Prerna

Author(s): Padmasagarsuri
Publisher: Arunoday Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/008733/1

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? AcArya zrI pasAgarasUrIzvarajI For Private And Personal Use Only

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hiepu pravacanakuzaLa AcArya zrI padhasAgarasurIzvarajI prakAzaka zrI aruNodaya phAunDezana amadAvAda, muMbaI, madrAsa, beMgalora. For Private And Personal Use Only

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prakAzaka zrI aruNodaya phAunDezana vIranirvANa saMvata 259 kArataka vada 11 vi. saM. 2039 : 11 DIsembara 1982 sarva hakka prakAzakane svAdhIna bIjI AvRti prAptisthAna zrI sImabdharasvAmi jina maMdira peDhI me. bhaMsAlI kemikalasa mahesANA (u. gu.), 384002 | 26, neniappA nAIka sTrITa, 2 naM. 36 2597. madrAsa-600003. zrI aruNodaya phAunDezana | Te. naM. 32147, 37211 lAyanA amadAvAda meDIkala sosAyaTI kIrITabhAI vakhArIyA helanI pAchaLa, amadAvAda-9 vakhArIyA sIka mIlsa, 4/1644. - Te. naM. 78853 | begamapurA, phAlasAvADI, surata-1 zrI aruNodaya phAunDezana | | T No. 31889 40/5, upendra 1lA mALe, arerA | zrI aruNodaya ejansI sInemAnI pAchaLa, kiMgsa sarkala | mATuMgA, muMbaI-192. na. 474785 | tripoliyA bajAra, jodhapura (rAja) zrI aruNadaya phAunDezana | zrI mohanalAla umedamala jena 198, saMtavANI menzana, bIjA mALe, ' alaMkAra pepara inDasTrIjha, bI.vI.eyansara reDa krosa, Ara.TI. sTrITa 124/2, belagAma galI, rajA mALe, beMgalora-560053. Te. naM. 24408 ! hubalI-28. mudraka praya3 11. hemAMga prinTarsa hirApannA InDasTrIyala isTeTa, geregAMva (pUrva), muMbaI-400063. For Private And Personal Use Only

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prakAzakIya zAsana prabhAvaka AcArava zrImA pAsAgarasurIzvarajI ma. sA. nA gujarAtI pravacane preraNA ke pustaka rupe zrI araNeya phAunDezana tenAM pina-svayaM sevaka kAryakartA zrI surezakumAra ane zrI mukezakumAra nA dIkSA prasaMge beMgalora nagare sahu nI samakSa raju karatAM harSa ane mAnada anubhave che. A. pUrve pAMca varSa agAu A pustaka nuM prakAzanamejhivaya zrI prakAzacaMdra vijApuravALA tathA zrI jayaMtilAla pATaNavAlA e karyuM hatuM. vartamAna mAM tenI nakalo upalabdha na hovAthI ane AcAryazrI nAM gujarAtI pravacananI mAMga khuba ja hevAthI tenuM puna: prakAzana karatAM Apane kema bhulI zakAya ? pustakanuM prITIMga kArya tvarita ane sunara karI ApavA badala bahemAMga prInTasanA saMcAlakone dhanyavAda pratyakSa-apratyakSa sahaga-dAtA nA AbhArI chIe amane AzA che kecintA nI vAlA mAM zekAtA manuSya ne preraNA thI zItaLa chAMyaDo maLaze ane paramAnaMda maMgaLa vartAze. eja AzA sAthe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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citta parimArjana -cimanI nI kALAzaprakAza chatAMya adhAruM citta nI kALAza, zAna chatAya apAze. cimanI nI cokhAI karavAthI teja prakAza meLavI AgaLa vadhI zakAya. citta nI zuddhi karavAthI jJAna prakAra meLavI AgaLa vadhI zakAya ghera jagala mAM bhulA paDelAM siha nA baccA ne gheTAnuM ToLuM malabharavADe lAkaDI ugAmI ane saTAka karatI eka phaTakArI, baccAM nA matiyA marI gayA, gheTAe raDavA mAMDayA, cheDe peluM bacu e.. ghaNAM divase siMhaNa nI vedhaka najara paDI, duzA jethI baccAM nI, eka trADa pADI, bakarAM bhAgavA mAMDayAM, je peluM siMhaNa nuM baccuM-paNa tarata ja tenI mAM e eka tarApa mArI baccane dharabegyu. bacu thara thara kApavA mADayu, mA e vAtsalyapaNa zabdo mAM kahu-beyaDa2 mA tu dheya nathI, siha nuM bALaka che. cAla ! tame khADa tAro cAhera kepI 4 kApI mArA jevo ja che. siMhaNa baccAM ne laI gayI taLAve, pANI mAM pratibiMba paDatA samAna cahere jotA palA bacuDA ne maLI gayI preraNA are! to siMha nI saMtAna che. bharavADa mAre zuM bagADI zake ? e te gIya dADayu- bharavADa najIka ane trADa pADI jora thI, bharavADa nAM mAtiyAM marI gayA ane dhotiyAM bagaDayA juhA, 5 bacyuM te maraka malakAvA mAMDayu mana mAM saMsAra nA ghora jaMgala mAM bhUlA paDelo anaMta zakitamAna manuSya, pitAne azakta samajI karapI. bharavADa nA ko- mAna mAyA rapI gheTAMnA ToLA mAM bhaLI gaye. ghaNAM divase karUNAnA mahAsAgara eka mahApurUSa nI paDI najara cetajo. paNa DarapAka...bhAgavA mAMDo saMsArIo nA ToLA mAM paNa mahApaNe pravacanarUpI chalAMga thI pakaDI pADe. jAta nuM bhAna karAvyuM. have pena Dare? e to kama nI sAme gI ane garjanA karI, ane peluM bicAru. kama mAthe paga mUkI ne ubhI pUchaDI e bhAyu bhAgyu. bhAgya. te evuM lAgyuM ke pAchuM vaLI ne joyuM paNa nahIM jIvana nA parivartana sATuM, AcArya zrImada padmasAgarasUrIzvarajI mUsAnAM preraNAdAyI addabhuta pravacananI paramapavitra preraNA thI citta-parimArjana karI sahu avazya Atma vizuddhi prApta karaze karaze ne karazo ja, evI bhAvanA saha snehapadma: nUtana varSanA araNeya nI sonerI kiraNamAM, beMgalora For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNAmi parama pUjya prAtaH smaraNIya vegAtmA, dharmaciMtaka, ajoDa vyAkhyAna vAcaspati gurUdeva AcArya deveza zrI padmasAgarajI mahArAja sAhebano niTatama saMparka kaI dhanya paLe puNyadaye thaye ane jIvana dhanya dhanya banI kRtAryatA anubhavI rahyuM. mArI mAphaka aneka maheya AtmAne emanI jAduI vANI sparzI zakI che, temanA jIvanamAM urdhvagAmI parivartana lAvI zakela che. pU. gurdevanI "ciMtananI keDI" e pragati karatAM jIvanane prakAzane pamarATa ne cittanI prasannatA prApta thAya che, ciMtanamAMthI janme che samyakatva prati zraddhA, AsthA ne vizvAsa ane tadanusAra AgaLa vadhatAM svajIvanane mekSalakSI banAvavAnI jhaMkhanA AtmAne jage che. te jhaMkhanAne tapta karavA samyapha jJAna, samyagadarzana ane samyapha cAritranI AvazyakatA che, te teozrIe pAtheya" svarUpe ApyAM, pAtheya" ne rasAsvAda levAna ne kahALane pIrasavAne amUlya lAbha teozrInI kRpAe mane aryo ane teozrInA vyAkhyAnamAMthI khAsa pasaMda karela ne cUMTela vAnagIo "pAtheya" svarUpe prakAzita thaI ane pa. pUjya prAtaH smaraNIya gurudevanI AcAryapadavInA zubha prasaMge mahesANu mukAme zrI sImaMdhara svAmInI amIdaSTithI pAtheya" te uddaghATana prasaMga badhAnA ullAsa, utsAha ane umaMga vacce ujavAye. AtmAne urdhvagAmI banAve tevA zreyasakArI pAtheyane AhalAda anubhavatAM aMtaramAM aneka subhAvanAnAM jharaNuM pragaTI rahyAM ne tene ati svaccha ne sughaDa banAvavA mATe jenI khAsa AvazyakatA hatI tenuM pragaTIkaraNa preraNA svarUpe thayuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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pa. pU. prAtaHsmaraNIya gurudevanAM vyAkhyAne te aneka anekane rasamAM taraboLa kare che. temanI zAkta akhkhalita vANuM-temanAM sacoTa ne hRdayasparzI udAharaNo-nAnA moTA viSayane samaya ne saMjogo pramANe zrotAo mUkavAnI molika sUjha-dareka mATe avismaraNIya che. vyAkhyAna paNa mIThI madhurI hiMdI jabAnamAM apAya che, tyAre aneka AtmAo samayanuM bhAna bhUlI paramAtmAnA saMdezane pU. gurudevanA AgamapradhAna vANImAM sAMbhaLavAne ananya ane anupama lahAvo mAne che. tevA rasajharatAM vyAkhyAmAMthI yukiMcit prApta karI A pustaka "preraNa'mAM Apela che. A "preraNA" anekanA jIvanane sadAcArI jIvana jIvavA ne samyakatva prApta karavA preraNuM Apaze, pa. pU. gurudeva AcArya devezanA maulika prakAzane "ciMtananI keDI" tathA "pAtheya" pustakee keTalAya jIvanamAM sukha-zAMti-samatA pragaTAvyA che, te temanA taraphathI AvatA patro tathA saMdezAthI jANavA maLe che. 5. pUgurudeva AcArya deveza zrI padmasAgarajI mahArAja sAhebanAM dharmAbhimukha karatAM vyAkhyAne rUpI sAgaramAMthI gAgara karatAM paNa ochuM meLavyuM-tene zAstrokta rIte saMmArjana pa. pU. prAtaH smaraNIya, jyotiSAcArya, zAstrarahasyavedI, asIma upakArI gurudeva AcArya deveza zrI kalyANasAgarajI mahArAja sAhebe karI Apela, te mATe teozrIne RNI chu A badhA para kRpA-karUNachAyA prasarI rahI hoya te te pa.pU. prAtaHsmaraNIya yogIzvara zAMta divyAtmA zrI sImaMdharasvAmI tIrtha sthApaka AcArya deveza zrI kailAsasAgarajI mahArAja sAhebanI. te A "preraNa"nuM saMpAdana karavA mATe asIma kRpA mArA para pa. pU. gurudeve AcArya devezanI varasI rahI, te mATe teozrIne For Private And Personal Use Only

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zuM chuM ane A pha sadaiva rasatI rahe tevI vAsanA AmAM je kAMI guTi-kSati rahe che te mATenI javAbadArI mArI samajI te mATe devaguru-dhanI aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka kSamA cAhuM chuM. 16, zatru jya sesAyaTI, vinamra pAlaDI-amadAvAda-7 lAlacaMda ke. zAha ghanatrayodazI-233 For Private And Personal Use Only

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AtmadhyAnInA aMtaranI amIrAta gahena jJAnanA prakAza hadhyapaTa para jvAI gaye haiAya, sAttvika jIvananI prabhAe samagra astitvane jhaMkRta karI dIdhu' hAya, sAdhaka- jIvananI titikSA rAjidA jIvanakrama banI cUkI hoya, tyAre a'taramAMthI je vANI pragaTe che emAM viyArAnuM saraLa so da, bhAvanAnI sAhajika dIpti ane abhivyaktinI nirvyAja madhuratA Ape|Apa nItaratI heAya che. AnuM kAraNa e ke e vANInI pAchaLa ciMtananI gaharAI, anubhUtinI saccAI ane sAdhanAnI madhamadhatI suvAsa haiya che. AvI anupama vANI hArA tAtura AtmAone amRtapAnane Anada ApatI hAya che. pUjya AcArya mahArAjazrI padmasAgarajI mahArAjanI vANI e satyazASaka, gAbhagaveSaNA karanAra AtmajJAnInI AtmakhAnA khayAna samI che. emAM jJAnanI gahanatA, dhama-bhaktinI mRdutA ane AdhyAtmanI gUDhatA paratvenA saketa sAMpaDe che. A vANI teonA madhura vyaktitvanA pratibi MbarUpa che, emanAM dRSTAMtA bahujana samAjane AsAnIthI samajAya tevAM ane mULa vAtane manamAM kharAkhara haMsAvI de tevAM hoya che. dharmAM siddhAMta ke tattvajJAnanI adharI vicAraNAne teoe pacAvI che ane ene pariNAme ja emanI vANImAM ghaTAIghUMTAIne sAhajika rIte nagada satyanA kramatI upadeza sAMpaDe che. preraNA" nAmanA A pustakamAM pUjya AcArya mahArAjazrI padmasAgarajI mahArAjanI ciMtA pratibhA vAcakanA mananI garIbIne haTAvI de tevAM amRtabharyo preraNAvAra pAya che, jIvananI prayAgazALAmAM dhama'nA praphullananI preraNA Ape che. Aje sAmAnya rIte upadezazailImAM samAjane AkarI ThapakA ke upAlaMbha ApavAnI For Private And Personal Use Only

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vRtti jovA maLe che. jyAre ahIM evA koI khaMDana-maMDanamAM paDayA vinA, je kaMI kahevuM che te sIdhuM chatAM spaSTatAthI kahevAyuM che. AvuM Alekhana Aje te ApaNA samAjamAM kayAMka ja jevA maLe che. A pustakamAM ciMtananAM verAyelAM motI sAdhakanI mastI, zodhakanI pragazIlatA ane AtmajJAnInI anubhavakhumArI darzAve che. AthI ja emanA ciMtananuM saLaMga sUtra Alekhana karatuM pustaka meLavavAnI apekSA jAge che. je anupama vastu mAnavInI bhItaramAM che, ane enI zodha mATe e bicAro kasturI mRganI jema AsapAsa, Amatema bhaTakyA kare che, tevA A bhautikavAdathI pIDAtA yugamAM A pustaka pratyeka AtmajJAnIne mATe mAtra preraNArUpa ja nathI, bake pathapradarzaka che. caMdranagara sosAyaTI, che. kumArapALa desAI amadAvAda-380007. dhanatrayodazI, vi. saM. 2033. For Private And Personal Use Only

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anukramaNikA 15- 17 18- 20 21- 23 2427- 29 3- 35 naM je je 4 4 - 5 x 4 ra ra je 4 4 ra ra che che je che divALI kalpa jJAna paMcamI jJAna dIpaka jJAna daSTi maMgaLa dRSTi jJAne mekSa jJAna tyAM sAna kArtikI pUrNimA caturaMga adhyayana timira teja mananI mahAnatA cAra sukhazayyA cAra puruSArtha kAma ane artha svAzyane marma svAzyanuM sukha vacanazuddhi navapada sAmAyikanI zreSThatA zrIpAlacaritra jIvananI bhramaNa jIvana-eka svapna jIvanamAM karuNA 4 - 43 44- 50 5- 53 54- paNa 58- 60 61- 23 64- 16 67- 69 70-73 74- 77 70- 80 For Private And Personal Use Only

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24, jIvana-saMvAda jIvana-zuddhi jIvana-dhyeya dayeya-prApti sAcuM sukha pUjAnI pavitratA sau sAdhana baMdhana mAnava mAtra, dayA pAtra abhiruci saccidAnaMda zraddhA ne saMyama saudarya pAmatAM pahelAM saMgano raMga ana tevo oDakAra kAyAnI mAyA 81- 83 84- 86 87- 89 90- 82 23-103 104-106 107-112 113-116 117-119 120-122 123-125 126-128 12-131 133-134 135-177 17-141 14ra-144 145-147 148-151 15-154 4. L ya Y , Y , prAyazcitta Atma vikAsa AtmavikAsa jIvanavikAsamAM avarodhaka taravo zikSaNa ? saMskAra zravaNa prakAza paMthe pragati 44. 45, 155159 10-162 163-164 165-168 169-171 47, For Private And Personal Use Only

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17-178 thayA ane samAdhAna rahanIlatA 17-181 182-185 186-189 19-12 samAdhi WAtyAya For Private And Personal Use Only

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parama pUjyapAda prAtaHsmaraNIya AcAryadevazrI lAsasAgara surIzvarajI ma. sA.nA ziSyAtma 55. zraddheya AcAryadevazrI kalyANasAgarasurIzvarajI ma. sA. nA ziSyapravara pravacanakuzaLa AcAryazrI pavasAgarasUrIzvarajI mahArAja sAheba For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | divALI kalpa bhagavAna mahAvIranI aMtima dezanA 2503 va pUrve AjanA divase thaI hatI. thoDA samaya pachI pote mekSe padhAravAnA che, ema jANI prabhue upadezanA dhodha vahevaDAvyA. 16 prahara sudhI prabhue akhaDa dezanA dIdhI. te samaye temaNe uttarAdhyayananAM 36 adhyayanA prarUA. saMsAra game teTale suMdara heAya paNa a Mte te duHkhadAyI ja hAya che. mekSa game teTalA duHkhathI maLatA hAya, to paNa aMtamAM sukha ja che, meAkSa puruSA te mukhya puruSArtha che. dhama, atha, kAma ne meAkSa e cAramAM prAdhAnyatA mAkSanI che. dhama e atha ane kAmanA tyAga karAve che. saMsAra mATe atha ane kAma che. ane AtmAnI mukti mATe dharma ane meAkSa che. sasAramAM mAnavanu dhyeya mAkSa che. je dhama meAkSa apAve che, te sAco dharma che. zvana ane kAma te saMsAramAM bhaTakAvanArA che. prabhuvIra punyapALa rAjAne Avela ATha svapnAne atha zrI mahAvIra paramAtmA samajAve che. A svapnA bhaviSyanI AgAhI kare che : 1 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA 1 luM svapna : vizALakAya hAthI che. meATI hastizALAmAM rAkhavAmAM Avela che. tyAM tophAna karIne te khUba jUnI hastizALAmAM cAlyA jAya che. prabhu javAba Ape che H zrAvako hAthI jevA haze. saMsArIone tyAganA mArge laI javAmAM Avaze, paNa tyAga temanA jIvanamAM nahIM Utare, kSaNika sukhadAyI saMsAramAM bhaTakacA karaze. zrAvakane ApaghAta karavAnA vicAra Avaze, paNa tyAgane nahIM; kadAca tyAganA vicAra Avaze, te te tyAga lAMbA Takaze nahIM. 2 ju svapna : eka nAnA vAMdare mATA vAMdarA sAthe tAphAna kare che. prabhu javAma Ape che H mArA pachInA AcAryAMmAM sapa raheze nahI. 3 ju` svapna H kalpavRkSanI AsapAsa vADa che. tenAM phaLA vADamAM paDI jAya che, tethI lAphA laI zakatA nathI. prabhu : zrAvaka dAna karaze, pazu temanu dAna supAtra nahI mane. phaLa kAMTAnI vADamAM paDe che, te pramANe kupAtranA hAthamAM dAna cAlyuM jaze. atyAre sAdhamikAnI upekSA ghaNI thaI rahI che. 4 zuM svapna H suMdara sarAvarane kAMThe beThela kAgaDA AjumAM vahetI gaTaranuM pANI pIe che ne panihArIonu ameTa pANI beTI nAkhe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa prabhuH gharamAM suMdara khAnapAna haze, te nahI game, bahArane kacare khAvuM-pIve gamaze. sAdhu ne zrAvake vaka svabhAvanA thaze. keInI zikhAmaNa sAMbhaLavI nahIM game. jJAtio, baMdhAraNe dhIme dhIme tUTI jaze. 5 muM svapnaH virATa jaMgala che. temAM vizALa siMha mRtyu pAmela che. ziyALiyAo bhAgI jAya che. kIDAo tenA zarIrane phelI khAya che. prabhu : tIrthakare, kevaLajJAnIo, gaNadhare ane caudapUrvadhare jevA mahAtAraka virATa AtmAo cAlyA javAnA, jainazAsana rUpI marelo siMha rahevAne. zAsananuM svarUpa siMha jevuM hovAthI mithyAtva rUpI ziyALiyAo tenI pAsethI dUra bhAgavAnA. paraMtu zAsanane AMtarika matabheda phelI khAze. 6 ThuM svapna ? suMdara sarovaramAM kamaLa khIlyAM che, paNa temAM sugaMdha nathI, paNa ukaraDAmAM khIlela kamaLamAM sugadha che. pravyu : sArA kuLamAM janmela chokarAo dharma vagaranA haze ane anArya dezamAM ne anArya jAtimAM janmela bALakomAM dharma haze. bhAratamAM mAMsAhArane pracAra vadhavA mAMDyo che. yurepamAM vejITebala sesAyaTIe sthapAvA mAMDI che. Aje harijane moTA ophisare, pradhAne thavA lAgyA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA 7 muM svapna eka mANasa sarasa bhUmimAM kharAba bIja vAve che. prabhu : duniyAmAM nakAmuM bIja haze, te sArA kSetramAM vavAze. sArAM kSetramAM te sAruM bIja vavAya te ja khIlI UThe che. jyAM jarUra haze tyAM dhana nahIM kharcAya, jyAM jarUra nahIM hoya tevA mejazekhamAM, kapaDAmAM, ezaArAmamAM paisA vaparAI javAnA. dayA, puNya vagere sAta kSetramAM pisA ochA vaparAze. 8 muM svapna kamaLa pAMkhaDIomAM veta kaLaza malina pANIthI bhareluM hoya che ane pAMdaDAothI lapaTAyela che. pravyu : jenuM jIvana suMdara bhAvanAothI bharela haze; tyAM lokone zaMkA Avaze. sajajana AtmAo ochA haze. zAMta sAdhuone nakAmA sAdhuo herAna karavAnA. senuM ane pittaLa jhaghaDo karavAnA. Aje sajajana mANasane durjana khUba herAna kare che. samAjanI saMpatti ne zakti agya mArgo veDaphAI rahela che. tyAra pachI punyapALa rAjAe prabhu pAse dIkSA lIdhI. prabhue gautamanA abhyadaya khAtara, rAga dUra karavA khAtara gautamane pitAnA aMta samaye devazarmAne pratibaMdha karavA malyA. gautama eTale AjJAMkti mUrti. te gayA ne For Private And Personal Use Only

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DraNA dIpaka bUjhAI gaye. satya ti jatAM patinA AbhAsa rUpe lekae dIpa pragaTAvyA, ne te thaI dIpAvali. prabhu jevA sUrya jatAM, temaNe nAnakaDA keDiyAne prakAza Ape. A parvamAM AMsu che, AnaMda paNa che. prabhu nirvANa pAmyA, evuM gautame jyAM sAMbhaLyuM, tyAM hatAza thaI besI gayA, pikeka mUkI gautama bALakanI mAphaka raDavA lAgyA. gautamane vIraprabhunuM pagaluM jJAnavaMtu dekhAyuM ne te jJAnane prakAza aMtaramAM patharAtA prabhAte gautamane kevaLajJAna thayuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* jJAnapaMcamI zAsakAra maharSi samajAve che ke jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapanI tithi keI nakkI nathI, paNa eka guNane laIne jJAnapaMcamI nakkI thaI che. jJAnapaMcamI pAchaLa dIrdhadaSTine mahAsAgara paDayo che. ene zAstradaSTithI jovuM paDaze. A jIva ATha karmanI jALathI saMsAramAM bhaTakI rahyo che. AtmA para karmanAM paDa lAgelAM che. tethI AtmAnuM hIra arthAt zuddha svarUpa dekhAtuM nathI. AtmAnuM svarUpa jJAnathI jaNAya che. AtmAne guNa jJAna che. jema jema jJAna AvatuM jAya, tema tema AtmA zuddha banatuM jAya che. sva ane 5rane prakAzita karanAra jJAna che. | mutajJAna belatuM che, tyAre kevaLajJAna mUMguM che. kevaLajJAnane batAvanAra zrutajJAna che. siddhane oLakhAvanAra arihaMta che. arihaMte paNa siddhane ja namaskAra kare che. saMsArane pAra karanAra jJAna che. zrutajJAna AtmAne oLakhAve che. che ajJAnathI karmabaMdhana kare che. tripRSTha vAsudevanA bhAvamAM UMghatI vakhate saMgIta baMdha For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA karAvavAnuM sevaka bhUlI gayA, teA vAsudeve tenA kAnamAM sIsu reDAvyu. A hatI ajJAna avasthA. jema jJAna AvatuM gayu, tema viSayakaSAya pAtaLA thatA gayA. jyAre prabhunA kAnamAM khIlA ThekAya che, tyAre prabhu vicAre che : "ajJAna avasthAmAM karelu ka jJAnathI bhAgavavAnu che." . adhArAmAM vALelI gAMTha prakAzamAM cheDavAnI che. rAga, zAka, duHkha badhu kama thI Ave che. jJAnathI badhAnA vicAra karavAnA che. ghI game teTalu jIbha khAya, paNa te cIkaNI banatI nathI, tevI rIte jagatamAM rahevA chatAM cIkAzathI cIkaNA thaI ne jIvavAnu nathI, paNa alipta rahevAnu che. A badhu jJAnathI samajAya che. A samajaNa mATe jJAnapaMcamI che. cAra cAra mAsa varasAda varasyo, vAtAvaraNa bhejathI chavAI gayuM. tyAre pustakone khUba ja bheja lAgela hAya. zarada pachInuM AkAza zuddha hAya che, taDakA cokhkhA hAvAthI cApaDIAne bheja cAlye! jAya. pustakAnA bhaMDAro dara varSa cAkhkhA thavA joI e. pustakAnu (zrutajJAnanuM) rakSaNa prANathI paNu karavu joI e. jJAnanI pUjA traNa prakAre karavAnI che: 1. jJAnanAM sAdhanane ( pustaka graMthA )ne pUjavAnA--svaccha rAkhavAnA. 2. jJAnanA sAdhakane pUjavAnA 3. je sAdhya che, te upakaraNeAnI pUjA karavAnI. caDakauzikane jJAna AvatAM AThamA devaloke hecyA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA jJAnanI AzAtanA kadI karavI nahIM. jJAnathI AtmAne zobhAvavAne che. jJAnI zvAsozvAsamAM karmane kSaya karI nAkhe che. karmakSaya mATe jJAnane pracAra ne prasAra Avazyaka che. jJAnasabhara jJAnInuM vaMdana-pUjana-sanmAna thavuM joIe. jJAnane jIvanamAM utAravAnuM che, ne jIvavAnuM che. jJAnathI mAnavanI kakSA uttarottara vadhatI jAya che. paMcendriya banavA mATe ghaNuM ja jJAna upArjana karavuM paDe che. ghATI ane gavarnara bane mANase che. eka ajJAnathI kSudra kAma kare che, bIjA jJAnathI ucca sthAna bhAve che. mekSa mArge laI janAra miye te jJAna ja che. saMsAramAM dRSTA ne doravaNI ApanAra jJAna che. jJAna te mAnavajIvananI zobhA ane saubhAgya che. mANasa jJAnathI zobhe che. jJAnapaMcamIne divase jJAnanI-pustakonI phakta pUjA karavI te pUratuM nathI, paraMtu jJAnane vega vadhu thAya te mATe paThana pAThana avazya karavuM. lokone samajAya tevuM jJAnasAhitya phelAya te prayatna kare. jJAnane pacAvanAra jJAnI mahAtmAonI sevAbhakti karavAnI. teo jJAnane vadhu jANe ne sva tathA paranA zreyArthe tene sadupayega kare te mATe dareka prakAranI sagavaDatA karI ApavAne udeza jJAnapaMcamIne che. te divase nAnAmoTAne darekane jJAna prati-AdhyAtmika jJAna prati jijJAsA thAya, Atmika jJAna meLavavAnI abhilASA thAya tevuM vAtAvaraNa upasthita karavAnI pharaja che. A badhA jJAnapaMcamIne ujALavAnA upAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* jJAna dIpaka rUpI padArthonI pAchaLa arUpI tatva kAma karI rahelA che. arUpI AtmA vagara rUpI zarIranI kiMmata kaMI ja nathI. je nathI dekhAtuM te jovA mATe jJAnanI jarUra che. jJAna sAthe kriyA, svAdhyAya, dhyAnanI AvazyaktA che. kriyAmAM samagna banavA mATe jJAnanA abhyAsanI jarUra che. AtmAnI vAta abhyAsathI jANavAnI-samajavAnI jarUra che "sUta" zabdanA aneka artha thAya che. te te zabdanA arthanuM jJAna hoya te kriyAmAM ane AnaMda pragaTe che. zabda ane arthane lakSamAM rAkhIe te dareka kriyA suMdara phaLa Ape che. jIvanamAM lakSa na hoya te kaTokaTInA prasaMge mAnava hAma hArI jAya che, dAma beI nAkhe che ane tenA ThAmanAM kaI ThekANuM hetA nathI. tethI te thAkI jAya che. je ekane (AtmAne jANe che, te badhAne jANe che. lakSathI mANasa jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhI jAya che. droNAcArye potAnA ziSyanI parIkSA levA mATe vRkSa para mUkela AbhAsI cakalInI AMkhane vidhavA kahyuM. jenI AMkhe sthira nathI, te nizAnane vIdhI zakate For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA nathI. bhaNuvA bese, tyAre manane sthira karIne bhaNazeA tA jJAna yAda rahI jAya che. dUdha paNa sthira rahe te dahI manI zake che. jyAM sthiratA che, tyAM jamAvaTa che. mATe lakSanI AvazyakatA prathama che. dharmAMne jIvananuM lakSa banAvA, tenuM jJAna meLave, tadanusAra kriyA karI teA jIvana dharmamaya banI kalyANakArI anaze. rasapUrNAMkanI kriyAthI dharmAMmAM ruci jAgRta thAya che. doDAdoDa karI je te kriyA karavAthI dhama mAMthI rasa eche thaI jAya che. Rolling stone gathers no moss. jIvanamAM dhama samajInevicArIne karavAnA che. lakSasahita karela dha kriyAnA mizraNathI samaya temaja phaLadAyI ane che. pratikramaNanu' mama' samajyA pachI pratikramaNanI kriyAmAM anerA Anada Ave che. te kriyA karavA pUratI na rahetAM karavA mATenI ( must) banI jAya che. jakhUkumAra paraNavAnA samaye bhagavAna zrI sudhAMsvAmIjI pAse upadeza sAMbhaLavA jAya che. upadeza hRdayamAM lAgI jAya che. jammU kumAranA lagna thaI gayA paNa upadezathI prApta thayela jJAne temanA aMtaramAM dIpaka pragaTAvyeA. temaNe pariNIta kanyAone sa MsAranI asAratA khatAvI. temaNe prabhu-vItarAga paramAtmA sAthe lagna karavAnuM samajAvyu RSabha jinezvara prItama mhArA re, Ara na cAhuM re keMta; 10 For Private And Personal Use Only

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prANa rIjha sAhiba saMga na pahire re, bhAge sAdi anaMta. prabhu sAthenAM lagna akhaMDita che, jyAM nathI viyega ke viraha, saMsAranA lagna khAMDanA ramakaDAM samAna che. jaMbU kumAre karela jJAnanI vAtoe cerI karavA AvanAra prabhavAramAM parivartana ANyuM-teNe cerI chaDI, vairAgya mArga svIkAryo. ane jaMbusvAmInI sAthe 500 cere sahita dIkSA svIkArI. te pachI prabhavasvAmI AcArya banyA. jJAnanuM haNa samajAya te kriyA madhurapa Ape che. "jJAnI zvAsazvAsamAM kare karmane cheha, pUrva keDI varase lagI ajJAnI che teha." jJAnane lakSamAM laI kriyA karavAthI eka zvAsozvAsamAM kamene meruparvata khaDe kare che. Ama jJAna prakAza che. te prakAza aneka kriyAmAM joDe che ne jJAna tathA kiyAnA sahagathI mokSaprApti thAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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x | jJAna daSTi jJAnasAra "mAM upAdhyAyajI mahArAja samajAve che ke sAcA zuddha sukha mATe sRSTine jJAnapUrNa banAvavAnI che, jIvanabhara amaratAne zeAdhavAnI che, vyaktinI nahIM, sadguNanI upAsanA karavAnI che. (4 mALaka bhaNavA jAya che ane dhIme dhIme ucca kakSA (DigrI) prApta kare che. tyAre lAko meTA thayela khALakanI prazaMsA nathI karatA, paNa teNe prApta karela sadguNAnu mUlyAMkana AMke che. mUrkhAmAM, duSTamAM ke ajJAnImAM paNa divyatA te paDelI ja che, paNa e divyatA jJAnI joI zake che, ane A pramANe ApaNI dRSTine maMgaLamaya banAvavAnI che. sAmAnya jovAnI dRSTine zubha vaLAMka ApavAnA che, bhUlane bhUlarUpe jovAnI che, vicAravAnI che ane te bhUlamAMthI chUTavAnA vicAra karavAnA che. AtmA saMsAra rUpI dAvAnaLa vacce gherAyelo che, paNa te dvivya che, amRtamaya che. te dAvAnaLa upara jJAnarUpI pIyUSa chAMTavAthI AMtmA zItaLa ane zuddha svarUpe pragaTa thaze, tenA para caDhela meharUpI dhULane uDADavAnI che, tenu jJAna amaratva kho che. ra For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA "jevI dRSTi, tevI sRSTi. duryodhanane rAjasabhAmAM badhA ja kharAba lAgyA, ane dharmarAjAne te sabhAmAM badhA ja sArA lAgyA. gAMdhIjIne gALIne ke maravAne bhaya na hete, kAraNa ke teo pitAnI samAna badhAne averI samajatA. ghaNuM samajAvyA chatAM mahAvIra prabhu daSTiviSa caMDakauzika pAse gayA, kAraNa ke temanI draSTimAM jJAnarUpI amRta hatuM, temaNe viSane amRta banAvyuM. bALakane-tephAnI bALakane samajAvavA mATe hakArAtmakathI, premathI vAta karavAnI che. dareka mANasanA guNa jovAnA che, ne jIvananI kSaNekSaNa maMgaLamaya banAvavAnI che. jagata te sArAmAM sAruM che, paNa zubha jJAnadaSTinA abhAve ApaNane jagata kharAba lAge che. sArI prakRtivALA mANasane krodha Ave che, tyAre tene cahere badalAI jAya che. tethI ja prabhunA jJAnamaya zabdo je caMDakoziyAne kahyA, te yAda karavAnA che : "bUjha, bUjha, he Atmana ! tuM samaja samaja." A mATe moTAmAM meTA apamAnane nAnAmAM nAnuM banAvI devAnuM che, jheranA ghuMTaDA gaLI javAnA che. jhaghaDAne taNakhA jeTalo vadhAraze. teTalo bhaDake meTo thaI jaze. "jherano pAle, mIrAM amRta jANI pI gayAM." tema keI jherane khyAla Ape te ApaNe mIrAMnI mAphaka amRta samajIne pI javAnuM che. kenI kharAbImAM paNa sAruM jovAnuM che. kAMTAonI vacce gulAbane nIrakhavAnuM che, tevI maMgaLamaya jJAnadaSTi uttama che. 13 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA he Atmana ! tAre je banavuM hoya te tuM banI zake che, jIvanane suMdara banAvavuM che, te tene jJAnamaya banAve. are! moTI uMmare paNa svAdhyAya, abhyAsa thaI zake che, A mATe saMkalpa karavAne che, saMkalpathI AgaLa vadhI zakAya che. rastAmAM AvatA vikalpa dUra thAya che, musIbata-mUMjhavaNa TaLI jAya che. A mATe mehanuM AvaraNa dUra karavAnuM che, tethI ajJAnatAnuM paDa nAza pAmaze. jIvanamAM pahelI jarUra jJAna daSTinI che. darzana, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa ke dharmanI koI paNa kriyA pAchaLa daSTinI jarUra che. jyAM dRSTi che, tyAM dharma che, tyAM jJAna che, tyAM samyaphatva che; mATe jJAna tathA kiyA ane sAthe hoya te mikSamArga saraLa ne sahaja bane che. samajaNa vinAnI kriyA mANasane abhimAnI banAve che. jJAna vagara kiyA zuSka nIrasa bane che. ApaNe AMkhane daSTi mAnI che, jJAnIoe jJAnane AMkha mAnI che. divyacakSu ane aMtaracakSu UghaDI jAya te beDe pAra thaI jAya. tethI sAcuM sukha meLavavA jJAna daSTinI AvazyakatA che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* maMgaLa daSTi uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM zrI vIra prabhu ApaNane be daSTi aMge samajAve che : eka maMgalamaya daSTi ane bIjI amaMgaLamaya dRSTi. maMgaLamaya daSTi duHkhamAM paNa sukhane jue che ane amaMgaLamaya daSTi sukhamAM paNa duHkhane jue che, kAraNa ke te daSTi kamaLAnA raMga jevI dUSita apavitra banI gayelI hoya che. manane zAMta banAvavA daSTi pavitra banAvavAnI che. dukhInAM AMsu lUchavAnA che ane paropakArathI sukhane UbhuM karavAnuM che. be paisAnI agarabattI baLIne paNa suvAsa phelAve che, to amUlya mAnavI te kevI sarasa suvAsa phelAvI zake tema che ! ApaNe jAte ApaNI kSaNekSaNa sudhAravAnI che. duHkhanI vacce zAMta rahevAnuM che. duHkhIne jeTaluM Apaze, tene badale chevaTe jarUra maLe che. dharma e te arpaNa che. AtmA mATe badhuM karavAnuM che. patibhaktimAM magna rahenAra strI arpaNamAM AnaMda mAne che ne mANe che. te pitAnA kartavyane sAco AnaMda gaNe che. pitAnuM rtavya bajAvavuM saraLa nathI. te mATe ApaNe aMdarathI taiyAra thavAnuM che. te mATe pitAnA doSone pote ja zedhavAnA che. 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA kharaDAyelA hAthe bIjI vastune sArI nathI karI zakatA. je leke potAne jue che, tene vikAsa jaladI thAya che. cheDA zAMta ne svastha thaIne AtmAnI beja karavAnI che, aMtarane dhIme dhIme svaccha banAvavAnuM che. pitAnI zodha karatAM AkhA jagatanI zodha thaI jAya che. te mATe amUlya cAvI che mauna. mauna jeTaluM vadhAre, teTalI Atmazuddhi vadhAre. AvI maMgaLamaya daSTi jIvanamAM divyazAMti lAve che. jevAM karma karyo hoya, tevAM phaLa maLe che. prayatna sAre ne sAce karavAnuM che, pariNAmanI phikara nathI karavAnI, jIvanamAM bane teTaluM zAMta banavAnuM che. bIjAnA doSa jovA nahIM, tethI te ApaNuM mana bagaDI jAya che. ApaNuM doSa jevAthI ApaNuM jIvana suMdara banI jAya che. apAtra mANasane vidyA prApta thAya te te bIjAnA doSa vadhu jue che. A mATe paralakSI banI svalakSI banavAnuM che. AthI satya prati gati thAya che, ane satyanI najIka jema jema javAya, tema tema prabhunI najIka javAya che. satya ne sadAcAra ApaNane mukti paMthe laI jAya che. A pramANe maMgaLamaya daSTithI zAMti, svadoSadarzana, satyavAdIpaNuM, sadAcAra prApta thAya che, A mATe musIbata Ave te pahelAM tenI taiyArI karavAnI che. mANasa ghaDAIne For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra preraNA taiyAra thAya che. mATInA ghaDAne TIpAvuM paDe che, zekAvu paDe che, pachI te ceAgya mane che. magaLamaya dRSTithI saujanya janme che ne mAnavI sajjana ane che. sajjanamAM aneka saguNA vikasela hAya che. tene krAdha sAthe ADavera heAya che. sajjana tA " mittI me savva bhUesu mAnanAra che. sajjana peAtAnA jJAnanA ahaMkAra nathI karatA ne kadApi vizvAsaghAta karatA nathI. "" amaMgaLamaya dRSTivALA mAnavA chIcharA manavALA, khIjAnA ahitamAM Anadna mAnanArA ane anyane akAraNa duHkha denArA hoya che. ra eka DUbatA uMdarane haMse cAnyA. uMdara ThaMDIthI dhrujatA hatA, cAlI zakatA na hatA. tethI huMsa tene peAtAnI pAMkhA nIce rAkhI hUk ApavA lAgyA teA udare huM sanI pAMkhA pholI khAdhI, ane huMsa uDI na zakayA. Ama amaMgaLadaSTivALA upakAra para apakAra karanArA uMdara jevA hoya che. tenI vRtti ne pravRtti adhama ne halakI hAya che. mATe badhAnI maMgaLamaya dRSTi thAya tevI abhilASA. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | jJAne mokSa: jeo AzAne potAnI dAsI banAve che, te jagatane jItI zake che jeo AzAnA dAsa bane che, tene jagata jItI zake che. ApaNI pAse je jJAna ane anubhava na hoya, te ApaNe IcchAnA gulAma banI jaIe chIe, paNa jJAna miLavIne icchAne ApaNe gulAmaDI banAvavAnI che. IcchAne dabAvavAnI nathI, paNa jJAnathI IcchAne dAsa banAvavAnI che. IcchAne samajavAnI che ane tene samajAvavAnI che tethI AtmakalyANane mArga saraLa banI zake. pAMca iMdriyanA viSayathI tathA kaSAyathI IcchA ApaNA para zAsana calAve che. jo dUdhapAkamAM jarAka viSa paDI jAya te te dUdhapAka viSamaya banI jAya che ane tevA dUdhapAkane ApaNe sparzatA nathI. te pramANe saMsAramAM viSaye viSa karatAM ati bhayaMkara che, ane je te viSaye ApaNane viSa jevA lAgI jAya, te ApaNane viSaye prati tiraskAra chUTe. viSayamAM DUbavAthI anaMta kALa DubI jAya che, paraMtu te aMgenI jJAnadazA prApta thAya te saMsAramAM tarI javAya che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preiraNA je jJAnathI idri AtmAne mekSamAM laI jAya che, te ja idri viSaye dvArA AtmAne narakamAM laI jAya che. mATe jIvanamAM viSayane tyAga karavAnuM che. eka sAgaramAM hajAre nadIo ThalavAI jAya te paNa sAgara bharAvAne nathI, te pramANe IcchAo paNa anaMta che. i chAnI paripUrNatA te IcchAnI vRddhi che tethI IcchAne tyAga karavAne che. e tyAga karanAra tAraka banaze. A aMgenuM jJAna aMtaramAM thAya te IcchAonI nRti aMtarathI thAya che, bahArathI tenI tRpti kadApi thatI nathI. kahevAyuM che ke "tuM tArAmAM DUbIza, te ja tane tRpti thaze. to ja tuM saMsArane tarI zakIza." anubhava kahe che ke eka IcchA tRpta na thAya, tyAM anaMta IchAe AvIne UbhI rahe che. jyAM sudhI saMsAra che, tyAM sudhI IcchAo che. e IcchAone aMta e ja makSa. icchAnuM bIja baLI jAya tyAre ja mekSa maLI zake che. jyAre IcchAne tyAga kare che, tyAre mahArAjA vadhAre mihanIya raMge batAve che. mehanuM jora vadhI jAya che, pachI idri AtmAne bAMdhe che. mATe sAme Avela mohanI vastuone jJAnapUrvaka tyAga karavAne che. ApaNe mAnIe chIe ke DrAIvara ApaNe nekara che, paNa kharI rIte te ApaNe DrAIvaranA nekara chIe. DrAIvaranA For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa vizvAse meTaramAM beThelA ApaNane te game tyAM athaDAvI pheMkI zake che, tevuM ja iMdriyenA viSayanuM che. ApaNe mAnIe ke ikriye ApaNuM kAbumAM che, paNa jyAM ApaNe tenA vizvAse rahyA che te ApaNane game tyAM phaMgoLI de che ne chevaTe narakavAsI banAve che. mATe IcchAnA baMdhanathI baMdhAvAnuM nathI. jema jema AtmA guNaThANuM upara caDhate jAya che, tema tema meharAjAnuM jora vadhatuM jAya che. saMsAramAMthI jIva chUTavA mAge che, tyAre vividha sAnukULa prabhane sAme AvIne UbhA rahe che. te pralebhananI upekSA karIne, IcchAone nidhi karIne, viSaya-kaSAya pratye mamatAhIna daSTi rAkhaze te samajaNapUrvaka aMtarane maLela jJAna ApaNane mokSa prati laI jaze. mATe IcchAnA dAsa na banatAM tene dAsa banAve. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | jJAna tyAM sAna. eka brAhmaNane eka putrI ne be putro hatA. putrI catura hatI. tenAmAM zreSTha jJAna ne asAdhAraNa buddhi hatAM. teNe guruo pAsethI zreSTha jJAna meLavyuM hatuM. brAhmaNane tyAM sImAtIta garIbAI hatI. tenA ghara upara chAparuM paNa na hatuM, rAtre susavATA vAte pavana aMdara Avato hato. garIbImAM samajaNa hoya te jIvana suMdara banI jAya che. paNa garIbI pacAvavI ghaNuM ja AkarI che. Aje jJAnanI viziSTatA nathI, dhananI che. duHkhamAM dhana nahIM nahIM paNa jJAna ja kAma lAgavAnuM che. temAMya paisAnI garIbI karatAM mananI garIbI kharAba che. A garIba brAhmaNanI dIkarI kUvA kAMThe pANI bharavA gaI. tyAre purohita pUrapATa doDatA ghoDA para tyAM Ave che, tene ghaNI tarasa lAgI hatI. pelI chokarI pAse pANI mAgyuM, chokarI tarata paNa ApatI nathI. be vakhata pANuM kADhIne DhALI de che. pachI trIjI vakhate pANI pIvaDAve che. purohitane Azcarya thayuM. tene pANI DhaLavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM te chokarIe javAba Ape : tame doDatA AvyA hatA, tethI tarata ja pANI pIvAthI peTamAM gaLe baMdhAI jAya, tethI zAMti thayA pachI meM pANI pAyuM." For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA jIvanamAM samajaNu ane dharma heAya te jIvana dhanya anI jAya che. purahita cheAkarIne tyAM jAya che. brAhmaNe premathI roTale khavaDAvyA. pureAhite tenI dIkarInI mAgaNI karI, brAhmaNe tene arpaNa karI ane bannenAM lagna thaI gayA. brAhmaNanI dIkarIne vaibhava maLyo, para Mtu te jarAya chalakAtI nathI. ApaNA anubhava che ke sUrya karatAM tenAthI garama thayela retI vadhAre dajhADe che. eka divasa tenA pitA sArAM kapaDAM paherIne dIkarIne maLavA gayA. paraMtu naNuMda Apa dIkarIne maLavA detI nathI. tethI aMdara beThA beThA dIkarIe Apane dviathI prazno pUchyA. pahelAM pUchyuM : " hAthI dAMta kADhe, khAkhA ? ' na heAya chatAM sArAM kaDAMnA dekhAva thAya ? rr Apa : hA, beTA, dAMta kADhe. ( hAthIne dAMta bahAra hoya che. ) dIkarI : DelIe vAnta vAge, khAkhA ? ( chAparA para rahela pAMdaDAMneA avAja AvatA hatA. ) mApa : hA beTA, vAjA vAge. dIkarI : cakalAM dANAM cage, mAmA ? mApa : ( khetaramAMthI vINI vINIne bhAI dANA lAve che. duHkhamAMthI sukha zeAdhavAnuM che.) hA beTA, cakalAM dANAM cage. 1 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA dIkarI : hIre dI kare, bAbA? (bhAI dIvA jevuM ajavALuM kare che?) bApa : hIre dI kare. A sAMbhaLI naNaMda tathA sAsune thayuM ke vahanA piyare hAthI che, DelIe vAjAM vAge che. koThAramAM ghaNuM dhAnya che. hIrA che. khUba ja vaibhava che. tethI temaNe vevAInuM sAruM svAgata karyuM. suMdara raseI jamADI. jatI vakhate gADuM bharI mIThAI ApI. pachI puhitane thayuM ke mArI vahu samajaNa bharelI che. dIkarI pAse jJAna hatuM. jJAnathI prApta thayela sAnasamajaNathI vipattine vaibhavamAM pheravI batAvI. dukhamaya saMsAramAM kheda na karatAM samatApUrvaka audAsinyabhAve rahevAnuM che. duHkhamAMthI sukha zodhavAnuM che. jJAnio kahe che ke vipatti Ave te valakhAM mAravAnAM nathI-hArI javAnuM nathI. je duHkha sukha Ave che te ApaNAM pUrvanA karma anusAra Ave che. duHkhanuM svAgata karavuM. duHkha AvatAM kaTI thAya tyAre samatA ane sahiSNutA hoya te jIvana suvarNamaya bane che. dIkarIo garIbI pacAvI hatI, jJAnathI duHkhane jIravyuM hatuM, dukha joyuM hatuM tethI tenAmAM samajaNa zakti evI uddabhavI ke pratikULatAne anukULatAmAM parivartita karI dIdhI. - te jJAna ne samajaNa haze te Amane pragati karavAmAM saraLatA ne sugamatA raheze. 23 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* kArtikI pUrNimA Ajano divasa traNa maMgaLa vAte laIne Ave che, Aje bhakto prabhune bheTIne pitAnuM jIvana zuddha banAve che, pavitra ane maMgaLa banAve che. jema kapaDAM dhovA mATe sAbu, vAsaNa zuddha karavA AMbalI, tema hRdayane dhanAra prabhunI vANI che. hRdaya traNa tattvothI zuddha bane che. tyAga, jJAna ane bhakti . Aje pUrNimAnA divase aneka bhaktagaNa prabhune bheTavA ullAsapUrvaka zatrujya giri caDhatA haze. savAranA cAra vAge te taLeTI para je ullAsa utsAha, umaMga najare paDe che. te joIne AbAla vRddhane bhakti bhAvanA joIne koI paNa sahRdayI gadgadita thaI jAya che. A che AjanuM eka parama maMgaLa tatvaH girirAjanI sparzanA. siddhAcaLanI yAtrA eTale siddhazIlAnI yA, jyAM anaMtAnaMta puNyAtmAo parama pada pAmyA che, jyAMnA pudgala pavitra, maMgaLa, zuddha che, te koI paNa AtmAne UrdhvagAmI banAve che bIjuM maMgaLamaya tatva che : gurubhagavaMtene vihAra sAdhuo gaMgApravAha jevA che. sAdhuo mukta vihArI che. pANI eka khAciyuM banI jAya te te gaMdhAI uThe che. sAdhuo saritA jevA che. teo saritAnI mAphaka pitAnA kAMThAne-pane palavita kare che. sAdhusaMtone samAgama Atma 24 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa hitakArI che. sAdhunI zreyasAdhaka vANIthI jIvanane samRddha banAvavAnuM che. dharmathI jIvana aDela bane che. sAdhu jagatane sukha Ape che jagatanAM duHkho laIne, pite te sahIne anyane AnaMda Ape che. jJAnagaMgotrI vahAvanAra paMca mahAvratadhArI sAdhu che. AtmA tirdhara che, siMha samAna baLavAna che. mukta che, abhaya che, ajara che, amara che. evuM sacoTa jJAna karAvanAra sadguruo che. saMkucitatAmAMthI vikAsa tarapha javAnuM samajAvanAra guru che. AtmAne parama pade laI javAnuM che. deha te kAcanuM bekhuM che. cetana vagara deha nirarthaka che. AMkha hare. pArakhI zake che, maDaduM hare pArakhI zakanAra nathI. aMdara je beThela che, te kimatI che. - AjanI traNa maMgaLa vAtamAM pahelI vAta siddhagirinI yAtrA, bIjI vAta sAdhusaMtene vihAra ane trIjI vAta bhAratanA tirdhara zrI hemacaMdrAcAryanI janmadinanI che. pU. zrI hemacandrAcAryajIe potAnA jIvanamAM dareka bAbatanuM sAhitya rahyuM che. prAkRta ane saMskRtanA prakhara teo samartha vidvAna hatA, ati vizALa sAhityanA maulika racayitA hatA. sarasvatIdevIne sAkSAt vAsa temane mukhe hate. e sarasvatIputre gujarAtanuM ja nahi, paNa samagra bhAratanuM nAma jagatanA sAhityamAM rezana karyuM che. siddha hema vyAkaraNa" uttama ajoDa graMtha che. te vyAkaraNa For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa atipramANita manAya che. pUrNimAnA divase janma pApI jIvanamAM, sAhityamAM, dharmamAM AcAramAM pUrNatA prApta karI. gujarAtamAM ahiMsAne jAgRta ne jIvatI rAkhanAra hemacaMdrAcAryajI hatA. siddharAja jyasiha ne kumArapALanA jIvanane yazasvI opa ApanAra teo hatA. temane janma saM 1945mAM, dikSA saM 1154mAM sUripada saM 116damAM ne svargavAsa saM 1229mAM thaye. temanuM janmanAma caMgadeva hatuM, dIkSA samaye semacaMdra ane sUri thatAM hemacaMdra paDyuM. kumArapALa jevA rAjA thavAthI hemacaMdra te kharA hemacaMdra ja banyA. hemacaMdra kali kAla sarvajJa thayA ane kumArapALa "parama AhaMtu " thayA, hemacaMdrAcAryanA upadezathI sadAcArapracAra, durAcAratyAga, jinamaMdira racanA, pUjA vistAra, jIrNoddhAra, amAri ghoSaNa, tIrthayAtrA dhAmadhUmapUrvaka kumArapALe karyA-karAvyAM. kumArapALe 21 jJAnakeza (pustakanA bhaMDAra) karAvyAM. chatrIsa hajAra blokanuM triSaSThi zalAkA puruSa caritra hemacaMdrAcArya pAse racAvI, senA rUpAthI lakhAvI sAMbhaLyuM. zrI hemacaMdrAcArye racela pradhAna graMtha che-abhidhAna citAmaNi Adi keza. kAvyAnuzAsana, chaMdonuzAsana, dezI nAmamALA, kAzraya kAvya (saMskRta tathA prAkRta) pari ziSTa parva, zabdAnuzAsana Adi. 84 varSanI uMmare anazana sAthe samAdhipUrvaka hemacaMdrAcArye dehatyAga karyo. A maMgaLa dina Ajane che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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X | caturaMga adhyayana caturaMga adhyayanamAM cAra vAta Ave che. manuSyajanma. zAstrazravaNa, zraddhA ane cAritra. jJAnI kahe che ke saMsAramAM apekSA dhananuM sthAna che, te paNa manuSyabhavane lIdhe ja che. paisAne samajanAranI kiMmata vadhAre che. jagatamAM moMghAmAM meM manuSyajanma che. ekendriyathI paMcendriya sudhImAM anantakALa arthAta anaMtA keDo varSa vItAvyAM, ghaNuM ghaNuM duHkha sahana kyA pachI manuSyabhava maLe che. ApaNane take nathI gamatuM. paNa ThaMDaka ne gaLapaNa game che, tema karIne paNa taDake nathI gamata. kIDIne paNa mi vahAlA che. gaLapaNa hoya tyAM hajAro kIDIo bhegI thAya che, ApaNane mIThAInI kiMmata che, paNa kIDIo marI jAya tenI kiMmata nathI. mANasanI dhrANendriya karatAM kIDInI dhrANendriya vadhAre sateja hoya che. sukha zodhavAmAM kaDI khUbaja jabarI che. mANasa karatAM vadhAre daDA deDa kIDI kare che. manuSyamAM je AtmA che, te ja AtmA kIDIomAM che. te pachI banne vacce pharaka zo ? kIDI karatAM mANasa For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA anaMta puNyAI bhegI kare, punyanA ghaNA puMja bhegA kare tyAre manu janma maLe che. cintAmaNiratna jevA amUlya manuSya jIvanane noTa, kArakhAnA ke phekaTarIo pAchaLa veDaphI devAnuM nathI. je samaya maLe che, tene AtmA mATe soga karavAnuM che. manuSya ane pazumAM mahadantara che. manuSya uttama che. pazune duHkha thatuM hoya te te zabdomAM vyakta karI zakaze nahIM, jyAre te manuSya karI zakaze. sukha duHkha vyakta karavAnI zakti phakta manuSyane maLI che. zAstrazravaNathI manuSyabhavane madhura banAvavAnuM che. tapa-tyAgathI AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. zravaNathI vikAsa thaI zake che. manuSya jIvanamAM karuNa, saraLatA, mRdutA ane nirlobhapaNuM Avazyaka che. sukhanAM sAdhane meLavavA pAchaLa sa guNene bhUlI jaIe chIe. pitAnA bheganAM sAdhanamAM gADha Asakta ke svAthI na banatAM, prANImAtranA hitamAM sadupayegI ane sahAyaka banavAnuM che. je mANase AgaLa vadhavAnuM che, teNe nALiyera jevA banavAnuM che. uparathI kaThora paNa aMdarathI (hRdaya) mRdu ane madhura banAvavAnuM che. te mATe mahApuruSonA jIvanamAMthI mArgadarzana ne jIvanadaSTi meLavavAnI che AthI mANasAI prApta thAya che. jenAmAM mAnavatA che, te mAnava che. mAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA vatA vinAnA mAnavI te dAnava che. tenAmAM karuNA, yA, anukaMpA nahi hoya. te pAtAnA svArtha khAtara anekanA jIvana ragadoLI nAkhaze. mAnavatA mATe zraddhA-prabhu vacanA upara zraddhAnI jarUra che. lakSmI hAya, paNa aMtarAya kanA udaya hAya tA te dAnamAM vaparAtI nathI. Aje to guru ane dharma ane prati mANaso ghaNIvAra cAlAkI vApare che. jyAM kapaTa nathI, jyAM saraLatA che, tyAM saphaLatA che. vAMsaLI saraLa che, mATe ja satata te kRSNanA hATha para rahe che. dAnamAM lakSmInA sadupayeAga thavAthI nibhitA prApta thAya che. vilaMba karyA vagara je maLela che. tenA sadupayoga karavA. nIti niyama cAritra ghaDe che. bAI ekalI hAya tAya cArA tenA ghareNAMne sparzatA nathI. koIpaNa samaya, ghaDI ke kALa prabhunAM vacanazravaNa mATe cogya che. ApaNe pazucenimAM (tiya ca) hAta tA prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavA na maLata. mATe A bhavamAM maLela indricAnI paTutA, sadgurunI sunizrA tema ja prabhuvANIzravaNanA suyogane zraddhAnA parama mAdhyamathI prabhu vacana para saphaLa. anAvA, arthAt aNizuddha akhaMDa cAritra jIvananuM ghaDatara karo. A jIvanane uccatama khanAvavAnu che, UdhvagAmI batAvavAnu che. te mATe cAra puruSAtha parama Avazyaka che. 29 For Private And Personal Use Only

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x | timira teja saMsAramAM timira hAya tA cAranA bhaya hAya che. 1 jaMtuonA upadrava 2 cAra. 3 anAcArI tattva. 4 patananA bhaya. jyAre prakAza patharAya che, tyAre A badhA bhaya TaLI jAya che. AdhyAtmika prakAza patharAya che, tyAre A adhA phreMca TaLI jAya che. AdhyAtmika prakAza na hoya to ajJAnatimiramAM jIva gherAI jAya che. tyAre mithyAtvanA nibIDa aMdhakAramAM tyAM tyAM jIva aTavAya che; krodha, mAna, mAyA, lAbha, meha, AyA, mamatA vagere tene gherI vaLe che. mANasA vicAra karyA vinA jIvI rahyA che. tyAM vicAra nahIM tyAM vikAsa nahI. bhagavAna RSabhadevanA jIve kAIka najIvI bhUla karela haze tenA kAraNe bhagavAnane 13 mahinA ane 10 divasa AhAra na maLyo. A tA kanA hisAba che. bhagavAna kahe che : mAruM te bhAgavavu paDayuM. pazu tame koIpaNa jIvone mAraze! nahI', pIDaze. nahI.' A de tA trIya ane lAyasansavALA phleTa che. 6 30 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA kumArapALane ekavAra vicAra Ave che ke prajAne trANumukta karuM ne badhAne zAsanarasiyA banAvuM tethI te devendra sUrijI mahArAja sAhebane vinaMti kare che ke ApanI pAse suvarNa siddhi che. mane A badhAne sonuM ApI sukhI karUM. devendrasUri kahe che ke tenAthI duHkhamAMthI mukta thavAtuM heta te tIrthakara bhagavAna upadeza na Apata. sonuM ja vaheMcata. saMsAranAM duHkha sonAthI dUra thAya, paNa bhavanAM duHkha enAthI dUra thatAM nathI. te timira dUra karavA mATe AdhyAtmika jJAnanI jarUra che. sAnAthI sukha maLe e bhramaNa che, jyAM sudhI karmathI mukta na thavAya tyAM sudhI je duHkhI che. jagatamAM evuM nirmaLa jIvana jIve ke jethI tanathI, manathI ke AcaraNathI keI javane nukazAna na thAya. sadAcAra e suvarNa siddhi che. tanane sadAcAra, manane sadAcAra ane dhanane sadAcAra suvarNasiddhi karatAM vadhu mahattA dharAve che. tanane sadAcAra eTale abhakSya AhArane tyAga, vyavahAra zuddhi ane paropakArIjIvana. manano sadAcAra eTale prabhumAM, vAMcanamAM, vyAkhyAnamAM, gurubhaktimAM, zAstra adhyayanamAM ane satakAryamAM manane jevuM tema ja A dhyAna na thAya tevI rIte manane keLavavuM te. dhanane sadAcAra eTale sAtakSetramAM ane popakAramAM dravyane sadvyaya te. 31 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa AvI rIte aMtaramAM teja AvI jatAM mANasanI vRtti haLavI bane che; ne jIva karma mukta banI jAya che. ekvAra AdyAtmika prakAzane sparza thAya eTale karmanija thavAnI ne aneka bhava ochA thaI javAnA. aMtaramAM rahela timirane bahAra kADhavA mATe jJAnIne saMparka, zAstranuM vAcana ane zravaNa tathA naisargikatAnI jarUra che. nisargamAM rahela puSpane khIlatuM ne karamAtuM joIne jIvanamAM vairAgya pragaTe che. citra, mUrti, AkRti joI mAnasa palaTAI jAya che, pAlItANAmAM AdinAtha dAdAnI mUti jotAM aMtaramAM ullAsanA phuvArA phUTe che. nabaLuM banela mana vyAkhyAnathI sabaLuM bane che. keI sArA nirNayane vilaMba thatuM hoya te prabhunI vANI temAM skRti prere che. jJAnanI vANI ja saMsAranA jherane dUra kare che. sArA vAcanathI mana maghamaghatuM bane che. A badhAthI samyaktva pragaTe che. te eka prakAza che. tethI saMsAra choDavA jevuM lAge che. maraNa-dhana-ke kaI padArthane hetu te samajI zake che. samyakatvanuM darzana zreSThamAM zreSTha che. cAritra vinA cAlaze, paNa samyakatva vinA nahi cAle. AvA AdhyAtmika jJAnanI kiMmata che. saMsAramAM timira ne teja che. ApaNe AtmA ajJAnanA kAraNe timirimAM aTavAI rahela hoya che, tene samyaktva-AdhyAtmika jJAnane sparza thaze te tyAM prakAza patharAI raheze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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x mananI mahAnatA sabhyaSTi AtmAnI abhiruci uttama hoya che. te saMsAramAM hovA chatAM meAkSanI abhiruci rAkhe che. saMsAramAM rahevA chatAM tenAmAM saMsArane rasa hotA nathI, saMsArane te keda mAne che, baMdhana mAne che. koI mANasane kedI tarIke maMgalAmAM rAkhavAmAM Ave te temAM tene jarA paNa Anada hAtA nathI, paNa tenuM mana teA tenA gU paDAmAM ja hAya che, tyAM ja tene AnaMda Ave che. jyAM mana heAya tyAM ja tana heAvuM joI e. je vastu prApta karavA mana thayuM, tyAre tanane zrama lAgatA nathI. krikeTanA khelADIe cha kalAka taDakAmAM UbhA UbhA rame che, kAraNa ke temanuM mana ramavAnA AnaDhamAM che. tethI tananA thAka lAgatA nathI. ApaNe teA badhA bhAra tanane ApIe chIe, manane nahi, te ApaNI mUrkhatA che. jJAnIo mana tapAsavAmAM kuzaLa hAya che, jyAre DaoNkaTaro tana tapAsavAmAM pravINa rAya che. 33 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa ApaNuM zarIra nirbaLa heya, chatAM mana je majabUta hoya te dhAryuM kAma pAra pADI zakIzuM. samaktiI AtmA saMsAramAM hovA chatAM harahaMmeza karmanirjarA karyA kare che. ApaNuM jIvana satata vicArazIla, citanazIla temaja svamazIla hevuM joIe, ane jIvananuM dhyeya mekSa hovuM joIe. ApaNe kharAbanI sobata kadI na karavI, nahitara jevo saMga tevo raMga." daDhaprahArI jevA mahA pApI AtmajJAnanI sobatathI prAtaHsmaraNIya thaI gayA. guNasAgara cerImAM beThA beThA saMyamanA vicAra kare che. ane temane paraNanAra ATha kanyAo viratinI saMmati Ape che. A che saMyamane saMga ne saMyamane raMga. tethI gharanA vaDilee ucca jIvana jIvavuM joIe, teo jevuM jIvana jIvaze, tevuM jIvana temane parivAra anusaraze. nema tyAgI thayA te rAjulA tyAgI thayA. rAma uttama jIvana gALatA te sItAnuM cAritra uttama hatuM strImAM lAgaNIvazatAnuM tatva paDeluM che. je kSetra pratyelAgaNI thAya te kSetramAM pitAnuM sarvasva ApI de che, je tenuM mana vairAgyamAM ke dharmamAM vaLe te dharmamAM ja potAnuM sarvasva samarpita karI de che. tethI puruSanI pratimA strI che. puruSa mArgadarzaka che, strI preraNAdAyI che. puruSa pragati che, te strI pravRtti che. 34 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa jagatanA mahAna kAryonA sarjanamAM akhUTa zraddhA rahela che. zraddhAthI nirbaLa zarIra prabaLa kArya karI zake che. mahAsatI sulasAnI dharmazraddhA akhUTa hatI. zarIra thAtuM nathI, mana thAke che. IcchAonA meruparvatathI zarIra trAsI jAya che. zarIra pAsethI kAma levAnuM che, tethI tene TakAvavA mATe piSavAnuM che, paNa tenA gulAma banavAnuM nathI, mAlika banavAnuM che. kAyAne AjJAMkti banAvavAnI che. zarIra kAma nathI karatuM, paNa zraddhA kAma kare che. strI kadI sAtamI narake jatI nathI, puruSa sAtamI narake jAya che, kAraNa ke strInuM sAtamI narakanuM AyuSya bAMdhe evuM raudra pariNAma thatuM nathI. puruSanA adhyavasAya sAtamI narakanA AyuSya bAMdhavA jevA atiraudra banI zake che. ApaNuM tana saMsAramAM hoya chatAM mana te mekSamAM hovuM joIe. AthI tenI dareka pravRtti mela meLavavA mATenI haze. tananI dareka pravRttinuM dhyeya manane tenA dayeyane pahoMcavA sahAya karavAnuM che. jeNe mana sAdhyuM, teNe saghaLuM sAdhyuM. ekavAra tanane saMyamita banAvI zakaze, tene samajAvI zakaze, te tenI pAsethI dhAryuM kAma laI zakaze. paraMtu je mokSamArganA mULamAM che, te manane premathI, zraddhAthI, jJAnathI, ciMtanathI, mananathI, dhyAnathI keLavo te te mana makSapaMthe avazya laI jaze. mokSa atiduSkara che paNa mana e rIte keLavAya te mekSa hAtha veMtamAM che. 35 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* * | cAra sukhazakhyA bhagavAne kahyuM : he AtmA, tuM sukhayyAmAM sUI jA. sukhayyAmAM zAzvat sukha zAMti che. tethI AtmAnA utkha thAya che. sukhazayyA cAra prakAranI che. 1 zravaNa zayyA : prabhunI vANI gurumukhe sAMbhaLavI. zravaNa tA Anika samAna che. vANI sAMLakhyA pachI zAMti thAya che. temaja ApaNI vANI DaMkha vagaranI, kaTAkSa vagaranI hAvI joI e. hitakara, satya yukta ane anyane sAMbhaLavI game tevI priya vANI hAvI joIe. vyAkhyAnamAM AvyA pachI A dhyAna thatu nathI. kharAma vicAra Avya hAya teA te cAlyA jAya che. jaLathI zarIrane sApha karIe tevI rIte vANIthI AtmAnA ajJAnakacarAne sApha karavAnA che. jema magIcAmAMthI suvAsa ane tAjI havA meLavI zakAya che, tema gurunI vANIthI AtmAne zAMti maLe che, vicAro nI suvAsa maLe che, ane tAjagI prApta thAya che. prabhunI vANI megha samAna che. jevI tamArI pAtratA tevuM tame meLavaze. 36 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa 2. AtmaciMtana zayA H para upAdhithI mukta banavAnuM che. svanI ciMtA karavAnI che. AtmaciMtana jevuM sukha kyAMya nathI. eka bhAIne tyAM be jamAI AvyA. eka gAmaDAmAMthI AvyA. temane garamALa khAvAnI IcchA hatI. bIjA zaheramAMthI Avela. pIrasavAmAM banene bAsudInA vADakA mUkavAmAM AvyA. gAmaDAmAMthI Avela jamAI bAsudI khAtA nathI. pachI temane te vize samajAvavAmAM AvyuM ne thaDI bAsudI cakhADI pachI te te bahu ja bhAvI. garamALA jevuM saMsAranuM sukha ane bAsudI jevuM AtmAnuM sukha che. saMsAranA bhegabhogavavAmAM paDyA hoya tene bAsudI jevuM AtmAnuM sukha zuM che, tenI kalpanA hetI nathI. temane ekavAra tene AsvAda thAya to te sukha meLavavA puruSArtha sArI rIte karaze. AtmaciMtana e ananta AnaMdanuM prathama se pAna che. AtmA ciMtave ke huM koNa chuM? kayAMthI Avyo chuM? mAruM dhyeya zuM che? te paripUrNa karavA mATe kyA upAye Avazyaka che? AvI AtmaciMtananI zayyA sukhada ne zreyasAdhaka che. A zayyAmAM AtmA sUto hoya te tene zAzvata sukha prApta thAya che. 3. pArakI paMcAta mUkI devAnI zayyA : For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNI bAjumAM paDelI jhagaDatA hoya te ApaNe be kAna mAMDIne barAbara sAMbhaLIe chIe. pArakI paMcAta karavAmAM rasa Ave che. A rasa mITho lAge che. paraMtu pariNAma mahAkaTu che. pArakI paMcAta cheDIne potAnI paMcAta karavI hitakara che. tame je te sAMbhaLavAne badale jyAM tyAM bahAra na bhaTakatAM aMtaramukha bane. narasiMha mahetAe kahyuM che ke, mahIM paDyA te mahAsukha mANe bahAra UbhA pastAya." zaktine saMcaya zAMtimAM che, tephAnamAM nathI. kaMTAbelane UMghavuM paDe che. belanArane mauna pALavuM paDe che. jyAM tyAM je te belavuM nahIM, pUchayA vagara javAba Ape nahIM. je samaya maLe temAM prabhunuM smaraNa karavuM, AtmAnuM ciMtana karavuM. potAnI vRtti pravRtti zubha thAya tenI takedArI rAkhavI. bahAranI gaMdakI gharamAM AvavA devI nahIM. nakAmI vAtone choDI devAnI che. ane AvA samaye manane vALI levAnuM che. 4, zravaNanuM punaH punaH ciMtana. pazu khAdhA pachI, tene vAgoLe che ane pachI gaLe utAre che. AthI tenuM sAruM pAcana thAya che. tema ApaNe prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLI hoya tenuM vAraMvAra ciMtana karavuM tethI temAMthI prakAza maLaze. meMdIne vAraMvAra ghuMTavAthI vadhu raMga prApta thAya che. pIparane vadhune vadhu ghuMTavAthI-5Ta 38 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA ApavAthI tenI zakti ne kiMmata vadhe che, prabhuvANInA vAkya vAraMvAra vicAryA karIe to jIvana dhanya banI jAya, ajJAnanA metiyA utAranAra prabhuvANI che. ApaNe vicAravAnuM ke AtmajJAnanI bAbatamAM huM jaDa hato tyAre prabhue AtmAno vicAra Ave. tethI AtmAne UrdhvagAmI banAvavA prayatna karyo. parigraha che. thAya to AtmA UMce jaI zake che. vijJAnane niyama che ke jema jema dabANa ochuM thAya tema tema vastu UMce jaI zake che. to viSayakaSAya-rAgadveSa-parigrahane bhAra ocho thAya to AtmA UMce jaI zake che. A cAra prakAranI sukha zayyA AtmakalyANaLe che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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x | cAra puruSArtha cAra puruSArtha che: dharma, artha, kAma ne mAkSa. temAM prathama dhama che, chelle mAkSa che. madhyamAM rahela e atha ane kAma dhama maya hoya te te meAkSamaya banI zake che. Aje atha ane kAmanA be kinArA dekhAtA nathI. anA pravAhanuM prApyatya eTalu che ke peAtAnI bAjunA dharmakinArAne DUbADI dIdhA che ane dhama ne paga taLe dabAvI kacaDI cAtarapha peAtAnA hAhAkAra phelAvI dIdhA che. IjI mAju kAme meAkSane dakhAvela che, " jue, mArA paga nIce maiAkSa che, mATe huM sarvasva chu " ema darzAvI mAnavane kAmamaya banAvI mUkayA che. tethI te mAnava AtmAe lAkhe jIvayeAnimAM je bhAgaLyuM, te tarapha te doDI gaye.. dhananI AMdhImAM zAMti zeAdhavA prayatna karyAM ane dhananA upayAga kAmanI tRptimAM karyAM. tethI je Aja sudhI prApta thayuM na hatu, te meLavavA mATe A mAnavabhava maLela che, te bhUlIne para parAgata Tevane anusarI atha ane kAmanI jALamAM gUcavAI gayA. dhamanuM sthAna juduM che, ane atha ne kAmanuM sthAna juduM che. jagatamAM sauthI pahelA dhama che. dhama vagara atha o For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA ane kAma nakAmA che. atha ane kAmamAM dhama nuM prAdhAnya---- pazu haze, te te mAnavane vikAsapaMthe dorI jaze, paraMtu tenI nyUnatA athavA abhAva haze te te mAnavane vikArapaMthe dorI jaze. atha puNyathI maLe che. atha dhananA upayAga dAna mATe karavAnA che. eka dAna duniyAnI vAha, vADu meLavavA mATe apAya che, eka dAna AtmAnA zreya mATe karAya che. pahelu dAna sthULa ne pratyakSa che, khIjuM dAna sUkSma ne parAkSa che. aMtaramAMthI dAnanI ruci UThI gaI che. ruci hoya te jamavAnuM mIThuM lAge che. ruci vinAnuM bhojana nIrasa lAge che. dAnanI ruci nathI, kAraNake dhana dha mAge nathI Avela. jenA hRdayamAM dhama che, dhamanI bhAvanA jAgI che, tene cAtarapha dayA, karuNA sahAnubhUti vAtsalyabhAva vahAvAnuM mana thaze. dhama thI maLela dhama mATe khA peAtAnA kAvya mATe maLela puraskAra tarIke rUA. 120 laI kaSi nirAlA jaI rahyA hatA. kavi madhyamavarganA hatA. rastAmAM eka bhikhAraNa joI. loko eka eka paisA ApI tene cIDavatA hatA. kavie A dRzya joyu tene peAtAnI ena gaNI, tenu na pUchyuM ne sArI madada karI. Aje leAkA marelAne ghaNuM Ape che, jIvatAne kAI DhAMI Apatu nathI. lokone maravuM game che, mAgavuM gamatu 41 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA nathI. tA garIba leAkeAnI sthiti joIne nahi, paraMtu jANIne dAna karavuM. bhikhAraNanI sthiti jANI pachI nirAlAe kahyuM : "huM tane vIsa rUpiyA Apu' te tuM keTalA divasa pasAra karIza ?" bhikhANuM : "mArA pati mAM che, tethI vIsa rUpiyA eka mahinA ja cAle che, mATe peTa khAtara ja bhIkha mAgatI hatI." tA nirAlAe bAkInA se rUpiyA paNa te bhikhAraNane ApI dIdhA. te rakamamAMthI eka reMTiyA ne rU apAvyAM ne pelI bhikhAraNanu du:kha cAlyuM gayuM. pachI te bhikhAraNanu drazya vaNI kAvya manAvyuM. teA tenA 250 rUpiyA kavine puraskAra tarIke maLyA. eka bhAI e gurunI bhakti arthe " rasa " vaheArAvavAnA lAbha levAnu nakkI karyuM. savAranA ghaNA sAdhuo vaheAravA AvyA. tyAre pelA bhAI kheAlyAH 8 bhikhArInI mAphaka sAdhue vaheAravA tUTI paDayA che. '' nirAlAnA haiyAmAM dAnanI ruci janmI hatI. A bhAInA hRdayamAM dAnanI rucinA Aveza AvI gayA hatA. sAcuM dAna tA te che ke jemAM denAra ne lenAranuM nAma kaI e jANavuM na joI e. jene dhana paranI mUrchA nathI chUTatI tevA AtmAe AkaDAnI nIce bhArIMga tarIke ekendriyanA avatAra pAme ra For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA che. tyAM dhananI rakSA karatAM jIvana ArtadhyAna ne raudradhyAnamAM vyatIta kare che. paisA sAthe dharma vArasAmAM putrane Apaze te te putra sAta kSetramAM pase vAparaze. paNa paisA sAthe dharma vArasAmAM nahi hoya te te paise vikRta kSetramAM hoTela, vezyA, sinemA, jUgAra, resa, dArU, parastrImAM vaparAze. Ama je jIvana UrdhvagAmI banavA sarjAyuM che, te agAmI banaze. artha ane kAmanI pazcAt bhUmikAmAM dharma have joIe. dharmane jIvanamAM otapreta karanAra vijaya zeTha, vijyAzeThANuM tathA sudarzana zeThane Aje prabhAtamAM smarIe chIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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| kAma ane artha uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM prabhu vIra jaNAve che ke jIva karma bAMdhatI vakhate AgaLa pAchaLane vicAra karatuM nathI, parigraha jIvanabhara bhege karyA ja kare che, putra-putrIo mATe arthane saMcaya kare che, paise pedA karavAmAM game tevuM pApa karavAmAM mANasa pAchuM vALI jete nathI. sAmAyika karatI vakhate ApaNane pApane Dara lAge che. doSa lAgyuM hoya tenuM prAyazcitta karIe chIe, paNa sAmAyika pArIne ghare jaIe tyAre enA e. kAma kharAba che, tenA karatAM vadhAre kharAba artha che. ghaDapaNamAM arthane lAbha vadhAre majabUta bane che ane te mATe na karavAnuM kAma karI bese che. zarIra DhIluM thaI jAya, mAthe dhaLAM Ave, dAMta paDI jAya ane hAthamAM lAkaDI laIne cAlavuM paDe, tyAre paNa tRSNa jarA paNa ochI thatI nathI. arthanI lAlasA jIvane anaMtA bhavathI lAgelI che. kumArapALe guptAvasthAmAM uMdaranI senAmahere laI lIdhI. uMdara mAthuM phaDaphaDIne maraNa pA. AvI tIvra lAlasA artha mATe tiryaMcane che. eka bhAIne 500 rUpiyA keIe cirI lIdhA, te tenA For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA AghAtamAM ghAsatela chAMTI pote manI maryAM. a nI lAlasA peAtAne ane bIjAne badhAne bhayaMkara hAni kare che. kAmanI lAlasA peAtAne nIceAvI nAkhe paNa arthanI lAlasA akalpya nukasAna karI bese che. mATe cAra puruSA mAMnA kAma ane atha mATe vana na veDaphI detAM dhama mATe satata puruSArtha karavAnA che. dhama thI AleAka ne paraleAka sudharI jAya che. dharma AgaLa atha ane kAma dAsa banI rahe che. dha mayaatha unnati sAdhe che. dha mayakAma zArIrika ne mAnasika zaktinA vikAsa kare che. jema dArUnA kephamAM mANusa badhu bhUlI jAya che, tema anu che. a tA viyeAga ane vinAza bannene nAtare che. eka sAdhu rastAmAM jatA hatA. tyAM eka sAnAnI pATa joI ane te teA tyAMthI doDI gayA. e mANase e temane doDavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. sAdhue kahyuM : " mane rastAmAM mANasa-mAra maLyA che." pelA ane te mANasa-mAra ( seAnAnI pATa) ne jotAM ja peAtAnA ghera laI javA vicAra karyAM. jagatamAM anu prAdhAnya moTAmAM moTuM che. je manuSya ane cheDe che, te mahAn khanI jAya che. ane prabhue atyAgIne mahAna kahyo che. 5 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA pelA e jigarajAna mitro hatA. sAMja paDe seAnAnI pATane ghare laI javI. tethI eka tyAM dhyAna rAkhavA beTho. bIjo khAvAnu levA gAmamAM gayA. pATa para beTho beTho pelA vicAra kare che ke mArA mitra A pATanA aDadhA bhAga paDAvaze. eTale ahI kUvAmAM pANI kADhavA jaze eTale tene dhakko mArIza eTale e marI jaze ane pATa mane maLaze. khAvAnu levA janAre vicAryu ke A mIThAImAM thoDu jhera bheLavI dauM, te pelA marI jAya ane AkhI pATa mArI thAya. anna mitra hatA. paNa sAnAnI pATe chelle pATale besADayA. akbIjAnA jAna levA ane vicAre che ane jevuM vicAryuM hatu. tevuM pariNAma Avyu. sAnAnI pATa AgaLa ane huMmeza mATe salepATa thaI gayA. tethI sAdhue kahyuM hatuM " A mANasa-mAra che." te satya yu. A kAyA...kaMpanInA sagAMvahAlAM badhA zeraheAlDarA che. ane kAyAthI paisA pedA karyAM tenA badhA zeraheAlDaro lAbha uThAve che; ane badhI sujA AtmArAmane bhogavavI paDe che. dhananI mamatA jIvAne sauthI kharAba che, tethI dhana meLavavAmAM te manuSyabhavane veDaphI nAkhe che. garIbane paisA ka For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNuM vagara AMdhI AvatI nathI, garIbImAM ja dharma udayamAM Ave che. dhanathI vivekane dIpaka bUjhAI jAya che. dhana ne kAma saMsAranA mArgamAM AtmAne aTavI mUke che. dharma AtmAne mokSa prati prayANa karAve che. saMsArane mArga preyamArga che. mokSa mArga zreyamArga che. preyamArge javAthI bhavabhramaNa anaMtagaNuM bane che. zreyamArge javAthI bhavabhramaNane aMta AvI jAya che. te cAra puruSArthamAMthI dharmane sahAre laI dhana ane kAmane sadupayeAga karI mekSa prApti karavI. dharma ane mokSanA bhavya kinArA vacce dhasamasI rahelA artha ane kAmanA pravAhane nAthavA muzkela che evuM te nathI ja. paraMtu arthakAma pitAne vaLAMka badale te game tevAnA bhUkkA bolAvI de. temane jitavA eTale temanA pratyenI AMtarika aruci thavI te, temanuM astitva hovA chatAM teo hAtha joDela sevaka jevAM hoya. dhananI mUcha utAravI muzkela hovA chatAM gurujanenA zreyasAdhaka upadezathI, sAtvika zuddha pANIthI dhanane sadupayoga sugamAM (supAtradAnamAM) thAya. paraMtu kAma upara AMtarika aruci thavI ati duSkara che. varSo sudhI zAMta rahela, nimnasama thayela kAma kayAre virATa svarUpa le tenI khabara kone che? ekAMta agocara aMdhakAramaya guphAmAM ugra tapazcaryA karI rahelA rahanemie sAdhanApathe adbhuta pragati sAdhI hatI. paraMtu For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA nahivat AcherA ajavALAmAM rAjula sAdhvIne nivasra jotAM, temanAmAM kAma kevA prajajavaLI UThayA hatA ? paraMtu mahAsattI zrI rAjula sAdhvIjInA himazilA jevA prAtrata AgaLa raheneminA kAmAgni sadA mATe zAnta prazAnta manyA. artha ane kAma dharmamaya hoya to ApaNA AtmA Udhvagamana karatA jAya che. manane virAgI banAvavAnuM che. bharata mahArAjA cakravatI hAvA chatAM mana tA virAgI ja hatu. kAme vizvAmitrane ucca sthAnethI khINamAM pheMkayA. sUta ane upasUta mahA tapasvI mitrAne mAhinI 'e nAmazeSa karI nAkhyA. A banne mitrAe tapazcaryA karI pracaMDa mahAzakti prApta karI. be eTale khAvIsa jevA. ekavAra brahmA, viSNu ne mahezane page lagADavAnI tene icchA thaI. to te traNe maLI eka 'mAhinI 'nI sau ya khacita pratimA banAvI. meAhinI gaI upasUta pAse. sayamI banI gayA sauMdaya premI, mAhinIe kahyu : "kAM teA mane oDo kA tA sUtane cheDe." Avu ja neAhinIe sUta pAse nATaka bhaLyuM. pachI kahyuM; "ane yuddha karI. je vijetA bane te mane apanAve." ne be mAMthI eka mRtyu pAmyA ane brahmA, viSNu ne maheza parAjayamAMthI macI gayA. A che sajjaDa sapATo kAmanA. '' dhamanA abhAve Aje ApaNe mAnavIne sAdhanAthI mApIe chIe. mazIna yugamAM jeTalAM meghAM mazIna che, 4 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA teTalA sAMdheA mAnava che. mANasane mAna-sanmAna tenA pAse rahela sAdhanA para avala Mbe che. dhyAna, sayama, tyAga ane jJAnathI mAnavI Aje mapAtA nathI, sAdhanA mANasa upara caDhI beThAM che. mAnasika dRSTie te sAdhanAnA anucara banI gayA che. rAja vyAkhyAne jatAM hAI e, paNa eka divasa moTara bagaDI gaI, tA vyAkhyAne jatAM nathI. Aje gAya karatAM dUdhanI kiMmata vadhAre che. anya rIte dUdha maLI jatu hAya tA gAyanI jarUra nathI. gharaDA mAnavIe kamAI zakatA nathI, te te nakAmA che. paisAnI kiMmata che, paNu mANusanI kiMmata nathI; tethI ja yuropamAM gharaDAghara (old men's house) Thera Thera UbhAM thavA lAgyAM che. bhAratamAM pahelAM yAsabhara haiyAvALA puNyavantA apaMga pazu-pakSIo mATe pAMjarApALA paNa calAvatA ane Aje paNa calAve che. Adhunika kAmamAM viSamatA ne vikRti vadhatAM cAlyAM eTale anAthAzrame UbhAM thayA. tenA atireka thatAM " ApanuM ghara " duHkhI, tyakatA, sadhavA, vidhavA, kumArikA mATe cAlu thayAM ane chevaTe samAjanI zarama chaDeceka bezarama thatAM gharaDAghara amadAvAda ke anya sthaLe UbhAM thaI rahyAM che! hatA AnuM kAraNa e ja ke kAma-vilAsane atireka tathA dhananA aghaTita sthAne bharAve. A bannenI pAchaLa 49 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA 2 je dharmanuM phalaka AvI jAya te bhUMsAtI jatI bhAratanI bhavya saMskRti marI nathI gaI tevuM sukhada AzvAsana laI zakIe. prakRtine niyama che ke te dareka vastune palaTo lAvI de che. lokhaMDa kATa khAtuM thaI jAya che, phekaTarIo 25 varSa jUnI thaI jAya che, te mAnavI jUne kema na thAya? mAnavI mAnavInuM mUlya badalI rahyo che. mAnavI sAdhanenuM mUlya vadhArI rahyo che, tethI mAnavatAnI kiMmata ochI thaI che; dAnavatAnI kiMmata vadhI che. mAnave vastuo para svAmItva meLavavAnuM che, sAdhanane dAsa nahi, paNa sAdhanane dAsa banAvavA joIe. mANase vastunI AsapAsa pharavAnuM nahi, paraMtu seMTaramAM rahIne vastune pitAnI AsapAsa pheravavAnI che. amIbAmAMthI mANasa nathI banyuM, paraMtu amIbAne mANasa banAvavA mATe mANasa banyuM che. A badhuM phakta dharmarUpI cakSuthI dekhAze. te dharmajJAna samatulA jALavaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | svAsyano marma Aje phezananI dRSTie kahevAtA svAstha mATe mAMsAhAra zarU thayuM che. paNa A bhaNelA bhIMta bhUle che. zAkAhArI hAthI mAMsAhArI siMhane cagadI zake che. zAkAhArI lAMbu AyuSya bhegavI zake che, mAMsAhArI TUMkuM ne nIrasa jIvana bhagave che. jIvananA siddhAntathI se varSa jIvI zakAya che, nahiM ke mAMsAhArI kherAka, davA, preTIne, viTAmine ke IjekazanathI. bhAratanI bhUmimAM akALe mRtyu te azubha cihna gaNAtuM. te bhUmimAM suMdara saMskRti che. te saMskRti lAMbA AyuSyanA kAraNarUpa hatI ane che. zarIrane upaga idrinA du25ga mATe karavAne nathI. tenI bhUkha viSayakakSAethI maTADavAthI nathI. pAMca idrine sumAge vALIne-keLavIne saMskRtine piSaka banAvavAnI che. AMkhamAM amRta bharavAnuM che, kAnathI bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLavAnI che, nAkathI suMdara saurabha suMghavAnI che, jIbhane madhura banAvavAnI che ane sparza te prabhune karavAno che. A iddhine nirmaLa banAvavAthI zubha tane For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA saMgraha thaze. te zubha ta che? abhaya, nirmaLatA, pavitratA ne prasannatA. je Idrine durupayega thaye te svacchaMdatA vadhI jaze ane azubha ta jevAM ke bhaya, ciMtA, upAdhi Avaze ane jIvana ragadoLAI jaze. A bhaya AyuSyane TUMkuM karI nAkhe che. ciMtA citA samAna nIvaDe che, upAdhi jIvanane vyagra ne vinAzakArI banAve che. abhaya AvatAM taMdurastI khIlaze, ane bhagavAna te "abhaya dayANuM -abhaya denArA che. e bhagavAnanuM dhyAna dhare te mAnasika svAstha sAthe zArIrika svAstha prApta thaze. prabhunuM ciMtana karavAnuM che, paNa viSayenI ciMtA karavAnI nathI. ciMtanamAM viveka, vinaya ne prakAza che. Ama abhaya-ciMtana-prasannatA lAMbuM AyuSya bakSe che. pAMce IdrinI paTutA maLI che. tene kaTutAmAM pheravavAnI nathI. paTutA mATe prabhune pADa mAnavAne che. AthI nirdoSatA, prasannatA ne mukta hAsyanI pavitratA jhaLakI rahe che ane svAstha vilasI rahe che tema ja vikasI rahe che. tamAre tamArI jAtane rogarahita banAvavAnI che, nahi ke DokaTarane AdhIna banavAnI. te mATe indriyane saMyamita banAvI tenI pAse sugya siddhi sajita karavAnI che. AthI tana tathA mananI svasthatA prApta thaze. te mATe 52 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA jIvanane lakSa sahita kriyAzIla banAvavAnuM che. te mATe : aMtarane sApha karavAnuM che. "jenuM aMtara sApha che, tenuM jIvana svarga che, jenuM aMtara meluM che, tenuM jIvana naraka che." sApha aMtara mATe maitrI, prameha, karuNA ne mAdhyasthabhAvanI AvazyaktA che. A cArane vikAsa thaze, eTale aMtara amIthI bharAtuM jaze. tyAM zuddhatA ne svacchatA Avaze. pachI thaze ke "aba hama amara, bhaye nA mareMge." have mRtyune bhaya nahi rahe ane je deha bhautika jarUriyAtamAM baMdhAyela che, te jarUriyAta pUrNa karavA mATe rega, zoka, ciMtA ne bhayane bhoga bane che, tene badale tyAM amaratA dazyamAna thaze. jiMdagIne artha samajAze. jIvana kSaNabhara AnaMda mATe viSaya-kaSAyathI viSa velaDIthI mukta banaze ane sAcuM svAstha prApta karI zakaze. - jIvana veDaphI devA mATe nathI. bAhya svAstha meLavavA je te khAvAnuM, pIvAnuM ke moja mANavAnuM nathI. AMtarika svAstha haze te bAhya svAstha khIlI uThavAnuM che. hejarI ke AMtaraDAmAM bagADa thAya te zarIra vikAramaya bane che. paraMtu AMtarika svacchatA ne zuddhi haze te bAhya svAstha ApoApa prApta thaze mATe jarUra che aMtaranI zuddhi, AtmAnI svasthatA, mananI nirmaLatA, hRdayanI udAratA ne cittanI prasannatA, icchita svAsthane marma che. pa0 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | svAthyanuM sukha taMdurastI mananI, tananI ane cautanyanI jarUrI che. suMdara bleka heya, badhI ja Tepa sAmagrI hoya ane aneka prakAranI vAnagIo taiyAra thaI hoya, tyAre ApaNane cAra DigrI Temparecara hoya te kaMI gamatuM nathI. eTale "paheluM sukha te jAte naryA." karoDo rUpiyA karatAM taMdurastI vadhAre kImatI che. paise e te sukhanuM sAdhana che, paNa paise pite ja sukha nathI. taMdurastI e te jIvanane AnaMda che. paraMtu jyAre tana bagaDI jAya che tyAre manane bagaDatAM vAra nathI lAgatI. tana taMdurasta heya paNa jo mana taMdurasta na hoya te badhuM bagaDI jAya che. mana bagaDe eTale tana bagaDI ja jAya che. tana te mATIne pIMDa che, jIvana te mana che. zarIra pRthvI, pANI, havA, agni, AkAzathI baneluM che. zarIrane jIvaMta rAkhanAra mana che. mana mANasane sArA ke kharAba banAvI de che. manane taMdurasta rAkhavA zuM karavuM ? bembathI jeTaluM nukasAna duniyAne nathI thayuM tenA karatAM halakAM gIte ne halakA sinemAthI duniyAne nukasAna thayuM che. manana kare te ja mana che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA marI javu' e navuM nathI, paNa jIvavuM e ja navInatA che. mana e ja meAkSa ane madhanuM kAraNa che. vyAkhyAna manane khArAka Ape che. mana sarjana kare che ane mana visarjana kare che. tethI tana karatAM mana paratye vadhAre dhyAna ApavAnu` che. mananA valeANAmAMthI vairAgya utpanna thAya che. duniyAnA game tevA vicArAmAM paNa samyaktva TakI rahe che. zreNika mahArAjA jelamAM paNa kamanI nirA karatA hatA. sukha Ave jIvita vAMchyu' ne duHkha Ave maraNu vAMdhyuM. tene badale manane dhIme dhIme zAMta manAvavAnu che, samajAvavAnu che. tethI AtmAmAM pUrNatA Ave che. pUrNutA pachI magnatA Ave che, ne tyAra pachI sthiratA sahaja manI jAya che. manane kaSAyAnA sathavArA mArI nAkhe che. agnine sathavAre maLe te te bIjAne maLe che, sathavArA na maLe teA peAtAnI jAtane bALe che. krodhanuM, mAnanuM, mAyAnuM, lAbhanuM ane ajJAnanuM AvaraNa dUra karavAnuM che. manane zAMta karavA mATe, samAdhi tarapha laI javA mATe pahelAM viSayAne dUra karavAnA che. mananuM pariNAma vacanamAM ane vacananu` pariNAma kAyAmAM Ave che. vyakti jatAM, vyaktinI mahattAne mana jANe che. prabhu cAlyA gayA, paNa prabhunuM 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA nAma tAre che. nAmanI asara mata upara ghaNI thAya che, kAraNa ke tyAM tyAga hatA. mahattA vyaktine nahi, paNa tyAgane che. mana, vacana ane kAyAne vItarAganA smaraNumAM rAkhavAnA che. kAma vagaranA mAluAAne gharamAM AvavA devAnA nathI, tema kAma vagaranA vicArane manamAM AvavA devAnA nathI. ekalatA zunya nahi hAvI joIe, paNa ekalatA pUNa hovI joI e. ApaNe ekalA nathI, paNa ApaNI sAthe paDachAyAnI mAphaka vItarAga che. mana zuddha karIne, mana prasanna karIne pavitra vAtA varaNamAM ekAMtamAM Adra kumAre jina pratimAne peTImAMthI kADhI ane prabhunAM darzana karatAM karatAM tenA mana para tRptinI prasannatA chavAI gaI. A che prabhudaza nanI mana para suMdara asara. mana uttama grahI prasanna pAme che, ane mana becena DAya tyAre nidrA nathI AvatI. sAmAyikamAM tanane bhUlI javAnu che. ane mana sAthe samAdhAna karavAnuM che. mananI samAdhi sAdhavAnI che. mana svastha banaze te tananI svasthatA saheja banaze. mana, vacana ne kAyAnA svAsthyathI je sukha Upaje che, te jIvanane prasannatA ape che. A svAsthya mATe vizvamaitrI jarUranI che. vizvamaitrI bhAvanAthI mAnava mahAna banI 56 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA zake che. jagatane peAtAnI vizALa pAMkhAmAM laIne UDavAnuM che. maitrIthI sUkAM hRdaye bhIMjAya che. vizvamaitrInI bhAvanAthI anyanA duHkhathI ApaNe duHkhI thaI e chIe. Dukkarane duHkhamAMthI mukta karanAra abrAhama liMkane kahyu ke, A meM cAnuM kAma karyuM nathI, paNa mArA hRdayanA duHkhane dUra karavA A kArya karyu hatu." yAnuM kAma kahevAnu nathI, yAnuM kAma karavAnuM che. A che tana-mananA svAsthyanu kharuM sukha. 57 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | vacanazuddhi jema jema vastu zuddha thatI jAya, tema tema te suMdara dekhAvA mAMDe che. taLAvanI taDemAM jaLa pUrAtAM sarasa banI jAya che, tema jIvanamAM dharmane rasa AvatAM, ApaNe AnaMdI banIe chIe. mana, vacana ane kAyAnAM traNa sAdhane hathiyAra jevAM che. kaDiye je sAdhanethI 14 mALanAM makAna bAMdhe che ane makAna bAMdhatAM bAMdhatAM te UMce caDhate jAya che, tyAre te ja sAdhanathI ku khedanAra nIce Utarate jAya che. eka upara prakAzamAM jAya che, bIje nIce aMdhakAramAM jAya che. makAna bAMdhavAnuM kAma agharuM che, khADo khodavAnuM kAma saheluM che. tevuM ja A mana, vacana ane kAyAnuM che. temane sadupayeAga karavA mATe jJAnanI jarUra che, paraMtu jene dupaga kare che, tene jJAnanI jarUra nathI. jene sAdhanA karavI che, tene jJAna, svAdhyAya ane indriyane sadupayoga karavAne che. pahelAM zarIra ne pachI mana ane vacana Ave che. kAcabAnI jema Indriyone saMkelI levAnI che. haniyAmAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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prANI ApaNuM upara virSanA vikArane, ane krodhAdi kaSAyane bhaya rahe che, te samaye Indriyene kAbUmAM rAkhavAnI che. indriyane vazamAM rAkhIne zaTho mahAsaMte banyA che. AvA saddaguNa saMte cAlyA jAya che tyAre temanAM saMsmaraNa yAda karIne raDIe chIe. - sAdhu na thavAya te paNa Indriyane sadupayoga karIne sajjana te banavAnuM ja che. sajajana mANasa sAdhunI najIka ja che, mANasanI indriye AzIrvAdarUpa bane ane zApa phelAvI zake che. AtmAne Indriya saMta ke zetAna banAvI zake che. jIbhane kAbUmAM rAkhavAthI zAMta madhura vANI belAya che, ne tethI zItaLatA prasarI rahe che. sarpa jene karaDe te ja mare, paNa durjana te ekanA kAna karaDe ane bIjo marI jAya che. tethI mANase vacanane sadupayoga kare joIe. vacanane sadupayeAga svargane AsvAda cakhADe che, vacanane durupayoga narakanI durgadhathI gUMgaLAve che. prabhu mahAvIradeva koIne "devAnupriya" ke "mahAnubhAva" vinA saMdhatA na hatA. sAme mANasa kharAba hoya te ApaNe tenA levalamAM AvavAnuM nathI, paraMtu tenA para anukaMpA, dayA, sahAnubhUti dAkhavI tene ucca sthAne laI javAne che, Urdhvagamana mATe ja A manuSyabhava maLe che. 84 lAkha jIvanamAM - 59 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA ucasthAna mAnavanuM che. prabhu mahAvIre uttarArthanA sUtramAM kahyuM cheH "tuM kaMI na bane te mAnavatAvALe mAnava te jarUra banaje." mAnava eTale mAnavatA sabhara, dharmamaya jIvana. tyAM mAnavatA mahetI hoya che. te mAnava mokSane adhikArI bane che. anuttara devalokanA devane mokSa meLavavA mAnavabhava levuM paDe che. AvI ucca bhUmikA parathI lapasI na javAya tenI pUratI kALajI rAkhavAnI che. sikaMdare eka mANasane sattA uparathI utArIne nIcI pAyarI para mUkyo. pAMca varSa pachI sikaMdare tene pUchyuM tame nIce UtaryA tenuM tamane duHkha nathI thatuM?" pilA mANase javAba Apyo : "nA, pahelAM karatAM atyAre huM vadhAre sukhI chuM, kAraNa ke mAnavatAnI bhUmikAmAM huM AgaLa vadhyo chuM, ane have mArAM svajane sAthe sArI rIte vAta karI zakuM chuM." sArA mANasane kharAba vicAra AvI jAya, paraMtu te mananA bAraNu sudhI AvI zake che, paNa aMtaramAM pravezI zaktA nathI. jenA mana para duSTa vicAra ArohaNa karaze te paDavAne ne nAza pAmavAne. mAnavatA lAvavA khUba vicAravAnuM che. vRttione kAbUmAM rAkhavAnI che, vRttione jItavAthI, sArI Teva pADavAthI jIvananI sAdhanA sukhamaya bane che. sAdhanA, svAdhyAya, saMyama dvArA aMtima siddhagati hastAmalakavata bane che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | navapada svaya tare che, anekane navapada ArAdhaka AtmA tAre che. jenA hRdayamAM navapada che, tene koI nA Dara nathI. * name arihaMtANa'nA prabhAvathI kALA sapa paNa puSpamALA anI jAya che. aDhAra doSothI rjita arihaMta prabhu che. jagatamAM prakAza phelAvI de che. arihaMta pachI siddhapadmanI ArAdhanA siddhi apAve che. AcAya ApaNane meAkSa mA apAve che. teo paMcAcAranA upadeza Ape che, munirUpI tArAomAM AcA caMdra samAna che. jagatane ajavALanAra dIvA AcAya che. AcAya ne svadarzana ane paradananA khyAla hAvA jAI e. jagatanA badhA ja praznonA javAkha AcAya pAse hAya che. zAsananA rAjA AcAya che. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta te rAjAnA rAjakumAra yuvarAja jevA che. teo zAsananA vidyAthI one taiyAra kare che. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta pRththara jevA manuSyAne suMdara kotarI, kaMDArI pratimAnuM rUpa Ape che. sAdhune taiyAra karavA mATe upAdhyAyanI jarUra che. 1 For Private And Personal Use Only ahi te

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preraNa upAdhyAya bhagavaMta 25 guNethI zobhe che. teo bAra aMganA jANakAra hoya che. ' navapadamAM arihaMtane siddha te devatatva che. guru tatvamAM AcArya, upAdhyAya ne sAdhu bhagavaMtane samAveza thAya che. guNanI gyatA pramANe sthAna prApta thAya che. sAdhu eTale jJAnane paMja. sAdhue 1000 divasamAM je bhaNavAnuM che, te bhaNuM levAnuM che. jIvanane suMdara upavana banAvavAnuM che. sAdhupaNAmAM AtmAne jJAnathI tejasvI cakacakti banAvavAnuM che. devatatva, gustatva pachI dharmatatva Ave che. temAM che darzana darzana eTale zraddhA. darzana eTale tatvanI abhirucine vicAra. jIvanamAM satyatatvanI samajaNa AvI jAya te jIvana juduM ja banI jAya che. prabhunAM darzana karavAnAM che. prabhune jotAM pitAnA svarUpanI oLakhANa karavAnI che. darzana pachI Ave che jJAna. zraddhAne jJAnanI AMkha joIe. bhavasAgaramAMthI pAra karanAra jJAnarUpI naukA che. jenI pAse jJAna che, tene sukhaduHkha sama lAge che. jJAna te trIjuM locana che. jJAnathI tapa, cAritra, dayA jIvanamAM Ave che. mANasane pazuthI judo pADanAra kaI hoya te te jJAnatatva che. jJAnathI heya, ya, upAdeyanI samajaNa paDe che. svAdhyAya, zravaNane jJAnInuM sAnidhya jJAna meLavavAmAM sahAyabhUta bane che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA AThamuM padma cAritra che. sadyAcAra, brahmacarya paNa cAritra che. cAritramAM pAMca samiti ne traNa gupti che. indriyeAne jarUriyAta pramANe pravRtta ne nivRtta rAkhavAnI che. cAritramAM syAdvAdanA upayoga karavA joI e. pAMca samitimAM pravRtti ne traNamAM nivRtti rAkhavAnI, cAritra e bahAranI vastu nathI, paNa jIvananI zuddhi che. jIvanamAM pahelAM zraddhA joIe. zraddhAne samajavA jJAna joIe. jJAnanA AcaraNa mATe tapa joI e. taDako barAbara na heAyatA anAja kharAbara pAkatuM nathI. tapadhairyAMnI garamIthI jIvana madhura banI jAya che. sUryanAM kiraNA Ara hajAra che. taparUpI sUryanAM pazu khAra kiraNA cheH cha mA ane cha abhyaMtara. jainadarzananA tapamAM vividhatA cheH svAdhyAya, vinaya, dhyAna, kAusagga, niyama vagere. je kAma karIe te peAtAnA AtmA mATe karavAnuM che. AhAra zuddha ne sAttvika hovA joI e. saMtanI ke sAdhamikanI bhakti ke temanA vaiyAvacca paNa tapa che. sAdhanA pazu tapa che. agnithI seAnu zuddha thAya che, tema tapazcaryAMthI AtmA zuddha thAya che, ne mananI vRttio zAMta thAya che. navapadanu A te ati sakSipta Alekhana che. navapada navanidhi Ape che. navapadanI ArAdhanA jIvanane magalamaya anAve che, AtmAne prakAzita banAve che ane aMte mAkSanI prApti Ave che. 38 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | sAmAyikanI zreSThatA cAtumAsamAM kheDUta ane dhamI ane khetI kare che. kheDUta dharatInI khetI kare che, dhamI AtmAnI khetI kare che. kheDUtanI mAphaka dhamIe hRdayanI dharatIne UMDI ne picI banAvavAnI che. saMsAranA saMbaMdhe tyajavAnA che. sAmAyika aMgIkAra karavAnuM che. sAdhanAmaya jIvana banAvavAnuM che. kheDUta pite sAre pAka levA khAtara dukhe veThe che, tema ApaNe jIvanamAMthI suMdara paripAka meLavavA jIvanane sAdhanAmaya banAvavAnuM che. sAdhanAnI prathama bhUmikA sAmAyika che. samaAya eTale samyaphala rIte meLavavuM te. sAmAyikamAM bese tyAre aMtaramAM UtarI javAnuM che. puNiyA zrAvakanA sAmAyikane viraprabhue vakhANyuM hatuM. tenA eka sAmAyika mATe zreNika mahArAja rAjyavaibhava cheDavA taiyAra hatA. badhAM kartavyamAM sAmAyikanuM sthAna parama ne ucca che. zAMta dIpazikhA suMdara lAge che, tema zAMta mana AnaMda Ape che. te manane zAMta sthira karavA mATe sAmAyika che. bharadariyAmAM matI levA marajIvA sAgarane taLiye For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa jAya che, paNa te vakhate aneka bhaya ane musIbate hoya che, chatAMya potAnA kAryanI dhyeyapUti te ekAgra, svastha ne geyalakSathI kare che. te rIte sAmAyikamAM manane, zarIrane ekAgra ane svastha banAvavAnAM che. sAmAyithI AdhyAtmika bhUmikAne vikasita karavAnI che. ApaNane atidurlabha mAnavabhava maLela che. cAra gatimAMthI manuSyagatimAM tIrthaMkarapadanI prApti sulabha bane che. sAmAyikamAM aMtarmukha banI UMDANamAMthI marajIvA mAphaka metI lAvavAnuM che. te metI che zuddhasvarUpI AtmA. cittanI zAMti mATe bahAra doDadhAma karavAnI jarUra nathI, te te prApta thaze sAmAyikamAM. sAmAyikamAM parvata jema aDela banIne dhyAna dharavAnuM che, tyAre zarIranI phIkara karavAnI nathI, AtmAnI phIkara karavAnI che. sAmAyikamAM beThelA kumArapALane mukeDe cuMTayo hate. kumArapALa te dhyAnamagna hatA, temane maMkoDAnA DaMkha karatAM makeDe marI na jAya te mATe na aTakA, dUra na karyo. pUrNa upayegavaMta hatA, makaDAne chUTo na pADatAM temaNe maMkaDAne tenuM kArya karatAM mAMsa sahita cAmaDI kApIne makaDAne abhayadAna ApyuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa ahiMsAne pAlaka jemAM jIvahiMsA thatI hoya tevAM sAdhane-carabIyukta kapaDAM, lIvaranAM ijekazane, keDalIvara oIla, kramanA bUTa na vApare. ahiMsA vinA mananI svasthatA jaLavAya nahIM. ahiMsA sAthe sAdAIne satyanI mAvajata karavAnI che. sAdAIthI mana saraLa bane che. kapaDAM uMmarane zele tevAM paheravAnAM che. udubhaTa paheraveza paheravAnuM nathI. AthI manamAM glAni lAvavAnI nathI. cittane saMyamamAM rAkhavAnuM che. sAmAyikamAM samatA ne svasthatA prApta karavA mATe brahmacaryanI jarUra che. saMyamInA mukha para kAti hoya che. tenA AtmAmAM pavitratAne pamarATa hoya che. jeTaluM brahmacaryanuM teja saMcita thAya teTaluM magaja sarasa kAma Ape che. temAM vicAra-vikalpa AvatA nathI. karela jaLanI mAphaka suMdara lAge che. dUdha Thare te ja dahIM bane che. magaja zAMta thAya te ja gUMcane ukela maLe che. tethI keTalAya praznone javAba bAda muddate maLI Ave che. sAmAyika e ja jIvananuM lakSa hovuM joIe, tethI jIvana samatAthI sabhara banaze. rAgadveSanAM kabdo herAna nahIM karI zake. te vakhate je ananya AnaMda Avaze, tethI je prasannatAnI surakhI mukha para vilasI raheze te adbhuta ane ananya haze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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*| zrIpAlacaritra ' zrI ratnazekharasUrie zrIpAlacaritranuM sudara Alekhana karyuM che. teo kahe che: * vItarAganI vANIne huM ApavAnA chuM.' prabhunI vANI sUrya jevI che. vItarAganI vANIrUpa sUryaprakAza maLatAM lokonAM hRdayakamaLa khIlI UThe che. navapad Alekhana jagatamAM zreSTha che. jevI rIte cakra maLatAM cakravatI ne cha khaMDa maLI jAya, tema bhavya AtmAne cha siddhacakra maLatAM caudarAjaleAka para vijaya maLe che. jenA hRdayamAM siddhacakranA prabhAva che, te AtmA dhanya anI jAya che. mayaNAsuMdarIe navapadanI ArAdhanA karI, tenuM saubhAgya sALe kLAe khIlI UThyuM. prajApALa rAjAne e rANIo hatIH saubhAgyasuMdarI ane rUpasu darI, saubhAgyasuMdarIthI surasuMdarI nAmanI rAjakanyA janmI ane rUpasuMdarIthI mayaNAsuMdarI thaI. mayaNA ne surasuMdarI ane dareka kaLAne sA abhyAsa kare che. eka vakhata temanA pitAe-prajApALa rAjAe temane prazna pUchyo : " puNyathI zuM maLe che?" r surasuMdarIe utAvaLe javAba ApyA: " dhana, yauvana, hAziyArI, taMdurastI, managamatA priyatama, badhu puNyathI ja maLe che." 0 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa pUrvabhavamAM jIvadayA pALI hoya te zarIra taMdurasta banI jAya che. puNya be prakAranAM cheH puNyAnubaMdhI puNya ane pApAnubaMdhI puNya. puNyanA bhege vinaya, viveka, prasanna mana, zIlane aMte mokSa prApta thAya che. je puNyazALI hoya tenA cittamAM arihaMtanuM rAjya heya. "arihaMta he mere ghaTameM, gururAja hai mere niTame" A tyAM hoya tyAM paMDita maraNa sAdhya bane che. - surasuMdarIe pitAnI khuzAmata karIne pitA ja sarvasva che, anya nahIM. mayaNue deva-gurudharmanI prazaMsA karI, sAMsArika saMbaMdha nimittamAtra che. jevuM puNya tevuM jIvana. AthI rAjA gusase thayA ane mayaNAne kelyiA sAthe vaLagADI. surasuMdarInA dhAmadhUmapUrvaka lagna karyA. paNa tene cere lUMTI gayA, surasuMdarIne vezyAne tyAM vecAvuM paDayuM. tyAM nRtya karanAra thAya che. paMcaparameSThinI ArAdhanAnA prabhAve zrIpALane jalatAriNa-zAstra nitAriNI vidyA maLI. vidyAsiddhi mATe madada karI te temane anicchAe suvarNa maLyuM. dhavalazeTha sAthe jAya che. zrIpALa nisvArthabhAve tene sahAya kare che. paraMtu dhavalazeTha te IrSothI baLIne khAkha thaI jAya che. madanamaMjUSAne For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa meLavavA dhavalazeThe zrIpALane dariyAmAM dhakelyA. tyAM magara nAvarUpe maLI gaye ne thANAnA dariyAkinAre sahIsalAmata Ave. madanarekhA ane madanamaMjUSA zrIpALane marIne bebhAna thAya che, tyAre cazvarI devI Ave che, dhavalazeThane tenAM dukRtyenI zikSA Ape che. dhavalazeTha tyAMthI nAsI chUTe che. chevaTe zrIpALane thANAmAM herAna karavA prayatna karyo. zrIpALane dhavalazeThanA kukarmo joIne khUba duHkha thAya che. dhavalazeTha eka vakhata muzkeTATa baMdhAyA hatA, te zrIpALe temane choDAvyA hatA. zrIpALa dhavalazeThane uttama jIvana banAvavAnuM kahe che, paNa dhavalazeTha mAne kharA! chevaTe dhavalazeThane khUre aMjAma Ave che. marIne te sAtamI narake jAya che. dhavalazeThanA maraNanA samAcAra maLyA. zrIpALane duHkha thayuM. zrIpALane dhavalane paise joI te nathI. temAM duHkha, vyathAne nisAsA hatA. zrIpALa dhavalazeThanA putra vimalane 250 vahANe ApI de che. vimala zrIpALanA caraNamAM namana kare che ne tenuM jIvana badalAI jAya che. zrIpALa ne mayaNAsuMdarI navapadanI ArAdhanA karIne jIvanane utkRSTa koTinuM banAve che. surasuMdarInA jIvanane suMdara banAvavA prayatna kare che. pitAnAM bhegavavAnAM karmane samatApUrvaka sahana karIne, hRdayamAM arihaMta, siddha Adi paMcaparameSThine satata smarIne jIvana tyAgamaya banAvyuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | jIvananI bhramaNa jIvananI jamaNA nAmathI ja zarU thAya che. ApaNe kayAMthI AvyA ane kyAM javAnA chIe e te ApaNe bhUlI jaIe chIe. ApaNe nAma mATe ja doDAdoDa karIe chIe. nAmamAM ja ekarUpa banIne ApaNe AtmAne bhUlI jaIe chIe. eka DesI eka gAma jatAM hatAM. rastAmAM jaMgala AvyuM. tyAM rAta paDI gaI. tyAre eka mANase tene kahyuM : "rAtane rAjA AvIne tene mArI nAMkhaze." A zabdo siMhanA kAne paDyA ne tenAmAM gabharATa zarU thayuM ke rAtane rAjA te koNa haze? thoDIvAra pachI pitAnA khavAI gayelA gadheDAne zedhavA eka kuMbhAra tyAM AvyuM, tyAre siMhane thayuM: "mane kaI pakaDavA Avela che" ne aMdhArAmAM ne aMdhArAmAM te siMhane pakaDIne gadheDAnA ToLAmAM laI gaye. savAre siMhane jotAM tenAthI cIsa paDAI gaI. tyAre siMhane bhAna thayuM ke rAtane rAjA ke jaMgalane rAjA huM ja chuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA Ama AtmA siMha samAna che. tenI pAse anaMta zakti che. te zakti dvArA jIvanane ane jagatane svaga banAvavAnu che. jevA AtmA mahAvIraneA hateA, tevA AtmA ApaNA che. ApaNe gadheDAnA ToLAmAM AvI gayA chIe, tethI satya tattvanI khabara paDatI nathI. bhAratanI pAse AdhyAtmika bhUmikA che. prabhu AphrinAtha, prabhu mahAvIra, gautama vagere A bhUminAM sarjana che. te bhUmimAM ApaNe AbhAsI nAmanuM visarjana karavAnuM che ne satya svarUpI AtmAnuM sarjana karavAnuM che. tyAM ekasa`pIpazu lAvavAnu che. jyAM saMpa che tyAM saphaLatA che. Aje khristI dharmAMnA phelAvA thaI rahyo che ane jaina dharmanA te zuM paraMtu jainAnA ghaTADo thaI rahyo che! AnuM kAraNa che nAmanA meha, ahama ane mama. A meM maMtrA mAharAjAnA che. jyAM ahama tyAM virAdhanA. ahama AtmAmAM aMdhakAra phelAve che. ApaNA jIvanarUpI dUdhamAM phaTakaDInA gAMgaDA paDe te te dUdha phATI jAya che ane te dhamanA gAMgaDA paDe tA te dUdha mIThuM' banI jAya che. mithyAtvanA pravezathI ApaNe du:khI thaI rahyA chIe. mAhurAjAnA matra sAme dhama rAjAnA matra zerane mAthe 1 For Private And Personal Use Only

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dharaNuM savAzera samAna che. dharmarAjAne maMtra che : "na ahama, na mama" bAhubalie duSkara tapazcaryA karI paNa "ahama ane kAraNe kevaLajJAna prApta thatuM na hatuM. bena sAthvInA mIThA prema-ThapakAthI ahama nuM visarjana thayuM ne kevaLajJAnanuM darzana thayuM. prema e mAsTara kI che. tenAthI koIpaNa AtmAnuM tALuM kholI zakAze. ahama ane mama ne ogALavAnA che. tananuM sublimation karavAnuM che ane te mATe prabhuvANI eka ja rasAyaNa upagI che. ahamane dUra karavA, mamatvane nAza karavA egya paddhatinI jarUra che. paddhati vinA pragati nahIM. pANImAM hAtha-paga game teTalA pachADIe, paNa taratAM AvaDatuM na hoya te DUbI javAya che. manuSyajanma maLe che te Aleka ke paraloka sudhAravA mATe maLe che. manuSyajanma pAmIne hArI javAnuM nathI, jItI javAnuM che. ahama ane mamanA kephamAM keTaluM pApa thaI jAya che? tyAre khabara nathI paDatI ke huM ekale AvyuM chuM ne mAre ekalAne javAnuM che, te te vakhate manane arihaMtamAM joDI devAmAM Ave te ahamane kAMTo namra bane. "mamathI IndriyanI doDadhAma cAlu che. AthI Asakti vadhe che ane temAMthI vinAza sarjAya che. Asaktine kAraNe bilvamaMgalane maDaduM te lAkaDuM lAgyuM, viSadhara nAga te doraDuM. bhautika rUpa, raMga, yauvana A badhuM nazvara che. ahama ane mamamAMthI For Private And Personal Use Only

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merA ,, '' anekavidha vinAzanI zAkhAe phUTe che ane te zAkhAe upara aneka durguNArUpI pakSIo mALA bAMdhe che. te vakhate curu bhagavaMtanI kRpA Utare te ahama ane mamane badale vItarAganI vANIthI ' nAhama " " na mama''nA maMtra samajAve che. AthI ekatrita thayela dugu NA dUra thaI ne sadguNeAnI suvAsa prasarI raheze. jIvananI bhramaNAmAM laTakatu mana zAMta-prazAMta banaze. jIvananAM mRgajaLane oLakhIne svayaMmAM rahela prakAzane joze, anubhavaze ane jIvanane bhramaNArahita banAvaze. dharma dharma' keAI saMpradAyamAM, 'dha mAM ke vAdavivAdamAM nathI paraMtu phAI paNa icchA, evA abhAvamAM dhama samAyeA che. 3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | jIvana eka svapna saMsAramAM jaLakamaLavat rahevAnuM che, temAM lapeTAI javAnuM nathI. AtmA pravAsI che, vAsI nathI. A jiMdagI eka sohAmaNuM svapna che. A jIvanamAM game teTalI saMpattisamRddhi haze, teya chevaTe te tene tyAga karIne javAnuM nizcita che. paralokamAM jatI vakhate sukRtanuM bhAthuM laIne javAnuM che. zarIranI sagAI beTI che, AtmAnuM sagapaNa satya che. - pati-patnI vacce apAra prema hoya, paNa patine AtmA cAlyA jAya, te te maDadAnI pAse eka kSaNa paNa besI zakatI nathI. te jJAnI purue kahyuM che ke jiMdagInA svapnane amara banAvI de, pramAda tyajI de, puruSArtha prAraMbhe. prabhu mahAvIre gautamane vAraMvAra kahela cheH "he gautama, eka kSaNane paNa pramAda na karIza." ApaNuM dhyeyane ApaNe zAMtithI vicAra karavAne che. jIvanabhara sukRtya karavAnAM che. mana, vacana ane kAyAthI sadAcaraNa ane zubhabhAvanA bhAvavAnI che. pitAne zodhavA mATe aMtaramAM DUbakI mAravAnI che. jJAnIo te daSTA che, batAvanAra che, temaNe batAvela mArge ApaNe javAnuM che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA ApaNe ApaNane bhUlI gayA chIe. 'hu" nA gamanAgamananA, kAya nA, uddezanA vicAra nathI karyAM. ApaNA sukhane, ApaNI zAMtine, cittanI prasannatAne, varSoMnA AnaMdane eka kSullaka krAdhathI bhasmIbhUta karavAnA nathI. jIvana prasannApUrvaka vyatIta karavAnuM che. A vizva te dharmazALA che, temAM atyAre ApaNe rahIe chIe. jyAre maraNa Avaze, tyAre puNya-pApanu peTaluM laIne cAlyA javAnu che. jiIMgI mAgI lAvela AbhUSaNa jevI che. jiMdagImAM evAM kAryAM karavAM ke jethI mRtyu samaye zIla ke vIlanA prazna UbhA na thAya. " tAruM leza mAtra nathI, A AMkha madha thatAM." AvuM yAda AvatAM be ghaDI smazAna-vairAgya AvI jAya che, ane te varAgya pAchA cAlyA jAya che. mAnavatAvALA mAnava mahAna che, deva mahAna nathI. "Aja Aja, bhAI atyAre" kahIne dharma atyAre ja karI levAnA che, kAraNa ke kAla koNe dIThI che? ' ghaDapaNamAM dharmanA vicAra karavA, te karatAM ghaDapaNa AvatAM pahelAM ja dharma jIvanasAt thavA joIe, teA ja manuSyajanma saphaLa banI zake. jIvanamAM dhananA, sattAnA, rUpane, yuvAnInA ga karavAnA nathI; A badhA phUlAvelA phUggA samAna che, ekAda TAMkaNI aDatAM havA UDI jaze. 75 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa Idriyeno svabhAva ane AtmAne svabhAva judo che. mAnavajIvana A banne vacce mizrita thaI gayuM che. temAM iTriyene mArga preya che, paNa zreyaH nathI. bALakane pIparamInTa, AIskrIma, baraphanA goLA bhAve che, te levA mATe raDe che, paraMtu tenA zreyaH khAtara mAtA tene te apAvatI nathI. bALaka je ajJAnI jIva Indriye pAchaLa bhamI rahyo che, Indriyone preyaH mArga choDAvavA jJAnI bhagavate upadeza karIne tene zreyaH mArge vALe che. jJAnInI vAta samajAze te AtmAne mArga kaye te paNa samajAze. te mATe yega, ekAgratA ane dhyAnanI prakriyA Avazyaka che. ega vakhate je cittanI ekAgratA joIe, te manamAM rahela koI vicArathI nathI AvatI. raste jatAM joyela sinemA pisTarathI je lAlasA jAge, te nIkaLI jAya, tyAM sudhI ekAgratA Ave nahIM. jovAmAM khAvAmAM, belavAmAM ke cAlavAmAM Asakti na joIe. sAdhu khAya che, paNa Asakti vagara khAya che. mANase kyAM na khAvAnuM khAya che, na bolavAnuM bele che, belavuM joIe te karatAM vadhu bole che, tyAre samajavuM ke teNe mAnasika samatulA gumAvI che. keInuM bhaluM thatuM hoya te belavA jevuM che. zarIrane TakAvavA mATe khAvuM paDe che. "khAvuM paDe che, mATe sAdhu khAya che, khAvuM che mATe te khAvAnuM nathI." For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA jarUriyAta jeTaluM khAya-vApare te te arthadaMDa che, tethI vadhAre khAya ke vApare che te anarthadaMDa che. jIvana jIvana mATe arthadaMDanI jarUra che. anarthadaMDathI pApa baMdhAya che. sAtviktAmAM sahaja bhAva che, asAtviktAmAM asahaja bhAva che. asAtvikatA ane anarthadaMDamAMthI duHkha utpanna kare che. yegI Iddhine mitra banAve che ne jIvanane saphaLa banAve che. saMsArI iMdrine zatru banAve che ne bephAma banela idriye jIvanane svapna banAve che. te sehAmaNuM svapnamAM jiMdagIne pUrNa karavAne badale jiMdagIne ekameva uddeza-paramapadanI prApti-siddha kare. bhalAI ApaNe to pare5kAra karyo ja javAnuM. jyAM sudhI azubhane udaya haze tyAM sudhI pratikuLatA raheze. paNa azubhane aMta Avaze ne zubhano udaya thaze tyAre badhAM ja sArAM vAnAM thaze. CG For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | jIvanamAM karuNa Aje saMsAra Adhi, vyAdhi ne upAdhinA vividha tApathI zekAI rahyo che. ciMtAo citA samAna banI che, tyAre mAnava prabhunI karuNAnI abhilASA seve che. kaccha bIjAo mATe nahIM, paNa ApaNe ApaNu tarapha karuNA darzAvavI joIe. ApaNA para karuNA, dayA, prema haze, te ApaNe vizvane karuNuM ApI zakIzuM. AtmA sAthe prema aMdhAze, te sArI duniyAne ApaNe prema ApI zakIzuM. zarIra prati prema badhA leke kare che, paraMtu jJAnI te AtmA sAthe prema kare che. A prema te cirAga-ti che. tethI eka dIpathI aneka dIpa pragaTe che. One lamp eakindleth another "dIpase dIpa jale'. jIvanamAM jema ApaNe sukha zAMti vAMchIe chIe, tema jagatanA sarva AtmA sukha zAMti Icche che. mAnavA sarvateSA sarva prANuomAM AtmAnI pratIti thAya, AtmAnuM eka svarUpa daSTigocara thAya che tethI ApaNu AtmAmAM eka zakti khIle che. AvA mahAtmAnI vAta darekanA dilamAM eTI jAya che. temanAM ciMtana ane saMvedana darekanA manamAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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pakaDa jamAve che, kAraNake tevA sadabhAmAM karaNane sAgara umaTate hoya che. Aje te IsAna InsAnathI dUra bhAge che. mAnava mAnava para vizvAsa rAkhatA nathI, pitAne potAnA para prema nathI, te pachI bIjA ApaNA prati kevI rIte prema varasAvI zake? AtmA sukha, zAMti ne AnaMda Icche che, ApaNe darekane mitra banAvavA che mittI ke sannamUha ! keIne zatru banAvavA nathI. vera mekse na ra ! A zubha bhAvanA akhaMDita rAkhavAnI che. pANI, havA, dharatI, AkAza badhA eka che, te ApaNe ApaNuM vicArane aneka kevI rIte karI zakIe? TukaDe TukaDA kevI rIte banAvI zakIe? mAnave mAnavanuM kalyANa karavAnuM che. sahunI sAthe sahakAra, sahayoga, saMpa ne saujanya sAdhavAnA che. ApaNe kAtara na banatA nAnakaDI seya banavAnuM che. anekanA dila para karuNAnA vaheNa vahAvavAnA che. je karuNu vahevaDAve che, anekane sAdhe che, te seyane darajI mAthA para rAkhe che. anekane kAtarathI kApe che, vikhUTA pADe che, te kAtarane darajI paga nIce rAkhe che. Aje ApaNe e niyama dhAravAne che ke jyAM huM uM, tyAM premanI-karuNAnI gaMgA vahAvuM. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA mahArAjA azAkane jItanAra koI na hatuM, paraMtu eka zaktizALI ( khAravela ) kaliMga rAnta tenI sAme AvI gayA. mahArAjA azeAke khAravelane prazna pUchyo "tamArI pAse sapatti nathI, eTaluM badhuM sainya nathI, tAya ATalI zakti ApanI pAse kevI rIte AvI gaI ?'+ khAravele javAba ApyA : "prANImAtra pratye prema, zatru prati udAratA ane mitra prati saccAI, ' Apa jagatane prema Apaze, to jagata Apane anekagaNA prema Apaze. gAMdhInA mRtyu vakhate eka kavie gAyu hatu ke, "tumane apanA prANa diyA, aura mAtakI zAna khaDhAI, tumane apanA khUna diyA, aura prema kI z2yAta aDhAI." premathI hiMsA nAza pAme che. eka RSinI karuNAthI vAliyo lUMTArA vAlmIkI maharSi anI gayA. karuNA kAyAnI pleTa karanAra che. karuNA peAte kAmaLa hAvAthI kaThina hRdayavALAmAM kAmaLatA, ArdratA ne prema bhare che. : jIvanamAM karuNuA-vAtsalyanAM jharaNAM jhaLakAvA ane anyanA tapta dilane zItaLatA ne samatA ApeA. karuNA te zAMtinuM rasAyaNa che. 80 For Private And Personal Use Only

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jIvanasaMvAda Aje ApaNane dharmanI kiMmata samajAya che, kAraNa ke lekemAM duHkha tathA darda che. azAMti tema ja duHkhathI rAtre UMgha AvatI nathI. duHkha dUra karavAne upAya dharma ja che. lokone dharmathI maLatuM sukha, zAMti, svAstha joIe chIe, paraMtu dharma karavAne mATe paDatuM kaSTa-dukha joItuM nathI, mATe dharmane ApaNA jIvanane amRta-kuMbha banAve. Aje te mANasa bele che kAMIne manamAM vicAre che kAMI, ane kAyAthI AcaraNa kare che kAMIka juduM ja. Ama jyAM saMvAditatA nathI, tyAM zAMti nathI. eka bIjA para maitrIbhAva pradarzita kare joIe te mATe chevaTe ravivArane divasa dilane devA mATe che, te divase guru pAse javAthI jIvanane saMgItamaya banAvavAnI addabhuta preraNA maLe che. AtmA upara AvaraNa azuddhinA, ajJAnanAM, viSayakapAyanAM caDhI gayAM che tene dUra kare, eTale paramAtma svarUpa pragaTaze. jyAM sudhI A adhama kyare che, tyAM sudhI gurUne kalyANakArI upadeza dila sudhI pahoMcatuM nathI. te mATe mana, vacana ane kAyAnI vRtti, pravRtti ekamaya banavI joIe. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA pArasamaNi leDhAne suvarNa banAve che, tema A dehanI kaThImAM zuddha svarUpI AtmA paDela che. tenuM jJAna deva, guru, dharmarUpI pArasamaNinA sparzathI thAya che. te mATe ravivAre prabhupUjA karo ane guruvANI sAMbhaLe. prabhupUjana zA mATe? te te eTalA mATe ke temanAmAM divyatA, parama uccatama mAnavatA, tyAga tema ja sarvajI pratye vahete anaMta karuNAne dhedha che. tene eka aMza prApta karI tadurUpa banavA mATe prabhupUjana che. AthI jIvana UrdhvagAmI bane che. jIvanamAM zAMti, saMteSa ne samatA pragaTe che. A mATe ApaNe ApaNane samajavAnI jarUra che ke huM keNa chuM? mAruM dhyeya zuM che? Aje ApaNe ApaNI jAtane oLakhatA nathI. nahitara mAnava dhAre te banI zake che. mAnava te mahAmAnava banI zake che. ApaNe nizcaya kare joIe ke mAre kAMIka banavuM che, tema ja kAMIka uttamatA prApta karavI che. huM zuM na banI zakuM?" Ane mATe aMtaHkaraNapUrvakano puruSArtha kara joIe, ane te ja gauravanI vAta che. A jagatamAM tame praveza karyo, tyAre badhA harSa pAmatA hatA, tame raDatA hatA ane jagatamAMthI vidAyagIrI leze tyAre tamArA satakRtya smarIne jagata raDatuM raheze, ane prApta thayela puNyathI prakAza pa1 jatAM tame hasatA hazo. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA ApaNe jIvanane madhura banAvavAnuM che, saMvAdamaya banAvavAnuM che. te mATe mana, vacana ne kAyAnA vicAra, vANuM ne vartanane saMvAdita banAvavAnAM che. temAM ekarUpatA lAvavAnI che. te mATe jIvanane caMdananI mAphaka ghasIne saurabha anyane arpavAnI che. jIvana te pazu, pakSI, mAnava, kIDA, kIDI Adi jIve che, paNa jIvana nimakaharAma na banAvatAM, nimakahalAla banAvavuM joIe. kUtare jenuM khAya che, tene mATe jIvana samarpita kare che. tenI sevA vaphAdArIpUrvaka kare che. te pitAnA mAlikane kadApi bevaphA banate nathI. jamAI nimakaharAma bane che, khAnAranuM khode che, kRtajJatAne badale kRtajJatA pradarzita kare che. AvuM jIvana te jIvana nathI. jIvanamAM AvatA jhaMjhAvAtAne zAMtipUrvaka sAmane karo. te mATe AvazyakatA che devanI karuNakRpA, gunA AzIrvAda ane dharmanI preraNuM. A je prApta thaze te jIvana jIvavA jevuM ne mANavA jevuM lAgaze. jIvanamAM jyoti pragaTaze, ane te tinAM zIta kiraNamAMthI susaMvAdita surAvalI jIvanane prasanna karaze ane jIvanane saMvAdamaya-samaya-saurabhamaya banAvaze. tevuM jIvana vItarAgamAgI banI zakaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | jIvana-zuddhi mANasa ahIM beThe hoya, paNa tenI zakti anaMta sudhI prasarI rahe che. bhagavatI sUtramAM paheluM namana brAhmI. lipine karyuM che. mANasamAM AtmA che, to moTuM bole che. AtmAnI vANInI jagata para meTAmAM moTI asara thAya che. eka zabda sAre bele te lokone AnaMda thaze. bIje zabda kharAba bele, te zoka, duHkha thaze. eka zabdathI AMsu saraze, te eka zabdathI hAsya pragaTaze; eka zabdathI preraNuM maLaze, te eka zabdathI patana thaze. caudapUrvane sAra eka zabdamAM AvI jAya che. aMtarane paDaghe ApaNe vANI dvArA bahAra Ave che. eka mANase popaTanAM be baccAM judI judI jagyAe vecyAM. saMtane tyAM gayuM, te saMskRta bhASA zIkhI gayuM; durjanane tyAM gayuM, te kharAba zabdo zIkhyuM. zabdonI pAchI ApaNA jIvananI pratIti paDelI che. ApaNe ApaNu vANIne sudhAravI hoya te pahelAM vicArene sudhAravA paDaze. gAMdhIjI khUba khijAI jatAM tyAre, pAgala" zabda ja vadhAremAM vadhAre kahI zaktA. bhagavAna mahAvIre "mahAnubhAva" ane "devAnupriya" sivAya bIjA zabdo uccAryA ja nathI. - AtmAnuM pratibiMba mana upara ane mananuM pratibiMba vANuM upara paDe che. suvANI dvArA mANasanuM Urdhva For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA gamana thAya che ne kuvANI dvArA adhaHpatana thAya che. jyAre mANasa sAMbhaLavA taiyAra thAya tyAre ja tene saMbhaLAvavuM. saMdezA mATe ciMtana ane mananI jarUra che. A jIbhathI saMsAramAM zAMti phelAya che ane lehInI nadIe paNa vahI zake che. mATe jema jema ApaNI javAbadArI vadhatI jAya, tema tema mApIne besavuM. pANIne jema gALIne vAparIe chIe, tema vANIne vivekarUpI gaLaNIthI gALIne vAparavAnI che. vivekI mANasa haMmeza bolatAM pahelAM vicAra karIne bolavAne. Run before you jump and think before you speak. eka rAjAne pareDhiye svapna AvyuM ke tenA batrIse dAMta paDI gayA. te te bebAkaLo UDyo ane svapna-pAThakene belAvyA. eka utAvaLA tiSIe rAjAnA svapnane artha karyo ke "tamArA kuTuMbanA batrIsa mANasa marI jaze." bIjA vivekI jatiSIe kahyuM : "tamAruM AyuSya eTaluM lAMbuM che ke tamArA kuTuMbamAMthI keI tamAruM mata nahi joI zake." pahele divase rAjAne pArAvAra AghAta thaze have te bIje divase rAjAnA mukha para prasannatAnI lerakhI prasarI rahI. svapnane artha eka ja che, paNa vANImAM phera che. A parathI e phalita thAya che ke jIvanazuddhimAM vANuM 85 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA agatyane phALe Ape che. jUThuM bolavAnI bAdhA levAnI che ke sAcuM bolavAnuM nahi? balavuM teTaluM sAcuM bolavuM, paNa sAcuM hoya teTaluM badhuM belI nAkhavAnuM nathI. ghaNuM vAra badhuM sAcuM bolavAthI bIjA mANasane nukasAna thAya che. koInI gupta vAta sAcI hoya ane te ApaNe bIjAnA maDhe bolIe te sAmA mANasane duHkha thAya che. vacana e maMtra che, ane tethI te siddha banI jAya che. vacanasiddhi darekane janmatAMnI sAthe ja maLe che. maMtramAM zabdo thoDA hoya, paNa artha ghaNA hoya che. je vacana vAparavAno viveka na hoya te lAkha rUpiyAnA blekamAM rahenAra keDI mATe keTe jAya che. viNa khAdhe, viNa bhegave, phegaTa karma baMdhAya." vadhArAnuM bolavAthI phegaTanAM karmabaMdhana thAya che. taMduli-masya cekhAnA dANA jevaDe hoya che, ane magaranI pAMpaNa para besI rahe che, ane magaranA mukhamAMthI jIva bacIne bahAra nIkaLI jAya che, tyAre te vicAre che ke "magarane meTuM barAbara baMdha karatAM AvaDatuM nathI jethI ATalA badhA jIva bahAra nIkaLIne bhAgI jAya che. A sthaLe huM houM te eka paNa jIvane na javA dauM, eka paNa jIva na khAnA" taMdaliye A zaidra vicAra karavAthI karmabaMdhana karIne sAtamI narake jAya che. bolavAmAM viveka haze, vyavahAra zuddha haze-te jIvanazuddhi saraLa ne sahaja banaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | jIvana-ya dareka kriyA pAchaLa doya hoya che. kIDAne paNa dhoya hoya che, ke eka pAMdaDA uparathI bIjA pAMdaDA upara javAnuM. tema manuSya paNa vicAravAnuM che ke "huM ahIM zA mATe A chuM? mAre zuM karavAnuM che? kyAM javAnuM che?" A vicAraNA haze, te je tarapha javAnuM che, te pahelAM nakkI karavAnuM che, ane nizcita karela dhyeya tarapha AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. savArathI sAMja sudhI je kAma huM karu chuM, te badhAnuM kAraNa zuM? te prazna thAya eTale tene uttara meLavavAne. A ApaNane pUrNa banAve che. saMsAranI bhautika vastuono tyAga karIne saMcita karela zubhAzubha karmanuM bhAthuM AtmAe laIne javAnuM che. mATe puruSArtha karavAne che, kSaNe kSaNa mahenata karavAnI che. paraMtu AtmAne amara banAvavA mATe je mahenata karavI paDe tene badale saMsAra vRddhi mATe parigrahanA piTalA bAMdhIe chIe. sattA, zrImaMtAI ke zANapaNane garva karmarAjA kSaNabharamAM ogALI nAkhe che. prabhunI vANI ahaMkAra TALe che ane "ahama ne UrdhvagAmI banAvI maruM banAve che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA te ApaNuM jIvananuM, jIvananI kSaNe kSaNanA puruSArthanuM, pravRtti ne pragatinuM dhyeya maruM banavA mATenuM hovuM joIe. paraMtu tenI prazaMsAmAM ApaNe ApaNI jAtane bhUlI jaIe chIe; A jiMdagI jhAMjhavAnA jaLamAM pUrNa karavAnI nathI. jagata te bhrama che, mithyA che. trAjavAne kAMTe pharate hoya tyAM sudhI vajananuM cokkasa mApa nIkaLI na zake, paNa te sthira bane tyAre ja mApanuM pariNAma nIkaLe che. "huM koNa chuM ?", "ahIM zA mATe Avyo chuM? "kayAM javAne chuM?" "kayAMthI AvyA?" jatI vakhate sAthe keNuM Avaze?" A badhuM jANavA ma Te doDAdoDI karavAnI nathI, te mATe mananI sthiratA, cittanI prasannatA, kAyAnI svasthatA, svAdhyAya, thAna, ciMtana, manananI jarUra che. rAga-dveSanA be paDaLa vacce Atma pilAI rahyo che, tethI cheDe samaya bhautika sukha maLe eTale dhyeya prati pragati karavAne badale sukha, samRddhi, saMtAna, sattA ane vaibhavamAM magna banI jiMdagIne rAha badalI nAkhIe chIe. tene ja satya rAha samajI jiMdagInA keyaDAne vadhu gUMcavIe chIe; ane tyAM aMta AvI Ubhe saMsAranuM sAthe kAMI AvatuM nathI ke koI AvatuM nathI. aMta samaye mUMjhavaNanI paraMparA sarjAya che. te te vakhate je jJAnadaSTi haze, te maraNa paNa mANavA jevuM 88 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA lAgaze. maraNanA gharamAMthI amaratA zeAdhavAnI che. tyAMthI jigInA atha maLe che. te atha prApti mATe guru pAse javAnu che. samyaktvI sugurudeva ApaNA AtmAne tArI de che. ApaNA hRdayamAM sacavAyela che, tene darzAve che. jJAnathI khUlelI AMkha tA bhavAbhava sAthe rahevAnI che. gayA bhavamAM sukRta karela haze, tethI ApaNA nakhara manuSyabhavamAM lAgI garcA. have A bhavamAM anekavidha sukRta karavAmAM Avaze, teA AtmAnI ucca gati thavAnI. A AtmAnA UdhvI karaNa mATe thAya teTaluM sahana karavAnuM. A AtmA upara anAdaeNikALathI mela jAmyA che. te melanA pApaDA ukheDavA mATe tyAga, tapa ne saMyamanI jarUra che. AthI mana adhyAtmamAM raMgAI jaze ane jIvana STi badalAI jaze. tyAre thaze ke "meAkSa e tA mArA janmasiddha hakka che." AtmAne mukta banAvavAnuM mAru' dhyeya che. te prApta na thAya tyAM sudhI ja pI besavuM te harAma che. AvA kRtanizcaya banIne " Apa svabhAvamAM avadhU (ama tuM) sadA maganameM rahenA " dhyeyanI pUrNatA thAya che. 59 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* dhyeya-prApti upAdhyAya mahArAja zrI yazovijayajI mahArAja jJAnasAra"mAM samajAve che ke je vastu prApta karavAnI che, tenI pahelAM oLakhANa karavAnI che. leka dharmanI vAte te ghaNuM kare che, paNa AtmAne samajyA vagara kadI dharma thatuM nathI ane kadI mekSa maLatuM nathI. AtmAnI oLakhANa thAya te dareka kriyA dharmamaya banI jAya che. tyAra pachI jagata sAthe vyavahAra nirmaLa banaze. paththaramAMthI mUrti ghaDanAra zilpIne dhanya che, te samajaNapUrvaka paththarane ghaDe che, tenI sAdhanA saphaLa bane che; tema ajJAnIne jJAnI banAvanAra gurune dhanya che. gurune samAgama ane temanuM sAnidhya pArasamaNi samAna che. tethI mAnavI 'vibhUti" banI jAya che. gurunI AjJA e maMgaLamaya tatva che. jema TAMkaNuM khAdhA vinA paththaramAMthI pratimA banatI nathI, tema gurunA upadeza vinA dAnavamAMthI mAnava banate nathI. gurune upadeza e DAyanemika phersa che, tethI gati thaI zake che. gu-AjJA e rasAyaNa che. tethI jagatane sAmAnya mAnavI asAmAnya banI zake che, te prabhutAne mArge jaI zake che, prabhutAI pAmI zake che. mAnavamAM rahela divya 90 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa tAnuM aneruM tatva guru-samAgamathI bahAra Ave che. Ane mATe mAnave guru pratye samarpaNabhAva keLavavo joIe. guru pratye ananya prema tema ja avihaDa zraddhA joIe. droNacAce eklavyane vidyA ApavAnI nA pADI, kAraNa ke te kSatriya na hatuM, zUdra hatuM. paraMtu teNe saMkalpa karyo, gurunI pratimA banAvI, pratimAne sAkSAt guru mAnI, temanI AjJA maLe che, tema kalpI vidyA meLavI, ne te ajoDa bANAvaLI banyuM. ahIM ekalavyane guru pratye samapaNabhAva hato. zraddhA ne samarpaNa zreSTha saphaLatA sahaja apAve che. jIvanane pragatizIla banAvavuM hoya te gurucaraNanI sevA eka mAtra upAya che. guru jJAna Ape che, svAdhyAya darzAve che, dhyAnanI prakriyA pragaTAve che. ApaNuM AtmAmAM anaMta zakti rahelI che. te zaktine pragaTAvavA mATe manane pahelAM taiyAra karavAnuM che, manane nirbhaya banAvavAnuM che ane manathI AgaLa vadhavAnuM che. AtmA AnaMdamaya che, zaktimaya che, zAzvat che, darzanamaya-jJAnamaya che. bhautika vastumAM AmAMnI eke bAbata nathI. AtmAnuM AnaMdamayI tatva jaMgalamAM maMgala banAve che, tethI zekanuM kAraNa rahetuM nathI. zethI ArtadhyAna thAya che, AdhyAnathI karma baMdhAya che. AtmA aMgenuM jJAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa thAya te AnaMda thAya. tethI prasannatA pragaTe. tethI ja kahyuM che ke "prabhunI pUjAnuM phaLa eTale cittanI prasannatA. A mATe jJAnInI daSTi jemAM premanAM amI bharela che, te upakAraka ne kalyANakArI nIvaDe che. A amIbharI daSTi AtmAnI vicAraNA karAve che. te mATe ciMtana, saMyama ane sAdhanA sahAyabhUta thAya che. AtmAnuM sukha amI daSTi apAve che. daSTinA pAyAne majabUta karavAne che. kyAM javuM che, te pahelAM nakkI karIne ja pachI cAlavAnuM zarU karavAnuM che. eka vAra ciMtananI keDI lAdhI pachI dharma pAtheya sAthe laIne AtmAe prayANa karavAnuM che. te prayANa prabhAvazALI, pratApazALI, premamaya ane prasannatApUrNa haze ane te pramANu paramAtmAnI jhAMkhI karAvaze. ane AtmA zuddha svarUpe prakAzI raheze. A mATe ja AtmAnI oLakhANa Avazyaka che. tenI oLakha thaI ke pachI jIvanamAM avagatinI oTa AvavI azakya banaze ane bharatInA bhavya bhAva sAthe dhyeyaprApti thaze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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x | sAcuMsukha meAkSanu sukha te sAcu sukha che, zAzvat sukha che. devatAonu, svarganuM sukha te sAcuM nathI. tyAM paNa azAMti che, devAne paNa te cheDavu paDe che. devA pRthvI para AvavA jhaMkhe che. puNiyA zrAvakane AvuM sukha sahajamAM prApta thaI zake tema hatu, paNa nA, tene te mekSa sukhanI tAlAvelI hatI. te mATe te prabhunA caraNamAM samarpita thaI gayA. meAkSa sukhanI prApti mATe AtmA para lAgela karmImaLane dUra karavAnA che, AtmAnI zuddhi karavAnI che, AtmAne zuddha svarUpamAM palaTAvavAnA che. AtmA aneka banne anata kALathI sAthe rahetA AvyA che; have ApaNe te bannene judA pADavAnA che. 6 anAdikALathI A jIva vAsanAnA vartuLamAM vasavATa karela che, te vasavATamAM vikAra che, vikRti che, vinAza che.' te prabhunI vANIthI samajAya. Aje ApaNA jIva ghaDiyALanA lAlakanI mAphaka rAga ne dveSa vacce jholA khAya che. 3 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa Aja merI naukA, kena utAre pAra. rAga-dveSa de nadiye, bahatI hai, bramaNa karata gaticAra. rAga-dveSanA pravAhamAM jIva cAre gatimAM rakhaDI rahyo che. tene kinAre prabhuvANunA upadezane maLe te te bacI zake. prabhu ApaNuM nAvika che, ane chatAM ApaNe ahama bhAvane kAraNe tene nAvika mAnyA nathI. ApaNe nAvanA sukAnI vItarAga che, vItarAgathI ja ApaNe saMsAra samudrathI pAra UtarI zakIe tema chIe. prabhu pratye ananya zraddhAyukta samarpaNabhAva eTale DUbatAne mATe lAIpha beTa. eka vAra dariyAmAM tephAna jAgyuM, tyAre eka bhAI prabhu dhyAnamAM besI gayA, AthI tenI patnI kahevA lAgI ke, "atyAre dhyAnamAM besavAne samaya nathI, atyAre te DUbavAne vakhata Ave che. tyAre te vakhate pati hAthamAM rilavara laIne patnIne mAravA tAkI. patnI hasavA lAgI, kAraNa ke patnIne khAtarI hatI ke potAne pati tene mAre ja nahIM. AvI zraddhA patnIne pitAnA pati upara hatI, tevI ja zraddhA tenA patine prabhu para hatI; ane pariNAma e AvyuM ke tophAna zamI gayuM, dariye zAMta thaI gaye. manamAM prabhu pratye prema joIe. manamAM rahela karmane melane prabhunANuthI dUra karavAne che. te mela dUra karavA tapa, tyAga, saMyamarUpI sAbu joIze. dhIme dhIme te mela dUra For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA thatuM jaze, durgaNe kharavA mAMDaze ane AMtarika AnaMda praphurI raheze. pachI saguNe prApta thaze ane AtmA saguNa banI javAne. te saddaguNanA prakAzamAM ja jIvavAnuM che. te prakAza ApaNane prabhunA akSaya AnaMdane AsvAda karAvaze. A abhinava AsvAda mATe dharma karavAne che. dharma AvatAM bhUkha ne tarasa bhulAI jAya che. khAvApIvAne badale tapamAM rasa jAge che. tyAM AnaMdanA ghUMTaDA bharavA maLe che. vadhAre pase abhizAparUpa che. parigrahanI mUccha utAravA mATe dAna che. dharma jIvanamAM Avaze tyAre "levAnuM nahIM, paNa devAnuM mana thAya che. AvuM darzana jene maLyuM che, te tarI jAya che. prabhunI vANuM duHkhamaya jiMdagIne sukhamaya banAve che. te tattvanuM darzana thatAM jIvana maMgaLamaya banI jAya che. duHkha jagatamAM nathI, paNa daSTihIna ApaNe duHkhane UbhuM karyuM che. jenI pAse sAcuM darzana che, tenI daSTi haMsa jevI che; jyAre darzana vagaranI daSTi gaLaNuM jevI che. gaLaNImAM kacare ja bhego thAya che. jene darzana maLyuM che, te AtmA jItI jAya che. maMgaLamaya daSTi arjuna mALI jevA ghera pApIne puNyAtmA banAve che- AvI maMgaLamaya daSTi sAcuM sukha Ape che. jaina ane jana dharma. jana"nI upara be pAMkhe Ave tyAre te "jana" banI jAya che, be pAMkhathI uDavAnI zakti Ave che. jema For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa AkAzamAM UDatAM pakSIomAM kaI bhedabhAva nathI, tema jAtinA bheda vinA koI paNa "jina" "jina" banI zake che. prabhu mahAvIra svAmIjIe parama utkRSTa keTinI bhAvanAthI azAMta jagatane zAMta karyuM che, kalahamAM kamaLatA. pUrI che, vivAdamAM saMvAditatA pUrela che koI paNa bAbatane aneka daSTikoNathI samajavA prayatna thAya te verabhAva te maitrInuM jharaNuM banI jAya, virodhane badale anurodha thAya. A utkRSTa bheTa che svAduvAdanI. svAduvAda eTale zuM ? svAduvAda eTale sAmAnI AMkhane ApaNI banAvIne jue ane ApaNe vAtane bIje samajI zake teTalI sahighaNutA keLavavAnI. AthI jIvana dhanya dhanya banI jAya che. temAM vicArane parigha vistRta banAvavAnuM che. tapazcaya e kAMI lAMghaNa nathI, paraMtu jIvanazuddhinuM parama aMga che. jJAna te satyane zedhavAne anupama prakAza che. saMyama AtmAne mukti apAve che. syAdavAdane artha na samajAya te vyavahAra luSita banI jAya che. "AtmA" aMge bolavuM te saraLa che, paNa tenI sAthe sadvyavahAra rAkha te judI vAta che. vizva sAthe maitrI, prameha, kAruNyAdipUrvaka sadvyavahAra rAkhavAne che. bhUlanuM pariNAma zarIrane khamavuM paDe che. AtmA te amara che. mRtyu vakhate te amaratAne vicAra karavAne che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa sArI vastu sarakatI jAya che ane kharAba vAtane dhakelI mUkavAnI che. sAruM belatAM pAMca miniTa nathI AvaDatuM, paraMtu keInuM bU2 kalAka sudhI belI zakIe chIe. eka sAre mANasa dezane AbAda karI zake che, kharAba mANasa tene barabAda karI mUke che. AtmAnI vAte paramAthI banAvavA mATe che. A mATe anekAMtavAdanI jarUra che. ahiMsA ane anekAMtavAda-e be jaina dharmanA ekameva siddhAMta che. keInA darda-duHkhane ApaNuM samajavuM. "jana' para je be pAMkha che, temAM eka che AcAranI ane bIjI che vicAranI. te bannenA samanvayathI AtmAne anaMtamAM laI javAnuM che. ahiMsA jIvanamAM ane anekAMtavAda vicAramAM ramI rahevA joIe. A baMne pAMkhathI jIvanane UrdhvagAmI banAvI anyanA zreyArthe jIvavAnuM che. kALa ApaNuM rAha jotuM nathI. vadhAre kIcaDa ane ochuM pANI hoya te tyAM hAthI khUMpI jAya che, paraMtu e che kIcaDa ane vadhAre pANI hoya te te kAdavamAMthI nIkaLI kinAre pahoMcI jAya che. meha ane munimAM A taphAvata che. vRkSa para pAna, phaLa, phUla heya te pakSIo killola For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA kare che, paNa tenA abhAva thatAM koI pharakatuM nathI. jyAM sudhI thanaganatI yuvAnI che, tyAM sudhI bhAga bhAgavavA game che, paNa yuvAnInI zakti vRddhAvasthAmAM kSINu thavA lAge che tyAre jIvana rAgathI gherAya che, ane AnaMda ApatA, bhAga trAsarUpa bane che. A zarIra azubha vadhu vicArAthI ThAMsI ThAMsIne bharela che, vicAre te oIlaramAM rahela varALa samAna che, teneA bharAvA thatAM beIlara phATI jAya che. Avu ja zarIranuM che, A dhu syAdvAdathI suMdara samajAya che. vidyAnA abhyAsa karIne namra manavAnuM che. jema jema phaLa AvatA jAya tema tema tADa UMcuM thatu jAya che, pazu Amra namatuM jAya che. Ama Amra madhura che. tADa mAdhya che. jJAna AvatAM abhimAna dUra thAya ane vinaya, vaMdana, namana Ave che. ghaNAM biMduonA saMgraha eTale sidhu che. paisAAnA saMgraha te rUpiyA banI jAya che, nAnI nAnI vAtAthI paNa cetIne cAlavAnuM che. nAnakaDI bhUla paNa mahAna bhaya kara pariNAma lAve che. te mATe tamAre je AgaLa vadhavu hoya te tamArI jAtane tapAsatA raheA. koInA kahevA pramANe vartavuM, tene badale Atmazreya mATe AtmA je ane jema kahe tema karavAnuM che. vata mAna jIvana suMdara manAvavAna OM che. tamadhyAna tamAre rAkhavAnuM che. 98 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra preraNA AtmavizvAsathI AgaLa vadhavAnu che. jAgRta ane ekAgra banIne ja nAnuM ke moTu kAma karavAnuM che. eka siddhAtmA peAtAnI pAse suvaNu siddhi koI cAgya vyaktine ApavAnI che. pharatAM pharatAM tene koI ceAgya vyakti, khAnadAna vyakti maLatI nathI. ekAda cAgya vyakti te mATe jaNAtAM sAdhu jaNAve che, te te nA pADe che. khUba Agraha thatAM te bhAI e bAvAjInA cIpiyA laI peAtAnA kapALe aDakADathI ane te suvarNa nA banI gaye. A batAve che ke teNe saccAI, khAnadAnI peAtAnA jIvanamAM utArI hatI, peAtAnA cittane saMyamita banAvyuM hatu. teNe peAtAnA jIvanadhyeyanA cAra pAyA darzAvyA : pApAramAM akhaMDa prAmANikatA, patnI pratye aNIzuddha saMyama, mitronA hRdayamAM niSkapaTa mitratA ane jIvana pratyenA vyavahAra nItimaya ne saraLa, baTakatA cittane vaza karavAnuM che. prabuda na karatI vakhate prabhumAM layalIna banavAnuM che. dhyAna dharatI vakhate paMcaparameSThimAM magnatA keLavavAnI che. maitrI bhAvanAnI prArthanA karatI vakhate dehanA ANue aNumAMthI zubha-zuddha vicArAnA niSka karavAnA che. AthI mAnavanuM mana nirmaLa, pavitra, zuddha ne saraLa ane che. te vakhate je sukha pragaTe che, tenA AhalAda svane tathA parane prasanna manAve che. mATe je kArya karo te namratApUrvaka karo, saccAInA raNakArathI ne AMtarika prasannatAthI kare. pratyeka zubha pravR da For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa ttinI jAgRti AtmAno uddhAra kare che. AtmAne UMDA aMdhakAramAMthI ucca prakAza tarapha laI jAya che. dhyAna rAkhajo ke AtmA kriyA mATe nahIM, paNa kriyA AtmA mATe che. eka vAra AtmAnI oLakhANa thaI ke pachI karmanI nirjarA ja thavAnI. dehane saduprayeAga jIvanamAM dareka paLe karyA ja karavAnuM che. mahAvIre gautamane kahyuM : gautama mA pramAyae." Aje mAnavI svadehane upaga bhautika zakti dhAravA mATe vikasAvavA mATe kare che, ane AdhyAtmika zaktine zeSahIna banAve che. sarjana karatAM saMhAramAM ochI zakti vaparAya che. sarjana zAzvata rahe che. saMhAra kSaNajIvI bane che IndriyanI vighAtaka ne vinAzaka zaktie apAra che. temAM lapaTAyA te aneka bhavanA cakrAvAmAM cItyAre pADatA vaDavuM-rakhaDavuM paDe che. abhyAsathI, anubhavathI AdhyAtmika jJAnanAM biMduo saMgrahita karI sAgarasama banI, temAM ekagratA-lInatAtanmayatA te AtmAne ucca zikhara prasthApita kare che. | darzana, jJAna ane cAritra mATe akSatanI traNa DhagalIo karavAnI che. chelle "siddhazilA" ardha caMdrAkAra banAvavAnI che. AmAM 108 akSata havA jarUrI che. paMcaparameSThinA 108 guNenuM tyAM smaraNa thAya che. 100 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA bhAvanA te bhavatAriNI che. tethI bhavasAgara tarIne ekameva sthAna-siddha zilAe siddhomAM siddharUpa banI javAnu che. traNa DhagalI para zakaya teTaluM uttama mUlyavAna nANu mUkavu joI e ane chevaTe akhaMDa phaLanI prApti mATe akhaMDa phaLa pratIka rUpe mUkavAnAM che. siddhagati sivAya anya cAra gatimAM IyAM che. kama nAM jALAM che, viSaya-kaSAyanA kAramA kera varte che. rUpIdehane jovAnA nathI paNa arUpI AtmAne jovAnA che. rUpIne cAhavAmAM anaMtA bhavA gayA have arUpInI DhostI karavAnI tAlAvelI jAgavI joI e. samAna zIla, vicAra ane vanathI banne samAna AtmA-citta ane sabhUtinA pAMca bhava sudhI sAthe jhUle che. paNa jyAM Adaza, prema, bhakti-dRSTi badalAtAM bannenA sathavArA tUTI jAya che. niyANu khAMdhavAthI sabhUti brahmadatta cakravatI bane che ne citta zeThanA putra anyA. pUrvanI ArAdhanAthI ja A bhavamAM ApaNe ArAdhanA karI zakIe chIe. jIvA saMskAranA ghaDataramAM ja ghaDAya che, ane prabhunI vANI temanA para rasAyaNu jevu kArya kare che. saMskAra te janama janamathI sAthe Ave che. jIvamAM sauthI vadhu saMskAra khAvAnA hAya che. AhAra sattAne jItavA mATe tapa, tyAganI khUba jarUrI che. dhajA 101 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa pharakatI joIne jAtismaraNa thayuM ane citte pitAne pUrva bhava je pachI brahmadatta cakvata munine zedhavA jAya che. ane maLatAM chellA bhavamAM viyoga thavAnuM kAraNa zodhe che. jJAna ane tapamAM ramatA muninuM sukha anaMta hatuM. kAmanA kIcaDamAM khUMpelAne te kyAMthI samajAya? saMsAra e te nATaka che, ane A badhAM bAhya rUpa che. koIvAra jIva cakravatI bane che, to koIvAra bhikhArI. jIva jyAM jAya che, tyAM pitAnAM karmabaMdhana ja laI jAya che. eka vakhata jene dhakeke caDhavuM paDatuM hatuM, te Aje svAgatasanmAnane adhikArI bane che. potAnAM badhAM puNyane bhegavI nAkhavAthI jIva mRtyunA jaDabAmAM jAya che, tyAre kaI bacAvI zakatuM nathI. na bhAI ke na bhAryA. mRtyu vakhate ApaNe eklA banIne javAnuM che. paDachAyAnI mAphaka ApaNuM karmo ApaNI sAthe ja Ave che. hajAre gAye mAM gAya potAnA vAcharaDAne zodhI kADhe che, tema hajAre mAnavImAMthI karma jIvane pakaDI le che. AvA karmasattA bicArA jIva pratye karuNa darzAvavAnI che. jJAnadAna, abhayadAna te annadAna karatAM caDhiyAta che. tapazcaryAnI anumodanA karavAnI che, mATIne pAra jevuM ApaNuM mana che. tene tapathI zuddha karavAnuM che, bAMdhavAnuM che. 102 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa khAvAmAM hiMmata nathI joItI-paNa tene tyAga karavAmAM hiMmata joIe che. cittane maLyuM ane choDI paNa dIdhuM. pachI brahmadattane pratibaMdha kare che. brahmadata kahe che : "madhanI mIThAza ane cIkAza mAkhIne lAgI gaI che, UDavuM che, chatAM UDI zakAtuM nathI." kadAca na UDI zakAya, te phaDaphaDATa thayA vagara rahe nahIM. mATe maha tathA ajJAnane tyAga karavA mATe jIvanabhara puruSArtha karavAno che. sadAcAra je vyakti jIvita hovA chatAM paropakAra karatI nathI te marelI ja gaNAya che. je vidyA prApta karato nathI te AMkha hevA chatAM aMdha che. dhanavAna hovA chatAM je bIjAne madada karatA nathI te daridra che. je puruSa hevA chatAM puruSArtha karatuM nathI tenI sadAne mATe dazA bese che. 103 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* pUjAnI pavitratA jIvanane samatula rAkhI Avela azubha vicArene dezanikAla karI, zubha vicArone praveza Ape che. ghaDiyALane eka ska anekane vyavasthita pherave che, tema AtmAnI samatA, zuddha bhAvanA, mAnavatAnI maheMka anekanA jIvananA cakrane gatimAna kare che. sArA ne nIrogI pratye darekanI mahera najara hoya che, rogIne lake avagaNe che. tiraskAre che, paNa DokaTare tevA regI pratye karuNAnuM pIyUSa chAMTe che; A pramANe samyaphavadhArI AtmA bhautika rAga-dardathI pIDAtA pratye karuNAnAM vaheNa vahAve che, tenI pratyeka kSaNa sukhamaya ne zItaLa banAve che. AvA Atmazuddhi AtmA brahmacaryanA benamUna baLa meLavI, mAnasa duHkhathI parivRtta thayela AtmA prati prasannatApUrvaka premanuM pAdheya pIrase che. brahmacaryanI samajaNa ne sAdhanA AtmamaitrI sAdhe che. prabhupUjana aSTa prakAre karavAnI che, tethI AtmA nirma, pavitra, prasanna thAya che. havaNanI pUjA AtmAne nirmaLa banAve che. tethI vakhatanI asara mana para jAduI thAya che. sItAne pATha bhajavatI 104 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa naTIne jotAM ApaNane te rAmAyaNanI satI sItA maraNamAM AvI jAya che. huM deharUpa nathI, AtmasvarUpa chuM, mArA para karmanuM AvaraNa AvI gayela che. tene dUra karavA prabhune abhiSeka Avazyaka che." caMdana pUjA-caMdanathI zItaLatA ane saurabha maLe che, te pite caMdana baLIne saurabha Ape che. pite ghasAIne anyane zItaLatA Ape che. Ama caMdananI pUjA karatAM A bhAva AtmasAta karavAne che. AtmAne svabhAva AnaMdamaya che ane krodhI svabhAvana kSaNe kSaNe zAMta karavAne che. pitAnI patnIne krodhamAM zeraDIne sAMThAne mAra khAtAM tukArAma nAcI UThayAM, kAraNa ke pitAnA azubha karmone bhasmIbhUta karanAra pitAnI ardhAganA hatI ! baMdha oraDAmAMthI durgadha ne aMdhakAranuM visarjana thAya, tyAre sugaMdha ne prakAza tyAM valasI rahe che, tema dhUpathI manamAM aMtargata rahela durgadhIne dUra karI sugaMdhamaya AtmA banAve che. prabhune zvAsozvAsa kamaLa samAna hoya che. tema kaHpavAne che, lokottara samajavAnuM che. te bane che puSyathI. phakta pAMca keDInAM puSpo bhAvapUrvaka, kumArapALe caDhAvyAM ne tethI 105 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa bIjA bhavamAM aDhAra dezanuM rAjya prApta thayuM. e mahAna che. A batAve che ke "mArA jIvanane puSpa jevuM sukamaLa ne suvAsita banAvI tArA caraNe caDhAvuM chuM. jIvanane kaThora banAvavuM nathI. jIvanane sauMdaryamaya sukamaLa, ane parama suvAsita banAvavavAnuM che. dIpaka pUjAthI e bhAvanAnuM ke mArI anAdinI ajJAnatA tArA jJAnarUpI dIpakathI dUra karIne jIvanane dedIpyamAna banAvavuM che. dhUpathI e bhAvanA bhAvavAnI che ke dhUpa UrdhvagAmI bane che tema AtmA UrdhvagAmI banI siddhazilA para siddhamaya banI jAya. akSatapUjA vakhate bhAvavAnuM ke "deha vinAzI huM avinAzI." akSatapUjA karatAM akhaMDa akSatanI mAphaka AtmAne eka, ananya, akhaMDita paramAtmA banAvavavAne che. naivedya pUjA vakhate bhAvanAnuM ke AvA anekavidha AhAra karI AtmAne cAra gatimAM rakhaDAvyo have mAre joIe chIe "tArA jevuM anAhArI pada eTale siddha pada" 106 For Private And Personal Use Only

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4. sau sAdhana baMdhana banyAM. vadhAre paDatAM pugalanAM sAdhane jIvanane vadhAre bhAre banAve che. javAbadArIvALe mANasa gurunI pAse jaI zakato nathI. mANasa potAnI meLe ja javAbadArIone vahere che. pazunA bhavamAM tame jJAna nahIM meLavI zake. narakanA jI avadhijJAnathI jANI zake, paNa ArAdhanA na karI zake. devatAnAM sukha vadhAre paDatAM che, ane tenA atirekamAM teo AtmAne bhUlI gayA che. phakta manuSyabhava ja eka eve che, ke jyAM te bhavamAM ja ArAdhanA thaI zake che. kaI jAnavarane khIlethI chUTuM kare, te te gelamAM AvI jaze. pakSIne piMjarAmAMthI bahAra uDADI mUko, kevA AnaMda tenA mukha para vilasI rahe che? phakta manuSya ja eka eve che ke jene baMdhana choDavuM gamatuM nathI. A baMdhanamAMthI mukti meLavavA mATe viveka-jJAnanI AvazyakatA che. viveka-jJAna vinA jIvanazuddhi nathI. AtmAnuM jJAna thAya tyAre indriyo bArI-bAraNAM jevI lAge che. AtmA e dustbin nathI-kacarApeTI nathI ke je te kharAba ja bharavuM ! 107 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA sajajana-jJAnI mANasa kadI pitAnI pAMce indriyane azuddhi pratye javA nahIM de. te potAnI AMkhathI kharAba jete nathI. AMkhathI kAma praveze che. kAmathI hadaya malIna thaI jAya che. AMkha avagati ane unnatinuM kendrIya mathaka che. te UrdhvagAmI banAvI zake che, te ja rIte agAmI paNa banAvI zake che. AMkha te jIvananI ta che. AMkha upara te vivekanI jALI rAkhavAnI che, jethI azuddhi leza mAtra aMdara pravezI na zake. mArga joyA vinA cAlI zakAtuM nathI tyAre te na jevA lAyaka jete nathI. saMsArane sArI daSTithI juo te jIvana suMdara banI jaze. azubha, galIca, kAmavRtti uzkere tevAM, manamAM uzkerATa kare tevAM dRzya jue te jIvana uMdara jevuM aniSTa banaze. AMkha jevA mATe che, nayaNA mATe che, jIvananI zuddhinI rakSA mATe che, saMta ane prabhunAM darzana karavA mATe che, A zubha dRSTithI jJAnavArinuM pAna karI AtmAne tAravAne che. AMkha para picaDhAMkaNa che, paNa kAna upara DhAMkaNuM nathI. pariNAma e Ave che ke bhUlI javAnI vAte yAda rAkhIe chIe ane yAda rAkhavAnI vAte bhUlI jaIe chIe. vyAkhyAnanI amRta tulya vANI bIje divase bhUlI javAya che ne keInuM kaDavuM vAkaya jIvanabhara yAda rAkhIe 108 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa chae. sukhI thavuM hoya to kharAba vAta bhUlI jAva. prabhunI vANIne eka paNa zabda AtmasAt thaI jAya te jIvana dhanya thaI jAya. rehiyArane tenA pitAe kahyuM hatuM : "tuM kadI prabhu mahAvIranI vANI sAMbhaLIza nahIM" kAraNa ke pitAne khabara hatI ke prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLaze te A cerIne dhaMdhe choDI deze. bALakane savAranA navakAra-maMtra gaNavAnI Teva pADo. A Teva AgaLa jatAM mana para addabhuta asara karaze. te bALaka manuSyabhava meLavIne jaina dharma pAmIne kAMIka uttama laI jaI zake che. jyAM hRdayamAM navakAra maMtranuM raTaNa thatuM hoya tyAM pApane saMcAra thaI zakato nathI, ane jIvanamAM parivartana thaI jAya che. eka vAra banyuM evuM ke prabhunI vANI vahetI hatI, tyAM kAnamAM AMgaLAM nAkhI, rohiNeya cera pasAra thayuM. paNa tyAM vAgyA pagamAM kAMTo ! na calAya ane na UbhA rahevAya! kAMTA pagamAMthI kADhavA mATe kAnamAMthI AMgaLI kAMTI kAMTo kADhaze te alpa kSaNamAM prabhunI vANI tenA kAne paDI ane jIvana pragati paMthe caDhayuM. papamAMthI kATa kADhatAM kADhatAM rahiyAranA kAne 109 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA traNa vA paDI gayAM: 1. devanI mALA karamAya nahIM, 2. devanA AMkhanI pAMpaNa maTakAya nahi. 3. deva jamInathI addhara cAle. A traNa vAkathI te kedamAM pakaDAya nahIM, ane dharmanuM smaraNa karIne tarI gaye. kAna AvuM zreya sAdhaka sAMbhaLavA mATe che, lokenI niMdA sAMbhaLavA mATe nahi, paNa zrutajJAnane AsvAda karavA mATe che. jeTaluM sAMbhaLIe chIe, te ajJAta-mana (SubConscious mind)nI aMdara bharAI rahe che ne te prasaMga Ave bahAra Ave che. sAru jevAnuM ane sAruM sAMbhaLavAnuM gayuM eTale mAnavInuM avamUlyAMkana thayuM che. ane pudgalenuM mUlyAMkana vadhI gayuM chuM. tethI Aje mAnavI pudgalanA parigraha mATe doTa mUke che, ane aMte nirAzA ne nisAsA meLave che. mAnavamAM mAnavatA che, te mAnavatA prati bIjA mANasane Adara have joIe. rANA pratApa khAtara bhAmAzAe pitAnI badhI ja saMpatti ApI dIdhI hatI. mAnava AtmA ghati je Adara, dayA, anukaMpA hevAM joIe, tene ukelavAnI zakti nathI athavA te ukelavAnuM mana thatuM nathI. A mAnavabhava keTale durlabha che? jyAre 84 lAkha jIvAyonimAM khUba ja puyAI 110 For Private And Personal Use Only

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raNa bhegI thAya, tyAre eka manuSya janma maLe che ane A manuSyabhavamAM ja AtmAne uddhAra thaI zake che AtmA paramAtmA banI zake che. bAkI te devagati, nArakagati, ane tiryaMca gatimAM AtmA zaTala koka je-Ama tema ragadaLAte rahe che. A mAmale mAnavabhava durlabha che, te durlabha saduupaga karatAM na AvaDe te maraNane samaye mUMjhavaNanA maherAmaNamAM javuM paDe che. jiMdagIne puSpa samAna banAvavAnI che. sauMdarya ane saurabha ApI sAMja paDatAM kharI javAnuM che te pramANe vizvane maitrI, prema, anukaMpA, rUpI saurabha bakSIne jIvananI saMdhyAe kharI javAnuM che. pahADI pradezamAM anArya kene dharmopadeza karavA kSemaMkara nAmanA sAdhu taiyAra thayA, tyAre gurue kahyuM: "tyAM ati duHkha sahana karavuM paDaze, khAvAnuM pUratuM na maLe, ati kaThaNa mArga hevAthI jIvana nanA pacIsa varSa ochAM thaI jaze." tyAre kSemaMkare phUlanI tarapha dRSTi nAkhI, ne mane mana samajAvyuM ke teo phUlanI mAphaka suvAsa ApIne cAlyA jaze." jyAM parigraha che, pudgalane saMgraha che, tyAM jIvana kalahamaya che, tyAM azAMti ane asaMtoSa che. tethI jiMdagI TUMkI thaI jAya che, mATe jeTaluM che, teTaluM samatApUrvaka zAMtipUrvaka jI. rastAmAM kAMTA ugADavAnA nathI. prabhu 111 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA mahAvIre pUrvabhavamAM Apela duHkhane kAraNe upasargo sahana mATe ApaNA astitvane vicAra karavAno che ke I am none, none is mine. AvI haLavAza jIvanane urvagAmI banAvaze. paraMtu kAnamAM kacaro bhare, AMkhethI kacarA jevu jue ane hRdayamAM bhare, tenuM pariNAma vikRta AvyA vinA rahe ja nahIM. mANasa mAMdo paDe che, tenuM paheluM kAraNe tenuM mana athavA magaja bagaDe te che, pachI peTa bagaDe che ane khAdheluM pacatuM nathI, tethI kabajiyAta thavAthI zarIramAM bhayaMkara rege utpanna thAya che. mATe jIvanamAM kharAba vAtane lAvavAnI nathI, vika9pa karavAnA nathI paraMtu AMkha ne kAna para vivekanI jALI rAkhIne hitakAraka ne aMdara bharIe, te hRdaya, mana, magaja haLavAphUla jevA banI, AtmAne svasthAne jaladI laI jAya che. 112 For Private And Personal Use Only

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x | mAnava mAtra, dayA pAtra mAnava dhAre che kAMI ane pAme che kAMI juduM ja, AraNa ke mAnava karmane vaza che. sArA narasAM karma mANasane sukhadu:khanI pratIti karAve che. jIva kama sattAnA dara damAma nIce jIvI rahyo che. DIka pratikAtA AvI, ke jIva Atta dhyAnamAM paDI jAya che. ISTane viye. ane aniSTane saMga thatAM ArtadhyAna thAya che. roga, zoka, ciMtA, vikapAdi ArtadhyAna che. tethI tiyacapA prApta thAya che. e nizcita samajajo ke A jagatamAM kaI kaIne duHkhI karI zakatuM nathI, paNa tevA saMjoge upasthita thavAnuM kAraNa kama che. prabhune cAre karmone kSaya thayele hevA chatAM badhA ja saMjogo prabhune adhIna na hatA. jene anukULa na hoya to manane evI rIte keLavavAnuM ke te mana saMjogane anukULa thaI jAya. te mATe manane prabhubhakti. svAdhyAya. cAna, ciMtanamAM jeDI do. tyAra pachI AvanAra pariSaha hasatAM hasatAM bheLavI zakAze. jharUkhAmAM Ubhela bahene pitAnA bhAI munine jatAM 113 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa joIne bole che ke "emanuM zarIra pahelAM keTaluM suMdara hatuM, ne Aje keTaluM sUkAI gayuM che." A zabdo rAjA eTale tenA patinA kAne paDyA. basa, rAjAnuM mana zaMkAthI gherAyuM ne subhaTone hukama karyo : "A yuvAna sAdhunI cAmaDI utArI lAve." pelA AjJAdhAraka sAdhu pAse gayA ne rAjAnI AjJA pharamAvI, te sAdhue kahyuM: "huM taiyAra chuM." duHkha Ave tyAre azubha karmanI malinatA chevAya che, tema mAnI hasavAnuM che, cittamAMthI ciMtA kADhI nAkhavAnI che. sAdhu kahe che: "huM yuvAna hovA chatAM kRza chuM, durbaLa chuM. mArAM hADakAM aNIdAra che, cAmaDI utAratAM, tamArI charI tamane na vAgI jAya tene khyAla rAkhajo." - sAdhue tana kasAIne sepyuM ne manane arihaMtane sepyuM. ahite ja javAba ! Ama sAdhue potAnA manane sAdhanAthI taiyAra karyuM hatuM. siddhe zaraNaM pavazvAmi / sAhu zaraNaM pavazvAmi / kevalI panattaM dhamma zaraNaM pravAmi ane Ama cAmaDI utaratAM sAdhu prabhu zaraNe jaI beThA. sAdhue sahanazIlatA keLavavAnI che ane siddha karavAnI che. duSTanI sAme saujanya ne sahanazIlatA darzAvavAnAM che. eka vAra prabhune zaraNa jAva, te te taraNa banI raheze. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA pariSaddha khamavA mATe tana karatAM manane majabUta makkama manAvA, kAraNa ke mana tana upara sattA calAve che. manamaTa mauna banI gayuM, ke te mana meAkSa sAdhI Ape che. A pramANe jo na thAya te mAnava mAtra dhyAne pAtra ane che. AtmA jyAre sahanazIlatAnI sAdhanAmAM heAya tyAre kama nirdeza thAya che. kama nA thaya mATe tapa-tyAga karavAnA che. dehu herAna thAya, tyAre AtmAne herAna karavAnA nathI. sAdhunI eka bAju cAmaDI Utare che tyAre bIjI mAju zubha pariNAmanI akhaMDa dhArA vahevA mAMDIne karmAMnA kSaya thavA lAgyuM. aMte deha paDyo ne kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM sAdhu meAkSe gayA, kama'nA khaMdhanamAMthI mukta anyA ne mukti ramaNI pAmyA. A mATe deva, guru, dharmanA AlaMbananI jarUra che. khaka muni mekSe sidhAvyA. lAhInI kharaDAyelI temanI muhapattine khAvAlAyaka gaNI samaLIe upADI, paNa khAvA jevuM na lAgatAM teNe pheMkI dIdhI, te muhapatti jharUkhAmAM paDI, te joI bahena bebhAna thaI rAjAne khabara paDI. badhI vAtanI khabara paDI. rAjA teA pazcAttApanAM jharaNAmAM azrunI dhArA vahAvI rahyo ane pApanA dhovANa mATe rAjArANI saMyamanA mArge cAlI nIkaLyAM. " For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA Ama mAnava je karmanijere mATe sahanazIla banaze, pazcAttApanA paritApamAM sekAze, to te mAnava karmanI dayAne pAtra nahIM bane. te mAnave kamanA baMdhana teDI phoDIne mahAmAnava banaze. A mATe idrine saMyamita banAva vAnI che. viSayakaSAyanA-viSamaya cakAvAmAMthI mukta banavAnuM che. kamanI nirjarA karavA sahanazIlatA ane pazcAttApane pAvavAnA che. manane makkama banAvavAnuM che ane tananI AgatAsvAgatA karavAnI nathI. tanane bhUlIne mane prabhumArga vIkAravAne che. A ja zakya bane te manuSya mAtra dayA pAtra na banatAM mokSa pAtra bane. mAnave vicAravAnuM che ke te mahAna che. mahAna banavA jace che. bhautikanA bhAgamAM bhakamIbhUta banavAnuM nathI, paNa vItarAgana. mArgamAM magna banavAnuM che ane potAnuM zuddha svarUpa sAdhavAnuM che. ajJAna aAnatAnI upaja durbaLa ane durbaLa mananI upaja bhaya che, ane bhayanI upaja duHkha che. 16 For Private And Personal Use Only

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x | abhiruci manuSyane cAra suMdara sAdhano maLyAM che : 1. buddhi 2. dhana, 3. kAyA ane 4. bhASA. AnA sadupayoga thAya to kubha mAnavabhava saphaLa thaI Aya. skina kAvya saMbhaLAvuM te nirarthaka che. AMdhaLAne ArasI batAvavI ayeAgya che. jhAkaLanuM biMdu kamaLapatra upara nAtI jevu lAge che. jyAre tapelA tavA upara paDe te varALa thaI UDI jAya che. tattvavicAraNA karavA mATe buddhinA upayoga karavAna che. jIvana zA mATe maLyuM che? zA mATe huM jIvI rahyA chuM ? have kAM vAtu che? AnI vicAraNA na thAya ane jIvananu dhyeya nizcita na thAya, tA badhI dhAMdhaladhamAla nakAmI che. pANI lAvavA barAbara che. mAnavajIvanamAM "huM ne zeAdhavAnu che. pAtAnI jAtane zAdhavAnI che ane te mATe ja A manuSyabhava maLye che. manuSyabhava AtmAnA uddhAra karavA mATe ja maLyA che. dareka kSaNa javatAM pahelAM, te aMgenuM dhyeya nakkI karavAnu che. pUrvabhavamAM dAna dIdhu che. tapa karyu che, to ja A bhavamAM sAdhana-saMpatti maLyAM che. pUrvajanmanA puNyathI ja A bhavamAM sArA saMskArI kuLamAM janma thayA che. ane A badhAnA sadupayoga karavAmAM na Ave to narakagati ane tiya cagati taiyAra che. 117 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa ApaNuM dhAryuM kaI thatuM nathI, dhAryuM te thAya karmasattAthI. sukRta mAnavadehane uttarottara UMce laI jAya che te mATe kAyA che. kAyAthI AtmAne kAyAkalpa thaI zake che. pAMca vratane samajIne jIvanamAM utAravAnA che, jethI ApaNuM dhyeya zIdhra pAra paDe. lakSamI maLI che, te tene upaga dAnamAM kare. dAnamAM Apela dhana AvatA bhavamAM anekagaNuM dhana Ape che. buddhithI tatvanuM jJAna meLo, dhanane upaga dAnamAM karo, kAyAthI tyAga kare, zuddha AcAra pALe ane jIva mAtrane zAMti thAya tevuM vacana bele. A cAra sAthe pAMcame saguNa Ave che abhiruci. ApaNuM abhiruci ucca (mokSanI hovI joIe. deha sAdhana che, manathI kArya karI zakAya che. ucca abhiruci haze te jIvana ucca prakAranuM banaze. sArA vicArathI, mananI UMcI bhAvanAthI ane jJAnInAM vacana zravaNathI ApaNuM abhiruci ucca bane che; AthI mananI udAratA khIle che ne mana praphulla bane che. jIvanane ucca banAvavA mATe, abhirucine utkRSTa banAvavA mATe sArI Teva pADavAno prAraMbha kare. slow and steady wins the race. sArI Teva dhIme dhIme pADavAthI temAM sAtatya vadhaze ne dhyeya prApti thaze. meTI tapazcaryA na thaI zakatI hoya te navakArazIthI tapane prAraMbha kare. 118 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNuM cevihAra kare. nAnI nAnI vastuone tyAga kare. tyAgamAM vItarAgatA che. Teva pADatAM zrama jaNAze. paNa te zrama kSemakara banaze. zramathI barAka pacI jAya che. Aje zrama nathI, tyAM peTanA roga vadhI gayA che. sArI Teva pADavA mATe zrutajJAna sAMbhaLavAnI Teva pADavAnI che. sAMbhaLavAnuM na maLe te zrutajJAna vAMcana karavAnuM che. "jIvavicAra", "navatatva', "tribhASya, "karmagraMtha" vagerenuM vAcana karavAthI dhIme dhIme te bhaNavAnuM mana thAya che. bhaNatAM bhaNatAM AgaLa vadhI zakIe chIe ne AtmAne uddhAra karI zakIe chIe. zAstra abhyAsanuM vyasana rAkhavAnuM che ane te vyasana sva tathA para mATe ati upayogI thaI paDaze. Life is short and art is long. AyuSya TUMkuM ne kSaNabhaMgura che, mATe eka kSaNane vilaMba karavAnuM nathI. AtmAnuM jeTaluM sadhAya teTaluM sAdhI lo. AtmA haMmeza dharmadhyAna tathA zukala dhyAnamAM rahevA joIe. dharmanuM vAcana ne zravaNa durgaNone sahelAIthI dUra karI zake che. maLela sAdhanene sAre upaga kare. vahelA UThe, prabhusmaraNa kare, maLela zaktino vikAsa kare. nizcaya ane vyavahAra ane jIvanamAM joIe. mATe bhAvinuM bhAgya bhavya banAvavuM hoya te vartamAnanI jIvanakriyAne bhavya banAve. 110 For Private And Personal Use Only

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saccidAnaMda jJAnIo kahe che ke "huM AtmA chuM, amara rahevAne chuM, huM maravAne nathI." deha mare che, AtmA kadI marato nathI. marI javAne vicAra ja (bhaya) ApaNane mArI nAkhe che. jyAre AtmA amara che, tyAre tene bhaya zAne hoya? huM eTale zarIra nahIM, paNa AtmA che. zarIra te sAdhana che. AtmA prakAzavaMta che. AtmA jJAnamaya che. ajJAnamAM duHkha che. jJAnI keIpaNa kSaNe duHkhI hatA nathI, temanA zarIre tAva hoya, paNa temanuM mana prasanna rahe che. AtmA te ja sattva ne satya che. AtmAne anubhava karatAM paramAtmAnI anubhUti thAya che. haiyAne sphaTika jevuM pAradarzaka banAvavAnuM che. A saMsAranAM duHkha mane aDI zake tema nathI, kAraNa ke huM te AnaMdamaya chuM. jJAnI kadI jIvanamAM zekamagna banatA nathI. saMsAranI vividhatAmAM mRtyu, garIbI, mAMdagI AvI jAya che. sAgaranA maMthanamAMthI maLela amRtamaya kuMbha kyAM mUkave tene vicAra deve karavA lAgyA. parvatanA zikhara para nahIM, pAtALamAM nahIM, paNa mAnavInA hRdayamAM ja te 120 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA amRtamaya kuMbha mUkavAmAM AvyuM che. mANasa badhe phare che, paNa hRdayamAM kadI DUbakI mArI zakatA nathI. AnaMdarUpa banavuM hoya tene pitAnA hRdayane zuddha karavAnuM che. hRdayane zuddha karavA mATe prabhunI vANIne sAMbhaLavAnI che. je tarela che, tene saMga karavAne che. tinnANa tArayANuM-je tarI gayA che, te bIjAne tArI zake che. AsaktivALo mAnavI bIjAne paNa DubADI de che. bhavaupAdhine maTADavA mATe prabhunI vANI ja ekameva auSadhi che. te vANuM satya che, je cittane AnaMda Ape tevI che. AtmA uparanI kALAza dUra thAya te AtmA zuddha svarUpe prakAzI rahe che. ApaNo AtmA jJAnamaya che, AnaMdamaya che, sadmaya che. karmanA paDaLamAMthI AtmAne mukta karavAne che. bIjAnA guNe jevAthI ApaNumAM guNone saMcaya thAya che ne tethI AtmA vikAsa sAdhe che. AtmAne sata, cita ne AnaMdamaya banAve che te bhaktinuM AlaMbana le. dharmanuM mukhya aMga bhakti che. bhakti pANInuM kAma kare che. karmamalathI zyAma banelA Atmavastrane dhevA mATe bhaktirUpI pANI khUba jarUrI che. bhaktimAM kahevuM paDatuM nathI, paNa sahaja rIte te thaI jAya che. gAya vanamAM jAya, cAre care, paNa citta te vAcharaDAmAM hoya che. naTa deraDI para nAce, ne lAkhAne hasAve paNa tenuM mana te deraDImAM hoya che. strIo mAthA para beDAM mUkI vAta karatI karatI jhaDapathI cAle che, paNa 121 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA tamanu' citta teA beDAmAM heAya che; tema ApaNe saMsAramAM hAI e, para Mtu mana tA prabhubhaktimAM hAvu joI e. hRdayanI bhakti mukti karatAM paNa caDhI jAya che. bhakta peAtAnA hRdayamAM bhagavAnane samAvavAnA che. rAmane nAme tA paththara tarI gayA. bhaktimaya anela hRdaya UdhvagAmI bane che. A mATe ataranI azAMti dUra karavAnI che. sArA vicArathI ApaNuM mana prasanna rahe ane zarIra sAruM rahe che. jema ane tema manane zubha dhyAnamAM rAkhavAnu che. dharma dhyAna ane zukaladhyAnathI ja mekSa maLe che. jema kapaDAMne rAja dhAvAthI kapaDAM svaccha rahe che, jema gharamAMthI rAja kacaro kADhavAthI ghara svaccha rahe che, tema prabhunI vANI rAja sAMbhaLavAthI mana zuddha rahe che ne uttama vicAra Ave che. AyuSya alpa che. jeTalu meLavI zakAya teTaluM meLavI levu. AvatI kAlanA vizvAse rahevAnu nathI. je mANusamAM zuddhi ne buddhi na heAya te game tema varte che. ApaNe ApaNA AtmA sat, cit ne AnaMdamaya banAvavAnA che, zuddha, saraLa ne svaccha banAvavAnA che. AtmAnu saMzAdhana karavAnuM che. aMtaramAM jema jema UMDA Utaraze, tema tema AtmAnu zuddha svarUpa najare paDaze. AtmA parama AtmA anI zake tema che. tene mATe upara batAvela mArge cAlaze te AtmA parama banI zakaze. 122 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | zraddhA ne saMyama A jIva ghaNuM puNya upArjana kare che, tyAre manuSyabhava maLe che. manuSyabhavamAM prabhunI vANI gurumukhe sAMbhaLavAnuM saubhAgya prApta thAya che. A zravaNathI vItarAga paramAtmA pratye aTala zraddhA jAge che ane jAme che. te zraddhA mAnavane makSa prati dorI jAya che. puNyazALI AtmAne mahApuruSonI vANI sAMbhaLavAnuM ghaNuM mana thAya che. jevI sebata tevI asara. pANInuM biMdu che te sAmAnya, paraMtu garama lokhaMDanA tavA para paDe te chama thaIne UDI jAya che, te ja kamaLapatra para paDe te suMdara metIne AkAra le che. eka rAjA pitAnA nokara upara prasanna thaye ne nekarane mAgavA kahyuM. nekare kahyuM: "jyAre huM daravAjA pAse Ubhe heluM, ane Apa tyAM Ave tyAre mArA kAnamAM kaheje ke "huM bhagavAnane pUjate rahuM, bhagavAnane bhUlI na jauM." - rAjA Ama tenA kAnamAM kahe che tethI lokone lAgyuM ke "A te rAjAne mAnItuM che. eTale lekamAM te pUjAvA lAge. prabhu paranI zraddhAnuM A addabhuta phaLa che. ApaNe prabhu pAse mAgavAnuM : "bhave bhave tuha calaNaNuM." he prabhu! bhava bhava tArA caraNonI sevA ho. 123 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA sadguNInI ane vaDIleAnI tA sevA karavAnI che. Ama jagatamAM deva, guru ane dhama e traNa tattvo uttama che. A traNa tattvA meAkSa apAve che, te saMsAramAM zuM na apAve ? ekalavye droNAcAya nA phakta mATInA pUtaLAne zraddhAthI pUjavAthI arjuna karatAM vadhu uttama vidyA tene prApta thaI. kalApIe kahyuM ke zraddhA koI kALe niSphaLa jatI nathI. zraddhAthI na dhArela hAya tevAM kAya pAra paDe che. zraddhA jeTalI UMDI teTalu Atma-kalyANu vadhAre thAya che. prabhunA mArgamAM makkamatA rAkhI zraddhAne aDAla anAvazeA teA aDAla pada prApta karI zakaze. AjanuM bhaNatara zraddhA vinAnu che, tethI jIvanamAM vikalpe ne vikArA upasthita thAya che. pahelAM leAkeAmAM bhaNatara Adhyu hatu paNa dharma para zraddhA aDaga hatI, tethI teo tarI jatA hatA. zraddhA UDI ya tA jIvanamAM garabaDa UbhI thaI jAya che...ane tarka vitarkanu sAmrAjya chavAI rahe che. paraMtu zraddhAthI mati nirmaLa bane che, te nimA mati-manathI AtmadarzIna sahaja khana che. zraddhA pachI sacama Ave che. pahelAM zravaNuM, pachI zraddhA ane pachI saMyama. zraddhA hovA chatAM cAritramehanIya karmanA udaya hAya teA cAritra laI zakAtu nathI, paraMtu sayamanI utkaTa bhAvanA rAkhavAthI lAMbA gALe cAritra udayamAM Ave che. bIDInuM vyasana game teTalu hAya, paNa 114 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA manamAM niNya kare ke bIDI cheDI ja devI che. te eka divasa avasya mIDI chUTI ja jaze. AtmavIya ne phAravavAthI cAritra laI zakAya che. ApaNe pathArImAMthI UDI zakatA na hAI e, paNa khabara paDe ke A rUmamAM Aga lAgI che, tA tarata ja doDIne ApaNe mahAra jatA rahIe chIe, tevuM ja AtmavI phAravavA aMge samajavuM. je mANasa navakArazI paccakkhANa na karanArA paNu AtmavIya ne tapamAM pheravavAthI mATI tapazcaryA karI zake che. A jIva chadmastha hovAthI koI vAra zuddhimAMthI azuddhimAM AvI jAya. ghImAM kITu hAya chaeN, te te gaLavAthI dUra karI zakAya che. tema muktimAM javAnI bhAvanA hoya te durguNA dhIme dhIme dUra thAya che. sayamathI jIvana zuddha banI jAya che. pAtAnA svabhAvanA A samaye vicAra karavAnA che. kuThAratA ane abhimAna pAtAnA svabhAvamAMthI dUra karavAnA che, AtmAne UdhvagAmI banAvavAnA che. zarIra mATe aceAgya kArya karIne AtmAne adhAgAmI banAvavAnA nathI. vyavahAramAM paNa nIti sArI rAkhavAnI che. zarIrane sAcavavAnu che. zarIra AtmAne UdhvagAmI banAvavA mATe sahAyaka che. jene UrdhvagAmI banavAnuM che teNe pArakI paMcAta choDI devAnI che. aMte zraddhAthI sayama sudRDha bane che. sayama siddhine sAcI zake che. 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* sauMdarya pAmatAM pahelAM.. barnArDa zee eka jagyAe lakhyuM che ke, "pitAnA kuLanAM bALakonA dhaDane kApIne gharamAM gaThavIe te sArAM na lAge, tema suMdara khIlelAM puSpone teDIne potAnI phUladAnImAM goThavavA te yogya nathI." phUlamAM jIvana che. keTalAka loke kahe cheH "te pachI kudarate phUle zA mATe banAvyAM ?" te tene javAba kalApI Ape cheH "suMdaratA jovA mATe che, tene spazIne kacaDI nAkhavA mATe nathI. tene dUrathI upayoga karavAnuM che, paNa kadApi tene upabhega karavAne nathI. puSpanI suMdaratA tathA surabhine vinAza karavAne ApaNane zuM adhikAra che? prabhumAM je guNe che, te puSpAmAM che. tethI ja puSpa prabhune caraNe dharavAmAM Ave che. nAkanI kSaNika tRpti mATe punA prANa levAnA nathI. nAka zvAsocchavAsa mATe maLyuM che. "nAkane khAtara ApaNe duniyA sAthe laDavA taiyAra thaI jaIe chIe. asAtvika AhAra, kAmavRtti tathA krodhane utpanna kare che. tenAthI ApaNe zvAsevAsa durgadhamaya bane che. prabhune zvAsaaphavAsa kamaLa je sugaMdhita hoya che. durgadha dUra karavA mATe prabhu jevA banavuM joIe. 126 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA AMkha, kAna, nAka pachI spazendriya khataranAka nIvaDe che. svadAra saMteSamAM jIvana jIvavAnuM che. vividharaMgI pataMgiyA jevuM jIvana na bane te mATe pUrNa sajAga raheze. pAchaLa doDatAM pataMgiyA khatama thaI jAya che, e nizcita che. sudarzana zeTha ane mane ramA kAmane jitanArAM hatAM, tethI prAtaHkALe temanAM puNya nAma smaravAmAM Ave che. je daMpatInuM ziyaLa nirmaLa hoya tene zAsanadevI sahAya kare che. puruSe kumAranandI senI jevA kAmalaMpaTa nathI banavAnuM, paNa rAma jevA kAmavijetA banavAnuM che. rAma jevA anaze te strI paNa sItA jevI maLaze. kapilAe vicAryuM ke "A svarUpavAna yuvAna sudarzana saMyama kevI rIte pALI zake? tenI parIkSA karavA sudarzana zeThane phasAvyA. sudarzana zeThe kahyuM: "kapilA tane khabara nathI ke huM puruSamAM nathI." ane sudarzana zeTha AbAda bacI gayA. "saMyama ane sadAcAra e ja AtmAnuM amUlya dhana che." sudarzana zeThanuM vacana dravyathI asatya hatuM paranuM bhAvathI satya hatuM. "sadu hita satyama " sudarzane svadAra saMtoSanAM niyamadhAraka hevAthI pratijJA karI: "keIne gharamAM ekalA javuM nahIM." jenI pAse rUpa che, yauvana che, teNe cetIne cAlavAnuM che. kAraNa ke rUpa ane yauvanane ja lUMTavA cAra Ave che. - kapilA tathA mahArANI abhayAe jharUkhAmAMthI suda 127 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA rzana zeTha, maneramA zeThANuM ane saMtAnone joyAM ane kapilAne verane kIDo saLavaLI UThaDyo. rANIne yenakena prakAreNa samajAvIne sudarzanane calita karavA taiyAra karI. pauSadha karI sudarzana zeTha paSadhazALAmAM AtmAsAdhanAmAM lIna hatA tyAre temane uThAvavA ghATa ghaDyo. manane barapha jevuM banAvavAnuM che ke jethI temAM kAMkare paDe teya taraMga UbhA thatA nathI, paNa pANI jevuM mana hoya te nAnakaDI kAMkarI paDatAM taraMgonI hAramALA sarjAya che. vItarAga paramAtmA potAnA manane evuM bAMdhI le che ke temanI sevAmAM 64 Idro, aneka IndrANIo tathA devIo hAjara hoya che, chatAMya lezamAtra kAmanuM ruMvADuM pharakatuM nathI. jyAre mana samakSa pralobhano Ave tyAre tene vItarAganA mana jevuM banAvI devAnuM che. rANI abhayAe sudarzanane calita karavA zakya teTalA badhA agya prayatna karI joyA. chevaTe strIsahaja bolI UThI: "mArI vRtti saMte, nahIMtara badanAma karIza." paNa aMte te phAMsInI sULI sudarzana mATe sihAsana banI. vItarAga dharmane jayajayakAra karyo. 128 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | saMgane raMga je saMga tevo raMga', "jevI sabata tevI asara." IyaLa bhamarInuM dhyAna dharatAM dharatAM bhamarI banI jAya che, durjane sAthe rahevAthI duSTatA AvI jAya che. ApaNAmAM je sAtvikatA nahIM hoya te bAhya vAtAvaraNanI asara thavAnI. kahevAya che ke Man is the creature of the circumstances. mAnavanuM ghaDatara AjubAjunuM vAtAvaraNa kare che. mANasa halakA nathI, tenI AsapAsanuM vAtAvaraNa tene halako banAve che. nAnapaNamAM dIkSA ApavAthI, bALakane satyane ne sarvane, zuddhine ne zreSThatAne, saraLatAne ane samatAne saMga pahelethI thAya che tethI bhAvimAM prakhara jJAnI banI zake che. nAnakaDA caMga mahAna hemacaMdrAcArya banI zakyA. Aje paNa jJAnavRddha saMyamI AtmAo che, teoe saMyama grahaNa bAlyAvasthAmAM karyuM hatuM. pahelethI prakAza mArge javAnuM hoya che, eTale aMdhakAra sparzatA nathI. saMsAranAM vikAra, vikalpa ne vikRti anubhavyA pachI, kAjaLanA aneka paTa caDhAvyA pachI AtmAne prakAza meLavatAM keTale zrama paDaze? 129 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA ane teya Avazyaka vyatA prApta karI zake ke kema te praznArtha hoya che. jJAnane saMga ajJAnIne jJAnI banAve che. pArasamaNi lakhaMDane suvarNa banAvI zake che. prANanuM biMdu kamaLapatra para paDe to te mitI samAna camakI UThe che, tapta tAvaDI upara paDe te varALa banI adazya banI jAya che, ane svAti nakSatramAM manamukhamAM paDe te malyavAna matI sarjAya che. A che saMgane adbhuta raMga. narmadAnA nadInA kaMkarane juo te te badhA banyA che zaMkara. goLa goLa banyA che te kaMkara vahetA pANInA spaze. unALAnI garamIthI baLa jhaLahe mAnava sarevarane kAMThe jAya che tene zItaLatA ne zAMti lAgaze, kAraNa ke tyAM vAtAvaraNamAM zItaLatA che, zAMti che. arjuna mALI, daDha prahArI, caMDakauzika jevA adhama pApAtmAone prabhune saMga thavAthI, temanI karuNAnA bhAgIdAra banyA ane temano AtmA pApamukta banI gaye. jIvanane vikAsa karavA mATe saMtasamAgamanI jarUra che. krizciyane ravivArane divase badhuM mUkI devaLamAM jAya che. rajAne holIDe ( Holiday) kahe che, kAraNa ke te holypavitra dina che. te divase pavitratAnA sAgara pAse pApAtmA jAya che ne puNyAtmA banIne Ave che. pazcAttApanA 130 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preiraNA saMgathI aneka pApAtmA puNyavaMtA banyA che. tethI gurumukhe prabhuvANInuM zravaNa eka ajaba rasAyaNa che. jema pAchuM paMpathI UMce caDe che. tema mana pravacana-zravaNathI UMce caDhe che. nahIMtara mana ane pANIne svabhAva DhaLI javAne che. mana mINa jevuM che, je AkAra Apa haze te ApI zakAze. zravaNane saMga mAnavane sthULa bhegamAMthI sUma tyAga tarapha laI jAya che. ApaNe anubhava che ke kerI je TopalAmAM ekAda bagaDelI AvI gaI te tenA saMgathI badhI bagaDI jAya che. baharUpI taragALAe sAdhune veza paherI udA mahetAne maMgalika saMbhaLAvyuM te udA mahetAnuM jIvana dhanya banI gayuM ne samAdhimAM deha choDyo. te sAdhuvezamAM saMpattinI lAlacane Thokare mArI. sAdhuvezanA saMge moTA rAjAne namAvyA. nayasAhane sAdhune saMga thaye ne jIvana palaTAI gayuM ne uttarottara utkarSa sadhAtAM tIrthakara banyA. akabarane hIravijayajIne saMga thatAM akabara ahiMa. dharmapremI banyA. kumArapALane hemacaMdrAcAryajIne saMga te parama AhaMta banI zakyA. zubha saMga zuddhi mATe che, sarvocca pada prApti mATe 131 For Private And Personal Use Only

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5. anna tevo oDakAra AhAravihAra para AcAravicAra avalaMbe che. tAmasI AhAra vAparavAthI svabhAva tAmasI-uzkerATa anubhava thAya che. sAtvika AhArathI sAtvikatA Ave che. annAhArInA vicAra ne vartana mAMsAhArI karatAM atizreSTha haze. tethI peTamAM kharAba AhAra na javA deve ane magajamAM kharAba vicAra na javA devA. magajamAM sArA vicAra hoya, paNa paTamAM aniSTa AhAra haya, te mana bagaDI jAya che. eka sAdhu gocarI karIne turata ja sUI gayA, tyAre gurue pUchyuM : "tame Aje kema sUI gayA cho?" sAdhu : "mane UMgha Ave che, mane sUvA dyo." tyAre gurue vicAra karyo, Aje AhAra badalAI gayA lAge che, tethI guru mahArAje pUchyuM: "tame AhAra kyAMthI lAvyA hatA ?" munie eka zeThanuM nAma ApyuM-te zeThane pUchatAM temaNe jaNAvyuM : "maMdiramAMthI lAvela sate mAla meM sAdhune vaherAvyuM che.' je vastu prabhune caDhIne UtarI jAya te nirmAlya banI jAya che-sekanDahenDa banI jAya che, ane te Utarela mAla vAparavAthI ApaNI vRtti paNa UtarI jAya che. prabhue 132 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNuM zrAvakane dhAna jevA nahIM, paNa gaja-hAthI jevA banavA kahyuM che. kaTakA jeTalA mATe taru pitAnI pUMchaDI halAve che, khuzAmata kare che; paraMtu hAthI te gauravathI maNa lADavA khAI jAya che. maMdiramAM arpaNa karelA dravyathI saMgha UMce nahIM Ave, puruSArthathI prApta karela dravyathI saMdha UMce Avaze. Aje gharamAMthI puruSArtha ane zrama cAlyA gayA che. duHkhanI vAta e che ke Aje lokonA ghare rasoIyA AvI gayA che. pahelAM te strI potAnA patine hAthe rAI banAvIne rAbhAvapUrvaka jamADatI hatI, putrane vAtsalyabhAve pIrasatI hatI. Aje to rasoIyA roTalI pheMkIne jamADe che! Aje saddabhAva (prema) vAtsalyanI bhAvanA strImAMthI cAlI gaI che, tethI AhArazuddhi javAtI nathI. AhArazuddhi vinA AcArazuddhi saMve kyAMthI? mUrNa nAsti kutara karI che jyAM paNa na hoya tyAM hiMsAnI zakyatA che. jyAM hiMsA AvI tyAM re AvyA. kherAmAM lAla kIDI AvavAthI vicAra bagaDI jAya che. kALeyAthI koDha rega thAya che. keTalAMka sUkSma jaMtuthI khasa, phellA vagere thAya che. ApaNe vAraMvAra sAMbhaLIe chIe ke hoTelamAM cA pIdhA pachI ra0-25 marI gayA; zIkhaMDa khAdhA pachI anekane 133 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA UlaTI thaI ane keTalAka marI gayA; A pramANe asAttvika AhAra vAparavAthI ApaNu' khamIra cAlyuM jAya che. pelA sAdhue asAttvika AhAra vAparavAthI aniSTa azubha vicAra AvyA. puNiyA zrAvakanu mana sAmAyikamAM samatA dhAraNa karatu nathI, tethI pAtAnI patnIne pUchyuM : " Aje AhAramAM kAMI ahAranuM AvyuM che ? " patnIe khUba vicAra karI javAba ApyuM : hA, Aga saLagAvavA bIjethI thADA devatA lAvI hatI " khasa, A ja tenI asvasthatAnuM kAraNa hatuM ! ' jIbhanuM rakSaNa karavA mATe trIsa bhaiyA (dAMta ) ane be dvAra (koTa) ( hATha) che. te jIbhe AhAra ane vyavahAranuM rakSaNa karavAnu che. AhAranA atireka indriyAnAM tAkAna saje che, mATe ja aSTaprakArI pUjamAM naivedya mUkatI vakhate anAhArIpaDhanI mAgaNI karIe chIe. indriyAne zuddha karavA mATe, prAyazcitta karavA mATe mANDse upavAsa karavAnA che. upavAsathI tana, mana ane indriyA zuddha thAya che. jyAM indriyAe potAnAM rUpa, raMga, meAha, mAyA cheDayAM; eTale tyAM mana paNa svastha ane zAMta thaze. AtmA pAtAnA sthAne sahaja vaLI zakaze. khAtAM vicAra, vicAratAM ciMtana karo. 134 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | kAyAnI mAyA manuSyajIvana asidhAra para vyatIta thaI rahyuM che. eka bAju mekSa athavA devatva che, bIjI bAju naraka athavA tiryaMca che. saMsAra eTale zuM? sama-upasarga pUrvaka sR-dhAtu. su eTale sarakavuM, cAlavuM te. saMsarati Iti-saMsAra. je gati ryA kare che, je cAlyA kare che, tenuM nAma saMsAra che. keIpaNa jIvane sthira-zAzvat Azare ke AdhAra na maLe tenuM nAma saMsAra. tame sUI gayA cho, paNa gADI te cAlyA ja kare che. Ama saMsAramAM tamAro AtmA jAgrata hoya ke nidrita heya paNa saMsAra satata gati karyA kare che. Time and ide waits for none. ahIMthI dareka mANasane javAnuM te nakkI che ja, paNa teNe kayI dizAmAM javAnuM che, te pahelAM nakkI karavAnuM che. pitAnuM aMtima dhyeya dRSTi samakSa rAkhIne pravRtti ne pragati karavAnI che. zALAnA dareka viSayanA guNuMka 100 nizcita che. te guNAMkana vidyAthI potAnI zakti, sagavaDatA, buddhi tema ja samajaNapUrvaka pitAnuM vAcanapatAne abhyAsa kare che. tenuM eka ja 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA lakya che ke "yA homa karIne paDe phateha che Age." jyAM dayeyalakSya nizcita thayuM, tyAM pahoMcavAnI saraLatA prApta thAya. kadAca musIbata ke jhaMjhAvAta Ave to paNa sAmano karI zakya teTalA vadhu guNAMka meLavaze. ghaNuM puNyathI prApta thayela durlabha manuSyabhava pheMkI devAnuM nathI. ApaNe jANIe chIe ke senAnI ke hIrAnI jAherAta karatAM cA, sigAreTanI vadhu jAherAta thAya che. haMmezAM meMghI vastu karatAM halakI vastunI jAherAta vadhAre thAya che. dareka vastune jovAnI ne jANavAnI che. kalara nAkhela AIskIma AMkhane, nAkane, jIbhane game che; paNa TensIsavALuM mana tenI nA pADaze. pAMce indriyane hitAhitane vicAra ja hotuM nathI. samagra vicAra mana kare che. semAM navvANuM Indriye AdhIna thaIne kAma kare che, phakta eka ja manane pUchIne kAma kare che. je peDhI nokare athavA ghaNAthI cAlatI hoya che, tyAM kenI javAbadArI hotI nathI, tethI goTALA thAya che; paraMtu eka vyakti sarvasattAdhIza hoya te te potAnI peDhIne adhara banAve che, pragatizIla banAve che. dinapratidina navAM navAM sAdhane joI indri vihvaLa bane che, te sAdhana meLavavA mAnavI AkAzapAtALa eka kare che, paNa tenuM pariNAma ApaNe jotAM nathI. ApaNe te AkAramAM ja gUMcavAI gayA chIe. 136 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA A mATe jJAna ane bhaktinI jarUra che. ekalI bhakti keIka samaye lapasAvI nAkhe che, ekavuM jJAna tAraka banatuM nathI. - bhakti ane jJAnanA samanvayathI pAMce indriya sarjakAtmaka bane che. mana keLavAya che. mana keLavAya te rItarAgatA pragaTe che ane na keLavAya te rAga-dveSanA dvandra janme che. ApaNe preyasane DhALa nathI pasaMda karavAna-zreyasUne DhALa apanAvavAnuM che. cha rasane tyAga karI AyaMbila karanAre potAnA manane kevuM adbhuta keLavyuM haze? yuvAna strInA zabane joIne kAmI mANase kAmano vicAra karyo. core dAgInAne vicAra karyo, ziyALe mAMsane vicAra karyo ane jJAnIe vicAra karyo ke "A zarIra te saDI paDI javAnuM che, jyAM sudhI ApaNuM hAthamAM che, tyAM sudhI tene dvArA Atma-kalyANa sAdhI levAnuM che." - nirmAlaya AhAra pace iMdrine barabAda kare che. mATe sAtvika AhAranI agatyatA prabhue samajAvI che. 137 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | bhaya parigrahathI aMtaranI mastI khalAsa thaI gaI che. jarUriyAta karatAM vadhAre khAvuM ke paheravuM nahIM. AhAra svAda mATe nahIM, paNa kSudhAvedanIya reganA upazamana mATe auSadharUpe anAsaktabhAve AhAra karavAnuM hoya che. AhAra sAtvika ne zuddha joIe. AhAra sAthe nidrA jarUra pUratI hevI joIe. brAhmamuhUte UThIne arihaMtanuM smaraNa karavuM. tethI te maraNa aMtaramAM ghuMTAI jAya che. vadhAre UMghavAthI taMdurastI bagaDe che ne kharAba vicAra Ave che. pazunA AhAra-nidrA zarIranA piSaNa mATe che. manuSyanA AhAra-nidrA AtmAnA piSaNa mATe che. mekSanA dhyeyane pahoMcavA mATe zarIra TakAvavAnuM che. paheluM sukha te jAte naryA. duniyAmAM sauthI zreSTha saMpatti taMdurasta zarIra che. AhAra tanapaSaka ane nidrA manapaSaka hovI joIe. paNa mAnava bhayanI bhUtAvaLathI bebAkaLe banI jIve che. upAdhyAya yazovijyajI mahArAja sAheba kahe che ke, "bhayathI mukta thavA mAgatA hoya te tuM tArI Indriyone jItavA mAMDa. jyAre indriye jItAze tyAre bhaya cAlyA jaze." 138 For Private And Personal Use Only

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Shri Mahavir Jain Aradhana Kendra preraNA jagatamAM bhaya tA sAta prakAranA che, parantu Aje leAke Atma bhaya, samAja bhaya ane rAjya bhayathI khUma trasita che. jema jema jJAna Avaze, tema tema AtmAnA bhaya cAlyA jaze. je kharAba tattva magajamAM ghUsI gayuM hAya te| te jJAnathI dUra karavAnu che. nAnA bALakane DarAvavA nahIM, nahIMtara te khIka temanA magajamAM ghara ghAlI jaze ne te DapAka tema ja kAyara thaze. bhaya sAme AtmAe abhaya banavAnuM che. AtmA abhaya banyA eTale duniyAmAM koI bhaya lAgatA nathI. namrutyuNa mAM jinezvara paramAtmAne ' abhayadacANuM " padmathI stuti karIe chIe. jIvanane kheda vagaranuM anAvavAnu che. sArAM ne narasAM tattvA jagatamAM rahevAnAM ja. rAma ane dhAbI paNa maLavAnA tema ja rAma ane bharata pazu maLavAnA. bharata jevu niSpApI jIvana gALI rAmane samarpita thaI jAva. eka vakhata eka bhAIe mane vAta kahela ke, "ame anne bhAI mu MbaImAM zAMtithI jIvana gALatA hatA. te vakhate huM esa. esa. sI (meTrika)mAM bhaNatA hatA, ane mATAbhAI nAkarImAM gheADu' kamAtA; tethI eka mahinA eka vakhata jamIne mArA cApaDAnA kharcA kADhayo. tyAM muMbaImAM hullaDa thayuM ane hullaDamAM meTAbhAI ne charA vAgyA ane moTAbhAI cAlyA gayA. te 139 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA vakhate huM bI. e. nA chellA varSamAM hatuM. mane moTAbhAIthI ochA pagAre nokarI maLI gaI. eka ravivAre eka mahAmAnuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA upAzraye gaye. tyAM "rAmAyaNa" para munizrI bAlatAM bhAratanA svArtha tyAga para je samajAvyuM tethI mane bharata banavAno vicAra AvI gaye, ane rAmanI khAtara bharate rAmanI gerahAjarImAM rAjya rAmane caraNe dharyuM, tema meM paNa bhAratanA vicAre apanAvI lagna na karavAne vicAra karyo ane mArA moTAbhAInAM saMtAnone ucheryA-sArI rIte bhaNAvyAM. teo AgaLa vadhyA ane Aje te saMtAne pitAthI paNa adhika mane pUje che." Ama duniyAmAM kharAba ne sArAM ta paDelAM che. sArAM tatvothI ja samAja cAle che. arpaNathI ja saMsAra sukhI bane che. koI kAma te keIe bharata banavAnuM che. jagatamAM bhaya nathI. ajJAnatAne lIdhe ja ApaNe bhaya utpanna karIe chIe. TrenamAM je ApaNuM DabbAmAM kaI jabarajastIthI ghusI jAya te pahelAM tenI sAthe laDIe chIe ane pachI tenI sAthe ApaNe maitrI karIe chIe. pahelAM ApaNAmAM ajJAtapaNuM hatuM, paNa pachI jJAtapaNuM AvatAM ApaNe tenA mitra banI jaIe chIe. "svadeze pUjyate rAjA, vidvAna sarvatra pUjyate". jenI pAse ghaNI sattA che, ghaNuM saMpatti che, ghaNuM abhimAna che. tene bhaya che. tevA bhayavALAne gurakhA rAkhavA 140 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA paDe che, je bIjAne mAre tane mAra paDe che, paNa je bIjAne tAre che, tenI lAkA sevA kare che. caDakauzika pAse na javA leAke mahAvIra paramAtmAne vinaMtI kare che. bhagavAna te abhaya svarUpa hatA. temane kayAMya bhaya dekhAtA na hatA. aMgArA rUne khALI mUke che, paNa pANImAM paDatAM pAta mujhAI jAya che. koI Aga ane tA ApaNe pANI banavAnu che. adhikAra meLavavA a ( nahIM) dhikAra ( dhikkAra ) joIze. dhikkAra koI pratye nahIM hoya eTale tame abhaya manaze. abhaya tamArA AtmAne paramAtmAmAM masta banAvaze. citta . satya priya vANAM bAlavAthI, dAna-dayAthI, IndriyA ane mananA nigraha karavAthI, sAmAnuM apamAna na karavAthI te mAna ApavAthI tema ja cittane dharmomAM joDavAthI prasanna rahevAya che. 141 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* ! prAyazcitta vinIta AtmA nAnA doSanI paNa upekSA karatA nathI. zubhra, zuddha vastra para lAgela eka nAnakaDo DAgha manane DoLI nAkhe che, te svayameva zuddha AtmA para durgaNane doSa lAgela hoya te AtmA vyathita ane vyagra na bane e kema saMbhave? arthAt vyathita bane che. mANasanI kiMmata tenA bAhya dekhAvamAM ke pradarzanamAM nathI, paNa tenA saMskAra para avalaMbe che. saMskAra saMpannanI pravRtti zubhadAyI ne sukhada heya che, te pragati zreya sAdhaka hoya che. prabhue mAnavatA ApavAnuM kArya jIvanabhara karyuM che. vinIta mAnavI jyAM jAya che, tyAM pUjAya che. avinIta mAnavI badhethI herAna thAya che. vinIta banavA mATe sadguNo jIvanamAM utAravAnA che. sadgaNe AvatAM ApaNI bhAvane zuddha ne saMskArI banatI jAya che. AthI nAnA banavAnuM che. namra mANasa AkAramAMthI anAkArI bane che. prabhunI vANI namratA sadbedhe che. temanAM vacananuM manana ne ciMtana karavAnuM che. te vANI sAMbhaLyA pachI ApaNI tucchatA ne ahama cAlyA jAya che. "ahama " ne "ahaM" banAvavA mATe prabhunuM For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa sAMnidhya, prabhunuM pUjana, dhyAna Avazyaka che. prabhudarzana karatI vakhate hRdayane saraLa banAvavAnuM che. saraLa hRdaya nirbhaya hoya che. mALI abrAhama liMkana gulAmamAMthI A saddaguNane kAraNe pramukha banyA hatA. abrAhama liMkana mALI tarIke kAma karato hato, tenA mAlike dADama lAvIne tene rasa kADhIne lAvavA kahyuM. te rasa tare lAgatAM tenA mAlike tene Thapake Ape, tyAre abrAhame kahyuM : "huM mALInuM kAma karuM chuM, dADama cAkhavAnuM nahIM." ane mAlike tenI kadara karI. AvA saraLa hRdayI pragati sAdhI zake che. bALaka saraLa che, mATe saune te game che. vAMsaLIne keIe pUchyuM: "tuM kRSNane bahu kema game che?" vAMsaLIe javAba Ape: "huM pAlI chuM, saraLa chuM, eTale kRSNane gamuM chuM." jenuM hRdaya saraLa thayuM, tene pApanA ochA nahIM game. jarAka bhUla thaze ke prAyazcitta leze. tapazcaryA karatAM prAyazcittanuM mUlyAMkana anekagaNuM che. prAyazcitta te svargethI UtarI Avela pavitra jharaNuM che, temAM DUbakI mAravAthI pApI paNa puNyazALI bane che. daDhaprahArIe cAra cAra hatyA karI, paNa prAyazcittathI tene mukti maLI. pApa karIne tene chupAvavA karatAM pApanI AlocanA 143 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA khullA dile levI e zreyaskara che. prAyazcitta e AkarI sAdhanA che, tethI cittazuddhi thAya che. daDhaprahArIe jyAM khUna karyA hatAM, te gAmanI bhAgoLe sAdhu banIne tana ane mana sthira karIne UbhuM rahyAM. tyAre loko tenI niMdA kare che, tene paththara mAre che, tenA para dhUke che, paNa daDhaprahArI te tene prAyazcittanuM pavitra jaLa samajI, temAM DUbakI mAtA pitAnAM pApane dhUe che ane pazcAttApathI teNe ta ja bhavamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI mukti meLavI. teNe mana ane tana para saMyama rAkhe, ane te saMyamarUpI amRta aneka viSane vinAza karI nAkhe. prabhu mahAvIre prAyazcitane agrasthAna Apela che. khAmemi sajIve, sajIvA khamaMtu me" A suvarNa karNikAe te anekAnekanAM kathira jevAM jIvana suvarNamaya banAvyAM che. paraMtu lakSmaNa sAdhvIe mAyA-kapaTathI prAyazcitta karyuM ane eTale pApanuM viSa na UtaryuM. tethI aneka bhavamAM bhaTakavuM paDyuM. eMzI vIzIne kAi gayo. AvatI covIzIe mokSa thaze. mukti ramaNI varavA mATe AtmAne zuddha, saraLa banA vavAno che. te upara biMdunA anaMtamA bhAgane DAgha paNa na lAge tenI pUrepUrI takedArI rAkhavAnI che. tevA AtmA uttarottara ucca pragati karI, uttaga zilA-siddha zilAe pahoMce te nizcitta ne nirvivAda che. For Private And Personal Use Only

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x | Atma vikAsa AtmAnA vikAsa ne prakAza mATe iMdriyA upara saMcama ane manamAM samatAnI AvazyakatA che. AtmAnA pitA zuddha viveka che. te vivekanA duzmanA che : mithyAtva, saMzaya, viparyAsa ane asat mAnyatA. sAcAne jUThuM ane jUThAne sAcuM mAnavu tenu nAma mithyAtva che. satyane bhrama te saMzaya che. zaMkAne hRdayamAMthI dUra karIne samyaktvane prApta karavAnuM che. grahaNa karavA ceAgya vastune meLavavA mATe kheATI vAtA, vikalpA dUra karavAnA che. AtmAnI mAtA dhaiya che. musIkhata game tevI Ave chatAM dhaiya rAkhavAthI sAru pariNAma prApta thAya che. prabhu RSabhadeva mAra mAra mAsathI ghara ghara karI rahyA che, paNu AhAra maLatA nathI. prabhue dhaiya nA tyAga karyAM vagara upavAsa karavA mAMDacA, jene ATha bhavanA samadha hatA, tevA zreyAMsakumArane vaizAkha sudi bIjanI rAtre svapna AvyuM. trIjane divase prabhujInAM dazane jAtismaraNa thayuM ane prabhujIne zeraDInA rasathI pAraNu karAvyuM. tyArathI viSa tapanA pAraNAM akhAtrIjane divase thAya che. A viSa 10 15 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA tapa che ane samatAnuM rasAyaNa che. AthI zarIra badalAI jAya, eTale kRza-durbaLa bane che paNa AtmA badalAtuM nathI, paraMtu AtmaguNathI vizeSa tejasvI-epa bane che. ema paNa kahI zakAya ke AtmAne zuddha upayoga e pitA che ane dhairyatA e mAtA che. zuddha upagathI zaMkA cAlI jAya che. AtmAne baMdhu ziyaLa che ane patnI samatA che. ane jyAre zuddha viveka ane upaga, dhairya, samatA ane zIla saMgama thAya tyAre AtmAnI mukti sahaja bane che. AtmAnI duniyAmAM dhamIne jIvana bharyuM bharyuM lAge che. A AtmA raNamAM hoya, ke gharamAM hoya, ke vanavagaDAmAM heya teya tene ekalatApaNuM lAgatuM nathI. AtmAnI ekalatAnA bramane jJAna dUra kare che. jenuM koI nathI teno sAthI dharma che. dharmanI jANa mATe, jJAnanI pichAna mATe jJAnInA saMganI AvazyaktA che. hIrA, jhaverAta ke pannA karatAM jJAnInI kiMmata anekagaNuM vadhAre che. jJAnInA vacanamAM, vartanamAM ane pratyeka kriyAmAM jJAna bharela dekhAya che. jJAnIne sAMbhaLavAthI mana prasanna thAya che. jJAnIne maLavAthI AnaMda AnaMda chavAI rahe che. jJAnInA vacane jIvanane prakAza Ape che. jJAnarUpI jaLa je divase na maLe, te divase mana gUMgaLAI jAya. tethI divasamAM thoDIvAra paNa prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavAnI che, vicAravAnI che. dhanikane duHkha che, 146 For Private And Personal Use Only

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karA garIbane paNa du:kha che, jagatamAM sukhI hoya teA te jJAnI che. jJAnI pAte tare che, bIjAne tAre che. jJAnI jJAna sAthe kriyA darzAve che. tee jJAnanA dIvAmAM kriyAnu tela pUryA kare che. kriyAnA tela vinA jJAnadIpaka bujhAI jAya che. jJAnavArithI hRdaya kamaLa banI jAya che ane AtmA bhAvita thAya che, mAnavajIvanane ucca ne udAtta banAve che. jJAna sAthe kriyAnI khUba ja jarUra che. jJAna ane kriyAthI meAkSa maLe che. jJAnanI tRpti kriyAnA AhArathI thAya che. prabhunI vANI gaMgAnA pravAha jevI zuddha ne pavitra che. sadgurunA mukhethI prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLI jIvanamAM utArIe te AtmA unnatinA uttuMga zikharane sara karI zake che. prabhunI vANI varasatI hoya tyAre jJAnanu TAMku bharI levAnu che, ane gurunA viyAga hoya tyAre ApaNe te TAMku kheAlavAnu che, ne AtmAmAM prakAza pAtharavAnA che. 147 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* AtmavikAsa koI vastunI ki Mmata nakkI karavA mATe pahelAM te kevI che? te zAne mATe che? zemAMthI te banelI che? vagere tapAsavu paDe che. hIrAnI parakha karavA mATe jhaverIne hajAra divasa lAge che, pachI te AvaDe che. hIrAnI parakha karavI te tA jaDanI vAta che. tema jJAnIo kahe che ke AtmAnA sadguNu ke durguNa jANavA hAya tA prabhunAM vacanane samajavAM paDaze, jANavAM paDaze. pAMcadaza varSe dhama pAchaLa kharcavA paDaze. DigrIe meLavavA pAchaLa 20-25 varSa gALI nAkhIe chIe. pA ne semala pavAthI te auSadha banI jAya che. paraMtu jo te kAcA rahI jAya te te khAvAthI mANasa marI jAya che. jo ApaNA aMtaramAM dharmAM UtarI jaze te ApaNe dRSTa--puSTa banI jaIzu, sukhI ne zAMta manIzu. jo zrAvaka tattvArtha sUtranA jANakAra hAya teA game tevA sAdhu pATa para AvI zakatA nathI, eTale sAdhuAne tattvanA abhyAsa karavA paDe che, teo gurunI AjJAmAM rahe che ane vyAkhyAna paNa sAvacetIpUrvaka Ape che. 14 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa zreSTha che che abhyAsa mATe te AtmA zrAvake dararoja niyamita kamamAM kama eka gAthA karavI joIe ane Ama karatAM zakya teTalAM sUtre pUrNa karavA joIe, AtmA dravyanI carcA karavI joIe. duniyAnA graMthamAM tatvArtha sUtra tathA karmagraMtha zreSTha graMtha che. duniyAnA abhyAsa mATe ghaNAM varSo vAparI nAkhyAM to AtmAnA abhyAsa mATe have bAkInAM ceDAM varSo vAparavAnAM che. jyAM sudhI aMtaranAM guNa na Ave, tene vikAsa na thAya tyAM sudhI tatvane abhyAsa karavAnuM che. AtmA guNa banaze, tyAre te bIjAnA guNonI parakha karI zakaze. jyAM sudhI ApaNI pAse darzana, jJAna ne cAritra na hoya, tyAM sudhI ApaNe bIjAnAM darzana, jJAna ne cAritrane jANI zaktA nathI. jJAnathI je vairAgya na Ave te te jJAna nakAmuM che. jJAnAya phalaM viratiH ! jJAnadazA AvatAM kAma, krodha, lobha, mAna ane mAyA ochAM thatAM jAya che ane krame krame vairAgya pragaTa thatuM jAya; rAga-dveSa paNa dUra thatAM jAya che. kSamAthI, zAMtithI, nirlobhatAthI jJAnInA jJAnane mApI zakAya che. eka jJAnI (hare plesa)ne cIDavavA mATe eka mANasa game tyAM jaI game tema bephAma gALo devA lAge, AkSepa karavA lAgyA; kalAko sudhI Ama karyA karyuM, paNa pelA bhAI te ThaMDA kaleje pitAnuM kAma karye jatA hatA. jarA zAMta thayA tyAre te jJAnIe pilAne ThaMDA pANIne 149 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA glAsa pIvA ApTe. cIDavanAra te DegAra banI gaye; paNa chatAMya Aveza UchaLI AvyA ne pAche te baDabaDATa karavA lAgyo. sAMja paDI, aMdhAruM thayuM jJAnIe te upahAra vagerethI tenuM svAgata karyuM. te ghare javA nIkaLe tyAre pilA jJAnIe potAnA putrane TIvI laI tene ghara sudhI mUkI AvavA kahyuM. koMdhI te jJAnanI himazIlA pAse rahI jIvanabhara akodhI banI gayA. kSamA jenAmAM AvI jAya che, te prabhumaya banI jAya che. prabhunI sAta hAthanI kAyA joIne anArya leke gusse thayA. temane prabhunuM jJAnamaya jIvana na gamyuM. prabhu manapaNe kSetsargamAM hovA chatAM anArya lokee aneka upasargo karyA. prabhu te kSamAzamaNa hatA. temaNe to samatApUrvaka badhuM sahana karyuM. uttama hatu, uttama kapaDAM, makAna, bhejana hoya paraMtu mananI zAMti na hoya to badhuM ja kaDavuM lAge che. pahelAM sAdhano na hatAM, jIvana zAMtimaya ne dharmamaya hatuM. AtmAne vikAsa sAre thatuM. Aje sAdhanA vadhyAM che, jIvana azAMta ane adhamI banyuM che, temAM AtmA gUma thaI gayela che. mAtra be ghaDInI cittanI zAMtimAM bharata cakavatIe kevalajJAna prApta karyuM. sAdhyane pAmavA mATe sAdhananI jarUra sAthe samyagUjJAna parama Avazyaka che. 150 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA AtmavikAsa mATe jJAnanI jarUra che. te jJAnaprApti thAya che jJAnI pAse. guru ApaNane je kahe che, te mIThuM nathI kahetA, paNa satya kahe che. Agama ane arIsA ane sAcu atAve che. caherAnuM rUpa arIsA batAve che, AtmAnu rUpa Agama batAve che. AtmAnu rUpa jANyA bAda te pramANe tenA vikAsa karavA jinavANI anusAra yathAzakti prayatnazIla rahevu e ja AtmavikAsanA satya upAya che. rakSaNa ? eka rAjAe peAtAnA rakSaNa mATe bhaNelA vAMdarAne rAkhyA hatA. rAjA UMdhamAM hateA te daramyAna temanA mAM para mAkhI kheDI hatI. khullI talavAra laIne rakSaNa karatA vAMdarAe talavAranA prahAra mAkhI upara karyo ane rAjAnAM dhaDa, mastaka judAM thaI gayAM. tevI ja rIte mAnave mAnavInI rakSA mATe vijJAnarUpa vAMdarAnA hAthamAM aNuzaktinI khullI talavAra mUkI che. 151 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* ! jIvanavikAsamAM avarodhaka tattva jIvanavikAsa namratAthI, vinayathI, jJAnathI, premathI ne rAga-dveSane zeSahIna banAvavAthI thAya che. A vikAsane avarAdhanAra keTalAMka ta che. jaLanaLImAM jyAre bharAI gaye heya te jaLapravAha aTakI paDe che, tevI rIte manamAM kacare bhare tevAM pAMceka ta che te tane dUra karavAmAM Ave te jIvanane vikAsa tvarita ne zreyasAdhaka nIvaDe che. A badhA mATe prabhunI vANI ekameva upAya che, tethI aMdarathI prasannatA pragaTe che. svarga ke naraka aMtaramAM che. eTale avarodhaka prathama tatva che ahaMkAra. mANasamAM ahaMkAra Ave che, tyAre AtmAnI kamaLatA cAlI jAya che, namratA dUra thAya che, vinaya-viveka adazya bane che. ahaMkAra sAthe dhana hoya te jIvana saLagatI citA bane che. pitA-putrane judA pADanAra dhana che. jagatanA jhaghaDAomAM vipula bhAga bhajavanAra dhana che. paisAnI jarUriyAta pUrI pADavA mATe che, paNa Aje jarUriyAta karatAM vizeSa bheguM karavAnI vRtti janmI che. sukha mATe adhika sAdhane bhegA karavAmAM Ave che, tethI jIvanavikAsamAM sAnukULatAne badale pratikSaNe avanavI pratikULatA UbhI thAya che. 1pa0 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa pratikULatAmAMthI asaMtoSa, asaMteSamAMthI ahaMkAranI mahAjavALA ane e mahAvALAjIvana vikAsanI sarva sAdhanAne kSaNamAtramAM bhasmasAt kare che. ahaMkArathI azAMti janme che, azAMtithI amRtamaya divyajIvana viSamaya banI jAya che. rAvaNanuM patana karanAra ahaMkAra hate. Pride has a fall. abhimAna patanane rAjamArga che. bIju tatva che krodha, kaDavAM phaLa che kodhanAM. te halAhala jhera che. krodhI pote baLe che-bIjAne bALe che, krodhAMdha banela mAnavI na karavAnuM karI nAMkhe che, kahI nAkhe che. abhimAna je UkaLatuM pANI boiling water khadabadatuM haze te krodha te varALa (steam) che. abhimAna svane ghAtaka nIvaDe che, krodha sva tathA parane ghAtaka nIvaDe che, trIju tatva che pramAda. pramAda UdhaI samAna che; jIvanane te phelI phelIne khAI jaze. pramAda mAnavIne pAMgaLo banAve che. pramAda (ALasa) e mAnasika avyavasthA che. pramAdathI mANasa vyasanI je banI jAya che. skUti jIvanamAMthI adazya thaI jAya che, te abhizApa rUpa che. pramAda mAnavIne parataMtra, paravaza, ciTa batAve che. pramAdathI vyakti pAmara bane che ane pitAnuM vyaktitva gumAve che. cothuM tatva che rega. rega zArIrika ke mAnasika be prakAre hoya che. 153 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA zArIrika roga karatAM mAnasika roga mahAbhayaMkara. mana makkama haze te zarIra kAma ApavAnuM. rega kamAMdhIna che. zarIramAM roge ghara ghAlyuM hoya tyAre game teTalI prabaLa IcchA hoya, te paNa prabhupUjA, guru pravacana-zravaNa thaI zakatAM nathI. jANavA chatAM roga tene nakAme banAvI mUke che. prabhunI vANI saMbhaLAvanAra uttama sAdhu-guruo hAya, paNa jyAM laka hoya tyAM zuM thAya? gharamAM vividha pakavAna hoya paraMtu jyAM DAyAbiTisa hoya tyAM zuM thAya? dharma ArAdhanA mATe badhI anukULatA hoya, paraMtu rogagrasta zarIra pratikULatA kare tyAM zuM thAya? indriya pAsethI suMdara kAma levAnI jijJAsA hoya. paNa teo ja rogathI khadabadatI hoya tyAM zuM thAya? pAMcamuM tattva che ALasa. AtmavikAsanuM mahAna avarodhaka tatva ALasa che. kSaNe kSaNane upaga karI levAno che. mahAvIra prabhue gautama svAmIne Dagale ne pagale kahela cheH "he goyama! samaya mAtrane pramAda na karIza. tene khabara che dehanuM kyAre zuM thaze? te jyAM sudhI zakyatA ne svasthatA che, tyAM sudhI dehamAMthI ALasa khaMkherI nAkhI tenI pAsethI uttama kArya levAnuM che. ALasathI zarIra naThora banI jAya che. mananI zakti kuMThita banI jAya che. jene AtmavikAsa sAdhavA hoya teNe A pAMca mULabhUta asat tattva choDavA ja rahyAM. 154 For Private And Personal Use Only

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X | zikSaNa ? koI phekaTarI jue, temAM je raw materials thAparavAmAM Ave che, te khUkha ja kharAba hoya che. jovA paNa na game, paraMtu tenu production, ati suMdara heAya che, jovu game che; ane zarIra AtamarAma limiTeDa ka MpanInA parivAranA eka bhAgIdAra che, te zarIrane je material ApavAmAM Ave che, te keTalu' sudara hAya che? ane tenu production ! nAma paNa levuM na game tevuM ! zarIra saMgraha karavA ceAgya nathI. tenA upayeAga kara vAnA che. rAgathI mukta thaI jaze! teA jIvanane AnaMda maLaze. rAgayukta jIvana samAdhAna zAMti nahi ApI zake. jIvananI zAMti te sAdhusaMtA pAse maLaze. Aje AtmavijJAnanI vidyApITha nathI, ke jyAMthI vivekAnaMda ke hemacaMdrAcAya prApta thAya, jyAM cAritra ghaDAya. viveka, vinayanuM ghaDatara thAya tevu zikSaNa joI e. Do. rAdhAkRSNane eka vAra kahela ke, " Not educa* tion but character." cAritranuM nirmANa, sadAcAra dezane UMce lAvI zakaze. Aje vidyAthI one kevu zikSaNa maLe che ? jyAM 155 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA cAritranuM ghaDatara nathI, sadAcAra nathI, tevA vidyAthIo dezane keTalA upagI thaze? 150 varSa pahelAM svAmI vivekAnaMda ke vIracaMda gAMdhI cikAge sarvadharma pariSadamAM gayA hatA. tyAM te virasiMhae bhAratIya saMskRtinI siMhagarjanA saMbhaLAvI hatI. tyAMnA suSupta AtmAne jAgrata karyA hatA. Aje evA saMta kyAM? evI cetanA kyAM? ame kalakattAmAM bhaNatA hatA. nAnA hatA tyAre sAMbhaLela eka vAta che ? AsutoSa mukarajI baMgALa yunivarsiTInA vAIsa cAnselara hatA, te vakhate gavarnara lerDa karjhana hatA. temaNe mukarajIne kahyuM : "tame kebrija jaIne tyAMnuM zikSaNa joI Ave ane bhAratIya vicAra jaNAve." bhArata briTiza sattA nIce hatuM. mukarajI upakulapati hatA. tyAre aMgreja kahe tema karavuM paDatuM. chatAM temaNe kahyuM : "Ano javAba mArI mAtAne pUchIne kAle ApIza." mAtA-pitA tIrtha samAna che. je mAtA-pitAne vaphAdAra che, te paramAtmAne vaphAdAra che. mukarajI ghare gayA. vinayapUrvaka mAtAne nivedana karyuM? vAIsaroyanA kahevAthI iMgleMDa jauM tyAMnA zikSaNanI jANakArI meLavavAnI che!" 156 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA mAtA 80 varSanAM hatAM. zikSita nahatAM. mAtAe javAnI manA karI, te bIje divase rAjInAmAnA patra sAthe karjhanane maLyA ane kahyuM: "mArI mAtAnI nAmarajI che, tethI nahIM jaI zakuM. kadAca Apa gusse thAva te A mAru rAjInAmuM taiyAra che." A sAMbhaLI vAIsarAya prasanna thayo. teNe mukarajIne chAtIe lagADyo ane kahyuM: "Aje mane bhAratanuM darzana thayuM. bhAratanuM pratIka ahIM che." A hate bhAratIya saMskRtine Adarza--ahIM saMskRtinuM gaurava hatuM. ane Aje? Aje viparIta vAtAvaraNa che. ATalA suMdara Adarza bhAratanA che. zreSTha saMskRti che chatAMya dharmakiyA phakta ravivAra pUratI sImita rAkhI che! lake phariyAda kare che: "mahArAja, zuM karIe? peTanI samasyA moTI che. te pUrI thatI nathI." te te mATe eka ja samAdhAna che. "AtmAnuM darzana karo ne peTathI mAMDIne peTI sudhI samAdhAna thaze." Aje dezanI samasyA nathI. paNa bhAvi peDhI kyAM jaI rahI che? bhayaMkara pravAha tarapha haDaselAI rahI che. samagra jagatane ciMtAne prazna che. skUla, koleja, sinemA ne hoTela--A cAra sivAya bIjI jagyA vidyArthI jagatane jaNAtI nathI. dharma te elarajika lAge che. A eka rega 157 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa che. temanI sthiti dayAmaya che. zikSaNa kevuM hovuM joIe? jJAnasya phalama viratiH Aje zaMkarAcArya, hemacaMdrAcAryanA Adarza kyAM che? jodhapuramAM ame hatA tyAre che. gAMdhIe tyAMnA zikSaNanuM eka sempala batAvyuM. InspekaTara eka vAra zALAmAM Inspekazana karavA gayA. AThamA dhoraNamAM gayA ne tyAMnA varga zikSakane kahyuM : "kaI hoziyAra chokarAne batAve." te eka chokare Ubhe thaye ne be , "sAheba, je pUchavuM hiM te pUche." tene prazna pUchavAmAM AvatAM teNe vyavasthita javAba Ape. pachI navamA dhoraNamAM gayA te tyAMnA vargazikSakane sAre chokare batAvavA kahyuM. te je AThamA dhoraNamAM hatuM, te navamA dhoraNamAM Ubhe thaye. InspekaTare pUchayuM: tuM AThamA dhoraNamAM hatuM te ahIM kyAMthI ?" kareH "sAheba, tenuM Apane zuM kAma che? Apane pUchavuM hoya te pUche." pachI te chokarAe kahyuM: "mAro mitra gerahAjara che, tene badale huM AvyuM chuM." te vargazikSakane AnI khabara na paDI! ekane badale bIje ja vidyArthI vargamAM Ave ne hAjarI purAve? tethI vargazikSakane dhamakAvyA. te temaNe kahyuM: "sAheba, huM Aje Avyo chuM. mArA mitra zikSaka meca jovA gayA che. tene 158 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA badale huM duplicate zika tarIke Avyo chuM. tethI mane kAMI khabara nathI." tethI heDamAstarane kahyuM: "tamane DIsamIsa karavAmAM Avaze. AvI rIte duplicate zikSaka Ave?" te teNe kahyuM: "sAheba, huM garIba brAhmaNa chuM. DIsamIsa karaze te marI jaIza. maherabAnI kare." te InspekaTare kahyuM: "DaravAnI koI jarUra nathI, huM paNa duplicate chuM !" Ama jyAM badhuM duplicata cAlatuM hoya tyAM zikSaNane uddhAra kyAMthI thAya? Aje samasyAo jIvananI vadhI che. tenuM samAdhAna eka ja che. AtmAnI beja kare. svayaM ne svayaM zodhI kADhe te AtmavikAsa thaze. vikAsa sAthe prakAza Avaze. prakAza AvatAM pUrNatAno paMtha dekhAze ne paramAtmA pada prApta thaze. 159 For Private And Personal Use Only

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*| saskAra AlyakALamAM je saskArI maLI jAya che, te jvanabhara TakI rahe che, je samaye je zubha bhAva Ave te samaye te kArya karI levAnuM che. manuSyabhava ApaNane maLI gaye che. teA AtmakalyANa karI levAnu che, rAga-dveSane ochA karavAnA che. krodha Ave tyAre krodhane tamAce! mAravAnA che. ApaNe ApaNI jAtane jovAnI che, vicAravAnI che ne AgaLa vadhavAnu che. guNasAgaranuM mana lagna pUrve sacamamAM lAgI gayuM hatuM. cerImAM AvatAM guNusAgaranu mana zubhaciMtanamAM caDhI jAya che ne dhIme dhIme zubha adhyavasAyathI temane vaLajJAna thaI gayuM . bAlyakALanA saMskAra yuvAnImAM khIlI UThe che. sulasAnA AdhyAtmika vikAsa prakAza pAtharI rahyo hateA. bhagavAna zrI mahAvIradeva sulasAne dha lAbha kahevaDAvyeA hateA. jene Atmadarzana thayu che, te joIne bIjAne Atmadarzana thAya che. tethI ja akhaMDa zrAvakane tAravA mATe sulasAne akhaMDa mAraphte dharmalAbha kahevaDAvyA. paisA, sattA, pradaza na, mAhamAyA kaI ja AtmadazIne kheMcI zakatA nathI, camatkAra e dhama nathI. dhama karatAM karatAM 160 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA camatkAra thaI jAya che. dharma te mokSa apAvI zake che. te sAMsArika sukha apAvI zake temAM kAMI navAI nathI. aMbaDa jyAre zrAvaka banyA. tyAre sulasAe tenuM svAgata karyuM. jyAre brahmAnuM svarUpa karyuM, viSNu svarUpa darzAvyuM, paraMtu sulabhA te prati na kheMcAI. AbhAsI mahAvIra banyuM. ane sulabhA calita na thaI tyAre aMbaDa chevaTe sulabhA pAse AvyA ne sAcuM jJAna jANyuM. saMskAra hatA te samAdhAna thayuM : AthI e jJAna thAya che ke AtmA amara che, AtmA nitya che. AkhA jagatano nAza thaI jAya, paNa AtmAne kadI nAza thato nathI. zarIra mATImAM maLI jAya che, AtmA mATImAM maLI jatuM nathI. jagatanA vinazvara padArtho jyAre nahIM hoya, tyAre paNa AtmA te akhaMDa rahevAnuM ja che. pArAnA kaTakA kare te paNa aMte te pAre pAche maLI ja javAne che. idrinAM sukhe AtmAe bhegavelAM che. narakatiryaMcanAM duHkhe paNa AtmAe bhegavelAM che, paNa mana badhuM bhUlI jAya che. je AtmAnuM svarUpa che, te ApaNe bhUlI jaIe chIe. A jIve ghaNuM sukha bhogavyAM che. rAjAnAMrANInAM-devanAM-devIonAM sukha anaMtI vAra bhegavyAM chatAM paNa tRpti thaI nathI-thatI nathI. AtmA te nitya che. te sadAkALa rahevAne che. tenI nityatA samajavA mATe prabhunI vANI sAMbhaLavI joIe. sAMbhaLyA pachI zraddhA thavI 1 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA joIe, pratIti thavI joIe, rucavI joIe ane sparza the joIe. AtmasparzanA thayA pachI dehanAM sukha-duHkhanI asara thatI nathI. ApaNe taDake cAlIe te paga baLe che, paNa aMdhakamuni ke gajasukumAlanuM zuM thayuM haze, te vicAra ja prakAza pAthare che. AcaraNamAM kadI DhIlA thavAnuM nathI, utkRSTa AcaraNathI mukti meLavavAnI che. jeTaluM vadhu duHkha sahana thAya, teTalA karmanA bhUkA UDI jAya. jJAna bahArathI AvatuM nathI. jJAnaprakAza te aMtarAtmAmAM che. hIrAmAM aMdara teja paDela che. hIrAne ghasatA jAva tema tema hIrAnuM teja vadhyA kare che. sonAne ke metIne ghasavAthI lAITa Ave che. Arasane ghasavAthI, tenuM lAITa bahAra Ave che, paNa ITane ghasavAthI mATI kharatI jAya che. prabhunI vANI, gurune upadeza, prabhunAM darzana-pUjana AtmAnA jJAnane ughADe che, saMskArane zuddha banAve che, suSupta paDela saMskArane jAgRta kare che. tenI jAgRti thayAthI jJAnanA pravAha vahevA mAMDe che. kevaLajJAna bahArathI nathI AvatuM, paNa te te aMtaramAM ja paDela che. bharata mahArAjA cakravartI hevA chatAM arIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna thayuM, kAraNa ke zarIrane jotAM jotAM ajJAnane paDade haTI gaye ane kevaLajJAna prApta thayuM. Ama, janmajAta pUrvanA saMskAre siddhi apAve che. 162 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zravaNa prabhuvANInA zravaNathI, ci MtanathI ane dhyAnathI ApaNAmAM aneka sadguNA prApta thAya che. zravaNu ane kriyAne aLagAM karIe to sadguNA aLagAM thAya che. zravaNathI samatA tathA mananI prasannatA maLe che. * zravaNu karyAM pachI tenI eke eka vAta jo ApaNA AtmAne spazI jAya te jIvana dhanya anI jAya che. eka sAdhune TrenamAM vairAgya prApta thaI yeA, kAraNa ke sAMbhaLyuM ke " Taraminala AvI gayu che, mATe gADI khAlI karo." A vAkayathI sAdhune thayuM ke saMsAranuM Taminala AvI gayuM che. badhu choDIne cAlyA javAnuM che. A zravaNunu ciMtana karatAM manamAM vairAgya jAgye ne jIvana dhanya banI gayuM. rAmadAsa samathe`cArImAM sAvadhAna zabda sAMbha "" LatAM manamAM sAvadhAna anI gayA ne sasAra para vairAgya Avye; ne badhu' tyajIne tyAga paMthe cAlI nIkaLyA. zravaNu karIne suvAkayone meMdInI mAphka ghuMTavA ja karavAnAM che, tethI jIvana vairAgyanA vividha raMge raMgAze ane du:kha ane dAruNya adRzya thaze. prabhunuM darzIna, prabhuvANInuM zravaNa ane tenuM manana 163 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA AtmAne UrdhvagAmI banAve che. gya zravaNa ane manana na hoya tyAM jIvanamAM saMvAditatA AvatI nathI. Aje duHkha ane dardI dekhAya che, lokamAM azAMti dekhAya che, kAraNa ke dharma sAMbhaLavA maLato nathI. ApaNe belIe chIe kAMI, manamAM vicAra hoya che kAMI ane vartana paNa kAMIka juduM hoya che. Ama saMvAdi. tatA na hovAthI jIvanamAM zAMti maLatI nathI. te mATe dharmazravaNanI jarUra che. zravaNathI ne tenA mananathI AtmA para cala kacaro dUra thAya che ane zuddha svarUpe pragaTa thAya che. viveka je A lekanI ja IcchA rAkhe che te krUra gaNAya che, je paralokanA sukhanI icchA rAkhe che te majUra gaNAya che, ane AtmAmAMthI paramAtmA banavAnI IcchA rAkhe che, te sAce zuravIra gaNAya che. 164 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* prakAza paMthe iMdriyeA upara sacama tyAM sukha ane tene asayama tyAM duHkha. jIvanamAM sukhI thavu' hAya, jIvanane sukhamaya banAvavu. hAya to saMyamanA sAtha, sahakAra, sahuceAga svIkAre. bhautika vastu paranA rAgane tyAgamAM palaTI nAkhA. zrI kRSNa mahArAjAe pAtAnI rAjakumArIone kahyuM : " tamAre mahArANI khanavu hoya te prabhuneminAthanA mAge jAva, ane dAsI anavuM hAya tA rAjamahelamAM raheA." sayamamAM sukha che. saMsArIe zrIkRSNajIne vakhANatA hatA. zrIkRSNa neminAthajIne vakhANatA hatA. guNavAna guNIne oLakhe che. ApaNI pAse bhautikavAda, paudgalikavAda ane sAMsArikavAda che; tyAM sudhI AtmikavAda ApaNI pAse nahI Ave. jema guphAmAM sihu chupAIne besI rahe che, tema aMtaramAM ghaNA da NA chupAI ne besI rahe che, ane jyAre te bahAra Ave che tyAre ApaNe dAne parAdhIna banI jaI e chIe. bhautika guNA karatAM AtmAnA guNe ghaNA ja uttama che. sAdhu devalAka javA mATe cAritra nathI pALatA, paNu 165 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA mokSe javA mATe ja cAritra pALe che. jema anAjanI sAthe ghAsa ApoApa maLI rahe che, tema mikSanI IcchAvALAne saMsArasukha te enI meLe ja maLI rahe che. gurunI ananya sevA karavAthI, gurue kALadharma pAmatAM pahelAM celAe mAgela "pArasamaNi Ape. celo saMcamanA raMge raMgAyelA na hatA tethI pArasamaNie tene akkaDa banAvI dIdhuM ane hAthamAM bhautika pArasamaNi rahya ne AtmAe parama padane pArasamaNi gumAvyuM. te mATe saMyamanI sAdhanAnI AvazyakatA che, te prakAzanA paMthe laI jAya che. saMpatti Ave enuM yAda na karavuM, paNa saMyamane yAda kare. vipatti Ave vitarAgatA sAMbhare. 11 mA guNaThANA sudhI viSaya-kaSAya ADe Ave che, te asAvadha AtmAne paTakIne pahelA guNaThANe mUkI de che. temAMya lAbha ane mAna saMsArIne tema ja sAdhune parezAna karI mUke che. zarIra kSINa thavA mAMDe, aMga-upAMga zithila thavA mAMDe, paNa moha, mAyA, mamatA, mAna, lAbha ochAM thatAM nathI. pAMca mahAvratavALe jAya, agiyAramA guNaThANe jAya, to paNa tenI pAse lobha te hoya ja che. AtmAne prakAza paMthe laI javA mATe niyama-saMyamanI jarUra che. pelA ziSya pAse pArasamaNi AvyuM, ne tene kepha tene caDhaze. temane sanmArge lAvavA eka suzrAvake For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA pitAne tyAM padhAravA te ziSyane AmaMtraNa ApyuM. ThAThamAThathI celAjI padhAryA, kAraNa ke viTAmina "ema" nuM jora hatuM. zeTha te dhanavAna hatA. temaNe celA pratye ati vinaya, viveka, bhakti darzAvyAM. cele te A joI navAI pAmya ne ati prasanna thayA. - zeTha ema mAne che ke gurunI bhakti karavAthI ja A dhanasaMpatti maLyAM che, ane dhana huM gurunI sevA karavAmAM ja vAparuM chuM. zeThanI bhakti ne sevAthI celAne pitAne pArasamaNi zeThane ApavAnuM mana thayuM. tethI zeThane te pArasamaNi Ape. paraMtu zeThe te pArasamaNi na lIdhe; paraMtu temanI pAse rahela lekhaMDano cIpiye lIdhe ane pitAnA kapALamAM pheravyo te cIpi senAno thaI gayo. te zrImaMtanuM puNya eTaluM badhuM hatuM ke phakta tene sparza ja pArasamaNi jevuM sarjavA samartha hate. prakAza paMthe javA prayANa karanAra cele bhautikanA aMdhakAramAM aTavAI gaye hate-have tene khyAla Avyo ke bhautika saMpatti sukha nathI ApI zakatI. tene tyAga sukha ApI zake che. zeThanuM dhana uparanuM nirmamatva joI cele navAI pAmyo hato. zeTha pAse parigraha-pAra vinAne hite chatAM pote anAsakta, alipta banI rahetA hatA. saMyamanI kiMmata temane samajAI hatI. celAne moDe moDe tenuM jJAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA thayuM ane prakAzanA paMthane pAmavA cele cAlI nIkaLye. guNI banavAnu che, apagrahI banavAnu che, saMyamI ne anAsakta banavAnu che. bhAga prati rAga nahI, paNa tyAga keLavavAnA che. te mATe jJAnI guruonA mukhe niyamita prabhu-vacanA sAMbhaLavAnAM che. AthI ajJAnatAnAM paDaLA dUra thavA lAge che. satata sArI ne sAcI sAdhanA pachI puNyaprakAzanI AcherI rekhA prasannatA pragaTAve che ane dhIme dhIme AtmA prakAzane pRthe prayANa AdarI de che. viveka jIvanamAM traNa uddeza cheH mANasa aMdhArI rAtamAM beTarI laine bahAra pharavA jAya che, jo beTarI na heAya te beTarIvALA sAthe jAya che athavA kAine pUchIne jAya che. tevI ja rIte jIvanamAM paNa kAM te pAte sAdhu saMta ke jJAnI thaIne karavu, tema na thAya te jJAnInI sAthe rahevuM; tema paNa na bane te! sa MsAramAM kema jIvu te jJAnIne pUchIne jIvavuM, 168 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | pragati je leke jIvanamAM AgaLa vadhavA mAgatA hoya temaNe jIvanane jovAnuM, tapAsavAnu ane sudhAravAnuM che. AthI jIvanamAMthI pramAda, ajJAnatA, jaDatA ne zithilatA adRzya ane che. " kahevA karatAM karavuM bhaluM." jagatane kahevAne badale, jagatane doravAne badale, upadeza ApavAne badale te adhu peAtAnA jIvanamAM utAravAnuM, AtmasAt karavAnuM. te joIne leAkeAne tevA thavAnI tamannA jAgaze ane vinA upadeze lAko kalyANamaya mAge svayaM Avaze. Example is better than precept. pragati mATe AcAranI jarUra che, pracAranI jarUra nathI. khAvuM, pIvuM ane sukhethI jIvana pasAra karavAmAM vananI mahattA nathI, paraMtu "mAre siddha thavuM che, prabhu! mAre tArA jevu thavu che' AvI tamannA kSaNe kSaNe jAgavI joIe. mahuttAnI AzA rAkhavAnI che, mahattvAkAMkSI banavAnuM nathI. ApaNane pharsTa kalAsa pAsa thavu game che, paNa bIjo koI phasTa kalAsa Ave te ApaNane gamatu nathI. A vicAra pragati karAvatA nathI, paNa avagati tarapha dhakele che. ApaNe pUrNa banavAnu che, bIjAne pUrNa banAvavAnA 169 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA * che. ApaNI sAthe badhAne nekSagAmI banAvavAnA che. prApta thayela zaktine pragati pRthe vikasAvI anyanA AtmAne vikasita karavAnA ne pragatimaya manAvavA che. * vi jIva karuM zAsanarisa'nI bhAvanAne jIvI batAvavAnI che. tethI mana ucca bhUmikAe pahoMcaze, udAratA sabhara banaze ane saMkucitatA zUnyamAM pariNamaze. mamatvamAM koI bhAga paDAve te ApaNane gamatu nathI. bhautika vastue duHkhamaya che, paNa pAramArthikatAmAM sukha che. e STi jIvanane AdhyAtmika banAve che. tethI pragatimAM prANa purAro. yAda kare| zAlibhadranA pUrvabhavane garIma mAtAe mAgI lAvela vastunI khIra banAvI, lADakA dIkarAne khAvA mATe garama khIra thALImAM ThAravA mUkI. mAtA pANI bharavA gaI. bhUkhyA DAMsa thayela khALakane thayu' ke ' koI atithi Ave ne A khIramAM bhAga ApuM, ' pahelAM atithine ApavAnA vicAra Ave chene pachI khAvAnA vicAra Ave che. bhAvanA utkaTa hatI. atithi padhAryA AnadanI avadhi na rahetAM adhIya khIra vahorAvI dIdhI. A zuddha bhAvanAe aDhaLaka saMpattinA mAlika zAlibhadra banAvyA. yogya bhUmimAM mIja vAvavAmAM Ave tA ekamAMthI aneka bIja UgI nIkaLe che. sAdhu mahArAjanA dharma upadezathI bhUkhyA garIma 170 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA bALakanA dilamAM bhAvanAnI utkaTatAe puNyanuM bhAthuM bAMdhyuM ane aDhaLaka saMpattine te mAlika banyuM. dAna-zIla-tapa ane bhAvathI puNya prApti thAya che. pragati sAdhavA mATe vAMcana, vicAra ne anubhava Avazyaka che. A mATe viSaya-kaSAya ne meha-mamatA tyAgavAnA che. te dhyAna sAthe jJAna, manana, ciMtananI jarUra che. A badhA guruvANInuM zravaNa hitakArI che. je kALe je thavAnuM che, te thavAnuM ja che, paNa dharmadhyAnathI aMtaranuM sukha maLe che, ArtadhyAnathI duHkha maLe che. AMtarika anubhava AtmAne ananya AnaMda karAve che. tethI AtmA prasanna ne praphullita bane che ane vikAsa paMthe vaLI pragatinA pravAhamAM vihAra kare che. AtmA jyAM pragati paMthe vaLe ke prakAzano pUMja pallavita banavAnAM ane paMtha saraLa-sahaja banavAne. tethI pragati sAdhI zakAya che. prakAza pAmI zakAya che. 171 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* ! samasyA ane samAdhAna anaMta upakArI anaMta jJAnI jinezvara paramAtmAnA pitAnA pravacanamAM anaMta karuNA sAthe eke eka zabdamAM jagatanA chAnuM anaMta duHkha-darda chupAyela che. temAM vedanA che. anaMta karuNAsabhara zrI jinezvara paramAtmAe ekAnta jagatane ugAravA mATe dezanA (pravacana)mAM eka atimaulika presa-process (prakriyA darzAvI che. vizvavata samagra jIvAtmA paramAtmA bane tevo parama kAruNya (vAtsalya) bhAva hato, bhava bhramaNathI mukti meLavavAnI tAlAvelI joIe. paramAtmA banavAnI AMtarika tatparatA haze, te paramAtma pada prApta thaze. paramAtmAe jAgRtinuM sUtra Apela che. eke eka zabda suSupta AtmAne jAgrata karavA mATe jaLa samAna che. e jaLasiMcanathI AtmA jAgrata banI jAya, vyakti nirveda maya banI jAya ane svayaM svarUpa prApta karI zake. paramAtmAe jIvanane paricaya mRtyunA mAdhyama dvArA Apela che. jIvana eka samasyA che. paramAtmAe aMtima dezanA vakhate kahyuM: "he gautama, samaya pramAda na kara." 172 For Private And Personal Use Only

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gautamanA mAdhyama dvArA sarva AtmAne jAgrata karyA. samayano pramAda jIvanane mATe ghAtaka banI jAya che. pramAda-mRtyu para prahAra karyo. zabdonI sAdhanA svayaM prakAzita bane te mATe jIvanane paricaya Ape. hAlanuM jIvana te sAcuM jIvana nathI, paraMtu jvALAmaya che. life of man is the field of battle. jIvana eTale satata saMgharSa. tyAM samasyAnuM samAdhAna nahIM maLe. svayaMne svayaMmAM beja karavAnI che te svayaM prApta nahIM thAya te solution zuM che? cittanA samAdhAnathI samAdhAna thaze. jagatanI ArAdhanA-sAdhanA cittanI svasthatA-samAdhAnamAMthI prApta thaze. svayaM AtmAne paricaya-svayaMnuM mUlyAMkana karavAnuM che. A paristhitimAM jIvana aMge, tyAga aMge, jagata aMge vicAravAnuM che. tyAganI bhUmikA-samarpaNanI bhUmikAmAM laI javA mATe pravacana che. paraMtu ahIM te yAcanA che, daridratA che. je dAridra che, te svayaM mAlika nathI. jIvananI daridratA e mahAna samasyA che. jIvana mAgavA mATe nathI, arpaNa karavA mATe che. ajJAnanA aMdhakAramAM bhamavA mATe jIvana nathI, samya darzanathI prakAza meLavavA mATe che. jIvanane artha samajAI jAya te mUcha cAlI jAya. 1e For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA keTalAka leke kahetA Ave che: "mahArAja ! ATaATalI ArAdhanA karavA chatAM citta samAdhAnamAM rahetuM nathI. navakAravALI gaNatAM cittanI ekAgratA thatI nathI." cittanI asvasthatA e eka roga che, ArAdhanA vikAra che. A aMge lokomAM jANakArI nathI. haMmeza samapaNamAM AnaMda che. A human psychology che. kaI ema kahetA nathI ke "mahArAja, neTa gaNatAM mana bhaTake che, paNa ema kahe che ke "navakAra gaNatAM mana bhaTake che. A vikAra che. tethI zuddha AtmA thatuM nathI ne tethI paramAtmA prApti thatI nathI. ciMtananA UMDANamAM javAthI vItarAgatA sahaja prApta thAya che. te mATe bhUtakALanA aMdhakAramAM bhaTakavAnuM nathI ke bhaviSyanI kalpanAmAM rAcavAnuM nathI, paNa vartamAnamAM taravAnuM che. A saMsAranA mAdhyama dvArA sarjana karavAnuM che. jIvana AtmAnA sarjana mATe che, jIvana visarjana mATe nathI. jIvana maulika mUlyavAna tane prApta karavA mATe che. pUrvabhavanA saMskAra dvArA Aje saMsAramAM jJAna prApta thAya che. te kaI yunivarsiTImAM prApta nahIM thAya. bhagavAna mahAvIre AtmAnuM vijJAna batAvela che. jagatamAM keI te batAvI zakela nathI. jagatanuM vijJAna sarva vinAzanI bhUmikA para racAyela che, tyAre AtmAnuM 174 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa vijJAna vikAsa-sarva kalyANanI bhUmikA para racAyela che. jagatanuM vijJAna vikRta banAve che, tene saMskArI banAvavA paramAtmAe samarpaNanI bhUmikA batAvI che. temanA zabdomAM duHkha che, darda che, karuNAthI bharela che. parama padane bhaktA banavAne mArga paramAtmAe darzAvela che. jagatamAM koI ne koI prakAre saMgraha karavAmAM Ave che. paramAtmAe saMgrahane badale samarpaNanI bhAvanA batAvI. samarpaNa viruddha saMgrahane saMgharSa che. zarIra choDavAnuM che, jagata cheDavAnuM che, saMgraha choDavAne che, saMsAra cheDavAne che, A badhuM samajIne ame pahelethI saMsAra choDyo che, ne sAdhanAmAM AgaLa jaIe chIe. jyAM tyAganI bhUmikA che, tyAM viveka prApta thAya che. jagata apUrNa che. tyAM pUrNatA lAvavA tyAganI jarUra che, tRptinI jarUra che. vartamAna jagatamAM apUrNatA che, tethI tyAM daridratA che; tyAM bhIkha che. te jIvanane pUrNa banAvavA mATe saMtoSanI jarUra che. saMtoSa vagara bhUkha nahIM maTe. jyAM samarpaNa nathI, tyAga nathI, dhyeya nathI, tyAM svayaM kema prApta thAya? jIvanane paricaya mRtyunA mAdhyama dvArA hoya che. jIvananI harapaLa mRtyu tarapha jaI rahela che. mAnavatA jAgrata karI dhyAnapUrvaka paricaya prApta kare. svayaM bhAgyanuM nirmANa kare. 175 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa saMpatti, sattA cAlyA jaze. kAla joIne Ajano vicAra kare. mRtyu jeI sAvadhAna thAva. tamAre tyAM gArDa haze. sikyuriTI gArDa haze, paheredAra haze, puNayathI prApta thayela parivAra haze, paNa mota Avaze te kaI paheregIra tene rokI zakaze nahIM. eDavokeTa janarala keTemAMthI sTe-orDara lAvI zakaze nahI, ke prathama kakSAne phijhiziyana haze to tenI goLIthI mRtyu kSaNavAra thaze nahIM. jIvana sarvasva chatAM jIvana prApta nathI karI zakAtuM. jIvanamAM eTaluM badhuM dila-dimAgamAM bharyuM che ke tyAM bIju kAMI bharI zakAtuM nathI. svayaM ja svayaMne prApta karavA manokAmanA sevatA nathI. koI makAnamAM badhI vastuo bharI de, goDAuna banAvI de. keI kaheH "A cIja rAkhe." tame kahezeH "eTaluM badhuM bharyuM che, ke lezamAtra avakAza nathI." tema tamArA dila-dimAgamAM eTaluM badhuM bharyuM che ke pravacana dvArA kAMI Supply karuM te te mATe avakAza nathI- Vacancy nathI. AkhA jagatane vicAra karanAra svayaMne vicAra karatuM nathI. saMsAra samasyA che. tenuM samAdhAna prApta karavA prayatna nathI. saMsAra tyAM samasyA. tyAM svasthatA haze te samAdhAna For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA prApta thaze samAdhi maLaze. tame keTalIka bAbate amone pAchI Ape che. mahArAja kaheH "saMsAra asAra che. jIva karmavaza che. karma pramANe jIva saMsAranuM paribhramaNa kare che. sAdhu te AcArane mArga batAve che. jIvanamAM jAgRti Ave te mATe pravacana Ape che. tyAre tame zuM javAba Ape che? "sAheba, zuM karIe, mehanIya karmane udaya che. karmavaza badhuM karavuM- bhogavavuM paDe che. Apa rahyA sAdhu-ame te saMsArI. pApa karavAM paDe che. eTale Ane artha e thaye ke sAdhu dharma karavA mATe che ke saMsArI pApa karavA mATe che! sAdhu jIvanane dharma ne marma samajAve che. zrAvake popakArI banavuM joIe, udAratA dAkhavavI joIe. udAratA dvArA kalyANa karavuM joIe. vitarAganI vANI-vItarAganI dRSTine joI nahIM, saMsAranI daSTie jIvana joyuM. tAre jyAre badhuM choDavAnuM che-apamAna sahana karIne rAjInAmuM-tyAgapatra ApavuM paDe, tenA karatAM samajIne AgaLathI tyAgI devuM uttama che. - sAdhu-saMte saMsArane samajIne AgaLa saMsAramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI gayA. 17 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa jIva ane jagatane paricaya karaze te jaNAze ke mUchIne tyAga nathI, mamatva bhayaMkara che. mamatva aneka samasyA UbhI kare che. vyaktie bhUtakALanI bhramaNa sevavAnI nathI, bhaviSyakALanI kalpanAmAM rAcavAnuM nathI. vartamAnane samajavAne che. saMsAra choDavAne che, zarIra cheDavAnuM che. mamatva ne mUcha jAya te samarpaNanI bhUmikA AvI jAya. kya zraddhAnA praznano jJAna uttara Ape che ke, ApaNuM ja siddhAMtene sauthI moTo pracAraka hoya to te hadaya che. jIvanamAM sauthI saraLa ne zreSTha pustaka te saMsAra che. sauthI vadhu vizvAsu mitra bhagavAna ane sauthI moTuM je kaI duHkha hoya te prAptimAM asaMtoSa che. 178 For Private And Personal Use Only

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|| * sahanazIlatA sahana tananuM che jyAM, tyAM dahana che karmanuM. sahanazIlatA mAnavane mahAna banAve che. duHkha Ave samatA rAkhavAnI che. duHkha denAra meTA nathI, duHkha sahana karanAra meTA che. pratikULatAnuM joDANa thayuM hoya, te te che karma vipAkane udaya. dukha utpanna karanAra AtmA je che, te duHkha sahanAra paNa AtmA ja che. karmane vipAka pUrNa thatAM duHkha cAlyuM jaze. eka divasa sekreTisanI patnI sekreTisa upara khUba ja gusse thaI paNa sekreTisa te zAMtithI samatAthI vAMcate hato. AthI sekreTisanI patnI vadhu cIDAI. te vakhate sekreTisa bahAra nIkaLe, te gaMdu pANuM teNIe sekreTisa para reDyuM. AthI sokreTisa bolyA : "garjanA thAya te varasAda varasa joIe." ane sahanazIlatAthI patnIne gura zAMta thaI gaye. sahanazIlatA sAthe saMyamane sathavAre hoya che. vikArene, vikane saMyamita rAkhavAthI zAMti prApta thAya che. cittazuddhi mATe saMyamanI ghaNuM jarUra che, ane tyAM gatimAM pragati thAya che. jyAM saMyama che, tyAM zakti che. IndriyenA viSaya-kaSAyane saMyamita rAkhavAthI 17, For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNya vipula zakti utpanna thAya che, ne cetanya prakAza tarapha pagaraNa mAMDe che. baMdUkanI zakti karatAM vIryavAna AtmAmAM zakti vadhAre che, tethI ja gAMdhIjIe satya ahiMsAthI aneka bhautika zaktivALA sAme jIta meLavI. baLavAna rAvaNane sAmane eka kemalAMgI sItA karI zakI. 2AkhanI DhagalIo jevI aneka strIo karatAM eka taNakhA jevI saMyamI satI strI caDiyAtI che. jyAM sahiSNutA che, jyAM saMyama che, tyAM jIvana saMvAdita che. tyAM ekAgratA ne AnaMdanuM sarjana che. sarjana e ja mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA che. jIvanane utkRSTa banAvavA mATe satata jAgrata rahevAnuM che. eka nAnAmAM nAnuM chidra nAvane DubADI de che, eka nAnAmAM nAne taNakhe gaMjInA goDAunane bhasma karI nAkhe che. eka nAnAmAM nAnI bhUla mAnavane virATamAMthI vAmana banAvI mUke che. je mANase sahana karIne moTA thayA temane yAda karavAnA che. sudarzana zeThe sahana karyuM, te Aje prAtaHsmaraNIya banI gayA. "bharaphesaranI sajhAya yAda kare. e badhA AtmAe akaNa sahanazIlatA keLavI hatI. temanA saMyamanI suvAsa Aja sudhI rahI che. prabhu mahAvIradeve upasargo zAMtipUrvaka sahyA ne Aje aneka hRdayamAM sthAna pAmI rahyA. AmanI pAse jJAna dazA hatI. hasatAM hasatAM For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNa duHkhane sahana karIne karmanI nijara karI. jIvanane zuddha banAvyuM, AtmAne vikAsa sAdhye. A mATe jIvanane prabhunA caraNamAM samapita karavAnuM che ne kahevAnuM che ke, "bhabhava tuma caraNanI sevA, huM te mAguM chuM devAdhidevA." saMyama keLavavA mATe zubha ne zuddha AlaMbana joIe. AvuM AlaMbana navapada-siddhacakra che-AthI maitrI, pramada, kAya ane mAdhyasthabhAva utpanna thAya che. pRthvI sahana kare che, tethI te phaLadrupa banI. aneka suMdara pAka utpanna kare che. mAtA sahiSNutAnI mUrti che, mATe te pUjanIya che. je sahe che, te hase che. paththara sahana kare che ne te pratimA banI pUjanIya bane che. kheDUta sahana kare che ne te jagatane tAta kahevAya che. nadInA pANI saMyamarUpI kAMThA vacce vahe che, te te anekane jIvana ape che, aneka para upakAra kare che. sAdhu sahana kare che ne pUjanIya bane che. - jyAM sahiSNutA ne saMyama che, tyAM jIvana UrdhvagAmI ane che; AtmAne vikAsa thAya che ane anekane upakArI banI zake che. prabhunI eALakha-tenI samajaNa mAnavAmAM anekavidha saddaguNe vikasAve che. mAnava pitAne samajI, Avela duHkhe te karmone paripAka che, tema mAnI te zAMtithI sahana kare che. tethI tene vikAsa thatuM jAya che. Ama sahiSNutA ne saMyama jIvanarathanAM be paiDAM che, jethI jIvana ucca parama pade saraLatApUrvaka pahoMcI zake che. 181 For Private And Personal Use Only

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| sahiSNa mUrti sarovara kinAre pakSIyugalane jotAM pavanaMjyane aMjanA pratye karela anyAya samajAya che. pitAnI bhUla lAge che. tethI rAtre yuddhamedAnamAMthI ghera Ave che ne savAra paDatAM pahelAM te cAlyA jAya che. jatAM jatAM teNe potAnI mudrikA aMjanAne ApI. gharamAM keIne pavanaMjaya AvyAnI khabara na paDI. vakhata jatAM aMjanAnA sagarbhAnA cipha pragaTa thayAM. sAsune tenA cAritra aMge zaMkA paDI temane thayuM aMjanAnA doSathI ja pavanaMjaya 22 varSathI bolAvate nathI. A rIte aMjanAne kalaMkinI mAnIne tene piyara dhakele che. gAmaloke tenA prati tiraskAra varasAve che. te thAkIne, hArIne pitAne tyAM jAya che. tyAM paNa te ja hAla! mAtApitA aMjanAne saMgharavA taiyAra nathI. bhAI kahe che ke, eka AMgaLIe sApa karaDayo hoya te ApaNe te AMgaLI kApI nathI nAkhatA ?"--paNa mAbApa te sAMbhaLavA-samajavA taiyAra nathI. temaNe kahyuM : "aMjanA A5NuM che, paNa kalaMktiA banyA pachI ApaNA gharamAM te na joIe." aMjanA bhAgyamAM mAnatI hovAthI bhAgya sAme laDe che ane jaMgalamAM cAlI jAya che. mANasa upavAsa karI zake For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA che, paNa apamAna sahana karI zakatuM nathI. jaMgalamAM phaLaphUla khAIne te jIvana gujAre che. tyAM eka divasa vidyAcaraNa muninAM darzana thAya che. muni tene dharmalAbha AzIrvAda Ape che, ane munine pitAnA karma vize pUche che. muni cAra jJAnanA jJAtA che. dIkarInI mAphaka aMjanA gurunI AgaLa pitAnuM haiyuM bole che. bhayaMkara rogavALAne speziyAlisTa DokaTaranI jarUra paDe che, tema kaSAyavALAne ane vyasanIne gurunI khUba ja jarUra paDe che. aMjanA duHkhI khUba thaI che, ane te hRdaya khelIne pitAnA dukhanI vAta gurune kahe che tathA kahe che : duniyAmAM mAruM keI nathI." - guru : "evuM belo nahIM, A haraNa, sasalAM, pazu-pakSIonuM ahIM koNa che? ApaNe ekalA AvyA, ekalA javAnA chIe. AtmA ekale che, mATe, tame ciMtA na kare. tema ja tArAM badhAM duHkhene dUra karanAra putra tane janmaze." satyane sUrya kadI Athamate nathI, paNa thoDuM dukha AvatAM ApaNe ApaNuM levala gumAvI besIe chIe. guru kahe che : "tamAro putra pAMca bhavathI ArAdhanA karate karate Ave che ane A ja bhave me janAre che." 183 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA AthI aMjanAne ghaNe saMtoSa thayuM. tyAra pachI teNe pitAnA duHkhanuM kAraNa pUchayuM, tyAre gurue kahyuM: "azubha karmone lIdhe ja tamAre duHkha sahana karavuM paDyuM." aMjanA : "e kevI rIte?" guru = sAMbhaLa, pUrve kanakarAya rAjAne lakSamIvatI ane kanakedarI be rANI hatI, lakSamIvatI ati suMdara hovAthI kanakedarI tenI IrSyA kare che. "rAjA lakSmIvatIne vadhu cAhe che." ema tenA manamAM thayA karatuM. tethI te lakSamIvatIne herAna karavA Dagale ne pagale prayatna kare che. prabhunI sevA ane patinI sevA-e ja lakSamIvatInA mukhya Adarzo hatA. bhagavAnanI bhakti bhAvapUrvaka karatI. bhagavAna vinA te kSaNabhara rahI zakatI nathI. tene herAna karavA kanakedarI bhagavAnane ukaraDAmAM saMtADI de che. te bhagavAna 22 ghaDI ukaraDAmAM rahe che. pachI guru kahe che : "he aMjanA! te kanakerIne jIva ja tuM che ane te prabhunI pratimAne viyega lakSamIvatIne 22 ghaDI sudhI karAve, tethI A bhavamAM tamane tamArA patine 22 varSane viyega thaye. have tene aMta AvI rahyo che, mATe dukhane ApanAra pitAnAM ja karmo che." aMjanAe pitAnA duHkhamAM hiMmata rAkhI. nava mAsa pUrNa thatAM nadI kinAre vRkSa nIce bALakane janma thayo. A bALaka caramazarIrI ane mokSe janAra AtmA hate. For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA AvA nirjana jaMgalamAM ajanA tenA janma mahAtsava kevI rIte ujavI zake ? tethI te nirAza thAya che ne raDe che. te raDatI hatI tyAre pratisUya tyAMthI peAtAnA vimAnamAM pasAra thAya che, strInA raDavAnA avAja sAMbhaLI nIce AvyA. aMjanAne maLyA ane vAtacItamAM jaNAyu ke aMjanAnA te mAmA hatA. te pAtAnA vimAnamAM badhAne laI jAya che. vimAnamAM teAraNeA ghaNAM hAvAthI khALaka kUdAkUda karatAM vimAnamAMthI paDI jAya che, paNa jIvatu rahe che, 22 varSoMnA saMcama pachInu A mALaka hatu. jevI chIpa tevu mAtI hoya che, tejasvI mAtA samAna tejasvI bALaka che. A mAju pavanajaya yuddhamAMthI ghare Ave che, eTale ajanAne maLavA tenA mahelamAM jAya che. tyAM aMjanA na hAvAthI mA pAse jAya che. * aMjanA kayAM ?' ema pUche che eTale mAne Azcaya thAya che. patranajayane aMjanAnI avagaNanAnI khabara paDe che. tenI zeAdhamAM jIvana khacI nAkhe che ane musIbatanA Dhaga oLaMgyA pachI aMjanA maLe che ane chelle jIvanane sayama mAge vALe che. 185 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* | samAdhi " ziSTa mANasA aziSTa khAtA nathI ' ema manarekhAe peAtAnA jeTha maNirathane kahevaDAvyuM tathA kahyuM : " A jIve anaMtA bhavA kAma ane arthanI pAchaLa veDaphI nAMkhyA, paNa AtmA amara na anya. je eka bhava prabhunI pAchaLa vAparIe te eka bhavamAM mukti maLI jAya." AhAra, nidrA, bhaya, maithunanI kriyA tiyaca kare che. te kriyA ApaNe karIe chIe. ghaDapaNamAM ApaNe vicAra karIe chIe ke yauvanamAM me' mAruM zarIra bhAgamAM vAyu, tenA karatAM prabhubhaktimAM vAyu heAta temane meAkSa maLI jAta. kAmanI khAtara, dhananI khAtara kuTuMbane cheADI daI e chIe, paNa eka varSa prabhu thavA mATe vAparIe teA jIvana dhanya thaI jAya che. saMsAranI mAyAmAM pANI levIe chIe. yuvAnIne kAmamAM ane ghaDapaNane amAM vAparavAnAM nathI. vRddha mANasane kAma cheADatA nathI. maNirathanA manamAM kAma jAgelA che, tethI manarekhAne meLavavA te kAvAdAvA karI rahyo che. eka vAra madanarekhA ane tenA pati yugamAThuM latA 186 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA maMDapamAM sUI gayAM che; tyAre maNize vicAra karyAM ke yugamahune mArI nAkhu tA ja manarekhA mane maLe. Ama vicArIne yugamAhune khaMjara mArIne maNiratha cAlyA gayA. madanarekhAe joyuM ke peAtAnA pati alpa samayanA mahemAna che, tethI teNe peAtAnI pharaja adA karI. yugamAhunA AtmAne Ata dhyAnamAMthI dhama dhyAnamAM lAvavA prayatna karyAM. re pApI AtmA paNa navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa kare to te sadgati pAme che, mATe jIvanabhara navakAramatrane smaryA karavAnA che. yugamAhune lAgyuM : " huM to ekale ALye chu ne ekaleA javAno chuM. mATe maitrI bhAvanAthI mAre javu uttama che. yugakhADunI chellI kSaNa madanarekhAe sudhArI lIdhI. yugamAhuno AtmA deha cheADI cAlyA gayA. madanarekhAnA haiyAmAM deva, gurune dhama hatAM; te ghara cheDI cAlI nIkaLI. manarekhA garbhavatI hatI. samaya thatAM bALakanA janma thayA. A samaye madanarekhA vicAre che ke rUpa ane amAM mANusa AtmAne bhUlI jAya che, ane na karavAnAM kAma karI nAkhe che. manarekhAne thayuM ke A rUpathI meM zuM zu gumAvyuM ? patine gumAvyeA, dharane ane bhAI e Dyu. 187 For Private And Personal Use Only

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lAIne mArI nAkhyuM ! navaprasUtA madanarekhA mahAsatIjI navajAtazizune vRkSapatramAM lapeTI vRkSa nIce suvaDAvI mahAsatIjI nikaTavatI jaLAzaye zarIrazuddhi, vazuddhi karavA gayAM. tyAM tArAnI hAthI Avye ne madanarekhAne sUMDhamAM laIne cAhyA jAya che, tyAre madanarekhA * arihaMta, ariha'ta'nuM smaraNa kare che. te samaye maNiratha vidyAdhara tyAMthI pasAra thAya che, te mananarekhAne bacAve che. manarekhAne jotAM maNirathanA manamAM kAma jAgI jAya che. preraNA vidyAdhare hAthInA bhayamAMthI madanarekhAne macAvI. have madanarekhAne kAmanA bhayamAMthI maNirathane bacAvavAnA che. madanarekhAne peAtAnA rUpathI vairAgya AvI gaye. peAtAnuM rUpa, tene virUpa lAgyuM. vidyAdharanA kAmajvara jJAnInI vANIthI UtarI jAya che. madanarekhA vidyAdharane pUche che ke mArA putranu zu thayuM ? teNe kahyuM ke mithilA nagarInA niHsaMtAna rAjA tene laI gayA che ane tyAM premathI rANI tene uchere che. je strIne peAtAnAM bALaka, pati, ghara gayAM hoya te khUba du:khI du:khI thaI jAya che. chevaTe vidyAdharane kahe che ke, " mane jAtrA karavA naMdIzvara dvIpa laI jAva." 188 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA manarekhA ne maNiratha ane gurune vadana karavA jAya che, tyAre guru temanA mananA bhAva jANI jAya che, tethI gurue brahmacaya nA mahimA samajAye. duniyAmAM koI siddhi meLavavI hoya teA brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavu joI e. tenI asara vidyAdhara para sArI thaI ne jAgyA tyArathI savAra gaNI teNe gurunI pAse brahmaca vrata lIdhuM. viveka A jIvana nAzavata che. mATe UThe, jAge ane cetI jAe. hajI khAjI hAthamAM che. sa MsAramAM sArabhUta tevA dharmanI ArAdhanA kare, pApathI pAchA hatI jAya ane puNyakArya mAM AgaLa vadhe, alpa jIvanamAM je meLavavAnu che te meLavI leA. AyuSya alpa che. tyAre marI jaIzuM tenI khabara nathI. mATe kAle karavAnu Aje ane Aje karavAnuM atyAre ja. 129 For Private And Personal Use Only

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* tRSAtyAga saMsAra e te tRSA che. te tRSA saMsAranI vRddhi karAve che. tRSAnI tRpti mATe prabhunA premapIyUSanI jarUra che. te pAmavA mATe A mahAmUlA manuSyabhava maLyA che, ane AtmakalyANanI badhI sAmagrI ApaNane maLI gaI che, chatAMya manuSyabhavane pastInI mAphaka veDaphI rahyA chIe. jo A bhavanI bhavyatA nahI' samajAya teA AtmAnI divyatA prApta nahIM thAya. pUrva sacita puNyathI je prApta thayela che, tene adhama kAryomAM khacI nAkhavAnu nathI. sulasAnA badhA putrA marI gayA chatAM duHkhI thayA vagara prabhu mahAvIranAM daza na karavA gaI. te mAnatI hatI ke ' je cheDavAnu" che, te chUTI gayu che, je peAtAnu che, te kadI jatuM nathI ane je jAya che, te mAruM nathI " AvA jJAnane kAraNe te vaMdanIyapUjanIya banI. AvA jJAnanI prApti mATe jJAnacakSunI jarUra che. A mATe ekAMtamAM peAtAnA AtmAnI sAthe vicAraNA karavAnI che. vAsanA, asacama ane kAma-viSayane dukhAvavAnA nathI, paNa temane samajAvavAnA che, temane tyAganA rAhe laI javAnA che. tyAgamAM ja sukha samAyeluM che, viSayAmAM sukha nathI. jema jema devaleAkamAM 190 For Private And Personal Use Only

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zaraNA upara jaIe, tema tema dehane sparza cAlyA jAya che ane mAnasika sukha vadhatuM jAya che. pahelA bAra devaka pachI nava vaiveka, pAMca anuttara ane tenA upara siddha zilA che. cauda rAjalakane bhAga UbhelA ne be hAtha keDe dIdhelA hoya tevA manuSya AkArane che. moDhAmAM pAMca anuttara che ane mastaka upara siddha zilA che. pahelA be devalemAM papama ane sAgaropamanuM AyuSya hoya che, tyAM manuSya karatAM sukha ane sparza atyadhika zreSTha hoya che. traNathI pAMca devaloka sudhI sparza nathI, tyAM draSTithI ja saMtoSa thAya che. chaThThA ne sAtamA devakamAM vAte ane dRSTithI ja saMtoSa thAya che. AThamA devalokamAM devInA saMgItathI saMtoSa thAya che. pachInA develakamAM AmAMnuM kaMI paNa hetuM nathI. vaivekamAM jJAnIonAM vacananI vicAraNA heya che. anuttaramAM tetrIsa sAgaropama jJAnInAM vacanAmAM ane vacanA rAgamAM pasAra thaI jAya che. puNyAnubaMdhI puNya AvatAM tyAgadazA vadhatI jAya che, ane tyAgamAMthI ja sAru sukha dekhAya che. tyAgamAM manane vALavAnuM che, keLavavAnuM che tyAgamAM tRpti che, tyAgamAM mukti che. saMskAra sArAM kapa paheravAmAM nathI, paNa tyAgamAM che. 191 For Private And Personal Use Only

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preraNA Aje leke pasAthI, sattAthI, lAgavagathI, rUpathI badhAne mApI rahyA che. paNa temAM satya ke satva nathI. sAdharmika vAtsalya pAchaLa tyAganI bhAvanA rahela che. parigrahanI tRSA pAchaLa mAnavI dezyA kare che. te tRSAne tyAga karavA mATe A che. sAdharmika vAtsalyamAM keImekSe janAra AtmA jamI jAya te jIvana dhanya banI jAya. mAnavamAM mAnavatA che, divyatA che, pavitratA che. te divyatAthI tene tathA jagatane jovAnuM che. caMdana svane tyAga kare che, te sugaMdha ne zItaLatA Ape che. jyAre tyAgane pari pAka uttama haze, te te tyAgInI maheMka cetarapha phelAze. ane tyAgI AgaLa bhegI name che mATe A bhautika saMsAramAM mAnavIne aneka prakAranI tRSA herAna kare che, tene tapAve che, taraphaDAve che ane jIvanane vRthAne vyAdhimaya banAvI mUke che. aneka baMgaDIne avAja rAjavIne zULa je lAgatuM hatuM. tene tyAga thavAthI zAMti lAgI. te pAMca iDhiyenA viSaya-kavAyanI tRSA nAbUda thaze, te upara saMyama Avaze te dhIre dhIre vikArane, vikalpane tyAga thaze ane jIvana prakAza paMthe viharI divyatAne AsvAda anubhavaze. 12 For Private And Personal Use Only

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bhAnubhayo ghaTajJAna ANIMLI bhora zrI aruNodaya phAunDezana SHREE ARUNODAYA FOUNDATION AHMEDABAD * BOMBAY * * * BANGALORE * MADRAS mudra : hemAMga prinTasa" sTeTa, goregAMva (pU), bhu54-400013. pannA 0-32TrIya For Private And Personal Use Only