Pustako Je Mane Gamya Che

Author(s): Gopaldas Jivabhai Patel
Publisher: J B Kruplani & Maganbhai Desai Memorial Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/005655/1

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zrI e. ke. e , A zu thazAvyA 0 thana pustakA = je mane gamyAM che? ['BOOKS I HAVE LOVED') rANa thI chAza lAlAte Tii hiI zI je. ziphilhInI zI no aphINI hArI che jemA I TA zahephila hyuM 2i mA cA hRha zAha, e zA # hA For Personal & Private Use Only

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zrI ema. ke. ema. ra3 graMthamALA 51 "pustako- je mane gamyAM che" {"BOOKS I HAVE LOVED') " eze hajIrAi gopALadAsa jIvAbhAI paTela "ozo rajanIzajIne gamatAM pustakanI A japamALA ApaNA aMtarane na ja rasadha Ape che." -pu che. paTela prakAza A sAyI . bI, kapalanI ane maganabhAI desAI gAriyala TrasTa premacaMdanagara roDa, seTelAITa satyAgraha chAvaNI, amadAvAda-15 For Personal & Private Use Only

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praka 50 cheo paTela maMtrI AcAryazrI je. bI kapavAnI ane maganabhAI desAI ' ' meriyala TrasTa mAnavADI, geTave opha satyAgraha IsTa) premacaMdanagara roDa, seTelAITa, satyAgraha chAvaNI, amadAvAda-15 muka eNe Atmadarzana, zAnamudrA catAgraha chAvaNI, amadAvAda-15 pahelI AvRttiA prata 1000 mukha vitA vizva-sAhitya kitAba ghara, saradArabrigeDa hola, 170, satyAgraha chAvaNI, seTelAITa, amadAvAda-15 ane navajIvana TrasTa, amadAvAda-14 ki 10 rUpiyA eprila, 2002 For Personal & Private Use Only

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zenI japamALA ozo rajanIzajIne gamatAM pustakonI A "japamALAnI maheka ja evI jabarI che ke, tene koI prastAvanAnI jarUra kharI ? bIjA siddhAMta ke vicArasaraNI ne amuka eka samayane ja vAgu paDatA hoya che, harakoI samayane nahi paraMtu jagatanA mahAna sAhitya samrATonAM pustako te ApaNA amara vAraso che. ApaNe sau ozo rajanIzajInA jIvanakALa daramyAna bhale temane vAyaka na nIvaDayA; paNa temanA zAzvatakALa mATenA upadezone anusarIne temanA mRtyu bAda te temane lAyaka banIe. temanI A "japamALAne bharapaTTa upayoga karIne kRtakRtya thaIe. | 'TaMkArava'mAM haptAvAra chapAyelI A lekhamALA chApavAnI tenA vidvAna saMtrIzrIe paravAnagI ApI te mATe temanA tathA saMpAdaka zrI. gopALadAsa paTelanA khAsa rANI chIe. tathA pUnA rajanIza AzramanA saMcAlakoe premapUrvaka je sahakAra ane utsAha Ape che, te mATe temanA khAsa AbhArI chIe. - A pustaka gujarAtI vAcaka samakSa rajU karatAM AnaMda ane caurava anubhavIe chIe, mana kUdako mArIne jhaDapI le evI zenI A kImatI bheTa che. te mATe temane lAkha praNAma. tA. 1-4-2002 -puru chepaTela maMtrI For Personal & Private Use Only

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100,00, zALA-koleja ane pustakAlayamAM vasAvavA lAyaka pustaka zrI maskeTisa'-1 thI 5 saMpA. gopALadAsa paTela 1500 hRdayapalaTe saMpA. gepALadAsa paTela 25.00 | [TaoNlsTaoNya kRta navalakathA "riarekazana ane vistRta saMkSepa.] gune ane sajA DisTaskI kRta navalakathA "kAIma enDa panizamenTa']. japa maganabhAI desAI ' khamanI che . hiMmate mardA saMpAgepALadAsa paTela sira volTara seTa kRta "kanTina DaravADa"] AtmabalidAna saMpA. gopALadAsa paTela hioNla keIna kRta "dha baoNnDamena']. jagArInI duhita saMpA. gepALadAsa paTela 100.00 [cAlsa Dikansa kRta "dhI oNlDa kapurIyosITI zaoNpa'] eka gadheDAnI AtmasthA saMpApuche che. paTela - kirana candara kRta hiMdI vyaMgakathAne sacitra anuvAda; nyAyamUrti zrI. ema. pI. ThakkaranI prastAvanA sahita.] sarasvatIcaMdrane gRhatyAga saMpA, kamubahena pucho. paTela 1000 dhana ane dharatI anu. kamubahena putra che. paTela 80.00 mahAtmA gAMdhI Do. praphullacaMdra gheSa le mijharAila yAne patitapAvana saMpA. gopALadAsa paTela 100.00 [vikaTara hyuge kRta vikhyAta navalakathAne vikama saMkSepa.] S For Personal & Private Use Only

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1 nArada : 'bhaktisUtra' 1. nArada tA bAdarAyaNathI taddana UlaTI prakRtinI vyakti che. mane be vidhA sAmasAme mUkavAnuM game che; eTale nArada ane bAdarAyaNane eka ja oraDImAM sAthe besADayA hoya, te te benI vacce zuM jAme te jovAnuM jarUra mana thAya. nArada haMmezAM peAtAne ekatArA sAthe ja rAkhe, tathA tene vagADatAM vagADatAM gAyA tathA nAcyA kare. bAdarAyaNa e vastu jarA paNa sahana na karI zake. bAdarAyaNa te nArada sAme bUmA ane cIsA ja pADI UThe. nArada bAdarAyaNanI cIsA ane bUmA upara lakSa ja na Ape; te te UlaTuM bAdarAyaNane cIDavavA mATe ja jANe vadhu jorathI ekatArA vagADavAnuM tathA gAvAnuM cAlu rAkhe | ra 2. nAradanAM 'bhaktisUtra' 'athAto matti-nisAsA' e sUtrathI zarU thAya che. e sUtrane artha thAya -- " have bhAva prema eTale zuM tenuM vivaraNa (Ara bhIe)." ('bhakti' eTale lavalInatA - ekarUpa thaI javA jevA bhAva-prema.) A 'prema'nuM vivaraNa e ja kharuM vivaraNa - kharuM vivecana - kharI tapAsa - kharI zeAdha che. bIjuM badhuM tenAthI heTha che. vaLI kharI tapAsa ke jijJAsA tamArI tapAsanA 1. temanA brahmasUtra' uparanuM rajanIzajInuM vivecana phebru. '92 aMkanI pUtimAM utAyu" che, 2. mULamAM rajanIrAjIe 'bhakti' zabda mATe aMgrejI 'love' zada vAparyA che-'now the enquiry into love.' nAradjIe peAte ja pachIthI 'prema' zabda vAparIne tenI vyAkhyA ApI che. 3.. mULa 'exploration.' For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che? - viSaya pratye prema na hoya tyAM sudhI saMbhavI zake ja nahi. mAtra prema ja nahi, paNa sAthe "jAgarUkatA' - satarkatA paNa hevI joIe, te ja prema eTale zuM tenI tapAsa thaI zake. kAraNa ke, e tapAsa ja duniyAmAM agharAmAM agharI vastu che. pharIthI huM punarukti karIne kahuM chuM ke, e tapAsa duniyAmAM agharAmAM agharI vastu che : jAgarUkatA - satarkatA sAthenA premanI! loko premamAM "paDe' che; arthAtuM premamAM aMdha - behoza banI jAya che. paNa emane prema te sthUla - zArIrika vastu che. e gurutvAkarSaNa jevuM baLa che - je jamIna tarapha nIce ja kheMce che. paraMtu nAradajI je premanI vAta kare che, te taddana judI vastu che: lemane mana prema eTale dhyAna-cinmayatA che. gurutvAkarSaNa te nIce jamIna tarapha-kabara tara-khece che; paraMtu prema te UMce laI janAra - UMce AkAza tarapha tAraka maMDaLa tarapha uThAvanAra zakti che. mane nAradanA e pustaka upara anahada prema che. meM tenA upara aneka vyAkhyAna ApyAM che. - aMgrejImAM nahi, kAraNake aMgrejI e mArI bhASA nathI, uparAMta te bhASA ati vaijJAnika bAbatane, tathA gaNitavighAnI bAbatone baMdhabesatI thAya tevI, ati Adhunika che. meM nArada viSe mArI mAtRbhASA hiMdImAM ghaNuM ghaNuM kahyuM che, kAraNake, te bhASAmAM huM vadhu sahelAIthI kavana karI zakuM chuM - te mArA (hRdayanA bhAvane baMdhabesatI bhASA heI, mArA) aMtaranI vadhu najIkanI bhASA che. mArA eka phesara kahetA ke, "tame paradezI bhASAmAM prema na karI zake, tema ja jhaghaDo paNa na karI zake." jyAre jhaghaDo karavAne heya tyAre mANasa aMtarathI UkaLI UThIne trADa nAkhe che. jyAre prema karavAno hoya che, tyAre paNa temaja thAya 4. mULamAM "awareness' zabda che. 4. 'love as meditation, as awareness.' 6. levitation. 7. loved Narad's book tremendously. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pataMjalinAM galsa che - UlaTuM vadhAre tIvratAthI thAya che. kAraNake te vadhu UMDANathI nuM hoya che. huM jyAre aMgrejImAM ja boluM tyAre acUka khoTI rIte ja bolI zakavAne. kAraNake, te vakhate bevaDI prakriyA thatI hoya che - huM bolato houM chuM hiMdImAM ane tenuM aMgrejImAM te bhASAMtara ja karate houM chuM. e kaThina prakriyA che. paraMtu Izvarane AbhAra ke sIdhuM aMgrejImAM bolavAnuM haju sudhI mArAthI banyuM ja nathI. huM AzA rAkhuM chuM ke meM nArada viSe je badhuM hiMdImAM kahyuM che, tene aMgrejImAM koI anuvAda karaze. hiMdImAM meM ghaNI ghaNI bAbato vize kahyuM che, jemane viSe aMgrejImAM meM kAMI kahyuM nathI. kAraNake tema karavuM zakya ja nahotuM. tenAthI UlaTuM aMgrejImAM meM ghaNI bAbato vize kahyuM che, je hiMdImAM kahevuM zakya nahotuM. jyAre mArA badhAM hiMdI pustakonuM aMgrejImAM bhASAMtara thaze, tathA badhAM aMgrejI pustakanuM hiMdImAM, tyAre tame kharekhara mUMjhAI jaze. kAraNake, aMgrejImAM judA ja parimANa (dimension)thI vAta karI zakAya che tathA hiMdImAM paNa judA parimANathI. pataMjalinAM yogasUtro AjanA vyAkhyAnamAM trIjuM pustaka pataMjalinuM "yogasUtra' che. bAdarAyaNa bahu gaMbhIra mANasa che, ane nArada jarA paNa gaMbhIra nahi. tyAre pataMjali barAbara madhyamAM che-gaMbhIra paNa nahi tathA nA gaMbhIra paNa nahi. jaNe eka vaijJAnikane ja avatAra! meM pataMjali viSe daza pustako bharIne kahevAnuM kahI dIdhuM che, eTale temane viSe vadhu kahevAnI kaMI jarUra nathI... mAtra eka ja vAkya umeryuM ke, huM e mANasane khUba cAhuM chuM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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kabIranAM gIta (THE SONGS OF KABIR] AkhI duniyAmAM enA jevuM bIjuM kAMI ja astitvamAM nathI. kabIranI vANI mAnI na zakAya tevI suMdara che. cheka ja abhaNa mANasa, vaNakara tarIke janmelo paraMtu kene peTe (tema ja konAthI) te koI jANatuM nathI. tenI mA gaMgAnadIne kinAre tene paData mUkIne cAlI gaI hatI. te lagnabahAranuM -gerakAyade saMtAna hato. paraMtu mAtra kAyadesaranA saMtAna hovuM e ja pUratuM nathI. te alabatta gerakAyade saMtAna hatuM, paraMtu te premanuM saMtAna hato. ane prema e ja kharekhara sAce kAyado che - love is the real law. meM kabIra viSe ghaNuM ghaNuM kahI dIdheluM che; eTale kazuM vadhu umeravAnI jarUra rahetI nathI. mAtra pharI pharIne mAre eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke, "he kabIra, koI bIjA mANasane meM eTale cAhyo nathI, eTale tane cAhuM chuM." zaMkarAcArya Adi zaMkarAcAryane "mA neviMda mUDhamate" A stotra viSe vAta karavAnI haMmezAM mane icchA rahI che. savAramAM aMgrejImAM apAtA vyAkhyAna mATenI yAdImAM tenuM nAma meM umerI lIdhuM ja che. hiMdImAM te kyAranuM meM tene viSe ghaNuM kahI dIdhuM che. - A pustaka hajAra varSa jUnuM che, tathA te eka nAnuM gIta mAtra che. "he mUDha buddhivALA murakha, paramAtmAnuM gIta gA" ema zaMkarAcArya saune saMbodhIne hAkala kare che. paraMtu mUrakha je kahevAya te For Personal & Private Use Only

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"viveka cUDAmaNi" kazuM sAMbhaLe ja zAne! mUrakha vaLI koInuM kahyuM kazuM sAMbhaLe? te bahero ja hoya che. ane kadAca sAMbhaLe paNa te tene samajamAM UtaravA na de. ane kadI samajamAM utAre teya te pramANe AcaraNa na ja kare. ane AcaraNamAM na mUkavuM hoya te samajamAM UtareluM paNa zA kAmanuM? tame kazuMka samajyA tyAre ja kahevAya, jyAre te pramANe tame vavA mAMDo. zaMkarAcArye ghaNAM pustako lakhyAM che - stotro ane kAvyo paNa. paraMtu "bhaja goviMdamU mUDhamate" jevuM suMdara gIta bIjuM koI nathI. e traNa ke cAra zabdo upara meM ghaNuM vaktavya karyuM che - lagabhaga traNa pAnAM bharAya teTaluM mane gIta gAvAM khUba game che. mAruM cAle te huM niraMtara gAyA ja karuM. paraMtu ahIM te e pustakanA mAtra nAmollekha karIne ja patavuM chuM. "viveka cUDAmaNi Adi zaMkarAcArya viSe bolavAnI mane haMmezAM icchA rahyA ja karI che. temanA prakhyAta pustaka "viveda jU La" vize bolavAnuM te meM nakkI ja karyuM hatuM. paraMtu chevaTanI ghaDIe tene viSe bolavAnuM meM mAMDI vALyuM. tema karavAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja hatuM ke, te pustakamAM bhAva-prema karatAM tarkadalIlanI vadhu bolabAlA che. te nAnuM pustaka 1. ozo rajanIzajIe 16 beThakomAM thaIne pitAne gamatAM 167 pustaka viSe rajUAta karI che. te pustako mukhyatve tatvajJAnIo, tatvasaMzodhako, bhakto - saMta vagerene lagatAM che. mAtra vidvAnonAM ke bIjA game te viSayanAM pustako vize temane kaMI kahevuM nathI. A lekhamALAmAM gujarAtI-bhASI prajAne sAMbhaLavA-jANavA-vaMcavA maLyAM heya ke maLI zake tevAM hoya evAM pustako viSe ozo rajanIzajIe je kaMI kahyuM che te prathama utAravA mAMDayuM che. - sa. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che?' nathI - bahu meTuM pustaka che; ane tenA upara ATha mahinA sudhI satata vyAkhyAna ApavAnuM meM niradhAryuM hatuM. te pravAsa bahu lAMbo thAta, ane te paDake mUkavAmAM AvyuM te bahu sAruM thayuM. paraMtu je mahAna pustakonAM nAma meM gaNI batAvavA dhAryA che, temAM tenuM nAma te huM ApI ja dauM chuM, nirdezasUtra" A pustakanA kartA vimalakIrti kakSA ke koTI batAvanAra saMkhyA ke nabarathI para che. (arthAtu temanI koTI ke kakSA pahelo-bIjo trIjo evA naMbarathI batAvI zakAya tema nathI.) vimalakIrti sauthI vadhu Azcaryacakita karI mUke evA puruSamAMnA eka che. buddha pite ja kadAca temanI ISya - adekhAI kare! vimalakIti buddhanA ziSya hatA, paraMtu temaNe vidhipUrvaka temanI pAse zi. dIkSA lIdhI na hatI. paraMtu te evA jAjaramAna puraSa hatA ke buddhanA badhA ziSyo temanAthI DaratA ja rahetA eTale sudhI ke vimalakIrti buddhanA ziSya bane ema paNa teo icchatA na hatA. te sAmA maLe ke temane abhivAdana karavA jAya teTalAmAM ja te cekAvI mUke evuM ja kaMIka bolI bese sAmAne rokAvI mUkavo - e ja emanI rIta hatI, te kharekharA bhayaMkara (terrible) mANasa hatA : kaho ke kharekharA "puruSa' hatA. evuM kahevAya che ke, eka vakhata te mAMdA paDakA tyAre buddha pitAnA mukhya ziSya sAripurane temanI pAse jaIne temanI tabiyatanA samAcAra jANI lAvavA kahyuM tyAre sAripu javAbamAM kahyuM ke, "bhagavan, meM koI bAbatamAM kadI tamane "nA" pADI nathI. paraMtu vimalakIrti pAse javAnuM tame kahe For Personal & Private Use Only

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"nirdezasUtra" che tenI huM tamane cokhkhI 'nA' pADI dauM chuM. huM nahi ja jAuM; tame bIjA koIne meAkA. e bahu bhayaMkara mANasa che. te maraNapathArIe paDayo hoya teya mane zuM kahI ke karI bese te kahevAya nahi." buddha bIjA ziSyAne paNa kahI joyuM; paraMtu maMjuzrI vinA bIjuM koI vimalakIrti pAse javA taiyAra thayuM nahi. maMjughI buddhanA badhA ziSyAmAMthI jJAna-sAkSAtkAra prApta karanAra prathama ziSya hatA. maMjuzrI vimalakIti pAse temanI khabara kADhavA gayA ane tyAM te be vacce je vAtacIta ke bAlAcAlI thaI tenuM ja A 'nirdezasUtra' pustaka banyuM che. 'nirdeza' eTale sUcana athavA mArgadarzana. vimalakIti chellA zvAsa ja laI rahyA hatA; ane maMjuzrI temane prazna pUchatA hatA athavA temaNe pUchelA praznanA javAba ApatA hatA. e rIte -- emAMthI -- A pustakanA janma thayA che. kharekhara e mahAna graMtha che. koI e pustakanI paMcAtamAM paDatuM hoya ema lAgatuM nathI. kAraNake, e pustaka kaI dharma ke saMpradAyanuM pustaka nathI. bauddho paNa tene peAtAnA saMpradAyanuM pustaka gaNatA nathI; kAraNake, vimalakIta buddhanA vidhisara ziSya banyA na hatA. loko tA uparanA nAma ke sikkAnA ja pUjArI hAya che; aMdaranA tathya ke tattvanA nahi. badhA jijJAsuone - mumukSuone huM te pustakanI khAsa bhalAmaNa karuM chuM. e pustaka hIrA ke ratnAnI khANa che. 1. 'form.'' 2. 'spirit.' For Personal & Private Use Only

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buddha : "dhammapada ? 1. gautama buddhane te huM koIne na cAhyA heya eTalA cAhuM chuM. AkhuM jIvana meM emane vize belavAmAM ja gALyuM che, bIjAo vize bolato haIza tyAre paNa temane vize je bolyo chuM. mAruM ekarAranAmuM mAnavuM hoya te tema, paraMtu huM kahI dauM chuM ke, jisasa viSe huM belavA mAgu tyAre paNa buddhane aMdara lAvyA vinA rahI zakatuM nathI. mahaMmada vize bolatI veLA paNa huM buddhane aMdara lAvyA vinA rahuM nahi - bhale nAmathI temano ullekha meM na karyo che.ya. buddhane aMdara lAvyA vinA kaMI paNa bolavuM mAre mATe azakaya che. buddha te mArA lehI. hADa tathA hADakAnI majArUpa banI gayA che. te mAruM mauna che, te ja mAruM gIta paNa che. tethI temanA graMtha "dhamapada' mane gamatAM pustakonI yAdImAM umeravAnuM atyAra sudhI rahI gayuM te badala temanI kSamA mAguM chuM. 2. dhammapadane zabdArtha thAya, "dharmane - parama satyane mArga." athavA vadhu cekkima bhASAmAM kahevuM hoya te "parama satyanAM (dharmana) pagalAM" ne A kathana ke vyAkhyAmAM rahelo virodhAbhAsa samajavA jevo che. kAraNake, bataka AgaLa jAya che ke pAchaLa jAya che, tyAre pAchaLa kazAM pagalAM pADatI jatI nathI; tathA AkAzamAM UDatAM paMkhI paNa pAchaLa koI pagalAM pADatAM jatAM nathI. tema buddho paNa AkAzamAM UDatAM paMkhIo jevA che tenAM pAchaLa pagalAM zI rIte paDe? For Personal & Private Use Only

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e samapada' 3. buddho haMmezAM paraspara-virodhI kathanA ja kare che. paraMtu te tevuM paNa bAle che e ja balihArI che. potAnA ja kahelAnuM virodhI evuM ja te kahI zake. te bAbatamAM temanI lAcArI ja hAya che. kAraNake, anirvacanIya evA parama satya viSe belavuM eTale ja pAtAnA kahelAnA virodha karavA. tame kazuM na bAlA tepaNa te kaMIka kahI dIdhA jevuM ja nIvaDe - bhale zabdo vAparyA na heAya.1 4. buddhe peAtAnA sauthI mahAna graMthanuM nAma dhammapada' AkhuM ane uparAuparI virodhI kathane ja temAM bharI dIdhAM. te eTalAM badhAM virodhI kathanA kare che ke mArA sivAya bIjuM kAI temane te viSe TakAra karI zake niha. 2 paraMtu pitA peAtAnA saMtAnane koI vAra khALAmAM besADIne ja tenAthI karAte virodha hasatAM hasatAM sAMbhaLyA kare che; ane saMtAna temanI chAtI upara caDI besI temane harAvyAnA AnaMda mANe che. joke, kharI rIte pitAe ja jANI jeIne tene jItavA dIdhA heAya che. badhA buddho paNa peAtAne cAhanArA saune temane harAvyAnA AnaMda levA de che. ziSya peAtAnAthI savAye nIkaLe enA jevA AnaMda gurune bIjo hAya nahi, - - buddha peAtAnA graMthanI zarUAta 'dhammapada' zabdathI ja kare che-- ema jaNAvavA mATe ke je na kahI zakAya tevuM - na bolI zakAya tevuM che, tene viSe te kaMIka kahevA mAge che. paraMtu temaNe 'na kahI zakAya --na bolI zakAya evA tattvanuM evI suMdara rIte nirUpaNa karyuM che ke jethI dhammapada 'graMtha evaresTa jevA banI rahyo che. parvatA te . ghaNAya che; paraMtu evaresTanI UMcAIe koI parvata pahoMcI na zake. 1. jemake, upaniSadomAM 'neti neti' ema parama tattva viSe tu che, te ja parama tattva viSe dhaNuM kahI dIdhA jevuM nathI ? - sa"0 2. defeat him. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustake- je mane gayAM che" 5. buddha parama tatvane "anA' (anAtmA) arthAt zUnya kahyuM che. AkhA ItihAsamAM gautama buddha ja ekalA mANasa che jemaNe Atma-tattvane "anAma' kahyuM che. huM buddhane eka hajAra ane eka (1001) kAraNethI cAhuM chuM. temaNe parama tatvane anAtmA - zUnya kahyuM te e kAraNomAMnuM eka che. bAkInAM hajAra kAraNe huM samayane abhAve gaNI batAvatuM nathI. paraMtu eka divasa e hajAra kAraNe paNa gaNI batAvuM to navAI nahi... (mana jyAM sudhI parama tatva aMge AtmA jevI koI hastInI vAta karyA kare che, tyAM sudhI te ajJAnI heI jUThuM ja bole che, kAraNake parama satyane sAkSAtkAra thatI vakhate mana hotuM ja nathI. mananI pAra jAya - mana maTI jAya tyAre ja parama satya pragaTa thAya. te tatvane mananI bhASAmAM kahI batAvavuM hoya, to tene anAtmA - zUnya e sivAya bIjuM zuM kahI zakAya?) 6. sArA mANasanI sebatamAM kharAba mANasa Ave che te sAro banI rahe, ane kharAba mANasanI sobatamAM sAro mANasa jAya te te kharAba banI rahe, evo mAro anubhava che. paraMtu e sAkSAtkAra na pAmelAonI bAbatamAM ja sAcuM che. kAraNake buddha banelA-sAkSAtkAra pAmelAnI bAbatamAM te sAcuM nathI jisasanA saMparkamAM vezyA maeNgaDalenA Magdalena) AAve. to jisasane kazo DAgha na lAge, paraMtu 3, kauMsamAM mUkelo bhAga mULano nathI. paraMtu ozo rajanIzajInA dhyAna viSenA pustakamAM je kahyuM che tenA saMdarbhamAM te bhAga ahIM umerelo che. upaniSado paNa koIka vAra "neti neti' e parama tata viSe zunyavAda uccAre che; paraMtu mukhyatve teo mAM AmatatvanI vAtanuM prAdhAnya hoya che. ane anadhikArI lokonA hAthe pachI e AtmavAdane AdhAre dhaNo anartha thayo che. buddha parama tatvanuM nAma pADavA ja IcchatA na hatA. te te dhyAna-samAdhithI mananI pAra javAnI vAta upara - sAdhanA upara ja bhAra mUkavA mAgatA hatA; parama tattvanI carcA upara nahIM. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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buddha : "dhamapada' vezyA ja vezyA maTI jAya - sAdhva banI rahe buddhanI bAbatamAM paNa khUMkhAra hatyArA aMgulImAlane e ja prasaMga che - lUMTArU- hatyArA aMgulImAle eka hajAra mANasonI hatyA karavAnuM niradhAryuM hatuM; tathA gaNatarImAM cUka na Ave te mATe mArelA dareka mANasanI eka AMgaLI kApI tene mALAmAM parovI gaLAmAM paherI rAkhato e pramANe 999 AMgaLIo tenI mALAmAM parovAI gaI hatI ane eka ja AMgaLI hajAranI saMkhyA pUrI thavAmAM khUTatI hatI. banavAjoga te e hajAramI hatyA karavA mATe tene buddha ja sAmAM maLyA. buddha eka gAmathI bIje gAma javA nIkaLyA hatA. aMgulImAle temanI sAme jaI bUma pADIne kahyuM, "Ubho rahe, thobha, alyA jogaTA!' paNa buddha te thobhyA vinA tenI sAme ja AvavA lAgyA ane bolyA, "bhAI, huM paNa saune bUmo pADI pADIne kahyA karuM chuM ke, "the, bho!' paNa koNa sAMbhaLe che? kaI thobhanuM ja nathI!" aMgulImAla buddhane pitAnI pAse na pAse AvatA joI navAI pAmyo. teNe pharIthI bUma pADIne buddhane kahyuM, "Ubho rahe, bhI jA. tuM jANato nathI ke meM eka hajAra mANasanI hatyA karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI che, ane te hajAranI saMkhyA pUrI thavAmAM eka ja jaNa khUTe che. eTale mArI mAe ja pitAnI hatyA thavAnI bIke mArI sAme ke mArI pAse AvavAnuM baMdha karyuM che. huM tane mArI nAkhuM, paNa mane tAruM mo joI tane mAravAnuM mana thatuM nathI. eTale jo tuM thebhIne pAcho vaLI jaze, to huM jarUra tane jIvato javA daIza !" buddha javAbamAM kahyuM, "e vAta have bhUlI jA, jIvanamAM kadI pAchA vaLavAnuM huM samajyo nathI. ane thobhavAnI vAta kahe che te sAMbhava ke, 40 varSa pahelethI ja huM sadaMtara thobhI gayo chuM. have bhAvavAnuM kazuM mArI pAse bAkI rahyuM nathI. ane mArI hatyA karavAnI vAta tuM kahe che te mAro javAba e che ke, tuM mane khuzIthI mArI For Personal & Private Use Only

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12 nAkhI zake che. kAravu ke, je koI janmyuM che tene eka divasa marcAnuM tA che ja." 'pustakA - je mane gamyAM che' B aMgulImAla thoDI vAra buddha sAmuM tAkIne joI rahyo; ane pachI tarata temane page paDayo. aMgulImAla buddhane badalI na zakayo, buddhe aMgulIkAlane badalI nAkhyA ! . mahAkazyapa : ' jhena' bahu ochA loko A mahAna vibhUti viSe temaNe kazuM lakhyuM nathI tathA te kazuM bolyA nathI. jANamAM heya te A eka prasaMga ja che eka divasa savAranI pAtAnI vyAkhyAna-sabhAmAM buddha peAtAnA hAthamAM kamaLanuM eka phUla laIne AvyA. AvyA pachI hAthamAMnA phUla tarapha najara karatA eka zabda paNa bolyA vinA cUpa besI rahyA. daza hajAra bhikSuonI banelI e sabhA mUMjhavaNamAM paDI gaI. kAraNake, roja kazuM paNa sAthe lIdhA vagara AvanAra buddha Aje kamaLanuM phUla hAthamAM laIne AvyA hatA. tathA AvIne tarata vyAkhyAna zarU karI detAM buddha Aje miniTo ane kalAko pasAra thaI javA chatAM mAtra phUla upara najara sthira karI cupa besI rahyA che! ghaNA to zaMkA karavA lAgyA ke buddha pAgala banI gayA che ke zuM? mAtra eka jaNa evA mata dharAvato na hAI, mAtra hasI paDayo. jANe che. kAraNake temane viSe kaMIke te mahAkazyapa hatA. buddhe memAM UMcuM karI tenA tarapha najara karI ane pote paNa hasI paDayA. pachI temaNe mahAkazyapane pAse bAlAvI peluM phUla tene ApI dIdhuM ane jAhera karyuM ke, 'vyAkhyAna-sabhA have pUrI thAya che. tame badhA jene lAyaka hatA te meM tamane ApI dIdhuM, ane mahAkazyapa jene vAyaka hatA te tene ApyuM che. ghaNA varSothI huM For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahAkazyapa "jhena' zabdo bolIne tamane samajAvato Avyo chuM, paraMtu kazuM samajyA nathI. Aje mauna rahIne meM je kaMI samajAvyuM, te eka mahAkazyapa samajo lAge che. tenuM hAsya e vAtanI sAbitI che.' AvI rahasyamaya rIte buddha pitAnA bhikSu-saMghane potAnI pAchaLa nAyaka zodhI kADhyo ane tene te pade nImyo. arthAt buddha pachI mahAkazyapa buddhanA bhikSusaMghanA nAyaka banyA. mahAkazyapanA ziSyae mahAkazyapa vize je kaMI lakhyuM che ke kahyuM che, te ja mahAkazyapanuM pustaka kahevAya che. paNa kharI rIte mahAkazyape te lakhyuM nathI; temaja temanA je ziSyoe te lakhyuM che temaNe paNa pitAnuM nAma jAhera karyuM nathI. paNa je kaMI lakhavAmAM AvyuM che te ati suMdara che. jANe pUrNimAnA pUrNa caMdranA TukaDA: temane barAbara bhegA goThavatAM tamane AvaDe te pUrNa caMdra ja prakAzI UThe! paraMtu te TukaDA barAbara goThavavAnI cAvI dhyAna che. mahAkazyapa pachI je paraMparA UbhI thaI te ja "jhena" arthAt dhyAna. mahAkazyapa ja "jhena paraMparAnA Adi-guru ke Adi-sthApaka che. buddha paNa nahi! buddha ja na buddha te cAlIsa varSa sudhI bola bola ja karyA karyuM; mahAkazyapa to kadI bolyA ja na hatA. temaNe kadI kazo avAja kADhyo hoya, te te mAtra hAsyane! joke hasavuM e paNa eka rIte kaMIka kahevA jevuM ja che. hasIne ja mahAkazyape buddhane TApasI pUrI hatI ke, "juo te kharA, A dekhAte meTo saMsAra ke majAka (Joke) che!" - je kSaNe tame samajI jazo ke A saMsAra eka majAka mAtra che, tyAre ja tame kharuM samajayA haze. e sivAya bIjuM koI bodhijJAna che ja nahi. ' For Personal & Private Use Only

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9 sujhukI vagere : 'jhena'nA puraskartA 1. huM have je mANasa viSe be bola kahevA mAguM chuM, tene koIMe jJAna-sAkSAtkAra ke lodhijJAna prApta karanAra tarIke pramANyA nathI. koI bodhijJAnI ja bIjA bodhijJAnIne oLakhI zake ke pramANI zake. te mANasanuM nAma che DI.TI sujhukI. Adhunika jamAnAmAM tenA sivAya bIjA koIe 'jhena' ke dhyAnanA jagatamAM DaMko vagADavA kAMI karyuM nathI. sujhukIe AkhuM jIvana pAzcAtya duniyAne ' jhena ' - dhyAnanA paricaya karAvavAne prayatna karyA karavAmAM ja gALyuM hatuM. 2. 'jhena ' e mULa saMskRta 'dhyAna' zabdanA jApAnIjha uccAra che. buddha kadI saMskRta bhASAnA upayoga karyo na hatA. te te e bhASAne dhikkAratA hatA. ane tenuM eka ja sIdhu-sAduM kAraNa e hatuM ke te bhASA purohita (priests)nI bhASA banI rahI hatI. ane purohita teA setAnanA ja sAgarIta hAya ! buddha sAdI - nepAlanI khINa-pradezanA lokonI 'pAlI' bhASA ja vAparatA, ane pAlImAM dhyAnanA uccAra 'jhAna' thAya che. sAdA, abhaNa, sAmAnya lokoe dhyAnanA uccAra jhAna 'karI lIdhA. te zabda cIna pahecyA, tyAre * cAna' banI gayA ane pachI jApAnamAM pahoMcyA, tyAre 'jhena.' 3. DI. TI. sujhukInA pustaka 'jhena eNnDa jApAnIjha kalcara ' ('Zen and Japanese Culture')ne huM AjanI beThakamAM 1. enlightened. 2. in the service of the devil. 3. 1970-1 daramyAna punA mukAme 16 beThakAmAM thaIne eze rajanIzajIe peAtAne gamatAM 167 pustaaA gI batAvyAM hatAM. ahIM cAthI beThakanA ullekha che. - sa 14 For Personal & Private Use Only

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sujhukI vagere jhena'nA purakartAo pAMcamA pustaka tarIke rajU karavA mAguM chuM. sujhukIe mAnavajAtanI je sevA bajAvI che temAM jene kaI AMTI jaI zake tema nathI. teNe ghaNuM kAma karyuM che. AkhI duniyA te mATe tenI kaNI che ane haMmezAM raheze. sujhukI nAma to eka gharagathu zabda banI rahevo joIe. te banyo nathI. te banavuM joIe ema huM kahuM chuM. bahu thoDA loke te nAma jANe che; temanI pharaja e che ke teo te nAma dUra dUra sudhI cAre dizAmAM gAjatuM thAya te mATe banatuM badhuM karI chUTe. 4. "jhana" vizenAM pustako bAbata vAta nIkaLI che tyAre huM paoNva regnanA pustaka "jhena bhaleza, jhena bonsa' (Zen Flesh, Zen Bones' pustakane A beThakanA AThamA pustaka tarIke ullekha karyA vinA rahI zakato nathI. te mahAna graMtha che. lekhakanI te mULa kRti nathI, temaja cheka bhASAMtara paNa nathI. te eka judI ja koTIne graMtha che. jUnI jhena daSTAMtakathAo (anecdotes) ane jUnA vakhANenuM te bhASAMtara che. huM jANuM chuM kAraNa ke, jhena upara ke na viSe lakhAyelAM lagabhaga tamAma pustako meM vAMcyAM che. paoNla repsanA pustaka jevuM bIjuM koI pustaka mArI jANamAM nathI. repsane jhena vastunI kharI jhAMkhI thaI che. ema kahevuM joIe. sanI bAbatamAM vakhANavA jevI bAbata te e che ke, teNe eka zabda paNa pitAne umeryo nathI....... e vastu mAnI na zakAya tevI (incredible) che. teNe mAtra bhASAMtara karyuM che, paraMtu jhenanI samagra pherama teNe aMgrejI bhASAmAM jemanI tema akabaMdha utArI che. jhena viSe lakhanAra bIjA koI aMgrejI lekhakanA pustakamAM tamane te phorama jevA nahi maLe. paoNla rese azakya kahI zakAya tevuM kAma karyuM che. te amerikana . che, tema chatAM - huM pharIthI kahuM chuM ke, tema chatAM teNe jhenanI saMpUrNa 4. household word. 5. 15mI beThakanA. - sa , For Personal & Private Use Only

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16 "pustake - je mane gamyAM che" maheka pitAnA pustakamAM utArI che. pitAne mATe ja nahi paNa samagra duniyA mATe samagra jagata tenuM haMmeza mATe RNI raheze. teNe bovijJAna prApta karyuM nahotuM, chatAM teNe A pustaka lakhIne eka azakya jevI vastu zakya karI che. 5. A ja beThakanA navamA pustaka tarIke huM krisTamasa phrI (Christmas Humphrie)nA pustaka "jhena buddhijhamano ullekha karavA mAguM chuM. e pustaka suMdara che paraMtu tenuM nAma kharAba (ugly) che; kAraNa ke jhenane koI vAda ke siddhAMta sAthe kazI levAdevA nathI - buddhijhama (bauddha siddhAMta) sAthe paNa nahi. pazcimanI duniyAne lAkha lokone jhenanI duniyAmAM praveza karAvIne haMphrIe temanI amUlya sevA bajAvI che. haMphrI pite DI.TI. sujhukIne ziSya hata; ane teNe koI ziSya na banAvI zake tevI potAnA gurunI sevA cheka chevaTa sudhI banAvyA karI che. koI jJAnI puruSanI tahenAtamAM rahevuM ane tenI vaphAdArIpUrvaka sevA bajAvavI e bahu ja agharI vastu che. paraMtu haMphrI e agharI kasoTImAMthI chevaTa sudhI aDaga rahIne pAra Utaryo che. ane ene aDaga rahevAne jusse tenA pustakamAM bhArobhAra pragaTa thAya che. 6. sujhukI uparAMta ghaNA lokee jhena viSe pustako lakhyAM che; paraMtu raoNsa (Ross)ne "zrI pilarsa oNpha jhena' (Three Pillars of Zen') pustakano ullekha karyA vinA cAle tema nathI. kAraNake jhena 'vize' lakhAyelAM - huM kahuM chuM te zabda upara barAbara dhyAna Ape - jhena viSe (about Zen) lakhAyelAM tamAma pustakomAM bheMsanuM pustaka ati suMdara che. "jhena vize' evuM kahevAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja ke, e bAIne jhenane jAta-anubhava jarAya na hate. paraMtu jhena viSenAM pustako vAMcIne tathA jApAnanA keTalAya maThonI mulAkAta laI laIne teNe chevaTe je pustaka lakhyuM che, te lAjavAba che. 1, 16mI beThakanuM pAMcamuM pustaka. - rasa, For Personal & Private Use Only

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sujhukI vagereH jhenanA puraskartAo 17 teNe pitAnA pustakanA nAmamAM jhenanA traNa staMbhonI vAta karI che, paraMtu te khoTuM che. jhena e koI maMdira nathI ke je bhe upara khaDuM karavAmAM AvyuM hoya. jhena te aNIzuddha zUnyatA (nothing ness) che. te paNa te pustaka ya yocita vaijJAnika paddhatie lakhAyeluM pustaka che, ane jene bauddhika rIte "jhena' vastune paricaya meLavavo heya, temane enA jevuM bIjuM koI pustaka nahi maLe. 7. huM have eNlana vaoNTsa (Allan Watts)ne temanAM racelAM badhAM pustako sAthe rajU karavA mAguM chuM. huM A mANasane atizaya cAhuM chuM. meM buddhane judAM kAraNathI cAhyA che temaja saoNlomanane paNa judA ja kAraNathI te jJAna-sAkSAtkAra pAmelA puruSo hatA. eNlana vaoNTasa jJAna-sAkSAtkAra pAmelA puruSa nathI. te amerikana che." joke amerikAmAM janmela amerikana nathI - emane mATe e kAraNe ja AzA rAkhI zakAya. te amerikAmAM AvIne vasyA hatA eTaluM ja. paraMtu temaNe amUlya kahI zakAya tevA ati mUlyavAna pustako lakhyAM che. temAM "dha ve oNpha jhena' ('The Way of Zen') e sauthI vadhu agatyanuM pustaka che. te sauMdarya ane samajaNathI bhareluM mAtabara pustaka che. zAna-sAkSAtkAra na pAmelA evA lekhakanuM e pustaka tethI ja vadhu prasaMzanIya che. tame zAna sAkSAtkAra prApta karyo hoya tyAre tame je kaMI kahe te suMdara - amUlya ja hoya. paraMtu tamane jJAna-sAkSAtkAra prApta na thayo hoya - haja ajJAna aMdhakAramAM ja aTavAtA che tyAre paNa tamane jJAna prakAzanuM eka kiraNa paNa lAve tyAre te eka anokhI - adbhuta ghaTanA banI rahe che. eNlana vaoNTsa maMjilanI bahu najIka AvI pahecelA puruSa hatA. 1. navamI beThakamAM pAMcamuM pustaka rajA karatI veLA. -sa 50 - 2 For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che'' te pahelAM eka vakhata te vidhisara abhiSikata thayelA dharmAdhyakSa pAdarI hatA. kevuM kamanasIba! paraMtu temaNe dharmAcArya-padane tyAga karyo. ghaNA ochA loko dharmAcAryapadane tyAga karI zake. kAraNake, dharmAcAryane A duniyAnI ja ghaNI bhega-sAmagrI upalabdha thatI hoya che. temaNe e badhAno vALIjhApaTIne tyAga karyo hate. elana vaoNTsa jAte buddha banyA vinA lAMbo vakhata rahI zake nahi. te ghaNA vakhata pahelAM gujarI gayA. (navA janmamAM) te have nizALa choDavA jeTalI uMmaranA thayA haze tathA mArI pAse AvI pahoMcavAnI taiyArImAM haze. ghaNA evI rIte mArI pAse AvavAnA che - eNlana vaoNTsa temAMnA eka che. 8, A ja beThakanA chaThThA pustaka tarIke huM rinajhAI (Rinzai). nuM pustaka rajU karuM chuM. rinajhAInuM cAInIjha nAma lIna cI (LinChi) che. rinajhAI enuM jApAnIjha rUpAMtara che. paNa mane e rUpAMtara vadhu game che. "dha seiMgsa oNpha rinajhAI" ("The Sayings of Rinzai') e pustaka te visphoTo dharabelI suraMga ja che. dAkhalA tarIke te kahe che ke, "mUrkha, buddhanA anuyAyIo, tame buddhane sadaMtara tyAga kare. tame tema nahIM karo tyAM sudhI tame buddhane pAmI zakavAnA nathI." rijhAI buddhane cAhato hato tethI ja Ama kahetA hato. te umere che ke, "tame gautama buddhanuM nAma vAparo tyAra pahelAM yAda rAkhajo ke, te nAmamAM kazuM tathya nathI. maMdiramAM sthApelA bahAranA bu e kharA buddha nathI. kharA buddha te tamArA aMtaramAM rahelA che, te bAbatathI tame cheka ja aNajANa cho. tame temane viSe kadI kazuM sAMbhaLyuM ke jANyuM nathI. te ja sAcA buddha che. tame bA bahAranA buddhane tyAgazo, tyAre ja aMtaramAM rahelA sAcA buddhane pAmI zakazo." rinajhAI ja jhenanuM puSpa cInamAMthI japAnamAM laI gayo. jhenanuM tattva teNe jApAnIjha bhASAmAM utAryuM. bhASAmAM ja nahi, paraMtu tenI 2. dynamite. For Personal & Private Use Only

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sujhukI vagere : 'jhena'nA puraskartAe saMskRtimAM paNa. eNe ekalAe samagra jApAnIjha prajAnuM jIvana ja palaTAvI nAkhyuM. 9. (16mI beThakanA) 11mA ane chellA pustaka tarIke huM eNlana vaoNTsanuM 'dha buka' ('The Book') pustaka rajU karuM chuM. atyAra sudhI meM tene jANI joIne bacAvI rAkhyuM hatuM. eNlana vaoNTsa (bAdhijJAna prApta karanAra) buddha banyA na hatA. paraMtu ekAda divasa te jarUra buddha banavAnA che. 'dha buka' pustaka atizaya agatyanuM pustaka che. jhena RSio sAthe, jhena graMthA sAthe temanA paricayane - temanA anubhavane temAM niceADa che. eNlana vaoNTsa mahA buddhizALI puruSa hatA. emanA te pustakane meM khUba cAhyuM che, ane mArI pasaMdagInAM pustakonA AkharI pustaka tarIke tene rajU karuM chuM. - jisase kahyuM che ke, je cheka chellA UbhA haze temanA upara AzIrvAda Utaraze (blessed). A pustakane chelluM gaNAvIne huM eka rIte AzIrvAda ApuM chuM ane mane gamatAM pustakonI AkhI lekhamALAne huM eNlana vaoNTsane akhailI smaraNAMjali tarIke jAhera karuM chuM. 3. 16 beThakAmAM thaIne eze! rajanIrAjIe peAtAne gamatAM 197 pustaka gaNAvyAM che, For Personal & Private Use Only

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10 zrI-bhASya 27 zrI-bhASa" e "brahmasUtra' upara rAmAnujAcArye lakheluM bhASya che. "brahmasUtra' upara ghaNA AcAryoe bhASya lakhyAM che. bAdarAyaNe lakhelA "brahmasUtra' vize huM vAta karI gayo chuM. rAmAnujAcArye te "brahmasUtra" upara ja potAnI rIte blekhuM bhASya lakhyuM che. rAmAnujanuM bhAgya na sUkuM pustaka che - cheka raNa-pradeza jevuM ja! alabatta raNapradezanuM potAnuM paNa amuka prakAranuM anekhuM sauMdarya hoya che, tathA potAnI ane viziSTatA paNa. paraMtu rAmAnuja potAnA "zrI-bhASya'mAM raNapradezane eka bagIco ja banAvI mUkyo che - jANe raNamAM hariyALo tathA jaLasabhara raNadvIpa (oasis). rasabharyo paNa! rAmAnuje lakhelA pustakane huM kharekhara cAhuM ja chuM. joke rAmAnujane potAne huM cAhata nathI; kAraNa ke, te paraMparAvAdI (traditionalist) hatA. ane paraMparAvAdIone- rUDhicustone (orthodox lokone) to huM mArA aMtarathI dhikkAruM chuM. te loko mAMdha (fanatic) kahevAya tevA loko hoya che. paraMtu mArI lAcArI che: koI koI vAra madha loko paNa kiMIka suMdara vAta kahI bese che. eTale rAmAnujanA A pustakane paNa mane gamatAM pustakonI yAdImAM meM umerI lIdhuM che. 1. "TaMkArava" jAnyu. 1992 aMkamAM te vaktavya utAryuM che. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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samayasAra" kuMdakuMdAcAryanA "samayasAra" graMtha viSe meM bolavAnuM ghaNI vAra vicAryuM hatuM, paraMtu pachIthI haMmezAM meM te vAta paDatI mUkI hatI. e pustaka jaina dharme ApelI sarvottama bakSIsamAMnI eka che. paraMtu te gaNitazAsA "methemaeNTikasa'nI rIte rajU karAyeluM pustaka che; eTale huM tene viSe kadI bolyo nathI. mane kavitA ke gIta ja vadhu game che. eTale te pustaka paNa gItanI rIte lakhAyuM hota, te huM tene viSe jarUra bolyo hota. sAkSAtkAra na karanArA kavio vize paNa meM ghaNuM kahAM haze; paraMtu sAkSAtkAra karanAra gaNitazAstrI ke tarkazAsI viSe meM bhAgye ja kaMI kahyuM haze. gaNitazAstra sUkuM zAstra che; ane tarkazAstra (logic) te verAna raNa ja che! kuMdakuMdAI sAkSAtkAra karanAra mukata puruSa che. temane pharI janma thavAnuM nathI. temanuM pustaka suMdara che - eTale ja huM tene viSe kahI zakuM tema chuM. tene viSe vadhu huM kaMI ja kahevAnuM nathI, kAraNake te gaNitazAstranI rIte lakhAyeluM pustaka che....... gaNitazAstranI pitAnI paNa AgavI suMdaratA hoya che, Agavo laya (rythm) paNa tenuM eka prakAranuM tathya paNa hoya che, paraMtu te bahu maryAdita hoya che. "samayasAra' eTale siddhAMtane sAra-arka. bhAgyejone jo tamArA hAthamAM pustaka AvI jAya, to tene jamaNA hAthamAM ja pakaDaze- DAbA hAthe kadI nahi, te jamaNA hAthe pakaDavAnuM pustaka che 21 For Personal & Private Use Only

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22 pustake - je mane bacyAM che (right-hand book) : badhI rIte right arthAtu kharuM. te eTaluM badhuM "kharuM che ke mane kaIka vAra tenA tarapha trAsa jevuM thaI Ave che. trAsa jevuM' e pustakane huM kahuM chuM khare, paraMtu AMkhamAM AMsu sAthe. kAraNake, je mANase e pustaka lakhyuM che tenI utkRSTatA che barAbara pramANuM chuM. huM kuMdakuMdAcAryane kharekhara cAhuM ja chuM. mAtra temaNe gaNitazAstranI rIte potAnuM vaktavya rajU karyuM te badala temane UMDethI dhikkAruM chuM. 12 tatvArthasUtra * umAsvAti ane temanA graMtha "tatvArthasUtra' vize bolavAne mane haMmezAM vicAra AvyA karyo che. umAsvAti adhyAtmajJAnI puruSa che - paraMtu taddana sUkA - lUkhA - rasa vinAnA umAsvAtie potAnA graMthamAM tattva - parama tattva- parama satya viSe vAta karI che, tethI te pustakanuM nAma "tattvArthasUtra' che. "tatva" eTale parama tatva - parama satya. tatvArthasUtra bahu suMdara pustaka che. tenA vize kahevAne meM ghaNI vAra vicAra karyo che, paraMtu pachI tene paDato mUkyo che. kAraNake te pustaka kuMdakuMdAcAryanA 'samayasAra' jevuM vadhAre paDatuM gaNitazAstrIya pustaka che. badhA jaina tatvajJAnIo zuSka - cheka ja sUkA- kacchanA raNa jevA lUkhA hoya che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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13 zivasUtra ziva' eTale kalyANa - parama zreya. tethI ziva hiMdu mAnyatA pramANe kalyANanA deva che. zivane nAme ghaNAM pustako caDyAM che, paNa temAMnAM ghaNAM sAcAM nathI. pramANabhUta karavA mATe temanA kartA tarIke zivanuM nAma vAparavAmAM AvyuM che. paraMtu A graMtha te sauthI vadhu pramANabhUta graMtha che. hiMdImAM meM 'zivasUtra' viSe ghaNuM vaktavya karyuM che. aMgrejImAM paNa tene vize kahevAne vicAra karyo che. meM tArIkha paNa nakkI karI hatI. paraMtu tame mArI vAta jANe che ne... "zivasUtrA"mAM badhAM dhyAna sAdhavAnI vidhi batAvavAmAM AvI che. A graMthamAM na darzAvI hoya evI bIjI koI dhyAnanI vidhi hoI zake nahi. zivasUtrA" graMtha bIjA koI graMtha je nahi e anupama graMtha che. te 14 Iza upaniSada - "Iza upaniSada"nuM te meM pAna karyuM che - te mArA lohI ane asthinA eka hissArUpa banI gayuM che- mArA samagra vyaktitva rUpa! huM tenA viSe seMkaDo vakhata bolyo chuM. - te bahu nAnuM upaniSada che. upaniSado te 108 che, "Iza" te badhAMmAM nAnAmAM nAnuM che. posTakArDanI eka bAju upara ja te 1. "... it is me." For Personal & Private Use Only

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24 "pustake - je mane gamyAM che." chapAI rahe. paraMtu temAM bAkInAM 107 upaniSado samAI rahyAM che. Iza' ja te badhAnuM ja che. Iza upaniSada" dhyAnasiddhi prApta karanAra trASionAM uttamamAM uttama sarjanamAMnuM eka che. 15 nAnaka : " gurugraMtha (pAMcamI beThakana) navamA pustaka tarIke huM nAnakanAM bhaktipado raju karuM chuM nAnaka zIkha dharmanA (saMpradAya ke pathinA nahi) pravartaka hatA. temanA jamAnAmAM jANItI AkhI duniyAmAM te pharI vaLyA hatA. temanA e paribhramaNa vakhate temane eka ja sAthI hato : rabAba dhArI maradAnA paradAnA nAmano artha thAya che marada - bahAdura mANasa, (nAnaka jevA) mukta purUSanA ema ati dI kALa sudhI sAthI ke anuyAyI banI rahevuM e kharekhara maradAnagInuM ja kAma che. nAnaka gAya ane maradAnA temane rakhAba (gitAra) vagADIne sAtha Ape, e rIte paramAtmAnI - parama tatvanI suvAsa romera phelAvatA teo AkhI duniyAnuM paribhramaNa karI vaLyA hatA. nAnakanAM bhajane evAM hRdayasparzI che, ke te sAMbhaLatAM ane gAtA haMmeza mArI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM che. nAnake potAnAM bhajanathI ja eka navI paMjAbI bhASA UbhI karI che. kAraNake, dilanI bhASA cAlu bhASAnA vyAkaraNanI ke niyamanI maryAdA svIkAratI nathI. nAnake UbhI karelI paMjAbI bhASA taravAranI (kirapANanI) dhAra jevI tIkSaNa -paka che. 1. A khaMDamAM samAM mukele bhAga mULane nahi paNa saMpAdakane gaNave. For Personal & Private Use Only

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nAnakaH "gurucatha" (sAtamI beThakanA) bIjA pustaka tarIke huM zIkhenA "gurugraMtha'ne raju karuM chuM. "gurugraMtha' eTale guruonI pANI athavA graMthamAM sarvottama graMtha. zIkho tene "gurugraMthasAheba' paNa kahe che. arthAt tene gurunI vANInA saMgraharUpa eka "pustaka' mAnavAne badale gurunA AtmArUpa sajIva hastI ja mAne che. gurugraMtha' e koI eka vyaktinI racanA nathI. peDhI dara peDhInI e racanA che. duniyAne koI graMtha enI peThe samagra srotamAMthI saMkalita karavAmAM Avyo nathI. (bAibalane) "elDa TesTAmenTa' graMtha mAtra yahUdI graMtha che. tene 'nyU TesTAmenTa' graMtha mAtra khristI che. "bhagavadgItA', mAtra hiMdu che. "dhamapada' mAtra bauddha che, 'jainasUtro' mAtra jaina che. paraMtu "gurugraMthasAheba" ja duniyAne ekamAtra graMtha che jene zakya teTalA badhA strotomAMthI saMkalita karavAmAM Avyo che. te hiMdu, musalamAna vagere aneka srotamAMthI taiyAra karavAmAM Ave che. koI eka paMtha ke saMpradAyanuM ekAMgIpaNuM (ke koI eka paMthanuM "dhamadhapaNuM') temAM nathI sAhebamAM nAnaka uparAMta kabIra, pharIda vagere aneka sAkSAtkAra pAmela (mystics) mahAtmAonI vANI jovA maLe che. hajAro nadIo jema eka mahAsAgaramAM ekaThI thAya che, tema graMthasAheba mukta puruSonI vANIone mahAsAgara che. guru nAnakane mate parama satya paramAtmA akaba - anirvacanIya che. temanuM te gIta - gAna ja karI zakAya. e gItanuM saMgIta je tamArA dilane tAra jhaNajhaNAvI jAya to ja tame temAM rahelA arthane pAmI zako. dIvAnI jyota zabdo vaDe zI rIte pragaTAvI zakAya? dIvAnI japeta ja bIjA dIvAnI jyota pragaTAvI zake. paraMtu pustaka te chevaTe pustaka ja che. eTale "guru' jyAre nA rahe, tyAre "graMtha' ke "zabda" paNa mRta vastu ja banI rahe che. eTale bIjA dharma-saMpradAyonI peThe zIkhe paNa atyAre eka suMdara maDaduM ja For Personal & Private Use Only

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ka * pustakA - je mane gamyAM che vahana karI rahyA che. yAda rAkhaje ke dharma jyAM sudhI guru jIvatA hoya tyAM sudhI ja dharma rahe che; gurunA gayA pachI te mAtra paMtha ke saMpradAya ja banI jAya che. - 'gurugraMtha 'mAM daza guruonI vANInA saMgraha che. bIjA koI graMtha ke pustakanI enI sAthe tulanA thaI zake tema nathI. te graMtha 'anupama ' che. nAnaka kahe che ke, eka ja vastu satya che - anirvacanIya arthAt akathya evA paramAtmAnuM nAma ! pUrvamAM ame tene omakAra - kahIe chIe. azabda paramAtmAne e zabda ja satya che : e zabdanuM ja anusaMdhAna karavAnuM che : (nAnakanI bhASAmAM nAma-smaraNa - nAmajapa) temAM ja lIna thaI javAnuM che eTale sudhI ke pachI e zabda ke nAda na rahe ane mAtra 'zUnya '- paramAtmA ja bAkI rahe. TippaNa [paramAtmAnA sAcA nAmanI sAdhanA cAne nAma-smaraNa - nAmajapane mahimA nAnakane mana keTalA mATe che, te ahIM TippaNarUpe utAryA che. vAcakane te upayAgI thaze. - sa'0 ] nAma-japathI bhakto siddha bane che, pIra bane che, RSi bane che, nAtha bane che; nAma-japathI kALanI paheoMcanI bahAra nIkaLI jAya. nAma-japa karanArA bhakto sadA sukhe kalleAlatA rahe che; nAma-japathI khare ja du:kha-pApanA nAza thAya. ['japujI' pauDI 8] nAmajapathI ziva, brahmA ane iMdra banyA che. 1. zIkha gurue daza che, tethI dA zIkha gurue' ema kahyu che, paraMtu graMthasAhebamAM mAtra 1-2-3-4-5-9 e che guruenI ja vANI che. dazamA gurue peAtAnI racanAone graMthasAhebamAM sAmela karI nathI. tathA dazamA gurunA be putrone musalamAna dhama aMgIkAra na karavA badala jIvatA caNI levAmAM AvyA, tyAra pachI zIkha guru-paraMparAne! aMta AvI gayA hatA. "sapA For Personal & Private Use Only

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27 nAnaka gurugraMtha" nAma-japathI maMda hoya te paNa mukhe paramAtmAnI stuti gAta thaI jAya. nAma-japathI yoga-yukti tathA zarIranAM (caka, nADI vagerenAM) rahasyo samajAya. nAma-japathI zAstra, smRti ane vedanuM hArda avagata kare ['jad" 9] nAma japathI satya, saMtoSa ane jJAna prApta thAya; nAma-japathI saheje dhyAna samAdhi lAge. ['ja0" 10] nAmajapathI guNa sarovaramAM magna thavAya; nAma-japathI aMdha paNa paramAtmAne rAha pAme. nAma-japathI agAdha hoya te paNa gamya thAya. ["0" 11]. nAmamAM vilIna thanAranI avasthA kaNa varNavI zake! paramAtmAnuM niraMjana nAma evuM che - temAM lavalIna thanAra koI virale ja tene mahimA samajI zake. ['ja0" 12] nAmamAM lavalIna thavAthI mana-buddhinI suratA jAge; sakala brahmAMDanI sUdhabUdha prApta thAya. moM upara mAra khAvo na paDe, jemanI sAthe javAnuM na thAya. ['java' 13] nAmamAM lavalIna thavAthI mArgamAM vidana naDe nahi, pata-AbarU sAthe pragaTapaNe AgaLa vadhAya. satyane dhorI mArge paLe, ADapathe phaMTAvAnuM na bane. dharma sAthe ke dharmarAja sAthe sIdho saMbaMdha thAya. ['ja0' 14] nAmamAM lavalIna thavAthI mokSadvAra pAme, parivArane paNa uddhAra thAya; kayAMya bhIkha mAgavApaNuM na rahe. ['ja0" 15] For Personal & Private Use Only

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1da, mahAvIra : "jaina sUtro ['JAIN SUTRAS'j? jene sUtro eTale "vijetAnAM sUtra." "jaina" e bahu suMdara zabda che. teno artha thAya che "vijetA? - arthAta jeNe potAnI jAta upara vijaya meLavyo che. "jaina sUtro' viSe meM graMtha bharIne vaktavya karyuM che. jo ke tenuM haju aMgrejImAM bhASAMtara thayuM nathI. mahAvIra jevuM kaMI maunI nathI, temaja ughADuM (naked) paNa. mAtrA mauna ja ughADuM hoI zake. yAda rAkhajo ke huM 'nAgu' (nude) zabda nathI vAparate. kAraNa ke, ughADuM' ane "nAmuM" e be zabdone artha taddana judo che. "nAgu' zabda mukhyatve saMbheganI paribhASAne zabda che, tyAre "ughADuM' zabda "khulluM', " DhAMkeluM ke chupAveluM nahi evuM" "arakSita' evo bhAva sUcave che. bALakane nAguM' (nude) na kahevAya, mArA ughADuM (nirvasa) ja kahI zakAya. mahAvIra temanA evA ughADApaNAthI ja kevA zobhI rahe che! ema kahevAya che ke, mahAvIre e sUtro koIne kahI saMbhaLAvyAM na hatA; mAtra temanA aMtaraMga ziSyo ke je temanI bAjumAM ja beThelA hatA temaNe potAnA aMtaramAM temanuM zravaNa karyuM hatuM. temaNe mAtra sAMbhaLyAM ja hatAM. e eka sauthI moTI camatkArika ghaTanA hatI. mahAvIranI AsapAsa sauthI vadhu nikaTatama evA 11 ziSyonuM 1. chaThI beThakanuM bIjuM pustaka. 2. vulnerable. "la" arthamAM nahIM. vAsanA vagemathI to e abhedya che. mAtra TADha-taDakA sAme rakSaNa karavA kazuM vastra ke AchAdana vinAnA, e artha che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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mahAvIra: "jana su" aMtaraMga maMDaLa hatuM. ane teoe jyAre ekasAthe eka ja zabdo aMtaramAM sAMbhaLyA, tyAre teoe nakkI karyuM ke, e zabdo mahAvIre ja mee belyA vagara temanA aMtaramAM sUkSma taraMgorUpe mokalyA hoI, temane nedhI levA joIe. "jaina sUtro'(JAIN SUTRAS') duniyAnA bIjA koI pustaka karatAM ane khI rIte sarajAyeluM pustaka che. guru te mauna ja rahe che - e bolatA nathI; chatAM temanA ziSyo jyAre ekIsAthe - ekIsAthe' e zabda upara bhAra mUkajo - eka sarakhA ja zabda aMtaramAM sAMbhaLe, tyAre teo tene (mahAvIre mokalAvelA zabdo gaNIne) nadhiI le e svAbhAvika che. "jaina sutro' e rIte avatayAM che. pustakane kevI addabhuta rIte janma! koI pustakanI zarUAta ethI vadhu suMdara rIte thAya e kalpI zakAtuM nathI. ane e sUtromAM mANasa mATe zakya eTalo sauthI ujajavaLa jJAna-prakAza bhArelo che emAM zaMkA nathI. kAraNa ke, emAM potAnI jAtane jItavAnuM vijJAna kaMDAreluM che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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17 tarana-tArana' : 'zUnya svabhAva' 1. (14mI beThakanA) cothA pustaka tarIke huM taranatArananuM 'zUnyasvabhAva' pustaka rajU karuM chuM. G tarana-tArana zabdanA artha thAya 'tAraNahAra ' (pAra utAranAra - savior). e emanuM kharuM nAma nathI. kharuM nAma tA koI ja jANatuM nathI. jaineAnA paNa eka bahu ja nAnA phirakAmAM huM janmyo chuM. jainadharma pote ja eka nAnA samudAyanA dharma che -- mAMDa trIseka lAkha vAkA jaina haze. jaina dharmanA be mukhya phAMTA che : digaMbara ane zvetAMbara. digaMbarA mAne che ke mahAvIra nirvastra ja rahyA hatA ane jIvyA hatA. 'digaMbara' zabdano artha thAya che 'AkAzarUpI vastradhArI' - arthAt nirvastra, rUpakanI rIte tenA artha thAya (karma vagerenA AcchAdana - AvaraNa vinAnA) khullA - ughADA ("the naked"). digaMbara e jainAnA jUnAmAM jUnA phAMTo che. tyAre zvetAMbara zabdano artha thAya che, zveta - dhavala vajrathI AcchAdita. ane A saMpradAyanA loko ema mAne che ke, mahAvIra pote to nirbasa - ughADA ja vicaratA hatA, paraMtu deve temanA zarIra upara adRzya evA dheALA vastranuM AcchAdana karI rAkhatA. ( jethI leAkAmAM te ucita rIte vicarI zake.) - 1. agrejImAM 'Taran Taran' che. teneA uccAra taraNu-tAraNu karavA ke tAra-tAraNa karavA e samAtuM nathI. - sa 2. metaphorically. 30 For Personal & Private Use Only

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taranatAra : "zUnya svabhAva" tarana-tArananA anuyAyIo digaMbara saMpradAyanA che; ane teo jemAM sauthI vadhu baMDakhera - kAMtikArI loko che. teo mahAvIranI mUtione paNa pUjatA nathI. temanAM maMdire khAlI ja hoya che - zUnya. evuM batAvavA ke ApaNe evuM khAlIpaNuM - zUnyAvasthA ja prApta karavAnI che. taranatAranA viSe kaMI jANakArI meLavavI e lagabhaga azakya che. huM paNa taranatArananA anuyAyIonA kuTuMbamAM ja na jo heta, te bhAgye temane vize kaMI jANI zakyo hota, taranatArananA anuyAyIo bahu thoDA che - bhAge be-pAMca hajAra ane bhAratanA madhya bhAgamAM ja teo maLI Ave che. teo saMkhyAmAM bahu alpa hovAthI potAne tarana-tArananA anuyAyIo kahevaDAvavAne badale jene ja kahevaDAve che. paraMtu chUpI rIte teo mahAvIramAM nahi paraMtu potAnA saMpradAyanA sthApaka taranatAranamAM ja mAne che, paraMtu taranatArananA anuyAyIonA kuTuMbamAM huM jo e tasdI levA jevI hatI. te badala huM mArI jAtane bhAgyazALI ja mAnuM chuM. eka mahAna AdhyAtmika - sAkSAtkAra pAmelA puruSa (mystic)ne paricaya tethI ja, zakya banyuM. 'zUnya svabhAva" pustaka bahu nAnuM che - thoDAMka pAna mAtra eTaluM. paraMtu temAM bahu moTuM tattva samAyeluM che. tenA eka eka vAkyamAM aneka zAstragraMthone tavArtha bhaMDArelo che. paraMtu e eka eka vAkya samajavuM bahu muzkela che. tame svAbhAvika rIte ja pUchaze ke te pachI huM kema karIne e graMtha samajI zakyo. eka kAraNa te e che ke huM tana tArananI paraMparA dharAvatA kuTuMbamAM ja janmyo hato. bacapaNathI ja huM tenI suvAsa zvAsocchavAsamAM leto Avyo hate; tenAM gIta sAMbhaLate AvyA hatA, tathA tene je kahevuM che te badala Azcaryacakita thato Avyo hato. paraMtu bALakane artha samajavAnI paMcAta hoya For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustake - je mane gamyAM che" vAra? ... gIta suMdara hatuM, tathA tene laya ane TheTho paNa suMdara hate eTaluM ja basa na thAya? moTA thaye ja evA rahasyavAdI lokonA kahyAne artha samajanI paMcAta UbhI thAya che. bAkI, bacapaNathI ja jo temanA ochAyAmAM UcharyA hoIe, te temane kahyAno artha samajavAnI jarUra rahetI nathI; kAraNa ke, UMDA aMtaramAM teno artha aMkAI gayo hoya che. tana tAranane samaje chuM - bauddhika rIte nahi, paNa sAkSAt anubhavanI rIte. te zAnA vize vAta kare che te huM jANuM chuM. huM temanA anuyAyIonA kuTuMbamAM na janmyo hota to paNa temane samajI zakyo hota. huM ghaNI badhI paraMparAone jANakAra banyo chuM; paNa tethI mAre te te kuTuMbamAM janma levAnI jarUra na hoya. huM evA ghaNA pAgala lokone samajI zakyo chuM, jemanA vaktavyane samajavAno prayatna karavA jatAM ja pAgala thaI javAya. zUnya svabhAva" pustakamAM taranatArana eka ja vastu vAraMvAra kahyA kare che - haDahaDatA pAgalanI mAphaka! huM paNa e vastu ja pacIsa varSathI vAraMvAra kahyA karuM chuM. meM vAraMvAra kahyA karyuM che ke, "jAgo! UTho !" taranatArI "zUnya svabhAva'mAM e ja vAta kahe che. 2. A beThakanA pAMcamA pustaka tarIke huM tana-tArananuM bIjuM pustaka siddhi svabhAva" raju karuM chuM. "siddhi svabhAva" nAmane zabdArtha thAya che : "aMtima sAkSAtkAranI khAsiyata' e nAma ati suMdara che. A pustakamAM paNa tana-tArana eka ja vAta vAraMvAra kahyA kare che : "zunya thaI jA " ane e bIjuM zuM kahe paNa? bIja koI paNa ethI vadhAre kAMI kahI na zake... "jAgo ! sAvadhAna pA !" ("Be aware'), aMgrejI "beware" ("ceto) zabda be aware' e be zabdone vanele che. eTale "beware" zabda vApare te paNa DarI javAnI jarUra nathI. "be aware' athatu sAvadhAna thAo eTale tame ThekANe paDayA jANe. For Personal & Private Use Only

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18 gorakha (7 mI beThakamAM pAMcamA tarIke huM gorakhanuM nAma rajU karuM chuM. e tAMtrika che; tathA taMtravidyAnI badhI sAdhanAthI te eTalA badhA paricita hatA tathA temanA eTalA moTA niSNAta hatA ke bhAratadezamAM aneka dhaMdhAo ekI sAthe DahoLanArane "gorakhadhaMdhA' karanAra ja kahe che. "gorakhadhaMdhA" zabdano artha thAya gerakhane dadhi arthAtu gorakhanI peThe aneka dhaMdhA DahoLavA te. loke ema ja mAnatA hoya che ke, pitAnA eka dhaMdhAmAM ja cITakI rahevuM joIe. paraMtu gorakha te badhI dizAomAM tathA badhI kakSAomAM vicaranAra puruSa hatA. gorakhanuM AkhuM nAma gerakhanAtha che. "nAtha"no artha thAya svAmI - mAlika. gerakhe AdhyAtmika rahasyo ukelavAnI badhI cAvI ApI dIdhI che. je kaMI kahevAya tevuM hatuM te badhuM temaNe kahI dIdhuM che. te eka rIte badhAne pUrNavirAma rUpa ja che. paraMtu duniyA cAlatI ja rahe che ane cAlatI rahevAnI che. te koI pUrNavirAmane jANatI nathI. huM paNa koI pUrNavirAma svIkArate nathI - svIkAravAnuM paNa nathI. huM gorakhanAthane bahu Adara karuM chuM. meM temane viSe ghaNuM ghaNuM vaktavya kare che. koIka divasa te badhAnuM aMgrejImAM bhASAMtara thaze. atyAre te eTalAthI ja viramIe. 50 - 3 For Personal & Private Use Only

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19 malukadAsa (sAtamI beThakamAM) paheluM je nAma huM rajU karuM chuM. te nAma pazcimanA lokoe te| kI sAMbhaLyuM paNa nahi hAya : maluke, bhAratadezanA te eka sauthI vadhu mahattvanA adhyAtmajJAnIomAMnA eka che. temanuM AkhuM nAma te malukadAsa che; paNa te pote potAne maluka nAmathI ja oLakhAve che. eka bALakane tuMkArIne bAlAve tema ! ane te kharekhara eka bALaka ja hatA. 'bALaka jevA nahIM paNa kharekhara * bALaka temane viSe hiMdImAM meM vaktavya kareluM che, paraMtu tenuM bhASAMtara thatAM ghaNA samaya lAgaze. ane tenuM sIdhuMsAduM kAraNa e che ke, te ghaNA vicitra, ghaNA gUDha puruSa che. tamane jANIne navAI lAgaze ke bhArata jevA deza je aneka TIkAkAro, bhASyakAra, ane paMDitAthI UbharAtA rahyo che, te dezamAM malukanI vANI upara koIe TIkA lakhavAnI darakAra karI nathI. kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke temanI vANI upara TIkA lakhavI e bahu muzkela - agharI vAta che. huM ja temanI vANI upara samajUtI ApanAro pahelA puruSa chuM, ane kadAca chellA paNa hoIza. eka ja dAkhalA basa thaze. malukadAsa kahe che " ajagara karuM na cAkarI, pachI karyuM na kAma; dAsa maluka kaha gaye, sabake dAtA rAma." -- huM have AnuM aMgrejImAM bhASAMtara karavA prayatna karuM chuM. te pUrepUruM yathArtha to nahi ja hoya; paraMtu temAM mArI vAMka nathI, kaMgAla 1. significant. ve For Personal & Private Use Only

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madhukadAsa aMgrejI bhASAmAM evI arthasamRddhi dhAraNa karavAnI zakti ja nathI. maluka ema kahevA mAge che ke, "sApa koI divasa kAma karavA majUrI karavA jatA nathI; tema ja paMkhIo paNa kadI kAma ke nAkarI karatAM nathI. kharI rIte koIne kAma karavA javAnI jarUra ja nathI; kAraNa ke, kudarate jIvamAtra mATe jegavAI karI dIdhelI ja che." khare ja malukadAsamAM theoDoka gAMDapaNane paraMtu ghaNA ja dhyAna-samAdhinA prabhAva che. te pote eTalA badhA samAdhistha hatA ke te kahe che "mAlA jA~ na kara jaO, jIlyA jA~ na rAma, sumarana merA hari karyuM, maiM pAyA bisarAma. ' -- .. te kahe che, "huM bhagavAnanuM nAma japatA nathI, tema ja japavA mATe mALA paNa hAthamAM rAkhatA nathI. huM koIne japatA ja nathI. UlaTA bhagavAna mAruM nAma jape che. mAre temanuM nAma japavAnI kaMI jarUra nathI." juo, tamane e kathanamAM thoDuM gAMDapaNa paNa ati ghaNI samAdhi rahelI tarata dekhAI Avaze. malukadAsa evA mANasa che ke jemane viSe huM khAtarIpUrvaka kahI zakuM chuM ke, te sAkSAtkAranI paNa pAra gayelA puruSa che. For Personal & Private Use Only --

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20 dAdu (sAtamI beThakanA) navamA tarIke vadhu eka bhAratIya adhyAtmajJAnInAM gIte rajU karuM chuM. temanA viSe tame bhAgye kAMI sAMbhaLyuM haze, temane loko 'dAdu' kahetA. dAdu eTale 'bhAI. ' te evA vahAlaseAyA hatA ke loko temanuM kharuM nAma bhUlI jaI temane 'dAdu' arthAt ' bhAI " nAmathI ja yAda karavA lAgyA. dAdue hajAro gIta gAyAM che. paraMtu temaNe te eke lakhI rAkhyuM na hatuM. lAkoe temanAM gItA sAMbhaLIne tathA yAda rAkhIne temanA saMgraha karelA che - mALI jema ghaNA vakhata pahelAM garI paDelAM phUlA vINI le tema. - huM dAdu viSe je kahuM chuM te badhA ja saMtA mATe sAcuM che te kazuM lakhavAnI viruddha hoya che. te gAya, bAle, nRtya kare ke sUcita kare, paraMtu kadI lakhe nahi. kazuM lakhavuM eTale pAtAne kharekhara je kahevuM che tene maryAdita karI nAkhavA jevuM che. (je kAMI lakhyuM tenA te| je zabdArtha thatA hoya teTalA pUratA ja tenA bhAva maryAdita thaI jAya che. tyAre bAlelA ke gAyelA zabdanA te| jeTalA bhAvArtha paNa thaI zake tema hAya teTalA bahoLA artha samajAya che -- alabatta sAMbhaLanAra vyaktinI potAnI maryAdAmAM.) zabda pote zabda tyAre ja thaI zake jyAre te amuka nizcita artha maryAdita karI zake. paNa jayAre tenI maryAdA oLaMgI javAmAM Ave tyAre te AkAza jevA banI rahe che, jemAM agaNita tArAo samAI jatA hoya che. meM pote paNa kAMI ja lakhANa karyuM nathI, maiM mAtra thoDA aMtaraMga mitrone gheADA pago lakhyA che, paraMtu teo paNa mAro bhAvArtha samajyA 36 For Personal & Private Use Only

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cIdAsa haze ke nahi tenI mane khAtarI nathI. joke meM lakhelA patro e kapa oNpha TI' nAme pustakarUpe prasiddha thayA che, paNa meM sIdhuM kaI pustaka lakhyuM nathI. dAdunAM gItone saMgraha prasiddha thayo che. meM dAdu vize ghaNuM vaktavya karyuM che. huM eTaluM ja kahIza ke, kaI kalpanA paNa karI zake teTalI UMcAIe dAdu pahoMcyA che. 21. caMDIdAsa (paMdaramI beThakanA) chellA - dazamAM pustaka tarIke huM rAMDIdAsanAM gItenuM pustaka rajU karuM chuM. te bahu nAnuM pustaka che, tathA duniyAnA bahu thoDA lokone ja jANItuM paNa che, paraMtu chApare caDIne duniyAnA ekeeka jaNane tenI jAherAta kahI saMbhaLAvavA jevI che. caMDIdAsa baMgALAne eka pAgala bAula" che. bAula zabdane artha ja bAvaro - vyAkuLa evo thAya che. caMDIdAsa to gAmegAma gIto gAtA ane nAcatA pharatA. koNe temanAM gItone saMgraha karyo te koI jANatuM nathI. temane saMgraha karanAra koI mahAna - udAra vyakti haze, jeNe potAnuM nAma paNa jAhera karyuM nathI. alleraai oldu ("The songs of Chandidas') e nAma bolatAM ja huM prabhAvita thaI jAuM chuM. "caMDIdAsa' nAma bolatAM ja mAruM hRdaya judA prakAranA dhabakArAthI dhabakavA mAMDe che. te ke (akho) mANasa hato, ane ke (akho) kavitA kavio te hajAra thaI gayA che, paraMtu caMDIdAsa somananI koTInA kavi hatA. emananI kaI sAthe sarakhAmaNI karavI hoya to te caMDIdAsa sAthe ja karI zakAya. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che rAMDIdAsa anekhI - vicitra vastuo vize gIta gAya che.. - Izvara viSe gAya che kAraNa ke, Izvara ja satu (cit AnaMda)nuM pratIka che. rAMDIdAsa dhyAna - samAdhi viSe paNa gAya che. paNa dhyAna vize te evuM kaMIka kahe che ke jenI avagaNanA thaI zake tema nathI. te kahe che ke, "dhyAna eTale unmanI - namana thaI javuM." kevI kaMpAvI mUke tevI vyAkhyA! AlabarTa AinsTAInane jarUra caMDIdAsanI IrSyA thaI Avata. arere, AInsTAInane rAMDIdAsa vize ke dhyAna-samAdhi vize kazI mAhitI ja nahotI. A jamAnAnA mahAnamAM mahAna puruSomAne eka kahevAya. paNa AInsTAIna dhyAna-samAdhi viSe kAMI ja jANato na hato. arthAt te potAnI jAta sivAya bIjuM badhuM jANa hato. rAMDIdAse prema, jAgRti, sauMdarya, kudarata viSe gIta gAyAM che. ane keTalAMka gIte te koI paNa vastu viSe nahi, paNa mAtra AnaMda khAtara gAyAM che. mAtra gAvAnA ja AnaMda khAtara temanA arthanI te kAMI visAta - agatya ja nathI. gaurAMga (sAtamI beThakanA) AThamA pustaka tarIke huM bhAratanA eka adhyAtma-jJAnI gaurAMganI ati ghaNI suMdara racanA rajU karuM chuM. gaurAMga zabdane artha thAya che "gorA zarIravALA.' te evA te suMdara hatA- huM temane jANe mArI sAme pratyakSa UbhA rahelA joIne kahuM chuM ke te ati gerA hatA - hima jevA vALA. te evA to suMdara hatA ke gAmanI badhI chokarIo temanA premamAM paDI gaI hatI. chatAM te apariNIta - brahmacArI ja rahyA hatA. lAkhe chokarIo joDe koI paraNI na zake. ekane ja paraNavuM paNa vadhAre paDatuM che; to pachI lAkhonI to kayAM vAta? koIne paNa te vastu mArI ja nAkhe. For Personal & Private Use Only

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zivapurI bAbA" gaurAMga nAcatA nAcatA gAIne pitAne saMdeza saMbhaLAvatA. temane saMdeza zabdomAM na hatuM, paNa tethI kayAMya vadhu asarakAraka gItorUpe hato. IrAMge koI pustaka lakhyuM nathI. temanA bhaktoe - ane te ghaNA hatA - temanAM gItone saMgraha karyo che. te atyaMta suMdara - anupama gItone saMgraha che, tenA je bIjo koI saMgraha pahelAM ke pachI paNa mArA jovAmAM Avyo nathI. te gIta mATe kayA zabdo vAparuM? - basa eTaluM ja kahI dauM chuM ke huM e gItane cAhuM chuM! zivapurI bAbA (SHIVAPURI BABA')? (16mI beThakanA) prathama pustaka tarIke huM "zivapurI bAbA" pustaka rajU karuM chuM. adhyAtmajJAnI zivapurI bAbA duniyAne cheka ja ajJAta hatA. beneTa (Bennett) nAmano eka aMgreja vaijJAnika tathA gaNitazAstrI adhyAtmajJAnI - mystic kahevAtA gurunI zodhamAM nIkaLyo hato. teNe ghaNA mahattvanA adhyAtmajJAnIonAM paDakhAM sevyA pachI badhA vize pustako lakhyAM che. beneTanA "zivapurI bAbA' (Shivapuri Baba') pustaka uparathI ja zivapurI bAbA viSe jagatane jANa thaI che. zivapurI bAbA javalle ja - bhAgye ja pragaTa thatAM ke khIlI UThatAM pupamAMnA eka hatA- khAsa karIne bhAratamAM jyAM hajAro babUcako potAne 'mahAtmA' kahevaDAvatA vicare che. bhAratamAM zivapurI bAbA je mANasa zodhI kADhave e bahu jahemata tathA zodhakhoLanuM 1. A lekhamALAmAM ulekhela vyaktione kAlakramanI rIte geThavIne * ' ullekha nathI kare, eTaluM dhyAnamAM rAkhavA vinaMtI che. - saMpA 2. idiots. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che? kAma che. bhAratamAM gaNatarI pramANe 5,00,000 (pAMca lAkha) bAvA che. e ToLAmAMthI sAro mANasa - khare mANasa zodhI kADhavo lagabhaga azakaya che. zivapurI mauna rahenAra vyakti hatA. te koIne upadeza ApatA nahotA. beneTa temane maLyo tyAre te ghaNA vRddha thaI gayA hatA. temanI uMmara te vakhate lagabhaga 110 varSanI haze. paraMtu te jANe polAdanA banyA hoya tevA kaThaNa - nakkara hatA. te lagabhaga 150 varSa jIvyA hatA. te sAta phUTa UMcA hatA ane 150 varSe paNa te mRtyu pAmaze. ema lAgatuM ja na hatuM. temaNe pote ja zarIra tyAgI devAne saMkalpa karyo hato. temanuM ichA-mRtyu thayuM hatuM. beneTa ucca koTIne vaijJAnika hatuM. paNa te adhyAtmajJAnanI ke zAnInI kharI khUbI pichAnI zake tema nahotuM. tethI te aneka guruo badalate rahyo. paraMtu teNe te jJAnIo vize pustako lakhIne te mahaMdu upakAra ja karyo che. 24 mIrAMbAInAM gIte THE SONGS OF MIRA (pAMcamI beThakanA) chaThThA pustaka tarIke huM "dha sonjha oNpha mIrA' rajU karuM chuM. mIrAMnAM rIte koI puruSa ke koI strIe gAyelAM gItamAM suMdaramAM suMdara rIte che. temanuM bhASAMtara karavuM azakya che. mIrAM kahe che ke, "meM te prema-dIvAnI" - huM premamAM pAgala banI gaI chuM; eTalI badhI pAgala banI jaIne meM prema karyo che ke, huM have cheka "pAgala', "pAgala', "pAgala banI gaI chuM!" ATalA namUnA uparathI ja tamane samajAI jaze ke teNe kevI jAtanAM gIta gAyAM che. te rAjakumArI hatI - rAjarANI hatI, paNa zerInI bhikhAraNa banI rahevA teNe mahela tyAgI dIdho. potAne ekatAro For Personal & Private Use Only

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sahobAInAM gItA vagADatI te bharabajAramAM nAcatI pharatI -- eka gAmathI bIje gAma, eka zaheramAMthI bIje zahera, eka nagaramAMthI bIje nagara. potAnA hRdayane relAvatI - are potAnI jAtane saMpUrNapaNe ThAlavI detI hoya tema te gIto gAtI. mIrAM viSe meM hiMdImAM ghaNuM ghaNuM kahyuM che. ekAda divasa koI pAgala enuM aMgrejImAM bhASAMtara kare tyAre vAta ! 41 25 sahobArkanAM gItA THE SONGS OF SAHAJO ( (pAMcamI beThakanA) sAtama pustaka tarIke huM 'dha saoNngyu' oNpha saho' rajU karuM chuM. sahajo nAma je keTaluM badhuM kAvyamaya che! * sahaja' eTale je ApameLe che ja, (koIe banAvyuM nathI, tathA kadI utpanna thayuM nathI. pote potAnI meLe che ja! arthAt parama satya parama tattva - je 'sahaja' che.) sahajo viSe meM ghaNuM ghaNuM kahyuM che -- paNa hiMdImAM, kAraNa ke, aMgrejI bhASAmAM eTalA kAvyamaya banI zakAtuM nathI. aMgrejI bhASAmAM mane kavitA jevuM khAsa kAMI dekhAyuM ja nathI. kAvya nAmathI mane je kAMI aMgrejI bhASAmAM jovA maLyuM che te eTaluM badhuM a-kAvya che ke, koI haju tenI sAme baMDa nathI pAkAratuM enI ja mane navAI lAge che. aMgrejI bhASA vadhu ne vadhu vaijJAnikanI - TekaniziyananI bhASA banatI jAya che. 'Tekaniziyana'nI kahevA karatAM 'TekanaoNlaoNjisTa'nI kahIe te vadhu ucita thaze, aMgrejI bhASAne kAvyamaya banAvIne navesara ghaDI ApanArA haju kema nIpajatA nathI ? eTale sahaje viSe aMgrejImAM kaMI kahevAyuM nathI ane huM kamanasIba samajuM chuM. koIka divasa saho viSe meM je kaMI kahyuM che, tenI traNa bahAranI duniyAne thaze evI AzA rAkhIe. For Personal & Private Use Only

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dayAbAInAM gIta THE SONGS OF DAYABAI (bAramI beThakanA) dazamA pustaka tarIke huM "dha sonjha oNpha dayAbAI' rajU karuM chuM. e pustaka dharmagraMtha nathI paNa tame tene mAtra vAMce nahi paraMtu tenA upara dhyAna-ciMtana kare, to te kharekhara eka "dharmagraMtha" ja che. haju e mULa hiMdImAM ja upalabdha che. tenuM bhASAMtara aMgrejImAM thayuM nathI, meM rAbiyA, mIrAM, lallA ane sahaja vize A beThakomAM ghaNuM kahyA karyuM che. paNa dayAbAI vize ullekha paNa nahoto karyo te vAtanuM du:kha mane manamAM rahI jatuM hatuM, eTale atyAre tene nAmamAtrathI ullekha karIne saMtoSa pAmuM chuM. dayAbAI mIrAM ane sahajonI samakAlIna hatI, paraMtu te bane karatAM e vadhu gahIra-gaMbhIra (profound) che"(guNavattAnA pramANamAM kramAMka ApavA mAgIe) to te kramAMkathI para che tene bIjA koI sAthe kramAMkamAM mUkI zakAya tema nathI. dayA eka nAnakaDI koyala che. aMgrejImAM koyala mATe CUCKO0 zabda che, ane "buThThI buddhinuMevA arthamAM te vaparAya che. paraMtu dayA "buThThI buddhinI nahi paNa "mIThuM madhura' gAnAra koyala che? bhAratadezanI unAvAnI rAte dUrathI mIThuM TahukI UThanArI koyala! A duniyArUpI sukA unALAmAM dUrathI Avato TahukAra! 1. rAbiyA, lallA vagere vize have pachInA khaMDeramAM Avaze. - sa. 2. kauMsamAM mUkelo bhAga mULanA vivaraNarUpe umerelo samajavo. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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dayAbAInAM gIto meM dayAbAI vize ghaNuM kahyuM che. kadApi tenuM aMgrejImAM bhASAMtara paNa thaze. paraMtu mane nathI lAgatuM ke te zakaya heya. kAraNa ke A kavayitrIonuM -mIThuM madhura gIta gAnArI koyalonuM bhASAMtara kevI rIte zakya hoya? pUrvanA dezo mIThuM madhura padya - kAvya che tyAre pazcimanA badhA deze ane temanI bhASAnuM navuM gadya che. aMgrejI bhASAmAM meM kaI sAcI kavitA I ja nathI. koI koI vAra huM pazcimanA dezonuM 'kalAsikala' (zArIya) saMgIta sAMbhaLavA besuM chuM parama divase ja bivananuM saMgIta sAMbhaLavA beTho hato, paNa adhavaca ja UThI ga - eka vakhata tame pUrvanA dezonuM saMgIta sAMbhaLo, eTale bIjuM kazuM tenI sarakhAmaNImAM mUkI zako nahi. temaja eka vakhata tame pUrvanA dezonI vAMsanI vAMsaLI sAMbhaLo, pachI bIjuM badhuM mAtra sAmAnya - ati sAmAnya' ja banI jAya ! eTale hiMdImAM meM je gavaiyAo, kavio ane pAgala vize kahyuM che, tenuM aMgrejImAM kadI paNa bhASAMtara thaze enI mane khabara nathI, paraMtu temanAM nAmane ullekha karyA vinA to mArAthI rahevAya tema nathI. ema nAmamAtra ullekha karavAthI paNa temanuM bhASAMtara karavAnI paristhiti kadAca pedA vAya, For Personal & Private Use Only

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rAbiyA (pAMcamI beThakanI) AThamI vyakti tarIke huM rAbiyA-ala-adA biyAne rajU karuM chuM. te sUphI siddhAMtavALI bAI che. rAbiyA tenuM pitAnuM nAma che, ane "ala-adAbiyA" eTale ke "adAbiyA gAmanI" e enuM saranAmuM che. rAbiyA jIvatI hatI tyAre tenuM adALiyA gAma musalamAnene mATe makkA jevuM pavitra tIrtha banI rahyuM hatuM. duniyAne khUNekhUNethI, are badhe cheDethI jijJAsuo rAbiyAnI jhUMpaDI zelatA AvatA hatA. te bahu kaDaka svabhAvanI adhyAtma-jJAnI bAI hatI. te pitAnA hAthamAM hathoDe rAkhatI. te hathoDA vaDe teNe ghaNAM mAthAM phoDI nAkhyAM che ane aMdaranuM rahasava khulluM karyuM che. eka vakhata hasana rAbiyAne zodhato ane baLato tenI pAse Avyo. hasana rAbiyAne tyAM raheto hato te daramyAna eka vakhata savAranI prArthanA veLA eNe kurAnanuM pustaka rAbiyA pAse mAgyuM. zabiyAe potAnI pAsenI kurAnanI nakala hasanane ApI. hasane joyuM to temAMthI ghaNA zabdo - are ghaNA phakarA chekI nAkhyA hatA. te joI hasana pikAra karI UThyo: "A to dhikkArI kADhavA jevo che. pavitra kurAnamAM koNe A chekachAka karI che?" kurAnane sudhAranAra - temAM chekachAka karanAra rAbiyA vaLI koNa? kurAnamAM sudhAro karavAnI koIne paravAnagI nathI. khudAne chello pegaMbara je kahevAya, tenA zabdamAM vaLI sudhArA vadhArA karavAnA kevA? mahemada pachI bIjA koI pigaMbara thavAnA ja nathI; te ja chellAmAM chellA pegaMbara che; tethI For Personal & Private Use Only

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rAbiyA temaNe kaheluM e ja khudAne chelalAmAM chello pegAma che. temAM kATachAMTa ke sudhAro-vadhAro karavAno hoya ja nahi. rabiyA hasanane baLApa joI hasI paDI. teNe kahyuM, "mane tamArI paraMparAgata mAnyatAonI saheje paDI nathI. meM to khudAnAM pratyakSa darzana karyA che. ane mArA e sAkSAtkArane AdhAre meM e paDImAM kATachATa ke sudhArA-vadhArA karyA che. e mAruM pustaka che. huM mArA pitAnA anubhavane ja vaphAdAra rahI zakuM bIjA koInA anubhavane mAre zuM karavo che? tamane mArA anubhavonI e copaDI jovA ApI e ja moTI vAta che, tamAre te badala mAro AbhAra mAnavo joIe. AvI hatI rAbiyA - mAnI na zakAya evI asAdhAraNa hastI, rAbiyAna lakhelAM kahevAtAM vAkyo rAbiyAe pote lakhelAM nathI. e badhAM to rAbiyAnA anuyAyIoe karI lIdhelA TAMcaNe che. rAbiyA kazA saMdarbha vinA kAMI bolI nAkhe - zA saMdarbhamAM emaNe e kathana karyuM te koIne khabara paNa na hoya, chatAM teo tenuM TAMcaNa jarUra karI le. rAbiyAe je prasaMga (anecdotes) kahI batAvyA che te paNa evA ja saMdarbha vinAnA che. rAbiyAnuM AkhuM jIvana ja tevA saMdarbha vinAnA prasaMgenuM baneluM che. mIrAM suMdara che, paNa mIThA vinAnI - mAtrA mIThI - madhura. paraMtu rAbiyA te namaka che - kharuM mIThuM! mane DAyAbITIsa che eTale madhura - mIThI mIrAne vadhu svAda huM na laI zakuM paraMtu rAbiyAne kazo vadhi nahi. namaka to huM khAvuM hoya teTaluM khAI zakuM - vasatutAe - khAMDane huM dhikkAruM chuM; ane sekerIna jevI banAvaTI khAMDane to khAsa, jisase pitAnA ziSyone kahyuM hatuM ke, "tame A pRthvInA sAcA maka cho." rAbiyA vize paNa huM ema ja kahyuM ke, "rAbiyA tuM A pRthavI upara jIvI gayelI ane bhaviSyamAM je jIvavAnI che te badhImAM namakarUpa che." For Personal & Private Use Only

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28 lalA (sAtamI beThakanI) thI vyakti tarIke huM kAzmIrI bAI lallAne raju karuM chuM. kAzamIrI te bAI pratye eTalo badho AdarabhAva dharAve che ke, teo ema ja kahe che ke teo mAtra be zabdo ja jANe che: allA ane lA. navANuM TakA kAzmIrIo musalamAna che. eTale jayAre teo "allA ane lalA" e be zabdo ja jANe che ema kahe, tyAre te vAta judI ja agatya dhAraNa kare che, ema mAnavuM rahyuM. hallAe koI pustaka racyuM nathI. te cheka abhaNa hatI, paraMtu ghaNI moTI bahAdura!" AkhI jiMdagI te nirvarA - ughADI ja rahI hatI. A seMkaDo varSa pahelAnI pUrvanA dezanI vAta che, e dhyAnamAM rAkhaje ane sAthe sAthe e paNa ke hallA bahu suMdara strI hatI. kAzamIrIo kharekhara suMdara loko che - bhAratamAM teo ja sAcA arthamAM suMdara che. pegaMbara musA (mojhisa Moses) potAnA kabIlAnI vikhUTI paDI pahelI -khevAyelI je TeLIne zedhavA nIkaLyo hato te ja kAzamIrI lake che. kAraNa ke kAzamIra mULe yahudIo- nyU che. musA jyAre pitAnA kabIlAne "IjharAyela deza tarapha dorI jato hato - paraMtu zAthI "IjharAyela' deza tarapha te e jaNe! gAMDAM lokonI kazI vAtanuM ThekANuM hoya che ja kayAM? gAMDA eTale gAMDA ja, temanA gAMDapaNane karyo khulAse hoI zake vAru?- musAne pitAnA loko mATe eka sAro pradeza joIto hato. 40 varSa sudhI te raNapradezamAM rajhaLyA karyo, chevaTe tene IjharAyelane pradeza jaDyo. daramyAna For Personal & Private Use Only

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47 tenI eka TevI tenAthI vikhUTI paDI gaI, je kAzmIramAM jaI pahoMcIne tyAM vasavATa karIne rahI. koka vakhata vikhUTA paDavuM - bhUlA paDavuM e paNa saddabhAgyanI vAta banI rahe che. musA A vikhUTI paDelI ToLakIne zodhI kADhavA jatAM chevaTe kAzmIramAM ja AvI pahoMcyA ane tyAM ja mRtyu paNa pAme. tenI kabara ijharAyelamAM nahi paNa kAzmIramAM che. navAInI vAta e che ke jemAM musA paNa kAmIramAM maraNa pAme, tema jisasa paNa kAzmIramAM ja maraNa pAmyo hato. huM aneka vAra kAzamIramAM jaI AvyA . tyAM gayA pachI manamAM ema ja thaI Ave che ke, hA, ahI ja - abaghaDI - maravAnuM maLe to kevuM sArI A suMdara sthAnamAM eka vakhata AvI gayA pachI bIje kayAMya jIvavAnuM game kharuM? kAzmIrIo suMdara leke che -garIba che paNa atyaMta suMdara che. vallA paNa kAzmIrI bAI hatI - cheka ja abhaNa paNa ghaNuM gAnArI - ghaNuM nAcanArI. tene ghoDAMka gIte bacyAM che - tene pitAne nathI bacAvI zakAI; tenAM te gItone huM mane gamatAM pustakonI mArI yAdImAM sAmela karuM chuM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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29 saramadA (sAtamI beThakanA) dazamA ane chellA tarIke huM saramada (Sarmad)ne rajU karuM chuM. pRthvI upara DagalAM bharyA haze evAM mANasomAM sauthI vicitra mANasa e che. te sUphI saMpradAyanA hatA, ane masIdamAM ja temanI katala karavAnI sajA musalamAna bAdazAhe pharamAvI hatI. temanI katala karavAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja hatuM ke, musalamAna temanI prArthanAmAM bole che ke, "alA la Ila allA' (Izvara eka ja che), ane mahaMmada ila rasUla allA' (mahaMmada ekalA ja IzvaranA pegaMbara che.) sUphIo e prArthanAnA bIjA hissAne mAnya rAkhatA nathI, saramadane gune paNa e ja hatuM. ane vastutAe paNa koI eka ja jaNa Izvarane pegaMbara kevI rIte hoya? koI eka ja kadI na hoI zake - bhale pachI te mahaMmada heya, ke jisasa heya, musA hoya ke buddha hoya. saramadane ema kahevA badala mArI nAkhavAmAM AvyA, temanuM khUna karavAmAM AvyuM, temanI katala karavAmAM AvI. hiMdustAnanA eka musalamAna bAdazAhe musalamAna mullAonI sAthe kAvataruM racIne temane mArI nAkhyA. paNa saramada te chevaTa sudhI hasatA ja rahyA ane bolatA rahyA ke "Izvara eka ja che. dilhInI moTI masjida - eTale ke jAmA masjidamAM saramadanI katala karavAmAM AvI hatI, te Aje paNa e mahApuruSanI katalane saMsmaraNa mATenA pALiyA tarIke haju UbhI che. saramadanI 1. strangest. For Personal & Private Use Only

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samada bahu amAnuSI rIte katala karavAmAM AvI hatI. temanuM mAthuM kApI nAkhavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. temanuM mAthuM jAmA masjidanAM pagathiyAM uparathI gabaDatuM gabaDatuM cheka nIce AvyuM. hajAro leko tyAM bhegA thayA hatA, temaNe te mAthAne pagathiyAM uparathI gabaDatI veLA paNa "Izvara eka ja che"- " Izvara eka ja che'- evo pikAra karatuM sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. e mAthuM ema pikAra karatuM hatuM e vAta kharI che ke khoTI che, te huM jANatA nathI. paNa te sAcI ja haze. te sAcI hevI ja joIe. satyane paNa saramada jevA mANasa sAthe samAdhAna karavuM ja paDe. huM saramadane cAhuM chuM. saramade kazuM lakhANa karyuM nathI, paNa emaNe karelAM vidhAnene saMgraha che. te vidhAnamAM sauthI uttama vidhAna e ja che ke, "Izvara eka ja che, ane kaI pegaMbara che nahi. tamArI ane IzvaranI vacce bIjuM koI nathI." Izvara pote sIdhA ja prApya che, temane meLavI ApanAra koI bIjo vaceTiyo nathI. mAtra tamArAmAM thoDuM pAgalapaNuM hovuM joIe ane mabalaka dhyAna!- a little madness and a lot of meditation. A pachI huM kaMIka kahevA mAgato hato. paNa huM kaMI kahIza nahiM. te kahI zakAya tevuM ja nathI. pahelAM paNa te kadI kahevAyuM nathI, ane mAre paNa kaMI kahevuM na joIe. 2. compromise with. 50 - 4 For Personal & Private Use Only

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30. sanAI (AThamI beThakanA) trIjA tarIke huM sanAI (Sanai)ne rajU karuM chuM - sanAIne temaja temanA vA-javAba vidhAnane.' sanAI jevA loko dalIla karatA nathI, teo mAtra vidhAna ja kare che. temane dalIla rajU karavAnI jarUra ja hatI nathI, kAraNa ke temanuM potAnuM astitva ja temaNe kahelA vidhAnanI sAbitIrUpa hoya che. Avo, ne mArI AMkha sAmuM ja juo. tamane dekhAI Avaze ke tyAM kazI dalIla che nahi, mAtra vidhAna ja che. vidhAna haMmezA sAcuM ja heya che; dalIla hoziyArIpUrvaka karelI hoI zake, paNa bhAgye ja sAcI hoya! sanAI mArAM prema-pAtromAMnA eka che. mAre atizayokti karavI heya te paNa temanI bAbatamAM kazI atizayokti na karI zakuM. te vastu azakya ja che. sanAI sUphI saMpradAyanA hArdarUpa - tanvarUpa che. sUphI zabda mULa "tasava' (Tasawuf) mATe aMgrejImAM vaparAya che. "tasavupha" eTale zuddha prema. sUphI zabda "sUpha" uparathI Avyo che. "sUpha' eTale Una; ane sUphI eTale kharabacaDA -khUce tevA Unane ja paheranAre. sanAI kALo Topa paheratA - dhoLo jaLyo ane kALo ! ema karavA pAchaLa kazI dalIla ke kazuM kAraNa nahotuM - mAtra manasvIpaNuM. paraMtu ApaNe karI paNa zakIe? AvA lokone jevA hoya tevA ja svIkArI levA paDe. kAM to tame temane prema kare kAM te temane dhikkAro! temane prema kare ke dhikkAro 1. statements. For Personal & Private Use Only

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sanA e sivAya bIjo koI vikalpa ja teo tamAre mATe rahevA detA nathI. kAM tA tame temanA pakSa karo ke temanA virodha karo; paraMtu te bemAMthI eka paNa ryA vinA tamAro chUTako ja thAya nahi. adhyAtma-jJAnIenA e ja camatkAra che! sanAI hamezAM kazI dalIlane Teko karyA vinA kare che. e vastu Ama che ema ja te kahI de che. che ema tame pUchavA jAe te te ema ja ghUrakI UThe zAthI ema che e kahevAnuM vaLI hAtuM haze?' tame gulAbanA phUlane pUchI zako ke, tuM 'zAthI' AvuM suMdara che? temaja baraphane pUchI zako ke, tuM 'zAthI' Ave ThaMDA che? ke AkAzanA tArAone pUchI zako ke, 'zAthI ' tame AvA TamaTamyA karI che? mAtra vidhAna ja zAthI te ema ' -- 'cUpa rahe ! to pachI sanAI jevAne tame kevI rIte pUchI zako ke tame zAthI Ama kaheA che!? huM sanAIne khUba cAhuM chuM. huM temaneA A beThakamAM ullekha karavAnuM bhUlI gayA nahAtA. huM te temane mAre peAtAne mATe ja rAkhI mUkavA mAgatA hatA. paraMtu tA0 ka0 tarIke tame jyAre kaMIka umeravA jAo che, tyAre tamArA aMtaranI vastu bahAra AvI jAya che. mArA pitAjI mane patrA lakhatA. bahu TUMkA lakhatA. paraMtuM kAgaLa pUro thavAne thAya ne tarata cheDe tAka karIne kaMIka umeryuM ja hoya. mane navAI lAge ke have vaLI temane zuM kahevAnuM bAkI rahI gayuM che? kaI agatyanI vAta kahevAnI haze je temane tA00 karIne umerI levI paDI che? pachI e tAka0 vAMcyuM tyAre jarUra lAgI AvyA vinA na rahe ke, e tAka0 temaNe na umeryuM hota, te kharI agatyanI vAta kahevAnI bAkI rahI jata. paraMtu tAka0 vAMcavAnuM pUruM karuM tyAM to tAka pachI navuM tAraka pitAjIe umeryuM ja hoya. temAM vaLI For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustaka - je mane gamyAM che? zuM kahevAnuM haze ema vicArate huM patra AgaLa vAMcuM tyAre chevaTe mane lAgyA vinA rahe ja nahi ke kharuM to emane e ja kahevAnuM hatuM! mArA pitAjI te have nathI. paraMtu jayAre te anekhuM kAMI karatA hatA tevuM ja mArAthI thaI jAya che tyAre te mane yAda AvyA vinA rahetA nathI. mAruM zarIra mAMdagInI bAbatamAM paNa temanA zarIrane ja anusare che! mane te bAbatano garva paNa che. mArA pitAjIne dama hato, tethI mane jyAre dama UpaDe che tyAre mane khabara paDyA vinA rahetI nathI ke mAruM zarIra mArA pitAjI taraphathI mane maLeluM che - tenI badhI khAmIo, gaphalata ane bhUlo sAthe! temane DAyAbITisa hato. mane paNa te roga che. temane vAta karavAnuM bahu gamatuM; meM paNa mArI AkhI jiMdagI daramyAna vAto karyA sivAya bIjuM kAMI karyuM nathI. te eka mahAna pitA hatA. te mArA pitA hatA te kAraNe nahi, paraMtu te pitA hatA chatAM te potAnA putrane page paDayA hatA ane tenI pAse dIkSA lIdhI hatI! e ja emanI moTAI hatI. pahelAM ke bApe tema karyuM nathI ane A bhUMDI pRthvI upara bhaviSyamAM paNa koI tema karavAnuM nathI. ema banavuM ja azakya che. bApa potAnA putrane ziSya bane? buddhanA pitA paNa tema karatA pahelAM khacakAyA hatA; mArA pitA te tema karatA pahelAM eka kSaNa paNa khacakAyA na hatA! vaLI buddhanA pitAne te putranA ziSya banavAnuM bahu saheluM hatuM, kAraNa ke, buddha te kahevAtA dharmo apekSA rAkhe che tevA eka saMta hatA, paraMtu mArA jevA putranA ziSya banavAnuM te koI paNa pitA mATe azakya ja hoya. kAraNa ke, huM koI dharmanI koI vyAkhyA pramANe saMta nathI. mane tevA koI vargamAM mukAvuM gamatuM paNa nathI - UlaTuM huM te vastune dhikkAruM chuM. huM svargalokamAM gaye houM ane tyAM kahevAtA saMtane mahAlatA jouM, to huM e svargamAMthI paNa tarata pAcho For Personal & Private Use Only

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pharIda 53 pharI jAuM. A pRthvI upara ja meM evA ghaNA namUnAo joyA che. huM e tamane eka nathI. ane mArI badagoI thatI jANyA chatAM tathA badhAM ja kahevAtAM sanmAnanIya sthaLoethI thate mAro phiTakAra sAMbhaLavA chatAM, mArA pitA mArA ziSya banyA. keTalI badhI hiMmata! are pahelI vAre temaNe mArA caraNane sparza karyo, tyAre huM pote ja Abho banI gayo hate. huM raDI ja paDayo... alabatta mArI potAnI oraDImAM jaIne - bIjuM koI na jue tema. temaNe jyAre mArI pAse dIkSA grahaNa karavAnI mAgaNI karI, tyAre mane potAne ja e vAta mAnyAmAM AvI na hatI. te vakhate huM mAtra cUpa ja rahyo hato. "hA" ke "nA' e kaze javAba huM ApI zakyo na hato. huM mUMgo ja banI gayo hato, kAraNa ke, mane AghAta pahoMcyo hato - huM Azcaryacakita thaI gayo hate. 31 pharIda (chaThThI beThakanA) AThamA tarIke huM pharIdane raju karuM chuM. pharIda sUphI arthAt adhyAtma jJAnI che, tathA kabIra, nAnaka ane bIjA keTalAkanA samakAlIna che. meM temane vize pahelAM hiMdImAM - aMgrejImAM nahi- vakatavya kareluM che. huM temane cAhuM chuM. temanAM gItomAM te potAne "pharIdA' nAmathI saMbodhe che. te hamezAM (potAnAM gItAmAM) potAne ja saMbodhana kare che, bIjAne nahi te potAnAM gItanI zarUAta ema kahIne kare che ke, "pharIdA, tuM sAMbhaLe che?", "pharIdA sAvadhAna!", pharIdA Ama kara ke Ama na kara"I0. hiMdImAM tame "pharIda" kahe che te mAnavAcaka saMbodhana thAya, paraMtu "pharIdA' kahe che te saMmAna darzAvyuM na kahevAya - nakarone ja e rIte bolAvI zakAya, For Personal & Private Use Only

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54 pustake - je mane bacyAM che' pharIda potAne pharIdA eTalA mATe kahe che kAraNa ke AtmA mAlika che. . " zarIra nokara che. moTo bAdazAha akabara temanAM gIto sAMbhaLavA Avato. akabarane eka vakhata senAnI kAtara bheTa maLI. tenA upara hIrA jaDelA hatA. evI suMdara mUlyavAna kAtara koI paNa strIne game. akabarane potAne ja te bahu gamI gaI; eTalI badhI gamI gaI ke te pharIdane bheTa ApI devA utsuka thaI gayo. teNe te mUlyavAna kAtara pharIdane caraNe dharI paNa dIdhI. pharIde tene hAthamAM laIne Ama tema pheravI joyA bAda akabarane kahyuM - tAre mane bheTa ja ApavI hoya, te A kAtara nahi paNa eka saMya bheTa tarIke Apa" akabare Azcaryacakita thaIne pUchayuM. "ya zA mATe, A kAtara kema nahi?' pharIde javAba Apyo, dUba kAtaranuM kAma AkhI vastunA TukaDA karavAnuM che, tyAre temanuM kAma TukaDAone joDavAnuM che. huM kAtaranI peThe TukaDA karatuM nathI, paNa seyanI peThe beDuM -samanvaya karuM chuM." pharIda phaoNyaDa (Freud)nI sAthe ke tenA "mAnasa pRthakkaraNa" (psycho-analysis)nA siddhAMta sAthe kadI sahamata na thAya. kAraNa ke mAnasa-pRthakkaraNanI sonAnI kAtara vastuonA TukaDA ja karyo jAya che. kadAca te asAgIlI (Asagioli) nA mAnasa-samanvaya (Psycho-synthesis ) al qegullal filsaglali falesid ale vadhu sahamata thAya. mArI AMkhomAM AvelAM AMsu tame juo cho? e pharIda mATe che - pharIdA mATe che. temane bIjI koI rIte abhivAdata na karI zakAya- te AMsuonI kadara kare- senAnI kAtaranI nahi, akabara paNa senAnI kAtara lAvavAne badale temane page paDayo hato ane raDyo hato... e ja evA puruSane ApelI sAcI aMjali kahevAya. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pharIda pharIde pote koI pustaka lakhyuM nathI, paraMtu temanAM gIto temanA bhaktoe lakhI lIdhA che. temanAM gIte atyaMta (tremendously) suMdara che, paraMtu temane koI paMjAbIne mukhe sAMbhaLavA joIe. pharIda paMjAbamAM vasyA hatA ane temanAM gIto paMjAbImAM che - hiMdImAM nahi. jAbI hiMdI karatAM taddana judI evI bhASA che. hiMdI vepArI nI mUdu bhASA che, tyAre paMjAbI taravAra jevI bhASA che? eka sainikoddhAnI bhASA che. te hadayanI ArapAra pesI jAya che. tame pharIdanAM gIte paMjAbImAM sAMbhaLo tenI sAthe tamAruM hRdaya chinnabhinna thaI jAya. jyAre paMjAbamAM paribhramaNa karate ho tyAre ghaNA lokone pUchato ke tame mane kazIdanAM gIta gAI saMbhaLAvaze? koIka kaIka vAra mane pharIdanAM gIto gAI saMbhaLAvanAra maLI paNa Avate - je pharIdanAM gIto kema gAvAM te kharekhara jANa heya. ahA te gIta! ane te sAMbhaLavAnI dhanya kSaNe! pajAbI bhASAnI potAnI evI khAsiyata che. dareka bhASAne potapotAnI judI khAsiyata heya che. jabI bhASA kharekhara kirapANa - talavAra che. koI vastune tame ethI vadhu dhAradAra na banAvI zake. For Personal & Private Use Only

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32 ala-hillAja manasUra (chaThThI beThakanA) ceAthA tarIke huM ala-hillAja manasUrane rajU karuM chuM. mane sauthI vadhu suMdara (beautiful) lokomAMnA ekanA paricaya temane kAraNe thayA che, ema huM mAnuM chuM. meM emane viSe ghaNuM vaktavya kareluM che; paraMtu 50 pustakonI yAdImAM meM temanuM nAma lIdhuM na hatuM. manasUre koI pustaka lakhyuM nathI; temaNe mAtra amuka vidhAna ja karyAM che -- amuka jAherAte ja. manasUra jevA mANasA jAherAta ja karI zake, kazA ahaMpaNAne lIdhe nahi -- temanAmAM ahaM rahyo hato ja nathI. temaNe 'anala haka' evI jAherAta karI che ane te jAherAtanA artha thAya che -- 'huM Izvara chuM; ane bIjo Izvara che ja nahi.' musalamAne temane mApha karI zakayA nahi, ane tethI teoe temanI katala karI nAkhI. paNa manasUrane koI mArI zake? e azakaya vastu che. jyAre loko manasUrane mArI nAkhatA hatA tyAre te hasatA hatA. koIke temane pUchyuM, 'alyA tuM hase che zAnA?' manasUre javAba Apyo, "huM hasuM chuM kAraNa ke, tame mAtra mArA zarIrane mArI nAkhA che; paraMtu maiM vAraMvAra kahyA karyuM che ke huM mAruM zarIra nathI, huM te Izvara pote chuM - anala haka 1'" manasUra jevA mANasA ja A pRthvInA namakarUpa che. - meM upara kahyuM te pramANe ala-hillAja manasUre koI pustaka lakhyuM nathI. mAtra temanI keTalIka jAherAtane temanA premI ane 1. isu khriste namakane pRthvInI uttamamAM uttama vastu kahI che. } For Personal & Private Use Only

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rahIma 5. sAthIoe saMgharI rAkhI che. huM temane temanA anuyAyIo' nahIM kahuM, kAraNa ke manasUra jevI vyaktine anuyAyIo - mAtra temanuM anukaraNa karanArAo (imitators) hotA nathI; temane te premIo ane sAthIo ja hoya. | huM manasUrane mArI yAdImAM umeravAnuM bhUlI gayo te badala mane kheda thAya che. meM bahu khoTuM karyuM ema ja kahevAya. meM bahu DAM pustako rajU karyA che ane ghaNAMne AMkhamAM AMsu sAthe paDatAM mUkyAM che. 33 rahIma (16mI beThakanA) navamA pustaka tarIke huM "dha sojha opha rahIma' (1rahImanAM gIto') pustaka raju karuM chuM. atyAra sudhI mArI yAdImAMthI e pustaka bahAra rAkhyuM hatuM, paraMtu have vadhu lAMbe vakhata huM tene bAtala rAkhI zakuM tema nathI. te musalamAna hato, paraMtu teNe potAnAM gIte hiMdImAM lakhyAM che. tethI musalamAnone te gamatuM nathI. ane te musalamAna hatA eTale tenAM gIte hiMduone gamatAM nathI, huM eka ja e mANasa chuM je teno Adara kare che. tenuM AkhuM nAma rahIma khAna khAna hatuM. tenAM gIte kabIra, mIrA, sahaja athavA caitanyanAM gItonI samAna UMcANanI tathA UMDANanI kakSAnAM che. teNe potAnAM gIte hiMdImAM zA mATe lakhyAM haze? musalamAna heI, te urdUmAM ja lakhI zakyo hota; ane UrdU hiMdI karatAM keTalAya gaNI vadhu suMdara bhASA che. paraMtu teNe jANI joIne ja tema karyuM nathI. kAraNa ke tene musalamAna dhamadhatAne virodha ja kara hate. 2. lovers and friends. For Personal & Private Use Only

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34 sUphIonuM THE BOOK ' (bIjI beThakanA) prathama pustaka tarIke huM sUphIonuM 'dha buka' pustaka rajU karuM chuM, jharathrusra, mIradAda, cuAMga tjha, lA tjha, jisasa, ane kRSNa viSe vAta karavAmAM huM eTalA badhA kheMcAI gayA hatA ke, huM temanA karatAM vadhu arthapUrNa (significant) pustakonI vAta karavAnI bhUlI ja gayA. khalila jibrAnanuM 'The Prophet' ('dha praoNpheTa') pustaka huM kema karIne cUkI gayo e ja mane samajAtuM nathI, mane e vAta haju DaMkhyA kare che. huM aMtima kakSAnuM (ultimate) kahevAya tevuM sUphIonuM "dha buka' pustaka kema karIne bhulI gayA hoIza ! kadAca temAM kazuM lakhANa nathI -- phakta korAM pAnAM ja che te kAraNe kadAca huM tene bhUlI gayo hoIza. 1200 varSathI sUphIo te pustakane bhAre AdarathI vahana karatA AvyA che : tenAM pAnAM ughADIne tenA pATha karatA AvyA che. ApaNane navAI lAge ke teo zAnA pATha karatA haze? tame korA pAna upara tAkIne lAMbA vakhata jeI rahe tA chevaTe AMkha tamArI potAnI upara ja pAchI gulAMTa mAre (bounce). e ja kharo pATha (study) che, e ja kharI sAdhanA (work) che. huM 'dha buka' pustakane kema karIne cUkI gayA? have mane koNa mApha karaze? e pustaka to sauthI prathama ullekha karavA yogya hatuM -- cheka chelle nahi. e pustakane bIjuM koI pustaka vaTAvI jaI zake nahi (transcend). je pustakamAM kazuM ja lakhANa nathI, mAtra 18 For Personal & Private Use Only

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nasuddIna zara zUnyatA (nothingness)nA ja saMdeza che, te pustakane zI rIte vaTAvI jaI zakAya ? zUnyatAno artha khAlIpaNuM - pokaLapaNuM nathI - paraMtu pUrNatA che. pUrvanA dezamAM zUnyatAnA artha taddana judA thAya che| pUrNatA - UbhAI jatI pUrNatA, jemAM umeravAnuM kazuM bAkI rahetuM nathI. sUphIonA e pustakanA e saMdeza che. 35 nasuddIna (AThamI beThakanA) dazamA tarIke huM mullA nasuddInane rajU karyuM chuM. e (TucakAo ane kahANIo kahetI) koI kAlpanikra vyakti nathI. te eka adhyAtmajJAnI sUphI hatA, ane temanI kabara haju paNa astitvamAM che. paNa te evA mANasa hatA ke kabaramAM poDhasA poDhayA paNa potAnI majAka karavAnI Teva na choDe. temaNe (maratA pahelAM) je vasiyatanAmuM lakhI rAkhyuM hatuM temAM jaNAvyuM hatuM ke mArI kabara uparanA rAjA tarIke mAtra eka bAraNuM mukAvavuM. tene tALuM mAravuM ane pachI tenI kUMcI dariyAmAM pheMkI devI | A kevI vicitra bAbata che? leAko temanI kabaranAM darzane Aya che. teo e bAraNAnI ja pradakSiNA kare che, kAraNa ke tyAM bAraNuM ja che - dIvAlA nathI. dIvAle vinAnA e bAraNAne pAchuM tALuM mAreluM che! mullA nasaruddIna kabaramAM peDhathA peDhayA paNa hasyA karatA haze. ... nasuddIna jeTalA maiM koIne cAhyA nathI. dharma ane hAsyane bene bhegAM karanAra e eka ja mANasa che. bAkI badhe te dharma ane hAsya ekabIjA tarapha avaLuM mAM karI pITha tarapha pITha rAkhIne ja rahetAM For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustake - je mane gamyAM che' hamezAM mAlUma paDe che. stradIne temanI duzmanAvaTane haTAvI baMnene ekabIjAnAM sAthI evAM mitra banAvyAM che. ane jayAre dharma ane hAsya bhegAM maLe, jyAre dhyAna hasavA lAge ane jyAre hAsya dhyAna dhare, tyAre eka camatkAra ja sarjAya - camatkArane paNa dAdo camatkAra! 36 "dha sUphIjha? (navamI beThakanA) yA tarIke huM idrIsa zAha (Idries Shah)ne rajU karuM chuM. temanA eka pustakanuM nAma huM devAne nathI; kAraNa ke, temanAM badhAM pustako suMdara che. e mANasanAM badhAM pustakonI huM bhalAmaNa karuM chuM. paraMtu temanAM badhAM pustakomAM eka pustaka badhAMmAM TecanuM pustaka che. temanAM badhAM ja pustako suMdara che, eTale badhAM ja pustakonAM nAma devAnuM mane game; paNa temanuM pustaka "dha sUphIjha" te eka namUnedAra hIro ja che. "dha sUphIjha" pustakamAM temaNe je pradAna karyuM che te amApya che - amUlya che. enA jevI koI suMdara kRti mArA levAmAM Ave ke tarata huM tenuM mUlya samajI jaI tenI prazaMsA karavA besI jAuM chuM ane e kharekhara suMdara kRti che. tame idrIsa zAhanuM pustaka "dha sUphIjha samajazo tyAre ja huM kahuM chuM te vAta paNa samajavA pAmaze. IdrIsa zAhe ja pazcimanA deza tarapha mulAM nasa dInane paNa jANItA karyA che. ane e emaNe karelI amarelI sevA che. pazcimanA dezoe e mATe temanA hamezAM AbhArI rahevuM paDaze. teo tene badala kadI vALI zakaze nahi. IdrIta zAhe mullA nasuddInanA nAnA TucakAone vaLI vadhu suMdara banAvI ApyA che. e mANasamAM e TucakAonuM yathAtatha bhASAMtara For Personal & Private Use Only

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junaida karavAnI zakti te che ja, uparAMtamAM teNe te TucakAone vadhu suMdara banAvI ApyA che - vadhu tIkhA banAvI ApyA che - vadhu sacoTa banAvI ApyA che. huM tenAM badhAM pustakone mArI yAdImAM sAmela karuM chuM. 37 junaida (AThamI beThakanA) chaThThA tarIke huM bIjA eka mahAna sUphI junaida (Junnaid)ne rajU karuM chuM. ala hillAja masUranA te guru hatA. ala hilAja te jagamazahUra thaI gayA kAraNa ke, "anala haka ("huM ja eka khudA chuM') belavA mATe dhamadha mullAe temanI hatyA karI nAkhI hatI. paraMtu tethI junaida bhulAI gayA. paraMtu junaide uccArelAM thoDAM vAkyo - thoDAka TukaDA- je hajI bacI rahyA che, te kharekhara mahAna che. te sivAya te ala hillAja mansura jevAnA guru kevI rIte thaI zake? thoDIka vArtAo, thoDAka kalAma, thoDAMka nivedane cAlyo Ave che, paNa badhuM TukaDA TukaDA jevuM veravikhera, adhyAtma-jJAnIonI e ja rIta hoya che. badhuM joDIne AkhuM eka karI ApavAnI paMcAtamAM teo paDatA ja nathI. teo phUlonI mALA banAvavA besatA nathI, teo te phUlane Dhagalo ja vALyA kare che. tamAre pachI pasaMda karavuM hoya te karI lo! juneda ala hiTalAja majUrane kahyuM hatuM ke, te je jANyuM che te mA upara na lAvato - mee kadI belI na nAkho. "anala haka' moTethI kadI na bolo. bolavuM hoya te paNa evI rIte belaje che jethI koI sAMbhaLI na jAya. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake je mane gamyAM che? badhAe junaidane anyAya karyo che. badhA ema mAne che ke te pita ('anava haka') moTethI bolatAM bItA hatA. paraMtu e vAta khoTI che. satyatattvane pAmavuM saheluM che. tene jAhera karavuM paNa saheluM che; paraMtu tattvane pitAnA hRdayamAM jAhera karyA vinA kaMDArI rAkhavuM bahu agharuM che. jemane te sAMbhaLavAnI garaja hoya teo tamArA aMtaranA UMDANa - tamArA mauna tarapha bhale Ave. e kUvA pAse pahoMce te bhale temAMthI amRta-jaLa ulecI jAya. 38 meherabAbA (AThamI beThakanI ja) sAtamI tarIke huM evI vyaktine rajU karuM chuM jene junaide pote cAhI hota : meherabAbA! meherabAbAe 30 varSa sudhI mauna sevyuM hatuM. e te eka vikama ja hato. mahAvIre bAra varSa ja mauna sevyuM hatuM. meherabAbAe mahAvIrane te vikama teDI nAkhyo hate... trIsa varSa sudhI mauna sevavuM. te potAnA hAtha vaDe theDI nizAnI karatA - jema huM bolatI vakhate paNa karuM chuM. keTalIka vAte bolavA karatAM nizAnIo vaDe ja batAvI zakAya che. meherabAbAe zabdone tyAga karyo hato paNa nizAnIone tyAga nahoto karyo. temaNe nizAnIone paNa tyAga nahote karyo e ApaNa saunuM sadabhAgya che. temanA aMtaraMga sAthIee- ziSyoe e nizAnI ne artha karIne -samajIne temanA maMtavyonuM eka pustaka taiyAra karyuM che. meherabAbAnA trIsa varSanA mana pachI temanA maMtavyone je pustaka prasiddha thayuM che tenuM nAma vahu vicitra ApavAmAM AvyuM che- "gaDa spIkasa) ("Izvara bele che'). ane e pustakane e ja nAma ApavuM ghaTe paNa che. meherabAbA maunamAM ja jIvyA ane manamAM ja maryA. te kadI bolyA na hatA. paraMtu temanuM mauna ja temanuM nivedana, temane AviSkAra, For Personal & Private Use Only

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omara khayyAma rubAyata temanuM mahAgIta hatuM. tethI temanA pustakane "gaoNDa spIkasa' nAma ApyuM che te sarvathA samucita che. eka jhena pustakamAM kahyuM che ke, "kUle kadI bolatA nathI." paraMtu te dharAra khoTI vAta che. phUla bho aMgrejI bhASAmAM, jApAnIjha bhASAmAM ke saMskRta bhASAmAM nahI latAM hoya; paNa teo kUlonI pitAnI bhASAmAM jarUra bole che. huM te vAta barAbara jANuM chuM, kAraNa ke mane sugaMdhanI elarjI che. mane mAIlo dUrathI kula bolatuM hoya te saMbhaLAya che. eTale huM mArA pitAnA anubhavanI vAta ja karuM chuM. e rUpakanI bhASA nathI. huM pharIthI kahuM chuM ke phUla bole che, paraMtu potAnI khAsa evI phUlanI bhASAmAM. tethI "Izvara bole che" e nAma game tevuM vicitrA lAge. paNa meherabAbAnI bAbatamAM te taddana sAcuM che. te kaMI paNa bolyA vinA ghaNuM bolI gayA che. 39 emara khayyAma : rubAyata (bIjI beThakanA) chaThThA pustaka tarIke huM emara khayyAmanuM rubAvata' pustaka rajU karuM chuM. mArI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che. bIjuM kAMI bhUlI javA mATe huM sau koInI mAphI mAgI zakuM, paraMtu emara khayyAmanI "rUbAyata gaNAvavAnuM huM bhUlI gayo te badala huM mArI jAtane kadI mAphI bakSI nahi zakuM. huM mAtra rudana karI zakuM - vilApa karI zakuM. huM mArAM AMsuthI ja kSamA mAgI zakuM - zabdothI haragija nahi. "bAyata... duniyAmAM sauthI vadhu vaMcAtuM paraMtu sauthI vadhu khoTA arthamAM levAte graMtha che. tenA (zAbdika) bhASAMtarane je artha nIkaLe 1. kaI vastu khAvAthI, pIvAthI, sparzavAthI ke suMghavAthI koI ' keI lokone rAga jevuM - phelA jevuM thaI Ave che. te mANasone te vastunI * elajI' che ema kahevAya. - sa For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustake- je mane gamyAM che' te arthamAM te samajAya che, paraMtu tene je bhAva che - spirit che - te arthamAM te bilakula samajavAmAM AvatuM nathI. bhASAMtarakAra tene mULa bhAva pitAnA bhASAMtaramAM lAvI zakyo nathI. "rubAvata' rUpakanI bhASAmAM lakhAyela graMtha che, tyAre tene bhASAMtarakAra sIdhe sAdo aMgreja che. rUbAyatamAM zarAba ane suMdarInI vAta sivAya bIjuM kAMI nathI. te zarAba ane suMdarInAM ja gIta gAya che. tenA bhASAMtarakAro - ane te ghaNAbadhA che - te badhA ja beTo artha karI beThA che. kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke omara khayyAma sakI - adhyAtmajJAnI - "tasAvapha" ('Tasawuf') vALa mANasa hato. jyAre te strI viSe vAta kare che, tyAre kharI rIte te Izvara viSe vAta karato hoya che. sUphIo Izvarane e rIte saMbodhe che... priyatamA, e mArI priyatamA!'.. teo Izvarane nArIjAtivAcaka zabdathI saMbodhe che, e haMmezA dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM. AkhI mAnavajAta itihAsamAM koIe Izvarane strI tarIke saMbodhyAne bIjo koI dAkhalo nahi maLe. sUphIo Izvarane priyatamA tarIke ja saMbodhe che. ane zarAba e te priyatama priyatamAne maLe tyAre je vAta bane tenuM nAma che. tene drAkSanA Asava sAthe kazI levAdevA nathI. premI premikAne maLe, ziSya gurune maLe, sAdhaka pitAnA sAdhyane pAme, tyAre je Ubharo Ave che, je unmAda thAya che, je rUpAMtara thAya che, tenuM ja nAma "zarAba" che. bAyata" khoTI rIte ja samajavAmAM AvI che, te kAraNe ja huM tene yAdImAM sAmela karavAnuM cUkI gayo haIza. For Personal & Private Use Only

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40 vidharma huM atyAra sudhI (bIjI beThakanAM cAra pustako gaNAvyA sudhI) "bodhidharmanA ziSyae karelI nadhi' ("dha naTsa oNpha dha DisAIpalsa opha bodhidharma') pustakano ullekha karavAnuM paNa bhUlI gayo hato. jyAre jyAre huM gautama buddha vize vAta karuM chuM tyAre huM bodhidharmane hamezAM bhUlI jAuM chuM. kadAca temanA guru buddha vize kahevAmAM te AvI gayA ema mane lAgatuM haze. paNa nahi! e khoTuM che. bodhidharma te potAnA paga upara ja UbhelA mANasa che. te alabatta buddhanA mahAna ziSya hatA - eTalA badhA mahAna ke temanA gurune ja temanI IrSA Ave! bodhidhameM pote to eka zabda paNa lakhyo nathI. paraMtu temanA keTalAka ziSyoe - jemaNe potAnAM nAma paNa jAhera thavA dIdhAM nathI - temaNe bodhidharmanA keTalAka zabdonuM TAMcaNa karI lIdheluM. e TAMcaNa paNa bahu thoDuM ja che; paraMtu e "thoDuM' paNa kohInUra hIrA jeTaluM kImatI che. "kohInUra' zabdano artha "vizvanuM nUra' - vizvanI jyoti evo thAya. nUra eTale jati - prakAza. ane kahI eTale vizva - jagata. mAre koI vastunI "kohInUra' kahIne prazaMsA karavI hoya te bodhidharmanA anAmI rahelA ziSyoe karI lIdhelA TAMcaNanI ja karuM. (kama-doSa vahorIne bAkI rahI gayeluM e pustaka ahIM umerI lIdhuM che. kharI rIte tenuM sthAna bauddhadharmanAM pustako sAthe hovuM joItuM hatuM. - saM0) 65 50- 5 For Personal & Private Use Only

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41 jarathrusra jarmana gAMDA philasUpha nitzee bIjuM kAMI lakhyuM na hota, ane mAtra 'dhasa speka jharaNuSa' ekaluM ja pustaka lakhyuM hAta, te paNa teNe AkhI mAnavajAta upara meTo upakAra karyo hAta - tenI mATAmAM mATI sevA bajAvI hota. koI mANasa pAsethI ethI vadhunI apekSA rAkhI ja na zakAya. kAraNa ke jharaNujI lagabhaga bhulAI ja gayA hatA; nitzee ja temane pAchA ANyA - temane navA janma Apyo - temanuM punarutthAna karyuM e pustaka bhaviSyanuM bAibala banI rahevAnuM che, ema kahevAya che ke, jharathrusra janmyA te vakhate ja khaDakhaDATa hasI paDayA hatA. tarata janmeluM bALaka khaDakhaDATa hase ? bahu te madhura smita jevuM kare. paraMtu khaDakhaDATa hase ? hase tApaNa zAnA upara hase ? kAraNa ke hasavA mATe kaMI anuSaMga - kaMI nimitta joIe. te bALaka jharaNusra kanI - zAnI - majAka karatA hasI paDayA haze vAru? A AkhA vizvarUpI majAka upara - AkhA astitvarUpI majAka upara te hasI paDayA hatA. So jharathrusra temanA janma TANe hasyA hatA. paraMtu e te zarUAta ja hatI. pachI te AkhI jiMdagIbhara te hasatA ja rahyA hatA. temanuM AkhuM jIvana eka hAsyarUpa ja hatuM. tApaNa lAko temane cheka ja bhUlI gayA hatA. aMgrejoe tA temanuM nAma paNa badalI nAkhyuM hatuM. teo temane jhorosTara (Zoroaster) kahetA. kevA bhayaMkara uccAra ! garathrusra zabdamAM gulAbanI F For Personal & Private Use Only

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jarathustra pAMkhaDInI madhuratA che, tyAre "jhoresTara' zabda te jANe koI bhayaMkara yAMtrika henArata jevo lAge che. jharathustra pate ja pitAnuM nAma 'jhorosTara' thayeluM joI hasyA haze. phreDarika nie temane jAheramAM ANyA te pahelAM te bhulAI ja gayA hatA, ane bhulAI gayA hoya te temAM navAI pAmavA jevuM paNa zuM che? kAraNa ke, musalamAnoe jharathusTanA badhA anuyAyIone baLAtkAre vaTalAvIne musalamAna banAvI dIdhA hatA. DAka - bahu thoDA -loko bhAratamAM nAsI chUTayA. ane bhArata sivAya bIje jAya paNa kayAM? 'kAraNa ke, bhAratamAM koI pAsaporTa ke visA vinA koI mANasa vinA kazI rokaToka praveza karI zake che. musalamAna hatyArAonA hAthamAMthI bahu thoDA ja jharathustranA anuyAyIo nAsI chUTayA hatA. bhAratamAM teonI saMkhyA lAkheka jeTalI ja che. - have lAkha jeTalA mANasenA dharma ke paMthanI koNa paMcAta kare ? - ane te lAkha jeTalA paNa mAtra bhAratamAM ja che ane te paNa moTe bhAge eka muMbaI zaheramAM ke tenI AsapAsamAM ja. e loko paNa jharathuSyane bhUlI ja gayA che. teone hiMduo sAthe samAdhAna karIne ja jIvavAnuM hatuM. Ama teo kUvAmAMthI nAsI chUTI pAchA khAImAM ja paDyA che - vadhu UMDI khAImAM. kAraNa ke sAco rasto vacce ja che - buddha tene "madhyama mArga" kahetA. barAbara vacce ja sAce mArga hoya - deraDA upara cAlanAro jema vacce ja cAle che . tema.. nizenI moTAmAM moTI sevA Adhunika jagatamAM jharaNujIne pAchA lAvavAne lagatI che. tenI moTAmAM moTI kunasevA eDala hiTalara che. niTaze ema sevA ane kusevA ema baMne kAma karyA che. joke eDolapha hiTalara mATe nirzane javAbadAra na kahI zakAya. ninA 2. murderers. For Personal & Private Use Only

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F 'suparamaeNna ' ('sarvocca mAnava')nA samajyA temAM nitzenA zo vAMka? huM 'dhasa speka jharathrusra' pustakane cAhuM chuM. huM bahu thoDAM pustakone cAhuM chuM. huM temane AMgaLIne veDhe gaNAvI zakuM. 'dhasa speka jharathrusra' te pustakomAM prathama che. 'pustakA - je mane gamyAM che' siddhAMtane hiTalara 'khoTI rIte 42 lAe tsu(se) 6 pahelI beThaThane aMte ozo rajanIzajIe dhaksa speka jharathrusra pustakanI vistArathI rajUAta karI batAvyA bAda bAkInAM nava pustako AMgaLIne veDhe gaNI batAvatA hAya tema mAtra nAma daine gaNI batAvyAM hatAM. temAM pAMcamA pustaka tarIke lA jhunA pustaka * tA te ciMga'nuM nAma ullekhyuM hatuM. ' tA' e cInanA prAcIna paraMparAgata philasUphInA siddhAMtanuM nAma che. parama tattva ke je prApta karavA mAnavamAtre prayatna karavAnA che, tathA te prApta karavAnA mArga ae sAdhanA te siddhAMta varNavI batAve che. te advaita vedAMtane mukhya bAbatamAM maLatA AvatA siddhAMta che. lA tbue (samaya I. sa. pUrve 604 - 531)1 e siddhAMta aMge upara ullekheluM pustaka lakhyuM che. te pustakanI bAbatamAM tathA tA siddhAMta aMge rajanIzajIe meATA graMyA bharIne vaktavya kareluM che. paraMtu temanI prastuta beThako daramyAna temaNe baMne viSe kaMI vizeSa rajUAta karI nathI, lAenDru viSe temaNe cInanA jANItA smRtikAra kaoNnphaziyasa viSe rajUAta karatAM te benI sarakhAmaNI ke te be vaccenuM aMtara batAvavA je ullekhA karyA che te nIce mujaba che . --- 1. A samaya nizcita thaI zakaco nathI, emanA samacatI khAbatamAM kalpanAe. ja karAya che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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kAo juse) mane konyuziyasa jarA paNa gamatuM nathI; tathA te mane gamate nathI te kAraNe meM keI aparAdha karyo hoya ema paNa huM mAnato nathI. kaoNziyasa ane lAo jhu e baMne samakAlIne hatA. lAo ju kaoNnphaziyasathI uMmaramAM kaMIka moTA haze. kaoNnphaziyasa eka vakhata lA nyune maLavA paNa gayo hato, paraMtu pUjate dhUne parasevAthI rebajheba thate pAcho doDI Avyo hato. konphaziyasanA ziSyoe tene pUchyuM paNa kharuM ke, "zuM thayuM? zuM thayuM? guphAmAM tame be jaNA ja hatA, trIjuM koI na hatuM; te pachI ATalA badhA "jo cho kema?" kaoNnphaziyase javAba Apyo ke, "trIje kaI e jenAre sArI na hato te sAruM thayuM. pele mANasa (vA ju) te rAkSasa che, rAkSasa. teNe te mane mArI ja nAkhe heta; paNa huM nAsI chUTyo." kaoNnphaziyase sAcuM ja kahyuM hatuM. lAo -- je mANasa kharekhara tamane mArI ja nAkhe - tamArA no janma ghaDavA, tamAruM punarutthAna karavA. kaoNnphaziyasa potAnA umaraNa'mAMthI nAsI chUTayo na hato, paraMtu potAnA punarutthAnamAMthI bhAgI Avyo hato. je maravA taiyAra na thAya tenuM punarutthAna thavuM - punarjanma tha azakya che. lAo ne meM pasaMda karyA che - haMmezane mATe. kaoNnphaziyasa sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya koTIne - A duniyAno mANasa hato. te iMglenDamAM nahete janme e ja navAInI vAta che. te divasamAM iMglenDa taddana jaMgalI jevo ja deza hata; mUlyavAna evuM kazuM tenI pAse na hatuM. kaoNnphaziyasa eka rAjakAraNI mANasa hato, lura tathA heziyAra. paraMtu buddhimAna jarAya nahi; nahi to te lAe june caraNe ja paDayo hota, temanI pAsethI nAsI chUTayo na hota. te lAo juthI bIje na hato, paNa zUnyAvasthAthI banyo hato. kAraNa ke vAo -- eTale ja zUnyAvasyA. 2. dragon. (cInamAM e nAma prasiddha che.) For Personal & Private Use Only

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che. "pustake - je mane gamyAM che" konphaziyase rADa pADIne potAnA ziSyone kahyuM, "zUnyAvasthA? cUpa mare? zUnyAvasthA to kabaramAM poDhazo tyAre ja maLaze. jIvana daramyAna vaLI zUnyAvasthA kevI? jIvanamAM ghaNuM ghaNuM karI javAnuM che." have tame samajI zakazo ke mane te zAthI gamato nathI. lA nyu jevA mahAnamAM mahAna mANasa pAse pahoMcyA pachI te pAcho pharyo ! mane tene mATe raDavuM Ave che. joke kaoNnphaziyasanAM pustakomAMthI eka agatyanuM pustaka "dha enelekaTsa' (The Analects) huM A yAdImAM umerI lauM chuM - niSpakSatA dAkhavavA khAtara. te pustakane huM vRkSanAM mULiyAMnI upamA ApuM - taddana kadarUpAM paNa ati Avazyaka ! e pustakamAM kaoNnphaziyase duniyA ane duniyAdArInI ghaNI vAto karI che. cuAMga blyu Ao junI mAphaka ozo rajanIzajIe cuAMga jI tathA temanA pustaka "dha rebalsa oNpha cuAMga jhu' viSe prastuta beThako daramyAna sIdhuM vaktavya karyuM nathI, paraMtu lIna yuTAMga nAmanA khristI thaI gayelA cInI lekhakanA pustaka "dha vijhaDama opha cAyanAnI (14mI beThakanA bIjA pustaka tarIke) rajUAta karatI vakhate tenI TIkA karatAM e pustaka viSe kaMIka vaktavya karyuM che, te nIce mujaba lIna yuTAMgamAM lakhavAnI AvaData sArI ane puSkaLa che eTale tene cInanA jJAnIo vize tathA jJAna vize pustaka lakhI nAkhyuM che. paraMtu te lAo -- viSe kaMI ja jANatuM nathI, jemanAmAM cIna dezanA ekalAne ja jJAnane nahi, paraMtu AkhI duniyAnA jJAnane 3. 11 mI beThakamAM bIjA pustaka tarIke, For Personal & Private Use Only

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cuAMga ju arka bhareluM che. alabatta, te lA tunAM thoDAM vAkyo potAnA pustakamAM TAMke che, paNa te evAM vAkyo che ke je tenA khristI uchera sAthe susaMgata hoya. bIjA zabdomAM kahIe te te vAkyo lAo --ne siddhAMta rajU karatAM ja nathI. lIna yuTAMga potAnA pustakamAM cuAMga junAM je vAkyo TAMke che, te vAkyo tarkasaMgata lAgatAM pasaMda karelA vAkyo ja che. paraMtu zuAMga -- bilakula tarkasaMgata hatA ja nahi; te to tarkanI pAra gayelA mANasa hatA. duniyAmAM tarkavisaMgata evo koI mANasa hatA. cuAMga jhu to mArA premanuM eka pAtra che; ane jyAre ApaNe koIne prema karatA hoIe tyAre tene mATe kaMI kahevAnuM Ave tyAre ApaNe maryAdA oLaMgI jaIne atizayokti ja karavAnA ke mane temAM kazI atizayokti lAgatI nathI. cuAMga jue lakhelI eka daSTAMtakathA mATe huM temane AkhI duniyAnuM rAjya bakSI dauM... ane temaNe to seMkaDo tevI kathAo lakhI che. temanI eka eka kathA (bAIbalanA) "saramana ona dha mAunTa" jeTalI mUlyavAna che." "songa oNpha solomana" ane "bhagavaddagItA" jeTalI! dareka kathA mahatvanI vastu evI suMdara rIte rajU kare che ke tenI bIjA kazA sAthe tulanA ja na karI zakAya. For Personal & Private Use Only

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sesana paraMtu A zuM? A vaLI kevI majAka che? A cInI RSi mArA bAraNA upara Thoka zA mATe pADayA kare che? mArA aMtara upara Theka pADe e bAraNA upara ja Theka pADyA kahevAya ne? A adhyAtmazAnIone te bhAre julama heya che. teo samaya ane samayanI paMcAtamAM paDayA vinA phAve tyAre AvIne UbhA rahe che. eTikeTa ke ziSTAcAra jevuM teo kAMI mAnatA ja nathI! ane A cInI phaSi zA mATe Thoka pADayA karatA hatA? te ema pUchavA mAgatA hatA ke be beThakomAM thaIne 20 pustako gaNAvI dIdhAM hovA chatAM haju temanA graMthanuM pustakanuM nAma meM kema lIdhuM nathI? bhalA bhagavAna. temanI vAta karI ja che. paraMtu meM temanA pustakanuM nAma mArI yAdImAM nathI lIdhu tenuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke, temAM badhuM ja AvI jAya che. eTale temanA pustakane yAdImAM ghauM eTale pachI nAma levA jevuM bIju koI pustaka sUjhe ja nahIM. sesana svayaM-saMpUrNa vyakita che- temaNe kahevA jevuM kazuM ja bAkI rAkhyuM nathI, temanA pustakanuM nAma che"HSIN HSiN MiNG' ('sIna rsIna miga').. ThIka, to sesanajI huM ApanuM pustaka (trIjI beThakanA) prathama pustaka tarIke laI lauM chuM. zarUAtamAM ja tene prathama tarIke ja levuM 1. rajanIzajI ahIM Takera karatA jAya che ke HsiN no uccAra aMgrejI SIN - athota pApa je na karatA. paraMtu cAInIjha uccAra za thAya e to ApaNe kalpI levAnuM ja rahe che. - sa. For Personal & Private Use Only

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sesana che. amitA kasaka ja gaNAvI che joItuM hatuM. paraMtu meM atyAra agAu vIseka pustako gaNAvI dIdhAM ja che tene kaMI vAMdho nahIM - tamAruM pustaka prathama na gaNAvyuM hoya te paNa prathama ja che - agrima (foremost) ja che. "sIna sIna miga" eTaluM badhuM nAnuM pustaka che ke, gujaepha (Gurdjieff) udlal yadsej aid 'All and Everything' ("samasta ane pUrNa?) Ape che te joI sesana hasI paData. kAraNa ke, e nAma temanA pustakane lAgu paDatuM hoI gujaekane potAnuM vaktavya kahI devA mATe hajAra hajAra pAna bharavAM paDyAM che. tyAre sesananuM pustaka to ApaNA DAbA hAthanA paMjA upara ja pUruM lakhI zakAya teTaluM nAnuM che. te pustakanuM dareka vAkaya gujaephanAM se vAkyo karatAM vadhu vedhaka che vadhu arthapUrNa (significant) che. sesananuM pustaka "IzopaniSada' jeTaluM nAnuM che-paraMtu vadhAre arthapUrNa - vadhAre mahatvanuM che. joke Ama kahetI vakhate mAruM hRdaya bhAgI paDe che. paraMtu zuM karuM? sesana jItI jAya che, ane IzapaniSadane harAvI jAya che. IzopaniSada hAre che tethI temaja sesananuM pustaka jItI jAya che tethI mArI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI jAya che, sesananuM pustaka eTaluM badhuM suMdara che. tene dareka zabda senAne che. emanA pustakamAMthI eka paNa zabda mane jaDato nathI jene rada karI zakAya. dareka zabda tattva arthAt satyane pragaTa karavA mATe joIe te ja mukAyo che. pitAnuM pustaka lakhatI vakhate sana jANe tarkasaMgatatAno avatAra banI rahyA haze. meM "sana sIna kiMga' pustaka vize ghaNuM vaktavya kareluM che, ane e pustaka vize bolavAnuM mane jeTaluM gaLyuM che teTaluM bIjA koI 2. rajanIzajI A ThekANe DAbA ane jamaNAnI bAbatamAM TIkA karatA jAya che. te ema kahe che ke, keInA hRdayamAM pesavA mATe DAbI bAjI ja sAcI bAju che. tethI strIne paNa "vAmA kahevAmAM Ave che. - 3, tremendously logical, For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che? pustaka vize gamyuM nathI. sesana vize bolatI vakhate ja mArA vaktavyanI zreSThamAM zreSTha paLa vyatIta thayelI mane lAgI che. sesana vize bolavuM ane mauna rahevuM e baMne vAnI sAthe ja thAya che. kAraNa ke sesana viSe samajatI ApavI hoya to te mauna rahevAthI ja ApI zakAya. sesana zabdonA niSNAta na hatA, te to mauna - mUkatAnA niSNAta hatA. te ochAmAM ochuM belyA che. PISY 24 : GURDJIEFF' (12 mI beThakanA) pAMcamA pustaka tarIke huM gujaephanuM "mahAtmAedial arzial' (Meetings with Remarkable Men) pustaka rajU karuM chuM. e eka mahAna graMtha che. gujaeka AkhI duniyA upara pharI vaLyA hatA - khAsa karIne madhya pUrvanA dezamAM ane bhAratavarSamAM. te tibeTa sudhI paNa jaI pahoMcyA hatA, eTaluM ja nahi paNa mAjI dalAI lAmAnA zikSaka (teacher) tarIke paNa temaNe kAmagIrI bajAvI hatI. gujaephe A pustaka, pote potAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna je je mahApuruSone maLyA hatA, te tamAmane AdarapUrvakanI hArdika zraddhAMjalI arpaNa karavA rUpe ja lakhyuM che sUphIo, bhAratIya adhyAtmajJAnIo. tibeTanA lAmAo, jApAnanA jhena sAdhu - e sa emAM AvI jAya che... paNa mAre tamane kahI devuM joIe ke temaNe ghaNA mahApuruSa sAthenI mulAkAtane A pustakamAMthI bAtala rAkhI che. mAtra e kAraNe ke e copaDIne bajAranI jarUriyAta mujaba nAnI karavAnI hatI. huM evI bajAranI jarUriyAtone prAdhAnya Apate nathI, eTale kahI zakuM chuM ke temaNe ghaNA agatyanA mahApuruSa sAthenI mulAkAtane emanI copaDImAMthI paDatI mUkI che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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75 guepha A pustaka mAtra "vAMcavA mATenuM pustaka nathI. eno te UMDe abhyAsa karavo joIe - "pATha" karavo joIe. aMgrejI bhASAmAM hiMdI zabda "pATha' mATe koI ucita zabda nathI. koI vastuno "pATha" kare eTale te eka ja vastune AkhI jiMdagI sudhI roja vAMcyA karavI. mAtra "vAMcyA karavI" ema kahIe tethI paNa kazo artha sarato nathI - khAsa karIne pazcimanA dezomAM, jyAM kAgaLanAM pUThAM vALI (paperback) copaDIo vAMcIne pheMkI devAmAM Ave che yA te relave TrenamAM jayAM beThA hoya te beThaka upara ja paDatI mUkavAmAM Ave che. "pATha karavo' eTale UMDo abhyAsa karavo evo artha paNa nathI thatuM. kAraNa ke, "abhyAsa kare eTale zabda ke zabdono artha samajavA ekAgra thaIne prayatna karavo eTale ja artha samajAya. paraMtu pATha' vastu mAtra vAcana ke abhyAsa karatAM kyAMya vadhAre che - judI che. pATha kare eTale eka ja vastunuM AnaMdapUrvaka punarAvartana karavuM - eTalA badhA AnaMdapUrvaka ke e vastu tamArA aMtaramAM UMDI UtarI jAya - tamArA prANarUpa - zvAsocchavAsarUpa banI jAya. e sthiti prApta karavA mATe AkhI jiMdagI paNa kharcI nAkhavI paDe ane sAcI copaDIo - gujaephanI "mahAtmAone satsaMga' jevI copaDIo samajavI hoya te ema ja karavuM paDe. gujaephanA pustakamAM kAlpanika mulAkAte ke mahAtmAonI vAta nathI. eka amerikana lekhake "DaoNna juAna" (Don Juan) nAmanA kAlpanika puruSanI vAta lakhI che paNa ema karIne teNe mAnavajAtanI mahAna ku sevA ja karI che. kAraNa ke, AdhyAtmika bAbatamAM kalpanAne jarA paNa chUTodara ApavAne na hoya, tema karavAthI UlaTuM mANamAM e beTo khyAla besI javAno saMbhava che ke AdhyAtmika bAbatanI lobhAmaNI vAte mAtra kalpanAo ja hoya che. gujaephe to sAcA mahApuruSonI ja vAta lakhI che. te cepaDImAM nirUpelA 1. Carlos Castaneda. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustako-je mane gamyAM che? keTalAka mahAtmAe te haju jIve che ane temAMnA keTalAkane te huM pite ja maLI Avyo chuM, gujaeke potAnI paDImAM jemane paDatA mUkyA che, te mahAtmAone paNa huM maLyuM chuM ane temaNe gujaepha sAthe thayelI mulAkAtanI vAtane Teko Ape che. bajArane anukULa thavA gujiephe e badhAne paDImAMthI paDatA mUkavAnI jarUra nahotI. gujaeka pite eka samartha mANasa hatA. temane vaLI bajAranI paMcAtamAM paDIne kharekhara agatyanI kahevAya evI mahApuruSa sAthenI mulAkAtane pitAnI paDImAMthI paDatI mukavAnI heya kharI? eTale emanuM pustaka eTalA pUratuM adhUruM che. chatAM te ati mUlyavAna pustaka che. AphaspenjhI (Ouspensky) nAmanA lekhake pote AdarelI paramagurunI zodha aMge eka pustaka lakhyuM che. te mATe e AkhI duniyAmAM pharI vaLyo hato. paNa bhAratamAM te varSo sudhI rakhaDavo hato. tenA pustakamAM parama tatva ane parama puruSa aMgenI sAcI samajaNathI te thoDo ja dUra rahI jAya che. paraMtu tatvathI "thoDA' ja dUra rahevuM eTale dUra ja rahevuM evuM samajavuM. temAM thoDA' dUra ke "vadhAre dUra hovAnI vAta karavAnI na hoya. AupenkrInI zodha aNadhArI zake ja monA eka upAhAragRhamAM pUrI thaI. tyAM tene gujaephane bheTo thayo: gujaepha eka bArI pAse besI khAvA AvanArAonI Ava jAnI tathA zerImAM ramatAM chokarAMnI cIsAcIsa vacce ja pitAnuM "All and Every. thing" ("samasta ane pUrNa) nAmanuM pustaka lakhI rahyA hatA. AupenkIe gujaephane joyA ke tarata ja te temane sarvasva arpaNa karI beTho. evA mukta - mahApuruSane juo ane temane sarvasava arpaNa na karI bese, te tame kAM te mareluM maDaduM levA joIe 2. 'Insearch of the Miraculous. 3. cafeteria. For Personal & Private Use Only

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gujiepha athavA paththara ke bIjI koI dhAtunuM ja pUtaLuM. AupekkI gujiephanI AMkha sAme jotAM ja samajI gayo ke je AMkhonA darzana mATe te atyAra sudhI talasate - rakhaDato hato, te AMkhe meskonA tenA gharanI sAme AvelA upAhAra-gRhamAM ja tene jovA maLavAnI hatI ! paNa gujiephane zodhI kADhanAra - duniyAne zodhI ApanAra AupenkI nahi paNa eka aMgreja - beneTa (Bennett) hate. beneTa paNa mahAtmAonI zodhamAM nIkaLI paDanAra AupekI je ja mANasa hato. bhAratamAM zodhatAM zodhatAM tene zivapurI bAbA maLyA hatA. bIjA paNa aneka mahApuruSe viSe teNe lakhANa kareluM che. beneTane gujaephanAM pahelavahelAM darzana kaoNsTanTInepala zaheranA hijaratIo mATenA kendramAM thayAM hatAM. te raziyAmAM thayelI be zevika (sAmyavAdI) krAMtinA divaso hatA ane gujaepha bIjA lAkho raziyAnA rahevAsIo sAthe raziyAmAMthI sahIsalAmata bahAra nIkaLI AvyA tyAM sudhImAM te be vakhata goLIbAranuM nizAna banyA hatA. gujaepha jevA mahAtmA puruSane hijaratI mATenA hatakendrane Azaro levuM paDe enI kalpanA karavA jatAM je mANasa jAta keTalI hIna kakSAe UtarI zake ene khyAla AvatAM mane kamakamAM AvI jAya che. mANasajAta ja buddhane ke gujaephane, jisasane ke bodhidharmane rAhata-kendrano Azaro levaDAve. beneTe jyAre gujiephane zodhI kADhayA tyAre te anna vahecAtuM hatuM te mATe maMDAyelI lAMbI katAramAM UbhA hatA, anna divasamAM eka ja vAra apAtuM hatuM. ane te mATenI lAMgAra khAsI lAMbI hatI. hajAro loko raziyA choDIne bhAgyA hatA, kAraNa ke sAmyavAdIo kene zA mATe mArI nAkhe 4. te hakIkata "TaMkArava'nA agAunA aMkamAM AvI gaI che. .4. refugee camp. 4. Queue. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustakA - je mane gamyAMche tenuM kazuM ThekANuM ja na rahyuM hatuM. tamane jANIne navAI lAgaze ke sAmyavAdIoe eka karoDa jeTalA potAnA dezabaMdhuonI ja katala karI nAkhI hatI. 1- 12 ... beneTe gujiephane zI rIte oLakhI kADhayA haze vAru ! gujiepha potAnA ziSyavRMda vacce upadeza ApatA beThA hoya tyAre temane oLakhI kADhavA muzkela na gaNAya. paraMtu rAhata-kendranI lAMgAramAM annanuM dAna levA UbhelA gujiephane oLakhI kADhavA e kharekhara muzkela bAbata kahevAya. paraMtu beneTe temane temanAM ghaNA divasathI dhAyA vinAnAM rahelAM gaMdAM kapaDAMmAM tathA laMgAramAM UbhelA oLakhI kADhayA te temanI tejasvI AMkhAne kAraNe. e AMkhA zI rIte chupAvI rakhAya? bhale tame sAnAnA siMhAsana upara beThA ho ke anna bhIkhavA mATenI laMgAramAM bof UbhA ho, paNa te AMkho zI rIte chUpI rahe? beneTa te AMkhAne kAraNe ja temanI pazcimanI duniyAnA lokone oLakhANa ke jANa karAvI zako. 6 gujiepha viSe lakhelA petAnA pustakamAM beneTa peAtAne lagatA eka prasaMga A pramANe TAMkI batAve che : 'huM bImAra hatA, khUba ja bImAra hatA; ane mane khAtarI thaI gaI hatI ke have mAruM mRtyu hAthaveMtamAM ja che; paraMtu maratA pahelAM eka vAra -- chellI vAra mAre temanI AMkhAnAM darzana karI levAM hatAM tethI huM temanI pAse doDI gayA. AvI. 'gujiephe tene dhAla tevuM ja karyuM kahevAta. paraMtu gujioph koI divase : CI ite ' - gujaephanA oraDAmAM te pahoMcyo ke tarata ja tenA tarapha najara karatAM ja gujaepha UbhA thaI gayA ane tenI pAse jaI tene bheTavA tathA paMpALavA lAgyA. beneTanA ja mAnyAmAM e vAta na mArI hota to te barAbara temane bhe tene paMpALyo ane bheTayA' e te koIne na kare evI vAta hatI. gujaephe " ; For Personal & Private Use Only

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gujieka beneTane sparza karyo eTalAmAM te beneTanA zarIramAM eka adbhuta - aphATa zaktino saMcAra thayo. paraMtu te ghaDIe beneTe joyuM te gujaepha ekadama jANe phIkA paDI gayA hatA. gujaepha tarata te besI ja paDyA. pachI thoDI vAre mahAparANe UbhA thaI bAtharUma tarapha cAlyA ane beneTane kahetA gayA, "kazI ciMtA na karIza, huM hamaNAM ja je hatA te thaIne pAcho AvuM chuM." beneTa pitAnI sthiti varNavatAM kahe che ke, AvuM svAthya te jANe meM kadI anubhavyuM ja na hatuM. evuM svAthya - evI zakti ! jANe huM dhAruM te karI zakuM eTalI badhI zakti mane mArAmAM anubhavAtI hatI. mane te ghaDIe nepaliyananA zabdo ekadama samajAI gayA ke, "azakya evI koI vastu che ja nahi!' e zabdano artha mane samajAya eTaluM ja nahi, paNa huM dhAruM te karI zakuM evuM mane lAgavA mAMDayuM. joke huM barAbara samajato hato ke e gujaephanI kRpA ja hatI; bAkI, huM kharekhara te maravA ja paDayo hato. A ja anubhava beneTane bIjI vAra paNa thayo hato. e vastune "zaktipAta' karo (bIjAmAM zaktino saMcAra karavo) ema tyAMnI bhASAmAM kahevAmAM Ave che. gujaephe jIvyA tyAM sudhI te beneTanI zraddhA kAyama rahI; paNa temanuM avasAna thatAM ja te bIjA gurunI zodhamAM nIkaLyo ane zivapurI bAbAne maLyo, e vAta ApaNe AgaLa kahI AvyA chIe. paraMtu zivapurIbAbA kyAM ane gujaepha kyAM? beneTa chevaTe gaNita- zAstrI ane vaijJAnika hato; ane tethI beneTanI vartaNUkanI cAvI mane maLI jAya che; vaijJAniko hameza pitAnA kSetranI bahAra mUrNapaNuM ja dAkhavatA hoya che. huM hamezAM vijJAnanI vyAkhyA evI ja ApuM chuM ke, thoDAne vadhumAM vadhu jANavuM tenuM nAma vijJAna! bIjI bAju religiondharmanI vyAkhyA evI ApuM chuM ke, vadhAremAM vadhAre vastuo viSe For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che? thoDAmAM thoDuM jANatA thavuM tenuM nAma dharma! vijJAnanI parAkASThI a-vastu (nothing) mATe badhuM ja jANavAmAM Ave, tyAre dharmanI parAkASThA badhuM ja jANavAmAM' Ave... kazI vastu vize nahi arthAtu jJAnamAM ja Ave. vijJAnano aMta ajJAna (ignorance) che, tyAre dharmane aMta jJAna prakAza (enlightenment) che. gujaepha vize zarUAtamAM ja kaMIka kahevAnuM huM cUkI gaye tenuM kAraNa eTaluM ja hatuM ke temanuM pustaka "All end Everything" ("samasta ane pUrNa ) bahu vicitra pustaka che - vAMcI na zakAya evuM. mArA sivAya e pustakane pahele pAnethI chelle pAne sudhI koI jIvato mANasa vAMcI gayo hoya ema huM mAnato nathI. huM gujaephanA ghaNA anuyAyIone maLyo chuM, paNa temAMnA koI e pustaka pUruM vAMcI zakyA na hatA. te bahu moTuM pustaka che, hajAra pAnanuM, ane gujaepha evA badamAza (rascal) saMta che - mane e vizeSaNa vAparavAnI rajA Apazo - te evI rIte lakhe che, jethI te vAMcI zakAya ja nahi, temanuM eka eka vAkya pAnAM upara pAnAM bharIne cAlatuM hoya che - jethI tame vAkyane cheDe Ave tyAre tenI zarUAta bhUlI ja gayA che. uparAMta te mArI peThe navA navA vicitra zabdo banAvIne vApare che. dAkhalA tarIke kuMDalinI viSe te lakhe che, tyAre tene mATe "kuMDara baphara" evo vicitra zabda ja vApare che. temanuM pustaka kharekhara amUlya che. paraMtu hIrAo sAmAnya patharAo vacce ja chupAyelA paDayA hoya che, temane zodhavA khAsa prayatna karavo paDe. meM e pustaka eka vAra nahi, paNa ghaNI vAra vAMcyuM che. jema jema che temAM UMDe Utarato gayo tema tema mane gujaephanI ADAI samajAtI gaI. jemaNe te pustaka na vAMcavuM joIe - jemaNe te jJAna na meLavavuM joIe - temane na samajAya te mATe yojanApUrvaka temaNe e pustaka jaTIla - agharuM banAvyuM che. jJAnane pacAvI zake evA na 7. bIjI beThaka vakhate. For Personal & Private Use Only

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khalila jibrAna banyA hoya temane te jJAna pIrasavAnuM ja na hoya. sAmAnya mAnavIothI tene chupAvI rAkhavuM ja paDe, jeo tene AtmasAt karI zake prema hoya temane ja te jJAna dharI zakAya. jeo te jJAna mATe adhikArI banyA hoya temane ja te jJAna maLavuM joIe. jJAnane evI gUDha - agharI bhASAmAM chupAvavA pAchaLa - tevI bhASAmAM vIMTALavA pAchaLa temano e ja hetu hoI zake. gujaephanA "All and Everything' ("samasta ane pUrNa') pustaka jevuM anokhuM bIjuM koI pustaka che ja nahi, kAraNa ke vastutAe paNa te "samasta ane pUrNa che. 47 khalila jibrAna : KHALIL GIBRAN (navamI beThakanA) navamA pustaka tarIke huM khalila jibrAnanuM "jisasa, dha sana oNpha mena" ("mAnavaputra jisasa') pustaka rajU karuM chuM. e pustaka pratye sarvatra durlakSa ja karAyuM che. khristIo tene avagaNe che kAraNa ke temAM jisasane mAnavaputra kahyA che. teo te pustakane avagaNe che eTaluM ja nahi tene dhikkAre che. pote ja tene (him) dhikkAratA hoya, te pachI bIjo koNa tenI (it) darakAra karavAno hate? khalila jibrAna jerusalemanI najIka AvelA sIriyAno vatanI kahevAya. vastutAe paNa sIriyAnI parvatamALAmAM vasatA loko - thoDA ghaNA to kharA ja - jisasa bolatA hatA te Aramaic bhASA ja bole che. tyAM AvelAM gaganacuMbI UMcAM seDAra (Cedar) vRkSonI ?.. condemn. 50- For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che? vacce koI mUrNa jaIne Ubho rahe to paNa te mugdha thaI jAya - aMtaramAM UMDo UtarI jAya. khalila jibrAna paNa sIriyAmAM AkAzanA tArAone AMbavA jatAM seDara vRkSo heThaLa janmyo hato. te kharA mAnava jisasanI lagolaga pahoMcI jAya che. bAIbalanA cAra gospela lakhanArA jisasanA kahevAtA cAra ziSyo karatAM paNa vadhu najIka! jisasanA ziSyoe lakhelAM bAibalanAM cAra gospelIne cAra "gaoNsipa" (gapAM) ja kahevAM vadhu yogya thaze. khalila jibrAna ja jisasanI vadhu najIka jaI pahoce che - temanuM vadhu yathAtatha nirUpaNa kare che, khristIo te gusse thAya kAraNa ke jibrAna jisasane mAnava-putra kahe che. huM te te pustakane cAhuM chuM. te pustakamAM jisasa viSe judAM judAM pAtroe jisasa vize kahelI vAta lakhelI che: eka majUre kahelI, eka mAchImAre kahelI, eka karaverA ugharAvanAre kahelI, eka puruSe kahelI, eka strIe kahelI - jene jene pUchI zakAya te badhAMe kahelI ! jANe khalila jibrAna ghaNAM mANasa pAse jisasa vize mAhitI ekaThI karavA nIkaLyo che - kharA jisasa viSe - khristIoe kapelA jisasa vize nahi - nakkara hADamAMsanA banelA jisasa vize ane khalila jibrAne rajU karelI e vAte khUba suMdara che - dhyAna karavA lAyaka che. (11 mI beThakanA) trIjA pustaka tarIke huM khalila jibrAne pitAnI mAtRbhASAmAM lakhelA paraMtu pachIthI aMgrejImAM tenuM bhASAMtara karAyelA "dha gArDana opha dha praoNpheTa' (pegaMbarano bagIco' pustakane raju karuM chuM. khalila jibrAne aMgrejImAM ja lakhelA pustako jevAM ke dha propheTa' (upegaMbara') ane "dha maeNDa mena' ('pAgala') vadhu ra. mystified. sthUla bAbatonI cUDamAMthI chUTe thaI UMDI ApyAtmika bAbateno vicAra karate thaI jAya. - saM For Personal & Private Use Only

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khalila jibrAna jANItAM che - vadhu mazahUra che. paraMtu khalila jibrAne potAnI mAtRbhASAmAM ghaNAM pustako lakhelAM che, temAMnAM thoDAMkanAM aMgrejImAM bhASAMtara thayelAM che. joke bhASAMtare mULa pustaka jevAM ja addala na heya; paraMtu khalila jibrAna pote e viziSTa puruSa che ke bhASAMtaramAM paNa tamane ghaNuM jhamakadAra - kImatI vastu maLI rahe. huM Aje tenAM pustakonAM thoDAM bhASAMtaro ja rajU karavAno chuM. dha gArDana oNpha dha pheTa' pustaka mane mahApuruSa epikayurasanI yAda karAve che. duniyAmAM mArA sivAya bIjA koIe epikyurasane mahApuruSa' kahyo hoya ema huM jANato nathI. jamAnAothI teno tiraskAra ja karAto Avyo che. paraMtu moTo janasamudAya jyAre koI mANasanI niMdA karavA keDa bAMdhIne nIkaLI paDe tyAre avazya jANavuM ke te mANasamAM kharekharI koI mahattA ke viziSTatA haze ja. "dha gArDana oNpha dha propheTa' pustaka mane epikyurasanI yAda e kAraNe apAve che ke epikyurasa paNa potAnA maMDaLane "gArDana' nAmathI oLakhAvato. mANasa je kaMI kahe che. tethI vAstavika te tenuM aMtara ja pragaTa thatuM hoya che. pleTo potAnA maMDaLane - saMghane "ekeDamI' kahete; vastutAe paNa te eka ekeDemiziyana - buddhivAdI - philasUpha hate. epikadhurasa potAnA saMghane "gArDana' nAme oLakhAvatA. vastutAe paNa teo vRkSa nIce - khullA AkAzane nakSatro nIce ja paDayA rahetA. eka divasa rAja te lokone maLavA Avyo, kAraNa ke teNe sAMbhaLyuM hatuM ke e loko khUba ja sukhI' mANase che. tene jANavuM hatuM ke te loko zAthI eTalA badhA sukhI manAya che? tenuM kAraNa zuM hoI zake? teo kazI mAlamilakata te dharAvatA nathI ! 3. grIka philasUpha epikyurasa sAmAnya rIte sukha-bhoga-vAdI philasUphInI puraskartA tarIke jANItuM che - jANe bIjo cArvAkane ja avatAra! rajanIzajI te vAtane inakAra kare che. - saM. 4. intellectual. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane khyAM che. joke temane maLyA pachI rAjAne kharekhara mUMjhavaNa thaI AvI; kAraNa ke pelA loko kharekhara sukhI hatA. teo gAtA hatA ane nAcatA hatA! rAjAe epikayusane kahyuM, huM tamane lokone ATalA badhA sukhI joIne khuza tha chuM; te kahe huM tamAre mATe zI bheTa lAvuM? epikyurase rAjAne javAba Apyo ke, rAjAjI tame kharekhara ja bIjI vAra ahIM AvavAnA che, te thoDuM mAkhaNa letA Avajo. kAraNa ke, A mArA sAthIo varSothI mAtra lUkho roTalo ja khAtA AvyA che, temane eka vAra roTalA sAthe thoDuM mAkhaNa khAvA maLe te bhayo bhaye! ane bIjI vastu e ke, pharI ahIM Ave tyAre Ama aLagA - dUra UbhA na rahezo - amArI sAthe gAvAmAM ne nAcavAmAM jarUra joDAjo. amArI pAse tamane ApavA mATe bIjuM kAMI che nahi. khalila jibrAnanA pustake mane epikyurasanI yAda apAvI. atyAra sudhI huM epikayurasano ullekha karI nathI zakyo tenuM mane du:kha che. paraMtu epikyurasanuM eka pustaka Aje mejUda nathI. khristI. e seMkaDo varSa pahelAM tenAM badhAM pustako bALI nAkhyAM che. chatAM khalila jibrAnanA pustakane nimitto huM epikyurasano ullekha ahIM karI zakyo teno mane AnaMda che. A ja beThakanA cethA pustaka tarIke huM khalila jibrAnanA mULa yadsoy cuid? The Voice of the Master' (*424 guruno avAja') raju karuM chuM. mULa pustaka ati suMdara hovuM joIe. kAraNa ke bhASAMtaramAM paNa ahIMtahIM paDelI keTalAMka uttama ratno tarata dhyAna kheMce che. khalila jibrAna je bhASA bolato te jisasanI bhASAne maLatI ja bhASA hatI. teo paDozIo ja hatA. kAraNa ke For Personal & Private Use Only

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khalila jibrAna khalila jibrAnanuM vatana lebenona hatuM. te lebenonanI parvatamALAomAM uttuMga seDara vRkSa nIce ja janmyo hato. seDara vRkSo duniyAnAM UMcAmAM UMcAM vRkSo che. lebenonanA seDara vRkSa tarapha juo eTale tamArA moMmAMthI e bola nIkaLI ja paDe ke, "seDara vRkSo pRthvInI tArA sudhI pahoMcavAnI IcchAnAM mUrtimaMta pratIko che." te vRkSo seMkaDo phUTa UMcAM hoya che tathA hajAro varSa jUnAM. khalila jibrAna keTaleka aMze jisasanA ja namUnArUpa che. bane sarakhA ja parimANamAM hastI dharAve che. te krAIsTa nahote, chatAM te saheje te banI zakyo hota. paraMtu kaoNnphaziyasanI peThe te paNa gADI cUkI gayo' hate. jibrAnanA jIvanakALa daramyAna evA mahApuruSe jIvatA hatA jemane zaraNe te jaI zakayo hota. tene badale te amerikAmAM nyUyorkanI gaMdI galIomAM ja bhaTakato rahyo. te maharSi ramaNa pAse jaI zakyo hota je eka krAIsTa hatA - eka buddha hatA. khalila jibrAna jo maharSi ramaNa pAse gayo hota te tene pArAvAra lAbha thayo hato. kAraNa ke to ja tene kharo "parama guruno avAja' sAMbhaLavA maLyo hota. maharSi ramaNane paNa lAbha thayo hota, kAraNa ke khalila jibrAna jevo mahAna lekhaka temane maLyo hato. ramaNa pote bahu nIcI kakSAnA lekhaka hatA ramaNa moTe bhAge cUpa ja rahetA, ane temane nAme eka bahu nAnI cepaDI ja caDI che. tyAre 5. maharSi ramaNa viSe rajanIzajI vadhumAM eTaluM naidhatA jAya che ke, te meTA vidvAna paNa nahotA ke bahu bhaNyA paNa nahotA. paraMtu 17 varSanI vaye ja te tatva - satya zodhavA gharamAMthI nIkaLI paDathA, te pAchA pharI kadI ghera gayA ja nahi. potAnuM paramadhAma prApta karanAra duniyAnA A kharaDAmAM kadI pharI pAchA phare? ramaNa maharSi bahu moTA mANasa hatA paNuM temaNe bahu nAnI copaDI ja duniyAne ApI che. sAmAnya rIte te mauna ja rahetA. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustaka - je mane gamyAM che" khalila jibrAna nIcI kakSAe mANasa hato paNa mahAna lekhaka hatA. te baMne bhegA thayA hota te duniyAne ane lAbha thayo hota. (11mI beThakanA) navamA pustaka tarIke huM khalila jibrAnanuM ja "dha vaoNnDarara' ('pravAsI') pustaka rajU karuM chuM. khalila jibAnane huM cAhuM chuM, ane tene madada karavAnuM paNa mane mana rahyA kare che. meM tenI rAha paNa joI che; paraMtu te hajI janmyo nathI. bhaviSyamAM tene bIjA koI paramagurunI zodhamAM nIkaLavuM paDaze. khalila jibrAnanuM "The Wanderer' ('pravAsI') pustaka daSTAMta-kathA (parables) nA saMgraharUpa che. koI gahana vastu samajAvavI ke rajU karavI hoya to tene daSTAMta kathA mAraphata rajU karavI e prAcIna kALathI apanAvavAmAM AvelI rIta che. ema ne ema sIdhI ja je vAta na kahI zakAya, te daSTAMta-kathA mAraphata sahelAIthI rajU karI zakAya. e pustaka TUMkI vArtAonA suMdara saMgraharUpa che. (11 mI ja beThakanA) dazamA pustaka tarIke rajanIzajI khalila jibrAnanA ja "The Spiritual Sayings' ("AdhyAtmika subhASita') pustaka rajU kare che. paraMtu tarata ja umere che ke "mAre enI sAme vAMdho che - bhale pachI huM jene cAhuM chuM evA khavila jibrAna sAme hoya." rajanIzajIne vAMdho e che ke, khalila jibrAnane AdhyAtmika' subhASine lakhavA devAya ja nahi. te subhASita alabatta suMdara che eTale te pustakanuM nAma "suMdara subhASita" rAkhavuM joItuM hatuM. "suMdara' bhale kahe, paNa "AdhyAtmika' haragija nahi. khalila jibrAnane dhyAnastha thavAnuM haju bAkI che; dhyAnastha thavAne tene samaya kyArane pAkI gayo che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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khalila jibrAna (14mI beThakanA) navamAM pustaka tarIke rajanIzajI khalila jibrAnanuM "Prose Poems" ("gadya-kAvya') pustaka rajU kare che ane zarUAtamAM ja kahI de che ke, huM hamezAM khalila jibrAnane kadaradAna rahyA che. ane tene utArI pADatA pahelAM pharI eka vAra tenI prazaMsA karI levA mAguM chuM. te bahu suMdara pustaka che. Adhunika jagatamAM ravIndranAtha TAgera sivAya bIjo koI AvuM suMdara gadyakAvya racI zake nahi. vicitra vAta te e che ke khalila jibrAna ane ravIndranAtha TAgora baMne jaNA aMgrejI bhASAnI dRSTie te paradezIo che. kadAca tethI ja teo AvI kAvyamaya bhASA lakhI zakyA haze. teonI mAtRbhASA judI ja che. khalila jibrAnanI bhASA Araba pradezanI bhASA che, je khUba ja kAvyamaya che : nakarI kavitA ja che. ane ravIndranAthanI bhASA baMgALanI bhASA che je Araba bhASA karatAM paNa vadhu kAvyamaya che. vastutAe tame be baMgALIone laDatA-jhaghaDatA juo te paNa ema ja lAge ke teo paraspara premagoSThI karI rahyA che. teo jhaghaDe che ema to tame kalpI ja nahi zako. jhaghaDavAmAM paNa baMgALI bhASA kAvyamaya ja lAge. huM mArA jAta anubhavathI ja Ama kahuM chuM. huM baMgALAmAM hato tyAM meM lokone jhaghaDatA joyA... jANe naka kAvya! paNa huM mahArASTramAM hato tyAM meM lokone aMdaroaMdara vAta karatA - gappAM mAratA joyA, te paNa mane lAgyuM ke teo laDI paDayA che, eTale mAre polIsane khabara ApavI joIe ke kema? marAThI evI bhASA che ke tame temAM madhura TeLaTappAM karI zake ja nahi. te kaThora bhASA che - laDavA mATenI bhASA che. e bahu vicitra vAta che ke, aMgreja lokoe khalila jibrAna tathI ravIndranAtha e baMnenI kadara karI che, paNa temanI pAsethI teo 4. appreciated. 9. condemn. c. fighting language. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che? kAMI ja zIkhyA nathI. te benI saphaLatAnI cAvI te pAmI zakyA. nathI, te benI saphaLatAnI cAvI zuM che? - temanI kAvyamayatA! ' (A ja beThakanA) dazamAM pustaka tarIke rajanIzajI khalila jibrAnanuM ja "Thoughts and Meditations" ("vicAra ane dhyAna) pustaka rajU kare che. rajanIzajI zarUAtamAM ja jaNAvI de che ke, mAre A pustakanI jAheramAM bharasanA karavI nahatI; kAraNa ke khalila jibrAnane huM cAhuM chuM. paraMtu koI mANasanA zabdo satyane AMbI jatA hoya te te zabdo raju karanArane huM cAhato houM te paNa tenI bharatnA karI zakuM chuM. e bAbatanI nedha rahe te mATe ja huM A pustakane rajU karuM chuM. A paDInuM je vastu che te mane maMjura nathI. e pustakanuM vastu vAMcavAthI ja mane mAlUma paDI gayuM ke "dhyAna' eTale e vAtanI ja khalila jibrAnane khabara nathI. A copaDImAM jene dhyAna" (meditations) kahyAM che te dhyAna nahi paNa mAtra "ciMtana" (contemplations) che. citana ja vicAranI sAthe jaI zake. huM A cepaDIne virodha karuM chuM kAraNa ke huM 'vicAra'no virodhI chuM. e pustakano virodhI hevAnuM bIjuM kAraNa e che ke khalila jibrAna dhyAna' (meditation) zabda pazcimanA loko je arthamAM samaje che te arthamAM ja vApare che. pazcimanA dezomAM "dhyAna'no artha mAtra ekAgrapaNe citana karavuM eTalo ja thAya che. e dhyAna nathI. pUrvanA dezomAM dhyAnano artha vicAramAtrano nirodha kara evo thAya che. dhyAna "AnA vize' ke "tenA viSe' na hoya; teno kazo viSaya ja na hoya. dhyAnamAM kazo viSaya havAne badale vRtti vinAnI mAtra cituthati ja jhaLahaLyA kare che, ane mANasanuM cheka aMtaranuM sattava mAtra citazakti ja che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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48 haI naMga : HUI NENG (AThamI beThakanA) navamA pustaka tarIke huM "huI naMgane upadeze' ("The Teachings of HUI NENG") yzds zoy s3 chuM. huI naMga bodhidharmane cInI anugAmI hatA. huI kheMganA upadezo haju duniyAne ajJAtara ja rahyA che tathA jApAna bahAra temanuM bhASAMtara paNa thayuM nathI. huI naiga UMcAM zikharamAMnA eka zikhararUpa che. mANasa pahoMcI zake teTalI UMcAIe e pahoMcelA che. huI naMga bahu ochuM bole che - te mAtra thoDAMka sucane ja kare che; paraMtu te pUratAM che. pagalAM paDayAM hoya, ane tame te pagalAMnI nizAnIe cAlyA jAo, te maMjile jarUra pahoMcI zako. huI naMga je kahe che te buddha ke jisasathI juduM evuM kAMI nathI. paraMtu je rIte te badhuM kahe che te rIte temanI potAnI AgavI che - anekhI che. taddana judI paraMtu pUrepUrI pramANabhUta te potAnI AgavI rIte kahe che tethI ja sAbita thaI jAya che ke, te bIjAnuM zIkhaveluM bolI janArA pipaTa nathI, popa nathI ke pAdarI nathI. huI nege batAvelo mArga thoDA zabdomAM ja varNavI zakAya; paraMtu tene sAkSAtkAra te potAnuM sarvasva hoDamAM mUkanArA ja karI zake. temane upadeza bahu thoDA zabdomAM ja rahe che, kAraNa ke te kahI kahIne eTaluM ja kahe che ke, "vicAra na kare; jAte "banI? 1. successor. guru-paraMparAmAM bodhidharma pachI gurupade nimA le (?). 2. unknown. 3. authentieally original. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gayAM che" raho." ("Do not think, BE." paraMtu eTalAne sAkSAtkAra karavo hoya te ghaNA janma levA paDe. paraMtu tame jo kharekhara samajI gayA ho, te A kSaNe - ahIM ja - atyAre game tevA "banI' jaI zako. huM te "banI' gayo chuM, te tame kema na banI jaI zako? sivAya ke tame pote ja potAne "banI' jatAM rokI rahyA che! 69 seInTa oNgasTAIna : "CONFESSIONS' (paMdaramI beThakanA) bIjA pustaka tarIke huM seInTa oNgasTAInanuM "Confessions" ("AcarelAM pAponI kabUlAta') pustaka rajU karuM chuM. kazo Dara rAkhyA vinA potAnI AtmakathA lakhanAra seInTa oNgasTAIna prathama vyakti che. paraMtu potAnAM pAponI kabUlAta karavA javAmAM te cheka bIje cheDe jaIne beThA che. pote je pApo AcaryA ja nathI temanI paNa temaNe kabUlAta karI che - mAtra kahI batAvavAnA AnaMda khAtara!- evuM jaNAvavA ke meM "mANasa AcarI zake tevAM badhAM pApo' AcaryuM che! paNa e sAcuM nathI. koI mANasa badhAM pApa potAnA jIvanakALa daramyAna AcarI na zake - Izvara pote paNa! are, IzvaranI vAta zA mATe karavI, setAna pote paNa oNgasTAIne pote AcarelAM je pApa varNavI batAvyAM che, te badhAM pApa AcaravAne AnaMda eka janamamAM zI rIte laI zakAya tenI mUMjhavaNamAM paDI jAya. khare ja, oNgasTAIne atizayokti ja karelI che. seInTa lokomAM atizayokti karavAnuM jANe gheluM ja lAgeluM hoya che. te pote AcarelAM pAponI jema atizayokti kare che, tema sAthe sAthe potAnAmAM rahelA nAnAsarakhA guNanI paNa atizayokti ja kare che. kAraNa, tame tamArAM pAponI atizayokti karo tenI gherI chAyAmAM For Personal & Private Use Only

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seinTa reMgasTAIna 1 tamArA nAnAsarakhA guNo paNa vadhAre camakatA - vadhAre ujajavaLa dekhAya. jema vAdaLa vadhu kALuM, tema temAM camakatI vIjaLInI rekhA vadhu tejasvI dekhAya. e vAdaLAnI vadhAre paDatI kALAza ja vIjaLInI rekhAnA nAnA camakArAne vadhu camakIlA banAve. pApo sAme jhaghaDathA vinA tame seInTa banI zako ja nahi : ane jema pApa vadhAre, tema seInTa vadhu mahAna kahevAya ! - sIdhuM-sAduM gaNita che. chatAM huM e copaDIne mArI yAdImAM samAveza karuM chuM tenuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke te bahu suMdara rIte lakhAyeluM pustaka che. emAM juThThANuM che ke nahi tenI kAnethI paravA tenI suMdaratAne kAraNe ja te upabhAga karavAne - kadara karavAne pAtra banI rahe che. saMta oNgasTAInanuM 'kanphezansa ' pustaka juThThANAMnI banelI sarvottama kalAkRti che ja te pustaka naryuM juThThANAMthI bhareluM che. paraMtu te mANase potAnuM kAma lagabhaga saMpUrNa rIte pAra pADayuM che. maiM 'lagabhaga' zabda eTalA mATe vAparyo ke bIjo koI mANasa te kAma tenAthI paNa vadhu sArI rIte kadAca pAra pADI zake; paraMtu oNgasTAIne potAnuM kAma 99 TakA saMpUrNa rIte pAra pADayuM hoI, bIjA koIne tethI vadhu sArI rIte te kAma pAra pADavAne bahu avakAza rahetA nathI. hA, temanA pachI bIjA ghaNAe tema karavA mATe prayatna karyo che... TaoNlsTaoNya jevA mahApuruSepa paNa! TaoNlsTaoNyanAM pustako " Resurrection"F ane "War and Peace" juo. TaoNlsTaoNye lagabhaga AkhuM jIvana potAnI apUrNatAonI kabUlAta karavAmAM ja gALyuM che - joke temAM te pUrepUrA saphaLa nIvaDayA nathI. TaoNlsTaoNya jevA paNa seInTa oNgasTAInane te bAbatamAM AMTI jaI na zake. 4. masterpiece of lies. 5. great man. 6. A pustakanuM saMkSepamAM bhASAMtara 'hRdayapalaTA' nAmathI parivAra sa...sthAe prasiddha karelu che, ane A TrasTa pAsethI upalabdha che. - sa'0 For Personal & Private Use Only

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50. cica 14 : ANNA KARENINA (paMdaramI beThakanA) trIjA pustaka tarIke huM TaoNsToyanuM "eNnA kerenina" pustaka raju karuM chuM. te nAnI paNa atyaMta suMdara navalakathA che. eka navalathAne huM mane gamatAM pustakonI A yAdImAM sAmela karuM chuM tethI tamArAmAMnA ghaNAne navAI lAgaze. paNa huM e dhanI mANasa chuM enA kaeNreninA" mane gamatAM sauthI vadhu priya pustakomAMnuM eka che. huM keTalI badhI vAra te pustaka vAMcI gayo chuM te mane ja yAda rahyuM nathI. keTalI vAra eTale keTalI badhI vAra.... mane te AkhuM pustaka barAbara yAda che - te AkhuM pustaka paDI hAthamAM rAkhyA vinA huM e bolI batAvuM. huM mahAsAgaramAM DUbavA lAgyo houM, ane mane te ghaDIe lAkho navalakathAomAMthI "ekane pasaMda karavAnuM kahevAmAM Ave, te huM enA kereninA'ne ja pasaMda karyuM. te ghaDIe paNa te navalakathA pAse hoya te jANe dhanya thaI gayA! te cepaDI vAraMvAra vAMcyA karavI joIe. to ja tamane tene sparza thAya, tenI sugaMdha Ave, tene svAda Ave. e kaMI sAmAnya copaDI nathI. liyo TaoNlsTaoNya saMta banI na zakyA. jemAM mahAtmA gAMdhI paNa paraMtu liyo TolasTaoNya eka mahAna navalakathAkAra banI zakayA; 8. crazy 7. intensely beautiful. 9 it would be beautiful 10. mULanA zabdo ja che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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TaoNhoya enA kereninA tyAre mahAtmA gAMdhI saMpUrNa hArdikatAnA - sauhArdanA UMcAmAM UMcA zikhararUpa banI zakyA, ane UMcAmAM UMcA zikhararUpa rahevAnA paNa che. (arthAtu bIjo koI sauhArdatAnI teTalI UMcI kakSAe pahoMcI na zake, A saikAmAM temanA jevo bIjo koI sauhArdapUrNa mANasa meM joyo nathI. te jyAre patrane aMte "sincerely yours' (tamane potAne saMpUrNa samarpita) lakhIne sahI kare, tyAre te kharekhara tevo. bhAva anubhavatA hovAthI ja tema lakhe. paNa tame badhA jayAre patrane aMte "sincerely yours' evuM lakho cho, tyAre tame paNa jANatA ho cho, temaja bIjA badhA paNa jANatA hoya che. - are, tame jene patra lakhatA ho cho te paNa jANa hoya che ke tamArA e zabdo mAtra aupacArika che. kharekharA "sincerely yours' banavuM - saMpUrNa samarpita thavuM - bahu agharuM hoya che; lagabhaga azakya ja kaho ne. saMpUrNa hArdikatA - samarpaNabhAva - (sincerely) hoya to ja mANasa kharekhara mumukSaka banI zake. TaoNsTaoNyane mumukSu banavuM hatuM. paNa na banI zakyA. temaNe mumukSu banavAnuM bhagIratha prayatna Adaryo hato. mArI temane te prayana pratye saMpUrNa sahAnubhUti (sympathy) che, paraMtu te mumukSu banI zakyA nathI. haju temane thoDAka vadhu janma sudhI rAha jovI paDavAnI che. saMsAramAMthI mukti ja meLavavA icachanAra "muktAnaMda' te na banI zakyA e eka rIte sAruM ja thayuM; nahi te ApaNane temanI pAsethI rijharekazana', 'vaoNra enDa pIsa', "enA kaeNreninA' tathA tevI atisuMdara DajhanabaMdha navalakathAo kayAMthI maLata? vaLI te (parANe) mumukSa 11. sincerity. 12. kasamAM mUkelo bhAga mULane nathI. mULamAM "and will rcmain forever (a pinnacle of sincerity) - 2. .93. religious. 14. immensely concerned. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustaka-je mane gamyAM che? banavA gayA hota, te "muktAnaMda' nahi paNa "mUkhada" (Idiotanand) ja banI rahyA hota. (samaya pAkyA vinA meLaveluM phaLa kazA kAmanuM hotuM nathI ke rahetuM nathI.) 51 cicz:14 : RESURRECTION (13mI beThakanA) trIjA pustaka tarIke huM liyo TaoNlsTaoNyanuM rijharekazana" (punajIvana') pustaka rajU karuM chuM. AkhA jIvanakALa daramyAna liyo TaoNlsTaoNye jisasane ja UMDo abhyAsa karyA karyo che. 14 tethI ja temaNe potAnA A pustakanuM nAma "riDarekazanarAkhyuM che. e pustakarUpe TaoNlsTaoNye eka mahAna kalAkRtinuM ja sarjana karyuM che. mAre mATe te te graMtha bAIbalarUpa ja banI rahyo che. huM javAna hatuM tyAre te pustaka mArI sAthe ja satata rAkhyA karate, te vastu Aje paNa mane yAda che mArA pitAne paNa mAre mATe ciMtA thaI AvI hatI. temaNe mane kahyuM, "koI cepaDI vAMcavI e te sArI vAta che; paraMtu A divasa nuM pustaka sAthe rAkhIne ja pharyA kare che, tene zo artha? te e cepaDI te kayAranI vAMcI kADhI che!" meM javAba Apyo ke, "e paDI meM vAMcI nAkhI che - ghaNI vAra vAMcI nAkhI che, e sAcI vAta che. paraMtu huM e copaDI hamezAM mArI pAse ja rAkhavAne chuM." mAruM AkhuM gAma e vAta jANI gayuM ke, "rijharekazana' nAmanI cepaDI huM hamezAM mArI pAse rAkhuM chuM. 15. phUsa upara caDAvyA pachI jisasa (yogavidyAnA baLe) punavita thaI kasa uparathI nIce UtaryA hatA e kathA che. mANasa paNa pApamAM game teTalo DUbelo hoya paraMtu temAMthI hemakhema pAra UtarI jAya, te te punajIvana pAmyo kahevAya. 95. tremendous work of art. For Personal & Private Use Only

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rijharezana loko mane gAMDo ja mAnavA lAgyA; kAraNa ke, gAMDo mANasa zuM kare ane zuM na kare enuM kazuM ThekANuM hotuM nathI, paraMtu huM AkhA divasa e cepaDI mArI sAthe ja laIne zA mATe pharatA hatA ? - ane divase ja nahi, paraMtu rAte paNa te copaDI mArI pathArImAM ja rahetI. huM e cApaDIne kharekhara cAhatA hatA ... TaoNlsTaoNye jisasanA AkhA pegAma je rIte te pustakamAM rajU karyo che te mane khUba gamI gayuM hatuM. bAibalamAM temanA apostle kahevAtA ziSyoe jisasanA pegAma je rIte rajU karyo che, temanA karatAM paNa TaoNlsTaoNya te bAbatamAM vadhu saphaLa nIvaDayA che - eka saMta thaoNmasane bAda karatAM. A 'rijharekazana'nI vAta pUrI karyA pachI huM saMta thaoNmasanI vAta ja hAtha upara levAnA chuM. bAibalamAM khAsa utArelAM cAra 'gaoNspela 'jisase rajU kareluM AkhuM tathya (spirit) ja gumAvI beThAM che. tenA karatAM rijharekazana 'jisasanA tathyane - bhAvanAne vadhu sArI rIte rajU kare che, TaoNlsTaoNya jisasane kharekhara cAhatA hatA. ane cAhanA ane prema to eka jAdunuM - camatkAranuM kAma ja kare che. kAraNa ke tame koIne cAhavA lAgA eTale tameA be vaccenA samayanA AkhA gALA adRzya thaI jAya che. TaoNlsTaoNya jisasane eTaleA badhA cAhatA hatA ke te baMne vaccenA be hajAra varSanA gALA rahetA nathI ane baMne samakAlIna ja banI rahe che. AvuM javalle ja banatuM hAya che, ane tethI ja huM te cepaDI mArA hAthamAM ja rAkhyA karatA hatA. have to huM e cApaDI hAthamAM rAkhatA nathI, paraMtu mArA aMtaramAM te haju meAjUda che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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para 211724 : NOTES ON JESUS :' (13mI beThakanA) cothA pustaka tarIke huM thomasanuM "Notes on Jesus' pustaka raju karuM chuM. tene bAibalanuM pAMca gospela huM kahuM chuM. joke bAIbalamAM te levAmAM AvyuM nathI. (bAIbalamAM cAra ziSyonI cAra gospela ja che.) e pustaka tAjetaramAM ja ijiptamAM maLI AvyuM che. meM tene ullekha eTalA mATe karyo che ke, tene jotAMnI sAthe tANa huM tene cAhato thayo chuM. thaoNmase potAnuM vaktavya evI sAdI sIdhI rIte karyuM che ke temAM bhUla thavAno saMbhava ja na rahe. te evuM sIdhesIdhuM vaktavya kare che tathA evA tadrupa thaIne kare che ke te pote nahi - jANe jisasa pote ja bese che. thomasa bhAratamAM pahela prathama AvanAra (jisasanA) ziSya che. bhAratanuM khristI dharma pITha duniyAnuM jUnAmAM jUnuM khristI dharmapITha che - ITAlInA popanA baoNriTana' karatAM paNa. thaoNmasanuM zarIra govAmAM sAcavI rAkheluM Aje paNa jovA maLe che. govA eka vicitra sthAna gaNAya. paNa te bahu suMdara jagA che. tethI ja hippI kahevAtA paradezIo paNa govA tarapha ja AkarSAya che. thaoNmasanuM zarIra haju sAcavI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che. ane te kevI rIte sAcavI rAkhavAmAM AvyuM che e eka camatkAra jevI ja vAta che. atyAre ApaNe zarIrane ThArI daIne sAcavI rAkhavAnI rIta jANIe chIe; paraMtuM thaoNmasanuM zarIra ThArIne jALavI rAkhavAmAM nathI AvyuM. ijita ke tibeTamAM vaparAyelI kaI prAcIna paddhati jarUra aDI paNa vaparAI haze. vaijJAnika temAM haju kyAM rasAyaNo vAparavAmAM AvyAM che te For Personal & Private Use Only

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zodhI zakyA nathI; uparAMta koI paNa rasAyaNa vAparavAmAM AvyuM che ke nahi te paNa. vaijJAnika mahAna vyaktio che; teo caMdra sudhI sadehe pahoMcI zake che, paraMtu zAhI na cUtI hoya evI phAunTana pena banAvI zakatA nathI. nAnI bAbate aMge teo niSphaLa ja nIvaDayA che. 53 gokI : "THE MOTHER' (A teramI beThakanA ja) chaThThA pustaka tarIke huM oNphisama gekanuM "dha madhara' ("mAtA') pustaka rajU karuM chuM. Aje jANe che raziyana lekhakothI ja gherAI gayo chuM. mane rokI gamatuM nathI, kAraNa ke, te "kaoNmyunisTa' (sAmyavAdI') che. ane huM sAmyavAdIone dhikkAruM chuM. jyAre huM dhikkAruM chuM tyAre dhikkAruM ja chuM. paraMtu "dha madhara' pustaka gorkAe lakheluM hovA chatAM huM te pustakane cAhuM chuM, AkhI jiMdagI meM e pustakane cAhyuM che. mArI pAse e pustakanI eTalI badhI nako bhegI thaI gaI hatI ke mArA pitA eka vakhata ciDAIne bolI UThayA ke, "tuM gAMDo thaI gayela che ke zuM? koI paDInI eka nakala pAse hoya te basa che. paraMtu te te vadhu ne vadhu nakale maMgAthe ja jAya che. vAraMvAra huM pusatakanAM pekeTo AvatAM jouM chuM ane te badhAMmAM mArA e pustakanI ja nakala AvI hoya che. tuM pAgala banI gayo che ke bIjuM koI kAraNa che?" meM mArA pitAjIne javAba Apyo, "hA; zekanA "dha madhara" pustakane lagatI bAbatamAM huM gAMDa - pUrepUro gADi ja thaI gayo chuM." 1 huM mArI mAtAne jouM chuM teTalI vAra zekIne yAda karuM chuM. gakIne duniyAno sauthI zreSThatama kalAkAra gaNa jiIe. khAsa ?.. supermost. 60 - 7 For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che" karIne "dha madhara' pustakamAM te te lekhanakaLAnuM uccattama zikhara sara kare che... AgaLa paNa koI nahi, tathA pAchaLa paNa koI nahi... te jANe himAlayanuM UMcuM zikhara che. "dha madhara' pustakane pharI pharIne - vAraMvAra abhyAsa karavo joIe. tyAre ja tene rasa tamArAmAM thoDe thoDe pravezavA mAMDe. tyAre ja dhIme dhIme tamane tene bhAva (feeling) anubhavamAM Ave - vicAra nahi ke vAcana nahi paNa bhAva! arthAtu tamane tene sparza thavA mAMDe ane tame tene sparza karavA mAMDo - te jIvaMta banI UThe! pachI te eka pustaka na rahe, paNa eka vyakti banI jAya. 54 covala : 'FATHERS AND SONS' (13 mI beThakanI) sAtamI paDI paNa raziyana lekhakanI ja che - Tarjeneva (Turgenev)nI "phAdharsa enDa sansa' ('bApA ane beTAo'). e ca DI mArA premapAtromAMnI eka che. meM ghaNI paDIne cAhI che - hajAze copaDIone, paNa jenevanA A pustaka jevI eke paDIne cAhI nathI. meM mArA pitAjI pAse e copaDI parANe vaMcAvI hatI. te atyAre gujarI gayA che; nahi te huM te badala temanI mAphI mAgata. meM temanI pAse e copaDI parANe kema vaMcAvI hatI? mArI ane temanI vacce je khAI (gan) hatI tenuM bhAna temane karAvavAne e eka ja mArga hato paraMtu te paNa eka adbhuta mANasa hatA. mArA kahevA mAtrathI te e pustaka vAraMvAra vAMcI gayA hatA. eka vakhata nahi paNa aneka vakhata ! ane te e cepaDI vAMcI gayA eTaluM ja nahi, paNa mArI ane temanI vacce je khAI hatI te upara paNa setu baMdhAI gayo tathA ame bane bApa ane dIkarI nA 2. was bridged. For Personal & Private Use Only

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DesTivakkI rahyA. e kevA vicitra (ugly) saMbaMdha che - bApa ane beTo, mA ane beTI ... evA badhA! paraMtu mArA pitAe e jAtane saMbaMdha paDato mUkayo, ane ame baMne mitra banI rahyA. tamArA potAnA pitAnA mitra banavuM bahu agharI vAta che, temaja potAnA putranA mitrA banavAnuM paNa. paraMtu enuM badhuM zreya mArA pitAne phALe jAya che, mAre phALe nahi, TajenevanI copaDI "bApAo ane beTAo' dareka jaNe vAMcavI joIe. kAraNa ke dareka jaNa koI ne koI saMbaMdhathI joDAyuM hoya che - bApa ane dIkarI, pati ane patnI, bhAI ane bahena... evA evA aneka - gaNatAM paNa ubakAI javAya. kharI vAta che, ubako ja Ave. mArI DikSanarImAM kuTuMbanA AkhA vargane "ubako Ave evA vibhAgamAM ja mUkI rAkhyo che. paraMtu dareka jaNa DhoMga karIne ema ja kahe che ke kuTuMba e kevI suMdara vastu che. dareka jaNa e roga AcaravAnI bAbatamAM aMgreja, briTiza banI jAya che. papa DerovaskI : DOSTONESKY (14mI beThakanuM) chaThaThuM pustaka DosTovaskInuM "Notes from the Underground' che. A copaDI vize kahevAnuM meM ghaNI vAra - hamezAM vicAryA karyuM hatuM, paraMtu vakhata nahIM rahe ema mAnIne paDatuM mUkyA karato hato. mAre mane khUba gamatI pacAsa copaDIonI vAta ja karavI hatI, paraMtu e pacAsamAM badhI samAvAya tema na 3. ad nauseam. 4. nausea. 5. aMgrejo ziSTatA dAkhavavA bolavAmAM hamezAM manamAM hoya tethI UlaTuM te prazaMsA dAkhavatuM ja kahe che. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustako je mane gamyAM che hevAthI bIjI pacAsa umeravAnuM nakkI karyuM, ane pachI paNa trIjI pacAsa umerI. DosTovaskInI e bahu vicitra prakAranI copaDI che. ene lekhaka je vicitra mANasa hatuM tevI ja enI cepaDI paNa che. mAtra notes eTale ke nadhio ja che tUTaka tUTaka. bahArathI joIe te ekabIjA sAthe taddana asaMgata lAge tevI, paNa kharI rIte jIvaMta evA AMtarapravAhathI ekabIjA sAthe susaMbaddha. tenuM te dhyAna ja karavuM paDe. basa, ATalAthI vizeSa e cepaDI vize mAre kAMI kahevuM nathI. - jemanA tarapha kevaLa durlakSa karavAmAM AvyuM che evI zreSTha kalAkRtiomAMnI te eka che. tenA tarapha koI lakSa ApatuM hoya ema dekhAtuM nathI. ekamAtrA sAdAsIdhA kAraNe ke te navalakathA nathI. mAtra nadhio che. te nadhio paNa bina-dhyAnasthane taddana asaMbaddha lAge. paNa mArA ziSyane te bhAre kImatI thaI paDe- tene temAM chupAyelA meTA khajAnA lIdhe tema che. pa6 pUbara : HASSIDISM bAramI beThaka: mane yAda che tyAM sudhI divasenA divaso meM vAMcyA ja karyuM che. ardhI sadI sudhI eTale meM vAcavAMmAMthI 50 ja pustako pasaMda karavAM e te azakya ja hatuM. eTale 50 pustako pUrAM thayAM tyAre tAka0 tarIke bIjAM 50 pustako umeravAnuM nakkI karyuM. paraMtu have te pacAsa paNa pUrAM thayAM eTale tAka0nA tAka0 tarIke trIjAM 50 gaNAvavAM zarU karyA che. 6. chevaTe kula 167 copaDIo viSe vAta karI hatI. -sa* 1. aliveness. 6. meditated upon. 9. (P.S.) Post Seript. ApaNe patra pUro thayA pachI kaMI umeravuM hoya te tAka (tAjA kalama) karIne umerIe chIe tema. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pUbara Ge kAraNa ke, mArTina bhUgarane mArI priya pustakonI yAdImAM na umeryuM hatuM ke huM mArI jAtane kadI mApha na karI zakata. eTale tenA prAyazcitta tarIke huM bUbaranAM - eka nahi paNa - be pustako rajU karavAne chuM. paheluM pustaka "Tales of Hassidism' (hasIda saMpradAyanI vAto') che. sujhukIe jhena philasUphI Adhunika jagata samakSa rajU karavAnuM je mahatuM kArya karyuM che, tevuM bUbare "hasIda" saMpradAyanI philasUphIne mATe karyuM che. baMnee mumukSuonI mahAna sevA bajAvI che. paraMtu sujhukIne chevaTe adhyAtmajJAna prApta thayuM hatuM, tyAre kheda sAthe kahevuM paDe che ke bhUgarane nahotuM thayuM. bhUgara mahAna lekhaka, philasUpha ane vicAraka hato. paraMtu e badhI lAyakAto te ramavAnAM ramakaDAM kahevAya chatAM bUbaranuM nAma mArI yAdImAM umerIne tenuM abhivAdana karuM chuM. kAraNa ke, te na heta te duniyAne 'hasIda' zabda paNa saMbhALavA na maLyo hota. bbara hasIda saMpradAyanA kuTuMbamAM ja janme hate. bacapaNathI ja tene uchera hasIda loko vacce thayo hoI, te vastu tenA lohImAM, tenA hADamAM, tenI majAmAM UtarelI hatI. tethI jyAre te tenuM varNana kare che, tyAre taddana sAruM lAge che. jo ke te mAtrA "sAMbhaLelI vAto 10. mULamAM penance zabda che. karelAM pApa dhovA je tapasyA karavAmAM Ave che temAM paNa prAyazcittane ja bhAva raheluM hoya che. - saM. 11. Hassed ne khare uccAra za thato haze te khabara na hovAthI kalpanAthI utAryo che. "hasIda' zabdano artha saMta thAya che. nyU lekamAM e saMta-saMpradAya UbhuM thaye hate. - saM. 12. jApA mAM pravartelA bauddha sAdhanAvAdane "jhena (dhyAna") nAmathI oLakhavAmAM Ave che. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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102 - pustakA - je mane gamyAM che' ja kahI batAve che; vizeSa kAMI nahi, tema chatAM teNe je sAMbhaLyuM che, te kharekhara sAcuM ja sAMbhaLyuM che, e vastunI noMdha levI joIe. sAcI rIte sAMbhaLavuM e ghaNuM muzkela kAma che, ane pAchuM tene duniyA samakSa sAcI rIte rajU karavuM e te vaLI vizeSa muzkela che. paNa byUbare e kAma suMdara rIte bajAvyuM che. * Tales of Hassidism' ('hasIda saMpradAyanI vAtA') pustaka badhA satyanA zodhakoe - mumukSuoe vAMcavuM joIe. e TUMkI vAtonI evI gajabanI suvAsa14 che. jhena karatAM te judI che. sUphImArga karatAM paNa judI che. tenI suvAsa tenI potAnI ja che, bIjA koInA anukaraNarUpa, nakalarUpa ke bIjA koI pAsethI UchInI- lIdhelI nathI. hasIda saMpradAyanA sAdhaka prema kare che, hase che, nRtya kare che. tene mArga tapasyA ane nigraha celibacy ne nahi paNa AnaMdotsava (celibration)ne che. e vastu ja mArA anuyAyIopa ane hasIda saMpradAyanA loko vacce seturUpa banI rahe che. ATalA badhA nyU - yahUdI - loko mArI pAse Ave che e mAtra akasmAta nathI. bAkI, huM to hamezAM bane teTalAM yahUdIonAM mAthAMnA phuracA urADI devAnA 6 kAmamAM ja vyasta rahuM chuM... ane chatAM te jANe che ke huM temane cAhuM chuM. mane yahUdI dharmanA tattva upara arthAt hasIda saMpradAya upara prema che. mejhIjhe te tenuM nAma paNa sAMbhaLyuM nahotuM, chatAM te hasIda (' saMta ') tA hatA ja, te vAta e jANatA hatA ke nahi e agatyanuM nathI. huM te ' hasIda ' hatA ema jAhera karuM chuM; temaja buddha, kRSNa, nAnaka ane mahaMmadane paNa, 13. became enlightened. 14. flavour. 15. my people. 16. shattering the heads. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pUbara mArTina bUbaranI bIjI copaDI che "I and Thou" ("huM ane tuM'). te tenuM sauthI vadhu prakhyAta pustaka che. te pustaka mATe tene nobela pAritoSika maLyuM hatuM. mane mApha karaje, paNa huM te pustaka sAthe saMpUrNapaNe asahamata chuM. huM tene mArI yAdImAM sAmela karuM chuM kAraNa ke te ati suMdara pustaka che - aMtaranA UMDANathI, sadUbhAvapUrvaka tathA kalAmaya 18 rIte lakhAyeluM. chatAM temAM "AtmA' (soul)18 nathI. tenuM kAraNa e che ke, bUbaramAM potAnAmAM ja AtmA' nahato. pachI te bicAro potAnI game tevI koSThI" kRtimAM paNa AtmA zI rIte lAvI zake? I and Thou' pustakano yU- yahUdI - leko bahu Adara kare che. kAraNa ke teo ema mAne che ke te pustakamAM temanA dharmanuM nirUpaNa karyuM che. paraMtu te pustaka keI dharmanuM nirUpaNa karatuM nathI - nahIM nyU dharma ke na hiMdu dharmanuM. temAM te mArTina bUbara nAmanA mANasanA ajJAnanuM nirUpaNa che! paraMtu e mANasa moTo kalAkAra, mahA-prajJa (genius) puruSa hato. ane koI mahAprajJa puruSa pite je vize kaMI na jANato hoya te vize paNa lakhavA tatpara thAya, tyAre te paNa eka koSTha kRti ja banI rahe. "I and Thou' pustakanuM maMDANa ke teno pAyo ja khoTo che. byubara kahe che ke te pustakamAM teNe Izvara ane mAnava vaccene vArtAlApa nirUpyo chee te narI bevakUphI ja che, mAnava ane Izvara vacce vAtacIta saMbhavI zake ja nahi. mAtra cupakIdI ke nIravatA 90. profundity and sincerity. 26. artistically. 19 tatvadarzana artha samajavo. - saM. 20. masterpiece. For Personal & Private Use Only

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'pustakA - je mane gamyAM che (silence) ja saMbhave. vAtacIta? tame Izvara sAthe zI bAbatanI vAta karavAnA hatA.? DaoNlaranA avamUlyananI? AyAtolA ruholA khAmAnInI ?21 tame Izvara sAthe kayA muddA aMge vAta karavA jA? tenI sAthe vAtacIta karavA mATe tamArI pAse koI muddo ja nathI ! IMzvara sAme tame prabhAvita thaI I mAtra cUpa ja thaI jaI zako. 104 e cUpakIdImAM nathI hotA 'huM ' ke nathI hotA 'tuM.' tethI huM e cApaDInuM khaMDana karuM chuM,22 eTaluM ja nahi paNa enA nAmanuM paNa, enA artha evo nathI samajavAno ke 'huM' ane 'tuM' baMne kAyama judAM rahe che. e te kamaLanA pAna uparathI - jhAkaLanuM biMdu TapakIne samudramAM paDI gayuM - temAM bhaLI gayuM enA jevA ghATa che. jhAkaLa biMdu pachI biMdu rahetuM ja nathI - arthAt samudrarUpa ja banI jAya che. temaja ' huM ' ane 'tuM' ema be sAthe hoya ja nahi. mAtra 'huM' hoya ke mAtra 'tu' hAya. paNa jyAre 'huM' na heAya tyAre 'tuM' na hoya; ane jyAre 'tuM ' na hoya tyAre ' huM ' na hoya. mAtra nIravatA - zAMti ja hoya ... huM atyAre kSaNabhara cUpa thaI jAuM chuM tyAre byUbara tenA AkhA pustakathI je kahevA mAge che ane temAM niSphaLa nIvaDe che, tenA karatAM ghaNuM vadhAre (ane ghaNuM sAruM) kahI dauM chuM. byUbaranuM pustaka niSphaLa bhale nIvaDatuM hoya. paNa te eka zreSTha kRti che e teA nakkI ja, 21. IrAnanA dharmAdhyakSa, jeNe salamAna razadInA 'saitAnika `isa pustaka mATe AkhA duniyAnA muslamAne tenI katala karI nAkhavAnu pharamAna kADhayu' hatuM. - * 22. refute. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pa7 Toya : "WAR AND PEACE.' (13 mI beThakanA) pAMcamA pustaka tarIke huM TaoNsTaoNyanuM ja 'vaoNra eNnDa pIsa' pustaka rajU karuM chuM - duniyAnI koI paNa bhASAmAM lakhAyeluM mahAna pustaka. "mahAna' ja nahi paNa kadamAM paNa moTuM .... hajAro pAnavALuM. A pustako eTalAM moTAM - eTalAM jaMgI heya che ke vAMcavA hAthamAM letAM ja banI javAya. paNa TaoNlsTaoNyanI A copaDI jaMgI hovI ja joItI hatI. "vaoNra eNnDa pIsa' e to AkhI mAnavajAtanI cetanAne itihAsa che. Akho itihAsa. ene DAMka gaNatarInAM pAnamAM utArI zakAya ja nahi. eTalAM badhAM pAna vAMcavAM e paNa kharekhara muzkela vAta che, paraMtu jo tame eTalAM pAna vAMcI zako te tame judI duniyAmAM ja pahoMcI jAo: tamane classic kahevAya evA vAcanane svAda cAkhavA maLe. 58 kArla mAkarsa mArTina bUmara nyU hatuM, ane bIjA keTalA badhA yU loko huM temanuM nAma mArI yAdImAM umeruM te mATe katArabaMdha UbhA rahyA che! bhalA bhagavAna, keTalI moTI lAIna che? eTale huM jarA utAvaLa karIza, ane bane teTalAne patAvI daIza. paNa thoDAka te evA jIddI che ke huM temanA vize be zabdo paNa boluM nahi, tyAM sudhI ahIMthI khasavAnA nathI. For Personal & Private Use Only

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106 pustake je mane gamyAM che" (eTale 12 mI beThakanA trIjA pustaka tarIke mArTina khUbara pachI bIjA yU kArla mAkarsanuM pustaka "Das Kapital' (dha kepiTala') huM rajU karuM chuM. kharAbamAM kharAba rIte lakhAyeluM pustaka hoya te te A pustaka che. paraMtu eka rIte te mahAgraMtha che, kAraNa ke lAkha ane karoDo ke tenA bhakta che. lagabhaga ardhI duniyA kaoNmyunisTa (sAmyavAdI) che, ane bAkInA ardhA bhAga viSe tame kazuM cokkasa kahI zako tema nathI. je loko sAmyavAdI nathI teo paNa temanA aMtaramAM UMDe UMDe ema mAnatA hoya che ke sAmyavAdamAM kaMIka sAruM te che ja. paraMtu huM mAnuM chuM ke, sAmyavAdamAM kazuM ja sAruM nathI. temAM eka moTA svaprane bahelAvavAmAM AvyuM che eTaluM ja. kArla mAkarsa mAtra eka svapadaSTA hate. arthazAstrI te jarA paNa nahoto. te mAtra eka kavi hato, paNa cheka trIjI kakSAno. te mahAna lekhaka paNa nathI. koI teno graMtha vAMcatuM ja nathI. mane ghaNA komyunisTo maLyA che. te badhAnI AMkhamAM AMkha milAvIne meM temane pUchavuM che ke, tame (AkhuM) Das Kapital' pustaka vAMcyuM che? temAMnA koIe "vAMcyuM che' evo javAba Apyo nathI. copaDImAM hajAro pAna che, paNa badho kUDo-kacaro ja.1 tarkasaMgata ke buddhisaMgata kahevAya evuM kazuM lakhANa emAM nathI. jANe koI pAgala lakhI rahyo hoya evI rIte lakhAyeluM te pustaka che. kArla mAkarsa jyAre je manamAM AvyuM te lakhe jAya che. briTiza mUjhiyamamAM besI hajAro copaDIothI gherAyele te lakhe ja jAya che. ane roja lAyabrerI baMdha karavAno samaya thAya tyAre tene ghasaDIne ja bahAra kADha e te rojanI rIta banI rahI hatI. tene parANe bahAra na kADhe tyAM sudhI te UThe ja nahi. eka vakhata te behoza hAlatamAM tene bahAra kADhavo paDayo hato. 1, rubbish. For Personal & Private Use Only

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signaDa kroIDa 107 have A mANasa keTalAya lokone bhagavAna banI beTho che. are khristI dharma jevI ja tripuTI che ema paNa kahI zakAya - kArla mAkarsa, phreDarika enjalsa ane lenina, pRthvI upara A traNa jaNa karoDa lokonA bhagavAna banI rahyA che e eka moTI Aphata ja che. chatAM huM kArla mAkarsanI copaDI mArI yAdImAM rajU karuM chuM te tame tene vAMco te mATe nahi. paNa tame tene na vAMco te mATe. meM kahelA zabdo nIce lITI dore na vAMcaze, atyAre ja tame badhA ghaNA goTALAomAM vIMTaLAI rahyA cho; have "Das Kapital' vAMcIne temAM vadhAro karavAnI jarUra nathI. pa9 simDa phroIDa - AInsTAIna (bAramI beThakanA) cethA pustaka tarIke vadhu eka dhUne - sijhaMDa phroIDane rajU karuM chuM. "lekacarsa oNna sAIkaenAlisisa " e enuM mukhya pustaka che. mane "eNnAlisisa' (pRthakkaraNa) zabda gamatuM nathI; tema ja e mANasa paNa paraMtu kArla mAkarsanI peThe te eka moTI caLavaLa UbhI karI zakyo hato. uparAMta jagatanI keTalIka pramukha vyaktiomAM paNa tenA nAmane samAveza thAya che. | nyU lekae hamezAM AkhA jagata upara chAI javAnAM svapna sevyAM che. ane kharekhara teo jagata upara chAI gayA paNa che. AjanA jamAnA upara chAI janAra traNa agatyanI vyaktio gaNAvavI hoya te te kArla mAkarsa, sigmanDa phraoNiDa ane AlbarTa AInsTAIna che. ane traNa jaNa nyU che. nyU loko AkhA jagata upara chAI javAnuM svapna teTalA pUratuM siddha thayuM che. 3. dominant figures. 2. great work. ... dominating. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake- je mane gamyAM che paraMtu arthazAstrane lAgevaLage che tyAM sudhI kArla mAkarsa oTo che; ane (mAnasazAstranI bAbatamAM) phaoNIDa khoTo che, kAraNa ke, mananuM pRthakkaraNa karavAnuM che ja nahi, tene te bAjue mUkI (tattvadarzana mATe) a-manavALI dazAmAM praveza karavAne che. ane AlabarTa AinsTAIna tenA sApekSatAvAda (theory of relativity) pUrato jarUra sAcI che. paraMtu teNe eNTama-boMba banAvavAnA prastAva sAthe presiDanTa rUjhavelTane kAgaLa lakhyo e teNe bhAremAM bhAre mUrkhAmI karI hatI. hIrozImA ane nAgAsAkI e be nagaronA hajAro ane lAkho rahevAsIo jIvatA baLI maryA tene mATe AlbarTa AinsTAIna ja javAbadAra - gunegAra che. tenA patrathI ja amerikAmAM eTama-bomba banAvavAnI prakriyA zarU thaI. teNe potAnI jAtane e gunA mATe kadI mApha nathI karI, e vAta te mANasanuM sAruM pAsuM batAve che, teNe moTAmAM moTuM pApa karyuM che enI pratIti tene thaI gaI ja hatI. ane te moTI hatAzA (frustration) sAthe maraNa pAmyo. maratAM maratAM teNe kahyuM hatuM ke, huM pharI janma laIza te bhautikazAstrI (physicist) thaIne kadI nahi jammu - kadI nahi, mAtra eka plebara tarIke ja janmIza. ane AkhI mAnavajAtanA itihAsamAM te eka mahAmanA mAnavI hato. paraMtu te bhautikazAstrI thaIne janmyo temAM tene hatAza thaI javA jevuM zuM lAgyuM - zAthI lAgyuM? tenuM sIdhuMsAduM kAraNa e hatuM ke, pote zuM karI rahyo che tenI tene samaja ja na rahI. jyAre ghaNuM moDuM thaI gayuM tyAre ja tene te vAtanuM bhAna thayuM. caMDIdAse kahyuM che ke, dhyAna eTale a-mana thaI javuM te. kevI adbhuta vyAkhyA che. AInsTAInane caMDIdAsa vize tema ja dhyAna viSe kazI khabara ja na hatI. A jamAnAnA mahAnamAM mahAna mANase mane te eka hato, paNa tene dhyAna zuM tenI khabara ja na hatI. potAnA (AtmA) sivAya duniyAnI bIjI badhI bAbatanuM tene jJAna hatuM! For Personal & Private Use Only

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60 phreDarika enjalsa (bAramI beThakanuM sAtamuM pustaka) huM kArla mAkarsa ane phreDarika ejansane virodhI chuM; paraMtu baMnee maLIne lakhelA "dha kaoNmyunisTa meniphesTo' ("sAmyavAdanuM jAheranAmuM') pustakanI mAre kadara karavI joIe. yAda rAkhajo ke huM komyunisTa' nathI. mArA jevo kaoNmyunisTa virodhI bIjo koI tamane zodhyo nahi jaDe. chatAM huM A nAnA pustakane cAhuM chuM. te je rIte lakhAyuM che tenI sTAIla mane game che; temAM je lakhyuM che te nahi. tame jANo cho ke vastune huM tenA vividha pAsAMnI daSTie cAhanAra mANasa chuM. eTale copaDImAM lakhelI vastu bhale na gamatI hoya, paNa tene lakhavAnI sTAIla e mane gamatI hoya te tene huM vakhANyA vagara na rahuM. sTAIla! buddha te enI sAme AMkha-kAna baMdha karI dIdhA hatA ane mahAvIra te paDatuM mUkIne bhAgyA hota! paraMtu huM judI ja koTIne mANasa chuM, eTale "dha kaoNmyunisTa meniphesTo" pustaka je sTAIlamAM lakhAyuM che te mane game che, tenI aMdaranuM lakhANa haragija nahi. tame mArI vAta samajyA? ApaNe koI mANase paherelA pizAkanuM vakhANa karI zakIe. jo ke te mANasane potAne dhikkAratA heIe. e pustakanuM chelluM vAkya che: "duniyAnA kAmadAra saMgaThita thAo! tamAre gumAvavI paDaze te tamArI beDIo ja, paraMtu jItI lAvazo to AkhI duniyA!" 4. Friedrich Engels. $. multidimensional. 109 For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustake - je mane gamyAM che" tame A lakhANanI sTAIla joI! tathA je kahevuM che tenI makkamatA paNa: tamAre gumAvavI paDaze tamArI beDIo ja paraMtu jItI lAvaze AkhI duniyA. huM mArA saMnyAsIone paNa ema ja kahuM - joke temane "saMgaThita' thavAnuM nathI kahete; paraMtu "thavAnuM - banavAnuM' (just be) ja kahuM chuM. ane kharekhara "banazo" te tame tamane jakaDatI sAMkaLo sivAya bIjuM kazuM gumAvyuM nahi hoya. uparAMta huM ema paNa nathI kaheto ke tamAre duniyAne "jItI' lAvavAnI che. kone duniyA jItavAnI paravA che ke paMcAta che? mane tame mahAna alekajhAMDara, nepoliyana bonApArTa, elapha hiTalara, josepha sTelina ke mAonse-tuMga banavA samajAvI zakazo? evA bevakUphonI te moTI hAramALA che; paNa mAre temanI sAthe kazI levAdevA nathI. huM mArA saMnyAsIone kahyuM "jItI" lAvavAnuM kadI kaheto nathI. kAraNa ke, jItI lAvavA jevuM kazuM che ja nahi, ApaNe te "thavAnuM'banavAnuM che. mAruM e jAheranAmuM che. kAraNa ke, tame "banI jazo" eTale tame badhuM ja pAmI gayA hazo. graMtha? 12 mI beThakanA chaThThA pustaka tarIke huM evuM pustaka raju karavA mAguM chuM jene lekhaka koNa che te koI jANatuM nathI. meM e pustakane hameza cAhyuM che. kabIranA koI ziSya te lakhyuM che ema kahevAya che. te pustaka koNe lakhyuM che e muddAnI vAta nathI; muddAnI vAta te e che ke, jeNe koIe lakhyuM che te kharekhara sAkSAtakAra pAmanAro adhyAtmajJAnI hatA, eTale vinA saMkoca kahI dauM chuM. kAvyonuM e nAnuMzIka pustaka che. e kAvyo bahu sArI rIte lakhAyelAM nathI, ethI kahI zakAya ke emane lekhaka bahu bhaNelo" 7. Atma jJAnI - Atmastha banavAnuM. - . For Personal & Private Use Only

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nahIM hoya. paraMtu tenI zI paMcAta? pacAta te te kAvyamAM zuM lakhyuM che tenI karavAnI heya. e pustaka kadI kyAMya chApavAmAM AvyuM nathI. jemanA kabajAmAM te pustaka che, te te pustaka chapAya tenI viruddha che. teo chApavAnI viruddhamAM zAthI che te huM pUrepUruM samajI zakuM chuM temaja temanI sAthe sahamata paNa chuM, teo kahe che ke, koI pustaka chapAya eTale te eka bajAru cIja banI jAya; tethI teo te chapAya enI viruddhamAM che. koIne e copaDI joItI hoya to te AvIne svahaste lakhI jAya. tethI karIne bhAratamAM te pustakanI hastalikhita aneka nakalo mojUda che, paNa te darekanI bAbatamAM tene chapAvavAmAM nahi Ave evI bAMhedharI -pratijJA levarAvavAmAM AvI hoya che. pustaka chapAya eTale tenuM mUlya avazya ghaTI jAya che - te yAMtrika banI rahe che - jIvaMta rahetuM nathI. chApakhAnAmAM thaIne te pasAra thAya eTale tene AtmA guma thaI jAya che - te mAtra maDaduM banIne bahAra Ave che. A copaDInuM kazuM nAma nathI. te kadI chapAyuM ja nathI, eTale tenA upara nAma mUkavAnI jarUra ja UbhI thaI nathI. jeonI pAse tenI mULa nakala che temane meM pUchayuM hatuM ke tame loko te pustakane zA nAme oLakho cho ke ullekho cho? tyAre temaNe javAba Apyo che teo tene "graMtha' kahe che. A "graMtha' zabdano artha mAre samajAvavuM paDaze. pahelAMnA vakhatamAM amuka vRkSanAM pAna upara badhuM lakhANa thatuM. pachI te badhAM pAnane ekaThAM bAMdhIne gAMTha vALavAmAM AvatI. eTale graMtha zabdane artha gAMTha vALIne bAMdhelAM pAna thAya. e pustakamAM keTalAMka bahumUlya kImatI vidhAre che. huM tamane temAMnA keTalAMka kahI saMbhaLAvuM. paheluM e che ke, je kAMI kahI zakAya - bolI zakAya tenI pacAtamAM paDazo nahi. je kAMI bolI zakAya te sAra na ja heya bIjuM vidhAna e che ke, Izvara eka zabdamAtra che; For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustako - je mane gamyAM che? tene artha che, paNa te nAmanI koI vastu astitvamAM nathI. amuka prakAranA "anubhavano te vAcaka che; paNa te koI vastu' nathI. trIjuM vidhAna kahuM te, dhyAna eTale mana vaDe karatuM ciMtana ke manana nahi; kAraNa ke te manane lagatI vastu ja nathI. UlaTuM manane sadaMtara bahiSkAra karavo tenuM nAma ja dhyAna. evuM evuM te keTaluMya temAM che. mAre mArI yAdImAM 'graMtha' lAvavuM ja hatuM, kAraNa ke kayAMya tene ullekha nathI ke kyAMya tenuM bhASAMtara thayuM nathI. 6ra. jharabA dha grIka' ' chaThThI beThakanuM trIjuM pustaka mane eka mANasa maLe jene huM bilakula oLakhI ja zakyo nahi. bhAre vicitra bAbata kahevAya, hajAro jIvanacaritromAM hajAro loko sAthe hajAro mArge meM musApharI karI che. paNa A mANasa keNa che? te kaI mATe AcArya ke mahAtmA nathI, tethI huM tene oLakhI zakyo nahi, paraMtu mane gamatAM pustakonI yAdImAM levA jeTalo te namra paNa che, tethI mArI yAdImAM tene laI lauM chuM. mane te lekhakanuM pustaka hameza gamyuM che. pa1 pustakonI mArI yAdImAM tene umerI levAnuM huM zAthI bhUlI gayo tenuM kazuM kAraNa huM ApI zakatA nathI. "jheraba dha grIka" pustakane lekhaka-Kazantzakis (kajhanTIsa) pote grIka hatA. tenA nAmano uccAra kevI zita kare e paNa huM jANato nathI. paraMtu tenuM pustaka "jharabA dha grIka" e kharekhara uttama kRti che. te pustaka lakhanAra mANasa buddha paNa nathI ke mahAvIra paNa nathI. paraMtu game te kSaNe te te banI zake tema che - te taiyAra thaI gayo che - pAkI gayo che - paNa jANe potAnI mosama AvavAnI ja rAha joI rahyo che. 1. masterpiece. For Personal & Private Use Only

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rabA dha grIka" 113 jharabA' pustaka mArAM premapAtromAMnuM eka che. huM bahu vicitra lokone cAhuM chuM. jherabA e vicitra mANasa che. te sAce mANasa paNa nathI - kAlpanika ja che. paraMtu mAre mana te eka sAco mANasa ja banI rahyo che; kAraNa ke, te epikyUrasa, cArvAka tathA duniyAnA bIjA aneka bhautikavAdIone pratinidhi che. te temane pratinidhi che eTaluM ja nahi paNa te temanA uttama svarUpanuM pratinidhitva kare che. eka jagAe jherabA pitAnA mAlika (boss)ne kahe che ke, "mAlika, tamArI pAse badhuM che, chatAM tame tamArA jIvanane nakAmuM gumAvyA karo cho; kAraNa ke, tamArAmAM thoDuMka pAgalapaNuM (madness) khUTe che. jo tame thoDuMka pAgalapaNuM dAkhavI zako, te jIvana eTale zuM tenI tamane khabara paDaze. huM jherabAne samajI zakuM chuM, ene ja nahi paNa itihAsakALathI cAlyA AvatA "thoDA pAgalapaNA' sAthenA tamAma jhorabAne; paraMtu kazI vAtanuM "thoDuM' mane gamatuM nathI. koI mANasa thaI zake teTalo pAgala huM chuM - cheka ja pAgala! tame jo mAtra thoDA ja pAgala hazo to tame jIvanane paNa thoDuM ja samajavAnA. paraMtu jarA paNa na jaNe tenA karatAM "' paNa jANe te sAruM te kharuM ja. jherabA, bicAro jherabA, eka majUra te jarUra kadAvara tathA majabUta bAMdhAne mANasa haze, tathA thoDo gAMDa paNa. paraMtu teNe pitAnA mAlikane je salAha ApI ke "DA gAMDA thAo' e jarUra moTI salAha hatI. paNa huM kahuM chuM ke "ghaDA' gAMDA thaye kAma nahi 2. materialists. 3. missing life. 50 - 8 For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake - je mane gamyAM che? cAle- tamAre kharekharA gAMDA banavAnuM che. paraMtu tame pUrepUrA gAMDA dhyAna daramyAna ja thaI zako; te sivAya te tame mahAmUrkha ja banI rahezo. tame tene pacAvI nahi zako, UlaTuM te tamane pacAvI jaze. dhyAna eTale zuM tenI tamane khabara nahIM hoya to teNe baLIne bhasma thaI jaze. tethI meM jhorabA mATe juduM ja nAma banAvyuM che: "buddha "rabA, buddha jherabA e mAro samanvaya (synthesis) che. AvI mahAna kalAkRtinI racanA karavA mATe huM jhanTakIsane cAhuM chuM. paraMtu tene mATe mane du:kha paNa thAya che, kAraNa ke haju te aMdhArAmAM ja gata khAya che. kajhanTakIsa, tAre haju dhyAnarUpI mAlikanI doravaNInI jarUra che; nahIM to jIvana eTale zuM te tuM kadI samajI zakyA nathI. 374 : HAAS 9mI beThakanuM paheluM pustaka hasanuM "The Destiny of the Mind" ("dha DesTInI oNpha dha mAInDa') che. lekhakanA H-A-A-S nAmane uccAra ke karAya che tenI mane khabara nathI. A pustaka bahu jANItuM nathI tenuM eka ja sIdhuMsAduM kAraNa e che ke te bahu UMDANavALuM pustaka che. huM mAnuM chuM ke A hesa jarmana hevo joIe; ane jarmana hovA chatAM teNe eka UMDA rahayavALuM pustaka lakhyuM che. te kavi nathI. te te eka gaNitazAstrInI jema ja lakhe che. 1. freak out. 2. profound. 3. immense significance. For Personal & Private Use Only

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hasa philosophIne artha thAya che : "jJAna upara prema.' philo" (philo) eTale prema. ane "sophiyA' (sophia) eTale jJAna - DahApaNa. paNa pUrva taraphanA dezomAM philasUphIne mATe "darzana vaparAya che tene e artha lAgu paDI zake nahi. 'darzana' eTale samagra (vizva) tarapha jovAnI daSTi. enI sarakhAmaNImAM philosophI bahu kaThaNa - kaThora zabda che, pitAnA pustaka "DesTinI oNpha dha mAInDa'mAM hesa "phiso' nahi paNa philesiyA' zabda vApare che. temAM "philo" eTale prema e ja artha che, paraMtu "esiyA" eTale satya evo artha thAya che - arthAt je sAcuM che - aMtima satya ke tattva che. te " philosA artha jJAna ke DahApaNa upara prema evo nahi, paNa je satya chesAcuM che tenA upara prema, e thAya. bhale pachI te satya che UtarI jAya tevuM (palatable) svAdu heya ke kaDavuM hoya. je pustake e pUrva(nA dezo) ane pazcimanA dezone ekabIjAnI vadhu najIka ANyA che temAMnuM A eka pustaka che, paraMtu thoDAka najIka AyA che eTaluM ja. pustako ethI vadhu kaMI karI na zake. kharekhara milana thavA mATe to mANasa joIe, pustaka nahIM ane he e mANasa na hato. tenuM pustaka suMdara che, paNa te pote eka sAmAnya mAnavI che. sAcuM milana thavA mATe te buddha joIe, bodhi dharma joIe, jisasa joIe, mahaMmada joIe, athavA bAla che. (Baal Sham) joIe. TUMkamAM kahIe to dhyAna joIe. paraMtu hase kadI dhyAna karyuM hoya ema huM mAnato nathI. te ekAgra banyo haze. jarmana "kaoNnsenTezana" (ekAgratA) thI khUba mAhitagAra hoya 4. cha philasUphIone "SaTa daphana" nAma apAyuM cheH sAMkhya, yoga, nyAya, vaizeSika, pUrvamImAMsA ane uttaramImAM. - e che prakhyAta bhAratIya daphane - philasUpha nA siddhAMta - che. - saM. 4. may have concentrated. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake je mane gamyAM che che - "kaunjasTrezana kepsa" viSe sta! kevI khUbInI vAta? huM (jIvonA uddhAra mATe) dhyAnane kaeNmpa (zibiro) calAvuM chuM, tyAre jarmane ribAvIne mArI nAkhavA mATenA kempa calAvatA. "kaoNnsenTezana" (ekAgratA) e jarmana vastu che; dhyAna evuM nathI. hA, jarmamAM paNa kaI dhyAnI nIkaLI Ave che, paNa e te apavAda tarIke. ane apavAda hamezAM sAmAnya niyamanuM ja samarthana kare che (ke sAmAnya rIte jarmamAM dhyAnI nIkaLatA ja nathI). 64 51124LZS : ECKHART AjanI navamI beThakanI ja bIjA naMbaranI vyakti tarIke huM epArTanuM nAma sUcavuM chuM. te pUrvanA dezomAM janmyo hota to mane bahu gamatI vAta thAta. kAraNa ke, jarmamAM janmavuM ane pachI aMtima tattva vize lakhavA ke kahevA prayatna karavo e bahu muzkela vAta che. paraMtu epArTe bicArAe e prayatna karyo eTaluM ja nahi paNa saMpUrNa prayatna karyo. ane jarmana eTale jarmanA jarmana bo ja kAma hAthamAM le te savaga-saMpUrNa ja kare. epArTa abhaNa mANasa hato. ane ghaNAkharA adhyAtmajJAnIo abhaNa ja hatA e navAInI vAta che. bhaNataranI bAbatamAM ja kaMIka beTApaNuM devuM joIe; nahi te ghaNA adhyAtmajJAnIo bhaNelA kema na hoya? keLavaNI arthAt bhaNatara kaI evI vastune 6. jamae bIjA vizvayuddha vakhate kedIo mATe- khAsa karIne jarmanInA yahUdIone pUravA mATe evA vADA UbhA karyA hatA jemAM lAkha lokone ribAvIne mArI nAkhavAmAM AvyA hatA. - saM 7. kasamAM mUkelA zabdo maLatA nathI. - C, mystics. For Personal & Private Use Only

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ekhATa nAza karatuM hovuM joIe. jethI mANasa adhyAtmajJAnI na banI zake khare ja keLavaNI nAza kare che. 25 varSa sudhI kiMDana gArDanamAM pravezathI mAMDIne yunivarsiTInA grejyueTa pachInA abhyAsako sudhI te tamArAmAM je kaMI suMdara che tathA suMdaratAnI khevanA karanAra che, tene te nAza kare che. pAMDityanI nIce kamaLa chuMdAI jAya che. kahevAtA prophesaro, zikSako, vAisa-cAnselaro, cAnselaro - vAlIDAoe pitAne mATe nAme kevAM sarasa pasaMda karyA che. teo bhegA maLIne gulAbanI hatyA karI nAkhe che. kharI keLavaNI to haju zarU ja nathI thaI. teNe zarU thavuM ja paDaze. te hRdayanI keLavaNI haze, magajanI nahi - nArI jAtinA je khAsa guNa gaNAvAya che (jevA ke, kIti, lakSmI, vANI, smRti, medhA, dhRti ane kSamA) emanI khilavaNI, narajAtinA khAsa gaNAtA guNanI nahIM. duniyAmAM narajAtinA badhA avaguNothI bharapUra evI jarmana jAtine epArTa hradayamAM cITakI rahyo ane tene je kahevuM hatuM te tyAM rahIne bolyo e bahu navAInI vAta che. te cheka abhaNa hato, garIba hatuM, tenAmAM kazI rAjakAraNI pratiSThA (status) na hatI ke nahotI Arthika pratiSThA. kazI ja pratiSThA na hatI ema kaho te paNa cAle - nakaro bhikhArI... chatAM te keTalo maTe saMpattivAna hato! 2. aesthetic. 3. scholarship. 4. rajanIzajIe te ahIM darekamAM rahela feminine nI khilavaNI karavI paDaze eTaluM ja kahyuM che. paraMtu gItAmAM a0 10, zla0 36 mAM nArIjAtinAM nAme IzvarI vibhUti tarIke gaNAvyAM che te ahIM utAryA che. - saM* 5. rajanIzajIe ahIM mAtra masculine zabda vAparyo che. eTale nArIjAtinA guNothI UlaTI bAbate samajI levI ThIka lAge che. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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'pustakA - je mana gamyAM che" enA jevA saMpativAna bahu ochA mANasa haze : pAte hovAnI'' bAbatamAM - pote je hato te bAbatamAM. he nI bAbatamAM e zabdo moTA TAIpamAM mUkajo. hovuM" ( being') ane "banatA javuM' (becoming') e be zabdo samajI levA jarUrI che. banatA javuM" e to eka prakriyA che jene prAraMbha paNa nathI tema ja aMta paNa nathI - eka cAlu prakriyA ja che. paraMtu "hovuM' e koI prakriyA nathI, te mAtra che ja. tene "chepaNuM" (is ness) kaho te paNa cAle. hovuM' e kALa (time)ne lagatI bAbata nathI tema ja sthaLa (space)ne lagatI paNa nathI. sthaLa ane kALathI te para (trascendence) che. e para zabda paNa moTA TAIpamAM mUko senAnA TAIpamAM ja nathI mUkI zakatA e moTI karuNatA che. tenuM paNa taddana zuddha - 18 keTanuM nahi tema ja 24 kereTanuM paNa nahIM - TakA zuddha joIe. epArTI bahu thoDI ja vAta kahI che. paraMtu e theDI vAtoe paNa kALamukhA pAdarIne ane papane ane tene gherI rahetI bhUtAvaLane (devils) sArI peThe choDI mUkyA. teoe tene bolato bhAvI dIdho ane zuM bolavuM te samajAvI dIdhuM. e mUrkha lokonI vAta kAnamAM paNa na pesavA devA mATe to sAmo mArA jevo pAgala mANasa hovo joIe paNa epArTa to bahu sIdhosAdo mANasa hato. teNe emanI vAta dhyAna daIne sAMbhaLI - sattAdhIza lokonI sto. eka jarmana chevaTe jarmana ja rahevAne tame jyAre tene "dAyA pharo" ("turn right') e hukama karazo eTale te tarata jamaNe pharaze, ane tene "bAMyA pharo" kaheze eTale tarata te DAbI bAjue pharI jaze. 4. the most male chauvinist raco. 7. ugly priesthood. For Personal & Private Use Only

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epArTa yunivarsiTImAM lazkarI tAlImamAMthI mane baratarapha karavAmAM Avyo hato. kAraNa ke, jyAre "dAyA pharo'no hukama thayo tyAre huM vicAra karavA thobhI gayo. mArA sivAyanA bIjA badhA jamaNA pharI gayA hatA. miliTarI-oNphisare mUMjhAIne mane pUchyuM, "alayA meM sAMbhaLyuM nahi? bahero che ke zuM?' meM javAba Apyo, "sAcI vAta che; mArAmAM ja kaMI vAMkuM che. huM jamaNo ke DAbo zA mATe pharuM? ema pharavAnI zI jarUra che? A mUrkhao paNa pharyA che kharA, paNa thoDI ja vAramAM huM chuM tevI sthitimAM AvI javAnA che. to pachI DAbA-jamaNI ghUmavAnI zI jarUra che?' mane tarata ja yunivarsiTImAMthI rUkhasada ApavAmAM AvI e svAbhAvika ja hatuM. mane to tethI atyaMta AnaMda ja thayo. badhA kahetA ke e mAruM kamanasIba che; paraMtu huM to ene mAruM sadbhAgya ja mAnato hato. teo aMdaroaMdara gusapusa karavA lAgyA ke, "ene kADhI mUkyo, paNa enuM ene kaMI du:kha thatuM hoya ema lAgatuM nathI - UlaTo e to rAjI thato lAge che ...." meM paNa saune rAjI thaIne pArTI ApI... dArU bArU sAthe! epArTa pipa vagerenI vAta kAna upara lIdhI. eka jarmanane jJAnasAkSAtkAra thaze muzkela che. vimalakIrti ja pahelo jarmana che jene jJAna-sAkSAtkAra thayo hoya. epArTa paNa enI bahu najIka pahoMcI gayA hatA. eka ja DagaluM jANe bharavAnuM bAkI hatuM - ane enI bhavasAgaranI musApharI pUrI thaI hota ... ane pAra javA mATenAM dvAra UghaDI gayAM hatA. paraMtu pipanA bhAre dabANa heThaLa hovA chatAM teNe keTalIka vAte suMdara kahI che. tenAM kathanamAM satyanAM kiraNone kaMI prakAza pravezyo che, ane tethI meM tene mArI yAdImAM umeryo che. <, enlightened. For Personal & Private Use Only

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65 hama : BOEHME cAlu navamI beThakanA ja trIjA tarIke huM eka jarmanane ja rajU karuM chuM. enA nAmane uccAra zo thAya tenI mane khabara nathI. paNa tenI zI paMcAta? jarmane te tene judo ja uccAra karatA haze. paNa huM to jarmana nathI. mAre koInI sAthe e bAbatamAM taDajoDa karavAnI nathI. huM to tenA nAmano uccAra hamezAM "bumenTa (Boomay) e ja karato Avyo che, te pite bAvIne mane kahe ke, mArA nAmane uccAra evo nathI thato, to paNa huM tene kahI dauM ke, cAlato thA; tArA nAmano uccAra je thato hoya te, huM to tane bume ja kahevAne.' navAInI vAta che ke, apitA jyAre jyAre mArA kamarAmAM Ave che, tyAre tarata ja mane bumenI gaMdha Ave che- mane bume ja yAda Ave che. kadAca amuka bAbatamAM sarakhApaNuM hovAthI ema banatuM haze. joDA sIvanAra hato ane apitA mArA joDA sIve che, paraMtu arpitA tane dhanya che ke tuM mane kadI na kapelA evA sArAmAM sArA jarmananI yAda apAve che. vaLI bane cheka ja garIba hato. DAhyo hovA mATe mANase garIba paNa tevuM joIe e jANe niyama heya evuM atyAra sudhI banatuM AvyuM che. paraMtu mArA AvI gayA bAda have ema banavAnuM nathI. mArI pachI to niyama evuM banI rahevAne che ke, tamAre adhyAtmajJAnI 1. "you are blessed.' 12e. For Personal & Private Use Only

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behama 11 thavuM hoya to dhanavAna paNa tevuM paDaze. mane punarAvartana karI levA do: tamAre adhyAtmajJAnI thavuM hoya to dhanavAna paNa hovuM paDaze. jisasa kahe che ke, tene IzvaranA rAjyamAM dhanavAna praveza nahi pAmI zake. paNa huM bhArapUrvaka kahuM chuM ke, je sauthI vadhu dhanavAna haze te ja IzvaranA rAjayamAM praveza pAmI zakaze. ane yAda rAkho ke huM je kahuM chuM te jisasanAthI virodhI evuM kaMI kaheto nathI. jisasanI bhASAmAM "garIba' zabda ane mArI bhASAmAM "dhanavAna' zabda e be virodhI zabdo nathI; ane zabdono eka ja- sarakhe ja artha thAya che. je mANase potAne ahaMbhAva gumAvyo hoya, tene jisasa "garaba' kahe che, huM tene "dhanavAna' kahuM chuM. jema tame ochA ne ochA ahaMbhAvavALA bane, tema tame sAcA dhanavAna bane cho. paraMtu bhUtakALamAM ane khAsa karIne pazcimanA dezomAM bohama je koI mANasa tavaMgarane ghera ja nathI. paraMtu pUrvanA dezomAM ema banatuM nathI. buddha eka rAjakumAra hatA; mahAvIra paNa rAjakumAra hatA. jenA vIsa tIrthaMkaro rAjakumAro hatA; kRSNa to rAjA hatA ane rAma paNa badhA tavaMgara hatA - khUba ja tavaMgara. emAM koI gUDha artha rahelo che: huM jene sAcuM tavaMgarapaNuM kahuM chuM te artha, je mANasa ahaMbhAva gumAve te kharekharo tavaMgara bane che. jyAre te zUnyarUpa banI jAya che tyAre ja te tenuM kharApaNuM prApta kare che. - behame bahu ja thoDI muddAnI vAto kahelI che. te ghaNI vAto kahI zake ema hatuM ja nahi, mATe gabharAtA nahi. temAMnI eka muddAnI vAta tamane huM kahI dauM: "hRdaya ja IzvaranuM dhAma - maMdira che." kharI vAta che bohama, hRdaya ja maMdira che, mAthuM nahi 2. significance. For Personal & Private Use Only

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maeNDama bleTaskI : MADAME BLAVATSKY pAMcamI beThakamAM (pAMcamA tarIke) huM have eka strIne lAvavA mAguM chuM. vAraMvAra mane eka strIne yAdImAM lAvavAnuM mana thayA karatuM, paraMtu puruSo ja eTalI moTI saMkhyAmAM mane gherI vaLyA hatA ke strIne aMdara pesavA ja detA na hatA. e dAkSiNya na kahevAya. paraMtu je jIe game tema karIne aMdara praveza meLavyo che, te sI maeNDama blA blA bleTaskI kevI vicitra strI che! blekIne huM hamezA blA blA blevaskI nAme ja ullekhuM chuM. blA blA lakhavAmAM ja te keTalI badhI kuzaLa hatI? blA blA eTale kazuM ja na hoya te vize badhuM ja lakhavuM. nAnAzIka rAphaDAne meTo pahADa banAvI mUkavo. mArI yAdImAM pesanAra pahelI strI e ja haze e huM jANato ja hatuM. te bhAre baLavAna strI hatI. teNe badhA pataMjalio, kabIro, bAdarAyaNane bAjue dhakelI kADhayA ane "dha sikreTa DaoNkirUna" ("gUDhavAda) nAmanA pitAnA sAta bhAganA pustaka sAthe praveza karI ja dIdho. te pustakane huM A beThakanA pAMcamA pustaka tarIke svIkArI lauM chuM. te pustaka pustaka nathI paNa maTe "enasAIkalopIDiyA (jJAnakoza) ja che. "A lokathI para evI a-bhautika-pAralaukika bAbatonoanasAIkalopIDiyA. pArakika bAbatomAM maeNDama bleTaskIne 1. molehill. 2. Esoterica. laukika bAbato mATe empirical zabda che. laukika sivAyanI tenAthI para evI bAbata esoterical kahevAya. - sa0 For Personal & Private Use Only

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17 maeNDama lekI koI haMphAvI na zake - mArA sivAya! huM te bAbato aMge sAta nahi paNa sAta vaoNlyuma lakhI nAkhuM. tethI ja huM atyAra sudhI "dha sikreTa DaoNkirUna' vize bolavAnuM TALato hato. kAraNa ke huM je e sAta vaoNlyuma vize bolavAnuM zarU karyuM, to InzAllA - allAnI marajI hoya to huM sAtaso vaoNlyuma jeTaluM bolI nAkhuM. bicArI bleskI ! e strI upara mane dayA Ave che tema ja huM tene cAhuM paNa chuM. joke tene cahero khUba kadarUpe hato, to paNal tene cahero cAhavA lAyaka to zuM gamavA lAyaka paNa nahoto. chokarI kaMIka bhUMDuM karatAM hoya to temane DarAvavA mATe bleTaskIne cahero kAma Ave. bekIne cahero khUba ja kadarUpe hato. paraMtu mane te strI upara dayA ja Ave che. puruSonI duniyAmAM - purUe banAvelI duniyAmAM - puruSanA ja prAdhAnyavALI duniyAmAM te ekalI ja strI evI che jeNe pitAnI jAtane AgaLa karIne puruSa upara varcasva hAMsala karyuM ane koI strIe pravartAvelo pahelo ja dharma pravartA - thiyosaoNphI nAmane. te bAbatamAM teNe badhA jharathustra ane mahaMmadanI harIphAI ja karI che, ane te badala huM tene dhanyavAda ApuM chuM. koIke e kAma karavuM ja joItuM hatuM -puruSane tenuM sAcuM sthAna batAvavAnuM ane te badala huM tene AbhAra paNa mAnuM chuM. dha sikreTa DaoNTrina pustaka A veka bahAranI vAtanA kacarAthI bhareluM che, paraMtu temAM ghaNAM ratno paNa che tathA kamaLo paNa che. temAM ghaNe kacaro paNa che kAraNa ke te bAI jyAM-tyAMthI je maLe te bheguM karanAra bAI ja hatI. te kacaro kazA kAmane che ke nahi tenI pacAta te karatI ja nahi. badhI nakAmI bevakUphIne paNa vyavasthita rIte goThavI ApavAmAM te khAsI pAvaradhI hatI. bhAre vyavasthita 3. bullshit. For Personal & Private Use Only

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124 pustake - je mane gamyAM che? goThavaNI karanAra bAI. paraMtu ahIMtahIM thoDAM - bahu DAM - ratno paNa che. samagra rIte joIe to e pustakamAM mUlyavAna kahevAya evuM kazuM vizeSa nathI. chatAM mArI yAdImAM strInAM lakhelAM pustako huM umerI levA mAgato hato, tethI te pustaka meM umerI lIdhuM che. blA-blA-bleTaskI khare ja bahu vajanadAra bAI hatI - zabdanA arthamAM vajanadAra! 300 pAuMDa vajana haze. 300 pAuMDa vajana ane eka strImAM! teNe tamArA kahevAtA mahammada alIne eka kSaNamAM ja (kuratImAM) pachADyo hato teNe "meTAmAM meTo' kahevaDAvanArane paNa paga taLe hUMdI nAkhyo hata- ane tene Tu paNa pachI tamArA hAthamAM na Avata. traNaso pAuDa- kharI strI! tene koI premI na maLe, mAtra anuyAyI ja maLyA, e vAtamAM navAI pAmavA jevuM kazuM nathI. svAbhAvika rIte ja tame evI strI upara prema karI ja na zako. jo tame tene cAhe te mATe e tamArA upara baLajabarI kare, to tame enA anuyAyI ja banI zako. 4. thisophInI caLavaLa AgaLa calAvavAmAM enI besaMTe khAsa khAsa bhAga bhajavyuM hatuM. paraMtu rajanIzajIe temane viSe svataMtra lakhANa karavAne badale barnADa zenA khaMDamAM ja temane lagatuM potAnuM maMtavya ApI dIdhuM che. eTale enI besaMTa mATe barnArDa ze vALe khaMDa juo. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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67 Haidd' "The Mytli of Sisyphus' 12 mI beThakanuM AThamuM pustaka rajU karatAM rajanIzajIe jaNAvyuM ke, sAmAnya arthamAM "dhArmika' kahevAmAM Ave che tevo dhAmika huM haragija nathI. huM mArI pitAnI te dhArmika jarUra chuM. tethI lokone navAI lAgaze ke huM dhArmika nahi evA pustako mArI yAdImAM zAthI sAmela karuM chuM. paraMtu e pustako dhArmika che ja - tamAre jarA UMDA UtaravAnI tasdI levI paDaze. sisiphasanI kathA bahu prAcIna che; ane mArsele pitAnI paDImAM teno upayoga karyo che. te kathA TUMkamAM tamane kahI saMbhaLAvuM - sisiphasa eka deva hatA, paraMtu devAdhidevanI avajJA karavA badala tene svargamAMthI taDIpAra karavAmAM Avyo tathA sajA paNa karavAmAM AvI. sajA e hatI ke teNe eka moTo khaDaka khINamAMthI upADI parvatanI Toca upara mUkI Ave. paraMtu e Toca eTalI sAMkaDI tathA aNIdAra hatI ke pelo deva bicAro hAMphata ane parasevAthI nItarata e khaDaka UMcakI lAvIne e Tega upara mUkvA jato ke tarata e khaDaka pAcho nIce khINamAM gabaDI paData. game te kare paNa e aNIdAra Toca upara evaDo moTo khaDaka eka kSaNa paNa gabaDayA vinA sthira paDI rahI zake tema nahotuM. chatAM sajA eTale saja. pelA devane e khaDaka UMcakIne Teca upara lAvI goThavavAne hato, eTale pitAnA prayatnanI niSphaLatA ughADI dekhAtI hovA chatAM e devane potAnA prayatnamAM vaLagI rahevuM paDayuM. 25 For Personal & Private Use Only

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126 pustake- je mane gamyAM che' mANasanI paNa A ja rAmAyaNa che. tethI ja meM kahyuM ke jarA UMDA UtaravA prayatna karazo te A kayAmAM paNa tamane zuddha dharmane siddhAMta hAtha lAgaze. mANasamAtra evI ja paristhitimAM jIvI rahyo che. tame zuM karo cho? bIjA badhA paNa zuM kare che? Akho khaDaka UMcakIne Toca upara laI jAo cho; tyAMthI te acUka pAche, nIcenI khINamAM gabaDI paDe che - dareka vakhate thoDoka vadhu UMDe paNa ja haze. bIje divase paNa savAramAM nAsto paravArI pAchA e khaDakane ja UMcakIne parvatanI Toca sudhI lAvo cho ane tame barAbara jANo cho ke zuM thavAnuM che - te khaDaka pAcho nIce gabaDI paDavAne ja che. e kathA bahu suMdara che. mArsele tene pharIthI rajU karI che. te bahu dhArmika mANasa hato. paraMtu te khAlI pekAro karavAmAM mAnate na ha, tethI kadI AgaLa Avato na hato. te cUpa ja rahyo, cUpa rahIne ja te avasAna pAme. te bhale cUpa rahyo, paraMtu teNe lakhela pustaka "dha mitha oNpha sisiphasa' pikAra karIne jaNAve che ke, te pustaka kadI paNa racavAmAM AvelI mahAna kalAkRtiomAMnuM eka che. eNrisToTala 16 mI chellI beThakanA cethA pustaka tarIke eNrisToTalanuM 'Poetics" pustaka rajU karIne rajanIzajIe saune acaMbAmAM nAkhI dIdhA hatA. temaNe kahyuM ke eNrisToTalane te huM janmathI duzmana chuM. tene huM "erisToTaliTisa' (Aristotalitis) ja kahuM chuM. e eka asAdhya roganuM ja nAma che, e roganI koI davA ja nathI... e sAcA arthamAM kensara ja che. eNrisToTalane pazcimanA dezonI philasUkA ane tarkazAstra (Logic). ne pache kahevAmAM Ave che. ane te kharekhara pitA che paNa kharI. For Personal & Private Use Only

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ebala kelinsa 127 paraMtu mAtra philasUphI ane tarkazAstrane ja; kharI vastune - tattvane nahi. kharI vastu te saoNkreTisa, pAyathegorAsa, plaoNTinasa, DAyejinisa ane yonisiyasa pAsethI pazcimane maLelI che- erisToTala pAsethI haragija nahi. paraMtu navAInI vAta che ke teNe "Poetics' pustaka lakhyuM, jene eNrisToTalanA abhyAsIo aDatA paNa nathI ! mAre te purataka mATe tenAM pustakomAM paNa kheLa ja karavI paDI hatI. erisToTalamAM paNa mane kaMI suMdara vastu maLaze ke kema e jovA huM prayatna karate hate. paraMtu jyAre thoDAM ja pAnAMnI tenI Poetics cepaDI mane maLI tyAre huM romAMcita thaI gayo hato e mANasamAM paNa dila jevI cIja che enI mane tyAre ja khabara paDI. e mANase bIjuM badhuM mAthAmAMthI - magajamAMthI lakhyuM hatuM, paraMtu A pustaka te dilamAMthI lakhyuM hatuM. alabatta e pustaka kAvyanA tattva aMge che, paraMtu kAvyanuM tatva premanA tattvathI bhinna hoI zake nahi. e pustaka tenI akkalanI suvAsarUpa nathI, paraMtu tenA aMtarajJAna (intuition)nI suvAsarUpa che. huM e pustakanI bhalAmaNa karuM chuM. M.C.: MABEL COLLINS 7mI beThakanA trIjA pustaka tarIke mebala kolinsanuM "dha lAITa oNna dha pAtha' ('sAdhanA mArga upara prakAza') nAmanuM pustaka rajU karuM chuM. je mANasa sAdhanAnI UMcAM zikharo sara karavA mAge che, teNe A pustaka vAMcavuM joIe - samajavuM joIe. kadanI dRSTie kiMmata AMkIe te te e bahu nAnuM pustaka che; mArA thaDAM pAnAM ja. paraMtu guNavattAnI dRSTie jovA jaIe to te sauthI moTAM - sauthI mahAna pustakomAMnuM eka che. ane sauthI vadhu navAInI vAta te e che ke, e pustaka A jamAnAmAM lakhAyuM che. e pustakamAM lekhake For Personal & Private Use Only

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128 pustako - je mane gamyAM che' pitAnuM AkhuM nAma paNa ApyuM nathI - mAtra potAnA nAmanA zarUAtanA akSaro M.C. ja lakhelA che. temanuM AkhuM nAma emanA mitro dvArA mane jANavA maLyuM e to eka akasmAta ja hato. lekhake pitAnuM M.C. eTaluM ja nAma zAthI lakhyuM haze? mane tenuM kAraNa samajAya che. lekhaka to (uparathI AvatA prakAzanuM) vAhana mAtra hoya che. "dha lAITa oNna dha pAtha' jevAM pustakanI bAbatamAM to khAsa evuM ja hoya che. kadAca lokone madada karanAro - doranAro-pela suphI khijarA ja M, C.nA pustakanI pAchaLa kAma karI rahyo haze. M. C. thiyosophisTa hatA ke hatAM. lekhaka puruSa hatA ke strI hatAM te huM jANato nathI. ane te puruSa ke strI heya tethI kazo pharaka paDato nathI. thiyosaoNphisTone suphIo je parama mArgadarzaka khijarAmAM mAne che tenAthI derAvAnuM pasaMda na paNa hoya. thiyosophiksTa parama mArgadarzaka K.H.mAM mAne che, eTale huM M, C, nI bAbatamAM K.H. vaDe temane daravaNI maLI hatI ema kahuM to kadAca vadhu game. paraMtu nAma game te Apa tethI zo pharaka paDe che? guru (Master) K H. hatA ke adhyAtmajJAnI khijavA hatA - e muddAnI vAta nathI. muddAnI vAta to e che ke, e pustaka naradama senAnA banAvelA minArA jevuM dedIpyamAna che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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70 ghAliba 16 mI chellI beThakanA dazamA tarIke mirajhA ghAlibane rajU karavAmAM Avyo che. tenI koI kRtinuM varNana karavAne badale rajanIzajIe judI rIte ja tenuM mUlyAMkana kareluM che. mirajhA ghAliba viSe te eTaluM ja kahe che ke, mirajhA ghAliba UdU bhASAnA mahAnamAM mahAna kavi hatA. mAtra UrdU bhASAnA ja nahi; duniyAnI bIjI koI bhASAmAM evo koI kavi nathI jene ghAliba sAthe sarakhAvI zakAya. temanA pustakane 'divAna' kahevAmAM Ave che. divAna eTale kavitAone saMgraha, temanAM kAvyonuM vAcana karavuM bahu agharuM che. paraMtu tame thoDo prayatna jArI rAkhe, to tamane bahu moTI kiMmata hAMsala thaze. tenI eka eka lITImAM AkhuM pustaka samAyeluM hoya che. UrdU bhASAnI e ja khUbI che. huM to ema kahevA mAguM chuM ke, duniyAnI bIjI koI bhASAmAM mAtra be vAkyomAM AkhA pustakane bhAva samAI jAya. evI DAmAM ja badhuM kahI devAnI tAkAta nathI ane mirajhA ghAliba UdU bhASAnA evA camatkArI jAdugara hatA. . For Personal & Private Use Only

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71 kRSNamUrti : esaTa 1 8 mI beThakanuM pAMcamuM pustaka rajU karatI veLA rajanIzajI jaNAve che ke, "eTa dha phITa oNpha dha mAsTara" ('jagadgurune caraNe') nAmanuM eka pustaka che. tenA lekhaka tarIke jiSNu kRSNamUrti (Jiddhu Krishnamurti) evuM nAma ApavAmAM AvyuM che paraMtu kRSNamUrti pote ema kahe che ke, maiM e pustaka kayAreya lakhyuM hoya evuM mane yAda ja AvatuM nathI. kharI rIte e pustaka ghaNA vakhata pahelAM eTale ke kRSNamUrti nava ke daza varSanI uMmaranA haze tyAre lakhAyeluM che. e pustaka prakAzita thayuM tyArathI ghaNA pahelA vakhatanI yAda temane Ave paNa zI rIte? paraMtu e pustaka eka mahAna kRti che. huM prathama vAra e pustakane kharo lekhaka koNa hatA tenuM nAma duniyAne jAhera karI dauM chuM : eNnI besaMTa! e pustaka eNnI besaMTe lakheluM che, kRSNamUrtie nahi. to eNnI besaMTa e pustaka potAnI racanA che ema jAhera thavA kema na dIdhuM? tema karavA pAchaLa eka kAraNa hatuM : eNnI besaMTa kRSNamUrtine jagadguru tarIke jAhera karavA mAgatAM hatAM. eka mAtAnI e mahattvAkAMkSA hatI. eNnI besaMTe ja kRSNamUrtine ucherIne meTA karyA hatA, ane koI paNa mAtA potAnA saMtAnane cAhe teTalA besaMTa kRSNamUrtine cAhatAM hatAM. temanI vRddhAvasthA veLAe temane eka ja icchA rahetI hatI ke kRSNamUrti jagadguru bane. paraMtu duniyane kahevAnuM zuM kRSNamUrti pAse na hoya to temanA 30 For Personal & Private Use Only

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kRSNamUrti besaMTa 131 jagadaguru tarIke svIkAra kema karIne thAya? "jagadgurune caraNe' pustaka vaDe besaMTe e mAgaNI pUrI karavAno prayatna karela che. kRSNamUrti pate e pustakanA lekhaka nathI. te pote kahe che ke, temaNe e pustaka kadI lakhyuM hoya ema temane yAda AvatuM nathI. kRSNamUrti pote sahRdayI, sAcA ane pramANika mANasa che; chatAM e pustaka haju temane nAme vecAya che. temaNe prakAzakone khullaMkhullA kahI devuM joIe ke, pate e pustakanA lekhaka nathI; ane temane nAme e pustaka vecAtuM aTakAvI devuM joIe. prakAzakone e pustaka prakAzita karavuM hoya to lekhakanA nAma vinA tene prakAzita kare. paNa temaNe tema karyuM nathI. te pote tenA lekhaka nathI ema cenuM kahevAne badale te eTaluM ja kahyA kare che ke, te pustaka temaNe lakhyuM hoya ema temane yAda AvatuM nathI. temaNe te sIdhA zabdomAM ne pADI devI joItI hatI. paraMtu e pustaka kharekhara suMdara che. kharuM kahIe te koIne paNa e pustakanA lekhaka hovAnuM abhimAna thAya tema che. jeone AdhyAtmika sAdhanAne mArge prayANa karavuM che ane koI sadgurunI sAthe ekarUpa banavuM che, te dareke e pustakane abhyAsa karavo joIe. yAda rAkho ke huM te pustakane "abhyAsa' karavAnuM kahuM chuM - mAtra vAMcI javAnuM nathI kahete. kAraNa ke, vAMcI javA mATe te ghaNI kalpanA kathAo ke navalakathAo che. are "AdhyAtmika navalakathAo" paNa che! Aje emanA aneka lekhako phATI nIkaLyA che tathA temanI DajhanabaMdha copaDIo prakAzita thaye jAya che kAraNake atyAre tevI paDIonI "mAMga' che, dazamI beThakanA pAMcamAM pustaka tarIke rajanIzajI kRSNamUtinuM "komenTarIjha ona liviMga' pustaka rajU kare che ane kahe che ke, e For Personal & Private Use Only

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132 pustakA - je mane gamyAM che pustakanA aneka bhAge che; ane tArakamaMDaLa jema vizva-rajakaNanA DhagalAmAMthI UbhuM thayeluM kahevAya che, tevI ja e pustakanI racanA che. 'kaoNmenTarIjha oNna liviMga' e pustaka kharI rIte lekhakanI DAyarI che... koI suMdara sUryAsta joyA hoya, bahu purANuM koI jhADa jeyuM hoya, are mAtra sAyaMkALa joyA hoya pakSIo potapotAne mALe pAchAM pharatAM hoya, .... are, game te prasaMga ke bInA .... samudra tarapha dhasI jatI nadI ... kaMIka lAgaNI thaI Ave tevuM kaMI hoya, te tarata temaNe DAyarImAM TapakAvyuM ja hoya. e pustakanA janma e rIte thayo che. te paddhatisara lakhavAmAM AveluM pustaka nathI -- mAtra DAyarI che. paraMtu tene tame mAtra vAMcavA ja hAthamAM le ke tarata tame bIjI duniyAmAM paheoMcI javAnA * sauMdaryanI duniyAmAM ... zAMtinI 1 duniyAmAM. mArI AMkhamAM UbharAI AvelAM AMsu tame juo cho? - keTaloka vakhata thayAM vAMcavAnuM meM cheADI dIdhuM che; paraMtu A copaDInA ullekhamAtra thatAM mArI AMkhamAM AMsu AvI gayAM. huM e pustakane cAhuM chuM. duniyAmAM kadI lakhAyelAM mahAnamAM mahAna pustakomAMnuM te eka che. meM pahelAM eka vAra kahyuM che ke, kRSNamUrtinuM * First and Last Freedom' e temanuM sauthI sarasa pustaka che. paraMtu A pustakane paNa sauthI sarasa kahuM chuM. tethI virodha AvatA nathI. kAraNa ke A 'pustaka' nathI paNa ' DAyarI' che. sAcA arthamAM tene pustaka na kahevAya, chatAM huM tene mArI A yAdImAM umerI lauM chuM ja. .... AThamI beThakanA AThamA pustaka tarIke rajanIzajI barnArDa zaoNnuM eka pustaka rajU karatI veLA jaNAve che ke, viSayAMtara karIne huM tamane 1. beautitude. 3. 'by the way 2. greatest books ever written. I tell you. For Personal & Private Use Only

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rAmatIrtha kaheto jAuM ke, barnArDa zo eka chokarIne cAhatA hatA ane tene paraNavA mAgatA hatA. paraMtu te chokarIne adhyAtmajJAnI thavuM hatuM. tene satyanI zodha karavI hatI tethI te bhArata dezamAM cAlI gaI. te chokarI bIjI koI nahi paNa enI besaMTa hatI. Izvarano AbhAra mAnIe ke zo pitAne paraNavAnuM te chokarIne samajAvI na zakyA; nahi te ApaNe eka mahAna zaktizALI strI gumAvata. te bAInI UMDI samaja (insight) tene prema, tenuM DahApaNa (wisdom).. khare ja te strI eka jogaNI (witch) hatI. huM kharekhara ema kahevA mAguM chuM ke te witch hatI, bitch (kUtarI) nahi. huM tene bitch nahi paNa witch kahuM chuM te dhyAnamAM rAkhajo ... witch bahu sAro zabda chetene artha thAya che "DAhI" (wise.) gumaDadom) - maNuM 72 rAmatIrtha 16 mI beThakanA sAtamA tarIke huM A saikAnA ThIka zarUAtanA bhAgamAM thaI gayelA eka bhAratIya adhyAtmajJAnIne rajU karuM chuM. te pUrA vicakSaNa mANasa hoya ema huM mAnato nathI; kAraNake, temaNe traNa moTI bhUla karI hatI. bAkI, temanAM prakAzita thayelAM saMkalita pustako (colleted works) suMdara che - nakarI kavitA ja che. paraMtu temaNe karelI traNa bhUla bhUlavI joIe nahi. rAmatIrtha jevA mANasa paNa evI mUrkhatAbharI bhUlo karI zake? te amerikA gayA hatA. emanAmAM camatkAre AkarSaNa zakti (charisma) hatI, ane tyAM te lagabhaga pUjAtA ja hatA. jyAre . 9. tremendously powerful. 2. mystic. 3. enlightened. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake-je mane gamya che" te bhArata pAchA pharyA tyAre temaNe prathama vArANasI jaI AvavAne vicAra karyo. kAraNa ke, vArANasI hiMdudharmane aTaLa gaDha manAtuM hatuM.... hiMduonuM jerusalema. temanuM makkA. rAmatIrthane evI khAtarI hatI ke amerikAe jo temanA tarapha A pUjyabhAva dAkhavyo che, te vArANasIne brAhmaNo temane devanI peThe pUjaze, paraMtu te bhUvA karatA hatA te vArANasImAM bhASaNa karavA lAgyA. te ja vakhate eka brAhmaNa Ubho thayo ane bolyo, "tame AgaLa kaMI vado tyAra pahelAM mArA eka praznano javAba Ape. tame saMskRta bhASA jANo cho?" rAmatIrtha te parama tatva viSe bolI rahyA hatA, tyAre A brAhmaNe te eTaluM ja pUchayuM ke, "tamane saMskRta " AvaDe che? jo tamane saMskRta na AvaDatuM hoya, te parama tattva vize belavAna tamane kazo adhikAra nathI. mATe pahelAM jaIne saMskRta bhaNI Avo." e brAhmaNane te kaMI doSa kADhI na zakAya. AkhI duniyAmAM (badhA dhamene) brAhmaNa-varga e ja hoya che. navAI to e vAtanI che ke, rAmatI saMskRta bhASA zIkhavAnuM zarU karyuM ja! e vAtano ja mane AghAta lAgyo che. kAraNa ke, rAmatIye to e brAhmaNane eTaluM ja saMbhaLAvI devuM joItuM hatuM ke"tArA badhA vedo ane tArI saMskRta bhASAne laIne kALuM karake parama satyane jANyuM che, pachI mAre saMskRta bhASAne zuM karavI che?" rAmatIrtha saMskRta bhASA jANatA na hatA e vAta sAcI hatI. paraMtu te AvaDavI ja joIe evuM paNa kayAM che? paraMtu temane te saMskRta bhASA AvaDavAnI zAthI jarUra jaNAI te samajAtuM nathI. tamane yAda rAkhavAnuM kahuM chuM te pahelI bhUla A hatI. temanAM pustako kharekhara ghaNAM ja kAvyamaya che. pUrepUrAM preraNAdAyaka. paraMtu paramajJAnIpa mANasa pote kyAMka khovAI gayo che. 4. get lost. 4. esoteric. For Personal & Private Use Only

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sTona 135 bIjI bhUla : temanAM patnI temane maLavA dUra pajAbathI AvyAM, tyAre temaNe temane maLavAnI nA pADI. bIjI koI strIne maLavAnI temaNe kadI nA nahotI pADI. te pachI potAnI ja patanIne maLavAnI nA pADavAnI zI jarUra hatI? kAraNake, temane bIka hatI. haju temane strImAM Asakti bAkI rahI hatI. mane temanI dayA Ave che. (saMnyAsI thaIne) pitAnI patnIne temaNe tyAga ja karyo che, pachI temane bIka zI vAtanI lAgatI hatI? trIjI bhUla : temaNe chevaTe ApaghAta karyo hato. hiMduo te ema ja kahevAnA ke te gaMgAmAM samAI gayA. tame game tevI kharAba bAbatene sArAM rUpALAM nAma ApI zake che. (paNa tethI kharAba bAbata kharAba ja rahevAnI.) A traNa vigate sivAyanAM rAmatIrthanAM pustako kImatI che. paraMtu tame A traNa bAbato bhUlI jAo to tame temane sAkSAtkAra pAmelA ja gaNavA lAgazo. te jANe sAkSAtkAra pAmelA mANasa hoya ema ja vAta kare che, paraMtu te mAtra "jANe sAkSAtkAra pAmelA" hatA, eTaluM ja. 73 sTAna Aje teramI beThakanA pahelA pustaka tarIke huM iraviMga sTonanuM "dha lAsTa phora lAIpha" ("jIvananI tuNA') pustaka raju karuM chuM. vinsenTa vAna gogha (Gogh) nA jIvana upara lakhAyelI e navalakathA che. sTone e navalakathA lakhIne evuM moTuM (tremendous) kAma karyuM che ke bIjA koIe tevuM kAma karyuM hoya evuM mane yAda AvatuM nathI. bIjAne viSe eTalI AtmIyatAthI keIe lakhANa karyuM nathI - jANe potAnA ja aMtaranI vAta karato hoya! For Personal & Private Use Only

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136 , pustake- je mane gamyAM che? "lasTa phora lAIpha" e pustaka mAtra navalakathI ja nathI. te te eka AdhyAtmika graMtha che. tene huM mArI vyAkhyA pramANe AdhyAtmika kahuM chuM. mArI vyAkhyA pramANe jIvananAM badhAM pAsAM - badhI kakSAone eka samanvaya heThaLa ANavAmAM Ave tyAre ja te AdhyAtmika banI rahe. e pustaka evI suMdara rIte lakhAyuM che ke tene lekhaka IraviMga sTona pote ja tene AMbI javA mAge che paNa te zakya nathI. te pustaka lakhyA pachI tene bIjAM ghaNAM pustako lakhyAM che, ane AjanI beThakanA bIjA pustaka tarIke huM sTonanuM ja bIjuM pustaka rajU karavAno chuM. huM te pustakane "bIjA" pustaka tarIke rajU karuM chuM kAraNa ke, vastutAe paNa te bIjI kakSAnuM pustaka che - "lasTa phora lAIpha'nI jema prathama kakSAnuM nathI te pustakanuM nAma "dha eMganI adrs & viszzzil' (The Agony and the Ecstasy' ajepa ane atyAnaMda') che. te pustaka paNa pahelA pustakanI piThe bIjA koI jIvanacaritrane AdhAre ja lakhAyeluM che. sTona kadAca mAno haze ke, te "lasTa phaoNra lAIpha' jevuM ja bIjuM pustaka lakhate haze, paraMtu te bAbatamAM te niSphaLa nIvaDayo che. joke te niSphaLa nIvaDayo chatAM te pustaka paNa bIjA naMbaranuM to che ja - bIje naMbara paNa tenA pustakanA pahelA naMbaranI daSTie, bIjA koI lekhakanA pustakanI daSTie haragija nahi. kalAkAro, kavio, citrakAro vagerenAM jIvanacaritrane AdhAre seMkaDo navalakathAo lakhAI che, paNa temAMnI koI sTonanA bIjA pustakanI kakSAe paNa pahoMcI zakatI nathI. te prathama pustakanI kakSAnI te vAta ja kyAM? sTonanAM baMne pustako suMdara che; paraMtu pahelA pustakanuM sauMdarya te arlokika che. sTonanuM bIjuM pustaka jarA nIcenI kakSAnuM che, paNa emAM sTonane kazo vAMka nathI. tamane khyAla hoya ke tame "lasTa phaoNra 9. all dimensions of life have to be incorporated into a synthesis. For Personal & Private Use Only

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sTena lAIpha' jevuM prathama kakSAnuM pustaka lakhyuM che, tyAre sAmAnya rIte mANasane tenuM anukaraNa karI tevuM bIjuM pustaka lakhavAnuM ja mana thAya. paraMtu tame anukaraNa karavA jAo to evuM prathama kakSAnuM pustaka kadI lakhI na zako. sTone jyAre "lasTa' pustaka lakhyuM tyAre te koInuM anukaraNa karato na hato, paraMtu jyAre teNe "dha oNganI eNnDa dha ekasTasI' pustaka lakhyuM, tyAre te potAnuM ja anukaraNa karI rahyo hato, ane e anukaraNa sauthI kharAba anukaraNa hoya che. dareka jaNa nAhavA jatI vakhate bAtharUmanA arIsAmAM ema ja kare che... sTonanA bIjA pustaka viSe evI ja lAgaNI thAya che. huM tene arIsAmAMnuM pratibiMba kahuM chuM, paNa te kaI sAcI vastunuM pratibiMba che, eTale tene huM mArI yAdImAM umerI lauM chuM. huM hamaNAM guDiyAne pUchavAne ja hato ke sTone "dha eMganI enDa dha ekasTasI' pustakamAM konuM jIvanacaritra lIdhuM che. mArA pUratuM te huM te nAma cheka ja bhUlI gayo chuM. ema bhAgye ja bane che, kAraNa ke, huM jhaTa kazuM bhUlI jato nathI. huM kSamA tarata ja ApI dauM chuM, paNa kazuM baTa bhUlI jato nathI. rAjabhAratI, tame kaho ke sTene konA jIvanacaritra vize lakhyuM che? govinanA? "bhagavAna, emAM mAIkala eNjelonuM caritra che." mAIkala jelonuM? khare ja eka mahAna jIvanacaritra kahevAya. paNa tyAre sTone ghaNuM gumAvyuM che ema ja kahevuM joIe. govina viSe ja teNe lakhyuM hota, te te ThIka vAta hatI. paNa jo te mAIkela ejelonuM caritra hoya, to sTonane te lakhavA badala huM kSamA 2. aMgrejImAM "forgive and forget' evI ukti che - arthAta bIjAe karelA nukasAnanI kSamA ApI de ane tene tarata bhUlI jAo. manamAM verabhAva rAkhI gekhyA karavuM e sAco rasto nathI. - sa 3. Gauguin. For Personal & Private Use Only

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18 pustake - je mane gamyAM che paNa ApavAne nathI tathA te vAta bhUlI paNa javAne nathI. paraMtu . sTonanuM lakhANa bahu suMdara hoya che. te jANe kAvya ja lakhato hoya tevuM lakhe che. sTonanI bIjI paDI pahelInI tole AvI na zake tenuM eka sIdhuMsAduM kAraNa to e che ke, pahelI cUMpaDImAM jenuM jIvanacaritra che, e vinsenTa vAna Detha je koI bIjo mANasa ja maLe tema nathI. e Daca bacce pote ja ananukaraNIya hato. tenI koI sAthe sarakhAmaNI ja thaI zake tema nathI. tArAothI khakhaca bharelA AkAzamAM te eka judo ja prakAzI rahyo che. evA mANasa upara koI meTuM pustaka racavuM hoya to te saheluM kAma che. mAIkala enjalo vize paNa tema ja kahevAya. paraMtu sTone potAnuM ja anukaraNa karavA gayo e moTI bhUla karI beTho. tame koInuM anukaraNa karanArA koInA anuyAyI kadI na banatA tamArA potAnA paNa! 1. bicArI cetanAne meM tAkIda karI che ke, tuM mArAM kapaDAM dhUe che te barapha jevAM dhoLAM thavAM joIe. te bicArI tenAthI thAya teTaluM karI chUTe che. Aje huM khUba AnaMdamAM chuM. (baraphanI vAta parathI) huM pharIthI himAlayamAM jaI pahoMcyo chuM. lAotnanI peThe mAre paNa himAlayamAM ja deha tyAgavAne vicAra hato. himAlayamAM jIvatA hovuM e eka adUbhuta vastu che; paraMtu himAlayamAM dehatyAga karavo e ethI paNa vadhu abhuta vastu che. barapha jyAM jyAM hoya che, tyAM tyAM himAlayanI pavitratAnuM - niSkalakatAnuM pratinidhitva kare che... AvatI kAla kadI AvatI ja nathI. eTale kazI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. huM to hameza "Aja'mAM ja vicaruM chuM- viharuM chuM. eTale abaghaDI - atyAre ja ApaNe himAlayanI duniyAmAM ja pahoMcI gayA chIe. 8. do not follow. For Personal & Private Use Only

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Isapa . . - - 19 mAIkela e jelone sapheda Arasa bahu gamato haze. tethI ja teNe sapheda ArasamAMthI jisasanI mUrti kotarI kADhI che. bIjA koI mANase evI suMdara mUrtio ghaDI nathI. eTale mAIkala eNje viSe suMdara vArtA racavAnuM sTona mATe muzkela hovuM ja na joIe. paraMtu te cUkI eTalA mATe gayo ke, te potAnuM ja anukaraNa karavA besI gayo. jo potAnA pahelA pustakanI vAta te bhUlI gayA hota, to ApaNane bIjI "lasTa phaoNra lAIpha' navalakathA maLI hota. 74 244 - AESOP cethI beThakanA AThamA pustaka tarIke rajanIzajIe "dha phebalsa oNpha isapa" ("isapanI kahANIo' pustaka rajU karyuM. temaNe umeryuM ke, Isapa e koI aitihAsika vyakti nathI. te nAmano koI mANasa astitvamAM ja na hato. buddha e badhI vArtAo pitAnA dharmopadezamAM vAparI che. ane sikaMdara (Alexander) jyAre bhArata upara caDAI karavA Avyo tyAre potAnI sAthe te badhI vArtAo pazcimanA dezamAM laI gayo. alabatta te vAtamAM ghaNuM badalAI gayuM che - buddhanuM nAma paNa! baddha bodhisava paNa kahevAtA, buddha pote ja kahyuM che ke, buddho be prakAranA hoya che : eka to "ahaM', je potAnuM buddhapaNuM prApta karyA pachI bIjA koIne mArgadarzana karavAnI paMcAtamAM paDatA nathI. ane bIjA "bodhisava'je buddhapaNuM prApta karyA pachI bIjAone temanA sAdhanA-mArgamAM madada karavA sakhatamAM sakhata prayatna kare che. alekajhAnDara "bodhisatva' zabdane "badhisata' tarIke potAnI sAthe laI gayo. te zabda pachI "josephasa' (Josephus) banyo ane For Personal & Private Use Only

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140, "pustake - je mane gamyAM che josephasamAMthI pachI "esepa' (AESOP) banyo. esopa e koI aitihAsika vyakti nathI, paraMtu tene nAme caDelI daSTAMtakathAo (parables) ati arthapUrNa che ane huM A beThakanA AThamA pustaka tarIke tene rajU karuM chuM. 75 nAgArjuna cethI beThakanuM navamuM pustaka nAgArjananI mUla mAdhyamika kArikA" che. mane nAgArjana bahu gamatA nathI, te vadhAre paDatA philasUpha che, ane huM philasUphI-virodhI mANasa chuM paNa nAgArjunanI "mUla mAdhyamika kArikAne artha thAya che "madhyamamArganAra mULa to; arthAtu madhyamamArganuM mULa rahasya. zabdo pahoMcI zake eTalI gahana UMDAIe te pitAnI kArikAomAM pahoMcyA che. meM e kArikAo viSe kAMI vaktavya karyuM nathI. jo tamAre mULa tatva ke rahasya viSe kaMI kahevuM hoya te tene sArAmAM sAco mArga cUpa rahevuM e ja che. paraMtu e pustaka te sarvottama kakSAnuM suMdara pustaka che. 1. anti philosophic 2. buddha pote batAvelA mArgane madhyamamArga kahetA. - saM. 3. profoundest. 8. tremendously beautiful. For Personal & Private Use Only

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76 barnDa rasela mAre banDa raselane mArI yAdImAM umerI levAne che e vAta koNa jANe zAthI huM bhUlI ja zakatA nathI. meM tene hamezAM cAhyo che - ema jANavA chatAM ke ame be uttara dhruva ane dakSiNa dhruva jeTalA ekabIjAthI vegaLA chIe - viruddhamAM chIe. kadAca tene cAhavAnuM e ja kAraNa haze. kAraNa ke, lekokti ja che ke, be dhruva dUra - eka bIjAthI cheka viruddhamAM hovA chatAM ekabIjAne AkarSe che. tamane mArI AMkhamAM AvelAM AMsu dekhAya? te banDa rasela mATe che. tenA mitro tene "baTa' (Bertee) kahIne ja bolAvatA. "dha hisTarI opha vesTarna philosophI" bAramI beThakanuM navamuM pustaka tenuM che. pazcimanI philosophI pUratuM kahIe te tene ane banDa rasela jeTaluM (mahattvanuM ke upayogI) kAma bIjA koIe karyuM nathI. jAte philasUpha hoya te ja e kAma karI zake. itihAsakAroe prayatna karyo che, ane philasUphInA ghaNA itihAsa lakhAyA che. paNa te lakhanAra eke itihAsakAra philasUpha nahotA. A pahelI ja vAra banyuM che ke, banDa raselanI kathAne philasupha dha hisTarI opha vesTarna philosophI" nAme ItihAsane graMtha paNa lakhe che. ane te e sahRdaya (sincere) mANasa che ke, te potAnA pustakane "philasUphIne itihAsa' nathI kaheto; kAraNa ke, te barAbara jANato hato ke te pote pUrvanA dezo taraphanI philasUphIthI taddana ajJAta hato. pote jeTaluM jANato hato 1. kausamAM mUkelA zabdo mULanA nathI. -saM* 14 For Personal & Private Use Only

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bha tathA itihAe lakhelA 142 "pustake je mane gamyAM che' teTalAnI ja te namrapaNe rajUAta kare che, ane sAthe sAthe jaNAve che ke, e philasUphIne saMpUrNa itihAsa nathI paNa pazcimanA deza taraphanI eNrisToTalathI mAMDIne banDa rasela sudhInI philasUphIne ja itihAsa che. mane philasUphI gamatI nathI. paraMtu raselanI paDI itihAsa ja nathI paNa eka kalAkRti paNa che. paddhatisaranI kaLAnI koTInI, e suMdara kRti che. banDa rasela mULe gaNitazAstrI hatA tene kAraNe ja kadAca ema banyuM haze. bhAratane haju paNa evA banDa raselanI khoTa che, je tenI philasUphI viSe tathA itihAsa vize kaMIka lakhe. itihAsa te ghaNA che, paraMtu te badhA ItihAsakAroe lakhelA che, philasUe nahIM! e te ughADuM che ke, eka itihAsakAra te itihAsakAranI rIte ja lakhe, gatizIla vicArane AMtarika laya ane UMDANa tenA samajavAmAM Ave ja nahi. rAdhAkRSNane "hisTarI opha iMDiyana philosophI" nAmanuM pustaka lakhyuM che - ema mAnIne ke te banDa raselane pustaka jevuM banaze. paraMtu e pustaka to corI kareluM che, e pustaka rAdhAkRSNane lakhyuM nathI. e pustaka te eka bicAro vidyArthI, jenA rAdhAkRSNana parIkSaka hatA. teNe lakhela mahAnibaMdha che. rAdhAkRSNane e Akho mahAnibaMdha corI laIne potAne nAme caDAvI dIdho che. adAlatamAM temanA upara kesa paNa karavAmAM Avyo hato, paraMtu pele vidyArthI bicAre eTalo badho garIba hatuM ke te e kesa laDI zake tema nahotuM. eTale rAdhAkRSNane tene pUratA paisA ApI cUpa karI dIdhe. 2. aesthetic. 3. moving. 8. inner rhythm. 4. profundity. 6. thesis Ph.D. jevI UMcI kakSAnI DigrIo mATe parakSA uparAMta svataMtra mahAnibaMdha paNa taiyAra karI ApavA paDe che. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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14. AvA loko bhAratIya philasUphIne nyAya karI zake kharA? khAsa karIne bhAratane tema ja cInane - e be dezone eka barTrAnDa raselanI khAsa jarUra che. pazcimanA dezo eTalA bhAgyazALI kahevAya ke temane banDa rasela jevo krAMtikArI vicAraka maLyo je eNrisToTalathI mAMDIne cheka potAnA sudhInA vicArakonA vicArone pravAhanuM ATaluM suMdara nirUpaNa karI zake tema hato tathA jeNe tema kahyuM paNa kharuM. 77 taMtra paMdaramI beThakano ceAthe lekhaka che ajita-mukharjI. taMtra sAhitya mATe te ghaNuM karI chUTayo che. tenAM be pustaka huM mArI yAdImAM sAmela karavAne che. - AjanI beThakanuM cothuM pustaka che ajita mukharjInuM "dha ArTa oNpha taMtra', ane pAMcamuM che, "dha peInTIMgsa oNpha taMtra' athavA "dha ITA peInaTIjha e mANasa hajI jIve che ane tenAM e be pustako badala meM tene khUba cAhyo che. kAraNa ke, te be pustako uttamottama che - temAM ApelAM citro, temanI kaLA, ane te citro upara teNe kareluM vivecana - te badhuM ja. ane teNe lakhelA udUghAta te sarakhAmaNI karI na zakAya teTalA amUlya che. paNa e mANasa pote te eka bApaDo baMgALI ja lAge che. hamaNAM thoDA ja divasa pahelAM te dilhImAM lakSmIne maLyo hato. te tene maLavA ja Avyo hato ane teNe tenI samakSa kabUla karI dIdhuM ke tene mULa vicAra te tenI pAse badho saMgraha bhagavAna (rajanIzajI)ne ja arpaNa karI devAne hato. tenI pAse taMtrane 7. masterpieces. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustaka-je mane gamyAM che" lagatAM citro ane kaLAne eka amUlya ane samRddha bhaMDAra hato. teNe lakSmIne kahyuM ke, "e badhuM bhagavAnane arpaNa karI devAne vicAra ene e kAraNe Avyo hato ke te ekalA ja enI kiMmata samajI zake tathA tenuM rahasya pAmI zake tevI lAyakAta dharAvatA hatA. paNa mane bIka lAgI ke bhagavAna sAthe kAMI paNa saMbaMdha dharAvavo e mAre mATe jokhamakAraka vastu banI rahe; tethI chevaTe meM AkhI jidagInI mahenatane mArI samasta saMgraha bhArata sarakArane soMpI dIdho." meM e baMne pustakone khUba cAhyAM che, paraMtu e mANasane - ajIta mukharjIne mATe- e uMdaraDAne mATe zuM kahevuM? AvI bIka rAkhe? ane evI bIka rAkhIne taMtra graMtha samajavA e zakya che? azakya! teNe je kaMI lakhyuM che e kevaLa buddhine vilAsa che, te badhuM tenA hRdayamAMthI nipajeluM nathI - nipajI zake ja nahi, tenI pAse hRdaya nAmanI cIja ja nathI. zarIra taMtrane vicAra karIne ja kahIe to eka uMdaraDAne paNa hRdaya heya che; paraMtu e hRdaya nathI, mAtra phephaDAM che. mANasamAM ja phephasAM uparAMta vadhAre evI koI cIja hoya che - arthAtu hRdaya ! ane hRdaya ! ane hadaya to hiMmata, prema ane sAhasanI bharelI AbehavAmAM ja pAMgarI zake. ke bApaDo mANasa! chatAM tenAM pustakonI huM kadara karuM chuM. e uMdaraDAe paNa bahu moTuM kArya kare che. e be copaDIo taMtrane mATe tathA tatvanA zodhako mATe bahu mahatvanI rahevAnI che paNa ajIta udaraDAne - are ajIta mukharjIne kSamA karo ane bhUlI jAo. ajIta mukharjI, paNa eTaluM samajI rAkhaje ke, huM tAro ke koIne paNa virodhI ke duzmana nathI. duniyAmAM huM keIna duzmana nathI. joke duniyAmAM lAkho ne karoDo evA loko che je mane temane duzmana mAne che. paNa enI mAre zI paMcAta ? ajIta mukharjI chatAM 9. It is their business. For Personal & Private Use Only

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ta huM tane cAhuM chuM, kAraNa ke, te taMtranI sArI sevA bajAvI che. taMtrane ghaNA abhyAsIonI, philasUphanI, citrakAronI, lekhakonI, kavionI ghaNI jarUra che, jethI karIne te prAcIna jJAna - prAcIna vidyA- pharIthI jIvaMta bane - ane meM e kAmamAM tArA pUrato najIvo bhAga jarUra bhajavyo che. paMdaramI beThakanA AThamA pustaka tarIke paoNla resanuM jhena siddhAMta viSenuM jhena phaleza, jhena bAnsa' nAmanuM pustaka rajU karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. te lekhaka vize vizeSa mAhitI ApatAM rajanIzajIe jaNAvyuM hatuM ke, e mANasa hajI keliphorniyAmAM kathaka jIve che. jhena viSenA tenA A nAnA pustakamAM teNe "vijJAna bhairava netra" - jema zivajIe pArvatIne 112 sUtramAM siddhi prApta karavAnI 112 cAvIo batAvI hatI, temano saMgraha paNa che. dhyAna mATe "vijJAna bhairava taMtra' karatAM vadhu upayogI thaI paDe evuM bIjuM kAMI hoI zake nahi. kAraNa ke, dhyAna mATe 112 cAvIo pUratI che. ekaso tera paNa nahi. 112 e ja suMdara alaukikara saMkhyA che. AkhI copaDI ghaNI nAnI che - ene "pokeTa-buka' ja kahene. tame tene khIsAmAM nAkhIne laI jaI zako. ema to kohInUrane paNa tame khIsAmAM nAkhIne laI jaI zako. joke have te e kohInUra briTiza rAjavIonA mugaTamAM jaDI devAmAM Avyo che, ane mugaTa kaMI khIsAmAM laI jaI zakAya nahi. paoNla repsa viSe kahI zakAya evI agatyanI vAta e che ke, bhASAMtara karavAmAM teNe phAlatu ke bihArane eka paNa zabda umeryo nathI, teNe mArA bhASAMtara ja karyuM che, paraMtu e bhASAMtara karIne teNe eka suMdara puSpa aMgrejI bhASAne arpaNa karyuM che. 2. esoteric. 50 - 10 For Personal & Private Use Only

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1ws pustake - je mane gamyAM che?' paoNla rese lagabhaga azakya kahevAya tevuM kAma kareluM che. amerikana hovA chatAM teNe jhena siddhAMtanI saMpUrNa suvAsa hAMsala karI che - potAne ekalAne mATe nahi paNa AkhA jagata mATe, duniyAe hameza mATe tenA AbhArI rahevuM paDaze. joke teNe AtmajJAna hAMsala karyuM na hatuM, tethI meM kahyuM ke teNe lagabhaga azakya kahevAya tevuM kAma kareluM che. vijJAna bhairava taMtra'nA kavi - gAyaka zivajI pote che. te bahu nAnuM pustaka che - mAtrA 112 sUtronuM. tame e AkhuM cepaDInA eka ja pAnamAM bahu te be pAnamAM lakhI zako. meM te pustaka upara ghaNuM vaktavya kareluM che--pAMca pustako bharIne - hajAro pAnamAM, vikrana bhairava taMtra' jenuM saMkSipta pustaka bIjuM koI nathI. joke dareka sUtrAmAM dhyAna siddha karavAnI judI judI rIta ja batAvelI che. rajanIza jIe kahyuM, "mane mAruM kAma pUruM karavA de. loko khurazImAM beThelA mANasane daradI "patient' kahe che, paraMtu temaNe dAktarone ja "pezanTa' (dhIrajavALA) banavA kahevuM joIe. yazubhAratI tuM te dAktara nathI eTale tAre kazI ciMtA karavAnI jarUra nathI. joke koI strI ciMtA karatI ja nathI, UlaTI te ja badhAne ciMtA karAve che. paNa e judI vAta thaI ... ane guDiyA te hase che, lAyaka aMgreja strI ema hase nahipaNa tame badhAM haso ke raDa, mAre mAruM kAma cAlu rAkhavAnuM che. huM khurazIbhego bhale thayo hoIza, paNa tenI kaMI phikara nathI. huM pahADa jevo kaThaNa tathA kamaLa je paco chuM. e baMne vastuo mArAmAM ekasAthe ja rahelI che. For Personal & Private Use Only

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78 mArapA. cothI beThakanA chelalA (dazamA) pustaka tarIke huM eka vicitra pustaka rajU karuM chuM. sAmAnya rIte te sau koI ema ja mAne ke, e pustakane huM mArI yAdImAM lauM ja nahi. e pustaka tibeTanA adhyAtmajJAnI mArapAnI mahAnakRti che. emanA anuyAyIo paNa e pustaka vAMcatA nathI. te pustaka vAMcavA mATe che ja nahi. tenuM to dhyAna ja dharavAnuM hoya che. tenA upara eka vakhata najara Tekavo eTale tarata te pustaka adazya thaI jAya, temAMnuM lakhANa adazya thaI jAya ane mAtra cetanAnI dhArA bAkI rahe. mArapa bahu vicitra mANasa hato. tenA guru milArepA kahetA ke, "huM paNa mArapAne praNAma karuM chuM." koI gurue potAnA ziSya mATe evA zabdo uccAryA nathI. paraMtu mArapA pote evo mAnavI ja hatA. eka vakhata koIe mArapAne pUchyuM, "tame milApAmAM mAne che? je mAnatA ho to A saLagatA agnimAM kUdI paDe.' mArapAe tarata ja agnimAM kUdako mAryo. mArA agnimAM kUdI paDyA che evuM jANatAM veMta loko e agnine bujhAvI nAkhavA taraphathI doDI AvyA. jyAre agni bujhAI gayo tyAre lokoe joyuM ke mArapA te khaDakhaDa hasatA buddha besatA tevA AsanamAM beThelA hatA. - lekoe mArapAne pUchyuM, "AmAM hasavA jevuM zuM che bhalA?" mArapAe javAba Apyo, "(huM hasuM chuM eTalA mATe ke, mane pratyakSa dekhAyuM ke) zraddhA e ja eka evI cIja che jene agni * bALI zakato nathI." 17 For Personal & Private Use Only

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148 "pustake - je mane gamyAM che? A mANasanAM sAdAM gItanA pustaka "dha buka oNpha mArapA'ne huM dazamA pustaka tarIke mArI yAdImAM umeruM chuM. 79 rAmakRSNa 16 mI beThakanA chaThThA pustaka tarIke eka vicitra mANasanuM pustaka rajU karuM chuM. te pitAnI jAtane mAtra "M' kahIne oLakhAve che. paraMtu huM temanuM kharuM nAma jANuM chuM. lekhaka pitAnuM kharuM nAma koI jANe tema icchatA na hatA, paNa temanuM kharuM nAma che mahendranAtha. te baMgALI hoI rAmakRSNanA ziSya hatA. mahendranAtha ghaNAM varSa sudhI rAmakRSNanAM caraNa pAse besI rahyA hatA, tathA pitAne gurunI AsapAsa je kaMI banatuM tenI noMdha lakhI rAkhatA. te cepaDInuM nAma dha gospela oNpha rAmakRSNa che. te potAnuM nAma jAhera karavA mAgatA na hatA. sAcA ziSyanuM e ja lakSaNa hoya che. temaNe potAnI jAtane cheka ja bhUsI nAkhI hatI. tamane jANIne navAI lAgaze ke je divase rAmakRSNa gujarI gayA te divase ja "M' paNa gujarI gayA. temane bIjA kazA mATe jIvavAnuM bAkI ja rahetuM na hatuM. pustakamAM mahendranAtha kayAMya AvatA ja nathI. kAraNa ke te mAtra rAmakRSNane ja ahevAla lakhe che. guru sAthe temanuM astitva ja jaNe nathI. huM e mANasane cAhuM chuM. tenA pustakane cAhuM chuM, tema ja potAnI jAtane saMpUrNapaNe bhUMsI nAkhavA temaNe je prayatna karyo che tene paNa biradAvuM chuM. "M' jevA ziSya javalle ja maLe. e bAbatamAM jisasa karatAM rAmakRSNa vadhu bhAgyazALI hatA. For Personal & Private Use Only

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mUra - MOORE 16 mI beThakanuM AThamuM pustaka jI.I. mura (GE. Moore)nuM "prinsipiyA ethikA' ("Principia Ethica') che. rajanIzajI kahe che ke, te A pustakane cAhe che. te tarkazAstranI moTI kasarata jevuM che. "sAru" kone kahevAya tenI carcAmAM mUre 200 thI vadhAre pAna kyAM che ane chatAM chevaTe natI e kADhayo che ke, "sAra" zuM enI vyAkhyA karI zakAya nahi - te avyAbeya (undefinable) che, paraMtu A niSkarSe pahoMcavAmAM teNe adhyAtmajJAnIo (mystics)nI peThe kUdako nathI mAryo; potAnA A niSkarSe pahoMcatA pahelAM teNe khUba pUrvataiyArI karI che. te philasUpha hato, tethI teNe pagathiyAvAra eka eka pagaluM bharyuM che - utAvaLa karI nathI. paraMtu chevaTe te te adhyAtmajJAnIo je kahe che te niSkarSa upara ja AvI pahoMce che. sAruM" eTale zuM e hamezAM anirvacanIya - avyAkhyA ja rahevAnuM. tevuM ja "suMdara" paNa anirvacanIya rahevAnuM, ane Izvara" paNa. vastutAe mUlyavAna vastuo hamezAM avyAkhyA ja rahevAnI. nedha kare! jenI vyAkhyA karI zakAtI haze te vastu mUlyavAna nahIM ja heya. tame "avyAkhyaya' vastu sudhI nahIM pahece, tyAM sudhI kazuM mUlyavAna tame hAMsala nahIM ja karyuM hoya. For Personal & Private Use Only

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81 viTagenskIna - WITTGENSTEIN 1 10 mI beThakanA trIjA pustaka tarIke jarmana lekhaka luDavaga viTagenskInanuM 'Tractatus Logico Philosophicus ' pustaka rajU karuM chuM. A cApaDI gAMDapaNanI bAbatamAM cheka chellI DigrI prApta karanAra tathA sAIkIATrI, sAikoeNnAlisIsa vagere mAnasika upacArapaddhationI zaktinI maryAdAnI bahAra cAlyA gayelA tathA jemane kAMI IlAja ja thaI zake tema nathI tevA loko mATe che. duniyAmAM jeTalAM pustako astitvamAM che temAM agharAmAM agharuM A pustaka che. mahAna aMgreja philasUpha mUra, tathA bIjo mahAna philasUpha - mAtra iMglaoNnDanA ja nahi, paNa AkhI duniyAnA mahAna philasUpha barTrAnDa rasela, e baMnee kabUla karyuM che ke, vigenskIna ame baMne karatAM kAMya UMcI kakSAneA mANasa che. luDaviga viTageTIna Ama teA vahAla Upaje teve mANasa che. huM tene vikkAratA nathI temaja mane tenA pratye kaze| aNagame paNa nathI. mane te game che, temaja huM tene cAhuM paNa chuM - paraMtu tenI cApaDIne nahi! tenI copaDI te meTIkustI-yuddha jevI che. ghaNA vakhata bAda koIka vAra tamane ekAda vAkaya maLI Ave je tamArAmAM jJAna-prakAza ujALI mUke, dAkhalA tarIke -- " je belI zakAya evuM 1. adhyAtmajJAnanI zeAdhamAM DUbelA - khIjI badhI bhAkhatAnuM bhAna bhUlI eka ja dhyeya pAchaLa gAMDA banelA ? - sa'0 150 For Personal & Private Use Only

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151 vigesTIna na hoya tene bolavuM ja nahi. tene viSe mauna rahevuM ja ucita kahevAya." A vidhAna te bahu suMdara vidhAna che. saMte adhyAtmajJAnIo, ane kavio paNa A vAkyamAMthI ghaNuM zIkhI zake tema che. viTamenTIna bahu TUMkAM - nAnAM vAkyomAM ja lakhe che. phakarAo paNa nahi, mAtra sUtre ja. paraMtu pAgalapaNAnI bAbatamAM (ajJAtu jJAnasAkSAtkAranI bAbatamAM) bahu AgaLa vadhelAone A cepaDI khUba ja madadagAra nIvaDe tevI che. A pustaka tenA mAthA upara nahi paNa tenA aMtarAtmA upara ja sIdho ghA karI de. khIlAnI peThe te tenA aMtaramAM pesI jAya, ane tenA khoTA svapnAbhAsomAMthI tene jagADI de. luDaviga vigesTIna bahu cAhavAlAyaka mANasa hato oNkasapharDamAM bahu ja vikhyAta ane bahu ja lokamAnya evI philasUphInA adhyApakanI jagA tene dharavAmAM AvI. paNa teNe te svIkArI nahi. tenAmAMnI A vRttine ja huM cAhuM chuM. te te eka kheDUta tathA eka mAchImAra banavA ja cAlyo gaye. A mANasanI te vastu ja game tevI che. A cepaDI te viTagesTrIne jyAre jI. I. mUra tathA benDa raseva pAse bhaNate hato tyAre lakhAI hatI. briTananA be mahAna philasUpho ane eka jarmana... te traNa bhegA thayA eTale "TrekaTeTasa laoNjika philosaoNphikasa' pustakanuM sarjana zakya banyuM. e pustakanA nAmanuM yogya bhASAMtara karavuM hoya to tenuM "viTagensTI, mUra ane rasela" evuM ja nAma thaI rahe. mane pitAne to mUra ane raselA pAse viTagensTIna abhyAsa karavA gayo tenA karatAM gujaephanAM caraNemAM beTho hota te vadhu gamata. tene mATe te e sthAna ja yogya ' hatuM, paNa te cUkI gayo. kadAca bIjA ja janmamAM tenA bIja 2. kauMsamAM mUkelA zabda mULanA nathI. 0. in his soul. 8. nightmare. For Personal & Private Use Only

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"pustake -je mane gamyAM che? janmanI vAta karuM chuM mArA bIjA janmanI nahi. kAraNa ke, mAre te A chello janma che; atyAra sudhI ghaNA janma thaI gayA. paNa tene te haju eka vAra gujaepha, cAMga -- (chaung TZU), bodhidharma jevAnI sebata thavAnI jarUra che - mUra, rasela, vahAiTaheDa jevAnI nahi. te e lokonI sebate caDI gayo-kho mANasa beTA lokanI. kharo mANasa beTA lokone ravADe caDayo tethI ja tene nAza tha. mAre pitAno anubhava te e che ke, kharI sobatathI khATo mANasa paNa kharo thaI jAya, ane beTI sobatamAM khare mANasa khoTo thaI jAya. paraMtu A niyama tatva-sAkSAtkAra na thayo hoya tevA loko mATe che. tatva-sAkSAtkAra thaye heya tevA mANasa upara koInI sabatanI asara thAya nahi. te game tenI sobata karI zake... jisasa megaDAlenA vezyAnI, buddha eka khUnInI - je khUnIe 999 jaNane mArI nAkhyA hatA. teNe hajAra jaNanI hatyA karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI hatI ane te buddhanI hatyA paNa karavAno ja hate - e rIte te buddhanA saMparkamAM Avyo hate e khUnInuM nAma ajJAta che. loko tene "aMgulImAla' kahetA. kAraNa ke, te koInI hatyA karyA pachI tenI AMgaLI kApI laI pote paherI rAkhelI mALAmAM parovI de jethI keTalI hatyAo thaI tenI gaNatarI rahe. hajAra AMgaLI o pUrI karavA mATe tene have eka ja hatyA karavAnI bAkI rahetI hatI, ane te arasAmAM ja buddha tene raste jatA sAmA maLyA. aMgulImA barADo pADIne kahyuM, "alyA UbhuM rahe." buddha javAbamAM kahyuM, "kharI vAta. huM paNa lokone UbhA rahevAnuM - thobhavAnuM ja kaheto Avyo chuM; paNa koNa sAMbhaLe che?" aMgulImAla navAI pAmyo. tene vicAra Avyo ke A mANasa pAgala che ke zuM? mArI bUma sAMbhaLIne bhalabhalA jIva laIne bhAgI For Personal & Private Use Only

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vigesTIna 153 jAya che, tene badale A te mArA tarapha najIka ne najIka AvatA jAya che! aMgulImAla have buddhane AkharI cetavaNI ApatAM kahyuM. "huM hatyAro chuM ane meM 1000 mANasanI hatyA karavAnI pratijJA lIdhI che. have mAre eka ja hatyA khUTe che, eTale te mArI mA paNa mArI najIka AvatI nathI. paNa dekhAve tuM bhalo mANasa lAge che, eTale jo tuM jaladI pAcho pharIne bhAgI jaIza to huM tArI hatyA nahIM buddha javAba Apyo, "mArA pAchA pharavAnI vAta te bhUlI ja jA. mArI AkhI jiMdagImAM huM kadI pAcho pharyo nathI. ane bhavAnI vAta kare, te cAlIsa varSa pahelethI huM thobhI ja gayo chuM." have kayAMyathI thobhavAnuM bAkI rahyuM nathI. ane mArI hatyA karavAnI bAbata mATe te tu je rIte mArI hatyA karavA mAge te rIte karI zake che. je janme che te darekane maravAnuM te che ja." aMgulImAla thoDI vAra buddha sAmuM joI rahyo ane tarata temane page paDayo. aMgulamAla have judo ja mANasa banI rahyo hato, aMgulImAla buddhane badalI nAkhI na zake, buddha ja aMgulImAlane badalI nAkhe. vezyA meMgaDalenA jisasane na badalI zake; paNa jisase meMgaDalenAne jarUra badalI nAkhI. eTale meM je kahyuM te sAmAnya loko mATe kahyuM che, - adhyAtmajJAnIo - jAgelAo mATe nahi. vigesTIna jAgI zake - bovijJAna prApta karI zake. te A jIvanamAM ja jAgI zakyo hota. paraMtu durbhAgye te beTI sebate caDI gayo. paraMtu tenuM pustaka trIjI kakSA sudhI gAMDA thayelAone khUba upayogI thaI paDe tevuM che. . 5. sAMsArika pravRttiomAMthI - sukhabhegamAMthI. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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154 pustake - je mane gamyAM che" 14 mI beThakanA sAtamA pustaka tarIke huM viTanenTInanuM "philosophikala invesTigezansa' pustaka rajU karuM chuM. tene vize huM kazI paNa vAta karavAne ja na hatuM. paraMtu koNa jANe kyAMthI te AvIne UbhuM ja rahyuM che. viTagesTIne ene pustakarUpe lakhyuM ja na hatuM. te mAtra jude jude vakhate karelI judI judI nedhi ja che. te dhio paNa viTanenTInanA mRtyu pachI maraNottara pustakarUpe chapAvavAmAM AvI che. mANasane lagatA badhA ja gaMbhIra - UMDA praznono - samasyAono vedhaka abhyAsa temAM che. alabatta strIo paNa temAM AvI gaI, kAraNa ke, strI vagara puruSane lagatI gaMbhIra samasyAo UbhI ja kyAMthI thavAnI hatI? puruSanI kharI samasyA ja strI che. sokreTIsa evuM bolyo hato ke, "tamane koI suMdara tathA sArI strI sAthe lagna karavAnuM maLe - ke jema bhAgye ja bane che - to tamane potAne bhAgyazALI mAnajo..." luDaviga vigesTInanI A copaDIne, tenI spaSTa samajUtIbharI rajUAtane, tenI pAradarzakatAne tathA tenI nivirodha tarkasaMgatatAne meM khUba cAhI che. te AkhI ne AkhI0 mane gamI che. ane sau sAdhanA-mArgIbone huM tene vAMcI javAnI salAha ApuM chuM judI judI upacAra-paddhatiovALA potapotAnI upacAra-paddhatimAM Uchare che ne temAM ja ne tene kAraNe veThavuM paDatuM du:kha veThI le che, e arthamAM 6. profound. 7. beautiful and good - strI suMdara tema ja sArI bhAgye ja hoI zake, evuM kahevAno bhAva lAge che. 8. transparency. 9. impeccable. 9o, all and all. 11, go through it. saLagatA agnimAM thaIne pasAra thavuM. - saMka For Personal & Private Use Only

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viTanesTIna 155 nahi. ghaNA saMnyAsIo paNa ema mAne che ke, A mArge javuM eTale asrAnI dhAra upara cAlavuM. paraMtu e beTI vAta che. A to tamArI potAnI pasaMdagInI vAta che. tame A mArgamAM AzIrvAda baTaratA tathA paramAnaMda mANatA paNa jaI zako cho. keTalIka vAra huM mAruM vaktavya zAbdika rIte kharA arthamAM paNa vyAkaraNanI dRSTie jotAM khoTI rIte rajU karuM chuM. ane kadAca huM khoTo hoIza ja, kAraNake mane gItAbhAratI mAM dabAvIne hasI rahI che te saMbhaLAya che. paraMtu A to huM jude pATe caDI gaye. paNa ema mArI potAnI ja aMtaraMga vyaktio dvArA tathA bIjA jeo jANatA nathI ke Aje huM ahIM chuM ane kAle na paNa hele temanI dvArA paNa. gItAbhAratI, eka divasa to A khurazI khAlI paDavAnI ja che; ane Ama vacce hasI paDavA badala tuM khUba raDavAnI che tathA asesa karavAnI che. mAruM vaktavya game te kSaNe aTakI javAnuM che. tyAre te khUba pastAvAnI che. huM paNa e vAta jANe che, paNa atyAre bhUlI gaI lAge che. sAta sAta varSathI huM satata bolato Avyo chuM. paraMtu eka divasa huM acAnaka bolato baMdha thaI jaIza, game te kSaNe. kadAca kAle ja bolato baMdha thaI jAuM athavA tenI pachIne eTale ke parama divase. paNa enI ciMtA karavAnI nathI. huM game te kahuM ke boluM - tamane lokone cIDavuM paNa toya te tamArA hita mATe ja haze. kAraNa ke, mane potAne to tema karavAthI kazuM maLavAnuM nathI. AkhI duniyAmAMthI ja mAre kazuM meLavavAnuM nathI. mANasane je vastu meLavavAnI dhakhaNA hoya che je meLavavA te hajAro janma bhaTakyA kare che, te vastu to mane kyAranI maLI gaI che. 12. pUrNatA athavA paramAnaMda -sa, For Personal & Private Use Only

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"THE SONG OF SOLOMAN" trIjI beThakanuM (AThamuM temaja) chelluM pustaka - kAraNake, "kAla koNe dIThI che?' kAla vize koI jANI zake nahi. kAle vaLI kadAca pustakonI bIjI bhUtAvaLa ja mane gherI vaLe ! pRthvI upara jIvatA koI mAnavI karatAM meM vadhAre pustako vAMcyAM che. ane yAda rAkhajo ke huM baDAza mAravA Ama kaheto nathI - mAtra je hakIkata che te ja kahI batAvuM chuM. meM lAkha karatAM vadhAre pustako vAMcyAM haze; kAraNake, lAkhanI saMkhtA pUrI thayA pachI to meM gaNatarI rAkhavAnuM ja baMdha karI dIdhuM. eTale kAla vize huM kazuM jANato na hoI, AjanA AThamAM pustakanI ja vAta mAMDIe. je AThamA pustake mArA upara bahu bhAre asara pahoMcADI che te eka vicitra pustaka che. nahi to teNe mArA upara kazI asara pahoMcADI ja na hota. tame enuM nAma sAMbhaLIne zekI UThaze. tame kalpanA karI juo ke te kayuM pustaka haze... huM jANuM chuM ke tame tenI kalpanA karI zakavAnA nathI. te koI saMskRta, cAInIjha, jApAnIjha ke arebika bhASAnuM pustaka che evuM paNa nathI. tame enA viSe sAMbhaLyuM haze ane kadAca te pachI tamArA pitAnA gharamAM ja haze ! e cepaDI bIjI koI nahi, paraMtu bAibalanA "olaDa TesTAmenTamAM Avela "dha songa opha solomana' che. huM e pustakane mArA pUrA dilathI cAha chuM. "dha songa opha solomana' sivAya bIjuM je kaMI nyU lokonuM che tene huM dhikkAruM chuM dha songa opha solomana ' vize bahu gerasamaja UbhI karavAmAM AvI che. khAsa karIne phrAyaDa (Freud) nA sAikoenAlisisa For Personal & Private Use Only

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pAyathegerasa 157 vALAoe tene kharAbamAM kharAba artha karI tene kAma-saMgane lagatuM pustaka TharAvavAno prayatna karyo che. paNa te kAma-saMgane lagatuM haragija nathI. te iMdriyalakSI (sensual) jarUra haze; paNa te kAma-sukhane lagatuM (sexual) haragija nathI. te eTaluM badhuM jIvaMta pustaka che ke te iMdriyalakSI ja lAge. te rasa (juice) thI chalakAtuM pustaka che eTale te tevuM lAge. paNa tene kAma-sukhane lagatuM (sexual) pustaka na kahevAya. kAma-sukha ene eka aMza haze. paraMtu tethI mAnavajAtane avaLe pATe caDAvavAnI jarUra nathI. have to nyU loko paNa tenAthI gabharAvA lAgyA che. teo have ema kahevA lAgyA che ke, akasmAtathI ja "olDa TesTAmenTamAM ene samAveza thaI gayo che. kharI vAta to e che ke, e pustaka ekalAne ja bacAvI rAkhavAnI jarUra che; bAkInuM badhuM to saLagatI AgamAM homI devA jevuM che. pAyathegorAsa A cethI beThakanA ja bIjA pustaka tarIke huM pAyathegarAsanuM dha golDana varsisa' (1The Golden Verses') pustaka rajU - karuM chuM, pAyathegarAsa jeTalI gerasamaja bIjA koI vize bhAgye UbhI karAI haze. tame jo jJAnI bane, to tamAre vize gerasamajo ja UbhI thavAnI, e nizcita vAta che. jJAnI thavAmAM moTo khataro ja e che ke, 'tamAre viSe gerasamaja ja UbhI thavAnI. pAyathegorAsane tenA pitAnA zikhe ja samajI zakyA na hatA - tenuM "dha golDana vasisa' pustaka te taiyAra karanArA ziSyo paNa! teoe yaMtranI peThe ja te pustaka taiyAra 9. if you know. 2. mechanically. For Personal & Private Use Only

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158 "pustako-je mane gamyAM che kareluM che. kAraNake, pAyathegorasanI ucca kakSAe temane koI ziSya pahecI zakyo na hato. temanA eka ziSyane adhyAtma-jJAnane prakAza lAdhyo na hato, ane grIka lokoe to tene paDato ja mUkyo hata 4 ka lekoe herelITasa, sokreTIsa, pAyathegorAsa, pleTinasa jevA temanA sArAmAM sArA (best) puruSonI avajJA ja karI che. teone to sAMkeTisanI paNa avajJA karavI hatI, paNa e temanA baranI vAta na hatI. tethI chevaTe teoe tene jhera daIne mArI nAkhyo. tene mAtra avajJA karIne ja patAvI devAya tema na hatuM. paraMtu pAyathegarAsanI to teoe avajJA ja karI che. joke pAyathegarAsa pAse gautama buddha, jisasa vagere jJAna-prakAza lAvanArA mahApuruSo pAse hatI tevI ja jJAna-prakAza lAdhavAnI cAvI hatI. pAyathegerasamAM eka vastu vadhAre hatI. jisasa, buddha ke lAotnane e cAvI meLavavA pAyathegarAsa jevo bhagIratha prayatna nahato kare paDyo. pAyathegarAse te mATe sauthI vadhAre parizrama karyo che. pAyathegorAsa sauthI vadhu - kharA arthamAM jijJAsu - sAdhaka hato. teNe pitAnuM sarvasva - pitAnI dareka vastu te mATe kurabAna karI dIdhI hatI. te divasomAM jANamAM AvelI AkhI duniyAmAM te pharI vaLyo hato; badhA prakAranA guruonI najara heThaLa teNe sAdhanA karI hatI; badhA prakAranAM gUDha rahasyavAdI maMDaLamAM te joDAyo hato ane temanI badhI zaratanuM pAlana karyuM hatuM. te potAnA judA ja vargane mANasa ho. 3. not enlightened. 8. completely ignored. 4. he was too much. 6. authentic. 9. mystery schools. For Personal & Private Use Only

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84 sarAha A ceAthI beThakanuM trIjuM pustaka 'dha saoNnga oNpha sarAha' (Sarah) che. sarAha bahu jANIto mANasa nathI - tenA dezavAsIomAM paNa te jANIto nathI. e tibeTana bhASAnuM pustaka che. te pustaka koNe lakhyuM te koI jANatuM nathI. sarAhe pate te lakhyuM nathI eTaluM nakkI che. paNa te pustakamAM sarAhe je jANyuM haze - je prApta karyuM haze tenI badhI suvAsa mAjuda che. e kAvya koI kavinI kRti nathI, te to eka adhyAtmajJAnInA Atma-sAkSAtkAra che. temAM bahu theADI ja lITIo ke kaDIo che, paNa evI prakAzamAna tathA tejasvI che ke bhalabhalA tArAo paNa tenI sAme zaramathI jhAMkhA paDI jAya. - * e kAvyanuM bhASAMtara thayuM nathI. meM to tene eka lAmAne mukhe sAMbhaLyuM hatuM. mane te kAvya vAraMvAra sAMbhaLavAnuM gamata; paNa je lAmA pAse mAreM e sAMbhaLavAnuM hatuM te eTaleA badhA gaMdhAto hato ke eka vAra sAMbhaLI lIdhA pachI lAmAne TraeNnka yu tyAMthI nIkaLI javuM paDayuM. lAmAo gaMdhAya che kAraNake nahAtA nathI. ane mane gaMdhanI eNlarjI che. eTale vadhu vakhata tyAM besuM to mane asthamAnA eNTeka Ave. kahIne mAre teo kI maiM sarAha viSe ghaNuM vaktavya kareluM che. sarAha ja taMtrazAstranuM mULa uddabhava-sthAna hato. 159 For Personal & Private Use Only

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85 tilepa ceAthI beThakanuM ceAthuM pustaka tilApe gAyelI kavitAonI temanA ziSyAo pAchaLa mUkelI nAMdhA che. e ziSyA na heAta te duniyAe kevI amUlya cIja hameza mATe gumAvI hAta? guru je kaMi bolatA te A ziSyA lakhI letA. gurue kaheluM kharuM che ke khATuM tenI paMcAta nahi karavAnI, guru je kaMI bole tenA zabde zabda lakhI levAnA. ane e bahu agharuM kAma che. guru to gAMDA mANasa hAya che. te game te kaMI bolI nAkhe. game te gAI paNa nAkhe ke pachI cheka sUpa ja rahe. hAtha vaDe te je kaMI ceSTA kare tenA paNa artha samajI levAne. meherabAbAe 30 varSa sudhI ema ja karyuM hatuM. te mauna ja rahetA, mAtra hAtha vaDe amuka ceSTAo karIne ja peAtAne je jaNAvavuM hAya te jaNAvatA. ATale sudhI AvI rajanIyajI peAtAnAM vaktavyanI noMdha lakhavA beThela gItabhAratIne pUchI bese che ke, peAte pustakonI je yAdI lakhAve che temAM pustakane 'cAlyuM'-'pAMcamuM' evA je naMbara Ape che te barAbara heya che ke nahIM. gItabhAratI javAba Ape che ke, bhagavAne (rajanIzajIe) kahelA naMbara barAbara che. te vakhate 'naMbara'-'saMkhyA' e zabdo beAlatAM ke sAMbhaLatAM rajanIzajI saMkhyA ke naMbarathI para evA paramAtmatattvanI dhAraNAmAM UtarI jAya che ane bAle che ke, saMkhyA ke naMbaranI bAbatamAM huM ekadama bheLaseLa karI dauM chuM. huM kazAnI gaNatarI karI zakartA nathI. tenuM sIdhuMsAduM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke, mArI najara 1. can not count. 160 For Personal & Private Use Only

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dha saoNnga ke nareSA" sAme mApI na zakAya (unmeasurable) ke gaNatarI na karI zakAya (unaccountable) evI parama vastu che. je satya mArI najara samakSa che, te zabdomAM varNavI zakAya tevuM nathI ke saMkhyAmAM gaNatarI karI zakAya tevuM nathI. parama tattva e badhAthI para che. 86 dha saunga oNpha narapA" chaThThI beThakanuM 11muM pustaka "dha saoNnga oNpha narapA' che. rajanIzajI tene rajU karatAM jaNAve che ke, AjanI beThakanuM e cheluM pustaka che. kAlanI vAta koNa jANe che? ane AjanuM A cheluM pustaka eTaluM suMdara che ke huM kharekhara "DAhyo' heIza, jethI atyAra sudhI tene raju karavAnuM cUkI gayo. yAda rAkho ke, huM gAMDe hato tethI cUkI gayo ema nathI kahete. joke pUrepUre gAMDa heta, te tene bhUlI javuM azakaya hatuM; te tene meM sauthI paheluM yAda karyuM heta - sauthI chelluM nahi. meM e kAvya viSe atyAra Agamaca kazuM vaktavya karavuM nathI. kAraNake, ene viSe kAMI kahI zakAya ema huM mAnato na hato. paNa e mArA aMtaramAM te mejUda hatuM ja. huM tene ullekha karIne ja atyAre te thobhI jAuM chuM paraMtu jeo mane kharekhara cAhatA hoya, teo tenI zodhamAM tarata lAgI jAya, evI mArI bhalAmaNa che. :. 2. I am facing. 50 - 11 For Personal & Private Use Only

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87 herekalITasa : jayadeva cethI beThakanI zarUAtamAM rajanIzajI pitAne gamatI copaDIonI yAdI lakhAvavAnuM zarU karavAne badale eka judI ja carcA upADe che. te evuM vidhAna kare che ke, adhyAtma-jJAnane prakAza lAdhanArA (enlightened) mahApuruSa jAte kazuM lakhIne pAchaLa mUkatA jatA nathI. temane nAme je kaMI upadeza ke lakhANa caDeluM hoya che, te temanA ziSyae lakheluM ke saMghareluM hoya che. pleToe sokreTIse karelAM vaktavyanI noMdha na rAkhI hota to ApaNe saoNkreTIsa viSe kazuM jANatA na hota. tevuM ja buddhanI bAbatamAM ke bodhidharmanI bAbatamAM paNa samajavuM. jisasa vize to ApaNe je kaMI jANIe chIe te temanA ziSyonI nadhi uparathI ja. mahAvIra eka zabda paNa mukhe bolyA na hatA ema kahevAya che. paraMtu mAre te tene artha eTalo ja samajavAno che ke, temaNe duniyAne saramukhe sIdhe saMdeza nathI Apyo; temanA taraphathI je saMdeza jagatane maLyo che, te temanA ziSyoe temanAM vaktavyonI rAkhelI neMdho uparathI maLe che. e eka dAkhalo mejUda nathI jemAM AtmajJAnIe jAte kazuM lakhyuM hoya. paraMtu guru ane ziSya vacce e tAdAtmabhAva utpanna thatuM hoya che jethI ziSya gurunI kalamarUpa ja banI rahe. gaI beThakane aMte huM gIta-viMda kAvyanA racayitA kavi jayadevanuM nAma levAne ha; paNa game tema karIne meM emanuM nAma levAnuM TALyuM hatuM. paNa Aje Akho vakhata mane emane ja vicAra 162 For Personal & Private Use Only

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herelITasaH jayadeva 113 AvyA karyo. eTale atyAre temanA nAmano ullekhathI ja AjanI beThakamAM rajU karavAnI yAdInI zarUAta karuM chuM. paNa jayadevanuM nAma umeravAmAM mane saMkoca zA mATe thata hato? kAraNa eTaluM ja hatuM ke, te AtmajJAnanI najIka sudhI paNa pahoMcI zakyA na hatA. meM "dha buka oNpha miradAda'nA kartA mikhila teImInuM nAma lIdhuM che; khalila jibrAnanuM lIdhuM che; tathA bIjA keTalAya - nijo, DesTovaskI (Dostoevsky), vaoNlTa vhITamena (Walt Whitman) vagerenAM nAma lIdhAM che. te badhA paNa AtmajJAnI na hatA, paraMtu tenI bahu najIka AvI pahoMcelA hatA. eTalA badhA najIka ke saheja dhakko vAge ke sIdhA maMdiranI aMdara ja AvI jAya. teo bAraNAnI najIka ja AvIne UbhA che, paraMtu aMdara pesavA mATe bAraNA upara Takoro mAravAnI hiMmata haju temanAmAM nathI AvI bAraNAne tALuM che ja nahi; teo saheja dhakko mAre ke tarata UghaDI jAya tevuM ughADuM ja paDe che, tene mAtra thoDo dhakko vAgavAnI ja vAra che - jema te lokone potAne paNa thoDo dhakko vAgavAnI ja vAra che. eTale ja te badhAnAM nAma meM lIdhAM che. paraMtu jayadeva te haju maMdiranI lagalaga paNa AvI pahoMcyA nathI. "gIta-goviMda' kAvya temanA jevAnA aMtaramAM saryuM ene camatkAra ja gaNI kADhavo joIe. paraMtu IzvaranAM ke kudaratanAM gUDha rahasyo koI jANatuM nathI. tene bhaMDAra akhUTa che; chatAM koIka vAra te verAna jamIna upara varasI de che, te koI vAra phaLadrupa jamIna upara bilakula nathI paNa varasato. te badhuM ema ja cAle che. koI temAM kazo pheraphAra karI zakatuM nathI. jayadeva eka verAna bhUmi jevA mANasa che. ati suMdara evuM gItagoviMda' (bhagavAnanuM gIta) temanA aMtaramAM sphayuM che kharuM, 1. tremendously beautiful. For Personal & Private Use Only

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pustake-je mane gamyAM che" paNa pote zuM karI rahyA che te jANyA-samajyA vinA te racyuM haze, ema huM mAnuM chuM. meM temane maMdiranI AsapAsa paNa kyAMya joyA nathI; tethI temanuM nAma letAM huM khacakAto hato. emane meTuM abhimAna caDI na jAya te mATe- temanuM bhaluM icchIne ja - meM temanuM nAma lIdhuM na hatuM. e bicArA to jevA che tevA che - temAM temano kazo vAMka kADhI na zakAya. paraMtu temaNe eka sArA saMtAnane janma Apyo che. ane saMtAnanI vAta karIe tyAre tenA pitAnI vAta paNa karI levI joIe, nahIM to loko pilA saMtAnane "bApa vinAnuM" (bastard) gaNI kADhe. hameza mATe jayadevane Ama patAvI devAthI mane "hAza'nI lAgaNI thaI Ave che. have A cothI beThakamAM rajU karavAnAM dazamAM pustakonI yAdInI zarUAta karIe, to paheluM pustaka herekalITasanuM "Fragments' ('phaeNmenTsa') che. huM e mANasane cAhuM chuM (love). kAgaLamAM lakhatAM lakhatAM hAMsiyAmAM jema thoDuMka umerI laIe chIe, tema huM A jagAe eTaluM umerI lauM chuM ke, huM cAhuM chuM badhAne; paraMtu badhA ja mane game che (like) evuM nathI. keTalAka mane game che ane keTalAka nathI paNa gamatA; paraMtu huM cAhuM chuM to badhAne, e bAbatamAM mane jarA paNa zaMkA nathI. eTale huM herekalITasane cAhuM chuM teTalA ja jayadevane paNa cAhuM chuM; paraMtu herekalITasa mane game paNa che. heraklITasanI samAna kakSAmAM mUkI zakAya evA bahu thoDA mANase haze. kharekhara to ema kahevuM e paNa sAcuM nathI. kAraNa ke, herakalITasanI 2. jeno bApa koNa che te khabara paDatI na hoya tevA mATe lagabhaga gALa je ja bastard zabda che. - saM. 3. mULa vaijanA 50 pustakonI yAdI rajU karavAnI hatI. tethI dareka beThaka vakhate dazeka pustakonI yAdI rajU karavAmAM AvatI. paraMtu pachI traNa vAra 50 pustakonI yAdI rajU karIne kula 16 beThakomAM thaIne 167 pustake rajU karavAmAM AvyAM hatAM. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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hellITasaH jayadeva samAna kakSAmAM mUkI zakAya evuM keI nathI. hamezAM mAre je kahevuM hatuM te have meM kahI dIdhuM. huM pharIthI kahuM chuM ke herelITasanI te mUkI zakAya evuM bIjuM koI nathI. badhAnAthI e bahu AgaLa nIkaLI jAya che - temane kAraNe jJAna-sAkSAtkAra thayo che. pote je kahe che tenAM zAM pariNAma AvI zake tenI temane jarA paNa darakAra nathI. A "raeNmenTsa' pustakamAM - e pustaka temanA ziSyoe karelI nadhirUpa ja che, e huM pharIthI yAda devarAvuM - herekalITase pote kazuM lakhyuM ja nathI; A jJAna sAkSAtkAra karanArAo jAte kazuM nathI vakhatA tenuM kazuM kAraNa to hovuM joIe - herelITasa evuM vidhAna kare che ke, tame te ne te nadImAM be vAra praveza na karI zako. ane pachI te tarata ja umere che ke, be vAra to zuM, eka vAra paNa tame e ne e nadImAM praveza karI na zakI. A atisuMdara vidhAna che, tema ja sAcuM paNa che. dareka vasatuM niraMtara badalAtI rahe che, ane eTalI jhaDapathI badalAtI rahe che ke, tame e ne e nadImAM be vAra praveza na karI zako - e ne e nadImAM eka vAra paNa tame praveza karI na zako. nadI niraMtara vahyA kare che : samudra tarapha satata dhasyA ja kare che - anaMtapa tarapha, agamyamAM alopa thaI javA mATe! 7. dangerously awakened. M. infinite. For Personal & Private Use Only

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88 jyorja barnADa zo : eNnI esaTa dha AThamI beThakanuM AThamuM pustaka jyaoNrja barnArDa zaoN kRta maeNkisamsa oNpha e revolyUzanarI '1 che. rajanIzajI umere che ke, te pustaka bahu jANItuM nathI, joke jyaoNrja banArDa zaoNe raceluM hoI te pustaka lokomAM bahu jANItuM thayuM nathI e bahu navAInI vAta che. A pustaka sivAyanAM tenAM bIjAM pustako bahu jANItAM che. mArA jevA gAMDo mANasa ja A pustakane pasaMda karI zake. zaoNe lakheluM bIjuM badhuM huM bhUlI gayo chuM; kAraNa ke, te badhA kacarApeTIne lAyaka kacaro ja che. mArA eka saMnyAsInuM nAma bodhigarbha che - arthAt garbhastha buddha -- buddha tarIke avataravAne mATe jene thADI ja vAra che, paNa bIjA badhA mazkarImAM tene bodhi-gArbeja kahe che. gArbeja eTale myunisipAliTInI kacarApeTImAM pheMkI devAlAyaka kacaro, joke mane tenuM te upanAma game che. kAraNa ke, eka vAra tame bodhijJAna prApta karA to kacaro paNa tamArA sparzathI alaukika banI jAya. te vinA bAkInu badhuM kacaro ja che. mane jyaoNrja barnArDa zaoNnuM nAnuM pustaka dha maeNkisamsa oNpha e reveAlyUzanarI' game che. badhA tene bhUlI gayA che, paNa huM nathI bhUlI gayo. huM vicitra vastuo, vicitra loko ane vicitra sthaLo pasaMda karanAra mANasa chuM. e pustaka jANe jyaoNrja barnArDa zaoNnuM 1. eka krAMtikArInAM jIvanasUtro' evA a`. - sa^0 * 1}} For Personal & Private Use Only

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enI besaMTa 17 potAnuM lakheluM pustaka che ja nahi - bebhAna avasthAmAM acAnaka tenA aMtaramAM AkAzamAMthI UtaryuM haze! kAraNa ke, te pote badhI rIte nAstika mANasa hato. te eka saMtapuruSa (saint) paNa nahote, tathA jJAna-prakAza prApta karanAra jJAnI (enlightened) paNa nahe. are, jJAna-prakAza bAbata teNe vicAra paNa karyo nahoto. teNe e zabda paNa sAMbhaLyo nahi heya. te taddana judI ja duniyAne vatanI hato. sAthe sAthe ahIM tamane kaheto jAuM ke, eka chokarI upara tene prema thaI gayo hato. te tenI sAthe lagna paNa karavA mAgato hato. paNa pelI chokarIne jJAna-prakAza prApta karavo hato - tene parama satya - parama tatvanI beja karavI hatI. tethI te bhArata cAlI gaI. te strI bIjI kaI nahi paNa enI besaMTa hatI. Izvarane dhanyavAda ghaTe che ke jyaoNrja barnArDa zaoN tene potAnI sAthe lagna karavA samajAvI na zakayo. nahi to ApaNe eka mahA zaktizALI strI gumAvI hota. tenI UMDI samaja (insight), tene prema, tenuM DahApaNa.... kharekhara te alaukika zaktivALI bAI (witch) hatI - bitch - katarI nahi. witch e bahu suMdara zabda che, tene artha thAya che DahApaNavALuM - DAhyuM. A duniyA puruSa pradhAna duniyA che. koI mANasa jJAna prApta kare che tyAre tene buddha, krAIsTa ke pegaMbara kahevAmAM Ave che. paNa 2. skeptic. kazAmAM na mAnanAra; badhI ja bAbato aMge zaMkAo rAkhanAra. 3. tremendously powerful. 4. witch no sAmAnya artha DAkaNuM thAya che. ahIM rajanIzajI gALa bhAMDI che ne nathI bhAMDI e dekhAva zabdanA arthanI mArAmArI karIne zA mATe kare che te samajAtuM nathI. - sa. For Personal & Private Use Only

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148 "pustake - je mane gamyAM che" koI strI jJAna prApta kare to tene witch kahe che. joke witch 318 au yen website at have data colden) - Robe dejta "maeNkijhamsa phaoNra e revelyuzanarI' graMthanI zarUAta pahelA A mekijhamathI (satrathI) thAya che: "sonerI (golden) - koSTha sarvottama - evA koI niyama heya nahIM." e prathama sUtra che. A nAnuM sUtra paNa kharekhara suMdara che. kharI vAta che - sonerI - sarvottama e koI niyama hoya ja nahi, e ja kharo sonerI niyama che. bAkInAM satro jANavA mATe to tamAre e paDIno ja abhyAsa karavo joIze. jyAre huM "abhyAsa karavo joIe ema kahyuM, tyAre tamAre ema samajavuM ke tenA upara dhyAna karavAnuM che (meditate over it). jyAre huM mAtra "vAMcavAnuM' (read) kahuM, tyAre tamAre dhyAna karavAnI AvazyakatA nathI ema samajavuM - mAtra tene zabdArtha samajI lo eTaluM ja basa che. 89. nikola 10 mI beThakanuM chaThuM pustaka morizA nikola (Mauric Nicoll)nuM pAMca moTA vaoNlyumavALuM "kaoNmenTarIjha" nAmanuM che. nikala gujI ekane ziSya hatA ane juDAse jema pitAnA guru jisasane dago dIdho hato, tema teNe potAnA gurune kadI dago dIdho na hatA. nikole lakhelI "kaoNmenTarIjha' bahu vizALa - vistRta che, ane koI temane vAMcatuM hoya ema huM mAnato nathI. hajAro pAna ... paNa koI je te hajAra pAna vAMcavA tasdI le, te tene jarUra moTo - pa. ene uccAra aMgrejImAM "nikala' karAya che ema rajanIzajI aMgreja ziSyAne pUchIne nAMdhatA jAya che. - saM. 1. gujiMephanA ziSya Ouspenskye temane dago dIdhe hate. - saMe For Personal & Private Use Only

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lAbha thaze. mAre mate nikalanI "kaoNmenTarIjha' duniyAmAM uttamamAM uttama pustakomAMnuM eka che. (pachI A 10mI beThakanA sAtamAM pustaka tarIke rajanIzajI gujaephanA bIjA ziSya hArTamena (Hartman)nA avara lAIpha vitha gujaephane ullekha kare che. hArTamena ane tenI patnI baMne gujaephane guru mAnatA hatA. hArTamena saMgItazAstrI hatA ane gujiephanA jo vakhate vAjitra vagADIne sAtha Apate.) tAlamuDa - TALMUD 14mI beThakanuM trIjuM pustaka pU lokonuM tAlamuDa' che. rajanIzajI zarUAtamAM ja jaNAvI de che ke, A pustakane mArI yAdImAMthI bAkAta rAkhavA huM hamezA prayatna karato paNa chevaTe mAre tene dAkhala karavuM paDyuM che. rajanIzajI pote jye lokonI viruddhanuM ja bolatA AvyA che ane ahIM ja jaNAvatA jAya che ke, haju paNa huM jyu lokonI viruddhanuM ja bole javAne chuM, eTale A pustakane mArI yAdImAM levAnuM mane mana na hatuM. paraMtu e pustakamAM eka suMdara vAkya che, tene kAraNe ja huM te pustakane mArI yAdImAM laI lauM chuM. te vAkya A che - "Izvara bahu bhayaMkara (terrible) che. te tamAro kAko thata nathI, te haragija sadUbhAva dAkhavato nathI.' mAtra A vAkyane ja huM cAhuM chuM - mane te game che. e , kharekhara mahA-vAkaya che. bAkIne te bakavAsa che - taddana purANa 1. He is not nice. 2. gibberish. For Personal & Private Use Only

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170 "pustako je mane gamyAM che" kALane chAje tevuM (primitive)- pheMkI devA yogya. AkhuM tAlamuDe pheMkI do tyAre A eka vAkya bacAvI lejo. tamArA sUvAnA oraDAmAM paNa lakhI rAkhajo ke, "Izvara tamAro kAko nathI; te haragija sadUbhAva dAkhavato nathI." e vAkya yAda rAkhazo to tame tamArI patnI pratye, tamArAM saMtAno pratye, tamArA karo pratye are tamArI jAta pratye, kaMI mUrkhatAbharyuM pagaluM bharavA jatA hazo tyAre tamArI sAna ThekANe lAvI deze. , 91 bAla zema Teva chaThThI beThakanA sAtamA pustaka tarIke huM bAla zema TovanI TUMkI vArtAo rajU karuM chuM. bAla zeme koI pustaka ke graMthanI racanA karI nathI. adhyAtmavAda (Mysticism)nI duniyAmAM graMtha ke pustaka e gada zabda gaNAya. bAla zeme to ati suMdara evI nAnI nAnI vArtAo ja kahI che, ane keTalIka vastuo evI che je evA nAnA nAnA TucakAo mAraphata ja kahI zakAya - vyakta karI zakAya, bAlA zemanI vArtAomAMthI kyUyahudI lokono "hasIda' saMpradAya Ubho thayo che. "hasIda' zabdano artha "aMta thAya che. eTale yahUdIomAM je saMta saMpradAya Ubho thayo, te jANe nyU lokorUmI choDa upara khIleluM suMdaramAM suMdara puSpa che. hasIdasaMpradAyane janma ApavA jevuM bIjuM eka agatyanuM kAma jyu lokoe karyuM nathI, ema kahevAya. 3. bAla zemanA nAmanI pAchaLa Teva zabda che te temanA gAmanuM nAma che. eTale "Teva gAmanA bAla zema' e emanA AkhA nAmane artha thAya. 4. hasIda-saMpradAya viSe lAMbe paricaya "bUbara" nAmanA 56 mA khaMDamAM Ave che. - saM. For Personal & Private Use Only

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bAla zema Teva 171 hasIda-saMpradAya have eka nAnA pravAha jevo ja banI rahyo che, paraMtu te haju jIvato che ane vahyA kare che. bAla zemanI vArtAo khUba suMdara che, namUnArUpe eka vAta rajanIzajIe kahI batAvI, te nIce pramANe che - eka divasa eka strI bAla zema pAse AvI ane AjIjI karatI kahevA lAgI, mane saMtAna nathI- huM vAMjhaNI che. tame mane AzIrvAda Apa ke huM putravatI thAuM. mane putrI nahi - putra ja Apajo, pelI strInI kAkalUdIothI trAselA bAla zeme te strIne chevaTe kahyuM, jo sAMbhaLa; mArI mAtAne paNa saMtAna nahotuM. tethI te vAraMvAra dharmAcArya (Rabbi) pAse jaI temane kAkalUdIo karyA karatI ke, mane saMtAna thAya evA AzIrvAda Ape." mArI mAtAnI kAkalUdIothI trAselA dharmAcAryo pachI te strIne kahyuM, "pahelAM to tuM mAre mATe eka suMdara mugaTa banAvI lAva." pelI strI bahu mahenata karI eka suMdara mugaTa banAvI lAvI; ane dharmAcAryanA mAthA upara te paherAvI dIdho. mugaTa eTalo badho suMdara hato tathA dharmAcAryanA mastaka upara evo zelata hato ke, pelI strI bolI UThI, "AcAryajI, A mugaDha ApanA mana upara e zebhe che ke jANe te Apane mATe sarajAyo hoya. e mugaTa sAthenA Apane mukhanA darzanathI huM dhanya thaI gaI. mArI mahenatanuM e moTuM phaLa mane maLI gayuM. eTale enA badalAmAM ApanI pAse mAre vadhu kAMI mAgavAnuM rahetuM nathI. tathA Ape paNa tene mATe badalAmAM vizeSa kAMI mane ApavAnuM rahetuM nathI. ATaluM kahI mArI mA tyAMthI pAchI cAlI AvI. tyAra bAda tene garbha rahyo ane tene peTe huM janmyo. For Personal & Private Use Only

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K pustako - je mane gamyAM che pelI ii bAlI UThI, to to huM kAle Apane mATe ati suMdara mugaTa banAvI lAvIza, ane Apane paherAvIza, jethI mane paNa ApanA jevA putra maLaze. ane bIje divase pelI strI kharekhara eka suMdara mugaTa banAvI lAvI ane bAla zemane mastake paherAvI dIdhA. mugaTa suMdara hato paNa bAla zeme tene haeNnka yu' (AbhAra, dhanyavAda) eTaluM paNa kahyuM nahi. " pelI strI to IntejAra thaI bAla zema putrane AzIrvAda kayAre Ape che tenI rAha joI rahI. pachI bahu vakhata sudhI bAla zema kaMI bAlyA nahIM tyAre pelI strIe ja pUchyuM, * mane ApanA jevA putra thAya evA AzIrvAda kathA2e ApA che?' . bAla zeme javAba Apyo, maiM tane kAle mArI mAnI vAta kahI hatI te tane yAda nathI? mArI mAtAe mugaTanA badalAmAM kazuM mAgavAnI nA pADI tethI ja huM tene peTe janmyo hato. paraMtu tuM to mugaTanA badalAmAM kazuM mArI pAsethI meLavavAnI AzA rAkhI rahyA che eTale tAre peTe kazuM saMtAna nahi janme. bAla zeme Ama te srIne meATA AdhyAtmika siddhAMta saMbhaLAvI dIdhA ke, kazuM mAgazeA nahi, badalAmAM kazuM meLavavAnI AzA rAkhaze| nahIM, to tamane mana-vAMchatru badhuM maLaze! For Personal & Private Use Only

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92 bahAuddIna 10mI beThakanuM 10muM pustaka "dha buka oNpha bahAuddIna' che. rajanIzajI jaNAve che ke, bahAuddIna e mULa sUphI adhyAtmajJAnI che. sUphIvAdanI paraMparA temaNe ja zarU karelI. A nAnI cepaDImAM badhuM ja AvI jAya che; prema, dhyAna, jIvana, mRtyu ema badhuM ja. te pustaka eka bIja jevuM che jemAM bhaviSyanuM vRkSa, phaLa, phula ema badhu (alabatta bIjarUpe) raheluM che. enA upara dhyAnastha thAo AupekI : OWPENSKY bIjI beThakanA dazamAM pustaka tarIke rajanIzajI AupenkrInuM "Ina sarca opha da mirekaqlasa' pustaka ujU kare che ane jaNAvI de che ke, AupekkI gujiephane ziSya paNa hato tathA pachI (jisasane jema temanA ziSya juDAse dago dIdho hato tema) gujiephane teNe dago paNa dIdho hato. paraMtu A pustaka te teNe dago dIdhA pahelAM lakheluM hatuM, eTale tene mArI yAdImAM umerI lauM chuM. e ati suMdara pustaka che. kAraNa eTaluM ja ke, pote haju ziSyAvasthAmAM - sAdhakAvasthAmAM hato tyAre te pustaka teNe lakheluM che. - jJAna sAkSAtkAra karyA bAda nahi. ziSyAvasthAmAM sAdhakane oLaMgavA 4. meditate over it. 2. tremendously beautiful. For Personal & Private Use Only

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174 pustako-je mane gamyAM che' paDatAM vidane karavo paDato parizrama, dAkhavavo paDate saMyama vagere jarUrI badhI bAbate jANavI paDe che tathA nedhavI paDe che. tyAre jJAnAvasthA prApta karyA pachI te mArganI AMTIghUMTIo pasAra karavAnI na heI, jJAna-prakAzanI paripUrNatAno mahimA ja mANavAnuM hoya che. AuspenjhInuM pustaka gujaephanA potAnA pustaka karatAM gujaepha (tathA tenA siddhAMta) viSe vadhu spaSTa mAhitI pUrI pADe che. kadAca gujaephe pote ja amuka sthitimAM AuspenkImAM praveza karI tene hAthA tarIke upayoga karyo hoya ema paNa bane. AThamI beThakanA bIjA pustaka tarIke rajanIzajI AupenkrInuM ja bIjuM pustaka Tertium Organun rajU kare che ane jaNAve che ke, A pustaka AupenkIe potAnA guru gujaephane maLatA pahelAM lakheluM che. AupenjhI gurunI zodhamAM AkhI duniyA khUMdI vaLyA hatA. bhAratamAM paNa ghaNAM varSa sudhI temaNe tapAsa karI hatI. muMbaI jevuM zahera paNa bAkAta rAkhyuM na hatuM. e arasAmAM ja temaNe potAnuM ati suMdara "e nyU maoNDela oNpha dha yunivarsa' (A New Model of the Universe) pustaka lakhyuM hatuM. e pustaka to kavinI kalpanA jevuM che; paNa e kalapanA satyanI ghaNI najIka pahoMcI jAya che. "najIka AvI jAya che eTaluM ja yAda rAkhajo. kAraNake tatvanI bAbatamAM eka vALa jeTalA dUra rahe te paNa tame tattvathI aspaSTa ja rahevAnA. AupenkI paNa tattvathI dUra ja rahyA hoI temaNe potAnI zodha jArI rAkhI. A pustakamAM te pote AdarelI zodhanI vAta kare che. cepaDI vicitra kahevAya te rIte skomAM eka vIzImAM pUrI thAya che, jyAM 3. kasamAM mUkele bhAga mULane nathI. - saM. 4. cufeteria. For Personal & Private Use Only

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AupekI 175 AupaeNskI gujiephane maLe che. e dRSTie jotAM gujaepha bahu ane khA guru kahevAya. temaNe potAnuM badhuM lekhanakArya evI vIzI mAM besIne ja karyuM che - jyAM keTalAya leke jamatA hoya. chokarAM Amatema doDAdoDa karatAM hoya, zerImAMthI paNa avAjo AvatA hoya, ghaDAone haNahaNATa saMbhaLAto hoya ane gujiepha bArI pAse besI potAnuM pustaka "ola eNnDa evarIthIMga" ("All and Everything') lakhatA hoya? AupenkIe gujaephane joyA ke tarata ja temanA tarapha temane bhAva-prema pragaTa thayo. ane pUrNa gurunA darzanane sAmane koNa karI zake? tenAthI alipta rahenAra to paththarane banelo ke sinveTika padArthone ja bane che joIe - taddana marelo ja ema kahone. gujaephanI sAmuM joyuM ke tarata ja AupenkIne khAtarI thaI gaI ke, pote je AMkhone bhAratanI gaMdI zerIomAM ke AkhI pRthvImAM dUra dUra sudhI zodhavA gayA hatA, te AMkhe to maskomAM ja temanA gharanI sAme AvelI vIzImAM ja virAjamAna che! "e nyU maoNDela opha dha yunivarsa' pustaka kAvyamaya che tathA mane thayelA darzana (vision)nI ghaNuM najIka AvI jAya che, tethI meM tene mArI yAdImAM umerI lIdhuM che. dazamI beThakanA navamA pustaka tarIke paNa rajanIzajIe "dha phayucara sAIkolaoNjI oNpha maeNna' (The Future Psychology of Man' nAmanuM AuspenjhInuM pustaka ja lIdhuM che. Aupe skIe potAnA vIlamAM ja lakhAvyuM hatuM ke te pachI temanA mRtyu - pachI ja prakAzita karavI. Ama karavAnuM kAraNa kadAca ema paNa heya ke, temane te pustaka pote dhArelI kalAnuM nahi lAgyuM che. mane te mANasa bilakula gamatuM nathI, paraMtu navAInI vAta e che ke A paDImAM jaNe teNe mArI ane mArA saMnyAsIonI kAmagIrI kevI For Personal & Private Use Only

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176 pustake - je mane gamyAM che" haze tenuM jANe Abehuba varNana karyuM che. bhaviSyanuM mAnasazAstra kevuM haze te emaNe bhAkhyuM che, ane huM hAlamAM e ja kAma karI rahyo chuM... bhaviSyane - navo - mANasa ghaDavAnuM ! e nAnI copaDI badhA saMnyAsIonA abhyAsano viSaya banavI joIe. mane AupekInI cepaDIo hameza gamI che, joke te mANasa pote mane kadI gamyo nathI. te guru (master) karatAM zALAnA mahetAjI (school-master) jevo vadhu lAge che. ane zALAnA mahetAjI vaLI koIne game? meM prAthamika zALAmAM bhaNatI vakhate paNa prayatna karyo hate, kaoNleja vakhate, tathA yunivarsiTI vakhate paNa, paraMtu huM niSphaLa ja nIvaDyo hato. huM koI skUla-mAstarane cAhI nahoto zakyo, ane bIjo koI paNa cAhI zake ema huM mAnatA nathI. khAsa karIne skala-mAsTara jo strI hoya te te tene cAhavI azakya ja che. keTalAka murkhAo evA paNa che jeo strI-zikSikAone paraNyA heya. mAnasazAstrIo jene "masochism" kahe che tevA koI rogathI teo pIDAtA hovA joIe. teone koI satata ribAvyA kare evI vyaktinI jarUra lAgatI hovI joIe. AupaeNlkI gujiephanA siddhAMta vize bhASaNa Apate hoya tyAre paNa hAthamAM cAka le, blaoNka-borDa samakSa Ubho rahe, sAme ja Tebala-khurazI .... ane nAke cazmAM, ema skUla-mAstarane chAjatI badhI sAmagrI me jUda hoya! ane je rIte upadeza Ape te paNa evI skUla mAstaranI rIte Ape, ke bhAgye thoDA loko tene sAMbhaLavA icche - bhale te sonAne saMdeza saMbhaLAvatA hoya. AupenkIne huM dhikkAruM chuM tenuM bIjuM kAraNa e che ke, 'juDAse jema jisasane dago dIdho hato tema teNe gujaephane dago ghadho hato ane dagAbAjane huM kadI cAhI zakuM nahi. bIjAne dago 5, Golden message. 6. betrayed. For Personal & Private Use Only

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oro rajanIzajInI kImatI bheTa 0 zALAnI AitAtre palALI julAthI vAhai jIllA nI jADhe dAharIlI sAhityI sASTiI TADhI sIthI taiI kI 9IthI@ @IDa uthApIthIau jALI, hAthatI hohItI sAhilI TANIAinA hatA taikSa hAdakSiAthI japaDho ubhulANI holAtAI haS chIthI hajI jINAjho uttA khAtAnA da6 sIau chUTIne OlNAtI kIlI loTa RDINI che. tautrI pIjI bhATaNa jIrNazINA kaTTA RIVER Qalaus va AthIIkoNe sthA&i@ hA hA hIhIro yudaratI dakSI chi thI sUratI chU zI zI jo "havAnI ja khuzAla thAya akSaNa mALI zrada pharI haii I ii Ane upADI laI jaI zako. hajaNAvyA srAhilya zalyAbI chAtI puta cAra khalA zaadhu thAya che. jAthI nI haki mI B@iaa chellA For Personal & Private Use Only