enA uparanAM AvaraNane khaseDyAM nathI, eTalA ja mATe bhagavAne kahyuM ke jJAna lAvavuM paDatuM nathI, paNa ughADavuM paDe che. e bahArathI kAMi AvatuM nathI, aMdara ja che. upara DhAMkaNa che, e ughaDI jAya te prakAza aMdara ja che. AnaMda paNa tamArI aMdara che. tame je nirupAdhi avasthAmAM ho, tamArA upara keI upAdhine bhAra na hoya, tamArA upara ciMtAnI samaDIo cakkara lagAvatI na hoya ane tame dariyAnA kinAre beThA che te pANInA taraMgamAMthI . paNa tamane AnaMdanA taraMgo dekhAya, vananI zrImAM tame beThelA ho te e vanazrI AkhI AnaMdathI bharelI lAge, kaI parvatanI Toca upara beThA che te tyAM paNa paramAtmAnAM darzana thAya kAraNake ciMtAnI samaDIoe cakkara lagAvavAnAM baMdha karyA che. paNa jyAM sudhI e cakkara lagAve che tyAM sudhI aMdarane AnaMda prApta nahi thAya. mANasa maMdiramAM jAya paNa ene magajamAM bIju ja kAMI cAlatuM hoya. te ene bhagavAnamAM paNa kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. kayAMthI dekhAya ? tane tArAmAM dekhAtuM nathI te bhagavAnamAM kyAMthI dekhAya? tane tArAmAM koI dekhAya te ja bhagavAnamAM dekhAya. potAnAmAM pote dekhAvuM joIe. jo e pite ja joI zakatA nathI te bhagavAnane kevI rIte joI zake? kAThiyAvADane eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. eka bApu eTalA upara beThelA. aphINane kasUMbe pIdhela. gulAMTa khAdhI ne bApu oTalA parathI paDI gayA. bAjumAM beThelA khuzAmatiyAo bApune UbhA karavA gayA. tyAM bApue pUchayuM: "keNa paDI

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AtmazrInI pUrNatA gayuM?" pelA khuzAmatiyAo vicAre ke have zuM kahevuM? eke bApune kahyuM: "Apa paDI gayA." bApu gajaryo. "te tame zuM karatA hatA tyAre ?" ema A jIvane pitAne ja khabara nathI ke kayAM cAlya jAya che. ane kahe che ke bhagavAna mane jaDatuM nathI jJAnIo kahe che ke tuM tane jaDI jA, tuM tane oLakhI le, pachI bhagavAnane vAra nahi lAge. eTale ja AcArAMga sUtramAM kahyuM : go gAyA, tu gALe sarve jJALe je tuM ekane jANIza te sahune jANIza. tuM tane nahIM jANe te tuM keIne nahi jANe pitAne jANavAthI ja paramAtmAne jANI zakAya che. ' AnaMdane anubhava kyAre thAya? ciMtAnI samaDIothI jIva mukta hoya tyAre, pachI tame jyAM jaze tyAM tyAM AnaMda AnaMda dekhAze. "nAra pUrvIna' . A sat cit ane AnaMdathI sabhara che, amRtathI chalakAte A kuMbha che. | 'pUrNa jJAti ' je mANasa Avo pUrNa che e ja AkhA jagatane pUrNa jue che. e jagatamAM rahe che paNa enI pAMkhe mukta che. e rasa cUse che, UDI jAya che, mukatatA paNa mANe che, madhuratA paNa mANe che. - paththaranI mAkhIne mIThAza na hoya te paNa svataMtratA te che ja. dhAre tyAre UDI paNa zake che.

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[1] AtmazrInI pUrNatA - madhanI mAkhIne mIThAza che paNa svataMtratA nathI. e dhAre tyAre UDI zakatI nathI. , paNa je jI lIMTanI mAkhI jevA che emanA mATe saMsAramAM sukha paNa nathI ane svataMtratA paNa nathI. AsakitamAM paDyA che, eNTayA che, pUcho ke zuM sukha che? te kaheH jIvana pUruM karIe chIe, ne ema pUruM karavAmAM ja jIvana pUruM thaI jAya che. - A cAra kakSAe batAvI. A cAra bhUmikAomAM mAkhInI te mAtra eka upamA ApI che. paNa jIvanA svabhAvanuM AmAM darzana samAyeluM che. A jIvanuM darzana, enA svabhAvanuM darzana ApaNane thavuM joIe. A thAya pachI tame game tyAM rahe, game tyAM beso, game tyAM anubhava kare, paNa tamane ema thAya ke mArAmAM eka AtmA beThele che, je avasthA vagane che, jene uMmara nathI, jene gAma nathI, keI ThekANuM nathI. e anaMtakALathI cAlatuM AvyuM che ane ene pravAsa aMte mokSamAM pUruM thavAnuM che. - jyAM sudhI e mokSamAM birAjamAna na thAya tyAM sudhI jyAM jyAM janma levo paDe, jyAM jyAM zarIra dhAraNa karavuM paDe tyAM e kamane lIdhe kare che ema jANavuM. | ApaNAmAM A svarUpanI jAgRti jema jema vadhatI jAya che, tema tema ApaNe AtmA sukhamAM, AnaMdamAM ane zAMtimAM samRddha banatuM jAya che. pachI ene saMsAranAM duHkha naDatAM nathI. ene AghAte Ave che paNa jevI rIte pANImAM

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[18] AtmazrInI pUrNatA paththara paDe, ghA dekhAya ane DIka kSaNamAM pAcho maTI jAya che, evI enI avasthA hoya. e samaje che, je je karma bAMdhyAM che, pachI te pUrvajanmanAM hoya ke A janmanAM hoya-e karmane AdhIna A badhA banAva banavAnA ja. tame paNa jo A svabhAva dazAne, AtmadazAne, AtmazrIno anubhava karI zake te saMsAranA badhA ja banAvamAM jema pANImAM paththara paDe, khADe paDe ane tarata purAI jAya, evI sahaja avasthAnA bhAvane mANI zake.

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pUrNanI pyAsa pUrNatA yA paropAdheH sA yAcitakamaMDanam / yA tu svAbhAvikI saiva jAtyaratnavibhAnibhA // A subhASitamAM tenA racayitA mahApuruSe eka suMdara vAta e batAvI ke baDAranA sAdhanathI, bahAranI upAdhithI ane bahAranA bhavya evA bhapakAethI je tame pUrNatA meLavI che, ane leke tamane je pUrNa mAnI beThA che, ane tame pote paNa A bAhya pUrNatAmAM magna banIne je sAcI pUrNatAne bhUlI gayA cho. A pUrNatA te mAgI lAvelAM ghareNAM jevI che. keI zubha prasaMgamAM ke keI lagnanA TANe keI dhanavAna puruSa pAsethI tame alaMkAre, AbhUSaNe, vA ane sAmagrIne mAgI lAve ane enAthI tame sArA dekhAvAne prayatna kare, paNa e dAgInA tamArA nathI, alaMkAra tamArA nathI, va tamArAM nathI, e badhI bhADatI vastuo che. ane jemaNe alaMkAra ane AbhUSaNa ApyAM hoya e leke manamAM hasatA hoya che ke "amArA alaMkArethI, A mANasa pUrNa banavAne prayatna kare che." ane je mANasa mAgIne lAvyA hoya e mANasa hRdayathI, manathI ane vyakti tvathI dIna banI jAya che. vaLI je mANasanAM alaMkAra ane vacce mAgIne lAvyA hoya ene sAcavavA mATe e mANasa vIlevale thaI jAya che. kAraNa ke jenA alaMkAra che ene [19]

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[20] pUrNanA pagathAre enA upara upakAra che. e alaMkArathI kadAca bAhya zobhA vadhatI haze, paNa aMdara te dInatA vadhI jAya che, bahArathI lake kadAca vAhavAhanA zabdo kahI detA haze, paNa mANasa aMdarathI pAmara banI jAya che, ane aMdaranuM je teja che, je svatva che, e dhIme dhIme naSTa thaI jAya che. eTale parapAdhinuM duHkha e che ke enAthI mANasa dekhAya sAre paNa aMdarathI nabaLa banI jAya che. AthI enI sarakhAmaNI sejAnI sAthe karavAmAM AvI che. bimAra AdamIne sojA AvyA hoya tyAre e ghaNe sarasa ane jADe lAge, moDhuM phUleluM lAge, enI AMkhanAM pipacAM bharAyelAM lAge ane ApaNane lAge ke A vyakti keTalI taMdurasta ane masta banI gaI che ! paNa e te sajA che, e kamatAkAtanI nizAnI che, aMdaranI nirbaLatAnI nizAnI che. sojAvALo mANasa sarasa dekhAya paNa svastha nahi. ane sarasamAM ane svasthamAM ATale phaeNra che. papAdhi che e sarasa che, paNa svastha nathI, mahApuruSe kahe che "tuM svastha banI jA, tuM svastha haIza te sarasatA AvI ja jaze." svAthya vagara koI bimAra mANasa suMdara vastra paridhAna kare, sArA alaMkAra dhAraNa kare, suvAsita padArthone. upayoga kare, paNa e jyAM sudhI aMdarathI bimAra che tyAM sudhI enA mukha para ti, manamAM utsAha ane aMgeaMgamAM zakita pragaTavI joIe te nahi pragaTe. tame jANe ja che ke TreInanAM eMjinamAM varALa hoya che, je hajAra Tana bejAne tANI jAya che. e varALa emanI ema nIkaLI jAya che te gADI vacce ja aTakI jAya che. pharI pANI bharavuM paDe che, sTIma taiyAra karavI paDe che

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pUrNanI khAsa [21] ane jyAre sTImathI njina taiyAra thAya che pachI e hajAro TananA bejAne tANa zake che. - svastha mANasanuM mana e sTIma jevuM che, varALa jevuM che. e saMsAranA game evA bejAne, game evA bhArane, game evAM duHkhane, game evI vipattine game evAM kaSTone, ane game evAM AkramaNane paNa e hasatAM hasatAM sahana karI zake che, kAraNake enA mananI zakita pAmaratAne kAraNe paDI nathI gaI, paNa ene eNe pitAnI svasthatAne kAraNe sabaLa rAkhI che. saMsAramAM tamane eka paNa saMta nahi jaDe ke jenA para duHkhane bhAra, vipattinAM vAdaLa ane AkramaNane Ataza na Avyo hoya. Ave ja che. e badhuM emaNe sahana karyuM eTale ja e saMta banyA. emaNe je sahana karyuM na heta te e saMta banI zakata ja nahi. ane e batAvI Ape che ke jema jema tamArAmAM sahana karavAnI zakti Ave che tema tema tamArAmAM saMtapaNuM AvatuM jAya che. - ghaNA bhakate, khAsa karIne dharma karanArA mANaso phariyAda karatA hoya cheH "ame reja maMdiramAM jaIe chIe, roja kathA sAMbhaLIe chIe chatAM bhagavAna amAre tyAM duHkha zuM karavA mekale che? huM kahuM chuM ke tame sArA banyA che, bhakata thayA cho ema kahe che te tame pilA te nathI ne e | tapAsavA duHkha Ave che. beTA mANasa aMdara ghasI na jAya te mATe duHkhanI kasoTI para tamArI parIkSA thAya che. * ane keIvAra pittaLa paNa pitAne senuM gaNAvIne aMdara ghUsI jAya te sonInuM kAma che ke e ene tejAbamAM

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[22]. pUNanA pagathAre nAkhI kaTI para paNa caDhAve. emAM paNa ene je zaMkA lAge te aMdarathI teDIne paNa e kyAMya khoTuM to nathI ne enI cakAsaNI ane tapAsaNI kare, kAraNake e pitAnI jAtane senuM kahevaDAve che. jo e ema kahI de ke huM pittaLa chuM, te kaI e mUkha nI nahi maLe, je ene kasoTI upara caDhAve, ane enA upara tejAba kharce. e ja kaheze ke, bhAI, A te pittaLane kaTake che, enA upara keNa mahenata kare ? paNa je ema kahe ke huM suvarNa chuM, te kaI paNa cokasI AvIne kaheze ke "jarA, mane tapAsavA de." jIvananI A eka daSTi che. saMta banavuM che, sajajana banavuM che ane saMta ane sajajana banavA chatAM kaSTa sahana karavAno vAro Ave tyAre bhagavAnanI AgaLa phariyAda karavI che ke "he bhagavAna, tuM duHkha kema mekale che ?? huM to ema kahuM chuM ke tame ema kaho ke have ame tAruM zaraNuM lIdhu che, have ame tArI madada lIdhI che, have tuM amAre paDakhe che." eTalA mATe je kaSTa Ave teya mane vAMdho nathI. sahana karavAnI zakita maLe, bIjuM kAMI nahi joIe. kavivara TAgere prArthanAmAM ema kahyuM che ke, "huM ema nathI kahetA ke duHkha na Ave, prabhu! huM ema nathI kahete ke musIbata na Ave, huM ema paNa nathI kahetA ke mane duHkhamAMthI mukta karI de. huM te eTaluM ja kahuM chuM ke duHkha Ave, musIbata Ave kaSTa Ave te te samayamAM huM bhAMgI na paDuM ane nabaLe banIne dIna na banI jAuM; e duHkhane sahana karavAnI je zakita che e mane maLe, duHkhane sahana karavAnI zakita, sarakI javAnI yukita nahi." A prArthanA e ja batAvI Ape che ke je bhakata che

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pUrNAMnI pyAsa [23] e du:khAne sahana karavA mATe tatpara bane che ane e duHkhAne sahana karavA mATe ene eka jAtanI zakti prApta thai jAya che. kaI zakita ? svasthatAnI zakita. tame jojo ke jyAre tamArI tabiyata sArI hAya, tamArA zarIramAM kAI jAtanA vyAdhi nahAya tyAre sahaja smRti ane sahaja svasthatAnA tamane anubhava thavAnA. tame pagathiyAM caDhatA haiA tA jANe kUdatA kUdatA caDhatA hA, tame cAlatA hA te! jANe tamArA pagamAM vIjaLIe ramatI heAya ane tame kheAlatA hai| tA jANe tamArA zabdomAM caitanyanuM sAmarthya pragaTatuM hAya. e batAvI Ape che ke aMdara taMdurastI che. paNa jyAre taMdurastI cAlI jAya che tyAre khelavAmAM paNa zithilatA hAya, caDhatI vakhate paNa keDe hAtha devA paDe, kAi maLavA Ave to paNa bagAsAM Ave. A badhuM batAve che ke tame rAgI che, mAMdA che. bIjA pAsethI tame je pUrNatA lAvyA che e eka jAtanI mAMdagI che. pachI e pUrNatA sattAnI hAya ke dhananI hAya, e pUrNa tA kAI e ApelI padavInI hAya ke e pUrNatA kAika mANase ApelA mAlAnI hAya-e badhu bhADUtI che, khIjAe Apelu che. tyAre aMdara zuM che? aMdara teA tu gavarnaranA gavarnara che, rAjAdhirAja che, sarva sattAdhIza che. paNa tuM tArI sattAnA anubhavaM cUkI gayA. have pharI e aMdara paDelI sattAnA anubhava karavA, enuM darzana karavuM, enuM svasa vedana karavu' e ja A mahApuruSone sAMbhaLavAno parama hetu che. e hetu jo tamArI pAse nahAya te kathA sAMbhaLI ane UtarI gayA. zu laI AvyA ? tA kahe: "kAMi nahi,

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[24] pUNanA pagathAre kathA sAMbhaLIne AvyA". tame kathA sAMbhaLI hoya te e kathA tamArA jIvananI vyathA dUra karI de. je vyathA dUra na kare tene kathA kema kahevAya? A zlekamAM upAdhyAyajIe kahyuM ke pArakI upAdhithI tuM pUrNa banIne DelI rahyo che, paNa bhAI ! tArI pUrNatA te pAMca varSanI, daza varSanI, paMdara varSanI, vIsa varSanI mAgI lAvelI pUrNatA che. cUMTaNImAM cUMTAIne Avele heya e pAMca varSa mATe pradhAna bane. jyAre e mudata pUrI thAya tyAre tame enI dInatA juo. TikiTa levA mATe e pagacaMpIo karate hoya che. ane TikiTa meLavyA pachI veTa levA mATe lekenI khuzAmata karate heya, rAta ane divasa eka karIne e duHkhI thatuM hoya. A dInatA joIe tyAre ApaNane thAya ke A AtmA keTaluM badhuM nIce UtarI gaye che! ene sattAe pAMca varSa mATe mATe banAvyuM hatuM paNa e sattA uparathI UtarI gaye, te rastAne bhikhArI je dInatAthI paisA mAge e dInatA karatAM paNa vadhAre dInatAthI eka veTa mATe, eka TikiTa mATe pharato hoya che. te je vastuthI ApaNe AtmAnI zakita cAlI jAya, je vastu meLavavAthI ApaNe samRddha banavAne badale AvA diIna banI jaIe e vastu para pAdhi che, bhADUtI mAgI lAvelI cintA che. A vAta mANasane barAbara anubhava ane abhyAsathI samajAya te Aje sattA mATenuM je AkarSaNa che, paisA mATenuM je pralebhana che, ane mAna ane sthAna mATenI je satata tRSNA che te jarUra nIkaLI jAya. huM te icchuM ke mANasanuM jIvana darpaNa jevuM heya.

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pUrNa nI pyAsa darpaNanI viziSTatA zuM che te elIve che ne ? e svAgata saunuM kare, svIkAra keineya nahi, enI sAme Ubhela vastunu e anAsakita pUrvaka pratibimba jhIle che, e vastu khasI jatAM kAca evA ja svastha ane svaccha rahe che. svAgata sahunu kara paNu svIkAra kAMIne nahi. sattA Ave te AvavA de, mAna Ave te paNa AvavA de, apamAna AvI jAya teA tene paNa AvavA de, du:kha AvI jAya te paNa te bhale Ave, Ave che teA svAgata che; cAlI jAya che te svacchatA che. arIsA ApaNane jIvananu A eka dRSTibiMdu Ape che. e yAda Ape che ke tame AdarzonA jevA banI jAe. je mANasa svAgata nathI karatA ane emAM baMdhAi jAya che e du:khI du:khI khanI jAya che. satAe, bhAratanA saMtAe ane duniyAbharanA satAe A jIvanaAdarza ApaNane ApyA che. e leAkeAne sukha maLyuM to enuM svAgata karatA rahyA. emane tyAM ja duHkha AvyuM te enu paNuM svAgata karatA rahyA. sukha gayu tA paNu aksAsa nahiM, duHkha AvI gayuM te paNa aphsAsa nahi. bhagavAna mahAvIrane eka prasaMga mane yAda Ave che. bhagavAna mahAvIranI upara sADA bAra varSa sudhI ApattinI jhaDIe varasavAnI hatI te pahelAM IMdre AvIne kahyuM : 'prabhu ! tamArA mArgamAM have sADA khAra varSa sudhI duHkha Avaze. e duHkhanA kALAM vAdaLo gherAya tyAre huM ApanI paDakhe Ubho rahuM ane ApanI sevA karuM evI mane AjJA Apo.' tyAre bhagavAne zuM kahyuM ? bhagavAne kahyuM : 66755549 sa'sAramAM kAipaNa mANasa bIjAnI madadathI mikata meLavI

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[26] pUrNa nA pagathAre zakatA nathI; ane khIjAnI madadathI meLavelI mukti e mukita nathI hAtI, te khIjI game te vastu hAi zake. mukita maLaze te ApakhaLathI ja maLaze. jo peAtAnI sAdhanAthI te nahiM maLe. te duniyAnI koIpaNa vyakitanI madadathI nathI maLavAnI; eTalA ja mATe mArA upara je du:kho AvI rahyAM che enu svAgata karavA mATe mane ja rahevA de, vacce tuM na AvIza." arIsA paNa tamane e ja kahe che ke tame saMsAranI vastuo pratye mArI jema vartA te pachI tamArA hRdayanA arIsA upara koI jAtanA DAgha nahiM paDe. du:khanA ke sukhane paDachAyA cAlyA jAya che paNa hRdayanA arIsA je che e teA e ja rahe che. kuMbhArane pUchI jojo, agnimAM tapAvyA vinA e koi paNa ghaDAne bajAramAM mUke che? e jANe che ke kAcA ghaDA mArI ijjata leze. peAte ja sarjelA peAtAnA priya ghaDAne e barAbara agnimAM tapAve che. ane je ghaDA pAkA thayelA hAya ene mATe chAtI kADhIne kahe che ke A ghaDo lai zake! che, ene TakeArA mArI tapAsI zake! che." ema je bhakata che e du:khanA tApamAM tapItapIne peAtAnI jAtane majabUta kare che ane e saMsArane paDakAra kare che ke koI paNa TakAre A tUTe tema nathI. kuMbhAra ghaDAne ripakava karavA jema agninA upayAga kare che tema sAdhake AtmAne niLa karavA ane kanA melane dUra karavA duHkhaneA paNa upayoga karavAnA che. maraNa zuM che? kapaDAM badalI nAkhavAM te. ane emAM paNa jUnA kapaDAM badalavA e te vadhu AnaMdanA viSaya che.

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pUrNanI pyAsa [27] vaparAI gayelAM, phATI gayelAM, jIrNa thayelAM zarIra paDI jAya te aphasesa ze? lagnanI jema maraNane paNa utsava mAnava joIe. A te vidAyane utsava che, kyAM jAo cho? te kahe : "prabhunA dhAmamAM jaIe chIe." mRtyu e te jIvananI ja eka avasthA che. ane eTalA ja mATe siddho mRtyune tyAM thaIne pUrNatAmAM pahoMcI gayA. mRtyu e mRtyu ja heta te e pUrNatAne kema pAmata? paNa tamArI nirbaLatAe, tamArI Asakitaoe ane tamArI bheganI tRSNAe mRtyune bhayaMkara banAvI dIdhuM che. ati tRSNa jIvana pratye jAgI che. A tRSNAe mRtyu e jIvananI eka avasthA che e vAtane bhulAvI dIdhI che. khAsa te e samajavAnuM che ke jevI rIte yuvAnI eka avasthA che, ghaDapaNa eka avasthA che, tevI rIte mRtyu paNa eka avasthA ja che. vastu TakI rahe ane AkAra badalAI jAya, enuM nAma avasthA kahevAya. mRtyunI pahelAM paNa jIvana hatuM ane mRtyunI pachI paNa jIvana rahevAnuM che, ane pUrNa satya e che ke mRtyu jIvanane mArI zakatuM nathI. jIvana e akSaya che, akhaMDa che, zAzvata che. yauvana ane vArdhakyanI jema mRtyu mAtra eka paristhiti che. A zaizava, A yauvana, A ghaDapaNa ane A mRtyu, A AkAre badalAya paNa jIvana je nirAkAra che te zAzvata rahe. A bhAvanA sarvatra phelAvavI joIe. Aja maraNanI bhIrutA AvI che enuM kAraNa dharmanA nAme satyane badale, dIvAle UbhI karI che. dIvAlane lIdhe ApaNe vaheMcAI gayA chIe. ane jyAM dIvAla che tyAM pachInuM darzana jatuM rahe che.

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[28] pUrNanA pagathAre cakSune aMdhApe AvI jAya te vadhe nathI, paNa vicArene aMdhApa na Avo joIe. cakSunA aMdhApAmAM sthULa vastuo nathI dekhAtI paNa dhAre te sUkSmane anubhava karI zake. paNa vicAranA aMdhApAmAM te sUkSma vastuo ja nathI dekhAtI. ane cakSu kadAca na hoya te prajJA vaDe karIne paNa AMtaracakSuthI vastuo joI zakAya che, paNa je AMtaracakSu cAlI gayAM, dIvAlamAM mana aTavAI gayuM, te parama satyanuM darzana tame nathI karI zakavAnA. eTale vicArone aMdhApa e bahu kharAba che, satyadarzananI lagana lAge te ja A aMdhApa jAya. A dIvAle tUTI jAya te mANasa eka bIjAnI najIka Ave ane jema jema najIka AvatA jAya tema tema mANasamAM vasela caitanyanuM darzana thatuM jAya. ApaNI AMkhanI ADe jeTalAM aMtarAye che, jeTalAM AvaraNa che, e vastune oLakhavAmAM muzkelI UbhI kare che. AtmasattAne oLakhavAmAM je aMtarAya karanAra koI hoya te te saMpradAyanAM AvaraNe che, bIjuM kAMI nathI. eTale mahApuruSoe kahyuM ke tAre banavuM nathI paDatuM, jANavuM paDe che; lAvavuM nathI paDatuM, oLakhavuM paDe che, ane bahArathI meLavavuM nathI paDatuM paNa aMdarathI ughADavuM paDe che. eka pAMca varSane rAjakumAra hatA. e rAjakumArane koI cere AvIne UThAvI gayA; ene potAne tyAM rAkhIne taiyAra karyo. e rAjakumAra cerene rAjA banyo ane pahelA naMbarane zikArI bane. e vAtane paMdara varSa vItI gayAM. eka divasa rAjA zikAre nIkaLe che. tyAM pele corene rAjA paNa zikAra karavA nIkaLe che. banne jaNa maLI jAya

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pUNanI pyAsa [9] che. rAjAe cAranI sAme joyuM, ane enA hRdayamAM premane srota vahevA lAgyuM. rAjA vicAre cheH Ama kema? mAruM hadaya kema taNAya che ? ane hRdaya taNAya che. e uparathI lAge che ke A cArane ane mAre koI saMbaMdha hovo joIe. eTalAmAM eNe dhArIne joyuM te enA kapALamAM eka suMdara lAkhuM hatuM. ane ene yAda AvyuM ke mArA rAjakumArane paNa AvuM lAbuM hatuM. chekarAne gumAvyAne paMdara varSa thayAM. e vakhate cheka pAMca varSano hato. Aje e vIsa varSane heya. joyuM te e zikArI paNa vIsa varSane hatA, eTale rAjA enI pAse gayo ane pUchyuM : "tuM keNa che? te kahe, 'cerene palIpati." "tArA pitA kyAM che?" te kaheH "bimAra che ane atyAre pallImAM che. rAjA kaheH mane pallImAM laI jA. cerene rAjA tene tyAM laI jAya che. rAjA pallI patine pUche cheH "A kene kare che ?" pele pallIpati kahe che ke, "e mAre che." "tamAre che paNa mane manamAM evI anubhUti thAya che ke A chokaro mAre che." "tame keruM te kaheH vaizAlIne huM rAjA chuM." pilA pallI paMtinI AMkha bhInI bhInI thaI. eNe kahyuM: vAta sAcI che. AjathI paMdara varSa upara huM jyAre lUMTa calAvavA AvyA hatA tyAre e lUMTamAM A suMdara dekhAvaDA rAjakumArane paNa uThAvI AvyuM hatuM, kAraNake mane saMtAna nahatuM. meM ene mATe karyo, ene mArA putranI bhAvanAthI raMgyo. mAre mATe e putra che, ene mana huM pitA chuM. paNa Aja sAcA pitA ane putranuM milana thayuM che. te rAjAe - namratAthI kahyuM ke, "mArI gAdI khAlI che ane mAre paNa A ekane eka ja putra che, ene have huM laI jAuM chuM. pele pallIpati kahe che ke "bahu sArI vAta che. kAraNake

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[30] pUNenA pagathAre mAre putra ane tamAre putra eka ja che. ane have e corane badale rAjA thAya e ja zreSTha che." rAjA ene laI jAya che. gAdI upara besADe che, e divasathI e rAjA bane che, hukama kare che. ahIM rAjakumArane banavuM nathI paDyuM, rAjakumAra te hato ja. paNa ene jANa na hatI. have jANa thaI ke huM rAjakumAra chuM. ATalA divasa sudhI e ajANa hate. jANa thatAM have e gAmanAM lekenI cerI, nathI karate. gAmanA lekenAM gharamAM aMdhArAmAM ghUsI nathI jate. have e kahe che ke AkhI nagarI ane samRddhine svAmI huM chuM. kAraNake ene jANapaNuM thayuM, ene jJAna thayuM, ene avabodha thayA. ema kahe ke sva svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM ! je ghaDIe bhAna thayuM te ghaDIthI ja e svAmItva bhegave che. nagarInA lekene e AjJA karI zake che. have e rAjAdhirAjanuM gaurava anubhave che. je aMdhArAmAM coranI jema. AvatA hatA te have prakAzamAM svAmI thaIne hukama karI zake che. . ahIM tame paNa ATaluM jANI le ke huM brahma chuM, tame jANI le ke huM bhagavat svarUpa chuM, tame jANI le ke huM paramAtma svarUpa chuM. pachI viSayanA aMdhArAmAM tamAre deDavuM nahi paDe. tame tamane pApI ja mAnyA kare te tame pApInI jema ja jIvavAnA ne? je pitAne cera jANe e te cerI ja kare ne? bIjuM zuM kare? svarUpa vismaraNa thayuM che, bIjuM kAMI thayuM nathI. ane A svarUpa vismaraNe mANasane ghaNo nIce nAkhI dIdhuM che-eTale nIce nAkhe che ke e ceranI jema Aje vartana kare che, je kharI rIte samrATa che. A vAta para khAsa tame vicAra karaze.

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pUNanI pyAsa [31] madAlasAe te ghoDiyAmAM poDhelA bALakane hiMcake nAkhatAM zikhavADyuM: "siddhoti yuddhotuM siddha che, tuM buddha che, tuM niraMjana che. A saMsAranI mAyAmAM tuM lapaTAIza nahi." gheDiyAnA dhAvaNA bALakane AdhyAtmika dhAvaNa pAnAra mAtAo hatI. bALakane e bairyavAna banAvatI. Aja te mAtAe chokarAne bivaDAve ke je bilADI AvI, bo Avya, sAdhu AvyA. te AvA nirbaLa saMskAra na siMcavA joIe. hAlaraDAnA saMskArathI AtmasvarUpanuM jJAna thavuM joIe ene badale Aje bALaka bhayathI AvRtta bane che, e vIra kema bane? bhayathI tame keTalA AvRtta che? eka jamAdAra AvI jAya ane tame dhrujI jAo che. mANase jyAre sarasa keTa paherIne meTI gADImAM nIkaLatA hoya tyAre dayA Ave ke AvI meTI gADI che paNa jyAre ene inkamaTekSa ophisara pUche che tyAre te jIbhanA cA vaLI jAya che. bahArathI zeThanuM svarUpa che, aMdara te cera che. mana bhAMgI gayu che, manathI bIkaNa che cAra kadAca samRddha banI jAya te paNa Akhare te e cera che. , ema jyAM sudhI Atmadarzana nahi thAya tyAM sudhI tame game te kare, game teTalI pravRtti kare, game teTaluM AcaraNa kare, chatAM e uparanuM che, bAhya che, parapAdhi che, mAgI lAvelA alaMkAre che, eka jAtane seje che; ane e seje taMdurastI te nathI ja. " tame aMdaranI zakitane pedA kare. dubaLA thAo to vadhe nahi paNa taMdurasta thAo. pAtaLA ho ene vAMdho nathI.

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[32] pUrNa nA pagathAre eka bhAi mAtra aThThANuM ratalanA hatA paNa mane kaheH "ApanuM kAma huM aDhAra kalAka karavA taiyAra chuM. mAruM vajana aThThANu ratala che paNa mAruM zarIra e rUnA lAcA nahIM paNa vaNelI vATa che.' rUnA leAcA hAya te phedAi jAya paNa vaNelI vATa kevI majabUta hAya ! bahAranA seAjAthI mAMdagInA saMcaya kareA enA karatAM pAtaLA thaine taMdurastI prApta kare evA zubha divasa, evu suprabhAta kayAre Ave ? ane e prabhAta cAkkasa mAnajo ke tyAre ja AvavAnuM che ke jyAre tame mAnA ke huM teA izvara svarUpa chuM; ane je bhagavAnane priya che te mane paNa priya hovu joie. bhagavAnane je priya che te mane priya kema na thAya ? bhagavAnane je priya nathI e mane priya che e batAvI Ape che ke mArAmAM kAMi eka mAMdagI che. aMgrejImAM eka kahevata che ke You are always sure when you are pure-jyAre tame nimala haze tyAre ja tame ni:sazaya haze kAraNake tamArI bAbata ane tamArI hakIkata tame jANatA hA che. te jyAre tame pure haze! tyAreja sure banI zakeA. paNa mANasa jo cAkhkhA na hAya, zuddha na heAya tA e kevI rIte cAkkasa banI zake ? ApaNe kAMI banavAnuM nathI. ApaNe janmathI, pahelethI, brahmasvarUpa chIe. AtmA paramAtmA svarUpa chIe: sAmAnya lekA paNa koikavAra A satya uccAratA heAya che ke jIva te ziva che, AtmA te paramAtmA che, khuda te khudA che, biMdu te siMdhu che. A bhASAnI kahevatA e svazakitanuM darzana

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pUNanI pyAsa [33] karAve che. ane jyAre A zaktinuM tamane darzana thaI jAya che tyAre tame ja rAjakumAra che. mAtra tame jANI le. je ghaDIe jANI le te ghaDIthI hukama karavA mAMDe che. pachI tamArI ceravRttio nIkaLI jAya che. mitra, atyAre tamArI je pUrNatA che e te mAgI lAvelAM ghareNa jevI che. paNa aMdaranI pUrNatA, sahaja AtmasvarUpanuM jJAna, e jAtivaMta ratna samAna che. jAtivaMta ratnamAM rahelI vibhA, enAM kiraNo, ene prakAza, enuM teja e uchInI lAvela bhADUtI vastu nathI. ratnanA kaTakA kare paNa enA aMzeaMzamAM tejathI camakatAM kiraNo purAyamAna thaI rahyA che. ema ApaNA AtmAnA pradeza pradezamAM pUrNa AnandanI e ja zakita bharelI che je paramAtmAmAM che. A zaktinuM darzana karavuM e ja jIvanane hetu che. te A mATe manane taiyAra karavuM paDaze. A mana je nirbaLa banI gayuM te gADIne tANavAne badale gADI adhavacce ja UbhI rahI jaze ane A enjinane kheMcavA mATe bIju aMjina lAvavuM paDaze. je jina bhAra kheMcI zake che e varALathI samRddha che, je eMjina ThaMDuM paDyuM che enI varALa nIkaLI gaI che. ' bAvIsa varSa pahelAMnI A vAta che. amAruM cAturmAsa tyAre ghATakoparamAM hatuM. eka DaoNkaTara mArI pAse svAdhyAya mATe AvatA. e gAMDAnI hospiTalamAM kAma karatA hatA. mane kaheH "eka vakhata tame gAMDAnI hospiTala jevA Ave." meM kahyuM: "ahIM ApaNI AsapAsa duniyAmAM badhuM e ja che ne? te kahe, "nA, AnA karatAM e judI jAtanA che. ahIM je leke manamAM Ave tema sAcesAcuM nathI karI

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[34] pUnA pagathAre zakatA te tyAM karI zake che. ahIM je kai karavAnuM mana thAya tyAre te nahi karI zake ane na karavAnA samaye abhinaya kare che. ATalA phera che. cAle.' ame tyAM gayA. tyAM DaoNkaTaro e leAkeAne tAlIma ApatA hatA. gAMDAonAM mana bhaTakayAM kare eTale emanAM mana ThekANe lAvavA mATe kUvAmAMthI pANI kaDhAvatA hatA. meTI Dola ane khAssA UMDA kUvA. DaoNkaTara gAMDAne kahe ke aMdarathI Dola bharIne pANI lAva ane vRkSanA A cheDane pA. eTale e pANI kADhe. e pANI kADhe tyAre enA khAvaDAM dukhavA Ave paNa jyAre DAla upara Ave ane reDavA jAya to e DAla khAlI hAya, kAraNake DAlanI vacce pAMca kANAM karelAM. eTale jyAre DUbe tyAre bharAi jAya paNa upara kheMcatAM pelAM pAMca kANAMmAMthI badhuM ja pANI nIkaLI jAya. DAla khAlI Ave eTale pelA DaoNkaTaro ene kharAkhara' dabaDAve, ke pANI kema AvyuM nahIM? eTale gAMDAone vicAra karave paDe. zikSA thAya eTale pachI gAMDAe vicAra kare ke pANI kema AvyuM nahIM ? bhaTakatuM mana, kratuM mana vicAra kare ke A kANAM che, pANI AmAMthI ja nIkaLI jAya che. bAjumAM cA, kapaDAM evI vastu rAkhelI heAya je lagADIne e kANAM pUre. gAMDAomAM vicAranI ekAgratA lAvavA e A rIta ajamAve. mane ghaNIvAra AdhyAtmika kSetramAM A vAta yAda Ave che. lokA ghaNIvAra kriyArUpa pANInI DAlA bharI bharIne bahAra kADhavAnA prayatna kare che. paNa mANasanAM manamAM kANAM bahu paDI gayAM che. sAdhanA khUba thatI dekhAya che, paNa mananAM kANAMmAMthI badhuM ja nIkaLI jAya che. ahIMthI jAo tyAre.

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pUrNanI pyAsa [5] khAlI khAlI. te tame evuM na kare ke pelA leke jematema karI pahelAM kANuM pUrI detA ane Dela bharIne pachI bahAra kADhatA. evuM na thAya ke manamAM je ghaNAM kANAM paDI gayAM che e tame pUrI nAkhe, ane pachI juo ke tamArI dareka Dela kevI pUrNa Ave che ! pachI tamane khAlIpaNuM nahi lAge paNa jyAM sudhI kANuM che tyAM sudhI upadeza, kiyAe badhuMya varasI rahyuM che paNa e badhuMya vahI jAya che. A chidrone pUravAne mATe A anubhava karavAne che ke huM paramasvarUpa chuM, huM jyoti-svarUpa chuM, huM AtmA chuM - ane huM paramAtma svarUpa chuM. A AtmA paramAtma svarUpane anubhava kare. bindu vicAre ke sinthanI badhI ja viziSTatA enAmAM che. A svarUpanAM darzana vinAnI pUrNatA e lagna prasaMge lAvelA alaMkAra jevI che jemAM ciMtA ane dInatA che. paNa je AtmasvarUpanA jJAnathI pUrNatA prApta thAya che e jAtivaMta ratna jevI che. enuM teja e bhADUtI nathI. sadAkALa emAM hatuM, che ane emAM ja rahevAnuM che.

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mahAvIra janma kalyANaka Aje sauthI vadhAre AnaMda mane eTalA mATe thAya . che ke AjathI sAta varSa pahelAM jyAre huM muMbaI AvyA tyAre jaina loke mahAvIra jayaMtI mAtra potAnA upAzrayamAM maLIne UjavatA hatA. meM joyuM ke je rIte pANI, prakAza ane pavana mAnavamAtrane Avazyaka che e rIte bhagavAna mahAvIranI ahiMsA, anekAntavAda, karmavAda ane aparigrahavAda mAnavamAtrane te zuM, paNa huM AgaLa vadhIne kahuM chuM ke prANImAtrane Avazyaka che. AvI divya vastu mAtra cAra divAle vacce pUrIne ApaNe ApaNI jAtane saMkucita banAvIe chIe ane mAnavajAtane enA amUlya lAbhathI vaMcita karIe chIe. A vAta meM mArA mitranI sAme mUkI; ane Aje huM joI rahyo chuM ke bhagavAna mahAvIranuM janma kalyANaka mAtra jaine ja nahi paNa AkhI muMbaI nagarI UjavI rahI che,muMbaInA nagarapati, muMbaInA zerIpha, koMgresanA pramukha ane sarva kemanA leke sAthe maLIne Aje bhagavAna mahAvIrane janmatsava UjavI rahyA che. AnAthI vadhAre harSanI vAta zuM haI zake ? he te IcchuM chuM ke mAtra bhagavAna mahAvIranI nahi paNa duniyAnA je je payagaMbaree, je je mahApuruSoe ahiMsA ane aparigrahane saMdeza Ape che, ahiMsAnA

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mahAvIra janma kalyANaka [37] tattvanuM saMzodhana karyuM che, evA mahApuruSanI jayatI badhA maLIne Ujave. jyAre ApaNe sAthe maLIne, sAme besIne ekabIjAne samajIzuM tyAre mAnava mAnavanI najIka Avaze, mAnava mAnavane mitra banaze. mAnava mAnavanI nikaTa nahi Ave te e sAmAne samajaze kema ? Aje ApaNe joI rahyA chIe ke ahIM ATalA badhA bhagavAna ane avatAra thaI gayA, tema chatAM manuSya aMdara aMdara prAMtane mATe, bhASAne mATe, AgaLa vadhIne sattA mATe laDI rahyA che. A joIne mArA dilamAM asIma -darda UbhuM thAya che, ke jene vAcA paNa vyakata nathI karI zakatI. A rene ApaNe kevI rIte maTADI zakIe? AvA puNya-panetA divase e mahApuruSanA vicAra ane cintananuM UMDANathI manana karI ene AcaraNamAM mUkIe. sAcuM pUcho te mahAvIra jayantI UjavavAmAM bIjo keI Azaya nathI. bhagavAnanuM te kalyANa thaI gayuM. Aje ApaNe jayantI UjavIzuM tethI emanuM sthAna ke masta vadhavAnAM nathI. ane ApaNe nahi UjavIe te teo je sthAna upara pahoMcI gayA che tyAMthI nIce AvavAnA nathI. * paNa ApaNe jyAre jayantI UjavIe chIe tyAre ApaNAmAM introspection avalokana, Atma-nirIkSaNa karavAne eka zubha avasara ane puNya ghaDI Ave che. Aje A puNya ghaDImAM ApaNe ApaNA AtmAnuM' avelekana karIe, ane e mATe bhagavAnanI vibhUtine, A duniyAmAM bhagavAnanA Agamanane ane bhagavAnanA prANI mAtranA kalyANa mATe je upayogI siddhAMta che, tene svAdhyAya karIe.

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[38] pUrNane pagathAre tame jANe che ke saMsAra parivartanazIla che. keTalIya vastuo Ave che, keTalIya vastuo jAya che paNa je satya che te zAzvata che. bhagavAna mahAvIra satya hatA eTale ahI hajAra varSa pachI paNa teo zAzvata che. ApaNe AMkha baMdha karIza te ema lAgaze ke bhagavAna hamaNAM ja thaI gayA, jANe kAle ja thaI gayA. teozrI ATalA tAjA, ATalA svastha ane ATalA najIka ApaNane kema pratIta thAya che? kAraNake e satya hatA; ane je satya che te zAzvata che. vastuo badalAya che paNa satya badalAtuM nathI. Aje nahi paNa karaDe varSo pachI paNa bhagavAna mahAvIranAM parama satya badalAvAnAM nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIrane janma zA mATe thaye? gItAmAM kahyuM che ke yadA yadA hi dharmasya glAnirbhavati bhArata / jyAre jyAre duniyAmAM kIcaDa thAya che tyAre sUrya cAlyo Ave che, evI rIte duniyAmAM jyAre tephAna thAya che, azAMti UbhI thAya che tyAre koI mahApuruSa AkAza mAMthI dharatI upara UtarI Ave che. bhagavAna mahAvIramAM bIjI vAta che. bhagavAna mahAvIra uparathI nIce nathI AvyA; e ApaNAmAMthI upara AvyA. e AkAzamAMthI paDayA nathI paNa dharatI para UbhA thayA. dharatInI mATImAMthI bhagavAna kevI rIte banI zakAya che e emaNe batAvyuM. huM bhagavAna mahAvIranA prati kevI rIte AkarSita

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mahAvIra janma kalyANaka [39] thaye e mArA jIvananI eka nAnI kahANI che. huM je dezamAM meTe thaye e dezanI bhASA gujarAtI nathI paNa kannaDa che ane AjathI batrIsa varSa pahelAM huM jainadharmathI paricita paNa nahatuM. tyAM eka divasa meM kannaDa bhASAmAM bhagavAna mahAvIrane eka suMdara anuvAda vAMcyo. e vAkya hatuM: "je rIte kerIne hRdayamAM chupAyelI geTalImAM eka vizALa AMbAnuM jhADa chupAyeluM che e rIte he mAnava ! tArI kAyAmAM paramAtmA-bhagavAna chupAyeluM che ene tuM zedhI le." basa, A eka nAnuM vAkaya vAMcyuM ane mane lAgyuM ke je rIte AMbAnI goTalImAM eka meTuM vRkSa che ane cakamakamAM Aga che, te prakAre ApaNA A zarIramAM, ApaNI A kAyAmAM ja paramAtmA che, Izvara che, A ja vAta bhagavAna mahAvIre pitAnA jIvanamAM batAvI. nayasAranA jIvanamAMthI prAraMbha thayelA vikAsa bhagavAna mahAvIranA jIvanamAM pUrNatAnA zikhare pahoMcyA. e mAnavamAMthI mahAmAnava banyA, bIjane candra pUrNa candra bane. emane janma kayAM thaye? bihAramAM. je bihAra bhUmi Aja anna ane pANI vagara parezAna che, e bhUmimAM - karuNAsAgara bhagavAna mahAvIrane janma thaye hate. rAjagRhInA kSatriyakuMDanA rAjakuLamAM emane janma thaye hatA. yazodA jevI suMdara patnI hatI ane priyadarzanA jevI saMskAravAna putrI hatI; rAjavaibhava hatuM ane sukha cAre bAju phUlanI suvAsanI mAphaka phelAI gayuM hatuM. paNa mahelanI bahAra emane lAgyuM ke duHkha che, darda che, AMsu che, mAnava

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[40] pUrNanA pagathAre mAnavanuM zoSaNa karI rahyo che, sattA upara beThelA leke uMdaranI jema aMdhArAmAM besIne eka bIjAne phUMka mArIne karaDI karaDIne khAI rahyA che. A badhI vAte bhagavAna mahAvIre rAjamahelamAM hovA chatAM cintananA prakAzamAM joI, ane emanA dilamAM evA prakAranI becenI AvI ke vaibhavathI bharelA rAjamahelamAM paNa e sukhathI rahI na zakyA.. tame leke tAjamahAlamAM gulAbajAMbu ane pArTIo uDAvI zake che kAraNake bihAranA lekanuM darda tamArA dilamAM becenI nathI UbhuM karatuM, je divase e becenI UbhI thaze, e divase tamArI UMgha UDI jaze, e divase tamAruM bhejana paNa tamane kaDavuM lAgaze. A darda zabdamAM nathI kahI zakAtuM A anubhavanI saMvedanA che. bhagavAna mahAvIra zAMtithI na rahI zakyA. nIkaLI paDyA. e mahAbhiniSkramaNanI pAchaLa prANInI asaMhAyatAnuM darzana hatuM. emaNe joyuM ke duniyAnA A atrANa che, nirAdhAra che. lebhI-laMpaTa puruSa strIne gulAma tarIke rAkhatA hatA, eka eka puruSa daza strI, paMdara strI, pacAsa strIone, je rIte Aje manuSya pazuone rAkhe che e rIte rAkhate. emane darda thayuM. strIonI A avadazA? keIe kahyuM ke nA strI svAtaMtryanuM prati strI svAtaMtryane lAyaka nathI. bhagavAne vicAryuM. zA mATe strIne svAtaMtrya nahi? " bIjI vAtaH dharmanA ja nAme pazuonAM balidAna thatAM hatAM, saMhAra thatA hatA, adhvaryuM snAna karIne, pavitra

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mahAvIra janma kalyANaka [41] thaIne, phUla caDhAvIne devanI mUrtinI sAme ja yajJamAM abola pazuonI hiMsA karate. A joIne emanA dilamAM darde becenI sajI. trIjI vAta : jAtivAda. zudra lekene kUtarAnI jema gaNavAmAM AvatA hatA. gharamAM uMdara, bilADI, kUtarAM AvI zakatAM paNa zudra manuSya nahoto AvI zakatA. ene DheDha kahI, camAra kahI, zudra kahIne kADhI mUkavAmAM AvatA hatA. mAnavajAtanI A bhayaMkara avahelanA hatI. bhagavAne joyuM ke leke kUtarAne lAvIne gharamAM rAkhe, pALe, dUdha pIvaDAve ane manuSya jevA manuSyane zudra kahI tiraskAravAmAM Ave ! mAnavatA zuM marI paravArI! ghaNI vAra jovA maLe che, darda ghaNuM hoya paNa enuM nidAna eka ja hoya. strInI parataMtratA, pazuone saMhAra ane mAnavane zudra gaNI pheMkI devAtA enAM mULamAM asamAnatA hatI. bhagavAne nasa pakaDI lIdhI. mULa pakaDyuM. asamAnatAnuM mULa viSamatA hatuM. emaNe IchayuM ke viSamatAne dUra karIzuM te ja samAnatA Avaze; samAnatA Avaze te ja strI puruSanI samevaDI banaze. pitAnAthI kaI baLavAna zakita che ema mAnI, enAthI DarIne ene rAjI rAkhavA pazuone saMhAra karavAmAM Ave che te baMdha thavuM joIe. zUdramAM paNa AtmA che, enuM darzana thatAM ucca nIcanI bhAvanA dhIre dhIre lupta thaze ane je karma saMsArI AtmAonAM samagra duHkhanuM mULa , kAraNa che te nirmULa thatAM AtmAo pUrNa samAnatAne pAmaze. - mahetAraja ane harikezIbala nAmanA be zudra hatA,

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pUNenA pagathAre caMDALa kuLamAM janmelA hatA, bhagavAne temane pitAnA ziSya banAvyA. Aje ApaNe harijana uddhAranI vAta karIe chIe, samAnatAnI bAMga pukArIe chIe, paNa jIvanamAM ane. vyavahAramAM kevI bhayaMkara viSamatA che? A man of words and not of deeds, :: Is like a garden, full of weeds. mAtra zabda bolIne besI rahe evA bhagavAna mahAvIra nahotA. bhagavAna mahAvIre vicAryuM ke huM pUrNatAne lAvavA mATe, samatAne lAvavA mATe, viSamatAne dUra karavA mATe, pahelAM huM mArA jIvanamAM pUrNa samAnatA lAvuM. pahelAM pitAnA upara praveza karyo, pachIthI upadeza devAne prAraMbha karyo. samAnatA zAthI lAvI zakAya? vAtethI? nA. pahelAM te emaNe asamAnatAnuM mULa e vaibhava choDyo, pitAnAM priyajananAM AMsuthI paNa e na thaMbhyA. mahAbhiniSkramaNa karyuM ane sAdhu banyA. manuSyanA jIvanamAM samAnatAnuM saMgIta Ave che vicAra, uccAra ane AcAranA saMvAdathI. A traNe saMgIta che, laya che, milAvaTa che. A traNe prakAranuM saMgIta jenAmAM guMje che e perfect man che, pUrNa manuSya che. bhagavAnane pUrNa banavuM hatuM. eTale emaNe ahiMsAne prayoga karyo. jema vaijJAnika

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mahAvIra janma kalyANaka [43] prayogazALAmAM jaIne prayoga kare che ema mahAvIre sADA bAra varSa jIvananI pragazALAmAM, A traNene sudhAravA ane ahiMsaka banAvavA prayoga karyo vicAra dhyAnathI ahiMsaka bane, uccAra maunathI ahiMsaka bane ane AcAra tapazcaryAthI ahiMsaka bane. vicAra, uccAra ane AcAra: A traNene ahiMsaka banAvavA mATe emane dhyAna, mauna ane tapazcaryAnAM sAdhana jaDyAM. emaNe dhIre dhIre dhyAna dharatAM vicAromAM ahaM che, tene dhyAnathI nAhaM karI sehane anubhava karyo. paNa te karatAM pahelAM prabhue ahamane nAza karavA prayatna karyo. ahama vacamAM Ave che. kavi ravIndranAthe eka nAne prasaMga lakhyo che. pUnamanI rAta hatI, huM oraDAmAM beThe hatA ane kAMIka lakhI rahyo hato. lakhatAM lakhatAM thAkI gayo ane meM mArA TebalanA lempanuM baTana baMdha karyuM. battI baMdha thaI. jevI battI baMdha karI tyAM mArA AzcaryanI vacce AkAzamAMthI pUrNimAnI cAMdanI bArImAMthI ekadama aMdara pravezI mArA rUmane prakAzathI bharI dIdhe. ze madhura, zItaLa, ze suMdara, e prakAza! e prakAzane joI kavihRdaya dravI jAya che, emanuM dila bharAI jAya che. e vicAre che ke huM cha vAgyAthI beThe chuM, atyAre sADA nava thayA che, paNa sADA traNa kalAka sudhI meM A cAMdanIne kema na joI? emane khabara paDI ke e nAnI battI, AkAzamAM pUrNa caMdramAnI je prakAzasnA

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[44] pUrNanA pagathAre enA khaMDamAM AvI rahI hatI tene avarodha karatI hatI.' jyAre nAnI battI baMdha karI tyAre pUrNimAnI snA emanA khaMDamAM AvatI dekhAI. A vicAratAM e aMdara " UtarI gayA, dhyAnamAM UtarI gayA. emaNe vicAryuM ke , paramAtmAnI snA paNa AvI rahI che, paNa mArA ahamane nAne dIva paramAmAnI snAne joI zakatA nathI. jyAre huM mArA ahamUnI battIne baMdha karI nAkhuM chuM tyAre temane prakAza Avate dekhAya che ane dilane, manane ane prANane bharI de che, ' ' paNa mahAvIre pitAnA ahamUne dUra karavA dhyAnane pakaDyuM. dhyAnanA prayogathI vicArane ahiMsaka banAvyuM. bIjI vAta vAcA. ApaNuM uccAramAM eka prakAranI dvidhA bharI che. ApaNe sabhAnI sAme kAMI belIe chIe ane ekAMtamAM koI belIe chIe. lekenI sAme jaIne prazaMsA karIe chIe ane lekethI dUra thatAM uMdaranI jema eka bIjAne kApavAnuM, eka bIjAnuM bagADavAnuM,. eka bIjAnI kharAba vAta karavAnuM zarU karIe chIe. ApaNI vANI Aje talavAra banI gaI che ane e talavAra ApaNane ja kApI rahI che. je InsAna potAnI jAta pratye sAco nathI te bIjA kenI sAthe sAce thavAnuM che? pahelAM te ApaNe ApaNuM pratye sAcA thavAnuM che. bhagavAne ene mATe mauna batAvyuM. maunathI ApaNuM uccAranuM saMzodhana karI, zuddha karI syAdvAdI ahiMsaka vANuM banAvavAnI che. * have Ave che AcAra. jIvanamAM jyAM sudhI tyAga- 3 tapazcaryA nahi Ave tyAM sudhI jIvana vilAsI rahe che ane vilAsI jIvana keI prakAranA kAmamAM nathI AvatuM.

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mahAvIra janma kalyANaka [45] - leke kahe che ke mahAvIra meTA tapasvI hatA ane mAtra tapazcaryAnI ja vAta karI che. huM kahuM chuM ke mahAvIre tapazcaryAne virodha paNa karyo che. emaNe kahyuM ke ajJAnanI tapazcaryA mAnavane nIce laI jAya che. ajJAna tapa e kaSTa che, emaNe kahyuM ke tamAre AcAra suMdara banAvavA mATe tapa kare paNa daMbha na thaI jAya ane atizaya thaIne tamane parezAna na kare e vicAratA rahe. | vicAra, uccAra ane AcAra e traNa sAdhanane ahiMsAmaya banAvavA mATe emaNe dhyAna, mauna ane tapazcaryAnAM sAdhanathI pitAnA jIvanane ahiMsAmaya banAvI lIdhuM. A sAdhanAne aMte emane je prApta thayuM enuM nAma kevaLajJAna che. kevaLajJAna eTale Perfect Knowledge pUrNa jJAna. e kevaLajJAnanA prakAzamAM emaNe je meLavyuM e ja emaNe duniyAne ApyuM. emaNe mAnava AtmAo mATe, prANImAtra mATe ane vizva mATe traNa vAta batAvI. prANI traNa vastu Icche che; sukha maitrI ane AjhAdI. manuSya A traNa vastuno cAhaka che. A traNa vAtane bhagavAne jarAka vaLAMka Ape, ane emAM navaprakAza bharyo. emaNe zuM kahyuM? kahyuM ke sukha nahi, paNa zAMtidrA yuva. IdrinuM sukha nahi. IdrinA sukhathI thAkI jaze. zAMtidA sukha saMtoSathI maLe che. tame juo che, deDe che ane thAkI jAo che. paNa je sukha saMtoSathI maLe che, temAM thAka nathI. A mATe emaNe pahelI vAta aparigrahanI batAvI.

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[46] pUNanA pagatharo saMgraha karavAnI jhaMkhanA mANasane azAntinI khINa tarapha laI jAya che. je saMcaya kare che. jenI pAse nAnAM baMDala che, emane sUvA mATe davA levI paDe che enI tamane khabara che? tame te ema ne ema sUI jAo che. te sukhI keNa che? bhagavAne batAvyuM ke zAMti ApanAruM sukha e sAcuM sukha, ane zAMti ApanAruM sukha saMtoSathI ja maLe. bIjI vAta batAvI mitranI. tame mitrane zodhe che paNa ghaNIvAra mitro ja tamAro nAza karI nAkhe che. kalabamAM laI jaIne, haoNTalamAM laI jaIne, tamane vyasanane raste caDhAvIne tamAre vinAza, tamAre ja mitra kare che. te bhagavAne kahyuM ke mitra e che je tamArA jIvanamAM AnaMda lAve, tamArA prANane AnaMdathI bharI de, naisagika AnaMdathI tamArA dilamAM mAnasika svasthatAnuM sukha pedA kare. te mitra kaNa? bhagavAne kahyuM, tArA AtmAne ja tuM tAro mitra banAva. jene mitra AtmA nathI, jenAmAM introspection. avelekana zaktinathI, aMdara UtarIne jovAnI zakita nathI, je pitAne ze te nathI, pitAnI jAta sAthe company saMbaMdha bAMdhavA Icchate nathI, pitAnI sAthe besIne cheDIka miniTa paNa pite vAta karate nathI e bahAranA mitrane zuM ApI zakavAne che? - huM IcchuM ke tamArA mitra tame ja bane. aDadhe kalAka te kADhe, pitAnI sAthe vAta kare. aMdara aMdara pUche ke dasta, zuM cAlI rahyuM che? jIvana zuM che? samasyA zuM che? ene uttara ze che? AvavAnuM zuM che, ane javAnuM zuM che?

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mahAvIra janma kalyANaka [47] ane zAzvata zuM che? Ama aMdaranuM manana vadhe te aMtara tUTe. ApaNe bIjAnI sAthe vAta karIe chIe te pitAne bhUlI jaIe chIe. ApaNe ApaNI sAthe vAta karIe chIe tyAre ja ApaNI najIka ApaNe AvIe chIe ane jAtane pichAnIe chIe. bhagavAne kahyuM ke tame bIjAne kAM mitra banAve che? tame tamane pitAne mitra banAve. tamAre mitra tamAre AtmA che. mAtra mitra ja nahi paNa sAco AnaMda ApanAre mitra, ane te tamAre AtmA. trIjI vAta bhagavAne batAvI ke leke AjhAdI che che, paNa AjhAdIne hetu bhUlI jAya che. ApaNane AjhAdI maLavA chatAM dilamAM ane mukha upara je barabAdI dekhAya te e mithyA che. AjhAdInA rahasyane samajavAnI jarUra che, ene mATe kaI khAsa vizeSaNanI AvazyakatA che. ApaNI AjhAdImAM Aje zuM sukha che te juo. jIvanamAM anIti che, rastAomAM juo te pazuone saMhAra thaI rahyo che, mArgamAM mAchalIo vecAI rahI che. pazuo para kUratA che ane nirbaLAnuM zeSaNa che. ApaNI mAnavatA ja jANe marI gaI hoya evI pratIti thAya che. ApaNuM khAvAmAM, - ApaNuM vastromAM, ApaNA sAbumAM, cAre bAju hiMsAnuM pradarzana thaI rahyuM che. ApaNI AjhAdI zuM lAvI ? hiMsA ja lAvI ke bIju kAMI? mitre, vicAra karavAnI A vAta che. huM jANuM chuM ke A vAta darda utpanna kare che. kriyAkAMDanI mUchanAmAM ApaNe satyane bhUlavA IcchIe chIe, paNa bhUlavAthI te vAta dUra

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[48] pUNenA pagathAre nahi jAya paNa sAme Avaze. bihArane duSkALa, gujarAtane duSkALa ane cAre bAju kudaratane prakopa mAnavanI mAnatAnA abhAvanuM pradarzana nathI ? traNa divasa pahelAM bihAranA mukhya pradhAna zrI mahAmAyAprasAda bihAramAM ApaNe je rAhatakendro zarU karyA te mATe pitAnI prajA ane sarakAra vatI dhanyavAda pAThavavA AvyA hatA. tyAre meM temane kahyuM hatuM ke bihArane duSkALa mAtra anna ApavAthI, vastra ApavAthI dUra thavAne nathI. e te ame ApIzuM, ame nahi ApIe te amArI mAnavatA paravArelI gaNAze. paNa jo prajA UThaze, jAgaze, ane UbhI thaze te ja ene uddhAra thavAnuM che. have tame prajAne jagADavAnuM kAma kare. prajAne suvADavAnuM ane juThThAM vacane ApIne prajAne aMdhArAmAM rAkhavAne dhaMdhe AjasudhI khUba cAle. mArI A vAta sAMbhaLI emaNe kahyuM ke bhagavAna amane sadabuddhi Ape. meM kahyuM ke bhagavAna te ApI cUkyA che. bhaMDAre te bharelA ja che paNa Aja sudhI enA daravAje tALuM hatuM, have ApaNe tALuM khelI e daravAjA ughADavAnA che. bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM ke ApaNane je samRddha banAve, ApaNane je uThAve ane ApaNAmAM chupAyelI ApaNI divyatAne bahAra lAve evI AjhAdI lAvo. sukha Icchazo te sukha maLaze paNa zAMti Ape evuM sukha Iccho. mitra joIze to mitra maLaze paNa AnaMda Ape evA AtmAne ja mitra banAve. ane AjhAdI joIe te maLaze paNa ApaNane AdhyAtmika rIte samRddha banAve evI AjhAdI ApaNe IcchIe.

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mahAvIra janma kalyANakA [49] * Aje bhagavAna mahAvIranA janmakalyANakane divasa havAthI ApaNA hRdayamAM khUba khUba bhAva ane ullAsa che. A utsava nimitte ApaNe sau maLyA paNa maLIne chUTA paDI A prasaMgane bhUlI jaIe te ApaNane ene sAce lAbha zuM maLe? Aja ApaNe A pAvana prasaMganuM ciMtana karIe ane A cintanamAMthI saMkalpazakita pragaTAvIe jethI ApaNuM jIvana samRddha bane ane e rIte Ajane divasa prakAzamaya ane rAtrI snAmaya banI rahe. prabhu mahAvIranuM jIvana ane emanI sAdhanA sAgara samAM vizALa che. A thaDA samayamAM e vize zuM kahI zakAya ? enI te upAsanA ja heya. huM te bhAvapUrvaka namana karI eTalI ja prArthanA karuM ke pANI, prakAza ane pavana jevAM prabhue prabe ghelAM dhyAna, mane ane tapa, prANImAtranAM AdhyAtmika svAthya mATe he ane sarva che ane pUrNa lAbha pAme. . nedha - prabhu mahAvIra janma kalyANaka prasaMge - tA. 22-4-67 - copATInA - sAgarataTe Apela pravacana.

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prANI maitrI dina natvaham kAmaye rAjyam nA svargam nApunarbhavam / kAmaye duHkha taptAnAm prANInAm Atimovanam // huM jyAre nAno hato tyAre eka sAdhu pAse jatA. e sAdhu pravacanakAra te nahetA paNa jIvanane daSTAMta ane AdarzothI batAvanAra ochAlA sAdhu hatA. eka divasanI vAta che. eka divasa teo mane sAthe laI nIkaLyA ane kahyuM ke eka rUpiye laI Ava. huM dukAnethI mArA pitAjI pAsethI rUpiye laI AvyuM. sAdhue rastAmAM cAlatAM kahyuM ke eka rUpiyAnI pIparamITa laI le. mane thayuM ke A sAdhune pIparamITa khAvAnuM mana kyAMthI thayuM ? nAnA bALakane te thAya, paNa sAdhune kyAMthI mana thayuM ? paNa huM ene premI hate. huM e rUpiyAnI pIparamITa laI AvyA ane emane ApI. ame sAthe nIkaLyA. eka bagIcAmAM nAnAM nAnAM bALake sAthe mAtAo AvatI hatI. pelA sAdhu dareka bALakane bolAvIne pIparamITa ApatA ane pyAra karatA. A joI enI mAtAo khuza thaI jatI ane sAdhune praNAma karIne AgaLa vadhatI. ema karatAM rUpiyAnI pIparamITa pUrI thaI gaI. 1 tyAMthI UThatAM sAdhue mane kahyuM : "joyuM?" meM kahyuM, zuM ?" "tuM samaje nahi?" "nA, huM nathI samajo. [50]

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prANI maitrI dina [[pa1] | tame zuM kahevA mAge che?" je eka rUpiyAnI piparamITathI keTalAM bALake khuza thaI gayAM ane sAthe emanI mAtAo paNa khuza thaI gaI ne ? zA mATe khuza thaI gaI? bALakane pyAra karIe chIe te emanI mA paNa khuza thaI jAya che." Ama kahI mane batAvyuM ke bhagavAnanAM bALakane prema karaze bhagavAna khuza thaze ja, leke bhagavAnane prasanna karavA Icche che ke bole cheH "he bhagavAna, tAre ja A saMsAra che; paNa bhagavAnanAM bALakane prema karatA nathI. .bhagavAnane prema kayA prakArathI karIzuM ane ApaNe bhagavAnane kevI rIte prasanna karIzuM ? je paramAtmAne prasanna karavA hoya te AtmAone prasanna karavA ja paDaze. AtmAne prasanna nahi karIe te paramAtmA prasanna kema thaze ? hamaNAM zrI jayaprakAzajIe AjanI krUratAnI, mAnavane hRdayamAM chupAyelA daMbhanI, dhanalAlasAnI, vartamAnanA vaibhava ane vikAsanA pradarzananI vAta karI. A vAtenA kendramAM je te jaNAze ke mAnava AtmadaSTi gumAvI beThe che. '. sAcI vAta te e che ke ApaNe ApaNAmAM ane ApaNu AsapAsa je AtmAo che temane prasanna karyA vinA sIdhA ja paramAtmAne prasanna karavA IcchIe chIe, paNa je AtmAne prasanna nathI karata e paramAtmAne kadI paNa prasanna nathI karI zakavAne. eTale ja ApaNA ciMtaka maharSioe eka sarasa vAta batAvI ane te vAta A subhASitamAM che. A subhASitane

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[para] pUNenA pagathAre vicAra karIe te ApaNane khyAla Avaze ke sarva jInA kalyANanI bhAvanA keTalI tIvra hoI zake. 'na tvahaM kAmaye rAjyam' he prabhu! mAre rAjya nahi joIe. jene pAMca varSa mATe electionmAM-cUMTaNImAM jitAIne AvavuM che emanI vAta cheDI de. paNa je bhakta che, je sAdhaka che, je jIvanane dhanya banAvavA mAge che, ane jene khabara che ke jIvanane hetu zuM che enI A prArthanA che. ' mane svarga paNa nathI joItuM. ApaNuM baMdhue jyAre duHkhI che tyAre ApaNe svargamAM jaIne karIzuM paNa zuM? AsapAsa AMsu hoya che te khAvAnuM paNa bagaDI jAya che. ' , paNa huM joI rahyo chuM ke Aje AMsu vahI rahyA che, leke cAre bAju parezAna thaI rahyA che, chatAM ghaNuM mANase AnaMda ane mahephila mANI-maNAvI rahyA che. to vaLI A subhASitamAM kahyuM ke "nA,narmavam mane mekSa paNa nathI joItA. te mane zuM joIe che? .'kAmaye duHkhataptAnAm prANInAmU Artimocanam' eka ja kAmanA ane mahecchA che ke je duHkhathI tapta che, je dukhethI pIDita che ane je vedanAnAM AMsu vahAve che te sau sarva prakAranAM duHkhemAMthI mukata thAo..

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prANI maitrI dina [53] - ApaNe gaI kAle prabhu mahAvIra svAmInuM janma-kalyANaka te UjavyuM. paNa ApaNe prathama emanA mukhya siddhAMtane jIvanamAM utAravA mATe pUrNa prayatna kare paDaze. bhagavAne batAvyuM ke ahiMsA e ja dharmanuM ane jIvananuM mULa che. ahiMsA zuM che? tuM jIvavA Icche che te saMsAranA badhA ja prANIo jIvavA mAge che. A ahiMsA be prakAranI che vidheyAtmaka ane niSedhAtmaka - niSedhAtmaka eTale ke A nahi khAvuM, A nahi karavuM. Aje caturdazI che eTale A nahi khavAya. paNa je vidheyAtmaka che eTale zuM karavuM e vAta paNa vicAravI joIe. leke zuM nahi karavuM e vAta jANe che, paNa zuM karavuM e vAta bhUlI gayA che. mahApuruSoe kahyuM ke mAnavI niSedha khUba kare che paNa je vidheyAtmaka che e nathI karatA. ApaNe e jANIe chIe ke zuM na karavuM paNa ApaNe e nathI jANatA ke zuM karavuM. mAruM kartavya zuM, mAre zuM karavuM joIe ene viveka eTale vidheya. je divasathI mAnavanA jIvanamAM vidheyane aruNodaya thAya che e divasathI mAnavanA hRdayamAM kartavyane prakAza pragaTe che. e divasathI e pUrNatA prati prayANa kare che. te Aje ApaNe karavAnI vAta karavAnI che. nahi karavAnI vAta te bahu varSothI karI ane karavAnI vAta bhUlI gayA. eTale ja hiMdustAnamAM ATalA leke hovA chatAM Aje garIbI che, nirdhanatA che, parezAnI che ane duSkALane

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[54]. pUNanA pagathAre sAmane nahi karavAnI nirbaLatA che. ApaNane khabara heta ke ApaNe zuM karavAnuM che te cAlIsa kareDa mAnavI AvI kharAba hAlatamAM na heta. Aje vicAra karavAne che ke ApaNe zuM karavAnuM che. vidheya mATe traNa vAta che. pahelI vAta aparigraha che. jyAM sudhI parigraha che tyAM sudhI ahiMsA nathI AvatI. parigraha ane ahiMsA sA nathI rahI zakatAM. parigraha eTale saMcaya, parigraha eTale bheguM karavuM, parigraha eTale bIjA je vastu mATe TaLavaLatA hoya te pitAnI pAse hovA chatAM emAMthI ApavuM nahi ane saMgrahavRtti rAkhavI. AvI vyakti ahiMsaka kevI rIte banI zake? dhanane saMcaya kyAre thAya? zeSaNa vinA saMcaya nahi ane zeSaNa tyAM ahiMsA nahi. * , "jarmanA, mana, vAyA' kAM te karmathI, kAM te manathI ke pachI vAcAthI hiMsA te thAya ja. ahiMsaka banavuM hoya te aparigrahI banavuM paDaze. jeTalA aMze aparigrahI banazuM eTalA aMze ApaNe sAcA ahiMsaka banIzuM. eTale ja bhagavAne sAdhune kahyuM: "he sAdhu, tAre ahiMsaka banavuM hoya te pahelAM aparigrahI banI jA." ane je vadhAre parigrahI che e kadI paNa ahiMsaka nathI banI zo ane je ahiMsaka banI zakate heya te amAre kahevuM paDaze ke amRta ane viSa bane eka sarakhAM che. paNa sau jANe che ke amRta ane viSa sarakhAM nathI. tevI ja rIte parigraha ane ahiMsA judAM che. te ahiMsA lAvavA mATe ApaNe aparigrahanI bhAvanAne vistAravI paDaze. .

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prANI maitrI dina [5] - bhaya ane hiMsA parigrahamAMthI janma le che. ApaNe je abhaya thavuM hoya ke ahiMsaka thavuM hoya te ApaNe aparigrahI banavA mATe pahele prayatna kare paDaze. * bihAranA mAnavIo ane pazudhana mATe tame "kAMIka" kare che e vicAre tamArI bhAvanA pulakita thaze. tamane dAna karavAnI A taka maLI che enI pAchaLa bhAvanA kAma kare che. mAnavatA prabuddha thAya te dezamAM dAridraya rahe kharuM? prabuddha thayelI mAnavatA eka ke bIjI rIte ghaNuM kAma karI zake. eka rIte nahi paNa hajAra rIte madada karI zakAya. keI kapaDAMthI karI zake, keI anAja ApIne karI zake, kaI paisA ApIne karI zake, keI bihAra jaIne karI zake ane keI bihAranI e suSupta prajAne jAgrata karIne paNa sevA karI zake. huM jyAre paMcamahAla jillAmAM vihAra karate hate tyAre mArgamAM mane eka bahAravaTiyo maLe, je ghaNAnAM khUna karI cUkyo hate, ghaNAne mArI cUkyo hato. amAre, tyAMnA e pahADomAMthI thaIne nIkaLavAnuM thayuM. tyAM e bahAravaTiyAnI jhuMpaDI AgaLa ja amAre mukAma karavAne vAre AvyuM. sAMje pharate pharate e mArI pAse AvI co. e AvyA, theDI bhAMgItUTI vAte thaI. vAta karatAM karatAM enI sAthe eka kUtare have tene e premathI ramADatA hate, ene hAtha pheravatuM hatuM. A dazyamAM mane jIvananuM eka navuM darzana sAMpaDyuMH kramAM pUra AdamImAM paNa prema ! mANasene mAranAra, goLIo calAvanAra ane nirdaya rIte talavAra vIMganAra AdamI paNa kUtarA pratye prema batAvI rahyo hate. eTale mane lAgyuM ke mAnavInA eka khUNAmAM UMDe UMDe

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[56] pUnA pagathAre paNa kayAMka premanu darda che, ane tene lIdhe e ema mAne che ke kAIka ThekANe karuNAmaya, premamaya anavu joie. mANasa jyAre mANasa pratye karuNAmaya nathI banI zakatA te eka kUtarA pratye paNa e karuNAvALA, premavALA khanI jAya che. aMdara eka jAtanuM premanuM chUpuM avyakata sa Mvedana che ane tethI ja kUtarAne pa pALatAM aMdaranA e tattvane saMteSIne evuM consolation (samAdhAna) meLave che ke duniyAmAM bhale huM badhe krUra che paNa kUtarAne mATe huM karuNAvALA chuM, huM prema karI zakuM chuM. A vAtanuM UMDANathI cintana karaze te Apane paNa lAgaze ke dareka mAnavInA hRdayanA eka khUNAmAM A eka evuM tattva paDyuM ja che, je harahamezAM karuNAne prere che ane mAnavatAne pUje che. A tattva jema jema vikasatuM jAya tema tema mAnava pUrNa anatA jAya che; jema jema A tattva DhaMkAtu jAya che, tema tema mAnava pazu banatA jAya che. ApaNe A pakSIone uDADIe enI pAchaLa paNa A ja tattva che ke baMdhanamAMthI paMkhIne mukata karIe e sAthe ApaNI mAnavatA je Aje baMdhAyelI che, purAyelI che, DhaMkAyelI che e khIlI UThe ane ApaNAmAM raheluM dayAnu jharaNu ekadama vahI jAya. pa'khI uDADanArane saheja rIte eka prazna teA AvI javAnA ke A kabUtarane mukti ApanAra huM... prANIsRSTi pratye karuNALu chuM kharo ? A vicAra punaH punaH Ave te mAnavamAM rahelI divya zakita pragaTa thAya, prajavalita thAya ane prabuddha thAya.

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[57] prANI maitrI dina - "prANI mitrI dina" eTale prANIne mitra kalpa ane prANIsRSTine mitranI daSTithI jue. mitrA - suSa paracuM sRSTine mitranI AMkhathI juo. basa tamArI najara badalAI jAya te duniyAne mATe tamAre zuM karavuM e tamane upadeza devA ane kahevA nahi AvavuM paDe. Aja sudhI tame sahune parAya gaNe che ane prAMta prAMta vacce bheda mAne che paNa ApaNe have vasudhaiva kuTum AkhI pRthvI ApaNuM kuTuMba che, e bhAvanA keLavavI joIe. - ghaNAM varSo pahelAnI vAta che. vihAra karatAM karatAM huM eka gAmaDAmAM game tyAM bhikSA (gaucara) mATe huM eka gharamAM gaye te gharamAM be bALaka ane emanI mA hatI. eNe mATe Tale. banAvyuM hatuM. eka ja reTa hate. eNe vinaMtipUrvaka kahyuM ke mahArAja, tame laI jAo. mane thayuM ke eka ja Tale. che temAM huM zuM lauM? eTale meM kahyuM ke bAI, mAre te ghaNuM ghara che, huM tAruM nahi lauM, kAraNake tAre be bALakene jamADavAnAM che. tyAM te e bAInI AMkhamAM AMsu dhasI AvyAM ane kahevA lAgIH "A eka meTereTa che, ene huM aDadhe karuM chuM ane mArAM be bALake pA pA peTalAmAM peTa bharIne jamI leze paNa mArA bhAgane arthe : zeTale tame laI ja jAo." enI bhAvanA ane prema joI huM dravI gaye. mane thayuM ke A bahenanI bhAvanAne nahi satkAruM te e bhukko thaI jaze. eTale meM kahyuM, "tAre je aDadho roTale che emAMthI pa mane Apa ane pAtuM tAre mATe rAkha." mitranI AMkhathI jotAM duniyA kaI . judI ja lAge.

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[58] pUrNa nA pagathAre mitranI AMkhathI jue te tamArI duniyA, dila ane dAnatraNe badalAI jAya ! eTalu ja kahevAnuM che ke bihAranI ke gujarAtanI vaNaselI paristhitimAM ApanAthI je kAMi ane e tame karI. e bAbatamAM harIphAI na heAya. koI paNa rIte madada pahAMcADI zakatA hA te rIte madada pahoMcADo. huM teA kahuM chuM ke bAra mahinAmAM eka mahinA havA khAvA jAe che teA zA mATe tame paMdara divasa bihAra na jAe ? je zarIrane khALI nAMkhavAnuM che, e zarIra vaDe jo paMdara divasa prajAnI sevA karelI hazeteA A baLatAM zarIrane paNa eka consolation-sa MteSa maLaze, zAMti ane samAdhAna maLaze ke hA, A kAyA kAikanI sevAmAM kAma lAgI gai hatI ! karuNAnI A bhAvanA sparzI ane ApaNI divyatA pragaTa evI zubhecchA sAthe opaNe vidAya laI e. noMdha : ' prANI maitrI dana 'nA prasaMge tA. 23-4-67 ceApATInA sAgarataTe Apela pravacana.

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parisaMvAda dharmasya phalamicchanti, dharmam necchanti maanvaaH| phalaM pApasya necchanti, pApaM kurvanti saadraaH|| Aja ApaNA svAdhyAyanuM kendra parisaMvAda che. vAda, vivAda, saMvAda ane parisaMvAda-A cAramAMthI pahelA traNa te tamArA jANItA ja che. vAda, vivAda ane saMvAdamAM ja pitAnA jIvanane vitAve che, paNa parisaMvAda karavA mATe avasara maLatuM nathI. svArtha mATe je kAMI jagatamAM thAya che te vAda che, kalaha mATe thAya te vivAda che, sneha mATe thAya che te saMvAda che paNa zarIra, indri ane AsapAsanA vAtAvaraNane bhUlIne pitAnA AtmA mATe vicAraNA karavI, e parisaMvAda che. duniyAmAM daSTi be jAtanI che svArthanI ane paramArthanI. svArthanI dRSTimAM vAda, vivAda ane saMvAdane saMbhava che paNa parisaMvAda te cittamAM paramArtha daSTi jAge te ja pragaTe. - parisaMvAda e adhyAtmanI. ucca bhUmikAe pahoMcavA mATenI nisaraNuM che. cintana e enAM pagathiyAM che. jema jema pagathiyAM caDhIe tema tema prakAza ane svastha avasthAne anubhava thAya che. AtmAnI duniyAmAM bhaya mAtrane abhAva che. tyAM abhayanA prakAzane ja anubhava che. [59]

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[60] pUNanA pagathAre A jIve gAmanA leke sAthe khUba vAta karI. mitra sAthe khUba vAta karI, patnI sAthe vAta karI, nehIo sAthe paNa vAta karI. Ama duniyAmAM vAda ane saMvAda te cAle ja che paNa parisaMvAda kayAre thAya ke jyAre AtmA pitAnI sAthe vAta karate thAya, pitAnI sAthe besIne mImAMsA kare; vicAraNA kare, prazna kare ke huM keNa chuM ? mAruM svarUpa zuM che? huM zuM karavA Avyo chuM? mAre ahIM AvIne zuM pAmavAnuM che? zuM meLavavAnuM che ? mAre kyAM javAnuM che? mArI zuM karaNI che? mArI sAthe zuM AvavAnuM che ? huM je jIvana jIvuM chuM, saMsAramAM deTa lagAvI rahyo chuM ene heta zuM che? mArA jIvanamAM cAre bAju A je rovIse kalAka dhAMdhala, dhamAla, azAMti, mRtyu dekhAI rahyAM che e badhuM zuM che? - jema pANImAMthI para piTA utpanna thAya, tema A vicAromAMthI prazna utpanna thAya che. A prakanI paNa eka bhUmikA che. moTA bhAganA mANasane A prazna upasthita ja thatA nathI. parisaMvAdamAM bIjAnI jarUra ja nathI. saMvAdamAM sAmA pAsethI uttaranI apekSA rakhAya che, paNa parisaMvAdamAM AtmA pitAnI pAsethI ja uttara meLave che. aMdarathI javA meLavavA mATe abhyAsa kare paDe che. mananI sthiratAthI caMcaLatAne abhAva utpanna thAya che, pachI citta eka evI bhUmikAe pahoMce che jyAM ene sahaja uttara maLe. kaI ane Inner voice-AtmAno avAja kahe che. paNa jJAnI ene parisaMvAdamAMthI maLele pratyuttara kahe che, citta svastha bane che tyAre aMdarathI uttara maLe che. , .

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parisaMvAda [61] keLanA thaMbha uparathI eka paDa kADhe te aMdarathI kamaLa paDa nIkaLe che tema parisaMvAdamAM aMdarathI sUma uttara maLe che. mAnavI pitAnA svarUpane vicAra kare te ja ene jJAna ane bhAna thAya, jene jJAna ane bhAna nathI te sAmAnya jIvana jIve che, je jIvana vinAnuM jIvana che. vakatRtvakalAnA varga AgaLa eka prasiddha vakatAe asarakAraka vakatRtva kema karavuM tenA niyame samajAvatAM kahyuM: tame je viSaya para pravacana karatA ho tene anurUpa abhinaya ane bhAva e bahu mahatvanI vastu che. dAkhalA tarIke tame svargane sukhanuM varNana karatAM ho tyAre tamAre cahere dedipyamAna hevo joIe ane te svargIya sukhanI surakhIthI camaka joIe, tamArA nayanamAM prasannatAnI jyota hevI joIe, paNa tamAre jyAre narakanuM varNana karavAne samaya Ave tyAre te rejanA A cAlu caherAthI ya kAma cAlI zakaze !" A vAkya sAmAnya che paNa emAM ke kaTAkSa che. leke evuM jIvana jIvI rahyA che ke e lekene narakanuM varNana karavA no bhAva lAvavAnI jarUra nathI. mANasanA jIvanane vartamAnakALa nirAzAmaya che. saMpattivALo paNa AnaMdanI surakhI laIne nathI AvatA. mANasa vAta karate heya ke vAcana karate hoya paNa aMdarathI je sahaja AnaMdanI surakhI, je sahaja prasannatA AvavI joIe te kema nathI AvatI? zuM sAdhanane abhAve che? sAdhanovALA paNa cittanI sahaja avasthAne anubhava nathI karI zakatA, kAraNa ke mANasanA jIvanamAM AtmajJAnane abhAva che, ane tethI jANe e mRta jIvana jIve che, jIvanamAM ja mRtyuno anubhava - 5

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[62] pUrNa nA pagathAre thai rahyo che. jIvanamAM amRtanA anubhava kyAre karI zakAya? parisa vAda pragaTe tyAre ! mahemAnanI jema paisA Ave te kahe ke satkAra karIzu ane jAya tA kahe| ke Avo! Ave te sadupayoga ane jAya teA samatA ! Ama jIvana samajavAnI kaLA AtmAne jANyA vinA prApta thatI nathI. mANasa badhI rIte taiyAra thAya che paNa Atma rUpI mIThAzano anubhava nathI eTale enuM jIvanarUpI bheAjana kika banI jAya che. jIvanane mIThu banAvavAnI kaLA AvaDe pachI abhAvamAM pazu khAnada meLavI zakAya. aMdaranu mazIna ja khagaDeluM. hAya tyAM dial (DAyala) game teTaluM suMdara dekhAtu hAya to ya zuM kAmanu ? zarIra e tA DAyala che, kharu aMdaranuM yatra teA caitanya che. jiMdagI pUrI thAya che vAda ane saMvAdamAM ! paNa jayAre parisaMvAda thAya che tyAre jiMdagI pUrI nathI thatI paNa pUrNatA prApta kare che. Aje hajAramAMthI 999 mANasA jiMdagI pUrI kare che ane e pUrI na kare teA emanA kALa emane pUrAM kare che. savAranA UThe tyAre ci'tAnA mugaTa paherIne nIkaLe, vALamAM goThavIne nIkaLe. rAtanA sUe tyAre vALa vikharAya paNa ciMtA na vikharAya. mAthAmAM ALelI ciMtA rAtanA UMghamAM Ave, svapnAmAM Ave. becenI UbhI kare, ciMtAbharyA divasa ane rAta mANasanI jiMdagI pUrI kare che. ene te khyAle ya nathI ke enI jiMdagI pUrI thAya che. pUrI thatI jiM dagImAM paNa keTalAka tA mAne che ke jiMdagI saphaLa karIe choe!

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parisaMvAda [63] paisA kamAyA, kArakhAnAM UbhAM karyA, chApAMmAM nAma camakyAMA emane AnaMda ! jeTalI bahAranI vastu vadhAre eTaluM ja emAM mana kAya che, pachI prabhumAM e ochuM ja rahe ne! A badhI vastuo prabhudhI mANasane chUTe pADe che. bhagavAna pAse beThAM he tyAre zuM zuM yAda Ave che? zarIra bhagavAna pAse che ane mana upaDI kyAMya jAya che. kAraNake duniyAnI vastuo eTalI badhI vadhArI che ane e vastuoe mANasanA mana upara eTale badhe kabajo meLavyuM che ke e bhagavAna pAse javA ja na de! jJAnI kahe che ke vastuthI tame tamane sukhI mAne che paNa A vastuo evI caDhI beDI che ke mana hAthamAM nathI. zarIra pravRtti kare che paNa mana vastumAM rokAyeluM che. mananA be kaTakA na thAya, mana je bhautika vastumAM rokAyeluM hoya te paramAtmatatvamAM lAge nahi. eTale ja jJAnIo kahe che ke kriyA karavI sahelI che paNa aMdara javuM muzkela che. ane aMdara javA mATe ekalA paDavAnI jarUra che. paNa e ekale ja paDatuM nathI. DIvAra gharamAM e beThele hoya ane thAya ke bahAra jaI AvuM, ekale paDyo chuM te gamatuM nathI, becenI thAya ke ekale paDI gayo ! have zuM karuM? lAva kaIka saMbaMdhIne tyAM jaI AvuM! ' kharI vAta e che ke ekalA paDe te ja cintana mATe samaya maLe, ane samaya maLe te ja UMDANamAM avelekana thAya. sAmAyika, dhyAna, svAdhyAya ekalA paDavA mATe che. 48 miniTanuM sAmAyika laIe eTale badhAthI judA paDIe.

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pUrNanA pagathAre sAmAyika eTale samatAmAM AvavuM, zAMtimAM sthira thavuM. zAMtino anubhava thAya pachI majhA keI aura Ave. paNa ene anubhava thavo joIe. - ghaNA kALathI bela bela karavAnI ane lekene maLavAnI jIvane Teva paDI gaI che. eka philesaphare jiMdagInI vyAkha ApI, "Save the words"--zabda bacAve. ochA zabda belIe te ochA phasAIe. jiMdagIne belI belIne vadhAre gUMcavaNamAM nAMkhIe chIe. janme tyAre ekale hatA, te baMdhAye kema? belI bolIne ja ne ? emAMthI pAchA kema vaLavuM ! te mATe te mauna che. A divasa na thAya te paNa theDI te Teva pADavI. emAMthI zodha karavAne, satyane khALavAne suavasara prApta thAya che. | parisaMvAda zuM che? saMsAranI badhI vastuone taTastha tAthI jevI ane ekalatAmAM anaMtatA anubhavavI. "Peace is ever beautiful" zAMti sarvadA suMdara ane sukhakara che. paNa te mATe Teva pADavI paDe. A anubhava karavA reja ekAda sAmAyika kare. dhIme dhIme svabhAva paDI jAya te sAmAyika sukhada banI jAya. jIvanamAM kaI vastu kaThaNa lAge te tenA upara satata prayatna karyA kare. ekAMtamAM besaze te gamaze nahi paNa Teva pADavAnI jarUra che. kharAba Teva sAme sArI Teva mUkavAnI che. jema pANu paMpathI upara caDhe tema sAdhananA zramathI jIvana unnata bane che. leke ema mAnIne beThA che

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parisa vAda [65] ke amAre je karavAnu che te bhagavAna karaze, mahArAja karaze avatArI puruSa karaze. kahe che ke tukArAmane levA svargAmAMthI vimAna AvyuM hatuM. e Symbolic idea (rUpaka) che. zreSTha jIvananuM varNana karavAnI A eka paurANika rIta che. mANasanuM jIvana eTalu sarasa bane ke ene satkAravA mATe pRthvInA ratha nahi paNa devalAkanAM vimAna Ave ! eTalI ucca karaNI karA ke svargane sparze . enA atha e nathI ke prayatna na kareA chatAM ya tame tarI jAe ! mahenata teA karavI ja paDe. sAcAne madada maLe che, khATAne nahi. hRdayathI sAcA manavAnuM che. bahArathI kharAba dekhAe ene vAMdhA nathI paNa sukhanA saundaryAMnI anubhUti karavA aMdarathI paNa sArA thavAnu che. bhagavAne kahyuM ke upavAsa karavA sahelA che paNa dhyAna dharavuM kaThaNa che. zarIrane taklIpha ApavI sahelI che paNa manane kendrita karavu kaparuM che. svAdhyAya, ciMtana, dhyAna zenAthI thAya? mana palAMThI vALIne bese tyAre, thAya. kAie kahyuM ke jaina dharmAM mAtra tapa upara bhAra Ape che paNa e ardhasatya che. kharuM' tapa to dhyAnathI zarU thAya che. tapanA keTalA prakAra che ? svAdhyAya . ane dhyAna e tapa che. A tapanI parAkASTA e che ke emAM zarIra paNa bhulAI jAya, ekAgratA saheja khanI jAya ! bhagavAna mahAvIranI sAdhanAmAM bAhya tapa e teA svAdhyAya ane dhyAnarUpI abhyaMtara tapanuM pagathiyuM che. svAdhyAya ane dhyAna mATe ja teA sAmAyika che. sAmAyikamAM bese eTale mana jarA zAMta thAya.

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pUNanA pagathAre vastune taraMgae chupAvI che e nistaraMga avasthAmAM dekhAya.. sAmAyikamAM beso che tyAre thAya ke A sAmAyika keNa kare che? zarIra beTheluM che paNa mana te kayAMya bhame che ! eka bhAIe prazna karyo ke sAmAyika karavAthI, mALA pheravavAthI zuM phAyade? kAraNake citta te bhamyA ja kare che. meM kahyuM ke Aja sudhI citta bhame che ene khyAla nahote. have sAmAyika karavA beThA eTale khabara paDI ke citta bhame che. - atyAra sudhI rega hate e khabara nahotI. have khabara paDI ke rega che. reganI jANa thaI e moTAmAM mATe phAyade che. je leke mALA gaNatA nathI, dhyAna dharatA nathI, emane mATe "mAruM mana bhame che, e vicAra karavAne avakAza paNa kyAM che? paNa je kare che tene have khabara paDI ke mana bhame che. Something is wrong-kAMIka khoTuM che; kAMIka mAMdagI che. mananI A mAMdagInuM jJAna thayuM eja sAmAyikanuM phaLa che. jeTalA dhaMdhA vadhAre eTalI ja cintA vadhAre. jeTalA magajanAM khAnAM eTalI taraMganI cAvIo. cAvIo bahu te mUMjhavaNa bahu. e mUMjhavaNa ochI karavA khAnAM ochA karavAnAM che. mana kyAM deDe che ? khAnA hoya tyAM deDe, vastu vinA vicAra na Ave. tamane e vicAra kadI Ave ke sasalAnAM ziMgaDAM kevAM che! nahi ja Ave, kAraNake je duniyA upara astitva dharAve che ane jenI sAthe mana joDAyeluM che e ja dhyAna avasthAmAM paNa AvyA karatuM hoya che. aMdaranA paramatattvane hAMkanAra A taraMgo che ane ughADanAra nistara'ga avasthA che. dhyAnathI e jovAnuM ke

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parisaMvAda [67] aMdara taraMga kema UbhA thayA? e taraMga ApaNA mULa svarUpane kema AvRta kare che ? dharmakiyA karatI vakhate nakAme vicAra Ave te dharmakiyA na cheDe paNa je kAraNathI e vicAra AvyuM te kAraNane dUra kare. . jaDanuM AvaraNa ghaNuM ja sthaLa che. e AtmAnI sUkSma samajane AvarI le che. sArAmAM sArA dharmAcAryo paNa huM keNa te bhUlI gayA che. huM keNa? A nAma daIne bolAve che te? tame raho che e makAnanA mAlika te? DigrIothI oLakhAve che te? e te badhe bhAra che, upAdhi che. je Dohyo che te AtmA upara A badho bhAra nahi vadhAre. nAmane ochuM karavAnuM che. - Aje badhA nAma vadhAravA beThA che. eka bhAIne nAma daIne na belA te ene ochuM lAgyuM. te pachI DigrI, ilkAba ane padavI joIe. ApaNI badhI ramaNatA dehapradhAna che, bhautika che. bhautikatA te anaMtakALathI che paNa ethI AtmAne ze uddhAra thaye? AdhyAtmikatA pragaTe te ja udaya thAya. * - prabhunuM zaraNuM laIne kahe ke dareka jIva kamane lIdhe sArI sAthe joDAyela che, karma laIne Ave che. emanuM sAruM thAya ke kharAba thAya emAM huM te mAtra nimitta ja chuM. takadIra nahi hoya te ApeluM cAlyuM jAya ane takadIra heya te na ApyuM hoya chatAM maLI jAya. nimitta mAtra rahe, upAdhione bhAra na le. gADAmAM beThele pioTaluM mAthe mUke ane mAne ke meM baLadane bhAra ocho karyo che ! A ja rIte gAmane AdhAra

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[68] pUNenA pagathAre banIne keI kahe ke tAre uddhAra huM karIza. eka bAju kahe ke huM azaraNa chuM ane bIjI bAju lekene AdhAra banavA mAge che. tane tAro ja AdhAra nathI te bIjAne AdhAra kema banIza? lAkaDuM pite saDI gayuM hoya te bIjAne Teke kema banI zake ? gADAmAM besIne bhAra nIce mUkavAne badale mAthA upara mUke te tuM haLa thavAne badale bhAre thaIza. leke ahamUne bhAra laIne beThA che. je ghaDIe A bhAra pheMkI de te ja kSaNe nizcita. koI tamane kahe ke tame mArA AdhAra che te kaho ke sahana AdhAra bhagavAna che, huM te phakata nimitta chuM. tArI tarasa pANIthI chIpavAnI che. huM te mAtra khyAla dharIza. tarasa khyAla nathI chipAvate, tarasa te pANIthI chipAvAya che. tame sarasa nimitta banI zake. pachI mAthA upara kaI be nahi. A rIte ahamanA bhArathI haLavA thAo. tame tamArI jAtane pUche ke mane jAne keTalA varSa thayAM ? meM zuM karyuM ? duniyAmAM prema ane maitrInI havA keTalI phelAvI? bhalAInAM kAma keTalA karyA? mAruM jIvana graMthi vagaranuM che kharuM ? manamAM gAMTha haze te nahi cAle. gAMThavALA derAnI gAMTha bhale dUrathI na dekhAya paNa mRtyarUpI seyamAM derAne pasAra thatI vakhate gAMThe haze te aTakavuM paDaze. vera ane bUrAI kadAca jagatamAM camaktAM paNa dekhAya paNa muktirUpI senA dvAre te ene aTakavuM ja paDaze. huM AtmA chuM ene anubhava thavo joIe. kAcamAM zarIra dekhAya che paNa tenI pAchaLa AtmA dekhAya te samajavuM ke paheluM pagathiyuM caDyA.

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parisaMvAda [19] A kAcamAM AMkha, nAka, kAna vagere dekhAya, kALe che ke dhULe che e badhuM dekhAya paNa bIjuM kaMI dekhAya che? kahe ke, gamAra ! A te tAre raMga che. tuM ke che e kahene? tuM te raMga vagarane che. - AtmA niraMjana che, raMga rahita che, kALo, dhULe, paLe e badhA raMga dehanA che. e raMganI pAchaLa niraMjana beThele che. raMganI mahattA niraMjanane lIdhe che. e niraMjana nIkaLI gayA pachI game tevI sauMdaryavatI AkRti hoya paNa tenI kazI kiMmata nathI. raMga vagaranAne A raMga che! je leke A zarIrane salAma bharatA hoya, A zarIrane sUvA mATenI pathArInI paNa kALajI karatA hoya e ja svajane A niraMjana nIkaLI jatAM A zarIrane lAkaDAmAM mUkatAM vAra nahi lagADe. A vAta kAcamAM meTuM jemAM vicArI zake te dharmanuM paheluM pagathiyuM caDyA che ema samajaje. dharma zuM che? maMdira gayA, sAmAyika karyuM e ja zuM dharma che? e badhuM che, paNa tene mATe che? mULa vararAjA keruM? leke jAnane jamADatA nathI paNa jAnanI vacce besanArA vararAjAnA sagapaNe jAnaiyAonuM sagapaNa UbhuM thayuM che. . ApaNI badhI pravRttio, saMbaMdha, nAma, sthAna kene lIdhe che? ApaNane dekhAya che te dekhAya che paNa dekhAvuM joIe te nathI dekhAtuM. zarIra dekhAya che paNa arUpI AmA dekhAtuM nathI. je dekhAtuM nathI te jyAre dekhAya tenuM nAma samyakatva. je dekhAtuM nathI tenA upara A badhuM dekhAtuM UbhuM che.

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[70] pUrNanA pagathAre makAnane pAye dekhAya nahi paNa A makAna pAyA upara UbhuM che. saMsAramAM pAye keNa che? AtmA che. ApaNane AtmAne vicAra nathI AvatuM. covIse kalAka je dekhAya che tenA vicAra Ave che paNa je nathI dekhAtuM tene vicAra kalAka mATe paNa nathI AvatuM. - svAdhyAya eTale zuM ? svane abhyAsa kare te. A vicAra nahi karyo hoya te A badhA vicAra dhULa barAbara che. ahIM sahu bhale vAhavAha kare paNa AtmA mATe the paNa nahi karyuM hoya te ahIMthI game eTale pattAMne mahela besI jaze. vaibhava, saMpatti e badhuM pitAnA puLamAMthI UbhI karelI bAjI che. nIcenuM pAnuM khasI gayuM, AtmA eTale Akhe mahela nIce AvavAne. eTale ja ciMtake kahe che ke tuM theDIkavAra besIne tAre vicAra kara. te je mahela UbhuM karyuM emAM tArI avasthA zI che? A jAgRti bharata cakravatIne AvI. snAna karIne mahelanA darpaNakhaMDamAM AvyA. AdarzanI sAme UbhA UbhA vicAre che. emane thayuM ke huM keNa chuM? A badhuM kene mATe? huM kyAM chuM? vicAra karatAM karatAM potAnAmAM DUbakI mArI te niraMjana avasthAmAM AvyA. parisaMvAdamAM A vicAraNA utpanna thAya che. jyAre vicAraNA utpanna thAya tyAre ja raste jaDe. jyAM sudhI valeNuM thAya nahi tyAM sudhI mAkhaNa maLe nahi. valeNAmAM

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parisa'vAda [1] valAvAvuM paDe, hAtha cIkaNA paNa thAya to mAkhaNa maLe. jema jema vicAra karatA jAo, jema jema maMthana karatA jAe, tema tema tamArA svarUpanuM tamane dazana thaze. zAstra kahe che ke tuM Anamaya che. paNa mANasane lAge che ke huM Aje du:khamaya chuM. A vidhanuM mULa zodheA, kAraNa ke AtmAne jaDanI sAthe bhAgIdArI thai che ane bhAgIdAranuM du:kha enu du:kha thaI gayu che. bhAgIdAranuM devuM sukhIne devuM paDe che, tema AtmAne jaDanA kAraNe, jaDanI bhAgIdArIne kAraNe peAtAnA AnaMdane vecI kADhavA paDe che. mare che keNu ? zarIra mare che, AtmA nathI maratA. jIva maratA nathI paNa nabaLA bhAgIdAra mare teA sabaLA upara asara thAya. AtmAe dehanA, karmAMnA samAgama karyAM. A karmAMnA samAgamanA kAraNe A jIva ghaDIe ghaDIe duHkhI thAya che, saMsAramAM paribhramaNa kare che. A bhAgIdArI karavAthI AtmA mukata hAvA chatAM mare che, zAka kare che. e paribhramaNa maTADavuM hoya tA e bhAgIdArI dhIme dhIme ochI karavI joI e. e kema thAya? e tA ja thAya jo tame cAritryanA mA, tapanAM mArga svIkAre. A badhA mArga phrenI bhAgIdArI ochI karavA mATe che. dehanA kAraNe jIva nIce UtarI jAya che. mAgalAnA chellAmAM chellA khAdazAha ahamadazAhanI paDatI thai. paudgalika jAheAjalAlI ekasarakhI rahetI nathI. jJAnIoe kahyuM ke ema na mAnIza ke tane rAkhatAM AvaDe che eTale rahyuM che ane rahevAnuM. puNya paravArI jaze tA

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[2] pUrNanA pagathAre paisA paga karaze ane pachI tene kaI rokI nahi zake. buddhizALI mANase sAta peDhI sudhI cAle eTale saMgraha ane - enI vyavasthA karI jAya chatAM paNa bIjI peDhI sudhI paNa na pahoMce. ahamadazAhanI evI ja avasthA thaI sainikonuM, karenuM devuM vadhI gayuM. cUkavI na zakyo ane adharAte jema cAra bhAge tema dilhI choDIne e bhAge. paNa enA . sainike ene cheDe ema nahatA. ahamadazAhane pakaDyo ane piMjarAmAM pUryo. jelamAM pheMkAI gaye, khUba herAna thaye. ' puddagaLa zuM herAna kare che ! pUruM khAvAnuM ke pIvAnuM maLe nahi. unALAne divasa che, jelamAM beThe che, khUba tarasa lAgI che, pANI pANI kare che. eka sainika pAse pANI mAgyuM, kahyuM ke allAhanI khAtara pANI Apa. je bhIe bhIkha mAgate A avAja sAMbhaLyA haze tene paNa AMsu kema nahi AvyAM hoya? hIrA-pannA paheranAre pANI vagara taraphaDe ! sainikane dayA AvI. ThIkarAmAM pANI ApyuM. kahe ke vAsaNamAM keNa Ape ! tuM musalamAna che. dilahIne bAdazAha pANI pIe che. pharIthI nahi maLe ema mAnIne pharI pharIne pIe che. mANasa keTale badhe nIce pheMkAI jAya che! tyAre te pelA kehinUrane paNa thayuM haze ke pAcho kolase thaI jAuM ? mugaTa paheranAre ThIkarAmAM pANI pIe! mANasanI, samrATanI AvI adhama avahelanA ! samRddhine paDachAyo mANasane ja badalI nAkhe. pudagaLanI A avasthA batAvI ciMtakee kahyuM ke AtmA pudagaLanA saMge ke IvAra dhanavAna bane, keIvAra nidhana bane, keIvAra sukhI bane, keIvAra duHkhI bane. vicArakane thAya ke A pugaLa mane game tyAre ane game

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parisaMvAda [73] tema nacAve che te tenAthI have nathI nAcavuM. je varatu mane nacAve tene huM nacAvuM. AtmAne maravAnuM nathI, janma-maraNa nathI, duHkha nathI paNa pudagaLanI bhAgIdArIne lIdhe AtmA hIna ane dIna banI jAya che. badhA AtmA sarakhA hovA chatAM eka meTe ane bIje nAne ema bheda paDe che te zAne lIdhe? pudagaLane lIdheja ne! keIkanI pAsethI meLavavAnuM che, jarUriyAta che, eTalA mATe ApaNe mana e maTe che. - mAnA eka vacane zAlibhadrane jagADyo. rAjA zreNika maLavA gayA tyAre gebhadramAtAe upara jaI zAlibhadrane kahyuM, "ApaNe dhaNuM AvyuM che. zAlibhadre pUchayuM: dhaNuM keNa?" te mAe kahyuM ke "Nika gAmadhaNI che. dhAre te ApaNane nyAla kare ane dhAre te ApaNane lUMTI le." zAlibhadrane thayuM ke A deDa che te dhaNI che. mATe A deha ja na joIe. mAre dAsa nathI banavuM, mane dhaNIpaNuM nahi joIe. mAne eNe pUchayuM : "mA, jema e ApaNe dhaNI che tema bhagavAna mahAvIrane dhaNI khare?" mAe kahyuM bhagavAnane dhaNuM ke ! " zAlibhadrane thayuM ke bhagavAna manuSya ane ApaNe ya manuSya. bhagavAnanI pAse koI ja nahi ane mArI pAse ATaluM badhuM, saMpattinuM sukha hovA chatAM mAre mAthe dhaNI ! je bhagavAnanA mArge jAya tene keI dhaNuM nahi, te haMya te mArge zAne na jAuM? vaibhava cheDI e dIkSA levA nIkaLyA! je lekae AvuM khamIra batAvI tyAga karyo e

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[4] pUrNane pagathAre amIra banI gayA. kapaDAMthI karele tyAga laba nathI cAlate. cha mahine raMga UtarI jAya che. tyAgane raMga kyAre Take? aMdarathI Ave tyAre. haLadaramAM raMgelAM pILAM kapaDAM na bhIMja ane taDake na phare tyAM sudhI raMga rahe paNa jevA taDake phare ke raMga UtarI jAya. ghare kajiyA thAya, anukULatA na hoya ane pratikULatAne lIdhe dIkSA laI nIkaLI paDe e haLadariye raMga kahevAya. manamAM vairAgya nathI AvyuM, jIvanamAM muzIbata AvI che. ' tyAga vairAgyathI Ave che. vairAgya kayAre Ave? jJAnathI. pugaLanI asAratA samajAya, pugaLane lIdhe mAre bhaTakavuM paDe che. te e have ochuM kema thAya e vicAraNA jAge tyAre vairAgya Ave. pudagaLanA saMganA pariNAme badhI avadazAo UbhI thAya che, aMdaranuM svAmItva dabAI jAya che ane dAsapaNuM upara Ave che. karmabaMdhana vastumAM nathI paNa AsaktimAM che. varSonI sAdhanA pachI, varSonA cAritrya pachI, varSonA abhyAsa pachI e taTasthatA Ave che. anukUla che ke pratikUla he paNa dareka prasaMge cittamAM samatA rAkhavI e kaMI bhASaNathI ke vAtethI na thAya. zaThanA pratye zaThatA karavI e saMsAranuM kAma che, zaThanA pratye paNa saujanya dAkhavavuM e sAdhutAnuM kAma che. A samatA eTale sAdhutA. | AtmA amara hovA chatAM vAraMvAra matanA vicAra Ave che. mANasane thAya che ke aNadhAryuM mata AvI jAya te zuM thAya ? ciMtA thAya che ne? je vastu banavAnI che ene bhrame evI banAvI che ke jANe banavAnI nathI. AnuM

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parisa vAda [5] nAma mAyA. mRtyu e deha mATe eka hakIkata che. deha maravAnA che, huM maravAnA nathI. hu N teA kayAMka jaI ne rahevAnA chuM. ApaNA svAdhyAyamAM AvatA eka bhAie hamaNAM pitAnuM chatra gumAvyuM. e bhAi mane maLavA AvyA tyAre emaNe eka prazna karyAM, "mane samajAtuM nathI ke mANasa maravAnA che ema jANavA chatAM huM maravAnA ja nathI ema samajIne cAvIse kalAka pravRtti zA mATe kare che? me pitAne gumAvyA, thADA vakhata pahelAM mAne gumAvyAM. tema chatAM paNa A zokanA AMcakA mAtra ghaDIbhara lAgI gayA. jema gheADA caNA khAte hAya ane vacamAM kAMkaro Ave te khAtAM khAtAM ekadama mAtuM UMcuM kare, jarA ghaDIbhara aTakI jAya, paNa pAcho e kAMkareA peTamAM UtarI jAya eTale e caNAne tabiyatathI cAvatA ja heAya che. evI A saMsArIenI avasthA che. jyAre kAika banAva bane, kAikanuM mRtyu Ave tyAre ghaDIbhara vairAgyano raMga lAgI jAya che, jema caNAmAM pelA kAMkarA Ave tema, paNa pAThe e kAMkarA AgaLa dhakelAI jatAM mANasa hatA tevA ne tevA kema thai jAya che?tA AvuM kema bane che? pitA gayA che eTale mRtyunA vicAra Ave che paNa paMdara divasa vItI gayA tA dhIme dhIme e mRtyunA zAka AchA thatA gayA. je dahADe pitAjI marI gayA tyAre ema thai gayuM ke amAre paNa javAnu che; tA A badhuM zA mATe ? e divase eTale vairAgya Avye paNa 5dara divasamAM e vairAgya eche kema thai gayA? ane mane lAge che ke becAra mahinAmAM te mRtyune vicAra paNa bhulAI jaze. te! mAre jANavuM che ke mANasa mare che, maratAMne jue che, marelAne vaLAve che, khALe che, dATe che, daphanAve che ane enu zrAddha paNa kare che ane tema chatAM paNa pote ema kema nathI

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[6] pUNenA pagathAre mAnate ke huM maravAne chuM ane maravAne chuM ema je mAnate hoya te enuM jIvana keTaluM sAruM banI jAya." meM A bhAIne kahyuM ke bhAi ! A AtmAne maravAne vicAra AvavAne ja nathI. A vicAra nathI Avate emAM eka parama satya raheluM che. enuM kAraNa e che ke je mAre che ane je nathI marate evA be jaNa A zarIramAM bhegA thayA che. mare che evuM eka che ane nathI marate e bIje che. ane e bannenI partnership bhAgIdArI cAlI rahI che. maranAre keNa? A deha. ane na maranAre koNa? A AtmA. eTale AtmA AchuM AchuM paNa, apratyakSa rIte paNa, e pote jANe che ke huM maravAne nathI. je mare che e keNa mare che? A deha mare che. ane A dehanA mRtyunI sAthe AtmAnuM amaratvapaNuM te raheluM che, paNa enuM spaSTa jJAna karmane lIdhe, vAsanAone lIdhe, vRttione lIdhe ApaNane nathI thatuM. eTale ghaDIbhara mATe ApaNe phaphaDI jaIe chIe, ane mRtyune bhaya lAgI jAya che. paNa jo kharekharuM jJAna thaI jAya, je sAcesAce anubhava thaI jAya te kaI mANasa marI jAya, jude thAya te vakhate paNa tamane emaja thAya ke maranAra mare che, nathI maranAra nathI marate. maranAra A deha che, AtmA maratuM nathI. eTale tamane je mRtyune vicAra AvyuM e mRtyune vicAra AtmA mATe na Ave, joIe. je mane vicAra Ave che e dehane mATe Ave che. A anubhava AnaMdaghanajIne thaye ane emaNe gAyuM "deha vinAzI, hama avinAzI, apanI gati pakaDege." jyAre amArI partnership-bhAgIdArI judI thaze tyAre ame bane judA paDI javAnA. "deha vinAzI" A zarIra ahIM

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parisaMvAda [7] rahevAnuM. sagAMvahAlAM laI javAnAM, gaThavavAnAM, bALavAnAM. hama avinAzI" huM maravAne nathI. A je AtmAnuM avinAzIpaNuM che enuM je bhAna thAya, enuM je jJAna thAya te covIse kalAka A jIva zarIranI mamatAmAM, dhananI ciMtAmAM, pratiSThAnA mehamAM ane mArApaNAnA ajJAnamAM mUMjhAIne je sahana karI rahyo che e sahana karavAmAMthI mukta thaI jAya che. dakSiNa amerikAmAM cIlI nAmane pradeza che. emAM ghaNIvAra dharatIkaMpa thAya che. AthI tyAMne leke e nakkI karyuM ke ApaNe UMcAM makAne bAMdhavAM nahi. je makAne meTAM bAMdhIzuM te e ja ApaNuM mRtyunuM kAraNa banavAnAM. eTale cIlI pradezanA mANaso pAyA UMDA ochA nAkhe ane makAna ochAM UcAM bAMdhe ke enA bhArathI mANase dabAIne marI na jAya. e jANe che ke game te ghaDIe dharatIkaMpa thAya, game te ghaDIe AMcake Ave ane ApaNane bahAra nIkaLavuM paDe. ' AtmAnA amaratvane apakSa anubhava jene thAya che te saMsAramAM rAgadveSanA UMDA pAyA na nAkhe. e te cIlI pradezamAM vasatA mANasonI jema A dehamAM apramattapaNe vase. " tame juo cho ne A badhuM keTaluM caMcaLa che! cIlImAM te amuka samaye dharatIkaMpa thAya paNa A mAnava jIvanamAM te kaI ghaDIe kaMpa thavAne che enI pitAne khabara nathI. sAMje sUtele mANasa savAre Uo ja nahi evuM ApaNe chApAmAM kyAM nathI vAMcatA? amuka ThekANe gayelA mANasa pAchA AvyA ja nahi evuM paNa ApaNe sAMbhaLIe chIe.

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[8] pUrNa nA pagathAre eTale A sasAra cIlI pradeza jevA che. kaI ghaDIe * kA banAva banI jAya enI khabara nathI. tA A AtmArUpI rahevAsIe zuM karavuM? cIlInA mANasA e kAma kare cheH pAyA UMDA nahi ane dIvAla totiMga nahi, ema A saMsAramAM ApaNe paNa rAgadveSanA pAyA UMDA nahi nAkhavA ane mehanI dIvAleA UMcI nahi caNavI. A be vastu bahu sAvadhAnIthI karavAnI che. lokoe pAyA bahu UMDA nAkhyA che. mArA-tArAnA jhaghaDA UbhA karyAM. pahelAM tA jhaghaDA jara, jamIna ane joru mATe karA. have tA bhASAne mATe, pathane mATe, sapradAyane mATe, ema jyAM jovA jAo tyAM jhaghaDA thavA lAgyA che. je taravAnuM sAdhana che, jenAmAMthI kalyANa thavAnu che, je karavAthI ApaNA AtmAnA rAgadveSa ochA thavAnA che enA nAme ja jhaghaDA ! amRtane ja jhera banAvavu' che! A jANI mAnavIe eTaluM to sAvadhAna rahevu ja joie ke mArA pAyA UMDA na nakhAya keAInI sAthe tIvra manadu:kha na thAya. ghaDIbhara kadI manaduHkha thaIgayuM. teA sAMja thAya te pahelAM tA enA cApaDA cAkhkhA. zI khabara AvatI kAlanu prabhAta jovAnA vAro Avazeke nahi Ave ? kadAca tamane jovAnA vAro Ave ane mane jovAnA vArA na Ave ApaNA emAMthI eka jo duniyAmAMthI cAlyA jAya ane ApaNe cApaDa cAkhkhA karyA vinA ema ne ema cAlyA jaIe teA khIjA janmamAM ApaNe devu' devA javuM paDe. A jJAnadazA Ave, A aparIkSAnubhava thAya to A kAyA, A zarIra, A dhana, je bIjAne mATe jagatamAM.

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* parisa'vAda [79] UMDA pAyA nAkhavAnuM kAraNa bane che e uDDayananuM kAraNa anI jAya che. A jagatamAM jeTalA divase rahevu', jeTalA mahinAe rahevuM, jeTalA varSAM rahevuM emAM ApaNA pAye ajANatAM paNa UMDA na nakhAI jAya te mATe jAgrata rahevuM. bhUlathI paNa pAyA jo UMDo nakhAi gayA te samajI lejo ke tamAre ja sahana karavAnuM che. teAtiMga dIvAlanuM nukasAna bIjA kAine thavAnu nathI, tamane ja thaze. dharatIkaMpa thAya che tyAre tAtiMga dIvAlA mAMdhanAranI chAtI upara ja e dhasI paDe che. mANasa khUba lAbha kare, khUba ahaMkAra kare, khUba A duniyAnI upAdhie UbhI kare teA jIva e ja upAdhi nIce pAte ja dakhAi jAya che. jene AtmAnA amRtattvanA anubhava nathI thaye te maruM maru'nA ja vicAra kare che, anubhava thayA pachI thAya ke mare che kANuM ? jenA svabhAva maravAnA che e mare che. maravAnA svabhAva zarIranA che tA bhale e mare. huM kema maruM ? jayAM sudhI kama che tyAM sudhI A maraNa cAlyA karavAnAM. karmInI AsakitathI bhava cAlu rahe che. evA kAI ja AnaMda ke. tahevAranA divasa nathI ke smazAnamAM kAine agnidAha devAtA na hAya. badhAne rajA hAya paNa smazAna tA cAlu ja hAya che. e batAvI Ape che ke dehane mATe mRtyu anivAya che. AtmA mATe te A maraNu e mAtra dehanA palaTA che, pachI gabharAmaNa zI? aphsosa ze ? dArI saLagavA mAMDe tyAre dArInA khIjo cheDo paNa saLagavAno ja, kAraNa ke e paNa derInA eka bhAga ja che. Aga khIje cheDe AvavAnI ja che. je divase janmyA te divase maraNa lAgu

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[<0] pUrNa nA pagathAre paDyuM ja che. maraNa janmathI juduM nathI. A samajaNa jAge pachI game te ghaDIe matyu Ave; vAMdhA nathI. kAraNa ke sleTa ceAkhI che. parisa'vAdathI evI A asIma zraddhA utpanna thAya ke huM AtmA chuM ane AtmA vAsanAthI gherAyelA che. eTale saMsAramAM sukha ane duHkha che. jo AtmA vAsanAthI gherAyelA na hAya tA duHkha che ja nahi. bIjo du:kha daI zake che kAraNa ke ApaNI vAsanAe ApaNane nabaLA banAvyA che eTale enA e lAbha le che. zarIramAM prANapASaka tatvA ochAM thAya tyAreja rAganI asara thAya. paNu cells sakhaLa hAya tA cepa na lAge. TI. mI.nI hAspiTalamAM bALakane nathI lai javAtAM kAraNake TI. khI nA jaM tuonA sAmanA karavA emanAM zarIra taiyAra nathI. tevI ja rIte gharaDAMone rAganA jhapATA jaladI lAge kAraNa ke temanAM zarIra namaLA thayAM hAya che, bIjA tane duHkha devAmAM nimitta bane che kAraNake tAruM puNya ochu che. puNyanA cells baLavAna haiAya teA enI zu tAkAta che ke tane te kAMi karI zake ! ApaNuM puNya paravAyu... hAya tyAre te eka sAmAnya mANasa paNa ApaNane herAna karI zake che. mANasa zuM, Dheku paNa nimitta bane. Dheku vAge, lAhI vahe ane mANasa marI jAya. A eka nimitta che. paNa mULa teA jIvavAnu puNya pUruM thayuM, AyuSya samApta thayuM. gharamAM dIvA baLatA hoya, tela khUTayuM heAya tyAM khAraNuM khUle, havA Ave ane dIvA olavAI jAya. kAI kaheH khAraNu' khAlyuM eTale elavAye; ema nathI. dIvela khUTayuM

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parisaMvAda | [1] hatuM eTale e te baLIbaLIne paNa khalAsa thaI ja javAne hate. ApaNe aMdarathI sabaLa banavAnuM che. aMdarathI sabaLa kema banavuM ? jJAna ane cAritrya e aMdaranI tAkAta che. karma khape che jJAnanI ArAdhanAthI ane zuddha cAritryathI. * nabaLAM banelA tane sabaLAM karavA mATe pAsaporTa - letA pahelAM ijekazana Ape che jethI rega Ave tyAre somane karI zake. duHkha Ave te pahelAM duHkhane jANa le. pachI duHkha Ave te ajANyuM nahi lAge. duHkha te beThuM ja che. jyAM ghara che tyAM duHkha che medAnamAM duHkha nathI. mATe ja bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM che ke mahela nathI joIta, medAnamAM javuM che. jela mahelamAM che, mastI medAnamAM che. sarasamAM sarasa mahela heya paNa tene khUNe te haze ja. jyAM khUNe hoya tyAM duHkha jarUra hoya. medAnamAM khUNe nathI te duHkha paNa nathI. * zAMti, samatA ane jJAnadazAthI vicAra karIe tyAre thAya che ke je leke. sarva mamatAne tyAga karI jaMgalamAM beThA e jeTalA sukhI hatA enA kareDamA aMze paNa ahIMne kaDapati sukhI nathI. je badhuM choDI karIne beThA ene ciMtA nathI. ke duHkha kyAM che? duHkha mamatAmAM che. mamatA nathI tyAM dukha paNa nathI. samatAmAM sukha ane mamatAmAM duHkha. je vyakti pratye mamatA thaI tyAM duHkha UbhuM thayuM. enI vicAraNA thAya enAmAM mana ramyA kare, pachI AdhyAtmika pragati kayAMthI thAya?

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[2] pUrNa nA pagathAre jema pataMga dorAthI badhAyelA che. ema A. jIva mamatAthI baMdhAyelA che. game tyAM jAya paNa mamatAnA dvArA ene pAche nIce lai Ave. duHkha mamatAnA khUNAmAM che, cakravatIoe jyAre rAjya DI cAritrya lIdhu haze . tyAre cAritryamAM emane kevI mIThAza dekhANI haze ? choDavAmAM mardAnagI che. bhegu karavAnuM kAma tA bhikhArIe paNa kare che. peAtAnA zramathI meLavelu cheADavAmAM cakravatInuM dila joIe. je cheDI zake che enI mahattA moTI che. cakravartIne lAgyuM ke du:kha mamatAmAM che. jeTalI mamatA eTalAM duHkha. kAi du:khI hoya ke sukhI tenA pratye ane eTalI zubha bhAvanA rAkhavI, mamatA nahi. zubha bhAvanAmAM sarva nu bharyuM thAe evI bhAvanA hAya. mamatAmAM ciMtA UbhI thAya che, du:kha khIjAtu ane upAdhi tamArI. upAdhi kema AvI? mamatva paDeluM che eTale. cakravartI choDe tyAre bhAgAne taNakhalu jANI cheDe, je duHkha Ape, magajamAM upAdhi UbhI kare e nakAmuM che ema jANI cheADI de che. je vastu cheDavA beThA tenI kiMmata magajamAM hAya tA na choDAya. je cheDe tenI kiMmata ochI lAge ane jene mATe cheDA tenI kiMmata vadhAre lAge teA cheDI zakeA; nahitara jIva chUTe nahi, chUTI jAya to pAchaLathI baLatarA thAya. cha khaMDanuM rAjya taNakhalA jevuM gaNI cheDayuM ane samatAnu

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parisaMvAda [28] siMhAsana meLavyuM. cAritryanI majA e che ke tamArAmAM aMdarathI khumArI Ave, mastI AvI jAya, tyAga sahaja lAge. pachI vastu sAme Ave paNa mUccha na jAge. nispRhInAM jeTalAM kAma thAya eTalAM pRhAvALAnAM na. thAya. cheDe tyAre kahe ke tucchane choDayuM ane paramane meLavyuM. akSayasukhanuM kAraNa, paramasukhanuM kAraNa tyAgadharma che, cAritryadharma che. cAritrya ane jJAnathI AtmAmAM evI zakita utpanna thAya ke pApa ene aDI paNa na zake. vizvanI kaI tAkAta enAthI baLavAna nathI ! huM AtmA chuM. huM jemAM vasuM chuM e dehane duHkha Ave che temAM kAraNa duHkha ApanArAM nathI, paNa karma che. A kamane khalAsa karavAM che. jema kAMTe vAge te na nIkaLe tyAM sudhI vedanA thAya tema kama lAgyAM heya tyAM sudhI eka athavA bIjI rIte duHkha AvyA kare che. huM AtmA chuM evI pratIti thayA pachI pUrNatA mATe badhI ja kriyAo karatAM AnaMda thAya che. . eka bAI boDiMganA doDhase chokarAo mATe rasoI banAve ane ghera jaIne pitAnA dIkarA mATe banAve. pelA beDiMganA chokarA sArA che, dekhAvaDA che, bhaNelA che paNa emAM mArApaNAnI ruci nathI. eTale emane jamADatAM manamAM prIti nahi jAge ane game tema karIne kAma pUruM karaze. paNa pitAne putra sAva sAmAnya hoya te paNa tene joIne tene prIti thAya che, ullAsa jAge che kAraNake e

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[4] pUNa nA pagathAre mArA putra che e jAtanI enI samajaNa che. tyAM dekhAva ke bhaNatara nahi, paNa saMbaMdhane sthAna che. e zramita hAya tA paNa dIkarA mATe kAma karatAM tene thAka nahi lAge. AtmA samajAya. pachI dharmakriyA karavAmAM je ruci jAge te samyag dananuM pariNAma che. samyag dRSTi AtmA kriyA nizcaya ane vyavahAranI samanvayAtmaka dRSTithI eTale ke samyag DhaSTithI kare. badhI kriyA kare paNa dhAvamAtAnI jema kare. dehane navaDAve, khavaDAve tyAre kahyuM: ' AtmA tuM A dehamAM che eTale Ane navaDAvavA paDe che, khavaDAvavA paDe che. tu na heAya teA ene khALavA ja rahe.' ajJAnIne dehane mATe mamatA che. mamatA tyAM bhaya. bhaya asaMbhavita vastune saMbhavita banAve che. AtmabhAva ane dehabhAvamAM zA pharaka che? dehabhAvamAM aMdarathI bIkaNapaNuM pragaTe che. huM marI jaiza, mAruM lUTAi jaze, mAruM zuM thaze? Ama e kalpanAthI asa`bhavitane saMbhavita karI de che. je kAle banavAnuM nathI te banavAnuM che ema mAnI Aje ja upAdhi UbhI kare. je vastu nathI tene bhayathI khelAvI le che. je mANasa bIkaNa hAya, aMdhArAthI khItA hoya te aMdhArAmAM beTho hAya te vicAra kare ke aMdara koI che teA nahi ne ! aMdara kaMI nathI paNa 'kadAca hAya' evA vicAra karI tene saMbhivata banAve che. jarAka pataru hAle ke lAkaDI para prakAza paDe eTale ene e kaMika' samajI bhayabhIta bane che, moTAbhAganA loko dehabhAvane lIdhe bhayanA vicAra dvArA asa`bhavitane sabhavita kare che.

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parisaMvAda [85] . AtmadazA AvI pachI kaI jAtane bhaya nahi. saMbhavitane e asaMbhavita kare. kahe ke mArA AtmAne zuM nukasAna thavAnuM che? thAya te dehane thavAnuM che. pachI e keIthI na Dare. AtmAnI zakti abhaya che. bhaya hoya te smazAnamAM dhyAna lagAvI kema bese? bhaya hoya tene te rAte gharamAM jatAM paNa bIka lAge. dehabhAva bIkaNa che. eka rAjAe ekavAra saMnyAsI banavAnuM jAhera karyuM. e gurunI zodhamAM paDyA. ghaNuM ya saMnyAsIoe vicAra karyo ke ApaNe enA guru banIe. A AzAmAM ghaNA saMnyAsIo AvyA ane kahevA lAgyA : "ame moTA AzramavALA chIe. tamane badhI jAtanI sagavaDa ame ApI zakIzuM." rAjAne hasavuM AvyuM. eNe kahyuM: "huM ene guru banAvuM jenA AzramanuM AMgaNuM lAMbAmAM lAMbu heya." pachI rAjA jevA nIkaLe. darekanuM AMgaNuM pahelAnA saMnyAsInA AMgaNAM karatAM moTuM hatuM. eka saMnyAsI je cUpa hatA enI pAse gayA te tyAM AMgaNuM ja nahi. pUchayuM te kaheH "jetA nathI ! A kSitija e ja te mArA AzramanuM AMgaNuM che. dharatI ke cheDe AbhakI pichoDI. Abhane oDhuM chuM ane dharatIne bichAvuM chuM. kSitija prati jyAM sudhI jaI zakAya e badhuM AzramanuM AMgaNuM ja gaNuM chuM." kaI paNa vastune maryAdita karIe eTale emAM purAI - jaIe chIe. muktine anubhava anaMtamAM ja thAya. mANasa vicAra karate thAya ke A dekhAya che enI pAchaLa

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[6] pUnA pagathAre je nathI dekhAtuM e mahatvanu che. adekhatAne dekhatA thavA mATe divya a Mjana joie, dvivya dRSTi joIe. dekhatAne sahe dekhe paNa na dekhatAne dekhe enuM nAma samyag dRSTi. badhuM kare paNa AtmAne bhUle nahi. have bIjo vicAra. parisa`vAdanuM bIju seApAna: jo huM amara rahevAnA chuM, maratA nathI te ahIMthI kayAM javAnA ? ane jyAM jaIza tyAM sAthe zuM AvavAnuM? ahIM je huM karaNI karavAnA te sAthe AvavAnI. ahIM badhuM goThavAyeluM che, kAMI karavuM paDatuM nathI jyAM A jIva janme che tyAM badhAM sagAM thaine Ave che. jIva Ave che tyAre ekalA Ave che. koikane mAru kuTuMba hoya che, kAikane kAi ja nahi. tA A ekapaNuM ane A anekapaNu e kAnI goThavaNI ? pUrvajanmamAM je puNya ane pApa kayu te pramANe A janmamAM gAThavaNI thAya che. A evI sUkSma gUMthaNI che ke emAM buddhi paNa kAma nathI karatI. AtmA eka bhavathI bIjA bhavamAM jAya che tyAre jatI vakhate sAthe kANa Ave che ? AtmA sAthe karma nAmanI sattA Ave che. ka` eka che paNa karmothI e vastu ane che : puNya ane pApa. jIva eka gatimAMthI nIkaLI bIjI gatimAM jAya che tyAre puNya ane pApa enA paralokanAM bhomiyA ane che, sAthI ane che.

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parisaMvAda [8] mitra paNa sAthe nathI AvavAnA ane duzmana paNa sAthe nathI AvavAnA. banne ahIM rahI javAnA che. paNa e nimitte karelAM puNya-pApa sAthe haze. saMsAranI A haLavI bAju tA jue. je Apa mahenata karI, paisA bhegA karI dIkarA mATe mUkIne jAya e dIkarAnI Apane prema karavAnI rIta kevI ? bApane agnisaMskAra dIkarA ja kare. bApane maLavAnA huka dIkarAne hakathI maLe ! saMsAranA prema Aga lagADavAnA ja ne! jeTalAM sagAM Aga lagADe eTalAM dUranAM nathI lagADatAM. zAka ane saMtApa najIkanAthI UbhA thAya che. lAkA jene sneha kahe che emAMthI ja A badhAM duHkhAnA dAvAnaLa UbhA thayA che. A jagatamAM je kAMi ane che te puNya ane pApanA kAraNe ane che, tene lIdhe sukha ane duHkhanA coga thAya che, kampyu paNa na heAya tenI prApti thAya che ane prApta thayeluM hAya tenA viyAga thAya che. = puNyane lIdhe anukULa maLe tyAre namra bane. ane pApane lIdhe pratikULa `maLe tyAre samabhAva rAkho. pratikULa Ave tyAre anukULa banI jAe. pratikULane anukULa thA anyA vinA cAlyA ja javu' paDe. tA pratikULane pratikULa leAkeAne sukha bhogavavuM game che paNa du:kha bhagavavu nathI gamatuM. sukha ane duHkha e e potAnI karaNIthI ja prApta thAya che, banne bhogavI laie te ja mukita thAya. ja kavivara lakhe che: pagamAM DhorInI gUMca paDI hoya tyAre

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[22] pUrNanA pagathAre kudAkuda karavAthI te vadhAre gUMca paDe. e vakhate te besIne zAMtithI gUMca khelavAthI ja e Ukale. ' ema ApaNA karmanA lIdhe guMca paDI jAya te vakhate zAMti ane samAdhAna rAkhavAne badale, dhyAna, mauna ane svAdhyAya karavAne badale dhAMdhala-dhamAla karIe te ene ukela kema thAya? bhale badhuM ya pratikULa thAya paNa tuM anukULa banI zake te badhuM ja saraLa banI jAya. eka RSinI cAmaDI utAravA jallAda AvyA te RSi kahe ke, tuM kahe tema huM Ubhe rahuM jethI cAmaDI utAratAM tane kyAMya vAgI jAya nahi. AnuM nAma ja pratikULane anukULa. pratikULatA vakhate duHkhamAM duHkha vaDe vadhAre kare, ArtadhyAnamAM divasa pUre kare enA karatAM kahe ke A divasa paNa pUre thaI jaze. vAdaLa khasatAM prakAza pAcho AvavAne ja che. A vicAra kone Ave? je parisaMvAda kare che tene Ave. e pitAne ja pUche ke zuM A nimittAmAM eTalI tAkAta che ke tane du:kha ApI zake? duHkha tene keNa de che? nimitte nahi, tArA pUrvajanmanuM devuM duHkha de che. sAdhune saha vaMdana kare paNa rastAmAM gADe maLe te gALa de. tyAre sAdhu zuM vicAra kare? eNe gALa kema dIdhI, tuMkAre kema dIdho? ema nahi vicAre paNa vicAraze ke gAMDe che, ene karmane udaya che. mAre enA nimitte AvuM sAMbhaLavAne udaya che. te jIva tuM sAMbhaLI le. eka karma bAMdhe che, bIje samatA rAkhe che.

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parisaMvAda [8] - bhagavAna pArzvanAthane dharaNendra pUje che ane sAmAnya kamaTha herAna kare che. A eka upAsanA kare che, bIje upahAsa kare che. e benI vacce samatA rAkhavI, tulya manovRtti rAkhavI e ja te vicAraNAnI majhA che. - A samajaNa jeTalI jeTalI jIvanamAM AvatI jAya, teTalA teTalA janma sudharatA jAya. devuM pUruM thaI jatAM leNiyAta nahi Ave. - jIve besIne zAMtithI vicAra karavAne che ke karmo bAMdhyA che enuM pariNAma puNya ane pApa che. emAM samatulA rAkhavA mATe sadA jAgrata rahevuM joIe. vItarAga pAse cakavatIne na hoya evI riddhisiddhi hoya che ane enI pAse na hoya evI tyAgavRtti che. A benuM saMmizraNa vItarAgamAM jovA maLe che. te - Aje tamArI zrImaMtAI tamane deva, guru ane dharmanI najIka lAvavAne badale AghA te laI nathI jatIne? kharI zrImaMtAI kaI? jema jema dhana Ave, jema jema sagavaDatA maLe tema tema deva, guru ane dharmanI najIka laI jAya te ja sAcI zrImaMtAI. e vaibhava zuM kAmane ke je vaibhava ApaNane AtmAthI dUra laI jAya ? puNya ane pApane udaya e pUrvajanmamAM ke A janmamAM karelAM zubha ke azubha kRtyenAM pariNAme maLe che.

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[9] pUrNanA pagathAre paNa bhagavaTA vakhate aMdaranI svasthatA kema rAkhavI, vicAre kevA udAtta rAkhavA e viziSTa jIvananI viziSTatA che. ghaNIvAra puNyane lIdhe thAkI jAo eTaluM sukha maLe ane pApane lIdhe trAsI jAo eTaluM duHkha maLe. banne karma sattAnAM pariName che. puNya ane pApanA udayamAM svastha rahIe te nirjarA thAya. ApaNane sukha ane duHkha keI nathI ApatuM. nahitara karma sattAne kaI mAnatuM na hota. duHkhamAM hasavuM e tattvajJAnanuM kAma che. je avasthAmAM karma baMdhAya emAM ja jJAnadazAthI karma cheDI zakAya. e mATe ja tattvajJAna che. - tatvajJAna zuM kare che? jagatanAM je padArtho ajJAnIne raDAve te jJAnIne hasAve che. AtmAne tyAM puNya ane pApa nAmanA padArtho AvyA che. ene lIdhe ke ivAra anukULa maLe, keIvAra pratikULa maLe; sukha maLe, duHkha maLe paNa e badhAyamAM cittanI svasthatA rAkhavI. A badhAya e hataRtunAM phaLa che. SeasonnAM Fruits che. ziyALAmAM ThaMDI paDe, unALAmAM garamI paDe ane varSa RtumAM varasAda varase paNa te badhAmAM kALa eka ja che, tema puNya ane pApanI RtuomAM AvatA sukha-duHkhanA palaTAemAM AtmA eka che. bhinna havAmAna UbhuM thAya te vakhate mananI zAMti jALavI zake te ghaNuM ghaNuM meLavI zake. che jemAM jIva bALe temAM karma baMdhAya. mATe jIva bALa nahi. zeka, saMtApa, ciMtA, udvega UbhAM thAya te

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parisa'vAda [1] UbhA thaI jAo, AMTo mArI Ave, svAdhyAyamAM snAna karI AveA. sa'sAra kAryAMthI nathI vadhatA, paNa zAkathI vadhe che. jIva zAkamAM DUbI jAya te vakhate abhyAsa, svAdhyAya, ciMtanavaDe jIvane addhara rAkhA. je jIva addhara rahI zake te jIvananI badhI RtuemAM svastha rahI zake che. AtmAne saMsAramAM bAMdhanAra zAka ane Asakita che. ApaNA dharmo e nathI ke kabaramAM gayA eTale pUru thayuM. ApaNA dharma e che ke ahIM kareluM kAma je haju adhUruM hAya te AvatI kAle karavAnuM che ane ahIM rAkhelu devu' AvatI kAle devAnu che. ahIM vAveluM dAna tyAM jaIne laNavAnu che. huM tame kadI vicAra karyAM ke mane ATalI badhI sagavaDa kema ? mane kema ATalAM badhAM sAdhanA maLyAM ? jyAM hAtha nAkhu chu tyAM joIe eTalI vastuo meLavI zaku chuM ane bIjA loko TaLavaLe che, karagare che, vinave che chatAM anna ane vastra jevI prAthamika vastuo paNa pUratI meLavI zakatA nathI. bihAramAM chekarAe gharamAM jAya eTale emanI mAe cUMTalA bhare, khacakAM bhare ke tame gharamAM Avaze nahiM. khAvAnuM ja nathI tyAM rAtAM kakaLatAM evAM tamane ApIe zuM? jAo, jyAM javuM hAya tyAM jAo, khAvA maLe tyAM jaine khAo. eTale karAMe ATha ATha divasa sudhI gharamAM Ave nahi. kacAMka jhADanI nIce paDyAM rahe, kayAMka mahuDA khAya, kacAMka ApaNA taraphathI cAlatAM annakSetra para jaI

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[2] pUrNanA pagathAre peTane khADe bhare. mA jevI mA je premanI mUti kahevAya e bALaka gharamAM Ave tyAre cUMTalA bharIne kADhI mUke AvuM kyAre bane? e jANe ke e darda have enAthI joI zakAya ema nathI, enAM karatAM e duHkhiyAM chekarA dUra cAlI jAya te sAruM. - tyAre bIjI bAju sAhebI eTalI badhI hoya che ke dIkare kahe ke pappA ! mAre world tour upara javuM che. te kaheH "jaI Ava, beTA." "pAMtrIsa hajArane kharce thaze." te kahe: "kAMI vAMdho nathI." e world tour upara jaI Ave ane pacAsa hajAra kharacI Ave ! e vicAra kare. tyAM tame kAMI karI zakatA nathI. keTalI mANasanI nirAdhAratA che ! A chokarAM tamArAM paNa che, chokarAM enAM paNa che. eka chokarAne khavaDAvI zakavA samartha nathI eTale cUMTalA bharIne dUra kADhe che. bIjAne cheka gharamAM khAI khAIne thAkI gaye che eTale have bahAra jaIne game eTalA hoTelanA kharacA karIne Ave te ya hasIne vadhAve! A badhI vastuonI pAchaLa keNa kAma karI rahyuM che? ene je tame vicAra nahi kare, e vAtane gaMbhIratAthI nahi juo te nukasAna jagatane nahi, tamane che. nukasAna jaDane nahi, jIvane thAya che. kAraNake pote je karaNI karIne A e ahIM ja pUrI karI nAkhe te AgaLa zuM? - parisaMvAda kare te ja vicAra Ave ke meM evI keIka puNyanI karaNI karI che ke jethI Aja mArI

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parisaMvAda [2] AsapAsa huM IcchA karuM chuM ane vastu hAjara thAya che. te have AvatA bhavamAM AgaLa vadhI zakAya e mATe huM zubha karaNIne, suMdara karaNIne pravAha cAlu rAkhuM. - tamArA gharanI ta tamAre je baLatI rAkhavI hoya, tophAnanI aMdhArI rAtamAM bhayathI bacavuM hoya te eTaluM te dhyAna rAkhavuM ja ke uMghI javA karatAM tamArA dIvAmAM thoDuM thoDuM tela bharatA rahe. trIjuM pagathiyuM ? A AtmA kenAthI baMdhAya che?' AsaMvathI. - jyAM sudhI jIvanarUpI sarevaramAM Asavane pravAha cAlu che tyAM sudhI eka prakAranuM duHkha baMdha thaze te bIjA prakAranuM duHkha AvavAnuM. duHkhanuM kAraNa Asava che, pApa che. mithyAtva, avirati, kaSAya, ega ane pramAda jyAM sudhI che tyAM sudhI Asava baMdha kema thAya? A pAMce AsavanAM mukhya kAraNa che. A pApathI, AsavathI mukta thavA mATe saMvara che. saMvara eTale sArI rIte baMdha karavuM. je jIva saMvara karIne, upara jaNAvelAM pApanAM dvAra baMdha karIne jIvana jIve che e AtmAmAM pAparUpI cera ghUsI ja kema zake? * saMvara mATe samyakatva, saMyama, dezavirati, sarvavirati, vrata vagere che. A vrata kare che te koIne mATe nahi paNa pitAnA AtmAne pApamAMthI bacAvavA mATe. saMvara karavAthI nakAmAM pApa baMdhAtAM nathI. A eka bhAI kahe ke je vastu ame nathI vAparatA e vastunuM pApa amane kevI rIte lAge? meM kahyuM ke tame

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[4]. pUNenA pagathAre tyAga nathI karyo e ja pApanuM kAraNa che. tame vAparatA nathI paNa vAparavA mATe pApanAM bAraNuM khullAM che. niyama kare tyAre ja ene saMbaMdha tUTe che. pratijJA lIdhI hoya te jAgRti rahe che. paNa pratijJA na lIdhI hoya te bAra mahinA na khAdhuM paNa ekavAra khavAI jAya te tamane kaMI aphasosa na thAya. vrata kevAM che? dhAre ke keinA zarIramAM eka ThekANe raLI hoya. bhejana karatAM Icche ke sAruM khAuM te zarIra sAruM rahe. e ema IcchatuM nathI ke huM jADa thAuM enI joDe mArI raLI paNa maTI thAya! paNa zarIra vadhavAnuM tenI sAthe rasoLI paNa vadhavAnI. rasoLI vadhatI aTakAvavA operation karavuM paDe che. nahitara zarIra vadhatAMnI sAthe khorAkane amuka bhAga rasoLInI vRddhimAM vaparAvAne. tame IcchayuM na hoya paNa banyA vagara rahe nahi. tema A vizvarUpa dehamAM beThelA jIve vratarUpI opera. tion na karyuM hoya te AsavamAM vadhAro kare ja che. mATe ja vrata anivArya che. Vaccination kema AvyAM ? je leke bahAranuM khAya, Cleanliness (svacchatA) na jaLavAya, game te khAya enAM 215172Hi Germs o1424a Hiton all ta. Vaccinationell te bahArathI AvelA jaMtuo sAthe laDhI zake. paNa je taMdurasta, svastha jIvana jIve tene VaccinationnI jarUra nathI. A vizvamAM mahApuruSoe je niyama karyA temAM saMvarane mArga batAvyuM. gImAM Germsne praveza jaladI thatuM nathI,

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parisa'vAda [5] paNa bhAgImAM GermsnA praveza jaladI thAya ! saMyamI pAse savaranI zakti che. sakrama AtmAne teA ujajavaLa kare paNa tana ane manane paNa taMdurasta rAkhe. samaya sAmAyikamAM vIte ane samaya sAmAyika jevA vIte emAM pharaka che. eka bhAi savAranA maLyA. kahe ke kAi marI gayu che eTale gayA vinA chUTakA nathI. paNa sAmAyikamAM jIvana jIve tene Ama khabhe khesa nAkhIne savAramAM ja javAnA vArA nahi Ave. 48 miniTa mATe sAmAyikanu vrata lIdhuM eTale anivArya saMjogAmAM paNa bahAra na jai zake. tyAgI vananI ghaNI mahattA che. sa'sAranA vyApAranA icchAe anicchAe tyAga thai jAya. saMyamI jIvanamAM icchA sUkAM pAMdaDAMnI jema kharI jAya che. je leAkAne puNya ane pApanI sAMkaLamAMthI chUTavuM hAya teNe A bhUmikAe pahAMcavu rahyu ane tene mATe prAraMbhamAM teA nAnA niyame paNa sahAyaka bane che. * savara vinA nirAnA mA sahelA thatA nathI. puNya ane pApa saMsAranA jIvAne lAgelAM che. emAMthI mukata thavA mAMgIe chIe paNa te mATenI bhUmikA kayAM che? samyagdarzana pahelAM virati kare e mAtra ajJAna kaSTa che. ethI devalAkanAM sukha maLe. samyagdarzana pachInI sAdhanA bhautika sukha mATe nahi paNa Atmika prakAzanI prApti mATe hAya che.

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pUrNanA pagathAre AtmA mATe zraddhA thavI e samyagadarzana che, AtmAne jANa e jJAna ane AtmAne karmathI ja pADe enuM nAma cAritrya. | mArA AtmAne lapeTIne bAMdheluM tattva karma che. e karmanI nirjarA e ja AtmAnI nirmaLatA. A ja anubhava apUrva che. kapaDuM gaMdu hoya ane ene IstrI kare te sAruM na lAge, paNa mela kADhI, svaracha karI istrI kare te kevo raMga Ave? tema nirjarA pachI thatI nirmaLatA paNa eka saudarya banI jAya che. kaNAda nAmanA eka sAdhu hatA. pitAnA dehane nabhAvavA kaNakaNane e vINI khAtA eTale emane leke kaNAda kahetA. e sadA potAnA svAdhyAya ane sAdhanAmAM magna ane masta rahetA. leke vAta karatA ke emanI pAse suvarNa siddhi che. A vAta UDatI UDatI rAjAnA kAna sudhI pahoMcI. rAjAne thayuM A siddhino lAbha uThAvuM. e phaLaphUla, uttama bhejana laI tyAM pahoMcyA ane emanA caraNe dharyA. paNa kaNada pitAnA kAryamAM evA magna hatA ke e vastuonI sAme paNa emaNe na joyuM. eTale rAjA ciDAI gayA. jatAM jatAM manamAM kahe : "che te bhikhArI paNa magarUbI keTalI che !" maMtrIe sAcI salAha ApI. "rAjana ! magarUbI kema na hoya? e siddhinA svAmI che! emanI upekSA karavA karatAM emane bhakitathI prasanna kare ane bhakita dhanathI nahi tanathI thAya; paisAthI nahi, premathI thAya. e prasanna thAya ane haiyAnI dAbaDI khole te tamAruM kAma thaI jAya."

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parisaMvAda [7] '' rAtrInA zAMta samayamAM rAjA bhistInA veze tyAM jAya che. unALAnA divasa hAvAthI enA jhUMpaDA AgaLa pANI chAMTe che. pachI kaNAdanA e paga dAkhe che. lAkaDA jevA paga dANI rahyA che. aDadhA kalAka pachI rAjAe paga dAkhatAM dAkhatAM pUchyuM "prabhu ! Apane duHkha te nathI thatuM ne?" tyAre sAdhue smita karI kahyuM : "bhAI, A lAkaDAne zuM thavAnu hatuM! enA upara tA 2'dAe pharyAM ja kare che, paNa rAjAnA A kAmaLa pAMkhaDI jevA hAthane du:kha nathI thatuM ne ? " rAjAne thayuM ke A jANI gayA. rAjAe Azcarya pUrvaka pUchyuM: "Apa jANI gayA ? " te sAdhu kaheH "emAM jANavA jevuM zuM che? paNa huM tamane eka vAta pUchuM ? huM akiMcana hovA chatAM tamAre tyAM divase paNa nathI Avye ane tame rAjA heAvA chatAM mahela mUkIne A jhupaDImAM rAtre kema AvyA?" ,, rAjAe kahyuM: "meM jANyuM che ke Apa khaMDamAMthI senu' banAvA che. Apa ja kahe| zuM A sAcuM che? " sAdhue mAthuM dhuNAvyuM "hA, huM jANuM chuM. huM lekha'DamAMthI sAnuM anAvuM chu. game tyAre ane game teTalu sAnu` banAvI zakuM ane e sAnu evu` ke anyA pachI mUkIne na javuM paDe evuM seAnuM banAvuM chuM. " rAjAe kahyuM: "evu ? mane matAveA. '" 22 66 kaNAde kahyuM: "tamane eka prazna pUchu ? phUla thAya che e zenAmAMthI thAya che? teA kaheH " mATImAM rahelA bIjamAMthI thAya che. anAja thAya che e zenAmAMthI thAya che?" teA kahe: "khAtaramAM bhaLelA bIjamAMthI thAya che. " khAtarane koi bhANAmAM Ape ane khAvAnuM kahe tA nahi khavAya, UlaTI thAya. paNa e ja khAtaramAMthI anAja

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[98] pUrNanA pagathAre pedA thAya che jene mANasa AnaMdapUrvaka khAya che. ane mATI bhejanamAM ApI hoya te kaI paNa khAya? nahi khAya. paNa e ja mATImAMthI bIlelAM surabhivALAM phUle thAya che jene loke pitAnA gharanA mukhya khaMDamAM zabhA mATe phUladAnImAM goThave che. jema mATImAMthI phUla thAya ane khAtaramAMthI anAja thAya che tevI ja rIte A dehamAM rahelA AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA thAya. tene upayoga karatAM AvaDe joIe. emanuM ema khAtara mUkI de te kAMI paNa na thAya; emanI ema mATI mUkI de te paNa kAMI na thAya; ene taiyAra karIne enAmAM bIja vAvavAmAM Ave te emAMthI phUla paNa thAya, anAja paNa thAya. ema, he rAjana! mANasanA vikAre, mANasanI vRttio, mANasanA avaze e khAtara jevA che. enuM UrdhvIkaraNa thAya te e vikAsamAM pariNamI jAya, enAthI paramAtmAsvarUpanI prApti thAya." ane e vAta te mAnavI ja paDe che ke tamArAmAM rahelA vikAre, tamArAmAM rahelI vRttio, tamArAmAM rahelA Aveze UrdhvIkaraNa mAge che ema bane te e ja tamArI sAdhanAnuM sAdhana banI jAya che. je tamane sAmAnya bhUmikAmAM rAkhe che ane pazunI sAmAnyatAmAM mUkI de che enuM ja tame Sublimation kare. nirmAlya mANase kaI ThekANe koI ja karI zakatA nathI. tAkAta te joIe ja, paNa eTale phera ke je tAkAta ane Avega duniyAnI vAtamAM kAma lAgavAnAM hatAM ene tame have adhyAtmamAM pheravI nAMkhe che. je vRttienuM khAtara kehavAIne gaMdha mAravAnuM hatuM e ja khAtaramAMthI suMdara sugaMdhI phUle pedA kare che ane dhULamAMthI phUla ane pAka utAre che.

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[9] parisaMvAda eTale bhAI, lekhaMDanuM senuM banAvavuM eTale zuM ? A zarIra sAdhanA mATe vAparavuM ane AtmAne paramAtmA banAvI de." - e kenAthI bane? jema pelA pArasamaNinA saMparkathI lekhaMDa senuM bane ema parisaMvAdanA saMparkathI A AtmA paramAtmA bane. je leke lekhaMDamAMthI senuM banAvatA hatA e vidyA eTale zuM ? A dehane paramArtha mATe vApare ane AtmAne paramAtmasvarUpa banAvI de enuM nAma ja e lekhaMDamAMthI senuM banAvavuM, e A vidyAnuM rahasya che. A vastu je tamane samajAya te parisaMvAda dvArA tame upara ane upara jaI zake. A maMthanamAM tame tamArI sAthe vAta karatA thAo. A svAdhyAyathI mANasa dhIre dhIre karmathI, maLathI ane vRttiothI mukta thatuM jAya che ane mukta thayela AtmA paramAtmasvarUpa bane che. jevI rIte UMce javuM hoya te koI nisaraNI joIe ema paramAtmatatve pahoMcavuM hoya te A parisaMvAda eka nisaraNa che. te e parisaMvAdamAM zuM Ave che? '. AtmAne mukta kara e ja A manuSya jIvanane eka hetu che. ane A hetu parisaMvAdathI ja siddha thAya che. te jevI rIte mATImAM rahelA bIjamAMthI phUla bane, khAtaramAM bhaLelA biyAmaNamAMthI suMdaramAM suMdara anAja bane evI ja rIte A karmamAM bhaLelA AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA bane. - A parisaMvAda dvArA e paramAtmatatvanA prakAzane pAmI pUrNanI pUrNatAmAM pUrNa banI javIe.

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jIvanane pUrNa kema banAvavuM? OM pUrNamadaH pUrNamidaM pUrNAt pUrNam udacyate / pUrNasya pUrNamAdAya pUrNamevAvaziSyate // gAdhIjInI prArthanAmAM A subhASitane samAveza thayela che. A subhASita pratyeka prabhAtanI prArthanAnA vAtAvaraNane arpaNanA maMgaLamaya bhAvathI bharI de che. emAM samarpaNanI ullAsamaya abhilASA che. pravRttinuM kendra nivRtti che. paNa nivRtti meLavavA pravRtti Avazyaka che. manuSyajIvana e eka prayANa che, yAtrA che, kyAMka javAnuM che, AgaLa dizA che, paNa dhyeya nizcita ane acala che. ApaNe pUrNatAe pahoMcavAnuM che. pahecanAra pUrNa che paNa kAmalebhanI apUrNatAmAM e pUrNane bhUlI gayA che. pUrNane lakSyamAM rAkhI prayANa kare te ja pUrNamAM maLI pUrNa bane manuSya pUrNa pyAsI che. tame joze ke saMsAramAM badhA prANIonI garadana ane daSTa nIce che jyAre manuSyanI draSTi AkAza prati che. enuM mastaka unnata che. AthI manuSyane [100]

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jIvanane pUrNa kema banAvavuM ? [11] kahevuM paDe che ke nIce joIne cAla. kAraNake e uMce joIne cAle che. ene upara javuM che. prANIomAM zreSThatA manuSyanI che kAraNake manuSyanI daSTi pUrNa pratye che. je manuSya pAse pUrNanI daSTi nathI, pUrNatAnI abhIpsA nathI e manuSya pazu samAna che. eka kavie kahyuM che ke AhAra, nidrA, bhaya ane maithuna manuSyamAM ane pazumAM sarakhAM che. paNa manuSya mATe gauravaprada ane zreSTha vAta te enA dilamAM jalate dharmane dIpaka che, je gADha aMdhakAramAM prakAza Ape che. - keTalAka kahe che ke amAre dharma sAre che. huM kahuM chuM, "dhama e dIpaka che. ane je dIpaka prakAza pAthare che ane pathadarzaka bane che te sAre che. e amAro ke tamAre nathI, Acare tene che. dIpaka prakAza mATe che, jhaghaDavA mATe nahi. ghaNa te dIpakanA prakAzane upayoga karavAne badale mArAtArAnA jhaghaDAmAM ja ene pUro karI nAkhe che." - manuSya pAse A dIpaka che. A dIpaka manuSyane khoTA raste jatAM reke che. mAnava jyAre sArA rastA upara jAya che tyAre e dIpaka enA mukha upara prasannatAne prakAza camakAve che, hadayamAM AnaMda ane abhayanI ujjavaLatA pAthare ' che ane pravRttimAM AhalAda ANe che. paNa je manuSya kharAba rastA upara caDhe ke tarata hRdayamAM bhaya UbhuM kare che, mukha upara ciMtAnuM AvaraNa lAve che ane AnaMdane uDADI de che. pachI e manuSya mukta hAsya paNa karI zakatA nathI. ApaNe svArthanuM ja kAma karyuM jaIe te thAka lAge paNa sevAnuM kAma karIe te AnaMda ane prasannatA prApta

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[12]. pUrNa nA pagathAre thAya. tamAre pitAne anubhava tamane nathI kahete ke ghaNavAra svArthanuM kAma karatAM karatAM mANasa jIvanathI paNa kaMTALI jAya che. jyAre paramArthanuM kAma mANasane eka prakArane saMtoSabharyo AnaMda Ape che. dhanapatio thAkI jAya che. emanI pAse senuM, cAMdI, hIrA khUba hoya chatAM paNa thAkI jAya che kAraNake emanI pravRttinA mULamAM mAtra svArtha ja che. AnaMda te paramArthathI ja maLe. paramArthamAM eka prakArane ArAma-recreation che. prArthanA e paramArtha che. e karIe chIe tyAre dehabhAva bhUlIne divyatA prati prayANa karIe chIe. pUrNatA prApta karavI e ja jIvananuM parama dhyeya che. eka nAnA-zA bIjamAM kevuM bheTa vRkSa saMtAyeluM che ! kerI khAtAM khAtAM A vicAra karyo che kadI ? A kerInI geTalInA hRdayamAM paheluM vRkSa hajAre kerIo ApI zake ema che e vicAryuM che kadI ? ' e rIte A dehamAM vasatA AtmAmAM asaMkhya zakitaothI paripUrNa paramAtmA che. ApaNe svArtha, ApaNA kaSAya, ApaNu vikAre A divyatAne AvRta kare che. prArthanA A divyatAne pragaTa kare che. prArthanAnI pAchaLa A ja bhAvanA che. gItAmAM kahyuM che. paraMtu sAmanAmAnA ' AtmAe ja pitAne uddhAra karavAne che. tuM tAro nAza na kara. tuM ja tAre mitra che ane tuM ja tAre zatru che.

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jIvanane pUchyuM kema banAvavuM ? [103] mitra ! tArA uddhAra karavA bhagavAna nahi Ave. leAkA pratIkSA karatA beThA che e bhrama che. bhagavAna AvavAnA heAta tA sekaDA varSa pahelAM AvyA hAta ! He is not a Creator but Indicator. bhagavAna banAvavA nahi paNa khatalAvavA AvyA che: zu` bhagavAna ahIM AvI zakatA haiAta te! A badhAM yuddhA karavA deta kharA ? kUtarAnI jema satata laDatA mANasAne e aTakAvata nahi ? zuM ApaNAM duHkhAne dUra beThA beThA joyA kare evA e niSThura che ? paramAtmAne ApaNe samajI zakatA nathI. ApaNe ApaNI kalpanA pramANe ja temane AkAra ApIe chIe. bhUle ApaNe karIe ane enA deSa bhagavAna upara nAkhIe ! AjathI ATha varSa pahelAM sAbaramatI jelamAM kedIo AgaLa pravacana karavAnA mAre prasa`ga AbyA hatA. meM kahyuM hatuM ke tamane jelamAM nAkhanAra polIsa suparinTenDanTa ke sarakAra nathI. tamane jelamAM lAvanAra tamArA vicAra ane, tamArA durAcAra che. 66 A tame rastAmAM jatA heA ane eka sarasa vastu jue; manamAM pralAlana thAya. thAya ke A vastu laI lauM ? paNa jo ApaNA AtmA ApaNA mitra hAya teA kahezeH eka pralAbhana che, A mAru' nathI, te mArAthI na levAya. ' Ama vivekava ta AtmA pote ja potAne kAbUmAM rAkhe. paNa vivekavAna na heAya ane praleAlanathI prerAi jAya to peAlIsa dvArA pakaDAya. emAM peAlIsa gunegAra nathI, tame ja tamArA zatru banI tamArI jAtane peAlIsanA hAthamAM soMpI dIdhI che. 3

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[104] pUrNa nA pagathAre tame tamane na pakaDI zake te tamane peAlIsa pakaDe. jo tame tamArA vicArane pakaDo ! tamane peAlIsa kema pakaDI zake ? juThAne polIsa DarAvI zake, pakaDI zake, sAcAne nahi. eTale jelamAM mekalanAra vyakitanI vRttie ja che. ApaNI vRtti ApaNI duzmana bane te AkhuM vizva duzmana bane; ane ApaNI vRtti ApaNA mitra ane puMchI saMsAramAM ApaNane nukasAna karanAra kAi nathI. satyanA paMtha upara cAlanAra sadA svataMtra che. duHkha denArA pArakA nathI, ApaNe ja chIe. Aje dezamAM paNa pArakA leAkeA karatA ApaNA lAfA vadhAre nukasAna karI rahyA che ne ? AjanI paristhiti vikaTa che. dezamAM asthiratA che. sarakAra ja niha paNa mAnava asthira che. manuSyanI vikalatAnuM kAraNa mananI asthiratA che. vikalatAmAM ane asthiratAmAM ja jIvana vitAvye kema cAle ? ApaNuM dhyeya te pUrNatAne prApta karavAnu che. jIvana vikalatAmAM pUruM thAya teA kAma adhUruM rahI jaze. A pUrNatAnuM kAma manuSya nahi kare te kaNu karaze ? ahiMsaka vastuonA vyApAra e attaranA vyApAra che. attara veceA ke na veceA te paNa sugaMdha jema maLe, tema satya, sadAcAra ane nItine vyApAra kare tene Arthika lAbha sAthe pAramArthika lAbha maLe che. ane tame dhArA tA A pAramArthika lAbha pravRtti karatAM karatAM tame ahIM meLavI zakeA che. badhAM leAkeA pavitratAnI bhAvanAthI praveza kare te A sthAna ane pravRtti ane pavitra banI jAya.

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jIvanane pUrNa kema banAvavuM ? [15] pravRtti karatAM karatAM ahaMkAranuM visarjana karavAnuM che e satata lakSyamAM rahevuM joIe. nahi te patana thAya. mane eka rUpaka yAda Ave che. eka zilpI hate. ene garva hatuM ke mArA jevAM pUtaLAM kaI ja na karI zake. pUtaLuM evuM sarasa banAve ke mANasa ane pUtaLuM pAse pAse rAkhyAM hoya te jenAra bhUlI jAya ke AmAM mANasa keNa ane pUtaLuM keNa? evAmAM zilpInuM mRtyu najIka AvyuM. zilpIne thayuM ke mRtyune mArI kalA batAvavI joIe. eNe bAra pUtaLAM banAvyAM. bAre pitAnAM jevAM. AkRti, raMga, AMkhanI pAMpaNa ane nAka-badhuM ja nakhazikha enA jevuM ja. pachI e bAra pUtaLAMnI vacce pite sUI gaye. tyAM mRtyune dUta Avyo. ene thayuM ke A tera vyakitaomAMthI kene uThADuM? jene sparza karIza te marI jaze, kheTAne pakaDIza te yamarAjA gusse thaze. dUta pAchA gaye. yamarAjAne kahyuM ke kayA zipIne lAvuM ? tyAM eka nahi paNa eka sarakhA tera zilpI che. pachI mRtyudeva AvyA. joyuM te vAta sAcI hatI, oLakhI ja na zakAya. zilpIe prANAyAmathI zarIrane pUtaLAM jevuM sthira banAvyuM hatuM, eTale kaMI khabara ja na paDe. * mRtyudeva manuSyanI nirbaLatA jANatA hatA. manuSyanI nirbaLatA e ja te mRtyu che. pUtaLAthI mANasane ja kema pADe ? e mATe mUMjhAyelA mRtyudeve mANasanI A nirbaLatAnuM zaraNa lIdhuM. eNe kahyuM : "sarasa ! khUba sarasa karyuM che ! mAnavajAtanA itihAsamAM A zilpI Aja sudhI kaI pAkyo nathI. zuM addabhuta kAma che ! paNa nAnI zI bhUla rahI gaI che !" A sAMbhaLatAM tarata zilpI Ubhe ja

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[16] pUrNanA pagathAre thaI gayA. beH "mArA zilpamAM bhUla? kyAM bhUla che?" mRtyudeve ene sparzatAM kahyuM: "A ja bhUla che. A tAre ahaMkAra e ja tArI nirbaLatA-bhUla. ane e ja tAruM mRtyu! ahaMkAra na karyo hato te mRtyu paNa tane sparzI na zakata, mArAmAM bhUla kaNa kADhI zake? A ahe mANasane pADI de che." A saMsthA che. saMsthA eTale aneka vyakitaonuM zubha hetu mATenuM eka sthAne milana. emAM kadIka manaduHkha paNa thAya. kAryakara cheTe nathI, kAryakaranI bhAvanA khoTI nathI paNa kArya karatAM A ahaM AvI jAya. "huM" e bahu vAMke che. ene AkAra ja vaka che. - sevA ane ciMtananA amRtamAM A aDuM tuM viSabindu na paDI jAya te mATe satata jAgrata rahevAnuM che. AjathI trIsa varSa pahelAM mAre ahIMthI nIkaLavAnuM thayuM hatuM tyAre A jagyA videzI mAlathI bharelI hatI. Aje e ja jagyA dezI mAlathI ane bhAratIya bhAvathI bharelI che. A jotAM ApaNane sahaja vicAra Ave che ke sevAnI bhAvanA sthaLanuM kevuM rUpAntara karI nAkhe che? jema A sthaLanuM thayuM tema A dehamAM vasatA AtmAnuM pUrNa rUpAntara pUrNa paramAtmAmAM thaI jAya evI zubhecchA. (pU. mahArAjazrIe khAdI grAmodyoga bhavanamAM Apela pravacananI noMdha. tA.1pa-pa-67)

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jIvananuM darzana A saMsAramAM aneka darzana che. dareka darzana ema ja mAne che ke mAnavIne huM ja sukhI karI zakuM ema chuM. pahelA naMbaramAM arthadarzana-arthazAstra Ave che. ane te ema kahe che ke jenI pAse paise haiya, e ja A duniyAmAM sukhI. paisAthI saMsAranI kaI paNa managamatI vastu tame meLavI zake. sattA paNa zrImaMtAIthI kharIdI zakAya. eTale sukhanuM sAdhana artha ja che. bIjA naMbaramAM cikitsAdarzana agara vaidakazAstra Ave che, je kahe che ke taMdurastImAM ja sukha che. bImArane vaLI sukha zuM ? khAdheluM ja jyAM pacatuM na hoya tyAM sukha zuM? duniyAmAM je taMdurastI hoya te badhuM ja sAruM che. eTale vaidakazAstra paNa A rIte darzana banI jAya che. e paNa kahe che ke tamArI takalIphane huM ja dUra karuM chuM. '. tyAra bAda, Aja jene rAjanIti kahevAmAM Ave che e rAjazAstra paNa ema kahe che ke lokone sattAne barAbara upayoga karatAM nathI AvaDatuM eTale duniyAmAM athanI ane bIjI badhIya upAdhio UbhI thaI che. paNa je barAbara zAsana karatAM AvaDe, barAbara rAjya calAvatAM AvaDe ane lekene ApavAnI vastuonI barAbara vaheMcaNI karatA [17]

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[118] . pUrNanA pathAre AvaDe te badhAM ja duHkha dUra thaI jAya ane zAMti prasarI jAya, eTale rAjyanIti ApaNane ema batAvavA prayatna kare che ke jagatamAM je kaMI darzana banI zake ema hoya te bIju keI nahi, paNa huM ja banI zake ema chuM. tevI ja rIte kAmazAstra ema kahe che ke duniyAmAM jeTalA vadhAre lega bhegavI zakAya teTalo mANasa sukhI! artha, zarIra, ane rAjya-A badhuM paNa aMte to bheganAM suMdara prasAdhane pUrAM pADavA mATe mAtra sAdhana ja che ne? sukha te upagamAM che. eTale kAma paNa A rIte eka darzana banI beThuM che. artha, vaidaka, rAjya ane kAma-A badhA saMpradAye pitAnI jAtane darzana banAvavA mATe taiyAra banyA che. eTale jJAnIo ApaNane batAve che ke saMsAramAM A badhAMya dazane mAnava jAtanAM duHkhane ukela karavA mATe nIkaLI te paDyAM che paNa e badhAMya evAM paMgu che ke eka vastu maLatAnI sAthe bIjI vastunI tarata UNapa UbhI thAya che. te vastune kaNa pUrI karI zake enI emane samajaNa ja nathI. mANasane paise maLI jAya ane enAthI ja je jIvana sukha ane zAMtimaya thaI jatuM hoya, te duniyAnA moTA meTA udyogapatio maMdiramAM jaI jaIne lAMbA thaI namaskAra kare che ane navAM navAM maMdire bAMdhe che e maMdire bAMdhata ja nahi, kAraNake e leke te Aje karoDapatio che ja. dhanathI pUrNa samRddha che ene maMdira baMdhAvavAnI zI jarUra che? e maMdira baMdhAve che, prArthanA kare che e ja,

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jIvananuM darzana [19] batAvI Ape che ke enA jIvanamAM hajI kaIka evI vastunI UNapa che je khaTake che, khUTe che. eTale arthazAstra paNa pUrNa sukhazAMti ApavA samartha nathI. evI ja rIte rAjya calAvanAra mANase, emane pAMca pAMca varSa sudhI sattAne saMpUrNa dera ApavAmAM Ave ane ema kahevAmAM Ave ke kAyadAothI ke hukamathI tame je kAMI karavA mAgo te karIne paNa sukha lAvo. paNa e badhuMya karavAM chatAM prajAnI upara niSphaLatAno Aropa mUkIne jyAre e nIkaLI jAya che tyAre ApaNane ema lAge che ke kharekhara rAjyazAstra e paNa darzana banavA mATe cagya ane ucita nathI. bhegazAstra, jemAM kahevAmAM Ave che ke iMdriye vaDe tRpti kare, bhega bhegave, paNa enIya maryAdA che. tamane hA bahu bhAvatI hoya eTale tamane eka kapa hA maLe te tamane jarA majhA Ave. pachI be 5 Ave, pachI pAMca kapa Ave, pachI daza kapa Ave, keI kahe ke tame pIe ja jAo. pachI tame hAtha joDe. tyAM pele kahe ke jeTalA kapa pIe eTalI tamane huM gInI Apate jAuM chuM. tamArAmAM bahu jora hoya te tame paMdara ane vIsa kapa pI jAo. pachI eka maryAdA AvIne UbhI rahe che. pachI kahe ke have huM be gInI ApuM. kadAca gInInA mAryA eka kapa vadhAre pI jAo. pachI pele kahe ke have eka kapanI traNa gInI ApuM, tame keTalIka pIvAnA? je e mANasa tyAM maryAdA na mUke te UlaTI thAya, mAMde paDe, bImAra thAya ane smazAna bhege thaI jAya, gInIo emanI ema rahI jAya !

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[110] pUNenA pagathAre te, duniyAnI A badhI vastuo ApaNane batAve che ke saMsAranAM A vaidakazAstra kahe, arthazAstra kahe ke pachI rAjyazAstra kahe-e game evAM zakitazALI heya, te paNa e maryAdita sukha ApI zake, pUrNa ane zAzvata nahi ja. amaryAdita sukha ApanAra, zAzvata sukha ApanAra, je sukha AvyA pachI duHkhane saMbhava ja na hoya evuM sukha ApanAra jagatamAM kaI hoya te e Atmadarzana che. Atmadarzana kei dave nathI karatuM, ane e kaI dahADe bajAramAM AvIne ema paNa nathI kahetuM ke mArA vinA tamane nahi cAle. paNa tame je zodha karazo te tamane aMte khabara paDaze ke enA vinA ApaNane cAle ema nathI. e belatuM nathI; ane eTalA ja mATe dharmanI bhASA e maunanI bhASA che; e mAnamAM ja badhuM kahe che, ane maunamAM je ene anubhava thAya che. eTalA mATe dharmanI badhI ja kriyAo zAMtipradhAna, yegapradhAna, saMyamapradhAna, samAdhipradhAna ane maunapradhAna che. dharmakriyAomAM A pAMca vastuo jeTalI AvatI jAya eTaluM tamArAmAM UMDANa Ave ane Atmadarzanane tamane anubhava thate jAya. Atmadarzana-AtmazAstra e zAMtipradhAna che. ApaNe jevA e mArge cAlIe tyAM aMdarathI saMbhaLAyaH TharI jAo. tame karaze tyAre ja tamAruM je che te tamane dekhAze. TheravAnuM je kaI kahetuM hoya te eka ja darzana kahe che, ane te Atmadarzana kahe che. kAraNa ke jyAM sudhI Thare nahi tyAM sudhI pitAnI vastu pitAne maLe nahi. jyAM sudhI caMcaLatA

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jIvananuM darzana [111] che, jyAM sudhI asthiratA che, tyAM sudhI koI paNa vastu dekhAya nahi. Thare te ja vare. tame nadImAM nahAvA gayA che ane nahAtAM nahAtAM tamArI hIrAnI vIMTI hAthamAMthI sarakIne pANImAM paDI jAya. pANIne pravAha je vahete heya, te e pravAhamAM taLiye paDelI vastu tamane dekhAya nahi. paNa e pANI je zAMta hoya, taraMga vagaranuM heya, sthira heya, te taLiye paDelI vastu tarata dekhAI jAya. jJAnIoe ApaNane kahyuM ke aMdara sukha che. paNa A jIva samajato nathI, Tharate nathI, ane bhamyA ja kare che. ane bhamavAmAM te AkhuM jIvana pUruM thaI jAya che. e kaI mANasa tame ahIM batAvaze ke je mANasa ghaNI oLakhANavALa hoya, ghaNuM pichAnavALa hoya, jene ghaNuM dete hoya, ghaNA mANasonI nAmAvali jenI pAse heya ane AkhI jiMdagI sudhI lekane rAjI rAjI karate gayA hoya ane chelle e pitAnA jIvananuM kAma pUruM karIne gaye hoya ! . ' jJAnIoe kahyuM ke bhautika vastuomAM keInA ya jIvananuM kAma pUruM thavAnuM ja nathI. tamane ema lAgaze ke A varSe huM nivRtta thAuM chuM. je vakhate nivRtta thavAne tame vicAra kare e ja vakhate pravRttine prAraMbha thAya che. paNa leke ajJAna che ane A dIvAlanI pAchaLa zuM che ene emane khyAla nathI. ahIM e lokee amuka jAtanI kalpanAo bAMdhI che ke amane amuka rUpiyA maLI jAya te sukha thAya, paraNI jAuM te sukha thAya, eka kare

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[112] pUnA padyAre hAya te sukha thaI jAya, agara teA amuka kArya A rIte thAya te sukha thAya. paNa pUrNa sukha ema maLavAnu nathI.. A atRpti mANasane doratI DhoratI jhAMjhavAnAM jaLanI jema kheMcatI ja jAya che. tame paNa Ama vicAra karatAM karatAM ATalAM varSa kAcAM che ne ?-ke hamaNAM sukha Ave che. A varSe jaze eTale AvatuM varSa, Avatu varSAM jaze eTale.... traNa vyAkhyA jagatanI me bAMdhI che: samajIne sarakavu enu nAma sa MsAra; jANIne jIvavuM enu nAma jIvana ane mUkIne mukta thaI javuM enu nAma meAkSa. A saMsAramAM DAhyo mANasa keNa ? je saMsAramAM rahe kharA, paNa dhIme dhIme sarakatA jAya. kA'kavAra cArapAMca guMDAo tamane gherI vaLyA hAya ane tame ekadama bhAgavA jAo te tamane charI mArI de evI paristhiti hAya tyAre dhIme dhIme vAta karatAM karatAM enI pakaDamAMthI tame sarakavAnA kevA kuzaLatAbharyAM upAya zeAdhA che ? ema A saMsAramAM paNa e ja kAma karavAnuM che. ApaNe sasAranA eka sarkajAmAM AvI gayA chIe. tame ekadama bhAgavA jAo te badhA ya leAkeA tamArA kapaDAM phADI nAkhe tyAM sudhI tamane vaLageH " nahi, tame nahi jAo. tamAruM' amAre kAma che." kAraNake ranIraLIne badhAyanA peTa bharatA hAya ane ciMtA karatA hAya evA vagara pagAranA nera cAMthI maLe ? huM ghaNA vRddha mANasane jouM chuM.

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jIvananuM darzana [117] chellI ghaDI Ave tyAM sudhI e dukAne bese, chekarAonAM chokarAMne ramADatAM ramADatAM rAjI thAya ane manamAM mAne : "A chokarAonuM mArA vagara keNa karaze?" paNa e gamArane khabara nathI ke tuM je ciMtAmAM upaDIza te tAruM keNa karaze? yuvAne paNa jANe che ke AjanA jamAnAmAM base rUpiyA ApatAM paNa prAmANika nakara maLatA nathI; ane A mANasa vagara pagAre khAlI be TaMka reTI khAIne Akho dahADe ApaNe mATe mahenata karato hoya to emAM zuM khoTuM che! eTale e leke tamane rAjI rAkhavA jarUra prayatna kare. paNa jIve pote te samajavuM joIe ke "bhAI, have mAruM zuM? huM A badhuM sAcavyA karIza, lekene maLyA karIza, veNa ane vevAIone manAvyA karIza, sagAMvahAlAMone bolAvyA karIza, gAmamAM jeTalA lagana hoya emAM hAjarI ApyA karIza, jeTalI mekANa hoya emAM reyA karIza, te jIvana Ama ne Ama pUruM thaI jaze." hA, ema karanAra mANasane duniyA bahu DAhyo mANasa gaNaze, vyavahArakuzaLa mAnaze ane kaheze ke Ane ghaNI oLakhANa hatI. paNa AtmAnI oLakha vinA A badhI ja oLakha nakAmI che. AtmAnI oLakha karavA mATe A manuSyajanma ja zreSTha che, dene janma paNa nahi. de manuSya karatAM ghaNuM samRddha cheH hIrAthI, pannAthI e zebhatA hoya che chatAM ya devane bhava mAnavanA bhava karatAM UMco nathI. AcAryazrI svayaMbhavasUrIzvare dazavaikAlikanA prAraMbhamAM je zleka banAvyuM e zleka nathI, paNa jIvanamaMtra che.

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[114] pUNanA pagathAre " dhammo maMgalamukkiTTha: ahiMsA sajamo tavo; . devA vi taM namasaMti, jassa dhamme sayA maNo / " . ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa - A traNa tatvayukata e dharma e sarva maMgalemAM utkRSTa maMgaLa che. A dharma jenA haiyAmAM vase che ane te deve paNa namana kare che. . emaNe kahyuM ke badhA ja maMgaLamAM paNa je uttama maMgaLa kaI hoya te te dharma che.. A ahiMsA, A saMyama ane A tape jenA hRdayamAM UtarI jAya che ene mANase te name, paNa devatAo ya name che. karoDapatie AvIne munine name emAM munie kAMI phUlI javAnI jarUra nathI. je kulAya te e muni gamAra che. eNe te vicAravAnuM che, je tyAgane e name che te enI pAse che? leke mANasane nathI namatA; eNe je tyAga karyo che e tyAgane namana kare che. e tyAga jenI pAse che e badhAyane namana thAya che. ane devatAo namana kare che e kyA bhAvathI name che? A mANasa ghaNI oLakhANavALo che, moTA sattAdhIza che, Ane ghaNI DigrIe lAgelI che agara te ene ghaNI padavIo maLelI che eTale nahi. e je namana kare che enI pAchaLa sadbhAva cheH ahiMsA, saMyama, tapa che. tene e name che. je mANasa ahiMsaka che enI pravRtti kevI hoya? enA jIvanathI, enI karaNIthI keIne ya dukha na thAya, kyAMya e hiMsAnuM nimitta na bane. tevI ja rIte e manamAM ya

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jIvananuM darzana [115] ema vicAre ke mAre keInuM kharAba zA mATe karavuM joIe? ane vANIne vAparatAM vAparatAM paNa e aneka vAra vicAra kare ke mArI vANI kaDavI te nathI ne? nirdoSa ne mIThI che ne? leke kArelAnuM zAka banAvatAM hoya te paNa emAM cheDe geLa nAkhe che-kaDavAM na lAge eTalA mATe. te vicAra kare mANasanI vANImAM kaTutA hoya te sAMbhaLanArane keTaluM du:kha thAya ! eTale ja sAce ahiMsaka manasA vasA zarmA nirdoSa hoya che. . bIjA naMbaramAM saMyama. ApaNI pAMcepAMca aniyaMtrita indriye resanA ghaDAo jevI che. e niyaMtrita hoya te ja kAbUmAM rahI zake che. Indrio upara saMyama lAvavo joIe ane e saMyama vaDe Indriyone suMdaramAM suMdara upayoga karavo joIe.' mANasa nakkI kare ke mAre mArI indriyane sAre upayoga ka che te e keTaluM sAruM karI zake ! AMkhathI naisargika saundaryanI sRSTi manamAM bharI zake, zreSTha ane uttama kakSAnuM vAcana karI zake, ane tattvajJAnanA umadA bhAve manamAM vasAvI zake. kAnathI keInI ya gaMdI vAta sAMbhaLIe te enA pratye durbhAva keLavAya. keInuM ya kharAba sAMbhaLIe eTale e vyakti pratye ApaNA manamAM abhAva utpanna thaI ja jAya che, enA pratye je saddabhAva hoya te nIkaLI jAya che. mATe keInIya malina vAta sAMbhaLavI nahi. enA karatAM kaMI pravacana sAMbhaLyAM hoya, jIvanane preraNA ApatI keI kathA sAMbhaLI hoya, ke mahApuruSanA jIvanamAM banI gayelA

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[116] pUNa nA pagathAre sAcA banAvA sAMbhaLyA hAya to mana kevuM suvikasita banI jAya ! kharAba vAtA ghaNIvAra ApaNA divase ane rAtAne agADI mAre che, jyAre sArI vAta, sUvA jatA pahelAM sAMbhaLelI ke vicArelI eka sArI vAta - rAtane suMdara bhAvAthI bharI de che. - niyamita prArthanA karatA hAie, prabhunuM smaraNa karI, koI mahApuruSanuM jIvanacaritra vAMcI, e suMdara smaraNAmAM ane smaraNAmAM UMghI jatA hAie tA kadAca svapna Ave te emAM paNa bhagavAnanI mUrtio, tIrtha sthaLeA, saMtAno samAgama, prakRtinuM paTaNa evuM badhuM ja AvavAnuM. keTalAkane suMdara svapna Ave tyAre navAI lAge ke Aje bhagavAna mane svapnAmAM dekhAyA ! eka ja dahADA svaptAmAM bhagavAna dekhAya evuM kema bane ? rAja zayatAnA dekhAya ane eka dahADA bhagavAna dekhAya eTale Azcaya na thAya te zuM thAya ? paNa rAja bhagavAna dekhAya evuM thavA mATe sUtA pahelAM pUrI zAMti joie. kAnamAM sArA zabdo gu MjatA hAya, AMkhamAM suMdara chabIonu darzana heAya ane prANAmAM prabhutAnA parAga hAya tenu nAma saMyamI jIvana. ahiM'sA, sayama pachI Ave che tapa. mANasane koI paNa kSetramAM AgaLa vadhavuM hoya to tapazcaryAM anivArya che. tapazcaryA eTale mAtra ekAsaNuM ke upavAsa ja nahi; e kalAka palAMThI vALIne besavuM e paNa tapa che. "A kAma huM karIne ja UThIza." evA saMkalpathI tame je karyu" enu nAma abhyaMtara tapa kahevAya. tamArI kAyAnA utsarga karI sakalpa baLathI eTalI vAra tame eka Asana para beThA e AMtarika tapa che. dekhanArane khyAla na Ave ke A

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jIvananuM duna [117] tapa kare che paNa karanAra sAdhanAmAM che eTale abhyaMtara tapa cAlu che. jIvanamAM jeTalAM zreSTha kAma karavAnAM che emAM tapazcaryAMnI jarUra che. koIpaNa mATu kAma tapazcaryA vinA siddha thatu nathI. sahelAM kAmeA, khAvApIvAnAM kAmeA vagara tapazcaryAe thaI javAnAM. paNa duniyAnA meTAM kAma tapazcaryAM vinA thayAM jANyAM nathI. ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa-A traNa vAta jenA hRdayamAM hAya tene tA devatAo paNa namana kare che. duniyAmAM deve bahu uttama ane meTA kahevAya che. paNa devAne mana AveA mANasa vadhAre uttama che, enu' kAraNa e ke Atmadarzana jo kAi karI zake, AtmAnA vikAsa jo kAi karI zake ane A deha dvArA mekSa jo kAi meLavI zake te te eka mAtra mANasa ja che. A zarIra e sAmAnya vastu nathI. A zarIrathI mAkSa maLe che. A duniyAmAM A zarIra jevuM uttama sAdhana eka paNa nathI. zarIrane tame* jarUra jALavajo paNa te eka mAtra sAdhanA mATe. paheluM sukha te jAte naryAM.'ema vRddhoe kahyuM .che te zA mATe? kAraNake e meAkSanuM sAdhana che; meAkSanu sAdhana banavA mATe sama che. e tyAre ane ke jyAre tamArA manamAM tamAru dhyeya nizcita hAya. mUkIne mukata thavuM eTale mekSa. e meAkSa meLavavA mATe mAre A saMsAramAMthI samajIne sarakatA rahevuM joie. jIva ajJAnathI AvRtta che eTale e samajIne sarakatA nathI. chellI ghaDI sudhI vastuemAM enI mamatA rahe che.

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[118] pUrNanA pagathAre mane eka prasaMga yAda Ave che. jabalapura pAse dhUMvAdhAra karIne eka pANIne dhedha che. e dhedhamAM pANI khUba uparathI paDe che ane nIce paththaranI meTI meTI je zilAo che enA upara pachaDAya che tyAre pANInI eTalI badhI jhINuM kaNa thAya ke jANe dhumADe hoya evuM dUrathI, lAge. e dazya bahu ja manahara che. e jovA mATe leke dUradUrathI Ave che. eka vAra yuropathI traNa mitre moTA dUrabIna sAthe A jevA AvyA hatA. eka TekarI upara caDhIne dUrathI AvatA A pANInA pravAhane e joI rahyA hatA. e pANIne pravAha Ave che ane Avate Avate pelI kinAra upara Ave, tyAMthI pachaDAya ane cUrecUrA thai vikharAya. emaNe dUrabInathI joyuM te mANasanuM eka maDaduM pANIno pravAha upara taratuM taratuM AvI rahyuM hatuM. e maDadu pANI para hovAthI phulAI gayuM hatuM, ane enA upara eka samaDI tAkI rahI hatI. samaDIne pralebhana thayuM. lAva, huM AmAMthI DuM khAI lauM. eTale anaMta AkAzamAM svataMtra rIte UDatI samaDI e maDadAne khAvA mATe ekadama nIce UtarI ane e maDadA upara besI gaI. - maDaduM pANInA pravAha upara che. pravAha jerathI vahI rahyo che te maDaduM paNa sthira nathI. e paNa pravAhanI sAthe taNAI rahyuM che. paNa maDadA para beThela samaDIne badhuM sthira lAge che, kAraNake enuM citta khAvAmAM magna che. eNe te pilA maDadAmAM cAMca mArI ane enuM mAMsa khAvA maMDI paDI. maDadAnI gati cAlu che tyAM samaDIne

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jIvananuM darzana [118] jarA bhAna AvyuM agara te ema kahe ke cheDe vicAra A re, A kinAra te najIka Ave che. je huM nahi UDuM A maDadA bhegI pANImAM huM paNa sapaDAI marI javAnI. eNe pitAnI pAMkhe taiyAra karI ane AsapAsa joyuM. haju kinAra dUra che. hamaNAM huM UDI jAuM chuM. paNa UDavAnI bhAvanA karatAM khAvAnI lAlasA bahu jabarI hatI. svataMtratAnA AnaMda karatAM vastuonI mamatA bahu tIvra hoya che. - samaDI samaje che ke UDyA vinA chUTake nathI. je nahi UDuM te maDadAnI bhegI huM hamaNAM ja pachaDAI javAnI. jyAM pANInI kaNa thaI jAya ane dhumADAnI jema thaIne UDe tyAM A samaDInuM zuM gajuM ke jIvI zake? paNa peluM AkarSaNa, kayuM AkarSaNa? peluM mAMsa khAvAnuM AkarSaNa, mamatAnuM AkarSaNa, e eTaluM tIvra hatuM, evuM AsaktivALuM hatuM ke ene satya spaSTa dekhAtuM nahotuM. jarAka khAI lauM ema vicArI pharIthI emAM meDhuM nAkhyuM tyAM kinAra AvI gaI. ane pANIne pravAha, piluM maDaduM, samaDI saunA cUrecUrA ! pilA traNe mitrae dUrabInathI A dazya joyuM. A dazyanI chApa emanA citta para eTalI UMDI paDI ke eke . te potAnI AtmakathAmAM A prasaMge lakhe. mANasane svataMtratA karatAM mamatAnuM AkarSaNa kevuM tIvra hoya che ane te ke zrama khaDe kare che ! mANasa paNa e ja che. kALarUpI pravAha upara A deharUpI maDadAmAM samaDI je svataMtra AtmA beThe che.

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[120] pUrNa nA pagathAre kALanA pravAha tA vaDe ja jAya che, kelenDaro badalAtAM jAya . che, leAkA vagAMTha Ujave che. paNa kharI rIte te dhUMvAdhAranI najIka AvatA jAya che. dhIme dhIme pAte taNAtA jAya che paNa upayAga nathI. mANasa bIjAone maratAM jue che paNa 'peAtAnA vicAra nathI karatA. A ja rIte mANase samaDInI jema A mamatAnA maDadAmAM coMTI rahyA che. ema na mAnaze ke leAkeA jANatA nathI. bIjAne zikhAmaNa devA ese te ema ja kahe ke have tame chUTI jAe. paNu pAtAnA vAro Ave che tyAre e ema kahe ke bhAi, mArI sthiti tA huM samajuM, kAraNake mArAM chekarAMo, mAruM kuTuba, mArA bhAie ane me je vaLagADa UbhA karyAM che e badhu evu vikaTa che ke emAMthI ekadama chUTavu muzkela che. mANasa jAgRtinA prabhAtamAM pote potAnI rIte vicAra nahi kare teA enI sthiti e thavAnI je samaDInI chellI ghaDIe thaI. kALanA pravAhamAM mANasa taNAi javAnA. kALanA pravAha vATa joIne UbhA rahetA nathI. ane e vicAra nathI AvatA ke A mANusane thoDuM kAma bAkI rahI gayuM che te pUruM kare tyAM sudhI rokAI jAuM. kALa tA jhaDapathI vahI ja rahyo che. huM kAkavAra mArA dIkSAnA divasane yAda karuM chuM tyAre mane thAya che ke e divaseAmAM je janmyA hatA e Aje yuvAna thaI gayA che, je yuvAna hatA te vRddha thai gayA che ane je vRddha hatA e svage sidhAvI gayA che. kALa mANasane kevI rIte mApI rahyo che; kALa vahI rahyo che chatAM mANasanA

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jIvananuM darzana [11] manamAM mamatAnuM eka kheMcANa evuM paDyuM che ke ene kAraNe e pUrNa rIte jAgatA ja nathI. hA, kadIka e jAgI jAya che, kadIka kadIka e sArA vicAre paNa karI nAkhe che paNa pharIthI peluM AvaraNa AvIne enA upara evuM besI jAya che ke pAcho e rAgadveSanA kIcaDamAM kheMcI jAya che. mANasanA mana upara mamatA evuM AvaraNa lAvIne nAkhe che ke ekavAra jAgrata banela AtmA paNa pAcha bhulabhulAmaNImAM phekAI jAya che. evo bhulabhulAmaNImAM pheMkAya ke eka vakhata nivRtta thayelA AtmAne paNa pAchuM pravRttinuM jetaruM vaLagI jAya che ane e pravRttinA jotarAmAM kheMcAte jAya che. ane pachI te emAM evo aTavAya che ke pitAne mATe eka kalAka kADho heya te paNa e kADhI na zake. jJAnIo pUche che: "A mAnavadeha jene devatAo namana kare che, evA mAnavadehane tuM mAtra AhAra, nidrA, bhaya ane maithunamAM pUruM karI nAkhIza? A mAnavadeha je devadurlabha che, evA A mAnavadehane mAtra tuM thoDuM dhana bheguM karavAmAM, DAM makAnane saMgraha karavAmAM, zeDa padavIo levAmAM ane thoDIka vAhavAha kahevaDAvavAmAM samApta karIza te jIvananA samagra du:khano nAza karanAra ane paramasukhanI prAptirUpa mokSane kayAre meLavIza? Atmadarzana A mULa vastunI mahattA samajAve che; rAjyazAstra, arthazAstra, vaidakazAstra ane nItizAstra bhautika vastuo tarapha daSTi rAkhe che; jyAre AtmazAstra paramArthika satyane lakSyamAM rAkhe che. ahIM ja A bhedarekhA dekhAya che.

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[12] pUrNanA pagathAre - AtmazAstranA parizIlanathI cittamAM zAMtine, buddhimAM viveka ane hRdayamAM saMteSane udaya thAya che. cittane zAMtinI jarUra che. "azAtA kuta: pulama azAntane sukha kyAMthI? e khAvA bese te khAvAmAM ya ene AnaMda nahi. azAntithI khAnAranA moDhA upara je AnaMda na hoya te ghaNIvAra zAnta tapasvInA meDhA upara hoya che. enuM kAraNa e ke ene khAvAnuM nathI paNa cittamAM zAMti te che ja. cittamAM zAMti na hoya evA kaI tAjamahAlanI pArTImAM jaI AvelAne pUcho ke tame zuM khAIne AvyA? te kaheze bhUlI gaye, kAraNake e dhamAlamAM paDeluM hatuM, evI paristhitimAM vastuno AsvAda e kyAMthI mANI zake? paNa Ave azAMta, dhamAliye AsvAdane mANI nathI zakya eTalA mAtrathI ene anAsakta na kahevAya. Asakita te che, paNa avakAza nathI. sukha vastumAM nathI, tamArA cittamAM che. e cittamAM je zAMti na hoya te duniyAnI samagra vastuo ApI devAmAM Ave te paNa mANasa sukhI banI zakto nathI. eTale theDI vastuo bhale maLe paNa tame prArthanA e kare ke zAMti maLe.' keTalAka mANasonI evI mAnyatA hoya che ke huM nahi hAuM te A badhAnuM zuM thaze. ane Ama mAnI dhamAla ane dhAMdhala karatA hoya che. paNa lakhI rAkhajo ke tame nahi he te jagata vighura nathI banI javAnuM. jagata te ema ja cAlyA karavAnuM che. keIema mAnate hoya ke huM nahi hevuM te zuM thaze! are bhAI! tu nahete te paNa jagata cAlatuM hatuM ane tuM nahi hoya te paNa jagata cAlavAnuM.

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jIvananuM darzana [123] che. meATA meATA rAjAdhirAja cAlyA jAya teA paNa rAjyanA kArabhAra baMdha thatA nathI, teA gharanA eka mANasa cAlyA jAya to zu thavAnu che? eTale kAi paNa bAbatamAM bahu dhamAla karavAnI jarUra nathI. eka ja ni ya karavAnA ke mAre je kAMi pravRtti ka2vAnI che e bahu zAMtithI karavAnI che. kAi tensionnI jarUra nathI. ane e zAMtinuM jIvana jeTalI kSaNA jivAya, jeTalA kalAke jivAya ane jeTalAM varSoM jivAya e ja tamAru` jIvana che; bAkI badhuM te mAtra jIvana pUruM karavAnuM. ceAgIrAja zrI AnaMdaghane te gAyuM : AduM paheArakI cAsa ghaDIyAM, de dhaDIyAM terI sAcI; prabhu bhaja le merA dila rAjI.' rAta-divasa maLI ATha prahara che emAM jo sAcI ghaDIe hAya, zAMtinI ghaDIe hAya to te e che jemAM prabhune bhajatA bhajatA tu tane rAjI kare che, daravALAne rAjI kare che; deha nahi, mana nahi, magaja nahi paNa aMdaranAne rAjI karavAnA che. : meM evA mANasAne paNa joyA che je bajAramAMthI paisA khUba kamAine AvyA hoya chatAM rAjI na hoya. aMdara beThelA kahe ke, tuM kayAM kamAyeA che? te tA lUMTa karI che, bIjAne chetarI nAkhyA che. khIsAM tara hAya paNa jIva aMdara khaLyA karatA hAya. aMdara ema thAya ke meM A zu karI nAkhyuM? hatA. ene rAjI karavA e judI vAta che. eka garIba mANasa mahu ja ja vRddha haiAvAthI kaMI kAma nahAtA karI zakatA.

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[124] pUrNanA pagathAre jarUra paDe tyAre koInI pAse mAgI lete. eka divasa savAranA e cAlyuM jatuM hatuM. ene kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI. sAmethI eka mANasa AvatuM hatuM. enuM khIsuM bahu moTuM hatuM. emAM caNA bharelA hatA. ANe enI pAse mAgaNI karI. pelAe kahyuM ke "mArI pAse bIju te kaMI ja nathI, mAtra khIsAmAM caNe che." eNe hasIne kahyuM, "bhAI ! bhUkhyAne bIjuM zuM joIe?" eTale eNe mUThI bharIne caNa ApyA. e caNuM laIne enI jhUMpaDImAM gaye ane khAvA beThe. joyuM te enI aMdara eka gInI AvI gaI hatI! ApanAranA khIsAmAM gInI haze te bhUlathI caNa bhegI AvI gaI. ' eNe caNa khAdhA ane gInI kapaDAnA cheDAmAM bAMdhI rAkhI mUkI. ene rAtanA sUtAM sUtAM vicAra AvyA pelA sajajane caNa ApelA, gInI jANIne te nathI ja ApI. bhUlathI gInI AvI gaI che. A gInI rAkhI lauM te mahinAo sudhI mAre caNa nahi mAgavA paDe. paNa aMdarathI AtmA kahe ke A te eka jAtanI carI che, anyAya che eNe tane ApyuM nathI chatAM tAre rAkhI levuM che? bhalamanasAIne Avo durupayega! AkhI rAta e azAMtimAM sUte sUte vicAra karate rahyo. mane kahe ke rAkhI le, AtmA kahe ke pAchI ApI de mane kahe ke tAre mahine sAre jaze, AtmA kahe che ke mahine tAre bagaDI jaze. mana kahe che ke ATale paise vAraMvAra tane kyAM maLavAnuM che? paNa AtmA kahe che ke AvA anyAyanA paisAthI tuM sukhI kyAM thavAne che? Ama rAtabhara gharSaNa cAlyA ja karyuM !

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jIvananuM darzana [125 A viveka kene jAge? jAgrata hoya tene. jene AtmA buTTo banI gayA che agara te AvaraNa vaDe potAnI jAtane gumAvI nAkhI che tene te A prazno UThatA ja nathI. je jAgrata che, jene AvuM gharSaNa UbhuM thAya che ane e zuddhi lAve che, pUrNatA tarapha laI jAya che. A vRdhe sArI rAta cintanamAM vitAvI, prabhAte e nirNaya sAthe UDyo ane pelA sajajananI dhamAM nIkaLI paDyo. je ThekANe e savAre pharavA Avate ane je bAMkaDA upara besate tyAM gayo. joyuM te pele sajajana beTho hato. "le, bhAI A tamArI gInI !" pele Azcarya pAmI gaye. "gInI ! kyAMthI lAvyA?" kahyuM "tame mane kAle caNA AMkhyA enI bhegI A gInI AvI che." putranA sagapaNa prasaMge AvelI gInI enA khIsAmAM ja rahI gayelI. eNe AzcaryathI pUchayuM : "AvI garIbI che chatAM tamane gInI pAchI ApavAnuM mana kema thayuM ?" eNe kahyuM: "mArA gharamAM kajiye . eka kahe, rAkhe bIje kahe, "ApI do." pelA bhAIe pUchyuM : "tame te kAle kahetA hatA ke huM ekale ja chuM ane mArI khabara kADhanAra koI nathI. ane hamaNAM kahe che ke gharamAM kajiye thaye. te kajiye tenI sAthe thaye? vRddhanA gAla para prasannatAnI surakhI AvI. "ghara eTale zarIra. ane kajiye mana ane AtmA vacce. e bene kajiye thaye. mana rAkhavAnuM kahetuM hatuM, ane AtmA ApavAnuM kahete hate. AkhI rAta kajiye cAlyA. emAM AtmAne vijaya thaye, manane harAvI dIdhuM eTale A gInI ApavA huM Avyo chuM."

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[126] pUnA pagathAre pelA mANasane thayuM : AvA mANasanA saMga mane kAmanA che. khelyA: "have tamAre kAI ThekANe javAnI jarUra nathI. be TaMka AvIne mArI sAthe jamA, kalAka e kalAka AvI jJAnagoSThi karo. tamArI vANIne, tamArA satsaMganA mane saMga karavA de. mAre atithisatkAra saphaLa thai jaze. ' evA mANase ApaNI paDakhe joIe. jemanAmAM mana ane AtmA vaccenA viveka hAya, ghaNamAM AtmAnA ja vijaya hAya, AMtarika vijayanA AnaMda hAya. tamane paNa e anubhava nathI thayA ke je divase sAru kAma karIne AtmA hasI jAya che te divasaneA AnaMda e jiMdagInA meTAmAM meATA AnaMda hAya che. e AnaMda meLavavA mATe ja samagra jIvananA prayatna che. ghaNIvAra dhana-vaibhava maLI jAya chatAM mAyale rAjI nathI thato. mAyalAne rAjI karavA e sahuthI kaThina vAta che. bIjA badhAyane samajAvI zakIe paNa e nathI samajatA, kAraNake e sauthI vadhAre samaje che--mIjA badhA je samaje che enA karatAM e vadhAre samaje che. sarvajJa keArTinA hAya tA te AtmA che. tamArI dalIlA, tamArA tarka, tamArI samajaNa, ane .samajAvI zakatAM nathI. aMdara che ene samajAvavA mATe te pote potAnI mULa avasthAmAM Ave te ja e samajIne rAjI thAya che. eTale AnadaghanajIe lalakAryuM : "prabhu bhaja le merA dila rAjI !"

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jIvananuM darzana [12] prabhu! huM jyAre tamArI sAthe ekAkAra banuM chuM te ja sAcI ane saphaLa ghaDIe che. te ApaNuM jIvana kelenDarathI nathI mapAtuM, AvI ghaDIothI mapAya che. ane jIvana varSothI nahi, paNa AvI sukhada ane AnaMdamaya paLethI dhanya bane che. evI noMdhapothI hoya te kevuM sAruM ! jemAM tenA samAgamanI mIThI yAda hoya, pravacananI TUMkI neMdha hoya, dAna daIne tame audAryane utsava mANe heya enuM zubha smaraNa hoya. koIka DhaLatI sAMje agara UghaDatA prabhAte tame e neMdhapothI laIne bese ane vAMcatA vAMcatAM anubhavo ke mArA jIvananI kitAbamAM kevA suMdara prasaMge pratiSThA pAmI gayA! e suMdara prasaMge e ja sAcuM jIvana che. enI yAda paNa adbhuta AnaMda che jemAM jIvana yAdagAra bane che. jIvanamAM yAda karavA jevuM zuM che e ApaNe samajavAnuM che. yAda karavA jevuM A zAMti, A saMteSa ane A tRpti e ja jIvananA mahatvavALAM sArthaka uttama tattva che. - AtmAnuM darzana thAya pachI arthazAstra, bhagazAstra, vaidakazAstra, kAmazAstra, nItizAstra, ane rAjyazAstra - e badhAM ya zAstra AtmazAstra AgaLa sAmAnyazAstra lAge che. - badhAM ja darzana ane zAstramAM samrATanuM sthAna bhegavatuM hoya te A Atmadarzana che, A AtmazAstra che. - A Atmadarzana karavA mATe A traNa bhUmikA che. je saMsAramAM tame cho emAMthI samajIne sarakavuM enuM nAma

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[128] pUrNanA pagathAre saMsAra, dhIre dhIre saraktA jAo, samaya Ave eTale kahe "A nIkaLe! cAle!" Ane samajIne sarakavAnuM kahevAya. bhale tame ekadama na sarakI zake paNa sarakavAnuM che e bhUlaze nahi. gADI jyAre rIvarsamAM levAnI hoya tyAre DrAIvara ke. sAvadhAna hoya che! kAraNake ene gADI galImAMthI bahAra kADhavI che. ema A saMsArarUpI sAMkaDI galImAM jo tame bharAI gayA che te samajIne sarakatA javuM. bIjo vicAra te jANIne jIvavuM. jeTaluM jIvana jIve e jANIne che. jANIne jAgratithI jIvavuM enuM nAma ja jIvana; ane trIjo vicAra te mamatAne mUkI jIvanamukta thavuM enuM nAma ja mekSa che. jIvanadarzana karavuM hoya teM A traNe ya vastune vicAravI paDaze. samajIne sarakAra, jANIne jIvanAra ane mamatAne mUkI mukta bananAra ja paramasukhane pAmI zAMtimAM pratiSThita thAya che.

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samyagdarzana samyagadarzana ane mithyAdarzana e kaI saMpradAyanAM nAma nathI ane e e kaI paMtha nathI ke amuka vyaktine mAnI le eTale samyagadarzana ane amukane nahi mAne eTale mithyAdarzana. mithyAdarzana e zabda ja batAvI Ape che ke e khoTuM darzana che, e bhramavALuM darzana che, e mithyAdarzana che. mithyAtva maTI jAya ane sAcuM darzana prApta thAya enuM nAma samyagdarzana, samyagadarzana eTale zuM? A zarIramAM eka evuM prakAzamaya tatva paDyuM che je tattva sAdhanA kare te UMcAmAM UMcI bhUmikA prApta karI zake ane paramAtmA banI zake. duniyAmAM je mahAtmAo banyA, pragatizIla saMte banyA ane vizvanA kalyANamAM jemaNe kAMIka phALe Ape evA prakAzavaMtA. zakitazALI mANase AmAMthI ja banyA. paNa banyA kyAre? AtmAne vikAsa karatA gayA tyAre. e mahAtmA banI gayA te huM mArA AtmAne e zA mATe ' na banAvuM? je AtmA bIjAmAM che e ja AtmA mArAmAM paDele che e jAtanuM jyArathI jJAna thAya, jyArathI evI daSTi UghaDe, jyArathI A AtmatatvanI anubhavamaya anubhUti thAya tyArathI samyagadarzanane prAraMbha thAya che. . e samyagadarzana sthULa rIte duniyAmAM kevI rIte Utare [12]

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[130] pUrNanA pagathAre che e juo. pitAnuM darzana thayA pachI devanuM, gurunuM ane dharmanuM darzana thAya che. , leke kahe che deva, guru ane dharma upara zraddhA rAkho. paNa pahelAM pitAne pitAnAmAM zraddhA utpanna thavI joIe. ema thAya te pachI deva, guru ane dharma upara zraddhA thAya. jene pitAnA upara ja zraddhA nathI e deva, guru ane dharma upara zraddhA paNa kevI rIte mUkavAne ? eTale pahelAM te tAruM darzana tane thavuM joIe? huM AtmA chuM, huM citanya chuM, huM marI janAre sthI, huM jaDa nathI. mArA tattvanuM astitva jaDathI bhinna che. duniyAnAM sAdhanA vikAsamAM nahi paNa duniyAnAM sAdhanenA hAsamAM mAre vikAsa rahela che. A uparathI tamane lAgaze ke vyakitagata bhautika sAdhana nene eTale jeTale vikAsa thatuM jAya teTale teTale AtmAne hrAsa thatuM jAya che. bhautika daSTi ane AdhyAtmika daSTi vacce aMtara che. bhautika dRSTi ema batAve che ke sAdhananI vRddhi e kharekharI pragati che.jyAre AdhyAtmika dRSTi sUcave che ke bhautika sAdhane maLatAM jAya tema AtmA sAdhanomAM aTavAte jAya che. samRddhi vadhatI jAya ema eka rIte juo te AtmAne te hAsa thatuM jAya che kAraNake jeTalAM paranAM sAdhana vadhAre thavAnAM eTalI svanI sAdhanA ochI thavAnI. kaI ema kahe ke A mANasa pAse khUba paise che, enI sattA vizALa che, DigrIo aneka che, moTI padavIo

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[131). samyagdarzana che eTale eNe AdhyAtmika sAdhanA karI hovI joIe-te enI sAthe huM saMmata nahi thAuM. bhAI! A badhAM lakSaNe e AdhyAtmika sAdhanAnAM nahi, bhautika sAdhanAnAM che. - AdhyAtmika sAdhanA zuM che? e Ave eTale bhautikatA chUTI ja jAya. naMdIvardhane mahAvIrane kahyuM ke AvuM rAjya jevuM rAjya choDIne tame kyAM cAlyA? ane Avo vaibhava cheDIne tame jaMgalamAM zAne jAo che? bhagavAna mahAvIre kahyuM : "he naMdIvardhana ! je duniyAnuM rAjya sAcavavA besI jAya che e AtmA upara kadI rAjya karI zakatA nathI. ane huM AtmAnuM rAjya meLavavA mATe Avyo chuM, nahi ke duniyAnuM rAjya. A rAjya sAme pITha pheravIza te ja peluM rAjya meLavI zakIza. A rAjya ane te rAjya, bene sAthe rAkhI keIpaNa mANasa mokSa meLavI zakatA nathI." koI ema kahetuM hoya ke mANasanI pAse paiso heya, sattA hoya, pratiSThA hoya enAthI kalyANa thAya che, te e bhUla che. A sAdhane mAtra puNyanA eka camakAra rUpe Ave che. ene tame ya gaNI nAkhe, sAdhyarUpe gaNuM nAkhe te jIvanane eka bhrama banI jAya. jIvananI A bhramaNA e ja mithyAtva che. * sAcI daSTi prApta thatAM tamane navuM ja jJAna prApta thAya che. mAne ke tame dharma karatA ho ane tamArI pAsethI paise cAlyA jAya; tame kaI meTA sattAdhIza che ane dharma karatAM kadAca tame sattA uparathI UtarI paNa jAo: tame dharma karatA che ane tamArI pratiSThAne leke ekadama jhuMTavI le ane tamArA upara kIcaDa UDe, tema chatAM paNa tamane ema thAya ke A badhuM je thayuM ene ane mArA AtmAne

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[132] pUrNa nA pagathAre kAMi lAgatuM-vaLagatuM nathI. pratiSThA, kIrti, dhana, prasiddhi, vAhavAha e badhAMya bhautika duniyAnA padArthI che. ane A badhu javA chatAM AtmAnuM sattva talamAtra AchuM thatu nathI. sAdhake sAdhanAkALamAM kAi kAraNe kalakita banavuM paDyuM teA kalaMkita paNa anyA, paNa kala Mkita na anu eTalA khAtara huM dharmane choDI dauM", AtmAnI vAta choDI daMuM evA vicAra emaNe nahAtA karyAM. jhAMjhariyA munei asatyanI sAme jo namI gayA hata duniyAnI vAhavAhamAM AvI gayA haiAta te zuM thAta? paNa te asatya sAme namyA nahi. emaNe te kahyuM ke loko joDA mAre te paNa zuM thaI gayuM? mAre AtmA satyanI upAsanAmAM acala che. jene AtmadRSTinuM bhAna thAya che ane, eTalA ja khyAla Ave ke A deha tA mAtra eka kavara che, emAM rahelA kAgaLa judo ja che. kavara ane kAgaLa e judAM che e samajavu bahu muzkela che. meTA bhAganA mANasAne tA hu eka kavara che ane aMdara eka kAgaLa che evA koi khyAla ja nathI. A 15 paisAnA kavaramAM lAkha rUpiyAnA caeNka paDyo hAya, tethI kAMi pelA 15 paisAnA kavaranI kiMmata lAkha rUpiyA thatI nathI; kiMmata te pelA lAkha rUpiyAnA ceMkanI che. evI rIte jJAnIee kahyu ke A deha che e tA eka 15 paisAnuM parabIDiyu che. emAM je caka paDyo che enI ja kiMmata che. cakane oLakhavAnI je dRSTi che enu nAma samyagdarzana.

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samyagdarzana [133] jene A khyAla AvI jAya e kavarane evI rIte phADe ke kavara bhale phATe, paNa ceka na phATe. kuzaLa vyApArI kavarane game te bAjuthI phADI nAkhe. ene lAge ke eNka phATI jAya ema che te bIjI bAjuthI phADe, vaccethI phADe, jarUra paDe te AkhuM kavara paNa phADI nAkhe ene ceka sAcavo che, kavaranI sAthe kaMIja saMbaMdha nathI. . A daSTi maLatAM tamane thaze ke mArA AtmAne jALaviIne huM A zarIranI pAsethI kAma lauM. zarIra eka kavara tarIke jarUra kAmanuM che. A kavaranI mahattA hoya te eTalA pUratI ja ke e pelA caeNkane eka gAmathI bIje gAma pahocADavAnuM kAma kare che. A zarIranI mahattA paNa eTalI ja che. A AtmAne mokSa sudhI pahoMcADavAmAM e sAdhanAnuM kAma kare che.' A daSTi AvyA pachI tamAruM zarIra game tyAM hAya; maMdiramAM hoya ke masANamAM, paNa tame jAgatA che. tame jANe che ke A te uparanuM eka kavara che, aMdarane ceka huM kaI jude ja chuM.' - dhamI AtmA kone kahevAya ? jenA aMtaranI A daSTi khUlI hoya. * - mane ghaNA kahe ke deva upara, guru upara ane dharma upara mane khUba zraddhA che. huM emane pUchuM : "evI ja je zraddhA hoya te musalamAnane paNa enA ImAmamAM zraddhA hoya che, ene paNa enI masjidamAM zraddhA hoya che ane ene paNa enI namAjamAM zraddhA hoya che. emAM ane samyaga daSTimAM phera zuM ??

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[134] pUNenA pagathAre paNa nA! tyAM AtmAnI zraddhA nathI, ahIM AtmAnI zraddhAthI zarUAta thAya che. AcArAMga sUtramAM pahelI vAta e batAvI ke ene gayA" tuM pahelAM AtmAne, ekane jANuM. ene jANI lIdhA pachI, ene samajyA pachI, enuM jJAna thayA pachI prANa mAtramAM tArA jevA AtmAnuM darzana thaze; enA nAnA-zA duHkhanuM paNa tane saMvedanAmAM sparzana thaze. pachI hiMsA te saMbhave ja kema? eTale deva, guru ane dharma zuM thayAM? sAdhya nahi, sAdhana thayAM, nimitta thayAM. sAdhya keNa? AtmA pite che. keI mANasane nisaraNa upara caDhavuM paDe che, zA mATe ? upara AvavA mATe. eTale nisaraNI zuM thaI? eka sAdhana thayuM. e sAdhana je na hoya te upara na AvI zake. sAdhana mahatvanuM che, inevitable che. e anivArya-indispensable kharuM paNa tame upara AvI gayA pachI enuM kArya pUruM thayuM. ema deva, guru ane dharma mekSa pAmavAmAM eka mahatvanuM sAdhana che, nisaraNI che. paNa pahoMcavAnuM kene? sAdhakane pitAne. eTale kahyuM ke AtmAnI oLakhathI samyaga darzanane prAraMbha thAya che. ghaNe ThekANe ema kahevAmAM Ave ke devamAM zraddhA rAkho, gurumAM zraddhA rAkhe, dharmamAM zraddhA rAkhe. paNa bhAI ! zraddhA rAkhanAre keNa? ene te oLakhe. zraddhA zA mATe rAkhavI e ApaNe jANavuM paDaze. zraddhA rAkhIne meLavavAnuM zuM e ApaNe samajavuM paDaze. A vastuo je ApaNane

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samyagdarzana [13] samajAya nahi te mULa vAta e che ke zraddhA rAkhe ane e zraddhAnA nAme jhaghaDA kare; zraddhA rAkhe ane e zraddhAnA nAme rAgadveSa vadhAre. eTale zraddhA te che paNa zraddhA zA mATe rAkhavI e vAta bhulAI gaI. nAnapaNamAM tame A vAta sAMbhaLI haze. koI eka bheLo AdamI mAla laIne jato hato tyAM rastAmAM ene cire maLyA, ene lUMTyo. mAla badho ja lUMTAI gaye. jyAre e ghare AvyA tyAre leke e ene pUchayuM ke tAre badho mAla corAI gaye chatAM tuM haze ke kema? to kahe ke cere kevA mUkha ! mAla lUMTyo che paNa bharatiyuM te mArI pAse paDyuM che. e vecaze kema? emane bhAvanI khabara paDaze kema? A vAta sAMbhaLIne tame keIkavAra hasyA haze. paNa kharekhara, jIva ema ja mAne che ke mArI pAse zraddhArUpI bharatiyuM che. pele bheLe mANasa jema bharatiyAne pakaDIne beThe che ema A mANase zraddhAne pakaDIne beThA che. paNa ekalI zraddhA zuM kAma lAgavAnI? zraddhA zA mATe rAkhavI e eka prazna che. jyAM sudhI ene nirNaya na kare, e mATe tamane anubhava na thAya, enI anubhUtine sparza na thAya tyAM sudhI e zraddhA mAtra bharatiyAne vaLagI rahevA barAbara ja che. evI zraddhAne nAme ajJAna, mithyAtva piSAI jAya che. saMpradAya ane vyaktionI zradhdhAthI mAnavI dharmathI vaMcita thAya che, tIrthathI vaMcita thAya che ane sAcA sAdhuothI vaMcita thAya che. kahe che ke mane te amuka deva, guru ane dharma para zrAdhdhA thaI gaI. jevI rIte sunnI ziyA pAse

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[136] * pUrNanA pagathAre na jAya ane ziyA sunnI pAse na jAya ema A zraddhAne nAme eka saMpradAya, eka paMtha ane eka vyaktine vaLagI rahe pachI mANasanI jIvana daSTimAM vizALatA ane prakAza Ave kema? saMkucitatA jIvananuM satyAnAza vALI nAkhe che. sAdhanA karavAne A eka ja bhava che. emAM vikAsahIna ane vizALatAhIna jIvana kema pAlave ? saMpradAyanI turachatAmAM jIvana pUruM thayuM te na pUrI zakAya tevuM nukasAna pitAnA AtmAne ja thavAnuM che. cakavatInAM sukha bhogavavA mATe bIjo bhava maLe paNa khare, devalekamAM te tiryaMcamAMthI paNa javArya che paNa mukti pAmavA te sAdhanasAmagrIpUrNa A ja eka uttama manuSyajanma che. bIjuM evuM keI sthAna nathI ke jyAMthI mekSe javAnuM heya. anuttara vimAnamAM gayelA ke jene mokSa bahu najIka che tevAone paNa sAdhanA karavA mATe A mAnavajanmamAM AvavuM paDe che! A mAnavajanmamAM ApaNA vikAsane vicAra karavAne badale AvI ajJAna zraddhAmAM jIvana pUruM thaI jAya te ApaNe je meLavavAnuM che, daSTi je rIte khIlavavI che ane Atmaavabodha karI sAdhanA dvArA A eka janmamAM ApaNe je kAma karI levAnuM che te rahI jaze. sAMje lagna hoya ane tamAre badhI ja taiyArI karavAnI hoya te tame e divasane upayoga kevI rIte kare che? e vakhate mitra AvIne kahe ke cAle, haoNTalamAM jaIne be cAra kalAka besIe, gappAM mArIe! te tame zuM kahe ? tame kahe ke "bhalA mANasa, sAMje te lagna che, A kAMI

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simyagdarzana [137] gappAM mAravAne samaya che?" pele kahe ke mArA kharace huM tamane cA pAIza, te tame tarata kahezeH "tuM samaja kema nathI. mArI pAse samaya bahu thaDe che, tene huM kevI rIte nakAme vAparI zakuM? sAMje lagna che ane badhI taiyArIo karavAnI che." - jJAnIo kahe che ke paraNavA beThele mANasa paNa AvI bhUla nathI karate, chatAM kare to ya ene eTaluM nukasAna na thAya jeTaluM A AtmA pramAda kare te thAya. chatAM manuSya to pitAne kImatI samayane veDaphI ja rahyo che. game tyAM be kalAka gappAM mAravAM hoya te kahe, cAla. khAlI pattAM kaTavAmAM cAra kalAka veDaphavA heya te kahe, cAla, paNa e samayane ApaNe svAdhyAyathI, ciMtanathI, abhyAsathI, dhyAnathI ke yegathI na bharI daIe ! dhana ane dhAMdhalamAM paDelA manuSyane na keI sAdhanane khyAla che, na koI tattvajJAnane khyAla che, na tattvArthane abhyAsa che, na keI Atmabedha che. jIvanuM svarUpa samajavA mATe daSTine vikAsa tha joIe paNa tema thatuM nathI. pariNAma e Ave ke AkhuM A jIvana A meMghAmAM meMvuM jIvana, emanuM ema khalAsa thaI jAya che. mANasa kAMI paNa karyA vinA cAlyA jAya che tyAre enI pAchaLa raDavAnuM thAya che. raDavAnuM kenI pAchaLa che? zA mATe raDavAnuM che? kAMI karyuM nahi eTalA mATe. leke kahe ke bApaDe gayA. ne amAruM karyuM, na pitAnuM karyuM. mANasane ema lAge che ke huM ghaNuM jIvavAne chuM. AthI - jIvananI tRSNAmAM pAchaLa rahelAMnuM paNa kAMI karatuM nathI.

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[138]. pUNanA pagathAre mahinA pahelAnI vAta che. huM eka vyaktine tyAM gaye hato. e maraNapathArIe hatA. meM kahyuM ke tame have dharmadhyAna kare, je kAMI dAna karavuM hoya e karI le ane thoDIka taiyArI kare. te kahe "mahArAja, zuM Apa ema mAne che ke huM marI javAne chuM? eTalA mATe meM tamane lAvyA che?" meM kahyuM "huM eTalA mATe nathI AvyuM, te tamane e kahevA Avyo chuM ke AtmAnI sAdhanA karavI hoya te nivRtti anivArya che." pelA bhAI kahe "huM te pAcho UbhuM thaI javAne chuM. mahArAja ! tame AvI kevI vAta kare che? hajI te mane pAMsaTha thayAM che. nivRtti atyAre?" AvAne kahevuM paNa zuM? meM kahyuM tame te hajI so varSa che evA sazakata che, paNa jAgrata rahe eTaluM ja mAruM sUcana che. cAla huM tamane dharma saMbhaLAvuM." cAra divasa pachI meM sAMbhaLyuM ke e bhAI te UpaDI gayA! mANasa ajJAnamAM na pitAnuM kare che, na pAchaLa rahelAM svajananuM kare che. paNa mANasa je daSTivALA hoya te svanuM paNa kare ane paranuM paNa kare. mane lAge che ke AjanI je deharUpI kaMpanI-company che e kyAre phaDacAmAM-liquidationmAM jAya ane enAM sagAMrUpI zeraholDare retAM thaI jAya e khabara paDe ema nathI. jo kharekhara vicAra karavA jAo te A sagAM badhAM ja zeraholDare che. keIkane nava TakA te keIkane bAra TakA maLyA ja kare ane A kAyArUpI kaMpanI 2LyA kare. jevI A kAyArUpI kaMpanI gaI eTale sau revAnAM. emAM jenA vadhAre zaira che e vadhAre rUe che.

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samyagdarzana [139] * raDavuM kene mATe che? kaMpanI mATe nahi, kaMpanIne naphe-profit baMdha thaI gaye ene mATe. 60 ke 80 varSane mANasa marate tyAre pahelAnA jamAnAmAM lADavAnuM jamaNa thatuM, kAraNake kaMpanI 2LatI ja nahotI. emAM zeraholDarene nAhavA-nivavAnuM kAMI ja nahi, paNa yuvAna kaMpanI hoya, raLatI hoya, zarIra sAruM hoya, be pAMca hajArane pagAra hoya ane e je ekadama jAya te enI AsapAsanA zeraholDarone thAya ke have ApaNuM zuM? eTale kharI rIte AtmA mATe kaI raDatuM nathI. vRddha jAya tyAre tame zuM kahe che? gharaDe mANasa hatA, sukhI thaye, chUTyo. pUcho : koNa? tuM ke te? kharI vAta jevA jAo te maraNa e bIjuM kAMI nathI, ArAma che. mANasa bAra kalAka kAma kare ane UMgha na Ave te UMgha lAvavA geLIo levI paDe. mANasa 60 ke 70 varSa kAma kare ane jo mRtyu na Ave te thAya paNa zuM? A paNa eka UMgha che, ciranidrA che. UMgha pachI paNa UThavAnuM che ane mRtyu pachI paNa janma levAne che. UMgha kharAba nathI, mRtyu paNa kharAba nathI. paNa e be vaccene je bheda dekhAve joIe e bheda jJAnadraSTithI ja dekhAya. je leke kAMI paNa karyA vinA jAya che emanI pAchaLa rUdana cAle che, AMsuo vahe che ane hAhAkAra karavAmAM Ave che. sAdhu kALadharma pAme tyAre emanI pAchaLa zuM thAya? devavaMdana thAya. keI dhanavAna gRhastha mRtyu pAme ane enA - svajane lakhe, "amArA pitA, amuka divase svargavAsa

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[14] pUrNa nA pagathAre pAmyA!" ene javAba tame jhINavaTathI vacce che? dIkare. bhale lakhe ke amArA bApA svargavAsa pAmyA che, javAbamAM te leke lakhe che: "tamArA bApA svargavAsa pAmyA che e bahu ja cheTuM thayuM !" kAraNake svargavAsa pAme evuM keI kAma eNe karyuM ja nathI e teo jANatA ja hoya che. te e lAgavaga lagADIne svargavAsamAM kevI rIte gayo? bApaDe dIkare lAgavaga lagADIne mokalI de ke mArA bApA svargavAsamAM gayA che, paNa leke zenA, mAne ? eTale ja khe- khuM lakhe che, "A bahu cheTuM thayuM !" jema korTamAMthI beTe mANasa chUTI jAya ane tame kahe ke bahu khoTuM thayuM, nyAya jevI kaI vastu rahI nathI, lAgavagathI kAma thAya che. kAgaLanA javAbamAM paNa A ja artha rahele che. mANasa je sAruM jIvana jIve te Ave kaI prazna Avate ja nathI. samAdhimaraNa pAmavA mATe jIvananI A eka yAtrA che. e yAtrAmAM manuSya potAne vicAra karavAne che. pahele vicAra e ke huM eka AtmA chuM ane mArA AtmAnA vikAsa mATe A dehane meM eka sAdhanarUpe svIkAryuM che. game tyAM jAuM paNa mAre AtmA svaccha rahevuM joIe. A kavaranI khAtara mAre ceka kyAMya guma na thaI jAya e mAre jovAnuM che. kavarane tame khUba sArI rIte sAcavaje, kAraNake emAM ja tamAre A eNka rahevAne che. paNa jyAre e

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samyagdarzana [41] prazna upasthita thAya ke bemAMthI kyuM phATI jAya te e vakhate tamAre nirNaya levAne ke bhale kavara phATI jAya, ceMka phATavo na joIe. ema AtmA ane dehajyAre ekAMtamAM beThA che ane tamane thAya ke mArA AtmAne nAza thAya che te game tevA lAbhane paNa jate kare. AtmAne bacAvavAnI dRSTi AvI gayA pachI tame TeLAmAM che ke ekAMtamAM ho, pralenamAM ho ke pravRttimAM, paNa tame aDaga rahI zakaze. je leke pralebhana sAme aDola rahI zakyA ane jemanAmAM aDela rahI zakavAnI tAkAta AvI te A daSTithI ja. sthaLIbhadra cAra mahinA vezyAne (kezyAne) tyAM rahyA. rUpa, raMga ane zaMgArathI bharelI nAra sAme che, SaDarasanAM bhejana che, uttejaka nRtyanAM citrothI bharelI raMgazALA che. mANasanI vRttio pradIpta thaI jAya evA vAtAvaraNa vacce paNa sthULIbhadra zAMta ane svastha che. zAMta ane svastha rAkhanAra tatva kayuM ? A AtmAnuM jJAna. e jJAna na hoya pachI ghaDapaNa hoya ke vaDapaNa hoya tIrtha heAya ke tarApa haya, lapasatAne keI nahi bacAve. . AtmajJAnanA abhAve vyAsa jevA vyAsa tarApa calAvatI masyagaMdhAmAM mehI paDyA. tame ema mAne ke tIrthamAM jAo ane tarI jAo? duniyAmAM evuM keI sthaLa nathI ke jayAM ajJAnI mANasane vikAra jAgate na hoya ! ane evuM keI sthAna ke vyakita nathI ke je jAgrata AtmAne pADI zake. bacavA mATe pahelAM pitAne jJAna thavuM joIe. - paraNavA mATe mA-bApe dabANa karI AgrahapUrvaka pRthvI

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[14] priNanA pagathAre caMdrane lagnanA maMDapamAM besADa,-kahyuM paraNavuM ja paDaze. paNa emaNe lagnanA maMDapane ja vairAgyane maMDapa banAvyA. enA aMtaramAM, remaromamAM vairAgya bharyo che. e strIne kaI dRSTithI jue che? A zarIramAM eka ta jhagI rahI che. A tananA keDiyAmAM caitanyane prakAza tagatage che. nArI narakanI khANa ema kaI belI de e uparathI emanAmAM vairAgya che e bhramamAM kadI paDaze nahi. e narakanI khANa nathI, pitAnI vRttio narakanI khANa che. pitAnAmAM ja adhama vRttio paDelI hoya te sAmI vyakti zuM kare ? jeo ema mAne ke strIone vadhAremAM vadhAre bhAMDIe, utArI pADIe, niMdA karIe te ApaNe nirvikArI, te te bhUla che. eka rIte ja te pitAnI vRttionuM pradarzana che. sAcI samajaNamAM strI ke puruSa kharAba nathI paNa enA pratye je kAmavRtti jAgavI e kharAba che; ane kAmavRtti je dehamAM jAge che e deha naraka che. je kAmavRtti na hoya te A deha eka maMdira che. je dehamAM kAmavRtti jAgI e dehamAM naraka AvyuM. tyAM sAmI vyakita naraka kyAMthI thaI ? be vRddha mitro vAta karatA hatA, "aDhI naMbaranA cazmA lIdhA heya te sArI rIte vAMcI zakAya." tyAM eka gAmaDiye beThA hatA ane kAne A vAta paDI e UDyo ane sIdhA gaye cazmAvALAne tyAM. "eya ! aDhI naMbaranA cazmA lAva." e cazmA caDhAvI AgaLathI jue pAchaLathI jue paNa vAMcI zake nahi. cazmAvALAe kahyuM ke tamAre naMbara barAbara nahi heAya, eTale traNa naMbaranA ApyA. enAthI paNa na vaMcAyuM. kalAkanI mahenatane aMte dukAnadArane

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samyagdarzana [14] jarA zaMkA AvI eTale pUchayuM : "bhAI, tame A badhuM kare che paNa tamane vAMcatAM te barAbara AvaDe che ne ? " gAmaDiyAe kahyuM : "mane je vAMcatAM AvaDatuM hota to huM cama levA zuM karavA Avata ?" camAthI vAMcatAM nathI AvaDatuM paNa vAMcatAM AvaDatuM hoya te vAMcanamAM e madadakare che, e vAMcatAM zIkhavADatA nathI. jema pilA gamAra mANase cazamA UthalAvI UthalAvIne pelAne herAna karI mUke ema A jIva potAnuM ajJAna tapAsyA vinA saMsAramAM gALe dete cAlyA jAya che A kharAba, te kharAba. paNa vastu kharAba che ke vRtti kharAba che enuM saMzodhana eNe kadI karyuM nathI. jyAM sudhI vRtti sAme tamArI draSTi na jAya, vRttinuM vizleSaNa na kare tyAM sudhI jagatanA padArthomAM samabhAva ane taTasthatA AvavAM bahu duSkara che. meM evA ghaNAM mANasane joyA che. e dharmamAM joDAya, maMdiramAM jAya tyAre ghelA ghelA thaI jAya ane bahAra jAya eTale jANe dharma sAthe kAMI lAgevaLage ja nahi. , jJAna aMdaranuM hoya te eka sarakhe samabhAva TakI zake. tame je kare temAM saMvAda lAve. tamane khyAla rahe ke pratyeka pravRttimAM mAro AtmA che, je samAdhAna cAhe che. evuM te na ja bane ke tame Akhe ya divasa upAzrayamAM ke derAsaramAM rahe. divasanA 22 kalAka tamAre duniyAmAM kADhavAnA che. tame duniyAmAM upayegavaMta-jAgrata na rahe. ane ahIM mAtra be kalAka mATe ja upayogavaMta raho te

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[14] pUNenA pagathAre 22. kalAkanuM zuM? ethI te be kalAkanuM paNa dhovAI jAya. jamA karatAM udhAra vadhI jAya. upayoganI sAvadhAnI tamane maLI jAya, te dareka prasaMge tame vRttionuM saMzedhana, avakana, nirIkSaNa karI zake. nAnaka ekatAmAM bahu mAnatA nAnakane lakhanaunA navAba avAranavAra jJAnagoSThi karavA maLatA. navAbane kAjIe kahyuM : "nAnaka meTI vAto kare che paNa namAja paDhavA kadI Ave che?" eTale navAbe nAnakane pUchayuM: "tame mAre tyAM AvIne namAja paDhaze ? " nAnake kahyuM: "huM AvIza, jarUra AvIza. emAM mane zuM vAMdho che ?nAnaka te gayA. namAja paDhavAnI zarUAta thaI. nAnaka te ekadhyAna, ekatAna hatA. pelA bananee namAja te zarU karI. tyAM navAbane thayuM: "namAja jaladI pUrI thavI joIe. Aje arabastAnathI ghaDAvALA AvavAne che. sArAmAM sArA gheDA levAnA che. meM vaLI nAnakane Aje kyAM bolAvyo !" kAjI garvamAM cakacUra hate- ke ke A nAnakane jhukAvIne laI AvyuM. ene masjidamAM mAthuM ghasata karI nAkhe ! meM ene vaTalAvI nAkhe ! svArthanI dhUnamAM ja namAja pUrI thaI. kAjIe kahyuM : "are! tame te UbhA ja cho. amArI jema vaLI vaLIne. namAja te paDyA ja nahi." nAnake kahyuM: "namAja te kharI rIte huM pahayo chuM, tame namAjamAM hatA ja kayAM? eka jaNa gheDA kharIdavA gayA hatA ane bIjo nAnakane vaTalAvI nAkhe tenI magarUrInA garvamAM cakacUra hate." bannene Azcarya thayuM. aMtaranI vAta e kema jANI gayA ! vaTalAvavAthI kaMI kalyANa thatAM nathI, pitAne sudhAravAne badale bIjAne sudhAravAne jANe IjA lIdho!

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samyagdarzana [15] ApaNe koIne sudhAravAne IjA lIdhe nathI. pahelAM te ApaNe pite ja sudharI svane vikAsa karIe. pUrNa vikasita ane zuddha AtmAnA saMparka mAtrathI je sudhAre ane nirmaLatA AvI zake te aNavikasela ane azuddha mANasanAM bhASaNethI paNa nahi Ave. mArA abhyAsa kALamAM mArA guru kahetA ke tuM pravacana Ape tyAre e khyAla paNa na Avavo joIe ke huM lekene uddhAra karuM chuM. tuM ema vicAraje ke huM svAdhyAya karavA beTho chuM, ane e svAdhyAyamAM A badhA mArA sAkSI che. svAdhyAyamAM kayAMya pramAda thAya te zretAo sudhAre ke tame A viSaya upara bolatA hatA ane kayAM UpaDI gayA? Ama tamArA svAdhyAyane upayoga akhaMDa rahe. zretAjane te tamArA parIkSake che. tame ekalA cepaDI vAMcatA he ane tamAre theDakavAra ArAma kare che te karAya, cepaDI mUkI paNa devAya, paNa eka kalAka pravacana cAlatuM hoya emAM e na cAle. svAdhyAya cAlatuM hoya ane emane kaMI vicAra kekane gamI jAya, jacI jAya, aMtaramAM UtarI jAya, kyAMka lAgu paDI jAya ane zuddhi AvI jAya te te sahaja che. paNa uddhAra karyAne ahaMkAra tuM Ava joIe. nadI vahe che, vahevAne ene svabhAva che. ene e hetu nathI ke lAva, gAmanAM lekenAM kapaDAM dhatI jAuM, lekene pANI pAtI jAuM. ene te vahevuM che sAgaramAM maLI javuM che; vacce AvatAM gAmaDAonA lekene pravAhane lAbha maLatuM hoya te e emanuM sadbhAgya che.

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[146]. pUrNanA pagathAre evI rIte sAdhu sAdhanAnA pravAsamAM prayANa karI rahyo hoya che. emAM loke AvIne lAbha letA hoya te bahu sArI vAta che. AmAM sAdhune garva nahi Ave. ghaNAne te amuka dezanA uddhAraka hovAne garva AvI gaye che. pitAnA nAmanI AgaLa vizeSaNa tarIke ene upaga kare ! amuka dezadvAraka! paNa pahelAM tuM tAre uddhAra te kara ! kaI keIne uddhAra karI zakatuM nathI. A eka ajJAna che ane A ajJAna ja mANasane bhulAmaNImAM nAkhe che. te je ghaDIe A daSTi AvI, ke meM Ane uddhAra karyo, ene tAryo, e ja ghaDIe patana. A garve upara laI javAne badale nIce nAkhI dIdhe. mANase sahaja dazAmAM rahevAnuM che. - jema dIve baLatuM hoya enA prakAzamAM koI paNa vAMcI zake, tema jJAnadazAmAM ke svAdhyAyamAM paNa sahabhAgI bane. ahaMkAra AvatAM asmitAnuM kendra sthUla banI jAya che. tyAM sUkSmatA saMbhave ja kema? - AMtaravani sUma che. A dhvanine sparza e ja prArthanA che. samAdhi kahe ke pradhAna kahe, A badhAM te nAma che. mULa vastu zuM che e ApaNe jovAnuM che. leke laThI kyAM rahyA che? nAmanA nAme laDhI rahyA che. Atma-rAmanA kAmanA nAme jhUratA hatA te te kalyANa thai gayuM heta. paNa rAmanuM kAma zuM che e khabara nathI ane nAma yuddhanuM dhAma banyuM che. . A vizvamAM eka UrdhvagAmI paramatatva che. e paramatattva sAthe ekatA sAdhavI enuM nAma prArthanA, enuM nAma

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samyagdarzana [147] dhyAna, enuM nAma sAmAyika, enuM nAma zuddhi ane enuM nAma samAdhi. - bhagavAna AgaLa stavanamAM zuM kahIe chIe? "huM te kodha kaSAyane bhariye, tuM te upazamane dariye." A aMtarane khyAla Ape che? huM kodhathI bhareluM chuM, tuM upazamathI sabhara che, te have tArA ane mArA vacce meLa kema jAme? - A vastune vicAra karavA mATe ApaNe tIrthe, maMdire jaIe chIe. A ekatA na Ave; paramAtmatatvanI sAthe maLavAnuM na thAya; te ApaNe je levuM joIe, je meLavavuM joIe, te ja rahI jAya. keIkavAra te paramatatvane maLo ! maLavAnI e ghaDI kevI paramazAtinI hoya! enuM milana varSamAM eka vAra prApta thAya te paNa bhale. e bhale eka kalAka mATe hoya paNa e eka kalAka jIvananA hajAro kalAkane TapI jAya e kalAka che. jiMdagI varSothI nathI mapAtI, AvA kalAkethI mapAya che. jiMdagI je varSothI mapAtI hota te te vRkSe ane janAvare hajAra varSa AmanAM Ama jIvatAM hoya che. - jIvavuM zuM che? anubhavavuM che, saMvedana karavAnuM che. ane saMvedana kenI sAthe? paramatattvanI sAthe ekatAnuM saMvedana karavAnuM che. jeTalI ekatA mANasa karI zake eTale . e sAcA arthamAM jIve che. * rAvaNa bIjI badhI bAbatamAM pUre hate paNa eka vAra thoDA samaya mATe e ekatAra banI gaye, ekarUpa banI

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[14] pUrNane pagathAre ga, svamAM ogaLI gaye. sAraMgIne tAra tUTe te enI ekatA tUTe. enI khAtara e nasa teDIne paNa ekatA TakAvavA mAge che. eNe zuM karI nAkhyuM? gajaba karI nAkhyuM. tIrthakara getra bAMdhI nAkhyuM. keTalI vAramAM tIrtha". kara netra bAMdhyuM? varSo nahi, kalAkamAM. A te sede che. lAgI jAya te theDIkavAramAM. A janmAre sudharI jAya. keTalAka hameza bajAramAM jAya ane kAMI na meLave; ane keTalAka bajAramAM jAya, bese, ekAda sedo e kare ke pachI bAra mahinA emane UMcuM paNa jevuM na paDe. - dharma paNa ema ja che. keI ema kahe ke huM ja upAzrayamAM besuM chuM, sUI rahuM chuM. e uparathI ema mAnavA jevuM nathI ke A bahu kamANIvALe lAge che. hA, e beThe beThe bIjuM paNa karatA hoya. keNa zuM kare che enI ja gaNatarI karate hoya. ema te pUjArI paNa bhagavAna pAse ja rahe che. zuM e tarI jAya che? taravAnI rIta kAMI judI ja che. AdhyAtmika kamANI sahelI nathI. laya lAga e bahu muzkela che. zikhara upara gayelA taLeTIe AvI pachaDAyA hajAre dAkhalAo che. zikhara upara gayelAone paNa keIkavAra pAchuM nIce taLeTImAM javAnuM mana thaI jAya che. dharmamAM paNa evuM ja che. mANasa dharma karate hoya, e badhAne cheDI beThe hoya. ane cheDyo, mAnane cheDyuM, mAyAne choDI, lebhane choDyo paNa keIkavAra ene pAcho evI vRtti jAge ane e bIjA ja prakAranA lebhamAM UtarI jAya. dhanane lebha na hoya paNa bIje ja keI le jAgI

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samyagdarzana [14] jAya. A badhuM choDIne e zikhara upara gaye hate paNa bIjA lebhe pAche ene tyAMthI taLeTIe Aye. nAnake pelA kAjIne e ja kahyuM: "prArthanA, namAja te meM karI. tuM te mane jhukAvavAnI dhUnamAM hate. tame banee namAja paDhI che ja kyAM ? tame te khAlI UMcAnIcA thatA hatA. vRtti te svaccheda thaI bhaTakatI hatI." navAbe ane ImAme pUchyuM: "amArA mananI aMdara rahelI vAta tame kema jANuM?" dila ane dila vacce saMdezA cAlyA ja kare che. mananA paDaghA chAnA nathI rahetA. mANasa na bese te paNa ghaNIvAra jaNAI Ave che. eka DezI pitAnI dIkarIne laIne jAya che. rastAmAM UMTavALAne joIne kahe che ke mArI dIkarI tuM UMTa upara besADa, e thAkI gaI che. pelAe kahyuM ke A UMTa havA khAvA ane pharavA mATe che, bhADA mATe nahi. AgaLa jatAM UMTavALAne vicAra badalAye yuvAna che karI hatI, dAgInA paherelAM hatAM. A taka meM jatI karI ! e Ubhe rahyo. DozI AvI eTale UTavALAe kahyuM, ke tArI chokarIne besADI de, eTale mane sevAne lahAve maLe. DozIe kahyuM : e samaya te gaye." "kema?" "tane je kahI gaye e ja mane kahI gaye." "zuM kahyuM? " "tane je vicAra Avyo e vicAra mane paNa AvI gaye." AvuM reflection sAmAnya bhUmikA para rahelA mANasane paNuM thAya. tame vyApAra karatA he ane keIkavAra muzkelImAM Ave te pahelAM ja tamane intuition nathI AvatuM ? bahAra

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[150] pUrNanA pagathAre gAma keI bImAra hoya ane tamane enA patrathI jANa thAya e pahelAM kAgaLa lakhavAnuM mana thaI jAya che ne? kaIka mANasa Avate heya ne tamane sAMbhare ke phalANAbhAi kema AvyA nathI? ane e ja samaye e bAraNe TakorA mAre. tame kahe ke tame te varSanA thavAnA, hamaNAM ja tamane yAda karyA. vAta e che ke vicAranI keTalI jabarajasta zakti che ene lekene khyAla nathI. mahApuruSane ene khyAla che, eTale ekeeka vicArane e sAre rAkhe che. dareka vicArane e dhoIne svaccha rAkhe che. amuka dezanA samAcAra lekanA reDiye upara na AvavA devA hoya te reDiye senTaravALA centremAMthI e tAra jarA pheravI nAkhe pachI e senTara upara tame game eTalIvAra svica phera paNa tyAMnA news tamArA sTezana upara nahi Ave. - evI ja rIte ApaNuM A caitanya eka evuM centre che, jemAM vizvanA badhA ja pravAhe tame pakaDI zake. paNa aMdarane tAra khasI gaye te sAmAna pravAha nahi jhilAya. . eTale jeTalA vicAre sArA banatA jAya, zuddha banatA jAya, ucca banatA jAya, ene phAyade kene che? tamane che. pachI tame badhA vicAre wavesnI jema receive karI zake. A zakita badhAmAM paDI che. khAsa karIne e mAtAomAM dekhAze. mAtRhRdaya eTaluM taiyAra hoya che ke, pitAnA saMtAnanAM azubhamAM ane zubhamAM e tAre jhaNajhaNa UThe che. . ? "

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samyagdarzana [11] | eka wire hAya, e khAlI paDele hoya tyAre emAM kaI ja uSmA na hoya. paNa e ja wirene laI tamesocketnI sAthe joDI de che pachI e electrified thaI jAya che. emAM have vidyutapravAha vahe che, electricity che. A zuM thayuM ? enuM joDANa mULa sAthe thayuM. enI baMdhI zakti pelA wiremAM AvI gaI. pachI ene je je bulb aDe te prakAzathI jhaLahaLI UThe. evI ja rIte A caitanya mahAcatanyanI zakitanAM keTamAM goThavAI jAya che ane enI badhI zakitao A nAnakaDA vAyaramAM, caitanyamAM avataraNa pAme che. ApaNe ekAgratA dvArA, dhyAna dvArA, prArthanA dvArA, A zakitane pitAnAmAM saMcAra karAvavuM e ja ApaNI badhI ya kiyAonI pAchaLa rahele eka mukhya uddeza ane Azaya che. A paNa e pahelAM ApaNane khyAla Avo joIe ke huM eka ti chuM, prakAza chuM ane A deha e te mAtra eka keDiyuM che. A keDiyAmAM je ta che enI ja kimata che. keDiyuM. phUTe te phUTavA de paNa tane jALavI rAkhavAnI che. samyagadarzananI prathama bhUmikA deva, guru ane dharma - upara zraddhA rAkhavI e che. AtmAmAM zraddhA zaru karavI e sUkSma bhUmikAnI vAta che. . A bhUmikAne pradhAna vicAra-huM AtmA chuM, amara chuM. marI jAya che te deha che. jyAM sudhI huM A deha ane vRttionA saMge huM tyAM sudhI huM maraNadhama banI pari- bramaNa karuM chuM.

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[15] pUrNanA pagathAre A maraNadhamI na banavA mATe deva, guru ane dharmane Teke che. enA sahArAthI huM zuddha banuM chuM. deva, guru ane dharma mArAM sAdhana che, sahAyaka che, upakArI che ane TheTha mekSa sudhI pahoMcADavAmAM pUrNa madadagAra che. madadagAra che paNa madada lenAre huM pite chuM. madada lenAramAM jera nahi he te madadagAra tamane zuM kare bhAI? pagathiyuM che paNa caDhanAre ja je taiyAra na hoya te pagathiyuM keIne upara dhakelatuM nathI. A caDhanArane ghaNuM bhUlI gayA ane pagathiyAM emane yAda rahI gayAM. A goTALe nathI? Aje moTA bhAganA mANaso pagathiyAMne ja yAda kare che, caDhanAra prati lakSya ja nahi. mAre kahevAnuM e ja che, ke samyaga darzanane prAraMbha eTale "caDhanAra keNa"nI samaja; caitanyanuM lakSya A lakSyane satata lakSamAM rAkhI deva, guru ane dharmanI ArAdhanA kare ane svarUpane pUrNa anubhava kare. .

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"vikAsa" "vikAsa" e tamArI saMsthAnA mAsikanuM nAma che. huM IcchuM ke e ja tamArA saune jIvana-Adarza he. vikAsa! hA, vikAsa eTale khIlavuM, hadayane khelavuM, aMdhakArane bahAra pheMka ane prakAzane satkAra kare. vikAsa e vRtti nahi, pravRtti che. gati nahi, pragati che. kaLI e vikAsa abhimukha bane che. e khIlatI jAya che ane sUryane prakAza hadayamAM bharatI jAya che. prakAzanA spa kaLakaLImAMthI saudarya vikase che. mANasanuM jIvana paNa biDAyelI kaLI jevuM che. e vikase te bhakita, prema ane prabhutAne prakAza jhIlI, pitAnA jIvanane sauMdaryamagra banAvI de. gharanA madhya bhAgamAM phUladAnImAM puSpane goThave che, kAraNake e khIlI jANe che, prakAzane jhIlI jANe che, pitAnA jIvanane vikAsa karI jANe che. je puSpa khIlI jANe te mANasanuM hRdaya zA mATe khIlI na zake? phUlane vikAsa mANasanA manane AkarSI zakate hoya te vyaktine vikAsa kema na AkarSe ? [153]

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[154] pUrNa pagathAre jemaNe pitAnA vikAsamaya jIvananI suvAsa phelAvI emanA nAmane, emanA smaraNane, emanI kIrtine DaMke Aje paNa sarvatra vAgI rahyo che. e kAMI dhana-saMpatti ApI nathI gayA paNa e vikasI gayA. emanA samayamAM e vikAsanI pUrNatA pAmI zakyA.. jema jema kALa vahete jAya che tema tema AvA mahApuruSanA nAmanI suvAsa vadhAre ane vadhAre phelAtI rahe che, lokone preraNAnAM pAna karAvI temanA mArgane ajavALI rahe che. je deha mAM jIvIe chIe e deha paDI javAne, je duniyAmAM rahIe chIe e duniyA vikharAI javAnI ane je svajane ApaNI pAse che e chUTA paDavAnA. TUMkamAM kazuM ja zAzvata nathI, chatAM ApaNe jANe amaratva prApta karIne AvyA hoIe ema vatI e chIe? mANasa pUtaLAM mukAvavAthI ke phaTAthI amara nathI banate. e enAM sukAryothI amara bane che. jema jema kALa vahete jAya tema tema sukAryonuM teja vadhatuM jAya che. jema aMdhArAmAM dIva camake che ema kALa vyatIta thatAM emanAM nAma camake che. ' ApaNe vicArIe ke ApaNe saMsAramAM zuM karI zakIe? saMsArane zuM ApI zakIe ? saMsAramAMthI zuM laI jaI zakIe ? ' DuMka letA jaIe ne thoDuMka detA jaIe. A levaDadevaDa che. paNa tamane ema thaze ke zuM levuM ane zuM devuM ? A saMsAramAM levA jevuM hoya te lekanI zubhecchA che. roja ekAdI paNa zubhecchA jIvananA khAtAmAM jame ka

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"vikAsa" [15] thavI joIe sAMje sUvA jatI vakhate tamArA manane pUcho ke Aje meM zuM sAruM kAma karyuM ? ekAda nAnakaDuM paNa kAma yAda kare. AMdhaLAne doravAnuM, kUtarAne roTalI ApavAnuM, taraphaDatA jIvajaMtune chAMye mUkavAnuM, pADezIne sArI vAta kahI duHkhamAM AzvAsana ApavAnuM, e nAnI vAtamAM paNa zubhecchAone saMgraha che. bIjAnA hRdayamAMthI pragaTela AzIrvAdane pravAha to tamArA jIvanane navapallavita karI de e hoya che. - leke ekabIjAnI niMdA kare, pAchaLathI kharAba vAte kare. paNa A kuTevathI phAyade ze ? jIbha apavitra thAya, mana kharAba thAya ane jenI vAta karI ene to enI khabara paNa nathI. A vAtane UMDANathI vicAra karaze to thaze ke zA mATe huM bIjAnI vAta karavA jAuM chuM? bIjAnA praznone vicAra karavAne mane zuM adhikAra adhikAra hoya te mArI ke mArI joDe beThelA hoya tenI vAta karavAne che. "" meTA bhAganI zakitao bIjAnI TIkA karavAmAM, bIjAnA deSa jovAmAM khalAsa thaI jAya che. - AvI nizAkhorIne kAraNe samAjamAM ghaNuM nukazAna thayuM che. je sArA ane sAcA che emane mATe paNa hRdayamAM bhAva na jAge, thAya ke duniyA AvI ja che te ApaNe paNa evA kema na banIe ? to bIjAnA doSa jevA, durgaNa jevA ane bIjAnI paMcAtamAM jIvananA kImatI samayane veDapha enA karatAM

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[156] pUNenA pagathAre jene mATe tamane kharekhara lAgatuM hoya tene ja kaheH tamArAmAM ghaNI sArI Teva che e joI mAruM mana tamArA pratye Adara seve che paNa tamArI A eka Teva mArA manamAM khUMce che, ene dUra kare te suvarNamAM sugaMdha bhaLyA jevuM thAya." paNa enI gerahAjarImAM vAta karavI e saMskArI strIne ane emAM paNa dhamIne te zebhatI ja nathI. ' dharmane mAtra dharmasthAnamAM ja pUrI na rAkhe, ene saMsAramAM vALe. dharma e jIvanane pAradarzaka, zubhra banAvavAne kImiye che. zabdane niMdA karavAmAM vApare enA karatAM AzvAsananA hUMphALA be zabdane bIjAne zAMti ApavAmAM vApare te kevuM sAruM ? tamArI pAse paise heya, sAdhane heya te je duniyAmAM tame rahetA he tyAM pADezIne juo. mANasa mANasane kAma nahi Ave te kaNa kAma Avaze ? takatI mATe ApavA karatAM takalIphamAM DUbelAM kuTuMbane khAnagI rIte madada karavAmAM ja sAcI mAnavatA che. AvI madada karanAra pratye te Adara paNa jAge ane AzIrvAda paNa pragaTe. eka bahena pahelAM garIbene sArI madada karatAM hatAM paNa thoDA samayathI emaNe e baMdha karI hatI. emane pUchayuM te kaheH "huM have garIbane madada nathI karatI kAraNake ekavAra emanAM chokarAne mIThAI lAvIne khatAM meM joyAM. mane thayuM A madadane pAtra nathI." ' pUchayuM: "tamArI jema e mA nathI? mAne jIva che, peTe pATA bAMdhI, duHkha veThIne paNa keI sArA,

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"vikAsa" [15] divase paiDA laI enA bhUlakAMne Ape. A joIne te tamArI AMkhamAM amI vasavAM joIe. tamane ema thavuM joIe ke ame te reja khAIe chIe, cAle garIba paNa khAya che. e paNa jIva che, manuSya che. A daSTi keLavavAnI jarUra che." ghaNIvAra AvA prasaMge joI dAna denArA A bahAne ApavAnuM baMdha kare che. samAjamAM vyakita vyakti vaccenA khoTA khyAla nIkaLI jAya te samAja bahu najIka Ave, ekabIjAne samaje ane ekabIjAne Teke bane. Aje sukhane divasa che. zI khabara ke kAle sukhane divase nahi badalAya ! kaMcana, kAyA ane kuTuMba azAzvata che. e hoya tyAre ene sAre upaga karI le te jIvana dhanya thAya. vastu hoya tyAM sudhI upayoga karI le. eka rAjA pAse eka vicAraka gaye. vicArake pUchyuM: "tame ATalA badhA sukhI kema che?" rAjAe kahyuM : Aje uttara nahi ApuM paNa A vaDalAnA jhADa nIce besa, tyAM cha mahinA rahevuM paDaze. A vaDalo sukAI jaze tyAre kahIza." - pelA vicArakane eka ja vicAra rAta-divasa Ave. A vaDale jaladI sukAte kema nathI? kyAre sukAze? reja jue. dhIme dhIme pAMdaDAM pILAM paDavA lAgyAM ane traNa mahinAmAM vaDale sukAI gaye. vicAraka rAjA pAse gaye te rAjAe kahyuM : "vaDale navapallavita bane, phaLaphUlathI lacI paDe tyAre uttara ApIza.

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[118] pUNenA pagathAre ane navapallavita thatAM pahelAM je ja rahIza te tane sajA karIza." pile vicAraka ja beThe beThe kahe: "he vaDalA! tuM navapallavita bane te uttara maLe. uttara nahi maLe te kAMI nahi paNa huM jIvate gharabhege te thAuM." traNa mahinA pachI kaMpaLa phUTI. e deDI gaye rAjadarabAramAM. rAjana ! vaDale navapallavita thaye che." rAjAe kahyuM : "uttara maLI gaye ne ? vaDalA nIce besI ja nisAsA nAkhatuM hatuM te tArA nisAsAthI vaDale sukAI gaye. bIjA traNa mahinAmAM AzIrvAda ApavA mAMDe, zubhecchAo varasAvavA lAge te sUko vaDale lIle thaye." * | saMsAramAM lekenI zubhecchA le te vaDalAnI jema navapallavita rahe, sukhI bane. ane nisAsA le te sukAI jAo, duHkhI bane. . mAtra mAruM kalyANa thAya ema nahi paNa sahunuM bhaluM thAe ema Iccho. sahunA bhalAmAM mAruM bhaluM che ema vicAre. keTalAka kahe ke, bIjA gayA khADAmAM paNa bIjA khADAmAM jaze te tame TekarA upara kema rahI zakaze ? : bIjAM sukhI te tame sukhI. savAre prANa reDIne prArthanA kare : zivamastu sarva jagataH, parahitaniratA bhavaMtu bhUtagaNAH / doSA prayAntu nAzaM, sarvatra sukhI bhavaMtu lokAH // badhAnuM kalyANa ho badhA sukhanI chAyAmAM rahe; A zabdo sAthe ekarasa bane, A che A prArthanAne sAra. pachI juo

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'vikAsa [159] ke sukha tamAre AMgaNe doDatu doDatu' Ave che ke niha. reDiyAmAMthI tara Mgo dvArA saMgIta te tema vizvamAMthI saMgItanAM mAjA' chUTe. e gupta che, pracchanna che paNa e eka hakIkata ane baLa che. je badhAMnu sAru.. icche enu pUru karanAra kANu ? 99 suvAsa dekhAtI nathI paNa sUMghI zakAya che, ema AzIrvAda dekhAya niha paNa anubhavAya kharA. sukhane anubhava thAya che ne ? e kayAMthI AvyuM ? kema Avyu ? AzIvaoNdanA khIjamAMthI sukhanA cheoDa pragaTyo che. sukhanI lAlI jIvanamAM lAvavI hoya teA zubhecchAe vadhAravI paDaze. duniyAbharamAMthI zubhecchAe bhegI kare; jyAM jAo tyAM name. namyA te saune gamyA. sukhanA dahADAmAM mAthu` UMcuM karaze niha. namatA rahyA. duniyAne zIkhavA de ke A AtmA ATalA sukhI chatAM kevA vinayI ! koi bhUrA vicAra mokale te AzIrvAdanA jaLapravAhamAM e pUrA vicAra* tarata ja agArAnI jema mujhAi jAya che. vipula pANImAM khaLatA kAlasA bujhAi jAya ema zubhecchAnA sarovaramAM duvicAranA kAlasA bujhAi javAnA ja. duniyAmAM zuM levAnuM che ? zubhecchA. duniyAne devAnu zuM che ? prema. badhAM prema cAhe che. kUtaru mANasane game che kAraNake e premI che. mAlikane jue ane nAcavA mAMDe e bIjI bhASA nathI jANatuM. enI AMkhamAM prema che, mAlikane sAcA

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[16] pUNenA pagathAre dilathI e cAhe che. eTale ja mANasa dIkarAne na cAhe eTale kUtarAne cAhe ane sAcave. - eka mALAmAM rahetuM kuTuMba bIje rahevA gayuM. enA gayA pachI mALAmAM kahe ke e kevuM sAruM kuTuMba hatuM, enAthI Akhe mALe suvAsita hatA, teo gayA ane mALAnI ronaka cAlI gaI. mALa khAlI khAlI lAge che. Ama zA mATe ? eTalA mATe ke e kuTuMba jIvana jIvI jANatuM hatuM, prema ane maitronI havA phelAvI jANatuM hatuM. zubhecchA levAnI che ane nirmaLa prema ApavAnuM che. trIjI vAta, choDavAnuM zuM? kodhane choDavAne che. bahenenAM magaja jaladI garama thaI jAya che. te zuM karavA saMsAramAM paDyAM? icchIne saMsAra svIkAryo che, have krodha kare zuM vaLe? javAbadArI lIdhI che te pUrI kare. saMsAramAM paDyA che te zAMti rAkhe. ghaNI bahene krodhamAM Ave tyAre bALakane mAre, patine kaTuvacane saMbhaLAve. krodha eka eve tephAnI vAyare che je vivekanA dIpakane bujhavI de, pachI sAme keNa che te dekhAya ja nahi. koi traNa vastune nAza kare che. prIti, viveka ane vinaya.' koI AvyuM ane prIti gaI. be miniTamAM badhuM khAkha. are, kIdhI te pitAnI jAtane paNa nukazAna kare. strIo kadhamAM AvI jaIne ApaghAta paNa kare che ne? puruSane ApaghAta karatA joyA che? strojAtamAM ApaghAtanA banAve

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"vikAsa" [161] ghaNA bane che. kAraNake e eTalI nirbaLa banI jAya che ke pitAnI jAtane paNa jALavI na zake. - pati ke patnI kodha kare emAM bicAruM nirdoSa bALaka TIcAI jAya. premanuM amRta varasAvatI mA krodhanA kAraNe kALI banI jAya. nirbaLane koI jaladI Ave. vIra ja kSamAvAna heya. AzIrvAdane saMcaya kare, nirmaLa premanuM dAna kare, krodhane tyAga kare. - pUjA karavA jatAM phUlavALI aDI jAya te snAna karI zuddha - thAo paNa krodharUpI vAgharaNa AvI tenuM prAyazcittazuM? pelAmAM te pUjA bagaDI gaI paNa AmAM te bhava bagaDI jaze. - ghaNI bahene nAnakaDI vAta upara eTale badho krodha kare, jhaghaDA kare ke AkhuM jIvana ane vAtAvaraNa kaTutApUrNa banI jAya. krodhanuM prAyazcitta le. tame ja tamArA guru bane. Ama jAgRtipUrvaka prayatna karatAM A jUnI Teva nIkaLI jaze. krodha Ave te kahe ke mAre bhagavAna AgaLa so khamAsaNuM devAM, vIza bAMdhI navakAravALI gaNavI. jenI pAse koI nathI e te premanI dIvaDI che. enA prakAzamAM sukha ane zAMti vase che. cethI vAta, AtmaciMtana karavuM ? huM zA mATe A duniyAmAM AvI? mArA jIvanane hetu ? mAre karavuM joIe ? che. Ama DUbakI mAraze te jIvananA upagane khyAla Avaze. aMtaramAM DUbakI mAravI, pitAnuM avelekana karavuM 'e meTI vAta che. purANanI A vArtA che?

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[16] pUrNanA pagathAre hiraNyakazyapu bhagavAnane mAravA nIkaLyo. enI pAse eka varadAna hatuM, e game tene mArI zake. hiraNyakazyaputraNe leka pharI AvyuM paNa bhagavAna ene na maLyA, thAkIne eNe mAravAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. ghaNAM varSo pachI nArade bhagavAnane pUchyuM: "tame tyAre kyAM saMtAI gayA hatA ? bhagavAne kahyuM: "huM enI pAse ja hato, enA hRdayamAM ja chupAye hate. hiraNyakazyapu badhe gaye paNa pitAnA hRdaya tarapha najara na nAkhI. e jyAre nAkhe? vAMke vaLe. ta! paNa e abhimAnI hate namIne najara aMdara nAkhe te ene bhagavAna dekhAya ne?" - namra bane. thoDI thoDI vAre aMtaramAM avelekana kare, nirIkSaNa kare, te tamane ja tamArAmAM raheluM paramatattva dekhAze. levAne AzIrvAda, devAne prema, tyAga karavAne krodhane ane jANavAnuM svatatva. e nahi thAya to pravAsa niSphaLa jaze. - tamAruM nAnakaDuM maMDaLa, duHkhI mATe, sakhata taDakAmAM chAMye ApatA vaDalAnuM kAma karI rahyuM che e joI mane AnaMda thAya che. keInAya saLagatA praznone samajIne ukelavAmAM sahAya thavuM e paNa eka sevA ja che. sevAnA kSetre nAnuM zuM kAma paNa mahatvanuM che. keIne pANInuM pavAluM pAvAnuM kAma karyuM haze te ene paNa saMtoSa thaze. . sevA karavAnI bhAvanA tamArA badhAmAM che, tamArA kAryakaro utsAhI che, to sevAnI suvAsa kema na phelAya? AjanI A cAra vAtane lakSamAM rAkhI tame sahu kamaLanI jema vikasatA jAo, pAMkhaDImAM raMga lAvatA jAo, prakAzane hadayamAM bharatA jAo ane paramAtmAnA premanA prakAzane pAmatA jAo evI zubhecchA. (zrI jaina mahilA samAjamAM ApeluM pravacana)

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"ApaNuM saMskAra dhana" Ajane svAdhyAya "ApaNuM saMskAra dhana" che. je dhanavaDe bhArata samRddha hatuM, samRddha che ane samRddha thaze. jo ke oTa AvI che chatAM enI gauravagAthAo evI ja gavAI rahI che. je saMsakRtinA nAma upara, je AdhyAtmika prakAza upara pazcimanA leke Aje paNa vArI jAya che ane dara varSe tyAMthI pravAsIo AvatA ja jAya che e saMskAradhana zuM che te vicArIe. dhana kenuM nAma? je mANasane samRddha banAve, sukhI banAve, jIvanane jIvavA jevuM banAve ane mRtyune maMgaLamaya banAve. je dhana mANasane ciMtA karAve, je dhana mANasane kaMgAla banAve, je dhanavaDe karIne mANasa manathI ane tanathI ahaMkArI ane ajJAnI bane e dhana nathI, ene paise kahI zake.. pase ane dhana e be vacce moTuM aMtara che. paiso jugArInI pAse paNa heI zake, naTa ane nartakI pAse paNa hoI zake paNa dhana te saMskAra saMpanna naranArI pAse ja heya. eTalA ja mATe paise meLavyA pachI paNa dhana meLavavAnuM bAkI rahI jAya che. jyAM sudhI A dhana na Ave tyAM sudhI e paisAdAra kahevAya paNa zrIpati na kahevAya, dhanapati na kahevAya, lakSamIpati na kahevAya. lakSmI, dhana, zrI e badhAMya jIvananI zebhAnAM upanAma che. [163]

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[164] pUNanA pagathAre AvA dhanathI bhArata samRddha hatuM, paisAthI nahi. paisAthI te amerikA ApaNA karatAM ghaNuM samRddha che. paNa bhAratavarSanI samRddhi judI che. je dhanavaDe karIne mANasa sukhI hoya, prasanna haya, hRdayane udAtta haya, jJAnane upAsaka haya, jIvanane dhanya banAvatA hoya ane mRtyune maMgaLamaya banAvatuM hoya e dhana ApaNA dezanuM dhana, jene huM ApaNe vArase kahuM chuM, ApaNI mUDI kahuM chuM. paise cAlyA jAya te paNa A mUDI na jAya. mANasa paisAthI nAdAra thaI jAya te cAle paNa A AdhyAtmika saMskRtithI kaMgAla thaI jAya te nahi cAle. saMskRtithI nirdhana ane kaMgAla na banI jAya e mATe mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayanA suvarNa mahotsavanA zubha prasaMge A svAdhyAyamAM enuM smaraNa tAjuM karavA mAguM chuM. mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya" Akhara te eka vidyA pradAna karanArI saMsthA che. e laeNjiMga ane beDiga nathI ke khavaDAvyuM, rAkhyA ane ravAnA karyA! A saMsthA sAthe mahAvIranuM pavitra nAma joDAyuM che. aDhI hajAra varSa pahelAMnI bhavyatAnuM smaraNa A eka nAnakaDuM nAma karAve che. aDhI hajAra varSa pahelAM e jamAne hatuM, jemAM buddha ane mahAvIra vicaratA hatA, jemAM ahiMsA ane premane prasAra hatuM, jemAM adhyAtmanA prakAza mATe rAjAo rAjya choDIne, maMtrI maMtrIpada cheDIne, zreSThIo havelIo cheDIne saMtanA caraNamAM jaI besatA. emane lAgatuM hatuM

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ApaNuM saMskAra dhana [16] ke A ja amAruM sAcuM dhana che. vicAra karavAne che ke e dhana zuM hatuM ke je dhanane meLavavA mATe paisAdAre paNa mAtA ke A dhana maLe te ja ame sAcA dhanapati. mane eka prasaMga yAda Ave che, aDhI hajAra varSa pahelAne A prasaMga che. bhagavAna buddha rAjanagarImAM AvyA che; emane vaMdana karavA, emanA jJAnanuM sudhApAna karavA keTalAye naranArIe utsAhabhera jaI rahyAM che. e vakhate gAmane nagarazeTha paNa jaI rahyo che. eNe vicAra karyo? bhagavAna buddhanA darzane jAuM chuM. emanA caraNe huM zuM dharIza? emanI pAsethI laIne AvIza paNa huM ApIza zuM? ApyA vinA kAMI meLavI zakAtuM nathI, khAlI karyA vinA kAI bharI zakAtuM nathI." aMdara je bhareluM hoya te navuM tame kema bharI zake? aMdara bhareluM hoya ene kADho nAkhe te ja tame navuM umerI zake che. ziziraRtu hovAthI badhAM kamaLa baLI gayAM che, sukAI gayAM che, mAtra eka ja kamaLa rahI gayuM che. A kamaLane sadAsa mALI vecavA nIkaLe che. nagarazeTha levAnI vAta kare che: "keTalA paisA?" sudAsa eka senAmahora mAge che. eTalAmAM te rAjaputra Ave che. e kahe "huM tane pAMca ApuM." banne vacce harIphAI cAle che. senAmaheranI harIphAImAM banne ghaNuM AgaLa vadhI jAya che. sudAsa AzcaryathI pUche che: "Apa A kamaLanuM zuM karavA mAge che?" banne kahe che: "bhagavAna buddhanA caraNemAM A kamaLa amAre dharavuM che." sudAsane vicAra Avyo jenAM caraNamAM kamaLa dharavA mATe A nagarazeTha ane rAjaputra harIphAI kare che e caraNe keTalAM pAvana havA

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[16] pUNenA pagathAre joIe! te A kamaLane vecuM enA karatAM huM ja jaIne e caraNamAM Ane samarpita zAne na karuM ?" ane e deDI. Avya, AvIne buddhanAM caraNomAM kamaLa dharI DhaLI paDyo. bhagavAna buddhe kahyuM : "vatsa! tAre zuM joIe che?" . sudAse namra bhAve kahyuM : "mAtra tamArI kRpA najaranuM eka kiraNa maLe ane mArA aMtaranuM timira TaLI jAya!" . je vastu rAkhIe ane cerene ujAgara kare paDe che vastune mATe bhAIone laDavuM paDe, pitA-putrane mana duHkha thAya e dhana nathI. bhagavAna buddha zuM kahyuM? "AjanI sabhAmAM sAco saMskArI ane dhanapati hoya te A sudAsa che." A vArtA bhagavAna buddhanI jAtakakathAmAM Ave che. kavivara ravIndranAtha TAgere ene sarasa vicAranI kalagI ApI che. aMdaranA aMdhakArane dUra karavAmAM madadagAra thAya enuM nAma te dhana che, bAkI badhuM ya paiso che. ApaNe je dharatImAM jIvIe chIe, e dharatInA aNuaNumAM A bhAvanA bharelI hatI paNa deza, kALane lIdhe keTalIka vastuo badalAI jAya che, badalAI javA chatAM dharatImAM je vastu paDelI che e dharatIne sAva mUkIne jatI nathI rahetI. ApaNuM A saMskAra dhana zuM hatuM? ApaNI saMskAragAthAne kavi kAlIdAse raghuvaMzamAM noMdhI che. zaizave abhyasta - vidyAnAM, yauvane puruSArthInAm / vArdhakye munivRttAnAM, yogAnte ca tanutyajAm // .

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ApaNuM saMskAra dhana [16] mAnava jIvananA cAra tabakkAonI cAra vAte AmAM mUkI che. paheluM zaizava, bIjuM yauvana, trIjuM prauDhatva ane ethuM mRtyu. jIvananA A cAra prasaMgene ApaNe kaI kaI vastuthI dhanya ane ciraMjIva banAvI zakIe enA upAye ApaNane batAvyA che. - "rAve pUstavidyAnAmuM" zaizava zenAthI alaMkRta ane ciraMjIva bane? te kahe, - zaizava vidyAthI bharyuM hovuM joIe. jema keI pAtra amRtathI bhareluM hoya te pAtramAMthI ApaNe enuM pAna karI zakIe paNa pAtra khAlI hoya to? khAlI. pAtra game eTaluM suMdara hoya paNa enAthI ApaNuM tRSA chIpatI nathI. pAtra pleTinamanuM hoya te paNa zuM? pyAsa te emAM rahelI vastu ja miTAve che. ema zaizava e pAtra che. emAM vidyA e amRta che. vidyAnuM amRta emAM bhareluM hoya te ja e jIvananI pyAsane miTAve che. - zezava e vidyAne mATe ja kahevuM joIe. murabbIoe dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe ke bALakanA vidyAbhyAsanA suvarNakALamAM emanA taraphathI jANatA ke ajANatAM emAM kaI pittaLa na maLI jAya ke emanuM suvarNa, jIvananA kharA samayamAM khoTa paDI jAya! A vAta rAjadvArI mANase, netAo ane mAtApitAe dhyAnamAM rAkhe te bALakanA jIvanamAM sadA vidyAne ja prakAza rahe ane enuM zaizava suMdara ane saMskRta banI jAya. te paNa Aje vidyAne ane vidyAthIone upayoga ghaNAkharA pitAnA svArtha mATe karI rahyA che. rAjadvArI mANaso

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[168]. pUrNanA pagathAre emanI pAse patharA pheMkAvIne, kaleje ane yunivarsiTIo saLagAvaDAvIne, zikSakenI sAme belatA karIne, copaDIo ane pustakAlayone bALatA karIne emanA zaizavane bagADI rahyA che. je bIjAnuM zaizava bagADe ene buDhApo zA mATe na bagaDe? enAM mULa keNa che? sattAnA ucca Asana upara beThelAM, jemanuM tame hAraterA laIne svAgata kare che ane gayA pachI niMdA zarU kare che ! . vidyArthIo ke jemanuM mana nirmaLa che emanA jIvanamAM tame bagIce sarjavAne badale ene verAna kema kare che? Blotting PapernuM (zAhI cUsanuM) kAma, sAme je hoya te cUsI levAnuM che, pachI e kALI zAhI hoya ke vAdaLI hoya. evuM ja kAma vidyArthIonA mAnasanuM che. emanuM mAnasa zAhIcUsa jevuM zIghagrAhaka che, je Ape te grahaNa kare. AvA bALamAnasane je bIjA mArge vApare che. eka rIte kahuM te, e bhAratIya saMskRtinuM murder khUna kare che, e meTAmAM meTe gune kare che. suMdara zaizavane vadhAre suMdara banAvavAmAM ApaNe sAthe ApavA prayatna karavAnuM che. ApaNA vicArathI, ApaNI vANIthI ane ApaNA vartanathI emanA mAnasa para kaI asa skRta chApa na paDI jAya te mATe sadA sAvadhAna rahevuM paDaze. vidyAnI upAsanA karate karate vidhAthI jIvananuM eka darzana meLave che. vidyAthI bhaNIne AvyA enI pratIti zuM che? jIvanadarzana zuM che? enA mApadaMDanAM A be pAsAM che : eka te jIvananI zAzvata ane azAzvata vastuonAM mUlyane viveka. bIje pitAnAmAM je AtmA che evA ja

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[16] ApaNuM saMskAra dhana AtmAnuM darzana vizvanA prANImAtramAM karI potAnI paratve je jAtanuM AcaraNa jAheramAM ane ekAMtamAM Acarate hoya evuM ja AcaraNa jAheramAM ane ekAMtamAM sarva AtmA pratye AcaravAnI abhiruci vidyAnuM A darzana che. jenI pAse vidyA Ave enI pAse A be vastunI apekSA rAkhIe. zAzvata ane azAzvata e bene vivekathI judA pADe. e jue ke eka deDa che, bIje AtmA che, eka mUkI javAnuM che, bIjuM laI javAnuM che. A baMne viveka thatAM zAzvatane bhege azAzvatane na sAcave. jarUra paDe te e azAzvatane bhege zAzvatane TakAvI rAkhe. AvI prajJA, Avo viveka jenAmAM jAge che enI pAse vidyA che. A benuM vizleSaNa karatAM AvaDI jAya pachI ene kahevuM paDatuM nathI ke tuM AtmA mATe svAdhyAya kara, paraleka mATe prayatna kara. kAraNake e jANa hoya che ke A mAre AtmA zAzvata che, enA bhege huM duniyAnI kaI paNa azAzvata vastune saMcaya nahi karuM, zAzvata-tatvane huM hAni nahi pahoMcADuM. Aje vidyAvAna ghaNA che paNa AvI jAgRta vicAraNAvALA keTalA? vidyAthI A daSTi na Ave te mAnavuM ke mAtra pustakiyuM jJAna che, bIjI rIte kahuM te mAtra zabdone saMgraha che. e pustakAlaya banI zake paNa prAjJa puruSa nathI banI zakate. - tevI ja rIte mANasa mAtra pustaka ja raTI jAya, ' bhaNI jAya, yAda rAkhI jAya paNa jarUra paDe tyAre AcarI na zake te e gadheDA para lAdelA caMdana jevuM gaNAya ne?

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[10] pUrNanA pagathAre eka vidvAne sarasa vyAkhyA bAMdhI ke Man of words. and not of deeds is like a garden full of weeds. mAtra zabdane saMgraha kare ane e saMgrahane AcAramAM mUkavA mATenI abhiruci na dAkhave ene eka bagIcA sAthe sarakhAve che, jemAM puSpa ane phaLo kAMI nathI mAtra kAMTA ane jhAMkharAM ja UbhAM che. : - bhaNatarathI mAtra maraNazakita vadhe, zabdazakti vadhe, vAkcAturya vadhe ane AcaraNa na vadhe te ApaNuM jIvanamAM tyAganuM teja kema Ave ? vastune choDavA mATenI abhiruci kema jAge? zAzvata ane azAzvatane viveka kare e ja te vidyAnuM prathama pAsuM che. - bIjuM darzana e ke mArAmAM je che e ja tattva vizvanA badhA ja AtmAomAM nivAsa karI rahyuM che te ekAMta ane jAheramAM huM mArA pratye jevuM AcaraNa karuM chuM evuM ja AcaraNa huM jagatanA 9 pratye karuM. A daSTithI enA vicAramAM, enA uccAramAM ane enA AcAramAM eka jAtanI uccatA Ave che. A uccatA lekene rAjI karavA bahArathI lAvelI nathI paNa aMdarathI UgelI che. vizvamAtranA prANIsRSTimAM caitanyanA nivAsanuM eNe darzana karyuM che. AvI daSTivALA mANase ApaNane dareka dezamAM maLI Ave che. abrAhama liMkana ekavAra hAITa hAusa jatAM kIcaDamAM Dukkarane taraphaDatuM jue che. pite kIcaDamAM jaI ene kIcaDamAMthI kADhe che, pachI ja hAITa hAusa jAya che. tyAM keIe DrAIvarane pUchyuM ke liMkananAM kapaDAMne kIcaDanA DAghA kema? DrAIvare kahyuM ke Dukkarane kIcaDamAMthI bahAra

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ApaNuM saMskAra dhana [11] kADhatAM DAghA lAgyA che. A sAMbhaLI eka mitre AvI liMkanane dhanyavAda ApyA. tyAre liMkane kahyuM : "rahevA de. meM A kAma dhanyavAda mATe ke bIjAne mATe nathI karyuM paNa Dukkarane kAdavamAM taraphaDatuM joIne mArA manamAM eka vyathA jAgI ane e vyathAne kATa kADhavA Dukkarane kADhayA vinA chUTake nahote." ATaluM kahIne liMkana cAlatA thayA. bIjAne duHkhI joIne pite duHkhI thavuM. A eka samabhAva avasthA; prANuM maitrInI bhAvanA; vizvamAM rahelA caitanyamAM pitAnA jevA ja eka caitanyanuM darzana. pitAnA duHkhane dUra karavA mATe je prayatna kare e ja prayatna jagatanA jIva pratye ApaNe karatA rahIe, darda dUra karavA mATenI ApaNI satata abhilASA hoya tyAre jANavuM ke ApaNAmAM vidyAne prakAza AvI jAya che, e vidyA vaDe karIne ApaNe dhanavAna banatA jaIe chIe. rAjasthAnanA gAmaDAne A prasaMga che. be bhAIo che, moTAbhAine vastAra vadhAre che, nAnA bhAIne vistAra gheDe che. bannenAM khetare che, vacce eka vADa che. kApaNI pachI hUMDAne Dhagale thaye che. rAtre moTA bhAI vicAre che ke A . mAre bhAI mAne che, meM saMsAramAM mANavAnuM badhuM mAthuM lIdhuM che, mArI jarUriyAta paNa ochI che, nAnA bhAIne vadhAre jIvavAnuM che, jarUriyAta paNa vadhAre che. A vicAre potAnA khetaramAMthI pULA laIne nAnA bhAIne khetaramAM nAkhI Ave che. e ja rAtrinA bIjA praharamAM nAnA bhAIne vicAra Ave * che ke moTA bhAIne vastAra vadhAre che, e kevI rIte calAvatA haze? huM te juvAna ane sazakata chuM, raLI zakuM ema chuM. eTale e pitAnA khetaranA pULAone meTA

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[172] pUNane pagathAre bhAInA khetaramAM nAkhI Ave che. AvI rIte be traNa divasa cAlyuM. cothI rAtrie bane bhAIo bhegA thaI gayA. eke pUchyuM "tuM kyAM jAya che?" bIjAe pUchyuM "tuM kyAM jAya che?' banenA hAthamAM pULA. pele Ane tyAM nAkhavA jAya ane A pilAne tyAM nAkhavA jAya ! A vidyA che, A keLavaNI che. nAnA moTAne vicAra, kare, mATe nAnAne vicAra kare. A ekabIjAne samajavAnI zakita che. AvI vidyAthI samAjanuM darzana prApta thAya che. AvI vidyA vinA kaho, samAja U e kema Ave? samAja sukhI ane samRddha paNa kema thAya? samAjanA darzana vinA ekalI AtmAnI ane paralokanI ja vAta karIzuM ane vyavahAramAM prANImAtra pratye samabhAvanI vicAraNuM nahi Ave te mane lAge che ke ApaNe havAmAM UDyA karIzuM, jamIna upara paga paNa nahi mUkI zakIe. je mANasa jamIna upara paga mUkI zakatA nathI e kadAca havAmAM UDI zakato haze paraMtu sthira nahi heya. havAmAM UDavAnI paNa eka maryAdA che. Akhare mANasane dharatI upara cAlavAnuM che. adhyAtmanI, dharmanI jAgRti je vyavahAra zuddhithI zarU na thAya, bIjA mAM rahelA AtmAnuM darzana karIne enA pratye samabhAvAtmaka buddhithI jAgRta na thAya te je dhyeya tarapha pahoMcavAnuM che tyAM e kadI pahoMcI nahi zake. mAtra ApaNA zabdomAM mekSa, vicAmAM nirvANa ane kalpanAmAM mukti rahI jaze; enI prApti te AvA samAjadarzanathI ja thaze. zAzvata ane azAzvatanAM mUlyane viveka ane sarva

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ApaNuM saMskAra dhana [13] bhUtamAM pitAnA jevA ja caitanyanuM darzana. A samAnubhUti thAya, samasaMvedana thAya e ja sAcI vidyA. - Avo vidyavAna puruSa manamAM vicAre che tyAre e vicArenI aMdara paNa eka mRdu ane nirmaLa tattva hoya che, enA AcAramAM kamaLatA ne saMvedanA hoya che, enA AcaraNamAM saunAM sukha ane zAtine parimala hoya che. enuM darzana AtmaspazI hovAthI samAjane mATe eka AzIrvAdarUpa banI jAya che. zIvane puNyArthInA jenA zaizavanuM pAtra vidyAnA amRtathI chalakAI rahyuM che e zaizavamAMthI nIkaLIne tame yauvanamAM Ave che. tamArI pAse zaktio che, buddhi che, thanaganATa che ane kAMIka karI javAnI manamAM svapna sRSTi che. yauvanamAM je svapna ane sarjanAtmaka zakitanA vicAre na hoya te e zakti ene ja khalAsa karI nAkhe che. mAre A saMsAranA bagIcAmAM ekAda repa pIne javuM che, ane te saMsArane bagIce samRddha bane evuM suMdara kArya karuM paNa eke pAne UkheDIne saMsAranA bagIcAne daridra banAvavAmAM nimitta te na ja banuM. eka rAjamArganI bAjumAM eka ekyAsI varSane vRddha khADe chedIne nAnakaDe cheDa repI rahyo che. eTalAmAM be yuvAne ThekaDI karatAM pUchavA lAgyA : "dAdA, zuM kare che?" AMbAnuM jhADa vAvuM chuM." "hai! A ummare AbenuM jhADa vAvo cho? ekayAsI varSe jhADa vAve che ? A A 'Ugaze kyAre? ene kerIo Avaze kyAre? ane dAdA - tame khAze kayAre? ghaDapaNamAM tRSNa ane meha jAgyAM che!"

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[17] pUNenA pagathAre vRdhe namratAthI kahyuM : "tArI vAta sAcI che bhAI, tRSNA te heya. huM ema kahetuM nathI ke mArAmAM tRSNA na heya. na hovAne dAvo kare e vastu hovAne siddha karavA barAbara che. paNa A je AMbe huM vAvuM chuM e mAre mATe nahi. A rastAnI banne bAja je jhADa ugelAM che enI chAMyAne, enA phaLane meM ghaNA varSo sudhI lAbha. uThAvyA che. te have huM jAuM chuM te pahelAM AvatI kAlanI peDhIne kaIka te ApatAM javuM joIe ne? eTale huM vAvate jAuM chuM. gaIkAla pAsethI lIdhuM che te AvatIkAlane ApaNe kAMIka ApavAnuM che, ane ApyA vinA cAlyA jaie te ApaNe kudaratanA cora kahevAIe! huM cAra na banI jAuM eTalA mATe A mATe prayatna che." pelA be yuvAne A sAMbhaLIne namI paDyA, "dAdA, tamane samajavAmAM amArI bhUla thaI che." * , mANasa mANasane samajavAmAM bhUle che tyAM ja jIvanayAtrAnI niSphaLatA che, mANasa sAmAne samajI zakti hoya te enI yAtrA kevI saphaLa thaI jAya ? yauvana zebhe che puruSArthathI. ghaNI vAta karanArane huM mahattva nathI Apate, ene mAtra vAtane rAjA gaNuM chuM. tamArA hAthathI kAMIka dayAnuM, karuNAnuM, sevAnuM, kAMIka te kAma thavuM joIe. gayA varSanI vAta che. bihAramAM duSkALa paDayo tyAre cArapAMca lAkha bhegA karI tyAM bhejanagRha zarU karyA. tyAM kahevAtA evA eka AdhyAtmika bhAI AvyA. kaheH "mahArAjazrI ! AtmakalyANa mUkIne A zuM upADyuM che? AtmAnI vAta kare. bihAranA leke te janme che ane mare che, te svabhAva

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ApaNuM saMskAra dhana | [175] che. keNa jagyuM te nathI karyuM ? emAM tame pAMca lAkha mANasane anAja pahoMcADayuM te zuM ane na pahoMcADayuM te zuM ? A mUkIne eka AtmajJAnanI zibira ye ne!" ApaNAmAM jAgRti je na hoya te ghaDIbhara enA vicAranA AcchAdananI nIce ApaNI prajJAne dIpaka DhaMkAI jAya. meM kahyuM: "AtmAnI vAta karanAra mANasa AtmAene duHkhI jeIne drave nahi, ene hAtha laMbAya nahi te ene AtmAne anubhava thaye che ema mAnavuM e paNa ajJAna-janya bhrama che." je je mahApuruSee Atma-anubhUti karI che temanAM jIvanamAMthI sevAnAM pratyakSa daSTAMta jaDyAM che. paMDharapuranA devanA abhiSeka mATe nAmadeva gaMgAjaLa kAvaDamAM laI jaI rahyA hatA. paNa rastAmAM gadheDAne tRSAthI taraphaDatuM joyuM te emaNe ene e pahelAM pAyuM. keIe pUchayuM "are, gaMgAjaLa A gadheDAne pAyuM?" uttara maLe "gadheDAmAM AtmA che bhAI!" A Atmadarzana che. A AtmadarzanathI tamArAmAM sarjanAtmaka, hakArAtmaka, sevAnI eka sahaja bhAvanA jAgI jAya che. yuvAnImAM puruSArtha A rIte AkAra le che ane ApaNI zaktione e samRddha banAve che. "vArtha munivRttAnAM zaizava ane yuvAnImAM je taiyAra thaIne Avele e che e have vArdhakyamAM praveza kare che. vArdhakya eTale ghaDapaNu ja nahi. jyArathI dhoLAvALane prAraMbha thAya, : jyArathI tamane ema lAge ke tamArA aMge pAMgamAM * kAMIka phera jaNAya che, dAMta hAlavA mAMDe, AMkhamAM, | motiye Ave ke zarIra upara karacalIo dekhAya te vicAra

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[16] pUNenA pagathAre kare ke jIvananuM A triIjuM prasthAna che. have huM tyAM jAuM chuM, zaizava ane yauvanamAM je bheguM kareluM che ene upaga " have vArdhakyamAM karavAnuM che. zaizavamAM vidyA prApta karI, yuvAnImAM puruSArthanI kAryazakita dvArA svapna sRSTi siddha karI, have vArdhakyamAM munivratapaNuM Ave che. te muni eTale keNa? je maunamAM AtmAne saMgItane anubhava kare, saMsAranA visaMvAdamAM vidyA ane puruSArthanI . be zakitaone lIdhe pite samAdhAnAtmaka cittanI eka avasthAmAM rahI zake enuM nAma te muni che. aMdara je jhINuM jhINuM guMjana cAle che e guMjanane anubhava mauna pALyA vinA, UMDA UtaryA vinA thatuM nathI. ' eka anubhavI bApe pitAnA ALasu dIkarAone kaheluM ke huM jAuM chuM paNa meM khetaranA UMDA bhAgamAM eka carU dATelo che e kADhI leje. ane bApa marI gayo. pelA dIkarAo te maMDI paDyA khodavA. ALasu hatA paNa zarU joItA hatA eTale kharIdIne AkhuM khetara uthalAvI nAkhyuM. kyAMye carU na maLe eTalAmAM varSA thaI, khetaramAM ghAsa sAthe bIjI vastuo UgI ane khetara melathI lacI gayuM. tyAre pelA vRddhanA mitre AvIne kahyuM: "tamArA bApe kahyuM hatuM ke khetaranA UMDA bhAgamAM dATeluM che eTale jema jema khode tema khetara picuM thAya. emAM je Uge e ja tamAre carU ane e ja tamArI samRddhi che." - vRddha pitAe dIkarAne je kahyuM hatuM e ja vAta huM tamane kahuM chuM. tame aMdara jAo, UMDA Utare. jema jema tame tamArAmAM UMDA UtaratA jAo tema tema tamane navI ja

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ApaNuM saMskAra dhana [1] anubhUti thAya. AgaLa vadhatAM eka evI anubhUtinI avasthA Ave che. je bhUmikAmAM anubhavAya ke je tatva mahAvIramAM hatuM, buddhamAM hatuM, zrIrAmamAM hatuM ane AdinAthamAM hatuM e ja paramatattva mArAmAM che. A parama tatvanI samRddhine anubhava thayA pachI huM kaMgAla chuM ema lAge ja nahi. ema lAge ke huM mahAvIra chuM, huM buddha chuM, huM rAma chuM, huM AdinAtha chuM. paNa ema kahevA pahelAM ane ema karatAM pahelAM anubhava tha joIe. ane anubhava thayA pachI kahevAnuM rahetuM nathI, anubhavavAnuM ja rahe che. ghaNuM leke kahetA pharatA hoya che "huM A chuM" jyAM Ama kahIe tyAM anubhavavAnI vAta cAlI jAya che. anubhava mauna che. tyAM bolavAnuM baMdha thaI jAya che. bhramara madhurasanuM pAna kare che tyAre guMjana baMdha ja hoya che; guMjana cAlatuM hoya che tyAre madhupAna baMdha hoya che. evI ja rIte anubhava thAya che tyAre bIjI badhI vAte baMdha thaI jAya che. tyAM mAtra anubhavanI ja anubhUti hoya che. A anubhavarasanuM jeNe pAna karyuM tenI khumArI kadI UtaratI nathI, ene saMsAranI mAnasika bimArI parzatI nathI; e sadA anubhavamAM masta ane magna rahe che. . A anubhava karatAM pahelAM pahelI be bhUmikAomAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe che. vidyAthI jema pahelAmAM, pachI bIjAmAM, pachI trIjAmAM ema standardmAM AgaLa vadhatuM jAya che. ema na karanAra mANasa uparanI kakSAmAM, yunivarsiTImAM,

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[17] pUrNanA pagathAre vidyApIThamAM pahoMcI zaktA nathI. ekadama yunivarsiTImAM jAya te e peon ke sipAI tarIke jAya athavA kalArka tarIke jAya paNa e prophesara tarIke nathI ja te jaI zakate. eTale tamAre paNa jIvananI A trIjI bhUmikAmAM jatAM pahelAM zaizavanI ane yauvananI bhUmikAone dhIme dhIme sarasa banAvavI joIe. mANasa sudharate sudharate ja upara jAya che. jo ke emAM paNa exception apavAda hoya che. emAM sAvadhAna na rahyA hoya tema chatAM trIjI avasthAmAM sudharI gayA che, paNa e apavAda General rule na banI zake. A trIjI avasthA eTale aMdaranA saMgItane anubhava vAne samaya. AvA mANaso ja saMsAramAM ane saMsthAo mATe AzIrvAdarUpa bane ane vighAthIonA bhemiyA bane che. huM te ema IcachuM ke zrI mahAvIra jaina vidyAlayamAM thaDAka AvA TharelA, anubhavI, cAritryavAna ane vicArathI samRddha puruSe vidyArthIonA vAlI bane. vAlI vinA vidyAthIene mAtra beDiMga ane lejiga maLe paNa prema, vAtsalya ane sneha kayAMthI maLe? vidyArthIone jaIne premathI pUche ke tamAre zuM duHkha che? tamArI zI vAta che? te vidyArthIo vAtsalyathI vaMcita na rahe, ane je vAtsalyathI vaMcita nahi rahe e saMsArane paNa jIvanabhara vAtsalya ApyA karaze. paNa jemane vAtsalya nathI maLyuM e aMdarathI evA dagdha ane zuSka banI jAya che ke jIvananA vividha kSetramAM e bhayaMkara vikRtio lAve che. beDiMga ane lejiMgamAM bhaNatA chokarAo mATe eka psychological problem che.

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ApaNuM saMskAra dhana [179] jemane mAbApanuM vAtsalya na maLe, bahenane prema na maLe, bhAIne sneha na maLe, emanAM hRdaya ATha-dasa varSamAM dhIre dhIre zuSka banI jAya che. pachI jyAre e jIvanakSetramAM Ave che tyAre pitAnI zuSkatAne paritRpta karavA jIvanamAM je maLyuM te apanAvIne AgaLa deDe che. e vakhate viveka adazya banI jAya che. eTale jemaNe munivrata keLavyuM hoya, mana ane tanamAM maunanuM saMgIta heya te bahu upayogI nIvaDe. - "sojo 2 tanucanA cothI vAta bahu maMgaLamaya che. jenuM zaizava vidyAthI bhareluM che, jenuM yauvana svapna ane kAryathI sabhara baneluM che, jenuM vArdhakya maunanA saMgItathI magna baneluM che te A dehane cheDavAne divasa Ave te kevI rIte cheDe? vegamAM dehane choDe. maratI vakhate sIla ane vila e be vAte dUra rahevI joIe. eka chekare AvIne kahe ke bApAjI vIla karavAnuM bAkI che, ahIM sAhI kare. bIje kahe ke sIla mAre. AmAMthI bacavAnuM che. pahelethI ja egya vyavasthA karI nAkhavI. yeganI samAdhimAM deha choDe. paNa vega eTale zuM che. che? jemAM ApaNuM tana, mana ane caitanya e traNe eka bhUmikAmAM AvIne vase te ga. hA, tanane svabhAva che eTale e bimAra paNa paDe. evuM nathI ke jegI puruSane tananI zAMti ja hoya. kadAca azAMti paNa haya, paNa - azAMtimAM paNa zAMtine anubhava kare te yogInI viziSTa zakti che. gIrAja AnaMdaghanajIne eka jIvanaprasaMga yAda Ave

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[180] purNane pagathAre che. teo mAMdA che. khUba tAva Ave che. emane eka bhakata emane vaMdana karavA jAya che. AnaMdaghanajI te gAI rahyA che, saMgItamAM masta che. bhakata paga dAbe che, zarIra garama garama che, bhakate kahyuM : "gurudeva! ApanA zarIramAM te javara che." AnaMdaghanajIe kahyuM : "vara te A zarIrane che. AtmA te svastha che." aba hama amara bhaye na mareMge e gIta tyAre ja pragaTayuM. deha vinAzI che ane huM te avinAzI chuM. chellI avasthAnI A bhUmikA che. ' jiMdagIne marma keIe eka kavine pUchaye tyAre emaNe hasIne kahyuM: "keNa kema marI gaye e tame mane kahe eTale huM tamane kahuM ke e kema jIvI gaye." (jIvananuM saravaiyuM e te mRtyu che. mANasa keTalI kUdAkUda kare che e moTI vAta nathI, enI chellI ghaDI kevI jAya che e moTI vAta che. . AyoganI AnaMdamaya bhUmikA pratyekane maLe ane mRtyu mATe vidAya letAM kaheH "huM jAuM chuM. ApaNe jIvyA, sAthe rahyA, have raDaze nahi, AMsu pADaze nahi, kALAM kapaDAM paheraze nahi, kAraNake huM te musAphira chuM. nimna bhUmikAmAMthI UrdhvamAM jAuM chuM." ganI AvI bhUmikAmAM vidAya levI, chUTA paDavuM ane saMsArane AvyAne eka saMdeza ApIne javuM e samagra jIvanane hetu che, uddeza che. AryAvartanuM dhana eTaluM badhuM samRddha che ke ene

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ApaNuM saMskAra dhana [181] ApaNe vicAra karIe chIe tyAre ApaNuM mastiSka AdarabhAvathI namI jAya che. ApaNA vArasA kevA meTA che! e vArasAne AvI keAI paLeAmAM zAMtithI besIne vAgALIe ke e vArasAnA vArasadArAe vArasAne keTalA jALavyA che ! ApaNuM dhana-sa MskAra dhana-ApaNane maLaze te ApaNe samRddha banIzuM. jIvananI samRddhi A ja che. prAraMbhamAM ja meM Apane kahyuM ke jIvanane paisAthI ke makAnathI nathI mApavAnu. jIvanane mApavA mATe hRdaya bhAvAthI keTaluM samRddha che, mana ane mastiSka vicArothI keTalAM sabhara che ane buddhi pavitratAthI keTalI zuddha che e jovAnuM che. A vicAraNA mATe AjanA A magaLamaya divasa ApaNA sahune mATe eka yAdagAra banI rahe| e zubhecchA. ( nAMdha : .mahAvIra jaina vidyAlaya pravacanamALAmAM tArIkha 23-1-68nA pU. munizrI ca MdraprabhasAgarajI ( citrabhAnu pravacananI A noMdha che. ) suvarNa mahotsavanA prasaMge yAjAyela magaLavAre baralA krIDA kendramAM mahArAzrIe Apela mananIya

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha" A vAta sadA smRtimAM rahe ke puNyane udaya eTale saMpatti nahi paNa subuddhi, ane pApane udaya eTale garIbI nahi, paNa dubuddhi mANase puNyanA udayane jagatamAM meLavelI saMpatti uparathI mApI rahyA che. jenI pAse keTalI saMpatti che ene e hisAba kADhe che, ane jenI pAse vadhAre saMpatti hoya ene saMsAramAM puNyazALI gaNavAmAM Ave che. paNa saddabuddhi hAya ane saMpatti na hoya te leke ema kahe ke bhaNele khare, magaja sAruM paNa sAva kaDake che, takadIra nathI, khAlI che. Ama ene puNyazALI gaNavAmAM nathI AvatuM. jeTalA jeTalA tamane saMpattivAna puruSe dekhAze e badhA ja tamane bhAgyavAna ane puNyavAna lAgaze. alabatta, paise puNyathI maLe che paNa paise e ja puNya che ema nathI. be vacce aMtara che. paiso maLe che e puNyathI maLe che e sAcuM paNa paisAmAM ja badhuM puNya AvI gayuM evuM nathI. e paise keTalIkavAra te kalpanA paNa na karI zake evAM pApane laI Ave che. paise na karavAnA kajiyA tamArI pAse karAvI zake che, paise AtmAnI namratAnA rAjamArgane badale bhayaMkara evA ahaMkAranA DuMgarAomAM aTavAvI zake che, ane paise tamane [18]

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha [183] saMtapuruSanA samAgamamAM laI jaIne upadezAmRtanuM pAna karAvavAne badale madirA, mAMsa ane maithunanA viSabharyA khADAmAM pheMkI zake che. tAtparya ke puNyathI paise maLe paNa puNya e paise nathI. ahIM paise ja pApanuM kAraNa thaI gayA. gaNitazAstranI jema ja A jIvanazAstra che. leke bhramamAM paDayA che ane A bhrama TheTha dharmasthAna sudhI AvI gayA che. jyAM jarAka paise dekhAze eTale dharmopadezaka paNa kaheze ke tamArA jevA bhAgyavAna koNa? jagata te bhramamAM che, mAyAe te mAnavane bhramamAM nAkhyuM hatuM, jagatanA e bhrama upara sAdhuoe te pramANapatra AvyuM.. have e bhramane uDADaze keNa? mANasanI A eka pragADha nidrA che. emAMthI mANasane prabuddha karaze keNa?-- jagADanAra ja UMghI jAya te ! eTale ja dhIme dhIme e mUcha vadhatI jAya che, paisA taraphanI deTa vadhatI jAya che; saMpattinI mamatA vadhatI jAya che ane subuddhi tarapha durlakSa thatuM jAya che. ' saMpatti AvI, ThIka che, beTuM nathI; enI sAme virodha nathI ane ene vakhoDavA jevI paNa nathI. paNa saMpattinI sAthe subuddhi AvI ke nahi e moTI vAta che. - jyAre saMpatti subuddhi sAthe Ave che tyAre ja e- lakSmI bane che, jIvanane ajavALe che, tamArAmAM eka jAtanI rAjazrI Ave che. e rAjazrI zuM che? A mANasane jIvanamAM rasanuM darzana thAya. ene lAge ke huM jIvana jIvI rahyo chuM. enA zabdamAM madhuratA hoya,

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[184] pUrNa pagathAre magajamAM namratA hoya, vicAramAM dhamaheya ane AcaraNamAM sadAcAra heya. A badhI vastuo kene lIdhe Ave che? saMpattinI sAthe subuddhi Ave te ja e badhIya vastu Ave. mahAbhAratane eka prasaMga che. pAMDa ane kere. zrIkRSNanI sahAya mAge che tyAre zrIkRSNe kahyuM: "juo, eka bAju mArI A badhI senA ane vibhUtimattA che ane bIjI bAju huM ekale chuM. eTale AvuM paNa laDuM nahi. A bemAM je pasaMda karavuM hoya te karI le, kAraNake mAre mana te tame banne sarakhA che; tame badhA ya eka ja bIjanAM phUla che; mAre mana tame samAna che." kauravoe vicAra karyoH "oha! keTale meTe vaibhava che, keTalI moTI zrIkRSNanI saMpatti ane sene che! A badhuM ApaNane maLatuM hoya te A eka khAlI kRSNanuM ApaNe zuM kAma che." kauravoe kahyuM: "amane tamArI badhI vastuo-hAthI, ghoDA, sainya Apajo." kRSNa kahe "kabUla che. " jyAre bIjI bAju dharmarAjAe kahyuM : "amAre kAMI na joIe. amAre tame joie, bIjuM kAMI nahi joIe. eka je tame haze te zUnyamAMthI sarjana thaze ane jo tame nahi he te AkhuM sarjana zUnya thaI jaze." A mAgaNImAM jIvananuM darzana che. A rUpaka che. rUpakanI bhASA samajavI paDaze. kRSNa eTale zuM ? ane enuM sainya eTale zuM ? enuM rAjya ne sainya eTale saMpatti, ane kRSNa eTale subuddhi. jIvananA rathane dezanA sArathi je subuddhi nahi hoya te samajI lejo ke A jIvanaratha kyAMya athaDAI paDavAne.

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha [195] samarAMgaNamAM arjuna je saphaLatA meLavI zakyA hoya te enI bANAvali tarIkenI kuzaLatAne lIdhe ke enA gAMDIvanA parAkramane lIdhe nahi paNa eka sukuzaLa sArathine lIdhe. che jenI pAse saddabuddhi che ene kaI ja mArI nahi zake. tame araNyamAM jAo, ajANyA pradezamAM jAo, keInA ya sathavArA vinA ekalA jAo paNa tamArI sAthe je subuddhi hoya te tamane saphaLatA maLyA vinA rahevAnI ja nathI. paNa jenI pAse subuddhi nathI paNa mAtra saMpatti ja che enI saMpatti leke jhUMTavI zake che, rAjAe ene daMDa daI zake che ane sarakAra enI upara tapAsaNI karI zake che. zA mATe? saMpatti che paNa subuddhi nathI mATe. - jIvanasaMgrAmamAM jenA jIvanarathane sArathi zrIkRSNarUpa subuddhi che e AtmArUpa arjunane vijaya maLyA vinA rahe khare ? A subuddhi jenI pAse hoya e ja mANasa puNyavAna che, bhAgyavAna che ane e subuddhinA jore saMsAranI saMpattine pitAnI pAse e lAvI zake che. ane na belAve te jagatanI saMpattinA svAmIone pitAne caraNe mukAvI zake che. : eka subuddhimAna rAjA hate. ene tyAM saMpattivAna rAjA mahemAna thayA. A dhanADhaya rAjAne vaibhava ane vistAra bahu meTe hate. dhanADhaya rAjAe A rAjAne tyAM khUba mahemAnagIrI mANI. A rAjAne mahela sAde hate; ane sAdI, enI jIvanacaryA hatI. pelA saMpattivAna rAjAe A subuddhivAna rAjAne eka prazna pUchyoH "tame rAjya calAvo che ke sadAvratakhAtuM?" rAjAe pUchayuM : "kema?

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[16] pUNenA pagathAre huM rAjya ja calAvuM chuM." pele kaheH "mane to lAge che ke tame sadAvrata khAtuM calAve che ! leke pAse mahesUla le nahi, kara vasUla karavo nahi ane uparathI je che emAMthI paNa lokone ApI de, garIbone vaheMcI nAkho ane tamArA . rAjyabhaMDArane khAlI rAkho te rAjya kema cAlaze ? tamArI pAse hIrA nahi, jhaverAta nahi, nIlama nahi, pannA nahi, kAMI ja nahi. tamAre bhaMDArI paNa ke sAde che? mArA bhaMDAranI vAta javA de paNa mArA zarIra uparanuM jhaverAta paNa eka kareDa rUpiyAnuM thAya. mArA rAjyabhaMDArane tamArA bhaMDAra sAthe sarakhAvuM chuM tyAre mane lAge che ke mAruM rAjya che, jyAre tamAruM sadAvratakhAtuM che. meM tamAre tyAM anna khAdhuM che eTale mane thAya che ke rAjya kema calAvavuM enI rIta zIkhavate jAuM. " subuddhimAna rAjAe pUchyuM : kevI rIte ? " eTale eNe prajAne kevI rIte nIcavavI, prajA pAsethI vadhAremAM vadhAre kema levuM chatAM prajA pratye kema durlakSa karavuM ane rAjyabhaMDArane kema samRddha banAve e badhIya vartamAna rIta eNe batAvI dIdhI. . enuM A kahevuM sAMbhaLI subuddhivAna rAjAe kahyuM : tame tamArI rIta batAvI. tame kahe te huM mArI rIta batAvuM." "hA batAve." huM tamane pUchuM ke tamArA rAjyanI saMpatti keTalI che e kahe." e rAjAne pitAne je Acho Acho khyAla hatuM te Akhe. ATalA hIrA, ATalA pannA ema karIne jeTalA abaja rUpiyA thatA hatA e badhA ya gaNAvIne kahyuM ke mArI rAjya saMpatti ATalA abaja rUpiyAnI thAya che.

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha [187) - subuddhivAna rAjA kaheH "tamArI pAse ATalA abaja rUpiyA che, have mArI pAse zuM che te batAvuM." - eNe tarata gAmamAM DhaMDhere piTA. "huM muzkelImAM chuM, mAre bIjA rAjAne ATalA abaja rUpiyA ApavAnA che, rAjAnA rakSaNane A prazna che. mATe potAnI zakita hoya e pramANe prajA premathI pitAne phALo rAjyabhaMDAramAM nedhAvI jAya." traNa divasamAM te prajAe dhana, ratna, hIrA, pannA, badhuM ya lAvI rAjyabhaMDAramAM meTe Dhagale karyo. - subuddhivAna rAjAe saMpattivAna rAjAne kahyuM: "have jarA gaNuM juo, tamArI saMpattine mArI A saMpatti sAthe sarakhAvI jue A saMpattinA rAzinA DhagalA AgaLa pelAnI saMpatti vAmaNI lAgatI hatI. " rAjya calAvatAM tamane AvaDe che ke mane ? tame bheguM karIne enI rakSA mATe ceyiAta rAkhe che, polIsa rAkhe che, bIjA rAjAene zatru banAve che ane saMgraha karIne bIjA rAjAonAM manamAM tamArA pratye IrSyA jagADe che. ahIM eTalA cekiyAta paNa nahi ane IrSyA paNa nahi. uparathI tamArA jevA paNa ema kahe che ke sadAvrata khAtuM calAve che. mAre bhaMDAra mAre tyAM nahi, prajAne tyAM che. mAre rAjyabhaMDAra saMpatti nahi, subuddhi che." A be vaccenuM aMtara tamane khyAlamAM AvyuM ? subuddhi ane saMpatti. ekanI pAse subuddhi hatI eTale e prasanna ane saMtoSI hate bIjAnI pAse saMpatti hatI eTale e sadA prajAne lUMTavAnA vicAramAM banyA karate hate. tamAre tyAM koI gharAka Ave tyAre tamane ema vicAra Ave ne ke Aje Ane barAbara "zIzAmAM utAruM." A

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[188] pUrNane pagathAre bahu sAro zabda che ! ane pachI gharAkane barAbara "zIzAmAM utArIne tame rAjI thatA kaheze : gharAkane ke banAvyuM, kevI rIte lUMTyo. zIzAmAM utAranAra pite paNa kyAMka UtarI rahyo che e bhUlI javAya che. tuM keIkane utAre che, tane keka utAre che. dubuddhi e sahuthI kharAbamAM kharAba vastu che. gharAkanI sAthe vyApAra kare che te ema nahi Icche ke Aja A barAbara hAthamAM AvyA che, huM lUMTI lauM, mAruM ghara bharI lauM. e tamArI kubuddhi. tamane sukhe nahi jIvavA de. je banI zake te sarasa vicAra kare. "jema huM peTa laIne beThe chuM ema ene paNa peTa che. huM jema sukhI thavA mAguM chuM ema grAhaka paNa sukhI thavA ahIM AvyA che. huM AnI sAthe e vyApAra karuM ke jemAMthI mane paNa be paisA maLe ane A laI janAra mANasa paNa sukhI thAya." gharAkanuM sAruM nahi I che tyAM sudhI vyApArInuM sAruM nahi thAya. vyApAra e trAjavuM che. eka bAjanuM palluM ghasaka che, bIjI bAjunuM palluM vecanAra che. vecanAra ane lenAra baMnenA palAM sarakhAM rahe te ja e trAjavuM prAmANika gaNAya. dharatIkaMpa e bIjuM kAMI nathI, mANasanA jIvananA paDaghAo che. mANasane AghAta Ape che, dhaDakAve che, gabharAve che, sadabuddhinA astittvane khyAla Ape che. kahe che ke tuM ema mAnIza nahi ke badhuM vijJAna upara ja cAle che. aniyaMtritane niyaMtrita karanAruM tattva vizvamAM pracchanna chatAM jIvaMta che, je anuzAsana karI zake che. tame joze ke vijJAna badhe pahoMcI zakayuM paNa dharatIkaMpa kyAre thavAne che e kahevAnI vijJAnanI ya zakti nathI.

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha [189] - A bicArA joSIonI te vAta ja javA de. e te gerakhadhaMdhA ja karatA hoya che. e badhA takasAdhuo che. banAva banI gayA pachI ogaLa cheDanArA ane kahenArA game eTalA hoya paNa dharatIkaMpa pahelAM keIe AvIne keI chApAnA taMtrIne ke khabarapatrone nahetuM kahyuM ke tame cAra vAge badhAne cetavI deje. A prakRtine niyama che. ene artha e nathI ke prakRti ApaNAthI viruddhamAM che, ApaNe prakRtithI viruddhamAM chIe. prakRti te ApaNA saMvAdamAM che. mANase prakRtine paDakAra kare che eTale prakRti potAnI zakitane AviSkAra evA keI banAvo dvArA kare che. mANase mAtra saMpatti mATe nahi paNa subuddhi mATe sAdhanA karavAnI che. kadI e vicAra Ave che ke mArI pAse saMpatti te AvI paNa subuddhi che? ' subuddhi na hoya te saMpatti AzIrvAda banavAne badale abhizApa banI jAya che; sukha banavAne badale eka ciMtA banI jAya che, prabhutA banavAne badale pazutA thaI jAya che mANasa zeThiyAne badale veThiyA banI jAya che. paise tamane ArAmathI dharma na karavA de, saddaguruenAM vacanAmRta sAMbhaLavA na de, prArthanA mATe samaya na kADhavA de ane sukhazAMtithI besavA na de tyAre tamAre vicAravuM joIe ke paisAe tamane svAmI banAvyA ke dAsa? dhanathI je dAsapaNuM AvatuM hoya te e lakSmIpati nahIM paNa lakSmIdAsa che ! eka lakSamIpati che, bIje lakSmIdAsa che. lakSmIpati

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[10] pUNanA pagathAre keNa? je saMpattine dAsa banAve. jenA dvArA subuddhi dvArA. paNa je lakSamIdAsa che e buddhi gumAvI de che ane jIvanabhara lakSmIne nekara thaIne mAtra AratI ja utAryA kare che. enI sArI ya jiMdagI saMcayamAM pUrI thAya che. tema chatAM lakSmIne javuM hoya tyAre e AratI utAranArane pUchatI paNa nathI ke huM jAuM ? puNyane udaya e saMpatti nahi paNa subuddhi che. jenI pAse subuddhi che enI saMpatti dhanya che. dharma saMpattine virodhI nathI. saMpatti puNyane eka aMkura jarUra che, paNa e pUrNa nathI. saMpattine lekee satkArI che paNa saMpatti alaMkRta kenAthI bane che? subuddhithI. subuddhi hoya te ja saMpatti alaMkRta bane che. saMpattithI prasiddhi ke samRddhi Ave paNa zAMti te subuddhi hoya te ja Ave. ApaNane eka bahu moTuM biruda maLela che, "mAnavuM." mAnava thavuM e koI sAmAnya vAta nathI. badhAM ja vizeSaNa enI AgaLa vAmaNAM che. mAnava banavA mATe subuddhi anivArya che. A hoya te ja vicAra Ave ke huM keNa chuM ane kyAM chuM. mitra hoya ke zatru paNa enA mATe mAnavanA vicAra te maMgaLamaya ja hoya. amaMgaLa vicAre ApaNuM maMgaLa vicArene dhUMdhaLA karI nAkhe che. bIjA mATenA amaMgaLa vicAre ApaNuM ja vicArene dhUMdhaLA kare che. amaMgaLa vicAra kyAM Ave che?

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha [191] ApaNuM magajamAM Ave che. ApaNA magajanA suvarNa pAtramAM A gaMdI amaMgaLa vastu zA mATe AvavA devI ? tamArI pAse mATInuM kaI pAtra hoya ane tamArA hAthamAMthI sarIne e gaTaramAM cAlyuM jAya te emAM gaTaranI gaMdakI AvyA vinA rahe? kadAca gaMdakIne tame kADhI nAkhe paNa enA aMzo te rahI ja jAya che. ene sAbuthI, garama pANIthI dhUe paNa ekavAra gaTaramAM gayeluM pAtra jaladI zuddha kema thAya ? evI ja rIte ApaNuM magajamAM gaMdA vicAre AvI gayA pachI eTalIvAra te magajanuM pAtra kharAba ane gaMdu thaI ja jAya ne ? eTalA mATe sArI vastu e che ke suMdara vicAre. je keI tamArI sAme Ave tyAre eka ja vicAra kareH "AnuM bhaluM thAo, mArAthI je joI zakAya ema chete enAmAM huM sAruM jouM ane na joI zakAya te kharAba jevAnI mAre jarUra nathI." subuddhivAna mANasa vicAra karate karate dhIre dhIre pitAnI aMdaranI duniyAne pite samRddha banAvate jAya che. paNa jo e kharAba vicAra karate thAya te dhIre dhIre enuM * aMtara evuM malina thAya ke pachI badhe ene amaMgaLanuM ja darzana thAya che. - jagatamAM Aje saMpatti vadhatI jAya che, subuddhi ghaTatI jAya che. subuddhine vadhAravI hoya te zuM karavuM joIe? prArthanA. bhagavAnane kAgaLa lakhavo hoya te zAhI ke kAgaLathI nahi; eka prArthanA pUratI che tamAre avAja tyAM . pahoMcI jAya che.

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[192] pUNanA pagathAre prArthanA e zabda nathI paNa hRdayane pikAra che. tamAruM . hRdaya pokAre che : "tArA ane mArA vacce kevuM aMtara paDI gayuM che ! tuM subuddhine bhaMDAra che ane ahIM kubuddhi sivAya bIjuM kAMI che ja nahi." bALaka jema mane pikAre che ema hadaya pikAre che : kAM te tuM mane najIka belAvI le agara te dUra rahuM tyAM sudhI tuM mane tArI hUMpha Apa" prArthanA e mANasane mATe eka anivArya aMga che. mANasa jyAre prArthanAmAM bese che tyAre aMtaranuM avalokana kare cheH "mArI pAse saMpatti che ke subuddhi? saMpatti vadhI ke subuddhi?" eka jamAnAmAM lAkha rUpiyAvALe lakhezarI kahevAte. enuM mAna paNa keTaluM! Aje lAkha te ThIka kareDAdhipatine paNa eTalI pratiSThA nathI maLatI. samRddhi vadhI che, kalpanA na karIe eTale paise vadhe che paNa e saMpatti vadhavAnI sAthe subuddhi vadhI che ke nahi ene mApadaMDa e paNa prArthanAo che. bhagavAna ane ApaNI vacce ektAnuM darzana thAya che tyAre ApaNe bhagavAnanI pAse ne pAse AvatA jaIe chIe; ane jema jema enI pAse AvIe tema tema kubuddhi ghaTatI jAya che ane subuddhi vadhatI jAya che. bhagavAnanI kRpA e zuM che? ApaNAmAM saddabuddhi Ave tyAre samajI levuM ke have bhagavAnanI kRpAnuM avataraNa ApaNAmAM thaI rahyuM che. paNa subuddhi na Ave ane ekalI ja saMpatti Ave te ema kahevuM nahi ke mArA upara bhagavAnanA

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha, [18] cAra hAtha ! bhagavAnanA cAra hAtha heta te subuddhi eTalI ja heta, jeTalI saMpatti. - subuddhi vinAnI saMpattithI mANasane keTaluM nukasAna thAya che tenI mImAMsA eka vidvAne sarasa rIte karI che. saMpatti ekalI kadI nathI rahetI, kAM te e subuddhi sAthe rahe, ane e na maLe te kubuddhine bolAvI le che. kubuddhinAM saMtAna cAra che. kAma, madirA, jugAra ane jalama. kAmathI padArAmAM rata rahe, madirAthI vivekahIna bane, jugArathI aneka anartho seve ane jalamI paisAne jere aneka naramArIone trAsa Ape. A cAre durguNane kAraNe AvelI kuTeva jIvanamAM ghara karI jAya che. Akhare saMpatti te cAlI jAya che paNa AvA mANasanA jIvanamAM aMte durgaNe ja zeSa rUpe rahe che. kadAca A janmamAM saMpatti na paNa jAya te paNa paraleka te bagaDI ja jAya che, jenuM pariNAma mANasane pitAne ja bhogavavuM paDe che. saMpatti vadhAremAM vadhAre Ave te smazAna sudhI Ave, jyAre mANase enAthI meLavelA susaMskAra agara kusaMskAra jIva jyAM jyAM jAya, tyAM tyAM A loka ke paralokamAM, sAthe ja cAlyA AvatA hoya che. - eka saMskArI vyakitae prArthanA karatAM kahyuM: "bhagavAna! mane dhana Ape te Apaje, na Ape te kAMI nahi, paNa mane subuddhithI vaMcita na rAkhIza." jenI pAse subuddhi hoya ane chatAM e duHkhI hoya e . eka mANasa tame mane batAve. - ghaNIvAra ghaNA kahe che ke dhamI mANase bahu duHkhI

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[194] pUrNanA pagathAre hoya che. huM tamane khAtarIthI kahuM chuM ke dhamI kaI divasa duHkhI hoI zake ja nahi! dhamI je duHkhI heya te dharma duniyAmAM jIvate nathI ema mAnaje. dharma e bahAra dekhAva ke bAhya cihno nathI, paNa aMdaranI abhIpsA che. aMtaranI pyAsa e dharma che. jema paththaramAMthI pratimA banAvavAnI abhIkhA zilpIne heya che ema AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banAvavAnI abhIpsA dhamamAM hoya che. zilpI rAtadivasa kharabacaDA paththarane ghaDIghaDIne, TAMkaNAM mArI mArIne, emAMthI AkAra ke tarate ke tarata ene suMdara pratimAmAM pheravI nAkhe che; jenA suDoLa AMkha, moTuM ane samagra AkRtinuM darzana karatAM ApaNuM hRdaya AhalAdathI chalakAI jAya che ! hato paththara paNa banI pratimA, kAraNake, emAM zilpInI abhIpsA pragaTI. ema ja keI dhamI mANasane thAya ke huM AtmAne paramAtmA banAvuM, cha vane ziva banAvuM, kaMkarane zaMkara banAvuM, te e jaMpe? enI A abhIpsA ene vilAsa ane vastuonI bhUkhamAMthI mukata karAvI virATa tarapha laI jAya tyAre ja e jaMpa. dhamamAM cAra lakSaNanuM darzana thAya che, e pramAdI heya nahi, e prArthanA karI cheDe nahi, puruSArtha enI prANa hoya ane prAmANikatAne e vaLagI rahe che. A cAra lakSaNavALo mANasa duniyAmAM duHkhI banyuM hoya evuM kadI banyuM nathI.

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha [195] hamaNAM ja amerikAnA presiDanTa harbarTa hUvaranuM jIvana vAMcatA hatA. temAM tenA jIvanane eka prasaMga Ave che. yunivarsiTImAMthI bhaNIne kaI tarata presiDanTa thane nathI. harbarTa Ijanera thaIne AvyA ane eka chApAmAM vAMcyuM ke amuka kaMpanImAM IjaneranI jagyA khAlI che. e tarata tyAM pahoMcI gaye, menejarane maLe, namana karI kahyuM ke, hamaNAM ja yunivarsiTImAMthI uttIrNa thayela chuM, mAre nekarInI jarUra che. menejare kahyuM ke, jagyA khAlI che paNa te IjaneranI nahi, TAIpisTanI. harbarTa vicAra karyoH jagyA khAlI hoya te bharavI. TAIpisTa ane IjaneranA sthAnamAM keTaluM aMtara che? paNa eNe vicAryuM ke khAlI besI rahevuM, udyama vagaranA thaI jIvavuM, enA karatAM kAMIka kAma karavuM joIe. eNe kahyuM: "sAheba ! TAIpisTa tarIke paNa kAma karavA huM taiyAra chuM." menejare kahyuM : "traNa divasa pachI Avaje." trIje divase aiphisamAM e hAjara thaye ane kAma para caDhI gaye. eka divasa menejara AMTe mAra mArate A bAju Abe, joyuM te harbarTa barAbara kAma karI rahyo hate. enI AMgaLIo jANe ramI rahI hatI. menejara eka miniTa * Ubhe rahyo ane pelA yuvakane pUchayuM: "tame Ijanera che ke TAIpisTa? tamArI AMgaLIo te kevI sarasa cAle che, jANe varSothI tame A kAma karatA he." harbarTe kahyuM : "sAheba, je divase huM Apane maLe tyAre guruvAra hato. - ApanI pAsethI jaIne bhADAnuM TAIparAITara laIne meM cAra - divasa, rAtadivasa enA para ja mahenata karI. prArthanA karatA gaye ane puruSArtha cAlu rAkhe."

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[196] pUrNanA pagathAre mANasa puruSArtha kare nahi ane ekalI prArthanA ja . kare jAya ethI kaMI siddhi na maLe. koI gAMTha paDI hoya, ane ene eka AMgaLIthI khelavA jAo te khUle? rezamanI majabUta gAMTha kholavA mATe be AMgaLI joIe ja. ema jIvananI gAMThene ukelavA mATe puruSArtha paNa joIe ane prArthanA paNa joIe. ekalI prArthanAnI AMgaLI kAma nahi lAge. puruSArtha vinAnI prArthanA vaMdhya che. . jyAM jyAM paNa tame prArthanAnuM phaLa joyuM haze tyAM tyAM enA pahelAM puruSArthanuM baLa hovuM ja joIe. hA, keTalAka prasaMgamAM jovA maLe che ke khUba puruSArtha karavA chatAM saphaLatA na maLe tyAre prArthanAno ArtanAda emane sahAyaka bane che. paNa e sahAya maLatAM pahelAM puruSArtha te have ja joIe. Aje jIvanamAM A be aMga sAva chUTAM paDI gayAM che. eka varga e che je prArthanAmAM mAnatA nathI. vIse kalAka gaddhAvaitaruM karyA kare. e puruSAthI che. bIjo varga e che je mahenata jarAya na kare ane kahe ke, mArI prArthanA cAlu che ne? huM te jouM chuM ke A badhA lakavAnA daradIo che. kekane DAbe che te kekane jamaNe, paNa A che lakave. jyAM sudhI mANasa A banne aMge mAM-puruSArtha ane prArthanAmAM-samartha nahi bane tyAM sudhI ene jIvanamAM saphaLatA nahi ja maLe. jIvananuM A eka sUtra che. jeNe jeNe jIvanamAM saphaLatA

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha [197] meLavI che emaNe bane aMgene barAbara vAparyA che. e vIre prArthanA karatA rahyA ane puruSArthamAM maMDI rahyA. enA ja pariNAme e icchita sthAne pahoMcI gayA. harbaTe saMpUrNa zraddhA sAthe eTalI mahenata karI ke cAra ja divasamAM pelA menejaranA manamAM e vasI gaye. ene thAbaDIne eNe kahyuM : "duniyAmAM evuM kayuM sthAna che je tArA je tejasvI vidyAthI na meLavI zake?" paNa ene e vakhate khabara nahi ke A mANasa amerikAne pramukha thavAne che. kAma game te kare paNa e kAmanI aMdara saccAI che ke nahi e ja tAranArI vAta che. saccAI e bahu meTI vAta che. bhagavAnanI pUjA karato hoya paNa saccAI na hoya te pUjA jevuM uttama kAma paNa nakAmuM banI jAya che. divALI kapamAM sAMbhaLyuM te haze ne? keTalA sAdhuo, keTalA AcAryo narake javAnA? AMkaDAo sAMbhaLatAM paNa tharatharATa thAya. - AcAryo narakamAM kema jAya e prazna che! kAraNake, je vyavasAya e kare che e vyavasAyanI sAthe vaphAdArI na hoya te e AcAryane paNa narakamAM javuM paDe. tame game te dhaMdho karatA he, paNa enI sAme tamArI ni ThA e bahu moTI vAta che. bhale tame dukAne beThA he ane kApaDa phADatA he emAM paNa tamArI nIti heya ! : "huM prAmANikatAthI ApIza, grAhakanI sAthe sAro vyavahAra karIza." vyApArIne dharma prAmANikatA che. eka bharavADaNa bAI zeThane ghI ApI gai. zeThe ghI te laI lIdhuM paNa zeThane jarA zaMkA paDI. eNe sAMje ghI

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[198] praNanA pagathAre tevuM te paNa zera ja nIkaLyuM. bIje dahADe pelI bAI jyAre ghI vecavA nIkaLI tyAre zeThe kahyuM. tuM kevI aprAmANika che! tArA upara meM vizvAsa rAkhe. meM mAnyuM ke gAmaDAnA leke juThuM nahi bele, anIti nahi kare; ane tuM te zera ghIne badale piNe zera ApIne gaI." pelI bAI Azcarya pUrvaka pUchavA lAgIH " huM aprAmANika? mArA mAthe Izvara che. e zera ja ghI che ane huM kaI dahADe ja nathI besatI.", zeTha kaheH "lAva tyAre tenIe. kayA zerathI te A ghI tevuM hatuM e tuM mane kahe." bAIe kahyuM: "mArI pAse zera kyAMthI hoya? gaIkAle tamAre tyAMthI eka zera sAkara laI gayelI ane e vakhate mAre A ghI taLavAnuM hatuM eTale eka bAju ghI mUkayuM ane bIjI bAju tamArI sAkara mUkI. tame ApelI zera sAkarathI meM A ghI taLyuM che. huM bIjuM kAMI jANatI nathI ! mArI pAse zera ane kATalAM che ja nahi. kATaluM tamArI sAkara." zeThane khyAla AvI gaye: "oha ! mArI sAkaranA badalAmAM ja A ghI AveluM che." A jagatamAM aprAmANiktA kema phelAya che ane bheLaseLa thaIne tamAre tyAM kevI rIte Ave che te A vAtamAM jovAnuM che. A aprAmANikatA kekane dUdhanA rUpamAM AvatI hoya, kekane khAMDanA rUpamAM AvatI hoya te kekane leTanA rUpamAM AvatI heya. jIvananA vividha kSetromAM e judI judI rIte Ave che. paNa dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnuM che ke khAMDamAM gayelI aprAmANikatA ghInA rUpamAM pharIne pAchI AvI jAya che. enA forms--AkAra judA che, pravAha eka che. e pravAhane pichAna e ja jIvananuM rahasya che.

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha [199] leke A rahasyane jotA nathI. tame game te vyavasAya kare; pachI e pUjAne hoya ke paTAvALAne paNa tamArA vyavasAyanI sAthe tamArI niSThA e bahu mahattvanI vAta che. A vaNakarane baMdha karavA chatAM kabIrane ema nathI lAgyuM ke huM vaNakara chuM eTale halake chuM. e te tANuM ane vANanI sAthe jIvanane sarakhAvatA ja gayA, vaNatA ja gayA ane bhagavAnanuM bhajana karatA ja gayA. pitAnA vyavasAyane halake nahi gaNatAM vyavasAyamAM AvatI vacanAne halakI gaNe. A tattva dhyAnamAM rAkhIne mANasa jIvananI carcA kare te enAM puruSArtha ane prArthanA e benI aMdara saMvAditA AvI jAya. savAranA UThIne prArthanA karavAnI. kaI prArthanA ? prArthanAmAM e ke buddhi subuddhi bane. je je vastu mArI sAme Ave enA upara huM subuddhine prakAza dharuM ane subuddhinA prakAzamAM ja vastune grahaNa karuM. prArthanA e savArane nAte che, ane rAtanA sUtA pahelAM levA lAyaka dUdhane khyAle che. ghaNuM meTAM gharamAM chokarAne uThADIne kahevAtuM hoya che che ke, bAbA, dUdha pI le beTA. rAtanA dasa vAgyA hoya te paNa sUvA jatA pahelAM pUcheH "te dUdha pIdhuM ke?" * prArthanA Ave ja keIka khyAle che. mANasa savAranA suMdara vicAre ane daDha saMkalpa sAthe UThe ane rAtanA

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[20] pUrNanA pagathAre sUvA jAya tyAre AkhA divasamAM jene jene maLe e badhAnI sAthe kevo vyavahAra hatuM, jene mATe kharAba belyo, kene mATe bhUMDuM che, tene mATe atizayekti karI enI AlecanA karI, pharI evuM na karavAnA vicAra sAthe piDhe. Aje samAjamAM beTI aphavAo, ane nakAmI niMdAe, na banelI vAtamAM ane banatA banAvomAM sAcIkhoTI saMmati ane gaMdI vAte A badhuM kema bane che? kAraNake prArthanAmAM AlecanAne abhAva che. mane lAge che ke leke pAse prArthanAnA zabda ghaNA che, bhAva cheDe che. zabda vadhe ane bhAva ghaTe te emAMthI maLe kAMI nahi. bahu zabda nahi, bahu lAMbAM lAMbA stotra nahi, DuM, paNa samajavAnuM che. eka bhAI mane kahetA hatA ke huM savAranA UThIne gItAnA pAMca adhyAya vAMcI jAuM chuM. mane thayuM, "bhalA mANasa, ATalA badhA adhyAya vAMcyA chatAM zAMti nahi !" e adhyAya vAMce, yaMtranI jema eTalI jhaDapathI e de jAya ke arthanI vicAraNA karavA te ThIka, paNa zvAsa levA paNa Ubhe na rahe. - prArthanA e mAtra zabda nathI, bhAva che. jema jema tame UMDANamAM jAo tema tema tamAruM citta ekarUpa bane che. hRdaya ane prArthanA eka bane te duniyAmAM evuM zuM che je na bane ? je je zabda bole tenA upara vicAra kare, huM je beluM chuM e mArA jIvanamAM che? kaMI navuM Ave che ? pachI tamane ja vicAra AvazeH "A prArthanA huM karuM chuM chatAM mArA jIvanamAM saMvAda kema nathI ? ? ?

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prArthanA ane puruSArtha [21] prArthanAnI sAthe ciMtana hovuM joIe, zabdonI vipulatA nahi paNa bhAvanuM UMDANa vadhavuM joIe. - subuddhimAna sAMje zayana karavA jAya tyAre jema joDA joDAne ThekANe mUke, keTa keTane ThekANe mUke, khamIsa khamIsane ThekANe mUke ema cittane paramAtmAnAM ciMtanamAM mUke. pachI kaheH "have huM tArI sAthe chuM, ekarUpa chuM. " - paramAtmAnA mahAcaitanyanA prakAzanI sAthe tamArA cittane joDI de. jema gharanA Tebala-lempanA plagane sekeTamAM goThavatAM ja lAiTa thAya che ema tame tamArA cittane paramAtmAnI sAthe joDIne sUI jAo, e prakAzasabhara thaI jaze pachI kaI bhaya nahi, keIne Dara nahi ane kaI azubha ane amaMgaLa svapna nahi. badhuM ja zubha. - rAtanA sUtI vakhate paramAtmA sivAya badhuM ja bhUlI jAo. vyApAra paNa bhUlI jAo, sagAM paNa bhUlI jAo, jhaMjhaTa paNa bhUlI jAo. A theDI-zI rAta tamArA ArAma ane virAma mATe ja nakkI thaI che. e ArAmamAM pragADha zAMti ja hoya. e ArAma, kadAca lAMbe paNa nIvaDI jAya te zI khabara? ApaNuM yAtrA e maMgaLamaya vicArenI vaNajAra che. prArthanAne hetu paramAtmA sAthenI ekatA che. savAranI prArthanAmAM subuddhinI mAgaNI che ane rAtanI prArthanAmAM AhAra, upakaraNa-belongings ane A dehanI upAdhi, A badhAMnI mamatAne tyAga che. je pravAsI ! tuM sAthe zuM laIne jaIza? te traNa vAta kahIH * pravAsI traNane cheDe che, AhAra, upakaraNa ane deha ane A traNane sAthe levAnA cheH arihaMta e deva che,

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[20] pUrNanA pagathAre susAdhu e guru che ane jinezvare kahele ahiMsAmaya mArga e dharma che. A traNane pravAsamAM sAthe laI AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. maMgaLa vicArethI ApaNe jIvanane samRddha ane suMdara banAvI zakIe. pahele vicAra e ke puNyane udaya e saMpatti nahi paNa subuddhi, pApane udaya e kaThinAI nahi paNa kubuddhi. kaThinAI Ave, garIbI Ave te kahe zuM vAMdho che? duniyAmAM garIba keNa nahatuM? puNiye garIba nahote ! jUnA jamAnAmAM paNa ghaNuM ya evA garIba hatA jeo A lekamAM satkAra ane paralekamAM mekSa pAmI gayA che. * , garIbI e pApane udaya nathI, kubuddhi e pApane udaya che. saMpatti e puNyane udaya nathI paNa subuddhi e puNyane udaya che. : -::

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pU. munizrI citrabhAnuM mahArAjanA cintAsabhara pustako dhama ratnanAM ajavALAM (kartavyanuM darzana) A. trIjI 3-1 nA Urmi ane udadhi (prAthanAe) , pahelI 2 - pUNimA pAchI UgI (pravacane) , pahelI 2- tuM have te jAge (pravacane) ,, pAMcamI 2- saurabha (cintana kaNikAo), chaThThI 2 - jIvanamAMgalya (pravacano) * chaThThI 1--cAra sAdhana (pravacana) ,, trIjI 1-- bhavanuM bhAtuM | (vArtAo) , cethI 1- bidumAM siMdhu (prasaMge) chaThThI 0preraNAnI paraba (ratnakaNikAo) ,. trIjI 0-1 baMdhana ane mukita (pravacana) ,, trIjI prathama AvRtti jIvana pAtheya baMdhana aura mukti jIvana mAMgalya The Beacon Lotus Blog Fountain Bondage & nou To the citizens of no-morrow Inspiring Anecdotes (In Pr