Brahmachariji Sachitra Jeevan Darshan

Author(s): Paras Jain
Publisher: Shrimad Rajchandra Gyanmandir Bandhni
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/009161/1

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prakAzaka tathA prAptisthAna : prakAzaka : zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira po. bAMdhaNI-388 410 tA. peTalAda, jillo kheDA, phona (02697) 247713 zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira : zrImad rAjacaMdra mArga Ara.bI.metA roDa, ghATakopara (IsTa) muMbaI-400 077 zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira AkAzavANI roDa, rAjakoTa (gujarAta) pInakoDa 360 001 zrImad rAjacaMdra janmabhuvana vavANIyA tAlukA-mALIyA miMyANA, jillo-rAjakoTa pInakoDa 363 660 : prathamavRtti, prata 3000, isvI san 2007 paDatara kiMmata : 250/-rUA. vecANa kiMmata : 20/-rUA.

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saMpAdakIya nivedana pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA nirvANa ardha zatAbdI mahotsava nimitte teozrInuM 'sacitra jIvana darzana' pragaTa karatA aMtaramAM AnaMda anubhavAya che. Arya bhAratadezamAM, so varSanA aMtarAlamAM AvA traNa mahApuruSo janma laI bhagavAna mahAvIra dvArA upadiSTa mULa vItarAga mokSamArgane pragaTa karI, vistArIne cAlyA gayA, e ApaNA mahAbhAgyano parama udaya sUcave che. sauthI prathama saMvat 1910mAM pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno janma, pachI saMvat 1924mAM jJAnAvatAra paramakRpALudevano janma temaja saMvat 1945mAM 5.u.pa.pU. brahmacArIjIno janma thayo. ane pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno janma saMvat 1910mAM tathA pa.u.pa.pU.brahmacArIjIno dehavilaya saMvat 2010mAM thavAthI barAbara so varSanA aMtarAlamAM traNa samakAlIna satpuruSono sumeLa thaI vItarAga mArgano parama udyota thayo che. AvA mahApuruSonA pavitra jIvanane jANI, zraddhI te pramANe jIvana jIvI mumukSuo paNa potAnuM kalyANa kare e A graMtha pragaTa karavAno mukhya uddezya che. tethI A graMthamAM sauthI prathama pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM sacitra jIvana caritra mUkavAmAM Avela che. A sacitra jIvana darzanamAM badhA maLIne kula 401 darzanIya phoTAo che. tyArabAda je mumukSuo pUjyazrInA samAgamamAM AvelA temanA dvArA likhita athavA kathita prasaMgone 'preraka prasaMgo'nAmanA vibhAgamAM citro sahita ApavAmAM Avela che. jethI vAMcanArane te prasaMga tAdRzya najara samakSa jaNAya. isvI san 2001mAM paramakRpALudevanuM sacitra jIvanadarzana bahAra pADyuM te vakhate mumukSuoe evI bhAvanA darzAvelI ke pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM paNa AvuM kalara sacitra jIvana darzana tathA prasaMgo bahAra paDe to ghaNAne lAbhanuM kAraNa thAya. te vicArane jhIlI laI te kAmano AraMbha karela. tenI pUrNAhutimAM lagabhaga be varSano samaya pasAra thayo. ApaNI doravaNI pramANe zrI praphullabhAI tathA zrI bhArgave A kAma pUruM karI ApyuM. A tAdRzya banela citronI asara mAnavanA mAnasa upara jANe kotarAI jAya che. jyAre jyAre prasaMga yAda Ave ke te citra smRtipaTamAM AvI khaDuM thaI jAya che. jenI asara lAMbA kALa sudhI TakI rahe che. vaLI A graMthamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIno sAhitya sarjana vibhAga je ghaNo vizALa che, tene te te pustakonA citro sahita mUkavAmAM Avela che. tathA te te graMtho saMbaMghI saMkSipta varNana paNa karavAmAM AvyuM che. pUjyazrInuM vizALa sAhitya paramakRpALudevanA vacanAmRtone samajavAmAM parama AdhArarUpa che. tethI teozrIno ApaNA upara parama upakAra che. taduparAMta 'pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA bodha vacano' nAmanA vibhAgamAM nIce pramANenA viSayo upara temanA dvArA likhita bogha levAmAM Avela che. paramakRpALudeva pratyenI paramabhakti, nityaniyamanA traNa pATha viSe, smaraNamaMtranuM adbhuta mAhAtmya, sAta vyasana ane sAta abhakSya viSe, satpuruSanI AjJA, satsaMga e sarva sukhanuM mULa, samAdhimaraNa poSaka alaukika tIrtha zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsa, pUjyazrInuM apragaTa vacanAmRta vivecana tathA apragaTa bodha paNa eka vibhAgamAM thoDo ApavAmAM Avela che. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI dinacaryA kevI hatI te paNa citro sAthe AlekhavAmAM AvI che, je mumukSuone puruSArtha preraka che. vaLI temanA paricayamAM Avela mumukSuonA lekho paNa citro sAthe ApavAmAM Avela che. he prabhu ane yamaniyamanA artha paNa AmAM levAmAM AvyA che. aMtamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI kayA kayA tIrthomAM yAtrArthe ke sthApanArthe padhArelA te te gAmonA ke maMdironA citro 'pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI tIrthayAtrAnA saMsmaraNo' nAmanA lekhamAM ApavAmAM AvyA che. temaja temanI dehotsarga ardhazatAbdInA dRzyo paNa mUkavAmAM Avela che. A graMthanA citro banAvavAno badho kharca zrI chItubhAI vallabhabhAI paTela AstAvALAe kharA khaMtathI ApI upakArI pratyeno prema darzAvyo che te badala temane dhanyavAda ghaTe che. A paropakArI satpuruSa ke jeNe aneka prakAre bodha ApI paramakRpALudevanuM zaraNa dRDha karAvyuM tathA temanI bhaktimAM joDyA evA A mahApuruSano upakAra kadI bhulAya nahIM ema icchI atre virAma pAmuM chuM. --AtmArtha icchaka, pArasabhAI jaina (3)

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pUjayazrI brahmacArIjI

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anumaNikA pR krama krama viSaya 1. paramapUjya zrI brahmacArIjInuM jIvana caritra lekhaka - zrI pArasabhAI jaina 2. brahmacArI bhAI bahenone pALavAnA niyamo lekhaka - pu. zrI brahmacArI 40 42 3. mumukSuo dvArA jaNAvela pU.zrIbrahmacArInA preraka prasaMgo 41 (1) zrI manaharabhAI goradhanadAsa kaDIvALA, surata (2) zrI aMbAlAlabhAI jesIMgabhAI paTela, borIA (3) zrI kArabhAI, agAsa Azrama 46 48 53 56 60 (4) zrI sumerabhAI phUlacaMdajI baMdA, surata (pa) zrI chItubhAI DAhyAbhAI paTela, bhuvAsaNa (6)zrI nemicaMdajI lacaMdajI baMdA, Ahora (3) zrI maNibhAI phlAbhAI paTela, suNAva (8) zrI dayALajIbhAI lallubhAI paTela, surata (9) zrI zanAbhAI mathurabhAI paTela, agAsa Azrama (10) zrI hIrAbhAI paTela. vyArA 61 64 4. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM vizALa sAhitya lekhaka - zrI pArasabhAI jaina 66 67 67 (11) zrI ThAkorabhAI mAdhavabhAI paTela, bAraDolI (12) zrI narasIbhAI bhagAbhAI paTela, saDodarA (13) zrI bhalAbhAI vanamALIdAsa paTela, AnA (14) zrI narottamabhAI prabhudAsa paTela, AstA (15) zrI DAhyAbhAI nAraNabhAI paTela, sImaraDA (16) zrI morArajIbhAI lallubhAI paTela, navasArI (17) zrI DAhyAbhAI nAthubhAI paTela, dhAmaNa (18) zrI maganabhAI zaMkarabhAI paTela. suNAva (19) zrI dinubhAI muLajIbhAI paTela, vaDodarA (20) zrI nAthAbhAI bhIkhAbhAI suthAra, suNAva (21) zrI rAvajIbhAI chaganabhAI desAI, agAsa Azrama Tapa 80 83 84 86 87 88 90 91 100 103 108 110 111 (22) zrI cImanalAla goradhanadAsa desAI, naDiyAda (23) zrI govindajI jIvarAja loDAyA, muMbaI (24) zrI oTaramalajI ke. sATiyA, zivagaMja (25) zrI dharmacaMdajI jorAjI, zivagaMja (26) zrI pArasabhAI jaina, agAsa Azrama (27) zrI nirmaLAbena phulacaMdajI baMdA, Ahora (28) zrI ratanabena punazIbhAI zeTha, muMbaI (29) zrI suvAsabena ghevaracaMda, zivagaMja (3)zrI kamaLAbena niAlacaMda DagalI, boTAda (31)zrI savitAbena rAvajIbhAI paTela, bhAdaraNa ka 68 25 71 74 66. 78 viSaya (32) zrI vImubena zanAbhAI paTela, kAviThA (33)zrI ramubena AditarAma, surata (34)zrI mAibena bhAIlAlabhAI, dhULiyA 112 (3)zrI maNibena zanAbhAI mAstara agAsa Azrama 113 114 114 114 114 115 116 118 (36)zrI aMbAlAlabhAI paTela, saMdesara (37)zrI ramaNabhAI paTela, kAviThA (38)zrI zivabA kalyANabhAI paTela, kAviThA (39)zrI DAhIbena zaMkarabhAI paTela, sImaraDA (40)zrI zAMtilAla varadIcaMda, zivagaMja (41)zrI premarAja pokharAjI, yavatamAla (42) zrI mULacaMdabhAI zAha, muMbaI 5. pujayazrI brahmacArInA 65 varSanuM vihaMgAvalokana lekhaka - zrI azokabhAI jaina 6. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA bodha vacano lekhaka - pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI (1) paramakRpALu pratyenI paramabhakti (2) nityaniyamanA traNa pATha viSe (6) (3) smaraNa-maMtranuM adbhuta mAhAtmya (4) sAta vyasana ane sAta abhakSya viSe (5) sapuruSanI AjJA (6) satsaMga e sarva sukhanuM mULa (7) zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa (8) zrI sadguru bhakti rahasya (artha) (9) kaivalya bIja zuM ? (artha) (10 vacanAmRta vivecana (vividha zabdArtha) (11)vacanAmRta vivecana (parNAMka 781) (12) vacanAmRta vivecana (pacAMka 819) (13)pU. zrI brahmacArIjIno apragaTa bodha 7. pU. zrI brahmacArIjInI tIrthayAtrAnA saMsmaraNo saMyojaka - zrI bhAvanAbena pI. jaina 8. pu. zrI brahmacArI dehotsarga ardha zatAbdI mahotsava nimitte agAsa AzramamAM thayela varaghoDAnA dazyo pRSTha 112 112 119 129 133 135 136 137 140 141 143 145 146 149 151 155 156 157 163 195

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI (7)

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pUjyazrI brahAcArIjI janmotsava pada janamyA janamyA govardhana giraghArI. gururAjanI ANA ziraghArI, enA rome rome gururAya...govardhana giraghArI upakAro enA na bhulAya...govardhana giradhArI -1 gurumaMtra daI ama duHkha TALyA, AtmArthe jIvana ajavALyA, gurubhaktimAM amane vALyA, e to kRpAtaNo avatAra...govardhana giradhArI -2 maLyA maLyA govardhana giradhArI, prabhuzrIe nAma ApyuM brahmacArI, gururAjanI vANI avadhArI, e to rame sadA brahmamAMya.. govardhana giraghArI -3 maLyA saMta saluNA upakArI, enI zikSA AtmAne hitakArI, gurubhakti batAvI kalyANakArI, e to kharo mokSa upAya...govardhana giraghArI -4 prabhu paramakRpALune namuM, vaLI namuM saMta laghurAja re, upakArI govardhana guNa namuM, mArA mokSa kAje bhavi Aja...govardhana giradhArI -5 zrI pArasabhAI jaina

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI janma 'upakArI ko nahIM vIsarIe, e hI dharma adhikAra' pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIno janma vikrama saMvat 1945nA zrAvaNa vada 8nA divase gujarAtanA cArutara pradezamAM bAMdhaNI nAmanA gAmamAM, janmASTamInA zubha dine thayo hato. janmASTamI, mahAtmA zrIkRSNano janma divasa che. te divase janma thavo e paNa eka zubha saMketa hato. zrI kRSNe ekavAra 'govardhana'nAmano parvata upADelo, tethI temanuM bIjuM nAma 'govardhanadhara' paNa hatuM. tene anusaratuM emanuM nAma paNa 'govardhana' rAkhavAmAM AvyuM. zrI zAMtibhAI paTela dvArA racita 'jIvanarekhA'nA AdhAre 'pU.zrI brahmacArIjInuM sacitra jIvana darzana' lakhanAra zrI pArasabhAI jaina, agAsa Azrama.

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pitAzrInuM bhaktimayA jIvana temanA pitAzrInuM nAma zrI kALidAsa dvArakAdAsa hatuM. teo mahAtmA zrIkRSNanA parama bhakta hatA. traNa traNa vAra gokuLa mathurAnI yAtrAe jaI AvelA. prathama vakhatanI yAtrA pagapALA karI hatI. temanuM vyaktitva udAra hatuM. maMdiranA jIrNoddhAra vagere karAvavAmAM dravya kharcatA. lobha kaSAyanI maMdatAnA kAraNe chellI yAtrAmAM ghananI maryAda karI. tenA phaLasvarUpa temanI A dAna pravRtti tyAganA rUpamAM palaTAI gaI. AyuSya thoDuM bAkI rahyuM jANI cetI gayA ane AtmasArthaka karavA kuTuMbathI dUra jaIne vasyAM. tyAM temaNe bhagavatuM bhaktimAM ja potAnuM AyuSya pUrNa karyuM. tamAro naMdana to mahApuruSa che. temanA mAtuzrInuM nAma jItAbA hatuM. teo paNa bhaktahRdayI hatA. have temane ekamAtra potAnA lADakavAyA putramAM ja bAlakRSNanAM darzana thayAM. putrano janmASTamIe janma, janmathI parama zAMta, AnaMdI ane hasamukho cahero joIne mAtAne mana parama AnaMda raheto ane lAgatuM ke A koI daivI puruSa che. ekavAra prasaMgavazAt joSInI mulAkAta thaI. joSI, temanA jamaNA paganA DhIMcaNe lAbuM joIne, AnaMdamAM AvI umaLakAthI bolI UThyo ke mAjI, A tamAro naMdana to koI mahApuruSa che. mAtAne mana tene anusaratI mAnyatA to hatI paNa te jozInA jyotiSa vaDe vizeSa vRDhatAne pAmI. bAlyAvasthA jema jema AnaMdamAM bALakanI uMmara vadhatI gaI tema tema temanuM vizALa bhAla, gAle khaMjana ane kAnanI bharAvadAra buThThio temaja gaura vadana para nirdoSa hAsya sarvene AnaMdanuM kAraNa thatuM tathA temanA bhAvi saumya vyaktitvanAM paNa temAM aNasAra maLatA.

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abhyAsakALa temanuM vidyArthI jIvana zAMta, saraLa, vinayI ane AjJAMkita hovAthI temaja samaja hovAne kAraNe svajana samudAyamAM te khUba ja priya thaI paDyAM. koInI sAthe laDavA jhaghaDavAnuM to potAnI prakRtimAM aMze paNa nahotuM. abhyAsa mATe temane pratiroja cAra gAu cAlI najIkanA zahera peTalAdamAM javuM paDatuM. te samaye moTaro vagerenI sagavaDa nahotI. bAlavaya chatAM potAne pharajanuM bhAna tIvra hatuM. temanA aMtaramAM ema thatuM ke ekalA moTAbhAI narasiMhabhAI upara gharano badho boja kema nakhAya? mAre paNa yathAzakti madada karavI joIe. tethI nizALethI AvI gharanA kAmamAM lAgI jatAM. jJAte pATIdAra hovAthI khetInuM kAmakAja rahetuM. gharanA kAmakAjamAM vadhu samaya javAthI abhyAsamAM khAmI AvI ane nApAsa thayA. pariNAme abhyAsa choDavo paDyo. he bhagavAna! mane tuM khUba bhaNAva pitAzrInA svargavAsa thayA pachI eka varSe, mAtra tera varSanI uMmaramAM ja temanAM lagna thaI gayAM. have pharajanuM bhAna vizeSa vadhyuM. gharanAM gharaDAM mANasone baLadanI sAthe DhoranI jema vaitaru karatA joI kuTuMbanI bhAvI javAbadArInA vicAramAM ne vicAramAM temanA aMtaHkaraNamAM ghaNuM duHkha thatuM ane teno upAya mAtra eka bhaNatara che ema lAgyA karatuM. chatAM zaramALa prakRtinA kAraNe moTAbhAIne kaMI kahI zakatA nahIM. paNa bhagavAnane dararoja prArthanA karatA ke he bhagavAna! mane tuM khUba bhaNAva, mAre khUba bhaNavuM che. jevA bhAva tevA prabhu phaLe. aMte temanI prArthanA phaLI ane banyuM paNa evuM ke prasaMgavazAt eka vakhata sagAMo bahAragAmathI temanA ghare AvelA. temaNe pUchayuM - kema govardhana bhaNavuM nathI? temaNe bhaNavAnI icchA darzAvI. > te jANI sagAMoe narasiMhabhAIne kahyuM ke goraghanane bhaNAvone! narasiMhabhAIne paNa te vAta hitakara jaNAI. jethI pharIthI peTalAda aMgrejI pahelA ghoraNamAM dAkhala karyo. aMgrejI sAruM hatuM tethI parIkSA laI bIjA dhoraNamAM dAkhala karyA. A vakhate peTalAda borDiMgamAM rahevAnI jogavAI thavAthI tyAM ja rahyA. tyAM sevAbhAvI motIbhAI amInanI dekharekha nIce hovAthI lAgaNI rAkhI khUba bhaNyAM; ane bIjuM trIjuM - ghoraNa beya sAthe ja pAsa karI gumAvela potAnA doDha be varSano badalo vALI lIdho. peTalAda borDiMga - 3

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satata puruSArthI vidyArthIjIvana temane ghara karatAM borDiMgamAM sAro evo samaya maLatAM vAMcana-vicAraNA vaDe potAnI jAtane ghaDavAno sAro moko maLyo. zrI motIbhAI amIna jevA preraNAmUrti maLatAM temano saraLa, kartavya parAyaNa ane saccAIbharyA svabhAvano jaladI vikAsa thayo. zrI motIbhAI amIne paisA kamAvavAnI lolupatAne Thokara mArI eka Adarza zikSaka banavAnuM svIkAreluM. potAnI jAtane ghaDavAmAM je parizrama paDelA tenA anubhavo te vidyArthIo AgaLa khullA mane ThAlavatA ane temane yogya doravaNI paNa ApatA. temano eka prasaMga pUjyazrI boghAmRta bhAga-3 (patrasuthA)nA patrAMka 422mAM noMdhe che : saMga jevo raMga haMmezA satya bolo. "prathama jyAre pU.motIbhAI sAheba peTalAdamAM heDamAstara thayA ane emane maNilAla nabhubhAInuM "cAritra' (charactornuM bhASAMtara) nAmanuM pustaka gujarAtInA piriyaDamAM zIkhavatA te vakhate satya saMbaMdhI vivecana karatAM bolelAM ke ATalI ummara thatAM sudhI eka paNa akSara huM jUThuM bolyo nathI. e vAkyanI asara AkhA pustaka karatAM vizeSa asarakAraka nIvaDelI ane tyArathI te Aja sudhI temanA pratye bahumAnapaNuM vadhatuM rahyuM.' te pote samayano pUro upayoga karatA ane khUba ciMtanamagna rahetA. AvA zikSakanA sahavAsathI potAnA jIvanamAM paNa makkamatA AvI. benjAmIna phrenkalInanI jema TAImaTebala banAvI samayanI niyamitatA jALavatA. temaja nepoliyana bonAporTanA jIvananI ekAgratA ane kAmamAM tallIna thaI javAnI vRttine paNa potAnA svabhAvamAM evI to vaNI lIghI ke je samaye je kAma ghAre te kAma te samaye pUrNa thAya ja. evI nizcitatA jIvanamAM vaNAI gaI.

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karuNALu svabhAva teo sadguNo ane durguNonuM paNa eka Tebala banAvI rAkhatA. temAM pratidina sadguGgone kema khIlavavA ane durguNone kema dUra karavA tenA vicAramAM ane prayatnamAM rahetA. pote upavAsa Adi karI gharathI maLatA paisA bacAvI temAMthI noTabuko, pensilo ane jamavA sivAya pravAsa Adi pravRttinuM itara kharca temAMthI ja kADhatA ane bhaNavAmAM hoziyAra hovAthI teone inAma ane skolarazIpa je maLatA, teno upayoga teo garIba vidyArthIone sahAya karavAmAM karatA. evo karuNALu svabhAva temano bAlavayathI ja hato. kAvyakaLA ane sAhityaprema kavi zrIkAMtanI prabaLa asara nIce AvavAthI temanI kAvyazakti khIlI ane pote paNa suMdara kAvyo lakhatA thayA. zrI karuNAzaMkara mAstaranI preraNA ane doravaNIthI temanA nAjIka urmizIla svabhAvamAM sAhitya pratyeno prema jAgyo ane jIvanamAM ucca AdarzonuM siMcana sugama banyuM. miniTa miniTano sadupayoga meTrika pAsa karI teo have baroDA ArTsa kaoNlejamAM - I II I I GHEEL SUP joDAyA. tyAM paNa potAnA kAmamAM eTalA badhA mazagula rahetA ke temanA niyamita jIvananI chApa bIjA vidyArthIo upara paNa paDI. tyAM paNa samayanA miniTe miniTano sadupayoga karI abhyAsa uparAMta temaNe khUba vAMcyuM, vicAryuM. temanA manamAM hatuM ke jANe vidyArthIjIvananI ekapaLa paNa vyartha kema javA devAya? kAraNa, samaya amUlya che, janasevA ane dezoddhAranI bhAvanA 5 baroDAmAM inTara pAsa karI peTalAda borDiMganA jUnA mitrone maLyA. temAM bhIkhubhAI mukhya hatA. zrI bhIkhAbhAInI ghagaza vidyAnagaramAM svAdhIna janapada vidyApITha (Rurall University) sthApavAnI hatI. pUjyazrInA manamAM paNa peTalAda borDiMgamAMthI janasevA ane dezodvAranI bhAvanA hovAthI te bhAvanAne saphaLa karavA ucca prakAranuM zikSaNa prApta karI dezabharamAM svataMtratAnuM khamIra reDavA zikSaNano keLavaNIno pracAra karavAnuM vicAryuM. te kArya mATe zikSaNamAM sarvatra aMgrejInuM mahatva vadhAre hovAthI 'bombe presiDansI'mAM prasiddha thayela vidvAna skaoNTa pAsethI ucca kakSAnuM aMgrejI jJAna meLavavA, muMbaInI vilsana kaoNlejamAM joDAvAnuM nakkI karyuM. ghaNI muzkelIo ane bhAre kharca veThIne paNa zrI bhIkhAbhAI sAthe muMbaI be varSa bhaNI IsvIsana 1914mAM teo B.A.pAsa thayA. B.A. mAM paNa mukhya viSaya aMgrejI sAhitya rAkhI tenA upara evo kAbu meLavyo ke 'TAImsa oNpha InDiyA'mAM paNa temanA lekho chapAvA lAgyA. avibhakta kuTuMba (Joint Family) upara temaNe ghaNo ja sAro lekha te samayamAM lakhyo hato. ja

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ajaba sahanazakti teozrInI sahanazakti paNa ajaba hatI. muMbaIthI B.A.nI parIkSA ApI TrenamAM AvatA hatA. vaDodarA mukAme sTezana upara mitro ane murabbIone maLavA mATe ardhakhullA DabAnA bAraNA AgaLa hAtha mUkIne UbhelA. tyAM koIe asmAta bAraNuM baMdha karyuM. jethI emanA hAthano aMgUTho kapAI gayo, ane tenuM TeravuM bAraNA sAthe coMTI rahyuM. chatAM temaNe nahIM koI prakArano moDhe avAja karyo ke nahIM pelA bhAIne paNa Thapako sarakho Apyo. muMbaI - amadAvAda "ayaM nijaH paro veti gaNanA laghucetasAm / udAracaritAnAM tu vasudhaiva kuTumbakam // " // AkhuM vizva kuTuMbarUpa teo have grejyueTa thaI gayA hovAthI mAtuzrI ane moTAbhAInA manamAM ema thayuM ke te have moTA amaladAra banaze. paNa teonA manamAM sarakAranI nokarI karavI te paradezI sarakAranI gulAmI karavA jevuM lAgatuM. vaLI dezoddhAra tathA janasevAnI bhAvanA ghara karI gayelI hovAthI temane mana '"vasudhaiva tubhyam' eTale AkhI sRSTi potAnuM kuTuMba jaNAtuM hatuM. 1914 6 artha - A mAruM che, A parAyuM che, evI gaNatrI to jenuM mana nAnuM hoya te kare che. paNa jenuM mana udAra che-vizALa che; tene mana to AkhuM vizva kuTumbarUpa che

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zikSaNa kSetramAM paNa svayaMsevaka te ja varSanA Disembara mahinAmAM peTalAda borDiMganA jUnA vidyArthIonuM saMmelana bAMdhaNI gAmamAM ja bharAvAnuM nakkI thayuM. saMmelanamAM rajUAta thaI ke jo carotaranI unnatine arthe zrI motIbhAI sAhebanI AgevAnI heThaLa carotara ejyukezana sosAyaTInI sthApanA thAya to pote ane zrI bhIkhAbhAI ane zrI aMbAlAla e traNe mitro svayaMsevaka tarIke saMsthA pagabhara thAya tyAM sudhI sevA Apaze. te miTiMgamAM saMsthAnI sthApanA karavAnuM nakkI karyuM ane I.sana 1915nA jAnyuArIthI zrI bhIkhAbhAI ane zrI aMba borasada khAte sevAmAM joDAyA, ane pote vaso khAte sevAmAM joDAyA. vasomAM aMgrejI zALAmAM temane chaThuM ghoraNa soMpavAmAM AvyuM. sAthe sAthe motIbhAI sAhebanI preraNA ane kAryadakSatAthI vaso kSetre gujarAtamAM sau prathama bAlamaMdiranI sthApanA thaI. temAM paNa pote monTesarI paddhatithI zikSaNa ApavA mAMDyuM, ane navA zikSakone paNa pote taiyAra karyA. A prayoga dezamAM navo hovAthI dUradUrathI loko jAte nirIkSaNa karavA mATe tyAM AvatA. e prayoga khUba saphaLatA pAmyo ane zrI gijAbhAI badhekA vageree teno pracAra AkhA gujarAtabharamAM karavAnuM kAma mAthe upADI lIdhuM. tyArabAda eka-be varSamAM carotara ejyukezana sosAyaTIe potAnuM kendra ANaMdamAM sthApyuM, ane svataMtra keLavaNI saMsthA calAvavI zarU karI. te saMsthAnuM nAma dAdAbhAI navarojI hAIskula (D.N.) rAkhyuM. dAdAbhAI navarojI hAIskula (D.N.)ANaMda SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOc DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI heDamAstara pade niyukti tyAM svayaMsevakonI vaghAre jarUra hovAthI teo vaso choDI I.sana. 1919mAM ANaMda AvyA. ANaMdamAM 1920-21mAM dAdAbhAI navarojI hAIskulamAM be varSa heDamAstara tarIke sevA bajAvI. banne varSa meTrika kakSAnuM pariNAma so TakA AvyuM.

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vidyArthIone bhaNAvavAmAM tallIna pU.zrI brahmacArIjI ekatAmAM baLa che, Unity is strenth aikyatA balavAna hai

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-2 Adarza zikSaka bhAvanA have AtmoddhAra teonuM valaNa vidyArthIo pratye ghaNuM ja premALa hatuM. karavA bhaNI vaLI. bIjA zikSakone paNa khAsa bhalAmaNa karelI ke vidyArthIno game zrImad ugharAja svAmI tevo guno hoya to paNa tene tAtkAlika zikSA karavI nahIM; paNa viSenI prathama bIje divase karavI. Ama karavAthI zikSakano tAtkAlika Aveza jANakArI samAI jato ane vidyArthIne sugharavAnI taka maLatI, ane kyAreka saMvat 1977nI anyAya thato paNa aTakI jato. temaja zikSako ane vidyArthIo divALInI rajAomAM temane vacceno saMbaMdha paNa mITho banato. bAMghaNI AvavAnuM banyuM. teo vidyArthIone bhaNAvavAmAM eTalA baghA tallIna tyAre gAmanA bhagavAnabhAI thaI jatA ke keTalIka vakhata piriyaDane aMte thatA ghaTanA TakorA pAsethI zrImad laghurAjasvAmI paNa temane saMbhaLAtA nahIM. paNa daravAjA bahAra bIjA zikSakane viSe jANavA maLyuM. mahAtmAnI AvI UbhelA joI teo samajI jatA ane cAlavA mAMDatA. aMtaramAM zogha to hatI ja pU.zrI brahmacArIjInuM bAMdhaNI vidyArthIone sudhAravAnI AgavI rIta ane A nimitta maLavAthI gAmamAM Avela ghara-janmasthaLa vidyArthIonI Tevo sudhAravAnI paddhati paNa temanI to agAsa AzramamAM javAnuM nakkI karyuM. dazerAne divase vahelI savAre AgavI ja hatI. chAtrAlayamAM chAtrone paroDhIye UThI paravAravAno gharethI nIkaLatAM bhagavAnane prArthanA karI ke he bhagavAna!have mane niyama hato. keTalAka vidyArthIo kUve nAhIne potAnA ghotIyA ne potAnA ghotIyA ! kaMI mArga sUjhADa. ghoyA vagara tyAMne tyAM ja rahevA detA. te temanA dhyAna bahAra mahApuruSanA milanathI thayelo apAra AnaMda nahIM. keTalAka divasa ema cAlyuM. paNa aMte temanI Teva sudhAravA AzramanA daravAjAmAM paga mUkyo ke paramapUjya prabhuzrIjI mATe eka be vakhata chAnAmAnA ghotIyA ghoI chokarAonI rAyaNanA vRkSa nIce birAjela hatA. temaNe muktino mAraga zuM che oraDIe sUkavI dIdhA. tenI vidyArthIone jANa thaI ane te jANe temanI vinaMtI sAMbhaLIne jaNAvavA na mAgatA hoya tema zaramAIne potAnI Teva sudhArI lIdhI. eka chokarAne "mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re' e pada bolavA te samayamAM bhAratabharamAM dezane AjhAda karavA asahakAra jaNAvyuM. te sAMbhaLI teozrInA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. AMdolananI pravRtti cAlatI hatI. gAMdhIjIe rASTrIya keLavaNInA pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI sAthe pU.zrI brahmacArIjInuM prathama milana lakSathI amadAvAdamAM gujarAta vidyApIThanI sthApanA karelI. temAM gujarAtanI keTalIka hAIskulo-vidyApITha mAnya banI. ANaMdanI dAdAbhAI navarojI hAIskulano meTrika varga paNa vidyApITha mAnya karAvavAmAM Avyo hato. AcArya thavA samyakajJAna ane uttama AcAra joIe have DI.ena.hAIskUla "vinayamaMdira' banatAM teo heDa mAstarane badale AcArya kahevAyA. AcArya padavIe temane cetAvI dIghA. teone mana to "AcArya thavA mATe sAcuM jJAna ane uttama AcAra joIe; temaja mana, vacana, vANI ane vartananI ekatA joIe. tenA vinA 'AcArya' kahevaDAvavuM yogya nathI. Ama AcAryapada temane khUMcavA lAgyuM. tenA phaLasvarUpa temanI bhAvanA zrI araviMda ke ramaNa maharSi jevA koI mahApuruSa pAse jaI jIvana unnata karavAnI jhaMkhanA jAgI. agAunI dezoddhAranI

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pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI anaMtakRpA te sthitine prajJAvaboghanA eka kAvyamAM svayaM varNave che - "huM dramaka sama hInapuNya paNa tuja dvAra para AvI caDyo, susthita zrImad rAjacaMdra taNI kRpAnajare paDyo; tyAM saMta zrI laghurAja svAmI premasaha sAme maLyA, muja draSTiroga maTADavA jAte parizramamAM bhaLyA." artha - upamiti bhavaprapaMcamAM alaMkArI bhASAmAM nipuNyaka evA dramakanI kathA che. tenA jevo huM paNa ApanA dvAra para AvI caDhyo. tyAM susthita mahArAjA jevA paramakRpALudevanI kRpA najare huM paDyo. vaLI gharma boghakara maMtrI sama saMta zrI laghurAja svAmI AzramanA daravAjAmAM praveza karatAM ja rAyaNa vRkSa nIce sAme maLyA. tathA mArA anAdinA AtmabhrAMtirUpa kadannane dUra pheMkAvI samyaka jJAnarUpa kSIrabhojana karAvyuM. Ama svayaM prabhuzrIjIe parizrama karIne mArA para anaMta kRpA karI. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI sevA maLe to jIvana ghanya pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA darzana mAtrathI ja pUrvanA saMskArane laIne te vakhate emane thayuM ke pitAzrInI sevA to na maLI zakI, paNa A mahApuruSanI sevA karI hoya to jIvana saphaLa thaI jAya. tyAM prabhuzrIjIe temane pUchyuM ke "TALI svaccheda ne pratibaMgha" eTale zuM? svacchaMdano artha potAnI matikalpanAe vartavuM ema karyo paNa pratibaMgha zabdano artha na AvaDatAM pU.zrI prabhuzrIjIe samajAvyo ke kalyANa karavAmAM je je vigna kare te badhA pratibaMdha che. te samayathI ja temaNe manamAM gAMTha vALI ke have AjathI mAre pU.zrI prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM rahevA mATe "svacchaMda" ane "pratibaMgha" TALavAno prayatna karavo. maMtradIkSA pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe temane teja kALI caudasanA ravivAranA divase evA apUrva vAtsalyabhAvathI maMtra Apyo ke temanI sevAmAM rahetA bhagatajIne ullAsamAM AvI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe jaNAvyuM ke AvuM smaraNa (maMtra) haju sughI ame koIneya ApyuM nathI. kharekhara! "pavitra puruSonI kRpAdraSTi e ja samyakadarzana che." - pUjyazrI paNa pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI dvArA Apela "tattvajJAnamAM evA ja alaukika ullAsabhAvathI svayaM noMdhe che - maMtradIkSA !" kALIcaudasa jevA siddhiyoga dine AvA mahApuruSanA haste "maMtradIkSA" maLavI e paNa kevI apUrva ghaTanA, kahyuM che ke - "pharI pharI maLavo nathI, A uttama avatAra; kALI caudasane ravi, Ave koIka ja vAra." 10

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pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe Apela tattvajJAna rayatA zIra-pardA merAma jaga keralade RE paIT pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe Apela tattvajJAnamAM lakhI Apela hastAkSaramAM mArgadarzana A tattvajJAnamAM pa.kR.devano citrapaTa A tattvajJAnamAM pa.pU.prabhuzrAjInA citrapaTa svaccheda ane pramAda TALI jIvanano nizcaya svarUpa bhajavAnI AjJA zrI sadguru deva kI jaya pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe temane "tattvajJAnamAM maMtra uparAMta | 1. prabhuzrInA darzananI sevAnI sadaiva icchA. (pratyakSa ke citrapaTazrI 2) 6 2. zrI gurudevanI AjJA (rAgadveSano tyAga) nuM smaraNa. a.aho keTalAka chUTaka vacano lAla pensilathI lakhI ApelA. te A che: zrI sapuruSa ke vacanAmRta, A. kSamApanA, i. he prabhura svaccheda TALI apramatta thA, jAgrata thA, jAgrata thA. (sahajAtmasvarUpanI prApti - svacchaMda ne pratibaMgha tajI zrImad pramAdathI mukta thaI, svarUpane bhaja=AtmA chejI - jJAna darzana rAjacaMdranuM vAMcana. prabhuzrInA lekhanuM manana. 5 mALA pheravavI. cAritra- AtmabhAvanA bhAvamAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re, jIva koIne kahevuM nahIM. lahe kevaLajJAna re=savicAra, savicAra. 3. mArI jAtane mATe banatA sughI koIne pherA khavarAvavAnI icchA tat OM sat na karuM. 4. bane teTalo vicAra karIne kAryano AraMbha karuM. sahajAtma svarUpa=paramaguru 5. ahaMbhAva TALavA banato prayatna karuM. jugAra, mAMsa, dArU, moTI corI, vezyAsaMga, zikAra, 6. koIne vacana ApatA pahelAM atIva vicAra karuM ke ApuM ja nahiM. paradArAgamana e sAta vyasanano tyAga kartavya chejI. 7. jeTalI kSaNo vyavahArakAryamAMthI bace te bhakti mATe ja vAparavI. dayA, kSamA, ghIraja, samAdhimaraNa, samabhAva, samatA, sAta bhAva vyasana asaMga, apratibaMgha, zAMtiH" sAta vyasana - tyAga kartavya che. ityAdi vacanoe temane khUba jAgRta karyA. pachI Atma 1. jugAra - zubha karmanA udayamAM harSa, azubhamAM kheda mAnavo siddhimAM "pratyakSa saguru yogathI, svacchaMda te rokAya" Adi te hArajItarUpa bhAva jugAra. vacanono vicAra thatAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI vinA temane bIje kyAMya 2. mAMsaka deha para (sva-paranA) prIti rAkhavI. te bhAva mAMsa bhakSaNa che. gamatuM nahIM. jethI vyavahArakAryamAMthI chUTI bacato vakhata bhaktimAM 3. madirA - mohanIya karmathI svapara viveka bhUlI javo te bhAva ja gALatA. evI bhaktinI laya lAgI hatI. sosAyaTInA mitromAM madirA pAna-dArUnuM vyasana che. 6 4. moTIcorI :- ghana para prIti ane te meLavavAnI icchA rahyA kare to e goraghanabhAI bhagatane nAme ja oLakhAtA. ane rajA ke te bhAva corI che. avakAza maLatAM AzramamAM ja AvI jatA. have temane jIvanamAM 5. vezyAsaMga - te kubuddhine vaza thaI vartavuM. zuM karavA mATe nizcaya karavo te viSayanuM bhAna thayuM. jethI 6. zikAra:- nirdaya pariNAma bhAva rAkhavA. 'tattvajJAna'mAM potAno nizcaya svahaste sAta kalamomAM noMdhe che. : 7. padArAgamana - kAyA upara mamatA rAkhI vartavuM te." tathA sAta bhAva vyasananI paNa noMdha kare che te nIce pramANe che : Avo uttama nizcaya temanA aMtaramAM vartato hato. 11

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"AjJA e ja gharma, AjJA e ja tapa" kyAreka to prabhuzrIjInA virahAgnithI rahyuM nahotuM jatuM. prabhuzrI amadAvAda hoya tyAre bhADAnA paisAnI pUrI gaNatrI karyA vinA ja amadAvAda doDI jatA. be eka vakhata to ANaMda cAlatAM AvelA. "TALI svaccheda ne pratibaMgha" e vacano to jANe rAmabANa jevA haiye vAgelA, tethI prabhuzrIjInI caraNasevAmAM besI javAnI ja temanI tAlAvelI hatI. eka vakhate to ghare pAchA nahIM AvavAnI bhAvanAthI bhADAnA paisAnI pUrI gaNatrI karyA vinA amadAvAda prabhuzrIjI pAse AvI pahoMcyA. prabhuzrIjI seneTorIyamanI lAMbI parasALamAM pATa upara birAjelA hatA. temane vaMdana karI teo UbhA rahyA. tyAM prabhuzrIjIe prasAda apAvyo. sAme cheDe besI prasAda letA hatA. teTalAmAM prabhuzrIjInI lAkaDI khakhaDI * ke temanuM dhyAna te tarapha gayuM. prabhuzrIjIe page mojAM paheryA ane pachI pAdukA paheravA prayatna karI tene choDI dIdhI. tethI teo ema samajyA ke pAdukAnI jema caraNasevA karavAmAM vacce mojAM jevo pratibaMgha ADo Ave che. pachI prasAda ArogI teo prabhuzrIjI pAse AvyA. tyAre prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM : "prabhu! padhAro!!" tyAre potAne sevAmAM rAkhavAnI jarApaNa temaNe vinaMtI karyA vinA 'unAjJA gurum vivArIyA'nI jema prabhuzrIjInI AjJAne phulanI jema mastake caDhAvI, vaMdana karI tyAMthI cAlatA thayA. pUrA bhADAnA paisA vinA sIghA ja amadAvAdathI AkhI rAta cAlIne savAre ANaMda ghare pAchA AvI pahoMcyA. teone mana 'thappo lAge tavo' arthAtu "AjJA e ja gharma ane AjJA e ja tapa' hatuM. tenI pUrI kasoTI thaI.

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pharajanuM bhAna ane tyAga vairAgyanI tIvravRtti te samayamAM emanA ciraMjIvI jazabhAI (babu)nA bA jazabhAIne aDhI varSanA mukIne svargastha thayelA. tethI jazabhAInA saMskAra jhilananA agatyanA samayamAM tenA ucheranuM kAma koIne soMpavAnuM temane yogya na lAgavAthI potAnA sasarA sAthe teo ANaMdamAM rahetA. prabhuzrIjIe mArga utAvaLano nathI ema jaNAveluM tathA AcaravAnA guNomAM prathama 'dayA' lakhI Apela. tethI 'babu' pratyenI pharaja samajI ANaMdamAM temanAthI rahyuM jatuM ane kaMIka dhIraja paNa rahetI hatI. svajano taraphathI pharI paraNavAnI sahaja taiyArI thayelI chatAM prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM te pratibaMgharUpa jaNAtAM pharI nahIM paraNavAno vicAra temaNe makkama rAkhyo hato. eka bAju potAne pharajanuM tIvra bhAna hatuM ane bIjI bAjI tyAga vairAgyanI vRtti paNa ghaNI ja prabaLa hatI. te potAnA moTAbhAIne lakhela patranA avataraNo uparathI ApaNane saheja khyAla AvI zake tema che. mATe te atre ApIe chIe - saMsAra choDI nAsI javAno prayatna "A babunA janma pahelA teno moTobhAI viThThala hato. te vakhate mane uparanI (AtmakalyANanI) bhAvanAoe.....saMsAra choDIne nAsI javA jevo prayatna karavA eka be vakhata prerelo, eka vakhata to rAtre traNa vAge bAMdhaNIthI loTo laIne nIkaLI paDelo. te evA vicArathI ke cAlatAM cAlatAM koI jaMgala Ave to temAM saMtAI rahevuM ane uttama jIvana mATe taiyAra thavuM. paNa be kalAka sImamAM ADAavaLI pharatAM pharatAM savAra thavA AvyuM. tyAre......lAgyuM ke hajI to bAMdhaNInI pAse ja chuM ne koIne (mane) pakaDI pADavo saheluM thaI paDe tema che; tethI....mananI vRttio dabAvIne ghera pAcho Avato rahyo. AvI tyAgavRtti to ghaNIvAra UchaLI AvatI. paNa saMsAra bhogavavAnuM karma paNa teTalA ja vegathI ke tethI vadhAre vegathI jIva khapAvato. nimittAdhIna vRtti moTo dikaro traNa ja varSa jIvyo; paNa tame eka chokaro ucherI trIsa varSano moTo karo tyAM sudhI je ciMtA karo teTalI ciMtAo teNe mane karAvelI. ane tenI keLavaNI mATe zuM zuM karavuM, zI goThavaNa karavI, mAre keTalI taiyArI karavI, vagere banyuM teTaluM 13 vicAryuM hatuM. ane duniyAnI koIpaNa vastu karatAM tenA upara vizeSa moha rAkhelo. tema chatAM te kSaNabhaMgura che eTaluMya samajAyeluM nahIM e ja dIvA taLe aMdhAru ane ApaNA saMsArInA badhA kAmomA A ja dhabaDako hoya che; vAto DAhI DAhI karIe paNa mana ja cokhkhuM nahIM. tene vArasAmAM zuM ApI javuM teno vicAra paNa meM karI mUkyo hato. ane uttama jIvana pitA gALe e putrane mATe jeTaluM uttama che tenA jeTalo uttama vAraso koIpaNa pitA putrane ApI na zake, e mArA manamAM svAbhAvika rIte koI pUrva karmanA baLe sphureluM, te jAgrata raheluM. tethI paisAdAra tene jovAnAM svapno meM karelAM nahIM, kAraNa ke meM jene sAruM mAneluM tevuM uttama jIvana ja vArasAmAM tene maLe evI mArI icchA hoya ja. mAruM adhuruM raheluM kAma pUruM kare tevo putra thAya evI meM icchA rAkhelI ane te pramANe mAre, ApaNA pitAe adhuruM mUkeluM kAma pUruM karavuM ema paNa manamAM hatuM ane hajI che.....'' Ama koI koI kaMI kAma kADhI jaze teozrIne mana paramArtha ja eka mAtra jIvanamAM kartavyarUpa che ema lAgavAthI jazabhAI 5-6 varSanA thayA ke aThavADiye AzramamAM AvavAne badale have pAsa kaDhAvI dararoja rAtre AzramamAM AvI savAre ANaMda javAnuM rAkhyuM. AzramamAM rAtre moDA sudhI vAMcana ane lakhavAnuM karatA ane paroDhiye vahelA traNa vAge UThI prabhuzrIjI AgaLa vAMcana karavAnuM rAkhyuM. UMgha na pajave athavA pramAda na thAya te mATe sAMjano khorAka paNa najIvo ja levAnuM rAkhela. te viSe eka divasa prabhuzrIjIe jaNAveluM ke "A giradharabhAI roja pAsa laI Ave che, vAMcana kare che temAMya pahelAMnA karatAM keTalo phera? badhuM mUkI dIdhuM. ema A pramANe koI koI kaMI kAma kADhI jaze.'', OD TWFYF0Q1M_

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eka mumukSune e vAtanI khUba asara thaI kuTuMba, babu ke mArA deha saMbaMdhInI ciMtAono Avaro eTale bIje divase pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIne pUchyuM- "jI prabhu, aTakAvI zakIza. eTale ekavAra te sarvanI ciMtA koI jIvane mUkavuM hoya paNa mUkAtuM na hoya, samajAtuM na choDavAno nizcaya thayA pachI koI kALe te nahIM sAMbhare hoya ke kema mUkavuM, tenuM kema?" tevI sthiti sadgurukRpAthI prApta thavI saMbhave che. mArI prabhuzrI kahe - "kaMIka e ja rahyuM che. mUkavAnuM upara game teTalI bhaviSyamAM Aphata AvI paDe to evuM kyAM dekhAya evuM che ke nakha vadhelA hoya to tene paNa sAMsArika sagavaDo ke sukhanI icchA paNa nahIM kApI nAkhIe tema, dUra thAya? paNa je jJAnInI draSTie jAge ema paNa atyAre lAge che. paNa eka muzkela sAcuM nathI tene sAcuM mAnavuM nahIM. pachI bhalene badhuM paDyuM rahyuM. e vAta che ke hAlanA karatAM vadhAre sAMsArika sukhamAM gherAI javAno to eno kALa AvyuM jaze. mamatA ochI thAya tema karavuM. ThAra udaya Ave to zuM? to paNa sadgurukRpAthI ane sarune zaraNe ThAra marI javA jevuM che." rahevAthI tathA A saMta mahApuruSone hAthe hajI tevI tAlIma levAnI svachaMda ane pratibaMgha TALavAnI jhUraNA icchA che, tethI tevA sAMsArika anukULa saMjogomAM paNa nahIM caLI zakAya tevI sthiti prApta thavAno saMbhava lAge che. Ama dararoja ANaMdathI AvavuM ne javuM te dUghamAM ne - dIkSA levAnI utkaMThA. dahIMmAM paga rAkhavA jevuM lAgatuM. tethI potAne pUro saMtoSa thato huM khAsa karIne tene mATe ja vahelI dIkSA levA icchA nahoto. paNa emanA manamAM to 'mULamArga" nA "TALI svacchaMda ne pratibaMgha" e vacano kyAre chUTuM kyAre chUTuM? nA bhaNakArA jagavatA gharAvuM chuM, kAraNa ke atyAranA agAsanA saMjogomAM huM saMpUrNa vairAgyathI rahevAnuM zIkhI levAnI icchA rAkhuM to moTA mahArAjahatA. tethI pratibaMdha rahita thaI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM AjIvana rahevAnI utkaTa icchA darzAvato paccIseka pAnAno patra moTAbhAI zrInI dazA dvArA mArI vRttio sthira thavAno uttama yoga hAla mane lAge che. kuTuMbane sadAne mATe choDIne AkhI duniyAne kuTuMba narasIbhAI upara lakhelo. te patramAMnA thoDAka avataraNo jotAM gaNI mArA prArabdha upara AdhAra rAkhIne A bhavamAM bAkI temanI svaparahitanI vizALa bhAvanA, UMDI samaja temaja gharabAra rahelAM varSo paramakRpALudevanAM caraNakamaLamAM arpaNa karavA tatpara choDI hRdayathI sAcA tyAgI thavAnI bhAvanA ApaNane spaSTa draSTigocara thAya che. te bo.bhA.-3 patrAMka naM.1mAM jaNAve che ke - thayo chuM...mane saMsAra choDI AzramamAM rahevAnI AjJA na maLe to mAre kaMI kahevAtA sAdhu thaI pharyA karavuM nathI; paNa te yogyatA mAtra mokSa abhilASA prApta karavA mATe je je upAya dIrghadraSTithI batAve te mATe mAnya TUMkAmAM kahuM to Aja sudhI abhyAsa karIne, duniyAno hovAthI, pahelAM huM bIjI javAbadArIomAMthI mukta thaI - cokhkho anubhava laIne, ghaNA lekhakoe potAno anubhava pustakomAM thaI temane prabhuzrIne) vAta karavA vicAra rAkhuM chuM....bhale mane lakhelo che te samajIne jIvatA jAgatA sapuruSonI dazA mArA kAzI jaI zAstra-abhyAsa karavAnI AjJA maLe ke AzramamAM gajA pramANe samajIne mane je kaMI samajAyuM che te TUMkAmAM A paMjo vALavA ke ghaMTa vagADavA jevuM najIvuM kAma soMpe to paNa mane patramAM mArA jAanubhavanA kaMI sAra jevuM tamArA AgaLa tamArI to pUrepUro saMtoSa thavAno ema atyAre lAge che, kAraNa ke mAruM AziSa mATe rajU karuM chuM, bheTa gharuM chuM. ane te dvArA tamAruM kalyANa te puruSanI AjJA uThAvavA mATe ja jIvavAmAM che ema citta-AtmA sAcI vastu samajIne tamAruM ane mAruM kalyANa je mane samajAya che. raste thAya teno vicAra karI.....temAM saMmati sahAya Ape eTalo Aje ja marI gayA jANI zeSa jIvana AtmArthe ja hetu A patra lakhavAno che. mAre vaheluM marI levuM che eTale je ciMtA maryA pachI paramArtha pAmavA citta talapApaDa thavAnI te pahelAM thavAnI hoya te thaI jAya ane pachI bacyAM huM..paramArthanI zoghamAM ane tene prApta karavAnA prayatno teTalAM varSa mArA AtmAnI kaho, AzramanI kaho, ke jagatanI mATe jIvuM chuM ane tene mATe sarvasva arpaNa karIne paNa saMpUrNa kaho, paNa jemAM sarvanI sAcI sevA samAya tevI pharaja bajAvavA unnati sAdhI zakAya te mATe taiyAra thavA mAruM citta talapApaDa mATe huM gharabAra choDI aNagAra thavA icchuM chuM....saMta, mahaMta ke thaI rahyuM che.. jevA gharmane anukULa saMjogo (nispRhI ane AtmAnA gAdIpati thavAnI gaMdha sarakhI paNa mArI icchAmAM nathI. paNa anubhavI prabhuzrIjInI sevA ane satsaMga) agAsa AzramanA sarvano sevaka ane AtmArthI thavAnI icchA ghaNA kALathI bAMdhI vAtAvaraNamAM che tevA saMjogomAM thoDA varSa rahevAthI huM sosAyaTI, rAkhI che, tevA thavuM che. 14

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anyane paNa kalyANano mArga batAvavAnI bhAvanA nathI huM sosAyaTInA kAmathI kaMTALyo ke nathI sosAyaTI vALAoe mane kADhI mUkavAno vicAra karyo ke jethI mAre bIjuM koI sthaLa zodhavuM paDe. jo tema hoya to Aje baso pAMcaso rUpiyA mahine maLe tevI nokarI huM zodhI zakuM eTalI mArAmAM mane zraddhA ane zakti jaNAya che. paNa te badhA gulAma ke nokara banAvanArAM kArakhAnAM hovAthI, mAtra svataMtra jIvana samajavuM, svataMtra thavuM ane svataMtra thavA icchanArane dekhelo mArga yathAzakti AMgaLI cIMdhI batAvavA taiyAra thavuM eTaluM ja kAma kaMIka mArAthI banI zake to ATalA TUMkA jIvanamAM te ochuM nathI. ema atyAre lAge che. je vastu mAla vagaranI lAge che temAM ne temAM ja gocalA gaNavA ane tenA te vicAromAM gUMcAyA karavuM te have asahya lAge che. temAM jIvavuM te sAkSAt maraNa dekhAya che. jene mATe jIvavuM che te jo na bane to hAlatAcAlatA maDadA jevI sthitimAM jIvavA jevuM che.'' sevAno utkRSTa bhAva bIjI bAjI prabhuzrIjIne paNa vinaMtI patromAM lakhe che - game te kSaNe jo ApanA taraphathI eka sUcanA mAtra maLe ke mAre sevAmAM khaDA thavuM, to koIpaNa vastu kadI paNa meM mArI na gaNI hoya tema tene choDI ApanI sevAmAM hAjara thavAno ghaNA vakhatano mAro nizcaya che. .....koI koI vAra ema thaI Ave che ke kAviThAnA kalyANajI DosA tathA maganabhAI sTezana mAstarane Apa spaSTa zabdomAM jaMjALa choDI satpuruSane Azare AvavAnuM kaho cho tema mane paNa kahezo ja, evI AzA rAkhIne huM paNa beTho chuM; ane jyAre AjJA maLaze tyAre vinA vilaMbe ApanI sevAmAM hAjara thaI javuM, evo nizcaya karI rAkhyo che, kAraNa ke ApanI AjJA thaI eTale koIpaNa jAtanuM vicAravAnuM rahetuM ja nathI evuM huM bhaNyo chuM. 'bAjJA gurum vicAraLIyA' gurunI AjJA maLatAM te yogya che ke kema teno vicAra ja na Avavo joIe, mAtra tene amalamAM mUkavI ghaTe. "pavitra sevAno ke te na bane to parama satsaMgano ke je AjJA thAya te uThAvavAno prasaMga meLavI prayatna karavA tatpara A dInadAsanA savinaya sASTAMga namaskAra pavitra sevAmAM prApta thAya.'' sarvasva tyAgI prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM joDAI gayA AvI sarvArpaNanI bhAvanA chatAM teozrInA manamAM ema 15 rahetuM ke kAma vinA AzramamAM rahI bojArUpa kema thavAya? prabhuzrIjIe temanA manano bhAva jANI kahyuM ke ahIM to kAmanA DhagalA che. pachI to temanAthI rahyuM ja na gayuM. prabhuzrIjInI AjJA meLavI, gherathI moTAbhAInI rajA meLavI temaja carotara ejyukezana sosAyaTImAM rAjInAmuM ApI jUna 1925mAM prabhuzrInI sevAmAM joDAI gayA. brahmacarya dIkSA "sarva cAritra vazIbhUta karavAne mATe, sarva pramAda TALavAne mATe, AtmAmAM akhaMDa vRtti rahevAne mATe, mokSa saMbaMghI sarva prakAranA sAdhananA jayane arthe 'brahmacarya' adbhuta anupama sahAyakArI che, athavA mULabhUta che." ema parama kRpALudevanI zikSA jANI teozrIe prabhuzrI pAse brahmacarya dIkSA aMgIkAra karI. pachI to prabhuzrIjI bIjA brahmacArIo hovA chatAM temane ja mAtra 'brahmacArI' evA nAmathI saMbodhana karatA. tethI A sAmAnya nAma viziSTatAne pAmyuM ane govardhanadAsajI 'zrI brahmacArIjI'nA nAmathI ja sarvatra oLakhAvA lAgyA. tA. 11-1-26nI rAtre dasa vAgye prabhuzrI pote vAMcana karI rahyA ke muni mohanalAlajI bhaktimAMthI prabhuzrI pAse AvyA tyAre prabhuzrIe kahyuM : "amArI to have, kRpALudeve jaNAvyuM che tema, tenA upara jene dRSTi hoya temaNe saMbhALa rAkhavI. emanemunine sAcavI lejo, saMbhALa rAkhajo." ema jaNAvyuM che tema karavuM ghaTe. jema nAnA bALakanI-laghunI tema A 'laghurAja'nI saMbhALa le tema karavuM joIe. have kaMI bolAya che? nahIM to doDa paNa karIe. paNa pahelAthI amAre to bhAvanA ja evI che ke kaMIka sAMbhaLIe; koI saMbhaLAve, sAMbhaLa sAMbhaLa karIe evuM rahetuM ane hajIya rahe che. kALa to jAya che ne ? bIjuM have zuM karavuM che''. AvA prabhuzrInA udgAro sAMbhaLIne aMtarathI rovAI gayuM.

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1 nizadina nainameM niMda na Ave nara taba hI nArAyaNa pAve!' Ren Shu Ru Chu Ren Lei Ren Ren Shu Ren * ********* (1) have paramapUjya prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM joDAyA pachI rAtadivasa saMtasevAnuM kAma karye ja jatAM, rAtre bhakti pachI agiyAra vAgyA sudhI prabhuzrI pAse vAMcana karavuM, bAra be vAgyA sudhI DAyarIo lakhavI, utArA karavA, pustakonI saMkalanA karavI, bhASAMtaro karavA, praznonA javAbo ApavA ityAdi kAryo karatA, temaja paroDhiye UThIne traNa vAge to prabhuzrI pAse gommaTasAra AdinuM vAMcana karatA. pachI bhakti ane Akho divasa prabhuzrIjInI sevA. Ama prabaLa puruSArtha Adaryo hato. UMgha ArAma mATe samaya najIvo ja kADhatA. majabUta zarIra, uttama naiSThika brahmacarya, mananI adbhuta svasthatA, upayoganI tIkSNatA ane saMyamamaya niyamita jIvana hovAthI atyaMta zrama karatAM chatAM paNa prasannatA sadaiva jhalakatI. 'nizadina nainameM niMda na Ave nara taba zrI nArAyaNa pAve e mudrAlekhane ja jAze apUrva ullAsanA baLe caritArtha karatA hoya ema jaNAtuM hatuM. jIvana palo (2) paramapUjya prabhuzrIjInI chatrachAyAmAM rAtadivasa svAdhyAya bhaktimAM keTalAye zAstronuM vAMcana, manana, nididhyAsana, carcA ane tenA avagAhanamAM ja temano samaya vItato. temaja te baghuM zravaNa manana karI pacAvye ja jatA. kyAreya paNa te jJAnane bahAra veDaphAvA dIdhuM nahIM. vikramanI traNa pUtaLIomAMnI ekanI jema kAnathI sAMbhaLI aMtaramAM ja te jJAnane zamAvI dIdhuM. teozrIne patralekhanAdi karavA paDatA te paNa mAtra prabhuzrIjInI AjJAthI karatA. 'huM kaMI ja nathI' evA bhAvathI jANe potAnuM paramakRpALudevamAM ja Atmavilopana karI dIdhuM. AkhuM jIvana palaTAvI nAkhyuM. aMgrejI upara paNa suMdara kAbu hato te paNa bhulAI javA jevuM thaI gayuM. 16

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paramakRpALudeve patrAMka 299mAM jaNAvyuM che keH- "game te kriyA, japa, tapa ke zAstravAMcana karIne paNa eka ja kArya siddha karavAnuM che; te e ke jagatanI vismRti karavI ane sannA caraNamAM rahevuM." te pramANe ja temaNe caritArtha karI batAvyuM. parama pUjya prabhuzrIjI kyAreka teozrI viSe jaNAvatA ke "A to kuMdana jevo che; vALyo vaLe jema tema tevo saraLa che, jevo ghATa ghaDavo hoya tevo ghaDAya tema che." gurugamanI prApti saMvat 1982mAM paramakRpA karI prabhuzrIjIe pUjyazrIne "samAdhizataka' svAdhyAya arthe ApyuM. cha cha varSanA svAdhyAyathI temaNe tene khUba pacAvyuM. tenA phaLa svarUpa prabhuzrIjIe prasanna thaIne eka evI apUrva vastu ApI ke jenI mAMgaNI moTA agraNI gaNAtA mumukSuo paNa karatA, paNa yogyatA vagara prabhuzrI temane ApatA nahIM; ane jaNAvatA ke yogyatA vinA vastu maLe nahIM. jJAnIo to raste janArane yogyatA hoya to bolAvIne Ape evA karuNALu hoya che.vaLI prabhuzrI kahetA ke "beTo thaIne khavAya bApa thaIne na khavAya." "upamiti bhava prapaMcamAM keTalI vAta Ave che! temAM to bhAre karI che! eka sanduruSa upara draSTi rAkhavAnI ja vAto Ave che. e ja huM to joyA karuM chuM ke A zuM lakhI gayo che! paNa yogyatA vagara kema samajAya?" (u.pU.320) Ama yogyatA vinA bhalabhalAneya na maLe tevI apUrva vastu te "gurugama', parama pUjya prabhuzrIjIe pUjya zrI brahmacArIjIne saMvat 1988nA jeTha suda navamInA dine ApI. (pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI noMghanA AdhAre) prasaMgopAt pU.zrI brahmacArIjI viSe pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIe jaNAvyuM ke "samyadarzana che eja ene chApa che. chApanI jarUra nathI." nityaniyama, vrata, maMtrAdi ApavAnA kAmanI soMpaNI paramapUjya prabhuzrIjI ghaNIvAra potAnI hayAtImAM paNa mumukSuone nityaniyama, vrata, maMtrAdi ApavAnuM kAma pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIne ja soMpatA. saM. 1992nA mahA suda pUrNimAthI to prabhuzrIjInI tabiyata vizeSa narama thavA lAgI. jANe potAnI jIvana lIlA have saMkelI levA mAgatA hoya tema saM.199ranA caitra vada pAMcamanA pavitra dine, paramakRpALudeve uddhArela satyatharmane pote prarvatAvelo te mArganI soMpaNI have pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIne TrasTIonI hAjarImAM kare che : 17

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mukhya brahamacArI soMpaNI * * ** * ke kate ja na * * zake, C: (1) "A badhuM AzramakhAtuM che, zeTha, cunIbhAI, maNibhAI, dALa vAMhe DhokaLI, kahevAya nahIM. soMpaNI jANavI. maNibhAI, zeTha, brahmacArI ghaNA kALe, jo ke zarIra che tyAM sudhI kaMI kahevAnuM nathI, paNa mukhya brahmacArI soMpaNI. (brahmacArIjIne) kRpALudeva AgaLa javuM. pradakSiNA daIne, smaraNa levA Ave to gaMbhIratAe lakSamAM rAkhI lakSa levo, pUchavuM. kRpALudevanI AjJAe ane zaraNAe AjJA mAnya karAvavI." -u.pR.(77) A maMgalamaya prasaMga AzramavAsI janone parama bAMghavarUpa, paramaAnaMdanA kAraNarUpa banI rahyo. bIje divase paramapUjya prabhuzrIjI mRtyu mahotsava, gharma ane AjJA saMbaMdhI jaNAve che : AjJA e gharma "AtmAne mRtyu mahotsava che. eka mRtyu mahotsava che." "AtmA gharma- AjJAe gharma. kRpALudevanI AjJA..... zALA tho mALA tavo.... paramakRpALudevanuM zaraNuM che te mAnya che....sau saMpe maLIne rahejo." khAnagImAM paNa gharmanI soMpaNI (2) paramapUjya prabhuzrIe pharIthI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIne khAnagImAM paNa A soMpaNI saMbaMdhI jaNAvyuM hatuM. te prasaMge "prabhuzrInI vItarAgatA, temanI mukhamudrA, AMkha vagerenA pheraphArathI spaSTa tarI AvatI ane jANe te bolatA nathI, paNa divya dhvaninA varNananI peThe ApaNe sAMbhaLIe chIe ema lAge. "maMtra Apavo, vIsa doharA, yamaniyama, kSamApanAno pATha, sAta vyasana, sAta abhakSya jaNAvavAM. tane gharma soMpu chuM" -u.pR.77) 18

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dharma eTale zuM? "AtmapariNAmanI sahaja svarUpe pariNati thavI tene zrI tIrthaMkara dharma kahe che" zrImad rAjacaMdra (pIka paTa) "jIve dharma potAnI kalpanA vaDe athavA kalpanApAtra anya puruSa varDa zravaNa karavA joga, manana karavA joga ke ArAdhavA joga nathI. mAtra Atmasthiti che jenI evA satpuruSathI ja AtmA ke Atmadharma zravaNa karavA joga che, thAvat ArAdhavA joga che.' -zrImad rAjacaMdra (patrAMka 403) "mumukSuone to satpuruSanA guNagrAma karavA, panna dharma to satpuruSa pAsethI ja sAMbhaLavo. kaMI DaThApanna karavA gayo to jhera khAghA jevuM che.'' - upadezAmRta (pR.263) ""dharma' e vastu bahu gupta rahI che. te bAhya saMzodhanathI maLavAnI nathI. apUrva aMtara saMzoghanathI te prApta thAya che. te aMtara saMzodhana koI mahAbhAgya sadguru anugrahe pAme che.' - zrImad rAjacaMdra (patrAMka 47) evo 'dharma' je gupta che te A duSamakALamAM mahAprabhAvazALI evA paramaupakArI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIne paramaiSTadeva paramAtmasvarUpa paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhu dvA2A maLyo te ja 'gupta gharma' parama upakArI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe potAnA saMpUrNa AjJAMkita ziSya pU. zrI brahmacArIjIne temanI satpAtratA ane adhikArIpaNuM joIne anaMta kRpA karI soMpyo. saM.1980mAM jyAre prabhuzrI AzramamAMthI punA vihAra karI gayA tyAre prabhuzrInA darzana arthe keTalAMka mumukSujano ANaMda gayelA. temaNe nirAzAthI AMsu sahita nayane udgAra kADhelA : "prabhu, amAre have koNa AdhAra ?'' prabhuzrIe AtmAsana ApatA kaheluM ke "amArI sevAmAM jenI ANe jamanAjI mArga de evo eka kRSNa jevo bAla brahmacArI Avaze. tene AzramamAM mUkatAM jaIzuM." zrI mANekajI zeTha zrI jIjIkAkA sevAmAM agyAra varSa zrI kalyANajIkAkA anya prasaMge paNa zrI mANekajI zeTha, zrI jIjIkAkA ane zrI kalyANajIkAkA vagere mumukSuoe AzramanA bhAvi hita mATe ciMtA vyakta karatAM parama pUjya prabhuzrIjIe jaNAveluM ke - ''eka 19 brahmacArI pAchaLa mUkatA jaIzuM, je amArI sevAmAM 11 varSa raheze." teozrInA sAtizaya vacano pramANe ja pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI 11 varSa satata sevAmAM rahyA ane tyAra pachI paNa 18 varSa paramapUjya prabhuzrIjInI AjJAnusAra dharmanI dhUrA saMbhALI paramakRpALudevanA mArgano parama udyota karyo. ekavAra pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInI chellI vizeSa mAMdagI joIne AzramanA upapramukha zrI punazIbhAI zeThanA dharmapatnI zrI ratanabahene pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIne pUchyuM : "prabhu! ApanA pachI amAre AdhAra koA?' tyAre prabhuzrIjI bolyA : (pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIno hAtha pakaDI temane batAvI kahyuM:) "ame Ane mUkI jaIe chIe. gAdI khAlI nathI. amArI AgaLa jema peTa kholIne vAta kare che tema bI vAta Ane karavI. A (brahmacArIjI) kuMdana jevo che. jema vALIe tema vaLe che" A sAMbhaLI temanA manane zAMti thaI. moTA munione durlabha evI samAdhi aMtima dinomAM prabhuzrI potAnI samAdhi-ArAdhanAmAM lIna banyA. te saMbaMdhI pujyazrI brahmacArIjI jaNAve che ke - "prabhuzrInI dazA Akhara vakhate avadhUta jevI hatI. rAga-dveSa jevuM kaMI maLe nahIM. kapaDuM paNa zarIra upara rAkhatA nahIM. teTalA mATe bAraNAM baMdha rAkhavAM paDatAM. jyAre darzana karAvavAM hoya tyAre ja kapaDuM nAkhavAmAM AvatuM; bAkI digaMbara avasthAmAM ja rahetA'' saM.1992nA vaizAkha suda AThamanA pavitra dine rAtrie 'moTA munione durlabha evI nizcala asaMgatAthI nija upayogamaya dazA rAkhIne' te mahAprabhu samAdhine varyA.

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virahAgni have paramapUjya prabhuzrIjIno dehotsarga thavAthI pUjya zrI brahmacArIjInA mAthe sakaLa saMghanI javAbadArI AvI paDI. temaja prabhuzrIjIno viraha paNa temanA mATe asahya thaI paDyo. 0 0 "jyAM jyAM najara mArI Thare, yAdI bharI tyAM ApanI; ApanI prabhu ApanI, upakArI prabhujI ApanI. jyAM jyAM 1 A pATa jotI vATa prabhunI, mumukSu manamAM vasI; ghaDiyALa, pALa, zrutiyaMtro, smRti he prabhu ApanI." jyAM jyAM 2 te virahane haLavo karavA paramapUjya prabhuzrIjInuM jIvanacaritra temaNe lakhavuM zarU karyuM. temaja teozrI je je tIrthomAM vicarelA te te tIrthonI yAtrA karI; paNa tema karavAthI to paramapUjya prabhuzrIjInI smRti vizeSa tAjI thaI ane virahAgni vaghAre bhabhUkI UThyo. Akhare tenuM phaLa, paramakRpALudeva lakhe che tema, sukhada AvyuM ke "atizaya virahAgni hari pratyenI jalavAthI sAkSAt tenI prApti hoya che. temaja saMtanA virahAnubhavanuM phaLa paNa te ja che." (va.patrAMka 246) te ja pramANe yAtrAnI aMtima rAtrie saMvat 1993nA jeTha vada 8nA divase teozrIne apUrva brahma-anubhava (Atma-anubhava) thayo. te potAnI DAyarImAM "gharmarAtri'nAmanA kAvyamAM noMdhe cheH 20

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pU zrI bahmacArIjInA hastAkSara dha mAtra mAnA nI aMtima ni jayata bhAva rUpo , T mAMgalika zubha aAva sAme aMdhakAra gamAyA . 1 A dama dayAna je zreya rUpa che, zreSTha mAM sAruM che. phI ni kampanI baLa vA kuM. 2 | gorI mUjaba jApa kumArikA karI ra " lai rU. 1vAja bhUlI AtmAthe biMda nivArI) 3 . smRti nAme siddhinI karI sad bu sadA uparIrane A pAM jyAM je je moraya jAve te Atama-hitakArI. 2ANe chetImAM rasa 1iaaN 1 Yrava pAmyAM 2, pIjana) rUjuga judo rana) 2kaMsAra--maraNa virAmAM. - mAtAchamAM mAzum ghaNuM che nava5trinuM zAne? dharma yA tama keLa jatA nava jIvana jIve gALI . 6 zAMta surAri gAmamAM dama7 jana gALe to kaLikALa vaDe nahi na" ( 1 saMpUrava bhALI che ke vada gurUvAra 19 17 gharmarAtri mAtAjImAM mAhAmya ghaNuM che navarAtrinuM zAthI re? yAtrAnI aMtima rAtrie jAgratibhAva jaNAyo re, gharmadhyAnamAM kALa jatA navajIvana Ave AthI re. 6 mAMgaklaka zubha adhyavasAye aMghakAra gamAyo re. 1 zAMta surAtri AtmahitamAM gharmAtmA jana gALe re, gharmadhyAna je zreyarUpa che zreSTha jyeSThamAM sAdhyuM re, to kaLikALa naDe nahi tene (AnaMda) brahma apUrava bhALe re. 7 chaThThI rAtrI kRSNapakSanI, brahmacaryabaLa vALuM re. 2 (jayeSTha vada 8 guruvAra saM.1993 tA. 1-37) gaurI pUMjAmAM kare jAgaraNa kumArikA vrataghArI re, thoDA samaya bAda jANe potAnA anubhava jJAnanI laukika rUDha rivAja bhUlI AtmArthe nIMda nivArI re. 3 sAkSIrUpa sva ane paranA vicAranI preraNA ApanAruM 'viveka mRtta AtmasiddhanI ghArI sadguru sadA upakArI re, bAvanI' nAmanuM kAvya temaNe "mokSamArga prakAzaka" uparathI racyuM. jyAM jyAM je je yogya jaNAve te Atama hitakArI re. 4 temaja "jJAnasAra" tathA "jJAnamaMjarI" jevA gahana graMthonA anuvAda ramaNa retImAM rAsa ramaMtA smaraNa apUrava pAmyAM re, gopIjana(no) te juga ja judo (e) saMsAra-smaraNa virAmyA re. 5 1 vagara vijhA 30 : paNa te samayamAM karyA. 21

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ananya gurubhakti varSe tevA puruSo dekhAva de che. ghaNA kharA mahAtmAo gaNAtAM teozrInuM vizALa adhyAtmajJAna, svabhAvamAM paramazAMti paramakRpALudevanAM jJAna ane vItarAgapaNAnI sarakhAmaNImAM temaja tIvra sapuruSArthanI pAchaLa akhUTa AMtarika baLa zuM hatuM? AvI zake tevA nathI. mATe "eka mata ApaDI ne Ubhe mArge tApaDI" nI vAta jevuM AMkho mIMcI tene zaraNe rahevAno puruSArtha to ke teozrInI ananya gurubhakti. teozrI kahetA ke "jJAne : kartavya chey." (patrAMka 992) jJAnImAM che. te to amApa che, anaMta che, pustakothI teno pAra pamAya tema nathI. tenI prApti mATe sauthI sugama ane sacoTa ApaNA guru paramakRpALudeva upAya A kALamAM eka mAtra paramakRpALudevanI bhakti che." "paramakRpALudeva dareka kAma karatAM yAda Ave, kSaNa paNa pote to jANe sadaiva paramakRpALudevanI bhaktimAM ja khovAI gayA bhulAya nahIM ema karavA vinaMtI chejI. parama upakAra parama hoya ema temanI mudrA, vANI ane vartanathI jaNAtuM. kapALadevano che. temaNe AtmA pragaTa karyo, AtmAno upadeza - pUjyazrI kAvyamAM lakhe che ke - : Apyo, myAnathI taravAra bhinna che tema dehathI bhinna AtmA jaNAvyo "nathI nAtha jagamAM sAra kAMI, sAra sadaguru pyAra che" ane bIjA khoTA mArgothI ApaNane choDAvI sAcA AtmAnA temane mana sadguru paramakRpALudevanI parama mArge vALyA, mokSano mArga batAvyo! mATe emanA jevo bhakti e ja "sahajAtmasvarUpa" pragaTAvavAno koIe ApaNA upara upakAra karyo nathI. mATe paramasAco upAya hato. kRpALudevajI ApaNA guru che, te ja ApaNe ekane bhajavAthI sarvanI pUjavA yogya che. temanA para ja parama parama prema karavA yogya che." (patrAMka 767) bhajanA "paramakRpALudeva sivAya koI uddhAra teozrI boghAmRta bhAga-3 kare tema nathI. evo draDha nizcaya karavA (patrasughA)mAM mumukSuo paranA bhalAmaNa chejI. jyAM AtmajJAna nathI patromAM paramakRpALudevanI bhakti te pANI vagaranA kUvA che. tyAM tarIlA viSe lakhI jaNAve che ke - eka paramakRpALudeva cAkaLAM laIne jAo, kUvAmAMthI pANI kADhavA prayatna karo to tyAM pratye jeTalI bhakti thaze teTalI kAdava sivAya kaMI hAtha lAgaze nahIM, Atma hitakArI che....ekane mahenata vyartha jaze. bhajyAthI sarva siddha ane vartamAna arihaMta AdinI paNa bhakti thAya bhUlelA lokonI pAchaLa che." (patrAMka 122) bhaTakavuM nahIM "paramakRpALu deva zrImad vIsa dohAno vAraMvAra vicAra anurAjacaMdra prabhunI bhakti pa.u. prabhuzrIjIe prekSA karI eka "sadguru saMta svarUpa tuja e ApaNane batAvI ApaNA upara apAra upakAra draDhatA karI deja" e bhAvamAM AtmAne lAvazo karyo che. te paramapuruSa bhakti karavA yogya, stavavA ane anyajanonAM vrato ane paramakRpALu prabhuzrIjIne yogya, upAsavA yogya, guNagrAma karI pavitra thavA yogya hAthe maLelAM vratomAM AbhajamInano bheda che, te vicArI bAhya che." (patrAMka 135) Azcarya bhUlI, bhUlelA lokonI pAchaLa bhaTakavAnuM tajI ghera A kALamAM apavAdarUpa beThA beThA maMtranI mALA gaNavAno puruSArtha karazo to vahelo nIveDo AvazejI" - (patrAMka 1000) "duSamakALamAM paNa jJAnInI AjJA pAmanAra bhAgyazALI haze tenuM kalyANa paramakRpALunI bhaktithI thaze. kAraNa ke A "eka paramakRpALudevanI zraddhA ja sukhakArI che. jene te kALamAM teTalI UMcI dazAvALo puruSa temanA jevo prApta thavo zraddhA AvI te duHkhI hoto nathI, duHkha AvI paDe to duHkha mAnato asaMbhava chejI.paramakRpALudeva A kALamAM apavAdarUpa che. hajAro : nathI. tene eka prakArano AdhAra maLyo che." (patrAMka 556) 23

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22luM jJAna pragaTe, ane sugama mAge . pratye bhakti vaDe Atmazuddhi prasaMge pUjyazrI jaNAvatA ke jeTalI AtmAnI zuddhi thAya teTaluM jJAna pragaTe; ane AtmAnI ke hRdayanI zuddhi mATe bhakti e sarvottama upAya che ane sugama mArga che. jJAnI pratye sarvArpaNa buddhi thAya, potAno ahaMbhAva maTI jaI tapuruSa pratye abheda buddhi thAya to jJAnInuM jJAna te potAnuM ja thaI jAya. paramakRpALudevathI juduM mAre kaMI karavAnuM nathI ke kahevAnuM nathI ema rahevuM joIe. teozrIno alaukika puruSArtha joI ema thatuM ke bhakti e kaMI sAmAnya padArtha nathI. paNa jIvamAMthI ziva banavAno eka sAco upAya che. temaja AdhyAtmiktA e kevaLa nizcayanayanA zabdo vAparI jANatuM kevaLa zuSkajJAna nathI paNa ghaniSTa sajAgRta puruSArthamaya jIvana che. bhAva tyAM bhagavAna paramakRpALudeva pratyenA parama premane lIdhe temanI dazAmAM evI svAbhAvikatA AvI gayelI ke koIpaNa kAryamAM temane prayatna karavo paDato hoya ema jaNAtuM nahIM. badhuM sahaja lIlAmAtra thaye jatuM hoya ema lAgatuM. jANe e baghAnI pAchaLa koI akhUTa aciMtya mahAzakti kAma karatI hoya ema bhAsa thato. temanA sAnidhyamAM paramakRpALudevanI hAjarI cAlu anubhavAtI. temanA vacanono evo ja raNakAra hato. pote paNa kahetA ke "badhuM kRpALudevanA yogabaLe thAya che. badhuM emanI AjJA laIne ja karavuM" tyAre mumukSue prazna karyo ke-"paramakRpALudeva kaMI kahevA AvavAnA che?" pUjyazrIe kahyuM - "hA, kahe paNa kharA. prabhuzrI kahetA ke kRpALudeva hAjarAhajUra che; jJAnI enI sAthe vAto kare che?". harirasa akhaMDapaNe gAyo zrImad rAjacaMdra mahAtmA vyAsajI saMbaMdhI lakhe che ke : "Atmadarzana pAmyA chatAM paNa vyAsajI AnaMda saMpanna thayA nahotA; kAraNa ke harirasa akhaMDapaNe gAyo nahoto." (va.patrAMka 282) te ghaTanA jANe A mahApuruSanA jIvanamAM na banI hoya tema emaNe paNa AnaMda saMpanna thavA arthe "prajJAvabogha'nAmanA graMthanI racanA karI temAM harirasa akhaMDapaNe gAyo. temAM paramakRpALudevanI aneka alaukika dazAonuM digdarzana karyuM. zAMtarasamAM pariNamelo evo harirasa "prajJAvabogha'nA pratyeka pukhe puSpa zarUAtanI pahelI gAthAmAM ja vivighasvarUpe paramakRpALudevanI bhaktirUpe pragaTa thAya che. teozrInI paramakRpALudeva pratyenI kevI parama alaukika niSkAma premabhakti hatI tenAM darzana temAM jovA maLe che. zrImad rAjacaMdra 24

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te 'prajJAvabodha'nI thoDIka kaDIo atre joIe : (rAga : lAvaNI. he nAtha AlI huM bhavasAgaramAM bhaTakyo...) "zrI rAjacaMdra - prabhu caraNakamaLamAM mUkuM, mujamastaka bhAve, bhakti nahIM huM cUkuM; A kaLikALamAM mokSamArga bhulAyo, aviroghapaNe karI tame pragaTa samajAvyo. (rAga : vAmAnaMdana ho prANa thakI cho pyArA) "devAnaMdana to rAjacaMdra prabhu pyArA, A kaLikALe ho amane uparanArA. vaMdanavidhinA jANuM to ye, caraNe AvI vaLagu; acaLa caraNano Azraya Apo, mana rAkhuM nA aLaguM "devA (rAga : harinI mAyA mahA baLavaMtI, koNe jItI na jAya jone..) "vaMdu zrI guru rAjaprabhune, aho! alaukika jJAna jone, tIvra jJAnadazAmAM kyAMthI avirati pAme sthAna jone ? bhAna bhulAve tevI bhIDe jAgrata zrI gururAjajone, bIjA rAma samA te mAnuM sAre saunAM kAjajone.'' sAvabodha (rAga : hAM re mAre gharma jiNaMdazu lAgI pUraNa prIta jo...) "hAM re vhAlA rAjacaMdra guru jJAnImAM mana jAya jo, tribhuvana-jananuM zreya ure je dhAratA 2 lo. hAM re tene caraNe namanAM kaLimaLa pApa kapAya jo, zaraNAgatanA kArajasaghaLAM sAratA 2e hoya." (rAga : viharamAna bhagavAna suNo muja vinatI....) "rAjacaMdra bhagavAna adhyAtama - yugapati, tava caraNe sthira citta raho muvinati; praNamuM thI ulAsa hradayamAM Apane, ApanI bhakti amApa hare bhava-tApane." adbhuta saMyama temanI sevAmAM rahenAra mumukSubhAIe jaNAveluM ke A 'prajJAvabodha' to moTe bhAge teozrI rAtre lakhatA. moDe sudhI paNa jAgatA. kyAreka thoDIvAra suI jAya, vaLI UThIne lakhe,vaLI pAchA te nA te vicAramAM sUI jAya. pAcho vicAra Ave to UThIne lakhe. A prakAre traNa varSa sudhI tenA sarjananuM kAma cAlyuM. bIjA eka varSa sudhI lagabhaga punaH nirIkSaNa cAlyuM. chatAM koIe paNa temanA mukhethI tenI eka lITIno svara sarakho paNa sAMbhaLyo nathI. e temanA keTalA adbhuta saMyamanuM sUcana kare che. parama niHspRha puruSo ja A pramANe vartI zake, parama nispRhatA A 'prajJAvabodha' viSe paramakRpALudeve 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMthamAM pRSTha 664 upara bhaviSya bhAkhela che ke teno 'prajJAvabodha' bhAga bhinna che te koIka karaze" temaja temAM viSayo kayA rAkhavA tenI saMkalanA paNa paramakRpALudeve te graMthamAM pRSTha 55 upara Apela che. tad anusAra A graMthanI racanA judA judA geya rAgomAM chaMdomAM karavAmAM AvI che. temAM yathAyogya sthAne paramakRpALudevanA patrone paNa kAvyamAM vaNI lIdhA che. tene gAtAM paramakRpALudevanI bhaktimAM manaDuM DolI UThe che. kAraNa ke pratyeka pAThanI pahelI kaDI kRpALudevanI stutirUpe hoya che. ane te stutinI pahelI lITI anevAra pAThamAM dhruva pade Ave che. AvI bhAvavAhI zailIthI bharapUra AzcaryakArI racanA karIne paNa teozrIe kyAMya potAnuM nAma suddhA lakhyuM nathI. te kevI parama nispRhatA. 25 e to anubhavInuM kAma eka bhAI eka noTamAM 'prajJAvabodha' racI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIne maLyA ane kahyuM : "atyAra sudhI prajJAvabodha bahAra paDyo nahIM eTale thayuM ke jevuM AvaDe tevuM cAlo lakhIe. A lakhyo che temAM kaMI sudhArA sUcavavA yogya hoya to jaNAvazo.'' pUjyazrI tene sAmAnya joI gayA ane khUba AtmIyatAthI jaNAvyuM ke - 'e to anubhavInuM kAma; svAghyAya mATe vicAravuM te judI vAta, paNa paramakRpALudeve saMkalanA yojI che tema lakhavuM te to anubhavInuM kAma; bAkI vANI ne vApANI.'' 'jIvanakaLA'nI zarUAtamAM 'maMgala-vacana' zIrSaka nIce pUjyazrIe lakhyuM che ke - "sarvato bhadra - svaparahitakArI kAryanI pratIti thayA pachI A kalama pakaDI che.' ema jJAnIpuruSanA vacanono aMtazaya to niraMtara dhyAna svAdhyAyamAM rata rahetA evA jJAnI ja samajAvI zake; te bIjAnuM kAma nathI.

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. 14_11 - sadguru svarUpanI abhedarUpe prApti Ama rAta divasa nispRhapaNe dhyAna ane svAdhyAyarUpa satat puruSArthanA phaLasvarUpe teozrInI AtmadazA vardhamAna thaI viziSTa anubhava pragaTa . che te thAya che. Aja ume mama da na mare te saMvata 1996nA vaizAkha vada 9 tA. 1Tbannaza 2 3-4-40 ne divase guruvAre teozrI potAnI baeNL M 12 , DAyarImAM noMdhe che - 20 i i , K M che . "Aja Ugyo anupamadina mAro, tattvaprakAza vikAse re; sadguru svarUpa abheda aMtare, pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA hastAkSaramAM temano viziSTa Atmaanubhava ati ati pragaTa prabhAse re." emanA samAgamathI mumukSuonI sAttvikatA artha - Atmatattvano prakAza vikasita khIlI UThatI. pote game tevA doSita pratye paNa thavAthI Ajano divasa mArA mATe anupama che. sadu ajoDa karuNAthI maitrI bhAve vartatA. emanI guru paramakRpALudevanuM sahaja AtmasvarUpa mArA aMtara nirdoSatAnA kAraNe mumukSuone emanAmAM parama AtmAmAM abhedarUpe atyaMta atyaMta pratyakSa, prakRSTapaNe vizvAsa hato. tethI bALakanI jema temanA AgaLa bhAsI rahyuM che arthAta abhedarUpe atyaMta atyaMta pragaTa spaSTa : potAnA doSo ThAlavI hRdaya khAlI karatA ane yogya mArgadarzana anubhavamAM AvI rahyuM che. meLavatA. tyArapachI to pU. zrI brahmacArIjInuM jIvana AnaMdanI doSo kaDhAvavA vajathI paNa kaThora laherIothI vizeSa ubharAvA lAgyuM. teozrInuM AnaMdI, paNa kyAreka doSone kaDhAvavA vajathI paNa adhika kaThora goLamaToLa gaura vadana paramAtmAnA saccidAnaMda svarUpanI jhAMkhI hRdayano aNasAra paNa temanAmAM maLato. jenA smaraNamAtrathI karAvatuM ane gharma parama AnaMdarUpa che, ema jaNAtuM hatuM. huM game tevA doSa thavAnA prasaMgathI bacI javAtuM. nirdoSa vyaktitva game tevA doSitane sughAravA mATe emane kyAreya gaMbhIra emanA svabhAvamAM nirdoSatAnA kAraNe romeromamAM thavuM paDyuM nathI. emanI sahaja gaMbhIratA tenA mATe basa hatI. e vizvabaMdhutvanI bhAvanAnAM sadaiva darzana thatAM ane harakoIne temanA huM jyAre gaMbhIra banI jAya tyAre satnI pAchaLa chUpAyela pratApanA. pratye AtmIyatAno anubhava thato. emanA hRdayamAM koI pratye prabhAve dhrujI uThAtuM. chatAM paNa e gaMbhIratAmAMthI eka prakAranI bhedabhAvanI bhAvanA ja nahotI. sAgara jevA gaMbhIra hovA chatAM karuNA ja varasatI hoya ema jaNAtuM hatuM. paNa bALakanA jevuM nirabhimAnapaNuM hatuM. vizALa zAstrajJAna, hajAro mumukSuone teozrIe paramakRpALudevanuM zaraNa mAnava svabhAvanuM UMDuM sUkSmajJAna ane AtmAnI athamamAM aghama aMgIkAra karAvyuM. seMkaDo sajjanone temano nikaTano paricaya sthitithI mAMDIne sarvotkRSTa sthiti sudhInI UMDI alaukika samaja prApta thayo. dareka pratye AtmIyatA hovA chatAM paNa teozrInI hovA chatAM paNa teozrI sadAe samAyelA ja rahetA. badhuM jANe udAsInatA-vairAgya adbhuta hato. temaja AMkhamAM camatkAra hato. paramakRpALudevanA yogabaLanA pratApe ja che ema mAnatA. kyAreya jhINavaTathI jonArane temanI AMkha, hase bole ke jue, paNa potAnuM jJAna ke mahattA batAvavAno prayatna sarakho paNa karyo : game te dazAmAM paNa nyArI ja lAgatI. teo saMsAranA bhAvathI nathI. paNa sarva sAthe mAtra saraLatAthI, nikhAlasatAthI vAta sAva alipta parama saMyamI hatA. karatA. emano A svabhAva akhA bhagatanI eka uktinuM smaraNa zuM jene jJAna thaze tene paramakRpALudevathI thaze. karAve che ke - "jJAnI guru na thAye keno, ekavAra eka mumukSubhAIe pUchyuM ke "kaMI jJAna thayuM se'ja svabhAve vAta ja kare, hoya to kahejo;" tyAre pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe javAbamAM kahyuM ke akhA, gurupaNuM manamAM nava thaze." - "jene thaze tene ahIMthI thaze; kaMI bIjethI thavAnuM che? 26

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vAtsalyatA dareka mumukSu pratyeno temano vAtsalyabhAva, prema upajAvato. vAtsalyatA e samyadRSTinuM aMga che. ghaNAne evo anubhava thato ke jANe e ApaNA che. cha bAra mahine koI Ave to je patro vagere mukhapATha karavA ApyA hoya te temane yAda rahetuM ane pUchatA. ApaNe mana teo eka ja hatA paNa teone mana mumukSuo ghaNA hatA; chatAM badhAnI saMbhALa letA. pujyazrI vAtsalyatA viSe jaNAve che-- "kRpALudevane bhaje che, to enA upara vAtsalyabhAva rAkhavo. je jIvanuM kalyANa thavAnuM hoya te ja jIva kRpALudevane zaraNe Ave che, prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke kRpALudevane zaraNe AvyA hoya tenA ame dAsanA dAsa chIe. ApaNe sevA karavI che ema icchA rAkhavI. mumukSu che te sagAMvahAlAM karatAM paNa vadhAre hitakArI che. vAtsalya aMga to paheluM joIe. bIjuM kazuM na thAya ane vAtsalyabhAva rAkhe toya tIrthaMkagotra bAMdhe. e guNa ApaNAmAM nathI to lAvavo che ema rAkhavuM. samyaktva thAya evA guNo mArAmAM na AvyA to badhuM pANImAM gayuM.'' - bo.bhA.1 (pR.331) vANInI vizeSatA pUjyazrI jyAre bodha ApatA tyAre mumukSuo kalAko sudhI sAMbhaLyA ja karatA, thAkatA nahIM. emanI vANImAM evI zItaLatA hatI ke je romeromamAM prasarI jaI AtmAne 52ma zAMta karatI, tethI jANe sAMbhaLyA ja karIe ema rahetuM. vANImAM svAbhAvika satyatA hatI, jemAMthI bhUta athavA bhaviSyakALanI ghaTanAonA saMketa maLatA. temaja mumukSuonA manamAM cAlatA aneka praznonuM samAdhAna ApoApa thaI jatuM, evo teozrIno vacana atizaya hato. teozrI ghaNuM kharuM sUcanAtmaka bolatA, AdezAtmaka nahIM. emanI vANImAM evI vizeSatA hatI ke game tevI vyavahAranI vAta hoya tene paramArthamAM ja palaTAvatA. ekavAra pUjyazrInA ciraMjIvI jazabhAInAM patnI AzramamAM AvelA. pUjyazrIne maLavA gayA tyAre kahyuM ke eka vakhata ghare AvIne amane badhuM vaheMcI Apo. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM - "badhuM sau saunA prArabdha pramANe pahelAthI vaheMcAyeluM ja che. have deha ane AtmA, beno viveka karavAno che; AtmAne badhAthI judo karavAno che." maunanI mahAnatA emanI vANI karatA emanA maunamAM adhika sAmarthya hatuM. teozrI mauna dazAmAM boghamUrti samA ja lAgatA. ane temanA darzana mAtrathI ja saMkalpa vikalpa ane kAryo maMda paDI jatA. tabiyatanA kAraNe chellA varSamAM nAsika traNeka mAsa rahelA tyAre evI to asaMgadazAmAM rahetA ke emanI pAse jatAM mauna ja thaI javAtuM ane ghaDIbhara saghaLuM svapnavat lAgatuM. kAyAnuM saMyamana kAyAnuM saMyamana emanuM ajoDa hatuM. kAyAne to kamAna jevI rAkhelI. parvatonI UMcI TekarIomAM ekalA ja nIkaLI paDatA. mumukSuo sAthe hoya to paNa cAlavAmAM sarvethI AgaLa hoya. mumukSuone temanI sAthe cAlavuM bhAre paDI jatuM. cosaThamAM varSa sudhI e ja joma ane khumArI hatI. brahmacarya vrata lIdhuM tyArathI ja nahIM snAna ke nahIM mardana (vaidyanA upacAra mATe kyAreka chellA varSomAM thatuM) ke mAlisa chatAM teozrInA zarIranI saumya kAMti brahmatejanA pratApe ati nirmala temaja sateja hatI. nahIM jevA AdhAra upara rahI kAyotsarga dhyAna pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI ananya kRpA temanA para varaselI, tenA pratApe teozrI AkhI rAta padmAsana dhyAnamAM ke kAryotsarga ghyAnamAM gALatA. pote svAghyAya, dhyAna, bhaktimAM apramatta rahetAM ane mumukSuone paNa yogyatAnusAra gharmamAM joDatA, zarIrane mAtra ekAda-be kalAka ja ArAma ApatA. cAritra mohane TALavA emaNe pAchI pAnI karI nathI. dehane to jANe phagAvI ja dIdhelo. IDara, giranAra, Abu ityAdi pahADI sthaLoe yAtrA jatA tyAre bhayaMkara vana, guphAomAM rAtrio dhyAnamAM ja vyatIta karatA. UMcA nahIM jevA AghAra upara athavA kUvAnA kAMThA upara UbhA rahI divase ke rAtre kAyotsarga karatA. jo UMghanuM jhokuM Ave to nIce paDatAM ja prANa chUTI jAya. sImaraDA nivAsa daramyAna paNa evA noMdhArA sthaLoe ja kAryotsarga karI rAtrio vyatIta karatA. UMgha ArAma mATe pUchatA tyAre jaNAvatA ke UMgha to taiya che, upAdeya nathI. varaghoDA samaye madhamAkhIno upadrava paryuSaNanA chellA divase agAsa AzramamAM varaghoDo hato. moTA daravAjAmAMthI varadhoDo bahAra nIkaLatAM rakhAe baMduka phoDI. daravAjA upara maghamAkhIno pUDo hato. maghamAkhIo UDIne mumukSuo tathA pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA mAthAmAM coMTI DaMkha mArIne UDI gaI. badhA potapotAnI dhamAlamAM hatA. pUjyazrIe mAthAmAM hAtha sarakho pheravyo nahIM. varaghoDo pIThAmAM jaI AvyA bAda pUjyazrI emanA rUma upara AvyA. tyAM mumukSuoe AvIne joyuM to mAthAmAM madhamAkhIonA kAMTA hatA. te cipiyAthI kADhyAM; moDhuM sUjI gayuM hatuM chatAM temanA manamAM saMpUrNa zAMti jaNAtI hatI. chellI uMmaramAM temanI eka AMkhanuM teja gayuM te paNa cha mahInA vItyA pachI jANavA maLyuM. temaja paga ane keDano duHkhAvo rahyA karato te paNa doDha varSe pUchatAM jANavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. 27

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tIrthayAtrA ane pratiSThAo carotara, mAravADa, ghAmaNa vagere pradezomAM yAtrA karI mumukSuone gharmamAM jAgrata rAkhatAM. yAtrAmAM so-baso mumukSuono saMgha paNa sAthe joDAI jato. sametazikharajI, zatruMjaya, giranAra AdinI yAtrAomAM te tIrthonuM mAhAtma batAvI caturthakALanuM smaraNa karAvatA. teozrInA sAnidhyamAM kAviThA, ghAmaNa, Ahora, bhAdaraNa, saDodarA vagere sthaLoe zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramomAM citrapaTonI sthApanA karavAmAM Avela che. ane ghaNA mumukSuonA gharomAM paNa teozrInA hAthe paramakRpALudeva tathA pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA citrapaTonI sthApanA thayela che. temaja zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsanA rAjamaMdiramAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA raMgIna citrapaTanI sthApanA paNa teozrInA karakamaLe saMvat 2009 nA Aso vada 4nA zubha dine thayela che. sAhitya sarjana teozrI dvArA racAyela sAhityamAM "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA', 'zrImad laghurAja svAmI jIvanacaritra', "prajJAvabogha', "samAdhizataka-vivecanaane "Atmasiddhi vivecana' maulika racanAo che. tathA "pravezikA" graMthanuM saMyojana karela che. temaja bhASAMtaromAM "samAdhisopAna" ane "jJAnamaMjarI" gadyamAM tathA tattvArthasAra", "dazavaikAlika', "bRha dravyasaMgraha', 'vivekabAvanI', "jJAnasAra' ane 'laghuyogavAsiSThasAra' padyamAM che. temaNe AtmasiddhinuM aMgrejI padyamAM paNa bhASAMtara karela che. teozrIe mokSamALA upara karela vivecana uparathI "mokSamALA vivecana' temaja paramakRpALudevanA pado upara karela vivecana uparathI "nityaniyamAdi pATha' pustakanI saMkalanA thaI che. ATha draSTinI sajhAyanA vivecana parathI "ATha draSTinI sajhAya (artha sahita) pustaka banela che. teozrIe Apela bogha uparathI 'boghAmRta bhAga-1" temaja vacanAmRta upara karela vivecana uparathI "boghAmRta bhAga-2' (vacanAmRta vivecana) ane mumukSuo upara lakhela patronA saMgraharUpa "boghAmRta bhAga-3" (patrasughA) graMthanuM sarjana thayuM che. "AlocanAdi pada saMgraha" mAM teozrIe racela padyomAMthI AlocanA adhikAra, jinavara darzana adhikAra, vairAgyamaNimALA, hRdayapradIpa, svadoSa darzana, yogapradIpa, kartavya upadeza, dvAdaza anuprekSA Adi padyo prakAzita thayela che. paramakRpALudevane pragaTamAM lAvanAra koNa? eka vakhata paramakRpALudevanA dIkarI javalabena ane temanA dIkarA vagere AzramamAM AvelA. tyAre pUjyazrIne prazna karyo ke - "paramakRpALudevanA thaI gayA bAda pacAsa varSe gharmanI unnati koNa karanAra che? ane temane koNa pragaTamAM lAvanAra che? tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe jaNAvyuM ke "je paramakRpALudevane Izvaratulya mAnI temanI bhaktimAM joDAyA te. bAkInA badhA to temane pragaTamAM lAvanAra na kahevAya, paNa DhAMkanAra kahevAya. teozrInA (paramakRpALudevanA) vacano uparathI zrImad rAjacaMdra pU.zrI brahmacArIjI game te artha karI vAta thatI hoya to paNa paramakRpALudeve jaNAvyuM che ke ame mahAvIra svAmInuM hRdaya zuM hatuM te jANIe chIe; tema paramakRpALudevanuM hRdaya zuM hatuM te je jANe te ja temane pragaTamAM lAvI zake tema che. temanuM hRdaya saheje kyAM samajAya tema che?" zrI javalabena

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paramakRpALudevane maLelA zrI tribhuvanabhAI khaMbhAtanA zrI tribhuvanabhAInuM zarIra barAbara nahotuM. tyAre manamAM teone ema thavA lAgyuM ke A deha chUTI jaze, mATe mAre zuM karavuM? mAre satsaMga nathI, ema thavA lAgyuM. tyAre huM tyAM gayo. temaNe mane kahyuM ke huM zuM karuM? "paramaguru nigraMtha" japuM ke "Atama bhAvanA bhAvatAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re" japuM? chevaTe mAre zuM karavuM? temane kRpALudeva pAsethI maMtra nahIM maLelo. pachI meM prabhuzrIjInuM kaheluM "sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru" japavAnuM kahyuM. tyAre zrI tribhovanabhAI temaNe kahyuM ke "A to kRpALudeva mArA mATe ja lakhI gayA che !" maratAM sudhI teonI vRtti pU.zrI brahmacArIjI temAM ja rahI hatI. - bo.bhA.1 (pR.187) paramakRpALudevanA zaraNe ja jIvana ane maraNa pUjyazrI vAraMvAra kahetA ke bIjA zAstro vAMcavA che te paramakRpALudevanA vacanone samajavA mATe. paramakRpALudevane samajavA mATe ja jIvavuM che; paramakRpALudevane zaraNe ja jIvavuM che ane paramakRpALudevanA zaraNe ja A dehano tyAga karavA yogya che. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI potAnA dehotsarganA traNa divasa pahelA agAsa AzramamAM saMvat 2010nA kArtika suda 4nA roja boghamAM jaNAve che ke - ApaNeya mAthe maraNa che ne ? "kSamAvuM chuM. have to koIne kaMI kahevuM nathI. koIne koInA doSo kahevA nathI. pUche toya kahevA nathI, evuM citta thaI gayuM che. ....mane have koI kahenAra nathI. mAreja doSo TALavAnA che, ema lAge to pachI doSo kADhe. kRpALudeve puSpamALAmAM chelluM e ja lakhyuM che ke - "doSane oLakhI doSane TALavA. have to samAdhi maraNa karavAnuM che. ApaNeya mAthe maraNa chene?" bo.bhA.1 (pR.333) pachI dehotsarganA AgalA divase kArtika suda 6nA roja boghamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI pharIthI jaNAve che : jenuM AyuSya pUruM thAya tene javuM paDe' raDavAthI azAtA vedanI baMghAya che. ApaNo vicAra nathI Avato. kAle zuM thaze tenI khabara che? kRpALudevanuM zaraNuM rAkhavuM to baghAnuM kalyANa thavAnuM che. koInuM duHkha levAya nahIM, ApaNuM sukha koIne devAya nahIM. ApaNane paNa maraNa AvavAnuM che. ApaNe gabharAI jaIe to te vakhate maraNa bagaDI jAya. je thavAnuM che te talabhAra AghuMpAchuM thavAnuM nathI. Apa citta rAkhavuM. kRpALudevanuM zaraNa choDavA jevuM nathI. manuSyabhava raDavA mATe nathI maLyo. AkhuM jagata ApaNane karma baMghAvI lUMTI le evuM che. je thavAnuM haze te thaze rUDA rAjane bhajIe. game tevuM duHkha paDe paNa raDavuM nathI. raDavAthI koIne lAbha nathI. jeno deha chUTI gayo hoya tene paNa raDavAthI lAbha na thAya. ane ApaNe raDIe to ApaNane paNa lAbha na thAya. haratAM pharatAM "sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru" karavuM ethI baLa maLe. zUravIra thAya to karma AvatAMya Dare. "kheda nahIM karatAM zuravIrapaNuM grahIne jJAnIne mArge cAlatAM mokSa pATaNa sulabha ja che. (patrAMka 819) kheda karavAthI kaMI kalyANa thatuM nathI. roja maraNa saMbhAravuM. mahemAna jevA chIe. jenuM AyuSya pUruM thAya tene javuM paDe." bo.bhA.1 (pR.335) dehotsarga dine upadezAmRta kAryanI pUrNatA dararoja savAranA pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA mULa boghanI (upadezAmRtanI) presa kaoNpI taiyAra karavA teozrI traNacAra mumukSuo sAthe besatA. kArtika suda panA divase temaNe jaNAvyuM ke have to sAMje paNa besavuM che, jethI kAma pUruM thaI jAya. te pramANe saMvat 2010nA kArtika suda sAtamane sAMjanA te upadezAmRtanI presa kioNpInuM kAma pUruM karI loTo laI jaMgalamAM gayA. upadezAmRta (6) 31

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apUrva samAdhimaraNa zrI rAjamaMdiramAM paramakRpALudeva samakSa kAusagga mudrAmAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno dehotsarga jaMgalamAMthI roja karatAM jarA vahelA AvyA. hAthapaga dhoI, rAjamaMdiramAM paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa sAme ja kAryotsarga ghyAnamAM UbhA rahyA. te samaye amuka praznonA khulAsA karavA mATe bhAIzrI phUlacaMdabhAI, zrI devIcaMdajI, zrI kusumabena vagere mumukSuo zrI rAjamaMdiramAM pUjyazrInI pAchaLa AvI UbhA rahyA. teozrInuM ghyAna pratiroja 5-7 miniTamAM pUruM thaI jAya. paNa Aje to 20- 25 miniTa cAlyuM. jANe have dhyAna pUruM thaze ema badhA vicAramAM UbhA hatA. teTalAmAM to pUjyazrIno deha sAyaMkALe 5-40 miniTe kAryotsarga mudrAmAM 2-3 vAra DAbe jamaNe kiMcit DolAyamAna thaI ekadama nIce DhaLI paDyo. zrI phulacaMdabhAIne zaMkA thavAthI hAthanI nADI tapAsI to temane anubhavathI jaNAyuM ke pUjyazrIno deha chaTI gayo che. AvuM pratyakSa nihALI badhA Azcarya pAmyA ke aho! maraNanI kevI kaparI vedanA, tene paNa temaNe kAryotsarga mudrAmAM svarUpamagna banI sahana karI, parama kRpALudevanI samakSa temanA zaraNe ja UbhA UbhA A nazvara dehano tyAga karI apUrva evuM samAdhimaraNa sAdhyuM, pavitra deha samakSa AkhI rAta bhakti-smaraNa pazcAt pUjyazrInA zarIrane pANI vagerethI svaccha karI, rAjamaMdiranA nIcenA daravAjAmAM te pavitra dehane sukhAsana mudrAmAM virAjamAna karyo. tyAM AkhI rAta bhakti ane smaraNamaMtranI dhUna cAlI. ghaNA sthaLoe turata ja TelIphonathI temaja najIkanA gAmomAM vAhanathI dehatyAganA samAcAra ApavAmAM AvyA. savAre nava vAgatA sudhImAM mumukSuonI bhAre medanI AzramamAM ekatra thaI gaI. agyAra vAge smazAnayAtrA nIkaLI. pUjyazrInI pAlakhI saTha varaghoDo AzramanI pradakSiNA karI eka vAge agnisaMskAra sthaLe pahoMcyo. caMdananA kASTa vaDe agnisaMskAra aMtamAM AzramanA vijJAna TrasTI zrI amRtalAla parIkhe AMkhamAM virahanAM AMsu saha guNagrAma karI aMtima bhAva aMjali arpI paMcAga namaskAra karyo. te samayanA dRzya badhAne bhAvavibhora karI dIdhA. pazcAt caMdananA lAkaDAthI khaDakelI citAmAM pUjyazrInA dene padharAvI, agnisaMskAra pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno karela tema aMtima vidhi pramANe thI komI karavAmAM Avyo. te vakhatanA badhA citro atre ApavAmAM Ave che ! 32

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sabhAmaMDapa AgaLathI nIkaLatI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI smazAnayAtrA 34

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA citrapaTanI sthApanA teozrInA dehavilaya bAda saMvat 2010nA Aso suda 8nA roja te vakhatanA AzramanA pramukha zeThazrI zAMtilAla maMgaLadAsanA zubha haste pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA citrapaTanI sthApanA teo je oraDAmAM kAyama besatA hatA, tyAM karavAmAM AvI. pUjyazrInA akSaradehathI AvatI apUrva jAgRti AvuM apUrva samAdhimaraNa sAdhanAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Aje dehadhArI rUpe to vidyamAna nathI, paNa teozrInA jIvanamAM vaNAI gayela paramakRpALudeva pratyenI paramabhaktinI bhAvanA temanA akSara dehtvacano dvArA Aje paNa mumukSuone jAgRta kare che; mokSano apUrva mArga cIMghI kalyANa bakSe che. dhanya che pavitra puruSonA parama upakArane dhanya che evA pavitra puruSonA parama upakArane ke jemaNe paramakRpALu sadguru zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhunuM zaraNa apAvI ApaNA AtmAnuM anaMta hita karyuM. pratyupakAra vALavAne sarvathA asamartha evA amArA ApanA caraNAviMdamAM koTizaH praNAma. 38

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5.zrI brahmacArIjInA hastAkSaramAM brahmacArI bhAI bahenone pALavAnA niyamo 3 saM.t-c6 zani 0-8 - cAnI brakamArI-tAI ne pALa bAnA - niyamo - 1- tamArI bArI bhAIe jAkumArIthI chAdi ;oI - 2nIne De nahi. " - tyAgI. tamArI bhAIo e ka mAMiI 21/unALe " be lAkhonA nAma nI re - 2- tyAgI nahimArI bhAI e bAda jAtiolaAdi jIje potAnAM kapaDAM dhovA na Apavo jayALa[bALa mArI bhAIoo che. anAja h} vAnuM jaLa re kema - tyAgInna karI benane batAvavuM na;i 74ja roI +{lA 13 paQl, betAne bolAvyAM nahi, 55 sIbanA bhara mATe ', tyAM traNa cAlI benane ja AktAM. tamArI cAvI benone pALa bAnA - 1na ya mo - - tamALI brahamArI beno bhra tamArI Adi ke? - 53 mane ja 2 - 2 - tamArI brahnavI bena e bAjarI AnaMda-- bhAIone rAMThe to khorA- Riii lo nahi 3-hAgI trAnA nI bena e jyArI mATe (18Ine nAnAM u5DAM dhovA na khAda- - sagI bahumArI bano - DAInuM tapa AkramanuM - temanA dvAre +1., RaI bane che tema junA . "nAM lekhopha beno mAM e anuM ma tevAnI chuTa che. temaja bra kumArI bhAina DamaDanuM kharIdatry nitI. enA laganuM ma na naoNraju 40

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pU.zrI. brahmacArIjInA paricayamAM AvelA mumukSuo dvArA jaNAvela preraka prasaMgo suratamAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI rahelA te makAnamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI mumukSuo sAthe pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI eka adhyAtmayogI puruSa hatA. temanA samAgamamAM AvanArane temanA pratye AzcaryabhAva sahita pUjyabhAva thato ane temanA cAritranI mana upara avismaraNIya chApa paDatI. temanI sahaja vANI jiMdagI sudhI ane mUMjhavaNanA prasaMge mArgadarzakarUpa nIvaDatI hatI. evA prasaMgo temanA samAgamamAM AvelA ghaNA mumukSuoe potAnA AtmArthe lakhI rAkhelA athavA koInI preraNAthI kahI batAvelA. te pratyakSa samAgamanA prasaMgo sarvane preraNAdAyI hovAthI atre ApIe chIe. 41

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zrI manaharabhAI goradhanadAsa kaDIvAlA surata 5ramArtha sivAya pUjAvAno svArtha nahIM pa.pU. zrI brahmacArIjI sAthenA mArA lagabhaga 12 varSanA piracaya saMbaMdhamAM jaNAvavAnuM ke jema jema mane emano paricaya thato gayo tema tema mane emanA guNo vizeSa jaNAvA lAgyA. emano paricaya Azrama sivAya bIjA sthAnomAM paNA nIce mujaba thayo hato. 10 divasa vavAgiyAmAM 30 divasa uMmarATa dariyA kinAre 40 divasa AbumAM 18 divasa Dumasa dariyA kinAre 23 divasa Dumasa dariyA kinAre bIjI vAra A sivAya jAtrAmAM tathA AzramamAM ane mumukSuo rahe che te lagabhaga dareka surata jillAnA gAmomAM huM temanI sAthe pharyo chuM. temanI sAthenA A badhA paricayomAM mane eka vastu spaSTa jaNAI ke emane paramArtha sivAya bIjo pUjAvavA vagereno svArtha nahoto. emanA samAgama daramyAna je prasaMgo banyA che temAMnA thoDAka prasaMgo nIce jaNAvuM chuM - parva tithie upavAsa, bAkInA divasomAM ekAsaNuM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI amArI vinaMtIthI saMvat 1999nA poSa suda 13nA roja sAMje sAta vAgyAnI loksamAM surata amAre tyAM citrapaTonI sthApanA nimitte padhAryA hatA. bIje divase caudasa hatI tethI teozrIne upavAsa hato. pUjyazrI bIja, pAMcama, AThama, agiyArasa, caudasa vagere tithie upavAsa karatA ane bAkInA divasomAM eka vakhata jamatA - ekAsaNuM karatA hatA. game tevA prasaMgamAM paNa dhIraja rAkhavI samajI gayo ema mAnavAthI aTakI javAya agAsa Azrama, tA. 26-8-46 indoravALA bhAI pAse vacanAmRta patrAMka 416 vaMcAvyo. "ghyAnanA ghaNA ghaNA prakAra che.''tyAre te bhAIe pUchyuM : samajAya pachI ja AgaLa vadhAyane 42 pUjyazrIe -- kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke "A jIva eka akSara paNa samajyo nathI.'' samajyo chuM evI buddhi karavAthI AgaLa vadhatuM nathI; aTakI javAya che. "satpuruSanA eka eka vAkyamAM, eka eka zabdamAM anaMta Agama rahyA che." (1 patrAMka 100) ghaNI vagaranA Dhora sUnA 15no saM.2001 indoramAM pUjyazrI sAthe badhA derAsaronA darzana karyAM. bIje divase savAre zrI.....nA AmaMtraNathI emanA baMgale svAdhyAyabhuvanamAM gayA. zrI....digaMbara paMDito sAthe 'samayasAra' graMthano svAdhyAya karatA hatA. sAMje amo surata javAnA hovAthI pUjyazrIne maLavA gayA. pUjyazrIe keTaloka bodha karyo ane pachI kahyuM : "zrI.......nI punyAI joI? badhuM kare che, paNa svacchaMda che. 'ghaNI vagaranA Dhora sunA.' dhanya che ApaNA mumukSuone ke jemane mAthe thiMgaghaNI jevA paramakRpALudeva che. emane jarUra devagati to che ja." agAsa Azrama saM.2001nA paryuSaNamAM zrImad rAjacaMdra likhita patrono utAro zrI mannibhAI kalyANajI muMbaIthI khaMbhAtanA zrI aMbAlAla bhAInA hAthe utArelA patrono saMgraha 'zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta' pUnamanA divase bapore 11 vAge sthApanAnuM muharta lAvelA, je khaMbhAtanA mumukSu maMDaLanuM pustaka hatuM. te pUjyazrIjI hatuM. sthApanA karavAnI hatI te rUmamAM vIsa doharAnA artho mane tathA urmilA bahenane samajAvyA hatA. te vakhate urmilA bahene smaraNamaMtra lIghuM nahotuM tethI temane uddezIne kahyuM : "vIsa doharA, yamaniyama, kSamApanA, Atmasiddhi tattvajJAnamAMthI vAMcavuM, vicAravuM ane jyAre manane barAbara ruce tyAre niyama levo.' ane sAthe kahyuM ke, "game tevo prasaMga Ave topaNa dhIraja rAkhavI." te ja pUnamane divase rAtre UrmilA bahenanA pati zrI amRtalAlane ghoDAgADImAM akasmAta thayo ane thApAnuM hADakuM bhAMgI gayuM hatuM. joI rahyA pachI mane jovA mATe - darzana mATe ApyuM hatuM. e pustaka paramakRpALudevanI AjJAthI zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe badhA mumukSuo pAsethI teozrInA lakhelA patro maMgAvIne tenA uparathI utAro karI taiyAra karyuM hatuM. zrI aMbAlAlabhAInA hastAkSaro motInA dANA jevA eka sarakhA hatA. temAM ghaNA patromAM paramakRpALudeve potAnA hAthe sudhAro karyo hato, ane zrI aMbAlAlabhAIne kahyuM hatuM ke A rIte pustaka chapAvavuM, te pustaka ghaNuM ja darzanIya hatuM.

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nija DahApaNa tajI jJAnI kahe tema karavuM potAnI zakti vicArI kAma hAthamAM levuM agAsa Azrama, Aso suda 14, saM.2001 saMvat 2002nA jeTha suda 11nA roja huM agAsa gayo meM pU.prabhuzrIjIno bogha pUjyazrInI AjJA laIne utAryo. hato. te vakhate mAre zrI hIrAbhAI jhaverI sAthe, rAjakoTamAM pachI te pustakanA AgaLanA pAna upara pUjyazrIne potAnA paramakRpALudevano je makAnamAM deha chUTelo te makAna kharIdavA hastAkSaramAM kaMI lakhI ApavA jaNAvyuM tethI teozrIe nIcenI saMbaMdhamAM patravyavahAra cAlato hato. pUjyazrIne pUchatAM temaNe gAthA lakhI ApI hatI. jaNAvyuM ke "kAma sAruM hoya topaNa ekalA hAthe bojo upADavAnuM (harigIta) thatuM hoya to potAnI zakti vicArI te kAma hAtha gharavuM." 'TaLe che dazA paribhramaNanI', vizvAsa viNa vicAra kyAM? pAchaLathI e makAna levAno vicAra mAMDI vALyo hato. (patrasughAre! zravaNa paNa nA oLakhe, bhakti na bhAva vicAra jyAM, patrAMka 656mAM Ano ullekha che.). vAte vaDAM nA thAya" maMDI paDa vinaya-bhakti sajI, vRDha nizcaya je jAgaze te choDaze, kara samaja nija DahApaNa tejI. saMvat 2005nA mAgasara suda 8nA roja pUjyazrIjI apUrva avasara'nuM pada kAusagnamAM bolavuM ghAmaNa maMdira pratiSThA dina mAgasara suda 10nI UjavaNI nimitte saMvat 2002nA kArataka vada sAtame paghAryA hatA. pUjyazrI saMgha sAthe vavANiyA jAtrAe padhAryA. mAgasara vada bIjanA roja Azrama pAchA pharatA tyAM talAvaDI vagere judI judI jagyAe javAnuM surata AvyA hatA. te divase Agama maMdiranA thatuM. ane moTe bhAge badhe ja "apUrva avasara'nuM darzana karavA gayA. tyAM 45 AgamanI moTA pada bolatA. eka divasa sAMje ravimAtAnI akSaromAM chApela prata hatI te joI pUjyazrIe derIe "apUrva avasara'nuM pada bolyA. pAchA mane jaNAvyuM ke AmAMnI prata maLe to Azrama pharatAM rastAmAM meM pUjyazrIne kahyuM ke "apUrva mATe lezo. pachI meM bahu tapAsa karAvI paNa te avasara"nI pAchaLanI gAthAo yAda rahetI maLI nahotI. tyAMthI amAre ghare padhAryA. baghAne nathI, bhUla paDe che. tyAre pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM khabara paDavAthI ghaNA mumukSu bhAI baheno darzana ke "vAraMvAra bolavAthI yAda raheze" ane kahyuM: mATe AvyA hatA. pU.gAMDAkAkA vagere baghAe koIka vAra "apUrva avasara'nuM pada kAusagnamAM bolavuM." surata rokAvA mATe khUba vinaMtI karI paNa tema karyAthI mane e pada ApyuM tyAM ja yAda rahI gayuM. pUjyazrIe javAno nizcaya draDha karelo hovAthI koInuM kaMI cAlyuM nahIM. agAu ApaNe zuM vAMcI gayA? kaho jaldI AzramamAM AvI rahezo tyAM roja vacanAmRta vaMcAtuM. te zarU karatA pahelA roja sTezana upara pUjyazrIe gAMDAkAkAne kahyuM ke "tame paNa pUjyazrI baghAne pUchatA ke agAu ApaNe zuM vAMcI gayA? eTale : have jema bane tema jaladI AzramamAM AvI rahezo." je vaMcAya te baghA kALajIpUrvaka sAMbhaLatA ane yAda rAkhatA. ghaNo apUrva bogha cAlato hato. zrI javalabahena (zrImadjInA pachI poSa sudamAM pU.gAMDAkAkA AzramamAM gayA hatA, ane phAgaNa suda 8nI rAtre savA vAge hRdaya baMdha paDI javAthI putrI) tathA zrI bhagavAnabhAI tyAM roja sAMbhaLavA besatA. gujarI gayA hatA. te nimitte amo badhA agAsa AvyA tyAre rasa vagaranuM je maLe te khAI levuM pUjyazrIe kahyuM "emaNe pote je karavAnuM hatuM te karyuM ane ApaNA saMvat 2002nA caitra suda 8 upara huM AzramamAM gayo chuM hAthamAM haju manuSyadeha che eTale puruSArtha karIe to ApaNe ethI te vakhate AyaMbilanI oLI cAlatI hatI. pUjyazrIe mane pUchyuM paNa vizeSa karI zakIe, mATe puruSArtha karavo. kheda karavo nahIM." ke "tame koI AMbala karyuM che?" meM kahyuM: "nathI karyuM." tyAre pU.gAMDAkAkAnA dehAvasAna nimitte caitra vada 6nA divase teozrIe jaNAvyuM : "ghaNo AnaMda Ave che, kaMI khAvAnI suratathI maMgubhAI sukhaDiyAne laIne ame AzramamAM AvyA. upAdhi nahIM. rasa vagaranuM je maLe te khAI levAnuM." A sAMbhaLyA ke tyAM ghArI banAvI prasAda karyo. te prasaMge maMgubhAIne uddezIne pachI meM traNa divasa AMbela karyA hatA. pUjyazrIe bogha karyo ke : 43

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ahobhAgya hoya to daravAjAmAM paga mUkAya baghA UThyA ane gayA tyAM sudhI huM tyAM ja Ubho rahyo. pUjyazrI game te nimitte ahIM AvavuM thayuM te ghaNA puNyanuM paNa UbhA thayA ane pANI vAparyuM. pachI mArI pAse AvIne kAraNa che. Akho vakhata bIjA kAmomAM kADhIe chIe temAMthI : ati gaMbhIra mudrAe zAMtithI kahyuM ke "paramakRpALudevanA vacano thoDo vakhata AtmakalyANa mATe kADhavo. emane tyAM mane vAMcIe chIe tyAre ema lAge che ke ApaNe eka zabda paNa batAvIne) maMdira che. tyAM koI koI divasa darzana karavA javuM. koIne upadezano kahevAne adhikArI nathI. jyAM sughI kevaLajJAna prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM che ke jenuM ahobhAgya haze te A daravAjAmAM na thAya tyAM sudhI upadeza ApI zakAya nahIM. mauna rahevuM joIe. paga mUkaze. game te kAraNe AvavAnuM thayuM, paNa te pUrvanA puNyanA kRpALudevanAM vacano ati gaMbhIra che. gaMbhIratApUrvaka vicAravA joge bane che." tenA upara eka draSTAMta kahyuM : joIe." A banAva pachI jyAre kaMI gharma saMbaMdhI vAta karavAmAM Ave tyAre aMtaramAM emanI te vakhatanI mUrti khaDI thatI ane pUrvanA saMskAre upadezamAM ruci kahetI ke "ApaNe upadeza devAne adhikArI nathI.' Ama cetavaNI koI be mitra hatA. te badho vakhata sAthe ja rahetA. jyAM ApatI hatI. jyAM jAya tyAM sAthe ja jAya. eka vakhata muninA vyAkhyAnamAM gayA tyAM ekane gamyuM ane bIjAne na gamyuM. tyAre beunA manamAM jevo bhaktibhAva tevI vacanamAM zraddhA vicAra Avyo ke amane bannene badhuM ja sarakhuM game che tyAre AmAM pUjyazrInA boghamAMthI TAMcaNa - umarATa tA.-47 kema bheda paDyo? te mATe munine pUchyuM. munie javAba Apyo ke paramakRpALudeva upara jeTalo prema Ave teTalo AgalA bhavamAM be cora hatA. te sAthe corI karavA jAya. eka bhaktibhAva Uge, teTalI temanA vacanamAM zraddhA thAya ane AtmA vakhate pakaDAI javAnI bIkathI teo jaMgalamAM saMtAvA nAsI UMco Ave." gayA. eka cora guphAmAM saMtAI gayo. tyAM eka munine samAdhimAM umarATa tA.8-47 beThelA joI tene bhAva Avyo ke A muni kevA zAMta nirbhaya che! ekAda kalAka gharmadhyAna avazya karavuM tethI tene A bhavamAM muninA upadezamAM ruci thaI ane bIjAne "manuSyabhavanI sArthakatA karI levI. jeTalo vakhata maLe tevA saMskAra na hovAthI upadezamAM ruci na thaI." huM teno upayoga karI levo. draSTAMta : zrI agAsa Azrama, caitra vadI 12, saM.2005 eka chokarAne zeraDI khAvI hatI. tenI mAe paisA ApyA. mokSano upAya - jJAnI puruSanI AjJAe vartavuM te bajAramAMthI zeraDI lAvyo. tenI mAe kahyuM: A zeraDI khavAya tevI nathI. nIce mULiyAM sakhata, emAMthI rasa nIkaLe nahIM, upara vacanAmRta patrAMka 460 vaMcAtA - phIkI lAge ane vacalo bhAga saDelo che. paNa e vicAravAna "....savicAra ane AtmajJAna e AtmagatinuM hatI eTale zeraDInA gAMTha AgaLathI kakaDA karIne jamInamAM kAraNa che." Atmagati eTale zuM? pUjyazrIe kahyuM : mokSa. vAvyA tethI bIje varase sArI zeraDI thaI. "teno prathama sAkSAt upAya jJAnI puruSanI AjJAne tema manuSya bhava maLyo che temAM bALavicAravI e ja jaNAya che." jJAnI paNa to ramatamAM, aNasamajaNamAM ane puruSanI AjJAne vicAravI eTale zuM? bhaNavAmAM cAlyuM jAya che. juvAnImAM pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "jJAnI puruSanAM paraNe ane chokarA-chaiyAnI saMbhALa vacano vicArI te pramANe varte to "AjJA levAmAM, ghana kamAvAmAM ane tevI bIjI vicArI' gaNAya. pravRttiomAM vakhata pUro thAya che. ApaNe upadeza ApavAnA ghaDapaNamAM roga Ave, indriyo kAma adhikArI nathI. Ape nahIM eTale pathArIvaza parasaMvat 2005nA caitra vada vazatAmAM vakhata jAya, paNa e badhA 13nA roja sAMje devavaMdana pahelA mAMthI zeraDInI gAMThanI jema roja ekAda pUjyazrIjI pAse surata javA mATe huM kalAka maLe te gharmadhyAnamAM, vAMcavArajA levA gayo. devavaMdanano samaya thatAM, vicAravAmAM gALe to bIjA bhavamAM tyAM bIjA mumukSuo beThelA hatA, te gharmasAghananI anukULatA maLe."

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agAsa Azrama, zrAvaNa suda 14, saM.2004 uttara-"sadagurunA upadezathI svacchaMda te rokAya." vacanAmRta' che te pratyakSa kRpALudeva tulya, prazna-sarunI parIkSA zI? kema oLakhAya? zraddhA nathI eTale manAtuM nathI. satparuSano draDha vizvAsa uttara-yogyatA joIe. boghane yogya bhUmikA joIe. thaye e zraddhA Ave che. ane e thavA mATe paramakRpALudevanA prazna-ATalo kALa gayo temAM bhUmikA taiyAra nahIM thaI vacanAmRta vAMcavA, vicAravA. "vacanAmRta" che tene pratyakSa haze? uttara--paNa te vakhate sadaguruno yoga na hoya to ekalI kRpALudeva tulya ja jANavuM. eTalI zraddhA thaI nathI eTale ema bhUmikA zuM kare? manAtuM nathI. evI draDha zraddhA karavI. emanuM eka eka vacana prazna-anAdikALamAM puruSa nahIM maLyA hoya? laIne Akho divasa raTaNa karavuM." "tame paripUrNa sukhI cho." uttara-tyAre bhUmikA taiyAra nahIM hoya. pramAda vizeSa "AtmA paramAnaMdarUpa ja che." vartato hoya eTale vizeSa lAbha laI zakyo nahIM. zithilatA ane Abu,vaizAkha suda 15, saM.2005 : evA bIjA kAraNone laIne rakhaDyo. potAnI yogyatA ane satparuSa beya joIe sagurunI kRpA be munio (kacchI) delavADAthI AvelA. temanI sAthe vacanAmRta patrAMka 670 vaMcAyo. patranA mathALe "OM ghaNI vAto-carcA thaI. munioe pUchyuM anAdikALathI badhuM : zrI sadguruprasAda" hatuM. mane pUchyuM: 'sadgakaryuM te saphaLa thayuM nahIM tenuM zuM kAraNa? prasAda'no artha zo? pUjyazrIe kahyuM: "roke jIva svaccheda to, pAme avazya meM kahyuM-sadgurunA vacanorUpI prasAdI. mokSa." svacchaMdane laIne. pUjyazrIe kahyuM - sadgurunI kRpA. prazna-svaccheda zAthI jAya? zrI manaharabhAI

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zrI aMbAlAlabhAI jesIMgabhAI paTela borIA viSayakaSAyanI vRttithI lAbhamAM khAmI uttara-bhaktimAM ke puruSanA boghathI bhAva pU.prabhuzrIjIno samAgama mane thayelo, thAya che. te kSaNika hoya che. pAcho jIva tyAMthI paNa te vakhate mArI ummara nAnI hatI. viSaya UThe che ane bIjA prasaMgomAM paDe che eTale kaSAyanI vRttio paNa kharI. tethI yathArtha lAbha bhUlI jAya che. paNa e ja bhAva bIjA prasaMgomAM thayelo nahIM. paNa pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA samA paNa kAyama rahevA ane pariNAma kahe che. gamathI mane ghaNo lAbha thayo. teozrI bogha vacano vicArIe to ullAsa Ave. ApatA te meM thoDo noTamAM utArelo. pachI teozrI pAse sugharAvelo. te boghAmata bhAga ATha draSTi vAMcavI, zeraDIno kaTako moDhAmAM rAkhI pheravI pherava karIe to mIThAza nahIM Ave. pahelAmAM chapAyela che. paNa jarA dAMta vatI dabAvIe to mIThAza Ave. tema jJAnInA tame ArAghanAnA kramamAM cho' vacano vAMcIe, vicArIe to temAM ullAsa Ave. ekavAra te noTa pUjyazrI pAse rahela. temAM chellA pAnA upara teozrIe lakhyuM hatuM : "ArAdhananA kramamAM tame cho" jeTalA kaSAya ghaTyA teTalo AtmA nirmaLa AthI khUba ja aMtara zAMta rahe che, ane e ja bhAvomAM rahevA ATha dRSTinI sakhkhAya che, te aMtar pariNAma upara che. icchA rahe che. paNa karma Ave che. A vyavahAra ane AzramanA prathamanI cAra draSTimAM je guNonuM varNana kareluM che te bhUmikArUpe menejamenTanuM kAma paNa vikalponuM kAraNa to thAya che. paNa teozrIe : che. tevA guNo jIvamAM AvyuM yogyatA Ave che. vratarUpe yamaniyama AzramanI sevAno nirdeza karelo tethI te bAbata kaMI bIjo vicAra hoya athavA na paNa hoya. jeTalA kaSAya ghaTyA hoya teTalo AtmA nathI. maraNa sudhI sevA bajAvavA ja bhAva rahe che. (sva.aMbAlAla nirmaLa hoya che. pAMcamI draSTimAM kSAyika samakitanuM varNana che. bhAIe jIvananA aMta paryata AzramanA TrasTI tarIke ane chellA upazama samakita thoDo vakhata ja rahe che, pachI kSayopazama thaI varSomAM sahAyaka vyavasthApaka TrasTI tarIke sevA ApI che) jAya tyAre nirmaLapaNuM hotuM nathI. samyakatva mohanIyano udaya bhAvanuM anusaMdhAna rahyA kare che. tethI sa-maLapaNuM AtmAmAM rahe che. jema thALI kAma ane tenA vikalpo Ave paNa te pasAra thaI gayA ? suvarNanI hoya paNa aMdara lokhaMDano khIlo mAryo hoya te mujaba pachI pAchuM bhAvanAnuM anusaMdhAna thaI jAya che. jethI ema jaNAya jANavuM. kAma to banne prakAranI thALIthI sarakhA pramANamAM laI che ke te yathArtha ja che. jene pUrNa nivRtti che te ghaNuM ja jhaDapI kAma zakAya che. paNa lokhaMDano khIlo che teTalI eba gaNAya che. tema karI zake che. : banne prakAranA samakitamAM hoya che. kSayopazama samakita ghaNI vakhata pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno bogha - Ave che ane jAya che. jo upayoga na rahe to A bhavamAM jatuM samyakdarzana pachI mokSamArganI zarUAta ke paNa rahe. vaghumAM vaghu te chAsaTha sAgaropama sudhI rahI zake che. prazna-sAco gharma kyAre thAya? mATe sAvaceta rahevA jJAnI puruSono niraMtara upadeza hoya che. uttara--samyadarzana thayA pachI sAco gharma thAya che. AtmasiddhinA dareka vAkyo labdhirUpa kaSAyonI maMdatA ke tIvratAthI zubha ke azubha gati thAya che. mahAvIra svAmIe upadezamAM gautama svAmIne utpAda, paraMtu samyadarzana thayA bAda mokSamArganI zarUAta thAya che. vyaya, dhruva kahyuM. ane teTalAthI te badhuM samajI gayA te mujaba upadezothathI AraMbha-parigraha pratyenI vRtti pAchI vaLe eTale paramakRpALudeve Atmasiddhi-zAstra banAvyuM che. tenAM dareka vAkyo siddhAMta-bogha pariNAma pAme ane tyAre samyakdarzana thAya. labdhirUpa che, ema prabhuzrI kahetA. thoDe thoDe karIne paNa moDhe saMsAranuM svarUpa tathA dehanuM svarUpa vAraMvAra vicAravuM te vairAgyanuM karI levuM. vAMcI javA karatAM moDhe karyuM hoya te vadhu phaLadAyaka che, kAraNa che. kAraNa temAM upayoga, vAMcI javA karatAM sAro rahe che. gharaDI bhAva TakI rahevA te pariNAmo DozIo paNa eka eka kaDI dararoja karI Atmasiddhi pUrI prazna-bhAva ane pariNAma e bemAM phera zo? : moDhe kare che. 46

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI AjakAla karatAM apUrva joga khoI bese Avo durlabha manuSya janma pAmIne pramAda karavA yogya nathI. jeo paramArtha sAdhavAmAM pramAdane vaza thaI evo vicAra karyA kare ke Aje nahIM, kAle karIzuM; ane jyAre kAla thAya tyAre pharI kAle karIzuM. Ama ne Ama kAla-kAla karatAM jIvana pUrNa thaI jAya che, to paNa mUDha jIva pramAda choDI zakato nathI, ane maLelo apUrva joga gumAvI bese che. jIvana pANInA vaheNanI mAphaka che. pANI vahI gayA pachI pAchuM vaLatuM nathI. tema jiMdagI cAlI gayA pachI kAMI banI zakatuM nathI. gayelA samayamAM kAMI banI zakyuM nahIM, AvanArA samaya upara bharoso rAkhavo nahIM, paraMtu vartamAna samayano upayoga karI levo. zrI aMbAlAlabhAI 47

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zrI OMkArabhAI agAsa Azrama samyakadarzana che temanA zaraNe ja rahevuM. koI bIjA e ja ene chApa che vikalpamAM paDavuM nahIM. pUnAnI pratijJA yAda eka vAra sImaraDAvALA pUjya che? tyAM prabhuzrIjIe badhAne pratijJA motIbhAI bhagatajIe svamukhe mane jaNA karAvI hatI ke "saMtanA kahevAthI mAre veluM ke "prabhuzrIjIe mane kahyuM hatuM ke kRpALudevanI AjJA mAnya che." saMtanI bhagataDA! ene (pU.brahmacArIjIne) samyaka AjJAe mane eka kRpALudeva ja mAnya che. darzana che e ja ene chApa che. chApanI bIjo koI nahIM. ApaNe pratyakSanI kyAM jarUra nathI. zogha karavAnI che? prabhuzrIjIe bahu zogha pU. bhagatajIe pharI mane jaNAveluM karI kRpALudevane Akhare zoghI kADhyA ke pU. brahmacArIjIe, dehatyAganA be-traNa ane te ja ApaNane mAnya karavA kahyuM, divasa pahelAM rasoDAmAM jamavA AvatAM mATe bIjA koI saMkalpa vikalpa karavA mane jaNAveluM ke bhagatajI ! amane have nahIM. eka paramakRpALue jevo AtmA buddhipUrvaka doSa thatA nathI. abuddhipUrvaka jANyo che tevo ja mAre mAnya che. te ja thAya te kharA. mAre jovo che. ane temanI AjJA ane nAkoDA tIrtha, mahA vada 13, saM.2008 vacanonuM yathArtha pAlana karavuM che. ApaNe paramakRpALudeva pratyakSa ja che, ema nizcaya vacano pratyakSa sanduruSa tulya rAkhavo, kAraNa ke jo pratyakSa hota to pUjyazrIne meM pUchyuM : kRpALudeve temanA vacanonuM ja pAlana karavAnuM hatuM. ThekANe ThekANe lakhyuM che ke pratyakSa sapuruSa bIjuM zuM? mATe temanA je vacano maLyA che teno lakSa rAkhI hoya to ja kalyANa thAya. have kapALudeva to parokSa che. to have pravartana karavuM. ane te puruSe kahelAM vacano koI bIjo kaheto hoya kone sasturuSa mAnavA? to sAMbhaLavA, mAnya karavA yogya che. paNa bIjA koI vikalpa pUjyazrI kahe: AtmA jene pratyakSa che. pratyakSa satyaruSanAM karavA nahIM. badhA saMkalpa vikalpo mUkI daI eka paramakRpALu sat vacano che te pratyakSa satparuSa tulya jANI vicAravA tathA gurune zaraNe ja vartavA yogya che. sarva prakAre paramakRpALudeva upara ArAghavAM, to samakita thAya evuM che." arpaNabuddhi karavI. pratyakSa parokSanA koI paNa vikalpo karavA maMtra smaraNamAM ke zAstramAM citta parovavuM nahIM. eka paramakRpALu devanA ja Azraye temanI AjJA pAlana eka mumukSue pUjyazrIne prazna pUchyo ke saMkalpa vikalpa bahu thAya che. mATe zuM karavuM? jevA bhAva hoya tevA svapnA Ave pUjyazrI-saMkalpa vikalpa thAya che te pUrvakarmanuM phaLa che. eka vakhata meM pUjyazrIne jaNAvela ke "Apane kevaLajJAna tethI gabharAvuM nahIM ane puruSArtha karIne tene dUra karavA. maMtra- thayuM evuM mane gaI kAle svapna AvyuM." smaraNamAM athavA sArA pustakomAM citta parovI devuM. saMkalpa pUjyazrI-kone kevaLajJAna thayuM? vikalpa karavA nahIM. saMkalpa vikalpa zAnA thAya che? meM kahyuM -Apane. ane AkAzamAMthI eTalAM badhA phulo | mumukSu-"pratyakSa sadguru ane parokSa sadguru bAbatamAM varasyAM ke huM Ubho hato te DhIMcaNa suthI phulothI DhaMkAI gayo. saMkalpa vikalpa thAya che." AkAzamAM devaduMdubhi vAgatI hatI. jeNe AtmA jANyo evA paramakRpALudeva pratyakSa ja che pUjyazrIhasIne) svapnAnI vAta sAcI hotI nathI. pUjyazrI-"evA koI saMkalpa vikalpa karavA nahIM. jeNe paNa sArA svapno Ave to puNya baMghAya che. ane khoTAM svapno AtmA yathArtha jANyo che evA paramakRpALudeva te pratyakSa ja che. huM Ave to pApa baMdhAya che. jevA bhAva hoya tevA svapno Ave che. | svapnA uparathI ApaNA bhAva kevA rahe che tenI khabara paDe che.

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agAsa Azrama, jeTha suda 3, saM.2008 jJAnInA vacanono saMgraha hoya to vicAra Ave meM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIne pUchyuM--"huM vAMcu chuM. paNa vicAra nathI AvatA.'' pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM--"Avaze. manane rokavuM. pahelAM mUDI hoya to vyApAra thAya ne? tema pahelAM to jJAnInA vacanono saMgraha karavAno che. AtmArthe badhuM karavAnuM che. e lakSa rAkhavo. ApaNe sArA thavuM che. sArI sArI vastu, guNakArI vastu grahaNa karavI. koIne duHkhI karavA nahIM. uttamatA, udAratA koInI sAMbhaLavAmAM Ave to mAre evA thavuM che evI bhAvanA karavI. vizALa dRSTi rAkhavI. vAraMvAra sAMbhaLyuM hoya to ene yAda Ave ane sArA bhAva thAya. lAgaNI jema jema vadhAre thaze tema tema pachI kema vartavuM? zuM karavuM? zA mATe karavuM che? evA vicAro Avaze. jyAre icchA jAgaze tyAre lAgaze ke AtmAnA hita mATe karavuM che. e lakSa thaze. satsaMga, satzAstrano paricaya rAkhavo "svarUpalakSe jina AjJA AdhIna jo" svarUpano lakSa rAkhIne bhagavAnanI AjJAe vartavuM. zuM karavAthI pApa, puNya, nirjarA, Asrava baMdha thAya che? kema jIvavuM? e badhAya vicAra karavAnA che. A manuSya bhavamAM uttamamAM uttama lAbha thAya evuM karavAnuM che. kAma karavA bese to khabara paDe, AgaLa vadhe. potAnuM jIvana kema gALavuM? teno vicAra badhAe karavAno che. satsaMga, satzAstrano paricaya rAkhI emAMthI mAre kema jIvavuM, ema vicAravuM. moha che tyAM sudhI mAre zuM karavuM? e vicAravuM. "nathI gharyo deha viSaya vadhAravA, nathI gharyo deha parigraha ghAravA.' pahelAM e to khaseDI nAkhavA che. paMcendriyamAM taNAvuM nathI. emAM khoTI nathI thavuM. enI e gaDamathalamAM jiMdagI gALavI nathI. mokSe javuM hoya teNe bIjA vicAra karavA nahIM manuSyabhavanI durlabha kSaNo che. mATe koI kSaNe ApaNane lAbha thaI jAya tema karavAnuM che. kaMI nahIM to smaraNa, vAMcavuM, vicAravuM. khoTI TevamAM mana na jAya evuM karavAnuM che. cetatA rahevAnI jarUra che. koI vastu pratye Asakti thAya to enA e ja vicAro Ave. A jagata badhuM evuM ja che. manamAM ghara karI jAya evuM na karavuM. jeNe mokSe javuM che teNe bIjA vicAra karavAnA nathI. moDhe karyuM hoya tene pheravavuM, vicAravuM, tenA artha samajavA. te na samajAya to bIjAne pUchavA. zravaNa pachI ghAraNA thAya, pachI samajAya; na samajAya tene samajavAno puruSArtha kare. samajAyuM hoya tene vizeSa vizeSa samajavAno puruSArtha kare. e badhA vicAranA bhedo che. baghAno sahelo upAya satsaMga che. satsaMgamAM na 49 doSa dekhAya. doSa TALavAno puruSArtha thAya. vicAra jAge, pramAdamAM na rahevuM. game teTalI hoziyArI hoya toye pramAdamAM khoI bese.'' aSADha suda 12, saMvat 2008 huM dehAdi svarUpa nathI ema gokhavuM pharI meM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIne kahyuM ke "vAMcuM chuM, zIkhuM chuM, paNa vicAra nathI AvatA.' tyAre teozrIe jaNAvyuM ke "vicAra na Ave to vAraMvAra huM dehAdi svarUpa nathI, huM dehAdi svarUpa nathI ema gokha gokha karavuM. enI meLe Avaze. agAsa Azrama, aSADha vada 5, saMvat 2009 ruci jAge tyAre jIvanuM kalyANa thAya savAre sabhAmaMDapamAM vacanAmRtanA vAMcana prasaMge koIe kahyuM ke 'bahu puNya kerA puMjathI' enI rekarDa kaDhAvI hoya to jIvone ruci jAge ane e tarapha vaLe. pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM: "ThIka che e to. ethI kaMI kalyANa thaI jAya tevuM nathI. ruci jAge tyAre kalyANa thAya che. UlaTuM ema to sAmAnyapaNuM thaI jAya tethI pachI koI veLA ahIM Ave toye ene sAmAnyapaNuM thayeluM hovAthI mAhAtmya na lAge. A to sAMbhaLyuM che, huM gAuM chuM ne ? ema thaI jAya. gAyana gAya tevuM A paNa thaI jAya.'' saMvat 2008, poSa vada 1, guDivADA kyAya Asakti na thAya enI sAvacetI rAkhavI gharmazALAmAM upa2nI oraDImAM pUjyazrIjI UtaryA hatA tyAM teozrIne mATe huM garama pANIno loTo mUkavA gayo tyAre pUjyazrIe pUchyuM ''patro zIkhyA che te pherave che?'' meM kahyuM--''hAjI.'' pUjyazrI--"roja pheravavA. patro pheravIe tyAre vicAra karavo ke AmA zuM kahyuM? jagatanA nimitto evA che ke jIvane kyAMno kyAM laI jAya. Asakti na thAya enI sAvacetI rAkhavI. samAghisopAnamAMthI je patro nathI zIkhyo te zIkhI leje. roja kaMIne kaMI navIna zIkhavuM.'' meM pUchyuM--Apa je vANI bolo cho te huM lakhuM chuM. kaMI vAMdho nathI ne ?'' pUjyazrI--"kaMI vAMdho nahIM.''

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agAsa Azrama, caitra suda 13, saM.2008 mahAvIra jayaMtI mahinAno chokaro ghoDiyAmAM jhUle che tenA moDhAmAM A kerInA saMskRtano abhyAsa karavo kaTakA karIne khavaDAvaje. pachI mArI bAe mane te kerI khavaDAvela, savAre pUjyazrIe mane saMskRta abhyAsa karavAnI AjJA ema mArA pitAzrI kahetA hatA.' karI jaNAvyuM ke "ghaNAM kharAM zAstro mULa saMskRtamAM che, te saMskRtano te vakhate pU.zanAbhAI mAstare jaNAvyuM ke "e to nAnA abhyAsa karavAthI samajavAmAM ThIka paDe. paramakRpALu devanA vacano : hatA. zuM khabara paDe?'' paNa vizeSa samajAya. eka vacanamAM anaMta Agama rahyAM che. te pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM-"bhale ne nAno hoya, paNa mahAsamajavA mATe saMskRtano abhyAsa karavAno che. kRpALudeve prabhuzrI- : puruSo aMdara evuM kaMIka ghAlI de ke je ApaNane khabara na paDe. puruthI dara a9 305 jIne vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa saMskRtano abhyAsa karavA jaNAveluM." paNa AgaLa jatAM Uge." agAsa Azrama, caitra suda 14, saMvat 2008 puruSArtha kare to saphaLatA maLe vItarAgamAM ane amArAmAM bheda gaNazo nahIM vi.saM. 2007mAM paryuSaNa pahelAM thoDA divasa mane eka bhAI pUjyazrI pAse AvyA. ane kahyuM ke mAre ! AzramamAM rahevAnuM maLela. te daramyAna eka divasa savAre pUjyazrI ghera RSabhadeva ane kapALadevanA citrapaTa rAkhyAM che. savAramAM brahmacArIjI paramapUjya prabhuzrIjInA oraDAmAM birAjyA hatA pAMca vAge UThIne gurubhakti karuM chuM. pachI RSabhadevanA citrapaTa ane kaMI lakhatA hatA. meM temanI pAse jaI hAtha joDI jaNAvyuM ke AgaLa stavana Adi devabhakti karuM chuM. emAM "mAre paraNavAnA bhAva nathI ane havenuM kaMI vAMdho to nahIM ne?" jIvana bhakti mATe AzramamAM gALavAnA pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM-"kazo bheda na bhAva che. te saphaLa thaze ke nahIM? rAkhavo. eka ja che. kRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke - teozrIe mArI sAme joyuM ane hAtha vItarAgamAM ane amArAmAM kazoya bheda na lAMbo karIne hasatAM hasatAM kahyuM ke "saphaLa rAkhazo. AtmAnI anaMta zaktio che. parama thaze. kema nahIM thAya? puruSArtha e to tArA pUjya prabhuzrIjIe kRpA karIne A bhaktino hAthanI vAta che. bhAva che to vrata laIe." krama yojyo che. te roja karavo. svaccheda karavo pachI teozrI kAyotsargamAM sthita thaI gayA. nahIM. ethI lAbha nathI. koIne "tattvajJAna" jalebI e abhakSya vastu che na ApavuM. temane kahevuM ke agAsa jAo, tyAM lagabhaga 14 varSanI umare meM pUjyazrI jJAnInI AjJAthI apAya che. tamane vadhAre brahmacArIjIne jaNAvela ke "kaMdoIne tyAMnI lAbha thaze. bhakti to uttama che. bIjI icchA koI vastu vAparavI nahIM. evo mane niyama na karatAM "paramazAMtipadane icchIe e ja ApaNo sarvasammata Apo." teozrIe kahyuM ke "badhI vastuono tyAga na karAya gharma che." prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke jenuM mahApuNya haze te ja A daravAjAmAM tema che. mATe eka jalebI nahIM khAvI evo niyama laI le. paga mUkaze." jalebI e abhakSya vastu che." pachI meM e niyama lIgho hato. mahApuruSo je Ape te AgaLa jatAM Uge kaMI thatuM nathI ema thAya to puruSArtha jAge. dehotsarganA cAra-pAMca divasa pahelAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI parama pUjya brahmacArIjInA dehotsarganA thoDA divasa potAnA nivAsa sthAnamAM savAre lagabhaga 10 vAge pATa para pahelAM (kArti suda 1, 2010) ame traNa cAra mumukSuo teozrInI sUtA hatA. huM tathA bIjA be traNa mumukSuo caraNasevA karatA caraNasevA karatA hatA. te vakhate amone teozrIe pUchyuM "tamane hatA. te vakhate teozrIe mane pUchyuM "tane prabhuzrIjIno prasAda ema thAya che ke ahIM AzramamAM rahI bagho vakhata nakAmo jato maLelo.' rahe che, kaMI thatuM nathI?" meM kahyuM "prabhuzrIjI Ahora padhAryA tyAre huM lagabhaga tyAre meM jaNAvyuM--"nakAmuM to nathI lAgatuM, paNa kaMI cha mahinAno hato. mArI bA paramapUjya prabhuzrIjI pAse koI - bA paramapUjya prabhutrAjI pAse koI thatuM nathI ema to thAya che." khAdya vastu bheTa gharavA laI gayA hatA. prabhuzrIjIe te laI lIdhI pUjyazrI kahe-"ema thAya to puruSArtha jAge, nahIM to hatI ane eka pAkI suMdara kerI ApI jaNAvyuM hatuM ke tAre ghera che : AzramamAM rahyA chIene? badhuM thaze ema thaI jAya." 50

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gaI.'' kaSAyanI upazAMtatA vagere guNo pragaTAvavA ke koI deva potAnI be mUThIo vALIne koI mANasanA mAthAmAM baha utAvaLa karavAnI nathI, tema pramAdapaNa karavAno bahu jorathI mAre tenAthI jevI pIDA thAya che, tevI pIDA ApaNA nathI. taravAranI ghAra jevuM che. bahu utAvaLa karavA jAya to cAlavAthI pRthvIkAyanA jIvone thAya che." pachI pUjyazrI kahe - aghIraja AvI jAya. tethI puruSArtha thAya nahIM. ahIM rahIne e vAtano mane anubhava thayelo. eka vakhata koI mANasa mArI kaSAyanI upazAMtatA vagere guNo pragaTAvavAnA che. AtmAnA pAse maMtra levA Avela tene meM maMtra viSe samajAvyuM pachI tene hita mATe ahIM rahyA chIe e lakSa rAkhavo. A to vacce vakhata paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa AgaLa namaskAra karAvavA laI gayo. maLe temAM bIjuM vAMcavA jANavAnuM che. ema saMtoSa na mAnavo ke tenA zarIramAM vyaMtara hato. teNe mArA mAthAmAM mUThIo vALIne ATaluM bhaNI gayA. have basaAkhI jiMdagI sathI vidyArthI : jorathI mArI ane bhAgI gayo. AkhA zarIramAM jhaNajhaNATI thaI rahevuM. thoDuM zikhAya to kaMI nahIM, paNa vicAra karatAM zIkhavAnuM che. indriyone nukasAna na thAya ane indriyo vaghAre lolupI paNa : pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA boghanI hastalikhita noTa naM.1,2,3mAMthI: na thAya tenuM nAma saMyama che. bahu utAvaLa karavAnI nathI. zakti ApaNe paNa sAdhu thavuM che ne. hoya teTaluM tapa vagere karavAnuM che. zarIrane paNa nukasAna na thAya ? pUjyazrIe 3OMkArane "dazavaikAlika sUtranuM pote kareluM ane pramAda paNa na thAya tema karavAnuM che. nahIM to zarIra bagaDI gujarAtI bhASAMtara moDhe karavA jaNAvyuM. OMkAre moDhe karavuM zarU jAya. pachI kaMI na thAya. gAMdhIjI zarIrane gadheDuM kahetA, vaghAre : karyuM. ane ekavAra pUjyazrIne pUchyuM ke: "AmAM to sAghuonA khAI jAya tyAre gagheDuM vadhAre khAI gayuM ema kahetA." AcAranuM varNana Ave che. to ApaNe moDhe svapnamAM paramakRpALudevanA darzana karavAthI zo lAbha? tyAre pUjyazrI kahe -"ApaNe eka divasa svapna saMbaMdhI koI mumukSu paNa sAghu thavuM chene." bahene vAta karI tyAre pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe bhaNI bhaNIne jaNAvela-"AlocanAdi pada saMgrahamAM je vedIyA Dhora jevA na thavuM "jinavara darzana adhikAra che te lakhavA mane pUjyazrI kahe-devasIbhAI mAMdA che. huM temane icchA thaI tyAre vicAra Avyo ke mane tyAM jAya che? OMkAra kahe-nAjI. pUjyazrI paramakRpALunA darzana to thayAM nathI to kema kahe-tyAM jaje. sevA karavI e mumukSuno gharma lakhuM? pachI rAtre svapna AvyuM ke bAMdhaNInA che. bhagavAne paraspara sevA karavAnuM munione makAnamAM meDA upara paramakRpALudeva padhAryA che. ' paNa kahyuM che. ekaluM bhaNavAmAM ja rahe tene pachI dAtaNa-pANI karIne darzana karavA jaIza. teTalAmAM to AMkha vyavahAranI kaMI khabara na rahe. bhaNI bhaNIne vedIyA Dhora jevA UghaDI gaI. darzana na thayAM tethI kheda thayo. rAta bAkI hatI tethI thaI na javuM. paramArthane prere evo vyavahAra karavA yogya che. pharI sUI gayo. pharI te ja pramANe svapna AvyuM. huM meDA upara : devazIbhAI pAse jaIe ane kaMI kAma hoya to pUchavuM. zarIra gayo. paramakRpALudeva, kaphanI vALo citrapaTa che te mudrAmAM birAjyA dabAvavuM hoya to dabAvI ApavuM. -zrI bra.bo.ha.no.naM.3 (pR.1421) hatA. pU.sobhAgabhAI paNa sAthe hatA. darzana karI bahu AnaMda koIne garaja haze to karaze thayo. pachI UThIne "jinavara darzana adhikAra"kAvya lakhyuM. temAM : prathama prAstAvika pada e lakhyuM - OMkAra kahe -Ape je 'dazavaikAlika'no anuvAda karyo che te kyAre chapAze? "ghanya re divasa A ahe, prabhu darzana Aja pamAya re, pUjyazrI kahe-zuM chapAve? hajA TIkA lakhavI to adhUrI sugharma prabhAta pragaTa thatAM, duHkha svapnanI rAtri gamAya re." : paDI che. 3OMkAra kahe--kyAre lakhAze? mUThInA mArathI AkhA zarIramAM jhaNajhaNATI pUjyazrI kahe--hamaNAM AMkhonuM kaMI ThekANuM nathI. tethI eka vakhata pUjyazrIe jaNAvela ke "bhagavatI sUtramAM lakhAya evuM nathI. vAta Ave che ke zrI gautama svAmIe zrI mahAvIra svAmIne prazna OMkAra kahe - to emanuM ema paDyuM raheze? karyo ke he bhagavAna! ApaNe jamIna upara cAlIe chIe tenAthI pUjyazrI kahe--koIne garaja haze te karaze. sAthe TIkA pRthvIkAya jIvone kevI pIDA thatI haze? bhagavAne uttaramAM jaNAvyuM : hoya to samajAya. -zrI bra.bo.ha.no.naM.3 (pR.1449) 51

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UMDA UtaravA mATe vicAranI jarUra che . kahevAya? koIne AvaDyuM nahIM tyAre pUjyazrI kahe- je devalokamAM pUjyazrIe mane pUchyuM - kazuM vicAravAnuM rAkhe che? rahe che te deva kahevAya. manuSya karatAM vadhAre sukha bhogave, tethI te meM kahyuM - nAjI. pUjyazrI kahe - divasamAM game te ! deva kahevAya; paNa sadeva nahIM. sadevane to te pUjanArA che. TAImamAM game te pada, patra ke pAThano vicAra karavo. ApaNe -zrI bra.bo.ha.no.naM.1 (pR.136) AmAM zuM karavA jevuM che? ema vicAravuM. UMDA UtaravAnI jarUra eka patra roja aDagho kalAka vicAravo che. UMDA UtaravA mATe vicAranI jarUra che. vicArathI UMDA OMkAra kahe - patro to pheravuM chuM. paNa vicAra nathI UtaratAM zIkhAya che. vicAra na kare ane ekaluM zIkha zIkha kare AvatA. to UMDu na utarAya. -zrI bra.bo.ha.no.naM.3 (pR.1163) pUjyazrI kahe - bIjA patro badhA pheravavAnA rAkhavA. sada thI mAnamAM pese paNa eka patra roja ardho kalAka besIne vicAravAnuM rAkhavuM. 3OMkAra kahe - prabhu, mAna to bahu Ave che. -zrI bra.bo.ha.no.naM.2 (pR.456) pUjyazrI kahe - mAna karavA jevuM kaMI nathI. A kALamAM huM bhUla thaye kRpALudeva AgaLa kSamApanA bolavI eTalA saMghayaNa nathI ke bAra bAra mahinA upavAsa karI 3OMkAra kahe - kAle meM AyaMbilanuM paccakhANa zake. evI zakti nathI ke sArI rIte saMyama lIdhuM hatuM. tyAra pachI mArAthI bhUlamAM kAcuM ArAdhI zake. to abhimAna zAnuM kare?.... pANI pIvAI gayuM. sagurune bhUle tethI mAnamAM pese che. sad pUjyajI kahe - sAMbharyA pachI pharIthI gurune na bhUlavA e mAna dUra karavAno to na pIdhuM ne? OMkAra kahe - nA. upAya che. jIva UMcI zreNImAM nathI joto pUjyazrI kahe - pharIthI evuM na thAya tethI mAna Ave che. tenuM dhyAna rAkhavuM. (pharI kahyuM) kRpALu-zrI bra.bo.ha.no.naM.2 (pR.533) devanA citrapaTa AgaLa kSamApanA bolI pudgalanA svarUpane jANe to Ava. -zrI bra.bo.ha.no.naM.1 (pR.137) vairAgya Ave jeTaluM bane teTaluM sAruM OMkAra kahe -"pudgalajJAna prathama le jANa" ema kRpALudeve lokapuruSa saMsthAne kahyo' OMkAra kahe - covihAra hoya tyAre savAramAM kaI veLAe khAvuM? pUjyazrI kahe - (patrAMka 107) temAM kahyuM che to teno | "zAsana dIpAvyuM rAjanuM, mAnAdinI to gaMghanA; sUrya Uge tyAre. koI be ghaDI pachI zo paramArtha haze? pUjyazrI kahe - te brahmacArIjI taNA pAdAraviMda vaMdanA." khAya che. jeTaluM bane teTaluM sAruM. prathama pudgalanA svarUpane jANe tyAre vairAgyabhAva utpanna thAya. tenuM svarUpa vinAzI ane kSaNika jANe -zrI bra.bo.ha.no.naM.1 (pR.183) tyAre tenuM mAhAsya na lAge; pachI jIva jJAna pAme. na samajAya to artha vAMcavA zrI .bo.ha.no.naM.1 (pR.137) OMkAra kahe - roja huM pratikramaNa karuM chuM. paNa mAruM devalokanA deva to, sadevane pUjanArA che citta temAM lAgatuM nathI. ane kaMI samajAtuM paNa nathI.ema vagara samaye karyA jaIe to zuM thAya? pUjyazrIe pArasane pUchyuM - teM mokSamALAnA keTalA pATha vAMcyA che? pUjyazrI kahe - na samajAtuM hoya to tenA artha che te vAMcI javA to ApaNane pArasa kahe - sAta pATha vAMcyA che. pachI prabhue AThamo pATha "sadaiva tattva'no tyAMja vAMcavA : dhyAna rahe. pratikramaNa na karavuM evuM paNa nathI. na karIe to zIkheluM bhUlI javAya. kahyuM. tyArabAda pUjyazrI kahe - deva eTale zuM ? -zrI bra.bo.he.no.naM.1 (pR.139) OMkAra karAga dveSa Adi aDhAra dUSaNathI rahita te deva. pUjyazrI kahe - e to sadeva kahevAya. paNa deva kone ? zrI OMkArabhAI para

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zrI sumerabhAI phUlacaMdajI baMdA surata pUjyazrInI bhagavAna thavAnI bhAvanA DaoN. bhATe pAsethI sAMbhaLeluM : paMDitajI guNabhadrajI kahetA hatA ke meM pU.brahmacArIjIne temanA dehavilayanA lagabhaga 15-20 divasa pahelAM pUcheluM ke tamane nAnapaNamAM zuM bhAvanA hatI? temaNe kahyuM hatuM ke bhagavAna thavAnI bhAvanA hatI. meM pUchyuM: te phaLI? pU.brahmacArIjI hasyA." eka vAra ghaNA mumukSubhAI-baheno vacce pUjyazrIe kaheluM ke "AtmajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI kaMI lakhavuM nathI ema rAkhavuM." vairAgya vagara Azraya rahe nahIM eka vakhata vaNAganaTavaranI vArtA ghaNA vistArathI kahIne kahyuM : "Azraya bahu moTI vAta che. AzrayathI to eka-be bhavamAM "vIsaruM nahi nahi vIsaruM re, upakAra tAro. mokSa thAya tevuM che. eno (kRpALudevano) Azraya rAkhavo. pachI nita nita nita samaruM re, upakAra tAro." bhalene eka - be bhava thAya. paNa vairAgya vagara Azraya rahe nahIM. mATe vairAgya vadhAravo. vairAgya vagara AgaLa vaghAya nahIM. vairAgya zIkhuM chuM ema rAkhavuM. huM samajI gayo ema na karIe. parama e mokSano bhomiyo che." kRpALudeva jANe che ane mAre jANavuM che ema rAkhavuM. paramakRpALudeve pragaTa karyo che tevo ja mAro AtmA che." ATalA baghA mumukSuo kyAMthI jovA maLe? vacanAmRta vAMcavA-saMbaMdhI : pukharAjajI kahe - prabhu mAre ane sumerane IDara javAnA vAraMvAra vAMcIe tyAre samajAya bhAva che. paryuSaNamAM ahIM mANaso bahu Avaze. amane ethI kaMTALo Ave che. ApanI AjJA hoya to ATha divasa mATe IDara "roja moTuM pustaka vAMcIe. eka vAra vAMcI rahIe jaIe. tyAre pharI avaLethI vAMcavuM. ema vAraMvAra vaMcAya tyAre samajAya pUjyazrI kahe - "tamane ahIM paryuSaNamAM nathI gamatuM? evuM che. na samajAya to kRpALudeva jANe che ema rAkhavuM. AgaLa upara samajAze." e to prabhAvanA kahevAya. ATalA baghA mumukSuo kyAMthI jovA maLe? gharmanI prabhAvanA joIne samyakavRSTine harSa thAya che. ethI navI jitharaDImAM bogha ApatAM : "Aje ja jANe marI gayo ema karI le to thoDA kALamAM kaMTALavA jevuM nathI. bhakti, sevA e mukhya vastu che. bhaNavAnuM che te to ThIka che, paNa mukhya bhakti che. samUhamAM bhakti karavAthI : ghaNuM kAma thaI jAya evuM che." vizeSa AnaMda Ave che. manane niraMtara smaraNamAM rAkhavuM pahelAM huM ahIM Avato tyAre "Atmasiddhi' vAMcato, DumasamAM : "navarA na rahevuM, navaro nakhkhoda vALe. paNa khabara vizeSa paDatI nahotI. paNa jyAre bhaktimAM besato. mana che te eka samayamAM sittera koDAkoDI sAgaropamanI tyAre badhuM samajAtuM ane AnaMda Avato. kaMTALavuM nahIM. arati sthiti pADI de tevuM che. ene navaruM na mUkavuM. mATe niraMtara thavAthI karma baMdhAya che. je thAya te joyA karavuM. lapaTAvuM nahIM." smaraNamAM rahevuM. veThiyAnI jema AnI pAsethI kAma levuM che." -pra.bo.no.naM.3 (pR.819) pharavA jaIe tyAre smaraNa karIe badhuM vAMcana paramakRpALudevanA vacano samajavA mATe pU.brahmacArIjIe eka vAra mane pUchyuM--pharavA jAya paMDitajI pAse ame saMskRta bhaNavA ane samajavA jatA. tyAre zuM kare che?" meM kahyuM : "kaMI nahIM." te saMbaMdhamAM pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM ke: pUjyazrI kahe : "pharavA jaIe tyAre smaraNa karIe, paramakRpALudevanAM vacano samajavA mATe badhuM vAMcuM chuM, zIkheluM pheravIe. pharavA javAnuM to ThIka che." pa3

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paramakRpALudeva deha nahIM paNa AtmA besatAM ke kAyotsargamAM UbhA rahetA. paramakRpALudevanA deha tarapha dRSTi ekavAra pUjyazrI mumukSuo sAthe jAlora tIrthanA darzanArthe karavAnI nathI. AtmA pratye draSTi rAkhavI. padhAryA hatA. nIce gharmazALAmAM sahuno utAro hato. tyAMthI loTo bIjA prasaMge eka vAra kaheluM-"parama- bharI pUjyazrI jaMgalamAM paghAryA. tyAM pahADa upara eka UMcI kRpALudevano deha che te paramakRpALudeva TekarI hatI. tyAM jaI dhyAnamAM besI gayA. ghaNo samaya thaye nathI. temano AtmA che te paramakRpALu- pAchA pharyA nahIM tethI huM ane zrI gaTulAla temanI tapAsa arthe deva che." gayA. tyAM dUrathI eka UMcI TekarI upara teozrI UbhA thatA AzramamAM potAnI rUmamAM : jaNAyA. tyAMthI pAchA vaLatAM rastAmAM je loTAmAM pANI hatuM te sanI bhAvanA roja kare to sahu maLe ? vaDe mAtra paga dhoI AvatA jaNAyA. "moTuM pustaka vAMcIe. ghaNA vicAro karyA pachI A vacano lakhAyAM che, ema manamAM rAkhI vAMcavuM." jyAM jaIe tyAM smaraNa karatA jaIe. eka vakhata huM ekalo hato tyAre kaheluM: savAramAM UThIne eka vAra meM kahyuM "prabhu, ANaMda javuM che." 'he prabhu! mane sat maLo' ema bhAvanA kare to sat maLe." pUjyazrI kahe : "smaraNa karatA karatA jaIe. bIjA guDivADAmAM pUjyazrIe kaheluM : loko bIjI vAto karatA hoya temAM lakSa na Apavo. smaraNa karavuM. sUtAM pahelAM aDhAra pApasthAnaka vicAravAM game tyAM javuM hoya toya pUchIne jaIe. kaMI maMgAvavuM hoya to paNa roja sUtAM pahelAM aDhAra pApasthAnako vicAravAM. maMgAvAya." savArathI sAMja sudhInI pravRtti tapAsI javI. mArAthI kyAM hiMsA eka vAra svaccheda para bolatAM : thaI? kyA jUTha bolAyuM? ema AkhA divasanI pravRttine aDhAra "keTalAka 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru'ne badale "zrI vAra tapAsI javI. doSa thayA hoya tenAthI pAchA haThavuM. ane sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" bole che. e svaccheda che. kyAM thaIne bIjA divase lakSa rAkhavo. ema karavAthI pratikramaNa karavA karatAM svaccheda pese che, tenI jIvane khabara nathI." vaghAre phaLa thAya." gura kRpALudevane mAnavA nirjana sthAnamAM dhyAna kAyotsarga zrI nemicaMdajIe eka vAra prazna karyo: paramakRpALudeva pUjyazrI jyAre dIrghakArthe jaMgalamAM jatAM tyAre kuvAnA : to parokSa che. ane pratyakSa jJAnIthI kalyANa thAya ema kahyuM che. kAMThe, vRkSa nIce, koI khaMDera jagyAmAM ke pahADa upara dhyAnamAM to guru kone mAnavA?" pUjyazrI kahe: "guru kRpALudevane mAnavA. bIjA baghA upakArI che ema rAkhavuM." roja kaMI kaMI navuM zIkhavuM huM dravyasaMgraha thoDe thoDe mukhapATha karato. pUjyazrI kahe : klAsamAM cAle che teTaluM ja moDhe karavuM evuM kaMI nathI. AgaLanuM paNa karI levuM." bIjA prasaMge nAsika jatAM pUjyazrIe kaheluM : "nityakrama pustakamAMthI badhuM moDhe karavuM. ahIMnA kramamAMnuM kaMI AvaDatuM nathI ema na thavuM joIe. thoDe thoDe karI badhuM zIkhI levuM. kaMI kaMI navuM zIkhavuM. roja kaMIne kaMI moDhe karavuM. vaghAre na bane to eka lITI, be lITI ja karIe paNa roja roja kaMI kaMI navuM zIkhavuM. paramakRpALudeva AgaLa pustaka mUkI--"he prabhu, tArI AjJAthI ATaluM moDhe karIza" evI bhAvanA karI moDhe karavuM. ane aThavADiyAmAM to eka vAra badhuM zIkheluM pheravI javuM." 54

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paramakRpALudevano AtmA pUjyazrIe kRpA karI samajAvyA hatA. pachI anaMta sukhamayA bIjA divase lakhI lAvavAnuM kaheluM te lakhIne gayelo te pote joI gayA hatA. eka vakhata AzramamAM rAjamaMdiramAM beThA hatA tyAre meM pUcheluM : "zuddhabhAva kema bhAgyazALI hoya tene prApta thAya?" pUjyazrI kahe : (kRpALudeva tarapha AzramamAM rahevuM game AMgaLI karI) "ahIM anaMta saMsAranA bhAvo choDI sukha che. ema zraddhA rAkhavI." ahIM rahevuM muzkela che. bhAgyaeka vAra mane prazna zALI hoya tene ahIM game che. karyo: 'prabhu eTale zuM?" meM tathA ahIM ghaNA Ave che. paNa koIkane bIjAoe kaMIka kaMIka uttara ja game che. peluM baMghanuM kAraNa che Apelo te hAla yAda nathI. pachI ane bhakti mokSanuM kAraNa che. pote bolyA : he prabhu bolatAM mojazokhathI udAsa thAya tyAre paramakRpALudeva tarapha lakSa javo e game. prIti anaMtI para thakI joIe." je toDe, te joDe eha ke parama ekavAra potAnI rUma puruSathI rAgatA." mAMthI bahAra AvatAM AvatAM pUchIne mukhapATha karIe kahyuM : "bahu puNya kerA" vicArajo. svacchaMda rokavAthI avazya mokSa thAya. eka vAra ame sevAmAM hatA tyAre pU.zrIe pU.gopALaeka vAra ghaNA bhAI baheno upara rUmamAM beThelA hatAM ! bhAIne pUchyuM ke "zuM karo cho hamaNAM?" gopALabhAI kaheH "prabhu, mukhapATha karuM chuM." tyAre pUchyuM : "mokSa avazya kema thAya? zuM kare to jIvano mokSa avazya thAya?" koIne kaMI javAba sUjhayo nahIM. pachI pote vadyA : "zuM mukhapATha karo cho?" ema pUjyazrIe pUchyuM. "roke jIva svachaMda to, pAme avazya mokSa." ghaNAne manamAM "je sArA lAge te patro mukhapATha karuM chuM" ema gopALathayuM ke A to roja bolIe chIe chatAM lakSamAM nathI. : bhAIe kahyuM. AzramamAM - pUjyazrI kahe: "davAkhAnAmAM keTalIka davAo paDI hoya temAMthI sArI lAge te levAya? pUchIne mukhapATha karIe. jIvane zuM jene vrata AvyuM teNe have pramAda na karavo hitakArI che te jIva jANato nathI." eka AtmAnuM ja kalyANa karavuM hoya to bhaNIne kyAM javuM che? bhaNavuM hoya to boghamAM Avela vacanAmRto. saMskRta zIkhavA jevuM che. jainanA badhA AtmA mATe AzramamAM rahevuM che. zAstro saMskRtamAM che." mokSa sivAya bIjI ADAavaLI icchA rAkhavI nahIM. eka vAra "jaMbusvAmI caritra" vAMcIne ene (paramakRpALudevane) zaraNe baghAnuM kalyANa thaze. pAchuM ApavA gayo tyAre pUjyazrI kahe : kRpALudeva para bhaktibhAva vaghAravo. ' "jene vrata AvyuM teNe have pramAda karavA maraNane saMbhAravuM, niraMtara saMbhAravuM, to vairAgya rahe. jevuM nathI. thoDo puruSArtha kare to kAma thaI jAya." AzramamAM rahIne zama, saMvegAdi guNo vIsa doharAnA artha kRpA karI samajAvyA vaghAravAnA che. huM kaMI ja jANato nathI ema eka vAra caudasanI rAtrie bhakti karatAM karatAM pUchyuM: huM karavAnuM che. "tane vIsa doharAnA artha AvaDe che?" "thoDA thoDA AvaDe : kSAyika samyakdarzana thAya tyAM sudhI che''ema kahyuM, tyAre pahelI gAthAthI pUrA vIsa doharAnA artha ! huM kaMIka samajuM chuM ema rahyA kare. 55

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zrI chItubhAI DAhyAbhAI paTela bhuvAsaNa pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA hAthe pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA citrapaTanI sthApanA pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI govardhanadAsajI ke jemane pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIe paramakRpALudeve darzAvela AtmakalyANakArI AjJA jijJAsu bhAI-bahenone ApavAnI soMpaNI karI hatI, te mahApuruSa saMbaMdhI ane je jANavA-jovA maLyuM che temaja anubhavamAM AvyuM che te yathAmati mujaba jaNAvuM chuM. saMvat 2009nA Aso vada bIjanA divase rAjamaMdiramAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA taila citrapaTanI sthApanAno caDhAvo 600 maNamAM amArA bhAI gopALabhAIe lIdhelo. gokhamAM padharAmaNI vakhate zrI rAvajIbhAI desAI bolyA : gopALabhAI UTho. tyAre gopALabhAIe pUjyazrIne kahyuM: prabhu, huM to ghIno caDhAvo bolyo chuM. citrapaTa to ApanA hAthe ja pagharAvavAno che." tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM: "citrapaTano eka cheDo tame jhAlo." Ama pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA hAthe A citrapaTanI sthApanA thayela che. zrI gopALabhAI 56

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eka hAra chItubhAIne Apo sthApanA vakhate huM tyAM hato. mane manamAM vikalpa thayo ke prabhuzrIjInA citrapaTa upara gopALabhAI hAra caDhAve, te ja vakhate paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa upara huM phUlano hAra caDhAvuM to kevuM suMdara thAya!eTalAmAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe zrI rAvajIbhAI desAIne kahyuM : "lanA karaMDiyAmAMthI eka hAra chItubhAIne Apo." te laI meM paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTane te ja samaye sAthe hAra caDhAvyo hato. ' rAma nAma jevA bhAva tevA prabhu phaLe. saMvata 2009nA Aso mahinAmAM zrI devazIbhAI, pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA paga dabAvatA hatA. te daramyAna mAruM tyAM javuM thayuM. tyAre mane paNa manamAM e ja rIte sevA karavAno bhAva thayo eTale pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI bolyA : "devazIbhAI, chItubhAIne paNa karavA do." pachI huM paga dabAvavA lAgyo. maMtra "paramaguru nigraMtha sarvajJa deva" satata bolAto hato. sAthe pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI paNa maMtra bolatA hatA. zrI chItubhAI pa7

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vinayanA badalAmAM smaraNamaMtrA tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "maMtrasmaraNa ApavAnI AjJA saMvat 1989mAM bhuvAsaNamAM be kalAka mATe, prabhuzrIjIe mane karI che, tethI ApuM chuM. paNa bhakti pU.prabhuzrIjI paghArelA. te vakhate hIrAbhAI phakIrabhAInA kRpALudevanI karavI." tyAre teo bolyA : "tamArA patnIe pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIno vinaya karelo, chIMkaNInI kahevAthI bhakti kRpALudevanI ja karIza. paNa smaraNamaMtra DAbalI AgaLa gharelI. tyAre pU.mohanabhAI brahmacArIe kahyuM : tamArA hAthe mane maLyo, mATe tame paNa mArA guru. kAraNa "mAjI. mahArAjazrI strIne aDatA nathI, DAbalI pAchI laI lo. ke paramakRpALudeve prabhuzrIjIne AjJA karI ane prabhuzrIjIe tamane pachI saMvat 2009mAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI bhuvAsaNa : AjJA karI to 5 = ane 2 = vA to va = ma thayuM ne? padhArelA tyAre bahAra loTe jatAM, koIe ghara batAvyA vagara ja : pU.zrI brahmacArIjI hasatAM hasatAM bolyA : "tame to bhUmitino sIdhA hIrAbhAInA ghare gayA, ane hIrAbhAInA patnIne ke jemaNe : dAkhalo lAvyA." prabhuzrIjIno vinaya karela temane kahyuM, "mAjI, ame batAvIe te narasiMha mahetAnI jhUMpaDI che maMtranI mALA gaNazo?" temaNe kahyuM, "jI prabhu!" pachI temane pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI patharADiyA gAme sthiratA hatI. smaraNamaMtra Apyo hato. cheka maraNa paryata maMtranuM raTaNa ane tyAre eka vakhata loTo laI jaMgalamAM gayA tyAre huM ane paramakRpALudevanuM ja zaraNa temaNe rAkhyuM hatuM. gopALabhAI paNa sAthe hatA. pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "choTubhAInuM 'tamArA gharamAM mArakaNo baLada che?' gAma keTaluM dUra che?" tyAre ame kahyuM : "najIka ja che." eTale IsvIsan 19317mAM huM tathA gharanA bIjA mANaso cAlatA cAlatA sIghA nIjhara gAme choTubhAInA ghare pahoMcyA. AzramamAM hatA, ane gAmaDethI tAra Avyo ke amArA bApujInI choTubhAIe ane temanA patnI jamanAbahene rAtre bhAvanA karelI tabiyata sArI nathI. tAra laIne ame pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse ke pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI ATale najIka AvyA che, to ApaNe gayA. tAra joIne teozrIe kahyuM : "tamArA gharamAM mArakaNo saMghane cA-pANI karAvIe to kevuM! AkhA saMghane jamADavAnI to baLada che?" meM kahyuM : "jI prabhu." teozrI kahe : "vagADyuM zakti nathI. savAre jamanAbahene choTubhAIne kahyuM : mArI pAse che?" meM kahyuM : "TapAla nathI." rU. 200 che, to ApaNe saMghane cA-pANI karAvIe to? pachI choTubhAInA ghare pUjyazrI thoDIvAra birAjyA hatA ane bogha pachI bhuvAsaNa jatI vakhate mArA bAne teozrIe kahyuM : ; karyo hato. gharathI bahAra nIkaLI roDa upara cAlatA bolyA hatA ke "gADImAM smaraNa karajo." pachI ame bhuvAsaNa pahoMcyA. tapAsa karI to bApujIne baLade zIMgaDuM mAreluM, tenA mArathI bImAra narasiMha mahetAnI jhUMpaDI che." paDelA. pachI sAruM thaI gayuM ane lagabhaga sAta varSa sudhI jIvelA. : A maMtra to saMsAranuM jhera utAravA mATe che paramakRpALudeva ApaNA guru, temanI bhakti karavI gAma AstAmAM makanabhAI bhavanabhAI paTele temaja gAma aMbheTInA mumukSu mAghavabhAI kALAbhAI bhakta temanA patnIe pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI pAse smaraNamaMtra lIghelo. koI mahAtmAnA kahevAthI OMno jApa karatA hatA. gAmamAM mumukSuo savAra-sAMja teo niyamita bhakti karatA. beu bahu saraLa ane paramakRpALudevanI bhakti karatA te sAMbhaLI temane rasa jAgyo. bhadrika hatA. ghaNA bhaktirAgI hatA. gAmamAM kheDUto DAMgara ropavA jAya tyAre temane avAranavAra sApa karaDatA. te vakhate makanabhAI ane paryuSaNamAM temanuM AzramamAM AvavuM thayuM. traNa divasa pachI maMtra levAnA bhAva thatAM teo pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse gayA. nAhI-dhoIne jyAM sApa karaDyo hoya te jagyA upara kapaDAno maMtranI mAgaNI karatA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI bolyA : "tame OMno TukaDo pheravatA jAya ane maMtra "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" bolatA jAya. jethI sApanuM jhera UtarI jatuM. teo pharIthI AzramamAM jApa rAtre sUtAM sUtAM AMgaLInA veDhA para gaNo cho?" temaNe AvyA tyAre meM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIne kahyuM ke, "prabhu! A kahyuM "jI prabhu, A pramANe karuM chuM." pachI rAjamaMdiramAM laI makanabhAI ghaNAne sApanuM jhera utAravA mATe maMtrano upayoga kare jaI maMtra Apyo. maMtra ApatAM pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "prabhuzrIjInA che. tethI jhera UtarI jAya che. tyAre pUjyazrI bolyA : "A maMtra kahevAthI huM A maMtra ApuM chuM. paramakRpALudeva e ApaNA guru. 4 to janmamaraNanA pherA TALavA mATe che. saMsAranuM jhera jIvane enI bhakti tamAre karavI, huM paNa e ja karuM chuM." tyAre mAdhavabhAI : caDheluM che te utAravA mATe che. laukikamAM teno upayoga na karavo. bolyA : "tame kaho cho ke paramakRpALudeva amArA guru. paNa te to potAnA AtmArthe ja upayoga karavo." hAjara nathI. paNa tame mane maMtra Apyo mATe tame mArA guru." 58

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zrI nemicaMdajI phUlacaMdajI baMdA Ahora AtmakalyANa mATe satata puruSArtha karavo. sthaLe smArakarUpe oTalo baMdhAvelo te oTalA para eka prasaMge pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe mArI badhA darzana karIne beThA hatA. pachI pUjyazrIe upara amIyabharI draSTi nAkhI kahyuM-je karavuM che, baghAne AMkho mIMcIne dhyAnamAM besavAnuM kahyuM ane te potAnA AtmArthe karavuM che. koIne batAvavA zrI vastImalajIne "apUrva avasara" bolavAnuM kahyuM mATe nathI karavuM e lakSa rAkhavo. jIvana palaTAvI || hatuM. te pramANe baghAe dhyAnamAM besIne "apUrva nAkhavAnuM che." pachI capaTI vagADatAM bolyA-"karavA avasara"nuM pada zAMtacitte sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. de puruSArtha." e prasaMga Aje paNa najara AgaLa pharIthI Apela maMtra tare che. meM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI hAjarImAM nAnI uMmaramAM maMtra mane saMkalpa-vikalpa ghaNA AvatA. te bAbata meM pUjyazrIne lIdhelo. pachI pU.brahmacArIjI amadAvAda pathArelA tyAre huM paNa kahyuM ke "mane saMkalpa-vikalpa bahu Ave che to zuM karuM?" pUjyazrI ke tyAM gayo hato. tyAre meM pUjyazrIne kahyuM ke meM maMtra lIghelo che, kahe -"cakalI mAthA upara thaIne jAya to javA devI, paNa mALo paNa barAbara dhyAnamAM nathI eTale pUjyazrIe tattvajJAna ApI karavA devo nahIM. tema saMkalpa-vikalpo Ave tyAre javA devA. paNa temAM badhuM lakhIne pharIthI maMtra Apyo hato. emAM taNAI javuM nahIM, nahIM to karma baMdhAya." vagere ghaNo bogha smaraNa-maMtrano uccAra zuddha karavo karyo hato. mane ahIM bahu ja mUMjhavaNa rahetI ane aneka vikalpo eka vAra guDivADA javAno hato tyAre pUjyazrIe kaheluMAvyA karatA. te bAbata meM, pUjyazrI pU.prabhuzrInI pATa pAse : "gADImAM smaraNa karatA rahevuM. moDhe kareluM pheravavuM. kaMI ne kaMI upara ekalA beThA hatA tyAre nivedana karI. pUjyazrIe pAse sanzAstra vAMcatA rahevuM." paDelA pustakomAMthI mane "mokSamALA" lAvavA kahyuM. ane temAMthI IDara pahADa para caDhatAM eka bhAIne mALA bolAvavAnuM 'zikSApATha 19" "saMsArane cAra upamA' vAMcavAnuM jaNAvyuM. te ke kahyuM. bIjA mumukSuo pAchaLa bolatA hatA. te bhAI "Atama pATha vAMcatA mArI AMkhamAMthI AMsu vahevA lAgyA ane mArI bhAvanA bhAvamAM jIva lahe kevaLajJAnA re' ema bolAvatA hatA. te mUMjhavaNa maTI gaI. aTakAvIne pUjyazrIe kahyuM- jIva lahe kevaLajJAna re' ema bolavuM, svapnamAM bhagavAnanA darzana jJAnA re' nahIM. mane svapnamAM paramakRpALudeva pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI ane citrapaTomAM raMga pUravAnI AjJA pU.brahmacArIjInAM darzana thatAM. kRpALudevano pheMTo bAMdhelo che te eka vAra pUjyazrIe mane pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA chApelA mudrAmAM darzana thayelA. te bAbata meM pUjyazrIne nivedana karI tyAre gokhavALA phoTAomAM raMga pUravAnuM kahyuM. te pramANe meM ghaNA teozrIe kahyuM-"svapnamAM bhagavAnanAM darzana thAya te sAruM che." phoTAomAM "vaoNTara kalara' pIMchI vaDe bharyA hatA. te phoTA pUjyazrI maMtre maMcyo..gAthA roja bolatA rahevuM mumukSuone ApatA. pUjyazrI AzramathI vihAra karI sImaraDA gayA hatA tyAre AptapuruSa gururAja'nuM kAvya roja bolavAnI AjJA huM guDivADA jatAM sImaraDA darzana karavA gayo. tyAMthI ravAnA pUjyazrInA dehatyAganA 4-5 divasa pahelA ja huM Ahora thatAM, "maMtra maMcyo smaraNa karatAM. AvaDe che?" ema mane pUchyuM. meM huM gayo hato. mArA gayA bAda bhAI sumerane pUjyazrIe kahyuM hatuM ke hA kahI. pachI mane e gAthA roja bolatA rahevAnI AjJA karI hatI. ene (nemicaMdane patra lakhIne "A puruSa apUrva avasara' ne dhyAnamAM zravaNa karavAnI AjJA gururAja muja, dInAnAtha dayALa" roja bolavA pUjyazrI ghaNA mumukSuo sAthe IDara gayA hatA tyAre huM jaNAvaje. bhAI sumerano patra mane maLyo tenA paNa sAthe gayo hato. IDarathI pAchA pharatA baghA naroDA AvyA : 1-2 divasa pachI pUjyazrInA dehatyAgano tAra hatA, ane parama kRpALudeve je sthaLe munione botha Apelo te maLyo hato. zrI nemicaMdajI 60

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zrI maNibhAI phulAbhAI paTela suNAva anAjano vyApAra pApano che pUjya zrI brahmacArIjI ghaNuM karIne saMvat 1995nA unALAmAM kheDabrahmA padhArelA tyAre sTazane sojitrAvALA rAvajIbhAIne tyAM bapore jamI aMbAjI mAtAjInI dharmazALAmAM ArAma karavA saMgha sAthe padhArelA. tyAM mArI dukAna anAja kariyANAnI hatI. te vakhate mArA gAma suNAvanA pU.becarakAkA mArI dukAna khoLatA khoLatA AvelA. AzramathI saMgha Avelo jANI AnaMda thayo. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI A mulAkAta mArA mATe sau prathama hatI. paNa teozrInuM nirabhimAnapUrNa tathA tyAga joI mane lAgyuM ke A koI asAdhAraNa vyakti che. teozrIe mane pUchyuM : "zAno vepAra kare che ?'' meM jaNAvyuM 'anAja kariyANAno, taiyAra sIdhuM sAmAnano.'' tyAre teozrIe mane jaNAvyuM ke "anAjano vepAra pApano che.'' saMjogavazAt te vepArane 10-12 varSa mAre calAvavo paDyo paraMtu teozrInI zikhAmaNathI te vepArano mArA aMtaHkaraNamAM kheda raheto hato. 00 jaMgalamAM vAgha chatAM dUra jaI rAtre dhyAna tyAra bAda eka vakhata teozrI IDara padhArelA tyAre mane agAuthI patra lakhI IDara AvavA jaNAveluM. huM tyAM gayo hato. tyAM khUba bhakti thatI. 2-3 divasa paMTiyA pahADa upara rahyA hatA. tyAM jaMgalamAM eka vAgha raheto hato tethI badhAne sUcanA ApI hatI ke saMDAsa-pANI mATe bahu dUra jazo nahIM. paraMtu teozrI to rAtre ghaNe dUra jaI dhyAna karatA hatA. AvI teozrInI aDaga nirbhayatA joI mArI zraddhA vadhu baLavAna thaI hatI, ApaNuM kalyANa, AvA nispRha puruSa ja karI zake saMvat 2003nA phAgaNa mAsamAM huM sau prathama Azrama Avelo ane vaiSNava saMpradAyanI rIta mujaba rUA.100 - gurudakSiNA mATe meM temanA caraNamAM mUkyA. teoe Agraha karI paisA khIsAmAM pAchA mUkAvyA ane pUchyuM ke "tuM tArI dukAne da22oja keTalA kamAya che?'' meM javAba Apyo ke 10-12 rUpiyA kamAvAya.'' tyAre teozrIe kahyuM : "tuM ema samaja ke mArI dukAna 10 divasa cAlu ja che. e rUpiyA pAchA laI jA ane 10 divasa atre AzramamAM rahI bhakti satsaMga kara.' AvI niHspRhatAvALo puruSa joIne mane khUba khUba UMDI zraddhA thaI ke atyAra sudhI badhA ja lUMTArA mahArAja maLyA, paraMtu ApaNuM sAcuM hita to AvA sAcA niHspRha puruSa ja karI zake. 61 Ren Gong Ren Ren Ren Ren Ren Ren Mai ,

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gharma A puruSa kahe che, te ja che kSetramAM zA mATe jAya che? joIze tyAre paisA maLaze." to paNa saMvat 2004mAM pUjyazrI saNAvamAM 1 mAsa ane 2 huM traNa varSa bihAramAM rahyo. paraMtu chevaTe mUDImAMthI paNa be-traNa divasa rahelA tyAre saMghanI sevA, bhakti ane satsaMga khUba khUba hajAra ochA karIne ja Avyo. tRpti thAya tevAM maLyAM ane gharma A puruSa kahe che te ja che, parama pUjyazrIe kahyuM temaja banyuM kRpALudevane ArAghavAthI ja mokSa che ema dRDha thayuM. juvAnImAM eka vakhata ANaMdamAM mArA mitranI dukAnanuM udghATana paNa gharma karavA yogya che ema jaNAyuM. mAgasara mAsanI pUname besatA varSe hatuM. mAro mitra darzana karavA ane AzramamAM mUkI jamaNavAra karI mAre tyAM citrapaTanI sthApanA karAvI ane te gayo ane kahyuM : "sAMjanA pAMca vAgyAnI gADImAM tuM ANaMda vakhate mArA gharanA baghAe maMtra lIgho. AvI raheje. cha vAgyAnuM muhUrta che." sAMjanA pUjyazrInA darzana puNya pramANe game tyAMthI maLI rahe karavA gayo, vigata jaNAvI tyAre teozrIe mane kahyuM : "Aje eka vakhata satsaMgamAM prazna pUchyo "saghaLuM puNya pramANe rAtre samAdhimaraNanI mALA gaNAze, to tuM ahIM ja rahe." meM thaye jAya che; to eka mANasa che, zarIre kamajora che ane mAtra zuM kahyuM : "jo huM ANaMda nahIM jAuM to mArA mitranuM dila dubhAze." eka ja vIdhuM jamInanI khetI karI zake che, bIjo koI vyavasAya teozrI bolyA: samayasara gADI ja ANaMda nA pahoMce to kaI nathI ane puNyamAM lAkha rUpiyA maLavAnA hoya to kaI rIte ? rIte tArA mitrane rAjI karIza?" meM kahyuM : "tevuM zI rIte maLe?" tyAre teozrIe kahyuM : "puNya kyAMye jatuM nathI. bane?" huM ANaMda javA nIkaLyo. ANaMda AvavAnuM thayuM ane jamInamAMthI kheDatAM caru maLe." koI kAraNasara ardho kalAka gADI sTezana bahAra ja UbhI rahI. - jJAnI kahe te satya mAnavuM pachI ANaMda sTezanethI huM udghATananI jagyAe pahoMcyo, paraMtu moDuM thaI javAthI mAruM mitramaMDaLa udghATananI vidhi karI nAsto huM sane 1946mAM amRtasara (paMjAba) vyApAra karavA pANI patAvI verAI gayeluM. te joI mane atyaMta kheda thayo ke nIkaLyo. te vakhate, pUjyazrInA darzana karI javuM tevA vicArathI pUjyazrIe kahyuM hatuM temaja banyuM. meM bhakti paNa khoI ane Azrama Avyo. teozrIne vAta karI to kahyuM : paisA mATe tevA mitrane rAjI paNa karI zakyo nahIM. anArya jevA dezamAM zA mATe jAya che?" to paNa huM juvAnInA joramAM gayo. sane 194-47mAM vyApAra karyo ane je kaMI maLyuM hatuM te hullaDa thavAthI tyAMja mUkIne khAlI hAthe pAcho Avyo. gAMDA kAma kADhI jaze, DAhyA rahI jaze amArA gAmamAM eka jesaMga nAmano mumukSano chokaro jarA gAMDA jevo bhoLo hato. teNe potAne maMtra ApavA khUba Agraha karyo tyAre pUjyazrI tene maMtradIkSA ApavA UbhA thayA. te vakhate eka bhAIe kahyuM : "jo jo, te to gAMDo che." tyAre pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI bolyA : "tevA gAMDA ja kAma kADhI jaze ane DAhyA rahI jaze." ane kharekhara ema ja banyuM ke jyAre jesaMga khetaramAM cAra levA jAya ke kaMI kAma karato hoya tyAre paNa tenA moDhe maMtra to hoya ja. aMte tenA maraNa vakhate paNa jyAM sudhI zuddhi hatI tyAM sudhI maMtranuM smaraNa cAlu hatuM ane maMtra smaraNa karatA karatA ja teNe dehatyAga karyo, ema tenA mAtuzrI kahetA hatA. anArya jevA kSetramAM zA mATe jAya che? bIjI vakhata I.sa.1950mAM bihAra javA nIkaLyo. tyAre paNa teozrIe te ja zikhAmaNa ApelI : "anArya jevA kara

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konuM gAma ane konuM ghara jyAre tyAre eka AtmAnI ja vAta pUjyazrI suNAvathI pAchA AzramamAM page cAlIne AvatAM guptatattvanI ArAghanA gupta rIte karIne potAnuM tathA vacce bAMghaNI gAma AvyuM tyAre huM khAsa teozrInI pAchaLa sarva mumukSuonuM hita karI teozrI cAlyA gayA. aho! temano najIka cAlato hato. cAlatAM jamaNe hAthe teozrInuM makAna je : upakAra! aho temanI karuNA! jyAre ne tyAre eka AtmAnI ja galImAM hatuM te jagyA AvI. tyAre teozrIe te bAju najara vAta temanA moDhethI nIkaLatI. suddhAM paNa karI nahIM ane jANe gAma ja temanuM na hoya ke teonuM sTezane dukAna karavA jevuM nathI ghara ja nA hoya tema sAme bhUmi upara najara karIne sAva ajANyA meM eka vakhata salAha pUchelI ke jo agAsa sTezane hoya tema vairAgyamaya dazAthI cAlatA hatA. kaMIka dukAna karuM to divase peTa pUratuM maLI rahe ane rAtre bhaktimAM karma pramANe badhuM vaheMcAyeluM ja che' avAya. tyAre teozrI bolyA "sTezane dukAna karavA jevuM nathI. eka vakhata AzramamAM temanI rUmamAM huM teozrInI sAme bhAvanA bhAva, to bhakti ane peTa banne thaze." 2-3 mumukSuo sAthe beTho hato. tyAre temanA dIkarA jazabhAInA oya to moDhe thAya vahu paradezathI AvelAM. teo kahevA lAgyA ke bApujI, eka che ke ATha mAsa pahelAM koIne kaMI moDhe karavAnI AjJA vakhata ghera cAlo ane amane jamIna vagere nyAyathI vaheMcI Apo. ApI hoya te jyAre pharI darzana karavA Ave tyAre tene yAda tyAre teozrI kapALe hAtha mUkI bolyA: badhuM vaheMcAyeluM ja che. karAve ke amuka moDhe karyuM? ApaNe mana to teozrI eka ja hatA darekanA puNya pramANe thAya che" ema javAba ApI, jANe ane mumukSuo to ghaNA hatA, chatAM baghAnAM palAkhAM letA. mane jazabhAInA vahu sAthe teozrIne kaMI oLakhANa ja na hoya tema apUrva avasara' moDhe karavA jaNAvela te 2-3 mAsa pachI Avyo moM pheravI lIdhuM ane mumukSuonI sAthe satsaMga-boghanI vAto tyAre pUchyuM. meM kahyuM: "moDhe thatuM nathI. tyAre teozrI bolyA : karavA lAgyA. "tamannA hoya to thAya. jeTaluM jIvane paisAnuM mahattva lAgyuM che deha dehanuM kAma kare, ApaNe ApaNuM kAma karavuM ke teTaluM gharmanuM lAgyuM nathI." saMvat 2007mAM kheDabrahmA dukAne jatI vakhate teozrInA darzana karIne javAnA vicArathI huM Azrama Avyo. savAramAM daravAjA pAse gayo tyAre cunIlAla rakhAe vAta karI ke pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI to Aje vahelI savAre sImaraDA gayA che. A sAMbhaLI cunIlAlane rasto pUchI daravAjethI ja huM sImaraDA cAlato gayo. tyAM bhagatajIne meDe teozrI pAse gayo. teozrIne page relaveno pATo vAgavAthI aMgUTho ekadama kALo paDI gayelo ane lIMbu jeTalo phulI gayelo. tarata ja sImaraDAthI peTalAda mArA oLakhItA vaidya pAse jaI davA lAvyo ane te kUTI garama karI page lepa karyo. pachI sevA karatAM jaNAyuM ke sAthaLanA AgalA bhAge paNa lohI jAmI javAthI kALA paTTA paDelA che. tyAM UnA pANIno zeka karyo. pachI sAMje vaMdana karavAno samaya thayo eTale teozrI UThyA. meM kahyuM : jarA ArAma karo, cAlavAthI lepa UkhaDI jaze. teozrI bolyA : "deha dehanuM kAma kare ane ApaNe ApaNuM kAma karavuM." ema kahI dAdaro UtarI paDyA, ane vaMdana karAvyuM temaja vAMcana paNa karyuM. eka prasaMge teozrIe mane jaNAveluM -"mumukSuonI sevA cAkarI karavI te paNa gharmanI ArAghanA ja che." uDa

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zrI dayALajIbhAI lallubhAI paTela kRpALudeva, prabhuzrIjInI vAto sAMbhaLI ghaNo AnaMda thato amAro dhaMdho jarI kasabano hato. te mATe mAre vAraMvAra khaMbhAta javAnuM banatuM. tyAre jatAM-AvatAM huM agAsa Utarato ane darzana karIne jato. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe mane jaNAvyuM : 'khaMbhAtamAM zrI tribhovanabhAIne tyAM jaje, te jUnA mumukSu che; kRpALudevanA vakhatanA che, teone sadguru vaMdana jaNAvaje. te tane kRpALudevanI vAta jaNAvaze.'' khaMbhAtamAM tribhovanabhAIne tyAM gayo ane pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe sadguru vaMdana jaNAvyA che, ema kahI huM tyAM beTho. tyAre tribhovanabhAIe jaNAvyuM : ''ame kRpALudeva sAthe rAtre ATha vAge gAmanI bahAra jatA, tyAM taLAva hatuM. taLAva pAse kema cAlavuM te amane jaNAvatA ke pANInA jIvo divase to saMtAI rahe, paNa rAtre bahAra Ave. pANInI bahAra nIkaLe tyAre ApaNe cAlIe te ene jaNAI jAya ke koI che to bhayanA mAryA pAchA pANImAM jatA rahe. te kRpALudeve amane zIkhavyuM hatuM. tyArathI mane dayA pALavI te samajAyuM hatuM. tyArapachI bhogIlAlabhAIne tyAM javA kaheluM ane sadguruvaMdana kahevA kahyuM hatuM. khaMbhAtamAM jUnA mumukSuo prabhuzrIjInA vakhatanA hatA. teo paNa prabhuzrIjInI vAto karatA. te sAMbhaLI ghaNo AnaMda thato hato. surata anyadharmIne paNa darzana karAvavA pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe 'sadguruprasAda' graMtha mane Apyo, tyAre aDhI kalAka besADIne Apyo hato. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI, pU.zrI prabhuzrIjInI rUmamAM nAnA sTUla para beThA hatA. mane kahyuM : besIne tuM mArI sAme joyA kara.'' savA kalAka sudhI huM sAme joIne besI rahyo. tyAM baheno pada bolatA hatA, te bAju mArAthI jovAI gayuM. eTale pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAchA bolyA : "barAbara sAmuM joyA kara.'' pachI aDhI kalAka thayA tyAre 'sadguruprasAda" mane Apyo ane temAM paramakRpALu devanA pAMceya judI judI 64 avasthAnA citrapaTonA darzana karAvyA. ane kahyuM : "anyadharmI hoya tene paNa darzana karAvavA, enuM paNa sAruM thAya." savAre cAra vAge UThI vAMcavAthI ghaNo lAbha huM 'samayasAra nATaka' nAmanuM pustaka laIne pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI pAse AjJA levA gayo. tyAre jaNAvyuM : 'bIjA pustakonI jema A vAMcavAnuM nathI. savAre cAra vAge UThIne A pustaka vAMcaje.'' eTale huM savAre cAra vAge UThIne vAMcato ane tethI mane ghaNo lAbha thayo. citrapaTa sAme besI bhakti ka2vI ame amArA gharamAM rAtre garamI lAgavAthI agAsImAM besIne bhakti karatA hatA. jyAre huM agAsa gayo tyAre mane pUchyuM : "kyAM besIne bhakti karo cho?'' tyAre meM jaNAvyuM : ''agAsImAM besIne karIe chIe.'' tyAre teozrIe dRSTAMta ApI jaNAvyuM : "dukAna baMdha karIne ghare beso to gharAka Ave? dukAna baMdha joIne cAlyA jAya. mATe jyAM citrapaTa hoya tyAM besIne bhakti karavI.' tyArathI ame citrapaTa sAme besIne bhakti karIe chIe. mane bIDInuM pacakhANa Apo mane bIDInuM vyasana hatuM. temaNe dRSTAMta ApIne samajAvyuM "eka kheDUta hato, tenA gharamAM rU bhareluM hatuM. pAraNAmAM nAnA chokarAne suvaDAvI bIDI pItA pItA te khetare gayo. bIDIno taNakho rUmAM paDavAthI Aga lAgI. bAraNA paNa baMdha hatA. kheDUta jyAre khetarethI ghare Avyo tyAre joyuM to chokaro ane ghara baLIne rAkha thaI gayAM hatAM.'' e dRSTAMta sAMbhaLIne mArI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM, ane meM kahyuM : "mane bIDInuM pacakhANa Apo.' sinemA nATaka jovA jevA nathI pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe mane pUchyuM : "sinemA nATaka juo cho?" tyAre meM kahyuM, "hA, jouM chuM." tyAre mane kahyuM : "emAM pATha bhajavanArA (ekTaro) vagere dArUDiyA ane kuzIla hoya che. emano zabda paNa sAMbhaLavA jevo nathI, moDhuM paNa jovA jevuM nathI. ene jotAM, eno vicAra karatAM maraNa thAya to kugatie javuM paDe." e sAMbhaLI meM sinemA ane nATakanA paNa pacakhANa lIdhA hatA.

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bapore sUvAnI manAI mane bapore sUvAnI nA kahI. ATha dRSTinI sajjhAya roja bapore prabhuzrIjInI derI pAse rAyaNa nIce besI mukhapATha karI lAvavA kahyuM ane mukhapATha thaye temanI pAse AvI bolI javA kahyuM. pachI mane artha paNa samajAvatA hatA. evI rIte cAra dRSTi mukhapATha karI hatI. pachI mAre surata AvavAnuM thayuM eTale bAkInI rahI gaI. bharatajInA pahADa upara pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSuo sAthe svAdhyAya-bhakti karatA pUjyazrInA bodhavaDe mumukSuonI AMkhamAM AMsu dakSiNanI jAtrA vakhate mane patra lakhI jaNAveluM : ''so-eka mumukSubhAI-baheno AvavAnA che. rAtre doDha vAge gujarAta melamAM surata AvIzuM. vicAra thAya to surata sTezane bistaro laI AvI rahevuM.'' te mujaba huM rAtre doDha vAge surata sTezane jaI saMgha sAthe joDAI gayo hato. hubalI, beMgalora, maisura, bAhubalIjI (zravaNabelagolA) vage2e tIrthonI yAtrA karI hatI. zravaNa- belagolAnA pahADa para bAhubalIjI ane bharatajInA pahADa upara pratimAo che. tyAM darzana karyA pachI pUjyazrIe bodha karyo hato. bhAIbhAInI laDAI temaja saMsAranuM svarUpa boghamAM sAMbhaLI mumukSuonI AMkhamAMthI AMsu paDavA mAMDyA hatA. tyAMthI mUDabidrInI jAtrAe gayA. pachI indora thaI ajamera gayA hatA. jeTaluM pIrase teTaluM ja khAya eka vAra pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI sAthe bAMdhaNI javAnuM thayuM tyAre ame pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA ghare gayelA, tyAM temanA bhAbhI hatA. temaNe pU.zrI brahmacArIjI je rUmamAM abhyAsa karatA te oraDo batAvyo temAM sAmI bhIMta para lakheluM hatuM ke : "jo jo pudgala pharasanA, nizce pharase soya; mamatA samatA bhAvase, karma baMdha kSaya hoya.'' vAtavAtamAM emanA bhAbhIe kahyuM ke pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI jamatI vakhate jeTaluM pIrasyuM hoya teTaluM ja khAtA, pharI mAMgatA nahIM. teo bahu ochuM bolatA. 65

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zrI zanAbhAI mathurabhAI paTela agAsa Azrama guru kahe tema karavuM eka vakhata pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sAthe huM ane zrI zAMtibhAI paTela Azrama bahAra gayelA. tyAre rastAmAM teozrIe kahyuM : "eka vAra pU.prabhuzrIjIe mane kahyuM ke A DhIMcaNa para paga mUka. meM mUkyo nahIM. pachI jIbha bahAra kADhIne batAvI ane kahyuM : le, tyAre jIbha upara mUka. pachI meM DhIMcaNa para paga mUkyo." pUjyazrI dhyAnamAM, sAme moTo sApa pheNa caDhAvIne ATalI vAta karI AgaLa cAlyA. thoDe dUra gayA pachI amane kahyuM ke ahIM beso ane pote AgaLa gayA. "apUrva avasara' bolavAnuM amane jaNAvyuM. thoDIvAramAM eka mANasa sAmenI dizAmAMthI Avyo ane pU.brahmacArIjIne dIThA tethI te tarapha gayo. thoDI ja vAramAM te gabharAyelo doDato doDato pAcho Avyo. tene AgaLa vadhato rokI meM pUchyuM ke zuM che? tyAre teNe jaNAvyuM ke tyAM koI mahAtmA dhyAnamAM ubhA che. temanI sAme moTo sApa pheNa caDhAvIne beThelo che. tethI DarIne huM bhAgyo chuM. pachI amane manamAM ghaNA vikalpa thayA paraMtu teoe ahIM ja rokAvAnuM kahyuM hatuM tethI ame AgaLa gayA nahIM. thoDI vAra bAda teozrI paghAryA. pachI rastAmAM pAchA pharatAM amane jaNAvyuM ke : hiMsaka pazuo amane nukasAna na kare "paramakRpALudeva IDaranA pahADa para hatA tyAre munio sAthe hatA. temane amuka sthaLe rokAvAnuM jaNAvI teo AgaLa gayA. tyAre prabhuzrIjI rAyaNanA UMcA jhADa upara caDhIne jovA lAgyA, to paramakRpALu deva dhyAnamAM beThA hatA; tyAM eka jaMgalI jAnavara AvyuM ane paramakRpALudevanI cAre bAjA pradakSiNA ApI sAme thoDIvAra beThuM ane cAlyuM gayuM. jyAre paramakRpALudeva pAchA AvyA tyAre munione jaNAvyuM ke hiMsaka pazu amane nukasAna na kare, bIjAne nukasAna karI paNa bese." A vAta uparathI amArA mananuM samAdhAna thayuM zrI zanAbhAI hatuM. 6

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zrI ThAkorabhAI mAghavajIbhAI paTela khoja pAraDI (hAla bAraDolI) tamAre pharIthI maMtra levo che? saMvat 2002mAM AstA mukAme 18 varSanI uMmare pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse meM maMtra lIgho hato. paNa 24 varSanI uMmaramAM mane evo vikalpa thayA karato ke maMtranI AjJA AstA gAmamAM mArAthI barAbara vyavasthita levAyelI nathI. te vakhate mAre amerikA javAnuM hovAthI AzramamAM pUjyazrIne maLavA Avyo. tyAre teozrIe mane sAmethI kahyuM : "tamAre pharIthI maMtra levo che?" meM kahyuM : "hA prabhu." te vakhatanI je chApa mArA hRdayamAM paDI che te haju sudhI bhulAtI nathI. AjJApAlanathI duHkhano nAza nA zrI hIrAbhAI paTela vyArA mumukSuone jamADavAno bhAva saphaLa thayo. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI ghuLiyAthI mumukSuo sAthe TrenamAM AvavAnA che evA samAcAra mane maLyA. badhAne jamADavAno mane bhAva thayo. paNa mArI pAse paisA nahIM. sthiti garIba hatI. eka ghaDiyALa mArI pAse hatuM. te gIravI mUkI athavA vecIne rakama meLavavA mATe huM nIkaLyo. eka jaNAe rUA.30/-mAM te kharIdI lIdhuM. mane thayuM ke A samayamAM ATalA paisA to ghaNAya che. temAMthI ame rasoI mATe sIghu sAmagrI vagere kharIda karI roTalA ane dUgha banAvI sTezane gayA. tyAM baghA mumukSuone prasAda ApyAno lAbha maLyo. trIsa rUpiyAmAM rasoInI sAmagrI kharIda karatAM je paisA paracUraNa vagere bacyAM hatA te pUjyazrInI pAse mUkI dIghA. thoDA varSo pachI jene meM ghaDiyALa rUA.30/-mAM veceluM te ja mANasa saheje mArI dukAne te vecavA mATe Avyo hato. meM rUA.20/mAM te ghaDiyALa pAchuM kharIdyuM hatuM. hA mArI pAse che. "ghara badalyuM che?' eka vakhata ghara badalI karIne huM tarata ja AzramamAM Avyo hato. koIne ghara badalavAnI khabara nahIM. pU.zrI prasaMgopAtta bolyA : ghara badalyuM che? meM kahyuM, hA prabhu! mane e sAMbhaLI bahu Azcarya thayuM hatuM. surata sAthe AvavAnuM che , IsvIsanuM 1945mAM gAma moTI pharodanA bhUlIbena : nAraNabhAI paTela mArI sAthe eka vAra AzramamAM AvelA. ame pUjyazrI pAse maMtra levA gayA. te vakhate bhUlIbene sAta abhakSyamAM pahelAnuM ghAmaNa maMdira mathanI chUTa rAkhavA mATe mAgaNI karI pUjyazrIne jaNAvyuM ke : ekavAra pa.pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI ghAmaNa padhAryAnI "davAmAM magha na vAparuM to mArA mAthAmAM vega cAle che. eTale sUcanA mane maLI eTale huM ghAmaNa maMdire gayo. maMdiramAM upara : mAthuM bahuM ja duHkhe che." tyAre pUjyazrI thoDI vAra mauna rahI bolyA paramakRpALu devanA ane pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA citrapaTonA darzana "tamArA mAthAmAM jo vega na cAle, to karavA gayo. darzana karatAM meM paramakRpALudevane aMtarathI vinaMtI tamAre magha vAparavuM nahIM." banyuM paNa karI ke mAre pUjyazrI sAthe surata javuM che. darzana karI nIce Utaryo ema ja ke maMtranI te ghaDIthI laIne sana tyAM pUjyazrI UbhA hatA, mane pUchyuM : "jamyA cho?" meM kahyuM : 1982mAM temano dehatyAga thayo tyAM sudhI "cA biskITa khAdhA che." pUjyazrI kahe : "jAo, jamI Avo, temane koI paNa vakhata mAthAmAM vega cAlyo surata sAthe AvavAnuM che." mArA AnaMdano pAra na rahyo. nathI, ane magha vAparavuM paDyuM nathI. 67

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zrI narasIbhAI bhagAbhAI paTela saDodarA nathI." "maMdira karajo paNa devuM karazo nahIM' utsAhapUrvaka khAtamuhUrtanuM kAma pUruM thayuM. te divase rUA.10005.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno samAgama thayA maMdira bAMghakAma peTe bhegA thayA. ane eka hajAra rUpiyA nAhaTA pachI avAranavAra huM AzramamAM Avato. sAhebe ApyA. kula rUA.2900/- thayA. pUratA paisA nahIM thavAthI saMvat 1995nI sAlamAM jyAre huM Azrama gAmanA mumukSabhAIoe pAyAthI mAMDI badhuM kAma jAtamahenata mAM Avyo tyAre pUjyazrIjIne maLavA gayo. karI pUruM karyuM. mAtra eka suthAra ane eka kaDiyAne lAvelA. temaNe mane pUchayuM : "bhakti ane maMdiranA bAMdhakAmamAM rUA.4600/- vaparAyA. temAM rUA.2000/Atmasiddhi bolAya che?" bAda karatAM rU. 1700/- khUTyA. sthApanA dine Avaka jAvaka meM kahyuM : "bhakti ane Atmasiddhi roja bolAya che. huM badhuM thatAM chelle rUA. 300/- ghaTyA, te zrI nAhaTA sAhebe ApIne paNa bhaktinI jagyA ekAMtamAM nahIM hovAne kAraNe pUratI sagavaDa : devuM patAvyuM. A pramANe amAre AkhuM maMdira nirmANa thaI gayuM. maMdira gAmanA makAno karatAM UMcu joIe eTale pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe AjJA karI: maMdira karajo, saMvat 1996nA vaizAkha suda trIjanA dine maMdiranI paNa devuM karazo nahIM. nahIM to ArtadhyAna thaze." pratiSThA pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI hAjarImAM thaI. tyAra pachI pAMca rAmavacananI jema emanA vacana mithyA thAya nahIM vAra saMgha sAthe teozrI saDodarA paghArelA. pAMcamI vakhate AvyA pachI huM zaMkarabhagatanI oraDIe jyAM makAma karelo tyAre devavaMdana karyA bAda bahAra aMgAsImAM kaTherA upara hAtha tyAM gayo, ane zaMkarabhagatane vAta karI ke pU.brahmacArIjIe : mUkI UbhA rahelA tyAre kaheluM : pUrvamAM aDadhuM gAma che, pazcimamAM maMdira bAMdhavAnI AjJA ApI che, paNa e amArI zakti bahAranI aDadhuM gAma che, ane madhyabhAgamAM maMdira che. maMdira karatAM gAmanA vAta che. tyAre zaMkarabhagate kahyuM : "tamAre maMdira thaI ja gayuM. makAna UMcA nA hoya." ema pUjyazrI sahaja bolyA hatA. tame brahmacArIjInA vacanane zuM samajo cho? rAma vacana mithyA pUjyazrInA vacana pramANe maMdira UMcu thaI gayuM jAya to brahmacArIjInA vacana mithyA thAya. mATe karo taiyArI. thoDA vakhata pachI gAmamAM navA makAno maMdirathI UMcA maMdira pratiSThA samaye devuM sarabhara baMdhAyA tyAre amane thayuM ke nUtana maMdira karI navA makAno karatAM pachI amoe khAtamuhUrtanuM nakkI karyuM. AzramamAMthI pU.zrI maMdira be phUTa UMcu thAya tema karavuM. parama kRpALudevanA yogabaLe te paNa zakya banyuM. saMvata brahmacArIjI sAthe 15-20 mumukSuo paNa AvelA ane 2031 mahA suda 6 tA. 12-75nA roja nUtana maMdiramAM cheka uparanA mALe parama kRpALudevanA ArasanA pratimAjInI pratiSThA thaI. temaja pahelA mALe paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa tathA pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA citrapaTa temaja pa.pU.brahmacArIjInA citrapaTonI paNa sthApanA dhAmadhUmathI sakala saMgha zrImada rAjadramaMdira rAgodarA samakSa thaI. Ama, pUjyazrInA sahaja vacana pramANe pharIthI maMdira gAmanA makAno karatAM UMcuM thaI gayuM. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, saDodarA zrI narasIbhAI == === ===

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zrI bhUlAbhAI vanamALIdAsa paTela AstA paramakRpALudeva paramAtmadazAne pAmelA puruSa : vagara jaNAvyuM pratiSThA sthAne AvI pahoMcyA saMvat 1994nI sAlamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI ! makAnamAM citrapaTanI sthApanA karavA amAruM AjJAthI zrI zaMkarabhagata (kAviThAvALA) satsaMga arthe divALI AmaMtraNa svIkArI saDodarAthI saMgha sAthe upara amArA gAma AstAmAM AvyA hatA. te samaye gAmamAM : teozrI AstA paghAryA. pAdarethI 'sahajAtmacAreka mumukSuo hatA. mArA pitAzrIne gayA zrAvaNa mahinAmAM svarUpa TALo bhavakUpa" e pada bolatA sIdhA paramakRpALudevanI AjJA-bhakti prApta thaI hatI. paNa zrI amArA cha gALAnA makAnanA mALa para, jyAM zaMkarabhagatanA samAgame gAmamAM bIjA ghaNA lokone paramakRpALudeva kabATamAM citrapaTanI sthApanA karavAnI hatI tyAM AvI UbhA paramAtmadazAne pAmelA puruSa thaI gayA che evI zraddhA thaI, ane rahyA. saune ghaNuM Azcarya thayuM. ghaNAne AjJA-bhakti meLavavAnI bhAvanA jAgI. AstA gAmanuM nAma AsthA pADyuM huM vaiSNava saMpradAyanA saMskArathI bhakti karato hato, temaja gAmanA lokono paNa umaMga sAro hato. jethI satsaMgamAM mArgAnusArI puruSonA pado bolato. paNa AtmakalyANano mArga paNa ghaNA loko AvatA. gAmamAM kuLadharmanA koI kadAgraha hatA koI judo hovo joIe, evuM cha mahinA pahelAM mArA manamAM u nahIM tethI gAmanA cALIseka bhAIbahenoe pUjyazrI pAse bhaveluM. jethI zrI zaMkarabhagatanA samAgamathI mane parama smaraNamaMtranI AjJA lIdhI. tattvajJAna khUTI javAthI AlocanAnA kRpALudevanA mArganI vAta yathArtha jaNAI ane sagharma pratye pustakono upayoga karavo paDyo hato. tyAMnA lokonI AvI ghaNI ruci utpanna thaI. tethI 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru maMtranuM zraddhA joIne pUjyazrIe AstA gAmanuM nAma "AsthA" pADyuM. smaraNa karyA karato hato. te vakhate cAra divasa rokAyA hatA. saMvata 1995 daramiyAna gAmamAM mumukSuonI saMkhyA pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA boghano utAro lagabhaga vIsekanI thaI gaI. saMvat 1998nA paryuSaNamAM huM AzramamAM rahyo ane pUjyazrI zAMta ane vairAgya dazAnA alaukika puruSa pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA boghano utAro, te chapAyela nahIM hovAthI karato saMvat 1996nA kArtika suda panA divase mAre AzramamAM 6 ane satsaMga arthe pUjyazrI pAse jato. praznonA suMdara javAbo AvavAnuM banyuM. ahIMnuM bhavya maMdira, zAMta vAtAvaraNa joI mane maLatA. "satparuSa viduranA kahyA pramANe Aje evuM kRtya karaje ghaNo AnaMda thayo ane pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA prathama darzane mane ke rAtre sukhe suvAya." (puSpamALA-83) eTale zuM? meM prazna evI chApa paDI ke A koI zAMta ane vairAgya dazAnA alaukika karyo. tenA javAbamAM pUjyazrIe eka noTa ApI teno utAro puruSa che. teozrInA hAthe mane kArataka suda 7nA divase AjJA karavA jaNAvyuM hatuM. pAchaLathI "pravezikA'mAM te zikSApATha 38 bhakti-smaraNamaMtranI prApti thaI. : "AtmAne hitakArI nIti vAkyo' e zIrSaka heThaLa chapAyo hato. saMvata 1996nA vaizAkha suda 4nA dine amArA navA tenI mane sArI asara thaI hatI. 69

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hato. viveka'no pATha mukhapATha karavAnI AjJA ke samAdhimaraNa kema thAya? tyAre jaNAvatA ke "aMta sughI eka pUjyazrInI pAse vaDavA ane khaMbhAta darzanArthe javA paramakRpALudeve ApelA maMtramAM citta rAkhavuM. paramakRpALudevanuM AjJA mAMgI tyAre mane pUchyuM ke "viveka viSe jANo cho? ja zaraNa rAkhavuM." ane pote tevuM adbhuta samAdhimaraNa aMgAsa vivekano pATha vAMcyo che?" pachI temaNe e pATha (mokSamALA AzramamAM zrI rAjamaMdiramAM parama kRpALudevanA citrapaTa samakSa zikSApATha 51) mane samajAvyo ane mukhapATha karavAnI AjJA kAyotsargamAM UbhA rahI dehatyAga karI draSTAMtarUpe karI batAvyuM. karI. huM thoDIvAra pachI mukhapATha karI temanI samakSa bolI gayo. pUjyazrI potAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna AstA mukAme pachI huM vaDavA gayo. tyAMthI khaMbhAta jaI subodha pAThazALAmAM pAMceka vakhata padhAryA hatA. chellI vakhate AvyA tyAre bAjunA rAtre rokAyo. tyAM dararoja mokSamALAmAMthI eka pATha vaMcAto gAmaDAnA ghaNA mumukSuone ghera padhArI satsaMgano lAbha Apyo ane tenA para praznottararUpe carcA thatI. te divase vivekano pATha vaMcAyo. mane paNa prazna pUchavAmAM AvyA. meM badhA praznonA uttaro pUjyazrIe eka patramAM potAnuM banAvela eka kAvya lakhyuM sAcA ApyA. A pATha mukhapATha joI tyAM upasthita sarvane Azcarya hatuM. te kAvyamAM temanI aMtarabhAvanAnuM spaSTa darzana thAya che. te thayuM. ane mane pUchyuM ke tamane mokSamALA mukhapADe che? nA ? kAle mane jIvanamAM khUba preraNA ApI che. te nIce mujaba che :kahI, paNa mane khaMbhAta AvatA pahelA A ja pATha pUjyazrIe "kRpALunI kRpA ghArI, banIzuM pUrNa brahmacArI, samajAvI mukhapATha karAvyo hato jethI baghA praznonA sAcA uttara sahanazIlatA kSamA ghArI, sajI samatA nIti sArI, ApI zakyo chuM. karIzuM kArya suvicArI, kaSAyo sarva nivArI, gaNIzuM mAta paranArI, pitA sama parapuruSa ghArI, mane jo mokSa maLato hoya to badhuM choDI dauM jIvIzuM jIvana sughArI, svaparane AtmahitakArI, huM ekavAra pa.pU. brahmacArIjI pAse beTho hato tyAre banIne alpa saMsArI, ughADI mokSanI bArI, mArA manamAM evA vicAra AvyA karatA hatA ke mane bhakti, samarpa sarva svAmIne, tarIzuM sarvane tArI." jJAna, vairAgyanI tIvra icchA che paNa mokSanI icchA thatI nathI. tyAre mArA vagara kahyuM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI bolyA ke : "mane jo mokSa maLato hoya to huM badhuM choDIne hamaNAM ja cAlyo jAuM." ame na AvIe to maMdiranuM kArya pUruM karavuM AstAnA mumukSuo AzramamAM jatA tyAre AstAmAM maMdira banAvavAnI teo preraNA karyA karatA. paNa jamInanA abhAve pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI zrImad rAjacaMdra pU.zrI brahmacArIjI te kAmamAM vilaMba thayA karato hato. jyAre saMvat 2009nA vaizAkha mahinAmAM pUjyazrI patharADiyA AvyA tyAre AstAnA mumukSuone kahyuM ke : "A vakhate AstAmAM maMdiranuM khAtamuhUrta karavuM ja che. jagyA nakkI karo." eka bhAIe jamIna ApI ane pUjyazrInA hAthathI A pavitra kAryano prAraMbha thayo. sAthe jaNAvyuM ke : "ame nahIM AvIe to paNa maMdiranuM kAma pUruM karavuM." ane banyuM paNa ema ja ke pharI pAchA teo AvyA nahIM; kAraNa saMvat 2010mAM teozrIno dehotsarga thaI gayo. paramakRpALudevanA zaraNathI samAdhimaraNa mane parama kRpALudeva upara zraddhA karAvavAmAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno aNamola phALo che. | teozrI mumukSuone A bhavamAM samAdhimaraNa karavuM ja che evo nizcaya karAvatAM. ghaNA pUchatA zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, AstA 70

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zrI narottamabhAI prabhudAsa paTela AstA pratiSThA sthAna jANI gayA vicAra thayo. saDodarA temaja AjubAjunA gAmanA maLI ame saMvat 1996nA vaizAkha suda 3nA cha jaNA TrenamAM besI IDara javA nIkaLyA. amadAvAda sTezana divase saDodarA maMdiranI pratiSThA prasaMge upara amArA ja DabbAmAM bIjA nava mumukSuo IDara javA mATe pU.zrI brahmacArIjI padhArelA. tyAMthI bIje divase amArA kAkA AvIne beThA. eTale IDara javAvALA amo kula 15 mANaso vanamALIdAsanA ghare paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTanI sthApanA karavA thayA. te divase IDaranA pahADa para ema banyuM ke pU.zrI mATe AstA paghAryA. amo ghaNA mumukSubhAI baheno temane levA brahmacArIjIe baghA mumukSuo sAthe pahADa uparathI thoDe nIce gAmanA pAdare gayelA. gAmathI lagabhaga eka phalAMga dUra amArA UtarI ekalA pAchA vaLI rasoIyAne paMdara mANasonI rasoI gharo eka ja lAInamAM sarakhI bAMdhaNInA cha gALAvALA banelA vaghAre banAvavA jaNAvyuM. te vakhate AzramanA pU.zaMkara bhagatajI che. emAM amArA kAkA vanamALIdAsanA gALA pazcima dizAmAM tathA pU.dAsabhAI, rasoIyA pAse UbhA hatA. temane manamAM chellA AvelA che. temanA mALa upara kabATamAM paramakRpALudevanA thayuM ke ApaNe dararoja jeTalA ja mANaso chIe to paMdara citrapaTanI sthApanA karavAnI hatI. pAdare kAramAMthI pU.zrI mANasonI rasoI vaghAre banAvavAnuM zA mATe jaNAvyuM haze? brahmacArIjI UtarI gAmamAM nahIM jatA sIdhA amArA gharo tarapha A paMdara mANasa mATe kahyuM hatuM AgaLa cAlavA mAMDyA. ame badhA temanI pAchaLa cAlatA hatA. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI badhA mumukSuo sAthe lagabhaga pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe "sahajAtmasvarUpa TALo bhavakUpa", akhila dararoja ghaMTiyA pahADathI UtarI bIjA pahADa vagere jagyAomAM anupama bahunAmI" e pada bolavAnuM zarU karyuM. eTale amo bhakti karavA jatA ane rojanI mAphaka lagabhaga eka vAge pAchA badhA paNa sAthe sAthe bolavA lAgyA. amArA gharo AvyA ghaMTiyA pahADa para caDhatA. have TrenamAMthI AvI ame paMdara mumukSuo eTale chelle je vanamALI kAkAnA gALA che temAM sIdhA dAkhala huM paNa eka vAgyAnA sumAre ghaMTiyA pahADa caDhatA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI thaI, dAdara upara caDhI mALa upara gayA ane jyAM AgaLanA 6 tathA bIjA mumukSuo sAthe thaI gayA. zaMkara bhagatajIe mane rUmamAM paramakRpALudevanuM citrapaTa sthApana karavAnuM hatuM te kabATa (haribhAIne) pUchyuM: 'tame keTalA mANasa AvyA cho? meM javAba sAme jaI paramakRpALudevane traNa namaskAra karI beThA ane bhakti Apyo ke : "amo cha jaNA saDodarAthI AvIe chIe ane bIjA nava jaNA amadAvAdathI amArI sAthe thayA che. te maLI te joI amane Azcarya thayuM ke vanamALIkAkAnuM ghara kyAM amo kulle paMdara jaNa AvyA chIe." te sAMbhaLI zaMkarabhagatajIe che? tathA gharamAM kaI jagyAe citrapaTanI sthApanA karavAnI che. ke dAsabhAIne kahyuM: "savAramAM pU.brahmacArIjI paMdara mANasanI rasoI nIce ke mALa upara? vagere koIne kaMI nahIM pUchatA sIthA citrapaTa vadhAre banAvavAnuM jaNAvatA hatA te A paMdara mANasa." A vAta sthApanAnI jagyAe AvI pahoMcI bhakti karI. sAMbhaLI badhAne Azcarya sAthe AnaMda thayo hato. bIje divase vaizAkha suda pAMcamane divase citrapaTanI sthApanA karI. cAra divasa AstA rokAyA. tyAMthI surata jillAnA bIjA gAmomAM jaI agAsa AzramamAM padhAryA hatA. paMdara mANasanI rasoI vaghAre banAvo saMvat 1998nA phAgaNa sudamAM saDodarAnA haribhAI bhagAbhAIe agAsa AzramamAM mane jaNAveluM : "eka vakhata agAsa AzramamAMthI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI ghaNA mumukSuo sAthe IDara padhAryA hatA. mane (haribhAIne) vAta maLI ke pU.brahmacArIjI IDara gayA che ane tyAM rokAvAnA che. eTale mane paNa tyAM javA zrImad rAjacaMdra vihAra bhavana - ghaMTiyA pahADa,iDara karI. 71

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AjanI rAta rokAI jAo saMvat 2009mAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI surata jillAmAM mumukSuonA AmaMtraNathI paramakRpALudeva tathA pU.zrI prabhuzrIjInA citrapaTonI sthApanA karavA paghArelA, tyAre patharADiyA gAme gayelA. huM paNa tyAM hato, tyAM zrI mAghavabhAI khuzAlabhAI nanasADavALA paNa satsaMga arthe AvelA. mAghavabhAInI rAjapIpaLA jillAmAM cIkhalI gAme jamIna temaja makAna paNa che. cIkhalI gAme javA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse teo rajA levA gayA, tyAre teozrIe mAghavabhAIne sahaja jaNAvyuM ke : "AjanI rAta rokAI jAo." eTale mAghavabhAI patharADiyA rAta rokAI gayA. cIkhalIgAme ghADa paDI te ja rAte cIkhalI gAme temanA ghare ghADa paDI. ghADapADuoe tijorI toDavA mAMDI, paNa te tUTI nahIM. tethI tyAM rahelA nokarone mAra mAryo. paNa AjubAjuthI loko bhegA thatAM ghADapADuone bhAgI javuM paDyuM. mAghavabhAInI baMdUka paNa ghADapADuo sAthe letA gayA. bIje divase teo cIkhalI gAme potAne ghera gayA tyAre badhI hakIkata jANavA maLI. ane manamAM thayuM ke huM pote tyAM hota to mArA burA hAla thAta. ane tijorInI cAvI na Apata to kadAca mArI paNa nAkhata. zrI mAghavabhAI

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veSaghArI polIsa ghare AvyA zrI mAghavabhAIne nanasADa gAme paNa ghara ane jamIna che. tyAM bhakti mATe pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne AmaMtraNa ApyuM. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI temanA ghare AvyA. te divase be jaNa polIsa-vezaghArI banIne temanA ghare AvyA, ane mAghavabhAIne kahyuM ke : "tamArI baMdUka maLI che, te vAlIyA gAme (tAlukAnuM mukhya gAma) polIsa thANe jamA che. te levA mATe tamane bolAve che. mATe amArI sAthe cAlo." atyAre bhakti karo zrI mAghavabhAI temanI sAthe javA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse rajA levA gayA. tyAre teozrIe jaNAvyuM: "have sAMja paDI che. AvelA mANasone jamADI bahAra oTalA upara suvADo. atyAre bhakti karo." te pramANe temaNe karyuM. savAre UThIne jue che to te vezaghArI polIso bhAgI gayA hatA. pAchaLathI khabara paDI ke teo verabhAvathI zrI mAghavabhAIne rastAmAM mArI nAkhavA mATe levA AvyA hatA. A banAvothI mAghavabhAIne pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA vacana upara aDaga vizvAsa ane zraddhA thaI hatI. zrI narottamabhAI

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zrI DAhyAbhAI nAraNabhAI paTela sImaraDA ka dehano bharoso karavA jevo nathI sImaraDA nivAsa daramyAna eka vAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjI savAranA pahoramAM ekAda gAu dUra khetaramAM dizAe gayA hatA. tyAMthI pAchA vaLatAM, khetaramAM eka mumukSubhAIno chokaro (viThThala somA) kaMIka kAme gayo haze te sAme maLyo. tene pUjyazrIe bolAvyo ane eka rAyaNanA jhADa nIce tene maMtra smaraNa tathA traNa pAThanI AjJA ApI, ane kahyuM ke dehano bharoso karavA jevo nathI. te chokaro 15-20 divasa pachI TUMkI mAMdagI bhogavI marI gayo hato. 74

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koI divasa sUtelA joyA nahIM sImaraDAmAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne bhagatajInA ghare utAro Apela. temanA mATe pATa tathA gAdaluM goThavyuM hatuM. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pATa kaTherA pAse kheMcI gayA ane gAdaluM nIce mUkI dIdhuM ane AkhI rAta teo kAyotsargamAM ja vyatIta karatA. bhagatajInI cakora buddhi hovAthI rAtre 3-4 vAra UThIne tapAsa karatA. paNa koI divasa temaNe pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne sUtelA joyA nahotA. bhagatajI cokhA dilanA mANasA sImaraDAmAM eka vAra bhagatajIe pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mATe mArI pAse dUdhapAkamAM nAkhavA mATe cokhA maMgAvyA. huM 10 varSa jUnA sarasa cokhA lAvyo. paNa bhagatajIne dekhAve na gamavAthI te cokhA mane pAchA ApyA. te mane gamyuM nahIM kharAba bhAva thayo. 15-20 divasa pachI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI AzI jatAM vacce smazAna pAse pIpaLA nIce jyAM pU.prabhuzrIjI besatA tyAM beThA ane vaLAvavA gayelA sImaraDAnA keTalAka mumukSuo paNa beThA. tyAM pUjyazrI kahe : "zAha mahArAjano maMtrI nAnA phaDanavIsa hato. te eTalo badho rAjahitaiSI hato ke koI paNa vyakti rAjAne maLavA Ave tyAre tenA zastro te laI leto, nakha suddhAM kApI leto ke jethI rAjAne kaMI nukasAna karI zake nahIM. tema bhagatajImAM kaMI doSa jozo nahIM. emanA dilamAM koIne dubhavavAno bhAva nathI, paNa cokasAI mATe badhuM kare che. zrI DAhyAbhAI e cokhkhA dilanA che." 75

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davA mATe ApIe te paropakAranuM ja kAma apAvIe to kaMI nukasAna nathI. A paropakAranuM ja kAma che." gAyakavADI rAjyamAM sarakAra 23 kiMmata Ape ane AjJA ApavAmAM DhIla na karAya gAmavALA 1/3 bhAganI kiMmata Ape ema davAonI peTIo AzramamAM je divase sabhAmaMDapamAM nivedana karIne gAmaDAomAM AvatI. eka vAra sImaraDA gAmavALAe paisA na TrasTIoe maMtra ApavA mATe pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI upara pratibaMdha bharyA jethI peTI (davAnI) pAchI gaI. te daramyAna huM AzramamAM mUkyo hato, te divase sAMje eka jaNane sTezana para jaIne pUjyazrI darzana karavA Avelo. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI rUmamAM darzana karI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe maMtra Apyo hato. kAraNa maMtra(AjJA) ApavAmAM brahmacArIjInA darzana karI rAjamaMdiramAM jato hato. tyAM pU.zrI DhIla karAya ane kAle teno deha chUTI jAya to te jIva AjJA brahmacArIjIe mane pAcho bolAvyo : "DAhyAbhAI, Avo beso." : vagara rahI jAya. meM kahyuM : "zuM prabhu!" pU.zrI brahmacArIjI kahe : "gAmanI davA "kazuM nathI. pudgalanI athaDAmaNI' mATe ApaNe pAMca-pacIsa rUpiyA ApIe ke koInI pAse AzramamAM jyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjI saMbaMdhI virothI vAtAvaraNa cAlatuM hatuM, tyAre meM teozrIne kahyuM ke : "AzramamAM hAla vAtAvaraNa barAbara nathI. mATe Apa pAMce brahmacArIo (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI, zrI motIbhAI bhagatajI, zrI mohanabhAI borIAvALA, zrI jesaMgabhAI borIAvALA, zrI raNachoDabhAI) sImaraDA amAre tyAM paghAro. Apano badho kharca tathA mumukSuo samAgama-darzanArthe Avaze temano rahevA-jamavAno kharca ame uThAvIzuM, ane mahemAnagati karIzuM." pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe hasIne kahyuM : "kazuM nathI. pugalanI athaDAmaNI che." bhagavAnanA bhaktanI saMbhALa thoDA divasa pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI saMvata 2006mAM savAre vihAra karIne sImaraDA padhAryA hatA, ane sADAtraNa mahinA rahyA hatA. te daramyAna eka chokarAne (somAbhAI maMgaLabhAIne) TI.bI. thayo hato. tene tyAM gayA ane smaraNa maMtra Apyo hato. roja sAMje bhakti UThyA pachI mumukSuo sAthe ene tyAM jaI vAMcana karatA. thoDA divasa pachI teno deha chUTI gayo hato. zULo sApha karI to bIje beThA sImaraDAmAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sADAtraNa mahinA rahyA te vakhate tyAMno harijana (bhaMgI) mArA bApujIne AvIne kahe ke tamArA mahArAja bAvaLiyA nIce keTalI badhI zULo hoya che tyAM dhyAnamAM bese che. tyAre nAraNabhAI kahe, tuM sApha karI deje. tyAre harijane kahyuM : meM sApha karyuM tyAre bIjI jagyAe jaIne bese che. 76 wo

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zrI morArajIbhAI lallubhAI paTela navasArI vacanAmRta vAMcavAnI AjJA paNa ajavALu na Ave tevI koTaDImAM sUvuM paDe che. ane mAsika huM jyAre vaDodarAmAM bhaNato tyAre avAra-navAra phakta pAMca pAuMDa maLe che. Ama veTha karavI paDe che. A jANI meM AzramamAM Avato. jyAre zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta chapAIne manamAM pa.pU. zrI brahmacArIjIno khUba ja AbhAra mAnyo. bahAra paDyuM tyAre huM te laI AzramamAM mArI rUma upara mUkI tyAra bAda vyAvahArika sagAMonA lagna prasaMge temaja Avyo. pachI pa.pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI rajA levA gayo ke have jovA-pharavAnA nimitte paradeza javAnA pralobhano be-traNa vAra kAle javuM che. 5.pU.zrI brahmacArIjI bIjAM kazuM bolyA nahIM paraMtu : UbhA thayA, chatAM te anAryabhUmimAM javAnI icchA ja thatI nathI. ATaluM ja kahyuM ke "zrImada rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta bahAra paDyuM che te : A badho pratApa pa.pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA upara jaNAvelA bodhavAMcaje." Ama kahI mane vacanAmRta vAMcavAnI AjJA ApI che vAkyono che. te mane pachIthI samajAyuM. Avate varSe mALA thAya ke na thAya, hamaNA karI lo' pUrve pApa karyA hoya te anArya dezamAM jAya huM saMvat 2009nI divALInI mALA gaNavA AzramamAM huM bhaNIne nokarIe lAgyo, amArA sagAMe amo cAra Avyo hato. tyAre sabhAmaMDapamAM prasaMgopAtta pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM bhaNelAo mATe AphrikA-jhAMbiyA javAnI paramiTa mokalI. bIjA ? ke : "Avate varSe mALA thAya ke na thAya, hamaNAM karI lo." traNe bhAIoe javAnI taiyArI karI lIdhI. amArA gharanA badhA AzramamAMthI ghera gayA khuza thayA ke ApaNuM bhAgya khUlI gayuM. paradeza jaIne have bhAI ne be divasa thayA hatA khUba kamAze. paNa huM dvighAmAM hato ke javuM ke nahIM. evAmAM mAre ne samAcAra maLyA ke agAsa AzramamAM AvavAnuM thayuM. vicAra Avyo ke pa.pU.zrI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe brahmacArIjIne pUchI jouM. te mATe upara gayo. temanI pAse ghaNA vi.saM. 2010nA mumukSuo beThelA hatA ane gharmanI vAta cAlatI hatI. mArA pUchyA kArataka suda 7ne dine pahelA teozrIe boghamAM jaNAvyuM ke "jemaNe pUrve pApa karyA sAMje kAyotsargamAM deha hoya te anArya dezamAM jAya." huM to A vAta sAMbhaLI Abho ja choDyo che. te jANI banI gayo. Aje keTakeTalA loko paradeza javA mATe AkAza huM dhrusake dhrusake raDI pAtALa eka kare che. tyAre pUjyazrIe to kAMI jAdI ja vAta paDyo ke jANe kAyamane karI. te vakhate mane khabara nahotI ke Arya kuLa ane bharata mATe mAruM koI aMgata khaMDamAM, AryakSetramAM bahu puNya hoya to ja janma saguM mane anAtha mUkIne maLe. chatAM te vakhate pUratuM meM javAnuM mAMDI vALyuM. cAlyuM gayuM! mArA mitro gayA. temano patra Avyo ke ahIM to moTI dukAnamAM maLaske pAMca vAgyAthI rAtre zrI morArajIbhAI bAra vAgyA sudhI kAma karavuM paDe che ane divase

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zrI DAhyAbhAI nAthubhAI paTela dhAmaNa pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI vrata lIdhA pachI duHkhAvo upaDyo nathI . paryata peTano duHkhAvo UpaDyo nathI. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI atre ghAmaNa zrImad rAjacaMdra amArA gharamAM bIjo dharma joIe nahIM AzramamAM padhAryA hatA. te prasaMge amo gharanA badhA mANaso pU.zrI brahmacArIjI temanA chellA varSamAM saDodarA darzana samAgama arthe gayA hatA. tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe mArA rAjamaMdimAM padhArelA. najIkanA gAma kucedamAM mArA mAsI rahetA gharmapatnIne ja saMbodhIne pUchyuM: "tame kaMdamULa vAparo cho?" ; hatA. saraI gAme 5.pU.prabhuzrIjI amArA ghare paghArelA tyAre amo sarve gharamAM kaMdamULa to vAparatA nahotA. tethI javAbamAM temaNe teozrInA darzana karelA. te vakhate gharanA badhAe smaraNamaMtra teNe jaNAvyuM ke: bIjA kaMdamULa to huM vAparatI nathI paNa mane ke lIdho hato, paNa te rahI gayelA. cha mAsa agAu teo bImAra ghaNA varSothI peTamAM Azare paMdara paMdara divase duHkhAvo UpaDe thayA tyAre temaNe mane kaheluM ke "bhANA, mane have koNa Atmache, te vakhate peTamAM ghaNuM ja duHkhe che, ane te bebhAna paNa karI : kalyANanuM sAdhana Ape? tuM mane apAvaje." meM kaheluM ke huM joIza. nAkhe che. tethI te roganA upacAra mATe ekalA AdunI chuTa te abhaNa hatA. pUjyazrI saDodarA AvelA jANI amo saDodarA rAkhelI che, jenA upayogathI mane ArAma jevuM thAya che." gayelA. tyAre pU.zaMkara bhagata vagerene sAthe laI amArA mAsIne tenA javAbamAM pa.pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe kahyuM: : maMtra ApavAnI rajA levA mAsA pAse gayA. "pUrve abhakSya vastu khAthI che, tethI AvA tyAre temaNe kahyuM : "amAre amAro gharma duHkho UpaDe che, te khAvA yogya nathI." choDI, bIjo gharma amArA gharamAM joIe tyAre teNe kahyuM ke : "mArAthI chUTatuM nathI, nahIM." pU.zaMkara bhagate ghaNI samajUtI paNa mAruM je thavAnuM haze te thaze, have mane mAsAne ApI, paNa temaNe teno svIkAra e na khAvAnuM vrata Apo." pa.pU.zrI karyo nahIM. zrI DAhyAbhAI zrI DAhyAbhAInA patnI brahmacArIjIe vrata ApyuM. pachI jIvana

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nitya niyama saMbaMghI vArtAlApa karatA pU.zrI brahAcArIjI vinA AmaMtraNe paghArI maMtra Apyo karI ane maMtra-smaraNa ApyuM. saMjogavazAt bIje divase pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI svayaM darzanamAtrathI bhAvamAM palaTo. saMgha sAthe kucedanA lallubhAI vagerenA AmaMtraNathI pUjA nimitte pUjyazrIe jyAre gharamAM praveza karyo te vakhate temanA tyAM padhArelA. tyAre pU.zaMkara bhagata sAthe pharI amo mAsAnI darzanamAtrathI ja mAsAne temanA pratyeno anAdarabhAva maTI jaI rajA levA mATe gayA. paNa temaNe mAnyuM nahIM. tyAre zaMkara bhagata AdarabhAva thayo. ane pote jAte ja khurazI lAvI teozrIne vagere, pUjA cAlu thaI eTale pUjAmAM jatA rahyA. huM besI rahelo. besADyA hatA. thoDI vAra pachI pUjyazrIe mAtAne pUchyuM : mAsI ane huM banne e saMbaMdhI vimAsaNamAM hatA ke have kema "tame bhaNelA cho?" temaNe hA kahI. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : karavuM? teTalAmAM pUjyazrI vagara AmaMtraNe mAsIne smaraNa maMtra : "A bAI bhaNelA nathI mATe tame A bhaktinA pATho temane ApavA padhAryA. pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne koIe paNa A vAtanI vAMcI saMbhaLAvazo?" javAbamAM temaNe kahyuM : mahArAja, tame jANa karI nahotI. chatAM teo nivAsasthAnethI nIce UtarI kahyuM eTale to mAre e karavuM ja paDaze." pachI mAsInA maraNa vakhate paNa mAsAe temane smaraNa karAvyuM, citrapaTanA darzana bhAIo hatA temane sAthe laI koInA paNa AmaMtraNa vinA ke karAvyA ane nityaniyamanA pATha vAMcI saMbhaLAvyA hatA. aMte mAsI pAse AvI pahoMcyA. temane nityaniyama saMbaMthI vAta temano dehatyAga paNa smaraNa karatAM karatAM thayo hato.

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List zrI maganabhAI zaMkarabhAI paTela suNAva huM 'jJAnapracAra'nAmanuM mAsika copAniyuM alyA, bhUkhyA AvyA cho? vAMcato. tenA taMtrI tarIke zrI 'goraghanabhAI kALIdAsa eka vakhata amane khabara maLI ke pU.zrI paTela" (pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI)nuM nAma hatuM. brahmacArIjI bahAragAma jAtrAe javAnA che. amane maMtraprApti. darzananI icchA thaI, mATe lAvo darzana karavA jaIe mArI ogaNIsa varSanI uMmare, agAsa ema ghArI huM, zAMti paTela ane bIjo eka chokaro AzramamAM pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInI hAjarImAM, temanI savAranI nizALethI chUTI sIghA khetarALu raste AjJAthI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mane rAjamaMdiramAM laI gayA. tyAM parabhArAM agAsa gayA. tyAM pahoMcyA tyAre sADAbAra vAgyA sAta vyasanano tyAga ane sAta abhakSyano tyAga sArI rIte hatA. tyAre pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe "alyA, bhUkhyA AvyA samajAvyo, ane tattvajJAnamAM maMtra lakhI Apyo: 'sahajAtmasvarUpa cho?" ema kahI temanI sevAmAM rahelA zrI raNachoDajIne kahyuM : paramaguru'. bhaktinA vIsa doharA, kSamApanAno pATha ane "jA, Amane khIcaDI nathI hoya to khavarAva." pachI ame yamaniyamanA pAna naMbara zothI noMthI ApyA. vaLI kahyuM, "roja : brahmacArI bhAIonA rasoDe khIcaDI khAdhI hatI. bhakti karavI," "thoDe thoDe moDhe karavuM." tyArathI huM niyamita saumyamudrAno prabhAva bhakti karuM chuM. huM avAranavAra zani-ravi, rajA ane vekezanamAM subodha pAThazALA AzramamAM jato. mane to temanA mukhaDAnI mAyA" lAgelI. jANe suNAvamAM meM derAvAsI apAsarAmAM pAThazALA kholelI. joyA ja karuM. huM kazuM pUchuM nahIM. bIjA pUche teno javAba sAMbhaLyA temAM mokSamALA, AtmasiddhizAstra, kRpALudevanA pado, jaina karuM. temanI saumyamudrA ane vacanano prabhAva paDato. caityavaMdana vidhi, AlocanA vagere zIkhavato. tyAM saMvat patro lakhe te parabIDiyA upara saranAmuM karI khullo mane 1968mAM paramakRpALu devano citrapaTa pagharAvela. A pAThazALAnuM Ape ane kahe : jA, posTa karaje." huM pUchuM : "vAMce." to kahe: nAma "subotha pAThazALA" rAkhavuM ema pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe vAMcaje." Ama mane vAMcavAnI jijJAsA thAya tevI rIte varte. mane sUcavyuM. zALAmAM 45 bALako hatA. avAranavAra pAThazALAnI graMtho vAMcavAnI bhalAmaNa mulAkAte zrI paMDita lAlana, zrI saubhAgyabhAI cu.zAha,mAstara popaTalAla ghIvALA, paMDita guNabhadrajI, zrI rAvajIbhAI desAI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe mane prathama benjAmina phreMkalinanuM vagere AvatA. zALAmAM avAranavAra prabhAvanA, pensila, jIvanacaritra vAMcavA ApeluM. pachI motIbhAI amInanuM jIvana noTabuka, lADu vagerenI thatI. caritra vAMcavA ApyuM. pachI "maNiratnamALA" je saMskRta zloka nAma ane saranAmu lakhavAnuM bhUlI gayo ane gujarAtI vivecana sAthe hatI, te vAMcavA ApI. pachI zrI ToDaramalajI kRta "mokSamArga prakAzaka' vAMcavA Apelo. pachI I.sa. 1944mAM amadAvAda TreniMga kaoNlejamAM huM bhaNavA 'upamitibhavaprapaMca"nA moTA traNa bhAga che te vAMcavA bhalAmaNa gayo. te agAu meM rAtribhojana tyAga ane kaMdamULa tyAganI karelI te meM suNAva vAMcelA. pUjyazrI mane kahe, "yAda rAkhaje, huM pratijJA lIdhI hatI. huM amadAvAda gayo tyAre cAreka divasa cAle pUchIza." eTale mAre dhyAnapUrvaka vAMcavuM paDatuM ane, mane pUchatA teTalI sukhaDI leto gayo. tyAM pahoMcI meM pa.pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne paNa kharA. patra lakhyo ke mane be varSa mATe rAtribhojananI chUTa Apo. pUjyazrIno javAba tarata ja vaLatI TapAle trIje divase prabhuzrIjInA patro vAMcI AMkhamAM AMsu maLyo. temAM lakheluM: "tamane chUTa nahIM maLe. amadAvAda zaheramAM tyAra pachI temanI pAse hastalikhita copaDA hatA, jemAM jaina vIzI maLI raheze. vaLI tame patra lakhyo paNa utAvaLathI kRpALudeva upara mumukSuonA patro tathA mumukSuoe paraspara ekatamAruM nAma ke saranAmuM lakhavAnuM bhUlI gayA cho." bIjA upara lakhelA patro tathA zrI ThAkarazIbhAI AdinA nivedano chatAM pUjyazrIe potAnA aMtara jJAnathI mAruM nAma ane hatAM, te copaDA mane vAMcavA ApelA. temAMnA kRpALadeva uparanA saranAmuM lakhI mane patrano javAba TeniMga kaoNlejamAM lakhI mokalelo. 5.pU.prabhuzrIjInA patro vAMcI AMkhamAM AMsu AvatAM, roI paDAtuM. 80

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.. temAMthI lagabhaga cAraso jeTalA patro meM ane naDiyAdanA : (A baTana mArI bAe, paheraNa ghovA badalyuM tyAre ghAlelAM). nAraNabhAI desAIe utArI lIdhelA. te utArelI noTa meM pUjyazrI mane ghaNI vAra kahetA : "A vItarAga mArga che, pAse rajU karI. teozrIe kahyuM : "A noTa vAMcI tenI InDekSa : zUravIrano mArga che. dInatA karavI nahIM." (sAMkaLiyuM) karo." te pramANe dareka patra vAMcI mathALuM pADI aneka graMthonuM sarjana anukramaNikA lakhelI. pUjya zrI brahmacArIjIe ghaNAye graMthonuM sarjana karyuM. pUjyazrInA samAgamano lAbha koIkanA tarajumA, koIkanA artha, koIkanuM vivaraNa, saMkalana pUjyazrInI sAthe sImaraDA, daMtAlI, kAviThA, suNAva, ane prakAzana karyuM. keTalAka temanA maulika graMtho che, je gujarAtI kAsora, DhuMDhAkuvA, AzI, agAsa, uttarasaMDA, naDiyAda, bhAdaraNa, gadya-padyamAM che. chatAM kyAMye potAnuM nAma nathI. pote to jANe sIsavA, kuceda, aMbheTI, saDodarA, ghAmaNa, vavANiyA, pAlItANA, kRpALudevamAM vilIna thaI gayelA. vaTAmaNa javAno ane satsaMga, bhakti, darzanano lAbha maLelo. "graMtha yugala': sImaraDAnA nivAsa daramyAna lakhAyuM. bALakone zIkhavavA mATe meM mokSamALAnA zabdArtha : jaina ane vedAMtanI saravANI - nadInAM vaheNa saMgamarUpa. vagerenI noMdha karelI te 67 pATha sudhI lakhelI. te meM pU.zrI "upadezAmRta': parama pUjya prabhuzrIjInA vacanone graMthastha brahmacArIjI AgaLa rajU karI. temAM temaNe keTalAka sudhArA ane : karavuM AkaruM kAma che. te to AmalInA pAnanA patarALA karavA sUcano karI ApyA. te noTa 67mAM pAThathI adhUrI ja rahI. jevuM kaThina kAma, kuzaLatA ane kaLA mAMgI le che. te paNa karyuM. sAcA brahmacArI. teozrI sAcA brahmacArI hatA. 5.pU.prabhuzrIjI mAtra temane ja "brahmacArI' kahI bolAvatA. jenA nAme jamanAmaiyA bhAga Ape evA brahmacArI che ema kahetA. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI jUnAgaDha rahevA gayelA tyAre temanI sevAmAM suNAvanA kAbhAI munadAsa rahetA. tyAra pachI agAsa Azrama sthapAyo. tyAre kAbhAI suNAva AvI rahelA. te dararoja maMdire (upAzraye) satsaMgamAM Ave. samAdhimaraNa karAvavA ociMtu Agamana eka divasa ociMtA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI agAsa AzramathI suNAva upAzraye AvI pahoMcyA, ane kahe : "kAbhAI munadAsane tyAM javuM che." ame baghA pUjyazrI sAthe kAbhAIne tyAM gayA. kAbhAI mAMdA hatA. tyAM bhakti karI temane maMtranI smRti ApI jAgrata karI pUjyazrI tyAMthI pAchA vaLyA. thoDI ja vAre kAbhAIe dehatyAga karyo. kAbhAI mAMdA hatA te ame gAmamAM hovA chatAM jANatA nahotA, paNa kAbhAInA jIvanano Aje chello divasa che ema aMtarjJAnathI jANI pUjyazrI suNAva AvI pahoMcyA hatA. A baTana to cAMdInA che eka vAra pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIne meM kahyuM : "huM to kaMI sonA-rUpAnI jaNasa paherato nathI." pUjyazrIe mArI sAmuM joI kahyuM--A baTana to cAMdInA che." NEL 81

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paramakRpALudeve bhaviSya bhAkheluM ke 'prajJAvabodha' koI ka2ze kaDIe kaDIe paramakRpALudevanA guNagAna 'prajJAvabogha' : zrI paramakRpALudeve bhaviSya bhAkheluM ke 'prajJAvabodha' bhAga bhinna che. te koI karaze. tenA mathALA paramakRpALudeve lakhelA te uparathI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe prajJAvabodha racyo. judA judA geya rAgomAM, chaMdamAM ane paramakRpALudeve ApelA viSayomAM te racAyo che. paNa kyAMye potAnuM nAma nathI lakhyuM. jema rAmacaritamAnasamAM lITIe lITIe zrI rAmajIne gAyA che, jema bhAgavatamAM zloke zloke bhagavAna viSNune gAyA che, tema prajJAvabodhanI kaDIe kaDIe paramakRpALu paramAtmAne gAyA che. dareka pAThanI pahelI kaDI parama kRpALudevanI stutirUpe che, te ghaNuM karIne dhruvapade pharI pharI Ave che. pa.pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI AgaLa koI vyAvAhArika vAta karIe to tene poSaNa na maLe paNa yuktithI te vAta pheravI nAkhI pAramArthika banAve. 52makRpALu devanA mArgane prakAzamAM ANanAra A puruSe paramakRpALudevanA mArgane prakAzamAM ANyo che. pote pAyAnI iMTa thaIne rahyA che. temanA hAthe ghaNAM maMdira sthapAyAM. paNa kyAMya potAnuM nAma nahIM. pote jANe kaMI che ja nahIM ema jANI paramakRpALudevamAM vilIna thaI gayA. teozrI hajAro mumukSuonA paricayamAM AvelA chatAM darekanA nAma, ThAma, gAma, svabhAvathI prAye vAkepha hatA. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM AvyA te sAcA sevAbhAvathI; nAmanA ke koI paNa bhautika lAlacathI nahIM. A mahApuruSe Azramane potAnuM samagra jIvana arpaNa karyuM hatuM. 'upakArI ko nahiM vIsarIe' AvA mahApuruSa potAnAM vakhANa kadI na kare. paNa ApaNe 'naguNA' na thavuM joIe. upakArIno upakAra bhUlavo na joIe. kAyotsarga mudrAmAM dehatyAga A puruSa AkhI jiMdagI kRpALudevamAM vilIna thaIne A 82 jIvyA, ane aMte dehotsarga paNa temanA ja caraNamAM-temanI ja vItarAga mudrA samakSa kAyotsarga mudrAmAM karyo. A puruSe potAnA pUrvanA mahApuruSonA guNagrAma - bhakti karI che, ane temanI bhakti karavA sarvane jaNAvyuM che. jema hanumAnane yAda karatAM zrI rAmajInI bhakti ane bahumAna thAya ja, tema pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA nAma sAthe paramakRpALu paramAtmA ane pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI yAda Ave ja. badhA Azramo paramakRpALudevanA nAmathI cAle svAmI zrI vivekAnaMdane kAraNe temanA guru svAmI rAmakRSNa paramahaMsanuM nAma vadhAre pragaTamAM AvyuM che, DhaMkAI gayuM nathI. temanA badhA mizano 'rAmakRSNa mizana'nA nAme cAle che. tema A upakArI puruSo vaDe paramakRpALu paramAtmAno vItarAga mArga vizeSa vizeSa pragaTamAM Avyo che. badhA Azramo vagere paramakRpALudevanA nAme ja cAle che. dehotsarga pachI AkhI rAta bhakti pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA dehotsarganA samAcAra sAMbhaLatA huM AzramamAM pahoMcI gayo. AkhI rAta vacale daravAje rAjamaMdiranI nIce bhakti karI. bIje divase AzramanI cAre bAju smazAnayAtrA varaghoDArUpe kADhI. hAla jyAM teozrInuM samAdhisthAna che tyAM agnisaMskAra bapore thayelo. "punnata e guruvaryanA padapaMkaje muja zira name, durlabha manohara saMta sevA virahathI nahiM kaMI game. e jJAnamUn hRdaya sphuratI AMkha pUratI AMsuthI, nirmaLa niraMjana svarUpa preraka vacana vizvAse sukhI." -prajJAvabodha puSpa 25 teozrInA saMsargamAM mAre ghaNuM rahevAnuM banatuM. koI paNa puruSanA pratyakSa samAgamanI mArA upara vizeSa UMcI sArI chApa paDI hoya to te pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI.

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prAdhyApaka zrI dinubhAI mULajIbhAI paTela vaDodarA AzramanI zAMti ane TUMkANamAM samajAvavAnI temanI rIta mane bahu ja asara citrapaTonI mudrAo joI AnaMda karI gayelI. pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI oLakhANa san 1946mAM Atmasiddhi vicAravAnI AjJA mArA kAkA zrI zivAbhAI caturabhAI paTele mane agAsa jema sokreTisane ajJAna mATe dayA AvatI temaja pUjya AzramamAM laI jaI karAvelI. agAsa AzramanI svacchatA, | zrI brahmacArIjIne ajJAna-pIDito mATe dayA AvatI ane zAMti, paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra ane pa.pU.zrI laghurAja anukaMpAbhAva rAkhI temanA pratye pravartatA. kadI krogha ke Aveza svAmInA citrapaTonI mudrAo joI huM ghaNo khuza thato. temanAmAM meM joyA nathI, temaja sAMbhaLyA paNa nathI. huM temano huM paNa temano vidyArthI hato svakIya chuM evuM mane haMmezAM lAgyA karatuM, samajAyA karatuM. temaNe mane Atmasiddhi vAMcI vicAravA kaheluM te mujaba mArAthI banyo mArA pU. pitAzrI mULajIbhAI caturabhAI paTela pU.zrI : brahmacArIjI sAthe eka ja rUmamAM peTalAda borDiMgamAM rahI teTalo abhyAsa karyo che. hAIskUlamAM abhyAsa karatA. huM vaDodarA kaoNlejano vidyArthI banI paramakRpALudeva pratyeno ananya bhaktibhAva tattvajJAnano viSaya laI te ja kaoNlejamAM tattvajJAnano huM adhyApaka pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA talasparzI lakhANomAM temano paramakRpALudeva pratyeno ananya bhaktibhAva sabhara bharelo che. banyo. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI jyAre ANaMdamAM dAdAbhAI navarojI uttama dezabhaktonA samAgamathI temaNe prathama dezabhakti, pachI hAIskUlanA AcArya hatA, te vakhate huM paNa temano vidyArthI hato. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA samAgamathI gurubhakti ane chelle AtmaciMtana mahAtmA gAMdhIjInI dAMDIkUca vakhate hAIskUlano abhyAsa choDI manana nididhyAsana karI potAnuM AtmakalyANa sAdhyuM. teo sAcA svayaMsevaka tarIke joDAyelo. A badhI vigato jANI pU.zrI arthamAM paramakRpALudevanA ananyabhakta temaja pU.zrI laghurAja brahmacArIjI mane potAnA bALakanI jema gaNatA. svAmInA adanA ziSya ane temanA nirvANa pachI zrImad rAjacaMdra iMgaleMDa jatAM maLela smaraNamaMtra AzramanA prANapreraka temaja adhyAtmajJAnAnubhavanA pUraka hatAM. jyAre huM vaDodarA rAjyanI ziSyavRtti laI vadhu abhyAsa - te traNeya mahApuruSonA parama anugrahathI zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramanI mATe be varSa (san 1947 thI 1949) IMgalenDa gayo te vakhate : baghI AdhyAtmika pravRttio phAlIphUlI che, ane bhaviSyamAM tema huM AzramamAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA AzIrvAda levA gayelo. tyAre ja thaze. A Azrama bahAranA tApathI thAkelAno Azaro che. temaNe mane julAI 1947mAM rAjamaMdiramAM svahaste paramakRpALu pI.eca.DI. karatAM zreSTha kArya. devanA citrapaTa sAme smaraNamaMtra Apelo ane tenuM nitya smaraNa AtmasiddhinuM gadya aMgrejIkaraNa pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sAthe karavA kaheluM, je roja karavAthI mukhapATha thaI gayeluM. niyamita lagabhaga 10 thI 15 divasa besI AzramamAM ja zabda pUjyazrInA guNo zabda ame bannee joI tapAsI pUruM kareluM. te vakhate mane kaheluM ke temano saraLa svabhAva, svaccha ane sAdo sapheda pozAka, "pI.eca.DI. karatAM paNa A kAma ghaNuM sAruM thayeluM che. AnI ane sarvanuM bhaluM karavAnI mahecchA A bathA temanA saguNo mane prastAvanA tathA chapadanA patranuM paNa aMgrejI tamAre lakhavAnuM che." bahu ja gamyA hatA. pachI to ghaNI vAra mAre temanI sAthe vAtacIta - vAraMvAra AzramamAM Avajo karavAnA prasaMgo banatA. sAMje jamyA bAda vaDodarA jatAM mane agAsa sTezane kaphoDA prasaMgo je AzramamAM temane pasAra karavA paDelA mUkavA AvelA ane gADImAM besI mArI gADI UpaDI tyAM sudhI te prasaMgomAM paNa temano cahero AnaMdita ja raheto. AvA prasaMgomAM teozrI mane AnaMdathI AziSa ApatA rahelA ane "vakhata zAMti ane dhIrajathI kAma levAnI temanI rIta anokhI hatI. kADhI vaDodarAthI vAraMvAra AzramamAM Avajo" ema kaheluM. A TUMkANamAM samajAvavAnI saraLa rIta prasaMgo jyAre huM yAda karuM chuM tyAre AdhyAtmika svajanonA sneha pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sAthe huM savAra-sAMja sabhAmaMDapamAM ane pyArano mane khyAla Ave che. evA uttama puruSonI vAMcana vakhate temanI bahu najadIka besato. te vakhate na samajAya tevA chatrachAyAmAM haMmezAM rahevAya evI bhAvanA ane lAyakAta mAre zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthanA vacanAmRtone sahelAIthI, sahajatAthI ane 6 keLavavI rahI. 83

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zrI nAthAbhAI bhIkhAbhAI suthAra suNAva pUjyazrInI preraNAthI suNAvamAM pAThazALA mane ja lakhavA kema kahyuM te samajANuM AtmasiddhinA gadya aMgrejIkaraNa vakhate mane kyAMthI khyAla hoya ke AvA vahAlasoyA vaDIla guru tyAra pachI Azare 15 divasa pachI deha choDI jaze. te samAcAra bhAI zrI zAMtilAle mane vaDodarA kahyA tyAre mane kaMIka khyAla Avyo ke AtmasiddhinA aMgrejI anuvAda sAthe tenI prastAvanA vagere mane ja lakhavA temaNe kema kaheluM. atipriya sapuruSane mArA vAraMvAra namaskAra have teo AzramamAM sadehe nahIM maLe tethI ghaNuM duHkha anubhaveluM ane huM tathA bhAI zrI zAMtilAla tarata ja AzramamAM AvyA ane temanA dehanI agnisaMskAra kriyA vakhate hAjara rahI, temane tyAM namaskAra karI, pradakSiNA karI amArAthI kaMI paNa bhUla thaI hoya to tenI temanI citA samakSa ame mAphI mAgI. te atipriya puruSane mArA vAraMvAra namaskAra ho. pa.pU.brahmacArIjI suNAva eka mAsa ne be divasa rokAyA hatA. te vakhate teozrI bogha ApatA ane ghaNA ullAsa bhAvathI mumukSuo bhakti bhajana karatA hatA. teozrInI preraNAthI amoe suNAvamAM 4-5 varSa pAThazALA calAvI hatI. eka vAra pUjyazrI daMtAlI cAlIne jatA hatA. tyAre relave garanALA pAse sAyakala upara eka bALaka Avato hato. tene bacAvavA jatAM pote bAju para khasI jatAM DhIMcaNamAM cholAyuM hatuM ane AMgaLIe lohI paNa nIkaLyuM hatuM. chatAM tenI kaMI paNa darakAra karyA vinA teozrI maMtra bolatA sIghA daMtAlI gayA hatA. AzramamAM paga mUko tyAre pUnama gaNavI eka vAra suNAvanA phUlAbhAI kuberabhAI paTela ane huM pUnama jANIne agAsa AzramamAM gayA. paNa te divase pUnamane badale paDavo hato. phUlAkAkA bolyA : "bhIkhu, Aje to pUnama nathI, paDavo che." te vakhate pa.pU.brahmacArIjI saheje bahAra AvatAM amArI A vAta sAMbhaLIne bolyA : "jyAre jyAre AzramamAM paga mUko tyAre pUnama gaNavI. ullAsabhAva rAkhavo." caheze zAMta ane tejasvI. teozrI mane pado, patro, mukhapATha karavA mATe nizAnI karI ApatA. teozrIno cahero zAMta, lalATa tejasvI ane AMkho paNa brahmacaryanA tejathI khIlI UThI hatI. teozrInA dehotsarganA samAcAra maLatAM ja huM ane goraghanabhAI vallabhabhAI paTela banne suNAvathI cAlatAM AzramamAM rAtre be vAge AvI pahoMcyA hatA. te vakhate pUjyazrInA pArthiva dehane rAjamaMdiranA nIcenA daravAjAmAM birAjamAna karI temanI AgaLa maMtra smaraNanI dhUna cAlatI hatI, tyAM beThA hatA. bIje divase bapore pUjyazrInA agnisaMskArano vidhi pUrNa karI zoka sahita ghare gayA hatA. 84

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zrI rAvajIbhAI chaganabhAI desAI agAsa Azrama upadezAmRtanuM kArya pUjyazrInA hAthe saMtaziromaNi prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM sarvArpaNapaNe jIvana samarpI paramakRpALudevanI AjJA ArAghanAra tathA mumukSuone paramakRpALudevanI AjJA ArAdhana pratye vALavA prayatnazIla thaI sevA arpanAra aghyAtmapremI sadgata pU. zrI brahmacArIjIe A graMthanA saMpAdana kAryamAM ghaNA ullAsathI ane khaMtathI potAnI sarva zakti ane samayano bhoga ApI parizrama lIdho che. jethI A graMtha prakAzanano sarva yaza temane ja ghaTe che. temanI doravaNI pramANe A graMtha (upadezAmRta) saMpAdita thayo che. tenA phaLarUpe Aje A graMtha mumukSuone sAdara karatAM AnaMda Upaje che. paraMtu te sAthe atyaMta khedanI vAta e che ke A graMtha taiyAra thaI mumukSuonA karakamaLamAM Ave te pahelAM e pavitra AtmAno dehotsarga thayo. vItarAgazruta-prakAzanarUpa AzramanA graMtha prakAzanamAM temaNe jIvana paryaMta ApelI sarvottama sevAo mATe temane dhanyavAdapUrvaka atre smRtiaMjali arpavI ghaTe che. -'upadezAmRta' nivedanamAMthI (pR.5) 52makRpALudeva pratye ja sthira thavAno upadeza pa.pU.prabhuzrIe potAnI hayAtI daramiyAna jema eka ja paramakRpALudevanI zraddhA, bhakti, upAsanAmAM sthira thavA vAraMvAra upadeza Apyo che, temAM ja sAdhakanuM parama Atmahita rahyuM che, ema upadezyuM che. tema pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe paNa eka paramakRpALudeva u52 ja sthira thavAnuM vAraMvAra dRDhatApUrvaka jaNAvyA karyuM che. paramakRpALudeva ane pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA yogabaLe A mULa mArga ratnatraya Azrama thayo, vikAsa pAmyo ane vartamAna unnatie AvI pahoMcyo. te mATe Azrama temano jevI rIte atyaMta AbhArI che, tevI ja rIte pa.pU.prabhuzrInA dehotsarga pachI paNa temanI AjJAnusAra jemaNe mumukSuonI unnatimAM potAnI niSkAma sevAno phALo Apyo che evA pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno....paNa A Azrama teTalo ja AbhArI che. ('suvarNa mahotsava'mAMthI) kAyotsargamAM dehatyAga zrI sanAtana mokSamArganA uddhAraka parama tattvajJa zrImad rAjacaMdradevanA ananya AjJAupAsaka AtmaniSTha maharSi zrImad laghurAja svAmInA parama punita caraNopAsaka ane temanI sevAmAM sarvArpaNapaNe jIvana arpaNa karI svaparahita mATe ja sadAya pravartatA, satata ullAsa ane khaMtathI paramArthapremI mumukSujanone sadAya 85 paramArthanA pre2 dyotaka nIvaDanAra zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama (agAsa)mAM birAjatA aghyAtmapremI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI govardhanadAsajIno saMvata 2010 kArtika suda 7nA zukravAre sAMjanA 5.40 kalAke samAdhipUrvaka kAyotsargamAM ekAeka dehatyAga thavAthI sarva mumukSu samudAyane paramakhedanuM kAraNa banyuM che. mumukSuonI aMjali teozrIno janma bAMdhaNI gAme carotaranI pATIdAra komamAM thayelo. te AzramamAM sane 1922-23mAM AvelA. atre teozrInI aMtima vidhi prasaMge ekatra thayelA seMkaDo mumukSuonA bhAvabhInA hRdayamAM atyaMta AghAta anubhavAyo che. A prasaMge agAsa AzramanA vidvAna TrasTI zrI amRtalAla parIkhajIe teozrIne nIce pramANe aMjali ApI hatI. pavitra AtmAnA pavitra guNo AjanA A prasaMge mAruM hRdaya bahu bharAI Avela che. eTale vadhAre to kahI zakato nathI. A pavitra AtmAnA pratyeka guNanuM varNana karuM to bahu vakhata lAgI jAya tema che. koI paNa pavitra AtmAnI kiMmata tenA jIvanakALamAM ApaNe AMkI zakatA nathI. paNa jema jema kALa jAya che tema tema tenI kiMmata ApaNe zAMtithI AMkatA jaIe chIe. parama kRpALu mahAvIranA sanAtana mULa Atmadharmano uddhAra paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdrajIe A kALamAM karyo che. ane teno udyota paramakRpALu AtmaniSTha zrImad laghurAjajIe ekaniSThapaNe jIvanaparyaMta karyo che. A paramakRpALu zrImad laghurAjajIne, ekaniSThapaNe, mAnapUjAne avagaNI, niHspRhapaNe, sarvArpaNapaNe, AjJAMkitapaNe A pavitra AtmAe ananya sevA Apela che. paramAtmapadanA AnaMdamAM pote jhIlyA ane jhIlAvyA paramakRpALu laghurAjajInA dehAvasAna pachI lagabhaga sattara varSa sudhI paramAtmapadanA AnaMdamAM ati ullAsapUrvaka pote jhIlyA ane ApaNa sarva mumukSuone jhilAvyA. te mATe svaparahitArthe ja apramattapaNe jeNe jIvana gALyuM evA A pAvana AtmAnI guNasmRti zuM karI zakAya? chatAM te badala mArA vatI ane Apa sarvanI vatI bhaktibhara cittathI, uttamagati varela evA A pavitra AtmAne chevaTanI aMjali ApuM chuM. A jagatamAM A pavitra Atmadharmano jaya thAo!

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A nimitte zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsamAM kArtika suda 11 thI kArtika vada 4 sughI aThThAI mahotsava rAkhavAmAM Avyo che. to sarva mumukSubaMdhuone teno lAbha levA vinaMti che. zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, sTe. agAsa. tA. 14-11-53 li. saMtacaraNaraja rAvajIbhAI desAI zrI cImanalAla goraghanadAsa desAI naDiyAda saMvata 1976mAM vaiSNavakuLamAM mAro janma thayo hato. mArAM dAdImA atyaMta bhAgavata premI hatAM. bALapaNamAM zrI rAmacaMdrajI temaja zrIkRSNajI vagerenA caritro temanI pAse sAMbhaLatAM mane gharmanA saMskAra paDyA. tyArabAda zrImad bhagavadgItAmAM zrIkRSNa varNavela AtmAnuM varNana sAMbhaLatAM temaja svAmIzrI rAmatIrthanA AtmA uparanA pravacano vAMcatA AtmA tarapha mAro jhukAva thayo. tyAra bAda vi.saM. 2000mAM koI subhaga paLe mAra mitra zrI nAraNabhAI desAI mane agAsa AzramamAM laI AvyA ane pa.pU.brahmacArIjI sAthe mane be traNa divasa satsaMga karavAno zubha prasaMga sAMpaDyo. mane pa.pU.brahmacArIjInI mudrA paramazAMta saumya lAgI ane meM je prazna karyA tenA mane suMdara pratItikara uttara maLyA. tyArabAda teozrIe mArA para kRpA karI mane 'tattvajJAna" pustikA ApI. temAM kRpALudevanA citrapaTa upara "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" ema lakhI ApyuM ane vIsa dohA, yamaniyama tathA kSamApanAnA pATha para nizAna karI nityaniyama tarIke bhaNavA jaNAvyuM. vizeSamAM sAta vyasanano tyAga ane abhakSya padArthono tyAga karavA paNa sUcavyuM hatuM. A prasaMgane anulakSIne mane paramakRpALudevanuM jIvanacaritra vAMcavAno yoga sAMpaDyo. temAM paramakRpALudeve darzAvela adbhuta avaghAna zaktithI huM ghaNo ja prabhAvita thayo. ane te samaye ja AtmAnI kevI zakti hoya teno mane kaMIka paricaya thayo. vizeSamAM paramakRpALudeve mumukSunA lakSaNa jevAM ke akhaMDa nItinuM mULa AtmAmAM sthApavuM, dravyAdi saMpAdana karavAmAM nyAyasaMpanna rahevuM, vagere je upadezelAM che tenI mArA para gADha chApa paDI ane te mujaba jIvana vitAvavuM ema vicAryuM. jo mane pa.pU.brahmacArIjIno satsaMga na thayo hota to hAla mArA jIvanamAM je parivartana thayuM che ke thaI rahyuM che te thAta ke kema te prazna che. mATe e sarvanuM zreya te pa.pU.brahmacArIjI sAthe saMvat 2000mAM thayela prathama ghaniSTha satsaMgane che, ema namratApUrvaka nivedana karI atre viramuM chuM. 86 pU.zrI brahmacArIjI

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zrI govindajI jIvarAja loDAyA muMbaI pU.zrI brahAcArIjI dhyAnastha mudrAmAM AjathI ghaNA varSo pUrve agAsa AzramamAM javAnuM thayuM ApyA ane "tAjuM mAkhaNa levuM, svAda mATe nahIM." ema paNa tyAre AzramanuM vAtAvaraNa bahu ja AhlAdaka chatAMye lakhI dIdhuM. pachI "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" no gaMbhIra, bhakti ghaMTAravathI gAjatuM chatAMye maMtra mukhapATha karAvyo ane A maMtra-jApa zAMta, sau potAnI bhaktikartavyamAM pravRtta paNa niyamita karavA jaNAvyuM. maMtradAna hovA chatAMye AtmIyatAbharyuM bhAsyuM bAda mAtuzrIe izArata karatAM meM hatuM. devadarzana, guruvaMdana sivAya daMDavat karyA ane UbhA thaIne paNa rAtre bhaktirasano guMjA meM saheja teozrIne jaNAvyuM : rava kaMIka anokhI bhAvanA sAheba, Apa UbhA raho prerato. to." AvuM pavitra "kema?" bolatA vAtAvaraNa apari temanA prabhAvapreraka pakva magaja upara vadana para gAMbhIrya jAmatuM hatuM. teTalA hatuM. mAM be traNa divasa meM temane kahyuMpachI devavaMdana Apano phoTo karAvanAra adhyA levo che." tmapreraka vibhUti saheja vicAra pUjyazrI brahma karavA aTakyA cArIjInA vadhu pachI mArA mananA sAnidhyamAM Ava bhAva na toDavAnA vAnuM banyuM. amArA irAdAthI jANe mAtuzrI amane zAMti teoe mUka saMmati sthAnamAM temanI pAse ApI hoya tema pote laI gayA, ane amane sahaja bhAve kAusagga gurumaMtra ApavAnI mudrAmAM UbhA rahyA. e darakhAsta karI. gaMbhIra chatAMye prasanna te pahelA keTalIka mukhamudrA A AsanamAM vadhu vAtacIta daramyAna pU.zrI brahma pratibhAzALI jaNAtI hatI. meM cArIjIe mane pUchyuM : "tArA phoTo jhaDapI lIgho, je ahIM AgaLa pitAjI saTTo kare che?" meM kahyuM "hA Apela che. pachI jANavA maLyuM ke kare che." pharI pUchyuM: "tuM karIza?" meM kahyuM: teozrI koIne potAnI chabI pADavAnI nA." AvA prakAranI TUMkI vAtacIta pachI anumati ApatA nahotA. A vAtathI bIjAone teozrIe sAta vyasanano ane sAta abhakSyano khyAla Apyo. saheja navAI lAgI. mArI yuvAbhAvanAne na toDavAno teozrIno meM mAkhaNa sivAyanI vastuo choDavAno niyama ApavA vinaMtI karuNAmaya vyavahAra mane sparzI gayo. karI eTale 'tattvajJAna' pustakamAM svahaste temaNe niyama lakhI

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zrI oTaramalajI ke, sATiyA zivagaMja sAcA guru mATe karelI prArthanA saphaLa (1) A puruSa niHspRha che. (2) A puruSa Ama puruSa che, mokSamArgamAM mane chetaraze nahIM. (3) mane sAcA guru maLI gayA, bhagavAne Aje mArI prArthanA sAMbhaLI lIdhI. Ama traNe vAtono eka sAthe pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA AtmAmAMthI mArA AtmA upara sahaja svAbhAvikapaNe pratibhAsa thayo. e emanuM guNAtizayapaNuM hatuM. huM zAMtinAtha bhagavAna AgaLa derAsaramAM be varSathI sAcA gurunI prApti mATe roja prArthanA karato. koI gautamasvAmI jevA, koI hemacaMdrAcArya jevA sAcA guru A kALamAM jyAM hoya tyAMthI mane maLo. sAcA guru pAsethI he bhagavAna! huM Apano sAco dharma samajIza. Apano dharma ati gahana che, agAdha che; tethI sarvAMge mArAthI nahIM ArAghAya, aMze ArAghIza. jo dharma ArAdhIza to sAco dharma ja ArAdhIza ane nahIM to dharma ja nahIM ArAdhuM. pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI upara mujaba parama karuNA agAsa AzramamAM temanI beThakanA oraDAmAM thaI tyAre sAcA mokSamArga mATe mane nirAMta thaI gaI. teozrI mane tattvajJAna ApatI vakhate rAjamaMdiramAM paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa sanmukha laI gayA ane kahyuM ke 'ApaNA guru A 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' ane tyAM paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa sanmukha pote traNa namaskAra karI mane paramakRpALudevanI AjJA mAnya karAvI. mArA Ama A saMtapuruSanA kahevAthI mane paramakRpALudevanI AjJA mAnya thaI. saMtanA kahevAthI huM paramakRpALudevano ziSya banyo. aMtara cAritramAM birAjamAna paramAtmA pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA pavitra caraNakamaLamAM hajAro namaskAra karavAnuM saubhAgya mane prApta thayuM hatuM, paNa jyAre huM temanA pavitra pAdamAM namaskAra karato tyAre tyAre teozrI pote parama niHspRhabhAve, parama asaMgabhAve, sahaja svarUpe mArA badhA namaskAra paramakRpALudevane pahoMcADI rahyA che, evo spaSTa bhAsa thato. temanA aMtara cAritramAM aikya bhAvano lakSa thavAthI temanA aMtaHkaraNamAM birAjamAna paramAtmA sAthe aikya bhAva thato. pUjyazrInI anubhavAtmaka vANIno prabhAva teozrInI vANI sahaja svabhAve prakAza pAmatI, AtmAnA zuddha upayogane sparza karatI. te zAMtarasagarbhita vANInuM zravaNa karatA ja rahIe, te vANIrUpI amRtanuM AtmAmAM sIMcana 88 karatA ja rahIe ema temanA parama satsaMgamAM thayA karatuM. 'sahaja vizuddho anubhava vayaNa je.' sahaja svarUpe sthita AtmAnA zuddha upayoge udaya pAmatI temanI anubhavAtmaka vANIthI A AtmA pAvana thato. teo sadaiva sahaja samAdhiyukta dekhAtA, mokSamUrti samA dekhAtA. temanA darzanamAtrathI sarva vikalpo rAmAI jatA. svahaste paramakRpALudevanI sthApanA parama karuNA karI A AtmAnI araja sAMbhaLI, teo amAre ghera zivagaMja padhAryA ane parama kRpALudevanA citrapaTanI sthApanA svahaste (amArA ghare) karI. te vakhate traNacAra divasa amAre tyAM rokAyA hatA. pharI vAra AhorathI Azrama jatAM vacce amArA ghare be-traNa kalAka mATe hete AvyA hAlI cAlI' svecchAe acAnaka padhAryA hatA. sAthe ghaNA mumukSuo paNa hatA. te vakhate haiM ghare nahoto. ghera sthApita thayela citrapaTa AgaLa bhakti karI Azrama padhAryA hatA. sAMgopAMga nItinI puSTi mane vakhatovakhata sAMgopAMga nItinI puSTi karAvI vyavasAya mATe kahetA ke, "tamane paisA nahIM bacAve, paNa dharma bacAvaze.'' evI rIte parama saMtoSano upadeza ApI mane kRtakRtya karyo hato, ane AzIrvAda ApatA gayA hatA ke je jAnuM gayuM te sAruM thayuM ! badhuM navuM thaze. mane nAnapaNathI ja sAMgopAMga nItinA vicAro rahyA karatA ane temAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI dvArA nyAyanItinI vicAraNAne puSTi maLavAthI AtmAmAM ghaNo ja AnaMda varte che. paramakRpALudeva pratyakSa Abu birAjyA hatA tyAre eka vAra meM sahaja prazna karyo hato ke : "paramakRpALu deva pratyakSa che?'' tarata uttara maLyo ke "ma, pratyakSa che." jUnAgaDhamAM pahADa upara derAsaramAM pote eka stavana bolAvyuM hatuM : "dekhaNa de re sakhI mune dekhaNa de, caMdraprabha mukhacaMda sakhI mune dekhaNa de." parama zAMtithI, sahaja bhAve, madhura vacane, jANe bhagavAna sAthe vAta karatA hoya tema bolAvarAvyuM hatuM. jarA paNa kRtrimatA nahIM, vikRti nahIM. temanI pratyeka ceSTAnA adbhuta rahasyo tyAre dRSTigocara thatA, hRdayagata thatA.

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM nivAsasthAna, Azrama mULa mArga ratnatraya, e ja jaina dharma indoramAM zrI hukamIcaMda zeThe bagIcAmAM potAnA nivRttinI beThakamAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne prazna karyo ke "jaina gharma zuM?" tyAre uttaramAM tarata ja "mULa mAraga sAMbhaLo jinano re" e pada baghA mumukSuo sAthe pote gAyuM hatuM. te vakhate beThakanAM oraDAmAM adbhuta zAMti vartI rahI hatI. sAkSAt paramakRpALudeva e pada bolI rahyA hoya ane zeThane saMbhaLAvI rahyA hoya tevuM vAtAvaraNa sarjAyuM hatuM. samAdhimaraNa karavA rAgadveSane tyajavA eka vAra meM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne pUchyuM ke "mAre samAdhimaraNa mATe zuM karavuM?" tarata uttara Apyo ke "rAga dveSa na karavA, jAo." arthAt rAga dveSa na kare to avazya kalyANa. zrI oTaramalajI 89

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Kong Hui zrI dharmacaMdajI jorAjI zivagaMja mAruM ahobhAgya saM.2003mAM mAre pahelI vAra zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramamAM zrI oTaramalajI sAthe AvavAnuM thayuM. te samaye zrI AzramanuM uttama bhavya sthAna joIne mane ghaNo AnaMda thayo. pachI snAna vagere karI, pUjyazrIjInA samAgama mATe upara gayA ane pUjyazrIjInA darzana thatAM aMtaramAM thayuM ke mAruM ahobhAgya ke AvA mahApuruSano mane Aje samAgama thayo. pachI meM nityaniyama lIdho. nAhavA ghovAmAM rahyAM to Atmahita kema thaze? saMvat 2005mAM huM pharIthI Azrama Avyo tyAre pUjyazrIjI AzI padhAryA hatA, tethI huM paNa AzI gayo. bIje divase kUvA upara nAhavA gayo. tyAM kapaDAM ghotA samaya ghaNo vItyo tethI huM bhaktimAM moDo gayo. bhakti cAlu hatI. bhakti pUrI thaye mane pUjyazrIjIe kahyuM : "nAhavA ghovAmAM ja samaya gALIzuM to Atmahita kema thaze ?'' te ThapakAthI mArI DhIlAzathI kapaDAM ghovAnI temaja TApaTIpathI rahevAnI Adata hatI te saheje 90 maTI gaI ane ghaNI saphAIthI kapaDAM dhovAmAM samaya gALavAnuM paNa baMdha thayuM. mahAna vibhUtinA darzanathI AnaMda pUjyazrIjI saM.2009mAM nAsikathI borIbaMdara sTezane paghAravAnA che evA samAcAra maLyA. tethI huM ane mArA patnI banne sTezane vahelA pahoMcI gayA. pUjyazrI kyAre padhAre ane temanA darzana thAya ema rAha jotA hatA, eTalAmAM jANe devimAnamAMthI koI mahAna vibhUti na AvI hoya tema amane darzana thayA ane ghaNo AnaMda thayo. zAMti ane nItithI AjIvikA meLavavI pachI pUjyazrI copATI upara choTAlAlabhAIne tyAM padhAryA. ame paNa tyAM gayA. pUjyazrIe mane upadeza karyo : "zAMtithI ane nItithI AjIvikA cAle teTaluM maLatuM hoya, to zAMti rAkhavI.'' te vacanoe mArA upara Aja sudhI asara karI che, ane prabhukRpAe zAMti jaLavAya che. azAMtinA saMjogo bane paNa temanA vacanothI zAMti rahe che. pachI pUjyazrIjI cAra divasa muMbaI rokAyA tyAM sudhI amane teozrInA upadezano ghaNo lAbha maLyo hato. pUjyazrIe karelo anaMta upakAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne, pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA samAgamathI je paramakRpALudevamAM parama bhakti jAgI hatI te ja parama bhakti 'prajJAvabodha' graMthamAM teozrIe gAI che. temAM bhaktinI laherIo chUTe che. evA bhaktiyukta pado lakhI pUjyazrIe mumukSuo upara anaMta anaMta upakAra karyo che. te padothI mumukSuo potAnI yogyatA anusAra hita sAdhI zake che, mokSa prApti karI zake che. rome 2ome paramakRpALudeva pUjyazrInA romaromamAM paramakRpALudeva sivAya bIjI vAta nahotI. jANe paramakRpALudevane ja hRdayamAM dhAraNa karyA hoya, pote temAM ja ramI rahyA hoya ema birAjatA ane bodha karatA. pUjyazrIe pote paramakRpALudevamAM ramaNatA karI je apUrva AnaMdasukha prApta karyuM hatuM, te paramAnaMdanuM sukha bIjA bhavya jIvo paNa prApta kare te mATe mumukSuone paNa paramakRpALudevamAM prema, prIti, bhakti karavA vAraMvAra jaNAvatA. 'prajJAvabodha'mAM paNa te ja bhakti guMje che. aho ! dhanya che AvA upakArI satpuruSane ke jeNe A kiMkara upara temaja aneka mumukSuo upara alaukika dayA varSAvI che. koTI koTI namaskAra ho temanA caraNakamaLamAM.

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zrI pArasabhAI jaina agAsa Azrama pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI dinacaryA pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI dinacaryAnuM diggadarzana mumukSuonA aMtaramAM puruSArtha preranAra hovAthI jANavA yogya che. teozrI eka sAcA karmaTha yogI hatA. yogI puruSonA vicAra, vANI ane vartana alaukika hoya che. satata puruSArthamaya jIvanA pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI hayAtImAM pa. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI temanI sevAmAM ja nizadina rata rahetA. savAranA traNa vAgye UThI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI pAse gommasAra jevA gahana graMthono svAdhyAya karatA. bAda sADAcAra athavA pAMca vAgye bhaktino krama zarU thato hato. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA dehAvasAna bAda savAranI sADAcAra vAgyAnI bhaktimAM pUjyazrInuM paghAravuM thatuM. prAraMbhamAM bolAtAM pado temaja mALA paNa teozrI bolAvatA. bhakti pUrI thaye sarva darzanIya sthAnonAM darzana karavA arthe pUjyazrI acUka jatA. sAthe ghaNo mumukSu samudAya paNa darzanArthe jato. mumukSuo sAthe darzanArthe jatAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI III) 5.u.5.pU.prabhuzrIjInA aMtevAsI tarIke rahelA pU.zrI brahmacArIjInuM nivAsasthAna pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno oraDo ja hato. te oraDAmAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI pATa pAse eka nAnA Tebala upara teozrI avAranavAra birAjatA. 91

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svapara hitanuM kAma kak ' E kakakakat:Rk8 * * ** M. .DbhuzIjInI rUmamAM bIjI bAju Avela sapheda raMthAnI je pATa che te pUjyazrInuM dararojanuM beThakasthAna hatuM. savAramAM lagabhoLI sI DA8i vAgye mumukSuo pUjayazrInA satsaMga arthe AvatI, pUjyazrI botha ApatA, mokSamALA samajAvatA athavA ATha draSTinI saijaDIya vItreno artha paNa karatA. satsaMgamAM pUjyazrI mumukSuonI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna karatA. mane paNa mokSamALAnI kimI pITha sadaiva tyAM vaMcAvI samajAvyo hato.

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ka2vAmAM tatpara $2 == PENNY koInuM mukhapATha thayeluM sAMbhaLatA, koIne mukhapATha karavA mATe patro, bhaktinA chaMdo, mokSamALA vagere ApatA. koIne vacanAmRta ke bIjAM pustako paNa vAMcavAnI AjJA karatA. sarvane Apela pATha saMbaMdhI samayasara pUchatA paNa kharA. jethI sarva mumukSuo pramAdarahita thaI bapore UMcyA vinA mukhapATha karatI athavA zAstra - vAMcanano lAbha letA hatA. jillA mumukSuonuM Ama sahaja dhyAna rAkhI pUjyazrI svaparahitanI kAma karavAmAM tatpara rahetA.

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sabhAmaMDapamAM bhaNAtI pUjAmAM birAjamAna pU. zrI brahamacArIjI tathA mumukSu bhAI-baheno te samaye savAramnI bhaktino krama sADAnava vAgyAno hato. dararoja pUjAo bhaNAtI nahotI.. tethI vAMcanano krama vizeSa raheto. sabhAmAM paMDita guNabhadrajI vacanAmRtanuM vAMcana karatA ane pUjyazrIne pUchatAM teozrI arthanA yogya khulAsA karatA hatA,

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bhakti pUrI thaye nIce UtaratAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI sAma sahaja nirAbhimAnI dazA saM.2006 pachIthI pUjyazrInuM kAyamanuM nivAsasthAna hAlamAM je oraDAmAM pUjyazrInA be citrapaTa darzanArthe mUkelA che, te sthAna banI gayuM. te o2DAmAM mUkela lAkaDAnI pATa upara caTAI pAtharelI rahetI. tenA upara pUjyazrI birAjatA. sAme satsaMga arthe Avela mumukSubhAI baheno besatA. pUjyazrI bodha ApatA temaja koIne maMtra levAnI bhAvanA thAya to maMtra viSe paNa samajAvatA. mane ATha varSanI uMmare pUjyazrIe maMtra Apyo hato. pUjyazrInI besavAnI temaja bolavAnI sahaja nirabhimAnI dazA adbhuta hatI. bahenomAM paNa AtmajAgRtinI saMbhALa sADA agiyAra vAgye bhakti pUrI thaye pUjyazrI brahmacArI bhAIonA rasoDe jamavA jatA. jamyA bAda zAMtisthAna upara pharatA pharatA mALA gaNatA. pachI mumukSuo AvyethI temanI sAthe satsaMga arthe birAjatA. tyAMthI lagabhaga poNA eka vAgye zAMtisthAnamAM padhAratA. tyAM paMDita guNabhadrajI sAthe besI brahmacArI baheno zrI sAkarabahena vagerene zAstro bhaNAvatA. karmagraMtha, zrI sarvArthasiddhiTIkA, sUyagaDAMga, AcArAMga, dazavaikAlika vagere sUtra, tattvArthasAra, lATIsaMhitA vagere graMthono svAdhyAya thato hato. tyAM doDha vAgye bIjAM ghaNA baheno paNa AvatAM. temane ane brahmacArIbannenone paNa navuM navuM zIkhavA mATe patra ane mokSamALAnA pATha ApatA. koInuM zIkheluM sAMbhaLatA. mokSamALA ane vacanAmRtanA patro vagerenA artho paNa karatA. Ama bahenomAM paNa AtmajAgRti banI rahe tenI saMbhALa teozrI rAkhatA hatA. bhaktimAM aMta sudhI hAjarI baporanI bhaktino samaya ziyALAmAM be vAgyAthI cAra vAgyA sudhIno hato, temaja unALAmAM aDhIthI sADAcAra vAgyA sudhIno hato. bapore bhaktimAM aneka zAstrono svAdhyAya thato. koIne maMtra ApavAmAM ke prazna samAghAnanA kAraNe pUjyazrIne bhaktimAM AvavAmAM moDuM thAya to paMDita gunnabhadrajI vAMcela zAstrano sAra TUMkAmAM pharIthI kahI jatA hatA. dareka bhaktimAM padhAryA pachI pUjyazrI bhaktimAM TheTha sudhI birAjatA hatA. 96

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muni jevI carcA sAMjanI bhakti pUrI thaye thoDA mumukSuo unALAnA divasomAM sIghA pUjyazrI pAse rAjamaMdiramAM AvatA. tyAM koIka vAra koI zAstranuM vAMcana thatuM, ane koIka vAra zrImukhe bogha ja ApatA, athavA koIne kaMI pUchavuM hoya to tenA mananuM samAdhAna karatA. arathopoNo kalAka satsaMga karI mumukSuo bhojana arthe jatA ane pUjyazrI dUgha vAparI dizAe jatA.dizAethI AvyA pachI hAthapaga ghoI sIdhA upara rAjamaMdiramAM jaI paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa samakSa "IriyAvahI karI dhyAna karatA. laghuzaMkA ke dIrghazaMkAe jaI AvyA pachI paNa tarata paramakRpALudeva samakSa dhyAna karatA. evI teozrInI muni jevI carcA hatI. devavaMdana samaye sarva prathama praveza sAMyakALe devavaMdanano ghaMTa vAgye sarva mumukSabhAI baheno sabhAmaMDapanA cokamAM AvI oTalA para besatA. dasa-paMdara miniTa pachI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM devavaMdana karavA arthe padhAravuM thatuM. te samaye mumukSuonuM dhyAna rAjamaMdira tarapha rahetuM. pUjyazrI rAjamaMdiranA dAdara uparathI Utare che ema jANa thatAM baghA mumukSabhAIo sabhAmaMDapanA cokamAM dakSiNa dizAvALA lokhaMDanA dvAra pAse rastAnI beya bAju UbhA thaI goThavAI jatA. pUjyazrI jyAre sabhAmaMDapanA cokanA dvAramAM praveza kare te samaye mumukSuo "sadaguru devakI jaya" paramakRpALu devakI jaya" ema moTethI be vAra jaya bolAvatA.bAda pUjyazrI sarva prathama jinamaMdiranA pagathiyA caDhatA. teozrInI pAchaLa ja baghA mumukSuo upara caDhatA. devavaMdana thayA pachI teozrI zrIjinamaMdira tathA bhoMyarAmAM darzana karI upara rAjamaMdiramAM paghAratA. A pramANe dararojano krama hato.

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a,. | | T[ff] FI* IT IT || || | | 10 ke indi h devavaMdana samaye pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA sASTAMga daMDavat namaskAra devavaMdana vakhate paramakRpALu devanA citrapaTa sAme pUjyazrI mATe lagabhaga cha phuTanI caTAI haoNlamAM zetaraMjI AgaLa pAtharavAmAM AvatI. te upara pUjyazrI devavaMdana vakhate sASTAMga daMDavat namaskAra karatA. namaskAra karatI veLA teozrI eka paga para bIjo paga aMgUThAnA AghAre adhdhara rAkhI namaskAra karatA hatA. 98

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pratikramaNa karatAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAIo sAthe Ind devavaMdana pUruM thaye teozrI thoDAka mumukSuo sAthe dararoja pratikramaNa karatA. pratikramaNamAM Avela prathama kAryotsargamAM pUjyazrInI aDola sthiratA nihALI eka vAra cakalI khabhA upara AvI nirbhayapaNe beThI hatI. pratikramaNa pUruM thaye rAtre bhaktimAM padhAratA. chellA varSomAM zArIrika nirbalatAnA kAraNe potAnA oraDAmAM ja bhaktino krama be - cAra mumukSubhAIo sAthe pUrNa karatA hatA. = rAtre bhaktimAM vAMcananI zarUAta saMvat 2009thI pUjyazrIe sabhAmaMDapamAM rAtre vAMcana karavAnI yojanA zarU karI. te samaye bra.mohanabhAI vacanAmRta vAMcatA ane pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI te upara vivecana karatA. zarUAtamAM vacanAmRtamAMthI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI uparanA patro kramathI vaMcAvI vivecana karela. tyArapachI pU. zrI sobhAgabhAI uparanA patro avaLA krame vaMcAvI vivecana karela. ghaNA patronuM vivecana te samaye thayeluM che, je boghAmRta bhAga-2mAM Apela che. rAtri, dhyAna svAdhyAya arthe rAtre bhakti pUrI thaye pUjyazrI mumukSuonA Avela patronA uttaro lakhatA athavA koI zAstrano anuvAda karatA athavA 'prajJAvabodha' nA kAvyonI racanA paNa karatA. UMgha najIvI ja letA. sarva samaya puruSArthamaya ja rahetA. temane mana rAtri ghyAnasvAdhyAya arthe ja hatI. jyAre juo tyAre rAtre jAgatA ja hoya evo anubhava ghaNAne thayela che. naiSThika brahmacaryanA pratApe Atmabala adbhuta vartatuM hatuM. dhanya che AvA Adarza puruSonA satata satpuruSArthane ke jene joI ApaNo AtmA paNa satpuruSArthavaMta banI zAzvata sukhane pAme. 99

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zrI nirmaLAbena phUlacaMdajI baMdA. Ahora bhaNatara, upadeza karavA mATe nathI vedanA vakhate kheda to maraNa vakhate zuM? ekavAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe mane kahyuM - eka vAra AhAra jatI vakhate pUjyazrIne maLavA gaI. "saMskRta bhaNavuM che, te potAne samajavA mATe; kaMI_ te samaye teozrIe kahyuM : "bImAra paDIe tyAre, davA upadeza karavA mATe bhaNavuM nathI. saMskRta bahu agharuM che. maTADe che ema na rAkhavuM. davA to nimitta mAtra che. zarIramAM temAM mana parovavuM paDe che mATe ThIka che. navaruM mana nakhkhoda vALe." vedanA hoya tyAre tene kasavAnuM che. ATalAmAM tuM kheda kare che to mahApuNyazALIne gharmanI bhAvanA jAge maraNa samaye keTalI vedanA Avaze tyAre zuM karIza? mATe have bhAIo pratyenA rAgane lIdhe mane manamAM vikalpo thayA prekTisa karavA de. davAmAM lakSa na rAkhavo. davAthI maTaze evuM kaMI nathI. paNa ThIka che, gharmakArya karavAmAM vighna thatuM hoya to bhaktinI karatA ke badhA bhAIone A apUrva satsaMgano joga maLyo che, chatAM kamAvavAmAM paDI pUro lAbha kema letA nathI. e mUMjhavaNanI icchAthI kaMIka levI paDe to levI, paNa lakSa na cUkavo." eka vAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne meM vAta karI. javAbamAM teozrI brahmacarya che, te cAritrano aMza che' bolyA :- "ApaNe ApaNuM kAma karI levAnuM che. bIjA kare to vi.saM. 2008 mAgazara suda ranA roja beMgloramAM meM ThIka, nahIM to kaMI nahIM. A kAlanA jIvo baghA viSayamAM ane pUjyazrIne kahyuM-brahmacarya vrata levAnuM che, yAvajIvananuM. zokhamAM paDelA che. gharmanI kyAM garaja che? mahA puNyazALI hoya pUjyazrI--"rajA maLI che? e lokoe kahyuM che? tene tharmanI bhAvanA jAge. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke ghaNAM puNya meM kahyuM-hA jI. haze te A daravAjAmAM paga mUkaze." pUjyazrI-sAruM. javAbadArI che. AtmAmAM zAMti vadhavA "kabIrA terI jhupaDI, galakaTe ke pAsa; mATe vrata che. zAMti vadhavAnuM A sAdhana che. vrata laIne lakSa karegA sohI bhogavegA, taM kyaM bhaye udAsa." AtmAno rAkhavo. bathI anukULatA che, chatAM na kare to potAno doSa che. brahmacarya che, te cAritrano aMza che." A eka gAthAe mArI saghaLI mUMjhavaNa nirmULa karI nAkhI. "jema AvI pratIti jIvanI re, jIva mohamAM taNAI jAya mATe satsaMgamAM rahevuM jAgyo sarvethI bhinna asaMga; eka vAra boghamAM mane uddezIne jaNAvyuM - "khAsa kyAMya tevo sthira svabhAvaneUpaje re, mahino, be mahinA javuM paDe to paNa potAnuM cUkavuM nahIM. nimittamAM nAma cAritra te aNaliMga." -mULamAraga taNAvuM nahIM. khAsa lakSa rAkhavo. maisura to muMbaI jevuM che. kaLiyugamAM dazA vadhAravA ghaNA puruSArthanI jarUra cetatA rahIne potAnuM kAma karI levAnuM che. kharAba saMgata na rAkhavI. "divase divase dazA vadhe evuM karavAnuM che. puruSArthanI eTalo jIva baLavAna nathI; taNAI jAya. mATe satsaMgamAM rahevuM. ghaNI jarUra che. koI paNa kAma karavuM hoya to puruSArtha karavo paDe bane tyAM sudhI koIne khoTuM lAge tema na karavuM." che. A to moTuM kAma che. mATe ghaNA puruSArthanI jarUra che. eka vAra pUjyazrIe kahyuM - Atmasiddhi' che te ghaNA zAstrono sAra che. mukhapATha karI hoya chokarIo bheguM bhaNavAnuM na rAkhavuM to AnA vicAra karAya. traNa pATha roja karavA. pramAda na karavo. "pArasa bhaNe che? chokarIo bheguM bhaNavAnuM na rAkhavuM. AtmAne bhUlavo te badho pramAda, pramAda kone kahevAya? A varasa pUruM thAya tyAre bIje mUkI deje. A kALa bahu kharAba AtmAne bhUlavo te pramAda che. pUrvanA puNya joga to che. saMbhALIne cAlavA jevuM che." maLyo che. have na kare to potAnI ja khAmI che. saMsAra pratye AzramamAM rahI bhakti kare e ja dIkSA udAsInatA-vairAgya rAkhavo." pachI mane pUjyazrIe maisuramAM mane dIkSA levAnA bhAva thatAM jANI pUjyazrIe kahyuM - mAgazara suda 6nA roja paramakRpALudeva samakSa AtmasiddhinI "vAtAvaraNa kharAba che. ahIMyA (AzramamAM) dIkSA ja che. ahIMyA : pUjA daramyAna yAvatajIvana brahmacaryavrata ApyuM. nirmaLAbenano rahI bhakti karo. AzramamAM ja rahevuM; uttama sthAna che." samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga paNa mAgazara suda 6nA divase ja thayo. 100

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aThThAI sUvA mATe nathI paNa bhakti mATe che zuM karavuM ke pachI bIjA divaso upara paNa tenI asara thAya. bolatAM zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsamAM aThThAI karavAnI vicAra karIne bolavuM ke Ama bolIza to mane lAbha che? lAbha AjJA levA gaI tyAre - to nathI, to mAre bolavuM nathI. bolavAno abhyAsa bahu ocho pUjyazrI--"bAra bhAvanA vicAravI. roja eka bhAvanA rAkhavo. khAsa maunapaNuM to kayuM kahevAya ke deha ane AtmA judo mAM citta rAkhavuM. bAra bhAvanAmAM citta raheze to kharI aThThAI mAnavo te che. mAre paNa evo abhyAsa karavAne mATe mauna rahevuM thaI kahevAya. jIva kyAM jAya che? ThIka che A to dehane ApavuM che. mauna rahIne mAre AtmAnA vicAra karavA che; ArtadhyAna ke che. jIva to aNAhArI che. mATe prekTisa karavI che. koI vakhata saMkalpa vikalpa karavA nathI. to maunapaNuM saphaLa thAya. vinA gaLuM pakaDAI jAya, maMdavADa AvyuM na khavAya, to prekTisa hoya to huM khapanuM bolavuM nahIM ane AtmAnA vicAra karavA. mATe koI kaMI nahIM ema thAya. aThThAI sUvA mATe karavI nathI, paNa bhakti ke vAto karato hoya to sAMbhaLavA na besavuM." mATe karavI che. nivRtti maLe. khAvAnuM na hoya to zAMti rahe. khAsa jeTalo prema saMsAramAMthI UThe teTalo AtmAmAM lAge lakSa rAkhavAno che ke ArtadhyAna na thavA devuM. khAvApIvAnA : saMvata 2008 mAgazara vada 9 maisura jatAM - vicAra na karavA. evA vicAra Ave to baLa karavuM. kyAM AtmAno pUjyazrI "javAnuM che? game tyAM gADImAM beThA beThA khAvAno svabhAva che? te to aNAhArI che. A to dehanuM kAma che. paNa smaraNa karavuM. ADuM avaLuM na jovuM. TheTha sudhI gADImAM beThA tuM tArA kAmamAM rahe. "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to nahiM kartA tuM karma." beThA smaraNa karIe to keTalIye mALA thaI jAya. smaraNamAM citta dehAdhyAsa choDavA mATe karavuM che. lakSa smaraNamAM rAkhavAno che. rAkhavuM. samakita karI levAnuM che." ArtadhyAna na thAya te barAbara lakSa rAkhavo. gokhavAnuM, vAMcavAnuM, meM pUchyuM. ahIM hoIe tyAre to ema thAya ke bIje paNa vicAravAnuM rAkhavuM. manane navaruM na rahevA devuM. sAghana baghAM : bhakti vagere karIzuM, paNa nimitta maLe tyAre taNAI javAya che. karavA jevA che paNa "nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM sAghana karavA soya." pUjyazrI-anAdikALano abhyAsa che. pANI DhALamAM bane teTaluM karavAnuM che. khAsa karavAnuM AtmA mATe che. aThThAI kare jAya che tema. paNa pahelethI nizcaya karyo hoya ke mAre ema karavuM ja ne pachI sUI rahe, khAuM khAuM thAya to karma baMghAya. bAra che, to pachI nimitta paNa evAM goThave ane abhyAsa rAkhe. bhAvanAmAMthI eka eka bhAvanA roja Akho divasa lakSamAM rAkhavI. Aje zAMtisthAnamAM AvyuM hatuM ke kasarata karavAnI che. puruSArtha vAtomAM vakhata na gumAvavo." kare ane abhyAsa kare to jema pANI nIcuM jatuM hoya tene puruSArtha bolavAno abhyAsa baha ocho rAkhavo ; karIne paMpathI UMcuM caDhAve che, tema jeTalo prema saMsAramAMthI UThe mauna rahevAnI AjJA levA gaI tyAre - teTalo emAM lAge che. puruSArthanI jarUra che." pUjyazrI-"mauna rahevuM sAruM che. paNa te zA mATe rahevuM che? mArA AtmA mATe. mAna na karavuM ke phalANo mauna raheto nathI, huM mauna rahuM chuM. Ama kare to karma baMghAya. karma choDavA mATe mauna rahevuM che. siddhanI dazAnuM smaraNa karavuM. siddha kyAM bole che? mAro AtmA paNa tevo che. mAro svabhAva bolavAno nathI. ArtadhyAna na thavA devuM. vIsa dohA, kSamApanAno vicAra karavo. smaraNa karyA karavuM. mauna rahevuM che te vinA-apanuM bolavAnI Teva che te choDavA mATe mauna rahevuM che. maunane divase bhakti, gokhavA, vAMcavAmAM bolavAnI chUTa hoya to vAMdho nathI. paNa bIje nathI bolavuM. game te niyama le temAM kasoTI Ave tyAre vairAgyabhAva, samabhAva rAkhavo. evuM maunapaNuM 101

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zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa ane pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI badho vakhata Atmahita mATe gALavo pUjyazrI--"ahIM AzramamAM rahIe tyAM sudhI badho vakhata lekhAmAM Ave evuM karavuM. kaMIka AtmaThita thAya tema karavuM, ahIM sAMbhaLIe, pachI vicArIe, yAda karIe ke Aje vAMcavAmAM zuM AvyuM hatuM ? zuM carcA thaI hatI ? yAda rahe to ApaNA para vicAra Ave. nahIM to kAle zuM vAMcyuM tenI khabara na rahe. zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsana ema traNa kahyAM che. zravaNa karavuM ke vAMcavuM, pachI manana karavuM eTale vicAravuM ane pachI nididhyAsana eTale bhAvanA karavI; e traNa bhedo vedAMtamAM che. eno pAcho ghaNo vistAra che. pahelI sAMbhaLavAnI icchA thAya te zuzrUSA. pachI zravaNa thAya. pachI dhAraNA eTale yAda rAkhavuM ane pachI manana thAya. uha eTale zaMkA karavI. jemake corI karI hoya to zuM thAya? evI zaMkA thAya te uha che. pachI evI zaMkA dUra kare ke corI karavAthI pApa baMghAya che. adhogati thAya che. te apoha che. ema uhApoha karI vastuno nirNaya kare ke Ama ja che, te nirNaya che. ane pachI tattvAbhiniveza eTale je vastuno nirNaya thayo hoya te chUTI na jAya, pakaDa thAya. evA A buddhinA ATha guNa kahevAya che. trIjI vRSTimAM zuzrUSA guNa pragaTe che. pachI ene sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe tyAre bahu ullAsa Ave che," mukhapATha kareluM game tyAM upayogI thAya saM.2009, mAgazara vada 8 Ahora jatAM -- "bhakti, vAMcana, smaraNa vagere je vakhate jemAM citta tanmaya thAya te prakAre tema thavA devuM. mukhapATha karavAno abhyAsa rAkhavo; kAraNa mukhapATha kareluM hoya tethI koI vakhate ghaNo lAbha thAya tema che, game tyAre game tevA saMjogomAM paNa mukhapATha karela upayogI thaI paDe che; kAraNa pustaka hamezAM pAse hoya nahIM.'' 102 zrI nirmaLAbahena

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zrImatI ratanabena punazIbhAI zeTha muMbaI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sAthe banelA prasaMgo atre jaNAvuM chuM - rAtre tALuM mArI bhaktimAM javuM jethI zAMti sabhAmaMDapamAM rAtre vAMcanamAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI vacanAmRta upara vivecana karatA. te sAMbhaLIne rAtre huM ghera AvatI. rAbetA mujaba meM amArA gharanuM bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. tyAre pAnabene bAraNuM kholI gussAmAM AvI mane eka ghola mArI, ane kahyuM ke : "bhaktimAMthI moDI Ave che?" rAtre mAre UMghamAMthI UThI daravAjo kholavo paDe che, bhAna nathI?" bIje divase savAramAM UThI bhaktimAM jaI, badhe darzana karI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse temanA darzana karavA gaI. tyAre teozrIe jaNAvyuM ke : pAnabene tamane ghola mArI che?" mane manamAM thayuM ke gaI rAtanI ja to vAta che. savAramAM UThI stavana maLavAnI nathI. aMte zAMtipUrvaka samAdhimaraNa karyuM. bolI sIthI ahIM AvI che. hajI sudhI meM koIne vAta paNa karI dravyasaMgraha' graMthanuM vivecana sAthe zravaNa nathI ane emaNe kevI rIte jANyuM? meM kahyuM: "hA, mArI che." pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno deha chUTI gayA pachI pUjyazrI pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "to have zuM karazo?" meM kahyuM : "huM vAMcana brahmacArIjIne temano viraha ghaNo ja sAlato hato. eka choDavAnI nathI." pUjyazrI kahe : "pharI ghola mAraze to?" meM mumukSabhAInA patnI gujarI gayA, te nimitte te bhAIne saMgha kahyuM : "bhale ghola mAre." tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe kahyuM : kADhavAnI bhAvanA thaI. temaNe pUjyazrIne vAta jaNAvI. tyAre "tamAre rAtre tALuM mArI bhaktimAM AvavuM jethI temane UMghamAMthI pUjyazrIe IDara javA vicAra karyo. saMghamAM 100thI vadhAre UThavuM na paDe." mANaso IDaranI yAtrAe gayA. amadAvAdathI AzramanA pramukha jJA ArAghavAthI samAdhimaraNa. zeTha zrI jesIMgabhAI paNa AvyA hatA. upapramukha zrI punazIbhAI mArA bA AzramamAM pahelA AvelA. maMtra paNa lIghelo zeTha paNa sAthe hatA. paNa sAthe uvasaggahara vagere bIjA maMtronI paNa mALA pheravatA. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sauthI AgaLa ane pAchaLa Akho pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse darzana karavA gayA tyAre saMgha smaraNa maMtranI dhUnamAM zrI ghaMTiyA pahADa upara AvI pahoMcyo. teozrIe kahyuM : "mAjI, keTalI mALA gaNo cho?" mAjI kahe : zrI siddhazIlA AgaLa namaskAra karI baghA beThA ane bhakti karI. sahajAtma svarUpanI sAthe uvasaggaharanI mALA gaNuM chuM." pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI svamukhe zrI 'bRhad dravya saMgraha pUjyazrI kahe : "uvasaggaharanI mALA zA mATe gaNo cho?'' : graMthanI gAthAo bolyA ane sAthe sAthe vivecana paNa karyuM. sarva mAjIe saraLa bhAvathI kahyuM: "mArA chokarA pAse paisA nathI mumukSuo maunapaNe ekAgracitte te sAMbhaLI atyaMta AnaMda pAmyA. mATe gaNuM chuM." pUjyazrI kahe : "chokarAne paisA thayA?" mAjI pachI raNamalanI cokIe kahe : "nA prabhu, paisA hatA te ya jatA rahyA." pUjyazrI kahe : gayA tyAM siMha sUto hato. te joI "to have svacchede e gaNavAnuM choDI do." pU.zrI brahmacArIjI bolyA-zAMtithI pUjyazrInA kahevAthI mAjIe uvasaggaharanI mALA cAlyA Avo; Darazo nahiM. A gaNavAnuM mUkI dIdhuM. 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" maMtranI mALA tyAM ATha divasa rokAyA hatA. roja alaga-alaga gaNavAnuM zraddhApUrvaka cAlu rAkhyuM. tenuM phaLa e AvyuM ke mAjIne jagyAe darzana karavA jatA. tyAM bhakti karyA pachI pUjyazrI bodha potAnA maraNanI agAuthI khabara paDI gaI, ane mane bolAvavA ApatA ane doDha-be vAge pAchA AvI baghA jamatA hatA. mATe muMbaI tAra karyo. te vakhate paNa mAjI bolyA hatA ke te mane A cAreya divasa bahu ja AnaMda Avyo hato. svaccha 103

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ATalo vakhata maMtrano jApa karyo hota to? pU.zrI brahmacArIjI saMgha sAthe bAhubaLIjInI yAtrAe jatA hatA. te vakhate gADImAM pUnA sTezana AvyuM. tyAre caMcaLabena baroDiyAjIne meM kahyuMcAlo, ApaNe pUjyazrIne joI AvIe. eTale ame jovA gayA. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI DabbAmAM beThA hatA ane kaMIka lakhatA hatA. pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "kema, AvyA? caMcaLabene kahyuM : "khAlI Apane jovA." tyAre pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI hasyA ane bolyA : "ATalo vakhata maMtrano jApa karyo hota to? zuM jovAnuM che?" satparuSanA yoge vyasanIno uddhAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjI vavANiyA tarapha AvelA hatA. tethI meM vinaMtI karI ke prabhu, mAre gAma kacchamAM paghAro. te mAnya rAkhI teozrIe be mahinA kaccha taraphanI yAtrA karI. kacchamAM eka bhAI bImAra hato. te sAte vyasana sevanAra hato. te bhAIe mane bolAvIne kahyuM : "e mahAtmA puruSa mAre tyAM Ave kharA?" tyAre meM kahyuM: tamArA bhAva hoya to Ave." pelA bhAI kahe : "to e mahAtmAne jarUra bolAvo." pachI pUjyazrIne meM vAta karI ane temane e bhAIne tyAM huM laI gaI. e bhAIe, pUjyazrI AgaLa pote sAte vyasana sevelA te badhA pApa kahI batAvyA. ane kahyuM : "e badhA pApothI mane choDAvo." pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe tene maMtra Apyo, sAte vyasana ane sAte abhakSyano tyAga karAvyo, bodha Apyo. thoDA vakhata pachI tenuM samAdhimaraNa thayuM hatuM. 106

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zatrutA rAkhanArane paNa khamAvavA - pU. prabhuzrIe jevI mArI saMbhALa lIdhI tevI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe paNa lIdhI hatI. mane ghaNI muzkelIo AvI paNa temAM TakAvanAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno mArA upara mahAna upakAra che. - zrI punazIbhAI zeTha gujarI gayA pachI temanI badhI milkata levA mATe temanA bhAI arthAt mArA diyare mArA upara korTamAM kesa karyo. te ghaNA varSa cAlyo. ekavAra kaMTALIne pU.brahmacArIjIne meM kahyuM ke sAheba kyAre A kesano niveDo Avaze, huM to thAkI gaI chuM. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM - hAla doDha varSa lAgaze. pachI badhuM sarakhuM thaI jaze. tene pazcAttApa thaze. AvIne raDaze, khamAvaze. doDha varSa pachI temaja thayeluM. tethI mane pUjyazrI upara ghaNI ja zraddhA thaI hatI. mane ema paNa kaheluM ke tamAre dara varSe paryuSaNa pachI temane khamAvavA. huM tema karatI. paNa mArA diyara moDhuM pheravI letA. paNa aMte pUjyazrIe kahyuM tema khamAvavA AvyA hatA, pazcAttApa karyo hato ane raDyA paNa hatA. bIjA prasaMge pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe mane kaheluM ke korTa vageremAM javuM paDe to jUnA kapaDAM paherIne javuM. sAcuM ja bolavuM. maMtra smaraNa karatA rahevuM. tyAre mArI uMmara 3-37 varSanI hatI. A jagAno deva jAgaze pU.nAraMgIbenane tyAM huM gaI tyAre temaNe mane kahyuM ke mArI sAthe pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse cAlo. temane ApaNe pUchIe ke pU.prabhuzrIjI Apane maMtra ApavAnuM soMpI gayA, tema Apa kone soMpazo? tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe sahaja smita sAthe jaNAvyuM ke A jagAno deva jAgaze." pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI pachI paNa pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA samAgamathI badhA praznonA ukela thatAM manamAM zAMti rahetI hatI. paNa teozrI (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI) nA dehotsarga pachI ghaNo kheda thayo ke have mana kholavAno koI AdhAra rahyo nathI. zrI ratanabahena 107

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zrI suvAsabena ghevaracaMdajI zivagaMja sApa karaDyo paNa bhakti karIe, sAruM thaI jaze DOS pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI zravaNabelagolA (bAhubaLIjI)nI jAtrAe gayA hatA te vakhatanI vAta che. mUDabidrI, kArakalanI vacce jaMgalamAM lagabhaga paccIsa phUTanI bAhubaLIjInI mUrti hatI. tenA darzana karavA rAtanA be vAge bagho 100 jaNano saMgha gayo. te vakhate mArI putrI saguNAne sApa karaDyo. tyAre pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI tyAM AvyA ane kahyuM ke : "thoDI bhakti karIe, badhuM sAruM thaI jaze. kyAMye laI javAnI nathI." ema ghIraja ApI. tyAM "apUrva avasara" bolI rahyA pachI eka bAvo Avyo ane maNine dUghamAM ghoI saguNAne coMTADyo. Atmasiddhi pUrI thaI ke ene zuddhi AvI gaI. ekAda kalAka bebhAna rahI. 'graMthAraMbha prasaMga raMga bharavA koDe karuM kAmanA.e gAthAno artha pUjyazrIe mane ekavAra samajAvyo hato. 108

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eka maghanA TIpAMmAM ghaNA jIvo eka vakhata mAro bAbo bImAra hato te vakhate eka vaidya kahyuM ke magha ane brAMDI (dArU) Apo. pachI meM pUjyazrIne pUchyuM ke madha ane brAMDI ApuM? pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "AnAthI roga jaze? je thavAnuM haze te ja thaze. pApanI davA karavAthI kaMI jIvavAno che? eka maghanA TIpAmAM sAta gAma bALI nAkhe eTaluM pApa che. temAM manuSya, gAya, bheMsa, kAgaDA, kIDI, maMkoDA vagere baghA marI jAya eTaluM pApa lAge." rAtribhojana mAMsa ane pANI lohI barAbara eka vakhata huM pUjyazrI pAse upara gaI te vakhate koI be jaNa rAtribhojananA tyAga mATe AvelA. te vakhate rAtribhojananA tyAganI vAta cAlatI hatI. pravezikAmAM prItikara zeThanI vAta Ave che te vAta karatA hatA. rAtribhojananA tyAgathI ATaluM badhuM puNya baMghAyuM ke te ziyALanA bhavamAMthI prItikara zeTha thaI gayo. rAtre khAvuM te mAMsa khAvA barAbara che, pANI pIvuM te lohI pIvA barAbara che. A vAta sAMbhaLIne amo pAMca-cha bahenoe te vakhate ja rAtribhojanano tyAga karyo. je bhakti kare tenI sevAthI ghaNo lAbha baghAne upavAsa che?" ame kahyuM : ame to dUgha pIne AvyA AzramamAM paryuSaNamAM amArA ghare ghaNA mahemAna Ave chIe. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "baghAe upavAsa karavAno che. je te vakhate mAre rasoInuM kAma karavuM paDatuM, jethI mArAthI bhaktimAM TAIme dUdha pIvuM che tenA eka kalAka pachI pAraNuM karavuM. prabhuzrIjIe javAya nahIM. tethI huM pUjyazrI pAse jaIne raDavA beThI tyAre jJAnapaMcamIne divase upavAsa karavAnI AjJA karela che." pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke : "evo vicAra tamane kema Avyo? evo vicAra manamAMthI kADhI nAkho. je bhakti karatA hoya tenI sevA bhAvathI darzana karatAM ArAmanI UMgha karIe to bahu lAbha thAya." huM hubalI hatI tyAre mane rAtanA be traNa varSathI barAbara UMgha AvatI nohatI. pachI huM AzramamAM AvI tyAre pUjyazrIne eka nahIM to bIjA prakAre icchAone rokavI pUchyuM ke mane UMgha barAbara AvatI nathI ane saMkalpa-vikalpa Aso mahinAnI oLI AvI. te vakhate AyaMbila : bahu Ave che. tyAre pUjyazrI kahe-saMkalpa vikalpathI to bahu karma baghA kare paNa mArAthI na thAya. eTale pUjyazrIne meM pUchyuM ke baMdhAya. saMkalpa vikalpa nahIM karavAthI nirvikalpa thavAya. saMkalpa baghA AyaMbila upavAsa kare che paNa mArAthI kaMI thatuM nathI. vikalpa Ave tyAre smaraNa ane bhakti e benuM jora rAkhavuM. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke : "dasa vastu khAtA ho to temAMthI be saMkalpa vikalpa pesavA devA nahIM. pachI AzramanuM ciMtavana karavuM choDI devI. tharAIne na khAvuM. cAra koLiyA ochA khAvA, tethI huM ke jANe sabhAmaMDapamAM AvIne darzana karuM chuM. ema badhI jagyAnA UNodarI tapa thAya." darzana karavAnI ciMtavanA karavI, pachI UMgha jJAnapaMcamIne divase AvI jaze." e pramANe karavAthI mane upavAsa karavAnI AjJA ArAmathI UMgha AvavA lAgI ane UMgha na eka vAra ame bAra jaNa habalIthI AzramamAM AvyA. Ave to paNa manamAM mUMjhavaNa ke du:kha ne thAya te divase jJAnapaMcamI hatI. ame baghA ANaMda dugha pIne AvyA paNa bhakti thAya. pachI enI meLe UMgha AvI zrI suvAsabena hatA. pachI sIthA pUjyazrI pAse upara gayA. pUjyazrIe pUchyuM : jAya. 109

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zrI kamaLAbena nihAlacaMdabhAI DagalI boTAda saguruprasAda" ema kahI UbhA thayA. tethI mane AzramanA eka mumukSubhAI phulAbhAI boTAda AvatA. ema samajAyuM ke A be vAkyamAM sarva zAstrano sAra che. te paramakRpALudevanI ane pU.prabhuzrIjInA samAgamanI vAto karatA. te mane khUba priya lAgatI. traNa pATha ane mALA karavAnI temaNe AzramamAM AvavAnI vAta karelI, te pramANe huM karatI. Azrama AvavAnuM ghaNuM ja mana icchA chatAM avAtuM nahotuM paNa thayA karatuM chatAM pratikULa saMjogovazAt 8-9 varSa sudhI avAyuM A mahApuruSanA boTAdamAM thayela darzana samAgama ane anaMta nahIM. eka vAra mArA bena padmAbena agAsa AzramamAM gayA kRpAdraSTi pachI thoDA ja vakhatamAM saMvat 2007mAM parama tyAre pU.brahmacArIjIne vAta karI ke mArA benane AzramamAM kapALadevanA ardhazatAbdI utsava upara agAsa AzramamAM AvavAnI ghaNI icchA rahe che paNa AvI zakatA nathI. AvavAnuM ghanyabhAgya prApta thayuM hatuM. tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe mArA benane 'saguruprasAda' paMcAstikAya" mukhapATha karavAnI AjJA graMtha ApI jaNAvyuM ke A "saguruprasAda kamaLAbenane Apazo te samaye eka vAra meM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne vacanAane kahezo ke pratyakSa saguru kRpALudeva ja mArA ghare padhAryA che, mRtamAMthI paMcAstikAyanuM pAna kADhI batAvIne kahyuM : "AmAM dravya ema mAnIne roja darzana kare. guNa paryAyanI vAta mane kaMI samajAtI nathI." pUjyazrIe kahyuM : manuSyabhava kyAre pUro thaI jAya mATe maMtra laI lo. "paMcAstikAya zAstra bahu sAruM che. kuMdakuMdAcAryanuM lakheluM che. eka vAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Abu, junAgaDha, pAlI thAya to mukhapATha karavA jevuM che." emanI AjJAthI mukhapATha tANA, vavANiyA vagere tIrthonI yAtrA karI saMgha sAthe boTAda karavAnI zarUAta karI. pachI huM boTAda AvI. thoDuM mukhapATha padhAryA. zeTha vIracaMdabhAI bhUrAbhAIne tyAM utAro hato. tyAM karyA pachI agharuM lAgyuM. eTale meM pU. sAkarabahena upara patra cAra pAMca bahenoe maMtra lIgho, te vakhate eka mumukSubhAIe mane lakhyo. te patra pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne temaNe vaMcAvyo. tenA javAbamAM pU.sAkarabene pUjyazrInA kahyA mujaba mane lakhyuM ke: paMcAstikAya kahyuM ke ahIM prabhu padhAryA che mATe tame maMtra laI lo. mArI gahana che. tethI mukhapATha karavAmAM agharuM paDe che. paNa jema bALaka aNasamajaNathI meM kahyuM ke AzramamAM jaIza tyAre maMtra laIza. pahelAM ThelaNa gADIthI cAlatAM zIkhe che, pachI potAnI meLe cAlI thoDIvAra pachI e ja vAta pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne meM karI tyAre zake che; tema atyAre mukhapATha kareluM hoya to AgaLa upara tamane teozrIe kahyuM: "A durlabha manuSyadeha maLyo che te kyAre pUro samajAze." tethI pharI himmata AvI ane temanI kRpAthI thaI jAya tenI khabara nathI, tethI maMtra laI lo." emanuM saraLatAthI mukhapATha thaI gayuM. labdhivAkya hoya tema meM tarata ja kahyuM ke mane paNa maMtra hamaNAM ja AzramamAM AvuM tyAre pUjyazrI kaMI ne kaMI mukhapATha ApI do. maMtra ApatI vakhate teozrIe kRpAdraSTi varSAvI kahyuM : karavAnI AjJA karatA. ane gAma houM tyAre paNa patro dvArA "jANe AjathI ja dIkSA lIdhI che, evA bhAva rAkhavA." te : "mokSamALA'mAMthI pATho. "samAdhisopAna'mAMthI patro vagere vakhate apUrva darzana samAgamano mane lAbha maLyo hato. mukhapATha karavA jaNAvatA. niraMtara satsaMganI bhAvanA rAkhavI devavaMdana roja bhAvathI karavuM zrI vIracaMdabhAIne tyAMthI teozrI saMgha sAthe mAre ghera eka vAra agAsa AvI tyAre pUjyazrIe pUchyuM : padhAryA hatA. gharamAM paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTanA darzana karI : "devavaMdana roja karo cho?' meM kahyuM : "hA, karuM chuM." tyAre kahe: beThA ane gaMbhIra bhAvathI bogha ApatA bolyA : "niraMtara $ "devavaMdana roja karavuM. bhAvathI karavuM." satsaMganI bhAvanA rAkhavI ane puruSanuM eka vacana paNa koI vAra saMkalpa vikalpa thatA hoya ke koI vicAronI pakaDI rAkhavuM." eTaluM kahI teo UbhA thaI gayA. meM kahyuM : gaDamathala thatI hoya athavA koI mUMjhavaNa jevA prazna hoya te vakhate "beso ane mane kaMIka kaho." eTale pUjyazrI mArI vinaMtIthI : ghaNI vAra boghAmRta kholI vAMcatA tarata ja haLavApaNuM thaI saMtoSa pAchA beThA ane pharI vAra e ja kahyuM ke : "niraMtara satsaMganI : thaI jAya che. eka vAra boghamAM jaNAvyuM ke : "maMtra che te jema bhAvanA rAkhavI ane puruSanuM eka vacana paNa pakaDI rAkhavuM." ! tema nathI. maMtra che te kevaLajJAna che." 110

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varSItapa sAdI rIte AtmArthe karavuM tarapha najara karIne bolyA : "ghaNI hiMmata karI. vidyA meLavavI eka vAra maNibena jagajIvanarAma ANaMdavALAe : te to uttama kAma che." eTale huM pote manathI samajI gaI ke mane varSItapa AdaryuM hatuM. thoDA divasa pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne AjJA maLI gaI ane manamAM zAMti thaI ke have to huM sArI rIte jANa thatAM temaNe kahyuM : "kone pUchIne varSItapa AdaryuM? pAraNuM : bhaNIne pAsa thaIza. pachI huM naDiyAda gaI, tyAM dAkhala thaI karI lo." maNibenane manamAM thayuM ke svacchede meM tapa AdaryuM te ane sArA TakA meLavI pAsa paNa thaI gaI. yogya karyuM nathI. thoDA divasa pachI pUjyazrIe pote ja varSItapa AdunI chUTa na rAkhavI karavA AjJA karI ane kahyuM : "koIne bolAvavA nahIM, varaghoDo huM ane mArI bahe tArA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse gayA kADhavo nahIM, ghAmadhUma vagara sAdI rIte karavuM, AtmArthe karavuM." huM ane kahyuM: "amAre kaMdamULano niyama levo che." tyAre teozrIe kahyuM : "paLAya teTalo ja niyama karavo. niyama karIne AMca AvavA zrI savitAbena rAvajIbhAI paTela devI nahIM. draDhatApUrvaka cheka sudhI pALavo." tyAre AdunI chUTa bhAdaraNa rAkhavA meM jaNAvyuM, kAraNa kuTuMbamAM jamavA jaIe tyAre muzkelI vidyA meLavavI te uttama che na paDe. tyAre pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM: "tenA IsvI sana 1950mAM mane vinA marI javAya nahIM. calAvI levuM. kadI AzramamAM rahevAnI ghaNI icchA hovAthI jaIe to chAsa ne bhAta,dahIM ne bhAta manamAM thayuM ke abhyAsa karI, kamANI khAIne peTa bharI laIe."hAthanI mUThI karI pachI AzramamAM besI jAuM, jethI vALI jaNAvyuM : "bhAtanA mUThiyA vALI koI pAse hAtha laMbAvavo paDe nahIM. mATe pANI sAthe khAIe, paNa AdunI chUTa na bhaNavAnI tIvra icchA jAgI. mArA rAkhavI." mane kaMdamULano saMpUrNa tyAga pitAzrI to Ama bhaNavAnI rajA Ape karAvyo ane mArI bahena tArAne AdunI nahIM, temaja AzramamAM ke bahAra javuM chUTa ApI. hoya to paNa rajA meLavavI paDe, rajA pachI saMjogovazAt mAre TreniMga maLe to ja bahAra nIkaLAya. jethI meM kaoNlejamAM javuM thayuM. tyAM badhAmAM kaMdamULa mArA mosALa naDiyAdamAM rahI hatAM. te samaye mAre bhAtanA mUThiyA vALIne bhaNavAno vicAra karyo. tyAM paNa mAmA khAvA paDyA. tyAMnA prinsIpAla ciDAyA mAmInI rajA maLe to ja AgaLa vaghAya. ane kahyuM ke khAvuM paDaze. meM kahyuM ke mAre temanI pAse meM rajA mAgI to kahe ke tamArA pitAzrInI rajA niyama che, mATe koIpaNa hisAbe khAuM nahIM. pUjyazrIe niyama meLavo; ane have ATalI moTI (29 varSanI) uMmare zuM vidyA : lIdhA pachI vRDhatApUrvaka pALavA jaNAveluM ane enA vinA marI AvaDavAnI che? chatAM kahyuM ke tamArI lagna karavAnI icchA na : javAze nahIM ema kaheluM tethI makkamatApUrvaka niyamanuM pAlana thayuM. hoya to bhaNo. tyAMthI mAmAnI rajA maLI eTale manamAM thayuM ke anAryadezamAM javAnI jarUra nathI pahelA agAsa AzramamAM jAuM ane pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mArA kahyA vinA A viSe kaMI kahe to huM jANIza ke mArA bhAgyamAM I.sanuM 1952mAM naDiyAdanI eka mArI bahena jevI vidyA che. eTale huM AzramamAM AvI ane eka benane sAthe mitra hatI. teNe mane AphrikAthI patra dvArA jaNAvyuM ke tamo ahIM laIne pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI pAse gaI. teozrIne namaskAra karIne Avo to sAruM. ahIM narsarI skUla che, temAM tamane nokarI apAvIzuM beThI. tyAM bIjA bhAI baheno hatA. pU. zrI : te vakhate huM phAInalanuM karatI hatI. A samAcAra jANI huM AzramamAM brahmacArIjIe mane kahyuM : 'paramakRpALadeva : pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne pUchavA mATe gaI ke huM AphrikA jAuM? paNa tarapha AMgaLI cIMdhIne) "eka ja thiMga pUchatAM pahelAM ja boghamAM AvyuM ke: "anArya dezamAM javAnI zI ghaNI karI levo." pachI pote kabATamAMthI jarUra che?badhuM ja ahIM che." eTalethI ja huM samajI gaI ke mAre pustaka levA UbhA thayA. pustaka letA mArI : tyAM javuM yogya nathI. 111

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zrI vimubena zanAbhAI paTela kAviThA Azrama jevuM kyAMya nathI guDivADA gAmamAM pUjyazrIe mane pUchyuM : ''tattvArthasAranI gAthAo moDhe thaI ?'' meM kahyuM : '"ahIM kazuM thatuM nathI. tyAre pU.zrI bolyA : "Azrama jevuM kyAMya nathI." divase sUvuM nahIM AzramamAM huM ane bAbarabhAInI dIkarI pUjyazrI pAse upara gayA. bodhamAM pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM : "divase sUI jAya che ?'' tyAre meM kahyuM : '"hA, (kAviThAmAM jamyA pachI kaMI kAma nahIM mATe sUI jaIe ane sAMje cAra vAge UThIe)'' tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "A tArI bahenapaNInuM kAma karaje, paNa divase sUvuM nahIM. saMvat 2009mAM divALInI mALAo viSe samajAvatA hatA. te vakhate meM kahyuM : "Apa samajAvo cho paNa mane kaMI yAda rahetuM nathI.'' tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke : "chokarAonA nAma kema yAda rAkhIe chIe? tevI rIte A paNa yAda rAkhavAM.' athANAmAM svAda te jIvaDAono pUjyazrIe bodhamAM jaNAvyuM ke athANAmAM je svAda Ave che te naryo jIvaDAono ja svAda che. priyanA saMgathI jIva duHkhamAM homAya pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe anaMtakRpA karI eka vAra mane svahaste nIcenI gAthA ane paramakRpALudevanA patranI eka lITI lakhI ApI hatI; je jIvananA AdhArarUpa che. (doharo) praya karyo nA koI jana, tyAM sudhI sukhI gaNAya; saMga karyo jyAM prayano, jaiva du:khe homAya. "satsaMganA yoge sahaja svarUpabhUta evuM asaMgapaNuM jIvane utpanna thAya che.'" -zrImad rAjacaMdra zrI ramubena AditarAma surata bAraso gAma bALavA jeTaluM pApa pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "kerInuM athANuM cha-bAra mahinAnuM athANuM khAvAthI bAraso gAma bALI nAkhavA jeTaluM pApa lAge che.'" e sAMbhaLI meM badhI jAtanA athANA-murabbAno tyAga karyo. 112 mAthAmAM phUla nAkhavAthI pApa "mAthAmAM phUla nAkhavAthI pApano Dhagalo thAya. ane bhAvathI eka phUla bhagavAnane caDhAvavAthI puNyano Dhagalo thAya.'' e sAMbhaLIne meM pUchyuM ke huM nAkhuM chuM te? to kahe : "pApano Dhagalo thaze.'" pachI pUjyazrI pAse teno meM tyAga karyo. mokSamALA zikSApATha 2 tathA cAra (mAnavadeha) roja bolavAnI AjJA karI ane kahyuM ke : "ekke divasa cUkavuM nahIM.'' kaMdamULa na khAIe to na cAle? pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke : "kaMdamULa khAo cho?'' meM kahyuM : "hA. e vagara mAre nahIM cAle.'' tyAre kahyuM : "kaMdamULamAM kaI vastu vadhAre bhAve?'' meM kahyuM ke : ''ratALu.'" tyAre pUjyazrI kahe : 'ratALunI jiMdagI sudhI bAdhA lo. eka vastu na khAIe to na cAle?'' pachI meM tenI bAdhA lIdhI. thoDA divasa pachI bIjA kaMdamULano paNa tyAga karyo hato. zrI maNibena bhAIlAlabhAI paTela dhuLiyA kema, aThThAI ka2vA AvyA cho? eka vAra ame banne dhuLiyAthI AzramamAM aThThAI karavA mATe AvyA hatA. pachI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA darzana karavA gayA, tyAre pUjyazrI bolyA : "kema, aThThAI karavA AvyA cho?'' bhAIlAlabhAIe kahyuM : "hA, karavAnA bhAva to che.'' A aThThAInI vAta ame koIne jaNAvelI nahIM. bIje divase darzana karavA gayA te vakhate pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM ke : "rojarojanA pacakhANa levA.'' traNa upavAsa thayA eTale aThThAI pUrI thaI jaze trIjA upavAse mArAthI muzkelIthI UThAyuM, te divase cUAthI mArA bA AvelA. temane laIne huM darzana karavA gaI, mAMDa mAMDa dAdaro caDhI upara jaIne darzana karavA beThI. pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno bodha cAlyo. tethI dhIme dhIme zarIramAM zakti AvI gaI ane jANe aThThAI pUrI thaI jaze evo bhAsa thayo, nahIM to bIje divase pAraNuM karavAnI hatI. bodha thaI rahyA pachI pUjyazrI bolyA ke : "traNa upavAsa thayA che eTale aThThAI pUrI thaI jaze.'' A vacana sAMbhaLI pAchA paDavAnI bhAvanA hatI te aTakI gaI ane aThThAI sArI rIte pUrNa thaI.

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zrI maNibena zanAbhAI mAstara agAsa Azrama (zrI kamubena zanAbhAI mAstare jaNAvela) tamAro javAba barAbara che ekavAra sAdhvIoe mArA bA maNIbenane pUchyuM ke tamArA agAsamAM zrImadjIne paccIsamAM tIrthakara mAno cho ne? mArA bAe kahyuM : ame to covIza tIrthakara mAnIe chIe. paccIsamAM tIrthakara hotA ja nathI to zuM mAnIe. te sAMbhaLI teo cupa thaI gayA. pachI bA AzramamAM AvyA tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne A vAta karI tyAre temaNe kahyuM : tamAro javAba barAbara che. AtmA jAgRta che mATe saMskAra paDe mArA bA bhaktimAM jAya tyAre amane gharamAM pUrI de. bahAra tALuM mArIne jAya. te vakhate vInuM eka varSano ane huM cAra varSanI hatI. eka vAra pU. zrI brahmacArIjIe mArA bAne kahyuM : ema nahIM karavuM, sAthe laIne javuM. bA bolyA e to ghare UMghI jAya. ahIM pezAba vagere kare mATe nathI lAvatI. tyAre brahmacArIjIe kahyuM : pezAba karAvIne lAvavA ane jarUra paDe to pezAba karavA laI javA. bhaktimAM avAja na kare to sAthe lAvavAM. bhale sUI rahe. bA kahe e to UMghI jAya, pachI zuM sAMbhaLe? tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe kahyuM : AtmA to jAgRta che mATe saMskAra paDe. jhADane patharo mAravo nahIM zAMtisthAnanI pAchaLa mosaMbInuM eka jhADa hatuM. tyAM meM ane mArA bhAI vinue mosaMbI levA jhADane patharo mAryo. tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe uparathI joI lIdhuM ane amane kahyuM : jhADane mAravuM nahIM hoM! ApaNane vAge tema ene paNa duHkha thAya. lAkha rUpiyA thAya ke pachI raLavuM nahIM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe mArA bApujIne kaheluM ke eka lAkha rUpiyA thAya ke tamAre pachI kaMI raLavuM nahIM. ema parigraha parimANa karAvyuM hatuM. vinu ke motI beyane sarakhA gaNavA ekavAra mArA bApu zanAbhAI kAviThe javAnA hatA. e vAta pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne karI. tyAre temaNe kahyuM : "vinu hoya ke motI hoya beyane sarakhA gaNavA." vinuM mAro bhAI ane motIbhAI mArA bApuna moTAbhAI. pachI bApu kAviThA gayA tyAre motI kAkAe lAkaDI hAthamAM lIdhI ane kahyuM : A ghara ane jamIna badhuM mane ApI de. nahIM to A lAkaDI ane tuM. bApujIne pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI vAta yAda AvI gaI ane kahyuM : A ghara ane jamIna badhuM tAruM; mAre kazuM joItuM nathI. tarata jhagaDo zamI gayo ane kaSAyanA kAraNo maTI gayAM. 113

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mumukSuonA chUTaka prasaMgo zrI aMbAlAlabhAI paTela saMdesara nathI nathI ne badale, che che thAya tyAM sudhI bolavuM aMbAlAlabhAIe pU. brahmacArIjIne pUchyuM ke he prabhu kyAM sudhI bolavuM. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM - jamavA besIe tyAre kyAM sudhI jamIe? peTa bharAya tyAM sudhI. tema he prabhumAM nathI nathI ne badale; che che ema thAya tyAM sudhI. zrI ramaNabhAI paTela kAviThA pavitra AtmAnA saMgathI pudgala pa2mANao paNa sugaMdhI pUjyazrIno deha chUTyA pachI temanA dehane navarAvatI vakhate kAviThAnA ramaNabhAIe jaNAvyuM ke : 'emanA dehamAMthI keTalI badhI sugaMdha Ave che. tema paramakRpALudevanA maLamUtramAMthI paNa attara jevI sugaMdha AvatI hatI. zrI zivabA kalyANajIbhAI paTela kAviThA Aje kAviThA jazo nahIM zivabA AzramamAM darzana karavA AvelA. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : Aje kAviThA jazo nahIM. tethI gayA nahIM. sAMje khabara AvI ke TrekaTara UMghu paDyuM ane temAM beThelA mANaso dabAI gayA hatA. zrI DAhIbena zaMkarabhAI paTela sImaraDA tuM pApa kare ane bIjAneya ka2Ave sImaraDAvALA DAhIbena zaMkarabhAIne tyAM meDA upara pU.zrI brahmacArIjI utarelA. tyAre DAhIbena bIjA ghaNAne kahe ke cAlo khetare cAra levA. te vakhate pU.brahmacArIjIe DAhIbenane upara bolAvyA ane kahyuM : tuM pApa kare ane bIjAneya karAve. pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA bodha vacano parabhavamAM paNa karelAnuM phaLa maLe koIka mANase mIla baMdhAvI hoya, pachI te game te gatimAM jAya; paNa jyAM sudhI e mIla cAle tyAM sudhI tene tyAM paNa pApa lAge che. ane koIe maMdira baMdhAvyuM hoya to tene te pramANe thAya. ha.bra.bo.no.2 (pR.450) nIkaLe te phaLo jemAMthI dUdha abhakSya eka mumukSubhAI cIku, rAyaNa vagerenI = pratijJA levA AvyA hatA. pUjyazrI kahe - jemAMthI dUdha nIkaLe te badhA abhakSya che. khAvA jevA nathI. anaMtakAya che. cIku, rAyaNa, papaiyAM vagere badhA evA ja che. ha.bra.bo.no.2 (pR.478) jevI 114 devadevIonI mAnyatA mUkavA zrI zAMtisAgarajI nAmanA eka digaMbara muni hatA. temaNe evo niyama karyo ke je devadevIone pUjatA, mAnatA hoya temane ghera AhAra na karavo. e muni bahu prakhyAta hatA jethI lokone AhAra karAvavAnI icchA thAya. tethI ghaNAoe devadevIonI mAnyatA mUkI dIdhI. ane emane ghera je devonI mUrtio hatI te badhI gADAM bharI bharIne nadImAM padharAvI dIdhI. ha.bra.bo.no.4 (pR.1729) jenA bhAgya haze teno deha ahIM chUTaze pU.bhATenI sALInI dIkarI guNavaMtI AzramamAM ghaNI vakhata rahetI. ahIM ja moTI thayelI. te muMbaIthI kaccha lagna prasaMge tenA mA-bApa sAthe gayelI. tyAM mAMdI thavAthI AzramamAM AvavAnI tenI ghaNI jijJAsA jANI mAMdI mAMdI tene aThavADiyA pahelAM ANI hatI. daza vAgyAnI gADIe AvI tyAre huM (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI) tenI pAse gayo hato. 5.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIe Apela maMtra vagerenI tene smRti ApI hatI. bAra vAgye to teno deha chUTI gayo. tenAthI sUI zakAtuM nahotuM. tethI banne hAtha be bAju pathArI para rAkhI smaraNamAM rahetI. pUchatA tyAre smaraNa karuM chuM ema kahetI. mane Azrama bhegI karo ema teNe raDha lIdhI hatI. AzramamAM AvIne teNe deha choDyo. pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI ghaNIvAra kahetAM ke jenA bhAgyamAM haze teno deha ahIM chUTaze. te pratyakSa daza varSanI bALikAnA dRSTAMtathI jANyuM. - pU.zrI ha.bra.DAyarI (pR.165)

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pU.zrI brahmacArIjI zrI zAMtilAlajI varadIcaMdajI sevavAthI kalyANa jarUra thavuM saMbhave che. paNa te vacanone samajavA zivagaMja mATe prathama pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA boghAmRta bhAga 1-2-3 ane kalyANamUrti satyaruSo pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInuM upadezAmRta vAMcavAnI vizeSa jarUra mane jaNAI che ane te pramANe karavAthI vacanAmRta samajavAmAM mane ghaNI vaMdu saddaguru rAjane, ane saMta laghurAjane; govardhana guNaghara namuM, AtmahitArthe Aja. saraLatA thaI paDI che. paramakRpALu paramAtmA devAdhideva zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhuno boghAmRta bhAga-3 (patrasughA) paNa eka apUrva graMtha che. janma vi.saM.1924mAM ane dehotsarga vi.saM. 1957mAM, temAM aneka mumukSuone mUMjhavatA praznonA khulAsArUpa pratyuttaro 5.u.5.pU.prabhuzrIjIno janma vi.saM.1910mAM ane dehotsarga ane vacanAmRtamAM AvatA aneka bhAvonI samajaNa pUjyazrIe vi.saM. 1992mAM, pa.pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno janma vi.sa. ApI che. kevA bhAvothI vartavuM, sadAcAro kevI rIte sevavA vagere 1945mAM temaja dehotsarga vi.saM. 2010mAM thayo hato. aneka viSayo temAM AvI gayA che. pUjyazrIe lakhelA A patro A pramANe vIsamI sadInI zarUAtathI eTale ke vi.saM. : mumukSuone paramahitanuM kAraNa che. 1910thI zarU thaIne vi.saM. 2010 sudhInA pUrepUrA ekaso : pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno prajJAvabogha graMtha to eka apUrva varSanA gALAmAM traNa mahApuruSonuM A AryabhUmi upara avataravuM kRti che. A kALanA jIvo mATe eka varadAna che. ene gAtAM, kharekhara mumukSuonA puNyanA paMjarUpa ja hatuM. Aje paNa te UMDANathI Azayo samajatAM vRttimAM zAMti Ave che. mana sthira mahAtmAo potAnA akSararUpa dehathI hAjarAhajUra ja che. emanI karavAnuM te eka apUrva sAghana che. yathAtathya mukhamudrAo paNa ApaNA sadbhAgye Aje mojUda che. A sapuruSonI tripuTInA game te zAstra ke bogha, patra have te mahAtmAo pratye ApaNane bhakti-prema, bahumAna jeTalA ke kAvya, vAMcatA ke gAtAM AtmA kRtArthatA anubhave che. e ja jAgaze teTaluM ApaNuM kalyANa thaze. mahApuruSonI vANIno atizaya che. kAraNa ke vANI Atmapradezone paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhunA vacanAmRta graMthanuM sparzIne nIkaLe che. ghanya che evA mahApuruSonI vANIne temaja eka eka vAkya zAstrarUpa che, zAstranA sArarUpa che, maMtrarUpa che. temanI alaukika vItarAga mudrAne. e samajavA mATe apUrva bhakti, vinaya ane bahumAna joIe. "sapuruSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo." -zrImad rAjacaMdra UMDA UtarI vAMcI, ciMtana-manana ane nididhyAsanano krama 115

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prayatna karajo." te mane samajAyuM nahIM. saMjogavazAt khaMbhAtamAM eka vidvAnabhAIne, jemane jJAna che ema jANavAmAM AvyuM hatuM tethI temane te samajavA mATe pUchyuM paNa temanA khulAsAthI samAghAna thayuM nahIM. tyAra pachI jyAre pa.pU.brahmacArIjIe te viSeno karelo khulAso vAMcyo tyAre samAdhAna paNa thayuM ane sahaja lAgyuM ke paramakRpALudevanA hRdayane jANanArA A paNa mahApuruSa hovA joIe. nahi prAptako nA cahe, prApta aprApta samAna.' graMtha-yugalanA A vacana ghaNI vAra yAda AvyA kare che ke saMkSiptamAM du:khathI mukta thavAno kevo rAmabANa upAya batAvyo sAta varSanA potAnA ekanA eka putrano tyAga karI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM sarvArpaNabhAve rahevuM e pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI tyAga-vairAgyanI parAkASThA sUcave che. yavatamAlanA maMdiramAM patrasughAnA vAMcana vakhate satata ema jaNAtuM ke teozrIne paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhu pratye kevI gajabanI niSThA hatI. potAnuM astitva ja jANe kRpALudevamAM khoI nAkhyuM che ema spaSTa jaNAtuM. temanA pratye pUjyabhAva vRddhi pAmavAmAM temanA ghaNAM vacano nimittarUpa banyA che. temAMthI eka ahIM lakhuM chuM. patrasughAnA patrAMka 1001mAM boghanI mAgaNI karanAra mumukSubhAIne uttaramAM jaNAvyuM che ke "huM to pAmara chuM."A vacanamAM temanI anahada laghutA, zUravIratA ane AtmAnaMdamAM akhaMDa nivAsa karavAnI prabaLa icchAdazAnA darzana thAya che. paramakRpALudeva pratyenI keTalI mahAnatA temane hRdayagata thaI haze tyAre potAnI ucca dazAe paNa pAmarapaNuM ja dekhAyuM haze. e emanI guruprema dazAnuM mApa kADhI zakAya ema ja nathI. sahaja kaMI lakhatAM, bolatAM A jIvane AvaDI gayuM hoya to potAnI mahAnatA dekhADyA kare, jyAre prajJAvabogha, samAdhi-sopAna, samAdhi-zataka, laghuyogavAsiSThasAra, pravezikA Adi graMthonI racanA karanAra, gharakuTuMbano aMtaraMga ane bAhyathI tyAga karanAra, tattvajJa puruSanI satata sevAmAM rahI AjJAnI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI ekAMta upAsanA karanAra, svasaMpatti (AtmasaMpatti) prApta karIne e dazAmAM niraMtara rahevAno satata puruSArtha karanAra potAne pAmara zrI premarAjajI jaina gaNAve e emanI keTalI badhI addabhuta mahAnatAnuM svAbhAvika yavatamAla sUcana che! mahApuruSonI parama laghutA temanA vacana-darzananA AghAre teozrI pratye ghaNo ghaNA varSo pahelA tattvajJAnamAM vAMceluM-"rAtri vyatikramI AdarabhAva janmyo che. dhanya che parama puruSonI parama ladhutAne. gaI, prabhAta thayuM, nidrAthI mukta thayA. bhAvanidrA TALavAno astu. 116 bhA.

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mumukSuone pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI AjJAnusAra paramakRpALudevanI bhaktimAM joDyA. hanumAna samAna bhaktivaMta pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe paramakRpALudevane carmacakSuthI joyA nahotA, darzana karyA nahotA chatAM potAnA puruSArthanA baLe ane aMtaHkaraNanI bhakti vaDe aMtarthakSano ughADa karI paramakRpALudevanA svarUpa sAthe abhedatA sAthI. paramakRpALudevanA mArgano jayajayakAra karanAra, AjJArUpI gharmane sAMgopAMga jIvanamAM utAranAra, 5.u.pa.pu. prabhuzrIjInA vAvela bothabIjane jJAnarUpI vaTavRkSa samAna karanAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjI temaja mumukSuonA aMtarane ThAranAra evA gharmAdhikArI pUjyazrI zrI mUlacaMdabhAI zAha brahmacArIjInuM sarvasAmAnya rIte paramakRpALudeve pragaTa karela pAmuM sAco jIvanapalaTo. vItarAgadharmanI paraMparAmAM ane khAsa karIne A AzramamAM maMtra maMtro, smaraNa karato, kALa kAThuM have A, gharmaparaMparAgata tRtIya puruSa tarIkenuM sthAna yathAyogya che; ane jyAM tyAM jovuM para bhaNI baeNlI, bola bhUluM parAyA, gharmamArganI soMpaNI ane paraMparAnA pUrNavirAmarUpa che. AtmA mATe rjIvana jIMvavuM, lakSa rAkhI sadA e, "zukla aMtaHkaraNa vinA mArA vacanane koNa dAda pAmuM sAco rjIvanapalaTo, mokSamArgI thavAne. Apaze?' evA paramakRpALudevanA vacanone sAkAra karanAra, jenA romaromamAM paramakRpALudeva dvArA Apela "sahajAtma- teozrInA vacananA AdhAre samagra jIvana jIvanAra ane e ja svarUpa paramaguru" maMtra vyAsa hato evA pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe lakSa sarva sajijJAsuone prAmANikapaNe karAvanAra evA potAnA jIvanamAM vaNAI gayela paramakRpALudevanA vacanAmRtone pa.pU.brahmacArIjI pote taryA ane bIjA anekane e ja mArge yathArtha samajavA yogya pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra karavA ane sAcI doryA. mumukSatA prApta karavAnI kUMcIrUpa uparanuM kAvya ApaNuM jIvana A AzramamAM triveNI saMgamarUpa, ratnatrayarUpa, tripuTIrUpa palaTAvavAne mATe zikSAbogharUpe Apela che. A traNa puruSo thayA che. traNeya puruSo eka apekSAe samakAlIna pU.zrI brahmacArIjI, pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA sAnidhyamAM kahevA yogya che. paramakRpALudevanA saMvat 1957mAM thayela lagabhaga 11 varSa rahI, emanI dareka AjJAne pUrNa niSThApUrvaka nirvANanA bAra varSa pahelA eTale saMvat 1945mAM brahmacArIjIno uThAvI, potAnA astitvane sAva gauNa karI, teozrInI sevAmAM paNa janma thaI cUkyo hato. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI e samayanA saTuruSa ahorAtra upasthita rahI sarva mumukSuone uttama jIvana jIvavAnuM che. emanA janmazatAbdI varSanI ujavaNI te paramakRpALudeva ane mArgadarzana ApI gayA che, ane AjJAMkitapaNAnA jIvaMta pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA agAu UjavAyela janmazatAbdI utsavonA AdarzarUpa thayA che. anusaMdhAnarUpa gaNavA yogya che. paramakRpALudevane ane pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIne jeNe joyA ja 5.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno AyuSyakALa paNa e ja nathI evA ghaNA mumukSuo pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI pAsethI samayagALA daramyAna hato. (saMvat 191-1992) Atmarahasyano bodha pAmI jIvanamAM yathAyogyatA ane yathAzakti paramakRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke "IzvarecchAthI je koI paNa palaTo lAvavA paramakRpALudeva pratye zraddhAvAna ane bhaktivaMta jIvonuM kalyANa vartamAnamAM paNa thavuM sarjita haze te to tema thaze banyA che. evA upakArI puruSanA upakAranI yatkiMcit smRti ane te bIjethI nahIM paNa amathakI, ema paNa atra mAnIe arthe teozrIno janmazatAbdI utsava UjavavA ApaNane lahAvo chIe." (398) A paMcamakALamAM evA paramAtmAsvarUpa pAmelA maLyo te ApaNA ahobhAgya che. paramakRpALudeve uddhArela : puruSa pratye AtmakalyANa-icchaka jIvo vItarAgamArgane 5.u.pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIe pragaTamAM Apyo che. upakArI parama pUjya prabhuzrIjI ane zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhu, pUjya 5.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe potAnA AyuSyanI aMtima avasthAmAM zrI brahmacArIjInA cIMdhyA mArge Adeza anusAra ApaNo te vItarAgamArgano dora 5.pU. brahmacArIjIne yogya gharmAdhikArI : jIvanapalaTo thaI ApaNe sau paramakRpALudevanI bhaktimAM lIna jANI temanA hAthamAM soMpI. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe aneka : thaIe, lIna rahIe e ja prabhu pratye namra prayAcanA. 118

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM vizALa sAhitya peDAdhA' vAdhAkRta) bAga-3 zrImad lathurANa svAmI (prabhuzrI) upadezAmRta. (patra sudhA) (0) The Self Realization mithurata nanaya. Atmasiddhi vivecana ADSIDOR NEDGAD BAIGLANE zrImada rAjaca ardha zatAbdI smAraka hdhAmRta zrImad rAjada mAma mAtA bhAga-2 ww sopAna praviNa bhImamALA punama zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta dhImA yazovijayajI upAdhyAya kRta ATha vRSTinI sajhAya (AyAI ti) graMthacugalI RvIjha ) zrI amRtacaMdrasara-vira tavANallAha - jJAvaboi. " Sagan nityaniyamAdi pATha (bAgharSa sahita) zrImad rAjayaMdra jIvanakaLA zAnamaMja (ands kSamALA vivecana Claim se enda M khAsa pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIno sAhitya sarjana vibhAga ghaNo vizALa che. teozrInuM lakhANa saraLa zailImAM suMdara ane sacoTa che. prAthamika bhUmikAnA jijJAsane paNa te parama AdhAra che. nirmaLa AtmAne sparzIne nIkaLatI te vANI sAmA jIvane soMsarI UtarI jAya che. samyaka bhAvothI suzobhita evI sapuruSonI vANI e ja sAcI sarasvatI che. 119

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' jAtakoi vacanAmRta vItarAga mudrA satsamAgama paramakRpALudeve kalyANanA mukhya traNa sAghana kahyAM che : (1) molika graMtha vibhAga "aho sapuruSanAM vacanAmRta, mudrA ane satsamAgama! prajJAvabogha : pUjyazrInI A eka amUlya suSupta cetanane jAgRta karanAra, paDatI vRttine sthira rAkhanAra, maulika racanA che. sarva zAstranA sArarUpa A darzana mAtrathI paNa nirdoSa apUrvasvabhAvane preraka, svarUpa pratIti, graMthanI racanA A prajJApuruSe karI gAgaramAM sAgara apramatta saMyama ane pUrNa vItarAga nirvikalpa svabhAvanA samAvI dIdho che. kAraNabhUta;-chelle ayogI svabhAva pragaTa karI anaMta avyAbAda paramakRpALudevanA patrone paNa kAvyamAM vaNI svarUpamAM sthiti karAvanAra!trikALa jayavaMta vartA!" (patrAMka 875) laI aneka geya rAgomAM rajU karyA che. graMthamAM vivigha chaMdanI akSara-deharUpa satparuSonI vANI suMdara chaTA paNa suhAvanI che. pratyeka pAThanA prAraMbhamAM AvatI uparokta traNa sAghanomAM prathama ane mukhya sAdhanarUpa : gAthAmAM paramakRpALudeva vividha svarUpe pragaTa thAya che. paramasAkSAta mokSanI mUrti samA pratyakSa satparuSano samAgama te to ? kRpALudevanI parama bhakti A graMthamAM sabhara bharelI che. bhakti sahelo nathI; parama durlabha che. vItarAga puruSonI yathAtathya mukha- ane jJAnanA saMgamarUpa A sarjana mumukSaonA aMtarAtmAne ThAre mudrA paNa mahAbhAgye mumukSune maLe che paNa akSara-deharUpa che, zAMta kare che, sukha Ape che. saphuruSonI vANI-vacanAmRta mumukSune sadaiva parama upakArabhUta A graMthano sarjanakALa saMvata 1994 thI 1997 che. che. te paramapada prAptinuM prabala kAraNa che, temaja kaivalyadazAparyata (2) jIvanacaritra vibhAga tenuM AlaMbana Avazyaka che. jIvanakaLA A graMthamAM paramakRpALudeva zrImad AvI vItarAga prabhunI agAgha rAjacaMdrajInuM vistRta jIvana caritra che. ArAdhaka vANIne koI virala saMta puruSoe ja mumukSu vargane zrImadjInI vItarAgadazAnI sAcI jANI che, tenA marmane pAmI mANI che. oLakhANa karAvavA temaja temanA pratye bhakti ane AvA saMta anubhavI puruSoe ja pragaTAvavA A graMtha parama upayogI che. teozrInA tene yathArtha vakhANI che. jIvana saMbaMdhI upalabdha saghaLI hakIkata A graMthamAM yathAsthAne te vItarAgavANIthI sabhara pU.zrI mUkI che. A graMthanI vizeSatA e che ke tene pUjyapAda zrI laghurAja brahmacArIjInuM vizALa sAhitya nIce mujaba vibhAgomAM vaheMcI svAmIe saMpUrNa sAMbhaLI kasoTIe kasI maMjUra karela che. parama zakAya kRpALudevanA jIvana saMbaMghI aneka pustako lakhAyAM che. te sarvamAM (1) maulika graMtha vibhAga (2) jIvana caritra vibhAga A graMtha saMpUrNa ane sarvoparI che. (3) boghAmRta vibhAga (4) vivecana vibhAga (5) saMyojana paramakRpALudevanI maulika svataMtra racanAomAM mokSavibhAga (6) bhASAMtara vibhAga (7) aMgrejI sAhitya vibhAga : mALA, bhAvanAbotha ane Atmasiddhi zAstra mukhya che. temAM (8) saMpAdana vibhAga (9) chUTaka kAvya vibhAga AvatA viSayonuM A graMthamAM TUMkuM varNana ApI sujJa vAMcanArane A vibhAgomAM vibhAjita sAhityano AsvAda mANavA te mULa graMthonA vAMcana-manananI hitakArI preraNA karI che. aneka jijJAsuvargamAM vAMcana-manananI preraNA uddabhave te arthe A bahumukhI prasaMgone A graMthamAM AvarI graMthanuM gaurava vadhAryuM che. sAhityanuM atre TUMka vivaraNa ApIe chIe. A pustakano racanAkALa saMvat 199091 che. jIvanakatml 120

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th RTI (1) pridhAratA zrImad laghurAjasvAmI jIvana boghAmRta bhAga-3 (patrasuthA) : caritraH A graMthamAM pa.u.5.pU. prabhuzrIjInuM : mumukSuone thayelI aneka mUMjhavaNonA ukelajIvanacaritra 15 khaMDa sudhInuM pU.zrI brahma rUpa A graMtha che. graMthanuM sarjana mumukSuonA pArIjIe Alekhela che. tyArapachInuM 16 thI AvelA patronA uttarothI thayuM che. pUjyazrI 22 khaMDa sughInuM jIvanacaritra zrI rAvajIbhAI mumukSuonA aneka praznonuM samAdhAna patro dasAie AdarathA pUrNa karyuM che. dvArA karI teonA aMtarane ThAratA, zAMti pamADatA. graMthamAM kulle pUjyazrIe pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA badhA jIvana prasaMgo AmAM : 1025 patro che. temano prathama patra pUjyazrInI saMsArathI chUTavAnI samAvI upalabdha teTalI badhI vigata ApavA prayAsa karyo che. tIvra adamya abhilASA darzAve che. bIjo ane trIjo patra teozrInA jIvanasaMbaMdhI vistRta vivaraNa Apato bIjo koI : pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI upara lakhela che. temAM paNa teozrInI tyAga graMtha upalabdha nathI. teozrInA aMtevAsI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI : vairAgyanI utkRSTa bhUmikAnuM spaSTa darzana thAya che. pachInA 10 dvArA Alekhita hoI A jIvanacaritra saMpUrNa vizvasanIya che. patro paramakRpALudevane pratyakSa gaNI lakhelA che, te pUjyazrInI (3) boghAmRta vibhAga paramakRpALadeva pratyenI ananya bhaktinA sUcaka che. A patromAM boghAmRta bhAga-1 : pUjyazrInA : pUjyazrI potAnA aMtaranA udgAra paramakRpALu paramAtmA AgaLa anekavAra thayela boghane mumukSaoe jhIlI laI pragaTa kare che. tyArapachInA sarva patromAM anekavidha bogha saMgraha karela. te saMgraha uparathI A graMtha taiyAra mumukSuonI mUMjhavaNo maTADavA samartha che. karavAmAM Avyo che. A bogharUpa amRtanuM pAna patrasughAnA upanAmathI prasiddha karI ghaNA bhavyAtmAo zAMti meLave che. A patromAM paNa bogharUpa amRta jharatuM hovAthI patrasudAnA sarala, sacoTa, samyak bogha, zAMta suthArasanuM upanAmathI A graMtha prasiddha che. "zrImad rAjacaMdra' vacanAmRtamAM ghAma che. prAthamika bhUmikAnA mumukSuo mATe paNa mahAna upayogI : ubhavatA aneka saMzayonA paNa samAdhAnarUpa A amUlya graMtha che. graMthanI svAbhAvika sarala zailI jijJAsu bALajIvone paNa mumukSuone mana mahAna che. paramakRpALudeve prabodhela satugharmanI AkarSe evI che. vAta vAtamAM mokSamArgano marma samajAvI mahAna : ArAdhanA mATe yogya jIvanaghaDatara karavAnI rahasyabhUta kUMcI upakAra karyo che. boghano saMgraha samaya saM. 1999 thI saM.2010 : temaja preraNA A graMthanA anubhavasiddha vacanomAMthI prApta thavA sudhIno che. temAMno eMsI pratizata bhAga saM.2008 thI yogya che. A patrono lekhanakALa saMvat 1983 thI saM.2010 saM.2010 sudhIno che. sudhIno che. che ?' : ke . . . 20*20* sa pUjyazrInuM patralekhana pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA vidyamAnapaNAmAM paNa pU.zrI brahmacArIjI teozrInI AjJAnusAra mumukSuone patra lakhatA temaja potAnA deha vilayanA AgalA divasa sudhI paNa pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe patralekhananI pavitra javAbadArI adA karI mumukSuonA manane zAMti arpe che. TA O 121

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-- (4) vivecana vibhAga Atmasiddhi vivecana : parama pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe potAnA svAdhyAya arthe lakhela Atmasiddhino arthavistAra, A graMtharUpe pragaTa paNa thayo che. khaMbhAtanA pU.aMbAlAlabhAIe AtmasiddhinA saMkSipta gadyArtha lakhela, je paramakRpALudevanA najarataLe nIkaLI gayelA. tene A graMthamAM pratyeka gAthA nIce mUkI, A arthavistArane tenA nIce bhAvArtharUpe ApavAmAM Avyo che. sarva zAstranA sArarUpa 'AtmasiddhizAstra'nA avagAhanamAM ane temAM bodhelA mArganI parama premapUrvaka upAsanA karavAmAM A vivecana mumukSuvargane prabala sahAyakArI che. A graMthanI prastAvanAmAM pUjyazrI lakhe che ke "sajjana puruSo A arthavistArane ityameva na samaje, 'ityameva paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhunA hRdayamAM che.' Atmasiddhi niyana arthavistArano samaya saM.1982 che. ATha dRSTinI sajjhAya (bhAvArtha sahita) : 'zrI haribhadrAcArye yogavRSTi samuccaya' graMtha saMskRtamAM racyo che.'" (vayanAmRta pak 814) te uparathI upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajIe gujarAtI bhASAmAM A ATha dRSTinI sajjhAyanI DhALabaddha racanA karI che. paramakRpALudeva A viSe jaNAve che ke "te kaMThArge karI vicAravA yogya che. e dRSTio AtmadazAmApaka (thamiTara) yaMtra che.'' zrImad rAjacaMdra (pR.702) mA kRSTinI sajAma A graMthanA nivedanamAM pUjyazrI jaNAve che ke "zrI yazovijayajIta A ATha draSTinI sajjhAya mukhapATha karI teno nitya svAdhyAya karavAnI AjJA .u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe AzramanivAsI mumukSuone karI che. tyArathI AzramanA nityaniyamamAM A ATha vRSTino umero thayo hovAthI teno bhaktipUrvaka nitya pATha karavAmAM Ave che." prasaMgopAta pUjyazrI A gahana graMtha upara vivecana karatAM tenI noMdha karIne pU. sAkarabene A bhAvArtha taiyAra karelo te mumukSuone ATha dRSTinA artha samajavAmAM sahAyaka jaNAvAthI graMtharUpe pragaTa karavAmAM Avela che. A vivecanano samaya saM.2003 che. samAdhizataka vivecana : A mULa graMtha 105 gAdhAno saMskRtamAM che. tenA racayitA zrI pUjyapAda svAmI che. teo saMvat 308mAM AcAryapade virAjamAna hatA. e graMthanA saMskRta TIkAkAra zrI prabhAcaMdrajI che. graMthayugala saMvat 1949mAM muMbaImAM paramakRpALudeve A graMtha pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIne svAdhyAya arthe 17 gAthA sudhI samajAvI, Apyo hato. tenA agrapRSTha para teozrIe svahaste 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatA jIva la. kevaLajJAna re' e maMtra lakhI Apyo hato. te maMtranuM bAda temaja A graMthanuM parizIlana pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe muMbaI mUkyA traNa varSa sudhI maunapaNe rahI karyuM hatuM. A graMtha viSe pUjyazrI boghAmRta bhAga- 1, pR.16 jaNAve che ke :-- upara 'samAdhizataka' samAdhi prApta karAve tevuM che. jene AgaLa vadhavuM che tene ghaNA hitanuM kAraNa che. sattaramAM zlokamAM ghaNuM sarasa varNana che.eka mAsa jo puruSArtha kharA hRdayathI karavAmAM Ave to AtmA prApta thaI jAya. zloka pacAsa sudhImAM to hada karI che. TUMkANamAM vAta che, paNa te uparathI to ghaNAM zAstro banI zake tema che. A graMthano gurjara padyAnuvAda kALa saM.1982 che. traNa AtmAnuM talasparzI varNana graMthamAM bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmAnuM ghaNuM talasparzI vivecana che. bAhyatyAgane aMtarvAMgarUpe palaTAvI paramArthamAM magna rahevAmAM madadarUpa thAya te arthe ane bhaviSyamAM paNa mokSamArgamAM dIvAdAMDIrUpe mArgadarzaka nIvaDe''tevo A graMtha che. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe paNa pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne A graMtha svAdhyAya arthe Apyo hato. temaNe cha varSa svAghyAya karI evo pacAvyo ke tenA phaLasvarUpa pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe temane 'gurugama' ApI. A samAdhizataka graMthano samAveza 'graMthayugA' nAmathI avirata chapAtI pustakamAM karavAmAM Avyo che. te pustakamAM prathama 'laghuyoga vAsiSThasAra'ne padyarUpe mUkavAmAM Avela che. "A beya graMtha (laghuyogavAsiSThasAra ane samAdhizataka) kadamAM nAnA hovA chatAM ratnatulya kiMmatI che. mumukSuone Atmo jJatimAM madada karanAra che. prathama graMthamAM vairAgyanI mukhyatA che. bIjAmAM AtmavicAranI mukhyatA che.''-graMtha-gugalanI prastAvanA A vivecanano udbhava kALa saM.2006 che. 122

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nityaniyamAdi pATha (bhAvArtha sahita) : paramakRpALudevanA pado upara pUjyazrIe prasaMgopAtta vivecana karela. te vivecana mumukSuone upayogI jaNAvAthI graMtharUpe prakAzita thayuM che. A graMthanI prastAvanAmAM pUjyazrI jaNAve che ke "artha samajIne nityaniyamAdi pATha thAya to paramArtha tarapha vRtti prerAya ane ullAsapUrvaka bhakti thAya e A prakAzanano hetu che. samajAyA pachI vicAraNAno vistAra thAya che ane navIna bhAvo jAge che, te sva-vicAraNA AtmapratItinuM kAraNa thAya che.'' sthiti bhAta pADa A graMthamAM agAsa AzramamAM nityakramarUpe bolAtA maMgalAcaraNathI mAMDIne lagabhaga badhA ja padonA artho che. savAra, bapora, sAMja ane rAtrinI bhaktinA pado temaja devavaMdana, Atmasiddhi vagere badhAno artha AmAM samAvela che. tethI A prakAzana paNa mumukSuone vizeSa upayogI siddha thayuM che. A graMthanI prathamAvRttino samaya saM.2007 che. vartamAnamAM AThamI AvRtti vidyamAna che. mokSamALA-vivecana : pUjyazrIe 'mokSamALA' graMtha upara be vakhata vivecana karela. tene sammilita karI A graMtha taiyAra karavAmAM Avyo che. graMthanI bhASA saraLa che. bALajIvone paNa samajAya tevI che. A vivecana 'mokSamALA'ne samajavAmAM bahu upayogI hovAthI teno svAghyAya karatAM sAthe rAkhI vicAravA yogya che; jethI jaina vItarAga-mArganuM svarUpa samajavAmAM sugamatA rahe. A vivecanano samaya saM.2005 ane saM.2008 che. paMcAstikAya-vivecana : aghyAtmayogI zrImad kuMdakuMdAcArya dvArA racita A graMtha prasiddha che. A graMthanA prathama adhyayanamAM SaDvavyajIvAstikAya,ajIvAstikAya, gharmAstikAya, adharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya temaja kALadravyanuM paNa varNana che. niya bIjA adhyayanamAM nave tattvanuM saMkSipta svarUpa samajAvyuM che aMtamAM 'mokSamArga prapaMca cUlikA'che. temAM samyakdarzana jJAnacaritra e mokSamArga che, ema nirUpaNa karyuM che. mULagraMtha prAkRta bhASAmAM che. prastuta pustakamAM, prathama mULa prAkRtagAthA, pachI tenI saMskRta chAyA, pachI paramakRpALudevakRta gujarAtI bhASAntara ane chelle pU.zrI brahmacArIjInuM vivecana kramazaH ApI graMthane samajavAmAM sugamatA karI che. paramakRpALudeva kRta bhASAMtaramAM amuka gAthAonA artha koI kAraNavazAt maLI zakyA nathI. paNa pU.zrI brahmacArIjIkRta bhAvArthamAM te maLavAthI atre sammilita karI graMthanI pUrti karI che. graMtha dravyAnuyogano che. 'dravyAnuyoganuM phaLa sarvabhAvathI virAma pAmavArUpa saMyama che.' (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka 866) vivecanano samaya saM.2008 che. 123 boghAmRta bhAga-2 (vacanAmRta vivecana) : pUjyazrIe prasaMgopAtta zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthanA patro upara vivecana karela. te vivecanane ekatrita karI patrAMkanA kramapUrvaka mUkI A graMthanuM gUMthana karavAmAM AvyuM che. A kahela bodharUpI amRta paramakRpALudevanA vacanAmRta samajavAmAM vizeSa sahAyarUpa siddha thayuM che. paramakRpALudevanA vacanAmRtono vAstavika aMtara Azaya samajavA mATe A bodha saMpUrNa vizvasanIya che. paramakRpALudeva eka patramAM jaNAve che ke "mArgane pAmelo mArga pamADaze.'' (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka 166) tethI mokSamArganI soMpaNI jene thaI evA puruSothI vacanAmRtano aMtara Azaya samajavo hitAvaha che. vacanAmRta-vivecanano samaya mukhyatve saM.2008 thI saM. 2010 che. (5) saMyojana vibhAga bodhAmRta pravezikA (mokSamALA pustaka paheluM) : A graMtha dharmamArgamAM praveza karAvanAra rUpa che. prAthamika bhUmikAnA jijJAsune prathama vAMcavA yogya che. 'mokSamALA' graMthanA cAra vibhAga karavAnI yojanA paramakRpALudevanI hatI. temAMnuM A paheluM pustaka che. A graMthanA viSayono krama mukhyapaNe mokSamALA graMtha mujaba che. kulle ekaso ATha zikSApATha che. graMthamAM vividha viSayo sa2La pravezikA sIdhI bhASAzailImAM pUjyazrIe rajU karyA che. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI bhalAmaNa anusAra vividha zAstromAMthI karela utArAo temaja zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthamAMthI viSayAnusAra utArAo temaja anya mahApuruSonI prasAdIrUpa A graMthanuM saMyojana kareluM che. 'mokSamALA' graMthano svAghyAya karatA pahelA A pustakano svAdhyAya karavAthI te samajavAmAM sugamatA raheze. ane 'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMthane paNa samajavAnI yogyatA amuka aMze AnAthI prApta thAya tema che. dharmanA bIjA graMtho samajavAnI paNa AthI yogyatA Ave tema hovAthI 'dharma-pravezikA'nI garaja sAre che, Ama graMthanI prastAvanAmAM pUjyazrIe jaNAvela che. temaja dharmanuM ArAdhanapAlana jIvanamAM jarUrI che evA saMskAranuM sIMcana thAya evA zubha AzayathI pUjyazrIe A graMthanuM saMyojana karyuM che. A pustakano saMyojana samaya saMvat 2005 che.

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(6) bhASAMtara vibhAga svadoSa darzana nAme doharAmAM gujarAtI padyAnuvAda bRhadravya saMgraha: A graMthanA mULa kartA karela che. saMpradAyamAM ratnAkara paccIzI tarIke enA zrI nemicaMdra siddhAMtacakravartI che. mULa graMthanI ghaNA anuvAdo pracalita che, jemAM "maMdira cho gAthAo 58 che. tenA uparathI pUjyazrIe muktitaNA mAMgalya krIDAnA prabho' vizeSa prasiddhi gujarAtI padyAnuvAdamAM mULa graMthanI 63 gAthAo pAmyo che. A kAvyamAM bhakta, bhagavAna samakSa ane AmaMgaLanI 3 gAthAo temaja aMtya pazcAttApapUrvaka potAnA doSonuM varNana kare che, ane maMgaLanI 3 gAthAo lakhI graMthanI pUrNAhuti aMtamAM bodhiratna-samyakdarzananI mAgaNI karI karI che. saMsAranA bhAvothI mukta thavA prArthanA kare che. graMthanA prathama adhikAramAM jIva, ajIva, gharmAstikAya, padyAnuvAdano samaya vikrama saMvat 1985 che. atharmAstikAya, kALa ane AkAza A cha dravyonuM varNana temaja vairAgya maNimALA : zrI caMdrakavi kRta saMskRta kAvya jIvonA bhedanuM varNana che. bIjA adhikAramAM sAta tattva--jIva, : vairAgya maNimALAno A gujarAtI padyAnuvAda pUjyazrIe karyo ajIva, Asrava, saMvara, baMdha, mokSa, nirjarAnuM dravyathI ane bhAvathI che. kAvyamAM vairAgyano bharapUra upadeza che. ghana, kaTuMba, badhuM svarUpa jaNAvyuM che. trIjA adhikAramAM samyakdarzana-jJAnacAritrarUpa vinAzI che, saMsAra azaraNa che, bAlyavaya-yuvAvayanI kriyA, ratnatrayanuM vyavahAra ane nizcayanayanI apekSAe svarUpa samajAvela : zarIra svarUpa Adi anekanuM rasaprada varNana che. bhASA bhAvavAhI che. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI ghaNAne A graMtha mukhapATha karAvatA. ane asarakAraka che. padyAnuvAdano samaya vi.saM.1988 che. IDara upara A dravyasaMgraha graMtha paramakRpALudeve pa.pU. jinavara darzana : zrI padmanaMdi AcAryata 'padmanaMdi prabhuzrIjI vagere sAte munione samajAvyo hato. pU.zrI : paMcaviMzati' graMthanA adhikAra 14mAM jinavara stotra che. teno brahmacArIjI saM.1993mAM mumukSuonA saMgha sAthe IDara paghArelA A padyAnuvAda che. te aMge pUjyazrI jaNAve che ke "jinavara te vakhate paNa Akho dravyasaMgraha graMtha teozrIe artha sAthe | darzananuM...bhASAMtara karatAM pahelAM abhigraha lIdhelo ke paramakRpALu samajAvyo hato. jaina siddhAMtabothano A graMtha prayojanabhUta tattvanuM devanuM svapna paNa na Ave to te darzana viSenuM bhASAMtara karavuM ja saMkSepamAM suMdara pratipAdana kare che. padyAnuvAdano racanA kALa nathI." pachI svapna AvyuM ane A bhASAMtara kAvya karyuM. saM.1984 temaja bIjIvAra karela gIti chaMdamAM teno racanAkALa kAvyamAM bhagavatu-darzananuM abhuta mAhAbhya varNavela che. saM.1986 che. A kAvyano gadya anuvAda paNa pUjyazrIe karyo che. kAvyano udbhava AlApa paddhati : AlApa eTale zabdocAraNa ane samaya vi.saM.1988 che. paddhati eTale vidhi; arthAta bolavAnI ke carcA karavAnI rIti te AlocanA adhikArI zrI padmanaMdi AcArya viracita AlApa paddhati. graMthamAM nyAya, naya, nikSepa, dravya, guNa, paryAya graMtha 'padmanaMdi paMcaviMzati'mAM adhikAra navamAmAM A AlocanA vagerenuM saMkSepamAM spaSTIkaraNa karela che. adhikAra che. teno gujarAtImAM gadya-padyAnuvAda pUjyazrIe karela che. graMthanA mULa racayitA zrImad devasenAcArya che. saM.990mAM A AlocanA adhikAramAM potAnA pAponI pazcAttApa teo vidyamAna hatA. pUjyazrIe A graMthano padyAnuvAda temaja : pUrvaka AlocanA karavA arthe AzrayanuM phaLa, nava prakAranA pAponI gadyAnuvAda karela che. graMthanuM aparanAma dravyAnuyoga pravezikA : niMdA, AlocanAno hetu, sadgurunA sahavAsa mATe yogyatA, mananI paNa che. gurjara anuvAdano samApti kALa janmASTamI saM.1985 che. caMcaLatA, manane mAravAno upAya, karmazatruthI 8 A bRhad AlocanAdi pada saMgrahamAM kaLikALamAM bhaktinuM AlaMbana, AlocanAnuM mAhAbhya Adi aneka nIce lakhela svadoSa darzana, vairAgya- : viSayo varNavela che. agAsa AzramamAM caumAsI caudaza ane maNimALA, jinavaradarzana, AlocanA : saMvatsarInA divase A AlocanAdino pATha thAya che. adhikAra Apela che. aMtima gAthAmAM satparuSanA nizcaya ane AzrayanuM bahu svadoSa darzana : mULa : ja mAhAbhya gAyuM che. puruSano jIvana nizcaya ane Azraya saMskRtamAM ane upajAti chaMdamAM zrI thAya to jIvano jarUra mokSa thAya. ratnAkarasUri kRta zrI ratnAkara paMca A anuvAdano pUrNAhuti kALa vi.saM. 1988 che. viMzati uparathI pUjyazrIe A 124

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kartavya upadezaH zrI yazovijayajI kRta adhyAtmasAranA A graMthanuM bhASAMtara 5.pU.prabhuzrIjInI AjJAthI anubhavAdhikAranA aMte kartavyadazaka che. teno A padyAnuvAda : pUjyazrIe karela che. graMthanI bhASAzailI saraLa ane rocaka che. pUjyazrIe karyo che. te upadezamAM paraniMdA e pApa che, paranA samAdhimaraNanA icchake avazya teno svAdhyAya kartavya che. A alpaguNamAM prIti, potAnI niMdAmAM zAMti, sadagurunI sevA, graMthanA aMtima bhAgamAM paramakRpALudeva dvArA likhita so patrono zraddhA, pramAdano abhAva, svacchaMdano tyAga, AtmasAkSAtkAra : samAveza thavAthI graMthanI upayogitA vizeSa puravAra thaI che. karavA bhalAmaNa Adi hitakArI viSayonuM varNana che. A graMthanA bhASAMtarano samApti samaya saMvat 1989nA padyAnuvAda no samaya saM.1988 che. : Azvina zuklA dazamI che. hRdaya pradIpa : A padyAnuvAdamAM pUjyazrI merI bhaktiH zrI brahmacArI naMdalAlajInuM banAvela A jaNAve che ke samyak tatvajJAnI mArgadarzaka guru hiMdI kAvya che. teno pUjyazrIe A gujarAtI jo mAthA upara hoya to padyAnuvAda karela che. temAM prabhu pratyenI saMsAra, bhoga ane zarIra bhAvapUrNa bhaktinA darzana thAya che. uparathI jIvane udAsInatA he prabhu, mane tamAruM zaraNa Apo, vairAgya Ave che. ane traNeyano vicAra karI mArA janmamaraNane dUra karavA mATe he nAtha! AgaLa vathI jIva siddhi meLave che. A traNeya mane sadA tamArI pAse rAkho, kRpA karI sahaja saMsAranA mULa kAraNa bhava, tana ane bhoga sukha pada Apo vagere aneka prakAre temAM upara suMdara vivaraNa karI tenAthI mukta thavA prabhunI bhakti karI che. bogha Apela che. vairAgya bhAvavALI A padyAnuvAda sAthe tenA gujarAtI artha racanA che. A padyAnuvAdano samApti samaya paNa pUjyazrIe lakhyA che. kAvyano racanAsaM.1988 che. kALa saM.1990 vaizAkha vada 3 guruvAra che. samAdhi sopAna: pU. zrI yogapradIpa : pUjyazrIe karela A brahmacArIjI A graMthanA padyAnuvAdamAM upadeza che ke loko tIrthane nivedanamAM jaNAve che ke icche che, paNa gharmatIrtharUpa potAno AtmA jijJAsumAM "vairAgyanI vRddhi thAya, Atmahita ja che. mATe tenI bhajanA karo, tenI ja zogha karo, tene ja dhyAvo, karavAnI preraNA maLe tathA jemane Atmahita tenuM ja niraMtara smaraNa karo. bahirAtmapaNuM tajI, aMtarAtmA karavAnI icchA jAgelI che temane AtmavicAraNAmAM poSaNa maLe banI paramAtmAne dhyAvo to paramapadamokSapadanI prApti thaze. tathA manuSyabhava saphaLa karavAnuM sAdhana prApta karavAnI dizA dekhAya tevA viSayo A samAdhi sopAnamAM carcAyelA che. jeNe AtmA jAgyo teNe sarva jAgyuM." -zrImad rAjacaMdra mULa graMtha "ratnakaraMDa zrAvakAcAra" saMskRtamAM zrI samaMta A padyAnuvAdano prAraMbhakALa saM.1991 ane samApti bhadrAcArye lakhelo che. tenI hiMdI bhASAmAM vistRta TIkA paMDita samaya saM.1992 che. sadAsukhadAsajIe karelI che. te graMthanuM vAMcana zrImad laghurAja viveka bAvanI : zrI ToDaramalajI kRta "mokSamArgamahArAjanI samakSa karavAnuM mane sadbhAgya prApta thayuM, tyAre te prakAzaka' graMtha uparathI sva-para vicAra bhedajJAnane darzAvatuM bAvana graMthanA keTalAka bhAga mumukSajIvone atyaMta upakArI jaNAvAthI doharAvALuM A kAvya pUjyazrIe racyuM che. jaDacaitanyano viveka teozrIe (pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe) tenuM saraLa gujarAtI bhASAMtara karavo e ja sarva zAstrono sAra che. te prayojanabhUta tattvane A karavA mane sUcanA karI. te uparathI samyakdarzana athavA Atma kAvyamAM vadhyuM che. paramakRpALudeve 'huM koNa chuM', kyAMthI thayo, zuM zraddhAnAM ATha aMga, gharmadhyAnamAM upayogI bAra bhAvanAo ane svarUpa che mAruM kharuM" athavA "re Atma tAro! Atma tAro! tIrthakara nAmakarmanA hetubhUta soLa bhAvanAo, kSamAdi zIdhra ene oLakho' vagere padomAM je bhAvo pragaTa karyA che te dazalakSaNarUpa gharma ane samAdhimaraNanA adhikAronuM yathAzakti bhAvonI puSTirUpa A vivekabAvanI che. A kAvyanI racanA kALa gujarAtI bhASAmAM avataraNa karyuM. vi.saM.1993 che. madhatu. 125

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Bllii jJAnamaMjarIH A graMthanI prastAvanAmAM pUjyazrI : amuka prakaraNavAra jaNAve che ke "jJAnasAra graMtha zrI yazovijayajI zloko cUMTIne 'yogaupAdhyAye batrIsa mahA gahana viSayo upara saMskRta : vAsiSThasAra' nAma bhASAmAM ATha ATha zlokanA aSTaka lakhyA che. no prathama graMtha teno bhAvArtha (Tabo) pote jUnI (potAnA samayanI) gujarAtImAM bahAra pADelo, te lakhyo che. zrI devacaMdajI mahArAje te jJAnasAra upara saMskRta TIkA pramANamAM moTo jJAnamaMjarI' nAme lakhI che." thavAthI ghaNAnA "zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramamAM svAdhyAya thatAM 'jJAnamaMjarI'- upayogamAM nathI mAM AvatI vairAgya yukta adhyAtma carcA zravaNa thatAM keTalAka ? Avato jANI, koI mumukSuoe te saMskRta TIkA "jJAnamaMjarI'no gurjara bhASAmAM paMDite te sArano sAra anuvAda thAya to samajavuM saraLa bane tevI bhAvanA vyakta karI. 'laghuyoga vAsiddha te preraka kAraNathI temaja mane potAne paNa AtmavicAraNA arthe sAra' nAme graMtha karyo. te viSayo vicAravA yogya lAgavAthI saMskRtamAM mArI potAnI vedAMta zAstranA kuzaLatA nahIM hovA chatAM eka te viSayanI prItithI prerAI : aneka graMtho che, temAM mukhya prasthAnatrayI (brahmasUtra, upaniSado yathAzakti zrama (labour of love) karavA zarU karela." te kAryanI huM ane bhagavadgItA) che. paraMtu prasthAnatrayInI sarakhAmaNImAM Ave pUrNAhuti saMvat 1994nA aSADha suda 9ne budhavAranA roja tevo A 'yogavAsiSTha graMtha che." thayela che. saMskRta TIkA jJAnamaMjarIno gurjara bhASAnuvAda karI paramakRpALudeva A graMtha viSe patrAMka 120mAM jaNAve pUjyazrIe gahana viSayone samajAvavA suMdara prayAsa karyo che. huM che ke "ApanuM 'yogavAsiSThanuM pustaka A sAthe mokaluM chuM. citrasena-padmAvatI zIla kathA : mULa kathA saMskRta : upAdhino tApa zamAvavAne zItaLa caMdana che; Adhi, vyAdhinuM bhASAmAM che. tenA lekhaka zrI rAjavallabha pAThaka che. teno gujarAtI : enI vAMcanAmAM Agamana saMbhavatuM nathI." graMthano racanAkALa padyAnuvAda pUjyazrIe kAviThA gAme zarU karyo ane pUrNAhuti ! saM.2006 che. sImaraDA gAme thavA pAmI che. A kathAno gadyAnuvAda paNa dazavaikAlika sUtra : zrI zayyabhavAcArya A graMthanA teozrIe karela je "pravezikA' graMthamAM chapAyela che. "pravezikAmAM mULa lekhaka che. teo cauda pUrvadhArI hatA. temanA gRhasthAzramanA A kathAnA aMtamAM pUjyazrI sArarUpe lakhI jaNAve che ke "zIlanA putra manake 8 varSanI uMmaramAM temanI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI prabhAvathI lakSmI, putra, strI, moTAI ane kIrti prApta thAya che. 6 hatI. ziSya manaka muninuM AyuSya mAtra cha mahinAnuM ja jANIne, zIlanA prabhAvathI pApa, bhUta, vetAla, siMha, sApa AdinA bhaya tene mULabhUta tattvonI sarva vAto TUMkAmAM samajAvavA AcArye A nAza pAme che. buddhimAnoe zIlano prabhAva ghaNo varNavyo che, te 4 graMthamAM prayAsa karyo che. saMkSepamAM caudapUrvano sAra mUkyo che. jANI bhavya jIvoe zIla niraMtara pALavA yogya che. devanA, mULa graMtha mAgaghImAM che. teno pUjyazrIe gujarAtI manuSyanAM sukha zIlanA prabhAvathI pAmI manuSya paramapada eTale 4 bhASAmAM doharAmAM padyAnuvAda karela che. mokSa pAme che." A kathA-kAvyano lekhanakALa vi.saM.2003 che. graMthamAM kula 10 adhyayana che (1) "duma puSpaka' (2) laghu yogavAsiSTha sAra: A graMtha mULa saMskRta zrAmaNyapUrvaka (3) "kSullaka AcAra kathA" (4) "cha jIva nikAya" bhASAmAM che. paramakapALadeve A graMthanA "vairAgya' : (5) 'piMDeSaNA' (6) mahAcAra kathA (7) "vAkya zuddhi' (8) ane "mumukSu" prakaraNa vAMcavA-vicAravA ghaNA : "AcAra-prasidhi(9) 'vinaya-samAdhi' (10) "sabhikSu'. patromAM bhalAmaNa karI che. mATe pUjyazrIe A be dazavaikAlika sUtra--uttara sUtramAM prathama 'rativAkya' ane dvitIya prakaraNonA sArano gurjara padyAnuvAda potAnA sImaraDA nivAsa $ "vivikta caryA' nAmanI be cUlikA' che. daramiyAna karyo che. AmAM zrI rAmano vairAgya bahu utkRSTapaNe : A graMtha upara zrI haribhadrasUrie mAgadhImAM bRhad TIkA varNavelo che. niryukti lakhela teno paNa gujarAtI padyAnuvAda A graMthamAM Apela A graMthanA saMdarbhamAM pUjyazrI graMthayugalanI prastAvanAmAM che. padyAnuvAdano prAraMbhakALa vi.saM. 2006 mahA vada 1 ane jaNAve che ke "koI sajjane yogavAsiSTha mahArAmAyaNa'mAMthI huM purNAhuti samaya saMvat 2006 bhAdaravA vada 12 che. kaMkula 126

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dvAyarasAra jene mAM - vaika ja zrImad rAjacaMdra zrama samAsa 0: tattvArthasAra : graMthanI prastAvanAmAM jaNAvela AvRttimAM ghaNuM saMzoghana karavAmAM che ke "mULa graMtha "tattvArthasUtra" zrI umAsvAmIe Avela che. sthaLe sthaLethI pragaTadaza adhyAya pramANa racyo che, je mokSazAstra zrImad rAjacaMdra apragaTa sAhitya bheguM karI tene mULa ke "tattvArthAdhigama sUtra" tarIke paNa lokaprasiddha sAthe meLavI graMthane zuddha karavAno che. tenA uparathI zrI amRtacaMdrasUrIe 'tattvArtha prayAsa karavAmAM Avyo che. pUjyazrIsAra" graMthanI saMskRta bhASAmAM racanA karI che. A graMthamAM sarvajJa e A pramANe graMthane sarvAge saMpUrNa praNIta mULabhUta sAta tattvo-jIva, ajIva, Asrava, saMvara, vizvasanIya banAvavA athAga parinirjarA, baMdha ane mokSanuM nirUpaNa che." te uparathI pU.zrI zrama lIdho che. te ja zuddha AvRttinuM brahmacArIjIe saraLa gujarAtI bhASAmAM A padyAnuvAda karela che. punarmudraNa A ja divasa paryata cAlyuM Ave che, je sarvamAnya che. A graMtha viSe pUjyazrI anyatra boghamAM jaNAve che ke ke vartamAnamAM Azrama taraphathI prakAzita A graMthanI AThamI AvRtti "baghAyano sAra kRpALudeve "AtmasiddhimAM kahI dIdho che. vidyamAna che. 'tattvArthasAra' pustakathI "Atmasiddhi" vaghAre samajI zakAya che. upadezAmRtaH5.u.pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA boghanuM vicAra karavAno che. "vicAratAM vistArathI saMzaya rahe na kAMI.' saMkalana kArya pUjyazrInA hAthe ja karma mohanIya bheda be, darzana cAritra nAma" eno vistAra thayuM che. 'tattvArthasArathI vadhAre samajI zakAya che. A 'tattvArthasAra' pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA chUTaka zrI amRtacaMdrAcArye racela che. nava tattvo bhaNI jAya, paNa zA upadezAmRta chUTaka bodhavacanonI pasaMdagI, mATe bhaNAya che? e lakSa na hoya to kAmanuM nathI." tAravaNI ane goThavaNInuM vikaTa kArya graMthano prAraMbhakALa zrAvaNa vada 12 vi.saM.2007 che pUjyazrIe potAnA jIvananA aMta ane samAyikALa phAgaNa suda 6 vi.saM.2008 che. sughI karI ApaNA upara atyaMta (7) aMgrejI sAhitya vibhAga upakAra karyo che. Self Realization : H a ril A graMtha saMpAdanano samAti samaya pUjyazrInA jIvanano aMgrejI padyAnuvAda pUjyazrIe A graMthamAM karela aMtima divasa eTale ke saM.2010 kArtika suda 7 che. che. kevaLa aMgrejI bhASA jANanArane te upayogI thaI paDe che. pratyeka gAthA nIce tenA gadyamAM artha paNa ApelA che. te gadyArtha prophesara zrI dInubhAI mULajIbhAI AzramamAM karI lAvatA. pUjyazrI teo pAse besI temAM sudhArA vadhArA karAvatA. mATe teno artha paNa bhAvanI draSTie zuddha hovAthI mAnanIya che. A graMthamAM pUjyazrI dvArA bahu puNya kerA" padyanuM temaja vacanAmRta patrAMka 69rano aMgrejI anuvAda paNa ApavAmAM Avela che. te sivAya vacanAmRta patrAMka 819no aMgrejI anuvAda paNa pUjyazrI dvArA karavAmAM Avela che. Atmasiddhi aMgrejI padyAnuvAdano samaya saM.1999 thI saM.2000 che. (8) saMpAdana vibhAga zrImad rAjacaMdra graMtha : A vacanAmRta graMthanI saM. 2007nI AvRtti te saLaMga sAtamI AvRtti kahevAya che, vaMdana sadguru rAjane, namuM saMta laghurAja; paNa agAsa AzramanI te prathamavRtti che. tenuM kAraNa, A govardhana guNadhara namuM, AtmahitArthe Aja. 127

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vacana-kAyanAM kAma thatAM paNa vRtti vaho tuma zaraNa viSe; prabhu vRtti vaho tuma zaraNa viSe." 7. Atmasiddhi mAhAbhya viSe racela kAvya : "patita jana pAvanI, surasaritA samI, adhama uddhAriNI Atmasiddhi; janma janmAMtaro, jANatAM jogIe, Atmaanubhava vaDe Aja dIthI." 8. zrI uttarasaMDA tIrtha darzane racela kAvya : (a) koDa anaMta apAra, prabhu mane koDa anaMta apAra; aNa pharasyA tIrathanI yAtrA, karavA koDa apAra-prabhu mane. (9) chUTaka kAvya vibhAga (ba) nayana saphaLa thayA Aja, prabhu mArA nayana saphaLa thayA Aja; upara jaNAvelA vivigha sAhitya uparAMta pUjyazrIe ghaNA divasanI Aza tIrathanI, pUrI thaI gururAja-prabhu mArA. aneka bhAvavAhI kAvyonI racanA karI che. pratyeka kAvyanI prathama : 9. 5.pU.prabhuzrIjI upakAra smRti kAvya : kaDI atre ApIe chIe. aho! aho! upakAra, prabhuzrInA, aho! aho! upakAra; 1. vavANiyA tIrthadarzana samaye racela kAvya : A aghama jIva uddharavAne, prabhuzrIno avatAra-prabhuzrInA." "aMtara ati ullase ho ke janmabhUmi nIrakhI; 10. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI mAhAbhya viSe kAvyaH mumukSu-manane ho ke kalyANaka sarakhI." aMgUThe sau tIratha vasatAM, saMta ziromaNi rUpejI; 2. paramakRpALudevanA janmotsava nimitte racela be kAvya : raNa-dvIpa sama dIpAvyo Azrama, Apa alisa svarUpe jI." (a) "AnaMda Aja apAra, hRdayamAM AnaMda Aja apAra; : 11. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI smRti kAvya : zuM gAze gAnAra, hRdayamAM AnaMda Aja apAra." jyAM jyAM najara mArI Thare, yAdI bharI tyAM ApanI; (ba) "janmyA mahAprabhu rAja Aje devadivALI dine; ApanI prabhu ApanI, upakArI prabhujI ApanI- jyAM jyAM." saMpUrNa padane pAmavAne sarva karmo chedIne." : 12. mumukSune zithilatA samaye zUrAtana jagavatuM kAvyaH 3. paramakRpALu devanA jAtismaraNajJAnanI utpatti varNavatuM kAvya : "vArasa aho!mahAvIranA zUravIratA relAvajo; "vavANiyAnA vANiyA, gaNadhara guNa gharanAra; kAyara bano nA koI dI' kaSTo sadA kaMpAvajo." jAtismaraNe jANiyA, bhava navaso niradhAra." 13. brahmacaryanI navavADa varNavatuM kAvya : 4. prabhu pratye yAcanA kAvya : brahmacarya svargIya taru ramaNIya che; "he kRpALu prabhu, Apajo ATaluM, anya nA ApanI pAsa yAcuM; phaLa paMkti tyAM lacI rahI prati DALa jo." satya nigraMthatA, eka nirmaLa dazA, zuddha caitanyatA nA cUMkuM huM." : 14. bAra bhAvanA varNana kAvyaH 5. aMtarlIpikA sasaka kAvya: ati AnaMdakArI, janahitakArI, bhavaduHkhahArI, nAma tamAruM nAtha; "paramakRtarUpa caraNakamaLano parimala prasarAvo; karI NA bhArI, kaLiyaLa TALI, ati upakArI graho guru mama hAtha. paramaguru parimala prasarAvo. A kAvyo sivAya aneka teozrIe racela kAvyo che. ramaNa ratnatrayarUpa rAjanuM, nizadina dilamAM ho; niSkAma puruSonI vANI karmakRpANi che. jJAnIonA jJAna paramaguru nizadina dilamAM ho." guNanuM gaurava gaMbhIra che. pAmara prANI teno pAra zuM pAmI zake? 6. prabhu pratye prArthanA kAvyaH koTizaH vaMdana ho jJAnIonA jJAnaguNane. "zuddha svarUpI nAtha, niraMtara draSTi raho tuja caraNa viSe; saphuruSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo." -zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhu draSTi raho tuja caraNa viSe. - zrI pArasabhAI jaina, agAsa Azrama 128

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI jIvanayAtrAnuM 5 varSanuM vihaMgAvalokana saM.1945 zrAvaNa vada 8 (janmASTamI) bAMghaNI gAme janma--mULa ! AzramamAM AvavuM ane savAre ANaMda javuM -IsvI nAma govarghanaghara athavA goraghanabhAI-pitAzrInuM san 1925nA jUna mAsamAM sosAyaTImAM rAjInAmuM nAma kALidAsa dvArakAdAsa-mAtuzrInuM nAma jItAbA ApI, moTAbhAInI anumati meLavI kAyama mATe -moTAbhAInuM nAma narazIbhAI. pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM joDAvuM. saM.1957 pitAzrIno svargavAsa-khetIkAmamAM bhAIne madada : saM.1982 "samAdhizataka'no gUrjara padyAnuvAda caitra vada 11 karavAthI parIkSAmAM nApAsa-abhyAsa choDavo paDyo. thI .i caitra suda 10. saM.1958 tera varSanI uMmare lagna-bhaNavAthI kaMIka uddhAra thAya saM.1984 jeTha suda paMcamIe agAsa AzramanA gurumaMdire e lakSe pharIthI abhyAsa zarU-peTalAdamAM aMgrejI (bhUmigRha)mAM paramakRpALudevanI mUrti tathA caMdraprabhu pahelA dhoraNamAM praveza. Adi digaMbara zvetAMbara mUrtionI ullAsapUrvaka saM.1968 baroDA ArTsa kaoNlejamAM InTara Asa pAsa karI. sthApanA - zrAvaNa suda paMcamInA roja dravyasaMgrahanuM saM.1970 (I.sa.1914) "bombe presiDansImAM vilsana gujarAtI bhASAMtara. kaoNlejathI bI.e.pAsa-dezasevAno lakSa-svayaMsevaka saM.1985 "zrImad rAjacaMdra'graMthanI anukramaNikA, zabdasUcI, tarIke sevA. Bibliography zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthanI jUnI AvRtti saM.1971 (jAnyuArI 1915) vasonI aMgrejI zALAmAM chaThTha uparathI potAnA svAdhyAya arthe taiyAra karela janmAghoraNa bhaNAvyuM-monTesarI paddhatie zikSaNa. STamIe 'AlApapaddhati'no gujarAtI anuvAda. ratnAkara saM.1975 (I.sa.1919) carotara ejyukezana sosAyaTI paccIzIno svadoSa-darzana gujarAtI padyAnuvAda. saM. 1976 saMcAlita dAdAbhAI navarojI hAIskUla,(D.N. High : saM.1986 mahA suda 15nA divase bRhad dravyasaMgraha"nuM gItischool) ANaMdamAM heDamAstara tarIke sevA. vRttamAM bhASAMtara. saM.1977 dA.na.hAIskUla "vinayamaMdira' banatA teo heDa : saM.1988 hRdayapradIpa bhASAMtara (38 kaDI)-jJAnapaMcamIe - mAstarane badale "AcArya' thayA-yogyatA vagara mAgazara vada 4nA divase padmanaMdi-AlocanA gUrjara AcAryapada khUMcavA lAgyuM ane koI mahApuruSa pAse padyAvataraNa (35 kaDI) - mahA suda 5 (vasaMtapaMcamI) jaI jIvana unnata karavAnI jhaMkhanA jAgI--divALInI e abhigrahapUrvaka "jinavara darzana adhikAra'nI padyarajAomAM bAMdhaNInA mumukSa zrI bhagavAnabhAI sAthe racanA (36 kaDI-mahA suda 10me mukhya daravAjAnI agAsa AzramamAM bodhisattvasamAM derI upara paramakRpALudevanI paMcadhAtunI pratimArAyaNanA vRkSa nIce dazerAnA divase jInI mahotsavapUrvaka sthApanA-mAha vada 0))nA pUjyapAda prabhuzrIjIno prathama samAgama roja "adhyAtmasAra'mAMthI kartavya upadeza kALIcaudaza jevA siddhiyoga dine aghikAranuM gurjara padyAvataraNa (10 kaDI-jeTha suda pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA haste apUrva 9nA roja pa.pU. prabhuzrIjI pAsethI "gurugama'nI maMtradIkSA. prApti-caMdrakavikRta vairAgyamaNimALAno gUrjara saM.1978 nAnA dIkarA jazabhAI (babu)ne aDhI padyAnuvAda bhAdaravA suda cha munizrI mohanavarSano mUkIne patnIno dehatyAga - saMskAra jhIlananA lAlajI mahArAjanuM samAdhimaraNa. samaye bALakanA uchera mATe ANaMda - nivAsa ane saM.1989 "ratnakaraMDa zrAvakAcAra'nA AghAre pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI rajAnA divase pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA samAgama arthe sUcanAnusAra gUrjara anuvAdarUpe "samAdhi-sopAna' Azrama AvavuM - tA.1-1-22nA roja pa.pU. graMthanI Aso suda 10 (dazerA) dine pUrNAhuti. prabhuzrIjI pAsethI "zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMthanI bheTarUpe : saM.1990 unALAmAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI sAthe doDheka mAsa suratamAM prApti. aThavA lAInsa upara baMgalAmAM nivAsa - vaizAkha saM.1981 jazabhAI pa-6 varSanA thaye dararoja rAtre agAsa suda trIje "merI bhakti' kAvyano gujarAtI padyAnuvAda. 129

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saM.1991 pU.prabhuzrIjI sAthe Abu mAuMTa upara pratiSThA nimitte saDodarAgamana tathA AstAmAM zrI zrabarI baMgalAmAM traNeka mAsa nivAsa bhulAbhAInA ghare svahaste citrapaTanI sthApanA - vacce 11 divasa mATe prabhuzrIjI sAthe vaizAkha vada 1nA roja IDaramAM vihArabhuvanamAM paramaAhoranI kSetrapharasanA zrImad rAjacaMdra kRpALudevanA pAdukAjInI pratiSThA nimitte gamana jIvanakaLA"nI saMkalanA (gUMthaNI) tathA - vaizAkha vada 9nA roja sarusvarUpa sAthe abhedaprasthAna kAryAlaya taraphathI zrImannI tAno thayela ati ati pragaTa anubhava-prabhAsa. jIvanayAtrA mAM anya jayaMtI vyAkhyAno sAthe prasiddhi. : saM.1997 jayeSTha suda pUrNimAe "prajJAvabogha'nI pUrNAhuti. saM.1992 poSa vada 3nA roja "yogapradIpa' anuvAdanI purNA- saM.1998 mAgasara suda 10nA roja ghAmaNa maMdiramAM svahaste hati- caitra vada pAMcamanA pavitra dine pa.pU. prabhuzrIjI citrapaTanI sthApanA - mahAsuda 11thI rAjakoTa, dvArA TrasTIonI hAjarImAM 'gharma" (mArga)nI pUjyazrI vavANiyA, jUnAgaDha, pAlItANA taraphanI yAtrA - brahmacArIjIne soMpaNI - "mukhya brahmacArI soMpaNI' phAgaNa vada bIjanA roja iMdoramAM svahaste citrapaTanI - vaizAkha suda 8nI rAtre moTA munione durlabha sthApanA tathA te taraphanI yAtrA karI agAsa Agamana. evI nizcala asaMgatAthI nijaupayogamaya dazApUrvaka saM.1999 poSa suda pUnamanA divase surata zrI manaharabhAIne pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInuM nirvANa virahAgni zAMta pADavA tyAM citrapaTanI sthApanA tathA ghAmaNa, bhuvAsaNa thaI prabhuzrIjInA jIvanacaritranI gUMthaNI tathA prabhuzrIjIe AhoramAM 21 divasa mATe sthiratA-IDara ghaMTiyA sparzelA tIrthasthaLonI yAtrA. pahADa upara phAgaNa suda 9thI hoLI sudhI nivAsasaM.1993 jeTha suda 13nA roja zrI rAjamaMdira, AhoramAM temanA bhAdaravA suda 7thI AtmasiddhizAstrano Self svahaste citrapaTonI sthApanA jyeSTha vada chaTha RealisationrUpe aMgrejI padyAnuvAda zarU. (yAtrAnI aMtima rAtri)nA dine apUrva brahma anubhava saM.2000 kArtika pUrNimA pachI kacchanI paMcatIrthInI yAtrA - -tenuM sucaka "gharmarAtri' kAvya jeTha vada 8- aSADha te daramiyAna nAnI khAkhara mukAme mAgazara suda 9nA vada 9nA dine mokSamArgaprakAzaka uparathI "viveka roja Self Realisation anuvAda saMpUrNa-paramakRpALu bAvanI'nAme gujarAtI racanA "jJAnasAra'ane devanI janmabhUmi vavANiyAnA prathama darzana ane te jJAnamaMjarI'no gujarAtI anuvAda zarU. prasaMge "aMtara ati ullase ho ke janmabhUmi nIrakhI' saM.1994 "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA'nI prasthAna kAryAlaya kAvyanI bhAvamayI racanA- vaizAkha mahinAmAM pa.pU. taraphathI vistRta prathamavRtti ane mAha suda pAMcama prabhuzrIjInI nirvANatithi pachI sImaraDA padhAryA. (vasaMtapaMcamI) upara bhAdaraNa maMdiranI pratiSThA ! saM.2001 kArtika pUrNimA pachI yAtrArthe gamana - eka mAsathI nimitte bheTa-vaizAkha suda 10nA divase pa.u.5.pU. kaMIka vaghAre AhAra nivAsa, nAkoDAjI tIrthanA prabhuzrIjInA agnisaMskAra sthaLe teozrInA darzana, daseka divasa indora rahyA - tyAMthI paccIseka pagalAMnI mahotsavapUrvaka sthApanA - aSADha suda mumukSuo sAthe alAhAbAda, kAzI, paTaNA, sAranAtha, 9nA roja "jJAnamaMjarI'no gUrjara anuvAda saMpUrNa - rAjagRhI, pAvApurI, nAlaMdA, kuMDalapura, guNAvA, zrAvaNa suda 13thI "prajJAvabogha'nuM sarjana zarU. madhuvana, gayA, ayodhyA, mathurA vagere tIrthasthaLonI saM.1995 kArtika vada pAMcame pagapALA vihAra karI saMdezara, yAtrA - kula traNa mahine mAhavada 13nA divase bAMdhaNI, vasonI yAtrA- jeTha suda pUrNimAe AzramathI AzramamAM Agamana. ravAnA thaI maisura, gomaTTagiri, kanakagiri, bAhubalI, : saM.2002 kArtika vada sAtame vavANiyA gamana tathA agiyAra veNura, vAraMga, mUDabIdrI Adi sthaLonI yAtrA. divasa sthiratA- rAjakoTa, vaDhavANa, surata, dhuLiyA saM.1996 mahA suda 13nA divase zrImad rAjacaMdra samAdhi Adi sthaLoe thaI Azrama Agamana- paryuSaNamAM maMdira, rAjakoTamAM zrImadjInA citrapaTanI temanA pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno raMgIna taila citrapaTa rAjavarada haste sthApanA - vaizAkha suda trIjanA maMdira maMdira arthe muMbaIthI lAvela teno praveza utsava. 130

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saM.2003 kAviThA, sImaraDA, bhAdaraNa vagere sthaLoe bhaktibhAva arthe gamana tathA nivAsa - citrasena padmAvatI zIla kathAkAvyanI sImaraDAmAM poSa suda trIje zarUAta tathA kAviThAmAM poSa vada terase samApti - tA.23-5-47 thI tA.16-7-47 sudhI uMmarATamAM sthiratA. saM.2004 kArtika pUrNimA pachI pagapALA vihAra karI saMdezara, bAMghaNI, suNAva, sImaraDA, AzI vagere sthaLoe pharI comAsI caudaza upara Azrama Agamana - vaizAkha suda 9nA roja kAviThA pratiSThA prasaMge gamana. saM.2005 brahmacaryanI navavADa varNavatI suMdara gurjara patha-racanA (10 gAthA) - vaizAkha suda 13 thI zrI cunIlAla megharAja siMghInI vinaMtIthI doDheka mAsa Abu mAuMTa upara ghaNA mumukSuo sAthe bhaktibhAva arthe nivAsa-- jeTha vada 8 ne ravivAra (tA.19-6-49) agAsa AzramathI tAra AvavAthI Azrama pAchA pharavuM - zrAvaNa suda 2 thI 'mokSamALA-pravezikA'nI zarUAta. saM.2006 AzramanuM vAtAvaraNa klezita lAgavAthI poSa suda 6, ravivAre vihAra karI sImaraDA gayA zrI motIbhAI raNachoDabhAI bhagatajInA ghare sADA traNa mahinA rokAyA te daramiyAna tA.31-12-49 thI 19-2-50 (phAgaNa suda 3) sudhImAM 'yogavAsiSThasAra'nI gUrjara padya-racanA--phAgaNa vada 3thI jeTha vada 5 daramiyAna 'samAdhizataka' upara vistRta vivecana--caitra vada 5 (paramakRpALudevanI nirvANanidhi) upara TrasTIonI vinaMtithI AzramamAM punaH praveza--caitra vada 8thI 12 sudhI cAra divasa mATe IDara sthiratA--vaizAkha suda agiyArase citrapaTa sthApanA arthe indora javuM tathA te taraphanI yAtrA karI jeTha suda trIjuM Azrama pAchA AvavuM--mahA vada 1thI bhAdaravA vada 12 daramyAna dazavaikAlika sUtrano doharA chaMdamAM gUrjara anuvAda- dazerAnA divase prabhuzrIjIno upakAra darzAvatuM 'ao ane upakAra prabhuzrInA' kAvyanuM sarjana. saM.2007 kArtika vadamAM vANiyA tarapha yAtrArthe gamana-- morabI, rAjakoTa, jUnAgaDha, pAlItANA, sonagaDha, 131 boTAda vagere sthaLonI yAtrA--zrAvaNa vada 12thI zrI mokSazAstra uparathI tattvArthasAra nAme gurjara padyAnuvAdano prAraMbha. saM.2008 kArtika vada 14nI rAtre hubalI tarapha yAtrArthe gamana - tyAMthI mAgazara sudamAM beMglora, maisura, zravaNa belagolA, guDivADA, vijayavADA tarapha vicaravuM - vijayavADAthI poSa suda panA roja nIkaLI bhAMDukajI, aMtarikSajI thaI dhULiyA javuM--tyAMthI aMjaDamAM citrapaTanI sthApanA karI poSa suda punamanA ravAnA thaI baDavAnI, bAvanagajA, Indora, baneMDiyAjI, mahu zIjI, ujjaina, mAMDavagaDha, siddhavarakUTa thaI indora Agamana - indorathI mahA suda 6nA ravAnA thaI ajamera, byAvara, zivagaMja thaI mahA suda pUname Ahora pahoMcavuM--mahA vada 4thI pacAseka mumukSuo sAthe rANakapuranI paMcatIrthI (nAralAI, nADola, varakAzA, muzALA mahAvIra) jodhapura, jesalamera, nAkoDA, jAlora, sivALA darzana karI pharIthI phAganna suda trIje Ahora Agamana ane phAgaNa vada 5 sudhI bhaktibhAva arthe sthiratA--yAtrA daramyAna paNa bodha, anuvAda vagerenI pravRtti cAlu ane 'tattvArthasAra'no anuvAda AThora mukAme phAgaNa suda chaThThuM saMpUrNa. saM.2009 mahA suda 3 thI caitra suda 11 sudhI havAphera arthe nAsika rahyA--caitra vada 8 thI pra.vaizAkha suda 15 sudhI patharADhiyA, bhuvAsaNa, AstA, TheroTha, nIjhara, saDodarA, dhAmaNa, surata tarapha vicaryA--te daramiyAna AstA gAmamAM svAste maMdiranuM khAtamuhUrta .. vaizAkha vada 1thI zrI manaharabhAI kaDIvALAnI vinaMtithI dariyAkinAre DumasamAM 18 divasa sudhI nivAsa - pharIthI bIjI vAra .ivaizAkha suda 13 thI jeTha suda 6 sudhI 23 divasa mATe DumasamAM sthiratA - Aso vada 2ne divase AzramamAM zrI rAjamaMdiramAM 5.3,pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA raMgIna citrapaTanI svahaste sthApanA. saM.2010 kArtika suda 7nI sAMje 4-00 vAgye prabhuzrIjInA boghanI tapAsaNInuM kAma saMpUrNa karI 5-40 vAgye zrI rAjamaMdiramAM parama kRpALudevanA citrapaTa samakSa kAryotsarga mudrAmAM samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga. - zrI azokabhAI jaina, agAsa Azrama

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA bodhavacano pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM jIvana bhaktinA avatAra samuM hatuM. paramakRpALudeva jANe emanA romeromamAM vasyA hoya ema temanA vicAra, vANI, vartana ane lekhana parathI jaNAI Ave che. smaraNamaMtra to temanA zvAsozvAsa banI gayA hatA. eka kAvyamAM paNa lakhe che : "maMtra maMcyo smaraNa karato kALa kADhuM have A." tanusAra temanuM jIvana AjJAmaya banI jhaLakI UThyuM hatuM. teo mukhyatve potAnI AtmonnatinA puruSArthamAM ja rata rahetA. sAthe sAthe bIjA jIvonuM kalyANa thAya evA zubha AzayathI je kaMI sahajabhAve kartutva buddhi rahita temanI vANI kharI ke kalama cAlI te boghAmRta athavA patrasughA Adi graMthorUpe pracalita thaI. te boghAmRta athavA patro AdimAM aneka AtmahitakArI sAmagrI upalabdha che. chatAM prAthamika bhUmikAmAM zraddhAvAna mumukSune mokSamArgamAM vizeSa upayogI thAya evA viSayono atre ullekha karIe chIe. te te viSayo saMbaMdhI temaNe kyAM kyAM zuM jaNAvyuM che te sarvamAMthI mukhya bhAga ekatrita karI atre mUkavA prayAsa karyo che. jethI teozrIno te te viSayo saMbaMdhI aMtaraMga abhiprAya jANavA maLe tathA mumukSune te te viSayonI mArmikatA lakSagata thAya. temAM nimnokta viSayo hAtha dharyA che : paramakRpALudeva pratyenI paramabhakti, nityaniyamanA traNa pATha viSe, smaraNa -maMtranuM adbhuta mAhAbhya, sAta vyasana ane sAta abhakSya viSe, satparuSanI AjJA, satsaMga e sarva sukhanuM mULa tathA samAdhimaraNa poSaka alaukika tIrtha zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa. have yathAkrama eka eka viSayanuM atre avalokana karIe. 133

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paramakRpALudeva pratyenI paramabhakti (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI likhita patrasuthA'mAMthI) paramagurunA darzana durlabha satya mokSamArgane pragaTAvanAra paramakRpALudeva darzana durlabha bhAI, paramaguru darzana durlabha bhAI, paramakRpALudevano parama upakAra jema jema temanAM vacano sAcI rAja sagAI, jagata guru darzana durlabha bhAI, vAraMvAra vaMcAya che tema tema vizeSa vizeSa sphare che. evA deva, guru ne gharma, traNemAM gurupadanI ja vaDAI, apavAdarUpa mahApuruSe "mokSamArga bahu lopa" thayelo te "bhAkhyo sAcA guru samajAve sAcA deva, gharma sukhadAI. jagata 1 atra agopya" pragaTa karyo. enA yogabaLe aneka jIvo satya mokSamArgane karyo mokaLo e sadgacaturAI, mArga tarapha vaLyA, vaLe che ane vaLaze. ApaNAM paNa mahAbhAgya dekhatabhUlI dUra karAvI samyaka draSTi lagAI. jagata-2 ke tevA puruSanAM vacano para vizvAsa, prema, pratIti thavAthI temanA kalimalamAMthI karuNA karIne kADhyo e ja bhalAI, paNa AlaMbana sadA raho e, dUra karo nabaLAI. jagata-3 hRdayamAM rahelI anupama anukaMpAne yogya temanI AjJA vaDe ApaNo AtmoddhAra karavA prerAyA chIe. (pa.pU.481) (patrasuthA pR.29) zuddha caitanyaghana, parama paramakRpALudeva pratye gurubuddhi rAkhI ApaNe badhA jyoti, pragaTa puruSottama, kRtakRtya satsaMgI mokSamArganA pathika chIe, eka ja mArge ekaThA thayA chIe, prabhu, divya locanadAtA, kSAyakasamyatvanA svAmI, parama puruSArthI saMsAra duHkhathI chUTavAnA kAmI chIe. paramAtmA prabhu zrImad rAjacaMdra (5.pR.481) hRdayezvarane namonamaH sarvoparI upakAra he paramakRpALu, parama paramakRpALudevano AlaMbanadAtA, vItarAga prabhu! Apa A jIvanamAM koIe ApaNA upara to sarvajJa ane A sevakanA aMtaranA mahad upakAra karyo hoya temAM sarvoparI bhAvo apragaTa paNa saMpUrNapaNe sarva paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhuno prakAre jANanAra cho. (pa.pR.18) che. tenI niSkAraNa karuNAne niraMtara ekane bhajatAM stavavAmAM paNa AtmasvabhAva pragaTe anaMta jJAnIonI bhajanA che. enA apUrva vacanane hRdayamAM eka sapuruSa ke jJAnIne bhajatA sarva anaMta jJAnIo utAranArane nirvANamArganI prApti thAya che. AvuM aciMtya mAhAbhya bhajAya chejI....gharma kahe AtmasvabhAvaE, e sanmatakI Teka." kI 2 - : jenuM che evA niHspRhI mahAtmAnuM zaraNa ApaNane maLyuM che te jo parama gharma e paramAtmapadaprAti che; tenuM kAraNa puruSamAM ja maraNa sudhI TakAvI rAkhI tene Azraye A deha chUTe to jIva paramezvarabuddhi-zraddhA thavI te chejI; sarva doSono nAza karavAno samAdhimaraNa pAme. (5.pU.604) mAthe maraNa che tenI taiyArI te ja upAya chejI. (5.pR.262) paramakRpALudevane zaraNe kartavya chejI. bIjuM have zoghavuM to che nahIM. bIjethI paramakRpALudevanAM vacanAmRta jevI ke AtmahitakArI paramakRpALudevano apAra upakAra che ke A kaLikALamAM madada maLe tema jaNAtuM nathI. - (pa.pR.703) ApaNA jevA abugha janone uttama adhyAtma mArga saraLapaNe sugamatAthI samajAya tema gujarAtI bhASAmAM saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa : paramakRpALudeva sivAya kyAMya mana rokavA jevuM nathI karyo che. (pa.pU.423) paramakRpALudeva jevA A kALamAM koI najare AvatA paramakRpALu deva jenA hRdayamAM vasyA che, paramakRpALa nathI. te sivAya kyAMya mana rokavA jevuM nathI ema mane lAge deva pratye jemane pUjyabhAva thayo che, paramakRpALudevanA je je che. bIjI vastuomAM mana rAkhIne jIve paribhramaNa anaMtakALa guNagrAma kare che tathA temanA pratye jemane adveSabhAva che te sarva : sughI karyuM. have to satInI peThe e eka ja grahaNa karavA yogya bhavya jIvo prazaMsApAtra chejI. (pa.pU.423) chejI. vRttino vyabhicAra e ja karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. (pa.pU.736) 135

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nityaniyamanA traNa pATha viSe (boghAmRta bhAga-1 mAMthI) traNa pATha vizvAsa rAkhI bole traNa pAThanI nityaniyama viSenI AjJA pramANe roja huM to jJAna pragaTe bhakti karIza' evI bhAvanA karazojI. ane roja 5.u.prabhuzrIjIe Akhara vakhate koI saMtanI AjJAe ATaluM huM karuM chuM e vIsa doharA, yamaniyama, kSamApanA e bhAva rAkhI divasamAM eka be traNa jeTalI traNe nityaniyama tarIke dararoja bhAva vakhata bane teTalI vakhata bhakti karyA pUrvaka bolavA jaNAvyuM che. ATaluM jo karavA bhalAmaNa chejI. (pR.150) vizvAsa rAkhI karavAmAM Ave to nityaniyama jJAna pragaTa thaI jAya tevuM che. kAMI prANanI peThe sAcavavA yogya zAstro jANanAra paMDitono mokSa nityaniyama prANanI peThe thAya ane abhaNano na thAya tevuM sAcavavA yogya chejI. sapuruSanI nathI. zraddhApUrvaka AjJAnuM ArAghana rUbarUmAM je vacana ke Teka aMgIkAra karavAthI badhuM thAya che. (pR.9) karI hoya te na cukAya eTaluM mAhAbhya vIsa doharA' che te mumukSunA hRdayamAM rahevuM joIe. hAthInA bhAvapUrvaka bolAya to baghA doSo kSaya dAMta bahAra nIkaLyA te nIkaLyA, pAchA thaI AtmA nirmaLa thaI jAya tema che. pese nahIM tema sajjananuM vacana phare nahIM. jJAnIpuruSanAM vacano moDhe bolI jaIe paNa durjananuM vacana, kAcabAnI Doka ghaDImAM bahAra vicAra na Ave to zuM kAmanuM? jemake, "he ne ghaDImAM pAchI kheMce tenA jevuM, "abI bolyA bhagavAna, huM bahu bhUlI gayo." zuM bhUlI gayo? abI phoka' thaI jAya tevuM hoya che, mATe have kadI eno vicAra Ave to jJAnIpuruSone AgaLa zuM jaNAvavuM che teno lakSa thAya. pachI tarata ja ema jaNAvyuM che ke "meM tamArAM nityaniyama na cukAya tevI kALajI rAkhavA bhalAmaNa chejI. amUlya vacanane lakSamAM lIdhA nahIM." (pR.20) (pR.328) mana sthira karI maMtra karavo bane teTalI sapuruSanI AjJA ArAghavI vIsa doharA' bolatI vakhate mana bahAra pharatuM hoya to vIsa doharA, kSamApanAno pATha, yamaniyama, maMtranI bolavuM baMdha karavuM. pharIthI mana sthira karIne bolavuM. gharma na kare ke amuka niyama pramANe mALA gaNavI, AlocanAdi je je ane gharma gaNAve to te daMbha che. sAcuM karavAnuM che. mana sthira nityaniyama karatA hoIe te niyama sthaLa badalAtAM ke navA karIne te karavuM.jeTalo AtmA joDAya teTalo lAbha che. na bane asaMskArI jIvo sAthe vasavAnuM bane tyAM lokalAja Adi kAraNe to khoTAne khoTuM mAnavuM. mAre sAruM karavuM che ane sAcuM mAnavuM che paDI na mUkavo; paraMtu vizeSa baLa rAkhIne tathA te ja AdhAre ema rAkhavuM. (pR.129) ApaNuM jIvana sudhAravAnuM che ema mAnIne, gupta rIte paNa dararoja boghAmRta bhAga-3 (patrasuthA) mAMthI udbhata : karyA vinA rahevuM nahIM; ane loko 'bhagata" evA upanAma pADe ApaNe citrapaTanA darzana karI vIsa doharA, yamaniyama, tethI DarIne ke zaramAIne, karatA hoIe te pratye abhAva na kSamApanA vAraMvAra bolavA ane "sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru"nuM ? lAvavo; paraMtu vicAravuM ke te lokone sasturuSano yoga thayo nathI, vAraMvAra smaraNa karavuM. (5.pR.176) te temanA kamanasIba che ane gharmanI kALajI nathI rAkhatA tethI "he prabhu, he prabhu, zuM kahyuM? dInAnAtha dayALa" e vIsa ! karma vaghAryA kare che... doharArUpa bhakti rahasya ane "yamaniyama saMyama Apa kiyo" ApaNe ApaNA AtmAno uddhAra karavA sapuruSanI tathA "kSamApanA"no pATha paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa pratye vinaya : bane teTalI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karatA rahevAnI jarUra chejI. namaskAra karI "he bhagavAna, ApanI AjJAthI saMte kahelI A : (pR.349) 136

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smaraNa maMtranuM adbhuta mAhAbhyA tevA mahAmaMtrano lAbha jene thayo che tevA jIve have gabharAvA jevuM jagatamAM kazuM cittamAM gaNavuM ghaTe nahIM. (5.pR.174) "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" maMtra ApIe te AtmA ja ApIe chIe (brahmacArIjI likhita 'patrasughAmAMthI) paramapreme maMtra ArAghanathI jIvana saphaLa. paramakRpAvaMta pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe maMtra AdinI AjJA, anaMtakRpA karI paramakRpALudeve jaNAvelo maMtra A paramapuruSa dvArA prApta jaNAvI te maMtranuM eTaluM badhuM kalikAlamAM ApaNane saMtanI kRpAthI maLyo che te ApaNAM mAhAbhya teo kahetA ke "AtmA ja ApIe chIe? davA vAparIne mahAbhAgya che. jema koI kUvAmAM paDI jAya ane tenA hAthamAM koI jema rogano nAza karIe chIe tema te maMtranuM ekAgra cittathI, sAMkaLa ke doraDuM AvI jAya to te DUbI jato nathI, tema maMtranuM saMsArane vIsarI jaI temAM tanmayatA rAkhI tenuM ArAdhana karavAthI janmamaraNano nAza thAya tevuM baLavAna sAmarthya temAM che; to smaraNa TheTha maraNa sughI avalaMbanarUpa che. puruSanuM eka paNa vacana jo hRdayamAM parama premathI ghAraNa thAya to A manuSyajanma bhavaroga nAza karavA, jeTalI ApaNAmAM zakti che teTalI badhI saphala thaI jAya. ane tenI gati sudharI jAya evuM tenuM mAhAbhya te AjJA uThAvavAmAM vAparavI ghaTe che. (pa.pR.218) che. (pa.pR.70) smaraNamaMtra che tenI upAsanA ullAsabhAve, duHkhanA .AjathI mArA AtmAne paramakRpALudevanA zaraNamAM soMpuM chuM. ane teNe jaNAvelo maMtra e ja mIMDhaLane nADuM lagnane vakhatamAM ane pachI paNa vAraMvAra karatA rahevAnuM na cUkavuM. haratAM, vakhate hAthe bAMdhe che tema mArA hRdayamAM havethI rAkhIza ane te pharatAM, besatAM, UThatAM, maMtramAM vRtti rahe tevI Teva pADI mUkavA yogya che. te maraNa vakhate jIvane mitranI garaja sAraze. eTaluM ja parama puruSamAM vizvAsathI ja have huM sanAtha chuM, enuM mAre zaraNa che, to maraNathI paNa mAre DaravAnuM nathI. (5.pR.218) nahIM, paNa sadgurunuM ApeluM e amUlya vacana sadguru samAna ja che. (5.pR.103) manane navaruM na rAkhatAM maMtramAM parovavuM sau prathama paramakRpALudeve viSaya-kaSAya pajave tyAre raDavuM te kaMI upAya nathI. paNa pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIne A maMtra Apyo. jJAnI puruSanI AjJArUpa lAkaDI saMbhArI temAM hRdayane paramakRpALudeva rALaja paghArelA te vakhate nI joDI devuM eTale viSaya kUtarAM tarta nAsI jaze, kheda 5.u.pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIne paramakRpALudeva pratye jevo karavArUpa raDavAthI te khase tema nathI, karma prArthanA sAMbhaLe darzanano bhAva hato te darzana na thayAM paNa teozrInI tevAM nathI, te to zarama vagaranAM che. mATe jJAnInI AjJA AjJA mAthe caDAvI rALajanA sImADAthI khaMbhAta darzana maMtra-smaraNa, bhakti vageremAM citta vadhAre rAkhavAthI karyA vinA AMkhamAM AMsu sahita pAchA padhAryA. te premanI viSayonI baLatarAmAM pesavAno tene vakhata nahIM maLe. kAM to yAdI ApI bIje divase pU.sobhAgabhAIne khaMbhAta mokalyA hatA. kAma ke kAM to smaraNa Adi ema manane navaruM na rAkhavuM. ane maMtra pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIne jaNAvavA AjJA karI hatI. te ja maMtra (pa.pR.277) Aje mane maLe che te mArAM mahAbhAgya che. (pa.pU.107) huM dararoja cALIsa ke pacAsa mALAnA krama sudhI pahoMco. moDhAne to maMtranuM kAma soMpI mukavuM ekAMtano vakhata maLe teTalo smaraNa eTale mALA koI kahe ke vAraMvAra maMtra bola bola kare to khoTuM dekhAya, gaNavAmAM kADhavo. keTalI roja mALA phare che teno hisAba paNa koIne game na game, mATe bola bola karavuM ThIka nahIM, paNa tevI rAkhavo. AMgaLI para veDhAM che te gaNatA rahevAthI saMkhyAnI gaNatarI vAta manamAM ANI pramAda sevavA yogya nathI. bhalene koI kahe e huM thaze. temAM dararoja thoDo thoDo vadhAro karatAM rahevuM. ane dararoja to gAMDIo thaI gayo che, gAMDo gaNe to paNa te lata mUkavA cALIsa ke pacAsa mALA pheravavAnA krama sudhI pahoMcI tyAre kema yogya nathI. moDhAne to maMtranuM kAma soMpI mUkyuM hoya to mane paNa mana rahe che, mALAno krama vaghAravA vRtti rahe che ke kaMTALo AvavA jarA navaruM paDe tyAre moDhAthI maMtra bolAto hoya temAM lakSa rAkhe. tarapha mana vaLe che, te patrathI jaNAvavA bhalAmaNa chejI. bane to bhale mana bIje hoya ane moDhe maMtra bolAto hoya to paNa kaMI na rAtre paNa jAgI javAya tyAre mALA laIne besavuM, UbhA rahIne karavA karatAM puruSArtha sAro che. (pa.pU.113) mahAmaMtranuM AtmadAna mALA gaNavI ke pharatAM pharatAM paNa gaNavI; paNa UMgha ochI thatI thayuM che. ane jIva ne zraddhAne baLavAna banAvI rAtadivasa te ; jAya ane mALAno krama vadhato jAya tema thoDe thoDe roja vadhAratA smaraNamAM citta rAkhavAnI Teva pADe to mokSa paNa sulabha thAya : rahevAnI jarUra che. (5.pR.339) 137

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mALA pheravatAM guNa pragaTAvavAnI bhAvanA kartavya maMtranI dhUna maraNa vakhate have smaraNa keTalI mALAnuM thAya che tenI gaNatarI rAkhavA 5.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe deha chUTatAM pahelAM ghaNA vakhata bhalAmaNa chejI. mALA na rAkho to AMgaLInA veDhAthI paNa agAu kahI mUkeluM ke evo vakhata Ave tyAre bIjI badhI vAto, gaNatarI karatA rahI roja keTalI mALA thAya che tenI vAcana vagere baMdha karI "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" maMtranI noMgha khAnagI noTamAM roja rAkhavI. tethI vadhe che, dhUnathI Akho oraDo gAjI UThe tevuM vAtAvaraNa ghaTe che ke teTalI ja mALA thayA kare che te samajAze. karI mUkavuM; ane deha chUTI gayo che ema khabara paDe mALAnI zarUAtathI aMta sudhI pUrI mALA to paNa thoDI vAra temaja karyA karavuM. (5.pR.456) pheravavAno avakAza hoya tyAre lakSa smaraNa paramakRpALudevanI kRpAthI je maMtranI prApti thaI uparAMta eka doSa dUra karavAnA nizcayano ke ekAda che, te sarva prasaMgamAM cittanI zAMti rAkhavAnuM guNa pragaTa karavAnI bhAvanAno rAkhavo, jema ke sarvottama rAmabANa auSadha chejI. tenuM vismaraNa thAya atyAre be-pAMca miniTa avakAza che, to jarUra eka che, teTalA kaSAyaklezathI AtmA saMtApa pAme che. be mALA pheravAze. ema lAge tyAre pahelI mALAmAM krogha (pa.pU.474) maMtrasmaraNa telanI ghAra peThe atUTa rahyA kare tevo dara karavAno eTale koI paNa prANI pratye krotha karavo nathI, prANa puruSArtha jIva jo hAthamAM le, Adare to kaMI ne kaMI te dizAmAM karI levA koI atyAre Ave tenA pratye paNa krotha karavo nathI evo paNa zake. smaraNamAM nathI vidvatA joItI, nathI baLa vAparavuM nizcaya ke kSamA guNa pragaTa karavo che evI bhAvanA rAkhavI. paDatuM, nathI kaLA kuzaLatA joItI ke nathI ghana kharacavuM paDatuM; paNa ......bIjI mALA pheravatAM mAna dura karI vinayaguNa mAtra chUTavAnI ghagaza lAgavI joIe. (5.pR.476). vaghAravAnA prayatnamAM jarUra paDye rokavuM. trIjImAM mAyA tajI ! paramakRpALudeve ApelA maMtranuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM saraLatA ghAraNa karavA, cothImAM lobha ghaTADI saMtoSa vaghAravA paramakRpALudevanI dazA pAmavA have to jIvavuM che. (5.pR.509) manane vALavuM. (5.pR.401) maMtramAM, navakAra vagere aneka maMtrono samAveza pratidina chatrIsa mALAno kramA temanI hAla atyaMta icchA hoya to "sahajAtmasvarUpa covIsa kalAkamAMthI game tyAre anukULa vakhate nitya paramaguru" maMtra paNa jaNAvazo ane temAM navakAra vagere aneka niyama-vIsa dohA, yamaniyama, kSamApanAno pATha-ATaluM ekacitte maMtrono samAveza thaI jAya che. maraNa vakhate e maMtramAM citta karI levuM. pachI mALA dvArA maMtranuM smaraNa karavAmAM paNa amuka rAkhI kyAya Asakti nahIM vAmAM paNa amuka rAkhI kyAMya Asakti nahIM rAkho ane sadguru paramakRpALudeve mALA ane ochAmAM ochI eka mALA to nirvidhra purI thAya jANyo che, anubhavyo che, te AtmA mane prApta ho e ja bhAvanAthI tevI Teka rAkhavI. jo chatrIsa mALAno krama rAkhyo hoya ane maraNa karanArane samAdhimaraNa prApta thAya che, ema zrI laghurAja Asana bahu vAra badalavAnI jarUra na paDatI hoya to temAM paNa svAmIe jaNAveluM tamane jaNAvyuM che. (pa.pR.516) potAnI zakti 18 mALA sAthe lagI eka Asane pheravavAnI rahe to Asana- pramANe mALAno niyama rAkhavo, paNa eka mALA to ochAmAM ochI : karavI ghaTe. mALA vinA paNa smaraNamAM bane teTaluM citta rAkhavAthI jayarUpa guNa thavA saMbhava chejI. A badhuM utAvaLa karI karavuM gharmadhyAna thAya chejI. je AjJA maLI che tene AdhAre je nathI, paNa krame krame karI zakAze. (5.pR.403) puruSArtha thAya che te gharmadhyAnanuM kAraNa che). (pa.pR.529) maMtra haMmeza jIbhe raTAyA kare evI AjJA zuM sarva doSa nAzano upAya maMtra janma-maraNa chUTe evuM satsAghana paramakRpALudevanI - sarva doSanA nAzano upAya maMtra che. temAM vAraMvAra vRtti kRpAthI A bhavamAM maLyuM che. to haratAM, pharatAM, kAma karatAM, rahe, ekatAra temAM lakSa rahe, tevI bhAvanA kartavya chejI. (pa.pR.575) rAMdhatA, sIMdhatA, jAgatAM hoIe tyAM sudhI paramapuruSanI prasAdIrUpa : maMtramAM mana ahorAtra rahe tevI chevaTe goThavaNa thAya to maMtranuM smaraNa cAlu ja jIbhe raTAyA kare evI Teva pADI mUkI hoya jarUra kartavya chejI. potAnAthI na bolAya to je sevAmAM hoya teNe to kevI kamANI thayA kare! phikara, ciMtA, krogha, arati, kleza, "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru"e maMtra daradInA kAnamAM paDyA kare kaMkAsa, zoka, duHkha baghA ArtadhyAnanAM kAraNo kUtarAM lAkaDI , teTalA utAvaLA avAje bolyA karavA yogya che. (pa.pU.636) dekhI nAsI jAya tema ekadama dUra thaI jAya. (5.pR.446) 138

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smaraNa niraMtara rahe evI Teva pADI mUkI hoya to te duHkhanA vakhatamAM ArtadhyAna na thavA de ane sukhanA vakhatamAM mAna, lobha, zAtAnI icchA vadhavA na de. (pa.pU. 470) maMtravaDe eka seMkaDano paNa sadu5yoga smaraNa maMtra atyaMta Atmabhita karanAra che. eka seMkaDano paNa sadupayoga karavAnuM te sAghana che. paramakRpALudeve jANyo che tevo AtmA te maMtramAM temaNe jaNAvyo che. (pR.694) maMtranuM smaraNa karavuM, e mUMjhavaNanA vakhatamAM davA samAna che. (5.pR.700) smaraNa svarUpa-ciMtavana gaNAya ? uttaramAM jaNAvavAnuM ke jenI jeTalI yogyatA te pramANe te zabda pariName che. pApathI to jIva jarUra chUTe ne puNyabaMdha kare. paNa svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM hoya tene svarUciMtavanarUpa ke sthiratAnuM kAraNa thAya ane svarUpanuM bhAna thavAnuM paNa smaraNa kAraNa thAya. (5.pR.708) maMtra, nizcaya naye potAnuM ja svarUpa smaraNa che te mAtra kRpALudevanuM svarUpa ja che. ane nizcayanaye potAnuM svarUpa paNa te ja che. mATe smaraNamAM citta rAkhI AtmabhAvanA bhAvavA bhalAmaNa chejI. (5.pR.769) maMtranuM smaraNa rAta divasa rahyA kare tevo puruSArtha karavA keDa bAMdhI taiyAra thaI javuM ke jethI ahIM AvavAnuM bane to paNa bIjI ADI avaLI vAtomAM ApaNuM kiMmatI jIvana vahyuM na jAya. e ja eka raTaNa rAkhyA karavuM ghaTe che jI. (pa.pU.784) boghAmRta bhAga-1 mAMthI uddhRta : smaraNa e saMsAra samudrathI tAranAra 'smaraNa'e adbhuta vastu che. svarUpaprApti karAvanAra tathA svarUpamAM sthiratA karAvanAra che. Akho divasa tenuM raTaNa karavAmAM AvatuM hoya to paNa nityaniyamanI mALA gaNavAnI cUkavI nahIM. jene amUlya samayanI kSaNa paNa nakAmI na javA devI hoya tene mATe 'smaraNa' e apUrva vastu che. kUvAmAM paDelA DUbatA mANasanA hAthamAM doraDuM Ave to te DUbe nahIM, tema 'smaraNa'e saMsAra samudramAMthI tAranAra vastu che. bo.bhA.1 (pR.21) ApaNane je smaraNa maLyuM che te yAda na karIe ane pachI kahIe ke saMkalpavikalpa bahu Ave che to e bhUla potAnI che. mATe haMmezAM smaraNa yAda rAkhavuM, kAma karatAM paNa smaraNa karavuM, kAma pUruM thaye paNa smaraNa karavuM, bo.bhA.1 (pR. 40, smaraNa na bhUlAya tevo lakSa rAkhavo. zAtA azAtAmAM ke game tyAre e na bhUlavuM. zAstro karatAM smaraNamAM vadhAre vRtti rAkhavI. kho.bhA.1 (pR.69) 139 smaraNa bhUlAya nahIM evI Teva pADavAnI jarUra "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' emAM pAMce parameSThI AvI jAya che. hAlamAM, cAlatAM, kAma karatAM maMtrano jApa karyA karavo. enI raTanA lagAvavAnI jarUra che. kAma to hAtha pagathI karavAnuM che paNa jIbha to navarI che ne? smaraNa bhUlAya nahIM evI Teva pADavAnI jarUra che. smaraNanI Teva pADI hoya to maraNa vakhate yAda Ave ane samAdhimaraNa thaI jAya evuM che. bo.bhA.1 (pR.121) kRpALudeva upara prema karavAno che. maMtra smaratAM mana kRpALudevamAM parovavuM to AnaMda Ave. maMtranA guNo sAMbhare to mana bIje na jAya. tenA vicAra rahe to zAMti rahe. bo.bhA.1(pR.14) maMtra parabhavamAM sAthe Ave maMtra che te jevI tevI vastu nathI. e bIja kahevAya che. emAMthI vRkSa thAya. vaDanuM bIja jema nAnuM hoya, to paNa temAMthI moTo vaDa thAya che, tema A maMtra che. enI ArAdhanA kare to AtmAnA guNo pragaTe. eka samyakdarzana pragaTe to badhA guNa pragaTe. "sarva guNAMza te samyaktva" (95) parabhavamAM A sAthe Ave evuM che. atyAre to jeTaluM karavuM hoya teTaluM thAya. ATalI sAmagrI pharI na maLe. zuM karavA Avyo che? zuM kare che? dharmanA kAmamAM DhIla na karavI. karI levuM. bo.bhA.1 (pR.211) sarva karmamaLathI rahita te sahajAtmasvarUpa mumukSu-saijAtmasvarUpa eTale zuM? pUjyazrI--AtmasvarUpa jevuM che tevuM. potAnA svabhAvamAM rahevuM athavA karmamalarahita je svarUpa te sahajAtmasvarUpa. jema sphaTikaratna, anya padArthanA saMyoge lIlo, pILo, lAla Adi jevo saMyoga thAya tevo dekhAya che; te tenuM sahaja svarUpa nathI, paNa jyAre ekalo nirmaLa sphaTika rahe tyAre te tenuM sahajasvarUpa che. bau bhA.1 (1.202 smaraNanuM vadhAre jora rAkhavuM. smaraNa haratAM pharatAM paNa karavuM. zrI.bhA.1 (pR.262) maMtrathI maMgAI javuM, pArakA bola bhUlI jJAnInA bolamAM citta rAkhavuM. jagatanA kAmonuM game tema thAo, paNa ApaNe to kRpALudevanuM je kahevuM che temAM ja rahevuM che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke gAMDA thaI javuM,smaraNamAM rahevuM. bo.bhA.1 (pR.263) maMtrathI maMtrAI javuM "maMtre maMtyo, smaraNa karato, kALa kADhuM have A, jyAM tyAM jovuM parabhaNI bhUlI, bola bhUluM parAyA; AtmA mATe jIvana jIvavuM, lakSa rAkhI sadA, pAmuM sAco jIvanapalaTo mokSamArgI thavAne" pU. zrI brahmacArIjI

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vaya pitaLanoya LiyA umara aMjIra che, mATe tenuM sevana karavuM nahIM. lokomAM paNa niMdya che mATe teno tyAga karavo. (bo.bhA.1 pR.9) sAta vyasana, sAta abhakSyano prabhu sAkSIe tyAga kartavyA A sAta vyasana; ane (1) vaDanA TeTA (2) pIpaLanA TeTA (3) pIMpaLAnA TeTA (4) umaraDAM, (5) aMjIra, (6) matha, (7) mAkhaNa-A sAta abhakSya--A sapuruSanI-paramakapALadevanI sAkSIe jiMdagI paryata tajavA yogya pa.u.5.pU. prabhuzrIe dareka mumukSu jIvane jaNAvela che. (5.pR.329) sAta vyasana ane sAta abhakSya vastuomAMthI jIvatA sudhI jeTalAno tyAga thaI zake teTalo tyAga hRdayamAM vicArI sAta vyasana ane sAta abhakSya viSe huM tenI AjathI pratijJA lauM chuM evo draDha nirNaya kartavya chejI. kemake pApanA paMthathI pAchA haThyA sivAya sanmArgamAM sthiratA ( pU.zrI brahmacArIjI likhita "patrasughA" tathA "boghAmRta bhAga-1' mAMthI ) : thatI nathIjI. (pa.pR.234) 5..5.pU.prabhuzrIjIe jaNAvyuM che ke paramakRpALudevanI sAkSIe sAta vyasanano tyAga karavA yogya che. (pa.pR.217) eka maghanA TIpAmAM sadAcaraNa vagara badhuM nakAmA jevuM sAta gAma bALavA karatAM vizeSa pApa AjJA ArAghana yogya thavA mATe sadAcaraNa sevavAnI tame maghanI davA pUratI chUTa rAkhavA patramAM lakho cho, jarUra che. te na hoya to badhuM nakAmA jevuM che. mATe prathama sAta paNa sAta abhakSyamAM vadhAremAM vadhAre pApavALuM e magha chejI. vyasananA tyAganI jarUra che tathA pAMca abhakSya phaLa ane magha, maghamAkhI phula uparathI rasa cUsI madhapUDAmAM jaI pUMThathI chere che mAkhaNa tyAgavA yogya che. (bo.bhA.-1 pR.9) eTale magha e mAkhInI viSkArUpa che. temAM niraMtara viSThAnI peThe prathama sAta vyasana tyAganI jarUra jIvo utpanna thayA kare che. eka TIpuM magha cAkhe tene sAta gAma (1) jugAra - lobha mahA kharAba che. jo te chUTe to bALatAM jeTalAM mANasa, bALaka, pazu, jaMtuo marI jAya tethI ghaNo ja lAbha thAya ema che. ekadama paisAdAra thaI javAnI vaghAre pApa lAge che....khAMDanI cAsaNI mane badale vaparAya kAmanAe karI saTTA, loTarI vagere karavAM nahIM. (jugAra meLAmAM che, ane lagabhaga sarakho ja guNa kare che....AtmAne maLatyAgathI loTarI, AMkapharaka, resa vageremAM zarata na lagAvavI.) (2-3) : ghaNA pApanA bojAmAMthI bacAvI zakAya eTalA mATe lakhyuM che. mAMsa-dArU tyAgavA yogya che. (4) corI corI karIne turata (pa.pR. 694) paisA Ave te sAruM lAge che, paNa jenuM pariNAma kharAba Ave te maghamAM bahu doSa che. sAta gAma bALI nAkhe ane jeTaluM duHkhadAyaka che ema samajI koIne pUchyA sivAya zAka jevI vastu pApa lAge tethI vadhAre pApa eka maghanuM TIpuM cAkhavAthI lAge paNa na levI. lAkha rUpiyAnI kiMmatI cIja rastAmAM paDI hoya te chejI. pUrve pApa karelAM tene lIdhe mAMdagI Ave che. ane pharI magha paNa levI nahIM. "e tyAgavA siddhAMta ke pazcAtaduHkha te sukha khAIne pApa kare to vadhAre mAMdagI AgalA bhavamAM Ave, mATe nahIM." jenuM pariNAma duHkhadAyaka che te kAma kadI karavuM nahIM, ema maghano tyAga na karyo hoya to AjathI tyAga karavo ghaTe chejI. kRpALudeve kahyuM che. (5) zikAra-koI paNa jIvane irAdApUrvaka : evuM pApa karavAnI AjJA hoya nahIM. (5.pR.711) mAravo nahIM. ghaNA mANasone evI Teva hoya che ke mAMkaDa, macchara, - paramakRpALudeve jaNAvelo je mArga tene vidhdha karanAra cAMcaDa vagerene irAdApUrvaka mArI nAkhe che, paNa tema karavuM nahIM. sAta vyasana che...gharmano pAyo nIti che tethI ja sAta vyasanano cUlo saLagAvatAM paNa lAkaDAM khaMkherIne nAkhavAM jethI jIva hoya tyAga, maMtra letAM pahelAM levAno hoya che. (5.pR.669) te marI jAya nahIM. jU-lIkha mAravI nahIM. (6) parastrI ane (7) : vezyAgamana-A vyasanothI A loka ane paraloka banne bagaDe 140

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satpaSanI AjJA prabhuzrIjInA vakhatamAM A vaMcAtuM hatuM, te vakhate A vAkya AvyuM tyAre prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM ke, "AvuM ughADuM, phUla jevuM (boghAmRta bhAga-1,2,3 mAMthI) kahyuM, e paNa na samajAya to agyAramuM Azcarya che. jJAnInI eka AjJA ArAghavAthI tIrthaMkara pada prApti (bo.bhA.2 pR.46) sapuruSanI AjJA e ja kharo mArga che....bhIle eka AtmajJAnI gurunI AjJAe vartavAthI mokSA mAre kAgaDAnuM mAMsa nathI khAvuM' eTalI ja AjJA ArAdhI, sUyagaDAMgamAM 'gurune AghAre - AjJAe vartatA mokSa jethI karIne te deva thayo. pachI zreNika rAjA thayo. anAthI muni thAya che. (bo.bhA.2 pR.117) maLyA tyAre samakita pAmyo ane mahAvIra bhagavAna maLyA tyAre jJAnInI AjJAe mokSa che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke ame kSAyika samati thayuM ane tIrthakara gotra bAMdhyuM. (bo.bhA.1 pR.51) khIlI khAlI karavAnuM kahyuM hoya te mumukSu kare to paNa eno mokSa mumukSu-jyAM sudhI svarUpa na jANyuM hoya tyAM sudhI zAmAM thAya. mAhAbhya to jJAnInI AjJAnuM che. sAcA puruSanI AjJAno rahevuM? pUjyazrI-jJAnI puruSanI AjJAmAM rahevuM. (bo.bhA.1 pR.156) ArAghaka hoya to be ghaDImAMya kevaLajJAna thAya. (bo.2 pR.145) jJAnInI AjJA laIne akhaMDapaNe pALe, evA jIvo pUrve pUjyazrI-jJAnInI AjJA mukhyapaNe to AtmAmAM ja hatA. paNa AjanA jIvone to kRpALudeva kahe che ke AjJA karavI : rahevAnI che. AtmAmAM na rahevAya tyAre jJAnInI AjJAe te bhayaMkara che. "jyAM suthI AtmA sudraDha pratijJAthI varte AtmAno lakSa rAkhIne samitimAM vartavuM paDe to pravartavuM. nahIM tyAM sughI AjJA karavI bhayaMkara che." (bo.bhA.1 (bo.bhA.2 pR.333) pR.201) huM koIne "AjJA' karato nathI. jJAnInI 'AjJA' rAga dveSa na karavA e mukhya AjJA kahI batAvuM kharo. ane je tenI AjJA' uThAve jJAnInI AjJAthI jIvanuM kalyANa tenuM kalyANa thAya. thAya che....koI mahApuNyanA yoge AjJA maLe ...." impo sAII tavo" evuM ane tene jhUraNA sahita ArAdhe to jIva chUTe, AcArAMgajInuM pharamAna che. mATe je "sapuruSanI nahIM to chUTe evo nathI...kharI AjJA to AjJA'ApaNane prApta thaI che, te to maraNa prasaMge rAgadveSa na karavAnI che. vibhAvathI chUTI svabhAvamAM paNa cUkavA yogya nathI. (bo.bhA.3 pR.434) AvavuM e ja jJAnInI AjJA che. (bo.bhA.1 pR.303) AjJA meLavavAnA traNa prakAra jJAnInI AjJA oLaMgIne kaMI karavuM nathI. jJAnI pratyakSa traNa bAbata tame je lakhI jaNAvI tenuM spaSTIkaraNa A hoya to pUchIne kare ane pratyakSa na hoya to emanA citrapaTa AgaLa jaI A pratyakSa ja che ema jANI, he bhagavAna! ApanI ! (1) jJAnIpuruSanA svamukhe je AjJA jIvane maLe che te AjJAthI A karuM chuM ema bhAvanA karI vrata niyama vagere karavAM. eka prakAra che. (2) pratyakSa jJAnIpuruSe jene AjJA karI hoya tenI (bo.bhA.1 pR.351) jJAnInI AjJA koI paNa jIva pAme e lakSa mAraphate jIvane AjJA thAya ane (3) trIjo prakAra - pratyakSa rAkhavo. (bo.bhA.1 pR.189) jJAnI puruSa mAraphate prApta thayelI AjJA koI jIva ArAghato hoya mithyAtvane haTAvavA AjJA ane tenI pAsethI tenuM mAhAsya samajI te AjJA ArAdhakanI peThe je cAritramohane dUra karavA vItarAgatAnI jarUra : jIva, jJAnInI AjJA che ema jANI, hitakara mAnI ArAdhe che. jenI AjJA ArAghavAthI kaSAya maMda thAya, upazamabhAva : A traNe prakAra jJAnInI AjJA ArAghavA arthe che. ane traNethI Ave tevA puruSanI khoja rAkhajo. darzanamoha dUra karavA AjJAnI huM kalyANa thAya chejI. jarUra che ane cAritra moha dUra karavA upazamabhAva athavA pahelA bhedanuM draSTAMta : zrI gautama svAmI bhagavAna vItarAgabhAva joIe. (bo.bhA.2 pR.43) mahAvIra pAsethI rUbarUmAM gharma pAmyA. "zAstramAM kahelI AjJAo parokSa che ane te jIvane bIjA bhedanuM draSTAMta H bhagavAna mahAvIranA nirvANane DI thavA mATe kahI che. mokSa thavA mATe sAmInI yaza : divase zrI gautama svAmIne bhagavAne kahyuM ke amuka brAhmaNane tame AjJA ArAghavI joIe." (va.pR.263) A prakAre gharma saMbhaLAvajo. 1, " 1 1 - 1 1 : pramANe che. - 141

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trIjA bhedanuM draSTAMta : vaNAganaTavara rAjA lacchI ane mallI nAmanA kSatriyo (kaurava-pAMDavo jevA) nA yuddhamAM (mahAvIra svAmInA samayamAM) ceDA mahArAjAnA pakSamAM eka vaNAganaTavara nAmano zrAvaka rAjA bhaktivALo hato. tene moTA rAjA-ceDA mahArAjAno hukama thavAthI yuddhamAM UtaravAnuM hatuM. te be upavAsa karI eka divasa pAraNuM kare ane pharI be upavAsa kare evI tapasyA karato hato. pAraNAne divase hukama maLyo eTale teNe vicAryuM ke pAraNuM karIne pApa karavA javA karatAM trIjo upavAsa Aje karuM. e vicAra teNe guru AgaLa jaNAvyo, eTale gurue tene upavAsanI saMmati ApI ane jaNAvyuM ke yuddhamAM ema lAge ke have deha vizeSa Take tema nathI. tyAre sArathine kahIne ratha ekAMtamAM haMkAvI nIce UtarI jamIna upara svastha sUIne maMtranuM ArAghana-bhakti karavI. te vAta teno sArathi sAMbhaLato hato. teNe paNa vicAryuM ke te rAjA kare ema mAre paNa Akhara vakhate karavuM. rAjAe karyuM tema sArathie paNa karyuM pachI yuddhamAM gayA. sAme laDavA AvelAe prathama ghA karavA kahyuM tyAre eNe nA pADI ke huM to mAtra bacAva karavAno chuM. sadagurunI AjJA uThAvI hota to tethI pelA mANase to zUravIrapaNuM batAvavA khAtara pAMca bANa mokSa thaI gayo hota rAjAne, pAMca sArathine ane pAMca pAMca bANa ghoDAone mAryA; jo sadgurunI AjJA A jIve koI bhavamAM uThAvI hota paNa rAjA bacAva karI zakyo nahIM; ane maraNa pamADe tevAM te to A janma na hota, mokSe gayo hota. A vAta bahu UMDA bANa jANI teNe sArathine ratha eka bAju nadI tarapha laI javA UtarIne vAraMvAra vicAravA jevI che. ane bIjAM badhA sAdhano kahyuM. teNe te prakAre karyuM. tyAM jaIne UtarIne ghoDAnA bANa kADhI karatA jJAnI puruSanI AjJAnuM ArAghana e ja mokSano upAya che. nAkhyAM, to te prANarahita thayAM. tevI ja potAnI dazA thaze ema e hRdayamAM dRDha karI levA yogya chejI. (bo.bhA.3 pR.562) jANI nadInI retImAM te rAjA sUI gayo. sArathie paNa te kare tema karavA mAMDyuM. pachI te rAjAe hAtha joDI prArthanA zarU karI. jeNe AtmasvarUpa pragaTa anubhavyuM te pratyakSa jJAnI te dAsane prArthanA AvaDatI nahotI, paNa evA bhAva karyA ke he (1) prazna -"mokSa thavA mATe pratyakSa jJAnInI AjJA bhagavAna! huM kaMI jANato nathI, paNa A rAjA jJAnInuM kaheluM kaMI ArAghavI joIe." (200) pratyakSa jJAnInI AjJA kone kahevI? kare che ane tevuM ja mAre paNa karavuM che; paNa mane AvaDatuM nathI ane amAre viSe te zI rIte saMbhave? paNa tene ho te mane ho. evI bhAvanA te karavA lAgyo. pachI teNe uttara-jeNe AtmasvarUpa pragaTa karI anubhavyuM che te bANa potAnI chAtImAMthI kheMcI kADhyAM tema te dAse paNa karyuM. pratyakSa jJAnI che. paramakRpALudeve pragaTa AtmasvarUpa anubhavyuM ane bannenA deha chUTI gayA. che, AtmasvarUpa thayA che, pote dehaghArI che ke kema te temane mAMDa mAMDa vicAra kare tyAre yAda AvatuM; tevA pratyakSa jJAnInI AjJA rAjA karatA vahelo dAsano mokSa pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIne prApta thaI, temaNe potAne je AjJAthI lAbha rAjA devalokamAM gayo ane dAsanuM puNya teTaluM nahotuM thayo te A kALamAM anya yogya jIvone prApta thAya te arthe temanI tethI videha kSetramAM manuSya thayo. tyAM tene jJAnI maLyA ane pAse AvyA temane te (pratyakSa puruSanI) AjJA jaNAvI ane pote mokSamArga ArAdhI te mukta thayo. hajI te rAjA to devalokamAM che. na hoya tyAre yogya jIvone jaNAvavA aMta vakhate mane AjJA Ama bhAvanA karavAthI jIvanuM kalyANa thAya che, paNa jJAnIe karI. te pratyakSa jJAnInI AjJA tamane prApta thaI che, to zraddhApUrvaka jAmyo che te AtmA che te arthe karavuM. (bo.bhA.3 pR.500) ArAghavA, apramattapaNe ArAghavA bhalAmaNa chejI. (bo.bhA.3 pR.777) 142

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= = satsaMga e sarva sukhanuM mULa (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI kRta 'patrasudhA'mAMthI) 'kSaNamapi sajjanasaMgatirekA, bhavati bhavArNavataraNe naukA' eka lava satsaMga paNa koTikarmono nAza karavA samartha che. satsaMga mATe DagalAM bharatA aDhaLaka puNya jyAM satsaMga che tyAM A bhava, parabhava bannenuM hita thAya tevo joga che. koTi karmano nAza sapuruSanA samAgama thAya che. te kamANI jevI tevI nathI. baso pAMcaso rUpiyA mATe jIva paradeza paNa cAlyo jAya, aneka jokhama kheDe ane mahenata uThAve paNa puNya vinA te pAmI zakAtuM nathI; ane satsaMga mATe jyArathI DagalAM bhare tyArathI jIvane puNya aDhaLaka baMdhAtuM jAya che. tenuM mAtra jIvane bhAna nathI, zraddhA nathI. (5.pR.89) satsaMga e pahelAmAM paheluM ane sahelAmAM saheluM AtmakalyANanuM kAraNa che. vizeSa zuM lakhavuM? jenuM bhaluM thavAnuM haze tene te sUjhaze ane satsaMge koI jJAnInI AjJA pAmI ArAdhIne Atmahita karI leze teno manuSyabhava saphaLa thaze e lakSamAM levA yogya chejI. (5.pR.559) satsaMga arthe ATalo bhava avazya gALavo "A kALamAM paramakRpALudeve paNa jene mATe vAraMvAra jhUraNA karI che ane jenuM mAhAbhya darzAvavA aneka patro lakhyA che evo eka satsaMga nAmano padArtha sarvathI pahelo niraMtara upAsavA yogya che, bhAvanA karavA yogya chejI. te sivAya niHzaMka thavAya tema nathIjI. mATe banatA prayatna game teTalA bhoge, zarIranI 8 ahobhAgya ema mAnI satsaMga vAraMvAra sevavA yogya che. (5.pR.704) darakAra jatI karIne paNa satsaMga arthe ATalo bhava gALavo che. paramakRpALudevamAM paramaprema pragaTe ane temanAM vacano ema nirNaya thaze to jarUra tame je ghAraNA rAkho cho samAdhi amRta tulya lAge tema saMsAraprema saMkSepavA satsaMga sarvanuM mULa maraNanI, tenuM te acUka kAraNa che'." (pa.pR.497) che. tenI khAmI teTalI baghAmAM khAmI. (5.pR.710) "koIno saMga karavA yogya nathI; chatAM tema na bane to : boghAmRta bhAga-1mAMthIH satsaMga karavo, kemake te asaMga thavAnI davA che." (pR.544) satsaMga sahelo ane pahelo karavA yogya saMsAra jherane nivAravA satsaMga jaDIbuTTIrUpa prazna-satsaMga eTale zuM? saMsAra jherI nAga jevo che. mumukSu noLiyA jevo hovo uttara-AtmAne satya raMga caDhAve te satsaMga, ekAMtamAM joIe. tene saMsAranuM jhera jaNAya ke tarata jaDIbuTTIrUpa satsaMga besIne potAno vicAra karavo te satsaMga, uttamano sahavAsa te seve. (pa.pR.596). satsaMga, AtmA bhaNI vRtti rahevI te satsaMga. o.bhA.1 (pR.52) "mokSamALA'mAM pATha 24mo satsaMga viSe che. temAM prabhuzrIjI je divase nAsikathI paghAryA te divase sAMje kusaMgathI bacavA tathA kusaMgano tyAga karavo ghaTe che ema kahyuM che : bodha karyo hato. temAM chevaTe kahyuM hatuM ke satsaMga karajo. satsaMga te yathArtha che. jyAM sudhI potAne yathArtha vicAra karavAnI dazA na ; e sahelo rasto che, te pahelAM karI levAno che. satsaMgamAM potAnA pragaTe tyAM sughI ghaNo vakhata satsaMgamAM gALavAno maLe to mArAM doSa dekhAya, pachI kADhe. o.bhA.1 (pR.47) 143

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agAsa AzramamAM zrImad rAjacaMdranA nirvANa ardha zatAbdI mahotsavanA varaghoDAmAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA upara taDako na paDe te mATe mumukSuoe gharI rAkhela cAdara nirvANa ardha zatAbdI prasaMge pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI derIe caityavaMdana karatAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI 144

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samAdhimaraNa-poSaka alaukika tIrtha zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsa (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI likhita 'patrasudhA'mAMthI) AzramamAM ja AyuSya gALavA yogya paramakRpALudevanuM alaukika yogabaLa ahIM varte che. jemano deha A AzramamAM chUTyo che te sarvanI devagati thaI che. parama kRpALudevanI zraddhA vadhe ane Atmahita thAya tevuM alaukika ATaluM sthaLa banyuM che. mahAbhAgyazALI haze teno deha ahIM chUTaze. jo AjIvikAnI aDacaNa na hoya to ahIM ja AyuSya gALavA yogya che. dharma, dharma ane dharmanA ja saMskAra rAtadivasa paDyA kare ema ahIM badhuM vartana che. (5.pR.77) AzramamAM roja paryuSaNa 'paryuSaNa parva bahu rUDI rIte ujavAyuM chejI. paramakRpALu devanI kRpAthI AzramamAM to roja paryuSaNa jevI ja bhakti thayA kare che.'' (pa.pR.115) ''AzramamAM jema bhakti, zAMti ane satsaMgano yoga che, tevuM bIje badhe dUra hajAreka mAIla (dakSiNanI yAtrAmAM) jaI AvyA paNa jaNAyuM nathI. paramakRpALudevanI parama niSkAraNa karUNAthI ApaNane apUrva mArga darzAvanAra paramakRpALuzrI prabhuzrIno yoga thayo che. te samAna bIjuM kyAMya jagatamAM jaNAtuM nathI.'' (pa.pR.161) AzramamAM rahI javA jevuM "AzramamAM rahI javA jevuM che. bIjI jAtrAo loko batAve temAM doravAI javuM nahIM. ane jyAM ApaNane bodhano joga hoya, citta zAMta thAya te tIrtha che.'' (pa.pR.174) "pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe jyAM cauda comAsAM karyA che, evA rAjagRhI tIrtha samAna agAsa AzramamAM Apano AvavAno vicAra che, te jANIne AnaMda thayo che.'' (pa.pR.629) prabhuzrIe dIrghadRSTithI goThavela bhaktikrama "pa.pU.prabhuzrIe je kAryakrama Azrama mATe goThavyo che te bahu dIrghadRSTi vAparI cokkasa karyo che. temAM rasa na Ave teTalI jIvane mumukSatAnI khAmI che.'' (5.pR.769)''mArA AtmAnI saMbhALa rAta divasa levAnuM bane tevuM sthaLa zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama che tyAM sadAya rahevAya tevuM kyAre banaze? tevI savAramAM UThIne roja bhAvanA karavI ane amuka mudate te bane tevuM che. ema lAge to te divasa gaNatA rahevuM. jema vaheluM bane tevI goThavaNa karatA rahevuM ghaTe chejI. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM che ke AzramamAM jeno deha chUTaze tene samAdhimaraNa thaze. eka vakhata samAdhimaraNa thAya to mokSe jatA sudhImAM jeTalA bhava karmane AdhIna levA paDe te badhA bhavamAM samAdhimaraNa jarUra thAya evo niyama che, to A lAbha levAnuM cUkavuM nathI, ema nakkI karI vahele moDe maraNa pahelA AzramamAM rahevAnuM bane tema kartavya chejI.'' (5.pR.784) aneka pApane ghovAnuM tIrtha agAsa Azrama paramakRpALudeve jhUraNA karI che. "tevuM sthAna kyAM che ke jyAM jaIne rahIe? arthAt tevA saMto kyAM che ke jyAM jaIne e (rAgadveSa rahita) dazAmAM besI tenuM poSaNa pAmIe?'' ApaNe mATe to pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe evuM sthAna banAvI samAdhimaraNanuM thANuM thApyuM che. have jeTalI DhIla karIe teTalI ApaNI khAmI che. teozrI kahetA ke, 'tArI vAre vAra, thaI jA taiyAra.' have badhI vAto bhUlI aneka pApone ghovAnuM tIrtha pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIe sthApyuM che tyAM nivAsa karavAnI bhAvanAmAM kALa gALavo. te bhUlavuM nahIM.'' (5.pR.784) agAsa Azramane Apela aneka vizeSaNo 145 pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe AzramathI lakhela dareka patramAM mathALe AzramanuM adbhuta mAhAtmya gAyuM che temAMthI namUnArUpe thoDA avataraNo 'patrasudhA'mAMthI atre ApIe chIe. "tIrthaziromaNi kalpavRkSa zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama''(patrAMka 42) "tIrthakSetra satzAMtidyAma......... (patrAMka 206) "tIrthaziromaNi sajjanamana vizrAmadhAma.......'' (patrAMka 238) tIrthaziromaNi bhavadavatrAsitane zAMtipreraka...'' (patrAMka 273) "tIrthaziromaNi sadvicArapreraka tathA poSaka...' (patrAMka 379) "tIrthaziromaNi satsaMgadhAma, bhaktivana........'' (patrAMka 1010) tIrthaziromaNi satsaMgadhAma samAdhimaraNapreraka.''(patrAMka 1024)

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zrI sadguru bhakti rahasya (bhaktinA vIza doharA-artha sahita) 0 0 0 he prabhu! he prabhu! zuM kahyuM dInAnAtha dayALa; sadaguru pratye vizvAsa ane AdarabhAva AvavA mATe huM to doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chuM karuNALa. 1 satsaMganI jarUra che. Avo satsaMgano yoga paNa mane nathI. ApanI he prabhu bolatAM ja kRpALudeva bhaNI draSTi javI joIe. sevAno paNa mane yoga nathI. sevAbhAva AvavA mATe arpaNatAnI dIna ane anAtha maLIne dInAnAtha thayuM che. dIna ane anAtha ? jarUra che. tevI arpaNatA paNa mArAmAM nathI. arpaNatA meLavavA upara dayA rAkhanAra he prabhu!tamane huM zuM kahuM? he bhagavAna! huM to mATe anuyogano Azraya levAno che. AvA Azrayano paNa mane anaMta doSanuM pAtra chuM. yoga nathI. (prathamAnuyoga athavA gharmakathAnuyoga, karaNAnuyoga, zuddhabhAva mujamAM nathI, nathI sarva tuja rUpa; ke caraNAnuyoga ane dravyAnuyoga e cAra anuyoga kahevAya che.) nathI laghutA ke dInatA, zuM kahyuM paramasvarUpa? 2 huM pAmara zuM karI zakuM? evo nathI viveka; kRpALudeve kSAyika samakita thayA pachI A prArthanA lakhI caraNa zaraNa thIraja nathI, maraNa sudhInI cheka. 5 che. zuddhabhAva e eka bahu moTo guNa che. "vItyo kALa anaMta huM pAmara chuM, kazuM karI zakato nathI, evo viveka mArAmA te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva." anaMtakALathI jIva zubhAzubha bhAva nathI. pAmara eTale huM kazuM jANato nathI, aghama chuM. evo viveka karato Avyo che paNa zuddhabhAva Avyo nathI. evo zuddhabhAva zAthI Ave? ApanA caraNakamaLanA AzrayanI dhIraja, maraNa sudhI AvavA mATe prabhu bhaNI draSTi karIne enuM svarUpa vicAravuM. laghutA hoya to viveka Ave. kSaNa kSaNamAM vRttio palaTAya che to pachI eTale halakApaNuM - AraMbha parigrahano bhAra jenA upara nA hoya. viveka kyAMthI Ave? maraNa paryata tArA zaraNamAM ja rahuM evo dInatA eTale "sapuruSamAM ja paramezvarabuddhi ane jJAnIoe bhAva Ave tyAre vivekanI prApti thAya. evI ghIraja mArAmAM nathI. parama gharma kahyo che. ane e buddhi parama dainyatva sUcave che." aciMtya tuja mAhAsyano, nathI praphullita bhAva; (254) evuM laghutva ane dInatva mArAmAM nathI. he bhagavAna! huM aMza na eke snehano, na maLe parama prabhAva. 6 paramasvarUpane zuM kahyuM? tArA mAhAbhyano mane praphullita bhAva nathI. evA narthI AjJA gurudevanI acaLa karI ura mAMhI; praphullita bhAva mATe tArA pratye jevA snehanI jarUra che tevo sneha Apa taNo vizvAsa draDha, ne paramAdara nAhIM. 3 mArAmAM eka aMza mAtra paNa nathI. tArA upara sneha zI rIte upara kaheluM paramasvarUpa zAthI samajAya? to kahe, thAya? to kahe : parama prabhAva hoya to. prabhAva eTale gautama sagurunI AjJAthI. evI sadgurunI AjJA meM mArA hRdayamAM svAmI jyAre mahAvIra svAmI pAse AvyA hatA tyAre bahu acaLapaNe ghAraNa karI nahIM. sadgurunI AjJA rAgadveSa na karavA ahaMkArathI bharelA ane jANe mahAvIra svAmIthI laDavA mATe ja te che. AvI AjJA ghAraNa kyAre thAya? prabhu pratye Adara ane AvyA hoya tevuM lAgatuM hatuM. paNa jyAre bhagavAna samIpe pahoMcyA vizvAsabhAva Ave tyAre. evo Apa prabhu pratye Adara ane tyAre sarva khoTA bhAva jatA rahyA; ane sAcA rastAne pakaDI vizvAsabhAva paNa mArAmAM nathI. lIdho. e puruSano prabhAva kahevAya che. Avo parama prabhAva paNa joga nathI satsaMgano, nathI sat sevA joga; mane nathI maLyo ke jethI sadguru pratye sneha utpanna thAya. kevaLa arpaNatA nathI, nathI Azraya anuyoga. 4 * pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe sumerabhAIne samajAvavA A artha karelA. jenI noMgha temaNe karI hatI. A artha teozrInA najarataLe nIkaLI gayelA che. 146

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acaLarUpa Asakti nahi, nahIM virahano tApa; kathA alabha tuja premanI, nahi teno paritApa. 7 tArA acaLarUpamAM mAruM mana lAgatuM nathI. tArA para mane Asakti nathI. mane sadgurunA viyogano paritApa thato nathI. ane teno kheda paNa thato nathI. tArA premanI mane kathA paNa labhya thatI nathI. ane pAcho teno kheda athavA paritApa paNa thato nathI. eka vakhata prabhuzrIjInuM comAsuM khaMbhAtamAM hatuM. tyAre paramakRpALudeva khaMbhAtathI traNa gAu dUra rALaja gAmamAM birAjatA hatA. baghAM mumukSuo tyAM jaIne darzana karatA ane vakhANatA. prabhuzrIjIne paNa darzana karavAnI tIvra abhilASA utpanna thaI. paNa comAsAmAM to munione bahAra na javAya. ethI karIne ke evuM Dha bhAna paNa mane nathI. mAro dharma zuM che, tenI paNa mane teo manamAM bahu mUMjhAtA hatA. eka divase cAlatAM cAlatAM samajaNa nathI. mAro gharma eTale jinezvara bhagavAne bhAkhyo che, paramakRpALudeva je gAmamAM hatA te rALaja gAmanI bahAra talAvaDI te jainadharma athavA AtmAno gharma, evo gharma kyAMthI labhya thAya? pAse AvIne UbhA rahyA. pachI koI sAthe kahevaDAvyuM ke aMbA zubhadezamAM sthAna hoya to. evuM sthAna paNa mane prApta thayuM nathI. lAlabhAIne kahejo ke pelA muni AvelA che. aMbAlAlabhAIne kALa doSa kaLithI thayo, nahi maryAdA gharma, koIe kahyuM eTale gAma bahAra AvyA ane pUchyuM-tame AjJA toya nahIM vyAkuLatA, juo prabhu muja karma. 9 vagara kema AvI gayA? tyAre prabhuzrIjIe jaNAvyuM ke AjJA kALa bahu kharAba ane duSama che. evA kALamAM mane levA mATe ja ahIM Ubho chuM. pachIthI zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe sadhdharmanI prApti thaI nathI; ane thaI che to enI maryAdA nathI, paramakRpALudeva pAse jaIne badhI hakIkata kahI. paramakRpALudeve ke ema chatAM paNa manamAM kazI vyAkuLatA thatI nathI. he prabhu! mArAM khabara mokalI ke - "tamane amArA darzana karyA vinA jo zAMti karmo to juo? kevAM ahitakArI che. manamAM vyAkuLatA thAya to thatI hoya to pAchA cAlyA jAo ane nA thatI hoya to huM tyAM gharma bhaNI zraddhA utpanna thAya. AvuM." prabhuzrIjIe vicAryuM ke bhale darzana na thAya paNa mAre sevAne pratikULa che, te baMghana nathI tyAga; paramakRpALudevane ahIM AvavAnuM kaSTa to ApavuM nathI. ema dehendriya mAne nahIM, kare bAhya para rAga. 10 vicArI pAchA cAlyA gayA. jatAM jatAM bahu kheda thayo ke mArA je sevAne pratikULa che evA baMghananA kAraNono paNa kevA aMtarAya karyo che ke badhAne paramakRpALudevanAM darzana thAya che ? mane tyAga nathI. sevAbhAva karavo hoya to indriyone vaza karavI ane mane nathI thatAM. paramakRpALudeve badhuM jANI bIje divase zrI joIe. paNa A indriyo to mAnatI ja nathI, ane bAhya padArtho sobhAgabhAIne tyAM mokalyA. zrI sobhAgabhAIne joIne upara rAga kare che. to sevAbhAva kyAMthI thAya? sevAbhAvathI prabhuzrIjIne bahu harSa thayo. zrI sobhAgabhAIe kahyuM ke tamane bahu kalyANa thAya evuM che. 'para prema pravAha baDhe prabhuseM, saba Agama kheda thAya che eTale mane mokalyo che. have A maMtra 'sahajAtmasvarUpa bheda suura base; vaha kevalako bIja glAni kahe." evo prema prabhu paramaguru" nuM smaraNa karajo. prabhuzrIjIne maMtra maLyA pachI zAMti pratye thAya to AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. thaI. Avo virahano kheda thAya tyAre sadgurunA acaLarUpamAM tuja viyoga skurato nathI, vacana nayana yama nAhI; Asakti thAya. nahi udAsa anabhaktathI, tema gRhAdika mAMhi. 11 bhakti mArga praveza nahi, nahIM bhajana dRDha bhAna; tArA para prema Avyo hoya to virahano paritApa thAya samaja nahIM nija gharmanI, nahi zubha deze sthAna. 8 ane viyoga sphare. paNa Avo kheda mane thato nathI.athavA tAro bhaktimArgamAM niraMtara rahevA jevuM che. sarvajo je bhaktino : viyoga paNa manamAM skurato nathI. vacanano ane nayanano saMyama mArga bhAkhyo che evA mArgamAM paNa mAro praveza nathI, evA ! paNa gharyo nathI. anabhakta eTale je bhakta na hoya evAthI bhAva kyAre thAya? to kahe : tArA bhajanamAM draDha bhAna thAya tyAre. udAsa bhAva temaja gRhAdika kAryomAM paNa udAsa bhAva thato nathI. 147

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chuM, ane cAra gatimAM AthaDI rahyo chuM, mane kazuM bhAna nathI. bhAna vinA anaMtakALathI rakhaDato Avyo chuM. bhAna zAthI Ave? saMtane seve to. paNa meM to guru ke saMtane paNa sevyA nathI. temanI AjJA uThAvI nathI; ane vadhArAmAM abhimAna paNa mUkyuM nathI. saMta caraNa Azraya vinA, sAghana karyA aneka; pAra na tethI pAmiyo, Ugyo na aMza viveka. 16 he prabhu! meM saMta caraNa eTale sadgurunA Azraya vagara aneka sAghana karyA. paNa enAthI kazuM pAra pAmyo nahIM. eka aMza mAtra paNa viveka Ugyo nathI. sahu sAghana baMghana thayAM, rahyo na koI upAya; sat sAghana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMghana zuM jAya. 17 he prabhu!jeTalA sAghano karyo tenAthI baMghana ja thayuM. have ahaMbhAvathI rahita nahi, svagharma saMcaya nAhIM; mane koI upAya sUjhato nathI. jyAM sudhI sat sAghanane huM nathI nathI nivRtti nirmaLapaNe, anya gharmanI kAMI. 12 samajyo tyAM sudhI baMghana kevI rIte jAya? sAco mArga sadguru deha, strI, putrAdi e badhA mArAM che ema mAnIne jIva : sivAya batAvanAra koI nathI. sadagurunA kahevA pramANe cAlavA beTho che. eTale ahaMbhAva jato nathI. je mAruM nathI tene mAruM jevuM che. mAnI besavuM te ahaMbhAva. he prabhu! AvA ahaMbhAvathI huM rahita prabhu prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, paDyo na sadguru pAya; nathI. svagharma eTale Atmadharmano paNa saMcaya nathI. svadharmano ? dIThA nahi nija doSa to, tarike koNa upAya? 18 saMcaya hoya to ahaMbhAvanI maMdatA thAya, paNa evuM banyuM nathI. niraMtara manamAM "prabhu prabhu" evI laganI lAge tyAre ane anya gharmo pratye paNa mArI nirmaLapaNe nivRtti nathI. anya 6 mumukSutA to zuM paNa mokSeya pragaTa thAya. banArasIdAse lakhyuM che gharma eTale jaina athavA Atmadharma sivAyanA tharmo. ke, "bhAlaso bhuvana vAsa, kAla so kuTuMba kAja." eTale jene ema anaMta prakArathI, sAghana rahita huMya; prabhunI laganI lAgI che tene pachI gRhasthAzrama bhAlA jevo lAge nahIM eka sadgaNa paNa, mukha batAvuM zuM? 13 che, ane kuTuMba kArya kALa jevA lAge ene ja sarvajJa "tIvra mumukSutA" ema aneka prakAranA vicAra kIdhA paNa mane saMsAghana kahe che. evI pavitra laganI lAgI nathI ane sadgurune aMtaHmaLyuM nahIM. huM sAghana rahita ja rahyo. mArAmAM eka paNa sadguNa karaNathI pAya paNa lAgyo nathI. jyAM sudhI svadoSa na dekhe tyAM nathI. mAruM moTuM tane kevI rIte batAvuM, zarama Ave che. eTalA sudhI badhuM nakAmuM che. svadoSa joyA vinA kevI rIte karI zakAya? doSo bharelA che ke huM kahI zakato nathI. aghamAghama adhiko pattata, sakaLa jagatamAM huMya; kevaLa karuNAmUrti cho, dInabaMdhu dInAnAtha; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAghana karaze zuMya. 19 pApI parama anAtha chuM, graho prabhujI hAtha. 14 sakaLa jagatamAM huM aghamaghama chuM, patita chuM, evo nizcaya he sarvajJa bhagavAna!tame kevaLa dayAnI mUrti cho, dInanA : jyAM sudhI manamAM na thAya tyAM sudhI he jIva! tuM zuM sAdhana baMdhu ane nAtha cho. huM mahApApI che, ane parama anAtha chuM. mAro ; karIza? svadoSa joyA vinA badhuM avaLuM che. hAtha grahIne mane tAro. 'hAtha graho" eTale zuM? kaMI sadguru hAtha paDa paDatuja padapaMkaje, pharI pharI mAMgu e ja; jhAlavA Ave? "graho prabhujI hAtha' eTale mane bodha ApIne sadguru saMta svarUpa tuja, e dRDhatA karI de ja. 20 mArI mithyA mAnyatA TaLe tema karo. huM DUbI rahyo chuM mATe bogharUpI uparanI 19 gAthAno sArAMza paNa AmAM AvI gayo hAthathI grahIne--mane pakaDIne bahAra kADho. che. bhagavAnane aMte prArthanA kare che ke he prabhu!tArA caraNakamaLamAM anaMtakALathI AthaDyo, vinA bhAna bhagavAna; vAraMvAra namaskAra karIne pharI pharI e ja mAMguM chuM ke sadguru, sevyA nahi guru saMtane, mUkyuM nahi abhimAna. 15 saMta ane tArA svarUpanI mane draDha zraddhA thAo, tenI prApti thAo. he prabhu huM anaMta kALathI A saMsAramAM bhramaNa karI rahyo 148

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*kaivalya bIja zuM ? (artha sahita) (troTaka chaMda) yamaniyama saMjama Apa kiyo, puni tyAga birAga athAga lahyo, vanavAsa liyo, mukha mauna rahyo, dRDha Asana padha lagAya diyo. 1 yama eTale zuM? ane te keTalA che? jIvanaparyata vrata levAmAM Ave te yama che. yama pAMca che-ahiMsA, satya, acorya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha. tyAga te vairAgya che. bane teTalo tyAga kare ane je chUTe nahIM tenA niyama paNa pAMca kahevAya che-zauca, saMtoSa, tapa, pratye vairAgya rAkhe. zarIra pratye vairAgya rAkhe, Asakti choDe, sakjhAya ane IzvaradhyAna. (1) zauca-lobha nahIM te. AtmAne mamatA na kare! deha te huM nahIM, jarUra paDe te vastu rAkhe paNa malina karanAra lobha che. bAhyathI zarIranI pavitratA rAkhe te Asakti na thavA de, e vairAgya che. paNa jIve kharo vairAgya karyo bAhya zauca. manamAM rAgadveSa na thavA de te atyaMtara zauca. (2) nathI. samajaNa na hoya tyAM sudhI vairAgya nathI, paNa dveSa che. saMtoSa eTale lAbha thAya tethI rAjI na thAya ane hAni thAya to vanavAsa lIdho eTale jyAM mANaso na hoya evA jaMgalamAM zoka na kare. (3) tapa eTale mananA kahyA pramANe varte nahIM paNa rahyo. mukha mauna rahyo eTale koIthI bole nahIM. niraMtara mauna tenI sAmo paDe. (4) sakjhAya eTale zAstrone vicAravA svAdhyAya ghAraNa karyuM. padmAsana lagAvIne paNa besI gayo. A badhA sAghano kare. (5) IzvaradhyAna eTale bhagavAnane bhUle nahIM. eka bhaga : jIve svacchaMdapaNe ghaNI vAra karyA che. vAnamAM ja lakSa rAkhe; khAtApItA pahelAM bhagavAnane saMbhAre. A mana pona nirogha svabogha kiyo, pAMca niyamo kahevAya che. haTha joga prayoga su tAra bhayo, saMyama : pAMca indriya ane manane jIte ane chakAya japa bheda jape, tapa yohi tape, jIvonI rakSA kare, ema bAra prakAre saMyama che. saMyamamAM svadayA uraseMhi udAsI lahI sabaveM. 2 ane paradayA pALe. kRpALudeve 'apUrva avasaramAM kahyuM che ke "sarva mana eTale mana ane pauna eTale pavana = zvAsocchavAsa. bhAvathI audAsInya vRtti karI, mAtra deha te saMyama hetu hoya jo." : manane bIje na javA dIdhuM ane zvAsocchavAsane rokyAM. manano sarvabhAvathI virAma pAmavArUpa saMyama che. bahAra bhaTakatI vRttione nirodha karyo paNa te yathArtha nahoto. manane yathArthapaNe jANyuM rokavI te paNa saMyama che. evo saMyama, vairAgya hoya to thAya. nahIM, paNa damana karyuM. mananuM svarUpa zuM che te jANyA vinA karyuM. A yama, niyama, saMyama baghA jIve "Apa kiyo' eTale ke kyAre e mane chetaraze, te khabara nathI. haThayoga eTale kAyA, svacchede karyo che, athavA ajJAnInA Azraye karyo che. vacana ane manane roke, parANe vaza kare. potAne zikhAmaNa Ape potAnI meLe kare athavA ajJAnInI AjJAthI kare to kaMI lAbha ke pApa karIza to narakamAM javuM paDaze. mATe pApa karIza nahIM. e thAya nahIM. svabogha che. e badhA prayogo jIve svacchede karyA. emAM tallIna tyAga eTale zuM? "AtmapariNAmathI anya padArthano thaI gayo. e mAre karavuM ja che, evo haThayoga nizcaya karI tAdAbhya adhyAsa nivartavo tene zrI jina tyAga kahe che." : ekatAra thayo. japanA aneka bhedo che te badhA karyA. tapa paNa -zrImad rAjacaMdra. tAdAbhya eTale dehane AtmArUpa mAnavo, deha : karyA. jema koI pahele divase eka cokhAno dANo khAya, pachI te ja AtmA mAnavo. evA adhyAsano tyAga te kharo tyAga che. bIje divase be dANA khAya ema karatAM karatAM peTa bharAya tyAre eka bhagavAne ene tyAga kahyo che. paNa jIve evo tyAga karyo nathI. eka ocho karavA mAMDe. AvAM tapa aneka karyA. manathI sarva bAhya svacchaMdI thaIne bAhya tyAga vagere karyA che. jo kharo tyAga karyo padArtho pratye udAsInatAthI varyo. koIthI bolyo nahIM. ekalo hota to saMsAramAM rahe ja nahIM. pharyo. ema aneka prakAre udAsInatA rAkhI. AvuM jIve ghaNuM karyuM virAga eTale zuM? pAMca indriyonA viSayonI Asaktino che. paNa badhuM "Apa kiyo" eTale potAnI meLe svacchede karyuM. * pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe zrI sumerabhAIne samajAvavA A artha karelA jenI temaNe noMdha karI hatI. teozrInI najara taLe A lakhANa nIkaLI gayela che. 149

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saba zAstranakenaya ghArI hiye, jJAnI puruSone saMsArI jIvo pratye karuNA Ave che. mata maMDana khaMDana bheda liye, jIvanuM kalyANa sagungame che. jyAre sadagurunI AjJA pratye vaha sAghana bAra anaMta kiyo, pratIti athavA prema thAya to AtmA paLamAM pragaTa thAya ema che. tadapi kachu hAtha hajuM na paryo. 3 sadagurunI AjJA pratye jeTalo prema thayo teTalo jIva savaLo sarva zAstrone tenA nayapUrvaka, pramANo vaDe zIkhI gayo. huM thayo. prema hoya to AjJA manAya. paMDita thayo, vAdavivAda karyA. anya matonuM khaMDana maMDana karyuM. A tanaseM, manaseM, ghanameM, sabameM, gharma sAco che, A khoTo che, ema bheda pADyA. evA sAdhano gurudevakI Ana svaAtma baseM; taba kAraja siddha bane apano, anaMtI vAra karyA chatAM jIva mokSamArga pAmyo nahIM. badhuM karyuM paNa rasa amRta pAhi prema ghano. 6 janmamaraNa chUTyAM nahIM. tana, mana, ghana ane bIjA badhA bAhyAMtara padArtho aba kyoMna bicArata haimanaseM, uparathI mamatA choDI eka sadagurunI AjJAne jo AtmAmAM kachu aura rahA una sAina leM? ghAraNa kare to kArya siddha thaI jAya, amRta rasa pAme. dehAdimAM bina sadguru koya na bheda lahe, prema choDe to amRtarasa jevo akhUTa prema pAme. mukha Agala hai kaha bAta kahe? 4 ATaluM ATaluM potAnI meLe karyuM chatAM kazuM hAthamAM na vaha satya suthA darazAvahiMge, caturAMgula he hRgaseM milahe, AvyuM. tyAre jJAnI puruSo A jIvane saMbodhIne kahe che ke rasa deva niraMjana ko pivahI, manuSyabhava maLyo che to manathI kema nathI vicArato ke A uparanA gahI joga jugo juga so jIvahI. 7 sAghanothI kaMI bIjuM karavA jevuM che? sadaguru vinA sadguru pratye prema thAya to satya sudhArasa game teTalI mAthAkUTa kare toya pAra Ave ema samajAya. e potAnI pAse ja che. draSTi paDavI nathI. sadguru maLe to AtmA pAse ja che. draSTi joIe. samyaphaSTi thAya to AtmA pAse ja che. pheravavAnI che. dehane jue che tenA badale AtmA parama nidAna pragaTa mukha AgaLa, jagata ullaMghI jovAnI draSTi karavAnI che. sadguru vinA AvI ho jAya jinezvara." (AnaMdaghanajI) moDhA AgaLa draSTi thAya nahIM. jIva samaje to sahaja che, nahIM to ja che ene mUkI pudgalamAM jAya che. "sat e kaMI anaMta upAye hAtha Ave ema nathI, evo AtmA dUra nathI paNa dUra lAge che. aMtara-AtmA thaI che. jJAnIo kahe che paNa pakaDe koNa? saguru vinA kAma : paramAtmAne bhaje to pote paramAtmA thAya, niraMjana rasane thAya ema nathI. sadguru maLe to ja AtmA samajAya. e vinA unA : pAme. pachI AtmAne maravuM na paDe. amara thaI jAya eTale mokSa rahasya jaNAya ema nathI. "jaba jAgeMge AtamA taba lAgege raMga' : pAme. duHkhathI nivRtta thAya. kharo guru to potAno AtmA ja che. e jyAre jAgaze tyAre kAma para prema pravAha baDhe prabhuseM, thaze. pote potAno vairI thaIne varte che, tenA badale pote potAno saba Agamabheda suura baseM, mitra thaI vartaze tyAre kAma Avaze. anAthI munie zreNikane vaha kevalako bIja glAni kaheM, kahyuM hatuM ke ApaNo AtmA ja naMdanavana jevo che; ane ApaNo nijako anubhau batalAI diye. 8 AtmA ja narake laI janAra che; ApaNo AtmA ja mitra ane uparano sAra badho A gAthAmAM AvI gayo che. sarva ApaNo AtmA ja zatru che. e ja karmano karanAra che ane e ja padArtho uparathI prema uThAvIne eka prabhu pratye parama prema thAya to potAne mokSe laI janAra che. cAvI sadgurunA hAthamAM che. mAne sarvAgamanuM jJAna, bhaNyA vinA ja AvI jAya. "mana mahilAnuM re to kAma thaI jAya. vahAlA upare, bIjA kAma karata; tema zruta ghameM re mana draDha ghare, karunA hama pAvata hai tumakI, jJAnAkSepakavaMta'. A to eka sAmAnya draSTAMta che. enA karatAM vaha bAta rahI sugurugamakI, anaMtagaNo prema Avavo joIe. baghA Agamo enI sAkSI palameM pragaTe mukha AMgalameM, pUre che. premarUpI agni lAge to baghA karmo baLI jAya. parAbhakti jaba sadguru ca suprema baseM. 5 : e kevaLajJAnanuM bIja che. "prabhubhakti tyAM uttama jJAna." 150

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zrImad rAjacaMdra varSa 17 mA pahelAM zrImad rAjacaMdra' vacanAmRta-vivecana (zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta vAMcatA zrI devazIbhAI raNachoDabhAI koThArIne je kaMI prazno udbhavatA tenA khulAsA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAsethI meLavatA. temanI noMgha uparathI ahIM AgaLa sArarUpa bhAga utAryo che. mukhyapaNe zabdonA bhAvArtha ja ahIM lIdhA che. vacanAmRtamAMnuM mULa lakhANa nIce gADhA akSaromAM ane pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe karela vivecana sAdA akSaromAM lIdhela che.) patrAMka 40 - vizAla buddhi : vicAraka buddhi. jIva vartamAna kALano apUrNa vicAra karI varte che te dehadRSTivALA saMkucita che. te nahIM, paNa traNe kALano bhUta, bhaviSya ne vartamAnano viveka karanAra, viveka buddhivALA, AtmavicAraka draSTivALA. vartamAnamAM matijJAna alpa che, paNa zrutajJAna vizAla che. "buddhi kriyA viphaLa dIejI, jJAnakriyA zivaaMga; asaMmoha kiriyA dIejI, zIdhra mugatiphaLa caMga." madhyasthatA pakSapAtarahita buddhivALo. grahaNa-tyAgano viveka, te sahita buddhivALo. saraLatA: mAyAkapaTa rahita, manamAM hoya tevuM ja kahenAra, tyAgI avasthAthI, sarvasaMgaparityAgathI, asaMgaapratibaddha dazAthI. vartanAra. manamAM eka ne vartanamAM juduM ema nahIM, mana-vacana alpaparicayI : ochuM AvavuM-javuM-koI koI vakhate, kAyAno virogha na hoya, hRdaya saraLa thavuM. vakratA nahIM. svArtha huM prayojana vagara javuM nahIM. mAyAkapaTathI rahita. alpa AvakArI : vizeSa hAvabhAva sahita AvakAra ke jitendriyapaNuM : mokSamALAmAM pATha 68mo jitendriyatA : mAna ApavuM nahI. sAmAnyapaNe yogya samajIne vartavuM. viSe che te jovo. alpa bhAvanA darzAvavI : vizeSa mAyika bhAvanA darzAvavI nahIM, jema ke mAyAthI-premathI raDe, dilagIra thAya, khoTI indriyadamanakuM svAda taja, manadamanakuM dhyAna." mAyAmamatA darzAve. tema karavuM nahIM. jitamoha, kSINamohane mATe samayasAramAM dravyendriya ane alpa sahacArI : gADha mitratA nahIM te. bhAvendriyanuM svarUpa ApeluM che te jovuM. alpa guru : moTAI nahIM. moTA na thavuM. garva na karavo. patrAMka 54 - mArganA marmane pAmyA vinA dehAdhyAsa chUTavo patrAMka 176- alakha'le'mAM AtmAe karI samAveza thayo che: te marma che. nirvikalpa samAdhimAM. "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; abutha thayA chIe : asaMga thayA chIe. nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja gharmano marma." patrAMka 180 - amaravaramayaja AtmadraSTi thaI jaze : jeTalo dehAdhyAsa chUTe teTalo marma samajAya. abhedabhAva thaI jaze, prabhu prabhu laya thaI jaze. zrI mahAvIra je vATethI taryA te vATethI zrIkRSNa rAma hade vasyAM che : samyagdarzana sahita AtmA. taraze. te vATa athavA mArga kayo? : jJAnI puruSanI AjJArUpa anAdinAM khasyAM che : AvaraNa dUra thayAM che. mArga. "ANAe ghammo, ANAe tavo.' surati ityAdika hasyAM che jAgRtimaya AtmaramaNatAnI te Atmatva arpaze-udaya Apaze tyAre ja te prApta thaze prasannatA. : satparuSa te AtmatA arpaze, udaya Apaze, tyAre ja te prAsa patrAMka 197- suthAnI ghArA pachInA keTalAka darzana thayA che thaze. sapuruSa vagara mArga nathI. : mukha viSe suthArasa varase che te upayoganI sthiratA mATe che. te patrAMka 103 - ekAMtathI jeTalo saMsAra kSaya thavAno che : 4 pachI Atmadarzana thAya che. 151

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patrAMka 210 - sarvee eTaluM ja hAla to karavAnuM che ke jUnuM joIe. e hAni che. majyA vinA to chuTako ja nathI; ane e mUkavA yogya ja che ! patrAMka 373- 'mana': mananuM svarUpa samajAvuM muzkela che. judI ema draDha karavuM : satparuSane maLyA pahelAnuM mAnI rAkheluM badhuM : judI apekSA che. AtmAnuM svarUpa ke mananuM svarUpa apekSAe juduM bhUlI javuM. saTuruSanuM kaheluM mAnya karavuM. laukika bhAva kADhI nAkhavo. nathI. saMkalpavikalpa kare tyAre mana kahevAya che. bIjo artha : agRhIta mithyAtva che te jUnuM eTale huM "tene laIne tene AghAre. AtmAne AghAre je je thAya te. anAdikALanuM cAlyuM Ave che te mUkI devuM. A badhuM': AkhuM vizva, jagata AtmArUpa jANavAmAM jovAmAM : Ave. patrAMka 247- je rasa jagatanuM jIvana che; kayo rasa? caitanya. teno nirNaya': jJAnI vagara nirNaya patrAMka 271 - evo eka ja padArtha na thAya. (jagatano, vizvano, AtmAno) paricaya karavAyogya che... te kyo? : vastu samajAya to AtmajJAna thAya. satsaMga. patrAMka 375 - "te baMghana zuM? ane kevA prakAre? : chUTavAnA zuM jANavAthI te truTe?": pote je mAne prakAre. che te badhuM khoTuM che. evo vicAra ane patrAMka 287 - ekathI anaMta che; bheda paDyA vinA, sAcuM zuM te yathArtha anaMta che te eka che: eka che te anaMtathI samajAya nahIM. yathArtha jJAnIpuruSa dvArA juduM nathI. anaMta guNono samUha te bheda paDyA vinA samajAya nahIM. samaAtmA. AtmAne AghAre che. " jAyA vagara baMghana truTe nahIM. nAga so saLaM nAkhavuM" dravyadraSTithI yathArtha bogha' eTale zuM? : eka ane paryAyavRSTithI anaMta ema judI Atmabogha. te satparuSanI bhaktithI judI ghaNI apekSA che. samajAya ane saheje Atmabogha thAya. "je satparuSoe sagurunI bhakti patrAMka 288 - nahIM to badhuMya navuM nirUpaNa karI che....saheje Atmabogha che, ane badhuMya jIrNa che : emane to thAya" (cha padano patra) badhuMye sarakhuM che. dravya apekSAe jUnuM che, paryAya apekSAe navuM che. sonAnuM patrAMka 379 - "jenI prApti pachI anaMtakALane yAcakapaNuM maTI... tene draSTAMta-sonuM e, paNa judA judA ghATathI bhajo": jenI prApti pachI eTale sadgurunI paryAya navA navA thAya che. prApti thavI joIe. sadganA yogathI patrAMka 30pa- koI paNa prakAranuM darzana thAya tene samyajJAna : vItarAgatA prApta thAya che. saguru taraNatAraNa hoya che. saM moTA puruSoe gamyuM che ema samajavAnuM nathI : kaMI teja vagere gurunA yogathI niHspRhatA tathA niSkAMkSitA vagere samaktine yogya dekhAya te badhuM kalpita che, samyakajJAna nathI. guNo prApta thaI samati thAya che. saruno yoga evo apUrva che. padArthano yathArtha botha prApta thAya : yathArtha AtmAnI pote niHspRha rahI niHspRha kare che. oLakhANa thAya te. hAla to "nirbaLa" thaI zrI hari'ne hAtha soMpIe chIe patrAMka 340- je be kAraNa che te maLyA vinA jIvane anaMtakALa * hAranurArA anaMtakALa : harinuM zaraNa laIe chIe. karmavazAt sthiti bhogave che, temAM thayAM rakhaDavuM paDyuM che, je be kAraNa maLe mokSa hoya che te kyAM? : : zuddha bhAva, zuddha AtmAnuM zaraNuM chUTatuM nathI. he prabhu! tuM tAraje. mAtra AtmarUpa maunapaNuM ane te sapuruSanuM oLakhANa ane tenI AjJAnuM ArAghana. saMbaMghI prasaMga ene viSe buddhi rahe che : patrAMka 371 - "parama evuM je boghasvarUpa" eTale? : AtmAmAM ja lIna thavuM che ane te saMbaMdhI jJAnIpuruSa. satsaMga-prasaMga, te sivAya kaMI karavuM nathI. "anaMta kALe je prApta thayuM nathI' te zuM? samakita. te AtmAmAM samAI javuM che. paNa koI pUche to javAba sapuruSanI kRpAthI thAya, sapuruSamAM bhUla na thavI joIe. Apavo paDe che. lAva, bIjA jJAnI zodhuM, Ama karuM, tema karuM ema na thavuM : zrI devazIbhAI 152

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patrAMka 384 - "ane tenuM oLakhANa thaye paNa svecchAe vartavAnI je buddhi te vAraMvAra udaya pAme che" ema sAthI che? oLakhANa oLakhANamAM phera che. samakita thayA pachI svaccheda vagere doSa na thAya. te pahelAM puruSArthanI maMdatAthI bIjA prasaMgomAM doravAI jAya che. koI puNyayoge satsaMga, bhakti, prema, vizvAsa, zraddhArUpI oLakhANa thAya paNa te yathArtha oLakhANa nathI. samakita thayAnA saMjoga maLyA hoya chatAM jIva pAcho pharI jAya, bIjI ruci bhAvamAM bhaLI jAya tenuM kAraNa svacchaMdano udaya che. patrAMka 388- jagata jyAM sUe che tyAM jJAnI jAge che : jagata sUe che eTale bebhAna che. kalyANa karavAnA vakhatamAM bedarakAra che. tyAM jJAnI jAge che, jagata pratye bedarakAra che, paNa AtmAne bhUlatA nathI, jAgatA che. jagata jAge che tyAM jJAnI sUe che : jagata svArthamAM jAge che, jJAnI svArthamAM beparavA che. jema thavuM hoya tema thAo, paNa AtmAne AMca AvavA detA nathI. patrAMka 391- "satu" eka pradeza paNa asamIpa nathI, tathApi tathApi bhajanamAM eTale prabhupremamAM bhaMga paDyA jevuM thAya te amArAthI te prApta thavAne viSe anaMta aMtarAya -lokapramANa pratyeka evA kema bane? rahyA che : ekeko aMtarAya lokapramANa che ane tevA aMtarAyane ? patraka 608 'rAMDI rue, mAMDI rue, paNa sAta bharatAravALI kAraNe jIva mukta thayo nathI. anaMtakALathI evA aMtarAya naDe to moTuM ja na ughADe': rAMDI rue eTale jene guru che nahIM te che. te mATe satsaMga vagere suyogo prApta karI sanmuruSArtha karavo. saMsAranI pravRttimAM rue kahetAM duHkhI che. mAMDI rue eTale jene patrAMka 413 - lokanI zabdAdi kAmanA pratye dekhatAM chatAM guru maLyA che paNa yogyatA nathI, tethI bebhAnapaNAmAM rahI kaMI udAsIna rahI je mAtra spaSTapaNe potAne dekhe che evA jJAnIne karI zakatA nathI eTale te paNa duHkhI che, lAbha laI zakatA nathI. namaskAra karIe chIe : loka Akho icchAvALo che. temAM rahI sAta bharatAravALI to moTuM ja na ughADe eTale jene AraMbha jJAnIo AtmAne saMbhALe che. loko pudgalane icche che, tenA parigraharUpI bahoLo vyavasAya che tene to lakSa ja nathI, to te pratye udAsIna rahI jJAnI AtmAne bhUlatA nathI. paramArthavicAra karavAno avakAza ja kyAMthI lAve? moTuM ja na patrAMka 607 ughADe eTale mAthuM paNa UcuM karI zakato nathI; vyavasAyamAM ja "jaMgamanI jukti te sarve jANIe, macyo rahe che. e sAmAnya loka kahevata che. ApaNe eno paramArtha samIpa rahe paNa zarIrano nahIM saMga jo; grahaNa karavo. ekAMte vasavuM re eka ja Asane, patrAMka 775 - "A jIva kaI dizAthI Avyo che eTale zuM bhUla paDe to paDe bhajanamAM bhaMga jo. huM samajavuM? : eka dravyadizA ane bIjI bhAvadizA. dravyadizA te oghavajI, abaLA te sAina zuM kare?" pUrva pazcima uttara dakSiNa tathA vidizA. ane bhAvadizA te manuSya, bhAvArtha : oghavajIne potAno garva samajAvavA mATe deva, tiryaMca, nArakI gatirUpI bhAvadizA che. te kyAMthI Avyo te zrIkRSNa temane gopIo pAse mokalyA. tyAM gopIo kahe che - jAtismRti jJAnathI jaNAya. te AtmAne hitanuM kAraNa che. he odhavajI ! ame to dehadArI sAkAra paramAtmA (kRSNa) : u.kA. (pR.691) - "dRDha nizcaya karavo ke vRttio bahAra nI bhaktine bhAvanI kRpAe tenI kaLA ane tene oLakhIe - jatI kSaya karI aMtar vRtti karavI. avazya e ja jJAnInI jANIe chIe. te paramAtmA kevA che? to ke zarIramAM rahevA chatAM AjJA che." te zI rIte thAya? ": vRttikSaya samakita pachI sarva prakAre asaMga nirlepa che ane tame to kaho cho ke ekAMtavAsamAM upayoga rAkhavAthI te thAya che. para vastu parathI ruci osarI rahIne eka ja Asana lagAvIne paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavuM te tene jAya, AtmAthI sau hIna, tuccha bhAse, AtmA sivAya bIjI para oLakhavAno mArga che. paNa te mArgamAM bhUla paDe to amAre to vastuonuM mAhAbhya na lAge tyAre kSaya thAya. 153

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zrI rAjamaMdira agAsa AzramamAM upara batAvela pU.zrI brahmacArIjInuM nivAsasthAna uM.chA. (pR.700) - "A jIvanI anAdikALanI je bhUla te bhAMgavI che. bhAMgavA sAru jIvanI moTAmAM moTI bhUla zuM che teno vicAra karavo, ne tenuM mULa chedavA bhaNI lakSa rAkhavo." te bhUla zuM ane tenuM mULa zuM? : vAsanA che te mULa che. vAsanA jarAka thoDI hoya temAMthI vadhe. mULamAMthI vadhavA mAMDe, poSaNa maLe eTale vadhe, ane tethI ja bhUla che te samajAtuM nathI. saMsAranI vAsanA che tethI vairAgya upazama vadhatA nathI. mane zAthI baMdhana thAya che? vAsanAthI baMdhana thAya che. uM.chA. (pR.713) - "ghaNA jIvo satpuruSano bodha sAMbhaLe - che, paNa tene vicAravAno yoga banato nathI." te yoga kayo ane zuM ? H vAMcana pachI manana yoga che, te manana karavAno ane vicAravAno avakAza leto nathI. vAMcyA pachI te mananano yoga thavo joIe, to vicAra sphurIne vicArabaLa vadhe tethI satpuruSano bodha samajavAno avakAza prApta thAya. samajAya te mananayoga che. uM.chA. (pR.733) - 'jJAnI kahe che te kUMcIrUpI jJAna vicAre, to ajJAnarUpI tALuM ughaDI jAya.'' huMzIrUpI jJAna eTale zuM? : mULa jJAna. dehathI bhinna AtmAnuM jJAna. dehadevaLamAM rahelo AtmA jANavo te. (hAthanoMdha-2) (pR.823) - he kAma ! he mAna ! he saMgaudaya ! me vacanavargaNA!. mo! te mohadayA! meM zithilatA! tame zA mATe aMtarAya karo cho? parama anugraha karIne have anukULa thAo ! anukULa thAo. A badhAne anukULa kevI rIte karavA? uttara H kAma H jeTalI icchA, tRSNA, kAmanA, vAsanA pAMca indriyonA viSayo pratye che te palaTAvI paramArthe sArA kAryo 154 karavA, karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI. 'acaLarUpa Asakti nahIM.' satpuruSa pratye vRttionuM ekAgra thayuM te kAmanI anukULatA che. mAna H huM satpuruSano ziSya chuM. to mArAthI evA halakA niMdavAyogya kArya na thavA joIe ke jethI mArA sadguru niMDhAya ne huM halako gaNAuM. mArAthI evA akArya na thavAM joIe. mAruM to savartana hovuM joIe. saMgaudaya : badhA vibhAvika baMdhanano udaya mAre na cho. mAre to svAbhAvika satsaMga ane paramArthano udaya thAo. vacanavargaNA : saMsAra vadhAranAra viSaya kaSAya, rAgadveSa vagere vibhAvika vikathAmAM vacano na vaparAtAM satpuruSanAM guNagrAma, temanI bhakti, bhajana, vAMcana, smaraNa vagere satpuruSanAM bodhavacano saMbhAravAmAM bolavAmAM vacanavarganA kAma karo. moha : jeTalo moha jIva saMsAra ane saMsAranA kAmo pratye kare che teTalo paramArtha ane satpuruSa pratye jIvane moi ja na Avyo. satpuruSa pratye prema, prIti, bhakti, moha karavAthI nirmohI thavAya che, kAraNa teo nirmohI che. mohRdayA : gharanAM svajano, kuTuMbIo vagere pratye dayA batAve che paNa tyAM moha hoya che ane tene dayA kahe che; kAraNa aMtaraMga svArthano moha che eTale mohita thayA che, potAne je satpuruSa pratye zraddhA thaI che ane paramArtha samajAyo che te kuTuMbIo vagere sarvane tevI zraddhA thAo, temanA AtmAnuM hita thAo. te prakAranI dayA ciMtavavI te mohadayA anukULa thaI kahevAya. zithilatA : saMsAranA kAryone paDatA mUkI, khoTI na thatAM tene rahevA daI tyAM zithilatA karI paramArtha- AtmakalyANanAM kAryomAM prerAya, puruSArtha kare. tyAM zithilatA na karatAM zithilatAno sadupayoga kare. viSayakaSAyomAM maMdatA thavI te zithilatA anukuLa thaI kahevAya.

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'zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMtha patrAMka 781nuM vivecana (pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA apragaTa bodhamAMthI) paramapuruSadazAvarNana "kIcasau kanaka jAke, nIcasau narezapada, mIcasI mitAI, garuvAI jAke gArasI; jaharasI joga jAti, kaharasI karAmAti, haharasI hausa, pudgalachaba chArasI; jAlasau jagabilAsa, bhAlasau bhuvanavAsa, kAlasau kuTuMbakAja, lokalAja lArasI; sIThasau sujasu jAnai, bITha sau bakhata mAne, aisI jAkI rIti tAhI, baMdata banArasI.'' pUjyazrI--A patra sobhAgabhAI upara lakhelo che. sobhAgabhAIne samyakdarzana thayA pachI lakhelo che. jIva samyakdarzanathI pAcho na paDe, nIcenI sthitimAM na Ave ane samyaktvanI dRDhatA thAya, tene mATe A patra lakhyo che. na (1) "mahApuruSo sonAne kAdava jevuM jANe che.'' eTale jema kAdavamAM paga kharaDAya to keTaluM kharAba lAge? tema sonA pratye dhRNA thavI joIe. e to pudgala che, emAM zuM moha karavo. (2) "rAjagAdIne nIca pada sarakhI jANe che.' rAjA hoya te prAyaH narake ja jAya che. e rAjapada che te narake laI janAra che. mATe ene nIca pada sarakhuM gaNe che. munione, rAjAne ghera AhAra levAnI paNa zAstramAM nA kahI che. (3) "koIthI sneha karavo tene maraNa samAna jANe che.'" ''kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAva maraNe, kAM aho! rAcI raho!''ema paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che. tema koInI sAthe sneha karavAthI maraNa vadhe che. AtmAne maraNa vadhAravAnuM kAraNa hovAthI snehane maraNa samAna kahyo che. (4) "moTAIne lIpavAnI gAra jevI jANe che." lIpavAnI gAra hoya tenA upara koI cAlavAnuM kahe to cAle? na cAle. tema moTAIthI mAna Adi vadhavAthI Atmahita thatuM nathI. mATe jJAnIpuruSo jema jema moTAIne pAme tema tema temAM temane bahu laghutA hoya che. jema jema adhikAra vadhe, tema tema temane temAM ruci thatI nathI. (5) "kImiyA vagere jogane jhera samAna gaNe che." kImiyA eTale loDhAne sonuM karavuM Adi kImiyA karavAthI bhavabhramaNanAM kAraNa vadhe che. pudgalono moha karavAthI saMsAra vadhe che. zubhacaMdra ane bhartRhari banne bhAI rAjya choDI cAlI nIkaLyA. zubhacaMdra moTo hato ane bhartRhari nAno hato. banne rAjaputra hatA. bhartRharie tApasI dIkSA lIghI ane zubhacaMdre jaina dIkSA lIghI. bhartRharie tApasApaNAmAM bAra varSa sudhI tapasyA karIne loDhAnuM sonuM thAya, evo 2sa bhego karyo. pachI teNe arthI tuMbaDI bharIne bhAIne mATe mokalAvI. paNa munie to te tuMbaDI DhoLI nAkhI. te samAcAra maLatAM bhatRhirane bahu duHkha lAgyuM. tethI ardho rasa je potAnI pAse hato te laIne pote jyAM zubhacaMdra muni dhyAnamAM UbhA hatA, tyAM gayo. ane rasanI tuMbaDI muninA caraNa pAse mUkI namaskAra karI beTho. dhyAna pUrNa thatAM munie te 2sa paNa paganI ThesathI DhoLI nAkhyo. tethI bhartRharine ghaNo AghAta lAgyo, ane kahyuM ke mArI bAra varSanI mahenata niSphaLa gaI.'' tenA mohane maTADavA mATe zubhacaMdra munie kahyuM ke ''A sonu meLavavA mATe rAjya choDyuM hatuM? sonuM to rAjyamAM ghaNuMye hatuM.'' pachI munie thoDI ghULa laI eka moTA paththara upara pheMkI to Akho paththara sonAno thaI gayo. munie tApasane kahyuM ke le A sonuM. pachI tene upadeza Apyo ke "pudgala upara moha na karavo; paNa AtmAnuM hita karavuM.'' muninA bodhathI pratibodha pAmI bhartRhari paNa jaina muni thayA ane potAnA AtmAnuM hita karyuM. (6) "siddhi vagere aizvaryane azAtA samAna jANe che.'' siddhi eTale aNimA Adi ATha prakAranI siddhio je pragaTa thAya tene paramapuruSo azAtA samAna gaNe che. jema ApaNane tAva caDhyo hoya to tenI keTalI phikara thAya che? tema te paramapuruSone siddhi Rddhi pragaTavAthI tAva jeTalI tenI phikara rahe che ke mane siddhi Rddhio pragaTI che tenA mohamAM paDavAthI 2khene mAruM samakita jatuM rahe, evo bhaya niraMtara rAkhI Rddhio ane siddhione phoravatA nathI. '"jagatamAM pUjyatA thavA AdinI hoMsane anartha samAna jANe che.'' huM lokamAM pUjanika thaI pUjAuM evI bhAvanAne paramapuruSo anartha samAna gaNe che. (8) "pudgalanI chabI evI audArikAdi kAyAne rAkha jevI jANe che.'' eTale audArika, vaikriya Adi je zarIra che te pudgalathI banelAM che. ane te to rAkha thaI javAnAM che, ema jANI moTA puruSo te zarIramAM moha karatA nathI. dehAdine rAkhanI poTalI jevA jANe che. 155

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(9) "jagatanA bhogavilAsane mUMjhAvArUpa jALa samAna jANe che." eTale jagatamAM je bhogavilAsa che tethI mUMjhAya che ke huM kyAre A baMdhanamAMthI chUTuM ane AtmAnuM hita karuM; evI bhAvanA rahe che. bhogavilAsane, kedIne jelanI jema baMdhanarUpa mAnI te puruSo mUMjhAya che ane tethI chUTavAnA ja vicAra kare che. bIjAmAM pa2vastumAM emanI buddhi hotI nathI. -- (10) "gharavAsane bhAlA samAna jANe che." gharamAM rahevuM te emane zUlI para rahevA jevuM lAge che. tethI temAM mana parovatA nathI. paNa AtmAmAM ja mana rAkhe che. (11) "kuTuMbanA kAryane kALa eTale mRtyu samAna jANe che." gharanA kAryo che te mRtyune vadhAranAra che.ema jANIne te kAryomAM udAsIna rahe che, temAM rAjI thatA nathI. jethI AtmAnuM kArya bagaDe te kAryane maraNarUpa jANe che. (12) "lokamAM lAja vadhAravAnI icchAne mukhanI lALa samAna jANe che." eTale mukhamAMthI lALa paDe to jhaTa lUMchI laIe chIe, lALa vadhAravAnI icchA karatA nathI tema paramapuruSo lokAmA lAja vadhAravAnI icchA karatA nathI. (13) 'kIrtinI icchAne nAkanA mela jevI jANe che.' eTale jema nAkamAMthI lITa paDe to tene jhaTa lUMchI le che. tene vadhAravAnI icchA karatA nathI. tema paramapuruSo yaza-kIrtine vadhAravAnI icchA karatA nathI. (14) "puNyanA udayane viSTA samAna jANe che.' patrAMka 819nuM vivecana (pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA apragaTa bodhamAMthI) (OMOM kheda nahIM karatAM zUravIrapaNuM grahIne...patra vaMcAvyo) pUjyazrI--koI mumukSue potAno kheda aTakAvavA mATe patra lakhavAnuM jaNAvatAM, paramakRpALu deve teno javAba A patramAM lakhyo che. mumukSu jIva hoya tene ja viSayakaSAya Adi vizeSa vikAra karI jAya tyAre kheda thAya che. jeTaluM mumukSupaNuM vadhAre hoya teTalo kheda vizeSa thAya che. tyAre jJAnIpuruSoe te khedane aTakAvavA mATe zUravIra thavAnuM kahyuM che. kheda kare to UlaTAM karma baMdhAya che. mATe kheda nahIM karatAM zUravIrapaNuM grahIne te viSaya-kaSAyone haThAve che. pAMca indriyanA viSayo, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga-dveSAdi vadhAre thAya tyAre zUravIratAthI mumukSu puruSo, te viSayAdi pratye tiraskAravRttithI joIne, jJAnIpuruSonA vacanonuM avalaMbana laI temanA caritronuM smaraNa karI, pote potAne vAraMvAra niMde che. jema ke he jIva! tuM jo Ama ja viSayomAM phasIne rahIza to narakanAM anaMta duHkha veThavA paDaze. tane to jJAnIpuruSanuM zaraNuM maLyuM che. chatAM tuM Ama ja vartIza to pAchA anaMta duHkha veThavA paDaze, ane tuM mokSasukhane kevI rIte prApta karI zakIza? tAre to jJAnIpuruSa paDakhe che. mATe temaNe je AjJA karI che tene ja tuM mAnya karI, jema be yoddhA laDAImAM laDe che temAM eka hArI jAya che to tene kheda thAya che ane pAcho te bIjA yoddhAnI sAthe laDIne tene jItI le che, tema tuM paNa te duSTa viSayo ke je tane bahu duHkha denAra che, tene jItI le ane mokSanA anaMta sukhane pAma. jo tuM Ama ja (viSayakaSAyAdimAM) vartIza to tane jJAnIpuruSa maLyA paNa zA kAmanA? AtmArthI jIvo, jJAnI puruSonI je AzA che tene akhaMDa rIte ArAthI, te mahApuruSonA caritronuM smaraNa karI eTale te puruSoe kevI rIte viSaya-kaSAyone jItyA che, tenuM smaraNa karI ane temanA vAkyono vicAra karI jyAM sudhI te viSaya-kaSAyone na haThAve tyAM sudhI nIce mane besatA nathI. AtmAne A rIte vAraMvAra zUravIratAno bodha karI, tene zUravIra banAvI tene vaza kare che. ema ja AtmArthI jIvo potAnA manane vaza karI ne aMte jaya pAmyA che. jema e viSaya-vikArone haThAvavA mATe pote baLa kare che, tema te viSayo paNa bahu haTha karI le che. paNa vAraMvAra jJAnI puruSonA caritrono vicAra karI, temanA vacanono vicAra karI, te viSayone haThAvI Akhare AtmA ja jaya pAme che. kema ke karma to AvIne cAlyA jAya che. paNa temAM zAMtithI besAtuM nathI. temane baLa karI nahIM haThAve tyAM sudhI puruSArtha karye ja chUTako che. nahIM to karmono jaya thaI jAya che. mATe AtmAno jaya karavA mATe zUravIra thavAnI jarUra che. ane to ja mokSa maLaze. A vAta mumukSujIvoe mukhe karI hRdayamAM sthira karavA yogya che. eTale pharI e viSaya-vikAro nahIM UThe tema A AtmAne zUravIra banAvavA mATe vAraMvAra A vAtano vicAra karI, te prasaMgamAM potAno AtmA na taNAI jAya tema lakSa rAkhI zUravIra banavuM joIe. 156 prazna--satpuruSamAM paramezvarabuddhi kema thAya? pUjyazrI--moha, mithyAtva Adi saMsAranA bhAva ghaTe; vairAgya vadhe tyAre satpuruSonuM mAhAtmya samajAya che. ane satpuruSamAM paramezvara buddhi Ave che. mATe saMsArano moha ocho karavo. badhAthI nAnA adhamAdhama thaIne rahevuM. satpuruSono bahu vinaya karavo.

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keka pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIno apragaTa bogha | (zrI ukAbhAInA saMgrahamAMthI) vaMdana ho vAraMvAra janma maraNa zAthI TaLe? mahAtmAone prazna-janma maraNa zAthI TaLe? pUjyazrI-sapuruSanI AjJA ArAdhe to janmamaraNa TaLe. prazna-sapuruSanI AjJA zuM che? pUjyazrI-rAgadveSa, moha choDavA te sapuruSanI AjJA che. prazna-rAgadveSAdi kema TaLe? pUjyazrI-saMkalpa vikalpa nAza pAme to rAgadveSAdi TaLe. upayoga zuddha karavA A jagatanAM saMkalpavikalpane bhUlI jajo. potAnA doSa apakSapAte jovA pUjyazrI-jIvamAM mumukSatA lAvavA mATe potAnA doSa apakSapAte jotA rahevuM. ane te doSone dUra karavA. sarvathI moTo doSa to e che ke jIvane potAnA doSa jovAnI vRtti thatI nathI. mATe pahelA e doSane dUra karI, kSaNe kSaNe doSone joIne te dUra karavA; ane tethI ja mumukSatA Ave che. jJAnIpuruSanI AjJA zuM che? ne huM zuM karI rahyo chuM? e niraMtara jotA rahevuM ane jJAnIpuruSanI AjJAmAM vartavuM. Akho loka trividha tApathI baLI rahyo che ema paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che. roja aDhAra pApasthAnaka vicAravA pUjyazrI-A manuSyabhavamAM ApaNe vyApAra karIe chIe. tema gharmane nAme paNa kriyA karIe chIe. paNa kriyA karIne ghera AvIe ke temAM citta rahetuM nathI. badhuM asamajaNathI karIe chIe. samajaNapUrvaka karAya to mokSanuM kAraNa thaI paDe. samajaNapUrvaka roja aDhAra pApasthAnakano vicAra kare to eka eka pApasthAnakano vicAra karatI vakhate AkhA divasano vicAra karavo paDe ke meM savArathI atyAra sudhImAM zuM zuM karyuM? ema aDhAra vakhata AkhA divasanI carcAno vicAra karavo paDe. A paNa eka sAcuM pratikramaNa thAya che. paNa jIva vicAra karato nathI, baDabaDa bolI jAya che. mATe samajaNa ane vicArapUrvaka karavuM. manuSyabhavarUpI mUDIno. eka samaya paNa nakAmo na gumAvavo pUjyazrI-jJAnI puruSonI AjJA che ke rAgadveSa na karavA. A manuSyabhavarUpI mUDIno eka samaya paNa nakAmo na gumAvavo. jema vyApAramAM thoDI khoTa jAya to keTaluM duHkha thAya che!tema A manuSyabhavarUpI mUDIno eka samaya vyartha jAya to tethI paNa vizeSa ke duHkha thavuM joIe. manuSyabhava maLavo bahu durlabha che. temAM ucca 157

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kuLa, jJAnI puruSanI AjJA maLavI bahu durlabha che. te badhuM ApaNane yuvAvayamAM karavI joIe. sukhaduHkha pUrvopArjita pramANe Ave che. maLyuM che to have jJAnI puruSanI AjJAmAM bilakula khoTa na AvavA | duHkha vinA prayojane Ave che, tema sukha paNa vinA prayojane Ave devI. paramakRpALudevanI sAme Ubho rahI pratijJA kare ke he bhagavAna! che. ATalI jIvane zraddhA-vizvAsa AvI jAya to zAMti rahe. paNa havethI phalANuM akArya na karuM. ane pachI jo AjJAnuM ullaMghana kare : jIva phogaTa mAthAM mAre che, tyAM duHkhI thAya che. to pAcho cAra gatimAM bhaTake. AjJA vagara vairAgya Ave nahIM, AtmAno kadI nAza nathI bhaktimAM rasa Ave nahIM, AtmAnuM kaMI paNa hita thAya nahIM. zubha ane azubha beya karma che. beyamAM sukha nathI. sukha mATe jJAnI puruSonI AjJAnuM dhyAna rAkhI ArAghana karavuM joIe. judI vastu che. AtmAnuM bhAna jIvane lakSamAM nathI. AtmA sArAM pustako vAMcavAnI Teva pADavI paramAnaMdarUpa che. je thAya te joyA karavuM. AtmAno kadI nAza pUjyazrI-sanzAstra vAMcavAnI Teva pADavI. koI vAto thAya nahIM. anaMtakALathI maryo nathI to have zuM karavAno che? karatA hoya, paNa ApaNe manamAM "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramagurunuM AtmA to dehathI judo-bhinna che. saMyogone mArA mAnyA che, e raTaNa karavuM. jema nAnuM bALaka hoya tene ghAvaNa choDAvavA mATe to nAzavaMta che. AtmA paramAnaMdarUpa che. dehane poSa poSa kare che. prathama sAkara ane ghI caTAve che, tyAre te bALaka tene pAchuM ? e to nAkhI devAno che. atyAre veThiyA jevI dazA che. zarIranI moDhAmAMthI bahAra kADhI de che. paNa roja ApavAthI ghIme ghIme te huM veTha kare che. khabara nathI eTale zuM kare? jJAnIe dayA karI che. bALakane temAM svAda Ave che eTale AMgaLI paNa bhegI cAvI nAkhe che. tema pahelAM to sArAM pustako vAMcavAnuM na game, paNa ghIme ghIme Teva pADe to pachI bIjA pustako vAMcavAnuM mana ja na thAya, sArA gharmanA pustako ja game. mATe sArAM pustako vAMcavAnI Teva pADavI. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno bogha amUlya ghana prabhuzrIjIno hastalikhita bogha batAvatAM pUjyazrI kahe- A ahIM amUlya ghana ekaThuM karyuM che. tyAM jaIne paNa te vicAravuM. eka vakhata vAMcI gayA pachI, meM to vAMcI lIdhuM che, cAmaDImAM moha karaze to pAchI cAmaDI maLaze ema na karavuM. pharI pharI vAMcIe tema navA navA bhAvo skurAyamAna pUjyazrI-A deha upara jIva moha kare che, tene mAro mAne thaze. pharI pharI vAMcavA, vicAravA AjJA karI che. vakhata maLe che, tenI sArasaMbhALa rAkhe che. paNa temAM che zuM? hADa, mAMsa, tyAre A kAma karavuM. zIkhyA chIe te pAchA pheravatA rahevuM. lohI, maLa, mUtrAdi bharela che. evA gaMdhAtA A deha upara jIva maMdiramAM koI nahIM hoya to ApaNe bhagavAna sAme bolI javuM. moha karI AtmAnuM hita karato nathI. A cAmaDiyA ghaMghAmAM ja patro bhUlavA nahIM. potAno amUlya manuSyabhava vyartha gumAvI bese che. A cAmaDImAM karoDa rUpiyA Ape topaNa moha karaze to cAmaDI maLaze; ane janmamaraNanAM duHkha bhogavaze. manuSyabhavanuM AyuSya vadhe nahIM mATe A cAmaDiyA gaMdhAtA deha uparano moha choDIne eka AtmA pUjyazrI-karoDa rUpiyA Ape toya manuSyabhavanuM AyuSya upara prema karavo. jeNe AtmA jANyo che evA puruSanI AjJA vadhe nahIM, eka samaya paNa. to pachI AkhA manuSyabhavanI keTalI pramANe vartI ane tenA upara zraddhA kare to A jIva paNa AtmAne kiMmata thAya? vicAra kare to maphatamAM na gumAve. koNa jANe have jANI zake che. pote potAne bhUlyo che mATe A manuSyapaNAne keTaluM jIvavAnuM che!cetI javuM. pazupaNAmAM nahIM gumAvatAM yathArthapaNe manuSyadeha saphaLa karavo. manuSyapaNuM maLavuM ghaNuM durlabha che. manuSyanuM AyuSya so : pazu paNa paMcendriyanA viSayamAM rakta rahe che. ane ApaNe paNa varSanuM hoya, temAMthI cALIsa varSa UMghamAM jAya, 20 varSa bALavayamAM tema ja vartIe to pazu ja chIe. manuSyapaNuM samaje te ja manuSya jAya, 20 varSa vRddhAvasthAmAM nakAmAM jAya,ane bAkI 20 varSa che. jJAnIe manuSyapaNAmAM zuM karyuM? tevA AlaMbano pratye jIvane yuvAvayanA rahyAM, temAM mohanI ghADa paDe che. ghana kamAvavAmAM, viSayo pravartAvavo. jJAnI puruSanI je "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" maMtranI bhogavavAmAM, nAnA prakAranI icchAmAM vahyAM jAya che. gharma, bhakti AjJA maLI che, tenuM niraMtara smaraNa karavuM. 158

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nigoda deha skaMdha anantAnanta jIva rAzi paramakRpALudevanuM svarUpa sahajAtmasvarUpa jethI pAchuM nigodamAM na javuM paDe. jJAnIpuruSa kRpALudeve je kahyuM tevuM ja mAruM svarUpa che, te prakAre vartavAthI A nigoda TaLaze. prazna-"sahajAnmasvarUpa'nI mALA pheravatI vakhate saMkalpa ! saMsAra khArA pANI jevo che, mokSa mIThA pANI jevo che vikalpa thAya che tenuM zuM karavuM? pUjyazrI-jJAnI puruSoe A jagatamAM ekAMta duHkha pUjyazrI-mALA pheravavA besIe tyAre sahajAtmasvarUpa kahyuM che. jema koI gAmamAM badhe khAruM pANI hoya, kyAMya paNa mIThuM paramaguru"mAM mana rAkhavuM. bIje javA devuM nahIM. te vakhate parama- : pANI maLe nahIM, to tyAMnA mANasone te pANInI Teva paDyA pachI kRpALudevanI dazAnuM smaraNa karavuM. eTale huM jANato nathI, kRpALudeve khAruM lAgatuM nathI. paNa tyAM koI bIjA gAmano mANasa Ave ne kevaLajJAna svarUpa AtmA dITho che tevo mAro AtmA che. te te tyAMnuM pANI pIe tyAre vicAre ke A gAmanA baghA mANaso kevaLajJAna svarUpa thaI zake che. evo utsAha rAkhavo. khAruM pANI kema pIe che? tema A saMsAramAM jIva khArA pANInI nigodanuM bhayaMkara duHkha mAphaka duHkhane sukha mAnI beThA che. paNa koI mIThuM pANI pInAranI pUjyazrI-sUkSma nigodanuM duHkha batAvyuM che. nigodamAM jema jJAnI puruSane, A jIvone joI bahu duHkha lAge che ane dayA jIva eka zvAsozvAsamAM sADA sattara bhava kare che. eka soyanI Ave che. paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che ke A jagatamAM badhe duHkha che. aNI jeTalI jagyAmAM asaMkhyAta goLA che. eka eka goLAmAM Akho loka trivigha tApathI baLI rahyo che. tevI ApaNe zraddhA asaMkhyAta nigoda che. rAkhavI. huM kaMI jANato nathI, paNa paramakRpALudeve sukha anubhavyuM che te sAcuM che. bAkI A saMsAramAM kyAMya sukha nathI evI zraddhA rAkhavI. gharma vastu ghaNI mahAna che. huM kaMI ja jANato nathI. paramakRpALue je AtmA anubhavyo che te mATe mAnya che. huM dehAdithI bhinna chuM, evI zraddhA rAkhavI. jJAnInI AjJAmAM rahenArano koI vALa vAMko na kare pUjyazrI-AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che, sukhasvarUpa che, dehathI nigoda eTale anaMta jIvonA piMDanuM eka zarIra. eka taddana judo che. have najIvI vastumAM jIva zuM moha pAme che!zarIramAM eka nigodamAM anaMta anaMta jIva che. jeTalA siddha thayA tenA hADa, mAMsa, rUdhira bhareluM che. te tyAgavA yogya che. have ATalA karatAM anaMta guNA jIva eka nigodamAM che. varSa to gayA, AtmAnuM kaMI kAma thayuM nathI; to pachI maraNa sAtamI narakanuM 33 sAgaropamanuM utkRSTa AyuSya, tenA Avaze tyAre zI vale thaze? jIve karavA yogya hatuM te karyuM nathI. pArakI paMcAtamAM paDe che tyAM potAnuM khoI bese che. have sapuruSanuM jeTalA samaya thAya teTalI vAra koI jIva sAtamI narakamAM 33 kaheluM karavuM che. eNe zuM kahyuM che te karavuM che. AjJA mAnI vartavuM 33 sAgaropamanuM AyuSya laIne janma. te baghA narakanA asaMkhyAta te samiti kahevAya che. AjJA upara eka draSTAMta che. bhava thAya. te asaMkhyAta bhavomAM te jIvane jeTaluM chedana bhedananuM duHkha thAya tethI paNa anaMtagaNuM duHkha sUkSma nigodano jIva eka sipAInuM vRSTAMta samayamAM bhogave che. eka zaheramAM rAjAnI pAse eka sipAI rahelo. te draSTAMta - manuSyanI sADA traNa karoDa roma rAjIne koI gAmanA mANasone rAjAnA hukamathI bolAvavA jAya tyAre lokone deva sADAtraNa karoDa lokhaMDanI soya agnimAM tapAvIne samakALe vAMkuM bole; te lokone game nahIM. tethI te baghA tene mAra mAravAnI rome rome cAMpe tyAre te jIvane je vedanA thAya tethIye anaMtaguNI zogha karatA hatA. eka vakhate loko vaghAre bhegA thayA tyAre vedanA nigodanA jIvane eka samayamAM thAya che. sipAI bolAvavA Avyo ane pahelAnI jema vAMku bolavA lAgyo. A jIve anaMta kALa sudhI nigodamAM rahIne A duHkha tyAre lokoe kahyuM ke tame rAjAnA paTTAne laIne vAMku bolo cho, bhogavyuM che. ane have AtmasvarUpane na oLakhyuM to pAchuM te tethI tamane ame kaMI karI zakatA nathI, nahIM to mAra mArata. te duHkha bhogavaze. mATe A manuSyadeha koI mahatva puNyayoge maLyo ! sAMbhaLI pelA sipAIe rAjAno paTTo pheMkI dIdho. tyAre lokoe che. teno eka samaya paNa vyartha javA devA yogya nathI. eka samaya tene mAryo. te phariyAda rAjA pAse gaI. rAjAe lokone kahyuM ke ratnaciMtAmaNI jevo che. mATe jema bane tema Atmahita karI levuM, tame ene zA mATe mAryo? prANDara pulavi 159

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lokoe kahyuM : tamArA paTTAne laIne vAMku bolato hato chatAM ame ke jo temAMthI virakta na thaIne temAM ja mana rAkhIzuM to pAchuM anaMta kaMI karatA nahotA. paNa jyAre eNe tamAro paTTo kADhI pheMkI dIdho duHkha bhogavavuM paDaze. mATe brahmacaryavrata hoya te divase potAnuM tyAre ame mAryo. rAjAe kahyuM-ema ja karavuM hatuM. huM mana paNa temAM na javuM joIe. e lakSamAM rAkhavA jevuM che. parama rAjAno paTTo hato tyAM sudhI loko tene pajavI na zakyA. kapALadeve "nIrakhIne navayauvanA..."mAM kahyuM che : "pAtra thavA jyAre paTTo nAkhI dIdho tyAre pajavyo. tema jJAnInI AjJAmAM 6 sevA sadA, brahmacarya atimAna." mATe e brahmacaryavrata, AtmAnuM rahenArano koI vALa vAMko na kare. AjJA mUke tyAre kama pajave. : hita karavuM hoya teNe pALavuM joIe. zrImad rAjacaMdranA anuyAyI ke manathI vratanuM pAlana karavuM viSayonA anuyAyI jo A vrata hoya to saMsArathI chUTavuM saheluM che. kemake pUjyazrI kahe : : sAruM sAruM khAya te paNa eka bhogane arthe, sArAM kapaDAM pahere te paramakRpALudevanuM paNa eka bhogane arthe, bIjuM badhuM paNa bhogane arthe jIva kare che. nAma vagovAya ? ane jo bhogathI virakta thayA hoIe to saMsAramAM kaMI khAvAnI, tevuM vartana rAkhavuM pIvAnI, oDhavAnI baghI icchAo naSTa thaI jAya che. e vrata nahIM. pote jJAnI hoya, pachI bhalene jIva saMsAramAM raheto hoya, to paNa te sAdhu paramakRpALu nI : jevo ja che. mATe manathI e vrata pALavuM joIe. jema covihAra AjJAe vartavuM kare to mahinAmAM paMdara upavAsanuM phaLa maLe che. tema AmAM paNa ane te joIne che. jo divasamAM paNa brahmacarya pALavAno niyama hoya to mahinAmAM bIjA paNa varte paMdara divasa brahmacaryanuM phaLa maLe che. niyama jeTalo paLAya teTalo tevuM kAma karavuM. levo; paNa pALavo barAbara joIe. eka potAnA AtmAnuM hita pote kahe ke ame thAya, eTalA mATe eka AtmArthano ja lakSa rAkhavo. zrImad rAjacaMdranA brahmacaryavratathI vAMcana vicAramAM sthiratA anuyAyI chIe, e vrata, vAMcana-vicAra AdimAM mana barAbara rahe, te paNa paMcendriyanA mATe levAnuM che. mATe te divase sArA bhAva rAkhavA. ane A viSayomAM lIna saMsAramAM janma, jarA, maraNAdi nAza thAya te ja A bhavamAM karavuM. rahe to pachI bIjuM karavAthI to bahu duHkha pAmyo. mATe jema bane tema A temane paMcendriya saMsAramAMthI chuTAya te ja kAma karavuM. bIjuM badhuM nAzavaMta che. eka viSayonA anuyAyI kahevA ke zrImad rAjacaMdranA anuyAyI? konA gharma sAthe Avaze. e mATe "mokSamALA"mAM je brahmacaryanI nava anuyAyI kahevA? mATe temanI AjJA pramANe vartIne kharA anuyAyI vADo che, te paNa moDhe karI levI. ane 'pravezikA'mAM paNa brahmacarya thavuM. moha ocho karavo, e khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA yogya che. viSenA zikSApATha che, te vicAravAM. A vrata moha-rAga ocho brahmacarya karavA mATe che. e lakSamAM rAkhI te vratanA divase bhakti vAMcanamAM pUjyazrI-A saMsAramAM janmamaraNAdi duHkha rahyAM che. : citta rAkhI, viSayo pratye citta na jAya, e lakSamAM rAkhavuM. tene TALavA mATe kaMI ne kaMI vrata levuM joIe. brahmacarya zA mATe pharI Avo yoga maLavo durlabha pALavuM? AtmAne arthe. pAMca indriyonA viSayo bhogavyAthI, kaMI paNa vAMcavAnuM, vicAravAnuM, yAda karavAnuM rAkhavuM. anaMtakALathI jIve janma maraNa karyA che. mATe je divase brahmacarya vakhata nakAmo na gumAvavo. vAMcana, manana ane nididhyAsana pALavAnuM che, te divase sAdhunI jema rahevuM. eka paramakRpALudeva (bhAvanA bhAvavI) karavAnuM rAkhavuM. A manuSyabhava nakAmo na sivAya koI bIjAnI icchA karavI nahIM. A vrata zarIrathI paLAya jAya. pharI Avo yoga maLavo durlabha che. manuSyabhava, temAM ucca che, paNa mana temAM lezamAtra na javuM joIe. te divase bhakti, kuLa, sadaguruno yoga ane bogha sAMbhaLavAnuM paNa mana thAya vAMcana karIne sArA bhAva rAkhavA. anaMtakALathI A viSayomAM evo yoga karI na maLe. mATe AtmArthe A manuSyabhava saphaLa ja rahyAthI, anaMtakALathI duHkha bhogavavuM paDyuM che. ane have paNa 160

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI tIrthayAtrAnA saMsmaraNo "sadguru caraNa jahAM ghare, jaMgama tIratha teha; te raja mama mastaka caDho, bALaka mAMge eha." saM. 1981 thI 5.u.5.pU.prabhuzrIjIe je je tIrthasthaLonI kSetrasparzanA karI tyAM tyAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sAthe hatA. paNa saM.199ranA vaizAkha suda 8nA divase teozrIno dehotsarga thayA pachI pU. zrI brahmacArIjIe kayA varSamAM kyAM kyAM yAtrArthe gamana karyuM tenuM kramazaH vivaraNa nIce pramANe che. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI be traNa varSe yAtrAe paghAratA. te vakhate so-basono ke kyAreka cAraso pAMcasonoya saMgha sAthe thaI jato hato. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa kAviThA. soeka mumukSabhAIbaheno tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. zrI punazIbhAI saM.1993nA kArtika vada 4nA roja pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe tathA amadAvAdathI zeTha zrI jesIMgabhAI paNa tyAM AvyA hatA. kAviThAnA mumukSabhAIonI ghaNI AgrahabharI vinaMtIthI 70 te samaye ghaMTiyA pahADa upara rahevAnI sagavaDa nahotI. pU.zrI 80 mumukSabhAIo sAthe tyAM paghArI traNa divasanI sthiratA karI brahmacArIjI sauthI AgaLa ane pAchaLa sarva saMgha smaraNamaMtranI hatI. temanA sAnidhyamAM "zrImada rAjacaMdra maMdiranuM khAtamuharta dhUna bolatA ghaMTiyA pahADa upara AvI pahoMcyo. tyAM zrI siddhazilA karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. samakSa namaskAra karI baghA beThA ane bhakti bhajana karyAM. mahuDI, AMbe, vaDa ane ghorI bhagatanI derIe, jyAM jyAM paramakRpALudeve boghaghArA varSAvelI, te sarva jagyAe darzana bhaktino lAbha lIdho hato. te samaye paramakRpALudevanA pagalA mATe rUpiyA traNa hajAranI TIpa thaI hatI. kAviThAnA mumukSubhAIono utsAha ghaNo hato. teoe pU.zrIne jaNAvyuM ke amAre mATe have Apa ja eka mArgadarzaka cho. zrI siddhazilA svamukhe "bRhadravyasaMgraha' - saMbhaLAvyo IDaranI yAtrA pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe svamukhe "bRhad dravya saMgraha' saM.1993nA mahA suda 1ne zubha divase pUjyazrI saMbhaLAvyo ane tenuM vivecana paNa karyuM. sarva mumukSuoe maunapaNe siddhapura pathAryA. tyAM cha divasa rokAI sAtamane divase pagapALA : ekAgracitte tenuM zravaNa karI atyaMta AnaMda anubhavyo. vihAra karI kherALu, jyAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe comAsuM kareluM tyAM nIce puDhavI zilA, kaNiyA mahAdevanuM maMdira, bIjA pahADa gayA. tyAMthI rAtre dasa vAge pagapALA vihAra karI tAraMgAjI upara zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanuM derAsara, digaMbara maMdira, pahoMcyA. traNa divasa tyAM rokAI IDara padhAryA. raNamalanI cokI, rUThI rANInuM mALiyuM, bhUrAbAvAnI guphA vagere IDara AvyA pachI AzramamAM samAcAra mokalyA. jethI sthaLoe jyAM jyAM paramakRpALudeva vicarelA te te jagyAe darzana * mukhyatve zrI vastImalajInI noTanA AdhAre maLelI yAtrAnI vigata. bhakti karI ullAsita thayA. 163

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gAma bahAra traNa chatrIo che. temAMnI eka chatrI parama- che. ApaNe paNa pratiSThA kapALudevanA pUrvabhavanI kahevAya che. tenI najIka smazAna ane prasaMge hAjarI ApavI | eka kuMDa temaja guphA paNa che, je guphAmAM paramakRpALudeva eka joIe. mahino rahelA. tyAM "apUrva avasara AdinI bahu ullAsapUrvaka pachI saM.1993 bhakti karI baghA utAre pAchA vaLyA. nA jeTha suda 4nA zubha cothe divase pharI ghaMTiyA pahADa upara darzana karavA gayA. 6 divase pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pahADa upara te samaye kaMI bAMghakAma thayeluM nahotuM. mAtra jaMgala ja 200 mumukSubhAIbaheno zrImad rAjacaMdranuM pahelA banela maMdira, AhAra hatuM. bAMdhakAma saM.1996mAM tyAM thayuM ane pAdukAjInI pratiSThA ! sAthe AzramathI vidAya thaI paNa te ja sAlamAM thaI hatI. Ahora rAjamaMdiranI pratiSThA nimitte padhAryA. sAthe mukhya sthApanA naroDA karavA arthe paramakRpALudevano citrapaTa paNa lAvyA hatA. ghAmadhUmathI vAjate gAjate bajAramAM thaI "sahajAnmasvarUpa TALo bhavakU5'nuM pada bolatA rAjamaMdiramAM tenI pagharAmaNI karI. zeTha zrI jesIMgabhAI, zrI punazIbhAI zeTha, zrI hIrAlAla jhaverI, zrI nAhaTA sAheba, zrI maNibhAI kalyANajI, zrI cunIbhAI, zrI sobhAgabhAI, zrI vanecaMda zeTha, zrI choTAkAkA, zrI zAradA bahena Adi ghaNA mumukSubhAIbaheno AhoranA pratiSThA mahotsava upara hAjara rahyA hatA. jeTha suda 13nA zubha divase citrapaTonI sthApanA pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA karakamaLa, vidhi sahita jayadhvani sAthe atyaMta vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, naroDA ghAmadhUmathI uttama muhUrtamAM karavAmAM AvI hatI. IDarathI pUjyazrI saMgha sAthe naroDA paghAryA. jyAM parama kapALadeva UtaryA hatA, te ja gharmazALAmAM vizALa maMDapa bAMdhI rANakapurajI citrapaTanI sthApanA karI ghaNA ullAsapUrvaka bhakti karavAmAM AvI. tyAMthI pagapALA vihAra karI pUjyazrI sakaLa saMgha sAthe amadAvAdamAM paMcabhAInI poLa temaja zeTha zrI jesIMgabhAIe baMghAvela lAla baMgalAmAM citrapaTonI sthApanA che tyAM gayA, ane bIjA paNa maMdironA darzana karI pAchA naroDA padhAryA. bIje divase savAramAM gAma bahAra je jagyAe parama kRpALudeva birAjelA tyAM oTalo bAMghela che; tyAM bhaktinA pado sarvee ghaNA ullAsapUrvaka gAyAM. munizrI caturalAlajI, zeTha zrI jesIMgabhAI, zrI choTAkAkA, zeThANI caMpAbahena vagere sAthe hatA. sTezana pAse eka baMgalo che temaja taLAva pAse eka TekarI che, jyAM paramakRpALadeva vicarelA tyAM paNa darzanArthe gayA hatA. Ahora pratiSThA pratiSThA nimitte pU.zrI brahmacArIjI temaja sakaLa mumukSu saMghane AmaMtraNa ApavA mATe zrI phulacaMdabhAI AhorathI agAsa zrI jInamaMdira, rANakapura AzramamAM AvyA. te samaye pUjyazrIe, zrI cunIbhAI kArabhArI AhorathI jAlora gaDha upara ane rANakapurajInI paMcaAdi TrasTIone temaja murabbI mumukSuone upara bolAvI kahyuM : tIrthInI yAtrA karI sakaLa saMgha Azrama pAcho pharyo ane pUjyazrI ke AhAranA bhAIoe ahIMnI pratiSThAmAM ghaNI madada Apela : 15-20 mumukSuo sAthe Abu padhAryA. 164

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Abu mAuMTanI yAtrA nAra saM. 1994nA mAgazara vada 8nA divase pUjyazrI moTA saMgha sAthe nAra ane vaTAmaNa padhAryA. vaTAmaNamAM pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA janmasthaLanA darzana karI mumukSuone ghaNo AnaMda ane ullAsa thayo ane te vakhate zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, nArA vaTAmaNamAM maMdira bAMghavA mATe rUpiyA 1500 nI TIpa thaI. vaTAmaNa zrI delavADAnA maMdironuM drazya Abu mAunTa upara savAramAM delavADA maMdironA darzana karyA. pachI zrI zAMtivijayajI mahArAja maLyA. pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne joI temane ghaNo ja AnaMda thayo. potAnI pATa upara pAse besADI pa.u.pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA dehatyAga saMbaMthI vRttAMta pUchavA lAgyA. pUjyazrIe badhI hakIkata temane kahI saMbhaLAvI. acaLagaDha zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, vaTAmaNa bhAdaraNa pratiSThA faraka### / ff : zrI acalagaDhanA maMdironuM drazya acaLagaDhamAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI saM.1991nI sAlamAM je haoNlamAM ATha nava divasa rahyA hatA te ja haoNlamAM pUjyazrI Adi UtaryA. satparuSo jyAM paga mUke te bhUmi tIrtharUpa che. AbumAM jyAM jyAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI vicarelA te zrabarI baMgalo, vasiSThAzrama, deDakI zilA vagere sthaLoe pUjyazrI darzana karavA padhAryA hatA. del twin - che. . iiiiiiiiiii IIIIIIIIIIII te parata thaya na watu mAtra kauvAnuM tAtparya ke rAI e vAte nizAne madana ane Ova zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, bhAdaraNa 165

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saM. 1994nA mahA suda 5 (vasaMtapaMcamI)nA zubha divase pratiSThA nimitte pUjyazrI ghaNA mumukSubhAIbaheno sAthe bhAdaraNa padhAryA, ane zubha muhUrtamAM teozrInI AjJAthI vidhi sahita citrapaTonI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI. saM.1994nA vaizAkha vada 3nA roja pUjyazrI pAMca sAta mumukSabhAIo sAthe pharI vAra bhAdaraNa padhAryA ane 1 mAsa tyAM rokAyA. bhaktino krama roja cAlu hato. ghaNA mumukSubhAI baheno bhaktimAM bhAga letA ane ghaNAe smaraNamaMtra paNa lIdho hato. vasonI yAtrA bAhubaLIjInI yAtrA saM.1995nA jeTha suda pUrNimAnA zubha divase AzramathI saMgha sAthe pUjyazrI bAhubaLIjInI yAtrAe padhAryA. vacce tirumalaI gAmamAM UtaryA. tyAM pahADa upara zrI neminAtha bhagavAnanI kAusagga mudrAnI 15 phuTanI digaMbarI pratimA che. cheka TekarI upara zrI samaMtabhadrAcAryanA pagalA che, bAjumAM vAdibhasiMha AcAryanuM samAdhisthAna che. tyAMnA zAstrIjIe jaNAvyuM ke pAMDavoe potAne darzana karavA mATe A pratimA kotarelI. A pahADa upara teo comAsuM rahyA hatA. uttaramAM duSkALa paDavAthI bAra hajAra sAdhuo dakSiNa tarapha AvelA, te vakhate cAra hajAra sAdhuo A pahADa upara samAdhi pAmyA hatA. maisurathI soLa mAIla dUra gomaTTagiri che. tyAM bAhubaLIjInI tera phUTa UMcI kAusagga mudrAnI pratimA che. tyAM darzana bhakti karI maliyura gAma (kanakagiri) AvyA. tyAM pahADa upara pUjyapAda svAmInA samAdhi sthAne pAdukAjI che, jUnA lekho che, daza khaMDanuM eka moTuM maMdira che. tyAM darzana karI maisura pAchA pharyA. DI[L/X/X/ zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, vaso saM.1995nA kArtika vada 5ne divase AzramathI paccIseka mumukSuo sAthe pagapALA vihAra karI pUjyazrI saMdezara gAme gayA. tyAMthI mumukSuo sAthe pAdavihAra karI bAMghaNI gAme padhAryA. tyAM rAtanA Atmasiddhi vagerenI bhakti karI ArAma karyo. bIje divase savAramAM pUjyazrI potAnuM saMsArI avasthAnuM je ghara che tyAM sagAonA AgrahathI sarva mumukSuo sAthe gayA ane "bahu puNya kerA'nuM pada tyAM bolyA. bAMghaNIthI baporanA traNa vAgye sarva mumukSuo sAthe pagapALA vihAra karI sAMje sAta vAge vaso paghAryA. AzramathI bIjA ghaNA mumukSuo gADImAM besI tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. bIje divase savAramAM gAmanI bahAra smazAnabhUmi, kUvA upara, rAyaNa nIce, gocarabhUmi (caro) vagere ekAMta sthaLomAM jyAM jyAM paramakRpALudeva vicarelA te te pavitra sthaLonA darzana karavA 57 phUTa UMcI bAhubalIjInI pratimA gayA. satparuSo jyAM vicarelA hoya che te tIrthabhUmi mahApuruSonI maisurathI speziyala moTara karI sAMjanA pAMca vAge smRti karAve che. bAhubaLIjI AvI pahoMcyA. savAramAM viMdhyagiri nAmanA bAhusaM.1954mAM paramakRpALudeve A gAmamAM pa.pU. prabhuzrI- baLIjInA pahADa upara sarve caDhyA. tyAM bAhubaLIjInI eka ja jIne AtmabodhanI prApti karAvI hatI. jaMgalamAM paNa jyAM bogha paththaramAMthI kotarela pa7 phUTa UMcI bhavya ane zAMta pratimA karela te sthaLe jaI bhaktinA pado bolyA hatA. joIne baghAne khUba AnaMda thayo. tyAM bhakti karI caityavaMdana karyuM. 166

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tyAMnA paMDite, A mUrti koNe ane kevI rIte banAvI hatI, te saMbaMdhI daMtakathA nIce pramANe jaNAvI - bAhubaLIjInI A pratimA zrI munisuvrata svAmInA vakhatamAM maMdodarIe potAne darzana karavA mATe eka vidyAdhara pAse ratnavaDe kotarAvela. rAma, sItAjI ane rAvaNe paNa A pratimAjInA darzana karela che. pratimA bahu suMdara, zAMta ane bhavya kALAMtare bAhubaLIjInI A pratimA tyAM AgaLa pahADa upara jamInamAM daTAI gayela. AjathI teraso varSa pUrve zrI cAmuMDArAyane A bAhubaLIjInI mUrti saMbaMdhI svapna AvyuM ke sAmenA bharatajInA pahADa uparanI amuka jagyAethI amuka dizAmAM bANa mAravAthI e bANa jyAM paDe tyAM khodavuM, eTale mUrti nIkaLaze ane tyAM maMdira baMdhAvavuM. A pramANe karavAthI mUrti nIkaLI eTale maMdira baMdhAvI zrI cAmuMDarAyanA haste pratiSThA karavAmAM Avela che. kamaLa ane mUrti banne eka paththaramAMthI kotarelA che. pratimA bahu suMdara, zAMta ane bhavya che. bharatajInI pratimA bharatajInA pahADa caMdragiri upara 14 maMdiro che. bAjunI khullI jagyAmAM bharatajInI pratimA sAthaLa sudhI jamInamAM UtarI gayelI che. A pratimAjInI UMcAI 15 phUTanI che. bhadrabAhusvAmInuM samAdhisthAna ahIM guphAmAM che, tyAM temanA bhavya pAdukAjI che. caMdragupta rAjA ahIMthI devaloka pAmela che. badhA sthAne darzana bhakti karI veNura gayA. veNuramAM pAMca maMdira ane bAhubaLIjInI pAtrIsa phUTa UMcI UbhI pratimAnA darzana karI mUDabidri AvyA. tyAM aDhAra maMdiro che, jemAM eka traNa mALanuM moTuM maMdira che. badhe darzana bhakti karI tyAMthI kArakala gayA. tyAM cauda maMdiro che ane eka nAnI TekarI upara bAhubaLIjInI cALIsa phUTa UMcI pratimA che. tyAM darzana karI vAraMga gayA. 167 vAraMgamAM taLAvanI vacce moTuM maMdira che. nAvamAM besI tyAM gayA. badhe bhakti caityavaMdana vagere karI pAchA mubidri AvyA ane siddhAMtamaMdiranA darzana karavA gayA. tyAM zAstrIjIe prathama 'dhavala', 'jayadhavala', 'mahAdhavala' Adi zAstronA darzana karAvyA. pachI hIrA, mANeka Adi ratnonI 35 pratimAo eka pachI eka hAthamAM rAkhI pAchaLa dIvo gharI batAvI ane dareka ratnanA guNadharmanI samajaNa pADI. dareka ratnanuM mAhAtmya varNavatI vakhate sAthe ema paNa bolatA ke bhagavAnanI dRSTimAM to A paththara ja che, ke jene ApaNe moTuM mahatva ApIe chIe. paNa mahApuruSonA guNonI smRti lAvavA A AkAra che. AtmA bhaNI dRSTi karI darzana-lAbha levAno che. dakSiNanI yAtrA A prakAre sukhapUrvaka pUrNa thaI. rAjakoTa zrImad rAjacaMdra navIna samAdhimaMdira saM.1996nA mahA suda 13nA pratiSThA nimitte pUjyazrI mumukSuo sAthe rAjakoTa padhAryA. tyAM AjI nadInA kAMThe smazAnabhUminI bAjumAM Avela paramakRpALudevanA samAdhimaMdiramAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA varada haste paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTanI sthApanA ghaNA ullAsapUrvaka jayadhvani sAthe karavAmAM AvI. saM.1996nA vaizAkha suda 3nA zubha divase saDodarAmAM citrapaTonI sthApanA pUjyazrInA sAnnidhyamAM harSollAsapUrvaka karavAmAM AvI hatI.

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saDodarA pratiSThA zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdiraDodarA vartamAnamAM banela zrImada rAjacaMdra maMdira, saDodarA IDara kizA upara paramakRpALudevanA pAdukAjInI sthApanA karela. vartamAnamAM tenA upara sthApela pratimAjI zrImad rAjacaMdra vihArabhavana, IDara saM.1996mAM pUjyazrI mumukSuo sAthe IDara pratiSThA nimitte padhAryA. tyAM vihArabhuvanamAM siddhazilA upara paramakRpALudevanA pAdukAjInI sthApanA atyaMta ullAsabhAvathI jaya jayakAranA zabdo sAthe thaI hatI. khaMbhAta zrImad rAjacaMdra khaMbhAtamAM rahela te makAna zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira khaMbhAta (loMkApurI) saM.1997nA caitra mAsamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI 4050 mumukSubhAIbaheno sAthe khaMbhAta padhAryAM. khaMbhAtamAM eka divasa rokAI ghaNA maMdironAM darzana karyAM. vaDavA 168 zanimaMdira zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, vaDavA pachI vaDavA jaI eka divasanI sthiratA karI, bhaktibhajana karI pAchA agAsa AzramamAM AvI pahoMcyA. dhAmaNa pratiSThA navasA pahelAMnuM zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, ghAmaNa saM.1998nA mAgazara suda dasamanI pratiSThA nimitte AzramathI pUjyazrI sakaLa saMgha sAthe dhAmaNa padhAryAM. mAgazara suda 10ne zubha divase vidhi sahita citrapaTonI sthApanA sabhAmaMDapamAM pUjyazrInA hastakamaLe ghaNA ghAmaghUmathI karavAmAM AvI. thAmaNamAM ghaNA bhAIbaheno bhakti vAMcanamAM AvatA ane smaraNamaMtra paNa letA. te lokono utsAha temaja temane gharmane mArge caDhatA joI pUjyazrIne ullAsa thato. te samaye pUjyazrInA samAgamathI ghaNA jIvoe satyadharmano alaukika lAbha meLavyo.

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rAjakoTa-samAdhibhavana zrImad rAjacaMdra samAdhibhavana saM.1998nA mahA suda 11nA divase AzramathI mumukSu bhAIo sAthe pUjyazrI rAjakoTa padhAryA. paramakRpALudevano dehavilaya je makAnamAM thayelo te ja makAnamAM pAMca divasa rahyA. bhakti tyAM ja karatA. chelle divase zrI javalabahenanA AgrahathI pUjyazrI vavANiyA padhAryA. tyAM paramakRpALudevanA janmasthAna upara sabhAmaMDapanuM kAma cAlatuM hatuM tyAM bhakti karI. prakAzapurI, jUnAgaDha pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInuM nivAsasthAna prakAzapurI, jUnAgaDha vavANiyAthI pUjyazrI jUnAgaDha gayA. tyAM badhI TrakonA darzana karI jyAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe saM.1972nuM comAsuM karyuM hatuM te 'prakAzapurI'mAM jaI darzana bhakti karyA. tyAMthI mumukSuo sAthe pUjyazrI pAlitANA padhAryA. 169 jUnAgaDhanA pahADa uparanA maMdiro pAlitANA pAlitANA, kadaMbagiri, hastagiri, taLAjA, bhAvanagara, ghoghA baMdara, boTAda, vaDhavANa kempa, IDara, vijayanagara, kesariyAjI, Udayapura, citoDagaDha, ratalAma thaI indora AvyA. indorathI ujjaina, makSIjI, siddhavarakUTa, baDavAnI, mAMDavagaDha, bAgha, bhopAvara, rAjapura, kukSI, lakSmaNIjI vagere sthaLoe yAtrA karI Azrama pAchA pharyA. siddhavarakUTa mAMDavagaDha baDavAnI (bAvanagajA)

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surata rokAI jyAM jyAM paramakRpALadeva vicarelA te te pavitra sthAnomAM roja darzana karavA jatA ane bhaktinA pado ghaNA ullAsabhAvathI bolatA. tyAMthI naroDA AvyA. naroDA vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, surata saM.1999nA poSa suda pUnamane divase zrI manaharabhAIne tyAM citrapaTonI sthApanA karavA pUjyazrI surata padhAryA. tyAM vidhi sahita sthApanA karI ghAmaNa, saDodarA, bhuvAsaNa vagere sthaLoe jaI tyAMthI sIghA Ahora padhAryA. Ahora paramakRpALudeva birAjela tyAM vartamAnamAM banAvela derI, naroDA naroDA be divasa rokAyA. gAma bahAra jyAM paramakRpALudeva birAjelA te sthAne oTalo baMdhAvela che. tyAM baghA beThA. pachI pU.zrIe zrI vastImalajIne "apUrva avasara" bolavAnI AjJA karI ane bIjA badhAne mauna ghAraNa karI dhyAnamAM besavA jaNAvyuM. te avasare je ullAsabhAvathI "apUrva avasara" bolAyo hato tenI kalpanA paNa na karI zakAya. naroDAthI mumukSuo AzramamAM AvyA. pUjyazrI traNa mumukSuo sAthe amadAvAdamAM zrI jesIMgabhAI zeThane tyAM traNa divasa rokAyA. zeThajIne ghaNo ullAsa ane AnaMda thayo hato. bhakti svAdhyAya temanA baMgalAmAM ja thato. tyAMthI sIdhA Azrama AvavAnuM banyuM. A vakhate surata jillAmAM, rAjasthAnamAM temaja IDara vagere maLI kula traNa mahinAnI yAtrA sukhe pUrNa thaI. vavANiyA pratiSThA vartamAnamAM banela zrI rAjamaMdira-Ahora tyAM rAjamaMdira pAse makAnamAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno utAro hato. mumukSu bhAI-bahenothI AkhuM rAjamaMdira bharAI jatuM. ane atyaMta ullAsabhAvathI bhakti vAMcanAdi thatA hatA. 21 divasa AhoramAM sthiratA karI pUjyazrI IDara padhAryA. IDara pratiSThA E vartamAnamAM banela zrI caMdraprabhunI derI IDaramAM siddhazilAnI sAme TekarI upara zrI caMdraprabhusvAmInA pAdukAjInI sthApanA prasaMge AvavuM thayuM. pUjyazrI tathA mumukSubhAIbaheno agiyAra divasa tyAM pahelAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra janmabhavana, vavANiyA 171

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saM.2000nA kArtika suda 10nA roja pUjyazrI saMgha pahoMcyA. pUjyazrI ane mumukSubhAIone pharIthI nAnI khAkhara sAthe zrI vavANiyA tIrthe pratiSThA nimitte padhAryA. pUjyazrIno laI gayA. zeTha premajI laghA pUjyazrInuM ghaNA ullAsabhAvathI utAro upAzrayamAM hato. bhaktino kAryakrama maMDapamAM thato. morabInA bahumAna ane vinaya karatA, ane roja kuTuMba sahita bogha sAMbhaLavA rAjAe paNa tyAM AvI ghaNI madada karI hatI. AvatA. zeTha vagerene mahApuruSa potAnA ghare padhAryAno ghaNo paramakRpALudevanA jamAI zrI bhagavAnabhAIe ! AnaMda ane ullAsa hato. pUjyazrI cAra divasa rokAyA hatA. jyAM paramakRpALudevanuM janmasthaLa che te bIdaDA jagyA upara moTo sabhAmaMDapa banAvI bIdaDAmAM maMdiranAM darzana karyA. tyAM zrI velasItemAM jinapratimA ane bAjumAM bhAInuM Azrama che. bhaktimAM pUjyazrInI AjJAthI zrI bhagavAnabhAI zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhunI pratimAnI zrI zaMkara bhagata "jIvane mArga maLyo nathI enuM zuM sthApanA thAya te mATe be vibhAga pADelA. tyAM ghaNI kAraNa?" A patra bolyA pachI pUjyazrIe te patranuM dhAmadhUmathI jaya jayakAranA dhvani sAthe vAjategAjate vivecana karyuM. te sAMbhaLatA ja velasIbhAIne ghaNuM alaukika rIte pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA sAnidhyamAM Azcarya thayuM ane bolyA-AvI vAta mane kyAMya savithie apUrva ullAsathI kArtika suda pUnamanA divase sAMbhaLavAmAM AvI nathI. tenuM zuM kAraNa haze? sthApanA thaI hatI. pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "mahApuNyano joga hoya tyAre ja kacchanI yAtrA AvA apUrva vacano sAMbhaLavAnuM bhAgya prApta thAya che. jIva saM.2000nA kArtika vada 4nA roja zrI punazIbhAI anAdikALathI A saMsAramAM rajhaLe che. paNa koI vakhata puNyanI zeThanA AgrahathI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSuo sAthe vavANiyAthI jhalaka thAya che. tyAre ja sapuruSanA vacano kAne paDe che." Ama kacchanI yAtrAe pathAryA. ghaNo bogha thavAthI velasIbhAIne ghaNo ullAsa thayo hato. be bhadrezvara divasa tyAM rokAI baghA koDAya padhAryA. A tIrtha jagaDuzAzeThe baMghA koDAyA vela che. tyAM bAvana jinAlayanA A gAmamAM traNa moTA derAsaro che. brahmacArI bahenonuM moTA maMdiramAM bhavya pratimAonA darzana karyA. cha divasa tyAM Azrama zrI kamubahenanA nAmathI prasiddha che. paramakRpALudevane kAzI bhaNavA mokalavA mATe A gAmanA rokAI muMdrAmAM darzana karI zrI hemarAjabhAI, naLiyAnA zrI mAlazIbhAI beu sAthe rAjakoTa bhujapura AvyA. AvyA hatA. A banne bhAIone paramakRpALudevanuM alaukika bhujapura mAhAsya lAgeluM tyArathI A gAmamAM paramakRpALudevanI zraddhAvALA bhujapuramAM velajI megharAjane tyAM nivAsa karyo. velajI 1jI : ghaNA mumukSuo thayelA. A gAma kAzIpurInA nAmathI paNa megharAje amuka guNasthAnakanuM kAvya banAveluM. te pUjyazrIne gAI oLakhAya che. ahIM jaina zAstrono bhaMDAra paNa che. saMbhaLAvyuM. tenA uttaramAM pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "AjJA vagara ke uM tyAM muni zrI padmavijayajIe pUjyazrInA vAMcanano sAro potAnI kalpanAthI jhera pIvA jevuM che. anAdikALathI A jIva : lAbha lIdho ane kahyuM ke Apa atre padhAryA cho to ghaNA mANaso rakhaDyo che. te zAthI rakhaDyo che? AvuM ne AvuM ja jIva svacchede bhaktimAM Ave che, nahIM to koI AvatuM nathI. karato Avyo che. paNa kalyANa thayuM nathI." koDAyamAM pUjyazrIe je bogha karyo te sAMbhaLI eka moTI khAkhara sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke "A bogha mArA hRdayamAM coMTI gayo che. bhujapurathI moTI khAkhara AvyA. tyAM traNa maMdiro che. Avo bogha koI sAdhu pAsethI ame sAMbhaLyo nathI. AjathI roja darzana karavA jatA. ATha divasa tyAM rahI nAnI khAkharamAM paramakRpALudevane huM zirasAvaMdya mAnuM chuM." pUjyazrI pAsethI temaNe maMdiranA darzana karI bIdaDA AvyA. apUrva vastunI prasAdIrUpa smaraNamaMtra ane 'tattvajJAna' lIdhuM hatuM. ATha dRSTinI sajhAyanuM vivecana pUjyazrIe temane sArI rIte nAnI khAkhara karI samajAvyuM. alaukika bodha thayo hato. sAdhvIjIne ghaNA ullAsa bIje divase zeTha premajI laghA moTara laI bIdaDA AvI sI ane zraddhAnuM kAraNa banyuM hatuM. ane 172

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rAyaNa zeTha zrI punazIbhAInA ghare ja pUjyazrI vagereno utAro hato. bhakti vAMcana paNa emane tyAM ja thatAM. rAyaNamAM traNa derAsaro che. pAMca divasa tyAM rokAvuM thayuM hatuM. zeTha zrI punazIbhAInI bhAvanA ghaNI uttama hatI. navAvAsa derAsaramAM caityavaMdana Adi karI "niHzaMkatAthI nirbhayatA utpanna hoya che; ane tethI niHsaMgatA prApta hoya che.' (254) A patra bolavAnI pUjyazrIe zrI mohanabhAIne AjJA karI. tyAM zrI avicaLazrIjI ane zrI guNazrIjI A be AryAone A patra sAMbhaLI manamAM thayuM ke A koI alaukika mArga che, pachI pUjyazrInA samAgamathI temane paramakRpALudeva kharekhara sad guru bhagavAna ja che, emanuM zaraNa grahaNa karavAthI AtmAnuM kalyANa thaze evI zraddhA thaI. tyAra pachI teo avAranavAra AzramamAM AvatA. saM.2004nuM comAsuM paNa temaNe AzramamAM karyuM hatuM. pUjyazrIno patro dvArA samAgama paNa temane ghaNo maLyo hato. avicaLazrIjIno dehatyAga comAsI pratikramaNa karatAM kAusaggamAM thayo hato. tyAMthI merAu, mApara, saMdhANa, sutharI, arikhANa, siMghoDI, lAlA, jakhau, jasApura, naLiyA, terA, koThArA, DumarA, jAmanagara vagere sthaLoe maMdironA darzana karI bagasarA AvyA. bagasarA bagasarAmAM saM.1973nuM comAsuM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe je haoNlamAM karyuM hatuM te ja haoNlamAM pU.zrI UtaryA hatA. tyAM pU.zrInuM bahu vairAgyapreraka vAMcana thatuM. traNa divasa tyAM rokAI boTAda padhAryA. boTAda zeTha vIracaMda bhUrAbhAIne tyAM utAro hato. boTAdamAM paramakRpALudeva jyAM rahelA te makAnamAM pUjyazrI vagere mumukSuoe bhakti bhajana karyA. tyAMthI vaDhavANa kempa thaI AzramamAM padhAryA. saM.2001nA kArtika vada 7ne maMgaLavAranA zubha divase pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mAbhAIbaheno sAthe AzramathI zivagaMja padhAryA, tyAM pAMca divasa rokAI AhIra padhAryA. AhoramAM eka mAsa sthiratA karI hatI. te vakhate ghaNA bhAIbahenoe smaraNamaMtra lIdho hato. nAkoDA AhorathI jAlora gaDha upara darzana karI nAkoDA tIrtha padhAryA. te samaye pUjyazrInI dazA adbhuta vairAgyamaya hatI. 173 thI. nArkoDA tIrtha zarIra uparanI mUrchA to jANe sAva kSINa thaI gaI hoya ema lAgatuM hatuM. nAkoDA tIrthamAM 9 divasa rahI pAlI AvyA. pAlImAM eka DuMgara upara maMdira che. tyAM darzanabhakti karI indora padhAryA. indoramAM kAviThAnA zrI somAbhAI prabhudAsa taraphathI zrI sametazikharajIno yAtrAsaMgha kADhavAnuM nakkI thayuM. tenA samAcAra Azrama jaNAvyA jethI bIjA mumukSuo paNa indora AvI pahoMcyAM. zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrA zrI sametazikharajInA pahADa uparanuM jaLa maMdira indorathI saM.2001 nA poSa suda 9 ne zubha divase zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrArthe prayANa karI banArasa AvyA. tyAM bhelupuramAM pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA cAra kalyANaka thayelA che. bhaunI ghATa gaMgAtIra para zrI supArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA cAra kalyANakanI jagyA che.caMdrapurI (candrAvatI) tyAMthI vIsa mAIla che. tyAM caMdraprabhasvAmInA cAra kalyANaka thayelA che. dUra sAranAtha ( siMhapurI)mAM zrI zreyAMsanAtha bhagavAnanA cAra kalyANaka che. e sarva sthaLoe darzana bhakti karI paTanA (pATalIputra) gayA. eka pratimA cothA ArAnI paTanA naMdarAjAnI ane caMdragupta rAjAnI rAjadhAnI hatI. tyAM sAna derAsaro che. temAM eka pratimA coghA ArAnI che. zrI sudarzanazeTha je sthAnethI mokSe gayA tyAM pAdukAnI sthApanA che. eka maMdiranI sAme zrI sthUlibhadrajI kozA gaNikAnA mahelamAM cAturmAsa arthe rahyA hatA tyAM pAdukAjInI sthApanA che. paTanAthI rAjagRhI AvI zvetAMbara dharmazALAmAM UtaryA.

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zrI rAjagRhI tIrtha 'Saa kAma bra.zrI maganabhAI zrI gharmacaMdajI bra.zrI vastImalajI hatA. rAjagRhImAM kula 9 divasa rahyA hatA. tyAMthI nAlaMdA kuMDalapura AvyA. te mahAvIra svAmInI janmabhUmi che. tyAM zvetAMbara digaMbaranA maMdiro che. tenAM darzana karI sAMje rAjagRhI pAchA AvI pahoMcyA. pAvApurI-zrI mahAvIra svAmInuM mokSasthAna zrI rAjagRhImAM Avela pAMca pahADo gAmathI eka mAIla dUra pAMca pahADa AvelA che. 1. vipulAcala 2. ratnAgiri 3. udayagiri 4. sonAgiri (zramaNagiri) 5. vaibhAragiri. cAra hajAra varSa jUnI bhavya pratimA vipulAcala parvata upara zrI mahAvIra bhagavAna AdinA maMdiro che. ratnAgiri upara munisuvratasvAmInuM maMdira che. udayagiri upara zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI cAra hajAra varSa jUnI bhavya pratimA che. vaibhAragiri upara mahAvIra svAmI ghaNI vAra paghArelAnuM varNana zAstromAM Ave che. te pahADa upara zrI munisuvratasvAmInA cAra kalyANakanI jagyA che. tyAM maMdira che. ahIMthI zrI ghanAbhadra ane zrI zAlibhadra anazana karI mokSa paghAryA hatA. te sthAna upara temanI mUrtio che. vaibhAragirinI Toca upara zrI gautamasvAmInI derI che, tyAM jaI caityavaMdana karyuM. tyAMthI pAchA vaLatAM maMdira AgaLa nIce be guphAo che. te rohiNiyA coranI guphAo kahevAya che. te bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInAM agnisaMskAra sthAne Avela jaLamaMdira guphAo eka nAnA gAma jeTalI vizALa che. rAjagRhIthI pAvApurI gayA. tyAM zrI mahAvIra svAmInuM pUjyazrIne mumukSuoe karAvela snAna mokSasthAne tathA agnisaMskAranI jagA upara taLAvanI vacce vaibhAragiri pahADanI nIce taLeTImAM garama pANInA che jaLamaMdira AveluM che. te suMdara ane ramaNIya che. maMdiramAM javA kuMDa che. enuM pANI gaMdhaka ke evI ja koI ghAtumizrita hovAthI mATe pula paNa bAMdhelo che. prAkRtika rIte garama hoya che. A pANI roga nivAraka che. lakavo, jaLamaMdirathI eka mAIla dUra zrI mahAvIra svAmInI aMtima saMgrahaNI vagere darado mATe bahu upayogI kahevAya che. hajAro dezanAnA sthAne samavasaraNanI racanAnA AkAranuM suMdara ramaNIya mANaso teno upayoga kare che. A sthAne huM maMdira AveluM che. tene bAbunuM maMdira kahe che. have saMgha pAvApurIthI guNiyAjI Avyo. tyAM gautama pUjyazrIne zrI maganabhAI, zrI gharmacaMdabhAI ane zrI vastImalabhAIe maLIne 108 svAmInA nirvANanI jagyAe suMdara jaLamaMdira banAveluM che. tyAM darzana bhakti karI sametazikharajI mATe prayANa karyuM. kaLazAo vaDe navarAvyA 174

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madhuvana-zrI sametazikharajI tIrtha jyAMthI vIsa tIrthaMkaro mokSe padhAryA mahA suda pUrNimAne divase savAranA 8 vAge badhA madhuvana-sametazikharajI AvI pahoMcyA. zvetAMbara dharmazALAmAM UtaryA. tyAM maMdiramAM bhakti, pUjA, svAghyAyamAM te divasa vyatIta thayo. mahA suda pUrNimAnI rAtrIe 3 vAge eTale mahA vada ekamanI vahelI savAre sametazikharajInA gaDha upara caDhavA prayANa karyuM. sUrya udaye zrI gautamasvAmInI prathama Tuke pahoMcyA. tyAM darzana karI AlocanA bolI tyAMthI AgaLa pAMtrIsa TUMko che tyAM darzana karavA gayA. sarva pavitra sthAnonA darzana karI jaLamaMdire AvI caityavaMdana stavana Adi kAryakrama pUro karI nava vAge sAthe lAvela nAsto vAparyo. pachI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI chellI TUka che. tyAM jaI 'paMcakalyANaka', 'mULamAraga' vagere bolI nIce baporanA aDhI vAge dharmazALAmAM AvI pahoMcyA. zrI jaMbusvAmInI nirvANabhUmi bIje divase ayodhyA gayA. tyAM zvetAMbara ane digaMbara maMdironAM darzana karI mathurA AvyA; tyAM zvetAMbara maMdiramAM darzana bhakti karI tyAMthI doDha mAIla dUra zrI jaMbusvAmInI nirvANabhUmi che, tyAM jaI darzana karyAM. tyAM digaMbara maMdira ane brahmacaryAzrama paNa che. mathurAthI saMgha ravAnA thaI agAsa AzramamAM AvI pahoMcyo. Ama zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrA sukhapUrvaka pUrNa thaI. vavANiyAnI yAtrA saM.2002nA kArtika vada 7nA divase AzramathI pUjyazrI 40-50 mumukSuo sAthe vavANiyA padhAryA. pUjyazrI sAthe 4-5 mumukSuo vavANiyA rokAyA. bAkInA mumukSuo traNa divasa rahI pAlitANA vagerenI yAtrAe gayA. paramakRpALudeva dhyAna karatA te nava talAvaDIo paramakRpALudeva dhyAna karatAM temAMnI eka talAvaDI vavANiyAmAM nava taLAvaDIe che. baghI taLAvaDIo upara paramakRpALudeva ghaNI vakhata jatA tethI te pUjanika gaNAya che. da22oja eka eka taLAvaDI upara jaI ame bhakti karatA. eka divasa pUjyazrI sAthe mumukSuo kALI taLAvaDIe bhakti karatA hatA tyAre tyAM eka sApa nIkaLyo. pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "koI gabharAzo nahIM. enI meLe pharIne jato raheze.'' AjubAju pharI, bhakti pUrI thavA AvI eTalAmAM te sApa cAlyo gayo. te vakhate 11 divasa vavANiyA rokAyA hatA. pUjyazrI padhArelA te kAraNathI zrI javalabahena paNa tyAM ja rokAyA hatA. zrI rAjakoTa 175 zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira - rAjakoTa vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira, rAjakoTa vavANiyAthI ravAnA thaI rAjakoTa be divasa rokAyA.

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pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA pratimAjI kSetrapharasanAthI aneka mumukSuone ghera Agamana : pachI vaDhavANa kempamAM cAra divasa, amadAvAdamAM zrI jesIMgabhAIne tyAM be divasa, tyAMthI sIghA surata be divasa, dhULiyA cha divasa, vyArA eka divasa rokAI bAraDolI, sarabhANa, bhuvAsaNa, ghAmaNa, saDodarA, patharADiyA, deroda, AstA Adi sthAnoe pharI pAchA surata traNa divasa rokAI tyAMthI pAlejamAM traNa divasa sthiratA karI AzramamAM paghAryA. saM.2003nA kArtika vada 7 nA divase pUjyazrI kAviThA gayA. tyAM savA mahino sthiratA karI. pachI sImaraDA agiyAra divasa rahyA. tyAMthI DabhAsI be divasa, bhAdaraNa bAra divasa, sIsavA traNa divasa rahI borasada thaI AzramamAM AvyA. vaizAkha vada agiyArasane divase AMkha batAvavA mATe pUjyazrInuM muMbaI javuM thayuM hatuM. tyAMthI pAchA vaLatAM umarATa paccIsa divasa rahyA hatA. saM.2004nA kArtika vada 7nA divase pUjyazrI pagapALA vihAra karI saMdezara gayA. tyAMthI bAMdhaNI nava divasa, suNAva eka mahino ne be divasa, daMtAlI soLa divasa, sImaraDA bAra divasa, AzI eka mahino rahI Azrama pAchA pharyA hatA. zrI kAviThA gAme pratiSThA | ILa nA pAka mA mukI nA nAma jApa | pApa kAma mArI hatI ke hakIkata che ke jamA = = = = = vaizAkha suda terasanA zubha divase pUjyazrInA sAnidhyamAM uparanA bhAgamAM tIrthakara bhagavAnanI pratimA, nIcenA bhAgamAM paramakRpALudevanI pratimA ane gabhArAnI bahAra eka bAju pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA pratimAjInI sthApanA thaI hatI. derAsaranA AgaLanA cokamAM be hajAra mANaso besI zake eTalo moTo suMdara vizALa maMDapa bAMdhyo hato. bhaktino vartamAnamAM sabhAmaMDapa sAthe zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, kAviThA badho kAryakrama tyAM thato. vAMcanamAM pUjyazrI asarakAraka vivecana saM.2004nA vaizAkha suda 9ne divase pUjyazrI mumukSuo : karatA te ghaNA jIvone vairAgyanuM kAraNa thayuM hatuM. sAthe pagapALA vihAra karI kAviThA pratiSThA nimitte padhAryA. tyAM varaghoDAnI zobhA koI alaukika lAgatI hatI. pU.zrI ATha divasano aThThAI mahotsava rAkhela. tethI AjubAjunA temaja brahmacArIjI jema tArAmAM caMdra prakAze tema saMghanI vacamAM zobhatA dUranA ghaNA mumukSuoe hAjarI ApI hatI. hatA. bhaktinAM pado ane garabIo bahu ullAsathI gavAtA hatA. 176

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Abu mAuMTamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAIo sAthe kodA Dema upara pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI bhAI-baheno sAthe saMvata 2005nA vaizAkha suda 13nA divase zrI cunIlAla megharAjanI vinaMtithI AzramathI pUjyazrI mumukSuo sAthe Abu mAunTa paghAryA. eka mahino ane daza divasa tyAM rokAyA hatAM. 177

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Abu mAuMTamAM TrAvarasTAla upara pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAI-baheno sAthe vasiSThAzramathI AvatA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI tathA vAparA suparA poiMTa para bhakti karatA mumukSuo sAthe. saM.1991nI sAlamAM pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI Abu paghAryA te vakhate je je jagyAe pharasanA karelI te te uttama sthAnomAM pUjyazrI pharavA jatA. tyAM bhakti karI pAchA utAre AvatA. te sthAnonA nAmo A pramANe che : 178

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anAdarA poiMTa upara pUjyazrI brahAcArIjI mumukSu bhAIo sAthe vApara suparA poiMTa upara pU.zrI brahmacArIjI tathA zrI raNachoDabhAI Dema uparathI jatAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI tathA mumukSu bhAIo delavADAnAM maMdiro, krega poInTa, vasiSTha Azrama, anAdarA poInTa, zAMtivijayajInI guphA, deDakI zilA, acaLagaDha, Tena taLAva, nakhI taLAva Adi upara bhakti karela. 179

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Abu mAuMTamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAI-baheno sAthe Abu mAuMTamAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Abu mAuMTamAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjInuM raheThANa. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Abu rahyA tyAM sudhI AcArAMga sUtranuM paThana karyuM. bhaktimAM vacanAmRta zrI mohanabhAI vAMcatA ane pUjyazrI tenA upara vivecana karatA. lagabhaga AkhA vacanAmRtanuM vivecana tyAM thayuM hatuM. tyAM jaMgalamAM ekalA jaI pUjyazrI ekAMtamAM dhyAnamAM birAjatA athavA kAusagga mudrAmAM UbhA rahetA hatA. AzramanA TrasTIoe pUjyazrIne tAra karI AbuthI Azrama bolAvyA hatA. 180

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sImaraDA indora vartamAnamAM banela jinamaMdira sAthe zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, sImaraDA vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, indora Azrama AvyA pachI pUjyazrIne kaparA upasargo thayA. saM.2006nA vaizAkha suda 11nA roja agAsa AzramathI pote samatAbhAvathI te baghA sahana karyA. jyAre TrasTIoe 5-60 mumukSubhAIbaheno sAthe pUjyazrI indora citrapaTa sthApanA pUjyazrIne kahyuM ke tamAre have koIne maMtra Apavo nahIM. te divase nimitte padhAryA. sAMje sTezane jaI eka bhAIne maMtra Apyo ane bIje divase tyAMnA mumukSuoe bhakti arthe makAnanA uparanA haoNlamAM eTale saM.2006nA poSa suda 6nA roja aMtaHskuraNA thavAthI : vaizAkha suda 13ne divase pUjyazrInA zubha haste citrapaTonI savAramAM sADAcAra vAge AzramathI pagapALA vihAra karI pUjyazrI H sthApanA karAvI. tyAMthI baneDiyAjI vagere sthaLonI yAtrA karI sImaraDA padhAryA. sAthe mAtra eka besavAnI caTAI hatI, je pAchA indora AvyA. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe temane Apela hatI. indora chAvaNImAM jatAM nasIA gharmazALAmAM jyAM pa.pU. te vakhate pUjyazrI sADAtraNa mahinA sImaraDA rahyA. te ! prabhuzrIjI saM.1976nI sAlamAM UtaryA hatA, tyAM "Atmasiddhi' samaya daramyAna AzramamAM AvanArA mumukSuo sImaraDA jaI : ane "mULamAraga" vagerenI atyaMta ullAsapUrvaka bhakti karI. darzana samAgamano lAbha letA. pachI baghA agAsa AzramamAM AvyA. tyArabAda zrI amRtalAla parIkha, zrI manaharabhAI, zrI morabI padamazIbhAI, zrI rAvajIbhAI desAI vagere AzramanA TrasTIo sImaraDA jaI caitra vada 3nI savAre pUjyazrIne savinaya AzramamAM laI AvyAM hatAM. je kAma traNa varSa na thAya te traNa mahinAmAM A upasargothI pUjyazrIno ghaNo AtmavikAsa thayo. AzramamAM AvyA pachI koI prasaMge zrI mohanabhAIne pUjyazrIe kaheluM ke "je kAma traNa varSe na thAya te A traNa mahinAmAM thayuM che." dinapratidina teozrIno AtmaprabhAva amoe caDhate pariNAme joyo che. A kaMI atizayokti nathI, paNa je samAgamamAM AvyA temano A jAta anubhava che. IDara saM.2006nA caitra vada 8ne divase 4-50 mumukSu vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra smRti maMdira, morabI bhAIbaheno sAthe pUjyazrI IDara traNa divasanI yAtrAe jaI badhe saM.2007nA kArtika vada 3nA roja AzramathI pUjyazrI darzana bhakti karI pAchA AvyA. : lagabhaga 50 mumukSubhAIbaheno sAthe morabI padhAryA. T T ITT II 181

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vavANiyAmAM zrImad rAjacaMdrane jAtismaraNajJAna thayuM te vRkSa pAse pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAI-baheno sAthe mArabA dAna karAvavAANavA AvyA. zrA javalabahana ana zrA buddhidhanabhAI vagara tyA ja hatA. savAranI bhakti karI rahyA pachI baghI taLAvaDIoe pharavA gayA. pachI jyAM paramakRpALudevane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM hatuM te bAvaLanA jhADa AgaLa besI bhakti karI ane bahenoe garabA gAyA. bIje divase taLAvaDIe pada bolI beThA pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe jaNAvyuM ke "yAtrAmAM jeTaluM zarIra ghasAze teTaluM kAmanuM che." pote ghaNA ullAsamAM hatA. te ja divase thoDIvAramAM eka suMdara bhajana taiyAra karyuM. aMtara ati ullase ho ke janmabhUmi nIrakhI, mumukSu manane ho kalyANaka sarakhI." A bhajana zrI vastImalabhAIne bhaktimAM bolavAnI AjJA karI. sarva mumukSumaMDaLe premapUrvaka jhIlI khuba AnaMda anubhavyo hato. vavANiyA cha divasa rokAI rAjakoTa pathAryA. rAjakoTamAM jyAM paramakRpALudevanuM samAdhisthAna che tyAM darzana bhakti karI je baMgalAmAM paramakRpALudevano dehotsarga thayelo te sthAnanA darzanArthe gayA. 182

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zrI junAgaDha-giranAranA gaDha upara zrI neminAtha prabhunA nirvANasthAne bhakti karatA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI tathA mumukSu bhAI-baheno rAjakoTathI jUnAgaDha padhAryA. gAmanA maMdiro ane taLeTInA maMdiromAM darzana karI pUjA bhakti karI. trIje divase gaDha upara caDhyA. badhI Trakoe darzana bhakti karI ane mukhya maMdiramAM caityavaMdana karyuM. sAMjanA rAjulanI guphA joI. pachI cidAnaMdajInI guphA che tyAM gayA. te guphAmAM rAtre koI rahI zakatuM nahIM. saM.1960nI sAlamAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI ane munizrI mohanalAlajI mahArAja A guphAmAM traNa divasa rahelA. vyaMtaranA kAraNe upadravo paNa thayelA. tyAM darzana karI gaDha uparanA utAre AvyA. rAtre bhakti karI gaDha upara sUI gayA. bIje divase savAre sahasAmravana (zeSAvana) jaI paMcakalyANaka bolI jUnA raste thaI gAmamAM badhA AvI pahoMcyA. zrI junAgaDha-giranAranA maMdironuM dRzya 183

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zrI pAlItANA gaDha uparanA maMdironA darzana zrI hastagiri tIrtha zrI motIzAnI TUMka, pAlItANA gaDha upara zrI kadaMbagiri tIrtha jUnAgaDhathI pAlItANA padhAryA. pahele divase gAmanA derAsaromAM darzana karyA. bIje divase gaDha upara caDhI baghI TrakonA darzana karI AdIzvara bhagavAna AgaLa caityavaMdana karI nIce UtaryA. pUjyazrI 4-5 mumukSuo sAthe sonagaDha gayA. tyAM badhe pharI samavasaraNanI racanA tathA derAsaranA darzana karI pAchA pAlItANA AvyA. tyAMthI 8 mumukSuo sAthe pUjyazrI boTAda padhAryA ane bIjA badhA mumukSuo pAlitANAthI sIghA Azrama mATe ravAnA thayA. 184

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zrI bAhubaLIjInI yAtrA saM.2008nA kArtika vada 11ne divase AzramathI lagabhaga 100 mumukSu bhAI-bahenonA saMgha sAthe pUjyazrI bAhubaLIjInI yAtrAe padhAryA. AzramathI paramakRpALudevano lAIpha sAijhano citrapaTa sAthe hato. te laI hubalI sTezane UtaryA. tyAM zrI ghevaracaMdajI, zrI oTaramalajI vagere mumukSuo ghaNA ullAsamAM beMDavAjA sAthe levA AvyA hatAM. vAjate gAjate gAmamAM praveza thayo. digaMbara zvetAMbara maMdironA darzana karavA gayA. tyAM "kona utAre pAra" "paMtha paramapada bodhyo" ane "mULa mArganA pado bolyA hatA. zrImad rAjacaMdra citrapaTa vartamAnamAM navuM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira, hubalI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe saM.1980nuM comAsuM pUnAmAM karyuM hatuM ane tyAMthI bAhubaLIjInI yAtrAe jatAM hubalI sTezana pAse eka baMgalAmAM traNa divasa rokAyA hatA. te baMgalAmAM pUjyazrI sarva mumukSubhAIbaheno sAthe padhAryA. tyAM "maMgalAcaraNa" "vIsa doharA" "jaDa ne caitanya banne bahu puNya kerA'nA pado bolyA. baMgalAmAM rahenAra zeThe kahyuM ke ghanya bhAgya mArAM ke Aje AvA puruSanAM mAre ghera pagalAM thayAM. pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "A baMgalAmAM eka AtmajJAnI puruSa AvelA che. jANye-ajANye paNa tamane ghera beThA tIrtha jevuM ghara maLyuM hubalImAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI rahelA te makAna che. mahApuruSonI caraNarajathI pavitra thayelA sthAno jIvane kalyANakArI che." enA upara pUjyazrIe eka draSTAMta ApyuM ke "bharata cakravartIne je arIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna thayuM te ja bhuvanamAM temanA pachI ghaNA rAjAo kevaLajJAna pAmyA hatA. mahApuruSonA pugalo paNa evA hoya che ke ghaNA kALa sudhI tenI asara rahe che." hubalImAM traNa divasa rokAI beMgalora padhAryA. pU.prabhuzrIjI utaryA te ja haoNlamAM pUzrIno utAro beMgaloramAM saM.1981mAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI cikapeTanA zrI AdinAtha jainamaMdiranA je vyAkhyAna haoNlamAM UtaryA hatA te ja haoNlamAM pUjyazrIno utAro hato. tyAM AhoranA zrI caMdanamalajI tathA zrI jugarAjajIe badhI sagavaDa karI hatI. be divasa tyAM rokAI maisura padhAryA. maisuramAM pUjyazrIno utAro zrI mizrImalajIne tyAM hato. emanA ghare citrapaTonI sthApanA karI tathA AtmasiddhinI pUjA daramyAna zrI nirmaLAbenane yAvajIvana cothA vratanI pratijJA vidhisahita ApI hatI. maisuramAM traNa divasa rokAI 150 mumukSubhAIbahenonA saMgha sAthe bAhubaLIjInA darzanArthe prayANa karyuM. 185

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI tathA mumukSu bhAI-baheno zrI bAhubalIjInA pahADa upara caDhatA viMdhyagiri pahADa upara bAhubaLIjInI 57 phUTanI pratimA che. tenA darzanArthe pUjyazrI sauthI AgaLa ane pAchaLa Akho saMgha jaya jayakAra sAthe caDhavA lAgyo. bAhubaLIjInA pahADa upara caDhatA visAmo 186

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zrI bAhubaLIjInI pratimA sAme darzana karatA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Adi mumukSuo pratimAnA darzana karI cAre bAju pharatA "kona utAre pAra pada bolI pratimAnI sAme AvI beThA 187

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bharatajInA pahADa upara boghavaDe mumukSuonI AMkhomAM AMsu tyAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe "prajJAvabogha'mAMthI zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA pAThamAM Avela bAhubaLIjI ane bharatajInA yuddhano saMvAda saMdesaranA zrI aMbAlAlabhAI pAse gavaDAvyo. sAthe pU.zrIe tenuM vivecana karyuM. te sAMbhaLI ghaNo AnaMda thayo hato. bIje divase caMdragiri pahADa upara gayA. tyAM darzana karI, bharatajInI mUrti arthI jamInamAM daTAyelI che tyAM beThA. prajJAvabogha'mAMthI gaI kAle gavaDAvela pAThano AgaLano bhAga bharatajInA vairAgya saMbaMdhIno gavaDAvyo, ane pUjyazrIe tenuM vivecana karyuM. te sAMbhaLI mumukSuonI AMkhomAM AMsu AvI gayA. 188

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pU.zrI brahmacArIjI bharatajInA pahADa upara satsaMgamAM mumukSu bhAI-baheno sAthe bapore gAmanA maMdiramAM bhaTTArakajIe sphaTikamaNi vagere vivigha ratnonI pratimAonA darzana karAvyA hatA. tyAMthI veNura, muDabidri ane kArakalamAM darzana bhakti karI pAchA hubalI padhAryA. tyAMthI ghaNA mumukSuo AzramamAM pAchA pharyA. ane pUjyazrI thoDA mumukSuo sAthe hubalIthI balArI jaI rAyacUra AvyA. rAyacUramAM zrI sItAbahenane tyAM traNa divasa rokAyA hatA. rAyacUrathI eka mAIla dUra TekarI upara zrI bhadrabAhasvAmInA pAdukAjI che, tyAM darzana karI "apUrva avasara' bolyA ane taLAvanA kinAre be derIo che tyAM bhakti karI hatI. zrI kulapAkajI rAyacUrathI haidrAbAda thaI kulapAkajI AvyA. maMdiramAM pratimAo camatkArI che. kulapAkajIthI traNa mAIla dUra eka pahADanI taLeTImAM traNa pratimAo che. tyAM darzana karI pAchA kulapAkajI AvyA. kulapAkajIthI pUjyazrI guDivADA padhAryA. zrI gharmacaMdajI vagere mumukSuono ullAsa ghaNo hato. sTezanathI beMDavAjA sAthe vAjate gAjate pUjyazrIne gharmazALAe laI gayA. bAjumAM jinamaMdira che. tyAM darzana bhakti karI. maMdiramAM mULanAyaka zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI pratimA camatkArI che. zrI gharmacaMdabhAInA makAnamAM citrapaTonI sthApanA pUjyazrInA hastakamaLa karavAmAM AvI. cha divasa tyAM rokAI vijayavADA, bhAMDukatIrtha thaI aMtarIkSa pArzvanAtha AvyA. tyAMthI pUjyazrI dhULiyA padhAryA. tenA ullAsamAM zrI maganabhAI lakSmIdAsa vagere traNe bhAIoe pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno bogha chapAvavA mATe rUA. eka hajArano DrAphTa kaDhAvI AzramamAM mokalyo. cha divasa dhULiyA rokAI aMjaDa AvyA. tyAM zrI cImanabhAI ghaNA ullAsathI beMDavAjA sAthe pUjyazrIne potAnA ghera laI gayA. ane teozrInA karakamaLa citrapaTonI sthApanA karAvI. indorathI zrI maMgaLadAsazeTha ane zrI sAkarabena vagere aMjaDa AvyA hatA. 189

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zrI bAvanagajAmAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAI-baheno sAthe bAvanagaja tyAMthI bAvanagajA gayA. tyAM sAtapuDA parvatonI hAra che. eka parvatamAM 84 phuTanI zrI AdinAtha bhagavAnanI kAyotsarga mudrAnI pratimA ardhI kotarelI che. gAmanuM nAma baDavAnI che. tyAMthI bAvanagajA cha mAIla dUra che. tyAM darzana karI indora AvyA. 190

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indora nAkoDA tIrtha indoramAM jyAM paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTonI sthApanA karela tyAM pUjyazrIno utAro hato. indoramAM zrI hukamIcaMda zeThanuM kAcanuM moTuM derAsara prasiddha che. tyAM darzana karavA gayA. zeTha zrI hakamIcaMdajI pAse ardho kalAka beThA ane "apUrva avasara' nuM pada bolyA. zeThane AnaMda thayo hato. te samaye pUjyazrI bAvIsa divasa indora rokAyA. vArA pharatI 30 maMdironA darzana karyA. mAMDavagaDha ane baneDiyAjI jaI darzana karI AvyA temaja indorathI 75-80 mumukSu bhAI baheno sAthe siddhavarakUTa paNa gayA. tyAM pAMca maMdironA darzana karyA. ghaNo AnaMda thayo. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI paNa indorathI baneDiyAjI nAkoDAjImAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAIo sAthe gayA hatA ane siddhavarakUTa padhAryA hatA. tyAM siddhavarakUTamAM nAkoDAjImAM cAra divasa sthiratA karI hatI. rAtanA teozrI ATha divasa rokAyA hatA. roja vAMcana cAlatuM. temAM pUjyazrI alaukika bhAvamaya vivecana - rAjasthAnanI yAtrA karatA hatA. tyAMthI sivAnA AvyA. pUjyazrI indorathI ajamera padhAryA. tyAM dasa-bAra maMdiro gaDha sivAnA che. Agama maMdira, samavasaraNanI racanA ane bhagavAnanA paMcakalyANakanI racanA uttama prakAre karelI che. tyAMthI puSpadarAja, bAvara thaI zivagaMja padhAryA. tyAM cAra divasa rahI AhAra AvavuM thayuM hatuM. AhAramAM cAra divasa rokAI umedapura thaI rANakapuranI paMcatIrthImAM musALA mahAvIra, ghANerAva, nADalAI, nADola, varakANAmAM darzana bhakti karI joghapura padhAryA. joghapurathI rAtanA 10 vAge jesalamera javA mATe TrenamAM besavAnuM hatuM. tyAre pUjyazrIne jotAM ja sTezananA be mAstarone evI bhAvanA thaI ke emanI pAsethI ApaNe kaMIka sAMbhaLIe. pUjyazrIe ardho kalAka temane paramArtha saMbaMdhI samaja ApI. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, sivAnA banne mAstaroe nityakrama pustaka lIghA. sivAnAmAM be divasa rokAvuM thayuM. tyAM bhakti vAMcanamAM jesalamera tIrtha 6 40-50 bhAIbahenonuM AvavuM thatuM. tyAMthI jAlora paghAryA. gaDha jesalameranA killAmAM upara caDhI darzana karI nIce UtaryA. tyAMthI sAthenA mumukSupAse pAse 7 derAsara : bhAIbaheno aMgAsa Azrama AvavA mATe ravAnA thayA. ane AvelA che. temAM cha pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Ahora paghAryA. ogaNIsa divasa tyAM sthiratA hajAra pratimAo che. karI. te samaye zrI mohanabhAI, zrI maganabhAI ane zrI tyAM darzana pUjA bhakti raNachoDabhAI sAthe hatA. karyA. ahIMno zAstrabhaMDAra prasiddha che. te joI traNa divasa tyAM saM.2009nA mahA suda 1nA divase zArIrika svasthatA rokAI lodaravAjI AvyA. lodaravAjImAM pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI arthe pUjyazrInuM nAsika paghAravuM thayuM. zrI zAMtibhAI, zrI raNachoDabhAI ane zrI pukharAjajI teozrInI sevAmAM sAthe sahastraphaNAnI suMdara camatkArI pratimA che. tenAM darzana karI jesalameranI AjubAju yAtrAe pharI pUjyazrI nAkoDA tIrtha padhAryA. hatA. 191

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Dumasa DumasanuM jinamaMdira saM.2009nA caitra vada 8ne divase AzramathI pUjyazrI saMgha sAthe patharADiyA, sarabhANa, kharavAsA, bAraDolI, khoja, pAraDI, zAmapurA, bhuvAsaNa, AstA, ghAmaNa, deroda, rUDhI, kAmareja, nanasADa thaIne saDodarA padhAryA. tyAMthI kuceda, aMbheTI thaI ghAmaNa paghAryA. tyAM traNa divasa rahI saM. 2009nA prathama vaizAkha suda 13ne divase Dumasa padhAryA. tyAM sevAmAM zrI sumerabhAI ane zrI raNachoDabhAI hatA. paMdara divasa tyAM rokAI jItharaDI thaI Azrama padhAryA. bIjA vaizAkha suda 13ne divase pUjyazrI AzramathI sIghA Dumasa padhAryA. sevAmAM zrI raNachoDabhAI hatA. 25 divasa lagabhaga tyAM rokAI Azrama AvavuM thayuM hatuM. agAsa AzramamAM saM.2009nA Aso vada rane divase pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA raMgIna citrapaTanI sthApanA zrI rAjamaMdiramAM ArasanA gokhamAM pUjyazrInA svahaste karavAmAM AvI. pachI svamukhe bhaktAmara stotra bolyA hatA. saM.2010nA kArtika suda 7 ne divase sAMje pAMca kalAkane cAlIsa miniTe parama pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe agAsa AzramanA zrI rAjamaMdiramAM paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa samakSa kAusagga mudrAmAM UbhA rahI, AtmasamAdhimAM lIna thaI A nazvaradehano tyAga karI uttama gatine pAmyA. vandana ho pavitra puruSonA pAdAraviMdamAM - bhAvanAbena pI. jaina agAsa Azrama 192

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uttarasaMDA tIrthakSetra thai timli 1. . ! . R nAradama ramena POLO RAsa ekavAra pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI uttarasaMDA padhAryA hatA. te bhUminA darzana thatAM pUjyazrIe padonI racanA karI. "koDa anaMta apAra prabhu mane koDa anaMta apAra" tathA bIjuM pada "nayana saphaLa thayA Aja prabhu mArA nayana saphaLa thayA Aja." 194

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA dehotsarga ardha zatAbdI mahotsava nimitte agAsa AzramamAM varaghoDAnA dRzyo 195

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA dehotsarga ardha zatAbdI mahotsava nimitte banAvela pradarzananA Drazyo zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsamAM banAvela pradarzana ne ? rAtre pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI derI AgaLa bhakti ghI ole 196

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muni jevI carcA sAMjanI bhakti pUrI thaye thoDA mumukSuo unALAnA divasomAM sIghA pUjyazrI pAse rAjamaMdiramAM AvatA. tyAM koIka vAra koI zAstranuM vAMcana thatuM, ane koIka vAra zrImukhe bogha ja ApatA, athavA koIne kaMI pUchavuM hoya to tenA mananuM samAdhAna karatA. arathopoNo kalAka satsaMga karI mumukSuo bhojana arthe jatA ane pUjyazrI dUgha vAparI dizAe jatA.dizAethI AvyA pachI hAthapaga ghoI sIdhA upara rAjamaMdiramAM jaI paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa samakSa "IriyAvahI karI dhyAna karatA. laghuzaMkA ke dIrghazaMkAe jaI AvyA pachI paNa tarata paramakRpALudeva samakSa dhyAna karatA. evI teozrInI muni jevI carcA hatI. devavaMdana samaye sarva prathama praveza sAMyakALe devavaMdanano ghaMTa vAgye sarva mumukSabhAI baheno sabhAmaMDapanA cokamAM AvI oTalA para besatA. dasa-paMdara miniTa pachI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM devavaMdana karavA arthe padhAravuM thatuM. te samaye mumukSuonuM dhyAna rAjamaMdira tarapha rahetuM. pUjyazrI rAjamaMdiranA dAdara uparathI Utare che ema jANa thatAM baghA mumukSabhAIo sabhAmaMDapanA cokamAM dakSiNa dizAvALA lokhaMDanA dvAra pAse rastAnI beya bAju UbhA thaI goThavAI jatA. pUjyazrI jyAre sabhAmaMDapanA cokanA dvAramAM praveza kare te samaye mumukSuo "sadaguru devakI jaya" paramakRpALu devakI jaya" ema moTethI be vAra jaya bolAvatA.bAda pUjyazrI sarva prathama jinamaMdiranA pagathiyA caDhatA. teozrInI pAchaLa ja baghA mumukSuo upara caDhatA. devavaMdana thayA pachI teozrI zrIjinamaMdira tathA bhoMyarAmAM darzana karI upara rAjamaMdiramAM paghAratA. A pramANe dararojano krama hato.

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a,. | | T[ff] FI* IT IT || || | | 10 ke indi h devavaMdana samaye pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA sASTAMga daMDavat namaskAra devavaMdana vakhate paramakRpALu devanA citrapaTa sAme pUjyazrI mATe lagabhaga cha phuTanI caTAI haoNlamAM zetaraMjI AgaLa pAtharavAmAM AvatI. te upara pUjyazrI devavaMdana vakhate sASTAMga daMDavat namaskAra karatA. namaskAra karatI veLA teozrI eka paga para bIjo paga aMgUThAnA AghAre adhdhara rAkhI namaskAra karatA hatA. 98

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pratikramaNa karatAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAIo sAthe " A che CE 1 || pratikramaNa 8 devavaMdana pUruM thaye teozrI thoDAka mumukSuo sAthe dararoja pratikramaNa karatA. pratikramaNamAM Avela prathama kAyotsargamAM pUjyazrInI aDola sthiratA nihALI eka vAra cakalI khabhA upara AvI nirbhayapaNe beThI hatI. pratikramaNa pUruM thaye rAtre bhaktimAM paghAratA. chellA varSomAM zArIrika nirbalatAnA kAraNe potAnA oraDAmAM ja bhaktino krama be - cAra mumukSubhAIo sAthe pUrNa karatA hatA. rAtre bhaktimAM vAMcananI zarUAta saMvata 2009thI pUjyazrIe sabhAmaMDapamAM rAtre vAMcana karavAnI yojanA zarU karI. te samaye bra.mohanabhAI vacanAmRta vAMcatA ane pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI te upara vivecana karatA. zarUAtamAM vacanAmRtamAMthI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI uparanA patro kramathI vaMcAvI vivecana karela. tyArapachI pU. zrI sobhAgabhAI uparanA patro avaLA krame vaMcAvI vivecana karela. ghaNA patronuM vivecana te samaye thayeluM che, je boghAmRta bhAga-2mAM Apela che. rAtri, dhyAna svAdhyAya arthe rAtre bhakti pUrI thaye pUjyazrI mumukSuonA Avela patronA uttaro lakhatA athavA koI zAstrano anuvAda karatA athavA prajJAvabogha" nA kAvyonI racanA paNa karatA. UMgha najIvI ja letA. sarva samaya puruSArthamaya ja rahetA. temane mana rAtri dhyAnasvAdhyAya arthe ja hatI. jyAre juo tyAre rAtre jAgatA ja hoya evo anubhava ghaNAne thayela che. naiSThika brahmacaryanA pratApe Atmabala adabhuta vartatuM hatuM. ghanya che AvA Adarza puruSonA satata sapuruSArthane ke jene joI ApaNo AtmA paNa puruSArthavaMta banI zAzvata sukhane pAme.

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zrI nirmaLAbena phulacaMdajI baMdA Ahora bhaNatara, upadeza ka2vA mATe nathI ekavAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe mane kahyuM :''saMskRta bhaNavuM che, te potAne samajavA mATe; kaMI upadeza karavA mATe bhaNavuM nathI. saMskRta bahu agharuM che. temAM mana parovavuM paDe che mATe ThIka che. navaruM mana nakhkhoda vALe.' mahApuNyazALIne dharmanI bhAvanA jAge bhAIo pratyenA rAgane lIdhe mane manamAM vikalpo thayA karatA ke badhA bhAIone A apUrva satsaMgano joga maLyo che, chatAM kamAvavAmAM paDI pUro lAbha kema letA nathI. e mUMjhavaNanI eka vAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne meM vAta karI. javAbamAM teozrI bolyA :- "ApaNe ApaNuM kAma karI levAnuM che. bIjA kare to ThIka, nahIM to kaMI nahIM. A kAlanA jIvo baghA viSayamAM ane zokhamAM paDelA che. dharmanI kyAM garaja che? mahA puNyazALI hoya tene dharmanI bhAvanA jAge. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke ghaNAM puNya haze te A daravAjAmAM paga mUkaze." "kabIrA terI jhuMpaDI, galakaTe ke pAsa; karegA sohI bhogavegA, tuM kyuM bhaye udAsa." A eka gAthAe mArI saghaLI mUMjhavaNa nirmULa karI nAkhI. jIva mohamAM taNAI jAya mATe satsaMgamAM rahevuM eka vAra boghamAM mane uddezIne jaNAvyuM - "khAsa kyAMya mahino, be mahinA javuM paDe to paNa potAnuM cUkavuM nahIM. nimittamAM taNAvuM nahIM. khAsa lakSa rAkhavo. maisura to muMbaI jevuM che. kaLiyugamAM cetatA rahIne potAnuM kAma karI levAnuM che. kharAba saMgata na rAkhavI. eTalo jIva baLavAna nathI; taNAI jAya. mATe satsaMgamAM rahevuM. bane tyAM sudhI koIne khoTuM lAge tema na karavuM.'' eka vAra pUjyazrIe kahyuM : chokarIo bheguM bhaNavAnuM na rAkhavuM 'pArasa bhaNe che ? chokarIo bheguM bhaNavAnuM na rAkhavuM. A varasa pUruM thAya tyAre bIje mUkI deje. A kALa bahu kharAba che. saMbhALIne cAlavA jevuM che." AzramamAM rahI bhakti karo e ja dIkSA mane dIkSA levAnA bhAva thatAM jANI pUjyazrIe kahyuM :"vAtAvaraNa kharAba che. ahIMyA (AzramamAM) dIkSA ja che. ahIMyA rahI bhakti karo. AzramamAM ja rahevuM; uttama sthAna che.'' 100 vedanA vakhate kheda to ma2Na vakhate zuM? eka vAra Ahora jatI vakhate pUjyazrIne maLavA gaI. te samaye teozrIe kahyuM : "bImAra paDIe tyAre, davA maTADe che ema na rAkhavuM. davA to nimitta mAtra che. zarIramAM vedanA hoya tyAre tene kasavAnuM che. ATalAmAM tuM kheda kare che to maraNa samaye keTalI vedanA Avaze tyAre zuM karIza ? mATe have prekTisa karavA de. davAmAM lakSa na rAkhavo. davAthI maTaze evuM kaMI nathI. paNa ThIka che, dharmakArya karavAmAM vighna thatuM hoya to bhaktinI icchAthI kaMIka levI paDe teA levI, paNa lakSa na cUkavo.'' brahmacarya che, te cAritrano aMza che' vi.saM. 2008 mAgazara suda 2nA roja beMgloramAM meM pUjyazrIne kahyuM--brahmacarya vrata levAnuM che, yAvajIvananuM. pUjyazrI--'rajA maLI che? e lokoe kahyuM che? meM kahyuM--A jI. pUjyazrI--sAruM. javAbadArI che. AtmAmAM zAMti vadhavA mATe vrata che. zAMti vadhavAnuM A sAdhana che. vrata laIne lakSa AtmAno rAkhavo. badhI anukULatA che, chatAM na kare to potAno doSa che. brahmacarya che, te cAritrano aMza che.'' "jema AvI pratIti jIvanI re, jANyo sarvethI bhinna asaMga; tevo sthira svabhAva te Upaje re, nAma cAritra te aNaliMga." -mULamAraga dazA vadhAravA ghaNA puruSArthanI jarUra divase divase dazA vadhe evuM karavAnuM che. puruSArthanI ghaNI jarUra che. koI paNa kAma karavuM hoya to puruSArtha karavo paDe che. A to moTuM kAma che. mATe ghaNA puruSArthanI jarUra che. 'Atmasiddhi' che te ghaNA zAstrono sAra che. mukhapATha karI hoya to AnA vicAra karAya. traNa pATha roja karavA. pramAda na karavo. AtmAne bhUlavo te badho pramAda. pramAda kone kahevAya? AtmAne bhUlavo te pramAda che. pUrvanA puNye joga to maLyo che. have na kare to potAnI ja khAmI che. saMsAra pratye udAsInatA-vairAgya rAkhavo.'' pachI mane pUjyazrIe maisuramAM mAgazara suda 6nA roja paramakRpALudeva samakSa AtmasiddhinI pUjA daramyAna yAvasjIvana brahmacaryavrata ApyuM. nirmaLAbenano samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga paNa mAgazara suda 6nA divase ja thayo.

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aThThAI sUvA mATe nathI paNa bhakti mATe che zuM karavuM ke pachI bIjA divaso upara paNa tenI asara thAya. bolatAM zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsamAM aThThAI karavAnI vicAra karIne bolavuM ke Ama bolIza to mane lAbha che? lAbha AjJA levA gaI tyAre - to nathI, to mAre bolavuM nathI. bolavAno abhyAsa bahu ocho pUjyazrI--"bAra bhAvanA vicAravI. roja eka bhAvanA rAkhavo. khAsa maunapaNuM to kayuM kahevAya ke deha ane AtmA judo mAM citta rAkhavuM. bAra bhAvanAmAM citta raheze to kharI aThThAI mAnavo te che. mAre paNa evo abhyAsa karavAne mATe mauna rahevuM thaI kahevAya. jIva kyAM jAya che? ThIka che A to dehane ApavuM che. mauna rahIne mAre AtmAnA vicAra karavA che; ArtadhyAna ke che. jIva to aNAhArI che. mATe prekTisa karavI che. koI vakhata saMkalpa vikalpa karavA nathI. to maunapaNuM saphaLa thAya. vinA gaLuM pakaDAI jAya, maMdavADa AvyuM na khavAya, to prekTisa hoya to huM khapanuM bolavuM nahIM ane AtmAnA vicAra karavA. mATe koI kaMI nahIM ema thAya. aThThAI sUvA mATe karavI nathI, paNa bhakti ke vAto karato hoya to sAMbhaLavA na besavuM." mATe karavI che. nivRtti maLe. khAvAnuM na hoya to zAMti rahe. khAsa jeTalo prema saMsAramAMthI UThe teTalo AtmAmAM lAge lakSa rAkhavAno che ke ArtadhyAna na thavA devuM. khAvApIvAnA : saMvata 2008 mAgazara vada 9 maisura jatAM - vicAra na karavA. evA vicAra Ave to baLa karavuM. kyAM AtmAno pUjyazrI "javAnuM che? game tyAM gADImAM beThA beThA khAvAno svabhAva che? te to aNAhArI che. A to dehanuM kAma che. paNa smaraNa karavuM. ADuM avaLuM na jovuM. TheTha sudhI gADImAM beThA tuM tArA kAmamAM rahe. "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to nahiM kartA tuM karma." beThA smaraNa karIe to keTalIye mALA thaI jAya. smaraNamAM citta dehAdhyAsa choDavA mATe karavuM che. lakSa smaraNamAM rAkhavAno che. rAkhavuM. samakita karI levAnuM che." ArtadhyAna na thAya te barAbara lakSa rAkhavo. gokhavAnuM, vAMcavAnuM, meM pUchyuM. ahIM hoIe tyAre to ema thAya ke bIje paNa vicAravAnuM rAkhavuM. manane navaruM na rahevA devuM. sAghana baghAM : bhakti vagere karIzuM, paNa nimitta maLe tyAre taNAI javAya che. karavA jevA che paNa "nizcaya rAkhI lakSamAM sAghana karavA soya." pUjyazrI-anAdikALano abhyAsa che. pANI DhALamAM bane teTaluM karavAnuM che. khAsa karavAnuM AtmA mATe che. aThThAI kare jAya che tema. paNa pahelethI nizcaya karyo hoya ke mAre ema karavuM ja ne pachI sUI rahe, khAuM khAuM thAya to karma baMghAya. bAra che, to pachI nimitta paNa evAM goThave ane abhyAsa rAkhe. bhAvanAmAMthI eka eka bhAvanA roja Akho divasa lakSamAM rAkhavI. Aje zAMtisthAnamAM AvyuM hatuM ke kasarata karavAnI che. puruSArtha vAtomAM vakhata na gumAvavo." kare ane abhyAsa kare to jema pANI nIcuM jatuM hoya tene puruSArtha bolavAno abhyAsa baha ocho rAkhavo ; karIne paMpathI UMcuM caDhAve che, tema jeTalo prema saMsAramAMthI UThe mauna rahevAnI AjJA levA gaI tyAre - teTalo emAM lAge che. puruSArthanI jarUra che." pUjyazrI-"mauna rahevuM sAruM che. paNa te zA mATe rahevuM che? mArA AtmA mATe. mAna na karavuM ke phalANo mauna raheto nathI, huM mauna rahuM chuM. Ama kare to karma baMghAya. karma choDavA mATe mauna rahevuM che. siddhanI dazAnuM smaraNa karavuM. siddha kyAM bole che? mAro AtmA paNa tevo che. mAro svabhAva bolavAno nathI. ArtadhyAna na thavA devuM. vIsa dohA, kSamApanAno vicAra karavo. smaraNa karyA karavuM. mauna rahevuM che te vinA-apanuM bolavAnI Teva che te choDavA mATe mauna rahevuM che. maunane divase bhakti, gokhavA, vAMcavAmAM bolavAnI chUTa hoya to vAMdho nathI. paNa bIje nathI bolavuM. game te niyama le temAM kasoTI Ave tyAre vairAgyabhAva, samabhAva rAkhavo. evuM maunapaNuM 101

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zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa ane pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI IIIIIII badho vakhata Atmahita mATe gALavo pUjyazrI-"ahIM AzramamAM rahIe tyAM sudhI badho vakhata lekhAmAM Ave evuM karavuM. kaMIka Atmahita thAya tema karavuM. ahIM sAMbhaLIe, pachI vicArIe, yAda karIe ke Aje vAMcavAmAM zuM AvyuM hatuM? zuM carcA thaI hatI? yAda rahe to ApaNA para vicAra Ave. nahIM to kAle zuM vAMcyuM tenI khabara na rahe. zravaNa, manana ane nididhyAsana ema traNa kahyAM che. zravaNa karavuM ke vAMcavuM, pachI manana karavuM eTale vicAravuM ane pachI nididhyAsana eTale bhAvanA karavI; e traNa bhedo vedAMtamAM che. eno pAcho ghaNo vistAra che. pahelI sAMbhaLavAnI icchA thAya te zuzraSA. pachI zravaNa thAya. pachI ghAraNA eTale yAda rAkhavuM ane pachI manana thAya. uha eTale zaMkA karavI. jemake corI karI hoya to zuM thAya? evI zaMkA thAya te uha che. pachI evI zaMkA dUra kare ke corI karavAthI pApa baMghAya che. adhogati thAya che. te apoha che. ema uhApoha karI vastuno nirNaya kare ke Ama ja che, te nirNaya che. ane pachI tattvAbhiniveza eTale je vastuno nirNaya thayo hoya te chUTI na jAya, pakaDa thAya. evA A buddhinA ATha guNa kahevAya che. trIjI draSTimAM zuzruSA guNa pragaTe che. pachI ene sAMbhaLavAnuM maLe tyAre bahu ullAsa Ave che." mukhapATha kareluM game tyAM upayogI thAya saM.2009, mAgazara vada 8 Ahora jatAM - "bhakti, vAMcana, smaraNa vagere je vakhate jemAM citta tanmaya thAya te prakAre tema thavA devuM. mukhapATha karavAno abhyAsa rAkhavo; kAraNa mukhapATha kareluM hoya tethI koI vakhate ghaNo lAbha thAya tema che. game tyAre game tevA saMjogomAM paNa mukhapATha karela upayogI thaI paDe che; kAraNa pustaka hamezAM pAse hoya nahIM." 102 zrI nirmaLAbahena

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zrImatI ratanabena punazIbhAI zeTha muMbaI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sAthe banelA prasaMgo atre jaNAvuM chuM - rAtre tALuM mArI bhaktimAM javuM jethI zAMti sabhAmaMDapamAM rAtre vAMcanamAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI vacanAmRta upara vivecana karatA. te sAMbhaLIne rAtre huM ghera AvatI. rAbetA mujaba meM amArA gharanuM bAraNuM khakhaDAvyuM. tyAre pAnabene bAraNuM kholI gussAmAM AvI mane eka ghola mArI, ane kahyuM ke : "bhaktimAMthI moDI Ave che?" rAtre mAre UMghamAMthI UThI daravAjo kholavo paDe che, bhAna nathI?" bIje divase savAramAM UThI bhaktimAM jaI, badhe darzana karI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse temanA darzana karavA gaI. tyAre teozrIe jaNAvyuM ke : pAnabene tamane ghola mArI che?" mane manamAM thayuM ke gaI rAtanI ja to vAta che. savAramAM UThI stavana maLavAnI nathI. aMte zAMtipUrvaka samAdhimaraNa karyuM. bolI sIthI ahIM AvI che. hajI sudhI meM koIne vAta paNa karI dravyasaMgraha' graMthanuM vivecana sAthe zravaNa nathI ane emaNe kevI rIte jANyuM? meM kahyuM: "hA, mArI che." pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno deha chUTI gayA pachI pUjyazrI pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "to have zuM karazo?" meM kahyuM : "huM vAMcana brahmacArIjIne temano viraha ghaNo ja sAlato hato. eka choDavAnI nathI." pUjyazrI kahe : "pharI ghola mAraze to?" meM mumukSabhAInA patnI gujarI gayA, te nimitte te bhAIne saMgha kahyuM : "bhale ghola mAre." tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe kahyuM : kADhavAnI bhAvanA thaI. temaNe pUjyazrIne vAta jaNAvI. tyAre "tamAre rAtre tALuM mArI bhaktimAM AvavuM jethI temane UMghamAMthI pUjyazrIe IDara javA vicAra karyo. saMghamAM 100thI vadhAre UThavuM na paDe." mANaso IDaranI yAtrAe gayA. amadAvAdathI AzramanA pramukha jJA ArAghavAthI samAdhimaraNa. zeTha zrI jesIMgabhAI paNa AvyA hatA. upapramukha zrI punazIbhAI mArA bA AzramamAM pahelA AvelA. maMtra paNa lIghelo zeTha paNa sAthe hatA. paNa sAthe uvasaggahara vagere bIjA maMtronI paNa mALA pheravatA. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sauthI AgaLa ane pAchaLa Akho pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse darzana karavA gayA tyAre saMgha smaraNa maMtranI dhUnamAM zrI ghaMTiyA pahADa upara AvI pahoMcyo. teozrIe kahyuM : "mAjI, keTalI mALA gaNo cho?" mAjI kahe : zrI siddhazIlA AgaLa namaskAra karI baghA beThA ane bhakti karI. sahajAtma svarUpanI sAthe uvasaggaharanI mALA gaNuM chuM." pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI svamukhe zrI 'bRhad dravya saMgraha pUjyazrI kahe : "uvasaggaharanI mALA zA mATe gaNo cho?'' : graMthanI gAthAo bolyA ane sAthe sAthe vivecana paNa karyuM. sarva mAjIe saraLa bhAvathI kahyuM: "mArA chokarA pAse paisA nathI mumukSuo maunapaNe ekAgracitte te sAMbhaLI atyaMta AnaMda pAmyA. mATe gaNuM chuM." pUjyazrI kahe : "chokarAne paisA thayA?" mAjI pachI raNamalanI cokIe kahe : "nA prabhu, paisA hatA te ya jatA rahyA." pUjyazrI kahe : gayA tyAM siMha sUto hato. te joI "to have svacchede e gaNavAnuM choDI do." pU.zrI brahmacArIjI bolyA-zAMtithI pUjyazrInA kahevAthI mAjIe uvasaggaharanI mALA cAlyA Avo; Darazo nahiM. A gaNavAnuM mUkI dIdhuM. 'sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" maMtranI mALA tyAM ATha divasa rokAyA hatA. roja alaga-alaga gaNavAnuM zraddhApUrvaka cAlu rAkhyuM. tenuM phaLa e AvyuM ke mAjIne jagyAe darzana karavA jatA. tyAM bhakti karyA pachI pUjyazrI bodha potAnA maraNanI agAuthI khabara paDI gaI, ane mane bolAvavA ApatA ane doDha-be vAge pAchA AvI baghA jamatA hatA. mATe muMbaI tAra karyo. te vakhate paNa mAjI bolyA hatA ke te mane A cAreya divasa bahu ja AnaMda Avyo hato. svaccha 103

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ATalo vakhata maMtrano jApa karyo hota to? pU.zrI brahmacArIjI saMgha sAthe bAhubaLIjInI yAtrAe jatA hatA. te vakhate gADImAM pUnA sTezana AvyuM. tyAre caMcaLabena baroDiyAjIne meM kahyuMcAlo, ApaNe pUjyazrIne joI AvIe. eTale ame jovA gayA. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI DabbAmAM beThA hatA ane kaMIka lakhatA hatA. pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "kema, AvyA? caMcaLabene kahyuM : "khAlI Apane jovA." tyAre pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI hasyA ane bolyA : "ATalo vakhata maMtrano jApa karyo hota to? zuM jovAnuM che?" satparuSanA yoge vyasanIno uddhAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjI vavANiyA tarapha AvelA hatA. tethI meM vinaMtI karI ke prabhu, mAre gAma kacchamAM paghAro. te mAnya rAkhI teozrIe be mahinA kaccha taraphanI yAtrA karI. kacchamAM eka bhAI bImAra hato. te sAte vyasana sevanAra hato. te bhAIe mane bolAvIne kahyuM : "e mahAtmA puruSa mAre tyAM Ave kharA?" tyAre meM kahyuM: tamArA bhAva hoya to Ave." pelA bhAI kahe : "to e mahAtmAne jarUra bolAvo." pachI pUjyazrIne meM vAta karI ane temane e bhAIne tyAM huM laI gaI. e bhAIe, pUjyazrI AgaLa pote sAte vyasana sevelA te badhA pApa kahI batAvyA. ane kahyuM : "e badhA pApothI mane choDAvo." pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe tene maMtra Apyo, sAte vyasana ane sAte abhakSyano tyAga karAvyo, bodha Apyo. thoDA vakhata pachI tenuM samAdhimaraNa thayuM hatuM. 106

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zatrutA rAkhanArane paNa khamAvavA pU. prabhuzrIe jevI mArI saMbhALa lIdhI tevI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe paNa lIdhI hatI. mane ghaNI muzkelIo AvI paNa temAM TakAvanAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno mArA upara mahAna upakAra che. ->>> zrI punazIbhAI zeTha gujarI gayA pachI temanI badhI milkata levA mATe temanA bhAI arthAt mArA diyare mArA upara korTamAM kesa karyo. te ghaNA varSa cAlyo. ekavAra kaMTALIne pU.brahmacArIjIne meM kahyuM ke sAheba kyAre A kesano niveDo Avaze, huM to thAkI gaI chuM. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM - hAla doDha varSa lAgaze. pachI badhuM sarakhuM thaI jaze. tene pazcAttApa thaze. AvIne raDaze, khamAvaze. doDha varSa pachI temaja thayeluM. tethI mane pUjyazrI upara ghaNI ja zraddhA thaI hatI. mane ema paNa kaheluM ke tamAre dara varSe paryuSaNa pachI temane khamAvavA. huM tema karatI. paNa mArA diyara moDhuM pheravI letA. paNa aMte pUjyazrIe kahyuM tema khamAvavA AvyA hatA, pazcAttApa karyo hato ane raDyA paNa hatA. bIjA prasaMge pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe mane kaheluM ke korTa vageremAM javuM paDe to jUnA kapaDAM paherIne javuM. sAcuM ja bolavuM. maMtra smaraNa karatA rahevuM. tyAre mArI uMmara 36-37 varSanI hatI. A jagAno deva jAgaze pU.nAraMgIbenane tyAM huM gaI tyAre temaNe mane kahyuM ke mArI sAthe pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse cAlo. temane ApaNe pUchIe ke pU.prabhuzrIjI Apane maMtra ApavAnuM soMpI gayA, tema Apa kone soMpazo? tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe sahaja smita sAthe jaNAvyuM ke 'A jagAno deva jAgaze.' pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI pachI paNa pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA samAgamathI badhA praznonA ukela thatAM manamAM zAMti rahetI hatI. paNa teozrI (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI) nA dehotsarga pachI ghaNo kheda thayo ke have mana kholavAno koI AdhAra rahyo nathI. zrI ratanabahena 107

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zrI suvAsabena ghevaracaMdajI zivagaMja sApa karaDyo paNa bhakti karIe, sAruM thaI jaze DOS pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI zravaNabelagolA (bAhubaLIjI)nI jAtrAe gayA hatA te vakhatanI vAta che. mUDabidrI, kArakalanI vacce jaMgalamAM lagabhaga paccIsa phUTanI bAhubaLIjInI mUrti hatI. tenA darzana karavA rAtanA be vAge bagho 100 jaNano saMgha gayo. te vakhate mArI putrI saguNAne sApa karaDyo. tyAre pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI tyAM AvyA ane kahyuM ke : "thoDI bhakti karIe, badhuM sAruM thaI jaze. kyAMye laI javAnI nathI." ema ghIraja ApI. tyAM "apUrva avasara" bolI rahyA pachI eka bAvo Avyo ane maNine dUghamAM ghoI saguNAne coMTADyo. Atmasiddhi pUrI thaI ke ene zuddhi AvI gaI. ekAda kalAka bebhAna rahI. 'graMthAraMbha prasaMga raMga bharavA koDe karuM kAmanA.e gAthAno artha pUjyazrIe mane ekavAra samajAvyo hato. 108

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eka maghanA TIpAMmAM ghaNA jIvo eka vakhata mAro bAbo bImAra hato te vakhate eka vaidya kahyuM ke magha ane brAMDI (dArU) Apo. pachI meM pUjyazrIne pUchyuM ke madha ane brAMDI ApuM? pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "AnAthI roga jaze? je thavAnuM haze te ja thaze. pApanI davA karavAthI kaMI jIvavAno che? eka maghanA TIpAmAM sAta gAma bALI nAkhe eTaluM pApa che. temAM manuSya, gAya, bheMsa, kAgaDA, kIDI, maMkoDA vagere baghA marI jAya eTaluM pApa lAge." rAtribhojana mAMsa ane pANI lohI barAbara eka vakhata huM pUjyazrI pAse upara gaI te vakhate koI be jaNa rAtribhojananA tyAga mATe AvelA. te vakhate rAtribhojananA tyAganI vAta cAlatI hatI. pravezikAmAM prItikara zeThanI vAta Ave che te vAta karatA hatA. rAtribhojananA tyAgathI ATaluM badhuM puNya baMghAyuM ke te ziyALanA bhavamAMthI prItikara zeTha thaI gayo. rAtre khAvuM te mAMsa khAvA barAbara che, pANI pIvuM te lohI pIvA barAbara che. A vAta sAMbhaLIne amo pAMca-cha bahenoe te vakhate ja rAtribhojanano tyAga karyo. je bhakti kare tenI sevAthI ghaNo lAbha baghAne upavAsa che?" ame kahyuM : ame to dUgha pIne AvyA AzramamAM paryuSaNamAM amArA ghare ghaNA mahemAna Ave chIe. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "baghAe upavAsa karavAno che. je te vakhate mAre rasoInuM kAma karavuM paDatuM, jethI mArAthI bhaktimAM TAIme dUdha pIvuM che tenA eka kalAka pachI pAraNuM karavuM. prabhuzrIjIe javAya nahIM. tethI huM pUjyazrI pAse jaIne raDavA beThI tyAre jJAnapaMcamIne divase upavAsa karavAnI AjJA karela che." pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke : "evo vicAra tamane kema Avyo? evo vicAra manamAMthI kADhI nAkho. je bhakti karatA hoya tenI sevA bhAvathI darzana karatAM ArAmanI UMgha karIe to bahu lAbha thAya." huM hubalI hatI tyAre mane rAtanA be traNa varSathI barAbara UMgha AvatI nohatI. pachI huM AzramamAM AvI tyAre pUjyazrIne eka nahIM to bIjA prakAre icchAone rokavI pUchyuM ke mane UMgha barAbara AvatI nathI ane saMkalpa-vikalpa Aso mahinAnI oLI AvI. te vakhate AyaMbila : bahu Ave che. tyAre pUjyazrI kahe-saMkalpa vikalpathI to bahu karma baghA kare paNa mArAthI na thAya. eTale pUjyazrIne meM pUchyuM ke baMdhAya. saMkalpa vikalpa nahIM karavAthI nirvikalpa thavAya. saMkalpa baghA AyaMbila upavAsa kare che paNa mArAthI kaMI thatuM nathI. vikalpa Ave tyAre smaraNa ane bhakti e benuM jora rAkhavuM. tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke : "dasa vastu khAtA ho to temAMthI be saMkalpa vikalpa pesavA devA nahIM. pachI AzramanuM ciMtavana karavuM choDI devI. tharAIne na khAvuM. cAra koLiyA ochA khAvA, tethI huM ke jANe sabhAmaMDapamAM AvIne darzana karuM chuM. ema badhI jagyAnA UNodarI tapa thAya." darzana karavAnI ciMtavanA karavI, pachI UMgha jJAnapaMcamIne divase AvI jaze." e pramANe karavAthI mane upavAsa karavAnI AjJA ArAmathI UMgha AvavA lAgI ane UMgha na eka vAra ame bAra jaNa habalIthI AzramamAM AvyA. Ave to paNa manamAM mUMjhavaNa ke du:kha ne thAya te divase jJAnapaMcamI hatI. ame baghA ANaMda dugha pIne AvyA paNa bhakti thAya. pachI enI meLe UMgha AvI zrI suvAsabena hatA. pachI sIthA pUjyazrI pAse upara gayA. pUjyazrIe pUchyuM : jAya. 109

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zrI kamaLAbena nihAlacaMdabhAI DagalI boTAda saguruprasAda" ema kahI UbhA thayA. tethI mane AzramanA eka mumukSubhAI phulAbhAI boTAda AvatA. ema samajAyuM ke A be vAkyamAM sarva zAstrano sAra che. te paramakRpALudevanI ane pU.prabhuzrIjInA samAgamanI vAto karatA. te mane khUba priya lAgatI. traNa pATha ane mALA karavAnI temaNe AzramamAM AvavAnI vAta karelI, te pramANe huM karatI. Azrama AvavAnuM ghaNuM ja mana icchA chatAM avAtuM nahotuM paNa thayA karatuM chatAM pratikULa saMjogovazAt 8-9 varSa sudhI avAyuM A mahApuruSanA boTAdamAM thayela darzana samAgama ane anaMta nahIM. eka vAra mArA bena padmAbena agAsa AzramamAM gayA kRpAdraSTi pachI thoDA ja vakhatamAM saMvat 2007mAM parama tyAre pU.brahmacArIjIne vAta karI ke mArA benane AzramamAM kapALadevanA ardhazatAbdI utsava upara agAsa AzramamAM AvavAnI ghaNI icchA rahe che paNa AvI zakatA nathI. AvavAnuM ghanyabhAgya prApta thayuM hatuM. tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe mArA benane 'saguruprasAda' paMcAstikAya" mukhapATha karavAnI AjJA graMtha ApI jaNAvyuM ke A "saguruprasAda kamaLAbenane Apazo te samaye eka vAra meM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne vacanAane kahezo ke pratyakSa saguru kRpALudeva ja mArA ghare padhAryA che, mRtamAMthI paMcAstikAyanuM pAna kADhI batAvIne kahyuM : "AmAM dravya ema mAnIne roja darzana kare. guNa paryAyanI vAta mane kaMI samajAtI nathI." pUjyazrIe kahyuM : manuSyabhava kyAre pUro thaI jAya mATe maMtra laI lo. "paMcAstikAya zAstra bahu sAruM che. kuMdakuMdAcAryanuM lakheluM che. eka vAra pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Abu, junAgaDha, pAlI thAya to mukhapATha karavA jevuM che." emanI AjJAthI mukhapATha tANA, vavANiyA vagere tIrthonI yAtrA karI saMgha sAthe boTAda karavAnI zarUAta karI. pachI huM boTAda AvI. thoDuM mukhapATha padhAryA. zeTha vIracaMdabhAI bhUrAbhAIne tyAM utAro hato. tyAM karyA pachI agharuM lAgyuM. eTale meM pU. sAkarabahena upara patra cAra pAMca bahenoe maMtra lIgho, te vakhate eka mumukSubhAIe mane lakhyo. te patra pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne temaNe vaMcAvyo. tenA javAbamAM pU.sAkarabene pUjyazrInA kahyA mujaba mane lakhyuM ke: paMcAstikAya kahyuM ke ahIM prabhu padhAryA che mATe tame maMtra laI lo. mArI gahana che. tethI mukhapATha karavAmAM agharuM paDe che. paNa jema bALaka aNasamajaNathI meM kahyuM ke AzramamAM jaIza tyAre maMtra laIza. pahelAM ThelaNa gADIthI cAlatAM zIkhe che, pachI potAnI meLe cAlI thoDIvAra pachI e ja vAta pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne meM karI tyAre zake che; tema atyAre mukhapATha kareluM hoya to AgaLa upara tamane teozrIe kahyuM: "A durlabha manuSyadeha maLyo che te kyAre pUro samajAze." tethI pharI himmata AvI ane temanI kRpAthI thaI jAya tenI khabara nathI, tethI maMtra laI lo." emanuM saraLatAthI mukhapATha thaI gayuM. labdhivAkya hoya tema meM tarata ja kahyuM ke mane paNa maMtra hamaNAM ja AzramamAM AvuM tyAre pUjyazrI kaMI ne kaMI mukhapATha ApI do. maMtra ApatI vakhate teozrIe kRpAdraSTi varSAvI kahyuM : karavAnI AjJA karatA. ane gAma houM tyAre paNa patro dvArA "jANe AjathI ja dIkSA lIdhI che, evA bhAva rAkhavA." te : "mokSamALA'mAMthI pATho. "samAdhisopAna'mAMthI patro vagere vakhate apUrva darzana samAgamano mane lAbha maLyo hato. mukhapATha karavA jaNAvatA. niraMtara satsaMganI bhAvanA rAkhavI devavaMdana roja bhAvathI karavuM zrI vIracaMdabhAIne tyAMthI teozrI saMgha sAthe mAre ghera eka vAra agAsa AvI tyAre pUjyazrIe pUchyuM : padhAryA hatA. gharamAM paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTanA darzana karI : "devavaMdana roja karo cho?' meM kahyuM : "hA, karuM chuM." tyAre kahe: beThA ane gaMbhIra bhAvathI bogha ApatA bolyA : "niraMtara $ "devavaMdana roja karavuM. bhAvathI karavuM." satsaMganI bhAvanA rAkhavI ane puruSanuM eka vacana paNa koI vAra saMkalpa vikalpa thatA hoya ke koI vicAronI pakaDI rAkhavuM." eTaluM kahI teo UbhA thaI gayA. meM kahyuM : gaDamathala thatI hoya athavA koI mUMjhavaNa jevA prazna hoya te vakhate "beso ane mane kaMIka kaho." eTale pUjyazrI mArI vinaMtIthI : ghaNI vAra boghAmRta kholI vAMcatA tarata ja haLavApaNuM thaI saMtoSa pAchA beThA ane pharI vAra e ja kahyuM ke : "niraMtara satsaMganI : thaI jAya che. eka vAra boghamAM jaNAvyuM ke : "maMtra che te jema bhAvanA rAkhavI ane puruSanuM eka vacana paNa pakaDI rAkhavuM." ! tema nathI. maMtra che te kevaLajJAna che." 110

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varSItapa sAdI rIte AtmArthe karavuM tarapha najara karIne bolyA : "ghaNI hiMmata karI. vidyA meLavavI eka vAra maNibena jagajIvanarAma ANaMdavALAe : te to uttama kAma che." eTale huM pote manathI samajI gaI ke mane varSItapa AdaryuM hatuM. thoDA divasa pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne AjJA maLI gaI ane manamAM zAMti thaI ke have to huM sArI rIte jANa thatAM temaNe kahyuM : "kone pUchIne varSItapa AdaryuM? pAraNuM : bhaNIne pAsa thaIza. pachI huM naDiyAda gaI, tyAM dAkhala thaI karI lo." maNibenane manamAM thayuM ke svacchede meM tapa AdaryuM te ane sArA TakA meLavI pAsa paNa thaI gaI. yogya karyuM nathI. thoDA divasa pachI pUjyazrIe pote ja varSItapa AdunI chUTa na rAkhavI karavA AjJA karI ane kahyuM : "koIne bolAvavA nahIM, varaghoDo huM ane mArI bahe tArA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAse gayA kADhavo nahIM, ghAmadhUma vagara sAdI rIte karavuM, AtmArthe karavuM." huM ane kahyuM: "amAre kaMdamULano niyama levo che." tyAre teozrIe kahyuM : "paLAya teTalo ja niyama karavo. niyama karIne AMca AvavA zrI savitAbena rAvajIbhAI paTela devI nahIM. draDhatApUrvaka cheka sudhI pALavo." tyAre AdunI chUTa bhAdaraNa rAkhavA meM jaNAvyuM, kAraNa kuTuMbamAM jamavA jaIe tyAre muzkelI vidyA meLavavI te uttama che na paDe. tyAre pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM: "tenA IsvI sana 1950mAM mane vinA marI javAya nahIM. calAvI levuM. kadI AzramamAM rahevAnI ghaNI icchA hovAthI jaIe to chAsa ne bhAta,dahIM ne bhAta manamAM thayuM ke abhyAsa karI, kamANI khAIne peTa bharI laIe."hAthanI mUThI karI pachI AzramamAM besI jAuM, jethI vALI jaNAvyuM : "bhAtanA mUThiyA vALI koI pAse hAtha laMbAvavo paDe nahIM. mATe pANI sAthe khAIe, paNa AdunI chUTa na bhaNavAnI tIvra icchA jAgI. mArA rAkhavI." mane kaMdamULano saMpUrNa tyAga pitAzrI to Ama bhaNavAnI rajA Ape karAvyo ane mArI bahena tArAne AdunI nahIM, temaja AzramamAM ke bahAra javuM chUTa ApI. hoya to paNa rajA meLavavI paDe, rajA pachI saMjogovazAt mAre TreniMga maLe to ja bahAra nIkaLAya. jethI meM kaoNlejamAM javuM thayuM. tyAM badhAmAM kaMdamULa mArA mosALa naDiyAdamAM rahI hatAM. te samaye mAre bhAtanA mUThiyA vALIne bhaNavAno vicAra karyo. tyAM paNa mAmA khAvA paDyA. tyAMnA prinsIpAla ciDAyA mAmInI rajA maLe to ja AgaLa vaghAya. ane kahyuM ke khAvuM paDaze. meM kahyuM ke mAre temanI pAse meM rajA mAgI to kahe ke tamArA pitAzrInI rajA niyama che, mATe koIpaNa hisAbe khAuM nahIM. pUjyazrIe niyama meLavo; ane have ATalI moTI (29 varSanI) uMmare zuM vidyA : lIdhA pachI vRDhatApUrvaka pALavA jaNAveluM ane enA vinA marI AvaDavAnI che? chatAM kahyuM ke tamArI lagna karavAnI icchA na : javAze nahIM ema kaheluM tethI makkamatApUrvaka niyamanuM pAlana thayuM. hoya to bhaNo. tyAMthI mAmAnI rajA maLI eTale manamAM thayuM ke anAryadezamAM javAnI jarUra nathI pahelA agAsa AzramamAM jAuM ane pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mArA kahyA vinA A viSe kaMI kahe to huM jANIza ke mArA bhAgyamAM I.sanuM 1952mAM naDiyAdanI eka mArI bahena jevI vidyA che. eTale huM AzramamAM AvI ane eka benane sAthe mitra hatI. teNe mane AphrikAthI patra dvArA jaNAvyuM ke tamo ahIM laIne pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI pAse gaI. teozrIne namaskAra karIne Avo to sAruM. ahIM narsarI skUla che, temAM tamane nokarI apAvIzuM beThI. tyAM bIjA bhAI baheno hatA. pU. zrI : te vakhate huM phAInalanuM karatI hatI. A samAcAra jANI huM AzramamAM brahmacArIjIe mane kahyuM : 'paramakRpALadeva : pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne pUchavA mATe gaI ke huM AphrikA jAuM? paNa tarapha AMgaLI cIMdhIne) "eka ja thiMga pUchatAM pahelAM ja boghamAM AvyuM ke: "anArya dezamAM javAnI zI ghaNI karI levo." pachI pote kabATamAMthI jarUra che?badhuM ja ahIM che." eTalethI ja huM samajI gaI ke mAre pustaka levA UbhA thayA. pustaka letA mArI : tyAM javuM yogya nathI. 111

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zrI vimubena zanAbhAI paTela kAviThA Azrama jevuM kyAMya nathI guDivADA gAmamAM pUjyazrIe mane pUchyuM : ''tattvArthasAranI gAthAo moDhe thaI ?'' meM kahyuM : '"ahIM kazuM thatuM nathI. tyAre pU.zrI bolyA : "Azrama jevuM kyAMya nathI." divase sUvuM nahIM AzramamAM huM ane bAbarabhAInI dIkarI pUjyazrI pAse upara gayA. bodhamAM pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM : "divase sUI jAya che ?'' tyAre meM kahyuM : '"hA, (kAviThAmAM jamyA pachI kaMI kAma nahIM mATe sUI jaIe ane sAMje cAra vAge UThIe)'' tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "A tArI bahenapaNInuM kAma karaje, paNa divase sUvuM nahIM. saMvat 2009mAM divALInI mALAo viSe samajAvatA hatA. te vakhate meM kahyuM : "Apa samajAvo cho paNa mane kaMI yAda rahetuM nathI.'' tyAre pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke : "chokarAonA nAma kema yAda rAkhIe chIe? tevI rIte A paNa yAda rAkhavAM.' athANAmAM svAda te jIvaDAono pUjyazrIe bodhamAM jaNAvyuM ke athANAmAM je svAda Ave che te naryo jIvaDAono ja svAda che. priyanA saMgathI jIva duHkhamAM homAya pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe anaMtakRpA karI eka vAra mane svahaste nIcenI gAthA ane paramakRpALudevanA patranI eka lITI lakhI ApI hatI; je jIvananA AdhArarUpa che. (doharo) praya karyo nA koI jana, tyAM sudhI sukhI gaNAya; saMga karyo jyAM prayano, jaiva du:khe homAya. "satsaMganA yoge sahaja svarUpabhUta evuM asaMgapaNuM jIvane utpanna thAya che.'" -zrImad rAjacaMdra zrI ramubena AditarAma surata bAraso gAma bALavA jeTaluM pApa pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "kerInuM athANuM cha-bAra mahinAnuM athANuM khAvAthI bAraso gAma bALI nAkhavA jeTaluM pApa lAge che.'" e sAMbhaLI meM badhI jAtanA athANA-murabbAno tyAga karyo. 112 mAthAmAM phUla nAkhavAthI pApa "mAthAmAM phUla nAkhavAthI pApano Dhagalo thAya. ane bhAvathI eka phUla bhagavAnane caDhAvavAthI puNyano Dhagalo thAya.'' e sAMbhaLIne meM pUchyuM ke huM nAkhuM chuM te? to kahe : "pApano Dhagalo thaze.'" pachI pUjyazrI pAse teno meM tyAga karyo. mokSamALA zikSApATha 2 tathA cAra (mAnavadeha) roja bolavAnI AjJA karI ane kahyuM ke : "ekke divasa cUkavuM nahIM.'' kaMdamULa na khAIe to na cAle? pUjyazrIe kahyuM ke : "kaMdamULa khAo cho?'' meM kahyuM : "hA. e vagara mAre nahIM cAle.'' tyAre kahyuM : "kaMdamULamAM kaI vastu vadhAre bhAve?'' meM kahyuM ke : ''ratALu.'" tyAre pUjyazrI kahe : 'ratALunI jiMdagI sudhI bAdhA lo. eka vastu na khAIe to na cAle?'' pachI meM tenI bAdhA lIdhI. thoDA divasa pachI bIjA kaMdamULano paNa tyAga karyo hato. zrI maNibena bhAIlAlabhAI paTela dhuLiyA kema, aThThAI ka2vA AvyA cho? eka vAra ame banne dhuLiyAthI AzramamAM aThThAI karavA mATe AvyA hatA. pachI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA darzana karavA gayA, tyAre pUjyazrI bolyA : "kema, aThThAI karavA AvyA cho?'' bhAIlAlabhAIe kahyuM : "hA, karavAnA bhAva to che.'' A aThThAInI vAta ame koIne jaNAvelI nahIM. bIje divase darzana karavA gayA te vakhate pUjyazrIe jaNAvyuM ke : "rojarojanA pacakhANa levA.'' traNa upavAsa thayA eTale aThThAI pUrI thaI jaze trIjA upavAse mArAthI muzkelIthI UThAyuM, te divase cUAthI mArA bA AvelA. temane laIne huM darzana karavA gaI, mAMDa mAMDa dAdaro caDhI upara jaIne darzana karavA beThI. pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno bodha cAlyo. tethI dhIme dhIme zarIramAM zakti AvI gaI ane jANe aThThAI pUrI thaI jaze evo bhAsa thayo, nahIM to bIje divase pAraNuM karavAnI hatI. bodha thaI rahyA pachI pUjyazrI bolyA ke : "traNa upavAsa thayA che eTale aThThAI pUrI thaI jaze.'' A vacana sAMbhaLI pAchA paDavAnI bhAvanA hatI te aTakI gaI ane aThThAI sArI rIte pUrNa thaI.

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zrI maNibena zanAbhAI mAstara agAsa Azrama (zrI kamubena zanAbhAI mAstare jaNAvela) tamAro javAba barAbara che ekavAra sAdhvIoe mArA bA maNIbenane pUchyuM ke tamArA agAsamAM zrImadjIne paccIsamAM tIrthakara mAno cho ne? mArA bAe kahyuM : ame to covIza tIrthakara mAnIe chIe. paccIsamAM tIrthakara hotA ja nathI to zuM mAnIe. te sAMbhaLI teo cupa thaI gayA. pachI bA AzramamAM AvyA tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne A vAta karI tyAre temaNe kahyuM : tamAro javAba barAbara che. AtmA jAgRta che mATe saMskAra paDe mArA bA bhaktimAM jAya tyAre amane gharamAM pUrI de. bahAra tALuM mArIne jAya. te vakhate vInuM eka varSano ane huM cAra varSanI hatI. eka vAra pU. zrI brahmacArIjIe mArA bAne kahyuM : ema nahIM karavuM, sAthe laIne javuM. bA bolyA e to ghare UMghI jAya. ahIM pezAba vagere kare mATe nathI lAvatI. tyAre brahmacArIjIe kahyuM : pezAba karAvIne lAvavA ane jarUra paDe to pezAba karavA laI javA. bhaktimAM avAja na kare to sAthe lAvavAM. bhale sUI rahe. bA kahe e to UMghI jAya, pachI zuM sAMbhaLe? tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe kahyuM : AtmA to jAgRta che mATe saMskAra paDe. jhADane patharo mAravo nahIM zAMtisthAnanI pAchaLa mosaMbInuM eka jhADa hatuM. tyAM meM ane mArA bhAI vinue mosaMbI levA jhADane patharo mAryo. tyAre pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe uparathI joI lIdhuM ane amane kahyuM : jhADane mAravuM nahIM hoM! ApaNane vAge tema ene paNa duHkha thAya. lAkha rUpiyA thAya ke pachI raLavuM nahIM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe mArA bApujIne kaheluM ke eka lAkha rUpiyA thAya ke tamAre pachI kaMI raLavuM nahIM. ema parigraha parimANa karAvyuM hatuM. vinu ke motI beyane sarakhA gaNavA ekavAra mArA bApu zanAbhAI kAviThe javAnA hatA. e vAta pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne karI. tyAre temaNe kahyuM : "vinu hoya ke motI hoya beyane sarakhA gaNavA." vinuM mAro bhAI ane motIbhAI mArA bApuna moTAbhAI. pachI bApu kAviThA gayA tyAre motI kAkAe lAkaDI hAthamAM lIdhI ane kahyuM : A ghara ane jamIna badhuM mane ApI de. nahIM to A lAkaDI ane tuM. bApujIne pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI vAta yAda AvI gaI ane kahyuM : A ghara ane jamIna badhuM tAruM; mAre kazuM joItuM nathI. tarata jhagaDo zamI gayo ane kaSAyanA kAraNo maTI gayAM. 113

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mumukSuonA chUTaka prasaMgo pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA zrI aMbAlAlabhAI paTela bogha vacano saMdesara parabhavamAM paNa karelAnuM phaLa maLe nathI nathI ne badale, koIka mANase mIla baMghAvI hoya, che che thAya tyAM sudhI bolavuM pachI te game te gatimAM jAya; paNa jyAM sudhI aMbAlAlabhAIe pU. brahmacArIjIne e mIla cAle tyAM sudhI tene tyAM paNa pApa pUchyuM ke he prabhu kyAM sudhI bolavuM. tyAre lAge che. ane koIe maMdira baMghAvyuM hoya to pUjyazrIe kahyuM - jamavA besIe tyAre kyAM tene te pramANe thAya. 2.bra.bo.no.2 (pR.450) sughI jamIe? peTa bharAya tyAM sudhI. tema che jemAMthI dUgha nIkaLe te phaLo prabhumAM nathI nathI ne badale; che che ema thAya abhakSyA tyAM sughI. eka mumukSubhAI cIku, rAyaNa vagerenI zrI ramaNabhAI paTela pratijJA levA AvyA hatA. pUjyazrI kahe - jemAMthI dUdha nIkaLe te kAviThA baghA abhakSya che. khAvA jevA nathI. anaMtakAya che. cIku, rAyaNa, pavitra AtmAnA saMgathI papaiyAM vagere baghA evA ja che. 2.bra.bo.no.2 (pR.478) pudgala paramANao paNa sugaMghI devadevIonI mAnyatA mUkavA jevI pUjyazrIno deha chUTyA pachI temanA dehane navarAvatI 6 zrI zAMtisAgarajI nAmanA eka digaMbara muni hatA. temaNe vakhate kAviThAnA ramaNabhAIe jaNAvyuM ke : "emanA dehamAMthI evo niyama karyo ke je devadevIone pUjatA, mAnatA hoya temane keTalI badhI sugaMdha Ave che. tema paramakRpALudevanA maLamUtramAMthI ghera AhAra na karavo. e muni bahu prakhyAta hatA jethI lokone paNa attara jevI sugaMdha AvatI hatI. AhAra karAvavAnI icchA thAya. tethI ghaNAoe devadevIonI mAnyatA mUkI dIdhI. ane emane ghera je devonI mUrtio hatI te badhI zrI zivabA kalyANajIbhAI paTela gADAM bharI bharIne nadImAM padharAvI dIdhI.-ha.bra.bo.no.4 (pR.1729) kAviThA jenA bhAgya haze teno deha ahIM chUTaze. Aje kAviThA jazo nahIM pU.bhATenI sALInI dIkarI guNavaMtI AzramamAM ghaNI zivabA AzramamAM darzana karavA AvelA. tyAre vakhata rahetI. ahIM ja moTI thayelI. te muMbaIthI kaccha lagna pUjyazrIe kahyuM : Aje kAviThA jazo nahIM. tethI gayA nahIM. prasaMge tenA mA-bApa sAthe gayelI. tyAM mAMdI thavAthI AzramamAM sAMje khabara AvI ke TrekaTara UMdhuM paDyuM ane temAM beThelA mANaso : AvavAnI tenI ghaNI jijJAsA jANI mAMdI mAMdI tene aThavADiyA dabAI gayA hatA. pahelAM ANI hatI. daza vAgyAnI gADIe AvI tyAre huM (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI) tenI pAse gayo hato. 5.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIe Apela zrI DAhIbena zaMkarabhAI paTela maMtra vagerenI tene smRti ApI hatI. bAra vAgye to teno deha sImaraDA chUTI gayo. tenAthI sUI zakAtuM nahotuM. tethI banne hAtha be bAju tuM pApa kare ane bIjAneya karAve. pathArI para rAkhI smaraNamAM rahetI. pUchatA tyAre smaraNa karuM chuM sImaraDAvALA DAhIbena zaMkarabhAIne tyAM meDA upara : ema kahetI. mane Azrama bhegI karo ema teNe raDha lIdhI hatI. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI utarelA. tyAre DAhIbena bIjA ghaNAne kahe ke : AzramamAM AvIne teNe deha choDyo. pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI ghaNIvAra cAlo khetare cAra levA. te vakhate pU.brahmacArIjIe DAhIbenane kahetAM ke jenA bhAgyamAM haze teno deha ahIM chUTaze. te pratyakSa daza upara bolAvyA ane kahyuM : tuM pApa kare ane bIjAneya karAve. 3 varSanI bAlikAnA draSTAMtathI jANyuM. - pU.zrI ha.bra.DAyarI (pR.165) 114

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pU.zrI brahmacArIjI zrI zAMtilAlajI varadIcaMdajI sevavAthI kalyANa jarUra thavuM saMbhave che. paNa te vacanone samajavA zivagaMja mATe prathama pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA boghAmRta bhAga 1-2-3 ane kalyANamUrti satyaruSo pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInuM upadezAmRta vAMcavAnI vizeSa jarUra mane jaNAI che ane te pramANe karavAthI vacanAmRta samajavAmAM mane ghaNI vaMdu saddaguru rAjane, ane saMta laghurAjane; govardhana guNaghara namuM, AtmahitArthe Aja. saraLatA thaI paDI che. paramakRpALu paramAtmA devAdhideva zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhuno boghAmRta bhAga-3 (patrasughA) paNa eka apUrva graMtha che. janma vi.saM.1924mAM ane dehotsarga vi.saM. 1957mAM, temAM aneka mumukSuone mUMjhavatA praznonA khulAsArUpa pratyuttaro 5.u.5.pU.prabhuzrIjIno janma vi.saM.1910mAM ane dehotsarga ane vacanAmRtamAM AvatA aneka bhAvonI samajaNa pUjyazrIe vi.saM. 1992mAM, pa.pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno janma vi.sa. ApI che. kevA bhAvothI vartavuM, sadAcAro kevI rIte sevavA vagere 1945mAM temaja dehotsarga vi.saM. 2010mAM thayo hato. aneka viSayo temAM AvI gayA che. pUjyazrIe lakhelA A patro A pramANe vIsamI sadInI zarUAtathI eTale ke vi.saM. : mumukSuone paramahitanuM kAraNa che. 1910thI zarU thaIne vi.saM. 2010 sudhInA pUrepUrA ekaso : pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno prajJAvabogha graMtha to eka apUrva varSanA gALAmAM traNa mahApuruSonuM A AryabhUmi upara avataravuM kRti che. A kALanA jIvo mATe eka varadAna che. ene gAtAM, kharekhara mumukSuonA puNyanA paMjarUpa ja hatuM. Aje paNa te UMDANathI Azayo samajatAM vRttimAM zAMti Ave che. mana sthira mahAtmAo potAnA akSararUpa dehathI hAjarAhajUra ja che. emanI karavAnuM te eka apUrva sAghana che. yathAtathya mukhamudrAo paNa ApaNA sadbhAgye Aje mojUda che. A sapuruSonI tripuTInA game te zAstra ke bogha, patra have te mahAtmAo pratye ApaNane bhakti-prema, bahumAna jeTalA ke kAvya, vAMcatA ke gAtAM AtmA kRtArthatA anubhave che. e ja jAgaze teTaluM ApaNuM kalyANa thaze. mahApuruSonI vANIno atizaya che. kAraNa ke vANI Atmapradezone paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhunA vacanAmRta graMthanuM sparzIne nIkaLe che. ghanya che evA mahApuruSonI vANIne temaja eka eka vAkya zAstrarUpa che, zAstranA sArarUpa che, maMtrarUpa che. temanI alaukika vItarAga mudrAne. e samajavA mATe apUrva bhakti, vinaya ane bahumAna joIe. "sapuruSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo." -zrImad rAjacaMdra UMDA UtarI vAMcI, ciMtana-manana ane nididhyAsanano krama 115

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prayatna karajo." te mane samajAyuM nahIM. saMjogavazAt khaMbhAtamAM eka vidvAnabhAIne, jemane jJAna che ema jANavAmAM AvyuM hatuM tethI temane te samajavA mATe pUchyuM paNa temanA khulAsAthI samAghAna thayuM nahIM. tyAra pachI jyAre pa.pU.brahmacArIjIe te viSeno karelo khulAso vAMcyo tyAre samAdhAna paNa thayuM ane sahaja lAgyuM ke paramakRpALudevanA hRdayane jANanArA A paNa mahApuruSa hovA joIe. nahi prAptako nA cahe, prApta aprApta samAna.' graMtha-yugalanA A vacana ghaNI vAra yAda AvyA kare che ke saMkSiptamAM du:khathI mukta thavAno kevo rAmabANa upAya batAvyo sAta varSanA potAnA ekanA eka putrano tyAga karI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM sarvArpaNabhAve rahevuM e pU.zrI brahmacArIjInI tyAga-vairAgyanI parAkASThA sUcave che. yavatamAlanA maMdiramAM patrasughAnA vAMcana vakhate satata ema jaNAtuM ke teozrIne paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhu pratye kevI gajabanI niSThA hatI. potAnuM astitva ja jANe kRpALudevamAM khoI nAkhyuM che ema spaSTa jaNAtuM. temanA pratye pUjyabhAva vRddhi pAmavAmAM temanA ghaNAM vacano nimittarUpa banyA che. temAMthI eka ahIM lakhuM chuM. patrasughAnA patrAMka 1001mAM boghanI mAgaNI karanAra mumukSubhAIne uttaramAM jaNAvyuM che ke "huM to pAmara chuM."A vacanamAM temanI anahada laghutA, zUravIratA ane AtmAnaMdamAM akhaMDa nivAsa karavAnI prabaLa icchAdazAnA darzana thAya che. paramakRpALudeva pratyenI keTalI mahAnatA temane hRdayagata thaI haze tyAre potAnI ucca dazAe paNa pAmarapaNuM ja dekhAyuM haze. e emanI guruprema dazAnuM mApa kADhI zakAya ema ja nathI. sahaja kaMI lakhatAM, bolatAM A jIvane AvaDI gayuM hoya to potAnI mahAnatA dekhADyA kare, jyAre prajJAvabogha, samAdhi-sopAna, samAdhi-zataka, laghuyogavAsiSThasAra, pravezikA Adi graMthonI racanA karanAra, gharakuTuMbano aMtaraMga ane bAhyathI tyAga karanAra, tattvajJa puruSanI satata sevAmAM rahI AjJAnI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI ekAMta upAsanA karanAra, svasaMpatti (AtmasaMpatti) prApta karIne e dazAmAM niraMtara rahevAno satata puruSArtha karanAra potAne pAmara zrI premarAjajI jaina gaNAve e emanI keTalI badhI addabhuta mahAnatAnuM svAbhAvika yavatamAla sUcana che! mahApuruSonI parama laghutA temanA vacana-darzananA AghAre teozrI pratye ghaNo ghaNA varSo pahelA tattvajJAnamAM vAMceluM-"rAtri vyatikramI AdarabhAva janmyo che. dhanya che parama puruSonI parama ladhutAne. gaI, prabhAta thayuM, nidrAthI mukta thayA. bhAvanidrA TALavAno astu. 116 bhA.

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pU.zrI brahmacArIjI zrI mUlacaMdabhAI zAha pAmuM sAco jIvanapalaTo maMtre maMDyo, smaraNa karato, kALa kADhuM have A, jyAM tyAM jovuM 52 bhaNI bhUMlI, bola bhUluM parAyA, AtmA mATe jIvana jIvavuM, lakSa rAkhI sadA e, pAmuM sAco jIvanapalaTo, mokSamArgI thavAne. jenA romaromamAM paramakRpALudeva dvArA Apela 'sahajAtma svarUpa paramaguru' maMtra vyAsa hato evA pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe potAnA jIvanamAM vaNAI gayela paramakRpALudevanA vacanAmRtone yathArtha samajavA yogya pUrvabhUmikA taiyAra karavA ane sAcI mumukSutA prApta karavAnI kUMcIrUpa uparanuM kAvya ApaNuM jIvana palaTAvavAne mATe zikSAbodharUpe Apela che. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI, pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA sAnnidhyamAM lagabhaga 11 varSa rahI, emanI dareka AzAne pUrNa niSThApUrvaka uThAvI, potAnA astitvane sAva gauNa karI, teozrInI sevAmAM ahorAtra upasthita rahI sarva mumukSuone uttama jIvana jIvavAnuM mArgadarzana ApI gayA che, ane AjJAMkitapaNAnA jIvaMta AdarzarUpa thayA che. paramakRpALudevane ane pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIne jeNe joyA ja nathI evA ghaNA mumukSuo pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI pAsethI Atmarahasyano bodha pAmI jIvanamAM yathAyogyatA ane yathAzakti palaTo lAvavA paramakRpALudeva pratye zraddhAvAna ane bhaktivaMta banyA che. evA upakArI puruSanA upakAranI yatkiMcit smRti arthe teozrIno janmazatAbdI utsava UjavavA ApaNane lahAvo maLyo te ApaNA ahobhAgya che. paramakRpALudeve udghArela vItarAgamArgane 5.u.pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIe pragaTamAM ANyo che. pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe potAnA AyuSyanI aMtima avasthAmAM te vItarAgamArgano dora pa.pU. brahmacArIjIne yogya dharmAdhikArI jANI temanA hAthamAM soMpI. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe aneka 118 mumukSuone pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI AjJAnusAra paramakRpALudevanI bhaktimAM joDyA. hanumAna samAna bhaktivaMta pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe paramakRpALudevane carmacakSuthI joyA nahotA, darzana karyA nahotA chatAM potAnA puruSArthanA baLe ane aMtaHkaraNanI bhakti vaDe aMtarcakSuno ughADa karI paramakRpALudevanA svarUpa sAthe abhedatA sAdhI. paramakRpALudevanA mArgano jayajayakAra karanAra, AjJArUpI dharmane sAMgopAMga jIvanamAM utAranAra, 5.u.pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA vAvela boghabIjane jJAnarUpI vaTavRkSa samAna karanAra temaja mumukSuonA aMtarane ThAranAra evA dharmAdhikArI pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM sarvasAmAnya rIte paramakRpALudeve pragaTa karela vItarAgadharmanI paraMparAmAM ane khAsa karIne A AzramamAM gharmaparaMparAgata tRtIya puruSa tarIkenuM sthAna yathAyogya che; ane dharmamArganI soMpaNI ane paraMparAnA pUrNavirAmarUpa che. 'zukla aMtaHkaraNa vinA mArA vacanane koNa dAda Apaze?' evA paramakRpALudevanA vacanone sAkAra karanAra, teozrInA vacananA AdhAre samagra jIvana jIvanAra ane e ja lakSa sarva sajijJAsuone prAmANikapaNe karAvanAra evA pa.pU.brahmacArIjI pote taryA ane bIjA anekane e ja mArge doryA. A AzramamAM triveNI saMgamarUpa, ratnatrayarUpa, tripuTIrUpa A traNa puruSo thayA che. traNeya puruSo eka apekSAe samakAlIna kahevA yogya che. paramakRpALudevanA saMvat 1957mAM thayela nirvANanA bAra varSa pahelA eTale saMvat 1945mAM brahmacArIjIno paNa janma thaI cUkyo hato. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI e samayanA satpuruSa che. emanA janmazatAbdI varSanI UjavaNI te paramakRpALudeva ane pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA agAu UjavAyela janmazatAbdI utsavonA anusaMghAnarUpa gaNavA yogya che. 5.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno AyuSyakALa paNa e ja samayagALA daramyAna hato. (saMvat 1910-1992) paramakRpALudeve lakhyuM che ke 'IzvarecchAthI je koI paNa jIvonuM kalyANa vartamAnamAM paNa thavuM sarjita haze te to tema thaze ane te bIjethI nahIM paNa amathakI, ema paNa atra mAnIe chIe.'' (398) A paMcamakALamAM evA paramAtmAsvarUpa pAmelA puruSa pratye AtmakalyANa-icchaka jIvone vALanAra ApaNA parama upakA2I pa2ma pUjya prabhuzrIjI ane zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhu, pUjya zrI brahmacArIjInA cIMdhyA mArge Adeza anusAra ApaNo jIvanapalaTo thaI ApaNe sau paramakRpALudevanI bhaktimAM lIna thaIe, lIna rahIe e ja prabhu pratye namra prayAcanA.

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baudhAmRta zrImad rAja ardha zatAbdI smAraka 1 visotta zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta graMthayugala zAnamaMjara pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM vizALa sAhitya 11161 zrImad ladhuta karavAnI (pravyumara) mAM zIkhA mArata nonamAM Atmasiddhi vivecana zrInA covijayajI upAya kRta ATha vRSTinI sajjhAya (navArya zita) mokSamALA vivecana zrI brahmacArIjI zrImad rAjacaMdra gAma gAsa zrIbad laghurAja svAmI (prabhuzrI) upadezAmRta zrImad rAjacaMDa Azrama ama nityaniyamAdi pATha (bhAvArtha hata) zrImada rAjacaMdra nAma llllllllllllle 119 The Self Realization ATMA-BDCHI SAMAD RAICHANDRA NEMAD BACHANDRA AQUAM-AGAS 10 zrI amRtacaMdrasuri- vi tattvArthasAra (khulavA pabhutA, baudhAmRta bhAga-3 (pabasudhA) nodhAmRta bhAga-2 pravezikA bhosamAthA pustaka paheluM pUjyazrI brahmAcArIjIno sAhitya sarjana vibhAga ghaNo vizALa che. teozrInuM lakhANa saraLa zailImAM suMdara ane sacoTa che. prAthamika bhUmikAnA jijJAsune paNa te parama AdhAra che. nirmaLa AtmAne sparzIne nIkaLatI te vANI sAmA jIvane soMsarI UtarI jAya che. samyak bhAvothI suzobhita evI satpuruSonI vANI e ja sAcI sarasvatI che. zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA zrIvIjha

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' jAtakoi vacanAmRta vItarAga mudrA satsamAgama paramakRpALudeve kalyANanA mukhya traNa sAghana kahyAM che : (1) molika graMtha vibhAga "aho sapuruSanAM vacanAmRta, mudrA ane satsamAgama! prajJAvabogha : pUjyazrInI A eka amUlya suSupta cetanane jAgRta karanAra, paDatI vRttine sthira rAkhanAra, maulika racanA che. sarva zAstranA sArarUpa A darzana mAtrathI paNa nirdoSa apUrvasvabhAvane preraka, svarUpa pratIti, graMthanI racanA A prajJApuruSe karI gAgaramAM sAgara apramatta saMyama ane pUrNa vItarAga nirvikalpa svabhAvanA samAvI dIdho che. kAraNabhUta;-chelle ayogI svabhAva pragaTa karI anaMta avyAbAda paramakRpALudevanA patrone paNa kAvyamAM vaNI svarUpamAM sthiti karAvanAra!trikALa jayavaMta vartA!" (patrAMka 875) laI aneka geya rAgomAM rajU karyA che. graMthamAM vivigha chaMdanI akSara-deharUpa satparuSonI vANI suMdara chaTA paNa suhAvanI che. pratyeka pAThanA prAraMbhamAM AvatI uparokta traNa sAghanomAM prathama ane mukhya sAdhanarUpa : gAthAmAM paramakRpALudeva vividha svarUpe pragaTa thAya che. paramasAkSAta mokSanI mUrti samA pratyakSa satparuSano samAgama te to ? kRpALudevanI parama bhakti A graMthamAM sabhara bharelI che. bhakti sahelo nathI; parama durlabha che. vItarAga puruSonI yathAtathya mukha- ane jJAnanA saMgamarUpa A sarjana mumukSaonA aMtarAtmAne ThAre mudrA paNa mahAbhAgye mumukSune maLe che paNa akSara-deharUpa che, zAMta kare che, sukha Ape che. saphuruSonI vANI-vacanAmRta mumukSune sadaiva parama upakArabhUta A graMthano sarjanakALa saMvata 1994 thI 1997 che. che. te paramapada prAptinuM prabala kAraNa che, temaja kaivalyadazAparyata (2) jIvanacaritra vibhAga tenuM AlaMbana Avazyaka che. jIvanakaLA A graMthamAM paramakRpALudeva zrImad AvI vItarAga prabhunI agAgha rAjacaMdrajInuM vistRta jIvana caritra che. ArAdhaka vANIne koI virala saMta puruSoe ja mumukSu vargane zrImadjInI vItarAgadazAnI sAcI jANI che, tenA marmane pAmI mANI che. oLakhANa karAvavA temaja temanA pratye bhakti ane AvA saMta anubhavI puruSoe ja pragaTAvavA A graMtha parama upayogI che. teozrInA tene yathArtha vakhANI che. jIvana saMbaMdhI upalabdha saghaLI hakIkata A graMthamAM yathAsthAne te vItarAgavANIthI sabhara pU.zrI mUkI che. A graMthanI vizeSatA e che ke tene pUjyapAda zrI laghurAja brahmacArIjInuM vizALa sAhitya nIce mujaba vibhAgomAM vaheMcI svAmIe saMpUrNa sAMbhaLI kasoTIe kasI maMjUra karela che. parama zakAya kRpALudevanA jIvana saMbaMghI aneka pustako lakhAyAM che. te sarvamAM (1) maulika graMtha vibhAga (2) jIvana caritra vibhAga A graMtha saMpUrNa ane sarvoparI che. (3) boghAmRta vibhAga (4) vivecana vibhAga (5) saMyojana paramakRpALudevanI maulika svataMtra racanAomAM mokSavibhAga (6) bhASAMtara vibhAga (7) aMgrejI sAhitya vibhAga : mALA, bhAvanAbotha ane Atmasiddhi zAstra mukhya che. temAM (8) saMpAdana vibhAga (9) chUTaka kAvya vibhAga AvatA viSayonuM A graMthamAM TUMkuM varNana ApI sujJa vAMcanArane A vibhAgomAM vibhAjita sAhityano AsvAda mANavA te mULa graMthonA vAMcana-manananI hitakArI preraNA karI che. aneka jijJAsuvargamAM vAMcana-manananI preraNA uddabhave te arthe A bahumukhI prasaMgone A graMthamAM AvarI graMthanuM gaurava vadhAryuM che. sAhityanuM atre TUMka vivaraNa ApIe chIe. A pustakano racanAkALa saMvat 199091 che. jIvanakatml 120

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th RTI (1) pridhAratA zrImad laghurAjasvAmI jIvana boghAmRta bhAga-3 (patrasuthA) : caritraH A graMthamAM pa.u.5.pU. prabhuzrIjInuM : mumukSuone thayelI aneka mUMjhavaNonA ukelajIvanacaritra 15 khaMDa sudhInuM pU.zrI brahma rUpa A graMtha che. graMthanuM sarjana mumukSuonA pArIjIe Alekhela che. tyArapachInuM 16 thI AvelA patronA uttarothI thayuM che. pUjyazrI 22 khaMDa sughInuM jIvanacaritra zrI rAvajIbhAI mumukSuonA aneka praznonuM samAdhAna patro dasAie AdarathA pUrNa karyuM che. dvArA karI teonA aMtarane ThAratA, zAMti pamADatA. graMthamAM kulle pUjyazrIe pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA badhA jIvana prasaMgo AmAM : 1025 patro che. temano prathama patra pUjyazrInI saMsArathI chUTavAnI samAvI upalabdha teTalI badhI vigata ApavA prayAsa karyo che. tIvra adamya abhilASA darzAve che. bIjo ane trIjo patra teozrInA jIvanasaMbaMdhI vistRta vivaraNa Apato bIjo koI : pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI upara lakhela che. temAM paNa teozrInI tyAga graMtha upalabdha nathI. teozrInA aMtevAsI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI : vairAgyanI utkRSTa bhUmikAnuM spaSTa darzana thAya che. pachInA 10 dvArA Alekhita hoI A jIvanacaritra saMpUrNa vizvasanIya che. patro paramakRpALudevane pratyakSa gaNI lakhelA che, te pUjyazrInI (3) boghAmRta vibhAga paramakRpALadeva pratyenI ananya bhaktinA sUcaka che. A patromAM boghAmRta bhAga-1 : pUjyazrInA : pUjyazrI potAnA aMtaranA udgAra paramakRpALu paramAtmA AgaLa anekavAra thayela boghane mumukSaoe jhIlI laI pragaTa kare che. tyArapachInA sarva patromAM anekavidha bogha saMgraha karela. te saMgraha uparathI A graMtha taiyAra mumukSuonI mUMjhavaNo maTADavA samartha che. karavAmAM Avyo che. A bogharUpa amRtanuM pAna patrasughAnA upanAmathI prasiddha karI ghaNA bhavyAtmAo zAMti meLave che. A patromAM paNa bogharUpa amRta jharatuM hovAthI patrasudAnA sarala, sacoTa, samyak bogha, zAMta suthArasanuM upanAmathI A graMtha prasiddha che. "zrImad rAjacaMdra' vacanAmRtamAM ghAma che. prAthamika bhUmikAnA mumukSuo mATe paNa mahAna upayogI : ubhavatA aneka saMzayonA paNa samAdhAnarUpa A amUlya graMtha che. graMthanI svAbhAvika sarala zailI jijJAsu bALajIvone paNa mumukSuone mana mahAna che. paramakRpALudeve prabodhela satugharmanI AkarSe evI che. vAta vAtamAM mokSamArgano marma samajAvI mahAna : ArAdhanA mATe yogya jIvanaghaDatara karavAnI rahasyabhUta kUMcI upakAra karyo che. boghano saMgraha samaya saM. 1999 thI saM.2010 : temaja preraNA A graMthanA anubhavasiddha vacanomAMthI prApta thavA sudhIno che. temAMno eMsI pratizata bhAga saM.2008 thI yogya che. A patrono lekhanakALa saMvat 1983 thI saM.2010 saM.2010 sudhIno che. sudhIno che. che ?' : ke . . . 20*20* sa pUjyazrInuM patralekhana pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA vidyamAnapaNAmAM paNa pU.zrI brahmacArIjI teozrInI AjJAnusAra mumukSuone patra lakhatA temaja potAnA deha vilayanA AgalA divasa sudhI paNa pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe patralekhananI pavitra javAbadArI adA karI mumukSuonA manane zAMti arpe che. TA O 121

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-- (4) vivecana vibhAga Atmasiddhi vivecana : parama pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe potAnA svAdhyAya arthe lakhela Atmasiddhino arthavistAra, A graMtharUpe pragaTa paNa thayo che. khaMbhAtanA pU.aMbAlAlabhAIe AtmasiddhinA saMkSipta gadyArtha lakhela, je paramakRpALudevanA najarataLe nIkaLI gayelA. tene A graMthamAM pratyeka gAthA nIce mUkI, A arthavistArane tenA nIce bhAvArtharUpe ApavAmAM Avyo che. sarva zAstranA sArarUpa 'AtmasiddhizAstra'nA avagAhanamAM ane temAM bodhelA mArganI parama premapUrvaka upAsanA karavAmAM A vivecana mumukSuvargane prabala sahAyakArI che. A graMthanI prastAvanAmAM pUjyazrI lakhe che ke "sajjana puruSo A arthavistArane ityameva na samaje, 'ityameva paramakRpALu zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhunA hRdayamAM che.' Atmasiddhi niyana arthavistArano samaya saM.1982 che. ATha dRSTinI sajjhAya (bhAvArtha sahita) : 'zrI haribhadrAcArye yogavRSTi samuccaya' graMtha saMskRtamAM racyo che.'" (vayanAmRta pak 814) te uparathI upAdhyAya zrI yazovijayajIe gujarAtI bhASAmAM A ATha dRSTinI sajjhAyanI DhALabaddha racanA karI che. paramakRpALudeva A viSe jaNAve che ke "te kaMThArge karI vicAravA yogya che. e dRSTio AtmadazAmApaka (thamiTara) yaMtra che.'' zrImad rAjacaMdra (pR.702) mA kRSTinI sajAma A graMthanA nivedanamAM pUjyazrI jaNAve che ke "zrI yazovijayajIta A ATha draSTinI sajjhAya mukhapATha karI teno nitya svAdhyAya karavAnI AjJA .u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe AzramanivAsI mumukSuone karI che. tyArathI AzramanA nityaniyamamAM A ATha vRSTino umero thayo hovAthI teno bhaktipUrvaka nitya pATha karavAmAM Ave che." prasaMgopAta pUjyazrI A gahana graMtha upara vivecana karatAM tenI noMdha karIne pU. sAkarabene A bhAvArtha taiyAra karelo te mumukSuone ATha dRSTinA artha samajavAmAM sahAyaka jaNAvAthI graMtharUpe pragaTa karavAmAM Avela che. A vivecanano samaya saM.2003 che. samAdhizataka vivecana : A mULa graMtha 105 gAdhAno saMskRtamAM che. tenA racayitA zrI pUjyapAda svAmI che. teo saMvat 308mAM AcAryapade virAjamAna hatA. e graMthanA saMskRta TIkAkAra zrI prabhAcaMdrajI che. graMthayugala saMvat 1949mAM muMbaImAM paramakRpALudeve A graMtha pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIne svAdhyAya arthe 17 gAthA sudhI samajAvI, Apyo hato. tenA agrapRSTha para teozrIe svahaste 'AtamabhAvanA bhAvatA jIva la. kevaLajJAna re' e maMtra lakhI Apyo hato. te maMtranuM bAda temaja A graMthanuM parizIlana pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe muMbaI mUkyA traNa varSa sudhI maunapaNe rahI karyuM hatuM. A graMtha viSe pUjyazrI boghAmRta bhAga- 1, pR.16 jaNAve che ke :-- upara 'samAdhizataka' samAdhi prApta karAve tevuM che. jene AgaLa vadhavuM che tene ghaNA hitanuM kAraNa che. sattaramAM zlokamAM ghaNuM sarasa varNana che.eka mAsa jo puruSArtha kharA hRdayathI karavAmAM Ave to AtmA prApta thaI jAya. zloka pacAsa sudhImAM to hada karI che. TUMkANamAM vAta che, paNa te uparathI to ghaNAM zAstro banI zake tema che. A graMthano gurjara padyAnuvAda kALa saM.1982 che. traNa AtmAnuM talasparzI varNana graMthamAM bahirAtmA, aMtarAtmA ane paramAtmAnuM ghaNuM talasparzI vivecana che. bAhyatyAgane aMtarvAMgarUpe palaTAvI paramArthamAM magna rahevAmAM madadarUpa thAya te arthe ane bhaviSyamAM paNa mokSamArgamAM dIvAdAMDIrUpe mArgadarzaka nIvaDe''tevo A graMtha che. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe paNa pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne A graMtha svAdhyAya arthe Apyo hato. temaNe cha varSa svAghyAya karI evo pacAvyo ke tenA phaLasvarUpa pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe temane 'gurugama' ApI. A samAdhizataka graMthano samAveza 'graMthayugA' nAmathI avirata chapAtI pustakamAM karavAmAM Avyo che. te pustakamAM prathama 'laghuyoga vAsiSThasAra'ne padyarUpe mUkavAmAM Avela che. "A beya graMtha (laghuyogavAsiSThasAra ane samAdhizataka) kadamAM nAnA hovA chatAM ratnatulya kiMmatI che. mumukSuone Atmo jJatimAM madada karanAra che. prathama graMthamAM vairAgyanI mukhyatA che. bIjAmAM AtmavicAranI mukhyatA che.''-graMtha-gugalanI prastAvanA A vivecanano udbhava kALa saM.2006 che. 122

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nityaniya mAri dhArI bodhAmRta , je ke na pIvAna nityaniyamAdi pATha (bhAvArtha sahita) : zakyA nathI. paNa pU.zrI brahmacArIjIkRta bhAvArthamAM te maLavAthI paramakRpALudevanA pado upara pUjyazrIe atre sammilita karI graMthanI pUrti karI che. graMtha dravyAnuyogano prasaMgopAtta vivecana karela. te vivecana mumukSuone che. 'dravyAnuyoganuM phaLa sarvabhAvathI virAma pAmavArUpa saMyama che.' upayogI jaNAvAthI graMtharUpe prakAzita thayuM che. (zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka 866) A graMthanI prastAvanAmAM pUjyazrI jaNAve che ke vivecanano samaya saM.2008 che. "artha samajIne nityaniyamAdi pATha thAya to paramArtha tarapha vRtti boghAmRta bhAga-2 (vacanAmRta vivecana) : prerAya ane ullAsapUrvaka bhakti thAya e A prakAzanano hetu che. pUjyazrIe prasaMgopAtta zrImad rAjacaMdra samajAyA pachI vicAraNAno vistAra thAya che ane navIna bhAvo graMthanA patro upara vivecana karela. te vivecanane jAge che, te sva- vicAraNA AtmapratItinuM kAraNa thAya che." ekatrita karI patrAMkanA kramapUrvaka mUkI A graMthanuM A graMthamAM agAsa AzramamAM nityakramarUpe bolAtA gUMthana karavAmAM AvyuM che. maMgalAcaraNathI mAMDIne lagabhaga baghA ja padonA artho che. savAra, A kahela bogharUpI amRta paramakRpALudevanA vacanAmRta bapora, sAMja ane rAtrinI bhaktinA pado temaja devavaMdana, samajavAmAM vizeSa sahAyarUpa siddha thayuM che. paramakRpALudevanA vacanAmRtono vAstavika aMtara Azaya samajavA mATe A bogha Atmasiddhi vagere baghAno artha AmAM samAvela che. tethI A saMpUrNa vizvasanIya che. paramakRpALudeva eka patramAM jaNAve che ke prakAzana paNa mumukSuone vizeSa upayogI siddha thayuM che. "mArgane pAmelo mArga pamADaze."(zrImad rAjacaMdra patrAMka 166) A graMthanI prathamavRttino samaya saM.2007 che. tethI mokSamArganI soMpaNI jene thaI evA puruSothI vacanAmRtano vartamAnamAM AThamI AvRtti vidyamAna che. aMtara Azaya samajavo hitAvaha che. vacanAmRta-vivecanano samaya mokSamALA-vivecana : pUjyazrIe mokSamALA vivecana mukhyatve saM.2008 thI saM. 2010 che. "mokSamALA' graMtha upara be vakhata vivecana (5) saMyojana vibhAga karela. tene sammilita karI A graMtha taiyAra pravezikA (mokSamALA pustaka paheluM) : A graMtha karavAmAM Avyo che. graMthanI bhASA saraLa che. gharmamArgamAM praveza karAvanAra rUpa che. prAthamika bhUmikAnA jijJAsune bALajIvone paNa samajAya tevI che. prathama vAMcavA yogya che. "mokSamALA" graMthanA cAra vibhAga karavAnI A vivecana "mokSamALA'ne samajavAmAM bahu upayogI yojanA paramakRpALudevanI hatI. temAMnuM A paheluM hovAthI teno svAdhyAya karatAM sAthe rAkhI vicAravA yogya che; pravezikA pustaka che. A graMthanA viSayono krama mukhyapaNe jethI jaina vItarAga-mArganuM svarUpa samajavAmAM sugamatA rahe. mokSamALA graMtha mujaba che. kulle ekaso ATha - A vivecanano samaya saM.2005 ane saM.2008 che. zikSApATha che. graMthamAM vividha viSayo saraLa - T paMcAstikAya-vivecana : adhyAtmayogI sIthI bhASAzailImAM pUjyazrIe rajU karyA che. zrImad kuMdakuMdAcArya dvArA racita A graMtha prasiddha : pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI bhalAmaNa anusAra vivigha zAstromAMthI karela che. A graMthanA prathama adhyayanamAM padravya- utArAo temaja zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthamAMthI viSayAnusAra utArAo jIvAstikAya.ajIvAstikAya, gharmAstikAya, temaja anya mahA-puruSonI prasAdIrUpa A graMthanuM saMyojana kareluM che. atharmAstikAya, AkAzAstikAya temaja kALadravyanuM paNa "mokSamALA' graMthano svAdhyAya karatA pahelA A pustakano varNana che. svAdhyAya karavAthI te samajavAmAM sugamatA raheze. ane "zrImad bIjA adhyayanamAM nave tattvanuM saMkSipta svarUpa samajAvyuM rAjacaMdra graMthane paNa samajavAnI yogyatA amuka aMze AnAthI che aMtamAM "mokSamArga prapaMca cUlikA che. temAM samyakdarzana : prApta thAya tema che. jJAnacaritra e mokSamArga che, ema nirUpaNa karyuM che. gharmanA bIjA graMtho samajavAnI paNa AthI yogyatA Ave mULagraMtha prAkRta bhASAmAM che. prastuta pustakamAM, prathama ke tema hovAthI "gharma-pravezikA'nI garaja sAre che, Ama graMthanI mULa prAkRtagAthA, pachI tenI saMskRta chAyA, pachI paramakRpALudevakRta : prastAvanAmAM pUjyazrIe jaNAvela che. temaja gharmanuM ArAghanagujarAtI bhASAntara ane chelle pU.zrI brahmacArIjInuM vivecana pAlana jIvanamAM jarUrI che evA saMskAranuM sIMcana thAya evA kramazaH ApI graMthane samajavAmAM sugamatA karI che. paramakRpALudeva zubha AzayathI pUjyazrIe A graMthanuM saMyojana karyuM che. kata bhASAMtaramAM amuka gAthAonA artha koI kAraNavazAtu maLI A pustakano saMyojana samaya saMvat 2005 che. rila 123

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(6) bhASAMtara vibhAga svadoSa darzana nAme doharAmAM gujarAtI padyAnuvAda bRhadravya saMgraha: A graMthanA mULa kartA karela che. saMpradAyamAM ratnAkara paccIzI tarIke enA zrI nemicaMdra siddhAMtacakravartI che. mULa graMthanI ghaNA anuvAdo pracalita che, jemAM "maMdira cho gAthAo 58 che. tenA uparathI pUjyazrIe muktitaNA mAMgalya krIDAnA prabho' vizeSa prasiddhi gujarAtI padyAnuvAdamAM mULa graMthanI 63 gAthAo pAmyo che. A kAvyamAM bhakta, bhagavAna samakSa ane AmaMgaLanI 3 gAthAo temaja aMtya pazcAttApapUrvaka potAnA doSonuM varNana kare che, ane maMgaLanI 3 gAthAo lakhI graMthanI pUrNAhuti aMtamAM bodhiratna-samyakdarzananI mAgaNI karI karI che. saMsAranA bhAvothI mukta thavA prArthanA kare che. graMthanA prathama adhikAramAM jIva, ajIva, gharmAstikAya, padyAnuvAdano samaya vikrama saMvat 1985 che. atharmAstikAya, kALa ane AkAza A cha dravyonuM varNana temaja vairAgya maNimALA : zrI caMdrakavi kRta saMskRta kAvya jIvonA bhedanuM varNana che. bIjA adhikAramAM sAta tattva--jIva, : vairAgya maNimALAno A gujarAtI padyAnuvAda pUjyazrIe karyo ajIva, Asrava, saMvara, baMdha, mokSa, nirjarAnuM dravyathI ane bhAvathI che. kAvyamAM vairAgyano bharapUra upadeza che. ghana, kaTuMba, badhuM svarUpa jaNAvyuM che. trIjA adhikAramAM samyakdarzana-jJAnacAritrarUpa vinAzI che, saMsAra azaraNa che, bAlyavaya-yuvAvayanI kriyA, ratnatrayanuM vyavahAra ane nizcayanayanI apekSAe svarUpa samajAvela : zarIra svarUpa Adi anekanuM rasaprada varNana che. bhASA bhAvavAhI che. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI ghaNAne A graMtha mukhapATha karAvatA. ane asarakAraka che. padyAnuvAdano samaya vi.saM.1988 che. IDara upara A dravyasaMgraha graMtha paramakRpALudeve pa.pU. jinavara darzana : zrI padmanaMdi AcAryata 'padmanaMdi prabhuzrIjI vagere sAte munione samajAvyo hato. pU.zrI : paMcaviMzati' graMthanA adhikAra 14mAM jinavara stotra che. teno brahmacArIjI saM.1993mAM mumukSuonA saMgha sAthe IDara paghArelA A padyAnuvAda che. te aMge pUjyazrI jaNAve che ke "jinavara te vakhate paNa Akho dravyasaMgraha graMtha teozrIe artha sAthe | darzananuM...bhASAMtara karatAM pahelAM abhigraha lIdhelo ke paramakRpALu samajAvyo hato. jaina siddhAMtabothano A graMtha prayojanabhUta tattvanuM devanuM svapna paNa na Ave to te darzana viSenuM bhASAMtara karavuM ja saMkSepamAM suMdara pratipAdana kare che. padyAnuvAdano racanA kALa nathI." pachI svapna AvyuM ane A bhASAMtara kAvya karyuM. saM.1984 temaja bIjIvAra karela gIti chaMdamAM teno racanAkALa kAvyamAM bhagavatu-darzananuM abhuta mAhAbhya varNavela che. saM.1986 che. A kAvyano gadya anuvAda paNa pUjyazrIe karyo che. kAvyano udbhava AlApa paddhati : AlApa eTale zabdocAraNa ane samaya vi.saM.1988 che. paddhati eTale vidhi; arthAta bolavAnI ke carcA karavAnI rIti te AlocanA adhikArI zrI padmanaMdi AcArya viracita AlApa paddhati. graMthamAM nyAya, naya, nikSepa, dravya, guNa, paryAya graMtha 'padmanaMdi paMcaviMzati'mAM adhikAra navamAmAM A AlocanA vagerenuM saMkSepamAM spaSTIkaraNa karela che. adhikAra che. teno gujarAtImAM gadya-padyAnuvAda pUjyazrIe karela che. graMthanA mULa racayitA zrImad devasenAcArya che. saM.990mAM A AlocanA adhikAramAM potAnA pAponI pazcAttApa teo vidyamAna hatA. pUjyazrIe A graMthano padyAnuvAda temaja : pUrvaka AlocanA karavA arthe AzrayanuM phaLa, nava prakAranA pAponI gadyAnuvAda karela che. graMthanuM aparanAma dravyAnuyoga pravezikA : niMdA, AlocanAno hetu, sadgurunA sahavAsa mATe yogyatA, mananI paNa che. gurjara anuvAdano samApti kALa janmASTamI saM.1985 che. caMcaLatA, manane mAravAno upAya, karmazatruthI 8 A bRhad AlocanAdi pada saMgrahamAM kaLikALamAM bhaktinuM AlaMbana, AlocanAnuM mAhAbhya Adi aneka nIce lakhela svadoSa darzana, vairAgya- : viSayo varNavela che. agAsa AzramamAM caumAsI caudaza ane maNimALA, jinavaradarzana, AlocanA : saMvatsarInA divase A AlocanAdino pATha thAya che. adhikAra Apela che. aMtima gAthAmAM satparuSanA nizcaya ane AzrayanuM bahu svadoSa darzana : mULa : ja mAhAbhya gAyuM che. puruSano jIvana nizcaya ane Azraya saMskRtamAM ane upajAti chaMdamAM zrI thAya to jIvano jarUra mokSa thAya. ratnAkarasUri kRta zrI ratnAkara paMca A anuvAdano pUrNAhuti kALa vi.saM. 1988 che. viMzati uparathI pUjyazrIe A 124

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kartavya upadeza : zrI yazovijayajI kRta adhyAtmasAranA anubhavAdhikAranA aMte kartavyadazaka che. teno A padyAnuvAda pUjyazrIe karyo che. te upadezamAM parinaMdA e pApa che, paranA alpaguNamAM prIti, potAnI niMdAmAM zAMti, sadgurunI sevA, zraddhA, pramAdano abhAva, svacchaMdano tyAga, AtmasAkSAtkAra karavA bhalAmaNa Adi hitakArI viSayonuM varNana che. padyAnuvAda no samaya saM.1988 che. hradaya pradIpa : A padyAnuvAdamAM pUjyazrI jaNAve che ke samyak tatvajJAnI mArgadarzaka guru jo mAthA upara hoya to saMsAra, bhoga ane zarIra upa2thI jIvane udAsInatA vairAgya Ave che. ane traNeyano vicAra karI AgaLa vadhI jIva siddhi meLave che. A traNeya saMsAranA mULa kAraNa bhava, tana ane bhoga upara suMdara vivaraNa karI tenAthI mukta thavA bodha Apela che. vairAgya bhAvavALI A racanA che. A padyAnuvAdano samApti samaya saM.1988 che. bhAvi sAta samAdhi sopAna : pU. zrI brahmacArIjI A graMthanA nivedanamAM jaNAve che ke jijJAsumAM 'vairAgyanI vRdghi thAya, Atmahita karavAnI preraNA maLe tathA jemane Atmahita karavAnI icchA jAgelI che temane AtmavicAraNAmAM poSaNa maLe tathA manuSyabhava saphaLa karavAnuM sAdhana prApta karavAnI dizA dekhAya tevA viSayo A samAdhi sopAnamAM carcAyelA che. mULa graMtha 'ratnakadaMDa zrAvakAcAra' saMskRtamAM zrI samaMta bhadrAcArye lakhelo che. tenI hiMdI bhASAmAM vistRta TIkA paMDita sadAsukhadAsajIe karelI che. te graMthanuM vAMcana zrImad lapurAja mahArAjanI samakSa karavAnuM mane sadbhAgya prApta thayuM. tyAre te graMthanA keTalAka bhAga mumukSujIvone atyaMta upakA2I jaNAvAthI teozrIe (pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe) tenuM saraLa gujarAtI bhASAMtara karavA mane sUcanA karI. te uparathI samyakdarzana athavA AtmazraddhAnAM ATha aMga, dharmadhyAnamAM upayogI bAra bhAvanAo ane tIrthaMkara nAmakarmanA hetubhuta soLa bhAvanAo, kSamAdi dAlakSaNarUpa dharma ane samAdhimaraNanA adhikAronuM yathAzakti gujarAtI bhASAmAM avataraNa karyuM. 125 A graMthanuM bhASAMtara pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI AjJAthI pUjyazrIe karela che. graMthanI bhASAzailI saraLa ane rocaka che. samAdhimaraNanA ike avazya teno svAdhyAya kartavya che. A graMthanA aMtima bhAgamAM paramakRpALudeva dvArA likhita so patrono samAveza thavAthI graMthanI upayogitA vizeSa puravAra thaI che. A graMthanA bhASAMtarano samApti samaya saMvat 1989nA Azvina zuklA dazamI che. merI bhakti H zrI brahmacArI naMdalAlajInuM banAvela A hiMdI kAvya che. teno pUjyazrIe A gujarAtI padyAnuvAda karela che. temAM prabhu pratyenI bhAvapUrNa bhaktinA darzana thAya che. he prabhu, mane tamAruM zaraNa Apo, mArA janmamaraNane dUra karavA mATe che nAtha! mane sadA tamArI pAse rAkho, kRpA karI sahaja sukha pada Apo vagere aneka prakAre temAM prabhunI bhakti karI che. padyAnuvAda sAthe tenA gujarAtI artha paNa pUjyazrIe lakhyA che. kAvyano racanAkALa saM.1990 vaizAkha vada 3 guruvAra che. yogapradIpa : pUjyazrIe karela A padyAnuvAdamAM upadeza che ke loko tIrthane icche che, paNa dharmatIrtharUpa potAno AtmA ja che. mATe tenI bhajanA karo, tenI ja zodha karo, tene ja dhyAvo, tenuM ja niraMtara smaraNa karo. bahirAtmapaNuM tajI, aMtarAtmA banI paramAtmAne dhyAvo to paramapada mokSapadanI prApti thaze. jeNe AtmA jANyo teNe sarva jANyuM.' zrImad rAjacaMdra A padyAnuvAdano prAraMbhakALa saM.1991 ane samApti samaya saM.1992 che. viveka bAvanI : zrI ToDaramalajI kRta 'mokSamArgaprakAzaka' graMtha uparathI svapara vicAra bhedajJAnane darzAvatuM bAvana doharAvALuM A kAvya pUjyazrIe racyuM che, jaDa-caitanyano viveka karavo e ja sarva zAstrono sAra che. te prayojanabhUta tattvane A kAvyamAM vaNyuM che. paramapALudeve 'huM koNa chuM", kyAMthI thayo, zuM svarUpa che mAruM kharuM' athavA 're Atma tAro! Atma tAro! zIghra ene oLakho' vagere padomAM je bhAvo pragaTa karyA che te bhAvonI puSTirUpa A vivekabAvanI che. A kAvyano racanA kALa vi.saM.1993 che.

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Bllii jJAnamaMjarIH A graMthanI prastAvanAmAM pUjyazrI : amuka prakaraNavAra jaNAve che ke "jJAnasAra graMtha zrI yazovijayajI zloko cUMTIne 'yogaupAdhyAye batrIsa mahA gahana viSayo upara saMskRta : vAsiSThasAra' nAma bhASAmAM ATha ATha zlokanA aSTaka lakhyA che. no prathama graMtha teno bhAvArtha (Tabo) pote jUnI (potAnA samayanI) gujarAtImAM bahAra pADelo, te lakhyo che. zrI devacaMdajI mahArAje te jJAnasAra upara saMskRta TIkA pramANamAM moTo jJAnamaMjarI' nAme lakhI che." thavAthI ghaNAnA "zrImad rAjacaMdra AzramamAM svAdhyAya thatAM 'jJAnamaMjarI'- upayogamAM nathI mAM AvatI vairAgya yukta adhyAtma carcA zravaNa thatAM keTalAka ? Avato jANI, koI mumukSuoe te saMskRta TIkA "jJAnamaMjarI'no gurjara bhASAmAM paMDite te sArano sAra anuvAda thAya to samajavuM saraLa bane tevI bhAvanA vyakta karI. 'laghuyoga vAsiddha te preraka kAraNathI temaja mane potAne paNa AtmavicAraNA arthe sAra' nAme graMtha karyo. te viSayo vicAravA yogya lAgavAthI saMskRtamAM mArI potAnI vedAMta zAstranA kuzaLatA nahIM hovA chatAM eka te viSayanI prItithI prerAI : aneka graMtho che, temAM mukhya prasthAnatrayI (brahmasUtra, upaniSado yathAzakti zrama (labour of love) karavA zarU karela." te kAryanI huM ane bhagavadgItA) che. paraMtu prasthAnatrayInI sarakhAmaNImAM Ave pUrNAhuti saMvat 1994nA aSADha suda 9ne budhavAranA roja tevo A 'yogavAsiSTha graMtha che." thayela che. saMskRta TIkA jJAnamaMjarIno gurjara bhASAnuvAda karI paramakRpALudeva A graMtha viSe patrAMka 120mAM jaNAve pUjyazrIe gahana viSayone samajAvavA suMdara prayAsa karyo che. huM che ke "ApanuM 'yogavAsiSThanuM pustaka A sAthe mokaluM chuM. citrasena-padmAvatI zIla kathA : mULa kathA saMskRta : upAdhino tApa zamAvavAne zItaLa caMdana che; Adhi, vyAdhinuM bhASAmAM che. tenA lekhaka zrI rAjavallabha pAThaka che. teno gujarAtI : enI vAMcanAmAM Agamana saMbhavatuM nathI." graMthano racanAkALa padyAnuvAda pUjyazrIe kAviThA gAme zarU karyo ane pUrNAhuti ! saM.2006 che. sImaraDA gAme thavA pAmI che. A kathAno gadyAnuvAda paNa dazavaikAlika sUtra : zrI zayyabhavAcArya A graMthanA teozrIe karela je "pravezikA' graMthamAM chapAyela che. "pravezikAmAM mULa lekhaka che. teo cauda pUrvadhArI hatA. temanA gRhasthAzramanA A kathAnA aMtamAM pUjyazrI sArarUpe lakhI jaNAve che ke "zIlanA putra manake 8 varSanI uMmaramAM temanI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karI prabhAvathI lakSmI, putra, strI, moTAI ane kIrti prApta thAya che. 6 hatI. ziSya manaka muninuM AyuSya mAtra cha mahinAnuM ja jANIne, zIlanA prabhAvathI pApa, bhUta, vetAla, siMha, sApa AdinA bhaya tene mULabhUta tattvonI sarva vAto TUMkAmAM samajAvavA AcArye A nAza pAme che. buddhimAnoe zIlano prabhAva ghaNo varNavyo che, te 4 graMthamAM prayAsa karyo che. saMkSepamAM caudapUrvano sAra mUkyo che. jANI bhavya jIvoe zIla niraMtara pALavA yogya che. devanA, mULa graMtha mAgaghImAM che. teno pUjyazrIe gujarAtI manuSyanAM sukha zIlanA prabhAvathI pAmI manuSya paramapada eTale 4 bhASAmAM doharAmAM padyAnuvAda karela che. mokSa pAme che." A kathA-kAvyano lekhanakALa vi.saM.2003 che. graMthamAM kula 10 adhyayana che (1) "duma puSpaka' (2) laghu yogavAsiSTha sAra: A graMtha mULa saMskRta zrAmaNyapUrvaka (3) "kSullaka AcAra kathA" (4) "cha jIva nikAya" bhASAmAM che. paramakapALadeve A graMthanA "vairAgya' : (5) 'piMDeSaNA' (6) mahAcAra kathA (7) "vAkya zuddhi' (8) ane "mumukSu" prakaraNa vAMcavA-vicAravA ghaNA : "AcAra-prasidhi(9) 'vinaya-samAdhi' (10) "sabhikSu'. patromAM bhalAmaNa karI che. mATe pUjyazrIe A be dazavaikAlika sUtra--uttara sUtramAM prathama 'rativAkya' ane dvitIya prakaraNonA sArano gurjara padyAnuvAda potAnA sImaraDA nivAsa $ "vivikta caryA' nAmanI be cUlikA' che. daramiyAna karyo che. AmAM zrI rAmano vairAgya bahu utkRSTapaNe : A graMtha upara zrI haribhadrasUrie mAgadhImAM bRhad TIkA varNavelo che. niryukti lakhela teno paNa gujarAtI padyAnuvAda A graMthamAM Apela A graMthanA saMdarbhamAM pUjyazrI graMthayugalanI prastAvanAmAM che. padyAnuvAdano prAraMbhakALa vi.saM. 2006 mahA vada 1 ane jaNAve che ke "koI sajjane yogavAsiSTha mahArAmAyaNa'mAMthI huM purNAhuti samaya saMvat 2006 bhAdaravA vada 12 che. kaMkula 126

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dvAyarasAra jene mAM - vaika ja zrImad rAjacaMdra zrama samAsa 0: tattvArthasAra : graMthanI prastAvanAmAM jaNAvela AvRttimAM ghaNuM saMzoghana karavAmAM che ke "mULa graMtha "tattvArthasUtra" zrI umAsvAmIe Avela che. sthaLe sthaLethI pragaTadaza adhyAya pramANa racyo che, je mokSazAstra zrImad rAjacaMdra apragaTa sAhitya bheguM karI tene mULa ke "tattvArthAdhigama sUtra" tarIke paNa lokaprasiddha sAthe meLavI graMthane zuddha karavAno che. tenA uparathI zrI amRtacaMdrasUrIe 'tattvArtha prayAsa karavAmAM Avyo che. pUjyazrIsAra" graMthanI saMskRta bhASAmAM racanA karI che. A graMthamAM sarvajJa e A pramANe graMthane sarvAge saMpUrNa praNIta mULabhUta sAta tattvo-jIva, ajIva, Asrava, saMvara, vizvasanIya banAvavA athAga parinirjarA, baMdha ane mokSanuM nirUpaNa che." te uparathI pU.zrI zrama lIdho che. te ja zuddha AvRttinuM brahmacArIjIe saraLa gujarAtI bhASAmAM A padyAnuvAda karela che. punarmudraNa A ja divasa paryata cAlyuM Ave che, je sarvamAnya che. A graMtha viSe pUjyazrI anyatra boghamAM jaNAve che ke ke vartamAnamAM Azrama taraphathI prakAzita A graMthanI AThamI AvRtti "baghAyano sAra kRpALudeve "AtmasiddhimAM kahI dIdho che. vidyamAna che. 'tattvArthasAra' pustakathI "Atmasiddhi" vaghAre samajI zakAya che. upadezAmRtaH5.u.pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA boghanuM vicAra karavAno che. "vicAratAM vistArathI saMzaya rahe na kAMI.' saMkalana kArya pUjyazrInA hAthe ja karma mohanIya bheda be, darzana cAritra nAma" eno vistAra thayuM che. 'tattvArthasArathI vadhAre samajI zakAya che. A 'tattvArthasAra' pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA chUTaka zrI amRtacaMdrAcArye racela che. nava tattvo bhaNI jAya, paNa zA upadezAmRta chUTaka bodhavacanonI pasaMdagI, mATe bhaNAya che? e lakSa na hoya to kAmanuM nathI." tAravaNI ane goThavaNInuM vikaTa kArya graMthano prAraMbhakALa zrAvaNa vada 12 vi.saM.2007 che pUjyazrIe potAnA jIvananA aMta ane samAyikALa phAgaNa suda 6 vi.saM.2008 che. sughI karI ApaNA upara atyaMta (7) aMgrejI sAhitya vibhAga upakAra karyo che. Self Realization : H a ril A graMtha saMpAdanano samAti samaya pUjyazrInA jIvanano aMgrejI padyAnuvAda pUjyazrIe A graMthamAM karela aMtima divasa eTale ke saM.2010 kArtika suda 7 che. che. kevaLa aMgrejI bhASA jANanArane te upayogI thaI paDe che. pratyeka gAthA nIce tenA gadyamAM artha paNa ApelA che. te gadyArtha prophesara zrI dInubhAI mULajIbhAI AzramamAM karI lAvatA. pUjyazrI teo pAse besI temAM sudhArA vadhArA karAvatA. mATe teno artha paNa bhAvanI draSTie zuddha hovAthI mAnanIya che. A graMthamAM pUjyazrI dvArA bahu puNya kerA" padyanuM temaja vacanAmRta patrAMka 69rano aMgrejI anuvAda paNa ApavAmAM Avela che. te sivAya vacanAmRta patrAMka 819no aMgrejI anuvAda paNa pUjyazrI dvArA karavAmAM Avela che. Atmasiddhi aMgrejI padyAnuvAdano samaya saM.1999 thI saM.2000 che. (8) saMpAdana vibhAga zrImad rAjacaMdra graMtha : A vacanAmRta graMthanI saM. 2007nI AvRtti te saLaMga sAtamI AvRtti kahevAya che, vaMdana sadguru rAjane, namuM saMta laghurAja; paNa agAsa AzramanI te prathamavRtti che. tenuM kAraNa, A govardhana guNadhara namuM, AtmahitArthe Aja. 127

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vacana-kAyanAM kAma thatAM paNa vRtti vaho tuma zaraNa viSe; prabhu vRtti vaho tuma zaraNa viSe." 7. Atmasiddhi mAhAbhya viSe racela kAvya : "patita jana pAvanI, surasaritA samI, adhama uddhAriNI Atmasiddhi; janma janmAMtaro, jANatAM jogIe, Atmaanubhava vaDe Aja dIthI." 8. zrI uttarasaMDA tIrtha darzane racela kAvya : (a) koDa anaMta apAra, prabhu mane koDa anaMta apAra; aNa pharasyA tIrathanI yAtrA, karavA koDa apAra-prabhu mane. (9) chUTaka kAvya vibhAga (ba) nayana saphaLa thayA Aja, prabhu mArA nayana saphaLa thayA Aja; upara jaNAvelA vivigha sAhitya uparAMta pUjyazrIe ghaNA divasanI Aza tIrathanI, pUrI thaI gururAja-prabhu mArA. aneka bhAvavAhI kAvyonI racanA karI che. pratyeka kAvyanI prathama : 9. 5.pU.prabhuzrIjI upakAra smRti kAvya : kaDI atre ApIe chIe. aho! aho! upakAra, prabhuzrInA, aho! aho! upakAra; 1. vavANiyA tIrthadarzana samaye racela kAvya : A aghama jIva uddharavAne, prabhuzrIno avatAra-prabhuzrInA." "aMtara ati ullase ho ke janmabhUmi nIrakhI; 10. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI mAhAbhya viSe kAvyaH mumukSu-manane ho ke kalyANaka sarakhI." aMgUThe sau tIratha vasatAM, saMta ziromaNi rUpejI; 2. paramakRpALudevanA janmotsava nimitte racela be kAvya : raNa-dvIpa sama dIpAvyo Azrama, Apa alisa svarUpe jI." (a) "AnaMda Aja apAra, hRdayamAM AnaMda Aja apAra; : 11. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI smRti kAvya : zuM gAze gAnAra, hRdayamAM AnaMda Aja apAra." jyAM jyAM najara mArI Thare, yAdI bharI tyAM ApanI; (ba) "janmyA mahAprabhu rAja Aje devadivALI dine; ApanI prabhu ApanI, upakArI prabhujI ApanI- jyAM jyAM." saMpUrNa padane pAmavAne sarva karmo chedIne." : 12. mumukSune zithilatA samaye zUrAtana jagavatuM kAvyaH 3. paramakRpALu devanA jAtismaraNajJAnanI utpatti varNavatuM kAvya : "vArasa aho!mahAvIranA zUravIratA relAvajo; "vavANiyAnA vANiyA, gaNadhara guNa gharanAra; kAyara bano nA koI dI' kaSTo sadA kaMpAvajo." jAtismaraNe jANiyA, bhava navaso niradhAra." 13. brahmacaryanI navavADa varNavatuM kAvya : 4. prabhu pratye yAcanA kAvya : brahmacarya svargIya taru ramaNIya che; "he kRpALu prabhu, Apajo ATaluM, anya nA ApanI pAsa yAcuM; phaLa paMkti tyAM lacI rahI prati DALa jo." satya nigraMthatA, eka nirmaLa dazA, zuddha caitanyatA nA cUMkuM huM." : 14. bAra bhAvanA varNana kAvyaH 5. aMtarlIpikA sasaka kAvya: ati AnaMdakArI, janahitakArI, bhavaduHkhahArI, nAma tamAruM nAtha; "paramakRtarUpa caraNakamaLano parimala prasarAvo; karI NA bhArI, kaLiyaLa TALI, ati upakArI graho guru mama hAtha. paramaguru parimala prasarAvo. A kAvyo sivAya aneka teozrIe racela kAvyo che. ramaNa ratnatrayarUpa rAjanuM, nizadina dilamAM ho; niSkAma puruSonI vANI karmakRpANi che. jJAnIonA jJAna paramaguru nizadina dilamAM ho." guNanuM gaurava gaMbhIra che. pAmara prANI teno pAra zuM pAmI zake? 6. prabhu pratye prArthanA kAvyaH koTizaH vaMdana ho jJAnIonA jJAnaguNane. "zuddha svarUpI nAtha, niraMtara draSTi raho tuja caraNa viSe; saphuruSonuM yogabaLa jagatanuM kalyANa karo." -zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhu draSTi raho tuja caraNa viSe. - zrI pArasabhAI jaina, agAsa Azrama 128

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI jIvanayAtrAnuM 5 varSanuM vihaMgAvalokana saM.1945 zrAvaNa vada 8 (janmASTamI) bAMghaNI gAme janma--mULa ! AzramamAM AvavuM ane savAre ANaMda javuM -IsvI nAma govarghanaghara athavA goraghanabhAI-pitAzrInuM san 1925nA jUna mAsamAM sosAyaTImAM rAjInAmuM nAma kALidAsa dvArakAdAsa-mAtuzrInuM nAma jItAbA ApI, moTAbhAInI anumati meLavI kAyama mATe -moTAbhAInuM nAma narazIbhAI. pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInI sevAmAM joDAvuM. saM.1957 pitAzrIno svargavAsa-khetIkAmamAM bhAIne madada : saM.1982 "samAdhizataka'no gUrjara padyAnuvAda caitra vada 11 karavAthI parIkSAmAM nApAsa-abhyAsa choDavo paDyo. thI .i caitra suda 10. saM.1958 tera varSanI uMmare lagna-bhaNavAthI kaMIka uddhAra thAya saM.1984 jeTha suda paMcamIe agAsa AzramanA gurumaMdire e lakSe pharIthI abhyAsa zarU-peTalAdamAM aMgrejI (bhUmigRha)mAM paramakRpALudevanI mUrti tathA caMdraprabhu pahelA dhoraNamAM praveza. Adi digaMbara zvetAMbara mUrtionI ullAsapUrvaka saM.1968 baroDA ArTsa kaoNlejamAM InTara Asa pAsa karI. sthApanA - zrAvaNa suda paMcamInA roja dravyasaMgrahanuM saM.1970 (I.sa.1914) "bombe presiDansImAM vilsana gujarAtI bhASAMtara. kaoNlejathI bI.e.pAsa-dezasevAno lakSa-svayaMsevaka saM.1985 "zrImad rAjacaMdra'graMthanI anukramaNikA, zabdasUcI, tarIke sevA. Bibliography zrImad rAjacaMdra graMthanI jUnI AvRtti saM.1971 (jAnyuArI 1915) vasonI aMgrejI zALAmAM chaThTha uparathI potAnA svAdhyAya arthe taiyAra karela janmAghoraNa bhaNAvyuM-monTesarI paddhatie zikSaNa. STamIe 'AlApapaddhati'no gujarAtI anuvAda. ratnAkara saM.1975 (I.sa.1919) carotara ejyukezana sosAyaTI paccIzIno svadoSa-darzana gujarAtI padyAnuvAda. saM. 1976 saMcAlita dAdAbhAI navarojI hAIskUla,(D.N. High : saM.1986 mahA suda 15nA divase bRhad dravyasaMgraha"nuM gItischool) ANaMdamAM heDamAstara tarIke sevA. vRttamAM bhASAMtara. saM.1977 dA.na.hAIskUla "vinayamaMdira' banatA teo heDa : saM.1988 hRdayapradIpa bhASAMtara (38 kaDI)-jJAnapaMcamIe - mAstarane badale "AcArya' thayA-yogyatA vagara mAgazara vada 4nA divase padmanaMdi-AlocanA gUrjara AcAryapada khUMcavA lAgyuM ane koI mahApuruSa pAse padyAvataraNa (35 kaDI) - mahA suda 5 (vasaMtapaMcamI) jaI jIvana unnata karavAnI jhaMkhanA jAgI--divALInI e abhigrahapUrvaka "jinavara darzana adhikAra'nI padyarajAomAM bAMdhaNInA mumukSu zrI bhagavAnabhAI sAthe racanA (36 kaDI)-mahA suda 10me mukhya daravAjAnI agAsa AzramamAM bodhisattvasamAM derI upara paramakRpALudevanI paMcadhAtunI pratimArAyaNanA vRkSa nIce dazerAnA divase jInI mahotsavapUrvaka sthApanA-mAha vada 0))nA pUjyapAda prabhuzrIjIno prathama samAgama roja "adhyAtmasAra'mAMthI kartavya upadeza kALIcaudaza jevA siddhiyoga dine aghikAranuM gurjara padyAvataraNa (10 kaDI-jeTha suda 5.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA haste apUrva 9nA roja pa.pU. prabhuzrIjI pAsethI "gurugama'nI maMtradIkSA. prApti-caMdrakavikRta vairAgyamaNimALAno gUrjara saM.1978 nAnA dIkarA jazabhAI (babu)ne aDhI padyAnuvAda bhAdaravA suda cha munizrI mohanavarSano mUkIne patnIno dehatyAga - saMskAra jhIlananA lAlajI mahArAjanuM samAdhimaraNa. samaye bALakanA uchera mATe ANaMda - nivAsa ane saM.1989 "ratnakaraMDa zrAvakAcAra'nA AghAre pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI rajAnA divase pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA samAgama arthe sUcanAnusAra gUrjara anuvAdarUpe "samAdhi-sopAna' Azrama AvavuM - tA.1-1-22nA roja pa.pU. graMthanI Aso suda 10 (dazerA) dine pUrNAhuti. prabhuzrIjI pAsethI "zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMthanI bheTarUpe : saM.1990 unALAmAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI sAthe doDheka mAsa suratamAM prApti. aThavA lAInsa upara baMgalAmAM nivAsa - vaizAkha saM.1981 jazabhAI pa-6 varSanA thaye dararoja rAtre agAsa suda trIje "merI bhakti' kAvyano gujarAtI padyAnuvAda. 129

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saM.1991 pU.prabhuzrIjI sAthe Abu mAuMTa upara pratiSThA nimitte saDodarAgamana tathA AstAmAM zrI zrabarI baMgalAmAM traNeka mAsa nivAsa bhulAbhAInA ghare svahaste citrapaTanI sthApanA - vacce 11 divasa mATe prabhuzrIjI sAthe vaizAkha vada 1nA roja IDaramAM vihArabhuvanamAM paramaAhoranI kSetrapharasanA zrImad rAjacaMdra kRpALudevanA pAdukAjInI pratiSThA nimitte gamana jIvanakaLA"nI saMkalanA (gUMthaNI) tathA - vaizAkha vada 9nA roja sarusvarUpa sAthe abhedaprasthAna kAryAlaya taraphathI zrImannI tAno thayela ati ati pragaTa anubhava-prabhAsa. jIvanayAtrA mAM anya jayaMtI vyAkhyAno sAthe prasiddhi. : saM.1997 jayeSTha suda pUrNimAe "prajJAvabogha'nI pUrNAhuti. saM.1992 poSa vada 3nA roja "yogapradIpa' anuvAdanI purNA- saM.1998 mAgasara suda 10nA roja ghAmaNa maMdiramAM svahaste hati- caitra vada pAMcamanA pavitra dine pa.pU. prabhuzrIjI citrapaTanI sthApanA - mahAsuda 11thI rAjakoTa, dvArA TrasTIonI hAjarImAM 'gharma" (mArga)nI pUjyazrI vavANiyA, jUnAgaDha, pAlItANA taraphanI yAtrA - brahmacArIjIne soMpaNI - "mukhya brahmacArI soMpaNI' phAgaNa vada bIjanA roja iMdoramAM svahaste citrapaTanI - vaizAkha suda 8nI rAtre moTA munione durlabha sthApanA tathA te taraphanI yAtrA karI agAsa Agamana. evI nizcala asaMgatAthI nijaupayogamaya dazApUrvaka saM.1999 poSa suda pUnamanA divase surata zrI manaharabhAIne pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInuM nirvANa virahAgni zAMta pADavA tyAM citrapaTanI sthApanA tathA ghAmaNa, bhuvAsaNa thaI prabhuzrIjInA jIvanacaritranI gUMthaNI tathA prabhuzrIjIe AhoramAM 21 divasa mATe sthiratA-IDara ghaMTiyA sparzelA tIrthasthaLonI yAtrA. pahADa upara phAgaNa suda 9thI hoLI sudhI nivAsasaM.1993 jeTha suda 13nA roja zrI rAjamaMdira, AhoramAM temanA bhAdaravA suda 7thI AtmasiddhizAstrano Self svahaste citrapaTonI sthApanA jyeSTha vada chaTha RealisationrUpe aMgrejI padyAnuvAda zarU. (yAtrAnI aMtima rAtri)nA dine apUrva brahma anubhava saM.2000 kArtika pUrNimA pachI kacchanI paMcatIrthInI yAtrA - -tenuM sucaka "gharmarAtri' kAvya jeTha vada 8- aSADha te daramiyAna nAnI khAkhara mukAme mAgazara suda 9nA vada 9nA dine mokSamArgaprakAzaka uparathI "viveka roja Self Realisation anuvAda saMpUrNa-paramakRpALu bAvanI'nAme gujarAtI racanA "jJAnasAra'ane devanI janmabhUmi vavANiyAnA prathama darzana ane te jJAnamaMjarI'no gujarAtI anuvAda zarU. prasaMge "aMtara ati ullase ho ke janmabhUmi nIrakhI' saM.1994 "zrImad rAjacaMdra jIvanakaLA'nI prasthAna kAryAlaya kAvyanI bhAvamayI racanA- vaizAkha mahinAmAM pa.pU. taraphathI vistRta prathamavRtti ane mAha suda pAMcama prabhuzrIjInI nirvANatithi pachI sImaraDA padhAryA. (vasaMtapaMcamI) upara bhAdaraNa maMdiranI pratiSThA ! saM.2001 kArtika pUrNimA pachI yAtrArthe gamana - eka mAsathI nimitte bheTa-vaizAkha suda 10nA divase pa.u.5.pU. kaMIka vaghAre AhAra nivAsa, nAkoDAjI tIrthanA prabhuzrIjInA agnisaMskAra sthaLe teozrInA darzana, daseka divasa indora rahyA - tyAMthI paccIseka pagalAMnI mahotsavapUrvaka sthApanA - aSADha suda mumukSuo sAthe alAhAbAda, kAzI, paTaNA, sAranAtha, 9nA roja "jJAnamaMjarI'no gUrjara anuvAda saMpUrNa - rAjagRhI, pAvApurI, nAlaMdA, kuMDalapura, guNAvA, zrAvaNa suda 13thI "prajJAvabogha'nuM sarjana zarU. madhuvana, gayA, ayodhyA, mathurA vagere tIrthasthaLonI saM.1995 kArtika vada pAMcame pagapALA vihAra karI saMdezara, yAtrA - kula traNa mahine mAhavada 13nA divase bAMdhaNI, vasonI yAtrA- jeTha suda pUrNimAe AzramathI AzramamAM Agamana. ravAnA thaI maisura, gomaTTagiri, kanakagiri, bAhubalI, : saM.2002 kArtika vada sAtame vavANiyA gamana tathA agiyAra veNura, vAraMga, mUDabIdrI Adi sthaLonI yAtrA. divasa sthiratA- rAjakoTa, vaDhavANa, surata, dhuLiyA saM.1996 mahA suda 13nA divase zrImad rAjacaMdra samAdhi Adi sthaLoe thaI Azrama Agamana- paryuSaNamAM maMdira, rAjakoTamAM zrImadjInA citrapaTanI temanA pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno raMgIna taila citrapaTa rAjavarada haste sthApanA - vaizAkha suda trIjanA maMdira maMdira arthe muMbaIthI lAvela teno praveza utsava. 130

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saM.2003 kAviThA, sImaraDA, bhAdaraNa vagere sthaLoe bhakti boTAda vagere sthaLonI yAtrA-zrAvaNa vada 12thI bhAva arthe gamana tathA nivAsa- citrasena padmAvatI zrI mokSazAstra uparathI tattvArthasAra nAme gUrjara zIla kathA-kAvyanI sImaraDAmAM poSa suda trIje padyAnuvAdano prAraMbha. zarUAta tathA kAviThAmAM poSa vada terase samApti - : saM.2008 kArtika vada 14nI rAtre hubalI tarapha yAtrArthe gamana tA.23-5-47 thI tA.16-47 sughI umarATamAM - tyAMthI mAgazara sudamAM beMglora, maisura, zravaNa sthiratA. belagolA, guDivADA, vijayavADA tarapha vicaravuM - saM.2004 kArtika pUrNimA pachI pagapALA vihAra karI saMdezara, vijayavADAthI poSa suda 5nA roja nIkaLI bhAMDukajI, bAMdhaNI, suNAva, sImaraDA, AzI vagere sthaLoe aMtarikSajI thaI dhULiyA javuM-tyAMthI aMjaDamAM pharI comAsI caudaza upara Azrama Agamana - citrapaTanI sthApanA karI poSa suda pUnamanA ravAnA vaizAkha suda 9nA roja kAviThA pratiSThA thaI baDavAnI, bAvanagajA, Indora, baneDiyAjI, maka prasaMge gamana. zIjI, ujjaina, mAMDavagaDha, siddhavarakUTa thaI indora saM.2005 brahmacaryanI navavADa varNavatI suMdara Agamana - indorathI mahA suda 6nA ravAnA thaI gUrjara padya-racanA (10 gAthA) - ajamera, vyAvara, zivagaMja thaI mahA suda pUname vaizAkha suda 13 thI zrI cunIlAla Ahora pahoMcavuM-mahA vada 4thI pacAseka mumukSuo megharAja siMghInI vinaMtIthI doDheka mAsa sAthe rANakapuranI paMcatIrthI (nAralAI, nADola, Abu mAuMTa upara ghaNA mumukSuo sAthe varakANA, muzALA mahAvIra) joghapura, jesalamera, bhaktibhAva arthe nivAsa- jeTha vada 8 nAkoDA, jAlora, sivANA darzana karI pharIthI phAgaNa ne ravivAra (tA.19-49) agAsa AzramathI tAra suda trIje Ahora Agamana ane phAgaNa vada 5 sudhI AvavAthI Azrama pAchA pharavuM - zrAvaNa suda 2 thI bhaktibhAva arthe sthiratA-yAtrA daramyAna paNa bogha, "mokSamALA-pravezikA'nI zarUAta. anuvAda vagerenI pravRtti cAlu ane 'tattvArthasArano saM.2006 AzramanuM vAtAvaraNa klezita lAgavAthI poSa suda anuvAda Ahora mukAme phAgaNa suda chaThTha saMpUrNa. 6, ravivAre vihAra karI sImaraDA gayA - zrI : saM.2009 mahA suda 3 thI caitra suda 11 sudhI havAphera arthe motIbhAI raNachoDabhAI bhagatajInA ghare sADA traNa nAsika rahyA caitra vada 8 thI pra.vaizAkha suda 15 mahinA rokAyA -te daramiyAna tA.31-12-49 thI sudhI patharADiyA, bhuvAsaNa, AstA, deroda, nIjhara, 19-2-50 (phAgaNa suda 3) sughImAM 'laghuyoga saDodarA, ghAmaNa, surata tarapha vicaryA-te daramiyAna vAsiSThasAra'nI gUrjara padya-racanA-phAgaNa vada 3thI AstA gAmamAM svahaste maMdiranuM khAtamuhUrta-pra. jeTha vada 5 daramiyAna "samAdhi-zataka' upara vistRta vaizAkha vada 1thI zrI manaharabhAI kaDIvALAnI vivecana--caitra vada 5 (paramakRpALudevanI nirvANa vinaMtithI dariyAkinAre DumasamAM 18 divasa sudhI tithi) upara TrasTIonI vinaMtithI AzramamAM punaH nivAsa - pharIthI bIjI vAra ki.vaizAkha suda 13 praveza-caitra vada 8thI 12 sudhI cAra divasa mATe thI jeTha suda 6 sughI 23 divasa mATe DumasamAM IDara sthiratA-vaizAkha suda agiyArase citrapaTa sthiratA - Aso vada rane divase AzramamAM zrI sthApanA arthe indora javuM tathA te taraphanI yAtrA rAjamaMdiramAM pa.u.5.pU. prabhuzrIjInA raMgIna karI jeTha suda trIje Azrama pAchA AvavuM-mahA vada citrapaTanI svahaste sthApanA. 1thI bhAdaravA vada 12 daramyAna dazavaikAlika sUtrano : saM.2010 kArtika suda 7nI sAMje 4-00 vAgye prabhuzrIjInA doharA chaMdamAM gUrjara anuvAda- dazerAnA divase boghanI tapAsaNInuM kAma saMpUrNa karI 5-40 vAgye prabhuzrIjIno upakAra darzAvatuM "aho aho upakAra zrI rAjamaMdiramAM parama kRpALudevanA citrapaTa samakSa prabhuzrInA" kAvyanuM sarjana. kAyotsarga mudrAmAM samAdhipUrvaka dehatyAga. saM.2007 kArtika vadamAM vavANiyA tarapha yAtrArthe gamana - zrI azokabhAI jaina, agAsa Azrama morabI, rAjakoTa, jUnAgaDha, pAlItANA, sonagaDha, 131

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA bodhavacano pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInuM jIvana bhaktinA avatAra samuM hatuM. paramakRpALudeva jANe emanA romeromamAM vasyA hoya ema temanA vicAra, vANI, vartana ane lekhana parathI jaNAI Ave che. smaraNamaMtra to temanA zvAsozvAsa banI gayA hatA. eka kAvyamAM paNa lakhe che : "maMtra maMcyo smaraNa karato kALa kADhuM have A." tanusAra temanuM jIvana AjJAmaya banI jhaLakI UThyuM hatuM. teo mukhyatve potAnI AtmonnatinA puruSArthamAM ja rata rahetA. sAthe sAthe bIjA jIvonuM kalyANa thAya evA zubha AzayathI je kaMI sahajabhAve kartutva buddhi rahita temanI vANI kharI ke kalama cAlI te boghAmRta athavA patrasughA Adi graMthorUpe pracalita thaI. te boghAmRta athavA patro AdimAM aneka AtmahitakArI sAmagrI upalabdha che. chatAM prAthamika bhUmikAmAM zraddhAvAna mumukSune mokSamArgamAM vizeSa upayogI thAya evA viSayono atre ullekha karIe chIe. te te viSayo saMbaMdhI temaNe kyAM kyAM zuM jaNAvyuM che te sarvamAMthI mukhya bhAga ekatrita karI atre mUkavA prayAsa karyo che. jethI teozrIno te te viSayo saMbaMdhI aMtaraMga abhiprAya jANavA maLe tathA mumukSune te te viSayonI mArmikatA lakSagata thAya. temAM nimnokta viSayo hAtha dharyA che : paramakRpALudeva pratyenI paramabhakti, nityaniyamanA traNa pATha viSe, smaraNa -maMtranuM adbhuta mAhAbhya, sAta vyasana ane sAta abhakSya viSe, satparuSanI AjJA, satsaMga e sarva sukhanuM mULa tathA samAdhimaraNa poSaka alaukika tIrtha zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa. have yathAkrama eka eka viSayanuM atre avalokana karIe. 133

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paramakRpALudeva pratyenI paramabhakti (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI likhita patrasuthA'mAMthI) paramagurunA darzana durlabha satya mokSamArgane pragaTAvanAra paramakRpALudeva darzana durlabha bhAI, paramaguru darzana durlabha bhAI, paramakRpALudevano parama upakAra jema jema temanAM vacano sAcI rAja sagAI, jagata guru darzana durlabha bhAI, vAraMvAra vaMcAya che tema tema vizeSa vizeSa sphare che. evA deva, guru ne gharma, traNemAM gurupadanI ja vaDAI, apavAdarUpa mahApuruSe "mokSamArga bahu lopa" thayelo te "bhAkhyo sAcA guru samajAve sAcA deva, gharma sukhadAI. jagata 1 atra agopya" pragaTa karyo. enA yogabaLe aneka jIvo satya mokSamArgane karyo mokaLo e sadgacaturAI, mArga tarapha vaLyA, vaLe che ane vaLaze. ApaNAM paNa mahAbhAgya dekhatabhUlI dUra karAvI samyaka draSTi lagAI. jagata-2 ke tevA puruSanAM vacano para vizvAsa, prema, pratIti thavAthI temanA kalimalamAMthI karuNA karIne kADhyo e ja bhalAI, paNa AlaMbana sadA raho e, dUra karo nabaLAI. jagata-3 hRdayamAM rahelI anupama anukaMpAne yogya temanI AjJA vaDe ApaNo AtmoddhAra karavA prerAyA chIe. (pa.pU.481) (patrasuthA pR.29) zuddha caitanyaghana, parama paramakRpALudeva pratye gurubuddhi rAkhI ApaNe badhA jyoti, pragaTa puruSottama, kRtakRtya satsaMgI mokSamArganA pathika chIe, eka ja mArge ekaThA thayA chIe, prabhu, divya locanadAtA, kSAyakasamyatvanA svAmI, parama puruSArthI saMsAra duHkhathI chUTavAnA kAmI chIe. paramAtmA prabhu zrImad rAjacaMdra (5.pR.481) hRdayezvarane namonamaH sarvoparI upakAra he paramakRpALu, parama paramakRpALudevano AlaMbanadAtA, vItarAga prabhu! Apa A jIvanamAM koIe ApaNA upara to sarvajJa ane A sevakanA aMtaranA mahad upakAra karyo hoya temAM sarvoparI bhAvo apragaTa paNa saMpUrNapaNe sarva paramakRpALudeva zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhuno prakAre jANanAra cho. (pa.pR.18) che. tenI niSkAraNa karuNAne niraMtara ekane bhajatAM stavavAmAM paNa AtmasvabhAva pragaTe anaMta jJAnIonI bhajanA che. enA apUrva vacanane hRdayamAM eka sapuruSa ke jJAnIne bhajatA sarva anaMta jJAnIo utAranArane nirvANamArganI prApti thAya che. AvuM aciMtya mAhAbhya bhajAya chejI....gharma kahe AtmasvabhAvaE, e sanmatakI Teka." kI 2 - : jenuM che evA niHspRhI mahAtmAnuM zaraNa ApaNane maLyuM che te jo parama gharma e paramAtmapadaprAti che; tenuM kAraNa puruSamAM ja maraNa sudhI TakAvI rAkhI tene Azraye A deha chUTe to jIva paramezvarabuddhi-zraddhA thavI te chejI; sarva doSono nAza karavAno samAdhimaraNa pAme. (5.pU.604) mAthe maraNa che tenI taiyArI te ja upAya chejI. (5.pR.262) paramakRpALudevane zaraNe kartavya chejI. bIjuM have zoghavuM to che nahIM. bIjethI paramakRpALudevanAM vacanAmRta jevI ke AtmahitakArI paramakRpALudevano apAra upakAra che ke A kaLikALamAM madada maLe tema jaNAtuM nathI. - (pa.pR.703) ApaNA jevA abugha janone uttama adhyAtma mArga saraLapaNe sugamatAthI samajAya tema gujarAtI bhASAmAM saMpUrNapaNe pragaTa : paramakRpALudeva sivAya kyAMya mana rokavA jevuM nathI karyo che. (pa.pU.423) paramakRpALudeva jevA A kALamAM koI najare AvatA paramakRpALu deva jenA hRdayamAM vasyA che, paramakRpALa nathI. te sivAya kyAMya mana rokavA jevuM nathI ema mane lAge deva pratye jemane pUjyabhAva thayo che, paramakRpALudevanA je je che. bIjI vastuomAM mana rAkhIne jIve paribhramaNa anaMtakALa guNagrAma kare che tathA temanA pratye jemane adveSabhAva che te sarva : sughI karyuM. have to satInI peThe e eka ja grahaNa karavA yogya bhavya jIvo prazaMsApAtra chejI. (pa.pU.423) chejI. vRttino vyabhicAra e ja karmabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. (pa.pU.736) 135

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nityaniyamanA traNa pATha viSe (boghAmRta bhAga-1 mAMthI) traNa pATha vizvAsa rAkhI bole traNa pAThanI nityaniyama viSenI AjJA pramANe roja huM to jJAna pragaTe bhakti karIza' evI bhAvanA karazojI. ane roja 5.u.prabhuzrIjIe Akhara vakhate koI saMtanI AjJAe ATaluM huM karuM chuM e vIsa doharA, yamaniyama, kSamApanA e bhAva rAkhI divasamAM eka be traNa jeTalI traNe nityaniyama tarIke dararoja bhAva vakhata bane teTalI vakhata bhakti karyA pUrvaka bolavA jaNAvyuM che. ATaluM jo karavA bhalAmaNa chejI. (pR.150) vizvAsa rAkhI karavAmAM Ave to nityaniyama jJAna pragaTa thaI jAya tevuM che. kAMI prANanI peThe sAcavavA yogya zAstro jANanAra paMDitono mokSa nityaniyama prANanI peThe thAya ane abhaNano na thAya tevuM sAcavavA yogya chejI. sapuruSanI nathI. zraddhApUrvaka AjJAnuM ArAghana rUbarUmAM je vacana ke Teka aMgIkAra karavAthI badhuM thAya che. (pR.9) karI hoya te na cukAya eTaluM mAhAbhya vIsa doharA' che te mumukSunA hRdayamAM rahevuM joIe. hAthInA bhAvapUrvaka bolAya to baghA doSo kSaya dAMta bahAra nIkaLyA te nIkaLyA, pAchA thaI AtmA nirmaLa thaI jAya tema che. pese nahIM tema sajjananuM vacana phare nahIM. jJAnIpuruSanAM vacano moDhe bolI jaIe paNa durjananuM vacana, kAcabAnI Doka ghaDImAM bahAra vicAra na Ave to zuM kAmanuM? jemake, "he ne ghaDImAM pAchI kheMce tenA jevuM, "abI bolyA bhagavAna, huM bahu bhUlI gayo." zuM bhUlI gayo? abI phoka' thaI jAya tevuM hoya che, mATe have kadI eno vicAra Ave to jJAnIpuruSone AgaLa zuM jaNAvavuM che teno lakSa thAya. pachI tarata ja ema jaNAvyuM che ke "meM tamArAM nityaniyama na cukAya tevI kALajI rAkhavA bhalAmaNa chejI. amUlya vacanane lakSamAM lIdhA nahIM." (pR.20) (pR.328) mana sthira karI maMtra karavo bane teTalI sapuruSanI AjJA ArAghavI vIsa doharA' bolatI vakhate mana bahAra pharatuM hoya to vIsa doharA, kSamApanAno pATha, yamaniyama, maMtranI bolavuM baMdha karavuM. pharIthI mana sthira karIne bolavuM. gharma na kare ke amuka niyama pramANe mALA gaNavI, AlocanAdi je je ane gharma gaNAve to te daMbha che. sAcuM karavAnuM che. mana sthira nityaniyama karatA hoIe te niyama sthaLa badalAtAM ke navA karIne te karavuM.jeTalo AtmA joDAya teTalo lAbha che. na bane asaMskArI jIvo sAthe vasavAnuM bane tyAM lokalAja Adi kAraNe to khoTAne khoTuM mAnavuM. mAre sAruM karavuM che ane sAcuM mAnavuM che paDI na mUkavo; paraMtu vizeSa baLa rAkhIne tathA te ja AdhAre ema rAkhavuM. (pR.129) ApaNuM jIvana sudhAravAnuM che ema mAnIne, gupta rIte paNa dararoja boghAmRta bhAga-3 (patrasuthA) mAMthI udbhata : karyA vinA rahevuM nahIM; ane loko 'bhagata" evA upanAma pADe ApaNe citrapaTanA darzana karI vIsa doharA, yamaniyama, tethI DarIne ke zaramAIne, karatA hoIe te pratye abhAva na kSamApanA vAraMvAra bolavA ane "sahajAnmasvarUpa paramaguru"nuM ? lAvavo; paraMtu vicAravuM ke te lokone sasturuSano yoga thayo nathI, vAraMvAra smaraNa karavuM. (5.pR.176) te temanA kamanasIba che ane gharmanI kALajI nathI rAkhatA tethI "he prabhu, he prabhu, zuM kahyuM? dInAnAtha dayALa" e vIsa ! karma vaghAryA kare che... doharArUpa bhakti rahasya ane "yamaniyama saMyama Apa kiyo" ApaNe ApaNA AtmAno uddhAra karavA sapuruSanI tathA "kSamApanA"no pATha paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa pratye vinaya : bane teTalI AjJAnuM ArAdhana karatA rahevAnI jarUra chejI. namaskAra karI "he bhagavAna, ApanI AjJAthI saMte kahelI A : (pR.349) 136

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smaraNa-maMtranuM adbhuta mAhAtmya "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" (brahmacArI likhita patrasudhA'mAMthI) paramapreme maMtra ArAdhanathI jIvana saphaLa anaMtakRpA karI paramakRpALudeve jaNAvelo maMtra A kalikAlamAM ApaNane saMtanI kRpAthI maLyo che te ApaNAM mahAbhAgya che. jema koI kUvAmAM paDI jAya ane tenA hAthamAM koI sAMkaLa ke doraDuM AvI jAya tA te DUbI jato nathI, tema maMtranuM smaraNa TheTha maraNa sudhI avalaMbanarUpa che. satpuruSanuM eka paNa vacana jo hradayamAM parama premathI dhAraNa thAya to A manuSyajanma saphala thaI jAya. ane tenI gati sudharI jAya evuM tenuM mAhAtmya che. (pa.pU.70)smaraNamaMtra che tenI upAsanA ullAsabhAve, duHkhanA vakhatamAM ane pachI paNa vAraMvAra karatA rahevAnuM na cUkavuM. haratAM, pharatAM, besatAM, UThatAM, maMtramAM vRtti rahe tevI Teva pADI mUkavA yogya che. te maraNa vakhate jIvane mitranI garaja sAraze. eTaluM ja nahIM, paNa sadgurunuM ApeluM e amUlya vacana sadguru samAna ja che. (pa.pR.103) sau prathama paramakRpALudeve pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIne A maMtra Apyo paramakRpALudeva rALaja padhArelA te vakhate pa.u.pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIne paramakRpALudeva pratye jevo darzanano bhAva hato te darzana na thayAM paNa teozrInI AjJA mAthe caDAvI rALajanA sImADAthI khaMbhAta darzana karyA vinA AMkhamAM AMsu sahita pAchA padhAryA. te premanI yAdI ApI bIje divase pU.sobhAgabhAIne khaMbhAta mokalyA hatA. ane maMtra pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIne jannAvavA AjJA karI hatI. te ja maMtra Aje mane maLe che te mArAM mahAbhAgya che. (pR. 107) moDhAne to maMtranuM kAma soMpI mukavuM koI kahe ke vAraMvAra maMtra bola bola kare to khoTuM dekhAya, koIne game na game, mATe bola bola karavuM ThIka nahIM, paNa tevI vAta manamAM ANI pramAda sevavA yogya nathI. bhalene koI kahe e to gAMDIo thaI gayo che, gAMDo gaNe to paNa te lata mUkavA yogya nathI. moDhAne to maMtranuM kAma soMpI mUkyuM hoya to mana paNa jarA navaruM paDe tyAre moDhAthI maMtra bolAto hoya temAM lakSa rAkhe. bhale mana bIje hoya ane moDhuM maMtra bolAto hoya to paNa kaMI na karavA karatAM puruSArtha sAro che. (5.pR.113) mahAmaMtranuM AtmadAna thayuM che, ane jIva te zraddhAne baLavAna banAvI rAtadivasa te smaraNamAM citta rAkhavAnI Teva pADe to mokSa paNa sulabha thAya 137 tevA mahAmaMtrano lAbha jene thayo che tevA jIve have gabharAvA jevuM jagatamAM kazuM cittamAM gaNavuM ghaTe nahIM. (pa.pU.174) maMtra ApIe te AtmA ja ApIe chIe paramakRpAvaMta pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe maMtra AdinI AjJA, paramapuruSa dvArA prApta jaNAvI te maMtranuM eTaluM badhuM mAhAtmya teo kahetA ke 'AtmA ja ApIe chIe' davA vAparIne jema rogano nAza karIe chIe tema te maMtranuM ekAgra cittathI, saMsArane vIsarI jaI temAM tanmayatA rAkhI tenuM ArAdhana karavAthI janmamaraNano nAza thAya tevuM baLavAna sAmarthya temAM che; to bhavaroga nAza karavA, jeTalI ApaNAmAM zakti che teTalI bathI te AjJA uThAvavAmAM vAparavI ghaTe che. (pR.18) ja ....AjathI mArA AtmAne paramakRpALudevanA zaraNamAM soMpuM chuM. ane teNe jaNAvelo maMtra e ja mIMDhaLane nADuM lagnane vakhate hAthe bAMdhe che tema mArA hRdayamAM havethI rAkhIza ane te parama puruSamAM vizvAsathI ja have huM sanAtha chuM, enuM mAre zaraNa che, to maraNathI paNa mAre DaravAnuM nathI. (5.pR.218) ja manane navaruM na rAkhatAM maMtramAM parovavuM viSaya-kaSAya pajave tyAre raDavuM te kaMI upAya nathI. paNa jJAnI puruSanI AjJArUpa lAkaDI saMbhArI temAM hRdayane joDI devuM eTale viSaya kUtarAM turta nAsI jaze, kheda karavArUpa raDavAthI te khase tema nathI, karma prArthanA sAMbhaLe tevAM nathI, te to zarama vagaranAM che. mATe jJAnInI AjJA maMtra-smaraNa, bhakti vageremAM citta vadhAre rAkhavAthI viSayonI baLatarAmAM pesavAno tene vakhata nahIM maLe. kAM to kAma ke kAM to smaraNa Adi ema manane navaruM na rAkhavuM. (pa.pR.277) dararoja cALIsa ke pacAsa mALAnA krama sudhI pahoMco ekAMtano vakhata maLe teTalo smaraNa eTale mALA gaNavAmAM kADhavo. keTalI roja mALA phare che teno hisAba paNa rAkhavo. AMgaLI para veDhAM che te gaNatA rahevAthI saMkhyAnI gajhatarI thaze. temAM da22oja thoDo thoDo vadhAro karatAM rahevuM. ane dararoja cALIsa ke pacAsa mALA pheravavAnA krama sudhI pahoMco tyAre kema mana rahe che, mALAno krama vadhAravA vRtti rahe che ke kaMTALo AvavA tarapha mana vaLe che, te patrathI jaNAvavA bhalAmaNa chejI, bane to rAtre paNa jAgI javAya tyAre mALA laIne besavuM, UbhA rahIne mALA gaNavI ke pharatAM pharatAM paNa gaNavI; paNa UMgha ochI thatI jAya ane mALAno krama vadhato jAya tema dhoDe thoDe roja vadhAratA rahevAnI jarUra che. (pa.pU. 339)

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mALA pheravatAM guNa pragaTAvavAnI bhAvanA kartavya maMtranI dhUna maraNa vakhate have smaraNa keTalI mALAnuM thAya che tenI gaNatarI rAkhavA 5.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe deha chUTatAM pahelAM ghaNA vakhata bhalAmaNa chejI. mALA na rAkho to AMgaLInA veDhAthI paNa agAu kahI mUkeluM ke evo vakhata Ave tyAre bIjI badhI vAto, gaNatarI karatA rahI roja keTalI mALA thAya che tenI vAcana vagere baMdha karI "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" maMtranI noMgha khAnagI noTamAM roja rAkhavI. tethI vadhe che, dhUnathI Akho oraDo gAjI UThe tevuM vAtAvaraNa ghaTe che ke teTalI ja mALA thayA kare che te samajAze. karI mUkavuM; ane deha chUTI gayo che ema khabara paDe mALAnI zarUAtathI aMta sudhI pUrI mALA to paNa thoDI vAra temaja karyA karavuM. (5.pR.456) pheravavAno avakAza hoya tyAre lakSa smaraNa paramakRpALudevanI kRpAthI je maMtranI prApti thaI uparAMta eka doSa dUra karavAnA nizcayano ke ekAda che, te sarva prasaMgamAM cittanI zAMti rAkhavAnuM guNa pragaTa karavAnI bhAvanAno rAkhavo, jema ke sarvottama rAmabANa auSadha chejI. tenuM vismaraNa thAya atyAre be-pAMca miniTa avakAza che, to jarUra eka che, teTalA kaSAyaklezathI AtmA saMtApa pAme che. be mALA pheravAze. ema lAge tyAre pahelI mALAmAM krogha (pa.pU.474) maMtrasmaraNa telanI ghAra peThe atUTa rahyA kare tevo dara karavAno eTale koI paNa prANI pratye krotha karavo nathI, prANa puruSArtha jIva jo hAthamAM le, Adare to kaMI ne kaMI te dizAmAM karI levA koI atyAre Ave tenA pratye paNa krotha karavo nathI evo paNa zake. smaraNamAM nathI vidvatA joItI, nathI baLa vAparavuM nizcaya ke kSamA guNa pragaTa karavo che evI bhAvanA rAkhavI. paDatuM, nathI kaLA kuzaLatA joItI ke nathI ghana kharacavuM paDatuM; paNa ......bIjI mALA pheravatAM mAna dura karI vinayaguNa mAtra chUTavAnI ghagaza lAgavI joIe. (5.pR.476). vaghAravAnA prayatnamAM jarUra paDye rokavuM. trIjImAM mAyA tajI ! paramakRpALudeve ApelA maMtranuM smaraNa karatAM karatAM saraLatA ghAraNa karavA, cothImAM lobha ghaTADI saMtoSa vaghAravA paramakRpALudevanI dazA pAmavA have to jIvavuM che. (5.pR.509) manane vALavuM. (5.pR.401) maMtramAM, navakAra vagere aneka maMtrono samAveza pratidina chatrIsa mALAno kramA temanI hAla atyaMta icchA hoya to "sahajAtmasvarUpa covIsa kalAkamAMthI game tyAre anukULa vakhate nitya paramaguru" maMtra paNa jaNAvazo ane temAM navakAra vagere aneka niyama-vIsa dohA, yamaniyama, kSamApanAno pATha-ATaluM ekacitte maMtrono samAveza thaI jAya che. maraNa vakhate e maMtramAM citta karI levuM. pachI mALA dvArA maMtranuM smaraNa karavAmAM paNa amuka rAkhI kyAya Asakti nahIM vAmAM paNa amuka rAkhI kyAMya Asakti nahIM rAkho ane sadguru paramakRpALudeve mALA ane ochAmAM ochI eka mALA to nirvidhra purI thAya jANyo che, anubhavyo che, te AtmA mane prApta ho e ja bhAvanAthI tevI Teka rAkhavI. jo chatrIsa mALAno krama rAkhyo hoya ane maraNa karanArane samAdhimaraNa prApta thAya che, ema zrI laghurAja Asana bahu vAra badalavAnI jarUra na paDatI hoya to temAM paNa svAmIe jaNAveluM tamane jaNAvyuM che. (pa.pR.516) potAnI zakti 18 mALA sAthe lagI eka Asane pheravavAnI rahe to Asana- pramANe mALAno niyama rAkhavo, paNa eka mALA to ochAmAM ochI : karavI ghaTe. mALA vinA paNa smaraNamAM bane teTaluM citta rAkhavAthI jayarUpa guNa thavA saMbhava chejI. A badhuM utAvaLa karI karavuM gharmadhyAna thAya chejI. je AjJA maLI che tene AdhAre je nathI, paNa krame krame karI zakAze. (5.pR.403) puruSArtha thAya che te gharmadhyAnanuM kAraNa che). (pa.pR.529) maMtra haMmeza jIbhe raTAyA kare evI AjJA zuM sarva doSa nAzano upAya maMtra janma-maraNa chUTe evuM satsAghana paramakRpALudevanI - sarva doSanA nAzano upAya maMtra che. temAM vAraMvAra vRtti kRpAthI A bhavamAM maLyuM che. to haratAM, pharatAM, kAma karatAM, rahe, ekatAra temAM lakSa rahe, tevI bhAvanA kartavya chejI. (pa.pR.575) rAMdhatA, sIMdhatA, jAgatAM hoIe tyAM sudhI paramapuruSanI prasAdIrUpa : maMtramAM mana ahorAtra rahe tevI chevaTe goThavaNa thAya to maMtranuM smaraNa cAlu ja jIbhe raTAyA kare evI Teva pADI mUkI hoya jarUra kartavya chejI. potAnAthI na bolAya to je sevAmAM hoya teNe to kevI kamANI thayA kare! phikara, ciMtA, krogha, arati, kleza, "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru"e maMtra daradInA kAnamAM paDyA kare kaMkAsa, zoka, duHkha baghA ArtadhyAnanAM kAraNo kUtarAM lAkaDI , teTalA utAvaLA avAje bolyA karavA yogya che. (pa.pU.636) dekhI nAsI jAya tema ekadama dUra thaI jAya. (5.pR.446) 138

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smaraNa niraMtara rahe evI Teva pADI mUkI hoya to te : smaraNa bhalAya nahIM evI Teva pADavAnI jarUra duHkhanA vakhatamAM ArtadhyAna na thavA de ane sukhanA vakhatamAM "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" emAM pAMca parameSThI AvI mAna, lobha, zAtAnI icchA vaghavA na de. (5.pU.470) jAya che. hAlatAM, cAlatAM, kAma karatAM maMtrano jApa karyA maMtravaDe eka seMkaDano paNa sadupayoga karavo. enI raTanA lagAvavAnI jarUra che. kAma to hAtha smaraNa maMtra atyaMta Atmahita karanAra che. eka [pagathI karavAnuM che paNa jIbha to navarI che ne? smaraNa seMkaDano paNa sadupayoga karavAnuM te sAdhana che. paramakRpALudeve bhUlAya nahIM evI Teva pADavAnI jarUra che. smaraNanI Teva jAmyo che tevo AtmA te maMtramAM temaNe jaNAvyo che. (pR.694) pADI hoya to maraNa vakhate yAda Ave ane samAdhimaraNa maMtranuM smaraNa karavuM. e mUMjhavaNanA vakhatamAM davA samAna che. zuM thaI jAya evuM che. bo.bhA.1 (pR. 121) (pa.pU.700) kRpALudeva upara prema karavAno che. maMtra smaratAM mana smaraNa svarUpa-ciMtavana gaNAya? uttaramAM jaNAvavAnuM ke kapALadevamAM parovavuM to AnaMda Ave. maMtranA guNo sAMbhare to jenI jeTalI yogyatA te pramANe te zabda pariName che. pApathI to mana bIje na jAya. tenA vicAra rahe to zAMti rahe. bo.bhA.1(pR.134) jIva jarUra chUTe ne puNyabaMgha kare. paNa svarUpanuM bhAna thayuM hoya maMtra parabhavamAM sAthe Ave tene svarUpa-ciMtavanarUpa ke sthiratAnuM kAraNa thAya ane svarUpanuM maMtra che te jevI tevI vastu nathI. e bIja kahevAya che. bhAna thavAnuM paNa smaraNa kAraNa thAya. (5.pR.708) : emAMthI vRkSa thAya. vaDanuM bIja jema nAnuM hoya, to paNa temAMthI maMtra, nizcaya naye potAnuM ja svarUpa moTo vaDa thAya che, tema A maMtra che. enI ArAdhanA kare to smaraNa che te mAtra kapALadevanuM svarUpa ja che. ane AtmAnA guNo pragaTe, eka samyakdarzana pragaTe to badhA guNa nizcayanaye potAnuM svarUpa paNa te ja che. mATe smaraNamAM citta pragaTe. "sarva guNAMza te samyakatva" (95) parabhavamAM A sAthe rAkhI AtmabhAvanA bhAvavA bhalAmaNa chejI. (pa.pR.769) Ave evuM che. atyAre to jeTaluM karavuM hoya teTaluM thAya. ATalI maMtranuM smaraNa rAta divasa rahyA kare tevo puruSArtha karavA sAmagrI pharI na maLe. zuM karavA Avyo che? zuM kare che? gharmanA keDa bAMthI taiyAra thaI javuM ke jethI ahIM AvavAnuM bane to paNa kAmamAM DhIla na karavI, karI levuM. o.bhA.1 (pR.211) bIjI ADI avaLI vAtomAM ApaNuM kiMmatI jIvana vahyuM na jAya. sarva karmamaLathI rahita te sahajAnmasvarUpa e ja eka raTaNa rAkhyA karavuM ghaTe che jI. (pa.pR.784) mumukSu-sahajAtmasvarUpa eTale zuM? boghAmRta bhAga-1 mAMthI udgataH pUjyazrI-AtmasvarUpa jevuM che tevuM. potAnA svabhAvamAM smaraNa e saMsAra samudrathI tAranAra rahevuM athavA karmamalarahita je svarUpa te sahajAtmasvarUpa. jema sphaTikaratna, anya padArthanA saMyoge lIlo, pILo, lAla Adi smaraNa'e abhuta vastu che. svarUpa prApti karAvanAra jevo saMyoga thAya tevo dekhAya che; te tenuM sahaja svarUpa nathI, tathA svarUpamAM sthiratA karAvanAra che. Akho divasa tenuM raTaNa paNa jyAre ekalo nirmaLa sphaTika rahe tyAre te tenuM sahajasvarUpa karavAmAM AvatuM hoya to paNa nityaniyamanI mALA gaNavAnI cUkavI nahIM. jene amUlya samayanI kSaNa paNa nakAmI na javA devI che. bo.bhA.1 (pR.262) smaraNanuM vadhAre jora rAkhavuM. smaraNa haratAM pharatAM paNa hoya tene mATe 'smaraNa" e apUve vastu che. kUvAmAM paDelA DUbatA mANasanA hAthamAM doraDuM Ave to te DUbe nahIM, tema "smaraNa'e karavuM. o.bhA.1 (pR.262) maMtrathI maMtrAI javuM, pArakA bola bhUlI saMsAra samudramAMthI tAranAra vastu che. bo.bhA.1 (pR.21) jJAnInA bolamAM citta rAkhavuM. jagatanA kAmonuM game tema thAo, ApaNane je smaraNa maLyuM che te yAda na karIe ane paNa ApaNe to kRpALudevanuM je kahevuM che temAM ja rahevuM che. prabhuzrIjI pachI kahIe ke saMkalpavikalpa bahu Ave che to e bhUla potAnI kahetA ke gAMDA thaI javuM, smaraNamAM rahevuM. -bo.bhA.1 (pR.263) che. mATe haMmezAM smaraNa yAda rAkhavuM. kAma karatAM paNa smaraNa maMtrathI maMtrAI javuM karavuM, kAma pUruM thaye paNa smaraNa karavuM. bo.bhA.1 (pR.40) : "maMtra maMtro, smaraNa karato, kALa kADhe have A, smaraNa na bhUlAya tevo lakSa rAkhavo. zAtA azAtAmAM jyAM tyAM jovuM parabhaNI baeNlI, bola bhUluM parAyA; ke game tyAre e na bhUlavuM. zAstro karatAM smaraNamAM vadhAre vRtti AtmA mATe oNvana jIMvavuM, lakSa rAkhI sadAe, rAkhavI. bo.bhA.1 (pR.69) pAmuM sAco jIMvana-palaTo mokSamArgI thavAne." -pU. zrI brahmacArIjI 139

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vaya pitaLanoya LiyA umara aMjIra che, mATe tenuM sevana karavuM nahIM. lokomAM paNa niMdya che mATe teno tyAga karavo. (bo.bhA.1 pR.9) sAta vyasana, sAta abhakSyano prabhu sAkSIe tyAga kartavyA A sAta vyasana; ane (1) vaDanA TeTA (2) pIpaLanA TeTA (3) pIMpaLAnA TeTA (4) umaraDAM, (5) aMjIra, (6) matha, (7) mAkhaNa-A sAta abhakSya--A sapuruSanI-paramakapALadevanI sAkSIe jiMdagI paryata tajavA yogya pa.u.5.pU. prabhuzrIe dareka mumukSu jIvane jaNAvela che. (5.pR.329) sAta vyasana ane sAta abhakSya vastuomAMthI jIvatA sudhI jeTalAno tyAga thaI zake teTalo tyAga hRdayamAM vicArI sAta vyasana ane sAta abhakSya viSe huM tenI AjathI pratijJA lauM chuM evo draDha nirNaya kartavya chejI. kemake pApanA paMthathI pAchA haThyA sivAya sanmArgamAM sthiratA ( pU.zrI brahmacArIjI likhita "patrasughA" tathA "boghAmRta bhAga-1' mAMthI ) : thatI nathIjI. (pa.pR.234) 5..5.pU.prabhuzrIjIe jaNAvyuM che ke paramakRpALudevanI sAkSIe sAta vyasanano tyAga karavA yogya che. (pa.pR.217) eka maghanA TIpAmAM sadAcaraNa vagara badhuM nakAmA jevuM sAta gAma bALavA karatAM vizeSa pApa AjJA ArAghana yogya thavA mATe sadAcaraNa sevavAnI tame maghanI davA pUratI chUTa rAkhavA patramAM lakho cho, jarUra che. te na hoya to badhuM nakAmA jevuM che. mATe prathama sAta paNa sAta abhakSyamAM vadhAremAM vadhAre pApavALuM e magha chejI. vyasananA tyAganI jarUra che tathA pAMca abhakSya phaLa ane magha, maghamAkhI phula uparathI rasa cUsI madhapUDAmAM jaI pUMThathI chere che mAkhaNa tyAgavA yogya che. (bo.bhA.-1 pR.9) eTale magha e mAkhInI viSkArUpa che. temAM niraMtara viSThAnI peThe prathama sAta vyasana tyAganI jarUra jIvo utpanna thayA kare che. eka TIpuM magha cAkhe tene sAta gAma (1) jugAra - lobha mahA kharAba che. jo te chUTe to bALatAM jeTalAM mANasa, bALaka, pazu, jaMtuo marI jAya tethI ghaNo ja lAbha thAya ema che. ekadama paisAdAra thaI javAnI vaghAre pApa lAge che....khAMDanI cAsaNI mane badale vaparAya kAmanAe karI saTTA, loTarI vagere karavAM nahIM. (jugAra meLAmAM che, ane lagabhaga sarakho ja guNa kare che....AtmAne maLatyAgathI loTarI, AMkapharaka, resa vageremAM zarata na lagAvavI.) (2-3) : ghaNA pApanA bojAmAMthI bacAvI zakAya eTalA mATe lakhyuM che. mAMsa-dArU tyAgavA yogya che. (4) corI corI karIne turata (pa.pR. 694) paisA Ave te sAruM lAge che, paNa jenuM pariNAma kharAba Ave te maghamAM bahu doSa che. sAta gAma bALI nAkhe ane jeTaluM duHkhadAyaka che ema samajI koIne pUchyA sivAya zAka jevI vastu pApa lAge tethI vadhAre pApa eka maghanuM TIpuM cAkhavAthI lAge paNa na levI. lAkha rUpiyAnI kiMmatI cIja rastAmAM paDI hoya te chejI. pUrve pApa karelAM tene lIdhe mAMdagI Ave che. ane pharI magha paNa levI nahIM. "e tyAgavA siddhAMta ke pazcAtaduHkha te sukha khAIne pApa kare to vadhAre mAMdagI AgalA bhavamAM Ave, mATe nahIM." jenuM pariNAma duHkhadAyaka che te kAma kadI karavuM nahIM, ema maghano tyAga na karyo hoya to AjathI tyAga karavo ghaTe chejI. kRpALudeve kahyuM che. (5) zikAra-koI paNa jIvane irAdApUrvaka : evuM pApa karavAnI AjJA hoya nahIM. (5.pR.711) mAravo nahIM. ghaNA mANasone evI Teva hoya che ke mAMkaDa, macchara, - paramakRpALudeve jaNAvelo je mArga tene vidhdha karanAra cAMcaDa vagerene irAdApUrvaka mArI nAkhe che, paNa tema karavuM nahIM. sAta vyasana che...gharmano pAyo nIti che tethI ja sAta vyasanano cUlo saLagAvatAM paNa lAkaDAM khaMkherIne nAkhavAM jethI jIva hoya tyAga, maMtra letAM pahelAM levAno hoya che. (5.pR.669) te marI jAya nahIM. jU-lIkha mAravI nahIM. (6) parastrI ane (7) : vezyAgamana-A vyasanothI A loka ane paraloka banne bagaDe 140

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satpaSanI AjJA prabhuzrIjInA vakhatamAM A vaMcAtuM hatuM, te vakhate A vAkya AvyuM tyAre prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM ke, "AvuM ughADuM, phUla jevuM (boghAmRta bhAga-1,2,3 mAMthI) kahyuM, e paNa na samajAya to agyAramuM Azcarya che. jJAnInI eka AjJA ArAghavAthI tIrthaMkara pada prApti (bo.bhA.2 pR.46) sapuruSanI AjJA e ja kharo mArga che....bhIle eka AtmajJAnI gurunI AjJAe vartavAthI mokSA mAre kAgaDAnuM mAMsa nathI khAvuM' eTalI ja AjJA ArAdhI, sUyagaDAMgamAM 'gurune AghAre - AjJAe vartatA mokSa jethI karIne te deva thayo. pachI zreNika rAjA thayo. anAthI muni thAya che. (bo.bhA.2 pR.117) maLyA tyAre samakita pAmyo ane mahAvIra bhagavAna maLyA tyAre jJAnInI AjJAe mokSa che. prabhuzrIjI kahetA ke ame kSAyika samati thayuM ane tIrthakara gotra bAMdhyuM. (bo.bhA.1 pR.51) khIlI khAlI karavAnuM kahyuM hoya te mumukSu kare to paNa eno mokSa mumukSu-jyAM sudhI svarUpa na jANyuM hoya tyAM sudhI zAmAM thAya. mAhAbhya to jJAnInI AjJAnuM che. sAcA puruSanI AjJAno rahevuM? pUjyazrI-jJAnI puruSanI AjJAmAM rahevuM. (bo.bhA.1 pR.156) ArAghaka hoya to be ghaDImAMya kevaLajJAna thAya. (bo.2 pR.145) jJAnInI AjJA laIne akhaMDapaNe pALe, evA jIvo pUrve pUjyazrI-jJAnInI AjJA mukhyapaNe to AtmAmAM ja hatA. paNa AjanA jIvone to kRpALudeva kahe che ke AjJA karavI : rahevAnI che. AtmAmAM na rahevAya tyAre jJAnInI AjJAe te bhayaMkara che. "jyAM suthI AtmA sudraDha pratijJAthI varte AtmAno lakSa rAkhIne samitimAM vartavuM paDe to pravartavuM. nahIM tyAM sughI AjJA karavI bhayaMkara che." (bo.bhA.1 (bo.bhA.2 pR.333) pR.201) huM koIne "AjJA' karato nathI. jJAnInI 'AjJA' rAga dveSa na karavA e mukhya AjJA kahI batAvuM kharo. ane je tenI AjJA' uThAve jJAnInI AjJAthI jIvanuM kalyANa tenuM kalyANa thAya. thAya che....koI mahApuNyanA yoge AjJA maLe ...." impo sAII tavo" evuM ane tene jhUraNA sahita ArAdhe to jIva chUTe, AcArAMgajInuM pharamAna che. mATe je "sapuruSanI nahIM to chUTe evo nathI...kharI AjJA to AjJA'ApaNane prApta thaI che, te to maraNa prasaMge rAgadveSa na karavAnI che. vibhAvathI chUTI svabhAvamAM paNa cUkavA yogya nathI. (bo.bhA.3 pR.434) AvavuM e ja jJAnInI AjJA che. (bo.bhA.1 pR.303) AjJA meLavavAnA traNa prakAra jJAnInI AjJA oLaMgIne kaMI karavuM nathI. jJAnI pratyakSa traNa bAbata tame je lakhI jaNAvI tenuM spaSTIkaraNa A hoya to pUchIne kare ane pratyakSa na hoya to emanA citrapaTa AgaLa jaI A pratyakSa ja che ema jANI, he bhagavAna! ApanI ! (1) jJAnIpuruSanA svamukhe je AjJA jIvane maLe che te AjJAthI A karuM chuM ema bhAvanA karI vrata niyama vagere karavAM. eka prakAra che. (2) pratyakSa jJAnIpuruSe jene AjJA karI hoya tenI (bo.bhA.1 pR.351) jJAnInI AjJA koI paNa jIva pAme e lakSa mAraphate jIvane AjJA thAya ane (3) trIjo prakAra - pratyakSa rAkhavo. (bo.bhA.1 pR.189) jJAnI puruSa mAraphate prApta thayelI AjJA koI jIva ArAghato hoya mithyAtvane haTAvavA AjJA ane tenI pAsethI tenuM mAhAsya samajI te AjJA ArAdhakanI peThe je cAritramohane dUra karavA vItarAgatAnI jarUra : jIva, jJAnInI AjJA che ema jANI, hitakara mAnI ArAdhe che. jenI AjJA ArAghavAthI kaSAya maMda thAya, upazamabhAva : A traNe prakAra jJAnInI AjJA ArAghavA arthe che. ane traNethI Ave tevA puruSanI khoja rAkhajo. darzanamoha dUra karavA AjJAnI huM kalyANa thAya chejI. jarUra che ane cAritra moha dUra karavA upazamabhAva athavA pahelA bhedanuM draSTAMta : zrI gautama svAmI bhagavAna vItarAgabhAva joIe. (bo.bhA.2 pR.43) mahAvIra pAsethI rUbarUmAM gharma pAmyA. "zAstramAM kahelI AjJAo parokSa che ane te jIvane bIjA bhedanuM draSTAMta H bhagavAna mahAvIranA nirvANane DI thavA mATe kahI che. mokSa thavA mATe sAmInI yaza : divase zrI gautama svAmIne bhagavAne kahyuM ke amuka brAhmaNane tame AjJA ArAghavI joIe." (va.pR.263) A prakAre gharma saMbhaLAvajo. 1, " 1 1 - 1 1 : pramANe che. - 141

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trIjA bhedanuM draSTAMta H vaNAganaTavara rAjA lI ane mallI nAmanA kSatriyo (kauravapAMDavo jevA nA yuddhamAM (mahAvIra svAmInA samayamAM) ceDA mahArAjAnA pakSamAM eka vaNAganaTavara nAmano zrAvakra rAjA bhaktivALo hato. tene moTA rAjA ceDA mahArAjAno hukama thavAthI yuddhamAM UtaravAnuM hatuM. te be upavAsa karI eka divasa pAraNuM kare ane pharI be upavAsa kare evI tapasyA karato hato. pAraNAne divase hukama maLyo eTale teNe vicAryuM ke pAraNuM karIne pApa karavA javA karatAM trIjo upavAsa Aje karuM, e vicAra teNe guru AgaLa jaNAvyo, eTale gurue tene upavAsanI saMmati ApI ane jaNAvyuM ke yuddhamAM ema lAge ke have de vizeSa Take tema nathI. tyAre sArathine kahIne 2tha ekAMtamAM haMkAvI nIce UtarI jamIna upara svastha sUIne maMtranuM ArAdhana-bhakti karavI. te vAta teno sArathi sAMbhaLato hato. teNe paNa vicAryuM ke te rAjA kare ema mAre paNa Akhara vakhate karavuM. rAjAe karyuM tema sArathie paNa karyuM pachI yuddhamAM gayA. sAme laDavA AvelAe prathama ghA karavA kahyuM tyAre eNe nA pADI ke huM to mAtra bacAva karavAno chuM. tethI pelA mANase to zUravIrapaNuM batAvavA khAtara pAMca bANa rAjAne, pAMca sArathine ane pAMca pAMca bANa ghoDAone mAryA; paNa rAjA bacAva karI zakyo nahIM; ane maraNa pamADe tevAM te bAsa jANI teNe sArathine ratha eka bAjA nadI tarapha laI javA kahyuM. teNe te prakAre karyuM. tyAM jaIne UtarIne ghoDAnA bANa kADhI nAkhyAM, to te prANarahita thayAM. tevI ja potAnI dazA thaze ema jANI nadInI retImAM te rAjA suI gayo. sArathie paNa te kare tema karavA mAMDyuM. pachI te rAjAe hAtha joDI prArthanA zarU karI. te dAsane prArthanA AvaDatI nahotI, paNa evA bhAva karyo ke te bhagavAna ! huM kaMI jANato nathI, paNa A rAjA jJAnInuM kaheluM kaMI kare che ane tevuM ja mAre paNa karavuM che; paNa mane AvaDatuM nathI, paNa tene ho te mane ho. evI bhAvanA te karavA lAgyo. pachI teNe bANa potAnI chAtImAMthI kheMcI kADhyAM tema te dAse paNa karyuM. ane bannenA deha chUTI gayA. rAjA ka2tA vahelo dAsano mokSa rAjA devalokamAM gayo ane dAsanuM puNya teTaluM nahotuM tethI videha kSetramAM manuSya thayo. tyAM tene jJAnI maLyA ane mokSamArga ArAdhI te mukta thayo. hajI te rAjA to devalokamAM che. Ama bhAvanA karavAthI jIvanuM kalyANa thAya che, paNa jJAnIe jANyo che te AtmA che te arthe karavuM. (bI.bhA.3 pR.500) 142 sadgurunI AjJA uThAvI hota to mokSa thaI gayo hota jo sadgurunI AjJA A jIve koI bhavamAM uThAvI hota to A janma na hota, mokSe gayo hota. A vAta bahu UMDA UtarIne vAraMvAra vicAravA jevI che. ane bIjAM badhA sAdhano karatA jJAnIpuruSanI AjJAnuM ArAdhana e ja mokSano upAya che. e hRdayamAM dRDha karI levA yogya chejI. (bI.bhA.3 pR.562) jeNe AtmasvarUpa pragaTa anubhavyuM te pratyakSa jJAnI (1) prazna --"mokSa thavA mATe pratyakSa jJAnInI AjJA ArAdhavI joIe.'' (200) pratyakSa jJAnInI AjJA kone kahevI? ane amAre viSe te zI rIte saMbhave ? uttara--jeNe AtmasvarUpa pragaTa karI anubhavyu che te pratyakSa jJAnI che. paramakRpALudeve pragaTa AtmasvarUpa anubhavyuM che, AtmasvarUpa thayA che, pote dethArI che ke kema te temane mAMDa mAMDa vicAra kare tyAre yAda AvatuM; tevA pratyakSa jJAnInI AjJA pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIne prApta thaI, temaNe potAne je AjJAthI lAbha thayo te A kALamAM anya yogya jIvone prApta thAya te arthe temanI pAse AvyA temane te (pratyakSa puruSanI) AjJA jaNAvI ane pote na hoya tyAre yogya jIvone jaNAvavA aMta vakhate mane AjJA karI. te pratyakSa jJAnInI AzA tamane prApta thaI che, to zraddhApUrvaka ArAdhavA, apramattapaNe ArAdhavA bhalAmaNa che. (bI.bhA.3 pR.777)

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satsaMga e sarva sukhanuM mULa (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI ne "paranAmAMthI 'kSaNamapi sajjanasaMgatirekA, bhavati bhavArNavataraNe naukA' eka lava satsaMga paNa koTikarmono nAza karavA samartha che. satsaMga mATe DagalAM bharatA aDhaLaka puNya jyAM satsaMga che tyAM A bhava, parabhava bannenuM hita thAya tevo joga che. koTi karmano nAza satpuruSanA samAgame thAya che. te kamANI jevI tevI nathI. baso pAMcaso rUpiyA mATe jIva paradeza paNa cAlyo jAya, aneka jokhama kheDe ane mahenata uThAve paNa puNya vinA te pAmI zakAtuM nathI; ane satsaMga mATe jyArathI phugalAM bhare tyArathI jIvane puNya aDhaLaka baMdhAtuM jAya che. tenuM mAtra jIvane bhAna nathI, zraddhA nathI. (pa.pR. 8) satsaMga e pahelAmAM paheluM ane sahelAmAM saheluM AtmakalyANanuM kAraNa che. vizeSa zuM lakhavuM? jenuM bhaluM thavAnuM haze tene te sUjhaze ane satsaMge koI jJAnInI AjJA pAmI ArAdhIne Atmahita karI leze teno manuSyabhava saphaLa thaze e lakSamAM levA yogya chejI. (pR.559) satsaMga arthe ATalo bhava avazya gALavo "A kALamAM paramakRpALudeve paNa jene mATe vAraMvAra sphuraNA karI che ane jenuM mAhAtmya darzAvavA aneka patro lakhyA che evo eka satsaMga nAmano padArtha sarvathI pahelo niraMtara upAsavA yogya che, bhAvanA karavA yogya chejI. te sivAya niHzaMka thavAya tema nathIjI, mATe banatA prayatne game teTalA bhoge, zarIranI darakAra jatI karIne paNa satsaMga arthe ATalo bhava gALavo che. ema nirNaya thaze to jarUra tame je dhAraNA rAkho cho samAdhimaraNanI, tenuM te acUka kAraNa chejI.'' (5.pR.497) "koIno saMga karavA yogya nathI; chatAM tema na bane to satsaMga karavo, kemake te asaMga thavAnI davA che.' (pR.544) saMsA2 jhe2ne nivAravA satsaMga jaDIbuTTIrUpa saMsAra jherI nAga jevo che. mumukSu noLiyA jevo hovo joIe. tene saMsAranuM jhera jaNAya ke tarata jaDIbuTTIrUpa satsaMga seve (pa.pU.ghaTaka) 'mokSamALA'mAM pATha 24mo satsaMga viSe che. temAM kusaMgathI bacavA tathA kusaMgano tyAga karavo ghaTe che ema kahyuM che te yathArtha che. jyAM sudhI potAne yathArtha vicAra karavAnI dazA na pragaTe tyAM sudhI ghaNo vakhata satsaMgamAM gALavAno maLe to mArAM 143 ahobhAgya ema mAnI satsaMga vAraMvAra sevavA yogya che. (pa.pU.704) paramakRpALudevamAM paramaprema pragaTe ane temanAM vacano amRta tulya lAge tema saMsAraprema saMkSepavA satsaMga sarvanuM mULa che. tenI khAmI teTalI badhAmAM khAmI. (56,710) boghAmRta bhAga-1mAMthI 1 satsaMga sahelo ane pahelo karavA yogya prazna--satsaMga eTale zuM? uttara--AtmAne satya raMga caDhAve te satsaMga, ekAMtamAM besIne potAno vicAra karavo te satsaMga, uttamano sahavAsa te satsaMga, AtmA bhaNI vRtti rahevI te satsaMga. -dho.bhA.1 (pR.para) prabhuzrIjI je divase nAsikathI padhAryA te divase sAMje bodha karyo hato. temAM chevaTe kahyuM hatuM ke satsaMga karajo, satsaMga e sahelo rasto che, te pahelAM karI levAno che. satsaMgamAM potAnA doSa dekhAya, pachI kADhe. bhA.1 (pR.43)

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agAsa AzramamAM zrImad rAjacaMdranA nirvANa ardha zatAbdI mahotsavanA varaghoDAmAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA upara taDako na paDe te mATe mumukSuoe gharI rAkhela cAdara nirvANa ardha zatAbdI prasaMge pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInI derIe caityavaMdana karatAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI 144

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samAdhimaraNa-poSaka alaukika tIrtha zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsa (pU.zrI brahmacArIjI likhita 'patrasudhA'mAMthI) AzramamAM ja AyuSya gALavA yogya paramakRpALudevanuM alaukika yogabaLa ahIM varte che. jemano deha A AzramamAM chUTyo che te sarvanI devagati thaI che. parama kRpALudevanI zraddhA vadhe ane Atmahita thAya tevuM alaukika ATaluM sthaLa banyuM che. mahAbhAgyazALI haze teno deha ahIM chUTaze. jo AjIvikAnI aDacaNa na hoya to ahIM ja AyuSya gALavA yogya che. dharma, dharma ane dharmanA ja saMskAra rAtadivasa paDyA kare ema ahIM badhuM vartana che. (5.pR.77) AzramamAM roja paryuSaNa 'paryuSaNa parva bahu rUDI rIte ujavAyuM chejI. paramakRpALu devanI kRpAthI AzramamAM to roja paryuSaNa jevI ja bhakti thayA kare che.'' (pa.pR.115) ''AzramamAM jema bhakti, zAMti ane satsaMgano yoga che, tevuM bIje badhe dUra hajAreka mAIla (dakSiNanI yAtrAmAM) jaI AvyA paNa jaNAyuM nathI. paramakRpALudevanI parama niSkAraNa karUNAthI ApaNane apUrva mArga darzAvanAra paramakRpALuzrI prabhuzrIno yoga thayo che. te samAna bIjuM kyAMya jagatamAM jaNAtuM nathI.'' (pa.pR.161) AzramamAM rahI javA jevuM "AzramamAM rahI javA jevuM che. bIjI jAtrAo loko batAve temAM doravAI javuM nahIM. ane jyAM ApaNane bodhano joga hoya, citta zAMta thAya te tIrtha che.'' (pa.pR.174) "pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe jyAM cauda comAsAM karyA che, evA rAjagRhI tIrtha samAna agAsa AzramamAM Apano AvavAno vicAra che, te jANIne AnaMda thayo che.'' (pa.pR.629) prabhuzrIe dIrghadRSTithI goThavela bhaktikrama "pa.pU.prabhuzrIe je kAryakrama Azrama mATe goThavyo che te bahu dIrghadRSTi vAparI cokkasa karyo che. temAM rasa na Ave teTalI jIvane mumukSatAnI khAmI che.'' (5.pR.769)''mArA AtmAnI saMbhALa rAta divasa levAnuM bane tevuM sthaLa zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama che tyAM sadAya rahevAya tevuM kyAre banaze? tevI savAramAM UThIne roja bhAvanA karavI ane amuka mudate te bane tevuM che. ema lAge to te divasa gaNatA rahevuM. jema vaheluM bane tevI goThavaNa karatA rahevuM ghaTe chejI. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe kahyuM che ke AzramamAM jeno deha chUTaze tene samAdhimaraNa thaze. eka vakhata samAdhimaraNa thAya to mokSe jatA sudhImAM jeTalA bhava karmane AdhIna levA paDe te badhA bhavamAM samAdhimaraNa jarUra thAya evo niyama che, to A lAbha levAnuM cUkavuM nathI, ema nakkI karI vahele moDe maraNa pahelA AzramamAM rahevAnuM bane tema kartavya chejI.'' (5.pR.784) aneka pApane ghovAnuM tIrtha agAsa Azrama paramakRpALudeve jhUraNA karI che. "tevuM sthAna kyAM che ke jyAM jaIne rahIe? arthAt tevA saMto kyAM che ke jyAM jaIne e (rAgadveSa rahita) dazAmAM besI tenuM poSaNa pAmIe?'' ApaNe mATe to pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe evuM sthAna banAvI samAdhimaraNanuM thANuM thApyuM che. have jeTalI DhIla karIe teTalI ApaNI khAmI che. teozrI kahetA ke, 'tArI vAre vAra, thaI jA taiyAra.' have badhI vAto bhUlI aneka pApone ghovAnuM tIrtha pa.pU. prabhuzrIjIe sthApyuM che tyAM nivAsa karavAnI bhAvanAmAM kALa gALavo. te bhUlavuM nahIM.'' (5.pR.784) agAsa Azramane Apela aneka vizeSaNo 145 pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe AzramathI lakhela dareka patramAM mathALe AzramanuM adbhuta mAhAtmya gAyuM che temAMthI namUnArUpe thoDA avataraNo 'patrasudhA'mAMthI atre ApIe chIe. "tIrthaziromaNi kalpavRkSa zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama''(patrAMka 42) "tIrthakSetra satzAMtidyAma......... (patrAMka 206) "tIrthaziromaNi sajjanamana vizrAmadhAma.......'' (patrAMka 238) tIrthaziromaNi bhavadavatrAsitane zAMtipreraka...'' (patrAMka 273) "tIrthaziromaNi sadvicArapreraka tathA poSaka...' (patrAMka 379) "tIrthaziromaNi satsaMgadhAma, bhaktivana........'' (patrAMka 1010) tIrthaziromaNi satsaMgadhAma samAdhimaraNapreraka.''(patrAMka 1024)

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zrI sadguru bhakti rahasya (bhaktinA vIza doharA-artha sahita) 0 0 0 he prabhu! he prabhu! zuM kahyuM dInAnAtha dayALa; sadaguru pratye vizvAsa ane AdarabhAva AvavA mATe huM to doSa anaMtanuM, bhAjana chuM karuNALa. 1 satsaMganI jarUra che. Avo satsaMgano yoga paNa mane nathI. ApanI he prabhu bolatAM ja kRpALudeva bhaNI draSTi javI joIe. sevAno paNa mane yoga nathI. sevAbhAva AvavA mATe arpaNatAnI dIna ane anAtha maLIne dInAnAtha thayuM che. dIna ane anAtha ? jarUra che. tevI arpaNatA paNa mArAmAM nathI. arpaNatA meLavavA upara dayA rAkhanAra he prabhu!tamane huM zuM kahuM? he bhagavAna! huM to mATe anuyogano Azraya levAno che. AvA Azrayano paNa mane anaMta doSanuM pAtra chuM. yoga nathI. (prathamAnuyoga athavA gharmakathAnuyoga, karaNAnuyoga, zuddhabhAva mujamAM nathI, nathI sarva tuja rUpa; ke caraNAnuyoga ane dravyAnuyoga e cAra anuyoga kahevAya che.) nathI laghutA ke dInatA, zuM kahyuM paramasvarUpa? 2 huM pAmara zuM karI zakuM? evo nathI viveka; kRpALudeve kSAyika samakita thayA pachI A prArthanA lakhI caraNa zaraNa thIraja nathI, maraNa sudhInI cheka. 5 che. zuddhabhAva e eka bahu moTo guNa che. "vItyo kALa anaMta huM pAmara chuM, kazuM karI zakato nathI, evo viveka mArAmA te, karma zubhAzubha bhAva." anaMtakALathI jIva zubhAzubha bhAva nathI. pAmara eTale huM kazuM jANato nathI, aghama chuM. evo viveka karato Avyo che paNa zuddhabhAva Avyo nathI. evo zuddhabhAva zAthI Ave? ApanA caraNakamaLanA AzrayanI dhIraja, maraNa sudhI AvavA mATe prabhu bhaNI draSTi karIne enuM svarUpa vicAravuM. laghutA hoya to viveka Ave. kSaNa kSaNamAM vRttio palaTAya che to pachI eTale halakApaNuM - AraMbha parigrahano bhAra jenA upara nA hoya. viveka kyAMthI Ave? maraNa paryata tArA zaraNamAM ja rahuM evo dInatA eTale "sapuruSamAM ja paramezvarabuddhi ane jJAnIoe bhAva Ave tyAre vivekanI prApti thAya. evI ghIraja mArAmAM nathI. parama gharma kahyo che. ane e buddhi parama dainyatva sUcave che." aciMtya tuja mAhAsyano, nathI praphullita bhAva; (254) evuM laghutva ane dInatva mArAmAM nathI. he bhagavAna! huM aMza na eke snehano, na maLe parama prabhAva. 6 paramasvarUpane zuM kahyuM? tArA mAhAbhyano mane praphullita bhAva nathI. evA narthI AjJA gurudevanI acaLa karI ura mAMhI; praphullita bhAva mATe tArA pratye jevA snehanI jarUra che tevo sneha Apa taNo vizvAsa draDha, ne paramAdara nAhIM. 3 mArAmAM eka aMza mAtra paNa nathI. tArA upara sneha zI rIte upara kaheluM paramasvarUpa zAthI samajAya? to kahe, thAya? to kahe : parama prabhAva hoya to. prabhAva eTale gautama sagurunI AjJAthI. evI sadgurunI AjJA meM mArA hRdayamAM svAmI jyAre mahAvIra svAmI pAse AvyA hatA tyAre bahu acaLapaNe ghAraNa karI nahIM. sadgurunI AjJA rAgadveSa na karavA ahaMkArathI bharelA ane jANe mahAvIra svAmIthI laDavA mATe ja te che. AvI AjJA ghAraNa kyAre thAya? prabhu pratye Adara ane AvyA hoya tevuM lAgatuM hatuM. paNa jyAre bhagavAna samIpe pahoMcyA vizvAsabhAva Ave tyAre. evo Apa prabhu pratye Adara ane tyAre sarva khoTA bhAva jatA rahyA; ane sAcA rastAne pakaDI vizvAsabhAva paNa mArAmAM nathI. lIdho. e puruSano prabhAva kahevAya che. Avo parama prabhAva paNa joga nathI satsaMgano, nathI sat sevA joga; mane nathI maLyo ke jethI sadguru pratye sneha utpanna thAya. kevaLa arpaNatA nathI, nathI Azraya anuyoga. 4 * pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe sumerabhAIne samajAvavA A artha karelA. jenI noMgha temaNe karI hatI. A artha teozrInA najarataLe nIkaLI gayelA che. 146

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acaLarUpa Asakti nahi, nIM virAno tApa; kathA alabha tuja premanI, nahi teno paritApa. 7 tArA acaLarUpamAM mAruM mana lAgatuM nathI. tArA para mane Asakti nathI. mane sadgurunA viyogano paritApa thato nathI. ane teno kheda paNa thato nathI. tArA premanI mane kathA paNa labdha thatI nathI. ane pAcho teno kheda athavA paritApa paNa thato nathI. eka vakhata prabhuzrIjInuM comAsuM khaMbhAtamAM hatuM, tyAre paramakRpALudeva khaMbhAtathI traNa gAu dUra rALaja gAmamAM birAjatA hatA. badhAM mumukSuo tyAM jaIne darzana karatA ane vakhANatA. prabhuzrIjIne paNa darzana karavAnI tIvra abhilASA utpanna thaI. paNa comAsAmAM to munione bahAra na javAya. ethI karIne teo manamAM bahu mUMjhAtA hatA. eka divase cAlatAM cAlatAM paramakRpALudeva je gAmamAM hatA te rALaja gAmanI bahAra talAvaDI pAse AvIne UbhA rahyA. pachI koI sAthe kahevaDAvyuM ke aMbAlAlabhAIne kahejo ke pelA muni AvelA che. aMbAlAlabhAIne koIe kahyuM eTale gAma bahAra AvyA ane pUchyuM--tame AjJA vagara kema AvI gayA? tyAre prabhuzrIjIe jaNAvyuM ke AjJA levA mATe ja ahIM Ubho chuM. pachIthI zrI aMbAlAlabhAIe 52makRpALudeva pAse jaIne badhI hakIkta kahI. paramakRpALudeve khabara mokalI ke - ''tamane amArA darzana karyA vinA jo zAMti thatI hoya to pAchA cAlyA jAo ane nA thatI hoya to huM tyAM AvuM.' prabhuzrIjIe vicAryuM ke bhale darzana na thAya paNa mAre paramakRpALudevane ahIM AvavAnuM kaSTa to ApavuM nathI. ema vicArI pAchA cAlyA gayA. jatAM jatAM bahu kheda thayo ke mArA kevA aMtarAya karyo che ke badhAne paramakRpALudevanAM darzana thAya che ane mane nathI thatAM. paramakRpALudeve badhuM jANI bIje divase zrI sobhAgabhAIne tyAM mokalyA. zrI sobhAgabhAIne joIne prabhuzrIjIne bahu harSa thayo. zrI sobhAgabhAIe kahyuM ke tamane bahu kheda thAya che eTale mane moklyo che. have A maMtra 'sajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru' nuM smaraNa karajo. prabhuzrIjIne maMtra maLyA pachI zAMti thaI. Avo virahano kheda thAya tyAre sadgurunA acaLarUpamAM Asakti thAya. bhakti mArga praveza nahi, nahIM bhajana dRDha bhAna; samaja nIM nija dharmanI, nahi zubha deze sthAna. 8 bhaktimArgamAM niraMtara rahevA jevuM che. sarvaze je bhaktino mArga bhAkhyo che evA mArgamAM paNa mAro praveza nathI, evA bhAva kyAre thAya ? to kahe H tArA bhajanamAM dRDha bhAna thAya tyAre. 147 evuM dRDha bhAna paNa mane nathI. mAro dharma zuM che, tenI paNa mane samajaNa nathI. mAro dharma eTale jinezvara bhagavAne bhAkhyo che, ne jainadharma athavA AtmAno dharma. evo dharma kyAMthI labdha thAya ? zubhadezamAM sthAna hoya to. evuM sthAna paNa mane prApta thayuM nathI. kALa doSa kaLithI thayo, nahi maryAdA dharma; toya nahIM vyAkuLatA, juo prabhu muja karma. 9 kALa bahu kharAba ane duSama che. evA kALamAM mane saddharmanI prApti thaI nathI; ane thaI che to enI maryAdA nathI, ema chatAM paNa manamAM kazI vyAkuLatA thatI nathI. he prabhu! mArAM karmo to juo? kevAM ahitakArI che. manamAM vyAkuLatA thAya to dharma bhaNI zraddhA utpanna thAya. sevAne pratikULa je, te baMdhana nathI tyAga; dehendriya mAne nahIM, kare bAhya para rAga. 10 je sevAne pratikULa che evA baMdhananA kAraNono paNa mane tyAga nathI. sevAbhAva karavo hoya to indriyone vaza karavI joIe. paNa A indriyo to mAnatI ja nathI, ane bAhya padArtho upara rAga kare che. to sevAbhAva kyAMthI thAya? sevAbhAvathI kalyANa thAya evuM che. 'para prema pravA baDhe prabhuseM, saba Agama bheda suura base; vaha kevalako bIja gyAni kahe.' evo prema prabhu pratye thAya to AtmAnuM kalyANa thAya. tuja viyoga skarato nathI, vacana nayana yama nAhI; nahi udAsa anabhaktathI, tema gRhArdika mAMhi. 11 tArA para prema Avyo hoya to virahano paritApa thAya ane viyoga sphure. paNa Avo kheda mane thato nathI.athavA tAro viyoga paNa manamAM sphurato nathI. vacanano ane nayanano saMyama paNa gharyo nathI. anabhakta eTale je bhakta na hoya evAthI udAsa bhAva temaja gRhAdika kAryomAM paNa udAsa bhAva thato nathI.

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chuM, ane cAra gatimAM AthaDI rahyo chuM, mane kazuM bhAna nathI. bhAna vinA anaMtakALathI rakhaDato Avyo chuM. bhAna zAthI Ave? saMtane seve to. paNa meM to guru ke saMtane paNa sevyA nathI. temanI AjJA uThAvI nathI; ane vadhArAmAM abhimAna paNa mUkyuM nathI. saMta caraNa Azraya vinA, sAghana karyA aneka; pAra na tethI pAmiyo, Ugyo na aMza viveka. 16 he prabhu! meM saMta caraNa eTale sadgurunA Azraya vagara aneka sAghana karyA. paNa enAthI kazuM pAra pAmyo nahIM. eka aMza mAtra paNa viveka Ugyo nathI. sahu sAghana baMghana thayAM, rahyo na koI upAya; sat sAghana samajyo nahIM, tyAM baMghana zuM jAya. 17 he prabhu!jeTalA sAghano karyo tenAthI baMghana ja thayuM. have ahaMbhAvathI rahita nahi, svagharma saMcaya nAhIM; mane koI upAya sUjhato nathI. jyAM sudhI sat sAghanane huM nathI nathI nivRtti nirmaLapaNe, anya gharmanI kAMI. 12 samajyo tyAM sudhI baMghana kevI rIte jAya? sAco mArga sadguru deha, strI, putrAdi e badhA mArAM che ema mAnIne jIva : sivAya batAvanAra koI nathI. sadagurunA kahevA pramANe cAlavA beTho che. eTale ahaMbhAva jato nathI. je mAruM nathI tene mAruM jevuM che. mAnI besavuM te ahaMbhAva. he prabhu! AvA ahaMbhAvathI huM rahita prabhu prabhu laya lAgI nahIM, paDyo na sadguru pAya; nathI. svagharma eTale Atmadharmano paNa saMcaya nathI. svadharmano ? dIThA nahi nija doSa to, tarike koNa upAya? 18 saMcaya hoya to ahaMbhAvanI maMdatA thAya, paNa evuM banyuM nathI. niraMtara manamAM "prabhu prabhu" evI laganI lAge tyAre ane anya gharmo pratye paNa mArI nirmaLapaNe nivRtti nathI. anya 6 mumukSutA to zuM paNa mokSeya pragaTa thAya. banArasIdAse lakhyuM che gharma eTale jaina athavA Atmadharma sivAyanA tharmo. ke, "bhAlaso bhuvana vAsa, kAla so kuTuMba kAja." eTale jene ema anaMta prakArathI, sAghana rahita huMya; prabhunI laganI lAgI che tene pachI gRhasthAzrama bhAlA jevo lAge nahIM eka sadgaNa paNa, mukha batAvuM zuM? 13 che, ane kuTuMba kArya kALa jevA lAge ene ja sarvajJa "tIvra mumukSutA" ema aneka prakAranA vicAra kIdhA paNa mane saMsAghana kahe che. evI pavitra laganI lAgI nathI ane sadgurune aMtaHmaLyuM nahIM. huM sAghana rahita ja rahyo. mArAmAM eka paNa sadguNa karaNathI pAya paNa lAgyo nathI. jyAM sudhI svadoSa na dekhe tyAM nathI. mAruM moTuM tane kevI rIte batAvuM, zarama Ave che. eTalA sudhI badhuM nakAmuM che. svadoSa joyA vinA kevI rIte karI zakAya? doSo bharelA che ke huM kahI zakato nathI. aghamAghama adhiko pattata, sakaLa jagatamAM huMya; kevaLa karuNAmUrti cho, dInabaMdhu dInAnAtha; e nizcaya AvyA vinA, sAghana karaze zuMya. 19 pApI parama anAtha chuM, graho prabhujI hAtha. 14 sakaLa jagatamAM huM aghamaghama chuM, patita chuM, evo nizcaya he sarvajJa bhagavAna!tame kevaLa dayAnI mUrti cho, dInanA : jyAM sudhI manamAM na thAya tyAM sudhI he jIva! tuM zuM sAdhana baMdhu ane nAtha cho. huM mahApApI che, ane parama anAtha chuM. mAro ; karIza? svadoSa joyA vinA badhuM avaLuM che. hAtha grahIne mane tAro. 'hAtha graho" eTale zuM? kaMI sadguru hAtha paDa paDatuja padapaMkaje, pharI pharI mAMgu e ja; jhAlavA Ave? "graho prabhujI hAtha' eTale mane bodha ApIne sadguru saMta svarUpa tuja, e dRDhatA karI de ja. 20 mArI mithyA mAnyatA TaLe tema karo. huM DUbI rahyo chuM mATe bogharUpI uparanI 19 gAthAno sArAMza paNa AmAM AvI gayo hAthathI grahIne--mane pakaDIne bahAra kADho. che. bhagavAnane aMte prArthanA kare che ke he prabhu!tArA caraNakamaLamAM anaMtakALathI AthaDyo, vinA bhAna bhagavAna; vAraMvAra namaskAra karIne pharI pharI e ja mAMguM chuM ke sadguru, sevyA nahi guru saMtane, mUkyuM nahi abhimAna. 15 saMta ane tArA svarUpanI mane draDha zraddhA thAo, tenI prApti thAo. he prabhu huM anaMta kALathI A saMsAramAM bhramaNa karI rahyo 148

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"kaivalya bIja zuM ? (artha sahita) (goTA chaMda) yamaniyama saMjama Apa kiyo, puni tyAga birAga athAga lahyo, vanavAsa liyo, mukha mauna rahyo, dRDha Asana padma lagAya diyo. 1 yama eTale zuM? ane te keTalA che? jIvanaparyaMta vrata levAmAM Ave te thama che. thama pAMca che--ahiMsA, satya, acaurya, brahmacarya ane aparigraha. niyama paNa pAMca kahevAya che--zauca, saMtoSa, tapa, sajjhAya ane IzvaradhyAna. (1) zauca-lobha nahIM te. AtmAne malina karanAra lobha che. bAhyathI zarIranI pavitratA rAkhe te bAhya zauca. manamAM rAgadveSa na thavA de te atyaMtara zauca. (ra) saMtoSa eTale lAbha thAya tethI rAjI na thAya ane hAni thAya to zoka na kare. (3) tapa eTale mananA kahyA pramANe varte nahIM paNa tenI sAmo paDe. (4) sajjhAya eTale zAstrone vicAravA svAdhyAya kare. (5) IzvaradhyAna eTale bhagavAnane bhUle nahIM. eka bhaga- vAnamAM ja lakSa rAkhe; khAtApItA pahelAM bhagavAnane saMbhAre. A pAMca niyamo kahevAya che. saMyama : pAMca indriya ane manane jIte ane chakAya jIvonI rakSA kare, ema bAra prakAre saMyama che. saMyamamAM svadayA ane paradayA pALe. kRpALudeve 'apUrva avasara'mAM kahyuM che ke 'sarva bhAvathI audAsInya vRtti karI, mAtra deha te saMyama hetu hoya jo.' sarvabhAvathI virAma pAmavArUpa saMyama che, bahAra bhaTakatI vRttione rokavI te paNa saMyama che. evo saMyama, vairAgya hoya to thAya. A yama, niyama, saMyama badhA jIve 'Apa kiyo' eTale svacchaMde karyAM che, athavA ajJAnInA Azraye karyAM che. potAnI meLe kare athavA ajJAnInI AjJAthI kare to kaMI lAbha thAya na. tyAga eTale zuM? '"AtmapariNAmathI anya padArthano tAdAtmya athyAsa nivartavo tene zrI jina tyAga kahe che.' zrImad rAjacaMdra. tAdAtmya eTale dehane AtmArUpa mAnavo, de te ja AtmA mAnavo. evA aghyAsano tyAga te kharo tyAga che. bhagavAne ene tyAga karyo che. paNa jave evo tyAga karyo nathI. svacchaMdI thaIne bAhya tyAga vagere karyAM che. jo kharo tyAga karyo hota to saMsAramAM rahe ja nahIM. tyAga te vairAgya che. bane teTalo tyAga kare ane je chUTe nahIM tenA pratye vairAgya rAkhe. zarIra pratye vairAgya rAkhe, Asakti choDe, mamatA na kare! deha te huM nahIM, jarUra paDe te vastu rAkhe paNa Asakti na thavA de, e vairAgya che, paNa have kharo vairAgya karyo nathI. samajaNa na hoya tyAM sudhI vairAgya nathI, paNa dveSa che. vanavAsa lIdho eTale jyAM mANaso na hoya evA jaMgalamAM rahyo. mukha mauna rahyo eTale koIthI bole nahIM. niraMtara mauna ghAraNa karyuM. padmAsana lagAvIne paNa besI gayo. A badhA sAghano jIve svacchaMdapaNe ghaNI vAra karyAM che. mana eTale mana ane pIna eTale pavana = zvAsocchavAsa. manane bIje na javA dIdhuM ane zvAsocchvAsane rokyAM. manano nirodha karyo paNa te yathArtha nahoto, manane yathArthapaNe jANyuM nahIM, paNa damana karyuM. mananuM svarUpa zuM che te jANyA vinA karyuM. kyAre e mane chetaraze, te khabara nathI. haThayoga eTale kAyA, vacana ane manane roke, parANe vaza kare. potAne zikhAmaNa Ape ke pApa karIza to narakamAM javuM paDaze. mATe pApa karIza nahIM. e svabodha che. e badhA prayogo jIve svacchaMde karyAM. emAM tallIna thaI gayo. e mAre karavuM ja che, evo haThayoga nizcaya karI ekatAra thayo. japanA aneka bhedo che te badhA karyAM. tapa paNa karyAM. jema koI pahele divase eka cokhAno dANo khAya, pachI bIje divase be dANA khAya ema karatAM karatAM peTa bharAya tyAre eka eka ocho karavA mAMDe. AvAM tapa aneka karyAM. manathI sarva bAhya padArtho pratye udAsInatAthI varto. koIthI bolyo nahIM. eklo pharyo. ema aneka prakAre udAsInatA rAkhI. AvuM jIve ghaNuM karyuM che. paNa badhuM 'Apa kriyo' eTale potAnI meLe svacchaMde karyuM. virAga eTale zuM? pAMca indriyonA viSayonI Asaktino * pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe zrI sumerabhAIne samajAvavA A artha karelA jenI temaNe noMdha karI hatI. teozrInI najara taLe A lakhANa nIkaLI gayela che. 149 mana pauna nirodha svabodha yio, haTha joga prayoga su tAra bhayo, japa bheda jape, tapa tyohi tape, urasRti udAsI hI sarpe. 2

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saba zAstranakenaya ghArI hiye, jJAnI puruSone saMsArI jIvo pratye karuNA Ave che. mata maMDana khaMDana bheda liye, jIvanuM kalyANa sagungame che. jyAre sadagurunI AjJA pratye vaha sAghana bAra anaMta kiyo, pratIti athavA prema thAya to AtmA paLamAM pragaTa thAya ema che. tadapi kachu hAtha hajuM na paryo. 3 sadagurunI AjJA pratye jeTalo prema thayo teTalo jIva savaLo sarva zAstrone tenA nayapUrvaka, pramANo vaDe zIkhI gayo. huM thayo. prema hoya to AjJA manAya. paMDita thayo, vAdavivAda karyA. anya matonuM khaMDana maMDana karyuM. A tanaseM, manaseM, ghanameM, sabameM, gharma sAco che, A khoTo che, ema bheda pADyA. evA sAdhano gurudevakI Ana svaAtma baseM; taba kAraja siddha bane apano, anaMtI vAra karyA chatAM jIva mokSamArga pAmyo nahIM. badhuM karyuM paNa rasa amRta pAhi prema ghano. 6 janmamaraNa chUTyAM nahIM. tana, mana, ghana ane bIjA badhA bAhyAMtara padArtho aba kyoMna bicArata haimanaseM, uparathI mamatA choDI eka sadagurunI AjJAne jo AtmAmAM kachu aura rahA una sAina leM? ghAraNa kare to kArya siddha thaI jAya, amRta rasa pAme. dehAdimAM bina sadguru koya na bheda lahe, prema choDe to amRtarasa jevo akhUTa prema pAme. mukha Agala hai kaha bAta kahe? 4 ATaluM ATaluM potAnI meLe karyuM chatAM kazuM hAthamAM na vaha satya suthA darazAvahiMge, caturAMgula he hRgaseM milahe, AvyuM. tyAre jJAnI puruSo A jIvane saMbodhIne kahe che ke rasa deva niraMjana ko pivahI, manuSyabhava maLyo che to manathI kema nathI vicArato ke A uparanA gahI joga jugo juga so jIvahI. 7 sAghanothI kaMI bIjuM karavA jevuM che? sadaguru vinA sadguru pratye prema thAya to satya sudhArasa game teTalI mAthAkUTa kare toya pAra Ave ema samajAya. e potAnI pAse ja che. draSTi paDavI nathI. sadguru maLe to AtmA pAse ja che. draSTi joIe. samyaphaSTi thAya to AtmA pAse ja che. pheravavAnI che. dehane jue che tenA badale AtmA parama nidAna pragaTa mukha AgaLa, jagata ullaMghI jovAnI draSTi karavAnI che. sadguru vinA AvI ho jAya jinezvara." (AnaMdaghanajI) moDhA AgaLa draSTi thAya nahIM. jIva samaje to sahaja che, nahIM to ja che ene mUkI pudgalamAM jAya che. "sat e kaMI anaMta upAye hAtha Ave ema nathI, evo AtmA dUra nathI paNa dUra lAge che. aMtara-AtmA thaI che. jJAnIo kahe che paNa pakaDe koNa? saguru vinA kAma : paramAtmAne bhaje to pote paramAtmA thAya, niraMjana rasane thAya ema nathI. sadguru maLe to ja AtmA samajAya. e vinA unA : pAme. pachI AtmAne maravuM na paDe. amara thaI jAya eTale mokSa rahasya jaNAya ema nathI. "jaba jAgeMge AtamA taba lAgege raMga' : pAme. duHkhathI nivRtta thAya. kharo guru to potAno AtmA ja che. e jyAre jAgaze tyAre kAma para prema pravAha baDhe prabhuseM, thaze. pote potAno vairI thaIne varte che, tenA badale pote potAno saba Agamabheda suura baseM, mitra thaI vartaze tyAre kAma Avaze. anAthI munie zreNikane vaha kevalako bIja glAni kaheM, kahyuM hatuM ke ApaNo AtmA ja naMdanavana jevo che; ane ApaNo nijako anubhau batalAI diye. 8 AtmA ja narake laI janAra che; ApaNo AtmA ja mitra ane uparano sAra badho A gAthAmAM AvI gayo che. sarva ApaNo AtmA ja zatru che. e ja karmano karanAra che ane e ja padArtho uparathI prema uThAvIne eka prabhu pratye parama prema thAya to potAne mokSe laI janAra che. cAvI sadgurunA hAthamAM che. mAne sarvAgamanuM jJAna, bhaNyA vinA ja AvI jAya. "mana mahilAnuM re to kAma thaI jAya. vahAlA upare, bIjA kAma karata; tema zruta ghameM re mana draDha ghare, karunA hama pAvata hai tumakI, jJAnAkSepakavaMta'. A to eka sAmAnya draSTAMta che. enA karatAM vaha bAta rahI sugurugamakI, anaMtagaNo prema Avavo joIe. baghA Agamo enI sAkSI palameM pragaTe mukha AMgalameM, pUre che. premarUpI agni lAge to baghA karmo baLI jAya. parAbhakti jaba sadguru ca suprema baseM. 5 : e kevaLajJAnanuM bIja che. "prabhubhakti tyAM uttama jJAna." 150

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zrImad rAjacaMdra varSa 17 mA pahelAM zrImad rAjacaMdra' vacanAmRta-vivecana (zrImad rAjacaMdra vacanAmRta vAMcatA zrI devazIbhAI raNachoDabhAI koThArIne je kaMI prazno udbhavatA tenA khulAsA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pAsethI meLavatA. temanI noMgha uparathI ahIM AgaLa sArarUpa bhAga utAryo che. mukhyapaNe zabdonA bhAvArtha ja ahIM lIdhA che. vacanAmRtamAMnuM mULa lakhANa nIce gADhA akSaromAM ane pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe karela vivecana sAdA akSaromAM lIdhela che.) patrAMka 40 - vizAla buddhi : vicAraka buddhi. jIva vartamAna kALano apUrNa vicAra karI varte che te dehadRSTivALA saMkucita che. te nahIM, paNa traNe kALano bhUta, bhaviSya ne vartamAnano viveka karanAra, viveka buddhivALA, AtmavicAraka draSTivALA. vartamAnamAM matijJAna alpa che, paNa zrutajJAna vizAla che. "buddhi kriyA viphaLa dIejI, jJAnakriyA zivaaMga; asaMmoha kiriyA dIejI, zIdhra mugatiphaLa caMga." madhyasthatA pakSapAtarahita buddhivALo. grahaNa-tyAgano viveka, te sahita buddhivALo. saraLatA: mAyAkapaTa rahita, manamAM hoya tevuM ja kahenAra, tyAgI avasthAthI, sarvasaMgaparityAgathI, asaMgaapratibaddha dazAthI. vartanAra. manamAM eka ne vartanamAM juduM ema nahIM, mana-vacana alpaparicayI : ochuM AvavuM-javuM-koI koI vakhate, kAyAno virogha na hoya, hRdaya saraLa thavuM. vakratA nahIM. svArtha huM prayojana vagara javuM nahIM. mAyAkapaTathI rahita. alpa AvakArI : vizeSa hAvabhAva sahita AvakAra ke jitendriyapaNuM : mokSamALAmAM pATha 68mo jitendriyatA : mAna ApavuM nahI. sAmAnyapaNe yogya samajIne vartavuM. viSe che te jovo. alpa bhAvanA darzAvavI : vizeSa mAyika bhAvanA darzAvavI nahIM, jema ke mAyAthI-premathI raDe, dilagIra thAya, khoTI indriyadamanakuM svAda taja, manadamanakuM dhyAna." mAyAmamatA darzAve. tema karavuM nahIM. jitamoha, kSINamohane mATe samayasAramAM dravyendriya ane alpa sahacArI : gADha mitratA nahIM te. bhAvendriyanuM svarUpa ApeluM che te jovuM. alpa guru : moTAI nahIM. moTA na thavuM. garva na karavo. patrAMka 54 - mArganA marmane pAmyA vinA dehAdhyAsa chUTavo patrAMka 176- alakha'le'mAM AtmAe karI samAveza thayo che: te marma che. nirvikalpa samAdhimAM. "chUTe dehAdhyAsa to, nahi kartA tuM karma; abutha thayA chIe : asaMga thayA chIe. nahi bhoktA tuM tehano, e ja gharmano marma." patrAMka 180 - amaravaramayaja AtmadraSTi thaI jaze : jeTalo dehAdhyAsa chUTe teTalo marma samajAya. abhedabhAva thaI jaze, prabhu prabhu laya thaI jaze. zrI mahAvIra je vATethI taryA te vATethI zrIkRSNa rAma hade vasyAM che : samyagdarzana sahita AtmA. taraze. te vATa athavA mArga kayo? : jJAnI puruSanI AjJArUpa anAdinAM khasyAM che : AvaraNa dUra thayAM che. mArga. "ANAe ghammo, ANAe tavo.' surati ityAdika hasyAM che jAgRtimaya AtmaramaNatAnI te Atmatva arpaze-udaya Apaze tyAre ja te prApta thaze prasannatA. : satparuSa te AtmatA arpaze, udaya Apaze, tyAre ja te prAsa patrAMka 197- suthAnI ghArA pachInA keTalAka darzana thayA che thaze. sapuruSa vagara mArga nathI. : mukha viSe suthArasa varase che te upayoganI sthiratA mATe che. te patrAMka 103 - ekAMtathI jeTalo saMsAra kSaya thavAno che : 4 pachI Atmadarzana thAya che. 151

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patrAMka 210 - sarvee eTaluM ja hAla to karavAnuM che ke jUnuM joIe. e hAni che. majyA vinA to chuTako ja nathI; ane e mUkavA yogya ja che ! patrAMka 373- 'mana': mananuM svarUpa samajAvuM muzkela che. judI ema draDha karavuM : satparuSane maLyA pahelAnuM mAnI rAkheluM badhuM : judI apekSA che. AtmAnuM svarUpa ke mananuM svarUpa apekSAe juduM bhUlI javuM. saTuruSanuM kaheluM mAnya karavuM. laukika bhAva kADhI nAkhavo. nathI. saMkalpavikalpa kare tyAre mana kahevAya che. bIjo artha : agRhIta mithyAtva che te jUnuM eTale huM "tene laIne tene AghAre. AtmAne AghAre je je thAya te. anAdikALanuM cAlyuM Ave che te mUkI devuM. A badhuM': AkhuM vizva, jagata AtmArUpa jANavAmAM jovAmAM : Ave. patrAMka 247- je rasa jagatanuM jIvana che; kayo rasa? caitanya. teno nirNaya': jJAnI vagara nirNaya patrAMka 271 - evo eka ja padArtha na thAya. (jagatano, vizvano, AtmAno) paricaya karavAyogya che... te kyo? : vastu samajAya to AtmajJAna thAya. satsaMga. patrAMka 375 - "te baMghana zuM? ane kevA prakAre? : chUTavAnA zuM jANavAthI te truTe?": pote je mAne prakAre. che te badhuM khoTuM che. evo vicAra ane patrAMka 287 - ekathI anaMta che; bheda paDyA vinA, sAcuM zuM te yathArtha anaMta che te eka che: eka che te anaMtathI samajAya nahIM. yathArtha jJAnIpuruSa dvArA juduM nathI. anaMta guNono samUha te bheda paDyA vinA samajAya nahIM. samaAtmA. AtmAne AghAre che. " jAyA vagara baMghana truTe nahIM. nAga so saLaM nAkhavuM" dravyadraSTithI yathArtha bogha' eTale zuM? : eka ane paryAyavRSTithI anaMta ema judI Atmabogha. te satparuSanI bhaktithI judI ghaNI apekSA che. samajAya ane saheje Atmabogha thAya. "je satparuSoe sagurunI bhakti patrAMka 288 - nahIM to badhuMya navuM nirUpaNa karI che....saheje Atmabogha che, ane badhuMya jIrNa che : emane to thAya" (cha padano patra) badhuMye sarakhuM che. dravya apekSAe jUnuM che, paryAya apekSAe navuM che. sonAnuM patrAMka 379 - "jenI prApti pachI anaMtakALane yAcakapaNuM maTI... tene draSTAMta-sonuM e, paNa judA judA ghATathI bhajo": jenI prApti pachI eTale sadgurunI paryAya navA navA thAya che. prApti thavI joIe. sadganA yogathI patrAMka 30pa- koI paNa prakAranuM darzana thAya tene samyajJAna : vItarAgatA prApta thAya che. saguru taraNatAraNa hoya che. saM moTA puruSoe gamyuM che ema samajavAnuM nathI : kaMI teja vagere gurunA yogathI niHspRhatA tathA niSkAMkSitA vagere samaktine yogya dekhAya te badhuM kalpita che, samyakajJAna nathI. guNo prApta thaI samati thAya che. saruno yoga evo apUrva che. padArthano yathArtha botha prApta thAya : yathArtha AtmAnI pote niHspRha rahI niHspRha kare che. oLakhANa thAya te. hAla to "nirbaLa" thaI zrI hari'ne hAtha soMpIe chIe patrAMka 340- je be kAraNa che te maLyA vinA jIvane anaMtakALa * hAranurArA anaMtakALa : harinuM zaraNa laIe chIe. karmavazAt sthiti bhogave che, temAM thayAM rakhaDavuM paDyuM che, je be kAraNa maLe mokSa hoya che te kyAM? : : zuddha bhAva, zuddha AtmAnuM zaraNuM chUTatuM nathI. he prabhu! tuM tAraje. mAtra AtmarUpa maunapaNuM ane te sapuruSanuM oLakhANa ane tenI AjJAnuM ArAghana. saMbaMghI prasaMga ene viSe buddhi rahe che : patrAMka 371 - "parama evuM je boghasvarUpa" eTale? : AtmAmAM ja lIna thavuM che ane te saMbaMdhI jJAnIpuruSa. satsaMga-prasaMga, te sivAya kaMI karavuM nathI. "anaMta kALe je prApta thayuM nathI' te zuM? samakita. te AtmAmAM samAI javuM che. paNa koI pUche to javAba sapuruSanI kRpAthI thAya, sapuruSamAM bhUla na thavI joIe. Apavo paDe che. lAva, bIjA jJAnI zodhuM, Ama karuM, tema karuM ema na thavuM : zrI devazIbhAI 152

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- patrAMka 384 'ane tenuM oLakhANa thaye paNa svecchAe vartavAnI je buddhi te vAraMvAra udaya pAme che' ema sAthI che? oLakhANa oLakhANamAM phera che. samati thayA pachI svacchaMda vagere doSa na thAya. te pahelAM puruSArthanI maMdatAthI bIjA prasaMgomAM doravAI jAya che. koI puNyayoge satsaMga, bhakti, prema, vizvAsa, zraddhArUpI oLakhANa thAya paNa te yathArtha oLakhANa nathI. samakita thayAnA saMjoga maLyA hoya chatAM jIva pAcho pharI jAya, bIjI rucibhAvamAM bhaLI jAya tenuM kAraNa svacchaMdano udaya che. patrAMka 388 - jagata jyAM sUe che tyAM jJAnI jAge che H jagata sUe che eTale bebhAna che. kalyANa karavAnA vakhatamAM bedarakAra che. tyAM jJAnI jAge che, jagata pratye bedarakAra che, paNa AtmAne bhUlatA nathI, jAgatA che. jagata jAge che tyAM jJAnI sUe che : jagata svArthamAM jAge che, jJAnI svArthamAM beparavA che, jema thavuM hoya tema thAo, paNa AtmAne AMca AvavA detA nathI. patrAMka 391 - 'sat' eka pradeza paNa asamIpa nathI, tathApi te prApta thavAne viSe anaMta aMtarAya - lokapramANa pratyeka evA rahyA che : ekeko aMtarAya lokapramANa che ane tevA aMtarAyane kAraNe jIva mukta thayo nathI. anaMtakALathI evA aMtarAya naDe che. te mATe satsaMga vagere suyogo prApta karI satpuruSArtha karavo. patrAMka 413 - lokanI zabdAdi kAmanA pratye dekhatAM chatAM udAsIna rahI je mAtra spaSTapaNe potAne dekhe che evA jJAnIne namaskAra karIe chIe H loka Akho icchAvALo che. temAM rahI jJAnIo AtmAne saMbhALe che. loko pudgalane icche che, tenA pratye udAsIna rahI jJAnI AtmAne bhulatA nathI. patrAMka 7 : "jaMgamanI jukti te sarve jANIe, samIpa rahe paNa zarIrano nahIM saMga jo; ekAMte vasavuM 2e eka ja Asane, bhUla paDe to paDe bhajanamAM bhaMga jo. oghavajI, abaLA te sAghana zuM kare ?'' bhAvArtha : odhavajIne potAno garva samajAvavA mATe zrIkRSNe temane gopIo pAse mokalyA. tyAM gopIo kahe che - he odhavajI ! ame to dedhArI sAkAra paramAtmA (kRSNa) nI bhaktine bhAvanI kRpAe tenI kaLA ane tene oLakhIe - jANIe chIe. te 52mAtmA kevA che? to ke zarIramAM rahevA chatAM sarva prakAre asaMga nirlepa che ane tame to kaho cho ke ekAMtavAsamAM rahIne eka ja Asana lagAvIne paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karavuM te tene oLakhavAno mArga che, paNa te mArgamAM bhUla paDe to amAre to bhajanamAM eTale prabhupremamAM bhaMga paDyA jevuM thAya te amArAthI kema bane ? patrAMka 608 - 'rAMDI rue, mAMDI rue, paNa sAta bha2tAravALI to moDhuM ja na uMghADe' : rAMDI rue eTale jene guru che nahIM te saMsAranI pravRttimAM rue kahetAM duHkhI che. mAMDI rue eTale jene guru maLyA che paNa yogyatA nathI, tethI bebhAnapaNAmAM rahI kaMI karI zakatA nathI eTale te paNa duHkhI che, lAbha laI zakatA nathI. sAta bharatAravALI teA moDhuM ja na ughADe eTale jene AraMbha parigraharUpI bahoLo vyavasAya che tene to lakSa ja nathI, to te paramArthavicAra karavAno avakAza ja kyAMthI lAve? moDhuM ja na ughADe eTale mAthuM paNa UMcuM karI zakato nathI; vyavasAyamAM ja macyo rahe che. e sAmAnya loka kahevata che. ApaNe eno paramArtha grahaNa karavo. patrAMka 775 - 'A jIva kaI dizAthI Avyo che' eTale zuM samajavuM? : eka dravyadizA ane bIjI bhAvadizA, vyadizA te pUrva pazcima uttara dakSiNa tathA vidizA, ane bhAvadizA te manuSya, deva, tiryaMca, nArakI gatirUpI bhAvadizA che. te kyAMthI Avyo te jAtismRti jJAnathI jaNAya. te AtmAne hitanuM kAraNa che. u.chA. (pR.691) - "dRDha nizcaya karavo ke vRttio bahAra jatI kSaya karI aMtar vRtti karavI. avazya e ja jJAnInI AjJA che." te zI rIte thAya? : vRttikSaya samakita pachI upayoga rAkhavAthI te thAya che. para vastu parathI ruci osarI jAya, AtmAthI sau hIna, tuccha bhAse, AtmA sivAya bIjI para vastuonuM mAhAtmya na lAge tyAre kSaya thAya. 153

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zrI rAjamaMdira agAsa AzramamAM upara batAvela pU.zrI brahmacArIjInuM nivAsasthAna uchA. (pR.700)- "A jIvanI anAdikALanI je bhUla che ! karavA, karavAnI bhAvanA rAkhavI. "acaLarUpa Asakti nahIM." te bhAMgavI che. bhAMgavA sAru jIvanI moTAmAM moTI bhUla zuM che ke satparuSa pratye vRttionuM ekAgra thavuM te kAmanI anukULatA che. teno vicAra karavo, ne tenuM mULa chedavA bhaNI lakSa rAkhavo." ! mAna : huM satparuSano ziSya chuM. to mArAthI evA halakA te bhUla zuM ane tenuM mULa zuM? : niMdavAyogya kArya na thavA joIe ke jethI mArA sadguru niMdAya vAsanA che te mULa che. vAsanA jarAka thoDI hoya temAMthI 4 ne huM halako gaNAuM. mArAthI evA akArya na thavAM joIe. mAruM vadhe. mULamAMthI vadhavA mAMDe. poSaNa maLe eTale vadhe, ane tethI huM to sadvartana hovuM joIe. ja bhUla che te samajAtuM nathI. saMsAranI vAsanA che tethI vairAgya saMgaudaya : baghA vibhAvika baMghanano udaya mAre na ho. upazama vaghatA nathI. mAre to svAbhAvika satsaMga ane paramArthano udaya thAo. mane zAthI baMghana thAya che? vAsanAthI baMghana thAya che. vacanavargaNA: saMsAra vaghAranAra viSaya kaSAya, rAgadveSa u.kA. (pR.713) - "ghaNA jIvo sapuruSano bogha sAMbhaLe : vagere vibhAvika vikathAmAM vacano na vaparAtAM sapuruSanAM guNache, paNa tene vicAravAno yoga banato nathI." te yoga kayo : grAma, temanI bhakti, bhajana, vAMcana, smaraNa vagere puruSanAM ane zuM? : : bogha-vacano saMbhAravAmAM bolavAmAM vacanavargaNA kAma karo. vAMcana pachI manana yoga che. te manana karavAno ane moha : jeTalo moha jIva saMsAra ane saMsAranA kAmo vicAravAno avakAza leto nathI. vAMcyA pachI te mananano yoga pratye kare che teTalo paramArtha ane puruSa pratye jIvane moha ja na thavo joIe, to vicAra surIne vicArabaLa vadhe tethI satparuSano : Avyo. sapuruSa pratye prema, prIti, bhakti, moha karavAthI nirmohI bogha samajavAno avakAza prApta thAya. samajAya te mananayoga che. ; thavAya che, kAraNa teo nirmohI che. u.kA. (pR.733) - "jJAnI kahe che te kUMcIrUpI jJAna vicAre, mohadayA : gharanAM svajano, kuTuMbIo vagere pratye dayA to ajJAnarUpI tALuM ughaDI jAya." kUMcIrUpI jJAna eTale zuM?: batAve che paNa tyAM moha hoya che ane tene dayA kahe che; kAraNa mULa jJAna. dehathI bhinna AtmAnuM jJAna. dehadevaLamAM rahelo AtmA aMtaraMga svArthano moha che eTale mohasahita dayA che. potAne je jANavo te. sapuruSa pratye zraddhA thaI che ane paramArtha samajAyo che te kuTuMbIo (hAthanoMgha-2) (pR.823) - he kAma! he mAna! he saMgaudaya! vagere sarvane tevI zraddhA thAo, temanA AtmAnuM hita thAo. te he vacanavargaNA! he moha! he mohadayA! he zithilatA! : prakAranI dayA ciMtavavI te mohadayA anukULa thaI kahevAya. tame zA mATe aMtarAya karo cho? parama anugraha karIne have zithilatA : saMsAranA kAryone paDatA mUkI, khoTI na anukULa thAo! anukULa thAo. thatAM tene rahevA daI tyAM zithilatA karI paramArtha- AtmakalyANanAM A baghAne anukULa kevI rIte karavA? kAryomAM prerAya, puruSArtha kare. tyAM zithilatA na karatAM zithilatAno uttara : kAma : jeTalI icchA, tRSNA, kAmanA, vAsanA sadupayoga kare. viSayakaSAyomAM maMdatA thavI te zithilatA anukULa pAMca indriyonA viSayo pratye che te palaTAvI paramArtha sArA kAmo 6 thaI kahevAya. 154

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"zrImad rAjacaMdra' graMtha patrAMka 781nuM vivecana (pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA apragaTa boghamAMthI) paramapuruSadazAvarNanA nIkaLyA. zubhacaMdra moTo hato ane "kIcasau kanaka jAke, nIcasau narezapada, bhartuhari nAno hato. banne rAjaputra hatA. mIcasI mitAI, garavAI jAke gArasI; bhartuharie tApasI dIkSA lIdhI ane jaharasI joga jAti, kaharasI karAmAti, zubhacaMdra jaina dIkSA lIdhI. bhartRharie haharasI hausa, pugalachabi chArasI; tApasApaNAmAM bAra varSa sudhI tapasyA karIne loDhAnuM sonuM jAlasau jagabilAsa, bhAlasau bhuvanavAsa, thAya, evo rasa bhego karyo. pachI teNe arthI tuMbaDI bharIne kAlasau kuTuMbakAja, lokalAja lArasI; bhAIne mATe mokalAvI. paNa munie to te tuMbaDI DhoLI sIThasau sujasu jAnai, bITha sau bakhata mAne, nAkhI. te samAcAra maLatAM bhartuharine bahu duHkha lAgyuM. aisI jAkI rIti tAhI, baMdata banArasI." : tethI artho rasa je potAnI pAse hato te laIne pote jyAM zubhacaMdra pUjyazrI-A patra sobhAgabhAI upara lakhelo che. muni dhyAnamAM UbhA hatA, tyAM gayo. ane rasanI tuMbaDI muninA sobhAgabhAIne samyakdarzana thayA pachI lakhelo che. jIva caraNa pAse mUkI namaskAra karI beTho. dhyAna pUrNa thatAM munie te samyakdarzanathI pAcho na paDe, nIcenI sthitimAM na Ave ane rasa paNa paganI ThesathI DhoLI nAkhyo. tethI bhartRharine ghaNo samyatvanI dRDhatA thAya, tene mATe A patra lakhyo che. AghAta lAgyo, ane kahyuM ke mArI bAra varSanI mahenata niSphaLa (1) mahApuruSo sonAne kAdava jevuM jANe che." eTale ke gaI." tenA mohane maTADavA mATe zubhacaMdra munie kahyuM ke "A jema kAdavamAM paga kharaDAya to keTaluM kharAba lAge? tema sonA sonu meLavavA mATe rAjya choDyuM hatuM? sonuM to rAjyamAM ghaNuMye pratye dhRNA thavI joIe. e to pudgala che, emAM zuM moha karavo. hatuM." pachI munie thoDI dhULa laI eka moTA paththara upara pheMkI (2) rAjagAdIne nIca pada sarakhI jANe che." rAjA huM to Akho paththara sonAno thaI gayo. munie tApasane kahyuM ke te hoya te prAyaH narake ja jAya che. e rAjapada che te narake laI janAra che A sonuM. pachI tene upadeza Apyo ke "pudgala upara moha na che. mATe ene nIca pada sarakhuM gaNe che. munione, rAjAne ghera : karavo; paNa AtmAnuM hita karavuM." muninA bothathI pratibogha pAmI AhAra levAnI paNa zAstramAM nA kahI che. bhartuhari paNa jaina muni thayA ane potAnA AtmAnuM hita karyuM. (3) "koIthI sneha karavo tene maraNa samAna jANe (6) siddhi vagere aizvaryane azAtA samAna jANe che." "kSaNa kSaNa bhayaMkara bhAva maraNe, kAM aho!rAcI raho!"ema che." siddhi eTale aNimA Adi ATha prakAranI siddhio je paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che. tema koInI sAthe sneha karavAthI maraNa pragaTa thAya tene paramapuruSo azAtA samAna gaNe che. jema ApaNane vadhe che. AtmAne maraNa vaghAravAnuM kAraNa hovAthI snehane maraNa tAva caDhyo hoya to tenI keTalI phikara thAya che? tema te samAna kahyo che. paramapuruSone siddhi Rddhi pragaTavAthI tAva jeTalI tenI phikara (4) moTAIne lIpavAnI gAra jevI jANe che." rahe che ke mane siddhi Rddhio pragaTI che tenA mohamAM paDavAthI lIpavAnI gAra hoya tenA upara koI cAlavAnuM kahe to cAle? na rakhene mAruM samakita jatuM rahe, evo bhaya niraMtara rAkhI Rddhio cAle. tema moTAIthI mAna Adi vaghavAthI Atmahita thatuM nathI. ane siddhione phoravatA nathI. mATe jJAnI puruSo jema jema moTAIne pAme tema tema temAM temane (7) jagatamAM pUjyatA thavA AdinI hoMsane anartha bahu ladhutA hoya che. jema jema adhikAra vadhe, tema tema temane samAna jANe che."huM lokamAM pUjanika thaI pUjAuM evI bhAvanAne temAM ruci thatI nathI. paramapuruSo anartha samAna gaNe che. (5) "kImiyA vagere jogane jhera samAna gaNe che." (8) "pudgalanI chabI evI audArikAdi kAyAne rAkha kImiyA eTale loDhAne sonuM karavuM Adi kImiyA karavAthI jevI jANe che." eTale audArika, vaikriya Adi je zarIra che te bhavabhramaNanAM kAraNa vadhe che. pudgalono moha karavAthI saMsAra pudgalathI banelAM che. ane te to rAkha thaI javAnAM che, ema vadhe che. jANI moTA puruSo te zarIramAM moha karatA nathI. dehAdine rAkhanI zubhacaMdra ane bhartuhari banne bhAI rAjya choDI cAlI poTalI jevA jANe che. 155

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(9) "jagatanA bhogavilAsane mUMjhAvArUpa jALa samAna jANe ? joIne, jJAnI puruSonA vacanonuM avalaMbana laI temanA caritronuM che." eTale jagatamAM je bhogavilAsa che tethI mUMjhAya che ke huM ? smaraNa karI, pote potAne vAraMvAra niMde che. jema ke he jIva! tuM kyAre A baMdhanamAMthI chUTuM ane AtmAnuM hita karuM; evI bhAvanA jo Ama ja viSayomAM phasIne rahIza to narakanAM anaMta duHkha rahe che. bhogavilAsane, kedIne jelanI jema baMdhanarUpa mAnI te veThavA paDaze. tane to jJAnI puruSanuM zaraNuM maLyuM che. chatAM tuM puruSo mUMjhAya che ane tethI chUTavAnA ja vicAra kare che. bIjAmAM Ama ja vartIza to pAchA anaMta duHkha veThavA paDaze, ane tuM - paravastumAM emanI buddhi hotI nathI. mokSasukhane kevI rIte prApta karI zakIza? tAre to jJAnI puruSa (10) "gharavAsane bhAlA samAna jANe che." gharamAM paDakhe che. mATe temaNe je AjJA karI che tene ja tuM mAnya karI, rahevuM te emane zUlI para rahevA jevuM lAge che. tethI temAM mana jema be yoddhA laDAImAM laDe che temAM eka hArI jAya che to tene parovatA nathI. paNa AtmAmAM ja mana rAkhe che. kheda thAya che ane pAcho te bIjA yoddhAnI sAthe laDIne tene jItI (11) kuTuMbanA kAryane kALa eTale mRtyu samAna jANe le che, tema tuM paNa te duSTa viSayo ke je tane bahu duHkha denAra che, che." gharanA kAryo che te mRtyune vaghAranAra che.ema jANIne te tene jItI le ane mokSanA anaMta sukhane pAma. jo tuM Ama ja kAryomAM udAsIna rahe che, temAM rAjI thatA nathI. jethI AtmAnuM ; (viSayakaSAyAdimAM) vartIza to tane jJAnIpuruSa maLyA paNa zA kArya bagaDe te kAryane maraNarUpa jANe che. kAmanA? AtmArthI jIvo, jJAnI puruSonI je AjJA che tene (12) "lokamAM lAja vaghAravAnI icchAne mukhanI lALa akhaMDa rIte ArAghI, te mahApuruSonA caritronuM smaraNa karI samAna jANe che." eTale mukhamAMthI lALa paDe to jhaTa lUMchI huM eTale te puruSoe kevI rIte viSaya-kaSAyone jItyA che, tenuM laIe chIe, lALa vadhAravAnI icchA karatA nathI tema paramapuruSo huM smaraNa karI ane temanA vAkyono vicAra karI jyAM sudhI te lokomAM lAja vaghAravAnI icchA karatA nathI. viSaya-kaSAyone na haThAve tyAM sudhI nIce mane besatA nathI. (13) "kIrtinI icchAne nAkanA mela jevI jANe che." AtmAne A rIte vAraMvAra zUravIratAno bogha karI, tene zuravIra eTale jema nAkamAMthI loTa paDe to tene jhaTa lUchI le che. tene banAvI tene vaza kare che. ema ja AtmArthI jIvo potAnA manane vaghAravAnI icchA karatA nathI. tema paramapuruSo yaza-kIrtine vaza karI ne aMte jaya pAmyA che. jema e viSayavikArone haThAvavA vadhAravAnI icchA karatA nathI. mATe pote baLa kare che, tema te viSayo paNa bahu haTha karI le che. (14) "puNyanA udayane viSTA samAna jANe che." paNa vAraMvAra jJAnI puruSonA caritrono vicAra karI, temanA patrAMka 81nuM vivecana vacanono vicAra karI, te viSayone haThAvI Akhare AtmA ja jaya pAme che. kema ke karma to AvIne cAlyA jAya che. paNa temAM (pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA apragaTa boghamAMthI) zAMtithI besAtuM nathI. temane baLa karI nahIM haThAve tyAM sudhI (3% kheda nahIM karatAM zuravIrapaNuM grahIne....patra vaMcAvyo) puruSArtha karye ja chUTako che. nahIM to karmono jaya thaI jAya che. pUjyazrI-koI mumukSue mATe AtmAno jaya karavA mATe zUravIra thavAnI jarUra che. ane potAno kheda aTakAvavA mATe patra : to ja mokSa maLaze. lakhavAnuM jaNAvatAM, paramakRpALu A vAta mumukSajIvoe mukhe karI hRdayamAM sthira karavA deve teno javAba A patramAM lakhyo yogya che. eTale pharI e viSaya-vikAro nahIM UThe tema A AtmAne che. mumukSu jIva hoya tene ja viSaya zUravIra banAvavA mATe vAraMvAra A vAtano vicAra karI, te kaSAya Adi vizeSa vikAra karI prasaMgamAM potAno AtmA na taNAI jAya tema lakSa rAkhI zUravIra jAya tyAre kheda thAya che. jeTaluM banavuM joIe. mumukSupaNuM vadhAre hoya teTalo kheda vizeSa thAya che. tyAre prazna-sapuruSamAM paramezvarabuddhi kema thAya? jJAnI puruSoe te khedane aTakAvavA mATe zUravIra thavAnuM kahyuM che. pUjyazrI-moha, mithyAtva Adi saMsAranA bhAva ghaTe; kheda kare to UlaTAM karma baMghAya che. mATe kheda nahIM karatAM vairAgya vadhe tyAre sapuruSonuM mAhAbhya samajAya che. ane zuravIrapaNuM grahIne te viSaya-kaSAyone haThAve che. pAMca indriyanA satparuSamAM paramezvara baddhi Ave che. mATe saMsArano moha ocho viSayo, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, rAga-dveSAdi vaghAre thAya tyAre karavo. baghAthI nAnA aghamAghama thaIne rahevuM. satparuSono bahu zUravIratAthI mumukSu puruSo, te viSayAdi pratye tiraskAravRttithI : vinaya karavo. 156

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keka pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIno apragaTa bogha | (zrI ukAbhAInA saMgrahamAMthI) vaMdana ho vAraMvAra janma maraNa zAthI TaLe? mahAtmAone prazna-janma maraNa zAthI TaLe? pUjyazrI-sapuruSanI AjJA ArAdhe to janmamaraNa TaLe. prazna-sapuruSanI AjJA zuM che? pUjyazrI-rAgadveSa, moha choDavA te sapuruSanI AjJA che. prazna-rAgadveSAdi kema TaLe? pUjyazrI-saMkalpa vikalpa nAza pAme to rAgadveSAdi TaLe. upayoga zuddha karavA A jagatanAM saMkalpavikalpane bhUlI jajo. potAnA doSa apakSapAte jovA pUjyazrI-jIvamAM mumukSatA lAvavA mATe potAnA doSa apakSapAte jotA rahevuM. ane te doSone dUra karavA. sarvathI moTo doSa to e che ke jIvane potAnA doSa jovAnI vRtti thatI nathI. mATe pahelA e doSane dUra karI, kSaNe kSaNe doSone joIne te dUra karavA; ane tethI ja mumukSatA Ave che. jJAnIpuruSanI AjJA zuM che? ne huM zuM karI rahyo chuM? e niraMtara jotA rahevuM ane jJAnIpuruSanI AjJAmAM vartavuM. Akho loka trividha tApathI baLI rahyo che ema paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che. roja aDhAra pApasthAnaka vicAravA pUjyazrI-A manuSyabhavamAM ApaNe vyApAra karIe chIe. tema gharmane nAme paNa kriyA karIe chIe. paNa kriyA karIne ghera AvIe ke temAM citta rahetuM nathI. badhuM asamajaNathI karIe chIe. samajaNapUrvaka karAya to mokSanuM kAraNa thaI paDe. samajaNapUrvaka roja aDhAra pApasthAnakano vicAra kare to eka eka pApasthAnakano vicAra karatI vakhate AkhA divasano vicAra karavo paDe ke meM savArathI atyAra sudhImAM zuM zuM karyuM? ema aDhAra vakhata AkhA divasanI carcAno vicAra karavo paDe. A paNa eka sAcuM pratikramaNa thAya che. paNa jIva vicAra karato nathI, baDabaDa bolI jAya che. mATe samajaNa ane vicArapUrvaka karavuM. manuSyabhavarUpI mUDIno. eka samaya paNa nakAmo na gumAvavo pUjyazrI-jJAnI puruSonI AjJA che ke rAgadveSa na karavA. A manuSyabhavarUpI mUDIno eka samaya paNa nakAmo na gumAvavo. jema vyApAramAM thoDI khoTa jAya to keTaluM duHkha thAya che!tema A manuSyabhavarUpI mUDIno eka samaya vyartha jAya to tethI paNa vizeSa ke duHkha thavuM joIe. manuSyabhava maLavo bahu durlabha che. temAM ucca 157

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kuLa, jJAnI puruSanI AjJA maLavI bahu durlabha che. te badhuM ApaNane yuvAvayamAM karavI joIe. sukhaduHkha pUrvopArjita pramANe Ave che. maLyuM che to have jJAnI puruSanI AjJAmAM bilakula khoTa na AvavA | duHkha vinA prayojane Ave che, tema sukha paNa vinA prayojane Ave devI. paramakRpALudevanI sAme Ubho rahI pratijJA kare ke he bhagavAna! che. ATalI jIvane zraddhA-vizvAsa AvI jAya to zAMti rahe. paNa havethI phalANuM akArya na karuM. ane pachI jo AjJAnuM ullaMghana kare : jIva phogaTa mAthAM mAre che, tyAM duHkhI thAya che. to pAcho cAra gatimAM bhaTake. AjJA vagara vairAgya Ave nahIM, AtmAno kadI nAza nathI bhaktimAM rasa Ave nahIM, AtmAnuM kaMI paNa hita thAya nahIM. zubha ane azubha beya karma che. beyamAM sukha nathI. sukha mATe jJAnI puruSonI AjJAnuM dhyAna rAkhI ArAghana karavuM joIe. judI vastu che. AtmAnuM bhAna jIvane lakSamAM nathI. AtmA sArAM pustako vAMcavAnI Teva pADavI paramAnaMdarUpa che. je thAya te joyA karavuM. AtmAno kadI nAza pUjyazrI-sanzAstra vAMcavAnI Teva pADavI. koI vAto thAya nahIM. anaMtakALathI maryo nathI to have zuM karavAno che? karatA hoya, paNa ApaNe manamAM "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramagurunuM AtmA to dehathI judo-bhinna che. saMyogone mArA mAnyA che, e raTaNa karavuM. jema nAnuM bALaka hoya tene ghAvaNa choDAvavA mATe to nAzavaMta che. AtmA paramAnaMdarUpa che. dehane poSa poSa kare che. prathama sAkara ane ghI caTAve che, tyAre te bALaka tene pAchuM ? e to nAkhI devAno che. atyAre veThiyA jevI dazA che. zarIranI moDhAmAMthI bahAra kADhI de che. paNa roja ApavAthI ghIme ghIme te huM veTha kare che. khabara nathI eTale zuM kare? jJAnIe dayA karI che. bALakane temAM svAda Ave che eTale AMgaLI paNa bhegI cAvI nAkhe che. tema pahelAM to sArAM pustako vAMcavAnuM na game, paNa ghIme ghIme Teva pADe to pachI bIjA pustako vAMcavAnuM mana ja na thAya, sArA gharmanA pustako ja game. mATe sArAM pustako vAMcavAnI Teva pADavI. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno bogha amUlya ghana prabhuzrIjIno hastalikhita bogha batAvatAM pUjyazrI kahe- A ahIM amUlya ghana ekaThuM karyuM che. tyAM jaIne paNa te vicAravuM. eka vakhata vAMcI gayA pachI, meM to vAMcI lIdhuM che, cAmaDImAM moha karaze to pAchI cAmaDI maLaze ema na karavuM. pharI pharI vAMcIe tema navA navA bhAvo skurAyamAna pUjyazrI-A deha upara jIva moha kare che, tene mAro mAne thaze. pharI pharI vAMcavA, vicAravA AjJA karI che. vakhata maLe che, tenI sArasaMbhALa rAkhe che. paNa temAM che zuM? hADa, mAMsa, tyAre A kAma karavuM. zIkhyA chIe te pAchA pheravatA rahevuM. lohI, maLa, mUtrAdi bharela che. evA gaMdhAtA A deha upara jIva maMdiramAM koI nahIM hoya to ApaNe bhagavAna sAme bolI javuM. moha karI AtmAnuM hita karato nathI. A cAmaDiyA ghaMghAmAM ja patro bhUlavA nahIM. potAno amUlya manuSyabhava vyartha gumAvI bese che. A cAmaDImAM karoDa rUpiyA Ape topaNa moha karaze to cAmaDI maLaze; ane janmamaraNanAM duHkha bhogavaze. manuSyabhavanuM AyuSya vadhe nahIM mATe A cAmaDiyA gaMdhAtA deha uparano moha choDIne eka AtmA pUjyazrI-karoDa rUpiyA Ape toya manuSyabhavanuM AyuSya upara prema karavo. jeNe AtmA jANyo che evA puruSanI AjJA vadhe nahIM, eka samaya paNa. to pachI AkhA manuSyabhavanI keTalI pramANe vartI ane tenA upara zraddhA kare to A jIva paNa AtmAne kiMmata thAya? vicAra kare to maphatamAM na gumAve. koNa jANe have jANI zake che. pote potAne bhUlyo che mATe A manuSyapaNAne keTaluM jIvavAnuM che!cetI javuM. pazupaNAmAM nahIM gumAvatAM yathArthapaNe manuSyadeha saphaLa karavo. manuSyapaNuM maLavuM ghaNuM durlabha che. manuSyanuM AyuSya so : pazu paNa paMcendriyanA viSayamAM rakta rahe che. ane ApaNe paNa varSanuM hoya, temAMthI cALIsa varSa UMghamAM jAya, 20 varSa bALavayamAM tema ja vartIe to pazu ja chIe. manuSyapaNuM samaje te ja manuSya jAya, 20 varSa vRddhAvasthAmAM nakAmAM jAya,ane bAkI 20 varSa che. jJAnIe manuSyapaNAmAM zuM karyuM? tevA AlaMbano pratye jIvane yuvAvayanA rahyAM, temAM mohanI ghADa paDe che. ghana kamAvavAmAM, viSayo pravartAvavo. jJAnI puruSanI je "sahajAtmasvarUpa paramaguru" maMtranI bhogavavAmAM, nAnA prakAranI icchAmAM vahyAM jAya che. gharma, bhakti AjJA maLI che, tenuM niraMtara smaraNa karavuM. 158

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nigoda deha skaMdha anantAnanta jIva rAzi paramakRpALudevanuM svarUpa sahajAtmasvarUpa jethI pAchuM nigodamAM na javuM paDe. jJAnIpuruSa kRpALudeve je kahyuM tevuM ja mAruM svarUpa che, te prakAre vartavAthI A nigoda TaLaze. prazna-"sahajAnmasvarUpa'nI mALA pheravatI vakhate saMkalpa ! saMsAra khArA pANI jevo che, mokSa mIThA pANI jevo che vikalpa thAya che tenuM zuM karavuM? pUjyazrI-jJAnI puruSoe A jagatamAM ekAMta duHkha pUjyazrI-mALA pheravavA besIe tyAre sahajAtmasvarUpa kahyuM che. jema koI gAmamAM badhe khAruM pANI hoya, kyAMya paNa mIThuM paramaguru"mAM mana rAkhavuM. bIje javA devuM nahIM. te vakhate parama- : pANI maLe nahIM, to tyAMnA mANasone te pANInI Teva paDyA pachI kRpALudevanI dazAnuM smaraNa karavuM. eTale huM jANato nathI, kRpALudeve khAruM lAgatuM nathI. paNa tyAM koI bIjA gAmano mANasa Ave ne kevaLajJAna svarUpa AtmA dITho che tevo mAro AtmA che. te te tyAMnuM pANI pIe tyAre vicAre ke A gAmanA baghA mANaso kevaLajJAna svarUpa thaI zake che. evo utsAha rAkhavo. khAruM pANI kema pIe che? tema A saMsAramAM jIva khArA pANInI nigodanuM bhayaMkara duHkha mAphaka duHkhane sukha mAnI beThA che. paNa koI mIThuM pANI pInAranI pUjyazrI-sUkSma nigodanuM duHkha batAvyuM che. nigodamAM jema jJAnI puruSane, A jIvone joI bahu duHkha lAge che ane dayA jIva eka zvAsozvAsamAM sADA sattara bhava kare che. eka soyanI Ave che. paramakRpALudeve kahyuM che ke A jagatamAM badhe duHkha che. aNI jeTalI jagyAmAM asaMkhyAta goLA che. eka eka goLAmAM Akho loka trivigha tApathI baLI rahyo che. tevI ApaNe zraddhA asaMkhyAta nigoda che. rAkhavI. huM kaMI jANato nathI, paNa paramakRpALudeve sukha anubhavyuM che te sAcuM che. bAkI A saMsAramAM kyAMya sukha nathI evI zraddhA rAkhavI. gharma vastu ghaNI mahAna che. huM kaMI ja jANato nathI. paramakRpALue je AtmA anubhavyo che te mATe mAnya che. huM dehAdithI bhinna chuM, evI zraddhA rAkhavI. jJAnInI AjJAmAM rahenArano koI vALa vAMko na kare pUjyazrI-AtmA AnaMdasvarUpa che, sukhasvarUpa che, dehathI nigoda eTale anaMta jIvonA piMDanuM eka zarIra. eka taddana judo che. have najIvI vastumAM jIva zuM moha pAme che!zarIramAM eka nigodamAM anaMta anaMta jIva che. jeTalA siddha thayA tenA hADa, mAMsa, rUdhira bhareluM che. te tyAgavA yogya che. have ATalA karatAM anaMta guNA jIva eka nigodamAM che. varSa to gayA, AtmAnuM kaMI kAma thayuM nathI; to pachI maraNa sAtamI narakanuM 33 sAgaropamanuM utkRSTa AyuSya, tenA Avaze tyAre zI vale thaze? jIve karavA yogya hatuM te karyuM nathI. pArakI paMcAtamAM paDe che tyAM potAnuM khoI bese che. have sapuruSanuM jeTalA samaya thAya teTalI vAra koI jIva sAtamI narakamAM 33 kaheluM karavuM che. eNe zuM kahyuM che te karavuM che. AjJA mAnI vartavuM 33 sAgaropamanuM AyuSya laIne janma. te baghA narakanA asaMkhyAta te samiti kahevAya che. AjJA upara eka draSTAMta che. bhava thAya. te asaMkhyAta bhavomAM te jIvane jeTaluM chedana bhedananuM duHkha thAya tethI paNa anaMtagaNuM duHkha sUkSma nigodano jIva eka sipAInuM vRSTAMta samayamAM bhogave che. eka zaheramAM rAjAnI pAse eka sipAI rahelo. te draSTAMta - manuSyanI sADA traNa karoDa roma rAjIne koI gAmanA mANasone rAjAnA hukamathI bolAvavA jAya tyAre lokone deva sADAtraNa karoDa lokhaMDanI soya agnimAM tapAvIne samakALe vAMkuM bole; te lokone game nahIM. tethI te baghA tene mAra mAravAnI rome rome cAMpe tyAre te jIvane je vedanA thAya tethIye anaMtaguNI zogha karatA hatA. eka vakhate loko vaghAre bhegA thayA tyAre vedanA nigodanA jIvane eka samayamAM thAya che. sipAI bolAvavA Avyo ane pahelAnI jema vAMku bolavA lAgyo. A jIve anaMta kALa sudhI nigodamAM rahIne A duHkha tyAre lokoe kahyuM ke tame rAjAnA paTTAne laIne vAMku bolo cho, bhogavyuM che. ane have AtmasvarUpane na oLakhyuM to pAchuM te tethI tamane ame kaMI karI zakatA nathI, nahIM to mAra mArata. te duHkha bhogavaze. mATe A manuSyadeha koI mahatva puNyayoge maLyo ! sAMbhaLI pelA sipAIe rAjAno paTTo pheMkI dIdho. tyAre lokoe che. teno eka samaya paNa vyartha javA devA yogya nathI. eka samaya tene mAryo. te phariyAda rAjA pAse gaI. rAjAe lokone kahyuM ke ratnaciMtAmaNI jevo che. mATe jema bane tema Atmahita karI levuM, tame ene zA mATe mAryo? prANDara pulavi 159

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lokoe kahyuM : tamArA paTTAne laIne vAMku bolato hato chatAM ame ke jo temAMthI virakta na thaIne temAM ja mana rAkhIzuM to pAchuM anaMta kaMI karatA nahotA. paNa jyAre eNe tamAro paTTo kADhI pheMkI dIdho duHkha bhogavavuM paDaze. mATe brahmacaryavrata hoya te divase potAnuM tyAre ame mAryo. rAjAe kahyuM-ema ja karavuM hatuM. huM mana paNa temAM na javuM joIe. e lakSamAM rAkhavA jevuM che. parama rAjAno paTTo hato tyAM sudhI loko tene pajavI na zakyA. kapALadeve "nIrakhIne navayauvanA..."mAM kahyuM che : "pAtra thavA jyAre paTTo nAkhI dIdho tyAre pajavyo. tema jJAnInI AjJAmAM 6 sevA sadA, brahmacarya atimAna." mATe e brahmacaryavrata, AtmAnuM rahenArano koI vALa vAMko na kare. AjJA mUke tyAre kama pajave. : hita karavuM hoya teNe pALavuM joIe. zrImad rAjacaMdranA anuyAyI ke manathI vratanuM pAlana karavuM viSayonA anuyAyI jo A vrata hoya to saMsArathI chUTavuM saheluM che. kemake pUjyazrI kahe : : sAruM sAruM khAya te paNa eka bhogane arthe, sArAM kapaDAM pahere te paramakRpALudevanuM paNa eka bhogane arthe, bIjuM badhuM paNa bhogane arthe jIva kare che. nAma vagovAya ? ane jo bhogathI virakta thayA hoIe to saMsAramAM kaMI khAvAnI, tevuM vartana rAkhavuM pIvAnI, oDhavAnI baghI icchAo naSTa thaI jAya che. e vrata nahIM. pote jJAnI hoya, pachI bhalene jIva saMsAramAM raheto hoya, to paNa te sAdhu paramakRpALu nI : jevo ja che. mATe manathI e vrata pALavuM joIe. jema covihAra AjJAe vartavuM kare to mahinAmAM paMdara upavAsanuM phaLa maLe che. tema AmAM paNa ane te joIne che. jo divasamAM paNa brahmacarya pALavAno niyama hoya to mahinAmAM bIjA paNa varte paMdara divasa brahmacaryanuM phaLa maLe che. niyama jeTalo paLAya teTalo tevuM kAma karavuM. levo; paNa pALavo barAbara joIe. eka potAnA AtmAnuM hita pote kahe ke ame thAya, eTalA mATe eka AtmArthano ja lakSa rAkhavo. zrImad rAjacaMdranA brahmacaryavratathI vAMcana vicAramAM sthiratA anuyAyI chIe, e vrata, vAMcana-vicAra AdimAM mana barAbara rahe, te paNa paMcendriyanA mATe levAnuM che. mATe te divase sArA bhAva rAkhavA. ane A viSayomAM lIna saMsAramAM janma, jarA, maraNAdi nAza thAya te ja A bhavamAM karavuM. rahe to pachI bIjuM karavAthI to bahu duHkha pAmyo. mATe jema bane tema A temane paMcendriya saMsAramAMthI chuTAya te ja kAma karavuM. bIjuM badhuM nAzavaMta che. eka viSayonA anuyAyI kahevA ke zrImad rAjacaMdranA anuyAyI? konA gharma sAthe Avaze. e mATe "mokSamALA"mAM je brahmacaryanI nava anuyAyI kahevA? mATe temanI AjJA pramANe vartIne kharA anuyAyI vADo che, te paNa moDhe karI levI. ane 'pravezikA'mAM paNa brahmacarya thavuM. moha ocho karavo, e khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavA yogya che. viSenA zikSApATha che, te vicAravAM. A vrata moha-rAga ocho brahmacarya karavA mATe che. e lakSamAM rAkhI te vratanA divase bhakti vAMcanamAM pUjyazrI-A saMsAramAM janmamaraNAdi duHkha rahyAM che. : citta rAkhI, viSayo pratye citta na jAya, e lakSamAM rAkhavuM. tene TALavA mATe kaMI ne kaMI vrata levuM joIe. brahmacarya zA mATe pharI Avo yoga maLavo durlabha pALavuM? AtmAne arthe. pAMca indriyonA viSayo bhogavyAthI, kaMI paNa vAMcavAnuM, vicAravAnuM, yAda karavAnuM rAkhavuM. anaMtakALathI jIve janma maraNa karyA che. mATe je divase brahmacarya vakhata nakAmo na gumAvavo. vAMcana, manana ane nididhyAsana pALavAnuM che, te divase sAdhunI jema rahevuM. eka paramakRpALudeva (bhAvanA bhAvavI) karavAnuM rAkhavuM. A manuSyabhava nakAmo na sivAya koI bIjAnI icchA karavI nahIM. A vrata zarIrathI paLAya jAya. pharI Avo yoga maLavo durlabha che. manuSyabhava, temAM ucca che, paNa mana temAM lezamAtra na javuM joIe. te divase bhakti, kuLa, sadaguruno yoga ane bogha sAMbhaLavAnuM paNa mana thAya vAMcana karIne sArA bhAva rAkhavA. anaMtakALathI A viSayomAM evo yoga karI na maLe. mATe AtmArthe A manuSyabhava saphaLa ja rahyAthI, anaMtakALathI duHkha bhogavavuM paDyuM che. ane have paNa 160

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI tIrthayAtrAnA saMsmaraNo "sadguru caraNa jahAM ghare, jaMgama tIratha teha; te raja mama mastaka caDho, bALaka mAMge eha." saM. 1981 thI pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe je je tIrthasthaLonI kSetrasparzanA karI tyAM tyAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sAthe hatA. paNa saM.1992nA vaizAkha suda 8nA divase teozrIno dehotsarga thayA pachI pU. zrI brahmacArIjIe kayA varSamAM kyAM kyAM yAtrArthe gamana karyuM tenuM kramazaH vivaraNa nIce pramANe che. pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI be traNa varSe yAtrAe padhAratA. te vakhate so-basono ke kyAreka cAraso pAMcasonoya saMgha sAthe thaI jato hato. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, agAsa kAviThA saM.1993nA kArtika vada 2nA roja pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe kAviThAnA mumukSubhAIonI ghaNI AgrahabharI vinaMtIthI 7080 mumukSubhAIo sAthe tyAM padhArI traNa divasanI sthiratA karI hatI. temanA sAnidhyamAM 'zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira'nuM khAtamuhUrta karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. mahuDI, AMbe, vaDa ane ghorI bhagatanI derIe, jyAM jyAM paramakRpALudeve bodhadhArA varSAvelI, te sarva jagyAe darzana bhaktino lAbha lIdho hato. te samaye paramakRpALudevanA pagalA mATe rUpiyA traNa hajAranI TIpa thaI hatI. kAviThAnA mumukSubhAIono utsAha ghaNo hato. teoe pU.zrIne jaNAvyuM ke amAre mATe have Apa ja eka mArgadarzaka cho. IDaranI yAtrA saM.1993nA mahA suda 1ne zubha divase pUjyazrI siddhapura padhAryA. tyAM cha divasa rokAI sAtamane divase pagapALA vihAra karI kherALu, jyAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe comAsuM kareluM tyAM gayA. tyAMthI rAtre dasa vAge pagapALA vihAra karI tAraMgAjI pahoMcyA. traNa divasa tyAM rokAI IDara padhAryA. IDara AvyA pachI AzramamAM samAcAra mokalyA. jethI mukhyatve zrI vastImalajInI noTanA AdhAre maLelI yAtrAnI vigata. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI 163 soeka mumukSubhAIbaheno tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. zrI punazIbhAI tathA amadAvAdathI zeTha zrI jesIMgabhAI paNa tyAM AvyA hatA. te samaye ghaMTiyA pahADa upara rahevAnI sagavaDa nahotI. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI sauthI AgaLa ane pAchaLa sarva saMgha smaraNamaMtranI dhUna bolatA ghaMTiyA pahADa upara AvI pahoMcyo. tyAM zrI siddhazilA samakSa namaskAra karI badhA beThA ane bhakti bhajana karyAM. zrI siddhazilA svamukhe 'bRhadvavyasaMgraha' - saMbhaLAvyo pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe svamukhe 'bRhad dravya saMgraha' saMbhaLAvyo ane tenuM vivecana paNa karyuM. sarva mumukSuoe maunapaNe ekAgracitte tenuM zravaNa karI atyaMta AnaMda anubhavyo. nIce puDhavI zilA, kaNiyA mahAdevanuM maMdira, bIjA pahADa upara zrI zAMtinAtha bhagavAnanuM derAsara, digaMbara maMdira, raNamalanI cokI, rUThI rANInuM mALiyuM, bhUrAbAvAnI guphA vagere sthaLoe jyAM jyAM paramakRpALudeva vicarelA te te jagyAe darzana bhakti karI ullAsita thayA.

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gAma bahAra traNa chatrIo che. temAMnI eka chatrI parama- che. ApaNe paNa pratiSThA kapALudevanA pUrvabhavanI kahevAya che. tenI najIka smazAna ane prasaMge hAjarI ApavI | eka kuMDa temaja guphA paNa che, je guphAmAM paramakRpALudeva eka joIe. mahino rahelA. tyAM "apUrva avasara AdinI bahu ullAsapUrvaka pachI saM.1993 bhakti karI baghA utAre pAchA vaLyA. nA jeTha suda 4nA zubha cothe divase pharI ghaMTiyA pahADa upara darzana karavA gayA. 6 divase pU.zrI brahmacArIjI pahADa upara te samaye kaMI bAMghakAma thayeluM nahotuM. mAtra jaMgala ja 200 mumukSubhAIbaheno zrImad rAjacaMdranuM pahelA banela maMdira, AhAra hatuM. bAMdhakAma saM.1996mAM tyAM thayuM ane pAdukAjInI pratiSThA ! sAthe AzramathI vidAya thaI paNa te ja sAlamAM thaI hatI. Ahora rAjamaMdiranI pratiSThA nimitte padhAryA. sAthe mukhya sthApanA naroDA karavA arthe paramakRpALudevano citrapaTa paNa lAvyA hatA. ghAmadhUmathI vAjate gAjate bajAramAM thaI "sahajAnmasvarUpa TALo bhavakU5'nuM pada bolatA rAjamaMdiramAM tenI pagharAmaNI karI. zeTha zrI jesIMgabhAI, zrI punazIbhAI zeTha, zrI hIrAlAla jhaverI, zrI nAhaTA sAheba, zrI maNibhAI kalyANajI, zrI cunIbhAI, zrI sobhAgabhAI, zrI vanecaMda zeTha, zrI choTAkAkA, zrI zAradA bahena Adi ghaNA mumukSubhAIbaheno AhoranA pratiSThA mahotsava upara hAjara rahyA hatA. jeTha suda 13nA zubha divase citrapaTonI sthApanA pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA karakamaLa, vidhi sahita jayadhvani sAthe atyaMta vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, naroDA ghAmadhUmathI uttama muhUrtamAM karavAmAM AvI hatI. IDarathI pUjyazrI saMgha sAthe naroDA paghAryA. jyAM parama kapALadeva UtaryA hatA, te ja gharmazALAmAM vizALa maMDapa bAMdhI rANakapurajI citrapaTanI sthApanA karI ghaNA ullAsapUrvaka bhakti karavAmAM AvI. tyAMthI pagapALA vihAra karI pUjyazrI sakaLa saMgha sAthe amadAvAdamAM paMcabhAInI poLa temaja zeTha zrI jesIMgabhAIe baMghAvela lAla baMgalAmAM citrapaTonI sthApanA che tyAM gayA, ane bIjA paNa maMdironA darzana karI pAchA naroDA padhAryA. bIje divase savAramAM gAma bahAra je jagyAe parama kRpALudeva birAjelA tyAM oTalo bAMghela che; tyAM bhaktinA pado sarvee ghaNA ullAsapUrvaka gAyAM. munizrI caturalAlajI, zeTha zrI jesIMgabhAI, zrI choTAkAkA, zeThANI caMpAbahena vagere sAthe hatA. sTezana pAse eka baMgalo che temaja taLAva pAse eka TekarI che, jyAM paramakRpALadeva vicarelA tyAM paNa darzanArthe gayA hatA. Ahora pratiSThA pratiSThA nimitte pU.zrI brahmacArIjI temaja sakaLa mumukSu saMghane AmaMtraNa ApavA mATe zrI phulacaMdabhAI AhorathI agAsa zrI jInamaMdira, rANakapura AzramamAM AvyA. te samaye pUjyazrIe, zrI cunIbhAI kArabhArI AhorathI jAlora gaDha upara ane rANakapurajInI paMcaAdi TrasTIone temaja murabbI mumukSuone upara bolAvI kahyuM : tIrthInI yAtrA karI sakaLa saMgha Azrama pAcho pharyo ane pUjyazrI ke AhAranA bhAIoe ahIMnI pratiSThAmAM ghaNI madada Apela : 15-20 mumukSuo sAthe Abu padhAryA. 164

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Abu mAuMTanI yAtrA nAra saM. 1994nA mAgazara vada 8nA divase pUjyazrI moTA saMgha sAthe nAra ane vaTAmaNa padhAryA. vaTAmaNamAM pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA janmasthaLanA darzana karI mumukSuone ghaNo AnaMda ane ullAsa thayo ane te vakhate zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, nArA vaTAmaNamAM maMdira bAMghavA mATe rUpiyA 1500 nI TIpa thaI. vaTAmaNa zrI delavADAnA maMdironuM drazya Abu mAunTa upara savAramAM delavADA maMdironA darzana karyA. pachI zrI zAMtivijayajI mahArAja maLyA. pU.zrI brahmacArIjIne joI temane ghaNo ja AnaMda thayo. potAnI pATa upara pAse besADI pa.u.pa.pU. prabhuzrIjInA dehatyAga saMbaMthI vRttAMta pUchavA lAgyA. pUjyazrIe badhI hakIkata temane kahI saMbhaLAvI. acaLagaDha zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, vaTAmaNa bhAdaraNa pratiSThA faraka### / ff : zrI acalagaDhanA maMdironuM drazya acaLagaDhamAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI saM.1991nI sAlamAM je haoNlamAM ATha nava divasa rahyA hatA te ja haoNlamAM pUjyazrI Adi UtaryA. satparuSo jyAM paga mUke te bhUmi tIrtharUpa che. AbumAM jyAM jyAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI vicarelA te zrabarI baMgalo, vasiSThAzrama, deDakI zilA vagere sthaLoe pUjyazrI darzana karavA padhAryA hatA. del twin - che. . iiiiiiiiiii IIIIIIIIIIII te parata thaya na watu mAtra kauvAnuM tAtparya ke rAI e vAte nizAne madana ane Ova zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, bhAdaraNa 165

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saM. 1994nA mahA suda 5 (vasaMtapaMcamI)nA zubha divase pratiSThA nimitte pUjyazrI ghaNA mumukSubhAIbaheno sAthe bhAdaraNa padhAryA, ane zubha muhUrtamAM teozrInI AjJAthI vidhi sahita citrapaTonI sthApanA karavAmAM AvI. saM.1994nA vaizAkha vada 3nA roja pUjyazrI pAMca sAta mumukSabhAIo sAthe pharI vAra bhAdaraNa padhAryA ane 1 mAsa tyAM rokAyA. bhaktino krama roja cAlu hato. ghaNA mumukSubhAI baheno bhaktimAM bhAga letA ane ghaNAe smaraNamaMtra paNa lIdho hato. vasonI yAtrA bAhubaLIjInI yAtrA saM.1995nA jeTha suda pUrNimAnA zubha divase AzramathI saMgha sAthe pUjyazrI bAhubaLIjInI yAtrAe padhAryA. vacce tirumalaI gAmamAM UtaryA. tyAM pahADa upara zrI neminAtha bhagavAnanI kAusagga mudrAnI 15 phuTanI digaMbarI pratimA che. cheka TekarI upara zrI samaMtabhadrAcAryanA pagalA che, bAjumAM vAdibhasiMha AcAryanuM samAdhisthAna che. tyAMnA zAstrIjIe jaNAvyuM ke pAMDavoe potAne darzana karavA mATe A pratimA kotarelI. A pahADa upara teo comAsuM rahyA hatA. uttaramAM duSkALa paDavAthI bAra hajAra sAdhuo dakSiNa tarapha AvelA, te vakhate cAra hajAra sAdhuo A pahADa upara samAdhi pAmyA hatA. maisurathI soLa mAIla dUra gomaTTagiri che. tyAM bAhubaLIjInI tera phUTa UMcI kAusagga mudrAnI pratimA che. tyAM darzana bhakti karI maliyura gAma (kanakagiri) AvyA. tyAM pahADa upara pUjyapAda svAmInA samAdhi sthAne pAdukAjI che, jUnA lekho che, daza khaMDanuM eka moTuM maMdira che. tyAM darzana karI maisura pAchA pharyA. DI[L/X/X/ zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, vaso saM.1995nA kArtika vada 5ne divase AzramathI paccIseka mumukSuo sAthe pagapALA vihAra karI pUjyazrI saMdezara gAme gayA. tyAMthI mumukSuo sAthe pAdavihAra karI bAMghaNI gAme padhAryA. tyAM rAtanA Atmasiddhi vagerenI bhakti karI ArAma karyo. bIje divase savAramAM pUjyazrI potAnuM saMsArI avasthAnuM je ghara che tyAM sagAonA AgrahathI sarva mumukSuo sAthe gayA ane "bahu puNya kerA'nuM pada tyAM bolyA. bAMghaNIthI baporanA traNa vAgye sarva mumukSuo sAthe pagapALA vihAra karI sAMje sAta vAge vaso paghAryA. AzramathI bIjA ghaNA mumukSuo gADImAM besI tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. bIje divase savAramAM gAmanI bahAra smazAnabhUmi, kUvA upara, rAyaNa nIce, gocarabhUmi (caro) vagere ekAMta sthaLomAM jyAM jyAM paramakRpALudeva vicarelA te te pavitra sthaLonA darzana karavA 57 phUTa UMcI bAhubalIjInI pratimA gayA. satparuSo jyAM vicarelA hoya che te tIrthabhUmi mahApuruSonI maisurathI speziyala moTara karI sAMjanA pAMca vAge smRti karAve che. bAhubaLIjI AvI pahoMcyA. savAramAM viMdhyagiri nAmanA bAhusaM.1954mAM paramakRpALudeve A gAmamAM pa.pU. prabhuzrI- baLIjInA pahADa upara sarve caDhyA. tyAM bAhubaLIjInI eka ja jIne AtmabodhanI prApti karAvI hatI. jaMgalamAM paNa jyAM bogha paththaramAMthI kotarela pa7 phUTa UMcI bhavya ane zAMta pratimA karela te sthaLe jaI bhaktinA pado bolyA hatA. joIne baghAne khUba AnaMda thayo. tyAM bhakti karI caityavaMdana karyuM. 166

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tyAMnA paMDite, A mUrti koNe ane kevI rIte banAvI maMdiro che, jemAM eka traNa mALanuM moTuM maMdira che. badhe darzana hatI, te saMbaMdhI daMtakathA nIce pramANe jaNAvI - bhakti karI tyAMthI kArakala gayA. tyAM cauda maMdiro che ane eka bAhubaLIjInI A pratimA zrI munisuvrata svAmInA nAnI TekarI upara bAhubaLIjInI cALIsa phUTa UMcI pratimA che. vakhatamAM maMdodarIe potAne darzana karavA mATe eka vidyAghara tyAM darzana karI vAraMga gayA. pAse ratnavaDe kotarAvela. rAma, sItAjI ane rAvaNe paNa A vAraMgamAM taLAvanI vacce moTuM maMdira che. nAvamAM besI pratimAjInA darzana karela che. tyAM gayA. badhe bhakti caityavaMdana vagere karI pAchA muDabidri pratimA bahu suMdara, zAMta ane bhavya AvyA ane siddhAMtamaMdiranA darzana karavA gayA. tyAM zAstrIjIe kALAMtare bAhubaLIjInI A pratimA tyAM AgaLa pahADa prathama 'ghavala', "jayaghavala', "mahAdhavala' Adi zAstronA darzana upara jamInamAM daTAI gayela. AjathI teraso varSa pUrve zrI karAvyA. pachI hIrA, mANeka Adi ratnonI 35 pratimAo eka cAmuMDArAyane A bAhubaLIjInI mUrti saMbaMdhI svapna AvyuM ke pachI eka hAthamAM rAkhI pAchaLa dIvo gharI batAvI ane dareka sAmenA bharatajInA pahADa uparanI amuka jagyAethI amuka ratnanA guNadharmanI samajaNa pADI. dareka ratnanuM mAhAtma varNavatI dizAmAM bANa mAravAthI e bANa jyAM paDe tyAM khodavuM, eTale vakhate sAthe ema paNa bolatA ke bhagavAnanI draSTimAM to A mUrti nIkaLaze ane tyAM maMdira baMdhAvavuM. A pramANe karavAthI paththara ja che, ke jene ApaNe moTuM mahatva ApIe chIe. paNa mUrti nIkaLI eTale maMdira baMdhAvI zrI cAmuMDarAyanA haste pratiSThA mahApuruSonA guNonI smRti lAvavA A AkAra che. AtmA karavAmAM Avela che. kamaLa ane mUrti banne eka paththaramAMthI : bhaNI vRSTi karI darzana-lAbha levAno che. kotarelA che. pratimA bahu suMdara, zAMta ane bhavya che. dakSiNanI yAtrA A prakAre sukhapUrvaka pUrNa thaI. bharatajInI pratimA rAjakoTa zrImad rAjacaMdra navIna samAdhimaMdira bharatajInA pahADa caMdragiri upara 14 maMdiro che. bAjunI saM.1996nA mahA suda 13nA pratiSThA nimitte pUjyazrI khullI jagyAmAM bharatajInI pratimA sAthaLa sudhI jamInamAM UtarI mumukSuo sAthe rAjakoTa padhAryA. tyAM AjI nadInA kAMThe gayelI che. A pratimAjInI UMcAI 15 phUTanI che. bhadrabAhu- smazAnabhUminI bAjumAM Avela paramakRpALudevanA samAdhimaMdiramAM svAmInuM samAdhisthAna ahIM guphAmAM che, tyAM temanA bhavya pAdukAjI pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA varada haste paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTanI che. caMdragupta rAjA ahIMthI devaloka pAmela che. baghA sthAne darzana sthApanA ghaNA ullAsapUrvaka jayadhvani sAthe karavAmAM AvI. bhakti karI veNura gayA. saM.1996nA vaizAkha suda 3nA zubha divase saDodarAmAM veNuramAM pAMca maMdira ane bAhubaLIjInI pAtrIsa phUTa citrapaTonI sthApanA pUjyazrInA sAnnidhyamAM harSollAsapUrvaka UMcI UbhI pratimAnA darzana karI mUDabidri AvyA. tyAM aDhAra karavAmAM AvI hatI. 167

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saDodarA pratiSThA vaDavA zrImada rAjacaMdramaMdira koNa vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, saDodarA IDara zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, vaDavA pachI vaDavA jaI eka divasanI sthiratA karI, bhakti: bhajana karI pAchA agAsa AzramamAM AvI pahoMcyA. ghAmaNa pratiSThA siddhazilA upara paramakRpALudevanA zrImad rAjacaMdra vihArabhavana, pAdukAjInI sthApanA karela. vartamAnamAM IDara tenA upara sthApela pratimAjI saM.1996mAM pUjyazrI mumukSuo sAthe IDara pratiSThA nimitte paghAryA. tyAM vihArabhuvanamAM siddhazilA upara paramakRpALudevanA pAdukAjInI sthApanA atyaMta ullAsabhAvathI jaya jayakAranA zabdo sAthe thaI hatI. khaMbhAta Irf pahelAMnuM zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, ghAmaNa saM.1998nA mAgazara suda dasamanI pratiSThA nimitte AzramathI pUjyazrI sakaLa saMgha sAthe ghAmaNa paghAryA. mAgazara suda 10ne zubha divase vidhi sahita citrapaTonI sthApanA sabhAmaMDapamAM pUjyazrInA hastakamaLe ghaNA ghAmadhUmathI karavAmAM AvI. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, zrImad rAjacaMdra khaMbhAtamAM ghAmaNamAM ghaNA bhAIbaheno bhakti vAMcanamAM AvatA khaMbhAta (loMkApurI) rahela te makAna huM ane smaraNamaMtra paNa letA. te lokono utsAha temaja temane saM.1997nA caitra mAsamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI 40- ! gharmane mArge caDhatA joI pUjyazrIne ullAsa thato. te samaye 50 mumukSabhAIbaheno sAthe khaMbhAta padhAryA. khaMbhAtamAM eka pUjyazrInA samAgamathI ghaNA jIvoe satyatharmano alaukika divasa rokAI ghaNA maMdironAM darzana karyA. lAbha meLavyo. 168

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rAjakoTa-samAghibhavanA jUnAgaDhanA pahADa uparanA maMdiro pAlitANA pAlitANA, kadaMbagiri, hastagiri, taLAjA, bhAvanagara, ghoghA baMdara, boTAda, vaDhavANa kempa, IDara, vijayanagara, kesariyAjI, Udayapura, citoDagaDha, ratalAma thaI indora AvyA. indorathI ujjaina, makSIjI, siddhavarakUTa, baDavAnI, mAMDavagaDha, bAgha, bhopAvara, rAjapura, kukSI, lakSmaNIjI vagere sthaLoe yAtrA karI Azrama pAchA pharyA. siddhavarakUTa zrImad rAjacaMdra samAthibhavana saM.1998nA mahA suda 11nA divase AzramathI mumukSu bhAIo sAthe pUjyazrI rAjakoTa paghAryA. paramakRpALudevano dehavilaya je makAnamAM thayelo te ja makAnamAM pAMca divasa rahyA. bhakti tyAM ja karatA. chelle divase zrI javalabahenanA AgrahathI pUjyazrI vavANiyA padhAryA. tyAM paramakRpALudevanA janmasthAna upara sabhAmaMDapanuM kAma cAlatuM hatuM tyAM bhakti karI. prakAzapurI, jUnAgaDha mAMDavagaDha baDavAnI (bAvanagajA). pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInuM nivAsasthAna prakAzapurI, jUnAgaDha vavANiyAthI pUjyazrI jUnAgaDha gayA. tyAM badhI TrakonA darzana karI jyAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe saM.1972nuM comAsuM karyuM hatuM te prakAzapurI'mAM jaI darzana bhakti karyA. tyAMthI mumukSuo sAthe pUjyazrI pAlitANA paghAryA. 169

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surata rokAI jyAM jyAM paramakRpALadeva vicarelA te te pavitra sthAnomAM roja darzana karavA jatA ane bhaktinA pado ghaNA ullAsabhAvathI bolatA. tyAMthI naroDA AvyA. naroDA vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama, surata saM.1999nA poSa suda pUnamane divase zrI manaharabhAIne tyAM citrapaTonI sthApanA karavA pUjyazrI surata padhAryA. tyAM vidhi sahita sthApanA karI ghAmaNa, saDodarA, bhuvAsaNa vagere sthaLoe jaI tyAMthI sIghA Ahora padhAryA. Ahora paramakRpALudeva birAjela tyAM vartamAnamAM banAvela derI, naroDA naroDA be divasa rokAyA. gAma bahAra jyAM paramakRpALudeva birAjelA te sthAne oTalo baMdhAvela che. tyAM baghA beThA. pachI pU.zrIe zrI vastImalajIne "apUrva avasara" bolavAnI AjJA karI ane bIjA badhAne mauna ghAraNa karI dhyAnamAM besavA jaNAvyuM. te avasare je ullAsabhAvathI "apUrva avasara" bolAyo hato tenI kalpanA paNa na karI zakAya. naroDAthI mumukSuo AzramamAM AvyA. pUjyazrI traNa mumukSuo sAthe amadAvAdamAM zrI jesIMgabhAI zeThane tyAM traNa divasa rokAyA. zeThajIne ghaNo ullAsa ane AnaMda thayo hato. bhakti svAdhyAya temanA baMgalAmAM ja thato. tyAMthI sIdhA Azrama AvavAnuM banyuM. A vakhate surata jillAmAM, rAjasthAnamAM temaja IDara vagere maLI kula traNa mahinAnI yAtrA sukhe pUrNa thaI. vavANiyA pratiSThA vartamAnamAM banela zrI rAjamaMdira-Ahora tyAM rAjamaMdira pAse makAnamAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIno utAro hato. mumukSu bhAI-bahenothI AkhuM rAjamaMdira bharAI jatuM. ane atyaMta ullAsabhAvathI bhakti vAMcanAdi thatA hatA. 21 divasa AhoramAM sthiratA karI pUjyazrI IDara padhAryA. IDara pratiSThA E vartamAnamAM banela zrI caMdraprabhunI derI IDaramAM siddhazilAnI sAme TekarI upara zrI caMdraprabhusvAmInA pAdukAjInI sthApanA prasaMge AvavuM thayuM. pUjyazrI tathA mumukSubhAIbaheno agiyAra divasa tyAM pahelAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra janmabhavana, vavANiyA 171

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saM.2000nA kArtika suda 10nA roja pUjyazrI saMgha pahoMcyA. pUjyazrI ane mumukSubhAIone pharIthI nAnI khAkhara sAthe zrI vavANiyA tIrthe pratiSThA nimitte padhAryA. pUjyazrIno laI gayA. zeTha premajI laghA pUjyazrInuM ghaNA ullAsabhAvathI utAro upAzrayamAM hato. bhaktino kAryakrama maMDapamAM thato. morabInA bahumAna ane vinaya karatA, ane roja kuTuMba sahita bogha sAMbhaLavA rAjAe paNa tyAM AvI ghaNI madada karI hatI. AvatA. zeTha vagerene mahApuruSa potAnA ghare padhAryAno ghaNo paramakRpALudevanA jamAI zrI bhagavAnabhAIe ! AnaMda ane ullAsa hato. pUjyazrI cAra divasa rokAyA hatA. jyAM paramakRpALudevanuM janmasthaLa che te bIdaDA jagyA upara moTo sabhAmaMDapa banAvI bIdaDAmAM maMdiranAM darzana karyA. tyAM zrI velasItemAM jinapratimA ane bAjumAM bhAInuM Azrama che. bhaktimAM pUjyazrInI AjJAthI zrI bhagavAnabhAI zrImad rAjacaMdra prabhunI pratimAnI zrI zaMkara bhagata "jIvane mArga maLyo nathI enuM zuM sthApanA thAya te mATe be vibhAga pADelA. tyAM ghaNI kAraNa?" A patra bolyA pachI pUjyazrIe te patranuM dhAmadhUmathI jaya jayakAranA dhvani sAthe vAjategAjate vivecana karyuM. te sAMbhaLatA ja velasIbhAIne ghaNuM alaukika rIte pU.zrI brahmacArIjInA sAnidhyamAM Azcarya thayuM ane bolyA-AvI vAta mane kyAMya savithie apUrva ullAsathI kArtika suda pUnamanA divase sAMbhaLavAmAM AvI nathI. tenuM zuM kAraNa haze? sthApanA thaI hatI. pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "mahApuNyano joga hoya tyAre ja kacchanI yAtrA AvA apUrva vacano sAMbhaLavAnuM bhAgya prApta thAya che. jIva saM.2000nA kArtika vada 4nA roja zrI punazIbhAI anAdikALathI A saMsAramAM rajhaLe che. paNa koI vakhata puNyanI zeThanA AgrahathI pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSuo sAthe vavANiyAthI jhalaka thAya che. tyAre ja sapuruSanA vacano kAne paDe che." Ama kacchanI yAtrAe pathAryA. ghaNo bogha thavAthI velasIbhAIne ghaNo ullAsa thayo hato. be bhadrezvara divasa tyAM rokAI baghA koDAya padhAryA. A tIrtha jagaDuzAzeThe baMghA koDAyA vela che. tyAM bAvana jinAlayanA A gAmamAM traNa moTA derAsaro che. brahmacArI bahenonuM moTA maMdiramAM bhavya pratimAonA darzana karyA. cha divasa tyAM Azrama zrI kamubahenanA nAmathI prasiddha che. paramakRpALudevane kAzI bhaNavA mokalavA mATe A gAmanA rokAI muMdrAmAM darzana karI zrI hemarAjabhAI, naLiyAnA zrI mAlazIbhAI beu sAthe rAjakoTa bhujapura AvyA. AvyA hatA. A banne bhAIone paramakRpALudevanuM alaukika bhujapura mAhAsya lAgeluM tyArathI A gAmamAM paramakRpALudevanI zraddhAvALA bhujapuramAM velajI megharAjane tyAM nivAsa karyo. velajI 1jI : ghaNA mumukSuo thayelA. A gAma kAzIpurInA nAmathI paNa megharAje amuka guNasthAnakanuM kAvya banAveluM. te pUjyazrIne gAI oLakhAya che. ahIM jaina zAstrono bhaMDAra paNa che. saMbhaLAvyuM. tenA uttaramAM pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "AjJA vagara ke uM tyAM muni zrI padmavijayajIe pUjyazrInA vAMcanano sAro potAnI kalpanAthI jhera pIvA jevuM che. anAdikALathI A jIva : lAbha lIdho ane kahyuM ke Apa atre padhAryA cho to ghaNA mANaso rakhaDyo che. te zAthI rakhaDyo che? AvuM ne AvuM ja jIva svacchede bhaktimAM Ave che, nahIM to koI AvatuM nathI. karato Avyo che. paNa kalyANa thayuM nathI." koDAyamAM pUjyazrIe je bogha karyo te sAMbhaLI eka moTI khAkhara sAdhvIjIe kahyuM ke "A bogha mArA hRdayamAM coMTI gayo che. bhujapurathI moTI khAkhara AvyA. tyAM traNa maMdiro che. Avo bogha koI sAdhu pAsethI ame sAMbhaLyo nathI. AjathI roja darzana karavA jatA. ATha divasa tyAM rahI nAnI khAkharamAM paramakRpALudevane huM zirasAvaMdya mAnuM chuM." pUjyazrI pAsethI temaNe maMdiranA darzana karI bIdaDA AvyA. apUrva vastunI prasAdIrUpa smaraNamaMtra ane 'tattvajJAna' lIdhuM hatuM. ATha dRSTinI sajhAyanuM vivecana pUjyazrIe temane sArI rIte nAnI khAkhara karI samajAvyuM. alaukika bodha thayo hato. sAdhvIjIne ghaNA ullAsa bIje divase zeTha premajI laghA moTara laI bIdaDA AvI sI ane zraddhAnuM kAraNa banyuM hatuM. ane 172

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rAyaNa zrI nAkoDA tIrtha zeTha zrI punazIbhAInA ghare ja pUjyazrI vagereno utAro hato. bhakti vAMcana paNa emane tyAM ja thatAM. rAyaNamAM traNa derAsaro che. pAMca divasa tyAM rokAvuM thayuM hatuM. zeTha zrI punazIbhAInI bhAvanA ghaNI uttama hatI. navAvAsa derAsaramAM caityavaMdana Adi karI "niHzaMkatAthI zarIra uparanI mUcha to jANe sAva kSINa thaI gaI hoya ema lAgatuM hatuM. nAkoDA tIrthamAM 9 divasa rahI pAlI AvyA. pAlImAM nirbhayatA utpanna hoya che, ane tethI niHsaMgatA prApta hoya che." eka DuMgara upara maMdira che. tyAM darzanabhakti karI indora padhAryA. (254) A patra bolavAnI pUjyazrIe zrI mohanabhAIne AjJA karI. tyAM zrI avicaLazrIjI ane zrI guNazrIjI A be AryAone indoramAM kAviThAnA zrI somAbhAI prabhudAsa taraphathI zrI sametazikharajIno yAtrAsaMgha kADhavAnuM nakkI thayuM. tenA samAcAra A patra sAMbhaLI manamAM thayuM ke A koI alaukika mArga che. Azrama jaNAvyA jethI bIjA mumukSuo paNa indora AvI pahoMcyAM. pachI pUjyazrInA samAgamathI temane paramakRpALudeva kharekhara sad guru bhagavAna ja che, emanuM zaraNa grahaNa karavAthI AtmAnuM zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrA kalyANa thaze evI zraddhA thaI. zrI sametazikharajInA pahADa uparanuM jaLa maMdira tyAra pachI teo avAranavAra AzramamAM AvatA. saM.2004nuM comAsuM paNa temaNe AzramamAM karyuM hatuM. pUjyazrIno patro dvArA samAgama paNa temane ghaNo maLyo hato. avicaLazrIjIno dehatyAga comAsI pratikramaNa karatAM kAusaggamAM thayo hato. tyAMthI merAu, mApara, saMghANa, sutharI, arikhANa, siMghoDI, lAlA, jakhau, jasApura, naLiyA, terA, koThArA, DumarA, jAmanagara vagere sthaLoe maMdironA darzana karI bagasarA AvyA. bagasarA indorathI saM.2001 nA poSa suda 9 ne zubha divase bagasarAmAM saM.1973nuM comAsuM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe je zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrArthe prayANa karI banArasa AvyA. tyAM haoNlamAM karyuM hatuM te ja haoNlamAM pU.zrI UtaryA hatA. tyAM pU.zrInuM bahu bhelupuramAM pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA cAra kalyANaka thayelA che. vairAgyapreraka vAMcana thatuM. traNa divasa tyAM rokAI boTAda padhAryA. bhadainI ghATa gaMgAtIra para zrI supArzvanAtha bhagavAnanA boTAda cAra kalyANakanI jagyA che.caMdrapurI (candrAvatI) tyAMthI vIsa zeTha vIracaMda bhurAbhAIne tyAM utAro hato. boTAdamAM mAIla dUra che. tyAM caMdraprabhasvAmInA cAra kalyANaka thayelA che. paramakRpALudeva jyAM rahelA te makAnamAM pUjyazrI vagere mumukSuoe sAranAtha ( siMhapurI)mAM zrI zreyAMsanAtha bhagavAnanA bhakti bhajana karyA. tyAMthI vaDhavANa kempa thaI AzramamAM padhAryA. cAra kalyANaka che. e sarva sthaLoe darzana bhakti karI paTanA saM.2001nA kArtika vada 7ne maMgaLavAranA zubha divase (pATalIputra) gayA. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAIbaheno sAthe AzramathI zivagaMja eka pratimA cothA ArAnI padhAryA, tyAM pAMca divasa rokAI Ahora padhAryA. AhoramAM eka paTanA naMdarAjAnI ane caMdragupta rAjAnI rAjadhAnI hatI. mAsa sthiratA karI hatI. te vakhate ghaNA bhAIbahenoe smaraNamaMtra huM tyAM sAta derAsaro che. temAM eka pratimA cothA ArAnI che. zrI lIdho hato. sudarzanazeTha je sthAnethI mokSe gayA tyAM pAdukAjInI sthApanA che. nAkoDA eka maMdiranI sAme zrI sthUlibhadrajI kozA gaNikAnA AhorathI jAlora gaDha upara darzana karI nAkoDA tIrthe mahelamAM cAturmAsa arthe rahyA hatA tyAM pAdukAjInI sthApanA che. padhAryA. te samaye pUjyazrInI dazA adabhuta vairAgyamaya hatI. : paTanAthI rAjagRhI AvI zvetAMbara gharmazALAmAM UtaryA. 173

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zrI rAjagRhI tIrtha 'Saa kAma bra.zrI maganabhAI zrI gharmacaMdajI bra.zrI vastImalajI hatA. rAjagRhImAM kula 9 divasa rahyA hatA. tyAMthI nAlaMdA kuMDalapura AvyA. te mahAvIra svAmInI janmabhUmi che. tyAM zvetAMbara digaMbaranA maMdiro che. tenAM darzana karI sAMje rAjagRhI pAchA AvI pahoMcyA. pAvApurI-zrI mahAvIra svAmInuM mokSasthAna zrI rAjagRhImAM Avela pAMca pahADo gAmathI eka mAIla dUra pAMca pahADa AvelA che. 1. vipulAcala 2. ratnAgiri 3. udayagiri 4. sonAgiri (zramaNagiri) 5. vaibhAragiri. cAra hajAra varSa jUnI bhavya pratimA vipulAcala parvata upara zrI mahAvIra bhagavAna AdinA maMdiro che. ratnAgiri upara munisuvratasvAmInuM maMdira che. udayagiri upara zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI cAra hajAra varSa jUnI bhavya pratimA che. vaibhAragiri upara mahAvIra svAmI ghaNI vAra paghArelAnuM varNana zAstromAM Ave che. te pahADa upara zrI munisuvratasvAmInA cAra kalyANakanI jagyA che. tyAM maMdira che. ahIMthI zrI ghanAbhadra ane zrI zAlibhadra anazana karI mokSa paghAryA hatA. te sthAna upara temanI mUrtio che. vaibhAragirinI Toca upara zrI gautamasvAmInI derI che, tyAM jaI caityavaMdana karyuM. tyAMthI pAchA vaLatAM maMdira AgaLa nIce be guphAo che. te rohiNiyA coranI guphAo kahevAya che. te bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmInAM agnisaMskAra sthAne Avela jaLamaMdira guphAo eka nAnA gAma jeTalI vizALa che. rAjagRhIthI pAvApurI gayA. tyAM zrI mahAvIra svAmInuM pUjyazrIne mumukSuoe karAvela snAna mokSasthAne tathA agnisaMskAranI jagA upara taLAvanI vacce vaibhAragiri pahADanI nIce taLeTImAM garama pANInA che jaLamaMdira AveluM che. te suMdara ane ramaNIya che. maMdiramAM javA kuMDa che. enuM pANI gaMdhaka ke evI ja koI ghAtumizrita hovAthI mATe pula paNa bAMdhelo che. prAkRtika rIte garama hoya che. A pANI roga nivAraka che. lakavo, jaLamaMdirathI eka mAIla dUra zrI mahAvIra svAmInI aMtima saMgrahaNI vagere darado mATe bahu upayogI kahevAya che. hajAro dezanAnA sthAne samavasaraNanI racanAnA AkAranuM suMdara ramaNIya mANaso teno upayoga kare che. A sthAne huM maMdira AveluM che. tene bAbunuM maMdira kahe che. have saMgha pAvApurIthI guNiyAjI Avyo. tyAM gautama pUjyazrIne zrI maganabhAI, zrI gharmacaMdabhAI ane zrI vastImalabhAIe maLIne 108 svAmInA nirvANanI jagyAe suMdara jaLamaMdira banAveluM che. tyAM darzana bhakti karI sametazikharajI mATe prayANa karyuM. kaLazAo vaDe navarAvyA 174

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magvana-zrI sametazikharajI tIrtha paramakRpALudeva dhyAna karatA te nava talAvaDIo jyAMthI vIsa tIrthakaro mokSe paghAryA mahA suda pUrNimAne divase savAranA 8 vAge badhA madhuvana-sametazikharajI AvI pahoMcyA. zvetAMbara gharmazALAmAM paramakRpALudeva dhyAna karatAM temAMnI eka talAvaDI UtaryA. tyAM maMdiramAM bhakti, pUjA, svAdhyAyamAM te divasa vyatIta vavANiyAmAM nava taLAvaDIo che. bathI taLAvaDIo upara thayo. mahA suda pUrNimAnI rAtrIe 3 vAge eTale mahA vada paramakRpALudeva ghaNI vakhata jatA tethI te pUjanika gaNAya che. ekamanI vahelI savAre sametazikharajInA gaDha upara caDhavA prayANa dararoja eka eka taLAvaDI upara jaI ame bhakti karatA. karyuM. sUrya udaye zrI gautamasvAmInI prathama Tuke pahoMcyA. tyAM eka divasa pUjyazrI sAthe mumukSuo kALI taLAvaDIe darzana karI AlocanA bolI tyAMthI AgaLa pAMtrIsa TUMko che tyAM bhakti karatA hatA tyAre tyAM eka sApa nIkaLyo. pUjyazrIe kahyuM : darzana karavA gayA. sarva pavitra sthAnonA darzana karI jaLamaMdire : "koI gabharAzo nahIM. enI meLe pharIne jato raheze." AjubAju AvI caityavaMdana stavana Adi kAryakrama pUro karI nava vAge sAthe huM pharI, bhakti pUrI thavA AvI eTalAmAM te sApa cAlyo gayo. te lAvela nAsto vAparyo. pachI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI chellI Traka : vakhate 11 divasa vavANiyA rokAyA hatA. pUjyazrI padhArelA te che. tyAM jaI "paMcakalyANaka', "mULamAraga' vagere bolI nIce kAraNathI zrI javalabahena paNa tyAM ja rokAyA hatA. baporanA aDhI vAge gharmazALAmAM AvI pahoMcyA. zrI rAjakoTa zrI jaMbusvAmInI nirvANabhUmi bIje divase ayodhyA gayA. tyAM zvetAMbara ane digaMbara maMdironAM darzana karI mathurA AvyA tyAM zvetAMbara maMdiramAM darzana bhakti karI tyAMthI doDha mAIla dUra zrI jaMbusvAmInI nirvANabhUmi che, tyAM jaI darzana karyA. tyAM digaMbara maMdira ane brahmacaryAzrama paNa che. mathurAthI saMgha ravAnA thaI agAsa AzramamAM AvI pahoMcyo. Ama zrI sametazikharajInI yAtrA sukhapUrvaka pUrNa thaI. vavANiyAnI yAtrA saM.2002nA kArtika vada 7nA divase AzramathI pUjyazrI zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira- rAjakoTa 40-50 mumukSuo sAthe vavANiyA padhAryA. pUjyazrI sAthe 4-5 mumukSuo vavANiyA rokAyA. bAkInA mumukSuo traNa divasa rahI vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAnamaMdira, rAjakoTa pAlitANA vagerenI yAtrAe gayA. vavANiyAthI ravAnA thaI rAjakoTa be divasa rokAyA. 175

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pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA pratimAjI kSetrapharasanAthI aneka mumukSuone ghera Agamana : pachI vaDhavANa kempamAM cAra divasa, amadAvAdamAM zrI jesIMgabhAIne tyAM be divasa, tyAMthI sIghA surata be divasa, dhULiyA cha divasa, vyArA eka divasa rokAI bAraDolI, sarabhANa, bhuvAsaNa, ghAmaNa, saDodarA, patharADiyA, deroda, AstA Adi sthAnoe pharI pAchA surata traNa divasa rokAI tyAMthI pAlejamAM traNa divasa sthiratA karI AzramamAM paghAryA. saM.2003nA kArtika vada 7 nA divase pUjyazrI kAviThA gayA. tyAM savA mahino sthiratA karI. pachI sImaraDA agiyAra divasa rahyA. tyAMthI DabhAsI be divasa, bhAdaraNa bAra divasa, sIsavA traNa divasa rahI borasada thaI AzramamAM AvyA. vaizAkha vada agiyArasane divase AMkha batAvavA mATe pUjyazrInuM muMbaI javuM thayuM hatuM. tyAMthI pAchA vaLatAM umarATa paccIsa divasa rahyA hatA. saM.2004nA kArtika vada 7nA divase pUjyazrI pagapALA vihAra karI saMdezara gayA. tyAMthI bAMdhaNI nava divasa, suNAva eka mahino ne be divasa, daMtAlI soLa divasa, sImaraDA bAra divasa, AzI eka mahino rahI Azrama pAchA pharyA hatA. zrI kAviThA gAme pratiSThA | ILa nA pAka mA mukI nA nAma jApa | pApa kAma mArI hatI ke hakIkata che ke jamA = = = = = vaizAkha suda terasanA zubha divase pUjyazrInA sAnidhyamAM uparanA bhAgamAM tIrthakara bhagavAnanI pratimA, nIcenA bhAgamAM paramakRpALudevanI pratimA ane gabhArAnI bahAra eka bAju pa.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA pratimAjInI sthApanA thaI hatI. derAsaranA AgaLanA cokamAM be hajAra mANaso besI zake eTalo moTo suMdara vizALa maMDapa bAMdhyo hato. bhaktino vartamAnamAM sabhAmaMDapa sAthe zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, kAviThA badho kAryakrama tyAM thato. vAMcanamAM pUjyazrI asarakAraka vivecana saM.2004nA vaizAkha suda 9ne divase pUjyazrI mumukSuo : karatA te ghaNA jIvone vairAgyanuM kAraNa thayuM hatuM. sAthe pagapALA vihAra karI kAviThA pratiSThA nimitte padhAryA. tyAM varaghoDAnI zobhA koI alaukika lAgatI hatI. pU.zrI ATha divasano aThThAI mahotsava rAkhela. tethI AjubAjunA temaja brahmacArIjI jema tArAmAM caMdra prakAze tema saMghanI vacamAM zobhatA dUranA ghaNA mumukSuoe hAjarI ApI hatI. hatA. bhaktinAM pado ane garabIo bahu ullAsathI gavAtA hatA. 176

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Abu mAuMTamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAIo sAthe kodarA Dema upara pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI bhAI-baheno sAthe saMvat 2005nA vaizAkha suda 13nA divase zrI cunIlAla megharAjanI vinaMtithI AzramathI pUjyazrI mumukSuo sAthe Abu mAunTa padhAryA. eka mahino ane daza divasa tyAM rokAyA hatAM. 177

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Abu mAuMTamAM TrAva2sTAla upara pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAI-baheno sAthe vasiSThAzramathI AvatA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI tathA vAparA suparA poiMTa para bhakti karatA mumukSuo sAthe saM.1991nI sAlamAM 5.u.pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI Abu padhAryA te vakhate je je jagyAe pharasanA karelI te te uttama sthAnomAM pUjyazrI pharavA jatA. tyAM bhakti karI pAchA utAre AvatA. te sthAnonA nAmo A pramANe che 178 =

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anAdarA poiMTa upara pUjyazrI brahAcArIjI mumukSu bhAIo sAthe vApara suparA poiMTa upara pU.zrI brahmacArIjI tathA zrI raNachoDabhAI Dema uparathI jatAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI tathA mumukSu bhAIo delavADAnAM maMdiro, krega poInTa, vasiSTha Azrama, anAdarA poInTa, zAMtivijayajInI guphA, deDakI zilA, acaLagaDha, Tena taLAva, nakhI taLAva Adi upara bhakti karela. 179

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Abu mAuMTamAM pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAI-baheno sAthe Abu mAuMTamAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Abu mAuMTamAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjInuM raheThANa. pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Abu rahyA tyAM sudhI AcArAMga sUtranuM paThana karyuM. bhaktimAM vacanAmRta zrI mohanabhAI vAMcatA ane pUjyazrI tenA upara vivecana karatA. lagabhaga AkhA vacanAmRtanuM vivecana tyAM thayuM hatuM. tyAM jaMgalamAM ekalA jaI pUjyazrI ekAMtamAM dhyAnamAM birAjatA athavA kAusagga mudrAmAM UbhA rahetA hatA. AzramanA TrasTIoe pUjyazrIne tAra karI AbuthI Azrama bolAvyA hatA. 180

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sImaraDA indora vartamAnamAM banela jinamaMdira sAthe zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, sImaraDA vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, indora Azrama AvyA pachI pUjyazrIne kaparA upasargo thayA. saM.2006nA vaizAkha suda 11nA roja agAsa AzramathI pote samatAbhAvathI te baghA sahana karyA. jyAre TrasTIoe 5-60 mumukSubhAIbaheno sAthe pUjyazrI indora citrapaTa sthApanA pUjyazrIne kahyuM ke tamAre have koIne maMtra Apavo nahIM. te divase nimitte padhAryA. sAMje sTezane jaI eka bhAIne maMtra Apyo ane bIje divase tyAMnA mumukSuoe bhakti arthe makAnanA uparanA haoNlamAM eTale saM.2006nA poSa suda 6nA roja aMtaHskuraNA thavAthI : vaizAkha suda 13ne divase pUjyazrInA zubha haste citrapaTonI savAramAM sADAcAra vAge AzramathI pagapALA vihAra karI pUjyazrI H sthApanA karAvI. tyAMthI baneDiyAjI vagere sthaLonI yAtrA karI sImaraDA padhAryA. sAthe mAtra eka besavAnI caTAI hatI, je pAchA indora AvyA. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe temane Apela hatI. indora chAvaNImAM jatAM nasIA gharmazALAmAM jyAM pa.pU. te vakhate pUjyazrI sADAtraNa mahinA sImaraDA rahyA. te ! prabhuzrIjI saM.1976nI sAlamAM UtaryA hatA, tyAM "Atmasiddhi' samaya daramyAna AzramamAM AvanArA mumukSuo sImaraDA jaI : ane "mULamAraga" vagerenI atyaMta ullAsapUrvaka bhakti karI. darzana samAgamano lAbha letA. pachI baghA agAsa AzramamAM AvyA. tyArabAda zrI amRtalAla parIkha, zrI manaharabhAI, zrI morabI padamazIbhAI, zrI rAvajIbhAI desAI vagere AzramanA TrasTIo sImaraDA jaI caitra vada 3nI savAre pUjyazrIne savinaya AzramamAM laI AvyAM hatAM. je kAma traNa varSa na thAya te traNa mahinAmAM A upasargothI pUjyazrIno ghaNo AtmavikAsa thayo. AzramamAM AvyA pachI koI prasaMge zrI mohanabhAIne pUjyazrIe kaheluM ke "je kAma traNa varSe na thAya te A traNa mahinAmAM thayuM che." dinapratidina teozrIno AtmaprabhAva amoe caDhate pariNAme joyo che. A kaMI atizayokti nathI, paNa je samAgamamAM AvyA temano A jAta anubhava che. IDara saM.2006nA caitra vada 8ne divase 4-50 mumukSu vartamAnamAM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra smRti maMdira, morabI bhAIbaheno sAthe pUjyazrI IDara traNa divasanI yAtrAe jaI badhe saM.2007nA kArtika vada 3nA roja AzramathI pUjyazrI darzana bhakti karI pAchA AvyA. : lagabhaga 50 mumukSubhAIbaheno sAthe morabI padhAryA. T T ITT II 181

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vavANiyAmAM zrImad rAjacaMdrane jAtismaraNajJAna thayuM te vRkSa pAse pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAI-baheno sAthe mArabA dAna karAvavAANavA AvyA. zrA javalabahana ana zrA buddhidhanabhAI vagara tyA ja hatA. savAranI bhakti karI rahyA pachI baghI taLAvaDIoe pharavA gayA. pachI jyAM paramakRpALudevane jAtismaraNa jJAna thayuM hatuM te bAvaLanA jhADa AgaLa besI bhakti karI ane bahenoe garabA gAyA. bIje divase taLAvaDIe pada bolI beThA pachI pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe jaNAvyuM ke "yAtrAmAM jeTaluM zarIra ghasAze teTaluM kAmanuM che." pote ghaNA ullAsamAM hatA. te ja divase thoDIvAramAM eka suMdara bhajana taiyAra karyuM. aMtara ati ullase ho ke janmabhUmi nIrakhI, mumukSu manane ho kalyANaka sarakhI." A bhajana zrI vastImalabhAIne bhaktimAM bolavAnI AjJA karI. sarva mumukSumaMDaLe premapUrvaka jhIlI khuba AnaMda anubhavyo hato. vavANiyA cha divasa rokAI rAjakoTa pathAryA. rAjakoTamAM jyAM paramakRpALudevanuM samAdhisthAna che tyAM darzana bhakti karI je baMgalAmAM paramakRpALudevano dehotsarga thayelo te sthAnanA darzanArthe gayA. 182

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zrI junAgaDha-giranAranA gaDha upara zrI neminAtha prabhunA nirvANasthAne bhakti karatA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI tathA mumukSu bhAI-baheno rAjakoTathI jUnAgaDha padhAryA. gAmanA maMdiro ane taLeTInA maMdiromAM darzana karI pUjA bhakti karI. trIje divase gaDha upara caDhyA. badhI Trakoe darzana bhakti karI ane mukhya maMdiramAM caityavaMdana karyuM. sAMjanA rAjulanI guphA joI. pachI cidAnaMdajInI guphA che tyAM gayA. te guphAmAM rAtre koI rahI zakatuM nahIM. saM.1960nI sAlamAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI ane munizrI mohanalAlajI mahArAja A guphAmAM traNa divasa rahelA. vyaMtaranA kAraNe upadravo paNa thayelA. tyAM darzana karI gaDha uparanA utAre AvyA. rAtre bhakti karI gaDha upara sUI gayA. bIje divase savAre sahasAmravana (zeSAvana) jaI paMcakalyANaka bolI jUnA raste thaI gAmamAM badhA AvI pahoMcyA. zrI junAgaDha-giranAranA maMdironuM dRzya 183

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zrI pAlItANA gaDha uparanA maMdironA darzana zrI hastagiri tIrtha zrI motIzAnI TUMka, pAlItANA gaDha upara zrI kadaMbagiri tIrtha jUnAgaDhathI pAlItANA padhAryA. pahele divase gAmanA derAsaromAM darzana karyA. bIje divase gaDha upara caDhI baghI TrakonA darzana karI AdIzvara bhagavAna AgaLa caityavaMdana karI nIce UtaryA. pUjyazrI 4-5 mumukSuo sAthe sonagaDha gayA. tyAM badhe pharI samavasaraNanI racanA tathA derAsaranA darzana karI pAchA pAlItANA AvyA. tyAMthI 8 mumukSuo sAthe pUjyazrI boTAda padhAryA ane bIjA badhA mumukSuo pAlitANAthI sIghA Azrama mATe ravAnA thayA. 184

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zrI bAhubaLIjInI yAtrA saM.2008nA kArtika vada 11ne divase AzramathI lagabhaga 100 mumukSu bhAI-bahenonA saMgha sAthe pUjyazrI bAhubaLIjInI yAtrAe padhAryA. AzramathI paramakRpALudevano lAIpha sAijhano citrapaTa sAthe hato. te laI hubalI sTezane UtaryA. tyAM zrI ghevaracaMdajI, zrI oTaramalajI vagere mumukSuo ghaNA ullAsamAM beMDavAjA sAthe levA AvyA hatAM. vAjate gAjate gAmamAM praveza thayo. digaMbara zvetAMbara maMdironA darzana karavA gayA. tyAM "kona utAre pAra" "paMtha paramapada bodhyo" ane "mULa mArganA pado bolyA hatA. zrImad rAjacaMdra citrapaTa vartamAnamAM navuM banela zrImad rAjacaMdra jJAna maMdira, hubalI pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIe saM.1980nuM comAsuM pUnAmAM karyuM hatuM ane tyAMthI bAhubaLIjInI yAtrAe jatAM hubalI sTezana pAse eka baMgalAmAM traNa divasa rokAyA hatA. te baMgalAmAM pUjyazrI sarva mumukSubhAIbaheno sAthe padhAryA. tyAM "maMgalAcaraNa" "vIsa doharA" "jaDa ne caitanya banne bahu puNya kerA'nA pado bolyA. baMgalAmAM rahenAra zeThe kahyuM ke ghanya bhAgya mArAM ke Aje AvA puruSanAM mAre ghera pagalAM thayAM. pUjyazrIe kahyuM : "A baMgalAmAM eka AtmajJAnI puruSa AvelA che. jANye-ajANye paNa tamane ghera beThA tIrtha jevuM ghara maLyuM hubalImAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI rahelA te makAna che. mahApuruSonI caraNarajathI pavitra thayelA sthAno jIvane kalyANakArI che." enA upara pUjyazrIe eka draSTAMta ApyuM ke "bharata cakravartIne je arIsAbhuvanamAM kevaLajJAna thayuM te ja bhuvanamAM temanA pachI ghaNA rAjAo kevaLajJAna pAmyA hatA. mahApuruSonA pugalo paNa evA hoya che ke ghaNA kALa sudhI tenI asara rahe che." hubalImAM traNa divasa rokAI beMgalora padhAryA. pU.prabhuzrIjI utaryA te ja haoNlamAM pUzrIno utAro beMgaloramAM saM.1981mAM pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI cikapeTanA zrI AdinAtha jainamaMdiranA je vyAkhyAna haoNlamAM UtaryA hatA te ja haoNlamAM pUjyazrIno utAro hato. tyAM AhoranA zrI caMdanamalajI tathA zrI jugarAjajIe badhI sagavaDa karI hatI. be divasa tyAM rokAI maisura padhAryA. maisuramAM pUjyazrIno utAro zrI mizrImalajIne tyAM hato. emanA ghare citrapaTonI sthApanA karI tathA AtmasiddhinI pUjA daramyAna zrI nirmaLAbenane yAvajIvana cothA vratanI pratijJA vidhisahita ApI hatI. maisuramAM traNa divasa rokAI 150 mumukSubhAIbahenonA saMgha sAthe bAhubaLIjInA darzanArthe prayANa karyuM. 185

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI tathA mumukSu bhAI-baheno zrI bAhubalIjInA pahADa upara caDhatA viMdhyagiri pahADa upara bAhubaLIjInI 57 phUTanI pratimA che. tenA darzanArthe pUjyazrI sauthI AgaLa ane pAchaLa Akho saMgha jaya jayakAra sAthe caDhavA lAgyo. bAhubaLIjInA pahADa upara caDhatA visAmo 186

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zrI bAhubaLIjInI pratimA sAme darzana karatA pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Adi mumukSuo pratimAnA darzana karI cAre bAju pharatA "kona utAre pAra pada bolI pratimAnI sAme AvI beThA 187

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bharatajInA pahADa upara boghavaDe mumukSuonI AMkhomAM AMsu tyAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjIe "prajJAvabogha'mAMthI zrI RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA pAThamAM Avela bAhubaLIjI ane bharatajInA yuddhano saMvAda saMdesaranA zrI aMbAlAlabhAI pAse gavaDAvyo. sAthe pU.zrIe tenuM vivecana karyuM. te sAMbhaLI ghaNo AnaMda thayo hato. bIje divase caMdragiri pahADa upara gayA. tyAM darzana karI, bharatajInI mUrti arthI jamInamAM daTAyelI che tyAM beThA. prajJAvabogha'mAMthI gaI kAle gavaDAvela pAThano AgaLano bhAga bharatajInA vairAgya saMbaMdhIno gavaDAvyo, ane pUjyazrIe tenuM vivecana karyuM. te sAMbhaLI mumukSuonI AMkhomAM AMsu AvI gayA. 188

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pU.zrI brahmacArIjI bharatajInA pahADa upara satsaMgamAM mumukSu bhAI-baheno sAthe bapore gAmanA maMdiramAM bhaTTArakajIe sphaTikamaNi vagere vividha ratnonI pratimAonA darzana karAvyA hatA. tyAMthI veNura, muDabidri ane kA2kalamAM darzana bhakti karI pAchA hubalI padhAryA. tyAMthI ghaNA mumukSuo AzramamAM pAchA pharyA. ane pUjyazrI thoDA mumukSuo sAthe hubalIthI balArI jaI rAyacUra AvyA. rAyacUramAM zrI sItAbahenane tyAM traNa divasa rokAyA hatA. rAyacUrathI eka mAIla dUra TekarI upara zrI bhadrabAhusvAmInA pAdukAjI che, tyAM darzana karI 'apUrva avasara' bolyA ane taLAvanA kinAre be derIo che tyAM bhakti karI hatI. zrI kulapAkajI rAyacUrathI haidrAbAda thaI kulapAkajI AvyA. maMdiramAM pratimAo camatkArI che. kulapAkajIthI traNa mAIla dUra eka pahADanI taLeTImAM traNa pratimAo che. tyAM darzana karI pAchA kulapAkajI AvyA. kulapAkajIthI pUjyazrI guDivADA padhAryA. zrI dharmacaMdajI vagere mumukSuono ullAsa ghaNo hato. sTezanathI beMDavAjA sAthe vAjate gAjate pUjyazrIne dharmazALAe laI gayA. bAjumAM jinamaMdira che. tyAM darzana bhakti karI. maMdiramAM mULanAyaka zrI pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI pratimA camatkArI che. zrI dharmacaMdabhAInA makAnamAM citrapaTonI sthApanA pUjyazrInA hastakamaLe karavAmAM AvI. cha divasa tyAM rokAI vijayavADA, bhAMDukatIrtha thaI aMtarIkSa pArzvanAtha AvyA. tyAMthI pUjyazrI dhULiyA padhAryA. tenA ullAsamAM zrI maganabhAI lakSmIdAsa vagere traNe bhAIoe pa.pU.prabhuzrIjIno bodha chapAvavA mATe rUA. eka hajArano DrAphTa kaDhAvI AzramamAM mokalyo. cha divasa dhULiyA rokAI aMjaDa AvyA. tyAM zrI cImanabhAI ghaNA ullAsathI beMDavAjA sAthe pUjyazrIne potAnA ghera laI gayA. ane teozrInA karakamaLe citrapaTonI sthApanA karAvI. indorathI zrI maMgaLadAsazeTha ane zrI sAkarabena vagere aMjaDa AvyA hatA. 189

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zrI bAvanagajAmAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAI-baheno sAthe bAvanagaja tyAMthI bAvanagajA gayA. tyAM sAtapuDA parvatonI hAra che. eka parvatamAM 84 phuTanI zrI AdinAtha bhagavAnanI kAyotsarga mudrAnI pratimA ardhI kotarelI che. gAmanuM nAma baDavAnI che. tyAMthI bAvanagajA cha mAIla dUra che. tyAM darzana karI indora AvyA. 190

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indora nAkoDA tIrtha indoramAM jyAM paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTonI sthApanA karela tyAM pUjyazrIno utAro hato. indoramAM zrI hukamIcaMda zeThanuM kAcanuM moTuM derAsara prasiddha che. tyAM darzana karavA gayA. zeTha zrI hakamIcaMdajI pAse ardho kalAka beThA ane "apUrva avasara' nuM pada bolyA. zeThane AnaMda thayo hato. te samaye pUjyazrI bAvIsa divasa indora rokAyA. vArA pharatI 30 maMdironA darzana karyA. mAMDavagaDha ane baneDiyAjI jaI darzana karI AvyA temaja indorathI 75-80 mumukSu bhAI baheno sAthe siddhavarakUTa paNa gayA. tyAM pAMca maMdironA darzana karyA. ghaNo AnaMda thayo. pa.pU.prabhuzrIjI paNa indorathI baneDiyAjI nAkoDAjImAM pU.zrI brahmacArIjI mumukSu bhAIo sAthe gayA hatA ane siddhavarakUTa padhAryA hatA. tyAM siddhavarakUTamAM nAkoDAjImAM cAra divasa sthiratA karI hatI. rAtanA teozrI ATha divasa rokAyA hatA. roja vAMcana cAlatuM. temAM pUjyazrI alaukika bhAvamaya vivecana - rAjasthAnanI yAtrA karatA hatA. tyAMthI sivAnA AvyA. pUjyazrI indorathI ajamera padhAryA. tyAM dasa-bAra maMdiro gaDha sivAnA che. Agama maMdira, samavasaraNanI racanA ane bhagavAnanA paMcakalyANakanI racanA uttama prakAre karelI che. tyAMthI puSpadarAja, bAvara thaI zivagaMja padhAryA. tyAM cAra divasa rahI AhAra AvavuM thayuM hatuM. AhAramAM cAra divasa rokAI umedapura thaI rANakapuranI paMcatIrthImAM musALA mahAvIra, ghANerAva, nADalAI, nADola, varakANAmAM darzana bhakti karI joghapura padhAryA. joghapurathI rAtanA 10 vAge jesalamera javA mATe TrenamAM besavAnuM hatuM. tyAre pUjyazrIne jotAM ja sTezananA be mAstarone evI bhAvanA thaI ke emanI pAsethI ApaNe kaMIka sAMbhaLIe. pUjyazrIe ardho kalAka temane paramArtha saMbaMdhI samaja ApI. zrImad rAjacaMdra maMdira, sivAnA banne mAstaroe nityakrama pustaka lIghA. sivAnAmAM be divasa rokAvuM thayuM. tyAM bhakti vAMcanamAM jesalamera tIrtha 6 40-50 bhAIbahenonuM AvavuM thatuM. tyAMthI jAlora paghAryA. gaDha jesalameranA killAmAM upara caDhI darzana karI nIce UtaryA. tyAMthI sAthenA mumukSupAse pAse 7 derAsara : bhAIbaheno aMgAsa Azrama AvavA mATe ravAnA thayA. ane AvelA che. temAM cha pU.zrI brahmacArIjI Ahora paghAryA. ogaNIsa divasa tyAM sthiratA hajAra pratimAo che. karI. te samaye zrI mohanabhAI, zrI maganabhAI ane zrI tyAM darzana pUjA bhakti raNachoDabhAI sAthe hatA. karyA. ahIMno zAstrabhaMDAra prasiddha che. te joI traNa divasa tyAM saM.2009nA mahA suda 1nA divase zArIrika svasthatA rokAI lodaravAjI AvyA. lodaravAjImAM pArzvanAtha bhagavAnanI arthe pUjyazrInuM nAsika paghAravuM thayuM. zrI zAMtibhAI, zrI raNachoDabhAI ane zrI pukharAjajI teozrInI sevAmAM sAthe sahastraphaNAnI suMdara camatkArI pratimA che. tenAM darzana karI jesalameranI AjubAju yAtrAe pharI pUjyazrI nAkoDA tIrtha padhAryA. hatA. 191

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Dumasa DumasanuM jinamaMdira saM.2009nA caitra vada 8ne divase AzramathI pUjyazrI saMgha sAthe patharADiyA, sarabhANa, kharavAsA, bAraDolI, khoja, pAraDI, zAmapurA, bhuvAsaNa, AstA, ghAmaNa, deroda, rUDhI, kAmareja, nanasADa thaIne saDodarA padhAryA. tyAMthI kuceda, aMbheTI thaI ghAmaNa paghAryA. tyAM traNa divasa rahI saM. 2009nA prathama vaizAkha suda 13ne divase Dumasa padhAryA. tyAM sevAmAM zrI sumerabhAI ane zrI raNachoDabhAI hatA. paMdara divasa tyAM rokAI jItharaDI thaI Azrama padhAryA. bIjA vaizAkha suda 13ne divase pUjyazrI AzramathI sIghA Dumasa padhAryA. sevAmAM zrI raNachoDabhAI hatA. 25 divasa lagabhaga tyAM rokAI Azrama AvavuM thayuM hatuM. agAsa AzramamAM saM.2009nA Aso vada rane divase pa.pU.prabhuzrIjInA raMgIna citrapaTanI sthApanA zrI rAjamaMdiramAM ArasanA gokhamAM pUjyazrInA svahaste karavAmAM AvI. pachI svamukhe bhaktAmara stotra bolyA hatA. saM.2010nA kArtika suda 7 ne divase sAMje pAMca kalAkane cAlIsa miniTe parama pUjyazrI brahmacArIjIe agAsa AzramanA zrI rAjamaMdiramAM paramakRpALudevanA citrapaTa samakSa kAusagga mudrAmAM UbhA rahI, AtmasamAdhimAM lIna thaI A nazvaradehano tyAga karI uttama gatine pAmyA. vandana ho pavitra puruSonA pAdAraviMdamAM - bhAvanAbena pI. jaina agAsa Azrama 192

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uttarasaMDA tIrthakSetra thai timli 1. . ! . R nAradama ramena POLO RAsa ekavAra pUjyazrI brahmacArIjI uttarasaMDA padhAryA hatA. te bhUminA darzana thatAM pUjyazrIe padonI racanA karI. "koDa anaMta apAra prabhu mane koDa anaMta apAra" tathA bIjuM pada "nayana saphaLa thayA Aja prabhu mArA nayana saphaLa thayA Aja." 194

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA dehotsarga ardha zatAbdI mahotsava nimitte agAsa AzramamAM varaghoDAnA drazyo 195

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pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInA dehotsarga ardha zatAbdI mahotsava nimitte banAvela pradarzananA Drazyo zrImad rAjacaMdra Azrama agAsamAM banAvela pradarzana A rIte ja ka mara : rAtre pUjyazrI brahmacArIjInI derI AgaLa bhakti na thail 196