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________________ * INDIA ane cAhaETRNA fill in 1. ke je * * LIMI T 1"ILIT Atma jyoti prakAza visvazAMticAhaka
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________________ vi. . A graM. puSpa 11 sAhama sADahama %0 sADaham sADaham maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya ( vicAra rahasya ) bhAga-4 lekhaka tathA saMkalanakAra : vizvazAMti cAhaka mADaham khAMdhelA pApa jananAM bhava sava jeha, prabhu tArI stutithI kSaNamAM kSaya thAya teha, AleAka vyAsa nizitu bhamarA samAna aMdhAru', sUrya kiraNAthI haNAya jema. 1. je rakta netra, pika-kaMThe samAna kALA, UMcI kRSNe sarapa sanmukha AvanArA, tene niHzaka jana te ula dhI cAle, prabhu 'vanAma' nAgadamanI je diladhAre. 2. mUlya rUA. 12 jJAna khAte sADahama
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________________ 1, prakAzaka tathA prAptisthAna vizva aspRdaya AdhyAtmika graMthamALA vatI harasukharAya vI. mahetA puSpakuMja, phaleTa naM. 1 1/79-e, dikSita reDa, vilepArle (IsTa) muMbaI-400 0pa7 rakamArI raMjanadevI sau. zropha suzIlakumAra ena. pArekha mAnavamaMdira-sTeTa benka kolenI ravApara roDa-morabI-363641 . * dvitIyAvRtti : prata 1000-sana 1983 0 mudraka : zrI zakti prinTarI popaTalAla gokaLadAsa Thakkara 6, surendra hAusa, ghIkAMTA roDa, amadAvAda,
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________________ anukramaNikA, prakaraNa viSaya 1. namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna 2. hakAra vijJAna - 3. sohama vijJAna ja. 88 ha nama-maMtra vijJAna 5. zabdazaktinuM sAmarthya 6. maMtrapAsanA 7. sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna 8. maMtra vivAne prabhAva (prAcIna daSTAMte) 9. maMtra vidyAne prabhAva (avAcIna daSati)
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________________ prathamavRttinI prastAvanA maMtra vijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya" A pustaka vicAra rahasyanA cethA bhAga rUpe prakAzita thAya che. pahelA bhAgamAM vicAranuM rahasya batAvIne e samajAvyuM che ke jIva pAmaramAMthI prabhutA bhaNI kema pagalAM mAMDe che. potAnA vicArathI ja mAnava unnata bane che ane potAnA vicArathI ja patana pAme che. bIjA bhAgamAM e batAvyuM che ke aneka prakAranA azubha vicArothI mAnavane kevA re go. thAya che ane kevA vicArothI te rogamukta bane che. trIjA bhAgamAM AdhyAtmika utkrAnita karavAnA vicAronuM nirUpaNa karela che. Ama chatAM ghaNuM mAnavonuM mana mUDha hoya che teo pitAnA vicAronI gatine jANI zakatA nathI, to teo tene racanAtmaka kAryomAM pariNata te kevI rIte karI zake? evA sAmAnya mAnavo mATe jJAnIjanoe e mArga batAvyo che ke teo prabhunA nAmanuM smaraNa karIne manane vizuddha kare to tenA vicAranI gatine pragati karavA te samartha bane che ane prabhunA nAmanuM smaraNa karavAthI mAnavInI aMtarazuddhi. satvara thAya che. tenuM varNana cothA bhAgamAM karela che. ane pAMcamA bhAgamAM jeo cAra bhAgamAM batAvela sAdhano karIne prabuddha thayela che tenA mATe paramatirmaya, paramAtmAmaya banIne mokSapada prApti karavAne rasto batAvela che. A pramANe A pAMca bhAgamAM potAnA vicAronI, bhAvanI zuddhi karIne sAmAnya mAnavamAMthI kramika abhyAsa dvArA pAmaramAMthI prabhutAbhaNI prayANa karanAra mAnava eka divase potAnI Atmazuddhi dvArA paramAtmapadane pAme che, tenuM saceTa varNana karavAmAM Avela che. mAnavamAM je saSapta zakita apragaTapaNe rahela che tene pragaTa karavI te ja mAnava mAtranuM parama kartavya che. A kartavyanuM vivecana pAMca bhAgamAM batAvela che. je bhavyAtmA tene abhyAsa daDhatA pUrvaka khaMtathI karaze te avazya siddhinA sukhane bhaktA banaze.
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________________ prabhunuM smaraNa karavAthI zuM zuM lAbha thAya che? ane te zA mATe karavuM joIe? vagere vivecana manuSyoe rAtrinA chellA pahore nidrAne tyAga karavo joIe. eTaluM vaheluM na uThAya te pAchalI cAra ghaDI rAta rahe tyAre te jarUra jAgavuM joIe. vadhAre sUvuM te to ajJAnane vadhAranAra che. ALasa-pramAda vadhavAthI dAridravyatA paNa vadhe che. khorAka ane nidrA jeTalA pramANamAM vadhArIe teTalA pramANamAM vadhe che, ane ochA karIe teTalAM ochAM thAya che. AMkhamAM nidrA UDI jatAM tarata ja pathArImAM ne pathArImAM ja namaskAramaMtrano jApa kare zarU karI de. A vakhate zarIra ke vastro zuddha na hoya te paNa manamAM ja hoTha na cAle tevI rIte namaskAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavuM. jarA paNa pramAda na karo, kema ke nidrA pUrI thAya ke tarata ja navakAramaMtra gaNavAmAM na Ave te bIjA vyarthanA vicAra manamAM praveza karI jAya. tamane e vAtanI khabara ja haze ke kerA vAsaNomAM je vastu bharavAmAM Ave che tenI vAsa te vAsaNamAM besI jAya che. je lasaNa, DuMgaLI, hiMga che tevI ja vastu kerA vAsaNamAM bharI hoya te pachI te vastu kADhI lIdhA pachI paNa te vAsaNamAMthI tenI vAsa jatI nathI. e ja pramANe je te vAsaNamAM kezara, barAsa, kasturI ke tevI ja vastu kaI sArI vastu bharI mUkI hoya to te vastu kADhI lIdhA pachI paNa tevI ja vAsa Avaze. e ja nyAye ApaNe jyAre nidrita thayA hoIe tyAre ApaNuM mana nidrA AvavAthI zAMta thaI gayuM hoya che. te vakhate bIjA vicAre sthira thaI gayA ke dabAI gayA hoya che. eTale mana koruM thayA jevuM thaI jAya che. pAchA jayAre ApaNe jAgRta thaIe chIe tyAre te bhUlAI gayelA ke zAMta thayelA vicAre pAchA smRtipaTa para tarI Ave che,
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________________ paraMtu te vicAre smRtipaTa para ApaNe yAda karIe te ja Ave che. pitAnI meLe te vicAra Ave che tema lAge che paNa kharI rIte te ApaNane vicAra karavAnI ghaNI Teva paDI gayelI hovAthI ema lAge che ke vicAra karyA vinA tenI meLe ja yAda Ave che, paNa tema nathI. ApaNe yAda na karIe to kaMI ja yAda na Ave. ApaNane ApaNuM jIvanavyavahAranA ane vizeSa karIne je ApaNane vadhAre priya hoya tenA vicAre vadhAre Ave che. tenuM kAraNa e che ke ApaNe vAraMvAra tevI vAtone yAda karIe chIe, koI paNa dharmanA vicAre che tevA ja bIjA sArA vicAre tarata AvatA nathI. are ! navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karavAnuM paNa jAgRta thayA pachI bhUlI jaIe chIe. tenuM kAraNa e ja che ke tene ApaNe je vAraMvAra yAda karIe te pachI tenI Teva paDI jAya che. te pachI te paNa jarA, jarA vAramAM ane ApaNe dhArIe te vakhate paNa yAda Ave che. ahIM tamane ema vicAra thAya ke uThatAM veMta bIjA vicAra thAya te ApaNane zuM nukazAna thAya? Ano uttara e che ke A paNa vyavahAramAM tame ghaNIvAra keTalAka mANasane bolatAM sAMbhaLo cho ke bhAI! Aja amuka mANasanuM moDhuM joyuM hatuM ke nAma lIdhuM hatuM tethI A divasa AnaMdamAM gaye hate. ane amuka lAbha paNa thayo hate. A vAta taddana kADhI nAkhavA jevI nathI. uThatAM veMta A paNa sArA-nArA mANasanuM moDhuM joyuM hoya ke nAma lIdhuM hoya te ApaNI tevI sArI ke naThArI bhAvanA baMdhAya che. ane te bhAvanAnA pramANamAM ApaNuM mana majabUta ke nabaLuM thAya che. athavA pavitra
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________________ ke apavitra, majabUta ke nabaLI thayelI bhAvanAnA pramANamAM ApaNuM vana thAya che. sattAmAM rahelAM sArAM ke naThArAM karmo te ApaNI bhAvanAnA pramANamAM bahAra AvI ApaNane sukha ke duHkha Ape che. A uparathI ApaNe samajavAnu` che ke dhamAMthI jAgatA veMta paramAtmAnuM nAma levA maMDI javuM ane manarUpI kArAvAsaNamAM kharAba vicArA rUpI halakA padArtho na bharAvA pAme te pahelAM sArA vicArarUpI uttama padAtha bharI devA. tethI ApaNA AkhA divasa AnaMdamAM ya ate nukazAna na thAya. ? paramAtmAnuM nAma levAthI puNya baMdhAya che ane tethI ApaNe sukhI thaIe chIe. A paramAtmAnuM nAma keTalI vAra levu. teneA koI niyama nathI. levAya teTalI vAra levuM. jema vadhAre vAra laIe tema vadhAre phAyadA thAya che. koI pATha vadhAre vAra dhyAnapUrvaka gAkhyA hAya ke koI vAta ghaNI vAra yAda karI hoya te| te ghaNIvAra yAda Ave che. athavA tarata yAda Ave che, tema ja bhagavAnanuM nAma ghaNI vAra jyAnapUrvaka eTale ke khIjA koI ThekANe manane na parAvatAM ke khIjI kaI vAta yAda na karatAM temAM ja mana lagADIne lIdhuM. hAya te| AkhA divasa vyavahAranA kAmakAja karatAM hoIe te paNa te pavitra nAma yAda Ave che. ane te vadhAre vAra yAda AvatAM te vadhAre vAra ApaNe gaNIejapa karIe tA phAyadA paNa vadhAre thAya che. kuMbhAra jema vAsaNa banAvavAnuM cakkara vadhAre jorathI pherave tema te cakkara peAtAnI meLe keTalIka vAra sudhI kare che tema tame jeTalI lAgaNIthI ane jeTalI vAra paramAtmAnuM nAma lIdhu` haze. teTalI vAra pachI paNa vyavahAranA kAmamAM paNa te yAda AvyA karaze. A bAbatanA manamAM majabUta saMskAra pADavAthI mANasAnA ghaNAM
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________________ azubha karma ochAM thatAM temanuM mana nirmaLa thaI jAya che. ane temane AgaLa vadhavAmAM muzkelI naDatI nathI. A jiMdagImAM ja teo dhAre te mahAtmA puruSo paNa banI zake che. juo, keTalIvAra sudhI bhagavAnanuM nAma levuM te niyama nathI. tathApi jeo vadhAre vAra bhagavAnanuM nAma levAne ALasu che temaNe evo niyama rAkhavo ke sAta ke ekavIsa vAra te avazya bhagavAnanuM nAma UMgha UDe ke tarata ja laI levuM. jemane Akho divasa ke dareka prasaMgamAM bhagavAnanuM nAma ke pitAnuM kartavya yAda rAkhavAnI IcchA hoya temaNe eka kaI pada ke stavana yA jemAM potAnuM kartavya varNaveluM hoya yA vairAgya bhAva sUcavatuM hoya tevuM kaI pada laIne UThatA veMta ja dhIme, dhIme madhura rAge laMbAvIne, tenA arthamAM dhyAna ApIne vAraMvAra UMce svare bolavuM. tene eTale badhe daDha saMskAra baMdhAze ke divasanA koI paNa bhAgamAM ane kaI paNa kAmanA prasaMgamAM te padanuM amuka vAkyo tenA mukhamAMthI svAbhAvika rIte nIkaLyA ja karaze. eTaluM ja yAda rAkhavuM ke te pada ke vAkathana jeTaluM daDha saMskAra mana upara pADyo haze teTalI ja utAvaLathI te yAda Avaze. je saMskAra daDha paDyo nahi hoya to vAraMvAra yAda nahi Ave. te pada bolatI vakhate bIjA vicAre manamAM nahi Ave te ja daDha saMskAra mana upara paDaze e vAta khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavI. mana upara saMskAra pADavA mATe divasanA bhAgamAM hAlatAM-cAlatAM sUtAM-besatAM ke harakoI kAmakAja karatAM niraMtara manamAM navakAramaMtra gaNavAnI Teva rAkhavI. raste cAlavuM temAM paganuM kAma che. paga cAlavAnuM kAma karaze te vakhate e mana te vicAra karavAnuM potAnuM kAma zarU rAkhaze ja. te vakhate e vinA prayajananA sArA-kharAba vicAra karavA tenA karatAM paramAtmAnuM nAma manamAM laIe to keTaluM badhuM sAruM ? evI je rIte nakAmA beThA hoIe te avasare paNa vyarthanA nirUparogI
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________________ vicAra Ave teve vakhate paNa paramAtmAnuM nAma levuM joIe. jethI ghaNo ja lAbha thAya. tema ja rAtre pathArImAM sUtAM hoIe. ane nidrA na AvatI hoya, teve vakhate paNa prabhunA nAmanuM smaraNa kare te keTale badho lAbha thAya ? prabhunuM smaraNa karatAM, karatAM ghaNI vakhata tarata ja nidrA AvI jAya che, sUtI vakhate prabhunuM smaraNa -japa karavAthI svapna paNa sArAM-sArAM Ave che ane teTalA samaya mATe pApane mArga paNa baMdha thAya che. mATe niraMtara prabhunuM smaraNa karavAnI, nAma japavAnI Adata karavAthI te abhyAsa daDha thAya che. manamAM haTha na halAvatAM paramAtmAnuM nAma hAlatAM-cAlatAM game tevA sthaLe levAmAM Ave to paNa ghaNe ja lAbha thAya che ane sArA saMskAra manamAM paDe che tathA kharAba saMskArane nAza thAya che. cAlu svara pramANe paga nIce mUko. jyAre pathArIne tyAga karI nIce utaravuM hoya, tyAre svarane jovo. ApaNuM nAsikAnAM be chidro che, temAMthI zvAsa bahAra nIkaLe che, ane aMdara jAya che. te bane chidromAM eka sAthe to svara koIka ja vakhata cAle che. ghaNI vakhata te eka ja chidramAMthI svara cAle che. je nAsikAnA chidramAMthI svara cAlato hoya, te paga pathArImAMthI prathama nIce mUke. je bane nAsikAnA chidramAMthI svara sAthe cAlatuM hoya, te paga nIcA na mUkatAM pathArImAM besIne paramAtmAnuM smaraNa, japa karatAM rahevuM. banne svara cAlatA hoya te samaye nIcA utaravAthI ke koI paNa kAma karavAthI temAM lAbhane badale nukazAna thavAno saMbhava che. mATe teTalo samaya te prabhunuM nAma jagyA karavuM, lIdhA ja karavuM, jethI mana paNa sthira thAya che. banne svara vadhAre vakhata sAthe cAlatA nathI. thoDI ja vAramAM tenuM parivartana thAya che. - je nAsikAne svara cAlatuM hoya te paga nIce mUkI, pathArImAMthI uThavAthI Akho divasa AnaMdamAM jAya che tema ja je
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________________ vakhate je svara cAlatA hoya, te vakhate te bAjunA paga AgaLa dharI, pachI khInne paga upADIne cAlavAthI kadAca te kAma siddha na thAya, te paNa nukazAna thatu nathI. Ne bhAge te! tema vartavAthI ISTa kAryonI siddhi ja thAya che. jyAre sUvA TAIma thAya tyAre zuddha vastro dhAraNa karIne pavitra sthaLe besIne namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karavuM athavA peAtAnA ISTa devanuM smaraNa karavuM. sthaLa ane vo zA mATe pavitra rAkhavAM? ApaNe je zubhAzubha vicAra karIe chIe, tathA sAMsArika kriyAe karIe chIe, tenI ApaNA paherelAM vastro para paNa gheADI ghaNI asara thAya che. tenA milana paramANue te vastromAM pariNamI jAya che, temAM bharAI jAya che. te vicArAvALA mananA ke zarIra dvArA karAyelI kriyAnAM paramANue te sthaLamAM ke rUmamAM bharAI rahe che. tethI te pradezanuM vAtAvaraNa te paramANuvALu thaI jAya che. ane te sthaLamAM AvanAra mANasanA mana upara thADI agara vadhAre asara kare che. tevA malina vicArAthI vAsita thayelI jagyAmAM esI dhArmika kriyA karanAranA vicArAmAM sArA sudhArA thatA nathI, mana sthira thatu' nathI, ane bhaTakavA kare che. peAtAnA apavitra vicAra vALA mananuM A apavitra sthaLa paNa eka kAraNa che. tethI mana pavitra rahetuM nathI. ApaNA anubhavanI vAta che ke eka sthaLe kajiyA ke mArAmArI thatI hAya tyAM UbhA rahenArAnA mana upara tenI asara thayA vinA rahetI nathI. kadAca tame keI zAMta ane AtmaramaNatA karanAra ane karuNAnI mUrti samAna koI mahAtmAnA samAgamamAM Avaze te! tyAMnA pavitra vAtAvaraNanA kAraNathI tamArA vicAra| unnata thaI jaze. vividha prakAranI zubha bhAvanAe tamArA manamAM sphuravA mAMDaze. mATe
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________________ 11 ja kahevAmAM AvyuM che ke vastra zuddha paheravAM ane pavitra jagyAmAM dhArmika kriyAo ane paramAtmAnuM smaraNa karavuM, namaskAramaMtrane jApa kare. upara kahelA sAdhananI sagavaDatA na hoya te apavitra hoya ke pavitra hoya, nIrogI hoya ke regI hoya, paMca namaskAramaMtranuM dhyAna, smaraNa, japa karavAthI sarva pApathI mukta thavAya che. prabhunA nAmasmaraNathI pApano nAza thAya che, vizeSa e che ke apavitra vastra ke zarIravALAe te japa haTha na cAle tema manamAM kara." uttama prakArane jApa japanA traNa prakAra cheH utkRSTa, madhyama, jardhanya. pavAnI vidhithI jApa karavAmAM Ave te utkRSTa jApa kahevAya che kema ke temAM cittanI ekAgratA thAya che, mana sthira thAya che ane vyarthanA vicAro rekAI jAya che, tethI lAbha vadhAre maLe che. te jApanI vidhi nIce pramANe che : padmAsana para besIne meru daMDane sIdhe rAkhe, mastaka paNa sIdhuM ja rAkho ane netrane baMdha karIne tamArA hRdayamAM ATha pAMkhaDInuM kamaLa ciMto ane tenI aMdaranA bhAgamAM jema siddha cakramAM che tema nava padonuM sthApana kare eTale vacamAM arihaMta, upara siddha prabhu, bAjumAM AcArya, nIce upAdhyAya, bIjI bAjue sAdhu ane cAre khUNAmAM anukrame jJAna, darzana, cAritra ane tapa A cAra pada mUke. Ama karavAthI ka95nAmaya siddhacakranA maMDaLa jevuM maMDaLa thaze. have te nava padane jApa eka eka pada para manane sthira karIne cAlu kare. name arihaMtANaMA padane hRdayanI vacamAM rahela ATha pAMkhaDInA kamaLanI vacamAM rahela arihaMta bhagavAnanA akSaronI je
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________________ kalpanA karI che tenI sAme dRSTi rAkhIne bele. manamAM ja bele oSTha paNa na cAlavA joIe. e bolatI vakhate te padanA arthamAM bhAvapUrvaka mana lagAvIne ema kahe ke "arihaMtaprabhune huM bhAvapUrvaka namaskAra karuM chuM.' tyAra pachI manane name "siddhANaM' A pada para sthira kare ane jApa kare. tyAra pachI manane AcArya prabhunI je kalpanA karI hatI, temAM sthira karavuM. ane tenA arthamAM tadAkAra banavuM. tyAra pachI manane upAdhyAya padamAM lIna karavuM ema kramazaH nave padanI dhAraNamAM cittane saMlagna karavuM tethI mananI ekAgratA savizeSa thaze. madhyama prakArano jApa A japamAM mALA hAthamAM laIne japa karavo. kAraNa ke emAM manane roke temAM avalaMbane ochA che. tathA je pada mukhe bolAya tenA artha upara dhyAna ApavAthI mana sthira thAya che, eTale jApa sivAya mana bIje bhaTakatuM rekAya che. ane tethI jApanuM zreSTha phaLa maLe che. ahIMyAM namaskAra maMtranuM varNana karela che paraMtu japa karanAra pitAnA ISTadevane paNa japa karI zake che. jenI je bhAvanA te pramANe japa thaI zake che. prabhunA nAmane japa karatI vakhate evuM lakSa rAkhavuM ke A -jApa karavAthI mArA malina karmone nAza thAya che. mAruM mana zuddha thatuM jAya che. vicAronI zuddhi thAya che. ane tethI AtmAnuM svarUpa pragaTa thatuM jAya che. AvI bhAvanA daDha karIne, saMkalpa karIne pachI ja jApa zarU karavo. bhAvanAnI prabaLatA pramANe ja tamArA manamAM navIna pheraphAra thate tame anubhavazo. manamAM daDha saMkalpa kare ke huM je vakhate jeTalA samaya paramAtmAnuM smaraNa karuM chuM te samaye teTalIvAra malina vicAre, vAsanAo, ke ka upara hathoDAnA ghAnI mAphaka ghA paDe che. ane te karmone nirbaLa karI vikherI nAMkhe che, jApanuM baLa jeTaluM prabaLa haze teTaluM ja karmanuM baLa ochuM thaze.
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________________ 13 trIjA prakArane jA5 haradama manomana japa kare te. zarUAtamAM amuka saMkhyAne jApa karavo te niyama rAkha. jarUrI che. tethI mana niyamamAM rahe che. ane ALasa-pramAda dUra thAya. che. badhA prakAranA japathI lAbha thAya che. navapadamAM arihaMtaprabhu ane siddha prabhu e be deva che. AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu e traNa guru che ane e pAMca dharma che. ane jJAna, darzana, caritra, tapa e cAra dharma che. ema A jApamAM deva, guru ane dharmane namaskAra karavAmAM Ave che. eTale je sthitine ApaNe prApta karavI che tenA nAmanuM smaraNa, jApa karavAnuM che, kAraNa ke mAnasazAstrane aTala siddhAMta che ke je jevA bhAve jenuM je ciMtana kare tevo te thAya che. navapadane badale namaskAramaMtrano japa kare te paNa karI zakAya ane pitAnA ISTadevane jApa paNa karI zakAya. paraMtu jApamAM khAsa lakSa te e rAkhavAnuM che ke ekAgratA thavI joIe. jeTalI sthiratA teTalA karmamaLa dUra thAya che. ane je ISTasiddhi mATe japa karyo hoya te tenI siddhi paNa ekAgratA para ava. laMbita che. je dhyeyane anulakSI japa karavAmAM Ave che tenI siddhi thAya che. paraMtu khAsa lakSamAM rAkhavAnuM ke dunyavI sukhe kSaNabhaMgura che, nAzavaMta che ane Atmika sukha zAzvata che. te paramAtmAne amUlya jApa kSaNika vastunI prApti mATe na karatA Atmika sukha mATe kare te ja zreyaskara che. ' bIju e paNa jANavAnuM che ke saMsArika padArtha mATe karela jApa paNa phaLadAtA to bane che paNa sAthe, sAthe saMsAravRddhinuM paNa kAraNa bane che. tethI vivekavaMtanuM kartavya che ke prabhunuM smaraNa prabhu prApta karavA arthe ja karavuM. vizeSa zuM ?
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________________ jApa karI rahyA pachI vicAravuM ke huM koNa chuM? mAru kartavya zuM che? mAre dharma zuM che ? mAruM kartavya banAvyuM che ke nahIM ? mArAmAM zuM zuM durgaNe che? tene dUra karavA zA zA upAya karavA joIe? te upAya zodhIne huM te doSone avazya dUra karIza ja e daDha saMkalpa karavo. meM mArA jIvanamAM satkarmo karyA che ke nahi? na karyA hoya te jIvanapAtheya Aje ja karavA tatpara thA ! mapuraSonA jIvanane paNa vicAra karI temAMthI pitAne yogya evA sadaguNone Adarza jIvana sanmukha rAkhI tevuM jIvana banAvavAno prayatna karavAno saMkalpa karavo. ApaNAmAM je durguNa hoya tene dUra karavA dhIme, dhIme abhyAsa karo. jema ke kaImAM krodha rUpI durguNa che, te teNe tenA mATe haMmezA eka kalAka krodha na karavAno niyama kara. thoDA divasa pachI eka pahera sudhIne niyama kare. pachI divasane, pachI paMdara divasane, pachI eka mAsane, ema vadhatA, vadhatA jIvana sudhIne tyAga karavo, ane jIvana doSa rahita banAvavuM. badhI karAmata abhyAsa para AdhArita che. 4 jevI rIte durguNe mATe kramika abhyAsa karyo hoya tevI ja rIte sadgaNone vadhAravA mATe paNa te ja pramANe abhyAsa karavo. dhIme, dhIme abhyAsa karatA saddaguNamaya jIvana banaze, ane doSa sadAne mATe cAlyA jaze. durguNane tyAga na karI zakAya to paNa saguNone nitya niyamapUrvaka vadhAro karatA rahevAthI ekaMdare pariNAma e Avaze ke saguNanA dhakkAthI durguNene pAchA haThavuM ja paDaze. ane tenI jagyAe saguNe goThavAI jaze. Ama A ucca sthiti prApta thavAmAM mULa kAraNa vicArazakti ja che. vicArazaktinI madada ke tenA rahasyajJAnanA abhAve dhasaMjJAe dhArmika anuSThAna karavAthI
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________________ vikAsa thaI zakatA nathI. jIvana vikAsa sAdhavA mATe vicArazakitanI sahAyatAnI paramAvazyakatA che. vikAsanuM mukhya kAraNa vicArazakita ja che. vicArathI ja kartavya-akartavyanuM bhAna thAya che. lAbha-hAni paNa vicArathI ja jANI zakAya che. kaI paNa kAma karatA A kAma zA mATe karavAnuM che? ane e prayatnanuM zuM pariNAma Avaze? vagere vicArazaktinI madadathI thAya che. prayatna karyA chatAM koI paNa lAbha na jaNAya te jANavuM joIe ke kaMIka ApaNI bhUla che. tene zodhIne sudhAre karavo jarUrI che. athavA jene mATe prayatnazIla chIe tenuM rahasya koI juduM ja hovuM joIe. bIja vAvIe ane amuka samaya sudhI aMkura paNa na phUTe (phaLanI vAta to dUra rahI) te samajavuM joIe ke kAM te jamIna khArI hovI joIe ane kAM te bIja baLI gayeluM hovuM joIe, nahitara yogya prayatna chatAM pariNAma kema na Ave ? prayatna barobara che ke nahi teno vicAra barAbara karavo joIe. keTalIka vakhata bIja vAvIne tarata ja phaLanI AzA rAkhavAmAM Ave che ane tema na banatAM nirAza thAya che tema paNa na ja thavuM joIe. amuka mudatanI hada te joIe ja. tyAra pachI ja phaLa na Ave te paNa aMkure te phUTavA ja joIe. nAnA choDavAnuM rUpa bIje levuM ja joIe te paNa tenAthI amuka samaye phaLa Avaze tema dhAraNa karI dhIraja rAkhI zakAya che. evI ja rIte je kartavya kare tenA UMcA guNe tatkALa na prApta thAya to paNa hRdayamAM paiya, zAMti, vikSepa rahitapaNuM, AzA, tRSNamAM sudhAre, kaSAyanI maMdatA vagere aMkurAo te dekhAvA ja joIe. haMmezA pitAnuM nirIkSaNa karavuM jarUrI che. ane bhAvazuddhi . keTalI thaI te jANavuM jarUrI che. Ama prabhusmaraNathI potAnA
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________________ vicArenI zuddhi thaIne vivekazakita jAgRta thAya che. ane pitAnA deSone, azuddha vicArone jANe tene dUra karI, saddaguNane vikAsa karIne abhyAsanA prabhAve eka divasane pAmara AtmA prabhupadane pAme che. A badhuM zreyaH zubha vicAronA prabhAvane AbhArI che. he vIro ! moha-nidrAne tyAgI A suvarNa avasare nijayane sAdhavA satvara kaTibaddha thAo, e ja zubha kAmanA saha viramuM chuM. ' A pustakanI prathamavRtti 1975mAM pragaTa thayela tenI ghaNI ja mAMgaNI hovAthI A bIjI AvRtti 1983mAM pragaTa thaI rahela che, te ja tenI upayogItA keTalI ane janasamAjane upayogI che te svayaM vAcaka vicAre. vizeSa zuM? li. vizvazAMti thAhaka prakAzakanA be bela samasta vizva pratye karuNA vahAvanAra evA parama vitarAgI zrI tIrthakara deva dvArA, jagatanA jIvonA kalyANa arthe, je vANInuM udabodhana thayuM, tene gaNadharoe sUtrabaddha karyuM che te AgamazAstranAM jANakAra, dharmarahasyajJAtA, yogavizArada, sarva virati "zrI vizvazAMti cAhaka ane adhika paricaya karAvavAnI jarUra nathI, chatAM eTaluM jANavuM Avazyaka che ke teoe potAnuM samasta dIkSAthI jIvana AtmasAdhanAmAM vyatIta karI; nivRttikSetre birAjI AtmAnubhavanI gasAdhanAmAM takalIna rahI bahudhA ekAMtapaNe, asaMgabhAve vicArI yogazreNInI parAkASTAe caDhI, samAdhi dvArA AtmAnaMdane rasAsvAda cAve che ane Atmadarzana te ja Izvaradarzana. A pustaka "maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya" mAnavane saMsArI rAga e che karAvIne prabhuprema vadhAranAra che, kharekhara saMsAranI prItI te ja duHkhanuM mULa che ane prabhune prema ja sukhadAtA saha bhava baMdhanathI mukta karAvanAra che. jenuM mArgadarzana temAM karela che. je sAdhaka te pramANe sAdhanA karaze te avazya pitAno vikAsa karIne paramapadane adhikArI banaze. vizeSa zuM? kumArI raMjanadevI jena,
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________________ sAhas OM maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya bhAga-4 maMgalAcaraNu AMkAra biMdu sa'cukta, nitya dhyAyanti yogina:, kAmada mAkSada cava, kAzaya namAnama: 1 zArdUlavikrIDIta vrutta-- antA bhagavatA Indra mahatA:, siddhAsthya siddhi sthitA, AcAryA jinazAsaneAnnatikA, pUjyA upAdhyAyakA: zrI siddhAMta-supAThakA munivarA ratnayArAdhakA:, p'caite parameSThina pratidina", kuntu nA ma`galam 2. ma. 1 sADahuma
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________________ prakaraNa namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna paMca parameSThi mahAmaMtra me arihaMtANaM name siddhANe, name AyariyANuM, namo uvajAyANaM name loe savvasAhUNuM, saba se baDhakara hai navakAra, karatA hai bhava-sAgara pAra, caudaha pUrabakA yaha sAra, vAraMvAra jape navakAra. sarva maMgalanuM mULa, zrI jina zAsananuM rahasya, agiyAra aMga bAra upAMga, tathA cauda pUravano sAra, je sadA zAzvata che. e zrI paMca parameSThine namaskAra rUpa mahAmaMtra tene - artha- 1. namo arihaMtANuM-nama:+arihaMtANuM, namaH--namavuM, page lAgavuM, paMcAMga namAvI vaMdana karavuM, traNa aMga namAvIne namaskAra karavA be hAtha joDI jamaNuM kAnathI DAbA kAna sudhI pradakSiNA karIne page lAgavuM ane e ja kAraNathI A mahAmaMtranI AdimAM name zabdanI racanA thaI che. - .. arihaMtANuM -a--iduzamanahaMtANuM =haNanAra, mAranAra, "AkhA zabdane atha"--rAgadveSa, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, meha, mada, Adi zatruone haNanAra aDhAra doSa rahita, bAra guNe karI sahita "trIsa atizayavaMta samavasaraNane vize
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna birAjamAna evA viharamAna (vidyamAna) tIrthaMkara-arihaMtaprabhune, namaskAra karuM chuM. zrI arihaMta bhagavaMtane-mahApa, mahAmAhaNa, niyamaka, sArthavAha e cAra upanAma apAya che. te nimnA kAraNathI sArthaka che. mahAge pa-jema govALa gAyone carAvavAne vanamAM laI jAya che, tema arihaMta prabhu saMsArI ja rUpI gAyone nirvANarUpa vana pratye pahoMcADe che; mATe mahAgepa kahevAya. mahAmAhaNa-prANa, bhUta, satva ane jIva e cAra prakAranA jIvane mA haNa, mA haNa, eTale "haNe nahi, haNe nahi." evA zabdone upadeza Ape che. mATe mahAmAhaNa kahevAya. niyamaka-eTale jema sukAnI (khalAsI) sTImaramAM beThelA utArUone Icchita baMdare laI jAya che, tema zrI arihaMta prabhu saMsAra samudramAM dharmarUpI naukAmAM (vahANamAM) beThelA jIvone siddha gati rUpa baMdare salAmata pahoMcADe che, mATe nirdhAmaka, sArthavAha kahevAya. sArthavAha-eTale jema kaI sArthavAhanI madadathI icchita gAme javAya che, tema zrI arihaMta prabhunI sahAyatAthI mokSa rUpa nagare pahoMcAya che, mATe sArthavAha kahevAya. kaI prazna kare ke arihaMta bhagavAnane zA mATe namaskAra karavuM joIe? uttara-mukhya kAraNa e che ke, arihaMta prabhumAM je jJAna darzanAdi Atmika guNe che, te sattA zakti rUpe sarva AtmAomAM rahelA che, te guNene pragaTa karavA mATe vaMdana
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________________ matravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya namaskArAdi karavAnA che. vaMdana karanAra paNa vaMdana karatAM-karatAM eka divasa vaMdanika bane che. paraMtu te vaMdana, namaskArAdi dravya na hovA joIe, samaja tathA bhAvapUrvaka thavA joIe. mUlya dravya vaMdanAdikanuM nahi paNa bhAvanuM ja che. vaLI mAnasa zAstrane aTala siddhAMta che ke, je keI jevA bhAve jenuM samaraNa, ciMtana, manana, dhyAna kare che, te te bane che. mAnava jevA vicAra kare che, te jevA guNonuM smaraNa, ciMtanAdi kare che, te te bane che. gauNa kAraNa e che ke arihaMtaprabhu A saMsAra rUpa mahAbhaMyakara aTavImAM bhramaNa karavAthI udvega pAmelA jIvone anupama paramAnaMdadAyaka ekSapurane mArga batAvanAra parama upakArI che, mATe temane namaskAra kara che. A arihaMtANuM e sAta akSaranuM paheluM pada thayuM te pahelI saMpadA paNa kahevAya. e arihaMta padanuM dhyAna veta vaNe dharavuM joIe. A bharata kSetramAM evA 24 tIrthaMkara thaI gayA che. ane vartamAna kALe mahAvideha kSetrane vize 20 arihaMta hayAta vicare che. jemanuM jJAna lokAloka vyApaka che. ApaNuM aMtaranI vAte jANI rahyA che, ApaNuM kRtya dekhI rahyA che, ane bhavya jIvone badha ApI saMsAra bhramaNathI mukta kare che, teozrI ApaNe bhAvapUrvaka karelA namaskArAdi svIkAre che. evA zrImaMdirasvAmI Adi 20 tathakarone mArA AMtarika bhAvapUrvaka pratidina trikALa namaskAra che. je saMsArarUpa dAvAnaLano uccheda karavAne tame IcchatA he te pahelA padanA sAta akSare "name
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna ariDa tANuM " nuM bhAva bhakti sahita smaraNa, ciMtana kara. cegazAstramAM e pramANe prathama arihaMta padanu bhAvamaMgaLa rUpa vana che. 2 name siddhANuM--cirakALane khAMdhelA ATha karmarUpI bhAre, tene jAjavalyamAna zukala dhyAnarUpI agni vaDe jeNe bhasma karyAM che, te siddha kahevAya. evA sarva siddhAne namenamaskAra hA. siddha paramAtmAne anaMta catuSka eTale anaMtajJAna, anaMta darzana, anaMta sukha, anaMta vIya (zakti) e cAra guNA prakaTa thayA che. tevA ja guNNA mArA AtmAmAM sattA zakti rUpe rahelA che. tene pragaTa karavA huM temane bhAvapUrNAMka vaMdana, namaskAra karu chuM. siddha prabhunu lAlavaNe yAna karavuM. A paMca parameSThi mahAmaMtranuM khIjuM magaLa arthAt bIjI saMpadA thaI ATha karmone nAza karavA mATe pAMca akSaravALe "namesiddhANaM' maMtra smaravA, ci'tana karavA, dhyAna dharavuM. 3. name AyariyANaM-je jJAnAcAra, dezanAcAra, cAritrAcAra, tapAcAra, vIryAcAra e 5'cAcArane pote Acare che. tathA khIjAene e paMcAcAra pALavAneA upadeza Ape che mATe te AcAya kahevAya. tevA AcAya ne namaskAra thA. namA
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya e AcArya bhagavAnanuM suvarNa varNa dhyAna karavuM. e pA~caparameSThi magalamAM trIjuM maMgaLa arthAt trIjI saMpadA thaI. 4. name| uvajjhAyANa --je pAte sUtra siddhAMtanu adhyayana kare ane bIjAne adhyayana karAve te upAdhyAya kahevAya, temane namA-namaskAra thA. upAdhyAyajI bhagavaMtanu' nIlavarNa dhyAna karavu. A paMcaparameSThi mahAmatramAM ceAthuM maMgaLa arthAt ceAthI saMpadA thaI. 5. name leAe savva sAhUNa--A leAkamAM vicaratA sa sAdhusAdhvIone namaskAra thAe. je AtmasAdhanAmAM lIna hAya te sa*yamI puruSA sAdhu kahevAya. je sarva prANImAtra upara samabhAva rAkhe, zatru mitrane samAna gaNe ane meAkSa mAganI sAdhanA pAte kare, bIjAne te mAga batAve te saMyamI puruSa sAdhu kahevAya. tevA guNIjaneAne namaskAra karavAthI peAtAnA AtmaguNAne vikAsa thAya che. temanuM zyAmavarNa dhyAna karavuM. A pAMca parameSTi mahAma`tranuM pAMcamu" ma'gaLa arthAt pAMcamI sa`padA thaI.
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________________ paMca parameSTi maMtranuM vizeSa prakAre varNana ' nAme arihaMtANuM dhyAna agni vaDe karma maLane bhasma karI AtmAnuM pUrNa varUpa jeoe pragaTa karyuM che te a ne huM namana karuM chuM vAdaLonA AvaraNamAMthI bahAra nIkaLelA sUryanI jema kAmanA AvaraNone dUra karIne Atma sUryanA kiraNanI prabhA vaDe jemaNe A vizvane prakAzita karyuM che. te vItarAgadevane huM vAraMvAra namana karuM chuM. suvarNavALA pASANamAMthI dhamaNAdi kiyA vaTe jema suvarNa juduM pADavAmAM Ave che tema jemaNe viveka jJAna vaDe deha karmAdithI AtmasvarUpane juduM pADayuM te sarva tIrthakarane huM namana karuM chuM. name siddhANuM pugalanA piMDa rUpa jJAnAvaraNAdi aSTakama te dravya kama, rAgadveSAtmaka saMkalpa vikalpa rUpa bhAva karma, tene vItarAga nirvikalpa zukla dhyAna vaDe nAza karIne anaMtajJAna; anaMtadarzana, anaMta AnaMda, anaMtazakti, avyAbAdha sukha (bAdhA pIDA rahita) sAdi anaMta sthiti, (zarUAta che paNa aMta nathI evI sthiti) aguru laghu ane arUpI paNAnA guNavALA AtmAnI anaMta zakti jemaNe prApta karI che te pUrNa svarUpa siddhi paramAtmAne huM vAraMvAra namaskAra karuM chuM.
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya name AyariyANuM nizcaya zuddha Atma upaganI (bhAnanI) bhAvanAmAM rahIne vItarAga bhAvavALI nirvikalpa samAdhine jeo pite Acare ane vyavahArathI 36 guNone je dhakaraNa che. temaja bIjA jIvane vyavahAra nizcayane upadeza Ape che mATe temane AcArya kahe che, te AcArya bhagavaMtane huM namaskAra karuM chuM. nAme uvajajhAyANuM zuddha Atma svabhAvanuM samyapha zraddhAna, jJAna ane AcaraNa rUpa abheda ratnatraya, ane bhedaratnatraya rUpa vyavahAra dhama ema vyavahAra nizcaya mekSa mArganuM pote AcaraNa karavApUrvaka bIjAne te mArga batAve che, bhaNAve che tene upAdhyAyajI kahe che. te upAdhyAyajI mahArAjane huM namana karuM chuM. | namo loe savva sAhUNaM bheda ratnatraya rUpa vyavahAra dharma ane abheda ratnatraya rUpa nizcaya dharmane samyaka prakAre jANIne, zraddhA karIne je tenuM AcaraNa kare che. tathA vItarAga nirvikalpa samAdhinI je sAdhanA kare che tene sAdhu kahevAya che. tevA A vizvamAM rahelA sarva sAdhu, sAdhvIone huM namaskAra karuM chuM. parameSThi namaskArane paricaya - 1-zrI arihaMta paramAtmA mokSa mArgane Adya (prathama) upadezaka hovAthI vizva upara emane upakAra mahAna ane ajoDa che. mekSane mArga cama cakSuthI agocara hoya che.
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna kevalajJAna rUpI cakSu vinA te sAkSAt joI ke jANI zakAte nathI. zrI arihaMta paramAtmAonA AtmAo samagra jagatanuM kalyANa karavAnI sarvahitakAriNI prakRNa (utkRSTa) zubha bhAvanAsahita pUrvabhavomAM mekSamArganI evI suMdara ArAdhanA kare che ke jethI caramabhavamAM teo traNajJAna sahita janme che, gya avasare saMyama svIkAre che, apramatabhAve saMyamanuM pAlana kare che, ghAtakamane kSaya karIne, kevalajJAna prApta kare che. kevalajJAna prApta karyA pachI sAkSAt mokSamArgane jJAna cakSuthI jaI satya mokSa mArga jagatanA jIvone batAve che. emanA batAvelA mArge prayANa karI aneka bhavya AtmAe pitAnuM zuddha Atma pada prApta kare che ane ajarAmara bane che. bhaviSyamAM paNa A mokSamArgane pravAha cAlu rahe te mATe arihaMta paramAtmAe tIrthanI sthApanA kare che ane te tIrthanA AlaMbanathI aneka bhavyAtmAo mokSa padane prApta kare che. TUMkANamAM traNe kALamAM mekSano mArga cAlu rahe che, temAM mukhya phALo zrI arihaMta paramAtmAono hoya che. ane ethI emane upakAra ajoDa ane mahAna banI jAya che. evA upakArI arihaM tene namaskAra karavAthI kRtajJatAno guNa pragaTe che. 2-siddha paramAtmAone mukhya guNa avinAzIpaNuM che. siddha paramAtmAnA A avinAzIpaNAne guNa samagra mumukSu AtmAonuM lakSya bindu che. zrI arita paramAtmAe paNa dIkSA aMgIkAra karatI vakhate siddhaprabhune namaskAra kare che. ane jagavAsIone siddhapadane mAge derave che, mATe ja anupama
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________________ 10 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya. upakArI tarIke temanI gaNanA (gaNatarI) thAya che. jagatanA tamAma padArtho upara kALanI asara thAya che. A eka ja pada evuM che ke jenA upara kALane prabhAva paDato nathI. A pada prApta karyA pachI jIva potAnA svarUpane kadI paNa tyAga nathI, mATe ja siddhapada avinAzI kahevAya che. siddha paramAbhAonA avinAzI svarUpane vicAra karavAthI jIvane siddha banavAnI aciMtya preraNuM maLe che, hiMmata Ave che, utsAha Ave che ane jIvamAM chupAyela vIlAsamAM apUrva vRddhi thAya che. zrI siddha paramAtmAone namaskAra karavAthI ApaNA AtmAmAM sattAgata rahela siddhapaNuM pragaTa thAya che. 3. namaskAra maMtramAM trIjuM pada AcAryavanuM che. mumukSuo mATe mekSa e sAdhya che ane sadAcaraNa e sAdhana che. kAraNa vinA kAryanI prApti thAya nahi. jene mekSanI IcchA hoya teNe mekSanA ananya sAdhanabhUta sadAcArane paNa. jIvanamAM apanAvavuM ja rahyo. A trIjA padamAM rahelA AtmAo pite sadAcAranuM pAlana kare che ane jagatanAM jIvone paNa e mArge cAlavAnI satata preraNA pitAnA jIvana AdarzathI ane upadezAthI Ape che. paMcAcAranA pAlanamAM jagatanA tamAma suMdara AcArane samAveza thaI jAya che. A sadAcAranuM pAlana athavA A sadAcAra uparano prema. jIvamAM mekSa prAptinI gyatA prApta karAve che. trIjA padane namaskAra eTale sadAcAranI pUjA athavA sadAcAra uparanA premanI abhivyakti. (pragaTa thavuM te) sAcA bhAvathI sadAcAra ke sadAcArIne karela namaskAra keI kALe niSphaLa jato nathI.
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________________ namaskAra mahAma tra vijJAna 1 4. namaskAra maMtramAM ceAthuM padma upAdhyAya mahArAjanu che. emanA mukhya guNa vinaya che. A vinaya guNa meAkSamAga mAM ghaNA ja upayAgI che. enA vinA meAkSamAga mAM eka pagalu paNa AgaLa vadhI zakAtuM nathI. kharI rIte vinayathI ja meAkSamAga nI zarUAta thAya che. namaskAra paNa eka prakArane vinaya ja che. vinaya vinA uttama prakAranI vidyA eTale meAkSanI vidyA prApta thatI nathI. ane te vidyA-AtmajJAna vinA meAkSanI prApti paNa thatI nathI. badhA guNeAnu mULa vinaya che. A ceAthA padamAM rahelA AtmAe peAte vinaya guNanu. pAlana kare che ane khIjAone paNa vinaya guNunuM pAlana karavAnu zikSaNa Ape che. Apane namaskAra eTale vinaya guNane namaskAra. Atmika guNeAnI prAptimAM evA niyama che ke je AtmA je guNane hArdika rIte icche che, ane tene prApta karavA aMtaHkaraNathI prayatna kare che, te guNa tenAmAM pragaTa thayA vinA rahetA nathI. guNA bahArathI AvatA nathI paNa aMdarathI ja pragaTe che. te mATe hRdayanI saccAI ane bhAvapUrvakanI tIvra tAlAvelI joie A padane namaskAra karavAthI vinaya guNunI prApti thAya che. A vinaya guNa eTale bAhya abhya Mtara sava prakAranI riddhisiddhionuM utpatti sthAna. vinaya guNanI prApti mATe guNI AtmA ene bhAvapUrvaka namaskAra karavA joIe. bhAva namaskAra eTale te guNane prApta karavAnI tIvra tAlAvelIpUrvaka mana, vacana, kAyAnI zubha pravRtti. 5-namaskAra ma`tramAM pAMcamuM pada sa` sAdhu sAdhavIonuM che. prApta thayela zakti ane sAmagrIne jo sadupayeAga karavAmAM na
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________________ 12 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya Ave che, te pratidina zaktihIna kSINa banatI jAya che. ane rogya sadupayoga karavAmAM Ave to te zakti ane sAmagrI uttarottara vadhu ne vadhu tIvra sateja banatI jAya che. keIne paNa sahAyatA karavAnI jenAmAM vRtti hotI nathI enAmAM sAdhutA kadI paNa jhaLakI zakatI nathI, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa prApta zaktine sadupayoga na karavAthI jIva evA prakAranuM AtmA para AvaraNa upArjana kare che ke tenA vege tene bhaviSyamAM adhika jJAna prakAza maLate aTakI jAya che. A rIte prApta zaktine sadupayoga na kare te pariNAme pitAnA ja ahitamAM pariName che, arthAt pitAnA ahitakartA bane che. sAdhu padane prApta thayela vivekI AtmAo prakRtinA A sanAtana niyamane barAbara jANatA hovAthI pitAne prApta thayela sarva zakitaone sva-paranuM ahita na thAya ane hita thAya tevI rIte satata satkAryomAM joDI de che. parahitanA kAryamA emane kadI paNa thAka lAgato nathI kAraNake paranA hitamAM ja tene pitAnuM hita kalyANa samAyeluM che e taimane barAbara samajAI gayuM hoya che. anAdithI A jIva azuddha vRttithI kharaDAyelo (lepAyelo) che. tethI svArthavRtti tenAmAM sahaja che. e svArthavRtti ja jIvamAM rahela pazutAne aMza che. enA yoge ja vizvamAM aneka prakAranI athaDAmaNa-saMgharSo pedA thAya che. ane bIjAne sahAya karavAnI vRtti, e divyatAnuM jharaNuM che. bhAva adharyanI suvAsa che. A paramArtha vRtti sahaja nathI, te keLavavAnI cIja che. ghaNA kALa sudhI Adara ane satkArapUrvakanA satata abhyAsa
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________________ namaskAra mahAmatra vijJAna vinA te sthira thatI nathI. jIvamAM A sahAyavRtti-bIjAne sahAyaka thavAnI vRttine-jAgRta karavAne amegha upAya sAdhupadane bhAvapUrvaka namaskAra karavA te che. A sahAyaka vRttine jAgRta karavAthI svArthavRttinA vileApa (nAza) thAya che. tAtpaya e che ke sevA guNa (sahAyaka vRtti)nA vikAsa vinA sAceA vinaya guNa pragaTa thaI zakatA nathI. vinayaguNanu svarUpa ja evu che ke temAM bAhya sevA ane hRdayaneA prema A banne vastu joIe tyAre ja te vinayaguNu sAcA guN rUpe banI zake. vinayaguNanA vikAsa vinA sadAcAranI vidyAmeAkSa-mAnuM sAcuM jJAna prApta thaI zakatuM nathI. ane sadAcAranI vidyA-meAkSa mArganA sAcA jJAna vinA sadAcAranu pUrNa pAlana thaI zakatu nathI. sadAcAranA pUrNa pAlana sivAya siddhapadanI prApti thaI zakatI nathI. ane siddhapadanI prAptinI abhilASA arihaMta padanA ArAdhana vinA zakaya nathI. 13 A rIte eka apekSAe pAMca pado kAya kAraNarUpa hAvAthI samAna AdaraNIya ane che. kAyasiddhinI IcchAvALA sAcA kAraNeAnI kadI paNa upekSA kare nahi. eTaluM ja nahi paNa vAstavika kAraNeAnA AsevanamAM ja peAtAnuM tamAma parAkrama pherave che. vAstavika kAraNeAmAM mAMDathA rahevu e ja kAya - siddhinA amegha maMtra che. haMmezAM sevana kAraNeAnu karavAnuM hoya che. kArUpa phaLa te enA kALe AvIne UbhuM rahe che. eka gAmathI bIje gAma javu' hAya tyAM vacce cAlavAnI kriyA, gAma prAptimAM kAraNarUpa che. jo prayANunuM kAma cAlu
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________________ 14 maMtra vijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya hoya te gAma te pitAnI meLe AvIne UbhuM rahe che. tevI -ja rIte vAstavika kAraNenA AsevanamAM maMDyA rahevAthI enA phaLa rUpe je kArya thavAnuM che, te to enA kALe AvIne UbhuM ja rahe che. e pramANe kArya-kAraNanI sanAtana vyavasthA che. paMcaparameSThine namaskAra karavAthI, temanuM smaraNa karavAthI temanA nAmane japa japavAthI jema sahAyavRtti, vinaya, sadAcAra, -avinAzIpaNuM ane paropakAra vagere lokottara guNe pratye premabhAva jAgRta thAya che, tema bIjA paNa aneka lAbha thAya che. kharI rIte A namaskAra maMtra eka mahAna zakti che. athavA -zaktino pUMja che. pratipakSI vastune haThAvavA mATe haMmezA zaktinI jarUra paDe che. anAdikALathI A jIvanA sAcA prati pakSI koI hoya te te aSTa prakAranA karmo ja che. e karmomAM paNa mohanIya karma mukhya che. ATha karmone nAyakanA sthAne che. e mohanIya karmanA be prakAra che; eka darzana mehanIya ane - bIjuM cAritra mehanIya. A mehanIya karmane jItavAthI bIjAM karmonuM baLa jarjarita thaI jAya che. A parameSThi namaskAra maMtrathI maha karmane samULa nAza thAya che. mehanA nAzathI bIjAM kame avazya nAza pAme che eTalA mATe ja navakAra maMtramAM ja "saravapAvapaNAsaNe" evuM pada mUkyuM che. namaskAra maMtrathI mehanIya karma zI rIte nAza pAme che; te vicArIe. mehanIya karmamAM paNa darzana mehanIya prabaLa che. namaskAramaMtranAM prathama pada "name arihaMtANuM" thI darzanamohanIya chatAya che. darzanamoha eTale UlaTI mAnyatA arihaMta prabhune bhAvathI namaskAra karavAthI jIva sIdhI
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________________ 15 namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna mAnyatAmAM Ave che. jIvanI UMdhI mAnyatA e ja darzanamohanuM moTuM baLa che. ane bhAvapUrvaka arihaMta prabhune name che, maMtrajapa kare che, eTale UMdhI mAnyatA TaLe che. kharI rIte e arihaMtanA mArgane na, sanmAgane name eTale tenI unmAga ruci TaLI ane e sanmArganI sacivALe banyuM. ethI darzana mehanuM marmasthAna bhedAI jAya che ane pachI krame krame te sarvathA paNa chavAI jAya che. sAmAnyathI paNa namavAne pariNAma vakhaNAya che paNa jyAre e namaskAramaMtranA viSaya tarIke arihaMta paramAtmA Ave che, tyAre to e namaskAra maMtranI zakti aciMtya sAma vALI banI jAya che. namaskAramaMtra heya paNa tenA viSaya rUpe kAryasiddha karavAmAM aciMtya zakti dharAvanArA je arihaMta paramAtmA na hoya to ATaluM sAmarthya na pragaTe ane namaskAramaMtranA viSaya rUpe bhale arihaMta hoya paNa bhAva namaskAra na hoya te paNa ATaluM sAmarthya na pragaTe. paraMtu jyAre bhAva namaskAramaMtra ane tenA viSaya rUpe arihaMta paramAtmAo hoya, tyAre anAdikALathI mithyAtva bhadananuM kArya je bIjI rIte banI zakyuM na hatuM te siddha thAya che. AvA baLavattara pratipakSIne sahejamAM jItanAra hovAthI namaskAra mahAmaMtra e mahAzakti athavA zaktino puMja che ema kahevuM sarvathA ucita che mehane pahelo prakAra darzana meha che. ane bIjo prakAra cAritra maha che. bIjA prakAra nA cAritrya mehanA 25 bheda che. paNa temAM
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya. anaMtAnubaMdhI-krodha, mAna, mAyA, leAbha e cAra mukhya che. have namaskAra mahAmaMtranA pavitra padonA smaraNa AdithI A cAre kaSAyeAneA zI rIte nAza thAya che ? tene paNa pazcAtupUrvithI vicArIe. 16 "nameA lAe savva sAhUNaM ' padathI krodhane jItavAnuM khaLa pragaTe che. kAraNa ke dravya, bhAva sAdhutAne varelA munivarA satata rIte kSamAne Azraye rahIne kAne jItavAna kaTibaddha thayA hAya che. eTalA mATe sAdhuone kSamAzramaNa-kSamA pradhAna-sAdhu tarIke samAdhavAmAM Ave che. temanA samAgamamAM paricayamAM AvanAra anya jane paNa krodhane jItavA mATe sAmarthyavALA banI zake che. ane emanAmAM kSamA guNane prAdurbhAva thAya che. " namA uvajajhAyANa " upAdhyAya padmane namaskAra karavAthI temanuM smaraNa, ciMtana karavAthI mAna nAmaneA bIjo kaSAya doSa nAza thAya che, ane namratA guNa pragaTe che. upAdhyAya pAte vinaya guNathI saMpanna hAya che, je guNa jemaNe AtmasAkSAt karyAM hAya temanA samAgamathI, paricayathI, temanA sagathI anya janAne paNa e sAmarthya pragaTe che, jema tIthaMkaranA samavasaraNamAM jAti vairabhAvavALA prANIe paNa prabhunA sAnidhyamAM vairabhAvane bhUlI jAya che, tema jayAM vinaya-namratA hoya tyAM mAna ke abhimAna TakI zake nahiM. " name AyariyANaM" prApta zaktine geApavavI arthAt tenA sadupayeAga na karavA te mAyAcAra che. sadAcAranI kriyAmAM saMlagna rahelA dravya bhAvAcAryAM peAtAnu baLa jarA paNa gepavatA nathI. evA AcAya padmane namavAthI, temanu smaraNa, ciMtana
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna karavAthI kiyAmAM parAkrama pheravavAnuM baLa Ave ane tethI mAyAcAra nAmane (mAyA) deSa TaLe che. mAyA nAza pAme eTale saralatA nAmane guNa pragaTe. namo siddhANuM" siddha paramAtmAnuM smaraNa, vaMdana, namana karavAthI paramAtmAnI anaMtI riddhinuM darzana thayA pachI dunyavI riddhine lebha rahetuM nathI. jIvane dunyavI padArthone le tyAM sudhI ja rahe che ke jyAM sudhI AtmAnI anaMta riddhinuM darzana thayuM nathI. siddha padane namavAthI temanuM smaraNa, ciMtana karavAthI vAstavika rIte te pitAnA AtmAmAM rahelA anaMta riddhi siddhanuM darzana thAya che ane tethI tene bIje dunyavI labha nAza pAme che ane saMtoSavRtti pragaTe che. namo arihaMtANuM" arihaMta prabhue to sarvathA mohane jItI lIdhuM che, tethI temane namaskAra karavAthI sAdhakamAM darzanameha ane cAritramehane jItavAnI prabaLa bhAvanA pragaTe che, ane zakti anusAra mehane jItavAnuM kArya sAdhaka kare che. puNyAMgajananI-A rIte paMcaparameSTine namaskAra karavAthI temanuM smaraNa, ciMtana karavAthI mehanIya kamanA mukhya bhedarUpa darzana mehanIya ane krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobhAdi mahAna deSono nAza thAya che. tethI A kriyA aciMtya prabhAvazALI manAya che. anubhavI purUe A namaskAranI kriyAone prabhAva jAte anubhavyo che ane kevala karuNAbuddhithI jagatanA jI samakSa aneka rIte jAhera paNa karyo che. addabhuta sAmarthyavALI namaskAranI kriyAmAM mahAjJAnI gaNAtA puruSe paNa mugdha banyA che. enA ma. 2
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________________ 18 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya guNagAna gAvAmAM kadI paNa emaNe thAka anubhavyuM nathI ane je rIte jagatanA jIvane A namaskAranI kriyA pratye rUci, prema ane Adara pragaTe te rIte karavA athAga prayatna paNa sevyo che. zrI siddhasenAcArya viracita zrI namaskAra mahAmyamAM A namaskAranI kriyAne puNyarUpI zarIrane janma ApanArI mA nI upamA ApI che. mAtA jema bAhya zarIrane janma Ape che, tema naraskAra rUpI mAtA puNya rUpI zarIrane utpanna kare che. namaskAranI kriyA vinA puNya rUpI zarIra utpanna thaI zakatuM nathI. ane puNya rUpe zarIranI hayAtI vinA bAhya zarIranI ke keIpaNa sAmagrInI saphaLatA thaI zakatI nathI, arthAt bAhya zarIrAdi sAdhana lAbhadAyaka banatAM nathI, paNa UlaTAM aneka rIte hAnikAraka bane che. vaLI bAhya zarIramAM paNa nIrogItA dIrdhAyu, suMdaratA, nirdoSatA, AdeyatA, sudara zarIra dhArI badhAne pyAre lAge) lAghanIyatA, (prazaMzA pAtra, vakhANalAyaka) sahRdayatA, saumyatAdi guNe aMdaranA puNya rUpI zarIranI hayAtI vinA prApta thaI zakatA nathI. zarIranI nirdoSatA, svabhAvanI nirmaLatA ane bAhya azvayaM puNya rUpI AMtarika zarIranAM mUrta pratIka che. eka kAraNa che ane bIjuM kArya che. eka ja mAtAnA udaramAMthI janmelAM be bALakanA svabhAva, baLa, buddhi, vaibhava, Arogya ane abhirucimAM (zekha, prIti) pharaka hoya che, tenuM koI cokkasa AMtarika kAraNa mAnavuM ja joIe. ane te je che te ja puNya
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna rUpa zarIra che. jenuM puNya rUpI AMtarika zarIra spaSTa hoya che, tene ja uttama vastuo svayameva AvI maLe che. ahIM puNyarUpI zarIra eTale puNyAnubaMdhI puNaya samajavuM. janmAMtaramAMthI jIva jyAre Ave che, tyAre tenI sAthe be zarIra hoya che. eka kArmANa ane bIjuM taijasa. A be zarIre jIvane anAdithI sAthe hoya che ane saMsAra avasthAmAM sAthe ja rahe che, mekSa jAya tyAre tenAthI mukta thAya che. kAmaNa zarIra eTale karmanA samUha rUpa zarIra.. e karmarUpa zarIra jevA prakAranuM laIne jIva Avyo hoya che, tevA prakAranuM trIjuM bAhya zarIra ane vaibhava AdinI sAmagrI tene prApta thAya che. temAM je puNyanI prabaLatA hoya to kArpaNa zarIra puNya zarIra kahevAya che. A puNyAnubaMdhI puNya uttama vastuomAM uttama ruci, prema karAvI Ape che, tethI prazasya gaNAya che. mokSane anukULa uttamottama prakAranI sAmagrI meLavI ApavAmAM te agraNya bhAga bhajave che. karma parataMtra dazAmAM rahele jIva anAdi asadu abhyAsanA coge sahajabhAve azubhamAM tamaya banI jAya che. jIvanI A azubha dazA zubha AlaMbana vinA naSTa thatI nathI, ane e zubha AlaMbanI prApti puNyAnubaMdhI puNya vinA sulabha nathI. jIvane banavuM che sarva karmathI rahita siddha. ArAdhaka mAtranuM A ja aMtima dhyeya hoya che, paNa e dazA prApta karavA mATe vacce eka avasthAmAMthI avazya pasAra thavuM paDe che. e avasthAnuM nAma kuzalAnubaMdhI kartavyomAM AtmAne
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya otapreta banAvI de. A vAta daSTAMtathI vicArIe. kaI mANasane bhIMta upara eka suMdara citra AlekhavAnI IcchA thaI. A kArya mATe prathama bhIMtane sApha ne zuddha banAvavI joIe. tyArabAda pitAnuM citra temAM jhabakI UThe te mATenA tamAma upAye karavA paDe che. e badhuM thayA pachI ja temAM AlekheluM citra pratiSThAne thAya che ahIM traNa avasthA thaI prathama bhIMta citra mATe agya hatI te tene prayoga dvArA gya banAvI te tenI bIjI avasthA ane te gya banyA pachI ja temAM citra pratiSThAne pAmyuM e tenI trIjI avasthA. AmAM vacce cagya upAyo dvArA bhIMtane sApha ane zuddha banAvavAnI kriyA karI na hoya te kadI paNa temAM citra banI zake nahi. tema ahIM paNa jIva anAdikALathI azubha bhAvamAM ramaNatA kare che. tene prathama puNyAnubaMdhI puNyathI utpanna thatA uttamottama nimittAnA baLathI zubha bhAvamAM lAvavo paDe che. ane e rIte jIvamAM zubha pratiSThA thayA pachI eTale Ae AmAM zubha bhAvanI ekarUpatA thayA pachI ja jIvarUpI bhIMta upara zuddha bhAvanAne raMga caDI zake che. ahIM paNa traNa avasthA thaI. prathama azubha bhAvanI avasthA. tene yegya upAyo vaDe zubha bhAvarUpa banAvavI. ane e zubha banyA pachI tenA para zuddha bhAvarUpa dazAno raMga caDe. A anAdine kama che. je koI zuddha dazAne pAmyA che, te badhA AvI rIte kramasara vikAsa karIne ja pAmyA che. azubhanI ruci aMtamAM beThI che tyAM sudhI zubha AlaMbananI khUba ja jarUra che. zubha bhAvanI prabaLatAthI azubha bhAvane rAga mamatva naSTa thayA pachI
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna zubha pitAnI meLe ja khasI jAya che. kAraNa ke te sajajana mitra jevo che. jarUra hoya tyAM sudhI sahAyatA kare ane jyAre jarUra na dekhe tyAre potAnI meLe dUra thaI jAya. enuM mukhya kAma azubhane dUra karavAnuM che. jema eraMDiyuM peTamAM bharAyelA janA maLane kADhI pote pitAnI meLe nIkaLI jAya tema. A rIte puNyAnubaMdhI puNya azubhanI ruci dUra karAve che, ane mekSane anukULa uttama vastuomAM ruci, prema karAvI Ape che. AvA kuzalAnubaMdhI puNyane utpanna karanAra namaskAra mahAmaMtra hovAthI tene puNyarUpI zarIra utpanna karanAra mAtAnI upamA ApI che. kharI rIte te uttarottara tenAthI mekSa je maLe che paNa ahIM sAdhya dazAne gauNa rAkhI sAdhana dazAne mukhya banAvI A phaLa darzAvyuM che. A uparathI ema paNa phalita thAya che ke sAdhya karatAM sAdhananI mahattA jarA paNa ochI nathI. kAryasiddhinA Icchukane jeTalI kiMmata kAryanI hoya che, eTalI ja kimata tenA sAdhananI hoya che. je kAraNa vinA kArya thatuM ja na hoya to kAraNanI upekSA e kAryanI ja upekSA che ane kAraNane Adara e kAryane ja Adara che. jamInamAM pANIne pragaTa karavuM e kArya che ane kUve khodavAnI kriyA e kAraNa che. je mANasa vAstavika kAraNenuM Asevana kare che, tenuM kArya avazya siddha thAya che. ane kAraNene anAdara karI tenuM sevana na kare te kadI paNa kAryasiddhi na thAya. yogya bhUmimAM kU khodatAM, khodatAM ja jema pANInI saravANa pitAnI meLe pragaTe che, tema zubha anuSThAnamAM maMDayA rahevAthI AtmAnI zuddhi rUpI kArya paNa
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya pitAnI meLe thAya che. "vastrane ujajavala banAvavuM e kArya che ane chevAnI kriyA e kAraNa che. devAnI kriyAthI jema vastramAM ujajavalatA ApoApa pragaTe che, tema zubha anuSThAnemAM saMlagna rahevAthI AtmA rUpI vastramAM paNa ujajavalatA. ApoApa pragaTe che. A badhA kAryomAM sAdhananI ja mahattA che. e sAdhanano Adara e kAryone ja Adara che, ane sAdhanane anAdara, sAdhananI upekSA ke sAdhanamAM madhyasthatA e kArya pratye anAdara, upekSA ane madhyasthatAmAM pariName che. mumukSuo mATe mekSa e sAdhya che. e vAta jeTalI nizcita teTalI ja e mekSa kuzalAnubaMdhI puNyanI puSTi vinA kadI paNa prApta thaI zake nahi, e vAta paNa eTalI ja nizcita che. ane e kuzalAnubaMdhI anuSThAnanI prApti parameSThinamaskAra mahAmaMtra vinA thatI nathI, mATe ahIM parameSThinamaskAra maMtrane mokSanA ananya kAraNabhUta puNyAnubaMdhI, puNyane janana tarIke kahela che. pAlanI-putrane janma ApI devA mAtrathI mAtAnuM kartavya. pUruM thaI jatuM nathI. janma ApavA karatAM paNa pAlana-poSaNa karavAmAM vadhAre javAbadArI uThAvavI paDe che. A badhI javAbadArI mAtA barAbara adA kare che. mAtA pitAnuM svatva ApIne-pitAnuM hIra ApInepitAnA sukha, sagavaDa, zAnti ane sarvasvanA bhege putranuM-pAlana kare che. mAtra pAlana kare che eTaluM ja nahi paNa pitAnA jIvanamAM suMdara saMskAranu siMcana karIne te vAra utAre che. bALakane hajAro upadeza je asara na kare te asara mAtAnuM zubha AcaraNa kare che,
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna 23 bALakanI avyakta avasthAmAM upadeza kAragata nIvaDato nathI paNa mAtAnA prakRtigata suMdara saMskAronI asara tenA jIvana upara paDe che. moTe bhAge te vakhate maLelA sArA-mAThA saMskAre pramANe ja bALakanuM jIvana ghaDAya che. ahiMsA premI mAtAnA bALake svabhAvika rIte ja dayALu bane che. uttama banyA vinA uttamatAnA saMskAra ApI zakAtA nathI. Aja sudhImAM aneka mahApuruSanI jagatane bheTa maLI che, tenA mULamAM je tapAsavAmAM Ave to uttama nararatna tarIkenuM ghaDatara karavAmAM mukhya phALo, tyAga ane vAtsalyanI mUti evI mAtAne athavA mAtA jevuM hRdaya dharAvanArA pavitra AtmAono jaNAyA sivAya raheze nahi. pitAnA sarvasvanA bhege mAtA putranuM pAlana kare che chatAM temAM eka bIjI vizeSatA e che ke ene kadI evo vicAra suddhAM paNa AvatuM nathI ke huM AmAM kaMI upakAra karuM chuM. kadAcit putra agya nIvaDe to paNa mAtA pitAnA hRdayamAM putranA avaguNane sthAna ApatI nathI, paNa tenI unnati kema thAya tenI ja ahaniza ciMtA kare che. A hadaya mAtAne varyuM hoya che. ane tethI ja nIti-mArgInusArInA guNemAM vaDIlavarganI gaNatarImAM mAtAne sauthI prathama gaNavAmAM Avela che. mAtAnI A badhI vizeSatAo jagatane mAnya che. ane jenA dilamAM je vastunI mahattA aMkAI gaI hoya, tene te prasiddha daSTAMta dvArA upadeza ApavAthI alpa prayAse aprasiddha vastu paNa samajAvI zakAya che. namaskAra mahAmaMtrane mAtA kahevAmAM pUrva puruSoe e ja rItane akhatyAra karI che. ahIM namaskAra maMtrarUpI ma tAno vicAra karavAno che.
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________________ 24 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya namaskAra rUpI mAtA mAtra puNyAnubaMdhI puNya rU5 zarIrane janma Ape che, eTaluM ja nahi paNa puNya rUpI zarIranuM pAlana-poSaNa paNa te ja kare che. uttama vastunI prApti thayA pachI tene sadupayoga karavo e ja enI puSTi che. namaskAra maMtrathI je puNya baMdhAya che. te kuzalAnubaMdhI hoya che. e uttarottara puSTa banatuM jAya che ane pUrNa vikAsamAM pariName che. namaskAra maMtranI ruci vinA paNa kadAca UMcuM pada maLI jAya paNa te pariNAme lAbhakAraka banatuM nathI, kAraNa ke namaskAramaMtranI ruci vinA baMdhAyela puNya, vipAka (phaLa) kALe jIvane AtmabhAna bhUlAvI vadhAre aMdhakAramAM dhakelI de che. namaskAmaMtrane rucipUrvaka je vikAsa thAya che, teja pariNAme hitakAraka bane che. AnuM nAma ja sAcuM piSaNa che. namaskAra tri, vastune meLavI paNa Ape che ane sadupayoga paNa te ja karAve che. mATe te kuzalAnubaMdhI puNya kahevAya che. A kuzalAnubaMdhI puNyanI sahAyatA vinA uttama sAmagrIne yoga sulabha nathI, tema tenI sahAyatA vinA uttama sAmagrIne sadupayoga sulabha nathI. AtmavikAsanA Icchuka bhavyAtmAone namaskAra mahAmaMtrathI prApta thanAra kuzalAnubaMdhI puNyanI sahAya vinA cAlI zakatuM nathI. cera ane hiMsaka prANIo AdithI bharapUra bhayaMkara aTavImAM samartha mArgadarzaka jema aTavInuM ullaMghana karAvI Icchita sthAne pahoMcADe che tema puNyAnubaMdhI puNyarUpI mAgadarzaka paNa rAgadveSa Adi doSa rUpI - cera ane hiMsaka zatruothI bharapUra bhayaMkara bhavATavInuM ulaMghana karAvI Icchita sthAna mezanagaramAM pahoMcADavAmAM sahAyatA kare che. A badhAnuM mULa namaskAra mahAmaMtra hevAthI namaskAra
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna 25 matrane ahIM puNya rUpI zarIrane janma ApanAra ane peSaNa karanAra mAtA tarIke kahevAmAM Avela che. AthI namaskAra mahAma`tra pratye aheAbhAva ane adhika Adara pragaTe e sahaja che. zeAdhanI-mAtA jema putrane janma Ape che ane putranu pAlana-pASaNa kare che, tema putrane svaccha rAkhavAnu` kAya paNa mAtA ja kare che. tema ahIMyAM paNa namaskAramaMtra jema puNya rUpI zarIrane janma Ape che, ane tenu' pAlana-poSaNa kare che, tema tene pavitra rAkhavAnu` kA` paNa te ja kare che, puNya rUpI aMgane pavitra rAkhavAnA artha e che ke puNyAnubaMdhI puNyane sAnuba Mdha kare che. temAM paulika Aza sAdi (AzA, tRSNAdi) doSa rUpI malinatA na maLe tenI kALajI rAkhe che. uttarottara vadhu ne vadhu kuzalAnubaMdhI banAvI jIvanI adhika ne adhika zuddhi kare che. ane zuddhinI parAkASThAe (Akhara) arthAt meAkSapada sudhI paheAMcADe che. kuzalAnubaMdhI puNyane svabhAva ja eve che ke te uttarIttara adhika, adhika vikAsamAM sahAyaka ane chatA laukika kIrti AdinI AzaMsA (AzA, tRSNA) athavA prApta guNasthAnake pratye Aza sAdi doSo AvI javAneA saMbhava che, tene dUra karI, AtmavikAsanI parAkASThAe pahoMcADe che. jIvanI sa`pUrNa zuddhi kare che. namaskAra rUpI mAtAnI e ja vizeSatA che ke te puNya rUpI a ganu evuM pASaNa ane zeAdhana kare che ke tenA pariNAme jIvananI saMpUrNa zuddhi ApeAApa thaI jAya che.
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya jaMgalamAM vasatA bhIlabhIlaDIne vikAsa namaskAramaMtranA ArabhathI thayA hatA tethI e vikAsa uttarAttara adhikAdhika vikAsamAM pariNamyA. 26 huMsa vizrAmamalazrI :--namaskArama`tra e jIva rUpI haMsane vizrAMti mATe kamalanI zeAbhA samAna che. sa'sAramAM jIvane kayAMya vizrAMti nathI. kaSAya rUpa tApathI satata A jIva tapI rahyo che. kama rUpa melathI lepAI rahyo che. tRSNArUpI tRSAthI tRSAtura banI rahyo che. AvI dazAmAM zAnti kayAMthI hAya ? UlaTI dizAmAM doDI, deDIne jIva thAkI gayA che. vizrAMti mATe jyAM, jyAM doDe che, tyAM, tyAM jIvane kayAMya visAme maLate nathI. jagatamAM mana mAnyA ghaNA visAmA che paNa e badhA sAcA visAmA nathI, mAtra du:khanA kSaNika pratikArarUpa che. kharekhare ane chellA visAme bhAvapUrvaka namaskArama`tranI prApti thavI te che, te sivAyanA visAmA gheADIvAra kAmacalAu vizrAMti bhale Ape paNa pariNAme jIvanA thAkane UlaTA vadhArI de che. te ja visAme sAcA visAmA gaNAya ke jenI prApti thayA pachI jIvamAM vizrAMti uttarAttara vadhatI ja rahe. ane evA visAme namaskAramatranI prAptithI maLe che. namaskAramaMtranI prAptithI jIvanu bhAva dAridraya nAza pAme che. kinAre AvelA vahANa jevI sthitie e paheAMce che. tethI tenA AMtiraka AnaMda vadhatA ja rahe che. jIvarUpI hasane jo paMcaparameSTi namaskAramatra rUpI suzeAbhita kamaLanI * teAMdha-1 A kathA AThamA prakaraNamAM lakhela che,
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna zreNImAM lIna banAvavAmAM Ave te ja ene anupama vizrAMti maLI zake che. mahAjJAnIo paNa AtmAnI sAcI vizrAMti mATe A maMtranuM dhyAna dhare che. A maMtranA dhyAnamAM jIva lIna thAya te ene cAre taraphathI vizrAMti ApoA5 AvIne maLe che. A rIte namaskAramahAmaMtranA guNe apAra che ane tethI ja vivekI AtmAe pratidina A mahAmaMtranI AdarapUrvaka ArAdhanA kare che. A asAra saMsAramAM navakAramaMtra e ja sArabhUta vastu che. A ISTa namaskRti sadA jayavaMta roha, sarva keI AdarapUrvaka navakAramaMtranI ArAdhanA karI zAzvata sukhane prApta karo. vaLI kahyuM che ke - "je guNaI laphakhamege pUeI vihII jinanamukkAra so naIA bhave sijajhaI ahavA sattaphaeNme jame." artha-je bhAvika manuSya pUrNa vidhithI eka lAkha vAra namaskAra maMtrano japa kare, te trIjA bhave siddha thAya athavA te sAtame agara AThame bhave te siddha thAya, A namaskAra maMtrane je ekAgratApUrvaka lAkhanAra sarvottama jApa thAya, te tIrthakara padanI prApti thAya ane madhyama japa thAya te cakravartI pramukha samrATa padanI prApti thAya, ane sAmAnya japa karatAM paNa prANuone sAmrAjya lakSmI prApta thAya che. mATe bhavya jIvoe mananI kSudratA tajIne japa karavAmAM prayatnazIla banavuM.
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________________ 28 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya ziSya prazna kare che ke-- "kiM esa mahArayaNuM? kiMvA ciMtAmaNiva navakAre? kapalma sarise? naha, naha, tANuM pi ahiyaya." (laghu namaskAraphata tetra, 9) "e zuM mahAratna che? ke e zuM ciMtAmaNi che? ke e kalpavRkSa samAna Icchita ApanAra che? nA, nA, A navakAra to ciMtAmaNi ane kalpavRkSa karatAM paNa adhika che." A udgAre pUrva mahApuruSanA che. navakAra maMtrane mahimA varNavatAM emane kahevuM paDyuM ke ciMtAmaNi ane kalpavRkSa paNa navakAranI tulanA karI zake tema nathI. paraMtu, kaLiyuganA kaluSita vAtAvaraNathI kharaDAyela manavALo Ajano mAnava navakAra jape che ane jyAre Icchita phala maLatuM nathI, tyAre pUrva mahApuruSI vacanemAM te atizayokti jue che. Aje lagabhaga sarvatra A phariyAda che ke "navakArano prabhAva jevo batAvavAmAM Ave che tevo dekhAtuM nathI. ame navakAra ghaNuM gaNyA, paNa kaMI camatkAra je nahIM." A phariyAda kema sAMbhaLavA maLe che? zuM navakAramAMthI zakti ghaTI gaI ke zuM ? A phariyAda khATI che? zuM khUTe che? nathI navakAramAMthI zakita ghaTI, nathI A phariyAda khoTI, paraMtu phariyAdanuM mULa, navakArano prayoga ApaNe je rIte karIe chIe te rItamAM raheluM che.
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna sAdhanAnI AdhAra zIlA - 1. zraddhA koIpaNa sAdhanAmAM zraddhA e mahatvanuM baLa che zraddhA vinA sAdhanA phaLa sudhI pahoMcatI ja nathI. navakAra avazya ISTa prApaka che," evI daDha zraddhA jene nathI, te navakAranI sAdhanAmAM chevaTa sudhI nahi TakI zake. ITa phalanI prApti thAya te pahelAM ja navakAranI sAdhanAne tyAgI e bIjI kaI sAdhanA pAchaLa doDaze. tethI zraddhA vinAne navakAra ISTa sAdhaka nathI banI zakate. auSadhanI zaktimAM prathama daDha zraddhA jAgavI joIe. e zraddhApUrvaka thatI sAdhanA adhavacce aTakI nathI paDatI. zraddhA hoya te ISTa phaLanI prAptimAM thatA vilaMba ke vacce AvatI aDacaNothI sAdhaka vicalita thayA vinA pitAnI sAdhanAne daDhatApUrvaka vaLagI rahe che, pariNAme tenI sAdhanA phaLa sudhI acUka pahece che. asaMtuSTa buddhi zraddhAne sthira thavA na de, mATe buddhine saMteSa ApavA, ahIM, ApaNe thoDe e vicAra paNa karI laIe ke navakArane jApa ISTa sAdhaka kaI rIte bane che? azrAvya ivani-taraMga (na sAMbhaLI zakAya evI davanitaraMge)nI zaktinA Adhunika vijJAne ApelA paricayathI japanI asara samajavAmAM saraLatA thaI che. azrAvya ivanitaraMge ApaNuM kAnathI pakaDI zakAtA nathI, kiMtu vijJAne puravAra karyuM che ke e na saMbhaLAtA taraMge nAjuka yaMtronI
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________________ 30 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya saphAI karI Ape che, ane thoDIka sekaDemAM pANIne garama karI de che. pArthiva jagatamAM davanitaraMgonI ATalI asara heya, te zuM e saMbhavita nathI ke satata jApa karanAra vyakitanA zarIramAM ane tenI AjubAjunA vAyu maMDaLamAM japanA dhvani taraMgo kaIka sUkSama asare janmAve ane sAdhakanA nADItaMtra ane sUkSma zarIra upara asara karI tenA cittamAM parivartana ANI zake? japathI buddhi sUkama bane che, tethI sAdhaka mehane oLakhI le che ane dharmane samajI zake che. ja niyata samaye, japanA dhvanimAM upayoga (bhAna) jeDI daI, japa karavAthI cittanI caMcaLatA zIdhra ghaTe che ane ekAgratA vadhe che. japa karatI vakhate, parameSThIonA guNenA ke bIjA koI ciMtanamAM paDyA vinA, mAtra japanA davanimAM ja lakSa ApI jApa karavo. ethI citta ekAgra thaI japamAM parevAze. Ane abhyAsa vadhatAM ApoApa mAnasika japa thavA mAMDaze. hAlatAM cAlatAM, UThatAM, besatAM manane arihaMta paramAtmAnuM samaraNa karavAnI Teva pADI hoya te citta vadhu ne vadhu aMtarmukha banatuM jAya che. mana jyAre svayaM aMtamukha rahevA lAge che tyAre tenI azuddhio-IrSyA, asUyA, tiraskAra, ghaNA, krodha, mada, tRSNa, bheganI tIvra AsaktigRddhi vagere dUra thatA jAya che; sAdhaka namra, nirdabha ane nirIha (IcchArahita) banato -jAya che ane enuM citta zAMta, sthira thatuM jAya che.
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna 31 anya saMkalpa-vikalpA ene AchA rahe che. aMtaramAM rahela jarAthI, jINu tAthI, mlAnatAthI ane mRtyuthI para tattva sAthe tenuM anusaMdhAna vadhatuM jAya che, jenA phaLa svarUpe sAdhaka pAtAnA kakRta vyaktitvathI upara UThatA jAya che. e rIte kramazaH tenAmAM AtmadananI ceAgyatA vikasatI jAya che. e sAdhakanuM jIvana uttarAttara adhika vikAsagAmI banAvI navakAra tene tenA ISTa-meAkSanI prApti karAve che. vacagALAmAM enA sAdhakane bhautika lAbhA paNa maLe che. enuM kAraNa e che ke satata paramAtma-smaraNathI pApakarma nA hAsa thAya che. arthAt pApakamanI zakti (sthiti ane rasa) ghaTI jAya che, te nivIya ane che ane puNya krama sabaLa ane che; pariNAme vipatti TaLI jAya che, saMpatti AvI maLe che. " ese paMca namukkAro sabve pAvaNuAsaNA' e dharapata jJAnIee Apela ja che. vipatti pASa kamathI ja Ave che. jenAM pApa nAza pAmyAM tenI vipatti, savAre taDako nIkaLatAM adRzya thaI jatAM jhAkaLanAM biMdunI jema AgaLI jAya emAM kaMI navAI nathI. paNu e vakhate sAdhake e smaraNamAM rAkhavuM ke duHkha e vIchIneA DaMkha de ane sukha e sapane daMza che. emAM AMkhamAM UMgha sahelAIthI gherAya che. jAgRta rahevA mATe mANase mahenata karavI paDe che, tema sukhamAM meAhanA hallA sAme vadhu sAvadha rahevuM Avazyaka bane che. dhana, sattA, sAmAjika pratiSThA kIti ke bhega sukhanI tRSNA citta upara kabajo na jamAve ane namaskAramaMtranA jApa uparanI peAtAnI
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________________ 32 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya pakaDa DhIlI na paDI jAya enI takedArI e vakhate sAdhake vizeSa rAkhavI jarUrI che, nahitara meAhanu' ghena caDatAM vAra nahi lAge. zuddha bhAve karela namaskAramaMtranuM smaraNa kadI niSphaLa jatu nathI. chatAM paNa tenu phaLa jovAnI akALe utsukatA sAdhake na rAkhavI joie. eNe e samajavu joie ke dharatImAM khIja vAvyA pachI bIje ja divase phaLa khAvAnI AzA na rAkhI zakAya; evI AzA rAkhavI e mUrkhAI ja che. dareka vastu samaya mAMge che. dekhI zakAya tevuM phaLa AvatAM vila Mba thAya tethI ema na kahI zakAya ke sAdhanA niSphaLa gaI che. jema koI paththara tADavA mATe hatheADAnA cALIsa ghA mAravA paDe; tyAM prathamanA trIsa ghAsudhI te kaMI piraNAma dekhAtuM nathI; ekatrIsamA ghAe saheja tirADa paDe che, ane cALIsamA ghAe paththaranA TukaDA thaI nIce paDe che enA artha e nathI ja thatA ke prathamanA trIsa ghA vyartha gayA. jIvananA dareka kSetre phaLa meLavavA pUrve taiya rAkhI udyama cAlu rAkhavA paDe che. kha'ta, kauzalya ane premapUrvaka sevA ApanAra nAkara varSA vItatAM bhAgIdAra banI jAya che tema dhaiya, khaMta ane niSThA- pUrvaka namaskAramaMtranA satata jApane karanAra sAdhaka eka divasa khuda pAte parameSThIomAM sthAna pAme che, e nizcita che. mATe zaMkA na karatAM akhatarA karI jue.
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________________ 22 namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna 2, zubha-svaccha mana, namaskAranI sAdhanAnuM bIjuM mahatvanuM aMga mananI zuddha bhUmikA che. khetaromAM bIja vAvavuM hoya te kSetra zuddhinI AvazyakatA rahe che, te azuddha manabhUmimAM ariDuMta prabhu AvIne kyAMthI vase ? pitAnA pUrvakRta dukRtanI niMdA-gaha, svanA ane paranA sukRtanI anumodanA ane jagatanA sarva jIvo pratye svAtmA tulya maitrIbhAvaH A che mane bhUmine zuddha karavAnAM sAdhana duSkatanI niMdA ane gaha karavAthI azubha vRtti ane azubha pravRttio pratye jIvane je anAdino prema che te meLe paDe che, temAM thatI potAnI bhUla samajAya che ane tethI te vRttione anubaMdha aTakI jAya che. sukRtanI anumodanAthI sArI ane zubha vRtti ane pravRtti pratyene pitAne prema vyakta thAya che ane tene anubaMdha paDavAthI svAtmAmAM evI zubha vRttio ane pravRttionI vRddhi thatI jAya che. | sakala jIvarAzI pratye Atma tulya maitrIbhAva bhAvavAthI ISya, adekhAI vera, viredha vagere ahitakara cittavRttione nAza thAya che. A rIte zuddha thayelI mane bhUmimAM paDeluM namaskAramaMtranuM bIja phalIphUlIne, saMsAramAM paNa te AtmAne sukhamAM jhilAvatuM, jhilAvatuM aMte mekSa phaLa ApIne ja virame che. bIja uttama ma. 3
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________________ 34 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya heya paNa ukhara bhUmimAM enAthI pAka na nIpaje te emAM bIjane vAMka nathI kaDhAto, to malina cittavRttiothI bharela mane bhUmimAM navakAra rUpa bIja phaLa na dekhADe che temAM vAMka kene? kheDUte kALI jamInanuM mUlya amacchu nathI AMkatA, sArA pAka mATe jamIna e eka jabaruM sahakArI kAraNa che. 3. arihaMtadevanuM mAnasa sAnidhya. maMtra vizArade mAne che ke keIpaNu maMtramAM rahelI zaktine jAgRta karavA maMtra caitanyane skurita karavA mATe ISTadevane abhimukha thavuM Avazyaka che. nAmasmaraNathI sAdhakanuM mana ISTadevane abhimukha bane che. maMtra siddhi mATe, prathama, amuka saMkhyAna jApa-"puracaraNa karavAnuM vidhAna maMtra sAdhanAmAM A hetuthI ja karavAmAM AvyuM hoya ema samajAya che. arihaMta paramAtmAnA satata raTaNathI-emanA nAmanA satata jApathI sAdhakanuM mana emanA tarapha pravAhita bana che, ema thatAM arihaMta paramAtmAnA guNe sAdhaka tarapha vahevA mAMDe che, tethI sAdhakanI jIvana zuddhi dina pratidina vadhatI jAya che. mAnasazAstrane aTala niyama che ke je jevuM ciMtana kare che te rUpa te bane che. bhAvanA zaktimAM addabhuta sAmarthya che, je jevI bhAvanA bhAve che te tadarUpa bane che. vicArazakita, bhAvanAzakti, saMkalpazakita A sarva zaktiomAM prabaLa baLa che ke je vaDe sAdhaka te, te guNone apanAvI pite te guNa svarUpa bane che. maMtra japamAM uparokta vicArAdi zaktio kArya karI rahelA rahevAthI sAdhakamAM guNenA AvirbhAva thAya temAM kaI Azcarya nathI.
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna 4. aMtarmukhavRtti. maMtrasAdhanAmAM cethI vAta mananI cokInI che. . sAdhaka maitrI bhAvanAthI manane zuddha karIne maMtrasAdhanA karavA bese, te paNa pharI e manamAM bIje kacare pesI na jAya enI takedArI rAkhavI jarUrI bane che. chahmastha mAnavInuM mana pANInA jevuM bhAvuka dravya che. koIpaNa nimitta maLI jatAM ene tadAkAra banI jatAM vAra lAgatI nathI. mAnavI eTale zarIra, mana ane AtmA. zarIra ane AtmA e benI vacce che mana e vakIla jevuM che; ene potAne kaI svataMtra pakSa nathI. e zarIra sAthe bhaLI zarIrane vicAra kare, te zarIranuM, pagalanuM, karmanuM pAsuM tara kare; AtmAnI sAthe bhaLI AtmAno vicAra kare te AtmAne jIta apAve. zarIranI ane zarIra sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhatI anya bAbatonI vicAraNaciMtA karavAnI enI Adata, abhyAsa janmajAta che, AtmAnI ane enI sAthe saMbaMdha rAkhatI vAtenI vicAraNA e mana mATe navuM kAma che. ethI mana pharI, pharIne jane raste jAya che. mATe, mana konI sAthe bhaLeluM-maLeluM rahe che, emAM karyo vicAra cAle che, enI satata tapAsa sAdhaka mATe atyaMta jarUrI bane che. mananI zuddhi para ghaNe ja AdhAra che. zArIrika roga karatAM mAnasika rege vadhu vyApaka che. ApaNe zarIranI cikitsA karAvIe chIe paNa mananI cikitsA keNa kare che? keTalAka zarIranA rege paNa mananI vikRtimAMthI UbhA thAya
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya che. enA upara ApaNe tyAM Aje bahu ochuM dhyAna apAya che. kharI cikitsA mananI ja karavA jevI che. manane zuddha rAkhavA mATe enuM cekiMga (nirIkSaNa) khUba jarUrI che. gharane paNa sApha rAkhavA mATe ja vALavuM jhuDavuM paDe che. eka vakhata kacare laI lIdhe eTalA mAtrathI kAma patI jatuM nathI. pharnicarane sApha rAkhavA mATe enA uparanI dhULa ane 2ja vAraMvAra jhATakavI paDe che, tema manane paNa iSTa viSayonI prAptinI kAMkSA (IcchA, vAsanA)ne bheja na lAge ke bIjAnI IrSyA, asUyA, (adekhAI) tiraskArAdi malina bhAvanAnI raja na coMTe e mATe, divasanI pravRtti karatAM, karatAM vacce aTakI jaI, mananuM nirIkSaNa-avalokana karavuM Avazyaka che. 5. samarpitatA | sAmAnya sate mAnava namaskAramaMtra japaze, paraMtu te tene samarpita (arpaNa thavuM) thaI zakato nathI, kAraNa ke tenAthI pitAnI saghaLI iSTa siddhi thaI rahI che, evI ene pratIti hetI nathI. "ki vanie bahuNa? tuM naOi jyazmi kira na saMke, kAMuM esa jiyANuM, bhattipatti namukkAre." zrI vRddha namaskAra phala stotra, gAthA 92 ke "zAstrakAre kahe che ke jagatamAM evuM keI kArya nathI je navakAra siddha na karI Ape."
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________________ namaskAra mahAmatra vijJAna 37 jyAM zraddhA haiAya che, tyAM samarpita banatAM mANasane muzkelI nathI paDatI. muMbaIthI pUnA javA gADImAM beThA pachI mAgamAM AvatA meATA meATA pava tAnI hAramALA, nadI, nALAM vagere vighnA zI rIte vaTAvavA enI cintA kANu kare che ? tame hAthamAM nakazeA laIne nathI besatA. pUnAnI TikiTa laI TrenamAM beThA pachI tamane sahIsalAmata pUnA paDeAMcADavAnI badhI javAbadArI relave ka'panI UpADI le che. nadInALAM zI rIte ALagavAM ? vacce AvatA pahADA kevI rIte vaTAvavA enI badhI caiAjanA relve kapanI kare che. tame mAtra TikiTa kaDhAvI pUnAnI gADImAM besI jAe che. Trena tamane pUnA avazya laI jaze. e vizvAsa hAvAthI vacce AvAM meATAM vighne paDelAM hAvA chatAM tame meDiMga pAtharI UMghI jAe che. e ja rIte namaskArama`tramAM zraddhA rAkhI tene samarpita thaI janAra sAdhakane muktipurI sudhI nivighne paheAMcADI devAnI saghaLI javAbadArI navakAra sabhALI le che. namaskAramatrane jApa eTale pAMcaparameSTie arthAt zuddha Atma svabhAvamAM sthita ke zuddha svabhAvanI prAptinA pathe jAgRta prayAsa karI rahela AtmAonA nitya smaraNapUrNAMka temanA pratye zraddhA, Adara ane samarpaNune vyakta karavAnA niraMtara udyama. namaskAra satrane sauthI mATo camatkAra : A rIte thatI namaskAramatranI ArAdhanA mAtra namaskAranA jApamAM aTakI jatI nathI, paraMtu sAdhakanA jIvanamAM te piravata na kare ja che. namaskAramaMtranA sAcA sAdhakatuM jIvana tadavastha raDI zakatu ja nathI. kAI kahe ke ame namaskAramaMtra gaNIzuM,
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya bIjuM kaMI nahIM karIe, paNa A eka siddha hakIkata che ke nirmaLa bhAve namaskAramaMtrano jApa karanAranuM jIvana ekSalakSI banyA vinA rahetuM ja nathI. upara batAvela prakriyA mujaba je namaskAramaMtrano jApa kare che tenA jIvanamAM dharma AvyA vinA rahetuM nathI. navakArane sauthI maTe camatkAra Aja che; namaskAramaM Avyo tyAM pApa TakI zakatuM nathI. hAtha paga calAvIe te ja kArya thAya, e kaI niyama nathI. vastusvabhAva paNa kArya kare che. jaDa gaNAte pAro anAjanA koThAramAM mUkavAmAM Ave che, te e cheDA pArAnA astitva mAtrathI maNabaMdha anAjamAM saDo pesane nathI. noMdha-1. koIvAra gAdi bAhya vina na TaLe emAM ja sAdhakanuM hita hoya che, te namaskAramaMtrathI te nahi TaLe; paraMtu tethI sAdhake ema na mAnI levuM ke pitAnI sAdhanA niSphaLa jAya che. vAcakanA manamAM prazna UThate haze ke, rogAdi Apatti na TaLe emAM te vaLI hita kaI rIte? karma baMdhananuM eka pradhAna kAraNa pitAnA kartutvanuM abhimAna che. kartavAbhimAna ogALavAmAM duHkha ane pratikULatA sahAyaka bane che. sAmAnya rIte, saphaLatA maLe . tyAre mAnava temAM potAnuM kartutva jue che. paNa duHkhamAM e ja mAnava kapALe hAtha mUkI prArabdhane AgaLa kare che. Ama, duHkha mAnavane svaphtatvanA abhimAnamAMthI ugAre che pariNAme, mokSamArganA pathikane duHkha paNa hitakara banI jAya che,
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna te je manamAM aciMtya zaktizALI arihaMta paramAtmA birAje te manamAM vRttiene saDA emanI sAthe kema vasI zake? arthAt namaskAramaMtra Ave ke jIvana zuddha ane ja. mehanA hrAsa thaI navakAranA sAcA sAdhakanA jIvanamAM tapa, niyama ane sa`yama kramazaH khIle. tapa, niyama, ane saMyamanI vRddhi ane AtmabhAvanI jAgRti e sAdhanAnA mApadaMDa che. 39 " tava-niyama-sa'jama raheA, pacanamukkAra sArahi pautA, nAtura gama jutto, neInara niSkuUnayara.' zrI vRddha namaskAra phalastatra, gAthA 100, 19 peAtAnA jIvananI lagAma namaskAramatrane seAMpI denArane namaskAramaMtra pote sArathi banI, tene tapa, niyama ane saMjamanA rathamAM besADIne, vacamAM AvatAM badhA vighnA ane aDacaNeAne vaTAvI, saMsAranI musApharIne paNa sagavaDabharI banAvI tene sukhapUrvaka muktipurIe paheAMcADe che. jagatanA sarva jIveA namaskAra rUpa kuzaLa ane sama sArathi meLavI, zIghra zivapurI paheAMcA e ja kAmanA. jee mana, vacana ane zarIranI zuddhipUrvaka eka lAkha namaskAra maMtranA jApa kare che. tee jaina sa Mghane pUjavA lAyaka tIthaMkara nAmakamAM upArjana kare che. he mitra ! je tAruM mana namaskAra maMtranuM' dhyAna karavAmAM lIna nathI thayuM, te pachI cirakALa sudhI AcaraNa karelA tapa, zruta ane cAritranu zuM phaLa ?
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________________ 40 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya je asaMkhya duHkhanA kSayanuM kAraNa kahela che, je Aleka ane paralokanA sukha ApavAmAM kAmadhenu samAna che ane ajJAnarUpI je aMdhakArane dIpakanA, sUryanA caMdranA ke bIjA keI paNa prakAranA prakAzathI nAza nathI thatA te ajJAna aMdhakArano namaskAramaMtranA prakAzathI nAza thAya che. he baMdhu! kRSNa ane sAMba vagerenI jema bhAvanamaskAra karavAmAM tuM tatpara thA. jema nakSatranA samUhano svAmI caMdra che, tema sarva puNya samUhane svAmI bhAvanamaskAra che. A jIve bhAvanamaskAra vina niSphaLa dravyaliMge (sAdhuveza) anaMtIvAra grahaNa karIne mUkI dIdhA che. vidhipUrvaka namaskAramaMtrane ATha vAra, AThaso vAra, ATha hajAra vAra ke ATha karoDa vAra jApa karyo hoya to te traNa bhavanI aMdara mokSapadane Ape che. he dharmabaMdhu! saraLatAthI tane vAraMvAra prArthanApUrvaka kahuM chuM ke saMsArarUpI samudrane taravAmAM pravaDaNa samAna A maMtrano jApa karavAmAM tuM zithila na thA-anAdaravALo na thA. kAraNa ke A bhAvanamaskAra utkRSTa-sarvotama teja che, svarga ane mezane mAge che tathA durgatine nAza karavAmAM pralayakALanA agni samAna che. - je bhavya prANIo aMtakALanI AradhanA samaye A maMtrane vizeSa karIne sArI rIte smaraNa kare. sAMbhaLe ke tenuM . dhyAna kare te te maMgaLanI paraMparArUpa thAya che. jema gharamAM Aga lAge tyAre buddhimAna te gharano svAmI bIjI badhI vastuone tyAgIne sArabhUta mahAratnane ja grahaNa kare che, te
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________________ namaskAra mahAmatra vijJAna 41 ja pramANe jIva maraNa samaye prAye karIne su zrutaska Mdhatu (sa zAstronuM) ciMtavana karI zakatA nathI, tethI karIne dhIra buddhivALA deddIpyamAna, zubhalezyAvALA, sattvazIla jIva dvAdazAMgInA sArabhUta pAMca paMcaparameSThI maMtranu ja ekAgra citte dhyAna kare che. zarIrathI pavitra thaIne, padmAsane esI, hAtha vaDe cegamudrA dhAraNa karI, vijJa manavALA bhavya prANIe spaSTa, gaMbhIra ane madhura svare saMpUrNa pAMca namaskAramatranA uccAra karavA; A utsaga vidhi jANavA. apavAdavidhi A pramANe :ane jo kadAca zarIranA gvAnapaNAne laIne te pramANe karavA samatha na hoya; te te paMcaparameSThi padonA prathamanA akSara 'asiAusA' A maMtranuM smaraNa kare. A pAMca akSaranA smaraNathI paNa anaMtA jIvA yamarAjanA baMdhanathI mukta thayA che. kadAca A pAMca akSararUpa maMtranuM smaraNa paNa na thaI zake te arhata, arUpI, (siddha) AcAya, upadhyAya ane muni e pAMce parameSThinA prathamanA pahelA akSara lai tene saMskRtanA sa MdhinA niyama pramANe ekatra karavA te A pramANe a+a+A+u+=. A rIte jinezvara bhagavatAe kahele vkAra eTale praNavamIja muktAphaLa rUpa jIvAnI arthAt muktAtmAonI pragaTa chIpalI samAna che, meharUpa hastIne vaza karavAmAM aMkuza samAna che, ane saMsAranI pIDAneA nAza karavAmAM kaTArI samAna che. svaga nA dvAra ughADavAnI kUMcI samAna A kArarUpI tattvanuM dhyAna, smaraNa karanAra mahAtmAe jIvatAM bhAgasukhane pAme che ane mRtyu pachI meAkSa sukhane pAme che.
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________________ ra maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya. maraNa samaye kAranuM smaraNa karavAmAM paNa pite azakta hoya te, te dharmAtmAe potAnI pAse rahelA evA dhamabaMdhu pAsethI zravaNa karavuM, ane te vakhate pitAnA manamAM A pramANe bhAvanA bhAvavI ke -ahe ! keI puNyazALI badhue mArA upara kevuM amRta chAMTayuM ke jenAthI mArAM sarva aMge AnaMdamaya thayA! kAraNa ke hamaNAM mane teNe utkRSTa puNyarUpa, kalyANarUpa ane utkRSTa maMgalanA kAraNarUpa paMcaparameSTi namaskAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvyo. aho ! A maMtranuM zravaNa karavAthI mane durlabha vastune lAbha thaye! ahe! mane priya vastune samAgama thaye! ahe! mane tattvane prakAza thaye ! ahe! mane sArabhUta vastunI prApti thaI! Aje mArAM kaSTo nAza pAmyAM, mArA pApakarma dUra thayAM ane Aje mane saMsAra, sAgarane sAme kinAre prApta thaye, paMcanamaskAra mitranuM zravaNa karavAthI Aje mAre prazamarasa, devagurunI AjJAnuM pAlana, niyama, tapa ane janma e sarva saphaLa thayA. jema agnine tApa suvarNane prakAzamAna kare che, tema A mArI vipatti (maraNa) paNa mane jJAnaprakAza ApanAra thayela che, kema ke Aje mane mahAmUlya paMcaparameSTimaya jJAna prakAza prApta thaye che. A pramANe prazamarasanA ullAsapUrvaka paMcanamaskAramaMtranuM samaraNa karI kilaSTa (azubha) kamane nAza karI buddhimAna puruSa sadgatine pAme che. namaskAramaMtranI bhakti karanAra jIvAtmAo uttama devapaNAne prApta karI tyAMthI cavIne zreSTha kuLamAM manuSya janma. dhAraNa karI ATha bhavanI aMdara siddhipadane prApta kare che.
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________________ - namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna 43 "jineSu, kuzala citta, tannamaskAra eva ca, praNAmAda ca saMzuddha, yega bIjamanuttamama." yogadaSTi samuccaya-zleka 23.. jagatamAM sArabhUtavastu deva, guru ane dhama A traNa paramatane samyapha prakAre jANavA, temanA pratye bahumAna karavuM, namaskArAdi karavA e ja ApaNA abhyayanuM prathama sopAna che. ane e ganAM bIje che-mokSane vega karAvanArAM dharmanAM anuSThAne che AnA karatAM bIjA uttama bIjo nathI, paraMtu A ja zreSThamAM zreSTha sarvapradhAna bIje che. enI aMdara jinezvara prabhu viSayapradhAna che, tene laIne e bIje uttama gaNAya che. sAdhanA ane siddhi vizvanA sarva jI AtmIya svajana bhAse, ane caudapUrvanA sArarUpa navakAra jIbhe rahe enA jevuM kaI bhAgya nathI. ene veLA-kaLAnuM keI baMdhana nahIM, hAlatAM, cAlatAM, sUtAM, UThatAM, besatAM, sadA sarva kALe enuM smaraNa kare. temAM tanmaya, tadAkAra banI jAo. parameSThIonuM maraNa sAdhanAmAM bIjarUpa hovAne kAraNe, AraMbhathI te aMta sudhI badhI bhUmikAmAM, te, te bhUmikAneanurUpa upagI che. navakAranA smaraNamAM bhaNyA na bhaNyAnuM mahattva nathI.
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya mukhya vastu e che ke aTala zraddhA joIe. zraddhA ane bhaktipUrvaka navakAranuM smaraNa karatA rahevAthI, ajANapaNe hRdayanI zuddhi thatI ja jAya che. jJAnIo kahe che ke, zraddhApUrvaka parameSionuM smaraNa karatA rahe. enAthI tamArA pApa te naSTa thaze ja. vadhumAM, paramAtmAne e pavitra sAnidhyathI tamAruM samagra jIvana maMgaLamaya banI jaze. Atmadarzanane A sulabha upAya che : zvAsocchavAsa sAthe, niraMtara, aMtaHkaraNamAM maunapUrvaka, tanmaya thaIne navakAra japatA ja rahe che. duSkara citta nirodha saheje thaI jaze. hRdayamaMdiramAM birAjatA Atmadeva darzana Apaze, "huM A deha e ajJAna-paDaLa dUra thaI navI ja jIvanadaSTi tamane lAdhaze, ne ahIM ja muktasukha cAkhaze. paMcaparameSThinuM AdhyAtmika svarUpa AtmAnI aMdara ja paMcaparameSTipaNuM rahyuM che. AtmA ja arihaMta" rUpa thAya che. AtmA ja "siddha" rUpa thAya che. AtmA ja "AcArya' rUpa thAya che. AtmA ja "upAdhyAya rUpa thAya che. AtmA ja "sAdhu" rUpa bane che. "jJAna, darzana, cAritra, tapa' e paNa AtmAnA guNe che, navapadanI lakSmI paNa AtmAmAM ja rahelI che, jyAre paNa navapadane prakAza thaze tyAre AtmAmAMthI ja thaze. paMcaparameSThIpaNuM paNa AtmAnA
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna dhyAnathI pragaTa thAya che, AtmA vibhAvane tyAgI svabhAvamAM ramaNatA kare che tyAre parameSThi thAya che. AtmA caitanya svarUpa che, tenuM prathama tene bhAna thavuM joIe. pitAnA svarUpamAM paripUrNa paramAtmapaNuM rahyuM che ema jaNAya, tyAre AtmA kRtakRtya thAya che. potAnuM paramAtmApaNuM oLakhavAthI AnaMdane pAra raheto nathI. paMcaparameSThipaNuM paNa mArA AtmAmAM raheluM che, ema nizcaya thavAthI dInabhAva chUTI jAya che ane "huM parameSThiA. chuM" evI bhAvanAe aMtaramAM ryA kare che. pitAnA svarUpanI bhAvanAne prakAza thatAM bAhya bhAvanAo svayameva nAza pAme che. aneka prakAranI bAhiramAM karma janita vicitrAvasthA hevA chatAM pitAmAM parameSTi paNa che, pitAne AtmA parameSTi samAna che evI dhAraNA rahyA kare che. bAhya bhAvamAM harSa ane zekanA kAraNe upasthita thatAM paNa pitAne parameSTirUpa jANIne te, te bhAvamAM have te lapAto nathI. ziSyano prazna-he gurudeva! Apa kahe che ke, AtmA pite parameSThi che ane pitAne parameSThi dhAryAthI lepate nathI. ema kahyuM-paNa prazna thAya che ke pote parameSTi che ema dhAryAthI zuM pitAnuM parameSTipaNuM pragaTa thatuM haze? gururAja-he vinita ziSya ! sthira manathI zravaNa kara. AtmA pite parameSTi che ema bhAna thavAthI AtmA bahiradaSTithI dehAbhimAna dhAraNa karato hato te abhimAna nAza pAme che. vibhAva e mAruM svarUpa nathI, huM jaDa svarUpa nathI, huM cetana svarUpa chuM. evuM bhedajJAna pragaTa thatAM jaDa vastunA
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya saMga-viyegamAM samabhAva rahe che. pitAmAM parameSipaNuM rahela che ema jANavAthI ane mAnavAthI AtmaprakAza thata jAya che. parameSTi dhAraNamAM evI zakti rahelI che ke alpakALamAM AtmA paramediTha rUpe prakAzI zake che. parameSThinI dhAraNuM thavAthI bAhira bhAvanAone nAza thaI jAya che. AtmAnA asaMkhya pradezomAM parameSThinI dhAraNA thavAthI vibhAvadazAmAM je huM ane mArApaNAnI je dhAraNAo thAya che tene saheje nAza thAya che. vibhAvamAMthI "ahaM mama" bhAva naSTa thatAM AtmA pitAnA parameSThi paryAne pragaTa kare che. parameSThinI dhAraNA paripakava thavAthI parameSThinA dhyAnanI siddhi thAya che. AtmA pite ja parameSTi che, traNa kALamAM paNa AtmAmAM raheluM paramejhipaNuM naSTa thatuM nathI. karmAvaraNa dUra thavAthI parameSipaNuM yathAta prakAze che. jyAre paNa AtmA jJAnanI ucca dazAne pAmIne pitAmAM rahelA parameSThipaNAne oLakhaze, tyAre mAyAnI brimaNAo dUra thaze. AtmAmAM raheluM parameSTipaNe anaMta sukhamaya che. aMtarmukha dhAraNa thavAthI bAhiramAM kUdakA mAratIbhaTakatI vAnararUpa manovRttione nAza thavAthI saMyama vaDe Atmazaktio prakAzita thAya che. vibhAvamAM saMkalpa-vikalpa karavAthI AtmazaktionI hAni thAya che. parabhAva saMbaMdhI saMkalpa-vikalpa baMdha thAya che ke tarata ja karmo paNa AtmapradezathI kharavA lAge che, ane je, je aMze karmavargaNa khare che, te, te aMze AtmAnA guNe prakAze che, ane te, te aMze parameSTipaNuM pragaTa thatuM jAya che. prathama sAdhu rUpa parameSTipaNuM AtmA aMgIkAra kare che, tyArabAda upAdhyAya rUpa parameSThinI
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________________ namaskAra mahAmaMtra vijJAna zakti prApta kare che. tyArabAda AcArya padavI prApta kare che. tyArabAda arihaMtanI padavI prApta kare che, tyArabAda siddhinI padavI prApta kare che. ema anukrame dravya ane bhAvathI paMca parameSTipaNuM AtmA prApta kare che. arihaMta prabhunA bAra guNa che, siddha prabhunA ATha guNa che, AcAryajInA chatrIsa guNa che, upAdhyAyanA paccIsa guNa che, sAdhujInA sattAvIsa guNa che. siddhi parame che zarIra rahita azarIri che. bAkInA cAra parameSThi zarIra sahita hoya che. siddha prabhu lekanA agrabhAge birAjamAna hoya che. bAkInA cAra parameSTi tiththalekamAM hoya che. vyavahAra ane nizcayathI paMcaparameSThinuM svarUpa samajI je jI ArAdhanA karaze, teo sAdhanA karatAM, karatAM, aMte siddha paramAtmA bane che. prakaraNa 3kAra vijJAna paramAtmAnuM smaraNa karavAthI AtmA nirmaLa bane che. ane vizeSa prakAre ucca prakAranuM puNya baMdhAya che. uttarottara jIva AgaLa vadhatuM jAya che. A paramAtmAnA nAmanuM smaraNa garIba ane zrImaMta, baLa, yuvAna ane vRddha, sukha ane duHkhI dareka ja karI
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya zake che. jene vakhata ochA maLato hoya, teo hAlatAM, cAlatAM, sUtAM-besatAM, ane kAmakAja karatAM paNa prabhusmaraNa karI zake che. vastra ke zarIra zuddhi na hoya te paNa hoTha na cAle tema manamAM jApa karavAmAM vAMdho nathI. cAlavAnuM kAma paga kare che, te vakhate paNa manane jApanA kAmamAM joDavAmAM Ave te japa thaI zake che. relavemAM ke vAhanamAM musApharI karatA ho, tyAre paNa tame tyAM beThAM, beThAM jApa manemana karI zake che pathArImAM sUtAM sUtAM paNa nidrA na Ave tyAM sudhI jApa karI zakAya che, ane te jApa karatAM nidrA AvI jAya to svapnAM sArAM Ave che. matalaba ke game te vakhate ane game te sthaLe rahIne jApa karavAmAM vAMdho nathI. manuSyanuM AyuSya te game te prakAre pUruM thavAnuM ja che, paNa pitAnA jIvanamAM ekAda mahattvanuM kArya karyuM hoya te bhAvI jiMdagI sukhI bane che. vyavahAranAM kaI paNa kArya karatAM paramAtmAnuM nAma na bhUlAya, sarva hAlatamAM ane haradama prabhunuM smaraNa cAlu rahe, AvI sthiti manuSya A jIvanamAM prApta kare te teNe manuSyajIvanamAM AvIne sArI kamANI karI gaNAya ane tene janma saphaLa thayo kahevAya. jApa aneka prakAranA che, paNa je jApa karavAmAM pitAnuM lakSa pariNamI rahe te jApa uttama che. A jApa " aha namaH' - A pAMca akSarane che. Ano artha A pramANe che : 3OMkAramAM paMca parameSThino samAveza thAya che. paMca parameSTi e AtmAne zuddha svarUpa prAptinI pAMca bhUmikA che. te darekane prathama akSara laIne kAra banela che.
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________________ OMkAra vijJAna re ariMta, azarIri, (siddhaprabhu) AcAya, upAdhyAya ane muni A pAMca bhUmikA che. AtmAnuM zuddha pUrNa svarUpa te te azarIri siddha paramAtmA che. tene dehAtIta, pUrNa brahma, paramasvarUpa, siddha, ajara, amara, avinAzI ItyAdi aneka nAmAthI khelAvAya che. AnI aMdara nirvANu pAmelA mekSa gayelA sarva AtmAenA samAveza thAya che.--1. ariDuMta e dehamAM rahelA pUrNa" svarUpa paramAtmAnuM nAma che, ane dehane teo tyAga kare che tyAre te siddha prabhu mane che. AnI aMdara dareka pUrNa jJAnI, kevalajJAnI, tItha karAdinA samAveza thAya che. 2. ma. 4 AcAya nI aMdara prabhunA mArganA rakSaka, pASaka, sadezavAhaka, satya prayatnazIla vagerenA samAveza thAya che. 3. upAdhyAyanI aMdara mULa vastu tattvanA pratipAdaka, aneka jIvAne jAgRti ApanAra ucca phATInA sAdhakane samAveza thAya che.--4. munienI aMdara jeene bepI bIjanI prApti thaI che, te pachInA sarvasva tyAgI, vairAgI svasvarUpamAM ramaNatA karanArA, svapara upakArI, sarva sAdhuvanA samAveza thAya che.--5. A sava ne prathama akSara ' a, a, A, u, m' thI AMkAra banelA che. vyAkaraNanA niyama pramANe pAMca maLI thAya che. ma-4
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya aha" zabda e paramAtmAnuM nAma che. tema ja anya zabda e siddhacakane bIja maMtra che. siddha puruSane samUdAya te siddha caka che. jemAM vizvanA tatvarUpa, deva, guru ane dharma e traNa tatvano samAveza thAya che. arita ane siddha e bannenI aMdara devane samAveza thAya che. AcArya, upAdhyAya ane muni ene guru vargamAM samAveza thAya che. darzana, jJAna, cAritra ane tapa e cArane dharmamAM samAveza thAya che, AtmAnuM zuddha svarUpe pragaTa thavAnAM sAdhane te dharma che AtmAdi vastutatvanuM jJAna te jJAna che. tenI daDha zraddhA te darzana che jJAna ane zraddhA pramANe vartana karavuM te cAritra che. sarva icchAone nirodha karavo te tapa che. A cArane dharma kahevAmAM Ave che. uparanA pAMca parameSTi sAthe meLavatAM nava thAya che. e navanA samUdAyane siddhacaka he che. te navane vAcaka zabda arDa che. ahaM" zabda bIja rUpa hevAthI temAM siddha cakane samAveza thAya che. A deva, guru ane dharma e AtmAnI caDatI bhU mekaonuM lakSa rAkhI jApa karavo te AtmAne zabda rUpe jApa karavA barAbara che. te "raka ahaM namaH' A jApa che. A maMtranA karaDe jApa karavA joIe. jApa karavAthI halakA vicAro ApaNuM AgaLa AvatA nathI. mana bIje bhramaNa karI pApa bAMdhatuM baMdha thAya che. ApaNI AjubAjunuM vAtAvaraNa pavitra thAya che. jApathI ApaNI tarapha pavitra paramANu kheMcAI Ave che. mana, zarIrAdinA paramANuo pavitra bane che. saMkalpa siddha thAya che, pApa ghaTe che. prabhunA mArgamAM
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________________ kAra vijJAna AgaLa vadhavAnA adhikArI banIe chIe, lokapriya thavAya che. pratikULatAo dUra thAya che, anukULatAe AvI maLe che. vyavahAranAM vidane ochAM thAya che. lAMbA vakhate vacanasiddhi thAya che. A badhuM paramAtmAnA nAmasmaraNanA prabhAve bane che. TUMkamAM kahIe to A jApathI sarva manokAmanA pUrNa thAya che. avadhijJAna jevAM trikALajJAna paNa A jApa karavAthI pragaTe che. A jA5 guNano banelo che. keIpaNa dharmavALA kare te te karI zake ane tenA dharmane bAdha na Ave te che. kema ke keIpaNa dharmanuM AmAM vizeSa nAma nathI, paNa sAmAnya nAma che ke, vizvamAM je lAyakamAM lAyaka tatva hoya tene huM namaskAra karuM chuM eTale mahAphaLadAyaka A jApa dareka manuSyone karavA gya che. AgaLa vadhavA IcchanArane A jApa e prathama bhUmikArUpa che. AMkho baMdha karIne bhrakuTInI aMdara upaga-suratA ApI, ughADI AMkhe jema joIe chIe, tema baMdha AMkhe aMdara jevuM ane tyAM " ahaM namaH" A maMtrano jApa karo. - priya AtmAo! saMsAramAM jyAM daSTipAta karIe chIe tyAM azAni, bhaya, duHkha, roga, zekane Artadhvani zravaNa thAya che. mitra ! zuM tame koI divasa vicAra karyo che, ke A badhAnuM kAraNa zuM che? zuM A roga, zekAdi azAMtithI mukta thavAne kaI rAmabANa upAya che, je vaDe ame kudaratI sahAyatA prApta karIne enAthI mukta thaI zakIe ane saMsAramAM zAMti sukhane pracAra karI zakIe?
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya jo tame AnA para vicAra karaze teA tamane e ja uttara maLaze ke che ane avazya che. ApaNA vicAramAM ja prabaLa zakti che. jo vicArazaktinI gatinI vidyuta athavA prakAzanI gatinA pravAha sAthe tulanA karavAmAM Ave te, ApaNane jaNAze ke; prakAzanI gatinA pravAha eka seDamAM Ithara (AkAza-tattva) dvArA 1,86,000 mAIla sudhI paheAMcI zake che; paraMtu vicArazaktinI gatinA pravAha cAra hajArathI lagAvI ATha padma mAIla sudhI eka sekaMDamAM jaI zake che. vicAranI lahera hAya che ane vicAra eka sthAnathI khIje sthAna Ithara-dvArA kAI prakAranI mAdhA vinA jaI zake che. ApaNI lpanAzakti (our Power of Imagination) ekAgratA concentration) ane icchAzakti (and will Power) para vicAranI gatine pravAha nira che. e maLyA vinA vicAramAM kaMpana utpanna thaI zakatuM nathI. manuSya je prakAranA vicAre kare che; e prakAranA vicArane peAtAnI tarapha AkarSita kare che ane e vicAra pramANe tenuM jIvana bane che. jo eka ja samaye eka ja prakAranA vicAra eka ja siddhAMtanA manuSya maLIne kare che, teA e ekatrita vicArAnA paramAethI vyakti e vAyu-mA~DaLanI zaktine potAnA vicAra dvArA vRddhi kare che ane e vAyu-ma`DaLamAMthI eka vecAranI lahera (tara'ga)ne peAtAnI tarapha khe ce che, je ane peAtAnI icchAnukUla kA mAM saphaLatA prApta karAve che. para saMsAramAM sukha, zAMti, ArAgya, bhrAtRbhAva ane premanA paramANune cAre bAju phelAvavA mATe--jethI daridratA, vyAdhi,
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________________ kAra vijJAna pa ' roga, zeka, kalaha, laDAI, azAMtinuM kRSita vAyuma DaLa naSTa thaIne zAnti, bhrAtR-bhAva ane premanuM sAmrAjya sthApavA mATe AgaLa batAvela che tema prabhunA nAmanuM smaraNa vyaktigata ke sAmUdAyika rIte karavu. sattama che te dUSita vAyumaMDaLane sudhAranAra che. pratyeka sAdhakanuM A kanya che ke, te jyAre paNa kAI gRhamAM praveza kare, te manamAM ne manamAM Izvarane prAthanA kare ke; A gRhamAM zAnti thAe, zAnti thAo, zAnti thAe. OM zAntiH zAntiH zAntiH ema karavAthI te gRhamAM zAntinA vicArA prasaraze, phelAze ane e greDamAM nivAsa karanArAomAM zAntinA, sadbhAvanAnA vicAra jAgRta thaze. sAdhake sadA A mauna zAnti-sa dezaneA pracAra karavAnuM dhyAna rAkhavuM joIe. A prakAre pratyeka vyakti A vizvamAM prabhusmaraNu sAthe kalyANanA kAmAM sahayega ApIne svapara kalyANa karIne saMsAramAM paramA ne prasAra karI peAtAne maLela prabhudatta vicAra-zaktine sadupayeAga paNa karI zake che. vicAra-zaktine sadupayeAga prabhusmaraNa karavAthI ja saraLa rIte thaI zake che. mATe pUrvAcArthIe mAnava kalyANArthe maMtra sAdhanA batAvela che. OMkArane japa, dhyAna. hRdayakamaLasthita saMpUrNa zabda, brahma bIjabhUta svara, tathA vyaMjana sahita paMcaparameSThi vAcaka, tema ja caMdrakalAmAMthI jharatA amRtanA rase karI ni MjAtA mahAmaMtra ekAranu` ku'bhaka prANAyAmapUrvaka smaraNu, dhyAna karavuM. paMcaparameSThinA vAcaka AkAra zabda che, kAramAM apUrva zakti che ekAramAM sava
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya maMtrano samAveza thAya che. apUrva oMkAra maMtranuM je gIo dhyAna, maraNa, ciMtana kare che teo manarUpa markaTane vaza karI parama zAntine prApta kare che. kAra vAcya svarUpArthane dayeya rUpe svIkArIne temAM citane ekAgra karavAthI vikalpa-saMkalpone nAza thAya che; kAranuM maraNa, ciMtana, dhyAna karavAthI rajoguNa ane tamoguNano nAza thAya che ane sattvaguNu yathAzakti prayatnathI vikase che, te vakhate manamAM AnaMdanI jhAMkhIne apUrva samatArasa anubhavAya che. vAcA upara kAranuM ghaNuM kALa sudhI dhyAna karavAthI vacananI siddhi prApta thAya che, kAra jevI jagatamAM amUlya vastu kaI jaNAtI nathI. vizeSa zuM ? kAranuM paripUrNa svarUpa samajAya che tyAre sAdhakane apUrva khUbIo hastagata thAya che. 3 ("praNava" akSara)mAM brahma (paramAtma) svarUpa zraddhavuM. ne praNava rUpa brahma huM ja chuM e rIte kSaNa mAtra aMtara rahita pitAnI matine sthira karavI, e praNavanI upAsanA" athavA "bhakti" athavA "dhyAna." e upAsanA be prakAre thaI zake che, paramAtmAne sAkAra kalpIne temAM mati sthira karavAthI athavA paramAtmAne nirAkAra kalpIne temAM mati sthira karavAthI sAkAra paramAtmA rUpathI praNavanuM ciMtana karavAthI svarganI prApti thAya ane nirAkAra paramAtmAnA rUpathI praNavanuM ciMtana kare te mekSanI prApti thAya. mATe, kAranuM paramAtma rUpathI ciMtana karavuM, vaLI, brahmarUpa kAranuM AtmAthI paNa abheda ciMtavana karavuM. AtmA noMdha 1. sAkAra paramAtmA arihaMta, nirAkAra paramAtmA siddha prabhu.
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________________ 55 kAra vijJAna ane paramAtmAne ameda che. mATe e kArane japa, samaraNa tathA tenA artharUpa paramAtmAnuM dhyAna-ciMtana, manana maraNa karavuM te Izvara praNidhAna-eTale devagurune namaskAra karavA ane AtmAnuM ciMtavana karavuM. keIema pUchaze ke, upara pramANe karavAnI jarUra zA mATe mAnavAmAM AvI haze ? dareka kArya cittarU pI sarovaranI sapATI upara kaMpana yukta pravAha tulya bane che. e kaMpano to zamI jAya che, paNa tenA saMskAra rahI jAya che. jyAre mana upara eka ja prakAranA aneka saMskAra paDayA ja kare che, tyAre te badhA ekatrita thAya che ane temAMthI Teva-cAritrya baMdhAya che. kahevata che ke, "Teva" e bIje svabhAva che. vAstavamAM ene bIje nahi paNa "pahelo" svabhAva kahIe te paNa khoTuM nathI. manuSyanA samagra cAritryane AdhAra e Teva para ja rahelo che. ApaNuM atyAranI je prakRti ghaDAyelI che, te pahelAnI TevanuM pariNAma che ane tene ApaNI ja TenuM pariNAma jANyAthI manane eka prakAranuM sAMtvana maLe che; kAraNa ke jyAre ApaNe samajI zakIe chIe ke e prakRti bahArathI ApaNA upara AvI paDI nathI, paNa tenA racanAra ApaNe pite ja chIe, tyAre te jevI rIte ApaNe tene racI che, tevI ja rIte ApaNe tene nAza paNa karavAne zaktimAna chIe. ApaNuM mananI aMdara vicArone je pravAha cAlu rahe che, temane vicAra pitAnI pAchaLa saMskAra mUko jAya che ane evA saMskArone pariNAme ja Teva baMdhAya che. A pramANe ApaNuM tamAma prakAranA saMskArane saravALe te ja ApaNuM cAritrya ane je vakhate je vRttino pravAha prabaLa hoya, te vakhate manuSya tene anurUpa valaNa kare che.
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya jyAre sadguNane pravAha baLavAna hoya, tyAre manuSya zubhAcaraNa kare che; duSTa vRttinA pravAha baLavAna hAya, tyAre te pApAcaraNa kare che ane Ana MdanA pravAha cAlu thAya, tyAre tenA manane paramazAnti sukha prApta thAya che. duSTa vRttione nirmULa karavAnA eka ja upAya e che ke, tenAthI UlaTI Teva pADavA mAMDavI. jo e duSTa vee ApaNA manamAM UMDAM mULa ghAlelAM hAya, teA navesarathI sArI TevA pADavAthI tenA nAza thaI zake ema che. tame humezAM sArA kArya karyuM jA, zubha vicAra karyo. jAe-kharAba TevAne kADhI nAkhavAnA e eka ja ameAgha upAya che. amuka mANasa kadI paNa sudharavAnA nathI, eve udgAra tame kADhatA ja nahi; kAraNa ke atyAre tenA duSTa svabhAva che te pAchalI devAnuM pariNAma che ane tene navI sArI TeveA keLavyAthI sudhArI zakAya ema che. cAritrya e lAMbA vakhatanI TevAnu pariNAma che ane e ja pramANe navI sArI TevAne amuka vakhata sudhI dhAraNa karavAthI cAritrya badalAI ne sudharI jAya che. e tamAma prakAranA sauMskArane samUha ApaNA manamAM rahe che. tee krame krame sUkSma ane tethIye vadhAre sUkSma banatA jAya che kharA, paNa nimULa te nathI ja thatA. kAI uttejaka kAraNa maLI AvatAM pAchA te jAgRta thaI jAya che ane temane vikAsa thavA lAge che, ema thatAM, thatAM pariNAme tee svabhAvanuM pragaTa svarUpa dhAraNa kare che. aNuonuM kaMpana kaDhI virAma pAmatuM nathI. cittanI aMdara cAlI rahelAM AMdolane adRzya bhale thaI jAya, paNa paramANuonA AMdolananI jema 56
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________________ kAra vijJAna paha temanI sUkama gati to cAlu ja rahevAnI ane jyAre kaI uttejaka kAraNa maLI Avaze tyAre te pAchAM pharIthI pragaTa svarUpa paNa dhAraNa karavAnAM. have abhyAsa athavA amuka maMtrane punaH punaH uccAra karavAnuM rahasya tamane samajAyuM haze. ApaNuM mananI aMdara dharmanA je saMskAra paDI rahelA che, tene vizeSarUpe uttejita karavAmAM A maMtroccAra bahu ja sahAyatA Ape che. "kSaNamapi sajajanasaMgatirekA, bhavatibhAvArNavataraNe naukA." arthAta "eka kSaNano paNa sAdhu samAgama se haiya, te te bhavasAgara tarI javAnI naukA samAna che." satsaMganuM AvuM adbhuta sAmarthya che. bAhya satsaMganI jevI asara thAya che, tevI ja AMtarika satsaMganI paNa che. kArane vAraMvAra japa ane tenA arthanuM ciMtana, dhyAna karavuM e AMtarika sAdhusaMga karavA samAna che. 3 kArane vAraMvAra japa kare ane tenI sAthe sAthe tene arthanuM manana kare, eTale tamArA dayamAM jJAnane prakAza prakaTI nIkaLavAne ane AtmabhAnu jhaLakI UThavAne. paraMtu kAranA jApa sAthe tenA arthanuM paNa ciMtavana karavAnI jarUra che. asat puruSanA samAgamamAM kSaNavAra paNa AvatA naDi; kAraNa ke tamArA jUnA ghAnI je nizAnIo hajI tamArA manamAM rahelI che, te bahArathI rujhAyela dekhAya che, te paNa asatsaMga rUpI uttejana maLatAM te ghA pAchA asalanA svarUpamAM tAjA thaI javAnA. A udAharaNa uparathI tamane samajAyuM haze ja ApaNuM mananI aMdara je uttama
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________________ 58 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya. saMskAre avyakta avasthAmAM paDI rahelA che, temane satsaMga dvArA jAgRta karAya te te vyakita svarUpa dhAraNa kare che. jagatamAM satsaMga karatAM vadhAre pavitra kazuM che ja nahi; kAraNa ke ekalA satsaMgathI ja zubha saMskArane jAgRta karavAno uttamettama suga prApta thAya che. tataH pratyapha cetanAdhigameDakhantarAyA bhAvaDha" pAtaMjala yoga sa. pAda sU 29 enAthI aMtaraSTi prApta thAya che ane yogamArganA aMtarA-vidanone nAza thAya che. zkAranA japa ane dhyAnanuM paheluM phaLa to e jovAmAM Ave che ke, dhIme dhIme AMtaSTino vikAsa thavA lAge che ane sAdhanamArgamAM je je mAnasika ane zArIrika vidane hoya che te sarva dUra thaI jAya che. e vidano kayA, te have pachI kahevAmAM Ave che. "vyAdhityAnasaMzaya pramAdAlabhyAviratibrAnidarzana labdha bhUmikavA nava sthitattvAni cittavikSepAstavantarAyA" pAtaM. sa. sU 30. vyAdhi, mAnasika jaDatA, saMzaya, pramAda (abhyAsa tarapha bekALajI) ALasa, vairAgyanI nyUnatA, mithyA anubhava, ekAgratA na thavI, ekAgratA thavA chatAM temAM vadhAre vakhata TakAva na tha; . A nava cittamAM vikSepa utpanna karanArA aMtarAye che. A saMsArarUpI samudrane pAra karavA mATe zarIra paNa khAsa agatyanuM sAdhana hovAthI tene paNa bahu kALajIthI jALavavuM ghaTe:
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________________ paTa na kAra vijJAna che. asvastha ane regI zarIravALAthI yogAbhyAsa ke sAdhana thaI zakatuM nathI. mAnasika jaDatA paNa sAdhana mATenA ApaNuM prabaLa anurAga ane utsAhane zithila karI nAkhe che. sAdhana karavA mATe je daDha ekAgratA, daDha saMka9pa ane zaktinI je jarUra hoya che, temAMnuM kazuM ethI karIne rahetuM nathI. sAdhana karavAthI anubhava paNa thAya che tethI mana paNa daDha ane saMzaya rahita bane che. sAdhanAmAM pravRtta thayA pachI keTalAkane thoDA divasa sudhI pitAnuM mana khUba sthira ane ekAgra banI gayuM hoya evuM lAge che; ane ema ja thAya che ke jANe sAdhanamArgamAM ghaNI ja tvarAthI pragati thatI cAle che. paNa te pachI unnatine pravADa ekAeka baMdha thaI jAya che; sapATAbaMdha jatuM vahANa jema ekAeka bhAThA upara caDI jaIne jamInamAM kheMcI bese ane keme karyuM tyAMthI haThe nahi, tema unnati ekadama aTakI paDe che. paraMtu AvI sthiti thAya te paNa prayatna karyA ja karaje. ane ghaNIvAra caDa utara karatAM karatAM ja unnatine mArge AgaLa vadhI zakAya che. duHkha, mAnasika kSebha, zarIranuM vra javuM ane aniyamita zvAsocchavAsa eTalAM vidano vikSepanI sAthe sAthe utpanna thAya che. abhyAsanI sAthe sAthe mana paNa zAMta thatuM jAya che. jyAre abhyAsamAM avaLe raste cAlatA heIe athavA manane saMyama jevo joIe tevo te na hoya, tyAre ja upara jaNAvelA vidane upasthita thAya che. kArane japa ane
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya paramAtmAne manasA, vAcA, karmaNa AtmasamarpaNa kyathI mana deDha tathA sthira thAya che ane manobaLa vadhe che; sAdhaka avasthAmAM sarvane jJAnataMtunI caMcaLatAne anubhava thAya che, paraMtu te tarapha dhyAna na ApatAM sAdhana kaye ja jAo. sAdhananA prabhAve e badhAM vidane dUra thaze ane tamAruM Asana sthira thaze. e vidanenA nivAraNa karavA mATe eka tattvanA abhyAsanI AvazyakatA che. thoDA samaya sudhI kaI paNa eka iSTa maMtranA japane abhyAsa karavAthI at te maMtramAM vAraMvAra manane joDavAthI, upara jaNAvelAM vidane dUra thAya che. A ghaNe sAmAnya upadeza che. eka ja prakAranu maMtrajapanuM sAdhana badhA mATe anukULa na hoya tethI sarva kaI pitAnA ISTadevanA maMtrane japa karI zake che. maLa mudde te mananI ekAgratA sAdhavAne che. sAdhake nIce lakhela cAra bhAvanAone jIvanamAM keLavavAnI parama AvazyakatA che. sarva jIvo prati baMdhubhAva rAkhavo, dIna-duHkhI jano pratye karuNAbhAva rAkhave, sajjana puruSone satkarma karatA joIne harSita thavuM ane asat pravRtti karanAra tarapha upekSA karavI. A pramANe je, je prANa, padArtha ke viSaya ApaNI AgaLa AvI caDe tenA pratye upara kahI temAMnI ekAda zubha bhAvanA pramANe vartavuM. zubha viSayathI prasanna thavuM ane azubha viSaya tarapha udAsIna vRtti rAkhavI emAM ja sAdhakanuM kalyANa che. aneka prakAranA judA, judA prANa padArtho tarapha AvI bhAvanA rAkhavAthI mana zAnta rahe che. ApaNe dararoja nAnA prakAranA kelAhala ane azAntine anubhava
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________________ OMkAra vijJAna 61 karIe chIe tenuM kAraNa ke, ApaNuM mana upara kahyA tevA bhAva dhAraNa karI zakatuM nathI. dAkhalA tarIke amuka mANasa ApaNA taraphe anyAya bhareluM vartana kare che, te ApaNe paNa tenA badale levA taiyAra thaIe chIe ane te pramANe karyA vagara ApaNane nirAMta thatI nathI. enu kAraNa e che ke ApaNa. mana ni La che, ane te ApaNA kAbUmAM nathI. ApaNe tene rokI zakatA nathI. AthI karIne mana te prANI, padAtha tarapha dveSanA rUpamAM vahevA lAge che, ane te dvArA ApaNI adhI zakti kSINa thaI jAya che. ApaNA mananI adara tiraskAra athavA khIjAnuM azubha karavAnI vRttirUpI pratikriyA utpanna thatAMnI sAthe ja ApaNI zaktine kSaya thavA lAge che ane jo ApaNe evA azubha vicArane athavA dhikkAra bharelA. kAryane athavA koI paNa prakAranI pratikriyAnA vicArane rokI zakIe te temAMthI zubha pariNAma Ave tevI zakti pedA thAya che ane ApaNA kalyANa mATe tene saMcaya thavA mAMDe che. tenuM nAma saMyama che. AvI rIte saMyama karavAthI ApaNane nukakSAna kAMI paNa nahi thatAM UlaTo ApaNI kalpanAmAM na Ave eTaleA badhA lAbha ApaNe meLavIe chIe. ApaNe jyAre, jyAre paNa dhikkAra athavA krodhanI vRttine dukhAvI daie chIe, tyAre, tyAre ApaNA lAbhAthe ApaNe zubha zaktinA saMcaya karIe chIe. e zakti AgaLa jatAM ApaNAmAM UMcA prakAranI zaktimAM pariNata thAya che. kAranA japathI mane khaLa vadhavAthI ApaNI saMyama zakti paNa vadhe che. e sAdhakAe avazya dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM.
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya japa traNa prakAranA che: "vaikharI" (jerathI belavA te), upAMzu" (haThanA avAja sAthe karavA te) tathA "mAnasika" (manamAM japa karo) mAnasika japa adhika zaktizALI che. vaikharI japa karatAM mAnasika japathI hajAra gaNo lAbha thAya che. je mana bahAra bhaTakavA lAge to vaikharI japa karavo. japa kriyA svabhAvika banI javI joIe. sAtvika bhAva, pavitratA, prema ane zraddhApUrvaka japa karavA joIe. paramAtmAnA nAma ane maMtramAM aciMtya zakti che. prabhunA pratyeka nAmamAM anaMta addabhuta zakti che. kAra ke game te ISTa maMtranA japathI manane melA dUra thAya che, niyamita japa karanArAnA pApa dUra thAya che, tenuM mana nirmaLa bane che ane sAdhaka prabhune sAkSAtkAra karavAno adhikArI bane che. cAra vAge prAtaHkALe UThe. be kalAka satata japa kare. ethI tamane adhika lAbha thaze. tarka ke buddhivAdathI IzvarI mahimA sthApita thaI zako nathI. prema, bhakti, zraddhA ane satata nAma-japa vaDe Izvarane sAkSAtkAra karI zakAya che. prabhunA nAma pratye pUrNa Adara ane zraddhA rAkhe. carcA ke tarka na karaze. he mAnavI! nAmane Azraya le. nAma tathA nAmI ananya che. A kaLiyugamAM japa ja eka AsAna, sugama, nizcita ane surakSita mArga che. te vaDe paramezvaranI prApti karI, amaratva ane zAzvata sukha hAMsala thaI zake che. nuM kIrtana, nA mAnasika japa, tuM gAna tathA nuM dhyAna manane zuddha banAve che ane tenA vikSepane dUra
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________________ OMkAra vijJAna kare che. te ajJAnanA AvaraNane naSTa kare che ane sAdhakane paramAtmAmAM lIna karI de che. 3 dhanuSa che. mana bANa che, paramAtmA e lakSya che. zuddha ane ekAgra buddhithI brahma para e bANa calAve. jevI rIte bANa lakSyanI sAthe ekarUpa banI jAya che, evI rIte sAdhake manane paramAtmA sAthe eka rUpa karI devuM joIe. , A ekAkSarane tatvathI jANI le, te tame badhuM ja jANuM zakaze, tame paramajJAna prApta karI leze. padmAsana, siddhAsana athavA koI paNa AsanamAM besI jAo. baMne bhramaranI vacce bhrakuTI para dhyAna kare. 33 maMtranA lakSyArthI para bhAva ane vairyapUrvaka dhyAna dharo, ene mAnasika japa kare. rejanI tAlIma ane vairAgya vinA mananI ekAgratA prApta karavAno koya sugama ke sahaja upAya nathI. zarUAtamAM te japadhyAna nIrasa ja lAge. chatAM ya davA pIvAnI jema sAdhana karyuM ja javuM joIe. traNa cAra varasa niSThApUrvaka sAdhana karatA rahIe, tyAre AnaMda maLe. tyAra pachI eka divasanI truTi paDe te bahu duHkha thAya. kazAmAM mana na lAge. vaLI zrI bhaktAmara strotramAM kahyuM che ke vatsastana bhavasaMtati-sannibaddha pApa kSaNAt kSayamupaiti zarIrabhAjAma, AkAnta-lokamalinIlazeSamAzu, sUryazubhinnamiva zArvaraaMdhakArama ."
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya he prabho! tArA guNanuM smaraNa, ciMtana, manana karavAthI aneka janmamAM karelA pApono nAza thAya che. jevI rIte sUryane udaya thatAM rAtrinuM je timira-aMdhakAra vizvamAM chavAyela hatuM te nAza pAme che. prabhunuM nAma smaraNa tathA ciMtanathI mAnavane meha krame krame nAza pAme che, ane tethI ajJAnarUpI aMdhakAra dUra thatAM jJAnarUpI sUryane udaya thAya che. prabhunA nAma smaraNanuM je mahAbhya che tenuM varNana karavAne keNa samartha hoI zake? arthAt te karavAne kaI samartha nathI. ' vaLI kahyuM che ke-ajJAnarUpI aMdhakAranA samudramAMthI pAra utaravA mATe "ema " uccAraNa karIne AtmAnuM dhyAna kare. to tamAruM kalyANa, kalyANa thaI jaze. jema ghaMTanI vacamAM laTakatA lolakane derI bAMdhIne halAvavAthI guMjArava (avAja) thAya che, te ja pramANe emane uccAra parAthI (parA eTale mUlAdhAra cakramAMthI emano japa zarU karo, ane sahastrAdaLakamalamAM pUro karavo.) zarU karIne vakharImAM arthAt mukhamAM tene guMjArava karIne "oma ' nuM raTaNa karavuM joIe.", " arthAt jema ghaMTamAMthI raNakAra dhIme dhIme nIkaLe che te pramANe dhIme dhIme emano japa karavo joIe. ekAgra citte japa karavAthI ja satvara lAbha thAya che. ghaMTanAdanI jema hadayamAM "omakAranuM avicchinna akha Da uccAraNa karavuM joIe."
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________________ 65 OMkAra vijJAna . om ' e dhanuSya che. AtmA e tIra che. paramAtmA enu lakSya (nizAna) che. zAMta citta tIra vaDe nizAnane vIMdhI nAkhavuM joIe, ane tIra jema nizAnane lAgatAM temAM ja cAMTI jAya che--tenA rUpamAM bhaLI jAya che, tevI ja rIte Am 'nA japa karatAM, karatAM paramAtmAmAM tanmaya tallIna thaI javu joIe. sUvAnA samaya pahelAM be kalAka AMtara, bAhya zuddha thaI ne AAsana para besIne dIdha zvAsocchvAsa karavA. pachI e traNa vAra OM zAMti maMtrane khelave. jyAre mana pUrNa zAMta thaI jAya tyAre saciMtAothI mukata thaI ne zAMta citta vaDe madhura, kAmaLa dhvanithI ek ek ema e rIte japa karavAnuM zarU karavuM ane japa karatAM, karatAM ja nidrA AvI jAya te sUI javu. IMdoramAM eka dakSiNI brAhmaNa UThatAM, besatAM, cAlatAM, krUratAM niratara niSkAmabhAve kAranA japa karatA hatA. dakSiNI sajjanene gAna pratye ghaNeA zeAkha hAya che. ukta sajjane paNa potAnA japane gAyananuM rUpa ApyuM. jethI bhaktipUrvaka bhajananI jema suMdara svare A pramANe gAyana gAtA hatA : bhaja mana A pramANe gAyana gAvAthI ekI sAthe chavIsa vakhata ne japa thAya che ane gAyananA suMdara nAdathI mana sadA AnaH sa. pa
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya maya rahe che, kArane artha samajI jApa karanAranuM mana temAM ja lIna thAya che. A pramANe temaNe japa karavAthI temanuM jIvana zAMtimaya ane sukhapUrNa baneluM. "tapamAM paNa mahAna tapa "ema"ne japa che." mATe priya baMdhuo ! je tame tamAre Aloka ane paraloka sudhAravA IcchatA he to turata ja "oma"ne japa kara zarU karo. e pramANe karavAthI ja Atmika jJAna prApta thaze ane mAnava janma sArthaka banaze. kAranuM svarUpa barAbara samajIne tenI sAdhanA karavAthI te saraLa bane che. sAdhake TaTTAra besIne baraDAnI kareDane nIcale cheDe mUlAdhAra cakrathI ne uccAra dhIme, dhIme zarU karI mastaka sthita brahmaraMdhra sudhI laI jave ane e rIte vidhipUrvaka kAranI sAdhanA karavAthI ghaNuM suMdara phaLa maLe che. jha seDahama paMcaparameSipada jANuM." kAra" ane "sohama" e bane maMtra paMcaparameSTi vAcaka zabda che paMcaparameSThi vAcaka karano artha prathama lakhela che. sogaThTham maMtrano vizeSa artha trIjA prakaraNamAM lakhela che tethI ahIMyA teno vizeSa artha na lakhatAM eTaluM ja lakhavAnuM ke te paMcaparameSThine lakSagata karI huM paNa tenA - jevo ja AtmA chuM, A arthanuM lakSa karIne maMtra karavo joIe. anya dharmamAM "em" Adara kAra maMtrane sarva dharmavALA mAne che. musalamAna ane khristIo pitAnI prArthanAne aMte "AmIna" zabdane uccAra kare che, te "ema" zabdanuM ja rUpAMtara che. manuSyajAtinI
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________________ OMkAra vijJAna 67 je zAkhAo, bhAratavAsI AryAMthI judI thaIne judA, judA dezeAmAM jaI ne nivAsa karavA lAgI, tee ghaNA samaya vyatIta thavAthI te peAtAnA parama pavitra paramAtmAnA kAra nAmane bhUlI gaI, ane tenuM kAMInekAMI rUpa banAvI lIdhu che. e ja pramANe tibeTa, cIna, jApAna Adi dezamAM pracalita bauddha dharmanA pavitra maMtra A pramANe cheH . A manI padmame hAm.' arthAt ' hRdaya kamalamAM ek rUpa miNu che. ' ahA! kevA saraLa ane suMdara matra che ? 6 A pramANe sa MsAramAM jeTalA dhama che te save 8 em ' zabdanA kAIpaNa rUpamAM prayAga kare che. evA mAnanIya, evA ati AdarapAtra, ane eve prabhAvazALI maMtra jagatamAM jo kAI nathI. dhana, maLa, vidyA, ArAgya, lakSmI vagere A lekanAM sarva sukha, ane meAkSa sudhI paraleAkanuM sukha kevaLa e ja em'maMtranA japathI prApta thaI zake che. pUrve keTalAka munio, sa MtA, e ja maMtraneA japa tathA dhyAna karIne AtmasAkSAtkAra karavA samartha banyA hatA. mATe ja huM bhaLye ! Atmika sukhadAtA Am ' ne japa karavA prayatnazIla aneA. " 6 , je manuSya nikhaLa DhAya, dhana, vidyA, buddhi Adi baLa jenI pAse na hAya, je manuSyane sava taraph nirAzA ja jaNAtI hAya, sa`sAramAM jenI kAI kadara karatu na hAya, jenI
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________________ 68 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya kaI saMbhALa lenAra na hoya, jene pitAnI AbarU rAkhavA mATe keI upAya jaNAtuM na hoya, e dIna-hIna manuSya paNa je niyamapUrvaka niraMtara traNa kalAka sudhI eka varSa emane japa karaze te nizcaya tenI sthiti badalAI jaze, emAM jarA paNa zaMkA nathI, tenI sarva ciMtAo nAza pAmaze, tenAM sarva kAryo siddha thaze ane te eka ucca darajajAne saddagRhastha banIne AnaMdapUrvaka ane sukhamaya jIvana vyatIta karaze. prakaraNa seham vijJAna saMsAra sAgarane sukha ane zAMtithI pAra karavA mATe japa samAna bIjuM kaI sahaja ane sulabha sAdhana nathI. je mAnava japa nathI karatA ene mAnava janma prApta thavAne AnaMda ja maLatuM nathI. emanuM manuSyajIvana niSphaLa che. "sehama'nA japathI kudaratI niyamAnusAra zvAsocchavAsanI gati niyamita tathA maMda thAya che. jethI svarodaya zAstrAnusAra manuSya dIrdhAyu bane che. sUtI vakhate ene japa karavAthI tarata ja sArI nidrA Ave che. savAre vahelA UThIne japa karavAthI mAnasika baLa vadhe che. ane A divasa AnaMdamAM vIte che. koIpaNa dezanI, jAtinI, vyakitanI unnatine mukhya upAya ekAgratA che. garIba ane
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________________ Daham vijJAna zrImaMta, mUrkha ane vidvAna sarvane enI AvazyakatA che, ane sarvane ene vaDe asIma upakAra thAya che. pAzcAtya bhASAmAM ekAgratA para aneka moTA moTA graMtha lakhAyelA che.amArA dezamAM paNa enI siddhi mATe yogazAstrAdinuM nirmANa thayeluM che. ekAgratAnI te sImA che ke, jenI A pAra skUla jagata ane sAme pAra sUma jagata che. A sImAne pAra ryA vinA sUma lekamAM kaI jaI zakatuM nathI. vidyAdhyayana, vyApAra, vyavahAramAM kuzaLatA prApta karavI hoya, athavA bhUtabhaviSyanuM alaukika divya jJAna prApta karavuM hoya te sarvane mATe sarvathI prathama mukhya AvazyakatA ekAgratAnI che. seMDahamane japathI ghaNuM ja jaladI ekAgratA prApta thAya che. enI jyAre Icche tyAre parIkSA karI khAtarI karI zake cho. japa karavAthI sarva prakAranA bhaya, phaleza ane ciMtAone nAza thAya che. pAzcAtya paMDitoe enuM kAraNa kaMpana batAvela che, paraMtu patya zAstro ane saMtoe batAvyuM che ke, AkhA vizvamAM eka ja ciMtana-zakti vyApI rahI che. enA jJAnathI, ene jANavAthI saMsAranA samasta phalezenA puMja evI rIte naSTa thaI jAya che, jema sUryanA prakAzathI aMdhakAra. te jJAna samAdhi avasthAmAM prApta thAya che ane "sahama 'nA japathI jeTalI jaladI samAdhi avasthA prApta thAya che, eTalI jaladI bIjA kaI maMtrathI thatI nathI. vaLI "Sham ne japa karavAmAM mukhathI ke manathI keI varNane uccAra karavo paDato nathI, paraMtu zvAsa-zvAsamAM kevaLa
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________________ 70 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya dhyAna dvArA eno japa karavAnuM hoya che. ane e ja kAraNathI enA japa vaDe tatkAla mananI ekAgratA thAya che. arthAt zvAsane aMdara letI vakhate "e" ane bahAra kADhatI vakhate "hama " davani para dhyAna rAkhavuM. ane "hama 'nI davaninA ghaMTanAda samAna-ghaMTanI guMjana samAna potAnI aMdara-aMdara ja yathAzakti khUba guMjArava karatA rahevuM joIe. A prakAre japa karavAthI prathama te pitAne zAMtine anubhava thaze ane A maMtranI upagitA para vizvAsa jAmaze. manuSyoe japano abhyAsa zA mATe karavo joIe? e mATe sthUla jagatamAM prayatna karyA vinA paNa mAnavanI sarva IcchAo japanA prabhAve siddha thAya che. koIpaNa kaThina vipatti hoya, chatAM japa karavAthI te dUra thaI zake che. keI paNa muzkela kArya hoya to paNa te japa karavAthI avazya pUrNa thaI zake che, kevala zraddhApUrvaka parizrama karavAnI jarUrata che. emAM vidyAnI jarUrata nathI, buddhinI paNa jarUra nathI. keI paNa maMtrano japa kare, to eTalo karo ke jethI mananI ekAgratA thaI jAya, ane ekAgra tAnI prApti mATe "sohama'thI vadhAre sarala bIje kaI maMtra nathI. ene nitya sukhaprada eka bIjo prayoga paNa che. ene te AjathI atyArathI ja zarU kare. enAthI eTalo badhe lAbha thaze ke, tame parama prasanna thaI jaze. arthAt pAtramAM sUvA mATe jyAre bichAnA para jAo tyAre eka mALA sAthe laIne jAo ane sUtA, sUtA ja mALAthI "hamane jApa zarU kare. jene bichAnA para sUtA, sUtA vicAre Ave che, ane nidrA nathI AvatI, enA mATe te A rAmabANa upAya
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________________ 71 sekahama vijJAna che. ane jene nidrA AvatI hoya, ene Atmika baLa vadhAravAmAM enAthI anupama sahAyatA maLaze, japa karavAnI vidhi AgaLa lakhavAmAM Avaze ane japa karatA, karatA kevI majAnI mIThI nidrA Ave che, e nidrAmAM kevI madhura zAnti prApta thAya che, ane savAre UThayA pachI vicAramAM kevuM parivartana thAya che, A badhuM te abhyAsa karavAthI ja samajAze. selaham vicAra, AtmarakSA ane AtmotthAna mATe mANasa mAtre ochAmAM e che nitya eka kalAka jApa karavAnI paramAvazyakatA che. paraMtu jenI pAse dhanabaLa, vidyAbaLa, buddhibaLa, baMdhubaLa Adi kaI paNa prakAranuM baLa na hoya, ane je saMsAnmAM sarvathA asahAya dInahIna, duHkhI dazAmAM hoya eNe te maMtranI ArAdhanA karavI ati Avazyaka che. "ughama: khaluM kartavya nidhana vizeSataH ? udyama te badhAe kara joIe, paraMtu je nirdhana che teNe vizeSa prakAre udyama karavo joIe. arthAt jenI pAse dhana che, vidyA che, buddhi che, manuSya sahAyaka che, te paNa japa karyA sivAya mAnasika phalezothI mukta thaI zakatuM nathI. paraMtu jenI pAse e sarva nathI evA mAnoe pitAnuM jIvana AnaMdamaya banAvavA mATe saMsAramAM ja5 sAdhana sivAya bIjo koI sarala mAga nathI. keIne prazna thaze ke, japathI lAbha thaze ja, te enuM pramANe zuM che? eno uttara e che ke, haraDe khAvAthI julAba thAya che ke nahi ? agni para hAtha rAkhavAthI dAjhe che ke
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________________ 72 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya nahi? tene mATe pramANanI AvazyakatA nathI. haraDe khAvAthI ane agni para hAtha rAkhavAthI ApoApa anubhava thaze. tema maMtrajapa karavAthI duHkha dUra thAya che, IcchAo pUrNa thAya che, jIvana saphaLa bane che, e paNa eTaluM ja satya che. pratyakSa pramANa e che ke, kare ane anubhave jANe. hAtha kaMkaNane AssInI zI jarUra che? vartamAnakAle A saMbaMdhamAM sarvathI adhika prakAza pAzcAtya mAnasazAstroe karela che. emaNe vaijJAnika praNAlikAthI e siddha karyuM che ke uccAraNa karela ke I paNa zabdano nAza thato nathI, paraMtu te dIrghakALa sudhI kaMpana utpanna karIne cAlyo jAya che. mauna ke amauna avasthAmAM je-je zabdo uccAraNa karAya che enA dvArA AkAzamAM eka prakAranuM kaMpana utpanna thAya che, jenAmAM racanA karavAnI mahAna prabaLa zakita hoya che. je kAryane aneka varSomAM karI zakAtuM nathI, ene te zakita DI miniTamAM karI zake che. e kaMpano dvArA Icchita vastuo AkarSita thAya che. saMkalpa siddha thAya che. ka vaijJAnika tatva vaijJAnikone mata che ke A badhA saMsAra kevaLa kaMpanane samudra che. dekhavuM, sAMbhaLavuM AdinuM samasta jJAna, prakAza, vAyu Adi kaMpanene kAraNe ja thAya che. vicAronA paNa kaMpana Ithara nAmaka sUkSma tatvamAM vAsa ane bhramaNa kare che. Ithara tattva ja sUma loka che. je kAMI skUla jagatamAM bane che, te - sarvaprathama sUma lokamAM-jagatamAM bane che, jenI gati sUma lokamAM-jagatamAM thAya che,- sUkSma jagatamAM banatI kriyAone
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________________ saham vijJAna 73 je jANI zake che, dekhI zake che, te bhaviSyamAM banavAvALI ghaTanAone prathamathI jANI jAya che. tene bhaviSyavettA kahevAmAM Ave che, sUkama lokanA kAryone dekhavA, jANavA mATe sUkSma dRSTi joIe, e daSTi ekAgratAthI utpanna thAya che. pitAnI mane-- vRttione arthAta pitAnA vicArone kaI eka vastu para sthira karavAthI, enAmAM eka evI asAdhAraNa mahAzakita utpanna thAya che, jenuM anumAna karI zakAtuM nathI. te ja e zakita che, jenA dvArA ApaNe pratyeka icchita vastuone pitAnI tarapha AkarSita karI zakIe chIe-kheMcI zakIe chIe ! sArAMza e che ke je vastunI ApaNe IrachA karIe chIe. te sarva AkarSaNa zaktine pratyeka vastunA sAthe kaMpana yukta saMbaMdha che. mauna ke amauna maMtra jApa karavAthI sUkSma AkAzamAM eka prakAranuM kaMpana utpanna thAya che. e kaMpanI dvArA ApaNe pitAnI IcchAthI pratyeka vastune pitAnI tarapha AkarSita karIe chIe, prApta karI zakIe chIe. mahAnathI mahAna kAmanAo paNa e rIte pUrNa thaI zake che. prAcIna saMta munioe japa karavAnI praNAlikAne je AviSkAra karyo che te pUrNa vaijJAnika che zraddhAnI AvazyakatA gItAmAM zrI kRSNa ema kahyuM che ke traNa manuSya nAzane pAme che - "ajJazAzradhyAna & saMzayAtmA vinazyati" ahIM je dukhethI mukta thavAne mAga jANatuM nathI, jema ke japa karavAthI dukhone nAza thAya che, evuM je jANa
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________________ 74 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya na hAya, azraddhAna jANavA chatAM tenA para vizvAsa na hAya, trIjo saMzayAtmA jANatA paNa hAya, vizvAsa paNa hAya, paraMtu japa karavAthI kArya siddha thaze ke nahi, evuM jenuM mana saMzayagrasta hAya che, e traNe nAzane pAme che. zAstromAM lakhela vAta para vizvAsa karavA enuM nAma ja zraddhA che. zAstramAM lakhela che ke AtmavikAsanu prathama pagathiyu' zraddhA che. agamyane gamya-alabhyane sulabha-asAdhyane sAdhya ane mRtane sajIvana karavAvALI zraddhA ja che. adRSTa jagatamAMthI manuSyanI kAmanAene AkarSita karIne sthUla jagatamAM pratyakSa karI devAvALI paNa zraddhA ja che. ghaNA manuSyAne japa karavA bahu kaThina lAge che. te kahe che ke zuM karIe ? japa karavAmAM mana lAgatuM ja nathI. ' mana lAgatuM nathI' emAM te badhuM rahasya chUpAyelu che. vidyAbhyAsa, vyAyAma, satya bhASaNa AdimAM mana lAgatuM nathI. eTale zu e kriyAe tyAga karavA ceAgya che? Aja karADe) mALakA vidyAdhyayana karI rahyA che, zuM badhAnA mana emAM salagna hAya che ? nahIM. mananI viruddha badhAne karavu' ja paDe che. jeTalA sArA upayAgI ane lAbhadAyaka kAya hAya che, emAM mana rAjIkhuzIthI lAgatuM nathI. pahelAM te jabaradastIthI temAM manane lagADavu joIe. agara lagADavu paDe che tyAre kAlAMtaramAM , amRtamaya phaLa prApta thAya che. pAzcAtya jagatanI unnatinuM eka khAsa kAraNa e paNa che ke, e leAkeA keAI kAmane kaThina jANIne choDI detA nathI. kAI
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________________ selaham vijJAna 75 kAmanI upayogitAno jyAre emane vizvAsa thAya che, to ene siddha karavAmAM teo potAnI saMpUrNa zakti lagAvI de che. paraMtu ApaNe vyavahAra enAthI bilakula viparIta hoya che. ApaNe IcchIe chIe ke, kaMI ja parizrama na kare paDe chatAM saMsAranA sarva sukha prApta thAya. e kevI rIte banI zake ? A vAta je ApaNane samajAI jAya ke kevala pAramArthika unnati mATe ja nahi paraMtu saMsAranI samasta avasthAonI unnatinuM mukhya sAdhana ekAgratA che, ekAgratAne siddha karavAnuM sarvathI sarala sAdhana maMtra-japa che. mATe mAnasika jApa karIne maMtra japane kaThina jANIne tyAga na karatA sarva Atmika zaktine upayoga karIne maMtra japanuM sadhana karavuM joIe. jo ke pahelA pahelA japa karavAthI kaMTALe Avaze, mAnasika kaSTa jaNAze, paNa te tarapha lakSa na ApatAM sAdhana karyo ja jAo. tethI saMsAranI aneka jaMjALe ane aneka mAnasika pIDAothI chUTakAro maLI jaze. ane je A maMtra japane parizrama karavAne taiyAra nathI, eNe A jIvanamAM anya aneka prakAranI mAnasika pIDAone sahana karavA mATe taiyAra rahevuM joIe. "tapavuM joIze"prasannatAthI tape ke aprasantAthI, IcchAthI tapa ke vinA IcchAe. japa rUpa tapa karavAthI sarva prakAranA AtApa, duHkha vagereno nAza thAya che, Aloka paraloka bane AnaMdamaya bane che. je japa karavAthI vimukha rahe che. pramAda kare che, ALasa kare che, te pote ja pitAnI madazAnuM avalokana kare, zAni. kayAM che?
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya vAstavamAM manuSya jIvananI saphaLatA taMdurasta rahIne kata byapAlana karavAmAM che. zAstrAnusAra manuSyanuM kartavya tyAgamaya jIvana jIvavAmAM che. ane tyAgathI aihika ane pAramArthika sarva sukha prApta thAya che. meTAmAM meTA tyAga mAnasika tapa che ane japa paNa mAnasika tapa che. kAraNa ke tenA dvArA mana zuddha ane vikArA rahita bane che. japa karavAthI ciMtA, zeka, bhaya, daridratA vagere aniSTonA nAza thAya che. prabhunA smaraNathI sAdhakanA meha paNa maMda thAya che ane tenA puNya vRddhigata thAya che, jethI tene saMsAramAM paNa sukha sa`patti sAMpaDe che. jIvanasaMgrAmamAM koI mAnava sarva prakAranA puruSArtha karIne hArI jAya, kAI upAyathI saphaLatA na maLe, eve vakhate evA manuSyAe jarUrathI maMtra japanuM sAdhana karavu joI e. je kAryAMmAM hajArA upAya vaDe saphaLatA maLatI nathI te kevaLa japa sAdhana karavAthI nizcayathI saphaLatA prApta thaze. japathI adhika mIjI koI saphaLatAnI kUMcI che ja nahi. ApaNA Adeza 76 ahIMyAM eka prazna upasthita thaI zake che ke, vartamAnakALamAM dhana, jana, baLa, buddhi, vidyA AdimAM yureApavAsI sathI vadhAre unnata avasthAmAM che, te tenI unnati japa karyAM sivAya kema thaI gaI? eneA uttara e che ke enA ane ApaNA jIvananA AdaImAM eTalI bhinnatA che. jeTalI pU ane pazcimamAM bhinnatA che. enA jIvananA Adaza hAya che, ..(Eat Drink, and Be Merry ) arthAt khAe, pIe ane meAja karo ! ane ApaNeA Adaza hoya che, ane have joI e :
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________________ sekaham vijJAna "Atmavat sarva bhUteSu yaH pazyati saH paMDitaH " "je sarva prANIone pitAnA Atma samAna jANe che, jue che, te ja paMDita che!" "mitrasya cakSuSA sarvANi bhUtAni samIkSaHAma ' sarva prANIone mitra bhAve, Atma bhAve juo !" AtmAvAre daSTavya: zreta, manta, nididhyAsitavya " AtmA ja jANavA yegya, sAMbhaLavA gya, nizcayapUrvaka dhyAna karavA yogya ane te ja AtmAne sAkSAtkAra kare te ja mAnavanuM parama kartavya che. arthAt ApaNA zAstra anusAra ApaNuM jIvanano mukhya ' uddeza kevaLa sAMsArika bhego prApta karavAne heta nathI. kema ke okagratA bAda samAdhinI dazA prApta thAya che. e avasthAmAM manuSyane pitAnA aneka pUrvajanmanuM asaMdigdha jJAna utpana thAya che. e samaye te jANe che ke, je prakAre vartamAna janmamAM ene strI, putra-putrI Adi parivAra ane sagAMsaMbaMdhI che. evI ja rIte A pahelAMnA janmamAM paNa hatA ane bhaviSyamAM paNa maLavAnA che. A janma, maraNanA cakramAMthI mukata thavuM e ja mAnavajIvananuM kartavya che. mahAtmA tilake potAnA amara graMtha "gItA rahasya" mAM lakhyuM che ke pitAnA AtmAnA amara, zuddha, nitya, niraMjana svarUpane oLakhIne, jANune emAM ramaNa karavuM e jJAnavAna manuSyanuM A nazvara saMsAramAM paheluM ane aMtima kartavya che. have vicAro ke tamane ko Adarza
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________________ 78 ' maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya pasaMda che? pauvaMtya ke pAzcAtya !! agara je pAzcAtya ja pasaMda heya te pitAnA jIvananI pratyeka kSaNane amUlya samajI eka kSaNane paNa vyartha na javA de. ekadama vidyAdhyayana karavAmAM lAgI jAo. sarva kArya niyamasara kare, vakhatasara kare, pitAnuM kartavya bajAvavAmAM prANanI paNa paravA na karo. uparokta niyamanuM pAlana karavAthI Aja pAzcAtya jagata unnatinA "uccatama zikhara para ArUDha thayela che. tame paNa e pramANe AcaraNa karaze te tamArI paNa sAMsArika unnati thaze ane avazya thaze ja. "satya zremAbhyAM sakalArtha siddhiH" zrama ane satyathI sarva kArya siddha thAya che." ane jo patya pasaMda hoya te mALAmAM, japamAM manane lagAvo. ethI A leka, paraloka bane sukhaprada banaze. ItihAsa e vAtanI sAkSI pUre che ke, maMtra japane prabhAva talavArathI adhika hoya che. Aje ApaNe saMta puruSenI dhAkathI paNa aneka durguNothI bacelAM chIe. anubhava ane pramANu saMsArane upakAra karavA IcchatA he te prathama pitAne sudhare. svAmI vivekAnaMdanuM kahevuM che ke, saMsArane svabhAva kUtarAnI pUMchaDI jevuM che. kUtarAnI pUMchaDIne bAra varSa sudhI jamInamAM dATI de te paNa jyAre tene pAchI bahAra kADhaze tyAre vAMkI ne vAMkI ja raheze. saMsArane paNa e ja svabhAva
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________________ sAhama vijJAna 79 che. ahIM A paNa samaya, samaya para mahAna puruSe utpanna thayA che, thAya che, je potAnA samayamAM saMsArane maLa dUra karavA mATe prayatna kare che. chatAM Aja saMsAranI dazA juo, ke te kevI sthitimAM che? e mATe saMsArane sudhAravAnI ciMtAne tyAgI, pitAnI jAtane sudhAravAnI ciMtA kare. agara dareka manuSya pote pitAne sudhArI le te saMsAra pitAnI meLe ja sudharI jaze. je koI pitAne sudhAryA vinA bIjAone sudhAravAnI vAta kare che, te daMbhI che, pAkhaMDI che. sAco sudhAraka prathama pitAne sudhAre che. japa tathA prabhunI bhakitathI sarva prakAranA aniSTonuM nivAraNa thAya che, tathA manokAmanAo phaLIbhUta thAya che. je koI upakata vAta para vizvAsa na karatAM kahe ke japa karavo bilakula vyartha che, e enI buddhinI alihArI che. jema nirbaLatA athavA koI bhAgamAM darda, seje Adi vikAra zarIra regI hovAnuM sUcana kare che, e prakAre bhaya, ciMtA, gabharATa, asthiratA, aprasannatA Adi vikAra manane regI hovAnuM sUcana kare che. ane jema samasta zArIrika reganI maheMSadhi vidhipUrvaka karela vyAyAma che. e ja prakAre samasta mAnasika roganI mahauSadhi maMtra japa che. japa sahaja sAdhana - japane abhyAsa karavA mATe bhaNela gaNela hovAnI paNa jarUra nathI. tyAM to raTa lagADavAnI ja jarUra che. dhUna lagADavAnI jarUra che. e dhvanimAMthI evI asara thAya che ke mAnavInuM jIvana ja badalAI jAya che.
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya prAcIna graMthA ane vijJAne A vAta jANI lIdhI che ke e dhvanithI sAttvika taraMgA ka pana utpanna thAya che. duHkha, darda, khImArI, ciMtA, bhaya, zAka e sava keAI kAraNathI tAmasI panAnA vadhI javAthI thAya che. prakAza jevI rIte adhakAranA nAza kare che, evI ja rIte sAttvika kaMpana tAmasIka kalpanAne naSTa karI nAkhe che. e prakAre maMtra japanA dhvanithI samasta zArIrika ane mAnasika rAgeAne, kalezeAne nAza thAya che. buddhi sthira ane sUkSma thAya che. ane soMsArika ane paramArthi ka sa kAryAMmAM evI pratyakSa ane apratyakSa sadA sahAyatA maLatI rahe che. badhA dharma zAstrone sAra e ja che ke asIma sukhane bhaMDAra kevaLa paramAtmA-AtmA ja che, ane enI prAptinuM acUka sAdhana mAMtra japanA abhyAsa ja che. japa karavA mATe sazreSTha maMtra OMkAra ane soham maMtra che. paraMtu 'seADama' maMtramAM kaIka vizeSatA che, enuM sakSepamAM vivecana karIe chIe. 80 sADaham matranuM vivecana sacetana prANInA zvAsa levA cheADavAmAM 'huM saH ' eve svAbhAvika nAda utpanna thAya che. e nAdanI dhArAmAM husa' 'haMsa:' e uccAraNa niraMtara cAlatuM rahe che. ma`trazAstramAM ene ajapA jApa karyu che. kema ke e rIte ma`tra japanA abhyAsa karavAthI koI jAtanA vizeSa zrama paDatA nathI. e nAdamAM je dhvani rahe che, ene matrazAstramAM praNava kahe che. hasa' zabdane UlaTA karavAthI 'seADahama' uccAraNa thAya che.
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________________ Dahama vijJAna e uccAraNamAM vyaMjanene cheDI devAthI je mUdha bhedI dhvani rahe che, ene kAra yA praNava kahe che. kAra maMtrane tAraka paNa kahe che, kema ke te japa karanArane tAranAra che. kAra e mATe kahe che ke, te japa karanAranI rakSA kare che. ene praNava e mATe kahe che ke, saMsArIjanene mATe te vahANa samAna tAranAra che. athavA khUba japa karavAthI jenuM phaLa avazya maLe che. athavA japa karavAthI jJAnane prakAza aMtaramAM pragaTe che. athavA japa karavAthI saMsArI ja jALAnI azAntino nAza thAya che. e prakAre aneka arthothI pUrNa kAranA japathI enA vAstharUpa paramAtmaprakAza hRdayamAM avazya pragaTa thAya che. eTalA mATe cagI pataMjalie kahyuM che ke e zabda svabhAvathI ja paramezvarane vAcaka che e japa ane arthanI bhAvanA karavAthI paramezvara rUpa vAcya vastu prakaTa thAya che. 3% ane sehamane bheda. ema ane sahama e bane maMtra varNAtmaka nathI. paraMtu vanyAtmaka che. nI upamA ghaMTAnAdanI Apela che, ghaDiyALamAM jema Tanananane ivani thAya che, enI nakala (Tananana) e akSaromAM ame karI dIdhI che. A vizvamAM niraMtara eka avyakta davani thayA kare che, je ekAgra avasthAmAM sAMbhaLI zakAya che. e ivaninI kalpita pratimA >> che. e jene bahA bIja paNa kahe che. enA japa vaDe avighA-ajJAna dUra thatuM jAya che, ane jIvAtmAM paramAtmA samIpa thatuM jAya che. maM. 6
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________________ 81 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya arthAt je Iza-tattva, A vizvamAM aNu-paramANumAM bharela che, enuM jJAna prApta thAya che. ane saMsArathI vairAgya thAya che. prANImAtranA zvAsa-ucchvAsamAM ' sa: ' ane ' hu''nI dhvanithI yA kare che, enI OM yukta pratimA 'se'ham ' che. sADahamanI anya vizeSatAo pAzcAtya dezanI unnatinuM mukhya kAraNa enA vicArAnI maulikatA che. maulikatAnuM kSetra ekAgratA che. ane ekAgratAnI siddhine mA- 'se'hama' e niHsaMdeha advitAya maMtra che. khIjA maMtrAne japa karatI vakhate mana ahIM tahIM bhaTakayA kare che, japa karavAvALAne pUrNa anubhava thAya che ke, prayatna karavA chatAM paNa mana sthira thatuM nathI. para`tu 'sA'ham'nA japathI mana ekadama sthira thaI jAya che. mananA zvAsa-prazvAsa sAthe pragADha sabaMdha che, jeTaleA jaladI, jaladI zvAsa cAle che. eTaluM ja mana paNa caMcaLa rahe che. mana jeTalu caMcaLa rahe che teTalu ja mana aprasanna rahe che, kema ke caMcaLatAthI gabharATa ane gabharATathI aprasannatA thAya che. ' seADahum 'nA japathI zvAsanI gati peAtAnI meLe ma thAya che. enAthI dilanI dhaDakana mada, mada cAlavA lAge che, ane dila jeTaluM ochu thaDake eTaluM ja mana zAnta ane prasanna rahe che. e sivAya OMnI upAsanAnI upamA ghaMTA-nAdanI ApI che. ghaMTA-nAdanA sumAna japa karavA mATe OMkAranI ekamAtrA, dvimAtrA trimAtrAnA svarUpane samajavAnI jarUra che. trimAtrA ghaTA-nAda samAna krAya che. paraM tu ' se'ham nI dhvanimAM pAtAnI meLe ghaMTA-nAda
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________________ Dahama vijJAna samAna caka baMdhAI jAya che. jethI svAbhAvika rUpamAM kArano japa thavA lAge che. sohamane zvAsa-prazvAsa sAthe je meLa bese che, e bIjo koI maMtra sAthe besato nathI. kAra enA garbhamAM che. enA japathI ApoApa 3ne japa thAya che. e sarva kAraNothI ane suratamAM cittanI ekAgratA karavAvALo ane sAragarbhita enA je bIjo maMtra nathI. nidrA nAzanI apUrva auSadhi ke vartamAnakALanA saMsAramAM lAkhamAM kadAca eka manuSya paNa muzkelIthI maLaze ke jenuM mana pUrNa zAMta hoya. vartamAna samayanA jagatanA sarva sAdhana jevAM ke relve, tAra, nATaka, sinemA, presa, upanyAsa, chApAM ane aneka prApta ane aprApta sAdhanathI pratyeka manuSyanuM mana udvega yukta ane ati caMcaLa baneluM rahe che. ane e niyama che ke, mana jeTaluM caMcaLa rahe che, eTalI ja nidrA ochI Ave che. hajAze manuSya bichAnA para ghaNA samaya sudhI carthanA vicAra karatA paDyA rahe che, tyAra bAda thaMDI apUrNa nidrA Ave che ane ghaNA manuSyone te (anidrA) nidrA nAzane roga ja thAya che. enuM jIvana bhArarUpa banI jAya che. paraMtu "sehamU"no japa nidrA nAza roganI apUrva auSadhi che. sUtI vakhate "sohama ne japa karavAthI daza miniTanI aMdara pragADha nidrA AvavAne saMbhava che. bichAnA para sUtA pachI aMdara zvAsa letI vakhate "so" ane bahAra kADhatI vakhate
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya ham " e prakAre pUro sahama " maMtra karIne eka, be, traNa gaNatA jAo. ghaNuM karIne temAM navANuM manuSyane tenI gaNatarI pUrI thayA pahelAM ja nidrA AvavAne saMbhava che. e anubhUta prayoga che. paraMtu sUtA pahelAM dIrgha zvAsa-prazvAsa levA-mUkavA joIe. ane halake ane tAje AhAra kare Avazyaka che. selaham maMtra dvArA samAdhi yogazAstranA niyama pramANe mane vRttione keI eka dhyeya vastu para sthira karavI tene dhyAna kahe che. dhAtA= dhyAna karanAra, dhyAna lakSa vastumAM sthiratA, dhyeya=jenuM dhyAna karavAmAM Ave che te. enI aMdara prathamanI bannene bhUlI dayeya mAtranuM bhAna zeSa rahe, arthAt dayeyamAM tadAkAra thavuM tene samAdhi kahevAtra che. dRSTAMta tarIke tame tamArA hRdaya kSetramAM ISTa maMtrane je maMtra nAne have joIe, jema ke 3 zAnti vagere zabdamAM manane saMlagna karyuM. zarUAtamAM tamone japamaMtranA zabdanuM tathA tamAruM bhAna raheze. paraMtu AgaLa jatAM tamo pitAne bhUlI jazo. tame zuM karI rahyA che te paNa bhUlI jaze. te eka maMtranA zabdanI mAtra smRti rahI jaze. e avasthAnuM nAma samAdhi avasthA che. 1 - mane vijJAnika sUcanane prabhAva pitAne athavA bIjA keIne sUcanA ApIe chIe, tene aMgrejImAM (Suggestions) sajezana kahe che. raDatA bALaka
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________________ sekahama vijJAna para mAtAnA zabdone ane maraNAsana rogInA mana para DekaTaranA vacanane je prabhAva paDe che, tathA AzvAsana maLe che, ene sajezana kahevAya che. zarIranI racanA karanAra tathA tenuM saMcAlana karanAra mana che, ane manane gatizIla-kriyAzIla banAvanAra sajezana che. manane vaza karanAra, mehita karanAra, sajezana samAna bIjI kaI kriyA nathI. sajezananA prabhAvathI manuSya pitAnA mana dvArA je Icche te kArya karAvI zake che. regI, durbala, mUrkha, daridra vagere, agara "huM nIraga chuM." huM baLavAna chuM," "huM buddhivAna chuM, "dhanavAna chuM." evI rIte pitAne pote sajezana ApyA kare, te IcchAnusAra enI avasthA badalAI jAya, emAM jarA paNa saMdeha nathI. A pAzcAtya manovijJAnane acUka siddhAMta che. uparokata siddhAMta anusAra manuSya-jIvananI zreSThatama unnati karanAra ucca darajajAno sajezana sehama" che. "sohama ne artha che-huM paramAtmA samAna chuM. ene jApa karatA karatA thoDA vakhata sudhI te e vAta pUrva saMskAravaza jUThThI lAge che, jaThThI pratIti thAya che. japa karanAra pitAnA manamAM ema jANe che ke, huM kaMI paramAtmA nathI, kevaLa e jApa karuM chuM. paraMtu mane vijJAnanA niyamAnusAra thoDA samaya pachI enA mana para sUcanAone prabhAva paDavA lAge che. ane tyAre ene kaMIka pitAnuM ane kaMIka paramAtmAnuM bhAna thavA lAge che. aMtamAM jyAre sUcanAone pUrNa prabhAva enA mana para chavAI jAya che, e samaye te koNa che, te kyAM che, zuM karI
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________________ 6 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya ' rahyo che, e badhu bhUlAI ne kevaLa paramAtmAnuM ja bhAna rahe che. japa karanArane e samaye paramAtmA sivAya khIjuM kazuM bhAna rahetuM nathI. te ja sarvAnaMdapradAtA samAdhi avasthA che. ane ' seADaham 'nA japathI jeTalI jaladI samAdhi avasthA prApta thAya che eTalI jaladI khIjA keAI maMtrathI thatI nathI. paraMtu e avasthA japa karyA bAda kaI turta ja thatI nathI. kA vyakti japa karyA pachI turta ja samAdhi avasthA prApta karavA dhAre ane ema na ane te nirAza thaIne japa cheADI de tA e enI bhUla kahevAya samAdhi avasthA e jIvananI UMcAmAM U'cI avasthA che. tene mATe je bhAga ApIe te thADA che. cha mAsamAM te zuM ? cha varSe ke jIvananA koI paNa bhAgamAM ke aMta samaye paNa samAdhi prApta thaI zake, teA enA mATe parama prayatna karavA pratyeka buddhimAna manuSyanuM parama kartavya che. samAdhidazA yAga-vidhAnI aMtima sIDI che. e avasthAmAM ja nirapekSa satya jJAnanI prApti thAya che. bhUta bhaviSyanu jJAna zAstronu` rahasya ane kudaratanA gupta niyameAnA anubhava samAdhi dazAmAM ja thAya che. adbhuta camatkAra ane alaukika siddhio prApta thavI te samAdhi avasthAnA phaLa ja che ane e ja avasthAmAM ene avinAzI AtmatattvanA edha thAya che. enA saMbaMdhamAM maharSi yAjJavalkaye kahyuM che ke--3 gAgI ! je e avinAzI tattvane jANyA vinA-samajyA vinA A leAkamAMthI cAlyA jAya che, tenA janma niSphaLa thAya che. ane je e amara Atmatattvane jANI le che, oLakhI le che te tyArakhAda A leAkamAMthI jAya che tenA janma saphala thAya che.
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________________ seDahama vijJAna sArAMza e che ke, mAnavajIvananI saphaLatA Atmika jJAna prApta karavAthI ja thAya che ane Atmika dha samAdhi avasthAmAM ja thAya che. samAdhidazA prApta karavAne sarvathI saraLa, sugama, sulabha ane sahaja upAya maMtra jape che-ane maMtramAM sarvathI zreSTha maMtra "kAra ane sohama " maMtra che. sehama e kAranuM ja rUpAMtara che-ene ja zvAsa-prazvAsamAM dhyAna rAkhI karavAthI ghaNI ja jaladI samAdhidazA prApta thAya che. je ApaNe zvAcchavAsanI kriyAnuM avalokana karIe te ApaNane jaNAze ke vIza kalAkamAM 21,600 zvAsozvAsa cAle che. jarA vadhu sUkSma rIte avalokana karazuM to jaNAze ke pratyeka zvAsocchavAsamAM aMdara grahaNa karatA zvAsamAM sa" e davani ane bahAra nIkaLatA prazvAsamAM "ha" e davani saMbhaLAya che. A "sakAra" ane "hakAra para vadhAre sUkSma rIte avalokana thAya to aMdara kheMcelA vAyumAM "sa" ane hoTha baMdha karI bahAra choDAtA vAyumAM "hama " e dhvani saMbhaLAze.......... se-hama........so-te, Dahama-huM ......te huM '..te jenI zepamAM AkhI duniyA phare che te ja huM .....Izvara huM.... paramAtmA huM "huM pite te hevAthI te damabadama sohamane jApa ApoApa mArA pitAnA skUlamAM cAlatuM rahe che !" dhAkRvAsane sAthI pitAnA lakSamAM besADe te e abhyAsa"ne pariNAme tenuM dehAbhimAna nahivat thavA pAme che. cittanI zuddhi thAya che, ane "jJAna" prApta thAya che. A pramANe abhyAsa cAlu rAkhavAthI mana pUrNa rIte pitAne AdhIna
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya thAya che, ane cittavRttione nirodha thavAthI mAnava gI bane che. vRttio mananI sakhIo che. mana cUpa thayuM eTale vRttione khela paNa aTake che. ane pachI AtmajJAnanI prApti sulabha thAya che." prakaraNa 3DrIM namaH maMtravijJAna maMtrasiddhine pratyakSa anubhava vartamAna samayamAM aneka sAdhake potapotAnI zraddhA anusAra aneka prakAranA ISTamaMtranuM sAdhana-upAsanA karatA jovAmAM Ave che. paNa e maMtro pAsanA dvArA sAdhakenI IcchAnusAra nizcita samayamAM Icchala phaLa prApta thayeluM jovAmAM AvatuM nathI. tethI sAdhakanI zraddhA ane utsAha dinapratidina adhikAdhika daDha ane tIvra thavAne badale maMda thato jAya che. e sthitimAM keTalAka sAdhake te nirAzA ane nirutsAha banIne sAdhana cheDI de che. ane vaLI kaI sAdhaka jema tema dIrghakAla athavA jIvana sudhI sAdhanA karatA rahe che. pachI bhale
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________________ * vhA~ nama: maMtravijJAna tene phaLaprApti alpAMza maLe athavA kaMIpaNa na maLe te tarapha lakSa ApatA nathI. je koI paNa maMtrathI alpakALamAM sAdhakane phaLa siddhine kaMIpaNa anubhava thavA lAge te teTalAthI ja tenI zraddhA deDha ane utsAha tIvra thaIne te dinapratidina adhikAdhika daDhatAthI utsAhapUrvaka maMtrasAdhanAmAM agrasara thAya. e mATe A sthaLe eka anubhavasiddha maMtra tathA tenA sAdhananI vidhi lakhavAmAM Ave che. e sAdhanathI sAdhakane alpa samayamAM ja maMtrasiddhi thavAno anubhava thaIne temanI zraddhA ane vizvAsa daDha thaze. A sAdhana haMmezAM cAlu rAkhavAthI sAdhakane pUrNa rUpe siddhi prApta thaIne te kRtArtha thaze. tenuM jIvana saphaLa thaze. e maMtra eTale praNava () sahita mAyA bIja hI e che. e maMtra e che ke jenA anuSThAnathI pUrvakALamAM aneka sAdhake siddhi prApta karI cUkayA che. ane vartamAnakALe paNa je sAdhaka- mahApuruSe enuM mahatva ane rahasya jANe che tene siddhi prApta thaI che. nAsikamAM eka mahApuruSe e bIjamaMtrane vidhipUrvaka japa karavAthI teo jJAnasaha samAdhisiddha mahAtmA thayA hatA. teo anekanA vyAdhio maTADatA hatA, ane tene vacanasiddhi varI hatI. temaNe nAsikamAM eka mahAvidyAlaya paNa sthApyuM hatuM, ane tyAMthI aneka sAdhake e bIjamaMtrano japa karI siddha thayA che. e bIjamaMtramAM evI alaikika zakti che ke sAdhaka enuM anuSThAna-siddha thavAthI asAdhyane sAdhya ane durlabhane sulabha karI zake che. A gupta bIjamaMtra sarva prakArathI IcchAo paripUrNa kare eve che e maMtra ciMtAmaNi samAna phaLadAyaka ane zaktizALI che.
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________________ 90 * hI sAdhana vidhi namaH maMtravijJAna kAI eka ekAnta ane pavitra sthAna ke jyAM peAtAnA (sAdhakanA ) zabda kAI sAMbhaLI zake nahi, tevA sthAnamAM saraLatAthI besI zakAya evA kAI Asane besIne, A hrI maMtranA madhyama svarathI japa karaveA. maMtranA uccAra spaSTa ane dIgha karavA joIe. jo uccAra kharAkhara nahi thAya ta phaLasiddhimAM paNa nyUnatA raheze. OM hrI elyA pachI chevaTe namaH zabda khelavA. enI jaya saMkhyA ATha lAkha che. nitya prAtaH ane sAyaMkAla ane samaya aDhI aDhI hajAra japa karavAthI pAMca mahinA ane dasa divasamAM ATha lAkha japa pUrA thAya che. eka mALA (108) japa karavAmAM traNa miniTa lAge che, arthAt aDhI hajAra japa karavAmAM savA kalAka vakhata lAge che. maMtrAccArane dhvani zarUmAM kAna dvArA sAMbhaLave ane sava lakSya tenA para ja lagADavu joIe. ane mana, vANI tathA kAna e traNe teladhAAnI jema eka rUpa akhaMDa khaMdhAI javAM joie. te pachI yamaniyamenu pAlana karIne eka paNa divasa khaMDita karyA sivAya matranuM anuSThAna karavAmAM Avaze, tA uparokta samayamAM ane upara lakhelI saMkhyAmAM japa pUrA thatAM pUrNa siddhi lAbha thAya che. tema chatAM sAdhakanI ceAgyatA anusAra tenA pahelA nyUnAdhika pramANamAM phaLasiddhinA anubhava thavA lAge che. e anubhava saMbaMdhI je kAMI bane te ati gupta rAkhavu joIe. te koine paNa kahevuM nahi. temaja e mATe manamAM abhimAna thavA devuM nahi.
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________________ matravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya sAdhana mATe eka sAdhakane badale samAna egyatAvALA e sAdhake eka sAthe besIne banne eka svarathI japa karaze te tethI vaLI eka viziSTa prakArano apUrva anubhava thaze. te te mAtra te sAdhake ja jANI zakAze. e uparAMta enA sAdhanathI kevaLa laukika athavA vyavahArika siddhine ja lAbha nahi paNa je anuSThAnathI aneka kaSTa sahana karavA chatAM siddhi prApta thavI kaThina hoya che, te siddhi A sAdhanathI sahajamAM prApta thAya che. kaSTa sAdhya yaugika siddhi kaI paNa kaSTa sahana karyA sivAya, A sAdhanathI siddha thAya che. ga sAdhanAmAM mukhya manAyeluM sUryacaka vedha, tene vikAsa ane kuMDalinI jAgRta karavAnI kriyA paNa A sAdhanathI siddha thAya che. A kAMI nAma mAtranI zAstrIya rucikara phalazruti nathI. paNa guma karatAM paNa ati gupta, ati rahasyapUrNa, anubhavasiddha viSaya che. e kevala jijJAsuonA hitane mATe ja atre pragaTa karavAmAM Avela che. uparokta ho maMtranA sAdhana saMbaMdhI vizeSa vidhi-vijJAna. "hIM namaH" e mahAmaMtrano nitya japa karatI vakhate "huM paramAtmA sama AtmA chuM" e tattva vicAravuM. " hI" e nAma-bIja, e ja mahAmaMtra ame e ja mahAmaMtramAM keTalAMya sukhano sAra bharelo che. ke e zabda praNavamaMtra che. ho e bIjamaMtra pratyeka dharmamAM che. 3% ho e maMtrane uracAra karavAne sarva manuSyone hakka che. e ja nAma maMtra narane nArAyaNa" banAvavA mahA samartha che. # maMtramAM
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________________ huM nama: maMtravijJAna "a"--e mAtrA jAgRti avasthAmAM rahelA bhrAmaka jagatane AdhArabhUta evuM je satattva tene eTale AtmArAmane vyApaka che. "G" e mAtrA svapnAvasthAnI mAnasika saMsArane vyApaka che. ane "ma" e mAtrA gADha nidrAmAMnA avijJAna saMsAranA AdhArabhUta caitanyane ghAtaka che eTale jAgRti, svapna ane suSupti e traNe avasthAne AdhAra kiMvA sAkSI e je nitya zAzvata ane avinAzI svatatva, tene e vAcaka ane te ja pitAnuM sva-svarUpa che. vhIkAra saMbaMdhI AdhAra vacana nIce lakhyuM che sAdhakeH 4 hI namaH e maMtranuM adhyayana ane saMkalpa pramANe anuSThAna -upAsanA karanAra puruSa A nazvara jagatamAM pArasamaNi rUpa sAdhaka banIne dIrdhAyuSya thAya che. A vidyA sAdhakane Arthika ane naitika temaja tenI dhArmika vRttine ucca dazAmAM pahoMcADanAra temaja svArtha ane paramArtha tattvane lAbha karAvIne mAnavadehane saccidAnaMda svarUpa banAvanAra che. "3" e maMtra prANImAtranA vyAdhi, zoka, bhaya, ciMtA Adi mAnasika vikArene dUra kare che. eTaluM ja nahi, paNa Atmika zaktine sAro evo vikAsa thAya che. e sAdhakanI Atmazakti eTalI khIle che ke tenA mAtra AzIrvAdathI, kRpAdRSTithI ke hastasparzathI game te manuSyanAM mahAna zArIrika, mAnasika duHkhanuM nivAraNa thAya che. evA sAdhaka samakSa ddhi-siddhi hAtha joDIne sa va tatpara rahe che. A badhe prabhAva $ maMtrane uccAra karavAne che.
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya "3% hIne dhyAna prayogamAM che hI namaH e bIjamaMtranI je rAtrie siddhi karavI heya te rAtrie prathama nirmaLa aMtaHkaraNathI ane zuddha bhAvathI dhyAna karavuM te nIce pramANe che. , 34" saccidAnaMda pratye ! tamane mArA ananya bhAve namaskAra ho. he dInadayALa prabha! he bhaktavatsala, dayAsAgara, he vizvapratipAla, azaraNa zaraNadAtA, mArA tamane keTI keTI praNAma che. tamArA anugrahathIja A mahAmaMtranI siddhi meLavavAno prayatna karuM chuM. sabhAvanApUrvaka leke paga ane paropakAra dvArA e vidyAne huM sadvyaya karIza, tamArA akhaMDa AzrayanI sad IcchA che te pUrNa karavA mATe tame ja eka samartha che. huM tamAruM satata smaraNa kare evI zakti ane bhakti arpaNa karaze. dhyAnamAM, manamAM, AsanamAM, zayana, bhojana, jAgRti, svapnamAM tamArA nAmanuM tat smaraNa raTaNa cAlu rahe e Apa mArA para anugraha karaze. mArI sarva zubhecchAo ApanI kRpA vaDe pUrNa bane. huM adhikAdhika sattvazIla ane satkarmazIla banuM evuM baLa he prabhe mane tame Apajo. tamArI kRpA daSTi vaDe mArA zubha manoratho, saphaLa thAo. (bIjamaMtra) 3 hIjainamaH >> hI namaH A bIjamaMtranI sazAstra uccAra paddhati pratyeka sAdhakane samajAya te mATe yathAmati lakhavAmAM Ave che,
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________________ hI nama: maMtravijJAna te sAdhake lakSmapUrvaka vAMcavAthI temAMnuM rahasya sattva samajAze. o + ma maLIne 3% e praNava akSara banyo che. ra+hI rUma e traNa akSara maLIne hI e zakti bIjAkSara banyA che. tethI prathama % akSarane uccAra karIne moDhuM baMdha karavuM. arthAt "ma" e zeSa akSarane aMtima avani mastaka para caDhAvatI vakhate raNakAra je nAda utpanna kare. arthAt 'uDatA jamarAnA nAda je (guMjArava) mastakamAM nAda utpana karavAthI te nAda dIrgha svara vaDe zvAsa pUro thAya tyAM sudhI laMbAva. tema karavAthI 3% akSaranI uccAra paddhati sazAstra ane paddhatisara thAya che. A uccAraNanI jema ho e akSarane uccAra kare. paraMtu hI akSarane zvAsa pUro thatAM ja namaH zabdane uccAra karI zvAsa pUro kara. A pramANe 34 hI namaH e maMtrano uccAra karavAthI te sazAstra paddhatie thAya che. jethI sAdhakamAM caitanyazakti utpanna thAya che. je sAdhake sUI bheda yiAne abhyAsa karIne 15-20 sekaMDa sudhI zvAsa nirAdha karavAnI Teva pADI heya te teNe eka ja zvAsa levAmAM "OM hrIM namaH" e A maMtra bela. ' vyAkhyA : che e akSarane davani dIrgha svarathI mastaka para caDhAvIne tyAM guMjArava nAda utpanna karavAnuM kAraNa zuM? kAraNa e ja che ke manuSyanA mastakane ja brahmAMDanI upamA ApI che. ane te ja brahmAMDamAM # saccidAnaMda svarUpa AtmAne
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________________ *hI namaH maMtravijJAna 95 vAsa mAnavAmAM Ave che. matrAccAra karatI vakhate gujArava ( raNakAra ) dhvanita mastaka para caDhavAthI brahmAMDavedha thAya che. brahmAMDavedha thavAthI AtmAmAM jAgRti utpanna thAya che. tethI matrAccAra karanAra sAdhakamAM caitanyazakti utpanna thAya che. gAruDI leAkeAnA meAralI nAdathI nAga-saMpa jema jAgRta thaI tene vaza thAya che te pramANe ja sAdhakanA guMjArava nAdathI maMtradevatA mAhita thaIne sAdhakanA je manAratha hAya te paripUrNa kare che. sAdhakane je divase maMtra siddha karavAnuM tIvra mana thAya te ja divase anukULa ceAga samajI, tIvra bhAvanA dvArA ma`tra japa karatA. 3-4 kalAka maMtra japa karavAthI maMtrasiddhi prApta thAya che. e nizcayapUka jANavu. zArIrika ke mAnasika vyagratA thAya tevI kAI upAdhi rAkhavI nahi. sthaLa ekAMta hAvu joIe. ekAMta sthAnamAM rAtrinA samaye UnanA Asana para pUrva tathA uttara ziA tarapha sukha karIne besavuM ane prathama batAvela dhyAna prayAga karIne sat saMkalpapUrvaka zuddha bhAvathI 'OM hI nama: * e kalyANamaya zakti khIjamaMtranA 108) vakhata athavA jeTalA vadhAre sa MkhyAmAM japa thAya te sAru. vadhAremAM vadhAre 1008 karavAthI ati hitakArI che. maMtra japa karavA mATe hAthamAM mALA vagere kaI levuM nahi. kAraNa ke mALA pheravatAM mananI ekAgratAnA bhaMga thAya che. mATe ekAgratApUrvaka 3--4 klAka japa karavAthI kArya siddha thAya che. vakhata jaya
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya. A pavitra vidyA dvArA sAdhakane kaI prakAranI hAni ke viparIta pariNAma thaze nahi. A vidyAnuM sAdhana pratyeka jJAtine manuSya, pratyeka dharmane manuSya, ane strI-puruSa vagere sarva karI. zake che. A pavitra vidyA sva ane paranuM kalyANa karavAnuM sAdhanadvAra che emAM leza paNa saMzaya nathI. prAcIna RSi-- munionI e sAdhya vidyA che, ane e vidyA vaDe ja teo siddha mahAtmA thayA hatA. nityane kAryakrama maMtrajapa karatI vakhate maMtrane uccAra bIjA manuSyanA sAMbhaLavAmAM na Ave ane sAdhaka pite ja te sAMbhaLI zake evI paddhatithI kare. moTethI bolIne ke manamAM ne manamAM maMtra japa kare nahi maMtra siddhi prApta karyA pachI dararoja vyavahArika kAmakAja karatI vakhate maMtra uccAraNa karavAnI Teva pADavAthI thoDA divasamAM ja maMtramAM zakti Ave che. e ja niyama pramANe maMtrajapa cAlu rahevAthI thaDA divasamAM ja ApoApa savA lakSa japa saMkhyAnuM purazcaraNa thAya che. purazcaraNa karanArane vAsiddhi prApta thAya che. A pramANe haMmezAM, harapaLa maMtrajapa karanArane mATe koI prakAranI bIjI vidhinI jarUra rahetI nathI. jyAre IcchA hoya te vakhate nirmaLa mana vaDe zuddha bhaktibhAvathI maMtroccAra karatA rahevuM joIe. A pramANe maMtroccAra thatAM thatAM zrImaMta mAnavanI jema karoDa maMtrajapano khajAne sAdhaka pAse taiyAra thaze ane je vakhate je kArya karavAnI tene IcchA thaze te tatkALa phaLadAyaka thaze.
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________________ OM hI nama: maMtravijJAna 37 thaze. paraMtu maMtrajapanI saMkhyA alpa haze, te kAI mATuM kArya na karatAM maMtranI zakti pramANe ja kArya karavuM. maMtravidyA sa'badhI be khela ,, namaH A maMtra mATe pUrA parizrama karyA pachI tenAM phaLa game tyAre athavA khIje 'janme maLe evuM ahI udhAra khAtuM nathI. A maMtravidyA te " AkaDa"nA vyApAra che. enA anuSThAnathI rucikara phaLa mahinA, padara divasamAM ja cAkhavA maLe che. prayatna karyAM pachI sAdhakanA parizrama niSphaLa nahi jAya, e ni:sa'deha vAta che paraM'tu sAdhana vidhiyukta niyamasara thavu joIe. A vidyAthI rAga cikitsA ( maMtra siddha thayAnA anubhava lIdhA pachI) karavAthI kharAkhara yaza maLaze. jema, jema maMtrajapanI saMkhyA vadhatI jaze, tema, tema sAdhakamAM divya zakti utpanna thaze. ane sAdhakane hAthe meTAM mATAM kaThina kArya sAdhya thaze. ane have pachI je mAhitI lakhI che, te mAge javAthI kAI paNu kArya mAM apayaza maLaze nahi. A vidyAnA anubhava san 1915 thI 1937 sudhImAM 3-4 hajAra sAdhakAe nAsikamAM laI yaza prApta karyAM hatA. sa'sAramAM rahevA chatAM paNa A mahAvidyAnA sAmarthya vaDe kAI paNa prakAranI icchA pUrNa karavI hoya te A mahAvidyA jevuM pavitra ane saraLa sAdhana khIjuM kAI nathI. paraMtu sAdhakane mukhyatve karIne kahevAnu e ja che ke ma. 7
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya maMtrasiddhi meLavyA pachI mahinA-paMdara divasamAM ja keTalAka prayogomAM tenA para maMtrazaktine anubhava levA mATe prayoga karavA. eTale haMmezAne abhyAsa ane abhyAsanI vakhatovakhata anubhavathI tulanA karavI. udAharaNArtha kasaratanA akhADAmAM je, je bALaka ane manuSyo Ave che te ekabIjA sAthe kustIo kare che. tethI temanI zakita vRddhi pAme che. ane je, je sthaLe kustInI zarate thAya che, te te sthaLe teo pitAnA sAmA pakSavALA sAthe kustI karI yaza meLave che. e pramANe ja abhyAsa ane anubhava dvArA sAdhaka sAmarthyavAna bane che. ema nahi karatAM te sAdhaka phakta maMtrajapa dvArA nitya karma karIne 105 mahApurazcaraNanI sAdhyatA karaze ane kavacit prasaMge ekAda kArya mATe prayoga karavAnuM mana thayA chatAM te karaze te tene akalpita phaLa prApta thaze nahi. kAraNa ke teNe kaI divasa keI prayoga karyo nathI ane tenA kArya mATe tene bedarakArI hoya che. evAM kArya mATe to sAdhake purazcaraNa karyA pachI paropakArArthe keTalAka prayoga karavAnI Teva (abhyAsa) ane utsAha rAkhavuM joIe. tyAre ja sAdhakane khAtrIpUrvaka yaza maLaze. ane tyAre ja sAdhakanI khAtrI thaze ke A vidyAne paricaya ApIne sAcesAca paramArthane paMtha vidita karyo che. eka mahAtmAe A vidyAne anubhavasiddha karIne janasamAjanA kalyANa mATe prasiddha karela che. e anubhavasiddha prayogane anubhava ane viveka buddhi dvArA karavAthI nitya niyamita abhyAsa karavAthI e maMtramAM rahelI caitanya-zaktine pratyeka sAdhakane anubhava thaze, arthAt eka mahinAmAM traNa vakhata ja
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________________ 3% ho nama: maMtravijJAna e vidyAnI satyatA jaNAze. anubhava karyA pachI A vidyA sAcI Thare eTale bhaviSyamAM vizuddha rIte A vidyAnuM adhikAdhika sAmarthya prApta karavAno prayatna karavAnI IcchA thaze. ane jema jema purazcaraNa (amuka maMtranA sakAma japa) vadhAre thaze tema, tema sAdhakamAM divya sAmarthya vRddhi pAmaze. jema jema divya sAmarthya vRddhi pAmaze tema, tema te sAdhaka meTAM moTAM asAdhya ane ati kaThina jaNAtAM kArya sahajamAM pUrNa karI zakaze. AtmavizvAsa A vidyA sAdhya karavA mATe sAdhakane pUrNa AtmavizvAsa hovo joIe. daDha zraddhA hevI joIe. e ja vidyAnuM mukhya tattva che. jenA aMtaramAM daDha vizvAsa haze, tene ja phaLa prApti thAya che. "saMzayAtmA vinazyati"e gItA vacana prasiddha ja che. koI paNa rogane regI samakSa AvatAM ja prathama tenA roganI mAhitI meLavavI, tyAra pachI te reganI prabaLatA keTale dara vadhelI che. ane pragabaLathI te rega eka ja pragabaLathI nirmULa karI zakAze ke kema? kiMvA 2-4 vakhata prayoga karavAthI thaze, 4-8 divasa prayoga karyAthI ArAma thaze. e saMbaMdhI sAdhake pitAnA manamAM anumAnapUrvaka vicAra jara, te pachI pitAne vicAra regIne jaNAvo. regI sAthe vAtacIta karatI vakhate zAMtithI sumiSTa vacana belavAM. evAM sumadhura vacana AzAjanaka saMbhASaNathI rogInA mana para sAdhakanI vidyAnuM ghaNuM sAruM pariNAma Ave che. temaja sAdhaka upara tenI zraddhA vRddhi pAme che. satya e che ke, evI
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________________ 100 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA karaya sumiSTa madhura bhASA balavAnI sAdhake e Teva rAkhavI joIe. ApaNI kalpanA te ja regInI bhAvanA ane ApaNe je vicAra te ja regInA paNa hevA joIe. te mATe ubhaya pakSe ekacitta thavuM, tene tAdAbhyatA kahe che. jyAM evI tAdAmyatA haze, tyAM kAryamAM siddhi-satvara saphaLa thaze. A vidyAne e zreSTha guNa dharma che. ane e ja tattvAnuredha vaDe pratyeka kAryamAM saphaLatA prApta thaze. A mahA vidyA eka mahAtmAe eka ziSya sAdhakane zikhavyAthI teNe sAdhananA bIje ja divase AdhAzIzInA keTalAka rogIne 2-3 miniTamAM ja ArAma karyo hate. 8-10 divasanA sAdhana pachI te ziSya-sAdhake jema, jema sAdhanA maMtrajapamAM vadhAro karyo, tema, tema bhalabhalA rega ane bhalabhalA kaThina kAryamAM saMpUrNa yaza prApta thaye. regIomAM puruSa uparAMta tuvatI athavA suvAvaDI athavA sUtakI strIono raMga jaDamULathI dUra thayA che. e vidyAne prayoga karavA mATe samaya, nakSatra, zubhAzubha ga, vrata, upavAsa, karavAnI AvazyakatA nathI. e vidyAmAM anya (bIju ) pacca bilakula nathI. bane teTalA pramANamAM AtmazAntinuM kArya dharmArthe karavuM joIe. kaI paNa sAdhaka pAse evuM kaMI paNa kAma Ave, to temAM saphaLatA meLavavA mATe jarA paNa zaMkA "rAkhyA vagara pravega karavo joIe. sadaiva AtmabhAvanA rAkhavAthI keI paNa kAryamAM apayaza maLavAno saMbhava rahe te nathI. mATe ja sAdhake A maMtravidyA pratye saMpUrNa vizvAsa, daDha zraddhA rAkhIne tenuM anuSThAna karavuM, e ja kalyANane mArga che.
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________________ 11 * ho nama: maMtravijJAna eka vakhata eka pensanara amaladAranI 35-40 varSanI putrIne 6-7 mahinAthI sakhata tAva ane mAthuM duHkhavAne roga thayA hatA. ghaNI, ghaNuM davAo karavA chatAM te maTate na hate. ISTa maMtra dvArA ane pitAnI prANazakti dvArA eka mahAmAnave tenuM mastaka pakaDI tema ja tenA hAtha pakaDI be divasa potAnI prANazaktine pravAha vaDana karyo ke turata ja tene tAva ane mAthuM duHkhatuM taddana baMdha thayuM ane tene ArAma thayo. punaH tene e vyAdhi thaye ja nahi. te uparAMta te ja amaladAranA yuvAna putrane savAre 103-4 DigrI tAva AvyA. sAyaMkAle te ja mAnave teno hAtha pakaDI tenAmAM pitAnI prANazaktino saMcAra karyo, te ja kSaNe tene tAva 9 DigrI thaI gayuM. pachI baraDAnI karoDanA cakramAM je sthaLe vikAra hato tyAM prANazaktino saMcAra karyo. jethI tenI kammaranuM darda baMdha thayuM. tenAthI UThI besI zakAtuM na hatuM. tene ArAma thaye. ane parIkSA ApavA gayo ! A maMtra ane prANazaktine addabhuta camatkAra jeIne sarvajane Azcarya pAmyA. prakaraNa zabda zaktinuM sAmarthya yegamArga dvArA je manuSya zabdazaktine vikAsa karyo che te ja jANe che ke zabdamAM vAstavika keTalI zakti che. kharI rIte te zabdomAM eka evI gupta zakti chupAI rahelI che,
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________________ 1 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya keH--jenA dvArA mAnava peAtAnuM sarjana karI zake che. adRzya vastune dazya karI zake che. sUkSma vastune sthULamAM pragaTa karI zake che, ane asAdhyane sAdhya, durlabhane sulabha, asa bhavane saMbhava karI zake che. ati dUranI vastune vicalita ane AkarSita karIne peAtAnI sanmukha upasthita karI zake che. ane e ja sAdhana dvArA te devAne paNa vaza karI zake che. prAcIna samayanA mahAtmAe zabdazaktinA ameAtra baLane saMpU`paNe jANatA hatA. temanA zabdomAM adbhuta baLa hatu. temanA eka, eka zabdamAM jAduI tAkAta ane viziSTa prakAranu AkaSa Na hatuM.sava zrotAe digmUDha thaI jatAM AdhyAtmika guru bIjAnA manamAM eka prakAranA zaktizALI zabdanuM sUcana kare che. pariNAme sAMbhaLanAra tenAM sUcanAnI asara nIce AvI jAya che. dareka melAyelA zabdomAM mahAna baLa che. ahI' zabdazakti nedhA. jo kAI mANasane koI ' sAlA ', ' badamAsa ' ke ' mUkha ' ema kahe te tarata ja te uzkerAI jaze. mArAmArI zarU thaI jaze. paNa tame jo . kAI ne 'mahAtmA ', mahAbhAgyavAna' ke ' bhalAbhAI' kahIne elAvaze| te te turata ja prasanna thaI jaze. vicArane jema prabhAva paDe che tema zabdonI paNa asara thAya che mATe zabda zaktine paNa ApaNe vikAsa karIne AtmAthAna karavuM joIe. dareka matrAmAM paNa zabdazaktinuM baLa Atapreta bhareluM che. maMtrA be prakAranA che: eka khIja maMtra ane khIjA nAma maMtra; jema ke zrI, hauM, kalI Adi khIjamaMtrA che, ane OM zAMti ' OM mahAvIrAya namaH' e sava nAma-ma`trA che. jo e nAma-matra sAthe khIja-matrA joDavAmAM ( d
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________________ zabda zaktinuM sAmarthya 103 Ave te te ethI paNa vizeSa zaktizALI ane zIvra phaLadAtA bane che. bIja ane nAma maMtrane paraspara evo saMbaMdha che ke jema agnimAM uNutA ane jaLamAM zItaLatAne keya che tema. arthAt zabdamAM je zakti che te mAtra tenA arthamAM ja samAyelI che, paraMtu je ivani pradhAna maMtra che, tenA artha jANavAmAM Ave ke na Ave to paNa je te maMtrane vAraMvAra satata uccAra karavAmAM Ave to tene prabhAva japa karanAra manuSya upara athavA je kaI bIjAnA uddeza mATe japa karavAmAM Ave te tene prabhAva tenA upara temaja AsapAsanA vAtAvaraNamAM thayA vagara kadI paNa raheto nathI. je kaIne e saMbaMdhI anubhava le heya te te manuSe "" e bIjamaMtrano keTalAka divasa satata "akhaMDa" uccArapUrvaka japa karaze, to tenA zarIramAM uSNatA "garamI vadhelI tene jaNAze. te ja pramANe "sa" e bIjamaMtrano japa karavAthI te manuSyanA zarIramAM "zItaLatA" (ThaMDaka) thayelI jaNAze, kaI paNa zabdano e svarathI tAlabaddha ucAra karavAmAM Ave to tenuM adbhuta pariNAma Ave che. eka pustakamAM vAMcavAmAM Avela ke eka yuvAna strI ghaNIvAra sudhI hAramoniyama para traNacAra svare vAraMvAra tAlabaddha rIte vagADatI hatI. enuM pariNAma e AvyuM ke te yuvatI je oraDAmAM besIne vagADatI hatI te oraDAnI chata phATI gaI! A pramANe sAMbhaLavApUrvaka ghaNAM varSa pUrve bharUcanA janA pula uparathI milITarInA sipAIone "lephaTarAITa" ema tAlabaddha cAlavA detA nahatA. kAraNa ke ema thavAthI pula tUTI javAno saMbhava hato.
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________________ 104 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya e ja rIte A maMtrane dhyanipUrvaka (suMdara zabdamAM dhIme) dhIme, japa karavAthI tenA artha anusAra lAbhajanaka pariNAma thayA vinA rahetuM nathI, e taddana anubhavapUrNa siddhAMta che. eka athavA ekathI vizeSa bIjamaMtranA uccArathI keTalAka mahApuruSone deva-devInA AtmasAkSAtkAra-darzana thayAnA aneka daSTAMte sarvanA jANavAmAM che. jema eka "zrI" bIjamaMtranA vidhipUrvaka japa karanArane lakSmI prApta thAya che. "ha" bIjamaMtranA japathI aizvarya prApti "e" vAjathI vAkRsiddhi, grahanivAraya, "grahapIDAnivAraNa," "vyAdhivinAzana,"regane nAza thAo, duHkhahara, duHkhahara, daridranAzana, dehapaSaNa, cittateSaya, cittadSaya, citta prasannatA vagere lAbhajanaka zabdone maMtrarUpe praga batAvela jovAmAM Ave che. ane tene vAraMvAra uccAra karavAthI tenA arva anusAra pariNAma paNa avazya Ave che. prAcIna kALanA paramArthI puruSee eka eka bIjamaMtra racavAmAM evI khUbI karela che ke jethI te maMtranA devatA jAgratA thAya che ane tenA darzana paNa thAya che. mAtra thoDA divasa te maMtranA japa karavA joIe. e paNa eka jAtane mAnasika tapa che. kaSTa vinA sukha kayAM ? maMtrajapathI ISTadevanA darzana saha manokAmanA paNa pUrNa thAya che. tethI pitAnuM jIvana sukha, zAntimaya ane saphaLa banAvavA mATe zabdazaktinuM amegha sAdhana vidyamAna hovA chatAM paNa je kaI mAnavabaMdhuo sarva prakAre dIna ane phalezamaya athavA duHkhamaya jIvana vyatita karatA hoya, te temAM bIjA keIne nahi paNa temanA ja ajJAna, ALasa ane bedarakArIne deSa che. yatna karo ane
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________________ zabda zaktinuM sAmartha 105 bIjamaMtra sahita tamArA ISTadevanA nAmanA maMtranA japa kare. eklA bIjamaMtranA japathI paNa eTale ja lAbha thaze. je tame sAdhanane anubhava levA IcchatA ho te tamArI IcchA ane AvazyakatA anusAra zAMti, baLa sAmarthya, utsAha, ezvarya ane dhanasaMpAdana Adi koIpaNa zabda (maMtra)ne haMmezAM vAraMvAra japa karatAM raho. daSTAMta tarIke tamAre je zAMtinI IcchA hoya te tamAre cAlatAM, pharatAM, UThatAM, besatAM, satata e ja zabdano vAraMvAra uccAra kara joIe. enI dhUna lagAvavI joIe, e ja zabda para tamAruM lakSa rahevuM joIe, ane e ja zabda tamArA hRdayamAM aMkita karI rAkha joIe. tamArA manamAM game teTalI azAMti ane udvignatA haze te paNa e zabdasAdhanathI tamArA manamAM saMpUrNa ane apUrva zAMtino saMcAra thatuM jAya che e anubhava thaze. tamArA romeromamAM zAMtine prabaLa pravAha vahana thaze, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa tamArI cAre dizAmAM bahu dUra sudhInuM vAtAvaraNa paNa zAMtimaya banI jaze, ane tame jyAM jaze tyAM zAMtine saMcAra thaze. e ja rIte uparokta zabda (bIjamaMtre)mAMthI -tamArI IcchAnusAra ke IpaNa zabdanA prayogathI tamAru jIvana sukha, zAMti ane saphaLa banAvI zakaze, tema ja bIjA mitre sagAM-snehIone lAbha pahoMcADI zakaze. je upara pramANe bhinna bhinna zabdone praga (uccAra) karavAnI upAdhimAM paDavA mAMgatA na ho te kevaLa mAtra eka ja paramAtmAnuM nAma smaraNa kare, paNa te ja nAmanI vAraMvAra
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________________ 106 ja raI che hInAnA amArI sarva javA maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya. dhUna lagAvavI joIe. remerAmamAM te ja nAmanuM smaraNa thavuM joIe. ane te ja nAmarUpI maMtramAM tanmaya, tadAkAra thaI javuM joIe. ema karavAthI paramAtmA sarva guNane sAgara hovAthI dInabaMdhu dInAnAtha hovAthI, tenA aneka guNe tamArAmAM avirbhAva thaze, ane tamArI sarva manokAmanAo pUrNa thaze, ane tame kRtArtha thaze. jamInamAM anAja vAvavA mATe kheDUte sArI jAtanu bIja vAve che. tethI ja anna phaLAdi uge che. tevI ja rIte tame paNa bIjamaMtrono prayoga kare. thaDe parizrama laIne maMtrajapa karo ane sukhI bane. "3% zAnti zAnti zAntiH" zAnti e te sarva sthaLe ane amArA hRdayamAM sadA ja hoya che. ApaNe to tene prApta karavAnI tIvra icchA karavI joIe, te teno dhIme dhIme anubhava AvavA lAge che. zAntinI bhAvanA karavAno samaya prAtaHkALane che. uparokta maMtrane be traNa vAra bolavAthI sarva dizAomAMthI zAMti AkarSAIne sAdhakanI cAre bAju chavAI jAya che. sAdhaka pitAne zAMtinA sAgaramAM DUbele jue che. e ja japa karavAno samaya che. e samaye mALA vaDe athavA mALA sivAya, jema anukULatA heya tema sAdhake AnaMdayukta mana vaDe tathA kamaLa, madhura vani vaDe, ( rAga kADhIne) dhIme dhIme ema....ema..ema....ne japa zarU kara joIe. bahu utAvaLe nahi ane bahu maMda gatie nahi evI madhyama gatie suMdara kaMTha svara vaDe japa karavo joIe. japane ucAra evI rIte karo ke te potAnA
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________________ zabdazaktinuM sAmarthya 107 kAna sAMbhaLI zake ane bIjI rIta evI che ke hadayamAM ja maMtrajapa kara. pitAne jema anukULa Ave tema japa kare joIe. japa karatAM, karatAM jyAre mukha dvArA japa karavAthI zrama jaNAya, thAka lAge ane manamAM japa karavAnI IcchA thAya. tyAre mAnasika japa kare joIe. jIvanamAM mAnava aneka vakhata evA saMkaTamAM sapaDAI jAya che ke te vakhate zuM karavuM te tene sUjhatuM nathI. eve samaye teNe kevaLa maMtrajapane Azraya levo joIe? te vakhate moTethI uracAra karIne japa karavuM joIe. rAtadivasa japa kare joIe. tyAre te joI zakaze ke tenA saMkaTone dUra karavAno mArga prakRtidevIe khulle karI dIdhuM che. tenA sarva saMkaTa eka pachI eka dUra thaI jaze. ane sAdhaka ati AnaMdapUrvaka potAnuM jIvana vyatita karI zakaze. traNa mahinA sudhI satata niraMtara traNa kalAka sudhI prAtaHkALa ane traNa kalAka sAyaMkALa ane utAvaLe, utAvaLe uccAraNa karatAM kArane japa karavAthI game tevI kaThina vipatti haze te paNa tene nAza thaI jAya che. ane manuSyanI manokAmanA paripUrNa thAya che. jaladI, jaladI (meTethI) zabdoccAra karavAthI mana ahIM tahIM bhAtuM nathI tethI te japamAM ja saMlagna thAya che. are ! upAsakanuM mana tethI ekAgra thaI jAya che. satya e che ke, ekAgratA e ja samasta saphaLatAnI gurukuMcI che. zAMta citta ekAgratApUrvaka maMtrajapa karavAthI ja ISTa siddhi thAya che. zarUAtamAM moTethI belIne maMtrajapa karyA pachI manane hRdayamAM ekAgra karIne pachI manamAM ja maMtrajapa karavo joIe.
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________________ 108 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya moTethI belIne maMtrajapa karanArane vacanasiddhi prApta thAya che, ane manamAM japa karanArane saMkalpazakti prApta thAya che. A zabdazaktinuM je varNana karIe te thoDuM che. A pratyakSa dekhAte sarva prapaMca paNa zabdazaktinA AdhAre ja cAlI rahyo che. samagra zAstra je che te paNa prabhu kathita vANI eTale zabda ja che. je vaDe asaMkhya mAna potAnA AtmAnuM hita sAdhI zake che. zAstra zravaNanuM phaLa nIce lakhyAnusAra che: savaNe nANeya vinnANe, paccakakhANe ya saMjame, aNahae tave ceva, dANe akiriyA siddhi." satsaMganA ane zAstrazravaNanA prabhAva vaDe jJAna thAya che. tethI vijJAna thAya che, vijJAna thavAthI tyAga karavAnI bhAvanA pragaTe che, tyAgathI mana tathA Indriyone saMyama thAya che, saMyamathI Azravane nirodha thAya che, AzravanA nidhathI IcachA nirodha rUpI tapa thAya che. tapa vaDe pUrva karmanI nirjarA thAya che, cegane nirodha karavAthI akriyapaNuM prApta thAya che, ane tyAra pachI siddhi eTale mekSa prApta thAya che. A pramANe mahApuruSanA vacana sAMbhaLavAthI uparokta guNonI prApti saha aMte mekSanI prApti thAya che. tenA para daSTAMta-rAjagRhI nagarImAM zreNIkanAme rAjA rAjya karato hato. tenA maMtrInuM nAma abhayakumAra hatuM. te nagarImAM eka cora rahete hato. te corane eka putra hatA, tenuM nAma noMdha: 1. karmanuM AvAgamana kAya che-baMdha thAya che.
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________________ zabda zaktinuM sAmarthya 10e hiNIye cora hatuM. bApane dhaMdhe te paNa karavA lAgyo. jyAre corane aMta samaya najIka AvyA tyAre tene jIva kemeya karyo jAya nahi. tyAre tenA putre pUchayuM ke, "he pitAjI! Apane jIva zemAM aTake che ?" te cora bolyo ke, "tuM eka pratijJA kare te mAro jIvana zAMtithI parabhavamAM gamana kare." putre kahyuM-"huM pratijJA karavA taiyAra chuM. te samayamAM prabhu, mahAvIradeva te pradezamAM vicaratA hatA ane vAraMvAra rAjagRhI nagarImAM paNa AvatA hatA. tyAre rAjA temane parama bhakta hate. prabhue rAjagRhI nagarImAM cauda caturmAsa karelA hatA. maraNa pathArI para paDelA cAre potAnA putrane kahyuM ke A nagaramAM eka muMDa (prabhune uddezIne kahe che ) Ave che te mahAdhUrta che. tene kayAreya paNa tAre darzana karavA nahi eTaluM ja nahi paNa tene vacana tAre bhUlecUke kayAreya paNa sAMbhaLavA nahi. A pratijJA tuM kare, to mAre jIva sukhe-sukhe gamana kare." priya vAcaka! tuM vicAraje ke saMsArAsakta mAnavI aMta samaye paNa AsaktithI mukta thaI zakatA nathI, eTaluM ja nahi, paNa maratAM, maratAM putrane zikSaNa paNa Asakta bhAvanuM ApIne dhanyatA anubhave che. e pAmaranI pAmaratA para tuM vicAra karIne sadA sarvadA Asakta bhAvathI dUra raheje. pitAnA kahevAthI abodha putre tenA kahevA pramANe pratijJA karI. ekadA prastAve prabhu mahAvIradeva rAjagRhImAM padhAryA ane teo janatAne dharma upadeza ApI rahyA hatA. gAga rehiNI
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________________ 110 mavijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya cAra te raste nIkaLyeA. pAtAnI pratijJA bhaMga na thAya, te mATe teNe kAnamAM AMgaLIe nAMkhIne doDavA mAMDyuM. rakhe ! A muMDanA vacana mArA sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave, teA mArI pratijJA bhaMga thaze. paraMtu tenA puNyAye tenA pagamAM kAMTA vAgyA, ane kAMTA vAgavAthI te DhADI zakayo nahIM. ane kAnamAMthI AMgaLIo kADhIne kAMTA kADhavA lAgyuM.. have te ja vakhate prabhunI vANInA cAra vAkyo tenA kAnamAM paDathA. ' devanI chAyA paDe nahi, deveAnI phUlanI mALA karamAya nahi, devanI AMkheA palakArA mAre nahi, devA jamInathI cAra aMzula UMcA UbhA rahe, dharatIne sparza kare nahiM. A cAra vAkyo zravaNa karyA pachI te hiNIyA cAra pharI doDIne dUra jatA rahyA. te cAre rAjagRha nagaramAM ghaNuM! ja upadrava macAvyeA, jethI leAkeA trAsa pAmIne rAjA pAse phariyAda karavA gayA ke, * kAM aa tame ceAranA nigraha karo, agara amene nagara cheADI javAnI AjJA Ape.' rAjAe prajAne AzvAsana ApyuM. pachI rAjAe khIDuM pheravyuM ke je kAI cArane pakaDI lAvaze, tene InAma ApavAmAM Avaze. rAjAnA maMtrI abhayakumAra mahA buddhimAna hatA. teNe khIDu pakaDayu ane cArane pakaDavAnI hiMMmata karI. abhayakumAre potAnA buddhibaLathI jANyu ke A cAra che, paNa kAI khAsa muddo na maLavAthI teNe tenI sAthe mitratA karI. chatAM koI patto lAgyA nahi. tyAre teNe eka yukti racI. abhayakumAra, rAhiNIyA cArane eka vezyAne ghera laI gayA. pUrvasa Mketa anusAra vezyAe
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________________ zabda zaktinuM sAmarthya rohiNIyA cerane bhejanamAM kephI vastuo khavaDAvI. jethI tene ghena caDayuM. eTale eka devagRha banAvI temAM palaMga para tene sUvADe. abhayakumAra tyAM gupta rUpe rahyA. jyAre te bhAnamAM AvyuM, tyAre tyAM deva, devIone vezadhArI naranArIo hatA, teo belyA ke : "tamee zA, zA puNyakarma karyA che? ke jethI A svarga bhUmimAM utpanna thayA. ema vAraMvAra pUchavA lAgyA. - te cAra ghaDI bhara to vimAsaNamAM paDyuM ke A te svapna ke sAcuM? paNa turata ja teNe te divase prabhu mahAvIradevanAM vacane sAMbhaLyAM hatAM te yAda AvyAM. ane vicAravA lAge ke te cAra vAkyomAMnI eka paNa vAta ahIMyAM maLatI nathI. ethI ema samajAya che ke A te abhayakumArane kaI prapaMca che. manomana A pramANe vicArI pragaTamAM te bolyo ke, "meM puNyakarma ghaNAM, ghaNAM karyA che. tethI ja to svargamAM deva thaye chuM.' tyAra pachI abhayakumAra pragaTa thaI tene bheTI paDayA. ane tenI buddhinI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. teNe kahyuM : "he mitra ! huM mArA pitAnI zikSAthI unmArgagAmI banyo hato. mane Aje satyanA darzana thayA che. prabhu mahAvIra devanA cAra ja vAkaye zravaNa karavAthI huM Aja mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bacI gayo chuM, nahitara Aje khera na hatI. je huM temanA cAra vAkyanA zravaNa mAtrathI mRtyunA mukhamAMthI bace, te temanA caraNanuM zaraNu levAthI zuM zuM lAbha na thAya?" ema kahIne jene, jene tyAM corI karI hatI, te, te sarva dhana
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________________ 112 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya abhayakumArane batAvI ane jenuM je hoya, te tene soMpavAnuM kahI rehiNI cera prabhunI zaraNamAM jaIne dIkSA grahaNa karI, prabhunI AjJAnusAra sAdhanA karIne te ceramAMthI mahAtmA banyo. ane svarga, mokSane adhikArI banya. priya vAcaka! A che zabdazaktine prabhAva. cAra vAkyanA zravaNathI te cora mahAtmA banyA, tyAre je kaI prabhune smaraNamAM lIna rahe japa kare, tenI AjJA pAlana karetene te keTakeTalA lAbha thAya ! te tuM svayaM vicAraje, te tArA para DuM . japa zabda ja uccAraNa dhAtuthI banyo che. jene artha belAvavuM e thAya che. keI khAsa vyaktine tene sAMketika nAmathI bolAvavAthI je prakAre te belavAmAM (uttara ApavAmAM) vivaza-Atura ane kAryarata thAya che, e ja pramANe maMtro dvArA je je bhAvapUrvaka te uccAryA hoya che te, te bhAvanAnusAra sAdhakanI pAse tevA paramANuo AkarSAIne tenI pAse Ave che. ane manokAmanA pUrNa thAya che. vijJAna dvArA sAbita thaI cUkayuM che ke manuSyanA mukhamAMthI belAtAM zabdonAM kaMpane (VIBRATIONS) saMsAramAM sarvatra vyApI jAya che. te kaMpane vAyu dvArA brahmAMDamAM vicaraNa kare che. jema zAMta jaLamAM eka patthara nAkhavAthI temAM lahera-taraMga-kaMpane utpanna thAya che ane te jaLAzayanA eka kinArAthI bIjA kinArA sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. e ja pramANe manuSyanA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelA zabda vAyu dvArA samasta jagatamAM uparokta taraMgenI jema vistRta thaI jAya che.
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________________ zabda zaktinuM sAmartha 113 vAyaralesa, TeligrAphI (doraDA vagaranA tAra) e enuM javalaMta pramANa che. vAyaralesa TeligrAphI te AjakAla sarvasAdhAraNa manunA jANavAmAM che. e tAra mATe deraDAnI jarUra paDatI nathI. eka dezamAMthI mekalelo saMdeze hajAre mAIla dUra hovA chatAM bIjA dezamAM saMbhaLAya che. jema ke eka taLAvamAM kSudra patthara nAkhavAthI jaLamAM zudra lahere banIne te bIjA kinArA sudhI pahoMcI jAya che. te sivAya anya koI khAsa mahatva utpanna karatI nathI. paNa je te- ja taLAvamAM eka hAthI snAna karavA utare, te tenAthI taLAvanA jIvajatuomAM ane svaccha jaLamAM eka mahattvanuM parivartana thAya che. e ja pramANe jeo vizeSa maMtrajapa kare che, tenA vaDe saMsArane vAyumaya samudra adhika kaMpAyamAna thaI temAM rahelA chene kaMpAyamAna karI mUke che. ane jaLanA jInI jema kaMpAyamAna sthiti kayAre zAMta thAya, tenI ciMtAmAM saMlagna thaI jAya che. tema ja maMtrajapa karanAranI kAmanAone pUrNa karIne vizrAMti levA kahe che. tethI ja kahevuM paDe che ke sAdhakanA japa karavAnuM pramANa-saMkhyA eTalI badhI adhika hevI joIe ke jema hAthIne avagAhanathI jaLa kaMpAyamAna thAya che tema brahmAMDanA vAyumAM pracaMDa Adelane utpanna thAya ane saMsAra samudrane tenI asara thAya. naM. 8
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________________ prakaraNa maMtropAsanA guruganI jarUra naitika baLa, cAritrabaLa Adi guNe meLavyA vinA sAdhaka para guru prasanna thAya nahi, are. gurunI prasannatA vinA saddavidyAnI prApti thavI e AkAza kusumavat che. harakeIvidyA zIkhavAmAM gurunI khAsa jarUra hoya che, te vinA yathArtha samajaNa paDI zake nahIM, ane sAdhanA saphaLa thAya nahi. harahaMmezAM vyavahArika kAryomAM paNa vaDIlonI jarUra paDe che te pachI maMtrAdi sAdhanA jevA gahana kAryamAM gurugama sivAya nAsIpAsa thavAya te temAM navAI jevuM paNa zuM che? kahyuM che ke "gura dave, guru prakAza, guru vinA ghara aMdhakAra." guru vinA jJAnarUpI prakAza maLe nahi. mATe sAdhanA mArgamAM gurunI khAsa AvazyakatA mAnavAmAM Avela che. ane gurunI A mAnyatA sarva dharmavALAne mAnya che. guru sAdhakanI yogyatA ane ayogyatAne nirNaya karIne tenA adhikAra pramANe je maMtra Apaze te ja phaLadAtA thaze. japamaMtrane adhikAra eka vakhate keIjijJAsu sAdhake zrI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsane prazna karyo ke-"mahArAja, maMtra e zuM che? kaIgrantha vageremAMthI
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________________ maMtrApAsanA pa kAI vyakti ma`tra grahaNa karIne tenu raTaNa, sAdhanA kare te tethI lAbha thAya kharo ?" 'nA,' rAmakRSNa paramahaMse javAba ApcA : 'matra te tyAre phaLadAtA thAya che, jyAre te ceAgya guru dvArA ceAgya adhikArI grahaNa karIne pachI sAdhanA kare.' eka rAjA pAtAnA pradhAnamaMtrI pAse gayeA. maMtrI tyAre japa karatA hatA. japa pUrA thayA pachI rAjAe pUchyuM : tame kayA maMtranA japa karatA hatA?' " pradhAne kahyuM : ' gAyatrI maMtranA japa karatA hatA. mahArAja !' rAjAe kahyuM : ' mane paNa e maMtra zIkhavADA, ' pradhAne kahyuM 6 : nA, mahArAja e mArAthI nahi ane.' ne gheADA divasa pachI rAjAe eka brAhmaNa pAsethI maMtra meLavyeA, ane te maMtrI samakSa elI saMbhaLAvyeA. ane pUchyuM : 'have eTaluM teA kaheA, ke A maMtra zuddha che ke nahi ? ' 6 pradhAne kahyuM : guNa, tene svabhAva nathI. paDaze.' jI, maMtra teA kharAkhara che, paNa temAM tene " rAjAe kahyuM : 8 maMtrIzvara ! tamAre enA khulAsA karavA * jevI AjJA mahArAja ! ' pradhAne kahyuM. e vakhate eka chekarA tyAM UlA hatA. pradhAne tene mAravA kahyuM. pAse lAnce, ane rAjAnA gAla para tamAce|
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya paNa e chokare pradhAnanA A hukamanuM pAlana karI zakyo nahIM. rAjA gusse thaI gayA. temaNe e chokarAne kahyuM: "A pradhAnanA Hla para tamAco lagAva." eTale chokarAe maMtrInA gAla para tamAco mAryo. pradhAna hasyA ane bolyA: "mahArAja!" "basa, e ja ApanA savAlano javAba che." maMtrIe kahyuM: "mArI AjJA e ja hatI, je ApanI AjJA hatI. tenuM pAlana karanAra paNa e ja kare che, paraMtu adhikArapUrNa vANI mArAthI meTI che. jyAre meM AjJA ApI. tyAre A AjJAnI asara A chokarA para kazI ja na thaI; paNa e ja AjJA Ape karI tyAre tenuM pAlana A chokarAe turata ja karyuM. guru maMtra Ape te vize paNa evuM ja che.' | mATe sAdhake gurunI sevA karIne temane prasanna karI temanI pAse ja maMtra sAdhanA grahaNa karI temaNe batAvela anuSThAnenI upAsanA karavI joIe. zAstramAM kahyuM che ke - .:: . pujA jassa pasIyati, saMbuddhA puva saMthayA, pasannA lAbhaIlsakti, vikala adviyaM suryA." u. a. 1 gA. 46 suziSyanA vinayAdi guNathI prasanna thayela, tattvajJa gurudeva ziSyane vistRta mRta jJAnane lAbha Ape che. - vinIta ziSya gurunI sevA karatA thakA kadAca tenAthI bhUla thAya. tyAre gurujana je kamaLa ke kaThora vacane vaDe
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________________ kaMpAsanA 110 zikhAmaNa Ape, tyAre vicAre ke te mArA lAbha mATe ja che. ema vicArIne utsAhapUrvaka tene grahaNa kare, paNa zeSa na kare. nirbhaya ane tattvavettA vinIta ziSya gurujanenI kaThina AjJAne paNa hitakArI mAnIne Atmazuddhi kare che. A vinIta ziSya sarva zaMkAzalyathI rahita bane che. e gurunI AjJAnusAra pravRtti karatA kama samAcArI, tapa samAcArI, samAdhiyukta saMyamavaMta mahAvratanuM pAlana karIne AtmajJAnathI prakAzayukta bane che. te ziSya, deva, gaMdharva ane manuSyothI pUjita thaI malamUtrathI bharelA A zarIrane tyAgI yA te siddhapadane pAmI zAzvata sukhane bhaktA bane che. ane je karma bAkI rahe, te mahAna RddhivaMta deva bane che. gurujanonI sevA, bhakti ane temanI AjJAnuM pAlana karavAthI ziSyane svarga, mokSanI prApti ja thAya che, ema zAstramAM batAvela che. mATe vivekI ane vinayavaMta ziSya guru AjJAnusAra ja maMtro pAsanA karI svazreya sAdhavuM joIe. guru AjJA pAlananuM suphaLa mahA meMgezvara matyendranAtha ziSyanI zodha karatA, karatA eka gAmane pAdare gerakha nAmanA eka gAyo carAvanAra abhaNa, abuddha, ajJAna yuvakane joI AkAzamAMthI tenI pAse UtaryA. satyendranAthe tenI pAse pANI maMgAvI pIdhuM. pachI gerakhane pUchyuM: "beTA ! ame sAdhu keInuM kaMI paNa maphata letA nathI, mATe tAre je joIe te mAMga."
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________________ 118 gArame temane mahAtmA samajIne kahyuM evuM kaMIka Ape. " maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya AkAzamAMthI nIce utarelA joI eka mahArAja ! mAruM Atmahita thAya, "" matsyendranAthe kahyuM : ' beTA ! huM tane dhana, vaibhava, putrAdi ApIza te te nAzavaMta che ane te te Atmahita thAya tevuM mAMgyu` che. janma-maraNathI mukta thavAya te ja AtmAnuM sAcuM kalyANa thAya. mATe tAru mana kahe te tAre karavuM nahi. manane eTaluM vaza rAkhavu. traNa divasa pachI huM tane maLIza.' ema kahI teo pAchA AkAzamArge adRzya rahI eka makSikAnuM rUpa dhAraNa karI gArakhA je vRkSa nIce UbhA hatA tyAM ja sthita thayA. gArakhatA Ubhe te UbheA ! mana kahe pANI pIvuM che, mana kahe bheAjana karavu' che, mana kahe besavuM che, paNu tenuM aMtaramana teA gurunI mUrtimAM ja ceAMTayuM hatuM. tene UbhA, UbhA ja jhADA pezAba thaI gayAM. rAta paDI. tApa ane bhUkha, tarasathI te acetana thaI pRthvI para paDI gayA. chatAM te maneAmana gurudevanuM smaraNa karatA hatA. tenA zeTha tene zeAdhatA, zeSatA tyAM AnyA ane tene ghera laI gayA ane kAI bhUtanuM vaLagaNu samajI bhUvA jagADayA, DAkalAvALAne lAvyA, bhUta utAravAnI kriyA thaI. vaLI gAmaDAnA kAIka leAke tene leDhAnA saLiyA tapAvI peTa, chAtI ane garadana para DAma dIdhA. paNa gArakhA te gurunA dhyAnamAM ja lIna banyA hatA. tene sAvaceta karavAne badhAe ghaNA, ghaNA prayatna karyAM paNa tene gurunI mAnnA hatI ke-mana kahe te karavuM nahi. tethI
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________________ mA pAsanA 119 teNe te kaMI paNa zabdoccAra karyo nahi. tenA manamAM kevala "guru," "guru", e ja zabdacAra, e ja dhyAna, e ja jJAna ane mananI sarva vRttio temAM ja laya pAmI hatI. badhA jaNa aMte thAkIne tene eka oraDImAM paDato mUkI cAlyA gayA. khAvA pIvAnuM bhAna nahi. jhADA pizAbanuM jJAna nahi, kevaLa guru, guru basa e ja dhyAna e ja jJAna, e ja bhAna. lokoe tenA zarIra para DAma dIdhA hatA, tenA moTA phelA UThayA. ghaNuM duHkha thayuM. guru matyendranAtha makSikA rUpe tenI oraDImAM rahIne e badhuM jotA hatA. ane manamAM ja te ajJAna, abhaNa ziSyane dhanyarvAda ApatA hatA. traNa divasa tenI parIkSA karyA bAda gurudeve zarIra dhAraNa karI madhyarAtrie tene kahyuM :-"beTA ! tuM mArI parIkSAmAM pAsa thaye che. UTha, beThe thA." ema kahI jheLImAMthI bhasma kADhI tenA zarIre lepana karyuM, eTale phallAnuM darda zAnta thayuM te jAgrata thaI gurune page lAge, eTale gurudeve tene pitAnI pAghaDIo para sAthe laI pitAnI pahADI guphAmAM laI gayA. tyA tene jharaNAmAM snAnAdi karAvI, phaLa phaLAdino AhAra karAvyuM. tyAra bAda gurumaMtrane upadeza ApI, eka parNakUTImAM maMtrasAdhanA karavA besADo. cha mahinA sudhI garakhAe tyAM eka Asane besI (jhADe, pizAba karyA sivAya ane khAdhApIdhA vagara) ekAgra citte sAdhana karyuM. gurukRpAe ane sAdhananA prabhAve te siddha yogI gorakhanAtha banyA. kahevAno matalaba e che ke, gurune svArpaNa karavuM joIe to ja vikAsane avakAza che.
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________________ 120 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya gurudatta maMtranI prANAMta sudhI sAdhanA ane guru e Apela upadeza jIvanamAM utAravAno prayatna ja guruno prema saMpAdana karavAne, ane pitAnA sAdhananI siddhine zreSTha upAya che. - sAdhaka baMdhu ! je tamAre tamAruM caMcala mana ane vicakSaNa citta ekAgra karI, maMtra japa karavAnI IcchA hoya te prathama nIce lakhelo prayoga karI manane sthira banAvI, pachI maMtra japanuM sAdhana zarU karavuM, te saphaLatA tarata ja maLaze. ekAntamAM, zUnya sthAnamAM, athavA jyAM kaI manu khyAdine avAja na AvI zake evI jagyAmAM sukhapUrvaka Asane sthira besIne "ema" ne lAMbe uccAra vAraMvAra kare. ane te zvAsanI gati jyAM sudhI laMbAvI zakAya tyAM sudhI uccAra karavo. ema, oma, e........... maema vAraMvAra uccAra kara. ema karavAthI mana sthira ane zAMta thaze. gabaLa ane jJAnaprakAza vRddhi pAmaze, ane vAsanAne paNa kSaya thaze. e uttama prakAranI yukti che." he saMsArI jIva! viSayasukhanI mAyA tyajI de. bhagavAnanuM smaraNa karI le, tyAre ja tane mokSasukha maLaze. mRtyu . pachI A mAyAvI kaI paNa sAmagrI tArI sAthe Avaze nahi. mRtyu vakhate te te dInabaMdhu dInAnAtha, bhaktavatsala bhagavAna ja tArA sahAyaka banaze."
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________________ maMgopAsanA ' mATe ja tArI Indriya ane deha sabaLa ane svastha heya te vakhate ja prabhunuM smaraNa karI le." ahA ! kabIra sAheba jevA mahApuruSa potAnA jAta anubhavathI sukhaduHkha mATe kevA ati uttama uddagAra darzAve che! teo kahe che keH "e sukha para zilA (paththara) paDe ke je bhagavAnane bhUlAvI de che ane duHkhanI balihArI che ke je bhagavAnane kSaNe, kSaNe yAda karAve che." e mATe ja kahevuM paDe che ke, jeTaluM adhika prabhunuM smaraNa thaI zakaze teTalI ja zIvratAthI tamArA duHkha ane saMkaTenuM nivAraNa thaze. kAraNa ke manuSya sukha-zAMti evA sthAnamAM zodhe che ke je sthAnamAM te jarA paNa nathI. sukha-zAMti te ISTa devanA maMtra-jApa rUpI smaraNamAM che. arthAt prabhu smaraNanA prabhAve pApane nAza thavAthI e sarva maLe che. je manuSya nitya traNa kalAka niyamita maMtrajapa kare che tene avazya sukha-zAnti, Arogya ane AnaMda vinA prayatna prApta thAya che e kAryamAM tene eka paisAno kharca thatuM nathI. rAtri ke divase game tyAre maMtrajapa karI zakAya che paNa je manuSya ISTa maMtranuM smaraNa karatuM nathI te kadI paNa sukhI thatuM nathI ! je manuSya sarva prakAre asahAya ane zaraNa rahita tathA nidhana hoya, vyAdhithI pIDAto hoya, te te manuSya je ISTa maMtranA jApa karavAmAM zraddhApUrvaka saMlagna thAya te tenA sarva duHkhane nAza thavAno saMbhava che. mATe ja he vAcakabaMdhuo ! jo tamAre jIvanamAM alaukika ane addabhuta AnaMda prApta kare hoya ane tamAruM jIvana saphaLa karavA IcchatA he te sarva
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________________ 112 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya kAmanA tyAga karIne nitya niyamita samaye iSTa maMtranA traNa kalAka japa karo. japa karavAthI ja tame sukhI thaze. mahAtmA gAMdhI kahetA hatA ke, " mAruM cAle teA dezanA sarva davAkhAnA baMdha karAvI dauM. kevaLa bhagavAnanA nAmasmaraNa ISTa maMtra japamAM evI zakti che ke jethI samasta phleza duHkha dUra thaI zake che, pachI bIjA koI Adhi-vyAdhi ane upAdhi najIka AvI ja zakatA nathI. divasa ke rAtrie sAmudAyika akhaMDa ma`trajapa ke bhajana karavAthI deza ane gAmanuM vAtAvaraNa zuddha thAya che ane duHkha dUra thAya che. '' vAstavika rIte maMtrajapamAM adbhuta zakti che. jIvanamAM je manuSyane ma Mtrajapa karavAnI dhUna lAge che. tIvra bhAvanA thAya che tenA jevA kAI bhAgyazALI puruSa ke strI nathI, evA ghaNAM manuSyA vizvamAM che ke jee satata gurumaMtraneA japa karIne sukhI banelA che. khaMdhue ! tame zA mATe nakAmI vAmAM samayane durupayeAga karI che ? AjathI-A kSaNathI ja tame tamArA ISTa maMtranA japa karo. tamArA jIvanane sudhAravu' hAya, sukhI banAvu hAya, vipattiethI khacavu hoya, ane prabhunA prema saMpAdana karavA hAya te maMtrajapa karaze, matrajapa kare, matrajapa karo ! sAttvika vRttinA baMdhuo, satvara jAgrata thAe ane ISTa maMtrajapanAM alaukika phaLanA amRta samAna svAda grahaNa karI tamAruM jIvana sArthaka kare,
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________________ maMgopAsanA 123 japAt siddhi, japAta siddhi, japAt siddhi na saMzaya. mananAta trAyate sa maMtrI je zabda ke nAmamaMtra saMsArarUpI manamAMthI avidyAmAMthI mananuM trANa (uddhAra) kare, ene ja maMtra kahe che. mana vaza thAya, te ja kharI sAdhanA che. e je na karI zakAya, te kAMI kahetA kAMI na vaLe. manane jaya karI zakAya te jagane jaya karI zakAya. eTalA mATe ja badhI sAdhanAo karavAnI jarUra che. A saghaLo khela mAtra manamaya che. sukha, dukha e mananI kalpanA jALa che, jIvAtmAe ajJAnavazAt tene satya mAnI lIdhela che. ane tethI ja harSa-viSAda utpanna thAya che ane karmanI paraMparAM vRddhine pAme che. ane karma bhaMga mATe pachI janma-maraNanuM cakra cAlu thAya che. A paraMparAno aMta AtmajJAna prApta thAya te ja thAya, jJAna vinA tene nAza saMbhave nahi. jJAnIjane A sukhaduHkhamaya saMsArane eka svapnavat ja samaje che, tenA para tene prabhAva paDatuM nathI. jIvanamAM je zIkhavAnuM che te paNa e ja ke sukhaduHkhane prabhAva mana para na thavA detAM samatvabhAvamAM sthira rahevuM. tyAre ja jIvAtmA sAcA Atmika sukhane anubhavI zake che. saMsAranI apekSAe paNa jJAnIjanoe sukhaduHkhanI vyAkhyA nIce pramANe karela che. kahyuM che ke - Sipada naiva vipada, saMpado naiva saMpada, vipade vipazu vismRti, saMpada nArAyaNa smRti. jJAnIjana kahe che, he jagavAsI javo ! sAcI saMpatti ane vipatti zuM che tene jANe, samaje ane Acare. jyAM
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________________ 124 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana thAya che ane tenuM smaraNa bhajana thAya che, te ja gRha saMpattivALuM che ane kaI lAkhe pati heya chatAMya te prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana na karatA hoya tenI upAsanA, smaraNa, bhajana na karato hoya, to te saMpattivALe nathI, paNa tene te AcaraNathI te vipadane ja AmaMtraNa ApI rahyo che jeNe prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana nathI karyuM te sAcA saMpattizALI nathI. te te viSAghrasta che. sAcI saMpatti te tyAM ja che ke, jyAM prabhunI AjJAnuM pAlana thAya che. tenI upAsanA kare che, te ja kharo saMpattizALI che. mATe he bhavya ! anitya evA dhananI pAchaLa pAgalanI jema na deDatA, sAcuM dhana prabhunI upAsanA, temanI AjJAnuM pAlana, temanA nAmanuM satata ciMtana, manana karavAno ja prayatna se. te ja tamone sukha prApta thaze. sAcuM sukha-zAzvata sukha prApta karavAne A eka ja amegha upAya che. - maMtrasiddhinuM saraLa sAdhana aneka maMtrasAdhake pitAnI IcchA, ruci ane zraddhA anusAra bhinnabhinna aneka maMtranI sAdhanA karatA jovAmAM Ave che. paNa keTalAka mahinA ane varSo sudhI hajAro-lAkhanI saMkhyAmAM maMtrano japa karavA chatAM paNa temanI IcchAnusAra nizcita samayamAM maMtranI pUrNa rIte siddhi thatI nathI. enuM -kAraNa e che ke, teo asthira ane caMcaLa mana vaDe maMtrano japa kare che. hAthamAM mALA pharatI hoya che, ane mana bIjA viSayenA ciMtanamAM lAgeluM hoya che. evI sthitimAM bhale
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________________ maMtrApAsanA 125 dIrghakALa sudhI maMtrajapa kare te paNa japanI siddhi kadI paNa thatI nathI. yathArtha to e che ke, sthira ane ekAgra manathI jyAre maMtrane japa karavAmAM Ave che tyAre eka prakAranI. dhyAnAvasthA prApta thaIne maMtramAM caitanya-zakti utpanna thAya che. kahyuM che ke -"dhyAna yugathI jyAre mana sthira thAya che tyAre maMtranI alpa samayamAM siddhi thAya che." e mATe alpa samayamAM maMtra siddha thavAnuM saraLa sAdhana lakhavAmAM Ave che. A sAdhanA karavAmAM japa karavAnI ke mALA pheravavAnI AvazyaktA nathI. sAdhake eka jADA, sApha sapheda, kAgaLa para suMdara akSarathI ISTa maMtra lakhIne te kAgaLa potAnI sAdhanAnA rUmamAM bhIMta para coMTADe ane Asana para besIne te maMtrAkSa para, AMkhanI palaka mAryA vagara ekI najare joyA karavuM. arthAt tenA para trATaka-ga karavo. jyAre AMkhe kheMcAya athavA duHkhe tyAre AMkha baMdha karIne, hRdayAkAzamAM te maMtrAkSare aMtaSTithI jevA. A pramANe nitya ardhA kalAkathI eka kalAka sudhI karatA rahevuM joIe. AMkhamAMthI pANI nIkaLe che te luchI nAMkhIne pharIthI maMtrAkSa sAme jevuM ema vAraMvAra karatAM rahevuM e abhyAsathI sAdhakane thoDA divasamAM ja te akSare hadayAkAzamAM prakAzarUpe camakatA, pUrNarUpe spaSTa rIte dekhAze. bhIta para cUMTADelA akSare para dayAna siddha thavAnI hadayAkAzamAM te spaSTa jaNAya tyAre tenA para ja daDhatApUrvaka ekAgratAthI japa kare. e maMtramAM caitanyazakti utpanna thavAnuM lakSaNa che. thoDA divase e abhyAsa paripakava thavAthI te maMtrAkSane lepa thaIne sAdhakane eka divya prakAza jaNAya
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________________ 126 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya che. e prakAzamAM ISTadevanuM dhyAna karavAthI temanI divya prakAzamaya mUrti spaSTa jovAmAM Avaze. e parathI siddha thAya che ke, maMtranA japa karavA karatAM ISTadevanuM dhyAna karavAthI zIgha ekAgratA sadhAya che, ane ekAgratA ja saMpUrNa ISTa siddhinuM sAdhana che. manane japa karavAthI mana caMcaLa thavAno saMbhava che paNa maMtrAkSa para trATaka karavAthI mana zIdhra ekAgra thAya che. A uparathI ema na samajavuM ke maMtra japa na karavo. paraMtu japa karatAM dhyAna, mAnasa japa kare e anekagaNuM adhika zreSTha che. mULa muddo to manane ekAgra karavAnuM ja che. mananI ekAgratA vinA keI kArya siddha thatuM nathI. mATe ekAgratA jenA vaDe sadhAya te ja uttama upAya samaja. ekAgratA vaDe ja siddhi thAya che e sAdhake sadA dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM joIe. - AkAzavANI jyAre maMtra japa karatAM, karatAM mananI ekAgratA sadhAya che, tyAre te sAdhakane je kaI ApattimAMthI mukta thavAne mArga jANa hoya athavA koI prazna e hoya ke jene ukela buddhimAna manuSya paNa karI zakatuM na hoya, evA praznane uttara meLava hoya, to te mATe te sAdhake nIce batAvyA pramANe praga kara. koI ekAMta sthAnamAM besIne ke sUIne je praznane uttara jANa hoya te praznane manamAM belA. e samaye manane - bilakula niHsaMkalpa avasthAmAM rAkhavuM. jANe tame koI mahatvanI vAta para dhyAna ApIne, zAMta citte sAMbhaLatA che, te pramANe tamArA praznano uttara sAMbhaLavAmAM tamAruM sarva lakSa Ape. eTaluM anubhava siddha che ke, prakRti ane adhikAra bhedane lIdhe
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________________ maMtropAsanA 127 keIne ati alpa samayamAM ane keIne vilaMbathI. game tema paNa e vANI spaSTarUpe saMbhaLAya che emAM jarA paNa saMzaya nathI. mAtra te mATe thoDo prayatna kare joIe. amerikAnI misisa e. hanuArIe pitAnA "ekAgratA ane divya zakti" nAmanA pustakamAM e viSaya suMdara rIte samajAvyuM che. e pramANe tyAMnI misisa elijhAbetha TInane eka adhyAtma viSayanuM mAsika patra pragaTa karavuM hatuM. teNe nizcaya karyo ke te mAsikanuM nAma teNe AkAzavANI dvArA jANavuM joIe. te mATe teNe uparokta sAdhanane prayoga karyo. teNe nizcita karelI tArIkha karatAM eka divasa pahelAM tene "nATilasa" e zabda spaSTa rIte saMbhaLAya. te tarata khurazI parathI UThIne UbhI thaI tene tenuM sAdhana ane daDha nizcaya saphaLa thayelA jANI ghaNe AnaMda thayo. teNe te ja nAmanuM mAsika pragaTa karyuM. tenA lAkho grAhaka thayA, ane tene abhizaya pracAra thaye. e ja pramANe vizvabaMdhu svAmI vivekAnaMda jyAre amerikAnI vizva dharma pariSadamAM bhAratavarSa taraphathI pratinidhi tarIke gayA hatA, tyAre temanAM vyAkhyAna para AkarSita thaIne tyAM aneka sthaLe svAmIjIne vyAkhyAna ApavA mATe AmaMtraNa maLatAM hatAM. keI kaI vAra te eka divasamAM cha, cha vakhata temane vyAkhyAna ApavA paDatAM. A pramANe vyAkhyAna ApatA, ApatA eka mAsa vyatIta thaye, tyAra bAda temane vaLI eka sthaLe vyAkhyAna ApavAnuM AmaMtraNa maLyuM te sthaLe moTA vaijJAnike, tatvavettAo sAMbhaLavA
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________________ 128 mavijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya AvavAnA hatA. e vakhate svAmIjI UMDA vicAramAM paDayA. ane vicAra karavA lAgyA ke "Aja divasa sudhI sArA, sArA mahattvanAM sarva viSayeA para vyAkhyAna ApyAM che. have kayA viSaya para vyAkhyAna ApavuM, je apUrva hAya, zrotAe para teneA suMdara prabhAva paDe.' evA vicAra karatAM, karatAM temane nidrA AvI gaI. gheADI vAra pachI temane eka dRzya dekhAyu; temAM temaNe joyuM ke ghaNAM manuSyanI eka sabhA bharAI che. temAM eka divya vibhUtimAna puruSa UMcA maMca ( sTeja ) para UbhA rahIne ucca ane spaSTa zabdomAM vyAkhyAna Ape che. svAmIjIe paNa te vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLyuM ane aMte tALienA vine thavAthI svAmIjInI nidrA bhaMga thaI. teo ghaNA prasanna thayA. nidrAvasthAmAM sAMbhaLela vyAkhyAnanA viSaya temanI smRtimAM akSarazaH yAda hatA. temaNe turata ja temAMnA mahattvanA viSayanI noMdha karI lIdhI. ane bIje divase te ja viSaya para vyAkhyAna ApyuM. te divasanuM vyAkhyAna pahelAMnAM eka mahinAnAM vyAkhyAnA karatAM anekagaNuM ati prabhAvazALI hatu. zrotAo ati prasanna thayA. svAmIjInI vidvattA para mugdha banyA. A sAdhanA karavAnA samaya khAsa karIne rAtrinA khAra vAgyAthI cAra vAgatA sudhIne bahu uttama che. e samaye sarvatra zAMti hAya che. tethI citta ekAgra jaladdI thaI zake che. e samaye je, je sAdhana karavAmAM Ave che, te satvara siddha thAya che. eka vakhata sAdhana siddha thayA pachI game
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________________ 129 maMtropAsanA te (anya) samaye karavAthI saphaLatA maLe che. A sAdhana zarU karatAM pahelA thoDA samaya sudhI athavA kaI paNa prabhunA pavitra nAmane (pitAne ISTa devane) vinipUrvaka jorathI maMtrajapa kara. pachI theDe samaya mAnasika japa kare. ane tyAra bAda dhyAnamAM nimagna thavuM. tema karavAthI ati zIgha siddhi prApta thAya che. je tame zraddhApUrvaka A sAdhana karaze te alpa samayamAM ja tamane tenAM apUrva divya phaLano svayaM anubhava thaze. cha mAsamAM AtmasAkSAtkAra karavAnuM sAdhana je manuSyanuM mana dhanamAM hoya che te dhananuM ja rAtadivasa ciMtana, smaraNa, ane ciMtA kare che. te pramANe sAdhakee gIjanee Indriyone vazamAM rAkhIne ekAgra mana vaDe AtmAnuM ciMtana, smaraNa, manana, dhyAna karavuM joIe. abhyAsathI kadApi kaMTALavuM nahi. je, je prayogo dvArA caMcaLa mana vaza thAya te, te prayogo karavA, ane te te sAdhanathI vimukha thavuM nahi. gIjanoe manane ekAgra karI ekAMtamAM nivAsa karavo joIe. sAdhake e mana, vANI ane karma dvArA keIne paNa saMga na kare, kAraNa ke vastuone saMgraha tathA saMgati sAdhakane sAdhanAmAM viddhabhUta thAya che. mATe kAmanA rahita thavuM. AhAravihAramAM niyamita rahevuM. lAbha thAya te harSa na kare ane hAni thAya to udAsa na thavuM. niMdA karanAra tathA stuti karanAra baMne para samAna bhAva rAkha; ane Asakta bhAvathI para thavuM. A pramANe manane sthira, zAMta tathA svastha karIne ' maM. 9
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________________ 130 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya AtmasAdhanA karanArane cha mAsamAM ja AtmasAkSAtkAra thavAne saMbhava che. chatAM te pramANe na bane to teNe Atma nirIkSaNa karI dene dUra karavAne prayatna kare joIe. eka varSamAM Atmadarzana kAra (praNava)nA upAsaka mATe saMta mahAtmAoe svAnubhavathI siddha karyuM che ke, yathAvidhi praNavepAsanA karavAmAM Ave te sAdhakanA sarva atha siddha thAya che. paNa je sAdhakane dharma, artha, kAma ane mokSa e cAramAMthI prathamanA traNane tyAga karIne kevaLa paramAtmAnA ja darzananI IcchA hoya, jene janmamaraNanA duHkhathI mukta thavAnI tIvra abhilASA heya, ane je sarva kAmanAothI rahita banela hoya, ane jene Atmasukha sivAya anya kaMI ja priya na hoya, evo sAdhaka pratidina vidhipUrvaka ekAntamAM eka te paramAtma darzananI tIvra bhAvana sahita bAra hajAra praNavamaMtrane jAna eka varSa sudhI kare to tenA sarva pApa dUra thaI jAya che, ane tene Atmadarzana thAya che. temaja sarva prakAranI vyAdhione nAza thAya che. kadAca upara lakhela kAryanI siddhi na thAya te temAM saMtamahAtmAone deSa nathI paNa sAdhakanI sAdhanAmAM ja kaI bhUla hovAno saMbhava che. mATe Atma nirIkSaNa karIne te doSane dUra karavAno prayatna seva ja joIe. priya sAdhakabaMdhuo ! bAra mAsamAM ja sarva pApane laya karavAne ke sarala ane zreSTha mArga saMta mahAtmAoe batAvela che. ghaNA manuSyane sarva prakAranI anukULatA hovA chatAM eka varSane avakAza
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________________ e trApAnA 1 laI pitAnA A janmanA karelAM pApane parvata samAna puMja (Dhagala) dUra karI zakatA nathI e ja temanI viSayabhega, ane zArIrika sukhanI lAlasA darzAvI Ape che ! mahAtmAonA vacana para vizvAsa rAkhIne, je sAdhake uparokta mArga grahaNa karaze, tene avazya Atmadarzana thaze ja. jIvananuM sArthakya aihika sukhamAM nathI, paNa Atmika sukha prApta karavAmAM ja che. ema jene spaSTa samajAyuM hoya, tene mATe bhavabhayatAraka amRta samAna mahAna auSadhi e ja che. graMthamAM maMtrazakti, varadAna ane camatkAranI ghaNuM vAto vAMcI ApaNe tene TADhA paheranAM gappAM mAnIe chIe, paNa te TADhA pahoranA gappAM nathI, mAnavInI apAra zaktinI khyAti che. daDha saMkalpavALe mANasa varadAna Ape te te phaLe ja che. "maMtra" artha svayaM zabdamAM samAyela che. tAranAra te maMtra maMtra e vicArane daDha karavA mATenuM zAbdika rUpa che. tethI japa karavAnI kriyAne bahu ja mahatva ApavAmAM AvyuM che. "yajJAnAma japa-vasmi " ema zrIkRSNa gItAmAM jaNAvyuM che, te bahu ja arthapUrNa che. paNa khATale moTI khoDa e che ke, ApaNe japane sAcA arthamAM samajatA nathI. "japane" artha che nAma-smaraNa. nAma-smaraNamAM nAmanuM smaraNa karavAnuM che. keI paNa banI gayelA banAvane pharI kalpanAmAM lAvavo tene "maraNa" kahevAya che. eTale japa karavA eTale manane tenI sAthe smaraNa karatuM rAkhavAnuM che. je japa karatI vakhate manane anya viSayamAM bhaTakatuM rAkhazuM te japa karavAnI mahenata vyartha jaze.
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________________ 132 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya "OM nama: arihaMtAya" bolatI vakhate arihaMtanuM maraNa rahevuM joIe. eTale temanA guNanuM paNa ciMtana thavuM joIe. "teo rAgAdi zatruothI para vItarAga che vagere temanA guNenuM sAMgopAMga kalpanAmaya citra manamAM khaDuM thavu joIe. AvuM maraNa dareka maMtra sAthe hoya te te maMtra che-te zakti rUpa bane che. manuSyane duHkhamAM samatA dhAraNa karavAnI zakti Ape che. uparokta rIte japa karavAthI japa karanAranA manamAM je zakti bharelI che, te pragaTa thAya che. paraMtu japa karatI vakhate mana bIjA vicAra karatuM hoya, te te bIjA vicArono sAce japa banI jAya che ane manuSya te vicArane anurUpa phaLane pAme che, ane dekhItI rIte je japa karato hoya che. te potAnI zaktine durvyaya banI jAya che. mananI apAra zaktine prApta karavA mATe mAnasazAstra, vicArazaktizAstra vagerenA abhyAsa dvArA jANIne, mAnava mahAna banavAne bhAgyazALI bane che. vividha prakAranA maMtro ane tenuM phaLa paMcaparameSThi-matranA ciMtananuM phaLa : mana, vacana ane kAyAnI zuddhatApUrvaka eka-so ATha vAra A namaskAra-mahAmaMtranuM ciMtana karanAra muni AhAra karavA chatAM paNa eka upavAsanuM phaLa prApta kare che. e mahAmaMtranI samyak prakAre ArAdhanA karIne gIjana Atma-lakSamIne prApta karIne traNa jagatanA pUjanIya bane che.
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________________ maMtropAsanA 133 hajaro pApa karanAra ane seMkaDe prANIone mAranAra tiryaMca paNa A mAtranI ArAdhanA karIne svargane prApta karavAmAM samartha banela che. paMca parameSThi-vighA - paMca parameSThinA nAmathI utpanna thavAvALI 16 akSaranI vidyA A prakAre che -"arihaMta-siddha-Ayariya-vijhAya-sAhuM A vidyAne basa vAra japa karavAthI eka upavAsanuM phaLa maLe che. - cha akSaravALI vidyA :- arihaMta, siddha" ene traNaso vAra japa karavAthI, cAra akSaravALI vidyA:-arihaMta' padane cAra vAra ane "kkArane pAMcaso vAra japa karavAthI cagIone eka, eka upavAsanuM phaLa prApta thAya che. uparokta vidyAonA jApanuM je eka upavAsa phaLa batAvela che, te te eTalA mATe ke bAla che paNa ene jApa karavA pravRttizIla bane. bAkI to A jApanuM vAstavika phaLa te jJAnIoe svarga, mokSa ja batAvela che. vidyApravAda nAmanA pUrvazrutamAMthI uddadhRta karelI, pAMca varNana vALI paMcatavA vidyAno satata abhyAsa karavAmAM Ave, to te samasta bhava-kalezane dUra karI de che. te vidyA A prakAre che - huM huM huM asiAu-sA namaH. arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu ane dharmanI sAthe maMgala, uttama ane zaraNu padene joDIne ekAgra mana vaDe samaraNa karanAra dhyAtA mokSane prApta kare che.
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________________ 134 dazAkSarI vighADavAthI vahAra maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya 1. maMgala-cattArI maMgala, arihaMtA maMgala, siddhA maMgalaM, sAha maMgalaM, kevalI parNo-dhammo maMgala. 2. uttama-cattArI laguttamA arihaMtA guttamA, siddha laguttamAM, - sAhu guramA, kevalI parNo dhame laguttamA. 3. cAri zaraNe pavanajAmi, arihaMtA zaraNe pavanajAmi, siddhA zaraNuM vajajAmi, sAhu zaraNe pavajAmi, kevalI paNA dhamma zaraNuM pavAmi. 1. paMca dazAkSarI vidyA - e arihaMta-siddha sagikevalI svahA. - je kaI paMdara akSaranI vidyAnuM dhyAna kare che, te tene yuktinuM sukha Ape che. - 2. sarvAbha maMtra - oM zrIM hrIM ahaM namaH. - sarvajJAbha maMtranuM smaraNa karavAthI saMpUrNa jJAnane prakAza thAya che. sarvajJAbha maMtrane mahimA - - . A sarvajJAbha maMtra sarvajJa bhagavAnanI sadaNatAne dhAraNa karanAra che, ene mahimA ane prabhAvane pUrNa rIte pragaTa - karavAne kaI samartha nathI.
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________________ bhavopAsanA 135 jenI sa sArarUpa dAvAnalana kSaNabharamAM zAnta karavAnI IcchA hoya, eNe Adi maMtranA zarUnA sAta akSaranuM, arthAt name arihaMtANu'nuM smaraNa, ciMtana, japa karavo joIe. anya ma : ATha karmone nAza karavA mATe paMcavarNa_pAMca akSaravALA maMtranuM ane sarva prakAre abhaya thavA mATe vaNenI zreNIvALA maMtrane jApa, ciMtana, smaraNa, dhyAna karavuM joIe. 1. paMcavarNa maMtra-namo siddhANuM. 2. varNamAlAMcita maMtrae name ahe te kevalIne paramagine virakuTuru-zukaladhyAnAgni-nirdaSpakarma- bIjAya prAmAnaM-catuSTAyAya saumyAya zAMtAya maMgalaM-varadAya aSTAdaza deSarahitAya svAhA ! svI vidyAnuM dhyAna, ciMtana. kalpanA karo ke caMdramAnA biMbathI utpanna thayela hoyaevI ujajavala, niraMtara amRta varasAvatI ane kalyANanA kAraNabhUta evI "svI vidyAnuM lalATamAM ciMtana, dhyAna karavuM joIe. zazikalAnuM sthAna, ciMtana - kSIra-sAgarathI nIkaLatI, sudhA samAna salilathI akhila lekane plAvita karatI thakI ane mukti-mahelanI sopAnanI
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________________ maMtrAjJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya zreNI samAna caMdrakalAnI kalpanA karIne lalATamAM ciMtana, dhyAna karavuM joIe. zazi-kalAnA dhyAnanuM phaLa : caMdrakalAnA samAna prakAzanuM smaraNa karavA mAtrathI janmamaraNanA kAraNeno aMta thaI jAya che ane samaraNa kartA avyaya padane prApta kare che, je paramAnaMdamaya che. prabhAva, zUnya ane anAhatanuM dhyAna, nAsikAnA agra bhAga para praNava-kAra, zUnya-0, ane anAhata-ha, e traNanuM arthAt " haM" nuM dhyAna karanAra aNimA, garimA Adi ATha siddhione prApta karIne nirmaLa jJAnane prApta kare che. zaMkha, kaMda ane caMdra samAna veta varNanA praNava, zUnya ane anAhatanuM dhyAna karanAra puruSa samasta viSayenA jJAnamAM pravINa banI jAya che. sAmAnya vidyA : jenI baMne tarapha be-be kAra che, Adi ane aMtamAM hoMkAra che, madhyamAM sahaM che ane e sekaDanI madhyamAM aDuM hI che, artha-jenuM rUpa A prakAre che-"hIM saH ahaM lI laM hI" e akSaranuM dhyAna, ciMtana karavuM joIe. vidyAne jApa : kAmadhenu samAna aciMtya phaLa pradAna karavAmAM samartha, nirdoSa ane gaNadharanA mukhathI udgata vidyAne jApa kare joIe. te vidyA A prakAre che --
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________________ maMtropAsanA 137 o bhege mage tacce bhUe bhavise aMte pakakhe jipA svAhA." anya maMtra-ane vidyA : karmonA samUhane zAMta karavA mATe bIjA maMtranuM paNa maraNa, ciMtana, dhyAna karavuM joIe. te nIce lakhyA pramANe che : zrImad RSabhAdi-vadhamAnato namaH" prANuonA upakAra mATe pApa-bhakSiNI vidyAnuM smaraNa karavuM joIe. te nIce pramANe che : ahamukhakamalavAsinI, pApatmakSayaMkari, zruti jJAna jvAlA sahastra, javalite sarasvati matpApaM hana hana, daha daha, kSo lIM hUM sau kSaH kSIradhavale, amRta saMbhave, vaM vaM huM huM svAhA.' pApa-bhakSiNa vidyAnuM phaLa - A vidyA eTalI prabhAtpiAdaka che ke enA smaraNathI tatkAla mana prasanna thaI jAya che, pApanI kaluSatA dUra thAya che ane jJAnane dIpaka aMtaramAM prakAzita thAya che. maMtra--"a si A u sA" A maMtranA "a" nuM nAbhi-kamalamAM sarvatra dhyAna karavuM joIe, "si" varNanuM mastaka-kamaLamAM, "A" varNanuM mukha-kamalamAM, "u" varNanuM hRdaya-kamaLamAM ane sAvarNanuM kaMTha-kamaLamAM dhyAna karavuM joIe. maMtraH-name arihaMtANuM, name sidvANuM, name AyariyANuM,
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________________ 138 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya. name uvajhAyANuM, namo loe savva sAhUNaM. A maMtrarAja navakAramaMtra che. enAthI zreSTha traNa lokamAM koI bIja maMtra nathI. pUrva ke uttara dizA tarapha mukha rAkhIne pavitra bhAvathI "eka mALA" pratidina pheravavAthI sarva prakAre AnaMdamaMgala thAya che ane sarva saMkaTa dUra thaI jAya che. - navAkSarI maMtra che hI aham nama: zrI svAhA vidhi :-prathama nava vAra navakAramaMtra bola, tyAra pachI navApharI. maMtranI 9 mALA pheravavI. niraMtara 21 divasa sudhI. jApa karavAthI sarva prakAranA saMkaTane nAza thAya che. maMgalamaMtra 3% a-si-A-u-sA namaH vidhi -uparanA maMtranI sUryodayane samaye sUryanI tarapha mukha na rAkhIne 108 vAra jApa karavAthI gRha-kuleza dUra thAya. " che. gharamAM zAMti thAya che. maMtra- hIM zrI "hara hara svAhA. A maMtrane pratidina 108 vAra jApa karavo joIe. ethI rega, Apatti, ciMtA Adine nAza thAya che. maMgalamaMtrI namiuNuM asura sura-garula-bhayaga-parivaMdie, : gayakidegse arihe, siddhAyarie uvajhAya savva sAhUNe
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________________ matropAsanA 139 sUcanA : A maMtra caMdraprajJapti sUtranu maMgalAcaraNa che, je ati prabhAvazALI che. A ma`traneA zuddha uccAraNapUrNAMka zArIrika zuddhi sahita pratidina prAtaHkAla 21 vAra japa karavA joI e. ethI sava` prakAre Anadra thAya che ane sa`kaTa dUra thAya che. sAhanA jApa 6 sA. nA artha ahu tadeva kalpavA ane aham" ne artha huM AtmA chuM. bannene atha ema thAya che ke * huM aDu "ta deva samAna AtmA chuM. A maMtrane japa zvAseAcchvAsanI sAthe karavA joIe. zvAsa letI vakhate ' seA ' khelavuM ane zvAsa cheDatI vakhate 'Dahuma' elavu joI e. A maMtra nizcaya sRSTinA che. a`manuM dhyAna ahamnu dhyAna jenI cAre tarapha nimaLa seAnerI kiraNA nIkaLatAM hAya, evA suvaNaeN kamalanI vacamAM veta vaNu vALA arham nuM dhyAna. karavu joIe. manane ekAgra karI ceAgI arham maMtranuM dhyAna. dharatA chatA yAvat meAkSane prApta kare che. arham maMtra samAna. koI maMtra nathI. ahuM ma Mtranu` evI rIte dhyAna karavuM ke manamAM tenuM ja svarUpa ramI rahe, te vakhate anya padAnuM smaraNa na thAya, temaja hATha paNa na hAle. ahu`' akSara parathI anakSaratA pamAya tevI rIte dhyAna dharavuM
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________________ 140 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya navapadanuM dhyAna kalpanA dvArA ATha pAMkhaDInuM kamala banAvavuM. cAra pAMkhaDI cAra dizAomAM ane cAra pAMkhaDI cAra vidizAomAM, vacamAM namo arihaMtANaM' padanuM dhyAna karavuM. pachI cAra dizAovALI pAMkhaDIo para kamathI "name siddhANuM, namo AyariyANuM, namo uvajajhAyANuM, name e sAva sAhUNaM'nuM dhyAna karavuM. tyAra pachI cAra vidizAovALI pAMkhaDIo para kramazaH "name daMsaNasa, tame nANassa, name caritamsa, name tavassa"nuM dhyAna karavuM joIe. dizAonA nAma pUrva, dakSiNa, pazcima. uttara che. ane vidizAonA nAma IzAna, agni, vAyavya, autratyakeNa Adi kamathI che. emane japa kAra navakAra maMtranA pAMca padane vAcaka che. "a si A u sAne maMtramAM paNa omakArano samAveza thAya che. ataH nAbhikamaLamAM a, mastakakamaLamAM si, mukhakamaLamAM A, hRdaya kamaLamAM u ane kaMThakamaLamAM sA akSaranuM dhyAna karavAthI sarva prakAre AnadamaMgaLa thAya che. hRdaya japa jyAM hRdaya che tyAM manamaya kalpanA vaDe pAMca pAMkhaDInuM kamala banAvavuM. pahelI pAMkhaDI sapheda raMganI, bIjI lAla raMganI, trIjI pILA raMganI, cothI lIlA raMganI, pAMcamAM kALA raMganI, kamalanA vacamAM "ahaMma maMtranuM dhyAna karavuM. ane upara lakhela
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________________ maMtropAsanA 14 pAMkhaDIo para kamathI "namo arihaMtANuM" Adi pAMca padane japa mana vaDe karo. A prakAre nava vAra navakAra maMtrane japa karavAthI AdhyAtmika baLanI vRddhi thAya che. akSarenuM dhyAna nAbhikamaLamAM soLa pAMkhaDInuM kamaLa ciMtavI temAM a-thI aH sudhI saLa svarane sthApana karavA ane tenuM anukrame dhyAna karavuM hadayakamaLamAM covIsa pAMkhaDIvALuM kamaLa ciMtavI temAM ka-thI te bha sudhI akSara anukrame kamaLa pAMkhaDIonAM sthApana karavA ane "ma" ne karNikAmAM sthApana karavo. | mukhamAM ATha pAMdaDIvALA kamaLanI kalpanA karavI; jemAM bAkInA "ya thI te "ha" sudhInA akSaronuM anukrame dhyAna karavuM. A pramANe akSaranuM dhyAna karate chate, yogI cittanI caMcaLatAne nivAre che, ane zrutajJAnane pAragAmI bane che. pUrve kahyA te vargonuM vidhipUrvaka dhyAna karanAra gI nimitta jJAnane prApta karI zake che; amuka vakhate amuka thaze vagere sarva bAbate jANI zake che. lAMbA samaya sudhI ekAgra citta dhyAna karavAthI aneka siddhionI prApti thAya che. japa karavAnA vividha prakAra 1. nitya ja. sAMje gura - savAre, sAMje gurudatta maMtrane je nitya-niyamita japa karavAmAM Ave che, te nitya japa che. A japa sAdhakoe * che.
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________________ 142 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya nitya kara joIe. ApatkAla, mAMdagImAM athavA yAtrAmAM paNa thaDa japa karavA ja joIe. je rIte gharane, vasane ane zarIrane zuddha rAkhavuM Avazyaka che, tevI ja rIte Atmazuddhi mATe nitya japa karavA Avazyaka che. ethI AtmazuddhinI sAthe japane abhyAsa vadhe che, AnaMda vadhe che, citta zuddhi thAya che, vANI zuddha bane che ane dhArmika bhAvanA vRddhi pAme che. pApa ane adharmathI dhRNa thAya che. evA aneka lAbha thAya che. ane jema, jema japanI saMkhyA vadhe che, tema, tema prabhukRpAne anubhava thAya che, ane potAnI niSThA, ane vizvAsa daDha thAya che. 2. kAmya japa kaI paNa manokAmanA pUrNa karavA mATe je japa karavAmAM Ave che tene kAmya japa kahe che. jene mokSanI IcchA hoya, tene mATe A japa kAmane nathI. Ati, arthAthI, kAmakAmI leke mATe upayogI che. enuM sAdhana karatI vakhate pavitratA, nirmonuM pAlana, jAgRti, dhairya, saraLatA, manenigraha, IndriyanuM damana, vANIne saMyama, mitAhAra, mita zayana, brahmacarya e badhAnuM hovuM atyaMta Avazyaka che. yegya gurathI yegya samaye lIdhela maMtra hovo joIe. vidhipUrvaka manathI ekAgratAthI japa karavo joIe. garIbone dAna ApavuM, A badhA sAdhana-sAmagrI sahita japa karavAmAM Ave, te sAdhakanI kAmanA pUrNa thAya. paNa sAdhana barAbara na hoya te
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________________ maMtroupAsanA 143 maMtra siddha thaI zakato nathI. japa karavAthI puNyane saMcaya thAya che paNa bhegathI ene kSaya paNa thAya che. ethI prAjJa puruSa ene sAre samajatA nathI. paraMtu sarva sAdhaka samAna hitA nathI keTalAka evA kaniSTa sAdhaka paNa hoya che je zuddha mekSathI atirikta anya dharma aviruddha kAmanAo paNa pUrNa karavAnA abhilASI hoya che. mithyAtvI devo ane mithyA sAdhana karIne potAnI bhayaMkara hAni karavA karatA, te leke pitAnA ISTa maMtrane kAmya japa karIne manane zAMta kare ane paramArtha pravINa bane, e adhika zreSTha che. 3. pAyazcitta japa pitAnA ajANatA je pApa, je doSa ke pramAda thaI jAya, te e durita-pApanA nAza mATe je japa karavAmAM Ave che, tene prAyazcitta japa kahe che. manuSyanA mananI sahaja gati ardhagatinI tarapha hoya che. ethI enAthI aneka pramAdavaza deSa thaI jAya che. je e denuM parimArjana na thAya, to azubha karmonuM saMcita nirmANa thaIne manuSyane aneka dukha bhogavavA paDe che ane saMcitanuM prArabdha banIne bhAvi duHkhonI sRSTi race che. mATe evA jIvAtmAo je saMkalpapUrvaka japa kare, te teo vimalAtmA banI zake che, manuSyathI nitya aneka prakAranA deSa thAya che. e mAnavasvabhAva che, e mATe haMmezAM e doSone naSTa karavA, e manuSyanuM kartavya ja che. alpa deSa mATe alpa ane adhika deSa mATe adhika japa karavo joIe. je roja e kAma
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________________ 144 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya na thAya te aThavADiyAmAM eka divasa upavAsa karIne aMtara, bAhira pavitra thaIne manane ekAgra karI saMkalpapUrvaka doSa nivAraNArthe pitAnA ISTadevanA maMtrano japa kare. ethI pavitratA vadhaze, ane mana AnaMdamAM taraboLa thaI jaze. jyAre A anubhava thAya, tyAre samajavuM ke sarva pApa bhasma thaI gayA deSanA hisAbe japa saMkhyA nizcita karavI ane te saMkhyA pUrI karavI. 4. acala ja5 :- - A japa karavA mATe Asana, mALA vagere sAhitya tathA vyavahArika ane mAnasika svasthatA hovI joIe A japa vaDe ApaNI aMdara je gupta zaktio che te jAgrata thaIne vikasita thAya che ane paropakAramAM eno upayoga karI zakAya che. ethI IcchAzaktinI sAthe, sAthe puNyasaMgraha vadhe che. A japa mATe AMtara, bAhya zuddha thaI Asana para besI, manane zAMta, sthira banAvI japa AraMbha karavo. amuka maMtrane amuka saMkhyAmAM japa kare joIe ane nitya amuka saMkhyAmAM japa avazya kare e niyama e viSayamAM rahe che, ane roja eTalo japa ekAgratApUrvaka kare joIe. japa nizcita saMkhyAthI kayAreya paNa ochA ne thavuM joIe. japa karatI vakhate vacamAM Asana parathI uThavuM nahi, keIthI vAtacIta karavI nahi, eTalA samaya sudhI mananI ane zarIranI sthiratA saha mauna karavuM joIe. e prakAre nitya japa karIne saMkhyA pUrNa karavI joIe. vacamAM aMtara na pADavuM, AhAra, vihAramAM niyamitatA hovI joIe,
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________________ 145 maMtro pAsanA koI vighna Ave te pairyathI sahana karavuM paNa japa cheDo nahi. A japa vaDe apAra AdhyAtmika zaktino saMcaya thAya che. 5. cala ja5 :- . A 5 haradama karavuM joIe. A japa kaI paNa vyakti karI zake che. emAM kaI baMdhana, niyama ke pratibaMdha nathI. hAlatA, cAlatA, kArya samaye mana vaDe japa karatA ja rahevuM. ethI vANI zuddha thAya che. vAkzakti prApta thAya che. paNa A japa karanAra kayAreya paNa asatya na bole, niMdA, kaTuvacana, koIne kharI-khoTI saMbhaLAvavI, vadhAre belavuM e badhA doSone tyAga kare. e japa karavAthI Atmazaktine saMcaya thAya che, samayane durupayega thato nathI, mana prazAMta rahe che. saMkaTa, kaSTa, duHkha, AghAta, pratyAghAta Adino mana para prabhAva paDatuM nathI. japa karanAra sadA surakSita rahe che. sukhapUrvaka saMsArayAtrA pUrI karIne anAyAsa paramArthane prApta kare che, enI uttama gati thAya che, enA badhA karmo niSkAma thAya che, ane e kAraNathI tenA karmabaMdhana zithila bane che. mana niviSaya banI jAya che, sAdhaka nirbhaya bane che, AtmaprakAza vadhe che. japa jema bane tema nA hovo joIe ane haradama mane mana japa karatA ja rahevuM joIe. 6. vAcika japa : A japa jorajorathI uccAraNa karIne karavAnuM che. jene bIjA paNa sAMbhaLI zake. Ane vAcika japa kahe che. japa yogI maM. 10
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya mATe prathama A ja5 sugama hoya che. AgaLa japa krama sAdhya ane abhyAsa sAdhya che. A japathI vAkasiddhi thAya che. zabdanuM moTuM mahatva hoya che. te zabda kayAreya paNa vyartha jatA nathI. anya leka tenI AjJAnuM pAlana kare che. eka vAkazakti paNa siddha thaI jAya to e vaDe saMsAranA moTA meTA kAma thaI zake che A japa paramArtha ane prapaMca baMne mATe upayogI che. 7. upAMzu japa : vAcika japa pachI A ja che A japa karatI vakhate hoTha cAle che tathA tene ucAra mukhamAM thAya che. japa karanAra tene sAMbhaLe che paNa bIjA sAMbhaLI zakatA nathI. A japa vaDe mananI ekAgratAno AraMbha thAya che. vRttio aMtarmukha thavA lAge che ane vAcika japathI je, je lAbha thAya che te sarva A japa vaDe thAya che. e japa vaDe pitAnA aMgapratyaMgamAM uSNutA vadhatI hoya tema lAge che. tethI zarIra narega bane che. e ja tapane prabhAva che. A japathI daSTi anmIlita rahe che. enA dvArA sAdhaka skUlathI sUkSmamAM praveza kare che. vANunA sahaja guNa pragaTa thAya che. maMtrano pratyeka uccAra mastaka para kaMIka asara karato hoya tema lAge che-bhAlapradeza ane lalATamAM vedanA thatI hoya evo anubhava thAya che. abhyAsa karatA, karatA sthiratA vadhe che. '8,mAnasa japa : A te japane prANa che. ethI sAdhakanuM mana AnaMdamaya banI jAya che. enA maMtrane uccAra kare paDatuM nathI. mana
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________________ mopAsanA 147 vaDe ja ma`trAvRtti karavI joIe che. netra baMdha rAkhavA paDe che. maMtrAnu ciMtana ja emAM mukhya che. bIjA japa karatAM A japa hajAragaNA zreSTha che. 9. akhaDe japa : A japa khAsa karI tyAgI puruSA mATe che. zarIra yAtrA mATe Avazyaka AhArAdine samaya cheDIne bAkInA badhe samaya japa karavA paDe che. paNa satata japa karavAthI mana thAka anubhave che; e mATe emAM A vidhi che ke japathI jyAre mana thAya anubhave tyAre thADA samaya dhyAna kare, pachI tattvaci'tavana kare ane pharI japa kare. e traNa upAya arthAt japa, dhyAna ane tattvaciMtana satata karavuM te ja akhaMDa japa che. 10. ajapA ja5 A svAbhAvika japa che tathA je apramAdI hAya tenAthI ja te thaI zake che. A japamAM mALA vagerenuM kaMI ja kAma nathI. phakta zvAseAzrvAsanI kriyAnI sAthe maMtrane japa karavA joIe ane te seADunA japa ja zvAsanI gati sAthe kharAara baMdha besatA thaI zake che. dareka letA zvAsamAM se ane cheADatA prazvAsanI sAthe * hum' nI bhAvanA sahita jaya karavAthI abhyAse svAbhAvika seAhum ' ne japa thAya che. tene ajapA jap' kahe che. < ' ' SaTcaka ceAgIo kahe che ke, zarIranI aMdara Sapadma yA nADIcakra che. nIce mUlAdhAra caturda La, (pAMkhaDIe ) liMga mULe svAdhiSThAna
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________________ 148 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya caka SaDradala, nAbhie maNipurakacaka dazadaLa, hRdaya sthAne anAhatacaka bAradala, kaMThe vizuddhicaka seladala, bhUmadhye AjJAcaka dvidala, ane mastake sahastradalapakva che. merudaMDanI. aMdara DAbI bAjue IDA, jamaNI bAjue piMgalA. ane madhyamAM suSuNNA nADI che suSuNNA nADI mUlAdhArathI eka pachI eka chaye cakane bheda karI sahastradalamAM jaIne maLI gaI che, paraMtu jyAM sudhI kuMDalinI zakti jAgrata na thAya, tyAM sudhI suSuNNAne mArga baMdha rahe. kuMDalinIe AtmAnI jJAnazakticidRzakti che. e sarva jIvonI aMdara mUladhArA pa suSupta (UMghatA) sarSanI jema jANe ke nijIva rIte rahelI che, jANe ke UMghI rahI che. e japa, dhyAna, yoga, sAdhana, bhajana vagere dvArA jAgRta thAya che. mUladhAra padyamAM rahelI e zakti jyAre jAgrata thaIne suSuNNA nADInI aMdara praveza karIne anukrame mUlAdhAra, svAdhiSThAna, maNipuraka, anAhata, vizuddha ane AjJAcakane bhedIne sahasadalapadyamAM AtmAnI sAthe maLe che, tyAre e ubhayanA saMgamAMthI parama amRta pravAhita thAya che te pIne jIva samAdhistha thAya che tyAre jIvacetanA jAgRta thAya, ane Atma-svarUpane tene baMdha thAya che. tyAra pachI aneka AzcaryakArI AdhyAtmika anubhava thayA kare che. guru ane paramezvaranI kRpAthI, sAdhakanA puNyodaye, kayAreka, kayAreka e zakti potAnI meLe ja athavA alpa prayAsa jAgrata thAya che. e nirvikalpa avasthAmAM AtmA svarUpamAM lIna thAya che. A che TUMkamAM SaTucaka bheda.
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________________ maMthopAsanA 149 paraMtu jeo jagatanA hita mATe kaI khAsa UMca hetune siddha karavA mATe deha dhAraNa kare che, teo AtmAnaMdane tyAgIne jAgrata thayelI kuMDalinI zaktine e rastethI sahasAdhAracaka (mastaka)thI anAhata cake (hRdaya) utArIne "bhAvamukhe" rahe, arthAt sarva draDhatIta paramArthika (Absolute) jJAna ane vyavahArika (Rpative) jJAnanI vacce caDautara karyA kare ane hajAro jIvene avidyAnA mohathI uddhAra kare. prakaraNa sAdhanA vidhi-vijJAna sadbhAva : sarvathI prathama satyanuM pAlana karavuM Avazyaka che. satya, vicAra, satyavacana, satkarma e traNenI AvazyakatA che. nahitara keIpaNa kSaNe emAM zithilatA AvI jAya to sarva sAdhanA naSTa thavAno saMbhava che. mATe satata sAvadhAna rahevAnI jarUra che. satyane abhyAsa kevala mATI-vAtenA viSayamAM nahi paNa nAnI-nAnI vAtamAM paNa have joIe. je koIne kaI prakAranuM vacana ApavuM hoya te zartanI sAthe ApavuM joIe. jema avasara haze ane koIvi
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________________ 1pa0 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya nahi Ave te Ama karIza--ema vivekathI bolavuM joIe. ane jo ema na kahetA vacana ApavAmAM Ave te game tema karIne potAnA vacananuM pAlana karavuM ja joIe. pachI te vAta bhale mAmUlI kema na hoya, e rIte sarva prakAre badhI avasthAomAM satyanuM pAlana karavAthI sAdhakane vAsiddhi prApta thAya che, e yaMgasUtranuM vacana che. A prakAranA satyavAdI siddha puruSanA saMkalpa paNa satya banI jAya che. paMjAbanA eka mahAtmAe eka vakhata eka meTA pattharane parvata parathI nIce paDato joyo ane tarata ja manamAM saMkalpa karyo ke te upara ja rokAI jAya. basa, te paththara upara ja rahI gaye. te Aje paNa paMjAba sAhebanA nAmathI majUda che. evA saMkalpa satya banavAnA ghaNA daSTAMto che. mATe sAdhake mana, vacana, zarIrathI satyanuM pAlana karavA satata tatpara rahevuM. "sAheba ke satya pyArA hai," prabhune satya ja pyAruM che. mATe prabhune prema prApta karavA IcchanAre paNa sadA, sarvadA satyanuM pAlana karavuM ethI vANIne paNa sAthe, sAthe saMyama thaze, ane adhyAtmika baLa paNa vadhaze. 2. sAdhaka ahiMsaka levo joIe. ahiMsAnI sAdhanA na karanAra vegInA dilamAM vara-bhAva rahI zakato nathI. vaira, bhAva manuSyanA hRdayane tapta ane mastaka tathA buddhine nirbaLa banAve che. zAMti-sukha je badhAthI meTuM che, - te zAMti-sukha vara-bhAva AvavAthI aMtaramAMthI naSTa thaI
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna 151 jAya che. vara-bhAva rAkhanAra manuSya rAta-divasa baLyA kare che, ane kayAreya paNa tene zAnti maLatI nathI. vaira-bhAva rAkhanAranuM lehI azuddha banI jAya che. tenI bhUkha marI jAya che. vara-bhAvanI adhikatAthI lehImAM eka prakAranuM viSa utpanna thAya che. premabhAva zarIramAM amRta utpanna kare che ane vera bhAva viSa. manuSyanA aMtaramAMthI jyAre vira-bhAva sarvathA dUra thaI jAya che, tyAre ene eka apUrva zAnti-sukhane anubhava thAya che. e zAnti -sukhanA anubhavavALI sthitine ahiMsAnI samAdhi kahI zakAya. mATe sAdhake ahiMsaka vRttine keLavIne ja sAdhana rata banavuM joIe, tapta mAnasa vaDe japa yathArtha thaI zake nahi. 3. saralatA-AMtarika tathA bAhya bhAva tathA vyavahAra bAlakanI jema sarvathA sarala ane niSkapaTa hovo joIe. ene Arjava dharma kahe che. 4. "sarva bhUteSu Atmavat " sava prANImAtramAM AtmadaSTi karI keIne kaMI ja hAni na karavI 5. prabhu para vizvAsa rAkhIne tenA para nirbhara rahevuM. 6. brahmacaryanuM pAlana karavuM. 7. niyamita savAra, sAMja ane rAtrinA samaye maMtra japa karavA joIe. 8. bhUmi upara kaMbala bichAvIne dhoLA vastranuM AcchAdAna karIne je jagyAe maMtra japa karyA hoya tyAM ane tema na bane to bIjA keI ekAMta rUmamAM ekalA ja zayana karavuM.
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________________ upara maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya 9. japa karatI vakhate maunavratanuM pAlana karavuM. 10. kaI prakAranuM asatya, pApa, prapaMca, lobha paranA gharanuM bhajana, dAna, vagere levuM nahi. 11. pitAnA ISTadevanI prArthanA karavI. 12. yathAzakti dAna ApavuM. 13 maMtrajapathI thatA camatkAre kaIne kahevA nahi. 14. ISTadeva ane guru para pUrNa vizvAsa rAkha. 15. daDha zraddhA ane saMkalpa sahita japa kare 16. gurudevanI sevAmAM tatpara rahevuM ane temanI kRpA prApta thAya tema vartavuM. guru kaMcana, guru pArasa, guru caMdana ' samAna, tuma sadguru dIpaka bhaye, guru ki ja, Apu samAna." * 17. japa karatI vakhate sAMsArika, vyavahArika viSayane vicAra na karavA ane mana, vANI, karmamAM ISTadeva tema ja mAtrAnI bhAvanA karavI. maMtra japa ati utAvaLe athavA dhIre dhIre karavA nahi. hRdayanA UMDA bhAgamAM UtarI ekAgratApUrvaka zAMta citte maMtranuM uccAraNa karavuM. japa karatI vakhate bahArane zabda ke avAja sa bhaLAya nahi tema karavuM, agara kAnamAM mINa vagere nAMkhavuM. japa traNa prakAranA che: mAnasika, upAMzu ane vAcika manamAM ne manamAM uccAraNa karavuM enuM nAma mAnasika japa kahevAya che. jenA uccAraNathI kAna sAMbhaLI zake te upAMzu jaya che ane moTethI maMtroccAra karavAmAM Ave tene vAcika japa kahe che.
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna 153 dhyAnanA be prakAra che-1. japAtmaka yA smaraNAtmaka, 2. homAtmaka. japAtmakanA traNa bheda che-1. kaniSTa, 2. madhyama 3. uttama, 1. kaniSTa-uccAraNa sahita, 2 madhyama-uccAraNa rahita, paraMtu jIbhanA vyApAra sahita. 3. uttama-mAtra mananA maraNa sahita, mAnasika japa. homAtmaka -Atma dhyeyathI virodhI vRttione homanAma tyAga karavo. vAcika japanuM daza gaNuM phaLa, upAMzu japanuM so gaNuM ane mAnasika japanuM saharatragaNuM phaLa che. vAcika japa kaniSTa, upAMzu madhyama ane mAnasika japa uttama che. gurUpradatta maMtra, AMtarika zraddhA, bhakti, prema, vizvAsa ane ekaniSThA sahita niyamita bhAvapUrvaka maMtra japa karavAthI avazya siddha prApta thAya che. je manuSyanuM mana dhanamAM hoya che te dhananuM ja ciMtana ane ciMtA kare che. te ja pramANe sAdhake Indriyone vazamAM karIne ekAgracitta IzvaraciMtana-AtmaciMtana karavuM joIe. abhyAsathI kaMTALI manane udvigna thavA na devuM. je sAdhane dvArA caMcaLa mana vaza thAya tenuM sevana karavuM ane te sAdhanathI vimukha thavuM nahi. abhyAsI sAdhake ekAMtanuM sevana karavuM. sAdhake saMga tathA saMgrahavRttithI dUra rahevuM, kAraNa ke te baMne sAdhanAmAM vizvabhUta che. niyamita rIte sAtvika AhAra kare. lAbha, hAni, niMdA, stuti vageremAM samabhAvI banavuM.
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________________ 154 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya sarva prANI pratye Atmabuddhi rAkhavI. vAyunI jema kaI vastu para Asakita na karavI. A pramANe niyamonA pAlana sahita manane svastha rAkhIne sAdhanAmAM saMlagna rahenAranI maMtra sAdhanA phaLadAtA bane che. para Ama sAdhake UThatA, besatA, cAlatA ane pharatA arthAta pratyeka dazAmAM sarvadA prasanna rahevAno ane AnaMdapUrNa rahevAno prayatna karavo joIe. saMsArane niyama vicitra che, je jevuM vicAre che tenI pAse tevI ja vastuo tathA padArtho potAnI meLe kheMcAIne Ave che. daridrInI pAse daridratA, dhanavAnanI pAse dhana, vaibhava vagere AkarSita thaIne Ave che. paMDita pAse paMDita, vRddhonI pAse vRddha ane bALakanI pAse bALake ekaThA thaI jAya che. e rIte je sarvadA udAsI ane duHkhI rahe che, ene haratarehanA duHkha tathA saMkaTa gherAyelAM rahe che rotI. zIkala sadA retA ja rahe che. ene saMga vipattio kayAre paNa cheDatI nathI. paNa enAthI viparIta je sadA prasanna rahe che enI pAse saMsAranA dareka jAtanA sukha, saMpadA, samRddhi, ane AnaMda AkarSAya Ave che prasanna ane hasamukha manuSyanA phephasAM pahoLAM hoya che. phephasAM, hRdaya ane zarIranuM samagra yaMtra khUba utsAhanI sAthe kAma kare che. prasanna rahevAthI zarIranuM lehI zuddha bane che ane badhA roge naSTa thAya che. prasanna manavALAnI Indriya paNa praphullita ane prasanna rahe. che. sadA prasanna rahevAvALAnI A sateja rahe che. prasanna . rahevAthI khUba bhUkha lAge che tathA ajIrNa ane kabajiyAta,
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna 155 maTe che. prasanna rahenAra kayAreya paNa gabharAtA nathI. tethI tenI buddhi sadA vivekanaMtI rahe che. enuM dareka kAma vivekapUrNa hoya che. kahevAno matalaba e che ke prasanna mana vyaktinI pAse saMsAranA badhA ja sukha upasthita thAya che. arthAt prasanna manavALA badhAthI sukhI, badhAthI adhika nIrogI tathA svastha ane savathI adhika jJAnavAna hoya che. ethI, je tame udAsa ane duHkhI rahetA he, to Aje atyArathI ja prasanna rahevAno prayatna kare. prasannatA, AnaMda ane utsAhane sadA apanAvo. vAraMvAra prasanna rahevAne yatna karo. je rUmamAM besatA ho, emAM paNa evA, evA citre rAkhe, jenuM mukha prasanna ane hasamukha hoya. evA lokone saMga karo je prasanna rahetA hoya. vAraMvAra udAsInatAne dUra karIne prasanna rahevAne yatna kare te saMteSanI dhAraNA che. saMteSanI dhAraNA bAda jyAre manuSya sarvadA prasanna rahevA lAge ane prasanna rahevAno abhyAsa thaI jAya to ene saMteSanuM dhyAna kahevAya. e avasthA pachI yogI je avasthAmAM AnaMdamAM nimagna thaI jAya ene saMteSanI samAdhi kahevAya. e saMteSanA sAdhana vaDe megIne je siddhi prApta thAya, enuM nAma saMtoSathI anuttama sukhane lAbha thAya che. prasAde sarva duHkhAnAM hAniropa jAya te, prasanna cetase dazAzu buddhiH paryava tiSThate." gItA a. 2, le. 65 prasanna citta rahevAthI badhA dukhene nAza thAya che, kema ke
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________________ 156 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya prasanna cittavALAnI buddhi jaladI sthira thAya che. prasanna manavALA pitAnA manane ekAgra rAkhI zake che kema ke duHkhI tathA ciMtIta citta caMcaLa ane nirbaLa hoya che. svastha ane nIrogI rahevA mATe nahi paNa gAdamAM ke samAdhimAM sthira thavA mATe paNa sAdhake prasanna rahevuM Avazyaka che. e mATe vivekIoe ane sAdhakoe prasanna citte rahevuM joIe. prasanna citta rahevAthI lehI paNa svaccha ane zuddha rahe che. azAMta rahevAthI lohImAM garamI vadhI jAya che ane tethI te azuddha banI jAya che. ane badhA rogonuM mULa lehInI azuddhi ja che. ane regI mAnava sAdhanA kevI rIte karI zakaze ? arthAta mane zAnti vinA sAdhanA thaI zake nahi. ciMtAgrasta ane duHkhI manuSyonA mastakanA ghaNA kaSTa kharAba banI jAya che ethI kaIvAra ciMtA karanAra, aprasanna rahenAra manuSya pAgala-gAMDa banI jAya che. evI avasthAmAM siddhAMtanI vAta te manuSya kyAreya paNa vicArI zaktA nathI; buddhi paNa kharAba thaI jAya che. prasanna na rahevAthI zvAsanI gati paNa barAbara rahetI nathI, ethI phephasAM paNa rogI ane nirbaLa banI jAya che. zvAsanI gati barAbara na rahevAthI zarIranA tamAma yaMtra barAbara kAma karI zakatA nathI, kema ke prANa ja zarIra-yaMtranA badhA avayavone gati ApanAra che. ethI sAdhae, vivekIoe, yegIoe sadA sarvadA prasanna rahevuM joIe. pUjAnuM phaLa, sAdhanAnuM phaLa"citta prasane re pUjana phaLa kahyuM
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna 157 AtmAnI-aMta:karaNanI prasannatAne ja prabhupUjAnuM phala kahela che. kahevAne matalaba e che ke-sAdhakanI cittavRttio sadA sarvadA prasanna rahe, harahAlatamAM prasanna rahe evI sthiti prApta karavI e ja sAdhanAnuM phaLa che. svabhAvathI AtmA AnaMda svarUpa che, ethI sadA prasanna rahenAra svarUpastha che ane svarUpamAM sthira rahevuM e ja samAdhi che. thoDA samaya sudhI kapALamAM prakAza dekha ke turIyAvasthAmAM sthira rahevuM ke samAdhimAM sthira rahevuM ane pachI duHkhI, aprasanna ane caMcaLatA dhAraNa karavI. te barAbara nathI. manuSya sAdhana dvArA evuM jJAna prApta karI le ke jethI te harahAlatamAM prasanna ane samacitta rahe te te jIvanamukta banIne pUrNa sukhI banI jAya. e ja sAdhanAnI. siddhi ane sarvocca pada che. - sadguru siddha maMtra ja Ape. ke je maMtra japIne aneka mahApuruSo siddha thayA hatA, ane je maMtra guru paraMparAthI cAlyA Ave che. guru potAnI kalpanAnuM kaMIka je te to Ape nahi. mATe maMtramAM avizvAsa ke azraddhA rAkhavI nahi. lAMbA vakhata sudhI japa karavA chatAMya je mananI ekAgratA ke pavitratA na Ave te jANajo ke e maMtrane doSa nathI, paNa enuM kAraNa e che ke, tamArI pitAnI ja truTI yA doSa. ane ene sudhAravAno prayatna karyA vagara kevaLa meDhethI japa karyo javAthI yA bIje guru karavAthI zuM vaLavAnuM hatuM? mana ane mukha banene eka sAthe lagADIne japa kare joIe, mana ne vANI ekarUpa
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________________ 258 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya - - - -- - zavAM joIe. manane vazamAM lAvavuM, e ja kharI vastu. e je na karI zakAya, te kAMI na vaLe. manane ja karI zakAya te jagane jaya karI zakAya. manane jItavA mATe ja badhI sAdhanAenI jarUra che. dararoja niSThApUrvaka japa - dhyAna karavAnI Adata pADavAthI e eka nazAnI Adata jevuM thaI jAya che. vaLI ekAgratA sthira thatA jANe ke, eka nazA jevI avasthA thAya; baMdhANIo ane nazAkhe jema nazAne samaya thatA, nazAnI vastu na maLe to AkuLa-vyAkuLa ane asvastha thaI jAya, bIjuM kazuM ye game nahi, tevI rIte sAdhakanIye evI avasthA thAya. je divase niyama pramANe dhyAna-japa na karI zake te divase, je bAbatanI Teva pADe, sArI athavA narasI, te bAbatamAM A pramANe bane evuM jovAmAM Ave che ke, jeo pahelA, pahelA sAdhana japa dhyAna karavAmAM lAge, teo jeTaluM manane ISTamAM ekAgra karavAnI mahenata kare, teTaluM ja mana vaka thAya, ane dhULa, rAkha jevAM viSayamAM ja bhaTakyA kare. te eTale sudhI ke temane ema paNa lAge ke, A jAtanI upAdhi to agAu nahatI. tyAre te je vicAra karavA IcchatA tene majAne ekAgra citte vicAra karI zakAte, have AvuM kema thaI gayuM ? ene artha e ke agAu, mananI je badhI bAjue svAbhAvika
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna 159 pravRtti hoya e badhA bAhya viSayamAM ja tene joDavAmAM AvatuM eTale enI sAthe kaze jhaghaDe naheAte jyAre have ? te sata-asat vicArapUrvaka tene asAra bAhya viSayamAMthI kheMcIne aMtarmukha karavAne, tene kAbUmAM lAvavAno prayatna karavAmAM Ave, eTale tarata e UlaTuM thaIne UbhuM rahe nadIne rokavA jatAM tene AghAta sa gaNo vadhI jAya. paraMtu tenA e vegane, e ja zaktine je gya rIte vALIne IcchA mujaba kAme lagADavAmAM Ave, to hajAragaNuM phaLa Ape. prayatna ane khaMtathI badhI bAbate siddha thAya. niSphaLa thAo te pharI pharI prayatna kare. je prayatna karavA chatAM saphaLatA na maLe te samajavuM ke je rIte prayatna karavo joItuM hatuM te rIte thayo nathI. prayatna karavAthI badhI bAbato sahajamAM ane sahelAIthI thaI zake. tame kame e bAbatanI Adata paDe ne Akhare e svabhAvarUpa thAya che. jeo sarva samaye, kAmakAjane samaye prabhunI AjJAna pAlana saha temanA nAmanuM smaraNa, temanA guNonuM ciMtana ane temanA nAmano japa kare che, prabhune ja ekamAtra sArA ane saMpattirUpa samaje, teo saMkaTa samaye paNa prabhune bhUlavAne nahi. mRtyu samaye paNa jIvanabharane ciMtavananA prabhAve temanA reganI vedanA bhUlAI jAya, saMsAranI, dhana, jananI Asakti dUra thAya, ane IzvarI bhAvamAM citta taddagata thaI jAya. IzvaranA satata ciMtavana ane sAMnidhyanI Tevane prabhAve e vastu svabhA
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________________ 160 ' maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya vika thaI jAya. jyAre ekalA he, athavA khAsa kAmamAM rokAyelA na ho, tyAre vyarthanA nakAmA vicAro na karatAM prabhusmaraNa, manana ane nAma levuM ja sAruM. manamAM vyarthanA vicAre na Ave e mATe japanA abhyAsanI jarUra che. ja5 eTale ekadhAruM akhaMDita rIte prabhunuM nAma lIdhe javuM e. utAvaLA thaye vastu prApta thAya nahi. paramAtmA ja eka mAtra sArabhUta, nitya, satya, bIjuM badhuMya; are ! Akhe. saMsAra prapaMcamaya asAra, pharebabAjI mATe tyAjya (tajavA yegya) A jJAna pAkuM rahevuM joIe. je zabda yA nAma saMsAranA mananamAMthI-avidyAmAMthI mananuM trANa (uddhAra) kare ene ja maMtra kahe. "mananAt trAyate sa maMtraH" zarUAtamAM niyamapUrvaka japa-dhyAna karavAM joIe. mana svabhAvathI ja je kAmamAM tene lagADavAM dhAre emAM na lAgatAM bIjI bAjue doDAdoDa karaze ane je kaMI kAmamAM nahi lagADe te vyarthanA vicAra karyA karaze. kahevata che ke "kAma vinAnuM mana e zetAnanuM kArakhAnuM ! ' e sAva sAcI vAta che. tene vaza karavuM hoya to jera karIne haThAgrahathI tene niyamenA baMdhanamAM bAMdhavuM joIe. vicAra karIne tene niyamonA baMdhanamAM bAMdhavuM joIe. vicAra karIne e eka (COLLITE) kAryakrama kara ke jenuM pAlana karI zakAya. ane daDha saMkalpa
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________________ 161 sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna kare ke game te avasthAmAM hoya, bIjuM game te kAma AvI paDe, paNa je niyama lIdhe che te game tevI hAlatamAM pALave ja. e prakAranI niSThA ane zakti joIe. badhA kAmane eka nakkI karela samaya levo joIe. ADI avaLI rIte manane phAve tevI rIte divasa gALavAthI jIvana vyartha javAnuM. niyama bAMdhIne manane daDha bhAve hukama karIne kahevuM: "are bApalA tuM Iche ke na Icche te paNa tAre A badhA niyamonuM pAlana karavuM ja paDaze. thoDAka divasa mana vAMku thaIne besaze, kaI rIte aMkuza mAnavAnuM nahi. Amatema nAzabhAga karavAnuM. paraMtu tamAre koI rIte choDavuM nahi, ene pakaDIne paraNe prabhunA smaraNamAM lagADavuM, sAthe sAthe tene zikSaNa paNa ApavuM. hiMsaka pazune vaza karavuM ane manane vaza karavuM eka samAna che. asIma dhairya, khaMta ane IcchAzakti joIe. jyAre mana jANaze ke, are bApare, kaI rIte A baMdhana tUTe ema nathI, tyAra pachI e pitAnuM akkaDapaNuM cheDaze, ne DA iMDamaruM thaIne jema kaheze tema karaze. enuM nAma abhyAsayoga e vinA manane za karavAne bIje kaI upAya nathI e nakkI jANaje. maMdavADamAM jema davA pIvI ja paDe. e ja pramANe kamaregane nAza karavA sAdhana, japa, dhyAnane abhyAsa karavo ja joIe. zarUAtamAM traNa cAra varasa sudhI e abhyAsa kadina. zuSka lAge che paNa jyAre abhyAsa sahaja thAya che tyAre tame joze ke temAM kevI mIThAza- jANe amRta samAna, ane vizu ma. 11
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________________ 162 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya AnaMdadAyaka lAgaze; kelejanI eka eka parIkSA pAsa karavA jatAM chokarAone rAtanA ujAgarA veThI tana teDIne, tabiyata khAkha karIne kevI mahenata karavI paDe che? e uparAMta vaLI bhaya, ciMtA ane peTA vicAre te lAgelA ja che; jANe ke jIvana maraNa pAsa thavA upara ja AdhAra rAkhe che ! ane A badhuM zA mATe karavuM? te kaheze ke sArI nokarI maLe, paisA kamAvAya, mAnapAna maLe, sukhamAM rahevAya evI badhI anizcita AzAe bhagavat prApti karavI e AnA karatAM eka rIte saraLa; te e prakAre ke emAM evI bIka, ciMtA, ane khoTA vicArene avakAza nahi. kAraNa ke sAdhanAthI siddhi anivArya bhagavAnane prApta karavA sAruM che ke bIjA badhA kAma che "maMtra sAdhayAmi, kiMvA deha pAtayAmi' evI pratijJA karIne ekadhAre thaIne lAgI rahe te Izvaradarzana jarUra thAya, ane evI amUlya saMpatti pradAna kare ke jenI pAse samasta saMsAranI dhanasaMpatti sukha ane vilAsanI sAmagrI tuccha thaI paDe e mRtyu oLaMgI amRtatattvane adhikArI thAya. jeo japa dhyAna yA gAbhyAsa barAbara rIte vadhu kare temanAmAM eka navuM sAtvika zarIra ghaDAI UThe sUkSma jJAnataMtuo ane nADIco jAgI UThe ke jene aMge e gaMbhIra atIndriya bhAvene vega sahana karavAne samartha bane. + , lAkaDAnI aMdarane agni jema gharSaNathI, dUdhanI aMdaranuM mAkhaNa jema vAvavAthI, talamAMthI tela jema pIlavALI ane jamInanI aMdaranuM jaLa jema khedavAthI meLavI zakAya, tevI
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna 163 rIte jIvanI hRdayaguhAmAM raheluM tenu` mULa svarUpa paramAtmA paNa jIva saTosaTanI sAdhanA ane manAekAgratAthI prApta thAya. prabhune je kAI sarala zraddhAthI aMtaHkaraNapUrvaka smare, tenA vinA khInnu kAMI Icche nahi, e ja tene pAme ane tene prAsa kaye khIjuM kAMI IcchavAnuM ke pAmavAnu khAkI rahe nahi. jee A sa`sAranA ke paraleAkanAM sukhanI IcchA pUrNa karavA mATe prabhune bhaje, tenI pAse kAI vastunI yAcanA kare, te te tene maLaze. paraMtu tethI pabhunI prApti thaze nahi. A badhuM ya che te mananA ja khela. mananI para ja badhA AdhAra rAkhe, manathI baMdhana, manathI ja mukti. jevI mati tevI gati. sAdhaka sarva prakAranI anukULa avasthA vacce kaThora tapasyAnuM AcaraNa karIne ya jo aMdara rahelI vAsanAne vaza thaIne viSaya sukha ane mAnapAna, kIrti pratye khecAya, te tenI sarva sAdhanA ane tapasyA agnimAM hAmelI ghInI AhUtinI jema nakAmAM jAya, tyAre tritApabdha jIva sauMsAranI asAratA hArDahADamAM anubhavIne viSayAmAMthI virakta thaI samasta mana prANapUrvaka jo prabhunA zaraNAgata thAya, teA e ene janma maraNurUpI duHkhamAMthI ugArI le. upAsanAnA atha IzvaranI samIpa rahevuM, athavA javuM, tenI pAse besavuM. vyanA vicArothI ane byanA kAmathI ApaNuM' nukasAna ja thAya. e badhAM ApaNane bhagavAna pAsethI dUra haTAvIne kayAMya duga dhI kuMDImAM ghasaDI jAya. jeTalA ApaNe e badhA khATA vicArA ane kAryAM ane anitya viSayAthI
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya aLagA rahIe ane prabhunuM smaraNa, manana, ciMtana, dhyAna, mAnasapUjA, ane nAma japAdimAM ane bIjAnuM bhaluM ane janasevA vagere satkarmomAM pitAnI jAtane lagADIe, teTalA ApaNe prabhunI samIpa jaIe, enA bhAvathI bhAvita thaIe, ane ApaNuM aMtara zuddha thAya, pavitra thAya ane AnaMdathI bharAI jAya. saMsArane pAra karavAne, duHkha-azAntithI ugaravAne A ja upAya che, bIje kaI nahi. prArthanA eTale aMtaryAmInI pAse aMtaranI vedanA ane abhAvane vicAra ane bhASAthI jaNAvavA, ane e dUra karavA mATe AturatAthI tenI karuNA yAcavI. sakAma prArthanA e che ke mAnava kahe che ke, "he prabhu! have A saMsAranA duHkha, trAsa, roga, zoka, abhAva, tANutANa Adi sahana thatAM nathI, tame mAruM e badhuM dUra karI gho." niSkAma prArthanA e che ke, "he prabhu! tamArI marajImAM Ave teTalo bhAra mAre mAthe nAkhe, duHkhamAM rAkho, AtamAM nAkho tenI mane kAMI phikara nahi; mAtra mane e badhuM sahana karavAnI zakti Ape, ke jethI huM kaI divasa tethI vicalita na thAuM ke, jethI huM tamane na bhUluM ke jethI tamArA abhaya caraNomAM mArI zuddha bhakti rahe." ISTa vastunuM samaraNa-manana karavuM eTale tenI sAthe mananuM joDANa karavuM, e vicArapravAha jeTale gADha ane ekadhAre thAya. cittane vikSepa karanArI vRttio jeTalI zAMta thAya, . teTale ja e telanI dhAranI jema avicchinna thAya. ene ja japanI utkRSTa sthiti dhyAna kahevAya. e ja dhyAna ethI vadhu .
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna 165 pragADha thAya, dayeya vastunI sAthe ekarUpa thAya, tadAkAra thaI jAya. e avasthAne samAdhi kahe, tyAre ja svasvarUpane pUrNa anubhava thAya. hRdayanI graMthi arthAt saMsArasukhanI vAsanA- * ene nAza pAme, sarva saMzo chedAI jAya, sarvaduHkhonuM avasAna thAya, eTalA mATe svAnubhavanuM prathama sopAna che japa, smaraNa-manana, cittavRttine zAMta bhAva, nirAdha. bIju pAna che dhyAna. trIjuM pAna samAdhi, e chelluM sopAna che. vacalA pAna mUkIne, oLaMgI jaIne chelle sapAne ekadama pahoMcAya nahi eTalA mATe smaraNa, ciMtananuM ja aMtima pariNAma AtmasAkSAtkAra-svAnubhava che. - vAraMvAra punarAvartana ane abhyAsa vaDe A smaraNa mananane daDha bhAve gUMthavAne mATe ja japa, dhyAna, ArAdhanAnuM vidhAna ISTamaMtra vAraMvAra lAMbA samaya sudhI roja japa karavAnuM projana eTalA sAruM ja. ApaNe je viSaya laIne uparAuparI gUMthAyelA rahIe ya carcA karIe tenI chApa mananI upara paDe. e badhuM upalaka dRSTie UDI gayA jevuM lAgavA chatAMya sUkSmapaNe, saMskAra rUpe mananI aMdara rahe ane jyAre anukuLa vAtAvaraNa maLe, tyAre ajJAtapaNe mANasane kAryamAM ke vicAramAM prere. beTA saMskAra prabaLa hoya te kubhAvamAM prere, susaMskAra prabaLa heya. te sat bhAvamAM prere. tethI jovAmAM Ave che ke, jeo duSkamI hoya che. teo kame kame ethI ye vadhu kharAba kAryomAM lipta thAya, ane jeo AdhyAtmika unnatine mATe prayatnavAna hoya, teo e mArge vadhu jhaDapathI AgaLa vadhe che.
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________________ 166 matravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya thoDAka divasa japa dhyAna karIne ema na mAnI bese ke, ATaluM badhuM te sAdhana karyuM paNa kAMI vaLyuM nahi! je lAMbA samaya sudhI japa vagere sAdhana karavA chatAM AdhyAtmika unnati na thAya, to jANajo ke kyAMka bhUla che, kyAMka phoTa ke kazuM che ke jyAMthI sAdhana bahAra nIkaLI jAya che. pitAnI aMdara zodhatAM, zedhatAM e zeAdhI kADho ane ene baMdha karo. te pachI hRdayarUpa ghaDe dhIre, dhIre bharAze. aMtara zakita ane AnaMdathI bharAI jaze. huM ATaluM karuM chuM, AvI utkRSTa sAdhanA karuM chuM, evuM badhuM mAnavuM, vicAravuM e mUDhatA, ahaMkAranI nizAnI che. UlaTA ema vicAra karajo ke, "huM game teTaluM karuM ne, paNa prabhu! tamArAM darzane pAmavAne hisAbe te e vaLI keTaluMka? mArA pitAmAM te vaLI kaI zakti che ke tene jore huM tamane pAmI zakuM ? tame pite je dayA karIne mArA upara kRpA karo. te ja bane. mAre te bIje upAya ja nathI. huM tamAre zaraNAgata. tame pote ja mAruM rakSaNa kare, ane mane bhavabaMdhanathI choDA, mukta kare, he prabhe!" dhyAna japane abhyAsa sarva samaye, sarva jagyAe ane sarva avasthAomAM karI zakAya. dhyAnasiddhi puruSe potAnA manane pitAnI aMdara sameTI laIne, mANasenA kolAhalanI vacce paNa evA ekAMtane anubhava kare che, kaI rIte temanI - ekAgratAmAM khalela pahoMce nahi. teo sukha-duHkhe, saMpatti vipattimAM, niMdA-stutimAM samAnabhAve rahe. temane ja gItAmAM sthitajJa, bahmaNa muni kahevAmAM AvyA che.
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna 167 te pramANe jee japamAM siddha thAya, temanA pratyeka vAsAzvAsanI sAthe Ape!Apa ja japa thayA kare. prayatna karIne karavA paDe nahi. Ane ajapAjapa kahe. abhyAsanA pariNAme japamAM mana dRDha thavAne lIdhe temanI evI avasthA thAya ke teo bahAra vAtacIta ke kAmakAja karyAM kare te paNa temanA aMtaramAM ISTama`tra niraMtara gUMjyA kare. 7 " yAnasiddha jeha dAsa, mukti tenI pAsa. dd sAdhanAnI siddhinuM prathama lakSaNa e che ke huM avazya saphaLa thaIza evI zraddhA, khIjuM zraddhApUva kanI sAdhanA, trIjuM gurusevA, ceAthuM samatA, pAMcamu' indriyanigraha ane chaThThuM che parimita AThuAra, vihAra ATaluM kharAbara thAya te sAdhanamAM saphaLatA maLe. mumukSuoe A uparAkata guNeAne dhArIne ja sAdhanA karavI joIe. manane vaza karavA jevuM kaThaNa kAma khIjuM koI nathI. jJAnI puruSAe kahyuM che ke--< koI kadAca sAta samudra bhuja baLa vaDe tarIne pAra kare, samagra vAyumaMDaLane seASI zake, pahADAnA daDA banAvI ramI zake, paraMtu caMcaLa manane vaza karavAnuM kAya e badhA karatAMya asAdhya." paraMtu tema chatAM DaravAnu` ke nirAza thavAnu` kazu kAraNa nathI. vIra sAdhaka khUba khaMta ane dRDha sa'kalpanI sAthe prabhu para vizvAsa rAkhIne ane potAnu ahe maLa tyAgIne tanatoDa prayAsa ane sAdhanA kare te prabhunI kRpAthI asAdhya sAdhanA paNa sAdhya thAya.
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________________ 1 68 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya - tamane ruce e nAmathI prabhune pokAre. ene mATe vivAdane sthAna nathI. mAtra prabhunuM nAma japavAthI sarva IcchA pUrNa thaI zake ane temane prApta karI zakAya. japAt siddhi." prabhunA nAmane evo apAra mahimA che ke temanuM nAma levAthI pApI, tApI, pAMkhaDIone suddhAMne uddhAra thaI jAya. he prale ! bhaktihInene nAmamAM rUci thAya ane viSayamAM aruci thAya. are ! bIjI kaI meTI sAdhanA karI na zako te ochAmAM ochuM paramAtmAnuM nAma smaraNa te karyuM jAo, temanI pAse vyAkuLa thaIne prArthanA kare te mana zuddha thaIne baLavAna banaze, mana zAMta thaze ane prabhukRpAthI gya samaye prabhunI premabhakitanA adhikArI banaze. tapasyA traNa jAtanI-kAyika, vAcika, mAnasika-vrata vagere ane regIonI, vRddhonI, apaMgonI sevA vagere kAyika tapasyA, satyanuM pAlana karavuM e vANInI tapasyA, IndriyasaMyama ane manane saMyama karavAnI sAdhanA e mAnasika tapasyA. jene paramArtha sAdhavAnI IcchA hoya temaNe uparokta tapasyA, avazya karavI. je koI daravAjo baMdha karIne sUteluM hoya, te tenuM nAma laIne daravAje dhakakA mArIe te e jema jAgRta thaIne -- hokAre Ape ane daravAjo UghADIne darzana Ape, tevI rIte saraLa hadaye, vizvAsa ane zraddhApUrvaka prema sahita ISTa maMtrane japa ane sAdhanA karavAthI sarva jIvonA hRdayamAM rahelA
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vijJAna aMtaryAmI prabhu jAgRta thAya ane hRdaya maMdiranA daravAjA kholI nAkhe ane sAdhakane darzana ApIne kRtArtha kare. - durlabha manuSya janma pAmIne prabhune prApta karavAno satata prayatna kare, ke jene prApta karavAthI badhuM prApta thAya, prApta karavAnuM bIjuM kAMI bAkI na rahe ene jANavAno prayatna karo ke jene jANavAthI sarva vastu jANI zakAya, ane bIjuM kazuM jANavAnuM bAkI na rahe. prabhune cAhe, temanAthI prema joDe ke jenAthI prema karavAthI bIjA badhAM prema, kAminI-kaMcana paranI Asakti, dhULa rAkha jevI lAge. evI rIte jIvana ghaDI kADhe ke jethI mRtyuhIna jIvana meLavI zake. parAbhakti, jJAna ane mukti prAptinI je abhilASA rAkhatA he te aMtaramAM ane bahAra pavitra thavuM paDaze. deha ane mana zuddha, pavitra hovAM joIe. tene upAya, "kaMcanakAmane tyAga" atyaMta kaThaNa che, chatAM durlabha nathI. tanateDa prayatna ane abhyAsa, puruSArtha ane sAdhanA vaDe badhAM karyo avazya siddha thAya. puruSArtha paNa prabhukRpAe ane puNyodaye ja thAya. "lAomAMthI eka be chUTe e kharuM, paNa keNu kahI zake ke tame e bemAMnA eka nathI ? e zraddhAthI AgaLa dhapa. mAnavahRdayanI jamIna kAMI vAMjhaNI nathI. kheDANanA abhAve ghAsa, durvAthI bharAI gaI che. sApa, vI chInuM raheThANa banI gaI che. tethI haMmezA bhaya lAgyA kare che. A mAnava jIvanarUpI jamInane khaMtapUrvaka kheDavAthI ne gurue batAvelI sAdhana
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________________ 170 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya paddhatinuM niSThApUrvaka anuSThAna karavAthI amUlya saMpattine pAka utaraze. sAdhanAmAM joIe bhAvavAne utkRSTa rasa ane kaThinamAM kaThina sAdhanA. eka maNa zabdanA karatAM eka adheLa sAdhanAnI vadhu kiMmata. eka biMdu prema, samudra samAna zAstrajJAna karatAM vadhu tarasa chIpAvanAre prema che. jANe ke dUdha, malAI, mAkhaNa, ane zAstra vagere aparAvidyA jANe ke chAza, vAdo zAstronI vyArA, lekacara vagere badhAM nIcalA tharanA lekene mATe, e like e laIne ja bhale sukhe rahe. jeonI IcchA chAza pIne rahevAnI heya teo bhale rahe. tame IcchAnusAra dUdha, malAI, mAkhaNa khAoH ame pote kAMI karavAnA nahi, yA karI zakavAnA nahi, tame je karI Ape te ja thAya e badhI puruSAtana vinAnI vAte. keLIo laIne moDhAmAM mUke tyAre khAuM evo bhAva jemane ke je samAjano hoya, temaNe marI javuM e vadhAre sAruM. ane kudaratanA niyama pramANe dhIre, dhIre zaktihIna thaIne teo marI paNa jAya. pArakAnA meDhA sAme joyA karIe ke kaI daSTa yA adaSTa zakitanI sahAyatAnA bharose vATa joI jIvyA karavuM e mRtyu samAna. svAdhInatA ja svarga, parAdhInatA ja naraka. je puruSArtha kare che tenA para bhagavAna dayA kare, tene sahAya kare. sAhasa, utsAha ane prayatna hIna bhakto bAyelA,
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vijJAna 171. - tame guNI svabhAvavALA. teo ema mAne ke bhagavAnanuM nAma savAra-sAMja lIdhuM, jarAtarA AnaMda te maLe, have enI dayA thavAnI haze tyAre thaze, je kAMI maLyuM e ja ghaNuM. evAone te lAMbe gALe bhagavAnane prApta karavAnI AturatA jAge. pitAnA ane paranA kalyANa mATe je kaMI karavAmAM Ave e ja dharma--bAkInuM badhuM adharma. !' pApI, huM te nirbaLa, dIna, mArAthI te zuM thavAnuM? evA bhAva rAkhatAM, rAkhatAM mANasa UlaTe vadhu e thaI jAya. "nAthAmAtmA balahInane labhyaH" jeonA zarIra ane mana nirbaLa heya teonAthI dharma thaI zake ja nahi. tethI kaI kAma thAya nahi. e badhA nirbaLatAnA bhAvene jhADu mArI, mArIne ravAnA karI devA. UlaTuM ema kahevuM ke "asti asti." mArI aMdara anaMta zakti rahelI che. e zaktine jAgrata karavAnI che, je pitAne siMha samaje te siMha jema piMjaruM tene bahAra nIkaLI Ave tema jagatarUpI jALa teDIne mukti meLave. vIra banavAnuM bhaya che, bhaya rahita thavAnuM che, dharma kare nahitara tame je aMdhakAramAM che te aMdhakAramAM ja cirakALa paDI rahevAnA. mAnave pitAmAM zraddhA karatAM zIkhavuM joIe. te vicAra, bhAvanA, saMkalpabaLa vaDe je banavA dhAre te banI zake che. pite je Icche te prApta karI zake che. mATe badhA ja mane gata nirbaLa vicArone manamAMthI dUra karIne unnata vicArene grahaNa karI vikAsa sAdhave joIe. karmane phala karmanI sAthe ja
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________________ 102 matravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya lAgelA che. paDI javu" e eka ekama che, e kamanI sAthe 'lAgavuM' je paDavAnu phaLa che, e lAgelu' ja che. ema nathI ke paDe eka ane daMDa bhAgave mIjo agara phaLa ApavA Ave khIjo. jeTalI UMcAI thI paDaze!, je bhAvathI paDI jaze, kamaLa paNa te anusAra ja maLaze. AMbAnA phaLa AMbAnA vRkSanI sAthe ane jA MbunA phaLa jA MbunA vRkSa sAthelA ja lAge hAya che. tamArA karmanA phaLa avazya tameAne maLaze ja. te keAI khIjAnA hAthamAM nathI, karmAnu phaLa kamanI DALImAM ja lAgelu che, hamaNA nahi te samaye paripakava thaye avazya lAgavAnuM ane maLavAnuM ja. pariNAmanI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. je IcchA che tevA kama karatA jAe, phaLa taraphathI nizciMta raheA zubha karanAranI kayAreya paNa durgati thatI nathI. tame kama karavAmAM svataMtra che tema ja tevI rIte kama phaLa prApta karavAmAM svataMtra che. madhuM tamArA peAtAne AdhIna che. bIjA koInA ke Izvarane AdhIna nathI. tamArA bhAgyanA vidhAtA tame svayaM che. e prakAre tame du:kha ke adhAti vagere nathI IcchatA ane hAla te paristhiti prApta thaI nathI teA enAthI khacI javu tamArA vazanI vAta che. tamArI ja zubha bhAvanA zubha saMkalpa ane zubha kama tamAne sukhI banAvI zake che; bIjI kAI nahi. Izvara vagerenA vizvAsa tyAgI peAtAnA para vizvAsa karaza, svAvalaMbI aneA. e ja sukhI banavAne rAjamArga che. ' sva paravaza'du:kha", samAtma vaza sukha.' je sAdhaka, sAdhanA dvArA prApta thayela siddhionA praleAsanamAM Asakta banatA nathI te ja yAgasAdhanAnI sarvocca
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vidhAna 173 avasthA nirvikvalpa samAdhi ke savikalpane samAdhine sAdhya karI. zake che. siddhio te samAdhi avasthA prApta karavAnA mArgamAM vinabhUta, bAdhArUpa che. sAdhaka enA cakramAM paDIne judI, judI kAmanAomAM Asakta thaIne yogabhraSTa thAya che, eTaluM ja nahi. paNa, e siddhionA durupayogathI mananI ati, nikRSTa pravRtti thAya ane Indriya sukhane AdhIna thaIne, pitAne svArtha sAdhavA mATe bIjA lekenuM ahita karavA taiyAra thAya ane aMte pitAnuM paNa adha:patana thAya. pariNAme tene prApta thayela sarva zaktio nAza pAme. sAcA sAdhakee siddhionA prabhanathI sarvadA dUra rahevuM joIe. te ja tene vikAsa thAya. - aMtamAM eTaluM ja lakhavAnuM che ke sAdhake sAdhanA karatAM kadApi pitAnA dharmane tyAgavuM na joIe. aTala zraddhAthI ane zairyathI jarUra vikAsa thaze ja evo Agraha rAkhIne AgaLa vadhavuM paNa dhairya tyAgIne nirAza thaIne sAdhana cheDavuM nahi. te upara daSTAMta kahe che ke vairyane phaLa mIThAM ja hoya che. eka samaye nAradajI pharatA, pharatA vanapradezamAM gayA. tyAM be tapasvIo judA, judA vRkSa nIce tapa karatA hatA. nAradajIne joIne baMne tapasvIoe kahyuM ke, "tame zrIkRSNa bhagavAna pAse jAo to amArA vatI pUchaze ke, amane mukti kyAre maLaze?' nAradajI keTalAka samaya pachI te ja pradezamAM pharIvAra AvyA ane baMne tapasvIone potAnI pAse lAvIne pUchayuM : - kahe pIpaLAnA vRkSa nIce besIne keruM tapa kare che?"
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________________ 174 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya huM karuM chuM, prabhu?" "Apa kare che, kharuM? prabhue ema kahyuM che ke pIpaLAnA vRkSa nIce besI je tapasyA kare che ene sAta janma pachI mukti maLaze.' "huM sAta janma pachI? zuM A janme mane mukti nahi maLe?" nA, bhAI A janme te mukti maLavAno yoga nathI." 'tyAre te nAradajI! sAta janme mukti maLavAne meha paNa nathI. lo bhAI! A mAruM tuMbaDuM ne A mAruM cAmaDuM ! huM te saMsAramAM jaIne bhega vilAsa bhegavIza. A bhava mIThe te Avate bhava keNe dIThe ?" ema kahIne te tapasvIe puna saMsAranI vATa pakaDI. ' "ane prabhu ! mane kyAre mukti maLaze?" AMbalInA vRkSa nIce tapa karanAra tapasvIe AturatAthI pUchayuM. bhAI! sAta janma pachI mukti pAmanAra tapasvI tapa choDIne nATho. tyAM tArI te vAta ja kayAM karavI?' prabhu! teya kahe te kharA, mane kayAre mukti maLaze? bhAI! tane zuM kahuM? A AMbalI para jeTalAM pAMdaDA . che eTalA janma pachI tane mukti maLaze !' " "zuM kahe che? eTalA janma pachI mane mukti te avazya maLaze ne? kaho te kharA, nAradajI A vAta satya che ne ?'
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________________ sAdhanA vidhi-vijJAna 175 hA....hA....bhAI! khuda bhagavAne ja mane kahyuM che. " khasa,....tyAre te AnaMda....Ana H ' ema kahIne te te Ana'divAra banIne nAcavA-kUdavA lAgyA. tapasvIne AnaMdita joI ne nAradajIne parama Azcarya thayuM, bhAI! tane ATaleA badhA AnaMda kema thAya che?" " ' khasa, prabhu ! have te! Anada....AnaMda....mArA mATe eka aviSe nakakI thaI gaI. eTale mane vizvAsa besI gayA ke amuka samaye mane mukti te avazya maLaze ja ne !' ' bhAI, jarA vicAra tA kara. A AMbalInA vRkSa para pAna keTalAM che? e gaNyAM gaNAya tema nathI. janma ane maraNa eTale duHkhanI paraparA, e badhAne aMte tane mukti maLavAnI che, AnA khyAla tA jarA kara.' nAradajI! Apa kaheA che. e duHkha teA AvavAnAM ja che. paNa e badhAM du:khane aMte paNa mukti maLaze, e AzAnA sahAre e badhA janmeAnA duHkhA huM sahana karIza paNa mAruM tapa ane dhyAna teA nahi ja cheDu *9 " C AvA ja ceAgIone ISTanI siddhi thAya che- deha pAtacAmi kArya sAdhyAmi.' prANAMte paNa huM mArA kAryanI siddhi karanAra ja chuM. AvA dhaiya ane acala zraddhAva ta ja siddhine vare che. pratyeka sAdhakamAM te yuge hAvA jarUrI che. astu!
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________________ prakaraNa maMtravidyAnA prabhAva (prAcIna dRSTAMte) A prakaraNamAM maMtra, japa, smaraNa, ciMtananA prabhAve jene Aleka tathA paraleAka saMbaMdhI je lAAA thayA che, tenuM varNana karavAmAM Avaze. vizvAsu geApALa eka garIba vidhavA brAhmaNInA nAnA chekarA geApALane rAja eka gIca jhADImAM thaIne pAThazALAe javuM paDatuM. e cheAkarAne tyAMthI cAlatA bahu ja bIka lAgatI. tethI teNe peAtAnI mAne kahyuM. eTale tenI mAe kahyuM ke, "emAM khIvAnuM zuM che, beTA ? e jhADImAM tArA mATe bhAI madhusUdana raDe che. ene hAka mAratAnI sAthe ja e Avaze. saraLa bALaka e sAcuM mAnIne jhADImAMthI nIkaLatA bIka lAgatAnI sAthe ja kayAM che, bhAI madhusUdana tuM Avane mane khIka lAge che. ema kahIne rAvA lAgyA. tarata ja jhADImAMthI eka priyadarzana suMdara bALaka bahAra AvIne, " AvyA huM, bhAilA! have bItA nahi. ema kahIne tenI sAthe vAta ne ramata karatA, karatA jhADI vaTAvIne bahAra paheAMcADI jatA. rAja ema thatuM. keTalAka divaseA pachI geApALanA gurujInA bApanu zrAddha AvyuM. ,, dr ""
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 177 eTale badhA vidyArthIe pitAnI zakti anusAra pitAnA gherathI vastuo laI gayA. paraMtu gepALanA gharamAM, laI. javA jevuM kazuM ya nahatuM. ethI e udAsa cahere te divase jhADImAM thaIne jaI rahyo hate. ethI enA madhusUdana bhAIe kAraNa pUchayuM. enA javAbamAM gopAle kahyuM ke, bhAI gharamAM gurujIne ApavA jevuM bAnI pAse kAMI ja nahotuM." e sAMbhaLIne madhusUdane pitAnI pAsethI eka nAnI leTI dUdhathI bharelI ApIne kahyuM ke, "tuM A laI jA, gurujIne Apaje." gopAle te te laI jaIne gurujIne ApI, eTale sAva nAnI loTI joIne gurujI te nArAja thayA, ane bicArAne dhamakAvI kADhayo. paraMtu jevI laTI khAlI karI ke, tarata ja te pAchI bharAI jAya. gurujInA vAsaNa je mUkyA te badhA ja bharAI gayA, paNa leTI khAlI thAya ja nahi. e joIne gurujI AzcaryamAM garakAva thaI gayA. gopAlanI pAse badhuM vivaraNa sAMbhaLatAM gurujI tenA madhusUdana bhAIne jovA mATe tenI sAthe jhADImAM gayA, ne tene belAvavAnuM kahyuM. pAle pahelAnI jema bUma pADI. eTale AkAzavANI thaI ke, "tArI sarala zraddhA ane nirdoSatAne kAraNe tuM mane joI zake, paraMtu tArA gurUjInuM mana kaluSita hovAne lIdhe e mArA darzananA adhikArI nathI.' uparanA daSTAMtathI e samajavAnuM che ke, japa, dhyAna vagere vaDe jeNe potAnuM mana saMsArI vAsanAothI rahita banAvela hoya ane jenuM hRdaya gopAlanI jema nirdoSa hoya, temane maM 12
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________________ 178 ma`travijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya ja sAkSAtkAra thAya che. khAlaka geApAlanI nirdeSatAne kAraNe ja deva gaNA ke kudarata gaNeAe teA Apa ApanI bhAvanA para AdhAra rAkhe che. bAkI tA nirdoSatA ane saralatA sahita zraddhAne prabhAve AvA camatkArA mane che. temAM mukhya kAraNu sarala hRdayapUrvakanI zraddhA ja kAma kare che. ke bala saMkhalanI kathA mathurA nagarIne vize jinadAsa nAme eka zeTha rahetA hatA. te jaina dharmane pALanAra ane zuddha zraddhAvAna hatA. tenI dharma patnI jenu nAma sumati hatu. te nAma pramANe guNane dhAraNa karanAra prativratA nArI, ratna samAna hatI. banne daMpatIe zrAvakanAM khAra tratA aMgIkAra karyAM hatA, temAM kAI paNa pazudhana rAkhavAnA pAMcamA vratamAM tyAga karyAM hatA. te ja gAmamAM eka AhIrANI rahetI hatI. jinadAsa zeThe tene dhanI bahena banAvI hatI, tethI. baMne bhAI-bahena eka khIjAne tyAMthI joItI vastunI Apale karatA hatA. eka samaye te AhIrANInI putrInA lagna hatA; tyAre zeThe tene pAtAthI banatI madada karI. vaLI vivAhanI aMdara leAjana mATe je, je pakavAna joIe te sarva uttama prakAranu karAvI zeThe peAtAnA taraphathI pUruM pADyuM. ethI te AhIrANIne tyAM AvelA mahemAnA ghaNA khuza thayA, ane tenI ahu prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. vivAha pUrA thayA, eTale te AhIrANIe zeThanA ghaNeA upakAra mAnyA, ane tenA,
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________________ maMtravidyAno prabhAva 189 zivabhekha nAmano eka saMnyAsI gAmanI bahAra udyAnamAM AvIne Utaryo. tyAM te meTA ADaMbarathI rahevA lAgyo. te saryA sAme joIne paMcAgni tApathI AtApanA leto hato. Avo bAhya ADaMbara dekhIne loko tenA para pUjyabhAva ane prIti rAkhavA lAgyA; tathA cAre tarapha tenA tapanI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. samaya jatAM vAmAdevI rANu pAse enA samAcAra AvyA, tethI tene paNa te saMnyAsIne jovAnI ane kharI zI vAta che te jANavAnI IcchA thaI? pachI vAmAdevI pitAnA putra sahita te saMnyAsIne jovA gayA. kumAra pArzvanAtha yogIne namaskAra karyA vinA eka bAju UbhA rahyA. tene joIne te saMnyAsI bolyo ke, "he kumAra ! hamake namaskAra karyo nahi karate he? aura bAju para karyo khaDe rahe ho?" pArzvanAthe ene kaMI ja javAba Apyo nahi. pachI avadhi jJAnathI jANIne kahyuM ke, "he yegI ! AvuM ajJAnajanya kArya kaSTa karavAthI kaI prakAre Atmasiddhi thavAnI nathI. tamArI dhUNImAM je meTuM lAkaDuM baLe che, temAM nAganAgaNa rahelA che; tenA baLavAthI tame UlaTuM pApa bAMdhe che. rAjakumAranuM AvuM belavuM sAMbhaLIne saMnyAsIne ghaNe ja krodha Avyo ane te be ke, te sAcI vAta hoya te batAvI Apa." tarata ja rAjaputre dhUNImAMthI te baLatuM lAkaDuM bahAra kaDhAvI carAvyuM to temAMthI ardhadagdha thayelAM nAganAgaNI nIkaLyAM te tyAM ekatra thayelA hajAro mANasee jayAM. saMnyAsI
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________________ 180 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya gayA. zeThANuM haMmezAM sAmAyika, pratikramaNa Adi dharmadhyAna karatAM, tyAre te vAcharaDAM tenI pAse AvIne UbhA rahetAM. tema karatAM emane potAnA pUrvajanmanI smRti thaI, AthI teo dharma karavAne sabhAnavALA thayA. ane agiyAra vratadhArI zrAvakapaNuM aMgIkAra karyuM, ane upavAsa Adi tapa paNa karavA lAgyA. eka divasa te zeThane eka mitra paradezathI mAlanA 500 gADAM bharIne AvatuM hatuM. te mathurAnI najIka AvyA, tyAM ghaNA varasAdane lIdhe kIcaDa thaI gayeluM hovAthI, tema ja gADe joDelA baLada lAMbI musApharIne lIdhe thAkI gayelA hovAthI, tenAM gADAM aTakayAM. A vakhate subhadra manamAM muMjhAvA lAgyo. evAmAM tene pitAnA mitra jinadAsane tyAM be jorAvara vAcharaDAM che ema yAda AvyuM. eTale te utAvaLe gAmamAM Avyo. A vakhate zeTha-zeThANIne piSadhavrata hovAthI, ane piSadhazALAmAM hatAM, tethI subhadra pitAnA mitranA baLada jANIne keInI rajA mAMgyA sivAya temane choDIne laI gayA. tyAM jaIne teNe tene dareka dareka gADAe jeDI tamAma gADAM temanI pAse kIcaDamAMthI A tarapha bahAra kaDhAvyAM. ethI e baLadone ghaNuM jora vAparavAthI temanAM AMtaraDAM tUTI gayAM ane teo lehIhANa thaIne ghare AvyAM. bIje divase zeTha-zeThANuM AvIne jue che, te - kaMbala-saMbalanI ghaNI ja durdazA thayelI joI. pUchaparacha karavAthI sarva kAraNa jaNAyuM tethI zeTha-zeThANI ghaNuM ja dilagIra thayAM ane pite mehamAM paDIne dharmANA bhaMga karI, tethI
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________________ matravidyAnA prabhAva AvuM viparIta pariNAma AvyuM, tema lAgyAM. pachI ka khala-sa khalanA aMta tene zrIpa'caparameSThi navakAra maMtra 181 mAnI pazcAttApa karavA samaya najIka jANIne sabhaLAvye. tethI te ane baLado peAtAnuM AyuSya pUrNa karIne svargamAM devapaNe utpanna thayA. sAra e che ke namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa pazuone paNa uttama phaLadAtA mane che. kuMbala ane saMbala ke je khaLada hatA paNa puAAye eka svadhamI zeThane tyAM rahevA pAmyA hatA, tethI teone namaskAra mahAmatranA aMta samayanA zravaNathI teone devapaNa prApta thayuM tA .mAnava jo samajIne tene vidhipUrvaka japa kare, te tenA keTalA vikAsa thAya. te vAcaka, tu svayaM vicAraje. rAjakumArI suda nAnI kathA gujarAtamAM hAla jyAM bharUca zahera che, tenI pAse pUrve eka jhADAthI gIca meATuM vana hatu, temAM aneka jAtinA pazu vAsa karatA hatA. evA nirjana vananI aMdara eka vaDanA jhADa nIce guphA hatI. temAM eka munirAja zAMtithI dharma karatA hatA. eka divasa te vaDanA jhADa upara eka samaLI AvIne beThI. tevAmAM kAI pAradhIe tenA para eka khAdhu kyuM, te samaLIne vAgyuM, tethI te vIMdhAIne mUrchA pAmI bhUmi para paDI. guphAmAM beThelA munirAje A joyu, eTale temane ghaNI karuNA upajI. pachI te dayALu munirAja samaLInA aMtasamaya najIka AveleA jANI, tenI pAse gayA. ane tene zrInamaskAra mahAmaMtra sabhaLAvye. teNe te ekAgracitte
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________________ 182 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya sAMbhaLyo. tenA prabhAvathI te samaLIne jIva tyAMthI maraNa pAmI, siMhaladvIpanA rAjAne tyAM putrIpaNe utpanna thaye. tenA janma samaye rAjAe janmotsava karyo. tenuM nAma rAjAe sudarzanA pADayuM. bAlyAvasthA vyatIta thatAM tene vidyAbhyAsa karAvyo, temAM te nipuNa banI. eka divasa te rAjakumArIne betraNa chIMke AvI, tyAre tenI pAse beThelI sakhIomAMthI keTalIka khamA khamA, evA zabdo uccAryA, paNa eka sakhIe "namo arika haMtANuM, nAsiddhANuM, name AyariyANaM' evA uccAre karyA. te zabda rAjakumArInA karNapaTa para paDatAM te mUcha khAIne bhUmitala para paDI. zItalapacAra karavAthI zuddhimAM AvI. teNe kahyuM, "mane jAtismaraNa jJAna (pUrvabhavanuM jJAna) thayuM che. huM parve samaLI hatI ane aMta samaye meM namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM zravaNa kareluM hatuM. tethI huM tenA prabhAve ahIM rAjakumArI thaI chuM." pachI pitAnA pitAne kahIne temanI pAsethI puSkaLa dhana laIne te bharUca zaheramAM AvI. jyAM teNe namaskAramaMtra zravaNa karyo hato, te sthaLe "samaLI vihAra, nAmanuM muni suvratasvAminuM jinAlaya banAvyuM. tenI aMdara pitAnA pUrvabhavanuM citra paNa AlekhAvyuM. te rAjakumArI tyAM ja rahIne dharmArAdhana tathA munirAjenI sevA karI samyagudRnane pAmI ane dharmArAdhanA karatA karatA AyuSya pUrNa thatA svarga gaImekSanI adhikAranI banI. A eka maMtranA zravaNathI te pazuyonimAMthI keTalI unnata dazAne pAmI. mATe he bhavya,
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 183 tame paNa mana zuddha zraddhA sahita A namaskAra maMtranuM smaraNa karI svarga, mokSanA adhikArI bane. he priya vAMcake ! prabhunA nAma zravaNane ke alaukika mahimA che te uparAMta kathA parathI tame jANI zake che. zrImatInI kathA . pUrve bhAratavarSamAM pitanapura nAme nagara hatuM. temAM guptazeTha nAme eka zrAvaka raheto hato. tene dharmavatI e nAme guNavAna, zIlavAna pativratA nArI hatI. tenI kUlamAM utpanA thayelI zrImatI nAme eka putrI hatI. te rUpa-guNathI saMpana tathA dharmazAstranA abhyAsavALI hatI. tenuM lagna e ja nagaramAM eka zeThanA madanapALa nAmanA putra sAthe karela hatuM. tenA zvasurapakSanA loke anya dharmanA hovAthI sau tenA para abhAva rAkhatA. tenI sAsu, naNaMda vagere tenA tarapha ISyanI najarathI jotAM. tene pati tenA pratye tiraskAra bhAva rAkhatuM hatuM, te paNa zrImatI acaLa zraddhApUrvaka niraMtara namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karyA karatI. eka vakhate tenA patine bIjI strI paraNavAne vicAra thavAthI tene mArI nAMkhavAne vicAra karyo. e mATe teNe eka majabUta maTe ghaDe laI eka madArI pAse sarSa maMgAvIne te ghaDAmAM tene pUrI ghaDAnuM moTuM bAMdhI laI ane ghaDe gharamAM lAvIne gya jagyAe mUke. pachI pite snAna karIne devasevA karavA beThe. DIvAre zrImatIne AjJA karI ke, "dharamAM eka ghaDe che temAM puSpa bharelAM che, te temAMthI thoDA lAvI Apa." patinI
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________________ 184 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya ~ AjJA thatAM zrImatI tatkALa UThI ane namaskAra ma MtranuM smaraNa karatI, karatI jyAM ghaTA hatA tyAM AvI. nirbhIya svabhAvavALI ane jJAna vaDe jenuM hRdaya prakAzita thayela che tevI zrImatIe ghaDAnu` mADhuM khAlI jarApaNa zaMkA rAkhyA vagara puSpa levA mATe ghaDAmAM hAtha nAMkhyA, te sarpane badale puSpA ja hAthamAM AvyAM, te laine teNe peAtAnA patine ApyA. AthI tene pati Azcaya pAmyA, ane sapa vALA ghaDA jovA gayA. pAse jaIne jue che, te temAM sapane badale sugadhI puSpA dIThAM, ethI te pazcAtApa karIne zrImatInI kSamA mAgavA lAgyA. pachI teNe e Azcaya kArI vRttAMta peAtAnA sarva parivArane tathA gAmanA leAkAne kahI saMbhaLAvyeA. tethI sarva leAkeA zrImatI tathA jainadhama ane namaskAra mahAmatranI prazaMsA karavA lAgyA. ane jaina dharmanA Ave prabhAva joI saghaLAee tene svIkAra karyAM tathA te sa namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karavA lAgyA. chevaTe zrImatI tenA pitA sahita AyuSya pUrNa thaye mRtyu pAmIne svaga mAM gaI, ane bhaviSyamAM mekSa jaze. sAra : namaskAra maMtranA prabhAvathI duSTonI duSTa IcchA paNa zubha bhAve pariName che te darzAvavA uparanuM dRSTAMta khasa che. AvuM pariNAma joine mithyAdazI e paNa jaina dharmamAM ane namaskAra maMtramAM anukULa mativALA arthAt zraddhAva ta Astika bane che. phaLAvatInI kathA bharata kSetrane vize vasaMtapura nAme eka nagara hatuM, temAM kaLAvatI nAme eka jaina dhama para zraddhA rAkhanAra gaNikA
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________________ 185 maMtravidyAne prabhAva rahetI hatI. strInI cosaTha kaLAmAM te pravINa hatI. te potAnA sauMdaryane lIdhe ghaNI prasiddha thayelI hatI. tethI moTA moTA ke tenI sAthe sneha karavAne Atura hatA; te paNa kaLAvatI teone gaNakAratI na hatI. kAraNa ke tene paisAne lobha na hatuM. te vezyAkuLamAM janmelI hovA chatAM tenuM vartana zuddha hatuM. te ja nagaramAM caMDapiMgaLa nAme eka cAra hate, tenI sAthe tene sneha saMbaMdha thayo hate. A caMDapiMgaLa je ke cerIne baMdha karate hatuM, te paNa tenAmAM keTalAka ucca guNo hatA, tethI kaLAvatI tenA pratye patibhAva rAkhatI hatI. jema koI paraNelI strI-puruSa paraspara zuddha premabhAvathI varte, tema teo vartAtA hatA. keTalAka lakoe caMDapiMgalane saMga cheDI daI kaI rAjA athavA zeTha sAthe saMbaMdha joDavA kaLAvatIne ghaNI vAra samajAvyuM hatuM, paNa teNe koInI vAta mAnI na hatI, tethI te sarva jana kaLAvatI upara dveSabhAva rAkhatA hatA. eka vakhate caMDapiMgaLe te nagaranA jItazatru rAjAne rAjabhaMDAra teDIne, temAMthI kaLAvatIne paheravA eka ratnajaDita hAra hato te lIdhe, ane te kaLAvatIne Ape. rAjAe te hAra zodhavA ghaNI mahenata karI, paNa kaMI ja patto lAgyo nahi. koI eka vakhata parvane divasa Avyo. tyAre nagaranI sarva nArIo vividha prakAranA AbhUSaNe paherIne nagaranI bahAra kIDA karavAne gaI, tenI sAthe A kaLAvatI paNa pelo hAtha paherIne krIDA karavA gaI. IrSyAkhora lokee A hAra jaje, eTale turata rAjAne jANa karI. rAjAe pitanA subhaTe mAraphata
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________________ 186 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya. tapAsa karAvI te mAlUma paDayuM ke, kaLAvatI caMDapiMgaLa nAmanA cAranI sAthe rahe che. te uparathI teNe caMDapiMgaLanuM ghara gherI laI tene pakaDI maMgAvyo, ane tene zULI para caDAvavAne hukama karyo. rAjAnA mANase caMDapiMgalane laIne zULIe caDAvavA cAlyA. A khabara kaLAvatIne paDatA te atyaMta dilagIra thaI, ane pazcAttApa karavA lAgI ke, mArI bhUlathI caMDapiMgalanI A dazA thaI. huM tene kaI rIte. sahAyatA karI tene bacAvavA samartha nathI, tethI tene aMta avazya thavAne ja. te A avasare tene namaskAra maMtranuM smaraNa karatA zIkhavuM, jethI temanI gati sudhare. ema vicArI te buddhizALI gaNikA vadhArasthaMbha tarapha cAlI ane caMDapiMgala pAse AvI; pitAnA aparAdhanI mAphI mAgavA lAgI. caMDapiMgala bolyA, "kaMI nahi, temAM tAre keI aparAdha nathI, e te bhAgyane deSa che. " pachI kaLAvatIe caMDapiMgalane kahyuM, " A tamArA aMta samaye huM tamane eka ati uttama mahAna prabhAvazALI zrI paMcaparameSTi namaskAra maMtra ApavA AvI chuM, to tame tene zuddha zraddhAthI aMgIkAra kare. tethI tamArA sarva pApa kSaya thaI jaze, ne tame uMca gatine pAmaze. " caMDapiMgale ghaNuM khuzIthI te maMtra lIdhe. pachI caMDapiMgalane zULIe caDAvavAmAM AvyuM. tyAM te namaskAra maMtranuM smaraNa karate, karato maraNa pAmyo. caMDapiMgalane zuLIe caDAvyA pachI kaLAvatI gherA
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________________ maMtravidyAno prabhAva 1870 AvI. ane namaskAra maMtranuM smaraNa karI, te caMDapiMgala, rAjAnA putra rUpe avatare tevuM nidAna karyuM. - je divase e cAra maraNa pAme, te ja divase jItazatru. rAjAnI rANI bhadrAnA udara vize putra rUpe utpanna thayA ane savAnava mAsa pUrNa thaye tene janma thayo. A vadhAmaNI sAMbhaLatAM rAjAe meTo utsava karyo, ane tenuM puraMdara evuM nAma pADyuM. kaLAvatI gaNikAe cAranA maraNa divasathI A kumAranA janma sudhI rANInA garbha divasa gaNI kADhatAM manamAM nizcaya. karyo ke, nizcaya e ja mArA sukhaduHkhano sAthI ja janme che. eka vakhata rAjaputra pAse jaIne tenA kAnamAM paMca parameSTi maMtra saMbhaLAvyo tethI rAjakumAra hasyo. rAjamAtA bhadrA A kutUhalathI Azcarya pAmyA. kaLAvatIe pUrvane badhuM vRttAMta jaNAvIne kahyuM ke, e badhe zrInamaskAra mahAmaMtrane pratApa che. pachI rAjakumAra haMmezAM kaLAvatInA sahavAsathI saMteSI ane viyegathI asaMteSI rahevA lAgyo eTale jItazatru rAjA tathA bhadrA rANIe kaLAvatIne hamezAM zajamahelamAM rahevAnuM kahyuM. ema samaya vItatAM keTalAka varSo jItazatru rAjA maraNa pAmyo, ane A puraMdarakumAra rAjyagAdI para beTho. tyAre teNe kaLAvatIne ghaNe upakAra mAnya. tathA tenuM sanmAna karI, tenA kahevA pramANe vizeSa prakAre lakSmIne sadupayoga tathA dharmArAdhana karavA lAgyo. pachI pitAne A rAjapadavI prApta thaI te namaskAramaMtra
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________________ 188 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya smaraNanuM phaLa jANI jaina dharmone aMgIkAra karyAM, tathA paMcaparameSThi maMtranA ArAdhaka thayA. tyAra pachI peAtAnI badhI ja prajAne jaina dharmanA pavitrapaNAnI ane namaskAra maMtranA mahimAnI vAte saMbhaLAvIne te sarvane zrIjaina zAsana pALanArA tathA zrInamaskAramatranuM smaraNu karanArA banAvyA. chevaTe puraMdara rAjA ane kalAvatI saMsArasukha bhogavatAM, zrI paMcaparameSThi maMtranu` zraddhAthI smaraNa karatAM, karatAM AyuSya pUrNa carca ucca gatine pAmyA. sAra H--mRtyu samaye paNa jo namaskAramaMtranuM zraddhA sahita smaraNa karyu hAya che te tenuM pariNAma bIjA bhavamAM paNa uttama kuLamAM janma dvArA maLe che eTaluM ja nahi paNa peAtAnA pUrva bhavanI priya vastu paNa anya bhavamAM AvI maLe che. 'DipaMgaLa corI karanArA eka cAra hatA, ane kaLAvatI gaNikA hatI, tepaNu namaskAramaMtranA prabhAvathI banne jaNa bIjA bhavamAM rAjyasukhane pAmyAM, ane para parAe meAkSa sukhane pAmaze, dharaNendra tathA padmAvatInI kathA vANArasI nAme eka nagara hatuM, te riddhisiddhithI bharapUra hatu, ane dharmanuM teA te khAsa kSetra hatuM. tyAM azvasena nAmane pratApI rAjA rAjya karatA hatA. temane vAmAdevI nAme rANI hatI. te samyagdaSTi ane zIlava'tI hatI. temanA udarethI cauda svapna sUcita evAM pArzvanAthane janma thayA. pArzvanAthajI jyAre kizAra avasthAnA hatA te samaye te nagaramAM
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva badalAmAM be sArA vAcharaDA zeThane bheTa ApavA AvI. zeThe tene kahyuM ke, "amAre kaI paNa pazu na rAkhavAne niyama che, mATe te nahi rAkhIe." tema chatAM te AhIrANIe ghaNe Agraha karyo. evAmAM zeThANI AvyAM temaNe kahyuM ke, "he svAmInAtha! te vAcharaDA rAkhI . ApaNe pazu rAkhavAne niSedha che te vAta sAcI, paNa ApaNA svArtha mATe niSedha che, paNa dayA khAtara ke paramArtha mATe niSedha nathI. je ApaNe nahi rAkhIe te te UlaTA haLa ke ghANImAM joDAIne duHkhI thaze, ane rAkhazuM te ApaNe tyAM te sukhI thaze. mATe mane te lAge che ke, ene ApaNe. tyAM rAkhavAthI kaMI paNa dharmabAdha Avaze nahi. vaLI A vAcharaDA ghaNA rUpALA ane mehaka che, tethI paNa mane tene rAkhavAnuM mana thAya che."zeThANInA AvAM dharma pramANenAM yuktivALAM vacana sAMbhaLIne tathA ati Agraha joIne zeThe te vAcharaDAM rAkhI lIdhAM, pachI eka nokarane hukama karyo ke, "tAre A banne vAcharaDAMnA khAnapAna mATe je je vastuo joIe te ApaNuM ke ThAramAMthI pUrI chUTathI laIne khavarAvavI, ane tenI barAbara sArasaMbhALa laI sevA karavI. tene kaI prakAranuM kaSTa ke duHkha na thavuM joIe, te khAsa tAre yAda rAkhavuM." have zeThANuM te banne vAcharaDAne ghaNuM ja premathI rAkhavA lAgyA. ane te bannenA judA judA nAma rAkhyAM. ekanuM nAma kaMbala ane bIjAnuM nAma saMbala pADyuM. pachI jyAre zeThANuM temanA nAma laIne bolAve tyAre te tyAM jAya. ema teo zeThANI sAthe pUrepUrA haLI
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________________ 190 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya A banAvathI ghaNe ja zaramiMda banI gayo. nAganAgaNane aMta samaya najIka jANI zrI pArzvanAthakumAre tene zrInamaskAra mahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvyuM. tethI te nAganAgaNI mRtyu pAmIne bIjA bhavamAM dharaNendra ane padmAvatI thayAM. e bhAvamAM paNa teo niraMtara namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karIne jainadharmanA ArAdhaka banyAM. sAra:- ajJAnapaNe kAyakaSTa Adi bAhya tapa karavAthI kAMI AtmakalyANa thatuM nathI. tapane ADaMbara karanAra bAvAo zivabhekhanI jema ghaNIvAra hiMsAnuM paNa dhyAna rAkhatA nathI. namaskAra maMtranA zravaNa mAtrathI tiryaMca paNa ucca gatine pAme che, te zrI pArzvanAtha nAganAgaNIne saMbhaLAvelA maMtranA zubha pariNAma parathI samajI zakAya che. puDaragirivAsI maNidhara ane mayuranI kathA bharatakhaMDanA puMDaragiri nAmanA parvata para pUrve moTuM jaMgala hatuM. temAM maNidhara jAtinA sarpo rahetA hatA. te evA te jherI hatA ke tenA kutkArathI uDelA phaNanA phiseTA je. koI prANI para paDe te te prANI tatkALa marI jatuM, tyAre tenA karaDavAthI te nizcaya mRtyu thAya ja, emAM navAI zuM? AthI te parvata para manuSya te bilakula rahetA ja nahi, eTaluM ja nahi paNa pazu pakSIone vAsa paNa dhIme, dhIme teone nAza thaIne ghaNuM ja thaI gayo hate. mAtra mayUra pakSIonI tyAM vastI hatI, kAraNa ke sarve temane nAza
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________________ maMtravidyAno prabhAva 191 karI zakatA nathI ane UlaTA tenA bhakSaNanI garaja sAratA ethI tyAM divase divase sarponI saMkhyA ghaTatI ane mayUranI saMkhyAmAM vadhAro thato jate. nAga ane merane svAbhAvika ja vera hoya che, tethI teo ekabIjAne dekhe ke, pitAnA baLAbaLanI tulanA karyA vinA ekadama laDAImAM utarI paDe che. temAM chevaTe sarpane nAza ane merano vijaya thAya che. baMne potapotAnuM jora ajamAve che, temAM sarpanuM jhera mArane caDatuM nathI. ane meranI cAMcanA prahAra vaDe sarSa vIMdhAI jAya che. eka vakhata sarve mayUramAM zreSTha e eka jorAvara mayura te jaMgalamAM pharato hato, tevAmAM tenI najara sarva maNidharanA rAjA evA eka baLavAna maNidhara para paDI. tarata ja te baLavAna era pitAnI jagyAthI UDIne te zreSTha maNidhara pAse gayo ane tenA para kUrabhAvathI cAMca vaDe prahAra karavA lAgyuM. tethI nAgane kaLatara caDI gaI, chatAM tene na gaNakAratA potAnA baLanA madamAM chakI gayelA sarve pitAnI pheNa caDAvI merane gaLe bharaDe levA jhapATa mArI. tevAmAM te mere traNa cAMca mArIne nAgane mUchita karI dIdho. pachI te mora sa5ne cAMcamAM UpADIne ekadama UDayo. ' DIvAre sapane mUccha utarI eTale teNe marane bheTavAne mATe mATe jhapATo mAryo. e aDapheTamAM mArA pitAnI gatine kAbUmAM rAkhI zako nahi ane gaLelA gAtrALa thaI gaye. tethI zakti vagarane thaI sarSa sahita nIce paDayo. bhAre pachaDATathI baMnene ghaNuM ja vasamuM lAgyuM, tethI mRtyunI rAha
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________________ 192 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya jetA paDayA rahyA. tenA pUrva janmanA puNyadaye teo jyAM paDyA hatA, tyAM najIkamAM eka munirAja beThA, beThA dharmadhyAna karatA hatA. temaNe A banAva joye, ane aMtaramAM karuNa UpajI. pachI temanI pAse jaIne baMnene ucca svare belIne namaskAramahAmaMtra saMbhaLAvyA. tethI te baMne pitAnuM jAti vaira bhUlIne krodhane upazamAvI zAMta thaI chUTA paDayA ane duzamana mitra banyAM. tyAra pachI thelIvAre mRtyu pAmyA ne tyAMthI svargamAM teo devapaNe utpanna thayA. sAra:- he bhavya che ! tame zuddha bhAvathI namaskAra maMtranuM smaraNa ane zravaNa kare tathA karAve, tenA prabhAva - vaDe maNidhara ane mayUranI jema tamArA rAga, dveSa, mada, vaira, krodha vagere sarva AMtarika duzmanone nAza thaze, ane tame nirmaLa ArasI jevA aMtaHkaraNanA banIne parama zAMtine prApta karI ucca gati pAmaze. : lehakhurA ceranI kathA mathurA nagarImAM pUrve zatrumana nAme rAjA rAjya karatuM hatuM. tyAM jinadatta nAmano zrAvaka raheto hato. mathurA nagarInI pAse huMDIragaDha karIne eka nAnuM gAma hatuM, tyAM lohakhura nAme eka cAra rahetA hatA. te vAraMvAra mathurA nagarImAM AvIne cerIo karato, ane haravakhata puSkaLa dravya laI jato. ethI gAmamAM te corano trAsa bahu vadhI ga hatuM, paNa te kaI rIte pakaDAto na hate. eka vakhata teNe kaI zrImaMtanA gharamAM khAtara pADyuM, ane peTIo toDI keTaluMka suvarNa vagere lIdhuM, paNa tenA kamabhAgyathI
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________________ maMtravidyAnA praznAva 193 gharanAM mANase jAgI UThayAM. teee ekdama peAAra karyA, eTale kATavALa peAtAnA sipAI A sahita AvIne te gharane gherI lIdhuM, ane cArane pakaDI lIdheA. savAre kATavALe te cArane rAjA pAse hAjara karyAM. ane sarva hakIkata nivedana karI. rAjAe hukama karyAM ke te cArane aneka prakAre viTaMbanA pamADIne zULIe caDAvI do. te cArane AkhA gAmamAM pheravIne zULIe caDAvavAnI jagyA para laI javAmAM AvyeA. tyAM kATavALanI AjJAthI anucara puruSAe tene zULI para caDhAvyeA. A vakhate grISma Rtu hatI, vaLI tenA zarIramAMthI lehI nIkaLatu hatu; tethI te cArane ghaNI ja tarasa lAgI. A samaye te rastethI je je mANase nIkaLatA, tenI pAse te maraNunI aNI para Avele| cAra pANInI yAcanA karatA, paNa rAjAnA bhayathI tene kAI pANI ApatuM nahi. evAmAM te ja rastethI ceranA subhAgye jina datta zeTha nIkaLyA, eTale cAre temanI pAse paNa pANIna cAcanA karI. te vAre dayALu zeke cArane kahyuM ke, " bhale huM tane hamaNAM ja pANI lAvI ApuM chuM; paNa te daramyAna tane eka mahAn prabhAvika namaskAra maMtra kahuM chuM, tenuM smaraNa kara. A samaye tenuM smaraNa karavAthI avazya tArI sugati thaze. '' kAraNa ke eka ThekANe kahyuM che keH-- 5 13 66 hiMsAvAna nRta priyaH paradhana hataH para strI rataH / ki cAnsepi hileAka niMdita mahA pApeSa gADhA vrataH| maMtra. bhAvatayA smareda virata prANAtyeya sathA / duSkarmA ji*ta dutAvapigataH svI' bhavet sa naraH rA
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya sAvA -- hiMsA karanAra, asatyavAdI, para dhana haranAra, para strI sevanAra, ane leAkane vize ni'dita evAM khIjA` pApamaya kAryA karanAra, eve mANasa paNa jo prANAMte e namaskAramatranu ekacitta zuddha zraddhApUrvaka zravaNu kare, yA smaraNa kare, te te svaga mAM jAya che.' 194 6 mATe huM cera ! huM tane namaskAramaMtra ApuM chuM, tene tuM aMgIkAra kara. '' zeThanA AvAM vacana sAMbhaLIne te cAre manane bIjA saMkalpa-vikalpathI haTAvIne zeTha pAsethI maMtra laI zuddha citte smaraNa karavA lAgyA. zeTha pANI levA mATe gayA. paNa te ati duHkhI sthitimAM hovAthI namaskAramaMtra yAda rahyo nahi, tethI * ANu na jAN zeTha vacana pramAN A pramANe ekAgra citte smaraNa karavA lAgyA. ane zeTha pANI laIne Ave te pahelAM ja tenA prANa nIkaLI gayA. ane teNe zeThanA vacana para pratitI karavAthI te marIne mATI riddhisiddhine dhaNI devatA thayeA. zeThe AvIne joyu, te cArane maraNa pAmelA joyA. tethI zeThe tenI sugati thAya, tevI prAthanA karI, ane tyAra khAdya peAtAnA ghera gayA. ' have evu banyuM ke, jinadatta zeThe cAra para je dayA karI, te vAta cAkIdAroe rAjAne karI; eTale rAjAe jinadatta zeThane pakaDIne mArI nAMkhavAne hukama karyAM, tarata ja kATavALe zeThane pakaDI rAsala ( gadheDA ) para besADayA, ane viTaMbaNuA karavA lAgyA. tevAmAM pelA svagamAM utpanna thayelA cAre A vAta avadhi jJAnathI jANI. pAtAnA
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________________ 195 maMtravidyAno prabhAva upakArI zeTha para saMkaTa AveluM jANIne, tenA bacAvane upAya karyo. tarata ja pitAnI devI zaktithI. eka parvata banAvI te nagara upara jhajhUmyA ane be ke, "he rAjA vagere adhama jano ! tame AvA popakArI puruSa jinadattane nAza kare che, tethI A parvata tamArA nagara para nAMkhIne tamArA AkhA nagarane huM nAza karIza. jo tamAre bacavuM hoya te ene tatkALa baMdhana mukta kare." AvI bhayaMkara AkAzavANI sAMbhaLIne rAjA sahita sarva nagarajane ekaThA thaIne te devane hAtha joDI kSamA mAgavA lAgyA. eTale pharI AkAzavANI thaI ke, "tame sarve e dayALu zrAvakane zaraNe jAo; te tamane sAcA mArga batAvaze." pachI rAjA sahita sarve nagarajane jinadatta pAse AvyA ane sarva vRttAMta kahIne kSamA yAcavA lAgyA, tathA devane kepa nivAravA zo upAya kare, te pUchavA lAgyA? jinadatta zeTha kahyuM ke, "zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa kare che tenA prabhAva vaDe tamArA sarva vidane dUra thaze." zeThanAM AvAM vacana sAMbhaLIne sarvajanee namaskAramaMtrane tathA zrI jaina dharmane svIkAra karyo. pachI zeThe kahyuM ke, je cera hato, te ja maraNa samaye namaskAramaMtranA smaraNathI ja deva banyo che; ane e ja deva A parvata laIne mAre bacAva karavA Avela hate," ema jaNAvyuM, tethI sarva nagarajane namaskAramaMtra vize vizeSa zraddhAvaMta banyA, ane zrI namaskAramaMtrane jaya jayakAra belI chUTA paDayA.
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya sAra : aMta samaye ekAgra mane bhAva sahita namaskAra maMtranuM smaraNa karavAthI, cera jevA pApInI paNa ucca gati thAya che. ane dayALu jananI zubha bhAvanAne nahi samajanArA rAjA jevA avivekI mANaso para deve saMkaTane varasAda varasAvI 'dayA'ne jaya jaya. kAra phelAve che e A lehakhurA coranI kathA parathI bodha levAne che. zrI namaskAramaMtrane saMsAratAraka mahAprabhAva ApaNe AgaLa lakhyA, te pramANe zAstromAM namaskAra mahAmaMtranA mahimAne darzAvanArA aneka dRSTAMte Ave che, paNa tenA paramArtha sudhI pahoMcavuM joIe. japa maMtranuM smaraNa niSkAma bhAve karavuM joIe. "he prabheA lekanA sukha ke paralokanA sukha arthe huM tamAruM smaraNa karatA nathI paraMtu samagra duHkhathI mukta thavA tathA tamane prApta karavA arthe ja huM tamArI ArAdhanA karuM chuM." jevI rIte bhIla-bhIlaDI tamArI niSkAmabhAve ArAdhanA karIne, prabhu tamene prApta karaze tema ja huM e ja rIte tamArI ArAdhanA karuM chuM. eka vAra munione samUha raste bhUlavAthI cAlatA cAlatA eka gahana jaMgalamAM pahoMcyA. cAlI cAlIne khUba ja thAkI gayelA e sAdhuonA samUhane eka bhIla patie ane tenI . patnIe joye. e sAdhuone jotAM ja bhIlapatinA aMtaHkaraNamAM anukampAno bhAva pedA thaye, ane ene ema thayuM ke. -
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________________ 197 maMtravidyAno prabhAva "A viSama jaMgalamAM A mahAtmAo kema bhame che? tarata ja te lipati sAdhuonI pAse gaye, ane pUchayuM ke, Apa A jaMgalamAM kema phare che ?" sAdhuoe kahyuM ke- "ame rasto bhUlI gayA chIe." ane e ja vakhate e bhIlapatinI patnIe AvIne kahyuM - "he svAmInAtha ! A mahA tapasvI pavitrAtmAone Apa A bhayaMkara araNyathI bahAra pahoMcADI cogya raste batAve. ane ati kani tapathI parikSaNa thaI gayelA, emane phalakulAdi ApI prasanna kare ! vidhie tamane A rIte nidhAnane ja lAbha Apyo che." e sAMbhaLIne bhIlapatine paNa ati harSa thaze ane teNe jaMgalamAMthI phaLa vagere lAvIne munio pAse vinayapUrvaka mUkyAM munioe kahyuM ke, "he devAnupriya ! zrI jinezvaradee A AhAra niSedha karela che tethI A sacetana phaLAdi levAM e emane kalpa nahi." tyAre bhIlapati kahevA lAgyuM ke, "tamAre game tema karIne amArA para anugraha te kare ja paDaze. tame anugraha nahi kare, to amone ati viSAda thaze." | muniomAM je gItArtha hatA emaNe e pati patnIne pUrNa premamayabhAva che ane pitAnuM je kartavya hatuM te paNa lakSyamAM rAkhyuM. pachI temaNe evI cIjo je sAdhuene kAmamAM AvI zake te lAvavA kahyuM. bhIlapatie ethI
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________________ 108 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya dUdha, dahIM, ghI, dALa, roTalA vagere lAvIne ullAsapUrNa bhAve vahorAvyA. tyArabAda e munione te pati-patnIe jaMgala vaTAvIne mArge caDAvI dIdhA. A sevAno suvarNa avasara pitAne prApta thaye tethI teo bane pitAne dhanya mAnavA lAgyAM, pitAnA jIvanane kRtArtha mAnavA lAgyAM. munioe paNa joyuM ke je lAyaka che. AthI temaNe temane bhagavAne kahelA dharmane upadeza Ape. e pati-patnIne paNa karmane e upazamabhAva thaI javA pAmyo ke e baMnene bhagavAne kahelA dharma para zraddhA, pratitI ane ruci thaI ane tene svIkAra karyo. tyArabAda munioe temane zrI namaskAramaMtra zIkhavyuM. ane te paNa te banee bhakti tathA vinayapUrvaka grahaNa karyo. ATaluM karyA pachI munioe temane eka niyama karAvyuM. e niyama paNa sAmAnya keTIne na hato. avasare e niyama pALa mahA kaThina hato. vaLI teo hiMsaka hatA, ati viSayamRddha hatA, chatAM munioe pitAnA jJAna baLe joyuM keA loke lIdhelA niyamane prANAte paNa teDanAra nathI ane A niyamathI temane mahAlAbha thavAnuM che. AthI munioe temane e niyama karAvyuM ke-pakhavADiyAmAM eka divasa tamAre baMnee badhI pApa pravRttine tyAga karyo ane eka ekAnta 2 jagyAmAM besIne navakAramaMtranuM ekAgracitte smaraNa karavuM, kadAca te samaye kaI tamane jAnathI mArI nAkhe, te paNa tamAre baMnee kSamA ja karavI." A niyama pALavAnuM
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 199 e pati-patnIne kahIne, munioe temane kahyuM ke-A rIte tame jinabhASita dharmanuM ArAdhana karaze to thoDA ja vakhatamAM tame daivI sukha saMpattine pAmaze !" bhIlarAja ane tenI patnIe munienuM A vacana paNa zraddhA, bhaktipUrvaka sAMbhaLyuM ane premabhaktipUrvaka svIkAryuM. pachI munie pitAne batAvelA mArge vihAra karI gayA ane A leke pitAne sthAne pAchAM AvIne dhama uparanA zraddhAbhAvane vadhAratAM thakAM niyamanuM niraticAra (deSarahita) pAlana karavA lAgyAM. ekavAra niyama mujaba e bhIlarAja ane tenI patnI pauSadha pratimAmAM sthita hatA. e ja vakhate tyAM eka gajanA karate unmatta siMha AvI pahoMce. ene jotAM ja bhIlarAjanI patnI bhayabhIta thaI. pitAnI patnIne bhayabhIta thayelI jotAM ja bhIlarAje pAse paDeluM dhanuSya hAthamAM lIdhuM ane tene kahyuM kebIkaNa! bI mA ! mArA eka bANathI ja e khalAsa thaI javAne che." e vakhate bhIlarAjane tenI patnI kahevA lAgI ke, "tame je kahe che temAM saMdeha jevuM kaMI ja nathI, paNa gurumahArAjanA vacananuM ApaNe pAlana karavAnuM che. " gurumahArAje kahyuM hatuM ke-te divase kaI tamArA zarIrane vinipAta (nAza) paNa karI nAkhe teya tamAre kSamA karavI! ApaNane e vacana yAda hoya ane ApaNe enAthI viparIta karIe te kema bane?
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________________ 200 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya tarata ja bhIlarAje paNa dhanuSya nIce mUkI dIdhuM ane kahyuM ke, "tArA pratyenA snehathI hita banelA meM A dhanuSya UpADayuM hatuM, paNa have te ApaNe gurumahArAjanA vacanane Adara karavAmAM tatpara banIe." Avelo siMha kaI deva nahe. eNe to e patipatnIne bhAre pIDA pamADIne phADI khAdhAM ! paraMtu vizuddha citta e baMnee e upasargane sahyo ane marIne e baMne saudharma devalokamAM utpanna thayAM. tyArabAda tyAMthI AvIne e baMne rAjasiMha ane ratnAvatI nAme rAjArANI thayAM. tyAM paNa zuddha dharmanuM tathA namaskAramaMtranuM ArAdhana karyuM. aMte dIkSA laIne vizuddha caritra pALIne baMne jaNa svarga, mokSanA adhikArI thayA. teonI kevI alaukika guruvacanamAM zraddhA hatI, je dharma-karmane marma jANatA na hatA, tema ja hiMsA karIne AjIvikA calAvatA hatA chatAM temanI gurubhakita ane guru vacana para kevI acala zraddhA ke gurunA vacana khAtara pitAnA prANane utsarga karyo. guru vacanamAM zraddhA rAkhIne prANAMta kaSTa sahana karyuM te kevAM sukhanA bhoktA banyA, te ja vAcaka tAre samajIne jIvanamAM AcaravAnuM che. - gurunI zIkha mAtra hitArthe ja hoya. AvI zraddhAvaMtanuM avazya kalyANa thAya. japa karavAthI nahi paNa zraddhAthI ja zreya thAya che e vAta ke vijJAvAcaka! tuM sadA sarvadA dhyAnamAM rAkhaje. - A che zrI navakAramaMtrane zraddhapUrvaka japane prabhAva, ke hiMsaka jAtinAM e baMne evAM avasare kSamAbhAva dhAraNa
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________________ 201 maMtravidyAno prabhAva karI zakyAM ane samAdhipUrNa mRtyune bheTayA. e kaMI navakAra maMtrane je te prabhAva che? zrI navakAramaMtra gaNanAre te AvA sattvazIla ane niyamapAlaka banavA prayatna karavuM joIe. paugalika sukhanI lAlasAthI zrI navakAramaMtra gaNanAre evI AphatamAM sthira rahI zake ? ke pachI, apavAda Adine nAme niyamano bhukko bolAvI de? mATe dareka vAtane, jJAnIonA dareka kathananA marmane vicAratAM ane samajatAM zIkhe. namakAramaMtranuM phaLa je AtmAe AtmArthe zuddha bhAvathI navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa kare che, tenA mATe te nirjarA sivAya bIjo koI hetu na ja saMbhave. je AtmAe zuddha bhAvathI namaskAra maMtranuM maraNa kare che, tene keTaluM lAbha thAya che te batAvatAM kahe che ke - "ogaNasa lAkha tresaTha hajAra baseM bAsaTha pala, tyAM sudhI te bhegave navakAra maMtranuM phala." 19 lAkha, 63 hajAra ane 26ra pAyama devanuM AyuSya bAMdhe. e vakhate je AyuSyano baMdha paDyo na hoya, te naraka tiya gatinA baMdhane viccheda thaI jAya. A to thaI dravya lobhanI vAta. ane bhAvathI te karmanI nirjarA ja thAya, karmanA bhukko uDADI de. Avo addabhuta che paMcaparameSThi mahA namaskAramaMtra. e duHkhane nAza kare, paNa koI kALe duHkha Ape nahi. "sukhamAM samare, duHkhamAM samare, samara dina ne rAta, jIvatA samare, maratA samare, samare sau saMgAta, samaro maMtra bhale navakAra, e che cauda pUrvane sAra." - - - -
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________________ re prakaraNa maMtravidyAnA prabhAva ` arvAcIna dRSTAMtA ] zrI navakAramaMtranA ajaba prabhAva jene namaskAra-mahAmaMtra maLyA che enA puNyanI avadhi nathI. jagatanI samRddhinA Dhera devatAI zarIra ane devatAI vimAna maLavAnuM puNya ghaNAnI pAse hAya, paraMtu mahAmatranavakAra maLavAnuM puNya keTalAnI pAse ? are, Aje gAyatrI maMtra vagere kraDAne maLyA che, paraMtu navakAramaMtra keTalAne maLyeA che? savAla thAya che ke'zuM gAyatrImaMtra karatAM navakAramaMtraM caDiyAteA che? ' uttara e che ke alakhatta, navakAramaMtra caDiyAtA che. enuM kAraNa A che ke, maMtra je ISTadevanA hoya enI kakSA jeTalI UMcI eTale enA satra UMcA,' navakAramahAmaMtra vItarAga sajJa arihu ta paramAtmA tathA nirajana-nirAkAra siddha paramAtmA ane ahiMsaka niSpApa AcAya -upAdhyAya-sAdhu bhagava te, e pAMca parameSThinA maMtra che. emanAthI caDiyAtu' zu, emanI hALamAM Ave evA kAI ISTadeva nathI. pacaparameSThi sa zreSTha ISTadeva che, mATe emanA maMtra namaskAra-maMtra e vizvamAM zreSTha mahAmatra che.
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________________ mutravidyAnA prabhAva 203 pra--te pachI gAyatrI mAtra phaLatA dekhAya che evA navakAramaMtra kema phaLatA dekhAtA nathI. u-A bhramaNA che. duniyAmAM ghare keTale joI vaLyA ane pachI mApa phaLatA nathI ? dilanI dhIkhatI zraddhAthI japa karanAra Aje paNa evAM aciMtya phaLa pAmyAnA aneka draSTAMtA che ke je khIjA maMtrathI na pAmyA heAya. gAmegAma ane ghare kADhayuM ke navakArama'tra navakAramaM tranu smaraNu, pAkistAnI sarajAI tyAre kalakattAmAM eka mALA para seMkaDA gUMDAnI kha'jarA sAthe dhAMsa chatAM navakAramaMtra gebI rIte miliTarI basa lAvIne rakSaNa ApyuM hatuM. Ama matrAmAM te te ja zakti rahelI che. dhamanA prabhAva, maMtranA prabhAva pUrve hateA teTaleA ja vamAnamAM che paraMtu ghI nathI badalAyuM ghaDA badalAyA eTale ghaDA rUpI ApaNuM hRdaya badalAyu che. jemake e manuSya eka ja jagyAethI ghI lAvyA. eka bhAInI patnIe kAcanI baraNImAM ghI bhayu bIjA bhAInI strIe kalAI vagaranA pittaLanA vAsaNamAM dhI bhayu` jethI te bagaDI gayuM, tyAre teNe ghIvALAne doSa kADhayeA. kharI rIte DhASa te petAneA hateA ke teNe je vAsaNamAM ghI nAMkhyu. te barAbara nahetuM. tevI ja rIte ApaNA aMtara rUpI ghaDA te vizuddha nathI tethI temAM zuddha zraddhA paNa hAya nahi te sabhavita che, ane zuddha zraddhA vinA maMtra phaLadAtA banatA nathI. Ama ApaNI hRdayazuddhi nathI te bhUla ApaNI DhAvA
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________________ 204 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya chatAM ApaNe kahIe chIe ke vartamAna kALe kaMI saphaLa thatuM nathI. jAmanagaranA zrAvaka gulAbacaMdabhAI kensaranI vikarelI gAMThamAM maravAnI aNI para hatA ne emane ema thayuM ke Ama mAruM enA karatAM navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karatA maruM te sadgati te thAya," tethI prabala zraddhAthI navakAramaMtranI dhUnamAM caDI gayA, ne e navakAramahAmaMtre emanI kensaranI graMthine naSTa karI dIdhI, ane Aje e jIvaMta che. InkamaTekSa kamizanare amadAvAdanA eka vepArI para rU. 33,000nuM cheTuM esesamenTa kareluM. vepArIe lAMca-rUzvatamAM -javAne badale keraTane Azraya lIdhe. keraTe Aje moTA bhAge AvI bAbatamAM sarakAra pakSe jAya che, paraMtu A vepArI navakAramaMtranI apAra zraddhAvALA te jajamenTa vakhateya nirAte navakAramaMtra japatA hatA ane jajamenTamAM esesamenTa rada thayuM. bihAra-AsAmanA eka miyAbhAIne saMtasaMganA pratApe navakAramaMtra para ajaba zraddhA sAthe Akhe divasa laganapUrvaka maraNa, ciMtana kare. AthI tenA dharmavALA bIjA miyA bhAIoe ene kAphara gaNI tene mAravA mATe enA suvAnA palaMga nIce guptapaNe karaMDiyAmAM sarpa mUkelo. A miyAbhAI bahArathI AvI palaMga pAse jAya tyAM palaMga para sarpa jo, - te paNa jarA mAtra gabharAyA vinA traNa navakAramaMtra gaNyA ane tenA prabhAve sarSa bIjI taraphathI utarIne cAlyA gaye. pote zAMtithI navakAranuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM tyAM ja sUte.
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 205 thoDIvAra pachI pele miye te rIte AvIne sarpa mUkavA badala mAphI mAgI AjIjI karavA lAgyuM, "mArA dIkarAne sarpa karaDe che, te bhAIsAba! tamArA maMtrathI ene bacAvI le, nahitara e marI jaze" tarata ja te kSamAzIla miyAbhAIe tyAM jaIne traNa vAra namaskAra mahAmaMtra yAda karI pANI maMtrIne chAMTatA jhera utarI gayuM ne chokare beThe thaI gaye. AvA te Apatti TaLavAnA ane saMpatti maLavAnA keTalAya prasaMga Aje paNa bane che ane pUrvakALe paNa banyA che. paraMtu A te mAtra aihika lAbhanI vAta thaI, paraMtu pAralaukika lAbha je navakAramahAmaMtra kare che enI tulanAmAM jagatamAM kaI maMtra e lAbha karI zakatuM nathI. yAvat mokSa sudhI pahoMcADavAnI tAkAta parameSi-namaskAramaMtramAM che, kema ke mokSa vItarAga dazA AvyA pachI ja thAya, ane vItarAga dazA mATe sAme Adarza rUpe vItarAga joIe, vItarAgane namaskAra, vItarAganuM dhyAna ane vItarAgatAsAdhakanuM AlaMbana joIe. e badhuM parameSThi-namaskAramahAmaMtramAM ja maLe che. enA prabhAve jyAM samasta aMtarAyAdi karma tUTe tyAM thoDA aMtarAyAdi naSTa thaIne jIvanuM aniSTa TaLe ane ISTanI siddhi thAya emAM zI navAI? mukhya vAta e che ke navakAramahAmaMtranI sAdhanA athAga zraddhAbaLa sAthe thavI joIe. e zraddhAbaLa vinA navakAra na phaLe emAM navAI nathI. A zraddhA eTale "navakAra gaNIe to paisA maLe," navakAra gaNIe to rega jAya." evI kAma
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________________ 206 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya calAu zraddhA nahi, paraMtu * navakAra e samasta pApAne nAzaka ane prathama koTinu` ma`gaLa che. enI sAdhanA e jIvanane sAra che. ane jIvanane apUva samAdhidAtA che....evI zraddhA. d AvI zraddhAne utpanna karavA mATe jIvanamAM jagatanA duHkhI, Ata jIvA para nItaratA karuNArasa bharyAM hArdika bhAva joIe ane vizvanA jIveA pratye maitrIbhAva-snehabhAva joI e. eka paNa jIva ApaNA snehabhAvamAMthI khAda nahi; tema ja mAthAvADha jevA duzmana paNa duHkhI hoya te e paNa ApaNI yAmAMthI -khAda nahi. pUrvokta gulAbacaMdabhAI e A maitrIbhAva sAthe navakAra sAdhanA karelI, pUrvakti miyAbhAI e paNa zatru para A karuNAbhAva sAthe navakAranI sAdhanA karela, tethI aciMtya phalane pAmyA. maitrI-karuNAnA bhAva evA vistaravA joIe ke ApaNA hAthe ke ApaNA nimitte virAdhAtA ekendriya pRthvI-pANI-agni-vAyu-vanaspatinA jIve| pratye paNa e sneha-dayAbhAva jAgatA rahI dila e jIvAne pahAMcADAtA maraNAnta duHkha mATe bhAre asAsa anubhavAya. pachI mAnava ane pazu tathA kIrdi mATe snehabhAva-dayAbhAvanuM te pUchavuM ja zuM? AnA prabhAve navakAramaMtra pratye athAga zraddhA utpanna thAya ane pachI mahAmatranI sAdhanA adbhuta rIte kaLe siddhidAtA bane. pAlanapuramAM eka musalamAna pAse eka vepArI 200 rUpiyA mAMgatA hatA, paNa musalamAnanI sthiti eTalI garIba ke peAtAnA kuTuMbanuM bharaNapASaNa mAMDa mAMDa karatA; temAM
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________________ maMtravidyAnA prabhAva 207 vyApArInA paisA kevI rIte cUkave ? vANiye dararAja ene paisA ApavA mATe kahe. musalamAna khUba mUjhAyA. aMte te gAmamAM eka jaina muni birAjatA hatA, temanI pAse gayeA. ane peAtAnI paristhitinI vAta temane karI. teNe kahyuM- mAru' duHkha dUra thAya tevA koI mayaMtra ApavA kRpA karI. 6 9 ... , A sAMbhaLI munie kahyuM, tane eka ma`tra lakhI Apu chuM, tenuM zraddhApUrvaka ArAdhana karaje te tAru duHkha ApeApa nAza pAmaze. " tema kahI eka kAgaLamAM navakAramaMtra lakhI ApyA. navakAramaMtra te mahAmaMtra che, ajaba prabhAvazALI che. navakAramaMtramAM apUrva bhAvarUpa rasAyaNu bharelAM che. tenAthI badhAM ja jhera utarI jAya. muzkelImAMthI mArga maLe. tenu smaraNu karavAthI bhavanI bhekhaDa uDI jAya. munirAje pelA musalamAnabhAI ne kahyuM ke,- A maMtra tAre kAIne kahevAnA nahIM, zradghA rAkhIza te tAruM dhAryu kAma thaze. ' A bhAI, maMtranA prema ane zraddhApUrvaka svIkAra kare che, pachI makkA-madInAmAM yAtrA karavA jAya che. rastAmAM jaMgala Ave che, tarasa khUkha lAgI che, grISmaRRtunA pracaMDa tApa paDe che. tyAM pacAsa hAtha UMDuM pANI eka kUvAmAM che. pANI kADhavA sAdhana pAse nahi. tyAM eka kUtarI pANI vinA taraphaDe che. be-traNa chekarAM nIkaLyAM, te paNa pANI pANI kare che. pelA bhAI vicAre che, mArI pAse maMtra che tenAthI pANI avazya maLaze. Ama vicArI navakAramatra gaNyA, ane camatkAra sANA, pANI kAMThA para AvI gyuM. vIraDAmAMthI le tema levA mAMDayu. ane badhAnI tRSA chipAvI. tyAra pachI te te te
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________________ 208 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya musalamAnabhAI navakAramaMtra dvArA keIne vIMchI karaDo hoya tenA, sarpa karaDyA hoya tenA jhera utAravA lAgyo. kaI paNa maMtra ke etra pAchaLa zraddhAnuM baLa joIe. zraddhA vinAnA maMtra dAru vinAnA bhaDAkA jevAM che. navakAramaMtra zraddhApUrvaka japavAmAM Ave to IndranA IndrAsana DolAvI nAkhe. sUtA pahelAM navakAramaMtra zraddhApUrvaka gaNavo joIe, jAgRta thAya tyAre paNa namaskAra maMtra jape ane tyAra pachI ja netra khelavAM ane hareka kriyA karatAM pahelAM navakAra maMtra japa joIe. pele musalamAna makkA haja karIne Avyo. gAmamAM tenI prazaMsA thavA lAgI. maMtra vaDe ghaNAMnA jhera UtaryA. pelA vepArIo base rUpiyAnI mAMgaNI karI. musalamAne kahyuM: "mArI pAse rUpiyA che ja nahi te huM kevI rIte ApuM ?" che tyAre vyApArIe kahyuM "eka kAma kara te huM tArA rUpiyA AvI gayA mAnI lauM, je maMtra vaDe tuM pUjAI rahyo che te mane Apa, lakhatavAra karI ApuM ke rUpiyA AvI gayA che." "A sAMbhaLI te be mArA gurue keIne paNa kahevAnI nA pADI che." are bhAI! dareka maMtro bIjAne zIkhavavAmAM Ave che ane tethI ja tene pracAra thAya che, ane maMtranI paraMparA TakI - rahe che. musalamAne vicAra karyo, "mArI pAse rUpiyA te nathI, Ane maMtra zIkhavI dauM, eTale ciMtA maTI jAya." teNe eka
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________________ maMtravidyAno prabhAva 209, kAgaLa para navakAra maMtra lakhI zeThane Ape, vepArIe te hAthamAM lIdho ane maMtra joI potAnA cAra varSanA bALake ramezane bolAvI kahyuM, "beTA navakAra bela." rameza satvara belI gayo. A navakAra to amane badhAne AvaDe che. emAM zuM? tuM khoTuM bole che. tAre sAco maMtra Ape nathI eTale A maMtra ApI dIdhuM. A sAMbhaLI musalamAna bhAInI zraddhA paNa vicalita thaI gaI. navakAramaMtranA mahAprabhAvane nahIM samajanArA jene, emAM zuM ? ema bole che. paNa A zabda zraddhAnI khAmI sUcaka che. zraddhA hoya te sarpanI phUlamALa thaI jAya che. agni pAchuM thaI jAya che, jhera amRta rUpa banI jAya che. zULInuM siMhAsana banI jAya che. joIe zraddhA. eka vakhata dilhInA bAdazAhanA putrane sarpa daMza dIdhe-maMtrAdi ghaNA upAyo karyA chatAM jhera na ja utaryuM. traNa divasa sudhI satata prayatna karavA chatAM badhAM prayatno niSphaLa nIvaDayA. aMte duHkhatA dile rAjakumAra marI gayA che, ema mAnI janAjo kADho. te vakhate be bhAvasAra tyAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA hatA, temaNe pUchyuM, "kenuM mRtyu thayuM che ? " bAtamI maLI, rAjakumArane jhera caDayuM ane maraNa zaraNa thayA che. teo baMne AgaLa AvyA, ane rAjakumAranA mRta dehane teo baMnenI AgaLa bahAra kADhavA kahyuM, pachI temanA hRdaya. nADI para hAtha lagAvyo. tALave hAtha pheravatAM jaNAyuM ke UMDe, UDe jIva che. tyAM ja badhA besI gayA ane bhaktAmara tra belavAnuM zarU karyuM. jyAre nIce lakhela leka bolavAmAM Avyo tyAre camatkAra sajAze- maM. 14
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya "rakate kSaNe samadakilakaMThanIla, krodhaddhata phaNina munhaNa mApatakhtama AkAmati kamayugena nirastazaMka tvanAgadamanI hadi yasya puMsa?" bha. lo. 41 artha-lAla netravALe-jIbhanA labakArA detA, krodhathI uddhatA ane, keyalanA kaMTha jevo kALa-pheNa pachADato, A sarpa deDa, deDate Ave paNa je puruSanA hRdayamAM prabhunA nAmarUpI nAgadamanI hoya tenA paga vaccethI cAlyo jAya paNa daMza na daI zake A loka pUre thaye tyAM te rAjakumAra beThe thaI gaye. musalamAnane rAjA vagere dareka jaNa harSita thayA, ane baMne bhAvasArane dhanyavAda Ape. bAdazAhe pAse jaIne kahyuM, "mAga, mAga-je mAge te ApavA taiyAra chuM. " bhAvasAre kahyuM, "ame te amArA dharmanA maMtro belyA chIe. amAre kAMI joItuM nathI, paNa amArA dharmano phelAvo karavAnI chUTa amane maLavI joIe." bAdazAhe te vAta kabUla karI, ane baMne jaNAe jaina dharmane khUba pracAra karyo. koIpaNa strotra ke maMtranI pAchaLa zraddhA ja kAma kare che. mATe japa ja panAramAM zraddhA-atUTa zraddhA, acala zraddhA hovI che. joIe, te paramAvazyaka che. - sohamanI sAdhanA karanAra mahAtmA paMjAbamAM "svAlakeTa" jillAmAM, DusakA tAlukAmAM muDekI gAmamAM "siddha gI zrI bAbA kulasiMha" rahetA hatA, e
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 211 pitAnA abhyAsane lekhA kahetA hatA. lekhA zabdano artha hisAba karavo ema thAya che. ene japae ja enA lekhA (hisAba) hatA. jyAre keI pUche ke, bAbAjI zuM karI rahyA che ? te kahetA ke "lekhA karuM chuM." enI pAse divasabhara vAta kare, paNa ene kaMI ja khabara paDe nahi ke, zuM thaI rahyuM che. keI vyakti ene kaMI kahe te bIjIvAra, trIjIvAra kahevA para 'hA' kahI detA, ane vAta tyAM ja samApta thAya ane pAchA japamAM magna thaI jatA. jyAre temanI uMmara lagabhaga cAlIsa varSanI thaI tyAre tenA kuTuMbIjanoe bekArIthI taMga thaI salAha karI ke, A kAMI karato nathI ne majAmAM khAya che, ne gUmasUma beTho rahe che, ene kAMIka kAma sepavuM joIe. e vicAra karIne bAbAjIne kahevA lAgyA ke tame Akho divasa nakAmAM beThA rahe che, to bIjuM kAMI nahi te paNa gharanI gAya, bheMsone carAvavA laI jAo. bAbA kulasiMhane e niyama hatuM ke je koI ene kAma karavAnuM kahe to be vAra niSedha karI detA ane trIjIvAra kahevAthI hA pADatA. niyamAnusAra trIjIvAra kahevAthI emaNe hA pADI. ane tyArathI gAya, bheMsa vagerene carAvavA jaMgalamAM laI jatA. ane jyAM medAna hoya tyAM besatA. tyAM cAre bAju lokonA lIlAMchama khetaro hatAM. eka gAyane pucakArIne tenI pITha para hAtha pheravatA pheravatA kahetA ke, "beTA ! je koIne khetaramAM caravA jaIza nahi, kema ke manuSyane bhAga che. jyAre e pitAne bhAga (anAja) temAMthI laI leze, tyAra pachI e cAre tamane ja maLavAne che. jyAre teo A pramANe kahetA tyAre badhA jAnavare cUpacApa
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________________ 212 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya zAMtithI UbhA rahetA ane bAbAjInI vAtane sAMbhaLatA ane samajI letA. eTaluM kahIne bAbAjI te kaI ekAMta jagyAmAM besIne japamAM lIna banI jatA. paraMtu zuM tAkAta che ke, keI pazu koIne khetaramAM jAya. divasanA ene carAvatA ane sAMje ghera pAchA lAvatA. nAnA gAmaDAomAM evo rivAja che ke, kheDUto pitAnA chokarAone pazuone carAvavA mATe mekale che, ane chokarAo badhA eka ja medAnamAM ene laI jAya che, gAya vagere caratA rahe, ane chokarAo badhA ramatA rahe che. jyAre bapora thAya tyAre eka chokaro gAmamAM jaIne jamI Ave ane bIjAo mATe bhojana leto Ave. jyArathI bAbAjI jAnavarone carAvavA AvavA lAgyA tyArathI chekarAone te majA thaI gaI. badhA chokarAo bAbAjIne kahetA ke, "bAbA! tame amArA Dherane saMbhALajo, ame ghera jaIe chIe. tamAre mATe khAvAnuM letA AvazuM." bAbAjI kahetA, "hA beTA jAo, huM ahIMyAM ja chuM" ane chokarAo cAlyA jatA. eka chekarAnI sAthe bAbAjI mATe khAvAnuM mokalI ApatA. ane badhA karAo Akhe divasa ramata ramatA. divasa asta thatA potapotAnA Dhorone laI jatA, chokarAoe jANI lIdhuM hatuM ke pazuone bAbAnA cAjamAM sepyAM eTale ApaNe bephikara thayA. paraMtu vAta ema hatI ke bAbAjI te divasabhara pitAnA abhyAsamAM ja lIna rahetA ane tene svAdhIna pazuo cUpacApa caratA rahetA hatA. paNa koIne khetaramAM jatA nahi, paraspara laDatA nahi, je jAnavara tephAnI ane mastI khera hoya te paNuM bAbAjIne svAdhIna thavAthI tephAna karavAnuM bhUlIne zAMta
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________________ maMtravidyAno prabhAva 213 banI jatuM. jyAre A vAtanI lekene khabara paDI tyAre eka mANasa kahe, "bAbA! eka bheMsa mArI paNa, bIje, A eka gAyamArI paNa, trIje, A eka vAcharaDuM mAruM paNa" ema jAnavarane vadhAre thavA lAgyo. paNa bAbAjI to koIne nA pADe ja nahi. bhale beTA ! tame paNa mUkI jAo. paNa pAchaLathI kene bhaya lAgavA mAMDe ke, bAbA siddha yogI che, kadAca repa karaze te na mAlUma zuM kare? mATe ene kaMI ja na kahevuM. gharavALAee paNa ene kaI kAma soMpavAnuM choDI dIdhuM ane bAbAjIne chUTI maLI gaI. bAbAjIno svabhAva e hatuM ke, dareka prakAranA aniSTa prasaMgane paNa ISTa mAnIne saMtuSTa rahetA hatA gujarAnavAlA gAmathI bAbAjInuM gAma daza ke bAra gAu hatuM. tyAMnA rAyasAhebe pitAne tyAM temane bolAvyA tethI bAbAjI tyAM gayA. ane paMdara divasa tyAM rahyA. e samaye hoziyApurane eka vaidya rAyasAhebanA ghera AvyA, te netranI cikitsA karato hato. teNe bAbAjIne vAraMvAra kahyuM ke, "tamArA netronI cikitsA karAvI lo. bAbAjI bolyA, bhAI! mArI AMkhe te sArI che, mAre kaI cikitsA karAvavI nathI. tyAre te vaidya kahyuM : vadhAre sArI karI ApIza." aMte teNe nastara karyuM. ane AMkhane sudhAravAne badale bagADI nAMkhI. jyAre rAyasAhebane e vAtanI khabara paDI te vaidyane pakaDI maMgAvyA, ane kahevA lAgyA ke, "ene keda karazuM eNe tamArI AMkhane kharAba karI che, ethI ame ene sajA karazuM." bAbAjI belyA, "nahi, nahi" rAyasAheba ema na kare. ene to mAruM bhaluM karavAne ja vicAra hato, paNa mAruM durbhAgya ke, azubha thayuM.
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________________ 218 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya rAyasAhebe kahyuM ke "nahi bAbajI, e jAlima che. tene sajA thavI ja joIe, jethI te bhaviSyamAM AvA kAryo na kare." bAbAjI kahe, ene choDI mUko. ane tene cheDI dIdhe. te potAnA prANa bacAvavA raphucakkara thaI gayA. tyAMthI bAbAjI jyAre ghera AvavA nIkaLyA tyAre rAyasAhebe eka ekkAmAM temane besADayA, ane ekkAvALAne kahyuM ke, bAbAjIne kuzaLatApUrvaka pahoMcADI Ave, keI bIjAne ekkAmAM na besADaze. paraMtu te lAlacuo AgaLa jaIne bIjA mANasone besADayA. bAbAjI saMke cAIne besatA gayA. ekAvALo pUchate, bAbAjI besADuM? bAbAjI kahetA, besADo. muDekI gAmane talATI AryasamAjI hatA, chatAM bAbAjIne parama bhakta hatA. ekavAra lAhoramAM AryasamAjanA vArSikotsava upara talATI bAbAjIne paNa sAthe laI gaye, tyAM jAna vagere utaravAnI jagyA hatI tyAM jaIne rahyA. bAbAjI kelAhalathI bacavA mATe eka dAdarA nIce aMdhArI koTaDImAM eka khUNAmAM jaIne besI gayA, ane traNa divasa sudhI tyAM ja besI rahyA. zodhakhoLane aMte temane tyAMthI patto lAgyuM. na khAvAnuM bhAna, na pIvAnuM bhAna. basa japanI mastImAM lIna, tyAM bhUkha tarasa kevI ? ekavAra talATI bAbAjIne gurukulamAM utsava upara laI gayA. tyAM pahoMcIne jyAM besADayA tyAM ja besI - rahyA. jema AvyA hatA tema ja cAlyA gayA. enA gAnaMda pAse utsava zuM visAtamAM? paraMtu talATI te utsavamAM eTalA nimagna thaI gayA ke, bAbAjInA khAvApIvAnI paNa saMbhALa rAkhI zakayA nahi, jyAre yAda AvyuM tyAre kSamA
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________________ matravidyAnA prabhAva 115 thAcavA lAgyA ke, mArI bhUla thaI gaI. te paNa khAmAjI kahe ke, beTA ! ame teA AnaMdamAM chIe, mane bhUkha lAgI ja nathI, tame tamAre utsava jue. bhUkhanA AvA hAla hatA. koI khAvAnuM lAvIne rAkhI de ane bAkhAjIne kahe ke, khAo, tyAre kahe ke, khAuM chu, bhAjana karyAM pahelA jarA IzvaraciMtana karI lauM ane ciMtana karatA, karatAM samAdhimAM lIna thaI jatA, ane khAvAnu' paDayu rahetuM. savArathI sAMja ane sAMjathI savAra sudhI, jyAre keAI bhAjanane ema ja paDeluM jotu tyAre kahetu, bAbAjI! bheAjana kayu" nathI ? te kahetA karu chuM. mitrA Aje ekAda kalAka vilaMbathI AAjana maLe te! kevI dazA thAya che. kahe ke : " bhUkhe bhajana na hoya geApAlA, yaha le apakI mAlA. "" have tRSA para kevA kAmU hatA te sAMbhaLe. ekavAra mAmAjI gAma gayA hatA. e gAma mAmAjInA gAmathI 125 mAIla dUra hatuM, jyAre tyAMthI pAchA AvatA hatA tyAre tRSA lAgI. saDaka upara jyAre tarasanA khyAla Avata tyAre vicAratA ke AgaLanA gAmamAM pANI pIzuM ane AgaLa cAlatA rahetA. paraMtu japanI dhUnamAM lIna rahevAne kAraNe gAma cAlyuM jatuM teA vaLI vicAratA-have AgaLa gAma Avaze tyAre jozu. ema karatAM trIje divase peAtAne ghera paheAMcatA. je mahAna puruSa garamInI RtumAM ekase paccIsa mAIlanI paganI yAtrAmAM tRSA upara ATle kAbU
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________________ 8. maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya rAkhI zake enI pAse bhUkha bicArInI zI dazA ? bAbAjInI pAse eka kutarA esI rahetA hate, khAkhAjIe enu nAma sa MteASI 'rAkhyu hatu. jayAre savAre, sAMje Avazyaka kriyAe mATe UThatA tyAre tenI sAthe vAtacIta karatA. te krama (pUMchaDI) hannAvatA, hAtha-pagane cATate, te AgaLa jatA te AgaLa doDatA, jyAre kAI vAra evuM banatuM ke pote bhAjana na khAI zakatA ane paDayuM rahetu, te| samAdhimAMthI UDIne kahetA, " saMteSI ! tu kema bhUkhyA rahyo? khAvAnuM te paDayuM hatuM, tAre-khAI levuM hatu . ame teA japamAM lIna hatA." pAchA pote ja enA taraphathI khelatA. sa MtASIe . vicAyuM haze ke, khAkhAjI mAraze, jo khAIza teA, vagere, vagere. ghaNIvAra evuM thatuM ke sAMjanA peAtAnI beThakamAM beThA hoya, tyAre tyAM cheka Ave ane dIvA karIne cAlye! jAya ane bAbAjIne kahe, bAbAjI dhyAna rAkho, huM bheAjana karavA ghera jAu chuM." khAkhAjI mhetA, "beTA ! jA, beThA " e vAtane pachI rAta vItI jatI, khIje divasa vyatIta thai jatA, ane pAchA te ja samaya AvatA tA peAtAnI jAte ja khelatA ke, "beTA, jAo, jAe, bheAjana karI Ave. tuM kahetA hatA ke huM jAuM chuM ane gayA nahi." dhyAnamAM ATha pahAra vItI gayA chatAM, emane te kSaNabhara samAna lAgatuM . sIdhA-sAdA, sarala, nirdoSa khAlaka jevA hatA, te eTale sudhI ke, ekavAra be traNa gAu uparanA eka gAmamAM vivAhumAM gayA, jyAre vivAha thai gayA tyAre ghera AvavA lAgyA, tyAre koI e kahyuM- 'khAkhAjI gheADI laI jAo.' te 6.
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 217 bAlyA, ' pAchI gheADIne mUkavA kANu Avaze ? ' 'ene choDI mUkaze| te te potAnI meLe pAchI AvI jaze.' mAmAjI gheADI upara besIne peAtAne ghera AvyA, ane pAchA gheADIne sUkavA ene gAma gayA ane te pote page cAlIne pAchA AvyA. zrI paM. daulatarAmajI kahetA hatA ke, ekasAvIsa varasanI uMmare mAthAnA, dADhInA ane mUchonA vALa je sapheda hatA te kALA thai gayA. vRddhAvasthAnA dAMta paDI gayA ane bIjA navA dAMta AvyA hatA, ane navayuvAna jevA banI gayA hatA. eTalI uMmare paNa cAlavAnI gati teja hatI, sAmAnya mAnavI temanI sAthe cAlI zake nahi. 5. gaNapati zamAM kahetA hatA ke-zAstronuM je rahasya ane mama mArA samajavAmAM Avatu nahatu, te temanI pAse jaIne sa MzayeAnuM nirAkaraNa karatA hatA. bAbAjI naiSThika brahmacArI hatA. teo peAtAnA japa-dhyAnanA abhyAsamAM eTalA lIna rahetA hatA ke, seALa varasanI uMmarathI ekaseAaThThAvIsa varasanI Ayu sudhI keAIvAra nidrA lIdhI nahi. (DAkaTaraza dhyAna Ape) jIvanamAM koI rAga thaye nahi. mRtyu pahelA eka divasa agAu tAva Avyo ane te ja divase utarI gayA, tyAre melyA ke, akAla puruSa 'ne! huma AvyA che, ' have cAlajI' (jaIzu.). 'bAbAjI gheADA divasa vadhAre raheA " te kahe, ''ghaNA divasa rahyA. (sUrya tarapha AMgaLI karIne) kahe ke enuM kAma pratidina
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________________ 18 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya udaya ane asta thavAnuM ja che, thADA divasa vadhAre rahyA te paNa javAnuM nizcita ja che" khAbAjI karyAM jaze. ? kahetA ke, * akAla puruSanI pAse.' gAmanA talATIne (je temaneA bhakta hatA) kahe ke, " kAle prAtaHkAle puruSanA hukama che-tame jaladI Avajo. " talATIe jANyu ke, amasthA khelatA haze. ane sAcuM mAnyuM nahi, ane savAre gayA paNa nahi,-paraMtu khAkhAjI te paraleAka cAlyA gayA. talATIne zuM khakhara ke, ceAgIonA maraNu keTalI saraLatAthI thAya che ? pAchaLathI tene ghaNA pazcAttApa thayA, paNa te zA kAmane ? a'tamAM, mahAtmAjInA jIvanane sala banAvanAra amUlya upadeza vAcakonI sevAmAM samarpaNa karIne A nibaMdhane samApta karazu. 6 jyAre kAI pUchatu ke, zIkhaDAvyeA ? " tA kahetA zIkhaDAvyA.' khAbAjI, A cega tamane koNe ke, " beTA ! koI mahAtmAe khAkhAjI 'pahelA pahelA zu khatAvyuM hatuM ?' te kahetA ke, " beTA ! sAdhue kahyuM hatuM ke, " sekham so'ham "ne japa karatA rahe, ane ame e pramANe karyu....' "" mAmAjI, pachI AgaLa zuM thayuM? te kahetA ke, zarU karI dIo, sA'hamanA japa karavA maDI jAe-e mAga mAM cAlavA lAgeA, te AgaLa rastA peAtAnI meLe maLI jaze, jANavAmAM
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________________ maMtravidyAno prabhAva 219 Avaze. tamArA hRdayamAM birAjamAna paramAtmA svayaM tamAro mArgadarzaka banI mArga batAvaze. >> zAMti zAMti zAMti. seham camatkAra eka jaina sAdhvIjI jemanuM nAma svayaMprabhAzrI hatuM. teoe yogAbhyAsanI zarUAta karI tyAre dhyAna saha aDhIse sehama maMtranI mALAne paNa japa cAlu karelo. A abhyAsa karatAM, karatAM lagabhaga nava varSa uparAMtane samaya vyatIta thaI gayA haze. te samaye teoe pitAnA zarIra mATe prAkRtika cikitsA prAraMbha karI. temAM prathama divasa kevala garama pANI pIne upavAsa karela. pANI garama amuka mAtrAmAM pIvAthI temane lagabhaga bArathI ekanA sumAre divasanA UlaTIo vagere thavA lAgI ane sAMja paDatA, paDatA te tabiyata bahu ja kharAba thaI gaI. hAtha-paganI nADIo tUTatI hoya e anubhava thavA lAge ane chAtImAM asahya vedanA thavA sAthe prANAMta kaSTa thavA lAgyuM. hAtha-paganI nADIone mAliza kare te ja jarA sAruM lAge nahitara vedanA sahana thAya nahi. jema jema rAta vadhatI gaI tema tema paristhiti vadhAre bagaDatI gaI. janatA badhI ekatra thaI gaI. badhAe dhArI lIdhuM ke mRtyu kSaNe, kSaNe nIkaTa AvI rahyuM che ane kaI kSaNe prANane laIne cAlyuM jaze te kahI zakAya nahi. bhAna paNa jevuM joIe tevuM nahatuM. jaina sAdhu-sAvI rAtrInA samaye anna pANI ke bIjI kaI vastu khAI ke pI zake nahi tene temaNe
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________________ 220 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya tyAga karelA hAya che, tethI bIjo kAI upAya bhaktajanA karI zake tema hatu' nahi. AvI asahya pIDAnA samaye sAdhvIjIe ekAeka jorajorathI ' sADaThum....se'ham'nuM uccAraNa karavA mAMDayuM. tyAM rahela vaidya vageree kahyuM, temane khelatA razake. paNa dInu teA peAtAnI a` jAgrata cetanAmAM 'sehama sA'ham'nuM raTaNa cAlu ja hatuM. te paNa dhIme, dhIme nahi. jorajorathI. na mAlUma AvuM raTaNa keTalIvAra cAlyu haze ane te ja raTaNa karatAM, karatAM eka adbhuta camatkAra sajA ceA. evI asahya vedanAnI pIDAmAM taraphaDatA sAdhvIjI japamAM evAM lIna banI gayA ke theADIvAramAM ja temane sukharUpa nidrA AvI gaI ane badhA bhaktajanAne paNa zAMti thaI. e nidrAmAM amuka samaya pasAra thatAM, ane jAgrata thatA nadI nu badhu darda aleApa thaI gayuM. jANe darda, vedanA hatI ja nahi. A che maMtraneA camatkAra. davA je na karI zake te kAma A ma`trazaktie kyu. ene jaDIbuTTI kaheA agara je kaDA te A maMtrazaktine prabhAva che. ApaNA badhA ja du:khA, dardo, saMkaTo, vipattie vagerene dUra karavAnuM sAmarthya A maMtrazaktimAM che. jarUrata che mAtra vizvAsapUrvaka anuSThAna karavAnI. ghaNA manuSyA dada mATe, du:kheA mATe, rAta divasa hAya hAya kare che ane ciMtAtura rahe che ane teonA jIvanamAM rasa raheteA nathI. rasahIna jIvana, pAmara maravAne vAMke jIvatA ghaNA manuSyeA hoya che. teee A amRta saMjIvanI maMtrarUpa auSadhinuM pAna karI amara Ana Mdamaya jIvana jIvavA mATe khAsa bhalAmaNu karavAmAM Ave che, ke eka jIvana,
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________________ maMtravidyAnA prabhAva 221 vAra A maMtrarUpa ciMtAmaNinA jIvanamAM prayeAga karI tamArA sa` saMkaTAthI mukta thaIne AnaMdamaya jIvana jIvA. ekavA maMtra para vizvAsa rAkhIne maMtranuM anuSThAna karIne te jue hAthaka kaNa ArasInI zu jarUrata vizeSa zuM lakhavuM ? A teA anubhavanA viSaya che, anubhava karI ane amRtanA pAna kare. bhagaiA ! jAgrata thAe ane tamArI AtmazaktimAM vizvAsa karo. basa, e ja zubha kAmanA sahu viramuM chuM. eka jaina mahilAne anubhava eka muMbaI nivAsI jaina yuvatI jenu nAma amarakumArI hatu te potAnA ucca Adarzane lakSamAM rAkhI sAdhu-sAdhvIonA darzana karavA arthe rAjasthAna, paMjAba vagere sthaLe gayela. ema aneka sthaLe dana, satsa MganeA lAbha letA, letA ane pharatA, krUratA dilhI zaheramAM dana karavA mATe gaI. paMjAbamAMthI munionA raheThANa vagere jANI lIdhuM hatu. dilhImAM te jyAre sTezana para UtarI tyAre lagabhaga rAtrInA navanA sumAra hatA. te yuvatIe sTezanathI bahAra nIkaLIne eka gheADAgADI bhADe karI ane gADIvALAne kahyuM ke, " khArAdarImAM lai jA." dilhInI aMdara mArAdarI nAmane eka rastA hatA. ane munie je sthaLe nivAsa karatA hatA te makAnanuM nAma paNa khArAdarI hatuM. khArAdarI nAmanA rastA che e vAtathI yuvatI ajANa hatI. gheADAgADIvALAe jyAM khArAdarI nAmanA raste hatA tyAM AvIne, te yuvatIne kahyuM: " A bArAdarI AvI
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________________ 21 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya gaI. ahI A utarI jAe. tame je sthaLe lAvavAnuM kahela tyAM lAgye chuM. mAruM bhADuM ApI do." yuvatI gADImAMthI UtarI gaI ane bhADuM paNa ApI dIdhuM. paNa A ajANyA pradeza, rAtrInA samaya ane tyAMnI bhASA zuddha hiMdI te paNa cuvatI jANe nahi. tyAMnA leAkAnA veza paNa musalamAna jevA ane pote ekAkI. sAmAna te vizeSa hateA nahi, eka thelI hatI te hAthamAM laine tyAM ghUmavA mAMDayuM. ane raste cAlatA mANaseAne bArAdarI kayAM che te pUche paNa kAI uttara kharAkhara Ape nahi. ane kaMI ja patto lAge nahi. yuvatI gabharAI gai. rAtrInA samaya ane dilhI jevuM moTu zahera zu karavu...? eve vakhate teNe potAnA ISTama`tra namaskArama`tranu' maneAmana ekacitte smaraNa karavA mAMDayu.. he prabhuA! atyAre Apane ja eka AdhAra che. ane maMtranA japa satata manamAM cAlu rAkhyeA. adhA leAkAne pUche paNa cuMvatInI bhASAmAM te leAka arAbara samaje nahiM tethI tee uttara paNa kharAkhara kayAMthI Ape ? paNa yuvatIe te zraddhApUrvaka maMtranA japa karavA cAlu rAkhyA. have yuvatI satata maMtrajapa karatI hatI tenA prabhAve tyAM camatkAra thayeA. zAstromAM varNana Ave che ke sa...kaTa nivAraNa karavA devA, AvatA teja pramANe eka deva kaheA ke sajjana puruSa kahe, je hAya te kharu'! te daivIpuruSa tyAM AvIne te yuvatInA pUchayA sivAya ja kahevA lAgyA : kahe mahena, zI vAta che? yuvatIe tene sarva hakIkta kahI, te sajjana puruSa mAnavarUpe sAcesAca deva ja hatA, cuvatInA hAthamAMthI elI (kAcaLI) pAte laI lIdhI ane
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 223 pite AgaLa cAlyo ane pAchaLa, pAchaLa te yuvatI cAlI. yuvatIne maMtrajapa te haju cAlu ja hatuM, te devIpuruSa, bajAramAM dukAne para tathA mAnane bArAdarI kayAM che te vize pUche, paNa paNe lAgatuM nahotuM. lagabhaga AvI rIte pharatAM traNeka kalAke munionuM raheThANa sAMpaDyuM paNa bAra vAgatA sudhI ke jAgrata hoya? tyAM jaIne temane jAgrata karyA ane tyAMne sevaka pachI sAdhvIonA mukAme bahenane laI gaye. te devapuruSe jAte badhI vyavasthA karI ane pachI adazya thaI gayo. kahevAno matalaba e che ke-ISTa maMtramAM keTalI zakti che, tene pratyakSa paricaya AvA saMkaTane samaye ja thAya che. AvI nirAdhAra paristhitimAM maMtraprabhAve devapuruSe sahAyaka bane che. te devIpuruSa koNa haze ? te vAcaka baMdhu tuM svayaM vicAraje. bAkI A badhe maMtrano ja prabhAva hato. AjakAla lokone jeTalo DokaTare upara vizvAsa che eTale je prabhu upara hoya te keTaluM sAruM ? dharma upara, izvara upara ke maMtra para je zraddhA hoya to te avazya phaLadAtA thAya che ja. zAstramAM A vAta para ghaNuM lakhela che, paraMtu atyArano mAnavI bhaNatara mAtra paisA prApta karavA khAtara ja bhaNe che. mAnavanuM lakSa anitya evA dhana, vaibhavanI vRddhi tarapha ja che paNa jIvana rUpI dhana je che tenuM saMrakSaNa vRddhi vagere tarapha lakSa ja nathI, A keTalA khedane viSaya che. bhavya ! jAgrata thAo, UThe, tamArI jIvana zakti jAgrata karanAra tamArA AtmavizvAsane pragaTa karanAra, phakta IzvarI zraddhA, dharmazraddhA ane maMtrazakti ja che. te na bhUlaze. maMtramAM mahAna zakita chupAyelI che, paNa te zakti pitAne prabhAva
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________________ 224 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya kayAre batAve jyAre maMtra para aTala zraddhA hoya tyAre ja. maMtramAM te Aja paNa e ja zakti che je pUrva hatI. phakta vartamAna kALe mAnavonI te pratye prIti, ruci ane vizvAsa nathI. mATe zraddhAne jAgrata karavAnI paramAvazyaktA che. munIzrI jayapadmavijaya mahArAjane svAnubhava zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtranA prabhAve bhayaMkara dhaDAkAmAM ajaba bacAva? sane 1944nA muMbaImAM gAdInA bhayaMkara dhaDAkA vakhate huM gRhasthapaNAmAM mAMDavImAM eka peDhImAM beThA hatA tyAre, eka vimAna gaDhI upara jaIne tarata ja pAchuM pharyuM. ane pahelo bhayaMkara dhaDAke thayo, ane makAna dhrujI UThayuM, bArInA kAca vagerenA bhUkkA thaI gayA. huM zrI namaskAra mahAmaMtra gaNatuM hatuM, tethI tarka karIne badhAne salAha ApI, mAmale gaMbhIra dekhAya che, mATe jokhama vagere laIne dukAna baMdha karIne, parAmAM cAlyA javuM. paraMtu keIe mAnyuM nahi. tamAre javuM hoya te jAo. badhAne saMkaTamAM mUkIne ekalA javAthI kAMI thAya te, zuM javAba Ape ? je thavAnuM haze te thaze. namaskAramaMtra gaNavAnuM cAlu hatuM, enA prabhAve (eTalAmAM bIjo dhaDAko thaye, te vakhate
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________________ matravidyA prabhAva 225 meATI tIntarI pAchaLa UbhA hatA) khAjumAMthI bhayaMkara agninI vALA pasAra thavA chatAM rakSA thaI. ThekaThekANe AgeA lAgI. pachI kaDaka thaI ne badhAMne pharajIyAta tarata ravAnA karyAM. e bhayaMkara dhaDAkAmAM hajAro mRtyu pAmyA. 8 divasa ane rAtrI sudhI Aga cAlu rahI ane karADAnuM nukzAna thayu. te prasiddha che. evI bhayaMkara Apatti vakhate mahAmaMtra sivAya kANu khacAve? zrI anaMtanAthajInuM jaina derAsara sAva sahisalAmata khacI gayu ane tenA prabhAve ghI khajAra vagere bacI gayA. te camatkAra joIne te vakhatanA vAyasarAya leDa vevela sAhebe derAsaramAM AvIne prabhunI pAse TepI utArIne namaskAra karyAM. : tamArA bhagavAna kharA che, baMdaramAM bhaya kara nukazAna thayuM, paraMtu vacamA derAsarajI sekche ?' sarpanuM jhera utare che! 2003nA jeTha mahinAnA divase che. sejakapurathI dhAMdhalapura tarapha vihAra karatAM bhavitavyatAnA ceAge, zrAvake bhUlathI e rastA kuMTAtA hatAM, tyAMthI DAkhA hAthane raste javA kahyuM. tyAM paheAMcyA tyAre DAbA hAthanA raste javuM avyavahAru lAgyuM, jethI sAthenA munirAjane kIdhuM. temaNe jema zrAvake kIdhu` tema cAlavA kyuM. te raste 150-200 pagalAM jatAM te bhAI ne bhUla samajAI. tarata ja deADatA bUma mArI DAme nahi paNa jamaNI bAju javAnuM che eTale ame pAchA vaLyA. pAchA vaLatAM jhADImAMthI eka hAthanA pILA ra`ganA sUpa (paDaku') rastA upara AvyeA. ene cUkavavA me' enA uparathI ma. 15
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________________ 26 ma`travijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya kudI mAryAM, paNa pAchaLathI doTa mUkIne pagamAM pAchaLanA bhAgamAM DayuM ane UMdhu paDatuM (jethI jhera kharAbara caDe) pachI ekadama bhAgyuM. meM vicAra karyAM ke pUrvabhavanuM' ka'I mAMgatA haze te laI gayA. jhera caDavA mAMDyuM. page kasIne pATA bAMdhI dIdhA. zrI namaskAra mahAmatra ane uvasaggaharaM steAtra gaNatAM, gaNatAM dhIme, dhIme dhAMdhalapura tarapha cAlavA mAMDayuM, ane muzkelIthI tyAM paheAMcyA. tyAM beThA te pachI be divasa te UThI zakAyu nahi, patra para sAjA caDI gayA. lAko joine Azcaya pAmI kahevA lAgyA ke tame pAMca mAIla kevI rIte cAlI zakayA? kAIne karaDe eTale gADAmAM nAkhIne laI jAya ane icchita sthaLe paheAMce eTalAmAM teA khalAsa thaI jAya. agara kAika ja bace. me teA kahyuM ke, devagurunA pasAyathI ane namaskAra mahAmaMtranA tathA uvasaggahara steAtranA prabhAve bacI gayA . relve pula upara camatkArika bacAva sa. 2008nA jeTha mahinAmAM eka nAnA sTezanathI naDiyAda jatAM meTA pula che temAM mANusA mATe judA rastA hatA tethI pula eLaMgavA mAMDayA. ekAda-be phUTa khAkI haze, tyAM pAchaLathI Trena pula upara caDI jethI AkhA pula dhaNuvA lAgyA. huM' jarA paNa AgaLa vadhI zakayA nahi. zrInamaskAra maMtra ane zrI zakhezvara pArzva nAtha nama:nu' smaraNa karavA lAgyA, ane sAmI dizAmAM moDhuM rAkhI UbhA rahyo. eTalAmAM najIkanA phATakanA vAvaTAvALe mANasa khUmA mAratA mArI
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________________ 27 maMtravidyAnA prabhAva sAme doDato Ave, eTalAmAM Trena pasAra thaI gaI tekahevA lAgyuM ke, "A pula upara ghaNu bAvA-bhikhArIe mRtyu pAmyA che." DabAne kaI daravAjo khulle heya te te lAge ane mRtyu pAme. paraMtu Apa sAheba nasIbadAra ke guDajha Trena hatI, ane tenA be traNa daravAjA khullA hovA chatAM vacamAM na hatA. paraMtu phITa hatA. jethI bacI gayA che. A prabhAva ane maMtrane tathA zrI vardhamAna oLIne ! gRhasthAzramamAM huM muMbaImAM raheto hate. mahAmaMtranA prabhAve TrAma, Trena, meTara vagerenA akasmAtathI jarAmAM bacI jate, tema ja huMDIpatra, benka vageremAM 25 hajArathI lAkha sudhI khissAmAM jokhama rahetuM paraMtu mahAmaMtranA prabhAve kaI divasa cAra vagerene bhaya naDaze nahi. tapasvIzrI jayapadyavijayajIne A svAnubha vAMcanArane namaskAramaMtra tarapha bhakti, zraddhA ane prema pragaTAvanAra bane. navakAramaMtrane addabhuta prabhAva gujarAta samAcAramAM tA. 16-7-72 nA je lekha Avela te nIce mujaba che. jIvananI jaLajathAmAM AjanA mAnavIne jagataniyaMtAne vicAra karavAnI phurasada nathI, tyAM vaLI maMtranI bhAvapUrNa upAsanA kevI ? paraMtu vidvAna munizrI amarendravijayajI pitAnA pustaka aciMtya ciMtAmaNi navakAramAM navakAramaMtranA sAmarthyane batAvI ApyuM che. vijJAna ane dhama ubhayane jANanArA munirAje
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________________ matravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya zrIgulAkhacaMdabhAI ne eka anubhava ApyA che. A anubhava karanAra vyaktinuM saranAmuM che--zrI gulAbaca'da khImacaMdu mAstara, nemIzvaranA derAsara sAme, AMkhalIphnI, jAmanagara. teA ahIM ApaNe joI e emaneA virala chatAM satya anubhava. 228 matranI zakti amApa che. enI tAkAta asIma che, enu kSetra aparimeya (amaryAdita) che. AvA eka matra che navakAra maMtra, e aciMtya ciMtAmaNi che. laghu namaskAra steAtramAM enu vana karatAM lakhyu che ke-- 'zuM e mahAratna che ? ke zuM e ciMtAmaNi che ? ke e kalpavRkSa samAna che ? nA, nA, navakAra teA ciMtAmaNi ane pavRkSa karatAM paNa adhika che. ' paNa mULa vAta upAsanAnI rIta che. sAdhakanI zraddhAnI, sajjanatAnI che. enA anuSThAna pAchaLa vyApaka ane udAtta bhAvanA dharAvavAnI che. A navakAranI tAkAtanA ghaNA anubhaveA jAmanagaranA zrI gulAbacaMdabhAI ne thayA che. navakAranA khaLa AgaLa emanuM jIvaleNa darda pAchu paDI gayuM. AjathI sattAvIza varSa agAu banelI e ghaTanA vize gulAbacaMdabhAI kahe che--mane kensaranu jIvaleNa dardI thayuM. enI pahelA cha mAsathI mAthAmAM ghaNuM duHkhAvA hatA. DokaTarane paNa me' batAvela, paNa rAga kAI kaLI zakayuM nahIM. eka divasa kamAAM leAhI dekhAyuM. mArA phemilI DaoNkaTarane vAta karI. emaNe tapAsIne kensara hAvAnu kahyuM. e pachI DaoN. kuparane dekhADayuM, tyAre emaNe kahyuM ke, 'humaNAM
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________________ :29 maMtravidyAne prabhAva pinisilinanAM Ijekazanane korsa le, e pahelAM kaMI ja upacAra karI zakAya tema nathI." gaLuM aMdarathI tema ja bahArathI sUjI gayuM hatuM. A pahelAM khorAka te ocho thaI ja gayela. roTalI paNa pANInA ghUMTaDA sAthe muzkelIthI UtaratI. have gaLuM ekadama saMkecAyuM. bIje divase ame De. ke. pI. medInuM epoInTamenTa lIdhuM. emaNe tapAsIne kahyuM ke darda ghaNuM ja vadhI gayuM che. TrITamenTanI vAta te bAjue rAkho, paNa aMdarathI kaTakI kApIne tapAsa- bApsI karI zakAya evI sthiti paNa nathI rahI. emaNe mArA phemilI DokaTarane bAjue laIne kahI dIdhuM ke eka be divasane huM mahemAna chuM. ane, zAMtithI Ayu pUrNa thAya te mATe, ghenanAM Ijekazana ApavA jaNAvyuM. ame nirAza thaI pAchA pharyA. chellAM cAra-pAMca divasathI pANI paNa UtaratuM na hatuM. tarasa te evI lAgI hatI ke jANe mATale mATalAM pANI pI jAuM meM mArA phemilI DokaTarane kahyuM ke, "bIjuM bhale kaMI na thAya, paNa huM pANI pI zakuM evuM kaMIka kare." emaNe AzvAsana ApyuM: "AjanI rAta kADhI nAkhe, kAla savAre e mATe prabaMdha karIza. naLIthI tamane pANI ApIza." huM ghera AvyA. tarasanI pIDA asahya banI hatI. pahelAM kahAM tema, e samaye ekAeka navakAra mahAmaMtranuM smaraNa karavAnI mane sakuraNuM thaI
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________________ 240 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya tyAre sAMjanA lagabhaga sADAsAta vAgyA haze. meM bahArathI keI Ave nahIM, kaMI Dakhala na thAya, eTalA mATe gharanAM bAraNAM baMdha karAvyAM kuTuMbIone ekaThAM karI saunI sAthe meM khamata khAmaNAM karyA. jIvana daramiyAna thayela vividha mATe saunI sAthe mAphInI levaDadevaDa karI lIdhI. ane sAthe jagatanA sarva jIvone khamAvI aMta:karaNapUrvaka maitrIbhAvanI uddaghASaNa karIH "svAmi nave navA, nave navA vamatu re, miti me savva bhUpasu, veramajjha na keNaI." ane bhAvanA bhAvI ke, "jagatanA sarva jIve sukhI thAo, sukhI thAo; jagatanA sarva jI nI regI bane, naregI bane, nIrogI bane, sarva jIvanuM kalyANa thAo, kaI pApa na Acare, kaI duHkha na pAme, jagatanA sarva je karmathI mukta bane, mukta bane." aMtaHkaraNanA UMDANamAMthI A bhAvanA karI huM navakAranA dayAnamAM lAgI gaye. "rakhene mArI durgati thaI jAya' e bhayathI, khUba ja jAgRtipUrvaka huM navakAramaMtramAM lIna banyuM. have mAre bIjuM kaMI joItuM na hatuM. mane dhUna lAgI hatI sagatinI. sadgati thAya e mATe huM navakAra ane bhAvanAmAM-vIsa pacIsa navakAra ane pharI sarva jIvo pratye matrInI pUrvokta bhAvanAmAM lAgI gayo. emAM citta parovavAthI huM vedanAne thoDI bhUle. agiyAra vAge mane jabarajasta UlaTI thaI AkhuM tapeluM bharAI gayuM! huM behoza thaI gaye. gharanA mANasa samajyA ke A chelle cALe
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________________ matravidyAneA prabhAva 231 6 che. raDAreLa karavA lAgyA. theDIvAre huM bhAnamAM Avye. mane kaMIka sAruM' lAgyu'. me' pANI mAgyuM, e traNa leTA pANI pI gaye ! paNa mane hajI e ja dhUna hatI ke sadgati na cUke. navakAra ane bhAvanA cAlu rAkhyA. mArI khA kahe, thADu dUdha levAze ?' me kahyuM: 'jo lAve !' meM eka kapa dUdha paNa pIdhuM. A pahelAM pAMceka divasathI pANInuM TIpu paNa gaLAnI nIce jatuM na hatu. navakAra ane bhAvanA tA cAlu ja hatAM. rAtre mane UMgha AvI gaI. chellA cha divasathI UMgha nAtI AvI. pAca-cha kalAka huM ghasaghasATa UMce. gharanAM mANase te hajI ema ja mAnatAM hatAM ke huM be-cAra ghaDIneA mahemAna chuM. savAre huM UDayA tyAre sphUti jaNAi-jANe navajIvana na maLyuM. hAya ! meM cA-pANI lIdhAM, huM bhAvanA ane navakAra mUktA na hateA. dhIre, dhIre huM dUdha, rAkhaDI vagere pravAhI khArAka levA mAMDaye. dUdhanI kevaLa malAI vagere pauSTika khArAka mane ApavA lAgyA. eka aThavADiyAmAM te huM zIrA vagere levA lAgyA ! amArA phemilI DaoNkaTarane sAthe laI ame meTA DaoNkaTarane atAvavA gayA. mane joIne emane ghaNuM Azcarya thayu. khadhI vAta karI. e kahe : 'tame chellAM cAra-pAMca divasathI khAdhuM na hatuM, UlaTI zAthI thaI? gaLuM zAthI khUlI gayuM ? tame zuM zuM upacAra karyAM hatA ? koI davA lIdhI hatI ? vaidyArdikanI paNa koI davA karI hAya tA te kahA, jethI bIjA daradIe upara te ajamAvI zakAya.'
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________________ ' maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya me' kahyuM ke, * me koI davA lIdhI nathI, prabhunuM nAma lIdhu che.' me' koI upacAra karyAM heAya te kaDhAvavA DokaTare ghaNA prazno pUchyA, paNa mArI pAse bIjuM kaI ja kahevAnu` hatu` nahi. DokaTarane lAgyuM ke have kaika TrITamenTa karavI joI e.. emaNe lAITa levAnuM kahyu', me lAITa levAnuM nakkI karyuM. aThAvIsa sITiMga lAITa lIdhI. paNa mane teA have khAtarI thaI gaI hatI ke navakArathI ja badhuM maTI jaze. eTale lAITa levA jatAM rastAmAM, khasamAM, gherathI nIkaLatAM badhe ja ThekANe huM navakAranuM raTaNa cAlu rAkhatA. 232 have ' ArAdhanA mATe A gheADA samaya maLI gayeA che, huM cAra-cha mahinA kADhIza' ema mane lAgyuM. tethI have sadgati cUkI na javAya eTalA mATe navakAra ane bhAvanAnA kArya krama meM cAlu ja rAkhyo hatA. vacce vacce mananuM cekiMga (nirIkSaNa) karatA ke zuM vicAra cAle che ? bIjo koI vicAra manamAM ghUsI jaze, tA sati aTakI jaze.' e bIke mana para pAkA cAkI paherA rAkhatA. : jema gharamAM kaMi cAra-DAku pesI na jAya te mATe daravAje paheregIra hAya che, tema manamAM koI kharAba vicAra pesI na jAya, te mATe meM mana upara AtmajAgRtinI cAkI mUkI dIdhI. gheADA vakhatamAM mane taddana sAru thaI gayu.. Aje e vAtane paMdara varSa vItI gayAM che. mane te kensare lAbha karyAM. kensara na thayuM hota teA kadAca dharmImAM na joDAyeA hAta. mane jivADanAra navakAra che ema huM mAnu chuM. tethI navakAra e mAre mana sarvasva che.
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 233 sAme meta paMjo ugAmIne vATa jatuM hatuM. ghaDI-be ghaDIne A duniyAne mahemAna sahunI vidAya veLAe kSamA mAgate hate, gaLAnA kensaranuM jIvaleNa darda vadhu ne vadhu prasaratuM hatuM. khAvAnuM baMdha thayuM. pANI levAnuM azakya banyuM. mATalAMmATalAM pANI pI javAnI tarasa lAge ane gaLAmAMthI eka TIpuM pANI na utare. maraNanI A kaparI veLAe gulAbacaMdabhAIe pavitra navakAramaMtranuM smaraNa karyuM. dhIre, dhIre pANI levAtuM thayuM. thaDe divase khAvA paNa mAMDyuM. meTA-meTA DokaTaroe hAtha dhaMI nAMkhyA hatA, e kesa camatkArika rIte sudharavA lAgyo. prabhunAmane upacAra sahuthI kAragata nIvaDyo. Aje e jIvaleNa vyAdhi maTayAne sattAvIza varSa thaI gayAM. hajI gulAbacaMdabhAI regamukta taMdurasta jIvana jIvI rahyA che. dhamayAnanI avagaNanA karanAranA jIvanane dharmadhyAne bacAvI lIdhuM. e pachI te dRDha zraddhAthI gulAbacaMdabhAI navakAramaMtranI upAsanA karavA lAgyA. emanA bhautika ane adhyAtmika jIvanamAM avanavuM parivartana thatuM cAlavuM. ene silasilAbaMdha ItihAsa AlekhatAM teo kahe che- "mAro roga gayo eTaluM ja nahi, mArI Arthika sthiti paNa sudharI, mAnasika vikAsa thaye ane zarIra paNa ghaNuM ja sAruM thaI gayuM. amuka mudate haMspiTalamAM zarIra batAvavA jato." eka vakhata vajana karavAnA kAMTA upara na mANasa Avela. vajana karAvavA mAruM nAma pokArAyuM.
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________________ 234 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya gulAbacaMdabhAI......." | he jaIne Ubhe rahyo. mane joIne eNe kahyuM ke, "tuma karyo AyA? pezanTa (daradI) ke khaDA karo." mAre kahevuM paDayuM ke, "meM hI pezanTa huM. ' huM daradI haIza evI kalpanAya na Ave, evuM mAruM zarIra thaI gayuM hatuM. Aje huM badhe ja kherAka laI zakuM chuM. keI parejI pALato nathI. huM saMpUrNa taMdurasta chuM. - mArI Arthika sthitimAM ghaNuM ja sudhAro thaI gayo che ane mAnasika vikAsa thayela paNa anubhavAya che. Aje huM be hajAranI sabhAmAM mAIka upara nIDaratAthI bolI zakuM chuM. ane mArA vicAre sabhAne ThasAvI zakuM chuM. mAre abhyAsa bahu ocho che ane Aja sudhI sabhAmAM kema bolavuM ene keI abhyAsa meM karyo nathI ke nathI koI pAse mArgadarzana lIdhuM; chatAM evA eka-be prasaMga upasathita thayA tyAre huM be hajAra mANasanI sabhA samakSa sArI rIte belI zakaye hate. vaLI "mane aMdarathI ema thAya ke amuka vyaktine ghaNuM divasathI maLAyuM nathI. maLavuM che," te huM gherathI bahAra nIkaLuM, dAdara UtaruM, tyAM e vyakti sAmI maLI jAya che! kAmamAM keI gUMca paDI hoya, kaMI sUjhatuM na hoya ke AmAM zuM karavuM? te huM traNa navakAra gaNIne vicAryuM ne emAM mane mArgadarzana maLI jAya che ! Arthika paristhitimAM ema lAge ke ATalI jarUra che, te sAmethI koI pArTI maLI jAya che,
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________________ maMtravidyAnA prabhAva 235 hamaNAM amArAM ATalAM nANA sAcavajo !' keTalIka vAra sphuraNAo thAya che ke amuka kAryamAM amuka rIte vartavuM. eka-~ vAra mane vicAra AvyA ke mULajI jeThA mArakeTamAM dukAna laI e. mArA bhAIe kahyuM ke, ' pacAsa hajAra pAghaDInA ApatAM paNa mULajI jeThA mArakeTamAM dukAna maLavI muzkela che. vaLI, tyAM dukAna kholIe te! ekAda lAkhanI mUDI joIe. eTale e azakaya lAge che.' thADA divasamAM mArI dhAraNA mujaba banyu. dukAna maLI gaI ! thoDA mahinA upara ame muMbainA parAmAM raheThANa mATe makAnanI zeAdhamAM hatA. amane eka jaNe vAta karI ke eka jaina bhAIne eka makAna bhADe ApavuM che. ame arajI karI. traNase arajImAMthI amArI arajI pAsa thaI. sArI sagavaDavALuM navuM makAna vagara pAghaDIe maLI gayu` ! e miniTane sTezananA raste ane pAMca miniTe derAsara paheAMcI javAya evA anukULa sthaLe makAna maLyu. 6 mane AvA nAnA-moTA ghaNA anubhaveA thatA rahe che. mArAM bahenane kramaneA vyAdhi thayela. muMbaImAM DaoN. kArttiyAjI vagere pAse TrITamenTa karAvI. mIraja laI gayA. paNa kaI phAyadA nahi thayelA. vyAdhi eTaleA badhA ke AkhI rAta ArAmakhurazI para beThAM beThAM kADhavI paDe, jarA paNa sUI na zakAya. mArI pAse te davA tarIke A bhAvanA hatI. meM bhAvanA batAvI ane huM pote savAre, badhA jIve nIrAga aneA.' e bhAvanA karatI vakhate, emanA upara khAsa lakSya ApatA; emanu nAma laI ne e nIreAgI bane evI bhAvanA emane A 4
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________________ 236 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya karatA. gheADA vakhatamAM emane sudhArA thayA. Aje temane tadna sAru thaI gayu che. AmAM mane mananA niyamanI khUba maDhuttA dekhAI che. eTalA mATe huM ane teTalu Achu khAvu chuM. chatAM kAI prasaMge kAI ne e zabdo kahevAI gayA Aya ke keAInuM mana duHkhI thayu' hAya tA mArI bhAvanAne rasa UDI jAya che. savAranA bhAvanA mATe besuM, paNa kAma AgaLa cAlatu ja nathI. vacce vacce jANe e vyakti maneAbhUmikAmAM AvyA ja kare che. huM sAmI vyakti pAse jaIne kSamApanA karuM. pachI ja kAma saraLatAthI cAle. eka dAkhaleA ApuM. ekavAra meM eka veArAnI dukAne pheTA maDhAvavA Apela. bila sADAsAta rUpiyA karyuM. meM kahyuM : 'ATalA hoya ? sAta rUpiyA barAbara che. ' 'nA, zeTha ! je kahyuM che, te vyAjabI che. muMbaImAM tame A kAma karAvyu hAta teA AnA karatAM vadhu kharca thAta.' chatAM sAta rUpiyA ApI huM ghera gayA. bIje divase savAre bhAvanA karavA beThA, tyAre bhAvanA mana ekAgratApUrvaka thAya ja nahi, ane mana sthira vinAnI bhAvanA zA kAmanI? tyAre me AtmanirIkSaNa karyuM ke jarUra kaMIka bhUla thaI che. verAnI dukAne jaI meM vArAne kahyuM : ' alIbAbA, tame kAle sAcI vAta karelI, tame kAma ghaNu N sarasa karyu che. A eka rUpiyA le!' e khuza thaI gayA. e pachI ja mArI bhAvanA barAbara cAlI. koivAra derAsaramAM pUjArI sAthe be akSara khelAI jAya teAye kAma aTakI paDatuM. pachI cAhIne derAsare dana i
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 237 karavA jAuM, cAra ATha AnA pUjArIne ApI ene khuza karuM ane kSamApanA karuM, pachI ja mAruM sAdhanAnuM kAma barAbara thAya. mAre pravRtti bahu ochI che, eTale bahAranAo sAthe mAre prasaMga ja ochA paDe ane kuTuMbIo to khUba ja anukULa banI gayA che. badhAne huM A bhAvane batAvuM chuM. emane huM kahuM chuM ke, "tamAre sukha joItuM hoya te sukha vAve; bIjAne sukha Ape, bIjA sukhI thAya evI bhAvanA kare." AthI mana bagaDavAnAM nimitte mAre ghaNAM ochAM rahe che. chatAM huM mananuM nirIkSaNa satata karyA karuM chuM. vacamAM vacamAM huM tapAsa karato rahuM chuM ke manamAM zuM vicAra cAle che? ane azuddha, azubha vicAra AvelA hoya te tene tarata dUra karI zubha bhAvanAne tyAM sthAna ApuM chuM. huM kaIne maLuM chuM ke vAtacIta karuM chuM tyAre paNa vacce vacce A tapAsa cAlu rAkhuM chuM. sarva jIvone sukhI jevAnI bhAvanAnuM pariNAma e AvyuM che ke AkhuM jagata Aje mAruM mitra banI gayuM che. huM koI ajANyA sthaLe jAuM chuM te tyAM paNa mArI sAthe khUba ja mitratA dAkhave che. temane mArA pratye prema utpanna thAya che ane mane pharI maLavAnI IcchA temanA manamAM rahyA kare che. - eka vakhata huM savAre UTho tyAM page kaI jatu hoya tema lAgyuM. mane thayuM, keImoTuM jIvaDuM che. aMdhAruM hatuM. huM rAte phAnasa ke lAITa rAkhatA nathI. mAre UThavAne samaya thaI gayA hatA. tethI, beDiMga vALI laIne huM bhAvanA karavA besI gayA. bhAvanA ne navakArane kAryakrama pUro thatAM huM UTha.
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________________ 238 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya kala thI A kara de paNa " beTiMga upADIne mUkavA jAu chuM tyAM pheMkaTamAMthI eka mATe vIMchI nIkaLIne saDasaDATa cAlyo gayo. jANe e paNa mArI maiitrIbhAvanA sAMbhaLavA besI na gaye hoya, tema vairavidha bhUlI be kalAka sudhI besI rahyo ! mane thayuM ke je ApaNuM alpa zubha bhAvanAthI AvuM pariNAma nIpajatuM hoya te prakRSTa maitrInA kendrasamA zrI tIrthakara deve jyAM birAjatA hoya te samavasaraNamAM nitya vairI pazu-paMkhIo paNa jAtivera bhUlI jaI sAthe besI temanI vANInuM pAna kare emAM zI navAI? ApaNI bhAvanAnuM biMdu zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI bhAvanAnA siMdhumAM bhaLI jAya to akSaya banI jAya. A hetuthI huM nitya A bhAvanA paNa karuM chuMH zrI tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnI savi jIva karuM zAsanarasI nI bhAvanA saphaLa bane. sarvanA sukhanI ane kalyANanI bhAvanA sAthe karela navakAramaMtranA jApathI mananuM uvIkaraNa thAya che, jIvananA saMgharSomAM gya mArgadarzana prApta thAya che. ane Apattine vairya sAthe vadhAvI levAnuM baLa maLe che, eTaluM ja nahi, enAthI Aje mAro sarvAgI vikAsa thato huM anubhavI zakuM chuM. mane jema jema sAruM thatuM gayuM tema, tema dhIre, dhIre huM dharmamAM paNa AgaLa vadhato gayo, ne vrata-niyama laIne saMyamI jIvana jIvatA zIkhe. saMvata 1966 pUrvenuM mAruM jIvana dharmazUnya hatuM. rAtribhajana, phIcarane dhaMdhe, meDI rAta sudhI ujAgarA, bIjAnuM sAruM jeIne nArAja thavuM-e badhuM te mArA jIvanamAM
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________________ matravidyAnA prabhAva 239 sAmAnya hatu. te vakhate me koInuM sAruM IcchatuM na hatuM. UlaTuM, bIjAnuM bagaDe kema e ja vicAra rahetA. Ama Akhta ane raudradhyAnanA kendramAM huM jIvana vItAvatA hatA. e samaye mane eka kalyANamitra maLI gayeA. eNe mane vyAkhyAnamAM AvavA preraNA karI. huM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLatA thayA, jemAMthI mane ghaNuM mAdana maLyuM che. ane kharAkhara aNIne TAMkaNe vyAkhyAnamAM sAMbhaLela uparokta vacanA yAda AvyAM Ama banne rIte-dravyathI ane bhAvathI-navakAre mane navajIvana ApyuM che. mArA badhA vikAsa ene AbhArI che. ethI huM navakArane mAruM sarvasva gaNuM chuM ane savAre, bhAvanA karatAM pahelAM, navakArane uddezIne eka zrlAka khelI navakAra pratyenA mArA A bhAva huM rAja vyakta karuM chuM. A rahyo e zlAka :-- tvameva mAtA ca pitA tvameva, tvameva baMdhu ca sakhA tvameva / tvameva bidyA draviNa tvameva. tvameva sarva mama deva deva || a:-mAre tame ja mAtA, pitA, bhAI, mitra, vidyA, dhana-e badhuM ja tuM ja che; arthAt e badhAM maLIne mANasanI je apekSAe sASe che e mArI badhI ja apekSAe eka tArA dvArA ja sa'tASAI jAya che. gayA bhAdaravA mAsamAM amAre tyAM zrInavakAramatraneA eka lAkhanA jApa ane zrIva mAna tapanA pAyAnA kArya krama mahArAjazrIe gAThavyeA hatA. te vakhate
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________________ 240 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya meM vardhamAna tapane pAye paNa nAMkhe. kensaranA dardI sAthe A duniyAmAMthI vidAya levA taiyAra thayelo huM lAgeTa vIsa divasa sudhI AyaMbila (eka vakhata rUkSa AhAra kare che ane vacce upavAsanI ArAdhanA karI zakyo! mane ethI khUba ja saMteSa thayo che. mArA jIvanamAM koI ajaba zAMti pasarI rahI che. maMtrazaktithI vizALa lImaDo adaya thaI gayo sva rtha ane paramArtha manuSya jIvananA A be prakAra che. kaI jIvana jIve che svArtha mATe, kaI jIvanane ghasI nAkhe che. paramArtha kAje. jevuM jIvananuM evuM ja maMtra ArAdhanAnuM. keI aMgata, bhautika lAbha khAtara ke acaraja pamADe tevA camatkAra khAtara maMtrazakti veDaphI nAkhe che. te vaLI kaI japa, tapa ane gathI meLavelI zaktine pArakAnI Adhi, vyAdhi ane upAdhi dUra karavA mATe teno upayoga kare che ! keTalAka maMtra sAmAnya mAnavInI najare moTI bAbata samI bhautika siddhi ApIne aTakI jAya che. jayAre koI A jagatane oLaMgIne divya pradezanAM darzana karAve che. RSimaMDalastaMtra e A paramAthI maMtra che. sAkSAtkArI maMtra che. divya cetanAne anubhava karAvanAra virala maMtra che ! sAce maMtravidra sadAya parahita kAje ja maMtrazaktine upayoga kare che. Aja sudhI vidhamI ke adhamI rAjAone
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________________ ma'travidyAnA prabhAva 241 sAceA rAha batAvavA jaina yatiee AvA camatkArI maMtranI zaktinA upayAga karyo che. svadhanA rakSaNa ke gauravane emAM hetu hAya che. keTalAka mAnavA mAne che ke A kalikAlamAM maMtra-taMtra phaLadAyI thatA nathI. paraMtu A mAnyatA bhUlabharelI che. maMtrA ane matrAnA prabhAva Aje paNa evA ja che. mAtra enI ceAgya bhAve ArAdhanA thatI nathI, zakti che zaktinA ekaniSTha sAdhakanI uNapa che. jaina yatioe RSima`DalastAtrathI saje lA camatkArAnI ghaNI kathAo pracalita che. svadharmanA gaurava kAje A ma'tranA prayAganI be kayAe avismaraNIya che. saurASTranA eka gAmamAM jaina muni padhAryAM. temanA thADA samAgamathI sahuM jANI zakayA ke teo maMtravidyAnA jANakAra che. rAtre gAmaleAkeA emane eka vinaMtI karavA AvyA. sAheba, ame meATI mUMjhavaNamAM phasAyA chIe. A upAzrayanA prAMgaNamAM eka meATe lImaDA che. enI vistAra pAmelI DALIe bAjumAM jAya che. DALI para pakSIo bese che. bAjumAM AvelA hAjanA pANIne khagADe che. emaNe kahyuM ke, lImaDA kApI nAkhe. ame kahyuM ke, * ATalA mATA lImaDA kevI rIte kapAya ?" vAta mamate caDI. sarakAramAM phariyAda thaI. kAle sarakArI paca Avaze. A lImaDA kApavAnu kaheze, teA amAruM nAka kapAze. Apa A paristhitinA kaI teADa lAveA. munizrIe kahyuM, * ciMtA kareA nahi. badhAM sArA vAnAM thaze. * trIje divase sarakArI paMca Avyu, paNu lImaDA ja na maLe! paMcanI e vyakti te A sthAnathI paricita hatI. teo lImaDA amuka ' ma. 16
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya jagyAe hatuM ema jANatA hatA, emane te bhAre Azcarya thayuM. Akhare tapAsa karatAM khabara paDI. upAzrayamAM koI jaina muni AvyA che, teo camatkArI maMtranA jJAtA che. paMcanA sabhya temanI pAse gayA. vaMdana karIne sAme beThA. teoe kahyuM, "Apa kRpA karIne amane kahe ke ahIM je vizALa lImaDe hatuM, te kyAM adazya thaI gayo !" munizrIe kahyuM, "tamAre lImaDA jevo che ne?" paMcanI tamAma vyaktioe hakAramAM mAthuM dhUNavyuM. munizrIe kahyuM ke, "je tame lImaDe na kApe to te batAvuM." paMcanI badhI vyaktioe te vAta kabUla karI. tyAre munie maMtra bhaNIne eka mATInI kuMDI UMdhI vALI hatI. emaNe e sIdhI karI ane kahyuM, "juo, have tamane lImaDo dekhAze " paMce bArImAMthI joyuM te lImaDo e ja sthAne hate. havAmAM enI DALIo gUmI rahI hatI! maMtrazakitane eka bIjo kisso paNa jANavA maLe che. jAmanagaranA eka jAmabApunA cAkare nirbaLa banelA aDhAra ghoDA A kasAIne vecyA. zrAvakee A vAta jANI eTale vimAsaNamAM paDayA yatizrI pAse pahoMcyA ane kAkalUdIbharI vinaMtI karI. yatizrIe kahyuM, "A ghaDAo ahIMAthI ja nIkaLavAnA. tame ene vALI le. bAkInuM badhuM huM saMbhALI laIza." kasAIo aDhAra gheDA laIne nIkaLyA, yuvAnee vALI lIdhA, yatijInI sUcanA mujaba eka DelAmAM bAMdhI dIdhA.
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________________ matravidyAne prabhAva 243 kasAIe jAmabApu pAse pahoMcyA. nyAya mATe dhA nAMkhI. bApu paNa gusse thayA. ekeeka vaNikanA gharanI jaDatI levAne hukama karyo. gheDA saMgharanArane pakaDI lAvavA pharamAna karyuM. rAjasevake ane sipAIe tapAsa karavA lAgyA. badhethI eka ja javAba maLe, "ame kaI jANatA nathI. tamane muddAmAla maLe, tyAMthI zodhI le." rAjasevako ane sipAIoe badhA gharanI ane jagAenI jaDatI lIdhI. nirAza thaIne pAchA pharyA. kayAMya ghoDA maLyA nahIM. bApue kahyuM, "kayAMka bIje chUpAvyA haze, AkhA nagaramAM tapAsa kare. ApaNuM cekiyAtone pUche ke temaNe gheDAone jatA-AvatA joyA che kharA?" AjJAne amala thaze, paraMtu pariNAma e ja AvyuM. jAmabApune lAgyuM ke jarUra AmAM kaMI karAmata che. emaNe mahAjana bheguM karyuM ane kahyuM. 'tamArI lAgaNI huM samajuM chuM. tame gheDA vALyA hoya te tamAro gune mApha che. have e gheDa kasAIne tyAM nahIM jAya, enI khAtarI rAkhaje. paNa e ghoDA kayAM che e mane batAvo." AgevAne yatijI pAse gayA, sahu najIkanA DelAmAM gayA. joyuM te aDhAre gheDA bAMdhelA hatA!
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________________ ma'vijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya jAmakhApue tarata ja sAthenA sevake tathA sipAI ene pUchyuM. 'zuM tame A jagyAnI jaDatI lIdhI hatI kharI ?' 244 sipAI ee kahyuM, 'hA mApu, ame be vakhata A jagyAnI jaDatI lIdhI hatI. amane ahI" kaI dekhAyuM. nahAtu AkhI jagyA khAlIkhama hatI.' A sAMbhaLIne jAmabApu hasI paDayA, yatijI tarapha IzArA karatAM lyA. huM A tamArI karAmata lAge che. hajI paNa tamArAmAM AvI vidyA rahelI che, e joine huM ghaNA ja khuza thayA chu. A gheADAone kharAbara jALavIza. mArA taraphathI emane abhayadAna che.' Ama, maMtrazakti kAmayAba che, mAtra enI sAcI rIte ArAdhanA thavI joIe. *** sarva prakAranuM kalyANa karanAra yaMtra kaccha khIjaDA gAmanI vAta. eka pherIvALA AkhA divasa cIjavastu vece, mAMDa traNa chekarAM ne pati-patnInuM pUruM thAya. dukALamAM adhika mAsa AvyeA. pherIvALAne kaI vaLagADa thayA. AkhA divasa bhIMta sAthe mAthuM pachADe. pherI karavA jAya, pherI bAjue rahe ane rastA para nAcavA lAge.
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 245 khAvA bese te cAra-pAMca mANasa jeTaluM sAmaTuM bhejana khAya. raDavA lAge te gharavALIne sADalo oDhIne poka mUke ! raDe te evuM bhayaMkara ke bhalabhalAnA hAthamAM keLiyo rahI jAya. eka gIne zaraNe gayA. pherIvALAnI patnIe ghaNuM, ghaNuM AjIjI karI. egIe sarvatobhadra yaMtranI upAsanA karI. pahelI pATI pIvaDAvI ke pherIvALe mAMDa ThekaDA mAravA. vacce hoMkArA karate jAya ke, "alyA, bhUkha bheguM karIza. phUTapATa para sUvaDAvIza." yogI nirbhaya hatA. emaNe hiMmatabhera anuSThAna cAlu rAkhyuM. navavAra pATI pIvaDAvI. pherIvALe sAje-tAjo thaI gaye. nakhamAMya roga rahyo nahIM. AvI kaDI dazA thaI haze, ene saheje khyAla Ave nahIM. A jaina maMtra che. enuM nAma sarvatobhadra yaMtra che. enI khUbI e che ke 25 | deg | #ii 15deg | 20 ! 4pa ! svA | hA ! bo 70 { 35 | svA | 55 | 10 | hA | 65, 40 kalI ene ADI ke UbhI rIte gaNe, te ene saravALo ekase ne sItterane thaze. maMtrAkSanI vaccenA cAra corasamAM paNa pratyekane saravALe ekase ne sIsara ja thaze..
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________________ 246 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya , "dareka maMtranI peThe AnI upAsanA gurugama che. guru pAsethI te meLavIne temanI AjJA mujaba tenI upAsanA karavI joIe. je kaI samajyA vinA athavA gurune pUchaDyA vinA ema ne ema ja enI upAsanA kare, te ghaNIvAra ene kaMI ja lAbha thato nathI. enI mahenata ane samayanI barabAdI ja thAya che." A yaMtranI traNa rIte upAsanA karavAmAM Ave che. "eka te tAmrapatra para A yaMtra banAvIne enI mAnasa pUjA ane darzana karavA." bIjI rItamAM enuM vidhi vidhAna guru pAsethI samajIne nava divasane pATha karo. A pATha karavAmAM Ave te navarAtrIne akhaMDa pATha kahevAya.' "trIjI rItamAM bhojapatra para A yaMtra AlekhIne hAtha para bAMdhavAmAM Ave che." A yaMtra e kalyANakArI zakti dharAvatuM hovAthI aniSTanI satvara nAbUdI kare che. vaLI enI kalyANakAraka tAkAtane kAraNe anya bAbate mATe e eTaluM ja samartha ne sacoTa puravAra thayuM che." prabhune vizvAsa zeTha rAmalAlajI vaNika jAtinA hatA. te prathama garIba hatA. paraMtu tyAra bAda kaI mahAtmAnA upadeza tathA temanA saMgathI
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 247 temanuM jIvana bhakti tathA japa parAyaNa banyuM enA prabhAvathI emane apAra dhananI prApti thaI hatI. emane tyAM sadA anAthone, duHkhIone, daridrIone bhejana vastrAdi ApavAmAM AvatA. aneka duHkhIone gupta sahAyatA karI teonA duHkhane dUra karyA hatA. enA besavAnA rUmamAM khIMTI para mALAo laTakatI rahetI hatI. keI maLavA Ave ke amasthA Ave to teone mALAthI japa karavAnuM kahevAmAM AvatuM vyarthanI vAta karavAvALA emane tyAM keI AvatA nahi. teo vizeSa bhaNelA paNa na hatA. tejapura gAmamAM eka paMDitajI rahetA hatA. teo Izvara bhakta hatA. e gAmamAM eka jAnakI nAmane DAku (cera) raheto hato. enI IcchA paMDitajIne mArIne tenA dhanamAlane lUMTI levAnI hatI. eka divasa jyAre paMDitajI prabhupUjAmAM lIna hatA, tyAre te cAra pitAnA sAthIo sahita tyAM AvyuM. paMDitajI te IzvarabhaktimAM lIna hatA. teone prabhu para aTala vizvAsa hatuM, tethI teo pUjA karatA ja besI rahyA, paNa UThayA nahi ke gabharAyA paNa nahi. paraMtu beThA, beThA potAnA putrane belAvIne kahyuM ke, e leke taDakAmAMthI AvyA che, mATe emane zarabata pIvarAvo." e lokoe paNa jANyuM ke sAro avasara che, phakata pitA ane putra A be ja vyakti che, ene mArIne kAryane vijaya karavo joIe. e loko zarabata pItA hatA, tyAM ja eka mANasa bUma pAData, pADatA Ave, deDe, deDo, jAnakInA chokarAne baLada mArI nAMkhe che. A sAMbhaLIne badhA loke deDatA, deDatA jAnakIne ghera AvyA ane tyAM jaIne joyuM te chokarAne marele je. jAnakInI
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________________ 248 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya strI rotA, rotA vilApa karIne kahevA lAgI ke, "huM te pahelAM ja kahetI hatI ke brAhmaNane na satAve, ene tyAM na jAo." mAruM na mAnyuM enuM A phaLa maLyuM. A sAMbhaLIne badhAne khabara paDI ke te tyAM corI karavAnA irAdAthI gayo hato. AvA aneka daSTAMta che, jenAthI mAlUma thAya che ke, ja5 tathA prabhubhakitathI sarva prakAranA aniSTonuM nivAraNa thAya che, tathA manekAmanAo phaLIbhUta thAya che. A badhuM jANIne, sAMbhaLIne paNa je japa, bhakita vageremAM vizvAsa na karatA, kahe ke japa kare bilakula vyartha che, e lokenI buddhinI balihArI che. maMtra prabhAve mAnasika duHkhanI mukti barAra prAMtanA AkelA jillAnA eka nAnA gAmamAM eka jaina bahena rahetI hatI, tenuM nAma suMdaradevI hatuM. te mAnasika duHkhathI pIDita hatI. tenA kAraNe te ghaNIvAra AtmahatyA karavAno vicAra paNa karatI hatI. vaLI mAnasika vikRtine kAraNe zarIra paNa vyAdhigrasta rahetuM hatuM. e arasAmAM tene lekhakane samAgama thayo. teNe potAnA duHkhanI rAmakahANI kahI saMbhaLAvI. tene banatuM AzvAsana tathA upadeza Apyo. ane tene japa tathA dhyAnanuM sAdhana batAvyuM. thoDA ja samayamAM japa-dhyAnanA prabhAve tene mAnasika tApa, vyAdhi dUra thayA ane te AnaMdamaya jIvana jIvavA lAgI ane duHkha dUra thayuM. bIjI eka bahena mahArASTra prAMtanA solApura jillAnA eka gAmamAM rahetI hatI, tenuM nAma jayadevI hatuM. tene pitAnA
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________________ maMtravidyAno prabhAva 249 pati sAthe aNabanAva hato. tethI te bahu ja udAsa ane ciMtAtura rahetI ane AtmahatyA karavAnuM vicAre vAraMvAra karyA karatI hatI. tene paNa lekhakane samAgama thaye. tene keTalAka upadeza Apyo ane japa-dhyAna karavAnI sAdhanA batAvI. thoDA samayanI sAdhanAnA prabhAve patipatnImAM nehabhAvanI vRddhi thaI tema ja te bahena sAdhanA rata rahevA lAgI, jethI tenuM manodAkha ane tApa e badhA naSTa thayAM ane pote AnaMdamaya jIvana jIvavA lAgI. Ama prabhunA samaraNa ane dhyAna dvArA, dukhe, dardo dUra thAya che ane Atmika sukhasaha jJAna pragaTe che jethI mAnava sukhI thAya che. sukha bAhya vastu para nirbhara nathI paNa mane-- bhAva para ja nirbhara che. jema ke-eka zaherane cheDe rAjamArgathI dUra eka nAnI-zI jhUMpI, emAM eka DezI rahe. mukha para karacalI. mAMDa mAMDa cAle. AMkhanA teja paNa ochAM thayAM. rAtre DozI sIvavA beThAM. aMdhArI jhUMpaDI ane sAva jhAMkhe dIva, seyamAM doro parove. mahenata ghaNI kare, paNa soyanA kANAmAM dero jAya nahi. Ama karatAM, karatAM soya hAthamAMthI paDI gaI. baha zedhI paNa jaDI nahi. have zuM karavuM? eka te aMdhAruM, bIju AMkhe ochuM dekhAya, emAM vaLI soya zodhavAnI !! dUra rAjamArga para dIvA jhaLahaLe. DozI te dIvAnA prakAzamAM deDI, jaIne tyAM soya zodhavA lAgyAM paNa tyAM heya te jaDe ne? keIe AvIne pUchyuM, "DozI zuM khovAyuM
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________________ ra5o . \ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya che?" javAba Ape "soya". rAhadArIe pUchyuM, "mAjI, e lagabhaga kyAM paDI che? tame barAbara kyAM beThAM hatAM?" DozI kahe, "bhAI, seya te mArI jhUMpaDImAM khevAI che. paNa ahIMyA prakAza hovAthI ahIM boluM chuM." rAhadArI kahe, ahIM ya zodhe, kaMI nahIM vaLe. jhUMpaDImAM prakAza karo to maLe !" kahevAne matalaba e che ke soyanI jema sukha kayAM che ane mAnavabaMdhuo tene zodhe che kayAM? soya jhUMpamAM paDI hatI ane tenI zodha bahAra thatI hatI. tema ja sukha mAtra pitAnA AtmAmAM che ane te AtmAbhimukha thavAthI maLe tema che chatAM loke DozImAnI jema sukhanI zodha jagatamAM karI rahyA che te kevI rIte sAMpaDe? na ja maLe. tenI zodha aMtaramAM karavAnI che, jenuM sAdhana sAdhyasiddhi mATe japa ane dayAna che. UThe vIra, jAgRta thAo ane satyanA paMthika bane, astu. prabhu nAmanI dhUna dareka vipattimAMthI mukta kare che prabhunAmanI dhUna dareka "ApattimAMthI" amane ugAratI rahI! IzvaramAM ke kudaratamAM tame mAnatA che ke na paNa mAnatA. he; tamArI vaijJAnika buddhi tamane prabhunI hastI mATe zaMkA preratI hoya te bhale, paraMtu nIcene mAre svAnubhava vAMcyA pachI kaMI nahi teya tame eTaluM te mAnatA thaze ja ke jagatamAM evuM adazya alaukika baLa athavA zakti kAma karI
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________________ ke : maMtravidyAne prabhAva 25 rahI che kharI, je saMkaTa samaye AjanA mAnavIne e kudaratI zakti samIpa laI jAya che. yugAnDAnA IdI amIne AThamI ogasTane 1872 nA. roja vaTahukama bahAra pADaye ke nevuM divasanI aMdara yugAnDAnA. tamAma bIna nAgarika eziyana deza cheDI jAya. tyAra pachI kevI karuNatA sajaI ene itihAsa te lAMbo che. paraMtu huM mAruM kuTuMba laIne saLamI okaTobaranA divase mAruM zahera choDIne kaMpAlA AvavA nIkaLe. ekase ne sATha mAilanA e. lAMbA rastA para nava ThekANe miliTarI cekiMga hatAM. ceka piInTa najIka Ave ke tarata ja mArI patnI ane bALake. "kAramAM" rAmadhUna zarU karI de, kAraNa ke moTA bhAganA ceka piInTa para eziyana lUMTAtA hatA. emanA mAlasAmAnamAMthI ghaNI badhI cIje miliTarI AMcakI letA hatA. ane strIonA zarIra paranA dAgIne utArI letA hatA. kayAMka kyAMka te mArajhUDa ke dholadhapATa paNa thatI hatI. A badhAmAMthI bacIne ame kaMpAlA te sahIsalAmata pahoMcI gayA. amAruM muMbaI janAruM plena ogaNasamIne bapore aDhI vAge upaDavAnuM hatuM. ame savAranA ATha vAge seTala eraporTa javA UpaDI gayAM. phakta eziyananI hakAlapaTI mATe tyAM eka "TempararI" khAsa zeDa bAMdhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM ane amAre sAe amArA rejidA. kAryo vagere tyAM ja patAvavAnA hatA. meIna InTaranezanala eraporTa amAre mATe na hatuM. kasTama ekadama cAlu thayuM. ame pAMca TikiTa upara se kilo vajana laI jaI zakIe. paNa mArI pAse eka ne cepana kilo vajana hatuM. traNa adhikArIoe
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________________ 2para maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya A vadhArAnA vajana mATe mane caudase ziliMga bharavA jaNAvyuM. mArI pAse pAMcaso ziliMga hatA te te lUMTAI gayA hatA ane phakta pAMca ziliMnI noTa ja bacI hatI. meM paisA bharavAnI azakita jAhera karI eTale eNe mAre sAmAna khaseDI nAkhyA ane bIjA pesenjarenI patAvaTamAM paDyo. A tarapha mArI patnIe sUcavyuM ke, "ApaNe cepana kila je vadhArAnuM vajana thayuM te kADhI nAMkhI ahIM ja rahevA daIe, jene joIe te bhale upADI jAya." Ama vicArI ame je kADhI nAkhavAnuM hatuM te nakkI karI lIdhuM. pachI huM kasTama adhikArIo pAse gaye ane vAta karI, paNa eNe te mane kahI dIdhuM, "tamArI pAse vadhAre paDatuM vajana che. tame nahi jaI zake." meM ene ghaNe samajAvyuM ke vAdharAnuM tamAma vajana huM ahIM choDavA taiyAra chuM. paNa eNe mAnyuM ja nahi. kevaLa eka ja raTaNa eNe karyA karyuM: "tamArI pAse vadhAre paDatuM vajana che. ' aDhI vAgyAnuM plena UpaDI gayuM. evaDA moTA vizALa "zeDamAM" ame pAMca ja bAkI rahyA. huM, mArI patnI ane traNa bALake tathA e baMdUkadhArI bhayaMkara miliTarI * vALa ane cha Aphrikana paTere. A saunI bhUkhI ane bhayAnaka najare amane vIMdhatI rahI. AjubAju nirjana ane bhaya kara vagaDe. mane thayuM ke Aje ApaNA AyuSya pUrAM thavAnAM, sAmAna badhe lUMTAI javAnI zakyatA. patnI ane dIkarIone upADI jAya tema paNa bane, kAraNa tyAM te meM upara jaNAvyA e sivAya kALe kAgaDe ya na hato. huM eTalo te gabharAI gaye hatuM ke mArAthI kaMI ja belI zakAtuM na hatuM. savAre
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 253 pIdhelA cAnA pyAlA sivAya kaMI ja peTamAM gayuM na hatuM: chevaTe ame pAMca khurazIo bhegI lAvIne kuMDALe besI gayAM. jalArAma ane datta bAbAnI dhUna zarU karI dIdhI. jyAM buddhi bahera mArI jAya tyAM zraddhA kAma karI jAya. mArI patnIne pUrNa zraddhA hatI ke ApaNe vALa paNa vAMke thavAnuM nathI. dhUna cAlu rahI. sADAcAra vAgyA. ane na mAnI zakAya tema camatkAra saja. pelA traNa kasTama adhikArIo je yugAnDAnA hatA. emanI DayUTI pUrI thaI ane emanI jagyAe kenyAnA traNa adhikArIo pharaja para AvyA. pharatAM, pharatAM amArA "zeDa" mAM AvI caDyA. amArA hAvabhAva joIne ene lAgyuM ke A leke bhagavAnanuM bhajana kare che. traNe amArI pAse AvyA. mane kahe ke, "tame loko sAva ekalA AvA bheMkAra "zeDa"mAM kema besI rahyA che?" DUbate taraNuM jhAle tema jhaTa daIne huM Ubhe. thaI gaye, karagarI paDe ane athathI Iti sudhI mArI vAta rajU karI. enuM dila halI gayuM. mane kahe, "tame jarAya gabharAze nahIM. Aja rAtanA 12 vAge InTaranezanala eraporTa parathI eka khAsa phalAITa sIdhI nonasTopa muMbaI javAnI che, emAM huM game tema karIne tamArI sagavaDa karI ApIza. hamaNAM ja huM e vyavasthA karavA jAuM chuM. daramiyAna tame loke ahIM ja beThA rahe. ISTa Aphrikana eravejhanA kharce tamane huM pAMca laMca pekeTa mokaluM chuM. tame nirAMte pahelAM jamI lo." ATaluM kahI eka ophisara amArI madharAtanA plenanI jagyAe karavA gayo. bIje laMca pekeTa levA gaye. trIje amArA rakSaNa mATe tyAM ja Ubhe. laMca pekeTa AvyA, ame jamyAM. e ja
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________________ 254 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya ophisara sADA pAMce cA ane kephI laI Avyo. pahelo ophisara amAre javAnI vyavasthA karIne sAta vAge pAcho AvyA ane mane kahe che ke, "madharAtanA plenamAM tame pAMca sau prathama plenamAM caDaze ane bIjA pesenjara pAchaLa Avaze. evI vyavasthA thaI gaI che. ane ahIM besavAmAM jokhama che. mATe mArI saluna gADImAM besI jAva. huM InTaranezanala eraporTa para utAruM. tyAM madharAtanA plenavALA pesenjare Avaze. tamArA sAmAnamAMthI eka ratala paNa ochuM karavAnI jarUra nathI. huM ene palena Ave ke tarata ja mAre hAthe caDAvI daIza. Ama kahI amane e enI gADImAM InTaranezanala eraporTa upara laI gaye. sAthe amAro sAmAna paNa lIdhe. tyAM pahoMcIne amane hAza thaI ArAmathI gAdI upara ADA thayA. nava vAge pAcho pahele adhikArI mArI pAse Avyo ane mane pAMca pAsa ApIne kahe ke, "tame loko A pAsa laIne DAInIMga holamAM jAva ane IsTa Aphrikana eravejhane kharca bhojana laI le. ame te phATI AMkhe ene joI ja rahyA. jANe brahmA viSa-sadehe pRthvI upara utarI AvyA hoya ema lAgyuM. ame rAtre nava vAge bhojana mATe gayA. agiyAra vAge khAsa vimAna AvyuM eTale e traNeya adhikArIo amArI pAse AvyA ane mane kahe ke, "tamAre sAmAna huM plenamAM mUkAvI dau chuM. ane tame pAMca A grInakArDa laIne pahelAM caDI jAva. ame pAMce eTalA gaLagaLA thaI gayA ke gaLAmAMthI zabda ja na nIkaLe. mane khAme joIne mAre khabhe hAtha mUkI eNe pUchayuM. "have tame khuza che ne?" huM "hA" ke "nA"
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________________ 255 maMtravidyAne prabhAva kAMI ja na kahI zakyo. kevaLa ophisaranA baMne hAtha pakaDIne meM mArI AMkhee lagADI dIdhA. maunanI eka adUbhuta bhASA be miniTa mATe tyAM racAI gaI. plena sAme ja UbhuM hatuM. amAre sAmAna caDI gaye hatA ane ame paNa vidAya lIdhI. plenamAM caDayA, rAtanA bAranA DaMkA paDyA. plenanI ghararATI belI ana cheDI ja miniTamAM te jamIna parathI addhara thayuM tyAre amArA addhara thayelA jIva heThaLa beThA. amane thayuM amArI prArthanA sAMbhaLIne AvelA pilA traNa ophisara keNa haze? A anubhava yAda karIe chIe ane thAya che ke A jagatamAM saMcAlana keI adazya zakti karI rahI che. tame ene Izvara kahe to Izvara ane alaukika ke adazya zakti gaNe te te ! mAnava bhale Izvarane bhUle, tene na mAne paNa kudarata AvA samaye tene pitAnI yAdI ApI tenI nAstikatAne dUra karIne tenI suSupta zraddhAne jAgRta kare che te temanI apAra dayA sUcaka che. maMtraprabhAve-yogamAM siddhi jAmanagaramAM eka bahena jemanuM nAma divALIbahena hatuM. temane janma 199 nA bhAdaravA suda sAtamane divase thaye hate. teo agiyAra varSanI bAlyavaye vidhavA banyAM hatAM. temanA kuTuMbamAM eka dharmAtmA bahena hatAM temaNe A divALI
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________________ 256 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya bahenane dharmamAM saMlagna karavA mATe pUratuM dhyAna ApyuM. vaLI sAdhusaMtanA samAgame paNa jJAnArjana karyuM. eka vakhate paMDita lAlanane samAgama paMnyAsajI mahArAja kezaravijayajI sAthe khAvaDI gAmamAM thaye hato. tyAM jAya saMbaMdhI prasaMga nIkaLatAM keTalAka mANasoe pacAsa, pacAsa lAkhane jApa karavAno nirNaya karyo. divALIbahenane paNa jApa karavAno niyama ApavAmAM Avyo hato. prathama te jApa karavAnuM A bahenane muzkela lAgyuM. kema ke jeNe ghaNuM vAMcyuM hoya, sAMbhaLyuM hoya tethI temanI te Adata paDI gaI hoya che, tethI temane jApa karavAnuM muzkela lAge che. vAMcavuM temAM rasa ThIka jAme che, paraMtu A to sthiratApUrvaka kalAka sudhI japamAM saMlagna rahevuM paDe te muzkelIne viSaya hato. paNa dhIme, dhIme temAM temane rasa lAgavA mAMDe. prathama temaNe "3% ahaM namaH"ne jApa zarU karela tyAra pachI gurudevanI AjJAthI 3SkArane jApa zarU karyo. A TUMke jApa brunA madhya bhAgamAM AMtaradaSTi rAkhI temaNe kalAkanA kalAka sudhI karavAnI Adata pADI hAlatAM, cAlatAM sUtAM, besatAM paNa te jApa na bhUlAya tevI pravRtti vadhArI. pariNAme temane te sthaLe lohacuMbaka jevuM AkarSaNa thavA lAgyuM, dhIme, dhIme dhumADA jevAM kALAM vAdaLe dekhAvA lAgyAM, AgaLa vadhatAM vAdaLAM varasI rahyA pachInA veta vAdaLAM jevo prakAza dekhAvA lAgyo, ane pachI te te prakAzamAM pratidina vadhAre thavA lAgyo, temAM vRttinI ekAgratA thavA lAgI. pachI to temAM e rasa lAgyo ke kalAke sudhI teo jApamAM sthira rahevA lAgyAM.
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 2pa7 abhyAsa paripakava thatA temanI kuMDalinI jAgRta thaI ke divya purUSa aMtaramAM preraNA karatA ke ja, AgaLa ja, AgaLa jA, haju AgaLa vadha tema tema tenA hRdayamAM utsAha vadhavA lAgyo. kuMDalinI jAgRta thayA pachI te upara caDhIne cakkAnuM bhedana karavA lAgI tyAre avanavA aneka anubhave temane AMtarapradezamAM thavA lAgyA. sAthe, sAthe pUrvakRta azubha karmodayathI aneka prakAre temanI kasoTIne prasaMge upasthita thayo. pUrva janmanA vairI mithyAtvI de AvIne tene upasarga karavA lAgyA. kaI kaI prasaMge evA upasarga thatAM ke jANe jIvanano aMta Avaze. Ama chatAM divALIbahena kayAre paNa AtmabhAna bhUlatA nahi, tema ja te deve para reSa vagere paNa karatA nahi. vaLI temanA zubha puNyadaye samyagdaSTi deve tene sahAyatA karavA mATe paNa AvatA hatA. temane dharma pamADenAra bahena paNa marIne svargamAM gayela te deva to sadaMtara tenI sahAyatA karatA hatA. jyAre, jyAre mithyAtvI de upasarga karatA tyAre, tyAre te deva temane khUba ja sAvadhAna rahevAnuM sUcavatA ane jAgRti ApavA AtmabhAna na bhUlAya te mATe satata saddabodha ApatA hatA. aMtamAM temanA abhyAsanA baLe temane jAtismaraNajJAna thayuM hatuM. jAtismaraNa dvArA temaNe pitAnA AgaLanA sAta bhava joyA ane AThame bhava te A divALIbAIne hate. ane tyAra pachI thavAvALA be bhava temaNe joyA hatA. ahe sAdhanA prabhAve zuM asaMbhava che? arthAt sarva saMbhava che. temane vacana siddhi Adi aneka zakitao pragaTela paNa temanA sahAyaka de siddhionI prasiddhi karavA mATe nA kahetA hatA, saM. 17
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya kAraNa ke tema karavAthI sAdhakane AgaLa vadhavAmAM vidane upasthita thavAno saMbhava che. temanI bahenapaNI eka vyaMtara jAtimAM hatI ane tyAM te bahu duHkhI hatI, tene potAnI pAse bolAvI tyAre te AvI ane temane joI dhrusake dhrusake raDI paDI hatI, pitAnI A sthiti mATe tene bahu duHkha thayuM hatuM. A bahene tene AzvAsana ApyuM, ane A bhavamAM jAgRta thaI, AgaLa vadhavA sUcanA karI. tene gurudeva pAse laI jaI praNavano jApa karavAnI pratijJA levarAvI. bodhibIjane baMdha apAvyuM ane savizeSa prakAre jAgRta karI. tyAra pachI te vyaMtaradevI keI koI prasaMge te bahena pAse AvatI ane tene pUchatAM ke have kema che? tyAre. te kahetI ke jApa karavAthI mane AnaMda thAya che. tene bahena bhalAmaNa karatA ke have kAyama jApa karatA raheze, vagere. tenI eka bIjI bahenapaNI paNa vyaMtara jAtinI devI hatI, te samRddhivaMta ane sukhI hatI. tene belAvIne guruzrI pAse praNavane jApa ane bodhibIja saMbaMdhI vivekajJAna apAvI tene dharmaparAyaNa karI hatI. eka prasaMge pAlitANAnI yAtrA kaI vivAdane aMge baMdha thavAnI hatI tyAre A bahene ghaNu mahenata karI hatI. - pAlitANanA parvata para zAsanAdhiSThAta cakrezvarIdevInI mUrtinI sanmukha lagabhaga aradho kalAka beThAM haze, teTalAmAM devIe pratyakSa thaI darzana ApI UbhAM rahyAM. bahene yAtrAbaMdha na thAya te mATe prArthanA karI paNa javAba ApyA vinA cAlyAM
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________________ 259 karatAM zrI mahetAnI maMtravidyAno prabhAva gayAM. pharIvAra potAnA mukAme dhyAna karIne bolAvyAM, tarata AvyAM, paNa jarA hasIne cAlyAM gayAM. thoDA divasa pachI pharI belAvyAM, "javAba kema ApatA nathI?" uttaramAM kahyuM : bahena ! utAvaLa na karo, dhIme, dhIme sAruM thaze, satkarmo karavAnI lekane preraNA kare." vagere kahIne cAlyAM gayAM. tyAra pachI aThavADiyAmAM ekavAra cakezvarI devI tathA ekavAra sarasvatIdevIne jyAre yAda karatAM tyAre AvatA, paNa temaNe pitAnA svArthanI mAMgaNI kayAre paNa karI nahotI. A bahenanA vikAsanAM aneka kAraNo che. brahmacaryanI daDhatA jemAM svapna paNa kaI deSa lAgyuM na hatuM. bIjuM vrata lIdhA pachI navakArasI pratyAkhyAna ane trIjo rAtrIne evIhAra e badhA niyama jIvana sudhInA hatA, ane koI paNa prasaMge temAM apavAda sevyo na hato. A sivAya bAInI AtmazraddhA aDela hatI. maraNaH upasargomAM paNa huM AtmA chuM e bhAna teo bhUlatA nahi. guru uparanI zraddhA ane AjJAnI ArAdhakatA paNa teTalI ja daDha hatI. keI tene kahe ke divALI bahena! amuka sthaLe eka yogI mahArAja che tenI pAse ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLaze. tenA javAbamAM teo kahetAM ke, tame badhA temanI pAsethI meLave, "mAre te mArA guru che tenI pAsethI maLe che ane jeze tyAre maLaze. jyAre, jyAre huM temanI pAse jAuM chuM tyAre, tyAre navIna kAMIka laIne ja AvuM chuM. mATe mAre bIje javAnI jarUra nathI." guraAjJA pAlana karavAmAM teo ghaNuM ja dakSa hatA. tene je kaMI sAdhana batAvavAmAM AvatuM te teo hajAra
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________________ 26e maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya kAma paDatA mUkIne karatAM hatAM ane sAdhananI siddhi karyo ja rahetAM. keI vakhata tene madada karanAra devanA vacanane. anAdAra karatAM tyAre teo zAMta rahetAM ane guru dvArA te temane kahevaDAvIne pachI te tenuM pAlana karatAM. temane mana guru ja prabhu ane deva samAna hatA. guru paranI A zraddhAthI ja teone vikAsa thayo hate. teo AvA saMyama ane AjJApAlana sAthe jApano abhyAsa karatAM hatAM. aneka upasargo ane regenA prasaMgamAM paNa teNe pitAne abhyAsa baMdha karyo na hato. japa, dhyAna karavAmAM jarA paNa pramAda sevatAM nahi. badhA loke jyAre zAntithI nidrA letA hoya tyAre A bahena te vakhate paNa sAdhanAmAM rata rahetA. rAtrImAM bhAgye ja eka kalAka UMghatAM te paNa dhyAnAvasthAmAM ja nidrita thaI jatAM, te paNa tenA vikAsanuM kAraNa che. mAnava zraddhA, prema sahita ane guru AjJA saha saMyamI jIvananI sAthe jA5 ane dhyAnane abhyAsa kare che te A bahenanI jema keTalo vikAsa sAdhI zake. mATe vIra UTho . ane jIvanane saphaLa karavA kaTibaddha thAo. divALIbahene jApe ane dhyAna dvArA vartamAnakALe keTale vikAsa karyo temAM samaya kaMI ja vina karI zakatuM nathI kevala sva puruSArthathI saddhi avazya sAMpaDe che.
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________________ ane che te che paNa hAranA maMtrajapa maMtravidyAne prabhAva 261 bhAvapUrvaka japa karanAra jIvananA aMtane jANuM ane mANI zake che. thoDA vakhata pahelAMnI banelI satya ghaTanA ujajainamAM eka vaizya kuTuMba rahetuM hatuM. temAM be puruSa, eka strI ane be tenAM bALaka hatAM. eka bhAI avivAhita hato ane bIjA bhAIne be putro hatA. e kuTuMbane nirvAha eka nAnI dukAna para thato hato. gharane mukhya mAlika rAtrImAM nivRttinA samaye zAMta citte ekAgramanathI maMtrajapa karato hate. eka divasa tene putra rAte UThaze tyAre teNe jeyuM ke pitA hAthamAM mALA laIne kaI maMtrajapa karI rahyA che. e vakhate te teNe emane kaMI pUchayuM nahi paNa savAramAM prazna karyo ke, "tame rAte zeno japa karatA hatA ? " pitAe kahyuM-"bhAI! huM kAMI vadhAre bhaNela nathI. badhA loke rAmanAmane japa kare che. eTale huM paNa rAmanAmane japa karuM chuM.' putra samajo ke A to sahune kalyANanuM kAraNa che. eTale teNe vizeSa pUchaparacha karI nahi. keTalAka samaya pachI e gRhapatine svapnamAM eka mahAtmAnA darzana thayAM temaNe tene kahyuM "parama divase tamane laI jaIzuM sAvadhAna raheje." AthI gRhapati samajI gayA ke parama divase rAte mAre aMtasamaya che. tenI patnI bAjumAM sUtI hatI tene UThADI svapnanI vAta
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________________ zira, maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya kahI ane pite vidAyanI taiyArI karavA mAMDI. temane je dAnapuNya karavuM hatuM tathA sagAsaMbadhIo sAthe je vAtacIta karavI hatI te karI lIdhI pachI pavitra bhAvapUrvaka hAthamAM mALA laIne japa karavA beThA. pitAnA kuTuMbIjanene paNa Aja rIte japa karavA besADayA. A vakhate tenI strIe kahyuM, "mane mUkIne kema jAe che?" gRhapatie kahyuM: "eka varSa pachI tuM paNa AvIza." tenA nAnA bhAIe paNa e ja prazna karyo, tene gRhapatie kahyuM: "tArI bhAbhI pachI eka varSe tAre vAre che." harijanamAM savA bhagatanI khyAti khUba che. temaNe pitAne aMta samaya agAuthI jANI lIdhuM hatuM. * aMtasamaya AvI pahoMcatA temaNe sagAvahAlAM tathA. nAtIlAone pitAne ghera bolAvI harikIrtana zarU karyuM hatuM. teo potAnA kapALamAM kuMkumanuM tilaka karI hAthamAM zrIphaLa laI sahunI vacce beThA hatA ane harikIrtanamAM bhAga letA hatA. vidAyane samaya thatAM bhagate kahyuM : vaikuMThamAMthI vimAna AvI gayuM che. have ame jaIe chIe. sahune rAmarAma." pachI temaNe AMkha mIMcIne dhyAna "dharatAM temane AtmA deha cheDI gaye. - Aje AvAM dhanya mRtyu keTalA pAmI zake che? te vicAravAnuM che. DekaTaranA Dojha pItAM, pItAM ke IjekazanenI
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________________ matravidyAnA prabhAva 26 sAyA khAtAM, khAtAM sAnabhAna rahita sthitimAM A jagatamAMthI vidAya thavuM e dhanya mRtyu teA nathI ja. bhagavAnanA koI paNa nAmanA prema, bhakti ane zraddhApUrvaka japa karavAthI zArIrika rAgA dUra thAya che. maMtra japa karavAthI zarIranI kAMti vadhe che. lakSmImAtra dhananI devI nathI, sauMdaryAMnI paNa devI che. tAtpaya e che ke zarIra svastha ane sudRDha banAvavAmAM japa sAdhana upayAgI che. mAnasika rAgeAnuM nivAraNa bhagavAnanA nAmanA japathI thAya che. vacananI zakti sarasvatInA maMtra-japathI khIle che ane zIghra kAvyeA racavA jeTalI dakti sAMpaDe che. zra ramaNa maharSi e upadezasAramAM kahyuM che ke :-- * vANI dvArA stavana-statra melIe tenA karatAM manamAM japa karavA ane dhyAna dharavuM e zreSTha che. zrI zivAnaM sarasvatIe japayeAgamAM kahyuM che ke : 'jaya viSayA tarapha jatA vicAra pravAhanA baLane aTakAve che. te manane Izvara tarapha zAzvata sukhanI prApti tarapha vALavA pharaja paDe che. pariNAme te Izvaradarzana karavAmAM madada kare che. jaya ane pAzavatAmAMthI vatratAmAM, rajasamAMthI sattvamAM pheravI nAMkhe che. te manane zAMta ane majabUta kare che. te manane maMtamu kha kare che. te mananI bahAra phelAyelI vRttine aTakAve che. te nizcaya ane tapakhaLane prakhaLa banAve che. pariNAme te ISTadeva agara Izvara sAkSAtkAranA sIdhA dat tarapha laI jAya che. zrI meATA eka AdhyAtmika puruSa tarIke
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________________ *64 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya Aje gujarAtamAM vikhyAta che. temaNe saveipayeAgI japa sAdhanA graMthanI prastAvanAmAM kahyu che ke : japa eka amAgha daivI zakti che. taMtra sAramAM ema kahyuM che ke :~ / " yakSeA, rAkSaseA, pizAcA, duSTa graheA tathA bhAkara sarvAM atyaMta bhaya pAmIne matrajapa karanArAenI pAse jatA nathI, jaI zakatA nathI. ,, tAya ke manuSya A badhAnA bhayeAmAMthI rakSaNa meLavavA icche temane te maLI rahe che. janmasthAnamAM paDelA duSTa graho manuSyane aneka rIte pIDA upADe che tathA bhayakara perpAnI sAthe pAnArA paDayAM te e ANA jAna lIdhA vinA rahetA nathI. eTale tenA bhayamAMtha bacavuM Avazyaka che. nitya niyamita ma`trajapa karavAthI temanA layamAMthI bacI zakAya che. gheADA samaya pahelAM eka dvimbara suni ekAMtamAM besI matrajapa karatA hatA. evAmAM eka bhayaMkara sarpa kuMphADA mAratA, mAratA anya ane temanA sthAnamAM dAkhala thayA. leAkeA A dRzya joI rahyA ane have zu thaze ? tenI ciMtA karavA lAgyA. paNu e p khaMdara jatAM ja zAMta thaI gayA ane munithI thADe dUra petanI pheNa vistArI temane namana karavA lAgyA. A joI leAke AzcayanA pAra rahyo nahi. A ghaTanA va mAnapatrAma pragaTa thayelI che. svAmI vivekAnaMde eka sthaLe kahyuM che keH 'pavitra nAmane phrI pharI khelavu... enuM nAma japa che. e japa dvArA ja bhakta UMce anatane pahoMce che.'
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva ra65 - mahAtmA gAMdhIe rAmanAmanA pustakamAM kahyuM che ke - je maMtrano japa karyA ja karaze, te aMte vijayane meLavaze emAM mane jarA zaMkA nathI. e maMtra enI jIvAdorI thaze ane badhAM saMkaTomAMthI bacAvaze." mota, nAga ane maMtra bAvIsa varSanI svarUpavAna saralAne IlAja karanArA De. bAjapeyIne e jIvI zake tevI keI AzA nahatI. saralAnA pati paMkaje pharUkhAbAda jillAnA eka sAptAhikanA saMpAdaka ane maMtranI siddhi dharAvanArA lakSmInArAyaNane lAvyA. lakSmInArAyaNa maMtroccAra zarU karyA ke saralAnA zarIramAMthI kaI puruSano avAja lakSmInArAyaNane paDakAravA lAgyuM. hiMmatavAna lakSmInArAyaNe saralAnA zarIramAMthI AvatA avAjane paDakAra karyo ane pUchyuM, "bola, tAre zuM joIe che?" bImAra saralAe jozabhera pitAnuM mAthuM UMcuM karyuM ane vicitra rIte puruSanA avAjamAM bolI, "ame Ane laI javA mAgIe chIe." maMtravid lakSmInArAyaNe prabaLa avAje pUchayuM, "tame laI javA mAge che, paNa kene?" A chokarIne ! ATaluMya tame samajatA nathI?" saralAe vicitra evA purUSanA avAjamAM javAba vALe.
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________________ 266 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA zaha lakSmInArAyaNe pUchayuM, "e chokarI che ke je vAta heya te spaSTa kaho." javAba maLe, "saralA." lakSamInArAyaNe pharI prazna karyo ke, "te tame saralA nathI ? "nA." te pachI tame che keNa?" huM prabhu dayALa chuM," saralAe javAba vALyo. tamArA sAthIo kayAM gayA ?" enI tamAre zI paMcAta ?" "enI khabara te have paDaze." ema bolIne lakSmInArAyaNa gaMbhIra banI gayA. saralA vicitra avAje babaDatI hatI, "are! joyA, jeyA, tamane joyA.. tamArA jevA te keTalAya mArA khissAmAM che. ane jANI le ke sattAvIsamI tArIkhe rAtanA bAra vAge ane 8 miniTe ame Ane laI jaIzuM, hiMmata hoya te rekaje." lakSamInArAyaNe kahyuM, "are kAlanI vAta javA de. have pachInI miniTe zuM thavAnuM che, enIye kyAM kaIne khabara che? sattAvIsamI tArIkhanI nahI paNa AjanI vAta kara. Aje jarA mArI tAkAta to joI le. pachI mane paDakAravAne vicAra karaje." "are! tArAmAM te vaLI zI tAkAta che?" saralA aTTahAsya. karatAM belI.
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva lakSmInArAyaNe pIvAnuM pANI mAgyuM. glAsamAM pANI lAvavAmAM AvyuM. emaNe saralAne pANI pIvA mATe Agraha karyo, paraMtu saralA pANI pIvA keI paNa saMjogomAM taiyAra na thaI pharIvAra lakSmInArAyaNe hukama karatA hoya tema pANI pIvA kahyuM. paraMtu saralAe jhanUnapUrvaka asvIkAra karyo. jezabhera nA pADavA jatAM saralAnI AMkhe saMpAdaka lahamInArAyaNanI AMkho sAthe TakarAI baMne thoDA samaya sudhI ekabIjAne tAkI tAkIne joI rahyA. "cAla, pANI pI jA." lakSmInArAyaNa eTalA jorathI belyA ke khaMDanI dIvAle kAMpavA lAgI. jhanUnathI bharelI ane vicitra vartana karatI saralA lakSmInArAyaNanA A Adezane InkAra karI zakI nahIM. saralAe pANI pIdhuM ane pavitra jIvana gALatA lakSmInArAyaNanA mukha para malakATa pragaTe. emaNe saralA bhaNI maMDAyelI emanI najara bAjue vALatAM kahyuM, "mArAmAM bhale tAkAta na hoya, tArAmAM je hoya te jarUra tArI tAkAta batAva." saralAe palaMga parathI kUdIne nAsI javAno prayatna karyo. paraMtu ene evuM lAgyuM ke jANe ene keIe bAMdhIne besADI dIdhI hoya. saralA bolI, "are ! tame te bhAre dagAbAja do." Ama, bolIne e lakSmInArAyaNa sAme ghUrakIne jovA lAgI. lakSmInArAyaNe haLavAzathI pUchayuM, "are, meM ze dago karyo ?"
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya 'tame! tame ze| dageA karyAM? tame pANI pIvaDAvIne mane bAMdhI lIdhI che.' 68 'khATuM zA mATe khele che? are, pANI pIvaDAvIne te kAI ne bAMdhI zakAtA haze?? 8 mane khAMdhIne tame tamArA meAtane nimatraNa Apyu che.' Ama khelatI saralAneA caherA ghaNA bhayAnaka thaI gayA. lakSmInArAyaNe nIDaratAthI kahyuM, 'meAta ! mAta te sadAya mArA mAthe savAra hAya che. mane Azcaya e vAtanuM che ke huM kema marI jate nathI ?' 6 evAmAM ekAeka saralAnA mukhamAMthI meAralInA jevA avAja nIkaLavA lAgyA. lakSmInArAyaNe khUma pADI, * badhA peAtAnA paga palaMga para lai leA. DaoNkaTara bAjapeyI, tame paNu tamArA paga palaMga para laI leA. , theADI ja vAramAM phUMphADAneA avAja saMbhaLAyA. gabharAI ne joyu teA eka kALA nAga jIbhanA lakhakArA mAratA saralA sAme jote hateA. ema lAgatuM hatuM ke, saralAnA mukhamAMthI nIkaLatA meAralInA sUramAM meAhita thaI ne e nAga enI pheNa uThAvIne jhUmI rahyo hatA. saralAe vicitra avAje bUma pADI, 'A duSTane DaMkha de.' ane eNe lakSmInArAyaNa bhaNI saMketa karyAM. lakSmInArAyaNanA caherA para bhayanuM koI nizAna na hatuM. nAga emanA tarapha sarakayo ke tarata ja te kheAlyA, 'nAgadevatA ! tamArI sAthe mAre kAI baira nathI. bIjAnA verane kAraNe tame mane
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________________ maMtravidyAno prabhAva 269 daMza Ape emAM tamArI zebhA nathI. jyAMthI AvyA che tyAMpAchA cAlyA jAva - ane paLavAramAM nAga khaMDamAM eka cakkara lagAvIne bahAra nIkaLI gayA. - lakSmInArAyaNe saralA bhaNuM joIne kahyuM, "have tuM mArI tAkAta je." Ama kahIne saralAne pati paMkaja je zIzI lAvyuM hatuM, emAM maMtroccAra karatAM karatAM lakSmInArAyaNe pANInAM TIpAM nAkhyAM. paNa pANImAM jevuM TIpuM nAkhe che tyAM to. saralA cIsa pADIne bolI UThI : "are ! evuM na karaze ! mane. evuM na karaze !" lakSmInArAyaNe pAMca vakhata zIzImAM pANInAM zeDAM TIpAM nAkhyA ane dareka vakhate saralA cIsa pADI uThatI hatI, paNa lakSamInArAyaNe cIsa pADatI saralA bhaNI keI dhyAna na ApyuM. chelle saralA bebhAna thaIne palaMga para DhaLI paDI. Do. bAjapeyIne manamAM evI zaMkA hatI ke saralA mRtyu pAmI che. AthI ja emaNe lakSmInArAyaNane rokI rAkhyA. e pachI emaNe beheza saralAnI nADI tapAsI, hRdayanI gati mApI joyuM te badhuM ja barAbara hatuM. mukha para haLavA hAsya sAthe laphamInArAyaNe kahyuM, "DokaTara! bhAratIya auSadhi vijJAnamAM AdhyAtmika taththasthAnanI paNa apekSA rAkhavAmAM AvI che. A che maMtrazaktine camatkAra zraddhApUrvaka anubhava karavAne che."
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________________ TAITalanA citrane paricaya amarakumAranI kathA magadha dezamAM rAjagRhI nagarI hatI. tyAM zreNaka nAme rAjA rAjya karato hato. te rAjya ghaNuM vizALa hatuM. samagra magadhanuM te pATanagara hatuM. samagra magadha dezane rAjavI koNIka hato. tenI samRddhi apAra hatI paraMtu jIvanI tRSNa tethI apAra hovAthI te tRpta thatI nahatI. Ama levAthI zreNuka rAjAne mahele aneka hevA chatAM tRSNAvazAt eka navIna apa-Tu-DeTa mahela banAvavAne vicAra thayo. pUrNa puryodayathI sAdhana-sAmagrI maLela hatI ja. pachI IcchA pramANe kArya thavAmAM vilaMba zA mATe thAya? tarata ja rAjAe potAnI IcchA mujaba kArya karavA mATe kArIgarone bolAvI kAmanI zarUAta karAvI. kAma zarU thayuM. hajAre kArIgare kAma karavA lAgyA. paraMtu tyAM eka AzcaryakArI banAva banyA. te prasAda zeDa taiyAra thAya ane rAtri kALe te jamInadosta thaI jAya. pharI bIje divase kAma zarU kare ane rAtri samaye te ja hAla thAya. Ama cha mAsa sudhI kArya karyuM, paraMtu kAma AgaLa vadhI ja na zake. have zuM karavuM? Ama cha-cha mahinA sudhI kAma pAra na paDayuM; chatAM rAjAne navIna mahela banAvavAno meha dUra thaye nahi. tenI IcchA te tethI paNa prabaLa thaI ane game te bhoge prasAda banAvavo ja, evuM teNe nakkI karyuM. tethI rAjAe jyotiSa-jenAra paMDitone belAvIne pUchayuM ke, "A prasAda rAtrinA samaye kema paDI jAya che?"
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________________ matravidyAne prabhAva 201 paMDite e peAtAnA jyetiSazAstranA AdhAre kahyuM ke, "devInA kApa thayela che. tene mIsa lakSaNayukta mAthInA bhAga ApA tA tamArA mahela jarUra pUrA thaze." mahela pUro na thatAM paDI jate hatA tenuM sAcu kAraNa te pApAya ja hatuM. paraMtu ajJAnI jIvA tattvane na jANatA ajJAnavaza bIjAne viparIta salADu Ape che. hiMsA karavAthI koI sukhI thA ja nahi. hiMsA e ja pApaH ane devI jo hiMsA karavAnuM kahetA te devImAM devattva kayAM rahyuM ? rAjA potAnA sukha mATe are! tene mahele te ghaNA hatA, ane A eka navIna mahela na ane tA tenA sukhamAM koI uNapa AvavAnI hatI ja nahi. paraMtu jIvanI lAlasA jIvane game tevA akA karavA prere che. paraMtu tenuM pariNAma zuM Avaze te jIva vicArI zakatA nathI ? te ja tenI ajJAnatA ane tethI sukhabhAganI lAlasA AgamI kALanuM duHkha UbhuM kare che. rAjAe potAnI lAlagnAne pUrNa karavA yetiSIonA kahevA pramANe batrIsa lakSaNA puruSane bheLa ApavAnuM nakkI kayu. jIva sukha bheganI lAlasAe kevA-kevAM akAya karavA taiyAra thAya che " rAjAe nagaramAM udmASaNA karAvI ke, " je koI batrIsa lakSaNA puruSane devInA bhega mATe Apaze, tene savAlAkha senAcA ApavAmAM Avaze." e avasare rAjagRhI nagarImAM eka rAmazarmA nAme nidhana brAhmaNa rahetA hatA. tene cAra putrA hatA. tenI strInuM nAma tRSNAvatI hatuM. sa`thI nAnA putra je hatA tenuM nAma amarakumAra hatuM. te ghaNeA
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________________ ra7ra maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya buddhizALI ane vicakSaNa hatuM. te eka vakhata jaMgalamAM ramavA gayela tyAM tene jainamunine samAgama thaye. muni mahArAje tene puNyazALI tathA buddhimAna jANuM namaskAramahAmaMtra zIkhaDAvyo ane kahyuM ke, "haMmezA A maMtrane tAre jApa kare. paraMtu kaI mahAsaMkaTa ke vipatti Ave tyAre savizeSa tene jApa kare jethI te vipattine nAza thaI jaze." te bALaka dararoja namaskAra mahAmaMtrano jApa karato hato. semazarmA brAhmaNanI sthiti ghaNI ja kharAba hatI. keI divasa bhejana paNa te lokone maLatuM nahi. cha mANase khAvAvALA hatA, ane mAMgIne je maLe temAM saMtoSa mAnavAne hatuM. tenI paristhiti ghaNI ja kharAba hatI. ane tenI strI kaThera svabhAvanI hatI. tenA dilamAM karuNa hatI ja nahi, mAtra sukhabheganI lAlasA ja tIvra hatI. paraMtu pUrvanA pApodaye paristhiti kharAba hovAthI tenI sukhalAlasA piSAtI na hatI. e ja avasare rAjAe uddeASaNa karAvI te uddaghoSaNA zravaNa karavAthI tRSNAvatInI tRSNA sateja banI ane te pitAnA patine kahevA lAgI ke, "ApaNe cAra putra che. temAM nAne putra ghaNe buddhimAna che, tene rAjAne saMpa ane savA lAkha senaiyA lAve, jethI ApaNuM daridrapaNuM dUra thAya ane ApaNe sukhI banIe." brAhmaNa pitAnI patnInI vAta sAMbhaLIne vimAsaNamAM paDe. "are! A strI keTalI nirdaya che ke pitAnA sukhabhega mATe pitAnA putrane bhega ApavA taiyAra thaI che!"
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 23 manemana Ama vicArI te brAhmaNa pitAnI patnIne kahevA lAgyA, "he zANuM priyA ! A tuM zuM bole che ? ApaNA sukha mATe A nirdoSa bALakane tuM bhega ApavA vicAre che, te zuM yukta che kharuM? tane A azubha vicAra kema Avyo? tuM uttama evA brAhmaNakuLamAM utpanna thayela hevA chatAM A kaSAya je vicAra tane kema Avyo?" tyAre te tRSNAvatI kahevA lAgI, "ApaNe cAra putro che, temAMthI eka e che thAya te zuM bagaDI javAnuM che ? ApaNuM A duHkhI divasono to aMta Avaze ne ? tamAre vadhAre bIjA vicAro karavAnA nathI. jAe A putrane rAjAne seMpI de, nahitara huM jaIne ApI AvIza." pitAnI patnIne A uttara zravaNa karavA chatAM brAhmaNe tene vividha prakAre samajAvI; paraMtu paththara para pANI paDe tema tene kaMI ja asara thaI nahi. temaja strIhaTha pAse tenuM kaMI cAlyuM nahi. brAhmaNa tema chatAM rAjAne putra ApavA taiyAra thaye ja nahi. tyAre te tRSNAvatI ja rAjA pAse jaIne putrane ApI AvI ane savAlAkha sonaiyA laI AvI. putrahatyA jevuM nidaya kArya karavA chatAM tene keI dukha thayuM nahi, paraMtu te te dhana maLavAthI AnaMdavibhora banI gaI A che saMsAranuM svarUpa pApa karavAthI mAnava duHkhI thAya che ane dharma puNya karavAthI ja mAnava sukhI thAya che. A kudaratI kAnUna hovA chatAM loke sukhabheganI lAlace maM. 18
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________________ ra74 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya tene anAdara karIne pApa karIne sukhI thavA Icche che te ja temanuM ajJAna che. pApa karIne keI sukhI banI zake ja nahi. paraMtu ajJAnI jIva A tatvane jANI zaktA nathI, e ja khedane viSaya che. mAtAe pitAnA svArthavaze putrane rAjAne rAjA pitAnI icchA pUrNa karavA ane vilAsa-vaibhava mANavA bALahatyA karavA taiyAra thayo che. rAjAe bALakane alaMkAra paherAvyA, suMdara vastro paridhAna karAvyA ane ghoDA para besADI varaghaDe kADhIne devInA maMdire tene laI gayA. hajAre mAnavamedanI tyAM bhegI thaI hatI. ghaNA brAhmaNe tyAM AvyA hatA. bALakane snAna karAvyuM, caMdananuM vilepana karyuM. amarakumAra catura hato. te bheda pAmI gayuM ke mAro bhega ApavA mATe ja mArI mAtAe mane vecI dIdho che, ane have jarUra rAjA mAre bhega Apaze ja. teNe rAjAne tathA tyAM ekatra thayelA mAnavane kAlAvAlA-AjIjI karI ke, meM tamAre zuM gune karyo che ke mane mArI nAMkhe che ?" - te ghaNuM-ghaNuM kalpAMta karavA lAgyuM, tyAre nagarajanoe rAjAne samajAvavA prayatna karyA, paraMtu rAjA te mahamUDha baneluM hatuM. teNe kahyuM, "mAre kaI deSa nathI tenI mAtAe mane A bALakane vecAte Apela che. mAre te kAlImAtAne bhega Ape che tyAre ja mAre mahela bane tema che, vagere." rAjA pAse prajAnuM zuM jora cAle? Akhare amarakumArane
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________________ vidyAno prabhAva ra78 munie kahelA vacane yAda AvyAM ane keInI lAcArI karavAnI cheDIne teNe namaskAramaMtranuM dhyAna karavA mAMDayuM. te namaskAramaMtranA dhyAnamAM e tallIna banI gayA ke bAhA jagatanuM tene bhAna ja rahyuM nahi. sAme mRtyu UbhuM che. agnine kuMDa prajajavalita thayela che. brAhmaNo vedamaMtre bhaNI rahyA che. AvI bhayaMkara paristhiti hovA chatAM amarakumAra te namaskAramaMtra para vizvAsa rAkhIne tene samarpita thaI gaye, ane tenA dhyAnamAM tAkAra banI gaye. Aje mAnanI phariyAda che ke mana sthira thatuM nathI tenuM kAraNa temanI zraddhA aTala hatI nathI ane tethI teo samarpaNa paNa karI zaktA nathI. kharuM kAraNa e che ke teo satvahIna banI gayA che. jyAre amarakumAramAM keTaluM sattva che ke AvI bhayaMkara mRtyu sama paristhitinA samaye paNa te namaskAramaMtramAM tadAkAra banI gayela che. tAkAta vinA kaI kArya siddha thatuM nathI. sAhasa, sattvazIlatA vagere vinA mAnava kArya siddha karI zakatuM nathI. nivArya mAnavI dharma karavAne zuM lAyaka che kharo? nahi ja, astu. je tadAkAra thaIne maMtra jApa kare tene maMtra ke dhyAna jarUra saphaLa thAya ja che, e nirvivAda satya che. amara kumAranA dhyAnanA prabhAve zAsanadevatAonA Asana kaMpAyamAna thayA ane temaNe avadhijJAnane upaga mUkIne joyuM te dharmAtmA upara saMkaTa Avela che te jANyuM. tarata ja teo tenI sahAyatA karavA AvyA. jyAM mAnavamedanI maLI hatI tyAM adazya rUpe AvIne samagra mAnava ane vedamane bhaNavAvALA
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________________ 276 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya brAhmaNe e badhAne behoza karI dIdhA. eka rAjAne beheza na karyo. rAjA te A camatkAra joIne ghaNo ja gabharAI gayA ane ArtanAde, gadgad kaMThe prArthanA karavA lAgyuM, "he de! dAna, mArI je bhUla thaI hoya tenI huM kSamA mAMgu chuM. mane kSamA Ape ane A badhA niraparAdhI janene mRtyunA mukhamAMthI ugArI sacetana kare." tyAre AkAzavANI thaI ke he duSTa rAjA! tArA kSaNika sukhanI lAlasA tRpta karavA mATe AvA dharmAtmA ane nirdoSa bAlakane homamAM bhega ApavA taiyAra thaye te tAre mahAna gune che. tane jIvita rAkhave ucita nathI. tArA jevA adhamI rAjAonA rAjyamAM te nirdoSane bhoga apAya mATe tane jIvita rAkhI zakAya nahi ja. tyAre rAjA khUba ja karagaravA lAgyuM ane potAnA gunAnI vAraMvAra mAphI mAMgI, je daMDa tame Ape te svIkAravA taiyAra chuM tema kahevA lAgyo. tyAre devee kahyuM ke, "tAruM samagra magadha dezanuM rAjya A amarakumArane arpaNa kara ane tuM tene dAsa thaIne rahe te ja tane jIvanadAna ApavAmAM Ave." rAjAne have potAno jIva ApavAne samaya Avyo tyAre ja jIvananI kiMmata samajI zakyo. pitA para vIte nahi tyAM sudhI jIvane satya samajAtuM nathI. have rAjA rAjya karatA paNa jIvana zreSTha che te samajI zako ane deva AjJA zirodhArya karavA taiyAra thayuM. tyAre amarakumAra para devoe puSpanI vRSTi karI ane badhA mAnavone sacetana karyA. rAjA amarakumAranA caraNamAM namI paDe ane tene siMhAsana para besADIne kahevA lAgyA tame rAjA ane huM tamAro dAsa chuM. tame je AjJA pharamAve te karavA A dAsa taiyAra che.
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________________ yuvavidyAne prabhAva 277 { amarakumArane te vivekajJAna hRdayamAM pragaTeluM ja hatuM tethI ja AvI bhayaMkara paristhitimAM dhyAnamAM lIna banela hatA. ane tene pratyakSa anubhava thayuM hatuM ke paisA khAtara pitAnI janetAe pitAne bhega ApavA mane ve, A dhana ja khataranAka che. je huM rAjA thAuM to A dhananI lAlasAvazAt ma mAlUma kevA kevA pApa karavA paDe. evuM rAjya mAre na joIe. mane je namaskAramaMtra jIvanadAna ApyuM te dharmanuM ja mAre zaraNa svIkAravuM e ja zreSTha mArga che. mane mana ema vicArIne rAjAne kahevA lAgyA ke "he rAjana! A dhana ane rAjya to anarthanAM kAraNe che. dhana khAtara mArI sagI janetAe mArA prANa levA tamone meM ane tame rAjya sukha mANavA mATe mArA prANa levA taiyAra thayA tevuM rAjya ja mAre joItuM nathI. mane jeNe prANadAna ApyuM e dharmanuM ja mAre te zaraNa che." ane amarakumAra tyAMthI nIkaLIne sAdhuveza grahaNa karI rAtri phALe smazAnamAM jaIne dhyAna dharIne UbhA rahyA. dhyAnamAM tallIna banIne teo smazAnamAM UbhA rahyA che. have ahIM A eTale rAjagRha nagaramAM A vAta vAyuvege prasarI gaI ke amarakumAra bacI gayA ane teo sAdhu banI samazAnamAM dhyAna magna banIne UbhA che. je banAva banela te sarva vAto che nagaramAM prasarI gaI. A vAtanI khabara amarakumAranI sAtAe paNa jANuM ane tenA manamAM vicAra pedA thayo ke
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________________ ra78 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya putra jIvita rahela che tethI rAjAe mane je dhana Apela che te pAchuM laI jaze. mATe e keI upAya karavuM joIe ke dhana rAjA laI na jAya. vicAra karatA tene upAya sUjhayo ke putra smazAnamAM Ubhe che tenuM mAthuM kApI nAkhuM to rAjA dhana mAMgaze te huM putra mAMgIza ane te putra nahi ApI zake ! ane dhana mArI pAse raheze, tenA vaDe huM sukhabhega karI zakIza. kevI che A sukha lAlasA? mAnavane rAkSasa banAve che. ane rAkSasIvRttine AdhIna thaI khuda pitAnA putranI ja hatyA karavA mAtA taiyAra thAya che. tethI ja jJAnIjane vade che ke A sukhanI lAlasA ja badhA pApanI janmadAtA che. tRSNAvatI rAtrInA bAra vAge hAthamAM talavAra laIne putrane mAravA mATe cAlI. gharanA badhA mANaso sUI gayA hatA temane A vAtanI kaMI ja khabara na hatI. te tRSNAvatI manamAM aneka mane ratha karatI ane AvI madhyarAtrImAM ekalI nirbhayatAthI cAlIne smazAna bhUmimAM AvI. tyAM amaramuni namaskAramaMtramAM lIna banIne AtmAnaMdane mANI rahyA hatA, tyAre mAtA durNa buddhine vaza thaI, sukhabhogecchAthI putrane mAravA tyAM AvI che. teNe nirdayapaNe dhyAnastha muninA >> mastaka para talavAra mArIne dhaDa ane mastaka judA karI dIdhA. ane harSavibhora banI aneka prakAranA sukha bhogavavAno mane ratha karatI nirbhayapaNa verANa jaMgalamAM madhyarAtrIe cAlI jatI hatI, tyAM ja acAnaka vanamAMthI eka bhayaMkara siMha Ave
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________________ maMtravidyAnA prabhAva 29 ane tuSNAvatIne khAI gayA. sukhabhAganI lAlasAvaza te narakamAM gaI. mAnava kevA-kevA sukhAnI lAlasA kare che ane tene vaza thaI kevA bhayaMkara pApA Acare che? paraMtu te ajJAnI jIva jANatA nathI ke, A jIvana teA nazvara che. tenA mATe huM AvA ghAra pAtaka zA mATe karuM? sukha bhAgavyA vinA sukhanI lAlazAvaza pApa karIne tRSNAvatI narakamAM gaI ane muni dhanane mehu tyAgI, saMsArane paNa tyAgI sAdhu dharma aMgIkAra karI prabhudhyAnamAM lIna banI mRtyu pAmI svarganA sukhanA bheAktA anyA ane pachI meAkSasukhanA bhokatA banaze. A dRSTAMta para hai vAcakakhaMdhu ! sukhane sAcA rAjamAga karyeA che, te nakkI karIne tane je cegya lAge te mAge cAlaje. zreyanA ane preyanA banne mArga A dRSTAMtamAM vaNu velA che. je tane ceAgya lAge te mAge cAlIne sukhI athavA duHkhI banavu. svAdhIna che. jo tArAmAM viveka haze teA jarUra tuM amarakumAranI jema zreyanA mArga ja svIkArIza. // sujJeyu kiM ahunAm //
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________________ 80 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya "mahAmaMtranA mAMgalya jhilamilAto jIvana-dIpa' jhabakI UThayo [eka re mAMcaka-satya ghaTanA ] . dUra-dUra mahAsAgarone pele pAra iMglenDanI dharatI para laMDana jevA zaheramAM paNa namaskAra mahAmaMtra enA ArAdhakanAM jIvanamAM ke ajaba camatkAra sajI jAya che enI smRti karIe ane De. zrI surezabhAI jhaverI yAda na Ave e bane ja nahi. AdaryA adhUrA na rahetA hatA te A saMsAramAM Thera Thera puruSArthanI ja prabaLatA padharAyelI heta, prArabdhanI nahi. A prArabdha paDadA pAchaLa rahIne puruSa pAse puruSArtha karAve che. eTale puruSa ene pichANI zakato nathI ane AzAnA gIta gAteM e puruSArtha karyo ja jAya che. A prArabdhanAM pagalAM pichANavAnI tAkAta e dahADAmAM che. jhaverI pAse hota to "M. R. C. P. nI DekaTaranI DigrI meLavavA pAchaLa lehInuM pANI thaI jAya tevo parizrama karyo na hato. 1961nA phebruArInI 6ThThI tArIkha De. jhaverInA jIvana mATe jIvaleNa nIkaLI. tabiyate ekAeka palTo khAdhe ne DaoN. jIvaleNa bImArIne bichAne piyA. jAnyuArInI zarUAtathI ja sAmAnya tAva, kammarane duHkhA Adi roganI asara te zarU thaI gaI hatI. paNa phebruArInI 14mIe parIkSA zarU
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________________ maMtravidyAne prabhAva 281 thavAnI hatI eTale zrama lIdhA vinA cAle tema na hatuM. ane bhAvInI bhItaramAM DokiyuM karIne kalpanA paNa keNa karI zake ke A sAmAnya bImArI thoDA divasamAM bhayaMkara svarUpa dhAraNa karaze sAdhAraNa jaNAtI bImArI asAdhAraNuM nIvaDI. AdaryA adhUrA rahyA ne De. jhaverInI kAyA jIvaleNa roga vacce AbAda sapaDAI gaI. De. khAnane bolAvavAmAM AvyA. rIekazana lAvatI TrITamenTa na thAya e mATe emaNe potAnI patnI zAMtAbahenane sUcanA karI. De. khAnanI rAha joI joIne kaMTALI gayelAM zAMtAbahena snAna karavA gayAM. ane thoDI ja vAramAM De. khAna AvI pahoMcyA. durbhAgya be DagalA AgaLa hatuM. emaNe je TrITamenTa zarU karI enuM joradAra rIekazana AvyuM. zarIra to dhakhI ja rahyuM hatuM. kammara tUTuM tUTuM thaI rahI hatI. emAM vaLI davA avaLI paDI ane ulaTIo zarU thaI. zarIranuM rahyuM-rahyuM sattva nIcevAI jatAM De. jhaverInI hAlata atyaMta gaMbhIra banI gaI. tarata ja Do. gIbsananane bolAvavAmAM AvyA. | gabsananA hAtha nIce ja De. jhaverI tAlIma laI rahyA hatA. gabsanane A hindI De. jhaverI mATe ghaNuM ja mAna hatuM. teo tarata ja AvyA. jhaverInI tabiyata jotAM ja e gabharAI gayA. darda gaMbhIra lAgyuM. gabsanane thayuM ke hemararimathe hospiTalamAM je A kesa dAkhala karavAmAM Ave to kadAca bacI jAya.
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________________ 282 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya - iMgleMDanI sauthI moTI ane nAmAMkti hospiTala hemarasmitha hatI. gabsane pitAnA prANa pyArA mitranuM jIvana bacAvI levA mATe doDA-doDa zarU karI. phena para phena thayA. kaMIka mANase ravAnA thayA paNa hemara-simartha hospiTalamAM eka paNa khATale khAlI na hato. gabsana bebAkaLA banI gayA. teo pote ja hospiTalamAM jaI pahoMcyA. veITIMga-lIsTa para emaNe najara pheravI te dardIonI katAra khUba ja lAMbI hatI. have zuM thAya? gabsana tarata ja hospiTalanA uparI adhikArI kenkiMga pAse pahoMcI gayA. emaNe AkhI vAta vistArathI kahI pachI aMte kahyuM A te iMglenDanI Imeja sAcavavAne prazna che. hindI Do. jhaverInA AzAspada jIvananI kaLI je A rIte kharI paDaze, te IMglenDanI ImejanuM zuM ? mATe keIpaNa upAya batAve ane jhaverInuM jIvana mRtyune hAthamAMthI ugArI le. gabsananI vAta sAMbhaLIne pre. kenDiMga paNa jhaverInuM jIvana ugArI levA thanaganI rahyA. paraMtu aMte emaNe azakti batAvI. e belyA, "mitra gabsana ! jhaverInI kAyA ApaNu bane mATe kImatI che, paraMtu mAre mATe e kAyA karatAMya ahIMnA kAyadA-kAnUna vadhu kImatI che. eka paNa rUma ke eka paNa khATale khAlI nathI. veITIMga lIsTamAM nAma lakhAvIne huM jhaverInA jIvana sAthe ramI levA mAgato nathI." mitra jhaverInA jIvanane bacAvI levAnA prayatnathI gammata
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________________ mavidyAnA prabhAva 183 gaLe AvI gayA hatA. chatAM te haju chellA dAva ramIne paNa jhaverIne macAvI levA taiyAra thaI gayA. hemara smithamAM vaDApradhAna herAlDa mekamilana mATe eka rUma haMmezA mATe khAlI rAkhavAmAM AvatA. A rUma je maLI jAya teA jhaverIne jhilamilAtA jIvanadIpa phrI jhaLahaLI UDe ema hatA. gImsana prA. skenDiMga ane peAtAnA "bIjA be-traNa mitrAne sAthe laIne sAMsada-sabhyane maLyA ane saMsada sabhyAno sAtha laIne sahuM vaDApradhAna mekamilana sAme khaDA thaI gayA. gIbsane AkhI vAta jaNAvI. kesanI gaMbhIratA sAMbhaLIne vaDApradhAna paNa A kesane bacAvI levA taiyAra thayA ane peAtAnA mATe rAkhavAmAM AvelA sukhasagavaDabharyA rUmane emaNe jhaverI mATe suprata karI dIdheA. eka hindI navayuvAnanuM jIvana bacAvI levA peAtAnA vaDApradhAne je udAratA dAkhavI ene abhinaMdane sahu pAchA pharyA. DaoN. jhaverI asahya yAtanA bhogavI rahyAM hatA. emane thayu' ke khasa iMglenDanI dharatI para ja mAre zvAsa cheADavA paDeze ke zuM? tyAM te embyulansa kAranuM heAna sabhaLAyu'ne jhaverInA jIvamAM jIva AvyA. budhavAranI cheka sAMje jhaverIne hemarasmithamAM praveza karAvIne gIbsana have nidAna karAvavAnI rataiyArImAM paDayA.
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________________ 284 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya laMDananA niSNAta De. ne eka pinala bharAI. ghaNI ghaNuM carcA vicAraNAne aMte jhaverIne kesa khUba ja gaMbhIra jAhera karAyo. banne page lakavAnI jhaDapI asara jAhera thatAM ja paristhiti ane vAtAvaraNa gaMbhIra banI gayAM. DaoN. jhaverInI vedanAne vega vadhI rahyo. kAsA ane bUma-barADAthI vAtAvaraNa dardIluM banatuM cAlyuM. kalAke kalAke ghenanuM iMjekazana meSkriyA ApavA mAMDayuM. gIbsana jhaverInuM jIvana bacAvavA jahemata uThAvI rahyA hatA te kudarata ethI viparIta dizAmAM mahenata laI rahI hatI. budhavAranI sAMje jhaverInI kAra Agale daravAjethI hemarasimarthamAM pravezI to e ja samaye sarvoparI DaoN. sarjana prephInAITa DA divasanA paryaTana mATe pAchalA bAraNethI ravAnA thayA. AnuM nAma ja vidhinA vaLAMka. De. nAITanI AzA rAkhavI have vyartha hatI. emanA mukhya madadanIza De. rIDane tarata ja phena dvArA jhaverInI gaMbhIra tabiyatanI jANa karavAmAM AvI. DaoN. rIDa hatA te khUba ja niSNAta paraMtu chellAM vIsa varSathI teo AvA ImarajansI kesamAM mAthuM mAratA na hatA. * DaoN. nikasalane phona upara phena karIne Do. rIDane pIgaLAvyA zanivAranI savAre sAta vAgye De. rIDa AvatAM ja AkhI hospiTala A banAvane AzcaryanI AMkhe joI rahI.
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________________ matravidyAno prabhAva 285 jhaverIne tapAsyA bAda Do. rIDe kahyuM, "kesa to gaMbhIra ja che. chatAM savAra sudhI ApaNe rAha joIe." - jhaverInI tabiyata vadhu gaMbhIratA dhAraNa karI rahI hatI. zanivArane Akho divasa "darda ane ghenamAM pasAra thaye. emanI patnI paNa A gaMbhIratA pAmI gayAM, chatAM emanA haiyAmAM hiMmata hatI. ghena utaratAM "hAya-hAya nI dadIlatAthI vAtAvaraNa karuNa banI jatuM. ravivAranI savAra thaI hemara-smithamAM bharatI thayAne Aje e divasa hatuM. paNa tabiyatamAM hajI kaMI paNa sudhAre na hato. kesa paLepaLe vadhu ne vadhu gaMbhIra banI rahyo hate. na ane DokaTaronI paLapaLanI cukI hatI. chatAM roga vadhyuM ja jato hato. prabhunI baMdagI karavAnI kharI paLa A mAMdagI hatI. chatAM De. jhaverIne hajI e dizA jaDI na hatI. emanI AMkha sAme te potAno lIlochama saMsAra, dhIkatI prekaTIsa, hAlasoyI patnI ne premALa bALaka ja taravaratAM hatA. DokaTare jeTalI gaMbhIratA hajI e kalpI zakyA na hatA. dardamAMthI rAhata meLavavA jhaverIe paDakhuM pheravyuM. A paDakhuM pheravatA ja je dazya dekhAyuM. e dazya emanuM haiyuM cIrI nAkhyuM. AkhA zarIre dhrujArI pharI vaLI. teo manomana babaDI UThayAH zuM huM be ghaDIne ja mahemAna chuM? A zaikhyA zuM mAre mATe mRtyuzaiyyA banI raheze?
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________________ maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya. eka narsa zAntAbahena pAse "mRtyu-patra" para emanI sahI mAMgI rahI hatI. "mRtyupatra" eTale mAta bAda dardIne jalAvavAnI kriyAne ekarAra patra. . vIja paDe ne parvata je parvata eka jhATake cIrAI jAya tema pitAnA mRtyunI AgAhI thatAM De. jhaverI sajajaDa thaI gayA. pite paNa eka niSNAta DokaTara tarIke kAma karI rahyA hatA. ne AvA kaMI "mRtyupatra" para ghaNA dadIonA svajanenI sahI karAvI hatI. paNa pitAnA mRtyu para thatI sahI pitAne sagI AMkhe jovI paDaze, evuM to emaNe svapna paNa dhAyuM nahotuM. | vedanA paNa kadIka dadIne virAga bhaNI laI jAya che ane vedanAmAMthI virAgI banelA dadI mATe saMkalpa eka saMjIvanInuM kAma karI jAya che. De. jhaverI have pIDAmAM prabhune saMbhArI rahyA. bhItithI je prIti pragaTe che tenI ekAgratA keI ora ja hoya che. sAme mRtyune bhaya hato. e bhayamAMthI abhaya bhaNI javA e dahADe ne e ghaDIe ne e paLe che. jhaverIe je navakAra maraNa karyuM e ajaba hatuM, gajaba hatuM ema Do. jhaverI Aje paNa ghaNIvAra kahe che. navakAranA A maraNa pachI aMtarAtmAnA avAjane anusarIne Do. jhaverIe pitAnI patnIne kahyuM ke, "jarUra A bImArImAMthI bacI javAno chuM. "mRtyu patra" para sahI karavAnI kaI jarUra nathI."
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________________ mutravidyAnA prabhAva 287 jhaverInI AMtara duniyA palaTAI gaI. vedanAmAMthI virAga bhaNI gayelAne Atmasa'kalpane maLe virAganA e cirAga cetavI janArA mahAmuni anAthI, rAjiSa nima ane zAha sAdAgara meAtIzAha zeTha jevA kAI baDabhAgIe emanI AMkha AgaLathI pasAra thavA mAMDayA. khaDabhAgIonI pasAra thatI e vaNajhAra jANe jhaverIne preraNA daI rahI hatIH tu ja mArI davA che, tuM ja mArI havA che, tArA ArAgyane ghaDavaiyA tuM pote ja che. dharmonA dhAvaNu pIdhA vinA sAcI puSTi maLI zakatI nathI. kAI puNya sa kalpa kara. keI zubha bhAvanAthI manane maMgala banAvI de ane pachI jo tArA rAga zamI jAya che ke nahi ? pachI e paNa jo ke mRtyunA paMjAmAMthI ane saMkajAmAMthI tuM mukta thaI zake che ke nahi? ' jhaverI kAI judI ja duniyAnI saphare jaI paheAMcyA. emane thayuM ke mRtyu mArAthI have dUra che. namaskAramaMtrane me' namaskAra karyA pachI mane bhaya kevA ? azaraNu chatAM jhaverIne namaskAramahAma Mtra zaraNu ApyuM. asahAya hatuM. emanA jIvanadharma emanI vahAre dhAyA. dharmanA A dhAvaNunuM TIpu pIdhuM na pIdhuM ne jhaverIne navu regya sAMpaDavA mAMDayu bhAvathI haiyAnA tAretAra jhaNajhaNI UThe evA bhAvathI jhaverI namaskAramahAma`tranuM raTaNa karI rahyA. thoDI paLeAmAM ja gha zamatuM cAlyuM. vedanAnA vega ghaTatA cAlye. ghenanAM iMjakezana vinA ja e dadI deha mastI mANI rahyo. divasethI khAvAI gayelI UMdha e rAte pAchI pharI. jhaverI zAMtithI sUI gayA.
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________________ 288 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya sisakAra ne hAyathI karuNa banI UThele e rUma zAMta joIne narse ne DokaTare deDI AvyA. jhaverIne joyA ane sahu gabharAI UThayAM "re zuM ? kesa pheIla? na vedanA na cIsa? zuM jhaverI bebhAna thaIne mRtyunI lagolaga pahoMcI gayA che?" TeliphonanA doraDAM jhaNajhaNI UThayA. jhaverInA rUmamAM De. nikasana ne che. rIDa jevA niSNAtanI pinala racAI che. gibsana paNa dhaDakate haiye AvI pahoMcyA. De. nikasana jhaverIne joI rahyA. nADI ne vAsepzavAsa cAlu hatAM. emaNe jhaverIne DhaDhaLyA. thoDIvAramAM ja jhaverIe AMkha khelI. AkhuM vAtAvaraNa AnaMdamAM nAcI UThayuM. hekaTaree pUchayuM : "kema che jhaverI?" jhaverI jANe varSonI niMdamAMthI jAgyA hoya tema emane badhuM navuM navuM bhAsavA mAMDayuM. huM ahIM kyAM chuM? A DokaTarane DAyare kema jAmyo che? mArI tabiyata khUba ja sArI che. daI ghaNuM ja ochuM che." ravivAranI rAta ane somavAranI savAra vacce ja thaI gayela A ajaba-gajabane palaTo joIne sahu sajjaDa thaI gayA. namaskAra mahAmaMtrane zaraNe jhaverI AvI gayA hatA. kudarata paNa e caraNanI cAdara banI gaI. hemara-mitha hospiTalanA sarvoparI De. sara jyophInAITa paryaTana TUMkAvIne AvI gayA hatA. jhaverInA kesanI gaMbhIratA jANIne eo sIdhA ja tyAM pahoMcI gayA. emaNe jhaverIne tapAsyA ne tarata ja
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________________ atravidyAne prabhAva 289 hukama karyo, "kesa sudharI jAya eve che, tarata ja oparezana thiyeTaramAM jhaverIne dAkhala karo." jhaverIne AtmavizvAsa hate. pitAnA jIvana mATe e niHzaMka hatA. chatAM oparezananI vAta AvatAM patnI ne bALaka bebAkaLA banI gayAM. jhaverIe kahyuM: "gaI kAla sAMjathI mArA jIvanamAM eka camatkAra sajA che. mRtyu ne have mane bhaya nathI. namaskAramahAmaMtranuM smaraNa thatAM ja huM abhaya banI gayo chuM. tame mArI kaI jAtanI ciMtA na kare. huM hasate meDhe oparezana thiyeTaramAM jaI rahyo chuM, tyAre tame badhAM namaskArane jApa karavA besI jAo. oparezananI taiyArI thaI gaI che. nAITanI madadamAM niSNAta DokaTare hAjara thaI gayA, jhaverIe mahAmaMtrane jAya zarU karyo. eka IMjekazana apAyuM che ane "arihaMta....arihaMta belatA jhaverI beheza thaI gayA. agiyArane Takere AraMbhAyeluM e oparezana cAra vAgye pUrNa thayuM. cAra kalAka cAlelA oparezana daramyAna sADA pAMca hADakAM ane cha ausa rasI jhaverInA dehamAMthI kADhI nAMkhavAmAM AvI. ATalo badhe kharAba bhAga kADhI nAkhyA pachI keI DokaTarane vizvAsa na rahyo ke kesa have bacaze. sADAcAra vAgye ghenanI asara utarI jatAM jhaverIe AMkha khalI pitAnI rUmamAMthI emaNe pitAnI patnI sAthe phena upara vAtacIta karI. sahunA Azcaryane pAra na rahyo. DAkaTarane
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________________ 290 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya samaja ja nahotI paDatI ke, "A kesa bacI kevI rIte gayo ne bacI gayo teya ATalI badhI zakti emanAmAM kayAMthI AvI gaI?" . bIje divase jhaverIe potAnI patnIne pUchayuM : "eparezana daramyAna tame badhAM zuM karatAM hatAM ?" javAba maLe : "kesarIyAdAdAnA pheTA AgaLa dhUpa-dIpa piTAvIne ame raDatI AMkhe navakArane jApa japI rahyAM hatAM." ' DA divasamAM te jhaverInI tabiyata ola-rAITa thaI gaI che. gabsananA AnaMdanI avadhi na rahI. IMglenDanI Imeja jaLavAI rahyA badala vaDApradhAna heralDa mekamilane hemarazmitha para abhinaMdana pAThavyA. jhaverI mAnatA ke saMkalpanA sAmarthyathI ja huM bacI gayo chuM. emaNe aphara nirNaya karyo ke laMDananI parIkSA pAsa karIne tarata ja huM bhAratamAM jaIza. mArI mAe mane dharmanuM je dhAvaNa pAyuM hatuM ene UjALavA have huM uMghata rahIza. jIvanamAM jAmI gayelI nAstikatAne mArI haThAvIza ne huM Adarza Astika banIza. navakArane jApa kadI nahi choDuM. prabhunI pUjA kadI cUkIza nahi. thoDA divasa pachI eka sabhA bharAI jhaverIne emAM - hAjara rahevAnI pharaja pADavAmAM AvI. A jhaverIne jhilamilAI UThele jIvanadIpa pharI kevI rIte 1 jhaLahaLI UThaye? badhAnA manamAM Azcarya ja hatuM e sabhAmAM
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________________ travidyAne prabhAva 291 mbiramAM tikhAra zraddhA dharAvanArA thoDA DokaTarA hatA. emane teA javAba maLI gayA; prabhu badhuM ja che. paNa jemane izvarIya tattva para zraddhA nahAtI e DAkaTarA javAba meLavyA vinA ja pAchA pharyAM. mahAmaMtra namaskAranI zraddhAe DaoNTarAnA avizvAsa para vijaya meLavyeA. ma trAdhirAjanAM mAMgalye jhilamilAtA Ama jIvanadIpa jhaLahaLI uThayeA. navajIvana pAmyA pachI laMDananI DokaTarI DigrIM. R. C. P. meLavIne jhaverI eka dADA bhAratamAM pAchA pharyAM. janme sthAnakavAsI-jaina Da. jhaverI atyAre amadAvAdamAM rahe che. paNa emanu jIvana eka Adarza jIvana che prabhupUjA, mahAmatrane jApa ane anekAneka niyame AdithI jIvatarane ee dhanya anAvI rahyA che. sa`sAra svIkAranA muddAlekha sAthe ee zrAvakanu jIvana jIvIne mAe pAyelA dhamanA dhAvaNane atyAre ujALI rahyA che. sarve'pi sukhinaH santu khave santu nirAmayA sarve bhadrANi pazyantu mA kazcit pApamAcaret H zAntiH zAnti: zAntiH - --zrI hemAMzu kalyANa
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________________ thADAka abhiprAyA yeAgadarzana ane yeAgasamAdhi A pustakanA lekhaka zrI "vizvazAnti cAhuMka che je jaina sAhityanA UMDA abhyAsI hAvA sAthe yeAgavidyAnu zAstrIya jJAna dharAve che temaNe yogavidyA viSayaka keTalAka pramANabhUta saMdarbha graMthaiAnI sahAya laI, jaina yAgazAstrAnA AdhAre uparanA graMthanuM AyeAjana karyu` che. cAga kAne kahevAya? tenA prabhAva zuM? cogasamAdhi paryaMtanA ATha aMgA, uparAMta bhaktiyeAga, kama yAga, dhyAnayAga, samAdhiyAga, vividha prakAranA prANAyAma, darekanI kriyA, pati ane tenA lAbhA vagere viSayeA A pustakamAM vizada rIte ApavAmAM Avela che. yAganA abhyAsIe tathA sAdhakone A pustaka upayogI ane bhA``ke khanI raheze. --mubaI samAcAra yogadana ane yogasamAdhi vizva abhyuya AdhyAtmika graMthamALAnuM A 12 muM puSpa che. A pustakamAM ceAganuM mahattva. yAgathI thatA lAbha, yoganI sarvotkRSTa bhUmikAe pahoMcyA pachI AtmA paramAtma dazAnA AnaMda, sukha kAM raheluM che ane jagatanA loko ene kayAM zodhe che ? yogathI maLatI AdhyAtmika zakti-Ana ane sukha, samAdhi mApta karavAnI sAcI samaja manuSyajanmanI sAkatA zemAM che?
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________________ 293 vagere viSayenI suMdara chaNAvaTa A pustakamAM karavAmAM AvI che. jIvanano vikAsa sAdhavA IcchanArA darekane A pustakanA vAMcanathI upayogI mArgadarzana maLaze. jaina prakAra yogadarzana ane yogasamAdhi lekhaka "vizvazAMti cAhaka A lekhakanA A pahelAM AdhyAtma viSayanA keTalAMka pustaka pragaTa thayela che te ghaNAM ja mAnanIya ane vicAraNIya sAbita thayAM che. keIne adhyAtma viSayamAM rasa hoya temaNe temanAM badhAM prakAzane rasapUrvaka vAMcavA jarUrI che. A pustakamAM keganuM mahatva pogathI thatA lAbhe, coganI sarvotkRSTa bhUmikAe pahoMcyA pachI AtmA-paramAtmA dazAne AnaMda je jagatanA koIpaNa padArthamAM ApavAnI zakti nathI, sukha kyAM raheluM che. ane manuSya kyAM zodhe che? vegathI maLatI AdhyAtmika zakti viSe A graMthamAM khUba ja vicArazIla sAmagrI ApavAmAM Avela che. dA. ta. (1) gavijJAna (2) yogavidyAne prabhAva (3) bhaktiyoga (4) karmayoga (5) aSTAMgayoga-yama ane niyama (6) Asana, prANAyAma, (7) dhyAnayoga (8) samAdhiga (9) jaDacetanane viveka (10) saMsArI ane mukta jIvonuM svarUpa (11) divya jIvananI cAvI vagere 16 prakaraNe Apela che. dhyAna zibira e gasAdhanAnuM eka paribaLa che. mana, vacana, kAyAmAM yogane uccatara bhUmikAe laI javA mATe pega sAdhanA atyaMta jarUrI che. te jainIjhamanuM eka viziSTa aMga paNa che.
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________________ 294 lekhake AmAM svAnubhavanA ghaNuM prasaMge rajU karyA che. A prakAzana dvArA lekhake prakAzake "AdhyAtma mArganA ArAdhako mATe suMdara vicAraNIya sAmagrI pUrI pADI che te mATe lekhaka 'mahAzaya abhinaMdananA adhikArI che. -sthAnakavAsI patra vicAra-zaktine addabhuta prabhAva bhAga. 1-2-3 * prastuta pustakamAM ciMtA ane nirAzAjanaka vicAronI svAthya para kevI kharAba asara thAya che. ane sarvicArothI ane prasannatAthI jIvana kema AnaMdathI bharI zakAya che e saraLa rIte batAvyuM che. ApaNuM bhaviSya sudhAravuM ke bagADavuM te ApaNuM hAthanI ja vAta che te lekhake dAkhalA-dalIle sAthe pustake mAM rajU karyuM che. lekhakanI zailI khUba ja saraLa ane sacoTa ane suMdara che. - muMbaI samAcAra vicAra-zaktine adUbhuta prabhAva svarga yA narakanuM sarjana karanAra mAnavane vicAra che ane jevA jenA vicAra che tevI ja tenI kAyA ane mAyA che. mAnavanI unnati ke adhogatinuM aMtargata rahasya, sabaLa kAraNa tenA vicAre ja che. prastuta pustakamAM ciMtA ane nirAzAjanaka vicAranI svAthya para kevI kharAba asara thAya che ane sada
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________________ 195 vicArAyI ane prasannatAthI jIvanane kema AnadI bharI zakAya che e saraLa rIte patAvyuM che. ApaNuM bhaviSya sudhAravuM ke bagADavuM te te ApaNA hAthanI ja vAta che te lekhake dAkhalAlIle| sAthe pustakamAM rajU karyu che, zubha bhAvanA ane sat saMkalpabharyA suvicAra| kevA subhaga pariNAmeA jagAve che te saMkhyAbaMdha dRSTAMtA dvArA samajAvyuM che, S. ! --gAyatrI vijJAna saMpAdaka : pre, avadhUta vicAra--zakitanA addabhuta prabhAva bhAga 1-2-3 manuSya potAnA vicArothI potAnuM utthAna ane patana kare che. ApaNe jevA vicAra karIe tevA banIe chIe bhaviSya sAme patharAIne paDayuM che tene bagADavuM ke sudhAravuM' e ApaNI IcchA para nirRra che. satata sadvicArothI game tevI paristhiti badalI zakAya che. jarUra che te dizAmAM prabaLa puruSArtha karavAnI. zArIrika temaja mAnasika rogo temaja dusanAthI mukti meLavI zakAya che ane game tevuM kaniSTa jIvana paNa savicArAthI ane dRDha saMkalpathI unnata banAvI zakAya che te saraLa samajUtI sahita A pustakamAM samajAvavAmAM Apela che. AjakAla nAvelA, sAmAyika vagere maneArajana sAhitya sArA pramANamAM vecAya che. tene badale AvuM cAritrya dhaDatara karanAruM sAhitya yuvAnoe vadhu vAMcavu joIe, AvAM pustakA dharamAM avazya vasAvavAM joIe. -jaina prakAza *
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________________ 96 A pustakane jIvana saMjIvanIjha yAne 'vicArI rahasyaH evuM nAma ucita rIte ApavAmAM Avyu che temAM vicAra-zaktine khIlavavAne tathA ISTa dhyeyane prApta karavAnA saraLa mArga batAvavAmAM AvyeA che. vicArAnI zakti, sArA-mAThA vicArenI asara, divya vicArAnA jIvana para prabhAva vagere viSayAnI chaNAvaTa A pustakamAM asarakAraka rIte karavAmAM AvI che. duHkhI, nirAza ane patita mAnavInA jIvanamAM caitanyamaya jIvanarasa utpanna kare evu vicArarUpI rasAyaNa A pustakamAM che. --su`baI samAcAre jIvanasaMjIvanI (vicAra rahasya) bhAga-1 jana sAdhAraNa potAmAM rahela amUlya vicAra-zaktine kevI rIte khIlavI zake ane kramazaH AdhyAtmika vikAsa kevI rIte sAdhI zake te saraLa zailImAM samajAvavAmAM Avela che. vicArAne unmArge jatAM rAkIne, samAgAmI banAvavAnA upAye temaja naramAMthI nArAyaNa - banavA mAga asarakAraka rIte A pustakamAM AlekhAyela che. A pustaka khAsa manana karavA jevuM che, ' ---jaina prakAza * jIvana sajIvanI jaina dharma vijJAnamaya che e darzAvanAra A pustikA bhArata varSonA sava` graMthAmAM puNyaprada ane zAntiprada abhigama che. vicAra
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________________ 297 e vidyuta pravAha che ane te para pI. eca. DI. upAdhi prApta thayA pachI vijJAnane AgaLa vadhavA moko maLyo gaNuka yaMtranA - (Computer) yugamAM A graMtha vAMcatAM jIvana ane vicAra pravAha saraLa rIte samajI zakAya che. pazcimanA bhautika saMskArone lIdhe tapta mAnasane zAMta suzIla ane tRpta banAvavA A graMthamAMthI preraNuM maLe che kharekhara bhAratamAtAnI addabhuta vicAradhArAne samAjotthAna mATe, sarva vizva mATe ughukta karavA mATe lekhakazrIne abhinaMdana, zAM. je svAminArAyaNa tA. 17-7-72 prAdhyApaka, gaNitazAstra gujarAta koleja amadAvAda-380 006 yatna satyenuM dIpayeta bhagavatI caitanya devI jIvana saMjIvanI pustaka mATe AbhAra, vicAra, samAjamAM tenI kriyAzakti ane kAryapaddhati, tenuM niyaMtraNa ane prayoga, te dvArA bhautika, mAnasika ane AdhyAtmika kSetre vikasita ane unnata jIvana prApta karavAnI sAdhanA vagere ane atyaMta kaThina ane gUDha viSayone sarasa rIte rajU karIne sarve sAdhAraNa jana tathA sAdhaka jana ubhayane upayogI thaI paDe tevI jJAnasaMpatti A pustakamAM AlekhAI che. eka uttama pustaka e te tejasvI AtmAnI jIvanane vikasAvatI zakti hoya che tathA te dvArA manuSya navajIvana prApta karI zake che. A pustaka dvArA evuM kArya
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________________ ra98 saphaLa rIte thaze e ja tenI siddhi banaze AvA loka-kalyANana. kArya mATe aneka hArdika zubhecchAo ane dhanyavAda. samarpaNa sAdhanAlaya gaNeza paMDayA mu. pi. garUDezvara, bI. esa. sI. vAya rAjapIpaLA (ji. bharUca) gadarzana ane yogasamAdhi : "jaina AgAma sAhitya " nA UMDA abhyAsI, tattvajJa, AdhyAtmika rasalIna, sarvavirati, "vizvazAMti cAhake " A. graMtha lakhe che. yoga jevA gahana viSayane zakya teTalI saraLatAthI rajU karavAne emane prayatna ahIM bahudhA saphaLa thayA che. "cAra gatirUpa saMsAranA duHkhothI bhayabhIta thayelA ane mekSanA akSaya sukhanA Icchuka... evA mumukSue " mATe ja mukhyatve lakhAyelA A graMthamAM 16 prakaraNa che. ga vijJAna' nAmanA prakaraNamAM saraLa ane le kagamya vANamAM graMthanA viSayanI bhUmikA ApavAmAM AvI che. bIjA prakaraNamAM yogavidyAne prabhAva sacoTa chAta vaDe. batAvavAmAM Avyo che. tyArabAda kramasara bhakti yoga, karma yoga, aSTAMga-ga, yamaniyama, Asana, prANAyAma, pratyAhAra, dhAraNuM, dhyAna, samAdhi, sAdhaka ane sAdhanAzakti, jaDa caitanyane viveka mukti sopAna, saMsArI ane mukta chanuM svarUpa, divya jIvananI cAvI jevA viSaye vigatavAra ane sadaSTAMta nirUpaNa. karavAmAM AvyuM che. prAraMbhamAM kahyuM tema yuga eka gahana viSaya che ema chatAM paribhASika saMjJAo samajAvI daSTAMta ApI,
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________________ 298 lekhakazrIe A viSayamAM mumukSuone saraLatAthI abhyAsa karavAnI taka UbhI karI ApI che. mukhyatve vivaraNa vyAkhyAna ane vArtikane zailAne upayoga ahIM thayuM che te sarvathA samucita che. Thera-Thera mukAyelI daSTAMta kathAo viSayane sugama te banAve ja che, te sAthe gahana viSayanA nirUpaNane rasAvaha paNa banAve che. lekhakazrIe prastAvanAmAM namratAthI kahyuM che ke, "huM sAhityakAra ke dArzanika bemAMthI eka paNa nathI prabhunI kRpAthI tathA saddagurunI kRpAthI je parama satya mane sAMpaDayuM che. tene mArI bhASAmAM jana samAja samakSa mUkavAmAM aMtarAtmAnA AdezathI A prayatna karuM chuM." A te lekhakazrI nI namratA che. darzana ke tattvajJAna mArmikatAthI samajAvavuM e paNa nAnIsUnI siddhi nathI. samasta che pratye karuNAthI dhabakatuM hRdaya ane hRdayamAM eAsarI UtarI jAya tevI vANI te emanI pAse che ja. e dRSTie A graMthanuM mUlya AMkIe eTaluM ochuM che. vizvazAMti cAhakanuM upanAma A graMthanI saMpUrNapaNe sArthaka kare che. jaya hinda kAruNya prabhA prasiddha baMgALI lekhakazrI avinAza caMdrahAse mULa baMgALI bhASAmAM lakhelI ane vidvAnonI prazaMsA pAmelI "kumArI * nAmanI navalakathAne hindI anuvAda "pratibhA'nA nAmathI
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________________ 300 pragaTa thayela tenA parathI vizvazAMti cAhake taiyAra kareluM saraLa gujarAtI bhASAMtara uparanA pustakamAM ApavAmAM Apela che. temAM sadAcAra, unnata jIvana ane zuddha premanA AdarzonuM darzana thAya che. A kathA vAMcakone kartavyArUDha thavAnI ane AdhyAtmika jIvana jIvavAnI preraNA Ape che. -muMbaI samAcAra nArI zakti A pustakamAM 41 Adarza koTInI AyaM sannArIonAM jIvanacaritro ApavAmAM Avela che. Arya sannArIomAM keTalI zakti bharI che ane game tevA vikaTa saMjogomAMthI temaja kaThina karsaTImAMthI Arya nArIo pitAnA ucca caritrabaLanA prabhAve kevI rIte aNIzuddha bahAra nIkaLI Ave che ane jarUra paDeye pitAnA zIlanI prANanA bhoge paNa rakSA kare che tene yathAyogya khyAla A pustakanA vAMcanathI maLI zake che. A pustakanA lekhakazrI "vizvazAnti cAhake " atyAra sudhImAM paramAtmA prakAza, utthAna athavA bhAgyanuM navanirmANa, jIvana saMjIvanI, yogadarzana ane rogasamAdhi, vicAra zaktine adabhuta prabhAva, maMtra vijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya, AtmajJAna pravezikA, mokSanI kucI vagere ucca keTInA AdhyAtmika graMthe taiyAra karela che. temAM bahudhA ekAMtapaNe lekasaMsargathI dura rahI AkarSa sAdhavAmAM sahAyaka bane tevA sAhityanuM nirmANa karI rahela che.
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________________ 301 AjanI nArI Adhunika raMge raMgAI asaMyama ane vilAsanA mArge AgaLa vadhI rahela che tyAre potAnA jIvanane zIla ane sayama vaDe ujjavaLa banAvavA IcchatI Aya sannArIone A pustaka preraNArUpa ane mAdnarUpa banaze tevI zraddhA che. ---jaina prakAza nArI zakti jaina Agama sAhityanuM UMDuM jJAna ane abhyAsa dharAvanAra zrI vizvazAMti cAhake ' yogadarzana, maMtravijJAna, samyaksAdhanA, vicArazaktine adbhuta prayAsa vagere viSayA sabaMdhamAM lakhelAM pustakA jijJAsu va`mAM sAdara pAmyA che. tAjetaramAM emaNe sa`pAdana karelu uparanu 700 pAnanuM daLadAra pustakra prasid karavAmAM AvyuM che. temAM bhAratIya saMskRti ane dharmAMnA ucca Adarzane varelI 40 uparAMta satI strIonAM caritranI rasika medhaka ane preraka kathAenuM Alekhana saraLa gujarAtI bhASAmAM rajU thayuM che. emAM mahAsatI zIlavatI, satI ratnaprabhA, satI jasamA, satI teraladevI vagere prAtaHsmaraNIya, pavitra ane zIla-guNa sauMpanna sannArIonI kathA samAyelI che. strI pote ja zakti svarUpa che. devAMzI ane e sa panna naravIrA paNa nArImAMthI ja utpanna thayA che, strIne pavitra jIvana dhaDataranuM sAcuM zikSaNa maLe te temAM suSuptapaNe rahelI divya Atmazakti jAgRta thAya evA saMdezA A kathAemAMthI maLe che; je strI ujajavala jIvana jIvavAnI abhilASA rAkhatI hoya teone A pustaka preraka ane mAna thaI paDaze. --baI samAcAra
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________________ 302 nArI zakti vizvazAMti cAhake "nArI zakti" graMtha dvArA svAmI vivekAnaMda jema prayatna karyo che. strImAM rahelI suSupta asmitA jAgRta karavA prayatna karyo che, sAcA zikSaNane mahimA prastAvanAmAM jaNAvI dIdho che. pAnA naM. 3, 28, 32, 60, 60, 135, 165 vageremAM bhAratanI nArIe kevI rIte potAnuM gaurava pAchuM prApta karavuM te darzAvela che. bALakane vArtArUpe rasa paDe evuM che. nArIone mahimA, gaurava, zakita pragaTa thAya evAM vAkyo vaDe vIratva, saMyama, tyAga, balidAna, ziyaLarakSaNa, kuneha, vacanapAlana temaja rASTrapremanI vArtAo dvArA pite ucca banI pitAnA bhAvi bALakone paNa ucca banAvavA zikSaNa prati derI jAya che. eka vArtAnAM khAdI dvArA samagra nagarane utkarSa sadhAte AlekhAya che. garIbI, bekArIne ukela AlekhA che. prauDha nArIo A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA vairAgya sAdhI zake tema che. puruSone A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA nArIo pratye kema vartavuM tene baMdha thAya che. strI gulAma-dAsI nathI, paraMtu puruSa samAna svAtaMtryanI adhikAraNI che. ekaMdare A pustakanA vAMcana dvArA samagra janatAne potapitAnI rIte bodha maLI zake tema che. dareka zALAmAM A pustaka vasAvavA jevuM che. dareka graMthAlayamAM A pustaka hovuM joIe. lagna prasaMge navapariNItAne A pustakanI bheTa ApavI joIe. vArtAo dvArA yuvAna bahenenI pragati sAdhavA mATe je je vArtAgraMtho pragaTa thayA che temAM A graMthanI vizeSatA hoya ema jaNAya che. -hariprasAda svAminArAyaNa
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________________ 303, kAruNyaprabhA A navalakathAmAM anuvAdake jaNAvela che tema bhAratavarSanI vartamAna AvazyakatAnuM ghaNI ja mArmika rIte varNana karavAmAM Avela che. dezanA suzikSita strI-puruSoe potAnA kartavyapatha para kevI rIte ArUDha thavuM te saraLatApUrvaka samajAvavAmAM Avela che vyavahArika jIvananI zuddhi para ja AdhyAtmika vikAsa sAdhI zakAya che. tenuM sAMgopAMga nirupaNa A pustakamAM AlekhAyeluM che. Aje mane raMjana ane vikArI sAhitya puSkaLa pramANamAM vecAya che. tenA pramANamAM sAtvika sAhitya pAchaLa nirarthaka kharca thAya che. A paNa bhAvI peDhIne preraNA maLe chavana unnata ane UrdhvagAmI bane tevAM pustake gharamAM vasAvavAM joIe, jethI tevA pustake bhAvi prajA vAMcaze te dhIme-dhIme temanAmAM sAtvika sAhitya prati rUci jAgRta thaze jIvanane UrdhvagAmI banAvanAra AvAM pustaka lakhavA mATe vizvazAMti cAhakane tathA vizva abhyadaya AdhyAtmika graMthamALA vatI AvA pustaka pragaTa karavA mATe kumArI raMjanadevI sau. zrephane dhanyavAda ghaTe che. A baMgAlI navalakathAne baMga sAhityamAM sAre mahimA che ane baMgAlI janatAmAM tene sAre AvakAra maLe che. A pustakane hiMdImAM paNa anuvAda thayela che tene lAbha gujarAtI janatA le e anuvAdakanI abhilASA che. -jaina prakAza
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________________ suvAka ahaM ane mama' e maharAjane maMtrAkSara che. jIvAtmA e maMtrano jApa karato rahe che. tethI ajJAnane aMdhakAra AtmAmAM gADha banato jAya che. e maMtra te samagra jagatane AMdhaLuM banAvI dIdhuM che. tame je tamArA hitane joI zakatA nathI, te samajavuM joIe ke ahama-mamane jApa cAlu che...tenAthI divya daSTi baMdha thaI gaI che. je tamAre divya daSTine kholavI hoya to ahamamamanA maMtrAkSarane bhUlI ja paDaze. ane tenI jagyAe nAhaM-nAmane maMtrAkSara japa paDaze. huM nathI, mAruM kaMI nathI" A vicArane manamAM daDha karavo paDaze. ahaM tva ane mamatva ja duHkhadAtA che. je sukhI thavuM hoya te te baMnene manamAMthI dUra karI do. tyAre ja tamAruM je Amika sukha che te prApta thaze ane tame divyAnaMdanA bhokatA banaze. Atma vismRti thAya tevuM bele nahi, tevuM Acare nahi. kadAca pramAdavazAta evuM bolI javAya ke AcaraNa thaI jAya, te tarata ja AtmabhAnamAM jAgRta thaI jAo. AtmaprIti ja sukhadAtA che. saMsAranI prIti ja duHkhadAtA che. he sukhecchake ! sukha mATe ja AtmaprIti, prabhuprIti karavAnI jJAnI puruSoe jagata jIvone khAsa bhalAmaNa karI che. je tenI zikSA pramANe prabhuprIti, AtmaprIti karIne saMsAranI prItine tyAga karaze te mahAna AtmAo avicala AtmAnaMdanA bhokatA banaze, ane duHkhamAtrathI mukta thaI jaze. Avo, A vIrAtmAo ! A saMsAranA rAgane tyAga ane paramaprabhu AtmArAma sAthe snehane nAte joDe. te ja sukha ane zAMtine rAjamArga che. rakhe tame mehanI bhUlabhulAmaNamAM lalacAIne jJAnInI zikSAne bhUlI na jaje, e khAsa lakSamAM rAkho, li. vizvazAMti thAhaka
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________________ krama . deg - 1^ 1 - 0. deg deg ja 4352525S2S2S225252SSESE541 A vizva aspRdaya jJAnamaMdiranA prakAzane nAbha. 1 gadazana-yogasamAdhi ra4-00 | vicArazaktine addabhuta prabhAva bhAga 1-2-3 20-00 nA 3 nArIzakti 19-00 Fii 4 kAruNyaprabhA 12-00 | pa mananuM svarUpa ane tene jItavAnA upAyo (prema mAM) 6 maMtravijJAna ane sAdhanA rahasya 12-96 || 7 AtmajJAna pravezikA-mAkSanI kuMcI 10-00 8 yogadaSTi samusthaya ( 10-00 9 utthAna athavA bhAgya sajana navanirmANa (sacitra) 10 saMsAramAM sukha kayAM che ? bhAga 1-2, 11 nirmohI rAjAno parivAra 12 payuSaNa AdhinA 13 prabhunuM maMdira 14 parvAdhirAja saMvatsarI. 15 saphaLa jIvananI sAdhanA 16 sabhya sAdhanA 17 mAnasika cikitsA 18 sukha ja bhayAnaka che 19 paramAtmA prakAza 20 baMdhana mukti rahasya 0-70 21 pegasAre | rara yogasAdhanAnI saMkSepa rUparekhA 23 sarakAra sRSTi 24 divya pathanI yAtrI - 25 sAdhanA-vidhi vidhAna 0-80 26 prema sudhAnuM pAna karo ane rogamukta bano 0-40 IS252525PSSSTSESESESS4 SPS2S22SASP995PSASS22S25252SCSES2525 P PSESTESESESESZSE SISESETSESESPISESEL rUpa P 09 . -00 - - . . .. .. \ - -- 0 0 0 \ | 0-pa0 0 | 0 | 0 !