Jainism Course Part 03

Author(s): Maniprabhashreeji
Publisher: Adinath Rajendra Jain Shwetambara Pedhi
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/002439/1

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zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyA rAjitaM jainiz2ama... khaNDa -3 khaNDa - 9 khaNDa - 8 khaNDa - 7 khaNDa - 6 khaNDa - 5 Call khaNDa - 4 khaNDa - 3 khaNDa - 1 khaNDa - 2 vizva vizvatAraka ratnatrayI sarve jIvo mokSa jAo vidyA jainiz2ama korsa lekhikA : sA. maNiprabhA zrI rAjitaM maMgala

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zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyArAjitaM yuvati saMskAra zivira kI jhalakiyA~

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lA. 9503 // zrI mohanakheDA tIrtha maNDana AdinAthAya namaH / / / / zrI rAjendra-dhanacandra-bhUpendra-yatIndra-vidyAcandra sUri gurubhyo namaH / / zrI vizvatAraka ratnAyI vidyA rAjitaM trivarSIya jainiz2ama korsa khaMDa -3 natrayI OCIDOARJO sarva jIvo morajAmao DI jainiz2ama korsa - AzIrvAda dAtApa.pU. rASTrasaMta ziromaNi gacchAdhipati vartamAnAcArya deveza . zrImadvijaya hemendrasUrIzvarajI ma.sA. sva. mahattarikA pU.sA. zrI lalitazrIjI ma.sA. sva. pravartinI pU.sA. zrI muktizrIjI ma.sA. vAtsalya vAridhi sevAbhAvI sA.zrI saMghavaNazrIjI ma.sA. --lekhikA - sA. maNiprabhAzrIjI ke adhIna hai| --protsAhaka.kumArapAla vI. zAha rakAra lekhaka tathA padma naMdI prakAzaka-- zrI AdinAtha rAjendra jaina zve. peDhI zrI mohanakher3A tIrtha, rAjagar3ha (dhAra) ma.pra. isa pustaka kAsava

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20. prakAzana varSa : saM 2068 prathama AvRtti : 3000 nakala mUlya : 100/- rU. prakAzaka : zrI mohanakheDA tIrtha AdhAra grantha * zrAddha vidhi * dharma saMgraha * aSTAnhikA vyAkhyAna * bRhatsaMgrahaNI * loka-prakAza * laghu saMgrahaNI citra nimna pustaka meM se . sAbhAra liye gae hai| * bAlapothI * pratikramaNa * kalpasUtra * sacitra zrAvaka vrata darzana * Avazyaka kriyA sUtra *trilokatIrtha vaMdanA jainAcAra prakaraNa peja meM jo naMbara likhe hai vaha isa korsa se pahale ke pustaka ke prakaraNa ke anusaMdhAna meM hai| isa taraha kula tIna sAla ke pUre korsa meM eka prakaraNa ke nau-nau bhAga hoNge| isa pustaka kA sarvAdhikAra lekhaka tathA prakAzaka ke adhIna hai / / -- mukhya kAryAlaya - zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyA rAjitaM samiti 20/21 sAIbAbA zaoNpIMga senTara, ke. ke. mArga, navajIvana posTa oNphisa ke sAmane, muMbaI senTrala, muMbaI-8 (mahArASTra) phona: 022-65500387 mudraka : jainama grAphiksa sI-208/210, pahalA mAlA, bI. jI. TAvarsa dilhI daravAjA bAhara, zAhIbAga roDa, ahamadAbAda. phona : 079-25630133 pheksa: 079-25627469 mo.: 9825851730, 94264 26510

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/ / zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya nmH|| tava caraNaM zaraNaM mama jinakI kRpA, karuNA, bhAziSa, varadAna evaM vAtsalya dhArA isa korsa para satata barasa rahI hai| jinake puNya prabhAva se yaha korsa prabhAvita hai, aise vizva maMgala ke mUlAdhAra prANezvara, hRdayezvara, sarvezvara zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha prabhu ke caraNoM meM ...... . jinakI kSAyika prIti bhakti ne isa korsa ko prabhu se abheda banAyA hai, aise siddhagiri maMDana RSabhadeva bhagavAna ke caraNoM meM.... isa korsa ko par3hakara nirmala bhArAdhanA kara Ane vAle bhava meM mahAvideha kSetra meM jinake pAsa jAkara yAritra grahaNa kara mokSa ko prApta karanA hai, aise mokSa dAtArI sImaMdhara svAmI ke caraNoM meM .... jinakI anaMta labdhi se yaha korsa mokSadAyI labdhi sampanna banA hai aise parama zraddheya samarpaNa ke sAgara gautama svAmI ke caraNoM meM.... jo samavasaraNa meM prabhu mukha kamala meM virAjita hai, jo jinavANI ke rUpa meM prakAzita banatI hai, jo sarva akSara, sarva varNa evaM svara mAlA kI bhagavatI mAtA hai, jo isa korsa ke pratyeka akSara ko samyag jJAna meM pariNamana kara rahI hai aisI tIrthezvarI siddhezvarI mAtA ke caraNa kamaloM meM ...... zatAbdi varSa meM jinakI apAra kRpA se jinake sAnidhya meM isa korsa racanA ke suMdara manoratha paidA hue evaM jinake avirata AziSa se isa korsa kA nirmANa huaa| jo jana-jana ke AsthA ke kendra hai, jo isa korsa ko vizva vyApI banA rahe haiN| jo pU.dhanacandrasUri, pU.bhUpendrasUri, pU.yatIndrasUri, pU.vidyAcandrasUri Adi parivAra se zobhita hai aise samarpita parivAra ke tAta vizva pUjya prAtaH smaraNIya pU. dAdA gurudeva rAjendra sUrIzvarajI ma.sA. ke caraNa kamaloM meM..... jinakI kRpAvArise satata mujhe isa korsa ke lie protsAhita kiyA airI vartamAna zrAcAryadeveza zrImad vijaya hemendra sUrIzvarajI ma.sA., pU. guruNIjI vidyAzrIjI ma.sA, pU. pravartinI mAnazrIjI ma.sA., pU. mahattarikA lalitazrIjI ma.sA., pU pravartinI mukti zrIjI ma.sA., sevAbhAvI gurumaiyyA saMghavaNazrIjI ma.sA. ke caraNa kamaloM meM.... isa korsa kA pratyeka khaMDa, pratyeka yepTara, pratyeka kSara ApakA zrApazrI ke caraNoM meM sAdara samarpaNam sA. maNiprabhAzrI 5/4/2010, somavAra bhInamAla

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AzIrvacana sAdhvIjI zrI maNIprabhAzrIjI Adi ThANA -zAtApRcchA! 'vizeSa- yaha jAnakara ati prasannatA huI ki "zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyA zajitaM jemimakorsa kA prakAzana ho racha hai| ___kampyuTara, iMTaraneTa ke isa Adhunika evaM jAtizila yuga meM jaina saMskRti evaM isa saMskRti se jur3e yuvAoM ke liye jainijma korsa saMjIvanI hai jo ki kir3I huI dazA evaM dizA daugo ko navajIvana pradAna kregii| saMskRtimAAcAra-vicAra sudhara taNa samyaka zrutajJAna ke liye ApakA kasAva anumodanIya hai| jaina jAgRti ke liye kiyA gayA ApakA zaMkhanAda prazaMsanIya hai Apake prayA puruSArtha evaM parizrama kI meM anumodanI karatA / yaha korsa vizvavyApinale sayA pAThakagaNa movAmI bne| isa bhAgiratha zubhakArya ke liye zubhAzirvAda pradAna karatA tathA paramAtmA se kAmanA karatA ki bhaviSya meM bhI aise navIna evaM racanAtmaka kArya karake samAna bhanIya hai ApakAyA ke vira zubhakArya na karatA ko lAbhAnvita karatI raheM! jainadharma mana manakA dhrmhai| citamedhAraNakareM zraddhA se svIkAra kare aura AcaraNa meM anubhava kareM,use isa dharma kI gahanatA evaM aMbhIratA kA jJAna ho sakatA hai| zaza-dveSa se mukta,sarva jIva samatvadRSTidhArI se arihaMta paramAtmA dvArA prarupita evaM sthApita yaha dharmAzacanA kA suMdara ghaya hai| ke 'a' se lekara 'jJa' taka kI sArI pighAeM isa dharmaziyo se prApta hotI hai| zUnya se sRjana taka kA nahazajJAna maina dani meM upalabdha hai| usI gahana zAna sAgara me se cuna cuna kara aneka motIyoM ko mAlA meM rupAntarita kara jemimmakorsa' nAmaka pustakako taiyAra kiyA hai vidUSIsAvInI zrI maNiprabhAzrIjIne! jo prakAzita hokara pAThakoMsanmazva hai| isa pustaka ke adhyayana hAza AbAlavRddha sabhI svayaM ko svazu semabuddha kara sakate hai| jJAna prakAza me apane jIvana vikAsa ke kadama Age ravAkara vastu svarupako saMprApta kara sakate hai| kAdhIjI kA prayAsa tvaM zrama kI anumodanA kara maiM unake nIpana meM re sAhitya jagata meM ajAmI bane,yaha zubhakAmanA karatAchU -G ram biry'aa ) 15/10/2010

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AzIrvacana mAtA- siddhIci paripUjhiYa zramanAmane nama: zrI vijaya prema-bhuvanabhAnu-jaya- dharmajiva-jayazekharasUrIzvarebhyo namaH viduSI sAdhyazrI maNiprabhAzrIjI ! sAdara anuvandanA sukhazAlApRcchA.... tIna sAla - 9 vibhAga meM pyApta jainiz2ma korsa pAThakoM ke jIvana meM samyagjJAna evaM samyakriyA ko vardhamAna banAne meM susaphala raho aisI paramakRpAlu paramAtmA se prArthanA pAThakoM se bhI anurodha ki ve isa korsa ke adhyayana meM, punarAvartana meM tathA parIkSA meM niyamita bane rahe. pramAda ko paravA na bane.. prabhu ne jJAna-kriyAbhyAM mokSA kahA hai. isa korsa se prApta jJAna ko jIvana sakriya banAkara saphala banAye. - AcArya abhayazekharasUri. vinayavatI viduSI sAdhvIjI zrI maNiprabhAzrIjI Adi dvANA sukhazAtA pRcchA. Apake dvArA saMskAra yuddhaka jainijma kA jo korsa prakAzita kiyA jA rahA hai| usake prati hamArI hArdika zubha kAmanAye haiN| meM bAla yuvA varga ayogya vartamAna yuga AcaraNAoM ko apanA kara mAnava bhava ko hAra rahA hai| aise samaya meM saMskAra varddhaka sAhitya kI AvazyakatA hai| yaha sAhitya bAla yuvA varga ko mArga darzaka bneN| yahI zubhAbhilASA jayAnaMda dhAvA.

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zrIzaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH / siramAvade mhkaaeN| he namA siddhama vijaya prema-bhuvanabhAnu jayaghoSa - dhanajeta-jalesara zekhara sUribhyo zrIzaMkhezvara tIrthadhAma- dhrnaa| namaH A. ajitasekhara sUra kI ora se jo khuda - pU. saM. 2066 saptaviMzati guNadhArikA sA.zrI. maNiprabhAzrIjI ma. Adi yogya sAdara anubaMdana | vizeSa meM Apane zAsanaratna zrI kumArapAla bhAI ke sUcana se jeniima korsa ke sAta bhAga saMzodhana hetu mujhe bheje the| * Apane jaina-jainesara varga jaina dharma ke Atmanikara sarvajJa kathita siddhAMta acchI taraha se samajha sake isa hetu se stutya prayAsa kiyA hai| mujhe ummIda hai ki jijJAsuvarga avazya isa korsa kA adhyayana karake se prakAzita apanI AtmA ko bhI jJAna ke prakAza kreNge| AzA hai ki saMzodhana karate karane jo sUcana kiye haiM Apa una para dhyAna deNge| Apa kA yaha prayatna taba sahI rUpa se saphala hogA jaba loga ina bAtoM kA dhyAna se adhyayana kara ke bhAvita hoNge| [ Apa kA prayatna - Apa kA sarjana isa DhaMga se kAmayAbI ko hAMsala kare yahI shubhecchaa| AcArya ajitazekharasUri kA sAdara anubNdn| jaM bikrama gurubara abiin gurU bI nathI pahoMcI tAkatA Ahe grathanu sarvana hure che..... nizraya paraMparA svahaste lAlA yA rAjasaMsadIya vailavathI sauMdhI jaina sa dha nA adhunA vidyAsikA sA. zrI zi AzIrvacana vinAdi jIbhedatA viduSinI 21-0thI abhiprabhArI ja dizramaNIbhRNa manuvaMdanA suptAnA pUrvaka lakhAjIne zurupaye . rAjaneka graMthoM durbala ne modI jI ne so bahu samRddha che skhe saMghasamakSa bhuDI yA he. se bahuta khuja prasannatA tha vizvataraka dizAnA muna nA rAma ne sara soMdha dA5ka olI - suMdara saMskAra varjaka zelImAM rajU karIne nALuo mATe jarurI lai strIne AvI ke rAsanathI sevAnuM anumodanIya kArya karela che. sAdhI sarala bhASA me jJAna nIlApanA. sevA sAhilA te pUrA rela cha zatAmA sAhitya sarvAna duzya hitalAbhane sahA pratala dhAya sevA nAva 8: yahA tapasvI to heca sAMdhe gaiMDA upakhyAsu ho| neka viSayoM ne sA~varI leto ke hA ne agara karato yA vidhAtA ratnalayI vidyAzakti nAmaka graMtha niHsvArtha lAve svAmanIvAla ne kanatA samake te lAbhAmA bhASA rahane chaulI no sonAma sugaMdha kevo saMyoga sthIranusarayAno somako prayAsa cUla upakArakha jane kama hunubaMdhu graMtho senA dvArA jaina saMgha ke asti sonA khAkSA apane khArthIha sabhArya yasodharmasAra hA nagara 14.1.2010

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bhAratabhara meM cala rahe jainiz2ama korsa ke senTara evaM pratinidhioM kI sUci gaM zahara-rAjya nAma phona- mobAIla --N ON 0=== 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 1. 2. 3. 4.. 5. 6. 7. 8. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. rAjasthAna Ahora AbUroDa bhInamAla byAvara bADamera DuMgarapura jAlora jodhapura pAlI sAyalA udayapura vijayanagara karnATaka beMgalora ballArI belagAMva belagaMja bIjApura citradurgA hospeTa * A . Andhra pradeza eluru koImbatUra IroDa madurAI madurAI pAMDicerI gujarAta ahamadAbAda navasArI surata surata sura vApI vApI UMjhA AsAma mohala (bokAro) madhyapradeza jhAbuA jhAbuA Agara vaDatAvara bAjanA zrI dinezacaMdrajI zrI bhaMvaralAlajI koThArI zrI hakamarAjajI mahetA zrI dilIpa gelaDA zrI magarAja zrIzrImAla zrI pavana dozI zrI vikAsa boharA zrI lalIta poravAla zrI bAbulAlajI solaMkI zrI karITa gurujI zrI prakAza bolIyA zrI amaracaMdajI lodhA zrI ramezajI harana zrI saMdIpa gurujI zrI zAMtilAlajI dAMtevADIyA zrI anilabhAI gurujI zrImatI bhAvikA mahezajI zAha zrI himatabhAI gurujI zrI manoharamalajI zrImatI anItA (rAja TreDarsa) zrI mukeza lakSmIbAI sI. jaina zrI mukezakumAra saMghavI zrI guDIyA zrI khImarAja jaina zrI zrI gurujI kizorabhAI jaina enDa ko zrI ke. saMgItA zrImatI nImArbana Ara. zAha zrI ramezajI zeTha vikAsa pepara mArTa zrImatI vibhuvAbena Ara. zAda zrImatI darzanA ema. zAha zrI praviNabhAI ke saMghavI zrI deveMdrajI pI. jaina hInArbana zrI hitezajI zeTha zrI rAjubhAI e. sArka zrI saMtoSa jaina zrI saMjaya jaina zrI ajaya jaina zrI paMkaja nAhara zrI maniSa kAvaDiyA 09414588347 09772092007 09460785111 09414009402 09828167478 09414685307 09414375275 09414827696 09351012207 07568430708 09414166123 0921416565 09845061920 09844540737 09448921450 08095849080 08095849080 09035068149 09448278171 09449838659 09342115050 09848338543 09443475806 09944510477 09443065530 09443065530 09443057071 09328941703 09825786190 09427127347 09909111389 09376279371 09825456980 09825129111 09825129111 09825532082 09835315784 09425102275 09425033596 09926589444 09300804765 09425990962

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6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11 12. 13. 14. 15. 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. 2222222 21. 23. 24. 25. 26. 1. 1. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12. 13. 14. 15. FFFPRE222 16. 17. 18. 19. 20. 21. 23. 24. baDanagara devArA ghosalaDhAvalA dhAra hATapIpalIyA lAbariyA ghATa maMdasaura nalakheDA peTalAvaDa ratalAma selAnA sAvera zAjarapura indaura indaura tarAnA jAvarA ujjaina unhela jhAraDA jhAMvarA paMjAba ludhiyAnA mahArASTra lunAvAlA muMbaI zahara aMdherI bhAyakhalA borIvalI DaoNbIvalI DaoNbIvalI DoMbIvalI DaoNbIvalI DaoNbIvalI DaoNbIvalI ghATakopara ghATakopara kAMdIvalI kAMdIvalI kAMdIvalI kalyANa muMbaI senTrala grAnTa roDa malADa muluMDa nAlAsopArA nAlAsopArA mIrA roDa vAlakezvara virAra . zrI sunila golecchA zrImatI vimalA jaina zrI devendrajI jaina zrI AzutoSa cattara zrI vinoda nAvela zrImatI mamatA koThArI zrI viveka khAbiyA zrI kuzala hota zrI manoja orA zrI rAjendra daraDA zrI saMjaya jaina zrI vipIna jaina zrI manoja jaina zrI nareza jaina zrI bharata koThArI zrI zailendrajI jaina zrI saMjIva jaina zrI rAjendra daraDA zrI mahAvIra jaina zrI narendra jaina zrI vinodajI jAvarA zrI navanIta jaina zrImatI pAyala jaina zrI mukezajI esa. zAha zrI jAgRti mukeza koThArI zrImatI jyotsanAthena ema. zAha zrImatI mInA paMkaja vasA zrImatI zilpA dipakabhAI saMghavI zrImatI dakSAbena pI. dholakIyA zrImatI nItAbena dipakabhAI lAkha zrImatI bhAvanAbena dhirenakumAra zAha zrImatI haMsAbena bI. zAha/ haMsAbena ema. pArekha zrImatI uSAbena jayezabhAI zAha mInAbena vasA zrImatI dIpA pI. bhemANI zrImatI kalpanA esa. bhaMDArI nItAbena zrI dharmendrajI mahetA zrI dinezakumAra mahetA zrI rAjubhAI saMghavI zrI hIrAlAlajI jaina zrImatI rekhAbena zAha zrImatI honAbena pI. dholakIyA zrImatI pratibhA koThArI zrImatI nItAbena je, borA zrI kamalajI zAha zrImatI IlA mehatA 09300612380 09425048060 09826698695 09755555592 09406855055 09826636973 09425949470 09425935156 09425487114 09425104906 09685285333 09425725555 09425492016 09827028711 09827023454 09425917608 09827288826 09425104906 09893945474 09977772100 09425490549 09417774391 09326513922 09819889126 09820844180 09321069700 09221209194 09322753645 09867000906 09221487466 09821840403 09820633304 09076076065 09004883651 09320681060 09224699635 09869184692 09821232818 09892789929 09975939229 09270094225 09221885641 09967888708 09076076065

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+ 8ka jainAcAra - IV pAThazAlA jJAna bhava AlocanA. sAdharmika bhakti Art of Living - IV sAsu banI mA~. saMskAroM kI nIMva . sUtra tathA artha vibhAga - IV vaMdittu sUtra . Ayariya uvajjhAya sUtra : `zruta devatA kI stuti aDDhAIjjesu sUtra . namo'stu vardhamAnAya. cauksAya sUtra devasia pratikramaNa vidhi upavAsa kA paccakkhANa. kAvya vibhAga prabhu sanmukha bolane kI stuti caityavaMdana stuti.. stavana sajjhAya jaina itihAsa - IV jJAna kI AzAtanA se bacie. varadatta aura guNamaMjarI kI kathA. mASatuSa muni azoka rAjA anukramaNikA sAdharmika bhakti ke dRSTAMta mahArAjA kumArapAla kI sAdharmika bhakti vadavANa zrAvaka 1 6 10 15 343 23 44 55 67 67 68 68 70 71 72 73 73/78 74/79 75/81 77/82 83 83 85 86 87 87 88

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........." ......... 105 106 maMtrIzvara pethar3a sadAsoma. puNiyA zrAvaka... jagaDuzAha .... mANekalAla seTha. sAdharmika bhakti se mile udayanamaMtrI, kumArapAla aura hemacandrAcArya.. jhAMjhaNa seTha sAMtanu aura jinadAsa pazcAtApa karo bhava se taro .............. rukmirAjA ... arjunamAlI ....... khaMdhaka RSi lakSmaNA rAjakumArI tattvajJAna - IV lavaNa samudra ...... r3hAIdvIpa. manuSyaloka tathA sUryacaMdra paMkti. naMdIzvara dvIpa ke bAvana jinAlaya .. mokSa gamana kI prakriyA parabhava meM jAne vAle jIva kI gati snAtrapUjA bhAvArtha jainAcAra - V devavaMdana ...... guruvaMdana ................ supAtradAna .. zrAvaka kA zrRMgAra jayaNA .. jIvoM kI jayaNA ke sUtra... Art of Living - V TUTA sapanoM kA mahala ............. No Competition But Solution opana buka parIkSA prazna patra ...... uttara patra....... ... 106 109 .... 111 .......... 114 127 135 .......... 138 ..... 143 154 ....... 181 ..... 188

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jainAcAra pAThazAlA jJAna ke upakaraNa CHETACOLORMATRAMImeine sAdharmika bhakti sAdharmika bhakti /

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mane Avato bhava evo Apajo....! zAzvata tIrthAdhirAja siddhagirirAja ke pAvana ___ dhanya sAdhu jIvana ! samagra jIvana meM prabhu kI caraNoM meM merI samAdhi mRtyu huI hai evaM mahAvideha meM zaraNAgati, darzana to prabhu kA, stavanA to prabhu kI, janma huA hai / mAtA ke sAtha maiM bhI roja kAna meM zravaNa to prabhu kA, vAMcana prabhu kA, lekhana samavasaraNa meM prabhu kI dezanA sunatA hU~ | 8 varSa kI prabhu kA, mana meM smaraNa to prabhu kA, roma-roma meM Ayu hote hI paramAtmA kI kSAyika prIti aisI spaMdana to prabhu kA, basa pratyeka karma prabhu ke lie | hotI hai ki paramAtmA ke mukha ke darzana binA kaise pratyeka karma ke kartA prabhu, sabhI prabhu kA, sabhI jIyA jAye ? kaise rahA jAye ? phira dezanA pUrNa jagaha prabhu, sabhI meM prabhu, eka kSaNa bhI prabhu kA hote hI paramAtmA ke pAsa jAkara sarva virati dene viyoga nahIM aura satata, sarala evaM sahaja rIta se ke lie vinaMtI karatA hU~ | icchakArI bhagavan prabhu nizrA, prabhu ke sAnidhya kA sahaja yoga / sva ke pasAya karI sarva virati daMDaka uccarAvojI... astitva kA sarvathA vilaya aura pUrNa rupa se prabhu ____prabhu kahate hai, "aho ! yaha kitane suMdara choTe kI zaraNAgati / saMsAra ke sarva saMbaMdha kA pUrNa bAlaka hai| yaha sarva virati ke lie prArthanA kara rahe vizrAma aura paramAtmA ke sarva saMbaMdhoM kA hai" aura taba paramAtmA rajoharaNa pradAna karake zaraNAgati bhAva se binazaratI svIkAra aura sarvavirati daMDaka kA uccAraNa karate hai / karemi paramAtmA meM hI pUrNa vizrAma / bhaMte... aura jaise hI rajoharaNa mere hAtha meM AyA mere hRdaya kA AnaMda zabda ke rupa meM vyakta huaa| aho ! aho ! prabhu dhanya ghar3I ! dhanya dina ! dhanya bhAgya ! mahA puNyodaya se, mahA sadbhAgya se Apane apAra karuNA karake mujhe mahA kalyANakArI mokSa prApta karane ke rAjamArga rupa sarvavirati dharma pradAna kiyA / prabhu mujha jaise bAlaka para ApakI kaisI dayA ? kaisI karuNA ? ApakA kitanA prema ki itanA suMdara jIvana diyA / kaisI nirdoSatA ki kisI bhI jIva kI hiMsA nahIM / cha:kAya ke jIvoM ko abhayadAna / kaisI niSpApatA ke jIvana meM 18 pApasthAnaka kA nAma hI nahIM / kaisI niSkAmatA ki mokSa ke sivAya dUsarI koI icchA hI nahIM / jagata ke sarva RNAnubaMdha kA sarvathA tyAga evaM eka mAtra prabhu ke RNAnubaMdha meM rahane kA amUlya koTi-koTi namaskAra ho sAdhu jIvana ko...! avsr|

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O XYYYYY CEO pAThazAlA pAThazAlA arthAt saMskAra mNdir| jaina kula meM janma lene se Apa jaina to bana gae, lekina jaina kaise hone cAhie? usakA sahI zikSaNa pAThazAlA se hI prApta hotA hai| vyakti ke jIvana meM jitanI jarurata vyavahArika zikSaNa kI hai, usase kaI guNA adhika AvazyakatA saMskAroM ke bIjAropaNa karanevAlI dhArmika zikSA kI hai| pAThazAlA yAni kyA? (1) jo hameM samyag jJAna detI hai usakA nAma hai paatthshaalaa| (2) jo baccoM meM zIla rakSA ke saMskAroM kA ropaNa karatI hai, usakA nAma hai paatthshaalaa| (3) jo zAsana rakSA kA bala detI hai usakA nAma hai paatthshaalaa| (4) jo hameM khumArI, dhairya, sattva, zaurya,sAhasa se jInA sikhAtI hai, usakA nAma hai paatthshaalaa| (5) jo duHkha ke samaya meM samAdhi evaM samAdhAna kI rAha dikhAtI hai, usakA nAma hai paatthshaalaa| pAThazAlA kA mahattva : vartamAna kI zikSaNa paddhati se vikRta banate baccoM ke dimAga ko susaMskRta banAne ke lie pAThazAlA eka saMjIvanI auSadhi ke samAna hai| mA~ baccoM ke jIvana nirvAha kI ciMtA karatI hai, jabaki pAThazAlA vaha hai jo baccoM ke jIvana nirmANa kI ciMtA karatI haiN| pratyeka gA~va-zahara meM sAdhu-sAdhvI kA yoga prApta honA nAmumakina hai aura yadi prApta ho bhI jAe to mAtra cAturmAsa ke cAra mahine ke lie| itane kama samaya meM jJAna kI saMpUrNa zikSA prApta karanA saMbhava nahIM haiN| aise meM pAThazAlA hI eka aisA sthAna hai jahA~ jAkara vyakti hara dina jJAna prApta kara sakatA hai| dIpaka ko jvalaMta rakhane ke lie jisa prakAra tela yA ghI kI jarurata hotI haiM Aja utanI hI jarurata samyag jJAna dene vAlI pAThazAlA kI hai| kyoMki bacce kacce ghar3e ke samAna hote haiN| usa kacce ghar3e ko kuMbhAra jaisA AkAra denA cAhe vaisA AkAra de sakatA hai| lekina ghar3A pakkA banane ke bAda yadi kuMbhAra usakA AkAra badalanA cAhe to vaha ghar3A TUTa jAyegA, lekina usakA AkAra parivartita nahIM hogaa| ThIka usI prakAra baccoM kI choTI umra saMskAra grahaNa karane kI hotI hai| usa samaya unheM jaise saMskAra die jAte haiM, unhIM saMskAroM meM baccoM kA jIvana Dhala jAtA hai| bar3e hone ke bAda unameM saMskAroM kA ropaNa karane jAe~ge to unakI vahI hAlata hogI jo pakke ghar3e kI hotI hai| choTI umra meM baccoM kI smaraNa zakti bahuta teja hotI hai| aise samaya meM unheM pAThazAlA bhejane se bacce svayaM ke, parivAra ke evaM zAsana ke bhaviSya ko ujjavala banA sakate haiN| (D

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samyag jJAna ke abhAva meM choDane lAyaka kyA hai? apanAne lAyaka kyA hai? yaha samajha hI nahIM paate| jabaki samyag jJAna ke prakAza meM vyakti apane kArya ke pariNAma ko jAna sakatA hai| gurudeva ke pAsa jAye taba zarama na Ae ki guruvaMdana kaise kareM? prabhu ke pAsa jAye taba yaha saMkoca na rahe ki vidhi sahita darzana-pUjana evaM caityavaMdana kaise kareM? mahAna karma nirjarA karAne vAlI pratikramaNa kI kriyA kareM taba yaha samasyA na Ae ki sAmAyika kisa taraha lenI? aura pratikramaNa kisa taraha karanA? ina sArI duvidhAoM kA eka hI samAdhAna hai paatthshaalaa| pAThazAlA hI eka aisI saMsthA hai jahA~ choTI se choTI vidhi se lekara bar3I se bar3I kriyAe~ evaM anuSThAna samyag rIti se sikhAe~ jAte haiN| pAThazAlA meM samAna vaya ke bacce hone se eka-dUsare ko par3hate dekha, rAtribhojana, kaMdamUla TI.vI., abhakSya Adi tyAga karate dekha baccoM meM bhI tyAga kA utsAha sahajatA se A jAtA hai| sAtha hI pAThazAlA se milanevAle inAma se baccoM ke aMdara dharma karane kA vizeSa utsAha bar3hatA hai| ghara para baccoM ko cAhe kitane bhI inAma de para bacce khuza nahIM hote, jitane pAThazAlA yA bAhara se milanevAle eka choTe se inAma se bacce khuza ho jAte haiN| isase bacce niraMtara pAThazAlA jAne ke AdI bana jAte haiN| pariNAma svarupa jIvana meM rahI huI vikRti- saMskRti meM evaM vAsanA bhAvanA meM parivartita ho jAtI hai| pUrvakAla meM saMskArI evaM zikSita mA~ hI baccoM kI pAThazAlA kahalAtI thii| vaha apane baccoM ko gAthA detI, dhArmika bAteM karatI, mahApuruSoM ke caritra sunaatii| isa prakAra apane baccoM ko vaha apUrva saMskArita banAtI thii| lekina duHkha kI bAta hai ki vartamAna kI mAtAoM meM hI yaha saMskAra va zikSaNa nahIM rahe to ve bhalA apane baccoM ko kyA saMskAra degI? khaira, baccoM ko saMskArita karane ke lie hI yaha pAThazAlAe~ zuru huI haiN| Aja hamArA jaina samAja sabhI pahalU se hara kSetra meM agrasara ho gayA hai kintu adhyayana ke kSetra meM vaha utanA hI pIche jA rahA hai| Aja mAsakSamaNa karane vAle tapasvI kA sone kI caina se bahumAna kiyA jAtA hai, lekina koI aticAra yAda kareM to use kisI bhI prakAra kA protsAhana nahIM diyA jaataa| chaHrI pAlita saMgha, tIrthayAtrA, svAmIvAtsalya, upadhAna Adi meM zrIsaMgha unheM acchI rakama dekara khUba protsAhana de rahe haiN| zrIsaMgha ko isa bAta kA vizeSa dhyAna rakhanA cAhie ki yadi vartamAna meM pAThazAlA para dhyAna nahIM diyA gayA to kucha hI varSoM bAda samAja se susaMskRta yuvA varga hI lupta ho jaaeNge| isalie zrImaMta varga se merA yaha nivedana hai ki dUsare kSetra kI taraha pAThazAlA meM bhI apane rupayoM kA jyAdA dAna karate raheM kyoMki prabhAvanA va inAma ke AkarSaNa binA pAThazAlA nahIM cala

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sktii| zrIsaMgha ke agragaNya vyakti pAThazAlA meM pratidina prabhAvanA, lakkI Dro, parIkSA ke inAma, kArDa bharane kA inAma, tIrtha yAtrA Adi ke rupa meM naI-naI aisI yojanA bnaaeN| jisase bacce TI.vI., viDiyo gema, khela-kUda Adi sabhI kI aisI-taisI karake bhI pAThazAlA Ane ke lie majabUra bana jaae| isake sAtha hI pAThazAlA meM par3hane vAle baccoM ko skUla ke lie bAraha mahIne kI pustakeM, skUla bega, TiphIna baoNksa, pAnI kI botala, pena, pensila, kalara baoNksa Adi muphta meM baaNtte| jisase unameM pAThazAlA Ane kA AkarSaNa banA raheM aura ve samyag jJAna prApta kara ske| sAra itanA hI hai ki zrIsaMgha ke agragaNya mukhya vyaktiyoM ko. pAThazAlA kA mahattva samajhakara apane-apane saMghoM meM pAThazAlA kA nirmANa karavAnA caahie| yadi pAThazAlA hai to use aura sucAru rupa se calAne ke lie nIce batAI gaI yojanA evaM gatividhiyoM ko amala meM laae| sAtha hI apane baccoM ko pAThazAlA meM bhejakara susaMskRta bnaaeN| pAThazAlA kI sthApanA evaM yojanA : ___ pAThazAlA ke mahattva ko samajhakara pAThazAlA kI sthApanA evaM use sucAru rupa se calAne ke lie nimna yojanA kI jA sakatI hai| sarvaprathama saMgha ke sanmukha pAThazAlA ke mahattva ko batAkara Arthika vyavasthA kI jaae| isalie mAno jahA~ 500 ghara kI bastI hai vahA~ 11,001 ru. pratimAsa ke lAbhArthI ke rupa meM bAraha mAsa ke lAbhArthI taiyAra kreN| ina lAbhArthiyoM ke nAma jahA~ pAThazAlA calatI ho usa sthAna para acche benara para likhavAkara (jisa prakAra maMdira meM aSTa prakArI pUjA ke vArSika lAbhArthI ke nAma likhe jAte hai vaise) lgaaeN| ina 11,001 ru. kA vyaya pAThazAlA ke gurujI ke vetana meM eka mahine ke niyama kArDa bharane para die jAne vAle inAma meM, mAsika maukhika parIkSA ke inAma meM kharca kara sakate haiN| sAtha hI 360 dina kI 501 ru. kI tithi likhvaaeN| ye tithi koI bhI vyakti apane baccoM ke janmadina para, apane mAtA-pitA kI puNyatithi para, apanI zAdI kI sAlagirA Adi kisI bhI suavasara ke nimitta likhavA sakate haiN| sAtha hI jinakA janmadina athavA sAlagirA ho unake hAthoM baccoM ko prabhAvanA dilaaeN| evaM usa vakta pAThazAlA ke bacce unake ArAdhanAmaya jIvana ke lie zubhakAmanA vyakta kreN| ___ isa prakAra se baccoM kA janmadina manAne para baccoM meM jJAna kI vizeSa vRddhi hotI hai| ina tithiyoM ke rupayoM kA vyaya baccoM ko prabhAvanA dene meM tathA pAThazAlA kA vArSika mahotsava manAne meM kara sakate haiN|

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pAThazAlA kI gatividhiyA~ : jahA~ pAThazAlA na ho vahA~ batAI gaI paddhati se naI pAThazAlA khole| pAThazAlA meM ratnatrayI kI ArAdhanA hotI hai evaM usa ArAdhanA se vizva ke jIva mukti sukha ko pAe~ aisI bhAvanA hone se pAThazAlA 'zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyA rAjitaM - jaina pAThazAlA' athavA dUsarA koI ucita nAma bhI rakha sakate haiN| * pAThazAlA kA samaya dopahara 3 se 5 yA zAma 6 se 8 baje kA rkheN| * pAThazAlA meM Ate hI sarvaprathama apane vidyAguru ko praNAma kreN| phira jJAna ke pA~ca khamA. dekara Asana bichAkara baiTha jaaye| pustaka ko ThavaNI para hI rkheN| * pAThazAlA meM pUrNatayA mauna rkheN| * pAThazAlA meM somavAra se zukravAra taka gAthA yAda karAye evaM zanivAra ko janarala klAsa, ravivAra ko snAtrapUjA Adi rkheN| * suda pAMcama, vada AThama, Adi parvatithi ke dina pratikramaNa kA Ayojana rkheN| . * pratikramaNa meM sUtra bolane vAloM ko InAma dvArA protsAhita kreN| * hara mahine eka maukhika parIkSA rkheN| tAki jitanA par3hA ho vaha punaH svAdhyAya ho jaaeN| * niyama kArDa nitya bharAe~ evaM eka mahine ke aMta meM vizeSa niyama pAlana karanevAloM kA bahumAna kreN| * 4 mahine meM eka likhita parIkSA rkheN| * 4-6 mahine meM eka bAra vidyArthioM ko tIrthayAtrA para le jaae| . / holI ke dina prAtaH 6-00 se dopahara 3-00 baje taka kA vizeSa Ayojana rkheN| tAki koI holI na khele| Ayojana ke antargata prAtaH 6 baje snAtrapUjA, 8 se 8-30 alpAhAra, 8-30 se 9-30 sAmAyika jisameM par3hAI kraaeN| 9-30 se 11 parIkSA, 11 se 12 meM koI bhI choTI pratiyogitA, 12 se 1-30 taka bhojana, 1-30 se 2-30 taka khela yA anya pratiyogitA 2 30 se 3-00 baje inAma vitaraNa kara phira ghara bheje| * dIpAvalI ke samaya phaTAkhe nahIM phoDane ke niyama patraka banAe~ aura phaTAkhe nahIM phoDane vAloM kA vizeSa bahumAna kreN| * paryuSaNa parva meM pAThazAlA kA pratikramaNa alaga hI Ayojita kreN| * paryuSaNa parva ke caityavaMdana, stuti, stavana Adi eka mahine pahale se hI sikhA de| isI taraha anya paryoM meM bhI kara sakate haiN|

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* pAThazAlA ke TrasTioM ko pratidina eka bAra pAThazAlA meM Akara pAThazAlA kI gatividhiyoM kA nirIkSaNa karanA caahie| tAki koI truTi ho to use zIghra sudhAra ske| * TrasTI mahodayoM kA jitanA ullAsa va protsAhana hogA pAThazAlA utanI hI Age bddh'egii| * jJAna kI bhakti kA lAbha lene kA yaha eka anamola avasara hai| * sabhI vidyArthiyoM ko eka samAna rAga meM snAtrapUjA sikhAyeM tathA prati ravivAra snAtra-pUjA par3hAye evaM tIrthasthala para jAe~ to sAmuhika snAtra pUjA pddh'aaye| jisase dekhane vAle anya yAtrAluoM ko bhI apane baccoM ko pAThazAlA bhejane kA mana ho| sAtha hI baccoM ko Dholaka, hArmoniyama Adi saMgIta kalA sikhaayeN| * pAThazAlA meM sUtra kA uccAraNa sahI tarIke se sikhaayeN| * eka sAla pUrNa hone para vArSikotsava rkheN| jisameM pAThazAlA ke vidyArthiyoM ke dvArA sAMskRtika kAryakramoM kA Ayojana rakhA jAye tathA baccoM ko viziSTa puraskAra diyA jaaeN| paryuSaNa parva kA alaga se niyama -kArDa bnaaeN| jisameM ekAsaNA-biyAsaNA, cappala tyAga, aSTaprakArI pUjA, pauSadha Adi vizeSa niyama rkheN| * pAThazAlA meM pratidina vana-De-maica gema rkheN| yAni kisI bhI niyama kA eka dina pAlana krnaa| vaha niyama pahale dina hI borDa para likha le tAki vidyArthI dUsare dina usa niyama kA pAlana kara ske| . yadi Apake gA~va meM hI koI par3hA-likhA hoziyAra vyakti ho| jisakA dhArmika adhyayana acchA huA ho aura jo pAThazAlA calA sake to use hI vetana dekara pAThazAlA ke lie niyukta kara sakate haiN| * sthAnika vyakti yadi pAThazAlA calAe~ aura vetana na le, to bhI TrasTiyoM ko vArSikotsava ke dina unakA acchA bahumAna avazya karanA caahie| * sthAnika vyakti pAThazAlA calAe~ taba TrasTI dhyAna rakheM ki sArI jimmedAriyA~ una para hI na A jaaeN| arthAt inAma Adi kI suMdara vyavasthA karake de| * sAmAyika, pratikramaNa ke jaise hI pAThazAlA meM zrutadAna karanA (baccoM ko par3hAnA) bhI lAbha hI hai|

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jJAna yAni kyA? jJAna yaha AtmA kA vizeSa guNa hai| kisI bhI padArtha kI jAnakArI prApta honA, use jJAna kahate hai| jJAna ke kitane prakAra hai? jJAna ke do prakAra hai| (1) samyaga jJAna - viveka sahita yathArtha vastu ko jaannaa| (2) mithyA jJAna - moha, rAga, dveSa, aviveka dvArA vastu kI jaankaarii| jJAna ke kitane bheda hai? jJAna ke pA~ca bheda haiN| (1) matijJAna - mana evaM indriyoM kI sahAyatA se hone vAlA jJAna mtijnyaan| (2) zrutajJAna - jo sunane se hotA hai, arthAt zAstra vacana se hone vAlA jJAna shrutjnyaan| (3) avadhijJAna - indriyoM kI sahAyatA ke binA maryAdita dravyAdi ko jisase jAnA jAtA hai| vaha avadhijJAna hai| yaha jJAna deva-nArakI ko janma se hotA hai evaM manuSya, tiryaMca ko labdhi ho to hI hotA hai| yahA~ taka ke tIna jJAna samyaktvI ko jJAna rupa meM aura mithyAtvI ko ajJAna rupa meM pariNamana hote haiN| (4) manaH paryavajJAna - jisa jJAna se ar3hI dvIpa meM rahe hue saMjJI paMcendriya jIvoM ke mana ke bhAvoM ko jAna sakate haiN| (5) kevala jJAna -jisa jJAna se tInoM kAla ke sarva jIvoM ke sarva paryAyoM ko eka sAtha hAtha meM rahe hue A~vale kI taraha eka hI samaya meM jAna sakate haiM yAni ki jisameM jagata kI eka bhI vastu ajJAta nahIM rahatI hai, vaha kevalajJAna hai| jJAnaprApti kA krama : 1. vAcanA : nirjarA ke lie yathocita sUtra ko denA athavA grahaNa krnaa| isase jJAnAvaraNIya karma kI nirjarA hotI hai| 2. pRcchanA - guru ke pAsa sIkhe gaye viSaya kA ciMtana karanA evaM usameM utpanna huI zaMkAoM ko jijJAsA pUrvaka puuchnaa| isase AkAMkSA mohanIya karma kA kSaya hotA hai| 3. parAvartanA - guru se prApta samAdhAna se jo viSaya zuddha banA hai, use yAda karanA va usakA bAra-bAra svAdhyAya krnaa| isase vyaMjana (akSara) kI labdhi prApta hotI hai|

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4. anuprekSA zuddha viSaya kA ciMtana karanA evaM ciMtana dvArA anubhava jJAna prApta krnaa| isase sAta karma zithila (dIle) banate haiN| 5. dharmakathA siddha jJAna ko anya logoM ko sikhAkara sva-para AtmA ko pratibodha karanA / - - isase zAsana kI prabhAvanA hotI hai| jJAna kaba par3hanA ? prAtaH 4 baje vAtAvaraNa zAMta hotA hai evaM rAtri vizrAma se mastiSka bhI sphUrtivAlA bana jAtA hai| isalie usa samaya (brahma muhUrta ) meM par3hane para jaldI yAda hotA hai, evaM subaha meM par3hane se use bhUlate bhI nahIM hai / jJAna kaba nahIM par3hanA ? Avazyaka sUtra jo gaNadhara bhagavatoM dvArA racita sUtra hai unheM kAlavelA meM nahIM par3hanA caahie| kAlavelA kaba-kaba AtI hai ? kAlavelA dina meM cAra bAra AtI hai| subaha sUryodaya se 48 miniTa pahale, dopahara jaba purimuida AtA hai, usake 24 miniTa pahale evaM 24 miniTa bAda meM (yAni lagabhaga 12 se 1 baje taka) zAma ko sUryAsta ke bAda 48 miniTa taka tathA madhya rAtri meM 12 se 1 baje taka kAlavelA hotI hai| vizeSaH nimna dinoM meM jJAna kI asajjhAya hotI hai * caudasa kA pakkhI pratikramaNa karane ke bAda se lekara dUsare dina sUryodaya taka / * caumAsI pratikramaNa karane ke bAda DhAI dina taka yAni caumAsI caudasa ke madhyAhna se lekara vada bIja ke sUryodaya taka / * Asoja evaM caitra mAsa kI olI meM suda pAMcama ke madhyAhna se vada bIja ke sUryodaya taka yAni ki 12 dina, tk| ye dina asvAdhyAya ke dina kahalAte haiN| * ina dinoM meM stavana, stuti, sajjhAya Adi yAda kara sakate haiN| jJAna par3hate samaya kaise baiThanA ? ubhar3aka Asana yAni do ghuTanoM ke bIca meM donoM hAtha DAlakara baiThanA caahie| ise vinaya mudrA yA yathAjAta mudrA bhI kahate haiN| isa mudrA meM athavA palAThI lagAkara bAyeM paira ke aMgUThe ko dAyeM hAtha se pakar3anA aura dAyeM paira ke aMgUThe ko bAyeM hAtha se pakar3akara sIdhe baiThakara gunagunAte hue par3hanA caahie| isase nIMda nahIM AtI tathA mana bhI sthira rahatA hai| sAtha hI

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jJAna ko ucca sthAna para rakhakara par3hanA cAhie, jisase jJAna kI AzAtanA na ho| pUrva, IzAna evaM uttara dizAe~ jJAnavardhaka hone se ina dizAoM kI tarapha mukha rakhakara par3hanA cAhie evaM mukha dIvAra kI ora rakhakara par3hane se bhI mana yahA~ vahA~ nahIM bhttktaa| jJAna ke kitane AcAra hai evaM kauna kauna se hai ? jJAna ke 8 AcAra hai| (1) kAle - jo samaya par3hane ke lie batAyA hai usa samaya meM hI jJAna pddh'naa| (2) vinaya - jJAna evaM jJAnI kA vinaya karake pddh'naa| yAni guru ho to unheM vaMdanAdi karanA evaM jJAna ko pA~ca khamAsamaNA dekara pddh'naa| (3) bahumAna - jJAna evaM jJAnI ke prati hRdaya meM bahumAna ahobhAva rkhnaa| (4) upadhAna - upadhAna tapa karake pddh'naa| (5) anidvava - jinake pAsa adhyayana kiyA ho unakA nAma chupAkara dUsaroM kA nAma nahIM btaanaa| (6) vyaMjana - sUtroM kA zuddha uccAraNa karanA yAni ki kama yA adhika akSara nahIM bolnaa| (7) artha - jisa sUtra kA jaisA artha hai vaisA hI samajhanA evaM khnaa| (8) tadubhaya - sUtra zuddha evaM artha sahita upayoga pUrvaka bolnaa| ina ATha AcAroM kA jo pAlana karate haiM ve jJAnAcAra ke ArAdhaka kahalAte haiN| inameM jo bhI doSa lagate haiM jaise akAla velA meM par3hanA, jJAna kI AzAtanA karanA Adi aticAra kahalAte haiN| yAni ki ye hI jJAna ke ATha aticAra bhI hote haiN| jJAna kI ArAdhanA kaise karanA? * jJAna pAMcama (kArtika suda pAMcama) ke dina upavAsa karake 51 khamAsamaNA, 51 logassa kA kAussagga, 51 sAthiyA~ evaM OM hrIM namo nANassa pada kI 20 mAlA ginnaa| hara mahine kI suda paMcamI ke dina tapa ke sAtha yaha kriyA karanI caahie| isa prakAra 5 varSa 5 mahine taka karane para jJAnAvaraNIya karma kA kSaya hone ke sAtha jJAna kI ArAdhanA hotI hai| upavAsa kI tapasyA karane se karma kI vizeSa nirjarA hotI hai, lekina yadi upavAsa karane kI zakti na ho to AyaMbila yA ekAsaNe se bhI yaha tapa karake uparokta batAI gaI ArAdhanA karanI caahie| * isake atirikta bhI jJAna kI ArAdhanA ke lie 51 na ho sake to kama se kama 5 khamAsamaNA, 5 logassa kA kAussagga tathA pA~ca sAthiyA evaM pA~ca mAlA nitya gineN|

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* jJAna evaM jJAnI kA, pATha kA, pustaka, ThavaNI, mAlA, pena, peMsila Adi jJAna ke upakaraNoM kA bahumAna krnaa| naye naye jJAnopArjana meM samaya kA sadupayoga karanA / pAThazAlA meM baccoM ko inAma se protsAhita krnaa| gurujI kA bahumAna krnaa| bacceM pAThazAlA meM juDe isa hetu sAMskRtika progrAma rkhnaa| jainiz2ama korsa ke vidyArthI yA pratinidhi banakara isakA pracAra karanA yaha saba bhI jJAna kI ArAdhanA ke antargata AtA hai| jJAna kI AzAtanA se baceM - * zAsana ke kisI bhI kAryakrama ke pracAra kA mukhya sAdhana hai patrikA / isake mAdhyama se loga jyAdA se jyAdA kAryakrama meM jur3ate haiN| tathA isase zAsana kI prabhAvanA hotI hai| paraMtu Ajakala patrikA kA yaha mukhya uddezya lupta hokara lokaraMjana kA nayA uddezya A gayA hai| sAmAnya se jo samAcAra 10 ru. kI patrikA meM prasArita ho sakatA / Ajakala vahI samAcAra 100 ru. kI patrikA ke mAdhyama se prasArita ho rahA hai| yaha bAta atyaMta vicAraNIya hai ki hama paramAtmA kI AjJA ko kucalakara logoM ko khuza karane jaisA akArya kara rahe haiN| isase kaI nukasAna uThAne par3ate haiN| jJAna kI AzAtanA bhI hotI hai kyoMki sAmAnyataH koI bhI vyakti apane ghara meM patrikA kA bhAra rakhane ke lie taiyAra nahIM hote| ataH ve patrikAoM ko jahA~-tahA~ pheMka dete haiN| isase jJAna kI AzAtanA hotI hai evaM paramAtmA kI AjJA bhaMga kA pApa bhI lagatA hai| yadi yahI rAzi pAThazAlA meM lagAI jAe to kitane hI bAlakoM ke jJAnopArjana kA lAbha hama le sakate haiN| jisase apane jJAnAvaraNIya karmoM kA kSaya hotA hai| * ho sake vahA~ taka patrikA meM phoTo na chapavAe~ / * patrikAoM yA akhabAroM ko paraThate samaya usameM rahe hue paMcendriya jIva ke phoTo ko alaga se phAr3akara phira paraThanA cAhie / phoTo Adi ho sake to usake TukaDe TukaDe na karake phoTo alaga se paraThe / anyathA jJAna kI AzAtanA ke sAtha paMcendriya jIva kI hatyA kA pApa bhI lagatA hai| * patrikAoM yA peparsa ko nirjIva sthAna tathA jahA~ kisI ke paira na lage aise sthAna para, khaDDe meM paraThakara ( DAlakara) usa para dhUla DAla denI caahie| jisase anya koI usa para calakara yA azuci kara AzAtanA na kreN| * AcArya Adi jJAnI kA avinaya, AzAtanA karane se, akAla meM (asamaya meM) par3hane se tathA kAla meM (par3hane ke lie nirdhArita samaya meM) nahIM par3hane se jJAna kI AzAtanA hotI hai|

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* pustaka ke peja palaTane ke lie, noTa Adi ginane ke lie tathA TikaTa Adi cipakAne meM thUka kA upayoga na kreN| * pustaka ko yahA~-vahA~ evaM nIce nahIM rkheN| pustaka kA takiyA nahIM banAye tathA usakA TekA nahIM le / pustaka ko pAsa meM rakhakara pezAba Adi nahIM kreN| * jhUThe mu~ha athavA azuci avasthA meM nahIM bole| ema.sI. meM tIna dina pustakAdi jJAna ke upakaraNoM kA sparza na kreN| pustaka na par3he, na kucha likhe tathA 3 dina saMpUrNatayA mauna rkheN| * akhabAra patra Adi se azuci sApha karane se, pepara meM khAne se, cappala bA~dhane se, civaDA, miThAI Adi ke paikeTa bAMdhane se tathA phaTAkhe phor3ate samaya akSara vAle kAgaz2a ko jalAne se jJAnAvaraNIya karma kA baMdha hotA hai| pApa karane kA svabhAva jIva kA anAdi kAla se hai aura isI kAraNa se 84 lAkha yoni meM jIva ne bahudhA duHkha hI pAyA hai| pUrva bhava ke kucha puNya karma ke kAraNa hameM yaha mAnava bhava tathA jaina dharma milA hai| jisa prakAra kisI ke zarIra meM kaiMsara kI gA~Tha ho jAye aura yadi yogya cikitsA karane meM Ae to vaha marIz2a usa roga se mukta bana sakatA hai| isake viparIta yadi kisI ke zarIra meM eka choTA sA kA~TA cubha jAe aura usa kA~Te ko nikAlane meM na Ae to usa choTe se kA~Te kI pIDA kucha dinoM meM zarIra meM itanI bar3ha jAtI hai ki iMsAna mara bhI jAtA hai| yAni ki kaiMsara jaisA bar3A roga bhI sahI ilAz2a se ThIka ho jAtA hai aura eka choTA sA kA~TA bhI jIva ko mAra DAlatA hai| ThIka vaise hI jIvana meM baDe-baDe pApa ho gaye ho, phira bhI zuddha AlocanA dvArA jIva una pApoM se mukta bana sakatA hai| lekina eka choTA sA pApa bhI yadi mana meM chupA raha jAe to vaha AtmA ke eka-do bhava nahIM parantu bhavo bhava bigAr3a detA hai| isa bhava meM hama jaisA kArya karate hai vaisA phala karmasattA hameM agale bhava meM detI hai| yAni ki isa bhava meM kiyA huA kArya agale bhava meM udaya meM AtA hai| yadi Apane isa bhava meM puNya karma kiye hai, to Ane vAle bhava meM Apako sukha udaya meM AyegA aura yadi Apane isa bhava meM pApa karma kie hai to Ane vAle bhava meM Apako duHkha hI udaya meM aaegaa| yadi Apane aba taka apane jIvana meM pApa karma hI kiye hai, lekina Apako Ane vAle bhava meM usa pApa ke udaya meM duHkha nahIM cAhie to usa duHkha ko nirmUlana karane kA eka hI upAya hai AlocanA / 100 -

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yadi Apane AlocanA ke dvArA apane pApoM kA prAyazcita nahIM kiyA to karma agale bhava meM itane bhayaMkara rupa meM udaya meM AyeMge ki usa samaya Apa bacAo...bacAo...kI pukAra kareMge yA roe~ge, to bhI ApakA vaha duHkha kama nahIM hogaa| ataH Apako yadi apanA parabhava sudhAranA hai to isI bhava meM apane pApoM kI AlocanA kara lenI caahie| ___ anAdikAla se jIva pApa karane kI vRtti meM pravRtta hone se usake dvArA pApa sahajatA se ho jAtA hai| pApa hone ke bAda use svIkAra kara guru ke samakSa yathAvat pazcAtApa pUrvaka kahanA atiduSkara hai| abhI guru ke samakSa AlocanA karate hue A~khoM meM pazcAtApa ke A~sU A jAe to parabhava meM duHkha ke A~sU nahIM ronA pddegaa| * duHkha meM ronA, yaha ArttadhyAna-raudradhyAna yAni azubhadhyAna hai| * pApa ke pazcAtApa meM ronA, yaha zubha dhyAna hai| * duHkha meM rone se naye pApoM kA Agamana hotA hai| *. pApa ke pazcAtApa meM rone se aneka pApoM kA nikaMdana hotA hai| pasaMdagI Apake hAtha meM hai| pApa duHkha meM parivartita ho jAye taba ronA yA pahale ? pahale ronA yAni ki pazcAtApa pUrvaka pApa kI AlocanA kara lenaa| jisase duHkha Ae hI nhiiN| kudarata ne hama para itanI maherabAnI kI hai ki pApa turaMta duHkha meM nahIM pltttaa| isalie hameM use nAbUda karane kA eka cAnsa mila jAtA hai| * zrIpAla rAjA ne pUrva bhava meM eka muni ko kor3hI khaa| lekina usakI zuddha AlocanA nahIM - karane se zrIpAla rAjA ke bhava meM bacapana se hI unheM kor3ha kA rogI bananA pdd'aa| * eka kisAna ne sUI meM jUM ko piroyA aura usakA prAyazcita nahIM liyaa| jisake kAraNa use 7 bhava taka sUlI para car3hAyA gyaa| * bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ne tripuSTha vAsudeva ke bhava meM zayyApAlaka ke kAna meM garamAgarama sIsA DalavAyA evaM usakI AlocanA nahIM lii| vaha bhava pUrNa kara naraka meM 33 sAgaropama taka mahAbhayaMkara duHkhoM ko sahana kiyaa| phira bhI usa pApa se mukta nahIM hue| vahA~ se kaI bhavoM taka bhaTakate-bhaTakate 25 veM naMdanamuni ke bhava meM 11,80,645 mAsakSamaNa kie| phira bhI usa pApa kA prAyazcita nahIM huaa| aMta meM mahAvIra svAmI ke bhava meM usa karma kA udaya hone para gopAlaka ke dvArA kAna meM khIle Thoke gye| pApa to kAna meM sIsA DAlane jitanA kiyA thaa| jisake badale meM naraka kI ghora yAtanA sahana kI, kaThina tapasyA Adi kii| phira bhI usa pApa se mukta nahIM hue| koI jIva ati Aveza meM Akara rasapUrvaka koI karma bAMdha le aura AlocanA kie binA mara jAe~ to usa karma ko bhugate binA dUsarA koI cArA nahIM haiN| bha * *

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* eka dina baccA skUla se ghara aayaa| use joro kI bhUkha lagI thii| mA~ rasoI banAkara pAnI bharane gaI thii| jaise hI mA~ ghara AI putra ne krodha meM Akara kahA,"kyA sUlI para car3hane gaI thI jo itanI dera ho gaI?" mA~ ko bhI gussA AyA aura usane bhI kahA "kyA tere hAtha kaTa gaye the? jo tU khAnA lekara nahIM khA sakA" donoM ne AlocanA nahIM kI jisake kAraNa AgAmI bhava meM mA~ ke hAtha kaTe evaM putra ko nirdoSa hote hue bhI sUlI car3hanA pdd'aa| * pUrva bhava meM AlocanA nahIM karane se mahAsatI sItA para asatItva kA kalaMka aayaa| * rAjA harizcandra ko bAraha varSa taka caMDAla ke ghara naukarI karanI pdd'ii| tArA rAnI para rAkSasI hone kA Aropa AyA aura putra kA viraha sahanA pdd'aa| * mahAsatI aMjanAsuMdarI ne pUrva bhava meM 22 ghar3I taka prabhu kI pratimA ko kacare ke Dibbe meM chipAkara rakhI aura usakA prAyazcita nahIM kiyaa| jisake phala svarupa unheM 22 varSa taka pati kA viraha sahanA pdd'aa| sAtha hI kulTA hone kA kalaMka AyA aura jaMgala meM bhaTakanA pdd'aa| isake viparIta arjunamAlI, cilAtIputra jaise khUnI pApa kA svIkAra kara evaM AlocanA karake usI bhava meM mokSa gye| kuberasenA-kuberadatta evaM kuberadattA ne saMsAra kI vAsanA ko khatma karake zuddha prAyazcita lekara usI bhava meM siddhagati prApta kii| isa prakAra AlocanA nahIM karane para choTe pApa bhI bahuta bar3e ho jAte haiM aura AlocanA karane vAle khUnI evaM mahApApI bhI usI bhava meM pAra ho jAte haiN| ataH AlocanA karanI hI caahie| prAyazcita karate vakta prastuta pApa ke sAtha-sAtha anya bhavoM-bhava ke pApa bhI dhula jAte haiN| Aja taka kaI AtmAe~ AlocanA lene ke bhAva karate-karate, kaI AlocanA lene ke lie guru ke samIpa jAte-jAte, kaI AlocanA karate-karate aura kaI AtmAe~ AlocanA ko vahana karatekarate mokSa meM gaI haiN| ataH jisa bhava meM pApa karma kiyA ho, usI bhava meM yadi AlocanA ho jAye to sarvathA nirmUlana ho sakatA hai| anyathA agale bhava meM use mAtra bhogane ke sivAya dUsarA koI upAya nahIM rhtaa| __zAstrakAra maharSi batAte hai ki jaMbUdvIpa meM meru Adi jitane bhI parvata hai, ve sabhI sone ke bana jAe~ tathA jaMbUdvIpa meM jitanI miTTI hai vaha ratna bana jAe~ tathA ina sone evaM ratnoM ko koI pApI jIva sAta kSetroM meM dAna de to bhI vaha itanA zuddha nahIM bana sakatA, jitanA vaha AlocanA dvArA prAyazcita lekara zuddha banatA hai| itanA hI nahIM yadi koI AtmA zuddha AlocanA karane ke lie prayatna kareM aura vaha prAyazcita lene ke pUrva hI mara jAe to bhI vaha ArAdhaka

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banatA hai| isake viparIta azuddha AlocanA karane vAlA virAdhaka banatA hai| isalie AlocanA zuddha karanI caahie| bhava AlocanA karane se hone vAle lAbha : jisa prakAra bhAra vAhaka vyakti zarIra para se bhAra utArane ke bAda halkA ho jAtA hai| usI prakAra AlocanA dvArA pApa kA bhAra utarane se AtmA halkepana kA anubhava karatI hai| AtmA meM se pApazalya dUra ho jAne se hRdaya AnaMda vibhora ho jAtA hai| saralatA, prasannatA, Adi guNa usakI AtmA meM vikasita hote haiN| aticAra rupI mela, dhula jAne se Atma-zuddhi hotI hai| isalie samyag AlocanA abhyaMtara tapa ke aMtargata AtI hai| ataH jIva tapa yukta banatA hai, evaM tIrthaMkara bhagavAna kI AjJA kA pAlana hotA hai| AlocanA kisa prakAra karanI cAhie? ___ sarvaprathama mana meM pApoM ke prati ghRNA utpanna karake kiye hue pApoM ko yAda kreN| hRdaya ko pazcAtApa se gad-gad karake eka bhI pApa chupAe binA AlocanA likhanA zuru kreN| mAtra pApoM ko likhaM denA itanA hI nahIM paraMtu jo pApa svayaM ne ajJAnatA se, jAna-bujhakara, pramAda se, abhimAna se yA azraddhA se jaise kiye hai vaise evaM jitanI bAra kiye hai use vistAra se niHsaMkoca pUrvaka likheN| isake sAtha-sAtha gupta pApoM kI (jo pApa apanI AtmA ke sivAya aura koI na jAnatA ho) aise pApoM kI vizeSa rupa se AlocanA kreN| . isameM bhI kitanI bAra pApa kiyA hai vaha phiksa yAda na Ae to aMdAja se likhe| vaha bhI yAda na Ae to usa pApa kA samaya likheN| jaise ki 15 varSa kI umra taka jJAna hone ke bAvajUda bhI yA ajJAnatA se kaMdamUla khAe~ ...aadi| ina pApoM kA tathA isake sivAya aura koI pApa Apako yAda ho lekina usakI AlocanA Apake pustaka meM nahIM dI gaI ho, to una saba pApoM ko eka pepara para likhakara ApakI bhava-AlocanA kI pustaka ke sAtha sTeplara kara leN| aMta meM pustaka ko liphAphe meM baMda karake bhejeM tAki hama gItArtha AcArya zrI ko bhejakara ApakI AlocanA maMgavA ske| koI bhI vyakti eka bhI pApa chupAe binA AlocanA likhatA hai aura ekAdha pApa use yAda nahIM Ae tathA vaha likhanA raha jAe~ to bhI usake mana meM sabhI pApoM ke prati pazcAtApa evaM zuddha AlocanA lene ke pariNAma hone se usakA bhI prAyazcita ho jAtA hai| Alocaka ko AlocanA likhate samaya aisA koI gambhIra pApa likhane meM zarama Ae ki guru bhagavaMta mere bAre meM kyA soceMge? unakI dRSTi meM maiM gira jAU~gA? unako mere dhArmika hone para avizvAsa ho

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jAe~gA ? Adi kuvicAra kabhI na kreN| kyoMki AlocanA dAtA guru bhagavaMta kI yaha vizeSatA hotI hai ki halke se halkA pApa karane vAle ke lie bhI unake dila meM karuNA bahatI hai| ve jAnate hai ki pApa honA sahaja hai| paraMtu pApa kI AlocanA karanevAlA mahAna hotA hai| ataH hama eka bhI bAta chupAe binA jitanI sUkSmatA se AlocanA likhate haiM utanI adhika guru bhagavaMta kI kRpA dRSTi hama para barasatI hai| ataH guru bhagavaMta se kucha bhI na chupAe~ / guru bhagavaMta se pApa ko chupAkara sAmAnya pApoM kI AlocanA karane para hameM guru bhagavaMta para vizvAsa na hone kA mahApApa lagatA hai| noTa : saralatA se bhava AlocanA ho sake isalie isa pustaka ke sAtha choTI bhava AlocanA pustaka dI gaI hai| use uparokta bhAvoM ke sAtha bharakara opana-buka parIkSA ke uttarapatra ke sAtha bhejeN| " pustaka ke Age apanA nAma, patA evaM umra spaSTa akSaroM meM likheN| yadi pahale "bhava AlocanA" lI ho to vaha kaba aura kisake pAsa lI ? evaM usakA prAyazcita pUrNa huA yA * nahIM ? Adi bhI likheN| pahale lI huI bhava AlocanA meM yAda nahIM Ane se yA phira yAda Ane para zarama Adi se usa pApa kI AlocanA nahIM kI ho yA aba yAda AyA ho, to isa prakAra batAkara AlocanA kreN| tapasyA kitanI kara sakate ho tathA dAnAdi kI kitanI zakyatA hai vaha bhI batAe~ / AlocanA dene ke pazcAt Alocaka nIce kI gAthA bolakara micchAmi dukkar3a deM athavA guru bhagavaMta gAthA sunAkara micchAmi dukkaDaM dilAe~ / chaumattho mUDhamaNo kittiyAmittaM ca saMbharai jiivo| jaM jaM na saMbharAmi, micchAmi dukkaI tassa / 1 / jaM jaM maNeNa baddhaM jaM jaM vAeNa bhAsiyaM pAvaM / jaM jaM kAeNa kayaM, micchAmi dukkaI tassa / / 2 / / artha : ajJAnatA se chadmastha jIva kitanA yAda kara sakatA hai? jo-jo mujhe yAda nahIM A rahe haiM, una sabakA bhI micchAmi dukkaDaM detA huuN| jo pApa mana se kiye haiM, jo pApa vacana se kiye haiM, tathA jo pApa zarIra se kiye haiM una sabakA maiM aMtara hRdaya se micchAmi dukkar3a detA huuN| (yadi AlocanA likhita meM ho to AlocanA likhane ke bAda svayaM artha pUrvaka ye gAthA boleN|)

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sAdharmika bhakti jisa prakAra kanyA kI sagAI mAtra hone se usake pati ke sAre riztedAroM ke sAtha kanyA kA saMbaMdha svataH hI jur3a jAtA hai| phira use pati ke mAtA-pitA, bhAI-bahana, kAkA-kAkI, mAmA-mAmI Adi ke sAtha alaga se saMbaMdha jor3ane kI jarurata nahIM rhtii| catura kanyA ina sAre riztoM ko saharSa svIkAra kara apanI sevA bhakti se sabhI ke dila ko jItakara apane pati ke hRdaya meM adbhUta sthAna prApta kara letI hai| isake viparIta jo kanyA apane pati ke riztedAroM ko parAyA mAnatI hai| vaha jIvanabhara athaka prayAsoM ke bAda bhI pati ke dila meM vaisA ucca sthAna nahIM pA sktii| ___ usI prakAra anAdi kAla se bhava aTavI meM bhaTakate hue hameM vItarAga prabhu "svAmI" ke rupa meM prApta hue haiN| prabhu ko apane bhartAra ke rupa meM svIkArane mAtra se hI prabhu se jur3e hue zAsana ke sAdhu-sAdhvI, zrAvaka-zrAvikA Adi ke sAtha hamArA saMbaMdha svataH hI jur3a jAtA hai| isalie hameM sAdharmika ke sAtha kaise prema karanA yaha alaga sikhane kI jarurata nahIM rhtii| jo vyakti sAdharmika ke prati putravat prema nahIM lA sakatA vaha vyakti lAkha prayAsa karane ke bAda bhI prabhu ko khuza nahIM kara sktaa| "samAnaH dharmaH yeSAM te iti sAdharmikAH" arthAt apane samAna dharma vAle ko sAdharmika kahate hai| sAdhu-sAdhvI ke lie anya sAdhu-sAdhvI sAdharmika hai tathA zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ke lie anya zrAvaka-zrAvikAe~ sAdharmika hai| jisa prakAra paramAtmA ne mokSa mArga dikhAkara hama para upakAra kiyA hai, usI prakAra zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ne usa mArga para calakara hama para upakAra kiyA hai| vaha isa prakAra hai____ Aja hajAroM loga saMgha meM AyaMbila karate haiM to hameM bhI AyaMbila karane kI icchA hotI hai aura jise pazu bhI na khAe aise rukhe-suke AhAra ko bar3e se bar3A zrImaMta bhI prasannatA pUrvaka khA letA hai| jahA~ vyakti ko eka dina bhI AhAra ke binA rahanA duSkara hai, vahA~ zrAvakazrAvikAe~ mAsakSamaNa jaise kaI bhISma tapa sahajatA se kara lete haiN| isakA kAraNa kyA hai? yahIM ki anekoM ko karate dekha apane mana meM bhI himmata bar3hatI hai aura utsAhaM paidA hotA hai jo hameM yaha duSkara kArya karane meM saphala banAtA hai| isa prakAra pUjA sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, pauSadha, upadhAna, navvANu, chaHrI pAlita saMgha evaM dIkSA lenA Adi sarva dharmAnuSThAna kI suvizuddha paramparA ko TikAe rakhane kA zreya dharma karane vAle sAdharmikoM ko hI jAtA hai|

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ataH yaha siddha hotA hai ki Aja hama jo bhI dharma kara rahe haiM vaha sAdharmika baMdhuoM ke Alambana se hI ho rahA hai| aise upakArI sAdharmika baMdhuoM kI jitanI bhakti kareM utanI kama hai| paryuSaNa ke pA~ca kartavya, vArSika 11 kartavya tathA zrAvaka ke 36 kartavya Adi meM sAdharmika bhakti kA vidhAna kara jJAniyoM ne isakA mahattva khUba bar3hAyA hai| pU. lakSmIsUrIjI ma.sA. ne to yahA~ taka kahA hai ki tarAjU ke eka palar3e meM hamArI sArI dharma ArAdhanA rakheM aura dUsare palar3e meM mAtra sAdharmika kI eka bAra kI gaI bhakti rakheM to usameM sAdharmika bhakti kA palar3A hI bhArI hogaa| yaha bAta jAnane ke bAda sAdharmika-bhakti kie binA zrAvaka ko caina kI nIMda kaise A sakatI hai? ___ saccA prabhu bhakta to vahI hotA hai jo prabhu ke bhakta kA bhI bhakta ho| usake hRdaya meM aise sAdharmika kI bhakti karane ke lie hamezA Adara-bahumAna bhAva uchalate ho| yadi use eka dina bhI sAdharmika bhakti karane kA avasara na mile to vaha dina niSphala lagane lge| khAsa dhyAna rahe ki sAdharmika cAhe Arthika sthiti se kamaz2ora ho aura Apa use Arthika sahayoga kara rahe ho, phira bhI Apake dila meM unake prati prema tathA vAtsalya ke hI bhAva hone caahie| prabhu kA bhakta kabhI becArA nahIM hotaa| usa para dayA nahIM apitu prema hI honA caahie| koI bApa apane putra ko paise detA hai to vahA~ becArepana ke bhAva nahIM apitu vAtsalya hI chalakatA hai| aise hI bhAva sAdharmika ke lie bhI hone caahie| praH ApakI yaha bAta to sahI hai ki sAdharmika hI dharma ko TikAe rakhatA hai isalie unakI ahobhAva se bhakti karanI caahie| paraMtu hara jaina-vyakti dharma nahIM karatA to phira usakI bhakti karanI cAhie yA nahIM? u .: guNavAna sAdharmika kI bhakti karane se hamAre aMdara bhI guNa Ate haiN| lekina mAno ki koI sAdharmika jaina hone ke bAvajUda bhI yadi kisI kukarma ke udaya se unakA jIvana kharAba ho gayA ho, vaha vyakti sAtoM vyasana meM DUba gayA ho| phira bhI usane janma se vItarAga paramAtmA, paMca mahAvratadhArI guru bhagavaMta evaM jaina-kula ko prApta kiyA hai, ataH vaha mahAna hai| vyakti kA jaina kula meM utpanna honA hI usakI yogyatA kA sUcaka hai| isalie dharma-vihIna sAdharmika ko dhikkArane ke badale use prema se satkAranA hI hitAvaha hai| ___eka bAta hamezA dhyAna meM rakhanI cAhie ki kisI ko dhikkAra se jItane ke bajAe prema evaM vAtsalya se hAra jAnA hajAra gunA acchA hai| durAcArI bane hue jaina sAdharmika ko Apa prema, Adara sahita protsAhana deMge to usake aMdara rahe hue doSa eka dina Apake prema ke kAraNa guNa meM parivartita ho jaaeNge|

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eka satya ghaTanA - apane dhaMdhe ke kAma se rAjakoTa jA rahe jaina yuvaka ko eka guru bhakta ne vahA~ birAjamAna AcArya ma.sA. ko dene ke lie eka patra diyaa| dharma se anabhijJa yuvaka ne rAjakoTa pahu~cakara vahA~ cAturmAsa hetu birAjamAna AcArya bhagavaMta ko vaMdana kara patra diyaa| usa samaya bAhara gA~va se Ae sAdharmika ko dekhakara vahA~ ke sthAnika zrAvaka ke dila meM sAdharmika ke prati vAtsalya ubhara aayaa| unhoMne yuvaka ko apane ghara bhojana ke lie AmaMtraNa diyaa| AgaMtuka yuvaka kisI bhI prakAra se AmaMtraNa ko svIkArane ke lie taiyAra nahIM thaa| donoM ke bIca kAphI samaya taka AnA-kAnI clii| aMta meM AgaMtuka yuvaka ne kahA ki Apa jaisA samajhate ho vaisA maiM nahIM huuN| mere jIvana meM dharma kA koI ThikAnA nahIM hai| Apa meharabAnI kara ghara le jAne kA Agraha chor3a deN| . paraMtu zrAvaka ne eka hI bAta kahI - Apa kauna ho? kaisA jIvana jIte ho? kyA karate ho? usase mujhe koI matalaba nahIM hai| paraMtu Apane mere guru mahArAja ko vaMdana kie hai| aMtaH Apa mere sAdharmika ho| isase jyAdA mahatva kI bAta mere lie kyA ho sakatI hai| basa, aba Apako AnA hI pdd'egaa| aMta meM seTha ke ati Agraha ke Age hArakara AgaMtuka yuvaka unake sAtha jAne ke lie taiyAra huaa| ghara . pahu~cate hI usa zrAvaka ne apanI dharmapatnI se kahA-mUMga kI dAla kA sIrA, bhajiyA~ Adi bhojana taiyAra kro| mahApuNyodaya se sAdharmika bhAI hamAre A~gana meM padhAreM haiN| itanA sunate hI AgaMtuka bhAI ne kahA - "are bhAI ! tumhArI dhAraNA galata hai| tuma mujhe chor3a do, maiM to pApI huuN| mAtra janma kA jaina huuN|" para usakI bAta ko anasunA karake usa zrAvaka ne yuvaka ko bhojana karane ke lie baitthaayaa| tatpazcAt zrAvaka aura usakI patnI bhAva-vibhora hokara garamA-garama sIrA parosane lage tathA puNyodaya se mile sAdharmika bhAI kA pUrA lAbha lene lge| yaha dekha AgaMtuka yuvaka kI A~kheM chalaka AI, vaha jora-jora se rone lgaa| yuvaka ko isa taraha rotA dekha vaha zrAvaka vicAra meM par3a ge| unhoMne usa yukka ko rone kA kAraNa pUchA? taba vaha bar3I muzkila se apane A~suoM ko rokakara dhIre-dhIre bolane lagA - "bhAI ! mujhe mApha kara do| maiM sAtoM vyasana meM DUbA huuN| pApa nAma se jAnA jAnevAlA hara kArya, maiMne apane jIvana meM kiyA hai| merI isa paristhiti kI jAnakArI Apako hone ke bAvajUda mujhe dhikkArane yA tiraskArane ke badale Apa bhAva-vibhora hokara mujhe khAnA khilA rahe ho| para Apa hI batAIye ki maiM yaha khAnA kaise khA sakatA hU~? Aphke vAtsalya ke prabhAva se mere doSa Aja kA~pa uThe hai| aba sarvaprathama Apa mujhe sAtoM vyasana kI jiMdagI bhara ke lie pratijJA diijiie|

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phira hI maiM yaha nivAlA khA skuuNgaa|" sacamuca sAtoM vyasana kA jiMdagIbhara taka tyAga karane ke bAda hI usa yuvaka ne bhojana kiyaa| kalpanA kIjie ki yadi usa zrAvaka ne usa yuvaka ke pApoM ko dhikkArA hotA to kyA yaha hRdaya parivartana saMbhava thA? sAdharmika bhakti ne eka mahAdurAcArI jIva ko bhI sacce mArga para car3hA diyA, mAtra usakA hI nahIM paraMtu pUre kuTuMba kA kalyANa kara diyaa| isa prasaMga se Apa samajha gae hoMge ki mAtra janma se hI jaina aise vyakti kI bhI kI gaI sAdharmika-bhakti kitanI lAbhaprada banatI hai| arthAt samajhane kI bAta to yaha hai ki sAdharmika bhakti yAni mAtra tilaka karanA yA paise denA, itanA hI nahIM hai balki apane vAtsalya evaM premapUrNa vyavahAra se sAdharmika ko dharma meM jor3anA yA usase pApa chur3avAnA yaha bhI eka viziSTa prakAra kI sAdharmika bhakti hai| kyoMki yaha jinazAsana sAdharmikoM se hI cala rahA hai tathA clegaa| phira cAhe sAdharmika jaisA bhI ho amIra ho yA garIba, dharmI ho yA adharmI, vratadhArI ho yA sAtoM vyasana se cakacUra, hameM unakI upekSA nahIM karake bahumAna bhAva se unakI bhakti karanI caahie| ____ yadi hama kisI bhI sAdharmika ke doSoM evaM kukarmoM ko dekhakara usake prati tiraskAra bhAva paidA kare to unakI AzAtanA karane se nimna doSoM kI saMbhAvanA hotI hai - 1. yadi hama adhika dharma karate haiM aura sAmanevAlA vyakti dharmI nahIM hai| tathA hama use tiraskAra bhAva se dekhe to isase yaha sApha jAhira ho jAtA hai ki hameM dharma karane kA ahaMkAra hai abhimAna hai| 2. isase prabhu ke zAsana kA gUDha marma hAtha se calA jaaeNgaa| 3. ahaMkAra ke kAraNa, dharma kriyA meM dikhAvA bddh'egaa| 4. bhArI pApa karma kA baMdha hogaa| 5. sAdharmika kI avahelanA karane se unake dharma virodhI banane kA pApa hamAre sira cddh'egaa| ina doSoM ko TAlane ke lie hRdaya ko vizAla banAkara sAdharmikoM ko bhI yadi hama prema pUrvaka hRdaya meM sthAna deMge, to unameM bhI zAsana ke prati ahobhAva jagegA evaM Apa aura ve donoM sulabha bodhi bneNge| anyathA bhavAMtara meM donoM ko jaina dharma milane kI saMbhAvanA nahIM rhegii| ataH sAdharmika ke guNoM tathA avaguNoM ko anadekhA kara mAtra unake jaina hone kI bAta ko gA~Tha bA~dhakara unakI bhakti karanI caahie| sAdharmika bhakti kaise kareM? * pratyeka sAdharmika vyakti kI dila se anumodanA kreN| unakA utsAha bddhaaeN| * jina sAdharmikoM ko dharma karane kI anukUlatA na ho unheM anukUlatA karake deN|

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* jinakI sthiti kamajora hai unakA bahumAna pUrvaka tilaka kara unakI Arthika sthiti kA samAdhAna ho jAe itanA paryApta dhana deM athavA itanI zakti na ho to yathAzakti bhakti kreN| * ho sake to vahA~ sAdharmika ko gupta rIta se, unake kahane se pahale hI unakI mA~ga pUrNa kara leN| isa prakAra karane se dene vAle ko ahaMkAra nahIM AyegA evaM lenevAle ko bhI zarma nahIM aayegii| * pratyeka dhanADhya vyakti yadi apane phijUla ke kharca baMda karake vaha paise sAdharmika bhakti meM lagA deM, to kitane hI sAdharmikoM kA uddhAra ho jaaeNgaa| arthAt dUsarA kucha nahIM paraMtu mAtra apane mauja-zauka kI dasa pratizata rakama bhI apane sAdharmikoM kI jarurate pUrI karane ke lie paryApta hai| * pratyeka saMgha meM yaha vyavasthA honI cAhie ki saMgha kA eka dhanADhya zrAvaka kama se kama eka sAdharmika ke ghara ko saMbhAlane kI javAbadArI leN| jisase sAdharmikoM kI dekharekha ke prazna kA samAdhAna ho jAe~gA tathA jina zAsana kI prabhAvanA kA puNya bhI prApta hogaa| * sAdharmikoM kA lAbha lene ke lie sadaiva puruSArtha kreN| hamezA lAbha na milatA ho to kama se kama varSa meM eka bAra to avazya hI zakti anusAra svAmIvAtsalya yA tapasviyoM ke pAraNe kA lAbha yA bAhara gA~va se AnevAle sAdharmikoM kA lAbha yA phira koI guru bhagavaMtoM ke sAtha AnevAle kA lAbha leN| * yaha bhI na ho sake to svAmIvAtsalya meM yathAzakti paise likhvaaeN| jisase saralatA pUrvaka kaI sAdharmikoM kI bhakti kA lAbha mila ske| * svAmIvAtsalya meM svayaM ke hAthoM se saMgha ke zrAvakoM ke paira dUdha se dhokara tilaka kreN| tathA hAtha jor3akara bahumAna pUrvaka baiThAkara bhojana krvaaeN| * lAbha denevAle zrAvaka-zrAvikAe~ bhI nimna bAtoM kA dhyAna rkheN| jisase lAbhArthI ke sAtha ve bhI puNya kA upArjana kara ske| 1. svAmIvAtsalya karanevAloM kI dila kholakara prazaMsA kreN| 2. bhojana meM kisI prakAra kI kamI ho to usakI niMdA na kreN| 3. jisa prasaMga ko lekara svAmIvAtsalya kA Ayojana kiyA gayA ho usa prasaMga meM bhAga leM, jaise ki siddhacakra pUjana kA prasaMga ho to pUjana meM avazya bhAga leN| * poSa vadi 10 yA kArtika pUnama ke svAmIvAtsalya kA prasaMga ho to usa dina kI ArAdhanA kreN| tathA ghara meM rasoI banAne meM jitanA samaya lagatA hai kama se kama utanA samaya to paramAtmA bhakti yA kisI bhI dhArmika kArya meM vyatIta kreN|

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* sAmanevAlA vyakti guNavAna samajhakara hamArI bhakti kara rahA hai, to hama bhI guNAnurAgI banane kA tathA guNoM ko AtmasAt karane kA prayAsa kreN| * vizeSa meM svAmIvAtsalya meM bhojana karane kA adhikAra mAtra sAdharmika (zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM) ko hI hai| isalie jo bhI jaina ho ve bhojana kA eka dAnA bhI nIce girAe~ binA thAlI dhokara piiyeN| varnA 48 miniTa ke pazcAt asaMkhya samUrcchima paMcendriya jIvoM kI ghora hiMsA kA pApa lagatA hai| sAdharmika bhakti meM viveka svAmIvAtsalya ke nAma para Ajakala hor3a, dikhAvA jyAdA hone lagA hai| aise sAdharmika bhakti meM prAyaH paramAtmA kI AjJA gauNa ho jAtI hai tathA loka-saMjJA kI pradhAnatA hotI hai arthAt logoM ko khuza karane tathA apanA nAma karane ke bhAva jyAdA hote haiN| hama jisa uddezya se svAmIvAtsalya karavAte haiM vastutaH hamAre bhAvoM ke paramANu bhojana ke mAdhyama se sAmanevAle taka pahu~cate haiN| jisase sAmane vAle vyakti ko bhI usI ke anusAra bhAva Ate haiN| yadi hama paramAtmA kI AjJA ko naz2ara ke sAmane rakhakara jayaNApUrvaka guNavAna zrAvakoM kI bhakti ke uddezya se sAdharmika vAtsalya karavAte haiM to sAmane vAloM ko bhI paramAtmA ke zAsana ke prati ahobhAva pragaTa hote haiN| tathA yadi hama svayaM kI kIrti, prazaMsA yA nAma ke lie prabhu AjJA se nirapekSa banakara mAtra svAda kI pradhAnatA rakhate hai to loga bhI usI ke anurupa apanI svAda vRtti kA poSaNa kara prazaMsA karate hai| jisase svAmIvAtsalya karavAne vAle ke ahaM kA poSaNa hotA hai, tathA khAne vAle kI svAda vRtti seM AhAra saMjJA kA poSaNa hotA hai yAni ki donoM ko hI nukasAna hotA hai| yaha to hamAre jinazAsana kI balihArI hai ki zAsana meM kI jAnevAlI choTI se choTI kriyA svayaM ke lie hI nahIM apitu dUsaroM ke puNyopArjana meM bhI nimitta banatI hai| aise meM Ajakala sAdharmika bhakti jaise bar3e anuSThAna meM puNya ke badale pApa karma kA baMdha hone kI saMbhAvanA jyAdA ho gaI hai| Ajakala svAmIvAtsalya meM baphe - sisTama Adi ke rupa meM yaha ajayaNA dhIre-dhIre Ane lagI hai| aise sisTama logoM ko jhUThA chor3ane, khAte-khAte bolane ke lie prerita karate haiN| zAdI ke samAroha meM jisa prakAra rAtribhojana, kaMdamUla, abhakSya, ajayaNA ne ghara kara liyA hai| usI prakAra hamArI bedarakArI ke kAraNa vaisI hI hAlata svAmIvAtsalya kI ho gaI hai| yAni ki mokSa meM le jAne vAlI kriyA hI durgati ke rAha para le jAnevAlI bana gaI hai| isake badale yadi zrIsaMgha meM 20

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aisI vyavasthA ho ki baiThAkara, kA~sI kI thAlI meM Adara-bahumAna bhAva pUrvaka sAdharmika bhakti karavAe~ to sAmanevAle kA zAsana ke prati ahobhAva to bar3hegA hI, sAtha hI vaha vyakti thAlI dhokara pIne, jhUThA nahIM chor3ane tathA bAteM nahIM karane ke lie sahajatA se prerita ho jaaeNgaa| anyathA paisA kharca jyAdA aura lAbha kama jaisI bAta ho jaaeNgii| yadi hama vivekapUrvaka, jayaNA pUrvaka kama paisoM meM sAdagI se koI bhI mahotsava karavAe~ to paisoM kI bahuta jyAdA bacata hogii| sAtha hI bacI huI rAzi ko yathAyogya sAtoM kSetra meM kharca karane se dugunA phAyadA hogA, anyathA hama mUla phAyade se bhI vaMcita raha jaayeNge| Ajakala zrIsaMgha ke pAsa paisoM kI kamI nahIM hai paraMtu usake sadupayoga ke lie viveka kI kamI hai| jarurata hai usa viveka ko jAgRta karane kI, jisase hama sahI lAbha ko prApta kara zIghra hI mokSa mArga ko prApta kara paayeNge| jarA socie Apake pAsa jitane rupaye he yA to utane navakAra gina liijie| yadi usake lie Apa taiyAra na ho to Apane jitane navakAra gine ho utane rupaye rakhakara bAki ke rupayoM ko sanmArga para sadvyaya kara diijie| donoM meM se eka bhI vikalpa svIkArane kI ApakI taiyArI hai?

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* * * * * prasthAna kA sTezana pahu~cane kA sTezana sTezana kA nApa * * Trena kI TikaTa Trena kA nAma Trena ke DrAIvara Trena ke gArDa * mukhya jaMkzana * pleTaphArma naMbara * sAtha kyA le jAoge? * kaba zuru hotI hai? mokSa kI TUra samakita saMyama eksapresa arihaMta bhagavAna * TUra kahA~ taka kI? TAImapAsa * * sAthIdAra * sITa naMbara * taiyArI kisakI? * sAvadhAnI ? * rAste meM rukanA ? lokAna taka svAdhyAya nigraMtha guru aDhIdvIpa kSetra siddhakSetra 45 lAkha yojana manuSyabhava 15 karmabhUmi * 1 samaya pahu~cane kA samaya ? kevalajJAna, kevaladarzana * vahA~ kitanA rukoMge ? hamezA, anaMtakAla tIsare cauthe Are meM 22 aSTa pravacanamAtA guNasthAna 6 se 14 (11 vA varjya) ratnatrayI ArAdhanA karmabaMdha se bacanekI naoNna sTopa

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7000000 Art of Living 4 sAsu banI 3044 mi saMskAroM kI nIMva

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maMtra mahimA * riddhi-siddhidAyaka maMtra OM hrIM namo arihaMtANaM mama RddhiM vRddhiM samIhitaM kuru kuru svAhA pariNAma : zuddha vastra pahanakara subaha evaM zAma 32 bAra isa maMtra kA jApa karane se sabhI prakAra kI Rddhi evaM siddhi prApta hotI hai| * lakSmI prApti kA maMtra OM hrIM namo arihaMtANaM, siddhANaM, sUriNaM, AyariyANaM, uvajjhAyANaM, sAhUNaM mama RddhiM vRddhiM samIhitaM kuru kuru svAhA pariNAma : isa maMtra kA roja subaha, dopahara evaM zAma ko 32-32 bAra jApa karane se sabhI prakAra kI Rddhi evaM lakSmI prApta hotI hai| * roga nivAraka maMtra OM namo amosahipattANaM, OM namo khelosahipattANaM, OM namo jallosahipattANaM, OM namo vipposahipattANaM, OM namo savvosahipattANaM, OM aiM hrIM klIM klauM arham namaH pariNAma : pratidina isa maMtra kI eka mAlA ginane se roga dUra hote hai | bimArI ke vakta isa maMtra kA khAsa prayoga kreN| * cora kA bhaya dUra karane kA maMtra OM hrIM namo siddhANaM, OM hrIM namo siddhadeva namaH pariNAma : isa maMtra ko sAta bAra bola kara vastra ke bar3e chora para gAMTha bAMdhane se kaise bhI pravAsa meM cora kA bhaya nahIM rhtaa| * siradarda kI cikitsA OM namo paramohijiNANaM hA~ hrIM pariNAma : jise siradarda hotA hai vaha isa maMtra kI hara roja eka mAlA gineM, mAlA ginate samaya sAtha meM pAnI rakheM use abhimaMtrita karake pIe~ / kisI dUsare rogI ko bhI yaha abhimaMtrita jala pIlA sakate haiN| * kAna cikitsA OM namo aNaMtohijiNANaM hA~ hrIM pariNAma : pratidina eka mAlA ginane se kAna kA darda dUra hotA hai| * netra cikitsA OM namo savvohi jiNANaM hA~ hI pariNAma : pratidina eka mAlA ginane se netra pIr3A dUra hotI hai|

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sAsu banI mA~ jainiz2ama ke pichale khaNDa meM Apane dekhA ki apane mAtA-pitA se madada lene kI apekSA se DaoNlI ne apane ghara para phona karanA cAhA aura isa tarapha DaoNlI ke bhAga jAne ke bAda suSamA kA ghara se bAhara AnA-jAnA baMda ho gayA thA / unakI ijjata miTTI meM mila cukI thii| suSamA kA beTA (DaoNlI kA bhAI) priMsa aba zAdI ke lAyaka ho cukA thA / paraMtu DaoNlI ke bhAga jAne ke kAraNa koI apanI lar3akI usa ghara meM dene ke lie taiyAra nahIM thA / taba Akhira suSamA ne paisoM ke bala para eka madhyama lekina acche khAnadAna kI lar3akI khuzabU ke sAtha priMsa kI sagAI taya kara dii| sagAI karate hI suSamA ne aramAnoM ke mahala banAne zuru kara die| usane socA ki jo sukha mujhe DaoNlI se nahIM milA vaha sukha khuzabU mujhe degii| DaoNlI ke lie to mujhe subaha uThakara cAya banAnI par3atI thI lekina aba bahU ke A jAne ke bAda maiM ArAma se udUMgI aura uThate hI garamA-garama cAya mere lie taiyAra rhegii| 25 sAla khAnA banAte-banAte ye hAtha thaka gae hai| aba ina hAthoM ko ArAma milegA / Aditya aura priMsa to subaha 9 baje hI oNphisa cale jAte hai aura rAta ko 9 baje Ate haiN| maiM akelI ghara para baiThe-baiThe bora ho jAtI huuN| lekina aba bahU ke Ane se merA samaya bhI acchI taraha vyatIta ho jAe~gA / Ajakala ke naukara vaise bhI jyAdA nahIM Tikate aura Ae dina mujhe ghara kA sArA kAma karanA par3atA hai| aba bahU ke Ane ke bAda naukaroM kI jhaMjhaTa hI miTa jaaeNgii| isa tarapha suSamA ke khvAboM se anajAna khuzabU ne bhI apane kucha sapane saMjoye the ki sasurAla jAne ke bAda itane paise vAle ghara meM maiM rAnI kI taraha rAja kruuNgii| apane acche bartAva se sabhI kA dila jIta luuNgii| sAsa-sasura-pati sabhI ko apane vaza meM kara luuNgii| mere sasurAla meM kisI ko DaoNlI kI yAda bhI na Ae isalie sabake sAtha beTI ke jaisA vyavahAra karu~gI / isa prakAra apane-apane aramAnoM ko saMjote - saMjote zAdI kA dina bhI naz2adIka A gyaa| aura zubha dina zubha muhUrta meM prinsa aura khuzabU kI zAdI dhUma-dhAma se huI / khuzabU jaisI suMdara aura khAnadAnI patnI ko pAkara prinsa bhI apanI kismata ko sarAhane lgaa| zAdI ke eka saptAha ke bAda jisa dina priMsa kI bhuA, cAcA-cAcI, mAmA-mAmI Adi vidAI le rahe the usa rAta khuzabU ko sote-sote eka baja gyaa| isalie dUsare dina khuzabU ko uThane meM derI ho gii| paraMtu use kisI prakAra kI ciMtA nahIM thI kyoMki vaha to yahI soca rahI thI ki mammIjI ko to patA hI hai ki kala maiM kitanI leTa soI thii| isalie dera se uThanA to svAbhAvika hai| aura yahA~ suSamA yaha socakara nahIM uThI ki aba to bahU A gaI hai, vaha 23

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Aditya aura prinsa ko cAya banAkara de degii| paraMtu oNphisa kA samaya hote hI Aditya cAya ke lie suSamA ko uThAne aayaa| khuzabU aba taka so rahI hai yaha bAta jAnakara suSamA ko Azcarya huA aura sAtha hI gussA bhI AyA taba - suSamA : kyA bahU ke Ane ke bAda bhI ghara kA kAma mujhe hI karanA par3egA? Aditya : suSamA yaha to tuma jAno aura vo jaane| mujhe to apanI cAya se matalaba hai| anicchA se suSamA ne uThakara donoM ko cAya banAkara dii| jaise hI Aditya aura prinsa oNphisa ke lie nikle| vaise hI khuzabU nahA-dhokara bAhara AI, usake Ate hIsuSamA : khuzabU, aba tuma piyara meM nahIM sasurAla meM ho| isalie uThane ke samaya kA dhyAna rakhA kro| khuzabU : mammIjI kala leTa soI thii| isalie Aja A~kha hI nahIM khulii| suSamA : yaha to aba roja kI bAta hogii| zAdI hone ke bAda sasurAla ke sabhI sadasyoM ko saMbhAlane kA kartavya tumhArA hai| tumhArI jimmedAriyA~ aba bar3ha gaI hai| tumhAre sasurajI aura priMsa 8 baje oNphisa cale jAte haiM unake jAne se pahale unake cAya-nAzte Adi sabhI kAma kA dhyAna tumheM hI rakhanA hai| isalie kala se uThane kA khyAla rkhnaa| suSamA ke ina zabdoM se khuzabU ke dila ko gaharA AghAta phuNcaa| vaha kisI aura hI sapane meM thI paraMtu suSamA ke zabdoM ne usake sapanoM ko cUra-cUra kara diyaa| usa vakta to vaha cupa rhii| paraMtu usake hRdaya meM suSamA ke prati asadbhAva ke bIja kA ropaNa ho gyaa| isa prakAra svabhAvavaza suSamA Ae dina khuzabU ko choTI-choTI bAtoM para Tokane lgii| aura eka dina - khuzabU : prinsa ! zAdI ke bAda hama hanImUna manAne nahIM ge| calo nA thor3e dina kahIM ghUmakara Ate haiN| (prinsa yaha bAta apanI maoNma se pUchane gayA) prinsa : maoNma, maiM aura khuzabU thor3e dinoM ke lie kahIM ghUmane jAnA cAhate haiN| suSamA : nahIM beTA ! tumhAre pApA kI tabiyata itanI kharAba rahatI haiN| tumhAre jAne ke bAda oNphisa kA sArA loDa una para A jaaeNgaa| eka kAma karo, tuma thor3e dinoM ke bAda cale jaanaa| prinsa : ThIka hai moNm| __prinsa ne jAkara sArI bAta khuzabU ko btaaii| bAta sunakara khuzabU kA mUDa oNpha ho gyaa| use lagA ki sAsumA~ ko merI khuzI pasaMda nahIM hai| isalie unhoMne aisA kiyA hai| khuzabU ke ina vicAroM ko

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bala mila gayA, jaba eka dina khuzabU ke ghara se phona AyA aura khuzabU usa samaya rasoI ghara meM thii| phona suSamA ne utthaayaa| suSamA : helo, kauna? lalitA : samdhanajI ! maiM khuzabU kI maoNma bola rahI huuN| suSamA : samdhanajI ! kaisI hai Apa? (suSamA ko isa prakAra bAteM karate dekha khuzabU ko patA cala gayA ki phona usakI mA~ kA hai| bahuta dinoM ke bAda mA~ se bAta karane ko milegI aisA socakara khuzabU bahuta khuza huI paraMtu huA kucha aura hI) suSamA : kyA? ApakA bhatIjA AyA hai isalie khuzabU ko bhejuuN| nahIM samdhanajI, maiM aba use nahIM bheja sktii| mehamAna ke kAraNa ghara para bahuta kAma hai| koI viziSTa prasaMga hotA to maiM manA nahIM krtii| lalitA : ThIka hai, eka bAra merI khuzabU se bAta karavA diijie| suSamA : vo kyA hai nA khuzabU paDresa meM gaI huI hai| vaha AyegI taba phona karavA duuNgii| lalitA : ThIka hai ! suSamA ne phona rakha diyA parantu vaha yaha nahIM jAnatI thI ki yaha bAta khuzabU ne suna lI hai| vahA~ se suSamA sIdhe apane kamare meM calI gii| usane isa bAta kA jikra bhI khuzabU se nahIM kiyaa| apanI sAsu kA yaha vyavahAra dekhakara khuzabU stabdha raha gii| aise hI eka dinasuSamA : kyA bAta hai khuzabU ! Aja bAz2Ara meM itanI dera ho gaI? khuzabU : mammIjI ! par3osa ke AMTI mila gae the| unake sAtha bAta karane ruka gaI thii| suSamA : khuzabU ! isa prakAra rAste para logoM se bAta karanA acchI bAta nahIM hai| mujhe yaha bilakula pasaMda nahIM hai| khuzabU : para mammIjI ve mujhe rAste para nahIM balki apanI bilDiMga ke nIce hI mile the| suSamA : (gusse meM Akara) jabAna mata claao| maiMne eka bAra kaha diyA ki bAta nahIM karanA matalaba nahIM karanA smjhii| (apanI galatI nahIM hone para bhI bAra-bAra apanI sAsu ke Tokane se khuzabU kA mana dhIre-dhIre apanI sAsu para se utarane lgaa| dhIre-dhIre suSamA ne apane adhikAroM ke bala para khuzabU ko taMga karane

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kI sArI hadeM pAra kara dii| usane khuzabU ko kahIM bhI bAhara bhejanA baMda kara diyaa| itanA hI nahIM jaba suSamA bAhara jAtI taba ghara ke phona ko laoNka karake jAtI tAki khuzabU kisI se bAta na kreN| khuzabU kepiyara se bhI kabhI phona AtA to suSamA pAsa hI khar3e rahakara sArI bAteM suntii| use kucha bhI parsanala bAta karane nahIM detI aura nA hI use apane piyara bhejatI / Ajakala kI bahuoM kI taraha khuzabU ne kucha dina to saba kucha sahana kiyaa| lekina dhIre-dhIre usane bhI apanA raMga dikhAnA zuru kara diyaa| pahale to vaha suSamA se Dara-Dara kara rahatI thii| lekina roja roja suSamA kI Toka-Toka se usane bhI javAba denA sIkha liyaa| usane socA ki yadi mujhe isa ghara meM khuzI se rahanA hai to mujhe saba se pahale prinsa ko apane hAtha meM lenA pdd'egaa| aisA socakara usane apane pyAra bhare vyavahAra se dhIre-dhIre prinsa kA dila jIta liyaa| eka dina Aditya - suSamA kisI karIbI riztedAra kI zAdI meM gae hue the| usI dina khuzabU ko thakAna ke kAraNa bukhAra A gyaa| rAta meM jaba prinsa oNphisa se ghara AyA taba khuzabU ko or3hakara soyA huA dekha usake pAsa gayA prinsa: are khuzabU ! tumheM to teja bukhAra hai, maoNma - DeDa zAdI se Ae nahIM ? - khuzabU : nhiiN| abhI taka nahIM Ae hai aura kucha kahakara bhI nahIM gae ki kaba taka aaeNge| prinsa: khuzabU, maoNma-DeDa ghara para nahIM the aura tumheM itanA teja bukhAra thA to mujhe eka phona kara diyA hotaa| maiM hI DaoN. ko lekara ghara A jaataa| khuzabU : (gusse meM ) kyA khAka phona karU~ ? ApakI maoNma bAhara jAtI hai, to phona ko laoNka dekara jAtI tAki maiM kisI se bAta na kara sakU~ / prinsa: yaha kyA kaha rahI ho tuma? kyA maoNma aisA karatI hai ? impaoNsibala / khuzabU : to kyA maiM jhUTha bola rahI hU~ ? vizvAsa nahIM hotA to jAkara dekha lo| itanA hI nahIM maoNma ghara para ho aura mere lie koI phona A jAe taba bhI mujhe phona nahIM detI aura de bhI de to pAsa hI khar3I rahatI hai| tAki maiM koI parsanala bAta na kruuN| merA bAhara AnA jAnA baMda kara diyA hai, yahA~ taka ki maiM piyara bhI nahIM jA sakatI ( itanA kahakara khuzabU rone lagI / ) prinsa : khuzabU ! itanI sArI bAta ho gaI aura tumane mujhe batAyA taka nahIM ? maoNma itane julma karatI rahI aura tuma cupacApa sahana karatI rahI ? basa, khuzabU ! aba maiM tumhArI A~khoM meM aura A~sU nahIM dekha sktaa| yaha lo merA mobAIla | tuma jaba cAho, jisase cAho bAta kara lenA / aura hA~ ? aba se tumheM maoNma se Darane kI jarurata nahIM hai| tumheM yadi kahIM jAnA ho yA kucha bhI cAhie to mujhe kahanA / maiM apane Apa maoNma se bAta karU~gA / 26

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(prinsa kI bAta sunakara khuzabU ke cehare para khuzI A gaI ) khuzabU : prinsa ! patA hai, maiM subaha chaH baje uThatI hU~ to sIdhe rAta ko 11 baje ArAma karane kI bAta AtI hai| prinsa : itanI jaldI tumheM kyA kAma hai? ArAma se uThA karo / khuzabU : para prinsa yadi maiM nahIM uThUMgI to Apa ko cAya kauna banAkara degA ? eka kAma karo nA, Apa cAya oNphisa meM pI lo to ? prinsa : ThIka hai| mujhe to koI problama nahIM hai| mujhe to cAya pIne se matalaba hai| phira maiM ghara para pIU~ ke oNphisa meN| isa prakAra khuzabU prinsa ko apanI mA~ ke viruddha bhar3akAne ke prayAsa meM saphala ho gii| dekhane jAe~ to yahA~ khuzabU kI koI galatI nahIM thI / mUla meM to suSamA ke Tokane kI AdatoM ne tathA usakI zaMkita dRSTi ne hI khuzabU ko yaha kadama uThAne ke lie majabUra kiyA thaa| suSamA kI yahI AdateM usake bhaviSya ko khatare meM DAlane kA kAma kara rahI thI, paraMtu apane adhikAra ke mada meM suSamA yaha nahIM jAna paaii| dUsare dina Aditya ne cAya ke lie suSamA ko utthaayaa| DAyabiTIja tathA hArTa problama ke kAraNa Aditya bAhara kI cAya bhI nahIM pI sakatA thaa| gusse meM suSamA uTha to gaI, paraMtu khuzabU ke bAhara Ate hI vaha usa para barasa pdd'ii| suSamA : (gusse meM ) khuzabU, tumheM kitanI bAra samajhAnA par3egA ki aba tuma kisI ke ghara kI bahU ho ? khuzabU : kyoM mammIjI aisA maiMne kyA kara diyA ? suSamA : kyA kara diyA ? lo maiM hI batA detI huuN| kyA yaha tumhAre uThane kA TAIma hai yA phira ruma kI ghar3I baMda ho gaI thI ? oNphisa jAne vAloM ko cAya na milane para leTa ho jAtA hai| isalie aba se samaya para uThane kA dhyAna rkho| khuzabU : saoNrI mammIjI, roja 5-5 baje uThakara maiM thaka gaI hU~ aura vaise bhI prinsa to cAya oNphisa meM hI pIte haiN| to maiM binA vajaha itanI jaldI uThakara kyA karU~ ? suSamA : khuzabU, bhale hI prinsa oNphisa meM cAya pItA ho lekina tumhAre sasurajI kA kyA? hArTa problama hone se ve bAhara kI cAya nahIM pI sakate / khuzabU : yaha merI problama nahIM hai mammIjI ! yaha to Apa jAno aura pApA jAne /

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(khuzabU kA aisA javAba sunakara suSamA caukannI raha gaI / vaha Age kucha bola nahIM paaii| suSamA ko isa prakAra khAmoza dekhakara khuzabU ne mauke kA phAyadA uThAte hue kahA khuzabU : aura hA~ mammIjI ! prinsa leTa Ane ke kAraNa hama adhikatara rAta ko leTa hI khAnA khAte haiM yA phira bAhara jAte haiN| isalie zAma ko khAlI Apa aura pApA kA hI khAnA banatA hai / mujhase dodo bAra khAnA nahIM banAyA jAe~gA / isalie behatara yahI hogA ki Apa, Apake aura pApA ke lie svayaM hI khAnA banA deN| suSamA : (DA~Tate hue ) khuzabU ! tuma isa ghara kI bahU ho, bahU kI hadoM meM hI rho| mahArAnI banane kI koziza mata kro| khuzabU : AvAz2a dhImI rakhie mammIjI ! maiM koI ApakI naukarAnI nahIM hU~ jo ApakI a~gulioM para nAcatI rhuuN| merI apanI jiMdagI hai, vaha maiM jaise cAhU~ jI sakatI hU~ samajhI aap| (itanA kahakara khuzabU apane kamare meM calI gii| khuzabU ko pahalI bAra itanA bolate dekha suSamA ke Azcarya kA pAra nahIM rhaa| usake bAda to Ae dina sAsu- bahU ke bIca bolacAla hone lgii| piyara meM kabhI paise nahIM dekhane ke kAraNa karor3apati sasurAla meM khuzabU ke kharce sAtaveM AsamAna ko chUne lage aura eka dina-) suSamA : itanI taiyAra hokara kahA~ jA rahI ho ? khuzabU : maiMne maoNma ko phona kiyA thaa| unakI tabiyata ThIka nahIM hai isalie maiM unase milane jA rahI huuN| suSamA : kahA~ se kiyA apanI maoNma ko phona ? khuzabU : Tenzana mata liijie| Apake phona se nahIM kiyaa| prinsa ne mujhe aba parsanala mobAIla de diyA hai| (suSamA kucha bole usake pahale prinsa vahA~ AyA) prinsa: are khuzabU ! tuma aba taka taiyAra nahIM huii| jaldI karo / leTa ho jAegA / suSamA para prinsa ghara meM itanA kAma hai| Aja jAnA jarurI thor3e hI hai| kala paraso cale jaanaa| : prinsa: maoNma! ghara kA kAma to jiMdagI bhara calatA rahegA / to kyA yaha kabhI piyara nahIM jAe~gI ? calo khuzabU / (itanA kahakara prinsa aura khuzabU vahA~ se cale gye| suSamA to basa unheM dekhatI hI raha gaI / prinsa zabdoM para to use aba bhI vizvAsa nahIM ho rahA thaa| prinsa aura khuzabU bAz2Ara se kaI gae 28 dvArA bole

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cIz2e lekara khuzabU ke piyara ge| vahA~ se donoM sIdhe zaoNpiMga karane gye| Dhera sArI zaoNpiMga kara zAma ko donoM ghara para aaye| ghaMTI bajane para suSamA ne khuda daravAz2A kholA) suSamA : itanA saba kyA lekara Ae ho? khuzabU : Ate samaya zo-ruma meM acchI sAr3iyA~ dikhI to do-cAra kharIda lii| suSamA : para khuzabU, aMbhI zAdI hue chaH mahineM bhI nahIM hue aura abhI se zaoNpiMga zuru ho gii| prinsa : kyA maoNma tuma bhI? isake pAsa DhaMga kI koI sAr3I nahIM thii| isalie maiMne hI dilavAI hai| suSamA : para beTA ! abhI zAdI ke mauke para hI maiMne ise itanI sArI sAr3iyA~ dI thii| prinsa : maoNma, ve saba purAnI ho gaI hai| phezana ke hisAba se calanA par3atA hai| (apane beTe ko bhI apane khilApha sunakara suSamA ko gussA A gayA) suSamA : apane ghara se to eka phUTI kor3I bhI lekara nahIM AI aura yahA~ Ate hI paise ur3Ane zuru kara die| paise kyA per3a para lagate haiM ? khuzabU : mammIjI ! mere piyara ko bIca meM lAne kI koI jarurata nahIM hai| Apase to paise nahIM mA~ge naa| merA pati kamAtA hai aura maiM kharca karatI huuN| jisa dina ye kamAnA baMda kara deNge| maiM Apake pAsa phUTI kor3I bhI nahIM maaNguugii| suSamA ne socA thA ki khuzabU ke aise javAba para prinsa jarura use ddaaNttegaa| paraMtu prinsa binA kucha bole khuzabU ke sAtha apane kamare meM calA gyaa| yaha dekhakara suSamA ko gaharA jhaTakA lgaa| use apanA beTA apane hAthoM se jAtA naz2ara AyA, aura dUsare dina to ghara meM tahalakA maca gyaa| huA yU~ ki prinsa aura khuzabU donoM dUsare dina phira khuzabU ke piyara gaye tathA vahIM se donoM ghUmane cale ge| zauka se khuzabU piyara se jinsa pahanakara gii| saMyogavaza suSamA apanI kucha saheliyoM ke sAtha usI sthAna para AI aura usane khuzabU ko dekha liyaa| ghUma-phirakara khuzabU vApasa piyara jAkara kapar3e badalakara sasurAla aaii| khuzabU ke Ate hIsuSamA : khuzabU ! ghara kI maryAdA kA khyAla bhI hai yA nahIM? prinsa : kyoM maoNma ! Aja phira kyA ho gayA? suSamA : zAdI ke bAda aise kapar3e pahanakara bAhara jAnA hamArI khAnadAnI maryAdAoM ke khilApha hai| khuzabU : maryAdA ! kisa maryAdA kI bAta kara rahI hai Apa? Apako yaha khAnadAnI maryAdA usa vakta yAda nahIM AI jaba ApakI beTI DaoNlI ghara se bhAgakara gaI thI? yadi use bhI merI taraha maryAdA sikhAI hotI to Aja Apako yaha dina dekhanA nahIM pdd'taa|

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(AvAz2a sunate hI Aditya bhI apane kamare se haoNla meM A gyaa| khuzabU kI bAta sunakara suSamA rone lgii|) Aditya : yaha kyA ho rahA hai? khuzabU : maiM ApakI beTI kI taraha AvArA lar3akoM ke sAtha gulacharre ur3Ane nahIM gaI thii| apane pati ke sAtha hI ghUmane gaI thI, smjhii| Aditya : prinsa ! ise cupa rkho| prinsa : sahI to bola rahI hai| kyA galata kaha diyA isane? suSamA : prinsa ! zarma AnI cAhie tumheM aisI bAta bolate hue| kyA tuma bhUla gaye ki DaoNlI tumhArI sagI bahana hai? barasoM taka jisa bahana ke sAtha tU khelA-kUdA Aja isake Ane para tU usa bahana ko bhUla gyaa| kala kI AI huI ye, terI bahana ke bAre meM aisI bAta kareM aura tuma cupacApa suna rahe ho| prinsa : nahIM sunU~ to aura kyA karU~? kAma hI usane kucha aise kie hai| khuzabU : kitanA bhI karo mammIjI ! saccAI kaDavI hI hotI hai| kisa-kisa kA muMha baMda karavAogI Apa? suSamA : khabaradAra ! yadi isake Age kisI ne DaoNlI ke bAre meM kucha bhI kahA to mujhase burA koI nahIM hogaa| vaha merI beTI hai| use jaise jInA hai vaha jI rahI hai| tumheM usameM bIca meM bolane kI koI jarurata nahIM hai| khuzaba : vo yadi ApakI beTI hai to maiM bhI kisI kI beTI huuN| jaba vo apanI marjI se apanI jiMdagI jI sakatI hai to maiM bhI apanI jiMdagI bhalI-bhA~ti jInA jAnatI huuN| prinsa : hA~ maoNma ! khuzabU bilkula ThIka kaha rahI hai| yahI to hamAre ghUmane phirane kI umra hai, Aja to khuzabU ne bAhara hI jinsa pahanA hai| kala ko zAyada isakI icchA ho to ghara para bhI pahana sakatI hai| isalie behatara yahI hogA ki Apa loga Apake yaha purAne khyAlAta chor3a de yA phira apane lie alaga ghara DhU~Dha leN| anyathA maiM Apa logoM kI vRddhAzrama meM vyavasthA karavA detA huuN| yadi Apako isa ghara meM khuzI se rahanA hai to Apa apanI jIbha ko aba ArAma diijie| yaha merI lAsTa vaoNrniMga hai| prinsa kI bAta sunakara Aditya aura suSamA sanna raha ge| suSamA ke aramAnoM kA mahala eka jhaTake meM TUTa gyaa| vRddhAzrama kA nAma sunate hI suSamA kI A~khoM ke sAmane svayaM ke duHkhada bhaviSya ke citra tairate naz2ara Ane lge| suSamA ke hRdaya meM yaha Dara baiTha gayA ki yadi sacamuca prinsa ne use ghara se bAhara

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nikAlakara vRddhAzrama meM bheja diyA to usakA kyA hAla hogA ? vaha dvaMda meM pha~sa gii| vaha na to apanI bahU ko itanA svataMtra dekha sakatI thI aura nA hI apane beTe ko chor3akara vRddhAzrama meM raha sakatI thii| DaoNlI ke jAne ke bAda to suSamA ke jIne kA eka mAtra sahArA prinsa hI thaa| hara mA~ kI taraha vaha bhI prinsa se bur3hApe meM sahAre kI apekSA rakhatI thI, paraMtu apane beTe ko isa taraha apanI patnI ke pIche pAgala dekha usakI sArI AzA nirAzA meM badala gii| yadi hama khuzabU kI bAta kareM to bhUtakAla meM zAdI se pahale usane aise aramAna sajAe the ki usa ghara meM vaha itane prema se rahegI ki gharavAloM ko kabhI DaoNlI kI yAda taka nahIM aaeNgii| ataH vaha to isa ghara meM beTI banakara rahane kI icchA se hI AI thii| paraMtu suSamA ke bartAva ne Aja use jAnabujhakara DaoNlI kA jikra karane tathA usake viruddha bolane ke lie majabUra kara diyaa| yahA~ suSamA ko aba eka aise sahAre kI jarurata thI jo use sahI rAha batA ske| jo usakI bahU ko samajhAkara use vRddhAzrama jAne se bacA ske| aise meM use apanI purAnI sahelI jayaNA kI yAda AI aura vaha turaMta jayaNA ke ghara pahu~ca gii| bahuta dinoM ke bAda suSamA ko dekhakara jayaNA Azcarya meM par3a gaI jayaNA : are suSamA tuma ! Ao-Ao bahuta dinoM ke bAda AnA huA ? kaisI ho ? suSamA : ekadama ThIka hU~ jayaNA / tuma kaisI ho ? jagaNA : deva-guru kI kRpA se ekadama zAtA meM huuN| Ao baittho| - suSamA jaba jayaNA ke ghara A rahI thI taba eka pala ke lie to use bahuta saMkoca ho rahA thA ki vaha jayaNA se kaise bAta karegI? paraMtu jayaNA ke prema bhare vyavahAra ko dekhakara suSamA kA dila thor3A halkA ho gyaa| itane meM jayaNA kI bahU divyA vahA~ AI divyA : praNAma AnTIjI ! kaisI ho Apa ? (divyA aMdara se pAnI lekara AI ) divyA : yaha lIjie AnTIjI / aba pahale Apa yaha batAIye ki Apa kyA logI cAya yA zarabata ? suSamA : nahIM beTA, kucha nahIM / divyA : nahIM AnTIjI, aisA kaise ho sakatA hai? Apa itane dinoM bAda hamAre ghara AI ho| Apako mere hAthoM se kucha na kucha to lenA hI pdd'egaa| suSamA : ThIka hai beTA ! tuma itanA hI kaha rahI ho to AdhI kapa cAya banA lo| ( thor3I dera bAda divyA cAya aura nAztA banAkara le AI aura suSamA ke Age Tebala para rakha diyA aura khuda jahA~ jayaNA sophe para baiThI thI, vahA~ usake pAsa jamIna para jAkara baiTha gii| jaise hI

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divyA nIce baiThI vaise hI suSamA kI A~khoM se dhar3a-dhar3a A~sU bahane lge| taba divyA yaha socakara aMdara calI gaI ki jarura AnTIjI apane mana kI koI bAta mammIjI ko kahane AI hogii| ataH merA yahA~ baiThanA ucita nahIM hai|) jayaNA : are suSamA ! kyoM ro rahI ho ? kyA bAta hai? kyA huA suSamA ? kyA DaoNlI kI yAda A gaI? suSamA : (bar3I muzkila se apane Apa ko rokate hue) jayaNA / maiM aba taka do bAra tumhAre ghara samAdhAna lene AI aura donoM hI bAra tumhAre ghara ke vAtAvaraNa ko dekha apanI A~khoM se A~suoM ko roka nahIM paaii| jayaNA : kyoM suSamA, aisA kyA ho gayA ? suSamA : jayaNA, pahalI bAra maiM DaoNlI ke lie AI thii| taba mokSA ke vinaya ne merI A~khoM meM A~sU lAe~ aura Aja divyA ke vinaya ko dekha mujhe ronA A gyaa| jayaNA : suSamA ! tuma bahuta hI Tenzana meM dikha rahI ho| dila kholakara batAo kyA huA? suSamA : jayaNA, DaoNlI ke jAne ke bAda merA eka mAtra sahArA thA merA beTA prins| kaI aramAna sajAkara bar3I dhUma-dhAma se usakI zAdI karavAkara bahU ko ghara lAI thii| paraMtu Aja mere beTe aura bahU hI mujhe ghara se bAhara nikAlane ke Sar3ayaMtra raca rahe haiN| (itanA kahakara suSamA ne zuruAta se lekara prinsa kI dhamakI taka kI sArI bAta jayaNA ko batA dii| ) suSamA : jayaNA ! tuma hI batAo kyA kamI rakhI maiMne prinsa ko pyAra dene meM? prinsa kI galatI hone para bhI hamezA DaoNlI ko ddaaNttaa| prinsa ke lie kabhI usake pApA ke sAtha to kabhI DaoNlI ke sAtha jhagar3A kiyaa| para kabhI prinsa para A~ca bhI nahIM Ane dii| vahI prinsa jo merI hara bAta mAnatA thA, kabhI mere sAmane bhI bolanA nahIM jAnatA thaa| vaha Aja apanI patnI ke bahakAve meM Akara mujhe vRddhAzrama meM bhejane kI bAta kara rahA hai| to soco vaha khuzabU kaisI hogI? socA thA ki khuzabU ke Ane ke bAda maiM ghara kI javAbadAriyoM se nivRtta ho jAU~gI, para vaha khuzabU to mujhe ghara se hI nivRtta karane kI tAka meM hai| mAtra sAta dinoM meM usane apanA raMga dikhAnA zuru kara diyaa| aba tuma hI khuzabU ko kucha samajhAo jynnaa| jayaNA : suSamA ! yadi usakI koI galatI ho, to maiM use kucha samajhAU~ nA ? jaba usakI koI galatI - hI nahIM hai to use kahakara kyA phAyadA? suSamA : kyA? yaha kyA kaha rahI ho jayaNA? itanA saba sunane ke bAda bhI tuma yaha kaha rahI ho ki

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khuzabU nirdoSa hai? jayaNA DaoNlI ke mAmale meM to maiM mAnatI hU~ ki mere hI saMskAroM meM kamI thI, jisase mujhe aise dina dekhane pdd'e| para jayaNA, khuzabU to kisI aura ghara se saMskArita hokara AI hai to kyA mere ghara Ane ke bAda usake sAre saMskAra cale ge| usakI galatiyA~ to chor3o jayaNA, usane mujhe vRddhAzrama bhejane taka kA kaha diyA aura usake bAda bhI tuma yaha kaha rahI ho ki galatI usakI nahI hai to kyA maiM galata hU~? jayaNA : hA~ suSamA, tuma galata ho| mAnA ki usane bhI kucha galatiyA~ kI hai, parantu una sabake mUla meM to tuma hI ho| tumane use aisI galatiyA~ karane para majabUra kara diyaa| dekho maiM samajhAtI huuN| sabase pahalI galatI to tumane khuzabU se taraha-taraha kI apekSA rakhakara kI hai| tumane mujhe batAyA ki tumane kaI aramAna sajAe the jaise ki khuzabU ke Ate hI maiM ghara se nivRtta ho jAU~gI sArA kAma bahU kara legii| aura jaba tumhAre aramAnoM ko khuzabU pUre nahIM kara pAI taba tumane usake sAtha galata vyavahAra kiyaa| para tumane kabhI isa bAta para gaura kiyA ki isa ghara meM Ane se pahale vo kyA-kyA aramAna sajAkara AI thI? kyA tumane usake sapanoM ko pUrA karane kI koziza kI? pUrA karanA to chor3o tumane to unheM jAnanA bhI jarurI nahIM smjhaa| suSamA : jayaNA, tuma kina sapanoM kI bAta kara rahI ho? maiM kucha samajhI nhiiN| jayaNA : tuma usa dina kI bAta hI dekha lo| jisa taraha tumane bahU se cAya banAne kI apekSA rakhI to kyA vaha leTa uThane para bhI tumhAre prema kI apekSA nahIM rakha sakatI? usane tumase kahA bhI thA ki kala maiM bahuta leTa soI thI isalie uThane meM derI ho gii| usane tumheM apanA mAnakara socA hogA ki aba to maiM nayI-nayI AI hU~, maoNma mujhe kucha nahIM khegii| paraMtu tumane to Ate hI usa para kartavyoM kA bojha DAla diyaa| suSamA : jayaNA maiMne use usake kartavya batAkara kyA galata kiyA? jayaNA : galata to nahIM kiyaa| paraMtu tumane bahuta jaldI kara dii| yahI yadi kucha samaya taka tumane use mAtra prema diyA hotA to tumheM use yaha sArI bAta batAne kI jarurata hI nahIM pdd'tii| tumhAre prema se vaha sArI bAteM apane Apa sIkha letii| suSamA, naI bahU ko to navajAta zizu kI upamA dI hai| kyA tuma navajAta zizu se turaMta hI calane kI, bolane kI, kAma karane kI apekSA rakha sakatI ho ? nahIM naa| tuma use sikhAogI, usakA dhyAna rakhogI, use prema dogii| yadi phira bhI na sIkhe to tuma usa para gussA na karake usase aura jyAdA prema krogii| basa, yahI bAta bahU para bhI lAgU hotI hai| 20-20 varSa taka

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apane mAtA-pitA tathA parivAra janoM ke prema meM palI bar3I lar3akI, apane pUre parivAra ko chor3akara parAye ghara AtI hai| mAtA-pitA ke ghara ko chor3akara anajAne ghara meM rahanA kitanA kaThina hai| phira bhI lar3akI itanA bar3A tyAga kara apane sasurAla AtI hai| taba to use saMtAna se bhI adhika prema denA caahie| kyoMki sasurAla meM jAnA to usake lie nayA janma lene jaisA hai| zuruAta meM to vAtsalya nidhi banakara vAtsalya se putravadhU kA nirmANa karanA caahie| bahU ke piyara meM rIti-rivAja, khAna-pAna, rahana-sahana saba kucha alaga hotA hai aura aba nae parivAra meM rahane meM nae rIti-rivAjoM ko samajhane meM, usake anusAra calane meM samaya to lagatA hI hai aura usake sAtha jarurata hotI hai sAsu ke prema kii| suSamA tumane use to usake kartavyoM se avagata karAyA para kyA kabhI apane kartavyoM kI ora dhyAna diyA ? suSamA : jayaNA, mere kyA kartavya hai? bahU ke Ane para to sAsa kartavyoM se mukta ho jAtI hai| tuma apane Apako hI dekha lo, tuma kitanI phrI ho kyoMki tumhArI bahU bhalI-bhA~ti apane kartavyoM kA pAlana karatI hai| usake lie tumane kauna se kartavya nibhAye? jayaNA : maiM tumheM mere udAharaNa se hI samajhAtI hU~ ki -Aja bahU ko itanA yogya banAne meM maiMne apane kartavyoM kA kisa taraha pAlana kiyA? isase tumheM tumhAre sAre praznoM kA samAdhAna mila jaaeNgaa| divyA nayI-nayI thI taba usake anukUla vAtAvaraNa banAne ke lie maiM adhika se adhika samaya usake sAtha rhtii| use kAma-kAja sikhaatii| ghara ke rIti-rivAjoM se paricita krvaatii| zuruAta meM to jo usakI priya vastu thI vahI ghara meM banatI, para sAtha hI ghara ke logoM kI priya vastuoM kI jAnakArI bhI use detii| kapar3oM meM usake coIsa ko hamezA bar3hAvA diyA aura ghara ke logoM kI pasaMda se bhI use avagata krvaayaa| ar3osa-par3osa ke logoM se usakA paricaya krvaayaa| unake svabhAva kI jAnakArI tathA unase kAma kaise lenA, isa viSaya meM use smjhaayaa| usakI saheliyA~ yA piyara se koI bhI AtA to unake sAtha baiThane ke lie use pUrA samaya detii| jisase sabhI khuza hokara jaate| itanA hI nahIM zAdI ke bAda kucha mahinoM taka to maiM samaya-samaya para use piyara bhejtii| tAki piyara se jaba vaha sasurAla Ae to khuza hI rhe| usakI pasaMda ke anukUla mAhaula khar3A kiyaa| merA itanA prema milane para bahU ne bhI aba apane kartavyoM ko, apanI javAbadAriyoM ko apanA smjhaa| apanI kArya kuzalatA se ghara ke sabhI logoM kA dila jIta liyaa| aba apane Apako vaha isa parivAra kA mahattvapUrNa aMga samajhatI hai| maiMne chaH mahineM apane aramAnoM ko chor3akara usake aramAnoM ko mukhyatA dI, pariNAma svarupa Aja maiM ArAma se jahA~ cAhu~ jA sakatI hU~ jo cAhu~ vaha kara sakatI huuN|

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suSamA : jayaNA ! tuma merI bAta ThIka taraha se samajhI nhiiN| lar3akI 20-20 sAla taka piyara rahakara AtI hai| yaha to sabhI ko patA hI hai ki beTiyA~ parAyA dhana hotI hai, aura isI ke anusAra mA~ apanI beTI ko saMskAra detI hai| beTI sasurAla jAe~gI aisA socakara mA~ use ghara-gRhasthI kA sArA kAma sikhAtI hai| use kaise rahanA, kaise bolanA saba kucha sikhAtI hai| yAni ki lar3akI pUrI taraha saMskArita hokara hI sasurAla AtI hai to phira usake pIche vApasa itanA samaya barbAda kyoM krnaa| zuruAta ke cha: mahine divyA ke sAtha bitAkara tuma kitanI hI dharmArAdhanA nahIM kara pAI hogii| apane kitane hI kAryoM ko gauNa kiyA hogA? ataH merA prazna to yahI hai ki jaba bahU piyara se hI saba kucha sIkhakara AtI hai to vApasa apanI sAsu se vahI saba sIkhane kI apekSA kyoM rakhatI hai? jayaNA : nahIM suSamA ! tuma jo soca rahI ho vaisA nahIM hai| naI-naI bahU nae ghara meM AtI hai taba vaha aMdara hI aMdara bahuta Darakara rahatI hai| eka to nayA vAtAvaraNa, nae loga aura usa para galatI hone para DA~Te jAne kA, apanI presTija kama hone kA yA phira piyara kA nAma kharAba hone kA bhy| aisI sthiti meM sAsu ko prema dvArA use sahAnubhUti dekara use apanA banAnA caahie| suSamA, bahU cAhe to khAnA banAne meM kitanI bhI hoziyAra kyoM na ho, sasurAla meM Ane ke bAda usake mana meM itanA Dara hotA hai ki vaha kucha na kucha gar3abar3a kara hI baiThatI hai| yA to namaka hI nahIM DAlatI yA phira Dabala DAla detI hai| aisA honA svAbhAvika hai| . tuma apane bhUtakAla ko hI dekha lo| sasurAla Ane para tumhArI bhI kucha aisI hI dazA thii| aise meM kAma to use saba AtA hI hai yAni ki bahU ko kAma sikhAnA yaha sAsu kA kartavya nahIM haiN| paraMtu prema dekara usake bhaya ko dUra kara apanApana mahasUsa karavAnA yaha sAsu kA kartavya hai| isake badale tumane use prema denA to dUra para usakI mehaMdI kA raMga ur3ane se pahale hI sAre ghara kA bhAra usake nAjuka kaMdhoM para DAla diyaa| kyA tumane use kabhI prema se biThAkara pUchA ki, beTA ! kahIM tumheM apanI mA~ kI yAda to nahIM AtI hai nA? aisA pUchanA to dUra tumane to use apanI maoNma se bAta bhI nahIM karane dii| aba taka to vaha apane mAtA-pitA ko bhUlI nahIM thI aura tumane to hamezA-hamezA ke lie piyara se usakA saMbaMdha tor3ane kI koziza kii| suSamA ! mAnA ki usane jinsa pahanA, lekina use itanI to zarma thI ki vaha tumhAre sAmane pahanakara nahIM aaii| tuma cAhatI to yahI bAta use prema se samajhA sakatI thii| para tumane prema dene ke badale use DA~TA aura use nIcA dikhAne ke lie tumane galata rAha apnaaii| apanI beTI DaoNlI kA pakSa liyA,

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to phira vaha bicArI cupa kaise raha sakatI thI ? usake aramAna to yahI rahe hoMge ki maiM sabako apanA banA lU~gI, paraMtu tumhArA vyavahAra hamezA use parAyepana kA ehasAsa dilAtA rahA / tumhAre bartAva ne usake mana meM phiTa baiThA diyA ki yahA~ saba parAye haiN| saba mere duzmana haiN| tumane vyavahAra parAyoM jaisA rakhA aura apekSA apanoM se bhI adhika rkhii| DaoNlI tumhAre sAtha 20 sAla taka rahI, para usane kabhI tumheM cAya banAkara denA to dUra pAnI kA glAsa bhI bharakara diyA thA ? nahIM nA / jaba tumhArI beTI se tumheM apekSA nahIM thI to ghara meM AI apanI naI bahU se tuma isase bar3I apekSAe~ kaise rakha sakatI ho ? aura use beTI kI taraha prema dene ke badale sadaiva use TokA, usake sAtha kharAba vyavahAra kiyaa| usa para niyaMtraNa rkhe| yaha kahA~ kA nyAya hai ? suSamA : jayaNA, DaoNlI ke jAne ke bAda mujhe Dara thA ki AnevAlI bahU kahIM prinsa ko bahakAkara mujhase dUra na kara de| DaoNlI ko maiMne khUba prema diyaa| natIjA, vaha mujhe hI dhokhA dekara calI gii| mujhe bahU ke saMbaMdha meM bhI yahI Dara thaa| isalie maiM use kahIM bAhara nahIM bhejatI thii| maiM use piyara isa Dara se nahIM bhejatI thI ki kahIM apanI mA~ ke bahakAve meM Akara vaha mere beTe ko mujhase dUra na kara de| DaoNlI para niyaMtraNa na rakhA, isalie aMta meM mujhe pachatAnA pdd'aa| ataH sAvadhAna banakara maiMne pahale se hI khuzabU para niyaMtraNa rakhanA zuru kiyA to maiMne kyA galata kara diyA ? jayaNA: suSamA ! tumane beTI kI taraha usa para niyaMtraNa rakhA, para kyA beTI kI taraha use vAtsalya diyA? beTI jaisA prema diyA ? beTI mAnakara usakI bhUloM ko mApha karane kI koziza kI? nahIM, mAtra apane adhikAroM kA upayoga kiyA paraMtu kabhI apane kartavyoM kA pAlana kiyA ? tuma kaha rahI ho ki niyaMtraNa rakhakara tumane koI galatI hI nahIM kii| are ! yahI to tumhArI sabase bar3I galatI thii| suSamA ! niyaMtraNa baccoM para lagA sakate hai bahUoM para nhiiN| unheM to svataMtra hI rakhanA caahie| sAtha hI ve kahIM svacchaMda na bana jaae| isakA pUrA-pUrA dhyAna bhI rakhanA caahie| tuma hI batAo, prinsa jaba choTA thaa| vaha tumhArI a~gulI chor3akara jaba pahalI bAra calA taba tumheM kitanI khuzI huI thii| jaba pahalI bAra usane tumheM maoNma kahakara pukArA taba tumhArI khuzI kA koI pAra nahIM thaa| dhIre - dhIre vaha bar3A huA / apane Apa skUla jAne lagA, kaoNleja gayA aura Aja apane pairoM para khar3A ho gayA hai| isa prakAra jIvana kI pratyeka sIr3hI meM vaha jitanA svataMtra hotA gayA utanI hI tumheM khuzI hone lgii| lekina sAtha hI vaha svacchaMdI na bana jAe~ isakA tumane pUrA khyAla rkhaa| use calanA sikhAyA? paraMtu vaha calakara kahIM galata rAste para na jAe~ isakA tumane dhyAna rkhaa| vaha apane Apa

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skUla jAne lgaa| taba tumheM khuzI huI paraMtu vaha skUla kA nAma lekara kahIM aura to nahIM jAtA? isakI tumane sAvadhAnI rkhii| basa isI prakAra tumheM bahU ke viSaya meM karanA thaa| tumheM use bAhara bhejanA thA para bAhara vaha kharAba logoM ke saMbaMdha meM to nahIM jA rahI, isakA dhyAna tumheM rakhanA cAhie thaa| tabhI tuma sacce artha meM sAsu se mA~ bana sakatI thii| paraMtu tumane to usa para pUrA hI niyaMtraNa rakha diyaa| tumhArA Azaya acchA thA paraMtu paddhati bilakula galata thii| phalasvarupa tumhArA beTA bhI tumhAre hAtha se calA gyaa| (kucha samaya ke lie suSamA soca meM par3a gii|) jayaNA : kyA soca rahI ho suSamA ? kyA maiMne jo kahA use tuma svIkAra karatI ho? suSamA : sacamuca, aba mujhe apanI galatiyoM kA ehasAsa hone lagA hai| aba mujhe aisA laga rahA hai ki galatI khuzabU kI nahIM merI hai| aba maiM kyA karU~ ? khuzabU ke dila meM mere prati jo parAyepana kI bhAvanA baiTha gaI hai use kaise dUra karU~? jayaNA sagAI ke bAda eka bAra khuzabU ne mujhe kahA bhI thA ki mammIjI maiM Apake ghara meM ApakI beTI banakara rahanA cAhatI huuN| merI koziza to yahI rahegI ki mere Ane ke bAda Apako kabhI bhI DaoNlI kI yAda na aae| paraMtu mere niyaMtraNoM ne usake sAre aramAnoM ko cUra-cUra kara diyaa| jayaNA : suSamA tumheM apanI galatI kA ehasAsa ho gayA yahI bahuta bar3I bAta hai| suSamA, jisa vyakti se hameM apekSA nahIM hotI vaha yadi hameM thor3A bhI prema de to hameM jyAdA AnaMda milatA hai| bhAI, bahana, mA~, sahelI yahA~ taka kI pati kA Dhera sArA pyAra pAne ke bAda bhI yadi bahU ko sAsu kA thoDA bhI pyAra mila jAe to usakI khuzI kA ThikAnA nahIM rhtaa| phira to vaha jahA~ jAtI hai| apanI sAsumA~ kI hI prazaMsA karatI hai| aisI sthiti meM beTA bhI mA~ ke caraNoM meM hI rahatA hai| sasurAla meM bahU ke lie pati se bhI jyAdA sAsu upayogI banatI hai| lekina yaha bAta samajhane meM Ajakala kI sAsue~ mAra khA jAtI hai, sAsue~ beTI se to dila se vyavahAra karatI hai aura bahU ke sAtha vyavahAra karane meM dimAga kA upayoga karatI hai| sAsue~ yaha nahIM socatI ki beTI to eka dina hameM chor3akara sasurAla calI jAe~gI aura hameM apanI pUrI jiMdagI bahU ke sAtha hI gujAranI hai| ataH yadi ve bahU ke sAtha bhI dila se vyavahAra kareM to unakA ghara khuziyoM se bhara jaaeNgaa| suSamA : jayaNA ! yaha dila aura dimAga kA vyavahAra meM kucha samajhI nhiiN| jayaNA : suSamA ! maiM tumheM eka dRSTAMta se samajhAtI hU~, tumheM jaldI samajha meM A jaaeNgaa| do saheliyA~ milii| taba eka ne pUchA, "beTe kI nayI-nayI zAdI huI hai bahU kaisI haiM?" bahu kA nAma sunate hI ceharA

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bigAr3ate hue dUsarI sahelI ne apanI bAta zuru kI, "he bhagavAna ! na jAne kaise karma kie hai jo aisI bahU gale par3I hai| mA~ bApa ne saMskAra to die hI nahIM hai, sAta baje to mahArAnIjI uThatI hai aura ATha baje taka nIce AtI hai| bhagavAna jAne kamare meM kyA karatI hai? phira ATha baje nIce Akara sIdhe bhagavAna ke darzana kara rasoI ghara meM nAztA karane jAtI hai| kesara-bAdAma vAlA dUdha aura ilAyacI vAlI kar3aka cAya aura nAzte meM bhI taraha-taraha kI AITama ke binA to use calatA hI nahIM hai| vahA~ se vaha dharma kI pUchar3I nahA-dhokara sIdhe pUjA karane jAtI hai| koI ma.sA. ho to vyAkhyAna meM jAe~ binA to vaha raha hI nahIM sktii| tIna-cAra ghaMTe bAda pUjArina ghara AtI hai aura phira bartana bajA-bajAkara batAne kI koziza karatI hai ki maiM kAma kara rahI huuN| phira thAlI lekara baiTha jAtI hai, miThAI aura namakIna ke sAtha bhara peTa khAnA khAne ke bAda kise nIMda na Ae ? khAne ke bAda eka ghaMTA so jAtI hai aura uThate hI kar3aka cAya pIkara kAma karanA na par3e isalie sAmAyika karane baiTha jAtI hai| uThakara bAz2Ara meM jAtI hai| aura Ate hI phira khAnA khAne baiTha jAtI hai| phira zAma ko mujhe maskA mArane A jAtI. hai| kahatI hai, kaisI ho maoNma ? tabIyata to ThIka hai nA? koI bhI kAma ho to mujhe jarura kahanA aura phira pahu~ca jAtI hai mere beTe ke paas| patA nahIM kyA jAdU kara diyA hai mere beTe para ki vaha bhI usakI hI tArIpha karatA hai|" taba pahalI sahelI ne jale para namaka chir3akate hue kahA, "are re ! yaha to bahuta burA huaa| Ajakala to jamAnA hI kharAba hai, acchA yaha batAo tumhArI beTI kaisI hai? sasurAla meM saba kucha ThIka-ThAka cala rahA hai nA?" beTI kA nAma sunate hI usake cehare para cAra cA~da khila gaye, vaha kahane lagI - "are ! kyA kahu~ tujhase, bhavo-bhava ke puNya ke phala ke rupa meM aisA sasurAla milA hai| khAnadAnI parivAra hai, paisevAle hai ataH naukaroM kI koI bhI kamI nahIM haiN| merI beTI ArAma se ATha baje taka uThatI hai aura phira bhagavAna ke darzana kara sIdhe nAztA karane jAtI hai| paise vAle hai aura bar3A parivAra hai| isalie ilAyacI vAlI cAya, kesara bAdAma vAlA dUdha aura do cAra nAzte to roja hI banate haiN| phira vaha nahAdhokara maMdira jAtI hai| maiMne use kitane suMdara saMskAra die hai ki maMdira gae binA aura guru mahArAja ke pravacana sune binA to use caina hI nahIM pdd'taa| ataH tIna cAra ghaMTe to maMdira meM ho hI jAte haiN| vahA~ se rasoI meM thor3I bahuta madada karavAkara saba khAnA khAne baiThate haiN| itanA bar3A parivAra haiM, saba hilamila kara khAnA khAte haiN| usakI sAsu to usa para itanI khuza hai ki kaI bAra to apane hAthoM se khilAtI hai| paise vAle hai isalie roja nae-nae miSTAnna banate haiN| phira dopahara ko kucha bhI kAma nahIM hone se eka

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Der3ha ghaMTe so jAtI hai| merI beTI ke saMskAroM ke bAre meM to kyA kahu~ ? nitya eka sAmAyika to usakA / / niyama hai aura sasurAla meM jAkara bhI usane isa niyama ko kAyama rakhA hai| sokara uThane ke bAda vaha eka sAmAyika kara letI hai| sAmAyika karake mArkeTa calI jAtI hai sabjI khriidne| vahA~ se Akara rasoI meM kAma karavAkara vApasa saba khAnA-khAne baiTha jAte haiN| rAtrI bhojana to usane jiMdagI meM kabhI kiyA hI nhiiN| phira zAma ko apanI sAsu ke paira dabAne baiTha jAtI hai| usakI sAsu to usakI prazaMsA karate nahIM thktii|" bolo suSamA merA dRSTAMta sunakara tumheM kyA mahasUsa huaa| beTI-bahU donoM kI dainika kriyA eka jaisii| lekina beTI hone se vaha jo bhI kare acchA lagatA hai aura bahU hone se vahI kAma pasaMda nahIM aayaa| suSamA : hA~ ! jayaNA tumhArI bAta bilkula sahI hai| mujhe patA thA ki DaoNlI ne jo kiyA vaha galata thA phira bhI maiMne usI kA pakSa liyA aura bahU bicArI nirdoSa hone para bhI maiMne usase galata vyavahAra kiyaa| maiMne beTI ke sAtha dila kA aura bahU ke sAtha dimAga kA prayoga kiyaa| jayaNA aba maiM apanI yaha bhUla sudhAranA cAhatI huuN| tuma mujhe mArgadarzana do ki mujhe aba kyA karanA hogA? jayaNA : suSamA ! Aja taka tumane usake sAtha sAsu jaisA vyavahAra kiyaa| basa, aba tuma usakI sAsumA~ bana jaao| dekhanA tumhArA vyavahAra tumhArI bahU ko bhI beTI banA degaa| tuma use apanI beTI se bhI adhika prema do, use samaya-samaya para piyara bhejo, ghUmane bhejo| vaha kAma karane Ae taba kahA karo, "beTI aba to tumhAre ghUmane-phirane ke dina hai| kAma to tumheM jiMdagI bhara karanA hI hai|" beTe ke sAmane apanI bahU kI, usake kAma kI ,usake khAne kI prazaMsA kro| hAtha kharce ke lie use Age se paise do, usake piyara vAloM se bhI acche saMbaMdha rkho| dekhanA suSamA, tuma use prema do aura badale meM vaha tumheM prema na de, yaha to ho hI nahIM sktaa| suSamA, "je paDAve bahUnI A~khamAM A~sU anu nAma sAsu" isa kahAvata ko apane jIvana meM sArthaka mata hone denaa| suSamA : jayaNA ! maiM tumhArI kahI huI sArI bAtoM ko amala karane kI pUrI koziza kruuNgii| jayaNA : suSamA ! eka mukhya bAta tuma tumhArI bahU ko itanA prema dogI to vaha nizcita hI tumheM ghara kI sArI jimmedAriyoM se nivRtta kara degii| paraMtu isakA yaha matalaba nahIM hai ki tuma phira se kiTI pArTiyoM meM tathA zaoNpiMga meM laga jaao| suSamA aba bhI sambhala jaao| isa prakAra ezo ArAma kI jiMdagI kA natIjA tumane sAkSAt dekha liyA hai| kahI aisA na ho ki DaoNlI kI taraha bhaviSya meM tumhAre beTe aura bahU bhI tumhAre hAthoM meM na rhe| tuma sukhI banane kI icchA rakhatI ho paraMtu sukhI banane ke lie puNya cAhie

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aura puNya prApti ke lie dharma karanA Avazyaka hai| yaha anamola mAnava bhava milA hai| aba bhI samaya hai jIvana ko dharma mArga meM lagAkara sArthaka kro| varnA kahIM aisA na ho ki AnevAle bhava meM tumheM manuSya zarIra hI na mile| ataH aba dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa meM apanA jIvana vyatIta kara apanI bahU ko bhI dharma meM jodd'o| suSamA : sacamuca jayaNA, Aja taka tumane mere hita ke lie jo kucha bhI kahA maiMne hamezA usakI avagaNanA hI kI thii| paMratu Aja mujhe aisA laga rahA hai ki yadi maiMne tumhArI bAta mAnakara dhArmika jIvana vyatIta kiyA hotA aura DaoNlI ko bhI saMskAra die hote to mujhe kabhI bhI duHkhI nahIM honA pdd'taa| Aja se tumhArI hara eka hitazikSA ko jIvana meM utArakara apane jIvana ko sudhArane kI pUrI koziza kruuNgii| jayaNA patA nahIM cala rahA ki kina zabdoM meM tumhArA AbhAra vyakta kruuN| jayaNA : suSamA ! mujhe tumhAre AbhAra kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| mere kahe anusAra yadi tuma dharma se jur3a jAo to maiM mAnU~gI kI merA kahanA sArthaka huaa| (isa prakAra hitazikSA lekara suSamA apane ghara aaii| Aja usake cehare para eka alaga hI prasannatA thI tathA hRdaya meM eka anokhA AnaMda thaa| yaha AnaMda hajAroM kiTI-pArTiyA~ eTenDa karane para bhI use kabhI mahasUsa nahIM huaa| ghara Akara suSamA haoNla meM baiThakara soca rahI thI ki maiM khuzabU se bAta karane kI zuruAta kaise karU~? aura acAnaka miksI meM caTanI banAte samaya khuzabU kA hAtha miksI kI bleDa se kaTa jAne ke kAraNa khUna nikalane lgaa| darda ke kAraNa khuzabU jora se rone lgii| eka ora hAtha kaTane kA darda aura dUsarI ora abhI maoNma Akara cillAe~gI ki dekha kara kAma nahIM kara sakatI thI, isa bAta kA Dara khuzabU ke cehare para sApha jhalaka rahA thaa| khuzabU ke rone kI AvAz2a sunakara suSamA turaMta vahA~ aaii|) suSamA : are beTA ! tujhe to itanI lagI hai, itanA khUna A rahA hai| uTho bAhara clo| __ (itanA kahakara suSamA hAtha pakar3akara use haoNla meM le gaI aura DeTaoNla ke dvArA usake hAtha kA ghAva sApha karane lgii|) suSamA : beTA ! bahuta darda kara rahA hogA nA? tuma roo mt| maiM abhI DaoN. ko phona karatI huuN| (suSamA ne DaoN. ko phona karake bulAyA tathA jaba taka DaoN. na Ae taba taka khuzabU ke pAsa hI baiThI rahI tathA use dhIraja detI rhii| itane meM DaoN. A gayA aura khuzabU ke ghAva kI DresiMga karane lagADaoN. : dekhie, ghAva jyAdA hone ke kAraNa tathA khUna bahuta baha jAne ke kAraNa inheM dasa dinoM taka pAnI

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meM hAtha mata DAlane diijiegaa| varnA sepTIka hone kI pUrI saMbhAvanA hai aura yadi sepTIka bar3ha gayA to hAtha kaTavAnA bhI par3a sakatA hai (itanA kahakara DaoN. vahA~ se calA gyaa| itane meM khuzabU bhI uThakara kicana meM jAne lgii| taba) suSamA : khuzabU beTA ! kahA~ jA rahI ho? khuzabU : mammIjI vo caTanI....? suSamA : are caTanI to maiM apane Apa sApha kara luuNgii| tuma jAo ArAma kro| (khuzabU vahA~ se calI gii| vaha to soca rahI thI ki sAsumA~ ne Aja DA~TA kyoM nhiiN| DA~Tane ke badale Aja unake mu~ha se aise mIThe zabda kaise nikala rahe hai? acAnaka apane sAsu ke badale vyavahAra se usake Azcarya kA koI pAra nahIM rhaa| cAra dina taka to suSamA ne khuzabU ko thor3A bhI kAma nahIM karane diyaa| yadi khuzabU kicana meM A bhI jAtI to suSamA use prema se vApasa ArAma karane bheja detii| yahA~ taka ki zAma kA khAnA apane lie alaga banAkara phira rAta ko jaba prinsa ghara AtA taba prinsa aura khuzabU ke lie alaga se jo khuzabU ko pasaMda hotA vaisA garamA garama khAnA banAkara detii|) (eka dina acAnaka khuzabU kA bhAI ketana use milane AyA) khuzabU : are, bhaiyA Apa yahA~ kaise? ketana : khuzabU ! pahale yaha batAo tumhArI tabiyata kaisI hai, ghAva bhara gayA yA nahIM? khuzabU : tumheM kaise patA calA? .. ketana : tumhArI sAsumA~ ne hI batAyA aura unhIM ke kahane para maiM tumhe lene AyA huuN| (ketana kI bAta sunate hI khuzabU soca meM par3a gii| itane meM suSamA vahA~ aaii|) suSamA : are ketana beTA ! tuma kaba Ae? Ao baittho| (itanA kahakara suSamA ketana ke lie pAnI lekara aaii| khuzabU to mAtra A~khe phAr3akara saba dekhatI hI raha gii|) ketana : AnTIjI ! maiM khuzabU ko lene AyA huuN| suSamA : are, hA~ beTA ! khuzI se le jAo (khuzabU kI ora) jAo beTA do-cAra dina rahakara aao| khuzabU : mammIjI ! kyA Apane bhaiyA ko phona karake bulAyA hai ? suSamA : hA~ beTA, maiMne socA ki tuma sasurAla rahogI to choTA-bar3A koI nA koI kAma karatI hI rhogii| resTa mila pAnA muzkila hai| cAra dina piyara jAogI to ArAma milegA aura jaldI ThIka ho

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jaaogii| aba jyAdA mata soco, jAo apanI paikiMga kro| maiM ketana ko cAya dekara tumhArI helpa karavAne AtI huuN| (itanA kahakara suSamA kicana meM gaI aura cAya-nAztA le AI) suSamA : ketana ! tuma cAya-nAztA kro| maiM abhI AtI hU~ (suSamA khuzabU ke pAsa gii| ) suSamA : khuzabU ! yaha lo tumhAre piyara ke lie kucha caoNkaleTsa aura yaha 5 haz2Ara rupaye tumhAre pAsa rkho| khuzabU : para mammIjI ina paisoM kI kyA jarurata hai? suSamA : beTA ! apane pAsa rakho, kahIM bAhara jAo aura kucha pasaMda A jAye to kharIda lenaa| isa prakAra suSamA ne khuzabU ko piyara bhejakara dhIre-dhIre khuzabU ke mana meM apane lie sadbhAva jagAne kI koziza karane lgii| vaha samaya-samaya para khuzabU kI tabiyata ke bAre meM pUchane ke lie use phona kiyA krtii| prinsa ko bhI roja khuzabU se milane ke lie bhejtii| isa prakAra cAra dina bAda khuzabU saMpUrNa svastha hokara vApasa sasurAla AI aura Ate hI - prinsa : khuzabU tumhAre lie eka bahuta bar3I khuzakhabarI hai| . . khuzabU : kyA prinsa? prinsa : yaha dekho| (itanA kahakara prinsa ne khuzabU ke hAtha meM kucha diyaa|) khuzabU : Wow ! hama donoM ke maleziyA jAne ke TikaTsa vo bhI pUre 10 dinoM ke lie| (kucha dera bAda) para kyA prinsa Apane maoNma se pUchA? prinsa : are khuzabU maiM to hanImUna kI bAta hI bhUla gayA thaa| yaha to maoNma ne hI mujhe yAda dilAyA aura maleziyA jAne kI AIDiyA dii| (yaha suna khuzabU ke Azcarya kA pAra na rhaa| prinsa aura khuzabU donoM ghUmane gye| aba dhIre-dhIre khuzabU ke mana meM bhI apanI sAsumA~ ke lie prema jagane lgaa| hanImUna se ghara Ane ke bAda aba khuzabU bhI ekadama badala gii| aba vaha suSamA ko kucha bhI kAma nahIM karane detI thI aura aba donoM ke bIca ke saMbaMdha bhI acche ho ge| itane meM eka aura ghaTanA ghaTa gii| jisake bAda suSamA aura khuzabU ke bIca mA~-beTI jaise saMbaMdha ho ge| eka dina -) prinsa : khuzabU / kyA huA? kyA DhU~Dha rahI ho? itanI Tenzana meM kyoM dikha rahI ho? khuzabU : prinsa hamArI zAdI meM mammIjI ne mujhe jo sAta haz2Ara kI nathanI dI thii| vaha mila nahIM rahI hai| subaha se DhU~Dha rahI huuN| mammIjI pUchegI to kyA javAba duuNgii|

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(prinsa bhI usake sAtha DhU~Dhane lagA aura itane meM suSamA vahA~ aaii|) suSamA : are ! tuma donoM milakara kyA DhU~Dha rahe ho? khuzabU : mammIjI vo.....vo.. prinsa : maoNma Apane jo zAdI meM sAta haz2Ara kI hIre kI nathanI dI thI vaha mila nahIM rahI hai, lagatA hai kho gii| suSamA : prinsa gAr3I nikaalo| (aisA kahakara suSamA, prinsa aura khuzabU ko lekara jvelarsa zaoNpa meM gaI aura khuzabU ko 16 haz2Ara kI hIre kI naI nathanI dilaayii| ghara Ate hI khuzabU ne sIdhe apanI mA~ ko phona kiyA) khuzabU : helo mA~, mujhe Apase bhI savAyI mA~ mila gaI hai| aba Apa merI ciMtA mata krnaa| isa prakAra suSamA ke badalate vyavahAra se khuzabU kA bhI vyavahAra badala gyaa| apane ghara kI paristhiti ko sAkSAt badalate dekha aba suSamA samaya-samaya para jayaNA se milatI tathA usase sujhAva letii| vaha khuzabU ko bhI jayaNA ke yahA~ akasara le jAyA krtii| eka-dUsare ke ghara isa taraha AnejAne se jayaNA aura suSamA ke sAtha-sAtha divyA aura khuzabU bhI acchI saheliyA~ bana gii| jayaNA aura divyA samaya samaya para suSamA aura khuzabU ko dharma meM jor3ane lgii| isa prakAra donoM parivAroM ke saMbaMdha acche ho gye| aba suSamA ke ghara meM nitya jinapUjA, AThama-caudasa rAtrI bhojana kA tyAga, kaMdamUla tyAga, sAmAyika Adi niyamoM kA pAlana zuru ho gyaa| DaoNlI ke jAne ke bAda eka laMbe kAla ke bAda gama ke vAtAvaraNa meM rahane ke bAda suSamA ke jIvana meM phira se khuziyA~ A gii| sacamuca aba suSamA DaoNlI ko pUrI taraha bhUla gaI thii| aura ina khuziyoM ko taba bar3hAvA milA jaba khuzabU ne garbha dhAraNa kiyaa| aba suSamA khuzabU ke garbha ke viSaya meM thor3I bhI lAparavAhI nahIM rakhatI thii| jayaNA ko pUchakara usI anusAra khuzabU se garbha kA pAlana karavAtI thI tathA khuzabU bhI apane bacce ke ujjavala bhaviSya ke lie apanI sAsumA~ kI hara AjJA kA khuzI se pAlana krtii| prathama bAra garbha dhAraNa karane ke kAraNa nauve mahine meM khuzabU ke piyara vAle use le ge| aba to suSamA hamezA phona ke iMtajAra meM rahatI thI ki kaba phona Ae aura use dAdI banane kI khuzakhabarI mile| isa tarapha jiMdagI ke sukha rupI pahalu dekhane ke bAda aba DaoNlI ke duHkhI jIvana kI zuruAta ho gaI thii| samIra ke sAtha milakara usane jo sapane saMjoe the, zuruAta ke dinoM meM samIra ne vaha sapane sAkAra kara dikhaae| paraMtu Akhira saccAI nahIM chuptii| dhIre-dhIre samIra kI sArI saccAI DaoNlI kI naz2aro

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meM Ane lagI aura usI ke sAtha usake sapanoM kA mahala gar3abar3Ane lgaa| aba kyA hotA hai DaoNlI ke sAtha? kyA vaha apane mahala ko samhAla pAegI yA phira koI havA kA jhoMkA AegA jo usake mahala ko tahasa-nahasa kara degA? apane mahala ko AdhAra dene ke lie DaoNlI ne apanI mA~ se sahAyatA kI apekSA se unheM phona karane ke lie risivara uThAyA aura khuzakhabarI jAnane ke lie utsuka banI suSamA ke ghara bhI phona kI ghaMTI baja utthii| para kyA yaha phona khuzabU ke piyara se hI hai yA kahIM ora se? kahIM yaha phona DaoNlI kA to nahIM? kyA yaha suSamA ke cehare para khuzI lAtA hai yA A~khoM meM A~sU? kyA yaha phona suSamA ke bhUtakAla ke duHkhoM ko phira se tAz2A kara detA hai yA usake bhaviSya ko khuziyoM se bhara detA hai? kyA isa phona se suSamA ke sapanoM kA mahala TUTa jAtA hai yA phira DaoNlI ke| AIye dekhate hai jainiz2ama ke agale khaMDa 'TUTA sapanoM kA mahala' meM ...... ke saMskAroM kI nIMva RREARSA jainiz2amake pichale khaMDa meM Apane dekhA ki jayaNA dvArA virAsata meM milI saMskAroM kI dharohara mokSA kI jiMdagI meM kitanI madadagAra sAbita huii| inhIM saMskAroM ke AdhAra para mokSA ne apanI sAsumA~ kA dila jItakara pUre parivAra meM prasannatA ke sAtha-sAtha dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa khar3A kara diyaa| isa tarapha mokSA ke piyara meM usakI mA~ jayaNA ne apane prema aura vAtsalya ke bala para divyA ko bahU se beTI banA diyA thaa| jayaNA ke ha~sate-khelate parivAra meM khuziyA~ aura bhI bar3ha gaI jaba parivArajanoM ko patA calA ki divyA mA~ banane vAlI hai| ___ sasurAla meM Ane ke bAda dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa meM jur3a jAne ke kAraNa divyA yaha jAnatI thI ki garbhastha zizu ko pUrNa rupa se saMskArita karane ke lie garbhAvasthA se hI saMskAra dene caahie| aba garbha dhAraNa karane ke bAda divyA ke mana meM yaha jijJAsA huI ki yadi baccA sAmane ho to hama use saMskAra de sakate hai paraMtu garbhastha zizu ko saMskAra kisa prakAra denA? sAtha hI apanI nanaMda mokSA ke jIvana ko dekhakara divyA ke mana meM bhI yahI icchA thI ki usakI santAna bhI mokSA kI taraha susaMskArita banakara sva-para kA kalyANa kreN| apanI inhIM zaMkAoM aura jijJAsAoM kA samAdhAna prApta karane ke lie eka dina -) divyA : mammIjI ! yadi Apake pAsa samaya ho to mujhe Apase kucha bAta karanI hai| jayaNA : are beTA ! isameM samaya kI kyA bAta hai? baiTho aura bolo kyA bAta hai? divyA : mammIjI ! mokSA dIdI ke jIvana ko dekhakara aisA vicAra AtA hai ki Apane unheM kaise :

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saMskAra die hoMge ki Aja sasurAla meM bhI ve sabakI priya hai / mammI merI bhI yaha icchA hai ki bhaviSya meM merI santAna bhI aisI bneN| isalie mere mana meM yaha jijJAsA hai ki garbhastha zizu ko saMskAra kisa prakAra denA ? jayaNA : beTA ! tumhArI jijJAsA bahuta hI acchI hai| Aja kala to janma ke bAda bhI mAtA-pitA ko saMskAra dene ke vicAra nahIM Ate aura tuma to garbha meM rahe hue bAlaka ko saMskAra dene kI bAta kara rahI ho| tumane ekadama sahI samaya para prazna kiyA hai, kyoMki garbha rupa meM rahe hue jIva para nau mAsa ke daramyAna mAtA kI choTI se choTI halacala kA bhI gaharA prabhAva par3atA hai| isI ke AdhAra para koI bhagavAna banatA hai to koI zaitAna / koI sthUlibhadra yA mayaNAsuMdarI banate hai to koI zAharukha yA aizvaryA / yAni ki yaha bAta mAtA para hI nirbhara hai ki bhaviSya meM usakA putra kyA baneM ? divyA : mammIjI ! yadi aisI bAta hai to merI bhI icchA hai ki mere garbha meM pala rahA bAlaka saMskArita bne| isake lie mujhe kyA karanA hogA ? mujhe kina-kina bAtoM kA dhyAna denA hogA ? yaha saba Apa mujhe batAIe? jayaNA : garbha meM pala rahe bAlaka ko saMskArita banAne ke lie mAtA ke AcAra, vicAra, vyavahAra Adi saba acche hone cAhie kyoMki ina saba bAtoM kA asara mAtA ke garbha meM rahe jIva para avyakta rupa se par3atA hai / isalie kahate hai mAtA banane vAlI hara strI ko, jise usakI saMtAna bahuta hI priya ho use garbhAvasthA ke nau mahinoM meM kucha dhArmika evaM prAkRtika bAtoM kA dhyAna rakhanA cAhie / divyA : mammIjI ! ve dhArmika bAteM kauna-sI haiM ? jayaNA : beTA ! nau mAsa ko dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa meM vyatIta karane ke lie tumheM nimna niyamoM kA pAlana karane kI koziza karanI hogii| jaise ki 1. tuma savA lAkha yA jitane ho sake utane namaskAra mahAmaMtra kA jApa karo / 2. nitya paramAtmA kI aSTaprakArI pUjA karo evaM trikAla bhakti kro| 3. samaya milane para dhArmika svAdhyAya karo yA mahApuruSoM ke caritra pddh'o| isase tumhArA baccA mahApuruSoM kI taraha saMskArita hogA / 4. sAtha hI sAtha garIboM ko dAna do, atithiyoM kA satkAra karo / 5. tuma gurujanoM kA tathA bar3oM kA pUjana - bahumAna ityAdi kArya karatI rho|

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6. vaise to tuma rAtri bhojana Adi nahIM karatI ho para phira bhI ina nau mAsa meM to sagarbhA striyoM ko rAtri meM bhojana evaM kaMdamUla kA sarvathA tyAga karanA hI caahie| 7. tuma apanA svabhAva gaMbhIra, prasannacitta, udAra, sahiSNu, pramoda Adi guNoM se otaprota bnaao| ___ina saba ke pIche tumhAre mana meM yaha dRDha saMkalpa honA cAhie ki ina saba sukRtoM ke prabhAva se merI saMtAna paramAtmA evaM gurujanoM kI bhakta baneM, jIvamAtra kI mitra baneM, usakA jIvana pavitra (akalaMkita) rheN| hone vAlI saMtAna bAlikA ho to vaha lajjA guNa se suzobhita bane aura yadi vaha bAlaka ho to sarva lakSaNoM se yukta vIra puruSa bneN| ___aise saMkalpa pUrvaka kI gaI pratyeka kriyAoM kI itanI tIvra aura gaharI asara bAlaka kI AtmA para hotI hai ki vaha bAlaka prAyaH mahAna hI paidA hotA hai| vaha guNoM kA bhaMDAra banatA hai| jisameM avaguNa DhUMDhane para bhI nahIM milte| divyA : mammIjI ! jaisA Apane batAyA hai vaise dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa meM maiM apane nau mAsa bitAne kI pUrI koziza kruuNgii| lekina isake alAvA kina prAkRtika bAtoM kA mujhe dhyAna rakhanA hogaa| kyA bAharI prakRti kA asara garbha meM pala rahe bacce para par3atA hai ? jayaNA : hA~ beTA ! bAharI prakRti kA asara bhI garbha meM pala rahe bacce para par3atA hai| prAkRtika bAtoM ko dhyAna meM rakhakara prAcIna kAla meM sagarbhA strI ko : 1. vibhinna puSpoM se bhare bagIce meM biThAyA jAtA thA, tAki usakA mana prasanna rahe evaM niraMtara hariyAlI ko dekhate rahane se usakI saMtAna kI A~kheM tejasvI bneN| 2. use dhruvatAre ke darzana karavAe jAte the tAki usake sthairya ke darzana se bAlaka dhairyavAna bneN| 3. samudra kI gaMbhIratA ko nihArane vAlI strI kA bAlaka samudra jaisA gaMbhIra banatA hai| . 4. pUnama ke cA~da ko nihArane vAlI mAtA kA bAlaka svabhAva se saumya banatA hai| 5. siMha kI garjanA sunane vAlI mAtA kA bAlaka siMha jaisA parAkramI aura zUravIra banatA hai| isa prakAra bAharI prakRti kA asara garbha meM pala rahe bacce para par3atA hai| isake alAvA aura eka bAta kA tuma vizeSa dhyAna rkhnaa| divyA : kyA mammIjI? jayaNA : ina nau mAsa ke daurAna tuma bhUlakara bhI abrahma kA sevana mata krnaa| divyA : mammIjI ! anya bAteM to barAbara hai para abrahma se garbhastha zizu kA kyA lena-dena? jayaNA : beTA ! yaha bahuta hI mahattvapUrNa bAta hai para Ajakala kI maoNDarna striyoM para maoNDarniTi kA aisA

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bhUta savAra ho gayA hai ki ve isa bAta ko itanI gaMbhIratA pUrvaka nahIM soctii| divyA ! garbhastha strI jabajaba bhI pati ke sAtha abrahma kA sevana karatI hai, taba-taba garbha meM rahe hue bAlaka ko hathaur3e kI mAra jitanI pIr3A sahana karanI par3atI hai| isalie to prAcIna kAla se prathama prasUti para piyara bhejane kI prathA Aja bhI calI A rahI hai| jisase sahajatA se brahmacarya kA pAlana ho jAtA hai| jaba bahuta dinoM bAda pati piyara meM milane Ae taba pati ko dekhakara patnI ko jo AnaMda aura tAz2agI kA aihasAsa hotA hai, vaha sIdhe garbhastha zizu meM sthAnAMtarita ho jAtA hai| kabhI mAna lo ki sagarbhA strI sasurAla meM hI rahakara apane mAtRtva se garbha meM pala rahe saMtAna ke poSaNa ke lie apanI pUrI zakti lagA rahI ho, taba usake pati ko bhI abrahma kA sevana kara apanI patnI kI zakti nAza karane kA akArya kadApi nahIM karanA caahie| sAtha hI unheM deha saMbaMdha karate samaya bhI pUrNa sAvadhAnI rakhanI cAhie varnA usakA asara bhI garbhastha zizu para par3atA hai| divyA : mammIjI ! maiMne kabhI sapane meM bhI nahIM socA thA ki aisA akArya karane se mere bacce ko itanI pIr3A hogii| sacamuca purAnI prathAoM kA kitanA bar3A mahattva hotA hai| Apane mujhe sahI samaya para yogya hitazikSA dI hai| maiM aura mohita isa bAta kA pUrNatayA pAlana kreNge| (jayaNA ne divyA ko kitanA vAtsalya diyA hogA ki jIvana ke isa aham mor3a meM divyA ne kisI DaoNkTara ke pAsa na jAkara apanI sAsumA~ ke pAsa se sujhAva lenA jyAdA lAbhadAyaka smjhaa| sAtha hI divyA ne bhI apanI sAsumA~ se kitanA samarpaNa bharA vyavahAra kiyA hogA ki nijI jiMdagI se jur3e aise savAloM kA javAba dete hue bhI jayaNA ko hicakicAhaTa mahasUsa nahIM huii|) divyA : lekina mammIjI ! Apane jo deha saMbaMdha karate samaya sAvadhAnI kI bAta kahI hai| ApakI usa bAta para mujhe to vizvAsa ho gayA hai, lekina loga isa bAta ko mAne yaha bahuta muzkila hai| isalie koI pramANa ho to batAiye? jayaNA : divyA ! pati ke sAtha deha saMbaMdha ke kSaNoM meM kI huI bhUla kA kitanA gaharA asara garbha meM pala rahe bacce para par3atA hai| vaha prAcIna evaM vartamAna kI kaI ghaTanAoM dvArA hama dekha sakate haiN| jisase taya hotA hai ki sagarbhA strI kI choTI-sI bhUla kA bhI garbha para burA prabhAva par3atA hai| ___ 1. rupa aura guNoM kI aMbAra draupadI svabhAva se krodhI kyoM thI? vaha krodha ke bhayAnaka Aveza meM Akara Aga jaisI kyoM bana jAtI thI? apane pati yudhiSThira ko bAra-bAra apazabda kyoM sunAtI thI? isakA eka mAtra kAraNa usake pitA drupada the| kyoMki unhoMne apane badana se krodhAgni kI jvAlA ko ThaMDI

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kiye binA hI apanI patnI ke sAtha deha saMbaMdha kara liyA evaM usI vakta unakI patnI sagarbhA bnii| bAda meM unhoMne draupadI ko janma diyaa| vIrya meM vyApta pitA kA krodha unakI lAr3alI draupadI kI roma-roma meM vyApta ho gyaa| 2. rAjA karNadeva ne rAnI mInaladevI ke sAtha deha saMbaMdha ke kSaNoM meM parastrI ke sAtha kAmavAsanA kI kalpanA kii| rAnI ko garbha ThaharA, unhoMne putra ko janma diyaa| vahI putra Age calakara mahAparAkramI siddharAja jayasiMha bnaa| usake parAkrama kI gAthAe~ itihAsa meM svarNAkSaroM meM likhI gaI / paraMtu vaha rANakadevI para ati kAmuka thaa| pitA kI eka bhUla ke kAraNa usake svarNAkSaroM meM likhe itihAsa para pAnI phira gyaa| aba tuma hI batAo divyA isameM doSa kisakA ? putra kA yA pitA kA ? 3. rakta evaM vIrya ke sAtha mA~-bApa ke saMskAra baccoM meM utarate haiN| isa bAta para auraMgajeba ko bhI vizvAsa thaa| isI AdhAra para eka dina rAjasabhA meM eka ATha sAla kI lar3akI ke pitA hone kA do vyaktiyoM ne dAvA kiyaa| usameM eka lekhaka aura dUsarA sainika thaa| phaisalA karane ke lie bAdazAha ne pahale . usa lar3akI ko talavAra uThAne ke lie khaa| vaha koziza hI karatI rahI lekina uThA na sakI aura jaise hI use botala se kalama meM syAhI bharane ke lie kahA gyaa| usane vaha kAma sahajatA se kuzalatA pUrvaka kara dikhaayaa| yaha dekhakara auraMgajeba ne yaha lar3akI lekhaka kI hai, aisA phaisalA sunaayaa| 4. vartamAna kAla meM yUropa meM ghaTita eka ghaTanA ke anusAra deha saMbaMdha kI kSaNoM meM dIvAra para TaMgI kAle habzI vyakti kA citra dekha rahI, gorI yUropiyana strI kI saMtAna bhI kAlI habzI jaisI paidA huii| bAlaka ke janma para pati-patnI donoM ko Azcarya huA kyoMki ve donoM yUropiyana vaM gorI camar3I vAle the| pati ne patnI para saMdeha kiyA aura usa para durAcAriNI hone kA Aropa lgaayaa| mAmalA korTa taka phuNcaa| jaja ne donoM pakSoM kI bAtoM ko dhyAna se sunA / una donoM ke zayanakakSa kI jA~ca kii| donoM se vistAra se bAtacIta kii| bAtacIta ke samaya patnI ne kahA ki hara rAta sone se pahale vaha dIvAra para TaMgI tasvIra hI usakI A~khoM ke sAmane hotI thI aura sahavAsa ke samaya bhI usakI naz2areM usa tasvIra para hI thii| isase jaja samajha gayA ki baccA habzI jaisA kAlA kaise paidA huA tathA strI nirdoSa sAbita ho gii| kahane kA tAtparya yaha hai ki mAtA jo socatI hai, dekhatI hai, usakA asara garbha para par3e binA nahIM rahatA / divyAH mammIjI ! Apake ina dRSTAMtoM se merI hI nahIM balki sabhI logoM ke mana meM rahI zaMkAoM kA samAdhAna ho jaaegaa|

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jayaNAH beTA! yaha to huI deha saMbaMdhI bAteM para isake alAvA bhI garbhakAla meM mAtA jo bhI kArya karatI hai usakA bAlaka para gaharA asara par3atA hai| jAnatI ho... 1.eka mahilA sagarbhA bnii| usake ghara ke sAmane eka kasAI kI dukAna thii| vaha kasAI pratidina jisa samaya bakaroM ko kATatA usa samaya vaha mahilA use dekhtii| samaya pUrA hone ke bAda usane eka bAlaka ko janma diyaa| ATha varSa kI umra meM usane apane skUla meM par3hane vAle baccoM ke sAtha jhagar3e meM pA~ca baccoM ko chUrI bhoMkakara mAra ddaalaa| jaja ke sAmane use AropI banAkara hAz2ira kiyA gyaa| jaja ko bahuta Azcarya huaa| usane bacce ke bAre meM sarvAMgINa chAnabIna zuru kii| taba patA calA ki garbhakAla meM mAtA dvArA dekhe gaye pazuoM ke katla ke saMskAra garbha meM pala rahe bAlaka para bhI par3e aura natIjA yaha krUra ghaTanA ghttii| ___2.videza meM eka kissA bnaa| sagarbhA putravadhU ke pAsa usake sasura ne pichale varSoM ke ghara kharce kA hisAba maaNgaa| bahU ne aisA koI vyavasthita hisAba-kitAba nahIM rakhA thaa| vaha asamaMjasa meM par3a gii| usane apane garbhAvasthA ke una nau mahinoM ko hisAba-kitAba karane meM lagA diye| pariNAma svarupa usane jisa bAlaka ko janma diyaa| vaha usa deza kA sarvotkRSTa gaNita zAstrI bnaa| . divyA : mammIjI! ApakI bAta se yaha to sApha sAbita hotA hai ki baccoM ke jIvana ko bigAr3ane yA saMvArane kA pUrA zreya mAtA-pitA ko jAtA hai| garbhakAla ke daurAna mAtA yadi apane svabhAva ko acchA rakheM tathA pitA bhI usameM apanA sahayoga de to bhaviSya meM baccA mahAna hI banegA isameM koI zaMkA nhiiN| jayaNA : tumane bilkula ThIka kahA beTA! aura apane svabhAva ko acchA rakhane ke lie tumane sunA hI hogA "jaisA khAe anna vaisA ho mn"| isalie garbhavatI ko apane bhojana para sadaiva dhyAna rakhanA caahie| 1. vAta-vAyu kAraka caneM, semI kA bIja, caulA, maTha, TamATara Adi tathA ThaNDe padArtha khAne se prAyaH bacce kubaDe, bAmana, ThIMgane paidA hote haiN| ____ 2. pitta kAraka tIkhe-khAre, khaTTe padArthoM ke sevana se baccoM ke netra zarIrAdi pIle par3a jAne kI saMbhAvanA rahatI hai| . ___ 3. kapha kAraka dahI, gur3a, AIskrIma Adi padArthoM ke sevana se prAyaH bacce citakabare aura pAMDuroga vAle paidA hote haiN| bhaviSya meM unheM sapheda kor3ha hone kI saMbhAvanA rahatI hai| 4. garbhavatI strI yadi adhika namaka vAle khAre padArtha khAtI hai tathA A~khoM meM vizeSa kAjala

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lagAtI hai to prAyaH usake bacceM aMdhe, netra rogI hote haiN| sAtha meM zIta AhAra karatI hai to vAyu kA prakopa hotA hai| 5. garbhavatI strI ke ati garama padArthoM kA sevana karane se prAyaH bacceM nirbala paidA hote haiN| divyA : tabhI mammIjI ! Apa mujhe khAne kI hara bAta para kucha na kucha hidAyata detI hI rahatI hai| khAnepIne kI ina bAtoM ke pIche itanA bar3A rahasya hogaa| yaha to mujhe Aja hI patA claa| jayaNA : divyA ! ina khAne-pIne kI bAtoM ke atirikta garbhavatI strI ko nimna bAtoM kA avazya dhyAna rakhanA caahie| 1. garbhavatI strI adhika rudana na kreN| rone se prAyaH bacceM kI A~khe capaTI, adhika philmI gIta gAna karane se prAyaH bacceM bahare (badhira), adhika bolane se prAyaH bacceM vAcAla tathA adhika gAliyoM kI - bauchAra karane se prAyaH bacceM durAcArI paidA hote haiN| 2. garbhavatI striyoM ke adhika ha~sane se prAyaH baccoM ke hoMTha evaM dAMta kAle ho jAte haiN| garbhavatI strI ke cA~danI (khule sthAna ) para sone se prAyaH bacceM bAr3e (rAvaNakhaMDe) paidA hote haiN| 3. ghara vAloM ko bhI garbhavatI striyoM ko sadA prasanna rakhane kA prayatna karanA caahie| unheM bAta-bAta para apamAnita kara cir3hAnA, athavA unheM bhayAnaka, cintAjanaka zoka samAcAra nahIM sunAne caahie| 4. garbhavatI strI ko kucha parizrama evaM vizrAma bhI avazya karanA cAhie / 5. garbhavatI kA yadi svAsthya ThIka na ho to use DaoNkTara kI sammati ke binA koI davAI nahIM denI caahie| 6. garbhavatI strI ko pratidina A~vale kA murabbA khAnA caahie| usameM pravAla, vaMzalocana aura galosatva Adi milAkara khAne se bhAvi saMtAna kI mastiSka zakti bar3I tez2a hotI hai| 7. garbhavatI ko sUrya yA caMdra grahaNa ke samaya ghara se bAhara nahIM nikalanA caahie| sAtha hI grahaNa ke samaya suI, kaiMcI, cAkU jaise zastroM kA upayoga nahIM karanA caahie| bAla nahIM saMvAranA aura jhADU bhI nahIM nikAlanA caahie| kyoMki isase garbha para bahuta burA asara hotA hai| 8. vizeSa - garbhavatI striyoM ko apanI icchAe~ atRpta nahIM rakhanI caahie| parivAra vAle bhI garbhiNI ke manobhAvoM ko pratyakSa athavA parokSa rupa se samajhakara use pUrNa karane kA prayatna kreN| isI icchA kA dUsarA nAma hai - dohada / icchA ke apUrNa raha jAne se santAna durbala hRdayI va lAlacI paidA hotI hai|

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divyA : mammIjI ! ApakA AbhAra meM kina zabdoM meM vyakta karU~? mere tathA mere bacceM ke lie jo hitakara aura kalyANakArI mArga Apane batAyA hai usake lie maiM sadA ApakI RNI rahU~gI / jayaNA: beTA ! tuma kucha mahinoM meM piyara calI jaaogii| isalie yaha saba tumheM Aja hI batA detI hU~ ki bAlaka kA janma hote hI usake kAnoM meM namaskAra mahAmaMtra sunAnA mata bhuulnaa| divyA : kyA mammIjI navakAra ? AzAtanA nahIM hogI ? jayaNA : nahIM divyA, eka bAra navakAra maMtra bolane ke bAda tuma yadi dUsarI bAra punaH bolo to vaha AzAtanA hogii| beTA eka bAta kA dhyAna rakhanA ki bAlaka kA kalyANa cAhane vAlI hI vAstavika mAtA hotI hai zeSa to svArtha sAdhaka hai| svArtha se prerita aisI mAtAe~ bAlaka ke caritra nirmANa meM evaM mukti meM bAdhaka banatI hai| divyA : mammIjI ! maiM eka mA~ hokara apane bacceM ke kalyANa meM bAdhaka nahIM bananA caahtii| isalie ApakI batAI huI hara eka hitazikSA ko svIkAra karatI huuN| mammIjI, Apa mujhe aise AzIrvAda dIjie kI maiM, merA aura mere bacce kA bhaviSya suMdara banA skuuN| (jayaNA se AzIrvAda pAkara divyA apane kamareM meM calI gaI / ) (apanI sAsumA~ se milI hitazikSA ke anusAra garbha ke vyavasthita paripAlana hetu divyA aba megz2Ina, naoNvala Adi nahIM par3hatI, nA hI TI.vI. dekhatI, na rAga vardhaka gItagAna kA zravaNa karatI aura nA hI Aveza meM AtI / na pati kA saMga karatI aura na hI kaphakAraka - pittakAraka AhAra letI / nA jyAdA ha~satI, nA jyAdA bolatI aura nA hI kisI kI niMdA karatI yAni ki divyA ne sabhI azubha kAryoM kA tyAga kara diyA thaa| isake sAtha vaha nitya deva- guru ko vaMdana evaM pUjana karatI, mahApuruSoM ke sAhitya kA vAMcana karatI, pA~ca prakAra ke yathA avasara dAna detI, vyAkhyAna zravaNa karatI, 16 prakAra kI bhAvanAoM kA manana karatI, acche-acche manoratha karatI jaise ki maiM cAritra lU~gI, dAna dU~gI, mandira banavAU~gI, chaHrI pAlita saMgha nikAlUMgI, upadhAna krvaauuNgii| jayaNA tathA mohita ne bhI divyA ke garbhapAlana meM pUrNatayA sahayoga diyaa| divyA ke hara eka dohada ko mohita pUrNa krtaa| sAtha hI parivAra ke sabhI sadasya divyA ko hamezA prasanna rkhte| sAtaveM mAsa meM divyA ke piyara vAle use lene Aye / zubha muhUrta meM AzIrvAda dekara jayaNA ne use piyara bhejaa| dekhate hI dekhate nau mAsa bhI pUre ho gaye aura divyA ne eka lar3akI ko janma diyaa| janma hote hI divyA ne apanI beTI ko sarvaprathama navakAra maMtra kA zravaNa kraayaa| divyA jAnatI thI ki navajAta zizu ko janma ke cAra ghaMToM ke bhItara chAtI se lagAkara apAra pyAra diyA jAe to bhaviSya

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meM usa bacce ke Arogya saMbaMdhI ciMtA karane kI jarurata nahIM pdd'tii| isalie usane apanI beTI ko chAtI se lagAkara use bharapUra pyAra diyaa| putrI ke janma kI khabara divyA ke sasurAla meM dI gii| turaMta jayaNA apane pati aura putra ke sAtha divyA ko milane haoNspITala pahu~ca gye| ___ jayaNA ne divyA ko mAtA ke dUdha kI mahattA batAte hue kahA - mAtA ke Adhe lITara dUdha jitanI tAkata DerI ke sau lITara dUdha meM bhI nahIM hotii| stanapAna karAne vAlI mAtA yadi usa vakta prasanna ho to bAlaka ke tana aura mana kA vikAsa acchA hotA hai aura stanapAna karAte vakta mA~ yadi bhayaMkara krodha meM ho to vaha dUdha bhI z2ahara bana jAtA hai| ___ mA~ ke dUdha kA kitanA mahattva hai suno - mitra deza kI rAnI ne yuddha meM rAjakumAra ke pAsa senA kI madada maaNgii| rAjakumAra rAjamAtA se isa bAre meM pUchane aayaa| rAjamAtA ne kahA - tuma mujhe pUchane hI kaise Aye? tumheM to turaMta unakI madada ke lie daur3anA cAhie thaa| aise vicAra vAlI rAjamAtA ne udAsI bhare svara meM kahA "jaba tU choTA thA taba eka bAra tujhe dAsI ko sauMpakara maiM hauja meM snAna karane gii| ekAeka tU rone lagA, to dAsI ne tUjhe bhUkha lagI hai, yaha samajhakara apanA stanapAna kraayaa| acAnaka merI naz2ara usa tarapha gii| maiM hauja meM se bAhara daur3akara aaii| maiMne tujhe ulTA kara tere mu~ha meM U~galI DAlI aura dadha kI ulTI krvaaii| paraMtu aba terI yaha bujhadila kriyA dekhakara mujhe aisA lagatA hai ki kama se kama AThadasa bUMda dAsI kA dUdha tere peTa meM raha gayA hogaa| varnA tU aisI bAta kabhI na krtaa| Aryadeza kI sannArI mAtA apanI saMtAna ko kabhI bhI stanapAna ke sivAya dUsarA dUdha na detI aura na hI dAsI Adi kA dUdha pIne detii| kyoMki aisA karane se bAlaka tana se durbala aura mana se kaMgAla bana sakatA hai| isalie vartamAna meM pAzcAtya saMskRti kI aMdhI daur3a meM daur3a rahI sarva mAtAoM ! apanI dUdha kI kImata jAnakara apanI saMtAna ko stanapAna karavAne se vaMcita mata rhnaa| apanI sAsumA~ se milI sIkha ke anusAra divyA prasanna mana se apanI beTI ko samaya-samaya para stanapAna karAtI lekina botala kA dUdha kabhI nahIM pilAtI thii| mokSA bhI viveka ke sAtha divyA evaM usakI putrI ko milane aaii| nAmakaraNa ke dina mokSA ne apanI bhatrIjI kA nAma 'kSamA' rkhaa| sAtha hI jaise-jaise kSamA bar3I huI divyA use saMskArI banAne ke lie vizeSa sAvadhAna rahane lgii| apanI putrI ko saMskArI banAne ke lie usane kaI mahAna saMskAra dAtrI mAtAoM ko apanA Adarza banAyA thaa| jinhoMne apane putra ko saMskAra dene meM koI kamI nahIM rakhI thii| (52)

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* atimuktaka (aImuttA muni) kI maataa| jisane cha: varSa kI umra meM beTe ko dIkSA dilaaii| jisase nau varSa kI umra meM beTe ko kevalajJAna prApta huaa| * devakI - jisane apane gajasukumAla jaise putra ke pAsa se praNa liyA ki use (devakI ko) saMsAra kI aMtima mA~ banAnA (arthAt isI bhava meM mokSa prApta kreN|) * AryarakSita kI mAtA ne bar3I cAlAkI se apane donoM beToM ko sAdhu bnaayaa| phira aMta meM apane ____ pati ke sAtha svayaM ne bhI dIkSA lii| * araNika kI mAtA-sAdhvIne sAdhu jIvana se bhaTake hue beTe ko punaH dIkSA dilvaaii| kaThora sAdhu jIvana kA pAlana dIrghakAla ke lie na kara sake to turaMta anazana karane kI bhI sahamati de dii| madAlasA, anusUyA, aisI kitanI mAtAe~ hai| (o.... sarva mAtA-pitAoM jayaNA evaM divyAM kI taraha yadi ApakI sarva priya vastu isa jagata meM ApakI saMtAna hai, to usakI AtmA para rahe hue susaMskAroM ke Apa hatyAre mata bnnaa| garbha se lagAkara jaba taka unameM sahI samajha na Ae, apane pairoM para khar3e na ho jAe taba taka Apa pUrI sAvadhAnI brtnaa| jaba taka ye nAdAna hai, inameM samajha kI dAr3ha nahIM AtI, taba taka unheM Apa apane adhIna meM rkheN| ve Apake Azrita hai| unhoMne apanA mastaka Apake adhikAra kI sImA meM surakSita rakhane ke lie Apako sauMpA hai| kyA Apa unake jIvana nirmANa ke sambandha meM upekSA kareMge? kyA Apa amaryAdita jIvana meM unheM kahIM paTaka deMge? kyA Apa unheM ati lADa pyAra kara unake jIvana ko unnata hone se rokeMge? ApakI goda meM rahe unake mastaka para kyA Apa kaoNnvenTa kI ghAtaka chUrI se vAra kareMge? yadi ApakA javAba hA~ haiM to suna lIjie ki Apa saMskAroM ke hatyAre khlaayeNge| ApakI tulanA meM usa pazu kI hatyA karane vAle kasAI kI koI ginatI nahIM, kyoMki pazu hatyA karane vAle vyakti se bhI mahApuNya se sAdhanA karane ke lie Apake ghara meM janma lene vAle saMtAnoM ke susaMskAra kI hatyA ati bhISaNa aura bhayAnaka ginI jaayegii| zikSA AdamI ko DaoNkTara, vakIla yA minisTara Adi banA sakatI hai, jabaki saMskAra vyakti ko insAna banAte haiN| ApakI saMtAna svAmI vivekAnaMda, zivAjI, bhagatasiMha, dharmAtmA kumArapAla, vastupAla, mayaNA, sulasA, mIrAbAI yA anupamA bane, hemacaMdrAcArya yA hIrasUrijI bane, aisI ApakI koI mahattvakAMkSA hai to Aja hI apane baccoM meM saMskAroM kA bIjAropaNa karanA zuru kara de|) ___samaya pUrNa hote hI jayaNA ne divyA ko vApasa sasurAla bulA liyaa| divyA ne samaya-samaya para mokSA aura jayaNA se sujhAva lekara apanI beTI kA acchI taraha pAlana-poSaNa kiyaa|

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isa tarapha apanI sAsa aura nanaMda ke sAtha beTI aura bahana jaisA saMbaMdha sthApita karane meM kAmayAba banI mokSA ke sasurAla kA vAtAvaraNa vidhi kI zAdI ke prasaMga para jagamagA utthaa| agni kI sAkSI meM lie gae sAta pheroM ke pavitra baMdhana meM ba~dhe vidhi aura dakSa ke sukhamaya jIvana kI zuruAta huI aura unake sukha meM bar3hottarI taba huI jaba vidhi ne garbha dhAraNa kiyaa| paraMtu unakI khuzI ko zAyada kisI kI naz2ara laga gii| kaI prakAra kI galataphahamiyoM aura galata dhAraNAoM se grasta bane una donoM ke mana meM saMgharSa chir3a gayA hai aura aisI sthiti meM talAka aura garbhapAta kA nirNaya kara vidhi apane piyara A gaI hai| aba kyA unake bIca rahe Competition kA koI Solution nikala pAe~gA yA phira kucha anahonI ghaTa jaaeNgii| dekhate hai jainiz2ama ke agale khaMDa No Competition But Solution meN|) AtmA ko bacAne tyAga aura karane ke lie mana taiyAra haiM ? acAnaka tabiyata bigar3atI hai aura vyakti naz2adIkI aspatAla meM pahu~cakara anajAna aise DaoNkTara ko apanI tabiyata dikhAkara vaha mA~ge utane rupaye de detA hai| acAnaka oNphisa meM reDa par3atI hai aura vyakti anajAna aise aphasara ke hAtha meM do-pA~ca lAkha rupaye rakha dene ko taiyAra ho jAtA hai| prazna mana meM yaha uThatA haiM ki tabiyata bacAne ke lie anajAna DAkTara aura paise bacAne ke lie anajAna aphasara ko do-pA~ca lAkha rupaye dene ko taiyAra ho jAnevAlA vyakti apanI AtmA ko bacAne, apane hRdaya ke komala bhAvoM ko bacAne kisI garIba AdamI yA bhikhArI ko do-pA~ca rupaye dene ko taiyAra kyoM nahIM hotA? aMtaHkaraNa ke pAsa se isa prazna kA uttara avazya jAna lenaa| 64)

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sUtra (mujhe yAda karane se Apako ziva sukha milegA) artha (merA barAbara upayoga kIjie) kAvya vibhAga (mujhe yAda karake bhUla na jAnA) jAvata kevi sAhU... aDDhAIjjesu... Sures TEEEEEEE

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bAteM choTI para bar3e kAma kI... A~khoM kA darda : * cAra grena ( do rati) phiTakarI ko bArIka pIsa kara 30 grAma gulAbajala meM milA kara usakI do-do bUMda do-tIna bAra A~kha meM r3Alane se A~kha kA darda dUra hotA hai| * badAmagiri, sauMpha, cInI ko samAna bhAga meM lekara, pIsa kara bArIka cUrNa banAkara kAMca kI botala meM rkheN| 40 dina taka roja 10 grAma kI mAtrA meM 250 grAma dUdha ke sAtha lene se A~khoM kA teja evaM smaraNazakti bar3hatI hai / * triphalA kA cUrNa 100 grAma evaM sauMpha 100 grAma miksa karake subaha-zAma 1 cammaca pAnI yA ghI ke sAtha lene se A~khoM kA teja bar3hatA hai / imalI ke bIja ko patthara para ghisakara A~kha ke phor3e para lagAne se phor3A dUra hotA hai| ghaTane kA darda: * methI ke dAne kA bArIka cUrNa karake eka-do cammaca kI mAtrA meM pAnI yA dUdha ke sAtha eka-do mahineM taka lene se ghUMTane kA darda dUra hotA hai| * kArtika pUrNimA se phAguna suda-14 taka subaha khAlI peTa 3-4 akharoTa khAne se ghUTane kA darda dUra hotA hai| sardI : ajavAina ko pIsa kara, garama karake eka kapar3e meM bAMdhakara sUMghane se sardI dUra hotI hai / dUdha meM kAlI mirca kA pAuDara evaM cInI milAkara pIne se sardI dUra hotI hai / pAnI meM sUMTha milAkara garama karake pAnI pIne se sardI dUra hotI hai / kAlI mirca evaM bhUnI huI haldI ke pAuDara ko garama dUdha ke sAtha lene se sardI dUra hotI hai| * C

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sUtra vibhAga vaMdittu-sUtra (sAvaga - paDikkamaNa-suttaM ) bhAvArtha : isa sUtra meM samyaktva sahita zrAvaka ke bAraha vrata ke aticAra batAkara dina athavA rAtrI meM lage aticAroM kA pratikramaNa-niMdA-gardA batAI gaI hai| pApoM ke prati pazcAtApa pUrvaka yaha sUtra bolanA caahie| noTa : isa sUtra meM A, B, C... Adi likhe gae hai ve una una vrata ke aticAra haiN| vaMdittu savvasiddhe, 'dhammAyarie a savvasAhU a| 'icchAmi 'paDikkamiuM, 'sAvaga 'dhammAiArassa / / 1 / / 'sarva siddha bhagavAna ko tathA 'dharmAcAryoM ko aura 'sarva sAdhuoM ko 'vandana karake "zrAvaka 'dharma sambandhI aticAroM se maiM "nivRtta honA cAhatA huuN|| 1|| dUsarI-tIsarI-cauthI - pA~cavI gAthA meM sAmAnya AlocanA kI gaI hai| 'jo mere vrata ke aticAra meM aura 'jo me 'vayAiAro, "nANe taha daMsaNe caritte 'a . #sumo a 'bAyaro vA, "taM "niMde taM ca "garihAmi / / 2 / / AtmasAkSI se "nindA aura gurusAkSI se "garhA karatA hU~ ||2|| 'duvihe pariggahammI, 'naukara, strI Adi sacitta aura sonA, vastra Adi acitta ina do prakAra ke 'parigraha ke kAraNa aura 'pApakArI 'aneka prakAra ke 'Arambha 'dUsaroM ke pAsa karAne evaM 'svayaM karane meM (jo aticAra lage ho ) dina meM lage hue una aticAroM kA "maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN|| 3 / / 'aprazasta 'indriyoM ke dvArA maiMne 'jo 'karma bAMdhA, 2 vIrya evaM "jJAna, darzana, cAritra evaM ca zabda se tapa, saMlekhanA ke viSaya meM, choTA athavA 'bar3A doSa lagA ho "usakI maiM 'sAvaje 'bahuvihe a 'AraMbhe / 'kArAvaNe a 'karaNe, "paDikkame 'desiaM svvN||31 'jaM 'baddhamiMdiehiM,' 'cauhiM 'kasAehiM 'appasatthehiM / 'krodhAdi cAra 'kaSAyoM ke dvArA jo karma bAMdhA, 55

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rAgeNa va doseNa va, aura 'rAga evaM dveSa ke dvArA jo karma bAMdhA taM "niMde taM ca "garihAmi || 4 || 'usakI " maiM nindA aura "garhA karatA hU~ || 4 || 'AgamaNe 'niggamaNe, 'anajAnapana (upayoga nahIM rahane) se 'ThANe 'caMkamaNe 'aNAbhoge / 'kisI ke balAtkAra (dabAva) se aura 'naukarI Adi kI parAdhInatA se "Ane meM, 'jAne meM, "Thaharane meM, 'ghUmane meM, 'abhioge anioge 10 "paDikkame "desiaM savvaM / 1511 dina meM lage hue 'saba aticAroM kA maiM "pratikramaNa karatA hU~ || 5 || samyaktva ke aticAra ^jina vacana meM sandeha, " anya mata kI cAhanA malamalina gAtra, 'saMkA "kaMkha vigicchA, vastra vAle sAdhuoM para abhAva honA, D "anya dharma kI prazaMsA karanA tathA unakA paricaya rakhanA ye pA~ca 'samyaktva ke 'aticAra hai| 'dina meM lage hue 'saba aticAroM kA maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN|||6|| chaHkAya virAdhanA 'chakkAya samAraMbhe 'pRthvI Adi chaH kAya ke 'Arambha meM "attaTThA ya 'paraTThA 'payaNe a 'payAvaNe a 'je 'dosA / 'apane lie evaM 'dUsaroM ke lie aura 'svapara donoM ke lie 'AhArAdi ko pakAne aura 'dUsaroM ke pAsa pakavAnoM se 'ubhayaTThA ceva "taM "niMde || 7 || ' jo doSa lagA ho "usakI "maiM nindA karatA huuN||7|| "pasaMsa " taha saMthavo kuliMgIsu 'sammattassa 'iAre, 'paDikkame desiaM 'savvaM / / 6 / / bAraha vrata 'paMcaNha 'maNuvvayANaM, 'pA~ca 'aNuvratoM ke 'guNavvayANaM ca 'tiha 'maiAre / aura 'tIna guNavratoM ke 'sikkhANaM ca 'cauNhaM tathA 'cAra zikSAvratoM ke 'aticAra meM jo doSa lagA ho, "paDikkame desiaM 'savvaM // | 8 || dina meM lage hue saba aticAroM kA " maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN|||8||

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vaMdittu sabasiddha siddha prAcArya jomevayAiyAro arihaMta jJAna cAritra darzana sAdhu upAdhyAya vaMdittu duvihe pariyahammi AgamaNe niggamaNe THI caMkamaNe sacitta parigraha ThANe acitta parigraha AgamaNe niggamaNe sAvajje bahuvihe a AraMbhe abhioge nioge| paDikkame TAURCHUNT sakAkakha vigicchA mokSa sAdhu prati dveSabhAva vicikitsA zaDkA anya dharma kI icchA-kAkSA anya darzaniyoM kA paricaya-prazaMsA devaloka naraka NAME

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payAvaNe aibhAre chavicchee bhattapANavucchae eyaNa LiN kUTasAkSI chakkAyasamAraMbhe ra paDhame aNuvvayammi bIe aNuvvayammi kalyA-gau-bhUmyalika nyAsApahAra tar3ae aNuvvayammi tenA haDa-ppaoge mosuvaese kUDalehe sahasA-rahassadAre kUDatula kUDamANe cautthe aNuvvayammi, IRAT tibba-aNurAge - vivAha apariggahiA aNaMga ittara ittI aNucAepaMcamammina ruppa-suvane dupae cauppayammI ya vatyu a kuviaparimANe BAH dhaNa

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'paDhame 'aNuvvayammi, 'prathama 'aNuvrata meM 'thUlaga 'pANAivAya 'viriio| 'sthUla 'prANAtipAta 'viramaNa = sthUla hiMsA se aTakane rupa "Ayariya 'mappasatthe, isa pahale vrata meM 'azubha bhAva evaM pramAda ke nimitta se 'ittha pamAya 'ppsNgennN|||| jo kucha viparIta "AcaraNa kiyA ho||9|| (vaha isa prakAra hai-) prathama aNuvrata ke pA~ca aticAra 'vaha 'baMdha 'chavicchee, manuSya, pazu Adi ko cAbuka Adi se pITanA sAMkala Adi se bAMdhanA, nAka, kAna, pUMcha Adi zarIra ke avayavoM ko chednaa| 'aibhAre bhatta-pANa-vucchee pazu,naukara Adi para adhika bojhA (bhAra) DAlanA, samaya para khAne pIne ko nahIM denA yA kama denaa| 'paDhama vayassaiAre 'prathama vrata ke ina pA~ca aticAroM meM se 'paDikkame desi savvaM / / 10 / / dina meM lage saba aticAroM kA 'maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN||10|| 'bIe 'aNuvvayammi, 'dvitIya aNuvrata meM parithUlaga 'aliya vynnviriio| 'sthUla mRSAvAda kI virati=bar3e jhUTha se aTakane rupa "Ayariya 'mappasatthe, isa vrata meM 'azubha bhAva evaM pramAda ke nimitta se 'ittha pamAya 'ppsNgennN||11|| jo kucha viparIta "AcaraNa kiyA ho||11|| (vaha isa prakAra hai) dvitIya aNuvrata ke pAMca aticAra 'sahasA rahassa dAre. "binA vicAre kisI para kalaMkAropaNa karanA kisI kI gupta bAteM pragaTa karanA, apanI strI kI gupta bAta pragaTa karanA, Pmosuvaese a 'kUDalehe // "jhUThI salAha denA aura jhUThA lekha likhanA 'bIyavayassa 'iAre, dUsare vrata ke ina pA~ca aticAroM meM se paDikkame 'desiaM 'savvaM||12|| 'dina meM lage 'saba aticAroM kA 'maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN||12||

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'taie 'aNuvvayammi 'tRtIya aNuvrata (adattAdAna viramaNa vrata) 'thUlaga 'paradavva-haraNa 'viriio| 'sthUla 'paradravya haraNa kI virati= bar3I corI se aTakane rupa isa "Ayariya 'mappasatthe, tIsare vrata meM 'azubha bhAva evaM pramAda ke nimitta se jo kucha 'ittha 'pamAya 'ppsNgennN||13|| viparIta "AcaraNa kiyA ho||13|| (vaha isa prakAra hai) tIsare aNuvrata ke aticAra 'tenAhaDa-ppaoge, 'cora ko corI karane kI preraNA denA aura usako sahayoga denA, 'tappaDiruve viruddha-gamaNe / "asalI cIz2a dikhAkara nakalI (kharAba) cIz2a denA, 'rAjA ke niyamoM ke viruddha pravRtti karanA, "kUDatula kUDamANe, "jhUThe tola aura jhUThe pramANa dvArA logoM ko tthgnaa| paDikkame 'desiaM 'svvN||14|| 'dina meM lage saba aticAroM kA 'maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN||14|| 'cautthe 'aNuvvayammi, 'caturtha 'aNuvrata meM 'niccaM 'paradAra gamaNa viriio| 'hamezA ke lie parAI strI ke sAtha bhogavilAsa karane kI virati rupa "Ayariya 'mappasatthe, 'isa vrata meM 'azubha bhAva evaM pramAda ke "nimitta jo kucha 'ittha 'pamAya "ppsNgennN||15|| viparIta "AcaraNa kiyA ho||15|| (vaha isa prakAra hai ) caturtha aNuvrata ke aticAra *apariggahiA 'ittara, "ku~vArI kanyA, vidhavA athavA vezyA ke sAtha bhoga karanA, 'kucha samaya ke lie kharIdI huI strI ke sAtha bhoga bhoganA, 'aNaMga vivAha tivva aNurAge sRSTi viruddha kAmakrIr3A karanA, dUsaroM kA vivAha karavAnA, 'kAma bhoga kI tIvra icchA krnaa| 'cautthavayassa 'iAre, cauthe vrata ke ina pA~ca aticAroM meM se 'paDikkame 'desiaM 'savvaM / / 16 / / dina meM lage saba aticAroM kA maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN||16|| itto 'aNuvvae 'paMcamammi, pA~caveM aNuvrata meM

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'Ayarimappasatthammi, 'parigraha ke pramANa kA ullaMghana na karane ke rupa isa vrata meM parimANa paricchee, 'azubha bhAva evaM 'pramAda ke nimitta se jo kucha viparIta AcaraNa 'ittha 'pamAya 'ppsNgennN||17|| kiyA ho||17|| (vaha isa prakAra hai ) pA~caveM vrata ke aticAra 'dhaNa dhanna khitta-vatthu, dhana, dhAnya-anAja, 'kSetra, ghara, dukAna, norA Adi vastu 'ruppa-suvanne a 'kuvia-primaanne| cA~dI, sonA aura tAMbA, pItala, lohA Adi ke pramANa kA, dupae cauppayammi ya, do paira vAle naukara Adi, cAra paira vAle gAya, baila Adi ke pramANa kA ullaMghana kiyA ho| paDikkame 'desi savvaM / / 18 / / 'dina meM lage saba aticAroM kA maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN||18|| . chaTTe vrata (pahalA guNavrata digparimANa vrata) ke aticAra gamaNassa u 'parimANe UrdhvadizA 'adho dizA aura tirkI dizA ke disAsu uddhaM 'ahe atiriaM c| 'pramANa meM gamana kA ullaMghana karane se 'vuDDhi 'sai-aMtaratA kSetra kA pramANa bar3hA dene se kSetra kA pramANa bhUla jAne se paDhamammi guNavvae nide||19|| 'prathama 'guNavrata meM lage doSoM kI maiM niMdA karatA huuN||19|| sAtaveM vrata (dUsarA guNavrata bhogopabhoga viramaNa vrata) ke aticAra 'majammi a 'maMsammia, madirA aura mAMsa Adi abhakSya vastuoM ke bhakSaNa se 'pupphe a phale a 'gaMdha malle / tathA phUla-phala, "sugaMdhI padArtha aura puSpamAlA Adi ke 'uvabhoga paribhoge, * 'upabhoga, paribhoga karane se dUsare 'guNavrata meM 'bIammi 'guNavvae 'niNde||20|| lage hue aticAroM kI maiM niMdA karatA huuN||20|| (upabhoga : eka hI bAra upayoga meM Ane vAlI vastue~, paribhoga : kaI bAra upayoga meM Ane vAlI vastue~ ) sAtaveM vrata ke aticAra saccitte paDibaDhe, *pramANAdhika sacitta evaM sacitta-mizra vastu vAparane se,

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'appola "duppoliaM ca AhAre / 'apakva aura arddhapakva vastu khAne se, "tucchosahi-bhakkhaNayA, "tuccha vanaspati, phala ke bhakSaNa karane se 'paDikkame 'desiaM 'savvaM // | 21 || 'dina meM lage hue 'saba aticAroM kA maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN||21|| zrAvaka ke lie mAnya paMdraha karmAdAna (pApa) vAle dhaMdhe tyAjya hai| ^iMgAlI "vaNa "sADI, "aGgArakarma - agni saMbaMdhI kumhAra, sunAra Adi kA kAmadhaMdhA, # vanakarma - jaMgala ke Theke lene, usako kATane, kaTavAne kA dhaMdhA, zakaTa karma - gAr3I, U~Ta, moTara, Adi kA dhaMdhA, "bhADI phoDI 'suvajjae 'kammaM / " bhATaka karma - ghor3A, U~Ta Adi kirAye para calAne kA dhaMdhA, "visphoTaka karma - kuA~, tAlAba, khAna Adi khodane - khudavAne kA dhaMdhA ye 'pA~ca karma zrAvaka ke 'tyAga karane yogya hai| "vANijya karma - hAthIdA~ta, chIpa, motI pramukha kA dhaMdhA karanA, G "lAkha, goMda Adi kA dhaMdhA, vANijjaM ceva daMta "kha" 'visa visayaM ||22|| dhaMdhA, zrAvaka ko tyAga karanA caahie||22|| 'isI prakAra yantrapIlana karmaH cakkI, carakhA, ghANI, ghaTTI, jhINa, mIla, Adi kA dhaMdhA, kammaM 'nillaMchaNaM ca "dava - dANaM / "nilAMchana karma : baila Adi pazuoM ke nAka, kAna Adi avayavoM ko chedanA, "davadAna karma : ghara, jaMgala, gA~va Adi meM 'evaM khu "jaMtapillaNa "sara - daha-talAya-sa "gur3a, tela, ghI, dUdha Adi rasa kA dhaMdhA, 'pazu, manuSya, totA, haMsa Adi ke keza evaM paMkha Adi kA dhaMdhA. 'somala, aphIma, viSa Adi jaharIle padArthoM evaM zastra Adi kA ya-sosaM, Aga lagAne kA dhaMdhA | N " zoSaNa karma : sarovara, draha, bar3e tAlAba aura jalAzayoM ko sUkAnA, 60

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uDa gamaNarasa uparimANe tiriaMca ahe a . majjagmi agasagmi a / sacitte paDibaddha phala AIsakrIma madya mAMsa puSpa madha rAtribhojana baiMgana kaMdamULa makkhana paMdarakadiAna aMgAra karma mATaka kama sphoTaka karma 'daMta vANijya rasa vANijya kesa vANijya lakkha vANijya INDI H viSa vANijya jatapillaNa kamma nillaMchaNa kamma sara-daha-talAya sosa davaggidANa asaiposa

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taiammi guNavvae niMde sattha aggi musala jataga pahANubaTTaNa 000 taNa-kaTTha maMta-mUla-bhesajje vannaga ruva-rasa-gadhe / ruva rasa gaMdha vatthA AbharaNe kukkuie ahigaraNabhoga-airitte AsaNa phadapa zikSAbata 1-sAmAyika

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asai-posaM ca vjjijjaa||23|| degasatI poSaNa : hiMsaka pazuoM kA, vyabhicArI puruSoM kA, kulTA evaM vezyA jaisI striyoM kA pAlana karanA, ina saba kA zrAvaka ko tyAga karanA caahie||23|| (AThaveM vrata (tIsarA guNavrata anarthadaMDa viramaNa vrata) ke aticAra satthaggi 'musala 'jaMtaga 'zastra, agni, 'musala, cakkI Adi yaMtra 'taNa kaTTe maMta 'mUla bhesjje| 'tRNa (jhADU Adi), 'kASTha , maMtra, 'mUlakarma aura auSadhiyA~, 'dine "davAvie vA, ye hiMsA ke sAdhana, dUsaroM ko dene meM aura "dilAne meM "paDikkame "desiaM "savvaM / / 24 / / "dina meM lage hue "saba aticAroM kA "maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN||24|| 'hANuvvaTTaNa 'vannaga 'ayatanA se snAna karane se, zarIra kA maila utArane se, 'vilevaNe sadda 'ruva 'rasa 'gNdhe|| 'vastrAdi raMgane se, 'caMdanAdi kA vilepana, zabda, rupa, rasa evaM 'gaMdha meM Asakti dvArA dveSa karane se| 'vatthAsaNa 'AbharaNe 'vastra, Asana aura AbhUSaNoM meM Asakta hone Adi meM "paDikkame desiaM "svvN||25|| dina meM lage hue "saba aticAroM kA "maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN||25|| 'kaMdappe 'kukkuie . kAmavAsanA janaka bAteM karane se vijAtIya ke sAtha kuceSTA karane se 'mohari ahigaraNa bhoga-airitte; nirarthaka vacana bolane se hathiyAra, auz2Ara taiyAra karane, karavAne se, bhogane kI vastuoM ko jarurata se adhika rakhane se daMDammi aNaTThAe, 'anarthadaMDa nAma ke 'taiammi guNavvae 'niNde||26|| 'tIsare guNavrata meM lage ina aticAroM kI maiM niMdA karatA huuN||26|| navameM vrata (prathama zikSAvrata sAmAyika) ke aticAra "tivihe duppaNihANe, sAmAyika meM mana vacana evaM kAyA ke duSpraNidhAna se "aNavaTThANe 'tahA sai-vihUNe; anAdara se sAmAyika karane se sAmAyika karanA bhUla jAne se| 'sAmAiya 'vitaha-kae 'sAmAyika vrata vidhi pUrvaka nahIM karane se,

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'paDhame 'sikkhAvae nide||27|| 'prathama zikSA vrata meM lage ina aticAroM kI maiM niMdA karatA huuN||27|| dasameM vrata (dUsarA zikSA vrata dezAvagAsika) ke aticAra "ANavaNe pesavaNe, niyamita bhUmi ke bAhara kI koI vastu maMgavAne se bAhara bhejane se sidde "ruve a puggala-kheve; zabda ke dvArA upasthiti batAne meM rupa dikhAne se aura kaMkarAdi 'desAvagAsiammi, pheMkakara apane kArya ke lie kisI ko bulAne se 'dezAvagAsika nAmaka 'bIe 'sikkhAvae 'niNde||28|| 'dUsare 'zikSAvrata meM lage ina aticAroM kI 'maiM niMdA karatA huuN||28|| gyArahaveM vrata (tIsarA zikSA vrata pauSadha) ke aticAra 'saMthArU 'ccAravihi, 'saMthArA aura sthaMDila, mAtrA Adi kI bhUmi kA vidhi pUrvaka paDilehana, pramArjana nahIM karane se 'pamAya taha ceva bhoaNAbhoe, pramAda karane se tathA bhojana kI cintA karane se posaha vihi-vivarIe, aura pauSadha kI vidhi meM viparIta AcaraNa karane se 'taie 'sikkhAvae nide||29|| 'tIsare zikSAvrata meM lage ina aticAroM kI maiM niMdA karatA huuN||29|| bArahaveM vrata (cauthA zikSAvrata atithi saMvibhAga) ke aticAra saccitte nikkhivaNe, dene yogya vastu ko sacitta para rakhane se "pihiNe vavaesa macchare ceva; 'acitta vastu ko sacitta vastu se DhaMka dene se parAyI vastu ko apanI yA apanI vastu ko parAyI kahane se IrSyAdi kaSAya pUrvaka AhArAdi dAna dene se aura kAlAikkama-dANe, gocarI kA samaya bIta jAne para gocarI ke lie AmaMtraNa dene se 'cautthe 'sikkhAvae 'niNde||30|| 'cauthe 'zikSAvrata meM lage ina aticAroM kI 'maiM niMdA karatA huuN||30|| 'suhiesu a 'duhiesu a, 'saMyamaguNa aura vastrAdi upadhi saMpanna suvihita munivaroM kI tathA vyAdhi pIr3ita, tapasyA se khinna aura vastra, pAtrAdi upadhi se rahita duHkhI suvihita sAdhuoM kI

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ANavaNe pesavaNe ANavaNe pesavaNe saMdhAruccAravihI+ www appaDilehiya-duppaDilehiya sijjA atithi saMvibhAga sa appaDilehiya- duppaDilehiya saMthArae ihalogA puggalakkheve paoge appaDilehiya-duppaDilehiya uccAra- pAsavaNabhUmi ihalIe paraloe jIvi AsasApAsa gAsasappa na kAmabhogA AAAAAV maraNAsaMsappaoma ppaoge

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taM pihu sapaDikkamaNaM cirasaMciye pAva-paNAsaNIi, bhavasayasahassamahaNI o cauvvIsajiNaviNiggayakahAi mamamaMgalamarihatA suaM ca dhammo a boha volaMtu me diahA siddhA ditu samAhiM ca sAhU * sammadiTThI devA deva. manuSya naraka pRthvI jahA tisaM kurunAye evaM anuvihaM kamma khAmebhi savajIva tiryaMca tiyaca vikalendriya 6 Atti -vAu

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jA me 'assaMjaesu 'aNukaMpA, 'rAgeNa va 'doseNa va, 'taM 'niMde taM ca 'garihAmi | | 31|| 'unakI maiM niMdA aura 'garhA karatA hU~ / / 31 / / 'sAhUsu 'saMvibhAgo, 'tapasvI, 'cAritrazIla aura kriyApAtra 'sAdhuoM ko 'na kao 'tava caraNa 'karaNa- juttesu, 'dAna dene yogya 'vastue~, 'upasthita hote hue bhI 'unameM se eka bhAga nahIM diyA ho, to 'saMte 'phAsua 'dANe, "taM "niMde taM ca "garihAmi||32|| "iha loe "paraloe 'jIvia pArzvasthAdi asaMyatiyoM (patita sAdhu) kI bhakti 'rAga yA dveSa ke vaza hokara kI ho, " apane usa duSkRtya kI maiM "niMdA karatA hU~ aura "garhA karatA hU~||32|| saMlekhanA vrata ke aticAra ^ dharma ke prabhAva se isa loka meM sukha kI icchA "paraloka meM devendrAdi ke vaibhava milane kI vAMchA mAna-sanmAna milane para jIne kI icchA, "apamAna se ghabarAkara marane kI icchA # aura kAmabhoga kI tIvra icchaa| 'saMlekhanA vrata ke ye pA~ca 'aticAra D "maraNe a "AsaMsa paoge, 'paMcaviho 'aiAro, ' mA 'majjha 'hujja 'maraNaMte / / 33 || maraNa ke antima samaya taka mujhe 'na' ho / 33 'kAeNa 'kAiassa 'paDikkame 'vAiassa 'vAyAe, 'maNasA 'mANasiassa, guttI a 'samisu a, 'kAyA se lage hue aticAra ( doSoM) ko 'kAyA ke zubha yoga se vacana se lage hue aticAra ( doSoM) ko 'vacana ke zubha yoga se 'mana se lage hue aticAra (doSoM) ko 'mana ke zubha yoga se 'saba 'vratoM ke aticAroM kA 'maiM pratikramaNa karatA huuN| | 34 / / 'savvassa 'vayAiArassa / 134 / / 'vaMdaNa 'vaya 'sikkhA 'vaMdana, 'bAraha vrata grahaNa, aura Asevana rupa do prakAra kI zikSA meM 'gAravesu 'sannA 'kasAya 'daMDesu : rasa Rddhi evaM zAtA gArava,' ," AhArAdi cAra saMjJA, "krodhAdi cAra kaSAya aura 'mana, vacana, kAyA rupa tIna daMr3oM ke vaza se, * tIna guptiyoM meM aura 'pA~ca samitiyoM meM 63

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"jo "aiAro a "taM "niNd||35|| "jo "aticAra lage ho "unakI maiM "niMdA karatA huuN||35|| 'sammadiTThi 'jIvo, 'samakitavaMta jIva-strI yA puruSa 'jai vi hu pAvaM samAyare 'kiMciH 'apane nirvAha ke nimitta se jo bhI kucha pApa vyApAra karatA hai| appo 'si hoi 'baMdho, to bhI 'use karma baMdha alpa hI hotA hai, kyoMki vaha "jeNa "na "nadaMghasaM "kunni||36|| "nirdaya bhAva se atipApa vyApAra ko "nahIM krtaa||36|| 'taM pi hu sapaDikkamaNaM, jaise 'kuzala vaidya 'vyAdhi (roga) ko nAza karatA hai 'sappariAvaM 'sauttaraguNaM ca; vaise hI pratikramaNa kriyA ke dvArA 'alpa karmabaMdhaka kArya ko bhI 'khippaM 'uvasAmei, zrAvaka pazcAtApa aura 'uttaraguNa ke sadAcaraNa se 'vAhivva 'susikkhio vijo||37|| zIghra zAnta (nAza) karatA hai||37|| 'jahA 'visaM kuTTha-gayaM 'jisa prakAra koSThagata (peTa meM gaye hue ) viSa (z2ahara) ko maMta mUla visArayA maMtra aura jar3I-bUTI ke jAnakAra 'vijjA haNaMti maMtehiM, 'vaidya loga maMtroM se utAra dete haiN| to "taM "havai "nivvisN||38|| "usase peTa "viSarahita "ho jAtA hai||38|| evaM aTThavihaM kamma 'usI prakAra jJAnAvaraNIya Adi ATha karmarupI z2ahara ko rAga 'dosa samajjiaM; 'rAga dveSa se upArjita pApa ko 'AloaMto a niMdato, 'suzrAvaka gurudeva ke samIpa 'AlocanA aura niMdA karatA huA ""khippaM "haNai 'susaavo||39|| "jaldI se "nAza kara detA hai||3|| kaya 'pAvo vi maNusso, 'pApa karane vAlA manuSya bhI 'Aloia nidia 'guru-sagAse; 'gurumahArAja ke pAsa 'pApoM kI AlocanA aura niMdA karake "hoi 'arega "lahuo, 'bhAra utAre hue majadUra kI taraha / 'oharia-bharuvva bhaarvho||40|| 'karma bhAra se atizaya "halkA "ho jAtA hai||40||

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"AvassaeNa eeNa, 'yadyapi 'zrAvaka 'aneka AraMbha, samAraMbha aura aparigraha Azrava sAvao 'jai vi 'bahurao hoi; vAlA hotA hai tathApi isa Avazyaka (pratikramaNa) kriyA dvArA 'dukkhANa maMtakiriaM vaha 'duHkhoM kA anta (nAza) "kAhI acireNa "kaalenn||41|| 'svalpa "kAla meM hI "kara letA hai||41 / / 'AloyaNA bahuvihA, 'pA~ca aNuvrata rupa mUlaguNa aura sAta vrata rupa uttaraguNa ke viSaya meM na ya 'saMbhariA paDikkamaNa kAle; AlocanA 'bahuta prakAra kI hotI hai, vaha sArI 'mUlaguNa 'uttaraguNe, yadi pratikramaNa ke samaya 'yAda nahIM AyI ho, 'taM "niMde taM ca "grihaami||42|| to una saba kI maiM niMdA aura "gardA karatA huuN||42|| 'tassa 'dhammassa 'kevali pannattassa 'kevalI bhagavaMta ke kahe hue 'usa 'zrAvakadharma kI abbhuTTio mi ArAhaNAe ArAdhanA karane ke lie maiM sAvadhAna (udyata) huA hU~ aura 'viraomi 'virAhaNAe 'zrAvakadharma kI virAdhanA se nivRtta (alaga) huA huuN| 'tiviheNa "paDikkato, 'trividhayogapUrvaka "aticAroM (doSoM) se nivRtta hokara "vaMdAmi "jiNe "cuvviisN||4311 "RSabhadevAdi caubIsa "jinezvaroM ko bhAva se "vaMdana karatA huuN||43|| 'jAvaMti 'ceiAI, 'jitane 'caitya (maMdira) aura biMba 'uDhe a ahe atirialoe a; Urdhvaloka, adholoka, 'ti loka meM hai, savvAiM tAI "vaMde, vahA~ rahe hue una saba jinabiMboM ko "iha "saMto tattha 'sNtaaii||44|| maiM "yahA~ "rahA huA "vaMdana karatA huuN||44|| 'jAvaMta ke vi 'sAha, jitane bhI sAdhu 'bharaheravaya-mahAvidehe a, bharata, airAvata aura mahAvideha rupa paMdraha karmabhUmi meM vidyamAna haiN|| savvesiM 'tesiM "paNao 'tiviheNa, jo tIna daMDoM se rahita hai, 'tidaMDa virayANaM / / 45 / / 'una sabako 'trividha yoga se "vaMdana karatA huuN||45||

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'cira 'saMcia pAva 'paNAsaNIi, 'bahuta kAla se 'ikaTThe kie hue 'pApoM ko nAza karane vAlI aura 'bhava 'saya sahassa ' mahaNIe, 'lAkhoM "bhavoM ke bhramaNa ko 'miTAne vAlI aisI "caDavIsa 'jiNa "viNiggaya, "caubIsa 'jinezvaroM ke mukha se "nikalI huI "kahAi "volaMtu "me "diahA | | 46 || "kathA ke dvArA "merA " dina "vyatIta ho / / 46 || 'arihaMta bhagavAna, 'siddha bhagavAna, sAdhumahArAja, 'mama 'maMgala 'marihaMtA, 'siddhA 'sAhU 'suaM ca 'dhammo a; 'samma tassa ya' suddha (sammadiTThI) zrutadharma aura 'saMyamadharma ye saba mere lie 'maMgala rupa ho aura mere 'samyaktva kI zuddhi kareM (samyagdRSTi deva) evaM mujhe "samAdhi tathA "bodhi (jinadharma ) " pradAna kareM ||47|| 'niSedha kiye hue hiMsAjanaka pApakAryoM ko 'karane se "diMtu "samAhiM ca "bohiM ca ||47|| 'paDisiddhANaM 'karaNe, 'kiccANamakaraNe a 'paDikkamaNaM / 'sAmAyika, pUjAdi karane yogya kAryoM ko nahIM karane se "jinendra bhASita tattvoM meM avizvAsa rakhane se aura 'asaddahaNe a tahA, 'vivarIa 'paruvaNAe a / / 48 / / "jinAgamoM se viruddha prarUpaNA karane se jo pApa doSa lagA ho usakA 'pratikramaNa kiyA jAtA hai || 48 || 'khAmi 'savva' jIve, 'sarva 'jIvoM ko maiM 'khamAtA hU~, 'savve 'jIvA 'khamaMtu 'me 'sarva 'jIva 'mujhe 'kSamA kreN| "mittI me savvabhUesu, samasta jIvoM ke sAtha 'merI "maitrI hai (sabhI jIva mere mitra hai ) "veraM "majjha "na "keNai | | 49 / / " kisI jIva ke sAtha "merA "vairabhAva (duzmanAvaTa ) " nahIM hai| 49 || 'isa prakAra maiM' AlocanA karake 'evamahaM 'Aloia 'niMdia 'garahia 'dugaMchiaM sammaM / niMdA karake, gardA karake aura 'pApoM se ghRNA 'tiviheNa 'paDikkaM to 'mana,vacana,kAyA rupa pApoM se nivRtta hokara, "vaMdAmi 'jiNe "cauvvIsaM | |50|| 'caubIsoM tIrthaMkaroM ko " vaMdana karatA hU~ | |50|| 10 karake

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Ayariya uvajjhAe sUtra bhAvArtha : isa sUtra meM AcArya, upAdhyAya, ziSya Adi ke prati kaSAyoM se jo aparAdha hue ho unakI kSamA mAMgI gaI hai| isI prakAra sakala jIvarAzi ke jIvoM se kSamA mAMgakara unako kSamA dI gaI hai| 'AcArya 'upAdhyAya 'Ayariya 'uvajjhAe N 'sIse 'sAhammie 'kulagaNe y| ziSya, 'sAdharmika, 'kula- gaNa ke prati 9 'je' kei 'kasAyA, "maiMne 'jo "koI 'kaSAya kiye ho 12 "savve "tiviheNa "khAmemi / / 1 / / " una sabakI " mana-vacana kAyA se "kSamA mAMgatA hU~ / / 1 / / 'pUjya aise 'sakala 'zramaNa-saMgha ko 'savvassa samaNasaMghassa 'bhagavao 'aMjali karia 'sIse / 'mastaka para 'hAtha jor3akara 'sabhI se 'kSamA mAMgakara "savvaM 'khamAvaittA "khamAmi 'savvassa' ahayaMpi ||2|| "maiM bhI sabhI ko " kSamA karatA hU~||2|| 10 'savvassa 'jIvarAsissa 'bhAvao 'dhamma ' nihiya 'niycitto| aisA maiM ' sarva jIva rAzi ke 'sabhI jIva se 'kSamA mAMgakara 'savvaM 'khamAvaittA, "khamAmi "savvassa ahayaMpi ||3|| maiM bhI "sabhI ko "kSamA karatA hU~ / / 3 / / zruta devatA kI stuti 'bhAva se 'dharma ke viSaya meM sthApita kiyA hai 'citta jisane bhAvArtha : pakkhI pratikramaNa meM isa stuti kA upayoga hotA hai / 'suadevayAe 'karemi kAu. annatya. maiM 'zrutadevI kA 'kAyotsarga karatA huuN| 'suadevayA bhagavaI, 'he bhagavatI 'zrutadevI zAradA ! " nANAvaraNIya "kammasaMghAyaM; 'jinakI 'zruta rupI samudra ke viSaya meM sadA 'bhakti hai| "tesiM "khaveu sayayaM "unake "jJAnAvaraNIya "karma ke samUha kA Apa 'jesiM 'suasAyare 'bhattI / / 1 / / 13 kSaya karo / / 1 / /

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kA kSetra devatA kI stuti (puruSoM ke lie) 'khittadevayAe karemi kAu. annattha. maiM 'kSetradevatA kA kAyotsarga karatA huuN| 'jIse 'khitte 'sAhU 'jinake kSetra meM sAdhugaNa 'dasaNa 'nANehiM 'caraNasahiehiM 'samyag darzana, jJAna cAritra sahita "sAhaMti "mukkhamaggaM mokSa mArga ko "sAdhate hai| "sA "devI "harau "duriaaii||1|| "ve "kSetra devatA "vighnoM ko "dUra kreN||1|| (noTa : uparokta donoM stuti kA upayoga tristutika mata meM nahIM hone se tristutika vAloM ko kaMThastha karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai|) aDhAIjjesu sUtra - bhAvArtha : isa sUtra dvArA ar3hI dvIpa meM rahe hue sarva sAdhu munirAjoM ko vaMdana kiyA gayA hai| 'aDDAIjjesu dIva samuddesu 'ar3hI dvIpa samudra meM rahe hue 'paNNarasasu kammabhUmisu 'paMdara karmabhUmi meM rahe hue 'jAvaMta ke vi sAhU jo 'koI sAdhu 'rajoharaNa "guccha aura "pAtrA syaharaNa "guccha "paDigNaha "dhArA||1|| vagere (dravyaliMga)"dhAraNa krnevaale||1|| paMcamahavvaya 'dhArA 'pAMca mahAvrata, 'aTThArasa sahassa 'sIlaMga dhArA 'ar3hAra hajAra zIlAMga 'akkhuyAyAra- carittA 'akSata AcAra aura cAritra vagere (bhAvaliMga)ko 'te savve "sirasA "maNasA 'dhAraNa karane vAle hai una sarva ko "kAyA tathA "mana se "matthaeNa vNdaami||2|| "vaMdana karatA huuN||2|| ___ namo'stu vardhamAnAya sUtra noTa : yaha sUtra mAtra puruSoM ke lie haiN| bahanoM ko yAda nahIM krnaa| 'icchAmo 'aNusaTiM he gurudeva ! 'ApakI AjJA ko hama svIkAra karate haiN| 'namo 'khamAsamaNANaM 'kSamAzramaNoM ko namaskAra ho, C60

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na mo. S stu va rdha mA. nA ya spardhamAnAya karmaNA namo'stu vardhamAnAya PB BLADES JA Rong Rong yeSAM vikacAravindarAjyA takhayAvAtokSAya parokSAya sIthivAna kaSAya tApAdita jantu KAMO

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sa 'namo'rhasiddhAcAryopAdhyAya 'arihanta, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya aura sarvasAdhubhyaH sarva sAdhuoM ko namaskAra ho| 'namo'stu vardhamAnAya jo 'karmavairI ke sAtha jItane kI spardhA karate hue 'jaya dvArA 'spardhamAnAya 'krmnnaa| mokSa prApta karane vAle hai, 'tajjayAvAptamokSAya jinakA svarupa 'mithyAtviyoM ke lie agamya hai aise 'parokSAya 'kutiirthinaam||1|| "zrI mahAvIra prabhu ko 'merA namaskAra ho||1|| 'yeSAM 'vikacAra 'vindarAjyA 'jinake 'suMdara padakamala devaracita vikasita kamala kI zreNI para jyAyaH 'kramakamalAvaliM 'dadhatyA 'dhAraNa karane para mAno aisA lagatA hai 'sadRzairiti saGgataM "prazasyaM ki samAna ke sAtha samAgama honA prazaMsanIya hai, "kathitaM "santu "zivAya "isa prakAra kahe gae "ve "jinendra bhagavAna "te "jinendraaH||2|| "mokSa ke lie "ho||2|| kaSAya 'tApArdita 'jantu 'nirvRti 'jo vANI samUha jinezvara prabhu ke mukharupI megha se paidA hone para 'karoti yo jaina 'mukhaambudodgtH| kaSAya rupa tApa se pIr3ita prANiyoM ko 'zAnti detI hai| 'sa "zukramAsodbhava "vRSTi "sannibho 'vaha "jyeSTha mAsa kI "varSA "jaisI hai, "ApakI vANI kA "dadhAtu "tuSTiM "mayi "vistAra "mere Upara "anugraha "kreN||3|| "vistaro "giraam||3|| zruta devatA kI stuti (striyoM ke lie) 'kamala dala 'vipula nayanA, 'kamala patra jaise 'vizAla nayanoM vAlI 'kamala 'mukhI 'kamala 'kamala jaise 'mukhavAlI 'kamala ke madhyabhAga garbha 'sama "gaurI . 'jaise gaura varNavAlI "kamale "sthitA "bhagavatI, aura "kamala para "sthita aisI "pUjya "dadAtu "zruta-devatA "siddhim||1|| "zruta devatA "siddhi pradAna kreN||1||

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kSetra devatA kI stuti (striyoM ke lie) 'khittadevayAe 'karemi 'kAu annattha 'kSetra devatA kI ArAdhanA nimitte maiM 'kAyotsarga karatA huuN| 'jisake 'kSetra kA 'Azraya lekara sAdhuoM 'yasyAH 'kSetraM samAzritya, 'sAdhubhiH sAdhyate "kriyA 'sA 'kSetradevatA "nityaM, dvArA kI ArAdhanA 'hotI hai, 'vaha 'kSetra devatA ha 10 " sadA "sukha denevAle ho || 1 || "bhUyAnnaH' "sukhadAyinI // 1 // (noTa : uparokta donoM stuti kA prayoga tristutika mata meM nahIM hone se tristutika vAloM ko kaMThastha karane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| ) caukkasAya sUtra bhAvArtha : isa sUtra meM pArzvanAtha prabhu kI stavanA kI gaI haiN| devasiya pratikramaNa ke aMta meM va saMthArA porasI par3hAte samaya isa sUtra ko caityavaMdana ke rupa meM bolA jAtA hai| 'caThakkasAya 'paDimallullUraNu, 'dujjaya 'mayaNa 'bANa musumaraNu, 10 'krodhAdi cAra kaSAya rupI 'zatru yoddhAoM kA nAza karane vAle "kaThinAI se jIte jAe aise kAmadeva ke 'bANoM ko tor3anevAle, 'navIna priyaGgulatA ke samAna varNavAle, "hAthI ke samAna "gativAle "tIna bhuvana ke " svAmI zrI "pArzvanAtha prabhu kI "jaya ho||1|| 'jinake 'zarIra kA tejomaNDala manohara hai, jo 'nAgamaNi kI kiraNoM se yukta hai, "sarasa payaMgu vaNNu "gaya "gAmiDa, "jayau "pAsu "bhuvaNattaya "sAmiu ||1|| 'jasu 'taNukaMti- kaDappa siNiddha, 15 "sohai 'phaNi-maNi 'kiraNA 'liddhaDa, 'naM 'navajalahara 'taDillalaMchiu, "so "jiNu "pAsu "payacchau "veNchitth||2|| jo 'vastutaH 'bijalI se yukta 'navIna megha se " zobhita hai, "aise "zrI pArzvanAtha "prabhu" manovAMchita phala pradAna kareM || 2 || 14

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sA devasiya pratikramaNa vidhi * prathama sAmAyika lekara mu~hapatti paDilehaNa, do vAMdaNA dekara pcckkhaann| * eka khamA. caityavaMdana jaMkiMci.namutthuNaM, arihaMta ceiyANaM. annattha, eka navakAra kAu. pahalI stuti, logassa, savvaloe, arihaMta ceiyANaM, annattha eka navakAra kA kAu., dUsarI stuti, pukkharavara. suassa bhagavao karemi kAu. annattha eka navakAra kA kAu. tIsarI stuti, siddhANaM buddhANaM, (cAra thuI vAle vaiyAvaccagarANaM, eka navakAra kA kAu. cauthI stuti) * namutthuNaM (cAra thuI vAle mAtra namutthuNaM bole) se jayavIyarAya, eka-eka khamA. dete hue bhagavAnahaM, AcAryahaM, upAdhyAyahaM, sarvasAdhuhaM bolate hue caravale para hAtha rakhakara, icchA. devasia paDikkamaNe ThAUM? icchaM. savvassavi devsi| * karemi bhaMte. icchAmi ThAmi. tassa uttarI. annattha. nANaMmi, sUtra na Ae to ATha navakAra kA kAu. pragaTa .. logasse, mu~hapatti, do vaaNdnnaa| * icchA. devasia AlouM? icchaM, sAta lAkha pahale prANAtipAta. savvassavi * dAyA~ ghuTanA khar3Akara, eka navakAra, karemi bhaMte, icchAmi paDikkamiuM, vaMdittuM, do vAMdaNA, abbhuTThio, do vaaNdnnaa| * Ayariya uvajjhAya, karemi bhaMte, icchAmi ThAmi, tassa uttarI, annattha, do logassa kA kAu. pragaTa logassa, savvaloe arihaMta ceiyANaM. annattha. eka logassa kA kAu. pukkharavara, suassa bhagavao karemi kAu. annattha, eka logassa kA kAu. siddhANaM-buddhANaM (cArathuI vAle suadevayAe karemi kAu. eka navakAra kAu. kamaladala kI stuti. khittadevayAe karemi kAu. eka navakAra, kAu. yasyAH kSetra kI stuti, pragaTa nvkaar|) mu~hapatti, do vAMdaNA. sAmAyika cauvisattho vaMdaNa paDikkamaNa kAu. paccakkhANa kiyA hai jI icchAmo aNusaTuiM namo khamAsamaNANaM tahatti, puruSoM ko namo'stu vardhamAnAya evaM striyoM ko sNsaar-daavaanl| namutthuNaM, stavana, eka-eka khamA. dete hue bhagavAnahaM AcAryahaM upAdhyAyahaM sarvasAdhuhaM bole addddaaiijjesu| * icchA. devasia pAyacchitta visohaNatthaM kAu. karU~? icchaM devasia pAyacchitta visohaNatthaM karemi kAu. annattha. cAra logassa kA kAu. pragaTa logss| * eka khamA. icchA. sajjhAya saMdisAhu~ icchaM, eka khamA. icchA. sajjhAya karU~? icchaM. eka navakAra. sajjhAya. bolakara eka nvkaar|

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* eka khamA icchA. dukkhakkhao kammakkhao nimittaM kAu karU~ ? icchaM dukkhakkhaya kammakkhaya nimittaM karemi kAu. annattha saMpUrNa cAra logassa kA kAu. ( cAra thuIvAle laghu zAMti) pragaTa logassa / * khamA. iriyAvahiyaM. tassa. annattha. eka logassa kA kAu pragaTa logassa. caukkasAya. namutthuNaM. se jyviiyraay| phira mu~hapatti paDilehana kI vidhi se sAmAyika pArane kI pUrI vidhi kreN| tivihAra upavAsa kA paccakkhANa sUre uggae abbhataTTaM paccakkhAi (paccakkhAmi ) tivihaMpi AhAraM, asaNaM, khAimaM, sAimaM, annatthaNAbhogeNaM, sahasAgAreNaM, pAriTThAvaNiyAgAreNaM, mahattarAgAreNaM, savvasamAhi vattiyAgAreNaM, pANahAra porasI, sADhaporasI, sUre uggae purimuDDha, avaDDa, muTThisahiaM paccakkhAi (paccakkhAmi) annatthaNAbhogeNaM, sahasAgAreNaM, pacchannakAleNaM, disAmoheNaM. sAhuvayaNeNaM, mahattarAgAreNaM, savvasamAhi-vattiyAgAreNaM pANassa leveNa vA, aleveNa vA, accheNa vA, bahu leveNavA, sasittheNa vA asittheNa vA vosira / (vosirAmi) cauvihAra upavAsa sUre uggae abbhattaGkaM paccakkhAi ( paccakkhAmi ) cauvihaMpi AhAraM asaNaM, pANaM, khAimaM, sAimaM, annatthaNAbhogeNaM, sahasAgAreNaM, pAriThAvaNiyAgAreNaM, mahattarAgAreNaM, savvasamAhivattiyAgAreNaM vosirai (vosirAmi) noTa : do upavAsa kA paccakkhANa lenA ho to abbhattaTThe ke badale chaTTabhattaM bolnaa| tIna upavAsa kA paccakkhANa lenA ho to abbhattaTThe ke badale aTThabhattaM bolanA aura Age jitane upavAsa paccakkhANa lenA ho utanA Dabala karake do joDa kara jitanA bhattaM banate hai vo abbhattaGkaM ke badale bolanA. udAH cAra upavAsa kA paccakkhANa lenA ho to cAra kA Dabala = 8 + 2 yAni dazam bhattaM paccakkhAi (paccakkhAmi ) isa taraha bolanA / Aja ApakI patnI kyA kahatI hai ? Arya deza kI strI apane pati se kahatI thI ki jitanA hogA usameM calA leMge para jyAdA mauja zauka karane ke lie jyAdA paise kamAne ke lie pApa mata krnaa|... Aja ApakI patnI kyA kahatI hai ??? jarA socie ...... 72

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tAna thaI kA kAvya vi ga kA I prabhu sanmukha bolane kI stuti (noTa : tIna thuI vAle isa kAvya vibhAga ko kaMThastha kareM) guNIjana viSe prIti dharUM, nirguNa viSe madhyasthatA, Apatti ho saMpatti ho, rAkhuM hRdaya mAM svsthtaa| sukha mAM rahuM vairAgya thI, duHkhamAM rahuM samatA dharI, prabhu ATaluM janamo janama, deje mane karuNA krii|| mAtA tame pitA tame, muja jIvana nA netA tame, sakhA tame bhrAtA tame, sahu jIvanA trAtA tme| caMdA tame sUraja tame, trailokyanA dIpaka tame, he nAtha haiyuM daI didhuM, have AjathI mArA tme|| nayanoM meM zAMti hai asIma, mudrA bhI zAMta prazAMta hai, saMsAra ke saMtApa se, prabhu dila merA azAMta hai, maiM parama zAMti pAne ko, prabhu zAMti ke darizana karU~, aise prabhu zrI zAMtijina ko maiM bhAva se vaMdana kruuN| 1 zrI sImaMdhara bhagavAna caityavaMdana parama zuddha paramAtamA, parama jyoti prviin| paramatattva jJAtA prabhu, cidAnaMda sukhliin||1|| vidyamAna jina vicaratAM, mahAvideha mjhaar| sImaMdhara Ade sadA, vaMdu vAra hjaar||2|| je dina dekhazaM dRSTi meM, te dina dhanya ginnesh| sUri rAjendra nA saMga thI, kATIza sakala kilesh||3|| zrI sibdAcala tIrtha caityavaMdana siddhAcala vando bhavi, siddha anantano tthaam| avara kSetramA ahavo, tIratha nahIM gunndhaam||1||

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pUrva navvANuM RSabhajina, AvyA tIratha eha / nema vinA sahu jinapati, pharase giri zubha neha || 2 || nAma ikavIsa jape bhavi, pAme bhavano pAra / sUri rAjendra paNo lahI, mokSa zrI bharatAra || 3 || bAsupUjya jina caityavaMdana vAsupUjya mahArAjajI, avadhAro ama Aza; dubala ne dekhI karI, biruda vicAro khaas..||1|| tu mudrA darasaNa thakI, citta pAve ati cena; mithyAmati mAne nahIM, bhamaze bahu bhava lena... / / 2 / / sUri vijaya rAjendrajI saMjama nA dAtAra; pramoda rucI dhyAve sadA, mithyA dUra nivaar...||3|| sImaMdhara jina stuti sImaMdhara svAmI ne vaMdana kIje, zreyAMsa kulanA dIvAjI, puMDarIka nagarI meM prabhu janme, corAsI lakSa Ayu puurvaajii| satyakI mAtA guNa maNi jANI, caudaha svapnA avalokejI, rukmaNi nA pati kahalAye, nijaguNa se aridala rokejI ... / / 1 / / dasa kSetro meM jinavara vicare, pada kamala meM Ave devo jI namana kara guNa garimA gAve, mukhaDu joI joI dhyAvejI / samavasaraNa racanA vara, chAje, jinavara pITha birAjejI, jaga jantu hita madhurI dhvani, mAlakoSa meM gaajejii...||2|| cauvidha zrI saMgha sthApana karate, iMdrANI maMgala gAvejI, gaNanAyaka lAyaka pada sthApe, saba jIvoM ke mana bhAve jI / sUri rAjendra kI vANI gUMthe, syAdvAd siddhAMta batAvejI, vidyAcaMdra yatIndra sUri se, Atama nirmala paavejii...||3|| zatruMjaya stuti sakala tIrathamAM sohatuM e, siddhAcala zaNagAra to; karma kA muga gayAe, anaMtA anaMta aNagAra to..... 11111

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cauvise jinavara taNA e, caitya ihA utaMga to; vaMdo bhaviyaNa bhAvazuM e, pAmo zIvasukha caMga to...||2|| dravya bhAva tIratha kahyA e, dekho jina siddhAMta to; sUri rAjendra nA sUtra ne e, vaMdo dharI mana khanta to... / / 3 / / zAMtinAtha jina stuti zAMti jinezvara jaga paramezvara, vizvasena rAyanaMdAjI, acirA jananI kukhathI janamyA, caMdra vadana sukha kaMdAjI | jyoti jhagamaga jhagamaga dIpe, anupama rupa sohandAjI, sura nara kinnara milinita vaMde, causaTha surapati indAjI... / / 1 / / zAMtikara jaga zAMti prabhujI saMjama dhara vairAgIjI, kevala pAmI samavasaraNa meM baiThe, karmabhaya tyAgIjI / madhura dhvani upadeza daI prabhu, anubhava jyoti jAgIjI, parSadA dvAdaza suNatA bhavinI, bhavabhaya bhAvaTha bhAMgIjI ... / / 2 / / sUtra siddhAMta meM teha vakhANyA, solamA jina jayavaMtAjI, sammeta zikhara Upara jai siddhA, karI anazana guNavaMtAjI / sUrIzvara rAjendra pasAyA, bhayabhaMjana bhagavaMtAjI, nitaprati amRtamuni vaMde, TAle karma kA phNdaajii....||3|| sImaMdhara svAmI stavana ( rAga : sonAmAM sugaMdha bhale ) sahu jIvAne tAravAjI, tAraNa taraNa jahAja, Apa sarupI Apa cho jI, vinaMtI tumathI Aja, sImaMdhara jina suNIye muja ardaas....||1|| huM huM dIna dayAmaNojI, tuma cho dIna dayAla, nigoda pIr3A meM sahI jI, tuma jANo niradhAra... sImaMdhara jina sunniiye...||2|| janma maraNanA duHkha sahyAjI, tehano nahIM che pAra, anaMta vAra mAta pitAjI, thAte na thAye AdhAra, sImaMdhara jina suNIye... / / 3 / / sukha jANI je je AcaryAjI, te sahu duHkha thayA svAma, viSaya vizeSa viSa thayo jI, arati taNo visarAma, sImaMdhara jina sunniiye.....|| 4 / /

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have tumaco zaraNo sAhiyojI, sUri rAjendra mahArAja, bhava bhayathI uddhArajo re, tAraNa taraNa jahAja, sImaMdhara jina suNIye.... ....11511 zatruMjaya stavana (rAga : e mere pyAre vatana ) vimalatA prasare sadA, vimalagiri ko dekhatA, malinatA dUre khase, vimalagiri ko pekhatA / / 1 / / pUrva navvANu samosare, rAyaNa tale prabhu AvatA, indra caMdra nAgendra saba mila, pAya prabhu ke sevatA || 2 || saMgha sakala mila Ayake, Adi prabhu guNa gAvatAM zuddha bhAva se bhakti kara, nija karma ko saMhAratA ||3|| jana mana raMjana nAtha niraMjana, bhakto gaNo ko tAratA, de darzana dAna bhAvuka jana ko, janma jarA bhaya vAratA / / 4 / / - tuma khajAne khuTa nahIM prabhu, isa adhama ko ugAratA, * tuja caraNa sevI nirbalo paNa, zivapurI ko jAvatA / / 5 / / vijaya rAjendra sUrIza ko, yatIndra vAcaka vaMdatA, vidyAni zuddha bhAve, girirAja darzana pAvatA ||6|| zAMtinAtha bhagavAna stavana e to zAMti jiNaMda balihArI, sukhakArI re jinezvara bheTiye zAMti jina bheTyA duHkha jAve, mana vAMchita maMgala thAve, e to riddhI aciMtI Ave.... / / 1 / / jinezvara bheTiye 2 prabhu kAussagga mudrA ThADhe, girI meru acala jima gADhe, tapa phoja karama dala kADhe, ... II 2 II jinezvara bheTiye 2 manavAMchita AzA pUre, koI deva aura sanUre, maiM to yA jiNaMda guNa pUre... / / 3 / / jinezvara bheTiye 2 mana bhole jaga meM bhaTakyo, mithyAmati vegalo chaTakyo, eka dhyAna jiNaMda meM aTakyo.... / / 4 / / jinezvara bheTiye 2 prabhu tAra tuhi baDabhAgI, aba aura kI Aza na lAgI, jina caraNa sevA meM mAMgI....11511 jinezvara bheTiye 2

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jinarAja mere dila vasiyA,ari phoja karama dala khasIyA~, sUri rAjendra zivapada rsiiyaa....||6|| jinezvara bheTiye2 maiM to buddhi rahita guNahino, prabhu caraNa sudhArasa pIno, tuma pramoda ruci pada liino...||7|| jinezvara bheTiye2 samakita mUcaka majhAya (rAga : prabhu pArzvanuM mukhaDaM jovA) samakita vinA ho bhAI, jIva rule gati caumAMhi, ima kahe jinezvara vANI, bhavi jIvadayA dila ANIjI, vina samakita taro na bhAI, jIva rule gati cumaaNhi||1|| samakita vinA... tapa japa kriyA sahu phoka, ima bhASe sadguru loka, tuma zaMkA karo na kAMI, jIva rule gati cumaahi||2|| samakita vinA... bahu jIvadayA nitya pAlI, viNa saradhA gaI sahu khAlI, tame tajo kuguru saMga bhAI, jIva rule gati cumaahi||3|| samakita vinA... brahmacarya bhalI vidha pAlyo, valI doSa jhUTha piNa TAlyo, navi Atama karaNI pAI, jIva rule gati cumaahi||4|| samakita vinA... parigrahanI mamatA moDI, dharyA liMga anaMta koDI, piNa garaja sarI nahIM kAMI, jIva rule gati cumaaNhi||5|| samakita vinA... traNa kAla karI jinapUjA, tihAM bhAva thayA nahIM dUjA, piNa saradhA sAMcI na jAI, jIva rule gati cumaahi||6|| samakita vinA... bhaNyo gaNyo sahu dhUla, jima jANe palAsano phUla, eha vAtamAM sUtra sakhAI, jIva rule gati cumaahi||7|| samakita vinA... ima sUrirAjendra prakAze, bhavi samakita bhajo ullAse, jima hove siddha sagAI, jIva rule gati cumaahi||8|| samakita vinA... cAra zuI kA kAvya vibhAvara noTa : cAra thuI vAle isa kAvya vibhAga ko kaMThastha kareM aura isake sAtha prabhu sanmukha bolane kI tIna stuti peja naM. 73 se yAda kreN|

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sImaMdhara svAmI caityavaMdana samavasaraNe birAjatA, sImaMdhara svAmI, madhura dhvani die dezanA, vANI sudhA samANI.... / / 1 / / parSadA beThI sAMbhale, vANI no vistAra, sahu-sahu nA manamAM thayo, AnaMda harSa apaar.....||2|| jAti vaira zamAvavA, prabhu atizaya adbhuta, saMzaya sarva nA TAlIne, kare bhavi ne pavitra... // 3 // huM nirbhAgI rajhaluM ihAM, zA kIdhA maiM pApa, jJAna vinAnI goThaDI, kyAM jaI karuM vilApa ... ||4|| mAta vinA no bAluDo athaDAto kuTAto, Avyo chaM tuja Agale, rAkho to karuM vAto .... / / 5 / / kror3a kror3a vaMdanA mAharI, avadhAro jinadeva mAM niraMtara ApanA, caraNa kamala nI seva....11611 siddhAcala caityavaMdana sonA rupAnA phUlaDe, siddhAcala vadhAvuM, dhyAna dharI dAdA taNu, AnaMda mana mAM lAvuM ... / / 1 / / pUjA e pAvana thayA, ama mana nirmala deha, racanA racuM zubhabhAvathI, karuM karmano cheha .... / / 2 / / abhavI ne dAdA vegaLA, bhavIne hiyaDe hajUra tana-mana-dhyAna eka lagana thI, kIdhAM karma cakacUra... / / 3 / / kAMkare- kAMkare siddha thayA, siddha anaMtano ThAma, zAzvata jinavara pUjatA, jIva pAme vizrAma.... / / 4 / / dAdA-dAdA huM karUM, dAdA vasIyA dUra, dravyathI dAdA vegaLA, bhAvathI haiDe hajura.... / / 5 / / duHSama kAle pUjatA, indra dharI bahu pyAra, pratimA ne vaMdatA, zvAsa mAMhe sau vAra... / / 6 / / suvarNa guphAe pUjatA e, ratna pratimA indra, jyoti zuM jyoti mile, pUje malI bhavi sukhkNd...||7|| Rddhi siddhi ghera saMpaje, pahoMce mananI Aza, trikaraNa zuddhe pUjatA, jJAna vimala prkaash...||8||

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kA pArzvanAtha jina daityavaMdana / jaya ciMtAmaNi pArzvanAtha, jaya tribhuvana svAmI, aSTa karma ripu jItIne, paMcamI gati pAmI....||1|| __ prabhu nAme AnaMda kaMda, sukha saMpatti lahie, prabhu nAme bhava bhayataNA, pAtaka savi dahie ... / / 2 / / OM hIM varNa joDI karI, japIe jinavara nAma, viSa amRta thaI pariName, lahie avicala tthaam...||3|| kA sImaMdhara svAmI stuti pUrvadizi uttaradizi vacamAM, izAna khUNe abhirAmajI, pukkhalavaI vijaye puMDarikagiri, nagarI uttama tthaamjii| zrI sImaMdhara jina saMprati kevalI, vicaraMtA jaya jayakArajI bIja taNe dina caMdrane vinavU, vaMdanA kahejo amaariijii...||1|| jaMbUdvIpamAM cAra jinezvara, dhAtakI khaMDe AThajI, puSkara aradhe ATha manohara, ehavo siddhAMte paatthjii| paMca mahAvidehe thaIne, viharamAna jina vIzajI, je ArAdhe bIja tapa sAdhe, tasa mana huI jgiishjii...||2|| samavasaraNe besIne vakhANI, suNI indra-indrANIjI, zrI sImaMdhara jina pramukhanI vANI, mujha mana zravaNe suhaanniijii| je naranArI samakitadhArI, e vANI citta dharazejI, bIja taNo mahimA sAMbhaLatA, kevala kamalA vrshejii...||3|| viharamAna jina sevAkArI, zAsana devI sArIjI, sakala saMghane AnaMdakArI, vAMchita phala daataariijii| bIja taNo tapa je nara karaze, tehanI tu rakhavAlIjI, vIrasAgara kahe sarasvatI mAtA, dIo muja vANI osaaliijii....||4|| zabunaya stuti / zrI siddhAcala Adijina AvyA, pUrva navvANu vArajI, anaMtalAbha tihA~ jinavara jANI, samavasaryA nirdhaarjii| vimalagiri no mahimA moTo, siddhAcala e ThAmajI, kAMkare kAMkare anaMta siddhA, ekaso ne ATha girinAmajI....||1||

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puMDarika parvata paholo kahIe, eMzI yojananuM mAnajI, vIza koDIzuM pAMDava sidhyA, traNa koDIzuM rAmajI | zAMba pradyumna sADI ATha koDI, sidhyA daza koDI vArIkhilla jANojI, pA~ca koDizuM puMDarika gaNadhara, sakala jinanI vANIjI.... / / 2 / / sakala tIrathanA evaLI rAjA, zrI zatruMjaya kahIejI, sAta chaTTha doya aTThama karIne, avicala padavI lahIejI / chaHrIpAlI nI yAtrA karatA, kevala kamalA variejI, zruta siddhAMta no rAjA kahIe, tIratha hRdayamAM dhriiejii....||3|| siddhakSetra zetruMjo kahIe, zrI Adizvara rAyajI, gaumukha ne cakkezvarI devI, seve prabhunA pAyajI / zAsana devI samakitadhArI, snAtra kare saMbhAlIjI, raMgavijaya guru eNI pere bole, meru vijaya jayajayakArIjI... / / 4 / / pArzvanAtha stuti poSa dazama dina pAsa jinesara, janmyA vAmAmAyajI, janmamahotsava surapati kIdho, valIya vizeSe rAyajI / chappana dikkumArI hularAyo, suranarakinnara gAyojI, zrI azvasena kula kamalA vataMse, bhAnuudaya sama AyojI..... / / 1 / / poSa dazamI dina AMbela karie, jima bhavasAgara tarIyejI, pAsa jiNaMdanuM dhyAna dharaMtA, sukRta bhaMDAra bhriejii| RSabhAdika jinavara cauvIse, je sevo bhavi bhAvejI, zivaramaNI varI nija ghara beThA, paramapada sohAvejI ... / / 2 / / kevala pAmI trigaDe beThA, pAsa jinezvara sArAjI, madhura gIrAe dezanA deve, bhavijana mana sukhakArIjI / dAna - zIyala tapa bhAve Adaraze, te taraze saMsArajI, A bhava parabhava jinavara japatAM, dharma hoze aadhaarjii....||3|| sakala divasamA adhiko jANI, dazamI dina ArAdhojI, tevIsamo jina manamAM dhyAtA, Atama sAdhana sAdhojI / dharaNendra padmAvatI devI, sevA kare prabhu AgejI, zrI harSa vijaya guru caraNa kamalanI, rAjavijaya sevA mAMgejI.... / / 4 / /

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sImaMdhara svAmI stavana (rAga :- siddhAcalanA vAsI) pyArA sImaMdhara svAmI, tame muktigAmI, videha vAsI, sImaMdhara ne vaMdanA amArI, tane jovA tala| mane prIti tujhazuM, videhavAsI, viharamAna ne vaMdanA amArI....||1|| mArA manamAM tAro eka jApa, toye pajave che trividhe tApa, Adhi-vyAdhi vAro, upAdhI TAlo, videhvaasii....||2|| mane samavasaraNe bolAvo, mIThI madhurI vANI suNAvo, moha timira bale, mithyAtva Tale videhavAsI .... / / 3 / / thAya darisana tumArA pavitra, tame jaganA guru jagamitra, tame jaganA baMdhu, tamane bhAve vaMdUM, videhvaasii....||4|| tame zreyAMsa rAya kulacaMda, satI satyakI mAtA nA naMda, tame jaga mana raMjana, Aja jJAna aMjana, videhvaasii....||5|| mahAvideha vAsI pyAro, huM to aMtarathI thayo kAlovAlo, jJAnavimala guNadhAro, A bhava pAra utAro, videhvaasii....||6|| kI za@jaya kA stavana (rAga : jiMdagI pyAra kA gIta hai ...) Dugara ThaMDo ne DuMgara zItaDo, e giri sidhyA sAdhu anaMta, DuMgara polo ne DuMgara phuTaDo, jyAM vase che sunaMdAno kNt....||1|| pahale Are zrI puMDarIkagiri, aiMzI yojana, parimANa, bIje Are sItera yojana jANiye, trIje sATha jojana nuM maan....||2|| cothe Are pacAsa yojana jANIe, pA~came bAra yojana, mAna, chaThe Are sAta hAtha jANIe, oNI pere bole zrI vrdhmaan...||3|| o giri RSabha jiNaMda samosaryA, pUrva navvANu vArI vAra, yAtrA navvANu je jugate kare, dhana dhana tehano avtaar....||4|| je nara zatrujaya bheTyA sahI, je nara pUjyA sahI Adi jiNaMda, dAna supAtra jeNe dIdhA sahI, te pharI na Ave grbhaavaas....||5|| je nara zatrujaya bheTyA nahIM, je nara pUjyA nahIM Adi jiNaMda dAna supAtra jeNe dIdhA nahIM, tenA navI chUTe karma nA bNdh...||6|| DuMgara nirakhI DuMgara je car3he, DuMgara pharase so-so vAra, mukti sAmA je pagalA bhare, tenA navI thAya karmanA bNdh....||7|| udayaratna kahe avasara pAmI ne, yAtrA karaze je nara nAra, zrI zatrujaya mahAtmya mAM kaDaM, tasa ghara hoMze maMgala maal....||8||

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kI pArzvanAtha jina stavana (rAga : yAda Ave morI mA~....) bhavajala pAra utAra (2), zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvajinezvara mAro tuM eka aadhaar....||1|| kAla anaMto bhamatA-bhamatA, kyAMya na Avyo Aro, dhanya ghaDI te mArI Aje, dITho tuma dedAra ....||2|| tuM vItarAgI, tuM avinAzI, tuM nirAbAdhI nAtha, haM rAgI chu pApI jIvaDo, bhamato bhava apaar....||3|| Ama duniyAmAM tArA jevo, koI na tAraNahAra, vAmA naMdana-caMdana thI, paNa zItala jenI chaaNv....||4|| bhavobhava tuma caraNa sevA, mAMgu chu dInadayAla, raMgavijaya kahe premazaM re, vinaMtI avdhaar....||5|| kI muMdaTI tapanI samjhAya (rAga : phUla tumheM bhejA hai khata meM ...) sarasvatI svAmInI karuM supasAya suMdarI tapa nI bhaNuM sajjhAya ... / / 1 / / . RSabhadeva taNI aMga jAta, suMdarInI sunaMdA mAta, bhavijana bhAve e tapa kIje, manuSya janmano lhAvo lIje.... ||2|| RSabhadeva jaba dIkSA lIdhI, suMdarI ne AjJA navi dIdhI, bharata jANe mujha thAze nArI, mujha prANa thakI e che pyaarii....||3|| bharatarAya jaba SaTkhaMDa sAdhyo, suMdarIe tapa mAMDI ArAdhyo, sATha haz2Ara varSa lage sAra, AyaMbila tapa kIdho nirAdhAra....||4|| cauda ratana ne nava nidhAna, lAkha caurAzI hAthInu mAna, lAkha caurAzI jeha ne bAjI, bharata rAya AvyA gAjI .... / / 5 / / __bharatarAya moTA naradeva, doya sahasa yakSa kare seva, ayodhyA nayarIye bharatajI AvyA, mahIlA sarve motIDe vdhaavyaa....||6|| A kuNa dIse durbala nArI, sahu kahe suMdarI bena tamArI, kema tume ene durbala kIdhI, muja benaDInI khabara na liidhii...||7|| sahu kahe AyaMbila tapa kIdho, sATha haz2Ara varSa prasiddho, jAo benI tuma dIkSA pAlo, RSabhadevatuM kula ajvaalo....||8|| bharatarAyanI pAmI zikSA, suMdarIe tava lIdhI dIkSA, karma khapAvI ne kevala pAmI, kAMti vijaya praName shirnaamii....||9||

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jaina itihAsa 4) rAjasabhA meM zIlasannAha maMtrI para sthira ho gii| kuNAla patra par3ha rahA hai| yenge candy chaH mahine meM 1260 hatyA karanevAle arjunamAlI ko jina pravacana kA rasika banAnevAle kAyotsarga karate seTha sudarzana / seTha ke dharma prabhAva se arjuna ke deha meM se bhAgatA yakSa kuNAla pitA kI AjJA pAlana ke lie apanI donoM AMkha phor3a rahA hai|

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siddhi kI sIr3hI * mAranA ho to jItanA ho to * khAnA ho to . pInA ho to denA ho to * pahananA ho to lenA ho to chor3anA ho to * bolanA ho to * kharIdanA ho to * dekhanA ho to * sunanA ho to karanA ho to kharAba icchAoM ko mAro krodha-tRSNA ko jIto gusse ko khAo Izvara bhakti kA zarabata pIo naz2ara nIcI karake dekara, phira bhUla jAo nekI kA jAmA pahano mAtA-pitA, guru ke AzIrvAda lo mAna, abhimAna, ghamaMDa chor3o satya, mIThe vacana bolo premabhAva ko kharIdo apanI burAI ko dekho guNIjanoM ke guNagAna suno sAdhu-saMtoM, abalA, vRddhoM, tapasvioM kI sevA vaiyAvacca karake mAnavajIvana ko saphala karo.

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bAna kI AzAtanA se bacie varadatta aura guNamaMjarI kI kathA jambUdvIpa ke bharata kSetra meM sarva zobhA yukta padmapura nAmaka nagara thaa| vahA~ ke rAjA ajitasena evaM rAnI yazomati ko varadatta nAmaka putra thaa| jaba vaha ATha varSa kA huA taba rAjA-rAnI ne use paMDita ke pAsa par3hane ke lie bhejaa| lekina jJAnAvaraNIya karma ke udaya ke kAraNa vaha eka bhI akSara par3ha nahIM paayaa| varadatta kumAra jaba yauvanAvasthA meM AyA taba use kor3ha roga ho gyaa| kor3ha roga se kumAra kA zarIra beDaula aura kutsita bana gyaa| rAjA-rAnI ne aneka upacAra karavAyeM para saba nirarthaka gaye, roga kama nahIM huaa| usI padmapura nagara meM siMhadAsa nAmaka seTha rahatA thaa| usako karpUratilakA nAma kI patnI aura guNamaMjarI nAma kI putrI thii| usakI putrI janma se hI rogI evaM gUMgI thii| mAtA-pitA ne guNamaMjarI ke roga evaM gUMgepana ko dUra karane ke aneka prayAsa kiye, para roga nahIM gyaa| ___eka dina usa nagara ke udyAna meM caturjJAnI zrI vijayasenasUrijI pdhaareN| nagara ke loga unako vaMdana karane ke lie umar3a pdd'e| rAjA bhI saparivAra vaMdana karane ke lie ge| AcAryapravara ne dharmadezanA dii| dezanA ke pazcAt siMhadAsa seTha ne khar3e hokara jJAnI guru se pUchA "he bhante ! merI putrI guNamaMjarI ne aisA kauna-sA nikRSTa karma bA~dhA hai jisake phalasvarupa ise rogI evaM gUMgI honA par3A?" taba jJAnI guru ne kahA "he devAnupriye ! yaha vizva aneka saMkaToM evaM vipadAoM kA sthAna haiN| isa vizva meM jIva jaisA karma bA~dhatA hai vaisA phala bhogatA hai| terI putrI bhI pUrva bhava meM bA~dhe gaye karma ke kAraNa rogI evaM duHkhI banI hai| isakA pUrvabhava isa prakAra hai ___ dhAtakIkhaMDa ke bharatakSetra meM kheTakapura nAmaka nagara meM jinadeva nAmaka eka vyApArI rahatA thaa| usakI patnI kA nAma suMdarI thaa| una donoM ko 5 putra evaM 4 putriyA~ thii| jinadeva ne apane pA~coM putroM ko adhyayana karane ke lie pAThazAlA bhejaa| parantu ve pA~coM unmata hokara khela-kUda meM hI lIna rahate the| eka bAra una bAlakoM ke tUphAnoM se ruSTa hokara adhyApaka ne unheM thor3A maaraa-piittaa| isa para ve pA~coM rote-rote apanI mA~ ke pAsa gye| mA~ ne mamatAvaza apane putroM se kahA ki "beTA! Aja ke bAda tuma par3hane mata jaanaa| tumhAre pitA ke pAsa dhana kI kamI kahA~ hai? tuma loga ghara meM hI ArAma se rho|" isa prakAra kahakara svayaM adhyApaka ko DA~Tane ke lie pAThazAlA gii| vahA~ adhyApaka se kalaha (jhagar3A) kiyA tathA pustakeM-paTTiyA~

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Adi jo par3hane ke sAdhana the, ve saba agni meM DAla diye| jaba jinadeva ko yaha bAta patA calI taba vaha bar3A duHkhI huaa| usane apanI patnI ko bahuta smjhaayaa| lekina usakI patnI samajhane ke badale ulTA jinadeva para krodha karane lgii| idhara ye pA~coM putra bar3e hue| pA~coM dikhane meM to suMdara evaM suzIla the| lekina the anapar3ha, mUrkha / ataH kisI bhI zreSThI ne unako apanI putrI nahIM dii| isa bAta para jinadeva evaM usakI patnI suMdarI ke bIca pratidina kalaha hotA thaa| donoM putroM ke anapar3ha rahane kA kAraNa eka-dUsare ko batAteM the| eka bAra donoM ke bIca jhagar3A bahuta bar3ha gayA aura gusse meM jinadeva ne eka bar3A patthara suMdarI ke mastaka para mAra diyA / isase suMdarI kA mastaka phaTa gayA aura vahI para usakI mRtyu ho gyii| vaha sundarI hI marakara terI putrI maMjarI banI hai| isane pUrvabhava meM jJAna aura jJAnI kI AzAtanA kI thI, jisase isa bhava meM isakI aisI sthiti huI hai|" AcArya bhagavaMta kI vANI sunakara guNamaMjarI ko vahIM para jAtismaraNa jJAna huA aura usane apanA pUrvabhava dekhaa| usane izAre se gurubhagavaMta ko kahA ki Apane jo pharamAyA vaha satya aura yathArtha hai / siMhadAsa ne gurubhagavaMta se guNamaMjarI ke roga ko dUra karane kA upAya puuchaa| taba gurubhagavaMta ne kahA ki "nikAcita karmoM ke lie tapa amogha upAya hai|" unhoMne guNamaMjarI ko jJAna - paMcamI tapa kI vidhi batAI / usI samaya rAjA ajitasena ne bhI jJAnI guru se apane putra varadatta kI rogotpatti kA kAraNa puuchaa| taba jJAnI guru ne varaMdatta kA pUrvabhava sunaayaa| bharatakSetra ke zrIpura nAmaka nagara meM vasu nAmaka eka dhanADhya seTha rahatA thaa| usa seTha ko vasusAra evaM vasudeva nAma ke do putra the / munisuMdara nAmaka AcArya se pratibodhita hokara donoM ne dIkSA lii| choTe bhAI vasudeva buddhimAna hone se guru ne unheM AcArya pada para pratiSThita kiyaa| aba vasudeva AcArya pratidina pA~ca sau sAdhuoM ko par3hAte the / eka dina vasudevAcArya madhyAhna meM ArAma karane jA rahe the ki itane meM eka muni Akara kisI sUtra pada kA artha pUchA / AcAryazrI ne use samAdhAna dekara bhejA ki itane meM dUsare muni Ae, dUsare ke bAda tIsare, tIsare ke bAda cauthe muni Ae / AcArya ne saba ko saMtuSTa karake bhejaa| isake bAda AcAryazrI so gye| abhI nIMda lagI hI thI ki eka kSullaka ziSya ne Akara AcAryazrI kI nidrA bhaMga kara dii| isa prakAra bAra-bAra nidrA meM skhalanA hone se AcArya zrI saMtapta hokara vicAra karane lage ki merA bar3A bhAI vAstava meM puNyazAlI hai| vaha zAMtipUrvaka khA-pI - so sakatA hai| para maiM to apanI icchA se so bhI

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nahIM sktaa| vAstava meM mUrkhatA ne usako sukhI kiyA hai| yadi maiM bhI apane bhAI ke samAna mUrkha hotA to Aja caina kI nIMda sotA / ina vicAroM se unhoMne nirNaya liyA ki Aja ke bAda nA hI maiM svayaM paDhUMgA aura nA hI dUsaroM ko pddh'aauuNgaa| isa prakAra krodhAviSTa hue AcArya vasudevasUri ne bAraha ahorAtrI mauna rahakara jJAna kI virAdhanA kii| AlocanA kiye binA hI marakara, he rAjan ! yaha terA putra varadatta huA hai| isakA bar3A bhAI mAnasarovara meM haMsa huA hai| AcAryadeva kI bAta sunakara varadattakumAra ko jAtismaraNa jJAna huA aura usane bhI apanA pUrvabhava dekhaa| rAjA ajitasena ne AcArya bhagavaMta se apane putra ke roga nivAraNa karane kA upAya puuchaa| taba AcArya bhagavaMta ne jJAnapaMcamI kI jaisI vidhi guNamaMjarI ko batAyI thI, vaisI hI vidhi varadatta ko bhI batAyI guNamaMjarI aura varadatta donoM ne bhAvapUrvaka paMcamI tapa kI ArAdhanA kI / tapa ke prabhAva se donoM nirogI evaM svarupavAna bne| praur3hAvasthA meM donoM ne saMyama aMgIkAra kiyA aura anuttara vimAna meM deva bneN| vahA~ se tIsare bhava meM kevalI banakara mokSa meM jAyeMge / bhASa muni kI kahAnI kisI AbhIra (rabArI) ke putra ne bar3I umra meM dIkSA grahaNa kii| Avazyaka sUtra ke yogodvahana ke pazcAt uttarAdhyayana ke yogodvahana ke samaya pUrva saMcita jJAnAvaraNIya karma kA udaya hone se unheM uttarAdhyayana ke cauthe adhyayana kA eka akSara bhI yAda nahIM huaa| bahuta mehanata kI para niSphala hue / taba gurudeva ne unheM do zabda yAda karane ke lie diye - mA ruSa, mA tuSa arthAt dveSa nahIM karanA, rAga nahIM karanA / yaha pada ve yAda karane lge| kintu itanA bhI unheM ThIka se yAda nahIM huA aura mAruSa, mAtuSa ke badale mASatuSa- mASatuSa yAda karane lge| AsapAsa ke lar3akoM ne hAsya evaM niMdA se unakA nAma hI mASatuSa muni rakha diyaa| aba mASatuSa muni logoM ke lie hAsyaspada bana gye| lekina unake prati mana meM samatA bhAva rakhakara evaM apane pUrva saMcita karmoM ko doSa dekara muni mASatuSa pada ko hI yAda karane lge| isa prakAra bAraha varSa bIta ge| lekina unhoMne himmata nahIM hArI aura apanA prayAsa cAlU rakhA aura eka dina isa pada ko yAda karate kara muni zubha dhyAna dvArA kSapaka zreNI para Arur3ha hue aura lokAloka meM prakAza karane vAlA kevalajJAna prApta kiyA / mASaSa muni kI bAraha varSa kI mehanata raMga laayii| Aja taka hamane eka sUtra kI eka gAthA ko yAda karane meM kitanI mehanata kI hai ? yaha vicAraNIya hai|

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azoka rAjA kuNAla pATalIputra ke rAjA azoka ko kuNAla nAmaka putra thA / sautelI mAtA ke Dara se azoka rAjA ne ko bAlyAvasthA meM hI avanti nagarI bheja diyA thaa| jaba kuNAla ATha varSa kA huA taba azokarAjA ne kuNAla ke nAma eka patra likhA "he kumAra ! tvayA'dhItavyamiti madAjJA'cireNa vidheyaa| he kumAra Apako abhI adhyayana karanA hai, yaha merI AjJA hai / " isa prakAra kA patra likhakara azoka rAjA kisI kArya meM vyasta ho gye| usa samaya kuNAla kI sautelI mAtA vahA~ AyI aura usane vaha patra pddh'aa| patra par3hakara usane vicAra kiyA ki jaba taka yaha kumAra rahegA taba taka mere putra ko rAjya nahIM milegaa| isake lie mujhe kucha karanA pdd'egaa| aura patra meM jahA~ rAjA ne adhItavyaM ( adhyayana karane yogya) likhA thA / vahA~ usane apanI A~kha meM lagAye hue kAjala se "a" akSara ke Upara eka biMdI lagA dI arthAt adhItavyaM ke badale aMdhItavyaM ho gyaa| arthAt tU aMdhA banane yogya hai| aura usane vaha patra baMda karake vahIM rakha diyaa| rAjA azoka ne vaha patra par3he binA hI avanti bheja diyaa| kuNAla ne jaba patra par3hA taba use bahuta hI ' duHkha lgaa| paraMtu apane pitA kI AjJA ko zirodhArya karake usane apane hI hAthoM se garama lohe kI salAkheM apanI donoM A~khoM meM DAla dii| aba kuNAla aMdhA ho gayA / aho ! mAtra eka anusvAra rupI mAtrA bar3ha jAne se artha kA anartha ho gyaa| isa prakAra hameM bhI sUtra azuddha nahIM sikhane cAhie / jo mAtrA jahA~ ho, usakA uccAra bhI vahIM honA cAhie, jisase artha kA anartha na ho jaaye| sUtra yAda karate samaya hI akSara, pada, mAtrA, saMpadA Adi barAbara dekha leM tAki sUtra yAda karate samaya bhUla na ho| mA~-bApa ko mata bhUlanA ghara kA nAma mAtRchAyA aura pitRchAyA para usameM mA~ bApa kI parachAI bhI na paDane de to phira usa ghara kA nAma patnIchAyA rakhanA jyAdA ucita hai| 86

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rAthamika ra 1. mahArAjA kumArapAla kI sAdharmika bhakti ___ eka dina eka zrAvaka ne kalikAla sarvajJa AcArya bhagavaMta hemacandrAcArya ko jAr3A vastra vhoraayaa| vahI vastra pahanakara eka bAra ve bhavya rathayAtrA meM aaye| kumArapAla ne una vastroM meM AcAryazrI ko dekhA to unakA hRdaya duHkhI ho gyaa| usa vakta unhoMne gurudevazrI ko kucha bhI nahIM khaa| lekina rathayAtrA ke pazcAt kumArapAla rAjA turaMta hI upAzraya meM Ae aura kahA "gurudeva yaha kyA ? hamAre jaise bhakta hote hue bhI Apake zarIra para aisA khAdI kA vastra ? prabhu ! loga kyA kaheMge? aThAraha deza ke rAjA kumArapAla ! aura usake guru ke pAsa aise vastra ? loga mujhe kRpaNa kaheMge tathA merI TIkA kreNge| yaha to mere lie kitane zarma kI bAta hai|" . taba gurudeva ne kahA- "kumArapAla ! Apako aisA vicAra kyoM nahIM AyA ki mere rAjya meM aisA vastra vahorAne vAlA sAdharmika bandhu apanA nirvAha kaise kara rahA hogA? usakI sthiti kaisI hogI? Apako zarma to isa bAta para AnI cAhie ki Apa ArAma se rAja-sukha bhoga rahe ho aura Apake sAdharmika kaSTapUrvaka jIvana jI rahe hai|" yaha sunate hI kumArapAla ne vahIM para pratijJA lI ki maiM hara varSa eka karor3a sonA mohareM sAdharmika bhakti ke lie kharca kruuNgaa| isake pazcAt kumArapAla mahArAjA 14 varSa taka jIvita rahe aura unhoMne 14 varSa meM 14 karor3a sonA mohareM sAdharmika bhakti ke lie kharca kii| ve nirdhana sAdharmika ko kama se kama 100 sonA mohareM dete the aura yadi kisIko usase jyAdA jarurata hotI to utanI bhI dete the| ____eka varSa pUrA hone ke pazcAt eka dina isa sAdharmika bhakti kI dekha-rekha karane vAle Abhar3a seTha ne kumArapAla rAjA se kahA "he rAjan ! isa varSa kI bhakti kA lAbha mujhe diijie| maiM isake paise rAjabhaMDAra se nahIM lenA caahtaa|" taba kumArapAla rAjA ne kahA - "nahIM bhAI ! aisA nahIM ho sktaa| pahale se hI maiM kRpaNa kahalAtA hU~, yadi tumheM lAbha de dUMgA to aura jyAdA kRpaNa khlaauuNgaa| mujhe dhana para rahI mUrchA utArane kA anamola avasara prApta huA hai| tuma koSAdhyakSa ke pAsa se apanI eka karor3a sonA mohareM vApisa le lo|" __ Abhar3a seTha ne kaI dalIle dekara vaha lAbha lene kI koziza kii| paraMtu kumArapAla ne Abhar3a seTha kI vinaMtI ko asvIkAra kiyaa| isa prakAra 14 varSa taka kumArapAla rAjA ne prati varSa eka karor3a sonA moharoM kI sAdharmika bhakti kii| dhanya hai aise mahAna sAdharmika bhakti karane vAle rAjA ko !

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/ 2. var3havANa ke zrAvaka var3havANa zahara kI bAta hai| vahA~ ke nivAsI jIvadayA ko apanA jIvana-prANa mAnane vAle * the| eka dina eka sAdharmika baMdhu bimAra hue| parantu Arthika sthiti acchI na hone se vaha davAI bhI nahIM kharIda ske| bimArI se grasta ve sAdharmika rAta ko bahuta hairAna-parezAna ho rahe the| usI zahara ke eka nAmI zrAvaka ko isa bAta kA patA claa| usa dina unako mauna thaa| caturAI pUrvaka saMketa se davAI ke nAma kA pepara prApta kara unhoMne bAz2Ara se saba davAIyA~ kharIda lii| rAta ke 11-00 baje ve dhIre se garIba sAdharmika ke ghara ge| aMdhere meM andara jAkara davAIyA~ cupacApa rakhakara ve zrAvaka vApasa lauTa hI rahe the ki acAnaka unako kisI vastu se Thokara lgii| AvAz2a se vahA~ ke loga sAvadhAna ho gae aura z2orajora se cora-cora cillAne lge| kolAhala sunakara Asa-pAsa ke loga ikaTThe hue aura usa zrAvaka ko pakar3akara cora samajhakara mArane lge| zrAvaka mauna rhe| isa viSaya meM ve kucha bhI z2Ahira nahIM karanA cAhate the| logoM ne unheM bahuta mArA, phira bhI unhoMne mu~ha se eka zabda bhI nahIM nikaalaa| aMta meM kisI samajhadAra vyakti ne kahA "yaha cora nahIM hogaa| kyoMki cora kabhI bhI cupacApa itanI mAra nahIM khA sakatA, dIpaka laao|" dIpaka lAkara dekhA to unake Azcarya kA pAra nahIM rhaa| "are ! yaha hamane kyA kiyA? Aveza meM Akara kise mAra diyaa| yaha to hamAre seTha hai|" aisA kahakara saba loga pazcAtApa karane lge| ve zrAvaka to vahA~ se cupacApa nikala pdd'e| bAda meM logoM ko sahI bAta kA patA calA ki ve davAIyA~ rakhane Ae the| aise paropakArI, sAdharmika bhakti karane vAle Aja bhI hai| 3. mantrIvara pethar3a maMtrIzvara pethar3a mAMDavagar3ha ke maMtrI the| eka varSa kA chiyAlIsa maNa sonA unakA vetana thaa| aDhalaka saMpatti ke mAlika pethar3a seTha rAjasabhA meM jAte samaya pAlakI meM baiThakara jA rahe ho taba sAmane se yadi koI sAdharmika baMdhu AtA huA dikha jAe to pAlakI se nIce utarakara sAdharmika ko prema se gale lagAte the| phira use AmaMtraNa dete the ki "baMdhu! ghara pdhaaro|" mAMDavagar3ha ke maMtrI jaba unako gale lagAe~ aura ghara Ane kA AmaMtraNa de to kauna asvIkAra karegA? pethar3a zAha svayaM rAja-darabAra meM jAte aura usa sAdharmika ko ghara bhejate the| vahA~ pethar3a zAha kI mA~ unakA svAgata krtii| bAtacIta karate hue pUcha letI thI ki, "Apa kahA~ se Ae ho? kyA dhaMdhA karate ho? Apako kisa vastu kI jarurata hai?" usa sAdharmika ko bhaviSya meM kisI bAta kI ciMtA hI na rahe aisI paherAmaNI bheMTa detI thii| aisI apUrva thI unakI sAdharmika bhkti|

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4. sadAsoma eka nagara meM sadAcaMda nAmaka seTha rahate the| ve vahA~ ke bahuta bar3e vyApAriyoM meM gine jAte the| deza paradeza meM unakA dhaMdhA calatA thaa| eka bAra samudra meM tUphAna Ane ke kAraNa seTha ke jahAja paradeza se Ate hue usameM pha~sa gye| lekina aba taka DUbe kI nahIM isake samAcAra logoM ko nahIM mile the| phira bhI logoM ne mAna liyA ki jahAja DUba gae haiN| isalie unhoMne aphavAha phailAI ki sadAcaMda seTha kI per3hI uThane vAlI hai yaha sunakara aneka loga apanI jamA kI huI rakama seTha ke pAsa lene aae| seTha ne lenadAroM ko zakya thA utanA de diyA / eka dina eka bar3A vyApArI apane 1 lAkha rupaye lene ke lie seTha ke ghara aayaa| paristhiti vazAt seTha ne kahA "bhAI thor3e dina ruka jaao| abhI taka jahAja ke samAcAra nahIM Ae hai|" lekina lenadAra to mAnane ke lie taiyAra hI nahIM huA / sadAcaMda seTha bahuta parezAnI meM A gae ki aba maiM kyA karU~? unhoMne paramAtmA kA smaraNa kiyA aura navakAra maMtra kA dhyAna dharanA zuru kiyA / tabhI unheM somacaMda seTha kI yAda AI aura unhoMne ahamadAbAda nivAsI somacaMda seTha ko rote-rote eka patra likhA jisameM unhoMne patra lekara Ane vAle ko 1 lAkha rupaye dene ko khaa| patra likhate samaya A~sU kI do bU~dai patra para girii| lenadAra vaha patra lekara somacaMda seTha ke vahA~ pahu~cA tathA unheM patra diyaa| somacaMda seTha ne sadAcaMda seTha kI mAtra khyAti sunI thii| na to unake bIca koI vyApArika saMbaMdha the aura nA hI koI phcaan| somacaMda seTha ne usa patra ko ulaTa-palaTa kara pddh'aa| sadAcaMda seTha kA khAtA to unakI pustaka meM kahI naz2ara nahIM aayaa| vicAra karate-karate vaha sadAcaMda seTha ke patra ko dekha rahe the ki acAnaka A~sU kI bU~da se bhIge hue patra ke bhAga para unakI naz2ara pdd'ii| ataH unhoMne. taya kara diyA ki jarura sadAcaMda seTha ne paristhiti vazAt yaha patra likhA hai| aura unhoMne usa vyApArI ko eka lAkha rupaye de diye| evaM usakI koI huMDI bahI khAte meM darja nahIM kii| kaisI jvalaMta sAdharmika bhakti ! isa tarapha thor3e dina bAda sadAcaMda seTha ke sAre jahAja vApasa A ge| vyApAra vyavasthita ho gyaa| thor3A dhana kamAne ke bAda sadAcaMda seTha apanA RNa utArane ke uddezya se eka lAkha rupaye lekara ahamadAbAda phuNce| somacaMda seTha se milane ke bAda ve bole "seThajI yaha Apake eka lAkha rupye|" somacaMda seTha ne kahA, "Apa kauna ho ?" taba ve bole "maiM sadAcaMda seTha huuN| kucha mahineM pUrva mere patra likhane para Apane eka lAkha kI huMDI svIkAra kI thii| Apane usa vakta merI sahAyatA kI usake lie dhnyvaad| Apa yaha rAzi svIkAra kara mujhe RNa mukta kiijie|" taba somacaMda seTha ne bahIkhAtA

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nikAlakara dekhaa| lekina usameM unakA nAma kahIM nahIM thaa| somacanda seTha ne kahA, "seThajI ! mere bahIkhAte meM ApakA nAma hI nahIM hai|" sadAcaMda seTha "yaha kaise ho sakatA hai| Apa yAda kIjie, eka lAkha kI rakama koI mAmUlI bAta nahIM hai| yaha rupaye Apake hI haiN|" somacaMda seTha ne vaha rupaye svIkAra nahIM kiye| sadAcaMda seTha bhI usa parAye dhana ko svIkArane ke lie taiyAra nahIM hue| donoM ke bIca kAphI samaya taka AnAkAnI clii| aMta meM donoM ne milakara eka rAstA nikAlA ki ina paisoM se hama paramAtmA kA jinAlaya banA deN| prabhu kA bhakta isake sivAya aura kareM bhI kyA? aura donoM ne milakara girirAja para bhavya jinAlaya banavAyA jo Aja bhI sadA-somA kI TraeNka ke nAma se unakI yaza gAthA gA rahA hai| do bUMda A~sU kI kathA dekho| jisa vyakti ko dekhA nahIM mAtra jisakA nAma sunA thA aise somacaMda seTha ko sadAcaMda seTha ne rote hue eka patra likhA aura do parokSa A~sU ne yaha kArya kiyaa| aisI apUrva thI hamAre pUrvajoM kI sAdharmika bhkti| 5. puNiyA zrAvaka puNiyA zrAvaka pahale pUnamacaMda seTha ke nAma se prakhyAta the| unake ghara meM lakSmI kA sAkSAt vAsa thaa| duniyA bhara ke sAre sukha unake caraNoM meM the| eka dina unhoMne prabhu vIra kI dezanA sunI aura dhana kI mUrchA tathA usake parigraha se hone vAle bhayaMkara pariNAmoM ko jaanaa| dhana yaha sarva anarthoM kI khAna hai| isalie dhana ke viSaya meM kucha to maryAdA rakhanI hI caahie| aisA jAnakara pUnamacaMda seTha ne svayaM ke pAsa rahI huI apAra saMpatti ko sAtoM kSetra meM kharca kara dii| evaM svayaM ne apane hAthoM se kAtI huI ruI ko becane kA sAmAnya dhaMdhA karanA zuru kiyA tathA gA~va ke aMta meM eka jhopar3I meM rahane cale ge| unhoMne parigraha kA parimANa kara liyA thA tathA usI meM saMtoSa mAnane lge| aba ve roja itanA hI kamAte the jisameM se pati-patnI ke eka samaya ke bhojana kI vyavasthA ho jaaye| eka dina prabhu vIra ke pAsa unhoMne sAdharmika bhakti kI mahimA sunii| taba unake hRdaya meM nitya sAdharmika bhakti ke bhAva jAgRta hue| ghara Akara unhoMne yaha bAta apanI patnI se khii| patnI ko bhI yaha satkArya a~ca gyaa| paraMtu aba takalIpha yaha khar3I ho gaI ki sAdharmika bhakti karane ke lie paise kahA~ se lAe ? yadi vaha cAhate to jyAdA dhana kamA sakate the| parantu unheM aisA rAstA cAhie thA jisameM jyAdA kamAnA bhI na par3e tathA sAdharmika bhakti bhI ho jaaeN| yadi aMtara hRdaya meM saccI bhAvanA ho to koI bhI kArya kaThina nahIM hotaa| Akhira rAstA nikala gyaa| puNiyA ko karmapatnI nahIM paraMtu dharmapatnI milI thii| ataH donoM ne milakara ekAMtara se upavAsa karane kA nizcaya kiyA aura pratidina eka sAdharmika ko bhojana

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karavAne lge| puNiyA zrAvaka ne sAdharmika kA mahattva kitanA AtmasAt kiyA hogA ki svayaM kI pratikUla sthiti meM bhI ekAMtara upavAsa karake sAdharmika bhakti karane laga gye| dhanya hai usa puNiyA zrAvaka ko| zrI 6. jagaIzAha rAjA vIradhavala ke bAda unakI rAjagaddI para vizaladeva nAmaka rAjA hue| eka bAra unake rAjya meM bhayaMkara duSkAla pdd'aa| taba usI nagara ke nivAsI jagaDuzAha seTha ne tIna sAla taka usa akAla ke samaya meM dAnazAlA claaii| dAna dete samaya jagaDuzAha svayaM parade ke pIche baiThate the| jisase dAna lene vAloM ko zarma yA saMkoca kI anubhUti na ho| vAstava meM dA~ye hAtha ne jo diyA, vaha bA~ye hAtha ko bhI patA na cale isa prakAra dAna denA caahie| rAjA vizaladeva jagaizAha kI parIkSA karane ke irAde se veza badalakara jagaDuzAha kI dAnazAlA meM gye| vahA~ vizaladeva rAjA ne parade ke bAhara khar3e hokara apanA hAtha laMbA kiyaa| jagaDuzAha ne hAtha dekhaa| usameM rahI huI rekhA dekhakara unheM patA cala gayA ki yaha kisI rAjA kA hAtha hai| unhoMne vicAra kiyA ki "rAjA bhI isa hAlata meM hai? phira to inheM vizeSa dAna denA caahie|" __ vaise bhI mAno ki yadi koI vyakti 2 roTI khAtA ho aura koI 12 roTI khAtA ho, aura hama donoM ko samAna hI rakhe yAni ki 12+2=14 kA AdhA = 7 / yAni donoM ko 7-7- roTI deM to do roTI khAnevAle ko ajIrNa hogA tathA 12 roTI khAne vAlA bhUkhA hI raha jaaegaa| ataH 2 roTI khAnevAle ko 2 aura 12 roTI khAnevAle ko 12 roTI hI denI caahie| isalie jagaDuzAha ne vizaladeva rAjA ke hAtha meM kimatI ratna rkhaa| vizaladeva ne jaba ratna dekhA to pUchA "kisane yaha ratna kisako diyA hai?" seTha jagaDuzAha ne kahA "Apake bhAgya ne Apako diyA hai|" aisA sunakara turanta hI vizaladeva rAjA ne paradA haTAyA aura jagaDuzAha seTha ko dekhakara unheM khuzI se gale lagA liyaa| aise mahAna gupta dAnI the jagaDuzAha !. 27. mANekalAla seThI muMbaI nagara ke bar3e vyApArI seTha mANekalAla cunnIlAla ke ghara maMdira meM rahI ratna kI pratimA kisI zrAvaka ne curA lii| usa samaya mANekalAlajI bhI maMdira meM hI the| corI karanevAle zrAvaka ko unhoMne corI karate hue dekha liyA thaa| isalie ve jaldI se maMdira ke bAhara Aye aura jaba vaha zrAvaka bhI maMdira se

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bAhara AyA taba usako bulAkara ghara para bhojana ke lie AmaMtraNa diyaa| seTha ke AmaMtraNa ko sunakara vaha cora kA~pa utthaa| paraMtu usake pAsa dUsarA koI rAstA nahIM thaa| isalie vaha seTha ke sAtha unake ghara calA gyaa| vahA~ khAnA khAte samaya seTha ne unheM corI karane kA kAraNa puuchaa| Darate-Darate usa zrAvaka ne batAyA ki vaha jue~ meM assI haz2Ara rupaye hAra gayA hai| isalie usakI bharapAI ke lie usane yaha corI kii| seTha ne usI samaya eka lAkha rupaye nakada sAdharmika bhAI ko paherAmaNI ke rupa meM bheMTa kie| vaha zrAvaka rone lgaa| taba seTha ne kahA "bhAI ! ro mata, tumane to mujhe sAdharmika bhakti kA lAbha diyA hai| tuma to mere upakArI ho|" aisI honI cAhie jIvana meM sAdharmika bhkti| zrI 8. sAdharmika bhakti se mile udayanamaMtrI, kumArapAla tathA hemacandrAcArya ra paramAtmA mahAvIra svAmI ke paramabhakta zreNika mahArAjA bhI apane rAjya meM jitanI jIvadayA kA pAlana nahIM karA sakeM usase bhI kaI guNA adhika jIvadayA kA pAlana kalikAla sarvajJa hemacandrAcArya ne mahArAjA kumArapAla ke dvArA krvaaii| aise sarvajJa hemacandrAcArya hameM mile isake pIche udayana maMtrI kI vicakSaNatA tathA zAsana sneha thaa| paraMtu yaha udayana maMtrI hameM mile isake mUla meM hasumati bahana ke hRdaya meM rahI huI sAdharmika bhakti hI thii| . udA nAmaka eka vaNika nirdhana bana gayA thaa| garIbI se lar3ate hue usane ghara chor3akara dUsare nagara meM vyApAra karane kA vicAra kiyaa| apanI patnI tathA baccoM ko sAtha lekara tIna dina taka bhUkhe-pyAse calate hue vaha eka nagara meM phuNcaa| para aba jAe~ kahA~ ? nA koI riztedAra hai aura nA hI kisI ke sAtha jaan-phcaan| duHkhI tathA pApI jIvoM ke lie isa vizva meM yadi kisI kA sahArA hai to bhagavAna kaa| udA bhI apane paraviAra ko lekara prabhu ke maMdira meM pahu~ca gyaa| darzanAdi kara prabhu kI stavanA karane lgaa| pati-patnI donoM prabhu bhakti meM itane layalIna bana gae ki apanI sArI takalIpheM bhUla ge| cIthar3e hAla meM baiThe hue bhakti meM lIna aise kuTuMba para usI nagara kI zrImaMta vidhavA zrAvikA hasumatI bahana kI naz2ara pdd'ii| - usane udA kI paristhiti ko bhA~pa liyaa| jaba udA kuTuMba sahita maMdira se bAhara nikalA taba hasamati usake pAsa gaI evaM unheM bhojana kA AmaMtraNa dekara sabako ghara le aaii| satkArapUrvaka usa kuTuMba kI sAdharmika bhakti kara unako paherAmaNI dii| hasumati bahana ne pUchA ? "bhAI ! nisaMkoca hokara mujhe

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batAo ki Apa loga isa nagara meM kahA~ raheMge aura kyA karoge ?" udA ne javAba diyA- "philahAla mere hAtha meM thor3I rakama hai| maiM vaNika putra hU~ / ataH aba kyA dhaMdhA karanA aura kaise dhana kamAnA isakI buddhi mere pAsa hai| aba savAla mAtra rahane kA hai| bhagavAna kI kRpA se rahane ke lie chata mila jAye to acchA hogaa|" taba hasumati ne apanA eka choTA-sA ghara use rahane ke lie de diyaa| taba udA ne Agraha karake ghara kA kirAyA nizcita kiyA / udA ke bhAgya ne sAtha diyA evaM vyApAra dvArA usane acchA dhana kmaayaa| kucha dinoM bAda usane hasumati se ghara kharIdane kI bAta kii| hasumati ke lie to sAdharmika bhakti kA sunaharA avasara thaa| isalie usane kama dAma meM udA ko ghara beca diyaa| dUsare dina udA ne ghara kA nava nirmANa karane hetu ghara ko tur3avAnA zuru krvaayaa| khodate samaya eka sone kA caru bAhara nikalA / caru lekara udA hasumati ke ghara gayA aura caru hasumati ko sauMpane lagA / paraMtu hasumati ne lene se inkAra kara diyaa| usane kahA ki "maiMne ghara beMca diyA hai| aba isa ghara para tathA caru donoM para merI mAlikI nahIM hai| jo yaha mere kismata meM hotA to varSoM se yaha ghara mere pAsa thA to mujhe pahale hI mila jaataa| lekina Apake ghara kharIdane ke bAda yaha bAhara nikalA hai| ataH yaha ApakA hI hai|" parantu udA ko harAma kA mAla lenA kataI pasaMda nahIM thaa| usane siddharAja jayasiMha rAjA ke darabAra meM jAkara zikAyata kii| rAjA ne donoM pakSoM kI bAta sunakara caru kA mAlika udA ko btaayaa| yaha nyAya sunakara hasumati bahuta hI AnaMdita huI / parantu udA ko vaha caru "harAma kA mAla" lagane se usane usa dhana se jinamaMdira banavAne kA nirNaya kiyaa| aura dUsare dina se. hI zikharabaMdhI jinAlaya banavAne kA kArya zuru ho gayA / caru kI sArI saMpatti jinAlaya meM lagA dii| jaba siddharAja jayasiMha ko isa bAta kA patA calA to usane udA kI udAratA se prabhAvita hokara udA ko maMtrI pada para niyukta kiyA / udA udAyana maMtrI bana gyaa| vaha jina kA bhakta, guru kA dAsa, sAdharmika kA premI aura jina dharma kA vaphAdAra sevaka bnaa| usI samaya meM pUjyapAda devacandrasUrijI mahArAjA, usa samaya ke sanAtana dharmiyoM kI ora se jaina dharma para A rahe AkSepoM evaM AkramaNa se vyathita the| eka rAta zAsana devI ne svapna meM Akara kahA ki "dhaMdhukA meM cAciMga nAmaka ajaina vaNika evaM pAhinI nAma kI eka jaina mAtA ke putra cAMgA ko jaina dIkSA dene kI preraNA kro| ApakI saba manovyathA kA aMta yaha cAMgA kregaa|" isa svapna ke anusAra sUrijI 93

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dhaMdhukA jAkara pitA kI gairahAjarI meM mAtA kI harSa pUrNa saMmati pUrvaka cAMgA ko vahora kara khaMbhAta A ge| ghara Akara jaba cAciMga ko isa bAta kA patA calA taba vaha bahuta hI krodhAyamAna hue aura putra ko vApisa lAne ke lie khaMbhAta aae| sUrijI ko jaba isa bAta kA patA calA taba unhoMne mahAmaMtrI udAyana ko sArI bAta se avagata kraayaa| udAyana maMtrI ne unheM AzvAsana diyA ki Apa ciMtA na kroN| maiM saba kucha saMbhAla luuNgaa| jaise hI cAciMga upAzraya pahu~cA ki turaMta hI udAyana maMtrI ke sevaka unheM bhojana ke lie ghara le gye| usa samaya cAMgA maMtrIzvara ke ghara para hI khela rahA thaa| pitA ko dekhakara cAMgA apane pitA se lipaTa gyaa| svayaM udAyana maMtrI ne unako bhojana krvaayaa| bhojana ke bAda maMtrIzvara ne cAciMga ke samakSa eka jor3I dhotI aura tIna lAkha sonA mohara rkhii| tatpazcAt svayaM ke do yuvAna putroM ko bhI bulaayaa| maMtrIzvara ne cAciMga se kahA "bhAI ! hamAre samagra jaina saMgha ke atyaMta AdaraNIya evaM priya gurudeva zrI devacandrasUrijI ko devI ke pAsa se Apake lADale putra cAMgA ke atibhavya bhAvI ke lie AgAhI prApta huI hai| ApakA yaha cAMgA hamAre jina zAsana ke gagana kA cA~da banane vAlA hai| mujhe patA hai ki Apako ApakA putra bahuta priya hai| phira bhI maiM samasta jaina saMgha kI tarapha se vinaMtI karatA hU~ ki hamAre gurudevazrI kI icchA ko Apa pUrNa kreN| maiM Apako atithi satkAra meM paherAmaNI ke rupa meM eka jor3I dhotI aura tIna lAkha sonA mohara arpaNa karatA huuN| sAtha hI mere ye do yuvAna putra jo vyApAra ke khilAr3I haiN| unako bhI Apako arpaNa karatA huuN| Apa mujhe ati harSa pUrvaka ApakA lADalA putra samarpita kiijie|" udAyana maMtrI kI bAteM sunakara cAciMga gadgad ho gayA aura kahane lagA "mantrIzvara ! basa kIjie, Apako AgeM kucha bhI kahane kI AvazyakatA nahIM hai| maiMne apanA yaha putra Apako sauMpa diyaa| merA putra jina zAsana kA camakatA sitArA bnegaa| aisA sadbhAgya mujha raMka kI lalATa para kahA~ se....? Apa khuzI se ise svIkAra kIjie aura Apake prema ke pratIka rupa meM yaha eka mAtra dhotI kI paherAmaNI maiM svIkAra karatA haiN|" tatpazcAt ullAsapUrvaka cAMgA kI dIkSA huii| unakA somacandra vijayajI nAmakaraNa huaa| yaha munirAja hI bhaviSya meM kalikAla sarvajJa AcAryadeva hemacandrAcArya bneN| inakI nizrA meM hI paramArhata gUrjarezvara kumArapAla rAjA ne jaina zAsana meM amAri pravartana kA DaMkA bajAyA thaa| ina mahAna AtmAoM ke milana meM kAraNabhUta hasumati bahana kI sAdharmika bhakti hI thii| jaina dharma ke tamAma aMgoM ko majabUta karatI hai sAdharmika bhkti|

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9. jhAMjhaNa seTha jhAMjhaNa seTha mahAna sAdharmika bhakta seTha pethar3a zAha ke putra the| 'bApa se beTA savAyA' isa bAta ko caritrArtha karanevAlI unake jIvana kI yaha ghaTanA hai| jhAMjhaNa seTha ne karNAvatI (ahamadAbAda) se cha:ri pAlita saMgha nikaalaa| usa samaya saMgha meM DhAI lAkha yAtrAlu the| usa samaya karNAvatI meM sAraMgadeva rAjA rAjya karate the| unhoMne jhAMjhaNa seTha se kahA ki "tumhAre saMgha meM jitane bhI sukhI yAtrAlu hai, unako maiM bhojana ke lie AmaMtraNa detA huuN| unheM tuma mere yahA~ bhojana ke lie bhejo|" seTha ne kahA "mere saMgha meM sukhI-duHkhI kA koI bheda hI nahIM hai| mere lie sAre yAtrAlu eka samAna hai|" taba rAjA ne kahA "ThIka hai tuma tumhAre saMgha ke mukhya 2-3 haz2Ara logoM ko bhojana ke lie le aanaa|" taba seTha ne pratyuttara meM kahA "maiM yaha bhI nahIM kara sakatA kyoMki mere lie saba eka samAna hai|" itanA kahakara unhoMne rAjA ke nimaMtraNa ko sAbhAra asvIkAra kara diyA tathA kahA "yadi ApakI AjJA ho to maiM pUre gujarAta ko bhojana karavAnA cAhatA huuN|" taba rAjA ne ha~sate hue kahA ki "mere jaisA rAjA DhAI lAkha yAtrAlu ko bhojana nahIM karA sakatA aura tuma pUre gujarAta ko bhojana karavAne kI bAta kara rahe ho| ThIka hai, maiM tumhArA AmaMtraNa svIkAra karatA huuN|" saMgha-kArya pUrA hone ke pazcAt pUre gujarAta ko bhojana karavAne kA taya huaa| rAjA ne jhAMjhaNa seTha ko nIcA dikhAne ke lie jora-zora se pUre gujarAta meM isa AmaMtraNa kA pracAra kiyA tAki jyAdA se jyAdA loga aae| jhAMjhaNa seTha ne bhI "sera para savA sera" banakara eka dina nahIM apitu pUre 5 dina taka pUre gujarAta ko bhojana krvaayaa| 5 dina ke bAda jhAMjhaNa seTha ne rAjA ko svayaM ke rasoI ghara meM Ane ke lie AmaMtraNa diyaa| rasoI ghara meM miThAIyoM ke Dhera dekhakara sAraMgadeva rAjA Azcarya cakita ho gye| virATakAya vAle rAkSasa kA peTa bhara sake utanI miThAIyA~ 5. dina ke bAda bhI bacI thii| adbhUta evaM akalpanIya bhakti dvArA jhAMjhaNa seTha ne sAdharmika bhakti kA lAbha liyaa| 10. sAMtanu aura jinadAsa bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI ke samaya meM sAMtanu nAmaka puNyazAlI zrAvaka thaa| usakI patnI kA nAma kuMjIdevI thaa| usI nagara meM jinadAsa nAmaka seTha the| sAMtanu aura jinadAsa donoM saMgha ke agragaNya the| sAMtanu ke duSkarmoM ke udaya se lakSmI ne cAroM tarapha se apanA mu~ha phera diyaa| unheM dhaMdhe meM bahuta bar3A nukasAna huaa| yahA~ taka kI khAne-pIne ke lie eka dAnA bhI nasIba meM na rhaa| eka bAra rAtrI meM

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sAMtanu apanI patnI se vicAra vimarza kara rahe the, ki "aba kyA kareM? kucha samajha meM nahIM A rahA?" taba patnI ne salAha dI ki "eka kAma karo Apa corI kro|" jinadAsa ne kahA "kyA?" "hA~ ! maiM sahI kaha rahI huuN| jinadAsa seTha pratikramaNa meM apanA mUlyavAna hAra utArakara rakhate haiN| use Apa curA lo|" yaha sunakara eka bAra to sAMtanu ko eka jhaTakA lagA paraMtu sAMtanu ko apanI patnI para pUrI zraddhA thii| kyoMki kuMjIdevI svayaM zrAvikA thii| usake pAsa vItarAga kA dharma thaa| usane kucha soca-vicAra kara hI aisI salAha dI hogii| aisA socakara dUsare dina sAMtanu vaha hAra curA kara ghara phuNcaa| idhara jaba jinadAsa seTha ne hAra nahIM dekhA to vicAra kiyA ki "Aja mere pAsa sAMtanu ke sivAya anya koI vyakti nahIM thaa| ho na ho hAra jarura sAMtanu ne hI liyA hai|" para usa samaya jinadAsa binA kucha bole hI ghara A ge| usI rAtri meM sAMtanu ko vicAra AyA ki maiMne kabhI jIvana meM anIti-anyAya kA kArya nahIM kiyaa| yadi maiM pakar3A gayA to ? mere pUrvajoM ke mehanata se kamAI huI khyAti para kalaMka laga jaaeNgaa| unhoMne apane vicAra apanI patnI ko btaaeN| taba kuMjIdevI ne dhIratA pUrvaka kahA "Apa kisI prakAra kI ciMtA na kreN| aba yaha hAra Apa jinadAsajI kI dukAna meM hI giravI rakha kara aaie|" sAMtanu dUsare dina Darate hRdaya se jinadAsa kI dukAna para gaye tathA vaha hAra giravI rakhane ko khaa| jinadAsa seTha sAMtanu kI paristhiti se paricita the| ataH unhoMne anajAna banakara 5 haz2Ara rupaye dekara hAra giravI para le liyaa| sAMtanu duHkhI mana se ghara phuNcaa| patnI ne samajhAyA ki "duHkhI hone kI jarurata nahIM hai| aba isa nIti ke dhana se vyApAra kro| dekhanA yaha nIti kA dhana kyA raMga lAtA hai|" sAMtanu ne dhaMdhA zuru kiyaa| kucha hI samaya meM pUrvavat dhana kmaayaa| parantu phira bhI mana meM corI karane kA pazcAtApa thaa| eka dina apane pApa kA ikarAra karane kI bhAvanA se byAja sahita rupaye lekara sAMtanu jinadAsa seTha ke pAsa gayA aura kahA-"seThajI ! yaha ApakI rakama" seTha ne kahA- "hA~ ! bhAI de dIjie tathA apanA hAra vApisa le jaaie|" usa samaya sAMtanu ro par3A aura seTha se kahA "seThajI anajAna kyoM bana rahe ho kisakA hAra vApisa de rahe ho?" usa samaya jinadAsa seTha kI A~khoM meM bhI A~sU A gae aura ve bole - sAMtanu galatI merI hI hai| hama donoM eka hI gaddI para baiThane vAle, TIpa Adi meM bhI eka samAna paise dene vaale| phira bhI tumhArI paristhiti bigar3I to maiMne dhyAna hI nahIM diyaa| gunhegAra tuma nahIM maiM huuN| itanA kahakara donoM gale laga gae yaha hai paramAtmA kA shaasn| aisI hotI hai, sAdharmika bhkti|

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- cata kara bhava rukmirAjA kSitipratiSThita nagara ke rAjA kI rukmiNI nAmaka putrI thii| yauvanavaya meM eka suMdara rAjakumAra ke sAtha usakA vivAha karavA diyA gyaa| vivAha sAnaMda saMpanna huaa| paraMtu karmavazAt vivAha ke dina hI rukmiNI ke pati kI mRtyu ho jAne se durbhAgya vaza usakI sArI khuziyA~ gama meM palaTa gii| atyaMta zokAkula banI rukmiNI ne apane pati ke sAtha citA meM praveza karane kA nirNaya kiyaa| usane yaha nirNaya apane pitAjI ko btaayaa| usake pitAjI ne use samajhAte hue kahA - "putrI ! isa jagata meM hara vyakti duHkhI hI hai| paraMtu mahAna to vahI banatA hai, jo duHkhoM kA sAmanA karatA hai| maiM tumhAre duHkha ko samajha sakatA hU~, paraMtu mRtyu kI zaraNa lenA yaha duHkha mukti kA saccA upAya nahIM hai|" rukmiNI ne duHkhita svara meM khaa| "pitAjI ! maiM duHkhoM se Darakara maranA nahIM cAhatI, paraMtu mujhe Dara hai ki bhara yuvAnI ke kAraNa isa vidhavA ke veza meM kahIM Apake kula ko kalaMkita na kara duuN|" rukmiNI ke vicAra sunakara rAjA kA hRdaya gad gad ho gayA, unakI A~khoM meM harSa ke A~sU A ge| unhoMne kahA,"rukmiNI / zIla saMbaMdhI tumhArI sAvadhAnI sunakara mujhe bahuta khuzI huii| paraMtu putrI aisI kalpanA se apane mAnava jIvana ko khatma karanA yaha ucita nahIM hai| yaha amUlya mAnava bhava to sukRtoM se bharane ke lie haiN|" taba rukmiNI ne kahA - "pitAjI itanA kahane mAtra se merI samasyA kA samAdhAna nahIM ho jAtA, mere zIla kI rakSA kA kyA ?" taba rAjA ne kahA - "rukmiNI ! maiM tumhAre lie eka alaga mahala kI vyavasthA kara duuNgaa| tuma vahA~ rahakara utkRSTa brahmacarya kA pAlana krnaa| sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtoM kI zubha nizrA meM rahakara dharmArAdhanA krnaa|" rukmiNI ko pitAjI kI yaha bAta jaMca gii| tatpazcAt vaha ekAMta meM prasannatApUrvaka nirmala brahmacarya kA pAlana karane lgii| kucha samaya bAda pitAjI kI mRtyu ho gii| rAjaputra nahIM hone ke kAraNa saba ne milakara sarvAnumati se utkRSTa brahmacAriNI rukmiNI kA rAjyAbhiSeka kara diyaa| usa samaya se vaha 'rukmirAjA' ke nAma se jAnI jAne lgii| rAjA banane ke pazcAt nirmala-brahmacarya ke kAraNa usakI kIrti dasoM dizAoM meM vyApta ho gii| usake brahmacarya ke prabhAva se rAjya vyavasthita rupa se calane lgaa| eka dina rukmiNI ke brahmacarya kI khyAti sunakara 'zIlasannAha' nAmaka eka brahmacarya premI rAjakumAra rukmi rAjA ke darzana karane ke lie padhAreM, tathA rAjasabhA meM paradeziyoM ke vibhAga meM ucita sthAna para baitthe|

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rAjasabhA meM cAroM tarapha naz2ara DAlate hue rukmi rAjA kI dRSTi evaM zIlasannAha kI dRSTi paraspara milii| zIlasannAha kA rupa evaM yauvana dekhakara rukmi rAjA kI dRSTi meM vikAra utpanna ho gyaa| "aho ! kyA adbhUta rupa hai|" rukmi rAjA kI A~khoM meM utpanna huA vikAra rAjakumAra kI naz2ara se baca nahIM paayaa| vaha turaMta rAjasabhA se nikala gyaa| rAjakumAra atyaMta kheda karane lagA evaM svayaM ke rupa ko dhikkArate hue socane lagA ki, "dhikkAra hai mere isa rupa ko jisane sarvatra prakhyAta banI huI brahmacAriNI ko bhI lubhA diyaa| aho ! kaisI bhayaMkara hai yaha kaamvaasnaa| itane varSoM taka kI huI utkRSTa brahmacarya kI sAdhanA mAtra dRSTi meM niSphala ho gii|" vairAgya utpanna hone se rAjakumAra ne saMsAra kA tyAga kara saMyama grahaNa kiyaa| kramazaH gItArtha AcArya bne| eka dina vicarate-vicarate kSitipratiSThita nagara meM AcArya bhagavaMta kA padArpaNa huaa| AcArya bhagavaMta ke vairAgyavardhaka upadeza ko sunakaraM rukmirAjA kA aMtaHkaraNa bhI vairAgya vAsita ho gyaa| unhoMne AcArya bhagavaMta ko hAtha jor3akara nivedana kiyA ki gurudeva ! bhavajaladhi se pAra utArane. meM jahAja samAna cAritra jIvana mujhe pradAna karane kI kRpA kreN| isa bhavaMsamudra se merA uddhAra kiijie| vizAla rAjapATa kA tyAga karake sAdhvI banane kA utkRSTa vairAgya dekhakara AcArya bhagavaMta ne bhI anumati de dii| parantu AcAryazrI ne unheM cAritra jIvana svIkAra ne se pUrva ati mahattvapUrNa bhava-AlocanA karane kI preraNA dii| gurudeva kI AjJA prApta kara rukmi rAjA ne apane jIvana kI kitAba kholanI zuru kii| bacapana se lekara Aja dina taka kI jIvana rupI kitAba ke panne khulate ge| paraMtu jaise hI jIvana kA vaha pannA AyA jaba kisI rAjakumAra ko dekhakara unakA mana vikRta ho gayA thA taba ahaMkAra ne unake mana para kabjA jamA diyaa| unhoMne socA yadi maiMne yaha bAta batA dI to merI pratiSThA kA kyA hogA? merI brahmacAriNI kI padavI kA kyA hogA? ataH unhoMne usa panne ko anadekhA kara bAki sArI AlocanA le lii| _AcArya bhagavaMta ko to sArI bAta mAlUma hI thii| ataH unhoMne kahA- "rukmi yAda karo aura kucha bAki to nahIM raha gayA?" rukmi rAjA ne kahA - "nahIM gurudeva saba kucha kaha diyA hai|" taba AcArya zrI ne socA "abhI bhale hI ye AlocanA nahIM kara rahe haiM, paraMtu dIkSA lene ke pazcAt sUtroM kA adhyayana karane se inakA vairAgya prabala bnegaa| taba doSa chipAne se hone vAle pariNAmoM ko samajhakara apane Apa prAyazcita kara leNge|" aisA socakara AcAryazrI ne unheM dIkSA pradAna kara dii| dIkSA ke pazcAt rukmi sAdhvIjI jJAna, dhyAna, tapa, sAdhanA dvArA apanA jIvana vyatIta karane lgii| kucha varSoM ke bAda AcAryazrI ne jIvana kA saMdhyAkAla naz2adIka jAnakara jinAjJAnusAra anazana karane kA nirNaya kiyA tathA anazana

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yogya anya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ko bhI preraNA dii| isase rukmi sAdhvIjI ne bhI anazana karane kA vicAra kiyaa| anazana karane ke pUrva AcAryazrI ne phira se eka bAra AlocanA karane ko khaa| anazana karane vAle sabhI sAdhu-sAdhvIjI AcArya bhagavaMta kI pAvana nizrA meM sUkSmatA se svajIvana kI AlocanA karane lge| rukmi sAdhvIjI bhI saMyama jIvana meM lage hue sUkSma se sUkSma doSoM ko yAda kara unakI AlocanA karane lgii| "eka bAra bolate vakta mu~hapatti kA upayoga nahIM rhaa| dasa-bAraha kadama IryAsamiti ke pAlana meM cuka gii| bagIce meM rahe hue mohaka phUla para dRSTi sthira ho gii| pratikramaNa meM eka bAra eka kAussagga baiThe-baiThe kiyaa|" isa prakAra kI aneka prakAra kI AlocanAe~ kii| paraMtu apane rAga-vikAra vAlI usa dRSTi kI AlocanA nahIM lii| AcAryazrI ne bAra-bAra "aura kucha, aura kucha" aisA pUchakara unheM yAda dilAne kI koziza kI, paraMtu saba prayAsa niSphala gye| bAra-bAra AcArya bhagavaMta ke kahane ke bAda bhI jaba rukmi sAdhvIjI pApa svIkAra karane ke lie taiyAra nahIM huii| taba avadhijJAnI maharSi karuNArdra hRdaya se AcAryazrI ne Age kahA "vatse ! yAda karo jaba tuma rAjA the taba hama donoM kI naz2ara milI thii| usa samaya tumhAre mana meM vikAra bhAva paidA huA thaa|" yadyapi usa vakta rukmi sAdhvI ko sArI jAnakArI thI hii| paraMtu brahmacarya pAlana karane meM maine eka bAra mAnasika bhUla kI thii| yaha bAta pragaTa karane ke lie unakA mana tathA unakI jIbha taiyAra nahIM thii| ataH mAyA bhare zabdoM meM unhoMne kahA, "nahIM gurudeva ! usa vakta mere mana meM vikAra nahIM thaa| maiMne to mAtra ApakI parIkSA karane ke lie aisA dikhAvA kiyA thaa|" dUsare cAhe kitanA bhI kahe lekina jaba taka vyakti khuda ke pApoM ko khuda svIkAra nahIM karatA hai taba taka unheM gurubhagavaMta bhI nahIM tAra skte| yaha socakara AcArya bhagavaMta ne bhavitavyatA para chor3a diyaa| pariNAma? itanI bhavya sAdhanA-ArAdhanA karane vAlI AtmA ko bhI eka lAkha bhava taka bhaTakanA pdd'aa| ataH koI bhI bAta guru ke Age kabhI bhI na chipAkara zuddha AlocanA lenI caahie| zrI arjunamAlI magadha samrATa mahArAjA zreNika kI rAjadhAnI rAjagRhI nagarI ke bAhara eka ramaNIya udyAna thaa| usameM mudgarayakSa kA eka maMdira thaa| usa yakSa kA parama bhakta thA - 'arjunmaalii'| vaha nitya apanI patnI baMdhumati ke sAtha usa yakSa kI pUjA karatA thaa| eka dina donoM pUjA karake A rahe the, taba vahA~ khar3e cha: kAmAMdha puruSoM kI naz2ara baMdhumati para pdd'ii| naz2ara par3ate hI unakI kAmavAsanA jAgRta ho gaI aura ve baMdhumati kI tarapha gye| arjunamAlI eka

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aura sAmane cha: vyakti the| ataH vaha akelA kucha bhI karane kI sthiti meM nahIM thaa| unhoMne milakara arjunamAlI ko staMbha se bA~dha diyA tathA usI ke sAmane baMdhumati ke sAtha kuceSTA karane lge| yaha dekha arjunamAlI krodha meM Akara yakSa ko dhikkAra ne lagA ki "sacamuca tuma patthara ke bane ho| anyathA apane hI sthAna para ho rahe isa anartha ko kaise dekha sakate ho ? Aja taka ApakI itanI bhakti kI usakA yaha phala ?" saMyogavaza usa deva ne avadhijJAna se sArI sthiti jAna lii| yakSa ne krodhita bane arjunamAlI ke zarIra meM praveza kiyaa| yakSa ke bala se arjunamAlI ne sAre baMdhana tor3a diye aura yakSa kI mUrti ke hAtha se mudgara lekara krodhAveza meM Akara una chaHoM ko aura sAtha hI baMdhumati ko mAra diyaa| usakA krodha isa hada taka bar3ha gayA ki usane usI vakta pratijJA lI ki "jaba taka maiM eka dina meM chaH puruSa evaM eka strI ko mauta ke ghATa nahIM utArU~gA taba taka caina se nahIM baittheNgaa|" aba vaha nitya hI sAta logoM ko mArane lgaa| isase sArI nagarI meM hAhAkAra maca gyaa| nagaravAsI jaba taka sAta logoM ke mara jAne kI khabara nahIM sunate taba taka ghara se bAhara nahIM nikalate the| yaha krama cha:mahine taka calatA rhaa| eka dina prabhu mahAvIra svAmI rAjagRhI udyAna meM pdhaareN| rAjagRhI nagara ke samyaktvI zrAvaka zreSThI sudarzana ko prabhu darzana karane kI tIvra icchA huii| sabhI ke manA karane ke bAvajUda bhI ve niDara banakara paramAtmA ke darzanArtha nikala pdd'e| rAste meM apane zikAra ko dekhate hI arjunamAlI krodha se lAla banakara unheM mArane ke lie daudd'aa| use apanI ora Ate dekha seTha turaMta kAussagga dhyAna meM khar3e ho gae tathA jahA~ taka upasarga na Tale vahA~ taka cAroM AhAra kA tyAga kara diyaa| arjunamAlI unake pAsa aayaa| lekina zramaNopAsaka, zreSThivarya sudarzana ke kAussagga dhyAna ke prabhAva se hiMsaka yakSa arjunamAlI ke deha ko chor3akara bhAga gyaa| arjunamAlI behoza hokara gira pdd'aa| kucha dera bAda use hoza aayaa| vaha sudarzana zreSThI ke caraNoM meM gira pdd'aa| usane zreSThI se pUchA - "Apa kauna ho?| aura kahA~ jA rahe ho?" taba seTha ne javAba diyaa| "maiM prabhu vIra kA zrAvaka huuN| samIpa ke udyAna meM prabhu padhAre hai| maiM unake darzana ke lie jA rahA huuN| tuma bhI mere sAtha calo tathA prabhu darzana se apanI AtmA ko pAvana bnaao|" arjunamAlI ko apane kie gae kukAryoM kA pazcAtApa hone lgaa| vaha prabhu ke darzanArtha gyaa| vahA~ prabhu kI dezanA sunakara usakA aMtaHkaraNa vairAgya se vAsita ho gyaa| usane paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM saMyama aMgIkAra kara usI samaya apane jIvana meM kie gae ghorAtighora pApoM ko prabhu ke samakSa pragaTa kie|apne kukAryoM ke prAyazcita ke rupa meM jIvana paryaMta chaTTha ke pAraNe cha? karane kI pratijJA lii|

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dIkSA ke pazcAt pAraNe ke dina jaba arjunamAlI muni gocarI vahorane jAne lage taba loga kahane lage ki "yaha hatyArA hai| isane mere pitA ko maaraa|" isI prakAra koI mA~, bhAI, bahana, putra, pati Adi kA ghAtaka batAkara unheM apamAna bhare zabdoM se dhikkArane lge| paraMtu arjunamAlI muni - "yaha saba mere hI karmoM kA phala hai" aisA socakara saba kucha samatApUrvaka sahana karane lge| isa prakAra pracaMDa samatA bhAva se sAre upasargoM ko sahana karate-karate unhoMne aMta meM anazana kara sarva ghAti karmoM ko kSaya kara kevalajJAna prApta kiyaa| chaH mahine taka nitya sAta-sAta jIvoM kI hatyA karane se chaH mahinoM ke 180 dinoM meM kula 1260 jIvoM kA ghAta kiyaa| jisake prAyazcita ke rupa meM cha: mahine taka utkRSTa tapa karake aMta meM kevalI banakara mokSa meM ge| ataH ghora se ghora pApI bhI usI bhava meM prAyazcita kara lene se mokSa meM jA sakatA hai| isalie kiye hue pApoM kI isI bhava meM zuddha AlocanA kara lenI caahie| 8 khaMdhaka RSi jitazatru rAjA tathA dhAriNI rAnI ko khaMdhaka nAmaka putra thaa| eka dina dharmaghoSa muni kI dezanA sunakara unake mana meM vairAgya utpanna huaa| mAtA-pitA kI AjJA lekara unhoMne saMyama jIvana aMgIkAra kiyaa| isa saMsAra sAgara ko asthira jAnakara khaMdhaka RSi chaTTha-aTThamAdi ugra tapa ke sAtha samiti-gupti kA pAlana karate hue vicara rahe the| eka dina ve apanI sAMsArika bahana kA sasurAla jisa nagarI meM thA, usa nagarI meM pdhaareN| ve rAja mahala ke nIce se guz2ara rahe the| taba rAjamahala ke jharokhe meM baiThI unakI bahana kI naz2ara munivara para pdd'ii| unheM dekhate hI usane apane bhAI muni ko pahacAna liyaa| bhAI muni kI aisI kRza-kAyA dekhakara rAnI ko bahuta duHkha lgaa| usane socA "oha ! maiM itane rAjabhoga meM masta hU~ aura mere bhAI kI yaha sthiti hai|" aisA socate hI rAnI kI A~khoM meM A~sU A ge| rAjA ne yaha sArA dRzya dekha liyA tathA unhoMne anumAna lagAyA ki "jarura yaha merI rAnI kA koI purAnA premI hogaa|" isase rAjA ko bahuta krodha aayaa| unhoMne turaMta apane sainikoM ko bulAkara kahA "jAo, usa muni kI khAla (camar3I) utArakara mere samakSa upasthita kro|" rAjasevaka AjJA kA pAlana karane hetu muni ke pAsa gae tathA unheM sArI bAta btaaii| yaha suna kSamA ke bhaMDAra muni AnaMda vibhora ho ge| apane karmoM ko tor3ane ke lie sAmane se Ae nimitta ko ve itanI sahajatA se jAne nahIM denA cAhate the| unhoMne rAjasevakoM se kahA ki "bhAI, Apa sukhapUrvaka apane rAjA kI AjJA kA pAlana kreN| bahuta varSoM taka tyAga-tapa karane se yaha kAyA kRza bana gaI hai| ataH camar3I utAra ne meM Apako thor3I takalIpha to hogii| paraMtu phira bhI maiM apanI kAyA ko vosirA detA huuN| tatpazcAt

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Apa jaise cAho vaise merI isa kAyA ko ulaTa-palaTa kara apanA kArya pUrNa kara sakate ho| aMta meM maiM rAjA sahita Apa sabhI ko bhI khUba-khUba dhanyavAda detA hU~ jo Apa loga mere karmoM ko kSaya karane meM merI itanI madada kara rahe ho|" unhoMne cAroM zaraNa svIkAra kie| jagata ke sarva jIvoM se kSamAyAcanA kara apanI kAyA ko vosirA kara khaMdhaka RSi kAussagga dhyAna meM sthira khar3e ho ge| anicchA se rAjasevakoM ne apanA kArya zuru kiyaa| camar3I utArane kI asahya pIr3A ko eka tarapha rakhakara khaMdhaka RSi zubha dhyAna meM magna ho ge| kSapakazreNI para Arur3ha hokara apane ghAti karmoM kA kSaya kiyaa| usI kSaNa AyuSya karma pUrA ho jAne ke kAraNa zeSa aghAti karmoM kA bhI nAza kara khaMdhaka RSi aMtakRt kevalI banakara anaMta AnaMda vedana ke sthAna rupa siddhagati ko prApta hue| usI vakta khUna se lathapatha unakI mu~hapatti ko mA~sa kA piMDa samajhakara eka pakSI use lekara ur3a rahA thaa| acAnaka rAnI jahA~ mahala meM khar3I thI vahI usakI coMca meM se mu~hapatti gira gii| rAnI ne usa mu~hapatti ko pahacAna liyA tathA turaMta rAjasevakoM ko bulAkara sArI bAta puuchii| rAjasevakoM ne rAjAjJA ke bAre meM btaayaa| apane bhAI muni kI itanI nirdayI mauta sunakara rAnI behoza ho gii| hoza meM Ate hI vaha z2ora-z2ora se rudana karane lgii| jaba rAjA ko saccAI jJAta huI taba unake bhI pazcAtApa kA pAra nahIM rhaa| rAjA muni ke deha ke pAsa jAkara socane lage ki - "dhikkAra hai mere jIvana ko, dhikkAra hai merI AtmA ko, mahAsamatAvAn aise muni ko niSkAraNa hI itanI nirdayatA pUrvaka mArane kA Adeza diyaa| he prabhu ! merI kyA gati hogI? mujhe kahA~ sthAna milegA? isa prakAra pazcAtApa kI dhArA bahane lagI tathA saMsAra ke svarupa ko samajhakara rAjA-rAnI donoM ne saMyama aMgIkAra kiyaa| apane kie hue pApoM kI AlocanA kara vaha rAjA bhI apane karmoM kA kSaya kara kevalI banakara mokSa meM ge| dhanya hai khaMdhaka RSi ko, jinhoMne itanA duSkara pariSaha samatA bhAva se sahana kara siddha pada ko prApta kiyaa| dhanya hai usa rAjA ko ! jinhoMne RSi hatyA ke prAyazcita meM rAjavaibhava chor3akara saMyama jIvana aMgIkAra kiyA tathA kevalI banakara kaI jIvoM kA kalyANa kiyaa| jahA~ paramAtmA ne ekendriyAdi jIvoM kI hatyA meM bhI mahApApa batAyA hai| vahA~ mAtra paMcendriya hI nahIM, apitu eka paMcamahAvratadhArI muni kI hatyA karane ke bAvajUda bhI rAjA ne zuddha bhAvoM se AlocanA kara siddhagati prApta kara lii| isase yaha siddha hotA hai ki bar3e pApa kI bhI zuddha AlocanA karane para sAre pApa dhUla jAte haiN| parantu isake viparIta choTe se pApa ko bhI yadi chupAe to vaha ati bhayaMkara pariNAma denevAlA hotA hai| AIe yaha dekhate hai lakSmaNAsAdhvIjI ke jIvana caritra ke mAdhyama. se|

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lakSmaNA rAjakumArI yaha prasaMga Aja se 79 cauvIsI pahale kA hai| usa kAla meM lakSmaNA nAmaka eka rAjakumArI huii| pUrvakRt pApa karma ke udaya se vivAha maMDapa meM hI pati kI mRtyu ho gaI / jisase vaha bAla vidhavA bana gii| tatpazcAt vaidhavya kA pAlana karate hue kucha samaya bAda pUrNa rupa se saMsAra se virakta hokara unhoMne saMyama jIvana svIkAra kiyaa|. eka dina lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI paramAtmA kI dezanA zravaNa karane jA rahI thii| usI samaya rAste meM kucha kSaNa ke lie IryAsamiti kA pAlana karane meM cuka gaI aura unakI dRSTi Upara utthii| vahA~ unhoMne eka vRkSa para cakalA-cakalI ke yugala ko maithuna krIDA karate hue dekhaa| yaha kriyA dekhate hI unake mana meM halacala maca gii| unhoMne socA ki "paramAtmA ne sAdhu jIvana meM maithuna sevana kI chUTa kyoM nahIM dI ? are hA~ ! aba samajha meM AyA ki tIrthaMkara prabhu chUTa kaise de sakate haiM? strI veda, puruSa veda ke udaya kA duHkha to unheM hotA hI nahIM hai| yadi paramAtmA ne vedodaya ke duHkha kA anubhava kiyA hotA to usakI chUTa avazya dete|" dUsare hI kSaNa unake vicAra palaTa ge| itane bhayaMkara kuvicAra ke lie lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI ko pazcAtApa hone lgaa| unhoMne apane pApa ko dhikkArate hue socA ki, " are yaha maiMne kyA vicAra kiyA? bhagavAna to sarvajJa hai, unako tIna kAla kA jJAna hai| vedodaya kI vedanA kA sAkSAt anubhava kare yA na kare isameM unako kyA pharaka par3atA hai ? binA anubhava ke bhI jJAna se ve saba kucha jAnate hI hai| vedodaya ke duHkha ke sAtha-sAtha unhoMne yaha bhI dekhA hai ki vedodaya ke AdhIna hone se jIva kitanA duHkhI hotA hai ? use kitane bhavoM taka bhaTakanA par3atA hai? isI kAraNa apAra karuNA ke sAgara paramAtmA ne aisI azubha kriyA kI chUTa nahIM dI / " lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI ko aba apane kie para bahuta pazcAtApa hone lgaa| unhoMne socA ki, "maiMne kitanA azubha vicAra kiyA hai| merI kyA gati hogI ? Aja yahA~ sAkSAt paramAtmA dezanA de rahe haiN| maiM vahA~ jAkara apanI kI huI bhUla kA prAyazcita kara apanI AtmA ko punaH vizuddha kara luuN|" prAyazcita lene ke aise vicAra se sAdhvIjI ne jaise hI paira uThAyA ki unake paira meM kA~TA cubha gyaa| kA~TA cubhanA eka apazukana mAnA jAtA hai| isalie lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI ke vicAra punaH palaTane lge| unhoMne socA "merI chApa jagata meM mahAsatI bAla vidhavA tathA ucca zIyalavatI ke rupa meM haiN| yadi maiM apanA yaha vicAra sabake sAmane pragaTa kara dU~ to logoM meM merI kitanI niMdA hogii| aba kyA karU~ ? prAyazcita to karanA hI hai| paraMtu mujhe svayaM ko aisA kuvicAra AyA yaha batAne ke badale yadi maiM paramAtmA se ese pUcheM ki yadi kisI ko aisA vicAra Ae to kyA prAyazcita AtA hai ? to merA kArya ho jAe~gA aura bAda meM paramAtmA jo prAyazcita deMge vaha kara luuNgii| aisA nizcita kara ve dezanA sunane ge| dezanA ke pazcAt lakSmaNA - -

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sAdhvIjI ne svayaM ke pApa kA prAyazcita mAyA karake dUsaroM ke nAma se pUchA / trilokaguru sarvajJa paramAtmA to jAnate hI the ki dUsaroM ke nAma se lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI jo pUcha rahI haiM vaha svayaM kI hI bAta hai, paraMtu paramAtmA mauna rhe| prabhu ne lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI se kucha bhI nahIM pUchA ki "isa taraha kyoM pUcha rahI ho ? yaha to mAyA hai," kyoMki paramAtmA jAnate the ki isa jIva kI bhavitavyatA hI aisI hai| aba kisI bhI upAya dvArA kucha bhI honA asaMbhava hai| ataH paramAtmA ne unheM prAyazcita pradAna kiyA / lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI ne prAyazcita ko turaMta hI pUrNa kara diyA paraMtu prAyazcita lete vakta kI huI mAyA kI AlocanA unhoMne nahIM kii| apanI mAyA ke pApa ko dhone ke lie vaha svayaM apane mana se jyAdA tapa karane lgii| kula pacAsa varSa taka unhoMne ghora tapa kiyaa| do upavAsa ke pAraNe tIna upavAsa, tIna upavAsa ke pAraNe cAra upavAsa, cAra upavAsa ke pAraNe pA~ca upavAsa isa prakAra kA ugra tapa kula 10 varSa taka kiyaa| phira eka upavAsa ke pAraNe do upavAsa kA tapa do varSa taka kiyaa| pAraNe meM bhI lukhI nIvi kii| usake bAda mAtra seke hue anAz2a khAkara do varSa taka tapa kiyaa| tatpazcAt mAsakSamaNa ke pAraNe mAsakSamaNa lagAtAra 16 varSa taka kie aura usake bAda satata AyaMbila kA tapa 20 varSa taka kiyaa| aise kula 50 varSa taka ghoratapa karane ke bAvajUda bhI mAyA kI AlocanA nahIM lene ke kAraNa pApa kA prAyazcita nahIM huaa| AyuSya pUrNa hone para mRtyu ko prApta kara vezyA ke ghara ati rupavatI dAsI ke rupa meM utpanna hui / dezyA ke ghara se bhAgakara chaH mahineM taka zreSThI ke ghara para rhii| seThAnI ne IrSyA ke kAraNa use mArakara usake Tukar3e-Tukar3e karake gIddha Adi pakSioM ko khilA die / isake bAda bahuta bhava bhramaNa karate hue naradeva cakravartI kA strI ratna bnii| vahA~ se, marakara chaTThI naraka meM gii| vahA~ se kutte kI yoni meM utpanna huii| aneka bAra janma-maraNa ko prApta karake nirdhana brAhmaNa bnii| anukrama se vyaMtara, phira vahA~ se 7 bhava taka pAr3A bnii| vahA~ se naraka gamana, manuSya-machalI anArya deza meM strI rupa meM utpanna huii| vahA~ se marakara chaTThI naraka meM, vahA~ se kor3ha roga vAlI manuSya bnii| bAda meM pazu-s - sarpa Adi yoni meM utpanna huii| marakara pA~cavI naraka meM gii| isa prakAra cAra gati meM paribhramaNa karake lakSmaNA kA jIva Ane vAlI caubIsI ke prathama tIrthaMkara zrI padmanAbha svAmI ke kAla meM kisI gA~va meM kubar3I strI hogii| vahA~ kucha puNyodaya ke kAraNa zrI padmanAbha prabhu ke darzana prApta hoNge| karma ke vipAka ko jAnakara zuddha AlocanA kara siddha pada ko prApta kregii| isa caritra se yaha samajhane jaisA hai ki lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI ne AlocanA lI tathA prAyazcita pUrNa bhI kiyaa| paraMtu AlocanA karate vakta kI huI mAyA kI unhoMne punaH AlocanA nahIM lii| pariNAma svarupa unheM 80 caubIsI taka isa saMsAra meM bhramaNa karate hue kaI duHkhoM ko sahana karanA pdd'aa| 104

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00 212 .... lavaNa samudra 100 jambUdvIpa tavajhAna 4 meru parvata CH wwwwwwwwwwww A snAtrapUjA 00 1. 2. 3. AAA BU C 4 gautama dvIpa sUrya dvIpa candra dvIpa velaMdhara parvata anuvelaMdhara parvata pAtAla kalaza havA havA-pAnI mizra pAnI 10,000 yojana cauDI evaM 16,000 yojana UMcI jala kI zikhA

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merA kyA doSa? kyA ApakI pataMga mere jIvana kI pataMga kATegI ? kyA ApakA mAMjA mere mRtyu kI citkAra se raMgegA ? kyA ApakI maz2A hamAre lie mauta kI sajA banegI ? o bhAI ? zauka ke lie krUratA? kabhI bhI nahIM...? nirdoSa! abola ! asahAya ! pazu-pakSiyoM ne ApakA kyA bigAr3A hai....? o yuvAnoM ! jarA itanA to soco. phIrakI aura pataMga lekara Teresa para jAte hue jarA itanA to soco ki kahI maiM zikArI to nahIM hU~? jaise zikArI tIrakamAna lekara jaMgala meM zikAra karane nikalatA hai, vaise hI maiM phIrakI aura pataMga lekara Teresa para jA rahA hU~ | pataMga ur3Ate hue mere mAMje se kisI pakSI kI gardana to nahIM kaTa jAe~gI na ? jo aisA ho to samajhanA ki maiM bhI eka acche kula kA zikArI hU~ | pharaka basa itanA hai ki jaMgala kA zikArI apane peTa ke lie jaMgala meM jAkara zikAra karatA hai aura maiM to mAtra mere zauka ke lie Teresa para jAkara zikAra kara rahA huuN| ___ he mAnava ! tU kevala itanA to soca ki kahI usa pakSI ke aMDe yA bacce paravarIza ke lie mAtA kI rAha dekhate to nahIM baiThe, yA usa pakSI ne kahI garbha dhAraNa to nahIM kiyA hogA na ? Aie hama pataMga nahIM uDAkara abola pakSiyoM kI kabra khodane ke mahApApa se baceM...

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ticchAloka meM dvIpa-samudra kI lavaNa samudra jaMbUdvIpa ke cAroM tarapha 2 lAkha yojana kA lavaNa samudra hai| isake pAnI kA svAda namaka ke samAna khArA hone se isakA nAma lavaNa samudra hai| isake aMdara mukhya cAra pAtAla kalaza hai| ye eka lAkha yojana gahare evaM bIca meM 1 lAkha yojana vistRta haiN| ina kalazoM ke tIna bhAga hai| usake nIce ke prathama bhAga meM havA hai, dUsare madhya bhAga meM havA-pAnI mizra evaM tIsare Upara ke bhAga meM sirpha pAnI hai| eka dina meM do bAra pahale-dUsare bhAga kI havA zvAsa ke samAna U~cI-nIcI hotI hai| isase pUrA samudra kSobhAyamAna hotA hai tathA samudra meM jvAra-bhATA AtA hai| __ lavaNa samudra ke madhya bhAga meM 10,000 yojana caur3I evaM 16,000 yojana U~cI zikhA hai| havA ke khalabhaloTa ke kAraNa yaha zikhA 2 gAu U~cI jAtI hai| isase adhika U~cI jAne se use 60,000 deva rokate haiN| isa khalabhalATa ke kAraNa isa pAnI ko jambUdvIpa meM Ane se 42,000 deva rokate haiM evaM 72,000 deva dhAtakI khaNDa meM pAnI ko jAne se rokate haiN| 4 pAtAla kalazoM ke pAsa meM 4 velaMdhara parvata hai evaM vidizA meM 4 anuvelaMdhara parvata hai| ina AThoM parvatoM para 1-1 zAzvata caitya hai| jambUdvIpa se pazcima meM 12 haz2Ara yojana samudra meM jAne para gautama dvIpa hai| vahA~ lavaNa samudra ke adhiSThAyaka susthita deva rahate haiN| gautama dvIpa ke donoM tarapha 2-2 sUrya dvIpa hai| isI prakAra pUrva meM cAra candra dvIpa haiN| zikhA ke dUsarI tarapha 8-8 sUrya evaM caMdra dvIpa haiN| anya samudroM meM pAtAla kalaza nahIM hone ke kAraNa jvAra bhATA nahIM aataa| jambUdvIpa evaM dhAtakI khaNDa se lavaNa samudra kI zikhA tarapha 95,000 yojana jAne para gaharAI bar3hatI bar3hatI 1000 yojana evaM jala kI vRddhi 700 yojana hotI hai| usake bAda 10,000 yojana kI caur3I zikhA mUla se 17,000 evaM samabhUtalA se 16,000 yojana U~cI hai| dhAtakI khaNDa tathA ardhapuSkaravara dvIpa dhAtakI khaNDa evaM ardhapuSkaravara dvIpa valayAkAra meM hai tathA dakSiNa evaM uttara meM rahe hue do-do iSukAra (bANa ke AkAra vAle) parvata se pUrva-pazcima do bhAgoM meM vibhakta hai| puSkaravara dvIpa kI yaha vizeSatA hai ki vaha 16 lAkha yojana kA hote hue bhI usake ThIka madhya bhAga meM rahe hue mAnuSottara parvata se yaha dvIpa do bhAgoM meM ba~Ta jAtA hai| mAnuSottara parvata se Age kA AdhA bhAga manuSya kSetra ginA jAtA 105

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hai| ataH puSkaravara dvIpa ke pUrva-pazcima 8-8 lAkha yojana taka hI manuSya kSetra hai| bAki kSetrAdi meM manuSyoM kA janma-maraNa Adi nahIM hotaa| do dhAtakI khaNDa evaM do puSkaravara dvIpa ina cAroM kA varNana jambUdvIpa ke samAna hI samajheM paraMtu aMtara itanA hai ki ye dvIpa valayAkAra evaM jambUdvIpa kI apekSA se bar3e-bar3e hone se inake vAsakSetra evaM parvata Adi sarva vastue~ kramazaH bar3I-bar3I evaM AkAra meM bhI thor3e pharka vAlI hai| DhAI dvIpa kI karma tathA akarma bhUmiyA~ jambUdvIpa kI kisI bhI vastu ko 5 se gunA karane para DhAI dvIpa kI vastu prApta hotI hai| jambUdvIpa meM bhAta, airAvata evaM mahAvideha ye tIna karmabhUmi hai to DhAI dvIpa meM kula 5 bharata, 5 airAvata evaM 5 pahAvideha kSetra hone se 3X5=kula 15 karma bhUmiyA~ haiN| jambUdvIpa meM 6 akarma bhUmi hone se DhAIdvIpa meM kula 6X5=30 akarma bhUmiyA~ hai tathA 5 meru parvata haiN| / manuSya loka tathA sUrya-candra paMkti ti loka ke sabase bIca meM thAlI ke AkAra kA jambUdvIpa hai| paraMtu usake bAda sAre dvIpasamudra valayAkAra (cUr3I kA AkAra) hone se pUrva-pazcima do bhAgoM meM vibhakta hai| kula r3hAI-dvIpa -- pramANa arthAt 45 lAkha yojana vistRta aisA manuSya loka hai| isa r3hAI dvIpa meM kula 132 sUrya evaM 132 candra hai| dvIpa-samudra | sUrya | candra | dvIpa-samudra kA mApa . | jambUdvIpa | 2 | 1 lAkha yojana | pUrva lavaNa samudra ___2 | 2 lAkha yojana | pazcima lavaNa samudra 2 | 2 lAkha yojana pUrva dhAtakI khaNDa 6 | 4 lAkha yojana pazcima dhAtakI khaNDa | 6 | 6 | 4 lAkha yojana pUrva kAlodadhi samudra 21 | 8 lAkha yojana pazcima kAlodadhi samudra 8 lAkha yojana | pUrva ardha puSkaravara dvIpa 36 36 | 8 lAkha yojana | pazcima ardha puSkaravara dvIpa ___36 | 8 lAkha yojana | 21 dvIpa-samudra rupa manuSya kSetra meM kula | 132 | 132 | 45 lAkha yojana 2 / . 2 2 6 21 21 21 36

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4 Chao saM.va. vi. 195 hajAra yojana aMtara 110000 yo. lavaNa samudra lavaNa samudra meM gotIrtha evaM jalavRddhi kA dikhAva DholAI 1 1410000 T 1000 yo. lavaNa samudra meM zikhA kA dikhAva + jala zikhA 16000 yA. jaMbUdIpa lavaNa samuddha dhA ta 195 hajAra yojana aMtara khaM Da Rela mAli

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DhAI dvIpa airAvata kSetra airAvata kSetra hiraNyavaMta kSetra hiraNyavaMta kSetra ramyaka kSetra ziravarI parvata ipukAra parvata zikharI parvata ramyaka kSetra rukmi parvata rukmi parvata nIlavaMta parvata nIlavaMta parvata mahAvideha kSetra mahAvideha kSetra niSadha parvata meru parvata jaMbU dvIpa lavaNa samudra ghAtakI khaMDa kAlodadhi samudra niSadha parvata mahAhimavaMta parvata harivarSa kSetra mAhimavaMta parvata harivarSa kSetra laghuhimavaMta parvata iSukAra parvata himavaMta kSetra laghuhimavata parvata bharata kSetra bharata kSetra himavaMta kSetra mAnuSottara parvata naMdIzvara dvIpa

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sUrya-candra kI paMkti : DhAI dvIpa meM 132 sUrya aura 132 candra Amane-sAmane 66-66 kI paMkti meM calate haiN| lavaNa samudra meM calane vAle candra-sUrya udaka sphaTika ratna se bane hue haiN| jisase 16,000 yojana U~cI zikhA ke bIca meM se jaba ye calate haiM taba inake prabhAva se pAnI inako calane lie mArga detA hai evaM inakI kAMti Adi ko kSati nahIM pahu~catI / r3hAI dvIpa 66 sUrya 66 caMda 66 caMdra 66 sUrya kAlodadhi samudra : yaha samudra dhAtakI khaNDa ke bAda AtA haiN| isa samudra kA pAnI kAlA hone se isakA nAma kAlodadhi hai| dhAtakI khaNDa kI jagati (sImA) se 12,000 yojana pUrva-pazcima dizA meM jAne para gautama dvIpa ke samAna yahA~ ke adhiSThAyaka kAla- mahAkAla deva ke sthAna hai| kAlodadhi kI jagati se 12,000 yojana aMdara jAne para kAlodadhi ke 42 sUrya tathA 42 candra ke dvIpa hai| isa samudra meM pAtAla kalaza Adi kucha nahIM hai| isa samudra ke pAnI kA svAda bAriza ke pAnI jaisA hotA hai| manuSya loka ke bAhara asaMkhya dvIpa - samudra mAtra manuSya loka meM hI manuSyoM kA janma-maraNa hotA hai| usake bAhara rucaka dvIpa taka cAraNa muni tathA vidyAdharoM kA gamanAgamana hotA hai, paraMtu vahA~ kisI kI mRtyu nahIM hotI / vyavahAra - siddha kAla, agni, candra-sUryAdi kA paribhramaNa, utpAta sUcaka gAMdharva nagara Adi padArtha DhAI dvIpa ke bAhara nahIM hote| puSkaravara dvIpa ke bAda sAde pAnI vAlA tathA 32 lAkha yojana vistAra vAlA puSkaravara samudra hai| usake bAda ke dvIpa samudra isa prakAra hai| :

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| dvIpa yojana samudra yojana pAnI kA svAda | 4 vAruNIvara 64 lAkha vAruNIvara 128 lAkha dAru jaisA ilAyacI Adi sugaMdhI dravya se mizrita 5 kSIravara 256 lAkha kSIravara / |512 lAkha / | dUdha jaisA ilAyacI Adi sugaMdhI dravya se mizrita | 6 ghRtavara | 1024 lAkha ghRtavara 2048 lAkha | ghI jaisA ilAyacI Adi sugaMdhI dravya se mizrita | 7 ikSuvara 4096 lAkha | ikSuvara 9192 lAkha | ikSu (selaDI) ke rasa samAna ilAyacI Adi sugaMdhI dravya se mizrita 8 naMdIzvara 16384 lAkha naMdIzvara / / pUrva-pUrva | ikSu (selaDI) ke rasa samAna ilAyacI Adi sugaMdhI dravya se mizrita | 9 aruNa (pUrva-pUrva | aruNa / / dvIpa se | ikSu (selaDI) ke rasa samAna ilAyacI.Adi sugaMdhI dravya se mizrita / | 10 kuMDala | samudra se | kuMDala || dvIguNa | ikSu (selaDI) ke rasa samAna ilAyacI Adi sugaMdhI dravya se mizrita | | 11 rucaka / / dviguNa | rucaka || karanA | ikSu (selaDI) ke rasa samAna ilAyacI Adi sugaMdhI dravya se mizrita kAmalI kAla : jaMbUdvIpa se asaMkhya dvIpa-samudra ullaMghana karane ke bAda aruNavara samudra AtA hai| isake bIca meM se ekadama kAlA evaM pAnI ke jIvoM se banA huA tamaskAya nikalatA hai| jo vahA~ se nikalakara 3 9 rAja U~ce brahma devaloka taka pahu~catA hai| vaha jahA~ se jAtA hai ve saba sthAna kAle bana . jAte haiN| bhaya ke avasara meM devatA ina sthAnoM meM chipa jAte hai| brahma devaloka se phira nIce giratA huA yaha tamaskAya apane bharatakSetra Adi sthAnoM meM bhI AtA hai| ye apkAya ke jIva haiN| dina meM sUrya ke tApa se sUka jAne ke kAraNa ye jIva apane taka nahIM pahu~cate lekina saMdhyA samaya evaM rAtri meM ina jIvoM kI rakSA ke lie kAmalI or3hanI caahie| isa prakAra duniyA meM jitane bhI zubha nAma hai una sabhI nAma vAle asaMkhya dvIpa samudra hai| aMtima pA~ca dvIpa samudra kramazaH deva, nAga, yakSa, bhUta evaM svayaMbhUramaNa nAma vAle haiN| ina pA~ca nAma vAle dvIpa-samudra 1-1 hI hai| aMtima samudra donoM tarapha lagabhaga paoNva-paoNva rAja kula rAjaloka meM vyApta evaM sAde pAnI ke svAda vAlA hai| anya sabhI samudroM ke pAnI kA svAda sugaMdhI dravyoM se mizrita ikSurasa ke samAna hai| inameM se lavaNa samudra meM utkRSTa se 500 yojana vAle, kAlodadhi meM 700 yojana vAle evaM svayaMbhUramaNa samudra meM 1000 yojana vAle matsya hote haiN| ina samudroM meM matsya bahuta hote hai| anya samudroM meM alaga-alaga mApa vAle evaM kama matsya haiN| ye machaliyA~ nalI evaM cUr3I ina do sivAya sabhI AkAra vAlI hotI hai| arihaMta ke AkAra vAle matsya ko dekhakara kaI matsya ko jAti-smaraNa jJAna bhI ho jAtA hai| DhAI dvIpa ke bAhara kucha pakSI aise hai jo ur3ate haiM yA baiThate haiM taba unake paMkha khule hI rahate haiM aura kucha pakSI ke paMkha ur3ate yA baiThate vakta baMda hI rahate haiN| Upara vaimAnika devoM ke vimAna deva dvIpa ke Upara se zuru hokara svayaMbhUramaNa samudra ke Upara taka rahe hue haiN|

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DhAI dvIpa ke bAhara bhamarA kAnakhajUrA zaMkha AThavA~ naMdIzvara dvIpa atiramaNIya hai / isa dvIpa meM sthAna-sthAna para padmavara vedikA, sarvaratna ke utpAda parvata, suMdara bAvaDiyA~, bagIce Adi hai| bAbana jinamaMdira - isa dvIpa ke cAroM dizAoM meM aMjanaratna ke bane hue atisuMdara 4 aMjanagiri parvata hai| eka-eka aMjanagiri ke cAroM tarapha 4-4 golAkAra vAlI suMdara bAvaDiyA~ hai| ina bAvaDiyoM ke madhya bhAga meM ulTe pyAle ke AkAra vAle sapheda varNa ke sphaTika ratna ke dadhimukha parvata hai| arthAt 4x4 = 16 dadhimukha parvata hue| eka-eka dadhimukha parvata ke donoM tarapha eka - eka ratikara parvata haiN| arthAt 16x2=32 ratikara parvata hue| 4 aMjanagiri para 1 yojana kA bhI hotA hai| 3 gAu kA bhI hotA hai| 12 yojana mApa vAle bhI hote haiN| naMdIzvara dvIpa ke 52 jinAlaya 4 zA. jinAlaya haiN| 16 zA. jinAlaya haiN| 32 zA. jinAlaya haiN| kula 52 zA. jinAlaya haiN| tIrthaMkaroM ke kalyANaka ke meM aTThAI mahotsava karate haiM tathA dinoM meM evaM zAzvatI aTThAIyoM meM cAroM nikAya ke deva naMdIzvara dvIpa naMdIzvara dvIpa kI cAra vidizA meM 4-4 rAjadhAniyA~ hai| kula 16 rAjadhAniyoM meM 16 zAzvata caitya hai| ye rAjadhAniyA~ 8 saudharmendra kI paTarAniyoM kI evaM 8 izAnendra kI paTarAniyoM kI haiN| - 16 dadhimukha parvata para 32 ratikara parvata para

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jambUdvIpa meM pUrva dhAtakI khaMDa meM pazcima dhAtakI khaNDa meM do ISukAra parvata para pUrva puSkaravara dvIpa meM pazcima puSkaravara dvIpa meM do ISukAra parvata para dAIdvIpa meM naMdIzvara dvIpa ke kuNDala dvIpa kI cAra dizA meM rucaka dvIpa kI 4 dizA meM kula tircchAloka meM (kula caitya) 3179 ticrcchA loka meM zAzvata caitya =635_ cai. 20 -635 -635 60 -2 -635 kula mAnuSottara parvata para cAra dizA meM -4 cai. nandIzvara dvIpa meM saudharmendra -635 kI 8 evaM izAnendra kI 8 kula 16 indrANI kI rAjadhAnI meM -16 -20 cai. -2 -52 cai. -4 cai. -4 cai. -60 cai. = 1272 cai. = 1272 cai. = 3179 ye DhAI dvIpa ke caitya tIna daravAz2e vAle hone se 120 pratimA vAle hai| tIna daravAz2e ke madhya ke kula pratimAjI 381480 12 pratimAjI 108 pratimAjI ye DhAI dvIpa ke bAhara 120 pratimA vAle caitya hai 20x120=2400 pratimAjI 1.20 pratimA 3179x120=381480 pratimAjI haiN| dAI dvIpa ke bAhara ye caitya 4 daravAz2e vAle hone se 124 pratimAjI vAle hai / ( 60x124=7440 pratimAjI 2400 7440 3259 391320 parantu lavaNa samudra ke velaMdhara evaM anuvelaMdhara parvata ke zA. cai. bhI tircchAloka meM hI hai, yahA~ para vivakSA nahIM kI hai| usakI

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kI utkRSTa se 170 tIrthaMkara eka cauvIsI meM 24 tIrthaMkara, 12 cakravartI, 9 baladeva, 9 vAsudeva evaM 9 prativAsudeva ye 63 zalAkA puruSa hote haiM tathA / nArada evaM 11 rudra bhI hote haiN| cakravartI ke jItane yogya 6 khaNDa vAlI vijaya kula 170 hai ve isa prakAra hai| jambUdvIpa ke mahAvideha kI 32 vijaya, 1 bharata evaM 1 airAvata kI 34 vijaya pUrva dhAtakI khaNDa ke mahAvideha kI 32 vijaya, 1 bharata evaM 1 airAvata kI pazcima dhAtakI khaNDa ke mahAvideha kI 32 vijaya, 1 bharata evaM 1 airAvata kI 34 vijaya pUrva puSkarArdha ke mahAvideha kI 32 vijaya, 1 bharata evaM 1 airAvata kI 34 vijaya pazcima puSkarArdha ke mahAvideha kI 32 vijaya, 1 bharata evaM 1 airAvata kI 34 vijaya kula 170 vijaya eka vijaya meM eka sAtha do tIrthaMkara nahIM ho skte| isalie jaba ina sarva vijayoM meM 1-1 tIrthaMkara hote haiM, taba utkRSTa se 170 tIrthaMkara eka sAtha vicarate milate haiN| usa samaya utkRSTa se kevalI bhagavaMta 9 karor3a evaM 90 araba sAdhu bhagavaMta hote haiN| vartamAna meM 5 mahAvideha kI 4-4 vijayoM meM kula 5x4=20 tIrthaMkara paramAtmA jaghanya se vicara rahe haiM tathA kevalajJAnI 2 karor3a evaM 20 araba sAdhu bhagavaMta vicara rahe haiN| cakravartI evaM vAsudeva eka sAtha eka kSetra meM nahIM ho skte| ataH jaba cakravartI utkRSTa se 150 hote haiM, taba vAsudeva jaghanya se 20 hote haiM evaM jaba vAsudeva utkRSTa se 150 hote haiN| taba cakravartI jaghanya se 20 hote haiN| mahAvideha meM hamezA cauthA ArA hone se jisa vijaya meM tIrthaMkara nahIM hai vahA~ se bhI mokSa gamana cAlu hai| ca mokSa gamana kI prakriyA ___45 lAkha yojana pramANa manuSya loka ke kisI bhI sthAna se jIva mokSa meM jA sakatA hai| jahA~ se jIva mukta banatA hai usI AkAza zreNI se lokAgra bhAga meM jAkara jIva anaMta kAla taka siddhazIlA ke Upara rahatA hai| yaha siddhazIlA ThIka manuSya kSetra ke upara lokAgra se 1 yojana dUrI para hai| "iSadprAgbhAra" nAma kI yaha siddhazIlA 45 lAkha yojana vAlI evaM ardha mosaMbI ke AkAra jaisI gola hai| bIca meM ATha yojana moTAI vAlI evaM ghaTatI-ghaTatI makkhI ke paMkha jitanI kinArI para patalI hai| utkRSTa se 500 dhanuSa ke evaM jaghanya se 2 hAtha kI kAyA vAle jIva mokSa meM jA sakate haiN| apane zarIra meM 1/3 bhAga polAna vAlA sthAna haiN| mokSa meM jAte samaya yaha sthAna Atma pradezoM se bhara jAtA

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hai evaM zarIra ke 23 bhAga meM Atma pradeza samA jAte hai| arthAt 500 dhanuSavAle kI AtmA 333 % dhanuSa jitanI banatI hai| yaha anizcita AkAra hai| BF IIIIIIII IIIIIIHI. A-B= 45 lAkha yojana E-F= eka rAjaloka . A-C= 333 75 dhanuSa G-H= 45 lAkhatha yojana I-J= 8 yojana C-G= 3 gAu. 1667 - dhanuSa A-G= 1 yojana K-L= 45 lAkha yojana manuSya loka . AtmAoM ke Urdhvagamana ke hetu evaM upamA (1) pUrva prayoga : hAtha se pheMkI huI geMda ke samAna karma mukta AtmA U~cI jAtI hai| (2) baMdhaccheda : baMdhana mukta bane kapAsa ke samAna karma baMdhana se mukta AtmA U~cI jAtI hai| (3) asaMga : miTTI ke lepa se mukta tuMbaDe ke samAna karma mukta AtmA U~cI jAtI hai| (4) tathAgati pariNAma : AtmA kA svabhAva Urdhvagamana hone se AtmA U~cI jAtI hai| ina cAra kAraNoM se AtmA Urdhvagamana karatI hai| eka samaya meM 7 rAja kA aMtara kATa kara lokAgra bhAga taka aspRzad gati se pahuMcatI hai| Age dharmAstikAya nahIM hone ke kAraNa lokAgra bhAga meM sthira banatI hai| jaise jyota se jyota milatI hai| vaise eka hI sthAna meM anaMta AtmAe~ rahatI hai| ye mukta AtmA lokAgra meM adhara laTakI huI haiN| kyoMki siddhazIlA to lokAgra se 1 yojana = 8000 dhanuSa dUra hai| usameM Upara ke 333 5 dhanuSa bhAga meM AtmA rahatI hai| arthAt siddha ke jIva siddhazIlA se 3 gAu 1667 dhanuSa kI dUrI para hai|

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jIva prati samaya mokSa meM jA sakate haiN| jyAdA se jyAdA 6 mahine kA aMtara par3a sakatA haiN| arthAt 6 mahine meM to eka jIva avazya mokSa meM jAtA hI haiN| vana, nadI, meruparvata, samudra Adi r3hAI dvIpa ke pratyeka bhAga se anaMta AtmAe~ mokSa meM gaI hai| DhAI dvIpa meM aisA koI sthAna nahIM hai, jahA~ se anaMta jIva mokSa meM na gaye ho| pra. : lavaNa Adi samudra, vana evaM akarmabhUmi evaM kevalajJAna viccheda hone ke bAda karmabhUmi meM se jIva mokSa meM kaise jAte haiM? u.: pUrvabhava meM dveSa Adi ke kAraNa koI deva kisI manuSya kA yA kevalI kA saMharaNa kara lavaNa samudra ____ meM yA vana Adi meM chor3a de to vahA~ se bhI kevalajJAna prApta karake jIva mokSa meM jA sakate hai| jaba ki aisA to kabhI-kabhI banatA hai| lekina anaMta kAla meM anaMta bAra aisA bana jAtA hai| isalie aika-aika sthAna se anaMta jIva mokSa meM gaye haiN| pra. zatrujaya ke eka-eka kaMkara meM anaMta jIva mokSa meM gaye hai, aisA kahA jAtA hai aura Apa to sarva sthAna se anaMta jIva mokSa meM gaye haiM, aisA kahate ho to isakA tAtparya kyA samajhanA? u.: sarva sthAna se anaMta jIva mokSa meM gae hI hai, phira bhI zatrujaya parvata kA aisA mahAtmya hai ki anya sthaloM meM se jitane mokSa meM gaye haiM usase bhI aneka guNA adhika zatrujaya se mokSa meM gaye haiN| 'pra. niraMtara kitane samaya taka kitane jIva eka sAtha mokSa meM jA sakate haiM? u.: eka sAtha 1 se 32 taka kI saMkhyA meM se yadi jIva mokSa meM jAe~ to niraMtara 8 samaya taka jIva mokSa meM jA sakate hai| ___ udA.: jaise pUre ar3hI dvIpa meM se kahIM se bhI kula milAkara mAno 15 jIva mokSa meM gaye to dUsare samaya meM 22 tIsare samaya meM 5, cauthe samaya meM 32, pAMcaveM samaya meM 20, chaThe samaya meM 27, AThaveM samaya meM 1 jIva mokSa gyaa| isa prakAra 1 se 32 kI saMkhyA vAlA jIva niraMtara 8 samaya taka mokSa meM jA sakatA hai| usake bAda 1 samaya kA avazya aMtara par3egA hI yAni ki nauveM samaya meM koI bhI jIva mokSa meM jAyegA hI nhiiN| lekina 10 veM samaya meM phira se mokSa meM jA sakatA haiN| isI prakAra 33 se 48 kI saMkhyA vAle jIva niraMtara se 7 samaya taka mokSa meM jA sakate haiN| usake bAda avazya hI eka samaya kA aMtarAla par3atA hai vaise hI 6 samaya Adi meM kitane jIva niraMtara mokSa meM jA sakate haiM vaha nimna tAlikA se jAnA jA sakatA haiM

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kitane samaya taka niraMtara | kitane jIva kitane samaya taka niraMtara | kitane jIva 8 samaya taka 1 se 32 jIva 4 samaya taka 73 se 84 jIva 7 samaya taka 33 se 48 jIva 3 samaya taka 85 se 96 jIva 6 samaya taka 49 se 60 jIva | 2 samaya taka 97 se 102 jIva 5 samaya taka 61 se 72 jIva | 1 samaya taka 103 se 108 jIva manuSya meM se 1 samaya meM eka sAtha kitane siddhi hote haiM ? usakA koSTaka | utkRSTa 500 dhanu. kI U~cAI vAle | 2 | karmabhUmi meM saMharaNa se pAMDuka vana meM se 2 | avasarpiNI ke 1,2,3,6 Are meM saMharaNa se samudra meM se 2 | utsarpiNI ke 1,2,4,5,6 Are meM saMharaNa se draha aura nadiyoM se tIrtha sthApanA se pUrva 2 hAtha kI U~cAI vAle | 1-1 vijaya meM se . Urdhvaloka meM se avasarpiNI ke 5 veM Are me naMdana, bhadrazAla, somanasa vana meM se tIrthaMkara siddha pRthvI evaM apkAya meM se Aye hue adholoka meM adhogrAma se vanaspati meM se Aye hue 6 | tirchA loka meM se naraka meM se Aye hue 6 | puruSa meM se puruSa banakara puruSa meM se Aye hue karmabhUmi meM se puruSa meM se strI banakara utsarpiNI ke tIsare Are meM se puruSa meM se napu. banakara | avasarpiNI ke cauthe Are meM se strI meM se puruSa banakara 10 | tIrtha sthApanA ke pazcAt akarma bhUmi meM saMharaNa se 10 | devagati meM se Aye hue parabhava meM jAte samaya jIva kI gati jIva do gati se parabhava meM jAtA hai : (1) anugati : maraNa sthAna kI samazreNI meM yadi utpatti sthAna ho to jIva eka samaya meM hI parabhava meM pahu~ca jAtA hai| isa prakAra samazreNI se gamana karanA yaha Rju gati hai|

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1 Rju gati 2. eka samaya kI vigraha gati 3. do samaya kI vigraha gati 4. tIna samaya kI vigraha gati 5. cAra samaya kI vigraha gati ..(2) vigrahagati : jaba maraNa sthAna kI apekSA janma sthAna anya zreNI meM hotA hai taba jIva ko bIca meM mor3a lenA par3atA hai| AnupUrvI karma kA udaya jIva ko mor3a lene meM sahAyaka banatA hai| yaha vigrahagati jaghanya se 1 samaya kI evaM utkRSTa se 4 samaya kI hotI hai| ___(1) eka samaya kI vigrahagatiH trasa nAr3I meM rahA huA jIva prathama samaya meM vidizA meM se Akara prathama mor3a lekara dUsare samaya meM kisI bhI dizA meM utpanna hotA hai| (2) do samaya kI vigrahagati : pahale samaya meM trasa nAr3I ke bAhara kI dizA meM se aMdara AtA hai| yahA~ prathama mor3a lekara dUsare samaya Urdhvaloka meM jAtA hai| vahA~ dvitIya mor3a lekara trasa nAr3I ke bAhara kisI bhI dizA meM tIsare samaya utpanna hotA hai| isake bIca eka samaya ke lie jIva aNAhArI rahatA hai| (3) tIna samaya kI vigrahagati : adholoka kI vidizA meM se prathama samaya meM dizA meM AtA hai dUsare samaya meM prathama mor3a lekara trasa nAr3I meM AtA hai| tIsare samaya dUsarA mor3a lekara Upara jAtA hai| cauthe samaya tIsarA mor3a lekara trasa nAr3I ke bAhara kisI bhI dizA meM utpanna hotA hai| isake bIca meM do samaya ke lie jIva aNAhArI rahatA hai| (4) cAra samaya kI vigrahagati : pahale samaya meM adholoka kI vidizA meM se jIva adholoka kI dizA meM AtA hai| dUsare samaya mor3a lekara trasa nAr3I meM AtA hai| tIsare samaya meM mor3a lekara Urdhvaloka meM jAtA hai| cauthe samaya mor3a lekara trasa nAr3I ke bAhara kisI bhI dizA meM jAtA hai

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evaM pA~cave samaya mor3a lekara vidizA ke utpatti sthAna meM pahu~catA hai| isake bIca jIva 3 samaya ke lie aNAhArI rahatA hai| isa prakAra jIva vigrahagati meM bIca ke samayoM meM aNAhArI rahatA hai| prathama maraNa sthAna se AhAra lekara nikalatA hai evaM aMtima samaya jahA~ utpanna hotA hai vahA~ AhAra kara letA hai| isalie bIca ke samaya hI aNAhArI rahatA hai| pahale samaya to koI bhI jIva Rjugati se hI jAtA hai, dUsare samaya se vigrahagati hotI hai| Rjugati vAle jIva kA parabhava kA AyuSya prathama samaya se hI zuru ho jAtA hai| jabaki vigrahagati vAle jIva kA parabhava kA AyuSya dUsare samaya se zuru hotA hai| aisI vigrahagati meM jIva anaMtabAra aNAhArI banA hai| phira bhI jIva kA kalyANa nahIM huaa| isalie hameM bhagavAna ke pAsa aNAhArI pada aisA mA~ganA cAhie ki jo Ane ke bAda jAe~ nhiiN| arthAt zAzvata pada (mokSa) mA~ganA caahie| kA snAtra pUjA bhAvArtha ra sarasa zAMti sudhArasa.... zAMtinAtha bhagavAna ko bhAvabharA namana kara jisa prakAra devoM ne meruparvata para bhagavAna ke snAtra mahotsava ke samaya meM kusumAMjali kI thii| yahA~ usI kusumAMjali kA saMkSipta varNana kiyA gayA hai| yaha krama AdinAtha, zAMtinAtha, neminAtha, pArzvanAtha, vIraprabhu, cauvIsa jina, vIsa viharamAna bhagavAna evaM sarva jinezvaroM kI devoM ke dvArA kI gaI kusumAMjali kA prAkRta dohe se smaraNa karate hue dAla ke dvArA usa kusumAMjali kA yahA~ ke bhaktoM dvArA anukaraNa kiyA jA rahA hai| ___ tatpazcAt bhagavAna ko pradakSiNA pUrvaka caityavaMdana kara paramAtmA ke janma kalyANaka kI sahetuka vidhi zuru hotI hai| sayala jinezvara pAya namI.... sarvaprathama prabhu anAdi mithyAtva ko dUra kara samyaktva prApta karate haiM / usake bAda saMyama ko grahaNa kara sarva jIvoM ke kalyANa kI utkRSTa bhAvanA dvArA tIrthaMkara nAmakarma kA upArjana karate haiN| vahA~ se bIca meM eka deva kA bhava kara, vahA~ se cyava kara pandraha karmabhUmi ke 170 vijaya meM se kisI bhI vijaya meM rAjA kI paTarANI kI kukSi meM mati, zruta evaM avadhi ina tIna jJAna sahita utpanna hote haiN| yahA~ para upamA dI hai - jaise haMsa mAnasarovara meM hI rahatA hai vaise hI prabhu paTarANI kI kukSi meM hI Ate haiN| bhagavAna ke prabhAva se prabhu kI mAtA 14 mahAna svapna dekhatI hai| ve isa prakAra hai - 1. hAthI, 2. vRSabha, 3. kesarI siMha 4. lakSmIdevI, 5. raMgabiraMgI phUloM kI do mAlA,

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6. pUrNa caMdra, 7. udaya hotA tejasvI sUrya 8. vizAla dhvaja, 9. pUrNa kalaza, 10. padma sarovara, 11. kSIra samudra, 12. vimAna, 13. ratnoM kI rAzI 14. dhUma rahitaM agnizikhA / itane bhavya tathA spaSTa svapnoM ko dekhakara mAtA atizaya harSita ho jAtI hai| paramAtmA kA cyavana hote hI indra mahArAjA kA siMhAsana calAyamAna hotA hai| apane avadhijJAna se tAraka tIrthaMkara prabhu kA cyavana jAnakara ve atyadhika AnaMda vibhora ho jAte hai| trilokInAtha taraNatAraNa jahAja prabhu kI stuti karane ke lie bar3e ahobhAva pUrvaka siMhAsana se sAta-ATha kadama Age Akara zakrastava (namutthuNaM ) sUtra dvArA prabhu kI stuti - te - stavanA karate haiN| bhagavAna kI mAtA rAtrI meM hI rAjA ke pAsa jAkara svapna sunAkara usake artha ko grahaNa karatI hai| rAjA kahate hai- "tUM tIrthaMkara putra ko janma degI, jise tIna bhuvana namaskAra kreNge|" yaha sunakara mAtA harSita hotI hai| garbha ke prabhAva se vizva meM mithyAtvaM kA jora ghaTa jAtA hai| sarva jIva sukha kA anubhava karate haiM aura mAtA AnaMda evaM dharma pUrvaka rAtrI vyatIta karatI hai| zubha lagne jina janamiyA.... jaba sarva graha ucca sthAna meM hote haiM, aisI zubha ghar3I meM bhagavAna kA janma hotA hai| bhagavAna ke pA~coM kalyANaka meM nArakI meM bhI sukha kI lahara kSaNa - mAtra ke lie phaila jAtI hai| arthAt anyatra to avazya sukha phailatA hI hai / prabhu ke janma se saMpUrNa pRthvI nAca uThatI hai| prakRti pUrNa kalAoM se khila uThatI hai| pakSI khuzI se aisA kalarava karate hai-mAno prabhu ke janmotsava ke maMgalagIta gA rahe ho| maMda-maMda pavana prabhu janma kI sUcanA pRthvI para phailA rahA ho isa prakAra bahatA hai / chaH Rtue~ mAno prabhu janmotsava manAne AI ho, aisA sundara vAtAvaraNa sarjana karatI hai| sAre vRkSa, phala, phUla, latAe~ prabhu janma ke AnaMda ko vyakta karane ke lie khila uThatI haiN| pUrI sRSTi eka upavana kI taraha mahakane lagatI hai| prabhu ke janma ke samaya sRSTi kA varNana karatI stavana kI paMktiyA~ - "maMda pavana aura Rtu manuhArI, khile puSpa, phala aura latArI, sRSTi sakala lAge eka upavana prakRti manohAra re....." " bhagavAna ke pAMca kalyANaka meM sAta naraka meM honevAlA prakAza prathama naraka meM dUsarI naraka meM tIsarI naraka meM cauthI naraka meM tejasvI sUrya samAna AcchAdita (bAdala se Dhake hue) sUrya samAna tejasvI candra samAna AcchAdita candra samAna 117

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pA~cavIM naraka meM chaTThI naraka meM sAtavIM naraka meM chappana dikkumArI kRta janma mahotsava sAMbhalo kalaza jina : prabhu kA janma hote hI 56 dikkumArikAoM kA Asana calAyamAna hotA hai| ye deviyA~ ku~vArI hotI hai| aneka anya deviyoM kI svAminI hai| gajadaMta parvata evaM rucaka dvIpa ke parvata para inakA vAsa sthAna hai| avadhijJAna se prabhu ke janma ko jAnakara ati prasanna hotI huI prabhu ke janma sthAna para AtI hai evaM sampUrNa sUtikA karma kara khuziyA~ manAtI hai / inake kArya evaM sthAna56 dikkumArikAoM ke sthAna saMkhyA kArya 4 gajadaMta ke nIce adholoka kI meru parvata para Urdhvaloka kI dakSiNa rucaka kI pUrva rucaka kI uttara rucaka kI pazcima rucaka kI adhobhAga rucaka kI vidizA rucaka kI 8 8 8 8 8 8 4 graha samAna nakSatra samAna tArA samAna 4 sUtikA gRha banAtI hai evaM bhUmi zuddhi karatI hai| sugaMdhI jala chiTakatI hai| kalaza bharakara dhAraNa karatI hai| darpaNa dhAraNa karatI hai| cAmara dhAraNa karatI hai| paMkhA karatI hai| rakSApoTalI bAMdhatI hai| dIpaka grahaNa karatI hai| 56 56 dikkumArikAe~ svakArya karane ke pazcAt tIna kadalI gRha (kele ke pattoM se ghara) banAtI hai| usameM se prathama meM prabhu tathA prabhu mAtA ko pIThI colatI hai| dUsare meM snAna karAtI hai| tIsare meM vastrAlaMkAra pahanAkara kusuma se pUjA karatI hai evaM naz2ara na lage isalie araNI ke kASTa ko jalAkara usakI rAkha kI poTalI bAMdhakara prabhu tathA mAtA ko zayyA para padharAtI hai| phira mAtA evaM prabhu ko namaskAra karake mAtA ko kahatI hai ki, - "tumhArA putra hameM ati priya hai evaM jaba taka meru, sUrya evaM caMdra hai taba taka ApakA putra ciraMjIvI bneN|" aise AziSa dekara bhagavAna ke guNa gAtI gAtI apane sthAna para jAtI haiN|

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jina janmyAjI.... usa samaya 64 idroM ke siMhAsana kampAyamAna hote haiN| avadhijJAna se indra prabhu ke janma ko jAnate haiN| avadhijJAna se bhagavAna ke janma ko jAnakara saba indra apane-apane adhikAra vAle sabhI vimAnoM meM sunAI de aisA bar3A sughoSA ghaMTa bajavAte haiN| isa ghaMTa ke nAda se sabhI devaloka meM prabhu janma kI sUcanA milatI hai tathA sabhI devoM ko prabhu janmotsava ke lie meruparvata para padhArane kA AmaMtraNa milatA hai| isa ghaMTa kI sumadhura dhvani se sabhI ko arhAnaMda kA anubhava hotA hai| ghaMTa-nAda se sarva vimAnoM kI choTIchoTI ghaMTiyA~ bhI bajane lagatI haiN| una ghaMTiyoM ke nAda meM prabhu kA meru parvata para janma mahotsava karane jAne kI ghoSaNA hotI hai| isase sabhI devI-devatA meru parvata kI ora gamana karate haiN| dizinAyakajI : pUrA DhAI dvIpa 5 sItA evaM 5 sItodA nadiyoM ke kAraNa dakSiNArdha evaM uttarArdha ina do bhAgoM meM ba~Ta jAtA hai| jaba uttarArdha kI 85 vijayoM meM prabhu kA janma hotA hai| taba usa dizA ke nAyaka izAnendra janma mahotsava ke adhikArI banate haiM evaM jaba dakSiNArdha kI 85 vijayoM meM prabhu kA janma hotA hai| taba usa dizA ke nAyaka saudharmendra prabhu ke janmAbhiSeka ke adhikArI banate haiN| ___ema sAMbhalIjI : sughoSA Adi ghaMTa kI AvAz2a ko sunakara sabhI deva meruparvata kI ora jAte haiM evaM bharata kSetra meM bhagavAna kA janma huA hai, isa apekSA se saudharmendra apane parivAra ke sAtha pAlaka vimAna meM baiThakara bharata kSetra meM Ane ke lie nikalate haiN| sarva prathama devaloka se ravAnA hokara asaMkhya yojana tirchA Ate haiN| phira asaMkhya yojana nIce jAne para naMdIzvara dvIpa AtA haiN| vahA~ 1 lAkha yojana ke "pAlaka vimAna" kA saMkoca karate hai evaM saMkoca karate-karate prabhu ke janma sthAna para Ate haiN| vahA~ Akara prabhu tathA mAtA ko vaMdana kara evaM badhAI dete hue kahate haiM ki - "he ratnakukSi dhAriNI ! mAtA. ! maiM zakra nAmaka saudharmendra Apake putra kA suMdara janma mahotsava karUMgA", isa prakAra kahakara mAtA ke pAsa prabhu ke pratibiMba ko sthApita kara mAtA ko avasvApiNI nidrA dete haiN| phira kaI deva-devI sAtha meM hone para bhI bhakti ke atireka se svayaM pA~ca vaikriya rupa banAte haiN| eka se bhagavAna ko kara saMpuTa meM dhAraNa karate haiM, eka se chatra dhAraNa karate haiM, eka se Age vajra uchAlate haiM evaM do rupa se cAmara vIMjate haiN| isa prakAra bhagavAna ko lekara saudharmendra meru parvata para Ate haiN| usa samaya anya deva-deviyA~ bhI harSa se nAca gAna karate hue prabhu ke sAtha meruparvata para Ate haiN| ___meru uparajI .... meru parvata ke pAMDuka vana meM cAroM dizAoM meM cAra bar3I-bar3I zilAe~ haiN| usameM se saudharmendra prabhu ko dakSiNa kI atipAMDukaMbalA zilA para rahe siMhAsana para abhiSeka ke lie le Ate haiN| itane meM dUsare 63 indra bhI vahA~ pahu~ca jAte haiN|

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malyA causaTha surapati... ___64 indroM kI gaNanA 10 bhavanapati ke dakSiNa evaM uttara dizA ke milAkara 20 indra 8 vyaMtara ke dakSiNa evaM uttara dizA ke milAkara 16 indra 8 vANavyaMtara ke dakSiNa evaM uttara dizA ke milAkara 16 indra asaMkhya candra ko milAkara 1 ginane se 1 candra indra asaMkhya sUrya ko milAkara 1 ginane se ' 1 sUrya indra 12 devaloka meM se 9 veM, 10 veM evaM 11 veM, 12 veM devaloka ke bIca meM 1-1 indra hone se 12 devaloka ke kula 10 indra . kula 64 indra sura sAMbhalI ne saMcariyA .... 64 indra meM sabase bar3e acyutendra hone se unakI AjJA se sabhI deva mAgadha, varadAma Adi tIrthoM ke, padmadraha Adi drahoM ke, gaMgA Adi nadI ke evaM kSIrasamudra Adi samudroM meM se pAnI ke kalaza bharate haiM evaM bhadrazAla, naMdana vana Adi sthAnoM se auSadhiyA~ evaM phUla ke thAla bharakara lAte haiN| dhUpadAnI Adi upakaraNa jo-jo siddhAMta meM batAye haiM, ve sabhI lekara zIghra -meru parvata gae Ate haiM evaM prabhu ko dekhakara harSita banate hue sabhI kalazAdika sAmagrI indra ke sAmane rakhate haiM evaM svayaM bhagavAna ke guNa-gAna gAne lagate haiN| ATha jAti ke kalaza sone kA cA~dI kA 1-1 jAti ke kalaza 8-8 haz2Ara hote haiN| ratnoM kA 8x8000=64000 kalaza sonA rupA evaM ratna kA sonA evaM rupA kA ye kalaza 25 yojana lambe hote haiM sonA evaM ratna kA evaM usakI nAla 1 yojana kI hotI hai| rupA evaM ratna kA miTTI kA 8 jAti ke kalaza skul 120

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zrI bhagavAna ke abhiSeka kA adhikAra Atama bhakti malyA keI devA.... meru parvata para kitane hI deva koI apanI bhakti se, koI mitra kI preraNA se, koI strI kI preraNA se, koI kula dharma kA vicAra kara evaM koI dharmI deva kI mitratA se snAtra mahotsava meM Ate haiN| vahA~ cAroM nikAya ke deva ekatrita hote haiN| saudharmendra prabhu ko goda meM lekara baiThate haiN| phira acyutendra ke Adeza se abhiSeka zuru hote haiN| 1-1 abhiSeka meM 64000 kalazoM kA adhikAra haiN| kula abhiSeka 250 haiN| ataH 64000x250=1 kror3a 60 lAkha kalazoM se abhiSeka hotA hai| ___250 abhiSeka isa prakAra haiM sUrya-candra sivAya ke 62 indroM ke sabhI nikAya ke lokapAla ke devoM ke milAkara DhAI dvIpa ke candra ke DhAI dvIpa ke sUrya ke guru sthAnika devoM kA sAmAnika devoM kA senApati devoM kA . aMgarakSaka devoM kA tIna parSadA (bAhya, abhyaMtara evaM madhyama sabhA) paracUraNa (prakIrNaka) devoM kA saudharmendra kI 8 indrANiyoM ke izAnendra kI 8 indrANiyoM ke asurendra (bhavanapati nikAya) kI indrANiyoM ke nAgendra (bhavanapati nikAya ) kI indrANiyoM ke jyotiSa kI indrANiyoM ke vyaMtara kI indrANiyoM ke kula 250 abhiSeka 250 meM se 204 devatA saMbaMdhI evaM 46 indrANI saMbaMdhI abhiSeka hai|

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prathama 249 abhiSeka ho jAne ke bAda izAnendra saudharmendra se kahate hai ki "prabhujI ko kSaNa bhara ke lie mujhe diijie|" usa samaya izAnendra kI goda meM prabhu ko biThAkara saudharmendra bhakti se vRSabha (baila) kA rupa dhAraNa kara sIMga meM kalazoM ke pAnI ko bharakara 250 vAM abhiSeka karate haiN| indra prabhu ke sAmane vRSabha rupa dhAraNa kara prabhu ke Age svayaM ko pazu tulya batAte haiN| prabhu ke kalyANaka ke samaya meM viziSTa prakAra kA vizvamaMgala hotA hai| phira puSpAdi se prabhu ko pUjakara kesara ke chAMTane karate haiN| AratI evaM maMgala dIpaka kara punaH prabhu kA jaya-jayakAra evaM bherI-bhuMgala evaM tAliyA~ bajAte-bajAte prabhu ko hAtha meM lekara prabhu ke ghara Akara mAtA ko putra arpaNa karate haiN| phira mAtA se kahate haiM - "he mAtA ! ye prabhu Apake putra haiM evaM hamAre jaise sevaka ke svAmI hai|" taba saudharmendra rambhA Adi pA~ca indrANiyoM ko prabhu ke lAlana-pAlana Adi ke lie dhAva-mAtA ke rupa meM sthApita karate haiN| vahA~ batrIza kror3a sonA, maNimANeka ratna Adi kI vRSTi karate haiM evaM harSa ke atireka meM naMdIzvara dvIpa meM aTThAI mahotsava kara apane nivAsa sthAna para cale jAte haiN| vahA~ para bhagavAna kaba dIkSA leMge evaM kevalajJAna prApta kareMge, usakI pratikSA karate hue hamezA prabhu ke guNagAna karate rahate haiN| tapAgaccha ke nAyaka siMhasUrIzvarajI ke bar3e ziSya panyAsa satyavijayajI hue| unake ziSya kapUravijayajI, unake ziSya kSamAvijayajI, unake ziSya yazovijayajI, unake ziSya zubhavijayajI evaM unake ziSya paM. vIravijayajI ne yaha jina-janma mahotsava gAyA hai| utkRSTa se 170 bhagavAna vicaraNa karate hue milate haiM evaM vartamAna meM bIsa viharamAna hai| bhUtakAla evaM bhaviSya meM anaMta tIrthaMkara hue hai evaM hoNge| una sabhI tIrthaMkara paramAtmA kA janma kalyANaka jo gAte haiM, ve tathA kartA zrI vIravijayajI mahArAja AnaMda maMgala yukta ati sukha ko pAte haiM evaM pratyeka ghara meM harSa kI badhAI hotI hai| cune hue motI 'denA' usakA nAma dAna nahIM, choDanA' usakA nAma dAna hai| dhana ke mamatva ke sAtha nAma kA bhI mamatva chor3anA vahI saccA dAna hai| dhana chor3a dete hai, paraMtu maiMne choDA hai yaha na chUTe to? nAma ke lie dAna denA vaha dAna kA ajIrNa hai| dAna karane se dharma nahIM hotA, dAna pace to dharma hotA hai| 122

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devavaMdana jainAcAra AIMULS aanand guruvaMdana - supAtra dAna 50000 zrAvaka kA zrRMgAra jayaNA maTakA-galaNA morapIchI supaDI pUMjaNI

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zeSa bhAva ramAtmA ke nava va aMga pUja sana ke vizeSa he prabhu ! Apake cyavana, janma, dIkSA, kevalajJAna evaM nirvANa kalyANaka se jagata ke jIvoM ke mithyAtva, avirati, pramAda, kaSAya, yoga rupI Azrava kSaya karate Apake caraNa kamala kI jaya ho....... he paramAtmA ! dIkSA kalyANaka meM kAyotsarga dvArA anaMta karmoM kI nirjarA karAne vAle Apake jAnu kamala kI jaya ho.... he paramAtmA ! dIkSA kalyANaka meM dAna kI dhArA evaM paMcamuSTi loca karane vAle Apake kara kamala kI jaya ho.... he paramAtmA ! dhyAna meM sthira hokara ekAkAra hokara kaSAyoM ko dUra karane vAle Apake khaMdha kamala kI jaya ho.... he paramAtmA ! anaMta AnaMda svarupa jahA~ se bahatI siddharasa dhArA jagata ke jIvoM ko guNa zreNI,kSapaka zreNI, kevalajJAna evaM nirvANa detI haiM / aise Apake sahastra kamala se zobhita zira zikhA kI jaya ho. he paramAtmA ! he anaMta puNyanidhAna ! he mahApuNyanidhAna ! he anaMta puNyarAzi ! he prabhu zrI tIrthaMkara nAmakarma dhArA se yukta AjJAcakra se suzobhita Apake bhAla tilaka kI jaya ho.... . he paramAtmA | bhavya jIvoM ko bhava sAgara se pAra utAranevAle sakala jIva rAzi mAtra ko hitakArI, dAvAnala rupa kaSAya ko zAMta karane ke lie puSkarAvarta megha samAna, pApa mala, karma mala ko dhonevAlI aisI dezanA denevAle Apake kaMTha kamala kI jaya ho... he paramAtmA ! anAhata cakra meM rAga-dveSa kA sarvathA kSaya hotA hai, aise Apake hRdaya kamala kI jaya ho.... * he paramAtmA ! jahA~ se kSapaka zreNI kI zuruAta hotI haiM aise Apake nAbhi kamala kI jaya ho...

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w devavaMdana pra. devavaMdana yAni kyA? u. jisameM pA~ca daMDaka, praNidhAna sUtra, caityavaMdana, stuti, stavana dvArA viziSTa prakAra se prabhu ko vaMdanA kI jAtI hai| use devavaMdana kahate haiN| pra. daMDaka yAni kyA? ve kauna-kauna se haiM? u. ati gahana artha se yukta evaM bAra-bAra upayoga meM AnevAle mukhya sUtroM ko zAstra meM daMDaka kahA gayA hai, tathA jo daMDa ke jaise saralatA se, yathokta mudrA se askhalita rupa se bole jAte haiN| unheM daMDaka kahate haiN| ve pA~ca daMDaka isa prakAra hai - 1 namutthuNaM, 2 arihaMta cejhyANaM, 3 logassa, 4 pukkhara-vara dIvaDDhe, 5 siddhaannN-buddhaannN| pra. praNidhAna ke tIna sUtra kauna-kauna se haiM? u. . jAvaMti ceiyAI, jAvaMta ke vi sAhU jaya viiyraay| pra. devavaMdana ke sUtroM ko kina bhAvoM se bolane cAhie evaM unake sAtha caityavaMdana, stuti (jor3A) evaM stavana kA kyA saMbaMdha hai? u. devavaMdana ke sUtra prAkRta bhASA meM gaNadhara racita evaM rahasyoM se bharapUra hote haiN| isalie sUtroM kI zuddhi evaM chaMda ko dhyAna meM rakhate hue sUtra bahumAna evaM ahobhAva pUrvaka bolane cAhie, jisase viziSTa karma nirjarA hotI hai| caityavaMdana-stuti-stavana hindI gujarAtI Adi lokabhASA meM hone se vyakti rAga meM gAkara apane hRdaya ko gadgad banA sakatA hai| caityavaMdana meM prabhu kA alpAkSarI paricaya athavA vaMdanA hotI hai evaM jaM kiMci meM tInoM loka ke sarva tIrtha kI prAkRta bhASA meM vaMdanA kI gaI hai| phira namutthuNaM evaM arihaMta ceiyANaM meM prastuta jina kI prAkRta meM guNagAna kara prastuta bhagavAna kI prathama thoya hotI hai| logassa meM caubIsa jina kI prAkRta meM nAmastavanA ke bAda dvitIya caubIsa jina kI thoya, pukkhara vara dIvaDDhe meM zruta jJAna kI prAkRta meM mahimA batAkara tRtIya Agama kI thoya bolane se bhAvoM meM vizeSa vRddhi hotI hai| phira anaMta siddha bhagavaMta Adi ko vaMdana karatA huA siddhANaM-buddhANaM sUtra prAkRta bhASA meM bolA jAtA hai| (cAra thuI vAle vaiyAvacca sUtra ke bAda cauthI zAsana devI kI stuti bolate haiN|) (123

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isake bAda namutthu se prabhu stavanA, jAvaMti se caitya evaM jAvaMta se sAdhu bhagavaMta Adi ko vaMdanA karane ke bAda prabhu ke guNoM ko vividha stavanoM se gAkara AtmA tRpti kA anubhava karatI hai / evaM aMta meM jaya-vIyarAya sUtra meM prabhu se bhava nistAra ke lie vividha prArthanA evaM samAdhi maraNa kI yAcanA evaM zaraNAgati se devavaMdana kI pUrNAhuti hotI hai| pra. devavaMdana meM prabhu vaMdanA kI kyA vizeSatA hai ? u. devavaMdana meM prabhu kI cAra nikSepa se tathA ratnatrayI tattvatrayI, dvividha tIrtha Adi se vaMdanA hotI hai| pra. cAra nikSepa se vaMdanA kisa prakAra hotI hai ? u. 1. nAma nikSepa - logassa meM 24 tIrthaMkara prabhu kI nAma se stuti hone se yaha nAma nikSepa se vaMdanA huI / 2. sthApanA nikSepa - jaMkiMci, logassa evaM jAvaMti ceiyAiM isameM prabhu pratimA ko vaMdanA kI gaI hai, yaha sthApanA nikSepa se vaMdanA huii| 3. dravya nikSepa - 'je a aIyA siddhA' se 'tiviheNa vaMdAmi' taka bhUta evaM bhAvi ke tIrthaMkara prabhu kI vaMdanA hone se yaha dravya nikSepa se vaMdanA huii| 4. bhAva nikSepa namutthuNaM sUtra meM prAraMbha se namo jiNANaM taka sAkSAt vicarane vAle tIrthaMkara prabhu kI 33 vizeSaNoM dvArA stuti kI gaI hai yaha bhAva nikSepa se vaMdanA huii| pra. ratnatrayI se vaMdanA kisa prakAra hotI haiM ? u. darzana - logassa, siddhANaM- buddhANaM dvArA darzanapada se vaMdanA hotI haiN| pukkhara - vara - dIvaDDhe dvArA jJAnapada se vaMdanA hotI haiN| jJAna cAritra - jAvaMta ke vi sAhU dvArA cAritrapada se vaMdanA hotI haiN| ina sUtroM meM prabhu ke ratnatrayI guNoM kI stavanA kI gaI hai| pra. tattvatrayI se vaMdanA kaise hotI hai ? u. deva - namutthuNaM, logassa meM prabhu ko vaMdanA kI jAtI hai| guru - jAvaMta ke vi sAhU meM sAdhu ko vaMdanA kI jAtI hai| dharma - pukkhara - vara - dIvaDDhe meM zruta dharma evaM cAritra dharma kI stuti kI jAtI hai| pra. dvividha tIrtha svarupa prabhu ko vaMdanA kauna-kauna se sUtroM se hotI haiM ? u. jaMgama tIrtha : jAvaMta ke vi sAhU ( sAdhu-sAdhvI jaMgama tIrtha kahalAte haiM / ) sthAvara tIrtha - jaMkiMci, jAvaMti ceiyAI, arihaMta ceiyANaM (prabhu ke maMdira Adi sthAvara tIrtha haiN|) 124

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pra. tIna prakAra ke caityavaMdana batAoM? u. 1. jaghanya - jisameM eka namutthuNaM AtA ho , vaha jaghanya caityavaMdana hai| 2. madhyama - jisameM do namutthuNaM aura eka stuti kA jor3A AtA hai, vaha madhyama caityavaMdana hai| 3. utkRSTa - jisameM pA~ca namutthuNaM aura do stuti ke jor3e Ate haiM, use utkRSTa caityavaMdana (devavaMdana) kahate haiN| pra. pada evaM saMpadA kA artha samajhAie? u. pada : sUtra meM jo vibhakti sahita zabda hote haiM, unheM pada kahate haiN| pratyeka pada ke bAda alpavirAma hotA haiN| saMpadA : kucha pada milakara athavA akelA pada jaba pUrNa artha batAtA hai, una padoM ke samUha ko saMpadA kahate haiN| jaise vAkya pUrA hone para pUrNa virAma liyA jAtA hai vaise hI saMpadA pUrNa hone para pUrNa virAma liyA jAtA hai| (sUtra vibhAga meM sabhI sUtra alpa virAma evaM pUrNa virAma, pada-saMpadA ke anusAra diye gae haiN| usakA dhyAna rakhakara boleN|) pra. caityavaMdana bhASya ke AdhAra para pada, saMpadA evaM akSara kI gaNanA batAoM? 09 2. 28 43 | kra. | sUtra ke nAma padoM kI saMkhyA | saMpadA kI saMkhyA | kula akSara | | 1. | navakAra 68 | icchAmi khamAsamaNo | 3. | iriyAvahiyaM (tassa uttarI sahita) | 32 199 4. | namutthuNaM 33 297 5. | arihaMta ceiyANaM (annattha sahita) 229 6. |logassa / 28 260 7. | pukkhara-vara-dIvaDDhe 16 216 | siddhANaM-buddhANaM 198 | jAvaMti ceiyAI ___0 35 10. | jAvaMta ke vi sAhU 11.| jaya vIyarAya (prathama do gAthA) / 0 79 20 9. / 38 0

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pra. stavana kaise bolane cAhie? u. pUrvAcAryoM dvArA racita gaMbhIra evaM mahAna arthavAle stavana madhura svara meM bolane caahie| __ pratikramaNa karane vAle zrAvaka ko eka dina meM kitane caityavaMdana karane cAhie? u. pratikramaNa karane vAle zrAvaka ko eka dina meM 7 caityavaMdana karane cAhie, ve isa prakAra haiM subaha ke pratikramaNa meM : 2 (jagaciMtAmaNi evaM saMsAra dAvAnala athavA vizAlalocana kA) trikAla maMdira meM : 3 caityavaMdana zAma ke pratikramaNa meM : 2 (zAma ke pratikramaNa kA aura aMta meM caukkasAya kA) pra. devavaMdana karane kA samaya kyA hai? u. kAlavelA meM trikAla devavaMdana karane kA vidhAna hai| pra. koI tapa na kiyA ho to devavaMdana kara sakate haiM? u. hA~, pratidina trikAla devavaMdana karanA hI caahie| samaya kA abhAva ho to caityavaMdana bhI kara sakate haiN| pra. kabhI bahuta pyAsa lagane para porasI se pAnI pIyA ho yA ekAsaNA kara liyA ho to dUsarA devavaMdana karanA yA nahIM? u. porasI se pAnI pI liyA ho yA ekAsaNA kara liyA ho, phira bhI dopahara kI kAlavelA meM devavaMdana karanA ucita haiM, tAki vidhi adhUrI na rhe| pra. guru pratimA ke samakSa devavaMdana kara sakate haiM? u nahIM kara sakate haiN| lekina guru pratimA ko sthApanAcAryajI samajhakara kara sakate haiN| m ratna kaNikA khudakA ho vaha jAtA nahiM, aura jo jAya vaha khuda kA nhiiN| ___yaha gaNita agaNita saMkalezoM se ugAra legaa| (120

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garavadana pra. guruvaMdana ke kitane prakAra hai aura kauna kauna se haiM? u. guruvaMdana ke tIna prakAra haiM 1. pheTA vaMdana : mastaka jhukAkara sAdhu-sAdhvI ko matthaeNa vaMdAmi khnaa| 2. thobha vaMdana : do khamAsamaNa, icchakAra, abbhuTTio pUrvaka sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ko vaMdana krnaa| puruSa / sAdhuoM ko evaM bahaneM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMta ko yaha vaMdana kreN| 3. dvAdazAvarta vaMdana : do vAMdaNA pUrvaka padavI-dhara ko yaha vaMdana kiyA jAtA hai| pra. kauna se sAdhu vaMdanIya hai? u. pA~ca prakAra ke sAdhu vaMdanIya hai 1. AcArya : gaNa ke nAyaka evaM artha kI vAcanA dene vaale| 2. upAdhyAya : gaNa ke nAyaka hone lAyaka (yuvarAja ke samAna) evaM sUtra kI vAcanA dene vaale| 3. pravartaka : sAdhu bhagavaMtoM ko kriyA meM pravartAne vaale| 4. sthavira : patita pariNAmI sAdhu ko upadezAdi se mArga meM sthira karane vaale| 5. ratnAdhika : jJAna, darzana, cAritra meM jo adhika hai| gRhastha kI apekSA se sabhI sAdhu ratnAdhika hai| inako vaMdana karane se karmoM kI nirjarA hotI hai| pra. guru mahArAja ko vaMdana kaba nahIM kiyA jAtA haiM? u. 1. jaba guru bhagavaMta dharma kArya kI ciMtA meM vyAkula ho| 2. parAGgamukha (ulTe) baiThe ho| 3. nidrA Adi pramAda meM ho| 4. AhAra-vihAra-nihAra (sthaMDila, mAtarUM) kara rahe ho yA karane kI iccha vAle ho,taba vaMdana nahIM karanA caahie| pra. guru bhagavaMta kisa avasthA meM ho taba vaMdana karanA cAhie? u. 1. guru bhagavaMta jaba prazAMta (avyagra) citta vAle ho| 2. apane Asana para vyavasthita baiThe ho| 3. upazAMta (krodhAdi rahita) ho|

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4. vaMdana karanevAle ko dharmalAbha Adi kahane ke lie udyata ho, usa samaya guru kI AjJA lekara vaMdana karanA caahie| pra. vaMdana kitanI bAra evaM kaise karanA cAhie? u. dina meM tIna bAra vidhi se guruvaMdana karanA cAhie evaM rAta ko guruvaMdana vidhi se vaMdana na karake mAtra ___ caraNa sparza karake yA hAtha jor3akara trikAla vaMdana karanA caahie| pra. vaMdana karane ke nimitta kauna-kauna se haiM? u. vaMdana karane ke ATha nimitta hai 1. pratikramaNa : pratikramaNa Avazyaka ke pUrva jo vAMdaNe die jAte haiN| 2. svAdhyAya : par3hAI yA vAcanA lene se pUrva vaMdana kiyA jAtA haiN| 3. kAussagga : upadhAna Adi meM eka tapa meM se dUsare tapa meM praveza karane ke lie jo vaMdana kiyA jAtA hai| 4. aparAdha : aparAdha kI kSamApanA ke lie jo vaMdana kiyA jAtA hai| 5. prAhuNA : naye Ae hue sAdhu ko jo vaMdana kiyA jAtA hai| 6. AlocanA : pApoM kI AlocanA karane hetu jo vaMdana kiyA jAtA hai| 7. saMvara : paccakkhANa lene ke lie jo vaMdana kiyA jAtA hai| 8. uttamArtha : anazana tathA saMlekhaNA aMgIkAra karane ke lie jo vaMdana kiyA jAtA hai| pra. guruvaMdana karate samaya kitane doSa TAlane cAhie? usameM se kucha doSa batAoM? u. guruvaMdana karate samaya 32 doSa TAlane caahie| vAMdaNA ke 25 Avazyaka kA barAbara khyAla na rakhakara __ jaise-taise vaMdana karanA, guru ke prati roSa Adi rakhakara mAtra vaMdana karanA par3e isalie karanA, anAdara se karanA yaha saba doSa hai| pra. doSa rahita guruvaMdana karane se kyA lAbha hotA hai? u. doSa rahita guruvaMdana karane se chaH guNa kI prApti hotI hai| (1) vinaya (2) ahaMkAra kA nAza (3) guru kI pUjA (4) jinAjJA kA pAlana (5) zruta dharma kI ___ ArAdhanA (6) pracura karma nirjarA dvArA mokSa kI prApti hotI hai| pra. guru ke abhAva meM unakI sthApanA kisa prakAra karanI cAhie? u. sthApanA do prakAra kI hotI hai| C1280

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1. sadbhUta sthApanA : lakar3I, pustaka, citra meM guru ke jaisA AkAra banAkara usameM guru kI sthApanA karanA / 2. asadbhUta sthApanA : akSa (ariyA), varATaka (kor3A) tathA jJAna-darzana- cAritra ke upakaraNa Adi meM guru kA AkAra nahIM hone para bhI usameM guru kI sthApanA karanA / punaH yaha sthApanA do prakAra kI hotI hai| 1. itvara sthApanA : uparokta donoM sthApanA ko mAtra sAmAyika Adi kAla taka ke lie navakArapaMciMdiya se sthApanA karanA / 2. yAvatkathita sthApanA : uparokta donoM sthApanA ko guru ke 36 guNoM kI pratiSThA vidhi pUrvaka sthApanA krnaa| isa prakAra kI vidhi se sthApita karane ke bAda kriyA karate samaya sthApanAcAryajI ke sAmane navakAra - paMciMdiya se punaH sthApanA karane kI jarurata nahIM rahatI hai| pra. guru ke abhAva meM unakI sthApanA karane kI kyA jarurata hai ? u. guru ke abhAva meM unakI sthApanA karane se guru sAkSAt hameM Adeza de rahe ho, aise bhAva paidA hote haiM evaM unakI nizrA meM dharmAnuSThAna karane se sArthaka hotA hai| guru ke abhAva meM kiyA gayA anuSThAna phaladAyaka nahIM bntaa| jaise paramAtmA ke abhAva meM unake bimba kI sthApanA kara sevA pUjA kA lAbha te haiM vaise hI guru kI sthApanA karane para hama vaMdanAdi kA lAbha le sakate haiN| pra. guru se kitanI dUrI para rahanA cAhie ? u. zrAvaka evaM sAdhu ko guru se 31/1/2 hAtha dUra rahanA caahie| zrAvaka evaM sAdhu ko sAdhvIjI se 13 hAtha dUra rahanA cAhie / zrAvikA evaM sAdhvIjI ko sAdhu bhagavaMta se 13 hAtha dUra rahanA cAhie / zrAvikA evaM sAdhvIjI ko sAdhvI (guru) se 31/1/2 hAtha dUra rahanA caahie| pra. guru bhagavaMta kI 33 AzAtanA meM se kucha AzAtanA batAiye ? u. guru bhagavaMta ke Age, pAsa meM yA pIche atyaMta naz2adIka khar3A rahanA, baiThanA yA calanA, guru bhagavaMta ko gocarI nahIM batAnA, unake bulAne para uThakara nahIM jAnA, unake Asana ko paira lagAnA, unakI bhUla nikAlanA, guru bhagavaMta ko yA sthApanA (yAni - phoTo Adi) ko paira lagAnA, thUka lagAnA, unakI AjJA kA bhaMga karanA, sthApanAcAryajI ko girAnA, tor3anA aadi| pra. guruvaMdana karate samaya hRdaya kaisA honA cAhie? u. guruvaMdana karate samaya guru bhagavaMta ke mahAna guNoM ko naz2ara meM rakhate hue, unake prati hRdaya meM ahobhAva

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rakhate hue evaM koI doSa yA ahaMkAra kA sevana na ho jAe usakA pUrA khyAla rakhate hue 25 Avazyaka kA pUrA pAlana kara guruvaMdana karanA caahie| pra. dvAdazAvarta vaMdana karane se kyA lAbha hotA hai? u. 84 haz2Ara dAnazAlA baMdhavAne meM jitanA lAbha hotA hai, utanA puNya guru ko sAmuhika dvAdazAvarta vaMdana karane se hotA hai| sapAtra-dAna COUGGEORUM pra. supAtra dAna arthAt kyA? u. zrAvaka dharma meM dAna dharma kA agragaNya sthAna hai| dAna meM bhI supAtra dAna sarvazreSTha hai| supAtra cAra prakAra ke haiN| (1) arihaMta-ratna pAtra (2) gaNadhara-suvarNa pAtra (3) guru (sAdhu-sAdhvI)-rajata pAtra evaM (4) sAdharmika-kAMsya paatr| ina cAroM meM se sAdhu-sAdhvIjI ko dAna dene kI viziSTa vidhi hone se sAmAnyatayA gocarI vahorAne ke artha meM supAtra dAna prasiddha bana gayA hai| sAdhu-sAdhvI ko AhAra dene se unake saMyama jIvana meM sahAyaka banA jAtA hai| unakI saMyama ArAdhanA kA hameM lAbha milatA hai| jIvana meM dhana-dhAnya, bhoga sAmagrI Adi milanA sarala hai| lekina mahAna puNyodaya ke binA niHspRhI aise sAdhu saMtoM kA samAgama honA ati durlabha hai| ataH jaba gA~va meM sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMta birAjamAna ho taba pratidina utkRSTa bhAva ke sAtha unako gocarI ke lie nimaMtraNa denA caahie| sAtha hI gocarI ke nimna doSoM ko TAlane kA upayoga rakhanA cAhie :* gocarI ke samaya sIr3hiyA~ evaM gRhAMgana kacce pAnI se gIle na ho isa bAta kA upayoga rkheN| * ghara meM apane lie bana rahe bhojana ko sAdhu-sAdhvI ke uddezya se banAkara dUSita na bnaae| unake uddezya se banAkara vahorAne para zrAvaka aura sAdhu donoM pApa ke bhAgI banate haiN| hA~, apane lie banAe hue bhojana ko uttama bhAvoM se sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtoM ko vahorAne se uttama phala milatA hai| * paricita yA aparicita sabhI sAdhu-sAdhvI ko samAna bhAva se vahorAye, unakI bhakti kreN| * guru mahArAja ko Ae hue dekhakara lAITa, paMkhA, TI.vI., gaisa Adi baMda ho to cAlu evaM cAlu ho to baMda nahIM karane caahie| /

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* guru mahArAja ko Ae hue dekhakara kacce pAnI kA glAsa, kacce pAnI kI bAlTI tathA lIlotarI Adi unake nimitta se eka sthAna se dUsare sthAna para na rakheM evaM una sabako sparza bhI na kareM / anyathA sacitta ke saMghaTTe kA doSa lagatA hai / * phrIja kholakara kuMcha nikAle nhiiN| * acitta phrUTa Adi evaM dUdha Adi ko kacce pAnI ke maTake athavA phrIja ke Upara na rkheN| * ma.sA. ko vahorAne ke lie kacce pAnI se hAtha nahIM dhone cAhie tathA vahorAne ke bAda bhI kacce pAnI se hAtha nahIM dhone caahie| isalie kukara ko gaisa se nIce utArane ke bAda usake nIce rahA huA pAnI rakha leN| phira yadi hAtha acitta vastu se kharAba ho aura dhone kI jarurata ho to vaha pAnI acitta hone se usase hAtha dhokara vahorA sakate haiM aura vahorAne ke bAda bhI hAtha Adi usa kukara ke pAnI se dho sakate haiN| * ardhakaccI pakI huI kAkar3I Adi ma.sA. ke lie akalpya hai| * phrUTa Adi sacitta vastu ko sudhArane ke bAda 48 miniTa huI yA nahIM usakA upayoga rakhakara vahorAe~ / * vahorAte samaya dUdha-ghI Adi ke chIMTe nIce nahIM girane caahie| chIMTe girane para chardita doSa lagatA hai| ataH pahale Thosa (kaThana) vastu vahorAne ke bAda tarala vastu vahorAnI caahie| yadi pahale hI chIMTe gira jAe to ma.sA. kucha bhI vahore binA hI cale jaayeNge| * chardita doSa se bacane ke lie pAtre rakhane ke sthAna para thAlI yA pATIyA Adi lagAe tAki z2amIna para koI chIMTe na gireN| phira usa thAlI kA upayoga khAne ke lie kara lenA caahie| * chardita doSa para dRSTAMta : eka bAra sAdhu bhagavaMta gocarI vahorane ke lie ge| zrAvaka ke hAtha se dUdha kA chIMTA jamIna para gira gayA, jisase ma. sA. binA vahore hI punaH lauTa gye| sAmane maMtrI jharokhe se yaha dekha rahA thA usane vicAra kiyA ki eka chIMTA girane meM kyA doSa lagatA hogaa| itane meM dUdha se cIMTiyA~ AI, cIMTiyoM ke pIche,makkhiyA~, usake pIche girolI, billI, kuttA, kutte ke mAlika Ae, aMta meM kutte ke mAlikoM ke bIca ghamAsAna yuddha huA / isase maMtrI samajha gayA ki eka chIMTe ke pIche kitanI virAdhanA ho sakatI hai| jaina dharma kI sUkSmatA ko dekhakara unhoMne jaina dharma aMgIkAra kara liyaa| gocarI meM upayoga rakhane saMbaMdhI kucha bAteM : 1. sAdhu bhagavaMtoM ko zuddha evaM nirdoSa AhAra- pAnI vahorAne kA lAbha mile, isa hetu se zrAvaka-zrAvikA ko jaba sAdhu-saMta gA~va meM ho taba kaccA pAnI, sacitta evaM rAtrIbhojana kA tyAga karanA caahie| gocarI 131

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ke samaya ko dhyAna meM rakhate hue usa anusAra apanA bhI AhAra- pAnI kA samaya banA lenA caahie| zAma ko cauvihAra yA tivihAra avazya karanA cAhie / lekina una saba meM guru bhagavaMta kA uddezya na A jAe isa bAta kA pUrA-pUrA khyAla rakhanA caahie| aisA karane para sAdhu-saMta padhAreM to unheM nirdoSa AhAra- pAnI vahorAne kA uttama lAbha milatA hai evaM na bhI padhAreM to zrAvaka ko prAsuka anna-jala vAparane se lAbha hI hai / dRSTAMta : eka bAra vihAra karate hue hama bar3agA~va gae / pratyeka ghara meM garama pAnI evaM acitta phrUTa Adi dekhakara hameM Azcarya huA / zaMkA hone se hamane phrUTa Adi nahIM vahore / taba unhoMne kahA jaba bhI ma.sA. padhArate haiM taba pUrA gA~va nirdoSa gocarI vahorAne kA lAbha lene ke lie apane lie jo bhI phrUTa Adi vAparate haiN| vaha sacitta nahIM vAparate evaM kacce pAnI kA bhI tyAga karate haiN| sAtha hI cauvihAra bhI karate haiN| apane ghara para bhI aisI vyavasthA karanA yaha viveka kI bAta haiN| 2. sAdhu bImAra, vRddha, bAla, tapasvI ho athavA vihAra meM avyavasthA Adi viziSTa kAraNa A jAe to upayogavaMta zrAvaka ko usa samaya sAdhu bhagavaMta ko jisa vastu kI AvazyakatA ho, usa bAta kA upayoga rakhanA caahie| athavA koI mahAtmA unheM upayoga (kucha banAne ko kaha de ) de to bar3e utkRSTa bhAva se usa vastu ko vahorAnI caahie| isameM bhI lAbha hI hai| 3. zrAvaka ko sAdhu-sAdhvI ke mAtA-pitA kI upamA dI gaI haiN| unakI saMyama ArAdhanA kA dhyAna rakhanA zrAvaka kA pharz2a hai| zrAvaka na to unake saMyama ko zithila banane de, aura na hI saMyama ko sIdAne (murajhAne) de lekina jisa prakAra se sAdhu jyAdA se jyAdA saMyamI bane raheM, usa prakAra se unheM saMyama ke upakaraNAdi kI anukUlatA kara dene kA vidhAna haiN| 4. sthApanA kula : udAra vRttivAle aura vizAla parivAra vAle ghara jahA~ sAdhu bhagavaMtoM ko jo vastu jaba bhI cAhe mila jaae| jahA~ para cAra-pA~ca bAra jAne para bhI zrAvaka mana meM abhAva na lAkara bhAvapUrvaka vahorAte raheM, aise gharoM ko sthApanA kula kahate haiN| sAdhu bhagavaMta AcAryAdi ke lie yA viziSTa kAraNa se hI aise ghara se gocarI lAte haiN| 5. jo ghara upAzraya ke naz2adIka hai evaM jisa gA~va se sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMtoM kA vihAra adhika hotA hai unako vizeSa utsAha evaM viveka rakhanA caahie| unake lie saba prakAra ke sukRtoM se supAtra dAna kA lAbha vizeSa bana jAtA hai| kahIM ghara kama ho yA apanA ghara pAsa meM ho to zrAvaka ko utkRSTa bhAva se hI lAbha lenA cAhie / lekina mana meM durbhAva nahIM karanA cAhie / sAdhu saMtoM ko zAtA milane se . unake aMtara ke AziSa prApta hote haiN|

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6. jaba bhI mahAtmA gRhAMgana meM padhAreM usa samaya ati AnaMdita hokara unheM padhArane kA AmaMtraNa denA caahie| ghara ke sAre sadasyoM ko khar3e hokara unakA vinaya karanA caahie| lekina choTe yA bar3e guru bhagavaMta kI upekSA karake TI.vI. dekhanA, samAcAra par3hanA, bAteM karanA Adi meM vyasta rahe to AzAtanA kA doSa lagatA hai| vahorAne kA lAbha sabhI ko lenA caahie| guru bhagavaMta ko vahorAne ke saMskAra baccoM ko bhI dene caahie| 7. bahuta bAra ajJAnI loga pAsa meM ma.sA. kI AvAz2a sunakara apane ghara meM sAdhu ke nimitta AraMbha karake khiciyA, pApar3a sekate haiN| vaha ucita nahIM haiN| bahuta loga apane lie bana rahI rasoI, dUdha Adi ko ma.sA. kA uddezya banAkara doSita kara dete haiN| kuzala zrAvaka-zrAvikAoM ko niyama (1) ke anusAra upayoga rakhanA caahie| 8. gA~va meM Ayambila khAtA na ho evaM ma.sA. ko Ayambila ho to ma.sA. ke liye khAnA alaga banAne kI jarurata nahIM hotii| Apake ghara jo bhI bana rahA ho usameM se hI upayoga pUrvaka lUkhA nikAla lenA caahie| athavA ma.sA. ko vahorAne ke pahale vaghAranA nahIM cAhie, sabhI athavA kucha roTiyA~ lUkhI hI rakhanI cAhie evaM usa dina ghara meM sabhI ko athavA kucha sadasyoM ko lUkhI roTI khAkara sAdhu bhagavaMtoM ko nirdoSa gocarI vahorAne kA lAbha lenA caahie| 9. vahorAte samaya sarvaprathama uttama dravyoM ko batAnA caahie| phira sAmAnya dravya batAne kA vidhAna hai| anyathA pahale sAmAnya dravya le leM to vizeSa lAbha se vaMcita raha jAte haiN| 10. kabhI ma.sA. padhAreM ho aura Apake ghara para rasoI nahIM banI ho, to daravAz2e se ma.sA. ko rasoI nahIM banI hai isa prakAra kahakara lauTAnA nahIM caahie| apitu unheM bahumAna pUrvaka AmaMtraNa dekara ghI, gur3a, dUdha, zakkara, khAkharA, jhUTha, pIparAmUla, miThAI Adi jo bhI vastu ghara meM ho usakA lAbha dene kI vinaMtI karanI caahie| . 11. jaba bhI ma.sA. padhArate haiM taba unakA bhakti pUrvaka svAgata karanA cAhie evaM vahorAne ke bAda samayAnusAra punaH lauTAne jAnA caahie| kama se kama apane ghara ke bAhara taka to pahu~cAne jAnA hI caahie| ma.sA. gA~va meM anajAna ho to unheM AsapAsa ke sabhI ghara dikhAne caahie| 12. ma.sA. ko vahorAne kA Agraha rakhanA ucita hai, lekina itanA Agraha bhI nahIM karanA cAhie ki unako takalIpha uThAnI pdd'e| ataH viveka rkhe|

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13. jaba bhI ghara se gAr3I lekara kahIM bAhara gA~va yA tIrtha yAtrA para jAne ke lie nikala rahe ho taba ma.sA. ko rAste meM dekhane para avazya gAr3I ko rokakara unheM gocarI, davA Adi kAma-kAja ke lie puuche| rAste meM koI takalIpha Adi meM bhI Apa sahAyaka bana sakate hai| jarurata par3ane para apanA kAma gauNa karake bhI ma.sA. kA koI kAma ho to vaha karane se khUba lAbha milatA hai| 14. baccoM ko bacapana se hI ma.sA. ko gocarI ke lie bulAne bhejanA caahie| isase bacapana se hI unameM aise saMskAra par3a jAte haiN| rAjakoTa meM eka 6 sAla kA lar3akA ma.sA. ko gocarI ke lie bulAne aayaa| ma.sA. ne manA kiyaa| isase vaha khUba Agraha karane lgaa| ma.sA. ke pAtre pakar3a lie| ma.sA. ne kahA tU itanA Agraha kyoM kara rahA hai? usane kahA- ma.sA. yadi maiM Apako gocarI bulAne ke lie AtA hU~ to merI mammI mujhe 3 rupaye detI hai| aura yadi maiM Apako sAtha le jAtA hU~ to merI mammI mujhe 6 rupaye detI hai| dRSTAMta : eka bAra mA~ ne lar3ake ko ma.sA. ko gocarI ke lie bulAne bhejaa| lar3akA upAzraya meM AyA aura ma.sA. ko gocarI ke lie padhArane kI vinaMtI kii| ma.sA. ne kahA ki "gocarI vAle ma.sA. to nikala cuke hai|" taba lar3ake ne kahA 'to phira Apake sAtha jo sAdharmika hai unheM bhojana ke lie bheja diijie|' ma.sA.ne kahA 've bhI cale gaye hai|' phira lar3ake ne ma.sA. se kahA 'to phira DolI uThAne vAle Adi Apake sAtha jo bhI AdamI yA aurata hai unako bheja diijie|' ma.sA. ne kahA 've bhI cale ge|' yaha suna lar3akA udAsa ho gyaa| utane meM usane vahA~ eka kutte ko dekhA aura khuza hote hue pUchA 'ma.sA. yaha kuttA ApakA hai?' ma.sA.ne kahA 'hamAre sAtha vihAra meM calatA hai|' to usane kahA 'isa kutte ko hI bheja diijie|' ma.sA. ne kahA 'le jaao|' vaha kutte ke pAsa jAkara use calane ke lie kahane lgaa| lekina kuttA nahIM gayA, taba ma.sA. ne kahA 'bhAI yaha kahane para calane vAlA nahIM hai| isake lie to khAnA yahA~ lAnA hogaa|' turaMta vaha lar3akA hasatA huA cala diyA aura thor3I dera meM 10-12 peMDe le AyA aura bar3e prema se vaha kutte ko khilAne lgaa| ma.sA. to dekhate hI raha ge| ma.sA. ne kahA 'yaha to kuttA hai isake lie roTI lAI hotI to bhI cltii|' taba lar3ake ne kahA merI mammI ne kahA hai 'ma.sA. ke sAtha calane vAle kutte kA bhI lAbha apane bhAgya meM kahA~ se? isalie use bhI bar3e Adara se peTa bharakara miThAI khilAnI caahie|' ataH hameM bhI uparokta niyamoM ko dhyAna meM rakhakara ullAsapUrvaka supAtra-dAna kA lAbha lenA caahie|

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. jIvoM kI jayaNA ke upakaraNa 1. garaNA : pAnI ke chAnane hetu suyogya kpdd'aa| 2. sAvaraNI : ghara kA kacarA nikAlane ke lie mulAyama sparza vAlI sAvaraNI (jhaadduu)| 3. pUMjaNI : sukomala ghAsa se banAyI huI mulAyama sparzavAlI choTI piichii| 4. caravalA : sAmAyika, pratikramaNa meM uThate-baiThate pUMjane pramArjane ke lie jarurI upkrnn| 5. morapIchI : mora ke paMkhoM ko bAMdhakara banAyA huA upakaraNa (pustaka, phoToM Adi ko pUMjane kA uttama sAdhana) 6. chalanI : anAja, ATA, masAlA Adi chAnane hetu alaga-alaga chlnii| 7. caMdaravA' : rasoI banAte samaya chata para se koI jIva jaMtu na gire usa hetu rasoI ghara meM Upara bAMdhane kA kpdd'aa| jIvoM kI jayaNA kI jar3IbUTiyA~ 1. mora ke paMkha : mora ke paMkha rakhane se yA hilAne se sA~pa tathA chipakalI bhAga jAte hai| 2. kAlI mirca : kesara kI DabbI meM kAlI mirca ke dAne DAlane se gIlepana ke kAraNa usameM hotI jIvotpatti ruka jAtI hai| 3. DAmara (kemphara) : kapar3e pustakoM ke baiga, alamArI Adi meM DAmara kI golI rakhane se jIvoM kI utpatti nahIM hotii| 4. pArA : anAja meM pAre kI golI DAlane se anAz2a sar3atA nahIM hai| tathA jIvotpatti nahIM hotii| 5. eraMDI kA tela : gehU~, cAvala, masAlA Adi ko yaha tela lagAne se jIva nahIM hote tathA usakI gaMdha se cIMTiyA~ dUra calI jAtI hai| 6. ghoDAvaja : pustakoM kI alamArI meM ghor3Avaja rakhane se jIvotpatti nahIM hotI hai| 7. tambAkU :: kapar3e athavA pustakoM kI alamArI meM tambAkU ke patte rakhane se jIvotpatti nahIM hotI hai| 8. cUnA : ubAle hue pAnI meM cUnA DAlane se vaha pAnI 72 ghaMTe taka acitta rahatA hai| cUnA potane se dIvAroM para jIva-jaMtu jaldI nahIM Ate hai|

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9. DAmara 10. kerosina 11. rAkha 12. kapUra : DAmara ke Upara nigoda kI utpatti nahIM hotii| isase udehi kI utpatti bhI rukatI hai| : zarIra para kerosina lagAne se macchara nahIM kaattte| z2amIna para kerosina vAle pAnI se pochA karane se cIMTiyA~ nahIM AtI hai| : cIMTiyoM kI lAIna ke Asa-pAsa rAkha DAlane se ve calI jAtI hai| anAja meM rAkha milAkara Dibbe meM rakhane se anAja sar3atA nahIM hai| : kapUra kI golI kI gaMdha se cUhe dUra bhAgate haiM tathA AnA-jAnA - - daur3anA kama ho jAtA hai| kapUra kA pAuDara Asa-pAsa DAla dene se cIMTiyA~ bhI calI jAtI hai| : lakar3I kI alamArI meM yaha rakhane se jiMgura (kaoNkaroca) kI utpatti nahIM hotI / kuMkuma DAlane se cIMTiyA~ calI jAtI hai| haldI DAlane se cIMTiyA~ calI jAtI hai| : lAla raMga kA cUnA (geru) dIvAra para potane se udehi nahIM hotI hai| 13. gaMdhArovaNa 14. kuku 15. haldI 16. geru 17. raMga - vArniza - paoNliza : lakar3I para nigoda aura jIvotpatti rokane hetu / nigoda ko pahacAno : varSARtu meM ghara ke kampAunDa meM, purAnI dIvAroM aura chata para harI, kAlI, bhUrI Adi kaI raMgoM kI (sevAla - lIla) jama jAtI haiN| use nigoda kahate haiN| AlU Adi kaMdamUla ke jaise hI nigoda bhI anaMtakAya hai| usake eka sUkSmakaNa meM anaMta jIva hote haiN| usake Upara calane se, sahArA lekara baiThane se, usa para vAhana calAne se athavA usa para koI vastu rakhane se yA pAnI DAlane se nigoda ke anaMta jIvoM kI hiMsA hotI hai| AlU (baTATA) Adi anaMtakAya hai| jaba unheM dAMtoM tale cabAnA mahA pApa hai to anaMtakAya aisI nigoda ko hama pairoM ke nIce kaise kucala sakate haiM? nigoda kI rakSA karoM 1. jo jagaha adhika samaya taka gIlI rahatI hai, vahA~ nigoda kI utpatti hotI hai / bAtharuma bhI yadi pUrA dina gIlA rahe to usameM bhI nigoda kI utpatti hotI hai| isalie ghara kA koI bhI sthAna adhika samaya taka bhIgA na rahe, isakI sAvadhAnI rkheN| -

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2. nIce dekhakara calanA caahie| rAsteM meM kahIM para bhI nigoda jamI huI ho to eka tarapha haTakara svaccha jagaha ho vahA~ se cleN| 3. makAna ke kampAunDa meM calane ke rAste para nigoda utpanna na ho usa hetu bAriza kA mausama zuru hone se pahale hI nimna upAya kara sakate hai * nigoda na ho aisI miTTI ko bichA denA athavA aisI phlorIMga karA denA / * DAmara athavA sapheda raMga ke oNila penTa kA paTTA lagA denA / 4. eka bAra yadi nigoda ho jAe to usa para miTTI nahIM DAlanI caahie| na sApha karanA yA na ukhar3anI cAhie aura na hI kalara yA DAmara kA paTTA lagAnA caahie| svAbhAvika tarIke se vaha sUka na jAe taba taka usa para kucha nahIM karanA cAhie / 5. lakar3I ke Upara raMga, vArniza, paoNliza karane se nigoda kI utpatti nahIM hotI hai| phUlana ko pahacAno bAsI khAdya padArtha Adi para sapheda raMga kI phUga dikhAI detI hai| yaha caumAse meM vizeSa hotI hai| miThAI, khAkharA, pApar3a, var3I va anya vastu para gIlepana ke kAraNa rAto rAta sapheda phUga jama jAtI hai| phUga hone ke bAda vaha khAdya padArtha abhakSya bana jAtA hai| usa vastu kA sparza karanA athavA yahA~-vahA~ rakhanA bhI niSedha hai| yaha phUga anaMtakAya hai| ise nigoda bhI kahate hai / isake eka sUkSmakaNa meM anaMta jIva hote haiN| phUlana kI rakSA karo * khAdya padArthoM ko TAITa dakkana vAle Dibbe meM rkheN| DibbeM meM se vastu lete samaya hAtha thor3A bhI gIlA na ho usakA dhyAna rakheM aura ho sake vahA~ taka cammaca kA upayoga kreN| Dibbe kA Dhakkana barAbara baMda kreN| 4 * jisa cIz2a para phUga jamI ho use alaga hI rakheM tathA use koI sparza na kreN| usakA dhyAna rkheN| * murabbA Adi kI cAsaNI tIna tAra vAlI na hone ke kAraNa kaccI rahane se phUga ho jAtI hai| * garama-garama miThAI ko Dibbe meM baMda kara dene se phUga utpanna ho jAtI hai| * buMdI meM cAsaNI yadi kaccI raha gayI ho to bhI phUga ho sakatI hai|

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jIvoM kI jayaNA ke sUtra * oDomAsa kI gaMdha vAlA kapar3A DhaMka dene se Dibbe meM AI huI cIMTiyA~ calI jAtI haiN| * pAnI meM girI huI cIMTiyA~ marI huI lagatI hai| lekina halke hAtha se pAnI meM se nikAlakara unheM UnI kapar3e para rakhane se athavA vaha pAnI galaNe se chAnane se sArI cIMTiyA~ usa galaNe para A jAtI hai| evaM usa galaNe ko nicor3e binA aise hI sukAne para cIMTiyA~ 5-7 miniTa meM calane lagatI hai| * nIma ke pattoM kA dhUpa karane se macchara dUra bhAga jAte haiN| * nIma kA tela zarIra para lagAne se macchara nahIM kaattte| * sAbuna ke pAnI meM bhigoye hue kapar3oM kI bAlTI ko DhU~kakara rakheM tAki usameM makkhiyA~ na gireN| * ghara meM namaka ke pAnI se pochA lagAne se makkhiyA~ nahIM hotI haiN| * "devIkA mahAdevIA proDakTas mumbaI" kI banAI huI davAI ghara meM lagAne se kaoNkaroca nahIM hote haiN| yadi kaoNkaroca haiM to cale jAte hai para marate nhiiN| yaha davA nIce ke pate para upalabdha hai - husaina menora, naM 43, bamanajI peTITa ror3a, pArasI janarala haoNspiTala kI galI, kempasa kaoNrnara, mumbaI-6. * pustaka, pharnicara yA dIvAra para udehi ho jAye to khUba jayaNA pUrvaka unheM lekara vRkSa kI chAyA meM yA vRkSa kI koTara meM rakha deN| jisa jagaha udehi kI utpatti huI hai vahA~ para kerosina kA pochA lagAne se udehi phira se nahIM hogii| * sApha kie binA hI anAja ko pisavAne se aneka nirdoSa jIva anAja ke sAtha hI pisa jAte hai| zAka-sabjI sudhAre binA pakAne se usameM rahI Iyala (laTe) pakane se mara jAtI hai| isalie anAja ko chAnakara evaM binakara hI pisavAnA caahie| * vAlapApar3I, maTara, bhIMDI, zimalA mirca, karelA, pattA gobI Adi meM Iyala (laTe) kI adhika saMbhAvanA rahatI hai| isalie ina cIjoM ko sudhArate samaya vizeSa sAvadhAnI rakhanI caahie| * phUla gobI meM beindriya jIva adhika sUkSma hote haiM tathA chidroM meM jIva bhare hote haiN| isalie isakA upayoga na kreN| kabhI-kabhI isameM choTe-choTe sA~pa bhI chipe hue rahate haiN| * bhIDI ko golAI meM na sudhAreM, use khar3I (laMbAI)meM hI sudhAre, sudhArate samaya halke hAthoM se cAku se ___ cIrA lagAye phira aMgulI se pohalI kara yatanApUrvaka dekheN| * methI kI bhAjI meM bahuta hI sUkSma kesarI raMga kI laTe hotI hai| chalanI se chanane se unakI jayaNA kI jAtI hai| * gaisa-sTova kA upayoga karane se pahale use pUMjaNI se pUMja liijie|

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* garama pAnI meM ThaNDe pAnI ko mata milaaiie| * phaTAke kabhI mata phodd'ie| * ghAsa para mata clie| * vanaspati ke patte Adi mata todd'ie| * garbhapAta na kareM aura na hI aisI hiMsaka salAha deN| aisI kupravRttiyoM kA davAkhAnA bhI mata claaiie| * parvatithi, paryuSaNa, olI Adi meM lIlotarI (harI sabjI, phrUTa) kA upayoga na kreN| * rasoI banAne se pahale ATA-dhAnya Adi ko chalanI se chAnakara dekha leM phira upayoga meM leN| * parvatithi tathA 6 aTThAiyoM ke dinoM meM anAja mata pisvaaiiyeN| * khAlI bartana Adi ko ulTe yA ADe jamIna para rkheN| jisase unameM jIva jaMtu girakara ghabarA na jaae| * Tebala, palaMga Adi koI sAmAna z2amIna se ghasITate hue na khIMce balki uThAkara rkheN| * alamArI, bega, Dibbe Adi Adhe khule mata rakhie unheM acchI taraha se baMda kreN| * cIMTiyA~ nikala Ae to usa sthAna ke Asa-pAsa rAkha yA cUnA chiTakA dIjie, cIMTiyA~ calI jaayegii| calate phirate isa bAta kA khyAla rakhe ki kahIM koI cIMTI pairoM tale dabakara mara na jaae| * lAla raMga ke bora, mircI Adi meM usI raMga ke bahuta se jIva hone kI saMbhAvanA hai| isalie yatanA pUrvaka upayoga meM liijie| * rasoI ghara meM lAITa ko cUlhe ke Upara mata rkhie| kyoMki lAITa ke Asa-pAsa ur3ate jIva cUlhe para tathA tapelI meM girakara mara sakate haiN| * dahI-chAcha ko do rAta ke bAda upayoga meM na leN| * bAsI mAve kI miThAI kA upayoga na kreN| tAjA mAvA bhI yadi pUrNa rIti se pakkA na kiyA gayA ho to vaha bhI dUsare dina bAsI ginA jAtA hai| sapheda mAvA eka rAta ke uparAMta bAsI ho jAtA hai| * zahada-makkhana Adi abhakSya haiN| inako khAne se puSkala vikalendriya jIvoM kA bhakSaNa evaM hiMsA hotI ___ hai| isalie inakA tyAga kre| * zarIra ke khulle bhAga meM yadi khujalI ho to khujalAne se pahale dekhe ki kahIM koI jIva to nahIM baiThA ___haiN| pITha Adi jahA~ para dRSTi na pahu~ce vahA~ rumAla phirA leN| * kapar3e dhone se pahale Age-pIche ulTA karake barAbara nirIkSaNa kara liijie|

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* koI bhI bar3e yA choTe bartana meM pAnI, khAdya padArtha Adi lene se pahale dekha le ki bartana ke kisI bhI kone meM koI sUkSma jaMtu to nahIM hai na? * daravAz2e-khir3akI ko kholane, baMda karane se pahale khttkhttaaye| jisase yadi chipakalI Adi baiThI ho to AvAz2a sunate hI haTa jaayegii| khir3akI Adi kholane, baMda karane se pahale barAbara dekha lIjie ki vahA~ koI jaMtu to nahIM hai| * cAya kI pattI ko chAlanI se chAnakara upayoga kreN| cAturmAsa va bhIge vAtAvaraNa meM choTe jIvoM ke hone kI saMbhAvanA rahatI hai| * varSARtu meM TyubalAITa para choTe titalI jaise puSkala jIva bar3e pramANa meM utpanna hote haiN| subaha kacare meM ina saba jIvoM ke kalevara ikaTThe ho jAte haiN| ise rokane hetu TyUbalAITa ke sAtha nIma ke per3a kI choTI DAlI bAMdha diijie| * zaharoM meM ghara para Ama kA rasa nikAlane kI prathA ghaTatI jA rahI hai| kAraNa yaha ki vaha bAz2Ara meM taiyAra milatA hai| para usakA upayoga karanA anucita hai kyoMki vaha rAtri meM bhI nikAlA huA ho sakatA hai| tathA usameM kaccA dUdha bhI milAyA jAtA hai| jise dAla Adi kaThola ke sAtha khAne se dvidala hone kI saMbhAvanA rahatI hai| Ama rasa meM kaccA dUdha milAnA nahIM caahie| evaM bAz2Ara kA Ama rasa bhI upayoga meM nahIM lenA caahie| zAma kI rasoI hone ke bAda, barnara para kapar3A bAMdhakara use DhaMka diijie| jisase barnara ke chidroM meM jIva na cale jaae| subaha pUMjaNI se pUMjane se jo jIva mAtra bAhara calate-phirate haiM, unakI jayaNA kI jA sakatI hai| lekina una jIvoM kA kyA jo barnara ke chidra meM chupe haiM ? isalie barnara para kapar3A DhaMka denA yaha eka uttama prakriyA hai| * bisalarI Adi minarala vaoNTara aNagala pAnI hone se na pIye na pilaaye| usameM pAnI ke jIvoM kI virAdhanA hai| pahale dina kA chAnA huA pAnI yadi dUsare dina upayoga kare to chAnakara hI upayoga meM leN| * pauo meM puSkala jIvAt hone se usakA upayoga karane se pahale chalanI se nirIkSaNa kara liijie| * nIMbU ke phUla (nIMbU kA satta) mahAhiMsaka hone se usakA upayoga na kreN| * miThAI ke Upara yadi kesara kA pAnI chAMTA huA ho to vaha miThAI dUsare dina bAsI abhakSya hotI hai| * methI Adi bhAjI meM nIce ke 2-3 patte anaMtakAya gine jAte haiN| isaliye sudhArate samaya una pattoM ko chor3a diijie|

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* pauA-ma -mamarA-sIMgadAnA tathA kizamiza Adi ko chAna-binakara hI upayoga meM liijie| * pUre kAjU kA upayoga na kreN| kyoMki kAjU ke aMdara kI polANa (chidra) meM laTe hone kI saMbhAvanA rahatI hai| isalie usake do Tukar3e kara dekhakara hI upayoga kreN| * ghara meM yadi kucha maTake jyAdA ho to unake mu~ha para kapar3e bAMdhakara rakheM anyathA usameM makar3I ke jAla hone kI saMbhAvanA hai| * eka hI maTake meM roja pAnI bharane se usameM lIla ho jAne kI saMbhAvanA hai| isalie hara 3-4 dinoM meM maTake ko badalate raheM tathA pUrva upayoga kie hue maTake acchI taraha sUkA leN| * glAsa se pAnI pIne ke bAda use poMcha deN| jhUThI glAsa maTake meM DAlane se pUre maTake ke pAnI meM samUrcchima jIva utpanna ho jAte haiN| isalie pAnI lene hetu eka alaga bartana (loTA, jaga ) rakhane se samUrcchima jIvoM kI virAdhanA se baca sakate haiN| * jalAne hetu sUkI lakar3I koyalA Adi kA upayoga karane se pahale pramArjanA (pUMjakara) z2amIna para ThapakA kara dekha le ki koI jIva to nahIM hai ? * Aja chAnA huA ATA Aja hI upayoga meM leM, agale dina upayoga karanA ho to use phira se chAnanA caahie| Aja kA gUMthA huA ATA dUsare dina bAsI hotA hai| * murabbe kI baraNI ke mu~ha para eraMDI kA tela lagA dene se cITiyA~ nahIM aatii| * jisa samaya binA lAITa yA paMkhe ke kAma ho jAtA ho to ghara meM yA kamare meM praveza karate hI hAthoM kA durupayoga svIca para na kreN| Good Thoughts Remember the Past only if it gives Peace and Pleasure otherwise forget it. 2. Destroy Ego and Control Anger 3. 1. God never closes a door without opening a window. He always gives something better when he takes something away. 141

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donoM hI sthiti meM maz2A hI maz2A vizAla vanarAjI se ghIrI huI TekarI para eka bAbAjI rahate the| sAta ATha vidyArthiyoM ko par3hAte the| vidyArthI hI jaMgala meM se suke lakar3e lAkara rasoI kara sabako khAnA khilAte the| eka dina par3hate hue lar3akoM ne Akara samAcAra die ki, "gurujI, gurujI ! sAta-ATha gAya kahIM se A gaI hai|" gurujI ne kahA, "bhale ! vahA~ kucha bAMdha kara chAMva kara do, mAtAjI vahA~ sukha se raha ske|" usa tarIke se chAMva kI gii| gAya ArAma se rahane lagI, dUdha milane lagA, dahI-ghI hone lgaa| pUrA parivAra mauja meM A gyaa| dina sukha meM bItate the| eka dina vahI lar3akeM ikaTThe hokara gurujI se kahane Ae - "gurujI, gurujI ! ve saba gAya kahIM calI gaI hai|" gurujIne kahA - "calo acchA huaa| gobara sApha karanA mittaa|" sabhI vidyArthiyoM ne kahA- "jaba gAya AI taba Apane kahA ki gaurasa milegA aura aba usakA mAlika Akara saba gAyoM ko lekara calA gayA to Apa kahate ho ki gobara sApha karanA miTA, Apako to donoM hI sthiti meM acchA hI dikhatA hai?" gurujI ne kahA "hA~, par3hAI kA yahI sAra hai| dRSTi esI bana jAya ki jo acchA ho vahI naz2ara Aye, aura jo dekhe usameM se bhI acchA hI ddhuuNddhe|" hameM acchA dekhane ke lie hI A~khe milI hai, isase sArthakatA usI meM hai ki jo dekhoM vaha acchA hI dekhoN|

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TUTA sapanoM kA mahala Dan Wei of Art Living No Competition But Solution

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maMtra mahimA buddhivardhaka maMtra OM namo arihaMtANaM vada vada vAgvAdinI svAhA maMtra saMkhyA: pratidina 1 mAlA pariNAma : savA lAkha jApa karake maMtra siddha kiijie| smaraNa zakti bar3hatI hai / TOT * sarpa Adi kA z2ahara utArane kA maMtra OM hrI~ hrI~ hu~ hu~ hrI~ hu~ hrA namo siddhANaM viSaM nirviSI bhavatu phaT guru mukha se maMtra grahaNa karake isakA prayoga karane se sarpa Adi kA z2ahara utaratA hai| * sarva kArya siddhi maMtra ahaM svapna meM uttara prApta karane kA maMtra OM hrI~ arhI~ svAhA pariNAma : kapAla para caMdana kA tilaka karake isa maMtra kA 108 bAra jApa karake so jAe / rAta ko svapna meM zubhAzubha uttara milatA hai| jo isa rAta ko svapna na Ae to tIna dina taka yaha prayoga cAlu rakheM / saMgha kI rakSA karane kA maMtra OM namo arihaMtANaM dhaNu dhaNu mahAdhaNu mahAdhaNu svAhA pariNAma H yAtrA ke lie saMgha nikalA ho aura coroM kA upadrava hone kI saMbhAvanA ho taba yaha maMtra kA lalATa pradeza meM dhyAna dharane se coroM kA upadrava dUra hotA hai| OM hrI~ arhaM zrI~ klI~ blu~ arhaM namaH pariNAma : : isa maMtra kA lagAtAra jApa karane se sarva kArya siddha hote haiN|

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TUTA sapanoM kA mahala jainiz2ama ke pichale khaMDa meM hamane dekhA ki suSamA ke ghara phona kI ghaMTI bjii| suSamA kA puNya prabala thA aura usake khuziyoM ke dina the ataH phona khuzabU ke piyara se hI thA / suSamA kI khuzI kA koI pAra nahIM thA jaba use apane dAdI banane kI khabara milii| isa tarapha kucha soca vicArakara apanI mA~ ko apanI duHkhada paristhiti batAne ke lie DaoNlI ne phona to uThAyA para acAnaka suSamA ke aMtima zabda yAda Ae ki "beTI yadi tuma Aja apane ghara nahIM AI to tumhAre lie isa ghara ke daravAz2e hamezA ke lie baMda ho jaaeNge|" yaha yAda Ate hI DaoNlI ne turaMta hI phona rakha diyaa| usakA svAbhimAna bola uThA jisase maiMne hamezA ke lie riztA tor3a diyA hai| maiM usa ghara meM kaise phona kara sakatI hU~? usane socA ki thor3e dinoM meM saba kucha acchA ho jaayegaa| para paristhiti to hada ke bAhara bigar3ane lagI aura eka dina DaoNlI rasoI ghara meM sabjI pakA rahI thI taba samIra ne murgI lAkara DaoNlI ke sAmane rakha dii| DaoNlI - samIra ! ye kyA lekara Aye ho aura ise yahA~ kyoM rakhA haiM ? samIra - aMdhI ho gayI ho kyA ? dikhatA nahIM murgI hai ? DaoNlI - samIra tuma zarAba pIkara Aye ho| yAni tuma zarAba bhI pIte ho ? samIra - zarAba bhI pItA hU~, juA~ bhI khelatA huuN| tumhArA sArA paisA bhI maiM jue~ meM hAra gayA aura aba tumhAre hAtha se pakAyI huI yaha murgI bhI khAU~gA aura tumheM bhI khiilaauuNgaa| bola kyA kara legI? DaoNlI : bahuta ho gayA samIra / bardAza karane kI bhI eka hada hotI hai| maiM koI tumhAre hAtha kA khilaunA nahIM jo jaba cAhA taba khela liyA aura jaba cAhA taba chor3a diyaa| mere rahate isa ghara meM murgI nahIM pkegii| tumheM khAnI ho to kahIM bAhara jAkara khA lo| samIra - vo hI maiM bhI tumheM batAnA cAhatA hU~ ki bardAza karane kI bhI hada hotI hai| merI ammI tumheM kaba taka bardAza kareMgI ? maiM to bAhara khA lU~gA para ammI kA kyA ? isalie Aja tuma yaha murgI pakAkara ammI ko khilaaogii| (itanA kahakara samIra ne jabaradastI DaoNlI ke hAtha meM churI pakar3AyI aura usake hAtha se murgI kaTavAyI / DaoNlI : ( rote hue) samIra ! plIz2a, samIra ! ye kyA kara rahe ho ? plIz2a mujhe chor3o samIra.... (DaoNlI ne samIra se apanA hAtha chur3avAne kI bahuta koziza kI, para vaha samIra ke Age hAra gaI aura samIra ne usake hAthoM se murgI kaTavA dii| gusse meM DaoNlI ne samIra ke hAtha se apanA hAtha chur3Akara samIra ko eka joradAra thappar3a mArI / ) 143

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DaoNlI - tumhArI himmata kaise huI... samIra.. / (DaoNlI apanI bAta pUrI kare isase pahale hI samIra ne use jora se dhakkA diyA aura vaha gira gii| girate hI DaoNlI ke peTa meM darda zuru ho gyaa| vaha darda ke kAraNa jora-jora se rone lgii|) DaoNlI : samIra .... plIz2a samIra mujhe DaoN. ke pAsa le jaao| samIra, mujhe bahuta darda ho rahA hai| (usake darda kI paravAha kie binA naze meM cUra samIra ne use do-tIna lAta mArI aura kahA...) samIra : cupa rho| mere sAre aramAnoM para pAnI phera diyA tumne| maiMne socA thA ki tuma se zAdI karU~gA to mujhe maje hI mje| tere piyara se paise Ate raheMge aura maiM ArAma se jiMdagI gujaaruuNgaa| para tumane to merI jiMdagI barbAda kara dii| aba aura kharcA karavAne para tulI huI ho| (isa prakAra naze meM samIra ne apanI sArI hakIkata kaha dii| darda ke kAraNa DaoNlI behoza ho gii| kucha anahonI na ho jAye isa Dara se samIra use haoNspiTala le gyaa| para dera ho jAne ke kAraNa usakA baccA baca nahIM paayaa| becArI DaoNlI khuda to kabhI mA~ kA pyAra na pA sakI aura jaba use khuda mA~ kA pyAra dene kA maukA milA to kudarata ne vaha maukA bhI usase china liyaa| mA~-bApa kA pyAra nahIM milane para DaoNlI ne socA ki samIra mujhe isa jagata kI sArI khuziyA~ degA aura usake sahAre maiM apanA jIvana bItA luuNgii| lekina jaba samIra ne bhI use dhokhA de diyA taba usake pAsa eka mAtra sahArA, usake peTa meM pala rahA baccA thA, lekina samIra ne usase vaha sahArA bhI hamezA-hamezA ke lie china liyaa| aba usake kismata meM A~sU bahAne ke sivAya kucha bhI nahIM thaa| zabAnA aura samIra to DaoNlI se usakI tabIyata ke bAre meM pUchane bhI nahIM aae| DaoNlI akelI haoNspiTala meM par3I rhii| use koI pAnI pilAne vAlA bhI nahIM thaa| ber3a se uTha na sakane ke kAraNa ghaMTe do ghaMTe meM koI narsa AtI to pAnI pilA detI varnA aise hI pyAse rahanA pdd'taa| aisI hAlata meM DaoNlI ko apane ghara aura mammI-pappA kI bahuta yAda aaii| use lagA ki jaba vaha ghara para thI aura usakA thor3A bhI sira dukhatA to mA~ apanI goda meM usakA sira rakhakara dabAtI aura Aja usakI aisI hAlata meM use koI pAnI pilAnevAlA bhI nahIM haiN| use apane kie para bahuta pachatAvA hone lgaa| usane mana hI mana nirNaya kara liyA ki vaha apane bhUla kI mAphI apane mammI pApA se mA~gegI aura apane para bItI sArI bAta unheM batA degii| use vizvAsa thA ki usakI aisI hAlata dekhakara usake mammI - pApA use jarura apane pAsa bulA leNge| DaoNlI ne socA ki phona kahA~ se karU~? itane meM usakI naz2ara pAsa ke Tebala para par3e samIra ke mobAIla para pdd'ii| usane himmata karake apane ghara kA nambara lgaayaa| phona suSamA ne utthaayaa| mahinoM bAda apane mA~ kI AvAz2a sunakara DaoNlI phona para hI jora-jora se rone lgii|)

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suSamA - helo ! kauna bola rahA hai? DaoNlI - (rote hue ) maoNma ! maiM ddoNlii| suSamA - DaoNlI tuma, Aja yahA~ phona kaise kiyA? DaoNlI - maoNma ! plIz2a mujhe yahA~ se le clo| maiM isa naraka meM aba aura nahIM raha sktii| mammI Apa jaisA kahoge maiM vaisA kruuNgii| yadi isa naraka se maiM nahIM nikalI to maiM ghuTa-ghuTa kara mara jaauuNgii| yahA~ para merA koI nahIM hai| samIra aura usakI mA~ ko mujhase nahIM mere paisoM se pyAra thA aura jaba mere lAe hue sAre paise khatma ho gae to unhoMne mujhe dara-dara bhaTakane ke lie majabUra kara diyaa| (DaoNlI ne rote hue khuda para ghaTI sArI ghaTanA apanI maoNma ko sunA dii| aura aMta meM-) DaoNlI : maoNma ! plIz2a eka bAra mujhe mApha kara do| mujhe yahA~ se le calo moNm| (kaisI sthiti ho gaI hai DaoNlI kii| eka vakta aisA thA jaba DaoNlI ne apane ghara ko naraka kahakara samIra ko vahA~ se bhagA le jAne ke lie kahA thA aura Aja vahI DaoNlI samIra ke ghara ko naraka kaha kara apanI mammI ko yahA~ se le jAne ke lie vinaMtI kara rahI hai| DaoNlI kI sArI bAteM sunate hI suSamA kI A~khoM se A~sU kI dhArA bahane lgii| usane rote-rote kahA-) suSamA : DaoNlI ! aisA kadama uThAne se pahale maiMne tumheM lAkha bAra manA kiyA thaa| lekina tumane hamArI bAta nahIM sunii| DaoNlI, jisa dina tuma isa ghara se bhAga kara gaI thii| usI dina se tuma hamAre lie mara gaI thii| yaha to acchA huA ki tumane mujhe hI phona lagAyA yadi tumhAre pApA ko lagAyA hotA to unheM dobArA hArTa aTeka A jaataa| tumhAre lie isa ghara ke daravAz2e hamezA-hamezA ke lie baMda ho gae haiN| saoNrI maiM tumhArI kisI bhI prakAra kI madada nahIM kara sktii| DaoNlI : plIz2a moNm| phona mata rkhnaa| saoNrI moNm| mujhase galatI ho gii| mujhe mApha kara do maoNma! plIz2a maoNma mujhe yahA~ se le clo| (DaoNlI rone lagI aura rote-rote) plIz2a maoNma ! Akhira Apa bhI eka mA~ ho| Apa itanI kaThora dila nahIM bana sktii| (DaoNlI ko rote dekha suSamA kA dila pighala gyaa|) suSamA : DaoNlI ! tuma. roo mata, maiM tumhAre pApA se bAta kruuNgii| (suSamA se bAta karane ke bAda DaoNlI kA dila thor3A halkA ho gayA aura vaha apanI maoNma ke Ane kA iMtajAra karane lagI ki kaba maoNma mujhe lene Ae aura kaba maiM apane ghara jaauuN| idhara dopahara khAne ke samaya meM Aditya ghara aayaa| suSamA ne DaoNlI kI sArI paristhiti Aditya ko batAI aura sAtha hI DaoNlI ko ghara para le Ane kI apanI icchA bhI btaaii| suSamA kI bAta sunakara eka bAra to Aditya kI A~khoM meM bhI A~sU A gye| lekina jaba suSamA ne use ghara lAne kI bAta kahI taba Aditya gusse meM A gayA aura jora se...)

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Aditya : khabaradAra suSamA ! jisa DaoNlI ke lie hamane apanI sArI khuziyoM ko chor3a diyA thA, vahI DaoNlI mujhe mauta ke mu~ha meM chor3akara calI gayI thii| eka musalamAna lar3ake ke sAtha bhAgakara jAte samaya use itanA bhI khyAla nahIM AyA ki usake mA~-bApa kI samAja meM itanI ijjata hai| ve mere jAne ke bAda logoM ko apanA mu~ha kaise dikhAe~ge ? suSamA Age se yadi tumane DaoNlI ko isa ghara meM lAne kI bAta kI yA usase phona para bAta karane kI yA milane kI koziza bhI kI to merA marA mu~ha dekhogI / ( itanA kahate hI Aditya kI chAtI meM jora se jhaTakA lagA aura usakI chAtI meM darda hone lgaa| Aditya kI aisI hAlata dekhakara suSamA ne socA ki DaoNlI kA nAma lene se inakI yaha hAlata huI hai to DaoNlI ghara AegI to inakA kyA hogA ? yaha socakara hI suSamAne DaoNlI ko ghara lAne kA vicAra chor3a diyaa| lekina Akhira mA~ kA dila thA isalie vaha Aditya ko batAe e. binA hI DaoNlI se milane haoNspiTala calI gii| usa samaya DaoNlI soI huI thii| suSamA usake pAsa gii| DaoNlI kI aisI hAlata dekhakara suSamA kI A~khoM meM A~sU A gye| jaise hI suSamA ne apanA vAtsalya bharA hAtha DaoNlI ke sira para pherA vaise hI DaoNlI jAga gii| apanI maoNma ko apane pAsa dekhakara DaoNlI ke A~khoM meM bhI A~sU A gye| usane apanI maoNma kA hAtha pakar3a liyaa| aura rote-rote ....) mujhe patA hI thA maoNma ki Apa mujhe lene jarura aaoNge| ( becArI suSamA | apanI beTI ke isa prazna kA javAba va Aditya kA phaisalA kaise sunAtI ? ) DaoNlI : maoNma kucha bolo nA Apa aise cupa kyoM khar3I ho ? suSamA : mujhe mApha kara do beTA / tumhAre pApA ne tumheM svIkArane se manA kara diyA hai| ( aura aisA kahakara Aditya se huI sArI bAta suSamA ne DaoNlI ko batA dii| yaha sunate hI DaoNlI ke aramAna TUTakara cakanAcUra ho ge| usane socA thA ki aba use vApisa usa naraka meM nahIM jAnA pdd'egaa| ArAma se apane ghara para jAU~gI aura phira se naI jiMdagI zuru karu~gI / apanA nayA kaeNriyara bnaauuNgii| lekina DaoNlI ke bhAgya meM to kucha aura hI likhA thaa| DaoNlI ne apanI mA~ se bahuta Request kI lekina Akhira suSamA bhI kyA karatI ? ) suSamA : DaoNlI tumhAre jAne ke bAda hamArA ghara se bAhara nikalanA muzkila ho gayA aura usa para jaba se tumhArI bAta tumhAre pApA ko batAI hai taba se unakA B. P. nArmala hI nahIM ho rahA haiM, Akhira vaha bhI to eka bApa hai| tuma unakI hAlata dekhogI to apane Apako dhikkArogI / zAyada tumheM ghara vApasa lAne ke bAda samAja meM honevAlI badanAmI se to vaha jIM bhI na paae| batAo DaoNlI tuma merI jagaha hotI to kyA karatI ? DaoNlI : 146

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(itanA kahakara suSamA kI A~khoM meM A~sU A gae, DaoNlI bhI rone lgii|) suSamA : DaoNlI ! tumhAre pApA ne apanI kasama DAlI hai isalie tuma aba kabhI usa ghara para phona mata krnaa| tumhAre pApA hI merA eka mAtra sahArA hai yadi unheM kucha ho gayA to maiM kyA karU~gI? (itanA kahakara suSamA ne kucha paise DaoNlI ko die aura vApasa apane ghara lauTa aaii| suSamA ke jAne ke bAda DaoNlI ko akelApana mahasUsa hone lgaa| jIvana meM pahalI bAra use apanI galatI para pachatAvA ho rahA thaa| usane vicAra kiyA ki jaba maiM ghara para thI taba bhI maiMne apane vyavahAra se mAtApitA ko duHkhI kiyA, jaba ghara se bhAgI taba bhI unheM duHkha diyA aura Aja merA duHkhI jIvana unheM rulA rahA hai| aisA socakara vaha isa nirNaya para A gaI ki aba jIvana meM cAhe marane kI bhI paristhiti A jAe to bhI maiM isakA jikra apane ghara para nahIM kruuNgii| Already mere mAtA-pitA mere kAraNa bahuta kucha sahana kara cuke haiN| basa aba unheM merI tarapha se kisI bAta kI takalIpha nahIM hogii| apanI mA~ ke die paisoM se DaoNlI haoNspiTala kA bila cukAkara samIra ke ghara calI gii| DaoNlI ko aMcAnaka ghara Ae dekha samIra cakarA gyaa|) samIra : DaoNlI ! tuma yahA~ kaise A gaI? tumhAre haoNspiTala kA bila kisane cukAyA? DaoNlI : samIra ! tumane to mujhe vahA~ marane ke lie chor3a diyA thA aura vaise bhI tumhArI ammI kI bahuta- icchA thI nA ki maiM apane mAyake se paise maMgavAU~, to suno| maiMne apanI maoNma ko paise ke lie phona kiyA thA para maoNma ne mujhe paise dene se sApha inkAra kara diyA aura unhoMne mujhe yaha bhI kahA ki merA usa ghara se koI riztA nahIM haiN| lekina jaba maiMne apanI pUrI paristhiti batAI taba unhoMne apane DrAIvara ke hAthoM se paise bhijavAkara mere haoNspiTala kA bila cukA diyaa| (itanA kahate hI DaoNlI kI A~kheM bhara aaii|) samIra : DaoNlI ! tumane to Ate hI apanA DhoMga zuru kara diyaa| khaira aba merI bAta dhyAna se suna lo tuma cAhe vezyA bana jAo yA naukarI karo, mujhe usase koI matalaba nahIM hai| mujhe to sirpha paisoM se matalaba haiM, samajhI.... DaoNlI : (cauMkakara ) samIra ! ye tuma bola rahe ho| kAza yaha saba maiM pahale samajha gaI hotI ki tumane mujhase nahIM mere paisoM se zAdI kI haiN| samIra : tuma jo bhI samajho DaoNlI para isa mahine kI AkharI tArIkha taka tumhAre mahine kI selerI mere hAthoM meM A jAnI caahie| nahIM to aMjAma bahuta burA hogA, kAna kholakara suna lenA smjhii| (becArI DaoNlI, pahale jo kadama usane uThAe the Aja vahI kadama usakI ora Akara khaDe ho ge| jisa mA~ ke A~sU ko pahale usane DhoMga kA nAma diyA thA pariNAma svarupa Aja usI ke A~sU ko DhoMga kahA jA rahA haiN|

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samIra kA phaisalA sunakara DaoNlI ne apane mana ke sAtha eka samajhautA kara diyaa| usane socA ki vaise bhI usake ghara ke daravAz2e usake lie baMda ho gae haiM, isalie vaha roe yA ha~se use rahanA to samIra ke sAtha hI hai, to kyoM na samIra kI bAta ko hI mAnakara usake sAtha ha~sIkhuzI rahA jaae| vaise bhI DaoNlI ko apanA kaeNriyara banAne kA zauka to pahale se hI thaa| aba samIra kI sahamati hone para use apane kaeNriyara ko saphala banAne kA eka maukA milaa| vaha bhI duniyA ke sAmane AnA cAhatI thii| usane ha~sate-ha~sate samIra ke phaisale ko eksepTa kara diyaa| sAtha hI ghara ke vAtAvaraNa se vaha taMga A gaI thii| use zAMti cAhie thii| vaha ghUmanA phiranA cAhatI thii| isalie usane socA ki naukarI karane se hI usakI sArI icchAeM pUrI ho sakegI aura naukarI kI selerI samIra ke hAthoM meM dene se ho sakatA hai ki usake aura samIra ke saMbaMdha phira se sudhara jaae| basa usI AzA meM DaoNlI ne apanA kadama ghara se bAhara rakhA, para use yaha nahIM patA thA ki usakA uThAyA huA yaha kadama use kahA~ le jAegA? aba DaoNlI naukarI kI talAza meM ghUmane lgii| lekina use kahIM naukarI seTa nahIM huii| Akhira eka dina phezana Diz2AIna kI varlDa phemasa kampanI meM vaha inTaravyu de rahI thii| taba....) mi. jaoNna (kampanI ke mAlika) : DaoNlI vaise to kampanI kI choTI baDI posTa ke lie menejara hI inTaravyu lete haiM para philahAla inTaravyu cala rahA hai merI pI.e. ke lie| maiM socatA hU~ ki Apa isake lie barAbara ho| jo ki Apa merI pI.e. yAni parsanala asisTenTa banane vAlI ho to mujhe thor3I jAnakArI ApakI nijI jiMdagI ke bAre meM bhI honI caahie| kyA Apa zAdI zudA ho| DaoNlI : haaN| mi. jaoNna : Apake pati kA nAma kyA hai? aura vo kyA bijhanesa karate haiM ? DaoNlI : sara samIra khAna.... mi. jaoNna : (thor3A cauMkakara) kyA? samIra khAna aura DaoNlI? DaoNlI : hA~ sara, hamane lava mereja kiyA hai| philahAla samIra bhI naukarI kI talAza meM hai| mi. jaoNna : ThIka hai ddoNlii| Apa mere parsanala asisTenTa ke lie cunI gaI ho| DaoNlI : sara merI selerI? mi. jaoNna : DaoNlI ! Apa apanI selerI kI bilakula ciMtA mata kro| vaise to mere menejara kI selerI bhI hara mahine kI mAtra 8000 ru. hai lekina Apa merI parsanala asisTenTa ho isalie tumhArI selerI 10,000 ru. hara mahine kI hogI ThIka hai| DaoNlI : yasa sara ! baiMkyu so mc|

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mi. jaoNna : to kala ThIka ATha baje A jaanaa| (DaoNlI vahA~ se calI gii| 10,000 kI selerI sunate hI DaoNlI bahuta khuza ho gii| usane sArI bAta samIra ko btaaii| yaha sunakara samIra bhI bahuta khuza ho gyaa| dUsare dina, pahalI bAra oNphisa meM kadama rakhane ke kAraNa DaoNlI bahuta khuza thii| oNphisa ke sAre logoM ne usakA svAgata kiyA / mi. jaoNna ne DaoNlI se sabakA paricaya karavAkara oNphisa kA sArA kAma use smjhaayaa| DaoNlI ko eka parsanala kebina de diyA gyaa| oNphisa ke logoM kA acchA bartAva dekhakara DaoNlI kA mana oNphisa meM laga gyaa| isa taraha DaoNlI kA pahalA dina bahuta acchA gyaa| dhIre-dhIre DaoNlI oNphisa ke kAma meM itanI vyasta ho gaI ki vaha apane bhUtakAla ke duHkha bhare jIvana ko bhUlane lagI / ( eka mahinA pUrA hote hI samIra DaoNlI ke pAsa se usakI selerI le letA thaa| eka bAra - ) DaoNlI : samIra ! mujhe kucha rupaye cAhie / samIra : abhI 6 dina pahale hI to tumheM 300 ru. die the usakA kyA kiyA ? DaoNlI : samIra ! kyA tuma mujhase eka-eka paise kA hisAba mA~goge ? samIra : hA~, aura tumheM denA bhI hogA / DaoNlI : oNphisa itanI dUra hai Ane-jAne ke lie TeksI kA kharcA hotA hai aura tumheM patA hI hai Ajakala maha~gAI kitanI bar3ha gaI hai| samIra : vahI to tumheM batAnA cAhatA hU~ ki Ajakala maha~gAI bar3ha gaI hai isalie apane kharceM kama kro| Ane jAne ke lie TeksI kI kyA jarurata hai, basa bhI to calatI hai| tumhArA kAma bhI ho jAyegA aura paise bhI baca jAyeMge / DaoNlI : para samIra ! zAma ko oNphisa se Ane meM leTa ho jAtA hai aura taba basa meM AnA riskI hotA hai| samIra : yaha saba tumhArI galataphahamI hai, kucha nahIM hotA, sabhI naukarI karanevAle jAte hI to hai| tuma kauna sI spezyala ho ? DaoNlI : lekina samIra ye 10,000 ru. jAte kahA~ hai ? samIra : jabAna mata calAo, 10,000 rupaye kahA~ jAte hai maiM tumheM yaha batAnA jarurI nahIM smjhtaa| ( yaha sunakara DaoNlI ko gussA A gayA / ) DaoNlI : mujhe bhI to patA calanA cAhie ki kahIM merI mehanata kI kamAI zarAba ke aDDoM para to nahIM ur3AI jA rahI ? samIra : vAha ! thor3e paise kyA kamA lie AsamAna meM ur3ane lagI ho / use mehanata kI kamAI 149

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kahatI ho| vahA~ mehanata karatI ho yA kucha aura yaha to allAha hI jAne aura yadi maiM tumhAre paisoM ko jue~ meM hAra jAU~ yA zarAba meM uDA dU~ tuma merA kyA kara sakatI ho ? eka kAma karate haiM tumheM paisoM kI jyAdA jarurata ho to tumhAre ghara se maMgavA detA huuN| phira ArAma se TeksI meM ghuumnaa| (itanA kahakara samIra mobAIla nikAlakara DaoNlI ke ghara para kaoNla karane lgaa| gusse meM Akara DaoNlI ne samIra kA mobAIla khIMcakara pheMka diyaa|) DaoNlI : khabaradAra ! jo mere ghara para phona lagAyA to, tumheM yadi.... / (DaoNlI Age kucha bole usake pahale hI samIra ne gusse meM use do thappar3a lagAI aura apanA belTa nikAlakara DaoNlI ko mArane lagA-) samIra : tumhArI himmata kaise huI merA mobAIla pheMkane kI? bAhara paira kyA rakheM, jubAna kaiMcI kI taraha calane lagI hai| kAna kholakara suna lo| yahA~ rahanA hai to kama paisoM meM jInA sIkha lo| mahArAnI banakara jIne kI apanI Adata chor3a do aura yadi yaha Adata na chUTatI ho to apane . piyara se paise maMgavA lo, samajhI? (itanA kahakara DaoNlI ko vahI rotI chor3akara samIra vahA~ se calA gyaa| becArI DaoNlI Aja jAnavaroM kI taraha pITe jAne ke bAda bhI A~khoM se A~sU bahAne ke alAvA kucha nahIM kara sakatI thii| kahA~ vo mahArAnI jaisA jIvana jahA~ vaha eka glAsa pAnI bhI khuda nahIM bharatI thI aura kahA~ yaha naukaroM jaisA jIvana jahA~ pUre dina mehanata karane ke bAda bhI thappar3a hI khAne ko milatI thii| DaoNlI ke sunahare sapanoM para phira pAnI phira gyaa| usakA jIvana naraka se bhI battara bana gayA thaa| socA thA naukarI karane ke bAda saba kucha acchA ho jaaegaa| para yadi kismata meM ronA hI likhA ho to vaha kitanI hI mehanata kyoM na kara le usake hoMThoM para ha~sI kaise A sakatI hai? yUM dekhA jAye to isameM kismata kA bhI kyA doSa ? apanI kismata ko galata rAha para le jAne vAlI to vo khuda hI thii| itanI mAra khAne ke bAda DaoNlI ko itanA darda hone lagA thA ki vaha vahA~ se uTha bhI na paaii| bar3I muzkila se apane baoNsa ko phona karake usane eka dina kI chuTTI mA~ga lii| para DaoNlI ke jIvana meM itane se bhI zAMti kahA thii| zAma ko jaise hI vaha khAnA khAne baiThI taba ...) zabAnA : samIra ! merI sArI saheliyA~ Aja dekho kitane ArAma se ghUmatI-phiratI haiN| Ae dina apane ghara AtI jAtI hai| mujhe cAra saptAha ho gae haiM isa ghara se bAhara kadama bhI nahIM rkhaa| kyA isa bur3hApe meM bhI mujhe kAma karate-karate hI maranA par3egA? mahArAnI ne jabase oNphisa jAnA zuru kiyA hai taba se ghara ke kAma ko hAtha taka nahIM lgaayaa| oNphisa jA rahI hai to kyA hama para ehasAna kara rahI hai| kaha do ise ki muphta kI roTiyA~ khAne ko nahIM milegii| pahale ghara kA EsD

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kAma karo phira oNphisa jaao| vaise bhI oNphisa kA TAIma to ATha baje kA haiN| cAra baje uThegI to sArA kAma ho jAegA, vaise bhI oNphisa meM kAma kyA karatI hai khAlI jAkara kursI para baiThe rahanA / samIra : DaoNlI ! tumane suna liyA hogA / (DaoNlI kyA karatI, usa ghara meM usakA calatA hI kahA~ thA / jyAdA kucha bole to samIra do thappar3a lgaataa| aisA kucha na ho isalie DaoNlI ne cupacApa zabAnA kI bAta mAna lii| aba DaoNlI subaha cAra baje uThakara ghara kA sArA kAma nipaTAkara oNphisa jAtI aura pUre dina thakakara jaba vaha zAma ko ghara jAtI taba bhI usake nasIba meM sirpha kAma hI thaa| roja isI taraha kAma karake oNphisa jAnA aura ghara Akara phira kAma karanA, yaha DaoNlI kA roja kA krama bana gayA thaa| vaha to mAtra zabAnA aura samIra kI U~galiyoM para nAcane vAlI kaTapUtalI bana gaI thii| basa jaisA ve kahate vaise vaha nAcatI aura yadi thoDI bhI bagAvata karatI to use lAtoM aura thappar3oM ke alAvA aura kucha nahIM miltaa| usa dina ke bAda aba Ae dina DaoNlI ko samIra aura zabAnA ke oNDara se naoNnaveja pakAnA pdd'taa| itanA hI nahIM jaba kabhI samIra kI bahaneM AtI to jAna bUjhakara inhIM cIz2oM kI mAMga krtii| DaoNlI kA~pate hAthoM aura rote dila se sabakI icchAe~ pUrI karatI / jisa dina DaoNlI naoNnaveja pakAtI usake cAra dina taka vaha khAnA nahIM khA paatii| lekina Akhira kyA karatI / gale meM ghaMTI jo bA~dhI thii| to vaha aba bajegI hI.... "jo-jo bhI gaI bhAgakara, Thokara khAtI hai, apanI galatI para ro-ro azka bahAtI hai eka hI kicana meM murgI saMga sAga pakAtI hai, hui bhayAnaka bhUla socakara aba pachatAtI hai| " basa aisA hI kucha ho rahA thA DaoNlI ke saath| jyAdA kAma hone ke kAraNa eka dina thakakara DaoNlI apane kebina meM Tebala para sira rakhakara so rahI thii| usI samaya mi. jaoNna kisI kAma se DaoNlI ke kebina meM aae| DaoNlI ko soyA huA dekha ve vApasa apane kebina meM A gae aura thor3I dera bAda apane kebina se DaoNlI ko phona karake use apane kebina meM bulAyA / ) DaoNlI : Apane mujhe bulAyA sara / mi. jaoNna : hA~ DaoNlI' ! kyA bAta hai| Aja tuma jyAdA hI thakI huI ho| kAma bahuta jyAdA hai kyA ? maiM tumhAre kebina meM AyA thaa| tumheM soyA huA dekha maiMne jagAnA ucita nahIM smjhaa| kyA huA ? DaoNlI : kucha nahIM sara ! vo aise hI nIMda A gii| koI kAma thA ? mi. jaoNna : hA~ Ao ! baiTho, maiM tumheM mi. zarmA kI sArI Diz2AIna batA detA huuN| ( DaoNlI vahA~ baiTha gaI aura mi. jaoNna samajhAne lge| para DaoNlI kA dhyAna kahI ora hI thA taba - ) mi. jaoNna : DaoNlI ! maiMne abhI-abhI tumheM kyA batAyA ? 151

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DaoNlI : oha saoNrI sara ! ekculI Aja merA dhyAna kahIM ora thaa| (mi. jaoNna apanI kursI se uThakara DaoNlI ke pAsa vAlI kursI para Akara baiTha gae / ) mi. jaoNna : DaoNlI ! mujhe galata mata samajhanA, para aba maiM eka baoNsa (sara) nahIM para eka dosta banakara tumase pUchatA hU~ ki kyA tuma apanI philiMgsa mujhe kahogI ? maiM tumheM hamezA udAsa dekhatA hU~ / yadi tuma cAho to mujhe batAkara apanA dila halkA kara sakatI ho| (jaoNna ke hamadardI bhare zabda sunakara DaoNlI kI A~khoM meM pAnI A gayA aura usane zuruAta se lekara aMta taka sArI kahAnI mi. jaoNna ko batA dI / ) DaoNlI : tumhArA ronA sahI hai DaoNlI ! samIra ko aisA nahIM karanA cAhie thaa| usane tumheM dhokhA diyA hai| tumhAre sAtha bahuta burA huA / DaoNlI : choDo nA sara ! ina bAtoM ko| vo Apa mi. zarmA ke bAre meM kyA batA rahe the ? eka bAra phira se samajhA diijie| ( aura donoM kAma meM laga gae / ) (do dina bAda DaoNlI ATha baje oNphisa kA kAma nipaTAkara oNphisa se nikala gii| para basa ke intajAra meM vaha nau baje taka basa sTaoNpa para hI khar3I thii| usI samaya mi. jaoNna bhI oNphisa kA kAma nipaTAkara usI rAste se apanI kAra se jA rahe the| unhoMne DaoNlI ko basa ke lie iMtajAra karate dekhaa| dUsare dina - ) mi. jaoNna : DaoNlI ! kala tuma ghara kitane baje phuNcii| kala nau baje taka to maiMne tumheM basa sTaoNpa para dekhA thaa| DaoNlI : sara ! aba Apase kyA chipAnA / merI pUrI selerI samIra le letA hai| roja basa meM Ane-jAne kA kirAyA mujhe de detA hai| aba 7 ru. meM maiM TeksI kA kirAyA kahA~ se lAU~ ? mi. jaoNna : oha zITa DaoNlI ! tumheM eka bAra to mujhase kahanA cAhie thA / maiM tumhArI kucha madada krtaa| yaha lo 1000 ru. ise tuma apane kebina ke laoNkaapa meM hI rakhanA aura jaba mana cAhe kharca kara lenaa| aura hA~, Aja se tumheM basa sTaoNpa para basa ke lie veTa karane kI koI jarurata nahIM hai| maiM tumheM apanI kAra se chor3a duuNgaa| vaise bhI tumhArA ghara mere rAste meM hI AtA hai| DaoNlI : oha ! thaiMksa a loTa sara / mi. jaoNna : DaoNlI plIz2a tuma mujhe sara mata kaho / aba hama dosta hai| tuma mujhe jaoNna bulAogI to mujhe jyAdA acchA lgegaa| DaoNlI o. ke. jaoNna / : (isa prakAra jaoNna thor3e rupaye dekara, do-cAra mIThI bAteM bolakara, hamadardI jatAkara bholI-bhAlI DaoNlI ko apane jAla meM phaMsAne lgaa| para eka bAra Thokara khAne ke bAda bhI DaoNlI phira vahI 152

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galatI kara baitthii| pahale bhI ghara meM prema nahIM milane ke kAraNa DaoNlI ne samIra ke prema ko saba kucha mAnA aura Aja taka pachatA rahI hai aura aba samIra se prema nahIM milane ke kAraNa jaoNna kI jhUThI dostI para bharosA kara baitthii| dekhate hai yaha bharosA aba DaoNlI ko kahA~ le jAtA hai| jaoNna kI cAlAkI se anajAna DaoNlI usako apanA phrenDa mAnane lgii| apane ghara kI sArI praoNblamsa jaoNna ko btaatii| jaoNna use helpa karatA aura isa taraha DaoNlI jaoNna ko apanA sabase jyAdA karIbI dosta mAnane lgii| jaoNna ne DaoNlI ko oNphisa varka ke lie eka mobAIla giphTa kara diyaa| oNphisa kI chuTTI ke dina jaba jaoNna ghara para bora hotA to vaha ghaMToM DaoNlI se phona para oNphisa ke kAma kA bahAnA banAkara bAteM krtaa| aba DaoNlI roja jaoNna ke sAtha usakI kAra se hI ghara aatii| kabhI-kabhI DaoNlI aura jaoNna Apasa meM apanA TiphIna bhI sAtha milakara khA lete| kahIM koI acchI philma lagI hotI yA kisI acche pArka meM jAnA hotA to donoM sAtha meM cale jaate| kabhI oNphisa meM jyAdA varka hotA to jaoNna DaoNlI kA iMtajAra krtaa| eka dina sAre varkarsa apanA-apanA kAma karake 8 baje ghara cale ge| varka jyAdA hone se DaoNlI oNphisa meM akelI hI kAma kara rahI thii| tabhI jaoNna apane phreNDa kI janmadina kI pArTI se sIdhA oNphisa aayaa| jaba use patA calA ki Aja DaoNlI oNphisa meM akelI hai| taba vaha sIdhe DaoNlI ke kebina meM calA gyaa| usa samaya DaoNlI apane kebina meM phAila dekha rahI thii| jaoNna apane phreNDa kI pArTI meM zarAba pIkara Ane se naze meM cUra thaa| vaha DaoNlI ke pAsa jAkara pIche se gale laga gyaa| acAnaka kisI ko AyA jAnakara DaoNlI ghabarA gii| usane pIche mur3akara dekhA to jaoNna ko .dekhakara vaha Azcarya cakita ho gii| apane Apa ko jaoNna se chur3Akara DaoNlI khar3I ho gaI aura jaoNna se ....) DaoNlI : ye kyA kara rahe ho sara? jaoNna : o ddoNlii| kama oNna leTsa enjoNy| DaoNlI : sara ! Apa naze meM ho isalie Apako patA nahIM hai ki Apa kyA bola rahe ho? jaoNna : kama oNna ddoNlii| Aja taka itane bAhara ghUme, pikcara gaye kahI para bhI itanA ekAMta nahIM milaa| Aja jaba cAnsa hAtha lagA hai to ise kyoM chor3a rahI ho? (aura jaoNna ne DaoNlI kA hAtha pakar3a liyA) DaoNlI : (ghabarAkara) sara sAtha meM ghUmane kA matalaba yaha nahIM hotA jo Apa samajha rahe ho| maiM Apako apanA eka acchA dosta mAnatI huuN| bs| jaoNna : DaoNlI / tuma mujhase dUra kyoM bhAga rahI ho? mere sAtha rahogI to ezo ArAma krogii| Aja taka jo khuziyA~ samIra ne tumheM nahIM dI vo sArI khuziyA~ maiM tumheM dUMgA aura ye tumhArI

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javAnI, itanA suMdara rupa, ye umra koI kAma karane kI thor3I hai| ezo ArAma karane kI hai| maujamastI karane kI hai| (itanA kahakara vaha DaoNlI ke aura karIba Akara use pakar3ane kI koziza karane lagA) (kyA hogA DaoNlI ke sAtha ? kyA vaha jaoNna ke caMgula se baca pAegI? yA phira usake jIvana meM phira koI anahonI ghaTa jaaegii| aura isa tarapha DaoNlI ke ghara meM jayaNA se mile samAdhAnoM se khuzabU aura suSamA ke jIvana meM madhuratA A gii| sAtha hI suSamA kA parivAra bhI dhIre-dhIre dharma meM jur3ane lagA thaa| paraMtu abhI taka suSamA ema.sI. kA pUrNatayA pAlana nahIM karatI thI aura yahI saMskAra khuzabU meM bhI Ane lge| paraMtu jayaNA ko yaha bahuta khaTakatA thaa| kyA jayaNA unheM ema. sI. pAlana ke mahattva ko samajhA pAegI? kyA ve donoM pavitratA ke isa gUr3ha rahasya ko samajhakara use AcaraNa meM le pAegI? unhe samajhAne ke lie jayaNA kyA karatI hai? Aie dekhate hai jainiz2ama ke agale khaNDa "pavitratA kA rahasya" meM....) OO No Competition But Solutions ) C OOKILADKKAKAKIRNORARY jainiz2ama korsa ke pichale khaMDa meM Apane dekhA ki premamaya vyavahAra se mokSA ne kisa prakAra apane ghara meM khuziyA~ laaii| isI bIca dharmamaya jIvana vyatIta karate parivAra ke sAtha ha~sate-khelate 9 mahine taka garbha kA sucAru rupa se pAlana kara usane eka lar3ake ko janma diyaa| laDake kA janma hote hI usane use navakAra maMtra sunAyA aura usakI acchI paravariza ke lie satata jAgRta rhii| prabhu vIra ke batAe mArga para usakA beTA cala sake isa bhAva se mokSA ne usakA nAma 'samakita' rkhaa| mokSA svayaM apane jIvana meM saMskAroM va paravariza ke suMdara pariNAma kA anubhava kara cUkI thii| ataH apane anubhavoM ke AdhAra para usane samakita ko saMskAra dene meM koI kamI nahIM rkhii| ____ mokSA kI nanaMda vidhi phezana Diz2AInIMga korsa ke aMtima varSa meM phuNcii| eka dina usake kaoNleja meM prekTikala kaoNmpiTizana thaa| jisameM bhAratabhara ke phezana Diz2AInaroM ne bhAga liyaa| kaoNmpiTIzana ke AdhAra para kisI eka ko "besTa nezanala phezana Diz2AInara avaoNrDa" milane kI ghoSaNA huI thii| vidhi kisI prakAra se semI phAInala meM pAsa to ho gii| lekina use sTrIkTa vArniMga dI gaI ki yadi isa bAra usane acchI prastuti nahIM dI to use bAhara nikAla diyA jaaegaa| isase vidhi dina-rAta apane Diz2AIna ko kAmayAba banAne ke lie mehanata karane lgii| eka dina mokSA vidhi ke kamare meM kaoNphI dene AyI aura ....) 154

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mokSA : vidhi ! ye lo tumhArI kaoNphI / kyA bAta hai vidhi ! Aja tuma bahuta Tenzana meM dikha rahI ho ? vidhi : hA~ bhAbhI | nezanala prekTikala kaoNmpiTIzana kA aMtima daura naz2adIka A rahA hai| semI phAInala meM bhI mujhe vaoNrniMga mila gaI hai| mere sAre dosta cune gae haiN| maiMne yaha Diz2AIna banAI hai| lekina yaha Diz2AIna jaba mujhe hI pasaMda nahIM A rahI hai to jaja ko kyA pasaMda AegI? mujhe nahIM lagatA ki maiM isake sahAre phAInala meM jIta pAU~gI / dimAga hI kAma nahIM kara rahA hai ki kyA karU~ ? mokSA : calo ThIka hai, vidhi| pahale ye kaoNphI pI lo| tuma phreza ho jaaogii| (mokSA kaoNphI dekara vahA~ se sIdhe apane rUma meM apane pati ke lepaTopa para Diz2AIna banAkara vidhi ke pAsa aaii|) mokSA : vidhi ! dekho tumheM ye Diz2AIna kaisI lagI? ( Diz2AIna dekhate hI vidhi kI A~khoM meM camaka A gaI / ) vidhi : vAha bhAbhI ! bahuta acchI hai| Apane ye kahA~ se lAI ? mokSA : ye hI nahIM isase bhI acchI Diz2AIna hama donoM baiThe to milakara banA sakate haiN| vidhi : isakA matalaba ye Diz2AIna Apane banAI hai| greTa bhaabhii| mokSA : calo vidhi aba hama milakara kucha acchA krieTa karate haiN| (donoM usI vakta Diz2AInsa banAne baiTha gii| aba mokSA bhI anukUlatA anusAra ghara kA kAma nipaTAkara bace hue samaya meM vidhi kI madada karane lgii| rAta ko bhI donoM dera taka baiThakara kAma karate the| ) mokSA : ruko vidhi ! isameM ye kalara mata ddaalo| ye bahuta jyAdA lAiTa hai, eka kAma karo bebI - piMka kalara DAla do vaise bhI Ajakala isa kalara kI phezana hai| (thor3I dera meM donoM ne milakara acchI-acchI Diz2AIneM banAI ) mokSA : vidhi ! vaise maoNDala kA skIna kalara kyA hai? yadi vaha sAMvalI hai to usa para Light colour acchA lagegA aura yadi vaha gorI hai to ye Dark Colour usa para acchA lgegaa| vidhi : are hA~ bhAbhI ! maiMne to kabhI ye socA hI nahIM thA ki Dresa kA kalara maoNDala ke skIna kalara para AdhArita hotA hai| (donoM mana lagAkara kAma karane lage aura aMta meM jAkara unakI Diz2AIneM taiyAra ho gii| aba vidhi ko bhI mokSA kI jarurata mahasUsa hone lgii| vaha apane mana kI hara eka bAta mokSA se karatI thI / 155

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Akhira phAInala kA dina A gyaa| pratiyogitA meM vidhi kI Diz2AIna sabake dhyAna kA kendra bana gaI aura vidhi "besTa nezanala phezana Diz2AInara" bana gii| ghara Ate hI...... vidhi bhAbhI ! ye dekho| : mokSA : vAha vidhi ! kitanI acchI TraoNphI hai| Akhira tuma Competition jIta hI gii| mokSA : maiM nahIM bhAbhI ! hama jIta gae / bahuta-bahuta dhanyavAda bhAbhI ! jo Apane merI itanI madada nahIM kI hotI to zAyada hI maiM ye pratiyogitA jIta pAtI / (isa prakAra pratiyogitA ke mAdhyama se vidhi mokSA ke bahuta karIba A gaI aura apane kaoNleja ke sivAya bhI jaba bhI use kucha kAma hotA to vaha mokSA kI madada letI thii| itanA hI nahIM ghara ke kAma meM bhI vaha mokSA kI khUba madada karane lgii| mokSA bhI samaya-samaya para use acchI bAteM sikhAtI, galatI hone para samajhAtI aura dhArmika vAtAvaraNa meM jor3atI thii| vidhi aura mokSA aba nanaMda-bhAbhI kama aura saheliyA~ jyAdA bana gaI thii| isI bIca vidhi ke lie acche-acche rizte Ane lge| acchA khAnadAna, acchA lar3akA, acche parivAra ko dekhakara usake mAtA-pitA ne vidhi kI sagAI 'dakSa' se kara dii| 'dakSa' mokSA ke cacere cAcA kA beTA thaa| isalie mokSA bhI dakSa ke svabhAva se acchI taraha paricita thii| kucha hI dinoM meM zAdI kI tArikha bhI taya ho gii| mokSA vidhi ko sasurAla meM kaisA vyavahAra karanA cAhie isa bAre meM samaya-samaya para batAtI rahatI thii| dekhate hI dekhate vidhi kI zAdI kA dina naz2adIka A gayA aura vidhi hamezA-hamezA ke lie usa ghara se parAI ho gii| zAdI ke bAda vidhi apane pati ke sAtha thor3e dinoM ke lie ghUmane gii| ghUma phirakara Ane ke pazcAt kucha dina taka to vidhi ne apane sAsa sasura ke sAtha acchA bartAva kiyaa| lekina sahanazIlatA kI kamI evaM sAsa-sasura ke niyaMtraNoM se vidhi kA svabhAva bigar3atA gyaa| ghara meM Ae dina jhagar3e hone lage ina jhagar3oM se dakSa kI hAlata bhI kharAba hotI gii| vaha na to apanI patnI kA pakSa le pAtA aura na apanI mA~ kA / isase donoM ke bIca bhI Ae dina mana-muTAva hote rahate the / sasurAla jAne ke bAda bhI vidhi aksara kiTI pArTI meM jAyA karatI thii| usake sAsa-sasura ko yaha bilakula pasaMda nahI thaa| para ve vidhi se Darate the isalie use kucha kahate nahIM the| eka dina vidhi kI sAsu zAradA kI tabiyata ThIka nahIM thI, phira bhI vidhi apanI sAsu ko ghara meM akelI chor3akara pArTI meM calI gii| ghara Ate-Ate rAta ke 9 baja ge| jaise hI vaha ghara pahu~cI taba vidhi ke sasurajI ) sudhIra : bahu ! itanI rAta ho gaI, kahA~ se A rahI ho? kucha batA kara bhI nahIM gaI ? 156

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vidhi : hA~, hA~ patA hI thA mujhe, mere Ate hI mujha para ilz2Ama lagAne zuru ho jAe~ge / sudhIra : para beTA ! maiM to yahI pUcha rahA thA ki itanI dera ho gaI, tuma kahA~ para thI ? vidhi : vo hI to, Ate hI merI pUchatAcha karanI zuru kara dii| kahA~ se AtI hU~, kahA~ jAtI huuN| sabakA hisAba dU~ Apako ? sudhIra : lekina beTA ! maiM to isalie kaha rahA thA ki Aja tumhArI sAsumA~ kI tabiyata jyAdA kharAba thii| yadi tumheM kahIM jAnA hI thA, to mujhe kaha detI, maiM oNphisa se jaldI A jaataa| vidhi : sAsumA~ kI tabiyata to Ae dina kharAba hotI rahatI hai| isakA matalaba ye thoDI hai ki maiM bAhara jAnA chor3a duuN| vaise bhI Aja merI bahuta imporTenTa pArTI thI aura merA vahA~ jAnA bhI bahuta jarurI thaa| ( bahuoM kA kartavya hotA hai ki ve sAsa-sasura kI sevA kareM, paraMtu vidhi apane isa kartavya ko kartavya nahIM mAnakara use bhArarUpa samajhatI thI / use apane sAsa-sasura kI sevA se jyAdA bAhara ghUmane-phirane meM dilacaspI thii| sAsa-sasura use bojha lagate the| isalie vaha apane sAsa-sasura se alaga honA cAhatI thii| dakSa ko apane mAtA-pitA ke prati bahuta ahobhAva aura AdarabhAva the / isalie vidhi apanA kArya saphala karane ke lie Ae dina choTI-choTI bAtoM para jhagar3e aura nATaka khar3e kara detI / jisase dakSa taMga Akara apane mAtA pitA ko alaga kara de yA svayaM apane mAtA-pitA se alaga ho jaae|) ( itane meM dakSa oNphisa se AyA aura vidhi dakSa ke Ate hI z2ora-z2ora se rone kA nATaka karane lagI / ) vidhi : he bhagavAna ! merI to kismata hI phuTI huI hai| merI kismata meM to sabake tAne hI sunanA likhe hai / dakSa : are ! ye kyA ha~gAmA ho rahA hai? vidhi tuma ro kyoM rahI ho? pitAjI, ye saba kyA ho rahA hai ? kucha to batAo? sudhIra : beTA ! maiM batAtA huuN| vidhi : (rote hue) Apa kyA batAe~ge? maiM batAtI huuN| dekhie nA, Apako to patA hI hai ki mere mAtA-pitA ne mujhe kitane prema se pAla posakara bar3A kiyA hai| hama cAroM bhAI-bahana kahA~ Ate-jAte hai, kabhI kucha bhI nahIM puuchaa| hamArI hara icchA pUrI kI alAvA aura bhI kucha batAogI? dakSa : vidhi ! ina phAlatu bAtoM ke vidhi : (gusse meM) batA to rahI huuN| Apako to patA hI hai ki Ajakala maiM saptAha meM do-tIna bAra hI kiTI pArTI meM jAtI hU~ aura Aja mere lie kiTI pArTI meM jAnA bahuta jarUrI thaa| basa mujhe Ane 157

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meM thor3I dera kyA ho gaI, mujha para tAnoM kI bAriza zuru kara dii| kaheMge hI nA Akhira parAyeM ghara kI jo ThaharI (aura jora-jora se rone lagI) (becAre sasurajI vidhi kI jhUThI dalIloM ke Age apanI saccAI peza bhI na kara ske| dakSa kI hAlata to ghaTTI meM pIse jAne vAle dAneM jaisI ho gii| usake eka aura ku~A thA to dUsarI ora khaaii| na to apane pitAjI se kucha kaha sakatA thA aura na apanI patnI se| vidhi kI bAta sunane ke bAda dakSa taMga Akara vahA~ se calA gyaa| isa prakAra apane sAsa-sasura se alaga hone ke lie vidhi dakSa ke ghara Ate hI pratidina nae-nae jhagar3e isa prakAra ro -dhokara peza karatI ki dakSa bhI apane mAtA-pitA se alaga hone ke lie majabUra ho jaae| yadi koI jhagar3A na hotA to rAta meM dakSa ko pUre dina kI hisTrI sunaatii| oNphisa meM klAinTsa se mAthApaccI kara dakSa thakA-hArA isa ummIda se ghara AtA ki ghara meM use zAMti milegii| lekina vidhi ne to Akara usake jIvana kI zAMti hI chIna lI thii| ina rojaroja ke Tenzana se dakSa pUrI taraha thaka gayA thA aura aba vaha bhI yahI soca rahA thA ki yA to vidhi mujhe chor3akara calI jAye yA mmmii-paapaa| sacamuca kisI ne ThIka hI kahA hai ki Aja kala beTe, beTe. nahIM, paraMtu bApa banakara janma lete hai| bahU-bahU banakara nahIM paraMtu sAsa banakara ghara meM praveza karatI hai| vidhi ne bhI kucha aisA hI kiyaa|) ___ eka bAra dina meM jhagar3e kA koI maukA nahIM milane para rAta ko dakSa ke Ate hI vidhi ne apanI rAma kahAnI zuru kara dI-) vidhi : A gae aap| dakSa : A to gayA, para tuma Aja itanI gusse meM kyoM ho? vidhi : gussA nahIM karU~ to kyA karU~? Apa pUre dina oNphisa meM rahate ho aura yahA~ para Apake bUr3he mAtA-pitA ke tAne mujhe akelI ko sunane par3ate hai| Apako yadi merI ciMtA hotI to kaba kA mujhe yahA~ se le gae hote? dakSa : lekina Aja huA kyA, ye to batAo? vidhi : patA hai, ApakI mammI, pApA se kaha rahI thI bahU bahuta dera se uThatI hai| Aja bahU ne gusse meM hamArI sabjI meM namaka jyAdA DAla diyaa| bahU piyara jAkara apanI niMdA karatI hai| mahArAnI banakara AI ho aisA bartAva karatI hai| Apake mammI-pApA Asa-pAsa ke logoM se bhI merI bAteM karate-phirate haiN| jisake kAraNa merA bAhara AnA-jAnA hI baMda ho gayA hai| ghara meM inake tAne sunoM aura bAhara jAo to logoM ke| Apa hI batAoM kyA maiM itanI burI huuN| Apa kucha bolate kyoM nahIM?

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(dakSa kyA karatA, kisake pakSa meM bolatA? aise samaya meM use mauna rahanA hI jyAdA zreSTha lgaa| kyoMki use patA thA ki jisa hada taka vidhi bar3hA-car3hAkara batA rahI hai usake mAtA-pitA vaise nahIM hai| lekina vidhi ke Age usakI eka nahIM calatI thii| ____ eka dina vRddhAvasthA hone ke kAraNa dakSa ke pitAjI ke dA~toM meM darda hone lgaa| ve DaoN. ko batAne ge| DaoN. ne unakI dAr3ha kharAba hone ke kAraNa nikAla dI aura unheM thor3A garama sIrA khAne kI salAha dii| dakSa kI mammI kI tabiyata kharAba hone ke kAraNa ve so rahI thii| sudhIra vidhi se itanA DaratA thA ki vaha vidhi ko sIre ke bAre meM kaha nahIM skaa| isalie dakSa se bAta kI-) sudhIra : beTA ! Aja DaoN. ne dAr3ha nikAlI hai isalie mujhe sIrA khAne ko kahA hai| tumhArI mammI kI tabiyata ThIka nahIM hai| isalie tuma jarA vidhi se kaha do ki vaha sIrA banA de| (dakSa vidhi se kahane ke lie apane kamare meM gayA) dakSa : vidhi ! Aja pApA ne dAr3ha nikalavAI hai| isalie pApA ke lie thoDA sIrA banA do| vidhi : are ! itanI umra ho gaI aba taka sIrA khAne kA zauka nahIM gyaa| sIrA mA~gane se pahale thor3I umra kA to lihAz2a kiyA hotaa| vaise bhI baila kI taraha khA-pIkara itane haTTe-kaTTe ho gae haiN| abhI aura sIrA khAyeMge to hAthI jaise ho jaaeNge| unase kaha do ki abhI ra saba khAnA chor3a de| yadi khAnA hI hai to mammI se kaho ki rasoI meM jAkara banA deN| phira khuda bhI khAe~ aura tumhAre bApa ko bhI khilaaeN| maiM calI zaoNpiMga krne| vaise bhI mujhe bahuta kAma hai| dIpAvalI ke dina naz2adIka A rahe haiM aura merI pUrI zaoNpIMga bhI bAki hai| (vidhi kI ye sArI bAteM haoNla meM baiThe usake sAsa-sasura ne suna lii| hArTa-aTeka A jAe aise vidhi ke zabdoM ko sunakara donoM kI A~khoM se A~sU kI dhArA bahane lgii| jaise hI dakSa apane kamare se bAhara AyA aura haoNla meM apane mAtA-pitA ko rote dekhA to use sthiti ko samajhate dera nahIM lagI ki mammI-pApA ne vidhi kI sArI bAteM suna lI hai| dakSa ko dekhate hI ......) sudhIra : beTA dakSa ! mujhe patA hai ki tumhArI sthiti kaisI hai, tuma bhI use kucha nahIM kaha skte| beTA ! isa roja-roja kI khaTapaTa se to acchA hai ki hama loga tumase alaga ho jaae| jisase caina se do vakta kI roTI tumheM bhI nasIba hogI aura hameM bhii| dakSa : pApA ! ye Apa kyA kaha rahe ho? zAradA : beTA ! ye ThIka hI kaha rahe haiN| yadi hama loga tumhAre sAtha rahe to jhagar3e dina-ba-dina bar3hate hI jaaeNge| isase acchA to hama kahIM dUra cale jAe jisase kama se kama prema to banA rhegaa|

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dakSa : nahI mA~ ! maiM Apako isa ghara se alaga nahIM hone duuNgaa| alaga honA hai to vidhi hogii| vaha isa ghara meM naI AI hai| sudhIra : aisA hotA hogA beTA ! tU ArAma se usake sAtha rahakara apanA jIvana biitaa| vaise bhI hama jyAdA dUra thor3e hI jA rahe haiN| isa zahara meM hI to hai| Ate jAte rheNge| beTA isase tuma bhI khuza rahoMge aura hama bhii| (pitAjI kI bAta sunakara dakSa nahIM maanaa| taba mAtA-pitA ne use bahuta samajhAyA aura sAtha hI yahA~ rahane se bhaviSya meM Ane vAle duHkhada pariNAmoM se avagata karAyA taba-) dakSa : mammI-pApA ! yadi ApakI yahI icchA hai, to merI bhI eka zarta hai| sudhIra : kaisI zarta beTA? dakSa : Apa loga alaga hI rahanA cAhate ho to ThIka hai lekina maiM Apako dUra nahIM bheja sktaa| isalie Apa loga ghara ke pIche vAle kaoNTeja meM hI rho| maiM Apake rahane kA sArA iMtaz2Ama kara duuNgaa| sudhIra : ThIka hai beTA jaisI terI icchaa| (apane mAtA-pitA ko thor3I bhI takalIpha na ho isa prakAra dakSa ne usa kaoNTeja meM sArI vyavasthA kara dii| usake mAtA-pitA ko jaisI sukha aura zAMti vidhi ke sAtha rahate hue nahIM milI usase kaI guNA acchI suvidhA dakSa ne apane mAtA-pitA ke lie kaoNTeja meM kara dii| vidhi ke bAz2Ara se Ate hI dakSa ne vidhi ko yaha samAcAra diye ki mammI-pApA aba alaga hone jA rahe hai| taba vidhi kI khuzI kA ThikAnA hI nahIM rhaa| Akhira use jo svataMtratA cAhie thI vaha use mila hI gii| . __ Ajakala ke vAtAvaraNa ko dekhe to bahue~ sasurAla Ane ke bAda apanI sAsumA~ meM sadaiva sAsu kA hI rupa dekhatI hai, kabhI mA~ ke darzana nahIM krtii| isI kAraNa se ve itanI nirdayI banakara unake eka mAtra AdhAra unake putra ko unase alaga karane meM jarA bhI nahIM hickicaatii| ghara meM AnevAlI baha ke lie, pati ke bAda koI sabase jyAdA naz2adIka ho jise vaha apanI bAta batA sake to vaha hotI hai saasu| pati to subaha hI oNphisa yA dukAna cale jAte hai| taba eka sAsu hI hai jo usake sAtha rahatI hai| lekina vidhi ne apane galata vyavahAra dvArA apane devatA tulya sAsa-sasura kA sahArA kho diyA thaa| ___ isa tarapha zubha dina dekhakara sudhIra aura zAradA usa ghara se alaga ho ge| dakSa oNphisa jAne ke pahale aura oNphisa se Ane ke bAda sabase pahale apane mAtA-pitA se milane jaataa| unheM kisI bhI prakAra kI koI takalIpha na ho usakA vaha pUrA dhyAna rakhatA thaa| apane mammI pApA ke lie vaha 160

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pratidina phala-miThAI Adi le jaataa| sAsa-sasura ke alaga ho jAne ke bAda to vidhi ekadama Az2Ada paMchI bana gaI thii| aba vaha mana cAhe DhaMga se khA-pI sakatI thI, ghUma-phira sakatI thI isalie use jhagar3A karane kA koI maukA hI nahIM milatA thaa| zuruAta ke thor3e dina to vaha dakSa ke sAtha acchA vyavahAra karatI thI, kyoMki vaha dakSa ko batAnA cAhatI thI ki pahale usake mAtA-pitA ke kAraNa hI usakA bartAva itanA kharAba bana gayA thaa| para Akhira hAthI ko nAjuka baMdhanoM se bAMdhe to vaha baMdhana kaba taka ttikeNge| vaise hI dhIre-dhIre vidhi kA svabhAva ubharane lgaa| vidhi bacapana meM khilaunoM ke lie apane bhAI se jhagar3I, skUla gaI taba apanI saheliyoM se jhagar3I, kaoNleja jAne ke bAda bhAbhI ke sAtha jhagar3I aura sasurAla Ane ke bAda apane sAsa-sasura se jhagar3akara unheM alaga bheja diyaa| aise jhagar3Alu svabhAva ko vidhi kaba taka chupA sakatI thii| apanA ahaM TUTane para dakSa bhI aba choTI-choTI bAtoM meM usa para gussA hone lgaa| isa prakAra donoM meM mana-muTAva bar3hane lge| aise meM eka dina vidhi ko khuza karane ke lie dakSa ne vidhi ke manapasaMda hIro kI philma ke TikaTa lAe aura sAtha hI DInara hoTala meM hI karane kA vicAra kiyaa| taba-) dakSa : vidhi ! Aja rAta 6 se 9 kI philma ke TikaTa lAe hai| sAtha hI 2 kA DInara hama loga tumhArI manapasaMda hoTala tAz2a meM hI kreNge| tuma ThIka 5.45 ko sinemA hAla ke sAmane mekDonala kI kenTIna meM merA iMtajAra krnaa| vidhi : dakSa ! philma, vo bhI Aja? eka bAra TikaTa lAne se pahale mujhe pUchA to hotA ki Aja maiM phrI hU~ ki nahIM? Aja to mujhe eka bahuta hI imporTenTa kiTI pArTI meM jAnA thaa| patA hai usameM Aja merI phaoNrana kI bhI sArI saheliyA~ AnevAlI thI aura ye plAna hamane eka mahine pahale hI banA diyA thaa| aba maiM unheM kyA javAba dUMgI? dakSa : kama oNna vidhi ! roja to jAtI ho kiTI pArTI meM, eka dina nahIM jAogI to kyA pharka par3a jAegA? apanI saheliyoM se phira kabhI mila lenaa| plIz2a tumhArA plAna phira kabhI banA lenaa| vidhi : ThIka hai dakSa tuma itanI jidda kara rahe ho to maiM kiTI pArTI kensala karane kI koziza karatI huuN| (usane apanI sahelI ko phona lagAyA ) vidhi : helo suz2I kyA kara rahI ho? suz2I : are vidhi ! basa pArTI ke lie taiyAra ho rahI thii| tumheM to patA hI hai mujhe taiyAra hone meM kitanA samaya lagatA hai|

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vidhi : paratuM suz2I eka takalIpha hai| hameM Aja kI pArTI kensala karanI pdd'egii| suz2I: kyA? pArTI kensala karanI par3egI? kyoM kyA huA ? tumhAre sAsa-sasura kI tabiyata bahuta jyAdA kharAba ho gaI hai kyA ? vidhi : are yAra ! unakI tabiyata kharAba hotI to maiM kaise bhI karake A jAtI, paraMtu Aja takalIpha mere pati kI hai| sujI : kyoM ? kyA huA tumhAre pati ko ? vidhi : huA kucha nhiiN| vo kyA hai nA ki unhoMne bhI Aja hI philma ke TikaTa lAe hai aura hoTala meM Dinara lene kA plAna banAyA hai| tumheM to patA hI hai ki jyAdAtara miTiMga meM vyasta hone ke kAraNa mere pati kitane kama bAhara ghUmane Ate haiN| isalie maiM unheM manA nahIM kara sktii| saoNrI maiM nahIM A paauuNgii| suz2I : maiM samajha sakatI hU~ tumhArI takalIpha vidhi / para tumhAre binA pArTI meM maz2A nahIM AyegA aura vaise bhI Aja pArTI meM jitane progrAma hone vAle the una sabako tuma hI saMbhAlane vAlI thii| tuma hI nahIM AogI to kauna saMbhAlegA ? calo koI bAta nhiiN| maiM sabako phona karake batA detI hU~ ki Aja kI pArTI kensala karake kala rakhI hai| vidhi : thaiMksa suj'ii| (dakSa oNphisa calA gayA aura vidhi taiyAra hokara zAma ko ThIka sAr3he pA~ca baje kenTIna pahu~ca gii|) vidhi : kyA bAta hai dakSa abhI taka kyoM nahIM Ae ? kahIM bhUla to nahIM ge| Ate hI hoMge maiM hI thor3I jaldI A gaI huuN| (idhara oNphisa kA kAma jyAdA hone ke kAraNa dakSa ko oNphisa meM hI 6 baja gye| aura jaise hI vaha nikalane kI taiyArI meM thA utane meM.... ) mainejara: are sara ! Apa kahIM jA rahe hoM ? dakSa : hA~ ! Aja merI patnI ke sAtha bAhara jAne kA plAna hai| vaha merA iMtajAra kara rahI hogI / menejara : sara ! Apa zAyada bhUla rahe hai ki Aja ApakI phaoNrana klAInTsa ke sAtha imporTenTa miTiMga hai, sAre loga miTiMga haoNla meM A gaye haiN| sirpha Apa kA iMtajAra ho rahA hai / dakSa : are maiM to bhUla hI gayA thaa| aba vidhi ko meseja kauna degA ? tuma eka kAma karo mere mobAIla se merI patnI ko meseja kara denA ki bahuta jarurI miTiMga hone ke kAraNa maiM nahIM A pAU~gA aura phona yahI kebIna meM rakhakara tuma bhI sArI phAIla lekara haoNla meM A jaanaa| 162

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menejara : o.ke. sr| (vidhi ko jaise hI meseja milA usane turaMta hI dakSa ke mobAIla para kaoNla kiyaa| para phona uThAne vAlA koI nahIM thaa| gusse meM vidhi ghara Akara khAnA banAe binA hI so gii| dakSa miTiMga ke bAda apanI mA~ se milakara ghara AyA aura Ate hii|) dakSa : mujhe mApha karanA vidhi| acAnaka eka jarurI miTiMga hone ke kAraNa maiM nahIM A skaa| calo abhI jaldI khAnA lagA do bahuta joroM kI bhUkha lagI haiN| vidhi : (gusse meM) Apako yadi AnA hI nahIM thA to pahale hI kaha dete, maiM apanI kiTI pArTI to kensala nahIM karatI (thakA huA dakSa bhI yaha sunakara gussA ho gayA) dakSa : kama oNna vidhi| saoNrI kaha rahA hU~ naa| acAnaka jarurI miTiMga A gaI to nahIM A sakA, thor3A samajhA karo, tuma merI prAblama nahIM samajhogI to aura kauna samajhegA? vidhi : acAnaka miTiMga A gaI to kensala bhI to kara sakate the| ApakI miTiMga jarurI hai aura merI kiTI pArTI kI koI kimata nhiiN| Apake pIche maiM pAgaloM kI taraha vahA~ kenTIna meM baiThI rhii| patA hai loga mujhe kaise ghara-ghUrakara dekha rahe the| dakSa : vidhi ! maiMne meseja to bhijavAyA hI thA naa| thor3I dera baiTha gaI to kyA ho gyaa| choTI sI bAta ko bar3A karane kI Adata par3a gaI hai tumhaarii| isalie mammI pApA bhI cale ge| vidhi : hA~-hA~ sArI burI AdateM to mujhameM hI hai, mujhase hI galatI ho gaI jo maiMne Apake pIche apanI itanI jarurI pArTI kensala kara dii| para Apako to sirpha Apake presTIja kI hI par3I hai| mere lie eka miTiMga nahIM chor3a sakate the Apa? dakSa : vidhi ! tuma kucha jyAdA hI bola rahI ho| miTiMga, miTiMga hotI hai aura pArTI, paarttii| tuma merI miTiMga ko apanI phAlatu pArTI se tulanA mata kro| vidhi : merI pArTI ko phAlatu kahanevAle tuma kauna hote ho? jyAdA maiM nahIM tuma bola rahe ho| vo to maiM hU~ jo tumhAre svabhAva ko lekara aba taka cala rahI huuN| mere Upara kI AI hotI to patA cala jaataa| dakSa : hA~ ThIka hI kaha rahI ho tum| tuma se acchA to maiMne kisI ga~vAra se zAdI kI hotI to jyAdA kucha nahIM para acche se to rahatI aura do vakta kA khAnA to nasIba hotaa| isa prakAra bhUkhA to nahIM rahanA pdd'taa| (itanA kahate hI dakSa ruma se takiyA lekara bAhara bhUkhA hI so gyaa| vidhi bhI gusse meM Akara ruma meM so gii| isa prasaMga ke bAda vidhi aura dakSa ke bIca meM cAra dinoM taka koI bAtacIta nahIM

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huii| kucha dina bAda vidhi kA janma dina aayaa| taba bigaDe hue saMbaMdhoM ko sudhArane kI icchA se dakSa vidhi ke lie eka sone kI aMgUThI, usake manapasaMda raMga kI sAr3I aura sAtha hI bAz2Ara se keka aura AIskrIma bhI lekara aayaa| itane sAre tohaphe dekhakara vidhi bahuta khuza ho gaI aura janmadina ke nimitta se unake jIvana meM phira khuziyA~ Ane lagI / una khuziyoM meM miThAsa kI aura baDhotarI huI jaba vidhi ko patA calA ki vaha mA~ banane vAlI hai| isase dakSa tathA dakSa ke mAtApitA bhI bahuta khuza ho gaye / isa bAta ko hue abhI eka mahinA hI bItA thA ki unake ha~sate-khelateM jIvana ko kisI kI naz2ara laga gii| eka dina - ) dakSa : vidhi ! ye phAIlsa tumane ThIka kI haiM? vidhi : hA~, bahuta asta-vyasta paDI thI to maiMne ThIka kara dI / dakSa : usameM eka bahuta hI imporTenTa pepara thA vo kahA~ hai ? vidhi : dakSa ! maiMne thoDe hI liyA hai| yahI para par3A hogaa| dakSa : (thor3e gusse meM) vidhi ! do ghaMTe se maiM DhUMDha rahA hU~ para mujhe nahIM milaa| kisane kahA thA tumheM merI cIz2oM ko hAtha lagAne ke lie? Aja yadi vo pepara kho gayA to patA hai mujhe kitanA nukasAna hogaa| vidhi : dakSa ! tuma to aise bola rahe ho jaise maiM tumhArI cIz2oM ko kabhI hAtha hI nahIM lagAtI aura yadi apanI cIz2oM kA itanA hI khyAla hai to khuda hI thor3A vyavasthita rakhA karo tAki mujhe hAMtha lagAne kI jarurata hI nA par3e aura vaise bhI Aja taka aisI tumhArI kauna sI cIz2a hai jo tumheM DhU~DhanI par3I hai| Aja eka pepara kyA kho gayA pUrA ghara sira para uThA liyaa| dakSa cupa raho vidhi ! tumhArI ye bakavAsa baMda karo aura pepara DhU~Dho / (dakSa aura vidhi donoM pepara DhUMDhane lage, aura DhU~Dhate - DhU~Dhate dakSa mana hI mana kahane lagA, patA nahIM kahA~ rakha diyA, mila hI nahIM rahA / ) vidhi : basa-basa ! aba mana hI mana mujhe gAliyA~ denA baMda karo / dakSa : tumhAre isa zaMkAlu svabhAva ke kAraNa hI to mammI-pApA kI aisI sthiti hai ki ghara hote hue bhI unheM kaoNTeja meM rahanA par3a rahA hai| vidhi : hA~ sArI galatiyA~ merI hI hai| tumheM apane mAtA-pitA kI galatI to dikhatI hI nhiiN| apane mAtA-pitA ke bhakta jo tthhre|

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dakSa : zaTapa vidhi| apanI jabAna ko kAbU meM rkhoN| isa ghara meM Ane ke bAda tumane mammI-pApA ko sirpha duHkha hI diyA hai aura itanA hI nahIM mere bhI kAna bhara-bhara ke mujhe bhI unake viruddha bhar3akAyA hai / choTI-choTI bAtoM ko pahAr3a jitanA karanA to koI tumase siikhe| Ae dina kiTI pArTI meM jAnA, zaoNpiMga karane jAnA paise to tumhAre lie per3a para ugate haiN| apanI galatiyA~ to tumase svIkAra nahIM hotI, aura mujhase usa dina choTI sI galatI kyA ho gayI, tumane miTiMga kI bAta ko lekara kitanA bar3A mahAbhArata khar3A kara diyA thaa| vidhi : basa-basa ye purAnI kahAnI baMda kro| tuma, tumhAre mA~-bApa, tumhArA pUrA khAnadAna to jaise dUdha meM dhUlA hai| doSI to maiM akelI hI huuN| ( gusse meM dakSa ne vidhi ko eka thappar3a lagAI ) dakSa : khabaradAra vidhi ! mere khAnadAna taka jAne kI koI jarurata nahIM hai| pahale apanA dekho / vidhi : tumane mujhe thappar3a maarii| basa aba maiM tumhAre sAtha eka pala bhI nahIM raha sktii| maiM jA rahI hU~ apane ghr| dakSa ; khuzI se / (eka pepara ke jhagar3e ne do diloM kI darAroM ko itanA bar3hA diyA ki vidhi ruThakara apane mAyake calI gii| mAyake Ane ke bAda vidhi ne apane ghara meM bItI huI eka bhI ghaTanA kisI se nahIM khii| cAra pA~ca dina to aise hI gujara gaye aura phira eka dina vidhi mokSA ke kamare meM gaI / ) vidhi : bhAbhI mujhe Apase bAta karanI hai| ( usI samaya suzIlA bhI kisI kAma se mokSA ke kamare meM A rahI thii| bAhara se vidhi aura mokSA ko bAteM karate suna suzIlA vahI ruka gaI aura bAhara se hI donoM kI bAteM sunane lagI / ) mokSA : are vidhi ! Ao-Ao baiTho bolo kyA bAta hai ? vidhi : bhAbhI ! mujhe Abortion karAnA hai| mokSA : (khuza hote hue ) kyA tuma mA~ banane vAlI ho ? ye to kitanI khuzI kI bAta hai| tumane aba taka kisI ko kucha batAyA kyoM nahIM aura ye tuma garbhapAta kI bAta kyoM kara rahI ho? vidhi : dhIre bhAbhI ! plIz2a maiM kisI ko batAnA nahIM cAhatI kyoMki mujhe yaha baccA nahIM caahie| mokSA : vidhi ! tuma garbhapAta kyoM karavAnA cAhatI ho, yaha to maiM tumase bAda meM pUchUMgI para kyA tumheM patA hai garbhapAta yAni kyA? usameM kitanA pApa hai ? vidhi : pApa kisa cIz2a kA bhaabhii| abhI taka garbha rahe hue eka mahinA hI to huA hai| vaise bhI

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| zuruAta ke mahinoM meM jIva kahA~ hotA hai ? mokSA : garbha meM jIva nahIM hotA ye bhalA tumheM kisane batAyA ? are ! jIva ke garbha meM Ane se hI to garbha ThaharatA hai| garbhadhAraNa ke prathama dina se hI usameM vikAsa zuru ho jAtA hai| prathama evaM dUsare saptAha meM mAtA ke dvArA grahaNa kiye gae bhojana se usa jIva kA pAlana poSaNa hotA hai| tIsare saptAha meM jIva A~kha, rIr3ha, mastaka, pheMphar3e, peTa, jigara evaM gudA kA AkAra dhAraNa karatA hai| cauthe saptAha meM mastaka kA AkAra | pUrA hotA hai| rIr3ha kI haDDiyA~ AkAra dhAraNa kara letI hai / suSumnA bana jAtI hai| hAtha-pA~va AkAra lene lagate haiM aura jAnatI ho pA~caveM saptAha meM chAtI va peTa AkAra dhAraNa kara eka dUsare se alaga ho jAte haiN| sira para pahalA saptAha tIsarA saptAha BASY CAN CLJCH THINGS WTH HIS HANDS pA~cavA saptAha ho jAtI hai jo 80 varSa kI Ayu taka vaisI hI rahatI hai| AThavA saptAha ELECTRICAL AFLI RFS FRON THE ERAN DECTED ------ BABYS PAGERPRAT gyArahaveM aura bArahaveM saptAha meM snAyu va mAMsa peziyA~ kI racanA pUrI ho jAtI hai| hAtha-pA~va hilane-Dulane lagate haiN| aMguliyoM ke nAkhUna nikalane zuru ho jAte haiN| bAlaka kA vajana lagabhaga eka auMsa jitanA ho jAtA hai| tIna mAha kI avadhi meM A~kha, A~kha para lensa aura dRSTi paTala taiyAra ho jAtA hai| kAna, hAtha-pA~va kI aMguliyA~ taiyAra hone lagatI haiN| chaTThe va sAtaveM saptAha meM bAlaka ke sabhI aMga AkAra lene lagate hai| pUrA sira, mu~ha va jIbha taiyAra ho jAtI hai| AThaveM saptAha meM bAlaka ke hAtha-pA~va kI sabhI aMguliyA~ pUrI taraha vikasita ho jAtI hai| isa saptAha meM aMgUThe kI chApa taiyAra bAlaka kA saMpUrNa gaThana ho jAtA hai| phira kramazaH vikAsa hone kI hI derI rahatI hai| isa prakAra soco vidhi eka saptAha kA K K 166 dUsarA saptAha cauthA saptAha chaThA sAtavAM saptAha. ME FOR TCBET CCRG BOOK gyArahavAM-bArahavAM saptAha ALL SYSTEMS ARE GO! THE CHILD CAR FEEL MIN

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bAlaka jaba itanA vikAsa kara sakatA hai to tumhArI kukSI meM to eka mahine kA baccA hai| apane jaina zAsana meM to ekendriya jIva kI hatyA meM bhI pApa batAyA hai| to eka paMcendriya jIva usameM bhI eka choTe se bacce kI hiMsA meM kitanA pApa hogA? vo bhI eka mA~ hokara tuma svayaM kaise yaha kArya karA sakatI ho| jarA soco vidhi| vidhi : para bhAbhI.... mokSA : para kyA vidhi ? tuma jAnatI ho garbhapAta kendra meM kitane nRzaMsa upAya se garbha meM rahe hue bAlaka ko bAhara nikAla kara pheMka diyA jAtA hai| vidhi : kaise upAya bhAbhI? mokSA : vidhi ! eborzana ke cAra prakAra hote hai| sabase | pahalI paddhati hai DI.ena.sI oparezana - DaoNkTarI sAdhanoM ke dvArA sagarbhA strI ke garbhAzaya kA mukha caur3A kiyA | jAtA hai| phira cAkU athavA kaiMcI jaise hathiyAra ko | andara DAlakara jIvita bAlaka ko bIMdha diyA jAtA hai| garbha meM tar3apatA huA bAlaka rakta raMjita hokara asahya vedanA se apane prANa chor3a detA haiN| phira cammaca jaise sAdhana se bAlaka ke TukaDe-TukaDe bAhara nikAle jAte haiN| zAnta banA huA mastiSka, raktaraMjita banI A~te, bAhara girI huI A~kheM, abhI taka duniyA meM jisane pahalA zvAsa bhI nahIM liyA hai aise pheMphar3e, choTA sA hRdaya, hAtha tathA paira Adi avayavoM ko bAhara nikAlakara jaldI se bAlTI meM pheMka diyA jAtA hai| vidhi ! dUsarI hotI hai zoSaNa paddhati, jisameM garbhAzaya meM eka caur3I nalI kA agrabhAga ghusAyA jAtA hai| usa nalI ke sAtha eka pampa jur3A hotA hai| nalI ke dUsare bhAga se eka bar3I botala jur3I hotI hai| nalI ke agrabhAga ko garbhAzaya meM vyavasthita karane ke bAda pampa ko cAlu karane se garbha meM rahA bAlaka peTa meM TakarAtA hai| TakarAva se use gaharI coTa pahu~catI hai aura bAlaka ke komala aMga ke Tukar3e-Tukar3e hokara bAhara A jAte hai| aura yadi koI jIva atyaMta baliSTha ho to vaha pUrA kA pUrA jIvita bAhara A jAtA hai taba use bAlTI SPEE

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meM jora se pheMkane para vaha apane prANa chor3a detA hai ! isa paddhati se to kabhI-kabhI pUrA garbhAzaya hI bAhara A jAtA hai| jisase strI ko kamara darda Adi aneka prakAra kI bImAriyA~ AjIvana bhoganI par3atI hai| vidhi : bApa re bApa bhAbhI mujhase nahIM sunA jaaegaa| mokSA : vidhi yaha to kucha bhI nahIM hai, tIsarI aura cauthI paddhati sunogI to kA~pa jaaogii| tIsarI paddhati hai hisTeroTomI (choTA siijeriyn)| isameM peTa cIra kara sagarbhA strI kI A~toM ko bAhara nikAlakara garbhAzaya ko kholakara jIvita bAlaka bAhara nikAlA jAtA hai, phira use bAlTI meM pheMka diyA jAtA hai| hAtha-paira hilAtA huA rotA asahAya bAlaka bAlTI meM hI mara jAtA hai| kaI bAra koI bAlaka jaldI nahIM maratA he aura idhara oNparezana thiyeTara meM nae kesa ko praveza denA hotA hai| ataH usa bAlTI meM rahe bAlaka ko tIkSNa hathiyAroM se bAMdha diyA jAtA hai| athavA anya prahAra se usako mAra diyA jAtA hai| ___ cauthI paddhati hotI hai viSailI kSAra paddhati - eka laMbA va tIkSNa suA garbhAzaya meM bhoMkA jAtA hai| usameM picakArI se atyaMta kSAra pAnI chor3A jAtA hai| cAroM ora bhare kSAra ke pAnI se garbhAzaya kA bAlaka thor3A-sA kSAra pAnI nigala jAtA hai, usI samaya bAlaka ko hicakiyA~ Ane lagatI hai| viSa bhakSaNa vAle manuSya kI taraha vaha cAroM ora tar3apatA hai| kSAra kI dAhakatA ke kAraNa usakI camar3I zyAma ho jAtI hai aura aMta meM ghabarAkara vaha bAlaka garbha meM hI mara jAtA hai| usake bAda vaha bAhara nikAla diyA jAtA hai| kaI bAra jaldabAjI meM nikAlane para bAlaka thor3A jIvita bhI hotA hai aura bAhara nikAlane bAda to thoDI dera meM apane prANa chor3a detA hai| aba batAo vidhi ! ina cAra paddhatioM meM se kauna sI paddhati tumhAre garbha meM pala rahA komala baccA sahana kara pAegA? vidhi : (rote hue) plIz2a bhAbhI ! basa karo yaha saba sunakara maiM to kyA duniyA kI koI bhI mA~ apane bacce kI hatyA karavAne parla senTara meM nahIM jaaegii| para Apa hI batAie ki talAka ke bAda maiM isa bacce kA karU~gI kyA?

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mokSA : kyA talAka? yaha kyA kaha rahI ho| jarA socakara bolo| vidhi : hA~ bhAbhI ! maiM dakSa se talAka lenA cAhatI huuN| yaha merA AkharI phaisalA hai| maiMne apane bhaviSya ke bAre meM bhI soca liyA hai| maiM kisI para bojha banakara nahIM jInA caahtii| maiM eka phaizana Diz2AInara huuN| yadi maiM cAhU~ to mujhe acchI naukarI bhI mila sakatI hai| isa prakAra apane pairoM para khaDI hokara maiM apanA peTa to bhara sakatI huuN| lekina prazna AtA hai isa bacce kaa| mokSA : vidhi ! yahA~ kisI para bojha banane yA peTa bharane kA savAla nahIM hai| yahA~ savAla tumhArI aura dakSa kI jiMdagI kA aura tumhAre bacce kA haiN| pahale dimAga ko thor3A ThaMDA karo aura batAo ki kyA huA? vidhi : bhAbhI ! dakSa ke jhagar3Alu svabhAva ke kAraNa maiM unase itanI parezAna ho gaI hU~ ki kaI bAra mana meM aise vicAra Ate hai ki yA to AtmahatyA kara apanA jIvana samApta kara dUM yA dakSa se talAka lekara unase hamezA ke lie alaga ho jAU~ mokSA : vidhi ! sabase bar3I galatI to tumane apane sAsa-sasura se alaga hokara kI hai| kisa kAraNa vaza tumane yaha saba kiyA aura alaga hone ke lie tumane apane sAsa sasura ke sAtha kaisA bartAva kiyA usakI sArI jAnakArI dakSa ne mujhe de dI hai| tuma dakSa ko galata mata samajhanA, usane to tumhArI bhalAI ke lie hI yaha saba kahA hai| vidhi usa dina phona para dakSa kA AkharI vAkya mujhe abhI bhI yAda hai usane kahA thA ki "mokSA dIdI maiM vidhi se bahuta pyAra karatA hU~ aura usakI bhalAI ke lie maiM use galata rAste para jAne se rokanA cAhatA hU~ plIz2a mokSA dIdI merI madada kro|" vidhi : bhAbhI ! maiM svIkAra karatI hU~ ki maiMne jo kiyA vaha galata kiyaa| para Apa hI batAie maiM kyA krtii| Aja ke jamAne meM kisI ko bhI saMyukta parivAra meM rahanA pasaMda nahIM aataa| mujhe bhI kucha aisA hI mahasUsa huaa| mere sAsa-sasura kI dakhalaaMdAjI ke kAraNa maiM taMga A gaI thii| ve ghara para ho to maiM kahI bhI svataMtratA se ghUma phira nahIM sakatI thii| apane saheliyoM ke sAtha kiTI-pArTI meM yA zaoNpiMga karane kahIM bhI nahIM jA sakatI thii| mujhe unakI upasthiti bahuta khaTakatI thii| isalie maiMne unase alaga hone kA nirNaya liyA aura alaga hone ke lie mujhe jo lagA vaha maiMne kiyaa| mokSA : vidhi ! yahI to tumhArI soca galata hai| tumane usa ghara meM beTI banakara apanI manamAnI karanI caahii| yaha bAta sahI hai ki bahu ko sasurAla meM beTI banakara rahanA caahie| tumane beTI banakara beTI ke adhikAroM ko svIkAra kara liyaa| para mAtA-pitA kI sevA rupa beTI ke kartavyoM ko tumane svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| suno merI hI sahelI nirmalA kI bAta maiM tumheM batAtI huuN| nirmalA kI zAdI ke dina usake sasurajI kI tabiyata kharAba ho gii| rAta ko nirmalA ke pati nikhila kI icchA apane pitA ke sAtha sone kI thI para use Dara thA ki kahI nirmalA kA dila TUTa na jaaye| itane meM nikhila ke mana kI paristhiti

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ko jAnakara nirmalA ne kahA - "nikhila ! pApA kI tabiyata kharAba hai aura aba asvasthatA hone ke kAraNa unakI tabiyata kA koI bharosA nahIM hai| pUre dina to kucha nahIM hama unake sAtha hI hote haiN| para rAta ke vakta unheM kisI cIz2a kI jarurata par3a jAe to? isalie maiMne socA hai ki jaba taka pitAjI kI tabiyata ThIka na ho jAye taba taka hama brahmacarya kA pAlana kara pitAjI ke pAsa soeNge|" nirmalA kI bAta sunakara nikhila kI AMkhoM meM se A~sU A gae vaha kucha nahIM kaha paayaa| vidhi ! Age jIvana meM nirmalA ko apane pati kA kitanA pyAra aura apane sasura ke kitane AzIrvAda mile hoMge, yaha kahane kI jarUrata nahIM hai| vidhi soco apanA kartavya nibhAne ke lie yadi nirmalA ne itanA bar3A balidAna de diyaa| to kyA tuma apane sAsa-sasura kI sevA ke lie kiTI-pArTI Adi choTI-choTI cIz2oM kA balidAna nahIM de sktii| yadi tuma bhI apane kartavyoM kA pAlana karatI to zAyada apane sAsa-sasura ke hRdaya se dUra nahIM hotI aura nA hI dakSa ke dila se| Upara se saMyukta kuTuMba se alaga hokara tumane jo takalIpheM apane hAthoM se mola lI hai vo alg| vidhi : kaisI takalIpheM bhAbhI? mokSA : eka takalIpha to tuma pratyakSa hI dekha rahI ho ki dakSa ke jhagar3e ke kAraNa tumhArA mana hamezA ciMtita rahatA hai aura dUsarA jisakA samAdhAna tuma mere pAsa lene AI ho| vidhi : bhAbhI ye takalIpha koI saMyukta kuTuMba se alaga hone ke kAraNa thor3I na huI hai| mokSA : vidhi ! tuma zAyada aba taka mere kahane kA Azaya nahIM samajha pAI ho| dekho apane sAsa sasura se alaga hone kA jo nukasAna tumheM huA hai Aja vaha nukasAna tumhArI samajha se bAhara hai| yadi vaha nukasAna tumheM patA hotA to tuma kabhI aisA galata kadama nahIM utthaatii| calo maiM hI batAtI hU~ ki tumane kyA khoyA aura kyA pAyA? (aisA kahakara jainiz2ama ke tIsare khaNr3a meM jayaNA ne jo hitazikSA mokSA ko dI thI vahI hitazikSA mokSA ne vidhi ko dii| hitazikSA sunakara). vidhi : (rote hue) sacamuca aba mujhe apane kie para pachatAvA ho rahA hai| bhAbhI ! aba to maiM apanI galatI kI mAphI mA~gane lAyaka bhI nahIM rhii| mammI-pApA se alaga hone ke bAda Aja taka maiM unase milane bhI nahIM gii| maiMne apane hI pairoM para kulhAr3I mArane kA kArya kiyA hai| aba unase kisa mu~ha se mAphI mA~gugI? mokSAH koI bAta nhiiN| jaba jAgo taba sveraa| tumheM apane kie para pachatAvA ho rahA hai yahI bahuta bar3I bAta hai| vidhi : para bhAbhI ! mere aura dakSa bIca meM jo TakarAva hai use sulajhAye binA, mammI-pApA ko bhI ghara bulAkara kyA phAyadA? bhAbhI zAdI ke pUrva mere aura dakSa ke bIca ke saMbaMdha kitane acche the yaha to Apa jAnatI ho| sirpha merI hI nahIM Ama taura para sabhI dampatiyoM kI yahI samasyA hai ki sagAI ke samaya meM rahA

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huA prema bar3hane kI bajAya ghaTatA kyoM jAtA hai? zAdI ke pahale to saMbaMdha mAtra bAtoM taka hI rahate haiN| lekina zAdI ke bAda to sAtha sAtha rahate haiM, eka dUsare ke upayogI banate haiN| eka dUsare kA ghara parivAra saMbhAlate hai| to phira prema bar3hane ke bajAya ghaTatA kyoM haiM? naI dulhana ke hAthoM kI meha~dI kA raMga utarane se pahale Apasa meM prema kA raMga utarane lagatA hai| aisA hI kucha maiMne apane jIvana meM anubhava kiyA hai| bhAbhI ina sabake pIche kA rahasya kyA hai? mokSA : vidhi ! tumhArA prazna bhI chagana aura lIlI ke jIvana ke anurupa hai suno ! maiM tumheM eka bahuta hI rocaka kahAnI sunAtI hU~? chagana aura lIlI ko eka dUsare se pyAra ho gyaa| donoM bagIce meM ghUmane ge| bagIce ke suhAvane vAtAvaraNa kA donoM maz2A le rahe the| itane meM chagana ne rAste para kA~TeM dekhe / taba usane kahA - "are lIlI Thaharo ! yaha kA~Te tumheM kahI laga na jaaye|" aisA kahakara chagana ne svayaM vaha kA~Te haTAe | samaya vyatita huA aura donoM kI zAdI huii| kucha dinoM pazcAt ve phira usI bagIce meM ghUmane gye| ghUmateghUmate phira usa kA~TeM vAle rAste para pahu~ca ge| taba chagana ne kahA "lIlI dhyAna rakhanA Age kA~Te hai| " kucha varSoM ke bAda lIlI mA~ banI aura bacceM ke sAtha ve loga phira usI bagIce meM usI rAste se gujre| acAnaka kA~TA lIlI ke paira ko cubha jAne se vaha cillAI / taba gusse meM Akara chagana ne kahA / "aMdhI ho, dikhatA nahIM hai kyA?" yaha kahAnI bhale hI hAsyAspada hai| paraMtu isake pIche eka bahuta hI bar3A rahasya chipA hai aura vaha yaha hai ki zAdI ke pUrva prema kalaraphUla hotA hai, zAdI ke bAda prema bleka nDa vhAITa aura baccA hone ke bAda to pikcara hI nahIM rahatA / vidhi : bhAbhI ! Apane jo bAteM batAI vaha sau phisadI satya hai| lekina aba ina sabake pIche kyA rahasya hai aura ulajhanoM ko kaise sulajhAyA jAye ? mokSA : dhIraja rakho batA rahI huuN| dekho vidhi| vaise to samasyA ke kaI kAraNa hai lekina usameM mukhya kAraNa hai kaoNmpiTIzana, ahaM tathA bhUla dekhane kI dRSTi / vidhi ! purAne jamAne meM talAka ke kesesa nahIMvat hote the / aba isa hada taka bar3ha gae hai ki mehaMdI kA raMga na utare usake pahale to talAka ho jAtA hai| isakA eka kAraNa hai paraspara kaoNmpiTIzana kI bhAvanA / pahale puruSa ke kArya kSetra alaga the tathA strI ke kAryakSetra alaga the| prAyaH puruSa bAharI kArya saMbhAlate the| phira vaha bAhara kA koI bhI kArya ho cAhe vaha dhaMdhA karanA ho yA dhAnya kharIdanA ho, cAhe gahaneM lAnA ho yA sabjI lAnA ho, saba kArya puruSa hI karate the, tathA striyA~ ghara saMbhAlatI thii| - paraMtu Aja kI par3hI-likhI strI ne puruSa ke hara kSetra meM paira pasAra lie hai| phira cAhe vaha krikeTa kA khela ho yA phUTabaoNla kA, cAhe vaha ema. bI. e. kA korsa ho yA ema. kaoNma kA, cAhe vaha iMjiniyarIMga kA kAma ho yA DaoNkTarI kA, cAhe vaha kampyUTara klAsa ho yA DrAIvIMga klAsa, cAhe vaha pAyaleTa kI 171

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sITa ho yA pArliyAmenTa kI, cAhe lokasabhA kI ho yA vidhAna sabhA kI, hara kSetra meM striyoM ne apane kadama rakha die haiN| Aja kI par3hI-likhI strI svataMtra bana gaI hai| vaha apane Apa ko puruSa se kama nahIM smjhtii| puruSa ke sAtha Takkara lenA usake dAyeM hAtha kA khela bana gayA hai| paraMtu puruSa ke kArya jaba se strI ne zurU kie hai taba se duniyA meM eka nayA hI visphoTa ho gayA hai aura isa visphoTa ke zikAra bane hue hai yuvA dmpti| kaoNmpiTIzana kI bhAvanA unake jIvana ko tahasa-nahasa kara detI hai| vidhi : (bIca meM hI) lekina bhAbhI ! hama donoM ke bIca manamuTAva kA jaba bhI koI prasaMga banA taba aura Aja bhI jahA~ taka maiM mAnatI hU~, vahA~ taka na to mere mana meM kaoNmpiTIzana kI koI bhAvanA thI aura nA hI dakSa ke mana meN| to phira hamAre jhagar3e talAka taka kaise pahu~ca gae ? mokSA : vidhi ! tuma apane Apako hI dekha lo, tumane bhI mujhe yahI kahA thA ki maiM eka phaizana Diz2AInara huuN| naukarI karake apane pairoM para khar3I ho sakatI huuN| ataH tumhAre mana meM yahI bhAvanA hai ki maiM bhI dakSa se kucha kama nahIM huuN| yAni yadi dakSa tumhArI icchA ke viruddha thor3A bhI kucha kare to tumhArA ahaM bola uThatA hai ki mujhe unakI koI jarurata nahIM hai aura isake bAda to jIvana meM tanAva honA svAbhAvika hai| ataH isase yaha nizcita hotA hai ki tuma bhI isa spardhA kI bImArI se grasta ho / bAki kSetroM meM spardhA itanI hAnikAraka nahIM hai, paraMtu strI-puruSa ke bIca spardhA kI bhAvanA ke kAraNa ahaMkAra jAgRta hotA hai| jisase strI puruSa ke tathA puruSa strI ke kArya karane ke lie bhI taiyAra ho jAte haiN| isase paraspara sahayoga kI bhAvanA kA nAza hotA hai aura natIjA - jIvana meM duHkha / pratispardhA kI vicAradhArA vAle hI yaha strI - puruSa Age jAkara zAdI ke pavitra baMdhana meM baMdhate hai aura vahA~ yadi thor3e bhI vicAra bheda ho jAe to sIdhA ahaMkAra TakarAtA hai| svataMtra banI nArI eka jhaTake meM apane jIvanasAthI ko talAka de detI hai| pUrA jIvana puruSa ke binA vyatIta karane ke lie taiyAra ho jAtI hai| vidhi : bhAbhI ! Aja mujhe patA calA ki merI galataphahamiyoM ne hI Aja mujhe isa rAha para khar3A kiyA hai| jise maiM apanA adhikAra samajhatI thI Aja mujhe patA calA ki vaha vAstava meM adhikAra nahIM apitu merA aham thaa| bhAbhI Apane bilakula saca kahA / merI manaHsthiti bhI kucha aisI hI hai maiM bhI apane ahaM ke kAraNa dakSa ko nIcA dikhAnA cAhatI huuN| maiM use batAnA cAhatI hU~ ki maiM bhI usake sahAre binA ArAma se jI sakatI huuN| lekina Aja merA yaha ahaM merI A~suoM kA kAraNa bana gyaa| bhAbhI ! aba Apa isa ahaM ko tor3ane kA samAdhAna batAIe / mokSA : vidhi ! sAmAnyataH puruSa svabhAva se ahaMkArI hote haiM, tathA striyoM meM sahanazIlatA evaM prema sahaja rupa se hotA hai| isakA kAraNa yaha hotA hai ki puruSa dimAga se jIte hai tathA striyA~ dila se / paraMtu Aja kI paristhiti to isake viparIta ho gaI hai| striyA~ aba dila ko chor3akara dimAga meM calI gaI hai aura jahA~

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do dimAga ho vahA~ TakarAva honA, vicArabheda honA svAbhAvika hai| striyoM meM vaha tAkata hotI hai ki vaha apane dila se puruSa ke dimAga ko pighalA sakatI hai| puruSoM ke ahaM ke sAmane vaha cupa rahakara bAda meM prema se puruSa ke ahaM va krodha ko ThaMDA kara sakatI hai| yaha kalA, kauzalya striyoM meM sahaja hI hotA hai| isI kalA ke bala para purAne jamAne kI striyA~ apane pati ke diloM dimAga para rAja karatI thii| ataH talAka jaisI koI bAta hI nahIM hotI thii| __ paraMtu vartamAna meM dimAga ke AdhAra para arthAt apane ahaMkAra ke AdhAra para jIne vAlI striyoM kA dimAga hI talAka lene ke lie prerita karatA hai| dila to becArA talAka ke bAda bhI tar3apatA hI hai| vidhi! maiM tumase pUchatI hU~ tuma sahI-sahI batAnA ki apane ahaMkAra ke bala para tuma talAka lene ke lie Atura to ho gaI ho para kyA tumhArA dila isa phaisale se taiyAra hai? kyA tuma isa phaisale se khuza ho? (mokSA kI bAteM sunakara vidhi kI A~kheM bhara AI-) vidhi : bhAbhI ! saca kahU~ to ApakI bAta ekadama sahI hai, dila to satata dakSa se samAdhAna hI mAMgatA hai| paraMtu mere apane hI ahaM ne mere dila ko dabAkara rakha diyA hai| bhale hI maiM talAka lene ke lie taiyAra hU~ paraMtu dakSa kI jarurata, usakI kamI mujhe hara sthAna para mahasUsa ho rahI hai| kucha samajha nahIM A rahA hai, apane dila kA sAtha dUM yA apane dimAga kA ? mokSA : vidhi ! sIdhI-sI bAta hai yadi tuma dimAga kA sAtha dekara talAka lenA maMjUra karatI ho to talAka ke bAda khuziyA~ tumhAre jIvana se hamezA-hamezA ke lie vidA le legii| phira kyA tuma samAja meM vaha sthAna prApta kara pAogI jo sthAna dakSa ke sAtha rahakara tumane prApta kiyA hai| soco vidhi ki tuma rAste se gujara rahI ho aura loga yaha kahe ki isa aurata kA talAka huA hai| to kyA tuma logoM ke vaha tAne sunane ke lie taiyAra ho? talAka ke bAda tuma bhale hI apanI mehanata se kisI acche pada para AsIna bhI ho jAogI paraMtu kisI kI patnI, kisI kI bahU tathA kisI kI mA~ banane kA haka tumase sadA ke lie chIna jaaegaa| yahA~ taka ki tuma tumhAre mA~ bApa kI beTI bhI nahIM raha paaogii| soco vidhi ! saMgharSa to tumheM donoM tarapha sahana karanA hI hai| aba phaisalA tumhAre hAtha meM hai ki dimAga ke khAtira dakSa se talAka lekara yA to samAja ke tAne suno athavA dila kI bAta mAnakara dakSa ke sAtha hone vAle saMgharSoM ko prema se sulajhAne kI koziza kro| vidhi : Apane to mere dila ko jhakajhora diyA bhAbhI ! samAja ke sAmane Apake dvArA batAyA gayA bhayaMkara saMgharSa karane ke lie maiM kataI taiyAra nahIM huuN| bhAbhI ! aba maiM dakSa ke sAtha talAka nahIM samajhautA karanA cAhatI huuN| Apa mujhe yaha batAie ki yadi Aja se maiM kaoNmpiTIzana evaM ahaM kI bhAvanA ko chor3a dUM to kyA mere aura dakSa ke bIca meM hone vAle tanAva sadA ke lie baMda ho jAyeMge? kyA hama sukha se jI pAe~ge?

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mokSA : nahIM vidhi ! maiMne pahale hI batAyA thA ki kaoNmpiTIzana kI bhAvanA ke sAtha-sAtha ahaM aura bhUla dekhane kI dRSTi jhagar3e kI choTI cinagArI ko dAvAnala banAne meM peTrola kA kAma karatI hai| vidhi : vo kaise bhAbhI? mokSA : vidhi ! maiM sIdhe paoNIMTa para AtI huuN| zAdI ke bAda pati-patnI eka dUsare ke bahuta upayogI banate haiM, jaise patnI ko pati ke ghara ko saMbhAlanA, ghara meM Ane vAle mehamAnoM kA svAgata karanA, pati kI hara icchA ko pUrNa krnaa| phira bhI mAna lo yadi patnI se cAya phIkI bana jAe yA aisI koI bhI choTIbar3I bhUla ho jAe to ina saba prasaMgoM kI pati ke dimAga meM TeparIkorDiMga hotI rahatI hai| phira jaba bhI koI bhUla hotI hai taba Tepa ke ple kA baTana daba jAtA hai aura pahale se Tepa zuru ho jAtI hai| aise meM sahanazIlatA kI kamI ke kAraNa patnI bhI pati ke bhUloM kI kaiseTa zuru kara detI hai| . vidhi : bhAbhI! Apane jo kahA vaha maiMne sAkSAt apane jIvana meM anubhava bhI kiyA hai| dakSa ne mujhe hara prakAra kI khuzI dI para usa dina pikcara jAne kI unakI eka bhUla, jo ki vAstava meM bhUla nahIM thii| phira bhI maiM use Aja taka gA rahI huuN| aisI to kaI bAteM hai bhAbhI! aba isa doSa dRSTi ko badalane ke lie maiM kyA karU~? mana ko kisa taraha samajhAU~? bhAbhI sAmane vAlA bhUla ko to use kahe binA bhI nahIM rahA jaataa| usake lie kyA upAya karU~? mokSA : dekho ! AInA aura kemerA donoM hI dRzya ko apane meM pratibiMbita karate haiN| lekina pharka itanA hI hai ki AInA sAmane se dRzya haTate hI pUrvavat ho jAtA hai| lekina kemerA eka bAra jisa dRzya ko apane rIla meM phITa kara detA hai, phira cAhe vaha dRzya vahA~ se dUra bhI haTa jAe to bhI vaha phoTo meM apanA astitva banAe rakhatA hai| ThIka usI prakAra apanA dila bhI do prakAra kA hotA hai yA to AIne jaisA hai yA phira kemare jaisaa| yadi dila meM prasaMga khatma hote hI bhUla kA dRzya bhI jAtA ho jAe to vaha dila AIne jaisA hai, evaM jisa dila meM prasaMga bItane ke bAda bhI bhUla kA phoTo kAyama rahe to samajha lenA apanA dila kemare jaisA hai| yadi dila ko kemare ke jaisA banAyA to dUsaroM kI bhUla tumhAre dila meM kA~Te kI taraha cubhatI rahegI, jo tumheM kabhI zAMti se jIne nahIM degii| isake viparIta yadi tuma apane dila ko AIne ke jaisA banAogI to samasyAe~ tumase sau kadama dUra bhaagegii| vidhi : bhAbhI ! maiM apane mana ko AInA banAne kI pUrI koziza karU~gI, lekina phira bhI yadi mujhe dakSa ke doSa dikhane lage to kyA karanA? mokSA : vidhi ! sAmane vAle ke doSa dikhe to turaMta hI usake guNoM ko sAmane laanaa| aisA karate vakta kabhI mana na mAne to bhI mana mAra kara tumheM yaha kArya karanA hogaa| isa prakAra guNa rupI puSpoM kI suvAsa

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se tumhArA jIvana bAga mahaka utthegaa| maiM tumheM eka dRSTAMta sunAtI huuN| jisase merI bAteM tumhAre dimAga meM ekadama phiTa ho jaayegii| eka rabAr3I apanI patnI ke sAtha bailagAr3I meM ghI becane gayA / nizcita sthAna para pahu~ca kara rabAina ghI ke maTake rabAr3I ko de rahI thI aura rabAr3I use nIce rakha rahA thaa| ekAeka ghI kA eka maTakA gira gayA aura pUrA ghI nIce gira gyaa| yaha dekhate hI rabAr3I Aga-babUlA hokara bolA "jarura kisI yuvaka ko dekha rahI hogI jisase maTakA pakaDane se pahale hI choDa diyA / " taba usakI patnI bhI gusse meM bolI "tumhArI najara bhI kisI yuvatI para hI hogI, jisase tumane ghar3A vyavasthita nahIM pkdd'aa|" bAta bar3ha gaI aura jhagar3A karatekarate kaba zAma huI patA hI nahIM claa| isa jhagar3e meM girA huA ghI kutte cATa gae aura bAki rahe ghI ke ghar3e bhI donoM becanA bhUla ge| sabhI rabAr3I ghI becakara cale gae the mAtra ve donoM zAma taka Apasa meM jhagar3a rahe the| jaba unheM zAma hone kA ehasAsa huA taba ghI bece binA hI donoM dampati apane gA~va jAne lge| taba aMdhere meM coroM ne bacA huA ghI bhI curA liyaa| aisA hI kissA dUsare eka rabAr3I yugala ke sAtha huaa| ghI ke nIce girate hI patnI bolI "are mApha kiijiyegaa| Apake maTakA pakar3ane se pahale hI maiMne maTakA chor3a diyaa|" isa para pati bhI bolA - "nahIMnahIM tumane to barAbara hI diyA thA maiMne hI dhyAna se nahIM pkdd'aa|" donoM ne ho sake utanA nIce girA huA ghI le liyaa| ghI ke anya maTake bhI becakara khuzI-khuzI ghara cale ge| basa aisA hI hamAre jIvana meM bhI hotA hai| jo dampati Apasa meM eka dUsaroM kI bhUla dekhate hai ve Aveza meM Akara Apasa meM jhagar3ate hai| isake badale dampati Apasa meM apanI bhUla svIkAra kara leM to usa ghara kA vAtAvaraNa kaisA hogA yaha batAne kI jarurata nahIM hai| zAyada aba tuma mere kahane kA Azaya samajha gaI hogii| vidhi : to phira isakA matalaba yahI huA ki dakSa cAhe kitanI bhI galatI kreN| kaisI bhI galatI kareM mujhe naz2ara aMdAja hI karate rahanA, unakI galatiyoM para dhyAna nahIM denaa| bhAbhI ! sAsa - bahU ke saMbaMdhoM meM darAreM ho to bahU ko hI sudharanA cAhie kyoMki vaha kacce ghar3e kI taraha hotI hai yaha bAta to phira bhI ucita hai| paraMtu jahA~ pati-patnI jinakI vaya samAna hotI hai, eka dUsare ko samajhane kI zakti hotI hai vahA~ yadi pati ko khuza rakhane ke kucha kartavya mere hai to kyA mujhe khuza rakhane ke lie dakSa ke koI kartavya nahIM haiM? unhe sudharane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM ? mokSA : vidhi ! dakSa kA svabhAva sudharanA cAhie, mana se ina galata vicAroM ko hamezA ke lie daphanA do aura mana meM isa bAta ko AtmasAt kara lo ki dakSa ke svabhAva ko mujhe namratA se svIkAra kara lenA hai| tuma yaha to jAnatI hI hogI ki hara gA~va meM samAja vyavasthA ko acche DhaMga se calAne ke lie gA~va meM maMdira ke sAtha eka zmazAna kI AvazyakatA bhI hotI hai| ThIka vaise hI apane jIvana ko acche DhaMga se calAne 175

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ke lie hara vyakti ke mana meM eka maMdira ke sAtha eka kabristAna bhI honA caahie| jisase hRdaya meM rahe maMdira meM vaha svajanoM ke guNoM kI pratiSThA kara sake evaM kabristAna meM unakI bhUloM ko daphanA ske| vidhi ! isI taraha tuma bhI apane mana meM eka maMdira banAo jisameM tuma dakSa ke guNoM, usake upakAroM kI pratiSThA kara sako aura sAtha hI eka kabristAna bhI banAo, jisameM tuma dakSa kI bhUloM ko bhI daphanA sako / vidhi : ThIka hai bhAbhI ! Apake kahe anusAra maiM mana meM eka kabristAna banA lUMgI jisameM maiM dakSa kI bhUloM ko daphanA sakU~ paraMtu merA prazna to vahI kA vahI raha gyaa| kyA sudharane ke lie mujhe hI Age AnA hogA, mujhe hI sahana karanA paDegA ? mokSA : ahaMkAra ne tumhAre diloM dimAga para aDDA jamA liyA hai, vidhi ! tAlI donoM hAthoM se bajatI hai| aba dAyA~ hAtha pahale uThe yA bAyA~ usase koI pharka nahIM par3atA / hameM to khAlI tAlI bajAne se matalaba hai| basa isI prakAra tumheM to apanA saMsAra sukhI banAne se matalaba hai| phira sahana karane kI yA prema karane kI zuruAta tuma karo yA dakSa usase koI pharka nahIM pdd'taa| tuma sahanazIla bano aura prema do, isase sAmanevAlA vyakti pighale aisA ho hI nahIM sktaa| aura vidhi ! tumane yaha to sunA hI hogA ki nArI - sahanazIlatA kI mUrti hai, kyA tumane kabhI yaha sunA hai ki puruSa sahanazIlatA kI mUrti hai| nahIM nA, sRSTi ne bhI jisa guNa se nArI ko vibhUSita kiyA hai, usa guNa kI puruSa se apekSA rakhane meM koI phAyadA nahIM hai| tuma bhI sahanazIlatA ko apane jIvana meM utArakara nArI nAma ko sArthaka kro| yadi dakSa kI koI galatI hogI to maiM use jarUra btaauuNgii| vaise vidhi ! jaba tuma aura dakSa jhagar3ate ho taba koI to aisI bAta hogI yA kucha to aise zabda hoMge jisakA upayoga gusse meM tuma aura dakSa-bAra bAra karate hoNge| vidhi : bhAbhI ! koI gAlI galoca yA apazabdoM kA upayoga to hama donoM ke bIca nahIM hotA / hA~ lekina itanA jarura kahatI hU~ ki ye to maiM hU~ jo Apako saMbhAla rahI hU~ yadi koI dUsarI patnI milI hotI to patA cala jAtA ki aurata kyA balA hotI hai| aura dakSa bhI kahA~ cupa rahate hai merI bAta sunakara ve bhI kahate hai| "hA~-hA~ sahI kahA tumane, tumase acchA to kisI ga~vAra se zAdI kara letA to jyAdA nahIM para do vakta kA bhojana to barAbara banAkara detI / " mokSA : basa yahI tumhArI kamaz2orI hai| vidhi ! tuma dakSa ke sAtha zAMti se rahanA cAhatI ho to agalI bAra jaba jhagar3A ho taba tuma merI isa salAha kA upayoga karanA / jaba bhI tumhAre bIca jhagar3A ho taba, "yaha to Apa ho jo mujhe saMbhAla rahe ho, kahI aura gaI hotI to kaba kA dhakkA mArakara ghara se bAhara nikAla diyA hotaa|" yaha bolanA isase tumhArI AdhI samasyAoM kA hala ho jAyegA / vidhi : nahIM bhAbhI ! ye mujhase nahIM hogA / mokSA : vidhi ! ye tumheM karanA hI hogaa| maiMne tumheM pahale hI kahA hai ki tuma sAmanevAle vyakti ko prema

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do aura badale meM tumheM prema na mile yaha ho hI nahIM sktaa| tuma eka bAra merI salAha para cala kara to dekho ki tumhAre ghara meM kitanA parivartana AtA hai| yadi merI salAha se tumhAre jIvana meM koI parivartana na Ae to maiM svayaM tumheM talAka dilAne meM madada kruuNgii| vidhi : ThIka hai bhAbhI ! maiM Apake kahe anusAra kruuNgii| lekina aba maiM ghara jAU~ kaise? maiM to dakSa se jhagar3A karake AI huuN| mokSA : (bIca meM hI...) vidhi tuma isakI Tenzana mata kro| maiMne dakSa se bAta kara luuNgii| (vidhi aura mokSA kI sArI bAteM suzIlA ne suna lii| vidhi ke nikalate hI suzIlA kamare meM AI aura....) suzIlA : (mokSA ke sira para hAtha pherate hue ) beTA ! pahale maiMne tumheM samajhane meM bahuta bar3I galatI kii| para tuma to mere ghara kI rozanI ho jo apane hI nahIM, para auroM ke ghara ko bhI rozana karatI ho| aisI bahU DhUMDhane para bhI nahIM milegii| (mokSA ne dakSa ko phona kiyA aura kahA-) mokSA : dakSa ! vidhi ko maiMne acchI taraha samajhA diyA hai para sAtha hI tumhAre sahayoga kI bhI jarurata hai| vidhi kI sArI bAta sunakara mujhe lagA 70% galatI usakI hai to 30% galata tuma bhI to ho| ataH sudharane kI AvazyakatA tumheM bhI hai| tuma donoM ke jhagar3e kA mukhya kAraNa hai tuma donoM kA ahN| dakSa : mokSA dIdI ! maiM hara prakAra se sudharane ke lie taiyAra huuN| basa mujhe to itanA hI cAhie ki mere aura vidhi ke saMbaMdha acche hoM jaaye| maiM vidhi ko vo sArI khuziyA~ denA cAhatA hU~ jisakI vo hakadAra hai| mokSA : dakSa ! tumhArA acchA vyavahAra hI tumheM aura vidhi ko khuza rakha sakatA hai| tuma vidhi ko kahIM bhI ghUmane-phirane le jaao| lekina dina meM eka bAra use kaha do ki vidhi tuma sacamuca bahuta acchI ho| mere ghara ko kitanI acchI taraha saMbhAlatI ho yA phira kabhI use eka glAsa pAnI lAkara do aura yaha kaho ki vidhi ghara kA itanA kAma karake tuma thaka gaI hogii| lo baiTho, pAnI pI lo| mAtra tumhAre ina prema bhare zabdoM se vidhi ko vaha sArI khuziyA~ mila jAegI jo tuma use denA cAhate ho| dakSaH thaiksa dIdI ! maiM aba se ina saba bAtoM kA dhyAna rkhuugaa| (aura sAtha hI mokSA ne dakSa ko vidhi kI garbhAvasthA meM use kisa prakAra khuza rakhanA, usakI hara icchA pUrI karanA Adi ke bAre meM bhI btaayaa| dakSa bhI samajhadAra thA, isalie sAre manamuTAvoM ko bhUlakara vaha vidhi ko lene AyA aura vidhi bhI khuzI-khuzI usake sAtha calI gyii| ATha-dasa dina to yU~ hI ha~sate-khelate gujara gye| eka dina vidhi ne cAya meM bhUla se Dabala zakkara DAla dI, aura usa dina oNphisa se thakakara Ane ke kAraNa dakSa pahale se hI gusse meM thaa| cAya kA cUMTa lete hii|)

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dakSa : he bhagavAna ! tumase acchA to kisI ga~vAra se zAdI kI hotI to daMga kA khAnA nahIM para daMga kI cAya to pilaatii| (vidhi ko bhI isa bAta para gussA A gyaa| para saMyogavaza use apanI bhAbhI kI hitazikSA yAda A gaI aura vaha apane gusse ko kaMTrola karake bolI-) vidhi : ThIka hI kahA aapne| eka Apa hai jo mujhe sa~bhAla rahe ho kahIM aura hotI to kaba kA ghara se dhakke mArakara bAhara nikAla diyA hotaa| (vidhi ke isa anapekSita javAba ko sunakara dakSa ke Azcarya kA koI pAra nahIM rhaa| ) dakSa : yaha tuma bola rahI ho? vidhi : hA~ aura maiM mAnatI bhI huuN| (itanA kahate hI vidhi ro par3I) dakSa : are vidhi ! tuma ro rahI ho? vidhi ! maiM nahIM tuma ho jo mujha jaise kharAba svabhAva vAle ko saMbhAla rahI ho| koI aura hotI to mujhase taMga Akara kaba kI piyara calI gaI hotii| (itanA kahakara dakSa bhI ro pddaa| phira dakSa aura vidhi donoM ne apane kie kI mAphI maaNgii| aura zAma ko vidhi ne mokSA ko phona kiyA-) vidhi : thaiksa bhAbhI ! ApakI dI huI salAha se Aja eka hI dina meM hamAre ghara meM parivartana A gyaa| hamAre jIvana meM khuziyA~ hI khuziyA~ A gaI hai| (itanA kahakara vidhi ne mokSA ko pUrI ghaTanA btaayii| aura Age bhI mokSA dvArA dI gaI hitazikSA kA pAlana karane kA vAdA kiyaa| itanA hI nahIM usa dina se vidhi roja apane sAsa sasura ko milane jAtI aura unakI tabiyata unakI jaruratoM kA bhI dhyAna rkhtii| vidhi meM Ae isa parivartana se usake sAsa-sasura bhI bahuta khuza ho gye| isa prakAra ha~sate-khelate vidhi nauveM mahine meM pahalI DilevarI ke lie apane piyara gii| dakSa bhI use anukUlatAnusAra milane jaataa| samaya bItane para vidhi ne eka lar3akI ko janma diyaa| lar3akI kA nAma 'kRpA' rkhaa| do mahine bAda vidhi phira se apane sasurAla A gaI aura idhara mokSA ne garbha dhAraNa kiyaa| nau mahine bItane para usane bhI eka lar3akI ko janma diyaa| usakA nAma 'mukti' rkhaa| isa prakAra samakita, mukti aura kRpA tInoM apane mAtA-pitA se milI jAne vAlI paravariza va saMskAroM se bar3e hone lge| dekhate hI dekhate dakSa aura vidhi ke pyAra meM palI kRpA cAra sAla kI ho gii| eka dina vidhi aura dakSa kRpA ko mele meM le ge| mele kI bhIDa meM kRpA kahIM kho gii| dakSa aura vidhi use pUre mele meM khojane lge| do ghaMTe kI khoja ke bAda bhI kRpA nahIM milii| isase vidhi kI hAlata ro-rokara jindA lAza-sI ho gii| usakI bigar3atI hAlata ko dekhakara dakSa use samajhAkara ghara le AyA aura apane mammI-pApA ko bhI bulA diyaa| sudhIra aura zAradA vidhi ko sAMtvanA dekara zAMta karane kI koziza karane lage aura dakSa kRpA kI khoja

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meM pulisa sTezana riporTa likhavAne gayA / dakSa ke ghara Ate hI - ) vidhi : kyA huA dakSa ! kRpA milI, kahA~ hai vo ? dakSa : vidhi ! Tenzana mata lo, pulisa sTezana meM riporTa likhavAI hai, saba DhU~Dha rahe haiN| zAradA : hA~ beTA ! tuma ro ro kara apanA zarIra kharAba mata karo, bhagavAna se prArthanA karo saba ThIka ho jaaegaa| (isa prakAra vaha rAta to Tenzana se rone meM hI calI gaI, dUsare dina subaha sAta baje phona kI ghaMTI bjii|) da- helo pulisa : helo mi. dakSa ! Apa kI beTI kRpA mila gaI hai| Apa pulisa sTezana Akara use le jAIe / ( phona rakhate hI .....) dakSa : vidhi ! vidhi ! suno kRpA mila gaI hai| vidhi : ( bhAgatI huI ) kyA? kahA~ hai kRpA ? dakSa : are zAMti rakho, abhI-abhI pulisa sTezana se phona AyA hai ki kRpA mila gaI hai / mammI- pApA, vidhi calo hama saba kRpA ko lene jAte hai / ( cAroM gAr3I meM baiThakara pulisa sTezana pahu~ca gaye ? pulisa sTezana ke bAhara hI vidhi kRpA se lipaTakara rone lgii|) vidhi : (kRpA ke sira para hAtha pherate hue) beTA ! kahA~ calI gaI thI tU? he bhagavAna terA lAkha lAkha zukra hai jo merI beTI sahI salAmata mila gaI beTA ! tujhe kahI lagI to nahIM nA ? .... (aura isa tarapha sudhIra aura dakSa pulisa inspekTara ke sAtha) sudhIra : inspekTara saahb| bahuta-bahuta dhanyavAda ! Apane kRpA ko DhU~Dhane meM hamArI itanI madada kii| kyA hama kRpA ko ghara le jA sakate haiM ? pulisa : hA~ kyoM nahIM ? basa ina kAnUnI kAgaz2a para sAIna karake Apa kRpA ko le jA sakate haiN| (sAIna karake pA~coM vApasa ghara Ae, ghara ke bAhara Ate hI ) zAradA : calo vidhi ! aba hama calate haiM, kRpA kA dhyAna rakhanA, kRpA beTA ! kahIM jAnA mt| (aisA kahakara zAradA aura sudhIra vahA~ se nikalane lge| itane meM -) vidhi : eka minaTa mammIjI ! Apa kahA~ jAne kI bAta kara rahe ho? zAradA : beTA ! apane ghara / vidhi : (apane ghara kI tarapha izArA karate hue ) mammI yaha ghara ApakA hI to hai /

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(vidhi kI bAta sunakara saba cauMka ge| taba vidhi rone lagI, saba soca meM par3a gae ki Akhira vidhi ko huA kyA taba) vidhi : (rote hue) hA~ mammIjI ! yaha ApakA hI ghara hai| Aja se Apa aura pApAjI isI ghara meM rheNge| mammIjI mere bartAva ke kAraNa Apa loga ghara chor3ane para majabUra ho gaye the| lekina Aja meM apane una saba galata bartAva kI mAphI mA~gatI huuN| mammIjI ! Aja mujhe patA cala gayA ki jaba bacce mA~ se alaga hote haiM taba mA~ kI kyA hAlata hotI hai| kRpA mujhase 24 ghaMTe alaga huI to maiM jiMdA lAza bana gii| maiMne to Apako, Apake beTe se apane svArtha ke lie itane dinoM taka dUra karane kA pApha kiyA hai| maiM to kRpA ke sAtha sirpha cAra sAla se hU~, aura Aja usake guma jAne se merI aisI hAlata ho gaI hai, to 25-25 sAla taka jo dakSa Apake sAtha rahe hai unake dUra ho jAne para ApakI kaisI hAlata huI hogI? mammIjI ! mujhe apane kie para pachatAvA ho rahA hai| aba Apa aura pApAjI hamAre sAtha hI raheMge hamezA-hamezA ke lie| mammI-pApA plIz2a mujhe mApha kara do| (itanA kahakara vidhi, zAradA aura sudhIra ke pairoM meM girakara rone lgii| dakSa ne vidhi ko uThAyA aura-) dakSa : vidhi ! tumheM pachatAvA huA yahI bar3I bAta hai| aba mammI-pApA hameM chor3akara kahIM nahIM jaaeNge| (dakSa sudhIra kI ora dekhate hue) hai nA pApA? (kyA kahate sudhIra aura shaardaa| Akhira baccoM ke Age unheM jhukanA hI pdd'aa| usake bAda vidhi ke parivAra meM, vidhi ke jIvana meM kitanI khuziyA~ AI hogI yaha kahane kI jarurata nahIM haiN|) ___isa prakAra vidhi ke khuzahAla jIvana ko dekha mokSA tathA usakA parivAra bahuta khuza thaa| paraMtu unake parivAra kI yaha khuzI jalda hI gama aura A~khoM ke A~sUoM meM badala gii| jaba mokSA ke devara vinaya ne apanI patnI ke sAtha ghara se alaga hone kA kadama uThA liyaa| aba kyA mokSA vinaya ko mAtA-pitA ke prati usake kartavya ko samajhAkara use punaH ghara lAne meM kAmayAba ho pAtI hai yA phira prazAMta aura suzIlA kA yaha saMyukta kuTuMba TUTakara bikhara jAtA hai| kyA yaha tUphAna thama jAyeMgA ? yA yaha tUphAna mokSA ke parivAra kI khuziyoM ko china legA? AIye dekhate hai jainiz2ama ke agale khaMDa "Duties towards Parents" meM....

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/ / zrI mohanakheDA tIrtha maNDana AdinAthAya nmH| zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyA rAjitaM zrI rAjendra-dhana-bhUpendra-yatandri-vidyAcaMdra sUri gurubhyo namaH trivarSIya jainiz2ama korsa khaMDa-3 lekhikA | opana-buka parIkSA patra ____Total 140 Marks . sA. zrI maNiprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. noTa : nAma, patA, Adi bharakara likhanA prAraMbha kareM. saba praznoM ke uttara uttara patra meM hI likheN| uttara svayaM khuda kI mehanata se pustaka meM se DhU~Dhakara nikaaleN| khuda ke zrAvakapaNA kI rakSA ke lie nakala karane kI corI ke pApa se bceN| uttara sApha akSaroM se likheM tathA pustaka kI phAInala parIkSA ke samaya uttara patra sAtha meM saMlagna kara deN| pra.A rikta sthAnoM ki pUrti kIjie (Fill in the blanks) : 12 Marks 1. kSAyika prIti se ........................ ke guNa paidA hote hai| 2. pUrvakAla meM saMskArI aura zikSita mA~ hI bAlakoM kI...................... kahalAtI thii| 3. kumArapAla rAjA eka sAla meM ................... sonAmohara sAdharmika bhakti meM kharca karate the| 4. ................. sUtra meM cAritra dharma kI stuti kI gaI hai| 5. kuMDala dvIpa ......... ....... yojana vistAravAlA hai| 6. DaoNlI to sirpha zabAnA aura samIra kI U~galiyoM para nAcanevAlI ...... ... bana gaI thii| 7. jo Apako ApakA. ................. sudhAranA ho to isa bhava meM pApoM kI zuddha AlocanA kara lenI caahie| 8. sAsu beTI ke sAtha to dila se vyavahAra karatI hai para bahuoM ke sAtha vyavahAra karane meM ..............kA __ upayoga karatI hai| . 9. paTarANI kI kukSi ko ...................... kI upamA dI gaI hai| 10. AdhI kaccI pakkI kakaDI ma.sA. ke lie .......................... hai| 11. rakta aura vIrya ke sAtha mA~-bApa ke ......... bAlaka meM utarate hai| 12. Urdhvaloka meM meruparvata .................. yojana haiN| pra. B kAusa meM diye gae uttara meM se sahI uttara DhUMDha kara rikta sthAnoM kI pUrti kareM 12 Marks (bhAvanA, vihAyogati, 2.92 lAkha, indra, samatA, sAdhu-sAdhvI 56 dikkumArI, AnupUrvI , saMskRti, vAtsalya, padavIdhara, 20,000, paraspara sahayoga, sarvajJa, 1 lAkha, zahada-makkhana, sahanazIlatA, vyaMjana, pAMca lAkha, IrSyA, cAritra ) 1. jhAMjhaNa zeThane karNAvatI se chaHrI pAlita saMgha nikAlA thA usa saMgha meM .................. yAtrAlu the| 2. jIvana meM rahI vAsanA ................... meM parivartita ho jAtI hai|

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karma kA udaya jIva ko vigrahagati meM mor3a lene meM sahAyaka banatA hai| .khAne se puSkala vikalendriya jIvoM kI hiMsA hotI hai| 5. striyoM meM . .............. aura prema sahaja rupa se hotA hai| 6. prabhu kA janma hote hI pahale ..................... kA Asana calAyamAna hotA hai| 7. paramAtmA kI kRpA se hI ... ..... dazA prApta hotI hai| 8. dvAdazAvarta vaMdana se ...... ko vaMdana kiyA jAtA hai| 9. sadAcaMda zeTha ne somacaMda zeTha ke vahA~ AnevAle ko . / AnavAla kA ................ ...... rupaye dene ko khaa| 10. vAraMvAra svAdhyAya karane se .................. kI labdhi prApta hotI hai| 11. ahaMkAra jAgRta hotA hai taba ..................... kI bhAvanA kA nAza hotA hai| 12. zuruAta meM vAtsalyanidhi banakara...........................se putravadhU kA nirmANa karanA caahie| pra. mujhe phcaano| (Who am I) : 12 Marks 1. mujha meM bahuta choTI kesarI raMga kI iyala hotI hai| 2. maiMne mere lADale putra ko Apako sauMpa diyaa| 3. zAma ko sUryAsta se 48 minaTa taka maiM rahatA huuN| 4. mujhe subaha cabA-cabA kara khAne se zarIra balavAna banatA hai| 5. maiM aura vAsudeva eka sAtha eka kSetra meM nahIM raha skte| 6. maiMne sabako pArTI kensala karane ke samAcAra die| 7. upasarga Tale nahIM taba taka maiMne cAroM AhAra kA tyAga kiyaa| 8. merI utpatti ghara meM jyAdA samaya gIlI rahane vAlI jagahoM para hotI hai| 9. mere pitA ke krodha ne mujhe bhI krodhI banA diyaa| 10. maiM mele meM guma ho gii| 11. mere dvArA jIva pApoM se mukta ho sakate haiN| 12. mere hAthoM kI mehaMdI kA raMga uDane se pahale hI mujha para kartavya kA bojha DAla diyA gyaa|

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12 Marks pra.D eka zabda meM uttara dIjie 1. AlU-kaMdamUla kI taraha nigoda bhI kyA hai? . 2. pAhinI devI kisa gA~va kI thI? 3. duHkha ke samaya meM samAdhi aura samAdhAna kI rAha kauna dikhAtA hai? 4. kAlodadhi samudra kA mApa kitanA hai? 5. cha: sAla kI umra meM kisane dIkSA aMgIkAra kI thI? 6. bahU ke lie sasurAla meM pati ke bAda kauna jyAdA hotA hai? 7. jJAna, darzana, cAritra meM jo adhika ho use kyA kahate haiM ? 8. suI meM jUM ko parone se kise 7 bhava taka phA~sI para car3hanA par3A? 9. khAne jaisA kyA hai? 10. prathama samaya maraNa sthAna se jIva kyA lekara nikalatA hai ? 11. viveka sahita yathArtha vastu ko jAnanA ye kyA hai? 12. pUnama ke cAMda ko dekhane se mAtA kA bAlaka kyA banatA hai? pra. E sudhAra kara phira se likheM : 12 Marke 1. saccA bhakta to vahI hai jo prabhu ke bhakta kA bhI sAdharmika hotA hai (...................) 2. naI bahu ko kacce ghar3e kI upamA dI gaI hai (... 3. DhAI dvIpa ke caitya tIna daravAz2e vAle hone se 108 pratimA vAle hote haiN| (...............) 4... divyA ne apane adhikAroM se ghara ke sabhI logoM kA dila jIta liyaa| (............... 5. siddhazIlA ardhacaMdrAkAra ke AkAra jaisI hotI hai| (. 6. krodha ke kAraNa dharma kriyA meM dikhAvA bddhegaa| (........................) 7. guru bhagavaMta jaba parAGmukha baiThe hote hai taba vaMdana kara sakate haiN| (.................) 8. jina jIvoM kA mujha para upakAra hai una sabhI kA paramAtmA se prema baMdhAtA hai (............. 9. DaoNlI varlDa phemasa inTIrIyara Dekorezana kaMpanI meM inTaravyu dene gaI(. ..............) 10. supAtradAna binA niHspRhI aise sAdhu saMtoM kA samAgama honA ati durlabha hai| 11. yadi dila ko dimAga jaise banAyA to dUsaro kI bhUla dila meM kA~TeM kI taraha cUmatI rahegI (................, 12. pethar3a zAha pahale pUnamacaMda zeTha ke nAma se prakhyAta the| (..

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pra. F praznoM ke uttara dIjie / 1. bhava AlocanA karane se kyA hotA hai ? khaMdhaka RSi kauna the aura unakI mRtyu kaise huI ? tIna prakAra ke caityavaMdana batAie ? mokSA ne vidhi ko ahaM kaise tor3anA usake Upara kyA samAdhAna diyA? naMdIzvara dvIpa ke caitya aura pratimAoM kI saMkhyA batAie? mahine dharmamaya vAtAvaraNa meM vyatIta karane ke lie garbhavatI strI ko kyA karanA cAhie? pra. G nIce kI paMktiyAM pustaka ke kisa peja para hai aura kisa lAIna para hai vaha batAIe / udA. ye kitane suMdara bAlaka hai ? peja naM. u. cepTara peja 1. aura inakI nizrA meM dharmAnuSThAna karane se sArthaka hotA hai / unhoMne cAra zaraNa svIkAra kie| ina paisoM se hameM paramAtmA kA jinAlaya banA lenA caahie| prabhu ko dekhakara harSita banakara saba kalazAdi sAmagrI indra ke sAmane rakhate hai / yaha jinazAsana sAdharmikoM se cala rahA hai aura clegaa| 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. * khuda kI kismata ko galata rAste para le jAne vAlI vaha khuda hI thii| jisase saba khuza hokara jAte the| sarva prathama mana meM pApoM ke prati ghRNA utpanna karake kie hue pApoM ko yAda kreN| lakar3e para vArniza, raMga paoNlIza karane se nigoda kI utpatti nahIM hotI / anusAra prazna DhUMDha kara javAba likheM udA. pA~ca daMDaka meM se eka............ namutthuNaM 2. 1. jJAna kA eka prakAra eka pepara ke... 12 Marks 7. 8. 9. 10. dUsare dina to ghara meM rAmAyaNa maca gii| 11. siddha ke jIva siddhazIlA se 3 gAu 1667 dhanuSya kI dUrI para hai| 12. usako sudhArane kI koI AvazyakatA nahIM hai? pra. H bArahakhar3I se zuru honevAle javAboM ke praznoM kA krama kho gayA hai| prathama akSara ke 12 Marks ...meM do diloM kI darAra bar3ha gii| 184 12 Marks lAIna naM. 12

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siMhadAsa kI patnI kA nAma kyA thA kisakI kriyA dekha lakSmaNA sAdhvIjI vicalita hue havA ke... 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. vAtAvaraNa 9 mAsa pUrNa karane caahie| doSa lagatA hai| 8. vahorAte vakta chIMTe girane para. 9. DaoNlI kA jIvana aisA thA jahA~ pUre dina mehanata karane ke bAda bhI... dvArA racita hone se kAlavelA meM par3hanA nahIM caahie| 10. sUtra 11. 12. choDanA cAhate ho to... ka. vizaladeva rAjA ne kisa kI parIkSA kI ? garbhavatI strI ko kha. ga. se zikhA U~cI jAtI hai| gha. ca. cha. .para 16 zAzvata jinAlaya hai| . choDo jha. ta. tha. da. dha. . hI khAne ko milatI thii| pra. I koSTaka meM akSara par3e hai unako ADe, tirache, Upara, nIce, dA~yeM, bA~yeM bikhare hue kaise bhI rakhakara nIce diye praznoM ke uttara dIjiye / 14 Marks jma sthA ra a zA ga la Nu zrA ka Ni zre jA rA vi dyA pU mI ni ta ciM phU bha ha ja mI kti bha ka rmi dha sA jJA To pra cAva va siM kSa To na tra yI rsa ko rA mo nA ro ghaM de na ya ya ro ni mu na da naM ji pa kSa ya Ta ka pa ja kSa sTe ra za sA dI nA ni vi ja rA hi TI vi zva maM ga la dho rjU pa da mA raM rA ja mpI ka ra va lA jai grA a na dma kSa sA STha ddha kaoN saM ra vi baMdhu ma ti haiM mA saM ma Dha pu sino tA vra ja su le pra da rve ni ve Ni pra tri ca zva ma ta ya zi pa mo bhA zrI vA vi za pa u yA za gA bhi ga rtha rA da 185 ma caM zi vaM

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hai dA. ta. jJAna prApti kA eka prakAra - vAcanA 1. maiMne 11,80,645 mAsakSamaNa kiye 2. merA putra jinazAsana kA camakatA sitArA bnegaa| yaha kisane kahA thA . 3. mudgara yakSa kA parama bhakta kI patnI kA nAma kyA thA 4. eka sAtha 20 manuSya kahA~ se mokSa meM jA sakate haiM ................ 5. eka samudra kA nAma. 6. minaladevI ke putra kA nAma . 7. vaMdana karane kA eka nimitta .. ........................... 6. yazovijayajI ke guru kA nAma ................ 9. kyA hone ke bAda khAdya padArtha abhakSya ho jAte haiM ? .............. 10. dampati jIvana meM samasyAoM kA mukhya kAraNa .............................. hai| 11. garbhapAta kI eka paddhati ........................... hai| 12. hamArA eka hI abhiSeka hotA hai ....... kI madhura dhvani se saba ko arhAnaMda kA anubhava hotA hai| 14. prabhu ke kalyANaka ke samaya meM viziSTa prakAra kA .. hotA hai| pra.J sUtra-artha vibhAga a) gAthA likheM 6 Marks 1. bAraha vrata kA varNana jisameM AtA hai vaha gAthA likheN| 2. sakala zrI saMgha se jisameM kSamA mAMgI gaI hai vaha gAthA likheN| 3. pA~caveM vrata ke aticAra kA jisameM varNana hai vaha gAthA likhoN| b) artha likhoM 7 Marks 1. caraNasahiahiM 2. niddhaMdhasaM 3. sukhadAyinI 4. sai-aMtaraddhA 5. paDiggaha 6. mosuvaose 7. taDillaya laMchiu 8. khamAvaittA

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c) vidhi likheN| 2 Marks 1. vaMdittu se lekara siddhANaM-buddhANaM taka kI devasia pratikramaNa kI vidhi likheN| pra. kAvya vibhAga 1) stuti likhoM 1 Marks 1. caMdA tame. ................... mArA tme| b) caityavaMdana likheM 4% Marks 1. vidyamAna................. vAraMvAra (athavA) hu~ nirbhAgI................. vilaap| 2. nAma .................... bharatAra (athavA) abhavI ne .... ckcuur| 3 vAsupUjya.................... khAsa (athavA) jaya................... paamii| c) stuti (thoya) likheM 44 Marks 1. samavasaraNa .. ............... gAjejI (athavA) paMca . ............. gAjajA (athavA) paca........................ jagIzajI. 2. dravya........ ....................... khanta to (athavA) vimalagiri ..............girinAmajI. 3. jyoti ........................ indAjI (athavA) sakala ... .......... sAdhojI. d) stavana likheM 3 Marks 1. sukha..................... visarAma (athavA) thAya .... ................ bhAve vNduuN| 2. saMgha..................... saMhAratA (athavA) DuMgara nirakhI .................... bNdh| 8) sajjhAya likheM 2 Marks ___ 1. parigraha nI .. ....... dUjA (athavA) sahu kahe................ ajavAlo noTa : bhava AlocanA kI pustaka bhara kara uttara patra ke sAtha denA jarurI hai| gItArtha AcArya bhagavaMta ke pAsa usakI AlocanA maMgavAkara Apako punaH bhijavA dI jaaegii|

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zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyA rAjitaM trivarSIya jainiz2ama korsa khaMDa -3 - lekhikA sA. zrI maNiprabhAzrIjI ma.sA. opana-buka parIkSA patra Total 140 Marks vidyArthI kA nAma - umra ____rola naM. vidyArthI kA patA evaM phona naM.. mUla vatanasenTara kA nAma evaM patA - pra.A : rikta sthAnoM kI pUrti kiijie| pra.B: sahI uttara cunakara likhie| 1. ....... - 2.. .......... 3. ... ............ 2 0 0 0 8 9. 10 11 ......................... ..................... ..................... ........ 11 .... 12 pra.C : mujhe phcaanie| pra.D : eka zabda meM uttara diijie|

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pra.E : sudhArakara phira se likheN| ............... ........... .............. pra.F : javAba diijie| ................ .................. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . . . . . ........... ..... ................ ............................ ................ .............................. .............. ...................... ..... ...... ...... ............... ............

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pra.G : nIce kI paMktiyA~ pustaka ke kisa peja para hai aura kisa lAIna para hai vaha btaaiie| peja naM. lAIna naM. peja naM. lAIna naM. 7 .................. 10 ............... ....... 5 .................. 11 ................. 6 ...... 12 pra. H bArahakhaDI se zuru honevAle javAboM ke praznoM kA krama kho gayA hai| prathama akSara ke anusAra prazna DhUMDha kara javAba likheN| .............. ......................... ..... ... / | 165 ........... .............. gha ................. na mutthuNaM pra.I koSTaka meM chUTe chavAye akSara par3e hai unako ADe, tirache, Upara-nIce, dA~yeM, bA~yeM kaise bhI rakhakara nIce diye praznoM ke uttara diijiye| |ga | la | Nu zrA ka Ni zrejA | rA | vidyApU | mI | ni | ta ciM phU bha | ha ja | mI kti bha ka mi | dha sA jJA To| pra| cA| va | va | siM|kSa To|tna tra | yI|rsa ko rA |mo nA | ro ghaM | de na ya | ya | ro ni | mu na | da na ji pakSa | ya | |Ta | ka| pa ja | kSa sTe ra |za | sA | dI | jma |sthA ra azA nA ni vi ja | rA | hi TI vizva meM | ga la dho |pa | da |mA | raM | rA | ja |mpI ka ra | va |lA jai | grA | a| na | kSa sA | STha | ddha kaoN saM| ra vi| baMdhu | ma ti haiM mA saM | ma | Dha | pu | minAtA vraja | su | le | pra| darve | ni | ve Ni pra trica zva | ma | ta | ya | zipamoza | gA | bhi | ga bhA zrI vA vi za pa u | yA rtha | rA | dama |caM zi vaM ...... ....... ...... ....... ......................... ... #wono o ...... .................... |

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pra. J: sUtra - artha vibhAga (a) gAthA likheN| 1 2 3 1 2 3 4 1 1 b) artha likhoN| pra. K : kAvya vibhAga (a) stuti likheN| 1 c) vidhi likheN| : : b) caityavaMdana likheN| 5 6 7 8 (191

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2 3 1 2 3 1 2 1 c) stuti (thoya) likheN| d) stavana likheN| e) sajjhAya likheN| 192

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zrI vizvatAraka ratnatrayI vidyArAjitaM yuvati saMskAra zivira kI jhalakiyA~

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snAna karane se pahale prabhu ko prArthanA he prabhu ! bhale maiM snAna karU~ lekina asnAna rupa sAdhutA hI satya hai usakI mujhe kabhI vismRti na ho | mere snAna meM apkAyAdi jina jIvoM kI virAdhanA huI ho unakI kSamA mA~gatA hU~ | una jIvoM kA zIghra mokSa ho / kama se kama pAnI se AvazyakatA pUrti rupa hI snAna karU~ | sApha evaM suMdara dikhane kA mere dehAdhyAsa kA virAma ho / deha kI yaha dravya zuddhi mujhe niraMtara Atmazuddhi kA lakSya karavAkara kSapakazreNI kA prAraMbha karavAkara mere sarva karmamala kA kSaya karavAkara mujhe siddha svarupa kI prApti karAe~ aura usake lie "siddha svarupI aMga pakhAlI, Atama nirmala hoya sukumAlI" yAni ki siddha svarupI prabhu kA pakSAla karake maiM merI vAstavika zuddhi kruuN| ___ pyAre prabhu ! bhale roja meM naye-naye vastra pahanUM lekina prabhu kA diyA huA zramaNasuMdara veSa hI satya hai / usakI mujhe kabhI bhI vismRti na ho / mere vastra banAne meM jina-jina jIvoM kI virAdhanA huI ho unakI kSamA mA~gatA hU~ | merI veSabhUSA dekhane ke nimitta se jina jIvoM ne azubha karma bAMdhe ho unase kSamA mA~gatA hU~ | suMdara dikhAne kA mere dehAdhyAsa kA ahaMkAra aura pudgala ke Asakti bhAva kA virAma ho / zIghrAtizIghra mujhe zramaNa suMdara veSa mile, jo kSapaka zreNI kA prAraMbha karavAkara mere arupI siddhasvarupa kI mujhe prApti karAe~ / namo cArittassa !!! Vn DIjhAIna jainam grAphoksa ahamadAbAda, phona 25627469, 98258 51730