Aptavani Shreni 02

Author(s): Dada Bhagwan
Publisher: Dada Bhagwan Aradhana Trust
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/030014/1

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5E Wom III TITUTRITI AptavANI zreNI-2

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dAdA bhagavAna kathita AptavANI zreNI-2 mUla gujarAtI saMkalana : DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna hindI anuvAda : mahAtmAgaNa

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prakAzaka : ajIta sI. paTela dAdA bhagavAna ArAdhanA TrasTa, 'dAdA darzana', 5, mamatApArka sosAiTI, navagujarAta kaoNleja ke pIche, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda - 380014, gujarAta phona - (079) 39830100 All Rights reserved - Deepakbhai Desai Trimandir, Simandhar City, Ahmedabad-Kalol Highway, Adalaj, Dist.-Gandhinagar-382421, Gujarat, India. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permissio3n from the holder of the copyright prathama saMskaraNa : 3000 pratiyA~ agasta, 2014 bhAva mUlya : 'parama vinaya' aura _ 'maiM kucha bhI jAnatA nahIM', yaha bhAva! dravya mUlya : 100 rupaye mudraka : aMbA ophaseTa pArzvanAtha caimbarsa, naI riz2arva baiMka ke pAsa, usmAnapurA, ahamadAbAda-380 014. phona : (079) 27542964

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samarpaNa Adhi, vyAdhi aura upAdhi ke isa kaliyugI trividha tApa meM bhayaMkara rUpa se tapate hue, ekamAtra AtmasamAdhi sukha ke tRSAturoM kI parama tRptI ke lie prakaTa paramAtmA svarUpa sthita vAtsalya mUrti dAdA bhagavAna ke jagat kalyANa yajJa meM Ahuti svarUpa parama RNIya bhAva se samarpita Apta vijJApana he sujJajana ! terA hI 'svarUpa' Aja maiM tere kara kamaloM meM A rahA hU~ ! kRpA karake usakA parama vinaya karanA tAki tU apane Apa, apane hI 'sva' ke parama vinaya meM rahakara sva-sukhavAlI, parAdhIna nahIM aisI, svataMtra AptatA kA anubhava karegA! ___ yahI hai sanAtana AptatA, alaukika puruSa kI AptavANI kI! yahI hai sanAtana dharma, alaukika AptatA kA! jaya saccidAnaMda

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trimaMtra vartamAnatIrthaMkara zrIsImaMdharasvAmI namo arihaMtANaM namo siddhANaM namo AyariyANaM namo uvajjhAyANaM namo loe savvasAhUNaM eso paMca namukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havai maMgalam 1 OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya 2 OM namaH zivAya 3 jaya saccidAnaMda 4

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__ 'dAdA bhagavAna' kauna? jUna 1958 kI eka saMdhyA kA karIba chaha baje kA samaya, bhIr3a se bharA sUrata zahara kA relve stteshn| pleTaphArma naM. 3 kI beMca para baiThe zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela rUpI dehamaMdira meM kudaratI rUpa se, akrama rUpa meM, kaI janmoM se vyakta hone ke lie Atura 'dAdA bhagavAna' pUrNa rUpa se pragaTa hue / aura kudarata ne sarjita kiyA adhyAtma kA adbhuta aashcry| eka ghaNTe meM unako vizva darzana huaa| 'maiM kauna ? bhagavAna kauna ? jagata kauna calAtA hai ? karma kyA ? mukti kyA ?' ityAdi jagata ke sAre AdhyAtmika praznoM ke saMpUrNa rahasya prakaTa hue| isa taraha kudarata ne vizva ke sanmukha eka advitIya pUrNa darzana prastuta kiyA aura usake mAdhyama bane zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, carotara kSetra ke bhAdaraNa gA~va ke pATIdAra, kaoNnTraikTa kA vyavasAya karane vAle, phira bhI pUrNatayA vItarAga puruSa! unheM prApti huI, usI prakAra kevala do hI ghaMToM meM anya mumukSu janoM ko bhI ve AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the, unake adbhuta siddha hue jJAnaprayoga se / use akrama mArga khaa| akrama, arthAta binA krama ke, aura krama arthAta sIr3hI dara sIr3hI, kramAnusAra Upara cddh'naa| akrama arthAta liphTa mArga / zaoNrTa kaTa! ApazrI svayaM pratyeka ko 'dAdA bhagavAna kauna ?' kA rahasya batAte hue kahate the ki "yaha dikhAI denevAle dAdA bhagavAna nahIM haiM, ve to 'e.ema.paTela' haiN| hama jJAnI puruSa haiM, aura bhItara prakaTa hue haiM, ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| dAdA |bhagavAna to caudaha loka ke nAtha haiN| ve Apa meM bhI haiN| sabhI meM haiN| ApameM avyakta rUpa meM rahe hue haiM aura 'yahA~' saMpUrNa rUpa se vyakta hue haiN| dAdA bhagavAna ko maiM bhI namaskAra karatA huuN|" 'vyApAra meM dharma honA cAhie, dharma meM vyApAra nahIM', isa siddhAMta se unhoMne pUrA jIvana bitaayaa| parama pUjya dAdAzrI gA~va-gA~va, deza-videza paribhramaNa karake mumukSu janoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti karavAte the| ApazrI ne apane jIvanakAla meM hI pUjya DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna (nIrUmA~) ko AtmajJAna prApta karavAne kI jJAnasiddhi pradAna kI thii| dAdAzrI ke dehavilaya ke bAda nIrUmA~ vaise hI mumukSujanoM ko satsaMga aura AtmajJAna kI prApti, nimitta bhAva se karavA rahI thiiN| pUjya dIpakabhAI desAI ko dAdAzrI ne satsaMga karane kI siddhi pradAna kI thii| nIrUmA~ kI upasthiti meM hI unake AzIrvAda se pUjya dIpakabhAI deza-videzo meM kaI jagahoM para jAkara mumukSuoM ko AtmajJAna karavAte the, jo nIrUmA~ ke dehavilaya ke pazcAt Aja bhI jArI hai| isa AtmajJAnaprApti ke bAda hajAroM mumukSu saMsAra meM rahate hue, jimmedAriyA~ nibhAte hue bhI mukta rahakara AtmaramaNatA kA anubhava karate haiN|

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nivedana AtmavijJAnI zrI aMbAlAla mUlajIbhAI paTela, jinheM loga 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke nAma se bhI jAnate haiM, unake zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahAra jJAna saMbaMdhI jo vANI nikalI, usako rikaoNrDa karake, saMkalana tathA saMpAdana karake pustakoM ke rUpa meM prakAzita kiyA jAtA haiN| jJAnIpuruSa saMpUjya dAdA bhagavAna ke zrImukha se adhyAtma tathA vyavahArajJAna saMbaMdhI vibhinna viSayoM para nikalI sarasvatI kA adbhuta saMkalana isa AptavANI meM huA hai, jo naye pAThakoM ke lie varadAnarUpa sAbita hogI / prastuta anuvAda meM yaha vizeSa dhyAna rakhA gayA hai ki vAcaka ko dAdAjI kI hI vANI sunI jA rahI hai, aisA anubhava ho, jisake kAraNa zAyada kucha jagahoM para anuvAda kI vAkya racanA hindI vyAkaraNa ke anusAra truTipUrNa laga sakatI hai, paraMtu yahA~ para Azaya ko samajhakara par3hA jAe to adhika lAbhakArI hogA / jJAnI kI vANI ko hindI bhASA meM yathArtha rUpa se anuvAdita karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai / prastuta pustaka meM kaIM jagahoM para koSThaka meM darzAye gae zabda yA vAkya parama pUjya dAdAzrI dvArA bole gae vAkyoM ko adhika spaSTatApUrvaka samajhAne ke lie likhe gae haiN| jaba ki kucha jagahoM para aMgrejI zabdoM ke hindI artha ke rUpa meM rakhe gae haiN| dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se nikale kucha gujarAtI zabda jyoM ke tyoM iTAliksa meM rakhe gae haiM, kyoMki una zabdoM ke lie hindI meM aisA koI zabda nahIM hai, jo usakA pUrNa artha de ske| hAlAMki una zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda artha ke rUpa meM koSThaka meM aura pustaka ke aMta meM bhI diye gae haiN| anuvAda saMbaMdhI kamiyoM ke lie Apase kSamAprArthI haiM / ////// 6

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dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA prakAzita pustakeM hindI 9. jJAnI puruSa kI pahacAna 2. sarva duHkhoM se mukti 3. karma kA siddhAMta 4. Atmabodha 5. maiM kauna hU~ ? 23. dAna 6. vartamAna tIrthakara zrI sImaMdhara 24. mAnava dharma svAmI 25. sevA-paropakAra 7. bhugate usI kI bhUla 8. eDajasTa evarIvheyara 9. TakarAva TAlie 10. huA so nyAya 11. ciMtA 12. krodha 13. pratikramaNa 14. dAdA bhagavAna kauna ? 15. paisoM kA vyavahAra 16. mAtA-pitA aura baccoM kA vyavahAra 17. jagata kartA kauna ? 18. aMta:karaNa kA svarUpa 19. trimaMtra 20. bhAvanA se sudhare janmojanma 21. prema 22. samajha se prApta brahmacarya 26. mRtyu samaya, pahale aura pazcAta 27. nijadoSa darzana se... nirdoSa 28. pati-patnI kA divya vyavahAra 29. kleza rahita jIvana 30. guru-ziSya 31. ahiMsA 32. satya-asatya ke rahasya 33. camatkAra 34. pApa-puNya 35. vANI, vyavahAra meM ... 36. karma kA vijJAna graMtha samajha se prApta brahmacarya (uttarArdha) AptavANI graMtha - 1 se 8 dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA gujarAtI bhASA meM bhI 55 pustakeM prakAzita huI hai| vebasAiTa www.dadabhagwan.org para se bhI Apa ye sabhI pustakeM prApta kara sakate haiM / dAdA bhagavAna phAunDezana ke dvArA hara mahIne hindI, gujarAtI tathA aMgrejI bhASA meM " dAdAvANI" maigez2Ina prakAzita hotA hai| 7

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saMpAdakIya jinake eka-eka zabda se anaMtakAla kA saMsAra roga nirmUla ho jAtA hai, jinakI eka dahAr3a se jijJAsuoM kA anaMtakAla se suSupta AtmA jAgRta ho jAtA hai, jinake sucaraNoM meM kAla, karma aura mAyA thama jAte haiM, aise parama pUjya dAdAzrI kI prakaTa sarasvatI svarUpa vANI kA isa graMtha meM saMkalana kiyA gayA hai| vItarAga vANI jisase ki isa prakRti kA pArAyaNa pUrA huA, to ho gayA viitraag|' 'Apta' vANI hone ke kAraNa ise kisI bhI kAla meM koI bhI kATa nahIM sakatA, kyoMki isa syAdavAda vANI se kisI bhI jIva ke pramANa ko Thesa nahIM phuNctii| prakaTa paramAtmA ko sparza karake nikalI huI sahaja kalyANamayI vANI jo ki dravya, kSetra, kAla, bhAva yA prasaMgoM ke nimittAdhIna nikalI hotI hai| aisI vANI kA saMkalana karanA ati-ati kaThina hai| namrabhAva se jJAnagraMtha ke saMkalana kI kSatiyoM ke lie kSamA cAhatI huuN| yaha jJAna graMtha yA dharma graMtha nahIM hai, lekina vijJAna graMtha hai| isameM AMtarika vijJAna kA, vItarAga vijJAna kA jJAnArka jo ki parama pUjya dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se prakaTa huA hai, use prastuta karane kA prayatna kiyA gayA hai, bAkI, 'jaisA hai vaisA' to unake pratyakSa darzana se hI prApta ho, aisA hai| phira bhI, jaba taka jagat ke kisI bhI kone meM unakI upasthiti hogI, taba taka yaha jJAnagraMtha yathArtha phala degaa| yaha jJAnagraMtha tatva ciMtakoM, vicArakoM tathA sacce jijJAsuoM ke lie atyaMta upayogI rhegaa| bhASA sAdI aura ekadama sarala hone ke kAraNa sAmAnya jana ko bhI vaha pUrApUrA phala de skegii| sujJa pAThaka gaharAI se isa mahAna graMtha kA ciMtanamanana kareMge to avazya samakita prApta kreNge| usake lie sarva zAsana rakSaka devI devatA sahAyaka hoM, yahI praarthnaa| - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna ke jaya saccidAnaMda

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upodghAta / jagat ke svarUpa ke bAre meM jo bhrAMti anAdikAla se calI AI hai, usakA 'spaSTIkaraNa' kevala sarvajJa ke alAvA anya koI de sake, aisA nahIM hai| aise sarvajJa puruSa haz2AroM sAla pahale spaSTIkaraNa de gae haiN| Aja isa vikarAla kalikAla meM vaha satya AvRta ho gayA hai| usakA spaSTIkaraNa to jo sarvajJa ho cuke hoM, ve hI Aja phira se de sakate haiM, aura Aja isa mahAduSamakAla meM, kaliyuga jahA~ saMpUrNatayA solaha kalAoM taka pahu~cakara coTI para virAjamAna hai, vahA~ anaMtakAla kA Azcarya prakaTa huA hai, aura vaha hai sarvajJa zrI 'dAdA bhagavAna' kA prAkaTya ! unhoMne pUre jagat kA svarUpa, utpatti, vyaya aura saMcAlana ke bAre meM taraha-taraha ke tarkavitarkoM kA saMpUrNa samAdhAna eka hI vAkya meM de diyA hai! aura vaha hai, 'da varlDa ija da paz2ala iTaselpha' __ - daadaashrii| 'jagat svayaM pahelI hai, banAnevAlA koI bApa bhI nahIM janmA hai|' pUrA jagat kisa taraha cala rahA hai? sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensesa mAtra se jagat cala rahA hai| aba ye vaijJAnika sAMyogika pramANa, ve sthUlatama se sUkSmatama taka ke haiM, una sabhI kA jo jJAtA-dRSTA ho, vahI sarvajJa hai, aura vahI 'puruSa' jagat svarUpa kA yathArtha darzana karavA sakate haiN| isIlie to narasiMha mahetA ne bhI gAyA hai ki, sRSTi maMDANa che sarva eNI pere jogI jogezvarA koka jANe... yahA~ narasiMha bhagata kA 'yogI-yogezvarA' kahane kA tAtparya yaha hai ki AtmayogI yA Atmayogezvara, koI viralA hI sRSTi kI racanA ko samajha sakatA hai! anya dehayogI, vacanayogI yA manoyogiyoM meM se koI bhI nahIM jAna sktaa| ye do vAkya, jo ki dAdAzrI ke zrImukha se aMgrez2I meM nikale haiM, ve Izvara ko jagatkartA sthAna se padacyuta kara dete haiM ! aura jo bhrAMti Izvara para, bhagavAna para, allAha para yA gaoNDa para galata Aropa lagAtI hai, vaha pUrI hI khatma kara dete haiM!

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- isa jagat kI adhikaraNa kriyA kyA hai? 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' isa Aropita darzana se, jJAna se yA cAritrya se jo bhI kucha kiyA jAtA hai usase jagat kI adhikaraNa kriyA ho rahI hai| usa pratiSThA se naye pratiSThita AtmA kA nirmANa hotA hai, jo isa jagat kA adhiSThAna hai| sarvaprathama pratiSThita AtmA kA spaSTa vivaraNa denevAle dAdAzrI hI haiM! - dharma kise kahate haiM? pariNAmita ho vaha dhrm| jisa dharma se krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha kama hote-hote nirmala ho jAe~, vahI dharma kahalAtA hai| sArI jiMdagI devadarzana, pravacana, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa karane ke bAvajUda bhI yadi eka bhI doSa kama nahIM ho, to use dharma kaise kahA jA sakatA hai? dharma do prakAra ke haiM : eka rileTiva dharma aura dUsarA riyala dhrm| rileTiva dharma yAnamuo jene kahI ki mana ke dharma, vANI ke dharma aura deha ke dharma, aura dUsarA hai riyala dharma yAnI svadharma, Atmadharma / jaina, vaiSNava, muslima, krizciyana vagairaha sabhI rileTiva dharma kahalAte haiM aura riyala dharma, Atmadharma to sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke hRdaya meM hI samAyA huA hotA hai, vaha aura kahIM bhI nahIM ho sktaa| zrImad rAjacaMdra kaha gae haiM, 'aura kucha bhI mata DhU~Dha, mAtra eka satpuruSa ko DhU~Dhakara unake caraNoM meM sarvabhAva arpaNa karake baratatA jaa| phira yadi mokSa nahIM mile to mere pAsa se le jaanaa|' jinakA AtmA saMpUrNa prakAzamAna huA hai, vahIM para Atmadharma prApta ho sakatA hai| aura sabhI dharma hai z2arUra, lekina ve prAkRta dharma kahalAte haiN| japa, tapa, tyAga, vyAkhyAna, pravacana aura sAmAyika-pratikramaNa vagairaha sabhI prAkRta dharma haiN| jahA~ para saMpUrNa Atmadharma hai, vahA~ para kevala jJAna kriyA aura kevala darzana kriyA hai, jisakA pariNAma kevala cAritra hai! "dharma pUrA-pUrA pariNAmita ho taba 'khuda' hI dharma svarUpa ho jAtA hai!" - dAdAzrI riyala dharma vaha sAinTiphika vastu hai, gappabAz2I nahIM hai| yaha to 10

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vijJAna hai| sAmAnya samajha se dharma ke viSaya meM jo samajha meM AtA hai, vaha asala dharma nahIM khlaataa| 'vastu sva-guNadharma meM pariNAmita ho, vaha dharma hai|' - dAdAzrI sAinTiphika tarIke se yadi samajheM to jaise sonA sone ke guNadharma meM ho, tabhI vaha sonA kahalAtA hai, pItala ko baphiMga karake rakheM to vaha kabhI bhI sonA nahIM bana sktaa| vaise hI vastu jaba khuda ke sva-guNadharma meM, sva-svabhAva meM pariNAmita hotI hai, taba vaha vastu usake guNadharma meM hai, vastu khuda ke dharma meM hai, aisA kahA jA sakatA hai aura vastu usake guNadharma se kabhI bhI bhinna nahIM ho sktii| AtmA jaba khuda ke guNadharma meM hI rahe, khuda ke svabhAva meM Akara sva-svabhAva meM hI sthita ho jAe, taba AtmA Atmadharma meM hai, aisA kahA jA sakatA hai| ise hI sarvajJa bhagavAna ne svadharma, Atmadharma, riyala dharma kahA hai| Atmadharma kaifa utAratA hai aura prAkRtadharma kaifa car3hAtA hai| khuda jaba saMpUrNa niSpakSapAtI ho jAtA hai, are! khuda apane Apa ke lie bhI saMpUrNa niSpakSapAtI hokara, khuda ke eka-eka sUkSmatama taka ke doSa bhI dekha sake, vahI riyala dharma meM AyA huA mAnA jaaegaa| - saMsAra-svarUpa kyA hai? saMsAra rileTiva vastu hai, TemparerI hai| saMsAra pUrA dagA hai, isameM koI apanA sagA nahIM hai| tamAma zAstroM meM se karIba tIna cauthAI zAstra saMsAra meM se vairAgya utpanna ho, usake lie haiM, jabaki 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke cAra hI vAkyoM meM acche-acchoM ko saMsAra para se vairAgya A jAtA hai! 'are bhAI! tUne arathI dekhI hai yA nahIM dekhI? arathI nikAlate haiM, taba bIvI-bacce, moTara-baMgalA, jitanA-jitanA kamAyA vaha sabhI jabtI meM calA jAtA hai yA nahIM? aura sAtha meM kyA AtA hai? to vaha yaha ki jitanI dhArAe~ lAgU kI haiM, 420 kI, 344 kI, ve sabhI sAtha meM AtI haiM aura naye sire se kamAI karake bhAI ko udhAra cukAnA bAkI rahatA hai|' - dAdAzrI

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dUsarA, dAdAzrI bahuta hI ha~sI-maz2Aka meM lekina gahana jJAnagarbhita tarIke se vairAgya utpanna karavAe~, hamezA vaisI bAta karate haiM : dAdAzrI : bahana, kitane bacce haiM? praznakartA : cAra / dAdAzrI : to pichale janma ke bacce abhI kahA~ haiM? saMsAra zabda, vaha mUla saMsaraNa para se AyA huA zabda hai| jo niraMtara parivartanazIla hai-usakA nAma saMsAra, aura hara eka jIva isa saMsaraNa mArga para niraMtara calatA hI rahatA hai aura UrdhvatA ko prApta karatA hai / sirpha manuSyagati meM Ane ke bAda hI jIva ke lie vakragati bhI utpanna hotI hai, kyoMki yahA~ manuSyajanma meM kartAbhAva, asImita mana, buddhi utpanna hote haiM aura sAtha hI yaha bhI lAbha hai ki isa manuSyagati meM se jIva muktidhAma ko, mokSa ko prApta karatA hai / saMsAra kA varNana 'jJAnIpuruSa' sAdI, suMdara bhASA meM similI dekara samajhAte haiM : saMsAra, vaha ghor3e jaisA hai / saMsArI loga ghor3e para baiThe hue savAra jaise haiN| ghor3e ko durbala jAnakara savAra ghor3e para sA~sa rokakara sira para ghAsa kA bhAra lekara baiThatA hai, lekina aMta meM bhAra to ghor3e para hI jAtA hai / usI taraha Apa saba bhI apanA bojhA saMsArarUpI ghor3e para hI DAlo, dimAg2a para bojhA kisalie? aura kula milAkara bhAra to ghor3e para hI jAtA hai| saMsAravRkSa ko nirmUla karane meM sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI samartha haiN| vaha kisa taraha? anya kisI cIz2a ko kiMcit mAtra bhI sparza kie binA 'jJAnIpuruSa' saMsAravRkSa kI mUsalA jar3a meM cuTakIbhara davAI DAla dete haiM, jisase apaneApa vRkSa sUkhakara nirmUla ho jAtA hai| satdeva kauna ? maMdira yA jinAlaya meM mUrti ke rUpa meM rakhe hue haiM, ve? naa| ve to 'bhItaravAle' yAnI ki aMdara virAjamAna paramAtmA hI satdeva haiN| jaba taka vaha paramAtmAdarzana nahIM ho jAte, taba taka maMdira yA jinAlaya ke satdeva ko mAnya rakhanA caahie| 12

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'sadguru' kauna? aMtima guru ve 'jJAnIpuruSa,' lekina jaba taka ve nahIM mileM, taba taka jo apane se U~cI sTeja para hoM, bhale hI do DigrI U~ce hoM, to ve guru| 'satdharma' yAnI kyA? 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI AjJA, vahI satdharma, 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke zrImukha se nikale hue vacana ve hI satdharma haiM, varnA zAstra, ve satdharma nahIM haiN| ve rileTiva dharma haiM, riyala nahIM haiN| lekina jaba taka sacce motI nahIM mileM, taba taka kalcarDa motI pahanane to par3eMge na? satdeva, satguru aura satdharma se mokSa prApta hotA hai! mUrtidharma kyA hai? amUrtadharma kyA hai? 'dAdAzrI' ne mUrtidharma aura amUrtadharma kA suMdara vivaraNa diyA hai| kucha loga nAsamajhI se bhagavAna kI mUrti ko nahIM mAnate, dhikkArate haiN| to vaha bhayaMkara bhUla hai| mUrti kI upAsanA kaba taka karanI cAhie ki jaba taka amUrtadharma ko, Atmadharma ko, AtmajJAna ko prApta nahIM kiyA ho| jaba taka AtmA nahIM jAnA hai, taba taka citta kI ekAgratA ke lie kucha sAdhana to cAhie na? aura jahA~ haz2AroM logoM ne vItarAga bhagavAnoM kI sthApanA kI hai, usa mUrti kA tiraskAra kaise kara sakate haiM? aura jo yathArtha AtmajJAnI haiM ve to tiraskAra to kyA lekina prApta mana-vacana-kAyA se kisI bhI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra bhI du:kha nahIM dete| mUrtidharma, yaha to bhArata kA sAinsa hai, amuka sTenDarDa taka ke logoM ke lie dharma kA avalaMbana hai| usa avalaMbana ko galata kaise kahA jA sakatA hai? aura jise mUrtidharma kI z2arUrata nahIM ho, jo usa sTenDarDa se Age nikala cuke hoM, saMpUrNa AtmajJAnI, sarva kaluSita bhAvoM se rahita hokara Age nikala cuke hoM aura kevala amUrta kI hI ramaNatA meM hoM, ve mUrtidharma ko nahIM svIkAreM to vaha yogya hai| lekina aisI dazA meM jo pahu~ca cuke hoM, unake lie jagat meM svIkAra yA asvIkAra karane jaisA kucha rahatA hI nahIM, ve to sabake vyU poinTa ko samajhakara isa prakAra se baratate haiM kisI kA bhI pramANa kiMcit mAtra Ahata na ho! 13

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mUrti meM yathArtha prANapratiSThA kauna kara sakatA hai? sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI yathArtha prANapratiSThA kara sakate haiN| - mokSa meM jAne ke do mArga haiM : eka kramika mArga aura dUsarA akrama maarg| yaha akrama mArga, vaha apavAda mArga hai, Azcarya mArga hai! hara dasa lAkha sAla meM ekAdha bAra prakaTa hotA hai! RSabhadeva bhagavAna se sirpha bharata cakravartI ko jo prApta huA thA, vahI akrama mArga Aja dAdAzrI ke pAsa prakaTa huA hai aura vaha aneka puNyazAliyoM ko prApta huA hai! akrama kisalie? vaha isalie ki jisa AtmajJAna ko prApta karane ke lie cakravartI jaisoM ko bhI rAjapATa, bIvI-bacce chor3akara jaMgala meM sadguru ke pIche cale jAnA par3atA thA, phira bhI unakA ThikAnA par3egA yA nahIM usakA koI ThikAnA nahIM hotA thA, yaha mArga aise kaSTadAyI kramika mArga jaisA nahIM hai| yaha to akrama! jo 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI kRpAdRSTi prApta kara jAe, vaha eka ghaMTe meM hI saMpUrNa AtmajJAna prApta kara jAtA hai! aura phira grahaNa-tyAga ke lie sthAna hI nahIM rhtaa| grahaNa-tyAga rUpI sAdhana, sAdhya vastu arthAt AtmajJAna prApta karane ke bAda gairaz2arUrI bana jAte haiN| phira to jJAnI kI AjJA, vahI dharma aura AjJA, vahI tp| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne bhI aisA hI kahA hai, 'ANAe dhammo ANAe tppo|' aura akrama mArga kI AjJAe~ kevala pA~ca hI haiM aura ve aisI haiM ki jo saMsAra vyavahAra meM z2arA sI bhI bAdhaka nahIM hotii| balki saMsAra vyavahAra meM bhI atyaMta upayogI 'mAsTara kI' samAna bana jAtI hai, isa jagat kA aisA koI tAlA nahIM ki jo isase na khula sake! hAlAMki yaha aisI bAta hai jo mAnane meM nahIM aae| isake bAvajUda, yaha hakIkata hai, isameM do mata nhiiN| kyoMki aneka puNyazAliyoM ne dAdAzrI se ghaMTebhara meM hI 'svarUpa jJAna' kI prApti kI hai aura anubhava kiyA hai| usake bAda eka kSaNa ke lie bhI 'khuda ke svarUpa' kA lakSya nahIM cUkate, aisA anekoM kA anubhava hai| 'disa iz2a da onlI keza baiMka ina da varlDa !' isa baiMka meM jise jo ceka DAlanA ho, vaha DAla sakatA hai, lekina 'saMpUrNa' rUpa se samajhakara ddaale| kyoMki TheTha mokSa prApti taka kA ceka pAsa ho sake, aisA hai| phira kahIM saMsAra kI vinAzI cIz2a meM mUrchita hokara avinAzI pada kho na baiThe! 14

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- 'prakRti' vijJAna pUrA-pUrA kauna samajhA sakatA hai? jo khuda 'puruSa' ho cuke hoM aura prakRti ko niraMtara bhinna dekhate hoM, ve hI yathArtha prakRtivijJAna samajha sakate haiM, samajhA sakate haiN| bAkI, jo khuda hI prakRti svarUpa hoM, 'puruSa' nahIM hue hoM, ve prakRti ko kisa taraha pahacAna sakate haiM? aura kisa taraha samajhA sakate haiM? isameM to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA hI kAma hai| anaMta AtmAe~ haiM aura anaMta prakRtiyA~ haiN| jaba taka khuda puruSa nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka vaha prakRti ke nacAne se nAcatA hai| kramika mArga meM prakRti kramazaH sahaja hotI jAtI hai, taba aMta meM sahaja AtmA prApta hotA hai| jabaki akrama mArga meM 'jJAnIpuruSa' AtmA ko sIdhe hI sahaja svabhAva meM lA dete haiN| phira prakRti ko sahaja karanA bAkI rahatA hai, aura prakRti sahaja kisa taraha se hotI hai? taba kahe, prakRti kI jo-jo phAileM khar3I hoM, unakA samabhAva se nikAla kare to phira unase mukti prApta ho jAtI hai, usake bAda sahaja prakRti zeSa rahatI hai! "mokSa meM jAne ke lie koI manAhI kA hukma nahIM hai, mAtra 'khuda' ko khuda kA bhAna honA caahie| koI tyAgI prakRti hotI hai, koI tapa kI prakRti hotI hai, koI vilAsI prakRti hotI hai, jo ho so, mokSa meM jAne ke lie mAtra prakRti khapAnI hotI hai|" _ 'prakRti pUraNa-galana svabhAva kI hai aura khuda apUraNa-agalana svabhAva kA hai|' - dAdAzrI vItarAga niraMtara khuda kI prakRti ko hI dekhA karate the| jaba 'khuda' prakRti kA jJAtA-dRSTA rahe, taba vaha vilaya ho jAtI hai| 'kevalajJAna kI aMtima nizAnI yahI hai ki khuda kI hI prakRti ko dekhatA rhe|' ___- dAdAzrI prakRti kA svabhAva kaisA hai? prakRti bAlaka jaisI hai| prakRti ke pAsa se kAma nikAla lenA ho to bAlaka kI taraha samajhA-bujhAkara, phusalAkara kAma nikAla lenA hai| bAlaka ko samajhAnA, vaha AsAna bAta hai lekina yadi usake pratipakSI ho jAo, to prakRti biphare aisI hai| isalie 15

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cAhe kucha bhI karake, aMta me 'laoNlIpaoNpa' dekara bhI use paTAkara apanA kAma nikAla lenA hai! kucha loga AtmA ko nirguNa kahate haiM, lekina vaha yathArtha nahIM hai| prakRti ke guNoM kI tulanA meM AtmA nirguNa hai aura khuda ke svaguNoM se AtmA bharapUra hai| AtmA ke anaMta guNa haiN| dAdAzrI kA sUtra hai ki, "prakRti kA eka bhI guNa 'zuddha cetana' meM nahIM hai aura 'zuddha cetana' kA eka bhI guNa prakRti meM nahIM hai|" / - 'prakRti sahaja ho jAe to AtmA sahaja ho jAtA hai aura AtmA sahaja ho jAe to prakRti sahaja ho jAtI hai|' - dAdAzrI aMbAmAtA, durgAmAtA, ye sabhI mAtA jI Adya zaktiyA~ haiM aura ve sahaja-prAkRta zaktisUcaka haiN| hara eka devI ke niyama hote haiM aura una niyamoM kA pAlana karane para ve devI khuza rahatI haiN| aMbA mA~ prakRti kI sahajatA sUcita karatI haiN| yadi sahajatA rahe to aMbA mA~ rAz2I rahatI haiN| sarasvatI devI ko rAjI karane ke lie kauna se niyamoM kA pAlana karanA cAhie? vANI kA kabhI bhI durupayoga na kare, jhUTha nahIM bole, prapaMca nahIM kare, vANI kA kisI bhI prakAra kA apavyaya nahIM kare to sarasvatI devI prasanna hotI haiN| pariNAma svarUpa g2az2aba kA vacanabala utpanna hotA hai! 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI vANI sAkSAt sarasvatI mAnI jAtI hai, kyoMki vaha prakaTa paramAtmA ko sparza karake nikalatI hai! lakSmI jI ke niyama kyA haiM? 'mana-vacana-kAyA se kabhI bhI corI nahIM karU~,' lakSmI jI kA vahI eka bar3A niyama hai| lakSmI jI ke pIche nahIM par3anA cAhie yA unheM rokakara nahIM rakhanA cAhie, lekina lakSmI jI kA tiraskAra bhI nahIM karanA caahie| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to, lakSmI jI sAmane mileM taba phUlamAlA pahanAte haiM aura jAe~ taba bhI phUlamAlA pahanAte haiM ! jo lakSmI jI kI icchA kare, usake vahA~ lakSmI jI dera se pahu~catI haiM aura icchA nahIM kare, usake vahA~ samaya se A pahu~catI haiN| lakSmI kisa taraha kamAI jAtI haiM? mehanata se? buddhi se? naa| vaha 16

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to puNya se kamAI jAtI hai| jo yaha bheda nahIM jAnatA, vaha jaba kamAtA hai taba kahatA hai, 'maiMne kamAyA, merI buddhi se kmaayaa|' vaha jhUThA ahaMkAra hai| mana ke bhAva sudhareM to lakSmI jI AtI haiN| vyabhicArI vicAroM se saccI lakSmI kabhI bhI nahIM aatii| saccI lakSmI hI zAMti detI hai| yaha bhraSTAcAra se kamAyA huA kAlAdhana Ae, vaha to jAnevAlA hai hI, lekina jAte samaya roma-roma meM sau-sau bicchU eka sAtha DaMka mAreM, vaise kATakara jAtI hai! lakSmI jI kA AnA yA nahIM AnA, vaha parasattA meM hai| iMsAna ko to mAtra naimittika kriyA hI karanI hotI hai, prayatna karane hote haiN| lakSmI jI ke lie nispRha nahIM ho jAnA cAhie, tiraskAra bhI nahIM karanA caahie| tiraskAra kare (dutkArane para) to kitane hI janmoM taka prayatna karane para bhI lakSmI jI nahIM mileM, aisA hai| - dAdA bhagavAna jagat ko nayA sUtra dete haiN| purAne sUtroM ko to loga aba dhokara pI gae haiN| 'DisaoNnesTI ija da besTa phuulishnes|' - dAdAzrI jise mokSa meM jAnA ho, use to 'no laoN-laoN' me AnA pdd'egaa| 'no laoN-laoN' meM rahA, vaha sahaja prakRti meM A gayA mAnA jaaegaa| jahA~-jahA~ laoN lagAkara kaMTrola karane jAe~, vahIM para usa laoN ke prati abhAva ho jAtA hai aura prakRti vizeSa uchAla mArakara DikaMTrola ho jAtI hai! 'isa varlDa ko eka dina sabhI niyama nikAla dene pdd'eNge| sabase pahalA, bagaira niyamavAlA hamane kiyA hai ! sarakAra se kaheMge ki dekha jAo, hamAre yahA~ bagaira niyama kA saMcAlana!' / - dAdAzrI niyama lAdane se mana bigar3a jAtA hai aura phira AcaraNa bigar3a jAtA hai| niyama saMkalpa-vikalpa khar3e karate haiN| AtmA sahaja hai aura niyama baMdhana haiM, jo khuda ko asahaja kara dete haiN| - yathArtha 'dharmadhyAna' kise kahA jAtA hai? pUjA, japa-tapa, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa, vyAkhyAna sunate haiM use? nA,

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ve to sthUla kriyAkAMDa haiM, lekina sthUla kriyA karate samaya ApakA dhyAna kahA~ baratatA hai, vaha noTa kiyA jAtA hai| bhagavAna ke darzana karate samaya, bhagavAna kI phoTo ke sAtha dukAnoM ke yA bAhara rakhe hue jUtoM ko bhI yAda kare, use dharmadhyAna kisa taraha kahA jAe? bhagavAna ke vahA~ kriyA nahIM dekhI jAtI, dhyAna kisameM baratatA hai vaha dekhA jAtA hai| abhI ho rahI kriyA to pichale janma meM kie gae dhyAna kA rUpaka hai, pichale janma kA puruSArtha sUcita karatA hai, jabaki Aja kA dhyAna, vaha agale janma kA puruSArtha hai, agale janma kA sAdhana hai ! aba, dharmadhyAna kyA hai? ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna utpanna hote haiM, taba use palaTane ke lie jo puruSArtha karanA par3atA hai, vahI dharmadhyAna hai| isa dharmadhyAna meM AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna kA samAveza hotA hai| lekina yaha AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna khuda kI samajha se kie hue nahIM hone cAhie, 'jJAnIpuruSa' dvArA dikhAe hue hone caahie| ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna ko palaTeM kisa taraha? ArtadhyAna yA raudradhyAna huA, vaha mere hI karma ke udaya ke kAraNa huA, usameM sAmanevAle kA kiMcit mAtra bhI doSa nahIM hai| balki, mere nimitta se sAmanevAle ko duHkha sahana karanA par3A, usakA pazcAtApa karanA aura phira se aisA nahIM karU~gA, aisA dRr3ha nirNaya nizcaya karanA caahie| yaha pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna hai aura vaha zUTa oNna sAiTa honA cAhie / pratikramaNa keza, oNna da momenTa hoM, tabhI ho cuke doSa dhulate haiM / saccA dharmadhyAna samajhe to vaha turaMta hI pravartana meM Ae aisA hai / dAdAzrI ne, sAdA, roz2amarrA ke vyavahAra meM aksara upayogI hoM, aisI suMdara ghaTanAoM ke udAharaNa dekara ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna ko palaTakara dharmadhyAna meM kaise rahA jAe, use sarala kara diyA hai aura vaha hara eka ko apanI taraha se eDajasTa ho hI jAe, aisA hai / lekina khuda jisake sarva kaluSita bhAva nikala jAte haiM, vaha bhagavAna pada ko prApta karatA hai| khuda ko to kaluSita bhAva utpanna nahIM hote, ke nimitta se sAmanevAloM ko bhI kaluSita bhAva utpanna nahIM hoM, sirpha vahI 18

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vyakti lokapUjya bana sakatA hai| varnA 'jJAnIpuruSa, ' jo ki khuda nirvizeSa pada meM hote haiM, unheM 'bhagavAna, ' aisA vizeSaNa denA, vaha upamA dekara unakI anupama U~cAI ko nIce girAne ke barAbara hai ! phira bhI pahacAnane ke lie unheM saba bhagavAna, sarvajJa Adi kahate haiM / sarvajJa matalaba kyA? jo sarva jJeyoM ko jAnate haiM, ve sarvajJa / sarvajJa do prakAra ke hote haiM : eka kAraNa sarvajJa aura dUsare kArya srvjny| bhagavAna ne 'ho rahI' kriyA ko, 'ho cukI hai, ' aisA mAnA hai| udAharaNa ke taura para koI vyakti ghara se bar3audA jAne nikalA ho aura pA~ca minaTa meM koI pUchane Ae ki, 'bhAI sAhaba kahA~ gae?' to Apa kyA uttara doge? Apa kahoge ki, 'bhAI sAhaba bar3audA gae haiN|' aba bhAI sAhaba to muzkila se sTezana bhI nahIM pahu~ce hoNge| phira bhI, kriyAvaMta ho cukI kriyA ko bhagavAna mahAvIra ne ho cukI hai, aisA mAnA hai ! vaise hI jinake sarvajJa ke kAraNa sevita ho rahe haiM, ve kAraNa sarvajJa hI kahalAte haiM / 'dAdA bhagavAna' kAraNa sarvajJa haiM / jagat kA niyama hai ki jisase dikhanevAlI bhUla ho usakI bhUla, lekina kudarata kA niyama hai ki 'jo bhugate usI kI bhUla / ' 'kisI ko apane se kiMcit mAtra duHkha ho to mAnanA ki apanI dAdAzrI bhUla hai / ' - 'bhugate usI kI bhUla' isa niyama ke AdhAra para jo koI bhI calegA, use isa jagat meM kucha bhI sahana karane ko rahatA nahIM hai, kisI ke nimitta se kiMcit mAtra duHkha hone ko rahatA nahIM hai| hama apanI hI bhUloM se baMdhe hue haiM aura jo khuda kI sabhI bhUloM ko miTA de, vaha khuda hI paramAtmA hai! vItarAga sarva bhUla miTAkara mokSa meM sidhAra ge| hameM bhI vahI karake chUTa jAnA hai|'viitraag' dhyeya svarUpa haiM aura prakaTa 'jJAnIpuruSa' mUla upAdAna saMyogI haiM! 'merI bhUla nahIM hai' aisA kahA vahI sabase bar3I bhUla hai, usase bhUla para gAr3ha AvaraNa A jAtA hai / kRpAludeva kaha gae haiM : 'huM to doSa anaMtanuM bhAjana chu karuNALa / ' 19

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jahA~ anaMta doSoM kA bhAjana hai, paga-paga para bhUleM hI haiM / are, yahA~ isa jagat meM hama vidyamAna haiM, kyA vahI sabase bar3I bhUla nahIM hai? mUlataH jahA~ khuda hI bhUla se bharA huA hai, vahA~ auroM ko kahA~ doSa denA? auroM ko doSa denA, usake jaisA avagAr3ha mithyAtva isa jagat meM aura kucha bhI nahIM / 'jo khuda kI eka hI bhUla miTAe, use bhagavAna kahA jAegA / ' dAdAzrI - 'isa varlDa meM koI ApakA UparI (baoNsa, variSTha mAlika) nahIM hai / usakI maiM Apako gAranTI detA hU~ / koI bApa bhI ApakA UparI nahIM hai| ApakI bhUleM, ve hI ApakI UparI haiM ! ' dAdAzrI khuda kauna hai, vaha jAna le to saba bhUleM miTAne kA rAstA kaTane lagegA aura aMta meM paramAtmA bana jAegA! -- jagat kA niyama kaisA hai ki koI Apako kucha kharAba kaha jAe yA ApakA koI kharAba kara jAe to Apa sAmanevAle kI bhUla dekhoge aura 'mujhe aisA kyoM kahA?' aisA karake khuda ke sAtha anyAya huA hai aisA mAna loge| hakIkata meM 'nyAya' dekhanA hI nahIM hotA / sAmane se jo kucha bhI anukUla yA pratikUla Apako prApta huA, vaha Apake khuda ke lAe hue vyavahAra ke hisAba ke anusAra hI prApta hotA hai, isameM phira nyAya dekhane kA kahA~ rahatA hai? hara eka kA 'vyavahAra,' jaisA khuda (bA~dhakara ) lAyA hai, vaisA hI vyavahAra khulatA rahatA hai aura vApasa, jo milatA hai vaha hisAba se hI milatA hai, usameM jo 'nyAya' DhU~Dhane jAtA hai yA kudarata ke vyavahAra ko amAnya karatA hai, use isakI mAra par3e bagaira kaise rahegI ? 'yaha merI bhUla hai' jise aisA samajha meM AtA hai, usa sTeja taka jo pahu~cA huA hai, usake lie usakI bhUla miTAne ko 'nyAya' hai aura jise aisA rahatA hai ki 'mujha se bhUla nahIM hotI' to usake samajhane ke lie 'vyavahAra' hai| sAmAnya rUpa se vyavahArika sukha - duHkha kI jo samajha hai vaha 20

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hakIkata meM sukha-duHkha nahIM haiM, vaha to zAtA (sukha pariNAma) yA azAtA (duHkha pariNAma) vedanIya karma haiM, aisA bhagavAna ne kahA hai| yaha zAtA yA azAtA vedanIya muddatI hote haiM, TemparerI hote haiN| kyoMki ye avasthAe~ haiN| avasthA kA artha hI TemparerI hai| aba yadi sAmAnya samajha ke anusAra isa vedanIya karma ko sthAyI mAnakara bar3A svarUpa diyA jAe to usase khuda ko bahuta sahana karanA par3atA hai| saMsAra ke sarva sukha-duHkha aMtavAle haiN| khuda kA svasukha hI anaMta hai aura vahI prApta kara lene jaisA hai| sAmAnya samajha se sukha-duHkha kI kalpanAe~ karake jo bhayaMkara karmabaMdhana baMdha jAte haiM, usa kalpanA ke sthAna para dAdAzrI ne bahuta hI suMdara, sahaja tarIke se yathArtha 'jJAna-darzana' pradAna kiyA hai aura itanA sarala kara diyA hai ki usakI geDa (acchI taraha samajha meM AnA) baiTha jAe aura eka bAra usakI ger3a baiTha jAe to vyavahArika sukha-duHkha sparza kara sakeM, aisA nahIM hai| kaMTAlA yAnI kA~ToM ke bistara para sone se jo dazA hotI hai, vaha ! - dAdAzrI aba jisane isa kaMTAle kA anubhava nahIM kiyA ho, vaisA bhAgyazAlI kauna ho sakatA hai? baDe-bar3e AcArya, mahArAja, sAdhu-sanyAsI aura bar3ebar3e mahAtmA bhI kaMTAle (boriyata, cir3hanA, Uba jAnA) se vaMcita nahIM raha skte| yaha to, sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko hI kaMTAle jaisI cIz2a kA anubhava nahIM karanA hotA! aba yaha kaMTAlA jise AtA hai, use usako samabhAva se sahana kara lenA hotA hai, lekina vaisA nahIM karake kaMTAle ko dUra karane ke upAya kie jAte haiN| are! sinemA, nATaka yA usase bhI nIce lur3haka jAe~ vaise upAya kie jAte haiM, lekina hakIkata meM kaMTAlA dUra nahIM hotA hai, mAtra thor3e samaya ke lie use Age dhakela dete haiM, vaha phira vApasa dugune z2ora se ghera letA hai| kyoMki vaha udayakarma kahIM chor3egA nahIM, use pUrA bhoge binA cArA hI nahIM hai| - rAga-dveSa kI sAmAnya samajha aura vItarAgoM kI yathArtha samajha meM chAcha aura dUdha jitanA pharka hai| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' vahI rAga hai| jahA~ khuda nahIM

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hai, vahA~ 'maiM hU~' aisA jo Aropa karatA hai, vahI rAga hai| aura jise 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' vaha lakSya niraMtara hai, usake sarva rAga TUTa gae haiN| ___'mujhe isa para rAga hai' vaisI jo sAmAnya samajha hai, vaha ayathArtha hai| hakIkata meM AtmA meM rAga nAma kA guNa hai hI nhiiN| yaha jo rAga mahasUsa hotA hai, vaha to paramANuoM kA AkarSaNa hai aura dveSa mahasUsa hotA hai, vaha paramANuoM kA vikarSaNa hai| yaha saba pudgala (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) kI karAmAta hai, use, 'khuda' ko hI rAga-dveSa hotA hai, aisA mAnakara AtmA ko rAgI-dveSI ThaharA detA hai| AtmA vItarAgI hI hai aura rhegaa| 'ajJAna ke prati prema-vaha rAga aura jJAna ke prati prema-vaha viitraag|' - dAdAzrI - jagat kA AdhArastaMbha 'baira' hai| yadi baira nirmUla ho jAe to saMsAra sahajatA se nirmUla ho jAtA hai| baira se chUTane kA eka hI mArga hai aura vaha hai 'samabhAva se phAiloM kA nikAla (nipaTArA) kro'| isa 'zastra kI zaraNa,' isa kAla meM g2az2aba kI hai| yaha zastra 'dAdAzrI' ne saba ko diyA hai| aba isa zastra ko lekara jo raNa meM jAtA hai, vaha kharA shuurviir| saMsAra, vaha saMgrAma hI hai na? isa saMgrAma meM 'phAiloM' kA samabhAva se nikAla kro| isa dAdAI zastra ko lekara raNa meM utare, vaha avazya vijaya prApta karatA hai aura milatA kyA hai? mokSa! prApta mana-vacana-kAyA ko dAdAzrI ne 'phAila' kahA hai aura yaha jise darzana meM A gayA, usakI adhyAtma vijaya ho gaI! - cArja ho cukA eka paramANu bhI jahA~ asaravAlA hai, vahA~ anaMta paramANuoM se bhare hue bhAjanoM kA saMga kyA asaramukta ho sakatA hai? phira vaha saMga susaMga ho yA kusaMga ho, asara hogA hii| sirpha 'satsaMga' hI aisA hai ki jo sarva saMgoM se asaMga karavAe aura yaha 'satsaMga,' jaisA sAmAnya artha meM kahA jAtA hai, vaisA nahIM hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' jo ki sarva saMga meM hone ke bAvajUda niraMtara asaMga rahate haiM, unakA satsaMga yadi prApta ho to kisI bhI jIva ko asaMga pada prApta ho jAe, aisA hai| aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA satsaMga hara roz2a nayA, nayA aura nayA hI lagatA hai ! 22

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satsaMga se kusaMga ke paramANu nikala jAte haiM aura naye zuddha paramANu dAqhila hote haiN| 'yaha to, yadi hIMga kI gaMdha kisI patIle meM samA gaI ho to chaH mahIne bAda usa patIle meM khIra banAe~ to vaha bigar3a jAtI hai| isa hIMga ke saMga kA cha: mahIne taka asara rahe to kusaMga kA saMga lage, taba to Apake anaMta kAla bigAr3a de aisA hai / ' dAdAzrI - maMtra, vaha vijJAna hai, gappa nahIM hai / unameM bhI 'trimaMtra,' vaha to saMsAra vighnahartA hai| trimaMtra niSpakSapAtI maMtra hai, sarva dharma samabhAva sUcaka hai, sarvadharma ke rakSaka devI-devatA isase rAz2I rahate haiN| maMtra kA asara kaba hotA hai ? 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke hAthoM yadi vidhipUrvaka diyA gayA ho, to vaha g2az2aba kA asara kare, aisA hai| jaba taka vyavahAra bAkI rahatA hai, taba taka tInoM maMtra'navakAra, OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya aura OM namaH zivAya, ' aise eka sAtha bolane hote haiN| sirpha navakAra maMtra, vaha sanyasta maMtra hai| jaba taka yathArtha sanyasta prApta nahIM huA, taba taka tInoM maMtra eka sAtha bolane hote / sanyasta kA matalaba bheSa badalanA, aisA nahIM hai lekina AtmajJAna prApta honA, vaha hai / Aja jagat kI kaisI dazA huI hai, usake nimitta se dAdAzrI samajhAte haiN| dAdAzrI kahate haiM ki san 1942 se maiM kahatA AyA hU~ ki jagat pUrA mainTala haoNspiTala meM kanvarTa ho rahA hai / jahA~ dekho vahA~ nirA pAgalapana hI dikhatA hai / Apa pUchate kyA ho aura sAmanevAlA javAba kyA detA hai ! eka-dUsare ke sAtha koI tAlamela hI nahIM baitthtaa| choTI-choTI bAtoM ke lie bar3e-bar3e jhagar3e karate haiM, vaha mainTala nahIM to phira aura kyA hai? Aja kI naI pIr3hI ke yuvA lar3ake-lar3akiyoM kI loga bahuta burAI karate haiM, lekina dAdAzrI kahate haiM ki yahI yuvA pIr3hI hindustAna kA nAma rozana karegI aura dAdAzrI kI sahaja vANI nikalI hai ki 'hindustAna san 2005 meM pUre varlDa kA kendra bana cukA hogA / ' abhI ho rahA hai I 23

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31 sAla bAda phaoNrena se loga yahA~ par3hane Ae~ge ki jIvana kaise jIe~, khAe~ kitanA, soe~ kitanA aura raheM kisa taraha! - jagat meM 'zuddhAtmA' aura saMyoga do hI vastue~ haiN| - dAdAzrI 'zuddhAtmA' zAzvata hai aura saMyoga niraMtara badalate hI rahate haiN| 'sthUla saMyoga, sUkSma saMyoga aura vANI ke saMyoga para haiM aura parAdhIna - dAdAzrI paMcendriyoM dvArA anubhava kie jA sakeM, ve sabhI saMyoga sthUla saMyoga haiN| mana ke, buddhi ke, citta ke aura ahaMkAra Adi ke saMyoga sUkSma saMyoga haiM aura vANI ke saMyoga jo ki sthUla-sUkSma haiM, ve saba para haiM aura phira parAdhIna haiN| vANI rikaoNrDa hai, phiz2ikala hai| AtmA aura vANI kA koI lenA-denA nahI haiN| AtmA avAcya hai| hA~, vANI kaisI nikalatI hai, kahA~ bhUla hotI hai Adi kA AtmA jJAtA-dRSTA hai| saMyoga vinAzI haiN| yadi saMyogoM meM mukAma kare to khuda vinAzI hai aura avinAzI, aise AtmA meM mukAma kare to khuda avinAzI hI hai| mahAvIra bhagavAna ne eka AtmA ke sivA bAkI jo bhI kucha hai, vaha saba saMyoga vijJAna hai, aisA kahA hai| ina sarva saMyogoM ke saMga se mukta, aisA khuda asaMga zuddhAtmA hai| - tapa do prakAra ke haiM : eka bAhya tapa aura dUsarA AMtara tp| bAhya tapa matalaba dUsaroM ko patA cala jAe, vaha aura AMtara tapa kA kisI ko patA nahIM calatA, khuda khuda ke hI aMdara tapa karatA rahatA hai vh| bAhya tapa kA phala saMsAra hai aura AMtara (bhItarI, aMdarunI) tapa kA phala hai, vaha mokSa hai! bAhya tapa se to harakoI vidita hai hii| lekina AMtara tapa eka 'jJAnIpuruSa' se hI prApta ho sake aisA hai| 'AtmA aura anAtmA jur3akara eka nahIM hone de, vaha kharA tp|' - dAdAzrI homa DipArTamenTa, yAnI ki khuda meM; sva meM, AtmA meM hI rahanA aura phaoNrena DipArTamenTa matalaba AtmA ke alAvA anya meM rhnaa| aura pudgala 2A

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meM nahIM rahanA, aura usake lie jo tapa karanA par3atA hai, vaha AMtara tapa hai| yaha bAhya tapa jo kiyA jAtA hai, usameM jo kartApana A jAtA hai, vaha ahaMkAra hai| bhagavAna ne prApta tapa ko samatAbhAva se sahana kara lene kA kahA hai, na ki kheMca-tAnakara ahaMkAra karake, tapa meM tapane ko kahA hai! abhI jo bhI sthUla tapa kie jAte haiM, ve sabhI prakRti karavAtI hai, usameM kyA puruSArtha? puruSArtha to AMtaratapa meM 'puruSa' hone ke bAda hI zurU hotA hai| prakRti z2abaradastI tapa karavAtI hai aura iMsAna ahaMkAra karatA hai ki 'maiMne tapa kiyA!' jo kucha bhI tapa hotA hai, vaha prakRti ke adhIna hotA hai| isameM 'khuda' kucha bhI karatA nahIM hai, aisA satata khyAla rahe to tapa ke riekzana ke rUpa meM ahaMkAra khar3A nahIM hotA, nahIM to tapa kA riekzana krodha, mAna aura ahaMkAra hai| - tyAga kise kahA jAtA hai? sahaja vartana meM barate, vaha tyAga kahalAtA hai| anya sabhI tyAga ahaMkAra karake kiyA huA kahalAtA hai| 'tyAge so Age!' jisa-jisa cIz2a kA tyAga ahaMkAra karake kiyA ho, vaha Age jAkara sau gunA hokara vApasa milatA hai| 'mokSamArga meM tyAga kI bhI zarta nahIM hai aura atyAga kI bhI zarta nahIM hai!' zAstra svayaM kahate haiM ki jJAnI ko tyAgAtyAga saMbhava nahIM hotaa| jo prakRti meM ramaNatA karate haiM, ve jo koI bhI tyAga karate haiM, vaha prakRti hI karavAtI hai aura vaha sirpha ahaMkAra karatA hai ki 'maiMne tyAga kiyA!' aura jo niraMtara AtmaramaNatA meM haiM, unheM tyAgAtyAga saMbhava hI nahIM hotaa| AtmA kA svabhAva tyAga yA grahaNa karane kA hai hI nhiiN| yadi vaisA hotA, taba to siddhakSetra meM virAjamAna siddha bhagavaMta bhI tyAga yA grahaNa karate hue baiThe hote! to phira vaha mokSa kahalAtA hI kaise? yaha to, pudgala tyAga karatA hai aura pudgala hI grahaNa karatA hai aura khuda mAtra ahaMkAra hI karatA hai| bhagavAna ne vastu kA tyAga karane ko nahIM kahA hai, lekina vastu kI mUrchA kA, moha kA tyAga baratanA cAhie, aisA kahA hai| 'tAdAtmya adhyAsa hI rAga hai aura jahA~ tAdAtmya adhyAsa nahIM hai, vaha tyaag|' - dAdAzrI 25

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. ahiMsA kA sUkSma se sUkSma artha yadi koI batA sake to ve vItarAga hI batA sakate haiN| jinheM niraMtara aisA bhAva hai ki isa jagat meM kisI bhI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra bhI duHkha nahIM denA hai, aura vaisA hI vartana meM hai, vahI vItarAga haiM ! koI jIva kisI jIva ko mAra hI nahIM sakatA, vaise hI koI jIva kisI jIva ko bacA nahIM sktaa| caMdUbhAI ne kisI jIva ko mArane kA bhAva kiyA huA thA aura jaba kisI jIva ke marane kA TAimiMga A jAe, taba vaha caMdUbhAI ke nimitta se maratA hai| maraNakAla se pahale koI jIva mara hI nahIM sktaa| yaha to mArane ke jo bhAva karatA hai, usase bhAva maraNa hotA hai| bhagavAna ne 'sthUla hiMsA mata karanA' aisA nahIM kahA hai, 'bhAva hiMsA mata karanA' aisA kahA hai, ataH oNTomeTika sabhI prakAra kI ahiMsA A jAtI hai| kisI jIva ko bacAne ke lie dayA nahIM rakhanI hai, lekina jIva ko mArane kA jo bhAva huA, usa bhAva maraNa ke lie dayA rakhanI hai! - yoga do prakAra ke haiM : eka jJAnayoga yAnI ki Atmayoga aura dUsarA ajJAna yoga yAnI ki anAtma yog| anAtma yoga meM manoyoga, dehayoga aura vANIyoga samAviSTa hote haiN| yoga kisakA hotA hai? jise jAna liyA ho usakA yA jo anajAnA ho usakA? jaba taka AtmA jAnA nahIM ho, taba taka Atmayoga kisa taraha se hogA? vaha to deha ko jAnA, isalie dehayoga hI kahalAtA hai, aura nirvikalpa samAdhi dehayoga se kabhI bhI prApta nahIM ho sktii| vikalpI kabhI bhI nirvikalpI nahIM bana sakatA, vaha to jaba AtmajJAnI sarvajJapuruSa nirvikalpa dazA meM pahu~cA deM, tabhI nirvikalpa banatA hai| prakaTa dIyA hI anya dIyoM ko prajvalita kara sakatA hai| - ekAgratA kyA hai? kisalie karanI par3atI hai? jise vyagratA kA roga ho vahI ekAgratA karatA hai, isameM AtmA para kyA upakAra? ina maz2adUroM ko kahA~ ekAgratA karane kI z2arUrata hai? aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' bhI ekAgratA nahIM krte| jo vyagratA ke roga para ekAgratA kI davAI cupar3ate haiM, usase AtmA ko kyA phAyadA? dhyAna kareM to kisakA kareMge? dhyeya ko jAne binA kisakA dhyAna 26

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kareMge? khuda kI kalpanA se dhyeya nizcita karake dhyAna karane se dina kaise badaleMge? samAdhi kise kahA jAtA hai? nAka dabAkara yA haThayoga se samAdhi karate haiM, use? nA, vaha to hainDala samAdhi kahalAtI hai| jaba taka hainDala mArA taba taka calA, phira vaha samAdhi utara jAtI hai| aisI samAdhi se kyA mokSa hotA hai? samAdhi to use kahate haiM ki calate-phirate, are! lar3atejhagar3ate hue bhI samAdhi nahIM jAe, vaha hai 'yathArtha smaadhi'| jahA~ Adhi, vyAdhi, upAdhi (bAhara se AnevAlA duHkha) nahIM ho, vaha 'yathArtha samAdhi' kahalAtI hai| mana kyA hai? mana ko to sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI pahacAna sakate haiN| jo mana se niraMtara pare rahakara usake jJAtA - dRSTA rahate haiM, aise pUjya dAdAzrI ne yathArtha manovijJAna prakaTa kiyA hai / mana gA~ThoM se banA huA hai| jaba bAhya, yA AMtara saMyoga prApta hote haiM, taba mana kI gA~TheM phUTatI haiN| jo koMpala phUTatI hai, rUpaka meM AtI hai, vaha vicAra avasthA kahalAtI hai / vicAra Ate haiM aura jAte haiM, AtmA khuda usakA jJAtA - dRSTA hai / mana, vaha jJeya hai aura AtmA jJAtA hai| kucha loga kahate haiM ki, 'merA mana nikAla diijie|' mana nikAla leM to 'ebsenTa mAinDeDa' ho jaaegaa| mokSa meM jAne ke lie mana z2arUrI hai| mana to nAva hai| manarUpI nAva ke bagaira saMsAra sAgara meM se mokSarUpI kinAre taka kaise jA sakate haiM? kucha kahate haiM, 'mana bhaTakatA hai|' mana isa zarIra se bAhara kabhI bhI nahIM bhaTakatA, jo bhaTakatA hai vaha citta hai| buddhi para prakAza hai, inDAyarekTa prakAza hai / AtmA kA DAyarekTa prakAza hai| AtmA sva para prakAzaka hai / buddhi kI paribhASA kyA hai? 'pUre jagat ke sabhI sabjekTas jAneM, ve bhI buddhi meM samA jAte haiM, kyoMki vaha ahaMkArI jJAna hai aura nirahaMkArI jJAna, vaha jJAna hai / ' - dAdAzrI jahA~ jJAnasUrya prakAzamAna ho, vahA~ buddhirUpI dIye kI kyA z2arUrata ? buddhi kA svabhAva saMtApa karavAne kA hai| jJAnI abudha hote haiM, buddhi nAma 27

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mAtra ko bhI nahIM hotii| saMpUrNa buddhi khatma ho jAe, taba sAmane sarvajJa pada phUlamAlA sahita hAz2ira ho jAtA hai! jo binA TikaTa bhaTakatA hai, vaha citta hai| yahA~ baiThe-baiThe kahIM kA bhI hUbahU phoTo dikhalAe, vaha citta hai| zuddha jJAna + zuddha darzana = zuddha citta, yAnI khuda shuddhaatmaa| azuddha jJAna + azuddha darzana = azuddha citt| jagat 'anaMta citta' meM par3A huA hai| sAdhu aneka citta meM A gae haiM aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' aura satpuruSa 'ekacitta' meM hote haiM! "azuddha citta kisalie azuddha hai? 'sva' ko nahIM dekha sakatA, mAtra 'para' ko hI dekha sakatA hai| jabaki zuddha citta 'sva' aura 'para' donoM ko dekha sakatA hai|" - dAdAzrI jo citta kI hAz2irI meM bhojana nahIM kara sakate, unheM hArTaphela, blaDa prezara Adi roga ho jAte haiN| citta kI hAz2irI meM bhojana kara sakeM to koI roga hI nahIM ho, aisA hai! anAhata nAda, kuMDalinI, ve saba citta camatkAra haiM aura paudgalika kucha kahate haiM ki, 'mujhe bhItara kRSNa bhagavAna dikhate haiN|' vaha AtmA nahIM hai, vaha to citta camatkAra hai| usa kRSNa ko dekhanevAlA AtmA hai| aMta meM dRSTi dRSTA meM DAlanI hai| yaha to dRSTi dRzya meM DAlate haiN|' - dAdAzrI jo kRSNa dikhate haiM, vaha to dRzya hai aura use dekhanevAlA 'khuda' dRSTA hai, AtmA hai, svayaM 'kRSNa' haiM ! 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' yahI mUla 'ahaMkAra' hai| yaha jAe to nirahaMkArI pada prApta hotA hai| jo bAkI rahe, vaha nikAlI ahaMkAra yAnI DrAmeTika ahaMkAra hai| ye ahaMkAra do prakAra ke haiM, eka suMdara aura dUsarA kuruup| isa ahaMkAra ne hI saba bigAr3A hai, vaha hamAre khuda ke sva-sukha ko cakhane nahIM detaa| ahaMkAra ko vilaya karane kA eka hI sAdhana jagat meM hai aura vaha hai 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke caraNa kA aMgUThA!

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aMta:karaNa ke cAra bhAga haiM : mana-buddhi-citta aura ahNkaar| inakA kArya pArliyAmenTarI paddhati se calatA hai| mana pemphaleTa batAtA hai, citta phoTo dikhAtA hai, buddhi inameM se eka ke sAtha mila jAtI hai aura Disiz2ana detI hai, pradhAnamaMtrI kI taraha, aura jaba ahaMkAra rASTrapati kI taraha hastAkSara kara detA hai, taba vaha kArya rUpaka meM AtA hai| - aNuvrata, mahAvrata yAnI ki jo barate vaha, tyAga nhiiN| tyAga karanA aura baratanA usameM bahata aMtara hai| barate vaha vrata! barate matalaba kyA tyAgA vaha yAda hI nahIM rahatA, vaha sahaja tyAga kahalAtA hai| jise sahaja hI bIr3I chUTa gaI ho, use vaha yAda hI nahIM AtI aura jisane ahaMkAra karake tyAga kiyA ho use yAda AtA rahatA hai ki 'maiMne bIr3I kA tyAga kara diyA hai!' parigraha ke sAgara meM hone ke bAvajUda jinheM eka bhI bindu sparza nahIM karatA, vaha kharA aparigrahI! aura jo parigraha ke cullU bhara pAnI meM mu~ha DAlakara DUba rahA ho, use aparigrahI kaise kahA jA sakatA hai? yathArtha aparigrahI sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI ho sakate haiM! - yogezvara kRSNa ko yathArtharUpa se kauna pahacAna sakatA hai? sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' jo ki svayaM 'usa' rUpa ho cuke hoM, ve hI unakI yathArtha pahacAna aura ve kyA kahanA cAhate the, vaha yathArtha rUpa se samajhA sakate haiM, kyoMki jJAnI, jJAnI se kabhI bhI alaga nahIM ho sakate, abheda hote haiN| ___ jaba cAra veda pUre hote haiM, taba veda iTaselpha kyA bolate haiM? 'disa iz2a naoNTa deTa, disa iz2a naoNTa dett|' tU jisa AtmA ko DhU~Dha rahA hai, vaha isameM nahIM hai ! cAra veda par3he, dhAraNa kie, aura aMta meM kyA? 'neti-neti|' pustaka meM AtmA kisa taraha samAviSTa ho sakatA hai? avarNanIya, avAcya, durgama, aise AtmA kA bhAna 'jJAnIpuruSa' saMjJA se karavAte haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa ghaMTebhara meM 'disa iz2a deTa' ho jAtA hai! - AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna yathArtha rUpa se kare, tabhI kie hue doSa yathArtha rUpa se dhula jAte haiM aura khuda utanA nirmala ho jAtA hai, 29

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lekina ve doSa hoM, aura turaMta hI oNna da momenTa yaha vidhi ho jAe, tabhI isa kAla meM kAma aaegaa| - vItarAga hI vItarAga-vijJAna anAvRta kara sakate haiN| vItarAgoM kA aMtara Azaya kAla ke anurUpa aisI syAdavAda vANI dvArA 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI anAvRta kara sakate haiM, jisake prApta hone ke bAda sAmAnya vyakti bhI niraMtara yathArtha dharmadhyAna meM raha sakatA hai! icchA to sirpha mokSa ke lie hI karane jaisI hai| 'jise mokSa kI hI ekamAtra tIvra icchA hai, use koI rokanevAlA nahIM hai| jJAnI unake ghara jAe~ge!' / "jise mokSa kI icchA hai, use pudgala kI mAlikI nahIM rahatI ! jise pudgala kI mAlikI hai, use mokSa kI icchA nahIM hotI!' - bhakta aura bhagavAna alaga hote haiM! jabaki jJAnI meM vaha bheda nahIM hotA hai| bhakti kaba taka karanI hai? jaba taka jJAnI se bheMTa nahIM ho jAe taba taka, aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' mileM to unase mokSa mA~ga lenI hai| vItarAga kI bhakti mukti dilavAtI hai| 'bhagavAna zabda kA artha kyA hai?' isakA spaSTIkaraNa dAdAzrI dete haiN| 'bhagavAna nAma hai yA vizeSaNa? yadi nAma hotA to hameM use bhagavAna dAsa kahanA par3atA, bhagavAna vizeSaNa hai| jaise bhAgya para se bhAgyavAna banA hai, vaise hI bhagavat para se bhagavAna banA hai| ye bhagavat guNa jo bhI koI vyakti prApta karatA hai use 'bhagavAna' kA vizeSaNa lagatA hai|' - dAdAzrI sabase U~cI bhakti kauna sI? 'kevalajJAna svabhAvI AtmA kA lakSya baiTha jAne ke bAda usake jAgRtirUpI jJAna meM rahanA vaha, sabase U~cI aura aMtima bhakti hai|' "jJAniyoM kA pratiSThita AtmA' bhakti meM hai aura jJAna, jJAna meM hai| 30

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khuda zuddhAtmA meM rahate haiM aura pratiSThita AtmA se apane khuda ke zuddhAtmA kI aura ina dAdA kI bhakti karavAte haiN| vaha sabase U~cI aMtima bhakti hai!" - dAdAzrI - mokSa yAnI kyA? mokSa yAnI mukta bhAva, sarva baMdhanoM se mukti, sarva du:khoM se mukti| aura usakA anubhava yahIM para hotA hai, usake bAda vaha siddhoMvAlA mokSa sAmane AtA hai! kaSTa uThAne se kabhI bhI mokSa prApta nahIM hotaa| AtmA kA khuda kA svabhAva hI mokSa svarUpa hai, lekina usakA bhAna nahIM hai, isalie baMdhana anubhava karatA hai| vaha mukta bhAva kaba anubhava meM AtA hai? jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' khuda kI anaMta zakti se, anaMta siddhi se hamAre AtmA ko jhakajhorakara jagAe~ taba? jo khuda mukta haiM, ve hI anyoM ko mukti de sakate haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' khuda prakaTa mUrtAmUrta mokSasvarUpa haiM aura ghaMTebhara meM hameM svarUpa kA jJAna arthAt AtmAnubhUti karavAte haiM! yahI akrama mArga kI siddhi hai ! kucha loga aisA mAna baiThe haiM ki isa kAla meM mokSamArga baMda hai aura aisA mAnakara baiTha hue haiM! hakIkata meM mokSamArga to khulA hI hai, TheTha mokSa ke daravAz2e taka pahu~cA jA sake, aisA hai| aura vaha pramANita ho cukA hai| hAlAMki lAkha kA ceka isa kAla meM prApta nahIM ho sakatA, lekina dAdAzrI ninyAnave haz2Ara nau so, ninyAnave rupaye aura ninyAnave paise taka kA ceka dete haiM, aura anekoM ne vaha prApta kiyA hai ! isameM kitanA nukasAna hai? eka paise kA hI na? lekina usake badale meM lAkha kA chuTTA milatA hai na? mokSamArga khulA hai, DhU~Dha lene kI hI dera hai| 'jise chUTanA hI hai use koI bA~dha nahIM sakatA, aura jise baMdhanA hI hai use koI chur3avA nahIM sktaa|' - dAdAzrI baMdhana kisase haiM? ajJAna se baMdhatA hai, vaha jJAna se hI chUTa sakatA hai| baMdhana kA mUla kAraNa ajJAna hai| dAdAzrI ne yathArtha mokSamArga khola diyA hai| jahA~ para 'jJAnIpuruSa' 31

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pratyakSa hoM, vahA~ kisI zAstra kI yA kriyA kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| vahA~ to AjJA, vahI dharma aura AjJA, vahI tapa hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA hai na ki, 'ANAe dhammo, ANAe tppo|' / bhagavAna ne aisA bhI kahA hai ki, 'paccIsa sau sAla pUre hone ke bAda bhasmaka graha kA asara samApta ho jAegA aura phira se yathArtha vItarAga dharma udaya meM AegA,' aura ve paccIsa sau sAla Aja pUre ho rahe haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' jahA~ prakaTa hue haiM, vahA~ aba vItarAga dharma ko kyA A~ca AnevAlI hai? khuda saMpUrNa niSpakSapAtI ho jAe, khuda apane Apa ke lie bhI niSpakSapAtI ho jAe, taba mokSa sAmane AtA hai! - ramaNatA do prakAra kI : eka paudgalika aura dUsarI aatm| jise eka paramANu mAtra meM bhI paudgalika ramaNatA nahIM ho, use Atma ramaNatA prApta hogI hii| jaba taka kiMcit mAtra bhI paudgalika ramaNatA rahatI hai, taba taka AtmA prApta nahIM ho sktaa| manuSya janma letA hai, taba se lekara marane taka paudagalika ramaNatA meM hI rahatA hai| are! zAstra paDhe, mAlA phere, sAmAyika, pratikramaNa kare yA vyAkhyAna kare, ve sabhI paudgalika ramaNatA haiN| sva meM ramaNatA ho, tabhI mokSa prApta hogA! jise sva-ramaNatA utpanna ho cukI ho, vaha sarva parigrahoM ke saMga meM hone ke bAvajUda saMpUrNa aparigrahIasaMga hai! aura jise sva-ramaNatA prApta nahIM huI hai, usane sarva parigrahoM ke saMga kA tyAga kiyA ho, phira bhI vaha saMpUrNa parigrahI hai, kyoMki ramaNatA kisameM hai? taba kahe, pudgala meM hii| 'isa prakRti kA pArAyaNa pUrA huA to ho gayA vItarAga!' - dAdAzrI - DaoN. nIrUbahana amIna 32

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anukramaNikA ms 23. 103 jagat svarUpa 1 prakRti kI vibhAvikatA 75 pAcana kriyA meM kitanI... 2 prakRti : svabhAva se chuImuI 76 jagat kA kriyeTara kauna? 3 prakRti palaTe samajha se 77 vizva paz2ala kA ekameva... 4. sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ 84 bahmA, viSNu aura maheza 4 mAtAjI yamarAja nahIM, niyamarAja 5 sarasvatI * jagat kI adhikaraNa kriyA 6 lakSmI jI * dharma svarUpa __ kalikAla kI lakSmI * riyala dharma : rileTiva... 10 1942 ke bAda kI lakSmI 91 puruSa hue binA puruSArtha... 13 lakSmI jI kA svabhAva jo kaifa car3hAe, vaha... 13 lakSmI jI kA jAvana pakSa meM par3e huoM kA mokSa 15 lakSmI jI kA Avana / saMsAra svarUpa : vairAgya... 19 jJAnI-saspRha, nispRha zuddhAtmA hI saccA sagA 'no laoN' - laoN yaha to moha yA mAra? niyamoM meM viveka 106 saba sabakI sa~bhAlo dharmadhyAna devoM ko bhI duHkha? dhyAna, vahI puruSArtha kaliyuga ke registAna meM... ArtadhyAna - raudradhyAna dharmadhyAna ke cAra staMbha 113 saMsaraNa mArga ciMtA, vahI ArtadhyAna 116 bojhA sira para yA ghor3e... nimitta ko kATa khAnA 118 * saMsAravRkSa karma nirjhare pratikramaNa se 119 * satdeva : sadguru : satdharma 38 cAra prakAra ke dhyAna 123 mUrtidharma : amUrtadharma hArDa raudradhyAna 127 jinamudrA saMsAra kA upAdAna kAraNa 128 pratimA meM prANa DAleM jJAnI 48 raudradhyAna kise kahate haiM? 128 * akramamArga : gyArahavA~... 50 ArtadhyAna kise kahate haiM? 129 prakRti 65 dharmadhyAna kise kahate haiM? 134 sahaja prakRti - sahaja... 68 'kaluSita bhAva' ke '..... 135 ghara-prakRtiyoM kA bagIcA 69. nija doSa 140 prakRti bhI bhagavAna svarUpa 73 bhUla kA rakSaNa 141 109 109 110 33

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blaMDarsa aura misTeksa lobhI kI prakRti bhUla ko pahacAnane .... doSa dikhane kI jAgRti niSpakSapAtI dRSTi doSoM kA AdhAra zikAyata karanevAlA hI.. brahmAMDa kA mAlika.... prAkRta guNoM kA moha... mukta puruSa hI chur3avAe~ gunahagArI pApa puNya... graMthi-Adata, svabhAvamaya lAla jhaMDI - Thaharo yathArtha laukika dharma kudaratI niyama : ' bhugate... jIvoM kI saMpUrNa svataMtratA jagat vyavahAra svarUpa vANI, sAmanevAle ke... vyavahAra meM 'nyAya'... niHzeSa vyavahAra se hala - vyavahArika sukha-duHkha... jIvana telI ke baila... duHkhoM ko na roe vaha... bahIkhAtoM ke hisAba satsukha kaba milatA hai ? kar3avA pIe, vaha nIlakaMTha 182 duHkha, vaha kise kahA... 184 sattA kA upayoga kare vaha .. 192 194 195 200 kaMTAlA kA svarUpa ThAkura jI kI pUjA rAga-dveSa 143 144 145 145 147 149 * 151 152 154 155 * trimaMtra vijJAna 156 OM kI yathArtha samajha 157 233 156 * jagat - pAgaloM kA... hindustAna 2005 meM.... tiraskAra vRtti ne nyotA ... 234 aMgrez2oM kA eka upakAra 239 kudarata meM buddhi mata lagAo243 matabheda, manabheda aura... saMyoga vijJAna 158 160 165 167 169 * 171 172 174 177 178 179 180 pasaMda-nApasaMda meM se rAga-dveSa204 dveSa se tyAga kiyA huA.. 205 jahA~ spardhA vahA~ dveSa 205 jahA~ jJAna vahA~ vItarAga 206 baira 207 saMga asara 210 211 214 218 34 abhyudaya aura AnuSaMgika.. kusaMga, to duHkha lAtA hai prakaTa jJAnI kA satsaMga saMyoga sudhArakara bhejo saMyogoM meM khuda kauna? tapa, kriyA aura mukti tyAga kisakA karanA hai? tyAga meM viSamatA saccA tyAgI ! jJAnI kI AjJA, vahI... 223 227 229 251 254 tapa 256 prApta tapa hI karane jaisA hai 257 245 247 tyAga yaha to kaisA tyAga? bhAvahiMsA jaise bhAva 263 265 266 269 269 272 274 277 hama vaise hI... 278

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dayA, AtmabhAva kI rakho bacAtA hai maraNakAla hI mAre * jJAnayoga : ajJAnayoga yoga se AyuSya kA.... kuMDalinI kyA hai? anAhata nAda vaha bhI... dhyAna cittazuddhi kI davAI henDala samAdhi saccI samAdhi nirvikalpa samAdhi * mana mana kA svarUpa manolaya kA mArga mana para kAbU saMsAra para kaMTAlA, vahI.. 303 * aNuvrata - mahAvrata 303 * 304 305 307 308 310 311 312 314 315 * 316 317 319 320 buddhi ke upayoga kI limiTa322 buddhi kI naoNrmeliTI buddhi saMsArAnugAmI hI 323 324 mana kA svabhAva mana to mokSa kI nAva svarUpa mana, jagat vicAra - Azrava... vicAroM kI nApasaMda meM cokhA mana kArya kA preraka kauna ? manaHparyAya jJAna 280 281 283 285 287 289 290 292 * 294 296 297 298 * buddhi aura jJAna bhedabuddhi citta 326 citta gairahAz2ira - usake... 326 anaMta meM se eka citta 35 331 332 334 335 337 339 340 pAgala ahaMkAra 341 jahA~ AtmajJAna, vahA~... 343 sukhI hone kI tIna cAbiyA~ 345 347 AlocanA - pratikramaNa.... 355 358 aho ! gautama svAmI kA... nakada pratikramaNa se hI hala 359 pratikramaNa ke pariNAma... 361 AkramaNa aura atikramaNa 366 sAmUhika pratikramaNa 367 saoNrI matalaba pratikramaNa ? 368 369 370 372 373 376 377 378 kRSNa kA sAkSAtkAra maryAdA aura pUrNa puruSottama 379 gItA kA rahasya, yahA~ do.. 379 arjuna ko virATa darzana 382 zuddhacitta azuddha citta cipakatA hai citta hI cittazuddhi hI mahatva kI citta ke camatkAra ahaMkAra krama-akrama meM ahaMkAra atikramaNa ke dAg2a pratikramaNa kI yathArtha... yogezvara zrI kRSNa zrI kRSNa kI AjJA puSTimArga kyA hai ? saccA brahmasaMbaMdha

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435 436 450 sudarzana cakra 383 akrama-mukti ke bAda bhakti432 veda, tIna guNoM meM hI haiM 383 bhagavAna kA patA 433 saccA sanyAsa aura niSkAma 384 kIrtana bhakti * sthitaprajJa yA sthitaajJa? 387 bhakti aura jJAna / prajJAzakti 388. niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 439 vedAMta 393 isa kAla meM mokSa hai? 440 ajJAna se hI mokSa rukA hai 394 naoNrmeliTI se mokSa 441 zaktipAta 395 jahA~ mehanata, vahA~ mokSa.. 443 AtmabhAna, vaha bindu... 396 mokSa yAnI kyA? 444 vedazAstra to sAdhana svarUpa 398 niyANAM aura zalya 446 brahmaniSTha to jJAnI hI banAte..398 mokSa ke bAda AtmA kI.. 447 dvaitAdvaita 402 jJAnI, mokSamArga ke netA / 449 anekAMta se mokSa 404 jJAna kriyAbhyAm mokSa 450 vItarAga mArga 407 baMdhana kisase? jJAnI ke pIche-pIche 408 vItarAga mArga virodha vihIna 453 icchA kise hotI hai 410 jahA~ niSkepha, vahA~ mokSa 455 sacoTa icchA, kaisI hotI hai?411 nirmamatva vahA~ mokSa 456 amUrta ke darzana, kalyANakArI 412 saccI dIkSA 458 vItarAga arthAt asala meM... 413 vItarAgoM kI sUkSma bAta 460 anya mArgoM meM, kaisI dazA 414 saccA mArga mile to hala.. 461 saMkalpa-vikalpa kise... 415 dharma meM vyApAra nahIM honA.. 462 bhUleM miTAnI vahI vItarAga 416 gurukillI ke binA guru... 462 taraNatAraNa hI tAreM 418 svacchaMda se rukA mokSa 463 vItarAga dharma 419 saccA guru - saccA ziSya 464 jagat meM krAMti kAla barate 420 tapane ke bAda dharmonnati 465 * bhakta-bhakti-bhagavAna 423 asaMsArI kauna? 466 vyavahAra meM - bhakta aura.. 425 har3abar3I aura pramAda 467 bhakti aura mukti 428. sva-ramaNatA : para-ramaNatA 473 ArAdhanA - virAdhanA 430 sArI-khilaunoM kI hI... 474 niyama meM pola nahIM mAranI.. 431 ramaNatA : avasthA kI... 477 36

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AptavANI zreNI - 2 jagat svarUpa jagat kyA hai? jagat kisane banAyA? kisalie banAyA? jagat ko calAnevAlA kauna hai? aMgrez2a kahate haiM ki, 'gaoNDa iz2a kriyeTara oNpha disa varlDa / ' muslima kahate haiM ki, 'jagat allAha ne banAyA hai|' hindU kahate haiM ki, 'jagat bhagavAna ne banAyA hai|' kucha jaina bhI kahate haiM ki, 'jagat bhagavAna ne banAyA hai|' jagat ko kriyeTa karanevAlA yadi koI kriyeTara hotA to vaha kriyeTara kahalAtA aura kriyeTara kA artha kumhAra hotA hai| bhagavAna ke kauna se bacce ku~vAre raha jAte ki jisake kAraNa unheM yaha saba banAnA par3A? ye mila ke seTha bhI sekreTarI ko kAma sauMpakara caina se so jAte haiM, z2arA sI bhI mehanata nahIM karate, to bhalA bhagavAna aisI mehanata karate hoMge? jo mehanata kare vaha to maz2adUra kahalAtA hai| bhagavAna to kyA maz2adUra hote hoMge? bhagavAna aise koI maz2adUra nahIM haiM ki ina saba meM hastakSepa karane jAe~ aura logoM kI zAdiyA~ karavA deN| isa bhaiMsa ke peTa meM baiThakara bachar3e ko gar3heM, bhagavAna koI aise pAgala nahIM haiN| aura isa jagat ko kriyeTa karanevAlA yadi koI hotA na, to ina logoM ne use kaba kA hI pakar3akara mAra DAlA hotaa| kahIM se bhI use pakar3a laate| kyoMki isa jagat ko banAnevAlA aisA kaisA ki usakI duniyA meM sabhI duHkhI, koI sukhI nahIM! isalie 'pakar3o use,'

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AptavANI-2 aisA kahakara use kaba kA hI ina sI.AI.DI. DipArTamenTa ke logoM ne pakar3a liyA hotaa| lekina aisA koI ho to pakar3eM na? jagat kA koI kriyaTera hai hI nhiiN| da varlDa ija da paz2ala ittselph| paz2alasama ho gayA hai| isalie use paz2ala kahanA par3a rahA hai| aba isa paz2ala ko jo solva karate haiM, use paramAtmApada kI DigrI milatI hai aura jo solva nahIM karate ve sabhI paz2ala meM Diz2olva ho gae haiN| baDe-baDe mahAtmA, sAdhu, mahArAja, AcArya, bAbA vagairaha sabhI isa paz2ala meM Diz2olva ho gae haiN| jaise pAnI meM zakkara Diz2olva ho cukI ho aura koI kahe ki isameM zakkara kahA~ hai? kyoM dikhAI nahIM detI? to hama loga kaheM ki 'bhAI, zakkara pAnI meM hai to sahI, lekina vaha usameM Diz2olva ho gaI hai| usI taraha ina sabhI meM cetana hai to sahI, lekina vaha 'nizcetana cetana' hai| 'zuddha cetana' svarUpa bana jAe, taba hala aaegaa| pAcana kriyA meM kitanI alarTanesa? eka bar3I kaimikala kaMpanI ke riTAyarDa cIpha injIniyara mere pAsa Ae the| unhoMne mujhase kahA, 'dAdA, maiM nahIM hoU~ to merI kaMpanI cale hI nhiiN|' maiMne kahA, 'kyoM bhAI aisA to kyA hai Apa meM?' taba usane kahA, 'maiM bahuta alarTa rahatA huuN| maiM eka dina nahIM jAU~ to sArA kAma aTaka jaae|' taba maiMne unheM kahA, 'jaba rAta ko Apa hA~DavA (eka gujarAtI vyaMjana) khAkara so jAte ho, to rAta ko nIMda meM kyA aMdara jA~ca karane jAte ho ki kisa taraha pAcana ho rahA hai? kitanA bAila par3A? kitane pAcaka rasa par3e? subaha usa hA~Dave meM se khUna, khUna kI jagaha para, pezAba, pezAba kI jagaha para aura saMDAsa, saMDAsa ke jagaha para kisa taraha pahu~catA hai, kyA Apa usakI khabara rakhate ho? yahA~ Apa kitane alarTa rahate ho? aMdara ke, khuda ke bAre meM Apa kucha bhI nahIM kara sakate, to aura kisa bAre meM Apa kucha kara sakoge? bar3e-bar3e bAdazAha cale gae, cakravartI cale gae, phira bhI rAjya calatA rahA to Apake binA kyA aTaka jAnevAlA hai? bar3e alarTa nahIM hoM jaise? ApakI tulanA meM to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA jUtA adhika

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jagat svarUpa alarTa hai kyoMki use ye mahAtmA khuda poMchate haiM! Apa alarTa kise kahate ho? janme taba dA~ta Ae~ge yA nahIM Ae~ge, usakI ciMtA karanI par3atI hai? kala sUryanArAyaNa nahIM ugeMge to kyA hogA, aisI ciMtA hotI hai? jagat kA kriyeTara kauna? ___ 'da varlDa iz2a da paz2ala ittselph|' aMgrez2a bhagavAna ko kriyeTara kahate haiN| muslima aura hindU loga bhI aisA kahate haiM ki bhagavAna ne duniyA banAI hai| vaha unake vyU poinTa se karekTa hai lekina phekTa se roMga hai| yadi phekTa jAnanA ho to hamAre pAsa aao| hama gAranTI se kahate haiM ki yaha jagat kisIne nahIM banAyA hai| Upara koI bApa bhI UparI (baoNsa, variSTha mAlika) nahIM hai jo ki phAlatU baiThA-baiThA isa jagat ko calAtA rhe| yaha jagat kisa taraha calatA hai, kauna calAtA hai, vaha sirpha 'hama' hI jAnate haiN| isa jagata meM aisA eka bhI aisA paramANu bAkI nahIM hai ki jahA~ maiM nahIM ghUmA hoU~! 'hama brahmAMDa ke aMdara rahakara aura brahmAMDa ke bAhara rahakara sabhI vyU se DAyarekTa aura paspekTiva vyU se dekhakara kahate haiM ki Upara koI bhagavAna nahIM hai ki jo yaha saba calAe! yaha jagat kisa taraha calatA hai, vaha 'hama' Apako saMkSepa meM, eka vAkya meM batA dete haiM, vistAra se Age samajha jaanaa| yaha jagat onlI sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa se cala rahA hai, koI nahIM claataa| pUrA jagat nimitta bhAva se cala rahA hai| koI svataMtra kartA hai hI nhiiN| aura usameM bhI bhagavAna to kartA ho hI nahIM skte| yadi bhagavAna kartA hoMge, to unheM karma baMdhege aura unheM vApasa bhoktA bananA pdd'egaa| yadi bhagavAna ko bhI kartA-bhoktApana ho, karmabaMdhana ho, to unheM bhagavAna kaise kahA jA sakegA? to phira unameM aura Apa meM pharka kyA rahA? ___ yaha to saba gappabAz2I calI hai| loga cAhe jaise khuda kI samajha se calate haiN| loga mAnate haiM ki isa jagat kA koI ora-chora hI nahIM hai, isalie jaisI gappa mArU~gA vaisI clegii| lekina aisA gappa nahIM hai yaha jagat ! jagat phekTa cIz2a hai| lekina rileTiva phekTa hai aura 'khuda' riyala phekTa haiN| riyala phekTa meM 'jJAnIpuruSa' biThA deM, taba phira apanA 'muktidhAma'

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AptavANI-2 ho gayA! loga jagat ko gappa mAnate haiM ki, 'ise bhoga lo jaise maraz2I meM Ae vaise, kauna bApa pUchanevAlA hai?' are, aisA nahIM hai yh| yU Ara hola enDa sola risponsibala phaoNra yoraselpha (Apa apane khuda ke lie khuda hI pUrI taraha se z2immedAra ho)| pichale janmoM aura agale janmoM ke lie tU khuda hI jokhimadAra hai| eka itanI sI bhUla bhI tU mata krnaa| bhagavAna isameM hAtha DAlate hI nhiiN| isa jagat ko samajhanA to par3egA na? yoM hI gappa se kaba taka calegA? isa paz2ala ko saoNlva karanA paDegA yA nahIM? kaba taka isa pahelI meM ulajhate rahanA hai? vizva paz2ala kA ekameva solyuzana da varlDa iz2a da paz2ala ittselph| deyara Ara TU vyU poinTsa Tu solva disa pj'l| vana rileTiva vyU poinTa enDa vana riyala vyU pointt| bAI rileTiva vyU poinTa yU Ara caMdUlAla enDa bAI riyala vyU poinTa Apa 'zuddhAtmA' ho| ina do vyU poinTasa se jagat ko dekhoge to sAre hI paz2ala solva ho jaaeNge| ye hI divyacakSu haiN| lekina jaba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' Apake anaMtakAla ke pApoM ko bhasmIbhUta nahIM kara deM, Apako svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM karavA deM, taba taka kucha bhI nahIM ho sktaa| pratyakSa prakaTa puruSa ke binA kAma nahIM ho sktaa| bahmA, viSNu aura maheza dAdAzrI : yaha jagat kisane banAyA hogA? praznakartA : brahmA, viSNu aura maheza - ina tInoM ne milkr| kriyeTara brahmA haiM, eDaminisTreTara viSNu haiM aura DesTroyara maheza haiN| dAdAzrI : to una brahmA, viSNu aura maheza ke mA~-bApa kauna haiM? praznakartA : zaMkara khuda hI phAdara haiN| dAdAzrI : to phira madara kauna hai? praznakartA : hI himaselpha iz2a da mdr|

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jagat svarUpa dAdAzrI : to phira tIna hI kyoM Ae? pA~ca kyoM nahIM Ae? praznakartA : tIna guNa haiM, isalie tIna haiN| dAdAzrI : ye bahmA, viSNu aura maheza nAma kA koI hai hI nhiiN| ye to tIna guNoM ko nAma die haiN| una tIna guNoM kI bAta acchI taraha samajhAne gae lekina usakA durupayoga huA aura mUrtiyA~ banAIM ! ve kyA kahanA cAhate the ki prakRti ke ina tIna guNoM ko nikAlakara nirmala ho jAegA, taba tU paramAtmA bana jAegA! praznakartA : ina tIna guNoM ko nikAlakara? dAdAzrI : hA~, ina bahmA, viSNu aura maheza ke rUpaka-guNoM ko nikaalkr| sukha to Apake pAsa hI hai, lekina kyoM nahIM mila pAtA? to isalie ki, 'aMtarAya haiN'| to ve kisane khar3e kie? bhagavAna ne khar3e kie? nahIM, tere hI khuda ke DAle hue haiN| aMtarAya aisI cIz2a hai ki prApta ho jAe, phira bhI pheMka detA hai| nahIM to Apa khuda hI paramAtmA ho| lekina Apake khuda ke hI aMtarAya haiM, usameM kisI kA daqhala nahIM hai| yaha to apanA hI khar3A kiyA huA tUfAna hai| yadi koI yaha saba khar3A karanevAlA hotA taba to ye loga kama nahIM haiM, use pakar3akara usakA kaba kA hI sAga banA DAlA hotA! yamarAja nahIM, niyamarAja kitane hI loga yamarAjA se Dara jAte haiN| una logoM ne yamarAjA kA citraNa bhI kaisA kiyA? bar3e-bar3e dA~ta aura sIMgavAle aura bhaiMse ke Upara baiThe hue! phira DareMge nahIM to aura kyA hogA? kuttA roe to kahate haiM ki yamarAja Ae hai| are, yamarAja nAma kA koI jAnavara hai hI nhiiN| yamarAja, vaha to niyamarAja hai! niyamAnusAra, paddhati ke anusAra hI hai yaha sb| niyama ke anusAra hI mRtyu AtI hai| aba yaha niyamarAja hai, aisA hama kaheM, to phira Apako kisI se ghabarAnA bAkI rahA?

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jagat kI adhikaraNa kriyA isa jagat kA adhiSThAna kyA hai? usakI adhikaraNa kriyA kisa AdhAra para ho rahI hai? jagat ke lie yaha eka gahana pahelI khar3I ho gaI hai| jagat ko saccA adhiSThAna Aja hamAre mAdhyama se kudaratI rUpa se prakaTa hokara mila rahA hai| 'pratiSThita AtmA,' vaha isa jagat kA sabase bar3A adhiSThAna hai| isa 'pratiSThita AtmA' kI adhikaraNa kriyA kauna sI ? ajJAnazakti se adhikaraNa kriyA calatI rahatI hai| maiM caMdUlAla hU~' aisA jo bhrAMti se bolatA hai, usakI bilIfa meM aura vartana meM bhI 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' vahI hai| vahI isa jagat kI adhikaraNa kriyA hai| jahA~ khuda nahIM hai, vahA~ AropaNa karatA hai ki 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' aura usa Aropita bhAva meM hI sabakucha karatA hai aura khuda ko hI kartA mAnatA hai| usase adhikaraNa kriyA ho rahI hai| dUsare zabdoM meM kaheM to 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, yaha merI deha hai, jo bhI kucha ho rahA hai, vaha maiMne kiyA' vaha sArI pratiSThA huii| pichale janma meM jo-jo karma kie hue haiM, jo-jo pratiSThA kI huI hai, usase isa janma ke pratiSThita AtmA' kA nirmANa huaa| aba isa janma meM yaha 'pratiSThita AtmA' DiscArja hotA hai, taba bhrAMti khar3I hI rahatI hai| isalie nayI adhikaraNa kriyA calatI hI rahatI hai aura usase agale janma kA nayA 'pratiSThita AtmA' taiyAra hotA hai| jo-jo cArja kiyA, usakA DiscArja to avazya hogA hii| usameM koI bAla barAbara bhI badalAva kara sake aisA nahIM hai| kyoMki vaha iphekTa hai aura iphekTa koI roka nahIM sktaa| aba yaha 'pratiSThita AtmA zuddhAtmA' se bilkula bhinna hai| 'pratiSThita AtmA' aura 'zuddhAtmA' ke bIca jJeya-jJAtA kA saMbaMdha hai| yaha jJeya-jJAtA

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jagat kI adhikaraNa kriyA kA saMbaMdha jaba utpanna hotA hai, 'zuddhAtmA' jJAtA-dRSTA pada meM rahe aura 'pratiSThita AtmA' kevala DiscArja svarUpa meM rahe, taba nayA cArja nahIM hotA, taba adhikaraNa kriyA saMpUrNataH baMda ho jAtI hai aura agale janma ke lie nayA 'pratiSThita AtmA' nahIM banatA, phira jo pichalI gunahagArIvAle pada kA 'pratiSThita AtmA' lAe hue hote haiM, usakA samabhAva se nikAla (nipaTArA) karanA bAkI rahatA hai| nayA cArja nahIM hotaa| usake kAraNa DiscArja hone kA samaya hI nahIM aataa| ___ sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI isa adhikaraNa kriyA ko sIla mAra sakate haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' bhrAMtirasa kA vilaya kara dete haiM aura 'zuddhAtmA' aura 'pratiSThita AtmA' donoM ko alaga kara dete haiN| donoM ke bIca lAina oNpha DimArkezana DAla dete haiN| isalie donoM niraMtara bilkula alaga hI rahate haiN| jJeya-jJAtA saMbaMdha meM hI rahate haiN| 'pratiSThita AtmA' ko jo jJeya svarUpa meM jAnatA hai, vaha 'zuddhAtmA' hai| 'zuddhAtmA,' vaha sva-para prakAzaka hai aura 'pratiSThita AtmA' paraprakAzaka hai| indriyagamya jJAna, vaha 'pratiSThita AtmA' hai aura atIndriyagamya jJAna, vaha 'zuddhAtmA' hai| ye sArI kriyAe~ jo dikhatI haiM, ve 'pratiSThita AtmA' kI haiN| 'zuddhAtmA' kI isameM se koI bhI kriyA nahIM hai| 'zuddhAtmA' kI to kevala jJAnakriyA aura darzanakriyA hai aura paramAnaMda, vaha to usakA mUla svabhAva hI hai| 'yaha maiM hU~' aura 'yaha merA hai,' aisI jo pratiSThA hotI rahatI hai, usase 'pratiSThita AtmA' taiyAra hotA hai| 'maiM' aura 'merA' gae to 'pratiSThita AtmA' kI nayI pratiSThA nahIM hotI, naye kaoNz2ez2a utpanna nahIM hote| nayA 'pratiSThita AtmA' khar3A nahIM hotaa| phira usake bAda jo bAkI rahate haiM, ve sirpha iphekTas bAkI rahate haiM aura ve saba iphekTas, iphekTas ke rUpa meM bhoga lie jAte haiM, phira bAkI kyA rahA? 'kevala AtmA!'

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dharma svarUpa dharma kise kahate haiM? jo dharma ke rUpa meM pariNAmita ho, vaha dhrm| yAnI ki aMdara pariNAmita hokara kaSAya bhAvoM (krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha) ko kama kre| kaSAya bhAva kama ho jAe~ aise nahIM haiM, bar3he aise haiN| ve khuda apane Apa kama karane se kama nahIM hote, lekina dharma se hI kama hote haiN| dharma kahA~ se prApta honA cAhie? 'jJAnIpuruSa' se, unake hastAkSara aura muharavAlA (AjJApUrvaka) dharma honA caahie| usake bAda yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke aise do hI zabdoM kA upayoga karane lage, ki jo zabda vacanabalavAle hote haiM, bhItara bala denevAle hote haiM, jAgRti rakhavAnevAle hote haiM; to ve zabda AvaraNa bhedakara aMdara kI zaktiyA~ prakaTa kara dete haiN| pariNAmita ho vaha dharma aura pariNAmita na ho vaha adhrm| pariNAmita kyA hotA hai? to vaha yaha hai ki jo, kaSAya bhAvoM ko halkA kare, kama kare, halke-patale kare, aura jaise-jaise ve kaSAya bhAva kama hote jAte haiM, vaise-vaise khuda kI zakti aura AnaMda bar3hate jAte haiN| khuda kI sabhI zaktiyoM kA patA calatA hai ki ohoho! aMdara khuda kI kaisI zaktiyA~ haiM ! khuda meM itanI sArI zaktiyA~ kahA~ se AIM? yAnI use dharma kahate haiN| varnA yaha laTU to vaise kA vaisA hI rahatA hai, bacapana se TheTha arathI nikAle, taba taka vaise kA vaisA hI rahatA hai, to use dharma kisa taraha kahA jAegA? dharma hokara pariNAmita ho taba, pariNAma kyA prApta karanA hai? vrata, niyama, tapa karanA sIkhe, vaha? nA, yaha pariNAma nahIM hai| krodha-mAna-mAyA

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dharma svarUpa lobha-kaSAyoM kA nivAraNa kare, use dharma kahate haiM aura adharma to kaSAya bar3hAtA hai| taba kitane hI loga kahate haiM na ki roz2a sAmAyika, pravacana, dhyAna karate haiM na? kyA ye dharma nahI hai? bhagavAna kahate haiM ki 'nahIM, ye dharma nahIM hai|' bhagavAna to kahate haiM ki, "Apa z2arA unase pUcho ki 'ye auroM ke sAtha, ziSyoM ke sAtha kaSAya hote haiM yA nahIM hote?" aura hama pUche ki, 'mahArAja ziSyoM ke sAtha kucha ho jAtA hai?' taba mahArAja kahate haiM ki, 'jaba koI eka bhI sAmAyika nahIM karatA, taba mujhe aMdara bahuta akulAhaTa ho jAtI hai|' taba tUne jo kiyA, use dharma kaise kaheMge? yaha to balki kaSAya bar3hAtA hai|| dharma sAmAyika vagairaha meM nahIM hai, dharma to pariNAmita hone meM hai| dharma to vaha hai jo kaSAya bhAvoM kA nivAraNa kre| kaSAya bhAva to dabAne se dabAe nahIM jA sakate yA unheM chIlate raheM yA raMdA mArate raheM, taba bhI kucha nahIM hotaa| dharma jaba pUrI taraha pariNAmita ho jAe, taba 'khuda' hI dharma svarUpa ho jAtA hai!

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riyala dharma : rileTiva dharma dharma do prakAra ke haiM : eka rileTiva dharma aura dUsarA riyala dhrm| rileTiva dharma matalaba manodharma, dehadharma, vANIdharma aura ve saba paradharma haiN| japa kara rahe hoM to vaha vANI kA dharma hai, dhyAna karanA vaha saba mana ke dharma aura deha ko nahalAnA, dhulAnA, pUjApATha karanA, ve saba deha ke dharma haiN| hara eka cIz2a usake dharma meM hI rahatI hai| mana, mana ke dharma meM hI rahatA hai, buddhi, buddhi ke dharma meM, citta, citta ke dharma meM aura ahaMkAra, ahaMkAra ke dharma meM hI rahatA hai, kAna, kAna ke dharma meM rahate haiN| ye kAna haiM, ve sunane kA kAma karate haiM, ve thor3e hI dekhane kA kAma karate haiM! A~kheM dekhane kA kAma karatI haiM, sunane kA nhiiN| nAka sUMghane kA dharma nibhAtI hai, jIbha svAda kA dharma nibhAtI hai aura sparzendriyA~ sparza ke dharma meM hI rahatI haiN| hara eka indriya apane-apane viSaya ke dharma meM hI hotI haiN| mana, mana ke dharma meM ho, taba ulTe vicAra Ate haiM aura sulTe vicAra bhI Ate haiM, lekina vaha apane dharma meM hai| lekina sulTA vicAra Ae taba khuda kahatA hai ki mere acche vicAra haiM, lekina khuda usameM bhrAMti se tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai aura ulTe vicAra Ae~ taba khuda unase alaga rahatA hai aura taba kahatA hai ki merI icchA nahIM hai, phira bhI aise ulTe vicAra A rahe haiM! aMta:karaNa meM sabhI ke dharma alaga-alaga haiN| mana ke dharma alaga, citta ke dharma alaga, buddhi ke dharma alaga aura ahaMkAra ke dharma alg| aise, sabake dharma alaga-alaga haiN| para 'khuda' aMdara daqhala karake bakher3A khar3A karatA hai na? bhItara tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai, vahI bhrAMti hai| tanmayAkAra kaba nahIM hotA hai ki jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' svarUpa kA jJAna deM taba tanmayAkAra

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riyala dharma : rileTiva dharma nahIM hotaa| khuda AtmA hone ke bAda niSpakSapAtI banatA hai| phira mana-buddhicitta aura ahaMkAra kA, vANI kA yA deha kA pakSapAta nahIM rhtaa| yaha to Aropita bhAva se ahaMkAra ke kAraNa tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai| AtmA hone ke bAda ina saba ko vaha 'khuda' alaga rahakara dekhatA aura jAnatA hai| pUrA jagat rileTiva dharma kA pAlana karatA hai| deha ke dharma, vANI ke dharma, mana ke dharmoM kA hI pAlana karatA hai| deha ke dharmoM ko hI 'khuda kA dharma hai,' aisA mAnatA hai| vaha rileTiva dharma haiM, aura 'AtmA hI dharma hai' aisA mAnatA hai, vahI Atmadharma kahalAtA hai| Atmadharma hI riyala dharma hai, vahI svadharma hai, vahI mokSa hai| khuda kA svarUpa jAna lenA hai| AtmA kA dharma hI svadharma hai, bAkI ke saba paradharma haiN| Apake aMdara 'dAdA bhagavAna' baiThe haiM, ve hI cetana prabhu haiN| ve hI paramAtmA haiN| ve hI hamAre aMdara prakaTa hue haiM aura Apa meM prakaTa hone bAkI hai| yaha dharma nahIM hai, yahA~ to kAma nikAla lenA hai| kaba taka dharmazAlAoM meM baiThe raheMge? khuda kA kAma nikAla lenA hai, matalaba kyA ki 'jJAnIpuruSa' se khuda kA svarUpa jAna lenA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA dIyA prajvalita huA hai, 'usase' ApakA dIyA chuA do, to ApakA dIyA bhI prajvalita ho jaae| yaha to, kisI kAla meM hI 'jJAnIpuruSa' prakaTa hote haiM, dasa lAkha sAloM meM akrama 'jJAnAvatAra' avatarita hote haiM, taba ghaMTebhara meM hI khuda kA AtmA prakaTa ho sake, aisA hotA hai| isIlie 'hama' kahate haiM ki apanA kAma nikAla lo| yaha deha to 'bulabulA' hai, vaha kaba phUTa jAegA, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| aMdara jo baiThe haiM ve 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiN| g2az2aba ke prakaTa hue haiM, paramAtmA prakaTa hue haiM, lekina jaba taka yaha bulabulA rahegA, yaha deha rahegI tabhI taka logoM kA kalyANa ho skegaa| kyoMki aMdara prakaTa ho cuke 'dAdA bhagavAna' hamAre vaza meM haiN| tIna lokoM ke nAtha hamAre vaza ho gae haiM ! unake pAsa vANI nahIM hai, hAtha-paira nahIM haiM, isalie hamAre vaza ho gae haiM aura hameM kalyANa kA nimitta banAyA hai! isalie hama to kaha dete haiM ki jaba taka yaha bulabulA hai, taba taka kAma nikAla lo| yahA~ hamAre pAsa to AtmA, vahI dharma hai| yahA~ to avirodhAbhAsI

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AptavANI-2 ho, aisA riyala mArga hai| jagat meM rileTiva mArga calate haiN| jahA~ khuda nahIM, vahA~ potApaNA (maiM hU~ aura merA hai, aisA AropaNa, merApana) kA AropaNa karanA, khuda caMdUlAla hai, aisA mAnakara zubhAzubha ke mArga para calanA, phira bhale hI sArI z2iMdagI saba ko oblAiz2a kare, lekina use, rileTiva dharma ko prApta kiyA, aisA kahA jAegA / aura mAtra eka hI kSaNa yadi riyala dharma kA pAlana kiyA, taba to mokSa hai ! bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki 'eka bAra AtmA hokara AtmA bolo to kAma ho jAegA,' nahIM to 'maiM AtmA hU~, aura dehAdi jaMjAla mere nahIM haiM, ' aise lAkha janmoM taka bole phira bhI kucha nahIM hogA! bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM? terI zraddhA meM bhI yahI hai ki 'maiM caMdUlAla huuN|' vaha zraddhA nahIM TUTI hai, vaha jJAna nahIM TUTA, vaha cAritra bhI nahIM ttuuttaa| aura phira bole ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' taba to kabhI bhI mokSa nahIM hogaa| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~!' usa Aropita bhAva meM rahakara 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA kisa taraha bola sakate haiM? jJAna darzana ke Aropita bhAva TUTate haiM, taba samyak bhAva meM AtA hai, to mokSa hotA hai / 12 rileTiva dharma kyA kahate haiM? acchA karo aura burA mata karanA / acchA karane se puNya baMdhate haiM aura burA karane se pApa baMdhate haiN| sArI z2iMdagI kA khAtA sirpha puNya se hI nahIM bharatA / kisI ko gAlI dI to pA~ca rupaye udhAra car3ha jAte haiM aura dharma kiyA to sau rupaye jamA hote haiN| pApa-puNya kA jor3a-bAkI nahIM hotA / yadi aisA ho sakatA taba to ye karor3apati loga pApa jamA hI nahIM hone dete / paisA kharca karake udhArI ur3A dete| lekina yaha to asala nyAya hai| usameM to jisa samaya jisakA bhI udaya Ae, taba vaha sahana karanA par3atA hai / puNya se sukha milatA hai aura pApa ke phala kA udaya Ae taba kar3avA lagatA hai| phala to donoM hI cakhane par3ate haiN| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki tujhe yadi phala cakhanA pusAtA ho usakA bIja bonaa| sukha pusAtA ho to puNya kA aura duHkha pusAtA ho to pApa kA bIja bonaa| lekina donoM rileTiva dharma hI haiM, riyala nahIM / riyala dharma meM, Atmadharma meM to puNya aura pApa donoM se mukti cAhie / rileTiva dharmoM se bhautika sukha milate haiM aura mokSa kI tarapha prayANa hotA hai| jabaki riyala dharma se mokSa milatA hai / yahA~ 'hamAre' pAsa riyala dharma hai| usase sIdhA

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riyala dharma : rileTiva dharma 13 hI mokSa mila jAtA hai| yahIM para mokSasukha baratatA hai| yahIM para Adhi, vyAdhi aura upAdhi (bAhara se AnevAlA duHkha) se mukti mila jAtI hai aura niraMtara samAdhi rahA karatI hai, nirAkulatA utpanna hotI hai| yahA~ to AtmA aura paramAtmA kI bAteM hotI haiN| puruSa hue binA puruSArtha kyA? __eka bar3e prophesara mere pAsa Ae the| unheM mana meM jarA kaifa thA ki, 'maiM kucha jAnatA hU~ aura maiM kucha puruSArtha karatA huuN|' unase maiMne pUchA, 'Apa kyA karate ho? kyA puruSArtha karate ho?' unhoMne kahA, 'AtmA ke lie hI saba puruSArtha karatA huuN|' taba maiMne pUchA, 'lekina puruSa hue binA puruSArtha kaise ho sakatA hai? jaise prakRti nacAe, usI taraha Apa nAcate ho aura kahate ho ki 'maiM naacaa|' sAre vizva ko maiM cailenja detA hU~ ki, 'Apa yaha jo kucha bhI karate ho vaha ApakI khuda kI zakti nahIM hai| are! saMDAsa jAne kI bhI sattA Apa meM nahIM hai|' baDaudA ke bar3e-bar3e DaoNkTaroM ko ikaTThe karake maiMne pUchA ki, 'Apa kahate ho ki hama acche-acchoM ko saMDAsa karavA deM, lekina kyA vaha ApakI sattA hai?' taba unhoMne kahA ki, 'vaha to hama hI karavAte haiM na?' taba maiMne unase kahA ki, 'Apa meM khuda meM hI saMDAsa jAne kI ApakI svataMtra zakti nahIM hai to dUsaroM ko kyA karavAoge? vaha to jaba ApakA aTakegA, taba Apako patA calegA ki merI zakti nahIM thI!' yaha to saba prakRti karavAtI hai aura ahaMkArI ahaMkAra karate haiM ki, 'maiMne kiyA!' jo kaifa car3hAe, vaha prAkRta jJAna bar3e-bar3e paMDita, zAstra par3hanevAle zAstrajJa, bar3e-bar3e sAdhu mahArAja, AcArya, sabhI jo kucha bhI jAnate haiM, vaha prAkRta jJAna hai, vaha AtmajJAna nahIM hai| lekina prAkRtika jJAna hai| prAkRtika jJAna aura AtmajJAna meM chAcha aura dUdha jitanA pharka hai| yaha sArA prAkRtajJAna kyA karatA hai? prakRti se prakRti ko dhotA hai| prakRti se prakRti ko dhone se vaha patalI hotI jAtI

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AptavANI-2 hai| phira vApasa eka janma prakRti ko halkI karane meM jAtA hai aura yadi koI kusaMga mila jAe to vaha prakRti ko maz2abUta kara detA hai! isalie use bhagavAna ne gajasnAnavat kahA hai| gajasnAnavat yAnI ki jaise hAthI pAnI meM nahAtA hai aura bAhara nikalakara dhUla ur3AtA hai zarIra para, vaisI dazA hai ina manuSyoM kI! AtmajJAna, vaha to durlabha cIz2a hai| atyaMta durlabha, durlabha hai| mokSa to basa nAma lete haiM utanA hI, bAta karate haiM utanA hii| bAkI prApti honA, vaha AsAna nahIM hai| sabhI prakRti jJAnavAle mana meM kyA kahate haiM, 'maiM saba jAna gayA!' 'are! vaha to prakRtijJAna jAnA tUne! AtmajJAna jAnanA hai| kitane hI janmoM se prakRtijJAna, vahI kA vahI jAnate rahe haiM aura kyA kiyA hai? karatI hai prakRti aura kahegA, 'maiMne kiyaa|' prakRti use nacAtI hai, uThAtI hai aura kahegA, 'maiM utthaa|' sulAtI bhI prakRti hai, sonA ho to so nahIM pAtA aura jaba prakRti sulAtI hai to kahegA, 'maiM so gayA!' bAkI hama gAranTI se kahate haiM ki pUrA jagat prAkRtajJAna meM hai| koI zAstra par3ha rahA ho yA mahAvIra ke paiMtAlIsa Agama dhAraNa kara rahA ho yA cAra veda dhAraNa kara rahA ho, taba bhI hama use kaheM ki, 'tU abhI prAkRtajJAna meM hai!' AtmajJAna aura prAkRtajJAna meM chAcha aura dUdha jitanA Dipharensa hai| chAcha aura dUdha donoM sapheda dikhate haiN| prAkRtajJAna kaifa car3hAtA hai aura AtmajJAna kaifa utAra detA hai| jisa prakAra kA kaifa ho, vaha sabhI prakAra kA kaifa AtmajJAna utAra detA hai| kaifa ghaTatA jAe, vahI AtmajJAna kA levala hai| praznakartA : kyA zAstra par3hane se bhI ahaMkAra bar3hatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, kyoMki vaha prAkRtajJAna hai, isalie una saba kA kaifa car3hatA hai ki, 'maiM jAnatA hU~, maiM jAnatA huuN|' are! kyA jAnA tUne? kar3hApAajaMpA (kur3hana, kleza, becainI-azAMti) to jAtA nahIM teraa| gilAsa phUTa jAtA hai, taba terA AtmA phUTa jAtA hai! aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko to, unake hIre kho jAe~, taba bhI kucha nahIM hotaa| inakA yaha jJAna to kahA~ rahatA hai? 'maiM kucha jAnatA hU~,' itanA hii| isa kAla meM to bar3e-bar3e sAdhu mahArAja, AcArya, ve saba kaifa meM

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riyala dharma : rileTiva dharma hI rahate haiN| maiM jAnatA hU~,' ve khuda kI jokhimadArI para bolate haiM na? apanI jokhimadArI thor3e hI hai usameM! apanI-apanI jokhimadArI para bola rahe haiN| sabhI mArga bhUla gae haiM, lekina kyA ho? isameM unakA doSa nahIM hai| unakI icchA to mokSa meM jAne kI hI hai, bhagavAna kI AjJA meM rahane kI hI hai| lekina kAla vicitra AyA hai, isalie nAsamajhI se A~TI (gA~Tha par3a jAe usa taraha se ulajhA huA) par3a gaI hai| yaha sArA prAkRtajJAna hai| usase kaifa bar3hatA jAtA hai jabaki AtmajJAna se kaifa utara jAtA hai| isalie khuda ko AtmajJAna nahIM hai, aisA khuda ko niraMtara bhAna rahe to bhI bahuta acchaa| ye to balki khuda kA kaifa DhaMkate rahate haiN| koI ukasAe taba phana phailAte haiM vaaps| jaba kaifa rahita ho jAegA, taba isa jagat kI mAlikI terI hai| pUre jagat kA mAlika tU hai| pUre brahmAMDa kA svAmI tU khuda hI hai! isalie agara aisA kahe ki AtmajJAna ke bAre meM maiM kucha bhI nahIM jAnatA,' taba bhI jaldI hala A jAe! kyA jAnA huA prakRtijJAna kAma meM AtA hai? nahIM, kyoMki mokSa meM jAne ke lie to AtmajJAna kI z2arUrata pdd'egii| AtmajJAna pustakoM meM nahIM hotA, zAstroM meM nahIM hotaa| vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa hai| jinheM varlDa meM kucha bhI jAnanA bAkI nahIM rahA, unakA kAma hai, usameM kisI aura kA kAma nahIM hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kauna? to kahate haiM, jinheM kucha bhI jAnanA bAkI nahIM bacA hotA, pustaka nahIM par3hanI hotI, mAlA nahIM pheranI hotI! yadi ve khuda pustaka par3ha rahe hoM, mAlA phera rahe hoM, to hama nahIM samajha jAe~ge ki ye to abhI sTenDarDa meM haiM? khuda hI abhI adhyayana kara rahe haiM, to hamAre dina kyA badaleMge? ve to jo khuda saMpUrNa ho cuke hoM, ve hI kAma Ate haiN| ye saba rileTiva dharma haiM, ve saba sTenDarDa haiN| hara eka ke DevelapamenTa ke hisAba se use usake sTenDarDa kA mila jAtA hai| aura riyala dharma meM, Atmadharma meM to AuTa oNpha sTenDarDa jAnA pdd'egaa| saba sTenDarDa pAsa karake, saba sTenDarDa ko mAnya karane ke bAda hI khuda paramAtma-svarUpa ho sakegA! pakSa meM par3e huoM kA mokSa kahA~ se? jaina, vaiSNava, zaiva, svAminArAyaNa, muslima, krizciyana, ve sAre

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AptavANI-2 rileTiva dharma haiM, sTenDarDa vAle dharma haiN| vyU poinTa ke dharma haiN| jise jisa vyU poinTa se dikhA, vahI saccA mAnakara baiTha gae aura usI pakSa meM par3a ge| mokSa kaba hotA hai? kevaladarzana kaba hotA hai? saccA samakita, samyakdarzana kaba hotA hai? sAre jagat meM kahIM bhI, kisI ke bhI sAtha pakSapAta nahIM rahe, matabheda nahIM rahe, taba! pakSa meM par3e huoM kA mokSa nahIM hotaa| pakSa kisalie banate haiM? ahaMkArI apanA ahaMkAra ko poSaNa dene ke lie pakSa banAte haiM aura nirahaMkArI 'jJAnIpuruSa' saba ko eka karate haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' niSpakSapAtI hote haiM, 'vItarAga' niSpakSapAtI hote haiN| kisI jAti-pA~ti ke sAtha pakSa nhiiN| saMpUrNa nisspksspaatii| hara eka iMsAna ke sAtha abhedatA! are! eka choTe se choTA jIva ho, to usake sAtha bhI 'vItarAga' ko abhedatA rahatI hai! ye sabhI to paikiMga haiN| verAiTIz2a opha paikiMgs haiM aura bhItara AtmA hai, maTIriyala hai| maTIriyala sabameM samAna hai| lekina paikiMga ke Dipharensa se bhedabuddhi khar3I ho gaI hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' paikiMga nahIM dekhate, ve to niraMtara maTIriyala hI dekhate haiM, sAmanevAle ke AtmA ko hI dekhate haiN| unakI AtmadRSTi hI hotI hai| isa paikiMgavAlI dRSTi se hI pakSapAta hai aura usI se saMsAra khar3A hai| pakSa meM rahakara to pakSa kI nIMva maz2abUta karate haiN| are! tujhe mokSa meM jAnA hai yA pakSa meM par3e rahanA hai? mokSa aura pakSa, ve donoM saMpUrNa virodhAbhAsI haiN| bhagavAna niSpakSapAtI haiM, jabaki loga pakSapAta meM par3e haiM! jaina kaheMge, 'itanA hamArA hai aura vaha hamArA nahIM hai, vaha to vaiSNavoM kA hai'| jabaki muslima kahate haiM, 'yaha hamArA hai, vaha hamArA nahIM hai, vaha to hinduoM kA hai'| isa taraha sabhI dharmoMvAle pakSa meM par3e haiN| yahA~ sabhI dharmoM ke khulAse hote haiN| hara eka dharmavAle ko yahA~ para khuda kA hI dharma lagatA hai| kyoMki hama niSpakSapAtI haiN| una sabhI dharmoM kA saMgama yahIM para loga pakSa meM par3e, usase bhagavAna balki dUra ho ge| usameM bhI phira eka dharma meM kitane hI pakSa bana gae haiN| ina jainoM meM bhI caurAsI gaccha bana gae haiM aura vedAMtiyoM meM bhI kitane hI paMtha bana gae haiN| jaina dharma to kise

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riyala dharma : rileTiva dharma kahA hai ki khuda pakSa meM nahIM par3e aura sAmanevAlA pakSa DAla rahA ho to usake vahA~ jAe aura use samajhAe / khuda vistArapUrvaka sabhI samajhAkara matabheda ko ttaale| sAmanevAle kA bilkula nirA jhUTha ho aura khuda bilkula saccA ho, taba bhI vaha sAmanevAle ke pAsa khuda jaae| kaIyoM ko aisA lagatA hai ki 'aisA to kahIM hotA hogA? Apa sacce ho phira bhI kyoM jA rahe ho?' phira bhI jaina dharmavAlA kahegA, 'maiM jaina hU~, isalie khuda mujhe hI jAnA caahie|' jaina to nirAgrahI hote haiM / jaina to kise kahate haiM? vaha aisA nahIM hotA ki kisI kI na suneM / sabakA suneM aura AvaraNa nahIM lAe~ / 'terA galata aura merA sahI' aise kapaTa kA upayoga na kreN| yadi AtmA kabUla kare aisI bAta ho, taba to sunanI cAhie na ? 17 mahAvIra bhagavAna kaise the ki agara koI vidharmI bAta sunAne Ae, taba bhI sunate the| yaha to bhagavAna mahAvIra ke hI dharma ke hI kitane hI pakSa bana gae haiM! Aja to sAdhu mahArAja bhI pakSa meM par3a gae haiM ! saMpradAya ke sAdhuoM meM aura bhagavAna ke, vItarAga ke sAdhuoM meM pharka kyA hai? saMpradAya ke sAdhu pakSapAtavAle hote haiM, jhagar3evAle hote haiM, ina saMsAriyoM meM jaise bhAI-bhAI jhagar3e karate haiM, usI taraha jhagar3e karate haiM, jabaki vItarAga ke sAdhu to niSpakSapAtI hote haiM, daqhala hI nahIM hotI / jo eka bhI pakSa meM nahIM par3e haiM, vItarAga ke aise sAdhuoM ko apane namaskAra / phira bhale ve digaMbara hoM yA zvetAMbara hoN| yaha to kaisA hai ki eka saMpradAya ke mahArAja kI bAta dUsare saMpradAya ke loga nahIM sunte| aise, pakSapAta se mokSa hotA hogA? sahI bAta to bhale hI kisI ke bhI ghara kI ho, phira bhI svIkAra karanI cAhie / lekina Aja sahI bAta rahI hI kahA~ hai? bhagavAna ko nagna rakhanA yA kapar3e pahanAnA, isake lie kucha saMpradAyoM meM jhagar3e cle| nagna rakhane ko kahA, vaha kisalie? bhagavAna kI A~gI karanA, vaha to bAladharma hai| jisase ki bhagavAna kI A~gI ke nAma para hI sahI, bhagavAna ke darzana to karegA na? jabaki Age kI bAta to jJAna-jIvoM ke lie hai| lekina Aja kala to bAta hI badala gaI hai ! eka

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AptavANI-2 saMpradAya ke mahArAja mujhe mile the| unhoMne mujhase kahA ki, 'mokSa to hamArA hI hogA na!' maiMne pUchA, 'aisA kisalie kaha rahe ho?' taba unhoMne kahA, "kyoM? bhagavAna ne nahIM kahA ki 'naggAe mokkha maggA?" maiMne kahA, "ApakI bAta to saca hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai, vaha sahI kahA hai ki 'naggAe mokkha maggA, lekina Apa samajhe ho ulttaa| bhagavAna ne AtmA nagna karane kA kahA hai, na ki deh|' ___ yaha to nAsamajhI utpanna ho gaI hai| AtmA ke Upara tIna kapar3e haiM, mana ke, vANI ke aura kAyA ke, ve kapar3e nikAlane haiN| jo unheM nikAla de aura AtmA ko nagna kare, vaha saccA digNbr| mana-vacana-kAyArUpI kapar3e nikAlane haiN| vahI sabase bar3A parigraha hai, isalie use nikAlanA hai| yaha pakSapAta kisake jaisA hai, vaha kahU~? khuda, khuda ko suMdara nahIM lage, kyA aisA hotA hai? nahIM, taba to darpaNa ke sAtha banegI hI nahIM na! lekina yaha to banatI hai, isakA kAraNa yaha hai ki khuda pakSapAtI hai! rUpa to kise kahate haiM ki jo yAda AtA rhe| lekina ye to pakSapAtI haiN| niSpakSapAtI hoM to sAthavAle ko bhI sugaMdha AtI hai| aura pakSavAle to jahA~ jAe~, vahA~ durgaMdha uThatI hai, ghara meM bhI sirpha badabU hI! kucha loga hameM kahate haiM ki, 'Apa jaina haiM?' kucha kahate haiM ki, 'Apa vaiSNava haiM?' 'are, hama to kAhe ke jaina aura kAhe ke vaiSNava? hama to vItarAga haiN| isameM sabhI dharma samA jAte haiM!' hameM jaina kahakara yA vaiSNava kahakara sAmanevAlA apane lie aMtarAya DAlatA hai| hameM pakSapAtI mAnatA hai| lekina eka bAra hameM ina rAmacaMdra jI ke darzana karate hue to dekha na ! eka bAra rAmacaMdra jI ke darzana karate hue hameM dekhe to usakI sabhI mAnyatAe~ TUTa jaaeN| lekina vaisA puNya jAganA cAhie na?

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saMsAra svarUpa : vairAgya svarUpa pUrA saMsAra dagA hai| isameM koI apanA sagA nahIM hai| aise isa saMsAra kI vikarAlatA yadi samajha meM A jAe to mokSa kI icchA tIvra ho jAe / saMsAra kI vikarAlatA, vaha to mokSa ke lie kAunTara veTa hai I Aja vikarAlatA lagatI hai, phira bhI mUr3ha vApasa mUrchA se mAra khAtA hai| vApasa lagatA hai ki ' hogA bhAI, kala sudhara jaaeNge'| pItala sudharakara sonA banegA kyA? nA, vaha to kabhI bhI sonA nahIM bana sktaa| isalie aise saMsAra kI vikarAlatA samajha lenI hai / yaha to aisA hI samajhatA hai ki isameM se maiM kucha sukha le AtA hU~ / aisA karU~gA usase kucha sukha milegaa| lekina vahA~ bhI mAra khAtA hai / yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' isa saMsAra kI vikarAlatA kA mAtra varNana hI kareM to use ho hI jAtA hai ki, 'saMsAra aisA ati kaThina hai? isameM se to chUTA jA sake aisA nahIM hai / isalie yaha pUrA kesa hI eka tarapha rakha do|' 'hA~ bApa ! hA~ bApa !' karake hala lAnA hai| 'samabhAva se nikAla' karane jaisA hai jagat ! yaha hamArI jhInI bAta hai / moTI bAtoM se to saMsAra kAyama hai ! dahI kA bartana ho aura usakA mu~ha sa~karA ho aura nIce rakhA huA ho, taba billI ko usakI sugaMdha AtI hai| vaha bartana hilAkara dahI khA jAtI hai| phira thor3A dahI aMdara rahA ho to usake lAlaca meM billI mu~ha z2ora se aMdara ghusA detI hai, taba usakA mu~ha aMdara pha~sa jAtA hai / phira to aMdara aNdheraa| taba billI idhara se daur3atI hai aura udhara se daur3atI hai| aba aise pha~sAva meM pha~sane ke bAda chUTe kisa taraha? usI taraha yaha pUrA jagat yoM pha~sa gayA hai! aba khuda, khuda se chUTe kisa taraha? billI ko chUTanA

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AptavANI-2 ho to koI chur3avA de, tabhI chUTa skegii| usI taraha isa jagat ke pha~sAva meM se sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI chur3avA sakate haiM, aura koI nahIM chur3avA sktaa| apane Apa to khuda kabhI bhI nahIM chUTa sakatA, balki adhika pha~satA jaaegaa| bacapana meM hamane billI kA aisA saba nirIkSaNa kiyA thaa| maiM khuda dahI kA bartana rakhakara cupacApa dekhatA rahatA thaa| dahI bigar3e usakI par3I hI nahIM thii| lekina dekhane aura jAnane ko to milatA thA na! aisA pratyakSa pha~sAva jAnane ke bAvajUda bhI vApasa pha~se aisA mUrkha kauna hogA? isa billI ko kaisA hai ki eka bAra mu~ha pha~sa cukA ho, phira bhI vApasa dUdha ke bartana ko dekhe na, ki phira bhUla jAtI hai aura chor3atI nahIM hai| phira se pha~satI hai| phira vaha bahuta hI pachatAtI hai| lekina pha~sa jAne ke bAda kyA ho? eka bAra vaha pha~sa cukI ho, usake bAda use yAda rahatA hogA ki aisA phira nahIM karanA cAhie? nahIM, use to agara daMDa diyA ho taba bhI bhUla jAtI hai| ye iMsAna bhUla jAte haiM, to phira jAnavara kI kyA bisAta? yaha deha apanI nahIM ho sakatI, aura saba aisA kahate haiM, 'yaha merA, yaha meraa'| are! yaha deha hI terI nahIM hai to phira aura koI terA kaise ho sakatA hai? hameM kalakattA se Ate hue acche Ama dikhe hoM, aura vahA~ majadUra nahIM mileM, TokariyA~ nahIM mileM, phira bhI sa~bhAlakara yahA~ taka le Ate haiN| aura yahA~ lAne ke bAda Ama khAte haiM aura khA lene ke bAda guThaliyA~ aura chilake pheMka dete haiN| are, itanI mehanata karane ke bAda bhI pheMka diyA? to kahe ki, 'hA~, mAtra rasa kI hI z2arUrata thii| vaise hI jaba ina logoM kI bhI sirpha guThaliyA~ aura chilake bacate haiM, rasa nahIM rahatA, taba saMtAneM bhI lAta mAratI hai! hamAre vahA~ par3osa meM eka a~dhI bur3hiyA aura unakA beTA rahatA thaa| bur3hiyA sArA dina ghara sa~bhAlatI aura kAma kiyA karatI thii| usa vyakti ke ghara eka dina usake sAhaba aae| ye ghara ke sAhaba aura ve oNphisa ke sAhaba! donoM ghara aae| to usa bhAI ko lagA ki 'merI a~dhI mA~ ko mere sAhaba dekheMge to merI AbarU calI jaaegii'| usane sAhaba ke sAmane khuda

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saMsAra svarUpa : vairAgya svarUpa 21 kI mA~ se kahA ki, 'a~dhI uTha na, mere sAhaba Ae haiM!' mA~ ko lAta mArI aura sAhaba ke pAsa khuda kI AbarU ddhNkii| jaise khuda bahuta bar3A sAhaba nahIM ho! yaha AbarU kA borA! mA~ kI AbarU sa~bhAlanI hotI hai yA sAhaba kI? ye Ama kisalie lAte ho? taba kahatA hai ki 'rasa ke lie, svAda ke lie|' yaha to svArthavAlA jagat hai ! isalie apane bhItaravAle bhagavAna sacce, aura mokSa meM gae to kAma ho gayA, varnA ye to 'uTha a~dhI' aisA kahate haiM! phira koI kahegA ki mere yahA~ bacce nahIM haiN| ina baccoM kA kyA karanA hai? aise bacce hoM, ve parezAna kareM, ve kisa kAma ke? isase acchA to sera miTTI nahIM ho to acchA, aura kauna se janma meM tere yahA~ sera miTTI nahIM thI? ye kutte, billI, gadhe, gAya, bhaiMsa una sabhI janmoM meM baccoM ko hI gale se lagAkara phire haiM na? yaha eka manuSya janma mahAmuzkila se milA hai| vahA~ to sIdhA mara na! aura mokSa kA kucha sAdhana DhU~Dha nikAla, aura kAma nikAla le| beTA parezAna kare taba bur3hiyA kahegI, 'bhAr3a meM jAe yaha saMsAra, kar3ave z2ahara jaisA hai|' taba hama kaheM ki, 'mA~jI, kyA yaha saMsAra pahale kar3avA nahIM thA?' vaha to hamezA se kar3avA hI hai| lekina moha ke kAraNa, mUrchA ke kAraNa mIThA lagatA thaa| beTA parezAna kare, utane samaya taka mUrchA calI jAtI hai aura saMsAra kar3avA lagatA hai| lekina phira vApasa mUrchA A jAtI hai aura sabakucha bhUla jAtA hai! ajJAnI to eTa e TAima ghara jAkara saba bhUla jAtA hai| jabaki jJAnI ko to eTa e glAnsa saba hAz2ira rahatA hai| unheM to yaha jagat jaisA hai vaisA niraMtara dikhatA hI rahatA hai| taba phira moha rahe hI kahA~ se? yaha to use bhAna nahIM hai, isalie mAra khAtA hai| jaba sAsa se kAma nahIM ho pAtA, taba bahU sAsa se kyA kahatI hai ki 'eka tarapha baittho'| nahIM to sAsa ko cakkI pIsane biThA detI hai| sAsa se kahatI hai ki 'Apa pIso, tAki bIca meM nahIM aao|' jabaki mA~ to kyA samajhatI hai ki 'beTA bar3A hogA, taba merI cAkarI kregaa|' aba vaha to cAkarI karegA yA bhAkharI(eka taraha kI roTI) vaha bAda meM patA calatA

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AptavANI - 2 hai! baMdhe hue hoM to mukta ho pAe~, aisA nahIM hai aura mukta ho cuke hoM to bA~dhA jA sake, aisA nahIM hai! yadi 'svarUpa kA jJAna' milA ho, to isa pha~sAva meM se chUTA jA sakatA hai ! 22 bacapana meM maiMne apanI naz2aroM se dekhA hai, vaha batAtA hU~ Apako / eka a~dhe vRddha the, jaba ve khAnA khAte the, taba bacce unakI thAlI meM kaMkar3a DAla Ate the| ve parezAna hokara cir3hate aura cillAte the| taba ve bacce khuza ho jAte, phira aura z2yAdA kaMkar3a DAlate ! aisA hai yaha jagat ! aura vApasa aise kitane janma honevAle haiM, usakA ThikAnA nahIM ! mokSa kA sikkA laga cukA ho to zAyada do-tIna janmoM meM ThikAnA par3a jaaegaa| lekina aisA sikkA nahIM lagA hai, phira bhI logoM ko isa jagat para kitanA moha hai ! billI lAlaca ke mAre mu~ha z2ora se bartana meM DAla detI hai, phira nikala nahIM pAtA! vaha mu~ha kyoM DAlatI hai? svArtha aura lAlaca kI vajaha se hI na? vaha svArtha aura lAlaca hI ajJAna hai ! isalie hameM kyA sIkhane kI z2arUrata hai ki, hama kauna haiM? inase hameM kyA lenA-denA hai ? ye mere baneMge yA nahIM? paiMsaTha sAloM se ina dA~toM ko ghisa rahe haiM, phira bhI ve sApha nahIM hote! to kyA hamArI samajha meM nahIM AnA cAhie ki cIz2a saccI hai yA jhUThI ? sArI jiMdagI isa jIbha kA maila utArA, phira bhI muI sApha nahIM huii| roz2a dA~ta kI kitanI saMbhAla kI, ghisate rahe phira bhI vaha bhI aMta meM sagA to nahIM hI huA na? Aja yaha dAr3ha duHkhane hI lagI na? aisA hai yaha jgt| yaha saMsAra hai hI aisA ki khare TAima para koI sagA nahIM rhtaa| bahU roz2a sAsa ke paira dabAtI ho aura eka dina bahU ke peTa meM dukhe to sAsa kahegI ki ajavAyana phA~ka le| aisA to saba kheNge| para kyA sAsa bahU kA duHkha le legI? are ! pati yA baccoM meM se koI le legA? yaha jagat kaisA hai ki jaba taka yaha baila laMgar3A nahIM ho jAe, taba taka

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saMsAra svarUpa : vairAgya svarUpa kAma karavAte haiN| lekina jaba vaha calanA baMda kara de, taba bUcar3akhAne meM chor3a Ate haiM! jaba pitA jI kamAkara lA rahe hoM yA kAma kara rahe hoM to pApA acche lagate haiM, lekina yadi kAma karanA baMda kara deM to ghara meM saba kyA kaheMge ki 'Apa aba aise isa tarapha baittho| Apa meM akla nahIM hai ! ' aisA hai yaha jagat! pUrA saMsAra dagA hai ! yadi thor3A sA bhI sagA hotA to ye 'dAdA' Apako batAte nahIM ki itanI riztA saccI hai? lekina yaha to saMpUrNa se dagA hI hai| kabhI bhI sagA nahIM huA / jIvita laTTU caina nahIM lene detaa| are, yahA~ satsaMga meM AnA ho, sirpha darzana karane AnA ho, to bhI nahIM Ane deN| ye Ane dete haiM, vaha to bahuta acchA hai| zuddhAtmA hI saccA sagA 23 dAdAzrI : ye rAta ko do baje Apa uThate ho, taba sabase pahale kyA lakSya meM AtA hai ? praznakartA : 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' vaha aura phira 'dAdA' dikhate haiN| dAdAzrI : 'hama' yaha svarUpa kA jJAna dete haiM, usake bAda Apako 'zuddhAtmA' kA lakSya kitane samaya taka rahatA hai dina meM? praznakartA : niraMtara rahatA hai, dAdA / I dAdAzrI : yaha jo 'zuddhAtmA' kA lakSya rahatA hai, yahI apanA hai| yahI hamArI khabara rakhatA hai / dUsarA koI rAta meM hamArI khabara nahIM rakhatA / hama pIne kA pAnI mA~geM, to bhI koI nahIM utthe| khuda lene jAnA par3atA hai hama pAnI mA~geM aura vaha so rahA ho, taba to uTha jAtA hai, lekina jAga rahA ho to nahIM utthtaa| sAre hisAba hameM eTa - e - TAima dikhate hI rahate haiN| bilkula dagA hai yaha saMsAra / kabhI bhI sagA nahIM hotA ! dAdAzrI : bahana, kitane bacce haiM Apake ? praznakartA : cAra haiM / dAdAzrI : to pichale janma ke bacce abhI kahA~ haiM?

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AptavANI-2 praznakartA : vaha to kyA patA, dAdA! dAdAzrI : eka-eka janma meM bhayaMkara mAra khAI hai, lekina pichalI khAI huI mAra bhUlatA jAtA hai aura nayI mAra khAtA jAtA hai| pichale janma ke bacce chor3akara AtA hai aura naye isa janma meM gale se lagAtA jAtA hai| 'khuda' kI cIz2a ho to luTegI nahIM aura jo luTa gayA, vaha 'khuda' kA nahIM hai| yaha ikalautA beTA ho, phira bhI nahIM rhtaa|| isa jagat meM kauna sA vyakti moha karane jaisA hai? ye gaMdha mArate haiM, una para moha kyA karanA? badabUdAra Ama para to kahIM moha kiyA jAtA hai? sugaMdhIvAle loga to satyuga meM the| lekina satayuga kA cokara tretA meM bacA, tretA kA cokara dvApara meM bacA aura dvApara kA cokara isa kaliyuga meM bacA! yAnI nire kaMkar3a (bacA-khucA mAla) jaise loga hI bace haiM isa kAla meM! unakI khurAka vaisI, buddhi vaisI aura vicAra bhI vaise| isameM kyA sukha milanevAlA hai? isase to 'khuda kI AtmA kI guphA' meM ghusa jaa| aura bAhara suparaphalyuasa raha na! isameM se kyA sukha lenA hai, jahA~ sabhI kucha gaMdha mAra rahA hai, vahA~? 'svarUpa kA jJAna' nahIM ho to saba tarapha umasa hI hai aura 'svarUpa kA jJAna' mila gayA to 'khuda kI guphA' meM baiThe rahanA hai aura anya jagaha nATakIya rahanA hai| bahuta acche hoM to hameM phisalA dete haiN| cAya-nAztA karavAte haiM, ghUmane le jAte haiN| nahIM hai kucha bhI lenA yA denA, phira bhI phisalavA dete haiN| ye saba bahI khAte ke hisAba se milate haiN| eka per3a para pakSI baiThe hoM aura ur3a jAe~, vaisA hai! ise to chor3a hI denA hai na kabhI na kbhii| cakravartI rAjA teraha sau rAniyA~, rAjapATa aura vaibhava chor3akara jJAnI ke pIche daur3e the aura Aja eka rAnI ko bhI nahIM chodd'taa| aura aise kaliyuga ke kAla meM rAnI bhI kaisI hotI hai ki subaha-subaha itanI bar3I sunAe ki, 'subaha meM kisalie cAya Dhakosate ho?' yaha to saba bhaThThI hai| zakkarakaMda bhunane kI jagaha, vaha hai yaha sNsaar| isameM sukha hotA to akhabArI meM roz2a AtA ki phalA-phalA~ seTha

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saMsAra svarUpa : vairAgya svarUpa sukhI hai| lekina koI sukhI nahIM hai| zakkarakaMda bhaTThI meM bhUne jA rahe hoM, vaise saba bhuna rahe haiN| isa seThAnI kA bImA bhI nahIM hai aura kitane hI baMgale khatma ho ge| kisameM sukha hai? lakSmI meM sukha hotA, taba to ye seTha rAta meM sote-sote karavaTeM nahIM bdlte| lekina yaha to palaMga bhI cU~cU~ karate haiM ! isameM kyA sukha hai? cakravartiyoM kI bhI tairaha sau rAniyA~ hotI thIM, unameM se kaiyoM ke mu~ha car3he hue hote the roz2a! eka baniyAbhAI the, roz2a mere sAtha utthne-baitthnevaale| unase maiMne pUchA, 'kyoM kaisA cala rahA hai ApakA patnI ke sAtha? yadi patnI mara jAe to kyA hogA ApakA?' taba unhoMne kahA, 'maiMne to merI patnI se kaha diyA hai ki maiM vidhura ho jAU~gA, lekina tujhe vidhavA nahIM hone duuNgaa|' dhat tere kI! 'ye baniye to bahuta pkke| isase to patnI ko acchA lage aura pati adhika jIe! strI se kahatA hai ki, 'tU saubhAgyavatI hokara jAnA, lekina maiM to vidhura houuNgaa|' yaha to puruSoM ke banAe hae niyama haiM aura isa kAraNa se pakSapAtavAle niyama hote haiN| strI aura puruSa meM jo naicurala bheda hai, vahI bhed| bAkI to vaha bhI 'zuddhAtmA' hI hai na? eka baniyAbhAI to aise zUravIra the, ki mohalle ke nukkar3a para coriyA~ ho rahI thIM aura vahA~ zora maca rahA thaa| unheM patA calA ki cora muhalle meM Ae haiM, isalie unhoMne apanI patnI se kahA ki, 'tU mujhe gadde or3hA de!' aise zUravIra loga haiN| zAdI kI, zAdI ke phala cakhe, aba 'vItarAga' rahanA hai| yaha to Ama ke phala cakhe ki khaTTe haiM to phira hamezA ke lie nIce baiThe rahanA hai ki agale sAla Ama mIThA hogA? nA, vaha to hamezA ke lie khaTTA hI rhegaa| aise hI yaha saMsAra, vaha khaTTA hI hai, lekina moha ke kAraNa bhUla jAtA hai| mAra khAne ke bAda vApasa moha car3ha jAtA hai| vahI bhUlabhulaiyA hai| yadi svarUpa ajJAna gayA aura 'svarUpajJAna' mila jAe to vaha bhUla-bhulaiyA parezAna nahIM krtii| 'jJAnIpuruSa' AtmajJAna de deM, taba phira bhUla-bhulaiyA se chUTate haiM aura mokSa kA sikkA laga jAtA hai!

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26 AptavANI-2 yaha to agara khATa meM maraNAsanna par3A ho, taba bhI choTI beTI kI ciMtA karatA hai ki isakI zAdI karanI raha gii| usa ciMtA meM aura ciMtA meM hI mara jAtA hai, isalie phira jAnavara banatA hai| jAnavara kA janma dutkAra se bharapUra hai| lekina manuSya janma meM bhI sIdhA nahIM rahe, taba phira kyA ho? 'jJAnIpuruSa' to kahate haiM ki 'mA~ga, mA~ge vaha dU~' lekina ThIka se mA~gatA bhI nhiiN| sTImara DUba rahA ho, taba pahale se usakA patA cala jAtA hai| isIlie jaba sabhI ko nAvoM meM utAra rahe hoM, taba vaha bUr3hA jaldabAz2I karatA hai| lekina tU to marane ko hai, aba baccoM ko pahale utarane de na! loga samajhate haiM ki yaha duniyA suMdara hai! nA, yaha to marane kA kArakhAnA hai| baiMgana bUr3he ho jAe~, yAnI maranevAle hI haiN| yaha to jitanA kAma nikAla le utanA khuda kA! yaha pAlaghara kA sTezana Ae, taba koI bistara bichAe to loga kyA kaheMge? pAgala hI kaheMge na? muMbaI naz2adIka AyA aura bistara bichA rahA hai? vaha to mUrkha hI khlaaegaa| kitane to, jaba borIvalI Ae, taba tAza khelane baiTha jAte haiN| aba to uTha, yaha aMtima sTezana naz2adIka aayaa| to aba bistara bA~dhane laga na? aba to cet| jitanA saceta huA, utanA usake bApa kaa| nirA bhayavAlA hai yaha saMsAra, ghina se ka~paka~pI chUTe aisA aura vaha bhI phira niraMtara! usameM logoM ko rAga kisa taraha AtA hai, vaha bhI Azcarya hai na? ___ yaha to moha yA mAra? yaha moha kisake Upara? jhUThe sone para? saccA ho to moha rakhA jaae| yaha to grAhaka-vyApArI jaisA saMbaMdha hai| mAla acchA mile to grAhaka paisA detA hai, aisA yaha saMbaMdha hai| yadi eka hI ghaMTA pati ke sAtha jhagar3A kare to saMbaMdha TUTa jAtA hai, aise saMbaMdha meM moha kyA rakhanA?

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saMsAra svarUpa : vairAgya svarUpa seTha kahe ki hama kyA kareM? hameM to jAyadAda beTe ko denI hai / cAra sau bIsI karake kamAI kI aura vaha kamAI bhI phira paradesa meM kI aura phira beTe ko degA? beTA to rilezanavAlA haiM, rileTiva saMbaMdha aura phira ahNkaarii| koI sAkSAt saMbaMdha ho, riyala saMbaMdha ho aura kamAI karake de rahA ho, taba to acchA hai| yaha to samAja ke kAraNa dabAva meM Akara hI saMbaMdha bacA hai aura usameM bhI kabhI bApa-beTA lar3ate haiM, jhagar3ate haiM aura Upara se korTa meM dAvA karate haiN| kucha beTe to kahate haiM ki bApa ko vRddhAzrama meM chor3a AnA hai! jaise isa baila ko pazuzAlA meM nahIM chor3a Ate? vaise hI bUr3hoM kA ghara ! kaisA suMdara nAma nikAlA hai ! isa sagAI meM kyoM baiThe hue ho, vahI mujhe samajha meM nahIM aataa| yadi isa rileTiva saMbaMdha meM ahaMkAra nahIM ho, taba to vaha calA lene jaisA saMbaMdha hai / Apa kyA nahIM jAnate ki bApa ko kaida meM DAlakara rAjagaddiyA~ le lI thIM ! 27 sArA jagat ghAnI jaisA hai / puruSa baila kI jagaha para haiM aura striyA~ telI kI jagaha para haiM / usameM telI gAtA hai aura yahA~ strI gAtI hai, aura baila A~kha para paTTiyA~ bA~dhakara apanI dhuna meM calatA hai| vaha samajhatA hai ki kAzI taka pahu~ca gayA hoU~gA ! jaba paTTiyA~ kholakara dekhe to bhAI vahIM ke vahIM! aura phira jaba telI baila ko khalI kA Tukar3A khilAtA hai to baila khush| vaise hI isameM jaba patnI hA~Dave (gujarAtI vyaMjana) kA Tukar3A de de, taba bhAI ArAma se so jAtA hai ! aspatAla meM jAe to usakA moha utara jaae| lekina vaha lakSya meM nahIM letA, nahIM to abhAva A jaaegaa| agara mu~ha para eka phuMsI ho gaI ho na, to bhI dekhanA acchA nahIM lgtaa| ghUmane jAe to bhI kahegA ki 'ye loga dekheMge to kaisA lagegA?' ye saba Ama hI haiM na? ve jhurriyA~ par3ane ke bAda acche nahIM lgte| ina logoM ko maiM Ama kahatA hU~, kyoMki ve sar3a jAte haiM, jinameM jhurriyA~ par3e ve saba Ama hI haiM ! ina AmoM para yadi jhurriyA~ nahIM par3atI hoM na aura vaise ke vaise hI raheM to kAma ke, lekina yaha to, jaba se Ama lAe~ usI ghar3I se jhurriyA~ par3anI zurU ho jAtI haiM ye cAcA-cAcI haiM, ve zAdI karake Ae the taba kitane suMdara dikhate the aura I

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AptavANI-2 aba bUr3he ho gae to bilkula bhI acchA nahIM lagatA, lekina kareM kyA? yaha to inDiyA hai! Ama tAz2A ho to aMga-upAMga suMdara hote haiM, lekina jhurriyA~ par3ane ke bAda kaise dikhate haiM? abudha ko aisI cala jAe, lekina baddhivAle kI kyA dazA ho? yaha to sirpha pha~sAva hai! zAdI ke samaya to use 'vaha' acchI lagatI hai, lekina phira jhurriyA~ par3e to acchI nahIM lagatI, lekina yaha to inDiyA hai, isalie nibhAnA par3atA hai! isa deha kA kaisA hai? bacapana meM jitanI khuziyA~ detI thI, utanA hI abhI bur3hApe meM parezAna karatI hai| kahalAtA kyA hai ki yaha deha merI khuda kI hai, lekina khuda kI hokara duHkha detI hai| dA~ta ko roz2a camakAte haiM, roz2a mAliza karate haiM, phira bhI ve du:khate haiM! ye A~kheM duHkha detI haiM, kAna du:kha dete haiM, sabhI duHkha dete haiN| jo khuda kA hai vahI duHkha detA hai, aisA hai yaha saMsAra hai! __ saba sabakI sa~bhAlo yaha to bhArI pha~sAvavAlA jagat hai, aura usameM tilabhara bhI khuda kA nahIM hai| apanA ghara ho to usakA kirAyA deM to khuda kA, merA ghara ho jAtA hai| isa ghara meM agara cir3iyA raha rahI ho to kyA vaha jAnatI hai ki isa bhAI kI mAlikI kA ghara hai?' nahIM, vaha to khuda rahatI hai, isalie usI kI mAlikI kI jagaha hai| yaha to, agara ghara meM chipakalI raha rahI ho to vaha bhI samajhatI hai ki maiM merI mAlikI kI jagaha meM raha rahI huuN| yaha to hara kisI kI mAlikI kA jagat hai| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA ki, 'saba sabakI sa~bhAlo, maiM merI phor3atA hU~!' eka AdamiyoM kA TolA thaa| ve apanI-apanI khicar3I pakAkara khAte the| ye sabhI AdamI, eka maidAna meM ruke the| sabane apanI-apanI khicar3I tIna patthara rakhakara hA~DI meM rkhii| phira saba gA~va meM vyApAra karane ge| eka AdamI ko dhyAna rakhane ke lie chor3akara ge| phira zAma ko vApasa aae| usameM se eka ko kyA huA ki use khuda kI hA~DI milI hI nhiiN| use ciMtA huI ki merI yaha hai yA vaha hai? isa per3a ke nIcevAlI yA usa

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saMsAra svarUpa : vairAgya svarUpa per3a ke nIcevAlI? aura phira vaha socane lagA ki kisI aura kI lU~gA to saba mujhe pAgala kheNge| isalie usane eka upAya DhU~Dha nikaalaa| eka bar3A patthara liyA aura z2ora se bolane lagA, 'maiM merI hA~DI phor3a rahA hU~, saba apanI-apanI sa~bhAlo,' taba turaMta sabane apanI-apanI hA~DI pakar3a lI aura use usakI hA~DI mila gaI! ye to apanI hA~DI sa~bhAlakara calane jaisA hai| ye to nAva meM ikaTThe hue loga haiM, ve to, jaba unakA kinArA AegA taba utara pdd'eNge| aura yaha to kahegA ki, 'mujhe usake bagaira nahIM clegaa|' 'usake bagaira nahIM calegA,' aisA kaise calegA? yaha to RNAnubaMdha hai| aisA to kaba taka calegA? yaha kyA daqhala? nahIM lenA, nahIM denA, cuTakIbhara khAnA aura pUre gA~va ko sira para lekara phiranA aura paira duHkhe to koI dekhane bhI nahIM aataa| akele apane Apa hI sahalAte rahanA par3atA hai| kyA Apa nahIM jAnate the ki yaha saba rileTiva sagAI hai? riyala ho, taba to hama sabakucha kara leN| lekina yaha to rileTiva saMbaMdha, vaha kaba phraikcara ho jAe, usakA koI ThikAnA nhiiN| yadi riyala sagAI ho to bApa mare, mA~ mare to beTA sAtha meM mara hI jaae| isa muMbaI zahara meM aisA koI maratA hai? nA, koI nahIM mrtaa| taba phira hama pahale se hI nahIM jAna leM ki yaha rileTiva saMbaMdha haiM? aura rileTiva saMbaMdha meM kheMca nahIM rakhanI caahie| riyala ho taba to hama hI pakaDakara baiThe raheM lekina jo ghaDIbhara meM phraikcara ho jAe, aisI sagAI meM kyA z2ida pakar3anI? isalie pahale se hI jAna lenA ki yaha to rileTiva hai aura phira 'maiM merI phor3atA hU~,' karanA hai| jisakA vinAza ho jAe, unheM kapar3e kahate haiN| ye kapar3e dUsare dina nikAla dete haiM aura ve kapar3e' sATha sAla meM nikAlate haiN| yaha to kapar3oM meM 'maiM pana' mAnA, usake duHkha haiN| khuda ko khuda kA 'jJAna' nahIM huA isalie parAI cIz2oM meM bhttkaa| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' mAnakara isa caMdUlAla ke nAma para vyApAra hotA hai aura aMtima sTezana para khuda jAtA hai aura caMdUlAla yahIM raha jAtA hai ! aura gutthiyA~ sAtha meM le jAtA hai ! AtmA kI prApti kA mArga atyaMta durlabha mArga hai!

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30 AptavANI-2 isa saMsAra meM to bhItara hI dhar3AkA hotA hai| ghar3Ibhara zAMti nahIM aura phira rahate to haiM do-do lAkha ke phleTa meN| kisa taraha jIte haiM, vaha bhI Azcarya hai na! lekina kare kyA? kyA samudra meM gira jAe? vaha bhI sarakArI gunAha hai| bhugate binA cArA hI nahIM hai na! jaise zakarakaMda bhaThThI meM bhunatA hai, vaise hI loga cAroM ora se rAta-dina bhunate rahate haiN| ve isa bhaThThI meM se bhAgakara jAe~ kahA~? 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa baiThane se agni zAMta hotI hai aura kAma ho jAtA hai| saMsAra to pratyakSa agni hai| kisI ko jalana hotI hai to kisI ko A~ca lagatI hai| isameM kahIM sukha hotA hogA? isameM yadi sukha hotA to cakravartI rAjA teraha sau rAniyA~ chor3akara bhAga nahIM gae hote! unakA hI to bhArI trAsa thA unheM! isIlie to rAjapATa vagairaha saba chor3akara bhAga ge| devoM ko bhI duHkha? devoM meM bacapana nahIM hotA, mA~ kI kokha se janma nahIM lenA hotaa| ve saba duHkha nahIM haiM, bacapana ke duHkha bhI nahIM haiN| unheM saMDAsa nahIM jAnA hotaa| unheM to vairAgya Ae, vaise sAdhana hI nahIM hote| unheM to janma se hI javAnI aura maranA bhI javAnI meM hii| to phira unheM kauna se duHkha hoMge? devoM meM spardhA ke bahuta duHkha haiN| inase ye bar3e aura unase bar3e ve! aise spardhA se rAga-dveSa hote haiN| unakA bahuta duHkha lagatA rahatA hai unheN| isIlie to unheM bhI 'jJAnIpuruSa' kaba mileM, aisI icchA hotI hai! lekina unakI mRtyu bIca meM hI nahIM ho jAtI, AyuSya bIca meM nahIM ttuutttaa| unake vahA~ indriya sukha bharapUra haiM, phira bhI vahA~ unheM jela jaisA lagatA hai! vahA~ para ajaMpe-kar3hApe ke duHkha haiN| kaliyuga ke registAna meM udyAna jaisA sukha sukha to mokSa meM hI hai aura mokSa ke lie rAga-dveSa nahIM, lekina ajJAna nikAlane kI z2arUrata hai| jisa phala meM sukha kA rasa hI nahIM hai, rasa hai, lekina vaha zAtA-azAtA (sukha-pariNAma, du:kha-pariNAma) kA hI hai aura usameM bhI azAtA kA hI apAra rasa hai, usameM to sukha kaisA?

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saMsAra svarUpa : vairAgya svarUpa pUre dina kar3avA pilAte haiM aura eka pAva mIThA pilAte haiM, isase to pUrA hI kar3avA nahIM pI leM hama? yaha to hameM mUrkha banA jAte haiM to kaise pusAe? AdhA du:kha ho aura AdhA sukha ho, pacAsa-pacAsa pratizata ho, taba bhI clegaa| taba hamane yahA~ taka kahA hai ki pacapana pratizata duHkha aura paiMtAlIsa pratizata sukha hogA taba bhI clegaa| lekina itanA kahA aura duHkha to bar3hane lagA aura pA~ca pratizata sukha aura pa~cAnave pratizata du:kha ho gayA, yAnI caTanI jitanA hI sukha milatA hai, aisA lAlaca hameM nahIM pusaaegaa| bhItara asIma sukha par3A hai| yadi bAhara kA macchara taka yAda nahIM Ae na, to 'vaha sukha' baratatA hI rhegaa| yaha to bAhara kI yAda sukha chIna letI hai| yaha kAla vicitra hai, yaha to karele mIThe ho jAe~, usa jaisA hai! yaha to hara eka meM bhagavAna ke darzana karake paikiMga se dUra hI rahane jaisA hai| bhale hI kitanA bhI sar3A huA paikiMga ho, lekina bhagavAna ke darzana karake dUra rahane jaisA hai, aura hIre kA paikiMga ho, taba bhI vaha paikiMga kala citA meM jala jAnevAlA hai| loga kahate haiM ki ye iMsAna devatA jaise lagate the, lekina ve bhI citA meM hI jAte haiN| kadAcit jalAne ke lie caMdana kI lakar3iyA~ mileN| marane ke bAda usa devatA jaise iMsAna ke sAtha so jAne ko kaheM, to vaha manA kregaa| bhItara bhagavAna baiThe the, ve sva-para prakAzaka haiM aura usI se usakA rUpa thA! ye striyA~ bAloM meM phUla kisalie DAlatI hoMgI! zarIra kI badabU ur3a jAe, islie| isa kaliyuga meM sira, zarIra gaMdha mArate haiM, isalie hI to ve phUla pahanatI haiM, unakI sugaMdha AtI hai| pahale to padminI striyA~ hotI thIM, ve rasoIghara meM khAnA banAtI hoM, taba bhI yahA~ baiThe unakI sugaMdha AtI thI! ve bhI bhojana karatI thIM aura ye bhI bhojana karatI haiN| pahale ke puruSoM meM sugaMdha nahIM AtI thI, lekina durgaMdha to AtI hI nahIM thii| Aja to 'bA~drA kI khAr3I jaisA' ho gayA hai! Aja to atyAdhika seMTa aura itra ur3ate haiN| yaha kisake jaisA hai ki badabUdAra Ama ko sugaMdha cupar3akara phira use khaaeN| aise to loga ho cuke haiM ! ise bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki 'abhogya bhoktaa|' yAnI ki jo AtmA ko bhogane ke lie ayogya hai,

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AptavANI-2 usakA tU bhoktA bnaa| bhogane ke lie khuda kA anaMta sukha hai, lekina vaha bhogatA nahIM hai| kisa taraha bhoge? yaha to saba tarapha kA~va-kA~va macA hai| saba jagaha kaue zora macAte haiM aura dUsarI tarapha murge bolate haiM! jo vicAravAna ho, vaha to lakSya meM rakhatA hai ki yaha saMsAra mArga ArAdhana karane jaisA hai yA ArAdhana karane jaisA nahIM hai? ArAdhana karane jaisA nahIM ho to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko DhU~Dhakara anake pAsa se mokSamArga prApta kara le| sira ke bAla jitane anya mArga haiM ! unameM eka hI pagaDaMDI hai jo mokSa kI pagaDaMDI hai! aura aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' jo samartha hoM, sirpha ve hI batA sakate haiM! mokSamArga ornAmenTala nahIM hotA aura bAkI ke sabhI mArga ornAmenTala hote haiM, bar3I-bar3I gaganacuMbI hoTaleM hotI haiM!

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saMsaraNa mArga saMsAra to saMsaraNa (pravAhita hotA huA) mArga hai| isameM hara eka mIla para, hara eka phalAMga para rUpa badalate haiN| una rUpoM meM manuSya ko tanmayatA rahatI hai aura isalie mAra khAtA rahatA hai| pUrA saMsAra sahajamArgI hai, mAtra manuSya ke janma meM hI mAra khAtA hai| ye kaue, kabUtara, machaliyA~ ina sabake haiM koI aspatAla yA phira hai unheM kucha nahAnA yA dhonA? phira bhI kaise suMdara dikhate haiM! unheM hai kucha saMgraha karane kA? ve saba to bhagavAna ke Azrita haiN| jabaki ye manuSya akele hI nirAzrita haiN| sabhI, phira ve sAdhu hoM, sanyAsI hoM yA cAhe jo hoN| jise kabhI bhI aisA ho ki merA kyA hogA, ve sabhI nirAzrita ! jo bhagavAna para AsarA nahIM rakheM aura saMgraha kareM, ve sabhI nirAzrita aura isIlie to ciMtA-upAdhi haiN| isa saMsAra meM to anaMta janma kI bhaTakana hai| kisI bhI jIva ko baMdhana pasaMda nahIM hai| hara eka ko mukti kI hI icchA rahA karatI hai, lekina mukti kA mArga nahIM mile to kyA kare? kauna se janma meM sAdhu nahIM hue the? vaiSNava meM jAe~ yA jaina meM jAe~, vahA~ bhI sAdhu bane aura sAdhupana se Uba gae taba socate haiM ki isase to saMsArI hotA to acchA thA! taba agale janma meM saMsArI banatA hai aura saMsArI bane vahA~ bIvI-baccoM se parezAna hokara vApasa socatA hai ki isase to sAdhu ho jAnA acchA! to vaha agale janma meM sAdhu banatA hai| aise hI anaMta janmoM se bhaTakana cala rahI hai! lekina yadi svarUpa kA jJAna mile to mukti mila jaae| lekina 'jJAnIpuruSa' mileM aura sAre pApoM ko ve bhasmIbhUta kara deM, usake bAda zuddha banAe~, tabhI 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' aisA bola sakate haiN| yoM hI zuddhAtmA hue bagaira 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' nahIM bola sakate, vaha to zabdajJAna kahalAtA hai, usase balki doSa lgegaa|

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34 AptavANI-2 anaMta janmoM kA sAra yaha hai! phira bhI anubhava bekAra nahIM jAte, ve to kabhI kAma Ate haiN| eka bAra gaDDhe meM girA, usake bAda gaDDhA Ae to vaha anubhava turaMta hI cetAvanI detA hai| anubhava to upadeza dekara jAtA hai| isameM se to kAma nikAlakara mokSa meM jAnA hai| yaha deha hI 'apanI' nahIM huI, to aura koI apanA kaise ho sakegA? yaha deha yadi jJAnI ke kAma meM AI, to sagI hai, aura saMsAra ke kAma meM gaI, to vaha dagA hai| ye saba deha ke sage haiN| AtmA kA koI sagA nahIM hai| AtmA kA sagA hotA hI nahIM hai| isalie yaha bAta samajha lenI hai| vItarAga samajhakara baiThe haiM ki isameM 'apanA' kAma nahIM hai| unheM yaha dagA-vagA pasaMda nahIM hai| hameM bhI use pUrA-pUrA samajhakara apanA kAma nikAla lenA hai| jagat chaha tatvoM meM se utpanna huA hai| saMsAra chaha tatvoM kA pradarzana hai! aura ina tatvoM kA niraMtara parivartana hotA rahatA hai aura una tatvoM kA milana hone se saMsAra hai| tatva 'sat' svarUpa se haiN| 'sat' yAnI guNa aura avasthA sahita hotA hai, ye jo dikhatI haiM, ve vibhAvika avasthAe~ haiM, prAkRta avasthAe~ utpanna huI haiN| ina vibhAvika avasthAoM meM bhrAMti khar3I ho gaI hai ki yaha 'maiM hU~,' usI se yaha saba khar3A hai, bAkI kA kucha bhI bigar3A nahIM haiN| tatvoM ke milana se utpanna huA hai| jar3a aura cetana ke saMyoga saMbaMdha mAtra se cala rahA hai, jar3a aura cetana miksacara ke rUpa meM haiM, kampAunDa ke rUpa meM nahIM haiN| __bojhA sira para yA ghor3e para? eka bAra maiM acAnaka apane mitra ke ghara pahu~ca gayA thaa| ve apanI patnI ke sAtha bAtacIta kara rahe the| mere mitra ne apanI patnI se pUchA, 'kyA sabjI lAI hai?' patnI ne kahA, 'bhiNddii|' mitra ne pUchA, 'kisa bhAva se lAI hai?' patnI ne kahA, 'bAraha Ane kilo ke bhAva se|' mitra ne pUchA, 'itanI maha~gI sabjI lAI jAtI hogI? tujhe kucha aqla-balla hai yA nahIM?' aba yaha mere sunane meM aayaa| maiMne usase kahA, 'kyoM yaha sira para do mana kA vajana lekara phira rahe ho?' ApakA mu~ha araMDI kA tela pIyA ho, aisA

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saMsaraNa mArga 35 dikha rahA hai! aisA kisalie? bAraha Ane kI sabjI lI, usakA saMsArI bojhA saMsArarUpI ghor3e para rakhanA hotA hai| use sira para loge to bhI ghor3e para hI jaaegaa| hameM sira para nahIM lenA hai| ye apane sira para lete haiM isIlie apanA mu~ha araMDI pIe hue jaisA, aura ghor3e kA mu~ha bhI araMDI kA tela pIyA ho, vaisA dikhatA hai| eka bhAI the| ve apane TaTTa para baiThakara jA rahe the| bhAI vaz2anadAra aura TaTTa choTA aura kamaz2ora, isalie becAre kI kamara bhAra se mur3I jA rahI thii| aise hI cale jA rahe the, vahA~ rAste meM eka khAnasAhaba mile| unhoMne bhAI se kahA ki yaha harI ghAsa hai, yaha Apake ghor3e ke lie le jAo na! taba bhAI lalacAe ki muphta meM eka mana ghAsa mila rahI hai! lekina phira lagA ki ghor3A yaha bhAra kisa taraha uThAegA? lekina ve kaccI samajha ke, isalie unhoMne mana meM nakkI kiyA ki ghAsa mere khuda ke sira para rakhUgA to thor3e hI ise uThAnA par3egA! ve to ghAsa kA bhAra sira para rakhakara TaTTa para baiThakara jAne lage! rAste meM eka baniye ne yaha dekhA aura usane unase kahA ki, 'bhAI, bhAra tere sira para uThAyA hai, lekina vaz2ana to ghor3e para hI jA rahA hai, isalie Apa donoM ke mu~ha araMDI kA tela pIyA ho, aise dikha rahe haiM! saMsAra, vaha to ghor3e jaisA hai| saMsArI ghor3e para baiThe hue usa ghur3asavAra jaise haiN| ghor3e ko durbala samajhakara ghur3asavAra sA~sa rokakara baiThatA hai, usa ghor3e ke sukha ke lie| lekina yaha gaNanA galata hai| bhAra to aMta meM ghor3e para hI AtA hai| usI taraha Apa saba apanA bojhA saMsArarUpI ghor3e para hI ddaalo| saMsArarUpI ghor3e para sA~sa rokakara mata baiThanA, sA~sa rokakara mata jiinaa| yaha to jo khuda 'kSetrajJa puruSa' hai, vaha 'parakSetra' meM baiThA hai| pUrA hI jagat mUrkha banA hai| sirpha vItarAga hI samajha sake ki saMsAra meM dimAg2a para bojhA kisalie hai? ve to ghor3e para hI jAte haiN| vItarAga to bahuta pakke (mokSa ke lie pakke) gaNitavAle, isIlie to unheM rAsa A gayA aura aMkagaNitavAle bhaTaka mare!

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saMsAravRkSa kavi kyA gAte haiM : 'ahA! akramajJAna kadI nA suNiyuM, eNe khodiyuM dhorI vRkSa muuliyu|' yaha saMsAra eka vRkSa hai| anaMtakAla se yaha vRkSa sUkha hI nahIM rahA hai| loga pattiyA~ kATakara per3a ko sukhAnA cAhate haiM, lekina patte phira se phUTa nikalate haiN| kucha dharmavAle kahate haiM ki patte kATa DAleMge to saMsAravRkSa sUkha jAegA, lekina phira se patte phUTa nikalate haiN| kucha aisA kahate haiM, bar3I-bar3I DAliyA~ kATa DAloge to vRkSa sUkha jaaegaa| lekina phira bhI vaha vRkSa sUkhatA nahIM hai, DAliyA~ phira uga nikalatI haiN| kucha loga tane ko kATa DAlane ko kahate haiM, phira bhI vApasa uga jAtA hai| kucha usase bhI Age jAkara jar3eM kATa DAlane ko kahate haiM, lekina phira bhI vApasa vRkSa uga jAtA hai| saMsArarUpI vRkSa ko nirmUla karane kA yaha sahI upAya nahIM hai| yaha saMsAravRkSa kisase khar3A huA hai? isa vRkSa kI jar3eM to bahuta sArI hotI haiM, jamIna meM ve saba jar3eM to per3a ko pakar3ane ke lie hotI haiM aura eka jar3a aisI hotI hai ki jo khurAka-pAnI lene ke lie hotI hai, use mUsalA jar3a kahate haiN| sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI saMsAra vRkSa kI mUsalA jar3a ko jAnate haiM aura ve usameM cIrA lagAkara davAI DAla dete haiM ! 'jJAnIpuruSa' basa itanA hI karate haiM, aura kucha nahIM krte| pattiyoM ko, DAliyoM ko, tane ko yA aura kisI bhI jar3a ko hAtha hI nahIM lgaate| sirpha mUsalA jar3a meM hI davAI dabA dete haiM, usase saMsAravRkSa dhIre-dhIre apane Apa hI sUkha jAtA hai| phira vApasa nayA pattA nahIM phuutttaa| saMsAra ekadama udaMDatA se upayoga karane jaisA nahIM hai, lekina usakA

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saMsAravRkSa 37 hisAba rakhanA hai| bahIkhAte meM kahA~-kahA~ para khoTa hai, kahA~-kahA~ bahIkhAte meM saMsArasukha hai, vaha bhI DhU~Dha nikAlanA par3egA na? vyApAra meM bahIkhAtA rakhate haiM, lekina saMsAra meM bahIkhAtA nahIM rakhate !

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satdeva : sadguru : satdharma satdeva, sadguru aura satdharma, ve jo kahalAte haiM, ve vAstava meM kauna satdeva kauna? satdeva jinAlayavAle yA maMdiravAle nahIM haiM, Apake bhItara haiN| ve bhItaravAle sat bhI, jaba taka ye bhItaravAle' satdeva nahIM mila jAte, taba taka jinAlaya yA maMdira kI mUrti, vahI stdev| sadguru kauna? aMtima guru, ve 'jJAnIpuruSa' haiN| jaba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' nahIM milate, taba taka jo koI thor3e japa-tapa deM, thor3A samajhAe~, ve sadguru haiN| aura apane yahA~ isa' mArga meM satdeva, sadguru aura satdharma kucha alaga haiN| satdeva to 'bhItaravAle' jo sat haiM, vhii| ve turaMta hI phala dete haiM, keza dete haiM, udhAra-vudhAra nhiiN| sArI jiMdagI dharma kie haiM, lekina ThaMDaka nahIM hotI aura kalejA ThaMDA nahIM pdd'taa| aMdara hamezA khaulatA hI rahatA hai| aura yahA~ to bAta hI alaga hai, jitanA pInA A gayA utanA lAbha hotA hai| dharma to bahuta mila jAte haiM, lekina jJAnI nahIM milate! aura taba taka chuTakArA prApta nahIM hotA, bhaTakate rahanA hai taba tk| satdharma, sadguru nahIM mileM, taba taka satdeva hAz2ira nahIM hote aura taba taka kaSAya kATate rahate haiM bhiitr| saMsAra kA mArga rileTiva kahalAtA hai| usameM vyavahAra aura sirpha vyavahAra hI hotA hai| bhrAMtivAle ko bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'satdeva, sadguru aura satdharma kI sthApanA kro|' jaba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' nahIM milate, taba taka vyavahAra hai| taba taka rileTiva satdeva kI sthApanA karanI par3atI hai| praznakartA : rileTiva satdeva yAnI kyA? mUrti?

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satdeva : sadguru : satdharma dAdAzrI : hA~, mUrti kI sthApanA yAnI Aropita bhaav| yAnI hama Aropita, ve bhI Aropita aura dharma bhI Aropita! tInoM aaropit| apane yahA~ AtmA, vaha, daraasala satdeva hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI jo vANI nikalI hai, vaha daraasala satdharma hai aura 'jJAnIpuruSa,' ve daraasala sadguru haiN| ye tInoM daraasala kahalAte haiM jabaki ve tInoM laukika kahalAte haiM ! laukika kA phala kyA hai? to kahate haiM, puNya baMdhatA hai aura dhIre-dhIre Age bar3hatA haiM, jabaki yaha daraasala cIz2a, alaukika satdeva, sadguru aura satdharma, ve mokSa dete haiN| varnA satadeva milane ke bAda bhaTakanA kyoM par3e? taba phira hakIkata kyA hai? to kahate haiM, 'satdeva mile haiM, lekina ve Aropita mile haiM, sacce nahIM mile haiN|' Aropita kA matalaba kyA ki mahAvIra haiM to sahI, lekina ve mUrtivAle, Aropita haiN| jabaki sacce satdeva to jo bhItaravAle 'zuddhAtmA' haiM, ve haiN| 'zuddhAtmA' hI yathArtha mahAvIra haiM, lekina 'zuddhAtmA' kA lakSya baiThane ke bAda bhI jaba taka usakA anubhava nahIM huA, taba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI khuda kA AtmA hai| satdharma, vaha zAstra meM se nahIM honA cAhie, jJAnI ke mukha se honA caahie| satdharma, satdeva aura sadguru, ve daraasala hoMge, tabhI mokSa hogaa| lekina daraasala nahIM mileM to nakalI rkhnaa| sacce motI nahIM mileM to kalcarDa, lekina motI pahana lenA! / vItarAgoM ne satdeva, sadguru aura satdharma kahA hai, isalie apane AcArya aura mahArAja vagairaha saba mAna baiThe ki mahAvIra deva, ve hI satdeva haiM aura zAstroM ke anusAra jo bhI karate haiM, vahI satdharma hai| lekina yaha samajha meM nahIM AyA ki mUrti to Aropita deva haiM, nahIM haiM ve sacce mahAvIra! aura mahArAja Apa bhI Aropita haiN| yAnI guru bhI Aropita, deva bhI Aropita aura dharma bhI Aropita! pustaka meM likhe jAne ke bAda, vaha Aropita dharma kahalAtA hai aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA sIdhA sune vaha satdharma kahalAtA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa,' ve sadguru kahalAte haiM aura ve kaise hote haiM? sAmanevAle ko khuda kA 'zuddhAtmA' prApta karavAe~ aise hote haiM, aura 'zuddhAtmA,' ve satdeva kahalAte haiN| aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke mu~ha se jo vAkya

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40 AptavANI-2 nikaleM, utane hI stdhrm| jo mokSa dilAe, vahI satdharma hai| bAkI saba to Aropita dharma kahalAte haiN| satdharma kaisA hotA hai? sat aura asat ko niraMtara alaga hI rakhe, vh| aura Aropita dharma meM to zubhAzubha hotA hai| aisA karo aura vaisA karo, japa karo aura tapa karo, phalA~ kro| hama pUche ki 'Aropita kyoM karavA rahe ho? AtmA kA karavAo na?' to ve kaheMge ki, 'AtmA kA to AtmA prApta hone ke bAda hI karanA hotA hai| abhI to yaha karo,' aisA kheNge| hama pUche ki, 'ye satdeva haiM?' are! nahIM haiM ye stdev| sabhI isa Aropita deva ko satdeva mAna baiThe haiN| pUrI bAta hI Aropita haiM! sacce satdeva, satdharma aura sadguru mila jAe~ to kAma ho jAegA! eka ghaMTA hI mila jAe~, to bhI kAma nikAla deN| eka ghaMTA hI yadi ye tIna cIjeM mila jAe~, to TheTha taka kA kAma nikAla deM!

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mUrtidharma : amUrtadharma praznakartA : AtmA jagAne ke lie mUrti kI z2arUrata hai kyA? dAdAzrI : mUrti kI bahuta z2arUrata hai| bhagavAna ne sApha-sApha kahA hai ki satdeva, satdharma aura sadguru kI z2arUrata hai| lekina jaba taka samakita nahIM huA hai, sacce satdeva, satdharma aura sadguru prApta nahIM hue haiM, taba taka vyavahAra ke devatAoM kI z2arUrata hai| 'svarUpajJAna hone ke bAda nizcaya ke devatA kI z2arUrata hai| phira koI kahe ki devatA kI jarUrata nahIM hai to vaha nahIM clegaa| vyavahAra ke devatA mUrti svarUpa se haiM, nizcaya ke devatA amUrta haiN| praznakartA : mUrti AtmA kA kalyANa nahIM kara sakatI? dAdAzrI : jaba taka AtmA kA bhAna nahIM huA hai, taba taka mUrti ke pIche par3o, vaha mUrti samakita taka le jaaegii| mUrti kA tiraskAra mata karanA, kyoMki vItarAgoM ke nAma para haiN| vahA~ vItarAgoM kI sthApanA huI hai aura mUrti ke pIche zAsana devI-devatA rahe hue haiN| eka saMpradAya ke mahArAja mile the| unase maiMne kahA, 'mahArAja eka bAta kahU~? Apako pasaMda AegI? Apako nApasaMda ho aisI bAta kahU~? Apa tyAgI bana gae haiM to nApasaMda bAta sunane kI zakti utpanna ho cukI hai Apa meM?' taba mahArAja ne kahA, 'kaho na bAta? bAta meM kyA harja hai?' isalie phira maiMne mahArAja se kahA, 'mahArAja yaha mu~hapattI kisalie rakhI hai? kaSAya jAne ke bAda kI kriyA hai yaha, aura vaha to sahaja kriyA hai| aura kaSAya jAne ke bAda hI Apa mUrti chor3a sakate haiN| Apa mUrti ko jar3a kahate haiM, usa mUrti ko jar3a nahIM kahanA caahie| Apa saba bhI jar3a hI haiM na? cetana ko jAnA nahIM, cetana ko pahacAnate nahIM, phira bacA kyA?

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42 AptavANI-2 yaha cetana Apane kahA~ dekhA hai? vaha Apa mujhe btaaie| amUrta ko pahacAne nahIM, taba taka Apa bhI mUrti hI haiM na! yaha navakAra maMtra mUrti hai| yaha Apa bolate haiM, vaha mUrti hai, aura Apa bhI mUrti haiM!' mUrti, vaha to parokSa pramANa hai, parokSa bhajanA hai| jaba taka mUrta meM base hoM, taba taka mUrti ko bhjo| jaba taka amUrta prApta nahIM huA, taba taka mUrti ko jar3a nahIM kaha skte| mUrti ko jar3a kahanevAlA varlDa meM koI paidA hI nahIM huA hai| sirpha muslima hI aisA kahate haiM, phira bhI ve paigaMbara sAhaba yA dUsarI saba kabroM ko pUjate haiN| vaha bhI mUrti hI hai na? kabeM bhI mUrti hI kahalAtI haiN| jo-jo A~khoM se dikheM, ve saba mUrtiyA~ haiN| muslima mUrti nahIM rakhate lekina gokha (jharokhA, gavAkSa) rakhate haiM, to vaha bhI mUrti hI hai na! jagat meM jo saba mUrta hai, vahI dikhatA hai, amUrta kucha bhI nahIM dikhtaa| mahArAja se kahA ki, 'Apako cetana kahA~ para dikhatA hai ki ise jar3a kahate haiM? Apako burA laga rahA ho to mahArAja merI bAta baMda kara duuN|' taba mahArAja ne kahA ki, 'nahIM, burA nahIM laga rahA hai, lekina yaha hamArA siddhAMta hamane aisA rakhA hai na!' taba maiMne kahA, 'mahArAja, ApakA siddhAMta Apa rakhie, lekina logoM ko kisalie aisA upadeza dete haiM? ApakA siddhAMta ho to Apa svataMtra prakAra se apane pAsa rakhie, lekina logoM ko kyoM upadeza dete haiM? logoM ko z2arA rAste para Ane diijie| anaMta caubIsiyA~ calI gaIM, phira bhI mUrtiyA~ rakhI huI thIM pahale se hii| kyoMki bAlajIva kahA~ jAe~ge? mUrtiyA~, ve bAlajIvoM ke lie haiN| jinheM samajha nahIM hai, aise bAlajIvoM ke lie haiN| ve jJAnajIvoM ke lie nahIM haiN| mUrti se to citta ekAgra hotA hai| mUrti to vItarAga bhagavAna kI hai aura ve lokamAnya haiN| aura sAtha meM una para zAsana devatAoM kA z2abaradasta bala hai| ve zAsanadeva rakSaNa karanevAle haiN| unakI tarapha u~galI uThAne jaisA nahIM hai| bhItara bhagavAna kI sthApanA kI huI hai|' phira koI mahAvIra kA sirpha nAma hI le to bhI bahuta hai kyoMki vItarAga bhagavAna kA nAma hai| kisI iMsAna kA nAma le, usase to bhagavAna kA nAma le, vaha acchA hai na? nAma ke sAtha, bhagavAna kauna haiM, kaise haiM, vaha jAnanA hai| pahale kAla kI vicitratA ke kAraNa logoM

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mUrtidharma : amUrtadharma kA guru ke prati mahAtmya kama hotA jA rahA thA aura mUrti para bar3hatA jA rahA thA, isalie eka AcArya guru kA mahAtmya bar3hAne aura samajhAne gae ki jina logoM kI ekAgratA mUrti meM ho gaI hai, vaha bhale hI sthApanA meM rahe lekina ve guru ke pAsa rheN| lekina yaha to mUrtipUjA pUrI taraha gAyaba ho gaI aura mAtra guru pUjana kA dhArmika paMtha bana gyaa| 43 are ! kyA aisA kahanA cAhie ki 'jar3a kI zobhAyAtrA nikAlI ?' jisa mUrti para logoM ko z2abaradasta pUjya bhAva hai, kyA usakA tiraskAra karanA cAhie? lekina guru ke prati jAgRti rahe usake lie Apako mUrti haTA denI pdd'ii| lekina jise mUrti ke prati bhI ekAgratA nahIM huI, usake lie to mUrti hI ThIka hai / jisane amUrta ko jAnA nahIM hai, amUrta ko dekhA nahIM hai, amUrta sunA taka nahIM hai, amUrta usake bhAna meM bhI nahIM hai, ve loga kahA~ jAe~ge? ve bAlajIva kahA~ jAe~ge? 'mahArAja, isa mUrti ko Apa jar3a kahate haiM to Apane dekhA ho vaisA eka cetana mujhe btaaie| Apane cetana kahA~ dekhA ki mUrti ko jar3a kahate haiM? Apa khuda hI jar3a haiM na? Apa khuda hI mikenikala AtmA haiM / ' mahArAjane kahA, 'guru, ve to cetana kahalAte haiM na?' maiMne kahA, 'nA, ina pA~ca indriyoM se jo-jo dikhatA hai, sunAI detA hai, vaha saba acetana hI hai / yaha Apa navakAra maMtra bolate haiM, vaha bhI mUrti hI hai na? ina vItarAga bhagavAna kI mUrti ke prati to logoM ke kaise g2az2aba ke bhAva haiM! isalie unheM dveSa se mata dekhanA / ' mahArAja ne kahA, 'lekina hamArA siddhAMta mUrti ko nahIM mAnatA / ' maiMne kahA, 'mahArAja z2arA sociegA / merI bAta galata ho to maiM bAta ko svIkAra letA huuN| Apako duHkha hotA ho to pratikramaNa karate haiM aapkaa| lekina kucha to socie / ina bAlajIvoM ko bAda meM to acchI taraha calane do| Apako jaisA anukUla Ae vaisA kIjie / sthAnakavAsI to kise kahate haiM? jise mUrti yahA~ (do bhramara ke bIca meM) para dhAraNa ho cukI ho, mAnasika dhAraNA ho cukI ho, taba ! '

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44 AptavANI-2 mahArAjane kahA, 'mujhe ApakI bAta svIkAra nahIM hotii|' maiMne kahA : 'mahArAja, merI bAta Apako kisa taraha mAnane meM Ae? merI bAta galata hogI, Apako aisA laga rahA hai, vaha bAta maiM bhI kabUla karatA huuN| kyoMki jo vyakti jo cIz2a kara rahA hotA hai, use vaha saca hI lagatI hai| kasAI hotA hai na, use bhI vaha jo karatA hai, usameM pApa hai, aisA nahIM lgtaa| kyoMki jo kArya kare usakA AvaraNa A jAtA hai, usameM sat-asat kA viveka calA jAtA hai| phira kyA ho? jahA~ satasat kA viveka calA jAe, phira cAhe kucha bhI karane se, lAkha janmoM taka bhI kabhI satya samajha meM nahIM aaegaa|' ina gacchavAle mahArAjoM se vinatI karake kahatA hU~ ki, 'mahArAja, kyA Apa mokSa meM jAne ke lie yaha tapa kara rahe haiM?' agara burA lage to gAliyA~ denA! mahArAja : 'haaN| aura kisake lie karate haiM?' maiMne kahA : "bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki mokSa meM jAne ke lie kie jAnevAlA tapa to adITha hotA hai, koI dekha nahIM sktaa| Apake tapa to vyAyAmazAlA jaise haiN| kyA Apa 'vyAyAma' karate ho? mokSa meM jAne ke lie aise tapa nahIM hote haiN|" bhagavAna ne aise tapa ke lie manA kiyA hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki jaba taka deha sahaja nahIM hogI, taba taka sahaja AtmA prApta nahIM ho skegaa| jaba deha sahaja hogI yA phira AtmA sahaja ho jAe yAnI ki deha aura AtmA donoM meM se eka sahaja ho jAe to donoM sahaja ho jaaeNge| taba jAkara kAma hogaa| ina logoM ne mUrti ko kyoM haTA diyA? mUrti ko bhajane se pramAda A jAtA hai| mUrti to DA~TatI nahIM hai na? mUrti aisA to nahIM kahatI na ki Apane sAmAyika kyoM nahIM kI? aura guru hoM, to DA~Tate to haiM hii| lekina yaha to anartha ho gayA aura mUrti ko jar3a kahane lage! mUrti, maMdira sabhI kI z2arUrata hai| jaba taka amUrta nahIM mileM, taba taka yaha DorI chor3anI nahIM caahie| yaha to bhArata kA sAinsa hai! yaha to mUrti ho to maMdira banate haiM aura maMdira baneM to use pujArI-vujArI saba mila jAte haiN|

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mUrtidharma : amUrtadharma bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki jaba taka ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna hoM, taba taka mUrti ke darzana karanA / kyoMki taba taka amUrta ke darzana nahIM ho skteN| jo amUrta haiM, aise bhagavAna ke darzana, zuddhAtmA ke darzana nahIM ho paate| praznakartA : yaha mUrti to patthara hai, usake darzana se kyA milegA? 45 dAdAzrI : lekina vaha dUsare logoM ke lie kAma kI haiM na? bhagavAna ekAMtika dRSTi nahIM rakhane ko kahA hai| sAmudAyika dRSTi rkho| anekAMta, matalaba choTA baccA naMgA phira rahA ho to use koI nahIM DA~TatA, use koI ulAhanA nahIM detA lekina agara pacAsa sAla kA AdamI naMgA ghUma rahA ho to use ulAhanA dete haiM / taba agara vaha pacAsa sAlavAlA kahe ki 'mujhe kyoM ulAhanA de rahe ho? isa choTe bacce ko kyoM nahIM dete?' taba hama use kaheM ki, 'are bhAI, terI umara z2yAdA ho gaI hai / isa choTe bacce kI umara ke anusAra usakA dharma ThIka hai aura terI umara ke anusAra terA dharma galata hai|' isa taraha sabhI ko sAmudAyika tarIke se dekhanA z2arUrI hai| kabIra sAhaba muslima mohalle meM masjida ke pAsa hI rahate the| ve loga bA~ga lagAte the, ve loga kAna meM u~galI DAlakara pukArate haiM yA nahIM? use kyA kahA jAtA hai ? az2Ana / aba usa az2Ana ke lie kabIra sAhaba ne, ve to bahuta jAgrata iMsAna the, unhoMne kahA, 'allAha koI bahare thor3e hI haiM, jo itanI z2ora-z2ora se cillAte ho? vaha saba sunatA hai, vaha to, agara cIMTI ke pA~va meM jhAMjhara lagA do, to vaha bhI suna legA, to phira Apa kyoM itanA z2ora se cillAte ho? hamAre kAnoM ko bahuta kharAba lagatA hai|' 'hamAre bhagavAna kI, hamAre dharma kI TIkA karatA hai?' aisA kahakara muslima logoM ne kabIrasAhaba ko khUba mArA / aba kabIrasAhaba ne mujhe pUchA hotA ki, 'ye to galata kara raheM haiM phira bhI mujhe maaraa|' to maiM kahatA, 'ye jo karate haiM, vaha ThIka hai| bhUla ApakI hai| sAmanevAle ke vyU poinTa ko jAnakara bolo| sAmanevAle kA vyU poinTa jAne binA bolanA aura saba ko khuda kI eka sarIkhI dRSTi se nApanA bhayaMkara gunAha hai| khuda kI eka sarIkhI dRSTi se yAnI jaisI merI dRSTi hai vaisI hI inakI hogI, aisA mAnanA, vaha saba gunAha kahalAtA hai / ' phira kabIrasAhaba ko maiM

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46 AptavANI-2 samajhAtA ki, 'ye loga jitanA z2ora se boleMge utanA hI aMdara pardA TUTegA aura taba aMdara allAha suneNge| unakI itanI bar3I moTI parata, AvaraNa hotA hai, aura ApakI parata hai, vaha kapaDe jaisI patalI hai| isalie Apa mana meM bAta karoge, taba bhI unako pahu~ca jAegI aura ina logoM ke AvaraNa to moTe haiM, isalie hu~kArakara jitanA z2ora se bolA jA sake, unheM to utanA bolanA caahie| yaha saba unake lie ThIka hai, karekTa hai| aba aisA az2Ana krAisTa ke bhakta lagAe~ to unakA bigar3a jaaegaa| unheM to bilkula zAMti caahie| bolanA hI nahIM, zabda hI nhiiN| hara eka kI bhASA meM alaga-alaga hai| yAnI ve unakI bhASA meM bAta kara rahe hoM, aura unheM hama kaheM to kabIrasAhaba jaisI dazA ho jaae| jo anekAMta ko nahIM samajhate, ve kabIrasAhaba kI taraha mAra khAte haiN| khuda, khuda kI bhUloM kI mAra khAte haiN| kabIrasAhaba bahuta jAgrata iMsAna the| bhakta to bahuta sAre ho gae, unane bhI kabIra jI bahuta-bahuta jAgrata the| aise pA~ca-sAta bhakta ho cuke haiM ki jo bahuta jAgrata the, atyaMta jaagrt| unheM mAtra mokSamArga nahIM milane ke kAraNa aTakA huA thaa| unheM mArga nahIM milA thaa| unheM yadi mArga mila gayA hotA to bahuta kucha kAma nikAla lete, aise the ve! kabIrasAhaba ke samaya meM brAhmaNa gA~va meM yajJa kara rahe the| unhoMne yajJa meM bali dene ke lie bar3A bakarA lAkara khar3A kiyA thaa| kabIra jI ne yaha dekhakara brAhmaNoM se kahA, 'Apane yaha bakarA yahA~ para kyoM khar3A rakhA hai?' taba brAhmaNoM ne kabIra jI se kahA, 'tU kyoM yahA~ AyA hai? calA jA yahA~ se| tujhe isase kyA matalaba hai?' taba kabIra jI samajha gae aura bole, 'yaha bakarA jIvita hai, acchA hai| ise kisalie Apa yajJa meM homa rahe ho? ise kitanA adhika duHkha hogA?' taba brAhmaNoM ne kahA, 'ise yajJa meM homa deMge, to usase ise svarga milegaa|' taba kabIra jI phaTa se bole, 'isa bakare ko kyoM svarga meM bheja rahe ho? isake badale to Apake pitA jI bUr3he ho gae haiM, unheM yajJa meM homa do na tAki unheM svarga mile!' aba yaha kaisA sira ghumA de aisA vAkya hai! una brAhmaNoM ne khUba mArA unheM, yAnI hara kahIM para mAra khAte the| jo bhagavAna kA anekAMta samajhe binA bole,

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mUrtidharma : amUrtadharma 47 vaha hara kahIM para mAra khAtA hai ! bAkI kabIra jI jaisA bhagata to koI huA hI nahIM! bahuta suMdara meM suMdara! jisane jagat kI spRhA hI chor3a dI thii| jagat ke kisI viSaya kI spRhA unheM nahIM thI, aise nispRha ho gae the| aMgreja zAMti se carca meM khar3e rahate haiM, vaha karekTa hai| muslima az2Ana dete haiM, vaha bhI karekTa hai aura hindU mana meM dhIre-dhIre bolate haiM, vaha bhI karekTa hai| koI hindU z2arA jora se bola rahA ho yA bilkula nahIM bola rahA ho, jar3a jaisA ho use kahanA ki, 'z2arA jora se bolnaa|' z2arA jar3avat jaisA ho to use kahanA ki, 'are! navakAra maMtra mana meM kyA gAtA rahatA hai? bola z2ora se tAki yahA~ para AvAz2a ho, bhItara ghaMTa bajeM aisA bol|' yAnI hara eka kI davAI alaga-alaga hotI hai| manuSya mAtra ko alaga-alaga roga hote haiM, unakI alaga-alaga davAiyA~ hotI haiN| jIva mAtra ko alaga-alaga roga hote haiN| aba Apa kaho ki ina sabhI ko ulTI kI davAI de do dAdA, to kyA hogA?! yAnI yaha jagat aisA hai, isalie bhagavAna ne anekAMta rakhA huA hai, syAdavAda, tAki kisI jIva ke sAtha matabheda hI nhiiN| praznakartA : maMdira meM ghaMTa rakhane kA artha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : mUrti ko ghaMTa kI koI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| darzana karane AnevAle kA citta ekAgra ho, usake lie ghaMTa hai| bAhara kA kolAhala sunAI na de| dhUpa, agarabattI, vagairaha bhI, ekacitta, ekadhyAna ho jAe, usake lie hotA hai| jinamudrA vItarAga kyA kahate haiM? hama kucha bhI svIkAra nahIM karate haiM aura tU jo degA vaha tujhe riTarna vitha thenksa / tU cAra Ane DAlegA to tujhe aneka gunA milegaa| phUla car3hAegA to aneka gunA phUla mileMge aura gAliyA~ degA to ve bhI tujhe aneka gunA mileNgii| eka bAra vItarAga ke lie mana-vacanakAyA kI ekatA se kharca karake to dekha! ina vItarAgoM kI hI aisI mUrti hotI hai, aura kisI kI aisI mUrti dekhI hai? yaha to vItarAga mudrA kahalAtI hai! jaisI jinakI mUrti, vaisA unakA DevelapamenTa /

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48 AptavANI-2 vItarAga bhagavAna kI mUrti kyA kahatI hai? yadi tujhe mokSa meM jAnA ho to isa eka janma ke lie hAtha-paira sameTakara baiThe rahanA yAnI ki, mazInarI baMda karake baiThA rahanA phira bhI terA sabakucha cale aisA hai! mUrti meM dekhane jaisA kyA hai? kyA patthara dekhane jaisA hai? A~khe dekhane jaisI haiM? yaha to AMtarika bhAva baiThAne ke lie haiM ki yaha bhagavAna mahAvIra kI mUrti hai! kaise the bhagavAna mahAvIra! kaise vItarAgI! abhI to aba AMtarika bhAva nahIM ho pAte, isalie phira mUrti para A~gI kI! usa suMdara A~gI se citta ekAgra hotA hai, aura phira bhI citta ekAgra nahIM ho to ghaMTe bajAte haiM tAki bAhara se gIta A rahe hoM yA jhagar3A ho rahA ho, phira bhI citta vahA~ para nahIM jaae| aura phira dhUpa jalAte haiM, usa sugaMdha meM tanmayAkAra rahate haiN| yaha to kisI bhI rAste pA~ca indriyoM ko yahA~ ekAgra rakhate haiN| jisase ki sekanDa ke choTe se choTe bhAga meM bhI ekAgra rahe, taba bhI utanA to kamAyA na! yaha to kyA ki z2arA kahAsunI ho jAe, are koI dhUla ur3Ae to bhI loga ikaTThe ho jAte haiM ! kisalie? kahIM bhI citta ekAgra nahIM hotA hai, isalie jaba kucha nayA dekhane jaisA mile to citta ekAgra hotA hai| yaha to bhagavAna kI mUrti ke pAsa bhI citta ekAgra nahIM ho pAtA to aura kahA~ para citta ekAgra hogA? aMdara atyaMta jalana hai| isalie kahIM bhI ekAgratA nahIM ho paatii| yaha to, ar3iyala ghor3e ke pAsa baMdUkacI paTAkhA phor3atA hai, loga vaise ho gae haiM! karuNA rakhane lAyaka loga haiN| isalie sirpha karuNA rakhane jaisA hai! pratimA meM prANa DAleM jJAnI praznakartA : maMdiroM meM mUrtiyoM meM prANapratiSThA kI jAe to kyA mUrtiyoM kI zakti bar3ha jAtI hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, bar3hatI hai n| hukke meM prANapratiSThA karU~, taba usameM bhI zakti bar3ha jAe aura mUrti meM to eka sabhI logoM ke Aropita bhAva haiN| vahA~ prANapratiSThA karane se phala detI hai| lekina isa kAla meM saccI prANapratiSThA hotI

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mUrtidharma : amUrtadharma nahIM hai| 'hama' saccI prANapratiSThA karate haiM, lekina udaya ke binA 'hama' nahIM krte| logoM kA kalyANa ho, usake lie hama pratiSThA karate haiN| logoM meM jitanI zakti hotI hai, usake anusAra prANapratiSThA karate haiM / aura yaha pratiSThA kaise bhAva se karate haiM? kaluSita bhAva se / kaluSita bhAva nikale nahIM hote aura prANapratiSThA karate haiN| aMdara g2az2aba kA kaluSita bhAva hAz2ira rahatA hai / cher3A jAe to phana phailAte haiM, aisI pratiSThA kareMge to kaisA phala degI? prANapratiSThA karane kA adhikAra kise haiM? jinake kaluSita bhAva pUrNarUpa se nikala gae haiM, utanA hI nahIM lekina unake nimitta se kisI ko bhI kaluSita bhAva nahIM hotA ho / ve to 'paMca parameSTi' meM gine jAte haiM, aura aise vyakti ke hAthoM se prANapratiSThA honI caahie| phira bhI, yaha 'mAmA nahIM ho, isake bajAya to muha bole mAmA acche|' bAkI pratiSThA to aisI honI cAhie ki mUrti bola uThe, ha~sa uThe! hama jahA~-jahA~ pratiSThA karate haiM, vahA~-vahA~ mUrti bola uThatI hai, ha~sa uThatI hai! hamArI icchA to bahuta hotI hai ki sabhI jagaha maMdiroM meM pratiSThA ho, lekina sattA hamArI nahIM hai na? 'vyavasthita' ke hAtha meM hai saba, isalie hama udaya ke anusAra karate haiN| 49 yaha Apake aMdara bhI 'hamane ' pratiSThA hI kI hai| isIlie to Apa 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA bola uThate ho ! mUrti meM pratiSThA 'jJAnIpuruSa' karate haiN| jar3a mUrti meM 'jJAnIpuruSa pratiSThA kareM taba bhI phala detI hai, to jIvaMta mUrti meM pratiSThA kareM to kyA phala nahIM degI? yaha sabhI to tAliyA~ bajAe~ge aura bhagavAna ko 'tU' aura 'maiM' gAe~ge aura yadi mUrti ko bhajegA to mUrti milegI / deha acchI milegI, moTara, baMgale mileMge, lekina jaba taka amUrta ke darzana nahIM ho jAe~, 'jJAnIpuruSa amUrta ke darzana nahIM karavA deM, taba taka mUrti kI upAsanA karanA, aura jaba amUrta kI upAsanA karatA hai taba mokSa hogA / mUrti kI upAsanA to anaMta janmoM se karate hI Ae haiM na? 'jJAnIpuruSa meM to amUrta hai aura mUrti bhI hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa mUrtAmUrta haiM, isalie unakI upAsanA karane se mokSa hotA hai !

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akramamArga : gyArahavA~ Azcarya! mokSaprApti ke lie do mArga haiM: prathama 'kramika maarg| usameM kramapUrvaka tyAga karate-karate Age bar3hanA hai, sIr3hI dara sIr3hI Upara car3hanA hai| dUsarA hai 'akrama maarg'| yaha dasa lAkha sAloM meM prakaTa hotA hai, jo varlDa kA Azcarya hai! liphTa meM baiThakara mokSa meM jA sakate haiN| usameM grahaNa yA tyAga kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| vaha binA mehanata kA mokSamArga hai, liphTa mArga hai| jo mahApuNyazAlI hoM, unake lie 'yaha' mArga hai| vahA~ para to jJAnI muhara lagAe~ aura mokSa ho jAtA hai| yaha to naqada mArga hai, udhAra kucha bhI nahIM rkhte| naqada cAhie, vaisA 'yaha' naqada mArga prakaTa huA hai| disa iz2a da oNnlI keza baiMka ina da vrldd| 'kramika mArga meM satsaMga milA ho to pA~ca sau sIr3hiyA~ car3ha jAtA hai aura ekAdha kusaMga se haz2Ara sIr3hiyA~ utara bhI par3atA hai| usameM ThikAnA nahIM hai, atyaMta kaSTa par3ate haiM aura yaha 'akrama mArga to sephasAiDa mArga, liphTa meM se girane kA bhaya hI nahIM hai aura saMsAra meM rahakara mokSa meM jAyA jA sakatA haiN| cakravartI bharata rAjA gae the usa taraha se, lar3AiyA~ lar3ate hue, rAjya bhogate hue mokSa! RSabhadeva dAdA bhagavAna ke sau putra, unameM se ninyAnave ko unhoMne dIkSA dekara mokSa diyA thaa| sabase bar3e putra, ve bharata ckrvrtii| unheM rAjya calAne ke lie sauNpaa| bharata rAjA to lar3AiyA~ lar3ate-lar3ate aura mahala meM teraha sau rAniyoM se Uba ge| ve bhagavAna ke pAsa gae aura unhoMne bhI dIkSA mA~gI aura mokSa maaNgaa| bhagavAna ne kahA ki, "yadi tU bhI rAjapATa chor3a degA to phira rAjya kauna sa~bhAlegA? isalie tujhe to rAjya sa~bhAlanA par3egA, lekina sAtha-sAtha maiM tujhe aisA 'akramajJAna' dUMgA ki lar3AiyA~ lar3ate

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akramamArga : gyArahavA~ Azcarya! hue, rAjya bhogate hue aura teraha sau rAniyoM ke sAtha rahakara bhI terA mokSa nahIM jaaegaa|" to vaisA adbhuta jJAna diyA! vahI 'akrmjnyaan'| vahI RSabhadeva dAdA bhagavAna kA jJAna 'hama' Apako ghaMTebhara meM hI naqada de dete haiN| phira Apako apanA saMsAra vyavahAra calAnA, baccoM kI zAdI karavAnI, sabhI karanA hai| purAnA kucha bhI chor3anA nahIM hai yA nayA grahaNa nahIM karanA hai| chor3ane kI cIz2a hama Apase chur3avA dete haiM, ahaMkAra aura mamatA chur3avA dete haiM aura 'zuddhAtmA' grahaNa karavA dete haiN| phira tyAga-grahaNa kisI bhI cIz2a kA, kucha karanA bAkI nahIM rhtaa| maiM caMdUlAla,' vaha ahaMkAra uThA lete haiM aura maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha grahaNa karavAte haiN| basa, isameM grahaNa-tyAga sabhI A jAtA hai! bharata rAjA ko to caubIsoM ghaMToM ke lie naukara rakhane par3ate the| ve hara paMdraha minaTa bAda ghaMTa bajAkara kahate the, 'bharata sAvadhAna, sAvadhAna, saavdhaan|' tAki yadi bharata rAjA g2Afila ho gae hoM to use sunakara vApasa jAgRta ho jaaeN| jabaki Aja to Apa hI Der3ha sau kI naukarI karate ho, vahA~ Apako vaisA naukara kisa taraha pusAe? isalie 'hama' Apake bhItara hI caubIsoM ghaMTe kA naukara biThA dete haiM! vaha Apako pratikSaNa sAvadhAna karatA rahatA hai! hama aMdara aisI prajJA biThA dete haiM ki niraMtara jJAna aura ajJAna ko alaga-alaga hI karatI rahatI hai| 'maiM kauna hU~?' vaha samajha meM nahIM aataa| astitva kA bhAna hai, lekina vastutva kA bhAna nahIM hai ki maiM kauna huuN| lekina yadi vastutva kA eka aMza bhI bhAna ho jAe to pUrNatva taka phuNce| vastu sahaja hai| mArga sarala hai| lekina jJAna ke lie 'jJAnI' kA nimitta cAhie aura tabhI jJAna prApta hotA hai| 'jJAnI' khuda chUTa cuke hote haiM aura chur3avAne meM sakSama hote haiM, ve taraNatAraNa kahalAte haiN| aura isa kAla meM yaha 'akrama mArga, vaha to g2az2aba kA kudaratI hI prakaTa ho gayA hai! yaha to liphTa mArga nikalA hai ! isalie pakor3iyA~ aura jalebiyA~ khAte hue, tapa-tyAga kie bagaira niraMtara mokSasukha meM hI rahA jAtA hai| kramika mArga' meM kramAnusAra tapa-tyAga karate-karate, ahaMkAra ko zuddha karate-karate Age bar3hanA hai| ahaMkAra ko itanA adhika

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52 AptavANI-2 zuddha karanA hai ki mAna de to bhI chUe nhiiN| jaba ahaMkAra itanA zuddha ho jAe taba AtmA prApta hotA hai| ahaMkAra zuddha karate-karate itanA adhika zuddha ho jAtA hai ki zuddha ahaMkAra aura zuddha AtmA donoM ekAkAra ho jAte haiM ! mAna aura ahaMkAra ye do alaga cIjeM haiN| svakSetra meM, 'khuda' jahA~ hai khuda ko vahA~ mAne, vaha ahaMkAra nahIM hai| jahA~ khuda kA astitva nahIM hai vahA~ 'maiM hU~' mAnanA, vaha ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai| jaba krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha eka bhI nahIM rahe, taba ahaMkAra saMpUrNa zuddha ho jAtA hai| 'kramika' meM tyAga karate-karate agale pada kA upAdAna karate haiM aura pichale pada kA tyAga karate jAte haiN| kramika meM ye donoM sAtha meM hI rahate haiM aura tyAga kare taba bhI vApasa ahaMkAra to rahatA hI hai! aura phira maiMne tyAga kiyA,' usakA kaifa caDhatA hai| pUrA jagat jisa mArga para calA hai, vaha 'kramika mArga' hai| sTepa bAya sTepa jAnA hai usameM, aura usameM kucha chor3ate jAnA aura kucha grahaNa karanA hotA hai| aura usameM koI kusaMga mile to kenTIna meM le jAegA aura kahegA, 'calo, maiM paise kharca kruuNgaa|' vaha khada ke paise kharca karake kenTIna meM le jAtA hai! aisA jokhimavAlA hai 'kramika maarg'| isIlie to yaha anaMta janmoM se bhaTaka mare haiM! hama yahA~ sabhI mahAtmAoM meM ahaMkAra dekhate haiM, lekina vaha DrAmeTika hotA hai, kyoMki 'phAileM' rahI haiM, unakA nikAla karanA par3atA hai| isalie caMdUlAla kA DrAmA rhaa| naphA ho to asara nahIM aura nukasAna ho taba bhI asara nhiiN| mAtra caMdUlAla kA nATaka samabhAva se pUrA karake chUTa jAnA hai| 'kramika mArga' meM AraMbha aura parigraha, ahaMkAra aura mamatA kama karate-karate jAnA hotA hai| tyAga kareM, taba parigraha kama hotA hai aura usase mamatA kama hotI hai| aise Age bar3hate jAnA aura aMta taka yadi kusaMga prApta nahIM ho to TheTha taka pahu~ca jAtA hai ! nahIM to eka hI kusaMga phira kitanI hI sIr3hiyA~ utAra detA hai ! 'kramika mArga meM to aMtima janma taka AraMbhaparigraha rahatA hai, lekina jitanA AraMbha-parigraha kama hotA jAe utane aMzoM meM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kama hote jAte haiN| phira bhI, aMdara becainI rahA karatI hai, TheTha taka rahA karatI hai| aura 'akrama mArga' meM krodha-mAna-mAyA

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akramamArga : gyArahavA~ Azcarya ! I lobha rahate hI nahIM aura phira bhI jo 'asara huA,' aisA mAlUma par3atA hai vaha krodha nahIM hai, vaha to prakRti kI ugratA kA guNa hai / usameM AtmA ekAkAra ho, 'tanmayAkAra ho jAe to vaha krodha kahalAtA hai / donoM mila jAe~ usake bAda sulagatA hai / aura 'hamane' Apako jo AtmA diyA hai vaha alaga hI rahatA hai| isalie ugratA kA tUfAna Adi saba hotA hai, lekina taMta nahIM rhtaa| jisameM taMta nahIM rahe, use krodha nahIM kahA jAtA / 53 lobha, vaha paramANuoM kA AkarSaNa aura vikarSaNa kA guNa hai, prakRti kA AkarSaNa aura vikarSaNa kA guNa hai / usameM AtmA ekAkAra ho jAe to rAga-dveSa haiM aura yadi AtmA ekAkAra nahIM ho to lenA nahIM aura denA bhI nahIM! apane zarIra meM ilekTrikala baoNDI hai, isalie lohacuMbakatva rahatA hai aura isalie lohacuMbakatva ke kAraNa yaha deha khiMcatI hai| use vaha kahatA hai, 'maiM khiMcA!' terI icchA nahIM phira bhI tU kyoM khiMca jAtA hai? 'hama' svarUpa kA jJAna deM, usake bAda phira krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha rahate hI nahIM haiN| lekina Apako yahA~ para unheM pahacAna lenA par3egA ! kyoMki jo nirmala AtmA Apako diyA hai, vaha kabhI bhI tanmayAkAra nahIM hotA hai| phira bhI khuda ko samajha nahIM Ane se khuda kA vyaktitva chor3ane se, thor3I daqhala hone se bakher3A khar3A ho jAtA hai / 'jagaha' chor3ane se hI bakher3A hotA hai| "khuda kA sthAna nahIM chor3anA cAhie / 'khuda kA sthAna' chor3ane se nukasAna kitanA hai? ki 'khuda kA sukha" ruka jAtA hai aura bakher3e jaisA lagatA hai| lekina 'hamArA' diyA huA AtmA, z2arA sA bhI idhara-udhara nahIM hotA, vaha to vaise kA vaisA hI rahatA hai, pratIti ke rUpa meM! yaha 'jJAna' dene ke bAda tA~tA gayA, taMta gyaa| taMta ko hI krodhamAna-mAyA-lobha kahate haiM / jisakA taMta gayA usakA krodha- - mAna-mAyA-lobha sabakucha gayA! kyoMki hama usakA AdhAra hI nikAla dete haiM / isalie ve sabhI nirAdhAra ho jAte haiM / bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki, 'jagat kisa AdhAra para khar3A hai?' ajJAna ke AdhAra para jagat khar3A hai / kriyAe~ acchI haiM yA burI? to bhagavAna kahate haiM ki, 'kriyAe~ acchI bhI nahIM haiM aura burI bhI nahI haiN| lekina ajJAna yadi nikala jAe to bAkI kA saba bhI gira jaaegaa|

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AptavANI - 2 I tU acchI AdatoM ko rakhane kA prayatna karegA aura burI AdatoM ko nikAlatA rhegaa| lekina ve acchI aura burI AdateM unake khuda ke AdhAra para nahIM khar3I haiM, ataH unake AdhAra ko agara nikAla diyA jAe to ve acchI aura burI AdateM apane Apa jhar3akara gira jaaeNgii|' isa jagat ke loga acchI AdatoM ko AdhAra dete rahate haiM aura burI AdatoM ko nikAlate rahate haiM, yAnI ki AdhAra to rahA hI / aura jaba taka AdhAra rahe taba taka saMsAra hai| aura isa saMsAra meM to anaMta cIjeM haiN| agara vaha 'khuda' nahIM haTegA to eka-eka cIz2a ko kaba taka haTAtA rahegA? lekina AdhAra gayA to sabakucha gyaa| ghara meM bAraha vyaktiyoM meM se kamAnevAlA mara jAe to loga kaheMge ki hamArA AdhAra gyaa| isa 'nizcaya' meM bhI aisA hI hai| isa saMsAra meM eka-eka bAla kA luMcana kareM, taba bhI kucha ho sake aisA nahIM hai| anaMta cIjeM haiN| to isake bajAya to tU hI khisaka jAna ! phira sira para bAla hoM yA gaMjA ho, phira bhI usameM kyA harja hai? 54 isa 'akrama mArga' meM pahale ajJAna ko nirAdhAra kiyA jAtA hai / isalie maiM kahA~ Apako kucha chor3ane kA kahatA hU~? 'kramika' meM 'jJAnIpuruSa' sArI z2iMdagI meM do ziSyoM se tyAga karavA sakate haiM! aura sAthasAtha use khuda ko bhI tyAga karanA par3atA hai| nayI sIr3hI grahaNa karanA hotA hai aura purAnI kA tyAga karanA hotA hai / aura yahA~ akrama meM to AtmA grahaNa karanA thA, so ho gayA aura ahaMkAra aura mamatA kA tyAga ho gyaa| aura kAma ho gayA! na to keza luMcana yA na hI tapa-tyAga yA upavAsa ! 'kramika mArga' meM vaha khuda tapa kA AdhAra banatA hai ! aura usameM 'maiM' aura 'zuddhAtmA' alaga hote haiM / kisIne unake zAstra ke panne phAr3a die hoM to unheM aMdara kheda ho jAtA hai ki 'isane merI kitAbeM phAr3a DAlIM !' bAhara to, sabake sAmane (z2Ahira meM) to jJAnI hoM, vaisA pada rakhate haiM lekina aMdara 'maiM-pana' sUkSma rUpa se baratatA rahatA hai / unameM 'maiM' aura 'zuddhAtmA' alaga rahate haiN| unheM TheTha taka 'maiM' rahatA hai / vaha ' kramika mArga kyA hai? ahaMkAra ko zuddha kro| vibhAvika ahaMkAra hai, use zuddha karanA hotA hai unheN| khuda mukta hI hai, lekina use bhAna nahIM ho paataa| yaha to roMga

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akramamArga : gyArahavA~ Azcarya! 55 bilIfa aura roMga jJAna hai aura isalie roMga vartana hotA hai| rAiTa jJAnadarzana khuda apane Apa nahIM ho sakatA aura usameM bhI yaha roMga bilIfa to kisI bhI prakAra se TUTatI nahIM hai| usake lie to sAinTisTa cAhie, 'jJAnIpuruSa' cAhie aura vaha bhI phira saMpUrNa 'jJAnIpuruSa' hone cAhie tabhI apanA kAma ho sakatA hai| vItarAga bhagavAna ne, jise zorTa mArga cAhie use zorTa mArga batAyA aura jise loMga mArga cAhie, use loMga mArga batAyA hai aura jise devagati cAhie, use vaha mArga batAyA hai| mokSa kA mArga to khicar3I banAne se bhI adhika AsAna hai| jo kaThina ho, kaSTasAdhya ho to vaha mokSa kA mArga hI nahIM hai, anya mArga hai| jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~, tabhI mokSa kA mArga AsAna aura sarala ho jAtA hai| khicar3I banAne se bhI AsAna ho jAtA hai| karor3oM yojana laMbA, karor3oM janmoM meM bhI prApta nahIM ho, aisA mokSa mArga ekadama zorTakaTa rUpa meM prakaTa huA hai! yaha 'jJAna' to, unhIM vItarAgoM kA hai, sarvajJoM kA hai| mAtra tarIqA hI 'akrama' hai| dRSTi hI pUrI badala jAtI hai| ghaMTebhara meM hI AtmA kA lakSya baiTha jAtA hai| nahIM to kramika mArga meM koI TheTha taka lakSya prApta nahIM karatA hai| AtmA kA lakSya prApta karane ke lie logoM ne kaise-kaise puruSArtha kie haiM! eka kSaNa ke lie bhI AtmA kA lakSya prApta ho jAe, usake lie logoM ne bhayaMkara tapa kie the| 'kramika mArga' ke jJAniyoM ko 'zuddhAtmA' kA lakSya aMta taka nahIM baiThatA, lekina jAgRti bahuta rahatI hai| jabaki Apa saba ko abhI yahA~ para kitanA sarala ho gayA hai ki Apako ghaMTebhara meM AtmA diyA, usake bAda kabhI bhI cUkate nahIM haiM aura niraMtara AtmA lakSya meM hI rahatA hai| 'rAta ko do baje nIMda meM se uThate ho, taba mA~ jI Apako sabase pahale kauna sI cIz2a yAda AtI hai?' praznakartA : 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' yahI yAda AtA hai| dAdAzrI : nahIM to logoM ko to isa jagat kI koI bhI sabase priya cIz2a ho, vahI pahale yAda AtI hai lekina Apako to 'zuddhAtmA' hI pahale yAda AtA hai| alakha kA kabhI bhI lakSya nahIM baiThatA hai| isIlie

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AptavANI-2 hI to AtmA ko alakha niraMjana kahA hai! lekina yahA~ eka ghaMTe meM Apako lakSya baiTha jAtA hai! yaha 'akrama-jJAnI' kI siddhiyA~-riddhiyA~, devIdevatAoM kI kRpA, una sabake kAraNa eka ghaMTe meM g2az2aba kA pada Apako prApta ho jAtA hai! kharA mokSa mArga prakaTa huA hai| lekina agara samajha meM Ae to kAma ho jAe, aura samajha meM nahIM AyA to bhaTaka marA! vaha 'kramika vijJAna' hai aura yaha 'akrama vijJAna' hai| yaha jJAna to 'vItarAgoM' kA hI hai| 'jJAna' meM pharka nahIM hai| hama 'jJAna' dete haiM, usake bAda Apako AtmAnubhava ho jAtA hai, phira kyA kAma bAkI bacA? 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI AjJA pAlanI hai| AjJA vahI dharma aura AjJA vahI tp| aura 'hamArI' AjJA saMsAra meM bilkula bhI bAdhaka nahIM hotii| saMsAra meM rahane ke bAvajUda bhI saMsAra sparza nahIM kare, aisA yaha akrama vijJAna hai| apane yahA~ para 'yaha' 'akrama mArga' bahuta AsAna, sarala, choTA sA aura bhagavAna ke eka-eka zabda jisameM samAye haiM, aisA hai! naqada mokSa mArga hai, isalie Apase jitanA isake pIche par3A jA sake utanA kama hai, aisA smjhnaa| nahIM to mana kI graMthiyA~ vilaya ho jAe~, aisA rAstA to kahIM hotA hogA? mana ko sthira kiyA jAe aise rAste to bAhara hote haiM, lekina vaha vilaya nahIM ho paataa| mana ko sthira karane kI davAI ekAgratA hai, lekina usase ahaMkAra bar3hatA hai| apane yahA~ to mana sthira ho jAtA hai, graMthiyA~ pighalatI haiM aura ahaMkAra kA bIca meM daqhala hI nahIM na! jaise ahaMkAra ko penzana nahIM de diyA ho, vaisA! 'kramika mArga' meM to kucha bhAtA ho aura adhika khA jAe~ to upAdhi aura hameM to koI upAdhi hI nahIM hai na! aura hameM to dharma, dharma banakara pariNAmita hotA hai aura aMdara sukha chalakatA hai| apane yahA~ to guru-ziSya kA bheda rakhA hI nahIM hai| Apako hamAre sAtha hI baiThAyA hai| nizcaya se bArahaveM guNasthAnaka meM hamAre sAtha hI baiThAyA hai aura vaha bhI zukladhyAna meN| apanA yaha kisa AdhAra para nizcaya se

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akramamArga : gyArahavA~ Azcarya! bArahavA~ guNasthAnaka kahalAtA hai? kyoMki zukladhyAna utpanna huA hai ! zuddhAtmA kA lakSya baiTha gayA hai! zuddhAtmA kA lakSya baiThanA aura pratIti baiThanI, use zukladhyAna kahA jAtA hai| kramika mArga' meM pratIti ke jAle banate haiM aura thor3I pratIti baiThatI hai| pratIti baiThe aura jaba vaha pUrNa ho jAe taba kSAyaka samakita hotA hai aura taba 'zuddhAtmA' kA lakSya baiThatA hai, jabaki isa akrama mArga meM to pahale lakSya baiThA dete haiM aura usake bAda pratIti to rahatI hI hai! yaha 'akrama mArga' hai na, isIlie lakSya pahale baiTha jAtA hai| 'kramika mArga' meM to jise pratIti baiThI huI ho, use bhI zukladhyAna nahIM rhtaa| kyoMki isa kAla meM 'kramika mArga' meM koI sAtaveM guNasthAnaka se Age nahIM jA sktaa| ____ 'akrama mArga meM 'jJAnIpuruSa kSAyaka samakita kA taMta DAla dete haiM, isalie una kaSAyoM kA taMta nahIM rhtaa| 'yaha' (samakita kA) taMta ho to vaha (kaSAyoM kA) nahIM rahatA aura vaha taMta ho to 'yaha' nahIM rahatA! 'kramika mArga' meM pahale gAr3ha samakita, zuddha samakita hotA hai aura usake bAda do bhAga par3a jAte haiN| darzana mohanIya baMda ho jAtA hai aura phira vyavasAya Adi saba rahatA hai| vaha cAritra mohanIya rahatA hai| usa cAritra mohanIya ko khapAtA rahatA hai| lekina abhI to ye loga kyA karate haiM? darzana mohanIya nikAle binA cAritra mohanIya ko mArakara nikAlanA cAhate haiM, vaha kisa taraha jAe? apane yahA~ para 'akrama mArga' meM cAritra mohanIya kA nikAla karate haiN| hama 'jJAna' dete haiM, taba darzana mohanIya ur3A dete haiM aura cAritra mohanIya ko nIrasa kara dete haiM aura usase nayA rasa utpanna nahIM hotA aura nayA darzana moha rahatA hI nhiiN| rasa utpanna hotA hai isIlie to darzana mohanIya khar3A hai, nIrasatA kI vajaha se cArja baMda hotA hai| 'kramika'vAloM ko cAritra mohanIya nIrasa karanA par3atA hai| isIlie to bhArI tapa-tyAga karane par3ate haiN| usase cAritra mohanIya nIrasa ho jAtA hai| kramika'vAloM ko usake lie bAhya tapa karane par3ate haiN| jabaki apane yahA~ 'akrama' meM AMtarika tapa hotA hai| usase hRdaya tapakara 80 DigrI, 85

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58 AptavANI-2 DigrI, 90 DigrI, 95 DigrI para pahu~ca jAtA hai aura use hama jAnate haiM ki 99 DigrI se Age bar3hanevAlA nahIM hai| kyoMki ye thor3e hI aMgAre haiM ki sulaga jAe~ge?! vaha dhIre-dhIre vApasa ThaMDA ho jAtA hai, tapanA zurU ho taba se lekara jaba vaha ThaMDA ho jAe, taba taka hameM sabhI ko sabhI avasthAoM ko jAnanA hai| isalie mahAtmAoM meM aMtaratapa rahatA hai| usase cAritra mohanIya kA nikAla ho jAtA hai| isa 'akrama mArga' se ekAvatArI huA jA sake, itanI sattA hotI hai, isake bAda eka hI janma bAkI rahatA hai| lekina paMdraha se z2yAdA, solahavA~ janma nahIM hotA hai isa jJAna ke bAda! maiM to kahatA hU~ ki dasa bAkI rahe hoM, phira bhI kyA harja hai? aura ve aisI vaibhavavAle janma hoMge! aise kharAba nahIM hoNge| isa satsaMga meM Ae aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI kRpA se mokSa kA sikkA laga gayA to kaise vaibhavavAle janma hoMge! aura yaha janma bhI vaibhava meM biitegaa| aisA yaha 'akrama mArga' hai| eka saMsAra mArga aura eka adhyAtma mArga - do hI mArga haiN| saMsAra mArga meM DaoNkTara kA vakIla se nahIM pUcha sakate aura vakIla kA DaoNkTara se nahIM pUcha skte| aura yahA~ to adhyAtma mArga hai, isalie hamAre pAsa sabhI kucha pUchA jA sakatA hai| yahA~ jo pUchanA ho vaha pUchA jA sakatA hai aura sAre hI spaSTIkaraNa-khulAse mileM, vaisA hai| Apako kahanA hai ki, 'hama Apake pAsa Ae haiM aura Apake pAsa jo hai, vaha hameM nahIM mile to usakA artha kyA?' saMsAra se nispRha hokara jo eka mAtra saccA DhU~Dhane nikale hoM, unheM yahA~ para hamAre pAsa se sabakucha mile aisA hai! 'mA~go, jo mA~go vaha dUM aisA hai yahA~ pr| lekina Apako mA~ganA bhI nahIM aataa| aisA mA~ganA ki jo kabhI bhI Apake pAsa se jAe nhiiN| paramAnenTa vastu maaNgnaa| TemparerI mA~goge to vaha kahA~ taka pahu~cegA? aisA kucha mA~go ki jisase Apako zAzvata zAMti ho jAe, ciMtA-upAdhi se hamezA ke lie mukti mila jaae| yahA~ to mokSa milatA hai| yahA~ buddhi kA upayoga nahIM karoge to 'yaha' prApta kroge| hamArA satsaMga dasadasa sAloM se cala rahA hai| usameM vAda hotA hai lekina vivAda nahIM hotaa| yahI eka sthala hai ki jahA~ buddhi kAma nahIM krtii|

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akramamArga : gyArahavA~ Azcarya! 59 yaha 'akrama mArga' hai isalie khullama khullA hotA hai, sabhI bAtoM kA turaMta spaSTIkaraNa mila jAtA hai| jabaki 'kramika mArga' meM kaisA hotA hai? yaha z2arI-kasaba bunate haiM na, to usameM eka mana rUI meM se bune hue sUta meM eka tolA sonA pirote haiN| vaise hI jo mahAvIra bhagavAna ne kahA, vaha sabhI gautama svAmI sUtroM meM pirote rhe| lekina isa kAla ke loga eka mana sUta meM se eka tolA 'sonA' kaise nikAla sakeMge? aisI kisI kI bisAta hI nahIM hai na! 'hamane' to yaha sIdhA 'sonA' hI diyA hai| 'hamane' ajJAna se kevalajJAna taka ke sabhI spaSTIkaraNa de die haiN| cArja kisa taraha hotA hai? DiscArja kisa taraha hotA hai? yaha sArA, jagat kisa taraha calatA hai? kauna calAtA hai? Apa kauna ho? ye saba kauna haiM? ina sabhI kA spaSTIkaraNa hama yahA~ para dete haiN| 'yaha' zrutajJAna kaisA kahalAtA hai? apUrva! pUrva meM jo nahIM sunA thA, vaisA apUrva! kyA yaha zrutajJAna vItarAgoM kA nahIM hai? vahI hai| vItarAga jisa sTezana para le jAte the, usI sTezana para 'yaha' bhI le jAtA hai| lekina rAstA nirAlA hai! vaha rAstA 'kramika' aura yaha 'akrm'| yaha to kAma nikAla lene kI jagaha hai| 'yaha' kisI dharma kA sthala nahIM hai| khuda kA sabhI prakAra kA kAma ho jAtA hai| jahA~ para mokSa hAtha meM A jAe, vahA~ para kAma pUrNa hotA hai| jahA~ sarva samAdhAnakArI jJAna hai ki jo kisI bhI saMyogoM meM, kisI bhI sthiti meM samAdhAna detA hai| samAdhAna honA hI caahie| yadi yaha jJAna samAdhAna nahIM karavAe to usakA artha yaha hai ki Apako samAdhAna karanA AtA nahIM hai| nahIM to samAdhAna avazya honA hI caahie| hamArI AjJA meM rahe to samAdhAna hotA hI hai| yahA~ nipuNatA, anipuNatA dekhI nahIM jaatii| nipuNatAvAloM ko nipuNatA kI khumArI rahatI hai| paMDitoM ko paMDitAI kI khumArI rahatI hai, tyAgI ko tyAga kI khumArI rahatI hai, tapasvI ko tapa kI khumArI rahatI hai, vahI to bar3A roga, mahAroga hai! vaha mahArogI dUsaroM kA roga nikAlane jAe to dUsaroM kA roga jAegA kaise? yaha DAyarekTa vItarAgoM kI bAta hai| yahA~ eka bhI zabda inaDAyarekTa nahIM hai! caubIsoM tIrthaMkaroM kI bAta yahA~ hotI hai| ye upadeza sarvakAla kA anusaraNa karake nikalate haiM, yAnI ki yaha caubIsoM tIrthaMkaroM kA saMyukta upadeza hai ! sAdhu

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AptavANI-2 sanyAsiyoM ko khumArI car3hatI hai, vaha to roga, 'kronika roga' kahalAtA hai / aise kaSTasAdhya roga kI davAiyA~ nahIM hotIM / yaha to hameM kar3aka zabdoM se oNparezana karanA par3atA hai / yahA~ kisI ko burA nahIM lagatA, kyoMki sabhI samabhAva se nikAla karanevAle mahAtmA haiM aura dasa-bAraha sAloM se ye mahAtmA yahA~ haiN| lekina sabhI kA eka hI mata aura eka hI abhiprAya / kabhI bhI matabheda hI nahIM / yAtrA meM jAe~, taba bhI eka bhI matabheda nahIM / vibhakta nahIM, avibhakta! 'hama' auraMgAbAda satsaMga ke lie jAte haiM, taba eka hI makAna meM assI se sau loga hote haiM, phira bhI kisI kI eka AvAz2a taka nahIM hotI / eka matabheda nahIM hotaa| sabhI sAtha meM khAte-pIte haiM, lekina kisI ko patA nahIM calatA ki ghara meM kitane loga haiM ! aura calatA hai bar3hiyA, regyulara / aisA to dekhA hI nahIM hotA na! varlDa meM kisI jagaha para aisA dekhane kA sthAna hI nahIM milegA ! aisA sthUlabhAva se dekhane ko mile to bhI kalyANa ho jaae| aura vApasa eka bhI laoN (niyama) nahIM / jahA~ lA~ hai vahA~ 'vItarAgI jJAna' nahIM hotaa| jahA~ laoN hai vahA~ saMpUrNa vItarAgI jJAna nahIM hotA, phira bhI yahA~ para sabakucha saMpUrNa vinaya ke sAtha calatA rahatA hai| jise paise kharca karane hoM vaha kharca karatA hai, phira bhI kisI ko aisA nahIM lagatA ki yaha bar3A hai aura yaha choTA hai| sabhI ko samAnatA rahatI hai| yaha to g2az2aba kA mArga hai, Azcarya mArga hai, isalie kAma nikAla lenA hai| yahA~ dasa sAloM se hamArI vANI kA lekhana hotA hai / phira bhI na to oNphisa hai, na hI sekreTarI hai aura na hI niyama hai / bhale kahIM bhI bolA gayA ho, lekina likha liyA jAtA hai aura phira saba ThikAne para hI rahatA hai / jabaki oNphisavAloM ke kAg2aja to titara-bitara rahate haiM / 60 'kramika mArga' ke jJAniyoM kA niyama aisA hotA hai ki jJAnI 80 pratizata taka pahu~ce hue hoM to ve 78 pratizata jJAnI ke pAsa paira chUne nahIM jAte, 82 pratizatavAle ke pAsa hI jAte haiN| jabaki 'akrama mArga' ke jJAnI kA kaisA hai? 'hama' sau pratizatavAle haiM, phira bhI pA~ca pratizatavAle ke pAsa jAkara hama paira chUte haiN| jisakA kaifa utara gayA hai, use kyA Apatti hogii| hameM to AtmA kI hI dRSTi hotI hai / hama kama pratizatavAloM ke paira kyoM chUte haiM? use sayAnA banAne ke lie ki, 'mahArAja, yaha ApakA sahI nahIM

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akramamArga : gyArahavA~ Azcarya! hai|' hameM to kaifa nahIM car3hatA lekina unakA kaifa bar3ha jAtA hai isalie hama akAraNa nahIM jAte, nahIM to unakA roga bar3hatA hai| RSabhadeva bhagavAna ke samaya se abhI taka 'kramika mArga' ke jJAnI hoM, unake do yA tIna ziSya hote the| ve tIna ziSyoM ko sa~bhAlate the aura khuda tapa-tyAga karate the aura una ziSyoM se bhI karavAte the| tIna se adhika nahIM hote the, aisA itihAsa kahatA hai| jabaki ina puNyAnubaMdhI puNyazAliyoM ke lie dasa lAkha sAloM ke bAda bhI aisA mArga nikalatA hai na! pratyakSa ke binA kucha bhI nahIM ho sktaa| 'vItarAga vijJAna pratyakSa ke binA kAma Ae aisA nahIM hai| aura yaha to 'akrama vijJAna hai, usameM to keza DipArTamenTa hai, keza baiMka aura kramika meM to tyAga karatA hai, lekina keza phala nahIM AtA aura yaha to keza phala! aisA jJAna ina sAr3he tIna araba kI AbAdI meM kise nahIM cAhie? sabhI ko caahie| lekina yaha jJAna sabake lie nahIM hai| yaha to mahApuNyazAliyoM ke lie hai| yaha 'akrama jJAna' prakaTa huA, usameM logoM ke kucha puNya hoMge na? eka sirpha bhagavAna para AzrayavAle, bhaTakate bhaktoM ke lie aura jinake puNya hoMge na, unake lie yaha mArga prakaTa huA hai| yaha to bahuta puNyazAliyoM ke lie hai aura yahA~ para jo sahaja hI A jAe~ aura saccI bhAvanA se mA~ge, unheM de dete haiN| lekina logoM ko isake lie kucha kahane jAnA nahIM pdd'taa| ina 'dAdA' kI aura unake mahAtmAoM kI havA se hI jagat kalyANa ho jaaegaa| maiM nimitta hU~, kartA nahIM huuN| yahA~ to jise bhAvanA huI aura 'dAdA' ke darzana kie to vaha darzana 'TheTha' ko pahu~cate haiN| 'dAdA' isa deha ke naz2adIkI par3osI kI taraha rahate haiM aura yaha bolatA hai, vaha rikaoNrDa hai| yaha 'akrama jJAna' to jo kucha hI bahuta puNyazAlI loga hoMge unake lie hai| anya sabhI ke lie 'akrama mokSa' nahIM hai| anya sabhI logoM ke lie to usake 'kramika mArga' kA bodha dekara, vaha jo karatA ho, usI meM use sugama rAstA dikhaauuNgaa| usase vaha TheTha taka pahu~ca jAegA! yahA~ to jo sahaja rUpa se A jAe aura apane puNya kA pAsaporTa le Ae, use hama jJAna de dete haiN| jo 'dAdA' kI kRpA prApta kara gayA, usakA kAma ho gayA!

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AptavANI-2 yahA~ Ae hue sabhI loga asaravAle hI hote haiN| kisI ko pA~ca pratizata to kisI ko paccIsa pratizata hotA hai lekina eka hI prakAra kA iphekTa hai| lekina sAtha meM puNya kaisA suMdara lAe haiN| 'dAdA' kI liphTa meM baiThakara mokSa meM jAnA hai! koTi janmoM ke puNya jamA hoM, tabhI 'dAdA' milate haiM! aura phira bhale hI kaisA bhI Diprezana hogA, vaha calA jaaegaa| Diprezana nikAlane ke lie hI yaha sthAna hai| DiprezanavAloM ke lie, sabhI prakAra se pha~se huoM ke lie 'yaha' sthAna hai| apane yahA~ to kronika roga bhI miTe haiN| _ 'yaha' hamArA 'akrama mArga' pA~ca sau sAloM bAda bhI gAyA jaaegaa| ina kavi navanIta ke padoM kI bAda meM g2az2aba kI qImata hogI! abhI to loga gola jhUloM meM car3he hue haiM na! loga phira use DhU~DheMge! jhUle meM baiThe hue ko kaisA dikhatA hai? aise ko, hama 'akrama mArga' dikhAe~ to kahegA, 'yaha saba to maiM jAnatA hU~' aura pUche ki, 'bhAI, tujhe ciMtA-viMtA hotI hai?' to vaha kahegA ki, 'ciMtA to sabhI ko hotI hI hai na!' yadi ciMtA hotI hai to phira tUne jAnA kyA? jAnane kA nAma prkaash| ujAle meM to kahIM Thokara lagatI hai? yaha to paga-paga para Thokara lagatI hai aura kahatA hai ki 'maiM jAnatA hU~,' to terA kaba hala AegA? aura vaha bhI 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke sAmane 'maiM jAnatA ha~'- kA kaifa lekara Ae to maiM kahU~ ki, 'bhAI, terA ghar3A bharA huA hai| usameM merA amRta DAlane kI kyA z2arUrata hai? DAlU~gA, to bhI usameM se chalakakara nIce gira jaaegaa| yadi terA ghar3A khAlI ho, tabhI maiM merA amRta usameM DAlU~ aura taba vaha tere kAma aaegaa|' praznakartA : dAdA, Apake bAda yaha 'akrama mArga' calatA rahegA? dAdAzrI : 'akrama mArga' to hamAre bAda ekAdha-do pIr3hI taka ttikegaa| phira to vahI kA vhii| lekina hamAre nimitta se 'kramika mArga' U~ce sTeja para aaegaa| naye hI zAstra aura nayA hI sabakucha hogaa| jaisA abhI aisA bigar3A huA hai, vaisA nahIM rhegaa| yaha to 'akrama-mArga' hai| isalie jJAnI sirpha eka ghaMTe meM jagatniSThA uThAkara brahma meM baiThA dete haiN| isIlie to kavi ne likhA hai na

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akramamArga : gyArahavA~ Azcarya ! 62 'dasa lAkha varSamAM AvA jJAna nathI thayAM, nizcaya te vismaya AvA jJAnI akthyaa|' aisA kabhI huA hI nahIM! isIlie to Azcarya hai na! aura usameM yadi mokSa kI TikaTa mila gaI, to phira usakA kAma hI ho gayA na! yaha to puNyazAliyoM ke lie hai| abhI to sAsa ke kaI cAbuka khAegI, pati ke cAbuka khAegI, taba bhI ThikAnA nahIM par3egA! mokSa itanA AsAna nahIM hai! vaha to yahA~ para usako 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila gae, isalie khicar3I banAne se bhI adhika AsAna ho gayA hai| mokSadAtA 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke nimitta kA to zAstrakAroM ne bhI bakhAna kiyA hai| 'hama' jagat kalyANa ke svAmI nahIM haiM, nimitta haiN| jo puNyazAlI hote haiM, ve to ghara baiThe lAbha le jAte haiM ! puNyazAliyoM kA phala, yaha 'akrama mArga' hai ! varnA akrama to hotA hogA? yaha to bAda meM jaba itihAsa racA jAegA taba loga pachatAe~ge aura soceMge ki usa kAla meM maiM thA yA nahIM? phira hisAba nikAleMge to patA calegA ki usa dina vaha paiMtIsa maMz2ila ke phleTa banAne ke kAma meM par3A huA thA! sabhI saMyoga mila jAe~ge, lekina isa 'akrama jJAna' kA saMyoga mile aisA nahIM hai| yahA~ 'sat saMyoga' hai| vaha to jJAna milane ke bAda dUsare hI dina se use khuda ko hI anubhava hotA hai, tabhI samajha meM AtA hai| ___mahAvIra bhagavAna ke nirvANa ko 2500 sAla pUre ho rahe haiN| taba sAdhana bhI kaise g2az2aba ke prakaTa ho rahe haiM! varnA 'akrama mArga' to kahIM hotA hogA? bhagavAna ke 2500 sAla pUre hoMge, taba sAdhana bhI A mileMge aura yaha parivartana hogaa| bhagavAna se kahA gayA thA ki, 'bhasmaka graha ke asara meM se logoM ko bacAne ke lie thor3A AyuSya bddh'aaie|' taba bhagavAna ne kahA thA, 'nahIM, use to loga caina se bhogeMge aura TheTha aMtima bhraSTAcAra taka le jAe~ge, aura jaba vaha pUrA ho jAegA taba usakA bhI phala milegaa|' aba abhI vaha viSama kAla pUrA honevAlA hai| usakA phala 'akrama' AyA hai! varnA 'akrama' to hotA hogA? kabhI, kisI hI samaya dasa lAkha sAloM meM aise g2az2aba ke puruSa prakaTa

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64 AptavANI-2 hote haiM, aura taba unheM khuda ko hI kahanA par3atA hai| yaha to gAranTI ke sAtha kahatA hU~ ki ApakA koI UparI nahIM hai aura yaha Upara terA koI bApa bhI nahIM hai| phira rahegA koI bhaya yA Dara? jisakI AkulatA-vyAkulatA miTI, use aMtaraMga paccakkhANa hI hai| vaha to 'kramika mArga' ke jJAnI ko AkulatA-vyAkulatA rahatI hai| kramika mArga' hI AkulatA-vyAkulatA kA kArakhAnA hai! yaha to 'akrama mArga' hai isalie jaba yahA~ para kahIM bhI isakA upayoga karegA, taba vahA~ para turaMta hI naqada phala degA! aba to naye anubhava hoMge! jisa hila (pahAr3I) para car3he ho, usakA eka konA bhI abhI to pUrI taraha se nahIM dekhA hai| lekina aba hila para cAroM tarapha dekho, ghUmo / g2az2aba kA hai ! jitanA lAbha uThAnA ho utanA uThA lenaa| apanI yogyatA aura apanI samajha se lAbha uThAte haiN| usase sira para nahIM uThAyA jAe to hama use sira para uThavA dete haiN| yaha to aura hI taraha kA ho gayA hai, isalie kAma nikAla lenA hai| 'sakaLa brahmAMDa jhaMkhe te jJAna varSA ne asahya unaale|' - navanIta pUrA brahmAMDa jisa 'jJAna' kI barasAta kI icchA karatA hai usa 'jJAna' kI barasAta huI to haI, lekina vaha bhayaMkara grISma kAla meM haI! bhayaMkara duSamakAla meM 'jJAna varSA' huii| jahA~ manuSyamAtra, sAdhu, AcArya, bAbA saba taraphar3Ate haiM, aise kAla meM! caumAse meM barasAta ho, to vaha to niyamAnusAra kahalAtA hai| lekina yaha to duSamakAla kI garmI meM jo nahIM honA thA, vaha ho gayA hai| nahIM honevAlI barasAta ho gaI hai| to vahA~ kAma nikAla lenA vItarAgoM ke do prakAra ke jJAna haiM : eka 'kramika' aura dUsarA 'akramika,' ki jo Aja yahA~ 'hamAre' pAsa prakaTa huA hai!

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prakRti eka AtmA meM anaMta zakti hai! anaMta AtmAe~ haiM aura anaMta prakRtiyA~ haiM! hara eka ke aMdara do cIjeM haiM, vastu 'puruSa' hai aura avastu 'prakRti' hai| prakRti meM rahatA hai isIlie 'vaha' abalA hai aura yadi khuda 'puruSa' bana jAe to 'khuda' hI 'paramAtmA' hai| pUrNa 'puruSa' ko nahIM pahacAnatA, isIlie krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, ve sabhI nirbalatAe~ ghera letI haiM! hama sabhI AtmasvarUpa se eka hI svabhAva ke haiM, lekina prakRti se alaga-alaga haiN| khArI, tIkhI, khaTTI, phIkI prakRti, ve sAre prAkRtika doSa haiN| yaha prakRti tyAga karavAtI hai, taba tyAga hotA hai aura yaha prakRti jaba grahaNa karavAtI hai, taba grahaNa hotA hai| yaha to prakRti kA nacAyA nAcatA hai, lekina taba kahatA hai ki, 'maiM naacaa'| isI kA nAma bhrAMti hai na? yaha Azcarya hai na? udaya karma ke AdhAra para huA to aisA kahatA hai ki 'maiMne kiyA, yaha maiMne kiyaa|' isI kA nAma bhraaNti| taba taka laTU kahalAtA hai, jaba taka 'khuda' puruSa nahIM banA hai| 'khuda' kA bhAna nahIM huA, taba taka 'maiMne kiyA!' aisA kaise kaha sakatA hai? karanevAlA kauna hai? tU kauna hai? yaha to jAnatA nhiiN| phira kaise kahA jA sakatA hai ki 'maiMne kiyA'? yaha to jaba prakRti rulAtI hai taba kahatA hai, 'maiM ro rahA huuN|' prakRti ha~sAtI hai, taba kahatA hai 'maiM ha~sa rahA huuN'| prakRti gussA karavAtI hai taba gussA karatA hai| yaha to prakRti jabarana karavAtI hai, taba 'maiM kara rahA hU~' aisA kaise kahA jA sakatA hai? phira bhI loga aisA hI kahate haiM, vaha Azcarya hai na? prAkRta avasthA TemparerI hai| ina paMcendriyoM se jo dikhatI haiM, ve avasthAe~ prAkRta haiN| isa jagat meM jo tatva haiM, ve sabhI tatva apane-apane

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AptavANI-2 guNadharma sahita haiM aura avasthA sahita bhI haiM / tatva paramAnenTa haiN| mAtra prAkRta avasthAe~ TemparerI haiM I prakRti prasavadharmI svabhAva kI hai, isalie anaMta gunA utpanna ho jAtA 66 hai| praznakartA : prakRti prasavadharmI hai yAnI kyA? dAdAzrI : maiM samajhAtA hU~ aapko| ye yahA~ para AsapAsa kA~ca jar3e hue hoM to unameM Der3ha sau loga dikhAI dete haiN| to kyA koI Der3ha sau loga banAne gayA thA? yaha to eka meM se anaMta khar3e ho jAte haiM, vaisA hai| isase phira mAra khAtA hai| yaha to saba spaMdana svarUpa hai / eka spaMdana uchAle, to phira naye spaMdana khar3e hote haiM / lekina yadi tU spaMdana baMda kara de to tujha para phira kitane spaMdana Ae~ge? ve to phira baMda ho jAe~ge ! 1 prakRti ke guNa 'para' haiM, AtmA ke nahIM haiM / jagat 'para' ke guNoM ko 'svaguNa' kahatA hai| loga kahate haiM ki, 'ye bhAI bahuta acche haiM / ' lekina buqhAra car3he aura sannipAta ho jAe, taba sabhI kaheMge ki, 'ye acche nahIM hai' are, prAkRta guNa to eka ghaMTe meM lupta ho jAe~ge / bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'saMsAra meM bhale hI kaise bhI U~ce guNa prApta kie hoM, kSamA rakhatA ho, gussA nahIM karatA ho, phira bhI ve sAre prakRti guNa haiN| ve kaba phrekcara ho jAe~ge, usakA patA nahIM calegA / ' prakRti khuda kapha, pitta aura vAyu kI banI huI hai| ve tInoM bigar3a jAe~ge to sannipAta ho jAegA, taba vaha kyA bolegA, usakA bhI bhAna nahIM rahegA / isalie bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 44 'Apa apane 'khuda' ke guNadharma meM rahanA / " yaha to kar3hI z2arA z2yAdA khA lI ho to pitta bar3ha jAtA hai / ve parAye guNa kaba phrekcara ho jAe~ge, yaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| jabaki 'khuda' ke guNa to kabhI bhI nahIM badalate / isa prakRti kA sAinsa g2az2aba kA hai ! yaha samajhane jaisA hai| eka vaidya eka marIz2a se kaha rahA thA ki, 'kele mata khAnA, ThaMDe pdd'eNge|' to dUsarA koI bIca meM sunanevAlA ghara jAkara kahegA ki, 'kele mata khAnA, ThaMDe pdd'eNge|' ye binA bhAna ke loga, kahA~ kA kahA~ lagA dete haiM / usa marIz2a

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prakRti 67 ke lie kele nahIM khAnA bahuta lAbhadAyI hotA hai aura dUsare ke lie anukUla hote haiN| lekina vaha dUsare ko bhI ulTA bharamA detA hai| yaha jJAna kahA~ se le AyA? to kahe ki, 've vaidya kaha rahe the|' are vaha to usa vyakti kI prakRti ko mAphika nahIM A rahA thA, lekina tU kyoM use pakar3a baiThA? terI prakRti ke lie to anukUla thaa| hara eka meM plasa-mAinasa hote haiM, isalie kisI kI prakRti ko mAphika AtA hai aura dUsare ko mAphika nahIM AtA hai, lekina vaha jJAna kisI aura ko nahIM kahanA hotaa| Apa cAya pIte ho? praznakartA : nahIM piitaa| dAdAzrI : cAya kyoM nahIM pIte? praznakartA : mujhe bhAtI nhiiN| mujhe kaoNphI acchI lagatI hai, isalie maiM kaoNphI pItA huuN| dAdAzrI : cAya kyoM nahIM bhAtI hai, usakA kAraNa hai| yadi tujhe cAya deM to bhI terI prakRti ko vaha mAphika nahIM aatii| ataH prakRti ke sAmane cAya Ae, to bhI cAya pasaMda nahIM karatA hai, aura terI prakRti ko kaoNphI mAphika AtI hai, isalie kaoNphI pI letA hai| isa prakRti ko mAphika Ae taba kahatA hai, 'mujhe bhAtA hai|' aura nahIM mAphika Ae taba kahatA hai, 'mujhe nahIM bhaatii|' hama pUche 'yaha saba tUne jAnA to hai, lekina vaha to rileTiva meM jAnA, lekina vAstavika kyA hai?' to kahegA, 'vaha to maiMne jAnA nhiiN|' vaha vAstavika kyA hai? 'vahI AtmA hai|' rileTiva vyU poinTa to sabhI jAnate haiM, lekina riyala vyU poinTa bhI jAnanA to par3egA na? donoM vyU poinTasa ko jAne vaha prajJAvAle bhAga meM AtA hai aura eka vyU poinTa jAne use buddhi kahate haiN| yaha jo koI bIvI-baccoM ko chor3akara bhAga jAtA hai, vaha koI khuda chor3akara nahIM bhAgatA, lekina prakRti usase jabarana chur3avA detI hai| prakRti

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AptavANI-2 tyAga karavAtI hai, prakRti tapa karavAtI hai, taba khuda ahaMkAra karatA hai ki, 'maiMne tyAga kiyA,' 'maiMne tapa kiyA, 'maiMne sAmAyika kI,' jaba taka 'khuda' puruSa nahIM bana jAtA, taba taka yaha prakRti hI calAtI hai| ye jo zAstra par3hate haiM, dhyAna karate haiM, sAmAyika karate haiM, vaha saba prAkRta jJAna hai, 'AtmajJAna' nahIM hai| jagat meM sarvatra prAkRtajJAna hai| ye bar3e-bar3e sAdhu, sanyAsI, AcAryavAcArya sabhI prAkRtajJAna meM haiN| unake pAsa AtmajJAna kI bAta nahIM hotI, ve jo kucha jAnate haiM vaha prAkRtajJAna hai, AtmajJAna nahIM jaante| yadi tujhe AtmA cAhie to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa jaa| jJAna to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa hI hotA hai, aura kahIM bhI nahIM hotaa| ye loga to prakRti ke guNoM ko chur3avAte haiN| are! isakA kaba pAra AegA? hama to kahate haiM ki, acchI AdatoM aura burI AdatoM se zuddha cetana sarvathA mukta hI hai! hama saba to isa dukAna meM se utara gae aura kahA ki, 'yaha dukAna merI nahIM hai!' agara dukAna meM se eka-eka cIz2a khAlI kareM to kaba aMta Ae? isake bajAya to 'nahIM hai yaha merI dukAna' karake nikala gae to ho gayA pUrA! sahaja prakRti - sahaja AtmasvarUpa isa kAla meM prakRti sahaja ho sake aisA nahIM hai| isalie 'hama' sahaja AtmA de dete haiM aura sAtha-sAtha prakRti kI sahajatA kA jJAna de dete haiN| phira prakRti sahaja karanI bAkI rahatI hai| AtmA sahaja svabhAva meM A jAe, taba prakRti sahaja svabhAva meM A jAtI hai, aisA isa kAla meM hai| ina gulAba ke phUla ko kyA nikAla karanA par3atA hai? nA, vaha to sahaja svabhAva meM hI hotA hai| ye akarmI khuda hI asahaja ho jAte haiN| sabhI cIjeM sahaja svabhAva kI haiM, AtmA bhI sahaja svabhAva kA hai| sirpha manuSya kI hI prakRti vikRta hai| isalie AtmA kA bhI aisA vikRta phoTo dikhatA hai| yAnI khuda vikRta hotA hai, taba prakRti bhI vikRta ho jAtI hai| isalie khuda ko sahaja hone kI z2arUrata hai| lekina asahaja ho jAtA hai! prakRti so jAne ko kahe, taba coTI bA~dhakara jAgatA hai| are! sahaja ho

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prakRti jA na! sahaja yAnI prakRti jaisI preraNA de, vaise cle| prakRti viSayI nahIM hai, viSayI hotI to ina jAnavaroM meM bhI vaha dikhatI / viSaya, vaha khuda kA vikRta svabhAva hai| prakRti to sahaja svabhAva meM hai / use khAne-pIne ke lie dAla-cAvala caahie| vaha koI Dhokale nahIM maaNgtii| SaT (chaha) rasa mA~gatI hai| ve sahaja rUpa se mila jAe~, aisA hai, jabaki yaha to AlUbar3e mA~gatA hai| sahaja meM koI doSa nahIM hai, vikRta meM doSa hai / 'jJAnIpuruSa' khuda apane svabhAva meM rahate haiM aura prakRti ko prakRti meM rakhate haiN| ghara - prakRtiyoM kA bagIcA 69 isa jagat meM jo kucha bhI ho rahA hai, vaha prakRti ke guNoM se ho rahA hai, AtmA ke guNoM se nahIM ho rahA hai| isalie pratyeka prakRti ke guNoM ko pahacAna lenA cAhie / prakRti ke doSoM kI vajaha se sAmanevAlA doSita lagatA hai| hameM khuda prakRti ke guNoM ko hI dekhanA hai / isase kyA hotA hai ki 'una' doSoM ko maz2abUta hone kA avakAza hI nahIM miltaa| hamAre itane sAre, haz2AroM mahAtmA haiM, phira bhI kyoM sabake sAtha rAsa AtA hai? kyoMki sabhI prakRtiyoM ko hama pahacAnate haiM / unake kA~ToM ko hama nahIM chUte, hama to unake phUloM ko hI dekhate haiM ! yadi caMpA, gulAba kI bhUla nikAle ki, 'tujhameM kA~Te haiM, tujhameM koI barakata nahIM,' to gulAba usase kahatA ki, 'tU to sUkhe ThUMTha jaisA dikhatA hai' aura jhagar3A ho jAtA / bagIce meM yadi ye prakRtiyA~ bola sakatIM to pUre bagIce meM lar3AI-jhagar3A ho jaataa| usI taraha yaha saMsAra bhI bagIcA hI hai / yaha(manuSya) prakRti bolatI hai, isalie auroM kI bhUla nikAlane se lar3AIjhagar3e ho jAte haiN| meM ghara manuSyoM kI prakRtiyA~ taraha - taraha kI hotI haiM / pahale satyuga ke sabhI loga gulAba jaise hote the| abhI to eka mogarA, eka caMpA, eka gulAba, aise alaga-alaga isa kaliyuga meM ikaTThe hote haiN| sabhI alagaalaga prakRtiyA~ ikaTThI ho jAtI haiN| vaise hI ye choTe-bar3e saba loga ikaTThe ho jAte haiN| usameM bApa ko hotA hai ki saba merI taraha gulAba bana jAe~ /

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AptavANI-2 lekina yadi caMpA bana jAe, to bApa kahegA ki, 'nahIM calegA, saba gulAba hI caahie|' are! yaha prakRti kA bagIcA to dekha! sabhI gulAba ho jAe~ge to bagIcA kaise kahalAegA? vaha to gulAba kA kheta kahalAegA! tujhe bagIcA banAnA hai yA kheta? kaliyuga meM bApa kaMjUsa ho, mA~ kaMjUsa ho aura beTA fijUla kharca kare aisA hotA to mA~-bApa beTe ko fijUlakharca kahate the| are ! z2arA dhIraja to rkh| isa fijUlakharcavAlI prakRti meM phUla khileNge| yaha 'dAdA' kI dRSTi mila jAe to prakRtibheda nahIM par3eMge aura jhagar3e nahIM hoNge| hara eka prakRti meM phUla Ae~ge, isalie iMtaz2Ara kro| yaha to loga kyA karate haiM ki gulAba meM phUla Ae hoM aura caMpA meM nahIM Ae hoM, to caMpA kI DAlI kATa dete haiN| lekina dhIraja rakhe to phUla sUMghane ko mileNge| hara eka kI prakRti meM phUla aaeNge| isa gulAba ke paudhe ko dekhe aura phUla nahIM dekhe to kahegA ki 'yaha kA~TevAlA paudhA hai, isalie ukhAr3a ddaalo|' are nahIM, ye kA~TeM haiM to usake sAmane koI acchA guNa hogA, aisA kudarata meM niyama hai| isalie rAha dekho| dhIraja se dekho usa kA~Te ke paudhe meM se gulAba nikleNge| eka bApa apane beTe ko mAra rahA thaa| are, nahIM maarte| agara aisA ho ki DA~Tane para vaha suna le tabhI DA~TA jA sakatA hai| nahIM to kaliyuga meM DA~Tane jAe~ to bacce ulTe rAste car3ha jAte haiN| unheM to (prema se) mor3ane ke prayatna karane caahie| apane meM barakata hogI to 'hAthiA thoramAMya pragaTe suhaas|' (ka~TIlI nAgaphanI meM bhI sugaMdha prakaTa hogii|) prakRti eka ora kharAba ho to dUsarI ora ucca prakAra kI hotI hai, aisA hai| yaha to aisA hai na ki bainDa meM yadi sirpha rAmaDhola hI ho to use bainDa kaise kaheMge? usameM to eka rAmaDhola, eka pipUr3IvAlA, eka bAjevAlA, aise alaga-alaga bajAnevAle caahie| tabhI vaha bainDa zobhA degaa| kaba kauna sI prakRti meM kaise phUla Ae~ge, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| isIlie dhIraja dharanA pdd'egaa|

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prakRti 71 sabhI meM zaktiyA~ alaga-alaga hotI haiM aura kamiyA~ bhI alagaalaga hotI haiN| satyuga meM kaisA thA ki yadi ghara meM eka tIkhI prakRti hotI thI, to ghara ke sabhI loga tIkhe hote the| abhI kaliyuga meM eka tIkhA, dUsarA khaTTA aura tIsarA kar3avA aise alaga-alaga prakRti ke vyakti hote haiM, isIlie eDajasTamenTa hI nahIM ho paataa| pati jaldI uThe aura patnI dera se uThe, to phira subaha-subaha hI kalaha khar3I ho jAtI hai| aura isa taraha saMsAra khArA kara dete haiN| lekina yadi prakRti ko eDajasTa honA A jAe, to kAma ho jaae| _ 'pakaur3I acchI banI haiM,' aisA to bola sakate haiM, lekina nATakIya bhASA meM, vaha bhI sAmanevAle ko acchA lage isalie kahanA hai| kar3hI khArI banI ho, lekina aisA kaheM ki, 'khArI ho gaI hai to sAmanevAle ke aham ko Thesa lagatI hai| yadi kahanA Ae to kaho, nahIM to dUsarA rAstA nikaalo| dhIre se pAnI DAlakara kar3hI pI lo| yaha to jJAna hai, isalie jagat jo de, vaha saba gholakara pI lenA hai| aisA hai ki aMdara to g2az2aba kI zakti par3I huI hai| kar3hI khArI ho to prakRti to khArI kar3hI bhI pI legii| 'hama saba' to 'jAnanevAle' haiN| prakRti se bAhara koI manuSya cala hI nahIM sktaa| hameM 'jJAna' hone se pahale bhI sAre eDajasTamenTsa kA jJAna hAz2ira rahatA thA ki yahA~ kyA karane yogya hai| aisA oNna da momenTa hAz2ira rahatA thaa| jagat hai, isalie sabhI kucha rahatA hai| kaMkar3a acche nahIM lagate hoM to kyA gehU~ nahIM lAe~? nA, vaha to gehU~ lAne haiM aura kaMkar3a bIna lene haiN| jahA~ para prakRti ko aMtarAya hote haiM, vahA~ oNbsTrakTa(rukAvaTa) hotI hai| isalie prakRti ko jahA~-jahA~ aMtarAya Ae~, vahA~-vahA~ TaoNrca lAiTa rakhanI par3atI hai, aura dekha lenA hai! khuda kI bhUleM to senTa parasenTa dikhanI caahie| mahAvIra bhagavAna bhI mAtra khuda kI hI prakRti ko dekhate rahate the ki prakRti kyA-kyA karatI hai aura kyA-kyA nahIM krtii| jo vyavahAra hameM eka bAra bhI nahIM karanA ho phira bhI karanA par3e, to jAna lo ki, apanI icchA nahIM haiM, phira bhI ho rahA hai| yAnI ki prakRti hama para savAra hokara baiThI hai| yaha to, prakRti ko savAra nahIM hone denA

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AptavANI-2 hai, isIlie hama prakRti ko ghor3A banAe~ aura hama usake Upara savAra ho jaaeN| prakRti-ghor3A nahIM cale na to haMTara mAreM, kaheM ki 'cala,' taba phira vaha clegii| yaha to anaMta janmoM kI burI Adata par3I huI hai, aTakaNa (jo baMdhanarUpa ho jAe, Age nahIM bar3hane de) par3I huI hai| isalie prakRti savAra ho baiThatI hai| lekina AtmA vaisA nahIM hai| yaha to, prakRti khuda kahatI hai ki, 'bhagavAna, Apa Upara baitthie|' lekina aisA samajha meM nahIM Ane ke kAraNa prakRti ko sira para car3hAte haiN| rupaye do haz2Ara kA vikToriyA gAr3I kA ghor3A ho, lekina kabra kA harA kapar3A dekhe ki ruka jAtA hai, vaha aTakaNa hai| aise hI loga aTakaNavAle ho gae haiN| aTakaNa to nikAlanI par3egI na? prakRti ko savAra nahIM hone denA hai| prakRti ko savAra hone denA, vaha koI tarIqA hai? isake badale to ArAma se Apa usa para savAra ho jAo na! hameM koI kahe ki calo aMtima sTezana para, to hama taiyAra, aura kahe ki calo zAdI meM, to bhI hama taiyaar| apanI prakRti taiyAra rahanI caahie| yaha to ghaMTe bhara taka nakkI karatA hai ki nahIM karanA yaha kaam| lekina bAda meM yadi karanA hI par3e, to isake bajAya to sarala bana jA n| yaha 'vyavasthita' chor3e aisA nahIM hai| isalie sarala bana jaa| kavi ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'aTakaNa thI laTakaNa, laTakaNa thI bhaTakaNa, bhaTakaNanI chaTakaNa para chAMTo caraNa-raja knn|' 'yaha' aTakaNa hai| yadi aisA hama jAna leM, to phira vaha aTakaNa TUTatI jaaegii| prakRti to adbhuta hai! lekina bhAna nahIM rahA ki kisa taraha kAma nikaaleN| khuda prakRti svarUpa ho gayA! isalie yadi ghor3A aise bhAge to khuda ko bhI vaise hI bhAganA par3atA hai| isake bajAya to prakRti para lagAma DAlakara ArAma se ghUmo na! prakRti niyamavAlI hai| mana kA svabhAva aniyamavAlA hai| kisI kI

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prakRti 73 jeba kATakara tIsa rupaye hAtha meM Ae~ to pA~ca rupaye 'kor3hI' ko dAna de detA hai aura paccIsa rupaye bahana ko de detA hai| aisA hai ! mana kA svabhAva, ghaDIbhara meM dAna detA hai aura ghaDIbhara meM corI karatA hai| mana kA svabhAva virodhAbhAsavAlA hai| prakRti niyamavAlI hai| prakRti ko pahacAna le to vaza meM ho sake, aisI hai| isalie prakRti ko pUrI taraha se pahacAna lenA caahie| prakati meM yadi lokaniMdya kArya nahIM haiM, to usameM Apatti nahIM hai| yaha cAya-pAnI, nAztA karanA, vaha lokaniMdya nahIM hai| jo prakRti lokaniMdya hotI hai, usameM Apatti hai| isa taraha kI prakRti dekhate rahane se halakI par3atI jAtI hai| jaise-jaise dekhate jAe~, vaise-vaise vilaya hotI jAtI hai| koI vyakti talavAra lekara lar3ane AyA ho, vaha agara A~khoM se dekhane se narama par3a jAtA ho to phira se dekhane para vaha vApasa nahIM aaegaa| yadi vaha balavAna ho aura apanA z2ora narama par3e, to vaha car3ha baitthegaa| lekina yahA~ apane pAsa to 'divyacakSu' haiN| carmacakSu se sAmanevAle kA z2ora narama par3a jAtA hai, jabaki ye to 'divyacakSu' haiN| isalie mAtra dRSTi se hI prakRti pighalane lagatI hai| mokSa jAne ke lie koI manAhI kA hukma nahIM hai, kevala 'khuda' ko 'khuda' kA bhAna ho jAnA caahie| koI tyAgI prakRti hotI hai, koI tapavAlI prakRti hotI hai, koI vilAsI prakRti hotI hai, jo ho vaha, mokSa meM jAne ke lie mAtra prakRti khapAnI hotI hai! bhagavAna to AtmA prApta hone ke bAda sirpha prakRti ko hI dekhA karate the| prakRti kA sAinsa dekhate rahate the ki yaha sAinsa kaisA hai?! bhagavAna anya kucha bhI nahIM dekhate the| bhagavAna to sirpha khuda ke pudgala (jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai) ko hI dekhate the| prakRti pUraNa-galana svabhAva kI hai aura khuda apUraNa-agalana svabhAva kA hai| prakRti bhI bhagavAna svarUpa prakRti jaba bhagavAna jaisI dikhane lagegI taba mokSa meM jA paaoge|

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74 AptavANI-2 jaba jeba kATanevAle kI prakRti bhagavAna jaisI lagegI, taba mokSa meM jA skeNge| vaha jeba kATatA hai, vaha to usakI prakRti hai| vaha prakRti, vaha bhagavAna hI hai, lekina rileTiva bhagavAna hai| jabaki AtmA riyala bhagavAna hai| prakRti bhagavAna hai, lekina usa vyU poinTa ko nahIM jAnatA, kyoMki buddhi hai na! isalie buddhi batAtI hai ki 'jeba kATa gayA, paise le gyaa|' lekina dUsare vyU poinTa ko, riyala ko nahIM jAnatA hai| nahIM to jeba kATanevAlA to khuda hI bhagavAna hai, khuda hI paramAtmA hai, lekina vaisI samajha hI nahIM hai na! bhagavAna ne jeba kATanevAle ko, dAnezvarI, satI ko, vaizyA ko, gadhe ko, sabhI ko bhagavAna svarUpa se dekhA, sabhI ko eka sarIkhA dekhaa| logoM ko maiM-tU dikhatA hai aura 'vItarAga' ko sabhI ora zuddha cetana aura prakRti svabhAva dikhate haiN| isa Ama kI TokarI meM se Ama cakheM to 'yaha khaTTA hai' aisA usakA prakRti svabhAva dikhatA hai| 'vItarAga' sabhI kI prakRti pahacAna jAte haiM, lekina bhedabhAva nahIM hotA, isIlie unheM 'khaTTI hai,' 'mIThI hai' aisA jhaMjhaTa nahIM rahatA, aura 'khuda' sabake sAtha 'vItarAga' rahate haiN| unake lie to yadi dAna detA hai to vaha bhI prakRti hai, aura jeba kATatA hai to vaha bhI prakRti hai| unheM 'yaha ThIka hai aura yaha ThIka nahIM hai' aisA nahIM hotA hai| aisA kahA to rAga-dveSa ho jaaeNge| aura isameM to eka spaMdana huA ki sabakucha hila gyaa| bAkI isameM anya koI kartA hai hI nhiiN| vItarAga kaise the? aMta meM unhoMne kyA dekhA? khuda kI hI prakRti dekhI thii| khuda kI hI prakRti ko dekhate rahate the| prakRti sIdhI cala rahI hai yA Ter3hI? vahI dekhate rahate the| sabhI jagaha jJAtA-dRSTA hI rahate the| auroM kI prakRti dekhane se hI yaha saMsAra khar3A ho gayA hai| vItarAga mAtra khuda kI hI prakRti ko dekhA karate the aura jise dekhe binA cArA hI nahIM hai| kevalajJAna kI aMtima nizAnI vahI hai ki khuda kI hI prakRti ko dekhate rheN| kisI kA eka bhI guNa mata bhuulnaa| sau avaguNa bhUla jAnA lekina kisI kA eka bhI guNa mata bhuulnaa| vItarAga kisI ke bhI guNa nahIM bhUle

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prakRti the| jisa kisI kA guNa bhUle to vaha Apako TheTha taka nahIM pahu~cane degaa| lekina apanA jJAna anupama hai ! isalie sabakucha ho sake aisA hai| 75 prakRti ke pratyeka paramANu ko jo pahacAna gayA, vaha chUTa gyaa| bhakta to dhIre-dhIre mokSamArga para Age bar3hate haiM / lekina yadi kiMcit mAtra sAMsArika icchA nahIM kare to jJAnI mila hI jAte haiM / jJAna aura prakRti donoM alaga hI hai| lekina prakRti ko jahA~ aMtarAya par3ate haiM, vahA~ oNbsTrakzana A jAegA, isalie TaoNrca DAlakara dekha lenA / I prakRti dharma kyA kahatA hai ? prAkRta dharma kI racanA to dekho ! bar3ebar3e jJAniyoM ko bhI usameM rahanA pdd'aa| prAkRta dharma to pahacAnanA hI pdd'egaa| sirpha jJAtA-dRSTA hI AtmA kA dharma hai aura bAkI ke sabhI prAkRta dharma haiN| yaha prAkRta kaisA hai? eka prAkRta nirbhaya banAtA hai, jabaki dUsarA bhayAnaka banAtA hai| anAdi se prakRti kA hI paricaya hai / isa prakRti ko aMta meM bhagavAna rUpa honA pdd'egaa| yaha apanA jJAna hI aisA hai ki prakRti bhagavAna rUpa ho jAtI hai aura paramAnaMda baratatA hai ! prakRtimaya huA, isalie paravaza huaa| prakRti ke aMtarAya TUTe taba puruSa ho gayA, isase g2az2aba kI zakti paidA hotI hai! ye loga kahate haiM ki vaha saba to prakRti hI hai / yaha prakRti to mUla apanI bhUla se hI khar3I ho gaI hai, vaha aba kaise nacA rahI hai / jahA~ saMyoga TikanevAle nahIM haiM, vahIM para zAzvata saMyoga mAna baiThe haiM ! prakRti kI vibhAvikatA praznakartA : prakRti vibhAvika ho jAtI hai vaha... jaba graMthiyA~ adhika phUTatI haiM usase aisA hotA kyA ? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina use eviDensa A milate haiM, isalie hI na? iMsAna ko jaba cakkara Ae~ taba vaha gira nahIM jAtA, lekina bahuta z2yAdA cakkara ke eviDensa A jAe~ to vaha gira bhI sakatA hai| 'jJAna' se pahale Apa sTezana gae hoM aura vahA~ patA cale ki gAr3I pAva ghaMTA leTa hai / taba Apa utanA iMtaz2Ara karate ho / phira patA cale ki abhI AdhA ghaMTA aura

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AptavANI-2 leTa hai, taba Apa AdhA ghaMTA aura baiThate ho| bAda meM phira khabara Ae ki abhI aura AdhA ghaMTA leTa hai, to kyA asara hogA Apa para ? 76 praznakartA : aMdara khIja hone lagatI hai aura gAliyA~ bhI de detA hU~ ina relavevAloM ko! dAdAzrI : jJAna kyA kahatA hai ki gAr3I leTa hai, to vaha 'vyavasthita ' hai| 'avasthA mAtra kudaratI racanA hai jisakA koI bApa bhI racanevAlA nahIM hai, aura vaha vyavasthita hai, ' Apa sirpha itanA hI bolo, to ina jJAna ke zabdoM ke AdhAra para sahaja raha pAoge / prakRti anAdikAla se asahaja kara rahI hai, taba jJAna ke AdhAra para use sahajatA meM lAnA hai / yaha prakRti to vAstava meM sahaja hI hai, lekina khuda ke vibhAvika bhAva ke kAraNa asahaja ho jAtI hai / to jJAna ke AdhAra para sahaja svabhAva meM lAnI hai| rileTiva meM dakhalaMdAz2I gaI, to AtmA sahaja ho jAtA hai| yAnI kyA ki khuda jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMda pada meM rahatA hai / I I yaha jJAna hAz2ira rahe, taba Trena AdhA-AdhA ghaMTA karate hue sArI rAta nikAla de na, to bhI kyA hameM parezAnI hogI? aura ajJAnI to Adhe ghaMTe meM kitanI hI gAliyA~ sunA detA hai / ve gAliyA~ kyA Trena ko pahu~canevAlI haiM? gArDa ko pahu~canevAlI haiM? nhiiN| vaha kIcar3a to vaha khuda, apane Apa para hI uchAla rahA hai| jJAna ho to muzkila meM muzkila ko dekhatA hai aura sugamatA meM sugamatA ko dekhatA hai, usa kA nAma hI sahaja aatmaa| hamArA yaha jJAna aisA diyA hai ki thor3A sA bhI kaMTAlA (ukatA jAnA, cir3ha jAnA) na aae| phA~sI para car3hanA ho, phira bhI etarAz2a na ho / phA~sI para car3hanA hai, vaha to 'vyavasthita' hai aura rokara bhI car3hanA to hai hI, to phira ha~sakara kisalie na car3he? prakRti : svabhAva se chuImuI prakRti kA svabhAva chuImuI jaisA hai| hAtha lagAne se to patte sakucA jAte haiN| hama ghara meM kisI bacce se kaheM ki, 'tujhase to maiM parezAna ho gayA hU~,' to usakI prakRti turaMta hI sakucA jAtI hai, chuImuI kI taraha / lekina I

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prakRti use phira se kahanA cAhie ki, 'nA bhAI, maiM to sacamuca meM tujhase parezAna nahIM huA huuN|' isase usakI prakRti sakucAegI nhiiN| hama thaka gae hoM, phira bhI aisA nahIM bolanA cAhie ki, 'maiM thaka gayA hU~,' nahIM to apanI prakRti sakucA jaaegii| prakRti kA svabhAva lajIlA hai| adhika khA liyA ho aura ajIrNa jaisA lage to bolanA nahIM cAhie ki ajIrNa jaisA ho gayA hai| nahIM to prakRti sakucA jAtI hai| hameM to bolanA cAhie ki, 'nA bAbA, acchI taraha paca gayA hai!' pati vAipha se Uba jAe to bola detA hai ki, 'tujhase to merA dimAg2a khisaka jAtA hai| lekina turaMta hI hameM aMdara bolanA par3egA ki, 'nA bhAI, jinakA dimAg2a khisake-visake ve dUsare, tujhase to mujhe kucha bhI nahIM huA hai|' tAki apanI prakRti sakucAe nhiiN| varnA prakRti kyA kahegI ki, 'Apa bIca meM aklamaMdI karanevAle kauna?' isalie hameM sIdhA bolanA hai| prakRti palaTe samajha se yaha jJAna milA hai, isalie aba eka kSaNa ke lie bhI pramAda kA sevana karane jaisA nahIM hai| use DA~TanA nahIM hai, ulAhanA nahIM denA hai| use kaheM ki, tujhe jo bhI khAnA hai ve sabhI cIjeM tujhe saplAI kareMge, lekina tU itanA hamArA maan| deha se kaheM ki tU itanA hamArA maan| igoiz2ama bahuta uchalakUda kara rahA ho to use kaheM ki, 'merA itanA maan|' praznakartA : yadi usake virodhI bana jAe~ to, dAdA? usakA virodha kareM to kyA hogA? dAdAzrI : nA, prakRti kA virodha kareM to vaha bhI virodha kregii| aisA to use cAhie hii| aisA to use cAhie hI ki virodha kareM aura lapeTa meM le luuN| hameM virodha nahIM karanA hai| hameM to use samajhA-paTAkara kAma lenA hai| aura Akhira usakI to bAlaka avasthA hai| yaha prakRti bhale hI kitanI bhI bar3I ho, phira bhI usakI bAlaka avasthA hai| kaba ulTA kara DAle, choTe bAlaka jaisA kara DAle, vaha kahA nahIM jA sakatA! vaha

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78 AptavANI-2 bAlaka svabhAva kI hai, isalie use samajhA-paTAkara, goliyA~ khilAkara, lAlaca dekara, pakaur3iyA~ khilAkara bhI hala lAnA hai| praznakartA : matalaba use bahalA-phusalAkara hala lAnA hai? dAdAzrI : nA, bahalA-phusalAkara nahIM, smjhaakr| 'bahalAphusalAkara,' aisA artha lagAnA galata hai| use samajhAnA hai| vaha khuda yasa kare, eksepTa kare, taba taka samajhAnA hai| samajhAe binA kAma nahIM hogaa| virodhI nahIM honA hai| virodha karane se to balki vaha apanI gAr3I ko ulaTa degii| ina bailoM ko bahuta mAreM to ve gAr3I ko ulaTa dete haiN| jaba mAreM taba daur3ate z2arUra haiN| isalie hameM aisA lagatA hai ki mArane se hI daur3ate haiM, calate haiM, vaisI zraddhA baiTha jAtI hai, lekina kaba ve gAr3I ko ulaTa deM, vaha kaha nahIM skte| isake bajAya to use samajhA-paTAkara kAma krvaanaa| prakRti bAlaka svabhAva kI hai| prakRti bhale hI kitanI bhI bar3I ho jAe, bhale hI kitane bhI sAla ho jAe~, phira bhI svabhAva se vaha bAlaka hai| bhale hI pUrI jiMdagI vRddha kA kAma kara rahA ho, lekina kaba bAla avasthA meM A jAe, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| ro uThatI hai, dIna ho jAtI hai, gir3agir3AtI hai, sabakucha karatI hai| karatI hai yA nahIM karatI? praznakartA : karatI hai| dAdAzrI : prakRti bAlaka avasthA kahalAtI hai to phira aise bAlaka ko samajhAnA, vaha to AsAna cIz2a hai| nahIM hai AsAna? prakRti se samajhA-paTAkara kAma lene jaisA hai| samajhAnA to avazya caahie| vaha 'yasa' nahIM kahe, taba taka saba bekAra hai aura vaha yasa kahe, aisI hai| ___yoM chaha mahIne se manA kara rahA ho, vaha pAva ghaMTe meM, samajhAe~ to yasa kahe, aisA hai| aura phira bAlaka jaisA hai| aura z2ida para car3he to lAkha sAloM taka bhI ThikAne para nahIM aae| haTha kareM aura samajhAe~, una donoM meM bahuta pharka hai| samajhAne ke lie bahuta kalA caahie| baccA bhale hI kitanA bhI haTha para car3hA ho, lekina yadi use samajhAnA AtA ho, to vaha

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prakRti samajha jAtA hai| nahIM to vaha zora macA detA hai, tUfAna karake rakha detA hai| use samajhAnA AnA caahie| apane meM AtmA hai aura AtmA prApta ho jAne ke bAda sabhI kucha A jAtA hai| sabhI kalAe~ sIkha sakatA haiM, yadi DhU~Dhe to| khuda zodha kare aura thor3I rAha dekhe to aMdara se darzana meM A jAtA hai| lekina yadi zodha kare to| zodha nahIM karate, jAnate hI nahIM haiM, aura mArapITa karake z2abaradastI karavAte haiN| prakRti kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki cInI para kaMTrola AnevAlA ho usase pahale hI vaha uchalakUda karatI hai ki, 'cInI le Ae~, cInI le aaeN| cInI para kaMTrola AnevAlA hai,' aisA kahatI hai| hama bahuta samajhAe~ ki kaMTrola AegA taba thor3I-thor3I le Ae~ge, phira bhI vaha kahatI hai, 'nhiiN|' aisA hai| prakRti to bAlaka jaisI hai| prakRti vRddha jaisI hai aura bAlaka jaisI bhI hai| samajhAne ke lie bAlaka jaisI hai| hama to ise goliyA~ khilAkhilAkara samajhAte haiN| praznakartA : prakRti vRddha jaisI hai vaha kisa dRSTi se? dAdAzrI : vRddha jaisI hai, usakA kyA kAraNa hai ki cAhe kitanI bhI bar3I senA Ae, phira bhI vaha nahIM chor3atI, pakar3akara rakhatI hai| aura choDa de to sahaja hI chor3a detI hai| vaha 'hamane' dekhA hai| prakRti yadi jar3a hotI to vaha chor3atI hI nahIM, vaha vItarAgI hai| lekina prakRti cetana bhAva ko prApta hai, mizracetana hai| mizracetana yAnI kyA ki ye jo saba isa prakRti ke paramANu haiM, inheM mizrasA kahA jAtA hai| mizrasA jaba rasa dekara jAtI hai, taba use vizrasA kahA jAtA hai| zuddha paramANuoM ko vizrasA kahA jAtA hai| aura unameM bhAva kie, usa samaya prayogasA ho ge| isa prakRti ke paramANu kA guNa cetana bhAva ko prApta hai| isalie use kahA jA sakatA hai, samajhAyA jA sakatA hai| isa Taipa rikaoNrDara se kaheM, cillAe~, samajhAe~, paTAe~ to bhI kyA samajhA sakate haiM? loga AtmA ko nahIM jAnate aura usake binA calatA hI hai na unheM?

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80 AptavANI-2 kyoMki prakRti aisA mizracetana hai| apane bacce bar3e hoM, saba ko khUba parezAna kara deM vaise hoM, aura Thage jA sakeM aise nahIM hoM, phira bhI ve AsAnI se dhokhA khA jAte haiM yA nahIM? isakA kyA kAraNa hai? 'yaha prakRti hai, ise samajhAnevAle caahie|' praznakartA : kabhI-kabhI samajhAne se kAma nahIM hotaa| dAdAzrI : usakA artha yaha hai ki samajhAnA nahIM aataa| praznakartA : kaI bAra prakRti ko samajhAne se kAma nahIM ho pAtA, taba use ulAhanA denA hI par3atA hai| udAharaNa ke lie, DaoNkTara ne do hI pUriyA~ khAne ko kahA ho, lekina Ama kA rAsa ho taba to prakRti kahegI ki tIna khaa| taba use samajhAe to vaha nahIM mAnatI, taba use ulAhanA denA hI par3atA hai| usa samaya bahalA-phusalAkara nahIM ho pAtA, haTha karanI par3atI hai| dAdAzrI : aisA hai na, yadi samajhAnA Ae taba to bahuta hI acchA hai| vaha nahIM AtA ho, to ulAhanA denaa| lekina vaha sekanDarI sTeja kahalAtI hai| lekina vaha deha kI bAta meM calatA hai, mana ke bAta meM ulAhanA denA acchA nahIM hI hai| deha to z2arA jar3a hai aura ulAhanA deM to harja nhiiN| mUlataH jar3a svabhAva kI hai aura mana ko to samajhAnA par3atA hai| deha ko bhI yadi samajhAnA Ae to samajhAnA acchaa| deha bhI merA kahA huA to mAnatI hai| praznakartA : usameM bhI dAdA, prakRti jitanI sahaja ho gaI hai, vaha utanI hI AsAnI se vaha mAna jAegI, aisA ThIka hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha bAta sahI hai| ye saba paramANu kyA kahate haiM? cetana bhAva ko prApta haiM, isalie ve kahate haiM ki hama ApakA ulAhanA sunane nahIM Ae haiN| ulAhanA dene kA phala Apako turaMta hI mila jaaegaa| yaha saba sAinsa hai! praznakartA : maiM pahale jaba jaina sAdhuoM ke sAtha meM thA taba mere AhAra

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prakRti ko, AhAra saMjJA ko maiM lakar3I se mAratA rahA, chaha mahIne ho gae taba to usane maanaa| lekina aba usakA riekzana yaha AyA hai ki pichale ATha sAloM se eka pahara bhI yadi bhojana nahIM mile to aMdara-bAhara zora maca jAtA hai! dAdAzrI : dekho na, ye loga kitane parezAna ho gae haiM! sAdhu, sanyAsI sabhI kitane parezAna ho gae haiM? mana ko dabAne jAte haiM, isalie! mana dabAne jaisI cIz2a nahIM hai, vaise hI chUTa dene jaisI cIz2a bhI nahIM hai| lekina agara chUTa deM to vaha bhI gunAha hai! donoM hI gunAha haiM! praznakartA : kyA donoM sahI anupAta meM hone cAhie? dAdAzrI : nahIM, anupAta nhiiN| jaise ki yahA~ para Apake beTe kI vAipha A jAe, taba usake sAmane maryAdA rakhanI hotI hai, Apa logoM meM aisA hotA hai na? praznakartA : hA~, hotA hai daadaa| dAdAzrI : to phira usa beTe kI vAipha yoM hI Apake sAmane se jA rahI ho aura Apa kaho ki, 'nahIM, yahA~ para khar3I raho, yA apanA nAma batAo, Apa kahA~ taka par3hI ho, kyA karatI ho?' agara Apa aisA karate ho to vaha nukasAnadAyaka hai| yaha to mana ko chUTa de dI! yaha to mana kA rakSaNa karane jaisI bAta hai| mana para se 'apanA' prabhAva TUTa nahIM jAnA cAhie, usake lie paTAnA hai| lekina aisA nahIM karanA cAhie aura virodha bhI nahIM karanA caahie| agara ghara kI striyoM ke sAtha Apa aisA karo to kyA hogA? una para ApakA prabhAva nahIM rhegaa| 'bhAbho bhAramAM to vahu lAjamAM' gujarAtI meM aisI kahAvata hai, usake jaisA hai| isalie isa mana ke sAtha bahuta salIke se kAma lenA caahie| isa 'mana' ne to sabhI kA patana kara (girA) diyA hai| isIlie to sabhI sAdhu, AcArya mAthAphor3I meM par3e hue haiM na! guru bana gae the, vahA~ se unakA patana ho gayA, ve ziSya ke ziSya aura usake bhI ziSya ke ziSya ke ye ziSya banakara baiThe hue haiM ! kyoMki mana patana kara (girA) detA hai| g2az2aba

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AptavANI-2 kI zaktiyA~ haiM ismeN| kisI bhI cIz2a para kaMTrola ho, taba mana kyA karatA hai? praznakartA : kaMTrola se bAhara ho jAtA hai, phira niraMkuza, bekAbU ho jAtA hai| dAdAzrI : kyoMki vaha usake svabhAva se viruddha hai| mana kyA kahatA hai ki mujhe rokanA mt| praznakartA : usI samaya guru kI z2arUrata hai| dAdAzrI : hA~, guru ke binA to kAma hI kaise hogA? vaha khuda kara hI kaise sakatA hai? praznakartA : mana kI vRtti jaba bahuta z2ora pakar3e, taba guru kI z2arUrata par3atI hai| dAdAzrI : guru ke binA koI mokSa meM nahIM gayA hai| sirpha tIrthaMkara ki jo svayaMbuddha the, ve gae haiN| lekina unheM pichale kisI janma meM guru mile the| unake dvArA unako jJAnAMjana kA aMjana laga gayA thA, isalie unheM koI parezAnI nahIM huii| lekina anya loga to guru ke binA mAra khA jAte haiN| sira para koI nahIM ho to svacchaMda khar3A ho jAtA hai| aba isa mana ko mAranA, vaha bhI svacchaMda hai, aura mana ko bahalAte-phusalAte rahanA, vaha bhI svacchaMda hai! mana para to prabhAva par3anA caahie| yaha kisake jaisA hai, vaha Apako smjhaauuN| ina bhAI ko yadi koI vyakti yahA~ mArane AyA ho, lekina taba mujhe dekhakara usakI bolatI baMda ho jAtI hai, cupa ho jAtA hai, usakA kyA kAraNa hai? taba kahe, prbhaav| mujhe kucha bhI nahIM kahanA pdd'taa| vaha to prabhAva kAma karatA hai| usI taraha 'apanA' mana para prabhAva par3anA caahie| jaba hameM galata kAma karanA ho, taba jisa mana se hailpa leM, to phira usa mana para apanA prabhAva kisa taraha par3egA? ho sake taba taka mana, buddhi, citta aura ahaMkAra para apanA aisA prabhAva par3anA cAhie ki yaha cora nahIM hai| lekina

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prakRti agara hameM koI galata kAma karanA ho, taba mana kI hailpa leM to vaha hameM cora samajhatA hai| apanA yadi prabhAva ho to gharavAle virodha karate haiM yA nahIM karate? praznakartA : nahIM krte| dAdAzrI : vaise hI mana para apanA prabhAva par3anA caahie| mana, buddhi, citta aura ahaMkAra sabake Upara apanA prabhAva par3anA caahie| apane bolane se pahale mana, buddhi, citta aura ahaMkAra para, sA~pa jisa taraha muralI bajate hI phana phailAkara khar3A rahatA hai, vaisA honA cAhie, vaisA prabhAva par3anA caahie| ve saba paramANuoM ke bane hue haiN| unheM bhI becAroM ko kucha zAtA (sukha-pariNAma) caahie| prabhAva se zAtA utpanna hotI hai| lekina yadi hama hI unase koI galata kAma karavAe~ to apanA prabhAva TUTa jaaegaa| ___yaha saba jo Apa khAte ho, pIte ho, vaha saba prakRti hai| AtmA hai aura anAtmA hai| una donoM ke bIca prakRti hai| dikhatA cetana hai, lekina mUlataH svabhAva se vaha jar3a hai, mizra cetana hai, 'saccA cetana' nahIM hai| ina sAdhu-sanyAsiyoM ko yaha cetana jaisA dikhA, usI ko riyala cetana mAna liyaa| lekina vaha AtmA nahIM hai| ve jo mAnate haiM, usake usa pAra riyala cetana hai, 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~, 'sarvajJa' mila jAe~ aura ve jaba pradAna kareM taba saccA AtmA prApta hotA hai| varnA, mAne hue AtmA se krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha jAte nahIM haiN| "prakRti kA eka bhI guNa 'zuddha cetana' meM nahIM hai aura 'zuddha cetana' kA eka bhI guNa prakRti meM nahIM hai|" yaha sUtra gahanatA pUrvaka pUrI taraha se samajhane jaisA hai|

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sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ aMbAmAtA, durgAdevI, sabhI deviyA~ prakRti bhAva sUcita karatI haiN| ve sahajatA sUcita karatI haiN| prakRti sahaja ho jAe to AtmA sahaja ho jAtA hai athavA AtmA sahaja ho jAe to prakRti sahaja ho jAtI hai| hama logoM ko mAtA jI kI bhakti khuda kI prakRti dvArA karavAnI hai| hameM AtmabhAva se nahIM karanI hai| 'caMdUlAla' se devI kI bhakti karavAnI hai aura tabhI prakRti sahaja hogii| yaha to, hindustAna meM logoM ne mAtA jI ke alaga-alaga nAma rakhe hue haiN| kitanA bar3A, vizAla hogA yaha sAinsa! kitanI sArI khoja karake aMbAmAtA, sarasvatIdevI, lakSmIdevI kI zodha huI hogI! yaha saba kiyA, taba sAinsa kitanA adhika U~cA pahu~cA huA hogA? yaha saba abhI khatma ho gayA hai, tabhI to mAtA jI ke darzana karanA bhI nahIM AyA! mAtA jI ve Adyazakti haiM! ve prAkRta zakti detI haiN| mAtA jI kI bhakti karane se prAkRta zaktiyA~ utpanna hotI haiN| aMbA mA~ to saMsAra ke vighna dUra kara detI haiM, lekina mukti to jJAna dvArA hI prApta hotI hai / darzana karanA Ae to cAra mAtAe~ to hAz2ira hI haiM - a~bA mA~, bahucarA mA~, kAlikA mA~ aura bhadrakAlI maaN| mAtA jI pApoM ko nahIM dhotIM, lekina prAkRta zaktiyA~ detI haiN| ye aMbA mAtA jI hamArA (dAdA kA) kitanA rakSaNa karatI haiM? hamAre AsapAsa saba ora devI-devatA hAz2ira hI rahate haiN| hama devI-devatAoM se pUche binA, unakI AjJA lie binA eka kadama bhI Age nahIM bddh'te| sarva devI-devatAoM kI kRpA hamAre Upara aura hamAre mahAtmAoM para barasatI hI jA rahI hai!

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sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ 85 mAtAjI aMbikA devI yAnI sahaja prakRti / hara eka devI jI ke niyama hote haiN| una niyamoM ko pAleM to mAtA jI khuza rahatI haiN| hama aMbe mA~ ke eka hI ikalaute lAla haiN| mAtA jI ke pAsa Apa hamArI ciTThI lekara jAoge to ve svIkAra kreNgii| ApakA beTA ho aura naukara ho, lekina yadi naukara Apake niyama meM hI rahe to Apako naukara priya lagegA yA nahIM? lagegA hI / hamane kabhI bhI aMbA mA~ ke, lakSmI jI ke yA sarasvatI devI ke niyama nahIM tor3e haiN| niraMtara unake niyamoM meM hI rahate haiM / isalie ye tInoM deviyA~ hama para niraMtara prasanna rahatI haiM / Apako bhI yadi unheM prasanna rakhanA ho to unake niyamoM kA pAlana karanA caahie| praznakartA : aMbAmAtA ke kyA niyama haiM? hamAre ghara para aMbAmAtA kI bhakti karate haiM sabhI, lekina unake niyama kyA haiM ve hama nahIM jAnate / dAdAzrI : aMbA jI devI yAnI kyA? ve prakRti kI sahajatA sUcita karatI haiN| yadi sahajatA TUTI to aMbA jI tere Upara rAz2I hI kaise hoMgI? ina aMbA devI kA kyA kahanA ! ve to mAtA jI haiM, mA~ haiM / baMgAla meM jo durgA kahalAtI haiM, vahI ye aMbAjI haiN| sabhI deviyoM ke alaga-alaga nAma rakhe haiM, lekina z2abaradasta devI haiM ! pUrI prakRti haiN| pUrI prakRti kA bhAga yadi ho to vaha mAtA jI haiM / yadi prakRti sahaja huI to AtmA sahaja ho hI jAtA hai| AtmA aura prakRti una donoM meM se eka sahaja kI tarapha calA to donoM sahaja ho jAte haiM ! sarasvatI praznakartA : sarasvatI devI ke niyama kyA haiM? dAdAzrI : sarasvatI arthAt vANI se saMbaMdhita jo-jo niyama lAgU hote haiM, unakA pAlana kareM to sarasvatI devI khuza rahatI hai| vANI kA durupayoga kareM, jhUTha boleM, prapaMca kareM to phira sarasvatI devI kaise rAz2I hoMgI? jo bhItara hai vaha nahIM bolo, to tujha para sarasvatI devI kisa taraha

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AptavANI-2 rAz2I hoMgI? Aja kisI kA bhI vacanabala kisalie nahIM rahA? kyoMki vANI ke niyamoM kA pAlana nahIM kiyA hai| manuSya meM Ane ke bAda do prakAra ke baloM kI z2arUrata hai - vacanabala aura mnobl| dehabala, vaha pAzavatA meM jAtA hai| vacanabala aura manobala kI zakti rileTiva AtmA ko balavAna karatI hai| abhI vacanabala to lupta ho gayA hai aura mana to phrekcara ho gayA hai| Ajakala vacanabala kaise hote haiM? bApa beTe se kahe ki, bhAI, z2arA khar3A ho to|' taba beTA Ar3A hokara so jAtA hai! khuda kA beTA hI nahIM mAnatA! yaha vacanabala kisa taraha calA gayA? vANI kA galata, ulTA upayoga kiyA, usse| vANI kA kisI bhI prakAra kA apavyaya nahIM ho, vANI ko kisI bhI vibhAvika svarUpa meM nahIM le jAe to vacanabala utpanna hogaa| jhUTha bole, prapaMca kare, vaha saba vANI kA apavyaya kahalAtA hai| vANI ke durvyaya aura apavyaya meM bahuta pharka hai| apavyaya matalaba sabhI prakAra se nAlAyaka, sabhI prakAra se durupayoga karate haiN| vakIla do rupaye ke lie jhUTha bolate haiM ki, 'hA~, maiM inheM pahacAnatA hU~,' vaha apavyaya kahalAtA hai| vANI se kitanoM ko DarAyA, kuttoM ko DarAyA, jhUTha bole, prapaMca kie, vaha vANI kA durupayoga kiyA kahalAtA hai| usase vacanabala TUTa jAtA hai| sirpha satya hI bolo aura phira satya kA Agraha pakar3akara nahIM rakho to vacanabala phira se utpanna ho jAtA hai| yadi cIz2a kA durupayoga hotA hai to usakA vacanabala utara jAtA hai| jhUTha bolakara, khuda kA sva-bacAva kare, usase to mana, vANI sabakucha phrekcara ho jAtA hai| satya bole lekina usake pIche bhAvanA kaisI z2abaradasta honI cAhie? ina 'dAdA' jaisA vacanabala honA caahie| 'uTho' kahe to uTha jaae| hamArA vacanabala to g2az2aba kA hai! hamAre zabda kaise hote haiM? ye zAstroM ke zabda nahIM haiN| zAstroM ke zabda to jar3a aura coTa lage vaise hote haiM aura hamAre pratyakSa cetana zabda se to bhItara 'jJAna' hAz2ira ho hI jAtA hai ! AtmA hI prakaTa ho jAtA hai ! aura phira z2arA sI bhI coTa nahIM lgtii| 'hamArI' vANI se bilkula bhI ajIrNa nahIM hotA hai| 'yaha' to pUrA 'jJAnArka' hai! yaha paca jAtA hai aura ajIrNa nahIM hotA! 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA eka bhI vacana vRthA nahIM jAtA! g2az2aba kA, z2abaradasta

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sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ vacanabala hotA hai! unake eka-eka vacana para jagat ApharIna hogA ! unakA eka hI vacana TheTha mokSa taka le jAegA / hamAre eka-eka zabda meM cetana hai| vANI rikaoNrDa svarUpa hai, jar3a hai / lekina hamArI vANI bhItara g2az2aba ke prakaTa ho cuke paramAtmA ko sparza karake nikalatI hai, isalie nizcetana ko cetana banA de, aisI cetanavANI hai ! sAmanevAle kI bhAvanA honI cAhie / hama boleM ki, 'eya, kUda,' to sAmanevAlA dasa phuTa kA gaDDhA bhI kUda jAe ! taba kucha kahate haiM ki, 'Apa zaktipAta karate haiM / ' nA, hamAre vacana meM hI aisA bala hai! koI bahuta Dipresa ho cukA ho to hama use A~khoM se prema kA pAna karavAte haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to kisI bhI taraha se zakti prakaTa karavA deN| g2az2aba kA vacanabala hotA hai / kavi kyA gAte haiM : 'jagat udaya avatAra, dezanA te zrutajJAna, syAdavAda jJAna-dAna, sarvamAnya paramANa / ' 87 jagat kA udaya acchA ho, to 'jJAnIpuruSa' prakaTa ho jAte haiM aura unakI 'dezanA' hI 'zrutajJAna' hai / unake eka hI vAkya meM sabhI zAstra pUrNarUpa se A jAte haiM ! zAstroM meM likhA hai ki 'satya bolo|' taba loga kahate haiM ki, 'hamase satya nahIM bolA jAtA / isalie aba koI kaliyugI zAstra do taba kAma hogaa|' kaliyuga kA asara nahIM ho pAe aura mokSa meM le jAe aise zAstra aba likhe jaaeNge| yaha satya bolo, dayA rakho, zAMti rakho, una zAstroM kI bAteM to purAnI davAI ho cukI hai ! aba to nayI davAI kI AvazyakatA pdd'egii| hamArA nizcaya to saca bolane kA honA cAhie / phira bhUla ho jAe to hameM caMdUlAla se pratikramaNa karavAnA pdd'egaa| 'hamAre' zabda AvaraNa tor3anevAle haiN| Apako aMdara pUrA spaSTIkaraNa de deM, aisA jJAnI kA vacanabala hai| hamAre pAsa yahA~ Apa baiThate ho, taba jagat vismRta rahatA hai aura usI ko mokSa kahA hai! hamArI vANI to pratyakSa sarasvatI kahalAtI hai| phoTo kI sarasvatI,

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AptavANI-2 zAstroM kI yA pustakoM kI sarasvatI, vaha parokSa sarasvatI hai| pratyakSa sarasvatI ke darzana karane hoM to vaha yahA~ hamArI vANI sune, taba ho jAte haiM! yaha saba bolA jA rahA hai, lekina usameM eka akSara bhI 'maiM' nahIM bolatA hU~, ApakA puNya ina zabdoM ko bulavAtA hai| 'yaha' jo vANI nikalatI hai, usake dvArA 'hama' jAna jAte haiM ki sAmanevAle kA kaisA puNya hai| 'hamArI' vANI bhI rikaoNrDa hai| isase hameM kyA lenA-denA? phira bhI 'hamArI' rikaoNrDa kaisI hotI hai? saMpUrNa syAdavAda! kisI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra bhI duHkha nahIM ho, hara eka kA pramANa (mAnyatA, zraddhA) jise svIkAra kare, aisI hai 'yaha' syAdavAda vaannii| sarasvatI kI ArAdhanA yAnI kyA? vANI kA kisI bhI taraha se apavyaya nahIM ho aura vANI ko usake vibhAvika svarUpa meM nahIM le jAe~, vh| yadi jhUTha bolA to vaha kitanA bar3A vibhAva hai! kSatriyoM kA vacana yAnI vacana hI, ve apanA vacana nahIM bdlte| abhI muMbaI zahara meM hai hI nahIM na koI! are! vacana kA to kahA~ gayA, lekina yaha dastAveja likhA huA, hastAkSara kiyA huA ho taba bhI kahatA hai ki, 'hastAkSara mere nahIM haiM' aura saccA kSatriya to vacana bolA yAnI ki bolaa| ye cAraNa loga phoTovAlI sarasvatI kI bhajanA karate haiM, phira bhI unakI vANI kitanI z2yAdA mIThI hotI hai! lakSmI jI praznakartA : lakSmI jI ke niyama kyA haiM? dAdAzrI : lakSmI jI galata taraha se nahIM lenI cAhie, yaha niyama hai| isa niyama ko yadi tor3eM, taba phira lakSmI jI kahA~ se rAz2I raheMgI? phira tU lAkha lakSmI jI ko dho na! sabhI dhote haiN| vahA~ vilAyata meM kyA loga lakSmI jI ko dhote haiM? praznakartA : nA dAdA, vahA~ to koI lakSmI jI ko nahIM dhotaa|

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sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ dAdAzrI : phira bhI una phaoNrenarsa ke pAsa lakSmI jI AtI haiM yA nahIM! aise kyA lakSmI jI dhone se AtI hoMgI? dahI meM bhI dhote haiM yahA~ hindustAna meN| lakSmI jI ko sabhI dhote rahate haiM, aura koI bhI kaccA nahIM hai| mujhe bhI loga kahane Ate haiM ki, 'Apane lakSmI jI ko dhoyA yA nahIM?' maiMne kahA, 'kisalie? ye lakSmI jI jaba milatI haiM, taba hama kaha dete haiM ki, bar3audA meM, mAmA kI pola meM, aura chaThA ghara, jaba anukUla Ae taba padhAriegA aura jaba jAnA ho taba jaaiegaa| ApakA hI ghara hai| padhAriegA,' itanA hama kahate haiN| hama vinaya nahIM cuukte| hama vahA~ para aisA nahIM kahate ki, 'hameM isakI z2arUrata nahIM hai|' lakSmI jI kA tiraskAra nahIM karanA caahie| kucha sAdhu-mahArAja vagairaha lakSmI jI ko dekhakara 'nahIM-nahIM,' karate haiN| usase unake kitane hI janma lakSmI ke binA bhaTaka mreNge| to mue, lakSmI jI kA aise tiraskAra mata karanA, nahIM to chUne ko bhI nahIM mileNgii| tiraskAra nahIM krte| kisI bhI cIz2a kA tiraskAra kiyA jAe, aisA nahIM hai| nahIM to agale janma meM lakSmI jI ke darzana bhI karane ko nahIM mileNge| yaha jo lakSmI jI kA tiraskAra karate haiM, vaha to vyavahAra ko dhakkA mArane jaisA hai| yaha to vyavahAra hai| isalie hama to lakSmI jI ko Ate hue bhI 'jaya saccidAnaMda' aura jAte hue bhI 'jaya saccidAnaMda' karate haiN| yaha ghara ApakA hai, jaba anukUla Ae taba padhAriegA,' aisI vinatI karanI caahie| lakSmI jI kahatI haiM, 'ye seTha loga hamAre pIche par3e haiM, usase unake paira chila gae haiN| ve pIche par3ate haiM, taba do-cAra bAra gira jAte haiM, taba vApasa mana meM aisA bhAva karate haiM ki are isameM to ghuTane chila jAte haiM, aura itane meM to hama phira se izArA karate haiM aura phira vaha seTha khar3A hokara daur3ane lagatA hai| yAnI hameM unheM mArate rahanA hai| unheM saba tarapha se chIlakara lahU-luhAna kara denA hai| unheM sUjana car3hI hai, phira bhI samajha nahIM khulatI!' bahuta pakkI haiM lakSmI jI to! kalikAla kI lakSmI Aja kI lakSmI 'pApAnubaMdhI puNya' kI hai| isalie vaha kleza

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AptavANI-2 karavAe aisI hai| isase to kama Ae to acchA, ghara meM kleza to nahIM ghuse ! Aja jahA~-jahA~ lakSmI AtI hai, vahA~ kleza kA vAtAvaraNa ho jAtA hai / eka roTI aura sabz2I acchI, lekina battIsa prakAra ke pakavAna kAma ke nahIM haiN| kyoMki ve pakavAna khAne ke bAda kleza ho, to kisa kAma kA! isa kAla kI to lakSmI AtI hai aura kleza lAtI hai / pApAnubaMdhI puNya kI lakSmI duHkha dekara jAtI hai, nahIM to eka hI rupayA, ohoho ! kitanA sukha dekara jAe ! puNyAnubaMdhI puNya to ghara meM sabhI ko sukha-zAMti dekara jAtA hai, ghara ke sabhI logoM ko sirpha dharma ke hI vicAra rahate haiM / 90 lakSmI to kaisI hai? kamAte hue bhI du:kha, sa~bhAlate hue du:kha, rakSaNa karate hue duHkha aura kharca karate hue bhI duHkha / ghara para lAkha rupaye Ae~, taba unheM sa~bhAlane kI parezAnI ho jAtI hai| kauna se baiMka meM isakI sephasAiDa hai, vaha DhU~DhanA par3atA hai aura phira riztedAroM ko patA cale ki turaMta hI daur3e Ate haiN| sabhI mitra daur3e Ate haiN| kahate haiM, 'are yAra, mujha para itanA bhI vizvAsa nahIM? sirpha dasa haz2Ara rupaye cAhie / ' majabUrana phira ve dene par3ate haiN| yaha to paise adhika hoM to bhI duHkha aura kama hoM to bhI duHkha / yaha to naoNrmala ho vahI acchA, nahIM to phira lakSmI kharca karate hue bhI duHkha hotA hai| yaha z2arA kisIne nayI sAr3I lI ho, to turaMta kahatI hai, 'aisI sAr3I maiMne bhI lI hotI to?' aise vicAroM se duHkha ho jAtA hai / usI prakAra yaha lakSmI to Ae aura jAe taba taka duHkha de aisA hai / yaha to kahate haiM ki, 'ye cAlIsa haz2Ara baiMka meM hai, ve kabhI bhI nahIM nikAlane haiN|' phira vaha aisA samajhatA hai ki yaha kreDiTa hI rahegA / nA, usameM to DebiTa kA khAtA hotA hI hai| vaha jAne ke lie hI AtI hai / isa nadI meM bhI yadi pAnI uphanane lage to ve sabhI ko chUTa de dete haiM ki 'jAo, kAma meM lo|' jabaki inake pAsa Ae to ve rokakara rakhate haiM / nadI ko yadi cetanA A jAtI na to vaha bhI sa~bhAlakara rakhatI ! yaha to jitanA Ae utanA kharca kara denA cAhie, usameM rokane kA kyA hai ? khAnA-pInA aura khilA denA / yaha to pUraNa-galana svabhAva kA hai / jitanA pUraNa (cArja honA, bharanA) huA, utanA

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sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ phira galana (DiscArja honA, khAlI honA) hogaa| yadi galana nahIM hotA na to bhI musIbata ho jaatii| lekina jitanA galana hotA hai, utanA phira khAyA jAtA hai| yaha sA~sa liyA vaha pUraNa kiyA aura ucchavAsa nikAlA vaha galana hai| sabhI pUraNa-galana svabhAva kA hai| isalie hamane kyA khoja kI ki, 'kamI nahIM aura adhikatA bhI nahIM! hameM kabhI lakSmI kI kamI bhI nahIM par3I aura adhikatA bhI nahIM rahI! kamIvAle sUkha jAte haiM aura adhikatAvAle ko sUjana car3hatI hai| adhika yAnI kyA ki lakSmI jI dotIna sAla taka jAe~ hI nhiiN| lakSmI jI to calatI huI hI bhalI, nahIM to duHkhadAyI ho jAtI haiN| hameM to lakSmI jI kabhI bhI yAda hI nahIM aatiiN| yAda kise AtI haiM ki jisane darzana nahIM kie hoM use, lekina hamAre aMdara to lakSmI aura nArAyaNa donoM sAtha meM hI haiN| hameM lakSmI jI sAmane mileM to hama vinaya karate haiN| vaha nahIM cuukte| apane meM kahAvata hai na ki 'beTA hogA to bahU AegI hI na!' 'nArAyaNa' haiM, taba lakSmIjI' Ae~gI hii| hameM to sirpha vinaya se apane ghara kA eDresa hI denA hotA hai| lakSmI jI ko to loga pahalI bAra gaune para AI huI bahU kI taraha rokakara rakhate haiN| lakSmI jI vinaya cAhatI haiN| jahA~ bhagavAna haiM, vahA~ vaibhava kI kyA kamI? lakSmI jI to hAtha meM jaise maila AyA karatA hai, vaise hara kisI ke hAtha meM hisAba ke anusAra AtI hI rahatI haiN| jo lobhAMdha ho jAtA hai, usakI sabhI dizAe~ baMda ho jAtI haiN| use aura kucha bhI nahIM dikhtaa| eka seTha kA citta pUre dina vyApAra meM aura paise kamAne meM, to usake ghara kI beTiyA~ aura beTe kaoNleja ke badale kisI aura jagaha jAte haiN| kyA vaha seTha dekhane jAtA hai? are, tU kamAtA rahatA hai aura vahA~ to ghara barabAda ho rahA hai| hama to nakada hI, usake hita kA hI kaha dete haiN| 1942 ke bAda kI lakSmI praznakartA : maiM dasa haz2Ara rupaye mahIne kamAtA hU~, lekina mere pAsa lakSmI jI TikatI kyoM nahIM?

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AptavANI - 2 dAdAzrI : 1942 ke bAda kI lakSmI TikatI nahIM hai / yaha jo lakSmI hai, vaha pApa kI lakSmI hai, isalie TikatI nahIM hai / abhI ke bAda ke dopA~ca sAla ke bAda kI lakSmI ttikegii| hama 'jJAnI' haiM, phira bhI lakSmI AtI hai, isake bAvajUda TikatI nahIM / yaha to inkama Taiksa bharA jAe, utanI lakSmI AtI hai, yAnI ho gayA / praznakartA : lakSmI na Tike to kyA kareM? 92 dAdAzrI : lakSmI to Tike aisI hai hI nhiiN| lekina usakA rAstA badala denA hai| usa rAste para hai, to usakA pravAha badala denA hai aura dharma ke rAste para mor3a denI hai / vaha jitanI sanmArga para gaI utanI kharI / bhagavAna ke Ane ke bAda lakSmI jI TikatI haiM, usake sivA lakSmI jI TikeM kisa taraha? bhagavAna hoM, vahA~ para kleza nahIM hotA aura sirpha lakSmI jI hoM to kleza aura jhagar3e hote haiN| loga DheroM lakSmI kamAte haiM, lekina vaha vyartha jAtI hai / kisI puNyavAna ke hAthoM hI lakSmI acche rAste kharca hotI hai| lakSmI acche rAste kharca ho, to vaha bahuta bhArI puNya kahalAtA hai| 1942 ke bAda kI lakSmI meM koI barakata hI nahIM hai / abhI lakSmI yathArtha jagaha para kharca nahIM hotI hai / yathArtha jagaha para kharca ho to bahuta acchA khlaae| yahA~ apane yahA~ to aba mokSa kI hI bAta bacI hai| I vaNika buddhivAle to lakSmI jI kI Trika asala meM samajha gae haiM ki jo kamAU~gA, usake AThaveM bhAga kA bhagavAna meM DAla dU~, bAda meM phira usakI phasala kaattuuNgaa| to bhagavAna bhI yaha lakSmI jI prApta karane kI unakI Trika samajha gae haiN| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki, 'tuma lakSmI jI prApta karate hI raho, lekina mokSa nahIM milegA tumheM / ' logoM kI lakSmI gaTara meM jAtI hai / puNya kI kamAI saMtapuruSoM ke lie jAtI hai kSatriyoM ko kaisA hai ki bhagavAna ke vahA~ darzana karane jAe~ to jeba meM se jitane paise nikaleM utane DAla detA hai| jabaki vaNika buddhivAloM

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sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ ko kaisA hai ki pahale se hI nizcita karake paise DAlatA hai| rupaye kA noTa nikale to chuTTA karavAkara dasa paise DAlatA hai! lakSmI jI kA svabhAva praznakartA : yaha jo lakSmI kamAte haiM, vaha kitanI mAtrA meM kamAnI cAhie? dAdAzrI : isameM aisA kucha nahIM hai| roz2a subaha nahAnA par3atA hai na? phira bhI koI socatA hai ki eka hI loTA pAnI milegA to kyA karU~gA? usI taraha lakSmI kA bhI vicAra nahIM AnA caahie| Der3ha bAlTI milegI, utanA nizcita hI hai| aura do loTe vaha bhI nizcita hI hai, usameM koI kamaz2yAdA nahIM kara sktaa| isalie mana-vacana-kAyA se lakSmI ke lie tu prayatna karanA, icchA mata krnaa| ye lakSmI jI to baiMka belensa hai, baiMka meM yadi vaha jamA huA hogA tabhI milegA na? koI lakSmI jI kI icchA kare to lakSmI jI kahatI haiM ki, 'tujhe isa julAI meM paise milanevAle the, ve agalI julAI meM mileMge,' aura jo kahatA hai ki 'mujhe paise nahIM cAhie,' to vaha bhI bar3A gunAha hai| lakSmI jI kA tiraskAra nahIM aura icchA bhI nahIM karanI caahie| unheM to namaskAra karane caahie| unakA to vinaya rakhanA cAhie, kyoMki ve to heDa oNphisa meM haiN| lakSmI jI to unake khuda ke TAima para, kAla pakane para AtI haiM, aisA hI hai| yaha to icchA se aMtarAya DAlatA hai| lakSmI jI kahatI haiM ki, 'jisa TAima para jisa mohalle meM rahanA ho, usI TAima para rahanA cAhie, aura hama samaya-samaya para bheja hI dete haiN| tere hara eka DrAphTa vagairaha sabhI TAima se A jaaeNge| lekina sAtha hI, merI icchA mata krnaa| kyoMki niyamapUrvaka jisakA hai, use byAja ke sAtha bhijavA dete haiN| jo icchA karatA hai usake vahA~ dera se bhejate haiM, aura jo icchA nahIM karatA use samaya se bhijavA dete haiN|' dUsarA, lakSmI jI kyA kahatI haiM ki 'tujhe mokSa meM jAnA ho to haqa kI lakSmI mile, vahI lenaa| kisI kI bhI lakSmI chInakara, Thagakara mata lenaa|' phira bhI yadi lakSmI jI kI ulaTa-pulaTa(AnA-jAnA)

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AptavANI-2 nahIM ho, to anubhava nahIM ho pAtA aura anubhava hue bagaira mokSa meM jAnA nahIM ho pAtA ! 94 lakSmI jI kA jAvana praznakartA : lakSmI jI kI kamI kisalie par3atI hai? dAdAzrI : coriyoM se| jahA~ mana-vacana-kAyA se coriyA~ nahIM hotIM, vahA~ lakSmI jI mehara karatI hai / lakSmI kA aMtarAya (vighna, bAdhA ) corI se hai / Trika aura lakSmI jI kA baira hai / sthUla corI baMda ho, taba jAkara to U~cI jAti meM janma milatA hai| lekina sUkSma corI yAni ki Trika karate haiM, vaha to hArDa raudradhyAna hai, aura usakA phala narkagati hai / yaha kapar3A khIMcakara dete haiM, vaha hArDa raudradhyAna hai / Trika to honI hI nahIM cAhie / Trika kise kahA jAtA hai ? 'bahuta zuddha mAla hai ' kahakara milAvaTavAlA mAla dekara khuza hotA hai| aura yadi hama kaheM ki, 'aisA to kahIM karanA cAhie?' to taba vaha kahatA hai ki, 'yaha to aise hI kiyA jAtA hai|' lekina prAmANikatA kI icchAvAle ko kyA kahanA cAhie ki, 'merI icchA to acchA mAla dene kI hai, lekina yaha mAla aisA hai, yaha le jAie / ' itanA kaha deM, taba bhI jokhimadArI apanI nahIM ! yaha pUrA muMbaI zahara duHkhI hai, kyoMki pA~ca lAkha mileM, isa yogya haiM, aura karor3a kI muhara lagAkara baiThe haiM aura jo isa yogya haiM ki haz2Ara mile, ve lAkha kI muhara lagAkara baiThe haiM ! praznakartA : paise vinAzI cIz2a haiM, isake bAvajUda usake bagaira calatA nahIM hai na? gAr3I meM baiThane se pahale paise cAhie / dAdAzrI : jisa taraha lakSmI ke binA nahIM calatA, usI taraha lakSmI milanI-nahIM milanI, vaha khuda kI sattA kI bAta nahIM hai na! yaha lakSmI mehanata se milatIM, taba to maz2adUra mehanata karake mara jAte haiM, phira bhI mAtra khAne lAyaka hI milatA hai aura mila mAlika binA mehanata ke do miloM ke mAlika hote haiM / ye lakSmI jI kaise AtI haiM aura kaise jAtI haiM, vaha hama jAnate haiM /

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sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ 95 lakSmI jI mehanata se nahIM AtI yA akla se yA Trika karane se bhI nahIM AtI haiN| lakSmI kaise kamAI jAtI hai? yadi sIdhI taraha kamAI jA sakatI to apane maMtriyoM ko cAra Ane bhI nahIM milate! yaha lakSmI to puNya se kamAI jAtI haiN| pAgala ho to bhI puNya se kamAtA rahatA hai| pAgala kA udAharaNa detA huuN| lakSmI jI kA Avana eka seTha the| seTha aura unakA munIma donoM baiThe hue the| ahamadAbAda meM hI to na! lakar3I kA takhtA aura Upara gaddI, aisA palaMga, sAmane tipaaii| aura usake Upara bhojana kA thAla thaa| seTha khAnA khAne baiTha rahe the| seTha kI Diz2Aina khN| baiThe the tIna phuTa jamIna pr| jamIna se Der3ha phITa Upara sira, mu~ha kA trikoNa AkAra aura bar3I-bar3I A~kheM aura bar3A nAka, aura hoTha to moTe-moTe the pakaur3I jaise aura pAsa meM phon| khAte-khAte phona Ae to bAta krte| seTha ko khAnA to AtA nahIM thaa| do-tIna pUrI ke Tukar3e nIce gira gae the aura cAvala to kitane hI bikhare hue the! nIce! phona kI ghaMTI bajatI aura seTha kahatA ki 'do haz2Ara gA~Tha le lo|' aura dUsare dina do lAkha rupaye kamA letA thaa| munIma jI baiThe-baiThe mAthAphoDa karate aura seTha binA mehanata ke kamAte haiN| yoM seTha to aqla se hI kamAte hue dikhate haiM, lekina vaha aqla khare samaya para puNya ke kAraNa prakAza detI hai| yaha puNya se hai| vaha to seTha ko aura munIma jI ko sAtha meM rakheM, taba samajha meM aaegaa| kharI akla to seTha ke munIma meM hI hotI hai, seTha meM nhiiN| yaha puNya kahA~ se AyA? bhagavAna kI samajhakara bhajanA kI, isalie? nA, binA samajhe bhajanA kI, islie| kisI para upakAra kie, kisI kA bhalA kiyA una sabase puNya bNdhaa| bhagavAna ko nAsamajhI se bhajate haiM, phira bhI agni meM hAtha nAsamajhI meM DAla de, to bhI jala jAtA hai na? yaha akrama jJAna hai| yahA~ liphTamArga hai, isalie khAte-pIte hue bhI mukti baratatI hai| ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna nahIM hote haiN| vahI puNiyA zrAvaka kA sAmAyika yahA~ cakhane ko milatA hai| yaha to loga pUrA dina ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna karate haiM, unase

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96 AptavANI-2 lakSmI to utanI hI AnevAlI hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki lakSmI dharmadhyAna se bar3hatI hai aura ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna se lakSmI ghaTatI hai| yaha to ArtadhyAna se aura raudradhyAna se lakSmI bar3hAne ke upAya karate haiN| vaha to pahale kA puNya jamA rahA huA hogA tabhI milegii| ina 'dAdA' kI 'kRpA' se to sabakucha A milatA hai| kAraNa kyA hai? unakI kRpA se sAre aMtarAya TUTa jAte haiN| lakSmI to hai hI, lekina Apake aMtarAya se mila nahIM rahI thii| ve aMtarAya 'hamArI' 'kRpA' se TUTa jAte haiM aura usake bAda sabakucha A milatA hai| 'dAdA' kI 'kRpA' to mana ke rogoM ke, vANI ke rogoM ke aura deha ke rogoM ke - una sarva prakAra ke du:khoM ke aMtarAyoM ko tor3anevAlI hai| yahA~ para jagat ke samasta duHkha cale jAte haiN| kisI kI do mileM, lekina beTA zarAbI ho to vaha bApa ko roz2a mAratA hai, gAliyA~ detA hai| to vaha kahA bhI nahIM jAtA aura sahA bhI nahIM jaataa| aise saba duHkha haiN| yaha saMsAra to nirA duHkhoM kA hI sAmrAjya hai| bar3e-bar3e cakravartI rAjA bhI rAjapATa chor3akara bhAga nikle| aura isase jhoMpar3I nahIM chuutttii| aisI kyA mamatA hai ki chUTatA nahIM? Adhi, vyAdhi aura upAdhi ke tApa meM iMsAna zakkarakaMda kI taraha cAroM ora se bhuna rahA hai| do miloMvAlA, saMsArI, tyAgI, do patniyoMvAlA aura sanyAsI - sabhI bhuna rahe haiN| usameM 'yahI' eka zItala chAyA khar3I huI hai, nahIM to kisa taraha jInA vaha bhI bhArI ho jAe, aisA hai| yahI eka samAdhi kA sthAna khar3A huA hai ! praznakartA : Ajakala paise kI pradhAnatA hai, aisA kyoM? dAdAzrI : jaba iMsAna ko kisI taraha kI sUjha nahIM par3atI hai, taba mAna baiThatA hai ki paisoM se sukha milegaa| aisA dRr3ha ho jAtA hai, isalie mAnatA hai ki paisoM se viSaya mileNge| bAkI kA sabakucha bhI milegaa| lekina usakI bhI galatI nahIM hai| yaha (usane) pahale se hI aise karma kie hue haiM, unake ye phala Ate rahate haiN| isa pUre muMbaI meM daseka loga hI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavAle lakSmIvAna hoMge, aura bAkI ke pApAnubaMdhI puNyavAle lakSmIvAna haiM aura ve niraMtara apAra ciMtA meM rahA karate haiN| hama bhI vyApArI iMsAna haiN| isalie saMsAra meM vyApAra-roz2agAra aura

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sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ 97 inkama Taiksa vagairaha sabhI hameM bhI haiN| hama kAnTraikTa kA vyavasAya karate haiM, phira bhI usameM hama saMpUrNa vItarAga rahate haiN| aise vItarAga kaise raha pAte haiM? 'jJAna' se| ajJAnatA se loga duHkhI ho rahe haiN| lakSmI pApAnubaMdhI puNya se hotI hai, lekina vicAra nire pApa ke hI hote haiN| lakSmI puNyAnubaMdhI puNyavAle kI dAsI z2arUra hai, lekina use vaha U~ce le jAtI hai, aura pApAnubaMdhI puNyavAnoM kI bhI lakSmI dAsI hai, lekina vaha use adhogati meM le jAtI hai! Ajakala to yaha iMsAna, iMsAna hI nahIM rahA hai na! aura unakI mauta to dekho? kutte kI taraha marate haiN| ye to aNahakka (binA haqavAle) ke viSaya bhoge haiM, usakA phala hai| jinake pAsa lakSmI hai, viparIta buddhi kI vajaha se unheM bhI apAra duHkha haiN| samyak buddhi sukhI banAtI hai| saccI lakSmI kaba AtI hai ki Apake mana ke bhAva sudhareM, tb| ina vyabhicArI vicAroM se saccI lakSmI to kaise AegI? pApAnubaMdhI puNya kI lakSmI to roma-roma meM kATakara jAtI hai| praznakartA : lekina logoM ko abhI paisoM kI z2arUrata hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina kyA isa vajaha se aise pakke durdhyAna karane cAhie? yaha nahAnA bhI roz2a kI z2arUrata hai, phira bhI vahA~ kyoM nahAne ke lie dhyAna nahIM bigAr3ate? abhI to yadi pAnI nahIM mile to usameM bhI dhyAna bigar3atA hai, lekina hamAre aMdara to nakkI hI honA cAhie ki pAnI milA to nahAU~gA, nahIM to nahIM, lekina dhyAna nahIM bigAr3anA caahie| pAnI kA svabhAva hai ki AtA rahatA hai| vaise hI lakSmI kA svabhAva hai ki AtI rahatI hai, aura TAima ho jAe taba calatI banatI hai| pUre varlDa meM kisI kI, saMDAsa jAne kI sattA bhI usakI khuda kI nahIM hai| yaha to mAtra naimittika kriyA karanI hotI hai| lekina vahA~ dhyAna bigAr3akara chIna lene kI icchA rakhe, taba to phira kaise phala Ae~ge? eka vyakti Ama kI AzA se per3a ke nIce baitthaa| bhagavAna ne pUchA, 'are, tU kyoM per3a ke nIce baiThA hai?' taba usane kahA, 'Ama khAne ke lie|'

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AptavANI-2 bhagavAna ne kahA, 'are, yaha to baragada kA per3a hai na? vahA~ Ama kI AzA se tujhe kyA milegA? are, per3a ko pahacAna! per3a ko pahacAnakara tU phala kI AzA rkh|' 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa jA to terA samAdhAna ho jaaegaa| ye loga to bhagavAna ko bhUlakara lakSmI jI ko DhU~Dha rahe haiN| jo bhagata hai, use lakSmI jI kI kamI rahatI hai| bhagata aura bhagavAna donoM alaga hote haiN| vahA~ bheda hotA hai| bhagata bahata bAvale hote haiN| niyama kaisA hai ki jahA~ bAvalApana ho, vahA~ se lakSmI jI calI jAtI haiN| vyavahAra meM jJAnI bAvalepanavAle nahIM hote, bahuta satarka hote haiN| bhakti se 'jJAnIpuruSa' milate haiM aura 'jJAna' prApta hotA hai| 'jJAna' se mokSa hotA hai| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA thA ki narmadA jI meM pAnI AtA hai to vaha narmadA jI ke pATa ke sAmarthya ke anusAra hI hotA hai| lekina yadi usake sAmarthya se z2yAdA pAnI Ae to? to vaha kinArA-vinArA saba tor3a DAlatA hai aura AsapAsa ke gA~voM ko DubA detA hai| lakSmI jI kA bhI vaisA hI hai| naoNrmala Ae, taba taka acchaa| lakSmI jI bilo naoNrmala Ae~ to bhI phIvara hai aura ebava naoNrmala bhI phIvara hai| ebava naoNrmala to phIvara bar3hAtA hai| lekina donoM taraha ke sTejez2a meM lakSmI phIvara svarUpa bana par3atI hai| lakSmI kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki jaise-jaise lakSmI bar3hatI jAe, vaisevaise 'parigraha' bar3hatA jAtA hai| lakSmI ke lie kucha loga nispRha ho jAte haiM, to nispRhabhAva, vaha kauna kara sakatA hai? jise AtmA kI spRhA ho vahI nispRha bhAva kara sakatA hai| lekina AtmA prApta hue binA AtmA kI spRhA kisa taraha se ho? isalie sirpha nispRha ho jAtA hai aura sirpha nispRhI huA to vaha bhaTaka maregA! yAnI ki saspRhI-nispRhI ho to mokSa meM jaaegaa| hama lakSmI ke virodhI nahIM haiM ki hama lakSmI kA tyAga kreN| lakSmI kA tyAga nahIM karanA hai, lekina ajJAnatA kA tyAga karanA hai| kucha loga lakSmI kA tiraskAra karate haiN| kisI bhI cIz2a kA tiraskAra kiyA to vaha kabhI bhI phira milatI hI nhiiN| sirpha nispRha ho jAe, to vaha to sabase bar3A pAgalapana hai|

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sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ 99 jJAnI - saspRha, nispRha hama saMspRha - nispRha haiN| bhagavAna saspRha - nispRha the| jabaki unake cele nispRha ho gae haiM! nesesiTI arAiz2a (z2arUrata paidA) ho usa anusAra kAma lenA caahie| praznakartA : saspRha - nispRha vaha kisa taraha? vaha samajha meM nahIM AyA / I dAdAzrI : saMsArI bhAvoM meM hama nispRhI aura AtmA ke bhAvo meM sspRhii| saspRhI-nispRhI hogA tabhI mokSa meM jA paaegaa| isalie hara eka avasara kA svAgata kara lenA / samayAnusAra kAma lenA / phira vaha phAyade kA ho yA nukasAna kA ho| bhrAMta buddhi 'satya' kA avalokana nahIM hone detii| bhagavAna kahate haiM ki, 'tU bhale thyorI oNpha rileTiviTI meM rahe, usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina z2arA avirodhAbhAsa jIvana rakhanA / lakSmI jI ke niyama kA pAlana to karanA hI caahie| galata rAstevAlI lakSmI nahIM lenI cAhie / lakSmI ke lie sahaja prayatna honA caahie| dukAna para jAkara roz2a baiThanA, lekina usakI icchA nahIM honI caahie| kisI ke paise lie to lakSmI jI kyA kahatI haiM ki vApasa de denaa| roz2a aisA bhAva karanA cAhie ki 'de dene haiM, ' to ve die hI jAe~ge / dUsarI bAta yaha ki lakSmI jI kA tiraskAra nahIM karanA caahie| kucha kahate haiM ki, 'hameM nahIM cAhie, lakSmI jI ko hama Taca bhI nahIM krte|' lakSmI jI ko nahIM chue, usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina aise jo vANI se bolate haiM na, bhAva meM vaisA baratatA hai, vaha jokhima hai / Age kitane hI janmoM taka lakSmI jI ke binA bhaTakatA hai / lakSmI jI to vItarAga haiM, acetana cIz2a hai| khuda ko unakA tiraskAra nahIM karanA caahie| kisI kA bhI tiraskAra kiyA, phira bhale hI vaha cetana ho yA acetana vaha milegA nahIM / hama to 'aparigrahI haiM ' aisA bolate haiM, lekina 'lakSmI jI ko kabhI nahIM chUU~gA' aisA nahIM bolte| lakSmI jI to sArI duniyA ke vyavahAra kI 'nAka' kahalAtI haiM / 'vyavasthita' ke niyama ke

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100 AptavANI-2 AdhAra para sabhI devI-devatA rakhe gae haiN| isalie kabhI bhI tiraskAra nahIM karanA caahie| jo mana-vacana-kAyA se kiMcit bhI corI kare, to use bahuta mehanata karane para bhI muzkila se lakSmI milegii| lakSmI prApta hone meM yaha sabase bar3A aMtarAya hai-corii| yaha to kyA hotA hai ki manuSyapana meM jo-jo manuSya kI siddhiyA~ lekara Ae hote haiM, una siddhioM ko bhunAkara divAliye hote jAte haiN| Aja prAmANikatA se bahuta mehanata karake bhI lakSmI prApta nahIM kara sakatA, isakA artha yaha hai ki pahale se hI manuSyapana kI siddhi ulTe prakAra se bhunAkara hI AyA hai| usakA yaha pariNAma hai| sabase bar3I siddhi kauna sI? taba kahe, 'mnussypn'| aura vaha bhI U~cI jAti meM janma lenA aura vaha bhI hindustAna meN| ise sabase bar3I siddhi kisalie kahA hai? kyoMki isa manuSyapana ke mAdhyama se hI mokSa meM jAyA jA sakatA hai! jaba taka kabhI Ter3hA dhaMdhA zurU nahIM ho, taba taka lakSmI jI nahIM jaatii| Ter3hA rAstA, vaha lakSmI jAne kA nimitta hai! yaha kAlA dhana kaisA kahalAtA hai, vaha smjhaauuN| yadi bAr3ha kA pAnI apane ghara meM ghusa jAe to apane ko khuzI hotI hai ki ghara baiThe pAnI aayaa| to jaba vaha bAr3ha kA pAnI utaregA taba pAnI to calA jAegA, aura phira jo kIcar3a rahegA, usa kIcar3a ko dhokara nikAlate-nikAlate terA dama nikala jaaegaa| yaha kAlAdhana bAr3ha ke pAnI kI taraha hai, vaha roma-roma meM kATakara jaaegaa| isalie mujhe seThoM se kahanA par3A ki, 'sAvadhAnI se clnaa|' lakSmI jI to devI haiN| vyavahAra meM bhagavAna kI patnI kahalAtI haiN| yaha saba to paddhati ke anusAra 'vyavasthita' hai, lekina bhItara cala-vicala hone se gar3abar3a khar3I hotI hai| bhItara cala-vicala nahIM hogA, taba lakSmI jI bddh'egii| yaha bhItara cala-vicala nahIM ho to aisA nahIM hotA ki, 'kyA hogA? kyA hogA?' aisA huA ki lakSmI jI calatI bneNgii|

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sahaja prAkRta zakti deviyA~ 101 ___ bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki, 'terA dhana hogA na, to tU per3a ugAne jAegA aura tujhe mila jaaegaa| usake lie jamIna khodane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai|' isa dhana ke lie bahuta mAthApaccI karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| bahuta maz2adUrI se to mAtra majadUrI kA dhana milatA hai| bAkI, lakSmI ke lie bahuta mehanata kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| yaha mokSa bhI mehanata se nahIM miltaa| phira bhI lakSmI ke lie oNphisa jAkara baiThanA par3atA hai, utanI mehanata karanI par3atI hai| gehU~ uge hoM yA nahIM uge hoM, phira bhI terI thAlI meM roTI AtI hai yA nahIM? 'vyavasthita' kA niyama hI aisA hai! jise hama yAda karate haiM, vaha dUra hotA jAtA hai| isalie lakSmI jI ko yAda nahIM karanA caahie| jise yAda kareM vaha kaliyuga ke pratApa se rUThatA jAtA hai, aura satyaga meM vaha yAda karate hI A jAtA hai| lakSmI jI jAe~ taba 'AiegA' aura Ae~ taba 'padhArie' kahanA hotA hai| vaha koI thor3e hI bhajana karane se AtI hai? lakSmI jI ko manAnA nahIM caahie| sirpha strI ko hI manAnA caahie| oNnesTI ija da besTa paoNlisI aura satya kabhI bhI asatya nahIM banatA hai| lekina zraddhA DagamagA gaI hai aura kAla bhI aisA hai| rAta meM kisakI sattA hotI hai? coroM kA sAmrAjya hotA hai| taba yadi apanI dukAna kholakara baiTheM, taba to ve saba uThA le jaaeNge| yaha kAla to coroM kA hai| usase kyA hameM apanI paddhati badala denI cAhie? subaha taka dukAna baMda rakho, lekina apanI paddhati to nahIM hI badalanI caahie| ye rAzana ke niyama hoM, usameM koI 'pola' (gar3abar3a,gaphalata,ghoTAlA) mArakara calatA bane, to vaha lAbha mAnatA hai, aura dUsare kyoM nahIM mAnate? yaha to, yadi ghara meM sabhI asatya boleM to kisa para vizvAsa kareM? aura yadi eka para vizvAsa kareM, taba to sabhI para vizvAsa karanA cAhie na? lekina yaha to ghara meM vizvAsa, vaha bhI aMdhA vizvAsa karatA hai| kisI kI sattA nahIM, koI kucha kaha sake, aisA nahIM hai| yadi khuda kI sattA hotI taba to koI sTImara DUbatA hI nhiiN| lekina ye to laTra haiM, prakRti nacAe vaise nAcate haiN| para-sattA kyoM kahA hai? apane ko pasaMda ho vahA~ bhI le jAtA hai aura nahIM pasaMda ho, vahA~

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AptavANI-2 bhI le jAtA hai| nahIM pasaMda ho, vahA~ para to vaha anicchA se bhI jAtA hai, isalie vaha parasattA hI hai na! 102 'oNnesTI ija da besTa polisI' rakhanI cAhie / lekina yaha vAkya aba beasara ho gayA hai| isalie aba se hamArA nayA vAkya rakhanA, 'DisaonesTI ija da besTa phUlizanesa' / vaha pahalevAlA paoNz2iTiva vAkya likhakara to loga ghanacakkara ho gae haiM / 'bIveyara oNpha thIvz2a' kA borDa likhA hai, phira bhI loga luTa gae to phira borDa kisa kAma kA? phira bhI loga yaha 'oNnesTI ija da besTa polisI' kA borDa lagAte haiM, phira bhI oNnesTI raha nahIM pAtI / to vaha borDa kisa kAma kA ? aba to naye zAstroM kI aura naye sUtroM kI z2arUrata hai / isalie hama kahate haiM ki, 'DisaoNnesTI iz2a da besTa phUlizanesa' kA borDa lagAnA /

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'no laoN' - laoN kucha loga hameM kahate haiM ki, 'dAdA, Apa Azrama kyoM nahIM kholate? Azrama kholie na dAdA?' lekina 'jJAnIpuruSa' Azrama kA zrama nahIM krte| ve to, kisI kA rUma milA to vahA~ satsaMga kara lete haiM, aura vaha bhI nahIM mile to kisI per3a ke nIce baiThakara satsaMga kara lete haiN| aura ina AzramoM meM to niyama cAhie, rasoIghara cAhie, saMDAsa caahie| ye saba cAhie aura vahI kA vahI saMsAra caahie| phira vApasa kahA~ yaha musIbata ! Azrama meM to dAla-cAvala, roTI aura sabjI khAkara par3e rahate haiM, jaise ghara para par3e rahate haiM, vaise| kucha loga to khAkara par3e rahane ke lie hI Azrama meM rahate haiM! apane yahA~ Azrama nahIM hotaa| hama to brahmAMDa ke UparI, isalie jahA~ jAe vahA~ sabhI gA~va apane hI na! apane yahA~ satsaMga meM no laoN! apane yahA~ to bagaira laoN kA loN| akrama arthAt no laoN, pUre jagat meM bagaira laoN kI pArTI ho to ina 'dAdA' ke phaoNloarsa ke pAsa hai| unheM kisI jagaha para laoN nahIM hotaa| jagata ke loga laoN ke binA raha hI nahIM skte| laoN ke bagaira raheMge to mokSa meM jAe~ge! laoN nahIM rahe, to sahaja ho jaaeNge| laoN se asahaja ho jAte haiN| binA laoN kA niyama arthAt sahaja hotA hai| jisakA eksesa ho jAe, yAnI ki adhikatA ho jAe, usake prati abhAva ho jAtA hai| jahA~ para aura kaMTrola ho to citta vahIM para jAtA hai| cInI para kaMTrola kiyA ho to citta cInI meM hI rahatA hai ki kaba le AU~? kaMTrola aisI cIz2a hai ki vaha mana ko adhIra kara detI hai| isIlie hama kahate haiM ki DIkaMTrola kara do| bAhara to kaMTrola hI karate rahate haiM, usase mana pUrA dina adhIra rahA karatA hai|

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AptavANI-2 mana kA svabhAva aisA hai ki eksesa ho jAe to usa para dveSa hotA hai, aisI cIz2oM para kyA kaMTrola karanA ? manacAhI cIz2a ho aura Upara se kaMTrola kare to citta vahIM para jAtA hai, citta kA aisA svabhAva hai I 104 choTA baccA ho, use kaheM ki, 'yaha mata lenA' to usakA citta vahIM cipakA rahegA, agara use dUsarA kucha deM, taba bhI nahIM letA / isIlie de denA caahie| vaha 'vyavasthita' se bAhara kitanA le legA? kitanA luTa jAegA? apane yahA~ to niyama hI nahIM haiM na! kAnUna kA matalaba ardhakaMTrola / apane yahA~ agara kaheM ki, 'kyoM dera se Ae? cAra baje hI A jaanaa|' to mana kaMTrola meM A gayA, isalie bigar3a hI jaaegaa| agara kaMTrola nahIM ho to mana kitanA mukta rahegA ! sImenTa kA kaMTrola karane gae to bhAva battIsa rupaye ho gayA! san 1942 ke bAda yaha kaMTrola AyA, usase logoM ke mana bigar3a ge| hama kisI ko DA~Tate hI nahIM / hama aisA nahIM kahate ki, 'aisA kyoM lAyA aura aisA kyoM kiyA?' saba ko DA~TanA nahIM par3e aisA hI hamane rakhA hai| 'no loNj'|' niyama - viyama kucha nahIM / rasoI meM koI patIlA ulTA rakhe, phira bhI hama kucha nahIM bolte| use apane Apa hI eksapIriyansa milegA na! isa varlDa ko eka dina sAre hI niyama nikAla dene par3eMge ! sabase pahalA binA niyamavAlA apane yahA~ kiyA hai ! sarakAra se kaheMge ki dekhakara jAo hamAre yahA~ binA niyama kA saMcAlana ! ye auraMgAbAda meM sau vyaktiyoM kA binA niyama ke dasa dina taka kaisA calatA hai! kaisA suMdara calatA hai ! cAya, pAnI, nAztA! dUsarI saba jagaha to kitane niyama ! laoNz2a para laoNz2a ! yaha to 'bagaira kAnUnavAlI maMDalI' kahalAtI hai ! kAnUnavAlI maMDalI meM bhagavAna nahIM rahate haiM aura bagaira kAnUnavAlI maMDalI meM bhagavAna rahate haiM ! bhale hI cora hoM, lekina bagaira kAnUnavAlI ho to bhagavAna vahA~ rahate haiM kyoMki yadi aikyatA ho, to bhagavAna vahA~ hAz2ira rahate haiN| isa gairakAnUnI maMDalI meM jise jaisA ThIka lage vaise baiThA huA

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'no laoN' - laoN 105 hai| bagaira kAnUnavAlI meM hara eka svecchA se niyama kA pAlana karatA hai| bagaira kAnUnavAlI meM kudaratI rUpa se hI niyamoM kA pAlana hotA hai| sarakAra ne niyama banAe, logoM ne niyama banAe, samAja ne niyama banAe aura niyamoM ke caMgula meM A gae sbhii| dharma meM to niyama hone hI nahIM caahie| niyamoM ke caMgula meM AyA to kAle kapar3evAloM ke bIca phNseNgaa| kAle kapar3e iTaselpha kyA kahate haiM ki hama to apazakunavAle ___ eka dina duniyA ko niyama chor3a dene par3eMge! 'no kortt'| ina korTo se hI to bigar3A hai saba! kAle kapar3e! niyama eksesa (AvazyakatA se adhika) ho gae isalie poiz2ana ho gyaa| niyama to tarIkevAlA hotA hai| aura dharma meM to niyama hote hI nhiiN| lekina tU jaina kaisA? tU vaiSNava kaisA? terA DevelapamenTa kaisA? yadi tU mUrkha hai to tere lie niyamoM kI z2arUrata hai aura yadi tU DevelapDa hai to tujhe niyamoM kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| jaina ko niyamoM kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai| use to bhItara se hI sabhI niyama dikhate haiM! apane yahA~ niyama ke bagaira saba calane diyA hai| aura jise jaise ThIka lage vaise calane diyA hai aura hara eka ko sabhI chUTa dI hai| hama saba 38 dina kI yAtrA para gae the, vahA~ bhI hamAre to 'no loNj'|' usameM phira aisA nahIM ki kisI ke sAtha lar3anA nahIM hai| jisake sAtha lar3anA ho usake sAtha lar3ane kI chuutt| lekina lar3ane kI chUTa denI hai, aisA bhI nahIM aura nahIM denI aisA bhI nhiiN| ve yadi lar3eM to 'hama' dekhate the| rAta ko vApasa sabhI hamArI' sAkSI meM pratikramaNa se dho DAlate the| Amane-sAmane dAg2a par3ate the aura vApasa saba dho DAlate! yaha pyora vItarAga mArga hai, isalie yahA~ keza (nakada) pratikramaNa karane par3ate haiN| isameM pAkSika yA mAsika pratikramaNa nahIM hote| doSa huA ki turaMta hI prtikrmnn| yadi niyama ho to mu~ha se nahIM bolate lekina aMdara uthalaputhala rahatI hai| aMdara ulajhatA rahatA hai| apane yahA~ to niyama hI nahIM hai| aisA hai yaha akrama jJAna ! hama hai taba taka chUTa dI huI hai, isalie niyama-viyama nhiiN|

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106 AptavANI-2 sAre jagat meM sabhI sAdhu-sanyAsiyoM ke pAsa niyama haiN| usameM aise baiThanA aura vaise krnaa| ve laoNz2a to saMkalpa-vikalpa khar3e karate haiM, jabaki AtmA sahaja hai| niyama, vaha baMdhana hai| saMgha meM niyama rakhate haiM, aura niyama, vahI baMdhana hai| vaha to jo yama meM se niyama meM Ae~, unake lie hai| yama matalaba pharsTa sTenDarDa aura niyama matalaba sekanDa sttenddrdd| pharsTa meM se sekanDa meM Ae~, unake lie niyama haiN| mokSa ke lie isakI z2arUrata nahIM hai| mokSa ke lie to AtmA ko sahaja rUpa se baratane do| sahaja baratane do, to sahaja mokSa barategA! yahA~ dharma meM eka paise kA bhI vyavahAra nahIM hotaa| AratI ke ghI ke lie bhI paise yahA~ nahIM lete| pustakeM chApane ke lie paisoM kI z2arUrata hai, ve yahA~ para nahIM mA~ge jaate| phira bhI kisa taraha paisoM ke binA cala rahA hai, vahI Azcarya hai| yadi dharma meM paisoM kA lena-dena kiyA to mAthApaccI karane jaisA hai| usake lie to niyama cAhie, oNphisa cAhie aura apAra jaMjAla caahie| yahA~ para niyama nahIM hai to saba kitane zAMti se baiThe haiM aura upAzraya meM to jaba vyAkhyAna sunane Ae~ to ha~sI-ThiTholI karate haiN| vahA~ niyama hotA hai ki 'zAMti rakho,' phira bhI ha~sI-ThiTholI! isa duSamakAla ke loga niyama ke lie nahIM haiN| inheM to kaMTrola kiyA ki mana aura adhika bigar3egA! aura eka niyama ghusA to niyama kI kitAbeM banAnI pdd'eNgii| nayA kucha huA to niyama nikAlo, niyama kI purAnI kitAbeM kholo aura jA~ca kro| niyamoM meM viveka eka vRddha mahArAja upAzraya meM caturmAsa karane gae the| ve becAre bahuta vRddha aura paira se la~gar3Ate the| unase calA hI nahIM jAtA thaa| jaba cAturmAsa pUrA huA taba unase kahA gayA ki, 'Apa aba vihAra kara jaaie|' mahArAja kA paira ThIka huA hI nahIM thA, isalie unhoMne Thaharane ke lie eksTenzana maaNgaa| taba saMghapati ne kahA ki, 'adhika se adhika jitanA diyA jA sake utanA de diyA hai, aba Age eksTenzana nahIM milegaa|' aba

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'no laoN' - laoN 107 mahArAja ko to anivArya rUpa se jAnA hI par3e, aisA ho gyaa| una mahArAja ne kahA, 'ThIka hai, taba maiM calA jaauuNgaa| yahA~ se cAra mIla dUra chANI gA~va hai, vahA~ vihAra kara jaauuNgaa| lekina cAra mIla mujhase calA jA sake aisA nahIM hai, to DolI kI vyavasthA kara diijie|' taba saMghapati ne kahA ki, 'Aja taka aisI DolI to hamane kisI ke lie karake dI ho aisA yAda nahIM hai|' taba unhoMne vApasa pichale saba rikaoNrDa dekhe, hisAba kI kitAbeM dekhIM, unakI niyama kI kitAbeM uThAI, lekina kahIM bhI unheM aisA milA hI nahIM ki paira se la~gar3Ane ke kAraNa kisI mahArAja ke lie DolI kI vyavasthA karanI par3I ho! isalie unhoMne to mahArAja se kahA ki, 'aisA koI niyama banAyA hI nahIM gayA hai to hama kyA kareM!' niyama kaise toDeM? are, kyA sabhI paira se la~gar3Ate haiM, jo aisA niyama banAnA par3atA? kucha vyavahArika samajha to cAhie na ki jar3a kI taraha hI niyama ko pakar3akara baiThanA hai? ve mahArAja becAre mere pAsa Ae aura mujhe kahane lge| mujhe kahA ki, 'bhAI, dekho na! isa saMgha ne merI yaha avadazA kI hai| pacAsa rupaye koI nikAlatA nahIM aura DolI kI vyavasthA karatA nahIM, aura dUsarI tarapha aisA kaha rahe haiM, 'vihAra kara jAie, vihAra kara jaaie|' kyA karU~ aba maiM? Apa hI koI rAstA nikaalie|' phira hamane unake lie paisoM kI vyavasthA kara dii| usake bAda DolI kI vyavasthA huI aura mahArAja ko bainDabAje bajAkara bidAI dI gaI! bar3I zobhAyAtrA nikAlI aura saMghapati bhI sira para pagar3I-vagar3I lagAkara dhUmadhAma se mahArAja kI zobhAyAtrA meM nikale! are! ye bAje bajAe aura zobhAyAtrA kA utsava kiyA usameM pA~ca sau rupaye kharca kie aura mahArAja ke lie DolI karane ke lie pacAsa rupaye nahIM kharca sake? kAraNa kyA? to kahA, 'zobhAyAtrA kA niyama to hamAre pAsa hai, lekina yaha DolI kA niyama to hamAre pichale itihAsa meM bhI nahIM hai, taba phira hama aisA kisa taraha kareM?' __ aba ise mujhe 'avyavahArikatA' nahIM to aura kyA kahanA cAhie?

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108 AptavANI-2 hamAre yahA~ niyama nahIM haiM, lekina phira sAtha-sAtha sAmanevAle ke niyama hama nahIM tor3a skte| kisI kA niyama tor3anA, usase to sAmanevAle vyakti ko ulTI anumodanA milatI hai, usake hama nimitta banate haiN| apane se aisA nahIM honA caahie| 'apanA' to koI nAma hI denevAlA nahIM hai| lekina isake nimitta baneM to sAmanevAle kI Adata par3a jAegI ki hama bhI isa taraha se niyama tor3eM, isalie apane ko saMpUrNa rUpa se sAmanevAle ke niyamoM meM rahanA pdd'egaa| hamAre yahA~ niyama nahIM hote, AjJA hI hotI hai| sabhI rileTiva meM niyama hote haiN| yahA~ para niyama nahIM hote|

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dharmadhyAna praznakartA : pUjA-sevA karate haiM, vaha dharmadhyAna kahalAtA hai na? dAdAzrI : nA, use dharmadhyAna nahIM kahate / pUjA - sevA karate samaya ApakA dhyAna kahA~ baratatA hai, vaha dekhA jAtA hai| bhagavAna kriyA ko dekhate hI nahIM, lekina kriyA ke samaya dhyAna kahA~ barata rahA hai, vaha dekhate haiN| eka seTha the| roz2a subaha cAra ghaMTe pUjA, pATha, sAmAyika vagairaha karate the / eka dina eka vyakti ne daravAz2A khaTakhaTAyA aura seThAnI ne kholakara pUchA, 'kyA kAma hai?' usa vyakti ne seThAnI se pUchA ki, 'seTha kahA~ gae haiM?' seThAnI ne turaMta hI javAba diyA, 'seTha kUr3ekhAne meM gae hue haiN|' seTha aMdara baiThe-baiThe hI saba suna rahe the, taba unheM lagA ki 'vAstava meM abhI to maiM viSayoM ke hI dhyAna meM thaa| bhale hI maiM sAmAyika meM hoU~, lekina dhyAna to merA viSayarUpI kUr3e meM hI thA / ' taba unheM pakkA ho gayA ki 'mujhase to merI patnI adhika samajhadAra hai|' sAmAyika kara rahe hoM, mAlA phera rahe hoM, lekina dhyAna yadi anyatra gayA ho, taba usa kriyA kA phala nahIM dekhA jAtA, lekina usa samaya jisa dhyAna meM khuda barata rahA hotA hai, vahI dekhA jAtA hai / dhyAna, vahI puruSArtha jagat bhrAMtivAlA hai| vaha kriyAoM ko dekhatA hai, dhyAna ko nahIM dekhtaa| dhyAna agale janma kA puruSArtha hai aura kriyA, vaha pichale janma kA puruSArtha hai| dhyAna agale janma meM phala detA hai| dhyAna huA ki usa samaya paramANu bAhara se khiMcate haiM aura ve dhyAna svarUpa hokara bhItara sUkSmatA se saMgrahita ho jAte haiM aura kAraNadeha kA sarjana hotA hai| jaba RNAnubaMdhI jIva

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AptavANI-2 mAtA ke garbha meM jAtA hai, taba sUkSma deha jo hai vaha, vIrya aura raja ke sthUla paramANu ekadama khIMca letI hai| usase kAryadeha kA nirmANa ho jAtA hai| jaba iMsAna maratA hai taba AtmA, sUkSma zarIra tathA kAraNa zarIra sAtha meM jAte haiN| sUkSma zarIra hara eka meM kaoNmana hotA hai, lekina kAraNa zarIra hara eka ke khuda ke sevita kaoNz2ez2a ke anusAra alaga-alaga hote haiM / sUkSma zarIra ilekTrikala baoNDI hai, jo khurAka ke binA raha hI nahIM sktaa| isalie mRtyu ke bAda turaMta hI usI kSaNa mAtA ke zarIra meM praveza prApta karake hI rahatA hai aura TAimiMga milate hI vIrya aura raja ke saMyoga se ekadama sthUla paramANuoM ko khurAka ke rUpa meM cUsa letA hai aura piMDa ke rUpa meM sthUla deha prApta kara letA hai / usake bAda jIva Develapa hotA jAtA hai aura karIba pA~ca mahIne kA hone para saMcAra honA zurU ho jAtA hai / 110 eka kSaNa ke lie bhI 'hameM' 'hamAre' svarUpa ke alAvA eka bhI saMsArI vicAra nahIM AtA / hamArI icchA hai z2arUra ki saba hamAre isa sukha ko prApta kreN| dhyAna hI AnevAle janma kA sAdhana hai ! usake sivA aura koI sAdhana hai hI nahIM, agale janma kA ! vItarAgoM kA mata kyA hai? dhyAna badalo / durdhyAna hotA ho to itanA puruSArtha karo ki durdhyAna nahIM ho / praznakartA : usameM puruSArtha kisa taraha kareM? dAdAzrI : kriyA nahIM badala sakatI lekina dhyAna badala sake aisA hai| isa kAla ke dabAva se raudradhyAna hotA hai, ArtadhyAna hotA hai, lekina bhagavAna ne unake sAmane puruSArtha kA sAdhana batalAyA hai, usameM ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna ko haTAnA hai| jaise hama khurAka meM hitakArI khurAka khAte haiM aura ahitakArI khurAka haTA dete haiM, usI taraha ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna haTAne haiM aura dharmadhyAna karanA hai / ArtadhyAna - raudradhyAna praznakartA : ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna kise kahate haiM ?

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dharmadhyAna 111 dAdAzrI : kisI ke sukha ko kiMcit mAtra bhI chIna lene kA dhyAna karanA, vaha raudradhyAna hai| phira bhale hI usane vAstava meM chIna nahIM liyA ho, lekina vaha dhyAna to raudradhyAna hI mAnA jAegA aura usakA phala narkagati hai| ArtadhyAna matalaba jo bhI koI ciMtA-parezAnI A par3e, vaha khuda akelA khuda ke bhItara hI sahana karatA rahe aura kabhI bhI mu~ha se bole nahIM, krodha nahIM kare, to vaha ArtadhyAna meM AtA hai| Aja to sirpha ArtadhyAna kA milanA muzkila hai| jahA~-tahA~ raudradhyAna hI hai| dharmasthAnoM meM bhI isa kAla meM ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna ghusa gae haiN| ina sAdhuoM ko niraMtara ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna hote rahate haiN| ziSyoM para cir3hate haiM, vaha raudradhyAna hai aura bhItara ghulate rahate haiM, vaha ArtadhyAna hai| phalA~ mahArAja ke paccIsa ziSya haiM aura mere to itane hI haiM, vaha bhayaMkara ArtadhyAna hai| aura phira vaha ziSya bar3hAne meM par3a jAtA hai aura bhayaMkara raudradhyAna karatA hai| mahAvIra bhagavAna ke siMhAsana para yaha kaise zobhA de? ye to resakorsa meM par3e hue haiM ! ziSya bar3hAne meM par3e haiM! are, ghara para eka bIvI aura do bacce, aise tIna ghaMTa the, ve chor3akara yahA~ eka sau ATha ghaMTa gale meM laTakAe? ise vItarAga mArga kaise kaheMge? praznakartA : ina ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna ko badaleM kisa taraha? dAdAzrI : ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna hote haiM, vaha isa kAla ke karmoM kI vicitratA hai| lekina yaha jo atikramaNa huA usake pIche naqada pratikramaNa rkh| kabhI zAyada atikramaNa ho jAe to Apako pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| raudradhyAna meM pazcAtApa ho to vaha ArtadhyAna meM jAtA hai aura yadi raudradhyAna meM yathArtha pratikramaNa kare to dharmadhyAna ho jAtA hai| AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna sAtha meM hI hote haiN| bhale hI bhagavAna kI mUrti ho, lekina usakI sAkSI meM AlocanA kareM aura phira se vaisA dhyAna nahIM ho, aisA dRr3ha nizcaya karanA par3atA hai| praznakartA : koI apanA apamAna kare to use mana meM kisa taraha lenA cAhie? dAdAzrI : AtmajJAna ho to apamAna hone se parezAnI nahIM hotii|

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112 AptavANI-2 lekina jJAna nahIM ho to bhItara se kahanA cAhie ki khuda kI pahale kI bhUla hogii| apanI khuda kI hI bhUla hogI, isalie sAmanevAlA apamAna kara rahA hai| merA koI pahale kA hisAba hogA, isalie vApasa lauTA rahA hai| isalie hameM jamA kara lenA hai| yadi apamAna karanevAle se kaheM ki, 'bhAI, tU phira se apamAna kara to?' taba vaha kahegA, 'maiM koI phAlatU hU~?' yaha to jo udhArI hai vahI jamA karavA jAte haiN| janmA taba se, marA taba taka sabakucha anivAryatA hI hai| ye kitane hI pAsa ho jAte haiM, kucha phela ho jAte haiM aura kucha par3hate hI nahIM haiN| yaha saba pahale ke hisAba meM rahA huA hai| yaha sArA hisAba kauna rakhatA hai? yaha to bhItara g2az2aba kA eDajasTamenTa hai| bhItara anaMta zaktiyA~ haiN| yaha hisAba cAra dhyAna ke AdhAra para hai| jaisA dhyAna barate vaisA phala AtA hai| __ anaMtakAla se bhaTaka rahe haiM, phira bhI ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna hone baMda nahIM hue| isalie unheM samajhanA caahie| ghara meM jhagar3e hoM to kSamApanA karanI caahie| sAmanevAlA baira nahIM bA~dhe, usa prakAra se kSamApanA karanI caahie| bhagavAna kI AjJA meM rahanA, vahI sabase U~cA dharmadhyAna hai| yaha kSamApanA kaise kareM? muphta meM kSamApanA kyoM? nahIM, jitanA Apa dete ho utanA hI vApasa AtA hai| raudradhyAna aura ArtadhyAna do hI kacoTate haiN| bAharavAlA anya koI nahIM kacoTatA! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha haTAne se haTanevAle nahIM haiN| DaoNkTara ne cInI khAne ko manA kiyA ho to kaise jAgRta rahA jAtA hai? yadi DaoNkTara ne kahA ho ki, 'Apako hArTaaTeka AyA hai aura namaka bilkula nahIM khAnA hai, khAoge to dUsarA aTaika A jAegA aura Apa mara jaaoge|' taba Apa kitane alarTa rahate ho! vahA~ kyoM sAvadhAna rahate ho? ye ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna, yaha to anaMtakAla kA maraNa hai| isalie inheM baMda karanA hI hai, aisA nizcita kiyA ki turaMta hI pacAsa pratizata ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna kama ho jaaeNge| Apa bhakti-vakti, sAmAyika yA pUjA-pATha jo karanA ho vaha karanA, jisa guru kI ArAdhanA kI ho, unakI ArAdhanA karanA, lekina ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna nahIM hoM, utanA krnaa| zukladhyAna

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dharmadhyAna 113 isa kAla meM hotA hI nhiiN| phira bhI, kisI ko yadi zukladhyAna cAhie, ciMtA hamezA ke lie baMda karanI ho to hamAre pAsa satsaMga meM A jaanaa| hama eka ghaMTe meM hI Apako zukladhyAna de deNge| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kyA nahIM kara sakate? 'jJAnIpuruSa' cAheM so kareM, lekina hama kisI cIz2a ke kartA nahIM hote haiM, hama nimittabhAva meM hI hote haiM nirNtr| yadi zukladhyAna prApta nahIM hotA to isa kAla meM to dharmadhyAna meM raheM taba bhI kAphI hai| Aja to kharA dharmadhyAna bhI lupta ho gayA hai| dharmadhyAna ko samajhate hI nahIM ki dharmadhyAna kise kahate haiM? dharmadhyAna to, jitane samaya taka kiyA utanA samaya! eka ghaMTA to eka ghaMTA, lekina taba AnaMda bharapUra rahatA hai aura usa AnaMda ke pratispaMdana agale do-tIna ghaMToM taka rahate haiN| dharmadhyAna nahIM samajhate to phira kareM kyA? pUre dina raudradhyAna aura ArtadhyAna, raudradhyAna aura ArtadhyAna ! pUre dina kica-kica! bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki dharmadhyAna meM rhnaa| dharmadhyAna ke cAra staMbha praznakartA : bhagavAna ne kise dharmadhyAna kahA thA? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna ne, 'AjJA vahI dharma aura AjJA vahI tp'| aisA kahA thaa| bhagavAna ne dharmadhyAna ke cAra AdhArastaMbha batAe haiN| bhagavAna kI AjJA saca hI hai, aisA mAnane lage to vaha dharmadhyAna ke pahale staMbha arthAt 'AjJAvicaya' meM A gyaa| dUsarA staMbha yAnI ki use krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nahIM hoM, aisA rahe yAnI 'apAya-vicaya' meM A gyaa| sAmanevAle ne patthara mArA, vaha mere khuda ke hI karma kA udaya hai vaisA rahe, taba tIsare staMbha yAnI ki 'vipAka-vicaya' meM AyA kahalAyA aura cauthA staMbha yAnI 'saMsthAna-vicaya,' arthAta jo cAra loka haiM, unakI hakIkata samajha jAe to dharmadhyAna pUrA ho jaae| aba bhagavAna kI AjJA saccI hai, vaha to sabhI kabUla karate hI haiN| 'saMsthAna-vicaya' bahuta gahanatA se samajha meM nahIM AegA to clegaa| usake

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AptavANI-2 bajAya to samakita prApta ho aisI koI vyavasthA kara na, to usameM sabhI A jaaegaa| dharmadhyAna meM mukhya puruSArtha hI vahA~ para karanA hai ki ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna nahIM hoM / ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna nahIM hoM to phira bAkI kyA rahA? dharmadhyAna hI / zukladhyAna to hai nahIM, isalie dharmadhyAna yadi prApta karanA ho to ArtadhyAna ko aura raudradhyAna ko haTAo / dharmadhyAna kise kahate haiM? koI gAliyA~ de rahA ho to Apako gAlI denevAle kA doSa nahIM dikhe| ApakA jJAna aisA ho ki koI gAlI de rahA hai phira bhI usakA doSa nahIM dikhe, aura 'mere hI karmoM ke udaya kA doSa hai' aisA bhAna rahe / ise hI bhagavAna ne dharmadhyAna kahA hai / 114 ghara meM sAsa jhagar3a rahI ho to hameM samajhanA cAhie ki yaha sAsa mere hI hisse meM kyoM AI? dUsarI sAseM nahIM thIM kyA? lekina mujhe yahI kyoM milI? arthAt usake sAtha apanA kucha hisAba hai, to vaha hisAba zAMtabhAva se pUrA kara lo| dharmadhyAna rahA nhiiN| isa kAla meM dharmadhyAna samajhate hI nahIM / samajhate to bhI kalyANa ho jAtA ! praznakartA : ahaMkAra kA z2ora adhika hotA hai, kyA isalie dharmadhyAna bhUla jAte haiM ? dAdAzrI : samajha kise kahate haiM ki samajha se vaisA hI pravartana ho jaae| jaba taka pravartana meM nahIM Ae, taba taka samajha meM AyA nahIM hai, aisA kahanA caahie| samajha kA phala turaMta hI pravartana meM AnA, vaha hai / pravartana meM AnA hI caahie| hama choTe bacce se kaheM ki ye do zIziyA~ rakhI haiM, donoM eka sI hI haiM aura donoM meM davAiyA~ haiM, donoM meM vhAiTa pAuDara hai eka para likhA ho amRta aura dUsarI para likhA ho poiz2ana, to bacce ko hameM samajhAnA cAhie ki isameM se kucha khA mata jAnA / hama amRta kI davAI mu~ha meM DAla rahe hoM, to baccA bhI yadi nahIM jAnatA ho ki isameM se kauna sA amRta hai aura kauna sA z2ahara hai to vaha bhUla se poiz2ana khA legaa| isalie hameM bacce ko batAnA cAhie ki isameM poijana hai / sirpha poiz2ana

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dharmadhyAna 115 bolane se baccA samajha gayA, aisA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| use to yaha samajhAnA cAhie ki poijana kyA hai| use samajhAnA cAhie ki poiz2ana se iMsAna mara jAtA hai| mara jAnA kyA hai, bacce vaha nahIM smjhte| isalie use vaha bhI samajhAnA par3atA hai ki parasoM ve cAcA mara gae the, vaisA ho jAtA hai| aise saba taraha se vistAra se samajhAyA jAe to phira baccA kabhI bhI poiz2ana kI zIzI ko nahIM chuegaa| vaha amala meM A hI jaaegaa| jo amala meM nahIM AyA, vaha ajJAna hai| pUrI-pUrI samajha to, paddhati anusAra sIkhA hI nhiiN| kisI ke likhe hue savAla nakala karake le Ae, usase kyA karanA A gayA? kisIne methemeTiksa ke savAla kie hoM aura nakala karake le Ae to usase kyA A gayA? yaha saba nakalI jJAna hai| daraasala jJAna nahIM hai| varnA koI gAliyA~ de aura asara nahIM ho, khuda apanI hI bhUla hai aisA khuda ko lagatA rahe aura khuda pratikramaNa karatA rahe to vaha bhagavAna kA sabase bar3A jJAna hai! yahI mokSa meM le jAegA! itanA zabda, hamAre eka hI vAkya kA yadi pAlana kare na, to mokSa meM calA jAe! bAkI sabakA kyA karanA hai? sAmAyika to samajhate hI nhiiN| sAmAyika kise kahanA, vaha bhI nahIM jaante| sAmAyika meM, jo yAda nahIM karanA hotA hai, vahI pahale yAda AtA hai| khuda sAmAyika karane baiThe aura mana meM nizcita kare ki Aja dukAna yAda hI nahIM karanI hai to pahalA dhamAkA dukAna kA hI hotA hai! kyoMki mana riekzanavAlA hai| jisake lie Apa manA karo, to pahale aMdara dhamAkA hogA! aura Apa kaho ki Apa sabhI AnA to usa samaya nahIM Ate! Apa yadi aise kaho ki maiM sAmAyika karU~ taba Apa saba AnA, to usa ghar3I koI nahIM AegA! aisA hai yaha sArA ajnyaan| spaMdana huA ki khatma ho gayA! AtmA kI anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM ! yadi hamAre sirpha itane hI zabda kA pAlana kare ki hameM koI gAliyA~ de, aise-vaise duHkha de, parezAna kare, vaha saba mere karma ke udaya se hai, sAmanevAle kA doSa nahIM hai, sAmanevAlA to nimitta hai, aisA itanA hI yadi bhAna rahe na, to tujhe sAmanevAlA vyakti nirdoSa dikhegA! aura isase khuda

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116 AptavANI-2 tairakara pAra utara jaaegaa| TheTha mokSa taka phuNcaaegaa| hamArA eka hI vAkya mokSa meM le jAe aisA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA eka hI vAkya caahie| mokSa meM jAne ke lie zAstra kI koI z2arUrata nahIM hai| kyoMki 'jJAnIpuruSa' sIdhA mokSamArga dikhA dete haiM, pUrA hii| isalie vastusthiti meM samajhane kI z2arUrata hai| __ loga kahate haiM ki hameM 'jJAna' hai| 'jJAna' use nahIM kahate, 'jJAna' to jo amala meM Ae usI ko kahA jAtA hai| hameM borIvalI kA rAstA mAlUma hai to borIvalI AnA hI caahie| aura yadi borIvalI nahIM Ae to samajhanA ki borIvalI ke rAste kA hameM jJAna hI nahIM thaa| bhagavAna ke dharmadhyAna meM itanA adhika bala hai, g2az2aba kI tAqata hai! lekina jaba taka vaha dharmadhyAna ko samajhe nahIM, taba taka kyA kara sakatA hai? aura phira vItarAgoM ne kahA hai ki, 'udayakarma se tU ghabarAnA mt| pUre dina udayakarma tujhe parezAna karatA rahe to usase bhI tU ghabarAnA mt| kyoMki usameM kisI kA doSa nahIM hai|' ciMtA, vahI ArtadhyAna 'rAI mAtra vadha-ghaTa nahIM, dekhyA kevalajJAna, te nizcaya kara chor3Ine, tajiye aartdhyaan|' ciMtA-viMtA chor3a do| ciMtA, vaha ArtadhyAna hai| yaha zarIra zAtAazAtA kA jitanA udaya lekara AyA hai, utanA bhoge binA koI cArA hI nahIM hai| isalie kisI kA doSa mata dekhanA, kisI ke doSa ke prati dRSTi mata karanA aura khuda ke doSoM se hI baMdhana hai, aisA samajha jaa| rAImAtra kama-z2yAdA honevAlA nahIM hai| tujha se kucha parivartana ho nahIM sakegA isalie jaya mahAvIra, jaya mahAvIra, jaya mahAvIra athavA jaya zrI kRSNa, jaya zrI kRSNa, jaya zrI kRSNa karatA raha na! bhagavAna kI jaya bulvaa| dUsare logoM kI kyoM bulavAtA hai? yaha to Apa isa vyakti ko DA~Ta rahe hoM aura yaha dUsarA vyakti usakA bacAva kare to pahalA vyakti isa dUsare vyakti kI jaya bulavAtA hai| are, jaya bulavA mahAvIra kI yA kRSNa kii| Aja to

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dharmadhyAna 117 usa bhAI kI jaya-jayakAra bulavA rahA hai, vaha to kala vApasa jhagar3ane jaaegaa| inakA kyA ThikAnA? bulavA jaya vItarAga kI, namo vItarAgAya ! namo vItarAgAya! praznakartA : kyA ciMtA-upAdhi bhagavAna ne bhejI hoMgI? dAdAzrI : khuda ko jaisA vyApAra karanA Ae, vaisA milatA hai| dahI zuddha ho, dahI bAz2Ara kA, masAle bAz2Ara ke, lakaDI bAz2Ara kI, pAnI jo hai vaha bhI vaoNTara varksa kA, phira bhI sabakI kar3hI meM pharka! hara eka kI kar3hI meM pharka hotA hai| kisIne to kar3hI aisI banAI hotI hai ki apanA dimAg2a khatma ho jAe! ina saba ko bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki, 'tujhe jaisA Ae vaisA kr| tere hAtha meM sattA hai! koI UparI hai hI nahIM, koI DA~TanevAlA hai hI nhiiN| DA~TanevAle to apanI bhUla ke kAraNa haiM, bhUla nahIM ho to koI DA~TanevAlA hai hI nhiiN| apanI bhUla miTa jAe to koI DA~TanevAlA hai hI nahIM, koI UparI hai hI nhiiN| koI vighna DAlanevAlA hai hI nhiiN| bhagavAna se kaheM ki, 'sAhaba, Apa to mokSa meM pahu~ca gae lekina ye loga merA corI kara jAte haiM, to usakA kyA hogA?' to bhagavAna kaheMge ki, 'bhAI, loga corI karate hI nhiiN| jaba taka tere pAsa terI bhUla hai, taba taka corI kreNge| terI bhUla miTA de|' bAkI, koI terA nAma bhI nahIM le sake, aisI terI zakti hai! svataMtra zakti lekara AyA huA hai hara eka jiiv| jIva mAtra saMpUrNa svataMtra hI hai| parataMtratA lagatI hai, loga use du:kha dete haiM, use usakI khuda kI bhUla se hI kisI kA jamAI aura kisI kA sasura bananA par3atA hai| apanI bhUla ke kAraNa yaha hAla huA hai| vAstava meM dekheM to apanA koI UparI hai hI nahIM, mAtra khuda kI bhUleM hI UparI haiN| to bhUla miTAo aura nayI bhUleM mata hone denaa| 'jJAnI' arthAt jo ajJAna ko nahIM ghusane deN| 'jJAna' nahIM milA ho taba taka logoM ko dharmadhyAna meM rahanA caahie| sirpha bhagavAna kA dharmadhyAna prApta kara leM na to bahuta ho gayA! yadi koI itanA hI nizcita kara le, ki jo koI duHkha detA hai, jo-jo karatA hai, jeba kATatA hai, vaha kisI kA doSa nahIM hai, lekina doSa merA hai, mere karma ke udaya se hai| ata: yadi

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AptavANI-2 kisI ko doSita nahIM dekhe to mukti mila jAtI hai / lekina yaha to 'isane mujhe aisA kiyA, yaha merA corI kara gayA, ye merA khA gae / ' saba logoM para Aropa lagAtA hai, jo nahIM karanA hai vahI karatA hai / nimitta ko kATa khAnA abhI yadi sAsa duHkha de rahI ho na, to bahU khuda ke doSa nahIM dekhatI, lekina sAsa kI hI galatiyA~ nikAlatI rahatI hai / lekina vaha yadi dharmadhyAna samajhe to kyA karegI? 'mere karmoM kA doSa hai, isalie mujhe aisI sAsa milI / merI usa sahelI ko kyoM acchI sAsa milI hai !' aisA vicAra nahIM karanA cAhie? kisI sahelI kI sAsa acchI hotI hai yA nahIM hotI? to hama nahIM samajha jAe~ ki apanI koI bhUla hogI na, nahIM to aisI sAsa kahA~ se A mile? 118 praznakartA : dRSTi meM pharka hai, isalie aisA hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : nA, dRSTi meM pharka nahIM hai lekina use bhAna hI nahIM hai ki yaha mere karma ke udaya kA phala hai / vaha to pratyakSa ko hI dekhatI hai, nimitta ko hI kATane daur3atI hai / sAsa to nimitta hai, use kATane mata daudd'naa| nimitta kA to balki hameM upakAra mAnanA cAhie ki usane eka karma meM se mukta karavAyA hmeN| eka karma meM se mukta honA ho to kisa prakAra mukta huA jAegA? koI jeba kATa gayA aura jeba kATanevAle vyakti ko hama nirdoSa dekheM, yA phira sAsa gAliyA~ de rahI ho yA apane Upara a~gAre DAle hoM, usa ghar3I hameM sAsa nirdoSa dikhe, taba Apa samajhanA ki 'isa karma se mukti ho gaI,' varnA karma mukta nahIM huA hai| karma se mukti nahIM huI, aura usase pahale to sAsa ke doSa dekha letI hai, isase vApasa dUsare naye karma bar3he ! karma bar3hate haiM aura phira ulajha jAte haiM, iMsAna ulajha jAe to phira ulajhana meM se kaise nikalegA ? ulajha jAtA hai| pUre dina ulajhana hI ulajhana meM, ulajhana hI ulajhana meM ! ina jAnavaroM ko ulajhana nahIM rahatI / manuSyoM ko hI ulajhana rahatI hai| kyoMki ve loga nayI nayI ulajhaneM DAlate rahate haiM / jAnavara to, koI

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dharmadhyAna 119 mAra jAe to mAra khAkara bhAga jAte haiN| dUsarA, unameM sAmanevAle para Aropa lagAne kI zakti nahIM hai ki Apane mere sAtha aisA kiyA yA vaisA kiyA, aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| aisI unameM bhItara buddhizakti nahIM hai / ina manuSyoM ko buddhi milI to durupayoga kiyA ! balki pha~sa gayA! jahA~ chUTane ko AyA, vahIM para pha~sa gayA ! eka - eka karma se mukti honI cAhie / sAsa satAe, taba haraeka bAra karma se mukti milanI caahie| to usake lie hameM kyA karanA cAhie? sAsa ko nirdoSa dekhanA cAhie ki 'sAsa kA bhalA kyA doSa? mere karma kA udaya hai, isI vajaha se ve milI haiM / vaha becArI to nimitta hai,' to usa karma se mukti huI / aura yadi sAsa kA doSa dekhA to phira karma bddh'eNge| phira usakA to koI kyA kare? bhagavAna bhI kyA kareM? bhagavAna to kyA kahate haiM ki, " tU merI mUrti ko roz2a praNAma karatA hai lekina jaba taka tU isa 'samajha' meM nahIM AegA, taba taka hama tujhase aisA nahIM kaha sakate ki 'tU poiz2ana pI aura terA zarIra acchA ho / ' hamArI AjJA kA pAlana kara / hamAre darzana karane ke bajAya yadi hamArI AjJA kA pAlana karegA to vaha hameM vizeSa priya hai kyoMki yoM tU darzana roz2a karatA hai, lekina hamAre eka zabda kA bhI tU pAlana nahIM karatA, isakA matalaba 'tU hamArI jIbha para paira rakha rahA hai ! usake lie tujhe zarma nahIM AtI?' taba vaha kahegA ki, 'sAhaba, aisA to maiM jAnatA hI nahIM thA ki maiM ApakI jIbha para paira rakha rahA hU~ / ' aura bAta bhI sahI haiN| vaha becArA yaha jAne bhI kahA~ se? loga karate haiM, vaisA vaha bhI karatA hai aura kisIne use saccI samajha bhI nahIM dI, phira vaha becArA vApasa kaise mur3a sakegA? aisI saccI samajha dI ho, taba vaha vApasa mur3egA / karma nirjhareM pratikramaNa se eka karma bhI kama ho jAe to ulajhaneM dinoMdina kama hotI jaaeNgii| eka dina meM yadi eka karma kama kare to dUsare dina do kama kara sakatA hai, lekina yaha to roz2a ulajhaneM DAlatA hI rahatA hai aura bar3hAtA hI rahatA hai! ye saba loga kyA araMDI kA tela pIkara ghUmate hoMge? unake mu~ha para, jaise araMDI kA tela nahIM pIyA ho, aise hokara phirate haiN| sabhI araMDI kA

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120 AptavANI-2 tela kharIdakara lAte hoMge kyA? maha~ge bhAva kA araMDI kA tela roz2a kahA~ se lAe~? aMdara pariNati badalI ki araMDI kA tela pIyA ho vaisA mu~ha ho jAtA hai ! doSa khuda kA aura bhUla nikAlatA hai auroM kI, usase aMdara kI pariNati badala jAtI hai| khuda kA doSa DhU~Dho, vItarAga aisA kaha gae haiM, aura kucha bhI nahIM kaha gae haiN| tU tere doSoM ko pahacAna aura mukta ho jaa| basa itanA hI tujhe muktidhAma degaa| itanA hI kAma karane ko kahA hai bhagavAna ne| aura pratikramaNa to nakada-kaiza pratikramaNa karane ko kahA hai| yaha to udhAra prtikrmnn| bAraha mahInoM meM paryuSaNa AtA hai, usa dina pratikramaNa karate haiM, taba to nayI nayI sAr3iyA~ pahanakara nikalatI haiM, usase balki mUrchita hokara ghUmatI haiN| jaba pratikramaNa karanA thA taba ulTe mUrchita hokara, nayI sAr3iyA~ pahanakara ghUmatI haiN| aise mUrchAvAle pariNAma ko bhagavAna ne dharma nahIM kahA hai| pratikramaNa kA dharma yadi pakar3a liyA taba agara tere sira para guru nahIM hoMge to bhI clegaa| pratikramaNa kA dharma yAnI kyA? Apane inase kahA ki 'Apa kharAba ho,' taba Apako pratikramaNa karanA par3egA, ki jo mujhe nahIM bolanA cAhie thA, vaha bola diyaa| isalie bhagavAna ke pAsa AlocanA karanI caahie| vItarAga ko yAda karake AlocanA karanI cAhie ki, 'bhagavAna merI bhUla ho gaI hai| maiMne isa bhAI ko aisA kahA isalie usakA pachatAvA karatA huuN| aba phira se aisA nahIM kruuNgaa|' 'phira se nahIM karU~gA,' use pratyAkhyAna kahate haiN| bhagavAna kA AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna, utanA hI pakar3a le na, vaha bhI pUrA nakada, udhAra nAma mAtra ko bhI nahIM rahane de, Aja kA Aja aura kala kA kala, jahA~ kahIM kucha bhI ho jAe to vahIM para naqada de de, to amIra bana jAegA, taba phira vaibhava bhogegA aura mokSa meM jAegA! eka hI zabda pakar3e, ina 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA eka hI zabda pakar3a le to bahuta ho gayA! TheTha mokSa meM na le jAe to ve jJAnI hI nahIM haiM! eka hI zabda pakar3a le, z2yAdA nhiiN| aba Apane unheM ulTA kahA to Apako to pratikramaNa karanA par3egA, lekina unheM bhI ApakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| unheM kyA pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai ki, 'maiMne kaba bhUla kI hogI ki inheM mujhe gAlI dene kA prasaMda AyA?' isalie unheM khuda kI bhUloM kA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| unheM

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dharmadhyAna 121 unake pUrva janma kA pratikramaNa karanA par3egA aura Apako Apake isa janma kA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| aise pratikramaNa dina ke pA~ca sau-pA~ca sau karegA, taba mokSa meM jaaegaa| aba aisA dharmadhyAna aura aise pratikramaNa to Ajakala upAzraya meM bhI nahIM rahe haiM na? phira aba kyA ho? nahIM to phira bhI ro-rokara to bhugatanA hI par3atA hai na? to usake badale ha~sakara bhugate to kyA burA hai? __ yadi itanA hI karo na to aura koI dharma nahIM DhU~Dhoge to bhI harja nahIM hai| itanA pAlana karo to kAphI hai, aura maiM tujhe gAranTI detA hU~, tere sira para hAtha rakha detA huuN| jA, mokSa ke lie, TheTha taka maiM terA sAtha dUMgA! terI taiyArI caahie| eka hI zabda pAlana kare to bahuta ho gayA! atikramaNa huA to pratikramaNa karanA hI caahie| atikramaNa to mana meM kharAba vicAra Ae~, kisI strI ke lie kharAba vicAra AyA, taba phira 'vicAra acchA honA cAhie,' aisA kahakara use palaTa denaa| mana meM aisA lagA ki, 'yaha nAlAyaka hai,' to aisA vicAra kyoM Ae? hameM usakI lAyakI aura nAlAyakI dekhane kA rAiTa (adhikAra) nahIM hai| phira bhI yadi yoM hI bolanA ho to bolanA ki, 'sabhI acche haiN|' acche haiM, kahoge taba to Apako karma kA doSa nahIM baitthegaa| lekina yadi use burA kahA to vaha atikramaNa kahA jAegA, isalie usakA pratikramaNa avazya karanA pdd'egaa| beTe ko mArane kA koI adhikAra nahIM hai, samajhAne kA adhikAra hai| phira bhI beTe ko pITa diyA, taba phira pratikramaNa nahIM kareM to saba (karma) cipakate hI raheMge na? pratikramaNa to honA hI cAhie na? beTe ko pITa diyA, vaha to prakRti ke ulTe svabhAva ke kAraNa hai, krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha ke kAraNa hai, kaSAyoM ke kAraNa pITa diyaa| kaSAya khar3e ho gae isalie pITa diyaa| lekina pITa dene ke bAda vApasa merA zabda yAda rahe ki, 'dAdA' ne kahA thA ki, 'atikramaNa ho jAe taba aisA pratikramaNa kro|' to agara pratikramaNa karegA na, taba bhI vaha dhula jaaegaa| turaMta hI dhula jAegA, aisA hai| dharmadhyAna se, baMdhA huA karma chUTatA hai aura nayA nahIM

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122 AptavANI-2 baMdhatA! aura saMpUrNa mokSa to jaba zukladhyAna utpanna hogA, taba hogaa| zukladhyAna to 'jJAnIpuruSa' se hI prApta ho sakatA hai| zukladhyAna ke lie to isa kAla meM vItarAgoM ne manA kiyA hai, lekina yaha to akrama mArga hai, apavAda mArga hai isalie 'hama' eka ghaMTe meM hI zukladhyAna de dete haiN| nahIM to zukladhyAna kI bAta hI nahIM ho sakatI na! aura zukladhyAna huA to kAma hI ho gayA na! pahale bahU thI vaha sAsa banI, kyoMki bahU lAI to khuda sAsa bnii| isa taraha yaha pUrA saMsAra sApekSa hai, bhrAMti hai| yaha vAstavika cIz2a nahIM hai aura sApekSa ko saca mAna liyA ki yaha merA hI beTA hai| beTA apanA kaba kahalAtA hai ki hama usakA apamAna kareM, gAliyA~ deM, mAreM to bhI use apane para prema AtA rahe, to hama jAneM ki beTA apanA hI hai| lekina yaha to yadi eka ghaMTe apamAna kiyA ho to vaha Apako mArane daur3e! are! eka phAdara ne z2arA z2yAdatI kara dI to do ghaMToM meM hI beTe ne bApa ke sAmane korTa meM dAvA dAyara kara diyaa| aura vakIla se kyA kahatA hai ki, 'Apako tIna sau rupaye jyAdA dU~gA, yadi Apa korTa meM mere phAdara kA nIcA dikhAo to!' ye nIcA dikhAte haiM ! yaha to saMsAra hI aisA hai ki koI muzkila ke TAima meM apanA nahIM bntaa| isalie bhagavAna kA AsarA lene jaisA hai, aura kisI kA nhiiN| loga aisA kahate haiM na ki, 'mujhe Thokara lgii|' aisA hI kahate haiM na ki, 'maiM aise jA rahA thA aura mujhe Thokara lagI?' Thokara to usI jagaha para hai, roz2a vahIM ke vahIM baiThI rahatI hai| Thokara kahatI hai, 'mUrkha, tUne mujhe mArA! tU TakArAtA rahatA hai! maiM manA karU~ to bhI vaha vApasa TakarAtA hai! merA to mukAma hI isa jagaha para hai| yaha mUrkha aMdhe kI taraha mujhe mAra rahA hai|' Thokara kahatI hai, vaha ThIka hai na? aisI yaha duniyA hai! phira mokSa DhU~Dhe to kahA~ se hogA? vItarAgoM kA batAyA huA mokSa sabase AsAna, sabase sarala hai| 'zuddha bhAva se vItarAgoM ko pahacAne, taba bhI mokSa ho jaae|' lekina vItarAgoM ko ye loga pahacAne hI nhiiN| aura vItarAgoM se kahate haiM ki 'mere yahA~ beTA nahIM hai|' isalie bhagavAna kA pAlanA le Ate haiN| are,

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dharmadhyAna vItarAgoM ke pAsa beTA mA~gatA hai ? vItarAga bhalA aise meM hAtha DAlate hoMge? yadi hAtha DAleM to phira ve vItarAga kaise ? vItarAgoM se mA~ganA ho to eka hI cIz2a maaNgo| mokSa mA~go / mokSa mA~go to mokSa milegA lekina kyA cirauMjI mA~gegA to milegI ? 123 yahA~ sabakucha nayA sunane ko milatA hai| rileTiva meM dUsarI saba jagaha jo sunane ko milatA thA, vaha pUrA sAdhana mArga thA, aura yaha sAdhya mArga hai| anaMta janmoM se sAdhanoM kA hI rakSaNa kiyA hai aura dhyeya nizcita kie bagaira dhyAna karatA rahatA hai| dhyAna to kaba ho sakatA hai? khuda dhyAtA bana jAe tb| hama pUcheM ki, 'tU kauna hai?' taba kahegA, 'maiM majisTreTa huuN|,''are, dhyAna karate samaya dhyAtA nahIM thA? majisTreTa thA?' yaha to dhyAtA kaba banatA hai ki jagat kA sabakucha vismRta ho jAe taba / yaha to usakA dhyAna majisTreTa meM hai, isalie dhyeya kahA~ se nizcita ho ? yaha to dhyeya bar3audA jAne kA ho phira khuda dhyAtA bana jAtA hai ki kisameM jAe~ge? lekina yaha to indriya pratyakSa hai aura AtmA kA to bhAna hI nahIM hai, aura vaha to atIndriya pratyakSa hai ! cAra prakAra ke dhyAna cAra prakAra ke dhyAna hote haiM, unameM se manuSya niraMtara kisI eka dhyAna meM rahate hI haiM / Apako yahA~ para kauna sA dhyAna rahatA hai? praznakartA : 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~, ' vaha dhyAna dAdAzrI : vaha to lakSya kahalAtA hai, lekina dhyAna kaba kahalAtA hai ki jaba dhyAtA bana jAe taba / lekina apane yahA~ to dhyAna, dhyAtA aura dhyeya pUrA ho gayA aura yoga ke AThoM aMga pUre karake lakSya meM pahu~ca gae / abhI Apa se kaheM ki, 'calo, uTho, bhojana karane calo, ' to taba bhI Apa jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMdI rahate ho aura phira kaheM ki, 'Apako yahA~ bhojana nahIM karanA hai,' taba bhI jJAtA - dRSTA aura paramAnaMdI raha pAe~ to use zukladhyAna kahA hai| dukAna meM golamAla karate haiM, kapar3A khIMcakara dete haiM, use raudradhyAna kahA hai / ye milAvaTa karate haiM vaha raudradhyAna meM jAtA hai| yaha

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AptavANI-2 dukAna para baiThe-baiThe grAhaka kI rAha dekhatA hai, use bhagavAna ne ArtadhyAna kahA hai! 124 eka tarapha bhagavAna mahAvIra ne 45 Agama kahe aura eka tarapha cAra zabda khe| ina donoM kA taula samAna batAyA / cAra zabdoM kA jisane dhyAna rakhA, usane ina sAre AgamoM kA dhyAna rkhaa| ve cAra zabda kauna se ? raudradhyAna, ArtadhyAna, dharmadhyAna aura zukladhyAna / jagat kaisA hai? terA grAhaka ho, to tU solaha ke sAr3he solaha kahegA to bhI calA jAnevAlA nahIM hai aura terA grAhaka nahIM hogA to tU paMdraha kahegA to bhI calA jAegA / itanA bharosA to rakha ! khuda, khuda kI ciMtA kare vaha ArtadhyAna hai / beTI choTI hai, paise haiM nahIM, to maiM kyA karU~gA? kaise usakA vivAha karU~gA? vaha ArtadhyAna / abhI to beTI choTI hai aura bhaviSya ulIca rahA hai, vaha hai ArtadhyAna / yaha to ghara para nApasaMda vyakti Ae aura cAra dina rahanevAlA ho, to aMdara hotA hai ki, 'jAe to acchA, mere yahA~ kahA~ se A par3A?' vaha saba ArtadhyAna aura vApasa 'yaha nAlAyaka hai' aisI gAliyA~ de, vaha raudradhyAna / ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna karatA haiM ! dUdha zuddha ho aura usakI khIra banAnI ho to usameM bhI namaka nahIM DAlanA cAhie, lekina cInI DAlanI cAhie / zuddha dUdha meM cInI DAlanI, vaha dhrmdhyaan| yaha to mere hI karma ke doSa se, merI hI bhUla se ye duHkha A par3ate haiM, vaha saba dharmadhyAna meM samAtA hai / bhagavAna mahAvIra ke cAra zabda sIkha gayA to dUsarI tarapha paiMtAlIsa Agama par3ha lie! vItarAgoM kA saccA dharmadhyAna ho to kleza miTa jAte haiM / dharmadhyAna kise kahate haiM? kisI vyakti ne hamAre lie kharAba kiyA to usakI tarapha kiMcit mAtra bhI bhAva nahIM bigar3e aura usake prati kyA bhAva rahe, jJAna kA kaisA avalaMbana leM ki 'mere hI karmoM ke udaya se ye

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dharmadhyAna bhAI mujhe mile haiM, ' aura taba vaha dharmadhyAna meM jAtA hai / yaha to kisIne bharI sabhA meM bhayaMkara apamAna kiyA ho to vaha AzIrvAda dekara bhUla jAtA hai| apamAna ko upekSAbhAva se bhUle, use bhagavAna ne dharmadhyAna kahA hai| ye to aise loga haiM ki apamAna ko marate dama taka nahIM bhUlate ! 125 dharmadhyAnavAlA zreSThI puruSa kahalAtA hai| pUre dina, subaha se uThe, tabhI se logoM ko oblAiz2a karatA rahatA hai / oblAijiMga necara kA hotA hai| khuda sahana karake bhI sAmanevAle ko sukha detA hai / duHkha to jamA hI karatA hai| eka bhI ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna nahIM hotA / usake mu~ha para araMDI kA tela cupar3A huA nahIM hotA | mukha para nUra dikhatA hai| pUre gA~va ke jhagar3oM ko vaha nipaTA detA hai / use kisI ke prati pakSapAta nahIM hotaa| jaina to kaisA honA cAhie? jaina to zreSThI puruSa mAne jAte haiM, zreSTha puruSa kahe jAte haiM / pacAsa-pacAsa mIla ke reDiyasa (paridhi) meM unakI sugaMdha AtI hai ! abhI to zreSThI se seTha (zeTha) bana gae, aura unake DrAivara se pUcheM to kahegA ki jAne do na unakI bAta / seTha zabda kI to mAtrA nikAla dene jaisI hai ! seTha (zeTha) kI mAtrA nikAla deM to kyA bAkI rahegA? praznakartA : zaTha (dhUrta) ! dAdAzrI : abhI to zreSThI kaise ho gae haiM? do sAla pahale naye sophe lAyA ho to bhI par3osI kA dekhakara phira se dUsare naye lAtA hai / yaha to spardhA meM par3e hue haiN| eka gaddA aura takiyA ho taba bhI cale / lekina yaha to dekhA-dekhI aura spardhA calI hai| use seTha kaise kaheMge? ye gadde-takiye kI bhAratIya baiThaka to bahuta ucca hai / lekina loga use samajhate nahIM aura sophe ke pIche lage haiM / phalA~ ne aisA liyA hai to mujhe bhI vaisA cAhie, aura usake bAda jo kalaha hotI hai ! DrAivara ke ghara para bhI sophe aura seTha ke ghara para bhI sophe / yaha to saba nakalI ghusa gayA hai| kisIne aise kapar3e pahane to vaise kapar3e pahanane kI vRtti hotI hai ! yaha to kisI ko gaisa para roTI pakAte dekhA to khuda gaisa le AyA / are ! koyale aura gaisa kI roTI meM pharka nahIM samajhatA ? cAhe jo bhI kharIdo usameM harja nahIM hai

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126 AptavANI-2 lekina spardhA kisalie? isa spardhA se to mAnavatA bhI kho baiThe haiN| yaha pAzavatA tujhameM dikhegI to tU pazu meM jaaegaa| varnA zreSThI to khuda pUrNa sukhI hotA hai aura mohalle meM sabhI ko sukhI karane kI bhAvanA meM rahatA hai| jaba khuda sukhI ho, tabhI auroM ko sukha de sakatA hai| khuda hI yadi du:khI ho vaha auroM ko kyA sukha degA? duHkhiyArA to bhakti karatA hai aura sukhI hone ke prayatna meM hI rahatA hai! _bhale mokSa kI bAta eka tarapha rahI, lekina ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna para to aMkuza honA cAhie na? usakI chUTa kaise dI jAe? chUTa kisa cIz2a kI hotI hai? dharmadhyAna kI hotI hai| yaha to khule hAtha se durdhyAna kA upayoga karatA hai ! kitanA zobhA detA hai aura kitanA zobhA nahIM detA, utanA to honA hI cAhie na? praznakartA : apadhyAna yAnI kyA? dAdAzrI : apadhyAna to isa kAla meM khar3A huA hai| apadhyAna yAnI jo cAroM dhyAna meM nahIM samAe vh| bhagavAna ke samaya meM cAra prakAra ke dhyAna the| usa samaya meM apadhyAna nahIM likhA gayA thaa| jisa samaya jo anubhava meM nahIM Ae na, vaha likhA jAe to kisa kAma kA? isalie apadhyAna taba nahIM likhA gayA thaa| isa kAla meM vaise apadhyAna khaDe ho gae haiN| apadhyAna kA artha maiM Apako smjhaauuN| yaha sAmAyika karate samaya ghaDI meM dekhatA rahatA hai ki, 'abhI kitanI bAkI rahI, abhI kitanI bAkI rahI, kaba pUrI hogI, kaba pUrI hogI?' isa prakAra dhyAna sAmAyika meM nahIM hotA, lekina ghar3I meM hotA hai ! ise apadhyAna kahate haiN| durdhyAna ho to calA sakate haiN| durdhyAna yAnI virodhI dhyAna aura saddhyAna mokSa meM le jAtA hai| aura yaha ghar3I dekhate rahate haiM, vaha to apadhyAna kahalAtA hai| sIdhA nahIM, ulTA nahIM lekina tIsare hI prakAra kA / ghar3I dekhatA rahatA hai, usameM usakI nIyata kyA hai? eka vyakti cir3hakara khuda ke ahaMkAra ke poSaNa ke lie gA~va jalA detA hai! lekina vaha bhI eka prakAra kA dhyAna kahalAtA hai| ina apadhyAnavAloM ko to khuda ke ahaMkAra kI par3I hI nahIM hotI, lekina jaba bhI dhyAna karatA hai-vaha apadhyAna hI karatA hai-yAnI ki saMpUrNa

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dharmadhyAna 127 anrthkaarii| na to khuda ke lie, na hI mAna ke lie, bilkula mIniMgalesa! artha ke binA, hetu ke binA jo kriyA kI jAe, vaha apdhyaan| hArDa raudradhyAna dUsarA, isa kAla meM hArDa raudradhyAna bar3ha gae haiN| hArDa raudradhyAna yAnI khuda kI adhika buddhi se sAmanevAle kI kama buddhi kA phAyadA uThAkara sAmanevAle kA chIna lenA, vaha hArDa raudrdhyaan| yaha to khuda kI buddhi se sAmanevAle ko mAratA hai, sAmanevAle kA pUrA khUna cUsa letA hai aura usakI haDDiyA~ aura camar3I hI bAkI rakhatA hai| phira Upara se kahatA hai, 'maiMne kahA~ mArA? hamArA to ahiMsA paramo dharma!' ina seThoM ne aise-aise kanekzana kI vyavasthA kara dI hotI hai ki seTha gaddI-takiye para baiThe rahate haiM aura kisAna becAre rAta-dina mehanata karate haiM aura makkhana seTha ke ghara jAtA hai aura usake hisse meM to chAcha bhI nahIM AtI! seTha khuda kI adhika buddhi se dUsare kI kama buddhi kA lAbha uThAkara use dhIre-dhIre mAratA hai| ise hArDa raudradhyAna kahA hai| yaha to eka-eka capata karake mAratA hai| ekadama talavAra se do Tukar3e kara DAle to vaha hArDa raudradhyAna nahIM kahalAtA, raudradhyAna kahalAtA hai kyoMki agara do Tukar3e kare taba to phira khUna dekhakara bhI usakA mana pIche haTa jAtA hai ki, 'arere! mujhase yaha mara gyaa|' lekina isa hArDa raudradhyAna se to mana pIche nahIM haTatA aura balki bar3hatA jAtA hai| khana kI eka ba~da bhI girAe binA seTha maz2adUra ke zarIra ke khUna kI eka-eka bUMda cUsa letA hai! aba isakI barAbarI kauna kare? isakA to Tarminasa sTezana (aMtima sTezana) hI nahIM hai na! isa hArDa raudradhyAna kA phala to bahuta bhayaMkara AtA hai| sAtavIM narka meM bhI nahIM samAe, aisA phl| ina hArDa raudradhyAna aura apadhyAna ko bArIkI se samajhanA to par3egA na? Apako kyA lagatA hai? yA phira samajhe binA calegA? praznakartA : samajhanA to par3egA hI daadaa| dAdAzrI : yaha bhagavAna mahAvIra ke bAda ke 2500 sAloM kA duSamakAla hai, to sabhI ne hI bhUla khAI ismeN| sAdhu-vAdhu sabhI ne bhUla

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128 AptavANI-2 khAI! koI hI, sau meM se do-pA~ca sAdhu hI isase bace hoMge! bAkI sabhI raudradhyAna, ArtadhyAna aura nahIM karane lAyaka apadhyAna pUre dina karate rahate haiN| aba ye sAdhu kisalie banate haiM? taba kahe, ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna ko haTAne ke lie| ghara para pasaMda nahIM, roz2a jhagar3e hote haiM, kisI ke sAtha paise lene-dene par3eM, usake jhagar3e hote haiM, isake bajAya usameM se chUTa kara sAdhu bana jAe to phira khAne-pIne kI ciMtA to miTI aura ghara calAne kI, zAdI karane kI ciMtA miTI to phira Arta aura raudradhyAna chUTe ! itanA chor3ane ke lie sAdhupana lenA hai| lekina abhI to ina gRhasthiyoM ko jitane ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna nahIM hote, utane ina mahArAjoM ko ho gae haiM! sabhI ko icchA to bhagavAna kI AjJA meM hI rahane kI hai| sacce dila kI icchA hai, lekina mArga nahIM mile to kyA ho? bhagavAna ke samaya meM nahIM the aise dhyAna, yahA~ isa kAla meM abhI khar3e ho gae haiM! yahA~ ApakI hara eka bAta kA khulAsA hotA hai| mahAvIra bhagavAna gae taba se 2500 sAla se bhaTThI' zurU ho gaI thii| aba 2500 sAla khatma hue haiM aura vaha bhaTThI' khatma ho rahI hai aura aba nayA yuga aura sabakucha nayA hI zurU ho rahA hai! saMsAra kA upAdAna kAraNa saMsAra kA upAdAna ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna hai aura vahI adhikaraNa kriyA hai| sirpha dharmadhyAna ho to vaha saMsAra meM bhaTakAe aisA nahIM hai aura kabhI usase zukladhyAna bhI prApta ho jAtA hai| ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna meM to pUre dina kar3hApA aura ajaMpA rahatA hai| kar3hApA raudradhyAna hai aura ajaMpA ArtadhyAna hai| yadi aMdara ajaMpA hotA rahatA ho aura vaha sAmanevAle kI samajha meM A jAe to vaha raudradhyAna meM jAtA hai! raudradhyAna kise kahate haiM? yaha ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna ko Apa pahacAnate ho kyA? kyA kAle

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dharmadhyAna 129 raMga kA iMsAna, vaha ArtadhyAna aura gore raMga kA iMsAna, vaha raudradhyAna kahalAtA hai? krodha to kisI aura para AtA hai na? krodha yadi khuda apane Apa para kare to bhagavAna ne use ArtadhyAna mAnA hai, lekina krodha kisI aura ke lie karatA hai| khuda para kare, aisI koI kaccI mAyA nahIM hai| ye sabhI pakke haiN| khuda para krodha nahIM karate! khuda para krodha kareM, loga kyA aise haiM? dUsaroM para karate haiM na? dUsaroM para krodha kiyA to vaha dUsaroM ko duHkha dene kA bhAva kiyaa| krodha, vaha dUsaroM ko du:kha dene kA bhAva kahalAtA hai| lobha, vaha auroM se le lene kA bhAva kahalAtA hai| kapaTa aura mAyA, ve to kisI aura vyakti ko nukasAna pahu~cAkara usase le lene ke bhAva haiN| aura mAna, vaha tiraskAra hai, dUsaroM kA tiraskAra karane kA bhAva hai| vaha sabhI raudradhyAna hai| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha, vaha raudradhyAna hai| ArtadhyAna kise kahate haiM? ArtadhyAna to, abhI Apake yahA~ do mehamAna Ae hoM, ve Apako pasaMda hoM yA Apako pasaMda nahIM bhI hoM, aise mehamAna hote haiM yA nahIM? nApasaMda mehamAna hote haiM taba hotA hai ki, 'ye kahA~ se A gae?' daravAz2e meM praveza kiyA aura tabhI se Apako aMdara becainI hone lagatI hai aura phira mu~ha para kahanA par3atA hai ki, 'Aie, baitthie|' unheM aisA kahanA par3atA hai yA nahIM kahanA par3atA? kyoMki vaisA na kaheM to AbarU jAe, bAhara phajItA kareMge na apanA? isalie Ao, baiTho kahanA par3atA hai| aura aMdara becainI hotI rahatI hai, use ArtadhyAna kahA hai bhagavAna ne| ArtadhyAna matalaba khuda ke lie hI pIr3AkArI dhyaan| aba mehamAna Ae haiM, taba kyA vApasa cale jAnevAle haiM? taba kahanA cAhie ki Aie baiThie aura agara bhItara ArtadhyAna hone lage to vaha nahIM hone denA cAhie, aisA bhagavAna ne kahA hai| aura agara ho jAe to pratikramaNa karanA cAhie ki, bhagavAna aisA kyoM ho rahA hai? mujhe nahIM karanA hai aisaa|' yA phira koI do vyakti pasaMda hoM yA ApakI vRddha mA~ AI hoM na, ve do dina ke lie AI hoM aura ATha dina taka raheM to bahuta acchA, aisI bhAvanA hotI hai na, to vaha bhI ArtadhyAna

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130 AptavANI-2 kahalAtI hai| ve jA rahI hoM aura mana meM duHkha hotA rahe ki, 'abhI aura do dina bAda gaI hotIM to mujhe saMtoSa hotaa|' to vaha bhI ArtadhyAna kahalAtA hai| yA phira Apane kisI para krodha kiyA to vaha raudradhyAna ho gyaa| aura yaha kisI para krodha kare aura vApasa pachatAvA kare, vaha ArtadhyAna huA kahalAtA hai| kucha loga krodha karane ke bAda, 'krodha karane lAyaka hI thA' aisA kahate haiM, isalie vaha raudradhyAna, z2abaradasta raudradhyAna huA! Dabala huA! krodha se to raudradhyAna huA lekina 'karane lAyaka thA,' aisA huA to vaha rAjI-khuzI se karatA hai isalie Dabala huA, aura dUsarA vyakti pachatAvA karatA hai, isalie vaha ArtadhyAna meM jAtA hai| raudradhyAna bhI, pachatAvA kiyA isalie ArtadhyAna meM jAtA hai, kyoMki pachatAve sahita karatA hai| paise kamAne kI bhAvanA kA matalaba hI raudrdhyaan| paise kamAne kI bhAvanA yAnI dUsaroM ke paise kama karane kI bhAvanA hI na? isalie bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'kamAne kI tU bhAvanA hI mata krnaa|' dAdAzrI : tU roz2a nahAne ke lie dhyAna karatA hai? praznakartA : nahIM saahb| dAdAzrI : nahAne kA dhyAna nahIM karatA taba bhI pAnI kI bAlTI milatI hai yA nahIM milatI? praznakartA : milatI hai| dAdAzrI : jaise nahAne ke lie pAnI kI bAlTI mila jAtI hai vaise hI z2arUrata ke anusAra paise hara eka ko mila jAte haiM, aisA niyama hI hai| yahA~ para bhI bekAra hI dhyAna karatA hai| sArA dina bistara kA hisAba lagAte rahate ho ki rAta ko bistara bichAne ko milegA yA nahIM milegA? yaha to zAma ho aura subaha ho, lakSmI, lakSmI aura lakSmI! are kauna guru mile tujhe? kauna aisA mUrkha guru milA ki jisane tujhe sirpha lakSmI ke pIche hI lagAyA! ghara ke saMskAra luTa gae,

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dharmadhyAna 131 svAsthya luTa gayA, blaDa prezara ho gyaa| hArTa phela kI taiyAriyA~ cala rahI haiM! tujhe kauna aise guru mile ki sirpha lakSmI ke-paisoM ke pIche par3a, aisA sikhalAyA? __inheM koI guru nahIM mile to lokasaMjJA, vahI unakI guru hotI hai| lokasaMjJA matalaba logoM ne paisoM meM sukha mAnA, vaha loksNjnyaa| lokasaMjJA se yaha roga dAkhila ho gayA taba kauna sI saMjJA se yaha roga nikale? taba bhagavAna kahate haiM ki, 'jJAnI kI saMjJA se yaha roga niklegaa| lokasaMjJA se dAkhila huA roga jJAnI kI saMjJA se nikala jAtA hai|' yAnI ki kahanA cAhate haiM ki yaha nahAne ke pAnI ke lie yA rAta ko sone ke bistara ke lie yA dUsarI kitanI hI cIz2oM ke lie Apa socate taka nahIM phira bhI, kyA vaha Apako nahIM milatIM? vaise hI lakSmI ke lie bhI sahaja rahanA caahie| hama jJAnI loga yaha kaisA hisAba nikAlate hoMge? yaha jagat kisa taraha calatA hai, usakA kisI ko bhAna hI nahIM hai| kisI lar3ake ke mitra ko dAr3hI hI nahIM uga rahI ho to usa lar3ake ko vahama ho jAtA hai ki, 'majhe dADhI nahIM ugegI to maiM kyA karU~gA?' usI taraha yaha jagat vahama karane jaisA nahIM hai| kisI kI nahIM uge to iTa ija a DipharanTa meTara, lekina terI to ugegI hii| hara eka vyakti ko dAr3hI to ugatI hI hai| agara kisI ko nahIM uge, to vaha to kudarata kA eka Azcarya hai! are! paise kamAnevAlA kyA tU hai? to vaha aisA hai ki, 'avazya kamAnevAlA hai aura khonevAlA bhI vahI hai|' una donoM kI tere hAtha meM sattA nahIM hai| binA kAma ke dhyAna kisalie bigAr3atA hai? ye paise to pUraNagalana hote haiN| vaha saba kudarata kI sattA hai| yAnI pUraNa hote haiM, lAkha rupaye kamAtA hai vaha kudarata kI sattA hai aura lAkha kA nukasAna hotA hai, vaha bhI kudarata kI sattA hai| vaha sattA ApakI nahIM hai, vahA~ kisalie hAtha DAlate ho? Aropita bhAva se jo jo karatA hai vaha baMdhana hai, aura taba taka

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AptavANI-2 ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna baMda nahIM hote haiM / jaina dharma kA sArAMza kyA hai? to vaha yaha ki ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna baMda ho jAe~ to use jaina dharma prApta kara liyA aisA kahA jAtA / ve donoM baMda ho jAe~ to use jaina dharma kA sArAMza prApta kara liyA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne jo kahA use prApta kara liyA, aisA kahalAtA hai / varnA ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna to sabhI dharmavAloM ko hote haiM aura Apako bhI hoM to phira koI artha hI nahIM hai na? kyA dUsaroM meM aura inameM pharka nahIM hogA? jaina meM aura anya dharmoM meM kyA pharka hI nahIM hogA? anya dharmoM meM bhI cAroM dhyAna haiM aura jainadharma meM bhI cAroM dhyAna haiM, to phira use vItarAga kA dharma kaheMge hI kaise ? anya saba dharmavAle bhI ina cAra dhyAnoM meM rahate haiM, aura ye bhI cAra dhyAnoM meM rahate haiN| cAra dhyAnoM se Upara kA pA~cavA dhyAna nahIM hai / aba ve bhI cAra dhyAnoM meM haiM aura Apa bhI cAra dhyAnoM meM ho, to usameM aisA kaise kaheMge ki Apane pragati kI? vItarAga dharma meM pharka to honA cAhie na? taba kahate haiM, 'kisameM pharka honA cAhie?' tere durdhyAna kitane kama hue haiM? cAra dhyAna meM se kauna-kauna se dhyAna kama ho gae haiM? kadAcit raudradhyAna baMda ho gayA ho aura ArtadhyAna rahA, taba bhI bhagavAna calA leNge| yadi thor3A sA bhI Arta aura raudradhyAna donoM jAe~, usake bAda aisA kahA jAegA ki vItarAga dharma prApta huaa| 132 praznakartA : agama vicAra vaha kauna sA dhyAna kahalAtA hai ? dAdAzrI : agama vicAra, vaha ArtadhyAna meM samAtA hai athavA pahale ke bhUtakAla ke vicAroM se bhI duHkha hotA hai use / sAlabhara pahale beTA mara gayA ho aura Aja yAda karake roe to vaha ArtadhyAna kahalAtA hai / duHkha meM Arta aura raudradhyAna karatA hai / ikalautA beTA mara jAe na, to kalpAMta karatA hai| kalpAMta kiyA yAnI kalpa (kAlacakra) ke aMta taka tujhe bhaTakanA par3egA! eka karor3a sAloM taka bhaTakanA par3egA ! ye vyApArI kapar3A khIMcakara nApate haiM to mujhe unheM kahanA par3atA hai ki, 'seThoM mokSa jAne kI icchA nahIM hai aba?' to ve kahate haiM, 'kyoM aisA ?' taba mujhe kahanA par3atA hai, 'yaha kapar3A khIMca rahe ho, taba kauna se dhyAna

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dharmadhyAna meM ho? mahAvIra bhagavAna ke dhyAna ko to pahacAno ! yaha raudradhyAna kahalAtA hai| dUsaroM ke pAsa se thor3A, eka u~galI barAbara bhI har3apa lenA, vaha raudradhyAna kahalAtA hai| Apako itanA kahane kA adhikAra hai, ki grAhaka pUche ki, 'isa TerelIna kA kyA bhAva hai?' to Apa aTThAraha ke badale sAr3he aTThAraha kaha sakate ho| lekina aTThAraha kahane ke bAda meM Apako use nApa pUrA denA cAhie, kiMcit mAtra bhI kama nhiiN| kama nahIM diyA gayA ho aura kama dene kI bhAvanA mAtra kI, use bhI raudradhyAna kahA hai / kama dete samaya bhUla se vApasa z2yAdA bhI calA gayA hogA to vahA~ koI jamA karanevAlA nahIM hai| seTha logoM ne naukaroM se kaha rakhA hotA hai ki, 'dekha, yaha apane cAlIsa gaja meM itanA bacanA caahie|' yAnI usane phira anumodanA kara rakhI hotI hai| 133 khuda karatA hai, karavAtA hai, aura kartA ke prati anumodanA karatA hai| yahI kA yahI pUre dina raudradhyAna hai aura jainapana khatma ho gayA hai| jaina to kaisA hotA hai? bhale hI hama kaisI bhI muzkila meM hoM, phira bhI agara usa samaya koI vyakti apane se hailpa lene Ae, aura vaha apanI muzkila jAna jAe to hama jaina kaise ? use hailpa milanI hI cAhie, usakI AzA bhaMga nahIM karanI caahie| kama-jyAdA, lekina aMta meM ApakA sAtha to milanA hI caahie| yadi Apake pAsa paisoM kA sAdhana nahIM ho to koI bAta nahIM lekina ApakA sAtha to milanA cAhie ki aura koI kAmakAja ho to kucha khnaa| jaina samajhakara, seTha samajhakara vaha Apake pAsa AyA aura becArA vApasa jAe, ni:zvAsa lekara, vaha kisa kAma kA ! Apako kaisA lagatA hai? bAta merI sahI hai yA galata ? jahA~ acchA per3a dekhate haiM, vahIM ye loga chAyA ke lie baiTha jAte haiM aura yadi per3a hI kATane daur3e to kyA hogA? vaise hI abhI ye seTha loga kATane daur3ate haiM ki, 'Apa nAlAyaka ho, Apa aise ho, Apa vaise ho,' vagairaha / garIboM ko to Apa nAlAyaka kaha sakoge, kyoMki una becAroM kI sattA nahIM hai| aura naukaroM kA to pUre dina tela hI nikAla detA hai| naukaroM ke hAtha se girakara pyAle TUTa gae ki, 'hAtha TUTe hue haiM, tujhe aisA hai' aise gAliyA~ detA hai| taba terI kyA gati hogI? naukaroM ke hAtha TUTe

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134 AptavANI-2 hue hoM to tU unheM naukarI para rakhatA hI nahIM na? ye to karma ke kartA bana gae! bhagavAna ne vyavahAra se kahA thA, DrAmeTika bhAva se karanA thA lekina yaha to 'maiM hI kara rahA hU~, mere sivA kauna karegA?' usase to karmabaMdhana hotA hai| aura vaha bhI phira sirpha nikAcita karma ke baMdhana hote haiM, halke nhiiN| use to halke karma ke baMdhana hote haiM aura inako to pakkI gA~Tha! isameM kisI kA doSa nahIM hai| sabhI AcAryoM, sAdhuoM sabhI kI icchA hai ki bhagavAna ke kahe anusAra calanA hai, lekina vaise saMyoga nahIM milte| jaise isa jagat ke logoM ko kaisA hotA hai ki mere ghara ke logoM ko mujhe sukhI karanA hai aisI bhAvanA hai, lekina saMyoga mile bagaira sukhI kaise hoMge? usI taraha ina sAdhu-AcAryoM ko saMyoga nahIM milte| hamane Apako svarUpajJAna diyA, usake bAda kyA ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna hote haiM? praznakartA : nA, dAdA, aba nahIM hote| dAdAzrI : abhI beTI kI zAdI karavAI, taba zAdI meM kaisI pariNati rahI thI? ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna khar3e hue the? praznakartA : nA dAdA, eka bhI ArtadhyAna yA raudradhyAna khar3A nahIM haa| dAdAzrI : yaha 'akrama-jJAna' hai hI aisaa| isa jJAna se rileTiva meM dharmadhyAna rahatA hai aura bhItara, riyala meM zukladhyAna baratatA hai| aisA g2az2aba kA Azcaryajanaka jJAna hai! kramika mArga meM jisake ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna gae vaha bhagavAna pada meM AyA mAnA jAtA hai, taba se bhagavAna pada kI zurUAta huI mAnI jAtI hai! dharmadhyAna kise kahate haiM? Arta aura raudradhyAna nahIM hoM, to dharmadhyAna meM AyA kahalAtA hai|

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dharmadhyAna 135 Arta aura raudradhyAna baMda ho jAe~, to naye karma baMdhana ruka jAte haiM, lekina aisA ho pAe, vaisA hai nhiiN| vaha to hama 'svarUpajJAna' dete haiM usake bAda hI bAhara dharmadhyAna zurU ho jAtA hai aura bhItara zukladhyAna baratatA hai evaM ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna baMda ho jAte haiN| yaha akrama mArga hai isalie bAhya kriyA mithyAtvI jaisI, vaisI kI vaisI hI rahatI hai, lekina dhyAna pUrA badala jAtA hai! bhagavAna ne kahA hai dharmadhyAna ho to bhI niSkleza rahegA, kleza nahIM hogaa| paise bhale hI kama-z2yAdA hoM lekina niSkleza honA caahie| aisA kleza rahita ghara DhU~DhanA muzkila hai| matabheda ko kleza kahate haiN| aura jahA~ kleza haiM, vahA~ saMsAra khar3A hai| jisakA kleza miTA, vaha bhagavAna pada meM A gayA khlaaegaa| choTe prakAra ke kleza hote haiM aura phira unakA bar3A svarUpa ho jAtA hai| isa matabheda meM aura kleza meM mahAmuzkila se milA huA manuSya janma vyartha calA jAtA hai| jitanA TAima kleza kare utanA TAima vaha jAnavara kI gati bA~dhatA hai! sajjanatA meM jAnavara yoni nahIM bNdhtii| 'kaluSita bhAva' ke abhAva se bhagavAna pada praznakartA : hameM nahIM karanA ho taba bhI sAmanevAlA Akara kleza kara jAe to? dAdAzrI : hA~, isI kA nAma jagat na? isalie hI kahA hai na ki, aisI 'guphA' DhU~Dha le ki jise kisIne jAnA hI nahIM ho aura tujhe koI pahacAna hI nahIM sake, aisI 'guphA' ddhuuNddh| yaha to cAhe kahIM se bhI tujhe DhU~Dhakara loga kleza karavAe~ge, nahIM to rAta meM do macchara Akara bhI kleza karavAe~ge! caina se nahIM baiThane deNge| yAnI ki manuSyagati meM Ane ke bAda adhogati meM nahIM jAnA ho to kleza mata hone denaa| terA kleza miTane ke bAda tU dUsaroM kA kleza miTA sakegA, taba tU lokapUjya pada meM A gayA, aisA kahA jAegA! AtmA to khuda paramAtmA hI hai| isalie pUjya hai, lokapUjya hai|

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AptavANI-2 lekina pudgala bhI lokapUjya bana sakatA hai, aisA hai, lekina kaluSita bhAva nikala jAe~ taba! khuda meM kaluSita bhAva nahIM raheM aura sAmanevAle ke kAraNa khuda ko kaluSita bhAva nahIM hoM to pudgala bhI lokapUjya ho jAtA hai! sAmanevAle ke kaluSita bhAva meM bhI khuda kaluSita nahIM ho to pudgala bhI lokapUjya bana jAtA hai| anya bhAva bhale hI raheM lekina kaluSita bhAva utpanna nahIM honA caahie| jo khuda ke lie, dUsaroM ke lie, kisI jIva mAtra ke lie kaluSita bhAva nahIM kare to vaha pUjya bana jAtA hai| hamane' hamameM kyA dekhA? hamameM se kyA nikala gayA? yaha hamArA pudgala kisalie lokapUjya bana gayA hai? hama 'khuda' to niraMtara 'hamAre svarUpa' meM hI rahate haiM lekina isa pudgala meM se sarva kaluSita bhAva nikala gae haiM! isalie yaha pudgala bhI lokapUjya bana gayA hai ! mAtra kaluSita bhAva cale gae haiM, phira khAte haiM, pIte haiM, kapar3e pahanate haiM, are ! TerilIna ke bhI kapar3e pahanate haiM aura isake bAvajUda bhI lokapUjya pada hai! yaha bhI isa kAla kA Azcarya hai na! 'asaMyati pUjA' nAma kA yaha gyArahavA~ Azcarya hai! isa 'akrama mArga' meM to kaluSita bhAva nikala jAe~, aisA mArga hai| kaluSita bhAva rahate hI nahIM, khatma ho jAte haiM aisA hai| taba phira khuda ko to kleza nahIM rahatA, lekina khuda ke kAraNa sAmanevAle ko bhI kleza nahIM hote aura sAmanevAlA, klezavAlA hamAre akaluSita bhAva se ThaMDA par3a jAtA hai, pUrA bhAva hI cenja ho jAtA hai! yaha 'makAna' kabhI bhI kaluSita hotA hI nahIM hai| lekina khuda kaluSita bhAvavAlA hai, isalie phira 'makAna' bhI kaluSita dikhatA hai| phira kahe ki yaha 'rUma' mujhe rAsa nahIM aataa| khuda ke kaluSita bhAvoM kA isameM Aropa kiyA isalie saba bigar3a jAtA hai| kaluSita bhAva nikala jAe~ to pudgala bhI pUjya ho jAe, aisA yaha jagat hai! phira cAhe koI bhI ho, muslima ho yA jaina ho yA vaiSNava ho, jisake ve kaluSita bhAva nikala jAe~, vaha lokapUjya bana jAtA hai! ye auliyA hote haiM, unameM to thor3e-bahuta kaluSita bhAva nikala jAte haiM, isalie ve darzana karane yogya lagate haiN| phira bhI auliyA meM vaha naicuralI hai, vikAsakrama ke rAste meM Ate hI ho jAtA hai| usameM unakA khuda kA

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dharmadhyAna 137 puruSArtha nahIM hotaa| puruSArtha to jJAna milane ke bAda hI ho pAtA hai| usake bAda jaba 'svakSetra' meM baiThe, taba kaluSita bhAva kama hote jAte haiN| varnA taba taka yadi eka kaluSita bhAva kama karane jAe to dUsare cAra ghusa jAte haiN| jaba taka hamAre pAsa aise gArDa nahIM hote jo unheM ghusane na deM, taba taka pUrA hI lazkara ghusa jAtA hai| gArDa kaba milatA hai? 'puruSa' bana jAe tb| yAnI ki khuda ke pAsa pUrA lazkara jyoM kA tyoM rahatA hai| gArDa nahIM ho, taba to cora ghusa jAtA hai to phira kyA phAyadA huA? dinoMdina kaluSita bhAva kama nahIM hoMge to mAnavatA rahegI hI nahIM, pAzavatA rhegii| ucca gautra kaba taka hai? lokapUjya hoM taba tk| jo lokaniMdya nahI haiM, unheM kaliyuga meM bhagavAna ne lokapUjya kahA hai| isa kaliyuga meM itanA lAbha logoM ko milA hai ki yadi isa kaliyuga meM terI niMdA nahIM ho rahI hai, to tU lokapUjya pada meM hai! bhagavAna isa bAta meM samajhadAra the, lekina bhakta itane samajhadAra nahIM hai ki bhagavAna ne mujhe lokapUjya pada diyA hai isalie mujhe dAg2a nahIM par3ane denA caahie|' varnA vAstava meM to lokapUjya nahIM haiM! aise hoMge to do yA tIna hI hoMge pUrI duniyA meM! guru ko ziSya pUjate haiM lekina vaha to pulisavAloM kI trh| pIche se ziSya kaheMge ki, 'jAne do na unakI bAta,' aisA kahate haiN| kRpAludeva( zrImad rAjacaMdrajI) lokapUjya the| lokapUjya matalaba sabase U~cA gautr| bhagavAna lokapUjya the| jo-jo bhAga lokaniMdya ho to usake lie mAfI mA~gakara dho denA caahie| pUjya jana hArTilI hote haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra lokapUjya pada lekara Ae the| bhagavAna yAnI kyA, ki unake levalavAle AsapAsa ke loga unake vyU poinTa meM jo A gae hoM, unheM ve hI bhagavAna lagate haiN| krAisTa bhagavAna ke vyU poinTa meM Ae hue logoM ko mahAvIra dikhAe~ to unheM mahAvIra bhagavAna nahIM lageMge, unheM to krAisTa hI bhagavAna lgeNge| ina 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko bhI loga bhagavAna kI taraha pahacAnate haiN| bhagavAna

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138 AptavANI-2 to vizeSaNa hai, aura hama nirvizeSa zuddhAtmA ! zuddhAtmA ko vizeSaNa nahIM hotaa| isa vizeSaNa se hI jagat utpanna huA hai / 'zuddhAtmA' ko vizeSaNa nahIM hotA isIlie 'hamArA' pUrA pada ' nirvizeSa' hai| 1 ye hameM bhagavAna kahate haiM, vaha to hamArI maz2Aka ur3Ane jaisA hai| koI bAhara sAdhu ho aura khuda ko eka bhI kaluSita bhAva nahIM ho aura khuda ke nimitta se dUsaroM ko bhI kaluSita bhAva utpanna nahIM ho to use bhI bhagavAna pada prApta hotA hai / to 'hameM' bhI bhagavAna kahA? lekina yaha to nirvizeSa pada hai! isa para vizeSaNa lAgU hI nahIM hotaa| zAstroM meM yaha pada nahIM hotaa| isalie kisI ko vizeSaNa meM nahIM par3anA hai / 'hamArA' vizeSaNa hai hI nhiiN| bhagavAna, vaha to vizeSaNa hai, nAma nahIM hai / koI bI. esa. sI. ho jAe to use grejueTa kahate haiM / phira vaha usase Age dasa sAla taka par3hAI kare taba bhI use hama grejueTa kaheM to kaisA hIna lagegA? 'jJAnIpuruSoM' ko bhagavAna kahanA, vaha to hInapada meM kahane ke barAbara hai / 'bhagavAna' pada to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke lie hInapada hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to Azcarya kahalAte haiM ! ve to nirvizeSa hote haiM / lekina loga pahacAneM kisa taraha? isalie bhagavAna kahanA par3atA hai| bhagavAna to 'bhag' dhAtu para se banA huA zabda hai| 'bhag' para se bhgvaan| jaise 'bhAgya' para se bhAgyavAna banatA hai, vaise hI jisane bhagavat guNa prApta kie hoM, ve bhagavAna kahalAte haiM / 'jJAnIpuruSa' to usase bhI bahuta Age pahu~ce hue hote haiN| usase Age kucha bhI bAkI nahIM bctaa| hamArI mAtra cAra DigrI bAkI bacI haiN| bhagavAna mahAvIra kI 360 DigrI pUrI ho gaI thIM aura hamArA kevalajJAna 356 DigrI para aTakA huA hai, vaha bhI isa kAla kI vicitratA ke kAraNa ! lekina Apako yadi cAhie to hama Apako saMpUrNa 360 DigrI kA kevalajJAna ghaMTe bhara meM de sakate haiM, aisA hai, ApakI taiyArI cAhie / lekina isa kAla kI vicitratA hai, isalie vaha Apako pUrA-pUrA pacegA nahIM / hameM hI 356 DigrI para Akara khar3A raha gayA hai na! lekina bhItara to usakA saMpUrNa sukha hameM baratatA hai / I jaisA kisI bhI kAla meM dharma ke lie AyA hI nahIM thA, vaisA kAla Aja AyA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ke bAda ke 2500 sAla aba pUre ho rahe

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dharmadhyAna 139 haiM aura bhagavAna mahAvIra ke bAda sAr3he tIna sAla hI bIte hoM aisA kAla A rahA hai| abhI bhale hI duSamakAla ho, lekina abhI sabase acchA kAla AyA hai| kharA kAla hI abhI AyA hai| isa kAla meM jo lokaniMdya nahIM haiM, unheM bhagavAna ne lokapUjya kahA hai| aisA suMdara yaha kAla hai to usakA lAbha uThA lenA cAhie na? hama isa kAla meM naqada mokSa de sakate haiN| yahIM mokSa brtegaa| hama mokSadAtA haiM, mokSa ke lAisensadAra haiN| jagat kalyANa ke nimitta haiM hm| hama usake kartA nahIM haiN| hama kabhI bhI kisI bhI cIz2a ke kartA nahIM banate haiM kyoMki jo kartA bane to usakA bhoktA bananA hI par3atA hai| hama nimitta bhAva meM hI rahate haiN| isalie sabhI ko bhale hI mokSadharma kA jJAna prApta nahIM ho sake, lekina dharmadhyAna to isa kAla meM phula sTeja para jA sakatA hai, aisA hai| 'akrama mArga' se mokSa to kucha mahA puNyazAliyoM ko hI prApta hotA hai, lekina bAkI sabhI ko, hama sabase ucca dharmadhyAna de sakate haiM aisA hai| raudradhyAna aura ArtadhyAna, vaha adharmadhyAna hai| dharmadhyAna, vaha dharmadhyAna hai aura zukladhyAna, vaha AtmadhyAna hai| raudradhyAna aura ArtadhyAna jAe~ usI ko kahate haiM dhrmdhyaan|

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nija doSa kisI ko hamase kiMcit mAtra duHkha ho to samajhanA ki bhUla apanI hai| apane bhItara pariNAma Upara-nIce hoM to bhUla apanI hai, aisA samajha meM AtA hai| sAmanevAlA vyakti bhugata rahA hai, isalie usakI bhUla to pratyakSa hai hI, lekina nimitta hama bane, hamane use DA~TA, isalie hamArI bhI bhuul| kyoM dAdA ko bhogavaTA (sukha-duHkha kA asara) nahIM AtA? kyoMki unakI eka bhI bhUla nahIM bacI hai| apanI bhUla se sAmanevAle ko koI bhI asara ho aura yadi kucha udhAra ho jAe to turaMta hI mana se mAfI mA~gakara jamA kara lenA caahie| apane meM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ke jo kaSAya haiM, ve udhAra car3hAe bagaira rahate hI nhiiN| isalie unake sAmane jamA kara lenA caahie| apanI bhUla huI ho, taba udhAra ho jAtA hai, lekina turaMta hI keza naqada pratikramaNa kara lenA caahie| apane prati kisI se atikramaNa ho jAe, to hameM jamA kara lenA cAhie, aura bhaviSya ke lie udhAra nahIM rakhanA caahie| aura yadi kisI ke prati apane se bhUla ho to jAe, taba bhI hameM AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna kara lenA caahie| mana-vacana-kAyA se pratyakSa dAdA bhagavAna kI sAkSI meM kSamA mA~gate rhnaa| kadama-kadama para jAgRti rahanI caahie| apane meM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ke kaSAya to bhUleM karavAkara udhArI karavAe~, aisA mAla hai| ve bhUleM karavAte hI haiM aura udhArI khar3I karate haiM, lekina usake sAmane hameM turaMta hI, tatkSaNa mAfI mA~gakara jamA karake sApha kara lenA caahie| yaha vyApAra painDiga nahIM rakhanA caahie| ise to daraasala naqada vyApAra kahate haiN| praznakartA : abhI jo bhUleM ho rahI haiM, ve pichale janma kI haiM na? dAdAzrI : pichale janma ke pApoM ko lekara hI ye bhUleM haiN| lekina vApasa isa janma meM bhUleM miTatI hI nahIM aura bhUleM bar3hAtA jAtA hai| bhUloM

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nija doSa 141 ko miTAne ke lie bhUla ko bhUla kahanA par3atA hai| unakA rakSaNa nahIM karanA caahie| ise' 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI cAbI kahate haiN| isase kaisA bhI tAlA khula jAtA hai| hama apanI bhUla se baMdhe hue haiN| bhUla miTa jAe taba to paramAtmA hI haiM! jisakI eka bhI bhUla nahIM hai, vaha khuda paramAtmA hI hai| ye bhUleM kyA kahatI hai? 'tU mujhe jAna, mujhe phcaan|' yaha to aisA hai ki bhUla ko khuda kA acchA guNa mAnate the| bhUla kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki vaha hamAre Upara zAsana calAtI hai| lekina bhUla ko bhUla jAneM to vaha bhAga jAtI hai| phira khar3I nahIM rahatI, jAne lagatI hai| lekina yaha to kyA karate haiM ki eka to bhUla ko bhUla nahIM samajhate aura Upara se usakA rakSaNa karate haiN| yAnI bhUla ko ghara meM hI bhojana karavAte haiN| bhUla kA rakSaNa praznakartA : dAdA, bhUla kA rakSaNa kisa taraha kiyA jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : yadi kisI ko DA~Tane ke bAda hama kaheM ki, 'hamane use nahIM DA~TA hotA to vaha samajhatA hI nhiiN| isalie use DA~TanA hI caahie|' isase to vaha 'bhUla' samajha jAtI hai ki isa bhAI ko abhI taka merA patA hI nahIM calA hai, aura vApasa merA pakSa le rahA hai isalie yahIM khAo, pIo aura rho| eka hI bAra yadi apanI bhUla kA pakSa liyA jAe to usa bhUla kA dasa sAla kA AyuSya bar3ha jAtA hai| kisI bhI bhUla kA pakSa nahIM lenA caahie| hamameM Ar3AI (Ter3hApana) z2arA sI bhI nahIM hotii| koI hameM hamArI bhUla batAe to hama turaMta hI eksepTa (svIkAra) kara lete haiN| koI kahe ki yaha ApakI bhUla hai, to hama kahate haiM ki 'hA~ bhAI, yaha tUne hameM bhUla batAI to terA upkaar|' hama to aisA samajhate haiM ki jo bhUla mujhe nahIM dikha rahI thI, vaha bhUla usane batA dI, isalie usakA upkaar| yadi roz2AnA paccIsa ke karIba bhUleM samajha meM Ae~ to g2az2aba kI zakti utpanna ho jaaegii| yaha bhUla kyA hai, vaha samajha meM Ae usake lie hamane kahA hai na ki,

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142 AptavANI-2 'bhugate usI kI bhuul'| tUne bhugatA to bhUla terii| yaha terI jeba kaTa gaI aura tU dUsaroM ko gAliyA~ de usase to bhUla ko eksTenzana milatA hai| bhUla jAna jAtI hai ki yaha to hameM khilAne-pilAne kI hI bAta kara rahA hai| phira vaha jAtI nhiiN| yadi koI ghara jalA DAle to loga jalAnevAle ko gAliyA~ dete haiM, jabaki jalAnevAlA to ghara para ArAma kara rahA hotA hai| yaha to khuda kI hI bhuul| isa samaya kauna bhugata rahA hai? usakI bhuul| __ "dAdA' cora haiM," yadi aisA mere koTa ke pIche likhA ho to vaha bhUla hamArI hai| kyoMki aisA to kauna phAlatU hogA aisA likhane ke lie? aura hamAre hI pIche kyoM likhA? isalie hama turaMta hI bhUla eksepTa karake nikAla kara dete haiN| yaha kaisA hai ki pahale bhUleM kI thIM unakA nikAla nahIM kiyA thA, isalie ve hI bhUleM phira se AtI haiN| bhUloM kA nikAla karanA nahIM AyA, isalie eka bhUla nikAlane ke bajAya dUsarI pA~ca bhUleM kI! saMsAra bAdhaka nahIM hai, khAnA-pInA bAdhaka nahIM hai| na to tapa ne bA~dhA hai, na hI tyAga ne bA~dhA hai| khuda kI bhUloM ne hI logoM ko bA~dhA hai| aMdara to apAra bhUleM haiN| lekina mAtra bar3I-bar3I paccIseka jitanI hI bhUleM miTA de na to chabbIsavIM apane Apa jAne lgegii| kucha loga to bhUla ko jAnate haiM, phira bhI khuda ke ahaMkAra ke kAraNa use bhUla nahIM khte| yaha kaisA hai? eka hI bhUla anaMta janma bigAr3a DAlatI hai, aisA to pusAegA hI nhiiN| ___ jJAnIpuruSa meM, dekhI jA sakeM vaisI sthUla bhUle nahIM hotiiN| aura sUkSma bhUleM bhI nahIM hotiiN| unakI sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama bhUleM hotI haiM, lekina ve unake jJAtA-dRSTA rahate haiN| ina doSoM kI Apako paribhASA huuN| sthUla bhUla yAnI kyA? mujhase koI bhUla ho jAe to, yadi koI jAgRta vyakti hogA to vaha samajha jAegA ki inhoMne koI bhUla kI hai| sUkSma bhUla yAnI ki mAna lo yahA~ paccIsa haz2Ara loga baiThe hoM to maiM samajha jAtA hU~ ki doSa huA, lekina una paccIsa haz2Ara meM se muzkila se pA~ceka loga hI sUkSma

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nija doSa 143 bhUla ko samajha skeNge| sUkSma doSa to buddhi se bhI dekhe jA sakate haiM, jabaki sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama bhUleM, ve to jJAna se hI dikhatI haiN| manuSyoM ko sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa nahIM dikhte| devI-devatA yadi avadhijJAna se dekheM tabhI unheM dikhate haiN| phira bhI ve doSa kisI ko nukasAna nahIM pahu~cAte, vaise sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa mujhameM rahe hue haiN| aura ve bhI isa kalikAla kI vicitratA ke kAraNa! blaMDarsa aura misTeksa bhUla eka nahIM hai, anaMta haiN| khuda baMdhA huA hai blaMDarsa aura misTeksa se| jaba taka blaMDarsa nahIM TUTeMge, taba taka misTeksa nahIM jaaeNgii| praznakartA : blaMDarsa kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' vahI blaMDara hai| hama 'svarUpa jJAna' dete haiM, phira blaMDarsa cale jAte haiM aura misTeksa bacatI haiN| ve bhUleM phira jJeya svarUpa meM dikhatI haiN| jitane jJeya dikheM utanoM se mukta ho jAte haiN| ye pyAz2a kI parateM hotI haiM na, usI taraha doSa bhI paratoMvAle hote haiN| jaise-jaise doSa dikhate haiM, vaise-vaise unakI parateM ukhar3atI jAtI haiM aura jaba unakI sArI parateM ukhar3a jAtI haiM, taba vaha doSa jar3a-mUla se sadA ke lie bidAI le letA hai| kucha doSa eka paratavAle hote haiN| unakI dUsarI parata hotI hI nahIM hai, isalie unheM eka hI bAra dekhane se ve cale jAte haiN| adhika paratoMvAle doSoM ko bAra-bAra dekhanA par3atA hai aura ve pratikramaNa karane para cale jAte haiM, taba jAte haiM aura kucha doSa to itane gAr3he hote haiM ki unakA bAra-bAra pratikramaNa karate rahanA par3atA hai, taba loga kaheMge ki vahI kA vahI doSa ho rahA hai? taba kaheM ki bhAI! hA~ lekina usakA yaha kAraNa unheM samajha meM nahIM AtA ! doSa to paratoM jaise haiM, anaMta haiN| isalie jo-jo dikheM aura unake pratikramaNa kareM, to zuddha hote jaaeNge| kRpAludeva ne kahA hai kiH _ 'maiM to doSa anaMta kA bhAjana hU~ karuNAla dIThA nahIM nija doSa to tarIye koNa upAya?' doSa anaMta haiM aura ve dikhe nahIM haiM, isalie ve doSa jAte hI nhiiN|

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144 AptavANI-2 yadi tujha meM doSa nahIM haiM to 'maiM doSa kA bhAjana hU~,' aisA mata bolanA, nahIM to vaisA bana jAegA aura anaMta doSa haiM to vaisA spaSTa rUpa se bola de ki mujha meM anaMta doSa haiN| lekina jinAlaya se bAhara nikalane ke bAda seTha se pUche to kahegA ki eka-do hI doSa hoNge| z2arA sA krodha, z2arA sA lobha, basa itanA hI hai| taba phira doSa bhI jAna jAte haiM ki bhAI kapaTa kara rahe haiM, usase phira doSa bhI khar3e hI rahate haiN| sabase bar3I bhUla, vaha svacchaMda hai| svacchaMda se to pUrA lazkara khar3A hai| svacchaMda, vahI bar3I bhUla hai| yAnI z2arA sA aisA kahA ki, 'usameM kyA huA?' to ho gyaa| vaha phira anaMta janma bigAr3a detA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI kRpA se, zakti se doSa dikhate haiM aura miTa jAte haiN| kisI vyakti ko bhUla rahita honA ho to hama usase kahate haiM ki kevala tIna hI sAla taka krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha ko khurAka mata denA, to ve saba mRtaprAya ho jaaeNge| bhUloM ko yadi tIna hI sAla khurAka nahIM mile to ve ghara badala ddaaleNgii| doSa kA matalaba hI hai krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kA pakSa lenA, yadi tIna hI sAla ke lie bilkula bhI pakSa nahIM liyA to ve bhAga jaaeNge| lobhI kI prakRti lobhI yadi mArkeTa meM jAe to usakI dRSTi sastI sabjiyoM kI ora hI jAtI hai| bhItara lobha kyA kahatA hai, ki, 'ye lobhI to mujhe khilAte haiM isalie yahIM para mukAma kro|' taba lobhI ko kyA karanA cAhie ki jahA~ maha~gI sabjI mila rahI ho vahA~ para jAnA cAhie aura binA molabhAva kie sabjI le lenI caahie| phira bhale hI Dabala paise dene pdd'eN| lobha samajha jAegA ki mujhe yahA~ khAne ko nahIM mila rahA hai, usake bAda phira vaha bhAgane lgegaa| hamAre yahA~ eka bhAI Ate the| bar3e sAhaba the| ve acchI tanakhvAha pAte the| ghara meM pati-patnI basa donoM hI the| koI baccA-baccA nahIM thA unkaa| eka dina ve mujhase kahane lage, 'dAdA, merA svabhAva bar3A kaMjUsa hai, isalie mere hAtha se paisA nahIM chuutttaa| maiM kisI kI zAdI meM

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nija doSa 145 bhojana parosatA hU~, taba bhI mujhase thor3A-thor3A caTanI jitanA hI parosA jAtA hai, isalie maiM suna pAU~ usa taraha se saba loga bolate bhI haiM ki bar3e kaMjUsa haiN| merI bIvI bhI zikAyata karatI hai| lekina kyA karU~? yaha lobhI svabhAva jAtA hI nhiiN| Apa kucha rAstA btaaie| yaha to kisI aura kA kharca karanA ho, vahA~ para bhI yaha lobha mujhe nIcA dikhAtA hai|' usake bAda hamane use batAyA ki, 'Apa satsaMga meM roz2a calakara Ate ho, to aba se paidala mata AnA, lekina rikze meM AnA aura sAtha meM dasa rupaye kI rejagArI rAste meM bikherate-bikherate aanaa|' usane aisA hI kiyA aura usakA kAma ho gyaa| aisA karane se kyA hotA hai ki lobha kI khurAka baMda ho jAtI hai aura mana bhI bar3A banatA hai| bhUla ko pahacAnane se bhUla miTe bhUla ko pahacAnane lagA, to bhUla miTatI hai| kucha loga kapar3A khIMca- khIMcakara nApate haiM aura Upara se kahate haiM ki Aja to pAva gaz2a kapar3A kama diyaa| yaha to itanA bar3A raudradhyAna aura phira usakA pakSa?! bhUla kA pakSa nahIM lete haiN| ghIvAlA ghI meM, kisI ko patA nahIM cale aise milAvaTa karake pA~ca sau rupaye kamAtA hai| vaha to mUla ke sAtha vRkSa bo detA hai| khuda hI khuda ke anaMta janma bigAr3a detA hai| praznakartA : lekina dAdA, abhI taka z2yAdA doSa nahIM dikhate haiN| thor3e hI dikhate haiN| dAdAzrI : yahA~ satsaMga meM baiThane se AvaraNa TUTate jAte haiM, vaisevaise doSa dikhate jAte haiN| doSa dikhane kI jAgRti praznakartA : doSa adhika dikheM, usake lie jAgRti kisa taraha AtI dAdAzrI : bhItara jAgRti to bahuta hai, lekina doSoM ko DhUMDhane kI bhAvanA nahIM huI hai| pulisavAle ko jaba cora khojane kI icchA ho taba

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AptavANI-2 cora mila jAtA hai| lekina yadi pulisavAlA kahe ki, 'cora pakar3ane nahIM jAnA hai, use to jaba vaha AegA taba pkdd'eNge|' taba phira cora maz2e karegA hI na? ye bhUleM to chupakara baiThI haiN| unheM DhU~DheM to turaMta hI pakar3a meM AtI jAtI haiN| 146 sArI kamAI kA phala kyA hai? Apake doSa eka ke bAda eka Apako dikheM, tabhI kamAI kI khlaaegii| yaha sArA hI satsaMga khuda ko khuda ke sabhI doSa dikheM, usake lie hai / aura khuda ke doSa dikheM, tabhI ve doSa jaaeNge| doSa kaba dikheMge? jaba khuda 'svayaM' ho jAegA, 'svasvarUpa' ho jAegA, tb| jise khuda ke doSa z2yAdA dikheM, vaha U~cA / jaba saMpUrNa niSpakSapAtIpana Ae, isa deha ke lie, vANI ke lie, vartana ke lie saMpUrNa niSpakSapAtIpana utpanna hotA hai tabhI khuda, khuda ke sabhI doSa dekha sakatA hai| kramikamArga meM to kabhI bhI khuda ke doSa khuda ko dikhate hI nahIM / 'doSa to aneka haiM, lekina hameM dikhate nahIM haiM, ' aisA yadi kahe to maiM mAnU~ ki tU mokSa kA adhikArI hai, lekina jo aisA kahe ki, 'mujhameM do-cAra hI dikhate haiM,' vaha anaMta doSoM se bharA huA hai aura kahatA hai ki docAra hI haiN| to tujhe do-cAra doSa hI dikhate haiM, yAnI tujhameM itane hI doSa haiM, kyA tU aisA mAnatA hai ? mahAvIra bhagavAna ke mArga ko prApta kara liyA, aisA kaba kahalAegA? jaba roz2a khuda ke sau-sau doSa dikheM, roz2a sau-sau pratikramaNa hone lageM, usake bAda mahAvIra bhagavAna ke mArga meM gayA kahA jaaegaa| 'svarUpa kA jJAna' to abhI usake bAda kitanI hI dUra hai / lekina yaha to cAra pustakeM par3hakara 'svarUpa' pAne kA kaipha lekara ghUmatA hai| ise to 'svarUpa' kA eka chIMTA bhI prApta kiyA hai, aisA nahIM kahA jA sktaa| jahA~ 'jJAna' aTakA hai, vahA~ kaipha hI bar3hatA hai| kaipha ke kAraNa jJAnAvaraNa aura darzanAvaraNa kA haTanA ruka gayA hai| mokSa meM jAne ke lie mAtra terI Ar3AI ( ahaMkAra kA Ter3hApana) hI bAdhaka hai, dUsarI eka bhI cIz2a bAdhaka nahIM hai| sabase bar3e bhayasthAna ye svacchaMda aura kaipha haiM !

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nija doSa 147 sAdhu mahArAjoM kI eka hI bhUla, ki ve jo udayakarma kA garva lete haiM, yadi vaha bhUla ho rahI ho aura eka utanI hI bhUla yadi miTA deM to kAma hI ho jaae| mahArAja ko udayakarma kA garva hai yA nahIM, itanA hI dekhanA hotA hai, bAhara kA aura kucha bhI nahIM dekhanA hotaa| kaSAya raheMge to calegA, lekina udayakarma kA garva nahIM honA caahie| basa, itanA hI dekhanA hotA hai| jo khuda kI eka bhI bhUla miTAe, use bhagavAna kahate haiN| khuda kI bhUla batAnevAle bahuta hote haiM, lekina koI miTA nahIM sktaa| bhUla dikhAnA bhI AnA caahie| yadi bhUla dikhAnA nahIM Ae to apanI bhUla hai, aisA qabUla kara lenA caahie| yaha kisI kI bhUla dikhAnA, vaha to bhArI kAma hai aura jo usa bhUla ko miTA deM, ve to bhagavAna hI kahalAte haiN| vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA hI kaam| hameM isa jagat meM koI bhI doSita dikhatA hI nhiiN| jebakatarA ho yA caritrahIna ho, unheM bhI hama nirdoSa hI dekhate haiM ! hama 'sat vastu' ko hI dekhate haiN| yaha tAtvika dRSTi hai| hama paikiMga ko nahIM dekhte| verAiTIz2a oNpha paikiMgsa haiN| unameM hama tatvadRSTi se dekhate haiN| 'hamane' saMpUrNa nirdoSa dRSTi kI hai aura sAre jagat ko nirdoSa dekhaa| isIlie 'jJAnIpuruSa' ApakI bhUla' ko miTA sakate haiN| auroM ke basa kI bAta nahIM hai| bhagavAna ne saMsArI doSa ko doSa nahIM mAnA hai| 'tere svarUpa kA ajJAna'vahI sabase bar3A doSa hai| yaha to 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~,' taba taka anya doSa bhI khar3e haiM aura eka bAra 'khuda ke svarUpa' kA bhAna ho jAe, taba phira anya doSa jAne lagate haiM! niSpakSapAtI dRSTi 'svarUpa ke jJAna' ke binA to bhUla dikhatI hI nhiiN| kyoMki 'maiM hI caMdUbhAI hU~ aura mujhameM to koI doSa nahIM hai, maiM to sayAnA-samajhadAra hU~,' aisA rahatA hai| aura 'svarUpajJAna' kI prApti ke bAda Apa niSpakSapAtI bana gae, mana-vacana-kAyA para Apako pakSapAta nahIM rhaa| isalie khuda kI bhUleM, Apako khuda ko dikhatI haiN| jise khuda kI bhUleM patA caleMgI, jise pratikSaNa apanI bhUleM dikheMgI, jahA~-jahA~ para hotI haiM, vahA~ dikheMgI, nahIM haiM

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148 AptavANI-2 vahA~ para nahIM dikheM, vaha khuda 'paramAtmA svarUpa' ho gayA! 'vIra bhagavAna' ho gayA! 'hamArA' jJAna prApta karane ke bAda khuda niSpakSapAtI ho gayA, kyoMki 'maiM caMdUbhAI nahIM, maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' yaha samajha meM A jAe, usake bAda niSpakSapAtI huA jAtA hai| kisI kA z2arA sA bhI doSa dikhe nahIM aura khuda ke sabhI doSa dikheM, tabhI khuda kA kArya pUrA huA kahalAtA hai| pahale to 'maiM hI hU~' aisA rahatA thA, isalie niSpakSapAtI nahIM hue the| aba niSpakSapAtI ho gae isalie khuda ke sabhI doSa dikhane zurU hue, aura upayoga aMdara kI tarapha hI rahatA hai, isalie dUsaroM ke doSa nahIM dikhate! jaba khuda ke doSa dikhane lageM, taba hamArA diyA huA 'jJAna' pariNAmita honA zurU ho jAtA hai| khuda ke doSa dikhAI dene lage isalie dUsaroM ke doSa nahIM dikhate haiN| dUsaroM ke doSa dikheM, vaha to bahuta bar3A gunAha kahalAtA hai| isa nirdoSa jagat meM koI doSita hai hI nahIM, vahA~ kise doSa deM? doSa haiM, taba taka doSa, vaha ahaMkAra kA bhAga hai, aura jaba taka vaha bhAga dhulegA nahIM, taba taka sAre doSa nikaleMge nahIM, aura taba taka ahaMkAra nirmUla nahIM hogaa| ahaMkAra ke nirmUla hone taka doSa dhone haiN| doSa pratikramaNa se dhulate haiN| kisI ke sAtha TakarAva meM A jAe, taba phira se doSa dikhane lagate haiM aura TakarAva nahIM ho to doSa DhaMkA huA rahatA hai| pA~ca sau-pA~ca sau doSa roz2a ke dikhane lageM, taba samajhanA ki aba pUrNAhati naz2adIka A rahI hai| jJAna ke bAda hameM roz2a ke haz2AroM doSa dikhane lage the| jaise-jaise doSa dikhate jAte haiM, vaise-vaise doSa ghaTate jAte haiM aura jaise-jaise doSa ghaTate haiM, vaise jAgRti bar3hatI jAtI hai| aba hamAre kevala sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama doSa bace haiM, jinheM hama 'dekhate' haiM aura 'jAnate' haiN| ve doSa kisI ko parezAna kareM aise nahIM hote, lekina kAla ke kAraNa ve aTake hue haiM aura usI vajaha se tIna sau sATha DigrI kA 'kevalajJAna' rukA huA hai| tIna sau chappana DigrI para Akara ruka gayA hai! lekina hama Apako pUrA tIna sau sATha DigrI kA kevalajJAna' eka ghaMTe meM hI de dete haiM, lekina Apako vaha pacegA nhiiN| are, hameM hI nahIM pacA na! kAla ke kAraNa cAra DigrI kama raha gayA! bhItara pUrA-pUrA tIna sau sATha DigrI riyala hai aura rileTiva meM tIna sau chappana DigrI hai| isa kAla meM

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nija doSa 149 rileTiva-pUrNatA taka pahu~cA jA sake, vaisA nahIM hai| lekina hameM usameM harja nahIM hai| kyoMki bhItara apAra sukha baratatA rahatA hai! isa saMsAra meM koI bhI ApakA UparI hai hI nahIM, isakI maiM Apako gAranTI detA hai| koI bApa bhI ApakA UparI nahIM hai| ApakI bhUleM hI ApakI UparI haiN|' yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to ApakI bhUleM miTA deN| tU terI hI bhUloM se baMdhA huA hai| yaha to mAnatA hai ki 'isa sAdhana se maiM chUTane kA prayatna kara rahA hU~,' lekina usI sAdhana se tU baMdhatA hai| eka-eka janma meM yadi eka-eka bhUla miTAI hotI to bhI mokSa svarUpa ho jaate| lekina ye to eka bhUla miTAte hue pA~ca naI bhUleM bar3hAkara Ate haiN| yaha bAhara sArA suMdara aura bhItara behada kleza, ise bhUla miTAI kaise kaheMge? ApakA UparI to koI hai hI nahIM ! lekina bhUla dikhAnevAlA caahie| bhUloM ko miTAo, lekina khuda kI bhUloM kA khuda ko patA kaise calegA? aura ve bhI kyA eka-do hI haiM? anaMta bhUleM haiM! kAyA kI anaMta bhUleM haiM, vANI kI anaMta bhUleM haiN| vANI kI bhUleM to bahuta burI dikhatI haiN| kisI ko bhojana ke lie bulAne gae hoM, taba aisA kaThora bolatA hai ki battIsa vyaMjana ke bhojana kA AmaMtraNa ho, taba bhI pasaMda nahIM aae| isake bajAya nahIM bulAte to acchA hotA, aisA bhItara hotA hai| are! cAya pilAe, taba bhI karkaza vANI nikalatI hai aura mana ke dUSaNa to behisAba hote haiM! ___bhUleM to kauna miTA sakatA hai? 'jJAnIpuruSa,' ki jo khuda kI sArI bhUleM miTAkara baiThe haiN| jo zarIra hone para bhI azarIrI bhAva se, vItarAga bhAva meM rahate haiN| azarIrI bhAva yAnI jnyaanbiij| sArI bhUleM miTAne ke bAda, khuda kA ajJAna bIja nAza hotA hai aura jJAnabIja pUrNarUpa se ugatA hai, vaha azarIrI bhaav| jise kiMcit mAtra bhI, z2arA sI bhI deha para mamatA hai, to vaha azarIrI bhAva nahIM kahalAtA, aura deha para se mamatA jAe kisa taraha? jaba taka ajJAna hai, taba taka mamatA jAtI nhiiN| doSoM kA AdhAra praznakartA : dAdA, sAmanevAle ke doSa kyoM dikhate haiM?

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150 AptavANI-2 dAdAzrI : khuda kI bhUla ke kAraNa hI sAmanevAlA doSita dikhatA hai| ina 'dAdA' ko saba nirdoSa hI dikhate haiN| kyoMki khuda kI sabhI bhUleM unhoMne miTA dI haiN| khuda kA hI ahaMkAra sAmanevAle kI bhUleM dikhAtA hai| jise bhUleM dekhanI hI haiM, use khuda kI sabhI bhUleM dikhAI degI, jise nirdoSa dekhanA hai, use sabhI nirdoSa hI dikhAI deMge! jisase bhUla hotI hai, vaha khuda kI bhUla kA nikAla kre| sAmanevAle kI bhUla se hameM kyA lenA-denA? / praznakartA : dAdA, sAmanevAle ke doSa nahIM dekhane hoM, phira bhI dikha jAe~ aura bhUta ghera leM to kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : jo ulajhAtI hai vaha buddhi hai, vaha viparIta bhAva ko prApta buddhi hai aura bahuta kAla se hai, aura phira use AdhAra diyA hai, isalie vaha nahIM jaatii| yadi use kahA ho ki 'tU mere lie hitakArI nahIM hai,' to usase chUTa jaaeNge| yaha to jaise koI naukara ho, use kaheM ki terA kAma nahIM hai, phira usake pAsa kAma karavAe~ to calegA? isI prakAra buddhi se eka bAra bhI kAma nahIM karavAnA caahie| isa buddhi ko to saMpUrNa asahayoga denA hai| viparIta buddhi saMsAra ke hitAhita kA bhAna batAnevAlI hai, jabaki samyak buddhi saMsAra ko haTAkara mokSa kI ora le jAtI hai| praznakartA : doSa chUTate nahIM haiM, to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : doSa nahIM chUTate, lekina agara unheM aisA kaheM ki 'hamArI cIz2a nahIM hai, to chUTa jaaeNge| praznakartA : lekina aisA kaheM, phira bhI nahIM chUTeM to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : yaha to, jo doSa barpha jaise ho gae haiM, ve ekadama se kaise chUTa sakeMge? phira bhI, ve jJeya haiM aura hama jJAtA, aisA saMbaMdha rakheM to usase ve doSa chUTa jaaeNge| unheM hamArA AdhAra nahIM honA caahie| AdhAra nahIM mile to Akhira meM unheM gire binA cArA hI nhiiN| yaha to, AdhAra se cIz2a khar3I

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nija doSa 151 rahatI hai| nirAdhAra ho jAe, to gira jaaegii| jagat isa (ajJAna) AdhAra se khar3A hai| nirAdhAra ho jAe taba to khar3A hI nahIM rahe, lekina nirAdhAra karanA AtA nahIM hai na! ve to jJAniyoM ke hI khela haiM! yaha jagat to anaMta 'guhyatAvAlA' hai, usameM 'guhya se guhya' bhAga ko koI kaise samajhe! zikAyata karanevAlA hI gunahagAra pahale zikAyata karane kauna AtA hai? kaliyuga meM to jo gunahagAra ho vahI pahale zikAyata karane AtA hai aura satyuga meM jo saccA ho vaha pahale zikAyata karane AtA hai| isa kaliyuga meM nyAya karanevAle bhI aise hI haiM ki jisakA pahale sunA usake pakSa meM baiTha jAte haiN| koI choTI baccI ho, zAma ko jaba pApA ghara para Ae~, taba turaMta hI vaha baccI pApA ke pAsa jAtI hai aura kahatI hai, 'pApA, bhaiyA ne mujhe aisA-aisA khaa| usake bAda phira pApA turaMta hI beTI ke pakSa meM baiTha jAte haiM aura beTe se kahate haiM ki 'eya, idhara aa| aisA kyoM kiyA?' beTe ko DA~Tane se pahale beTe ko pUcha ki beTI kI bAta kA matalaba kyA thA? aura kyoM beTI ne zikAyata kI? beTe ne kyoM zikAyata nahIM kI? beTe ne kyA kiyA thA? yaha to khuda sensiTiva hai, isalie beTI kI bAta sahI mAna letA hai| phira kahatA hai ki, 'maiM z2arA kacce kAna kA hU~ isalie bhUla ho gaI!' yaha to khuda mUrkha hai aura kAna kI bhUla batAtA hai| khuda niSkarSa nahIM nikAlatA ki beTI gunahagAra hai, isalie pahale zikAyata lekara AI! ghara meM to sabhI taraha kI bAteM hotI haiM, hamAre pAsa sabakI zikAyateM Ae~ to hama kyA karate the ki sabakI bAteM sunate the aura phira nyAya karate the| saccA nyAya karane se phira gunahagAra nahIM bddh'te| gunahagAra samajhatA hai ki ye to nyAya karate haiM, isalie hamArI bhUla pakar3I jaaegii| __isa jagat meM apane ko khulAsA hI nahIM karanA hotA hai| gunahagAra ko hI khulAse karane hote haiM, khulAse dene par3ate haiN| isa jagat meM saba ko ArbiTreTara (madhyastha) honA hai! maiM kisI ArbiTreTara ko ghusane hI nahIM huuN| isa jagat meM jo ho rahA hai, usase alaga naye prakAra kA kucha kabhI bhI

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152 AptavANI-2 honevAlA hai hI nhiiN| kIcar3a to kahatA hai, tujhe pasaMda ho to hAtha ddaalnaa| tujhe hAtha dhone jAnA pdd'egaa| hameM to apanI hI nAr3I dekhanI hai| koI ArbiTreTara bane, aisA hameM skopa (avasara) ? dAdAzrI : koI kucha karate hue hicakicA rahA ho to Apa kaho ki, 'tU to kara, maiM hU~ nA!' vaha anumodana kahalAtA hai| aura anumodana karanevAle kI z2immedArI adhika kahalAtI hai! karane kA phala kise adhika milatA hai? taba kaheM ki, jisane z2yAdA buddhi istemAla kI, usake AdhAra para vaha ba~Ta jAtA hai| ye loga to kaise haiM ki dUsaroM kI sArI bhUleM patA cala jAtI haiM aura khuda kI eka bhI bhUla nahIM dikhtii| jaba mana Ar3A cale taba kahegA ki aba to isa jagat se Uba gayA huuN| bhItara buddhi daqhala de taba kahegA ki merI buddhi Ar3I ho rahI hai| bhItara aMtahIna 'rAmAyaNa' aura 'mahAbhArata' sabakucha hai, usI kA vaha mAlika bana baiThA hai| brahmAMDa kA mAlika kauna? isa brahmAMDa kA, hara eka jIva brahmAMDa kA mAlika hai| kevala khuda kA bhAna nahIM hai, isIlie jIva kI taraha rahatA hai| khuda kI deha kI mAlikI kA jise dAvA nahIM hai, vaha pUre brahmAMDa kA mAlika bana gyaa| yaha jagat apanI mAlikI kA hai, aisA samajha meM A jAe, vahI mokSa! abhI taka kyoM aisA samajha meM nahIM AyA hai? kyoMki apanI hI bhUloM ne bA~dhA haA hai, islie| pUrA jagat apanI hI mAlikI kA hai| koI hameM gAlI de to vaha isalie ki khAte meM kucha bAkI hogA, to use jamA kara lenaa| aba phira se kauna vyApAra zurU kare? jamA kara leMge to vyApAra baMda hotA jAegA aura usake bAda phira acchA mAla aaegaa| yaha A~kha hAtha se daba jAe to eka cIz2a ho, to do dikhAI dene lagatI haiN| A~kha, AtmA kA riyala svarUpa nahIM hai| vaha to rileTiva svarUpa hai| phira bhI, eka bhUla hone se eka ke badale do dikhane lagatI haiM na? ye kA~ca ke Tukar3e jamIna para par3e hoM to kitanI sArI A~kheM dikhatI haiM? isa A~kha kI z2arA sI bhUla se kitanI sArI A~kheM dikhatI haiM? vaise hI

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nija doSa 153 yaha AtmA khuda nahIM dabatA, lekina saMyogoM ke prezara (dabAva) se eka ke anaMta rUpa dikhate haiN| yaha pUrA jagat bhagavat svarUpa hai| isa per3a ko kATane kA mAtra bhAva hI kareM to bhI karma cipakeM aisA hai| sAmanevAle ke bAre meM z2arA sA bhI kharAba socA to pApa lagatA hai aura acchA bhAva kare, to puNya milatA hai| mana meM bhAva bigar3eM, vaha bhI khuda kI bhuul| yahA~ satsaMga meM Ae~ aura yahA~ loga khar3e hoM, to agara lage ki ye saba kyoM khar3e haiM? usase mana meM bhAva bigdd'aa| usa bhUla ke lie, usakA turaMta hI pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| pahale 'kramika' mArga meM Apa tapa-tyAga karate the, phira bhI khuda kI bhUleM nahIM dikhatI thiiN| aba yaha 'akrama' mArga prApta kiyA hai to kAma nikAla lo| yaha to sAhaba ke pAsa jAtA hai aura kahatA hai, 'sAhaba mujhe chur3avAie, sAhaba mujhe chudd'vaaie|' lekina sAhaba khuda hI baMdhA huA hai vaha kaise tujhe chur3avAegA? Ajakala to ye jo TrikeM karate haiM, kapaTa karate haiM, kapaTa se baMdhA huA, vaha kaba chUTegA? koI bApa bhI bA~dhanevAlA nahIM hai| hotA to bhakti se gir3agir3Ae, mAfI mA~ge, to bhI sAhaba chor3a deMge, lekina nahIM, aisA nahIM hai, vaha to 'khuda' kI bhUla se hI 'khuda' baMdhA huA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' a~gulInirdeza karate haiM ki aisA karo to bhUla miTegI, yA phira 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI AjJA kA pAlana kare to kAma ho jAe! bhagavAna ne kyA kahA thA ki, 'khuda kisase baMdhA huA hai? mAtra cale A rahe baira se baMdhA huA hai|' usI se jagat calA A rahA hai| kanTinyuasa (lagAtAra) baira se hI gutthiyA~ DAlI haiN| yaha to vApasa baira kA pakSa letA hai, vahI phira agale janma meM AtA hai aura gutthiyA~ sulajhAne ke bajAya usa samaya dUsarI pA~ca naI DAlatA jAtA hai! loga mAnate haiM ki bhagavAna UparI haiM, isalie unakI bhakti kareMge to chUTa jaaeNge| lekina nahIM, koI bApa bhI UparI nahIM hai| tU hI terA UparI, terA rakSaka bhI tU hI hai aura terA bhakSaka bhI tU hI hai| yU Ara hola enDa sola risponsibala phora yorselph| khuda hI khuda kA UparI hai| isameM aura koI bApa bhI daqhala nahIM karatA hai| hamArA baoNsa hai vaha bhI apanI bhUla

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154 AptavANI-2 ke kAraNa aura anDarahainDa hai vaha bhI apanI bhUla ke kAraNa hI hai| isalie bhUla miTAnI par3egI na? khuda kI hI bhUla hai, aisA yadi samajha meM nahIM Ae to agale janma kA bIja par3atA hai| yaha to hama Tokate haiM, phira bhI yadi nahIM cete to kyA ho? aura apanI bhUla nahIM ho to aMdara z2arA sA bhI bakher3A nahIM hotaa| hama nirmala dRSTi se dekheM to jagat nirmala dikhatA hai aura hama Ter3hA dekheM to jagat Ter3hA dikhatA hai| isalie pahale khuda kI dRSTi nirmala kro| prAkRta guNoM kA moha kyA? praznakartA : dAdA, hama logoM ko doSa nahIM dekhane haiM, balki guNa dekhane haiM? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| doSa bhI nahIM dekhane haiM aura guNa bhI nahIM dekhane haiN| ye dikhate haiM, ve guNa to sAre prAkRta guNa haiN| unameM se eka bhI TikAU nahIM hai| dAnavIra ho, vaha pA~ca sAla se lekara pacAsa sAla taka, usI guNa meM rahA ho, lekina sannipAta ho jAe, taba vaha guNa badala jAtA hai| ye guNa to vAta, pitta aura kapha se rahe hue haiM, agara ina tInoM meM bigAr3a ho jAe to sannipAta ho jAtA hai| aise guNa to anaMta janmoM se ikaTThe karate rahe haiN| phira bhI, aise prAkRta doSa ikaTThe nahIM karane caahie| prAkRta sadguNa prApta karegA, to kabhI na kabhI AtmA prApta kara skegaa| dayA, zAMti, ye saba guNa hoM, vahA~ bhI yadi vAta, pitta aura kapha bigar3a jAe to vaha saba ko mArane lgegaa| ye to prakRti ke lakSya kahalAte haiN| aise guNoM se puNyAnubaMdhI puNya baMdhate haiN| usase kisI janma meM 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAte haiM, to kAma ho jAtA hai| lekina aise guNoM meM baiThe nahIM rahanA hai kyoMki kaba unameM parivartana ho jAe, vaha kaha nahIM skte| ve khuda ke zuddhAtmA ke guNa nahIM haiN| ve to prAkRta guNa haiN| unheM to hama laTU kahate haiN| pUrA jagat prAkRta guNoM meM hI hai| pUrA jagat laTU chApa hai| yaha to, prakRti sAmayika-pratikramaNa karavAtI hai aura khuda sira para le letA hai aura kahatA hai ki, 'maiMne kiyA!' vaha yadi bhagavAna se pUche to bhagavAna kaheMge ki, 'inameM

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nija doSa 155 setU to kucha bhI nahIM kara rahA hai|' kisI dina paira duHkhane lage to kahegA, 'maiM kyA karU~?' prakRti jabarana karavAtI hai aura kahatA hai ki 'maiMne kiyA !' aura isalie hI to vaha agale janma ke bIja DAlatA hai| yaha to udayakarma se hotA hai aura khuda usakA garva letA hai / jo udayakarma kA garva le, use sAdhu kaise kaheMge? I mukta puruSa hI chur3avAe~ ye saba bhUleM to haiM hI na? usakI khoja bhI nahIM kI hai na? praznakartA : inameM se nikalane kI koziza karate haiM, lekina aura gahare utarate jAte haiM / dAdAzrI : nahIM, aisI koziza hI mata krnaa| yadi yahA~ para khodanA hai aura bhAI kahIM aura khoda kara Ae to phira usase kyA hogA ? balki daMDa milegA ! aise hI ye loga ulTI koziza karate haiM / isake bajAya koI 'mukta' ho cukA ho, usake pAsa jA to terA bhI chuTakArA kara deNge| ye to khuda hI DUbe hue haiM, ve dUsaroM ko kaise tAreMge? jo DaoNkTara pAra nahIM utare hoM, khuda hI gote khA rahe hoM, ve dUsaroM ko kisa taraha tAreMge? kabhI bhI acchA saMyoga prApta nahIM huA hai| aba yaha 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA acchA saMyoga prApta huA hai to ApakA kAma nikala jaaegaa| kabhI na kabhI bhUla to miTAnI hI par3egI na? ati - ati muzkila kyA hai? 'mokSadAtA puruss|' aura milane ke bAda 'mokSadAtA' Apako baMdhana meM kyoM rakheMge? hamane Apako 'svarUpa jJAna' diyA usake bAda Apako jo dazA utpanna huI hai, vaha kRSNa bhagavAna kI batAI huI 'sthitaprajJa' dazA se kahIM U~cI dazA hai| yaha to prajJA kahalAtI hai ! usase rAga-dveSa kA niMdana kara denA / yaha jagat 'vyavasthita' hai| isalie apanI jo gunahagArI thI, 'vyavasthita zakti' use vApasa apane pAsa bheja detI hai / use Ane denA hai aura hameM apane mokSa meM rahakara usakA nikAla kara denA hai| pichale janma meM jo jo bhUleM kI thIM, ve isa janma meM sAmane AtI haiN| isalie isa janma meM hama sIdhe calate haiM, phira bhI ve bhUleM bAdhA DAlatI haiM, usakA nAma gunahagArI !

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156 AptavANI-2 gunahagArI - pApa puNya kI yaha gunahagArI do prakAra kI hai| hameM phUla car3hAe~, vaha bhI gunahagArI aura patthara par3eM, vaha bhI gunhgaarii| phUla car3heM, vaha puNya kI gunahagArI aura patthara par3heM, vaha pApa kI gunahagArI hai| yaha kaisA hai? pahale jo bhUleM kI thIM, unakA korTa meM kesa calatA hai aura phira nyAya hotA hai| jo-jo bhUleM kI thIM, ve-ve gunAha bhogane par3ate haiN| ve bhUleM bhugatanI hI par3atI haiN| una bhUloM kA apane ko samatAbhAva se nikAla karanA hai, usameM kucha bhI bolanA nahIM hai| boleMge nahIM to kyA hogA? samaya hone para bhUla AtI hai aura bhugatane ke bAda vaha nikala jAtI hai| ucca jAtiyoM meM aisA bolane se hI to sArI gutthiyA~ par3I huI haiM na! isalie una gutthiyoM ko sulajhAne ke lie agara mauna rakheMge to samAdhAna Ae, aisA _ 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI vANI to pratyakSa sarasvatI hotI hai aura use sunatesunate sabakucha A jAtA hai| jo-jo nimitta Ate haiM, ve bhUloM kA bhugatAna karake jAte haiN| yaha jo sukha milatA hai vaha nimitta se hI sukha milatA hai aura duHkha bhI nimitta se hI milatA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne gutthiyA~ nahIM DAlI huI thI, isalie unheM abhI Age se Age sArA vaibhava milatA rahatA hai| aura Apa saba ko abhI isa janma meM 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila gae haiM, isalie pichalI ulajhanoM kA samabhAva se nikAla karake phira se naI gA~The nahIM DAloge to phira ve gA~TheM nahIM Ae~gI aura hala A jaaegaa| graMthi-Adata, svabhAvamaya khuda ke sabhI doSa dikhane cAhie, tAki doSa kaheM, 'yaha ghara chodd'o|' yaha doSa dikhA, phira to kabhI na kabhI use jAnA hI pdd'egaa| kucha doSa to pyAz2a kI paratoM jaise hote haiN| pyAja kI ATha-dasa parateM hotI haiM, usI taraha doSoM kI bhI utanI parateM hotI haiN| kucha doSoM kI do yA pA~ca to kucha doSoM kI sau-sau parateM hotI haiN| isalie hamane kahA hai ki, "mana

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nija doSa 157 vacana-kAyA kI AdateM aura unake svabhAva ko maiM jAnatA hU~ aura mere svasvabhAva ko bhI 'maiM' jAnatA huuN|" aba svabhAva yAnI kyA? ki kisI kA dasa paratoMvAlA pyAz2a hotA hai, kisI kA sau paratoMvAlA pyAz2a hotA hai aura kisI kA lAkha paratoMvAlA hotA hai| mana-vacana-kAyA kI AdatoM meM parivartana nahIM ho sakatA, AdatoM kA harja nahIM hai| AdatoM meM zAyada parivartana nahIM bhI ho kyoMki prakRti meM parivartana nahIM hotA, lekina svabhAva khatma ho jAtA hai| jisa graMthi se bIja par3atA hai, vahI khatma ho jAtI hai| jitanI bAra pratikramaNa karate haiM, utanI parateM ukhar3a jAtI haiN| pratikramaNa kiyA matalaba parateM ukhaDeMgI hii| 'dAdA' kI hAz2irI meM AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna karane cAhie tAki doSa dhula jAe~ aura yadi phira se bhUleM hoM to phira se pratikramaNa krnaa| phira bhI jagat ke loga kaheMge ki, 'bAra-bAra vahI ke vahI karma karatA hai aura bAra-bAra pratikramaNa karatA hai|' hA~, isI kA nAma saMsAra hai| lAla jhaMDI - Thaharo ___koI hamAre sAmane lAla jhaMDI dikhAe to vaha hamArI bhUla hai| jagat Ter3hA nahIM hai| apane doSa ke kAraNa vaha lAla jhaMDI dikhAtA hai| isalie hama pUchate haiM ki, 'bhAI, hamArI kyA bhUla huI hai?' taba yadi vaha kahe ki, 'yaha Apa dasa dina bAda jAnevAle the aura Aja sAtaveM dina kyoM jA rahe haiM?' taba hama khulAsA karate haiM, phira jaba ve harI jhaMDI dikhAe~ usake bAda hI hama Age jAte haiN| bhUla ko bhUla kahakara miTAnI to par3egI hI na? vaha bhUla yadi sAmanevAlA nahIM miTAe to hameM hI miTAnI par3egI na? hameM koI lAla jhaMDI nahIM dikhAtA aura kabhI dikhAe to hama pUchate haiM ki, 'kyA huA hai? kyoM lAla jhaMDI dikhA rahA hai?' loga to, yadi koI lAla jhaMDI dikhAe taba zora macA dete haiM, 'are! tU kyA jaMgalI hai? ulTA kyoM kara rahA hai?' yaha lAla jhaMDI dikhAI matalaba, deyara iz2a smthiNg| hameM to choTA baccA bhI DA~Ta sakatA hai| jagat ke loga lAla jhaMDI dikhAnevAle se kahate haiM, 'tujhameM yaha nahIM hai aura tU aisA hai, tU beakla hai|' aura ye to bar3e aqla ke bore, becane jAe~ to cAra Ane bhI nahIM mileN| hama meM pahale se

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158 AptavANI-2 hI aqla kama thii| hama to abudha kahalAte haiN| yaha to ApakI bhUleM haiM, isalie lAla jhaMDI dikhAte haiN| unheM khulAsA deM to phira ve jAne dete haiN| yathArtha laukika dharma jagat ke logoM ko hama bahuta sarala laukika mArga deNge| yaha kriyAkAMDa ke tUfAna nahIM deNge| koI laphaMgA Ae aura use kaheM ki, 'satya bolanA, corI mata karanA, dayA rakhanA, galata mata karanA' to yaha saba sunakara vaha eka ora rakha degaa| lekina hama use eka hI vAkya kaheM ki, 'bhAI, tU gutthiyA~ mata ddaalnaa|' phira vaha pUche ki, 'gutthiyA~ yAnI kyA?' taba hama use phira se samajhAe~ ki, 'tere sAmane ke kheta meM turaI dikhe aura terA mana ho taba tU nikAla le, to aise binA pUche kisI kA le lenA, use gutthI kahate haiN| AyA samajha meM? taba vaha turaMta kahegA, 'hA~, samajha gayA gutthI ko, aba aisI gutthiyA~ nahIM DAlU~gA, aisI to maiMne kaI gutthiyA~ DAlI haiN|' phira vaha usakI bIvI ko lekara AtA hai to use ina gutthiyoM ke bAre meM samajhA detA huuN| usakI bIvI kahe ki, 'dAdA, ye mere sAtha bahuta gutthiyA~ DAlate haiN|' to phira maiM use bhI gutthiyoM ke bAre meM samajhA detA huuN| isake bAda jaba kabhI gutthI par3anevAlI ho taba 'dAdA' avazya yAda A hI jAe~ge aura gutthiyA~ par3eMgI nhiiN| 'hama' to kyA kahate haiM ki aise gutthiyA~ mata DAlanA aura Dala jAe to pratikramaNa krnaa| yaha to gutthI zabda se turaMta hI samajha meM A jAtA hai| ye loga 'satya, dayA, corI mata karo' vaha saba suna-sunakara to thaka gae haiN| yaha laukika dharma to hama ghar3Ibhara meM hI samajhA dete haiM! lekina alaukika dharma ke lie z2arA TAima lagatA hai| praznakartA : kucha gutthiyA~ par3a gaI haiM jo sulajhatI nahIM haiM, to kyA karU~? dAdAzrI : vakta ulajhAtA hai aura vakta sulajhAtA hai, lekina bhUleM kisakI? hamane apanI gutthiyA~ DAlI huI haiM, jaba samaya AtA hai, taba apane Apa hI gutthiyA~ sulajhatI jAtI hai| jinameM eka bhI gutthI nahIM hai, Apa

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nija doSa unake sAtha baiThe ho, isalie ApakI bhI sabhI gutthiyA~ sulajha jAe~gI, aisA hai / yadi gutthiyoMvAle iMsAna ke pAsa baiThoge to ApakI gutthiyA~ aura ulajha jAe~gI, aisA naicurala niyama hai / jo gutthiyA~ AtI haiM, ve jisa TAima para DAlI haiM, usI TAima para gutthiyA~ suljheNgii| gutthiyA~ sulajhAne kI sattA hamAre hAtha meM nahIM hai| isalie bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'aise samaya meM tU dharmadhyAna, devadarzana, kucha kara / ye bAla bar3ha jAte haiM, unheM kaTavAne ke lie daur3a-dhUpa karanI par3atI hai kyA ? nhiiN| kyoMki saMyoga A milate haiM aura bAla kaTa jAte haiN| vaise hI jaba samaya AegA, taba ye gutthiyA~ sulajhatI jaaeNgii|' 159 da varlDa iz2a da paz2ala iTaselpha / 'paz2ala hai, ' gutthI jaisA ho gayA hai| yadi use sulajhA do to kAma ho jAe! 'lakha re caurAsI nI bhUla-bhulAmaNInA pherA mArA koNa TALe ? ' isa lakha caurAsI meM se kaise nikalA jAe? kauna nikAle isameM se? kRpAludeva kahate haiM ki jo jIva caurAsI lAkha ke pheroM meM se nikale use to maiM sabase mahAna mAnU~gA / yaha to Apako bAhara nikalane kA rAstA milA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' mile haiM, isalie unake mAdhyama se bAhara nikalA jA skegaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ApakI bhUla ke lie kyA kara sakate haiM? ve to mAtra Apako ApakI bhUla batAte haiM / prakAza dikhAte haiN| rAstA batAte haiM ki bhUla kA pakSa mata lenA / lekina phira yadi bhUloM kA pakSa leM ki, 'hameM to isa duniyA meM rahanA hai, to aisA kaise kara sakate haiM?' are ! yaha to bhUla ko poSaNa diyA / usakA pakSa mata lenaa| eka to bhUla karatA hai aura Upara se kalpAMta kare to kalpa ke aMta taka rahanA pdd'egaa| khuda kI saMpUrNa svataMtratA- Az2AdI yadi cAhie to jaba khuda kI sArI hI bhUleM miTa jAe~gI, taba milegii| bhUla kaba patA calatI hai ki khuda kauna hai isakA bhAna ho jAe, paramAtmA kA sAkSAtkAra ho jAe, taba /

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kudaratI niyama : 'bhugate usI kI bhUla' bhagavAna kA niyama to kyA kahatA hai ki jisa kSetra meM, jisa kAla meM, jo bhugatatA hai, vaha khuda hI gunahagAra hai| usameM kisI ko bhI, vakIla ko bhI pUchane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| yadi kisI kI jeba kaTa jAe to jebakatare kI pariNati AnaMda kI hotI hai, vaha to jalebI khA rahA hotA hai, hoTala meM cAya-pAnI aura nAztA kara rahA hotA hai aura usa samaya vaha vyakti jisakI jeba kaTI hai, vaha bhugata rahA hotA hai| isalie bhugatanevAle kI bhuul| usane kabhI na kabhI corI kI hogI, isalie Aja pakar3A gayA, isalie vaha cora hai, aura jebakatarA to jaba pakar3A jAegA taba cora khlaaegaa| 'bhugate usI kI bhUla,' yaha 'gupta tatva' kahalAtA hai| yahA~ buddhi thaka jAtI hai| jahA~ matijJAna kAma nahIM kare, vaha bAta 'jJAnIpuruSa' se jAnane ko milatI hai| vahA~ para yaha yathAsvarUpa milatI hai| isa gupta tatva ko bahuta gahanatA se samajhanA caahie| koI bApa bhI UparI nahIM hai, koI DA~TanevAlA nahIM hai| lekina ye to terI gA~The hI terI UparI haiN| bhUla anya kisI kI nahIM hai| bhugate usI kI bhUla hai| DaoNkTara ne marIz2a ko iMjekzana diyA, phira DaoNkTara ghara jAkara ArAma se so gyaa| aura marIz2a ko to sArI rAta iMjekzana du:khatA rahA, taba usameM bhUla kisakI? marIz2a kii| aura DaoNkTara to, jaba usakI bhUla bhugategA taba usakI bhUla pakar3a meM aaegii| do prakAra kI bhASAe~ haiM : eka bhrAMti kI bhASA aura dUsarI vItarAga bhaassaa| vItarAga kI bhASA 'bhugate usI kI bhuul|'

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kudaratI niyama : 'bhugate usI kI bhUla' 161 eka strI muMbaI ke basa-sTainDa para khar3I thii| aba basa-sTainDa para khar3A rahanA kyA koI gunAha hai? itane meM eka basa AI aura sTainDa para car3ha gaI, usane sTainDa tor3a diyA aura usa strI ko bhI kucala diyaa| vahA~ pA~ca sau logoM kI bhIr3a ikaTThI ho gii| aba ina logoM se kaheM ki, 'isakA nyAya kro|' to ve loga kaheMge ki, 'becArI yaha strI binA gunAha ke mara gii| isameM strI kA kyA doSa? yaha DrAIvara nAlAyaka hai| yaha strI becArI binA gunAha ke mara gaI, isalie bhagavAna jaisI koI cIz2a isa saMsAra meM lagatI hI nhiiN|' lo, ina logoM ne aisA sAra nikAlA! lekina hama kyA kahate haiM, 'bhugate usI kI bhuul|' bhagavAna to haiM hii| are, ye bhagavAna nahIM hote to kyA rahatA isa jagat meM? ye loga to kyA samajhate haiM ki bhagavAna kA calana nahIM rhaa| taba logoM kI bhagavAna para se bhI AsthA uTha jAtI hai| are! aisA nahIM hai| ye saba to pichale janma ke hisAba haiM, ye eka janma ke nahIM haiN| Aja usa strI kI bhUla pakar3I gaI, isalie bhugatanA pdd'aa| isa kaliyuga meM eksiDenTa aura insiDenTa aise hote haiM ki vyakti ulajha jAtA hai| eksiDenTa matalaba kyA ki 'TU menI kaoNz2ez2a eTa e TAima aura insiDenTa matalaba kyA ki 'so menI kaoNz2ez2a eTa e ttaaim|' isIlie hama kyA kahate haiM ki 'bhugate usI kI bhUla' aura vaha to jaba pakar3A jAegA, taba usakI bhUla samajhI jaaegii| eka vRddha mujhase kahate haiM, 'mujhe bahuta duHkha bhugatanA par3a rahA hai|' maiMne pUchA, 'kyoM cAcA, kyA huA hai?' ve bhAI kahate haiM, 'merA beTA bahuta bigar3a gayA hai|' maiMne pUchA, 'eka hI beTA bigar3a gayA yA sabhI?' vRddha ne kahA, 'eka hI aisA paidA huA hai| bAkI tIna to acche haiN|' maiMne pUchA, 'vaha kyA karatA hai?' vRddha ne kahA, 'zarAba pItA hai, juA khelatA hai, resa meM jAtA hai, hoTaloM

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AptavANI - 2 meM par3A rahatA hai| usake kAraNa mujhe rAtabhara nIMda nahIM aatii| usakI ciMtA rAta-dina hotI hI rahatI hai / ' 162 maiMne kahA, 'taba to bhAI, terI hI bhUla hai / vaha terI hI bhUla ke kAraNa aisA karatA hai| ye bAkI ke tIna beTe acche haiM, tU usa cIz2a kA AnaMda kyoM nahIM letA?' isa vRddha ke bigar3aila beTe se maiMne eka dina pUchA, 'are, tere pitA jI ko to bahuta duHkha hotA hai aura tujhe koI duHkha nahIM hotA?' beTA ne kahA, 'mujhe kisakA duHkha ? pitA jI kamAkara baiThe haiM, usameM mujhe kaisI ciMtA, maiM to maz2e karatA hU~ / ' yAnI ina bApa-beTe meM se bhugata kauna rahA hai ? baap| isalie bApa kI hI bhUla hai| 'bhugate usI kI bhUla / ' yaha beTA nAlAyaka ho gayA, zarAba pItA ho, kahIM bhI bhaTakatA ho, juA khelatA ho, cAhe jo karatA ho, isake bAvajUda usake bhAI caina se so gae na? usakI madara bhI caina se so gaI haiM na! aura yaha abhAgA, bUr3hA akelA hI jAgatA hai / isalie usakI bhUla / usakI kyA bhUla? taba kahe, isa bUr3he ne usa beTe ko pUrva janma meM bahakAyA thA, isalie pichale janma ke aise RNAnubaMdha par3e haiM / isalie bUr3he ko aisA bhugatanA par3atA hai aura beTA apanI bhUla bhugategA taba usakI bhUla pakar3I jaaegii| yaha to donoM meM se kauna bhuna rahA hai? jo bhuna rahA hai, usI kI bhUla / basa eka itanA hI niyama samajha gae pUrA mokSamArga khula jAegA ! to 'bhugate usI kI bhUla,' yaha vAkya bilkula ekz2ekTa nikalA hai, hamAre pAsa se! ise to jo-jo upayoga meM legA usakA kalyANa ho jaaegaa| rAste meM kucha par3A huA ho aura sinemA meM se kitane hI loga AjA rahe hoM, phira bhI sirpha caMdUlAla ko hI Thokara lagatI hai| taba caMdUlAla kaheMge ki, 'mujhe Thokara lagI / ' 'are! tU Thokara ko lagA ! Thokara to hilatI bhI nahIM aura calatI bhI nahIM / lekina tU bhAgyavAna hai ki tujhe Thokara lgii| lekina bhrAMti se kahatA hai ki, 'mujhe yaha Thokara lagI / ' are ! yaha to 'bhugate

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kudaratI niyama : 'bhugate usI kI bhUla' 163 usI kI bhuul|' yaha koI a~dhera rAja nahIM hai| yaha jagat ekz2ekTa nyAya svarUpa hai| yaha jagat eka sekanDa bhI bagaira nyAya ke nahIM rahA hai| sA~pa ne kATA aura AdamI mara gayA, usameM usa AdamI kI bhUla hai| sA~pa to pakar3A jAegA, taba usakI bhUla mAnI jaaegii| hamane kisI vyakti ko paise die hoM aura phira cha: mahIne taka vaha vyakti paise vApasa nahIM de, to? are, die kisane? tere ahaMkAra ne use poSaNa diyA, isalie tUne dayAlu banakara paise de die| to aba jamA kara usa vyakti ke khAte meM aura ahaMkAra ke khAte meM udhaar| do loga mila jAe~ aura lakSmIcaMda para Aropa lagAe~ ki Apane merA burA kiyA hai to lakSmIcaMda ko rAta ko nIMda nahIM AegI aura ve loga to caina se so jAte haiN| isalie bhUla lakSmIcaMda kI hai| lekina dAdA kA vAkya 'bhugate usI kI bhUla' yAda AyA to lakSmIcaMda caina se so jAegA, nahIM to una logoM ko kitanI hI gAliyA~ degA! yaha to jise patthara lagA usI kI bhuul| sirpha bhUla hI nahIM lekina bhugatane kA inAma bhI hai| pApa kA inAma mile to vaha usake bare kartavya kA daMDa hai aura phUla car3heM to usake acche kartavya kA inAma hai, phira bhI donoM bhogavaTe (sukha yA duHkha kA asara) hI haiM - azAtA (du:kha-pariNAma) kA yA zAtA kaa| nyAya ke lie korTa meM jAnA, vahI sabase bar3A anyAya hai! yU Ara hola enDa sola risponsibala phaoNra yoNrselph| ye du:kha dete haiM ve to mAtra nimitta haiM, lekina mUlataH bhUla to khuda kI hI hai| jo phAyadA karatA hai vaha bhI nimitta hai, aura jo nukasAna karavAtA hai vaha bhI nimitta hai| lekina vaha apanA hI hisAba hai, isalie aisA hotA hai! beTA daravAz2A baMda kare aura apanI u~galI aMdara A jAe to beTe ko DA~TanA nahIM caahie| ye to hamane bhugatA hai, isalie apanI hI bhuul| isa beTe ko kyA kahanA par3egA? use kahanA par3egA ki, 'dekha, tU aise zarArata

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164 AptavANI-2 kara rahA thA, isalie merI u~galI A gii| phira se aisI zarArata mata krnaa|' beTe ko aise samajhAnA caahie| lekina yaha to use mAratA hai| are, naI gutthiyA~ kyoM DAlatA hai? Aja ke pati to patnI ko DA~Ta dete haiN| usase kahate haiM, 'yaha dAla to tUne vicitra bnaaii|' are, vicitra to tU hai! bhUla terI hai isalie tere hisse meM yaha dAla AI! loga kahate haiM ki jaba taka yaha deha hai taba taka bhogavaTA hai, lekina nahIM, bhUla ho tabhI taka bhogavaTA hai| hameM nahIM bhugatanA par3atA, ataH hamArI bhUla nahIM hai| vAipha ne ApakI A~kha meM davAI DAlI aura ApakI A~kha duHkhe to vaha ApakI bhUla hai| jo sahana kare usakI bhUla, aisA vItarAga kahate haiN| aura ye loga nimitta ko kATane daur3ate haiM! _ 'bhugate usI kI bhUla,' yaha niyama mokSa meM le jaaegaa| koI pUche ki, 'mujhe merI bhUla kisa taraha DhU~DhanI cAhie?' to hama use sikhalAe~ge ki, 'tujhe kahA~-kahA~ bhogavaTA AtA hai? vaha terI bhuul| terI kyA bhUla huI hogI ki aisA bhugatanA par3A, vaha DhU~Dha nikaalnaa|' yaha to sArA dina bhogavaTA AtA hai isalie khoja nikAlanA cAhie ki kyA-kyA bhUla huI hai! ___hameM sAmanevAle kI bhUla kisa taraha samajha meM AtI hai? sAmanevAle kA homa aura phaoNrena alaga dikhatA hai| sAmanevAle kI phaoNrena meM bhUleM hotI haiM, phaoNrena meM gunAha ho to hama kucha nahIM bolate, lekina homa meM kucha ho taba hameM use TokanA par3atA hai| mokSa meM jAte hue koI ar3acana nahIM par3anI caahie| sirpha 'bhugate usI kI bhUla,' itanA kahA to eka tarapha kA pUrA paz2ala ur3a gayA aura dUsarA 'vyavasthita' kahA to dUsarI tarapha kA pUrA paz2ala ur3a jAtA hai| bhItara kI aMtahIna bastI hai, kauna bhugata rahA hai, usakA patA calatA

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kudaratI niyama : 'bhugate usI kI bhUla' 165 hai| kisI samaya ahaMkAra bhugatatA hai to vaha ahaMkAra kI bhUla hai| kisI samaya mana bhugatatA hai to vaha mana kI bhUla hai, kabhI citta bhugatatA hai to usa samaya citta kI bhUla hai| yaha to khuda kI bhUla meM se 'khuda' svataMtra raha sake, aisA hai| yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA eka hI zabda samajha jAe aura use pakar3akara baiTha jAe to mokSa meM hI jaaegaa| kisakA zabda? 'jJAnI' kA! isalie kisI ko kisI kI salAha lenI hI nahIM par3e ki, kisakI bhUla hai isameM? 'bhugate usI kI bhuul|' nyAya karanevAlA yadi cetana ho na, taba to zAyada pakSapAta kare bhI, lekina jagat kA nyAya karanevAlA nizcetana cetana hai| use jagat kI bhASA meM samajhanA ho to vaha kampyUTara jaisA hai| isa kampyUTara meM prazna DAlo to kampyUTara kI to zAyada bhUla ho bhI sakatI hai, lekina jagat ke nyAya meM bhUla nahIM hotii| isa jagat kA nyAya karanevAlA nizcetana-cetana hai, aura vaha phira 'vItarAga' hai! jIvoM kI saMpUrNa svataMtratA koI jIva kisI jIva ko parezAna hI nahIM kara sktaa| yadi eka jIva dUsare jIva ko parezAna kara sakatA to 'yaha varlDa jhUThA hai, aisA kahA jA sakatA hai|' isa varlDa kA siddhAMta khatma ho jAegA, TUTa jaaegaa| koI jIva kisI jIva ko z2arA sA bhI parezAna kara sake, agara usakI itanI svataMtra zakti hotI to pUre varlDa ke sabhI siddhAMta phrekcara ho jaate| koI jIva kisI jIva kA kucha bhI nahIM kara sakatA, itanA svataMtra hai yaha jagat ! apanA hI phala apane ko milatA hai! bAkI koI UparI nahIM hai| UparI hotA taba to kisI kA bhI mokSa nahIM ho pAtA! koI vyakti Apake kAma meM avarodha nahIM DAla sakatA hai| ApakI hI bhUleM ApakI UparI haiN| koI jIva agara Apako duHkha detA hai, to vaha to nimitta hai| terI jeba kaTa gaI, vaha kisalie? taba kahe, 'usa jeba kATanevAle ko jeba kATane kA vyU poinTa AyA hai| use jeba kATane meM hI sukha milatA hai ki

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AptavANI-2 isake alAvA aura kucha nahIM karanA hai / jeba kATanevAle ko 360 DigrI ke sarkala meM jeba kATane kA hI vyApAra karanA hai, aisA dRSTibiMdu nakkI ho cukA hotA hai| vaha usI ko vyApAra mAnatA hai / taba phira usake grAhaka bhI hote haiM na? kudarata kA saMcAlana kaisA hai ki jisakI bhUla hotI hai, use jebakatare se milavA detI hai / jisane du:kha bhugatA usI kI bhUla / 'bhugate usI kI bhUla / ' a~dhere kI bhUleM ujAle meM pakar3a meM AtI haiN| jisakI jeba kaTI taba bhUla patA calI ! 166 jo cora nahIM hai, usakI jeba kATanevAlA kauna hai? jisameM hiMsA kA eka bhI paramANu nahIM hai, use mAranevAlA kauna? sA~pa naz2adIka hI ho, taba bhI vaha use mAra nahIM sakatA / eka cAritravAna puruSa ho aura sA~pa se bhare hue rUma meM se vaha guz2are to sA~pa eka-dUsare ke Upara car3ha jAe~ge aura mArga de deNge| sA~pa usa tarapha hogA to vaha sA~pa jalakara bhasmIbhUta ho jaaegaa| aisA hai zIla kA pratApa ! aura Aja to maccharadAnI bA~dhI ho, phira bhI macchara kATa jAte haiN| zIlavAna ko dekhate hI hAthI, siMha sabhI bhAga jaaeN| vahA~ para bAgha ThaMDA ho jAtA hai| aura inheM to, maccharadAnI bA~dhate haiM to bhI macchara kATa jAte haiN| inheM kyA kahe? inakA zIla kahA~ gayA? maccharadAnI bA~dhate haiM phira bhI kATa jAte haiM! use kaise pahu~ca pAe~? bhagavAna ne zIla kise kahA hai? kisI bhI jIva ko mana se, vANI se, kAyA se, kaSAya se, aMta:karaNa se kabhI bhI duHkha nahIM dene kA jise bhAva hai vaha zIlavAna hai ! use jagat meM koI duHkha kaise de sakatA hai?

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jagat vyavahAra svarUpa yaha jagat 'nyAya' svarUpa nahIM hai, 'vyavahAra' svarUpa hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'nyAya mata dekhanA, nahIM to buddhi vibhramita ho jaaegii|' vyavahAra dekhanA lekina nyAya mata dekhnaa| yAnI vyavahAra meM nyAya karane jaisA nahIM hai| vyavahAra jaisA hai vaisA hai, itanA samajha lenA hai| vyavahAra, vyavahAra svarUpa hai, vaha Apako samajhAtA huuN| Apake yahA~ vivAha ho aura Apake sage bhAI ke sAtha Apane vyavahAra nahIM kiyA ho, miThAI kA upahAra nahIM bhejA ho aura Apake bhAI ke vahA~ vivAha kA avasara Ae to kyA Apa aisI AzA rakhoge ki usake vahA~ se miThAI Ae? nahIM rakhoge, kyoMki usa bhAI ke sAtha vaisA hI vyavahAra thA aura yadi eka bhAI ke vahA~ se vivAha ke avasara para solaha laDDU Ae hoM aura dUsare bhAI ke vahA~ se tIna laDDU Ae hoM to Apake dhyAna meM kyA honA cAhie ki, 'bhale hI Aja mere dhyAna meM nahIM hai lekina maiMne tIna hI laDDU bheje hoNge| merA vyavahAra hI aisA rahA hogA, tIna laDDU hoMge isalie sAmane se tIna aae|' vyavahAra meM nyAya nahIM dekhanA hotA hai, vyavahAra vyavahAra svarUpa hI hai| yaha paMkhA phula spIDa para ghUma rahA thaa| usakA regyuleTara bigar3a gayA, hameM patA nahIM thA isalie kahA ki, 'paMkhA z2arA kama kro|' taba kahane lage ki, 'paMkhA kama nahIM hotA hai|' taba hama turaMta hI samajha gae ki usakA vyavahAra hI aisA hai| to phira usakA nyAya karane kahA~ bailUM? isalie vyavahAra meM nyAya nahIM karanA hotaa| isa ghara meM beTe-beTiyoM ke sAtha jo vyavahAra hai, vahI karanA caahie| usameM nyAya kyA karanA? pati duHkha de to kyA karanA cAhie? DAyavorsa

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168 AptavANI-2 lenA cAhie? are, yaha to aisA hI vyavahAra hai, isameM kyA nyAya karane kA rahA? hara eka ke sAtha apanA vyavahAra hotA hai| use hameM samajha lenA hai ki isake sAtha sIdhA vyavahAra lAe haiM, isake sAtha aisA Ter3hA vyavahAra lAe haiN| beTI hokara bhI sAmane bolI, vahI terA vyavahAra hai| usameM nyAya kahA~ dekhegA? aura dUsarI beTI hama thake hue nahIM hoM, phira bhI hamAre paira dabAtI rahatI hai, vaha bhI terA vyavahAra hai| usameM bhI nyAya mata dekhnaa| ye nyAya dekhane jAte haiM, usI meM pha~sa jAte haiN| vyavahAra to khulatA jAtA hai aura jaisA lAe hoMge, vaisA hI vApasa milatA hai| jabaki nyAya to kyA hai ki 'sAmanevAlA aisA honA cAhie, vaisA honA cAhie' aisA dikhAtA hai| nyAya kisake lie hai? jise 'merI bhUla hai' aisA samajha meM AtA hai, usake lie usa bhUla ko miTAne ke lie, vaha nyAya hai| jise aisA hai ki 'merI bhUla hotI hI nahIM, usake samajhane ke lie vyavahAra hai| nyAya, vaha to kaoNmana laoN hai| jise mokSa meM jAnA ho use nyAya dekha-dekhakara kAma Age calAnA hai, aura jise mokSa kI nahIM par3I hai aura saMsAra meM hI rahanA hai, usakA aura kaoNmana laoN kA koI lenA-denA nahIM hai| nyAya to tharmAmITara hai| hamane jo kiyA use dekha lenA hai ki hamane kiyA vaha nyAya meM hai yA nyAya se bAhara hai? nyAya meM hogA to Urdhvagati meM jAegA aura nyAya se bAhara hogA to adhogati meM jaaegaa| praznakartA : isa kAla meM vANI kA hI jhaMjhaTa hai na? dAdAzrI : sAmanevAlA kyA bolA, kaThora bolA yA narama bolA, usake hama jJAtA-dRSTA / hama kyA bole, usake bhI hama jnyaataa-dRssttaa| aura usameM yadi sAmanevAle ko zUla lage aisA bola diyA gayA ho, to vaha to vyavahAra hai| vANI kaThora nikalI, vaha usake vyavahAra ke adhIna nikalI, lekina yadi Apako mokSa meM hI jAnA ho to pratikramaNa karake use dho ddaalo| kaThora vANI nikalI aura sAmanevAle ko duHkha huA, vaha bhI vyavahAra hai| kaThora vANI kyoM nikalI? kyoMki Aja sAmanevAle kA aura apanA vyavahAra z2Ahira huA aura bhagavAna bhI isa vyavahAra ko eksepTa karate haiN|

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jagat vyavahAra svarUpa 169 kisI vyakti ne gAlI dI, to vaha kyA hai? usane tere sAtha kA vyavahAra pUrNa kiyaa| sAmanevAlA jaya-jaya kare yA gAliyA~ de, vaha Apake sAtha kA sArA vyavahAra hI opana karatA hai| vahA~ para vyavahAra ko vyavahAra se bhAga lagA denA cAhie aura vyavahAra eksepTa karanA caahie| vahA~ tU bIca meM nyAya mata lAnA, nyAya lAegA to ulajha jaaegaa| praznakartA : aura yadi hamane kabhI gAlI dI hI nahIM ho to? dAdAzrI : yadi gAliyA~ nahIM dI hoM to sAmane gAlI nahIM milegii| lekina yaha to Age-pIche kA hisAba hai, isalie die bagaira rahegA hI nhiiN| bahIkhAte meM jamA rahegA, tabhI aaegaa| kisI bhI taraha kA iphekTa AyA, vaha hisAba ke bagaira nahIM ho sktaa| iphekTa, vaha kaoNz2ez2a kA phala hai| iphekTa kA hisAba, vahI vyavahAra hai| vANI, sAmanevAle ke vyavahArAdhIna vyavahAra kise kahate haiM? nau ko nau se bhAga lagAnA, yadi nau meM bAraha kA bhAga lagAe~ to vyavahAra kaise calegA? nyAya kyA kahatA hai? nau meM bAraha kA bhAga lgaao| vahA~ vApasa ulajha jAtA hai| nyAya meM to kyA bolatA hai ki, 'unhoMne aisA-aisA bolA, to Apako aisA-aisA bolanA caahie|' lekina Apa eka bAra bolate hoM, taba vaha do bAra bolatA hai| Apa do bAra bologe to sAmanevAlA dasa bAra bolegaa| ye donoM laTU ghUmeMge, utanA hI vyavahAra hai| ina donoM kA bolanA baMda ho gayA to vyavahAra pUrA ho gayA, vyavahAra niHzeSa ho gyaa| vyavahAra arthAt jo zeSa nahIM bace, vh| isameM yadi Apako mokSa meM jAnA ho to turaMta hI pratikramaNa kro| Apako nahIM bolanA ho, phira bhI muha~ se nikala jAtA hai na! usa sAmanevAle kA vyavahAra aisA hai, usI AdhAra para nikalatA hai| kisI-kisI jagaha para jA~ca karake dekhnaa| koI vyakti ApakA nukasAna kara rahA ho taba bhI usake lie ApakI vANI ulTI nahIM nikalatI aura kisIne ApakA z2arA bhI nukasAna nahIM kiyA ho, phira bhI ApakI vANI ulTI

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170 AptavANI-2 nikalatI hai| vaha kisalie? taba kahe, vaisA sAmanevAle ke vyavahAra ke adhIna hotA hai| jaise vyavahAra se lapeTA gayA hai usI taraha ke vyavahAra se khulatA hai| agara Apa mujhase pUcho ki, 'Apa mujhe kyoM nahIM DA~Tate?' to maiM kahU~gA ki, 'Apa vaisA vyavahAra nahIM lAe haiN| jitanA bhI vyavahAra Apa lAe the utanA Apako Toka diyA, usase adhika vyavahAra nahIM lAe the|' hamArI,' 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko kaThora vANI hotI hI nahIM, aura sAmanevAle ke lie kaThora vANI nikale to vaha hameM pasaMda nahIM aataa| aura phira bhI yadi nikalI taba hama turaMta hI samajha jAte haiM ki isake sAtha hama aisA hI vyavahAra lAe haiN| vANI, vaha sAmanevAle ke vyavahAra ke anusAra nikalatI hai| vItarAga puruSoM kI vANI nimitta ke adhIna nikalatI hai| jise kisI bhI prakAra kI kAmanA nahIM hai, koI icchA nahIM hai, kisI bhI prakAra ke rAga-dveSa nahIM haiM. aise vItarAga puruSoM kI vANI sAmanevAle ke nimittAdhIna hai| vaha sAmanevAle ke lie duHkhadAyI nahIM hotii| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko to kaThora zabda bolane kI phurasata hI nahIM hotI, phira bhI agara koI mahApuNyazAlI Ae to usakI kaThora zabda sunane kI bArI A jAtI hai| sAmanevAle kA vyavahAra aisA hai, isalie roga nikAlane ke lie hameM aisI vANI bolanI par3atI hai| nahIM to aisA hameM kahA~ se ho? jo eka ghaMTe meM mokSa dete haiM. unheM bhalA kahA~ kaThora zabda kahane hote haiM? lekina usakA roga nikAlane ke lie aisI kaThora vANI nikala par3atI hai! kavi kyA kahate haiM ki, 'muo jene kahe e to ajara amara tape, gALyuM jeNe khAdhI enAM pUravanA pApone viiNdhe|' koI kahegA, 'isa bhAI ko dAdA kaThora zabda kyoM kaha rahe haiM?' usameM dAdA kyA kareM? vaha vyavahAra hI aisA lAyA hai| kucha to bilkula nAlAyaka hote haiM, phira bhI dAdA U~cI AvAz2a se nahIM bolate, taba se hI samajha meM nahIM A jAe ki vaha khuda kA vyavahAra kitanA suMdara lAyA hai! jo kaThora vyavahAra lAe hote haiM, ve hamArI kaThora vANI dekhate haiN| hamAre lie ghara para Upara cAya Ae, to kabhI yadi cAya meM cInI

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jagat vyavahAra svarUpa 171 hI nahIM DAlI ho to hama kucha bhI bole bagaira pI lete haiN| kaI bAra to nIce patA bhI nahIM cltaa| aura patA cale to, ve jaba cAya pIte haiM taba patA calatA hai| hama roz2amarrA kI bAtoM meM nahIM bolte| bolane kA kahA~ hotA hai ki kucha navIna DAlanA ho tabhI kahate haiN| aura cInI to roz2a DAlate hI haiN| ve Aja hI bhUla gae haiM, to usameM bolane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| cInI DAlanI to vyavahAra hai| isalie binA cInI kI cAya Ae to hama samajha jAte haiM ki Aja aisA vyavahAra AyA hai, to cAya pI lete haiN| vyavahAra meM 'nyAya' kauna sA? vyavahAra hI saba jagaha ulajhana khar3I karatA hai na? vyavahAra kA aura nyAya kA kucha lenA-denA nahIM hai| loga nyAya karane jAte haiM, nyAya ko bulAnA hI nahIM hotaa| yadi bahU ko sAsa parezAna karatI hai, vaha bhI vyavahAra aura yadi bahU ko sAsa bhojana karavAtI hai, vaha bhI vyavahAra hai| sAre dina kesara u~Dele vaha bhI vyavahAra hai aura duHkha de vaha bhI vyavahAra hai| yadi vyavahAra nahIM hogA, taba to pudgala AegA hI nahIM na! yaha vyavahAra hai, usameM nyAyavyAya dekhane jAe~ to niber3A hI nahIM aae| bhagavAna ke sAtha gyAraha ziSyoM kA vyavahAra thA, unameM kisI ziSya ko kisI dina burA laga jAe to vaha ziSya sArI rAta sotA nahIM thaa| usameM bhagavAna kyA kareM? usameM kahIM nyAya dekhanA hotA hai? yadi vyavahAra ko vyavahAra samajhe to nyAya samajha gayA! par3osI ulTA kyoM bola gae? kyoMki apanA vyavahAra vaisA thA islie| aura apane se vANI ulTI nikale to vaha sAmanevAle ke vyavahAra ke adhIna hai| lekina hameM to mokSa meM jAnA hai, isalie usakA pratikramaNa kara lenA caahie| praznakartA : lekina tIra nikala gayA usakA kyA? dAdAzrI : vaha vyavahArAdhIna hai| praznakartA : aisI paraMparA rahI to baira bar3hegA na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, isIlie to hama pratikramaNa karate haiN| pratikramaNa

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172 AptavANI-2 mokSa meM le jAne ke lie nahIM haiM, lekina vaha to baira rokane ke lie bhagavAna ke vahA~ kA phona hai| pratikramaNa meM kacce par3e to baira bNdhegaa| jaba bhUla samajha meM Ae, taba turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara lo| usase baira baMdhegA hI nhiiN| sAmanevAle ko baira bA~dhanA ho taba bhI nahIM baMdhegA kyoMki hama sAmanevAle ke AtmA ko sIdhe hI phona pahu~cA dete haiN| vyavahAra nirupAya hai| sirpha, yadi Apako mokSa meM jAnA ho to pratikramaNa kro| jise 'svarUpa jJAna' nahIM ho, use vyavahAra ko vyavahAra svarUpa hI rakhanA ho to sAmanevAlA ulTA bolA vahI karekTa hai, aisA hI rakho, lekina mokSa meM jAnA ho to usake pratikramaNa karo, nahIM to baira bNdhegaa| niHzeSa vyavahAra se hala bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'eka vyavahAra hai aura dUsarA nizcaya hai|' vyavahAra kA to ni:zeSa bhAgAkAra ho rahA hai, nahIM to hala kahA~ se AegA? niraMtara vyavahAra ko vyavahAra meM rakhanA hai aura nizcaya ko nizcaya meM rakhanA hai| vyavahAra meM to, jitanA hogA utanA to sAmane AegA hI na? vyavahAra to, Apa jitanA vyavahAra lekara Ae ho, utanA naqada hI detA hai| vyavahAra kyA kahatA hai? niyamAnusAra aThAraha dene cAhie aura ATha hI kyoM die? kyoMki ATha kA hI vyavahAra thA isalie ATha die tAki vyavahAra zUnya ho jAe, pichale karma zUnya ho jaaeN| lekina agara 'jJAnIpuruSa' ne jJAna diyA ho to cArja nahIM hotA, nahIM to cArja ho jAtA hai| vyavahAra yAnI donoM kI bAteM zUnyatA lAe~, vh| sthUla karma, paMcendriyoM se dikhanevAle, anubhava meM AnevAle karma zUnyatA ko prApta kareM, vaha vyavahAra hai| svarUpa ke ajJAnI meM vaha cArja karake jAtA hai aura hamane jinheM jJAna diyA ho, jise svarUpa kA bhAna huA ho usakA to DiscArja ho jAtA hai aura nayA cArja nahIM hotaa| DiscArja kisI bhI prakAra kA ho, lekina vaha, jaisA sAmanevAle kA vyavahAra hogA vaisA hI DiscArja hogaa| kucha loga aise hote haiM ki Apa upakAra karo phira bhI ve apakAra karate haiM ! usameM nyAya karane jAoge to pAgala bnoge| sarakAra, vakIla sabhI

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jagat vyavahAra svarUpa pAgala banate haiN| usameM to, yaha upakAra karatA hai, vaha vyavahAra hai aura sAmanevAlA apakAra karatA hai, vaha bhI vyavahAra hai / usameM nyAya karane jAo aura madhyastha ko bulAo to madhyastha balki pahale aisA kahegA, 'eya! cAya - pAnI aura nAztA lAo / ' 173 jahA~ vyavahAra kahA, vahA~ para nyAya DhU~Dhane ko rahA hI kahA~ ? tU yaha nahIM samajhegA to vyavahAra khuda hI tujhe mAra - Thokakara tujha se vyavahAra krvaaegaa| isalie samajha jA na ki yaha to vyavahAra hI hai ! praznakartA : dAdA, vyavahAra meM bhItara jalana hotI rahatI hai, vaha tarachor3a (tiraskAra sahita dutkAranA) kahalAtA hai na? dAdAzrI : vaha to usake sAtha meM ramaNIya vyavahAra nahIM sa~bhAla pAye the, isalie aisA hotA hai / isa vyavahAra meM kisI ko hama DA~Ta rahe hoM, lekina usameM hamArA khuda kA z2arA sA bhI svArtha nahIM ho, to vaha ramaNIya vyavahAra hotA hai| usakA phala suMdara AtA hai| lekina svArtha ke lie lar3eM, pakSapAta ke lie lar3eM to usakA phala kar3avA AtA hai| hamArA vyavahAra ramaNIya hotA hai| binA kArya kie yaza milatA hai / yoM hI caraNa rakhate haiM aura parivartana ho jAtA hai, vaha pUrvajanma kA ramaNIya vyavahAra hai| aba to apanA jitanA aura jaisA vyavahAra hai vaha pUrA karanA hai aura phira aba hameM nayA vyavahAra kahA~ karanA hai? aba to Apako vyavahAra ke jJAtA - dRSTA aura paramAnaMda meM rahanA hai| aba agara koI vyakti pUchane Ae ki, 'merA beTA aisA karatA hai, phalA~ ne aisA kiyA, aisA to koI karatA hogA?' to maiM kahU~gA ki, 'jo ho rahA hai vahI nyAya hai / ' nyAya to tharmAmITara hai| daraasala saMjJA, vahI daraasala nyAya hai| jo ho rahA hai usI ko hama 'vyavasthita' kahate haiM / usameM phira nyAya-anyAya DhU~Dhane kA kahA~ rahA? Aja yaha g2az2aba kI bAta nikalI hai ! yaha bAta varlDa meM sabase U~cI bAta hai! dravya-kSetra-kAla-bhAva ke AdhAra para nikala gaI hai, tamAma zAstroM ke sAra ke rUpa meM nikalA hai ! isa vAkya kA vivaraNa karane jaisA hai /

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vyavahArika sukha - duHkha kI samajha isa saMsAra ke jo sukha - duHkha haiM, unheM bhagavAna ne sukha-duHkha nahIM kahA hai| bhagavAna ne ise vedanIya kahA hai| sukha ko zAtA vedanIya kahA hai aura duHkha ko azAtA vedanIya kahA hai| praznakartA : vedanIya kyoM kahA? dAdAzrI : kyoMki usakI mAtrA bar3ha jAe to Uba jAtA hai| yadi bhojana roz2a eka hI prakAra kA deM to Uba jAe~ge / isalie vaha bhI vedanA hI hai na! puNyakarma se zAtA vedanIya aura pApakarma se azAtA vedanIya hai| zAdI meM sabhI loga AnaMda meM hote haiM aura bhAI ke cehare para araMDI kA tela pIyA ho aisA kyoM dikhatA hai? taba kahe, 'bhItara' azAtA vedaka hai| to vaha kabhI idhara se mAratA hai aura kabhI udhara se mAratA hai aura kucha bhI karake duHkha ke sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensisa jamA kara detA hai aura inheM duHkha detA hai / Upara koI bhagavAna yA graha vagairaha du:kha nahIM dete haiN| Upara koI bApa bhI bekAra nahIM baiThA hai Apako duHkha dene ke lie| yaha to bhItara vaha vedaka hai, vaha aisA karavAtA hai / isameM AtmA nahIM hai| AtmA ke alAvA dUsarI vastu hai / yaha to pUrI senA aMdara hai / pulisavAlA, phoz2adAra, usakA UparI ve sabhI isa senA meM haiN| praznakartA : 'jJAnIpuruSa' meM ye do vedaka nahIM hote haiM na, dAdA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, 'jJAnI meM bhI hote haiN|' lekina jJAnI dekhate aura jAnate haiN| kucha apayaza mile to hameM kahanA cAhie ki yaha to ApakA hisAba hai isalie apayaza milaa| hameM to jJAtA - dRSTA aura paramAnaMdI, yAnI par3osI kI taraha rahanA hai / ye to saba TemparerI eDajasTamenTa haiN| kisI kI dAr3ha duHkhane lage to vaha kyoM aisA nahIM socatA ki yaha hamezA duHkhatI

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha rahegI to? ina sabakA TAima hotA hai / kAla paka jAe taba duHkhanA baMda ho jAtA hai| eka avasthA ar3atAlIsa minaTa se adhika nahIM TikatI, itanA niyamavAlA hai yaha jagat ! 175 avasthA meM sukha nahIM hotA hai / avasthA to niraMtara badalatI hI rahanevAlI hai| bagIce meM sukha hotA hai, phira bhI vApasa ghara AnA par3atA hai, usake badale to isa duHkha kI hA~DI meM par3e raheM, jisa jagaha para duHkha hai vahIM par3e raheM to sukha lgegaa| duHkha sahana karanevAle ko oNTomeTika sukha AtA rahatA hai, kyoMki jo tApa meM calatA hai use babUla ke nIce sukha lagatA hI hai, aura yadi kisI ko babUla ke nIce sukha mahasUsa nahIM hotA ho, to use cArapA~ca ghaMTe garmI meM ghumAe~ to babUla ke nIce bhI use sukha lgegaa| isa saMsAra kI kaluSita kriyAe~ aura usake phala ke rUpa meM sukha utpanna hotA hai ! phira vaha ghara jAkara paMkhA calAkara baiThe to, 'ahA, sukha milA' kahatA hai| phira vaha caina se cAya-pAnI pItA hai| aura pUre dina ghara meM hI baiThe rahanevAle seTha ke lie yadi paMkhA calAe~, to use acchA nahIM lagegA, cAya-pAnI pasaMda nahIM lgeNge| isa saMsAra meM jo koI bhI sukha hai, vaha thakAna ke phala svarUpa hai I tAtvika sukha, sanAtana sukha Ane ke bAda kabhI bhI jAtA nahIM! I kucha jagahoM para aurata pati ko duHkha detI hai to kisI jagaha para pati aurata ko duHkha detA hai / lekina vaha du:kha kisalie lagatA hai? taba kahe, parimANa se kama duHkha de rahe haiM, isalie / yadi parimANa se adhika duHkha paroseMge to sukha lagegA / jabaki yahA~ jJAna kyA kahatA hai ki, "yaha mAra to par3atI hI rahegI / ' usake bAda phira sukha utpanna ho jAtA hai! ina cakravartI rAjAoM ko mahaloM meM sukha nahIM lagA aura ina garIboM ko jhoMpar3iyoM meM sukha lagatA hai, vahI Azcarya hai na? sukha to TikAU honA cAhie, Ane ke bAda phira jAe nahIM / sukha to, jaisA 'dAdA' ko hai vaisA honA cAhie, eka kSaNa bhI vaha nahIM jAtA, 'dAdA' ko niraMtara sahaja samAdhi rahatI hai! praznakartA : jIva dUsarI jagaha sukha kisalie DhU~DhatA hai?

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176 AptavANI-2 dAdAzrI : isa lar3ake ko yadi acche dAla-cAvala khAne ko mila jAe~ to vaha hoTala meM nahIM jaaegaa| lekina ghara para hI saMtoSa nahIM rahe to phira vaha bAhara khAne jAtA hai, usI prakAra sukha meM asaMtoSa hai, isalie sukha DhU~DhatA hai| jIva atIndriya sukha ke lie bhaTaka rahA hai| khuda kA sukha kisIne cakhA hI nahIM hai| yaha kalpita sukha to kitanA TikegA? 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to atIndriya sukha mila jAegA! kalpita sukha se to tRpti nahIM hotii| saMtoSa avazya hotA hai| jaba taka jJAna utpanna nahIM hotA, taba taka iMsAna ko ulTe sIdhe kA bhAna nahIM rhtaa| buddhi hai to saMsAra ke hitAhita kA bhAna batAtI hai, lekina mokSa ke hitAhita kA bhAna nahIM btaatii| vaha to 'maiM mara jAU~gA' aisA batAtI hai! yaha jagat krama se seTa hai| paddhati anusAra jagat hai| kisI ko bhI mana ke duHkha nahIM hai| eka manuSya nAma ke prANI ko hI duHkha hai| prANI kisalie? ki prANa ke AdhAra para jIvita rahatA hai| anya kisI jAnavara ke mana meM du:kha nahIM hai| bhUkha lage to unheM vedanA hotI hai, lekina z2arA khurAka milI ki vedanA zAMta ho jAtI hai| unheM lobha hI nahIM hai na! ina manuSyoM ko hI lobha hai| ve khuda ke hisse kA to khAtA hI hai, lekina sAthavAle ke hisse kA bhI chInanA cAhatA hai| lobha se hI duHkha khar3e haiM! ina manuSyoM ko agara bur3hApe meM paira duHkheM to DaoNkTara ke pAsa daur3ate haiM, ilAja karavAte haiN| lekina kyA ina pakSiyoM ke yA machaliyoM ke haiM DaoNkTara? unheM bhugatate hI rahanA hai| unameM hai eka bhI viSaya? AhAra saMjJA hotI hai isalie khAne ko cAhie, lekina jIbha kA viSaya nahIM hai| unheM bhI yadi khAne-pIne ke viSaya hote to unakI bhI dAr3heM duHkhatIM, cazme laga jaate| jAnavaroM ko bhI bur3hApe meM duHkha Ate haiM, lekina cupacApa sahana karanA par3atA hai unheM! baila se sAre dina kheta meM khetI karavAte haiM aura khuda kA baila apane kheta meM kucha khA na jAe isalie mu~ha para chIMkA bA~dhate haiM, vaha baila samajha jAtA hai ki mujhe kucha nahIM khAnA hai| eka kisAna ko rAta meM sinemA dekhane kA mana huaa| vaha baila ke sAmane acchI-acchI ghAsa rakhakara calA gayA,

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 177 lekina chIMkA nikAlanA bhUla gyaa| becArA baila kyA kare? peTa meM bhUkha lagI thI lekina kare kyA? kisase kahe? rAta ko bAraha baje kisAna AyA aura so gyaa| baila kI kucha khoja-khabara lI nhiiN| baila to jamIna para paira paTakatA rahA sArI rAta ! usane subaha dekhA taba patA calA ki chIMkA nikAlanA bhUla hI gayA thA! jIvana - telI ke baila jaise anaMta janmoM se telI ke baila kI taraha maz2adUrI kI hai, phala meM milA kyA? to kahe, khala kA eka Tukar3A! aise hI bhAI sAre dina ghAnI ke baila kI taraha mehanata karake mara jAtA hai, taba rAta ko hA~Dave (eka gujarAtI vyaMjana) kA eka Tukar3A milatA hai| bahuta sAre duHkha bhugate haiN| behisAba mAra khAI hai| ye to phira kalpita du:khoM ko nimaMtrita karane ke lie patrikA bhejate haiN| vivAha meM mausI ke mAmA jI ke beTe ko bulAte haiN| z2arUrata ho usI ko nimaMtraNa bheja na! lekina yaha to sabhI ko nimaMtraNa detA hai aura phira sabhI Ate haiN| isa duHkha ko aisA nahIM hai ki inake yahA~ jAU~ aura inake yahA~ nahIM jaauuN| aura sukha ko bhI aisA nahIM hai ki inake yahA~ jAU~ aura inake yahA~ nahIM jaauuN| lekina jise nimaMtraNa bhejatA hai, vahI Ate haiN| phira kahatA hai ki du:kha kyoM AyA? ye gA~va kI striyA~ ikaTThI hotI haiM aura phira sukha-duHkha kI bAteM karatI haiN| strI kahatI hai ki, "mujhe to mere 'unako' eka dina jhir3akI lagAnI hai" aura puruSa ikaTThe hokara bAte karate haiM ki, 'muI ko do dhauleM lagAne jaisA hai|' usake bAda dekho| vaha jhir3akatI hai aura pati use do dhauleM mAratA hai aisA hai yaha saMsAra! isa saMsAra meM z2arUrata kI cIjeM kitanI? do TAima khAne ko mile aura nahAne kA pAnI mile to ThIka hai, lekina pIne kA pAnI to caahie| itane choTe bAla hoM to unameM rUsI hotI hai kabhI? ye to bAla bar3hAte haiM aura phira rUsI hotI hai| ye to binA bAta ke duHkhoM ko nimaMtraNa dete haiN| saMsAra, vaha to nirA duHkha kA bhaMDAra hai| usameM bola nahIM sakate,

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178 AptavANI-2 kaha nahIM sakate aura sahA bhI nahIM jAtA! basa ghulate rahanA hai! isa baila ko to pUrI jiMdagI mehanata karanI aura jaba bUr3hA ho jAe taba kaTa ke mara jAnA par3atA hai| unheM riTAyara honA hotA hai kyA? hai z2arA sA bhI unheM Tenzana meM se nikalane kA? yaha to, apane ko jo duHkha haiM, usake mukAbale jAnavaroM ko to behisAba duHkha haiN| ina jAnavaroM ke mukAbale to hameM kama du:kha haiM na? aise socanA hai| yaha to mu~ha para eka pha~sI huI ho to duHkha ho jAtA hai! duHkhoM ko na roe vaha khAnadAnI jo rokara khuda ke duHkha dUsaroM ko batAe, kyA vaha khAnadAnI kahalAegA? lekina loga to sabhI ko duHkha batAte phirate haiN| du:kha batAne kI zakti ho phira bhI sahana karanA aura kisI se nahIM kahanA, vaha khAnadAniyata kahalAtI hai! bar3A AdamI khuda ke duHkhoM ko pI jAtA hai| kyoMki use aisA lagatA hai ki isameM kahane jaisA kyA hai? kyA sAmanevAlA apanA du:kha le sakatA hai? kyA ye jAnavara Ate haiM khuda ke duHkha batAne? agara kutiyA kA paira moTara ke nIce A jAe to vaha kise kahane jAtI hai? vaha becArI paira ghasITa-ghasITakara calatI hai, use davAI-vavAI kucha bhI nahIM! ina jAnavaroM ke haiM koI nandoI-vandoI? yaha to jaba se manuSya meM Ae, tabhI se hamAre nandoI, hamAre pti| kauna se janma meM pati nahIM milA thA? kutte meM bhI aura gadhe meM bhI - sabhI jagaha pati milA thA, phira bhI aisA hI pasaMda hai logoM ko, varnA khuda paramAtmA hI hai! yaha janma mukti ke lie milatA hai, lekina vaha kAma to bhUla gyaa| jisa kAma ke lie AyA hai, vahI kAma bhUla jAe to usase bar3A mUrakha kauna? isa saMsAra meM ye mere sasura, ye merI sAsa aura yaha merA pati aura yaha merI patnI, aise merA-merA karate rahe haiM, lekina jaba dAMta meM darda uThatA hai, taba koI nahIM aataa| bur3hiyA bahU se kahe ki, 'dAr3ha duHkha rahI hai to are, kucha rAstA batA na!' taba mana meM bahU socatI hai ki yaha buDhiyA kyA kica-kica karatI hogI! lekina vaha to use duHkhe taba patA cle| lekina usa ghar3I bhUla

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 179 cukI hotI hai| gunAha karake phira bhUla jAtI hai / use bhugatate samaya kahatI hai ki mujhe yaha du:kha kisalie AyA? bahIkhAtoM ke hisAba yaha saMsAra to samajhane jaisA hai| ye cAcA kyA hai? mAmA kyA hai? pati kyA hai? patnI kyA hai ? ye to bahIkhAte ke hisAba haiN| lekina aisA to jAnA hI nhiiN| yadi jAna jAe taba to hisAba hI sApha karatA jaae| aura yaha to jAnatA nahIM hai isalie phira eka hisAba cukatA hai aura dUsarA hisAba bar3hAtA jAtA hai, aura mAmA kA hisAba bAkI ho to kisI bhI nimitta se hisAba cuke bagaira rahanevAlA nahIM hai na! jagat duHkha bhogane ke lie nahIM hai, sukha bhogane ke lie hai| jisakA jitanA hisAba ho utanA hotA hai| kucha loga sirpha sukha hI bhugatate haiM, vaha kisalie? kucha sirpha duHkha hI bhugatate haiM, vaha kisalie? khuda aise hisAba lAyA hai islie| ina samAcAroM meM roz2a AtA hai ki, 'Aja TaiksI meM do logoM ne inheM lUTa liyA, phalA~ phleTa ke memasAhaba ko bA~dhakara lUTa liyaa|' yaha par3hakara apane ko kahIM Darane kI z2arUrata nahIM ki maiM bhI luTa gayA to? yaha vikalpa hI gunAha hai| isake bajAya tU sahaja rUpa se calatA raha n| terA hisAba hogA to le jAegA, varnA koI bApa bhI pUchanevAlA nahIM hai / 'bhugate usI kI bhUla / ' isalie tU nirbhaya hokara ghuum| ye peparavAle to likheMge, isalie kyA hama Dara jAe~? ye to DAyavorsa thor3e kama hote haiM, vaha acchA hai| phira bhI, yadi DAyavorsa z2yAdA hone lageMge to sabhI ko zaMkA kA sthAna mila jAegA ki apanA bhI DAyavorsa ho gayA to? eka lAkha loga jisa jagaha para luTa gae, vahA~ para bhI Apa DaranA mata / ApakA koI bApa bhI UparI nahIM hai| apane ko kisI jyotiSI ne hAtha dekhakara kahA ho ki cAra ghAta haiM, to cAra ghAtoM meM Apako sAvadhAna rahanA caahie| aba usameM se eka ghAta gaI to AnaMda manAo ki silaka ( jamApU~jI) meM se eka kama huI ! vaise hI apamAna, gAliyA~ aisA saba apane pAsa Ae to AnaMda mAnanA ki

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AptavANI-2 silaka meM se eka duHkha kama huA / lekina yaha to avasthA meM ekAkAra rahatA hai, aisA nahIM honA caahie| kisI ke sAtha haz2Ara gAliyoM kA hisAba ho to vaha eka gAlI de to hameM aisA kahanA cAhie ki haz2Ara meM se eka to kama huI ! aba nau sau ninyAnave gAliyA~ bAkI rahIM ! aisA bojha rahatA hai ki, 'mujhe kyoM gAliyA~ dI usane,' aisA nahIM honA caahie| aura yadi Apake duHkha dAdA ko sauMpa do, taba to kAma hI nikala jaae| 'hama' pUre jagat ke duHkha lene Ae haiM, jinheM sauMpane hoM ve ina 'dAdA' ko sauMpa jAe / Apa 'dAdA' se kahanA ki, 'dAdA hama to pahale se hI pAgala haiM, isalie aba Apa hAz2ira rahanA / ' taba dAdA Ae~ge hii| 180 jisa taraha mAna ke samaya AnaMda rahatA hai, usI taraha apamAna ke samaya bhI AnaMda hAz2ira rahanA hI cAhie / apamAna ke samaya AnaMda hAz2ira kyoM nahIM rahatA? 'apamAna ke samaya AnaMda hAz2ira rahegA hI' aisA nahIM kahane se vaha hAz2ira nahIM rahatA, isalie agara hama ' rahegA hI' aisA kaheMge to rhegaa| lekina vaha to 'dhyAna nahIM rahatA' aisA kahate haiM to phira vaha dhyAna kisa taraha hAz2ira rahe ? bhItara AtmA meM anaMta zaktiyA~ bharI par3I haiN| jaisA nakkI kare, vaisA ho jAe, aisA hai / isa saMsAra meM sukha nahIM hai, aisA hisAba nikAlA hai kyA tUne? praznakartA : hA~, dAdA / dAdAzrI : jise isa saMsAra ke bahIkhAtoM kA sAra (lekhA-jokhA) nikAlanA A gayA, use mokSa kI tIvra icchA hotI hai / bahIkhAtA dekhanA nahIM AtA taba bhI mokSa kI tIvra icchA to hotI hI hai / sAra nikAlane para hI yaha samajha meM AtA hai ki kisameM sukha hai? bApa banane meM sukha hai? pati banane meM sukha hai? satsukha kaba milatA hai? praznakartA : khuda zuddha hai, aisA ye loga jAnate hoMge? dAdAzrI : kisa taraha jAneMge? khuda zuddha hai aisA jAna leM to apAra

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 181 sukha aaegaa| lekina aisA nahIM jAnane se hI ye sAre duHkha haiN| nAsamajhI ke du:kha haiN| kucha patA to lagAnA cAhie na ki sukha kisameM hai? yaha to gadhe kI taraha bhAga-daur3a, bhAga-daur3a karatA hai| aura phira vApasa gira jAtA hai, TakarA jAtA hai| aisA kahIM hotA hogA? ina manuSyoM meM jIvana jIne kI kalA naSTa ho gaI hai| yaha pItala, tA~bA, lohA, ye sabhI dhAtue~ unake guNadharma meM rahI huI haiN| lekina yaha paMcadhAtu kA putalA bahuta viSama hai! yaha kucha tRtiyam hI DhU~Dha nikAlatA hai! hotA hai khuda seTha, lekina loga kaheMge ki, 'bhAI, bAta hI mata karanA na unakI to!' kAraNa kyA hai? ki seTha kisI kAma ke haiM hI nhiiN| yAnI koI mArga to nikAlanA par3egA na ki khuda kisa taraha sukhI bane? saMsAra meM sukha nahIM hai, aisA kaba hotA hai? jaba du:kha Ae~ taba hisAba nikalatA hai| ye sAre khAte to anaMta du:khavAle hI haiN| lekina jaba sukha Ae taba masta hokara ghUmate haiM aura duHkha Ae taba samajha meM AtA hai ki yaha saMsAra to khArA z2ahara hai| lekina khuda kA sArA sonA yadi samudra meM pheMka de, phira bAda meM milegA kyA? phira to cIkhakara ronA par3atA hai| yadi eka bAra saMsAra bigADa diyA to phira kaise sudharegA? use to sirpha vItarAga vANI hI sudhAra sakatI hai, aura vahI mokSa de sakatI hai aisA hai| isa deha kA baMdhana, vANI kA baMdhana, mana kA baMdhana, buddhi kA baMdhana, ahaMkAra kA baMdhana, vaha kaise pusAe? ye sabhI baMdhana khuda se alaga hI haiM, lekina ye to Apane jamA kie haiN| 'maiM hI mana hU~, ahaMkAra vaha maiM hI hU~' usake bAda mUr3hAtma dazA ho jAtI hai| varnA yadi inase judA ho jAe to khuda paramAtmA hI hai| ina sabhI vinAzI cIz2oM meM sukha mAnA isalie mUDhAtmA bana gayA hai! duHkha to nAma mAtra ko bhI nahIM hai, lekina mAna baiThatA hai usake duHkha haiN| ye Upara jAne ke bAda, kisI ke khata-vata Ae haiM kyA Apako? praznakartA : nA, ve to kahA~ se Ae~? dAdAzrI : aisA hai yaha sNsaar| khAte meM yadi pA~ca sau rupaye jamA haiM to isa janma meM vaha hisAba pUrA karane ke lie A milate haiN| ve purAne

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182 AptavANI-2 hisAba pUre ho jAte haiM, taba bichar3a jAte haiM, mara jAtA hai aura yadi phira se naye hisAba nahIM bA~dhe hoM to phira nahIM milte| ye sau rupaye ke kapa-pleTa haiM ve, jaba taka apanA hisAba hai, RNAnubaMdha hai, taba taka ve jIvita rheNge| lekina hisAba pUrA hone ke bAda pleTa phUTa jAtI hai| vaha phUTa gaI, vaha vyavasthita hai, phira se yAda nahIM karane hote haiN| aura ye iMsAna bhI kapa-pleTa hI haiM na? yaha to dikhatA hai ki ye mara gae, lekina marate nahIM haiM, phira se yahIM para Ate haiN| isIlie to jaba hama mRta ke pratikramaNa karate haiM to use pahu~cate haiN| ve jahA~ hoM, vahA~ unheM pahu~cate haiN| kar3avA pIe, vaha nIlakaMTha praznakartA : dAdA, koI kar3ave zabda kahe to ve sahana nahIM hote, to kyA karanA cAhie mujhe? dAdAzrI : dekha isakA tujhe khulAsA kruuN| isa rAste ke bIca kA~TA par3A ho, aura haz2AroM loga nikaleM lekina kA~TA kisI ko bhI nahIM cubhatA, lekina jaba caMdUbhAI jAe~ to kA~TA Ter3hA ho, phira bhI aisA cubhatA hai ki pa~je meM se ArapAra nikala jAtA hai ! kar3ave kA sparza honA, vaha hisAbavAlA hotA hai| aura kar3ave kA sparza hotA hai, taba mAnanA cAhie ki apane kar3ave kI rakama meM se eka kama huii| jitanA kar3avA sahana karoge, utane Apake kar3ave kama hoNge| mIThA bhI jaba sparza hotA hai, taba utanA kama hotA hai| lekina yaha kar3avA sparza hotA hai taba acchA nahIM lgtaa| yaha kama sparza hotA hai, phira bhI kar3avA kyoM acchA nahIM lagatA? usase kaheM ki kar3avA phira se de na?! to bhI vaha nahIM degaa| aisI to kisI ke hAtha meM sattA hai hI nhiiN| sabhI kucha hisAbavAlA hai, silaka ke sAtha meM hai, koI gappa nahIM hai| marane taka kA sabhI kucha hisAba sahita hai| yaha to hisAba ke anusAra hotA hai ki inakI tarapha se 301 Ae~ge, usake pAsa se 25 Ae~ge, isake pAsa se 10 aaeNge| 'jJAna' yadi hAz2ira rahatA ho to kucha bhI sahana nahIM karanA pdd'e| yaha to sArA rileTiva rilezana hai| kar3avA-mIThA sabakucha

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 183 hisAba se milatA hai| roz2a kar3avA denevAlA eka dina aisA suMdara de detA hai! ye sAre RNAnubaMdhI grAhaka-vyApArI ke saMbaMdha haiM! hamAre pAsa bhI kar3ave pyAle Ae the n| hamane pI lie aura khatma bhI ho gae! jo kucha kisIne kar3avA diyA thA, vaha hamane balki AzIrvAda dekara pI liyA! isIlie to hama mahAdeva jI bana gae haiM! praznakartA : ye karma khapAnA isI ko kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : yahI hai, ki kar3avI bheMTa Ae~ taba svIkAra kara lenI caahie| lekina aisI kar3avI bheMTa-saugAteM Ae~ taba kahatA hai ki, 'are! tU mere sAtha aisA kyoM kara rahA hai?' aisA karane se karma nahIM khpte| nayA vyApAra zurU hotA hai| jise svarUpa kA bhAna hai yAnI ki jise isa dukAna kA nikAla karanA hai vaha hala lA detA hai| jise svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM hai usakA to vyApAra cala hI rahA hai, dukAna cala rahI hai| sAmanevAlA kar3avA de taba vaha kauna se bahIkhAte kA hai, vaise nahIM jAna leM taba taka vaha acchA nahIM lgtaa| lekina yadi patA cale ki, 'aho! yaha to isa khAte kA hai!' taba phira vaha acchA lgegaa| 'dAdA' kI to rakama hI khatma ho gaI hai, taba phira kar3avA kauna de? yaha to jaba taka vaha rakama silaka meM ho, tabhI taka dene Ate haiN| yahA~ satsaMga niraMtara AnaMda denevAlA hai ! aura bAhara kahIM bhI AnaMda hai hI nhiiN| isalie kucha cIz2oM meM AnaMda mAnakara AnaMda lete haiN| 'samajhe hae' meM se nahIM lekina 'mAne hae' meM se AnaMda lete haiN| saMsAra ke sukha to roMga bilIfa se haiN| yaha jJAna yadi hotA na, to bhI kucha calatA, lekina yaha to roMga bilIfa se Age bar3hatA hI nahIM! vivaraNapUrvaka una sukhoM ko dekhe na to bhI ve kalpita sukha samajha meM A jAe~, lekina yaha to jaba taka roMga bilIfa nahIM jAtI, taba taka usI meM sukha mahasUsa hotA hai| sIdhe saMyoga mileM to sukha milatA hai aura ulTe saMyoga mileM to duHkha ko nimaMtraNa detA hai| koI vyakti ho aura use agara juA kA aura zarAbI ke sAtha zarAba pIne kA kusaMga mile, to vaha saMyoga use duHkhI karatA

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184 AptavANI-2 hai| aura satsaMga meM baiThe to sukha milatA rahatA hai| yaha to, vyakti kauna se saMga meM hai, usa para se use kaisA sukha hogA, vaha samajha meM AtA hai| duHkha, vaha kise kahA jAtA hai? khuda ko duHkha hai hI nhiiN| jabaki duHkha par3atA hai dUsare para, lekina samajha meM nahIM AtA isalie khuda, apane Apa para du:kha le letA hai| yadi tIna dina khAne ko nahIM mile, pIne ko nahIM mile, to use duHkha kahate haiM / khAne-pIne kA sabakucha acchI taraha milatA hai, phira bhI yaha dUSama mana sabhI duHkha ikaTThe karatA hai aura duHkha ko sTaoNka karatA hai| inheM to bhalA duHkha kahate hoMge?! duHkha to kise kahate haiM? ki khAne ko nahIM mile, kapar3e pahanane ko nahIM mileM, sone ko nahIM mile, ve saba duHkha kahalAte haiN| ye saba mila jAe~ to phira duHkha kise kaheMge? ye to saMsAra meM dUSama mana ke kAraNa duHkha haiM, vaha suSama mana bana jAe, taba sukhI ho jAe~ge! jaba mana bigar3a jAtA hai, taba Adhi (mAnasika pIDA) ko nimaMtraNa detA hai, nahIM hotI phira bhI Adhi ko bulAtA hai| agara kabhI dAr3ha duHkhe to use duHkha kahA jA sakatA hai| bAkI duHkha to hai hI nahIM, lekina logoM ne sArA ajaMpA (becainI, azAMti, ghabarAhaTa) kiyA hai| jisake upAya mila sakeM, use duHkha kahA jAtA hai| upAya hoM, tabhI duHkha kahalAtA hai| jisakA upAya nahIM hai, vaha duHkha kahalAtA hI nhiiN| jo du:khatA hai, usakA upAya karate hI haiM na! yaha paira hai, vaha lar3AI meM kaTa jAe, taba to vaha paira phira se nahIM A sakatA, isalie vaha duHkha nahIM kahalAtA, kyoMki upAya nahIM hai| lekina paira meM pha~sI pakI ho to vaha du:kha kahalAtA hai, kyoMki vaha miTAI jA sakatI hai, usakA upAya hai| koI kahe, mujhe saba ora se sukha hai, phira bhI isa paira meM dAda huA hai, z2arA itanA hI duHkha hai| are ise duHkha kaise kaheMge? ise to hAtha apane Apa khujalAtA rhegaa| praznakartA : lekina dAdA, hamAre Arthika saMyoga badala gae haiM, vaha?

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 185 dAdAzrI : ve to badalate rahate haiN| ye dina ke bAda rAta AtI hai na? yaha to Aja naukarI nahIM hai, lekina kala naI mila jaaegii| donoM badala jAte haiN| kaI bAra Arthika duHkha hotA hI nhiiN| lekina use lobha lagA hotA hai| kala sabjI ke paise haiM yA nahIM itanA hI dekha lenA hotA hai| usase adhika nahIM dekhanA hotaa| bolo aba aisA duHkha hai Apako? praznakartA : nA! dAdAzrI : to phira use duHkha kaheMge hI kaise? yaha to binA duHkha ke duHkha gAte rahate haiN| usake bAda phira usase hArTaaTeka AtA hai, ajaMpA rahatA hai aura khuda duHkha mAnatA hai| jisakA upAya nahIM, use duHkha hI nahIM kahA jA sktaa| jisake upAya hoM usake to upAya karane cAhie, lekina yadi upAya ho hI nahIM to vaha duHkha hai hI nhiiN| __yaha kAla kaisA hai? isa kAla ke logoM ko to, abhI kahA~ se lakSmI le AU~, kaise dUsaroM kA chIna lU~, kisa taraha milAvaTavAlA mAla denA, aNahakka ke viSaya ko bhogate haiM, aura usameM se phurasata mile taba aura kucha DhU~DheMge na? isase sukha kahIM bar3he nahIM haiN| sukha to kaba kahalAtA hai? mena proDakzana kare to| yaha saMsAra to bAya proDakTa hai| pUrva meM kucha kiyA hogA, usase yaha deha milI, bhautika cIjeM milIM, strI milatI hai, baMgale milate haiN| yadi mehanata se mila rahA hotA, taba to maz2adUra ko bhI milatA, lekina vaisA nahIM hai| Aja ke logoM ko galatafahamI ho gaI hai| isIlie ye bAya proDakzana ke kArakhAne khole haiN| bAya proDakzana kA kArakhAnA nahIM kholanA caahie| mena proDakzana yAnI mokSa kA sAdhana 'jJAnIpuruSa' se prApta kara leM, bAda meM phira saMsAra kA bAya proDakzana to apane Apa muphta meM AegA hii| bAya proDakTa ke lie to anaMta janma bigAr3e, durdhyAna karake! eka bAra tU mokSa prApta kara le, to tUfAna khatma ho jAe! praznakartA : koI AtmahatyA karake mara jAe to kyA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : bhale hI AtmahatyA karake mara jAe, lekina vApasa phira

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186 AptavANI-2 yahIM para karja cukAne AnA pdd'egaa| iMsAna hai to usake sira para duHkha to Ae~ge hI, lekina usake lie kahIM AtmahatyA karate haiM? AtmahatyA ke phala bahuta kar3ave haiN| bhagavAna ne usake lie manA kiyA hai, bahuta kharAba phala Ate haiN| AtmahatyA karane kA to vicAra bhI nahIM karanA caahie| aisA jo kucha bhI karz2a ho to vaha vApasa de dene kI bhAvanA karanI cAhie, lekina AtmahatyA nahIM karanI caahie| duHkha to rAmacaMdra jI ko thaa| unake caudaha sAla ke vanavAsa ke eka dina kA du:kha, vaha isa cir3iyA~(kamaz2ora iMsAnoM) kI pUrI jiMdagI ke duHkha ke barAbara hai! lekina abhAge 'ceM-' karake sArA dina duHkha gAte rahate haiN| sukha-duHkha to nimaMtrita mehamAnoM jaise haiM, Ae~ taba dhakkA nahIM mAra sakate balki unakA to satkAra karanA caahie| saMsAra, vaha duHkha kA sAgara hai| vyavahAra acchI taraha calAne meM kisI kA Dara nahIM honA caahie| dhaula khAnA pasaMda nahIM ho, aura yadi bahIkhAtA baMda karanA ho to dhaula dete samaya socanA ki vApasa AegI, taba vaha sahana kI jA sakegI yA nahIM? tIna prakAra ke duHkha haiN| deha ke duHkhoM ko 'kaSTa' kahate haiM, jise pratyakSa du:kha kahate haiN| dAr3ha du:khe, A~kheM duHkheM yA pakSAghAta ho jAe to ve sabhI duHkha, ve deha ke duHkha haiN| dUsare haiM vANI ke duHkha, unheM 'ghAva' kahate haiN| hRdaya meM ghusa jAe~ to phira jAte nhiiN| aura tIsare mana ke du:kha, ve 'duHkha' kahalAte haiN| apane ko mana ke duHkha yA vANI ke ghAva nahIM rahane cAhie, lekina kaSTa to aaeNge| jo bhI sahana karanA par3atA hai, vaha saba kaSTa hI kahalAtA hai| lekina hameM jJAtA-dRSTA pada meM rahakara sahana karanA caahie| lekina ye vANI ke ghAva aura mana ke duHkha nahIM hone caahie| ye inkama Taiksa ke oNphisara kaheM ki Apake Upara itanA Taiksa lagA deMge,' aisA boleM to vaha to Taipa rikaoNrDa hai| isalie usa vANI kA ghAva hameM nahIM laganA caahie| kisI ko hArTaaTeka AyA thA, taba use chAtI meM du:kha rahA thA, to kabhI ina bhAI ko chAtI meM duHkhane lage to kahatA hai ki mujhe hArTaaTeka

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha vaha A jAegA to? yaha to nirA duHkha bar3hAtA hai / isake bajAya to yadi aisA vicAra Ae to kahanA ki 'tU bAhara jA / ' yaha deha to jAnevAlI hai, kabhI na kabhI to jAegI hI aura vaha 'vyavasthita' ke adhIna hai na? to phira usa vicAra se du:kha kisalie? kitane kaSTa par3e haiM ve dekhane haiM, aura kaSTa nahIM haiM to raha na mastI meM ! 'dAdA, dAdA bolatA na thAkU~' - usameM raha na ! 187 bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki jitane deha ke kaSTa haiM, utane ko hI duHkha mAnanA, bAkI ke saba duHkha, ve asala meM duHkha nahIM haiN| jAnavaroM ko duHkha kyoM nahIM hai? kyoMki unakA mana sImita hai| unake lie khAne kA le jAe~ to gAya daur3atI huI AtI hai, khAnA milegA isalie / lakar3I lekara jAe~ to bhAga jAtI hai| itanA hI hai unakA mana / lekina isake alAvA hai kyA unheM koI aura jhaMjhaTa ? isa gAyoM ko mana kA cakkara nahIM hai, isalie unheM mana ke duHkha nahIM haiM aura unakA saMsAra to apane saMsAra jaisA hI hai| yAnI unheM aqla nahIM phira bhI unakA calatA hai to phira apanA kyoM nahIM calegA? aura phira Upara se hamAre pAsa mana kA cakkara hai, vaha atirikta, to usakA lAbha lo na ! yaha mana kA cakkara duHkhadAyI kaise ho sakatA hai? yadi duHkha ke vicAra Ae~ to sabhI ko Disamisa kara deM aura na ho to aMta meM unheM eksepTa na kareM / jaise ina gAyoM-bhaiMsoM ko kaSTa haiM, vaise hI hameM bhI kaSTa haiM, lekina unheM vANI kA jhaMjhaTa nahIM hai| hama gAliyA~ deM to unheM harja nahIM hai| unakA mana sImita hai aura buddhi bhI sImita hai / ina atirikta duHkhoM ko to Disamisa kara denA hai| ina gAyoM - bhaiMsoM ko hai koI jhaMjhaTa ? unake baccoM kI zAdI karavAne kI hai unheM koI ciMtA ? yaha kaisA hai ki phula lAiTa meM bicchU ghusA to phira bhItara ghabarAhaTa aura Dara lagatA rahatA hai / lekina yadi phula lAiTa ko Dima kara deM to phira bicchU nahIM dikhegA, vaha phira nahIM DaregA / phula lAiTa ko Dima kiyA jA sakatA hai, lekina Dima ko phula nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| ina gAyoMbhaiMso kA cala jAtA hai to kyA apanA nahIM calegA? jinheM bhAna nahIM hai,

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188 AptavANI-2 aise logoM kA bhI calatA hai na? pUrI duniyA hI cala rahI hai to phira chor3a na yaha saba! hama svarUpa jJAna dete haiM, usake bAda du:kha kise kaheMge? isa deha ko sparza kare-vaha, ina kapar3oM ko sparza kare-vaha nhiiN| yaha to kapaDoM ko sparza kare taba bhI kahegA, 'mujhe duHkha huA!' zAdI meM jA rahe hoM aura Upara se kisIne thUka diyA to kahegA ki, 'isane mujha para thuukaa|' to hama kahate haiM ki, 'hA~, usane tujha para thUkA vaha ThIka hai| lekina vaha kucha terA duHkha nahIM hai|' duHkha to kise kahate haiM ki jo deha ko sparza kare vh| patnI ko sparza karanevAlA duHkha to patnI ko sparza kiyA kahA jaaegaa| use hama 'mana para' kisalie leM? use to jJAna meM lenA caahie| hama hara eka bAta kA pRthakkaraNa kara dete haiN| vyApAra meM nukasAna ho to kahate haiM ki vyApAra ko nukasAna huaa| kyoMki hama loga fAyadenukasAna ke mAlika nahIM hai, taba phira nukasAna hama kisalie sira para leM? hameM phAyadA-nukasAna sparza nahIM krte| aura yadi nukasAna huA aura inkama TaiksavAlA Ae to vyApAra se kaha dete haiM ki, 'he vyApAra, tere pAsa cukAyA jA sake utanA ho to inheM cukA de, tujhe cukAnA hai|' tU kahe ki, 'kAna duHkha rahA hai, to maiM terI sUsUMgA, 'dAr3ha duHkha rahI hai|' to bhI maiM suunuuNgaa| bhUkha lagI hai, vaha bhI maiM suusuuNgaa| use duHkha kahate haiN| aura tU kahe ki, 'khicar3I meM ghI nahIM hai, to vaha nahIM suunuuNgaa| isa deha meM to itanI sI khicar3I DAleM to vaha zora nahIM mcaatii| phira tujhe jo dhyAna karanA ho vaha karanA, nahIM to durdhyAna karanA ho to vaha kara, tujhe pUrI chUTa hai! ye to binA kAma ke duHkha sira para lekara phirate haiN| ghara meM kar3hI Dhula jAe to seTha use sira para le letA hai ki 'karama phUTe haiM jo kar3hI Dhula gaI,' use duHkha mAnatA hai| usI taraha vyApAra meM bhI seTha duHkha sira para lekara phiratA hai| kitane oNphisa ke da:kha hote haiM aura kitane samAja ke bhI duHkha hote haiN| lekina unheM duHkha nahIM kahA jA sktaa| hama to

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 189 vyApAra kA duHkha vyApAra ke sira para aura samAja kA duHkha samAja ke sira para DAla dete haiN| agara tere bAla kATa le to use duHkha nahIM kheNge| kAna kATe to use duHkha kahA jAtA hai kyoMki vedanA hotI hai| phira bhI, apane satsaMga meM Ae to vaha duHkha bhI bhUla jAtA hai, kAna kI vedanA bhI bhUla jAtA hai! eka bApa thaa| vaha eka DaoNkTara kA paricita thaa| usake beTe ko u~galI meM coTa lagI thI, vaha phira paka gyaa| isalie usakA oNparezana karanA thaa| bApa ne beTe ko bahuta bigAr3a rakhA thaa| bApa bahuta paisevAlA thaa| aba DaoNkTara ne kahA ki 'maiM ghar3Ibhara meM hI aise oNparezana kara dUMgA, Apa ciMtA mata krnaa|' lekina seTha ne kahA ki, 'mujhe oNparezana thiyeTara meM baiThane do|' seTha to bar3e AdamI, isalie DaoNkTara ko unheM baiThane denA pdd'aa| aba bApa baiThA huA thA aise ATha phuTa dUra aura DaoNkTara ne u~galI kA oNparezana karane ke lie cIrA lgaayaa| aba vahA~ to koI tAra nahIM jor3A thA, kucha bhI nahIM thA, phira bhI isa mUrkha ko binA tAra ke A~kha meM se pAnI nikalane lgaa| aise binA tAra ke pAnI nikale to kyA hogA? use to bevakUpha hI kahanA pdd'egaa| rone jaisA nahIM hai yaha jgt| aura jahA~ rone kI naubata Ae, vahA~ para hNsnaa| yaha kaisA hai ki acchI rakama se bhAga lagAe~ to kharAba rakama pUrI ur3a jAtI hai| jahA~ duHkhoM kA bhAgAkAra karanA ho, vahA~ use gAkara usakA guNA karatA hai, isake bajAya to aghara ha~sakara usa rakama ko miTA de to zeSa nahIM bace! eka vyakti kaha rahA thA ki, 'birAdarI meM merI iz2jata gii|' vaha birAdarI kA duHkha, usameM tujhe kisakA duHkha? duHkha to deha ko sparza kare vaha kahalAtA hai| mahAvIra bhagavAna kI deha ko du:kha ne sparza kiyA thaa| unake kAnoM meM narakaTa DAla die the, ve jaba nikAle taba aisI vedanA huI ki A~khoM meM se pAnI nikala par3A aura z2ora se cIkha nikala gii| aisA to sabhI ko hotA hai| deha aura AtmA to alaga haiM, lekina jaba taka mAnA huA AtmA rahatA hai, taba taka deha jIvita rahatI hai| pratiSThita AtmA kanjyUma ho jAe, kAma meM A jAe, usake bAda deha khatma ho jAtI hai|

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190 AptavANI-2 ataH duHkha kise kahate haiM? sparza kare, use| beTe kI u~galI kaTa jAe to kyA? vaha to beTe ko duHkha huA, lekina usameM to bApa bhI duHkha apane sira le letA hai| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki hamane beTe ko eka pAunDa du:kha diyA thA, usameM se bApa AdhA pAunDa lekara ghUmatA hai aura mA~ pAva pAunDa lekara ghUmatI hai| aba inheM mUrkha nahIM to kyA kaheMge? tU mujhe kahe ki, 'dAdA, peTa meM darda ho rahA hai|' aura vahA~ para maiM kaha~ ki, 'tu AtmA hai na?' taba to maiM jJAnI nahIM khlaauuNgaa| vaha to hameM sunanA hI pdd'egaa| lekina 'khicar3I meM ghI nahIM milA' aisA kahe, to vaha hama nahIM suneNge| ise duHkha nahIM khte| yaha bahuta gahana bAta hai| yadi koI bhI duHkha hai to usa duHkha kA upAya hotA hI hai| dAr3ha duHkhe to use duHkha kahate haiM, kyoMki DaoNkTara ke pAsa jAkara ilAja karavA sakate haiM, dAr3ha nikalavAI jA sakatI hai| duHkha to kise kahate haiM? jinake upAya hoM, unheN| jinake upAya nahIM hoM, unheM duHkha kaheMge hI nhiiN| yaha to beTe ko eka pAunDa duHkha thA aura usameM tUne kisalie aura AdhA pAunDa le liyA? kutte ke bacce (pille) ko coTa lage to kutte nahIM rote, use cATakara ghAva bhara dete haiN| usakI lAra meM ghAva bharane kI zakti hotI hai| use khuda ko kucha ho jAe to cIkhatAcillAtA hai! aura isa nirAzrita (manuSya) ko to dUsaroM ko ho jAe, taba bhI khuda sira para le letA hai! eka vyakti AyA thaa| vaha bolA, 'mujhe to bhArI pIr3A A par3I hai|' maiMne pUchA, 'kyA hai?' to vaha kahatA hai, 'patnI ko DilIvarI honevAlI hai|' patnI DilIvarI ke lie gaIM to vaha kucha nayA hai? ina kutte-billI sabhI ko DilIvarI hotI hai na? posTavAle bhI DilIvarI karate haiM, usameM naye jaisA hai hI kyA? aMdara DaratA hai ki par3osI kI strI DilIvarI ke samaya khatma ho gaI thI, to merI patnI kA kyA hogA? usake bAda hamane use bAta samajhAI, aura use samAdhAna karavA diyaa| koI maMtra batA dete haiM ki, 'yaha bolanA,' tAki usameM usakA dhyAna rhe| nahIM to vahI ke vahI vicAra karatA rahegA ki, 'aisA ho gayA thA to aisA ho jAegA to?' aise

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 191 vicAra kare to phira vaisA asara ho jAtA hai na? yaha to duHkha ise mAnatA hai aura usakA hI vicAra kare, to usase to kucha honevAlA nahIM ho, phira bhI vaisA ho hI jAtA hai| vicAroM ke asara se hI to bigar3atA hai saba! jisakA vicAra nahIM AtA, vaha kAma saphala hotA hai| jahA~ vicAra Ae, utanA bigar3A, kyoMki nirAzrita ke vicAra haiM na? Azrita ke vicAra hote to alaga thA! yaha kahe ki, 'vaha strI mujhe aisA kahatI hai aura yaha aisA kahatI hai|' vaha sparza nahIM huA hai, use duHkha nahIM kaha skte| yaha jo invAiTa karate haiM, use duHkha nahIM kahA jA sktaa| isa beTe kA du:kha eka-eka sera le letA hai| beTA calA jAtA hai, taba tU kyoM nahIM calA jAtA? lekina vahA~ to nahIM jaataa| jJAnI to bahuta samajhadAra hote haiM, unhoMne saba taraha se hisAba nikAla lie hote haiN| aisA kAla AtA hai to kyA usameM unheM duHkha nahIM Ate hoMge? Ate haiN| lekina seTiMga karake rakhate haiN| posTa oNphisa meM sorTiMga ke qhAne hote haiM na? yaha naDiyAda kA qhAnA, yaha sUrata kA qhAnA, vaise hI jJAnI aisI vyavasthA karake caina se so jAte haiM ki yaha vyApAra kA qhAnA, yaha samAja kA qhAnA, yaha oNphisa kA kh'aanaa| svarUpa kA jJAna milane ke bAda bilkula bhI du:kha nahIM rahatA, aisA agara sinemA kI sIliMga(chata) gira par3e to hameM yA kisI aura ko nahIM lage to acchaa| agara kisI ko laga jAe to 'koI marA to nahIM hai, isalie acchA huA,' isa taraha samajha kA avalaMbana lenA caahie| hamAre kAnTraikTa ke kAma meM samAcAra Ae ki pA~ca sau Tana lohA samudra meM DUba gayA to pahale hama pUchate haiM ki, 'apanA koI AdamI mara to nahIM gayA na?' marate to saba khuda ke udaya se haiM, lekina apane nimitta se nahIM honA caahie| jisakA jisa khAte kA ho, usa khAte meM rakha denA caahie| jo zarIra

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192 AptavANI-2 ko sparza karatA hai, utanA hI jhaMjhaTa hai| phAdara ko huA ho to hameM vaha sira para nahIM lenA hai| phira bhI khoja-khabara rakhanI cAhie ki kyA huA? kahA~ coTa lagI? phira sabhI davAiyA~ vagairaha saba turaMta hI le AnI cAhie, lekina ddraamettik| yadi DrAmeTika nahIM hotA to bApa mare, taba beTe ko bhI sAtha meM jAnA hI cAhie na? ye marate samaya DrAmA aura jaba coTa lage usameM 'DrAmA' nahIM, aisA kaise calegA? 'jJAnIpuruSa' kisalie hamezA AnaMda meM rahate haiM? kyoMki sabhI seTiMga karanI AtI hai aura vahI Apako sikhalAte haiN| Apako yaha AtA nahIM hai, isIlie to Apane hameM yahA~ Asana para baiThAyA hai! ye mAsTara jI hote haiM, ve bacce ko do savAla guNA ke sikhalAte haiM aura yadi vaha baccoM ko nahIM AtA to use mArate haiN| ghara meM mAsTara bana na? lekina patnI ke pAsa mAsTara nahIM banatA, nahIM to patnI hI mAre! sattA kA upayoga kare vaha mUrkha sattA prApta hone ke bAda jo sattA calAtA hai, vaha mUrkha kahalAtA hai| jo sattA kA upayoga kare, vaha mUrkha kahalAtA hai| sattA prApta nahIM huI ho taba taka bhAva rahatA hai ki sattA kA upayoga kruuNgaa| lekina sattA prApta ho jAe to usakA upayoga nahIM karanA caahie| 'sattA kA upayoga kare to vaha mUrkha kahalAtA hai,' hama aisA kaheM taba usakA roga nikala jAtA hai| abhI taka kisIne gAlI nahIM dI hai aura koI gAlI degA bhI nhiiN| usake binA roga nahIM niklegaa| bAhara to 'Ao seTha, Ao seTha' aisA kisalie kahate hoMge? koI kAma par3egA na, islie| ye kAmavAle sabhI! vaha to koI niSkAma puruSa ho aura jaba ve DA~TeM taba kAma hotA hai| ___ hamAre pAsa eka vakIla Ae the, unheM to hamane behisAba DA~TA thaa| taba usane apane bhAI ke ghara jAkara kahA ki, 'aise karuNAvAle vyakti to maiMne dekhe hI nahIM!' ye loga to kaise haiM ki inheM DaoNkTara, vakIla vagairaha kAma ke haiM, lekina ye saba kisa kAma ke? vaha to itanI khicar3I mila

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 193 gaI to kAma kI, aura kucha bhI kAma kA nahI hai| yaha to jaba khicar3I nahIM mile taba patA cala jAtA hai ki kauna kAma kA hai? 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko mAna yA apamAna kI kucha bhI nahIM par3I hotii| mAna ke sukha, ve viSaya sukha haiN| 'merA mAnabhaMga hogA' jaba taka aisA bhaya rahegA taba taka kucha bhI jJAna prApta hI nahIM huA, aisA kahA jaaegaa| yaha to mUla vItarAga jJAna hI prApta karanA hotA hai, aura kucha bhI nahIM cAhie na! ye du:kha ke mAre hue kitane to yahA~ Ate haiM, lekina saccI jijJAsA se Ae~, taba to bahuta kAma ho jaae| yaha to duHkha Ae taba bhagavAna ko bulAte haiM, lekina bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki, 'are, sukha ke TAima para tUne mujhe nahIM bulAyA, taba eka ciTThI bhI nahIM likhI, isalie aba tU isa duHkha ke samaya meM ciTThI likha rahA hai to maiM javAba nahIM duuNgaa|' loga to kaise haiM ki kArya rUpa meM Aja duHkha utpanna hotA hai, phira bhI vaise ke vaise du:kha ke kAraNoM ko bAra-bAra khar3e karate haiN| pichale duHkha ke kAraNoM se jo duHkha AtA hai usameM naye kAraNa khar3e nahIM hone deM, vaha kAma kA hai| kAma nikAla lene jaisA 'yaha' eka hI sTezana AyA hai| isalie khAo, pIo aura prApta saMyogoM ko sukha se bhogo aura aprApta saMyogoM ke lie jhaMjhaTa mata krnaa| sukha to aMdara se aaeNge| aura yaha to bAhara se zahada kI bUMda cakhane meM par3A huA hai! sAdhu banane ke vicAra kyoM Ate haiM? kyoMki anaMtakAla se usane jo mAra khAI hai vaha yAda AtI hai ki sAsa ke duHkha, sasura ke du:kha, pati ke duHkha, patnI ke duHkha, baccoM ke duHkha, ye sabhI du:kha anaMtajanmoM se bhugate haiM, ve yAda Ate haiM aura kahanevAle nimitta bhI mila Ate haiM ki 'isa saMsAra meM kahA~ sukha hai?' isalie use vicAra AtA hai ki mujhe to dIkSA hI lenI hai, aura phira vaha dIkSA letA hai! 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa to ApakA hara eka duHkha avazya miTa hI

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194 AptavANI-2 jaaegaa| 'ina' jJAnI ke pAsa to hara eka duHkha dUra hogA lekina Apa icchA hI nahIM karoge to! paira meM yadi coTa lagI ho aura paTTI lagAI ho aura 'jJAnI' ne kahA ho ki, 'ise ukhAr3anA mt|' aura phira bhI yadi ukhAr3atA rahe to usakA kyA upAya hai? yaha to jJAnI ne kahA hai, use phira kyoM hilAnA cAhie? vyavahAra meM roz2a subaha uThate hI 'dAdA' ko yAda karake nizcaya karanA aura pA~ca bAra bolanA ki, 'isa mana-vacana-kAyA se jagat ke kisI bhI jIva ko kiMcit mAtra bhI du:kha na ho, na ho, na ho!' itanA nizcaya kiyA to phira aMdara pulisa vibhAga saceta ho jAtA hai| aMdara to taraha-taraha kI vaMzAvaliyA~ haiM, bahuta bar3I senA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI hAz2irI meM itanA karane se zaktiyA~ A jAtI haiM, aura phira jAtI nhiiN| aisA nakkI karake, dAdA ko sAmane baiThAkara aura agara 'vaha' vaMzAvali khar3I ho jAe, phira bhI use kucha bhI khAne-pIne kA nahIM denA cAhie! kaMTAlA kA svarUpa dAdAzrI : kaMTAlA kA artha kyA hai? praznakartA : kucha acchA nahIM lage, vh| dAdAzrI : kaMTAlA yAnI kA~ToM ke bistara para sone se jo dazA hotI hai, vaha ! jaba kaMTAlA AtA hai, taba ilAja karate ho? DragisTa se koI davAI lAte ho? praznakartA : vaha to kahIM bhI nahIM miltii| dAdAzrI : lekina kucha to karate hoMge na? praznakartA : bAhara ghUmane calA jAtA huuN| dAdAzrI : yaha to mA~ganevAle ko vApasa bAhara nikAlane jaisA hai| jaba kaMTAlA (Uba jAnA, boriyata honA) AtA hai, to vaha kyA kahatA hai? necara kyA kahatA hai? ki isakA pemenTa kara do| taba vaha kahatA hai, 'nahIM,

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 195 hama aisA nahIM kreNge|' aura bhAga-daur3a karake rakha detA hai, vaha to kaMTAle ko vApasa nikAla detA hai| lekina jaba vaha eka sAtha mA~gane AegA taba kyA hogA? jaba kaMTAlA Ae taba sinemA dekhane calA jAtA hai| yaha to anya upAya kiyA, virodha kiyaa| kaMTAlA Ae taba jo sthira baiThA rahe to vaha zodha kara sakegA ki, 'kisa vajaha se AyA, yaha kyA hai?' to vahA~ para puruSArtha dharma jAgRta ho sake, aisA hai, jabaki vahA~ para ulTA upAya karatA hai aura use vApasa dhakela detA hai| praznakartA : bAhara jAne se kaMTAlA nahIM miTatA hai| dAdAzrI : kaMTAlA AtA hai taba bAhara jAtA hai na, usase blaDa sarakyulezana hotA hai isalie kaMTAle ke saMyoga bikhara jAte haiN| praznakartA : jaba kaMTAlA Ae taba kucha loga to vhiskI pIte haiN| dAdAzrI : kaMTAle kA upAya karate haiM, isalie brAMDI pIte haiM, bhAgadaur3a karate haiN| yaha bhI eka prakAra kI mUrchA hI hai| kaMTAlA AtA hai lekina sahanazakti nahIM hai, varnA jaba kaMTAlA Ae taba socatA ki 'kyoM AyA? kauna sI bhUla raha gaI?' aisI saba khoja karanI caahie| lekina yaha to kucha bhI nahIM karatA aura bhAgadaur3a karatA rahatA hai aura pItA hai| usase rAhata milatI hai lekina phira jaba pAvara utare taba vApasa kaMTAlA zurU ho jAtA hai| isa saMsAra ke duHkha eka kSaNabhara ke lie bhI zAMti deM aise nahIM haiN| iMsAna ko kaMTAlA acchA nahIM lgtaa| kucha to jI bhI jalAte haiN| jI mata jlaanaa| kapar3e jalAe to naye lAe jA sakate haiM lekina jI jalAegA to phira nayA kahA~ se lAegA? ___ThAkura jI kI pUjA dAdAzrI : pUjA karate samaya to kaMTAlA nahIM AtA na? praznakartA : nhiiN|

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196 AptavANI-2 dAdAzrI : pUjA karate ho to pUjya puruSa kI karate ho yA apUjya kI? praznakartA : maiM to puSTimArgI huuN| sevita ThAkura jI kI sthApanA kI hai, unakI pUjA karatA huuN| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina ve pUjya haiM, isalie sthApanA kI hai na? jo pUjya nahIM hoM, unakI pUjA nahIM karanI caahie| pUjya buddhi se pUjya kI pUjA karanI caahie| pUjA sirpha karane kI khAtira hI nahIM karanI caahie| lekina pUjya buddhi se pUjA karanI hai| ThAkura jI para pUjya buddhi to hai na? ThAkura jI kabhI Apake sAtha bAtacIta karate haiM kyA! praznakartA : abhI taka to lAbha nahIM milA hai| dAdAzrI : ThAkura jI kisa kAraNa se Apake sAtha bAta nahIM karate? mujhe lagatA hai ki ThAkura jI zarmIle hoMge yA phira Apa zarmIle ho? mujhe lagatA hai donoM meM se eka zarmIlA hai! praznakartA : pUjA karatA hU~, lekina ThAkura jI ko bulA nahIM sktaa| dAdAzrI : bulA nahIM sakate na? hama rAmacaMdra jI ke vahA~ jayapura meM aura ayodhyA meM gae the to vahA~ rAmacaMdra jI bola rahe the| hama jahA~ naI mUrti dekhate haiM vahA~ prANapratiSThA karate haiN| ye biralA ne jayapura meM aura ayodhyA meM maMdira banavAe haiM, vahA~ hamane rAmacaMdra jI kI mUrti meM prANapratiSThA kI thii| donoM jagaha para Azcarya khar3A huA thaa| hamAre mahAtmA paiMtIsa jane baiThe the aura vahA~ ke pujArI ko to rAmacaMdra jI bahuta ha~sate hue dikhAI die| usane to jaba se maMdira banA thA taba se rAmacaMdra jI ko rUThe hue hI dekhe the| yAnI maMdira bhI rUThA huA aura darzana karanevAle bhI rUThe hue| rAmacaMdra jI kI mUrti ha~sI, vaha dekhakara pujArI daur3atA huA Akara hameM phUlamAlA pahanA gyaa| maiMne pUchA, 'kyoM?' to vaha to phUTa-phUTakara rone lgaa| kahane lagA ki, 'aise darzana to kabhI bhI hue hI nhiiN| Aja Apane khare rAmacaMdra jI ke darzana karavA die|' hamane kahA, 'yaha logoM ke kalyANa ke lie kiyA hai| abhI taka rAmacaMdra jI rUThe hue the, isase logoM kA kyA

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 197 kalyANa hotA? aba rAmacaMdra jI ha~sane lage haiN| aba hamezA ke lie ha~sate chor3akara jA rahe haiN| jo dekhegA vaha bhI ha~sane lgegaa| hamane pratiSThA kara dI hai| kabhI saccI pratiSThA hI nahIM huI thii|' ye jo pratiSThA karate haiM ve vAsanAvAle loga haiN| pratiSThA to AtmajJAnI, aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' kareM tabhI vaha phala detI hai| vAsanA matalaba samajha meM AyA na? kucha na kucha icchA ki, 'caMdUbhAI kAma Ae~ge' ise vAsanA kahate haiN| jise isa jagat meM kisI cIz2a kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, pUre jagat kA sonA deM to bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai, viSayoM kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, kIrti kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, jise kisI prakAra kI bhIkha nahIM hai, ve nirvAsanika kahalAte haiM, aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' cAhe so kareM, mUrti ko bolatI huI banA dete haiN| Apa mUrti ke sAtha bAtacIta nahIM karate? lekina Apako bolane kI chUTa hai na? ve nahIM boleM to Apa bolanA, usameM kyA ho gayA? 'bhagavAna Apa kyoM nahIM bolate? kyA mujha para vizvAsa nahIM AtA?' unase aisA khnaa| ina logoM se aisA kaheM to ve ha~sa nahIM par3ate? usI taraha mUrti bhI ha~sa par3atI hai, eka mUrti hai yA do? praznakartA : ek| dAdAzrI : nahalAte-dhulAte ho kyA? praznakartA : hA~, roz2a nahalAtA huuN| dAdAzrI : garama pAnI se yA ThaMDe se? praznakartA : gunagune pAnI se| dAdAzrI : vaha ThIka hai| nahIM to bahuta ThaMDe pAnI se nahalAne para ThaMDa lagatI hai aura bahuta garama pAnI se nahalAne para jala jAte haiN| isalie halakA garama pAnI caahie| ThAkura jI ko roz2a khAnA khilAte ho yA roz2a agiyArasa (ekAdazI) karavAte ho? praznakartA : agiyArasa to maiM bhI nahIM krtaa| dAdAzrI : Apa nahIM karate usameM harja nahIM hai, lekina ThAkura jI ko bhojana karavAte ho na?

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198 AptavANI-2 praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : kitane baje bhojana karavAte ho? praznakartA : subaha ATha baje bhojana karavAkara, sulAkara, phira prasAda lekara oNphisa jAtA huuN| dAdAzrI : phira dopahara ko khAnA khAte ho? praznakartA : bhUkha lage taba kahIM bhI khA letA huuN| dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina usa samaya ThAkura jI ko bhUkha lagI hai yA nahIM usakA patA lagAyA? praznakartA : vaha kisa taraha karU~? dAdAzrI : ve phira rote rahate haiM becAre! bhUkha lage to kyA kareMge? isalie Apa merA kahA huA eka kAma karoge? karoge yA nahIM karoge? praznakartA : z2arUra karU~gA, daadaa| dAdAzrI : to Apa jaba khAo na to usa samaya ThAkura jI ko yAda karake, arpaNa karake Apa khA lIjie, phira maiM khAU~gA, Apako bhUkha lagI hogI' aisA kahakara phira khaanaa| aisA karoge? aisA ho sake to hA~ kahanA aura nahIM ho sake to nA khnaa| praznakartA : lekina sAhaba, maiM ThAkura jI ko sulAkara AtA hU~ na! dAdAzrI : nA, sulA dete ho lekina bhUkhe rahate haiM na? isalie ve bolate nahIM haiM na! ve kitanI dera sote raheMge phira! isalie baiThate haiM aura so jAte haiM, phira baiThate haiM aura so jAte haiN| Apa aisI khurAka to nahIM khAte ho na, ki jo unake lie cale nhiiN| sAtvika khurAka hotI hai na? tAmasI khurAka ho to hameM nahIM khilAnA caahie| lekina sAtvika khurAka ho to Apa unase kahanA ki, 'lIjie, bhojana kara lIjie tthaakurjii|' itanA Apase ho sake aisA hai? to kabhI ThAkura jI Apake sAtha boleMge, ve khuza ho jAe~ge usa dina boleNge| kyoM nahIM boleMge? are, ye dIvAreM bhI

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vyavahArika sukha-duHkha kI samajha 199 bolatI haiM! sabhI bola par3eM aisA hai, isa jagat meM! bhagavAna ko roz2a nahalAte haiM, dhulAte haiM gunagune pAnI se nahalAte haiM, to kyA hamezA abolA hI rahanevAlA hai? koI vyakti zAdI karane jAe aura patnI lekara Ae aura vaha abolA le le, to phira kyA phAyadA? bole hI nahIM usakA kyA kare? yAnI bhagavAna bhI boleMge, yadi apanA bhAva hogA to boleNge| Apa yaha jo pUjA karate ho, vaha Apake ghara ke acche saMskAra haiN| praznakartA : maiM dUsare zahara jAtA hU~ to bhagavAna ko sAtha hI lekara jAtA huuN| dAdAzrI : bhagavAna ke binA to koI kriyA karanI hI nahIM caahie| vAstava meM to ThAkura jI yaha tAmasI khurAka lene ko manA karate haiM, lekina aba kyA kareM? bahata haA to abolA (kisI se bolacAla baMda karanA) le leMge, to bolanA baMda kara deMge, varnA vaiSNavajana ko to bAhara kA chUnA bhI nahIM cAhie, pAnI bhI nahIM pInA caahie| kitanA acchA pakkA vaiSNava kahalAtA hai ! mUrti ko nahalAtA hai, dhulAtA hai, vaha pakkA vaiSNava kahalAtA hai| lekina kyA kare? abhI saMyogoM ke hisAba se kisI ko Tokane jaisA nahIM hai| saMyogoM ke anusAra hotA hai na? isalie mUrti nahIM bolatI, varnA mUrti bolatI hai| yadi hara prakAra se unake niyamoM kA pAlana kare na, to kyoM nahIM boleMge? pItala kI mUrti hai yA sone kI? praznakartA : cA~dI kii| dAdAzrI : Aja to sone kI mUrti ho to bacce bAhara jAkara beca Ae~, Apako merI bAta pasaMda AI na? praznakartA : hA~, dAdA, bahuta pasaMda aaii| dAdAzrI : aba yadi bAhara khAnA khAoge na, taba bhI ThAkura jI ko khilAkara khAnA, usase ApakI z2ammedArI khatma ho jaaegii|

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rAga-dveSa praznakartA : rAga kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : jahA~ khuda nahIM hai vahA~ para 'maiM hU~' aisA bolanA, vahI sabase bar3A rAga, vahI janmadAtA hai / 'maiM caMdUlAla' vahI rAga hai, yaha rAga TUTA to sabhI rAga ttuutte| jise 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' vaha lakSya hai, usake sabhI rAga TUTa gae haiM aura jise 'maiM AcArya hU~, maiM kalakTara hU~' aisA bhAna hai, usake sabhI rAga khar3e haiM! ye to aise taMtIle ho gae haiM ki eka bAta Ter3hI kahI ho to A~khoM meM se z2ahara Tapakane lagatA hai / vItarAga kI bAta ko samajhe nahIM haiM / 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' vaha bhAna ho, taba sabhI rAga khar3e ho jAte haiM aura zuddhAtmA kA bhAna huA aura jahA~ para hai, vahA~ 'maiM hU~' bolatA hai, vaha rAga nahIM hai, lekina vItarAga kA lakSya hai| zuddhAtmA vItarAga hI hai, use lakSya meM rakhane se 'bAhara' kA rileTiva saba zuddha hotA jAtA hai| vItarAga kauna? 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha athavA 'dAdA' yAda Ae~, to vaha bhI vItarAga kA lakSya hai| vItarAga kauna? jJAnI meM jo prakaTa hue haiM, ve saMpUrNa vItarAga haiM! aura jJAnI ne diyA hai vaha lakSya hai, vaha saMpUrNa vItarAga kA lakSya hai / yaha g2az2aba kA pada Apako diyA hai ! praznakartA : mujhe mere beTe para bahuta rAga hotA hai, taba phira vaha kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : AtmA meM rAga nAma kA guNa hai hI nahIM, aura loga kahate haiM ki merA AtmA rAgI - dveSI hai| lekina yaha kyA hai ? isa deha meM ilekTrika baoNDI hai, isalie jaba milate-julate paramANu Ate haiM taba pUrI baoNDI lohacuMbaka kI taraha khi~ca jAtI hai / use loga kahate haiM ki, 'maiM khiMcA,' 'mujhe rAga ho rahA hai, ' lekina usameM AtmA z2arA sA bhI nahIM khiMcatA hai|

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rAga-dveSa 201 AtmA meM rAga nAma kA guNa hai hI nahIM, vaha to khuda vItarAga hI hai| vItarAga kyA kahate haiM ki yaha putalA jaise nAce, use jAno ki putalA kisa ora khiMcA aura kisa ora nahIM khiMcA? vItarAgoM kA yaha zuddha, nirmala mata hai aura vahI hamane Apako diyA hai| AtmasvarUpa hue binA chUTa nahIM paaeNge| gaccha matalaba cUlhA aura mata bhI cUlhA, to cUlhe meM koI par3atA hogA kyA? vaha to poijana kahalAtA hai| mata to sirpha AtmA ke lie hI honA cAhie, yaha to 'hamArA' aura 'ApakA' meM par3e haiN| bhagavAna to niSpakSapAtI mata ke haiM! rAga-dveSa, ve to AtmA kI vRtti ke sAmane AkarSaNa-vikarSaNa hai| AkarSaNa ke sAmane rukAvaTa Ae, vahA~ para dveSa hotA hai| praznakartA : rAga-dveSa sajAtIya aura vijAtIya ke kAraNa se haiM? dAdAzrI : lohacuMbaka jaisA hai| rAga bahuta alaga hI cIz2a hai| jIvita logoM ke prati jo AkarSaNa hotA hai, loga use rAga kahate haiM, lekina vaha vItarAgoM kI bhASA kA rAga nahIM hai| paramANuoM kA AkarSaNa hai, to use rAga kahate haiM aura vikarSaNa ko dveSa kahate haiN| eka bAra rAta ko hamAre muhalle kA eka pahacAnavAlA vyakti joroM se daur3atA-daur3atA jA rahA thaa| aba do sau kilo kA vaha borA rAste meM gira pdd'aa| isalie do-tIna bAra lur3haka gayA! use maiMne pUchA ki, 'bhAI, itanI rAta ko itanA daur3ate-daur3ate kyoM jA rahA hai?' to kahatA hai ki, 'jalebI lene daur3a rahA hU~! hama tAza khela rahe the, to eka janA zarta hAra gayA isalie dasa rupaye kI jalebI lene jA rahA huuN| dera ho gaI hai, vaha dukAna baMda na ho jAe, isalie daur3a rahA hU~!' / ____ jaba se khuda kA aura parAyA aise do bheda DAle, tabhI se rAga-dveSa khar3e hone lagate haiM, parAyA kahA to dveSa khar3A ho jAtA hai| yaha to masjida dekhe to acchA nahIM lagatA, ziva kA maMdira Ae to yaha hamArA nahIM, yaha parAyA hai, aisA kahate haiM taba taka dveSa khar3A rahatA hai aura sabhI jagaha apanA lage to rAga-dveSa miTate haiN| oNpaoNz2iTa meM jAe to oNpoz2izana nahIM rhtaa|

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202 AptavANI-2 kisI ko saTTe para rAga hotA hai aura kisI ko saTTe para dveSa hotA hai to rAgavAlA kahatA hai ki, 'saTTA acchA hai' aura dveSavAlA kahatA hai ki, 'saTTA burA hai' yaha dhaMdhA acchA nahIM hai| ye donoM ke vicAra haiN| taba yadi vaha oNpaeNz2izana meM se haTa jAe to oNpaeNz2izana nahIM rhegaa| strI ko chor3A, karor3oM rupaye chor3e, saba chor3akara jaMgala meM gae, phira bhI rAga-dveSa hote haiM, ho hI gayA na saba kAma! bAdhaka kauna hai? ajnyaan| rAga-dveSa to bAdhaka nahIM haiM, lekina ajJAna bAdhaka hai| vedAMtiyoM ne mala, vikSepa aura ajJAna nikAlane ko kahA hai aura jainoM ne rAga, dveSa aura ajJAna nikAlane ko kahA hai| ajJAna donoM meM kaoNmana hai, aura ajJAna kisakA? taba kahe, 'svarUpa kA ajnyaan|' vaha gayA to sabakucha calA jAtA hai| ajJAna nikAlane ke lie AtmA ke jJAnI kI z2arUrata hai| jahA~ rAga-dveSa haiM, vahA~ saMsAra hai| jahA~ rAga-dveSa nahIM haiM, phira bhale hI vaha rAjamahala meM raha rahA ho yA hoTala meM raha rahA ho, phira bhI vaha aparigrahI hai| aura koI guphA meM raha rahA ho, aura eka bhI parigraha nahIM dikhe, phira bhI use yadi rAga-dveSa ho to use bhagavAna ne parigrahI kahA hai| jisake rAga-dveSa jAe~ vaha vItarAga bana jAtA hai| 'maiM caMdU hU~' vaha parigraha hai| rAga-dveSa, vahI parigraha hai aura 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha aparigraha hai| Apako jJAna dene ke bAda ApakA jhagar3A ho rahA ho phira bhI rAgadveSa nahIM hote, yaha Azcarya hai na? ajJAnI ko jhagar3A nahIM huA ho phira bhI rAga-dveSa rahate haiN| jhagar3e se rAga-dveSa nahIM hote, lekina taMta rahe usakA nAma raag-dvess| praznakartA : taMta matalaba kyA, dAdA? dAdAzrI : tA~tA arthAt taMta (silsilaa)| patnI ke sAtha ApakA jhagar3A huA ho aura vaha subaha uThakara cAya kA kapa rakhate samaya z2arA pyAlA paTakakara rakhe to hama nahIM samajha jAe~ge ki abhI taka rAta ke jhagar3e kA taMta cala rahA hai? vaha taMta kahalAtA hai| jisakA taMta gayA vaha vItarAgI ho gayA! jisakA taMta TUTa gayA usake mokSa kI gAranTI hama lete haiM!

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rAga-dveSa 203 jahA~ ajJAna hai, vahA~ rAga-dveSa hai aura jahA~ jJAna hai, vahA~ vItarAgatA! praznakartA : koI cIz2a yAda AtI rahe to vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : yAda, vaha rAga-dveSa ke kAraNa hai| yadi yAda nahIM A rahA hotA to par3I huI gutthiyoM ko bhUla jaataa| Apako kyoM koI phaoNrenarsa yAda nahIM Ate aura mRta loga kyoM yAda Ate haiM? yaha hisAba hai aura yaha rAgadveSa ke kAraNa hai, usakA pratikramaNa karane se rAga-dveSa(lagAva) khatma ho jaaegaa| jisake Upara rAga hotA hai, vaha rAta ko bhI yAda AtA hai aura jisake Upara dveSa hotA hai, vaha bhI rAta ko yAda AtA hai| patnI para rAga karatA hai! lakSmI para rAga karatA hai! rAga to sirpha eka 'jJAnI' para hI karane jaisA hai| hameM rAga bhI nahIM hai aura dveSa bhI nahIM hai, hama to saMpUrNa vItarAga 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' vaha Aropita jagaha para rAga hai aura isalie anya jagaha para dveSa hai! isakA artha yaha hai ki svarUpa meM dveSa hai| niyama kaisA ki eka jagaha para rAga ho to usake sAmane dveSa avazya hotA hI hai, kyoMki rAga-dveSa, vaha dvaMdvaguNa hai| isalie vItarAga bana jAo, 'vItarAga,' vaha dvaMdvAtIta hai| bakhAna karane para rAga nahIM ho aura niMdA karane para dveSa nahIM ho, aisA honA caahie| yaha bakhAna karanA aura niMdA karanA, ye donoM eka hI mA~ ke beTe haiM, to phira unake sAtha judAI kisalie? isalie hama to bakhAna bhI kara sakate haiM aura niMdA bhI kara sakate haiN| una donoM meM mu~ha sila nahIM jAnA cAhie, mAtra bhAva meM pharka hai| bAkI donoM hI, bakhAna karanA (vakhANavU)-niMdA karanA (vakhoDavU) cAra akSara ke aura 'va' 'va' para se hI hai| niMdA nahIM karane kI kasama' khA leM, to kabhI na kabhI vaha chor3anI hI pdd'egii| vItarAgatA kahA~ hai? donoM meM hI, koI bakhAna kare yA badagoI kare phira bhI samadRSTi rahatI hai| hama nagnasatya bolate haiM, lekina bhAva meM samadRSTi hI rahatI hai| yaha bakhAna aura badagoI, Apako ina donoM ke sAtha nibhA

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204 AptavANI-2 lenA caahie| phira koI Apako donoM meM se eka bhI de to bhI Apako vaha chUegA nhiiN| bAhara yadi donoM samAna dikheMge to aMdara bhI donoM samAna dikheNge| sabhI pAye samAna to dikhane hI cAhie na! yadi palaMga ke cAroM pAye samAna nahIM hoM, taba use bhI AdhAra denA par3atA hai na? jabaki ye donoM to eka hI mA~ ke beTe haiM, to phira unameM bheda kyoM? isa dvaMdva ke kAraNa to jagat khar3A hai| bakhAnanA aura badagoI karanA, ye donoM dvaMdva hI haiN| donoM dvaMdvoM se dvaMdvAtIta honA par3egA, vItarAga honA pdd'egaa| pasaMda-nApasaMda meM se rAga-dveSa pasaMda aura nApasaMda, ye do bhAga haiN| pasaMda yAnI ThaMDaka aura nApasaMda yAnI akulAhaTa? yaha pasaMda AnevAlA yadi adhika pramANa meM ho jAe to vaha phira nApasaMda ho jAtA hai| Apako jalebI khUba bhAtI ho aura Apako roz2a ATha dina taka rAta-dina jalebI hI khilAte raheM to Apako kyA hogA? praznakartA : to phira vaha acchA nahIM lagegA, Uba jAe~ge usse| dAdAzrI : pasaMda-nApasaMda yadi eksesa ho jAe~ to ve rAga-dveSa meM pariNAmita hote haiM aura ve yadi sahaja hI raheM to kucha bAdhaka nahIM hotaa| kyoMki pasaMda-nApasaMda, vaha nokarma hai, halke karma haiM, gAr3ha nhiiN| unase kisI ko nukasAna nahIM hotaa| ye 'jJAnIpuruSa' bhI, yadi yahA~ para gaddI ho aura pAsa meM caTAI ho to ve gaddI para baiTheMge kyoMki viveka hai aura vaha sabhI ko mAnya hai| lekina koI kahe ki yahA~ se uThakara vahA~ baiThie to hama vaisA bhI kreNge| hameM bhI pasaMda-nApasaMda rahatA hai| Apa hameM yahA~ se uThAkara nIce biThAo to hama vahA~ lAika karake baiTha jAe~ge, hameM lAika-DislAika kA thor3A-bahuta pUrva paryAya hai| bAkI AtmA ko aisA nahIM hotaa| pasaMdanApasaMda vaha cetanatA kA phala nahIM hai| yaha sabjI z2arA kar3avI lage to turaMta hI nApasaMdagI ho jAtI hai, kyoMki vaha sAg2a-sabjI hai| jisameM pasaMda-nApasaMda lage, ve sabhI sabjI-bhAjI haiM, vaha cetanatA kA phala nahIM hai| 'dAdA' ko to kabhI kucha nApasaMda jaisA nahIM hotaa| 'dAdA' to subaha jAgate haiM taba bhI

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rAga-dveSa 205 aise aura sote samaya bhI aise ke aise hii| 'dAdA' kI niraMtara eka hI pariNati hotI hai! niraMtara AtmaramaNatA meM aura paramAnaMda meM hI hote haiM! rAga-dveSavAlI vANI kaisI hotI hai ki sage bhAI ko mAna se nahIM bulAte aura DaoNkTara ko 'Ao sAhaba, Ao sAhaba' karate haiM, kyoMki bhItara matalaba hotA hai ki kabhI kAma aaeNge| hamArI vANI vItarAga hotI hai| vItarAga vANI kyA kahatI hai ki, 'tU apanA kAma nikAla lenA, hameM tujhase koI kAma nahIM hai|' vItarAga vANI kAma nikAlakara nipaTArA lAne ko kahatI hai| 'mokSa hAtha meM lekara yahA~ se jA' aisA kahatI hai| dveSa se tyAga kiyA huA rAga se bhogatA hai jaba taka tujhe rAga-dveSa hai, taba taka tU vItarAga nahIM huA hai| yadi nIbU kA tyAga kiyA ho aura phira kisI bhojana meM bhUla se nIbU Dala gayA ho, to cir3ha jAtA hai| isakA artha yaha hai ki jisakA rAga se tyAga kiyA gayA ho use dveSa se bhugatanA par3atA hai aura jo dveSa se tyAgA ho use rAga se bhugatanA par3atA hai| kisIne bIr3I nahIM pIne kI kasama khAI ho aura use yadi bIr3I pilA de to use aisA ho jAtA hai ki merI kasama tuDavA dI, taba use bhItara kleza ho jAtA hai| rAga-dveSa se tyAga karanA yAnI kyA? ki eka cIz2a pasaMda ho phira bhI dveSa se tyAga kara detA hai ki mujhe yaha pasaMda nahIM hai, isake bAvajUda jaba vaha cIz2a sAmane AtI hai taba vApasa TesTa A jAtA hai| dveSa se tyAga karane jAe to rAga se bhogatA hai| yaha to sabhI ne rAga se tyAga diyA hai isalie dveSa se bhugatanA par3atA hai| jahA~ spardhA vahA~ dveSa jaba vyAkhyAna de rahe hoM, taba mahArAja ke rAga-dveSa nahIM dikhate, vItarAga jaise dikhate haiN| lekina mahArAja ke virodhI pakSavAle A jAe~ to bairabhAva dikhatA hai| are! yahA~ 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa bhI yadi eka pakSa ke mahArAja ke pAsa dUsare pakSa ke mahArAja Akara baiTheM to bhI unase sahana nahIM hotaa| abhI to jahA~-jahA~ spardhaka, vahA~-vahA~ dveSa hotA hai| jabaki dUsarI sabhI jagahoM para vItarAga rahatA hai, lekina yadi jAna jAe ki mere se U~ce

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AptavANI-2 pada para haiM, to dveSa ho jAtA hai| isalie hama kahate haiM na ki spardhArahita bananA hai| 206 do hIroM ke vyApArI hoM aura spardhaka baneM to dveSa ho jAtA hai, phira rAga bhI usI para hotA hai, taba vApasa cAya bhI pIte haiM sAtha meM baiThakara / jahA~ jJAna vahA~ vItarAga , bhagavAna rAga kise kahate haiM? 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, ' 'maiMne bhojana kiyA' use rAga kahate haiM aura 'maiM nirAhArI mAtra use jAnatA hU~,' vaha rAga nahIM hai / 'maiM aura merA' vahI rAga hai / ajJAna ke prati jo rAga hai, vahI 'rAga' aura jJAna ke prati rAga ho to vaha 'viitraag'| I ina sabhI ne rAga kA ulTA artha liyA hai / viSayoM para rAga ho, use ve rAga kahate haiM, lekina vaha to AkarSaNa guNa hai, Asakti hai| pUrA jagat 'rAga' meM pha~sA hai / Asakti matalaba AkarSaNa / ajJAna ke prati prema, vaha rAga aura jJAna ke prati prema, vaha vItarAga /

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baira yaha jagat kisase khar3A hai ? baira se / yadi bairabhAva gayA to sabakucha gyaa| yaha to baira se hI jagat khar3A hai, isalie hama samabhAva se phAiloM kA nikAla karane ko kahate haiM / aise nikAla karane se purAne baira kA nikAla ho jAtA hai, bAda meM nayA baira mata baaNdhnaa| do bhAI hoM, eka dina donoM ke mana judA ho jAe, to dUsare dina aura adhika judA ho jAe~ge / phira to dhIre-dhIre vaha bhAI nApasaMda ho jAegA aura phira to baira bNdhegaa| phira ve donoM kitane dina sAtha meM raheMge? deha ko bahuta paTAnA nahIM caahie| ye 'do bhAga' eka hote haiM, usI se to yaha jagat khar3A hai / loga kyA kahate haiM ki, 'maiM nahIM karatA, phira bhI kyoM ho jAtA hai?' yaha ekAkAra hone se daqhala ho jAtI hai, usameM phira gar3abar3a ho jAtI hai| usase holI to sulagI huI hI rahatI hai| yaha to do bhAga alaga ho gae phira bhale hI holI jale, hama to usake jJAtAdRSTA haiM I yaha grAhaka aura vyApArI ke bIca kA saMbaMdha to hotA hai na? aura vyApArI dukAna baMda kare to vaha saMbaMdha chUTa jAtA hai ? nahIM chUTatA / grAhaka to yAda rakhatA hai ki 'isa vyApArI ne mujhe aisA kiyA, aisA kharAba mAla diyA thaa|' loga to baira yAda rakhate haiM, usase phira isa janma meM bhale hI Apane dukAna baMda kara dI ho, lekina vaha agale janma meM kyA Apako chor3a degA? nahIM chor3egA, vaha to baira kA badalA lekara hI rahegA / isIlie bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, kisI bhI taraha se baira chor3o / hamAre eka pahacAnavAle rupaye udhAra lekara gae, phira vApasa dene hI nahIM aae| to hama samajha gae ki yaha baira se bA~dhA huA hogA, vaha bhale hI le gae aura Upara se hamane unheM kahA ki, 'tU aba hameM rupaye vApasa mata denA, tujhe chUTa hai|' ye paise

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AptavANI-2 chor3akara bhI yadi baira miTatA ho to miTAo / kisI bhI rAste baira chor3o, nahIM to eka hI vyakti ke sAtha kA baira bhaTakA degA / 208 inako kaise pahu~ca pAe~ge? ina para to yadi baMdUkeM calAe~ge to goliyA~ vyartha jAe~gI aisA hai! Upara se baira baMdhegA, vaha alaga / eka vyakti ke sAtha baira baMdhe to sAta janma bigAr3atA hai / vaha to aisA hI kahegA ki, 'mujhe to mokSa meM nahIM jAnA hai, lekina tujhe bhI maiM mokSa meM nahIM jAne dU~gA!' pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kA kamaTha ke sAtha ATha janma taka kaisA baira thA? vaha baira, jaba bhagavAna vItarAga hue, taba jAkara chUTA / kamaTha dvArA kie gae upasarga to bhagavAna hI sahana kara sakate the ! Aja ke iMsAnoM ke bUte kI bAta hI nahIM hai| pArzvanAtha bhagavAna para kamaTha ne agni barasAI, bar3e-bar3e patthara DAle, mUsalAdhAra bAriza barasAI, phira bhI bhagavAna ne sabakucha samatAbhAva se sahana kiyA aura Upara se AzIrvAda die aura baira dho ddaalaa| billI ko jaise cUhe kI sugaMdha AtI hai, vaise hI bairiyoM ko ekadUsare kI sugaMdha AtI hai, unheM usameM upayoga nahIM denA pdd'taa| isI taraha jaba pArzvanAtha bhagavAna nIce dhyAna meM baiThe the, taba kamaTha deva Upara se (AkAza mArga se) jA rahe the| unheM nIce dRSTi nahIM DAlanI thI phira bhI nIce par3I aura phira to bhagavAna para upasarga kie| bar3e-bar3e patthara DAle, agni barasAI, mUsalAdhAra varSA kI, sabakucha kiyA / taba dharaNendra deva ki jinake Upara bhagavAna kA pUrva janma kA upakAra thA, unhoMne avadhijJAna meM yaha saba dekhA aura Akara bhagavAna ke sira para chatra banakara rakSaNa kiyA ! aura deviyoM ne bhI padmakamala kI racanA karake bhagavAna ko uThA liyA ! aura bhagavAna to itanA sabakucha huA phira bhI dhyAna meM hI rahe! unheM ghora upasarga karanevAle bairI kamaTha ke prati kiMcit mAtra dveSa nahIM huA aura upakArI dharaNendra deva aura deviyoM ke prati kiMcit mAtra rAga nahIM huA / aise vItarAga pArzvanAtha bhagavAna khullI vItarAga mudrA meM sthita dikhate haiM ! unakI vItarAgatA khullI dikhatI hai ! g2az2aba kI vItarAgatA meM rahe the / caubIsoM tIrthaMkaroM kI mUrtiyoM meM vItarAga ke darzana ke lie pArzvanAtha bhagavAna kI mUrti g2az2aba kI hai !

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209 Aja to ina logoM ko sahana karane ko kucha bhI nahIM hai, phira bhI roz2a rote rahate haiM! sArI jiMdagI kA lekhA-jokhA nikAle to bhI mahAna puruSoM ke eka dina ke duHkha ke barAbara bhI nahIM hogA, phira bhI rote rahate haiM! hameM niraMtara jJAna meM dikhatA hai ki jagat ke loga baira se hI baMdhe hue haiM, aura isIlie to ceharA araMDI kA tela pIyA ho aisA dikhatA hai ! baira se kleza hotA hai| pArzvanAtha bhagavAna ko yadi thor3A bhI pahacAna lo to vItarAgatA ke aMkura phUTeMge, lekina pahacAneMge kisa taraha? sA~pavAle pArzvanAtha aura siMhavAle mahAvIra svAmI! loga to Ama ko isa prakAra pahacAnate haiM ki yaha ratnAgiri hai yA vlsaadd'ii| lekina unheM bhagavAna kI pahacAna nahIM ho pAtI! aba inheM kaise pahu~ca pAe~? sukhI hone kA mArga yahI hai ki kisI ko bhI hama se du:kha na ho! hameM rAta ko bAhara se AnA ho to hamAre bUTa kI AvAz2a se kuttA jAga nahIM jAe, isalie hama sa~bhalakara calate the| kutte kI bhI nIMda to hotI hai na! usa becAre ko bistara-vistara to, rAma terI mAyA! to use zAMti se sone bhI nahIM denA cAhie? ___lAkha rupaye udhAra die hoMge to koI Apake pAsa nahIM AegA, lekina koI mA~ga rahA hogA, udhAra hogA, to vaha Apake pAsa mA~gatA huA aaegaa| aura udhAra kisakA hai? rivenja kA udhAra hai| yaha to rAga huA aura usameM se hI baira kA udhAra hotA hai| aura usake bAda phira se rAga hotA hai| aura usameM phira se baira baMdhatA hai| yahI saMsAra kI paraMparA hai| vItarAga jAnate the ki, saMsAra kI itanI kar3hAiyoM meM talA jAegA, usake bAda mokSa hogaa| vItarAga mokSa meM le jAe~ge, yaha bhAna ho jAe, usake bAda phira hala A jAtA hai| vItarAga ke pAsa to sirpha mokSa milatA hai, aura kucha nahIM miltaa| dhat tere kI! yaha jalebI jar3a aura tU cetana, to itanI sI jalebI isa do sau kilo ko khIMcatI kaise haiM? yaha bhI Azcarya hai na?

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saMga asara dAdAzrI : satsaMga kise kahate haiM? praznakartA : Izvara ke ghara kI acchI bAteM hoM, use satsaMga kahate thic dAdAzrI : Izvara ko to jAnA nahIM ki ve kauna haiM aura kauna nahIM, usake binA kisa taraha unakI bAteM ho pAe~gI? satsaMga to bahuta prakAra ke haiN| pustakeM Adi kA ArAdhana karate haiM vaha bhI satsaMga hai| saMtapuruSa kA saMga bhI satsaMga hai, satpuruSa kA saMga kare, vaha bhI satsaMga hai aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA saMga, vaha bhI satsaMga hai aura phira aMta meM vItarAga kA saMga, vaha bhI satsaMga kahalAtA hai| lekina una sabhI ke prakAra meM pharka hai| saMtapuruSa kise kahate haiM? jinakA citta nirmala ho cukA hai, ve sNtpuruss| saMtapuruSa ko nija ke svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM hotaa| jinheM nija svarUpa kA bhAna hotA hai, jinheM hama svarUpa kA jJAna dete haiM, ve satpuruSa kahalAte haiM, aura usase Age haiM 'jJAnIpuruSa' jo ki mukti dete haiM, jo mokSa kA dAna de sakate haiM, ve mokSadAtA puruSa haiM aura unase bhI Age vItarAga haiM jinake darzana mAtra se mokSa ho jAtA hai, ve vItarAga bhagavAna! jJAnIpuruSa, ve khuda sat haiM isalie unakA saMga vaha satsaMga, aura use bhagavAna ne paramahaMsa kI sabhA kahA hai| yahA~ to riyala kI hI bAta hotI hai| jisa taraha haMsa coMca Dubote hI nIra aura kSIra ko alaga kara detA hai, usI taraha 'jJAnIpuruSa' se jJAna milate hI AtmA aura anAtmA donoM alaga hI ho jAte haiN| isalie use bhagavAna ne paramahaMsa kI sabhA kahA

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saMga asara hai| jahA~ AtmA kI, daraasala AtmA kI bAteM nahIM haiM, phira bhI dharma kI bAteM hotI haiM, rileTiva dharma kI bAteM hotI haiM, vaha haMsa kI sabhA hai| usa jagaha hitAhita ke bAre meM batAte haiM, ve zubha kA cArA carate haiM aura ve kabhI na kabhI mokSa paaeNge| jahA~ para samajhadAra loga ikaTThe nahIM hote aura jahA~ loga kevala vAda-vivAda hI karate rahate haiM, eka-dUsare kI sunane ko taiyAra hI nahIM haiM, usa sabhA ko kauoM kI sabhA kahA gayA hai| haMsa kI sabhA meM to anaMta janmoM se baiThate Ae haiM, lekina yadi eka janma paramahaMsa kI sabhA meM baiThegA to mukti mila jAegI / paramahaMsa kI sabhA meM AtmA aura paramAtmA kI, do hI bAteM hotI haiM aura yahA~ to niraMtara devI-devatA bhI hAz2ira rahate haiN| hara eka jIva mAtra ko AtmajJAna kI hI icchA aMtima hai| loga tapa aura tyAga kara-karake mara gae, lekina bhagavAna milate nahIM / jisakI bhAvanA saccI hotI hai, usakI hI bhagavAna se bheMTa hotI hai / yahA~ hamAre pAsa jo cIz2a cAhie vaha milatI hai / jahA~ sabhI prakAra ke khulAse hote haiM, vaha parama stsNg| hamArA ilakAba (padavI) kyA hai, patA hai? hama mokSadAtA puruSa haiM, Apa jo mA~go vaha hama dete haiM! Apako kAma nikAlanA AnA cAhie ! I abhyudaya aura AnuSaMgika phala 211 kavirAja ne gAyA hai : 'satsaMga hai puNya saMcAlita, cAhU~ abhyudaya AnuSaMgika / ' 'jJAnIpuruSa' se mileM, tabhI se do phala milate haiM : eka 'abhyudaya' yAnI saMsAra meM abhyudaya hotA jAtA hai, saMsAra phala milatA hai aura dUsarA 'AnuSaMgika' yAnI mokSaphala milatA hai| donoM phala sAtha meM milate haiN| yadi donoM phala sAtha meM nahIM mileM to ve 'jJAnIpuruSa' nahIM haiN| yaha to, behisAba ovaraDrAphTa haiM isalie dikhatA nahIM hai / yaha satsaMga karate ho, isalie ve ovaraDrAphTa pUre hoMge hii| yahA~ sirpha mokSaphala hI nahIM hai, yadi aisA hotA taba to eka kapar3A bhI pahanane ko nahIM miltaa| lekina nahIM, mokSaphala aura saMsAraphala donoM sAtha meM hote haiN|

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AptavANI-2 rAjA ke vahA~ sarvisa taya ho jAe aura rAjA se milane jAe~ to dRSTiphala milatA hai| naukarI kI tanaqhvAha milatI hai, vaha sevAphala, lekina dRSTiphala yAnI rAjA kI dRSTi par3e aura ve bhAI se pUcheM ki, 'Apa kahA~ rahate ho?' aisA jAnane ke bAda use rahane ke lie acchI jagaha mila jAtI hai, vaha dRssttiphl| sirpha rAjA kI dRSTi se aisA phala mile to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI dRSTi se kyA nahIM mila sakatA ? rAjA to adhUrA hai, use to rAjya bar3hAne kA lAlaca hai, jabaki ye to 'jJAnIpuruSa' haiM, jo saMpUrNa nirIcchaka dazA meM baratate haiM! aura unakI dRSTi kA phala to kaisA hotA hai ? yahA~ satsaMga meM AyA, to yahA~ se vaha avazya dRSTiphala lekara hI jAtA hai| sevAphala meM to rAjA se DhAI sau rupaye milate haiM / rAjA ko vaMdana karake AyA isIlie to dRSTiphala milatA hai| 212 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke darzana kie usase to sabase bar3A phala, abhyudaya aura AnuSaMgika milate haiM aura usase to uccatama prakAra kI zAMti rahatI hai / saMsAra ke vighna bAdhaka nahIM hote aura mokSa kA kAma hotA hai, donoM sAtha meM hI hote haiM / 1 yadi vItarAga bhagavAna ke darzana karanA Ae, to bhale hI ve mUrti haiM, phira bhI abhyudaya aura AnuSaMgika phala milatA hai| lekina vaha darzana karanA to 'jJAnIpuruSa' samajhAe~ taba AtA hai| varnA kisI ko AtA nahIM hai n| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to mUrtAmUrta haiM / isalie unake darzana se to abhyudaya aura AnuSaMgika donoM phala milate haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke darzana ke lie to koTi janmoM ke puNya kA ceka bhunAnA par3atA hai / haz2AroM sAloM meM 'jJAnIpuruSa' prakaTa hote haiM, aura usameM bhI ye to 'akrama jJAnI, ' yAnI koI japa-tapa nahIM aura binA mehanata ke mokSa ! 'jJAnIpuruSa' se dRSTiphala milatA hai aura usase mokSaphala milatA hai aura sevAphala se saMsAra kA abhyudaya hotA hai / yahA~ sevA meM parama vinaya rahe, vahI sevA / yahA~ 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko koI kamI hai? ve kisI cIz2a ke bhikhArI ( icchuka ) nahIM hote / phUla se vinaya, vahI sevA ! jinheM sAMsArika ar3acaneM hoM, ve 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko phUla car3hAe~ to ar3acaneM dUra ho jAtI haiN| bhagavAna ne bhAvapUjA aura dravyapUjA donoM sAtha meM rakhI haiN| T

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saMga asara 213 phUla tor3akara Apa sUMgho yA aura koI upayoga karo to usase ApakA utanA hI nukasAna hai, lekina yadi kevala tor3A hI ho to tor3ane kA hI nukasAna hai| lekina yadi bhagavAna ko car3hAne ke lie phUla tor3e haiM to vizeSa fAyadA hogaa| abhyudaya aura AnuSaMgika, bhAvapUjA ke ye do phala haiN| mokSa meM bhI le jAtA hai aura sAtha meM vaibhava bhI rahatA hai| saMsArI ko dravyapUjA karanI hai, aura AtmajJAniyoM ko sirpha bhAvapUjA hI karanI hotI hai| lekina isa kAla meM isa kSetra se mokSa nahIM hai, isalie abhI to do-tIna janma zeSa hone ke kAraNa dravyapUjA aura bhAvapUjA donoM karanI caahie| ___ bhagavAna mahAvIra the taba abhyudaya aura AnuSaMgika, ye donoM zabda the aura unake phala milate the| phira to ve zabda, zabda hI raha ge| yadi AnuSaMgika phala mile to abhyudaya phala sahajarUpa se milatA hI hai| abhyudaya, vaha to bAya proDakTa hai| jisane aMtima sTeja kI ArAdhanA kI, AtmA kA ArAdhana kiyA, use bAya proDakTa meM jisa cIz2a kI z2arUrata hotI hai vaha avazya pUrNa hotI hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' mileM aura sAMsArika abhyudaya nahIM ho to sAdhu bana jaaegaa| yahA~ 'satsaMga' meM baiThe-baiThe karma ke bojha kama hote jAte haiM aura bAhara to nire karma ke bojha bar3hate hI rahate haiN| nirI ulajhaneM hI haiN| hama Apako gAranTI dete haiM ki jitanA samaya yahA~ satsaMga meM baiThoge utane samaya taka Apake kAma-dhaMdhe meM kabhI bhI nukasAna nahIM hogA aura lekhA-jokhA nikAloge to patA calegA ki phAyadA hI huA hai| yaha satsaMga, yaha kyA koI aisA-vaisA satsaMga hai? kevala AtmA hetu hI jo samaya nikAle, use saMsAra meM nukasAna kahA~ se hogA? sirpha phAyadA hI hogaa| lekina aisA samajha meM Ae, taba kAma hogA na? yahA~ satsaMga meM kabhI kisI samaya aisA kAla A jAtA hai ki yahA~ para jo baiThA ho, usakA to eka lAkha sAla kA devagati kA AyuSya baMdha jAtA hai yA phira mahAvideha kSetra meM janma letA hai! isa satsaMga meM baiThe to yahA~ para AnA yoM hI bekAra nahIM jaataa| yaha to kaisA suMdara kAla AyA hai! bhagavAna ke samaya meM satsaMga meM jAnA ho to paidala calate-calate jAnA par3atA thA jabaki Aja to basa yA Trena meM baiThe ki turaMta

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214 AptavANI-2 hI satsaMga meM AyA jA sakatA hai| aise kAla meM yaha svarUpajJAna mila jAe taba to phira kAma hI nikAla lenA hai na! AtmAnubhavI puruSa kahIM para haiM hI nahIM aura kabhI jaba aise puruSa prakaTa hoM taba to kAma nikAla hI lenA caahie| AtmAnubhavI puruSa ke alAvA anya kisI kI vANI dila ko ThaMDaka denevAlI nahIM hotI hai, aura hogI bhI nahIM! isa varlDa meM yaha eka hI riyala satsaMga hai aura anya sabhI jagaha para to rileTiva hai| aura kucha na kucha cAhie hI hotA hai| vaha lakSmI kA bhikhArI hotA hai, nahIM to viSayoM kA bhikhArI hotA hai, nahIM to mAna yA ziSya banAne kA bhikhArI hotA hai| yadi dukAna para borDa lagAyA ho ki 'krodha kI dukAna' aura vahA~ zAMti khojane jAo to dina badaleMge? nahIM bdleNge| isalie dukAnadAra se pahale pUcha lenA aura pakkA kara lenaa| guru jI se kaheM ki, 'Apa kaheM to chaha mahIne-bAraha mahIne baiThe rahane ko taiyAra hU~ lekina yadi mujhe mokSa mila rahA ho to, mukti mila rahI ho to, merI sArI hI ciMtAe~ calI jAe~ to, varnA maiM dUsarI dukAna kI khoja kruuN|' anaMta janmoM se ina taraha-taraha kI dukAnoM meM kizteM hI jamA karavAte Ae haiM na! phira bhI mokSa to milA hI nhiiN| isalie guru jI se kaheM ki, 'yadi mokSa de sakate haiM to maiM kizteM jamA krvaauuN|' aise thor3A cher3a kara dekhane meM koI hiMsA nahIM ho jaatii| aura phira yadi guru jI gusse ho jAe~ to samajha lenA cAhie ki hameM turaMta hI javAba mila gayA! isa dukAna meM to mokSa mile, aisA hai hI nhiiN| phira bhI guru jI ko khuza karake, sau-do sau rupaye kharca karake, itane se hI pUrA ho gayA, aisA samajhakara nikala jaanaa| satsaMga, vaha kisalie hai? sabhI ke samAdhAna ke lie, Apake paz2ala solva karane ke lie hai| mokSa kA mArga jAnane ke lie hai! kusaMga, to duHkha lAtA hai do prakAra ke saMga : eka kusaMga aura dUsarA stsNg| satsaMga meM Ane se prakAza hotA hai, jalana baMda kara detA hai aura kusaMga jalana khar3I karatA hai| paTAkhe (havAI kA bArUda) havA meM uchAleM, taba dhotI jalatI haiM aura

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saMga asara jalA detI hai, vaisA hI isa kusaMga kA hai isalie kusaMga ko pratyakSa agni smjhnaa| inase parahez2a rakhanA hai, parahez2a rakheM to roga phira se utpanna nahIM hotaa| hoTala meM khAnA, ve kharAba paramANu haiM, vaha kusaMga hai / isa jagat meM kucha bhI jAnabUjhakara nahIM kaTatA hai, anajAne meM kaTa jAtA hai / isalie saceta rhnaa| 215 pUrA saMsAra kusaMga svarUpa hai aura phira kaliyuga kA prabhAva ! satsaMga se kusaMga ke paramANu nikala jAte haiM aura naye zuddha paramANu praviSTa hote haiM / satsaMga kiyA aisA kaba kahalAtA hai ki jahA~ sabhI duHkha jAe~ taba, yadi duHkha nahIM jAe~ taba to kusaMga kiyA khlaaegaa| cAya meM cInI DAleM to mIThI hI lagegI na? satsaMga se sarvasva duHkha jAte haiM / kusaMga ke kAraNa duHkha milate haiM / kusaMga duHkha bhejatA hai aura satsaMga sukha detA hai aura yahA~ kA yaha satsaMga to mokSa detA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' pUre jagat meM se niSThA, jagat meM bhaTakatI vRttiyoM ko uThAkara brahma meM baiThA dete haiN| aura kAma ho jAtA hai / yaha to mukti kA dharma hai| 'hama' 'svarUpajJAna' deM to niraMtara khuda kA svarUpa hI yAda rahatA hai| nahIM to kisI ko khuda kA svarUpa yAda hI nahIM rhe| lekina prakaTa 'jJAnIpuruSa, ' ve dIpaka jalA deM to sAkSAtkAra ho jAtA I kusaMga se pApa ghusatA hai aura phira vaha pApa kATatA hai| yadi phurasata meM ho aura koI kusaMga mila jAe to phira kusaMga se niMdA meM par3atA hai aura niMdA ke dAg2a par3a jAte haiN| ye sAre duHkha haiM, ve usI ke haiN| hameM kisI ke bAre meM bolane kA kyA adhikAra hai ? hameM apanA dekhanA hai / koI duHkhI ho yA sukhI, lekina hameM usake sAtha kyA lenA-denA? ye loga to yadi rAjA ho, to usakI bhI niMdA karate haiN| khuda ko kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hotA, aisI parAI bAta ! Upara se dveSa aura IrSyA, aura usI ke duHkha haiM I bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki vItarAga bana jA / tU hai hI vItarAga, ye rAga- - dveSa kisalie? tU nAma meM par3egA, tabhI rAga- - dveSa haiM na? aura anAmI ho jAegA to vItarAga ho gayA !

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216 AptavANI-2 bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki, 'jaba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' nahIM milate, taba taka tU jisa tAlAba meM par3A ho usI tAlAba meM par3A rahanA, aura kisI tAlAba meM jAnA hI mt| aura kisI tAlAba meM tairane jAegA to kIcar3a meM ghusatA jAegA, aura vApasa usa tAbAla ke kIcar3a ke dAg2a lgeNge| jJAnI mileM to usa tAlAba meM se jaldI se bAhara nikala jaanaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to sabhI tAlAboM kA tU mAlika bana jAegA aura terA kAma bana jAegA, tujhe tAlAba meM se tAra leNge| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke saMga se jJAnI kA 'puTa' car3ha jAtA hai| yadi hIMga kA puTa kisI patIle meM laga jAe to chaha mahIne ke bAda bhI usa patIle meM khIra pakAe~ to vaha bigar3a jAtI hai| yadi hIMga ke puTa kA asara chaha mahIne taka rahatA ho to yadi kusaMga kA puTa car3he, taba to Apake anaMta kAla bigAr3a DAlegA, aisA hai| isI taraha satsaMga kA puTa bhI utanA hI rahatA hai, lekina satsaMga jyAdA samaya taka milanA caahie| yadi yaha eka hI zabda aMdara ghusA ki, 'are, yaha duniyA calAne ke lie aisA to karanA hI cAhie,' to ho gayA! saMskAra bigar3e binA raheMge hI nhiiN| ye saMskAra to kaba bigar3a jAe~, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| yaha jJAna ho, tabhI saMskAra Tikate haiN| koI saMtapuruSa hoM jo dUdha kA vyApAra karate hoM aura pUrI jiMdagI saMtapuruSa kI taraha rahe hoM aura unheM koI vyakti mila jAe aura kahe, 'are dekha to sahI, terA par3osI kitanA kamAtA hai aura tU to bilkula aisA hI rhaa|' taba saMtapuruSa pUchatA hai, 'usane kisa taraha kamAyA?' taba vaha vyakti javAba detA hai, 'dUdha meM pAnI DAlakara hI to na,' aura yaha eka hI zabda usake aMdara utara jAe to basa ho cukaa| isa eka hI zabda se usakI sArI jiMdagI ke sabhI saMskAroM para pAnI phira jAtA hai| apane ko viSaya meM nahIM par3anA ho to bhI loga DAla dete haiN| yaha to saMgadoSa se hai sArA, yadi acchA saMga mile to kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| yaha to acche saMga se gulAba milate haiM aura kusaMga se kA~TeM milate haiN| koI

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saMga asara 217 z2abaradastI dArU pilAe to nahIM pIne ke lie tAyaphA (jAna-bUjhakara kisI ko parezAna karane ke lie kiyA gayA phaz2ItA,nATaka) karanA par3atA hai| kaha denA ki DaoNkTara ne manA kiyA hai yA phira kahanA ki ghara meM hI nahIM ghusane deNge| isa taraha jaise-taise karake use TAla denA caahie| kusaMga se to dUra hI bhle| vItarAga' bhagavAna kitane pakke hoMge, ve samajha bUjha kara mukta ho ge| jinase dhUpa kA du:kha sahana nahIM hotA, ve kIcar3a meM par3e hue haiN| bhagavAna to kahate haiM ki, 'yahA~ garmI meM tape to bhI acchA, kIcar3a meM jA girA taba to ho cukA!' tapA huA to phira kabhI na kabhI ThaMDA hogA, lekina kIcar3avAlA kaba chUTegA? eka bAra kIcar3a meM girA phira to kaSAyoM kA saMgrahasthAna khar3A ho hI jAtA hai, lekina agara dhUpa meM tape to kaSAya to halke par3eMge! yaha to, agara kisI kIcar3a meM par3e hue kI saMgata ho jAe, taba usase to agara apane kaSAya kama hoM, phira bhI sAmanevAle ke kaSAya apane meM A jAte haiN| eka bAra kIcar3a meM giro to phira bahuta bhArI pratikramaNa kara denA cAhie ki aba phira se nahIM giruuNgaa| lekina ve mithyAtvI ke saMga meM par3A taba to, vaha kaSAyI hotA hai, aura usase apane meM kaSAya khar3e hue binA raheMge? satsaMga niraMtara mAratA rahe vaha acchA, lekina kusaMga roz2AnA dAlacAvala-laDDU khilAe to bhI kAma kA nhiiN| eka hI ghaMTA kusaMga mile to kitane hI kAla ke satsaMga ko jalA detA hai| ina jaMgala ke per3oM ko bar3A karane meM paccIsa sAla lagate haiM, lekina unheM jalAne meM kitanI dera lagatI hai? 'jJAnIpuruSa' to kitanA kara sakate haiM? roz2a jatana karake jaMgala meM paudhe ugAte haiM aura jatana karake bar3e karate haiN| unheM phira satsaMga rUpI pAnI pilAte haiN| lekina kusaMga rUpI agni ko una paudhoM ko jalAne meM kitanI dera? sabase bar3A puNya to kusaMga nahIM mile, vaha hai| kusaMgI kyA apane ko aisA kahate haiM ki hamAre Upara bhAva rakho? unake sAtha to dUra se hI 'khir3akI meM se hI jaya zrI kRSNa' kahanA caahie| saccidAnaMda saMga kyA nahIM kara sakatA? kevalajJAna kI prApti karavAtA hai!

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218 AptavANI-2 prakaTa jJAnI kA satsaMga 'dAdA' kA yaha saMga, yaha satsaMga to zuddhAtmA kA saMga hai, sabase aMtima saMga yahA~ diyA jAtA hai| kevalajJAna ke alAvA anya kucha bhI nahIM diyA jaataa| lekina yaha kAla aisA hai na ki 360 DigrI taka kI pUrNatA taka jAne nahIM detaa| jJAna to vahI kA vahI hai, lekina jo pravartana rahanA cAhie, kAla ke kAraNa vaha raha nahIM paataa| isa jJAna meM hamane jo dekhA hai, vaha hakIkata hamAre pAsa hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kabhI mila jAe~, taba jo pUchanA ho vaha pUcha lenaa| taba yadi khuda kA kAma nahIM nikAla le to kisa kAma kA? 'jJAnIpuruSa' yAnI jinheM kucha bhI jAnanA zeSa nahIM hai| satsaMga yAnI 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA vyavahAra dekhane ke lie ikaTThe honA, vhii| praznakartA : kyA mukti ke lie bhakti karanI cAhie? dAdAzrI : bhakti to yadi muktimArga ke sAdhanoM ke sAtha bhakti kareM to mukti ke lie sAdhana milate haiN| jo kisI bhI cIz2a kA icchuka ho, usakA satsaMga mokSa ke lie kisI kAma kA nahIM hai, devagati ke lie aisoM kA satsaMga kAma AtA hai| mokSa ke lie to jo kisI bhI cIz2a kA icchuka nahIM hai, usakA satsaMga karanA caahie| vyavasthita se hameM kaha denA hai ki, 'satsaMga ke lie rAhata denA,' to vaha vaisA kara degA aura agara hama nahIM kaheMge to nahIM kregaa| bhItara to apAra sukha chalakatA hai, lekina bAhara to dekho sukha ke lie lUTa macAte haiM, aura vaha bhI kapaTa se| kucha bhI karake satsaMga meM hI par3e rahane jaisA hai aura nahIM to ghara para par3e rahane jaisA hai, lekina eka kSaNa bhI kusaMga ko chUne jaisA nahIM hai| vaha to viSa svarUpa hai|

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saMga asara 219 apanI mehanata vyartha nahIM jAe, dina vyartha nahIM bIteM aura satsaMga meM rahA jA sake aisA karanA caahie| 'isa' satsaMga kI adhikatA rahI to kAma ho gyaa| pUre jagat para kusaMga kA dabAva hai| maMdira yA upAzraya meM nahIM jA pAte, vyAkhyAna meM nahIM jA pAte aura usake lie kar3hApA-ajaMpA bhI karate haiM ki jAne kI bahuta icchA hai| maMdira meM bhI nahIM jA paate| kAraNa kyA hai? kyoMki kusaMga kI bharamAra meM hai isalie vaha jAne nahIM detA aura apane yahA~ to satsaMga kI hI bharamAra aura kaise jagat vismRta rahatA hai! sabhI kucha anivArya hai, lekina jisake lie satsaMga anivArya ho, vaha to g2az2aba kA puNyazAlI kahalAtA hai aura phira vApasa Apako alaukika satsaMga mila rahA hai| bAhara sabhI jagaha jagat meM anivArya rUpa se kusaMga hI hai| aba anivArya rUpa se satsaMga AyA hai, anivArya satsaMga aura vaha bhI ghara baiThe AtA hai! satsaMga meM cala-vicala hue to bhArI jokhimadArI A pdd'egii| vyavahAra meM cala-vicalapana clegaa| isa dharma meM to agara cala-vicala huA to AtmA kho degA, AvaraNa laaegaa| jagat kA niyama hai ki jahA~ roz2AnA satsaMga hotA ho vahA~ dasa-paMdraha dinoM meM vaha purAnA lagatA hai| lekina isa jagaha para, jahA~ paramAtmA prakaTa hue haiM, vahA~ sau sAla baiTho phira bhI satsaMga nitya anokhA lagatA hai, roz2aroz2a nayA lagatA hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'jahA~ parama jyoti prakaTa huI hai, vahA~ satsaMga krnaa|' bAhara to dhotI pA~ca dina pahanate haiM, aura phira aisA lagatA hai ki Uba ge| bAhara to bodha vAsita lagatA hai, vaasnaamy| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'jahA~ tIrthaMkara yA AtmajJAnI hote haiM, vahA~ bodha nirvAsanika hotA hai|' bAkI, unake bAda to bodha vAsita hI hotA hai| kiMcit mAtra bhI jinheM saMsAra kI vAsanA hai vaha bodha vAsita kahalAtA hai, vAsanAvAlA bodha kahalAtA hai| jo aisA bodha de, use khuda ko saMsAra meM bar3e banane kI vAsanA rahatI hai| jJAnI nahIM hoM, taba taka vAsanAvAle bodha kA AdhAra rahatA hai, yAnI ki vAsita bodha kA AdhAra rahatA hai| lekina jJAnI hoM, taba nirvAsanika bodha kA AdhAra rahatA hai, aura usI se mokSa hotA hai| yahA~

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220 AptavANI-2 satsaMga meM mahAtmA eka-dUsare kA kAma karate haiM, lekina abheda bhAva se, khuda kA hI ho vaise| yaha bAhara kA bodha 'bAsI' nahIM hai lekina 'vAsita' hai| bAsI to dera se bhI paca jAtA hai, lekina yaha to vaasnaavaalaa| jahA~ vAsanA nahIM hotI, vahA~ mokSa hotA hai| vAsanA bodha do prakAra ke haiN| dUsaroM ke lie vAsanA kare, use acchA kahA hai lekina yadi khuda ke lie kare to usake lie to bhagavAna ne bhI manA kiyA hai| jo sacce dila se vyAkhyAna sunane jAe~ unheM abhyudaya phala milatA hai| sacce dila se sunanevAle vyAkhyAnakAroM kI bhUla nahIM nikAlate aura vyAkhyAna denevAle kI sacce dila se mahAvIra bhagavAna kI AjJA pAlana karane kI icchA hai na! sacce dila se sunane kI icchA, usakA mela kaba baiThegA? ki kabhI bhI bhUla nahIM nikAle tb| yaha to ovaravAiz2a ho gayA haiM, isalie bhUleM nikAlatA hai| bAhara bhale hI kaisA bhI satsaMga ho, buddhi ko kitanA bhI samajhAe~ ki zraddhA rakha,' lekina buddhi kitanA mAnatI hai? vahA~ para mana, buddhi saba alaga ho jAte haiN| jabaki yahA~ to buddhi khuda hI zraddhA rakhatI hai| manabuddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra cAroM eka ho jAte haiN| jahA~ sabhI ekamata ho jAe~, vahIM para mokSa khar3A hai| ina 'dAdA' ke lie kavi kyA gAte haiM? 'paramArthe satsaMga detA, potAnA paisA kharacI jagahite gALI kAyA, jotA nA ThaMDI grmii|' ye loga bhI kahA~ sardI-garamI dekhate haiM? mA~ cAra baje uThakara beTe ke lie pohe banAkara nAztA banAtI hai| vaha kahegI ki, 'mere beTe ko skUla jAnA hai isalie banA rahI hU~, bacce ko subaha nAztA to cAhie na?' taba baccA kahegA, 'roz2a-roz2a kyA yahI kA yahI banAtI ho?'

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saMga asara 221 ye dekho, loga bhI kahIM sardI-garmI dekhate haiM? phira bhI kiyA huA sabhI vyartha jAtA hai, sArI zakti ulTe rAste vyartha kharca ho rahI hai| na to mokSa kA kAma hotA hai aura na hI saMsAra kA kAma hotA hai| ghara meM bhI koI yaza nahIM detA, aura Upara se kaheMge ki, 'yaha to aisI hai, yaha to vaisI hai!' nire apayaza kI hI poTaliyA~ milatI rahatI haiM! satsaMga meM, 'dAdA' ke parama satsaMga meM jAne ko mana hotA rahatA hai, ise aMtarAya TUTane kI zurUAta honA kahA jAegA aura vahA~ jAne meM harakatarukAvaTa nahIM Ae, use aMtarAya TUTa cuke haiM, aisA kahA jaaegaa| yahA~ satsaMga meM baiThakara jo kucha parivartana huA lagatA hai vaha vistAra se samajha lenA cAhie, aura vahI puruSArtha hai| jJAna poinTa Tu poinTa dhIredhIre samajha lenA caahie| satsaMga karate hue sabase AsAna rAstA yaha hai ki dAdA ko rAjI rakhanA, vh| yadi 'hamArA' saMga nahIM mile to hamAre vAkyoM kA saMga, vaha sArA satsaMga hI hai| satsaMga yAnI zuddhAtmA ke rileTiva kA saMga, anya kisI kA saMga rakhane jaisA nahIM hai, phira bhale hI vaha sAdhu ho, sanyAsI ho yA koI bhI ho| hameM to bhItara mAla dekha lenA hai, phira bAkI kucha bhI A~khoM ko chUne deM, aisA nahIM hai| gAya-bhaiMsa meM bhI zuddhAtmA hai, isakA vizvAsa ho jAne ke bAda dikhane hI cAhie na? phira yadi nahIM dikheM to vaha pramAda khlaaegaa| jinake yahA~ ina 'dAdA' kI AratI utaratI hai, unake vahA~ vAtAvaraNa to bahuta hI ucca koTi kA baratatA hai| AratI to virati (rAga yA Asakti kA abhAva, udAsInatA) hai! jinake ghara meM AratI hotI hai unake ghara para to vAtAvaraNa pUrA hI badala jAtA hai| khuda to 'zuddha' hotA jAtA hai aura ghara ke sabhI bAla-baccoM ko bhI U~ce saMskAra milate haiN| yaha AratI ThIka se bolI jAe to ghara para 'dAdA' hAz2ira ho jAte haiM aura 'dAdA' hAz2ira ho jAe~, taba sabhI devI-devatA hAz2ira ho jAte haiM aura sabhI devI-devatAoM kI kRpA rahatI hai| AratI to ghara para niyamita karanI cAhie aura usake

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222 AptavANI-2 lie eka samaya nizcita kara diyA jAe to bahuta hI acchaa| ghara meM yadi eka hI kleza ho jAe to pUrA vAtAvaraNa bigar3a jAtA hai| lekina yaha AratI usakI pratipakSI hai| usase kyA hotA hai? ki vAtAvaraNa sudhara jAtA hai, zuddha aura pavitra ho jAtA hai| AratI ke samaya hama Apa saba para jo phUla DAlate haiM, ve hama pahale devatAoM ko car3hAte haiM aura phira vahI phUla Apa para DAlate haiM! jagat meM kisI ko bhI devoM ko car3hAe gae phUla nahIM car3hate, ye to Apako hI car3hate haiN| usase mokSa to rahatA hai aura Upara se Apako saMsArI vighna nahIM aate| AtmasvabhAva to saMga meM rahane ke bAvajUda bhI asaMgI hai| usa para koI dAg2a nahIM lagatA, lekina jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' mileM aura asaMga AtmajJAna matalaba ki daraasala AtmA prApta karavA deM, tb| nahIM to isa saMsAra meM to jo-jo kriyA karegA, usakA maila car3he binA rahegA hI nahIM aura mokSa milegA nhiiN| isalie jA, pahu~ca jA 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke paas|

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trimaMtra vijJAna bhagavAna RSabhadeva, jo sabhI dharmoM ke mukha haiM, sabhI dharmoMvAle jinheM mAnya karate haiM, unhoMne saMsAra vyavahAra ke vighnoM ko TAlane ke lie logoM se kahA thA ki, 'trimaMtra sAtha meM bolnaa|' trimaMtra meM paMca parameSTi navakAra maMtra, OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya aura OM namaH zivAya - isa prakAra tInoM maMtra sAtha meM bolanA, aisA bhagavAna ne kahA thaa| bhagavAna ne kahA ki, 'Apako apanI sahUliyata ke lie maMdira bA~Tane hoM to bA~Ta lenA lekina tInoM maMtra to sAtha meM hI bolnaa| hara eka dharma kA rakSaNa karanevAle rakSaka devI-devatA hote haiN| zAsana devI-devatA hote haiN| ye tInoM maMtra sAtha meM bolane se sabhI dharmoM ke devI-devatA apane Upara khuza rheNge| yadi eka hI maMtra bolo to bAkI dharmoM ke devI-devatA khuza nahIM rheNge| hameM to sabhI ko khuza karake mokSa meM jAnA hai na? abhI to logoM ne maMtra bA~Ta die haiN| maMtra to maMtra, lekina ekAdazI bhI bA~Ta lI haiM! zaiva logoM kI ekAdazI alaga aura vaiSNavoM kI alg| jainoM meM bhI eka tithi ke lie jhagar3e kara-karake alaga paMtha banA lie haiN| mokSa meM jAnA ho to niSpakSapAtI bananA par3egA, sabhI rileTiva dharmoM kI sattA mAnya karake, riyala kA kAma nikAla lenA hai! praznakartA : maMtra kyA haiM? dAdAzrI : maMtra, mana ko AnaMda dete haiM, mana ko zakti dete haiM aura mana ko 'tara' karate haiN| jabaki bhagavAna ke die gae maMtra vighnoM kA nAza karate haiN| hamArA diyA huA 'trimaMtra' sarva vighnoM kA nAza karatA hai| isa 'trimaMtra' kI ArAdhanA se to bhAle kA ghAva sUI jaisA lagatA hai| bAkI sabhI maMtra to mana ko tara karate haiM! praznakartA : isa navakAra maMtra meM to tamAma zAstra A jAte haiM na?

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224 AptavANI-2 dAdAzrI : yadi aisA hotA taba to phira bhagavAna mahAvIra ne gautamasvAmI se paiMtAlIsa Agama nahIM likhavAe hote aura eka hI maMtra dekara mukta ho jaate| navakAra maMtra to kyA karatA hai ki Apake AnevAle vighnoM ko TAlatA hai| sau mana kA patthara giranevAlA ho to kaMkar3a se hI vighna Tala jAtA hai| praznakartA : kyA trimaMtra bolane se karma halke ho jAte haiM? dAdAzrI : hA~, maMtra bolane se karma halke ho jAte haiM, rAhata milatI hai, kyoMki zAsana devI-devatAoM kI tarapha se sahAyatA milatI hai| lekina maMtra to mana-vacana-kAyA kI ekAgratA se bolane cAhie tabhI phala dete haiN| ye loga jaba so jAe~, taba mana-vacana-kAyA kI sthiratA se vidhi ho pAtI hai, lekina jaba loga jAga jAe~ to bhItara asthiratA ho jAtI hai| ye to uThate haiM tabhI se spaMdana khar3e hote haiM aura AtmA sva-para prakAzaka hai| isalie yadi nagInadAsa uTha gae hoM aura ve hameM yAda kareM to hameM bhI ve yAda Ate haiM, kyoMki turaMta hI spaMdana khar3e ho jAte haiN| isIlie to loga cAra baje vidhi, maMtra bolane kA niyama lete the n| praznakartA : dAdA, navakAra maMtra kA artha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : 'namo arihaMtANaM' kA matalaba kyA ki arihaMta bhagavAna jinhoMne krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha rUpI duzmanoM kA nAza kara diyA hai, phira bhI deha sahita yahA~ para vicarate haiM, unheM namaskAra karatA huuN| 'siddha bhagavAna' ko namaskAra karatA hU~, jo mokSa meM virAje hue hoM, ve siddha bhgvaan| siddha bhagavAna aura arihaMta bhagavAna meM koI pharka nahIM hai| mAtra arihaMta bhagavAna kI deha hai aura siddha bhagavAna videhI haiN| tIsarA 'AcArya bhagavaMto' ko nmskaar| khuda saMpUrNa AtmajJAnI haiM aura dUsaroM ko jJAnadAna dete haiM, ve AcArya bhagavaMta kahalAte haiN| phira 'upAdhyAya bhagavaMtoM' ko nmskaar| upAdhyAya yAnI jinhoMne khuda AtmajJAna prApta kiyA hai aura abhI taka saMpUrNa hone ke lie khuda abhyAsa kara rahe haiM aura dUsaroM ko upadeza dekara abhyAsa karavAte haiM, ve| 'namo loe savva sAhUNaM' yAnI isa loka ke sabhI sAdhuoM ko nmskaar| lekina sAdhu kauna? ye geruA yA sapheda pahana lete haiM ve?

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trimaMtra vijJAna nahIM, AtmadazA sAdhe ve sAdhu / 'aiso paMca namukkAro ' ina pA~coM ko namaskAra karatA huuN|'svv pAvappaNAsaNo' - sarva pApoM kA nAza karanevAlA hai| 'maMgalANaM ca savvesiM,' 'par3hamaM havaI maMgalam' - sarva maMgaloM meM sarvocca yaha prathama maMgala hai| - 225 bhagavAna ne sabhI prakAra ke dharma die haiM, mokSa kA mArga diyA aura zubhAzubha kA mArga bhI diyA, unhoMne azuddha kA mArga nahIM diyaa| maMtroM se karma halke ho jAte haiM / gAr3ha karma halke ho jAte haiM, lekina maMtra bolanA bhI eka eviDensa hai| jJAnI mileM, ve to nimitta hote haiM / yadi sabhI parivartana honevAlA ho, tabhI nimitta milate haiM, aisA hai / lekina karma kisI ko chor3ate nahIM haiM, yaha to, jaba vighna TalanevAlA ho tabhI vaha nimitta A milatA hai aura maMtra meM vighna TAlane kI zakti hotI hai| ye jo brAhmaNa hote haiM, ve sabhI jyotiSa Adi dekhakara beTI kI vivAha patrikA banAte haiM, phira dekhate ki isameM vidhavA hone kA A rahA hai isalie phira TAima badala dete haiM, phira bhI vaha lar3akI vidhavA honevAlI hogI to hogI hii| usameM koI parivartana nahIM kara sakatA / yaha to nIMda meM ho taba jAne detA hai, jAgatA huA nahIM jAne detA, aisA hai yaha jagat / Apa to jaina ho, to navakAra maMtra bolate ho kyA? praznakartA : hA~, roz2a bolatA hU~ / dAdAzrI : to phira parezAniyA~ miTa gaI hoMgI na? praznakartA : lekina saMsAra meM parezAniyA~ to hotI hI haiM na? dAdAzrI : jajamenTa jaja ke hAtha meM hotA yA kArakUna ke hAtha meM? praznakartA: jaja kA hI / dAdAzrI : vaha navakAra maMtra bhI jaja jaisoM kA diyA huA honA caahie| navakAra maMtra samajhakara bolate ho yA pahacAne binA bolate ho? yadi ghI kI pahacAna nahIM ho to ghI kisa taraha se lAoge? ye loga to ghI ke nAma para dUsarA kucha thamA dete haiN| maMtra to yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA diyA

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226 AptavANI-2 huA hogA, tabhI yathArtha phala degaa| ye jo trimaMtra hamArI AjJA se bole, usake saMsAra ke vighna dUra ho jAte haiM, khuda dharma meM rahatA aura mokSa bhI prApta kara sakatA hai, aisA hai! 'sarva sAdhubhyAm namaH' jo bolate haiM, navakAra maMtra bhI bolate haiM, lekina navakAra Aja isa dharatI para hai hI nhiiN| navakAra to, hamane jinheM svarUpa kA jJAna diyA hai, ve navakAra meM Ate haiN| bAkI, navakAra vahA~, anya kSetroM meM pahu~catA hai| isalie navakAra bolanA hai| inheM navakAra nahIM pahu~catA, kyoMki ve to aisA samajhate haiM ki 'maiM AcArya huuN'| praznakartA : hama mana meM navakAra boleM to oNTomeTikalI paMca parameSTi bhagavaMtoM ko pahu~ca jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : navakAra aisI cIz2a hai ki Apa jinheM pahu~cAnA cAhate ho, unheM vaha pahu~ca jAtA hai! ye itane sAre navakAra maMtra bolate haiM aura loga kahate haiM ki, 'ye sArI ciMtAe~ jAtI kyoM nahIM hai?' are! sacce navakAra maMtra koI bolatA hI nhiiN| ye loga 'inheM' pahu~cAne ke lie maMtra bolate haiM, aura 'ye' usake adhikArI nahIM haiM, 'yaha' unake nAma kI ciTThI nahIM hai| aba unake nAma kI ciTThI nahIM ho aura usake Upara c/o upAzraya karake posTa kareM, taba to kudaratI rUpa se usa taka pahu~catA hI nahIM, isalie vaha DeDa leTara oNphisa meM jAtA hai| yAnI apanA leTara bekAra gayA aura ciMtA khar3I hI rhii| hameM aisA nakkI karanA cAhie ki hindustAna meM, apane deza meM, bharatakSetra meM jahA~ para bhI sacce navakAra hoM, vahA~ para navakAra pahu~ce, yathArtha sAdhuoM ko, yathArtha AcAryoM ko aura yathArtha upAdhyAyoM ko phuNce| ina tIna logoM ko hI pahu~cAne haiN| siddhoM aura arihaMtoM ko to pahu~cate hI hai| praznakartA : yAnI aise oNTomaiTikalI navakAra pahu~ca hI jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, oNTomaiTikalI pahu~ca hI jAtA hai| aba ye namo arihaMtANaM bolate haiM, lekina jAnate haiM ki ve yahA~ bharatakSetra meM haiM nahIM, isalie vaha phira vahIM para pahu~catA hai| jahA~ arihaMta hote haiM vhaaN| aura

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trimaMtra vijJAna 227 namo siddhANaM, vaha siddhoM ko pahu~catA hI hai, lekina jitane bhAva se bolate haiM, utanA pahu~catA hai| yaha saba samajhanA caahie| jaina dharma arthAt samajhanA, samajhakara gAo kahate haiN| ye apane narasiMha mehatA ho cuke haiM na, ve nAgaroM ke mohalle meM rahate the| unakA mohallA to nAgaroM kA thA na? mehatA jI to roz2a prAtaH kAla jaldI uThakara prabhAtI gAte the, aura dUsare nAgara unakA maz2Aka ur3Ate the| to subaha dAtuna karate-karate bhagata jo bhI gAte the nAgara loga U~cI AvAz2a meM vahI gAne lagate, yAnI pUrA muhallA gAne lgtaa| loga unakI nakala karane lage, ve bolate vaisA hI gAne lge| isalie phira narasiMha mehatA ne aisA kahA ki, 'merA gAyA huA jo gAegA, vaha bahuta mAra khAegA, aura samajhakara gAegA to vaikuMTha jaaegaa|' merA gAyA huA mata gAnA, bahuta mAra khaaegaa| usI taraha yaha navakAra maMtra samajhakara bolo| yaha maMtra kisa-kisako pahu~catA hai, kahA~-kahA~ pahu~catA hai, utanA samajhakara phuNcaao| bhagavAna ne sAdhu to kise kahA hai? jo AtmadazA sAdhe ve saadhu| hameM to bhagavAna mahAvIra kI bAta ko saca mAnanA caahie| hameM 'namo vItarAgAya' bolanA caahie| yaha navakAra maMtra bolate haiM na, vaha samajhakara gaao| yaha brahmAMDa bahuta bar3A hai, bIsa tIrthaMkara haiM, paMca parameSTi bahuta sAre haiN| maMtra samajhakara bolane se phira bhale hI ajJAnI ho, lekina OM kA phala milatA hai| tIrthaMkara kise kahate haiM? paMca parameSTi kise kahate haiM? yaha saba samajhakara bole to OM kA phala milatA hai| OM kI yathArtha samajha praznakartA : dAdA, OM kyA hai? dAdAzrI : navakAra maMtra boleM, ekAgra dhyAna se, vaha OM aura 'maiM

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228 AptavANI-2 zuddhAtmA hU~' usake sahita navakAra bole to 'OMkAra biMdu saMyuktam' hai| OMkAra biMdu saMyuktam, nityam, dhyAyanti yogInaH kAmadaM, mokSadaM caiva, OMkAra namo namaH bAhara navakAra bolate haiM, lekina yadi sacce dila se, ekAgratA se boleM to OMkAra suMdara kahA jAegA, vaha sabhI paMca parameSTi bhagavAnoM ko pahu~catA hai| OM bolate haiM, taba bhI paMca parameSTi bhagavAna ko pahu~catA hai aura navakAra boleM to bhI una sabhI ko pahu~catA hai| sAre baira ko bhulAne ke lie hamane tInoM maMtra sAtha meM rakhe haiM, kyoMki zuddhAtmA ho jAne ke bAda niSpakSapAtIpana utpanna hotA hai| apanA yaha 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' vaha lakSya OMkAra biMdu saMyuktam kahalAtA hai aura usakA phala kyA hai? mokss| ye bAhara OM kA jo kucha bhI cala rahA hai, usakI una logoM ko z2arUrata hai| kyoMki jaba taka sahI bAta pakar3a meM nahIM AtI, taba taka sthUla cIz2a pakar3a lenI par3atI hai| sUkSma prakAra se jJAnIpuruSa, ve OM kahalAte haiN| jinhoMne AtmA prApta kiyA hai aise satpuruSoM se lekara pUrNAhuti svarUpa taka ke logoM ko OM svarUpa kahate haiM, aura usase Age jAne para mukti hotI hai| mukti kaba hotI hai? jaba OMkAra biMdu saMyuktam ho jAe tb| yahA~ Apako hama jJAnaprakAza dete haiM, taba OMkAra biMdu saMyuktam ho jAtA hai aura OMkAra biMdu saMyuktam ho jAe to mokSa hotA hai| phira koI bhI usakA mokSa roka nahIM sakatA! navakAra maMtra sanyasta maMtra kahalAtA hai| jaba taka vyavahAra meM haiM taba taka tInoM maMtra - navakAra, OM namo bhagavate vAsudevAya aura OM namaH zivAya - isa prakAra se sAtha meM bolane hote haiM jabaki sanyasta lene ke bAda sirpha navakAra boleM to calatA hai| yaha to sanyasta lene se pahale sirpha navakAra maMtra ko pakar3akara baiTha gae haiN|

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jagat - pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala eka vyakti mere pAsa AyA thaa| usane mujhase kahA ki, 'maiM Apake darzana-varzana saba karU~gA, lekina mujhe mokSa nahIM caahie|' taba maiMne kahA, 'ThIka hai bhAI, hamAre pAsa bhI mokSa itanA sastA kahA~ hai? aura tere pAsa bhI jo tujhe cAhie vaha hai hI na -baMdhana!' hama pAgaloM ke haoNspiTala meM jAe~ aura pAgaloM kI TolI meM jAkara kaheM, 'eya, hAtha U~cA-nIcA mata karanA' aura isa taraha se izArA kara rahA ho na to use aisA lagatA hai ki yaha pAgaloM jaisA kyoM kara rahA hai? unheM samajhadAra kauna lagatA hai? unheM to unake pAgala hI samajhadAra lagate haiN| unakI bhASA mela khAtI hai aura una samajhadAroM kI bhASA usa pAgala ko alaga lagatI hai| isalie use samajhadAra vyakti pAgala lagatA hai! isalie aisI jagaha para hameM unakI bhASA meM bAta karanI ho to hI menTala haoNspiTala meM rahanA caahie| pUre varlDa kA kanvarjana menTala haoNspiTala meM ho gayA hai| maiM 1942 meM kahatA thA ki dhIre-dhIre varlDa kA kanvarjana menTala haoNspiTala meM ho rahA hai| vaha eka dina menTala haoNspiTala bana jAegA! to Aja hameM aisA hI lagatA hai, ye menTala haoNspiTala ke loga haiM yA kyA? hA~, ve hI haiN| Apa kyA kahate ho aura ve kyA kahate haiN| kisI ke bhI savAla-javAba ekjekTa sunane ko nahIM milate, aisA yaha saba pAgaloM ke haoNspiTala jaisA ho gayA hai| to phira menTala haoNspiTala kI bAta hI kyA karanI? pUre dina loga pAgalapana hI karate rahate haiM na! eka kapa phUTa gayA ho na to usake bhI jhagar3e calate rahate haiM, use menTala haoNspiTala kahate haiN| manuSya to kaisA hotA hai? jo mAnavatAvAdI ho, samajhadAra ho, vaha to agara kapa phUTa jAe aura koI usa bAre meM dobArA bAta kare ki 'Aja to kapa phUTa gayA' to kahegA, 'are phira se aisI bAta nahIM krte|' phUTa gayA so phUTa gayA, phira

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230 AptavANI-2 se usakI bAta karanA mUrkhatA hai, punarukti doSa lagatA hai| yaha to pUre dina rotA hI rahatA hai, ki kapa phUTa gayA! kisI mila mAlika kA jUtA kho jAe to vaha, 'jUtA kho gayA, jUtA kho gayA' aise karatA rahatA hai| 'are! milamAlika hokara kahIM jUtoM kI bAta kI jAtI hogI?' roz2a eka-eka jUtA kho jAe taba bhI kisI ko kahanA nahIM caahie| khuda aise socanA cAhie ki mere puNya kharAba ho gae, isalie ye corI ho jAte haiN| balki tujhe to gupta rakhanA caahie| yaha to eka kapa phUTa gayA ho to bhI jhagar3e calate haiM, hai na? aisA kaI jagahoM para Apako dekhane ko milA hai na? anaMtakAla se loga pItala ko hI sonA mAnakara kharIdate rahe haiM, lekina jaba becane jAe~ge taba patA calegA, tujhe koI cAra Ane bhI nahIM degaa| Apake khuda ke duHkha miTeM, tabhI samajhanA ki, yahA~ para jJAnI haiN| lekina du:kha nahIM miTeM to usa jJAnI kA hameM kyA karanA? apanA du:kha miTe nahIM, apanA samAdhAna ho nahIM, to unakI dukAna meM baiThe rahane kA artha hI kyA hai? ye to buddhivAdI ke tukke haiM, usakA doSa nahIM hai| loga aise haiM, bhAna hI nahIM hai sAra-asAra kaa| kITa-pataMge Upara se A gireM to usameM lAiTa kyA kare? yaha to itanI U~cI bAta milI aura samajha meM nahIM AI to kaheMge, vahA~ para clo| bAta U~cI hai, khuda ko samajha meM nahIM AI isalie aura kahIM para calA jAtA hai| yaha to buddhaoM kI TolI hai| bar3e-bar3e buddhizAlI buddhU bana jAte haiN| praznakartA : menTala haoNspiTala kahA, aisA hI hai na? dAdAzrI : hA~, menTala haoNspiTala hai, varnA kyA menTala haoNspiTala kahanA acchA lagatA hogA? acchA nahIM lgtaa| lekina bahuta ho jAe taba kaha denA par3atA hai ki, 'menTala haoNspiTala jaisI dazA hai'| menTala ho gae haiM sabhI, menTala haoNspiTala meM rakha die hoM na, vaise dikhate haiN| sAra-asAra kA bhAna hI calA gayA hai| hitAhita kA bhAna to use vicAra meM hI nahIM AyA ki merA hita kisameM hai aura merA ahita kisameM hai, aisA vicAra hI nahIM aataa| sAra-asAra kA bhAna nahIM hai, hitAhita kA bhAna nahIM hai, kisI bhI prakAra kA bhAna nahIM hai|

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jagat - pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala 231 menTala haoNspiTala meM mana bhI pAgala ho gayA hai, vANI bhI pAgala ho gaI hai aura deha kI gati-vidhiyA~ bhI pAgala ho gaI haiN| aba ye tInoM bhAga pAgala ho gae haiM, aba ripeyara bhI kisa taraha kareM? kisa taraha ripeyara hoMge? ekAdha bhAga pAgala ho gayA ho to use ripeyara kiyA jA sakatA hai| aba ye tInoM hI bhAga imporTa kahA~ se kareM? kisI bhI jagaha para hote nahIM haiM na? isalie pAgala ke haoNspiTala meM TakarA-TakarAkara aura kuTakara sArI davAteM TUTa jAe~gI! sabhI laTU TUTa jAe~ge, ttkraa-ttkraakr| bAkI, jagat to pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala bana gayA hai| hindustAna meM to yadi sau ghara hote the, taba bahuta huA to unameM se pacAsa ghara durjanoM ke hote the aura pacAsa sajjanoM ke hote the, to una pacAsa meM se pA~ca hI ghara klezavAle hote the aura paiMtAlIsa ghara to kleza rahita hote the, vaisA yaha hindustAna! yadi samajhadAroM kA hindustAna hotA to paiMtAlIsa gharoM meM kleza nahIM hotaa| sau gharoM meM pacAsa to durjanoM ke ghara hoMge, ve to samajho kleza-kalaha meM hI jIte haiM, lekina bAkI ke pacAsa meM se pA~ca hI ghara klezavAle, bAkI ke paiMtAlIsa ghara kleza rahita hote the, sau meM se paiMtAlIsa pratizata, lekina yaha to haz2Ara kyA lAkhoM meM bhI eka ghara kleza rahita nahIM hai| isalie pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala hai| kyoMki dharmasthAnoM meM to saMpUrNa zAMti hI baratanI cAhie, jabaki vahA~ to saMpUrNa azAMti hai! eka sAhaba roz2a moTara meM oNphisa jAte the, to eka dina moTara bigar3a gaI to sAhaba calate-calate jA rahe the aura vApasa khuda hI bola rahe the aura khuda hI suna rahe the, mujhe Azcarya huA ki, 'yaha kisa taraha kA reDiyo baja rahA hai?' maiM unake pAsa gayA, maiMne unase pUchA, 'kyoM Aja binA moTara ke? Apa kyA bola rahe the?' taba unhoMne kahA, 'kucha nahIM, kucha nhiiN|' ve khuda kA chipA rahe the| are! mana meM vicAra kare usameM harja nahIM, lekina ye vicAra mu~ha se

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232 AptavANI-2 nikala jAte haiM? yaha to bar3A oNphisara hai, phira bhI aisA ho jAtA hai! yaha to socane kI cIz2a mu~ha se nikala jAe to dazA hI bigar3a jAe na! loga pUche ki 'bhAI, kyA bar3abar3A rahe ho?' yaha to soca rahA thA ki seTha ko golI mAranI hai aura socanevAlI bAta yadi mu~ha se lIka ho jAe to! ye to sabhI chedavAle, eka bhI ghar3A sAbuta nhiiN| sAsa-bahU ke bIca bavAla ho gaI ho to bar3abar3AtI rahatI hai! inheM to phUTe hue ghar3e kahA haiN| apanA ghar3A kaisA honA cAhie ki z2arA sA bhI cheda nahIM ho, pAnI bhI nahIM risanA caahie| 'risanA' kise kahate haiM? sAmanevAlA vyakti sAra nikAla letA hai ki, 'ye kyA bar3abar3A rahe haiN|' aisA nahIM honA caahie| are! beTe ko bhI kucha pUchanA ho to kahegA, 'phira pUchUgA, abhI nhiiN|' bApa bar3abar3A rahA ho to bacce bhI samajha jAte haiM na? usa oNphisara kA baoNsa ke sAtha kucha jhaMjhaTa ho gayA hogA, isalie bar3abar3A rahA thaa| baoNsa to kauna? ki jo jhaMjhaTa kare usakA nAma baoNsa! hameM kisI ko anDarahainDa rakhanA ho to hamArA koI baoNsa to banegA hI na? __ Aja kA varlDa to pAgaloM ke haoNspiTala jaisA ho gayA hai, vaha abhiprAya dekara phira kaba badala DAle vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| abhI kahe ki, 'Apa to bahuta samajhadAra ho|' aura kisa ghar3I 'Apa beaqla ho|' aisA sarTiphikeTa thamA deM, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| aise menTala logoM ke sarTiphikeTa se kyA DaranA? ye to kaisA boleMge, vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| menTaloM meM sayAne rahane jAe~ to rahA nahIM jA skegaa| abhI to sAre hI menTala haiM, ye gAyeM-bhaiMseM samajhadAra haiN| rAste para logoM ko dekheM to kyA aisA hotA hai ki calA sAlabhara sAtha meM raheM? are, Ajakala to ulTI Ae aise loga haiN| cAroM kAloM meM se pheMkA huA mAla, usameM rilezana kyA rakhanA? tU cokara (bacA-khucA mAla) aura vaha bhI vaisA hI cokara mAla! Aja to rUbarU milanevAle saMdeze bhI sahI nahIM milate haiN| inheM to pUche kyA aura ye bolate kyA haiM? aisA vicitra ho gayA hai! .

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jagat - pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala 233 ____ bhagavAna ke samaya meM loga bahuta nAjuka the, isalie bhagavAna bahuta sa~bhala-sa~bhalakara bolate the| gAyoM kA jhuMDa ho aura eka hI AvAz2a deM to bhAga jAe~, taba kyA z2yAdA bolanA par3egA? naa| to bhagavAna ke kAla meM aise loga the| isalie bhagavAna ne basa bhrAMti kahakara chor3a diyaa| aura kucha gAyeM to cArA lekara jAo to bhI hilatI nahIM haiM, unheM menTala kahanA par3atA hai| aura ye loga bhI menTala hI haiM na? ghara kA khAte haiM, ghara ke kapar3e pahanate haiM aura ciMtA karate haiM ! ghara kA kisalie khAte haiM? aMta:karaNa zAMta rahe islie| aMta:karaNa zAMta kisalie rakhanA hai? taba kahe, pAgalapana kama karane ke lie| lekina yaha to ghara kA hI khAte haiM aura ciMtA karate haiN| yaha to painTa pahanakara kUlhA 'thapathapAte' rahate haiN| koI bApa bhI tujhe dekhane ke lie phAlatU nahIM hai| ve bhI apanI ciMtA meM hI hote haiM, ve khulI A~khoM se bhI tujhe nahIM dekha paate| tU to phaTe hue kapar3e pahanakara bhI jAe na, to bhI tujhe dekhane ke lie koI phAlatU nahIM hai| aisA suMdara muMbaI zahara, vahA~ painTa ko pIche se thapathapAtA rahatA haiM ! yaha muMbaI kitanA suMdara zahara hai ! camacamAte suMdara rAste! bhagavAna ke kAla meM to calate-calate dama nikala jAtA thaa| abhI to bhogane meM kitanA maz2A AtA hai! phira bhI koI bhogatA nahIM hai! muMbaI meM tU geruA kapar3A pahanakara jAe na to bhI tujhe dekhane ke lie koI bekAra nahIM baiThA hai| unake sAtha hamezA baiThanevAlA phrenDa ho na, vaha bhI hisAba lagAegA ki lagatA to hai sAta jaisA, lekina usake sAtha meM nau hai, isalie apanA phrenDa nahIM ho sakatA, hogA dUsarA koI aura ! hindustAna - 2005 meM varlDa kA kendra jagat menTala haoNspiTala kyoM bana gayA hai? kyoMki saMskRta bhASAvAloM ko bahuta vikRta sikhalAyA gyaa| saMskRta bhASAvAloM ko prAkRta calA sakate haiM, lekina vikRta to kara hI nahIM skte| vikRta bhASA AI isalie yaha menTala haoNspiTala bana gyaa| lekina isa haoNspiTala meM jo loga menTala hue haiM na, unake peTa se jo bacce paidA hoMge, ve samajhadAra hoMge, sacamuca meM samajhadAra hoNge| isalie ye jo menTala loga jI rahe haiM, vaha acchA hai| unake bacce samajhadAra nikleNge| bAla bar3hAe~ge, aisA kareMge, vaisA kareMge, lekina aMta

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234 AptavANI-2 meM ve samajhadAra nikaleMge kyoMki menTala haoNspiTala ke menTala logoM ke bacce haiN| isalie bacce sabhI acche hoMge! aura hindustAna 2005 meM pUre varlDa kA kendra bana cukA hogA! ina menTala logoM ke baccoM ko bAhara ke loga pUchane Ae~ge ki 'hama khAe~ kisa taraha? hama par3heM kyA-kyA?' aisA pUchane aaeNge| ina menTala logoM ke bacce samajhadAra hoMge, isalie ye menTala ho gae, vaha acchA huaa| aise menTala ho jAne se phAyadA kyA huA? ki pichalI jo sArI saMskRti thI na, vaha pUrI ki pUrI abaoNliza (dhvasta) ho gaI, vaoNza AuTa (khatma) ho gii| yaha saba acchA huA hai, burA nahIM huaa| pichale saMskAra sar3akara khatma ho cuke the! tiraskAra vRtti ne nyotA patana ko praznakartA : merI mAtA ko dekhatA hU~ aura merI potI ko dekhatA hU~ to donoM meM mujhe itanA adhika pharka lagatA hai ki pUcho mata! abhI kI prajA bigar3I huI lagatI hai| dAdAzrI : aura Apake dAdA ke samaya meM, dAdA Apake lie kyA kahate the? praznakartA : abhI maiMne jo kahA, vahI kahate the| dAdAzrI : hama bAz2Ara se suMdara, acchI laukI lekara Ae hoM aura sabjI to banAnI hI hai, isalie kATanI to par3egI hI na? aura jaba kATe taba kaheMge ki, 'mata kATanA, usakA suMdara rUpa bigar3a jAegA' lekina yadi sabjI khAnI ho to usake rUpa ko chor3anA hI pdd'egaa| bhArata yadi Develapa huA hai, to jaisA kisI kAla meM nahIM huA thA, yaha bhArata aba vaisA Develapa honA zurU huA hai| ye to bilkula anAcArI aura durAcArI hI the| sau meM se pA~ca yA do pratizata loga hI acche nikalate the| bAkI, saba vahama meM aura sAre dina kleza, kalaha aura tiraskAra meM hI bitAte the| pUrA dina tiraskAra karate the| nicale vargoM ke prati tiraskAra rakhate the, dUsaroM ke prati tiraskAra rakhate the, khuda ke bhAI kA yadi kabhI z2arA bhI AcAra kama dikhAI

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jagat - pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala 235 detA thA na to usake prati bhI tiraskAra rakhate the, ziSya kA AcAra thor3A kama dikhAI detA thA to usake prati bhI tiraskAra rakhate the, jahA~-tahA~ tiraskAra hI karate the, bahuta bigar3a gayA thA yaha desh| abhI kI prajA meM jo sudhAra hotA huA dikhAI detA hai, usake kAraNa pahale ke logoM jaisA bigAr3a kama hone lagA hai| unameM jo jaMgalIpana thA vaha calA gayA aura dUsarA jaMgalIpana utpanna huaa| pahale ke logoM ko yaha pasaMda nahIM aayaa| purAne z2amAne meM to nirA tiraskAra hI thaa| hindustAna kI dazA bilkula bigar3a gaI thI, jise dharmaniSTha bhI nahIM kahA jA sakatA thaa| kyoMki bagaira socIsamajhI huI bAta thii| ATA acchI taraha se gUMdhA huA thA hI nhiiN| yoM hI adhakacare ATe ke laDDU banA die the! basa yoM hI gUMdhe bagaira, abhI ye gUMdhe jA (saMvara) rahe haiN| Aja ke baccoM meM 'aisA' dikhAI detA hai lekina ve saMvara rahe (gar3he jA rahe) haiN| hamezA hI jaba sahI dekhabhAla hotI hai na, taba aisA hotA hai| abhI ApakA beTA hoTala meM se bAhara nikale na to bhI usa para Apako bahuta tiraskAra nahIM hotA hai| aura pahale to Apa ghara jAkara poijana lene laga jAte, yA phira poiz2ana de dete! are, hoTala ke sAtha terA kyA jhagar3A hai? kisa taraha ke loga ho? kyA mahAvIra aisA Diprezana karane ko kaha gae haiM? vItarAga kyA kahakara gae haiM? abava naoNrmala iz2a da poijana aura bilo naoNrmala iz2a da poij'n| hara bAta meM abava naoNrmala ho gayA thaa| nirA dveSa, dveSa aura dveSa aura durAcAra kA bhI koI aMta nahIM thaa| durAcAra itanA adhika eksesa bar3ha gayA thA ki atyadhika durAcAra ho gayA thaa| usake bajAya to Aja kA yaha durAcAra acchA, yaha khulA durAcAra kahalAtA hai| deza hI pUrA aisA ho gayA thA aura usake kAraNa ye kaSTa paDe haiN| deza ko bhayaMkara kaSTa par3a rahe haiN| koI strI vidhavA ho gaI to usakI tarapha tiraskAra, tiraskAra aura tirskaar| vidhavA kA to jaMgalI loga bhI tiraskAra nahIM karate haiM ki becArI vidhavA ho gaI hai isalie usake AsapAsa ke sAre avalaMbana TUTa gae haiN| avalaMbana TUTa gae haiM, isalie vaha becArI hara taraha se du:khI hai| mUlataH

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236 AptavANI-2 pati ke AdhAra para sukha thA vaha bhI calA gayA hai, to usake Upara sabhI ko karuNA rakhanI caahie| lekina ina logoM ne usa para bhI bhayaMkara tiraskAra brsaayaa| are, jaisA varlDa meM kahIM bhI nahIM hogA, harijanoM ke prati vaisA tiraskAra kiyaa| dUsarI sabhI jagahoM para bhI tiraskAra, sagA bhAI ho to usa para bhI tiraskAra - bhayaMkara tiraskAra kiyaa| aba, use sudharA huA deza kahA hI kaise jAe? ___ hama jaba choTe the, taba sabhI olDa loga kyA kahate the, 'are bigar3a gae haiM, bigar3a gae haiN|' phira maiMne unase pUchA ki, 'Apako Apake dAdA kyA kahate the?' unakA aisA kahanA hai ki 'jaisA hamane kiyA, vaisA kro|' aisA anAdi kAla se calA A rahA hai| kahate haiM ki, 'hamane kiyA, vaisA kro|' are, Apake cehare para nUra nahIM dikhtaa| pUre dina kaSAya, kaSAya aura kaSAya hI karate rahate haiN| aura khAnA khAne jAe~ na, to aisA hI samajhate haiM ki Aja kisI ke yahA~ hamane muphta meM khAyA hai| Aja muphta kA milA hai| bhArata ke DevelapDa loga jaba kisI ke yahA~ khAnA khAne jAe~ to unheM jJAna hAz2ira ho jAtA hai ki 'Aja phrI bhojana karanA hai! to DaTakara acchI taraha khaanaa|' aise haiM apane saba DevelapDa bUr3he ! ye sabhI loga DevelapDa the| unameM se koI-koI to, agara khAne para bulAyA hotA na to Der3ha-do dina pahale se to bhUkhe rahate the, ghara kA bigar3e nahIM na isalie, aura khAne baiThate to itanA sArA khA lete the ki do dina taka vApasa khAnA nahIM pdd'e| yAnI aisA hI samajhate ki maiM muphta kA khA rahA hU~, phrI oNpha koNstt| matalaba ki nIyata kitanI cora hai? aura usI ke duHkha bhoge haiN| vidhavAoM ko jinhoMne parezAna kiyA thA, Aja una sabhI ke ghara para beTiyA~ paidA huI aura una beTiyoM ne DAivorsa lekara jo tabAhI bharA tUfAna macA diyA hai, unhoMne apane bApa ko mAra lagAI hai, una vidhavAoM ne hI saba ko parezAna kiyA hai! mere yahA~ Akara kyoM parezAna nahIM karatIM? maiM thA hI nahIM vaisaa| vidhavA to gaMgAsvarUpa hotI hai, usakA nAma kaise liyA jAe? aura phira kahate kyA haiM? gNgaasvruup| aura koI vidhavA sAmane mila jAe to kahate haiM ki, 'mujhe apazukana ho gae, acchA kAma karane jA rahA thA aura

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jagat - pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala 237 mujhe apazukana ho gae!' aise logoM kA kyA karanA cAhie? lekina bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki 'yaha adhikAra apane hAtha meM mata lenaa|' bhagavAna iMsAnoM se kahate haiM ki, 'yaha adhikAra Apa apane hAtha meM mata lenaa|' naicurala niyama hI hai| necara kahatA hai ki, 'aisoM kA to hama hisAba kara hI lete haiM, hamArA niyama hI hai| vaha adhikAra Apa mata lenaa|' aura Aja bahuta kaSTa uThA rahe haiM! ye sabhI jo kaSTa uThA rahe haiM, ve khuda ke hI kaSTa uThA rahe haiN| aura ye to Develapa ho rahe haiM, anDara DevelapDa nahIM haiN| phira bhI hameM bAta AcAra kI karanI cAhie ki, 'bahana, umra ho gaI hai, yaha jagat pha~sAvavAlA hai| yadi Apako sukha hI cAhie to soca-samajhakara kadama bar3hAnA aura kadama rakho to hameM pUcha lenaa| pUchogI to maiM Apatti nahIM utthaauuNgaa| pUchanA, salAha ke taura pr|' isa vakIla kI salAha lete haiM to kyA bApa vakIla se bhI gayA-bItA hai? vakIla ke bajAya to bApa para adhika vizvAsa hotA hai na? hindustAna sudharA huA nahIM thA, mana meM se nikAla dene jaisA thA, poiz2anasa thA sArA, z2aharIlA thA saaraa| isa deza kI dazA to dekho kaisI ho gaI hai? lekina usameM kisI kA doSa nahIM thaa| koI iMsAna doSita nahIM hotaa| eviDensa khar3e ho jAte haiM, usameM sarakamasTensez2a khar3e ho jAte haiN| aba yaha badalAva zurU ho gayA hai| _aba yaha ucca prakAra kA ho rahA hai, g2az2aba ke sthala para jA rahA hai varlDa meM Aja! hindustAna varlDa meM g2az2aba ke sthala para pahu~ca gayA hai! varnA kyA mokSa kI bAta kara sakate the? mokSa to likhane ke lie bhI nahIM thA, kisI ko mokSa zabda likhane kA bhI adhikAra nahIM thaa| ye sabhI AcArya, mahArAja, sAdhu the na, ve saba ovaravAiz2a ho gae the, unameM dopA~ca eksepzanala kesa ho sakate the shaayd| bAkI to ovaravAiz2a matalaba IMTa cinAI ke kAma meM bhI nahIM Ae vaisI, DiphaoNrma ho cukI ho vaisI khaMgAra IMTa (jyAdA pakI huI IMTa) jaisI! jo ovaravAiz2a haiM unheM khaMgAra kahate haiN| jo IMTa kaccI ho, aMDaravAiz2a ho, usa IMTa ko Amarasa IMTa kahate haiN| bhagavAna ke vahA~ to sayAnepana kI hI z2arUrata hai, jabaki yaha sArA

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238 AptavANI-2 ovaravAiz2a ho gayA thA aura jAnavara se bhI adhika kharAba AcAra ho gae the| kyoMki jAnavaroM meM durAgraha nahIM hotA, kadAgraha nahIM hotA, haThAgraha nahIM hotA ataH manuSya meM ve to hone hI nahIM cAhie aura yadi hoM to kucha hada taka raheM, taba taka manuSyapanA hai kyoMki DevelapDa haiN| yAnI ki jAnavaroM kI tulanA meM inameM vizeSa Agraha hotA hai, vaha kucha hada taka rahe taba taka ThIka hai, nahIM to phira jAnavaroM se bhI adhika burA khlaaegaa| ise manuSyapana kaise kahoge? galata pakar3a pakar3anA, galata durAgraha, galata kadAgraha, khuda ke hI vicAroM se dharma ko mAnanA aura mUlyAMkana krnaa| dharma to kaisA honA cAhie? ki choTe bAlaka ke pAsa se bhI jAnane kA prayatna karanA caahie| jAnavaroM se bhI yaha jAnane kA prayatna honA cAhie ki inameM kaisekaise guNa haiM? isa kutte ko eka hI dina pUr3I dI ho, to tIna dina taka vaha hameM jahA~ bhI dekhe, vahA~ duma hilAtA rahatA hai| usameM hetu lAlaca kA hai ki phira se de to acchA - lekina vaha upakAra to nahIM bhUlatA hai na! vaha upakAra ko lakSya meM rakhakara lAlaca rakhatA hai| aura manuSya? cAhe jo ho lekina Aja to yaha bhArata Develapa huA hai, nahIM to kyA mokSa kI bAta to sunAI detI? are, samakita kA bhI ThikAnA nahIM thA na! bhagavAna mahAvIra ke jAne ke bAda Aja do-do haz2Ara sAloM se ThikAnA nahIM thA, aura unase pahale bhI nahIM thaa| bhagavAna kA janma huA taba 250 sAla meM do bAra lAiTa kauMdha gaI, pArzvanAtha aura mahAvIra - do| usa samaya basa kucha hI logoM kA kAma ho pAyA thaa| anya kisI ko lAbha-vAbha nahIM milaa| bhagavAna kA prabhAva tor3ane ke lie bhI logoM ne bahuta upAya kie the| jahA~ para bhagavAna calate vahA~ para isa taraha khar3e kA~TeM rAste meM bikhere| ve kIkara ke kA~TeM aise khar3e rakhe hote the lekina jaba bhagavAna usa para calate taba kA~TeM aise Ter3he ho jAte the, aise pratyakSa dekhate the phira bhI hindustAna ke dUsare dharma ke logoM ne unheM svIkAra nahIM kiyA, kahate the, 'yaha to jAdU hai, yaha vidyA hai' aisA svIkAra kara liyA, lekina satya kA svIkAra nahIM kiyaa| aise g2az2aba ke sAinTisTa, unheM svIkAra nahIM kiyA! bahuta hI jNgliipn| prapaMca! prapaMca! prapaMca! dharma meM hI vyApAra kie! vyApAra kahA~ zurU kara die the?

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jagat - pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala 239 dharma ke aMdara hI vyApAra! isalie aisA jo purAnA DevelapamenTa thA, vaha nikAla dene jaisA thaa| vaha bilkula khatma ho cukA sTrakcara hai, use gira jAne do, nayA khar3A ho rahA hai varnA mokSa kI bAta to sunane ko hI nahIM milatI! jaise-jaise yaha kalcarDa hotA jAegA, vaise-vaise ve pustakeM TA~r3a para caDhA deMge. raddI meM calI jaaeNgii| kyoMki jaba taka Develapa nahIM hote, taba taka unakI qImata hai| gItA ko samajhanevAle aura vedAMta ko samajhanevAle nikaleMge aba! aba Develapa ho rahe haiN| usameM nimitta bane haiM aNgrej'| ina sabhI bAtoM meM aMgrez2a nimitta bane haiN| praznakartA : unhoMne jJAna kA anAvaraNa kiyA? dAdAzrI : nahIM, jJAna kA nhiiN| lekina loga jo ebnaoNrmala ho gae the usameM baikiMga (vApasa le Ae) karavAyA, matalaba naoNrmeliTI kI tarapha laae| apane logoM ne kyA kahA ki, 'ye loga apane dharma aura apane AcAra naSTa karane Ae haiM' yAnI unhoMne itanA naSTa kiyA, tabhI to yaha naoNrmeliTI para A rahe haiN| apane loga kyA zora macA rahe the? ki ye loga dharma aura AcAra saba tor3a DAleMge aura apanA saba khatma kara DAleMge! nA, unhoMne utanA kama kara diyaa| 85 DigrI taka kI mAtrA ebjaoNrmala ho gaI thI aura hameM naoNrmeliTI ke lie 50 DigrI kI z2arUrata thI, taba una logoM ne Akara 30-35 DigrI nikAla dI, jar3a banA diyA, jar3a arthAt dArU pInA sikhA diyA, mA~sAhAra, kapar3e-latte sabhI kucha mohanIya banA diyA, isalie 'pahalevAle' durguNa cale gae! jo tiraskAra ke durguNa the na, ve cale gae, phrekcara ho ge| yaha sabase acchA kAma kiyA una logoM ne| aMgrez2oM kA eka upakAra aMgreja Ae aura unakI bhASA lAe, vaha apane paramANuoM ke sAtha AtI hai| hara eka bhASA hamezA khuda ke paramANu lekara AtI hai| isalie unake jo guNa the na, sAhajika guNa the, TAima-vAima saba ekjekTa honA cAhie, ve sAhajika guNa naye sire se zurU ho ge| ye to saba svArthI ho

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240 AptavANI-2 cuke the| sirpha khuda ke ghara kI hI par3I hai, bAkI saba logoM ke ghara jala rahe hoM to sote rahate the maz2e se| prapaMcI, svArthI ! sabhI taraha se tiraskAravAle, yUz2alesa ho gae the| brAhmaNa kahate the ki, 'bhagavAna kA mukha hama haiM aura ye kSatriya chAtI taka haiM aura ye jo sAre vaizya aura zUdra haiM, ve nimna haiN|' durupayoga, sirpha durupayoga hI kiyA! jisakA sadupayoga karanA thA, usI kA durupayoga kiyaa| hama brAhmaNa matalaba hama mukhAraviMda, isalie hama jo kucha bhI kaheM usa para Apako Apatti nahIM uThAnI hai| to unhoMne usa pAvara, vITo pAvara kA upayoga kiyaa| usake kAraNa ve bhayaMkara yAtanAoM meM pha~sa ge| isa prajA kA to jo honA hogA vaha hogA, lekina usa vITo kA upayoga kiyA. usa vajaha se Aja unake pairoM meM cappala taka nahIM milate! unakI velyu bhI calI gaI aura cappala bhI cale gae! donoM sAtha meM cale gae! durAcAroM ke kAraNa unakI dazA to dekho! lAlacI haiM, usake kAraNa mAra khA rahA hai jgt| lAlaca kyA honA cAhie manuSya ko? lAlaca dInatA karavAtA hai aura dInatA paiThI ki manuSyapana gyaa| purAne jamAne kI prajA ne nicale varNa para bhayaMkara atyAcAra kie| unheM rAste para se jAnA ho to unheM unakI chAtI para kaTorA aura pIche jhADU bA~dhanA par3atA thA! kaTorA isalie ki thUkanA ho to ve rAste para nahIM thUkeM, kaTore meM thuukeN| pIche jhADU isalie ki rAste para se unake pairoM ke nizAna miTate jAe~! aisA to AtaMka macAyA! mere jaise hAz2ira javAba hote na to sira phor3a DAle vaisA javAba dete ki ina kuttoM ko thUkane kI aura dUsarI saba chUTa, unake pairoM ke nizAna calate haiM aura ina manuSyoM ke nahIM caleMge? aise kaise menTala ho gae ho? yaha to eksesa ho gayA thaa| ___ beTiyoM kA janma hotA to turaMta hI use 'dUdha pItI' kara dete the, mAra DAlate the| rAjapUta prajA meM kaisA? ki beTI kA vivAha karate samaya daheja denA par3atA thA, vaha acchA nahIM lagatA thA aura mUlataH par3he-likhe nahIM the, anapar3ha the| striyA~ bhI anapar3ha aura puruSa bhI anapar3ha lekina khuda

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jagat - pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala 241 apane Apa ko na jAne kyA mAnate the? inhoMne to dUsaroM para bahuta atyAcAra kie| billI Akara Apake dUdha meM mu~ha DAla jAe to vaha dUdha calA lete ho, to yahA~ bhI calAnA cAhie yA nahIM? calAne kI bhI hada hotI hai! gA~va kA ThAkura ho aura usakA cacerA bhAI ho to vaha ghor3e para savAra hokara nahIM cala sakatA thA, use utarakara calate hue gA~va meM jAnA par3atA hai| ghor3A aura vaha donoM sAtha meM jAe~ to usameM terA kyA jAtA hai? tumhArA ahaMkAra aisA to kitanA ghAyala huaa| yadi ghor3e para jAe to mArAmArI aura khUna-kharAbe taka pahu~ca jAte the! inheM Aryaputra kaise kahA jAe? milAvaTI sonA aura saccA sonA, donoM ho, usameM milAvaTI sone meM sone ke guNa patA nahIM cale to usakI qImata kyA? eka hindustAnI meM to anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM, lekina sabhI ulTI tarapha naSTa ho rahI haiN| bekAra naSTa ho rahI haiN| vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' se mile to zakti sIdhI rAha para mur3e aura kAma meM aae| yaha zakti vyartha kisa taraha kI? yaha bhAI AI.e.esa. kA kara rahe haiM to maiM bhI nizcaya karatA hU~ ki mujhe AI.e.esa. honA hai| aise nakala kara-karake zaktiyA~ vyartha naSTa kii| sirpha menTenensa ke lie athAga zaktiyA~ vyartha naSTa kI! aura vaha bhI kaluSita bhAva se z2abaradasta zaktiyA~ vyartha naSTa kIM! aise nakala karane se to bhItara kI jo silaka thI, vaha bhI calI gii| AMtarika sukha kA bailensa mata todd'naa| yaha to jaisA ThIka lage vaise silaka kA upayoga kara diyaa| to phira AMtarika sukha kA bailensa kaise rahe? nakala karake jInA acchA hai yA asala? asl| jabaki ye lar3ake to eka-dUsare kI nakala karate haiN| hindustAna ke logoM ko to, koI asala likhakara lAe na, to hameM usakI nakala nahIM karanI caahie| hama logoM ko nakala nahIM karanI cAhie, balki yaha to phaoNrenavAle apanI nakala kara jAe~ vaisA honA caahie| lekina yaha to phaoNrenavAloM ne yahA~ thor3e hippI bheje to yahA~ ke logoM ne unakI nakala kara DAlI ! to phira bhI usase hindustAna kA kucha bigar3anevAlA nahIM hai, sudharanevAlA hI hai|

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242 AptavANI-2 ye jo mohI lar3akiyA~ haiM na Aja kI, to unheM dekhakara logoM ko aisA lagatA hai ki ye lar3akiyA~ mohI haiM, mUrchita haiM, lekina unakI kokha se bacce acche paidA honevAle haiN| praznakartA : usakA kyA kAraNa hai, dAdA? dAdAzrI : vaha tiraskAravAlA bhAga calA gayA na, DAuna ho gayA hai na, isalie aba tiraskAra bhAga utpanna nahIM hogaa| tiraskAra gayA ki naoNrmala meM A ge| sudhare hue to the hii| lekina tiraskAra ke kAraNa loga bilkula khatma ho gae the| yUz2alesa ho gae the| tiraskAra gayA ki apanI naoNrmeliTI A gaI, oNla rAiTa ho ge| buddhi kA upayoga ina logoM ne tiraskAra aura prapaMca karane meM hI kiyaa| buddhi kA durupayoga kiyA, jJAna to thA nahIM, sirpha buddhi thii| usa buddhi kA durupayoga kiyaa| buddhi kyoM bar3hI? kyoMki mahAvIra brena TaoNnika pIyA thA aura kRSNa brena TaoNnika pIyA thaa| jIvajaMtuoM ko nahIM mAre aura anya kisI ko nahIM mAre to phira buddhi bar3ha jAtI hai| phira jIvajaMtuoM ko eka ora rakhakara manuSyoM para aTaika karane lage! budha aba hindustAna to bahuta acchI dazA kI ora jA rahA hai| yaha saMskRti kA pralayakAla hai| kauna sI saMskRti? Adarza saMskRti? naa| vikRta saMskRti kA pralayakAla hai| apanI saMskRti meM saMskRta bhASA thI, vaha yadi bahuta lo ho jAe, nIce utara jAe, to bahuta huA to prAkRta taka calA sakate haiM, lekina vikRta ho jAe to nahIM calA skte| isameM phAyadA kyA huA? ki aise-vaise jo vikRta saMskAra the na, ve vaoNza AuTa (khatma) ho ge| aura aba naye sire se naI bAta! naI cIz2a aura sabakucha nayA hI calegA aura alaga hI prakAra kI g2az2aba kI, jaisI bhagavAna mahAvIra ke samaya meM thI vaisI zAMti barategI! aura Aja ke ye bAla bar3hAnevAle pAgala, ye hI aklamaMda khlaaeNge| jinheM ghanacakkara kahA jAtA hai, ve hI samajhadAra banakara ghUmeMge aura bAla kaTavAnevAle to menTala haoNspiTala ke loga! unhoMne do bhAga alaga kara die| menTala haoNspiTalavAlA kauna sA bhAga aura menTala

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jagat - pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala 243 haoNspiTala meM kauna nahIM? vaise do bhAga ina bAla bar3hAnevAloM ne alaga kara die! Aja ke baccoM ne to balki bAla bar3hAkara opana kiyA hai ki jo bAla kaTavAte haiM ve menTala haoNspiTala ke loga haiM aura hama menTala hospiTala se bAharavAle haiM aura menTala haoNspiTala ke loga inheM phira kahate haiM, ki 'ye menTala haiM!' isalie hindustAna ko koI nukasAna honevAlA nahIM hai| ye 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke AzIrvAda haiN| kudarata meM buddhi mata lagAo da varlDa iz2a da paz2ala, iTaselpha paz2ala ho cukA hai| usameM ye loga kyA use nApa sakate the? ye loga isa paz2ala ko nApane meM lage hue haiN| kahate haiM ki, '1947 meM janasaMkhyA itanI thI to 2000 meM itanI ho jaaegii|' are, cakkara, ghanacakkara! pahale sAla meM eka baccA thA, tIsare sAla meM dUsarA huA, isalie assI sAla kI umra meM to 30-40 ho jAe~ge?! hisAba kyA nikAla rahA hai? are pAgala, ghanacakkara ho yA kyA ho? ghanacakkara! kailkyulezana nahIM nikAlate, manuSyoM kA, sArA hisAba lagAne baiThe haiM, ye sabhI ghanacakkara haiN| lar3akA pA~ca sAla kA thA taba taka savA-do phuTa kA thA aura solaha sAla kI umra meM paune pA~ca phuTa laMbA hai, isalie assI kI umra meM itanA laMbA ho jAegA! he ghanacakkaroM, hindustAna ke manuSya kA tola kyoM kara rahe ho? 2000 meM itane ho jAe~ge aura 3000 meM itane ho jaaeNge| yadi Apa aisA kahate ho ki do haz2Ara meM itanA ho jAegA, to Aja se pA~ca haz2Ara sAla pahale kitane the, vaha batAo na! yadi Apako yaha ginatI karanI AtI ho to kaha do ki taba kitane loga the| taba ve kaheMge ki, 'vaha hameM mAlUma nhiiN|' to phira pagale tujhe patnI kA pati bananA nahIM aataa| vaha patnI ko mA~ kahatA hai jAkara! kaise ghanacakkara paidA hue ho! terI patnI ko mA~ bulAnA to terA kAma hogA! beTA mA~ kahatA hai aura tU bhI mA~ kahanA, yAnI pati-patnI nahIM cAhie rAste meN| ghanacakkara! janasaMkhyA ginane nikale haiM, kailkyu lezana karane baiThe haiM ki 1980 meM itane aura 1990 meM itane ho jAe~ge aura 2000 meM itane ho jAe~ge! to inheM koI pakar3anevAlA bhI nahIM

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AptavANI-2 nikalatA! sarakAra bhI eksepTa karatI hai / aisI bAta jo kare na, jo bAta naoNnasensa lagatI ho, aisoM ko to pakar3a lenA cAhie aura jela meM DAla denA caahie| kyoM aisI bAta karatA hai ? isase to pablika kharAba ho jaaegii| 244 hindustAna kA kucha bigar3anevAlA nahIM hai aura jisa deza meM saMtapuruSa haiM, satpuruSa haiM aura prakaTa 'jJAnIpuruSa' haiM, vahA~ para kyA bigar3anevAlA hai? ina tInoM kI hayAtI ho vahA~ kucha bhI nahIM bigar3a sakatA hai, balki bigar3A huA sudharane lagA hai| bhayaMkara rUpa se bigar3a cukA thA, hindustAna kI taraha isa duniyA kA koI bhI deza itanI adhogati meM nahIM gayA thA / bhayaMkara bigar3a gayA thaa| anAcAra ko hI sadAcAra mAnA thA aura sadAcAra ko to dezanikAlA hI de diyA thA, eksaporTa ! to aba eksaporTa ho cukA mAla imporTa ho rahA hai| isalie to ye bAla bar3hA rahe haiM n| ye jo bAla bar3hA rahe haiM na, ve imporTa kara rahe haiM! bAla kaTavAkara eksaporTa kara diyA thA / pUrA varlDa menTala haoNspiTala bana gayA hai, ye bacce Ajakala menTala hI kahalAe~ na? taba kyA hogA ? pUrA haoNspiTala hI menTala, vahA~ para 'jJAnIpuruSa' bhI 'bAhara' se to menTala hI kahalAe~ge na? pUrA haoNspiTala hI menTala, taba jAkara 'jJAnIpuruSa' aMdara A sakeMge na? kyoMki 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA deha bhI menTala ke jamAne meM janmA, isalie menTala to hai hI na? saba menTala kahalAtA hai / menTala haoNspiTala hI hai yh| to aba yaha parivartana A rahA hai I hindustAna 2005 meM pUre varlDa kA kendra bana cukA hogA ! aba 31 sAla bAkI bace haiN| taba ye bacce 56-60 sAla ke ho jAe~ge, taba unameM menTalapana rahegA nhiiN| unake laMbe bAla the na usase eka dina menTalapana nikala jAegA, taba eka dina kaTavA deNge| eka laMbe bAlavAlA lar3akA moTara meM mere Age baiThA thaa| to maiMne use kahA ki, 'bhAI, tUne itane bAla kyoM bar3hAe haiM ki jisase ye ur3akara pIchevAle ko parezAna kareM?' jabaki usake bAla mujhe kucha parezAna nahIM kara rahe the, phira bhI maiMne yoM hI kahA / to usa lar3ake ne turaMta bAla kaTavA die aura mujhe namaskAra karake gyaa| aura phira usane dRr3ha nizcaya kiyA ki phira se nahIM bar3hAU~gA !

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jagat - pAgaloM kA haoNspiTala 245 Aja ke ye hI bacce sayAne aura samajhadAra hokara eka dina bAla kaTavA deMge, phira menTalapana gayA aura ye jo bAla kaTavAkara sayAne-sajjana hokara phirate haiM na aura anAcAra ko sadAcAra mAnate haiM! kaise? anAcAra ko sadAcAra, bhASA hI badala DAlI ina logoM ne! 'menTala!' aura pUrA dina jhagar3e-jhagar3e, aura jhagar3e bagaira kA eka bhI ghara nahIM hai| kucha kA kucha bakher3A huA hI hotA hai| tIna iMsAnoM meM taiMtIsa matabheda par3a cuke hote haiM zAma taka! gyAraha-gyAraha hara eka ke hisse meM Ae na! matabheda, manabheda aura tanabheda dAdAzrI : matabheda hotA hai taba acchA lagatA hai? taba kucha hotA hai tujhe? praznakartA : hA~, varIz2a hotI haiN| dAdAzrI : matabheda meM itanA saba hotA hai to manabheda ho jAe taba kyA se kyA ho jAegA? matabheda hotA hai taba jhagar3A hotA hai aura manabheda hotA hai, taba DivaoNrsa le lete haiM aura tanabheda hotA hai taba arthI nikalatI hai! vaisA yaha bheda, bheda aura bhedavAlA jagat hai| kaMTAlevAlA (kA~ToM kI zaiyA para leTe hoM aisA duHkha) jIvana tujhe pasaMda hai kyA? praznakartA : jIvana diyA isalie jInA to par3egA hI na? phira bhale hI kaisA bhI jIvana ho| dAdAzrI : jIvana denevAlA kauna hai? aisA kauna mUrkha AdamI hogA ki isa taraha ina saba logoM ko duHkha meM jalana ke bIca jIne ke lie jIvana detA hogA? aisA kauna hogA? koI hogA aisA? kyoMki mAlikavAlika pAgala-vAgala ho gayA hai yA vaha bhI menTala ho gayA hai? pacAsa pratizata menTala ho to zAyada phira bhI calA leMge, lekina ye to sabhI menTala, taba kyA mAlika menTala bana gayA hai? kauna isakA calAnevAlA hogA? praznakartA : bhgvaan|

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246 AptavANI-2 dAdAzrI : unakA tU nAma letA hai kabhI? praznakartA : kabhI-kabhI letA huuN| dAdAzrI : kisa nAma se pukAratA hai? praznakartA : bhagavAna ke to haz2AroM nAma haiM, kisI bhI eka nAma se pukAra letA huuN| dAdAzrI : tujhe kauna sA nAma pasaMda hai? praznakartA : zrI kRssnn| dAdAzrI : unase kaha na ki Apane duniyA banAI to aisI kyoM banAI? ApakI kyA rAniyA~-vAniyA~ bhAga gaI haiM yA phira sabhI haiM? unase kaha na ki kisalie hameM da:kha de rahe ho? hameM unheM DA~TanA cAhie, lekina hama loga unheM DA~Tate nahIM haiM aura prasAda car3hAte rahate haiM, isalie ve samajhate haiM ki ye sabhI sukhI haiM! yA phira unheM bahare kAnoM se sunAI nahIM detA ki hama kyA kahanA cAhate haiM? to hameM unheM DA~TanA par3egA ki rAniyA~-vAniyA~ bhAga gaI haiM? Apake beTe-beTiyA~ bhaTaka gae haiM yA kyA? unase kaheMge taba ve kaheMge ki, 'nahIM, rAniyA~ haiN|' to hama kaheM ki 'phira yaha saba aisA kyoM jalane lagA hai? pUrA jagat jala rahA hai, aura Apa akele bagaira ghara-bAra ke aise bhaTakate rahate ho? rAniyA~ lekara Ao yahA~ pr|' aisA unheM kahanA pdd'egaa| aisA nahIM kaheMge to kisa taraha unheM bahare kAna se sunAI degA? isa taraha bhagavAna ko DA~TanA par3atA hai| yadi ApakI saccI bhakti ho to bhagavAna ko kyoM nahIM DA~Ta sakate? aura tabhI bhagavAna ApakI suneNge| lekina koI DA~TatA hI nahIM hai na bhagavAna ko? sabhI prasAda car3hAte rahate haiN|

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saMyoga vijJAna jagat meM 'zuddhAtmA' aura 'saMyoga,' do hI cIjeM haiN| bAhara jo milate haiM ve saMyoga haiM, havA ThaMDI lagatI hai| vicAra Ae~ ve saMyoga, lekina buddhi se 'yaha kharAba hai aura yaha acchA hai' aisA dikhatA hai, aura isalie rAgadveSa karatA rahatA hai| jJAna kyA kahatA hai ki, 'donoM saMyoga eka jaise hI haiN| saMyogoM se tU khuda mukta hI hai, to phira daqhala kyoM karatA hai? ye saMyoga, tujhe khuda ko kyA karanevAle haiM?' ye to saMyoga haiM, ve kucha bhI nahIM karanevAle lekina buddhi daqhala karavAtI hai| buddhi to saMsAra kA kAma karake detI hai| buddhi mokSa meM nahIM jAne detI, jabaki jJAna mokSa meM le jAtA hai| duniyA meM jisa buddhi kA upayoga hotA hai, vaha samyak nahIM hai| yaha to viparIta buddhi kA calana hai| khuda ke hitAhita kA bhAna nahIM hai, isalie sabhI ora jaisAtaisA cala rahA hai na? aura svarUpa jJAna prApta hone ke bAda buddhi samyak ho jAtI hai, hitAhita kA bhAna rahatA hai| samyak buddhi kyA kahatI hai ki yaha saMyoga AyA hai, apane to cupa raho, nahIM to mAra pdd'egii| aura viparIta buddhi to kyA karatI hai ki aise samaya para cupa to nahIM rahatI lekina Upara se mAra par3avAtI hai| viparIta buddhi kI kAI jama gaI hai| to use z2arA haTAnA par3egA, taba z2arA ujAlA ho! mujhameM se to viparIta buddhi kI sArI kAI nikala cukI hai! isa buddhi ne to taraha-taraha ke saMyogoM ke bheda DAla die haiN| koI kahe ki yaha acchA, jabaki koI kahegA ki, 'yaha kharAba hai!' eka ko jalebI kA saMyoga pasaMda hai to vaha use acchA kahatA hai aura dUsare ko vaha nApasaMda ho to vaha use kharAba kahatA hai| usameM vApasa abhiprAya detA hai ki, yaha acchA aura yaha khraab| usase phira rAga-dveSa khar3e ho jAte haiN| usI se to saMsAra khar3A hai| eka choTe bacce ko hamane eka hIrA aura

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248 AptavANI-2 kA~ca diye hoM to vaha kA~ca rakha letA hai aura bApa hIrA le letA hai, kyoMki bApa buddhi se hIrA letA hai| buddhi se to saMsAraphala mile, aisA hai| vAstava meM saMsAra meM buddhi kA upayoga hitAhita ke lie hI honA caahie| naukarI meM kahA~-kahA~ jamA karanA hai, kahA~-kahA~ udhAra karanA, seTha kA ulAhanA nahIM mile, vaisA karanA hai, yaha bhojana kI thAlI meM koI jIvajaMtu gira gayA ho to use nikAlanA hai, aisA buddhi batAtI hai| itane taka hI buddhi kA upayoga honA cAhie, aura vaha bhI z2arUrata par3e taba buddhi kI lAiTa sahaja rUpa se ho hI jAtI hai aura sAMsArika kAma ho jAte haiN| lekina yaha to rAta-dina buddhi kI daqhala hotI rahatI ho to kyA ho? hameM koI kahe ki, 'dAdA, Apa meM aqla nahIM hai|' aura koI dUsarA kahe ki, 'dAdA to 'jJAnIpuruSa' haiN|' taba hameM ve donoM saMyoga eka samAna hI lagate haiN| hama to 'abudha' haiN| isalie ve donoM saMyoga hameM eka samAna lagate haiM, jabaki buddhi kyA kahatI hai? 'dAdA to jJAnIpuruSa haiM,' vaha saMyoga acchA lagatA hai, aura 'dAdA meM aqla nahIM hai vaha acchA nahIM lgtaa| isalie hama to pahale se hI abudha bana gae haiN| yaha to saMyoga mAtra hai| to kabhI bolegA ki, 'dAdA jJAnI haiM aura kabhI bolegA ki, 'dAdA meM akla nahIM hai|' aura phira vaha bhI hai 'vyavasthita'! 'vyavasthita' tujhe kisI bhI saMyoga meM se choDegA nhiiN| usameM buddhi kA upayoga karegA to pasaMda aura nApasaMda donoM kI mAra lage binA rahegI hI nhiiN| isalie bhale hI bole, 'hameM kyA hai?' aisA koI bole taba hameM kahanA cAhie ki, "bolo rikaoNrDa 'hama' Apako suna rahe haiM!" yaha bolate haiM vaha to rikaoNrDa kiyA huA hai, vaha kisI bhI prakAra se badala nahIM sktaa| mUla khuda mAlika nahIM bolatA hai, yaha to Tepa ho cukA hai vaha rikaoNrDa bolatA hai, vaha badalegA nhiiN| logoM ko jo nahIM bhAtA vaha pasaMda nahIM hai aura jo bhAtA hai vaha pasaMda hai, lekina eka hI cIz2a hai, donoM saMyoga hI haiN| lekina yaha to eka ko anukUla - ISTa saMyoga aura dUsare ko pratikUla - aniSTa saMyoga rakhA, phira koI aniSTa saMyoga A jAe to kahegA, 'yaha kahA~ cAya pIne A gayA?' aura ISTa saMyoga A jAe taba use nahIM pInI ho, phira bhI jabarana

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saMyoga vijJAna use cAya pilAtA hai / isake pIche rUTa kaoNz2a kyA hai ? 'yaha acchA aura yaha kharAba hai' aisA kahate haiM, vaha ? nA, lekina vaha mithyAtva dRSTi hai, isalie aisA karatA hai| mithyAtva dRSTi ke kAraNa sahI kyA aura galata kyA usakA bhAna hI nahIM hai| 249 AtmA aura saMyoga do hI haiM aura usameM saMyoga anaMta haiM, saMyoga AtmA ko apane sAtha milA lete haiN| vaha kisa taraha, yaha Apako maiM samajhAtA huuN| jaise ki eka hIrA hai jo sapheda ujAlA detA hai, prakAza meM usameM se sapheda kiraNeM nikalatI haiN| aba usake nIce lAla kapar3A rakhA ho to pUrA hIrA lAla dikhatA hai / aura harA kapar3A rakhA ho to hIrA harA dikhatA hai / aura prakAza bhI harA nikalatA hai / AtmA bhI aisA hI hai, lekina jaise saMyoga Ate haiM vaisA ho jAtA hai / krodha Ae taba garama-garama ho jAtA hai| vAstava meM to zuddhAtmA khuda to kabhI bhI bigar3A hI nahIM hai / tela aura pAnI ko milAkara cAhe jitanA hilAe~, phira bhI tela aura pAnI kabhI bhI eka nahIM hote haiN| usI prakAra AtmA bhI kabhI bigar3A hI nhiiN| anaMta janmoM meM AtmA kaTA nahIM hai, kucalA nahIM gayA hai, sA~pa meM gayA yA billI meM gayA yA bhale hI kisI bhI yoni meM gayA lekina khuda aMza mAtra bhI nahIM bigar3A hai, sirpha alaga-alaga akAra banAne kI mehanata bekAra gaI hai| T I kucha logoM ko dina meM anukUla AtA hai aura rAta ko anukUla nahIM aataa| lekina ye donoM saMyoga rileTiva haiN| rAta hai to dina kI qImata hai aura dina hai to rAta kI qImata hai ! vItarAga bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki, 'ye sabhI saMyoga hI haiM, aura dUsarA, AtmA hai, usake sivA tIsarA kucha bhI nahIM / ' unake lie sahI-galata, acchAburA kucha bhI nahIM hotA / 'vyavasthita' kyA kahatA hai ki, 'ina saMyogoM meM to kisI kA kiMcit mAtra bhI nahIM cala sakatA, sArA pichale khAte kA hisAba mAtra hI hai|' vItarAgoM ne kyA kahA hai ki sAre saMyoga eka samAna hI haiM / dene AyA yA lene AyA, sabhI eka hI haiM, lekina yahA~ para buddhi daqhala karatI hai| saMyogoM ke mAtra jJAtA - dRSTA hI rahane jaisA hai / phira ye saMyoga viyogI svabhAva ke haiN| ikaTThe hone ke saMyoga khatma ho jAe~ taba bikhara jAte haiN| taba jo

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AptavANI -2 eka mana (40 sera) kA thA, vaha phira 38 sera kA ho jAtA hai, phira 36 sera kA ho jAtA hai, phira kramazaH vaha khatma ho jAtA hai| 250 saMyoga kamplITa viyogI svabhAva ke haiM / vaha to eka saMyoga AtA hai aura gyAraha bajakara pA~ca minaTa ho jAe~, taba jAne lagatA hai| use kaheM ki, 'le, khar3A raha, bhojana karake jA / ' phira bhI vaha khar3A nahIM rhtaa| jaba usakA kAla pake taba jAne hI lagatA hai / lekina yaha to kaisA hai ki do minaTa ke bAda vApasa viyoga honevAlA ho, taba vaha vApasa rAha dekhatA hai ki 'abhI taka nahIM gayA, abhI taka nahIM gayA, kaba jAegA?' to ve do minaTa use dasa minaTa jaise lagate haiM / yaha iMtajAra karane se to kAla laMbA lagatA hai| bAkI saMyoga to viyogI svabhAva ke hI haiM / hara eka saMyoga meM hameM khuda ko ekAkAra hone jaisA nahIM hai, usake to hama sirpha jJAtA-dRSTA mAtra haiN| saMyogoM ke sAtha hameM jhagar3A karane kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai yA phira unake sAtha baiThe rahane kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai / koI bhI saMyoga Ae to kaha denA cAhie ki, 'go Tu dAdA / ' sabhI saMyoga to niraMtara badalate hI rahanevAle haiM aura hama unase bhinna haiM / vicAra Ae, vaha saMyoga aura unameM ekAkAra hokara hila jAe~, vaha bhrAMti hai, unheM to mAtra dekhanA aura jAnanA cAhie / saMsAra meM rileTiva meM bhaya sira para Ae, taba vaha pUrA AtmA meM ghusa jAtA hai aura AtmA kA anubhava ho jAtA hai ! yaha choTA baccA ho, vaha aise to khuda kA khilaunA chor3atA nahIM hai, haTAne jAe~ to z2ida karatA hai aura itane meM billI A jAe to Darakara sabakucha chor3akara bhAga jAtA hai! jise svarUpajJAna milA ho use to yadi kabhI bar3A bhaya Ae na, taba to use saMpUrNa AtmAnubhava, kevalajJAna hI ho jaae| hameM bhI saMyoga milate haiM, phira bhI hama logoM ko kauna se saMyoga pasaMda karane cAhie? ki jo riyala meM hailpa kareM ve, jo riyala kA mArgadarzana deM una saMyogoM ko pasaMda karanA cAhie / jo rileTiva kA mArgadarzana deM, una saMyogoM ko pasaMda nahIM karanA caahie| jagat ke loga saMyogoM ke do bhAga kara dete haiM eka phAyadevAle aura dUsare nuksaanvaale| lekina hama to jAnate haiM ki phAyadA -

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saMyoga vijJAna 251 nukasAna vaha kisakI sattA hai? vaha apanI sattA nahIM hai! hama logoM ko to jinase satsaMga mile ve hI saMyoga pasaMda karane yogya haiM! anya sabhI saMyoga, ve to saMyoga hI haiN| are, sabase bar3e to rAta-dina sAtha hI sonevAle saMyoga, mana-vacana-kAyA ke saMyoga ve hI duHkhadAyI ho par3e haiM, to phira dUsarA kauna sA saMyoga sukha degA? hameM to, ye saMyoga chor3eM aisA nahIM hai, lekina vahA~ para samabhAva se nikAla karanA hai! isameM kaisA hai ki jaisejaise viparIta saMyoga bar3hate haiM vaise-vaise yaha jJAna adhika vikasita ho aisA hai| phira bhI, viparIta saMyoga kharIdakara lAne jaisA nahIM hai, jo hai usakA nikAla kara denA hai| saMyoga sudhArakara bhejo dAdAzrI : kaisI hai ApakI mAtA jI kI tabiyata? praznakartA : yoM to acchI hai, lekina kala z2arA bAtharUma meM gira gaI thIM, bur3hApA hai na? dAdAzrI : saMyogoM kA niyama aisA hai, ki kamaz2ora saMyoga Ae~ taba dUsare kamaz2ora saMyoga daur3ate hue Ate haiM aura yadi eka sabala saMyoga mile to dUsare sabala saMyoga sAtha meM daur3ate hue Ate haiN| yaha bur3hApA, vaha kamaz2ora saMyoga hai isalie unheM dUsare kamaz2ora saMyoga milate haiM, z2arA dhakkA lage to bhI gira jAte haiM, haDDiyA~ TUTa jAtI haiN| kamaz2ora ke pIche kamaz2ora saMyoga Ate haiN| yaha to jaise-taise hala lAnA hai ! duniyA ke loga kaise hote haiM? jo bhI kamaz2ora, dabA huA mila jAe, use jhir3akate rahate haiN| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'are, tU jitane dUsaroM ke saMyoga bigAr3a rahA hai, utane tU tere khuda ke hI saMyoga bigAr3a rahA hai| to tujhe hI vaise saMyoga mileNge|' saMyoga to phAileM haiM aura unakA samabhAva se nikAla karanA hai| yaha to anaMta janmoM se saMyogoM kA tiraskAra kiyA hai isalie abhI isa kAla meM logoM ko jahA~-tahA~ tiraskAra milatA hai, usI taraha ke saMyoga milate haiM / saMyoga to vyavasthita ke hisAba ke paramANuoM se hI milate haiN| kar3ave lageM vaise saMyogoM ko loga dhakelate rahate haiM aura unheM gAliyA~ dete haiN| saMyoga

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252 AptavANI-2 kyA kahate haiM ki, 'hameM vyavasthita ne bhejA hai| tU hameM gAliyA~ de rahA hai lekina phira tujhe vyavasthita pakar3egA' aura jaba mIThA saMyoga AtA hai, taba loga 'Ao bhAI! Ao bhAI!' aisA karate haiN| yaha kaisA hai ki yadi tU saMyogoM ke sAtha rahegA to saMyoga to vinAzI haiM, to tU bhI vinAzI bana jAegA lekina agara saMyogoM se alaga 'sva' meM rahegA to tU avinAzI hI rhegaa| yaha to kaisA hai ki, kar3ave saMyogoM ko manA karane para bhI ve Ate haiM aura mIThe saMyogoM ko 'Ao, Ao' kaheM phira bhI ve cale jAte haiM! aisA kara-karake to anaMta janma bigAr3e haiM, kudhyAna kie haiN| mokSa cAhie to zukladhyAna meM rahanA aura saMsAra cAhie to dharmadhyAna rakhanA ki kisa taraha sabakA bhalA kruuN| dharmadhyAna to, kabhI koI vyakti ulTA bole, to khuda aisA mAnatA hai ki merA koI hisAba bAkI hogA, isalie aisA kar3avA saMyoga milA lekina usake bAda phira usa kar3ave saMyoga ko mIThA karatA hai, saMyoga sIdhA karatA hai| koI vyakti lar3atA huA Ae ki, 'Apane mujhe paccIsa rupaye kama die,' to use paccIsa meM pA~ca aura milAkara, dekara rAjI karake kisI bhI taraha usa saMyoga ko sudhArakara bhejanA hai| saMyoga ko rozana karake bhejeM to agale janma meM sIdhe saMyoga mileNge| jahA~-jahA~ ulajhaneM par3I haiM vahA~-vahA~ para vaha saMyoga ulajhanavAlA AtA hai, vahI bAdhaka hotA hai| isalie ulTe saMyoga ko ulTA mata dekhanA, lekina unheM sIdhA aura mIThA karake bhejanA tAki jisase agale janma meM bagaira ulajhana ke saMyoga mileN| ina logoM ne kahA hai ki, 'Apa zAMtAbahana, inakI samadhana, inakI maaN|' aura vaha saba Apane mAna liyA aura phira vaisI hI bana gaIM! aisA hai ki iMsAna jaba gaharI soca meM par3A ho, taba khuda kA nAma bhI bhUla jAtA hai| usI taraha ina saMyogoM se ghira gayA aura khuda ko bhUla gayA, isakA nAma saMsAra! isameM ajJAnatA kA hI egrImenTa aura ajJAnatA kI hI puSTi kI! vaha kahatA hai ki, 'isakA jamAI aura isakA ssur|' are! tU jamAI kaisA? to kahatA hai ki, 'maiMne zAdI kI hai na?' yaha to mAra khAkara bhogate haiM, vaha zAdI hai| aisA hai, yaha zAdI, vaha to eka janma kA egrImenTa hai, lekina ise to hamezA kA mAnakara baiTha gayA hai! aura Upara se inAma meM

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saMyoga vijJAna 253 eka janma meM hI behada mAra khAtA hai ! yaha to, bhagavAna khuda kA bhAna bhUla gae, isalie saMsAra khar3A ho gayA! 'ye saMyoga acche haiM aura ye kharAba haiM' isIse saMsAra khar3A hai, lekina yadi ye sAre saMyoga duHkhadAyI haiM' aisA kahA to phira ho gayA mokSamArgI! yahI vItarAga bhagavAna kA sAinsa hai, bhagavAna mahAvIra kitane bar3e sAinTisTa the! vItarAga to jAnate the ki jagat mAtra saMyogoM se khar3A ho gayA hai| logoM ne saMyogoM ko anukUla aura pratikUla mAnA aura una para rAga-dveSa kie, jabaki bhagavAna ne to donoM ko hI pratikUla mAnA aura ve mukta ho ge| 'ego me zASao appA, nANa daMzzaNa sNjuuo|' maiM eka zAzvata AtmA hU~, jJAna-darzanavAlA aisA zAzvata zuddhAtmA hU~, maiM sanAtana hU~, sirpha sat hI huuN| 'zeSA me bAhirAbhAvA, savve saMyoga lkhkhnnaa|' ye jo zeSa bace haiM ve sAre bAharI bhAva haiN| una bhAvoM ke lakSaNa kyA haiM? ve saMyoga lakSaNavAle haiN| 'bAhirAbhAvA' kauna se? saMyoga lakSaNa, matalaba TeDhA vicAra vaha saMyoga, zAdI karane ke vicAra Ae~ vaha saMyoga, vidhavA ho jAne kA vicAra Ae, vaha sNyog| ye sabhI 'bAhirAbhAvA' kahalAte haiM aura ye sabhI saMyoga lakSaNavAle haiN| ina sabhI ke lakSaNa saMyoga svarUpa haiN| jinakA viyoga honevAlA ve sabhI saMyoga haiM, ve bhUla se bulA lie the isalie Ae haiN| 'saMjogamUlA jIveNa pattA duHkham paramparA, tamhA saMjoga saMbaMdham savvam tIvIheNa vosriyaamii|' sabhI saMyoga jIva ke duHkhoM kI paraMparA ke mUla meM haiN| una sabhI saMyogoM ko dAdA bhagavAna ko- vItarAga ko arpaNa karatA hU~, yAnI ki samarpaNa karatA hU~, aura isalie hama unake mAlika nahIM rhe| ye saMyoga kitane sAre haiM? anaMtA haiN| ina anaMta saMyogoM ko, eka ke bAda eka kaba chor3a pAe~ge? isake bajAya to una sabhI saMyogoM ko dAdA ko arpaNa kara diyA, to hama chUTa gae!

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254 AptavANI-2 AtmA kI anaMta zaktiyA~ haiM, ve itanI sArI haiM ki eka ghaMTe meM hI karor3a saMyoga kamA letA hai, usI taraha eka hI ghaMTe meM karor3oM saMyoga nikAla bhI sakatA hai| lekina nikAlane kA adhikAra kise haiM? 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko! saMyoga aura saMyogI, isa taraha do hI haiN| jitanI hada taka saMyogI sIdhA hai, utanI hada taka saMyoga sIdhe aura yadi Ter3hA saMyoga Ae to turaMta hI samajha lenA hai ki 'hama Ter3he haiM isalie vaha Ter3hA aayaa|' saMyogoM ko sIdhe karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai lekina hameM sIdhA hone kI z2arUrata hai| saMyoga to anaMta haiM, ve kaba sIdhe hoMge? jagat ke loga saMyogoM ko sIdhA karane jAte haiM, lekina khuda sIdhA ho jAe to saMyoga apane Apa sIdhe ho hI jAe~ge, khuda ke sIdhA hone ke bAvajUda bhI thor3e samaya taka saMyoga Ter3he dikhate haiM, lekina bAda meM ve sIdhe hI aaeNge| koI UparI hai nahIM, vahA~ Ter3hA saMyoga kyoM AegA? yaha to khuda Ter3hA ho gayA hai isalie Ter3he saMyoga Ate haiN| peciza hotI hai taba kyA usake turaMta ke hI boye hue bIja hote haiM? nA, vaha to bAraha sAla pahale bIja par3a cuke hote haiM unake kAraNa abhI peciza hotI hai aura peciza huI yAnI bAraha sAla kI bhUla to miTegI na? vApasa phira se bhUla nahIM kI to phira se peciza nahIM hogii| gAr3I meM car3hane ke bAda bhIr3avAlI jagaha milatI hai, kyoMki khuda hI bhIr3avAlA hai| khuda yadi bhIr3a rahita ho cukA ho, to jagaha bhI binA bhIr3avAlI milatI hai| khuda kI bhUleM hI UparI haiM, vaha apane ko samajha meM A gayA phira hai koI bhaya? yaha hameM dekhakara koI bhI khuza ho jAtA hai| hama bhI khuza ho jAte haiM isalie apane Apa sAmanevAlA bhI khuza ho jAtA hai| yaha to sAmanevAlA hameM dekhakara khuza to kyA lekina AfarIna ho jAtA hai| sAmanevAlA hamArA hI phoTo hai! saMyogoM meM khuda kauna? khuda ke puNya hoM to sabhI saMyoga, jo bhI Ate haiM ve sabhI madada karate jAte haiM aura pApa kA udaya ho, taba jo saMyoga Ate haiM ve Ter3he Ate haiM aura sAtha meM jAte-jAte DaMDe jar3ate hue jAte haiM! ye kucha loga bolate haiM na ki, 'mere saMyoga acche nahIM haiN|' vaha to jJAnI kA vAkya kahalAtA

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saMyoga vijJAna 255 hai, lekina usameM tU kauna aura yaha saba kyA hai? anya sabhI saMyoga haiN| to phira tU kauna hai? usakA patA lagA! jaba bImAra hotA hai taba, use ThIka karanevAle saMyoga haiM aura use adhika bImAra kareM, ve bhI saMyoga haiN| ThIka karanevAlI davAI bhI use adhika bImAra kara degI, yadi adhika bImAra par3ane ke saMyoga hoMge to| eka kamaz2ora saMyoga milatA hai to sabhI kamaz2ora saMyoga milate jAte haiN| akAla kA saMyoga Ae, to sAtha meM bhaiMsa mara jAtI hai, to phira kamaz2ora para kamaz2ora saMyoga Ate haiN| yadi ye sabhI saMyoga haiM to tU kauna hai? ye saMyoga niraMtara samasaraNa hote hI rahate haiM, usakA Apako eka udAharaNa detA huuN| zAma ke pA~ca baje Apa jA rahe hoM, to sAmane bAdala A gayA ho, to vaha dikhatA hai, lekina phira thor3I hI dera meM eka bAdala meM indradhanuSa dikhAI detA hai, to vaha kisane banAyA? pahale vaha kyoM nahIM thA? kyoMki bAdala haiM, kisI khAsa jagaha para sUrya hai, to ve usa prakAra se sabhI saMyoga ikaTThe ho jAte haiM aura phira hama kisI khAsa jagaha para ho tabhI indradhanuSa dikhatA hai! AtmA aura saMyoga do hI haiM, lekina una saMyogoM meM AtmA ulajha gayA hai| ulajhana, vaha bhI AtmA kA svAbhAvika guNa nahIM hai, lekina upAdhi ke bhAva se hai| aba saMyoga AtmA se niraMtara ragaDa khAte hI rahate haiM aura phira ve sparza se cArja ho jAte haiM, aura ve hI agale janma meM DiscArja hote haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' yadi mila jAe~ to vaha jo cArja honevAlI ApakI beTarI hai use ATha phITa dUra rakha dete haiN| isalie cArja baMda ho jAtA hai aura phira saMsAra baMda ho jAtA hai! jo anukUla saMyoga haiM ve phUDa(bhojana) haiM aura pratikUla saMyoga haiM ve viTAmina haiN| isalie hama kahate haiM ki viTAmina ko vyartha Dhula jAne mata denaa| sthUla saMyoga, sUkSma saMyoga aura vANI ke saMyoga para haiM aura parAdhIna haiM

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tapa bhagavAna ne aisA kahA hai ki, 'jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tapa, ye cAra mokSa ke AdhAra staMbha haiN'| lekina loga unakI khuda kI bhASA meM le ge| 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' vaha jJAna hai, 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisI pratIti rahe, vaha darzana hai aura jJAtA - dRSTA rahe, vaha cAritra hai / agara bAhara kucha ho jAe, taba hRdaya tape to use dekhanA aura jAnanA vaha tapa haiM, use aMtara tapa, adITha tapa kahA hai| mokSa meM jAne ke lie aMtara tapa cAhie, mokSa meM jAne ke lie bAhya tapa kI z2arUrata nahIM hai / bAhya tapa se acchI gati milatI hai, lekina mokSa nahIM miltaa| adITha tapa aisA hotA hai ki dikhAI nahIM detaa| phaoNrena meM praveza nahIM karanA aura homa meM hI rahanA use hI bhagavAna ne saccA tapa kahA hai| AtmA aura anAtmA kI saMdhi ( ke kinAroM) ko eka nahIM hone denA, vaha kharA tapa hai| aura yaha tapa kisalie karanA hai? kyoMki anAdi se phaoNrena kA adhyAsa hai isalie tapa karanA par3atA hai, isake bAvajUda isa tapa meM tapa nahIM jAte / mokSamArga arthAt bilkula sahaja mArga, yAnI kriyAkAMDa nahIM hote, mehanata nahIM hotii| tapa, tyAga, japa, ye sabhI kriyAe~ phala denevAlI hotI haiN| phala milane taka rahanA ho to mukAma karo aura phira phala cakhanA, lekina phala Ae~ taba kisa taraha ke vicAra hoMge, usakA kyA bharosA? bIja boyA ho taba tyAgI dazA meM hotA hai aura phala AyA taba gRhastha dazA meM hotA hai, paMcendriya ke vicAroM meM par3A huA hotA hai / tapa, tyAga se devagati milatI hai, mokSa nahIM miltaa| mokSa to, tabhI hotA hai jaba sahaja ho jAte haiN| ye tapa, tyAga kI mehanata karane meM to hainDala lagAne par3ate haiN| hama pUcheM ki, ' tabiyata ThIka nahIM hai isalie nahIM khA rahe ho?' taba vaha kahegA, 'maiM tapa kara rahA hU~ / ' 'kitane dina bhUkhe rahoge?' to vaha

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tapa 257 kahatA hai, 'cAra din|' to Apa tapa karake tape hue rahoge yA ThaMDe? lekina vaha tapA huA hI rahatA hai| aise tape hue vyakti ko beTe ne kucha kaha diyA to aisI Aga ugalatA hai ki beTA socatA hai ki, 'isase to bApa nahIM hotA to acchA thA!' bhagavAna ne kahA thA ki, 'peTa meM du:kha rahA ho, ajIrNa huA ho to ekAdha pahara kA bhojana krnaa|' adhika khAegA vaha bhI poiz2ana hai aura nahIM khAegA vaha bhI poijana hai| isalie bhagavAna ne UNodarI (jitanI bhUkha ho usase AdhA bhojana khAnA) tapa karane ko kahA thA yAnI kaisA ki roz2a cAra roTiyA~ khAtA ho to tIna khAkara zurUAta karanA aura cAvala Adhe khAnA, to phira tujhe tapa karane kI z2arUrata nahIM rhegii| peTa ko jIne lAyaka bhojana denaa| afarA car3he, vaha gunAha hai| khIra khAI ho aura satsaMga meM kaheM ki 'itanA pATha krnaa|' vaha sote-sote pATha karane jAtA hai to nazA car3hatA hai| utanA khAnA hI nahIM cAhie ki A~kha laga jaae| jo bahuta dinoM taka bhUkhe rahate haiM, use to bhagavAna ne 'DhoralAMghaNa' (mAlika kI gaphalata kI vajaha se mavezI kA bhUkhA rahanA) kahA hai, lekina vaha kaSTa kA sevana hai, vaha phala die bagaira jAegA nahIM, devagati milegii| vilAsa karo to bhI phala milegaa| bhagavAna ne naoNrmala rahane ko kahA hai, 'sahaja mArga se calA jA' aisA kahA hai| lekina bhagavAna kI bAta koI samajhA hI nahIM aura loga nAsamajhI se tapa karane jAte haiN| prApta tapa hI karane jaisA hai| yaha tapa kisI aura kA sIkhakara karane jaisA nahIM hai| terA mana hI rAta-dina tapA huA hai na! terA mana, vANI aura vartana jo tape hue haiM, unheM tU zAMtabhAva se sahana kara, vahI kharA tapa hai! jaba mana, vANI aura vartana tape hue hote haiM, taba usa samaya unameM tanmayAkAra rahatA hai, aura jaba kucha bhI tapA huA nahIM hotA, taba tapa karane baiTha jAtA hai| lekina phira usa samaya kisa kAma kA? tapa to kaba karane ko kahA hai bhagavAna ne? jaba sabhI z2ahara denevAle Ae~, usa samaya bhItara aMtara tape to bhI sahana kara lenA, lAla-lAla hRdaya ho jAe to bhI zAMta bhAva se sahana kara lenaa| tapa

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258 AptavANI-2 ko bhagavAna ne bulAkara lAne ko nahIM kahA hai, A par3e tapa kA ha~sate mukha se svAgata kara lene ko kahA hai| taba ye loga to A par3e tapa ko idharaudhara dhakelate haiM, mu~ha bicakAte haiM, yAnI jo vaha tapa dene AtA hai aneka gunA karake usI ko vApasa de dete haiM, aura nahIM Ae hue tapa ko bulAne jAte haiM, nahIM ho vahA~ se| kisI kA dekhakara sIkha Ate haiM aura tapa karane baiTha jAte haiM ! are, tapa bhI kisI kA sIkhakara kiyA jAtA hogA? terA tapa alaga hai, usakA tapa alaga hai, hara eka kA tapa alaga-alaga hotA hai| hara eka ke kaoNz2ez2a alaga-alaga hote haiN| aura Aja ke kAla meM tapa to sAmane se hI AsAnI se A par3ate haiM, aisA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra ne kahA thA ki, 'kaliyuga meM sAvadhAnI se calanA, tujhe jo tapa prApta ho use bhoganA aura aprApta tapa khar3A mata krnaa|' sAmanevAlA vyakti TakarA jAe aura tujhe yahA~ para laga jAe to usa tapa meM zAMti se tapanA, jabaki vahA~ to jhagar3A karatA hai aura ghara Akara kahegA ki, 'kala to mujhe upavAsa karanA hai|' 'are, aisA kisalie karatA hai? tujhe yadi zarIra kI anukUlatA nahIM ho to ekAdha jUna yA do jUna kA upavAsa kara DAla, usameM harja nahIM hai, vaha sahaja svabhAva hai| aisA jAnavaroM meM bhI hotA hai| lekina aisA tUfAna karane kI z2arUrata hI nahIM hai|' bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'tInoM kAla meM dvApara, tretA aura satyuga meM tyAga karanA, tapa karanA, lekina cauthe kAla meM, kaliyuga meM to tujhe tapa-tyAga DhU~Dhane nahIM jAnA par3egA, mola lene nahIM jAnA pdd'egaa|' vaha to jisa kAla meM mola lene jAnA par3atA thA, usa kAla meM ye tapa the, kyoMki pUrA dina DhU~Dhe to bhI tapa milatA hI nahIM thA na! ve kAla cale gae saare| abhI to kitane tapa milate mahAvIra bhagavAna ko tapa khojane jAnA par3atA thA usa kAla meM bhI! loga tapavAle the, lekina bhagavAna ko tapa nahIM AtA thA na? bhagavAna ko tapa nahIM A rahe the isalie unake mana meM vicAra AyA ki, 'ye sabhI bhikSA dete haiM to dhyAna rakhakara mere lie khAnA banAte haiM aura phira dete haiN| koI mujhe gAliyA~ nahIM detA, koI mujhe kucha bhI nahIM krtaa| abhI to mere bhItara

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tapa 259 karma ke udaya bAkI haiM, ' usakA unheM khuda ko patA cala jAtA thA / jaise ki kisI ko vaoNmiTa (ulTI) honevAlI ho to use usakA patA cala jAtA hai, usI taraha agara bahuta samaya bAda karma kI vaoNmiTa honevAlI ho to, jJAniyoM ko vaha bhI patA cala jAtA hai| aise karmoM kI jJAnI uddIraNA (bhaviSya meM phala denevAle karmoM ko samaya se pahale jagAkara vartamAna meM khapAnA) karate haiM, manuSya meM uddIraNA kI sattA hai / isalie mahAvIra bhagavAna ne socA ki, 'lAo, Arya deza meM se anArya deza meM jAU~ to mere ye karma jhar3a jaaeNge| karma kA hisAba hai|' Aryadeza ke loga to 'padhAro, padhAro' karate the aura bhagavAna para puSpa barasAte the, isalie bhagavAna ko huA ki anAryadeza meM jaauuN| aba anAryadeza sATha mIla dUra thA, to mukhya sar3aka para se jAne ko nahIM milaa| pUre gA~va ke loga sAtha meM bidA karane Ae the| logoM ne bhagavAna se vinatI kI ki, 'bhagavAna, Apa isa sakar3e rAste para se mata jaaie| usa rAste para caMDakoziyA nAga rahatA hai, vaha nAga isa jaMgala meM kisI ko bhI praveza hI nahIM karane detA, jo jAtA hai use jIvita nahIM nikalane detaa| bhagavAna, vaha Apa para upasarga kregaa|' lekina bhagavAna ne kahA ki, 'Apa saba manA kara rahe ho, lekina mujhe to yahIM se hokara jAne kI z2arUrata hai| mujhe mere jJAna meM aisA dikha rahA hai| maiM AgrahI nahIM hU~, lekina mere jJAna meM dikha rahA hai isalie Apa saba zAMtipUrvaka raho aura mujhe jAne do|' taba gA~va ke sabhI loga vahIM khar3e rhe| koI jaMgala meM ghusA hI nahIM na ! caMDakoziyA kA nAma jAne, taba phira kauna jAe ? 'bhagavAna ko jAnA ho to jAe~,' kaheMge! caMDakoziyA kI bAta AI taba to bhagavAna - vagavAna saba chor3a deMge! chor3a deMge yA nahIM chor3a deMge ye loga? bhagavAna to jaMgala ke rAste se ge| vahA~ caMDakoziyA ko sugaMdha AI, to phira vaha bipharatA hI na? vaha to kisI jAnavara ko bhI jaMgala meM nahIM Ane detA thA, vaha bipharatA huA bhagavAna ke sAmane AyA aura bhagavAna ke paira meM DaMka mAra diyA / DaMka mArate hI thor3A khUna usake mu~ha meM A gyaa| khUna mu~ha meM jAte hI use pichale janma kA bhAna huA / taba bhagavAna ne vahA~ use upadeza diyA, ' he caMDakoziyA ! bUjha-bUjha ! krodha ko zAMta kara / ' pichale janma meM caMDakoziyA sAdhu thA aura ziSya para krodha kiyA isalie

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AptavANI-2 usakI yaha dazA huI! 'isalie aba zAMta ho jA / jaisA tujhe jJAna huA hai, tU vaisA hI zuddhAtmA hai'| caMDakoziyA bhAna meM A gayA, pUrvajanma kA use jJAna ho aayaa| pichale janma meM sAdhupana thA / usane ziSya para krodha kiyA thA, kaisA bhayaMkara krodha ? aisA-vaisA nahIM / ye loga patniyoM para karate haiM vaisA nhiiN| ziSya to pha~sa gayA phira kyA guru use chor3a detA? phira usa pha~se hue ko guru mAratA hI rahatA ! usake bAda sA~pa vahIM para chaTapaTAkara mara gyaa| usake Upara khUba cIMTiyA~ car3ha gaI thI, kyoMki chaTapaTAyA isalie khUna nikalA aura khUna nikalA taba cIMTiyA~ car3hane lagIM aura phira cIMTiyA~ khIMcAtAnI karane lagIM ! caMDakoziyA ko atyaMta jalana hone lgii| lekina usane zAMti se tapa kiyA aura vaha acchI gati meM pahu~ca gayA / 260 bhagavAna vahA~ se anArya, anAr3I deza meM vicare / vahA~ para logoM ne unheM, 'are, sAdhu AyA hai, ise patthara mAro, yaha kaisA sAdhu hai? kapar3evapar3e nahIM phntaa| mAro ise / ' to bhagavAna ko to aMdara ghusane se pahale hI prasAda milane lagA ! bhagavAna to jAnate the ki, 'maiM kahA~ prasAda khA rahA hU~?' to unheM to, 'vAstava meM prasAda' milane lagA / kisI jagaha para koI dayAlu vyakti ho to vaha roTI kA Tukar3A de detA thaa| Aryadeza meM to miThAiyA~ milatI thIM, ve yahA~ kahA~ se lAte? bhagavAna ne kucha kAla anAr3I deza meM bitAkara, jaba karma kSaya ho gae taba vApasa lautte| abhI to saba ko ghara baiThe hI anAr3I deza hai, to bhI loga jhaMjhaTa karate haiM ! are, mahAvIra bhagavAna ko sATha mIla calakara jAnA par3A thA na ? Apa to kitane puNyazAlI ho ki Apake lie ghara baiThe hI anAr3I deza hai| ghara meM ghusate hI anAr3I deza / jahA~ khAnA khAe~ vahIM para, khAte-pIte haiM vahIM para anAr3I deza hotA hai| aba yahA~ para tapa meM tapanA hai| bhagavAna ko tapa DhU~Dhane ke lie sATha mIla vicaranA par3A thA, anAr3I deza DhU~Dhane ke lie! jabaki Aja to ghara baiThe hI logoM ko anAr3Ipana nahIM lagatA? to muphta kA tapa milA hai to zAMti se sahana kara lo na ! isa kAla ke loga bhI kitane puNyazAlI haiM! ise prApta tapa kahate haiN| ar3osI par3osI, pArTanara, bhAI, patnI, bacce, sabhI tapa karavAte haiM, aisA hai ! pahale ke kAla meM to ghara meM hI anukUlatA

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tapa 261 rahatI thii| yaha pratikUla kAla AyA hai, ghara baiThe hI pratikUlatA hai, bAhara DhU~Dhane nahIM jAnA pdd'taa| yaha kAla hI aisA hai ki kahIM bhI eDajasTamenTa ho hI nahIM paataa| ghara meM, bAhara, par3osI, saba tarapha se hI DiseDajasTamenTa A par3atA hai, use tU sahana kara aura eDajasTa ho jA / prApta tapa arthAt jo A par3A hai vaha tapa, use zAMtipUrvaka ArAma se bhoga le, sAmanevAle ko z2arA sA bhI duHkha nahIM ho, sAmanevAle ko apane nimitta se duHkha to nahIM ho, lekina apanA mana sAmanevAle ke lie thor3A sA bhI nahIM bigar3e, vaha prApta tapa hai / anya tapa karane ko bhagavAna ne abhI manA kiyA hai| to bhI dekho na loga taraha-taraha ke tapa lekara baiThe haiM ! are samajha na! ziSya ke sAtha pUre dina krodha karatA hai aura dUsare dina upavAsa karatA hai, aba isakA artha kyA hai? mIniMgalesa haiM ye sArI cIjeM! yaha mIniMgalesa nahIM lagatA Apako ? kahegA ki, 'mujhe do upavAsa karane haiM / ' are bhAI, abhI to aisA hai na ki, kisI dina rAzana kA ThikAnA nahIM par3e, taba thor3e cAvala se calA lenA par3atA hai / usa dina mahArAja 'itane hI cAvala mile taba utanA hI bhojana, ' vahA~ aisA karo na ! plasa, mAinasa kara do na ! eka dina bilkula hI nahIM khAo, usake bajAya to roz2a thor3A-thor3A plasa, mAinasa karake Apa eDajasTa ho jAo na ! kisI dina khAne kA ThikAnA do baje taka nahIM par3e taba vahA~ zAMta bhAva se sahana kara le na ! athavA bhojana kA ThikAnA hI nahIM par3e, vahA~ para tU zAMta rh| yaha peTa to, aMdara thor3A-bahuta gayA to phira zora nahIM mcaaegaa| rAta ko itanI khicar3I aura sabz2I de dI ho to phira zora macAtA hai ? nahIM macAtA / phira Apako jisa taraha ke dhyAna meM rahanA ho vaise rahane detA hai / peTa ko to harja nahIM hai, yaha bhUla khuda kI hai| mana bhI vaisA nahIM hai, khuda anAr3I hai| khuda anAr3I hai, isalie khuda to duHkha bhogatA hai, lekina dUsaroM ko bhI du:kha bhugatavAtA hai| anAr3Ipana! loga Amane-sAmane kahate haiM na ki yaha anAr3I hai? are, muMbaI meM kise anAr3I nahIM kaheM, vaha DhU~Dha nikAlanA muzkila hai, yAnI ki AmanesAmane anAr3I kahate rahate haiM / are, nahIM kahanA caahie| vaha to bhagavAna

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262 AptavANI-2 jinheM DhU~Dha rahe the, vaha anAr3Ipana to Apako ghara baiThe mila rahA hai| isalie ina 'dAdA' ne Apa se kahA hai ki khAo, pIo, maz2e karo aura jo tapa A par3e use zAMti se bhugtnaa| tapa ko to bulAne jAnA par3e aisA hai hI nhiiN| nire tapa meM hI tapate haiM na ye loga! aura dUsare prakAra ke tapavAle to kaise hote haiM ki A par3e tapa ko nahIM bhugatate aura jo nahIM AyA hai use bulAte rahate haiN| bulAkara tapa karate haiN| phira hama use kucha kahane jAe~ to vaha itanA adhika tapa cukA hotA hai ki yadi z2arA sI bhI bhUla huI to vaha phaTa par3atA hai| tapavAle kaise hote haiM? tapta hote haiN| tapta matalaba sulagate dabe hue aMgAre, yadi z2arA sI hamArI bIr3I chU jAe ki turaMta hI visphoTa ho jaae| isalie bhUla se bhI vahA~ para kucha nahIM karanA caahie| bhagavAna aise nahIM the, bhagavAna to bahuta samajhadAra the| prApta tapa kI kyA abhI koI kamI hai? kucha nahIM to dA~ta duHkhatA hai aura dama nikala jAe aisA duHkhatA hai| dAr3ha duHkhatI hai, peTa duHkhatA hai, phalA~ duHkhatA hai, sAmanevAlA TakarAtA hai, ye sabhI prApta tapa! varnA kisI dina yadi satsaMga meM se lauTate hue dera ho jAe to vAipha kahegI, 'ApakA ThikAnA nahIM hai| itanI dera taka kahIM bAhara bhaTakate hoMge? kahA~ bhaTaka rahe the?' aba patnI kyA jAne ki Apa satsaMga meM baiThe the yA bhaTaka rahe the? aba vAipha aisA bole taba Apa sIdhe nahIM rahe to apanI markhatA hI hai na? hama jAnate haiM ki Aja tapa meM tapane kA AyA hai! aba vahA~ yadi tapa meM nahIM tapo aura patnI se kaho, 'cupa, eka akSara bhI mata bolnaa|' taba phira patnI eka tarapha kAratUsa bharatI rahatI hai! 'bahana, kisalie kAratUsa bhara rahI ho?' to kahatI hai, 'ye to abhI phodduuNgii|' phira bhojana ke bAda bahana kAratUsa phor3atI rahatI hai| aura rAta ko donoM vApasa vahIM ke vahIM, usI kamare meM so jAte haiM! yadi dUsare kisI kamare meM so jAnA hotA to hama jAneM ki isa balA se chUTe, lekina balA ke sAtha meM hI soe rahanA hai vApasa! are, jahA~ soe rahanA ho vahA~ paTAkhe nahIM phor3ate, koI paTAkhA phor3e na aura apane paira para par3e to hameM use bujhA denA caahie| bAhara jo kucha karanA ho, vaha karanA lekina ghara meM jahA~ rAta-dina rahanA ho, vahA~ aisA nahIM krte| jJAnI bahuta samajhadAra hote haiM, khuda kA hita kisameM haiM vaha

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tapa 263 turaMta hI samajha jAte haiM ki isane to paTAkhA phor3A / vaha to akulAtI hai, isalie phor3A aura mere paira para DAlA, lekina aba maiM vApasa usake paira para DAlU~gA to vaha mere sira para DAlegI! aba rakho na eka tarapha! apane isa kesa ko eka tarapha rakha do na! tapa kare aura usakA kisI ko bhI patA nahIM calane de, vaha kharA tapa! tapa meM yadi kisIse kaheM, to vaha sunatA hai aura phira vaha hameM AzvAsana de jAtA hai, yAnI ki vaha apane pAsa se do Ane jitanA hissA le jAtA hai aura Upara se ulTe rAste car3hA detA hai / taba phira kie gae tapa ke bAre meM kisI ko kyoM batAe~ ? binA vajaha kamizana kauna degA? prApta tapa meM jitanA AzvAsana letA hai, utanA tapa adhika karanA par3atA hai| hamane to kabhI bhI kisIse AzvAsana nahIM liyA hai| AzvAsana lene para tapa karanA par3atA hai| nahIM to bhItara tapatA rahatA hai aura tapa ko hI aMdara samAte rahanA par3atA hai| usakA uphAna AtA hai, phira vaha baiTha jAtA hai / usakA TAima ho jAegA, taba uphAna AegA hii| yaha jJAna - darzana - cAritra aura tapa kahA hai, arthAt tapa meM hameM jo A par3e haiM, aise tapa kA tapa karanA hai| AlUbar3e khAne kA bhAva ho jAe aura nahIM mileM to usa dina tapa karanA hai ! praznakartA : dAdA, ye Apake pairoM meM nizAna kaise par3a gae ? dAdAzrI : vaha to hamane AtmA prApta karane ke lie tapa kiyA thaa| vaha kaisA tapa ki bUTa meM kIla Upara uTha gaI ho to use Thokate nahIM the, aise hI calAte rahate the / usake bAda hameM patA calA ki yaha to hama ulTe rAste para haiN| hamane jainoMvAlA tapa kiyA hai / 'bUTa kI kIla bAhara nikale aura cubhe usa samaya yadi AtmA hila jAe, taba to phira AtmA prApta hI nahIM huA, ' maiM aisA mAnatA thaa| isalie vaha tapa hone detA thA, lekina usa tapa kA dAg2a abhI taka bhI nahIM gayA hai ! tapa kA dAg2a pUrI z2iMdagI nahIM jaataa| yaha ulTA mArga hai aisA hameM samajha meM A gayA thaa| aMdarunI tapa honA cAhie / tapa, kriyA aura mukti praznakartA : tapa aura kriyA se mukti milatI hai kyA ?

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264 AptavANI-2 dAdAzrI : tapa aura kriyA se phala milate haiM, mukti nahIM miltii| nIma boe~ to kar3ave phala milate haiM aura Ama boe~ to mIThe phala milate haiN| tujhe jaise phala cAhie, tU vaise bIja bonaa| mokSa prApti kA tapa to alaga hI hotA hai, aMtaratapa hotA hai| ___ mokSa ke cAra staMbha haiM - jJAna, darzana, cAritra aura tp| kucha loga binA samajhe usameM se sirpha tapa kA hI staMbha pakaDa baiThe haiN| jaise palaMga ke cAra pairoM meM se eka paira pakar3ate haiM, vaise isa tapa ko pakar3a liyaa| deha ko nahIM tapAnA hai, mana ko tapAnA hai aura vaha bhI isa taraha ki bAhara koI jAna nahIM pAe lekina Aja to sirpha bAhya tapa hI karate haiM yAnI jo sTezana AyA, usI ko pakar3a liyaa| bAhya tapa se bApa jI ko phala kyA milA? deha tejasvI ho gii| deha ko tapAyA, to vaha deha prakAzamAna ho jAtI hai, lekina kyA deha sAtha meM AnevAlI hai? vaha to jalA denI hai| jaba taka yaha deha hai, taba taka khuda kA hI kAma nikAla lenA hai| tyAgavAloM ne tyAga kI kasarata kii| ye sabhI kasaratazAlAe~ haiN| usase AtmA ke lie kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| kucha bhI upakAra nahIM hotaa| patnI ke binA jI sakate haiM yA nahIM, jisane usakI kasarata kI, vaha patnI ko chor3akara bhAga jAtA hai| patnI bAraha mahIne ke lie pIhara nahIM jAtI? yAnI ki ghara para bhI jIyA jA sakatA hai na, kisalie bhAga jAte haiM? mA~, beTe ke pApA ke sAtha roz2a jhagar3A karatI hai, to beTA gA~Tha bA~dha letA hai ki, 'aba aisA nahIM honA cAhie, patnI nahIM honI cAhie,' aisI majabUta bA~dhI huI gA~Tha phira udaya meM AtI hai, phira vaha bhAga jAtA hai| usake bajAya tU yaha sahana kara na! isa prApta tapa ko sahana karate-karate mokSa meM jA paaegaa| prApta duHkha, use to inAma kahate haiN| bhale hI phira vaha sahana karanA par3e, lekina kucha gayA to nahIM na? apane ko kucha milA to vaha inAma hI kahalAegA na? tapa aura tyAga karate haiM vaha to viSaya hai, sabjekTsa haiN| usase mAtra himmata bar3hAnI hotI hai| tapa se zarIra meM zakti hai aisA patA calatA hai, lekina 'tyAge so Age,' jisakA tyAga kiyA, vaha anaMtagunA hokara sAmane

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tapa 265 AtA hai aura mokSa nahIM miltaa| lekina jaba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' nahIM mila jAe~ taba taka zubha meM par3e rhnaa| tyAga kisakA karanA hai? bhagavAna ne aise tapa-tyAga karane ke lie nahIM kahA thA, unhoMne to vastu kI mUrchA kA tyAga karane ke lie kahA thaa| unhoMne jJAnamaMdiravAlA tyAga karane ko kahA aura loga jise mAnate haiM, vaha bAlamaMdira kA tyAga hai| yaha parsa hai, yadi yaha kho jAe phira bhI kucha nahIM ho, use mUrchA kA tyAga kahate haiN| bAlamaMdira ke tyAga meM to, 'kucha bhI chor3anA hai' vahI dhyeya hotA hai, lekina usakA kucha na kucha phala milegaa| patnI-bacce chor3eMge to loga 'guru jI, guru jI' karake puujeNge| vastu kI mUrchA kA tyAga, vahI kharA tyAga hai, bAkI jo patnI aura baccoM kA tyAga karatA hai, vaha to dUsare niyama ke AdhAra para tyAga karatA hai| udayakarma ke AdhAra para prakRti tyAga karavAtI hai lekina dekha loTe para mUrchA hai na! ziSya para dveSa ho jAtA hai to ise tyAga kaise kahA jAegA? saccA mArga milA nahIM hai isalie ye saba gote khAte haiM, usameM unakA doSa nahIM hai| phira bhI, yaha ulAhanA kise denA hai? jo ahaMkAra kara rahA hai use, ki yaha kucha samajhA nahIM hai aura patnI-baccoM kA tyAga kara diyaa| ghara se tIna ghaMTa chor3akara AyA aura yahA~ eka sau ATha ziSyoM ke ghaMTa gale meM laTakAe haiM, isalie kahanA par3atA hai! bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, baMgale meM rahane para bhI baMgale kI mUrchA nahIM hai, mUrchA ke aise tyAga ko tyAga kahA hai| jeba kaTa jAe phira bhI koI mUrchA nahIM Ae, taba vaha tyAgI hai| yadi mUrchA ke aise tyAga ko tyAga nahIM kahA hotA to saMsArI ko kevalajJAna hotA hI nahIM, bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki vastu kA tyAga koI kara hI nahIM sktaa| cIjeM anaMta haiM, unakA kisa taraha tyAga kiyA jA sakatA haiM? vastuoM ko dutkArane se ve jAtI haiM kyA? naa| lekina yadi anaMta vastuoM meM se mUrchA kA tyAga ho jAe to vaha vastuoM kA tyAga karane ke samAna hai|

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266 AptavANI-2 ye tyAga karate haiM ve to ahaMkAra karake hI tyAga karate haiN| lekina jahA~ grahaNa-tyAga meM mUrchA nahIM hai use bhagavAna ne kharA tyAga kahA hai, sahaja hI barate aise tyAga ko tyAga kahA hai| tyAga meM viSamatA ye loga bhale hI kitanA bhI bAhya tyAga kareM, lekina tyAga meM viSamatA A jAe to khuda kI galatiyA~ nahIM dikhatI, lekina agara tyAga meM samatA A jAe to khuda kI galatiyA~ dikhane lagatI haiN| mahArAja bhikSA lene gae hoM, lekina usameM ekAdha AlU dikha jAe to viSamatA ho jAtI hai! to phira galatiyA~ kaise dikheMgI? tyAga meM samatA rahanI caahie| praznakartA : tyAga meM viSamatA yAnI kyA? dAdAzrI : kisI vyakti ne kisI cIz2a kA tyAga kiyA ho ki mujhe lahasuna-pyAz2a nahIM khAne haiM, phira bhI bhUla se pyAz2a kA Tukar3A uchalakara khAne meM gira jAe aura khAte samaya hAtha meM A jAe to dimAg2a kA pArA car3ha jAtA hai, cillAtA hai| kitane loga to pyAz2a dekhane ko bhI rAjI nahIM hote| dekha leM to bhI acchA nahIM lagatA, taba usakI sthiti kauna sI? taba kyA use samatA rahatI hai? praznakartA : nahIM, viSamatA rahatI hai| dAdAzrI : isa tyAga kA phala viSamatA AyA, isase to tyAga nahIM kiyA hotA to acchA thaa| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki agara eka AlU kA Tukar3A bhUla se A gayA to tujhe kyA nukasAna ho gayA? ye saba AlU hI haiM na? jo bhoge jAte haiM, ve sabhI AlU hI haiM na! yaha to bhAna hI nahIM hai, isalie buddhi se bheda DAla die| bhUla se A gayA to hameM usakA hala lAnA hai| itanA to AnA cAhie na? ! samatA kabhI bhI nahIM chor3anI caahie| tyAga meM samatA rahe to vaha mokSa meM le jAtI hai| yaha tyAga samatA bar3hAne ke lie kiyA yA viSamatA ke lie? tyAga to samatA bar3hAne ke lie hai aura yadi samatA nahIM rahe to vaisA tyAga bevakUphI hai| jJAnI se yaha samajhane

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tapa 267 ke bAda tyAga karanA, varnA tyAga mata krnaa| yaha to bahuta bar3A aspatAla hai, isalie jJAnI se pUcha ki kyA karU~? taba vaha kahegA ki, "nahIM, 'ye' to saMsArI haiN|" to tU apane Apa davAI banAkara pI na! kisane manA kiyA hai? tujhe yadi mokSa meM jAnA ho, tyAga meM samatA lAnI ho to jJAnI se pUcha, nahIM to apane Apa davAI banAkara saudebAjI calane de| vItarAgoM ne bhI kisI ko DA~TA nahIM, kaise samajhadAra the vItarAga! vItarAga to mUlarUpa se hI jhagar3AlU nahIM hote, unake ziSya dagA kareM, lekina ve DA~Tate nhiiN| apanA bhI vahI dhyeya hai na? yaha to hamAre hisse meM AyA hai! caubIsa tIrthaMkara mAla rakhakara gae ki 'jAo, bAda meM 'dAdA' AnevAle haiM, vahA~ jAo,' vaha 'hamAre' hisse meM AyA hai| hamArA' ulAhanA to 'karuNA' kA ulAhanA hai| hamArA' svabhAva to vItarAgI hai lekina 'jevA roga tevA auSadha, zrImukha vANI jharate' jaisA sAmanevAle kA roga hotA hai, vaisI hI yaha naimittika vANI nikalatI hai| hamArI kAruNya buddhi se bahuta kaThora zabda nikalate haiM aura kAla bhI aisA hai| yadi phrija meM ThaMDI ho cukI sabjI ho to kyA hotA hai? phira soDA vagairaha saba DAleM, taba sabjI pakatI hai, isalie hameM soDA Adi saba DAlanA par3atA hai! hameM kyA yaha saba acchA lagatA hogA? itane sAre jaMjAloM meM bhI Apa mahAtmAoM ko yahA~ para nirvikalpa samAdhi prApta ho jAtI hai| AlU kA Tukar3A to A sakatA hai, lekina use dhIre se, koI nahIM jAna pAe vaise pheMka denA cAhie, samatA se| jise viSama sthiti ho jAtI hai vaha kyA kahatA hai? 'kahA~ se le AyA yaha? jA pheMka de|' hamArI dAla meM mA~sa kA Tukar3A A jAe to hama turaMta hI use nikAlakara dhIre se kapar3e meM DAla deNge| bhale hI kapar3e bigar3e, lekina hama dUsaroM ko nahIM hilaate| hilAe~ge to jo vaha dAla khAegA vaha rogI ho jaaegaa| ye loga to aise kitane hI kokroca aura kitanI hI chipakaliyA~ khA cuke haiN| usase phira roga hote haiM, kor3ha nikalatA hai, aura anya kaI roga hote haiN| bAhara kA jo saba khAte haiM usameM koI bApa bhI sAvadhAnI nahIM rakhatA aura aMdara jIvajaMtu gira jAte haiM aura loga TesTa se khAte haiN|

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AptavANI-2 hama to mA~sa kA Tukar3A chupA dete haiM aura 'vyavasthita' para chor3a dete haiN| jaise kucha bhI nahIM huA ho, aise baratate haiM, aura seTha kA to khUna jala jAe, zora macAkara rakha de / jisase ghara ke patnI-bacce sthaMbhita ho jAte haiM / hama to samajhate haiM ki isa (pakAnevAlI) strI ne kyA jAna-bUjhakara mA~sa kA Tukar3A DAlA hogA? nA / vaha to kucha lene gaI hogI aura Upara se kauA roTI kA Tukar3A lene AyA ho aura usake mu~ha meM mA~sa kA Tukar3A hogA to vaha dAla meM gira gayA hogA / eviDensa kaise-kaise sarjita hote haiM? isalie iMsAna ko pUrI taiyArI rakhanI cAhie | kyA-kyA hotA hai, vaha sabhI lakSya meM rakhanA cAhie na ? 268 krodha jitanA tyAga kiyA utanA ahaMkAra bar3hatA hai aura utanA hI z2abaradasta bar3hatA hai| 'maiM, maiM' karate haiM usase to vilAsI acchA, vaha kahatA hai ki, 'mujhe to isameM kucha bhI samajha meM nahIM AtA / ' hara eka vyakti jAti bheda dekhatA hai ki, 'yaha to tyAgI hai / vaha sabakucha kara sakatA hai jabaki hama to saMsArI haiN|' aisA liMgabheda rahatA hai| agara liMgabheda rahegA to saMsArI kAma kaise nikAla sakegA? to usake lie bhI udAharaNa ke rUpa meM hama haiN| hama bhI gRhasthaliMga haiM, inkama Taiksa bharate haiM / isalie Apako liMgabheda nahIM rahatA aura himmata AtI hai ! bhagavAna ne tyAgiyoM ke mokSa ke lie bhI manA kiyA hai aura gRhasthiyoM ke mokSa ke lie bhI manA kiyA hai / eka vyakti ko cAya kA tyAga nahIM hai aura vaha cAya grahaNa karatA hai, to vaha grahaNa karane kA ahaMkAra karatA hai| jabaki dUsarA cAya kA tyAga karatA hai aura cAya grahaNa nahIM karatA, to vaha tyAga karane kA ahaMkAra karatA hai / ye donoM jo karate haiM vaha igoiz2ama hai, aura igoiz2ama hai taba taka mokSamArga nahIM hai / phira bhI, usa mArga meM, kramika mArga meM ahaMkAra se ahaMkAra ko dhonA hai| sAbuna khuda kA maila chor3atA hai aura kapar3A dhula jAtA hai, sAbuna kA maila nikAlane ke lie TinopaoNla DAlanA par3atA hai, jabaki TinopaoNla khuda kA maila rakhatA hai aura sAbuna kA maila nikAlatA hai, aise TheTha taka calatA hai / guru khuda kA maila ziSya para chor3atA jAtA hai, vaha to guru kA maila usa para khuda para car3hA I

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tapa 269 huA hotA hai isalie maila se maila nikAlanA hI par3atA hai na! kyoMki guru, ve bhI maile hI haiM na! jabaki 'jJAnIpuruSa' saMpUrNa zuddha hote haiM, isalie koI maila nahIM cddh'taa| kramika mArga meM guru ziSya para maila car3hAte jAte haiM aura yahA~ akrama mArga meM sIdhA zuddha hI prApta ho jAtA hai / jisakA saMga kiyA, vaha usakA khuda kA maila to car3hAegA hI lekina sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI saMpUrNa zuddha hote haiM isalie koI maila nahIM cddh'taa| saccA tyAgI! saMsAriyoM ke duHkha mere ho jAe~ aura mere sukha saMsAriyoM ke ho jAe~, jise aisI bhAvanA rahatI hai vaha tyAgI kahalAtA hai / jo khuda hI azAtA meM rahatA ho, to vaha dUsaroM ko kaise sukha de pAegA? aisA dharmamArga rahe, taba bhI zAMti rhe| jagat bhogane ke lie hai to ise bhogo, lekina kisI ko duHkha mata denA aura jise tyAgI bananA ho to bano lekina kisI ko duHkhI mata krnaa| patnI se sAina karavA lenA ki, 'merI saMpUrNa rAjIkhuzI se pati jA rahe haiM,' lekina yaha to z2abaradastI sAina karavA letA hai / saba ko rAz2I karane ke bAda hI tyAga le sakate haiN| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'kharA tyAgI puruSa kaisA hotA hai? jisakA mu~ha dekhate hI hameM AnaMda ho uThe, unake paira chUne kA mana karatA rahe, unheM dekhate hI agara inkama Taiksa kI ciMtA ho, phira bhI use bhUlakara AnaMda A jAe, dila ko ThaMDaka ho jAe / AtmA kSaNabhara ke lie bhI anAtmA nahIM huA hai / use eka kSaNabhara ke lie bhI anAtmA kI icchA nahIM huI hai| AtmA ko tyAga nahIM hai, japa nahIM hai, tapa nahIM hai| tyAgI ko AtmA ke tyAga kI bhrAMti hai aura saMsArI ko AtmA ke saMsAra kI bhrAMti hai / jJAnI kI AjJA, vahI dharma aura tapa mokSa ke mArga meM kucha bhI kharca karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, tapa, tyAga,

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270 AptavANI-2 kucha bhI nahIM karanA hotA hai| mAtra yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to jJAnI kI AjJA, vahI tapa aura vahI dhrm| 'jJAnI' milane ke bAda nayA tapa khar3A hotA hai - AMtarika tp| AMtarika tapa se mokSa hotA hai aura bAhya tapa se saMsAra milatA hai! koI gAliyA~ deM to aMdara turaMta hI naqada pratikramaNa karo, ise AMtarika tapa kahate haiN| janma huA, tabhI se mana-vacana-kAyA lekara AyA hai| mukhya moha aura mukhya parigraha ye hI haiM / ina tInoM se hI anya aneka moha aura parigraha utpanna hote haiM isalie sabakA tyAga nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| jagat kramabaddha hai, kabhI bhI krama nahIM ttuutttaa| kisI vyakti ko krama meM tyAga milA to vaha tyAga karatA hai aura Age jAkara usI ke phalasvarUpa saMsAra milatA hai| parigraha to anekoM haiN| tU lAkha parigraha lekara Ae, phira bhI hama tujhe yoM sira para hAtha rakhakara aparigrahI banA deMge! aparigrahI to samajha ke bheda ke kAraNa hai| yaha akrama mArga hai aura vaha kramika mArga hai| kramika mArga meM, lAkha saba chor3akara jaMgala meM jAe, lekina mana-vacana-kAyA sAtha meM haiM isalie parigraha sAtha meM hI hotA hai, usI se nayA saMsAra khar3A kara detA hai| jabaki akrama mArga meM parigrahoM meM aparigrahI rahakara mokSa hai| bharata rAjA ko kaisA thA? mahala, rAjapATa aura teraha sau-teraha sau to rAniyA~ thIM, phira bhI RSabhadeva bhagavAna ne unheM 'akrama' jJAna diyA, usI se sAre vaibhava sahita rahate hue bhI ve mokSa meM gae! kucha loga kapar3oM ko parigraha mAnate haiM aura eka sau ATha ziSya rakhate haiN| kyA ye kapar3e kATate haiM? kharA parigraha to yaha jIvaMta parigraha hI hameM kaisA rahatA hai? ki yaha makAna jala rahA ho phira bhI usakA parigraha nahIM hotA! sahaja rahatA hai| yaha hamAre sAmane khAne kI thAlI rakhI ho aura koI uThAkara le jAe to hama use vinatI karate haiM ki, 'bhAI, subaha se bhUkhA huuN|' yadi bhUkhe hoMge to vinatI karake mA~ga leMge aura phira bhI uThAkara le hI jAe to hameM koI harja nhiiN| mA~ganA, use parigraha nahIM mAnA jaataa| bhale hI jJAnI hoM, lekina mA~ganA par3atA hai| hameM bhojana kI

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tapa 271 thAlI kI mUrchA nahIM rahatI / ye sabhI parigraha haiM, unameM aparigrahI bana jAe to aMta aaegaa| satsukha ko paaegaa| lekina Aja ye loga Ar3I galI meM ghusa gae haiM, lekina isameM inakA doSa nahIM hai, yaha to kAlacakra ke adhIna haiN| hameM koI doSita nahIM dikhatA hai / bhItara jo virAjamAna haiM, ve daraasala saMpUrNa vItarAga haiM! yaha to Azcarya utpanna ho gayA hai! yaha akrama jJAna utpanna huA hai aura vaha 'vikrama' zikhara para hai ! yaha jJAna prApta karane ke bAda, koI vyakti Apake pAsa Ae aura vaha Apako kar3avA pilAe, to usa samaya bhItara meM hArTa lAla ho jAtA hai, usa samaya Apa yadi jJAna meM sthira rahakara hArTa ko dekhate raho ki kitanA tapa rahA hai to isI ko bhagavAna ne 'jJAnatapa' kahA hai / saMsArAvasthA, vaha kudaratI racanA hai, usameM asthira kyA honA ? bhagavAna ne to kahA hai ki agara jJAna nahIM hogA, lekina yadi bhAna hogA to bhI clegaa| bhagavAna ne aisA nahIM kahA hai ki bhAna nahIM hogA to clegaa| bhAna hone ke bAda hI jJAna - tapa zurU hotA hai| bhagavAna ne prayatnadazA meM ebnaoNrmala hone ke lie manA kiyA kahA hai aura aprayatna dazA meM bhI ebnaoNrmala hone ke lie manA kiyA kahA hai| bhagavAna kahate haiM ki saba tarapha se naoNrmeliTI meM A jAo! tU ebnaoNrmeliTI meM jo kucha bhI karatA hai, bhagavAna ne use viSaya kahA hai| yaha tapa-tyAga jo karate ho, vaha samaSTi Apase karavAtA hai / aura use Apa mAnate ho ki, 'maiM tapa kara rahA hU~ / ' yaha rileTiva cIz2a hai, rileTiva meM koI kucha kara hI nahIM sakatA / hamane to aMtima bAta kaha dI hai ki, 'tU tapa kare yA japa kare, tyAga kare yA veSa badale, jo bhI kare vaha sArA terA laTTU svarUpa hI hai! jaba taka zuddhAtmA prApta nahIM ho jAtA taba taka sabakucha prakRti karavAtI hai, isalie tU laTTU hI hai / '

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tyAga tyAga do prakAra ke, (1) ahaMkAra se tyAga, (2) sahaja vartana meM baratA huA tyAga vAstava meM tyAga zabda meM hI ahaMkAra samAyA huA hai| ahaMkAra ke binA tyAga ho hI nahIM sakatA aura isIlie aisA lakSya meM rahA karatA hai ki maiMne tyAga kiyA, jabaki baratA huA tyAga lakSya meM rahatA hI nahIM / jaba tyAga karane kI cIz2eM yAda hI nahIM Ae~ taba, tyAga ko jIta liyA, aisA kahA jAegA / tyAga aura atyAga karane kI cIjeM bhI yAda nahIM AtIM taba aisA kahA jAegA ki atyAga jIta liyA / tyAga baratatA hai, aisA kise kahate haiM? jise tyAga karane kA vicAra bhI nahIM AtA hai, use / aura atyAga baratatA hai, aisA kise kahate haiM ? ki parigraha jinakI smRti meM - sva - ramaNa meM bhI nahIM hote! mokSamArga meM tyAga kI bhI zarta nahIM hai aura atyAga kI bhI kanDIzana nahIM hai ! I isa jagat meM bhagavAna ne do hI cIz2oM kA tyAga karane ke lie kahA hai (1) ahaMkAra aura (2) mamatA, arthAt maiM aura merA ina donoM kA tyAga karane ke bAda saMsAra meM tujhe tyAga karane kA rahA hI nahIM na! bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki eka prakAra kA tyAga vaha kahalAtA hai ki jo udayakarma karavAtA hai, vaha tyAga vItarAgatAvAlA nahIM hai / udayakarma upavAsa karavAtA hai, sAmAyika karavAtA hai, to kahatA hai ki, 'maiMne kiyA / ' prakRti jo-jo jabarana karavAtI hai vaha sabhI udayakarma ke adhIna hai| prakRti jo tyAga karavAtI hai, usase AtmA para kyA upakAra ? use vItarAgatA se tyAgA huA nahIM kahA jaaegaa| vItarAgatA kA tyAga, vaha aMtaratyAga hai usameM kaifa nahIM hotaa| jaba udayakarma ke adhIna tyAga hotA hai aura kahe ki, 'maiMne tyAga kiyA, '

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tyAga 273 vaha to nirA ahaMkAra hI kahalAtA hai| aise tyAga se to nirA kaifa car3hatA hai| tyAga kA jo kaifa car3hatA hai, vaha to atyadhika sUkSma kaifa hai| vaha kaifa to atyaMta kaSTa se bhI nahIM utaratA, to phira mokSa to kaba hogA? niSkaifI kA mokSa hotA hai, kaifI kA nhiiN| isase acchA to zarAbI kA sthUla kaifa acchA hai ki pAnI chir3akeM to turaMta hI utara jAtA hai| loga tyAga-vairAgya karake bhI bhaTakate rahate haiM, isa taraha se mokSa milanA AsAna nahIM hai| tyAga to use kahate haiM ki moha utpanna hI nahIM ho| ye tyAgI to tyAga karane ke moha meM hI rahate haiM, use tyAga kahA hI kaise jAe? tyAga to zUravIratA kA kAma hai| tyAga to sahaja hI baratatA hai, karanA nahIM pdd'taa| tyAga-atyAga kI mUrchA saMpUrNa rUpa se ur3a jAe, vahI kharA tyAga hai| tAdAtmya adhyAsa, vahI rAga hai aura tAdAtmya adhyAsa nahIM hai, vaha tyAga hai| pracalita bhASA meM kahe jAnevAle tyAga ko tyAga kahate z2arUra hai, lekina vaha aMtaraMga tyAga ke hetu ke rUpa meM hai, phira bhI asala tyAga nahIM hai| eka sAdhu roz2a gAte the : 'tyAga Tike nahIM vairAgya binaa|' to maiMne unase pUchA ki, 'mahArAja, lekina vairAgya kisake binA nahIM TikatA?' taba mahArAja ne kahA, 'vaha to patA nhiiN|' taba maiMne unase kahA, 'vicAra ke binA vairAgya nahIM ttiktaa|' yaha to kramika mArga kI bAta huii| kramika mArga to bahuta kaThina hai, anaMta janmoM se 'cUlhe meM se bhaTThI meM aura bhaTThI meM se cUlhe meM jAne kA silasilA banA huA hai|' mAtra tyAga se hI AtmA nahIM mila jAtA, tyAga to kaSTa sAdhya hai| yadi tyAga se mokSa mila jAtA to mokSa bhI kaSTa sAdhya hotaa| bhagavAna ne to mokSa ko sahaja sAdhya kahA hai| kramika mArga meM bhI yadi tyAga karo to vaha, krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha nivRtta karane ke lie ho, tabhI krnaa| jisa tyAga se krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha bar3heM, vaha tyAga nahIM ho sktaa| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'zuddha upayoga meM hI rho|' phira bhI yadi saMsAra kA lobha ho, bhautika sukha cAhie to jo logoM ko pasaMda nahIM, vaisA mata karanA aura logoM ko sukha upaje aisA karanA, vaisA grahaNa karanA

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274 AptavANI-2 aura logoM ko duHkha pahu~ce aise kArya kA tyAga karanA, lekina mokSa cAhie to zuddha upayoga meM hI rhnaa| apanI z2arUrata ke mutAbika hI cIjeM rakhanA, use tyAga kahate haiN| cAra kamIz2oM kI z2arUrata ho aura bAraha nahIM rakheM to use tyAga kahate haiN| jo nibAha lete haiM, unheM tyAgI kahate haiN| tyAga to kauna kara sakatA hai? jinake sAtha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke AzIrvAda hoM, ve hI tyAga kara sakate haiM, unake sivA koI kucha bhI tyAga karane jAe, to usakA use kaifa car3hatA jAtA hai| tyAgIliMga aura gRhasthIliMga aise do liMga kahe gae haiM, jaba tyAgIliMga meM kaifa bar3ha jAtA hai, taba gRhasthaliMga meM (jJAna) prakAza ho jAtA hai aura gRhasthaliMga meM kaifa bar3ha jAe, taba tyAgIliMga meM prakAza bar3ha jAtA hai| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'kisI bhI dazA meM vItarAga ho sakate haiM, cAhe kisI bhI liMga meM vItarAga ho sakate haiN| are! strI bhI saMpUrNa vItarAga ho sakatI hai, kevala manuSyatva honA cAhie, yaha kisI liMga yA dazA vizeSa kA haqa nahIM hai|' mokSa ke lie tyAga karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, tyAga to baratanA caahie| phira anya kisI tyAga kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, dUsarA tyAga to bhrAMti kI bhASA kA tyAga hai| bhagavAna kA tyAga zuddha bhASA kA tyAga thaa| yaha bhrAMti kI bhASA kA tyAga kyA hai? bIr3I pInevAlA samajhatA hai ki maiMne bIr3I kA tyAga kiyA aura pratijJA karavAnevAlA samajhatA hai ki maiMne usase tyAga krvaayaa| isa bhrAMti ke tyAga ko to choTA baccA bhI samajhatA hai ki Aja se cAcA ne bIr3I chor3a dI hai| yaha to kaisA tyAga? eka sthAnakavAsI seTha the| unhoMne mujhase kahA ki, 'Apa roz2a ghUmane nikalate haiM taba ghaMTA-AdhA ghaMTA AnA, hama sAtha meM baittheNge|' seTha acche AdamI the| isalie hama pAva ghaMTA, AdhA ghaMTA unake sAtha baiThate the| eka dina seTha ne itanI bar3I (bAraha iMca kI) bIr3I khuda bnaaii| roz2a to itanI choTI bIr3I hotI thI, lekina eka dina itanA bar3A bIr3A

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tyAga 275 banAkara pIne lge| taba maiMne seTha se kahA, 'kyoM itanA bar3A bIr3A pI rahe ho?' taba seThane kahA, 'mahArAja ne mujhe aisA kahA hai ki roz2a kI cAra hI bIr3iyA~ piinaa|' maiMne kahA ki, 'mahArAja mujhase nahIM rahA jaaegaa|' taba mahArAja ne mujhase kahA ki, 'nA, Apako hamArI AjJA kA pAlana karanA hI pdd'egaa|' 'haM... isalie Apa isa AjJA kA pAlana kara rahe ho ? ( !) ' vaha dekhakara mujhe Azcarya huA ki dhanya hai isa kAla ko (!) thor3I dera huI to jo bIr3I pI rahe the vaha AdhI ho gaI | una seTha ne phira kyA kiyA ki do patte lekara nIce se car3hAne lage ! maiMne kahA, 'seTha, yaha kyA kara rahe ho?' taba seThane kahA, 'cAra se pUrA nahIM par3atA islie|' dhanya hai yaha! aisA to bhagavAna mahAvIra bhI nahIM jAnate the! bhagavAna mahAvIra ko jo jJAna kevalajJAna meM bhI nahIM AyA, vaha jJAna Apako hai ! dhanya hai, dhanya hai ! aisA mana bhI hotA hogA, aisA to maiMne Aja hI jaanaa| dhanya hai ApakI vaizyabuddhi ko ! nahIM to cAra bIr3iyA~ hI pIU~gA, aisA bole matalaba bole-basa, nahIM to nahIM bolate, mahArAja se sApha-sApha kaha denA cAhie thA ki mujhase ApakI AjJA kA pAlana nahIM kiyA jA sakegA / aura bole yAnI kSatriya ! phira dekho na itane bar3e paTAkhe banAe ! aura Upara se usa moTe bIr3e ko dekhakara lagA ki baniye to aise hI hote haiM, lekina jaba nIce se do patte DAlane lage taba mujhe Azcarya huA ki aisA jJAna to bhagavAna mahAvIra ko bhI kevalajJAna meM nahIM AyA thA, jaisA jJAna Apako hai! Apa to kaise ho? aba Azcarya nahIM hogA mujhe? aura phira mujhe nAztA karavAyA ! aise loga haiM ! bahuta taraha ke loga maiMne dekhe haiM, lekina bhagavAna ke kevalajJAna meM bhI nahIM AyA hogA, vaisA to maiMne ina seTha ke vahIM para dekhA ! kahanA par3egA seTha! ve seTha abhI taka bhI yAda Ate haiM! phira seTha mujhase kyA kahane lage ki, 'ApakI samatAdhArI bAta sunate haiM, taba hameM aisA hotA hai ki aMbAlAlabhAI ke pAsa hI baiThe raheM / ' dhanya hai isa seTha ko, dhanya hai una mahArAja ko bhI! phira seTha mujhase kahane lage ki, 'mahArAja mere pIche hAtha

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AptavANI - 2 dhokara par3e haiN|' mahArAja ko aisA rahatA hai ki inheM kucha saMyama prApta karavAU~ / saMyama kA artha hI nahIM samajhe / I 276 tyAga to kise kahate haiM ki jo barate, vaha / jo yAda hI nahIM Ae, use tyAga kahate haiN| bhagavAna ne tyAga kise kahA hai? ki mana meM jo-jo vicAra utpanna hoM, vANI ke jo-jo paramANu ur3eM, unameM khuda tanmayAkAra nahIM ho, use zuddha tyAga kahA hai| mana meM jo-jo vicAra Ae~, phira bhale hI kitane bhI acche hoM, pasaMda hoM yA nApasaMda hoM, lekina unase judA rahe aura tanmayAkAra nahIM ho, use bhagavAna ne tyAga kahA hai / phira, vANI ke jo-jo paramANu ur3ate haiM, unameM se kisI meM bhI khuda tanmayAkAra nahIM ho, use bhagavAna ne sarvasva tyAga kahA hai, vahI mokSa degA, aisA hai / bhrAMta bhASA meM bAhyatyAga ke lie bhI tyAga kA artha alaga hI hai, lekina riyala bhASA meM use tyAga nahIM kahA hai / 'yahA~' kA eka AnA bhI 'vahA~' kAma nahIM AegA / tanmayAkAra nahIM honA, aisA kaba ho sakatA hai? ki jaba khuda zuddha bana jAegA taba / khuda jo azuddha hai, usameM se 'jJAnIpuruSa' zuddha pada de deM, taba bhagavAna kI bhASA kA tyAga brtegaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' zuddha pada meM baiThA dete haiM, usake bAda mokSa ho jAtA hai| yaha to kitanA sarala hai! nahIM to anaMta janmoM taka bhI ThikAnA nahIM par3e aisA hai ! bAhya tyAga kA artha bhI yadi samajha jAe~ to bhI vaha kitanA sArthaka ho jAe! eka tarapha patnI-baccoM kA tiraskAra karatA hai aura dUsarI tarapha mokSa DhU~DhatA hai, usameM Apatti hai / yaha to kahegA ki, 'mere udayakarma haiN|' are, tiraskAra kiyA, use udayakarma nahIM kaha skte| Asa-par3osavAloM, ghara para bIvI-bacce, mA~- - bApa sabhI ko rAjIkhuzI rakhakara jAe, use kharA udayakarma kahate haiN| tiraskAra karake chor3anA bhI udayakarma hai, lekina vaha rAjIkhuzI se nahIM hai, isalie kharA udayakarma nahIM khlaataa| bhagavAna mahAvIra ko bhI jaba unake bhAIyoM ne anumati dI, tabhI unhoMne dIkSA lI / ghara ke kisI bhI sadasya ko - patnI ko, choTI baccI ko, kisI bhI jIva ko tiraskRta karake mokSa meM nahIM jA sakate / jahA~ thor3A sA bhI tiraskAra ho, vaha mokSa kA mArga nahIM hai I

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bhAvahiMsA jagat gappa nahIM hai, lekina loga ulTA mAna baiThe haiN| kAfI kucha loga kahate haiM ki bhagavAna Upara haiM, lekina vaha saca nahIM hai, logoM kI samajha ulTI hai| isIlie hameM spaSTa kahanA par3atA hai ki isa varlDa meM koI aisA paramANu bAkI nahIM bacA ki jahA~ maiM ghUmA nahIM houuNgaa| brahmAMDa ke aMdara rahakara aura brahmAMDa se bAhara rahakara, 'jaisA hai vaisA' maiM dekhakara batA rahA hU~ aura gAranTI detA hU~ ki Upara koI bApa bhI nahIM hai| yaha to UparavAlA, UparavAlA karake binA bAta kI dakhalaMdAz2I kI, isalie ApakI ciTThI bhagavAna ko nahIM pahu~cegI aura kAgaz2a ke paise bekAra jAe~ge aura bhAvanA bhI bekAra jaaegii| jahA~ hai vahA~ para bAta karo na, bhItara jahA~ bApa baiThA hai, to kabhI na kabhI terI arjI phuNcegii| yA phira mUrti kI pUjA kara kyoMki vaha pratyakSa A~khoM se dikhatI hai, phira bhale hI vaha patthara kI hai, lekina logoM ne mAnya kI hai| bhale hI tujhe mAnya nahIM ho, lekina logoM ko mAnya hai, logoM ke Aropita bhAva haiM, vahA~ para caitanyavAle kA Aropita bhAva hai| vaha mAnyatA bhI roMga mAnyatA hai ki Upara bhagavAna hai, vaha roMga eDresa hai| binA eDresa kI ciTThI DAleMge to kise pahu~cegI? bhItaravAle ko dekha na! bhagavAna bhItara hI baiThe haiM, anya kahIM bhI nahIM haiN| una bhagavAna kA saccA eDresa tujhe batAtA hU~ - gaoNDa iz2a ina evarI krIcara vhedara viz2ibala ora inavijibala (bhagavAna pratyeka jIva meM vidyamAna hai, bhale hI ve jIva dRSTigocara haiM yA nhiiN)| evarI krIcara (pratyeka jIva) meM bhagavAna dekha na, to tujhe krIcara mArane kA bhAva hI utpanna nahIM hogA aura taba tU bhAvahiMsA se baca jaaegaa| niraMtara bhAvahiMsA hI kara rahA hai| krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha kA matalaba kyA? ki bhAvahiMsA; bhagavAna ne isI meM ahiMsaka banane ko kahA hai| jabaki ye loga

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278 AptavANI-2 to TheTha gAyoM ko, hAthI Adi ko bacAne ke lie nikala par3e haiM! hAthI ko bacAnevAlA tU kauna paidA huA hai? taba phira inakA janmadAtA kauna hogA? bar3A bacAnevAlA AyA hai! kisI ko mu~ha se aisA nahIM kahanA cAhie ki, 'maiM ina khaTamaloM ko mAranevAlA huuN|' 'khaTamaloM ko maiM mArUMgA' aisA bhAva nikAla denA, nahIM to tere hI AtmA kI tU hiMsA kara rahA hai| khaTamala to jaba maranevAlA hogA taba maregA, aura mArane kA adhikAra kise hai? ki jo eka khaTamala banA sake use| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai, 'jitanA tU kansTrakTa(nirmANa) karatA hai, utanA hI tU DisTrakTa(dhvasta) kara sakatA hai| terA jitanA kansTrakzana hogA, utane ke DisTrakzana meM hama hAtha nahIM DAlate, isalie tU khaTamala ko DisTrakTa mata krnaa|' aisI sAdI bhASA to samajha meM A sakatI hai na? eka khaTamala banAnA ho to vaha banAyA jA sake, aisI cIz2a nahIM hai| usameM ye mUrkha cAheM jo karate haiM, kitane hI jIvajaMtu mAra DAlate haiM! nire jIvajaMtu mAra DAlate haiN| jaise bhAva - hama vaise hI nimitta banate haiM isa janma meM to bhAva karane ke alAvA anya kucha nayA nahIM hotA hai lekina janmojanma taka bhAva karane ke kAraNa, aba jo jIvajaMtu maranevAle haiM na, ve isake hisse meM Ate haiM, aura kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| jIvajaMtuoM ke marane kA TAimiMga hotA hai, taba vaha kisake hisse meM AtA hai? jisane mArane kA bhAva kiyA hogA, usake hisse meM AtA hai| kisI ko mArane kI sattA hai hI nahIM, lekina hara eka jIva kA marane kA TAima to hotA hI hai na? kucha khaTamala satraha dina jIte haiM, kucha tIna mahIne jIte haiM aura kucha pA~ca sAla taka bhI jIte haiN| una sabake marane kA TAimiMga hai na? yAnI jaba usake marane kA samaya hotA hai, taba vaha caMdUlAla ke hisse meM Akara khar3A ho jAtA hai, kyoMki caMdUlAla ne nizcita kiyA thA, dukAna zurU thI ki, 'hama mArane ke lie hI haiN|' aura jainoM ne 'nahIM mArane haiM' aisA nizcita kiyA thA, isalie unake hisse meM nahIM AtA, itanA hI hai| isa bAta kA ahaMkAra karane jaisA nahIM hai| vaha to sirpha bhAva hI kiyA thA ki 'nahIM mAranA hai', vahI abhI kAma kara rahA hai|

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bhAvahiMsA 289 jIvajaMtuoM ko koI bacAtA hI nahIM hai, usI taraha jIvajaMtuoM ko koI mAratA bhI nahIM hai| vaha to use jIvajaMtuoM ko mArane kA bhAva hai, isIlie vaha yoga use A milatA hai, kyoMki TAimiMga hotA hai| hara eka jIva mAtra kA TAimiMga AyA hotA hai, usake maraNakAla se pahale koI jIva mara sake, aisA hai hI nhiiN| jIva ke maraNakAla se pahale yadi koI use mAra sakatA to use 'mAratA hai' aisA kaha sakate haiN| lekina nahIM, maraNakAla se pahale koI mAra hI nahIM sktaa| vaha to jaba usakA kAla pakatA hai, taba caMdUlAla ke hisse meM AtA hai| hatkarmI ke hisse meM 'hatkarmI bhAvavAlA' AtA hai aura satkarmI ke hisse meM 'satkarmI bhAvavAlA' AtA hai praznakartA : lekina caMdUlAla nimitta to banate haiM na? dAdAzrI : hA~, caMdUlAla nimitta banate haiM, sirpha nimitta banate haiN| mArane ke bhAva kie the isalie vaha nimitta banatA hai| bAkI, jIvajaMtuoM ke janma se pahale hI, mRtyu kaba hogI usakA hisAba taya hotA hai - jIva mAtra kaa| yaha to galata ahaMkAra karatA hai| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki, 'koI manuSya kisI jIva ko mAra hI nahIM sakatA, bhAva-maraNa karatA hai, basa utanA hI hai|' jitane jIvajaMtu hoM utane mArane haiM aisA nizcita karatA hai, vaha bhAva-maraNa hai| kheta meM cAra sA~pa haiM unheM mArane haiM, mAre jA sakeM yA nahIM bhI mAre jA sakeM, usakA koI ThikAnA nhiiN| ve pakar3a meM Ae~ yA nahIM bhI Ae~, lekina jaba se usane khuda ne bhAva kie taba se khuda usake hI AtmA kA maraNa ho rahA hai| phira sA~poM ko to maranA hogA taba mareMge, unakA TAimiMga hogA taba mara jaaeNge| yAnI hama eka hI vAkya kahate haiM ki sabhI jIvoM ke janma se pahale hI yaha nizcita hai ki ve kaba maranevAle haiN| aba itanI hI bAta yadi samajha jAe taba to kAma hI nikala jAe na! janma se pahale hI jinakA maraNa nizcita ho cukA hai, use mAranevAle hama kauna hote haiM? vaha to jisa-jisane mArane ke bhAva kie hote haiM, 'sA~pa mArane hI cAhie' aise bhAva nizcita kie hoM, usa gA~va meM jaba sA~pa nikalate haiM, taba aise do-tIna sA~pa mAranevAle loga

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AptavANI-2 gA~va meM janma le hI cuke hote haiN| yAnI Apako to sirpha AvAz2a hI lagAnI par3atI hai ki, 'mere ghara meM sA~pa nikalA hai, ' to ve daur3ate hue A jAte haiM, kyoMki dukAna lagAI huI hI hotI hai ! 280 ahiMsaka bhAvavAlA tIra mAre to z2arA sA bhI khUna nahIM nikalatA aura hiMsaka bhAvavAlA phUla DAle, taba bhI kisI ko khUna nikala jAtA hai| tIra aura phUla itane iphekTiva nahIM haiM, jitanI iphekTiva bhAvanA hai| isalie hamAre eka-eka zabda meM niraMtara hameM aisA bhAva rahatA hai ki 'kisI ko duHkha nahIM ho, jIva mAtra ko duHkha nahIM ho' jagat ke jIva mAtra ko isa mana-vacana-kAyA se kiMcit mAtra bhI duHkha nahIM ho, isa bhAvanA se hI hamArI vANI nikalatI hai / cIz2a kAma nahIM karatI, tIra kAma nahIM karatA, phUla kAma nahIM karate, lekina bhAva kAma karate haiM / isalie hama sabhI ko bhAva kaise rakhane cAhie ki, prAtaHkAla nizcita karanA cAhie ki, 'jIva mAtra ko isa mana-vacana - kAyA se kiMcit mAtra bhI duHkha nahIM ho / ' aisA pA~ca bAra bolakara, yadi sacce bhAva se bolakara nikaleM aura bAda meM yadi Apase gunAha ho gayA to yU Ara naoNTa eTa oNla risponsibala ( Apa tanika bhI z2immedAra nahIM ho), aisA bhagavAna ne kahA hai / aisA kyoM kahA? to kahate haiM, 'sAhaba merI to aisI bhAvanA nahIM thI / ' to bhagavAna kahate haiM ki, 'yasa, yU Ara rAiTa!' jagat aisA hai| yadi Apane kisI ko bhI, eka bhI jIva ko nahIM mArA ho aura Apa aisA kaho ki, 'jitane bhI jIva Ae~, unheM mAranA hI cAhie' to pUre dina kI jIva hiMsA ke Apa hissedAra banate rahate haiN| yAnI ki aisA hai jagat ! dayA, AtmabhAva kI rakho jagat to samajhane jaisA hai| bhagavAna kahate haiM ki, 'jaMtuoM ko mAranA yA nahIM mAranA, vaha sattA tere hAtha meM nahIM hai, saMDAsa karane kI bhI terI khuda kI svataMtra zakti nahIM hai|' vaha to jaba aTake taba patA calegA ki yaha sattA merI nahIM hai| eka bAra tU terI sattA jAna le / bhagavAna kahate haiM ki, 'eka jIva ko mAranA, yAnI kitane sAre kAraNa ikaTThe hoM taba vaha kArya hotA hai|' mAranevAlA sirpha bhAva hI nakkI karatA hai ki, 'mujhe mAranA

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bhAvahiMsA 281 hai|' to yaha duniyA koI sirpha tere bApa kI nahIM hai| tere bApa kI duniyA hotI to kabhI kA khAlI nahIM karavA detA? yaha to kaba 'Tapa' ho jAegA, usakA kyA ThikAnA? basa itanA hI hai ki ahaMkAra yoM hI badanAma hotA hai| binA vajaha ahaMkAra naz2ara meM A jAtA hai, itanA hI hai| bhagavAna ne to yahA~ taka kahA hai ki, 'Apako bhAvadayA rakhanI hai|' bhAvadayA yAnI una jaMtuoM ko bacAne kI nahIM, usa jIva ko mArane kA bhAva hotA hai na usase tumhAre AtmabhAva kA maraNa hotA hai| apane AtmabhAva kA maraNa huA isalie kahate haiM ki, 'tU apane bhAvamaraNa ke lie dayA rakhanA,' use bhAva dayA kahA hai| tU apanI bhAva dayA sa~bhAlanA, usakA to vaha lekara AyA huA hai hii| jIvamAtra khuda kA sabhI kucha lekara hI AyA huA hai, svataMtra hai| nahIM to amarIkAvAle itane sAloM taka zItayuddha rahane dete kyA? ve kahate, 'eka ghaMTe meM hI hama pUrA raziyA khAlI kara sakate haiM, aisA hai!' bacAtA hai - vaha bhI ahaMkAra isameM terI khuda kI kucha bhI sattA nahIM hai, isalie tU apane Apa sAvadhAna ho jAnA ki tere AtmabhAva kA maraNa nahIM ho| tU dUsaroM ko mArane kI bhAvanA karegA to tere AtmabhAva kA maraNa hogA aura isIlie bhAvadayA rkhnaa| sAmanevAle para dayA rakhane ko nahIM kahA hai| jabaki ye to sAmanevAle para dayA rakhane meM par3a gae haiM! 'are pAgala, terA ThikAnA nahIM hai, to ta sAmanevAle para kaise dayA rakhegA?' usameM to vApasa ahaMkArI bana cuke hote haiM ! 'mujhe bahuta dayA AtI hai, mujhe bahuta dayA AtI hai!' are abhAge tU khuda para hI dayA rakha na! kisa prakAra kA jIva hai tU? bhagavAna ke pAsa eka kasAI gayA aura eka saMghapati ge| kasAI ke hAthoM se gAyeM chur3avAkara lAnevAle usa saMghapati ne kahA, 'sAhaba maiMne dasa gAyeM chur3avAI haiN|' taba bhagavAna kahate haiM, 'ApakI bAta saca hai ki Apane dasa gAyoM ko chudd'vaayaa|' taba vaha kasAI kahatA hai, 'sAhaba, maiMne dasa gAyeM maarii| aba hama donoM meM se pahale kisakA mokSa hogA?' taba bhagavAna ne kahA, 'mokSa kI bAta kisI ko bhI nahIM karanI hai, Apa donoM ahaMkArI ho, Apa mokSa ke lAyaka nahIM ho| yaha mArane kA ahaMkAra kara

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282 AptavANI-2 rahA hai aura tU bacAne kA ahaMkAra kara rahA hai|' tere pitA jI bUr3he ho gae haiM, unheM bacA na! ise kisalie bacA rahA hai? pitA jI assI sAla ke bUr3he ho gae haiM, unheM marane de rahA hai? pitA jI ko kyoM marane detA hai? tU bacAnevAlA hai, hamezA ke lie bacAnevAlA hai to bApa ko bacA na! yaha to z2arUrata se z2yAdA aklamaMdI hai, ise ovaravAiz2a-meDanesa kahA hai| isa jagat ke jaMjAla meM hAtha mata DAlanA, usameM kucha limiTa taka hI rhnaa| ye to ovaravAiz2a ho cuke haiM, saba kIrti ke pIche par3e hue haiN| kyA cAhie inheM? kiirti| zAyada yahA~ para kIrti mila jAe lekina vahA~ unakA bApa acchI taraha khabara legA, vahA~ para daraasala nyAya ho rahA hai, vahA~ kisI kA kucha calanevAlA nahIM hai| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'tU dasa gAyeM bacAne kA ahaMkAra kara rahA hai aura vaha dasa gAyoM ko mArane kA ahaMkAra kara rahA hai, isalie Apa donoM ko hI yahA~ para mokSa kI bAta sunanekarane nahIM AnA hai| tujhe bacAne kA phala milegA aura tujhe mArane kA phala milegaa| una jIvoM ko tUne bacAyA hai, ve tere Upara upakAra karake badalA cukAe~ge aura vaha jisane jIvoM ko mArA hai, ve hI jIva use duHkha deNge| yaha basa itanA hisAba hai| hama bIca meM hAtha nahIM DAlate haiN| mokSa kA aura isakA kucha bhI lenA-denA nahIM hai| aba yadi tUne kaoNleja meM jina do lar3akoM ko pAsa kiyA ho, ve lar3ake bar3e hokara kaheM ki, 'inhoMne hameM pAsa kiyA thA,' to ve usakA lAbha Apako dete haiN| svAbhAvika rUpa se, vaisA hI ina jIvoM ko bacAne meM bhI hai| Apa jIva bacAo yA nahIM bacAo bhagavAna ne use mokSa ke lie Avazyaka nahIM batAyA hai| yaha to z2arUrata se z2yAdA samajhadAra ho gae haiN| itane adhika samajhadAra ki gAya bacAne ke lie kasAI ke vahA~ se cAra sau-cAra sau rupaye dekara gAyeM chur3avA lAte haiM lekina phira kyA use upAzraya meM yA maMdira meM thoDe hI bA~dhakara rakhate haiM ! phira to kisI brAhmaNa ko muphta meM de dete haiM ki, 'bhAI le, tU le jaa|' phira vaha kasAI dhyAna rakhatA hai ki ye gAya ko kisake yahA~ para bA~dha rahe haiM! vaha brAhmaNa ko gAya dete haiM, taba vaha kasAI vahA~ se phira usa brAhmaNa ke pAsa jAtA hai, aura kahatA hai, 'are, tuma para kucha karz2a ho gayA hai kyA?' taba vaha kahegA, 'hA~ bhAI,

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bhAvahiMsA sau-Der3ha sau kA karz2a ho gayA hai / ' taba vaha kasAI kahegA, 'pacAsa detA huuN|' taba brAhmaNa kahatA hai, 'Der3ha sau de to gAya de dU~ tujhe|' Der3ha sau rupaye dekara vaha kasAI gAya vApasa le AtA hai| isane cAra sau meM dI aura Der3ha sau meM chur3avA lAtA hai vApasa / ina logoM ko mUrkha banA detA hai| ye kIrti meM par3e haiM, ovaravAiz2a ho gae haiM ! 283 are, kisa taraha janma letA hai aura kisa taraha maratA hai usameM tU mata pdd'| tU terA bhAvamaraNa bacA / saba sabakI sa~bhAlo / terA bhAvamaraNa utpanna nahIM ho, bhAvahiMsA nahIM ho, tU usakA dhyAna rkh| Apa kisI para krodha karate ho to use to zAyada duHkha hotA hogA, lekina Apase to eka bAra hiMsA ho gaI, bhAvahiMsA ! isalie bhAvahiMsA hone se bacAo, aisA bhagavAna ne kahA hai| itane taka hI kahA hai, isase z2yAdA kucha bhI nahIM kahA hai| maiM kyA kaha rahA hU~, vaha vyU poinTa samajha meM A rahA hai Apako ? bAhara yaha kesa kitanA adhika ulajha cukA hai? aba yaha kaise sulajha pAegA? inheM kaise camakAnA? kAle par3a cuke bartanoM ke lie kisa taraha kA esiDa istemAla kiyA jAe, vahI mujhe samajha meM nahIM AtA / bahuta sAla nahIM hue haiM, 2500 sAla hI hue haiM bhagavAna mahAvIra ko gae hue| unameM se 500 sAloM taka to acchA rahA aura 2000 sAla meM itanA adhika z2aMga laga gayA? kRSNa bhagavAna ko gae hue 5100 sAla hue haiM / itane meM kitanA adhika z2aMga car3ha gayA hai| hameM itanA kaThora kisalie bolanA par3atA hai? hamArI 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI aisI kaThora vANI nahIM hotI / lekina atyaMta karuNA hone ke kAraNa sAmanevAle ke roga nikAlane ke lie aisI karuNAbharI vANI nikala rahI hai| I maraNakAla hI mAre ApakI samajha meM AyA ki maiM kyA kahanA cAhatA hU~? yaha gahana bAta hai, yaha koI bAz2ArU bAta nahIM hai / isameM aisI bAteM haiM ki sabhI zAstroM kA tola karake eka ora rakha deM kyoMki TAimiMga ke binA koI mAra sake, aisA hai nahIM, isalie bhagavAna kyA kahanA cAhate haiM ki, 'Apa yaha bhAvabIja mata par3ane denaa|' yadi bIja nahIM par3ane diyA to phira Apa baMda A~khoM se

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284 AptavANI-2 caloge, phira bhI ApakA koI nAma denevAlA nahIM hai aura khulI A~khoM se caloge aura yahA~ paira ke nIce A gayA hogA to marane ke lie Akara bhI nahIM maregA, Apase kucala gayA hogA, phira bhI maregA nahIM aura hiMsakabhAvavAle ke hAthoM vaha mregaa| itanA adhika gahana sAinsa hai| TAimiMga ke binA kucha bhI nahIM ho sakatA aisA isa jagat meM hai| kabhI na kabhI to yaha sahI bAta samajhanI hI par3egI na!

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jJAnayoga : ajJAnayoga praznakartA : yogasAdhanA karate haiM, usase vikAsa hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : pahale hameM taya karanA cAhie ki yogasAdhanA karake hameM kyA prApta karanA hai? kisakI prApti ke lie hama yogasAdhanA kara rahe haiM, paise kamAne ke lie yA sIkhane ke lie? praznakartA : sabhI prakAra ke daihika vikAsa ke lie| dAdAzrI : ye jo sabhI sAdhanAe~ karate haiM, ve to mana kI yA deha kI sAdhanA kara rahe haiM na? praznakartA : AcArya ke sAtha rahakara kareM phira bhI? dAdAzrI : mArgadarzana do prakAra kA hotA hai - eka rileTiva aura eka riyl| rileTiva ke lie to bAhara kaIM mArgadarzaka haiN| isalie pahale hameM taya karanA cAhie ki kauna sA cAhie? yadi sarva du:khoM se mukta honA ho to yaha riyala mArgadarzana prApta karanA caahie| yAnI phira Apako kauna sA cAhie? ye paisA-vaisA to bAhara rileTiva meM mila jAegA, kyoMki mehanata se phala to milegA na? lekina yahA~ para to AtmA kI yogasAdhanA kI jAtI hai, isalie sabhI prakAra se kAma pUrA ho jAtA hai! praznakartA : dhyAna aura yoga meM kyA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : cAra prakAra ke yoga haiN| pahalA-dehayoga, deha meM pIche cakra hote haiM vahA~ para ekAgratA karanA, use dehayoga kahate haiN| usa yoga kI qImata kitanI? taba kaheM, vyagratA kA roga hai isalie ekAgratA kI davAI cupar3ate haiN| ekAgratA kI z2arUrata to, jise vyagratA kA roga hai, use hai| jise jo

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AptavANI-2 jo roga hotA hai, use vaisI davAI kI z2arUrata hai| vaha to kevala TemparerI eDajasTamenTa hai, usase to kevala TemparerI rilIpha milatA hai| yadi isa rilIpha ko aMtima sTezana mAneM to usakA hala kaba AegA? yadi isa ekAgratA kI davAI se krodha - mAna-mAyA - lobha cale jAte hoM to vaha kAma kA hai| yaha to paccIsa sAla taka ekAgratA karatA hai, yogasAdhanA karatA hai, usase yadi krodha-mAna-mAyA aura lobha nahIM jAe~ to kisa kAma kA? jisa davAI se krodha-mAna-mAyA aura lobha jAte haiM, vahI davAI sahI hai / yaha yoga sAdhanA tU karatA hai, vaha kisakI karatA hai? 'jAna liyA' usakI yA anajAna kI? AtmA se to anajAna hai, to usakI sAdhanA kisa taraha se hogI? deha ko hI jAnatA hai aura deha kI hI yogasAdhanA tU karatA hai, usase tUne AtmA para kyA upakAra kiyA? aura isalie tU mokSa ko kaba prApta kara sakegA? 286 dUsarA yoga - vaha vANI kA yoga hai, vaha japayoga hai, usameM pUre dina japa karatA rahatA hai| ye vakIla vakAlata karate haiM, vaha bhI vANI kA yoga kahalAtA hai! tIsarA yoga - vaha manoyoga hai, kisI bhI prakAra kA mAnasika dhyAna karate haiM, vh| lekina dhyeya nizcita kie bagaira dhyAna karane se kucha nahIM hotaa| gAr3I se jAnA ho to sTezana mAsTara se kahanA par3atA hai na ki mujhe isa sTezana kI TikaTa do| sTezana kA nAma to batAnA par3atA hai na? yaha to 'dhyAna karo, dhyAna karo,' lekina kisakA ? ye to kaha ! lekina yaha saba aMdhAdhuMdha cala rahA hai, binA dhyeya kA dhyAna vaha to aMdhAdhuMdha kahalAtA hai| aise dhyAna meM to AkAza meM bhaiMsA dikhatA hai aura usakI laMbI pU~cha dikhatI hai basa, aisA dhyAna kisa kAma kA? yoM hI gAr3I cala par3egI to kauna se sTezana para rukegI, vaha bhI taya nahIM hai| dhyeya to sirpha eka 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa hI hai, vahA~ para jIvaMta dhyeya prApta hotA hai, usake binA yadi 'maiM AtmA hU~' boleMge to kAma nahIM hogA / vaha to, jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' pApa jalA dete haiM, jJAna dete haiM, taba dhyeya nizcita ho pAtA hai svarUpa jJAna dete haiM, taba dhyeya prApta hotA hai usake binA 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' bolane se kucha

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jJAnayoga : ajJAnayoga bhI nahIM hotaa| vaha kisake jaisA hai? nIMda meM 'maiM pradhAnamaMtrI hU~' aisA bole to kucha phala AtA hai? mana ke yoga meM dhyAna, dharma karatA hai, lekina ve sabhI rilIpha roDa haiN| aMtima Atmayoga, usake hue binA kucha bhI pariNAma nahIM A sktaa| Atmayoga prApta nahIM huA hai, isIlie to ye saba paz2ala meM Diz2olva ho gae haiM na ! 287 hama saba yahA~ para 'zuddhAtmA' meM rahate haiM, to vaha Atmayoga hai| svarUpa kA jJAna, vaha Atmayoga hai yAnI ki vaha khuda kA sthAna hai, bAkI ke sabhI dehayoga haiN| upavAsa, tapa, tyAga karate haiM, ve sabhI dehayoga haiN| ve tInoM hI yoga (mana-vacana-kAyA) phiz2ikala hai| isa phiz2ikala yoga ko pUrA jagat aMtima yoga mAnatA hai| ye sabhI yoga mAtra phiz2ikala prApta karane ke lie hI hai| phira bhI isa phiz2ikala yoga ko acchA kahA gayA hai| aisA kucha bhI nahIM karegA to zarAba pIkara saTTA khelegA, usake bajAya to yaha saba karatA hai vaha acchA hai aura isakA phAyadA kyA hai? ki bAhara kA kacarA bhItara nahIM ghusatA aura rilIpha milatA hai aura manobala maz2abUta hotA hai| bAkI, aMtima Atmayoga meM Ae binA mokSa nahIM ho sktaa| yoga se AyuSya kA eksaTenzana ? praznakartA : yoga se manuSya haz2AroM-lAkhoM sAloM taka jIvita raha sakatA hai kyA? dAdAzrI : lAkhoM to nahIM, lekina haz2Ara - do haz2Ara sAloM ke lie z2arUra jI sakatA hai| vaha yoga kaisA hotA hai ? yoM to AtmA pUre zarIra meM vyApta hai, lekina yoga se Atmatatva Upara khiMcatA hai, use jaba TheTha Upara brahmaraMdhra meM khIMca letA hai, taba hArTa, nAr3I sabhI baMda ho jAte haiM I AtmA kamara taka raheM, tabhI taka hRdaya, nAr3I vagairaha saba calatA hai lekina usase Upara calA gayA to sArI mazInarI baMda ho jAtI hai / kisIne yaha yoga paMdraha sAla, tIna mahIne, tIna dina, tIna ghaMTe aura tIna minaTa kI umra meM zurU kiyA ho aura vaha eka haz2Ara sAla ke bAda pUrA ho to usakA AyuSya vApasa se paMdraha sAla, tIna mahIne, tIna dina, tIna ghaMTe

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288 AptavANI-2 aura tIna minaTa bAda zurU hogaa| yahA~ para dhar3akana zurU huI yAnI AyuSya kharca huA aura jitanI dhar3akaneM salAmata haiM, to utanA AyuSya salAmata / Apase yaha AyuSya ko salAmata nahIM rakhA jA sktaa| yogavAle kara sakate haiM aura jaba taka deha meM AtmA kI hAz2irI hai, taba taka zarIra sar3atA nahIM, murajhAtA nahIM, badabU nahIM mAratA, deha vaise kA vaisA hI rahatA hai ! phira bhale hI yoga dvArA haz2Ara sAloM ke lie patthara jaisA ho cukA ho| praznakartA : usameM AtmA kI kyA dazA hotI hai? dAdAzrI : bore meM bharakara rakhane jaisii| usameM AtmA para kyA upakAra huA? yaha to itanA hI ki maiM haz2Ara sAla taka yoga meM rahA aisA sirpha ahaMkAra rahatA hai| phira bhI, sAMsArika duHkha baMda rahate haiM lekina sukha to utpanna nahIM hI hotaa| sukha to, jaba AtmA kA upayoga karate haiM, tabhI utpanna hotA hai, aura AtmA kA upayoga kaba hotA hai? hArTa cale taba hotA hai| usake binA to kucha nahIM ho sktaa| kucha yogI unake ziSyoM se kahakara rakhate haiM ki AtmA brahmaraMdhra meM car3hA lU~, usake bAda tAlU meM (khopar3I para) nAriyala phor3anA, lekina aise kahIM mokSa meM jAyA jAtA hogA? ye to aisA mAnate haiM ki tAlU meM se jIva nikale to mokSa meM jAtA hai, isalie aisA prayoga karate haiN| lekina aisA mAnane se kucha nahIM ho sakatA, vaha to naicuralI tAlU se prANa nikalanA caahie| koI kahegA ki A~kha meM se jIva jAe taba aisA hotA hai, to kyA A~khoM meM mircI DAlakara jIva A~khoM meM se bhejeM? naa| naicuralI hone de na! praznakartA : jahA~ se dvAra khulate haiM, A~kha, nAka vagairaha unameM se jIva jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, ve lakSaNa kahalAte haiN| pA~ca lakSaNa aura lakSita anaMta haiM, usakA kahA~ ThikAnA par3e? mu~ha se jIva jAe to anaMta jagahoM para jA sakatA hai, aisA hai| ve sArI to Dhula-mula bAteM haiM, inameM spaSTatA nahIM miltii|

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jJAnayoga : ajJAnayoga 289 kuMDalinI kyA hai? praznakartA : 'kuMDalinI' jagAte haiM, taba prakAza dikhatA hai| vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : usa prakAza ko dekhanevAlA zuddhAtmA hai, jo usa prakAza ke sAtha tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai, vaha pratiSThita AtmA hai| usameM do-cAra ghaMToM taka tanmayAkAra rahe, to usase AnaMda rahatA hai, lekina jaba usakI gairahAz2irI rahe to vApasa, the vahIM ke vhiiN| kisa raMga kA prakAza dikhatA hai? praznakartA : kabhI nahIM dekhA ho, aisA sapheda hotA hai| dAdAzrI : jisameM tanmayAkAra huA, usameM use AnaMda hotA hai| luTeroM kI kitAba paDhatA hai to bhI AnaMda hotA hai, lekina usase galata karma baMdhate haiN| jabaki isa ekAgratA se acche karma baMdhate haiN| yaha kuMDalinI jAgRta karatA hai, isake bajAya to AtmA ko jagA na! yaha to sirpha kuMDalinI ke sTezana para hI ghUmatA rahatA hai| inheM guru mahArAja agara aise sTezana para utAra deM, jahA~ kAlI jamIna para barasAta ho rahI ho, to vaha kisa kAma kA? apane ko to yahA~ para aMtima sTezana mila gayA hai| anaMta prakAra ke sTezana haiM, unameM guru na jAne kahA~ ulajhAkara rakha deN| phira bhI usase sthiratA rahatI hai, lekina mokSa ke lie vaha kisa kAma kA? kuMDalinI jAgrata karatA hai lekina usase dRzya dikhatA hai, lekina vaha to thA hI na pahale se! dRSTi dRSTA meM par3egI aura jJAna jJAtA meM par3egA, tabhI nirvikalpa hogA! praznakartA : dAdA, mujhameM kuMDalinI kI lAiTa utpanna ho jAtI hai| dAdAzrI : ekAgratA kA sAdhana hai isalie lAiTa utpanna hotI hai aura AnaMda AtA hai| loga usa lAiTa ko AtmA mAnate haiM, lekina vaha lAiTa AtmA nahIM hai, jo usa lAiTa ko dekhatA hai, vaha AtmA hai| yaha lAiTa to dRzya hai aura use dekhanevAlA dRSTA-vaha AtmA hai| Apako yahA~ jo yathArtha AtmA diyA hai, vaha isa lAiTa kA dRSTA hai!

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AptavANI-2 praznakartA : vaha ekAgratA karatA hai, isalie lAiTa jaisA dikhatA hai aura usase AnaMda AtA hai ! 290 dAdAzrI : lekina vaha sArA AnaMda rileTiva AnaMda hai, vaha kisake jaisA hai ? barphI khAne para jo AnaMda AtA hai, vaisA / phira bhI, yaha acchA hai| isa saMsAra ke aneka duHkhoM meM ThaMDaka ke lie koI sAdhana to cAhie na? aura jaba taka sahI mArga nahIM mila jAtA, taba taka vaha ThIka hai / anAhata nAda praznakartA : anAhata nAda arthAt kyA? dAdAzrI : zarIra ke kisI bhI bhAga kA nAda pakar3a lete haiM, vaha hArTa ke pAsa, kohanI ke pAsa, kalAI ke pAsa nAda AtA hai, usa nAda ke AdhAra para ekAgratA ho jAtI hai aura usameM se Age bar3hate haiN| vaha kisa prakAra kA sTezana hai vaha bhI samajha meM nahIM AtA / bahuta prakAra ke sTezana haiM, lekina unase AtmA nahIM miltaa| vaha mArga AtmaprAptivAlA mokSamArga nahIM hai / vaha dhyeya nahIM hai, lekina rAste meM AnevAle sTezana haiM, kenTIneM haiN| yadi AtmA bana gayA hai, brahma bana gayA hai, to phira brahmaniSTha bananA hai aura tabhI kAma pUrA hogA, varnA yadi mahArAja khuda hI brahmaniSTha nahIM bane hoMge, ve hI jagatniSThA meM hoMge, to apanA kyA bhalA hogA? brahma to hai hI sabhI meM lekina unheM jagatniSThA hai| abha jagat ke logoM kI niSThA jagat meM hai / jagat ke sabhI sukhoM ko bhogane kI niSThA hai| lekina 'jJAnIpuruSa' usa pUrI niSThA ko uThAkara brahma meM baiThA dete haiM isalie jagat niSThA phrekcara ho jAtI hai aura tabhI aMtima sTezana AtA hai aura phira sabhI jagaha ArAma se ghUmatA hai / ina bIca ke sTezanoM para baiThane se kucha nahIM hogA, usase to eka bhI avaguNa nahIM jaaegaa| avaguNa kisa taraha jAegA? unameM maiM hI hU~, aisA rahatA hai na! vedAMta ne bhI kahA hai ki, 'AtmajJAna ke binA kucha bhI nahIM ho sakatA / ' yaha anAhata nAda kyA sUcita karatA hai? vaha to paudgalika hai| usameM

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jJAnayoga : ajJAnayoga 291 AtmA kA kyA bhalA huA? vaha nahIM hai aatmaa| AtmA kA anAhata nAda hogA yA AtmA kA AnuSaMgika hogA to koI parezAna nahIM kregaa| lekina yadi pUraNa-galana kI vaMzAvalI hogI to parezAna kregii| AtmA aura AtmA ke AnuSaMgika meM koI avarodha DAla sake, aisA nahIM hai, lekina agara pUraNa-galana kI vaMzAvalI hogI to vighna DAle binA raheMge hI nhiiN| to phira kyA, use pahacAnanA nahIM par3egA ki vaha vaMzAvalI kisakI hai? phira bhI jise isameM par3anA ho use hama nahIM hilAte, usakA jo bhI sTezana hai, vaha ThIka hai| jaba taka use yaha AtmajJAna nahIM milatA, taba taka vaha avalaMbana ThIka hai|

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dhyAna yama, niyama, Asana, prANAyAma, pratyAhAra, dhAraNA, dhyAna aura samAdhi ye sabhI yoga ke aSTAMga haiM / yahA~ para yaha jJAna milA isalie Apake lie ye pUre ho ge| usase Age AtmA kA lakSya bhI Apako baiTha gayA hai| apane yahA~ to deha ko bhI sahaja rakhanA hai aura AtmA ko bhI sahaja rakhanA hai| Apako AtmA kA anubhava, lakSya aura pratIti rahA kregii| pratIti se nIce ke sTeja meM Apa kabhI bhI nahIM utaroge / - jagat ke loga dhyAna meM baiThate haiM, lekina kyA dhyeya nizcita kiyA? dhyeya kI phoTo dekhakara nahIM AyA hai, to phira kisakA, bhaiMse kA dhyAna kara rahA hai? binA dhyeya kA dhyAna, vaha apadhyAna hai| bhagavAna ne zabdaAtmA kA dhyAna karane ke lie manA kiyA thA / dhyAna to kise kahA jAtA hai? AtmA ke sAre hI guNa eTa-e-TAima dhyAna meM lenA / to AtmA ke guNa ve dhyeya kahalAte haiM aura dhyAtA tU khuda bana jAe to vaha terA dhyAna kahalAtA hai| yaha saba eTa - e - TAima kucha rahatA hogA ? ina logoM ko samAdhi kI kyA z2arUrata hai? dina ko Adhi meM, rAta ko vyAdhi meM aura vivAha meM upAdhi meM rahatA hai to ye kyA dekhakara samAdhi mA~ga rahe haiM? praznakartA : ye jo zvAsocchvAsa para dhyAna dharane ko kahate haiM, usase kyA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : isameM dhyAna karo kahate haiM, vaha kyA hai? nAka meM se zvAsa nikale usa para dhyAna rakho, zvAsa aMdara jAtA hai usa para dhyAna rakho ! zvAsa to AtA hai aura nikalatA hai, usa dhyAna kA kyA karanA hai? usa nAka kI nalI kA kyA karanA hai ? chor3o na / jaba dame kA zvAsa uThatA hai taba kara na dhyAna? taba to vaha kaise kara pAegA? yaha to kahegA ki zvAsa liyA

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dhyAna 293 vaha 'so' aura zvAsa nikalA vaha 'ham,' yAnI 'hamaso,' 'hamaso,' 'soham' hotA hai, usakA dhyAna karo aisA kaheMge lekina AtmA soham bhI nahIM hai aura hamaso bhI nahIM hai| AtmA zabda meM nahIM hai, vaha to vItarAgoM ne 'AtmA', yoM zabda se saMjJA kI hai| AtmA pustaka meM nahIM hotA aura zAstroM meM bhI nahIM hotA, una sabhI meM to zabda-AtmA hai| riyala AtmA to jJAnI ke pAsa hI hotA hai| ye zvAsocchazvAsa dekhate rahate haiM, to kyA unheM usase samAdhi rahatI hai? nhiiN| usase kyA hotA hai? ki mana TUTa jAtA hai| mana to nAva hai| saMsAra sAgara meM se kinAre taka jAne ke lie mana kI nAva kI z2arUrata par3atI hai| khuda ke svarUpa kA dhyAna, vaha dhyAna kahalAtA hai| dUsarA, khicaDI kA dhyAna rakheM to khicar3I banatI hai| ye do hI dhyAna rakhane cAhie, bAkI ke saba to pAgala dhyAna kahalAte haiN| ina 'dAdA' ke dhyAna meM rahanA hai to bhale hI rahe, use bhale hI aura koI samajha nahIM ho, lekina phira bhI khuda usa rUpa hotA jaaegaa| jJAnIpuruSa, ve khuda apanA hI AtmA hai aura isIlie phira vaha khuda 'usa' rUpa hotA jAtA hai| AtmA prApta huA, vaha AtmadhyAna hai aura saMsArI dhyAna meM khicar3I kA dhyAna karanA hai| sabhI loga jo dhyAna sikhalAte haiM, ve to balki bojha bana jAtA hai| vaha to jise vyagratA kA roga hai, use ekAgratA kA dhyAna sikhalAnA par3atA hai, lekina auroM ko usakI kyA z2arUrata hai? vaha dhyAna use kauna sI jagaha le jAegA, usakA kyA ThikAnA? bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki itanA dhyAna rakhanA, 'khicar3I kA dhyAna rakhanA aura pati kA dhyAna rakhanA, nahIM to svarUpa kA dhyAna rkh|' inake sivA aura kisI dhyAna kA kyA karanA hai? samAdhi ke lie aura kauna se dhyAna karane haiM? ye bAkI ke bAharavAle to para-dhyAna haiN| mAtra kAna ko jo priya lagatA ki bahuta acchA hai, bahuta acchI AvAz2a hai| kucha ke mana ko priya lagatA hai to kucha kI buddhi ko priya lagatA hai| vaha to sabakI mati ke anusAra lagatA hai| bhagavAna mahAvIra kI sabhA meM bhI seTha loga bhagavAna kI vANI sunane Ate the| unakI (sarvajJa kI) vANI itanI mIThI

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AptavANI-2 aura madhura hotI hai ki vaha kAna ko atyaMta priya lagatI hai / ve seTha loga sunane ko baiThe rahate the aura sabhA meM hI roTI aura sabz2I ma~gavAkara khA lete the, ghara para bhI nahIM jAte the aura vaha basa unake kAna ko hI priya lagatI thii| una seThoM ko Aja bhI maiM pahacAnatA hU~, ve bhI dukAna meM kapar3A khIMca-khIMcakara dete haiM ! tU kisIse pUcha to sahI ki yaha kauna sA dhyAna barata rahA hai| yaha to raudradhyAna hai / ve seTha kaheMge ki, 'lekina dUsarA vyApArI bhI kapar3e khIMcakara becatA hai na!' are, dUsarA vyApArI to ku~e meM giregA, tU kisalie gira rahA hai ? 294 cittazuddhi kI davAI hamArI vANI to, kisI bhI kAla meM nahIM sunI ho, vaisI g2az2aba kI apUrva hai| isa vANI ko suna-sunakara bhItara dhAraNa kare, aura dhAraNa karake ve hI zabda khuda bole aura ve dhAraNa raheM, taba usa samaya citta kI g2az2aba kI ekAgratA hotI rahatI hai ! zuddha citta to zuddha hI hai, lekina vyavahArika citta hai, vaha isake dhAraNa hone se tatkSaNa zuddha ho jAtA hai / sinemA ke gIta sunane se utane TAima taka citta azuddha hotA rahatA hai, mUla azuddha to thA, vaha aura adhika azuddha huA ! aura dUsarA, kavi ke pada gAte samaya jitane samaya taka ve pada dhAraNa hote haiM, utane samaya taka citta zuddha hotA hai ! binA samajhe bhI, yaha choTA baccA bhI yadi dhAraNa karake bole, taba bhI vaha bahuta kAma nikAla legA / dhAraNa hue bagaira bolA jA sakatA hai? jitanA dhAraNa karake bolatA hai, utane samaya taka bhItara sabhI pApa dhula jAte haiM ! bAhara kapar3e to dhone Ate haiM, lekina aMdara kA kisa taraha se dhoegA? isa jagat meM cittazuddhi kI davAiyA~ bahuta kama hai / anya kahIM para bIsa sAla taka gAne se bhI jitanI citta zuddhi nahIM hotI, utanI zuddhi yahA~ hamArI upasthiti meM eka hI bAra pada gAe, to utane meM citta zuddha ho jAtA hai ! khuda bole aura phira dhAraNa kare aura vaisA hI phira se bole na to usase g2az2aba kI cittazuddhi hotI hai ! dhyAtA, dhyeya aura dhyAna ve tInoM ekarUpa ho jAe~, usake bAda hI phira lakSya baiThatA hai| isalie yahA~ hamArI upasthiti meM Apako dhyAna karane

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dhyAna 295 kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| lakSya adhika rahe to, use anubhava kahate haiN| zuddhAtmA ke dhyAna meM rahe, vaha zukladhyAna hai| hama zuddhAtmA ke dhyAna meM hoM aura phAila A jAe to usakA samabhAva se nikAla karate haiM, vaha dharmadhyAna hai| sAdhya vastu prApta ho jAne ke bAda sAdhana kI kyA z2arUrata hai? dhyeya prApta ho jAne ke bAda dhyAtA aura dhyAna kI kyA z2arUrata hai? jagat ke sabhI mArga sAdhana mArga haiM aura hamArA yaha sAdhya mArga hai! dhyAtA to hai nahIM aura dhyeya nizcita karane jAte haiM ! dhyAtA kaba huA jA sakatA hai? jaba jagat vismRta ho jAe, taba dhyAtA huA jA sakatA hai| yaha to yadi dhyAna meM baiThA huA ho aura pUche ki, 'Apa kauna ho?' to vaha kahegA ki, 'maiM majisTreTa huuN|' matalaba ki usakA dhyAna majisTreTa meM hai, taba phira dhyAtA kaise nizcita hogA? phira bhI, jagat ke logoM ko jaba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' nahIM mila jAe~ aura unake pAsa se svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM ho jAe, taba taka mana kI zAMti ke lie kisI sAdhana kI z2arUrata to hai| koI guru jI hoM, unheM bhale hI AtmajJAna nahIM ho, lekina cokhe hoM, jinheM viSaya aura lakSmI kI bhUkha nahIM ho, to bhale hI unake phoTo kA dhyAna karanA, phira bhale hI ve ahaMkArI hoM, phira bhI unakA dhyAna zAMti degaa| yaha rileTiva dhyAna kahalAtA hai, TemparerI dhyAna kahalAtA hai aura, riyala dhyAna to, jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' mileM, taba prApta hotA hai| aura phira to paramAnenTa zAMti mila jAtI hai| isa rileTiva dhyAna meM jo zAMti prApta karate ho, vaha to jaba sAsa kahatI hai ki, 'Apa meM akla nahIM hai|' to vaha dhyAna TUTa jAtA hai aura upAdhi khar3I ho jAtI hai! TemparerI dhyAna kAma nahIM aataa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kyA karate haiM? ki niraMtara samAdhi rahe, vaisA nirlepa jJAna de dete haiN| jaba jJAnI mila jAe~ taba to kyA karanA hotA hai? kriyA-kAMDa vagairaha kucha nahIM karanA hai, mAtra AjJA, vahI dharma aura AjJA vahI tapa! nAbhipradeza meM AtmA khulA hai| hama AvaraNa tor3a dete haiM taba bhagavAna dikhate haiN| nAbhipradeza ke zuddha bhagavAna prakaTa ho jAte haiM, to khuda nirlepa ho jAtA hai| jaise pIpala para lAkha cipakA huA hotA hai, vaise hI AtmA

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296 AptavANI-2 se karma cipake hue haiM, isalie prakAza nahIM dikhtaa| pA~ca chidra haiM unameM se bhI saccA nahIM dikhatA hai| indriya pratyakSa jJAna saccA nahIM hotA hai| jJAnI atIndriya sukha, zAzvata sukha meM hote haiN| AtmA ko jagAne ke lie to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI hI AvazyaktA hai, isameM auroM kA kAma nahIM hai| henDala samAdhi praznakartA : dAdA, mujhe cAra-cAra ghaMToM taka samAdhi rahatI hai| dAdAzrI : jaba samAdhi rahatI hai taba to rahatI hai, vaha ThIka hai, lekina phira kyA vaha thor3I-bahuta calI jAtI hai? praznakartA : vaha to calI hI jAtI hai na! dAdAzrI : to vaha TemparerI samAdhi kahalAegI yA paramAnenTa? praznakartA : vaha to TemparerI hI kahalAegI na! dAdAzrI : isa jagat meM jo cala rahI hai vaha saba TemparerI samAdhi hai, jar3a samAdhi hai| samAdhi to niSkleza aura hamezA ke lie rahanI caahie| ye sabhI to TemparerI samAdhi karate haiN| Apa samAdhi kA matalaba kyA samajhe ho? praznakartA : usameM mana eka jagaha kucha samaya taka TikAkara rakhanA ho to rakhA jA sakatA hai| dAdAzrI : lekina usase lAbha kyA hai? prANoM ko kaMTrola kiyA ho to lAbha hotA hai, lekina sthAyI ThaMDaka ho jAtI hai? yaha to a~gIThI ke pAsa baiThe utane samaya taka ThaMDa ur3atI hai, phira vahI kI vahI ThaMDa! sigar3I to sthAyI cAhie, aisI ki jisase kabhI bhI ThaMDa nahIM lge| samAdhi to alaga hI cIz2a hai| hAtha se yadi paMkhA karanA ho to usase ThaMDaka lagatI hai lekina hAtha dukhate haiM, aisI henDala samAdhi kisa kAma kI? yadi nAka dabAne se samAdhi ho jAtI to bacce ko bhI nAka dabAne se samAdhi ho jaaegii| to z2arA choTe bacce kA nAka dabAkara dekhanA, vaha kyA karegA? turaMta

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dhyAna 297 hI cir3hakara kATa khaaegaa| yaha kyA sUcita karatA hai ki isase to kaSTa hotA hai, aisI kaSTa-sAdhya samAdhi kisa kAma kI? samAdhi to sahaja honI caahie| uThate, baiThate, khAte-pIte samAdhi rahe, vaha sahaja samAdhi hai| abhI to maiM Apake sAtha bAta kara rahA hU~, aura nAka to dabAI nahIM hai, to phira mujhe samAdhi hogI na? maiM niraMtara samAdhi meM hI rahatA hU~ aura koI gAliyA~ deM to bhI hamArI samAdhi nahIM jaatii| ye nAka dabAkara jo samAdhi karane jAte haiM, use to haThayoga kahate haiN| haThayoga se kahIM samAdhi ho pAtI hogI? guru kA yaha phoTo yadi kisIne uThA liyA ho to bhI use bhItara kleza ho jAtA hai| samAdhi to niSkleza honI cAhie aura vaha bhI phira niraMtara, utare nahIM usakA nAma samAdhi aura utara jAe usakA nAma upAdhi! chAyA meM baiThane ke bAda dhUpa meM Ae taba becainI hotI hai, yoM! Adhi, vyAdhi aura upAdhi meM bhI samAdhi rahe, usakA nAma samAdhi! samAdhi to paramAnenTa hI honI caahie| saccI samAdhi praznakartA : samAdhi paramAnenTa ho sakatI hai, aisA to maiM jAnatA hI nahIM thA! dAdAzrI : pUre jagat ko baMda A~khoM se samAdhi rahatI hai, vaha bhI saba ko rahe yA na bhI rahe, jabaki yahA~ apane ko khulI A~khoM se samAdhi rahatI hai! khAte, pIte, gAte, dekhate hue sahaja samAdhi rahatI hai! A~khoM para paTTI bA~dhakara to baila ko bhI samAdhi rahatI hai, vaha to kRtrima hai aura apane ko to khulI A~khoM se bhagavAna dikhate haiN| rAste para calate-phirate bhagavAna dikhate haiN| baMda A~khoM se to sabhI samAdhi karate haiM, lekina yathArtha samAdhi to khulI A~khoM se rahanI caahie| A~kheM baMda karane ke lie nahIM haiN| A~kheM to saba dekhane ke lie haiM, bhagavAna jinameM haiM unameM yadi dekhanA A jAe to! asala meM to jaisA hai vaisA dekha, jaisA hai vaisA suna, jaisA hai vaisA cala, isake bAvajUda bhI samAdhi rahe, aisI hai dAdA kI smaadhi| aura baMda A~khoM kI samAdhi ke lie to jagaha DhU~DhanI par3atI hai| yahA~ ekAMta nahIM hai, to duniyA meM kahA~ jAegA? yahA~ to behada bastI hai| bhIr3a meM ekAMta DhU~DhanA A

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298 AptavANI-2 jAe, use jJAna kahate haiN| gAr3I meM cAroM tarapha se bhIr3a meM daba rahA ho, taba mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra cupa raheMge, taba jitanA cAhie utanA ekAMta lo| yathArtha ekAMta to sacamuca kI bhIr3a meM hI mile, vaisA hai! bhIr3a meM ekAMta, vahI yathArtha ekAMta hai! sAdhu samAdhi lagAte haiM, himAlaya meM jAkara pUrvAzrama chor3akara kaheMge ki, 'maiM phalAnA nahIM, maiM sAdhu nahIM, maiM yaha nahIM,' usase thor3A sukha baratatA hai, lekina vaha nirvikalpa samAdhi nahIM khlaatii| kyoMki vaha samajhadArIpUrvaka bhItara nahIM utraa| praznakartA : eka vyakti ko khar3e-khar3e samAdhi laga jAtI hai vaha maiMne dekhA hai, hama AvAz2a lagAe~ to bhI vaha nahIM suna paataa| dAdAzrI : use samAdhi nahIM kahate, vaha to abhAnAvasthA kahalAtI hai| samAdhi kise kahate haiM? sahaja samAdhi ko, usameM pA~coM indriyA~ jAgRta rahatI haiN| deha ko sparza ho to bhI patA calatA hai| isa deha kA bhAna nahIM rahatA vaha samAdhi nahIM kahalAtI, vaha to kaSTa kahalAtA hai| kaSTa uThAkara samAdhi lagAe use samAdhi nahIM khte| samAdhivAlA to saMpUrNa jAgRta hotA hai! nirvikalpa samAdhi duniyA ke mahAtmAoM ne nirvikalpa samAdhi kise mAnA hai? citta ke camatkAra ko| deha besudha ho jAtI hai aura mAnate haiM ki merA indriyajJAna khatma ho gayA, lekina atIndriya jJAna utpanna nahIM huA isalie bIca meM nirIndriya camatkAra meM bhaTakatA hai! kisI ko citta camatkAra dikhatA hai, kisI ko ujAlA dikhatA hai, lekina vaha saccI samAdhi nahIM hai, vaha to nirIndriya samAdhi hai| deha kA bhAna calA jAe, to vaha samAdhi nahIM hai| nirvikalpa samAdhi meM to deha kA aura adhika satarka bhAna hotA hai| deha kA hI bhAna calA jAe to use nirvikalpa samAdhi kaise kaheMge? praznakartA : nirvikalpa samAdhi yAnI kyA? dAdAzrI : 'maiM caMdUlAla' vaha vikalpa smaadhi| yaha saba dekhatA hai

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dhyAna 299 vaha bhI vikalpa smaadhi| yaha bAlaka agara kucha phor3a de, taba aMdara meM vikalpa samAdhi TUTa jAtI hai| praznakartA : saMkalpa-vikalpa yAnI kyA? dAdAzrI : vikalpa yAnI 'maiM' aura saMkalpa yAnI 'meraa'| khuda kalpataru hai, jaise kalpanA kare vaisA bana jAtA hai| vikalpa kare, taba vikalpI bana jAtA hai| maiM aura merA karatA rahatA hai vaha vikalpa aura saMkalpa hai| jaba taka svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka vikalpa nahIM TUTatA aura nirvikalpa huA nahIM jaataa| 'maiMne yaha tyAga kiyA, maiMne itane zAstra par3he, yaha par3hA, bhakti kI, vaha kiyA,' ve sabhI vikalpa haiM, aMta taka ve vikalpa khar3e hI rahate haiM aura 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA nahIM bolA jA sakatA, 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, maiM mahArAja hU~, maiM sAdhu hU~' vaha bhAna baratatA hai lekina 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha bhAna nahIM huA to 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' kaise bolA jA sakatA hai? aura taba taka nirvikalpa samAdhi kaise utpanna hogI? yaha to Upara se zabda utara AyA hai, basa itanA hI! sirpha vItarAga aura unake anuyAyI hI nirvikalpa samAdhi meM the aura ve to sabhI jAnate the, sIdhA jAnate the aura Ar3A bhI jAnate the! phUla car3hate use bhI jAnate the aura patthara car3hate use bhI jAnate the, yadi jAnate nahIM to vItarAga kaise kahalAte? para ye loga to deha kA bhAna gayA aura 'hama nirvikalpa samAdhi meM haiM' aisA samajha baiThe haiM ! sote samaya bhI deha kA bhAna calA jAtA hai, to phira use bhI nirvikalpa samAdhi hI kahA jAegA na? samAdhivAle ko jagate hue deha kA bhAna calA jAtA hai aura citta ke camatkAra dikhate haiM, ujAle dikhate haiM, basa itanA hii| lekina yaha nahIM hai aMtima dazA, ise aMtima dazA mAna lenA bhayaMkara gunAha hai! AtmA kA bhAna to rahanA hI cAhie aura isakA (pudgala kA) bhI saMpUrNa bhAna rahanA caahie| use nirvikalpa samAdhi kahA gayA hai, nahIM to vItarAgoM ko kevalajJAna meM kucha bhI dikhatA hI nahIM na? nirvikalpa samAdhi koI samajhatA hI nahIM aura sabhI apanI-apanI bhASA meM le gae haiN| AtmA ko bhI khuda kI bhASA meM le gae aura phira bhI kahate haiM ki 'mujhe AtmajJAna jAnanA hai|'

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300 AptavANI-2 jo saMta puruSa ho cuke hoM, unakI citta kI malinatA kama ho cukI hotI hai| unheM jaba saMsAra kI icchA hotI hai, taba zarIra ko kaSTa dete haiM ki aisI icchA karatA haiM ! A~kha meM mircI bhI DAlate haiN| aba aise jJAna ko phaoNrenavAle kyA kahate haiM? 'ye to vicitra, avyavahArika lagate haiN|' auroM ko bhI aise loga avyavahArika lagate haiM, lekina yahA~ ke logoM ko aise loga samajhadAra lagate haiM ! yaha to A~kha kI bhUla ke kAraNa A~kha meM mircI DAlate haiM, lekina isameM A~kha kA kyA doSa? doSa to dekhanevAle kA hai| hindustAna meM to loga mu~ha ko bhI tAlA mAra deM, aise haiM! ye loga to zarIra kA bhAna calA jAe, use nirvikalpa samAdhi kahate haiM, kyoMki indriyoM kA bhAna gayA aura mAnatA hai ki atIndriya meM pahu~ca gyaa| nA, atIndriya to bahuta dUra hai| indriya kA bhAna jAne diyA, atIndriya meM gae nahIM to kisameM ho? nirIndriya meM, to nirIndriya meM 'hama-hama' karate haiM aura use nirvikalpa samAdhi mAnate haiN| phira bhI, ina logoM kI nIyata saccI hai| A~khoM meM mircI DAlate haiM usameM unakI nIyata acchI hai, isIlie kabhI na kabhI mokSa prApti kreNge| kramika mArga meM to TheTha mokSa meM jAnevAlA ho, taba nirvikalpa samAdhi kI zurUAta hotI hai, jabaki yahA~ akrama mArga meM Apako nirvikalpa samAdhi prApta ho cukI hai! kramika meM to aMta taka keza-luMcana (nocakara keza nikAlanA) karanA hotA hai, anya jo bhI tyAga likhe haiM, ve karane hote haiM, 'yaha vidhi karanI hai, yaha tyAga karanA hai, vaha karanA hai,' aisA saba rahatA hai| vahA~ kartA alaga, karma alaga, jJAtA alaga aura phira sAtha-sAtha yaha bhI kahegA ki, 'mujhe abhI dhyAna karanA hai|' vahA~ kartA alaga, dhyeya alaga aura dhyAna bhI alg| usameM to tInoM jaba eka ho jAe~ taba jAkara nirvikalpa kA svAda cakhane ko milatA hai, lekina phira bhI kramika meM aMta taka kartApana rahatA hai| isalie 'dhyAna kA maiM kartA hU~' aisA khegaa| dhyeya nirvikalpI aura dhyAtA vikalpI, vaha kaisA dhyAna karegA? phira bhI, nirvikalpI kA dhyAna vikalpI karatA hai, isalie nirvikalpI ho

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301 jAegA, zAstra aisA kahate haiM / lekina yaha nirvikalpI nahIM hone detA aura kahegA, 'mujhe yaha karanA hai aura vaha karanA hai|' z2arA nIMda A jAe to 'bhojana kama karanA hai, ' bhojana tyAga karanA bAkI rahA! ve vikalpa ke khaDDe meM se nikalane ke lie nirvikalpI kA dhyAna karate haiM ! dhyAna hamane Apako yahA~ sirpha nirlepa AtmA hI nahIM diyA, nirvikalpa samAdhi bhI dI hai| kramika mArga meM TheTha sarvAMga zuddha AtmA bana jAe, taba jAkara nirvikalpa samAdhi hotI hai / jahA~ para kucha bhI tyAga - grahaNa karane kA hai, vahA~ para vikalpa hai| bar3I cIz2a grahaNa karatA hai aura choTI cIz2a kA tyAga karatA hai, isalie vikalpa hue bagaira raha nahIM paataa| vikalpa eka nahIM hotA lekina anekoM hote haiN| ziSyoM ke prati kaThora ho jAe vaha bhI viklp| jise dekhate hI samAdhi ho jAe, usa darzana ko 'darzana' kahA jAtA hai, dekhate hI samAdhi ho jAe, ve darzana sacce haiN| kucha ko to dekhate hI ulTI ho jAtI hai, mAla hI aisA! lekina dekhate hI samAdhi ho jAe, ve darzana sacce darzana kahalAte haiM / ye saba hamAre darzana kisalie karate rahate haiM? ye dikhate haiM, ve hI saba ko samAdhi karavAte haiM / vaha samAdhi to kaisI hai? use Apa nikAlo, taba bhI jAe nahIM ! usa samAdhi se kaheM ki, 'he samAdhi, thor3e dina pIhara to jAkara A / ' to vaha kahegI, 'nA, isa sasurAla ke binA mujhe acchA nahIM lagegA / ' samAdhi se kaheM ki 'isa deha se z2arA gar3abar3a karavAnI hai, isalie tU jA na !' to vaha kahegI ki, 'pahale kahanA thA na! aba vaha nahIM ho skegaa|' aba to isa sahaja samAdhi ko nikAleM to bhI jAegI nahIM, aba to 'khAte haiM- pIte haiM, uThate haiM - baiThate haiM, use dekhatA hai jJAnAkAra / ' bhagavAna ne kahA hai, 'yadi tU kalpanA meM hai taba yadi vicAra nahIM karegA to gunahagAra hai, aura yadi tU nirvikalpa hai aura vicAra karegA to gunahagAra hai|' ATha minaTa ke lie mana-vacana-kAyA jisake baMda ho jAe~, use

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AptavANI-2 bhagavAna ne sAmAyika kI zurUAta kahA hai aura ATha minaTa se ar3atAlIsa minaTa taka rahe, use sAmAyika kahA hai / ar3atAlIsa minaTa se adhika to kisI ko bhI nahIM raha pAtA hai / AtmA meM hI rahanA, vahI sAmAyika hai / 302 'bhagavAna aMge bhASIo, sAmAyika artha, sAmAyika paNa AtamA, dhare sIdho artha / " 44 sAmAyika kA artha to bhagavAna ne batAyA hai / 'sAmAyika hI AtmA aura AtmA hI sAmAyika hai / '

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mana praznakartA : ekendriya jIvoM meM mana hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : ekendriya meM mana-buddhi- citta aura ahaMkAra kucha bhI nahIM hotA hai| jinakI pA~ca indriyA~ hotI haiM, pA~ca indriyoM kA puNya jamA ho jAtA hai, unameM mana utpanna hotA hai / ina pA~ca indriyoM meM vApasa ye jo gAya, bhaiMsa, AkAza meM ur3anevAle jIva haiM, unakA mana sImita hotA hai, limiTa meM hotA hai, agara limiTa se bAhara jAtA na to ye baMdara ghara meM raha rahe hote aura pulisa - vulisa sabhI ko kATa khAte, lekina unameM mana limiTa meM hotA hai praznakartA : ekendriya se pa~cendriya taka meM mana kA kisa taraha se DevelapamenTa hotA hai ? dAdAzrI : jaise-jaise DevelapamenTa meM Age bar3hatA hai, vaise-vaise AvaraNa ghaTate haiM aura prakAza bar3hatA jAtA hai aura vaise-vaise adhika dekhatA jAtA hai| jise nAka kI tIvratA hotI hai ve tIna indriyoM meM hai, A~kha kA caskA lagA ho vaha cAra indriyoM meM aura kAna kA caskA lagA ho vaha pA~ca indriyoM meM hai| yaha jo cIMTI hai use, chata para ghI laTakAyA ho to bhI vaha kahA~ hai, kitanI dUrI para ghI hai, vaha samajha meM A jAtA hai, aura aisI samajha hotI hai ki use kisa mArga se aura vaha bhI choTe mArga se jAkara le aae| mana kA svarUpa praznakartA : mana kyA hotA hogA ? dAdAzrI : yaha 'caMdUlAla' hai, vaha Aropita bhAna hai, lekina riyalI

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304 AptavANI-2 - 'hama' kauna haiM vaha jAnane kI z2arUrata hai / yaha caMdUlAla, vaha rileTiva AtmA hai, vaha jo-jo dekhatA hai, jo-jo karatA hai, usase mana kI gA~TheM banatI jAtI haiN| mana meM vicAra Ate haiM, ve gA~ThoM meM se hI Ate haiM, lekina vApasa Aropita bhAva se unheM puSTi milatI hai aura gA~TheM maz2abUta hotI jAtI haiN| mana to tarahataraha ke pemphaleTsa batAtA hai, ghar3Ibhara meM kahatA hai 'basa meM jAU~gA,' ghar3I bhara meM kahatA hai, 'TaiksI meM jAU~gA / ' mana kA kyA svabhAva hai? pemphaleTa dikhAnA aura usakA ciMtavana karate rahanA / jaba TAimiMga hotA hai, taba vaha pemphaleTa dikhAtA hai phira usI kA ciMtavana karatA rahatA hai ki, 'nahIM, basa meM hI jAnA hai|' phira buddhi apane Apa DisIz2ana detI hai aura phira ahaMkAra usameM mila jAtA hai, yaha to bhItara pArliyAmenTa kI taraha kAma hotA hai, ina sabhI ko pahacAnanA bahuta muzkila cIz2a hai, yaha to bhItara apAra vaMzAvalI hai| eka kahegA, 'isase DAyavorsa lenA hai' aura dUsarA dikhAegA, 'nA, DAyavorsa nahIM lenA hai|' ye to donoM hI binA dAr3hI ke, unheM kisa taraha pahacAneM?! ekAdha ke dAr3hI hotI to bhI hama pahacAna jAte ! manolaya kA mArga praznakartA : mana roz2a nayA-nayA mA~gatA hai, taba kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : tujhe mana ko mAra DAlanA hai yA jIvita rakhanA hai? praznakartA : dAdA merA mana nikAla lo| dAdAzrI : nahIM re, mana ko nikAla nahIM lenA hai / isa zarIra meM se yadi mana nikAla liyA jAe to ebsenTa mAinDeDa ho jAegA aura ebasenTa mAinDeDa ko to pAgaloM ke haoNspiTala meM bhI nahIM lete kyoMki pAgaloM meM bhI mAinDa to hotA hI hai na? nayA-nayA mA~ganA, vaha to mana kI khurAka hai| ghar3I meM kahatA hai, 'miyA~ se zAdI kara' aura ghar3I meM kahatA hai, 'hindU se zAdI kr|' aise mana se hameM pUchanA cAhie ki, 'kahA~ rahate ho?' usakI khoja nahIM karanI cAhie ki kauna se muhalle meM rahatA hai ? praznakartA : isa mana kI khoja kauna kara sakatA hai?

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mana 305 dAdAzrI : isa saMsAra meM manoyogI puruSa hote haiM, ve mana kI khoja kara sakate haiM, lekina usase mana kA vilaya nahIM hotA, ve mana ko bar3hane se roka sakate haiN| phira bhI, una logoM ko jisameM acchA lagatA hai, ve gA~TheM to bar3I hotI jAtI haiN| mana kA vilaya karane kI yathArtha davAI cAhie, taba vilaya hogaa| eka tarapha mana DiscArja hotA hai aura dUsarI tarapha bhrAMti ke kAraNa cArja hotA hai| DiscArja mana ko rokA nahIM jA sktaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' cArja honevAle mana ko sIla kara dete haiM, phira DiscArja mana kramazaH vilaya kiyA jA sakatA hai, aura vaha bhI mAtra 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke jJAnazastra se! mana to jJAniyoM meM bhI hotA hai aura mahAvIra bhagavAna meM bhI thA, lekina unake aura mana ke bIca kaisA rahatA hai? vivAha meM koI dvAra para khar3A ho to usake pAsa se eka-eka vyakti jaya-jaya karatA huA jAtA hai, usI taraha jJAniyoM kI mana kI gA~The phUTatI haiM aura vicAra ke rUpa meM eka-eka vicAra AtA hai aura salAma karake jAtA hai, phira dUsarA AtA hai| jJAniyoM kA vicAroM ke sAtha jJAtA-jJeya kA saMbaMdha hotA hai, vicAra meM khuda tanmaya nahIM ho jAte, zAdI-saMbaMdha nahIM hotaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke nahIM milane se kaise bhI vicAra Ane lage aura unhIM vicAroM meM tanmaya hone se gA~The bana gaI, unameM se phira vicAra Ate hI rahate haiM, aura vahI khuda ko parezAna karate haiN| lekina 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to ve batAte haiM ki gA~ThoM ko kisa taraha se vilaya kareM, phira ve vilaya ho jAtI haiN| mana para kAbU praznakartA : mana para kaMTrola kaise kiyA jA sakatA haiM? dAdAzrI : mana para to kaMTrola ho hI nahIM sktaa| vaha to kampalITa phiz2ikala hai, mazInarI kI trh| vaha to aisA lagatA hai ki kaMTrola ho gayA, lekina vaha to pUrva ke hisAba se| yadi pUrva meM aisA seTa kiyA ho, pUrva meM bhAva meM hogA to isa janma meM dravya meM AegA, varnA isa janma meM to mana kaMTrola meM lAyA hI nahIM jA sktaa| mana isa taraha kisI bhI prakAra

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306 AptavANI-2 se bA~dhA jA sake, aisA nahIM hai| jaise pAnI ko bA~dhane ke lie bartana cAhie, vaise hI mana ko bA~dhane ke lie jJAna caahie| mana to jJAnI ke vaza meM hI rahatA hai! mana ko phrekcara nahIM karanA hai, lekina mana kA vilaya karanA hai| mana to saMsAra samudra kI nAva hai, saMsAra samudra ke kinAre jAne ke lie nAva se jAyA jA sakatA hai| yaha pUrA jagat saMsArasAgara meM DubakiyA~ lagA rahA hai| tairatA hai aura vApasa DubakiyA~ lagAtA hai aura usase Uba jAtA hai| isalie hara eka ko nAva se kinAre jAne kI icchA to rahatI hI hai, lekina bhAna nahIM hai, isalie manarUpI nAva kA nAza karane jAtA hai| mana kI to z2arUrata hai| mana-vaha to jJeya hai aura 'hama' khuda jJAtA-dRSTA haiN| isa manarUpI philma ke binA hama kareMge kyA? mana, vaha to philma hai lekina svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM hai isalie usameM ekAkAra ho jAtA hai ki, 'mujhe acche vicAra Ate haiM' aura jaba kharAba vicAra Ate haiM taba acchA nahIM lagatA! acche vicAra Ate haiM to rAga kA bIja par3atA hai aura kharAba vicAra Ate haiM taba dveSa kA bIja par3atA hai| isa prakAra saMsAra khar3A rahatA hai! 'jJAnIpuruSa', 'khuda kauna hai?', jaba isa riyala svarUpa kA bhAna karavAte haiM, taba divyacakSu prApta hote haiM, phira mana kI gA~TheM pahacAnI jAtI haiM aura isake bAda mana kI gA~The dekhate rahane se ve vilaya hotI jAtI haiN| praznakartA : saMsAra meM bahuta nIrasatA lagatI hai| kahIM bhI acchA nahIM lagatA, to kyA kareM? dAdAzrI : kisI iMsAna ko pA~ca-sAta dina buqhAra Ae na, to kahegA, 'mujhe kucha bhAtA nahIM hai' koI usase aisA karAra karavA le aura vaha likhakara de de ki, 'mujhe kucha bhI nahIM bhaataa|' to kyA vaha karAra hamezA ke lie rakhegA? naa| vaha to kahegA, 'yaha karAra phAr3a do| usa samaya to mujhe bukhAra AyA thA isalie aisA sAina kara diyA thA, lekina aba to buqhAra nahIM hai!' isa mana kI gati samaya-samaya para palaTatI rahatI hai| yaha ruci to vApasa A bhI sakatI hai| yaha to, jaba aisI kanDIzana AtI hai taba kahatA hai, 'mujhe saMsAra aba acchA nahIM lgtaa|' taba aisA sAina kara detA hai, lekina yaha kanDIzana to vApasa badala jaaegii|

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mana 307 saMsAra para kaMTAlA, vahI rAga dAdAzrI : isa saMsAra para kaMTAlA AtA hai? praznakartA : haaN| dAdAzrI : to vaha rAga hai| jahA~ rAga hotA hai vahIM para kaMTAlA AtA hai, aisA saMyogAnusAra hotA hai| yaha kaMTAlA vagairaha saba mana ke vicAra haiN| hameM to vicAroM se kahanA cAhie ki, 'Ao, Apako jitanA AnA ho utanA aao|' mana meM se jo ye vicAra Ate haiM, ve to bhItara sTaoNka bharA huA thA, vaha nikala rahA hai aura vaha nikalatA hai taba nirjarA (Atmapradeza meM se karmoM kA alaga honA) hotI hai| lekina nirjarA kaba hotI hai? ki hama zuddhAtmA meM raheM tb| jinameM tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai, ve karma gAr3ha ho jAte haiN| mana to taraha-taraha kA batAegA, lekina hameM tanmayAkAra nahIM honA hai| dekhate rahanA hai ki aisA huA, vaisA huaa| eka tarapha vairAgya AtA hai aura dUsarI tarapha rAga hotA hI hai, to kauna sI tarapha rAga hai, usakI jA~ca kr| iMsAna jaba bUr3hA ho jAtA hai, taba vicAra AtA hai ki abhI aura jI pAU~ to acchaa| yaha sattA kyA usake hAtha meM hai? aise to taraha-taraha ke vicAra Ate haiM, unheM dekhate rahanA hai aura jAnate rahanA hai| yaha to khuda apanI hI mRtyu svapna meM dekhatA hai ! duniyA bahuta alaga prakAra kI hai! sabhI tarapha vairAgya A jAe aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' para rAga Ae, to usake jaisA uttama to kucha bhI nahIM hai! vaha rAga to sabhI rogoM ko TAlanevAlA hotA hai| yaha manuSya janma to kaisA hai? devI-devatAoM dvArA bhI darzana karane yogya hai! devI-devatAoM ke lie bhI durlabha hai! lekina phala prakAza ho jAe taba! mana ke roga nikala jAe~, taba prakAza hotA hai| mana ke roga logoM ko samajha meM nahIM Ate ki isa tarapha kA mana rogI hai aura isake pAsavAlA mana taMdurusta hai| agara mana taMdurusta bane to vANI taMdurusta banatI hai aura deha taMdurusta banatI hai| mAinDa vyagra ho jAtA hai isalie ekAgratA kI davAI lagAte haiM,

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AptavANI-2 lekina usase to vaha roga miTatA hai lekina mokSa ke lie kucha bhI nahIM ho paataa| yaha to jaba mAinDa niraMtara vaza meM rahe, taba kaha sakate haiM ki roga miTa gyaa| niraMtara vaza, arthAt vicalita nahIM hotA / mana to jJAna se hI baMdha sakatA hai, vaha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI kara sakate haiM ! jJAna nahIM ho taba to jahA~ para bhI mana jAe vahA~ saMsAra khar3A ho jAtA hai / himAlaya meM jAe to bhI choTA gulAba kA paudhA lagAtA hai, bakarI pAlatA hai aura isa taraha saMsAra khar3A karatA hai / vaha to ekAMta meM bhI phira se bhIr3a lagA detA hai| 308 mana kA svabhAva mana kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki, 'mujhe Diprezana A gayA' aisA kahe to eka ratala ke badale bojhA dasa ratala kA ho jAtA hai, aura 'mujhe Diprezana hai hI nahIM' aisA kahe to bojhA dasa ratala ke badale eka ratala kA ho jAtA hai| yahA~ reDiyo baja rahA ho aura lagatA hai, aMdara aisA lage ki, 'AvAz2a se nIMda nahIM AegI' to nIMda AtI hI nahIM, yadi aisA rahe ki, 'AvAz2a meM bhI nIMda A jAegI' to ArAma se nIMda A jAtI hai| aisA hai yaha jagat ! hama loga mana se alaga haiM, deha se alaga haiM, aura vANI se bhI alaga haiN| par3osI bartana khar3akAe to use kauna kahane jAegA? khuda eka hI hotA to kahanA par3atA, hama to usakI kriyA ke jAnakAra haiM / yaha mana, mana ke dharma meM hai| yadi apane kAna meM zabda nahIM ghuse to mana para asara hogA kyA? kucha bhI asara nahIM hogA, aura kAna meM zabda ghuse to? nakhare karanA to mana kA dharma hai / sAra nikAlanA - vaha buddhi kA dharma hai| mana, buddhi, sabhI unake khuda ke guNadharmoM meM haiM / to usameM hama kahA~ jAe~? hameM apane svadharma meM rahanA hai| praznakartA : maiM prayatna to bahuta karatA hU~ mana kI zAMti ke lie, lekina sthiratA hI nahIM aatii| dAdAzrI : kauna se dharma kA pAlana karate ho? praznakartA : vaiSNava dharma /

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mana 309 dAdAzrI : to kyA vaiSNava dharma galata hogA? nahIM? kyA kRSNa bhagavAna galata hoMge? praznakartA : nahIM, bhUla apanI.... dAdAzrI : kyA bhUla hogI? praznakartA : vaha to Apako mAlUma hai daadaa| dAdAzrI : ApakA nAma kyA hai? praznakartA : cNduulaal| dAdAzrI : roz2a to jeba meM pA~ca-paccIsa hoM to muMbaI ke bAz2Ara meM mana sthira rahatA hai aura dasa-bIsa haz2Ara hoM to? mana sthira nahIM rahatA? vaha to sthira rahe aisA hai, lekina use hama bigAr3ate haiN| roz2a-roz2a beTe ko bigAr3eM aura use kaheM ki sthira ho jA to vaha nahIM ho pAegA, usI taraha agara mana ko bigAr3ane ke bAda sthiratA mA~geM to sthira raha pAegA? mana ko to pAna yA bIr3I basa itanA hI hai, lekina ye to bigAr3ate haiN| reDiyo lo, phriz2a lo aura vaha Teliviz2ana bhI lo| mana ko bigAr3ane ke bAda, vaha sIdhA nahIM ho skegaa| bAkI saba ko bigAr3anA, lekina mana ko mata bigaadd'naa| patnI ko bigAr3a diyA hogA to jJAnI use eka ghaMTe meM sIdhA kara deNge| agara patnI biphara jAe aura dUsare rUma meM bheja deM, to bAraha ghaMTe alaga raha sakate haiM, lekina mana to rAta-dina sAtha meM hI rahatA hai| bigAr3A huA mana rAste para nahIM AtA, lekina jJAnI mila jAe~ aura jJAna de deM to bigAr3A huA mana rAste para A jAtA hai| praznakartA : isake lie dasa sAla taka mehanata kI hai| dAdAzrI : to kyA pichale janma meM nahIM kI thI? anaMta janmoM se yahI kiyA hai| mana kyA hai? ise jAnanA to par3egA na! isake mA~-bApa kauna haiM? usakA ghara kahA~ hai? usake janmadAtA kauna haiM? usakA vilaya kisa taraha hotA hai? yaha saba bhI jAnanA to par3egA na! yaha mana kisane rakhA? praznakartA : prabhu ne|

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AptavANI-2 I dAdAzrI : kisalie? duHkha ke lie yA sukha ke lie? bhagavAna ne kisalie aisA kiyA? sabhI ko araMDI kA tela cupar3ane ke lie kiyA hogA? bhagavAna isameM hAtha hI nahIM DAlate, isa proDakzana meM bhagavAna hAtha nahIM ddaalte| vaha to 'baTa naicurala' (kudaratI ) hai / aura bhagavAna yaha bAta aMdara baiThe sunate haiM aura ha~sate bhI haiM ki, 'caMdUlAla, yaha kyA pAgalapana kara rahA hai!' hama loga samasaraNa mArga meM haiM na! samasaraNa mArga matalaba niraMtara parivartana hotA rahatA hai, vaha / usameM aMtima sTezana mana hai| abhI ApakA yaha sTezana hai na vaha agale janma kA mana banegA / vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' jAnate haiM ki mana kyA hai? mana kisa taraha ThikAne para AegA? mana ThikAne para rakhane ke lie Apa khuda prayatna nahIM karate? praznakartA : ve prayatna to roz2a karatA hU~ / dAdAzrI : Apa karate ho yA caMdUlAla karate haiM? kaMTrola ke lie prayatna Apa khuda nahIM karate, vaha to caMdUlAla karatA hai / Apa khuda kaMTrola karo to kaMTrola ho sakegA, lekina Apa 'khuda kauna ho' yaha nizcita karanA hI par3egA na? yaha nizcita ho jAe to kAma ho gyaa| abhI mAinDa kaisA hai? ThIka hai na? 310 mana to mokSa kI nAva praznakartA : abhI to apAra zAMti hai / dAdAzrI : mana to nAva hai / mana to mokSa meM le jAtA hai aura saMsAra meM bhaTakAtA bhI hai, kyoMki abhI taka kutubanumA ( dizAsUcaka yaMtra ) nahIM milA hai| mokSa meM kaba le jAtA hai ? 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to yaha nAva mokSamArga kI tarapha calatI hai 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI upasthiti meM ApakA mana aisA rahatA hai to unakA mana kitanA suMdara hogA ! unakA mana-buddhi-citta-ahaMkAra, sabhI suMdara hote haiN| unakA ahaMkAra hotA hai, lekina vaha bhI suMdara hotA hai, lekina pAgala nahIM hotA, ahaMkAra bhI manohara hotA hai / eka vyakti meM itanI zaktiyA~ haiM, to auroM meM kitanI hogI ! utanI hI haiM, lekina prakaTa nahIM huI haiN| prakaTa kaba hoMgI? koI taraNatAraNa 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ taba /

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mana 311 bar3audA meM eka bahana ne pUchA, 'dAdA, sabakucha acchA-acchA hI kiyA hai| pUrI jiMdagI dUsaroM kA bhalA hI kiyA hai, phira bhI mana kI zAMti kyoM nahIM milatI? bhagavAna ke sAtha cAhe jitanA tAra jor3eM, phira bhI jI kyoM jalatA hai?' yaha to 'hamAre' hAtha kI bAta hai, adhikAra 'hamArA' hai, yaha to TaoNpa bAta pUchI bahana ne| sabhI ora saba loga ghUma cuke haiM, phira bhI ina do hI galiyoM meM ulajhate rahate haiN| bahana ne to suMdara sAra nikAlA! saMsAra ke hara eka dharma meM manoraMjana hotA hai, jabaki yahA~ 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa AtmaraMjana hotA hai| manoraMjana se uttejanA (jozabharI khuzI) kA anubhava hotA hai, sthiratA kA anubhava nahIM hotaa| jahA~ mana sthira ho, usa dharma ko sunanA cAhie, lekina jahA~ para mana caMcala ho jAtA hai, manoraMjana hotA hai, aise dharma ko sunanA kisa kAma kA? kiMcit mAtra bhI aMdara parivartana ho, taba kAma kaa| yaha to assI sAla taka upAzraya meM vyAkhyAna sunate haiM, pravacana sunate haiM, phira bhI kucha bhI badalAva nahIM hotA, to vaha kAma kA hI nahIM hai na! use to manoraMjana kiyA kahA jaaegaa| usase sthiratA nahIM hotii| AtmaraMjana meM AiskrIma kI taraha AtmA sthira ho jAtA hai aura manoraMjana meM ubalatA hai| manoraMjana meM mana joza se bhara jAtA hai, bAhara to AtmaraMjana hogA hI kisa taraha? yahA~ para Ao, taba AtmaraMjana hogaa| yahA~ para to, Ae tabhI se AtmA svIkAra karatA hai ki, 'aba mukti hogii|' isalie ullAsa AtA hai| kaidI se kaheM ki, 'thor3e dina bAda chUTanevAle ho|' taba hAlAMki kaidI ko choDA nahIM hai, phira bhI use AnaMda AtA hai, usI taraha yahA~ para AtmaraMjana hotA hai| yahA~ kA eka-eka zabda bahuta hI sUkSmatA se sunane jaisA hai| jJAnI kA eka hI zabda mokSa meM le jAegA! mana, jagat - svarUpa isa deha kA AtmA ke sAtha koI riyala saMbaMdha nahIM hai| yaha mana, vaha to pUrI duniyA hai| isalie yadi kisI ko parezAna kareM to mana meM duHkha utpanna hotA hai aura dUsaroM ko sukha deM to sukha milatA hai| mana duniyA hai| duniyA ko sukha deMge to mana ko sukha hogaa| tU dUsaroM ko sukha dekara duHkha mA~gegA to vaha nahIM milegaa| mana to duniyA hai| jaisA calAegA vaisA

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312 AptavANI-2 milegaa| kavi kahate haiM na, 'manamaMdira nA AMgaNiyAmAM kalpataruvara ugiyA re (manamaMdira ke AMgana meM kalpataru uge haiN)|' isalie yadi tujhe sAMsArika sukha cAhie to tujhe jo-jo pasaMda nahIM hai vaha dUsaroM ko mata denaa| mAtra, khuda ke pAsa jo samajha hai ki mujhe yaha pasaMda nahIM hai, tujhe khuda ko jisase duHkha hotA hai vaha tU dUsaroM ko mata denaa| jinheM tU duHkha mAnatA hai, unase Age to aura kaI du:kha haiM, lekina tU jise duHkha mAnatA hai vaha dUsaroM ko degA to tere jaisA mUrkha aura kauna? to phira tujhe sukha milegA kisa taraha? jAnabUjhakara denA aura anajAne meM denA, usameM pharka nahIM hai? baccA yadi kA~ca kA pyAlA phor3a de to use du:kha hotA hai? aura bApa phor3e to? bApa ko to bahuta duHkha hotA hai| tU jise duHkha mAnatA hai vaha dUsaroM ko mata denA, tabhI tU sukhI ho paaegaa| sukhI hone ke lie koI zAstra par3hane kI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai| yaha bAta to jise jJAna nahIM mile vaha bhI samajhatA haiN| usase kyA hotA hai ki duHkha AnA baMda ho jAtA hai aura sukha AnA zurU ho jAtA hai| yaha to, dharma khuda ke pAsa hI hai| isake lie zAstroM kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, itanA karegA to sukhI hogA hii| khuda para jo iphekTa hotA hai vaha sAmanevAle para bhI avazya hogA hI na? tere prati merI A~khoM meM tujhe koI bhAva mahasUsa nahIM ho to terI A~khoM meM vaise bhAva mata lAnA ki jisase sAmanevAle ko du:kha ho| jisase apane ko duHkha hotA ho, usase auroM ko kaise duHkha de sakate haiM? vicAra vicAra kise kahate haiM? mana kI gA~The phUTatI haiM aura jo phUTatI haiM, ve vicAra ke rUpa meM haiN| vicAra ko khuda par3ha sakatA hai| vicAra to uThAtA hai, baiThAtA hai, aise le jAtA hai, vaise le jAtA hai, daur3AtA hai, use vicAra kahate haiM aura jo uThAe nahIM, baiThAe nahIM, bhAgadaur3a nahIM karavAe~ ve pAlatU vicAra kahalAte haiM, aura hama se uThaka-baiThaka karavAe~ ve pAlatU vicAra nahIM khlaate|

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mana 313 yaha jo bhItara zora macAtA hai, vaha mana bolatA hai, vicAra bolate haiM aura ve bhI khuda ne hI unheM ikaTThe kie haiN| kitane hI prakAra ke vicAra nahIM Ate haiM kyoMki vaha mAla ikaTThA hI nahIM kiyA, islie| jaisA mAla bharA hai vaise hI vicAra aaeNge| isalie jitane Apane ikaTThe kie haiM, utane hI zora mcaaeNge| jitane ikaTThe kie the, ve hI basAyeM haiM aura basAyeM haiM to zora macAe~ge hI na? yadi vicAra bigar3A to dAg2a par3egA, isalie vicAra mata bigAr3anA, yaha samajhanA hai| apane satsaMga meM to khAsa dhyAna rakhanA hai ki vicAra nahIM bigdd'eN| vicAra bigar3ane se sabakucha bigar3a jAtA hai| vicAra AyA ki maiM gira jAU~gA to giraa| isalie, jaise hI vicAra Ae~ ki turaMta hI pratikramaNa karo, AtmasvarUpa bana jaao| apanA dharma kyA kahatA hai ki asuvidhA meM suvidhA dekho| rAta ko mujhe vicAra AyA ki, 'yaha cAdara mailI hai,' lekina phira eDajasTamenTa kara liyA to itanI acchI lagatI hai ki pUcho mt| pa~cendriya jJAna asuvidhA dikhAtA hai aura AtmA suvidhA dikhAtA hai| isalie AtmA meM rho| koI mitra bImAra ho to usake ghara para kahanA par3atA hai ki, 'isakA ilAja krvaaie|' aMdara aise vicAra bhI Ate haiM ki yaha baca jAegA, aisA lagatA nahIM hai, aise ulTe vicAra jyAdA kamajora banA dete haiN| aise vicAra kAma ke hI nahIM hote| aise vicAra hI saMsAra haiM, ve khuda hI vicAra haiM, unakA svabhAva hI caMcala hai, lekina Apa ko usameM caMcala nahIM ho jAnA caahie| ve to Ate raheMge, Apa ko to, jaba ve Ae~ taba dekhate rahanA hai aura jAnate rahanA hai| unheM jAnA, isakA matalaba zuddhAtmA hAz2ira hI hai| unheM to yaha jAnanA hai ki pahale caMdUlAla gae, phira caturalAla ge| praznakartA : vicAra bahuta A gae, lekina bAda meM patA calatA hai ki ye to vicAra A ge| taba kyA use tanmayAkAra honA kahA jAegA? dAdAzrI : vicAroM meM baha nahIM gae to unase bhinna hI haiN| agara ina vicAroM ko nahIM pakar3A to AtmA, AtmA hI rhaa| kaI bAra aisA

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314 AptavANI-2 hotA hai ki ekasAtha vicAra phUTate haiM to jAgRti nahIM rahatI, lekina bAda meM aisA jAnA ki ye vicAra balA haiM, vahI batAtA hai ki AtmA hAjira hai| svarUpa prApti ke bAda vicAroM kA phorsa Ae to usase aura koI parezAnI nahIM hai, lekina apanA sukha ruka gayA, vahI nukasAna hai| jaba baccoM ke skUla kI chuTTI hotI hai, taba kitane bacce eka sAtha nikalate haiM? ghaMTI bajatI hai ki zurUAta meM Dhera sAre bacce nikalate haiM aura phira to eka-do, eka-do bacce hI nikalate haiN| vaisA hI ina vicAroM kA bhI hai! lekina AtmA isameM bhI khuda kA jJAtA-dRSTApana chor3atA nahIM hai, mAtra sukha ruka jAtA hai| AtmA kabhI bhI khuda kA svabhAva nahIM chor3atA aura vibhAva meM AtA hI nahIM hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa yaha saba vistArapUrvaka samajha lenA cAhie tAki koI parezAnI nahIM aae| vicAroM kI - Azrava, nirjarA bhItara bahuta vicAra Ate haiM, unameM yadi tanmayAkAra rahe to Azrava (udayakarma meM tanmayAkAra honA arthAt Azrava honA) hotA hai aura karma baMdhana hotA hai| yadi vicAroM kA jJAtA-dRSTA rahe to nirjarA hotI jAtI hai aura saMvara (zuddha upayogapUrvaka karma kI nirjarA jisase naye karma cArja nahIM hote) rahatA hai, karma para Dhakkana laga jAtA hai| vicAra to sabhI ko Ate haiN| gA~The phUTatI haiM, adhika inTaresTavAlI gA~The phUTatI haiM, ve bhI anaTAimalI bama kI trh| to rAta ko, tIna baje bhI gA~Tha phUTatI hai, lekina phUTane se pahale jagA detI hai| sapanA Ae yA aura kisI taraha, lekina jagAkara phUTatI haiM, ve bhI liMka meM phUTatI haiN| yaha to khuda ko pasaMda AnevAlI gA~TheM hotI haiM, ve saMyoga milate haiM, taba phUTatI haiM aura yadi par3hakara tanmayAkAra ho jAe~ to karma cipakatA hai aura par3hakara jAne deM, taba phira vApasa vaha gA~Tha nahIM aatii| ye vicAra Ate haiM ve mana meM se Ate haiM, ye apane se bilkula alaga haiM, lekina vahA~ para khuda tanmayAkAra ho jAtA hai| jahA~ tanmayAkAra nahIM hotA, vahA~ para Atmadharma hAz2ira hai| saMyoga milatA hai to mana kI gA~The phUTatI

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mana 315 haiN| ye gA~The lobha kI bhI hotI haiM aura viSayoM kI bhI hotI haiN| ye gA~TheM AkAra meM choTI-bar3I, taraha-taraha kI hotI haiN| jisameM bahuta hI inTaresTa hotA hai, ve gA~The bar3I hotI haiM, unake bahuta vicAra Ate haiN| una vicAroM kA chedana karane ke lie unheM dekhate rahanA par3atA hai| ye vicAra par3he jA sakate haiM, aise haiN| pasaMdIdA vicAra Ae~ to, unameM tanmayAkAra rahatA hai aura nApasaMda vicAra Ae~, taba turaMta hI aisA lagatA hai ki khuda se ve alaga haiN| nApasaMda meM cokhA mana nApasaMda cokhe mana se sahana kara pAe~ge, taba vItarAga huA jaaegaa| praznakartA : cokhA (acchA, nirmala) mana kA matalaba kyA? dAdAzrI : cokhA mana yAnI sAmanevAle ke lie kharAba vicAra nahIM Ae~, vh| yAnI kyA? ki nimitta ko kATe nhiiN| kadAcita sAmanevAle ke lie kharAba vicAra A jAe~ to turaMta hI pratikramaNa kara leM aura use dho de| praznakartA : mana cokhA ho jAe, vaha to aMtima sTeja kI bAta hai na? aura jaba taka saMpUrNa cokhA nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka pratikramaNa karane par3ate haiM na? dAdAzrI : hA~, vaha sahI hai, lekina kucha bAtoM meM cokhA ho cukA hotA hai, aura kucha bAtoM meM nahIM huA hotaa| ve saba sTepiMga haiN| jahA~ cokhA nahIM huA hai vahA~ pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| hameM to zurU se hI duniyA ke eka-eka zabda kA vicAra AtA thaa| pahale bhale hI jJAna nahIM thA lekina 'vipulamati' thI, isalie bolate hI spaSTa samajha meM A jAtA thaa| cAroM ora kA taula nikala jAtA thaa| bAta nikale to turaMta hI sAra nikala jAe, use 'vipulamati' kahate haiN| vipulamati hotI hI nahIM hai na kisI meN| yaha to eksepzanala kesa ho gayA hai! jagat meM vipulamati kaba kahalAtI hai? aisI mati ho jo evarIvhera eDajasTa kara

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316 AptavANI-2 pAe, tb| yaha to kaccA kATane kA ho, use ubAla detA hai aura ubAlane kA ho, use kaccA kATa detA hai, to kahA~ se eDajasTa hogA? lekina evarIvhera eDajasTa honA caahie| kArya kA preraka kauna? praznakartA : kArya karane kI preraNA kauna detA hai? dAdAzrI : yaha preraNA to pichale janma ke jo kaoNz2ez2a haiM, mAtra unakA iphekTa hai| mana ke vicAroM se preraNA hotI hai| jo kucha bhI kArya hotA hai, vaha zuddhAtmA nahIM karatA, pratiSThita AtmA karatA hai| mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra aMta:karaNa ke aMga haiN| jo soca meM par3a jAe vaha mana hai| yahA~ para baiThe-baiThe jo bAhara bhaTake, vaha citta hai| mana jo dikhAtA hai vaha pemphaleTa hai aura jo nizcita karatI hai, vaha buddhi hai aura jo hastAkSara karatA hai, vaha ahaMkAra hai| aMta:karaNa ke anusAra bAhyakaraNa banatA hai, koI preraka hai hI nhiiN| jo-jo paramANu ikaTThe kie haiM, vaise vicAra chapa jAte haiM, aura ve hI paramANu udaya meM Ate haiN| yadi khuda hI soca sakate to manacAhe vicAra hI Ate lekina jaise paramANu bhare haiM, vaise nikalate haiN| vicAra saMyogoM ke adhIna hai| mAla bharate samaya hI vicAra karanA cAhie, suvicAra jo hitakArI hoM, ve bharane caahie| bhItara koI ulTA vicAra Ae to use ghusane hI mata denA, nahIM to ghara kara jaaegaa| oNphisa meM koI cora jaisA Ae, to kyA use pUchate haiM ki, 'tU kauna hai? terA vyavasAya kyA hai?' use to ghusane hI nahIM denA caahie| yaha to kisI ko lakavA huA ho aura usase milakara Ae~, taba vicAra AtA hai ki 'hameM bhI aise lakavA ho jAegA to?' ye ulTe vicAra kahalAte haiN| inheM ghusane hI nahIM denA caahie| 'apane' isa svataMtra rUma meM kisI ko ghusane hI nahIM denA caahie| ghusane denA, vaha khataranAka hai, usI se to saMsAra hai, anaMta prakAra ke vicAra Ae~ to kaha denA ki, 'geTa aautt|' 'dAdA' kA nAma loge to ve ruka jaaeNge| ye luTere rAta ko zora macAe~ge to kyA rAta nahIM bItegI? yaha to TemparerI hai| rAta bIta jaaegii| hama to anaMta zaktivAle haiN|

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mana 317 mana kA svabhAva kaisA hai? sIdhI taraha se nahIM mur3atA aura yadi bahalA-phusalAkara mor3eM to mur3ane ke bAda vahA~ se nahIM khisakatA, phira se badalatA nahIM haiN| isIlie ina choTe bacce-bacciyoM meM acche saMskAra DAlane cAhie, to phira ve acche saMskAra jAe~ge nhiiN| baccoM ko jo vicAra Ate haiM ve kArya-kAraNa vicAra Ate haiM, ve vicAra Akara turaMta hI kAryakArI ho jAte haiN| bar3A hone ke bAda krikeTa ke vicAra Ate haiM, phira bhI par3hAI kara rahA hotA hai| manaHparyAya jJAna sabhI manuSyoM kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki jaba vicAra Ae, to usake lie kahate haiM, 'mujhe vicAra aayaa|' are, tU khuda aura vicAra donoM alaga haiN| 'mujhe vicAra AyA' vaha vAkya iTaselpha hI batAtA hai ki 'maiM' aura 'vicAra' donoM alaga haiN| 'maiM vicAra kara rahA hU~' aisA nahIM kahatA, 'mujhe vicAra A rahe haiM yA mere aise vicAra haiM' aisA kahatA hai| isalie vicAra, selpha se pUrI taraha se alaga hI haiN| yaha to alaukika jJAna hai! yaha to mana:paryAya jJAna utpanna huA hai, vicAra Ae~ aura khuda jJAtA-dRSTA rahatA hai| isa jJAna se to buddhi ke paryAya bhI dekhe jA sakate haiM! mana ke vicAra to ajJAnI ko bhI dikhate haiM, phira bhI usa paryAya ko jAnanA hai, AtmA hue binA aisA nahIM mAnA jA sakatA ki, manaHparyAya jJAna meM A cuke haiN| ye mana ke paryAya niraMtara badalate haiM, usake yadi jJAtAdRSTA raheM to vahI mana:paryAya jJAna hai| jo mana kI avasthAoM ko dekha sakate haiM, unheM jJAnI kahA hai| mana kA kamprezana yA Tenzana kitanA U~cA gayA, kitanA nIcA gayA, kaisA ullAsa AyA, kaisA Diprezana AyA, una sabhI paryAyoM ko dekhanA, yahI mana:paryAya jJAna hai| 'svarUpa jJAna' ke bagaira to agara mana z2arA sA bhI batAe to ekAkAra ho jAtA hai- 'mujhe huA-mujhe huA' karake! mana:paryAya jJAna prApta karane ke lie to loga lAkha janmoM taka ziSya banane ke lie taiyAra ho jAe~ge! kramika mArga meM sAdhAraNa mana:paryAya jJAna hotA hai aura apane isa akrama

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318 AptavANI-2 mArga meM sudRr3ha mana:paryAya jJAna ho jAtA hai| yaha to buddhi ke paryAya bhI dekha sakatA hai, vaha bhI jJAna hI kahalAtA hai| citta ko to ajJAnI bhI dekha sakatA hai| vaha to azuddha citta kahalAtA hai, vaha jJAna kA bhAga nahIM hai, kyoMki use to ahaMkAra bhI dekha sakatA hai| ___ yaha akrama mArga hai isalie mana:paryAya jJAna khar3A ho gayA hai! isIlie yadi kisI ke lie dveSa ho rahA ho to mana:paryAya jJAna se mana kA patA cala jAtA hai aura vahA~ sIla kiyA jA sakatA hai| jaba vaha vyakti phira se mile, taba jo visphoTa honevAlA ho, vaha apane Apa ruka jAtA hai| yadi yaha manaHparyAya jJAna na ho, taba to visphoTa ho jaaegaa| yaha to mana:paryAya jJAna, vaha hama dukAna meM baiThe ho taba bhI hameM patA calatA hai ki nagInabhAI ke lie aise paryAya aura lallUbhAI ke lie aise paryAya batA rahA hai, to vahA~ para sAvadhAna rahakara calanA caahie| acche-acche sAdhuoM ko, AcAryoM ko bhI manaHparyAya jJAna nahIM hotA hai, ve loga zrutajJAna meM hI hote haiN| yaha to Apako ghaMTebhara meM hI 'hama' svarUpa kA bhAna karavA dete haiM, usI se yaha saba sahaja prApta ho jAtA hai, varnA lAkha janmoM taka bhI ThikAnA par3e, vaisA nahIM hai!

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buddhi aura jJAna buddhi aura jJAna meM koI pharka hai kyA? praznakartA : buddhi yAnI jo pratyakSa siddha kI jA sake, aisI samajha aura jJAna yAnI buddhi se pare, jise supara-naoNleja, parAvidyA kahate haiN| dAdAzrI : usakI Dephinezana (paribhAsA) maiM batAtA huuN| pUrI duniyA ke sabhI sabjekTsa meM se do-cAra sabjekTsa jAne, use loga naoNleja kahate haiM, lekina pUrI duniyA ke sabhI sabjekTsa ko jAne, vaha bhI buddhi meM samA jAtA hai, kyoMki vaha ahaMkArI jJAna hai| ahaMkArI jJAna, vaha buddhi hai aura niraahaMkArI jJAna, vaha 'jJAna' hai| buddhi, vaha inaDAirekTa prakAza hai, usakI Apako similI +, sUryanArAyaNa kA DAirekTa prakAza DAirekTa jJAna jaisA hai aura dUsarA inaDAirekTa prakAza, yadi sUryanArAyaNa kA prakAza darpaNa para par3e aura vaha rUma meM prakAza de, to vaha inaDAirekTa prakAza hai| AtmA kA jo DAirekTa prakAza hai vaha jJAna hai| buddhi kA prakAza mIDiyama ke zrU (mAdhyama se) hai, inaDAirekTa hai| AtmA, vaha sva-para prakAzaka hai aura buddhi para-prakAzaka hai| buddhi vikalpa karavAtI hai| saMkalpa-vikalpa hote haiM kyA Apako? praznakartA : 'saMkalpa-vikalpa' kA ekjekTa mIniMga mujhe samajha meM nahIM AtA! dAdAzrI : bAhara saMkalpa-vikalpa kise kahate haiM, vaha patA hai? aMdara jo acche yA kharAba vicAra Ate haiM, unheM saMkalpa-vikalpa kahA gayA hai| lekina yaha binA pahacAne kI huI bAta hai| maiM caMdUlAla hU~' vaha pahalA vikalpa, 'maiM isakA pati hU~' vaha dUsarA vikalpa, 'maiM isakA bApa hU~, vakIla hU~' ve sabhI vikalpa haiM aura 'yaha deha, moTara, baMgale mere haiM' vaha sNklp| 'maiM' aura 'merA' vaha kramazaH vikalpa aura saMkalpa haiN|

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320 AptavANI-2 jJAna aura buddhi meM kyA pharka hai? buddhi bheda DAlatI hai, merA-terA karavAtI hai, jabaki jJAna abheda banAtA hai| buddhi-jJAna yAnI ki isa duniyA ke tamAma zAstroM kA jJAna jAne lekina khuda ko nahIM jAne to usa ahaMkArI jJAna ko buddhi kahA gayA hai| aura svarUpa ke jJAna ko jAne to niraahaMkArIjJAna ho jAtA hai, vaha jJAna hai| buddhi to khuda ke baccoM aura patnI ke bIca meM bhI bheda DalavAtI rahatI hai| bhedabuddhi jaba taka bhedabuddhi ho taba taka lagatA hai, 'maiM caMdUlAla aura yaha rAyacaMda' aura mahAvIra alaga, nemInAtha alaga, kRSNa alaga, sabhI meM bheda lagatA hai, aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' meM bhedabuddhi nahIM hotI, ve AtmasvarUpa meM rahate haiM aura saba ko abheda dekhate haiN| hameM to 'sabameM maiM hI baiThA huA hU~' aisA rahatA hai| riyala svarUpa ko jAna leM to abhedatA AtI hai| vItarAga niSpakSapAtI hote haiM, unheM sabameM abhedatA lagatI hai| kAlacakra ke AdhAra para mAra khAte rahate haiM, yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to mAra nahIM khAnI par3atI, jJAnI mila jAe~ to hala A jAtA hai| buddhi prakAzaka z2arUra hai, lekina para-prakAzaka, inaDAirekTa lAiTa hai, jaise ki darpaNa meM se sUrya ke prakAza kI kiraNeM parAvartita hotI haiM, vaisii| jisakA jitanA bar3A darpaNa, utanA hI usakA prakAza par3atA hai| kucha to aise berisTara hote haiM ki jo roz2a ke haz2AroM kamAte haiM, kyoMki darpaNa bar3A hai aura kucha kA to TaTTa calatA hI nahIM hai| buddhi kA phala kyA hai? buddhi bahuta bar3he, taba buddhU bana jAtA hai! 'hama meM' nAma mAtra bhI buddhi nahIM hai, 'hama' 'abudha' haiN| kavi ne kahA hai na ki, 'bhAva, no, dravya nA jALA khaMkherI jANajo abudha adhyaase|' abudha-adhyAsa hogA, taba ve jAla haTa jAe~ge, buddhi se ve jAle nahIM htteNge| buddhi to apanA kAma karatI rahegI, lekina usakA upayoga nahIM karanA

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buddhi aura jJAna hai| yaha to jahA~ sA~pa hotA hai, vahA~ buddhi kI lAiTa se dekhatA hai, taba ajaMpA hotA hai jabaki 'vyavasthita' kahatA hai, 'jA na tU, koI bhI nahIM kATegA!' to nirAkulatA rahatI hai / buddhi to, saMsAra meM jahA~-jahA~ usakI jitanI z2arUrata hai, utanA usakA sahaja prakAza detI hI hai aura saMsAra kA kAma ho jAtA hai, lekina yaha to viparIta buddhi kA upayoga karatA hai ki kahIM sA~pa kATa legA to! yahI upAdhi karavAtI hai / samyak buddhi se sarva duHkha khatma ho jAte haiM aura viparIta buddhi se sarva duHkhoM ko invAiTa karatA hai| 321 tIna prakAra kI buddhi hotI hai eka avyabhicAriNI buddhi, dUsarI vyabhicAriNI buddhi aura tIsarI samyak buddhi / ina tInoM prakAroM meM, yadi kisI janma meM 'jina' ( vItarAga ) ke darzana kie hoM, to usameM samyak buddhi vikasita hotI hai| zuddha 'jina' ke darzana kie hoM aura vahA~ para zraddhA baiThI ho to bIja vyartha nahIM jAtA, usase abhI samyak buddhi utpanna hotI hai aura phira sahaja bhAva se mArga mila jAtA hai / -- kirAne ke vyApArI ke do haz2Ara rupaye vApasa nahIM Ae~ to grAhaka ke sAtha jhagar3A karatA hai, to phira grAhaka use ekAdha dhaula lagA detA hai aura phaujadArI kesa banatA hai| isameM to, abhI taka rupaye to die nahIM aura phaujadArI kesa ho gayA / isalie kahatA hai, 'maiM to duHkhI - duHkhI ho gyaa|' yaha to khuda hI duHkhoM ko bulAtA hai ! ina duHkhoM ko yadi bulAyA nahIM jAe to eka bhI Ae, vaisA nahIM hai / viparIta buddhi se hI duHkha khar3e hote haiN| viparIta buddhi matalaba cAkU kI ulTI dhAra se sabz2I kATanA / sabz2I nahIM kaTatI hai aura u~galI meM se khUna nikala jAtA hai| jisameM aqla hai, usakA mokSa nahIM ho sktaa| duniyA jise aqlavAlA kahatI hai, vaha to bahuta hI kamaaqla hai / aqlavAlA khuda kI hI kabra khodatA hai, use 'hama' kamaaqla kahate haiM / hama khuda hI bagaira aqla ke haiM na! abudha haiM! hamameM yadi buddhi kA chIMTA bhI hogA to sabhI prakAra ke dhyAna khar3e ho jAe~ge / vyApAra meM aisA lagegA ki, 'ye paise z2yAdA le gayA, isane aisA kiyA / ' usase jJAna hI khatma ho jaaegaa|

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322 AptavANI-2 buddhi ke upayoga kI limiTa hama subaha sAta baje dAdara sTezana para baiThe hue the, taba logoM ne ekasAtha lAiTeM baMda kara diiN| to aise meM buddhivAlA kyA pUchegA ki, 'aisA kyoM kiyA?' ye sUryanArAyaNa uga rahe haiM unakA teja A rahA hai, isalie aba ina lAiToM kI kyA z2arUrata? hama kahate haiM ki 'isa' phula lAiTa ke A jAne ke bAda phira buddhi kI lAiTeM baMda kara do! jaise ki ye loga isameM kitane jAgRta haiM ki 'isameM ilekTrisiTI kharca ho jAtI hai, usI taraha apanI lAiTa meM, mUla zakti meM buddhi kA upayoga karane se pAvara vyartha ho jAtI hai aura yadi lAiTa kA upayoga nahIM karegA to mUla lAiTa bddh'egii| praznakartA : buddhi kA prakAza to rahegA hI na? dAdAzrI : hA~, z2arUrata par3ane para buddhi kAma kara jAtI hai lekina baTana cAlU rakhane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| vaha to oNTomeTika cAlU ho hI jAtA hai| lekina baTana cAlU nahIM raha jAnA caahie| buddhi yahI dikhAtI hai ki sAMsArika hita kisameM hai| kisI bhI sAMsArika kriyA meM buddhi kA hI upayoga hotA hai aura 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~,' vaha jJAna kA upayoga hai| AtmA sahajasvarUpa hI hai, lekina prakRti sahaja ho jAe, tabhI vaha sahaja raha sakatA hai, usakA phala AtA hai| prakRti kaba sahaja hotI hai? buddhi bahana vizrAMti le leM, taba prakRti sahaja ho jAtI hai| kaoNleja meM par3hate the taba taka buddhi bahana AtI thIM, lekina aba par3ha cuke haiM, aba kyA z2arUrata hai? aba use kahanA ki, 'Apa ghara para raho, hameM z2arUrata nahIM hai|' use penzana de do| buddhi caMcala banAtI hai, usase AtmA kA jo sahaja svabhAva hai usakA svAda cakhane ko nahIM miltaa| bAhara kA bhAga hI caMcala hai, lekina yadi buddhi ko eka tarapha biThA deMge to sahaja sukha barategA! yadi kuttA dekhA, to buddhi kahegI, 'kala usa AdamI ko kATA thA, yaha kuttA bhI vaisA hI dikhatA hai, mujhe bhI kATa jAegA to?' are, usake hAtha meM kyA sattA hai? 'vyavasthita' meM hogA to kaattegaa| buddhi, tU eka tarapha baitth| sattA yadi khuda kI hotI to loga khuda kA hI nahIM sudhAra lete? lekina sudhAra huA nahIM!

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buddhi aura jJAna 323 buddhi to zaMkA karavAtI hai| zaMkA hone se gar3abar3a hotI hai| hameM to apane ni:zaMka pada meM hI rahanA hai| jagat to zaMkA, zaMkA aura zaMkA meM hI rhegaa| buddhi kI naoNrmeliTI praznakartA : dAdA, buddhi ko Dima kaise kara sakate haiM? dAdAzrI : buddhi ko Dima karane ke lie to samyak buddhi kA z2ora caahie| jaise-jaise buddhi bar3hatI hai vaise-vaise smRti bar3hatI hai, aura vaise-vaise duHkha bar3hatA hai! buddhi eka tarapha hI rakha denI hai, usakI bAta hI nahIM mAnanI caahie| yadi cAlI meM eka vyakti aisA ho ki jisakI bAta mAnane para apanA phaz2ItA hotA ho, to usakI bAta hama kitanI bAra eksepTa kareMge? eka-do bAra, lekina phira to usakI bAta eksepTa hI nahIM karanI caahie| buddhi to sensiTiva banA detI hai, imozanala banA detI hai, to usakI bAta apane se kisa taraha eksepTa kI jAe? vyavahAra meM vAiz2a (samajhadAra) rahane kI z2arUrata hai tAki kisI ko z2arA sA bhI nukasAna nahIM ho| aqla kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| agara aqla bahuta bar3ha jAe to dimAg2a ThikAne nahIM rahatA, buddhU bana jAtA hai, isalie buddhi ko thor3A kATa denA caahie| vAiz2a hone kI z2arUrata hai, ovaravAiz2a (z2arUrata se z2yAdA aklamaMda) hone kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| ovaravAiz2a bana jAe to phira Trika karanA sIkha jAtA hai| Trika matalaba khuda kI adhika buddhi se sAmanevAle kI kama buddhi kA phAyadA uThAnA vh| Trika kare taba to cora meM aura tujhameM pharka kyA? yaha to cora se bhI adhika jokhimadArI kahalAtI hai| Trika, vaha to buddhi se sAmanevAle ko mAratI hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'buddhi se mArate-mArate tU nirdaya bana jaaegaa| isake bajAya to hAtha se mAranA acchA ki jisase kabhI to dayA aaegii|' pUrA jagat buddhi se mAra rahA hai, vaha to sabase U~cA raudradhyAna kahalAtA hai| usakA phala sIdhA narkagati AtA hai| raudradhyAna arthAt kisI ke sukha ko kisI bhI prakAra se chIna lene kI icchaa| kisI ko kisI bhI prakAra se duHkha denA,

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324 AptavANI-2 vahI icchaa| ye kapar3A khIMcakara becate haiM, vahI raudradhyAna hai, 'itanA kapar3A to bacegA' aisA kahegA / yaha hisAba to kaisA hai? yadi 9,999 rupaye milanevAle haiM, to raudradhyAna se bhI itane hI mileMge aura usa dhyAna ke binA bhI itane hI mileNge| yaha to balki kapar3A khIMcakara dhyAna bigAr3atA hai aura kahegA ki, 'kamAne ke lie aisA to karanA par3atA hai na?' ina logoM ko aisI zraddhA nahIM rahatI ki lakSmI jI Ae~gI / are, jisa zraddhA se tUne dukAna kholI hai, usa zraddhA ke prati dhyAna mata bigAr3anA aura usI zraddhA se lAbha milegA, aisA rkhnaa| jagat ke sabhI loga aMdhazraddhA se cala rahe haiM, moTara calAnevAlA bhI aMdhazraddhA se calAtA hai / 'jJAnIpuruSa' moTara meM baiThate haiM to kahate haiM ki, 'yA to TakarAegI yA phira bacegI jo ho, so bhale hI ho' / yaha to jJAna nahIM hai phira bhI aMdhazraddhA para calAtA hai ! buddhi saMsArAnugAmI hI bhaTakanevAle ke doSa kI vajaha se bhaTakAnevAle utpanna hote haiM / bhaTakAnevAle to bahuta bhugateMge, kyoMki khuda kI buddhi se sAmanevAle se lAbha utthaayaa| buddhi se to yaha dekhanA hotA hai ki, sAmanevAle ko lAbha kaise ho, lekina yaha to durupayoga karatA hai, use vyabhicAriNI buddhi kahA hai| kRSNa bhagavAna ne gItA meM buddhi ko vyabhicAriNI kahA hai| buddhi se aisA kucha bhI karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, sahaja rUpa se prApta ho, aisA yaha jagat hai| yaha to bhoganA nahIM AtA, varnA manuSya janma meM bhoga sakatA hai, aisA hai, lekina yaha manuSya to bhoga hI nahIM sakatA aura phira unake Taca meM AnevAle sabhI jAnavara bhI duHkhI hue haiM / anya karor3oM jIva haiM phira bhI sirpha ye manuSya hI du:khI haiM, kyoMki sabhI kA durupayoga kiyA, buddhi kA, mana kA, sabhI kA / yaha manuSya akelA hI nirAzrita hai / 'sAmane luTerA A jAe to merA kyA hogA,' aisA vicAra ina manuSyoM ko hI AtA hai / 'maiM kisa taraha calAU~gA? mere binA calAegA hI kauna ? ' aisI jo ciMtA karate haiM ve sabhI nirAzrita haiN| jabaki jAnavara bhagavAna ke Azrita haiN| unheM to khAnepIne ko ArAma se milatA hai, unake lie DaoNkTara, haoNspiTala aisA kucha

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buddhi aura jJAna 325 bhI nahIM hotA aura una logoM ko akAla jaisA bhI kucha nahIM hai| hA~, jo ina manuSyoM ke saMga meM A gae haiM, ve jAnavara- gAya, baila, ghor3e vagairaha duHkhI hue haiN| ___jaise-jaise AhAra ghaTe, vaise-vaise pramAda ghaTatA hai aura buddhi kA DevelapamenTa hotA hai| cAya se zarIra kA gaThana bigar3a gayA, AhAra kama ho gayA usse| pahale ke z2amAne meM cAya nahIM thI, to khurAka itanI adhika thI, ve phira baila jaise ho jAte the, buddhi bhaiMsa jaisI ho jAtI thii| phira bhI, ve loga mehanata acchI kara sakate the, hAtha meM liyA huA kAma kar3I mehanata se pUrA karate the| bahuta khurAka se buddhi moTI ho jAtI hai, sUkSmatA khatma ho jAtI hai| buddhi saMsAra kA kAma kara detI hai, mokSa kA nhiiN| eka vyU poinTa, vaha buddhi hai aura jaba donoM vyU poinTa utpanna hote haiM, riyala aura rileTiva donoM vyU poinTa utpanna hote haiM, tabhI prajJA utpanna hotI hai aura prajJA utpanna hotI hai taba donoM vyU poinTa se, riyala aura rileTiva donoM ko alagaalaga dekhatI hai aura usase mokSa hotA hai| jahA~ prajJA utpanna hotI hai, vahA~ para sanAtana sukha hai| buddhi se to kalpita du:kha aura vaha bhI niraMtara kA! sukha ke pIche duHkha bharA huA hotA hai, aura phira duSamakAla! to apAra duHkha aura saMpUrNa mohanIya vyApta hai, niraMtara mUrchA meM bhaTaka rahe haiM!

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citta citta arthAt jJAna-darzana, ina do guNoM kA adhikArI, vaha citta hai| ye donoM hI guNa azuddha hoM to vaha azuddha citta kahalAtA hai aura zuddha ho to zuddha citta kahalAtA hai| zuddha jJAna + zuddha darzana = zuddha citta = shuddhaatmaa| azuddha jJAna + azuddha darzana = azuddha citta = ashuddhaatmaa| hama yahA~ baiThe hue hoM, aura vaha paradeza meM dekha AtA hai, ghara-vara sabhI dekha AtA hai| vaha dekha Ane kA, jAna lene kA svabhAva citta kA hai| jabaki mana kA svabhAva dikhAne kA, pemphaleTa dikhAne kA hai| mana eka ke bAda eka pemphaleTa dikhAtA hai| loga to kisI kA doSa kisI aura para mar3ha dete haiM, kahate haiM ki, 'merA mana bhaTaka rahA hai!' mana kabhI bhI isa zarIra ko chor3akara bAhara nahIM jA sktaa| jo jAtA hai vaha citta hai| loga to mana ko pahacAnate hI nahIM, citta ko pahacAnate hI nhiiN| buddhi ko nahIM pahacAnate aura ahaMkAra ko bhI nahIM phcaante| are! aMta:karaNa-aMta:karaNa, aise gAte haiM lekina aMta:karaNa ko samajhate nahIM hai| pahale bhItara isa aMta:karaNa meM pyAlA phUTatA hai bAda meM hI bAhara pyAlA phUTatA hai| isa taraha se mana-buddhi-citta aura ahaMkAra kI bAta kisI bhI zAstra meM nahIM samajhAI gaI hai| yaha citta to aMdara bhI bhaTakatA hai aura bAhara bhI bhaTakatA hai| dimAg2a meM kyA hotA hai, vaha citta dekha AtA hai| citta gairahAz2ira - usake phala? eka milamAlika sAMtAkruz2a meM mere yahA~ Ae the| unase maiMne pUchA,

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citta 327 'seTha, kabhI acchI taraha se bhojana karate ho? citta ko ThikAne rakhakara bhojana karate ho? yaha blaDaprezara kisalie hotA hai? bagaira citta ke khAte ho, islie|' ve seTha becAre dravita ho gae aura merI godI meM sira rakhakara kahane lage, 'hA~ dAdA, kabhI bhI citta ko hAz2ira rakhakara bhojana kiyA hI nhiiN|' kRSNa bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai, 'prApta ko bhoga aura aprApta kI ciMtA mata krnaa|' yaha bhojana kI thAlI sAmane Ae to ekacitta se use zAMti se khaa| yadi citta ThikAne para hogA to svAdiSTa lagegA aura citta hAz2ira nahIM rahegA to battIsa prakAra ke pakavAna bhI nahIM bhaaeNge| isa zarIra ko itanI sI khicar3I dI ho to pUrI rAta zAMti rakhe, samAdhi rakhe vaisA hai| yaha to, zarIra yahA~ para bhojana karatA hai aura 'khuda' jAtA hai mila meM! ina manuSyoM ko phira hArTaphela ho jAtA hai, skUla meM to phela nahIM hotA thA aura yahA~ kisa taraha phela ho jAtA hai? ye jAnavara jaba khAte haiM, taba patA lagAnA ki unakA citta bAhara kahIM jAtA hai yA nahIM? kuttAvuttA bhI, khAte samaya svAda lekara pU~cha paTapaTAtA hai! sabhI jAnavaroM kA citta, jaba ve khAte haiM, taba khAne meM hI hotA hai, aura ina seThoM, vakIloM, DaoNkTaroM kA citta to khAte samaya ebsenTa rahatA hai, isase to hArTaphela aura blaDaprezara ho jAtA hai| hArTaphela aura blaDaprezara to ebsenTa citta kA pariNAma hai| bagaira citta ke khAtA hai, usase aMdara kI sabhI naseM kar3aka ho jAtI haiN| ina DaoNkTaroM kA citta oNparezana karate samaya anya kahIM bhaTake to marIz2a kI kyA dazA hogI? khAte samaya bhI bhItara kitane hI oNparezana hote haiM, isalie bhojana karate samaya, citta ko prez2enTa rakhakara khaao| bhojana karate samaya 'citta' kI hAz2irI lenI cAhie ki 'hAz2ira hai kyA?' aisA samaya bhI AegA ki DaoNkTaroM kA citta kahIM kA kahIM bhttkegaa| lekina oNparezana ke samaya citta hAz2ira rahatA hai, utanA acchA hai| yadi citta kI hAz2irI ke binA oNparezana kareMge to usa marIz2a ke marane ke bAda, jala jAne ke bAda aMdara se kaiMcI nikalegI! isIlie to Dara ke mAre DaoNkTara oNparezana ke samaya citta ko hAz2ira rakhate haiN|

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3288 AptavANI-2 zAyada sabhI jagaha citta hAz2ira na bhI rahe, anya kahIM para citta gairahAz2ira rahegA to calegA, lekina mAtra bhojana karate samaya citta ko hAz2ira rkhnaa| praznakartA : 'varka vhAila yU varka enDa ple vhAila yU ple' usake jaisA, dAdA? dAdAzrI : aise vAkya phaoNrenavAle sahaja logoM ke lie haiM, vikalpI ke lie nahIM haiN| jJAnI ko to 'varka vhAila yU varka enDa ple vhAila yU ple' rahatA hai, kyoMki unakA bAhara kA bhAga aura aMdara kA bhAga, donoM hI sahaja hote haiN| unakA citta to kabhI bhI gairahAz2ira nahIM rhtaa| inDiyansa ke lie to yaha vAkya bekAra hai, ise rakhakara kyA karanA hai? phira bhI hama kahate haiM ki mAtra bhojana karate samaya citta ko hAz2ira rkhnaa| oNphisa jAne ke lie gyAraha ke badale savA gyAraha ho jAe~ to 'dAdA' ko yAda karanA, kahanA ki, 'dAdA, Apa kahate the na ki bhojana karate samaya citta hAz2ira rakhanA, lekina Aja to savA gyAraha baja gae haiN| maiM kucha jAnatA nhiiN| Apa kahate ho vaise citta kI hAz2irI meM hI bhojana kara rahA hU~, phira Age Apa jaano|' taba phira citta ThikAne para rahegA aura baoNsa ko jo kahanA ho vaha bhale hI kahe aura baoNsa bhI prakRti dvArA nacAyA jA rahA eka laTU hI hai na? svasattA meM AyA hI nahIM hai na vaha! puruSa banA hI nahIM na! jagat pUrA hI, parasattA meM hI hai na! __ bhojana karate samaya citta ko hAz2ira rakhanA cAhie, tAki patA cale ki pakaur3I meM namaka z2yAdA hai yA kama, mirca z2yAdA hai yA kama! ye to citta kI gairahAz2irI meM bhojana karate haiM to patA hI nahIM calatA ki cAya gur3a kI hai yA cInI kI! are, abhI jo saMyoga milA hai use acchI taraha bhog| yaha to seTha bhojana yahA~ para karatA hai aura kArakhAnA sAta mIla dUra ho, to vahA~ pahu~ca cukA hotA hai| jo milatA hai, use hama salAma karate haiM na! sAta mIla dUra ho use to koI aqlavAlA bhI salAma nahIM krtaa| yaha to paisA-paisA, to kutte kI mauta maroge, kaSAyoM meM maroge! eka

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citta seTha kahatA hai ki, 'eka bAra to hArTaaTeka A cukA hai|' are, eka bAra to ghaMTI baja cukI hai, usake bAda dUsare aura tIsarI ghaMTI para to gAr3I ravAnA ho jaaegii| hArTaaTeka, vaha kisakA phala hai ? bhayaMkara kucAritra kA phala hai, to sIdhA ho jA aura jJAnI ke pAsa jA / tere kRtyoM kI akele meM mAfI mA~ga, taba bhI tU chUTa jAegA / 329 citta gairahAz2ira ho taba bhojana mata karanA aura citta hAz2ira ho tabhI bhojana karanA jaba bAhara aisA propagainDA hogA na, tabhI se roga kama hone lgeNge| janaka videhI ko jina jJAnI se jJAna prApta huA thA, una jJAnI ke tapasvI putra ko ahaMkAra ho gayA ki, 'maiM kucha huuN|' use utArane ke lie gurudeva ne putra se kahA ki, 'tU kucha upadeza lene ke lie janaka rAjA ke vahA~ jaa|' ve muni to gae rAjA ke vahA~ / gurudeva ne janakarAjA ko pahale se hI sUcanA de dI thii| muni ne jaba rAjamahala meM praveza kiyA taba unhoMne to rAja vaibhava kA bhArI ThATha dekhA / janaka rAjA sone ke hiMDole para baiThe hue the aura donoM tarapha rAniyA~ baiThI thIM, rAniyoM ke kaMdhoM para hAtha rakhakara ve mastI meM baiThe hue the| muni ne to yaha dekhA aura unheM mana meM huA, 'isa vilAsI puruSa se kyA upadeza lenA' phira bhI pitA jI kI AjJA thI isalie kucha bole nahIM, cupacApa jaisA rAjA ne kahA vaisA karate gae / rAjA ne bhojana ke lie baiThAyA, sone kI thAliyA~ aura battIsa prakAra ke vyaMjana / muni to Asana para baiTha gae aura z2arA Upara naz2ara gaI, vahA~ to dila baiTha gayA! 'are! yaha kyA? sira para ghaMTa laTaka rahA hai aura vaha bhI aba girA, taba girA ho rahA hai !' rAjA ne kalA kI thI, eka bar3A ghaMTa ThIka muni ke sira ke Upara hI laTakA diyA thA aura vaha bhI bilkula bArIka, dikhe nahIM aisI pAradarzaka DorI se bA~dhA thaa| ve muni to becAre aMdara hI aMdara ghabarA gae, jaise-taise bhojana kiyaa| bhojana karate-karate rAjA Agraha kara rahe the, lekina muni kA citta bhalA bhojana meM kaise rahatA? unakA citta to usa ghaMTa meM hI lagA huA thA ki 'abhI agara gira jAegA to merA kyA hogA ?' bhojana karane ke

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330 AptavANI-2 bAda rAjA ne pAna dete-dete pUchA, 'mahArAja, bhojana kaisA lagA? kauna sA vyaMjana Apako sabase adhika pasaMda AyA?' taba muni to the sApha-sApha bolnevaale| tapasviyoM meM kapaTa-vapaTa kA jhaMjhaTa nahIM hotA, hotA hai to mAtra eka ahaMkAra kA hI jhNjhtt| unhoMne to jaisA thA vaisA kaha diyA ki, 'he rAjA, saca kahU~ Apa se? yaha jo sira para ghaMTa laTakA huA thA isalie merA citta to vahIM para bhaya se cipakA huA thA aura isalie maiMne kyA khAyA vaha bhI mujhe mAlUma nhiiN|' taba janaka videhI bole, 'mahArAja, bhojana karate samaya ApakA citta ebsenTa thA, usI taraha hamArA citta saMsAra meM niraMtara ebsenTa hI rahatA hai! isa vaibhava meM hamArA citta rahatA hI nahIM hai| hama niraMtara apane svarUpa meM hI rahate haiM!' aise the janaka videhI! jagat vismRta kisa prakAra se hogA? usI ke lie to hama saba yahA~ satsaMga meM ikaTThe hue haiN| yahA~ Apako jagat AsAnI se vismRta rahatA hai| eka kSaNa bhI jagat vismRta ho sake, aisA hai nhiiN| ye bar3e-bar3e seTha eka ghaMTA bhI jagat vismRta karane ke lie haz2AroM kharca karane ke lie taiyAra haiN| phira bhI jagat vismRta ho sake aisA hai nhiiN| yaha to aisA hai ki jise bhUlane jAtA hai, vahI A dhamakatA hai! are! seTha agara sAmAyika karane baiThe hoM aura nizcita kareM ki 'phalAne ko to sAmAyika ke samaya yAda karanA hI nahIM hai, to sabase pahale vahI yAda AtA hai! aura yahA~ apane yahA~ to AsAnI se jagat vismRta rahatA hai| Apa jaba yahA~ para baiThe hote ho, to ApakA citta ghara para yA dukAna para kitanI bAra jAtA hai? praznakartA : eka bAra bhI nahIM, dAdA! dAdAzrI : yadi citta pAsa meM hI rahe to bahuta zakti bar3hatI hai| hameM dhyAna nahIM rakhanA cAhie ki citta kauna-kauna sI jagaha para kaba-kaba jAkara A gayA? jisakA citta kisI bhI jagaha para nahIM jAtA, use nmskaar| ina 'dAdA' kA citta eka kSaNa bhI Age-pIche nahIM hotA, yahI hai mukti! citta kA baMdhana chUTanA aura mukti honI, donoM sAtha meM hI hote haiN|

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citta anaMta meM se eka citta ye yahA~ satsaMga meM kavi ke pada gavAte haiM, vaha kisalie? ki usase utanA samaya citta 'ekacitta' ho jAtA hai| pUrA jagat anaMta citta meM par3A huA hai aura sAdhu-sanyAsI aneka citta meM hai / aura Apako hamArI upasthiti meM yA phira apane ye bhajana gA rahe hoM, taba ekacitta rahatA hai| ekacitta to kisI kA ho hI nahIM pAtA na ! pUrI duniyA citta ko ekAgra karane ke lie uThA-paTaka kara rahI hai, lekina vaha citta to jaba zuddha ho jAe, tabhI ekAgra ho paaegaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ tabhI citta zuddha hotA hai| 331 vyavahArika citta tIna prakAra ke haiM : de| (1) 'anaMta citta' - isameM sthiratA hI nahIM hotI / (2) ' aneka citta' - isameM sthiratA hotI hai, isalie vaha jinAlaya yA maMdira meM jAtA hai| (3) 'eka citta' - aisA yadi ho jAe taba to kAma hI nikAla praznakartA : dAdA, kyA AtmA hI paramAtmA hai ? dAdAzrI : jaba 'AtmA hI paramAtmA hai' isa taraha kA paramAtmA kA anubhava ho jAegA taba vaha paramAtmA hai aura zuddhAtmA kA anubhava hogA, to vaha zuddhAtmA hai, aura duniyA ke logoM ko mUDhAtmA kA anubhava to hai hI na! ye mere cAcA, ye merI mausI, ye merI sAsa kI cAcI ke beTe, usase 'anaMta citta' ho gayA, yaha to 'anaMta citta' ho cukA hai, isIlie to yaha saba yAda bhI rahatA hai / ina riztedAroM kI pahacAna meM satarka rahate haiM aura khuda kauna hai usakI pahacAna hI nahIM rakhatA ! yadi khuda kI pahacAna ho jAe to kAma hI ho gayA ! 'dAdA' ke svapna Ate haiM, ve to tabhI Ate haiM jaba 'eka citta' ho jAtA hai| saMsAra ke loga citta kI tarapha naz2ara taka nahIM krte| sirpha mana

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AptavANI-2 ko hI khIMcate rahate haiM / isa citta se to saMsAra utpanna huA hai / logoM ke citta saba ora bikhara cuke haiM / praznakartA : citta kisa taraha utpanna huA? dAdAzrI : buddhi jo prakAza detI hai, vaha jJeya ko dekhatI hai, vaha azuddha citta hai, vaha (citta) jJeyAkAra hokara jJeya ko dekhatA hai / vaha ghara para Tebala, kursI una sabhI ko ekz2ekTa dekha sakatA hai, lekina vaha zuddhAtmA ko nahIM dekha sakatA / praznakartA : citta kyA karma ke adhIna hai? 332 dAdAzrI : hA~, lekina yadi citta aTaka (risaTrikTa) jAe to kAma ho jAegA, lekina yadi citta cipaka gayA to pha~sa jaaegaa| bhale hI kitanA bhI mana ko mor3ane kA prayatna kare, lekina citta vahIM cipakA rahatA hai| 'anaMta citta' to haiM hI, unameM se aneka meM AnA, vaha bahuta muzkila bAta hai aura eka citta ho jAe to kAma ho jAe ! apanA 'jJAna' hai, isa vajaha se eka citta kI tarapha A pAte haiN| 'anaMta citta' meM se 'aneka citta' meM kA matalaba kyA hai ki hama gina sakeM ki citta yahA~ yahA~ para gyaa| ye ar3atAlIsa minaTa kI sAmAyika kA matalaba kyA hai ki usake bAda citta kI sTeja badala jAtI hai| ATha minaTa se lekara ar3atAlIsa minaTa taka citta baMdha jAtA hai| ATha minaTa se citta baMdhana zurU hotA hai| dUdha se AiskrIma banatI hai to pahale dUdha jamatA hai, usase AiskrIma jamane kI zurUAta hotI hai aura phira AiskrIma bana jAtI hai, jama jAtI hai / ye 'anaMta' meM se ' aneka' meM Ae aura yadi ina 'dAdA' kA svapna A jAe matalaba ki citta kI 'rIla' A jAe to kAma hI ho jaae| aura taba to ina dAdA ke g2az2aba ke darzana ho jAte haiN| I zuddha citta azuddha citta praznakartA : citta ko nija ghara meM kisa taraha se mor3A jAe? --

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citta 333 dAdAzrI : citta zuddha ho jAe tabhI nija ghara meM AtA hai| sabase pahalI azuddhi kyA hai? to vaha yaha ki, 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~, maiM javAna hU~, maiM isakA pati huuN|' yaha sArA azuddha-citta hai| usa para se to yaha samajha meM AtA hai ki citta ke paramANu jagaha-jagaha bikhara gae haiM aura Aja logoM ke citta bhI do-citta ho cuke haiM ! 'anaMta-citta' se bhI Age bar3he to docitta ho jAtA hai! ina do-cittavAloM ko to phira sabakucha do-do dikhatA hai| eka vyakti mujhe kahatA hai ki, 'maiM citta-zuddhi karavAne jAtA huuN|' kalAIvAle ke pAsa jAo to vaha kalAI kara degA! lekina yaha to docittavAle loga aura unake vahA~ citta-zuddhi karavAne jAtA hai, terA jo citta hai na, vaha use bhI do-citta kara degA! usake badale to jo use rahane de na! yaha do-cittavAlA phira kahegA ki, 'mujhe to ye dIye do-do dikha rahe haiM!' taba to are, terA ho cukA kalyANa! yaha eka hai aura do kaise dikha rahe haiM? citta-zuddhi kA sabase acchA upAya 'dAdA' kA pratyakSa satsaMga, aura yahA~ to niraMtara citta kI zuddhi hotI hI rahatI hai| 'dAdA' yahA~ para hAz2ira hoM aura ghara baiThe-baiThe citta-zuddhi kare, to vaha ThIka nahIM hai| azuddha citta kisalie azuddha hai? 'sva' ko dekha nahIM sakatA, mAtra 'para' ko hI dekha sakatA hai, jabaki zuddha citta 'sva' aura 'para' donoM ko hI dekha sakatA hai! praznakartA : mana AjJA de, tabhI citta bhaTakatA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, sabhI svataMtra hai| citta meM vicAra nahIM hote aura vicAra citta nahIM hai| yadi mana bAhara jAegA to vyakti khatma ho jaaegaa| citta bAhara bhaTakatA hai| praznakartA : citta kyoM bhaTakatA hai? dAdAzrI : citta khuda kA sukha DhU~DhatA hai| indriyA~ mana ke adhikAra meM haiN| cetana zabda citta para se bnaa| citta yAnI jJAna aura drshn| Apako yahA~ satsaMga meM baiThe-baiThe dukAna kA Tebala dhuMdhalA-sA dikhatA hai vaha darzana

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334 AptavANI-2 kahalAtA hai, aura spaSTa Tebala dikhe vaha jJAna kahalAtA hai| use citta dekhakara AtA hai| jaba sAmAnya bhAva se dikhe taba citta darzanarUpI kahalAtA hai| jaba vizeSabhAva se dikhe, vistArapUrvaka dikhe, vaha citta jJAnarUpI kahalAtA hai| jisakA nididhyAsana kare, usI rUpa ho jAtA hai| koI grejyueTa ho aura yadi vaha kheta meM jAkara baila hI calAe to baila jaisA ho jAtA hai, kyoMki usI kA nididhyAsana hotA hai| isalie jisake saMga meM AyA aura usakA nididhyAsana ho, to usa rUpa ho jAtA hai| citta to caitanya kA aMza bhAga hai, vaha to caitanya kA killola bhAga hai| cipakatA hai citta hI praznakartA : citta kI zakti kyA mana se adhika hotI hai? dAdAzrI : mana isa zarIra se bAhara nahIM jA sktaa| citta to bAhara nikalatA hai aura isa zarIra ke aMdara bhI kAma karatA hai| pIche kaMdhA duHkha rahA ho taba vahA~ bhI jAtA hai aura jahA~ bhejanA ho vahA~ para bhI jAtA hai| paira para macchara kATeM to bhale hI kATeM, citta ko vahA~ se khIMca leM to parezAnI nahIM hogI aura hisAba hogA tabhI kATegA na? citta kA svabhAva kaisA hai ki jisa jagaha para se use khIMca leM to usa jagaha kA dhyAna nahIM rhtaa| yaha AtmA to sabhI ora rahatA hai, lekina citta khIMca leM to phona heDa oNphisa meM nahIM bhejtaa| yaha to agara citta vahA~ para rahe, tabhI phona heDa oNphisa meM AtA hai aura phira DI.esa.pI. ko bhejatA hai| hAtha para jahA~ macchara ne kATA ho, vahA~ para jAtA hai ! ye do lAkha rupaye Ae ve bhI macchara haiM aura do lAkha gae ve bhI macchara haiM! kisI vyakti ko bahuta bhUkha lagI ho, to kyA vaha kapar3e kI dukAna ke sAmane dekhegA? nA, vaha to miThAI kI dukAna ke sAmane hI dekhegaa| bhUkhA vyakti bAhara nikale to pakaur3iyA~ dekhatA hai| jise sAr3I kI bhUkha ho, vaha jaba bAhara nikalatI hai to jahA~-tahA~ dukAnoM meM laTakI huI sAr3iyA~

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citta 335 dekhatI hai| jaba deha kI bhUkha nahIM hotI taba mana kI bhUkha khar3I hotI hai, donoM nahIM hoM to vANI kI bhUkha khar3I hotI hai| ye bolate haiM na ki, 'use to maiM kahe bagaira rahU~gA hI nhiiN|' vahI vANI kI bhUkha ! jaba ghara para khAnA khA rahe hoM, taba agara bhikhArI jAe to bar3e-bUDhe kahate haiM, 'are, dhyAna rakhanA, naz2ara na laga jaae|' yaha naz2ara laganA yAnI kyA? ki jisakI bhUkha lage usameM citta cipakatA hai, vh| isa strI ko kisI puruSa kI bhUkha ho to usakA citta kisI puruSa meM cipaka jAtA hai aura puruSa ko strI kI bhUkha ho to usakA citta strI meM cipaka jAtA hai| isa taraha naz2ara lagane se hI to sArA bigar3A hai! choTe bacce agara suMdara hoM to ghara ke loga usake cehare para aura kapAla para kAlI biMdI lagA dete haiM, tAki kisI kI naz2ara na lge| jo bhUkhe hoMge unakA citta to cipakegA na? ve kAlI biMdI isalie lagAte haiM tAki usakI naz2ara kAlI biMdI para hI kendrita ho jaae| sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko hI naz2ara nahIM lagatI, koI naz2ara gar3Ae, taba bhI 'jJAnIpuruSa' unameM turaMta zuddhAtmA hI dekhate haiN| yaha to sArI TelipathI jaisI mazInarI haiM, usameM yadi AtmA ekAkAra ho jAe to saba bigar3a jAtA hai| yadi citta kI nirmalatA acchI ho, to eka bAra par3hane se hI yAda raha jAtA hai| par3hAI kA hetu to citta kI nirmalatA hI hai| cittazuddhi hI mahatva kI yadi citta kI hAz2irI meM par3hA ho, tabhI vaha yAda rahatA hai| maiM bacapana meM citta kI gairahAz2irI meM par3hatA thA, isalie phela ho jAtA thA? nA, phela nahIM huA, lekina bevakUpha khlaayaa| aise to maiM briliyanTa thaa| adhyApaka se kahA huA thA, 'mAsTara sAhaba, ye paMdraha sAla isa eka bhASA ko meM sIkhane meM nikAle, lekina yadi paMdraha sAla bhagavAna DhU~Dhane meM nikAle hote, to z2arUra bhagavAna prApta karake baiThA hotA!' ye to mere jiMdagI ke amUlya sAla sirpha eka bhASA sIkhane meM ki jo eka choTA baccA bhI jAnatA hai, vaha sIkhane ke pIche nikAla die| lekina adhyApaka aisA samajhate nahIM haiM na?

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AptavANI-2 praznakartA : ina saba meM - aMta:karaNa meM mukhya citta hI hai na? citta hI sabhI kA lIDara hai na? citta hI sabhI ko khIMca lAtA hai na? citta ko kAbU meM karane kI z2arUrata hai yA mana ko? ye loga citta ko bhUlakara mana ke pIche kyoM par3e haiM? 336 I dAdAzrI : ApakI bAta saca hai / jJAniyoM ne bhI citta ko hI mahatva diyA hai, lekina logoM ko to citta kA aura mana kA bhAna hI nahIM hai na ! inhoMne to citta ko aura mana ko eka kara diyA hai / citta ThikAne para nahIM rahatA aura mana pemphaleTa dikhAtA hai, lekina bhAna nahIM hai ki kauna sA citta hai aura kauna sA mana hai ? satsaMga meM citta hilatA nahIM hai / citta to rileTiva AtmA hai ! citta ThikAne para rahe to pUrA rileTiva AtmA sthira ho jAtA hai aura 'dAdA' ne to Apako riyala AtmA diyA hai ! yaha riyala AtmA aura rileTiva AtmA donoM Amane-sAmane sthira baiTha jAe~, taba phira Apako mokSa hI barategA na! isIlie to satsaMga meM baiThanA hai na! nahIM to kitane hI bagIce haiM, lekina satsaMga meM baiThane se citta sthira rahatA hai aura AtmA sthira rahatA hai| yaha to saMghabala hai na? saMgha ke binA to kucha bhI nahIM ho pAtA / saMghabala cAhie aura jahA~ saMghabala hotA haiM, vahA~ para matabheda nahIM hotA / isalie bhagavAna mahAvIra bahuta sAre vyaktiyoM kA saMgha karate the| loga jitane adhika bar3hate haiM utanA saMgha bar3hatA hai aura utanA hI adhika AtmA sthira hotA hai| yadi tIna vyakti hoM to utanA saMghabala aura adhika vyakti hoM to saMghabala adhika / 'isa' satsaMga ke eka ghaMTe kI to bahuta g2az2aba kI qImata hai ! citta ko ThikAne rakhane ke lie maMdira meM ghaMTA lagAe ! bhagavAna ko AMgI kisalie? zrRMgAra kisalie? sugaMdhita dravya rakhe, ve kisalie? citta ThikAne para rahe, isalie / ghaMTA baje taba bAhara kA ho - ho, zora-zarAbA sunAI nahIM detA, lekina abhI to agara ghaMTa baja rahA ho taba bhI ye aqlavAle bhagavAna ke darzana karate samaya, sAtha meM aMdara cappala kI bhI phoTo khIMca lete haiM! are vyavasthita ko to dekha na ! usakA hogA to le jAegA aura

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citta 337 le jAegA to eka bAra le jAegA, hamezA to nahIM le jAegA na? to le jAne de na ! hisAba cuka jAegA! saMsAra roga hai, jitane samaya taka roga ko bhUla jAe~, utanA roga miTa jAtA hai aisA niyama hai| yaha to jitanI bAra citta jAtA hai utanI bAra roga bar3hatA jAtA hai| isa jagat ko vismRta karane kA sAdhana hI kahIM para nahIM hai na! kevala 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI jagat vismRta karane kA sAdhana haiN| rAta ko zuddha citta ko jo pakar3Ae~ vahI sArI rAta calatA hai aura nIMda bhI AtI hai| hameM aisA bahuta bAra hotA hai ki rAta ko vidhi zurU karate haiM taba bIca meM kabhI A~kha laga jAtI hai to phira vApasa A~kha khule to jahA~ se bAkI thI vahIM se vidhi zurU ho jAtI hai| aura yadi phira se A~kha laga jAe, to phira se vaisA hI hotA hai| to subaha vidhi pUrI hotI hai| isa taraha sArI rAta zuddha citta ko jo bhI pakar3Ae~, vaha subaha taka calatA hai| citta ke camatkAra praznakartA : pUjA karate samaya mujhe ekAdha kSaNa taka bijalI camakatI hai, vaha kyA Atmaojasa hai? dAdAzrI : vaha lAiTa to citta kA camatkAra hai| usameM zraddhA baiTha jAe, to vaha sthiratA lAtA hai| AtmA kI lAiTa kI kalpanA bhI kI nahIM jA sakatI, aisI hai| mujhe koI kahe ki, 'mujhe mahAvIra bhagavAna dikhate haiN|' to maiM kahU~gA ki, 'yaha to bAhara dekhI huI mUrti hai, vahI dikhatI hai, lekina vaha to dRzya hai, usa dRzya ke dRSTA ko khoja! dRSTi ko dRSTA meM rakha aura jJAna ko jJAtA meM rakha, taba jAkara kAma hogaa|' praznakartA : anAhad nAda kA kyA artha hai? dAdAzrI : isa zarIra meM jahA~ kahIM bhI spaMdana hote haiM, vahA~ para citta ekAgra ho jAtA hai| kuMDalinI meM bhI vaisA hI karate haiN| usase bhI mokSa nahIM hotaa| aise

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338 AptavANI-2 bahuta sAre sTezana hote haiM, aMtima sTezana Ae taba kAma pUrA hotA hai| kuMDalinI meM sAre citta camatkAra haiM, usameM AtmA kA kucha bhI nahIM hai| jainoM ne kahA hai, 'AtmajJAna ke binA chuTakArA nahIM hai|' vedAMtiyoM ne bhI kahA hai, 'AtmajJAna ke binA chuTakArA nahIM hai|' anAhad nAda, vaha to nAda hai aura nAda to paudgalika hai, usameM AtmA nahIM hai| kucha loga kahate haiM ki, 'mujhe aMdara kRSNa bhagavAna dikhate haiN|' vahA~ AtmA nahIM hai, vaha to citta camatkAra hai, usa kRSNa ko dekhanevAlA AtmA hai| aMta meM dRSTi dRSTA meM DAlanI hai, yaha to dRSTi dRzya meM DAlatA hai| yaha anAhad nAda hai aura ina sabameM dRSTi dRzya meM DAlatA hai| jJAna jJAtA meM Ae aura dRSTi dRSTA meM Ae to kAma ho jaaegaa| kucha kahate haiM ki, 'aMtara meM kRSNa bhagavAna ke darzana hote haiN|' are, yogezvara kRSNa ke darzana aMtara meM hote haiM? vaha kisa taraha se ho pAegA? vaha to, jaba dikheMge tabhI na? ye to dUsare dikhate haiM, jaise dekhe hote haiM vaise, phoTovAle hI na! _ 'hama kauna hai?' yaha jJAna- jaba 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha (aise) jJAtA meM A jAe, to usake bAda phira vikalpa nahIM rhte| jJAna jJAtA meM nahIM A jAe taba taka vikalpa rahate haiN| dRSTi dRSTA meM nahIM A jAtI, taba taka 'saMkalpa' rahatA hai!

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ahaMkAra yadi Trena ruka jAe taba koI pAgala bolatA hai, 'relvevAle nAlAyaka haiM, Disamisa kara denA cAhie sabhI ko|' are, yaha tU kise bola rahA hai?! naukarIvAle to vItarAga hote haiM (!) aura Trena bhI vItarAga hotI hai(!) lekina ahaMkAra apanA rola nibhAe bagaira rahatA hI nahIM na! hama saba isa nAsamajhI meM se chUTa gae! bAhara to nAsamajhI kA tUfAna calA hai| yadi gaTara meM pAnI bhara gayA ho, to saphAIvAloM ko na jAne kitanI gAliyA~ detA hai, ki 'gaTara ke Dhakkana nahIM kholate aura sApha nahIM krte|' kahIM se ghara para dAla lAyA ho aura gale nahIM, to vyApArI ko gAliyA~ detA hai aura yAda A jAe to kisAna ko bhI gAliyA~ detA hai, aise kitanA hI bola detA hai| yadi use kaheM ki, 'par3osI se pUchakara A, to usakI dAla gala cukI hotI hai!' lekina aisA aTaika karane kA svabhAva ho gayA hai na! ghara para acchA bhojana banAyA ho to sabhI ke ghara jAkara kaha AtA hai, vaha ahaMkAra hai| yaha jo sabhI para aTaika karatA hai, vaha bhI ahaMkAra hai| yaha ahaMkAra to bolatA hai ki 'maiM kucha huuN|' use pUche ki, 'tU kyA hai?' to vaha kahatA hai, 'vaha to patA nahIM, lekina maiM kucha kisI ke yahA~ para bhAva se civar3A parosA ho to vaha kahegA, 'mujhe yaha acchA nahIM lagatA, mujhe nahIM caahie|' aise cir3hakara bolatA hai| yahI kurUpa ahaMkAra hai| divAlI ke zubha dina para usa civar3e ke do dAne mu~ha meM rakha le to sAmanevAle kI bhAvanA ko Thesa nahIM lagegI, taba vaha ahaMkAra suMdara dikhegaa| hameM to poiz2ana deM to bhI sAmanevAle kI bhAvanA ho, sAmanevAlA bhAva se de rahA ho, to vaha poijana bhI pI leMge! lekina hamAre pAsa usakA mAraNa (kATa) hotA hai!?

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340 AptavANI-2 'akrama jJAnI' kA matalaba kyA? ki ahaMkAra ekadama suMdara hotA hai, kaccI bastI meM bhI jAkara baiThate haiM aura Apake sAtha bhI baiThate haiM, lekina kahIM bhI kurUpa nahIM dikhate! suMdara hI dikhate haiM ! kramika mArga' ke jJAnI to jo khuda se nIcevAle hote haiM, unake vahA~ nahIM jaate| kahate haiM, 'maiM apanA kara lU~gA, lekina vahA~ nahIM jaauuNgaa|' ahaMkAra aisA kurUpa hotA hai| apane ko to yahI dekhanA hai ki ahaMkAra suMdara lagatA hai na! 'dAdA' ko yahA~ para AnA ho taba bhI unakA ahaMkAra kitanA suMdara dikhatA hai ! apanA ahaMkAra, 'usa' ahaMkAra jaisA suMdara dikhanA cAhie, taba dazA kucha aura hI hogii| krama-akrama meM ahaMkAra kramika mArga kyA hai? to yaha ki, 'ahaMkAra ko zuddha kro|' ahaMkAra vibhAvika ho cukA hai, use zuddha karanA hai|' sIr3hI dara sIr3hI usa ahaMkAra ko zuddha karate hue jAnA hai| aura jaba saMpUrNa zuddha ho jAegA, taba kucha kAma hogaa| vibhAvika ahaMkAra meM mAna AtA hai, daMbha AtA hai, ghamaMDa AtA hai, ye usake prakAra haiN| vaha karatA hai sau rupaye kI naukarI, lekina phira laMbA koTa pahanakara seTha banakara ghUmatA hai, to loga kahate haiM, 'daMbhI kI taraha ghUma rahA hai|' yaha kaisA hai? siyAra bAgha kI khAla pahanakara ghUme, to vaha daMbhI kahalAtA hai| jo ghamaMDI hotA hai, vaha to kisI ko kucha mAnatA hI nhiiN| hara cIz2a meM kahatA hai, usameM kyA bAta hai? kyA hai vaha?' aise sabhI bAta kA ghamaMDa rakhatA hai aura ghara para patnI se pUche to kahegI ki, 'unameM to z2arA bhI barakata nahIM hai|' vibhAvika ahaMkAra meM to taraha-taraha ke ahaMkAra haiN| una sabhI ko dhote rahanA pdd'egaa| kramika mArga meM bahuta muzkileM AtI haiM aura yadi rAste meM kenTInavAlA mila jAe to g2az2aba hI ho jaae| apanA akrama mArga aisA jokhimavAlA mArga nahIM hai, sikyuriTIvAlA mArga hai, bhale hI kenTInavAlA sAmane Ae, lekina vahI ghabarA jAegA, hameM usase koI parezAnI nahIM AegI! yahA~ akrama mArga meM jo ahaMkAra rahatA hai vaha nikAlI ahaMkAra hai,

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ahaMkAra DiscArja hotA huA ahaMkAra hai, jabaki kramika mArga meM jo ahaMkAra rahatA hai, usameM 'mujhe yaha karanA hai, mujhe yaha tyAganA hai' aisA rahatA hai / isalie kramika mArga kA ahaMkAra vaha karmacetanA hai, usase nayA cArja hotA jAtA hai aura yahA~ akrama mArga meM ahaMkAra, vaha karmaphala cetanA hai / phira bhI vaha naimittika hai| kramika mArga meM ahaMkAra karma baMdhavAtA hai kyoMki vahA~ para to yaha tyAga diyA aura vaha bAkI hai, aisA rahA karatA hai / aba tyAga kiyA vaha pahale ke ahaMkAra se hai, aura vApasa naye karma bA~dhatA jAtA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to, jisase karma baMdhate haiM, usI ko pUrA ur3A dete haiM / yaha to kitanA AsAna hai ! sarala hai ! sahaja hai ! aura koI vahA~ kramika meM gayA na, taba to bAla hI ur3A dete haiM aura yahA~ to bAla-vAla sabhI calatA hai! 341 isa ahaMkAra ne to sabakucha bigAr3a diyA hai, aura kucha bhI nhiiN| jJAnI ke adhIna raheM to hala A jAegA / sayAnA huA ahaMkAra khuda kI hoziyArI nahIM lagAtA, jabaki pAgala ahaMkAra to kuredatA hai ! isalie yA to bAta ko samajhanA par3egA yA phira jJAnI ke adhIna rahanA par3egA / pAgala ahaMkAra meM to adhIna rahane kI zakti nahIM hotI, isalie tIsa dina taka adhIna rahatA hai aura ikattIsaveM dina pheMka detA hai yAnI ye vRttiyA~ kaba Age-pIche ho jAe~, vaha kahA nahIM jA sakatA / jitanA ahaMkAra kA roga bhArI utanI hI muzkileM adhika / adhInatA ke sivA aura koI rAstA hI nahIM hai na! hamArA 'jJAna' prApta karane ke bAda ahaMkAra to sabhI meM rahatA hai, lekina vaha 'nikAlI ahaMkAra' hotA hai / 'nikAlI ahaMkAra' matalaba kaisA ? ki jaise mor3o vaise mur3a jAtA hai, pAgalapana nahIM karatA / pAgala ahaMkAra isa pAgala ahaMkAra se kaheM ki, 'tujhe kahA~ mAna milA? kahA~ tAna milA? kauna se svAda mile? kisalie ahaMkAra karatA hai? terI kahA~ 1300 rAniyA~ haiM? tere kahA~ bAga-bagIce the? yaha kyA tUfAna macAyA hai?

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AptavANI-2 aisA kyA hai ki aise pAgalapana kara rahA hai? he ghanacakkara ahaMkAra, tU to pAgala hai!' use aisA kaha deM, to vaha samajha jAegA / 342 yaha to kahegA, 'TThaTThamaiM kucha hU~, ' lekina kisameM hai tU? usa ahaMkAra ke pratApa se to duHkhI huA hai| hama dekhane jAe~ na pahalA ANA(gaune ke bAda jaba beTI pahalI bAra mAyake AtI hai), dUsarA ANA, aura Akhira meM bArahavA~ ANA dekhane jAe~ to samajha meM A jAtA hai ki sirpha isa ahaMkAra ne hI duHkha diyA hai! yaha to pAgala ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai| jise loga eksepTa nahIM karate aura ahaMkAra khuda 'maiM kucha hU~' aisA mAna baiThatA hai, vaha pAgala ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai, kurUpa ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai / cakravartI meM ahaMkAra hotA hai, lekina mor3o vaise mur3a sakatA hai| loga usa ahaMkAra ko mAnya karate haiM, vaha suMdara ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai, aura yaha to sirpha pAgala hI / isa pAgala ahaMkAra se hama pUcheM ki, 'Apa kauna se kone meM zAMti se soe par3e the? aisA duniyA meM kauna hai ki jo Apase kahe ki, 'Ao, Ao, Apake binA to acchA nahIM lagatA!' lekina ise to loga kaheMge ki, 'Apase to, pahale jo ujAlA thA, vaha bhI aMdherA ho gayA hai|' aise apamAna khAe haiM! apamAna kA aMta hI nahIM Ae itane apamAna hue haiM ! isa ahaMkAra kA kyA karanA hai? yaha to kurUpa ahaMkAra hai, isakA kyA rakSaNa karanA? isakA kyA pakSa lenA ? ahaMkAra to suMdara honA cAhie, logoM ko pasaMda Ae vaisA honA cAhie, mor3o vaise mur3a jAnA cAhie / isa ahaMkAra se pUcheM ki, 'ApakA bahIkhAtA dikhAo ki Apako kahA~ para mAna milA hai? kahA~-kahA~ apamAna mile haiM? kisa-kisa taraha kA sukha diyA? logoM meM ApakI kahA~-kahA~ qImata thI?' bhAI ke pAsa, bApa ke pAsa yadi qImata dekhane jAe~ na to cAra Ane bhI qImata nahIM hotI ! ' Apa kisI ke hRdaya meM nahIM baiThe haiM, ' cAra logoM ke hRdaya meM baiThe hote, to bhI acchA thaa| to vaha ahaMkAra pAgala nahIM kahalAtA, suMdara kahalAtA hai| yaha to jahA~ jAe vahA~ para hara koI 'yaha jAe to acchA' aisA mana meM rakhate haiM, vahI kurUpa ahaMkAra! koI mu~ha para sApha-sApha nahIM bolatA / mana meM kaheMge ki 'hameM kyA? khuda apane pApa

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ahaMkAra 343 se mregaa|' saba apane matalaba meM hI hote haiM, sabhI matalabI hI hote haiM, sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI mu~ha para sApha kaha dete haiM! jisa ahaMkAra se pahalI bAra milane para phUla mileM, dUsarI bAra phUla mileM, tIsarI bAra phUla, aise hara bAra phUla hI mileM to kaheMge ki ahaMkAra sayAnA hai| lekina yaha to zAyada pahale ANe meM phUla milate haiM, lekina dUsarI, tIsarI aura AThavIM bAra meM to 'yU... geTa AuTa yUz2alesa' kahate haiN| aisA ahaMkAra kisa kAma kA? yadi khuda kI poz2izana TUTa rahI ho to sAtha meM nahIM ghUmatA ki, 'merI kyA qImata?' yaha to ghanacakkara ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai| hama meM bhI jJAna se pahale ahaMkAra thA, lekina vaha sayAnA ahaMkAra, cAra-pA~ca ke hRdaya meM sthAna thA aura cAra gAr3iyA~ to ghara ke pAsa khar3I rahatI thIM, phira bhI hameM vaha ahaMkAra khaTakatA thA ki, 'yaha ahaMkAra jAe to hameM pUrI duniyA kA rAjya mile!' ahaMkAra to suMdara honA caahie| yadi deha suMdara ho aura ahaMkAra kurUpa ho to kisa kAma kA? deha kurUpa ho to calegA, lekina ahaMkAra kurUpa nahIM caahie| kucha to cehare para se hI bilkula kurUpa dikhate haiM, lekina ahaMkAra itanA suMdara lAe hote haiM to loga 'Ao sAhaba, Ao sAhaba' kahate haiN| yaha ahaMkAra kisalie? use jIvita hI kyoM rakheM? jisane anaMta janmoM taka muzkila meM DAla diyA, vaha to pakkA zatru hai| pUrI duniyA kA sAmrAjya chor3akara, 'yaha merA, yaha tumhArA,' vaha kisalie? ____ yaha ahaMkAra to pAgala cIz2a kahalAtI hai, rAste meM par3A huA ho, phira bhI nahIM lenA cAhie! AtmA meM hI rahanA cAhie, AtmA banakara hI rahanA cAhie aura pAgala ahaMkAra khar3A hone lage to cA~TA mArakara nikAla denA caahie| jahA~ AtmajJAna, vahA~ ghamaMDa nahIM kavi ne likhA hai, 'AtmajJAna saraLa sIdhuM, sahaja thaye chake nhiiN|'

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344 AptavANI-2 vItarAga kA AtmajJAna yadi sahajarUpa se huA ho, saccA jJAna huA ho to ghamaMDa nahIM car3hatA hai| vItarAgoM kA diyA huA AtmA, yadi sirpha vahI prakaTa ho jAe to ghamaMDa nahIM car3hatA! bAkI dUsaroM ke die hue AtmA se to ghamaMDa car3ha jAtA hai aura 'maiM hU~, maiM hU~' kA kaifa rahA karatA hai, vaha rAta ko nIMda meM bhI nahIM utaratA! isalie bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'jisa jJAna se ghamaMDa car3ha jAe, jisa zAstra se ghamaMDa car3ha jAe, vaha ajJAna hai|' hara eka vyakti kA AtmajJAna alaga-alaga hotA hai, lekina mAtra vItarAga bhagavAna kA AtmajJAna hI aisA hai jo kaifa nahIM cddh'aataa| vItarAga kI vANI kaifa utAra detI hai| ye to kahate haiM 'aisA karo, vaisA karo, vairAgya karo, tapa karo, tyAga kro|' usase to nirA kaifa car3hatA hai| vaha to devagati ke lie kAma kA hai, mokSa ke lie nhiiN| hamArI vANI se kaifa utaratA hai aura hamAre caraNa kA aMgUThA, vaha varlDa meM igoiz2ama ko vilaya karane kA eka mAtra saoNlvenTa hai| praznakartA : igoiz2ama vilaya ho sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : hA~, hamArI vANI hI aisI hai ki jisase igoiz2ama kA vilaya ho jAtA hai| isa vANI se to krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha sabhI vilaya ho jAte haiN| ahamadAbAda meM eka seTha Ae the, unhoMne kahA ki, 'merA krodha le liijie|' to le liyA hamane! 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa sabhI cIjeM hotI haiM, jisase sabhI kucha vilaya ho jAtA hai| ye krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha saba kisase khar3e haiM? kisa AdhAra para khar3e haiM? loga kahate haiM na ki, 'mujhe gussA A rahA hai|' aba yaha 'mujhe ho rahA hai, aise AdhAra detA hai, isalie ye cIz2e TikI rahatI haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' AdhAra haTA dete haiM, to ye saba vilaya ho jAte haiN| dhIre-dhIre krodha ko kama karane jAe~ to ho sake aisA nahIM hai aura kadAcit krodha kama ho bhI jAe to vApasa dUsarI tarapha mAna bar3ha jAtA hai! yAnI yaha to kaisA hai ki khuda kA bhAna nAma mAtra ko bhI nahIM hai aura sabakucha sira para lekara ghUmate haiM! yaha to 'khuda ke' bhAna ke bagaira hI pUrA vyavahAra nibha rahA hai, thor3A sA bhI bhAna nahIM hai|

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ahaMkAra 345 sukhI hone kI tIna cAbiyA~ zorTakaTa meM kahanA ho to Aropita bhAva, 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~,' vaha igoiz2ama bhAva hai| yadi sAMsArika sukha cAhie to isa igoiz2ama kA paoNz2iTiva upayoga kr| isameM negeTiva mata DAlanA aura tujhe duHkha hI cAhie to negeTiva ahaMkAra rakhanA aura sukha-duHkha miksacara cAhie to donoM ikaTThe kara! aura yadi tujhe mokSa meM hI jAnA hai to Aropita bhAva se mukta ho jA, svabhAva bhAva meM A jA! ina tIna vAkyoM para pUrA varlDa cala rahA hai| ye tIna vAkya samajha le aura unake anusAra karanA zurU kara de to sabhI dharma usameM A gae! ye tIna vAkya haiM, (1) sukhI hone ke lie paoNz2iTiva ahNkaar| kisI ko kiMcit mAtra bhI apane se du:kha nahIM ho, aisA ahaMkAra, vaha paoNz2iTiva igoiz2ama hai (2) duHkhI hone ke lie negeTiva ahNkaar| khuda kA thor3A sA bhI apamAna ho jAe to mana meM baira rakhatA hai aura jAkara pulisavAle se kaha AtA hai, 'usane ghara meM tela ke Dibbe jamA karake rakhe haiN|' are, terA baira hai, isalie aisA kiyA? use kisalie pulisa meM pakar3avAyA? baira kA badalA lene ke lie! yaha negeTiva ahaMkAra (3) mokSa meM jAnA ho to 'Aropita bhAva' se mukta ho jaa| negeTiva ahaMkAra bahuta burA ahaMkAra kahalAtA hai| kisI ko jela meM DalavAne ko ghamatA hai, tabhI se khada ke lie jela khaDI ho gaI! apane ko kaisA honA cAhie ki nimitta to, jo bhI Ae use jamA kara lenA cAhie, kyoMki apanI pichalI bhUleM haiM, isIlie hameM koI gAliyA~ deM to hameM jamA kara lenI cAhie, jamA karane ke bAda phira se usake sAtha vyApAra mata krnaa| yadi tujhe sAmanevAle kI gAlI pusAtI ho to vyApAra jArI rakhanA aura sAmane dUsarI do de denA, lekina yadi sAmanevAle kI gAlI nahIM pusAtI ho to tujhe usake sAtha vyApAra baMda kara denA caahie| tujhe agara aisA lagatA hai ki 'Ao sAhaba, Ao sAhaba' kahane se usake prati spaMdana acche par3eMge to vaisA krnaa| AptavANI-1 meM likhA

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346 AptavANI-2 hai, usI taraha bAvar3I meM projekTa banAnA caahie| bAvar3I meM jAkara kahanA ki, 'tU cora hai' to vaha vApasa kahegI ki, 'tU cora hai|' aura yadi tujhe aisA pasaMda nahIM ho to tU bola na ki, 'tU rAjA hai, tU rAjA hai|' to vaha bhI bolegI ki, 'tU rAjA hai, tU rAjA hai|' aisI yaha duniyA hai! terA UparI koI hai hI nhiiN| kisI bhI vyakti ko gAranTI baoNnDa cAhie to maiM likha detA hU~ ki, 'jaise terA koI UparI hai hI nahIM, vaise hI koI anDarahainDa bhI nahIM hai|' kisI jIva kA koI UparI hai hI nhiiN| kisI jIva meM koI daqhala de sake aisA koI janmA hI nahIM, thor3I sI bhI daqhala kara sake aisA koI janmA hI nahIM hai| phira bhI yaha daniyA kitanI paz2alasama ho gaI hai! terA UparI kauna hai? tere blaMDarsa aura misTeksa, ye do hI tere UparI haiN| ye blaMDarsa kauna se haiM? jahA~ 'khuda' nahIM hai, vahA~ Aropa karatA hai ki 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~,' vaha blaMDara hai| usa blaMDara ke jAne ke bAda kyA rahatA hai? sAmanevAlA gAliyA~ dene Ae to hama nahIM samajha jAe~ ki yaha apanI pahale kI misTeka hai? isalie hameM usakA samabhAva se nikAla karanA hai| ___ pharsTa klAsa cAya banAkara dI ho, lekina pahale miThAI khAkara phira cAya pIe to phira kyA hogA? cAya phIkI lgegii| are cAya meM cInI kama nahIM thii| vaha to tujha para asara hai pahale kA, kisI miThAI kA; yAnI ki ina asaroM se koI vyakti mukta nahIM ho sakatA, lekina isakA kisI ko bhAna hI nahIM hai na!

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aNuvrata-mahAvrata dAdAzrI : Apa kauna ho? praznakartA : jaina haiN| dAdAzrI : jaina ho to jainoM meM to kucha jAnanA Apako bAkI hI nahIM rahA na? praznakartA : jaba taka deha hai, taba taka to kucha na kucha jAnanA hI par3egA na? dAdAzrI : isa mokSamArga meM to Apake kitane mIla pAra ho cuke haiM aura kitane bAkI rahe, vaha to Apake lakSya meM hogA na? kucha dUra taka to cale hI hoMge na, to kucha mIla to kama hue hoMge na? praznakartA : kama hue hoMge n| dAdAzrI : kitane mIla kama ho gae hoMge? praznakartA : vaha kaise kaha sakatA hU~? maiM ajJAnI hU~, mujhe kaise patA calegA? dAdAzrI : jitane mahAvrata Ae utane mIla pAra kie! mahAvrata yA phira aNuvrata hotA hai| yadi mahAvrata nahIM ho aura aNuvrata ho to utane mIla pAra kie| sacce dila se aNuvrata meM ho to utane mIla kama hue, kyoMki corI karane kA aNuvrata hotA hai taba eka tarapha lobha bhI hotA hai, yAnI ki z2arUrata bhI hai aura dUsarI tarapha aNuvrata kA pAlana karatA hai yAnI ki aNuvrata kA pAlana karate-karate lobha kA bhI dhyAna rakhA na! isalie jitane aNuvrata Ae haiM utane mIla pAra kie|

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AptavANI-2 'hama meM' sabhI mahAvrata hote haiM / 'hama' ye saba khA rahe haiM, pI rahe haiM, saMsAra meM raha rahe haiM, phira bhI hamameM pA~ca mahAvrata saMpUrNa haiM / jitane aNuvrata baratate haiM utanA cale aura jaba taka saMpUrNa mahAvrata taka nahIM pahu~ca jAte taba taka to calanA par3egA na? taba jAkara AtmA kI kucha jhalaka milegI / Atmazakti kI jhalaka pA~ca mahAvrata pUre hone ke bAda meM milegii| jaba pA~ca mahAvrata pUre ho jAte haiM, taba sirpha pratyAkhyAnI kaSAya hI bAkI rahate haiM / anya sabhI kaSAya halke ho jAe~, khatma ho jAe~, taba use bhagavAna ne pratyAkhyAna AvaraNa kahA hai| hama loga use kyA kahate haiM? 'mana-vacanakAyA kI AdatoM kA svabhAva' kahate haiN| jitanA vilaya ho gayA utanA svabhAva gayA, aura bAkI kA baca gayA / isa pratyAkhyAna AvaraNa ke lie kyA kahate haiM ki 'paccakhANa (pratyAkhyAna) bahuta sAre kie phira bhI vaha cIz2a jAtI nahIM hai| usakA AvaraNa raha gayA hai / isalie usake, paccakhANa karane hI par3eMge,' vaise ekAdha doSa hoMge yA do hoMge, lekina pUrI jiMdagI ke doSa to nahIM rahe hoMge na? samakita alaga cIz2a hai / tapa, tyAga meM samakita jaisI cIz2a hai hI nahIM / samakita to isa mahAvrata meM hai, mahAvrata barate vaha! 348 aba ye saba tyAgI kyA vrata kA pAlana nahIM karate? karate haiM, lekina mana khulA rahatA hai na? aura mana khulA rahatA hai isalie unake khule kaSAya dikhate hI haiN| jaba khulA kaSAya nahIM dikheM, taba Apa samajhanA ki ye pratyAkhyAnAvaraNa meM hai! pratyAkhyAnAvaraNa kaSAya yAnI khule kaSAya nahIM dikhte| kaSAya itane adhika patale ho cuke hote haiM ki ve hone ke bAvajUda bhI dikhate nahIM haiM, lekina use khuda ko phala dete haiN| yAnI ki usameM khuda meM kaSAya hAz2ira to rahate hI haiN| ve use khuda ko phala dete haiM lekina dUsaroM ko nahIM dikhate ! tyAgiyoM ke kaSAya jo bAhara nikala jAte haiM na, aise nahIM hone cAhie, lekina ve bAhara nikalate hue dikhate haiM usase aisA samajha meM AtA hai ki unameM mahAvrata to nahIM hai, lekina aNuvrata kA bhI koI ThikAnA nahIM dikhatA ! kyoMki aNuvrata to kaba kahalAtA hai ki AcArya mahArAja se jhUTha

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aNuvrata-mahAvrata 349 nahIM bolA jA ske| yaha to ziSya mahArAja se jhUTha bolatA hai aura mahArAja bhI bolate haiN| to phira satya kA aNuvrata kahA~ rahA? mahAvrata to gae vItarAgoM ke pAsa, lekina aNuvrata bhI kahA~ rahe haiM Aja? vItarAga kahate haiM ki, 'terA nukasAna tujhe hogA, hameM to nukasAna honevAlA hai nhiiN|' vItarAgoM ko nukasAna hotA hai kyA? nukasAna yadi hotA hai to unakA hotA hai jo bhagavAna kA kahA nahIM maante| sabhI ke mu~ha para araMDI kA tela nahIM dikhatA? AnaMda gayA kahA~? AtmA hai to AnaMda bhI honA cAhie na? ___yaha hama kisI kI niMdA nahIM kara rahe haiM, apane yahA~ para niMdA hai hI nhiiN| hama to sahI bAta samajhA rahe haiM, asala hakIkata samajhA rahe haiN| jo koI bhI mere pAsa se jAne aura kahe ki, 'ApakI bAta saca hai|' taba to usakA kAma nikala jAegA, mokSamArga jaldI se mila jAegA! lekina yadi vaha kahe ki, 'ApakI yaha bAta galata hai|' taba phira terA bhaTakanA to hai hI na! hameM kyA? tujhe yadi cAra gAliyA~ denI hoM to cAra gAliyA~ de, hameM harja nahIM hai| kyoMki tujhe nahIM pusAe to bola lekina usameM harja nahIM hai apane ko, lekina hameM sahI bAta kahanI hai ki, 'yaha jokhimadArI tU le baiThA hai| he bhAI, tU Age jAegA to tU gaharI khAI meM lur3haka jAegA,' aise hama sAvadhAna kara rahe haiN| aba tujhe yadi anukUla Ae to suna aura nahIM to cAra gAliyA~ dekara Age calatA bana! aba vItarAga aisA nahIM kahate the! hama to khaTapaTiyA haiM isalie aisA kahate haiM ki, 'bhAI, Age khAI meM lur3haka jaaegaa|' aba vItarAga hameM kahate haiM ki, 'Apako yaha kyA pIr3A hai?' to hameM aisA hotA hai ki, 'are, ye lur3haka gae to phira inakA kaba ThikAnA par3egA?' hamArA bhAva hI aisA hai, icchA hI aisI ho gaI hai ki koI lur3hakanA mata aura isameM se kucha hala nikaalo| hameM mokSamArga mila gayA hai to hama tumheM sAtha meM le jAe~ge, tumhAre sAtha AdhA ghaMTA baiTheMge lekina phira tumheM hama vApasa sAtha lekara jaaeNge| __ bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'pUrA jagat mokSamArga kI tarapha hI bar3ha rahA hai!' yAnI ki kisI ulTe mArga para nahIM jA rahA hai lekina mokSamArga para jAne ke lie yAnI ki ahamadAbAda jAne ke lie yahA~ muMbaI se baiMgalora

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AptavANI-2 jAe to kyA dazA hogI? sTezana AyA, lekina kauna sA AyA? taba kahe, 'baiMgalora / ' 'to ahamadAbAda kaba AegA?' taba kahe ki, 'ahamadAbAda isa tarapha nahIM hai, usa tarapha hai|' ataH isa prakAra se mokSamArga meM ulTe jA rahe haiN| mokSamArga aisA nahIM hai, mokSamArga meM to kaSTa hI nahIM hote / jahA~ kaSTa hai, vahA~ mokSa nahIM hai, jahA~ mokSa hai vahA~ kaSTa nahIM hai ! kaSTa ko to bhagavAna ne haThAgraha kahA hai| aba phira Ajakala ke ye mokSamArga meM jAnevAle kahate kyA haiM ki, 'kaSTa to bhagavAna ne bhI uThAe !' are, bhagavAna ko kyoM badanAma karate ho? Apa apanA jo kara rahe ho, vaha karate raho, kaSTa ! usameM bhagavAna ko kyoM badamAna kara rahe ho ? bhagavAna kyA aise hoMge? ye 'dAdA' bilkula kaSTa nahIM uThAte to mahAvIra bhagavAna kisalie kaSTa uThAte ? jJAniyoM ko kaSTa hotA hI nahIM, kahate haiM ki, 'bhagavAna ne tyAga kiyA thaa|' are, bhagavAna ne to tIsa sAla kI umra meM beTI kA janma hone ke bAda tyAga kiyA thA, aura vaha bhI kahIM patnI aura baccoM kA tiraskAra karake nahIM kiyA thA / bar3e bhAI ke pAsa jaba bhagavAna AjJA lene gae, taba bhAI ne aisA kahA, 'do sAla bAda meM lenA / ' bhagavAna ne do sAla bAda tyAga liyA aura usameM bhI patnI kI rAjIkhuzI- sammati se liyA thA / bhagavAna ne tyAga kiyA nahIM thA, unheM tyAga baratA thA kyoMki bhagavAna mahAvrata meM the / mahAvrata arthAt jo barate vh| tyAga kiyA ho to vaha to vrata bhI nahIM mAnA jAtA ! tyAga karanA aura baratanA, donoM alaga haiN| jise tyAga baratA huA hotA hai, use khuda ko yaha yAda bhI nahIM hotA ki kisa cIz2a kA tyAga kiyA hai! 350 tyAga karanevAle tyAgI to sabhI ginakara batA dete haiM, 'tIna bacce, patnI, bar3e-bar3e AlIzAna ghara, baMgale, behisAba jAyadAda chor3akara Ae haiM, ' aisA saba unheM yAda rahatA hai, bhUlate nahIM haiM / aura tyAga baratA kise kahA jAtA hai? sahajarUpa se bhUla jAte haiM ! use bhagavAna ne vrata kahA hai, tyAga nahIM khaa| isalie aNuvrata aura mahAvrata, usameM aNuvrata jainoM ke lie kahA hai, 'jitanA Apako sahaja svabhAva se baratatA hai utanA aNuvrata meM A cukA hai|' tyAga kA to kaifa car3hatA hai aura yAda rahA karatA hai, 'maiMne itanA tyAga kiyA, aise tyAga kiyA, vaise tyAga kiyaa|' bAta ko isa taraha samajheMge to hala AegA / mujhe kucha yAda hI nahIM rahatA, rupaye to mujhe yAda

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aNuvrata- mahAvrata hI nahIM aate| lakSmI aura viSaya kA hameM vicAra hI nahIM AtA, logoM ke mAnane meM yaha kaise AegA? 351 lekina yaha hisAba hI alaga hai ! terA jo guNA hai, usameM terI rakama paramAnenTa rakama hai, aura dUsarI TemparerI rakama se use guNA karane jAtA hai na! aba merI to donoM hI paramAnenTa rakama haiM, isalie merA guNA calatA rahatA haiM aura tU guNA karane jAtA hai to TemparerI rakama ur3a jAtI hai, dUsarI TemparerI rakama rakhakara guNA karane jAe taba taka vaha pahalevAlI TemparerI rakama ur3a jAtI hai, ata: terA guNA kabhI bhI pUrA honevAlA nahIM hai, phira sIdhA cala na! mahAvrata Apako samajha meM AyA? barate, vaha ! barate matalaba yAda bhI nahIM rahe, sahaja tyaag| abhI Apako bIr3I kA tyAga baratatA ho to bIr3I Apako yAda bhI nahIM AegI aura jisane tyAga kiyA hai use yAda AtA rahatA hai ki, 'maiMne bIr3I kA tyAga kiyA hai|' jo tyAga barate, usakI to bAta hI alaga hai! usa tyAga kA ahaMkAra nahIM hotA ! lekina kucha loga tyAga kA pAgala ahaMkAra karate haiM / are, tyAga barata rahA hai, to sIdhA raha na! tyAga ke bAre meM kyoM gAtA rahatA hai? usakA ahaMkAra kisalie karatA hai? baratA huA tyAga to bahuta acchA kahalAtA hai / jitane laphar3e kama hue utanI upAdhi kama ho gaI na! aura apanA mokSamArga kaisA hai? akrama mArga hai na isalie pahale ke jo laphar3e haiM, unheM rahane denA hai, naye khar3e nahIM karane haiM, aura purAne nikAla dene haiM, ve bhI jaba apane Apa nikaleMge, taba cale jAe~ge ! eka mahArAja ne zodha karake khoja nikAlA ki, 'akrama kA matalaba to akkarmI (abhAgA ) hI hai na?' hA~, khoja to acchI kI, yaha bhI sAinTisTa kA kAma hai na! itanI zodha karanA A gayA, vaha bhI sAinTisTa kA hI kAma hai na! nahIM to aisI zodha karanI AtI hI nahIM n| akkarmI matalaba jinake karma nahIM baMdhate, hameM aisA kaha rahe haiM / isakA matalaba hamAre lie ve sIdhA bola rahe haiM na ! gAliyA~ thor3e hI de rahe haiM? ye sabhI paMcamahAvratadhArI Aropita bhAvavAle haiN| paMcamahAvrata sacamuca meM haiM yA Aropita haiM, aisA kucha socA hI nahIM na! Apa khuda hI Aropita

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352 AptavANI-2 ho, phira mahAvrata bhI Aropita hI hoMge na?! taba vaha kahatA hai ki, 'aisA to hamane socA hI nahIM thaa|' Apane yadi kucha socA nahIM hai to usase bhagavAna mahAvIra ko chalA nahIM jA sakatA, na hI isa mokSamArga ko chalA jA sakatA hai ! bhagavAna kyA aise haiM ki dhokhA khA jAe~? kucha loga kahate haiM ki, 'hama paMcamahAvratadhArI haiM, lekina aisA to loga mAna leMge, kyoMki logoM ko lakSmI kI par3I hai, viSayoM kI par3I hai, anya kisI cIz2a kI par3I hI nahIM hai| isa tarapha mahAvrata hai yA aNuvrata hai yA Aropita bhAva hai, aisI kisI cIz2a kA kucha bhAna hI nahIM hai ! apane jaisoM ko patA hotA hai, taba bhI ve bolate nahIM haiM, kyoMki lokaviruddha bolanA bhI gunAha hai| lokaviruddha matalaba kyA? ki yahA~ para jaisA vyavahAra calatA hai, usase viruddha ho, vaisaa| coroM kA gA~va ho, vahA~ para hama kaheM ki, 'paMca rakho,' to phira gunAha hI hai na? coroM ke gA~va meM ApakI jeba kaTa gaI, aba Apa kaho ki, 'merI jeba kATa gyaa|' taba loga kaheMge ki, 'hameM kyA patA? Apa paMca bitthaao|' lekina paMca bhI cora ke cora hI hai na? yAnI ki lokaviruddha nahIM bolanA cAhie, lekina agara koI hamase pUche to javAba denA cAhie ki, 'ye Aropita paMcamahAvratadhArI haiN| jaise ye 'mahAvIra' abhI mokSa de sakate haiM, vaise hI kyA ye paMcamahAvratadhArI phala de sakate haiM (!)' kucha nahIM mila rahA ho, to sar3e hue gehU~ mileM to sar3e hue lA na! roTI to khAnI paDegI na! nahIM to mara jaaeNge| isalie ye saba sar3e hue gehU~ khAte haiM, khAnA hI par3atA hai na, koI rAstA hI nahIM hai na! ye paMcamahAvratadhArI Aropita bhAvavAle haiM, aisA jAnate hI nahIM the na? 'jJAnIpuruSa' jaba aisA vivecana kareM, taba patA calatA hai| bhagavAna ne manA kiyA thA ki, 'Aropita prakAra se paMcamahAvratadhArI mata rhnaa| sirpha tIrthaMkaroM kI mUrti hI Aropita bhAva se rakhanA aura zAstra Aropita bhAva se rkhnaa| Aropita bhAva se paMcamahAvratadhArI zabda ko bigAr3anA mt| isake bajAya to Apa 'parigraha ke tyAgI haiM,' aisA kahanA aura anya jo sabhI prakAra ke tyAga ke abhyAsI haiM, use vrata nahIM kaha sakate! parigraha kA mahAvrata to ati-ati ucca kahalAtA hai ! 'dAdA' aparigrahI haiN| ve saMpUrNa

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aNuvrata-mahAvrata 353 aparigrahI haiN| eka bhI parigraha unake lakSya meM nahIM rahatA hai| vaha kho gayA hai yA sAbuta hai, aisA bhI unake lakSya meM nahIM rahatA, aura inheM to cAra hI parigraha hote haiM, do kapaDe hote haiM, aura bhikSA ke lie eka loTA hotA hai, eka mAlA hotI hai aura eka cimaTA hotA hai| usameM se loTA yadi TUTa jAe to g2az2aba ho jAe! yA phira vaha usakI jagaha para nahIM ho to kaheMge 'loTA kahA~ gyaa?'| yAnI ki itanA parigraha hai, vaha usake lakSya meM rahatA hai| aba parigraha itanA hI hai, phira bhI lakSya meM hai, aura 'hameM' parigraha hai phira bhI lakSya meM nahIM hai| isalie 'hameM' aparigrahI kahA hai| apane mahAtmAoM ko zuddhAtmA lakSya meM rahatA hai, isalie parigraha lete haiM, dete haiM, phira bhI ve aparigrahI kahalAte haiM, kyoMki parigraha kA lakSya nahIM hai, lakSya zuddhAtmA kA hai ! yA to svarUpa kA lakSya rahatA hai yA phira saMsAra kA lakSya rahatA hai, donoM meM se eka hI lakSya rahatA hai, vahA~ rahA to yahA~ nahIM hai, aura yahA~ hai to vahA~ nahIM hai| yaha to vijJAna hai! saMsAra meM kucha loga sthUla corI nahIM karate, ise bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM? ise tyAga nahIM khte| ataH aisA kahanA ki usane sthUla corI kA tyAga kiyA hai, vaha galata bAta hai| bhagavAna kahate haiM, 'vaha to vrata hai teraa|' barate vaha vrt| jisameM merApana nahIM hai aura 'maiM tyAga kara rahA huuN|' aisA bhAna nahIM hai aura sahaja hI baratatA hai, vaha vrata kahalAtA hai| ina jainoM ko bhagavAna ne aNuvrata kyoM kahA hai? taba kahate haiM ki, 'dUsare logoM ko, phaoNrenavAloM meM bhI aNuvrata hotA hai aura yahA~ anya dharmoM meM bhI aNuvrata hotA hai, lekina una para vItarAgoM kI muhara nahIM lagI hai!' 'yaha vrata vItarAgoM kA batAyA huA hai|' isa taraha bhAna meM Ane ke bAda, vaha vrata unheM baratatA hai isalie yaha aNuvrata kahalAtA hai| aura yaha vItarAgoM ko mAnya hai| vAstava meM vaha bhI corI nahIM karatA, lekina vaha sahajabhAva se corI nahIM karatA hai| yahA~ to aisA sahajabhAva se baratatA hai ki 'mujhase corI nahIM ho|' phira bhI aNuvrata kyoM kahate haiM? yaha corI nahIM karatA, lekina mana se bahuta coriyA~ kara letA hai, isalie aNuvrata kahA hai aura mahAvrata kise kahate haiM? mana-vacana-kAyA tInoM se hI corI nahIM ho, use mahAvrata kahate

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AptavANI-2 praznakartA : icchA nahIM ho aura saMyogavaza corI ho jAe to? I dAdAzrI : saMyogavaza corI ho jAe, to usake lie khAsa gunahagAra nahIM mAnA jAtA aura saMyogavaza huA usakA jo bAhyaphala use milA, vaha inAma kahalAtA hai, bAhyaphala to milatA hai / koI bahuta puNyazAlI ho, to use bAhyaphala nahIM bhI milatA varnA pUrI jiMdagI corI nahIM kI ho, lekina saMyogavaza ekAdha bAra corI kare to bhI becArA pakar3A jAtA hai! jaba bAhyaphala milatA hai, taba aisA sAbita ho jAtA hai ki nIyata bahuta kharAba thI! phira bhI agara saMyogAdhIna koI kisI bhI prakAra kA gunAha karatA hai, to use hama gunahagAra mAnate hI nahIM haiN| yaha saMyogAdhIna hai aura jAna-bUjhakara kiyA huA to svabhAva meM hai / svabhAva meM aura saMyogAdhIna meM bahuta pharka hai| jisake svabhAva meM corI karanA hai, usakI to dRSTi hI usa tarapha jAtI rahatI hai, ghUmatI rahatI hai aura kahIM se bhI uThAe bagaira rahatA hI nahIM / apane sAtha bAteM kara rahA ho aura usakI dRSTi 'kahA~ se uThAU~' usI meM hotI hai, jabaki saMyogAdhIna gunahagAra nahIM kahalAtA / saMyogAdhIna to rAjA ko bhI corI karanI par3a sakatI hai / vrata aura mahAvrata samajhA tU? sapheda kapar3e pahana lie, to vrata nahIM kahalAtA / mana-vacana-kAyA se corI nahIM kI use asteya mahAvrata kahA jAtA hai / phira vaha sAdhu ho yA gRhastha, tyAgI ho yA gRhastha liMga ho, ve sabhI saMsArI hI haiN| 354 acchI U~cI jAti meM corI nahIM hotI, dagA nahIM dete lekina ye loga to, yoM hI choTI sI bAta meM bhI bahuta jhUTha bolate haiM lekina bar3I bAtoM meM nahIM bolate hoMge, lekina abhI to sArA bigar3a gayA hai na? mahAvrata bhI gala gae haiM, sar3a gae haiM ! aNuvrata bhI sar3a gae haiM! the to acche, lekina sar3a gae to kyA ho sakatA hai ? ! phira bhI vApasa yaha saMyogAdhIna hai| abhI pUrA hindustAna hI bigar3a gayA hai na! varnA hindustAna aisA nahIM honA cAhie aura yaha bigar3a gayA hai, vaha bhI saMyogAdhIna bigar3A hai, isalie gunahagAra nahIM mAnA jaaegaa|

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AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna AlocanA yAnI jo kucha bhI doSa ho cuke hoM, unakA Aptajana ke sAmane, 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke sAmane jaisA hai vaisA varNana karanA ! AlocanA karane se sabhI doSa cale jAte haiM, sirpha AlocanA se mokSa hai| eka vyakti ne jeba kATI ho aura vaha mere pAsa Akara AlocanA kare aura maiM usakI vidhi kara dUM to saba calA jAegA, vaha halkA ho jAegA! jahA~ saMpUrNa vizvAsa ho vahA~ para AlocanA kI jAtI hai, varnA yaha jagat to aisA hai ki durupayoga kre| apane para kisI ko vizvAsa ho to use sau pratizata vizvAsa ho jAe, aisA karanA cAhie, usase vizvAsaghAta nahIM karanA caahie| asala meM Aptajana, 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke sAmane hI AlocanA kI jA sakatI hai| bhagavAna ne AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna para bahuta bhAra diyA hai| pratyAkhyAna matalaba ho cuke doSa phira se nahIM hoM, usake lie dRr3ha nirNaya-nizcaya krnaa| Aja se paMdraha sAla pahale kI bAta hai| mAmA kI pola meM, barAmade meM hama pA~ca-chaha loga baiThakara bAteM kara rahe the, itane meM aThahattara sAla ke eka vRddha, ghabarAte hue hAtha meM DibbI lekara jinAlaya jA rahe the, unase maiMne pUchA, 'kyoM cAcA, kahA~ jA rahe ho aise?' ve bole, 'bhAI, par3akamaNuM krne|' maiMne unase pUchA, 'paDakamaNuM matalaba kyA?' taba unhoMne kahA, 'ruko, kala mahArAja se pUchakara Apako btaauuNgaa|' bhagavAna ko mAlUma thA ki kAla vicitra AnevAlA hai, isalie usameM Tike rahane ke lie AlocanA-pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna, ye bar3e hathiyAra die haiN| pratikramaNa matalaba kyA?

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356 AptavANI-2 saMsAra meM jo kucha bhI hotA hai, vaha kramaNa hai| jaba taka vaha sAhajika prakAra se hotA hai taba taka kramaNa hai, lekina yadi eksesa ho jAe to vaha atikramaNa kahalAtA hai aura yadi chUTanA ho to jisake prati atikramaNa huA ho, usakA pratikramaNa karanA hI par3egA, yAnI ki dhonA par3egA, to sApha ho jaaegaa| pUrva meM citraNa kiyA thA ki, 'phalAne ko cAra dhaula de denI hai|' isalie isa janma meM jaba vaha rUpaka meM AtA hai, taba cAra dhaula lagA detA hai| use atikramaNa kahate haiN| isalie usakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| sAmanevAle ke zuddhAtmA ko yAda karake, usake nimitta se pratikramaNa karane caahie| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'atikramaNa kA pratikramaNa karoge tabhI mokSa meM jA paaoge|' koI kharAba AcAra huA, vaha atikramaNa kahalAtA hai| jo kharAba AcAra huA, vaha to dAg2a kahalAtA hai, vaha mana meM kATatA rahegA, use dhone ke lie pratikramaNa karane pdd'eNge| kisI ke bhI lie atikramaNa hue hoM to pUrA dina usake lie pratikramaNa karane par3eMge, tabhI khuda chUTa skegaa| yadi donoM hI Amane-sAmane pratikramaNa kareMge to jaldI chUTA jA skegaa| pA~ca haz2Ara bAra Apa pratikramaNa karo aura pA~ca haz2Ara bAra sAmanevAlA pratikramaNa kare to jaldI aMta A jAegA, lekina yadi sAmanevAlA nahIM kare aura tujhe chUTanA hI ho to dasa haz2Ara bAra pratikramaNa karane par3eMge, to tU khuda to chUTegA, lekina vana sAiDeDa pratikramaNa hone se khuda ke lie sAmanevAle ko duHkha rahegA hii| phira bhI isa pratikramaNa se to Apake prati sAmanevAle ke bhAva bhI badala jAe~ge, khuda ko bhI acche bhAva hoMge aura sAmanevAle ko bhI acche bhAva hoNge| kyoMki pratikramaNa meM to itanI adhika zakti hai ki bAgha, kutte jaisA bana jAtA hai! pratikramaNa kaba kAma AtA hai? jaba kucha ulTe pariNAma khar3e ho jAe~, tabhI kAma AtA hai| bAgha apanI guphA meM ho aura tu apane ghara para ho, taba tU pratikramaNa kare to bahuta kAma nahIM Ae~ge, lekina agara bAgha sAmane 'khAU~, khAU~' kara rahA ho aura usa samaya pratikramaNa karegA, to yathArtha phala deMge! bAgha turaMta hI bakarI jaisA ho jAegA!

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AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna 357 Ajakala jo pratikramaNa kie jAte haiM, ve to adhikatara dravya pratikramaNa hote haiN| dravya pratikramaNa matalaba kapar3e vaoNzaAuTa ho gae, lekina khuda kA kucha bhI nahIM huA! yaha caMdUlAla dasa bAra bole ki, 'caMdUlAla, dAla-cAvala khA le, caMdUlAla, dAla-cAvala khA le|' to kyA bhojana ho gayA? nA, usase kucha bhI nahIM huaa| dravya pratikramaNa kise kahate haiM, vaha maiM samajhAtA huuN| bhagavAna mahAvIra pA~ca sau eka kA sAbuna lAe the, vaha bAraha iMca laMbA thA, do iMca caur3A thA aura eka iMca moTA thaa| phira bhagavAna maile kapar3e lAe, kapar3oM ko unhoMne pAnI meM DAlane ke bAda unameM sAbuna lagAyA, phira pAnI meM dhoe|' bhagavAna ne unake kapar3oM kA maila jisa tarIke se dhoyA thA usa tarIke ko, sAla meM eka ghaMTe baiThakara tU gAtA rahe to usase tere kapar3oM kA maila kaise dhulegA? are, bhagavAna kA maila alaga, unakA dhone kA tarIqA alaga, terA maila alaga aura terA vaha maila dhone kA tarIqA bhI alaga hogaa| bhagavAna ke tarIke ko tU gAtA rahegA, usase se tU kitanA sApha ho pAegA? tU to ghAnI ke baila kI taraha ghAnI meM hI rahA! terA pratikramaNa to, jahA~-jahA~ tujhase atikramaNa huA ho, vahA~vahA~ oNna da momenTa karegA, tabhI vaha atikramaNa dhulegaa| yaha to, sAlachaha mahIne meM yA mahIne meM karatA hai to kyA yAda rahegA? isa kAla ke loga to aisI vicitra dazA ke ho cuke haiM ki eka ghar3I pahale kyA khAyA vaha bhI vaha bhUla jAtA hai, to isa atikramaNa ko to tU kyA yAda rakhegA? pratikramaNa to usI kSaNa honA cAhie, udhAra nahIM calegA, kaiza cAhie! kapar3oM para cAya gira jAe, to kaise turaMta hI dhone jAtA hai! aura jaba tujha para, 'khuda' para maila car3hatA hai taba hAtha jor3akara baiThA rahatA hai? hA~, cAya giranA vaha apane hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai, lekina use dho to denA hI cAhie na, vaise hI jaba atikramaNa kA maila car3he, taba use bhI turaMta dho hI denA cAhie na! hama to kitane hI janmoM se pratikramaNa karate-karate Ae haiM, taba jAkara abhI kapar3e sApha hue haiM aura Apake bhI kapar3e sApha kara dete haiM! do prakAra ke AlocanA-pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna isa anusAra

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358 AptavANI-2 haiM- eka to vyavahAra ke, ye sabhI sAdhu vagairaha karate haiM, usase gA~ThoM kI pragAr3hatA kama hotI hai, lekina bhUla hone para turaMta hI kare to aura bhI adhika U~cA phala milatA hai| dUsare, nizcaya ke jo ki apane svarUpajJAna prApta mahAtmA karate haiM, ve|| aho! gautama svAmI kA pratikramaNa bhagavAna ke samaya meM kyA aise pratikramaNa hote the? bhagavAna ke samaya kI to bAta hI kyA! bhagavAna ke zrAvaka, AnaMda zrAvaka ko avadhijJAna prakaTa huA thaa| gautama svAmI vahA~ pahu~ce, taba AnaMda zrAvaka ne unase kahA ki, 'mujhe avadhijJAna prakaTa huA hai!' taba gautama svAmI ko vaha saca nahIM lgaa| unhoMne AnaMda zrAvaka se kahA ki, 'yaha jhUThA vidhAna hai, isIlie Apa usakA pratikramaNa kro|' AnaMda zrAvaka ne kahA, 'sacce kA karU~ yA jhUThe kA?' gautama svAmI ne kahA, 'pratikramaNa jhUThe kA hI karanA hotA hai, sacce kA nhiiN|' taba AnaMda zrAvaka ne kahA, 'yadi sacce kA pratikramaNa nahIM hotA to maiM pratikramaNa karane kA adhikArI nahIM huuN|' taba gautama svAmI cale gae, jAkara bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI se pUchane lage, 'he bhagavana! AnaMda zrAvaka pratikramaNa ke adhikArI haiM yA nahIM?' bhagavAna ne kahA, 'gautama! AnaMda saccA hai, use avadhijJAna prakaTa huA hai, isalie Apa jAo aura AnaMda zrAvaka ke pratikramaNa kara aao|' taba gautama svAmI daur3ate hue AnaMda zrAvaka ke pAsa pahu~ca gae aura pratikramaNa kiyA! vyavahAra zobhA nahIM de aisA ho, to vahA~ para pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai| praznakartA : dAdA, hama jaina haiM isalie sAmAyika, pratikramaNa jAnate z2arUra haiM, lekina ve kara nahIM sakate, aisA kyoM hotA hogA? dAdAzrI : isa duniyA meM jisakA pAlana kiyA jA sake, jo kiyA jA sake, vaha saba jJAna kahalAtA hai aura jisakA pAlana nahIM kara pAte, jo kara nahIM pAte, vaha ajJAna hai| 'sAmAyika hama samajhate haiM phira bhI kara

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AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna 359 nahIM paate|' aise jo Apa kahate ho, use bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki, 'yaha to hamArI maz2Aka ho gii|' yaha poijana kI botala aura dUsarI botala pAsapAsa rakhI ho, lekina yadi isameM poijana hai aisA jAnA nahIM ho, samajhA nahIM ho to poiz2ana kI botala le letA hai| jAnane ke bAvajUda bhI ho nahIM pAtA, ye to galata bahAne haiM, ajJAna ko hI jJAna kahate haiN| yadi jAna jAe taba to phira koI ku~e meM gire hI nahIM n| yaha to jAnate haiM phira bhI nahIM karate, vaha jJAna hI ajJAna hai! jAnA usakA phala virati hai| koI baccA pUche ki, 'z2ahara kyA hai?' to use kaheM ki, "usase vyakti mara jAtA hai|' to phira baccA vApasa pUchatA hai ki, 'mara jAnA matalaba kyA?' taba hama use samajhAe~ ki, 'ye par3osa meM cAcA mara gae the na, to z2ahara se aisA hotA hai|' taba bacce ko samajha meM AtA hai| vaha samajhatA hai ki yaha z2ahara hai, ise nahIM pInA cAhie, isake bAda jahara ke prati use virati rhegii| jAnA usakA phala hI virati hotA hai| virati matalaba ruka jaanaa| nakada pratikramaNa se hI hala eka bahana kahatI haiM ki, 'hamAre vahA~ to pratikramaNa meM pIche se koI kohaniyA~ mAratA hai| Apake yahA~ aisA nahIM hotA hogA, kyoM?' taba hamane use kahA ki, 'nahIM, yahA~ aisA nahIM hotaa| yahA~ to sacce pratikramaNa, bhagavAna mahAvIra jo kahanA cAhate the, vaise pratikramaNa hote haiN|' anya loga to mAgadhI bhASA meM gAte haiN| vaha kaisA hai, Apako samajhAtA huuN| yahA~ phreMca vyakti baiThA ho aura maiM gajarAtI meM gAtA raha~ to vaha ha~segA z2arUra para usameM se eka bhI akSara vaha samajhegA nhiiN| mahAvIra aisA nahIM kahanA cAhate the| unhoMne kahA to ThIka thA, lekina sabhI loga apanI-apanI bhASA meM le gae! phira kyA ho? unhoMne to kahA ki, 'sahI tarIke se Apa apanI bhASA meM smjho|' yaha to kyA kahatA hai ki, '501' kA sAbuna lAkara DAla, lekina vaha to khAlI gAegA hii| koI sAbuna lAkara kapar3e dhoegA nahIM, aura Upara se kahegA ki, 'pratikramaNa' kiyaa| phira uThakara bAhara nikalakara bekAra kI gappabAz2I karegA! pratikramaNa to naqada honA caahie| atikramaNa huA ki turaMta hI pratikramaNa! keza! deha kI kriyA naqada hotI hai| jaise braza

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360 AptavANI-2 kiyA, cAya ke sAtha nAztA kiyA, vaha saba naqada kiyA! vaise hI vANI kI kriyA bhI naqada hotI hai aura mana kI kriyA bhI naqada hotI hai| vaise hI isa atikramaNa ke sAmane pratikramaNa bhI nakada, oNna da momenTa honA caahie| jaise-jaise pratikramaNa naqada hotA jAegA, vaise-vaise cokhA hotA jaaegaa| atikramaNa ke sAmane hama naqada pratikramaNa kara leM to mana, vANI cokhe hote jAe~ge! loga atikramaNa ko nahIM samajhate aura pratikramaNa ko bhI nahIM smjhte| unakA eka sAtha bAraha mahIne meM 'micchAmi dukkaDam' karate haiM, na to 'micchAmi' samajhate haiM, na hI 'dukkaDam' samajhate haiM! abhI ye jo pratikramaNa hote haiM, ve mAgadhi bhASA meM hote haiM aura use mahArAja par3hate haiM aura sabhI sunate haiM, taba citta kisakA ekAgra hogA? yaha kaisA hai ki samajha meM Ae, taba inTaresTa AtA hai| yaha to samajha meM AtA nahIM aura phira bekAra kI gappabAz2I karate haiM ! bhagavAna ne isa taraha dekhAdekhI nakala karane ko nahIM kahA thaa| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA thA ki, "Thokara lage to samajhanA ki koI bhUla huI hogI, to turaMta hI guru ke pAsa AlocanA kara aura phira guru kI sAkSI meM yA 'hamArI' sAkSI meM pratikramaNa kr|" yaha to pratyakSa karanA hotA hai, kapar3oM para dAg2a par3e ki turaMta hI sApha karanA hotA hai, turaMta hI pratikramaNa kare tabhI sApha hotA hai| ye loga kaise haiM? kapar3oM para cAya kA dAg2a par3e to turaMta hI bhAgadaur3a karake dAg2a dho dete haiM, jabaki isa mana para anaMta janmoM se dAg2a par3e hue haiM, unheM dhone kI kisI ko nahIM paDI hai| pratikramaNa matalaba naqada vyApAra honA cAhie, udhAra nhiiN| ye roz2a pratikramaNa karate haiM phira bhI kapar3e ujale nahIM hote, aisA kyoM hai? terA sAbuna galata hai, kapar3A galata hai yA phira pAnI mailA hai? nahIM to kapar3e roz2a dhone ke bAvajUda bhI sApha kyoM nahIM hote? yaha to kisI ko khuda ke doSa hI nahIM dikhate, phira pratikramaNa hoMge hI kaise? apane mahAtmA roz2a ke do sau, pA~ca sau pratikramaNa karate haiM aura doSa dho dete haiN| pA~ca lAkha doSa bace hoM to mokSa meM jAne meM do hI ghaMTe bAkI rahate haiM aura ina logoM se pUche taba kahate haiM ki, 'eka-do doSa hI hoMge!'

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AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna 361 praznakartA : 'pratikramaNa karane ke lie dhArmika sthAna meM jAnA cAhie,' yaha bAta sahI hai? dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa to cAya pIte hue bhI kie jA sakate haiM, nahAte-nahAte bhI kie jA sakate haiN| jahA~ dehadharma hai, manodharma hai, buddhidharma hai vahA~ sthAna ko dekhanA par3atA hai| lekina apanA 'Atmadharma' hai isalie dehadharma dekhane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, kahIM bhI pratikramaNa kie jA sakate haiN| kucha loga to nahAne ke dharma ko hI dharma mAnate haiM ! unakA dharma isase Age bar3hA hI nhiiN| jise dehadharma hotA hai, usameM to moha ke bahuta se paramANu thokabaMda hote haiM aura unheM yadi koI gAliyA~ de to unheM gAlI denevAlA pUrI taraha se doSita dikhatA hai| usameM yadi koI thor3A DevelapDa ho to kahegA ki, 'mere karma kA doSa hai|' ye jo niMdA kara rahe haiM, ve mere kapaDe dho rahe haiM, aisA mAnakara saMtoSa mAnatA hai aura Age Develapa hotA hai| pUre jagata meM nimitta ko doSa dene kA niyama hai| nimitta ko kATane daur3ate haiN| jabaki apane yahIM para, 'bhugate usI kI bhUla,' aisA niyama hai! pratikramaNa ke pariNAma kaise-kaise! praznakartA : hameM kisI ke lie Asakti rahatI ho to usake lie pratikramaNa kaise karane cAhie? dAdAzrI : sAmanevAle vyakti kA nAma lekara usake AtmA ko yAda karake, 'dAdA' ko yAda karake, usa Asakti ke lie pratikramaNa karane caahie| praznakartA : sAmanevAle vyakti ko apane kAraNa du:kha rahatA ho to kyA karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : to bhI apane ko pratikramaNa karane caahie| vaha to hamane pahale bhUla kI thI isalie unheM cubhatA hai, bhUla se hI baMdhe hue haiN| baMdhana rAga kA ho, dveSa kA ho, kaisA bhI ho, usakA pratikramaNa kara lenA caahie| sAmanevAlA namra aura sarala ho to Amane-sAmane mAfI mA~ga lenI

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362 AptavANI-2 cAhie, varnA yadi bhItara hI mAfI mA~ga leM, taba bhI hisAba sApha ho jaaegaa| praznakartA : pratikramaNa se kyA sAmanevAle kA mana pUrA badala jAtA hai? dAdAzrI : yadi bAhara ke kisI anajAna vyakti ke pratikramaNa karoge to vaha Azcaryacakita ho jAegA! use turaMta hI Apake prati khiMcAva ho jAegA! isa pratikramaNa se to sAmanevAle kI vRtti ThaMDI par3a jAtI hai, jabaki ghara ke logoM ke to niraMtara pratikramaNa karane par3ate haiN| praznakartA : mRta vyakti kI smRti Ae to kyA usa mRta vyakti kA bhI pratikramaNa karanA par3egA? dAdAzrI : smRti to mRta vyakti kI bhI AtI hai aura jIvita kI bhI AtI hai| jisakI smRti Ae usakA pratikramaNa karanA par3egA, kyoMki hama jAnate haiM ki asala meM 'vaha' jIvita hI hai, maratA nahIM hai, yaha usakI AtmA ke lie bhI hitakara hai aura hama pratikramaNa karate haiM to hama bhI usake baMdhana meM se chUTa sakate haiN| praznakartA : mRta vyaktiyoM kA pratikramaNa kaise karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : mana-vacana-kAyA, bhAvakarma-dravyakarma-nokarma mare hue vyakti kA nAma tathA usake nAma kI sarva mAyA se bhinna, aise usake zuddhAtmA ko yAda karanA, aura phira 'aisI-aisI bhUleM kI haiM,' unheM yAda karanA (AlocanA), una bhUloM ke lie mujhe pazcAtApa ho rahA hai aura usake lie mujhe kSamA karo (pratikramaNa), vaisI bhUleM nahIM hoMgI aisA dRr3ha nizcaya karatA hU~' aisA nakkI karanA hai (prtyaakhyaan)| 'hama' khuda 'caMdUlAla' ke jJAtAdRSTA rahakara use jAneM ki, caMdUlAla ne kitane pratikramaNa kie, kitane suMdara aura kitanI bAra kie! jahA~ niraMtara pratikramaNa hote haiM, vahA~ AtmA zuddha hI hotA hai| hama loga to dUsaroM meM zuddhAtmA dekheM, pratikramaNa kareM aura khuda ke zuddhAtmA to

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AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna 363 lakSya meM rahate hI haiN| yaha vyavahArika kriyA nahIM kahalAtI, usase phira bAkI kA sabhI zuddha hotA rahatA hai| yaha pudgala kyA kahatA hai? hameM 'zuddha' karo, 'Apa' to 'zuddha' ho gae! jaba yaha azuddha ho cukA pudgala nikale, taba yadi pratikramaNa kare to usase vaha zuddha ho jaaegaa| sthUla aura sUkSma bhUleM pratikramaNa se jAtI haiM aura sUkSmatara aura sUkSmatama bhUleM dekhane se jAtI haiN| yaha mArga hI AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna kA hai, aura vaha bhI naqada caahie| yaha pAna bhI, jaba do Ane keza deM, taba milatA hai| pratikramaNa keza cAhie, udhAra se mokSa nahIM milegaa| mana se, vANI se aura deha se hue sabhI atikramaNoM ke pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna karane par3ate haiN| yaha hamArA mukhAraviMda dhAraNa karake, AlocanA, pratikramaNa, pratyAkhyAna karo taba to aisA miTa jAegA ki phira se vaha atikramaNa hogA hI nahIM, hamArI hAz2irI se dhula jAtA hai| atikramaNa, vaha sabase bar3I hiMsA hai, usake lie pratikramaNa honA caahie| bAhara kI sthUla hiMsA, vaha to sparza kare yA na bhI kare, vaha to bhItara kI mazInarI kaise ghUmatI hai usake anusAra karma baMdhana hotA hai, lekina bhItara kI hiMsA, sUkSma hiMsA to dhonI hI par3atI hai| atikramaNa, vaha to hiMsAkhorI kahalAtI hai, abhI to loga hiMsA ko bhI nahIM samajhate, to pratikramaNa kyA kareMge? kaisA kareMge? yadi sthUla hiMsA, hiMsA kahalAtI to bharata rAjA mokSa meM hI nahIM jA sake hote! unake hAthoM to kitanI hI sainAe~ mArI gaIM! sthUla hiMsA bAdhaka nahIM hai, sUkSma hiMsA bAdhaka hai! ina mahAtmAoM ko hamane kucha aura hI prakAra kI cIz2a hAtha meM dI hai! Azcaryajanaka hai! duniyA ke logoM ko eksepTa karanA par3egA ki ye lar3a rahe hote haiM phira bhI unake aMdara kA samakita calA nahIM jAtA, donoM kSetroM kI dhArA alaga hI bahatI rahatI hai| ApakI to donoM hI dhArAe~ eka sAtha bahatI rahatI hai| AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna ke binA donoM dhArAe~ alaga rahatI hI nhiiN| 'ina saba ko' to niraMtara AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna rahA karatA hai|

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364 AptavANI-2 yaha kaisA hai? ki bAhara kI kriyA hotI rahatI hai aura bhItara AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna bhI hote rahate haiM, ve niraMtara hone caahie| Apa AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna karate ho na? praznakartA : hA~, saMvatsarI kA pratikramaNa hotA hai| dAdAzrI : pratikramaNa kisa taraha se karane cAhie, Apako vaha samajhAtA huuN| abhI Apake koI guru haiM? praznakartA : nhiiN| dAdAzrI : jaba Apa se jhagar3A ho gayA ho jo ki udayakarma hai, prAkRta bhAva hai, to turaMta hI Apane jinheM guru mAnA ho unheM yAda karake jinake sAtha jhagar3A ho gayA ho, unake AtmA ko yAda karake turaMta hI pratikramaNa karanA hai| yaha atikramaNa, yaha to hamalA kahalAtA hai| ApakA seTha ke sAtha atikramaNa ho jAe to vahA~ bhI guru ko dhAraNa karake AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna kareM to saba miTa jAtA hai| usase kyA hotA hai? ki seTha ke lie jo atikramaNa kiyA thA usakI pakkI gA~Tha nahIM baMdhegI, vaha gA~Tha DhIlI ho jAegI! to agale janma meM usa gA~Tha ko hAtha lagAte hI bikhara jAegI! guru to sira para cAhie hI na! AlocanA karane ke lie to koI cAhie na? chUTane kA rAstA hI pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna hai, aura koI rAstA hI nahIM hai| baMdhane kA rAstA hI atikramaNa aura AkramaNa kA hai| jaba plasa-mAinasa eka sA hI hogA na, to usase jIro ho jaaegaa| pratikramaNa to, dAg2a par3ate hI turaMta dho DAleM taba kiyA kahalAtA hai| jainoM meM AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna niraMtara hotA hai| jaina to kauna hai ki jo roz2a ke pA~ca sau-pA~ca sau pratikramaNa karatA ho! niraMtara pratikramaNa karake gAr3ha rAga-dveSa ko dhokara patale kara denA caahie| agara sAmanevAlA Ter3hA hai vaha apanI bhUla hai, hamane vaha dhoyA nahIM aura dhoyA hai to ThIka se puruSArtha nahIM huA hai| jaise hI samaya mile, taba jo gAr3ha RNAnubaMdhI hoM, unheM dhote rahanA caahie| aise bahuta nahIM hote haiM,

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AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna 365 pA~ca yA dasa ke sAtha hI gAr3ha RNAnubaMdha hote haiN| unhIM kA pratikramaNa karanA hotA hai, usa gAr3hepana ko hI dhote rahanA hai| kauna-kauna lena-denavAle haiM, unheM DhU~Dha lenA hai| nayA khar3A hogA to turaMta hI patA cala jAegA, lekina jo purAne haiM unheM DhU~Dha nikAlanA hai| jo-jo naz2adIka ke RNAnubaMdhI haiM, vahIM para adhika gAr3hApana hotA hai| kauna sA phUTa nikalatA hai? jo adhika gAr3hA hotA hai, vahI phUTa nikalatA hai| DAyarekTa mizracetana ke sAtha atikramaNa ho gayA ho to turaMta hI pratikramaNa kro| yadi khAne kA kama parosA to usase sAmanevAle ko duHkha hogA, vaha inaDAyarekTa atikramaNa huA, use bhI pratikramaNa karake dho DAlanA pdd'egaa| yaha AlU kI sabjI cetana nahIM hai, lekina use lAnevAlA cetana hai| vaha cetanavAle ko sparza karatA hai| koI AlU nahIM khAtA ho aura AlU kI sabjI bhUla se parosa dI ho, to usase sAmanevAle ko duHkha hogA, lekina aisA yAda nahIM rahA, to use 'upayoga cUkA' kahA jaaegaa| aura upayoga cUke, usakA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| praznakartA : kaMTAlA AtA hai, vaha kyA kahalAtA hai? vaha pramAda kahalAtA hai? dAdAzrI : nahIM, kaMTAlA AnA to pramAda nahIM kahalAtA, aruci kahalAtI hai| jisakI z2arUrata hai, vahA~ para aruci hotI ho to usakA bhI pratikramaNa karanA par3egA! praznakartA : dAdA, kaIM doSa samajha meM kyoM nahIM Ate? dAdAzrI : lobha aura mAyA ina doSoM ko samajhane nahIM dete, lekina mAna aura krodha hoM to turaMta hI doSa dikha jAte haiN| are, dUsare loga bhI ve doSa dikhA dete haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke darzana se kapaTa kA paradA khisaka jAtA hai aura sabhI dikhatA jAtA hai| AlocanA-pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna hote haiM to usase bharI huI

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366 AptavANI-2 koThI khAlI hotI jAtI hai| viSaya yAda Ate hoM, taba AlocanA-pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna kareM, to viSaya yAda hI nahIM aaeNge| ye to pahale kA mAla hI koThI meM bharA huA hai na! vaha mAla nikale taba yAda AtA hai aura usakA AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna kareM to khAlI hotA jAtA hai aura taba phira aMta meM koThI ko khAlI hue binA cArA hI nahIM hai| praznakartA : dAdA, ghara meM taraha-taraha kA sAmAna lAne kA moha hai, sAr3iyA~ kharIdane kA moha hai, una sabake pratikramaNa kaise karane cAhie? dAdAzrI : ve to saba nokarma kahalAte haiN| yadi 'tU caMdU hai' to ve tere haiM, nahIM to ve tere nahIM haiN| yaha moha yadi mUrchA karavAe aura mUrchA utpanna ho, taba usa ghar3I pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| vaha bhI, koThI meM mAla bharA hai usake lie pratikramaNa karane par3ate haiN| koThI meM se jo-jo mAla nikale una sabhI ke AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna karane par3eMge, vaha bhI hameM nahIM karane haiM, 'caMdU' se karavAne haiN| jo khAe usakI gunahagArI, hama khAte nahIM hai yAnI hama 'zuddhAtmA' haiM, to phira pratikramaNa kisake karane haiM? jaise-jaise AtmA kA jJAtA-dRSTApana kama hotA jAtA hai, vaise-vaise zaurya kama hotA jAtA hai, lekina jaise-jaise jJAtA-dRSTApana bar3hatA jAtA hai, vaisevaise zaurya bar3hatA jAtA hai| pratikramaNa zurU hue matalaba cauthA guNasthAnaka zurU huA! jitane atikramaNa aura AkramaNa kie haiM, unakA pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna krnaa| ye sadAcAra, durAcAra, yaha koI apane hAtha kI bAta nahIM hai, vaha to kucha aura hI cIz2oM ke adhIna hai, lekina durAcAra hote samaya atikramaNa aura AkramaNa hotA hai, usakA pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna karanA caahie| AkramaNa aura atikramaNa praznakartA : AkramaNa aura atikramaNa meM kyA pharka hai? dAdAzrI : donoM meM bahuta pharka hai| atikramaNa kA doSa utanA nahIM

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AlocanA-pratikramaNa - pratyAkhyAna hai, AkramaNa kA doSa bhayaMkara hai / yaha bhItara ulTA - sulTA vicAra AtA hai vaha atikramaNa, lekina 'ise sIdhA kara dU~, merA jo honA ho vaha hogA, lekina tujhe to kara hI dU~gA,' aise sabhI bhAva, ve AkrAmaka bhAva haiN| svarUpajJAna kI prApti ke bAda AkrAmaka bhAva nahIM rahate, phira bhI atikramaNa hote haiN| jo sAmAnya honA cAhie yadi usase vizeSa ho, ati ho, to vaha atikramaNa hai| AkrAmaka bhAva gayA matalaba ki vItarAgatA meM AyA / AkrAmaka bhAva aura atikramaNa bhAva meM bahuta Dipharensa hai / svarUpajJAna milane ke bAda kisI para abhAva bhAva hotA rahe aura bhItara jhaMjhAvAta jaisA cale, usameM Akramaka bhAva nahIM hotaa| vaise abhAvabhAva AkramaNa karavAkara nahIM jAte, lekina atikramaNa karavAkara jAte haiM, isalie unake pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna bAkI rahate haiM / eka hI vyakti ke lie aise atikramaNa, aise abhAva bhAva haz2Ara - haz2Ara bAra bhI A sakate haiM aura usake lie haz2Ara-haz2Ara bAra AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna kareMge tabhI aise bhArI atikramaNa se chUTa pAte haiM / isa jJAna ke bAda apane meM kaNa mAtra bhI abhAva bhAva honA hI nahIM caahie| aba to hameM naI lar3AI nahIM karanI hai aura jo purAnI lar3AI hai usakA nikAla hI karanA hai ! sAmUhika pratikramaNa 367 praznakartA : sAmUhika (jAthu) pratikramaNa kise kahate haiM ? dAdAzrI : sAmUhika pratikramaNa kise kahate haiM? jo eka sAtha yAda Ae~ usake lie| koI eka vyakti lagAtAra bhItara yAda AtA rahe to usakA sAmUhika pratikramaNa karanA par3egA / sAmUhika matalaba niraMtara / smRti vaha rAga-dveSa kA darpaNa hai| usake lie kabhI hI pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai, lekina sAmUhika meM to jitanI bAra yAda Ae, utanI bAra pratikramaNa karanA par3atA hai| jisa vyakti ke sAtha apane se gA~TheM par3a gaI hoM aura vaha mara cukA ho to use yAda karake gutthiyA~ dho DAlanI cAhie, tAki zuddha hokara nikAla ho jAe aura gutthiyA~ sulajha jAe / AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura

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368 AptavANI-2 pratyAkhyAna karake gutthiyA~ khola denI haiN| yadi eka billI ko mAra DAleM to donoM ke AtmA meM noMdha (atyaMta rAga athavA dveSa sahita laMbe samaya taka yAda rakhanA, noTa karanA) ho jAtI hai| billI baira lie binA rahegI nahIM, isalie hameM usake AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna kara lene caahie| jJAnI ke jo-jo vAkya phiTa hote jAte haiM, ve 'anubhava jJAna' kahalAte haiM, aura ve mokSa meM le jAte haiN| taMta do prakAra ke haiM, eka chUTa jAtA hai vaisA taMta aura dUsarA jaldI se nahIM chUTa pAtA, vaha tNt| dUsarA taMta bahuta laMbe samaya taka calatA rahatA hai, usake bhI anake bAra AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna kara lene caahie| jisake lie kharAba vicAra Ae~ to hameM aisA kahanA cAhie ki, 'ye to bahuta acche vyakti haiM, bahuta acche vyakti haiN|' aisA bolane se usa vyakti para asara hotA hai| bAkI usake sAmane dekhanA mata ki ve kaise haiM, hameM to unheM acchA hI kahanA hai| eka bAra, do bAra, tIna bAra karane se vaha avazya hI badala jaaegaa| yaha saba anubhavajJAna hai, hama jisa rAste para cale haiM, usI rAste se hama Apako le jA rahe haiN| saoNrI matalaba pratikramaNa? praznakartA : thenka yU aura saoNrI zabda, ve pratikramaNa jaise haiM na? dAdAzrI : nahIM, yadi bhaiMsa khuza hokara sira hilAe to use thaiksa jaisA mAna sakate haiN| yaha bAta unake lie, phaoNrenarsa ke lie ThIka hai| lekina ye pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna kI barAbarIvAlA koI bhI zabda nahIM mila sktaa| phira bhI yaha jo saoNrI bolate haiM, vaha vyavahAra meM bolate haiN| jinakA rAta-dina AtmA meM hI upayoga rahatA hai, ve satpuruSa haiM, lekina yaha to, kisI kA tapa meM upayoga, kisI kA pratikramaNa meM upayoga rahatA hai| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'pratikramaNa to khuda kI bhASA meM karanA, ye tujhe Age kA mArga btaaeNge|' yaha to pratikramaNa kA artha kaisA karatA hai? jaise sAMtAkruz2a kA borDa lagAyA huA ho, aura usa rAste para jAnA ho, lekina yaha to vahA~ dAdara meM hI baiThakara aura 've Tu sAMtAkruz2a,

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AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna 369 ve Tu sAMtAkruz2a' aise gAtA rahatA hai, to sAMtAkruz2a jAnA to eka tarapha rahA, lekina khuda 'sAMtAkruz2a jAne kA prayatna kara rahA hai, usakA phira use kaifa car3hatA hai! anaMta janmoM se jIva pratikramaNa ko samajhA hI nahIM hai, pIche mur3akara dekhA hI nahIM aura samajhe binA mahAvIra bhagavAna ke pratikramaNa gAtA rahA hai, rivAz2a bana gayA hai! atikramaNa ke dAg2a, nikAle pratikramaNa dAdAzrI : yaha cAya kA dAg2a Apake kapar3e para gire to Apa kyA karate ho? praznakartA : turaMta hI dho detA huuN| dAdAzrI : vahA~ Apa kitane sAvadhAna rahate ho? kyoMki Apako aisA lagatA hai ki dAg2a raha jAegA, isalie turaMta hI vahA~ para dho dete ho, lekina 'bhItara' dAg2a par3a jAtA hai, usakI khabara hI nahIM! atikramaNa matabala dAga par3anA, aura pratikramaNa matalaba dAga nikaalnaa| jise dAg2a nahIM par3atA use pratikramaNa kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko pratikramaNa kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| ye sabhI loga cAya kA dAg2a par3ate hI turaMta dho Ate haiN| vahA~ to z2arA sI bhI DhIla nahIM rakhate, vahA~ para jJAnI z2arA DhIle par3a jAte haiM, lekina jJAnI bhItara ke dAg2a ke sAmane DhIle nahIM par3ate! 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko dAg2a hI nahIM paDate, kyoMki khuda gAkara gavAte haiN| jabaki dUsare to gavAte haiM lekina khuda nahIM gaate| usase dAg2a par3a jAtA hai! yaha cAya kA dAg2a par3a jAe aura yadi khuda jAnatA nahIM hai ki kisase dhulegA, to kyA hogA? dUdha meM Duboe to dUdha kA dAg2a par3egA aura phira tela meM DubAkara nikAlane jAe to dAg2a pakkA ho jAegA! bAhara ke sabhI loga abhI kaisA pratikramaNa karate haiM? dravya AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna karate haiN| bhAva AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna to koI karatA hI nahIM! hA~, cAya kA dAg2a par3atA

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370 AptavANI-2 hai, vahA~ z2arUra bhAva pratikramaNa karate haiM ! pratikramaNa to, dAg2a par3ate hI turaMta khuda dho DAle, taba kucha kiyA kahA jAegA! ye to aMdara kA dAg2a tabhI nahIM nikAla dete, usa dAg2a ko pakkA hone dete haiN| bAda meM dhone jAoge taba dAg2a kyA ApakI rAha dekhakara baiThA rahegA? nahIM, vaha dAg2a to par3a hI jAegA! kisI se U~cI AvAz2a se bole aura sAmanevAle ko duHkha ho jAe to bhItara pratikramaNa kara lenA pdd'egaa| kyoMki vaha atikramaNa huA, usa atikramaNa kA pratikramaNa karanA pdd'egaa| pratikramaNa kI yathArtha vidhi praznakartA : pratikramaNa meM kyA karanA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : mana-vacana-kAyA kA yoga, bhAvakarma, dravyakarma, nokarma, caMdUlAla aura caMdUlAla ke nAma kI sarva mAyA se bhinna aise 'zuddhAtmA' ko yAda karake kahanA ki, 'he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna! mujhase U~cI AvAz2a meM bolA gayA vaha bhUla huI, isalie usake lie mAfI mA~gatA hU~ aura aba vApasa vaha bhUla nahIM karU~gA aisA nizcaya karatA hU~, vaha bhUla vApasa nahIM karane kI zakti diijie|' zuddhAtmA ko yAda kiyA yA dAdA ko yAda kiyA aura kahA ki 'yaha bhUla ho gaI,' to vaha AlocanA hai, aura usa bhUla ko dho DAlanA, vaha pratikramaNa hai| aura vaha bhUla phira nahIM karU~gA aisA nizcaya karanA, vaha pratyAkhyAna hai! sAmanevAle ko nukasAna ho aisA kare yA phira use apane dvArA duHkha ho jAe, vaha saba atikramaNa haiM aura usakA turaMta hI AlocanA, pratikramaNa aura pratyAkhyAna karanA par3atA hai| yaha to AsAna mArga hai, cAbiyoM se turaMta hI tAle khula jAte haiM! aisA saMyoga anya kisI kAla meM nahIM milegA, yaha to akrama mArga hai! eksepzanala kesa hai ! gyArahavA~ Azcarya hai! yahA~ kAma nikAla lenaa| aise pratikramaNa se lAipha bhI suMdara guz2aratI hai aura mokSa meM jAte haiM! bhagavAna mahAvIra ne aisA kahA hai ki, 'Apa agara bahuta bar3e vyApArI

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AlocanA-pratikramaNa-pratyAkhyAna 371 ho to dina meM hue atikramaNa ke rAta ko pratikramaNa krnaa|' ise 'rAyazI' kahA hai aura 'rAta ke atikramaNoM kA pratikramaNa dina meM krnaa|' use 'devazI' kahA hai| yaha akrama mArga hai isalie jJAna hone ke bAda pratikramaNa karane par3ate haiM, nahIM to jJAna hone ke bAda meM phira pratikramaNa nahIM karane hote, yaha svarUpa kA jJAna prApta kiyA, lekina bhItara mAla sTaoNka meM hai isalie atikramaNa hote haiM aura unakA pratikramaNa kara lenA par3atA hai| ye pratikramaNa hameM, 'zuddhAtmA' ko, nahIM karane haiN| ye to ina mana-vacana-kAyA se karavAne haiN| 'maiM karatA hU~' aisA bhAva nikala gayA isalie svarUpa se zuddha hai, isIlie khuda ko pratikramaNa nahIM karane hote| 'zuddhAtmA' khuda yadi pratikramaNa karegA, taba to poijana ho jaaegaa| 'khuda' 'zuddhAtmA' pratikramaNa nahIM karatA, lekina mana-vacana-kAyA se karavAtA hai| yaha to akrama mArga hai isalie pahale svarUpajJAna meM baiThakara phira karjA pUrA karanA hai| akrama mArga meM to pahale duHkha aura jalana baMda karake phira karjA cukAnA hai, jabaki kramika mArga meM to karjA cukAte-cukAte jJAna meM Ate haiN|

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yogezvara zrI kRSNa praznakartA : svadharma yAnI kyA hai? apane vaiSNavoM meM kahate haiM na ki svadharma meM raho aura paradharma meM mata jAnA! dAdAzrI : apane loga svadharma zabda ko samajhe hI nahIM! vaiSNava dharma vaha svadharma hai aura zaiva yA jaina yA anya koI dharma, ve paradharma haiM, aisA samajha baiThe haiN| kRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'paradharma bhayAvaha,' isase loga aisA samajhe ki vaiSNava dharma ke alAvA anya kisI bhI dharma kA pAlana kareMge to bhaya hai| isa taraha hara eka dharmavAle aisA hI kahate haiM ki paradharma yAnI ki dUsare dharma meM bhaya hai, lekina koI svadharma yA paradharma ko samajhA hI nhiiN| paradharma matalaba deha kA dharma aura svadharma matalaba AtmA kA svayaM kA dharma / isa deha ko nahalAte ho, dhulAte ho, ekAdazI karavAte ho, ve sabhI dehadharma haiM, paradharma haiM, isameM AtmA kA eka bhI dharma nahIM hai, svadharma nahIM hai| yaha AtmA hI apanA svarUpa hai| kRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'svarUpa ke dharma kA pAlana karanA, vaha svadharma hai| aura ye ekAdazI karate haiM yA anya kucha karate haiM, vaha to parAyA dharma hai, usameM svarUpa nahIM hai|' 'khuda kA AtmA hI kRSNa hai' aisA samajha meM Ae, usakI pahacAna ho jAe, tabhI svadharma kA pAlana kiyA jA sakatA hai| jise aMdaravAle kRSNa kI pahacAna ho gaI, vahI saccA vaiSNava kahalAtA hai| Aja to koI bhI saccA vaiSNava nahIM bana pAyA hai! 'vaiSNava jana to tene re kahIe...' usa paribhASA ke anusAra bhI, eka bhI vaiSNava nahIM huA hai! / loga aisA kahate haiM ki, 'hama kRSNa bhagavAna ke dharma kA pAlana karate haiM, lekina kRSNa bhagavAna mujhe roz2a kahate haiM ki, 'inameM se eka bhI vyakti

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yogezvara zrI kRSNa 373 merA saccA bhakta nahIM hai| maiM jo kahatA hU~, merI usa AjJA kA eka dina, are eka ghaMTA bhI pAlana nahIM krte|' zrI kRSNa kI AjJA kRSNa bhagavAna kahate haiM : 'jIva tuM zIda ne zocanA kare, kRSNa ne karavaM hoya te kre|' jabaki ye vaiSNava kyA kahate haiM? vaiSNava kahate haiM ki, 'kRSNa bhagavAna to aisA kahate haiM, lekina ciMtA kie bagaira thor3e hI apanA kAma calegA? ciMtA to karanI hI par3egI na?' lo, ye bar3e calAnevAle nikala par3e haiM! kRSNa to kitanA kucha kaha gae haiM ki, 'prApta ko bhoga, aprApta kI ciMtA mata krnaa|' abhI yaha bhojana kI thAlI sAmane AI hai, vaha prApta saMyoga hai, taba use bhogane ke bajAya seTha gae hote haiM kArakhAne meM aura yahA~ para mAtra zarIra hI bhojana kara rahA hotA hai! aba kRSNa bhI isakA kyA kareM? kRSNa kahate haiM ki, 'eka tarapha mujhe jhUle meM baiThAte haiM aura dUsarI tarapha merI jIbha para paira rakhate haiM ye sabhI loga! mere eka bhI zabda kA pAlana nahIM krte|' Apako kyA lagatA hai? merI bAta ThIka hai na? Apa hI kaho ki ciMtA karate ho yA nahIM karate? praznakartA : ciMtA to rAta-dina karate haiM, lekina hameM ciMtA nahIM karanI hai phira bhI ho jAtI hai, to phira kyA upAya karanA cAhie? dAdAzrI : isameM kRSNa kI AjJA kA ullaMghana hotA hai, lekina sAtha-sAtha isakA ilAja bhI hai| Apako roz2a subaha pA~ca bAra kRSNa bhagavAna kI phoTo ke sAmane donoM hAtha jor3akara kahanA cAhie ki, 'he bhagavAna, Apane kahA hai ki tU eka bhI ciMtA mata krnaa| kyoMki karanA-karavAnA saba Apake hAtha meM hai, phira bhI mujhase ciMtA ho jAtI hai to kyA karU~? merI to dRr3ha icchA hai ki eka bhI ciMtA nahIM kruuN| isalie he bhagavAna aisI kucha kRpA kIjie, aisI zakti dIjie ki phira se ciMtA nahIM ho|' isake bAvajUda yadi phira se ciMtA ho to phira se bhagavAna se aise vinatI krnaa| aise karate hI jAo, phira koI bhI ciMtA nahIM hogI, aise hama logoM

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374 AptavANI-2 ne kRSNa bhagavAna se tAra jor3A! aura jAo, 'hameM' yAda karake, hamArA nAma lekara kRSNa bhagavAna se roz2a subaha pA~ca bAra aise kahanA, phira yadi ciMtA ho to hamAre pAsa aanaa| yadi apanI nIyata sApha hogI, kRSNa ke sacce bhakta haiM to phira kisalie ciMtA hogI? kRSNa se hameM sApha-sApha kahane meM kyA parezAnI hai? saccI bhAvanAvAlA to bhagavAna ko bhI gAliyA~ de sakatA hai| bhagavAna ko kauna gAlI de sakatA hai? jo saccA puruSa ho vahI bhagavAna ko gAlI de sakatA hai| isameM kahA~ Darane kI bAta hai? bhagavAna se kaha sakate haiM ki, 'hameM ciMtA nahIM karanI hai, hamArI marjI bilkula ApakI AjJA meM hI rahane kI hai| phira bhI ciMtA ho jAtI hai to hama kyA kareM? hama to ApakI zaraNa meM rahate haiM aura Apako DA~TeMge bhI shii|' aisA hamane eka vyakti ko sikhAyA thA, vaha bhAI to pakke nikle| ATha dinoM taka roz2a aisA kiyA aura nauMve dina Akara kahane lage ki, 'dAdA, mujha para bhagavAna prasanna ho gae, mujhe eka bhI ciMtA nahIM huii|' 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke vacana meM vacanabala hotA hai| usakA yadi pAlana karegA, taba to usakA kAma hI ho jaaegaa| eka bahana auraMgAbAda meM AI thI, unhoMne hamAre darzana kie, do minaTa 'zrI kRSNa zaraNaM mama' bolIM aura turaMta hI unheM sAkSAt kRSNa bhagavAna ke darzana hue! kRSNa ko gopIbhAva se bhajanA, lekina gopIbhAva rahegA kaise? kRSNa ko pahacAne binA gopI bhI kaise banA jAe aura bhAva bhI kaise Ae? kRSNa bhagavAna ke do svarUpa haiM - eka bAla svarUpa aura dUsarA yogezvara svruup| yogezvara kRSNa ko koI pahacAnatA hI nahIM, isalie loga bAlakRSNa kI bhakti meM par3a ge| usameM prasAda, khilaune, jhUlA vagairaha hotA hai, lekina kyA usase kucha ho pAegA? puSTidharma, vaha bAlamaMdira kahalAtA hai, yaha to bAlakRSNa kA dharma hai, kharA dharma to yogezvara kRSNa kA hai| bAlakRSNa dharma vaha to bAlamaMdira hai, usameM jahA~ taka sleTa kI laMbAI pahu~ce, vahA~ taka eka se dasa taka likhanA hai| dharma to yogezvara kRSNavAlA honA caahie| yogezvara kRSNavAlA dharma, vaha jJAnamaMdira kahalAtA hai| mokSa ke lie yogezvara ko bhajo aura saMsAra meM rahanA ho to bAlakRSNa ko bhjo| kRSNa to nara

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yogezvara zrI kRSNa 375 meM se nArAyaNa bane the, jJAnI the| aba maMdira meM bhagavAna rahe hI kahA~ haiM? dasa haz2Ara sAla pahale eka pustaka meM likhA gayA thA ki kaliyuga meM bhagavAna paidA hoMge, ve anaMta prakAra kI anaMta kalAoMvAle hoMge! varnA kaliyuga ke manuSya sIdhe nahIM hoNge| isalie bhagavAna khuda Ae haiN| yahA~ to jaina, vaiSNava, muslima, krAisTa, sabhI dharmoM kA saMgama hai| 'hama' saMgamezvara bhagavAna haiN| kRSNavAle ko kRSNa milate haiM aura khudAvAle ko khudA milate haiM, kitane hI hamAre pAsa kRSNa bhagavAna ke darzana karake gae haiN| yahA~ para niSpakSapAtI dharma hai| yaha to kaisA hai ki eka gaDDhA khodatA hai aura dUsare ko bharatA hai| eka janma meM hindU ke vahA~ janma letA hai, taba masjida tor3atA hai aura jaba vApasa musalamAna meM jAtA hai taba maMdira tor3atA hai| isa prakAra hara eka janma meM tor3aphor3a hI karatA hai| vaiSNava ke vahA~ janma letA hai taba jainoM kI niMdA karatA hai aura jaina meM janma letA hai taba vaiSNavoM kI niMdA karatA hai| tIrthaMkara, rAma, kRSNa, sahajAnaMda, krAisTa, paigaMbara aura jarathuSTa jo-jo ho cuke haiM una sabhI ko, loga jinheM pUjate haiM unheM, sabhI ko vyavahAra se mAnya karanA par3egA aura yadi pahacAna ho jAe to 'eka haiM' aura pahacAna nahIM ho pAe to 'aneka' haiN| hamAre pAsa to sabhI dharmoM kA saMgama hai| hamAre aura anya kisI bhI bhagavAna ke bIca bheda nahIM hai| lAkha jJAniyoM kA eka mata aura eka ajJAnI ke lAkha mata hote haiN| pA~ca haz2Ara sAla pahale kAliyA nAga kI bAta rUpaka meM rakhI thI, usa kAliyA nAga ko vaza meM karanevAle, ve kRSNa nahIM the| yaha tU cir3hatA hai, gussA hotA hai, vahI nAga hai| kAliyA nAga meM to madArI kA kAma thA, usameM kRSNa bhagavAna kA kyA kAma thA? aura kRSNa bhagavAna ko nAga ko vaza meM karane kI kyA z2arUrata A paDI thI? kyA unheM madArI nahIM mila rahe the? lekina bAta ko koI samajhatA hI nahIM aura vaha rUpaka abhI taka cala rahA hai| jahA~ kAliyAdamana huA, vahA~ para kRSNa haiM / isa kAliyAdamana meM nAga matalaba krodha, to jaba krodha ko vaza kara le, taba kRSNa banA jA sakatA hai| jo karmoM ko kRSa kare, vahI kRSNa !

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376 AptavANI-2 eka vyakti mujhe kahatA hai ki, 'kRSNa bhagavAna to mA~ ke peTa se nahIM janme the na?' maiMne usase kahA, 'to kyA kRSNa Upara AkAza meM se Tapake the? ina sabhI dehadhAriyoM ko mA~ ke peTa se janma lenA hI par3atA hai| kRSNa to devakI jI ke peTa se janme the|' kRSNa bhagavAna ne niyANAM (apanA sArA puNya lagAkara kisI eka cIz2a kI kAmanA karanA) kiyA thaa| niyANAM matalaba kyA? apanI cIz2a ke badale meM kisI aura cIz2a kI icchA karanA, cIz2a ke sAmane cIz2a kI icchA krnaa| khuda ke puNyoM kI sArI hI jamApU~jI kisI eka cIz2a prApta karane meM kharca kara denA, use niyANAM kahate haiN| kRSNa bhagavAna pichale janma meM vaNika the, taba unheM jahA~-tahA~ se tiraskAra hI milA thA, phira sAdhu bane the| unhoMne tapa-tyAga kA z2abaradasta AcAra liyA, usake badale meM kyA nizcita kiyA? mokSa kI icchA yA dUsarI icchA? unakI aisI icchA thI ki pUrA jagat mujhe pUje / to unakA puNya isa pUje jAne ke niyANe meM kharca ho gayA, to Aja unake niyANe ke pA~ca hajAra sAla pUre ho rahe haiN| puSTimArga kyA hai? vallabhAcArya ne puSTimArga nikaalaa| pA~ca sau sAloM pahale jaba musalamAnoM kA bahuta kahara thA, apane yahA~ kI striyA~ maMdira meM yA bAhara kahIM bhI nahIM nikala sakatI thIM, hindU dharma khatma hone kI kagAra para A gayA thA, taba vallabhAcArya ne kAla ke anurUpa dharma ko puSTi dI, to ghara baiThe bhakti kI jA sake aisA mArga diyA, lekina vaha dharma to usa kAla ke lie hI thA isalae pA~ca sau sAla taka hI rahegA ve khuda hI aisA kahakara gae, aura Aja ve pUre ho rahe haiN| aba Atmadharma prakAza meM aaegaa| kavirAja ne gAyA hai ki, 'muralInA paDaghe jhUmI jamunA bolI, zrI kRSNanA prakAzaka AvI gayA ch|' kRSNa to g2az2aba ke puruSa ho cuke haiM, vAsudeva the aura agalI caubIsI meM tIrthaMkara bneNge| kRSNa to naiSThika brahmacArI the|

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yogezvara zrI kRSNa 377 praznakartA : naiSThika brahmacArI matalaba kyA? dAdAzrI : jinake bhAva meM niraMtara brahmacarya kI hI niSThA hai, ve naiSThika brahmacArI kahalAte haiM ! DiscArja ho rahA abrahmacarya hai aura cArja ho rahA hai akhaMDa brahmacarya! kRSNa bhagavAna kI solaha sau rAniyA~ thIM, phira bhI ve naiSThika brahmacArI the| aisA kaise haiM, vaha Apako samajhAtA huuN| eka vyakti corI karatA hai, lekina aMdara usake bhAva meM niraMtara aisA rahA karatA hai ki, 'corI nahIM karanI hai, to vaha naiSThika acaurya kahalAtA hai| 'kyA cArja ho rahA hai?' vahI usakA hisAba hai! eka vyakti dAna detA hai aura mana meM rahatA hai ki, 'kaise ina logoM se chIna lU~,' to vaha dAna nahIM mAnA jaaegaa| ina indriyoM se jo pratyakSa dikhatA hai, nayA bA~dhane ke lie use nahIM mAnA jAtA, lekina aMdara nayA hisAba kyA bA~dha rahA hai, jo cArja ho rahA hai, vaha mAnA jAtA hai! praznakartA : to phira kRSNa bhagavAna ko cAritravAna kyoM kahA hai? dAdAzrI : ve naiSThika brahmacArI the| balki, unake cAritra ko duScAritra kahane se niMdA huI hai| kRSNa to vAsudeva the| vAsudeva matalaba kyA? ki jo sabhI cIz2oM ke bhoktA, lekina mokSa ke adhikArI hote haiM, g2az2aba ke puruSa hote haiM! saccA brahmasaMbaMdha praznakartA : yaha jo brahmasaMbaMdha karavAte haiM vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : jaba brahmarasa TapakatA hai, taba laganI lagatI hai aura taba brahmasaMbaMdha jur3atA hai| khuda kA svarUpa samajha meM Ae usI ko kharA brahmasaMbaMdha huA kahate haiN| eka kSaNa bhI svarUpa bhUleM nahIM, vahI brahmasaMbaMdha hai, usake bAda eka bhI ciMtA nahIM hotii| hama yaha 'svarUpa kA jJAna' dete haiM, taba phira Apako niraMtara zuddhAtmA kA lakSya rahatA hai| use, Apane kharA brahmasaMbaMdha prApta kiyA, kahA jAegA! bAkI, kaMThI to sAmAnya maryAdA kahalAtI hai| Aja kharA brahmasaMbaMdha to eka bhI mArga meM rahA hI nahIM hai| are, jinake khuda ke hI brahmasaMbaMdha kA ThikAnA nahIM ho ve dUsaroM kA brahmasaMbaMdha kisa

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378 AptavANI-2 taraha karavA sakate haiM? vallabhAcArya ne to vedAMta mArga ko suMdara puSTi dI thii| vallabhAcArya ke samaya meM kaise AcAra the? ki loga mahArAja ke darzana karate aura mahArAja logoM ke zuddhAtmA ke darzana krte| yaha to kAla kI vicitratA ke kAraNa sabakucha badala gayA hai| ye jo mahArAja sAhaba ke loga darzana karate haiM aura usake sAmane mahArAja yadi logoM ke AtmA ke darzana nahIM kareMge to mahArAja khuda luTa jAe~ge! aba yaha bAta kise samajha meM Ae? aba kAla pUrA hone AyA hai, aba sabhI rileTiva dharma TaoNpa para aaeNge| hama sabhI apaseTa ho cuke rileTiva dharmoM ko phira se apaseTa kara deMge, usase kyA hogA? seTaapa ho jAegA! kRSNa kA sAkSAtkAra praznakartA : mIrA ko, narasiMha ko, kRSNa kA sAkSAtkAra kisa taraha huA thA? dAdAzrI : jo mIrA ko aura narasiMha ko dikhAI die ve kRSNa nahIM the, use dekhanevAlA kRSNa hai! jo kahatA hai ki, 'kRSNa bhItara dikhAI dete haiM, vaha to dRzya hai, use dekhanevAlA dRSTA, vahI saccA kRSNa hai aura usa sacce kRSNa ke sAkSAtkAra to sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI karavA sakate haiN| usa samaya 'jJAnIpuruSa' nahIM the isalie aisA nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki unheM saccA sAkSAtkAra huA thA, lekina narasiMha, mIrA, kabIra, akhA, jJAnadeva, tukArAma vagairaha sabhI bhakta abhI yahIM para haiM, koI bhI mokSa meM nahIM gayA hai, isa kAla meM hamase svarUpa kA jJAna le gae haiM! jaba taka tU bhakta hai taba taka bhagavAna tujhase alaga haiN| jaba bhakta aura bhagavAna eka ho jAte haiM, taba kAma pUrNa hotA hai| kRSNa ko to koI pahacAna hI nahIM skaa| kRSNa ko kisIne baMsarIvAlA to kisIne gopiyoMvAlA vagairaha-vagairaha bnaayaa| koI bhI tasavIreM bece aura hama kharIda lete haiM phira unakI ArAdhanA karate haiM, yaha saba vyApAra hai ! kRSNa vaise nahIM haiN| Apa jaisI kalpanA karate ho, ve vaise nahIM haiN| yaha to, loga bAlakRSNa kI bhajanA karate haiN| koI jJAna meM bUr3he ho cuke, jJAnavRddha ho cuke yogezvara

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yogezvara zrI kRSNa 379 kRSNa ko nahIM bhajate / bAlakRSNa ko loga jhUle meM baiThAte haiN| kRSNa kahate haiM, 'loga ulTe haiM, hara sAla loga mere janmadina para bhUkhe rahate haiM aura dUsare dina mAlamalIdA khAte haiN| aise mere khuda ke hI bhakta mere virodhI bana gae haiN| mujhe muralIvAlA banAte haiM, kapaTI kahate haiM, lIlA karate haiM, aisA kahate haiN| merA jitanA ulTA ho sake, utanA ulTA karate rahate haiN|' mUrta ke darzana karane se mUrta banA jAtA hai aura amUrta ko bhajane se amUrta banA jAtA hai, usase mokSa milatA hai| svarUpa meM ramaNatA vaha cAritra hai| zuddha dazA se abhedatA lagatI hai| Atmavat sarvabhUteSu lagatA hai, vaha nirA zuddha hai| jJAnadarzana-cAritra aura sukha utpanna huA, vahI jyota hai| yaha dIyA vaha nahIM hai| jJAtA-dRSTA vahI kRssnn| dRzya, vaha kRSNa nahIM hai| ___ maryAdA aura pUrNa puruSottama praznakartA : rAma maryAdA puruSottama aura kRSNa ko pUrNa puruSottama kahA hai| vaha ThIka hai? dAdAzrI : asala meM kRSNa ko pUrNa puruSottama nahIM kaha sakate, rAma ko hI pUrNa puruSottama kaha sakate haiM, kyoMki rAma mokSa meM jA cuke haiM, rAma paramAtmA ho cuke haiN| kRSNa ko paramAtmA nahIM kaha sakate, bhagavAna kaha sakate haiN| abhI taka ve mokSa meM nahIM gae haiM, AnevAlI caubIsI meM tIrthaMkara banakara mokSa meM jAnevAle haiN| yaha to, kRSNa ko pUrNa puruSottama kisalie kahA hai? prakaTa kA mahAtmya gAne ke lie| jo mokSa meM jA cuke haiM, ve kucha nahIM kara sakate hamAre lie| abhI taka jo hAz2ira haiM brahmAMDa meM, unase kabhI mela ho jAegA to ve kAma nikAla deNge| devakI, balarAma aura kRSNa tInoM eka hI kuTuMba ke, tIrthaMkara bananevAle haiN| unake cAcA ke beTe neminAtha bhagavAna bAisaveM tIrthaMkara ho cuke haiN| pUrA kuTuMba hI sA~valA thA unakA! lekina g2az2aba ke puruSa paidA hue usameM! gItA kA rahasya, yahA~ do hI zabdoM meM praznakartA : kRSNa bhagavAna ne arjuna ko kisalie mahAbhArata kA yuddha lar3ane ko kahA thA?

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380 AptavANI-2 dAdAzrI : bhagavAna ko usa samaya aisA bolane kA nimitta thaa| arjuna ko moha utpanna huA thA, kSatriya dharma hone ke bAvajUda vaha mUrchita ho cukA thaa| isalie mUrchA nikAlane ke lie kRSNa bhagavAna ne arjuna ko sAvadhAna kiyA aura kahA, 'terI mUrchA utAra, tU tere dharma meM A jaa| karma kA kartA yA akartA tU mata bnnaa|' kRSNa 'vyavasthita' jAnate the aura 'vyavasthita' ke niyama meM jitanA thA utanA hI kRSNa bole haiM, lekina logoM kI samajha meM nahIM AtA aura kahate haiM ki bhagavAna jJAnI hokara aisA kyoM bole ki, 'ina saba ko mAra DAla?' yaha to kRSNa kA oNna da momenTa kA upadeza thA, koI hamezA ke lie yaha upadeza nahIM diyA ki, 'mAranA hii|' arjuna ko sabhI riztedAroM ko dekhakara moha utpanna ho gayA thaa| bhagavAna jAnate the ki thor3I dera ke bAda moha utara jAegA, isalie kRSNa bhagavAna ne naimittika rUpa se bAta kI thii| unhoMne arjuna se kahA, 'tU kSatriya hai aura tere paramANu lar3e binA raheMge hI nahIM, hameM jJAna meM yaha dikha rahA hai ki terA vyavasthita aisA hai| isalie tU jhUThA moha mata krnaa| mArane ke lie moha ke binA kArya kara, jhUThA ahaMkAra mata krnaa|' zrI kRSNa ne neminAtha bhagavAna se divyacakSu prApta kie the, usake bAda unhoMne yaha gItA kA upadeza diyA thaa| gItA meM to kRSNa bhagavAna do hI zabda kahanA cAhate haiN| ve do zabda logoM kI samajha meM A sakeM, aisA nahIM hai| isalie gItA kA itanA bar3A svarUpa diyA aura usa svarUpa ko samajhane ke lie logoM ne phira se vivecana likhe haiN| kRSNa bhagavAna ne khuda ne kahA hai ki, 'maiM jo gItA meM kahanA cAhatA hU~ usakA sthUla artha eka haz2Ara meM se eka vyakti samajha skegaa| aise eka haz2Ara sthUla artha samajhanevAle vyaktiyoM meM se eka vyakti gItA kA sUkSma artha samajha skegaa| aise eka haz2Ara sUkSma artha samajhanevAloM meM se eka vyakti sUkSmatara artha ko samajha skegaa| aise eka haz2Ara sUkSmatara artha ko samajhanevAloM meM se eka vyakti gItA kA sUkSmatama artha arthAt merA Azaya samajha sakegA!' kRSNa bhagavAna kyA kahanA cAhate the ki 'vahI eka' use samajha skegaa| aba isa sAr3he tIna araba kI bastI meM kRSNa

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yogezvara zrI kRSNa 381 bhagavAna ko samajhane meM kisakA naMbara lagegA? kRSNa bhagavAna jo kahanA cAhate the ve do hI zabdoM meM kahanA cAhate the, use to, jo khuda kRSNa bana cukA ho, vahI samajha sakatA hai aura kaha sakatA hai, anya kisI kA kAma nahIM hai| Aja 'hama' khuda, kRSNa Ae haiM, tujhe terA jo kAma nikAlanA ho vaha nikAla le| kRSNa kyA kahanA cAhate haiM? vyakti mara jAe taba kahate haiM na ki, 'aMdara se cale ge|' vaha kyA hai? vaha 'mAla' hai aura yahA~ par3A raha jAtA hai, vaha 'paikiMga' hai| ina carmacakSuoM se dikhatA hai vaha paikiMga hai aura aMdara 'mAla' hai, maTIriyala hai| deyara Ara verAiTIz2a oNpha paikiNgs| koI Ama kA paikiMga, koI gadhe kA paikiMga, to koI manuSya kA paikiMga yA strI kA paikiMga hai lekina aMdara mAla zuddha hai, eka sarIkhA hai sabhI meN| paikiMga to bhale hI kaisA bhI ho, sar3A huA bhI ho, lekina vyApArI paikiMga kI jA~ca nahIM karatA, aMdara 'mAla' ThIka hai yA nahIM, utanA dekha letA hai| usI taraha hameM bhI aMdara ke mAla ke darzana kara lene haiN| kRSNa bhagavAna kahate haiM, "aMdara jo 'mAla' hai vahI maiM khuda hU~, ve hI kRSNa haiM, unheM pahacAna to niber3A AegA terA, bAkI lAkha janma bhI tU gItA ke zloka gAegA to bhI terA niber3A nahIM AegA!" paikiMga aura mAla ina do zabdoM meM, kRSNa bhagavAna jo kucha kahanA cAhate the vaha hai aura ye buddhizAlI loga gItA kA artha karane jAte haiM, usakI pustakeM nikAlate haiM ! mUlataH to ina logoM ko artha karanA hI nahIM AtA aura bar3e-bar3e vivecana, TIkAe~ likhakara arka nikAlane gae haiM, lekina ye to khuda ke svacchaMda se apanA nAma phailAne ke lie hI karate haiM! bAkI to, do hI zabdoM meM kRSNa bhagavAna kA 'aMtaraAzaya' samA jAtA hai| beTA yadi haoNsTala meM par3ha rahA ho taba phAdara use kar3e zabdoM meM patra likhate haiM, 'tU par3hatA nahIM hai aura mere paise bigAr3a rahA hai, sinemA-nATaka dekhatA rahatA hai, kucha bhI nahIM karatA hai|' taba beTA kyA karatA hai ki bApa kA patra khuda ke phrenDa ko dikhAtA hai aura kahatA hai ki, 'dekha na, mere phAdara kaise haiM? jaMgalI haiM, lobhI haiM aura krodhI haiM, kaMjUsa haiN|' lar3akA aisA kyoM kahatA hai? kyoMki use phAdara kI bAta samajha meM nahIM AtI,

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382 AptavANI-2 vaha phAdara kA aMtaraAzaya nahIM samajha sakatA hai| phAdara aura beTe meM mAtra paccIsa hI sAloM kA Dipharansa hai, phira bhI bApa kA aMtaraAzaya beTA nahIM samajha pAtA, to phira kRSNa bhagavAna ko gae to pA~ca haz2Ara sAla ho gae, to pA~ca haz2Ara sAla ke Dipharensa meM kRSNa bhagavAna kA aMtaraAzaya kauna samajha sakegA? unakA aMtaraAzaya kauna batA sakegA? vaha to jo 'khuda' kRSNa bhagavAna haiM, ve hI batA sakate haiM! mahAvIra ke aMtaraAzaya kI bAta kauna batA sakatA hai? vaha to jo khuda mahAvIra haiM, ve hI batA sakate haiN| mahAvIra kA bhI 2500 sAla kA Dipharensa ho cukA hai| pahale ke jamAne meM to paccIsa sAla ke Dipharensa meM bApa kA aMtaraAzaya beTA samajha jAtA thA, jabaki Aja to paccIsa sAla ke aMtara meM aMtaraAzaya samajhane kI zakti nahIM rahI hai, to phira kRSNa kI bAta kisa taraha samajha meM AegI? abhI gItA ke bAre meM bahuta kucha likhA jA rahA hai, lekina likhanevAlA usameM se eka bAla barAbara bhI nahIM smjhtaa| yaha to aisA hai ki aMdhe ko milA aMdhA, bore meM milA tila se tila, na rahA tila na hI rahI ghANI! usake jaisA hai| hA~, vaha galata nahIM hai, karekTa hai, lekina vaha bAta pharsTa sTenDarDa ke mAsTara jaisI hai aura vaha ThIka hai| yahA~ hamAre pAsa kaisI bAta hotI hai? kaoNleja ke aMtima sAla kI bAta hai| jaise usameM pharsTa sTenDarDa kI bAta hotI hai, vaise hI isameM gItA ke vivecana kI bAta hotI hai| sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa hI sarva zAstroM kI yathArtha bAta mila sakatI haiN| arjuna ko virATa darzana praznakartA : kRSNa bhagavAna ne arjuna ko vizvadarzana karavAyA thA, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha vizvadarzana, vaha AtmajJAna nahIM hai| ye kitane sAre janma lete haiM aura mara jAte haiM, phira janmate haiM, aise kAlacakra meM sabhI khapate rahate haiM, isalie koI mAranevAlA nahIM hai, koI jilAnevAlA nahIM hai, isalie he arjuna, tujhe jo moha hai, mAra dene kA-vaha galata hai, use chor3a de| kRSNa ne

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yogezvara zrI kRSNa 383 arjuna ko bhayAnaka raudra rUpa dikhAyA thA, sabhI ko mRta dikhAyA thaa| vaha virATa svarUpa arjuna ko btaayaa| eka bAra to arjuna ghabarA gyaa| phira use samajha meM A gayA, isalie vaha lar3ane ke lie taiyAra ho gyaa| phira unhoMne use saumya rUpa btaayaa| isa taraha kRSNa ko jo dikhAI diyA thA, vahI unhoMne arjuna ko btaayaa| usa virATa svarUpa ko hama 'vyavasthita' kahate haiN| jeba kaTI to bhI 'vyavasthita,' isalie phira usase kucha nahIM hotA, Age kI vAsanAe~ khar3I nahIM hotI, moha khar3e nahIM hote| bhItara preraNA huI to calane lgnaa| yaha to sArI mazInarI kahalAtI haiM, 'vyavasthita' ke calAne se calatI haiN| sudarzana cakra praznakartA : kRSNa kA sudarzana cakra, vaha kyA thA? dAdAzrI : vaha to nemInAtha bhagavAna ne unheM samyak darzana diyA thA, vaha ! sudarzana matalaba samyak darzana, usake logoM ne cakra citrita kara die! ve loga aisA samajhe ki cakra logoM ko kATa DAlatA hai! eka mahArAja ne mujhase pUchA ki, 'maiMne sunA hai ki Apa eka ghaMTe meM divyacakSu dete haiM, ve kaise hote haiM?' maiMne kahA, 'gAr3I ke pahiye jitane!' aba unheM to kyA kaheM? kRSNa bhagavAna ne arjuna ko gItA kA upadeza dete samaya jo divyacakSu pA~ca minaTa ke lie die the, vahI divyacakSu hama Apako eka ghaMTe meM hI paramAnenTa de dete haiM, usase Apako 'Atmavat sarvabhUteSu' dikhatA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' Apake anaMtakAla ke pApoM kA poTalA banAkara bhasmIbhUta kara dete haiM,' aisA kRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA hai| sirpha pApa jalA dete haiM itanA hI nahIM, lekina sAtha hI sAtha unheM divyacakSu dete haiM aura svarUpa kA lakSya karavA dete haiM ! isa akrama mArga ke 'jJAnIpuruSa' 'na bhUto na bhaviSyati' aise pratyakSa haiM, ve haiM taba taka kAma nikAla lo! veda, tIna guNoM meM hI haiM kRSNa bhagavAna ne gItA meM kahA hai ki, 'veda tIna guNoM se bAhara nahIM

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AptavANI-2 haiM, veda tIna guNoM ko hI prakAzita karate haiM / ' kRSNa bhagavAna ne 'nemInAtha' se milane ke bAda gItA kahI thI, usase pahale ve vedAMtI the| unhoMne gItA meM kahA, 'traiguNya viSayo vedo nistraya guNyo bhavArjuna, ' yaha g2az2aba kA vAkya kRSNa ne kaha diyA hai! 'AtmA jAnane ke lie vedAMta se pare jAnA, kaha diyA hai! unhoMne aisA kahA ki, 'he arjuna! AtmA jAnane ke lie tU triguNAtmaka se pare ho / ' triguNAtmaka kauna-kauna se ? satva, raja aura tama / veda inhIM tIna guNavAle haiM, isalie tU unase pare ho jAegA tabhI terA kAma hogaa| aura phira ye tIna guNa dvaMdva haiM, isalie tU triguNAtmaka se pare ho jA aura AtmA ko samajha ! AtmA jAnane ke lie kRSNa ne vedAMta se bAhara jAne ko kahA hai, lekina loga samajhate nahIM hai / cAroM hI veda pUre hone ke bAda veda iTaselpha kyA kahate haiM? disa iz2a noTa deTa, disa iz2a noTa deTa, tU jisa AtmA ko DhU~Dha rahA hai vaha isameM nahIM hai / 'na iti, na iti,' isalie tujhe yadi AtmA jAnanA ho to go Tu jJAnI / 384 kRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'yaha jagat bhagavAna ne nahIM banAyA hai, lekina svabhAvika rUpa se bana gayA hai ! ' saccA sanyAsa aura niSkAma karma kRSNa bhagavAna ne mokSa ke do rAste batAe, eka sanyAsa aura dUsarA niSkAma yoga / sanyAsa zabda bahuta U~cA hai / lekina koI use samajhatA nahIM hai| loga to jo bhI bhagavA vastra pahanate haiM, unheM sanyAsI kahane lage ! sanyAsa matalaba nyAsa lenA, mana-vacana-kAyA meM se, saba tarapha se AtmA khIMcakara AtmA meM rakha de, use sanyAsa kahate haiM / jaba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' AtmA kA jJAna nahIM dete, taba taka sanyAsI bana hI nahIM sktaa| jo kheta meM gayA hai, vaha ghara para nahIM ho sakatA aura ghara meM hai, vaha kheta meM nahIM ho sktaa| usI prakAra jo dharma sanyAsI hai, vaha niraMtara AtmA meM hI rahatA hai| niSkAma yoga to loga kahate haiM ki, 'kAma kara, lekina phala kI AzA mata rkhnaa|' are, phala kI AzA rakhe bagaira to ghara se bAhara jIvajaMtu

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yogezvara zrI kRSNa 385 bhI nahIM jAte, phala kI AzA rakhe bagaira koI kAma hI nahIM krtaa| cappala kI AzA rakhe bagaira mocI ke vahA~ kauna jAtA hai? phala kI AzA ke bagaira to koI kAma karatA hI nhiiN| yadi patA cale ki, 'Aja bAz2Ara meM sabjI nahIM milegI,' to koI sabjI lene jAegA hI nhiiN| phira bhI aisA kahanA par3atA hai ki, 'phala kI AzA rakhe bagaira tU kAma kr|' isase kyA hotA hai ki kAma karate samaya yaha vAkya cubhatA hai ki, 'bhagavAna ne to phala kI AzA rakhe bagaira kAma karane ko kahA hai|' isase usakA phala acchA AtA hai| yadi phala kI AzA rakhe binA kAma kare to loga pragati kareMge, lekina kRSNa bhagavAna jo kahate haiM, use loga samajhe nahIM haiN| bhagavAna ne to kyA kahA hai ki, 'yadi tU sabjI lene jAe to sabjI kI AzA rakhanA, lekina yadi sabjI lene ke bAda kar3avI nikale to jo bhI le liyA gayA, vahI phala hai| usameM phala kI AzA mata rakhanA, arthAt rAga-dveSa mata krnaa| jo huA use svIkAra kara lenaa|' yadi jeba kaTa jAe to zAMti rakhanA, usa para vilApa mata krnaa| vahA~ para samatA rakhanA, rAga-dveSa mata krnaa| yahA~ se sAr3I lene gae, isalie sAr3I kI AzA to hotI hI hai, lekina phira yadi sAr3I kharAba nikale to Dipresa mata honaa| sAr3I bhale hI kaisI bhI nikale, jaisI nikalI vaha bhale hI ho, vahA~ para phala kI AzA mata rakhanA, rAga-dveSa mata karanA, aisA kahanA cAhate haiM, bAkI cappala kI AzA rakhe bagaira mocI ke vahA~ kauna jAegA? mocI ke vahA~ jAnA, lekina acchA yA burA, priya yA apriya kI AzA mata rkhnaa| arthAt priya yA apriya kI AzA nahIM rakhanA, vahI niSkAma karma hai| bhagavAna ne gItA meM kahA hai ki, 'abhyAsa krnaa|' to abhI gItA kA itanA adhika abhyAsa kiyA ki abhyAsa hI adhyAsa ho gyaa| adhyAsa chor3ane ke lie bhagavAna ne abhyAsa karane ko kahA, to abhyAsa kA hI adhyAsa ho gayA! kRSNa ke eka bhI zabda kA artha Aja koI jAnatA hI nahIM hai| sabhI kriyAoM meM 'maiM karatA hU~' aisA bhAna nahIM rahe, vaha sanyasta yoga hai aura vahI sanyAsI kahalAtA hai ! ye Aja ke sanyAsiyoM meM eka bUMda bhI sanyasta

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AptavANI-2 nahIM hai| AtmA AtmA meM hI rakhA vahI sanyasta yoga! saMpUrNa sanyAsI matalaba dharma snyaas| to yaha apanA aMtima sanyAsa hai, to yahA~ AtmA AtmA meM rahatA hai, AtmA zuddhAtmA meM hI baratatA hai / apanA yaha alaukika dharma hai ! ina laukika dharmoM meM to AtmA meM se sanyasta lekara deha meM DAlate haiM I 386 kRSNa bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki ye tIna guNa hoM, tabhI vaha saccA sanyAsI hai, phira vaha gRhastha ho, tyAgI ho yA koI bhI ho : 1. kartRtva kA abhimAna nahIM ho / 2. Asakti nahIM ho / 3. kAmanA nahIM ho| yaha Asakti to deha kA guNa hai, vaha kaisA hai ? jaise lohacuMbaka aura Alapina kA saMbaMdha hotA hai, usI taraha deha ko phiTa (ke sAtha maica) hoM vaise paramANuoM ke prati deha khiMcatA hai / usameM AtmA ko kucha bhI lenAdenA nahIM hai, aura loga to bhrAMti se mAnate haiM ki, 'maiM khiMcA / ' hameM to deha se Asakti hai aura AtmA se anAsakta haiN| AtmA nahIM khiNctaa| AtmA jisameM tanmayAkAra nahIM hotA, usa cIz2a kA use tyAga baratA kahalAtA hai / kartRtva kA abhimAna, vahI Asakti hai / svarUpa kI prApti ke bAda Apake mana ke pariNAma bhale hI kitane bhI uchaleM, phira bhI ve Apa para asara nahIM ddaalte| 'jJAnI' meM aura Apa meM pharka kitanA? upAdhi jitanA, jJAnI ko upAdhi nahIM rahatI, jabaki Apako upAdhi rahatI hai !

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sthitaprajJa yA sthitaajJa? eka mahApaMDita hamArI parIkSA lene ke lie pUchane Ae the, 'sthitaprajJa dazA kyA hotI hai?' unhoMne puuchaa| maiMne unheM samajhAyA, 'tU khuda sthitaajJa dazA meM hai! aba tU khuda hI nApa lenA ki tU isa kinAre para hai to sthitaprajJa dazA kA sAmanevAlA kinArA kaisA honA cAhie!' unheM maiMne Age kahA ki, 'Apako mIThA lage vaisA kahU~ yA kar3avA lage vaisA kahU~? Apa sthitaajJa dazA meM hI ho, paMDitAI ke kaifa meM ghUma rahe ho| isase acchA to yaha dArU kA kaifa hai ki pAnI DAlate hI utara jAtA hai| Apane to hamezA kA kaifa car3hA liyA hai, vaha nIMda meM bhI nahIM utaratA hai| hamAre pA~ca hI minaTa ke darzana karane se ApakA janmojanma kA kalyANa ho jAe, vaisA hai| yahA~ para sabhI bhagavAna ke darzana ho jAe~ vaisA hai, Apako jinake darzana karane hoM, krnaa|' sthitaprajJa, vaha anubhavadazA nahIM hai| yaha AtmA hai aura anya se vaha para hai' zabda se aisA bheda DAlanA zurU ho jAe to sthitaprajJa dazA zurU ho jAtI hai aura TheTha AtmA kA anubhava hone taka jo dazA rahatI hai, vaha sthitaprajJa dazA kahalAtI hai ! kRSNa bhagavAna ne jo mArga batAyA, vaha sthitaprajJa dazA taka AtA hai, lekina usase Age to bahuta kucha hai! hama Apako svarUpa kA jJAna dete haiM, phira to Apako sthitaprajJa dazA se bhI bahuta adhika U~cI dazA rahatI hai| sthitaprajJa dazA aura AtmA jAnanA inameM bahuta pharka hai| sthitaprajJa, yAnI prajJA meM sthira honA, lekina vaha rileTiva prajJA hai, usake bAda use AtmA prApta karanA hai aura hama logoM ke pAsa jo prajJA hai, vaha AtmA prApta karane ke bAdavAlI hai, isalie rAga-dveSa kie binA samabhAva se hala A jAtA hai! sthitaprajJa dazA matalaba zuddha ho cukI buddhi se AtmA ke guNadharma jAnatA hai aura use pahacAna jAtA hai, lekina anubhUti nahIM hotii|

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388 AptavANI-2 sthitaprajJa dazA se to duniyA ko aura sabhI tatvoM ko jAnatA hai, pahacAnatA hai, usI ko zuddha samakita kahate haiN| hama jo svarUpajJAna dete haiM, usase to AtmA kI DAyarekTa anubhUti hotI hai, vaha 'paramArtha samakita' hai, usase jagat ko aura jagat ke tatvoM ko dekhA jA sakatA hai, pahacAnA jA sakatA hai aura anubhava kiyA jA sakatA hai! sthitaprajJa dazA meM imozanala nahIM hotaa| mozana meM rahe vaha sthitaprajJa, lekina samAdhi utpanna nahIM hotii| jJAna ke binA samAdhi utpanna nahIM hotii| bhrAMti calI jAe, taba samAdhi utpanna hotI hai! gItA meM kRSNa bhagavAna aMtima sTezana kise kahanA cAhate haiM? usameM sthitaprajJa dazA, vahI aMtima sTezana hai| yaha sthitaprajJa dazA prApta kara' aisA kahate haiN| lekina logoM ko unase pUchanA par3A ki, 'sthitaprajJa kyA khAtA hai? vaha kyA pItA hai?' taba bhagavAna ko samajhAnA par3A ki, 'jo prajJA meM sthira ho cuke haiM, ve asAra ko eka ora rakha dete haiM aura sAra ko grahaNa karate haiM, vaha sthitaprajJa dazA!' aura yaha ApakI zuddhAtmA dazA, yaha to usase bhI bahuta U~cI dazA hai| kRSNa bhagavAna ne likhA hai na ki 'tU vItarAga banegA to nirbhaya ho jAegA!' prajJAzakti do prakAra kI zaktiyA~ haiN| AtmA kA to vaise kA vaisA hI svarUpa hai, jainoM meM, vaiSNavoM meM, maz2adUroM meM, sabhI ke AtmA eka hI svarUpavAle haiM, lekina sirpha do hI prakAra kI zaktiyA~ utpanna hotI haiN| ajJAna ke hI saMyoga mileM, taba ajJAzakti utpanna hotI haiM, use ajJAnabrahma kahA jAtA hai, usase jagat kA sarjana hotA hai| yaha ajJAzakti TheTha taka saMsAra se bAhara hI nahIM nikalane detii| pUrA saMsArakAla pUrNa hone taka, anaMtakAla taka ajJAzakti hI sabhI calA letI hai| jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA saMyoga milatA hai, taba ve jJAna dete haiM, phira prajJAzakti utpanna hotI hai, use prajJAnabrahma kahA jAtA hai| prajJA, vaha ajJAna ke saMyogoM kA viyoga karavAkara visarjana karavAtI hai aura niraMtara mokSa kI tarapha, mukti kI tarapha prayANa karavAtI hai,

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sthitaprajJa yA sthitaajJa? 'jJAnIpuruSa' se mile binA prajJA utpanna ho hI nahIM sakatI / prajJAdhArI meM brahmazakti utpanna hone ke bAda ajJAzakti kA nAza hotA hai, usake bAda prakRtizakti sabhI calA letI hai / 389 prajJAzakti kA svabhAva kaisA hai ? kahIM se bhI, jaise-taise karake sabhI saMsArI vyavahAroM kA hala lAte - lAte mokSa meM le jAnA, aisA hai / aura ajJAzakti niraMtara kyA prayatna karatI hai? vaha saMsAra se bAhara nahIM jAne detii| isameM AtmA ko kucha bhI nahIM karanA par3atA, ajJA yA prajJA, vaha khuda kI zakti nahIM hai, lekina sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa se khar3I ho jAtI hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA aMtima saMyoga mile aura jJAna prApta ho jAe taba prajJA utpanna ho jAtI hai aura aMdara meM vaha niraMtara bAra - bAra sAvadhAna karatI hai, to hameM aisA hotA hai ki, 'yaha nayA kauna ghusa gayA hai?' hama zuddhAtmA dete haiM taba Apake bhItara prajJA ko baiThA dete haiM / jaise bharata rAjA ko hara paMdraha minaTa meM naukara 'bharata ceta, bharata ceta' aise sAvadhAna karate the, usI taraha phira yaha prajJA Apako sAvadhAna karatI rahatI hai / lekina isa kAla meM jahA~ Apa hI Der3ha sau rupaye kI naukarI karate haiM, vahA~ caubIsa ghaMTe ke tIna naukara kaise rakha pAoge? isalie hama Apake bhItara hI caubIsa ghaMTe kA naukara baiThA dete haiM, vaha prajJA hI Apako hara kSaNa sAvadhAna karatI hai| bAhara kI koI bhI phAila A jAe to prajJA hAz2ira ho hI jAtI hai| aura jJAnavAkya hAz2ira karake jAgRta karavAtI hai aura phAila kA samabhAva se nikAla bhI vahI karavAtI hai / prajJA to AtmA kA eka aMga hai, vaha AtmA kA aura bAhara kA saMdhAna karavAtI hai| zuddhAtmA to zuddha hI hai, lekina prajJA kyA karatI hai ? ki vyavahAra, vyavahAra meM rahe aura tyauhAra, tyauhAra meM rahe aura khuda ko zuddhAtmA meM rakhatI hai| prajJA to niraMtara saMsAra meM se nikAlakara mokSa kI tarapha le jAtI hai| AtmA ke anaMta pradeza haiM, una sabhI para AvaraNa haiM / Apako jJAna diyA hai isalie pratidina jaise-jaise AvaraNa TUTate jAte haiM, vaise-vaise prakAza bar3hatA jAtA hai, doSa dikhate jAte haiM aura jitane doSa dikhate haiM, utane bhAga jAte haiM / yaha to pUrA doSoM se bharA huA putalA

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AptavANI-2 1 hai, aura sabhI doSoM ke khatma hone ke bAda, mokSa hogA ! jJAna milane ke bAda caMdUbhAI aura Apa 'khuda' judA ho jAte ho, phira prajJA se caMdUbhAI ke doSa dikhate jAte haiM / jitane doSa dikheM, utane cale jAte haiM / jJAna nahIM thA, taba nire doSa hI grahaNa ho rahe the, nahIM DAlane hote, phira bhI ghusa jAte the| aba jJAna ke bAda doSa chUTate jAte haiM aura jitane doSoM ne vidAI lI, Apa utane vItarAga hote jAte haiM ! aMta meM paramAtma svarUpa ho jAnA cAhie, lekina AtmasvarUpa hue binA saccI samajhazakti nahIM aatii| vItarAga AtmasvarUpa ho cuke the aura isalie samajha-bUjhakara doSoM kA nikAla kiyA aura mokSa meM gae ! 390 kevalajJAna ke aMza ke bhAga ko prajJA kahate haiN| eka-eka AtmA meM pUre brahmAMDa ko prakAzita karane kI zakti hai ! isa khokhe meM se nirAvaraNa hokara nikale to eka- eka AtmA meM pUre brahmAMDa ko prakAzita karane kI zakti hai| isalie hI ina vedAMtiyoM ne kahA hai na ki 'AtmA sarvavyApI hai|' lekina sarvavyApI, vaha kisa prakAra se? AtmA kA prakAza pUrNarUpa se sarvavyApI hai aura usa saMpUrNa prakAza ke hone ke bAda AtmA yahA~ para kisalie khicar3I khAne ko baiThA rahegA? phira to vaha siddhakSetra meM calA jAtA hai| khuda apane ApakI pUre brahmAMDa ko prakAzita karane kI jo svasaMvedana zakti haiM, use kevalajJAna kahate haiM / hamAre jJAna dene ke bAda rAta ko jo anubhava meM AtA hai, vaha svasaMvedana zakti hai / deha hai isalie usake AdhAra para svasaMvedana kahate haiM, nahIM to vedanA hI nahIM hai na! jo parAyA hai, use kabhI bhI khuda kA nahIM mAnane de aura khuda kA hai use kabhI bhI parAyA nahIM mAnane de, vaha prajJA ! satsaMga se prajJAzakti khilatI jAtI hai| kiMcit mAtra bhI parAI cIz2a ko khuda kI nahIM mAne to vaha paramAtmA hI hai| 'khuda' ke aura 'parAye' ko bhinna rakhane kI zraddhA hai, lekina vartana meM nahIM hai-vaha prajJA hai, aisI zraddhA hI prajJA hai aura aisA vartana hI AtmA hai, vahI cAritra hai / vartana yAnI AtmA aura anAtmA ko ekAkAra nahIM hone de, vh|

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sthitaprajJa yA sthitaajJa? 391 __baMdha (karmabaMdhana) kisase par3atA hai? ajJAna se, aura mokSa kisase hotA hai? prajJA se| AtmA prApta hone ke bAda prajJA utpanna hotI hai, vaha riyala aura rileTiva donoM ko sa~bhAlatI hai, ajJA kyA kahatI hai? ki 'maiMne kiyA, maiMne bhogA,' taba prajJA kyA kahatI hai? ki 'maiM kartA nahI hU~! usane gAlI dI phira bhI vaha kartA nahIM hai|' prajJA utpanna hone ke bAda rAga-dveSa kA niMdana ho jAtA hai, AtmA ko kucha bhI nahIM karanA pdd'taa| yaha 'ajJA' zabda hamAre bhItara se sphurita huA hai, hamane nayA zabda DAlA hai| yaha to prajJA ko samajhAne ke lie ajJA zabda rakhanA par3A, kyoMki prajJA ko samajhanevAlA hI ajJA ko jAna sakatA hai| kramika mArga meM jahA~ para ahaMkAra ko zuddha karate-karate Age bar3hanA hai, vahA~ saba mana se karanA par3atA hai, aura isa akrama mArga meM prajJAdazA se saba hotA hai, sabakucha AtmA ke prajJA bhAga se hotA hai| ajJAbhAga se praviSTa huA aura chuTakArA prajJAbhAga se hotA hai| yaha to kauna se bhAga se praveza pAyA, vaha samajha meM Ae to chUTane kA mArga milatA jAtA hai| jo zakti tujhe saMsAra meM ThokareM khilAtI hai use pahacAna, to prajJAzakti pahacAnI jA skegii| ajJasaMjJA-vaha coryAsI lAkha yoniyoM meM bhaTakAnevAlI cIz2a hai| kAryarUpa meM sthita ajJa dazA se saMsAra khar3A hotA hai aura kAryarUpa meM sthita prajJA se saMsAra kA vilaya hotA hai| AtmA prApta karane ke bAda buddhi kA AdhAra TUTa jAtA hai aura prajJAdhArI banate haiN| jaba jJAna TaoNpa para Ae, taba prajJAdhArI kahalAte haiM, AtmajJAna DAyarekTa 'hamAre' dvArA milatA ina do zaktiyoM meM se dUsarI zakti, ajJAzakti khuda ne aMhakAra karake khIMca lI hai, 'maiM karanevAlA hU~,' khkr| aba yaha ajJAzakti hara eka kI svataMtra hotI hai, hara eka jIva para yaha lAgU hotA hai aura sArI ajJAzaktiyA~ ikaTThI hotI hai taba vyavasthita zakti utpanna hotI hai| hara eka meM ajJAzakti hotI hai, hara eka ke kapAla para regyuleTara oNpha da varlDa hai hI, isalie sAtha-sAtha saba kAma hotA rahegA, yAnI ki isameM Apako 'khuda' kucha bhI karanA par3e, aisA nahIM hai| vyavahAra apane Apa calatA rhegaa| manuSya kI A~kha meM lAiTa kisa kAraNa se rahatI hai aura kisa kAraNa se vaha calI jAtI hai, yaha kauna jAnatA hai? ye DaoNkTara to nimitta haiM, ve kyA

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AptavANI-2 bacAe~ge? yadi DaoNkTara bacAnevAlA hotA to usakI mA~ mara gaI, bApa mara gayA, una saba ko bacA na ! yaha jagat vyavasthita zakti ke AdhAra para cala rahA hai, to ApakA vyavahAra bhI usI se calatA rahegA / 392 I ajJAzakti se jagat kI adhikaraNa kriyA calatI rahatI hai aura kramika mArga meM vaha TheTha taka rahatI hai aura aMta meM jaba prajJAzakti utpanna hotI hai taba ajJAzakti vidAI le letI hai aura vaha prajJA hI TheTha mokSa taka le jAtI hai| yahA~ akrama mArga meM jJAna milate hI prajJA utpanna ho jAtI hai, phira Apako kucha bhI nahIM karanA par3atA, prajJA hI kAma karatI rahatI hai yaha prajJA kisase utpanna hotI hai? sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa ke AdhAra para! aura agara vaise eviDensa utpanna ho jAe~ to siddha bhagavAna meM bhI prajJA utpanna ho jAe, lekina vahA~ aise eviDensa utpanna hote hI nahIM / aura yahA~ to samasaraNa mArga hai isalie niraMtara saMyogoM ke dhakke se ajJAzakti utpanna hotI hai aura yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA yoga mila jAe to prajJAzakti utpanna ho jAtI hai aura ajJAzakti vidAI le letI hai /

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vedAMta samakita prApta karane ke lie do mArga haiM : vedAMta aura jain| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'vedAMta ke mArga para jAegA, taba bhI samakita prApta hogA aura jaina ke mArga para jAegA, taba bhI samakita prApta hogaa| lekina vedAMtavAloM se kahA ki, 'Apa jainoM ke zAstra par3hanA!' aura jainoM se kahA ki, 'Apa vedAMta ke zAstra par3hanA!' praznakartA : sabhI dharmavAle kabhI bhI eka ho sakate haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| ye 360 DigriyA~ hotI haiM, ve sabhI DigriyA~ kyA kabhI eka DigrI bana sakatI haiM? nhiiN| ye sabhI alaga-alaga DevelapamenTa to raheMge hii| praznakartA : jaina aura vaiSNava, ve kyA hai? dAdAzrI : vaiSNava bilo naoNrmala kI borDara para hote haiM jabaki jaina aura vedAMta abava naoNrmala kI borDara para hote haiN| yaha jo IMTa hotI hai, vaha ekadama kaccI bhI nahIM calatI aura bahuta z2yAdA pakI huI bhI nahIM calatI, vaha to ThIka se pakAI huI hI calatI hai| usI taraha yaha dharma aura jIvana meM bhI sabhI ko naoNrmeliTI meM hI AnA pdd'egaa| koI vyakti yadi bhagavAna se pUche ki, 'bhagavAna, hama jaina dharma kA pAlana karate haiM to hamArA mokSa hogA?' bhagavAna kaheMge, 'tere jaina ke paramANa hoM yA vedAMta ke paramANu hoM, jo hoM ve, lekina ve sabhI paramANu khatma ho jAe~ge taba mokSa hogA!' jaina ko jaina ke aura vedAMtI ko vedAMta ke sabhI paramANu khAlI karane par3eMge, tabhI mokSa hogA! jahA~ puNya aura pApa donoM hI heya haiM, use bhagavAna ne mokSamArga kahA

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394 AptavANI-2 hai aura bAkI ke sabhI anya mArga haiM, aisA kahA hai| anyamArga, ve vyavahAra mArga haiM, pApa-puNya jisameM upAdeya hai, vaha vyavahAra mArga meM samAtA hai| ajJAna se hI mokSa rukA hai jainoM meM kahA gayA hai ki, 'rAga, dveSa aura ajJAna nikAla' aura vedoM meM bhI kahA gayA hai ki 'mala, vikSepa aura ajJAna nikaal|' yAnI ina donoM meM ajJAna kaoNmana hai, mukhya hai| yadi 'jJAnI' se 'jJAna' mila jAe to sArA ajJAna nikala jAe, aisA hai| jainoM ne kahA hai ki 'upayoga rkho|' aura vedAMtoM ne kahA hai ki 'sAkSIbhAva rkho|' ye sAkSIbhAva se rahane jAte haiM, lekina vivAha meM to nahIM raha pAte! ye sabhI to upacAra kahalAte haiN| jaba taka jJAnI nahIM mila jAe~, taba taka davAI to cupar3anI cAhie na? upacAra to karane cAhie na? aura jJAnI mila gae to kAma hI ho gayA! bhItara jo baiThe haiM, ve 'zuddhAtmA' bhagavAna haiN| uinhoMne mujhe 'yoga' karavA diyA hai, inakA vyApAra 'yogakSema' kara dene kA hai| aba inhoMne Apako yoga kara diyA hai isalie ApakI 'hamase' bheMTa ho gaI aura atyaMta durlabha haiM, aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' se bheMTa huI hai to 'jJAnIpuruSa' aba Apako 'kSema' karavA deNge| jJAnI cAhe so kara sakate haiM! 'yoga' ho gayA, matalaba kAma ho gyaa| 'zuddhAtmA' yoga milavA dete haiM aura vahA~ phira aqla lar3Ane jAe to ho cukA na? yaha svacchaMda roga to aisA hai ki kraoNnika ho gayA hai ! svacchaMda matalaba ovrvaaij'| yadi mujhe dAdara AnA ho to pahale usakA jJAna honA cAhie aura yadi ghara nahIM mile to mujhe kisI jAnakAra se pUchanA par3egA, usI taraha mokSa meM jAne ke lie kisI jAnakAra se pUchanA par3atA hai| bhIma ne to loTe ko guru banAyA thA, aura 'OM namaH zivAya' Upara likhA to ziva prakaTa ho ge| yaha to bhIma thA! use to sabhI para turaMta abhAva A jAtA thA! isalie tujhe jisa para abhAva nahIM hotA ho, usI ko guru banA aura Age cl| khuda ke sira para UparI rakhakara calanA cAhie, usase svacchaMda nahIM hotaa|

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vedAMta 395 praznakartA : 'tU hI, tU hI ' zAstroM meM likhA huA hai, vaha kyA hai ? dAdAzrI : kramika mArga meM 'tU hI, tU hI,' vaha pahu~cane kA sAdhana hai, AtmA tU hI hai saba ora, maiM to kahIM hU~ hI nahIM, phira bhI 'tU hI, tU hI' meM AtmA ke prati bheda rahatA hai| zraddhA aura jJAna se eka rahatA hai, lekina cAritra se bheda par3atA hai / hama to 'maiM hI, maiM hI' bolate haiM / 'tU' aura 'maiM' kA bheda DAleMge to kaba ThikAnA par3egA ? ye to jaise bhagavAna aura bhakta, aise hI 'maiM' aura 'tU' donoM alaga haiM, aisA bheda par3e, taba phira apanA ThikAnA kaba par3egA? phira bhI, unheM koI 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ to hala A jaaegaa| zaktipAta praznakartA : zaktipAta kA matalaba kyA hai? dAdAzrI : eka chaha phuTa kA pAnI kA jharanA hai, prapAta hai| aba Apako bUTa nikAlane meM muzkila hotI hai, aura Apa khar3e raha jAte ho / do-pA~ca loga to Apako dekhate-dekhate hI usa jharane para se kUda jAte haiM aura ApakA mana pIche haTatA hai, taba maiM kahU~ ki, 'are, caMdUbhAI, kyA khar3e ho ? kUda jaao|' aura Apa turaMta hI kUda jAte ho| yaha zaktipAta kA udAharaNa hai| zaktipAta aura mokSa meM kucha bhI saMbaMdha nahIM hai / yaha to paudgalika zaktipAta kahalAtA hai / yaha to bar3hatA hai aura ghaTatA hai, denevAle kI zakti ghaTatI hai aura lenevAle kI bar3hatI hai / praznakartA : tAlU para jIbha lagAkara amRta nigalane ke lie kahate haiM, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : yaha sArA haThAgrahiyoM kA mArga hai, jinheM mAra khAne kI Adata ho gaI hai, unheM aisA mArga pakar3anA cAhie / are, tujhe kyA z2arUrata par3a gaI isakI? jIbha aura tAlU pudgala haiM / rasa TapakegA, vaha bhI pudgala hai, vaha AtmA nahIM hai| vaha to mehanata kA phala hai| AisakrImavAle koThI kA henDala mArate haiM to use mehanata kA phala AisakrIma khAne ko milatI hai na? duniyA ke sAdhu-sanyAsI sabake aMdara niraMtara viSa kI bU~deM giratI

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396 AptavANI-2 hI rahatI haiM aura vANI bhI viSamaya hotI hai, aura jaba 'hama svarUpa kA jJAna dete haiM, taba se niraMtara amRta kI bUMdeM Tapakane lagatI haiM!' yaha to kisake jaisA hai? ki anya koI saccA rAstA nahIM milA isalie kIcar3a meM gire ! AtmA jJAnasvarUpa hotA hai| 'jJAna-darzana-cAritra aura tapa,' vaha mokSa kA mArga hai, isake alAvA bAkI ke sabhI anya mArga haiM, varnA jIbha ko to kahIM tAlU se lagAnA par3atA hogA? yaha saba kisalie karanA par3atA hai? bAhara itanI adhika garmI hai, to phira tAlAba meM sira bAhara nikAlakara par3A rahatA hai, usake jaisA hai! lekina AtmA jAne binA hala A sake, aisA nahIM hai! jaba taka jJAna nahIM mila jAe, taba taka kisI kone meM par3e to rahanA cAhie na? lekina yaha sArA haThAgrahiyoM kA mArga hai, yaha mokSa kA, vItarAgoM kA mArga nahIM hai| kitane hI loga 'aham brahmAsmi' aise bolate rahate haiM, unakA to balki bhrama bar3hA hai, kyoMki brahma ko jAne binA 'aham brahmAsmi' bolane se kyA hogA? isa hindustAna meM kauna sI dukAna nahIM calatI? isa jagat meM to sabhI dukAneM calatI haiN| Aja se do haz2Ara sAla pahale aisA dharma nikalA thA ki udhAra lekara ghI pIo, lUTapATa karo to bhI harja nahIM hai! una logoM kA bhI calA! isa jagat meM sabhI dukAneM calatI haiM ! hindustAna meM alaga-alaga devI-devatAoM ko mAnate haiM, vaha kisalie? kyoMki hara eka ke vyU poinTa alaga hote haiM, buddhi meM pharka, mati meM pharka hotA hai| manuSyoM meM caudaha lAkha leyarsa hote haiM, unameM se hara eka leyara ke manuSya kA DevelapamenTa alaga-alaga hotA hai aura hara eka ko usake DevelapamenTa ke hisAba se dharma aura devI-devatA mila jAte haiN| dharmoM meM bheda kisalie hai? kaI loga punarjanma meM mAnate haiM aura kaI nahIM maante| hara eka vyakti alaga-alaga DigrI para hotA hai aura usake anusAra mata rakhatA hai| AtmabhAna, vaha bindu saMyuktam praznakartA : hinduoM ko jaba takalIpha par3atI hai taba taraha-taraha kI mannate mAnate haiM, vaha acchA hai?

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vedAMta 397 dAdAzrI : jise isa bAta meM zraddhA hai usake lie yaha bAta acchI hai| jo nahIM mAnate, unameM mAra - Thokakara zraddhA baiThAI nahIM jA sakatI / pUrva kA nimitta, pUrva ke kanekzana hoM to nimitta se kAma ho jAtA hai, isalie mannate rakhanevAle kI niMdA nahIM karanI cAhie / kavirAja ne gAyA hai, 'bindu saMyuktam OMkAra nuM lakSya, pratyakSa kalpavRkSa mokSArthI aatm|' kalpavRkSa kaba kahalAtA hai? kalpavRkSa yAnI ki jaba mokSa jAne kA samaya ho jAtA hai, taba bindu saMyuktam OMkAra kA lakSya baiThatA hai| 'zuddhAtmA' kA lakSya baiThe taba mokSa meM jAne kI taiyArI huI ! ye loga kahate haiM ki 'hama kapAla para biMdu kA dhyAna karate haiM, ' usase to ekAgratA bar3hatI hai, lekina 'OM kyA hai?' jaba taka vaha nahIM jAnegA taba taka kucha nahIM hogaa| isake lie to pratyakSa OM cAhie, 'jJAnIpuruSa' caahie| phira sirpha OM se hI kAma nahIM calatA, 'biMdu saMyuktam' caahie| yAnI ki 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' kA jJAna mila jAe, lakSya baiTha jAe taba 'OMkAra biMdu saMyuktam' kahalAtA hai, taba mokSa hotA hai ! 'OMkAra biMdu saMyuktam nityam dhyAyanti yoginaH' jo mokSa meM jAnevAle yogI the ve nitya dhyAna karate the aura pUrva kAla meM 'kramika mArga' meM aisA thA, aba isa kAla meM 'akrama mArga' meM ' OMkAra biMdu saMyuktam' kA dhyAna yahA~ para zurU huA hai ! vedAMta ne jIva, Izvara aura paramezvara isa taraha tIna bhAga kie haiN| Izvara kI zakti kaisI hai? ardha paramAtmA jaisI zakti hai ! manuSya meM AyA yAnI ki Izvara jaisA banA, kahalAtA hai / yaha manuSyapana to aizvarya kahalAtA hai! yahA~ to sabhI, gAya, bhaiMsa apane lie dUdha dete haiM, Ama phala detA hai, aura vahIM para yadi aizvarya kho baiThe to vaha manuSya kaisA? manuSyapana meM to khuda paramezvara bananA hai, paramAtmA bananA hai ! isake bajAya loga pAzavatA ke aura ArtadhyAna aura raudradhyAna karate haiM! yahA~ to mokSa kA mArga DhU~DhanA hai,

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398 AptavANI-2 vahIM saMsAra roga ko bar3hAyA karatA hai aura jAnane kA kaifa lekara ghUmatA hai ! yadi jAna jAe to saMsAra roga kama ho jAegA, prakAza ho jAegA aura Thokara nahIM lgegii| yadi jAnA nahIM hai to phira kisakA kaifa lekara ghUma rahA hai? vedazAstra to sAdhana svarUpa eka vyakti kahane lagA ki, 'maiMne cAra veda par3ha lie haiM aura mujhe to cAroM veda dhAraNa ho gae haiM!' taba maiMne use kahA, 'cAra veda iTaselpha kyA kahate haiM? disa ija naoNTa dett| tU jisa AtmA ko DhU~Dha rahA hai, vaha isa veda meM nahIM samA sakatA, isameM nahIM hai, isalie go Tu jnyaanii|' hama kahate haiM ki, 'hamAre pAsa A jA to ghaMTebhara meM hI tujhe disa iz2a deTa batA dUMgA!' veda to mArgadarzana dete haiM, ve to kahate haiM ki, 'isa jagaha para giragA~va hai|' lekina usa mArgadarzana se AtmA nahIM milatA, usake lie to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI z2arUrata pdd'egii| DaoNkTara ko pUche binA priskriIpzana nahIM banAnA cAhie, kyoMki use marane kA bhaya hai| aura jahA~ para anaMta janmoM ke maraNa kA bhaya hai, vahA~ para khuda davAI banAtA hai aura phira kisI 'jJAnIpuruSa' se pUche binA pI letA hai| zAstra to zastra haiM, usakA upayoga karanA nahIM AegA to mara jAegA! jaina mata aura vedAMta mata donoM eka kahA~ hote? 'AtmajJAna' ke smkss| 'AtmajJAna' hone taka donoM ke vicAra alaga par3ate haiM, lekina 'AtmajJAna' ke samakSa donoM hI sahamata ho jAte haiM, sabhI eka ho jAte haiM! brahmaniSTha to jJAnI hI banAte haiM 'khuda' paramAtmA hai, lekina jaba taka vaha pada prApta nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka 'hama vaiSNava haiM aura hama jaina haiM,' aisA karate haiN| aura phira vaiSNava hRdaya meM kRSNa ko dhAraNa karate haiM, lekina jaba taka mUla vastu prApta nahIM ho jAtI, taba taka vaha dhAraNA kahalAtI hai| 'mUla vastu,' khuda kA svarUpa, vaha prApta ho jAe, to vaha brahmasaMbaMdha hai| brahmasaMbaMdha kise kahate haiM? laganI laga jAe, phira kabhI bhI bhUle nahIM, vaha brahmasaMbaMdha hai, yAnI AtmA ke

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vedAMta 399 sAtha saMbaMdha bA~dha denA, vaha brahmasaMbaMdha hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' jagat meM se ApakI niSThA uThAkara brahma meM baiThA dete haiM aura Apako brahmaniSTha banA dete haiM ! isameM to AtmA aura anAtmA ko guNadharma dvArA judA karanA hai| anaMta janmoM se AtmA aura anAtmA bhrAMtirasa se jur3e hue haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' Apake pApa jalA dete haiM taba jAkara Apako svarUpa kA lakSya rahatA hai, usake binA lakSya kaise rahegA? yadi koI Apase pUche ki, 'ApakA kauna sA dharma hai?' to kahanA ki, 'hamArA to sva-dharma hai|' AtmA, vaha 'sva' hai aura AtmA jAnane ke bAda hI svadharma zurU hotA hai! __'jina' ko jAne taba jaina banatA hai, varnA jaina, vaha to vaMzAgata hai| vaiSNava bhI vaMzAgata hai, lekina hamArI vANI ko jo eka ghaMTe taka sune, vahI saccA jaina aura saccA vaiSNava hai| kaIM janma lene ke bAvajUda bhI vaidhavya AegA, isalie hamAre sAtha brahma kA saMbaMdha bA~dha lenA, varnA marate samaya koI sAtha nahIM degaa| bAkI yaha saMsAra to pUrA dagA hai! isalie hamArA saMbaMdha bA~dho, isakA nAma brahmasaMbaMdha aura yaha saMbaMdha kaisA ki koI nikAla de to bhI jAe nhiiN| saMsAra to vaidhavya kA sthAna hai aura duHkha kA saMgrahasthAna hai, usameM sukha kahA~ se dikhegA? vaha to moha rahatA hai, isalie jarA acchA dikhatA hai, moha utaregA to saMsAra kar3avA z2ahara jaisA lagegA, moha ke kAraNa kar3avA nahIM lgtaa| hamAre sAtha brahmasaMbaMdha bA~dha lenA, to ApakA kalyANa ho jaaegaa| yaha jo deha dikhatI hai vaha to bulabulA hai, lekina deha ke bhItara 'dAdA bhagavAna' baiThe haiM to kAma nikAla lenaa| dasa lAkha sAloM meM 'yaha' avatAra prakaTa huA hai, saMsAra meM rahakara mokSa milegaa| yaha bulabulA phUTa jAegA, usake bAda bhItara baiThe hue 'dAdA bhagavAna' ke darzana nahIM hoMge, isalie bulabulA phUTane ke pahale darzana kara lenaa| brahmasaMbaMdha arthAt jahA~ brahma prakaTa ho gayA hai unake caraNa ke aMgUThe

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400 AptavANI-2 ko chUkara saMbaMdha leM, to vaha brahmasaMbaMdha hai| saccA brahmasaMbaMdha denevAle zAyada hI kabhI milate haiN| dasa lAkha sAla pahale dharma astavyasta ho gae the| taba ke kesariyA jI meM 'dAdA bhagavAna RSabhadeva' sarva dharmoM ke mUla, ve Adima bhagavAna, prathama bhagavAna haiN| aura dasa lAkha sAloM bAda Aja ye 'dAdA bhagavAna' Ae haiM ! unake darzana kara lenA aura kAma nikAla lenaa| pratyakSa bhagavAna Ae haiM aura unakI yaha deha to maMdira hai, to usa maMdira kA nAza ho jAe usase pahale maMdira meM baiThe hue prakaTa 'dAdA bhagavAna ke darzana kara lenaa| brahmasaMbaMdha aisA bA~dha lenA ki per3a-paudhe, pazu-pakSI, sabhI meM bhagavAna dikheM! kaccA saMbaMdha bA~dhoge to dina nahIM bdleNge| isalie pakkA saMbaMdha bA~dha lenaa| kavirAja ne gAyA hai na, " mana-vacana-kAyAthI taddana judo evo 'huM' brahmasaMbaMdhavALo chu|" mana-vacana-kAyA se bilkula judA aisA 'maiM' brahmasaMbaMdhavAlA hU~ saMsAra vyavahAra meM AbarU muTThI meM rahe vaisA kara de, aisA hai yaha maMtra! isa maMtra se brahma kI puSTi hotI rahegI aura brahmaniSTha bana jaaoge| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke sAtha laganI lage, vahI brhmsNbNdh| mAyA ke sAtha bahuta janmoM se mitratA kI hai, use nikAla bAhara kareM, phira bhI vApasa A jAtI hai, lekina brahmasaMbaMdha ho jAe, taba mAyA bhAga jAtI hai| mohabAz2Ara meM kahIM bhI ghusanA mt| vivAha meM moha aura mAyA kA bAz2Ara hotA hai| mAyA aura usake bacce apanI AbarU le lete haiM aura bhagavAna apanI AbarU sa~bhAlate haiN| hamAre Asare AyA usakA koI nAma nahIM le sktaa| yahA~ kisI kalekTara kI pahacAnavAlA ho to usakA koI nAma nahIM letA, kahate haiM ki, 'bhAI, inakI to kalekTara se pahacAna hai|' usI taraha ApakI ina 'dAdA bhagavAna' se pahacAna huI hai ki jinheM tIna lokoM ke nAtha vaza meM baratate haiM! phira ApakA nAma kauna lenevAlA hai? hamArA nAma denA aura hamArI cAbI lekara jAoge to 'raNachor3a jI' Apake sAtha bAteM kreNge| hamArA nAma raNachor3a jI ko batAnA to ve bolane

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vedAMta 401 lageMge! kavirAja ne dAdA ke lie gAyA hai na ki, (1) kalpe kalpe janme che te kalpAtIta satpuruSa, zrI raNachoDarAyanuM hRdayakamaLa 'haM' ja chu| parAtpara puruSa gItAgAyaka 'huM' ja chu| (2) muralInA paDaghe jhUmI jamanA bolI, zrI kRSNanA prakAzaka AvI gayA ch| 'vaiSNavajana to tene re kahIe....' isa paribhASAvAlA eka bhI vaiSNava milatA hI nhiiN| maryAdA matalaba aMzadharma, limiTeDa dharma, usakA pAlana kare to acchA, lekina yaha to pUre dina kleza karatA hai| ekAdazI to kise kahate haiM? pA~ca karmendriyA~, pA~ca jJAnendriyA~ aura gyArahavA~ mana - ina saba ko eka dina kAbU meM rakhanA hotA hai ! yaha to pati ko ekAdazI ke dina DA~TatI hai ki, 'Apa yaha nahIM lAe aura vaha nahIM lAe!' use aisA kaise kaheMge ki ekAdazI kI? dharma to aisI ekAdazI karane se dharma nahIM mila sktaa| hamArI AjJAnusAra koI eka ekAdazI kare to dUsarI karanI hI nahIM par3egI!

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dvaitAdvaita praznakartA : kucha loga kahate haiM ki 'jagat meM AtmA advaita hai' kyA yaha saca hai? dAdAzrI : ve kahate haiM, lekina abhI to advaita dRSTi hI utpanna nahIM huI hai aura AtmA ko advaita kahanA gunAha hai| AtmA vastu hI kucha aura hai aura yaha to sirpha advaitabhAva utpanna karate haiN| lekina jaba koI mAre yA jeba kATa le, taba vaha advaitabhAva kahA~ calA jAtA hai? tabhI patA calatA hai ki AtmA prApta huA hai yA nahIM! jisane AtmA prApta kara liyA ho use to nirbhayatA aura svataMtratA utpanna ho jAtI hai, lekina phira bhI advaitabhAva ko, 'rileTiva AtmA prApta kara liyA,' aisA kahA jAtA hai aura aise to hindustAna meM bahuta haiN| ye sabhI taraha-taraha ke pakSoM meM par3a gae haiM! jaina paDe haiM dvaita meM aura ye vedAMtI loga paDe haiM advaita meM ki 'maiM AtmA hI hU~, zuddha hI hU~!' to maMdira meM kisalie jAte ho? pustaka kisalie par3hate ho? ye ekAMtika advaita meM par3a gae aura jaina loga ekAMtika dvaita meM par3a gae! 'maiM karU~ tabhI hogA na? maiMne krodha kiyA isalie mujhe bhoganA hai na?' yaha to taraha-taraha ke bhUta cipaka gae haiM! usameM bhI phira tarahataraha kI dukAneM kholI haiM logoM ne viziSTAdvaita, zuddhAdvaita vgairh| ye advaitavAle yahA~ para hameM milate haiM, unheM mujhe kahanA par3atA hai ki, 'tU advaitavAlA hai to yahA~ kyA jAnane ke lie AyA hai?' to vaha kahatA hai, 'AtmA ko jAnanA hai|' maiMne kahA, 'nA, advaitavAle ko AtmA jAnanA bAkI nahIM rhtaa| tujhe yaha advaita kA sTezana kahA~ se milA? tujhe aise guru kahA~ se mila gae, jinhoMne aisA sikhAyA?' vaha mujhe kahane lagA, 'dAdA, Apa kyoM dvaita meM rahate ho?' maiMne kahA, 'dvaita ko tU samajhatA hai? advaita ko tU samajhatA hai? bAta ko smjh| AtmA

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dvaitAdvaita dvaita svarUpa bhI nahIM hai aura advaita svarUpa bhI nahIM hai, vaha to dvaitAdvaita svarUpa hai|' agara dvaita ho jAe taba to use advaita kA vikalpa AtA rahegA aura advaita svarUpa ho jAe to use dvaita kA vikalpa hotA rahegA ki, 'yaha dvaita AyA aura yaha advaita AyA / ' AtmA to dvaitAdvaita se para hai, phira bhI vyavahAra meM kahanA ho to kahU~gA ki, 'AtmA dvaitAdvaita hai, ekapakSI nahIM hai| rileTiva vyU poinTa se dvaita hai aura riyala vyU poinTa se advaita hai|' 'dAdA' bAta karate haiM to dvaita bhAva meM hote haiM aura svarUpa meM hoM to advaitabhAva meM hote haiN| ataH jaba dvaita hotA hai, tabhI advaita ho sakatA hai aura advaita hotA hai tabhI dvaita hai, kyoMki donoM hI rileTiva haiM / jaba taka AtmA nahIM jAnA taba taka yadi sirpha advaita kI dukAna hI kholI, to mAre gae ! isalie jAna, kucha vicAra kr| dvaita meM par3egA taba bhI dvaMdva khar3e hoMge aura advaita meM par3egA taba bhI dvaMdva khar3e hoNge| aura dvaitAdvaita meM AegA to phira dvaMdva khar3e nahIM hoNge| jaba siddhagati meM jAtA hai, taba vizeSaNa hI nahIM rahatA / nirvizeSa ! dvaitAdvaita to kaba taka hai? deha hai taba taka / 403 yadi sirpha advaita mAne taba to vaha ekAMtika bana gayA aura ekAMtika matalaba mithyAtvI kahalAtA hai, aura dvaita mAne taba bhI mithyAtvI hai| yaha to ekAMtika nahIM honA cAhie, dvaitAdvaita honA cAhie, anekAMta honA caahie| vItarAga anekAMtika the / ekAMtika matalaba Agraha kiyA, mokSamArga to nirAgrahI kA hai| usa advaitavAle se phira maiMne pUchA, 'tUne zAdI nahIM kI?' taba usane kahA, 'vivAhita hU~, lekina use bulavAtA nahIM hU~ / ' 'patnI ko chor3a diyA? tujhe kaisA guru milA? vivAha karane ke bAda advaita banA? kahA~ se tU aisA bana gayA?' saccA advaita kauna hai? strI ho, bacce hoM, lekina kisI ko kiMcit mAtra bhI duHkha nahIM ho, aisA jisakA vyavahAra ho, vaha sacce dvaitAdvaita ke lakSaNa haiN| yaha to sirpha advaita kI hI guphA meM kahA~ ghusa gayA? aisI sTeja meM gae to mAre jAoge! aisI saccI bAta kahanevAlA Apako koI nahIM milegA, kyoMki hameM bilkula bhI svArtha nahIM hai| jo svArtha rahita hai vahI nagna satya kaha sakatA hai| dUsare to svArtha meM aura svArtha meM 'bApajI, bApajI' kreNge|

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404 AptavANI-2 advaita tatva, vaha tyAga karate-karate ahaMkAra ko advaita karatA hai, yAnI ki advaita tatva aisA hai ki dvaita meM se advaita meM AtA hai, isalie taba taka 'maiM' rahatA hai| jaba taka khuda ke svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM hogA, taba taka yaha sArI mAyAvI vANI hai, logoM ko bahuta acchI lagegI, ye saba sTepiMga haiN| jaba taka svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM ho jAtA taba taka isakI z2arUrata hai, lekina aisA hai ki svarUpa kA bhAna to aMta meM jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ aura unakI kRpA ho jAe, tabhI ho sakatA hai! anekAMta se mokSa vedAMtI kyA kahate haiM? 'AtmA nirmala hai, hama advaita haiN|' unhoMne Agraha se AtmA ko advaita kahA hai, vaha yathArtha nahIM hai| jaina Agraha se AtmA ko kartA aura bhoktA mAnate haiM, vaha bhI phekTa bAta nahIM hai| nirAgrahI honA caahie| AtmA dvaitAdvaita hai| advaita se mokSa hai, aisA kahate ho, lekina usase eka bhI vikalpa nahIM jAegA, kyoMki dvaita se Age bar3he hI nahIM ho| advaitavAle ko dvaita se Age jAnA par3egA aura dvaitavAle ko advaita se Age jAnA par3egA, taba dvaitAdvaita huA jA skegaa| dvaita aura advaita ke donoM paMkha sAtha meM hoMge taba ur3A jA sakegA, eka paMkha se nahIM ur3A skegaa| bhagavAna kI vANI aisI syAdavAda hotI hai ki duniyA ke eka bhI jIva kA pramANa nahIM dubhe| dvaitAdvaita eka sAtha kisa taraha se ho sakatA hai? homa DipArTamenTa meM hama advaita haiM aura phaoNrena DipArTamenTa meM hama dvaita haiM, isalie dvaitAdvaita kahA hai| jaba taka deha hai, saMsAra apekSA bAkI hai, taba taka dvaitAdvaita hai| yadi saMsAra apekSA nahIM hotI, taba to isa dvaitAdvaita kI z2arUrata hI nahIM rhtii| ___ 'sirpha dvaita se yA sirpha advaita se hI mokSa hai' aisA mAnakara caloge to eka bhI vikalpa nahIM jaaegaa| isa advaita se to loga bhaTaka gae haiN| koI bhI vikalpa se pAra nahIM jA sakA hai| advaita, dvaita, viziSTAdvaita, zuddhAdvaita, aisI taraha-taraha kI dukAneM kholakara loga baiThe haiM! inake guru aura unake bhI guru sabhI bhaTaka gae haiN| sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' dukAna nahIM kholate, kyoMki ve dvaitAdvaita haiN| jaba taka mokSa meM nahIM gae, taba taka AtmA kaisA hai? dvaitAdvaita hai| hama isa advaitavAle se pUche ki 'tU kauna hai?' to kahegA ki, 'maiM

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dvaitAdvaita 405 phalAnA-phalAnA AcArya huuN|' yaha to Apa sabhI AcArya bana baiThe aura dukAna kholakara baiThe haiM! kisI jagaha para sirpha dvaita zabda rakhA hI nahIM jA sakatA aura sirpha advaita zabda bhI nahIM rakhA jA sktaa| ye loga to dvaita yA advaita zabda kA artha bhI nahIM samajhate aura dvaita kI yA advaita kI dukAnoM meM ghusa jAte haiM ! jaba taka deha hai, taba taka zuddhAtmA dvaitAdvaita hai| sirpha advaita koI bana hI nahIM sakatA hai| advaita vikalpa hai aura dvaita ke AdhAra para hai| vItarAga to g2az2aba ke ho cuke haiM! dvaMdvoM ke sAgara meM advaita kA rakSaNa karane ke lie sAmanevAle ke sAtha jhagar3anA, usI kA nAma dvaitabhAva! advaita ke rakSaNa ke lie sAmanevAle ke sAtha vAda-vivAda meM utaranA, vahI dvaita advaita ko bhagavAna ne vidhura kahA hai aura dvaita ko vivAhita kahA hai! bhagavAna to dvaitAdvaita haiM, tU dvaMdvAtIta ho jAegA to hala aaegaa| yaha saMsAra kisI ko bhI nahIM chodd'taa| pAMDavoM kA tela nikAla diyA aura rAma to jaMgala meM gae, vahA~ bhI unakI strI ko uThAkara le gae! aisA hai yaha jagat ! vItarAga kahate haiM, 'ye caMdUbhAI nahIM haiM aura haiM bhI shii| asti nAsti - haiM aura nahIM bhI haiN| svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM ho to ve caMdUbhAI haiM aura svarUpa kA bhAna ho jAe to ve caMdabhAI nahIM haiN|' ___ jagat pUrA hI ekAMtika hai, eka vastu nizcita hI kara detA hai ki aisA hI hotA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' an-ekAMtika hote haiM, bilkula nirAle hote haiM! isa jagat meM poijana bhI eka guNavAlA nahIM hai aura amRta bhI eka guNavAlA nahIM hai, dviguNavAle haiM sbhii| isalie kisI ke lie bhI ekAMtika mata bolnaa| 'ye DaoNkTara kharAba haiM' aisA mata bolanA, athavA 'sabhI DaoNkTara acche haiM' aisA bhI mata bolanA, lekina hameM vyU poinTa lakSya meM rakhanA hai ki kisI apekSA se isa prakAra ke haiM aura kisI anya apekSA se dUsare prakAra ke haiN| isa poijana meM bhI kucha acche guNa haiN| yadi eka khAsa limiTa meM poijana khAyA jAe to sabhI roga miTA detA hai aura yadi usase adhika khA liyA jAe, tabhI mAratA hai!

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406 AptavANI-2 manuSya jIvana meM enDa taka sabhI kucha pharajiyAta (anivArya) hai| pUrA saMsAra hI pharajiyAta hai, dvitiyama nahIM lekina tRtiyama hai, lekina pUrA jagat ise marajiyAta (aicchika) mAnakara calatA hai| advaita matalaba eka tarapha, dvaita matalaba dUsarI tarapha aura yaha to tRtiyama! dvaita meM rahatA hai, taba taka sIdhA rahatA hai| dvaitAdvaita meM hotA hai, taba vahA~ para AtmA hotA hai aura jahA~ tRtiyama ho vahA~ para sirpha saMsAra hai! jJeya-jJAtA kA saMbaMdha dvaita hai, khuda apane Apa ke lie hI advaita hai| isalie AtmA dvaitAdvaita hai, bAkI kA sabhI kucha tRtiyama hai| 'marajiyAta' tRtiyama nahIM khlaataa| 'pharajiyAta,' to pUrA hI tRtiyama hai|

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vItarAga mArga kavi ne gAyA hai ki, 'jenA vANI, vartana ne vinaya che manohara premaatmaa|' vANI manohara honI cAhie, vartana manohara honA cAhie aura vinaya manohara honA caahie| vItarAgoM kA mArga vinaya kA hai, parama vinaya se mokSa hotA hai| anya kucha bhI par3hane-karane kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, par3hanevAle to kitanA hI par3ha-par3hakara thaka gae haiN| vItarAgoM kA mArga parama vinaya mA~gatA hai, unheM aura kucha bhI nahIM caahie| vItarAgoM ne pUre jagat kA eka hI dharma dekhA, vItarAga dharma, aura vItarAga dharma se hI mokSa hai| isalie vItarAgatA prApta kro| Aja to eka jaina dharma meM hI kitane sAre bhAga par3a gae haiM? apanA mArga to jaina nahIM hai, vaiSNava nahIM hai, svAminArAyaNa nahIM hai, mAtra vItarAga mArga hai! krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha cale gae to jAnanA ki vItarAga dharma prApta huA, yaha nizAnI hai uskii| koI pUche ki, 'isakA bukhAra utara gayA hai yA nahIM?' taba hama kahate haiM ki, 'tharmAmITara lagAo aura dekho| yadi vaha 98 DigrI dikhAe to bukhAra nahIM hai aura 97 DigrI dikhAe to bilo naoNrmala bukhAra hai aura 99 DigrI dikhAe to abava naoNrmala bukhAra hai|' isa prakAra tharmAmITara lagAkara dekhanA caahie| vItarAga kyA kahate haiM? 'jisake krodha-mAna-mAyAlobha cale gae use vItarAga mArga prApta huA aura jisake pAsa ve sAbuta haiM, ve z2arA bhI nahIM TUTe haiM, jisameM kaMkar3a bhI nahIM TUTA, use vItarAga dharma prApta huA kaise kahA jAegA? jaina dharma to prApta huA hai, are, anaMta janmoM se jaina dharma to prApta huA hai| kahIM eka janma se thor3e hI jaina dharma prApta huA hai? lekina vItarAga dharma kisI bhI janma meM prApta nahIM huA hai!

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408 AptavANI-2 vItarAga to bilkula alaga hI the| vItarAgoM ko vItarAga mArga meM jo karanA par3A thA vaha abhI ke logoM ke khyAla meM bhI nahIM hai, lakSya meM nahIM hai aura unheM jo pasaMda nahIM thA, loga vahI karate haiN| unheM kyA pasaMda nahIM thA ki, 'bhAI, eka pakSa meM mata pdd'naa| tU tapa meM par3A to tapogacchI mata bana jaanaa|' vItarAga kyA kahate haiM ki, 'eka gaccha meM mata pdd'naa|' vaha to eka konA hai makAna kaa| makAna kA eka hI konA yadi sApha karate rahoge to pUrA makAna sApha ho sakegA? zuddhi hogI? bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'sabhI kone sApha krnaa| bhagavAna kahIM tere kone sApha karane ke lie AnevAle nahIM haiN| ye loga to sirpha tapa ke pIche par3a gae, yA sirpha tyAga ke pIche par3a ge| to kitane hI loga pustakeM par3hate rahate haiN| kabIra jI kahate haiM, 'pustaka par3ha-par3ha jaga muA, paMDita bhayA na koI' kabIra jI ko eka bhI paMDita banatA huA nahIM dikhaa| pustakeM par3hakara pustaka jaise bana jAte haiM ! jisakI ArAdhanA karatA hai, usake jaisA bana jAtA hai, AtmA kA svabhAva aisA hai| vItarAga kI ArAdhanA karatA hai to vItarAga bana jAtA hai, yAnI vItarAga kI ArAdhanA karoge to mokSa meM jA paaoge| mokSa kA yahI eka mArga hai, bAkI ke sabhI anaMta mArgoM meM se eka mArga, vItarAgoM kI yaha choTI sI pagaDaMDI hI sirpha aisI hai jo ki mokSa meM le jAtI hai| isa pagaDaMDI para se eka vyakti bhI bahuta muzkila se jA sakatA hai. kabhI-kabhI hI! varnA bAkI ke anya mArga to haiM hI, anya mArga anaMta haiM aura ve sabhI caturgati meM bhaTakAnevAle mArga haiN| devagati aura dUsarI jagaha bhaTakAnevAle mArga haiM aura mAtra itane se hI mana meM saMtuSTi mAna lete haiM aura kahate haiM ki, 'hameM to bahuta kucha AtA hai, hamane bahuta kucha prApta kara liyA jJAnI ke pIche-pIche vItarAgoM ne kahA hai ki, 'mokSa ke lie kucha bhI nahIM karanA hai, mAtra jJAnI ke pIche-pIche cale jaanaa|' unakI pITha pIche sigareTa pIe~ to? 'hA~, piinaa| unakI hAz2irI meM sigareTa bhI pInA, lekina 'jJAnI' ke pIche -pIche cale jaanaa| unakA hAtha mata chor3anA' kahate haiN| 'jJAnI' kise kahate

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vItarAga mArga 409 haiM? jinheM isa jagat meM kucha bhI jAnanA bAkI nahIM bacA hai, ve 'jnyaanii'| jAnanA jise bAkI bacA ho, use hama 'jJAnI' kahate haiM aura phira hama jaba unheM kucha pUche, taba ve ulajhate rahate haiN| sAhaba kyA karate haiM? bhItara ulajhate rahate haiM, phira hameM zAstra ke zabda dikhAte haiN| are bhAI, zAstra kA to tujhe kyA karanA hai! yahA~ para kisalie zabda dikhA rahA hai? tU aMdara se bola na! aMdara se marA huA hai yA jIvita hai, vaha batA na! yadi bhItara jIvita hai to bola bhItara se! lekina ina zAstroM ko kyoM bIca meM lAtA hai? zAstra to borDa haiM, sTezana para utarane ke borDa haiM, borDa kI kyA hara ghar3I z2arUrata par3atI hai? usakI to kabhI hI z2arUrata par3atI hai| utanA hI jAnane ke lie ki, 'bhAI, kauna sA sTezana AyA?' to vaha kahegA ki, 'bhAI, vaha borDa dikhA rahA hai, daadr|' ye zAstra to dAdara haiN| zAstra to iTaselpha kahate haiM, 'go Tu jnyaanii|' ve nizAnI dikhAte haiN| yadi saMsAra meM kisI ulTe mArga kI z2arUrata ho, jagat ke viSayI sukhoM kI z2arUrata ho, tujhe ahaMkAra bhoganA ho, to bhagavAna kahate haiM ki 'zAstra par3ha aura tyAga kara, tapa kara, japa kara, tujhe jo anukUla Ae, vaisA koI bhI tapa-japa cuna le| eka sabjekTa cuna le, usa sabjekTa kA phala tujhe milegaa| devagati yA phira manuSyagati meM hI acchA janma milegA, yaha milegA, vaha milegaa'| bhagavAna ke sabjekTa kA ArAdhana kiyA, isalie kucha phala to milegA na? bhagavAna ne mokSa ke lie nirviSayI mArga batAyA hai! usameM tapa, tyAga, japa yA jo bAhara ke viSaya haiM, aisA kucha bhI nahIM hai| vItarAga matalaba atyaMta samajhadAra vykti| mokSa kA sarala se sarala, AsAna se AsAna mArga, vItarAga dekara gae haiM, anya sabhI logoM ne mokSa kA mArga ulajhA-ulajhAkara bhUla-bhulaiyA ke rUpa meM batAyA hai| vaha bhUlabhulaiyA kaisI? ki eka bAra aMdara ghusA to phira nikala nahIM pAtA, usameM se nikalA jA sake, aisA hai nhiiN| vItarAga ke mArga meM itanI sI bhI pola nahIM rakhI, kyoMki vItarAga to bahuta hI zuddha, jinheM kucha bhI nahIM cAhie thA, prapaMca nahIM thA, jina meM rAga nahIM thA, jinheM kisI bhI prakAra kI icchA hI nahIM thI, vItarAga aise the!

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410 AptavANI-2 icchA kise hotI hai? vAstava meM kisI ko bhI icchA nahIM hai, jo-jo AtmA rUpa haiM, unheM kisI ko bhI icchA nahIM hai| yaha to bhrAMti utpanna huI hai| yaha to jaina dharma ne AtmA ko icchAvAna ThaharA diyA hai abhI! AtmA icchAvAna hotA na, taba to phira vaha bhikhArI hI hai| AtmA icchA karatA hI nahIM hai| AtmA to paramAtmA hai, use icchA ho sakatI hai? AtmA khuda vItarAga hI hai pahale se| yaha to bhrAMti se icchA khar3I ho gaI hai| ahaMkAra ko icchA khar3I ho gaI hai| jaba ahaMkAra nahIM rahegA, taba icchA bhI nahIM rhegii| yaha to ahaMkAra kI icchA hai, AtmA kI kahIM icchA hotI hogI? taba to phira eka sAdhAraNa vyakti aura usameM pharka hI nahIM rahA n| AtmA khuda paramAtmA hai aura use kisI bhI cIz2a kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| zurU se hI nahIM thI, abhI bhI nahIM hai aura bhaviSya meM bhI nahIM hogii| yaha to khuda pha~sA huA hai| yadi ahaMkAra calA jAe, usakA vilaya ho jAe to kucha bhI nahIM hai, mokSa hI hai, icchA hI nahIM rahegI phira to| abhI to jainamArga meM aura anya sabhI mArgoM meM kahate haiM na ki, 'AtmA ko to icchA hai na?' are bhAI, AtmA ko yadi icchA hotI to vaha AtmA hI kaise kahalAtA? AtmA ko yadi icchAvAna kahate ho to usa dravya ko jAnA hI nahIM hai Apane! pItala ko aura sone ko pahacAnate nahIM ho Apa, pItala ko sonA kahate ho! sonA to usake khuda ke guNadharma meM hai, paramAtmA svarUpa meM hai, abhI bhI paramAtmA svarUpa meM baiThA huA hai, unakA paramAtmA svarUpa ve kabhI bhI cUke hI nhiiN| bhale hI ve jaMjAla meM A gae haiM, lekina jaMjAla meM bhI ve khuda cUke nahIM haiN| jaMjAla meM unake jJAna para aMtarAya AyA hai, anya kucha bhI aMtarAya nahIM hai| jJAna, darzana para aMtarAya hai| usase unheM koI nukasAna nahIM hai| jise yaha ahaMkAra hai, use nukasAna hai| inheM kyA nukasAna hai? inheM to bhItara paramAnaMda hai| ve khuda anaMta sukha kA dhAma haiN| rAta ko so jAtA hai na, taba pAgala ko bhI sukha AtA hai| yadi acchI gaharI nIMda so jAe na, to bhI usameM use thor3A, usakA (AtmA kA) AbhAsa hotA hai ki, 'are, yaha sukha to aMdara hI hai| kyoMki rAta ko koI bhI viSaya nahIM AyA, rAta ko nIMda meM koI viSaya nahIM bhoge, yoM hI gaharI nIMda so gayA to kisameM se sukha AyA?'

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vItarAga mArga taba yaha mazInarI sArI baMda ho gaI, ahaMkAra baMda ho gayA, ahaMkAra rUpI mazInarI baMda hote hI sukha utpanna hotA hai / taba phira use lagatA hai ki, 'bahuta acchI nIMda AI thI ! bahuta acchI nIMda AI thI!' sacoTa icchA, kaisI hotI hai? 411 dAdAzrI : mokSa kI icchA hai yA dUsare gA~va jAnA hai? icchA kisa tarapha kI rahatI hai? praznakartA : mukti ke alAvA aura kucha bhI nahIM cAhie / dAdAzrI : mokSa kI icchA ho aura sAtha hI sAtha dUsarI icchA dikhatI rahatI ho na to hameM patA calatA hai ki abhI yaha koI eka icchA aMdara par3I huI hai, kisI dina hameM dikhA detI hai / jaise apane ghara meM do loga hoM to roz2a eka kA eka hI dikhatA hai, lekina kabhI dUsarA dikhe to hameM jAnanA cAhie ki koI hai bhItara, aisA patA nahIM calegA? yAnI dUsarA koI aisA aMdara dikhatA hai ? praznakartA : dikhatA hai kabhI / dAdAzrI : ekAdha hai yA do loga haiM? praznakartA : patA nahIM / I dAdAzrI : vaha to patA lagAnA pdd'egaa| aisA hai na ki sirpha mokSa kI hI icchA ho na, to use koI bhI rokanevAlA nahIM hai / jise sirpha mokSa kI hI sacoTa icchA hai use koI rokanevAlA nahIM hai ! jJAnI unake ghara jAe~ge ! ve kaheMge ki, 'mujhe jJAnI kA kyA karanA hai? mujhe unase milane to jAnA hI par3egA na?' nahIM, terI icchA hI tere lie jJAnI ko le AegI ! jJAnI sAdhana haiN| 'mokSa ke alAvA anya kucha bhI nahIM cAhie, ' jisakI sirpha yahI eka icchA hai usake pAsa hara eka cIz2a AtI hai, lekina jise dUsarI icchAe~ haiM, bhItara pola hai, usakA kucha nahIM ho sakatA / usa pola kI to patrikA jaba prakAza meM AtI hai taba patA calatA hai! use polapatrikA kahA jAtA hai| vItarAga kahate haiM ki jo hamAre jaise pakke haiM, jise kucha bhI kAmanA

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412 AptavANI-2 nahIM hai usakA isa duniyA meM koI nAma denevAlA nahIM hai! aura nAma degA to pudgala kA degA, lekina AtmA ko kauna chU sakatA hai? ye loga to pudgala ke vyApArI haiM, ve pudgala kA vyApAra bhale hI kareM, paudgalika vyApAra hai na? kisI kA pudgala le jAe~ge bahuta huA to, lekina yahA~ mAlikI nahIM thI unakA le lete haiM na! jise mokSa kI icchA hotI hai, use pudgala kI mAlikI nahIM rahatI! pudgala kI mAlikI hai, use mokSa kI icchA nahIM hotii| amUrta ke darzana, kalyANakArI kavirAja ne likhA hai ki, 'mUrti amUrtanA darzana pAme jyAM maMdiranA ghaTanAda vAgI gayA ch|' mUrti 'amUrta' ke darzana prApta kare, usake bAda mokSa meM jAne ke ghaMTanAda bajate haiN| amUrta ke darzana kisI bhI kAla meM hue nahIM, yadi hue hote to mokSa ke ghaMTanAda baja gae hote sabhI 'maMdiroM' meM! yaha bAta Apako samajha meM AI ki 'mUrti yadi amUrta ke darzana kare to kalyANa ho jAtA hai?' manuSya (rUpI) mUrata hogI, tabhI to hameM amUrta ke darzana hoMge na! jaba mUrti amUrta ke darzana prApta kare, taba samajho ki maMdira ke ghaMTanAda pUre ho gae, vahA~ para kAma pUrA ho gyaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to jar3a aura cetana kA aise vibhAjana karake sArA tAMbA alaga kara dete haiM, unake hAtha meM Ae to turaMta hI kaha dete haiM ki, 'yaha zuddha hai aura yaha mailA hai|' yahA~ to thoDA bhI maila ho to nahIM calegA, mokSa ke lie to yadi thoDA bhI maila ho to kAma kA nahIM hai, vaha sonA nahIM khlaaegaa| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'do pratizata maila ho taba bhI vaha sonA nahIM hai, hameM to zuddha sonA caahie| zuddha upayogavAlA sonA! yahA~ aura kucha bhI nahIM calegA, gar3abar3a-var3abar3a calegI hI nahIM!' sone meM do bAla jitanA pharka ho to? 'to bhI nahIM, vaha pharka-varka, milAvaTI saba jAo yahA~ se caukasI (sone kA pArakhI) ke paas|' yahA~ to vItarAgoM kA kAma, zuddha

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vItarAga mArga sau upayogavAlA sonA cAhie, vahA~ to ninyAnave pratizata nahIM hotA, pUrA pratizata caahie| 413 vItarAga arthAt asala meM pakke vItarAga koI kaccI mAyA nahIM hai| sabhI kacce hoMge, lekina vItarAga jaise pakke koI nahIM haiM, ve to asala meM pakke haiM ! sArI duniyA ke sabhI aqlavAle unheM kyA kahate the? bholA kahate the / ina vItarAgoM kA janma huA na, taba unake dosta unheM kahate the ki, 'ye to bhole haiM, mUrkha haiM / ' are, tU mUrkha hai, terA bApa mUrkha hai aura terA dAdA mUrkha hai| vItarAgoM ko to koI mUrkha banA hI nahIM sakatA, ve itane samajhadAra hote haiN| khuda kA rAstA nahIM chor3ate haiM, ve khuda dhokhA khA jAte haiM, lekina rAstA nahIM cuukte| ve kaheMge ki, 'maiM dhokhA nahIM khAU~gA, to yaha mujhe mere rAste para nahIM jAne degaa|' to sAmanevAlA kyA samajhatA hai ki ye kacce haiM / are, nahIM hai yaha kaccA, yaha to asala pakkA hai ! isa duniyA meM jo dhokhA khAe, jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAe, usake jaisA pakkA isa duniyA meM koI hai hI nahIM aura jinhoMne jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAyA ve vItarAga bana ge| isalie jise abhI bhI vItarAga bananA ho, to jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khaanaa| anajAne meM to pUrI duniyA dhokhA khA rahI haiM / sAdhu, sanyAsI, bAbA hara koI dhokhA khA rahA hai, lekina jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAe, ve sirpha ye vItarAga hI haiM! bacapana se jAna-bUjhakara hara tarapha se dhokhA khAte haiM, ve khuda jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAte haiM phira bhI vApasa dhokhA denevAle ko aisA nahIM lagane dete ki tUne mujhe dhokhA diyA hai, nahIM to merI A~kha tU par3ha jAegA, ve to A~kha meM bhI nahIM par3hane dete, vItarAga aise pakke hote the! ve jAnate the ki isakA pudgala kA vyApAra hai, usa becAre ko to pudgala lene do na, mujhe to pudgala de denA hai! lobhI ho to use lobha lene dete, mAnI ho to use mAna dekara bhI khuda kA hala niber3A le Ate the, khuda kA rAstA nahIM cUkate the| khuda kA mUla mArga jo prApta huA hai use cUkate nahIM the, vItarAga aise samajhadAra the| aura abhI bhI jo bhI aisA mArga pakar3egA usake mokSa meM parezAnI hI kyA AegI ? 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA to Aja yaha zarIra

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414 AptavANI-2 hai aura kala yaha bulabulA phUTa jAegA to kyA mokSamArga khatma ho jAegA? taba kahe, 'nahIM, yadi itanI zarta hogI ki jise mokSa ke alAvA anya kisI bhI prakAra kI kAmanA nahIM hai aura jise khuda jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAnA hai aise kucha lakSaNa usameM khuda meM hoMge aura to usakA mokSa koI rokanevAlA nahIM hai| yoM hI, akelA hI, jJAnI ke binA bhI do avatArI hokara vaha mokSa meM calA jAegA!' anya mArgoM meM, kaisI dazA aisA hai vItarAga mArga! use Aja pUrA rauMda diyA hai ! yAnI ki logoM ko kriyAkAMDa meM hI DAla diyA hai| usameM DAlanevAlA koI bhI nahIM hai, DAlanevAle unake karma haiM aura jo usameM par3a jAte haiM aura bhItara ghusa jAte haiM ve bhI unake khuda ke karmoM se hI duHkha pAte haiN| hara koI apane karmoM se hI du:kha pA rahA hai, usameM kisI kA doSa nahIM hai, khuda ke karmoM ke kAraNa hI ulajhatA rahatA hai| yaha jo ghAnI kA baila hotA hai, use zAma ko aisA lagatA hai ki vaha cAlIsa mIla taka calA, lekina jaba A~khoM para se paTTI haTatI hai, taba vahI kI vahI ghAnI! usI taraha ye loga calate rahate haiM! anaMta, lAkhoM mIla cale haiM, lekina ghAnI ke baila kI taraha vahIM ke vahIM para haiM! aura vahIM para hote to bhI acchA thaa| ghAnI kA baila to vahIM kA vahIM rahatA hai, lekina ye to do pairoM meM se cAra pairavAle baneMge! isalie mujhe hu~kAra kara bolanA par3atA hai ki, 'are bhAI! sAvadhAna ho jAo kucha, kucha to sAvadhAna ho jA! mokSa kI bAta to jAne de, lekina kucha acchI gati to cakha aura Aja bharata kSetra meM acchI gati rakhakara kyA fAyadA milegA? aba to chaThThA ArA (kAlacakra kA bArahavA~ hissA) Ane kI taiyArI ho rahI hai! aba kisI anya kSetra meM jAyA jA sake, kSetra parivartana ho jAe, aisA kucha kara le!' kSetra parivartana ho sakatA hai| vItarAgoM ke mArga meM sabhI sAdhana haiN| Aja to mahAvIra bhagavAna ke, kRSNa bhagavAna ke, vedAMta ke, sabhI dharmoM ke zAstroM kA pUrA AdhAra hai| chaThe Are kI zurUAta se hI kisI dharma kA koI AdhAra nahIM hogA - khatma, khalAsa! aThAraha haz2Ara sAla ke bAda bilkula hI khatma ho jAegA! aisA vItarAgoM kA varNana hai,

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vItarAga mArga 1 mujhe kucha bhI batAne kI z2arUrata nahIM hai / maiM to unakA batAyA huA varNana kara rahA hU~, yaha merI bAta nahIM hai / merI bAta to 'yaha' jo yoM hI nikala rahI hai, vaha hai| jabaki yaha to vItarAgoM kI bAta hai| bhAI, thor3A samajhanA par3egA na? samajhe binA kaise calegA? 415 kisI dina Apane jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAyA thA? jAna-bUjhakara dhokhA khAe, vaha sabase bar3A mahAvrata kahalAtA hai, isa duSamakAla kA ! jAnabUjhakara dhokhA khAne jaisA koI mahAvrata nahIM hai isa kAla meM ! saccA mArga to milanA cAhie na ? praznakartA : loga kriyA kI tarapha vizeSa rUpa se jhuke hue haiN| dAdAzrI : saccA mArga nahIM milA, isalie / lekina kriyA kI tarapha jhukAva hotA na to bhI harja nahIM thA ki 'kriyA kA phala AegA / ' kisI vyakti ne yahA~ jAyaphala kA bIja boyA ho to Upara jAyaphala Ae~ge to ve khIra yA zrIkhaMDa meM DAlane ke kAma Ae~ge, lekina agara kucha boyA hogA tabhI phala AegA, lekina unameM sabhI Trika dhyAna utpanna hue / brena TaoNnikavAle jo dhyAna utpanna hue, ve saMpUrNa ahitakArI haiN| unhoMne jo Dabala Trika kAma meM lI, vyApAra hIroM kA jisameM ki milAvaTa nahIM kI jA sakatI hai to usameM kyA kiyA? eka ke badale dUsarA dene lage ! to usake bajAya to milAvaTavAle acche ki vahI thA aura usameM dUsarA ddaalaa| aura yaha to eka ke badale anya! inheM kaise pahu~ca pAe~ge? kisI kI bAta nahIM karate hm| koI samajhadAra ho to bAta karanA ki 'jJAnIpuruSa' sAvadhAna hone ko kaha rahe haiN| brena TaoNnika se itanA sAvadhAna huA jA sake to ho jAo, yaha bahuta acchI bAta hai, kyoMki aura to kucha nahIM, lekina yaha hArDa raudradhyAna kahalAtA hai| lakar3I meM bhI saoNphTa vuDa aura hArDa vuDa AtI hai I aura usa hArDa vuDa ko to raMdhA mAre to raMdhA TUTa jAtA hai! saoNphTa vuDa hogI to diyAsalAI bhI banegI, yaha to hArDa vuDa jaisI hArDa raudradhyAna hai / saMkalpa - vikalpa kise kahate haiM? 'merA,' jahA~ para aisA Aropa kiyA- vaha saMkalpa aura 'maiM, ' kA jahA~

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416 AptavANI-2 para Aropa kiyA-vaha vikalpa, vaha Aropita bhAva kahalAtA hai| saMkalpavikalpa ko aura Aropita bhAva ko bhagavAna ne isa taraha vItarAga bhASA meM kahA hai lekina lokabhASA ko nakArA nahIM hai bhagavAna ne, kyoMki lokabhASA bhI calanI cAhie na? lokabhASA ko nakAra deM to loga ulajhate rheNge| Apako vItarAga bhASA jAnanI hai yA lokabhASA jAnanI hai? praznakartA : vItarAga bhaassaa| dAdAzrI : 'yaha' vItarAga bhASA hai, yAnI ki apane meM se 'maiM caMdUbhAI hU~' gayA to sabakucha gyaa| 'maiM-pana' calA jAegA aura yaha poSAka 'merI' hai usameM bhI jahA~ 'maiM-pana' calA gayA to khatma ho jaaegaa| caMdUbhAI kA 'maiM-pana' gayA to 'merA' bhI calA jAegA-saMkalpa bhI khatma ho jAegA! mana meM jo aisA hotA hai, use jagat saMkalpa-vikalpa kahatA hai| jabaki vItarAgoM ne use adhyavasAna kahA hai| vItarAgoM ne unakI bhASA meM alaga likhA hai saba aura vaha bhASA samajha meM Ae taba kAma kI hai| jauharI kyA eka hI prakAra ke haiM? yahA~ muMbaI meM jauharI hote haiM na, ve lAkha kA hIrA lete haiM, vaha muMbaIvAlA madrAsavAle ko savA lAkha meM becatA hai, kyoMki madrAsavAle bahuta bar3e jauhrii| madrAsavAlA vApasa muMbaIvAle se bhI adhika perisa meM DhAI lAkha meM becatA hai| yadi mahaMgA le to vaha jauharI saccA hai| jo mahaMgA le aura adhika qImata de, vaha saccA jauharI kahalAtA hai| mUrkha nahIM detA, mUrkha to kama dene kA prayatna karatA hai ki pA~ca sau meM denA ho to de, nahIM to calA jA! saccA jauharI usakI qImata detA hai| bhUleM miTAnI vahI vItarAga mArga vItarAgoM kA mArga yAnI ki bhUleM miTAnA-vaha, jahA~-tahA~ se bhUleM miTAnA aura lokabhASA meM se vItarAgabhASA meM aanaa-vh| vItarAgoM kA mArga bahuta sarala hai| yadi 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAe~ na to mehanata hI nahIM karanI par3atI, varnA mehanata se to kabhI bhI kisI kA mokSa nahIM huA hai aura na hI kabhI hogaa| yadi mehanata se mokSa ho sakatA to ye loga kriyAe~ karake mehanata karate haiM aura maz2adUre IMTeM uThAne kI mehanata karate haiM-ina donoM meM

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vItarAga mArga 417 mehanata hI haiM na! mehanata se kabhI bhI kisI kA mokSa nahIM huA hai, vItarAgatA se mokSa huA hai| Apa jisa avasthA meM pha~se hue ho; mehanatI avasthA meM pha~se hae ho, taba bhI vItarAgatA yA phira aise zAMta eka jagaha para zAMta avasthA meM ho, taba bhI yadi vItarAgatA hogI to mokSa hogaa| ekAMta meM baiThe rahane se kucha nahIM hogA yA phira mehanata karate rahane se bhI kucha nahIM hogaa| vItarAgatA se mokSa hotA hai aura vItarAgatA kaba AtI hai? taba kahe, saMkalpa-vikalpa jAe~ taba vItarAgatA AtI hai| saMkalpa-vikalpa kahA~ para jAte haiM? 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke paas| unakI kRpA barase to, unakI kRpA utare aura kRpA pAtra bana jAe~ taba saMkalpa-vikalpa jAte haiM, nahIM to karor3oM janmoM taka bhI jA nahIM paaeNge| eka vikalpa nikAlane jAegA to dUsare cAra bIja Dala jAe~ge, yAnI phira naye cAra paudhe uge! eka paudhA nikAlane gayA, to cAra uge! ina kriyAoM se kyA hotA hai ki Aja lakSmI milI, aura dUsarA yaha ki dimAg2a tez2a ho gayA! kyoMki vItarAgoM ke zabda par3he haiM! vItarAgoM ke zabdoM parase kriyA karane lage haiM, isalie vItarAga brena TaoNnika se brena tez2a ho gyaa| brena tez2a ho gayA isalie Trika karanA sIkha gae, hArDa Trika, ttriks| buddhi hai, vaha kisalie hai? Trika karane ke lie yA mokSa meM jAne ke lie? praznakartA : mokSa meM jAne ke lie| dAdAzrI : hN| buddhi dhokhA dene ke lie hotI hai? yadi sAmanevAle kI kama buddhi kA lAbha le to? to vaha to duSTa jAnavara kahalAtA hai| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai, aisA duSTa jAnavara dekhA nahIM thA! varlDa meM aura kisI bhI jagaha para nahIM hai| sirpha isa hindustAna meM aura thor3I-bahuta hindustAna kI chUta cIna-vIna meM ghusa gaI hai, lekina mUlataH yaha chUta hindustAna kI hai| jaise TI.bI kA roga kucha dezoM meM hotA hai na, vaisA hI yaha eka prakAra kA roga hai aura ye jaMtu haiM, to isake jaMtu phailate haiN| maiMne Apake sAtha do-cAra bAra 'Trika' kI, isalie Apa kahate ho ki, 'Trika kie binA nahIM clegaa|' isase jaMtuoM kA phailAva zurU ho jAtA hai| bhayaMkara roga hai yaha to! isake jaisA aura koI roga nahIM hai| hArDa raudradhyAna hai| cAra gatiyoM meM bhaTakA mAregA!

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418 AptavANI-2 yahI kA yahI pichale janma meM kiyA hai aura usakA phala hai yh| lakSmI jI ke sAtha bhI yahI karane lage aura tez2a dimAg2a se kAma lene lage haiM! 'ina do pairoM se gira jAte ho, to cAra paira rakho ab|' bhagavAna aisA kahate haiM! hameM mu~ha para kahanA par3atA hai, yaha kyA acchA dikhatA hai? 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko mu~ha para kahanA par3atA hai ki, 'do pairoMvAloM ke cAra paira ho jAe~ge!' lekina sAvadhAna karane ke lie lAla jhaMDI dikhA rahe haiM ki gAr3I Age mata jAne denA, bar3A pula TUTa gayA hai! karuNA AtI hai 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko! unheM dveSa nahIM hotA, lekina karuNA AtI hai| itanA Upara car3hA, vItarAgoM se amarapada mA~ga sake, itanI tujhameM zakti hai, lekina mArga avarUddha huA isalie yaha saba utpanna ho gayA hai| mArga to avarUddha hotA hai, baiThe bhI rahanA par3atA hai| Apako pasaMda AI yA hamArI bAteM kaThora lagatI hai? praznakartA : dAdA, bahuta pasaMda haiM ApakI baateN| dAdAzrI : bhItara jo baiThe haiM ve bhagavAna haiM, 'yaha to paikiMga hai|' pudgala bhagavAna nahIM hotA aura paudgalika bhAva, vaha bhI bhagavAna nahIM hai| bhagavAna to bhagavAna hI haiM, jJAtA-dRSTA aura prmaanNdii| unake pAsa hamArI sarva kAmanAe~ pUrI ho jAtI haiM aura mokSa kI kAmanA bhI pUrI hotI hai| icchAe~ jo thoDI bahata raha gaI hoM, ve bhI pUrI ho jAtI haiN| icchAe~ pUrI kie binA vahA~ mokSa meM ghusane nahIM deMge, vahA~ to mu~ha para araMDI kA tela ho use to ghusane hI nahIM dete! logoM ke mu~ha para araMDI kA tela dekhane ko milatA hai yA nahIM milatA? kisI ke cehare para kyA araMDI kA tela cupar3ate haiM loga? nahIM, vaha to yoM hI bhItara kar3hApA-ajaMpA hotA hai aura usase araMDI ke ceharevAle bana jAte haiM ! aura vaha cAlAkI? brena kI cAlAkI? kaisI cAlAkI ki aisoM-vaisoM ko to vaha kucha ginatA hI nahIM! sarala vyakti to usakI ginatI meM hI nahIM hote! kitanI adhika cAlAkI! taraNatAraNa hI tAreM mUla mokSamArga ko jAnanA cAhie, mokSamArga ke dAtA kI AvazyakatA hai aura ve taraNatAraNa hone caahie| khuda tara cuke hoMge tabhI hameM tAra sakeMge,

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vItarAga mArga 419 varnA khuda yadi DUba rahA hogA to hamArA kyA bhalA karegA? jo khuda dAtA puruSa hote haiM, ve to mokSa kA dAna dene ke lie hI Ae hote haiM, lene ke lie nahIM Ae hote! jo mokSa kA dAna lene Ae hoM, ve hameM kyA deMge? dAna lene AnevAlA dAna detA hai kyA? jo mokSa kA dAna dene Ae haiM, aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa apanA kAma hogA, mokSadAtA puruSa aura jinake pAsa sTaoNka meM mokSa hai aura khuda mokSa svarUpa ho cuke haiM, ve hI hameM mokSadAna de sakate haiN| pUrA jagat kaise vItarAgatA ko samajhe, kaise vItarAga mArga ko prApta kare, bhale hI mokSa prApti na ho pAe, lekina vItarAga mArga ko prApta kro| eka mIla calo, lekina vItarAga mArga para clo| jisa dharma ko pakar3A ho, usa dharma ke jitane vItarAga mIla hoM, usameM eka mIla to eka mIla, lekina vItarAga mArga meM Age bar3ho! 'jJAnIpuruSa' itanA hI kahate haiN| __ye pustakeM to hIre jaisI haiN| kA~ca ke imiTezana hIre aura sacce hIre saba eka sAtha par3e hue hoM, unake jaise ye zAstra haiN| unameM se agara koI jauharI hogA, to ekAdha pustaka ko pahacAna pAegA, lekina abhI koI jauharI bacA nahIM hai| jo rahe-sahe hoMge na jauharI, ve zAyada hI koI bace haiM, bAkI jauharIpana rahA nahIM hai| jauharIpana hI calA gayA hai pUrA, yAnI jauharIpana calA gayA hai! zAstra to kyA karate haiM? zAstra to mArgadarzana dete haiM ki go Tu jnyaanii| kyoMki AtmA to avarNanIya hai aura avaktavya hai, vANI se bolA jA sake, vaha aisA nahIM hai| usakA varNana ho sake aisA nahIM hai| vItarAga dharma vItarAga dharma yAnI kyA? vItarAga dharma kise kahate haiM? jahA~ nirvivAditA hai, vahA~ para vItarAga dharma hai| vItarAga dharma hotA hai, vahA~ vAda para vivAda bhI nahIM hotA, prativAda bhI nahIM hotaa| apane yahA~ bAraha sAla se ye pravacana cala rahe haiM, lekina kisIne bhI vivAda nahIM kiyA hai abhI taka! kyoMki syAdavAda vANI meM vivAda kaisA? muslima bhI qabUla karate haiM, yUropiyana bhI qabUla karate haiM, sabhI ko qabUla kie binA cArA hI

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420 AptavANI-2 nahIM hai| yadi ve qabUla nahIM karate to hama samajha jAte haiM ki yaha unakI Ar3AI hai| ve yaha jAna-bUjhakara kara rahe haiM aura aisA to karate hI haiM, vyakti meM ahaMkAra hotA hai aura Ar3AI karanA-vaha to usakA mUla svabhAva hai na? aba vItarAga mArga kA uddhAra hone lagA hai| vItarAga to khuda vItarAga the, lekina unake mArga kA uddhAra hogA na! bahuta dinoM taka, kaba taka usa mArga para dhUla par3I rahegI? saccA hIrA kabhI na kabhI bAhara nikale binA rahatA hai kyA? kRSNa bhagavAna ne bhI kahA hai, 'vItarAga mArga nirbhaya mArga hai, mokSa mArga hai|' kRSNa bhagavAna ne kitanA suMdara kahA hai! jagat meM krAMti kAla barate praznakartA : Aja bhArata kI pUrI saMskRti kisa taraha se khatma karanI, vaha vesTarna DikTezana se cala rahA hai| dAdAzrI : saMskRti kA nAza karane cale haiM na ve, hameM jo makAna tor3anA thA na, ye loga usI ko tor3a rahe haiM, isalie hameM lebararsa nahIM ma~gavAne pdd'eNge| maiM kaba se hI jAna gayA hU~ ki ye lebararsa bAhara se A rahe haiN| jabaki hameM unheM enkareja nahIM karanA hai, lekina bhItara hameM samajha jAnA hai, ki ye to muphta meM lebararsa mila rahe haiM ! isa taraha purAnA saba gira jAegA, tabhI nayA racA jA sakegA! ye phaoNrenavAle kitane adhika sudhara gae haiM(!) ki nIMda kI goliyA~ khAe~, taba unheM nIMda AtI hai ! are, ApakI nIMda kahA~ gaI? unase to hamAre yahA~ vAle acche ki ArAma se so jAte haiN| Apa apane deza meM pUre varlDa kA sonA aura lakSmI lekara baiThe ho, phira bhI bIsa-bIsa goliyA~ khAkara sote ho! yaha kyA hai ApakA? eka phaoNrena kA sAinTisTa hameM milA thA usase hamane yaha bAta kii| usane pUchA ki, 'isameM hamArI bhUla kahA~ raha gaI hai?' taba maiMne kahA, 'yaha jo ApakA bhautika vijJAna hai, vaha abava naoNrmala kA poijana ho cukA hai, saba z2aharIlA ho cukA hai| bilo naoNrmala iz2a da poijana, abava naoNrmala ija da poijana, naoNrmeliTI ija da riyala laaiph|'

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vItarAga mArga 421 vItarAga mArga aisA kahatA hai ki, 'jo kucha ho rahA hai vaha vItarAga mArga kA puSTi denevAle kAraNa haiN|' abhI jo saba ho rahA hai vaha vItarAga mArga ko puSTi de rahA hai| praznakartA : jaba ye hotA hai, to hameM vicAra Ate haiM aura utkRSTa bhAvanA hotI hai| dAdAzrI : hameM z2arA se bhI rAga-dveSa nahIM hote| hameM turaMta hI samajha meM A jAtA hai ki ye kyA kara rahe haiM! ye upAzraya meM kyA kara rahe haiM? vItarAgoM kI puSTi ! vItarAga mArga kise kahate haiM? ki jahA~ caMcalatA kA nAza ho jaae| sAtvikatA kI hada hotI hai, sAtvikatA jo ki caMcalatA ko baDhAe, vaisI sAtvikatA khatma ho jAnI caahie| eka vyakti jo kama caMcala hotA hai, vaha imozanala nahIM hotA, mozana meM rahatA hai| vaha pUrI jiMdagI meM jitane karma bA~dhatA hai, utane hI adhika caMcalatAvAlA vyakti paMdraha minaTa meM bA~dha letA hai! yAnI ki yaha sArA vItarAga dharma kA poSaNa ho rahA hai| jitanA-jitanA Apako dikhatA hai na, jo ulTA bhAsita hotA hai na, usase vItarAga dharma kA hI poSaNa ho rahA hai, sArA hI! mujhe yaha prazna 1928 meM khar3A huA thaa| 1928 meM maiM sinemA dekhane gayA thA, vahA~ mujhe yaha prazna utpanna huA thA ki, 'are-re, isa sinemA se apane saMskAroM kA kyA hogA? kyA dazA hogI ina logoM kI?' phira dUsarA vicAra AyA ki, 'kyA isa vicAra kA upAya hai apane pAsa? koI sattA hai apane pAsa? koI sattA to hai nahIM, to yaha vicAra apane kAma kA nahIM hai| sattA ho, taba yaha vicAra kAma kA hai, jo vicAra sattA se bAhara ho aura usake pIche mathate raheM, to vaha to igoiz2ama hai|' isalie phira dUsarA vicAra AyA ki, 'kyA aisA hI honevAlA hai isa hindustAna kA?' usa samaya hameM jJAna nahIM thA, jJAna to 1958 meM huA, 1958 meM jJAna huA thA, usase pahale ajJAna to thA hI na? kyA ajJAna kisIne le liyA thA? jJAna nahIM thA, lekina ajJAna to thA hI na? lekina taba vaha ajJAna meM vaha bhAga dikhA ki, 'jo ulTe kA pracAra jaldI se kara sakatA hai, vaha acche kA bhI utanI hI tejI se pracAra kregaa| isalie acche ke pracAra ke lie ye

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422 AptavANI-2 sAdhana sabase acche haiN|' yaha saba taba socA thA, lekina 1958 meM jJAna prakaTa huA taba se isake prati bilkula bhI vicAra nahIM aae| Aja vItarAga dharma ke lie pUre varlDa meM kAma ho rahA hai| eka jagaha para nahIM, pUre varlDa meM kAma ho rahA hai, ye sabhI vItarAga dharma ko puSTi de rahe haiM, aura khuda kA satyAnAza kara rahe haiM! ye maMtrI hamase pUchane Ate haiM aura kahate haiM ki, 'isa hindustAna kA sabhI kucha bigar3ane ko tatpara hai|' maiMne kahA, 'sAhaba, ApakA ghara bigar3a jAegA, dekhanA kahIM ApakI ye lar3akiyA~ na bhaTaka jaaeN|' kyoMki sAhaba ke vahA~ tIna gAr3iyA~ hotI haiM, usameM se eka ko sAhaba lekara cale aura eka ko seThAnI idhara lekara calI aura lar3akiyA~ udhara jAe~gI, tahasanahasa ho jAegA, terA tahasa-nahasa ho jaaegaa| isa hindustAna kA bigAr3anevAlA to koI paidA hI nahIM huA, yaha hindustAna to vItarAgoM kA deza hai, RSimuniyoM kA deza hai, isakA koI nAma denevAlA nahIM hai| jisa deza meM kRSNa bhagavAna jaise vAsudeva paidA hue, jisa deza meM 24 tIrthaMkara, 12 cakravartI, 9 vAsudeva, 9 prativAsudeva aura 9 balarAma paidA hue haiM, vahA~ kyA kamI ho sakatI hai? kramika mArga meM nakala cala sakatI hai, lekina 'yaha' akrama mArga hai! acAnaka hI dIyA prakaTa ho gayA hai isalie tu terA dIyA prajvalita kara jaa| phira jitanI gA~The haiM una gA~ThoM ko kisa taraha se nikAlanA, vaha maiM tujhe dikhAU~gA, lekina pahale tU puruSa bana jA, prakRti ke rUpa meM terA kucha bhalA nahIM hogaa| manuSya kisa rUpa meM hai? jaba taka svarUpa kA bhAna' nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka vaha prakRti ke rUpa meM haiM aura jo-jo kriyAe~ kI jAtI haiM, ve sabhI prakRti ke nAca haiN| aura prakRti nAcatI hai aura khuda kahatA hai ki, 'maiMne kiyaa|' ise garva kahate haiN|

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bhakta-bhakti-bhagavAna kRSNa bhagavAna ne cAra prakAra ke bhakta batAe haiM : abhaktoM ke prakAra to aneka haiM! isalie hama yahA~ bhaktoM ke hI prakAra dekheM : 1) Artabhakta - da:kha Ae~, tabhI bhagavAna ko yAda karatA hai, sukha meM yAda nahIM krtaa| khuda ke paira meM dukhe, taba 'he bhagavAna! he bhagavAna!' karatA hai, 'dayA karo, dayA karo' kahatA hai| taba bhagavAna samajha jAte haiM ki, 'yaha to du:kha ke mAre mujhe yAda kara rahA hai|' aise bhakta jagaha-jagaha para dekhane ko milate haiN| 2) arthArthI bhakta - ye svArthI bhakta haiM, arthAt matalabI bhakta, 'mere yahA~ beTe kA janma hogA to aisA karU~gA' kahatA hai, bhagavAna se mA~gatA hai| arthArthI kA artha nahIM jAnate, isIlie ve kahate haiM ki, 'maiM arthArthI huuN|' 3) jijJAsu bhakta - jo bhagavAna ke darzana kare, bhagavAna ke darzana kI laganI lage, vaha jijJAsu bhkt| 4) jJAnI bhakta - vaha to eka 'maiM' khuda hI huuN| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'jJAnI hI merA pratyakSa AtmA hai|' ve to khuda apane pApa karmoM kA puliMdA banAkara jalA dete haiM aura sAmanevAle ke pApoM kA bhI puliMdA banAkara jalA dete haiM ! vaise 'jJAnIpuruSa' 'hama' khuda haiM ! ina cAra bhaktoM meM se jijJAsu bhakta kAma nikAla letA hai| inake alAvA bhakta kA koI pA~cavA prakAra nahIM hai| abhakta to, agara bhagavAna hAz2ira ho jAe~ to unakA bhI sAga banAkara khA jAe~, vaise haiM ! kyoMki bahuta minnateM vagairaha mAnI huI hotI haiM, to unameM se agara koI eka bhI pUrI nahIM hotI to phira bhagavAna kA sAga banAkara khA jAe~, vaise haiM!

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424 AptavANI-2 praznakartA : dAdA, ye bhAI to bhagata AdamI hai| dAdAzrI : kaba taka bhagata rahanA hai? janmojanma taka bhagata hI rahatA hai aura yadi kisI janma meM bhUla khAI aura bhaktoM meM bhI agara koI kusaMga mila gayA to? kenTIna meM le jAegA, aura, vahI pha~sAva hai! jaba taka jJAnI nahIM mileM, taba taka bhakti mA~ganI cAhie aura jJAnI mila jAe~ taba unase mokSa mA~ga lenA caahie| jJAnI sthAyI hala lA dete haiN| bhagata bhagavAna ko kisalie yAda karate haiM? taba kahe, AtmajJAna ke lie| lekina AtmajJAna to terA khuda kA hI svarUpa hai, lekina usakA tujhe bhAna nahIM hai na? jagat meM to saba ora 'tU hI, tU hI' gAte haiM, ve bhagata aura bhagavAna ko judA mAnate haiN| are, eka bAra 'maiM....hI, maiM...hI' gA na! to bhI terA kalyANa ho jaaegaa| 'tU hI, tU hI' gAegA to kaba aMta AegA? lekina loga 'tU hI, tU hI' kisalie gAte haiM? vyagratA meM jo 'tU' thA, vaha aba sirpha 'tujha meM' ekAgra ho gayA hai| isa prakAra 'tU' gAtA hai, lekina yaha 'tU hI' gAne se kucha nahIM hogaa| 'maiM hI' kA kAma hotA hai, 'tU hI' meM 'ta' aura 'maiM' kA bheda rahatA hai, isalie TheTha taka bhagata aura bhagavAna donoM judA hI rahate haiM, jabaki 'maiM hI' meM abhedatA rahatI hai, 'khuda' hI paramAtmA svarUpa ho jAtA hai! kucha tatvamasi' aisA gAte haiM, yAnI ki 'vaha maiM huuN'| lekina 'vaha' kauna, vaha bhagavAna jAne! 'vaha' kA svarUpa hI samajha meM nahIM AyA aura 'tatvamasi-tatvamasi' gAtA rahatA hai to usase kucha bhI nahIM hotaa| jaba sabhI ora 'maiM hI, maiM hI' dikhAI detA hai, taba kAma hotA hai! bhaktoM ne kahA hai ki, 'sabhI meM bhagavAna ko dekha,' lekina vaha sAikolojikala iphekTa haiN| aisI Adata DAlI ho ki 'sabhI meM bhagavAna dekhane haiM,' to dikhate haiM, lekina z2arA cher3eM to krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha khar3e ho jAte haiN| jaisI ina bhaktoM meM se kisIne eka bUMda bhI prApta nahIM kI hai, vaisA Apa sabhI mahAtmAoM ne prApta kiyA hai! yaha g2az2aba kA jJAna hai! yaha to sAinsa hai ! sAinTiphika tarIke se AtmA prApta kiyA, isalie sabhI

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bhakta-bhakti-bhagavAna 425 meM AtmA dekha sakate ho| bhaktoM ne 'tU hI, tU hI' gAyA huA hai aura Apako to jJAna diyA huA hai, vaha jJAna 'maiM hI' kA hai| tU hI' meM bhakta aura bhagavAna meM bheda rahatA hai| bhedabuddhi rahatI hai usameM nayA kyA? akhA bhagata kaha gae haiM ki, 'jo tU jIva to kartA hari, jo tU ziva to vastu khrii|' yadi jIva aura ziva kA vaha bheda khatma ho jAe to paramAtmA bana jAe, abheda buddhi ho jAe to kAma ho jaaegaa| vyavahAra meM - bhakta aura jJAnI 'tU hI, tU hI' se saMsAra hai| sabhI bar3e-bar3e bhakta Aropita jagahoM para haiM, isalie AkulatA-vyAkulatA rahatI hai, aura yadi 'sva' meM raheM, to svasthatA rahatI hai| AkulatA-vyAkulatA nahIM rahatI hai, nirAkulatA rahatI hai| bhakta jaba khuza hote haiM, taba bAvare ho jAte haiM aura duHkha meM Dipresa ho jAte haiN| ye bhakta jagat kI dRSTi se pAgala kahalAte haiM, kaba pAgalapana kareMge vaha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| narasiMha mahetA kI patnI jaba jAnevAlI thIM, taba harijanavAsa meM se bhajana gAne ke lie bulAne Ae to ve gae, aura sArI rAta kIrtana, bhakti, bhajana gaae| eka vyakti subaha AyA aura kahA, 'mahetAnI jI guz2ara gii|' to mahetA gAne lage, ___ 'bhalu thayuM bhAgI jaMjAla, sukhe bhajIzuM zrI gopaal|' 'acchA huA jaMjAla miTI, aba sukha se bhajeMge shriigopaal|' lekina kyA laukika rivAja nahIM karane par3ate? karane cAhie, lekina ye to pAgalapana karate haiN| jabaki 'jJAnIpuruSa' vyavahAra meM kahIM bhI kacce nahIM pdd'te| laukika rivAja meM bhI ekjekTa DrAmA karate haiN| jo DrAmA meM kahIM bhI nahIM cUkate, ve jJAnI ! jahA~, jisa samaya, jo DrAmA karanA ho, vaha 'hama' saMpUrNa abhinaya sahita karate haiN| hama kAma para jAe~, to vahA~ saba kahate haiM, 'seTha jI Ae, seTha jI aae|' to vahA~ hama seTha kA DrAmA karate haiN| nanihAla meM jAe~ to vahA~ saba kahate haiM ki, 'bhAnje aae|' to vahA~ hama bhAnje kA DrAmA karate haiN| gAr3I meM hamase pUche ki, 'Apa kauna haiM?' to hama kahate haiM ki, 'paisenjara haiN|' yahA~ satsaMga meM Ae~, taba 'jJAnIpuruSa'

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426 AptavANI-2 kA abhinaya karate haiM aura bArAta meM jAe~ to bArAtI bana jAte haiM aura smazAna meM jAe~ to arthI ko kaMdhA denevAle bana jAte haiN| phira usa DrAme meM z2arA sI bhI kamI nahIM rahatI, ekjekTa abhinaya hotA hai| jo DrAme meM kacce par3a jAe~ ve jJAnI nahIM hote| gAr3I meM TikiTa caikara TikiTa mA~ge to vahA~ hama thor3e hI kaha sakeMge ki, "hama 'jJAnIpuruSa' haiM, 'dAdA bhagavAna' haiM?" vahA~ to paisenjara hI haiM aura yadi TikiTa gira gaI ho to caikara se kahanA par3egA ki, 'bhAI, TikiTa lI thI lekina gira gaI, tujhe jo jurmAnA lenA ho vaha le le|' bhakta dhunI hote haiN| dhuna zabda dhyAnI meM se banA hai| dhyAnI kA apabhraMza ho gayA to dhunI bana gayA! eka hI tarapha kA dhyAna, vaha dhyaanii| eka dhyAna meM par3a jAe to use dhuna laga gaI, kahA jAtA hai, vaha dhunI bana jAtA hai| eka avasthA utpanna hone ke bAda usI meM rahatA hai, use dhunI kahate haiN| dhunI to, khuda ke svarUpa kA hone yogya hai, usase dhyAtA, dhyeya aura dhyAna eka ho jAte haiN| praznakartA : ye jinheM vimz2ikala kahate haiM, ve dhunI hI haiM kyA? dAdAzrI : ve dhunI ke sautele bhAI haiN| dhunI ko paise se matalaba nahIM hotaa| hamAre pAsa dhunI Ae to usakA kAma hI ho jaae| dhunI ko saMsAra meM loga sukhI nahIM hone dete, idhara-udhara se mArate rahate haiN| bhaktoM ko becAroM ko sukha nahIM milatA, loga unheM parezAna karate rahate haiM, bhaktoM ko logoM se bahuta mAra par3atI hai| kabIra jI ne, becAroM ne bahuta bAra logoM kI mAra khAI haiN| eka bAra dillI meM yuvA daMpatti sAtha meM ghUma rahe the aura bacce ko godI meM lekara ghUma rahe the, to kabIra jI ko bahuta dayA AI ki ye kisa taraha jI rahe haiM? isalie ve eka U~cI TekarI para car3ha gae aura U~cI AvAz2a meM gAne lage, 'U~cA car3ha pukAriyA~, bUmata mArI bahuta, cetanahArA cetajo, sira pe AI mot|' sira para mauta AI hai aura isa bacce aura baccI ko bagala meM DAlakara kahA~ ghUma rahe ho? to bIvI aura bIvI ke patideva aura bAkI logoM ne

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427 khar3e rahakara dekhA ki, 'yaha pAgala kyA bola rahA hai?' taba phira sabhI ne unheM bahuta mArA! kabIra jI to sacce bhakta aura cokhe iMsAna the, isalie mAra bhI bahuta khAI thii| saccA bhakta to koI-koI hI hotA hai| sApha-sApha (nagna satya) nahIM bolanA caahie| vANI kaisI honI bhale hI kitanI bhI satya vANI ho, lekina yadi vaha sAmanevAle ko priya nahIM lage to vaha vANI kisa kAma kI? isameM to jJAnI kA hI kAma hai| cAroM guNAkAravAlI vANI sirpha 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa hI hotI hai, sAmanevAle ke hita ke lie hI hotI hai, vANI bilkula bhI khuda ke hita ke lie nahIM hotii| jJAnI ko 'potApaNu (maiM hU~ aura merA hai, aisA AropaNa, merApana) hotA hI nahIM hai, yadi potApaNuM rahe to vaha jJAnI hI nahIM hai| ___kabIra jI eka dina zAma ko dillI meM ghUmane nikale, rAste meM bahuta bhIr3a thI, ve dekhakara gAne lage, 'mANasa khojata maiM phirA, mANasa kA bar3A sukAla, jAko dekhI dila Thare, tAko pariyo dukaal|' loga to bahuta haiM, lekina dila ko ThaMDaka pahu~ce aisA koI nahIM hotA na? jisase dila ko ThaMDaka pahu~ce aisA vyakti kyA samudra kI sataha DhU~Dhoge to kahA~ se mileMge? eka bAra kI bAta hai| eka rAjA bahuta udAra the| eka dina mahala meM se bAhara Ae aura unhoMne bahuta sAre logoM ko dekhaa| maMtrI se pUchA ki, 'ye loga kyoM Ae haiM?' maMtrI ne kahA ki, 'ye loga bhUkhe haiM isalie bhojana mA~gane Ae haiN|' rAjA ne kahA ki, 'to phira roz2a ina logoM ko bhojana do|' dhIre-dhIre eka-eka vyakti taka bAta pahu~ca gaI aura roz2a logoM kI ToliyA~ rAjA ke yahA~ khAnA khAne ke lie Ane lgii| maMtrI to vicAra meM par3a gae ki, 'ye to pha~sa ge| roz2a haz2AroM loga Ate haiM, yaha kaise pusAegA?' unhoMne eka yukti DhU~Dha nikAlI aura rAjA kI anumati le lii|

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428 AptavANI-2 phira DhiDhorA pITA diyA ki, 'roz2a jo bhakta khAnA khAne Ate haiM, kala rAjA unakA 'bhakta-tela' nikAlanevAle haiM to sabhI z2arUra aanaa|' to dUsare dina do hI loga aae| khuda kA tela nikalavAne ke lie kauna Ae? do sacce bhakta the ve aae| bahana, Apako mokSa cAhie yA aura kucha cAhie? praznakartA : mokSa ke bajAya to bhakti karane ko mile to acchaa| dAdAzrI : Apa abhI bhagavAna kI bhakti karatI ho, to kyA una bhagavAna ko pahacAnatI ho? ve bhagavAna kauna se muhalle meM rahate haiM? kitane laMbe hoMge? unake kitane bacce haiM? unhoMne mA~ kA bArahavA~ kiyA hai yA nahIM, vaha Apa jAnatI ho? praznakartA : bhakti karane se hI sAkSAtkAra hotA hai na? dAdAzrI : anaMta janmoM se Apa ho, kauna se janma meM Apane bhakti nahIM kI hogI? anaMta janmoM se bhagavAna ko pahacAne binA parokSa bhakti kI hai, usase kucha bhI nahIM milatA aura yAtrAoM meM bhaTakanA par3atA hai, to kyA bhagavAna vahA~ para baiThe hue hoMge? pUrI duniyA ulajhI huI hai| sAdhu, sanyAsI sabhI ulajhe hue haiN| aise kitane hI loga galiyoM meM bhaTakate rahate haiM, koI himAlaya meM, to koI jaMgala meM bhaTakatA hai, lekina bhagavAna to jJAnI ke pAsa hI haiN| anya kahIM bhI jAoge to vahA~ gar3abar3a-gar3abar3a-gar3abar3a hI hai| manuSya ke janma meM jJAnI ke pAsa AtmA nahIM jAnA to bAkI sabhI jagaha para gar3abar3a hI hai| Apako jo kucha pUchanA ho vaha pUchanA, yahA~ para yaha aMtima sTezana kI bAta hai| bhakti aura mukti praznakartA : mukti ke lie bhakti karanI cAhie? dAdAzrI : bhakti to muktimArga ke sAdhana dilavA detI hai| bhakti karane se mukti ke sAdhana milate haiN| vItarAga kI bhakti sirpha mukti ke

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bhakta-bhakti-bhagavAna 429 lie hI hai| jo vyakti kisI bhI cIz2a kA bhikhArI hai to usakA satsaMga mokSa ke lie kAma kA nahIM hai| devagati ke lie aisA satsaMga kAma AegA lekina mokSa ke lie to, jo kisI bhI cIz2a kA bhikhArI nahIM hai, usakA satsaMga karanA caahie| bhagata ke hisse meM kyA AtA hai? ghaMTI bajAnI aura prasAda khaanaa| ye to khuda bhagavAna ke phoTo kI bhakti karatA hai, yaha kaisA hai? ki jisakI bhakti karatA hai, vaisA bana jAtA hai ! saMgamaramara ke patthara kI bhakti kare, to saMgamaramara jaisA bana jAtA hai aura kAle patthara kI bhakti kare to kAlA patthara bana jAtA hai, phoTo kI bhakti kare to phoTo jaisA bana jAtA hai aura ina 'dAdA' kI bhakti kare to 'dAdA' jaisA bana jAtA hai! bhakti kA svabhAva kaisA hai? jisa rUpa kI bhakti karegA, vaisA bana jaaegaa| bhakti, vaha to bhagavAna aura bhakta kA saMbaMdha batAtI hai| jaba taka bhagavAna haiM, taba taka cele haiM, bhagavAna aura bhakta bhinna haiN| apane yahA~ jo kiyA jAtA haiM use bhakti nahIM kahate, vaha nididhyAsana kahalAtA hai| nididhyAsana bhakti se ucca mAnA jAtA hai| nididhyAsana meM eka rUpa hI rahatA hai, eka rUpa hI ho jAtA hai usa samaya, jabaki bhakti meM to kitane hI janmoM taka bhakti karatA rahe, phira bhI ThikAnA nahIM par3atA! isa kampyUTara ko bhagavAna mAnakara use DhU~Dhane jAoge to sacce bhagavAna chaTa jaaeNge| bhakti to, jo apane se U~ce haiM unhIM kI kara na! unake guNa sune binA bhakti hogI hI nhiiN| lekina ye jo karate haiM vaha prAkRta guNoM kI hI bhakti hai, to vahA~ to caskA nahIM lagA ho to bhakti kara hI nahIM sktaa| caskA lage binA bhakti ho hI nahIM sktii| nAma, sthApanA aura dravya, ina tIna guNAkAroM se bhakti hotI hai| kucha loga sthApanA bhakti karate haiM, bhagavAna kA phoTo rakhate haiM aura bhakti karate haiM, ve aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI bhakti yAnI ki jaba nAma, sthApanA, dravya aura bhAva ve cAroM hI guNAkAra hoM, taba hotI hai| praznakartA : bhakti aura zraddhA meM pharka hai kyA? dAdAzrI : bhakti kA matalaba tU kyA samajhA? 'maiM khAtA hU~,' vaha kyA bhakti kahalAegI?

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430 AptavANI-2 praznakartA : nhiiN| ArAdhanA karate haiM, vaha bhakti hai na? dAdAzrI : pustaka par3hate-par3hate jinake vAkyoM para zraddhA baiThe, kRSNa ke vAkyoM para zraddhA baiThe to kRSNa kI bhakti hotI hai| jinake vAkyoM ke sAtha eDajasTamenTa hotA hai una para zraddhA baiThatI hai, phira unakI bhakti hotI hai| dUsaroM ke vAkyoM para zraddhA baiTha jAe to pahalevAle ke sAtha eDajasTamenTa nahIM ho pAtA, vaha zraddhA DagamagA jAtI hai| yahA~ to nizcayapUrvaka zraddhA hai, ise pratIti kahate haiN| ArAdhanA - virAdhanA praznakartA : ArAdhanA kise kahate haiM? dAdAzrI : virAdhanA kaba taka kahalAtI hai ki, kisI kA mana du:khaanaa| usase ulTA kiyA jAe to use ArAdhanA kahate haiN| jagat meM jo hotA hai, vaha to aparAdha hai| ArAdhanA yadi uttara hai to virAdhanA dakSiNa hai| ArAdhanA huI matalaba vahA~ rAdhA AtI hai, isalie vahA~ para kRSNa Ate hI haiM! praznakartA : dAdA niraMtara yAda rahate haiM-vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : vaha nididhyAsana kahalAtA hai| nididhyAsana se tadrUpa ho jAte haiM aura unakI sArI zaktiyA~ khuda ko prApta hotI haiN| zravaNa aura manana se nididhyAsana bar3hatA jAtA hai| praznakartA : aparAdha kI Dephinezana kyA hai? dAdAzrI : virAdhanA icchA ke binA hotI hai aura aparAdha icchApUrvaka hotA hai| praznakartA : vaha kisa taraha hotA hai dAdA? dAdAzrI : z2ida para car3ha jAe to vaha aparAdha kara baiThatA hai, jAnatA hai ki yahA~ virAdhanA karane jaisA nahIM hai phira bhI virAdhanA karatA hai| jAnatA hai phira bhI virAdhanA kare, vaha aparAdha meM jAtA hai| virAdhanAvAlA chUTa jAtA

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bhakta-bhakti-bhagavAna 431 hai, lekina aparAdhavAlA nahIM chuutttaa| jisakA bahuta tIvra bhArI ahaMkAra hotA hai, vaha aparAdha kara baiThatA hai| isalie hameM khuda ko kahanA par3egA ki, 'bhAI, tU to pAgala hai, yoM hI pAvara lekara cala rahA hai| ye loga to nahIM jAnate lekina maiM jAnatA hU~ ki tU kahA~, kaisA hai? tU to ghanacakkara hai|' yaha to apane ko upAya karanA par3egA, plasa aura mAinasa karanA pdd'egaa| sirpha guNA hI ho to kahA~ taka pahu~ceMge? isalie hameM bhAga lagAnA pdd'egaa| jor3a-bAkI necara ke adhIna hai jabaki guNA-bhAga manuSya ke hAtha meM hai| isa ahaMkAra se sAta se guNA ho rahA ho to sAta se bhAga lagA denA, tAki ni:zeSa ho jaae| praznakartA : jo aparAdha ho cukA ho, vaha kaise dhula sakatA hai? dAdAzrI : 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa A~kha meM pAnI A jAe to aparAdha miTa jAte haiN| praznakartA : vaha kisake adhIna hai? dAdAzrI : adhIna nahIM dekhanA hai, vaha saba nimittAdhIna hai| rone se halkApana A jAtA hai| praznakartA : aparAdha karate samaya bilkula bhI khyAla nahIM AtA, vaha kisalie? dAdAzrI : vaha bahuta bhArI prapAta jaisA hai, islie| niyama meM pola nahIM mAranI cAhie ye mahArAja loga tIna DaMDiyA~ rakhakara mAlA karate rahate haiN| kitane janma guz2ara gae phira bhI Apa yaha lakar3I kI mAlA ghumA rahe ho? kyA aMdara cetana mAlA nahIM hai? yaha to 'bhAga manakA-manakA AyA, bhAga manakAmanakA AyA'-aise karatA rahatA hai! are, aisA kyoM karate ho? taba vaha kahegA ki, 'aisA to hamAre guru bhI karate the, isalie hama bhI aisA hI karate haiN|' kisIne aisA niyama liyA ho ki roz2a cAlIsa mAlA karanI hai aura

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432 AptavANI-2 yadi jaldI meM ho to jinase niyama liyA ho unase mAfI mA~gakara kahanA cAhie ki, 'Aja to paiMtIsa hI kara sakU~gA, to pA~ca mAlA ke lie mAfI diijie|' to vaha calegA, lekina yaha to jaldabAz2I meM cAlIsa gina letA hai| are, mAlA ginanI ho to eka ke bAda tIna aura tIna ke bAda sAta aisA bhalA calatA hogA? nahIM cltaa| citta ko bA~dhane ke lie mAlA karanA sabhI dharmoM meM bhI hai, muslima meM bhI hai| yaha mAlA to kaba taka karanI hotI hai? ki jaba taka citta kI mAlA na ghUmane lage, taba taka aura citta kI mAlA ghUmane lage to lakar3I kI mAlA karane kI z2arUrata nahIM rhtii| Apako yaha jJAna dene ke bAda zuddhAtmA kI mAlA hotI hai, isalie aba anya kisI mAlA kI z2arUrata nahIM hai| yaha to ajapAjApa zurU ho gyaa| zuddhAtmA kA ajapAjApa zurU ho jAe to kAma ho gayA! phira prakRti meM jo mAla ho, use khAlI karanA hai, nATaka meM pArTa pUrA karanA hai! ye rupaye ke noTa jaldabAz2I meM ginane ho to nahIM ginatA, satarkatA se ginatA hai, bAra-bAra ginatA hai, aura mAlA meM to lAparavAha rahatA hai ! taba bhagavAna kahate haiM ki, 'merI tarapha to dekha, terA bAhara kA kaccA hai to tere aMdara kA bhI kaccA rahegA, rAta-dina tujhe aMdara saMtApa rahA kregaa|' akrama-mukti ke bAda bhakti praznakartA : saMtoM ne hamezA bhakti hI kyoM mA~gI? mukti kyoM nahIM mA~gI? dAdAzrI : bhakti aura mukti ina donoM meM dekhane jAe~ to yoM koI pharka nahIM hai| bhakti matalaba abhI yahA~ ye mahAtmA 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI bhakti karate haiM-vaha, yAnI kyA ki 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke prati parama vinaya meM rahate haiM, unakA rAjIpA (gurujanoM kI prasannatA) prApta karanA, usI kA nAma bhakti hai| bhakti kA artha jJAnI ke paira dabAnA yA unakI pUjA karanA aisA saba nahIM hai, lekina unakA parama vinaya rakhanA, vaha hai| yahA~ para ye saba abhI mukti nahIM DhU~Dha rahe haiM, inheM aisA lagatA hai ki basa aba 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI hI bhakti karanI hai| mukti to 'hamane' inheM eka ghaMTe meM hI de dI

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bhakta-bhakti-bhagavAna 433 hai, aba kyA Apako mujhase mukti mA~gane kI icchA hotI hai? praznakartA : nahIM daadaa| dAdAzrI : mukti de dene ke bAda vApasa aba kyA likhavAnA bAkI hai? eka hI bAra ceka likhavA lenA hotA hai ki 99,999 rupaye aura 99 paise! mukti to dI jA cukI hai, to aba kyA bacA? bhakti rhii| yaha 'akrama mArga' hai, jagat kA 'kramika mArga' hai| kramika mArga matalaba pahale bhakti aura phira mukti aura isa akrama mArga meM pahale mukti hai, phira bhakti hai! abhI to ye loga mukti lie binA bhakti karane jAe~ to bhakti rahegI hI nahIM na! aMdara haz2AroM prakAra kI ciMtAe~, upAdhiyA~ rahatI hoM to phira bhakti kaise raha pAegI? aura agara mukti pahale prApta kara lI ho to, ye saba caina se baiThe haiM na, yahA~ para ye saba baiThe haiM vaise baiThanA hotA hai! ye saba isa taraha caina se kaise baiThe haiM? jaise yahA~ se uThanA hI nahIM ho vaise? mukti hai inake pAsa-isalie! ApakA khulAsA huA na? yahA~ sabhI khulAse hone caahie| Apa aura maiM eka hI haiM, lekina Apako bheda mahasUsa hotA hai| mujhe bheda nahIM lagatA, kyoMki bhedabuddhi se bheda dikhatA hai| 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' vaha bhedabuddhi abhI taka hai na Apa meM? ApakI bhedabuddhi jA cukI hai? praznakartA : nahIM, daadaa| dAdAzrI : isIlie to, jaba taka vaha bhedabuddhi hai taba taka bheda lagatA hai| yaha alaga aura vaha alg| merI buddhi abheda ho cukI hai, ApakA AtmA 'maiM' hI hU~, inakA AtmA bhI 'maiM' hI hU~, sabhI meM 'maiM' hI baiThA huA hU~, taba phira kisI ke sAtha jhaMjhaTa kahA~ rahI? bhagavAna kA patA dAdAzrI : ApakA ghara kauna calAtA hai? praznakartA : iishvr|

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434 AptavANI-2 dAdAzrI : vaha Upara kauna se muhalle meM rahate haiM? unakA eDresa to batAo! praznakartA : ....... (niruttara) dAdAzrI : aisI binA eDresa kI bhakti kisa kAma kI? unheM dekhA nahIM ho to calegA, lekina eDresa to cAhie na? yaha to binA eDresa kI bAta hai! sTrITa naMbara bhI nahIM jAnate?! yaha Izvara vivAhita hogA yA ku~vArA? aura vivAhita haiM to unakI vahA~ mA~ hoMgI, bUr3hI mA~ hoMgI! unake vahA~ to koI maregA hI nahIM na? to kitane parivArajana hoMge? lekina vaisA nahIM hai| isa jagat kI bAta satya nahIM hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI bAta, yahI saca hai, 'jJAnIpuruSa' saca jAnate haiN| da varlDa ija da paz2ala iTaselpha, ise koI banAne nahIM gayA, iTaselpha utpanna ho gayA hai! soDiyama dhAtu ko pAnI meM DAlane se visphoTa ho jAtA hai, ise sAinsa se samajhA jA sakatA hai, usI taraha yaha duniyA sAinsa se utpanna huI hai! usI taraha ye rizte bhI sAinsa se utpanna hue haiM, lekina yaha bAta jJAna se samajha meM AtI hai| oNla dIz2a Ara TemparerI eDajasTamenTsa ! vinAzI cIz2a bhogane kI icchA-vaha hai mithyA dRSTi aura avinAzI cIz2a bhogane kI icchA-ye hai samyak dRSTi / jahA~ duHkha kI eka bhI bUMda nahIM ho-vaha hai samyak dRSTi ! praznakartA : bhagavAna to kaNa-kaNa meM rahate haiM na? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna sabhI jagaha hote to DhU~Dhane kI kyA z2arUrata hai? phira jar3a aura cetana kA bheda hI kahA~ rahA? yadi sabhI jagaha bhagavAna hoM to phira saMDAsa kahA~ jAe? sabhI meM bhagavAna hote taba to phira isa AlU meM bhI hote aura toraI meM bhI hote| zarIra meM bhagavAna hote taba to zarIra vinAzI hai, lekina bhagavAna to avinAzI haiN| ina logoM ko itanA bhI bhAna nahIM hai ki ina manuSyoM ko yA bhaiMsa ko kauna gar3hatA hai! bar3e saMta, tyAgI bhI kahate haiM ki bhagavAna ke alAvA aura kauna gar3hegA? vaha bhagavAna kyA fAlatU hogA ki bhaiMsa ke peTa meM baiThakara bachar3e banAegA? taba phira ve vahA~ para kumhAra ko kyoM nahIM bheja dete gar3hane

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bhakta-bhakti-bhagavAna 435 ke lie? yadi logoM se pUche ki, 'sira para jo bAla haiM, ve kisane banAe?' to kaheMge ki, 'mujhe mAlUma nhiiN|' DaoNkTara se kaheM ki, 'gaMje ho gae haiM, kyA aba bAla vApasa ugeMge?' taba vaha kahatA hai, 'nahIM, dimAg2a meM bahuta garmI car3ha gaI hai, isalie aba nahIM ugeNge|' bAla kisa taraha ugate haiM, kisa taraha jhar3a jAte haiM, itanA bhI bhAna nahIM hai| hamane kahA hai ki, sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDansa se ugate haiN| usI taraha yaha deha hai, A~kheM-vA~kheM sabhI sAinTiphika sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa se haiM, Upara koI bApa bhI banAne ke lie fAlatU nahIM hai| 'bApa' to, ina evarI krIcara (jIva) vedara vijibala aura inviz2ibala, Apake aura mere bIca meM mAikroskopa se bhI nahIM dikheM vaise asaMkhya jIva haiM, unameM bhagavAna virAjamAna haiM ! unakI hAz2irI se hI saba cala rahA hai, lekina vaha jJAna se hI samajha meM A sakatA hai, buddhi se samajha meM A sake, vaisA nahIM hai| vaha to jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' jJAna dete haiM, to hI AtmA ke bAre meM niHzaMka ho jAtA hai! nahIM to, aisI zaMkA rahA karatI hai ki AtmA aisA hogA yA vaisA hogaa| bhakti to premadA bhakti honI cAhie! hama Apase kaheM ki, 'Apa meM thoDI bhI akla nahIM hai|' taba Apako kyA kahanA cAhie ki, 'dAdA, jaisA hU~ vaisA ApakA hI hU~ na!' kIrtana bhakti vItarAgoM ke to jitane bakhAna kareM, utane kama haiN| unake kIrtana logoM ne gAe hI nahIM, aura jo gAe haiM unake rAga ThIka nahIM haiN| vItarAgoM ke kIrtana yadi acchI taraha se gAe hote to ye du:kha nahIM hote| vItarAga to bahuta samajhadAra the! unakA mAla to bahuta z2abaradasta! ve to kahate haiM, 'samakita se lekara tIrthaMkaroM ke kIrtana gAte raho!' 'to phira sAhaba apakIrtana kisake karU~? abhavya haiM unake?' nahIM, apakIrtana to kisI ke bhI mata karanA, kyoMki manuSya kA sAmarthya nahIM hai, isalie aisA mata krnaa| apakIrtana kyoM kara rahA hai? apakIrtana vItarAgoM se dUra rakhatA hai| yaha tere bUte kI bAta nahIM hai, balki doSa meM par3a jaaegaa| ye jo Ter3he loga haiM, unakA nAma bhI mata lenA, unake to dUsarI tarapha se nikala jaanaa| taba

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436 AptavANI-2 vaha kahegA ki, 'maiM kyA karU~? yaha Ter3hA AdamI aisA karatA hai ki mujhe usakA doSa dikha hI jAtA hai!' lekina aisA nahIM karate, usake sAmane terI kyA bisAta / sTroMga vyakti sAmanevAle kA ulTA bole to calegA, jaise ki koI jaina vyakti ho aura mA~sAhAra kA apakIrtana kare to use kyA parezAnI hai? bhakti aura jJAna praznakartA : dAdA, bhakti aura jJAna ke bAre meM smjhaaie| dAdAzrI : bhakti ke kaI artha haiM, eka se lekara sau taka haiN| 95 se 100 taka kA hameM artha karanA hai| yaha 'hamArA' nididhyAsana karanA, vahI bhakti hai| loga kacce haiM isalie bhakti para jora diyA hai, aisA zAstrakAroM ne batAyA hai| sirpha jJAna ho to loga durupayoga kareMge, kamaz2ora par3a jAegA to phira bahuta mAra par3egI, isa hetu se bhakti para adhika jora diyA hai| jJAna kyA hai? jJAna hI AtmA hai aura 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' vaha aMtima bhakti hai| 'jJAnI' kA nididhyAsana hI 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' rUpI aMtima bhakti hai| kisI ke bhI prabhAva meM na Ae~, aisI duniyA ko tujhe eka tarapha rakhanA Ae, use samarpaNa bhAva kahate haiN| yAnI ki jo 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA ho, vahI merA ho| khuda kI nAva unase alaga hone hI nahIM de, jur3I huI hI rakhe, alaga ho jAe to ulaTa jAegA na! isalie jJAnI ke sAtha hI khuda kI nAva jor3akara rkhnaa| jJAna 'jJAna-svabhAvI' kaba kahalAtA hai? deha meM jo AtmA hai vaha 'AtmA-svabhAvI' rahe taba / ise yadi hama loga bhakti kaheMge to loga unakI bhASA meM le jaaeNge| unakI sthUla bhASA meM nahIM le jAe~, isalie hama jJAna para vizeSa jora dete haiN| jAgRti, vahI jJAna hai| maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' yadi aisA rahA kare to vaha bhAva nahIM hai, lekina vaha lakSya-svarUpa hai; aura lakSya mile binA 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~' aisA rahegA nhiiN| 'zuddhAtmA' kA lakSya baiThanA vaha to bahuta bar3I bAta hai! ati kaThina hai ! lakSya matalaba jAgRti aura jAgRti vahI jJAna hai,

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bhakta-bhakti-bhagavAna 437 lekina vaha aMtima jJAna nahIM hai| aMtima jJAna to AtmA kA svabhAva hI hai| kevalajJAna svabhAvI AtmA kA lakSya ho jAne ke bAda usakI jAgRtirUpI jJAna meM rahanA, vaha sabase U~cI aura aMtima bhakti hai, lekina hama use bhakti nahIM kahate, kyoMki use vApasa saba apane-apane sthUla artha meM le jaaeNge| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI kRpA prApta kara lene jaisI hai, kRpAbhakti kI AvazyakatA hai| jJAniyoM kA pratiSThita AtmA' bhakti meM hai aura jJAna, 'jJAna' meM hai| 'khuda' 'zuddhAtmA' meM rahate haiM aura 'pratiSThita AtmA' se unake 'khuda' ke 'zuddhAtmA' kI aura ina 'dAdA' kI bhakti karavAte haiM, vaha uccatama aMtima prakAra kI bhakti hai! bhagavAna ne khuda kahA hai ki, 'hama jJAnI ke vaza meM haiM !' bhakta kahate haiM ki, 'bhagavAna hamAre vaza meM hai|' to ve kahate haiM, 'nahIM, hama to jJAniyoM ke vaza ho cuke haiN|' bhakta to bAvale hote haiM, sabjI kharIdane nikalate haiM aura kahIM tAliyA~ bajAne baiTha jAte haiN| phira bhI bhakta meM eka guNa hai ki basa, 'bhagavAna, bhagavAna' eka hI bhAva, usa bhAva se eka dina satyabhAva prApta karatA hai, taba 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAte haiM, taba taka 'tU hI tU hI' gAtA rahatA hai aura jaba 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila jAte haiM taba 'maiM hI maiM hI' gAtA hai! jaba taka 'tU' aura 'maiM' alaga haiM, taba taka mAyA hai aura 'tU' aura 'maiM' khatma ho gayA, 'terA-merA' khatma ho gayA to abheda ho gayA! bhagavAna to kahate haiM ki, 'tU bhI bhagavAna hai| terA bhagavAna pada sa~bhAla, lekina yadi tU nahIM sa~bhAle to kyA ho sakatA hai?' pA~ca karor3a kI esTeTavAlA lar3akA ho, lekina hoTela meM kapa-pleTa dhone jAe aura esTeTa nahIM sa~bhAle, to isameM koI kyA kara sakatA hai?! manuSya 'pUrNa' ho sakatA hai! sirpha manuSya hI, anya koI nahIM! devagaNa bhI nahIM! bhagavAna matalaba kyA? bhagavAna nAma hai yA vizeSaNa hai? yadi nAma hotA to hama saba ko unheM bhagavAnadAsa kahanA par3atA, bhagavAna vizeSaNa hai| jaise bhAgya para se bhAgyavAna banA, usI taraha bhagavata para se bhagavAna banA hai| jo bhI vyakti ina bhagavat guNoM ko prApta karatA hai, use bhagavAna nAmaka vizeSaNa lagatA hai|

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438 AptavANI-2 _ 'apada'-vaha maraNapada hai| maiM caMdUbhAI hU~,' vaha 'apada' hai| 'apada' meM baiThakara jo bhakti karatA hai-vaha bhakta hai aura 'maiM zuddhAtmA hU~'-vaha 'svapada' hai| svapada' meM baiThakara jo 'sva' kI bhakti karatA hai-vaha 'bhagavAna' hai| ye e.ema.paTela bhItara prakaTa ho cuke 'dAdA bhagavAna' kI rAta-dina bhakti karate haiM! aura haz2Ara-haz2Ara bAra unheM namaskAra karate haiM! jaba taka AtmA saMpUrNa prApta nahIM ho jAtA, taba taka aisA rahanA cAhie ki 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI merA AtmA hai aura unakI bhakti khuda ke hI AtmA kI bhakti hai! bhakti kA svabhAva kaisA hai? jisa rUpa kI bhakti karatA hai, vaisA hI bana jAtA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kI bhakti meM sabase ucca kIrtanabhakti hai| kIrtanabhakti kaba utpanna hotI hai? kabhI bhI apakIrti kA vicAra nahIM Ae, bhale hI kitanA hI ulTA ho to bhI acchA hI dikhe| jabaki 'jJAnIpuruSa' meM ulTA kucha hai hI nhiiN| kIrtanabhakti meM to nAma mAtra kI bhI mehanata nahIM hai! kIrtanabhakti se to g2az2aba kI zakti utpanna hotI

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga dAdAzrI : mokSa hotA hogA yA nahIM? praznakartA : hA~, yaha vizvAsa to hai, isalie mArga bhI hotA hogA aura usake jAnakAra bhI hote hI hoMge na ! dAdAzrI : haaN| 'hama' usake jAnakAra haiN| yaha sAMtAkruja kA mArga batAnevAle to mila jAe~ge, lekina mokSa kA mArga to bahuta sakar3A aura bhUla-bhulaiyAvAlA hai, use batAnevAlA milanA ati durlabha hai| vaha yadi mila jAe to usa 'mokSadAtA' se mA~ga hI lenA hotA hai na? diz2a iz2a da onlI keza baiMka ina da varlDa! hama eka ghaMTe meM hI Apake hAtha meM naqada mokSa de dete haiN| yahA~ kahA~ mahIne bhara taka zraddhA rakhane ko kahate haiM? 'zraddhA rakha, zraddhA rakha' aisA jo kahate haiM unheM to hameM DA~Ta denA cAhie ki 'hameM zraddhA AtI nahIM hai na! Apa kucha aisA bolo ki jisase hameM zraddhA Ae!' lekina kyA kare? dukAna meM mAla ho taba deMge na? krodha kI dukAna meM zAMti kI pur3iyA mA~gane jAe~ge to milegI? praznakartA : nahIM milegii| dAdAzrI : bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'mokSa to eka cauthAI mIla kI hI dUrI para hai aura devagati karor3oM mIla dUra hai, lekina nimitta milanA cAhie, usake binA mokSa nahIM mila sktaa| jinakA mokSa ho cukA hai ve hI mokSa de sakate haiN| ye to bIvI-baccoM ko chor3akara gae aura mAnate haiM ki mAyA-mamatA chUTa gii| nA, tU jahA~ jAegA vahA~ naI mamatA lagA legA, mamatA to aMdara baiThI-baiThI bar3hatI rahatI hai| yaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' kA hI kAma hai, jaise davAI denA vaha DaoNkTara kA kAma hai vaise! isa kirAnAvAle se pUche

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440 AptavANI-2 ki, 'hArTaaTeka AyA hai, to davAI de|' to vaha kyA kahegA ki, 'jA DaoNkTara ke paas|' yaha to bhagavAna kI bAta ko samajhe nahIM aura cupar3ane kI davAI pI gae! phira ho pAegA kyA? mokSa khuda ke pAsa hI hai, AtmA khuda hI mokSa svarUpa hai| yaha mana to taraha-taraha kA dikhAtA haiM, use mAtra 'dekhanA aura jAnanA' hotA hai| yaha dikhAnA to mana kA dharma - manodharma hai aura apanA dharma 'dekhane-jAnane' kA hai, lekina yadi usameM tanmayAkAra ho jAe, zAdI saMbaMdha ho jAe to parezAna karatA hai| mokSa matalaba mana-vacana-kAyA se muktpnaa| 'khuda kA' svataMtra sukha, jisa para kisI ke aura khuda ke mana-vacana-kAyA kA asara nahIM par3e! mana-vacana-kAyA kA kaisA hai? ki jaba taka 'yaha' dukAna hai taba taka apanI dukAna kA mAla dUsarI jagaha jAegA aura dUsaroM kI dukAna kA mAla apanI dukAna meM AegA-aisA hai! bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, "mokSa ke lAyaka 'cAritra' to Aja kahIM bhI z2arA sA bhI nahIM rahA hai, devagati ke lAyaka cAritra to haiN| mokSa ke lie to yadi 'bhagavAna kI AjJA' meM rahe, AtmajJAna hone ke bAda vAlA cAritra, vaha cAritra mokSa degA!" isa kAla meM mokSa hai? praznakartA : isa kAla meM mokSa nahIM hai, aisA jo kahate haiM, vaha saca hai? dAdAzrI : bhagavAna kA kahA huA vAkya kabhI bhI galata nahIM ho sakatA, lekina mahAvIra bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'isa kAla meM isa kSetra se jIva mokSa meM nahIM jA sakegA,' use loga ulTA smjhe| isameM kucha logoM ne kahA hai ki, 'mokSa nahIM hai|' isalie usa tarapha jAnA chor3a diyA aura loga bhI usa pravAha meM khiMca gae! lekina pravAha meM hameM bhI khiMca jAnA cAhie, aisA kisane kahA? bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, 'isa kAla meM isa kSetra se eka lAkha rupaye kA ceka nahIM milatA hai, lekina ninyAnave haz2Ara, nau sau ninyAnave rupaye aura ninyAnave (99,999.99) paisoM taka kA

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 441 ceka mila sake vaisA hai|' are, isa kAla meM 99,999 rupaye aura 99 paise taka to mila rahA hai na? ye to balki chuTTe paise mile! kenTIna meM pakaur3I vagairaha khAnI ho, to bhI chuTTe paise kAma AeMge na? abhI to rupaye kA cillara lene jAe~ taba bhI pA~ca paise kamIzana le lete haiM na? hama isa kAla meM ninyAnave haz2Ara, nau sau ninyAnave rupaye aura ninyAnave paise taka kA ceka de sakate haiM, vaise haiN| ina logoM ko itanA patA calA ki 'mokSa nahIM hai,' to kahA~ taka kA mArga khulA hai, yaha to DhU~Dha nikAla! yaha gAr3I bar3audA taka nahIM jAtI, lekina sarahada taka jAtI hai, taba to gAr3I meM baiTha hI jAnA cAhie na? lekina yaha to ghara se hI nahIM nikalatA aura ghara ke daravAz2e hI baMda kara die haiM! aisI nAmasajhI khaDI ho gaI hai, isameM kisakA doSa? yaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' sirpha itanA hI kahanA cAhate haiM ki 'sirpha eka hI paisA nahIM hai|' chaha AroM meM se yaha asala meM acche se acchA kAla hai, yaha pA~cavA ArA hai| ise to bhaThThI kAla kahA hai| yaha to eka tarapha sAinTisTa hai aura dUsarI tarapha bhaThThI hai, to phira bhale hI kaisA bhI milAvaTavAlA sonA ho to bhI sunAra zuddha sonA nikAla degA! chaThU Are meM sunAra nahIM hoMge aura sirpha bhaThThI hI hogii| pA~cave Are meM mahAvIra bhagavAna kA sabase laMbA zAsana hai| pahale ke tIrthaMkara bhagavAnoM ke zAsana to bhagavAna ke nirvANa prApta karane taka hI rahate the, jabaki mahAvIra bhagavAna kA zAsana unake nirvANa ke 21 haz2Ara sAla bAda taka rahegA! ye loga kahate haiM ki, 'mokSa baMda ho cukA hai|' aisA kahate haiM, to unakI kyA dazA hogI? yaha to 'mokSa baMda hai' kahakara dUsare kAryoM meM par3a gae aura mokSamArga eka tarapha raha gyaa| yaha kisake jaisA hai? isa sAla akAla par3A ho to kahate haiM ki, 'are, kheta meM buvAI mata karanA, bIja bekAra jaaeNge|' isa sAla barasAta nahIM AI, isalie bIja bekAra jAe~ge, aisA karake baiThe rahate haiN| usake jaisA hai! naoNrmeliTI se mokSa 'hamArI' eka hI icchA hai ki jagat mokSamArga kI tarapha mur3e, jagat

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442 AptavANI-2 mokSamArga ko prApta kare! mokSamArga meM mur3anA kise kahate haiM? mokSamArga meM ekAdha mIla taka cale tb| abhI to ye jo dharma haiM ve vItarAga mArga para nahIM haiN| 'vItarAga mArga para hai' aisA kise kahA jAegA? jo naoNrmala para A jAe use| abava naoNrmala iz2a da phIvara, bilo naoNrmala iz2a da phiivr| 97 iz2a da bilo naoNrmala phIvara enDa 99 iz2a da abava naoNrmala phiivr| 98 iz2a naoNrmeliTI! abava naoNrmala aura bIlo naoNrmala donoM hI phIvara haiN| yaha bAta to sirpha DaoNkTara hI lekara baiThe haiM, lekina yaha to sabhI ke lie hai! sone meM, khAne meM, pIne meM, sabhI meM naoNrmeliTI cAhie, yahI vItarAga mArga hai| abhI to saba tarapha abava naoNrmala havA khar3I ho gaI hai, isalie hara tarapha poijana phaila gayA hai| isameM kisI kA doSa nahIM hai, sabhI kAlacakra meM pha~sa gae haiM! vItarAga mArga arthAt sabhI cIz2oM meM naoNrmeliTI meM aao| ye to tapa meM par3a jAe~ to tapogaccha ho jAte haiN| are, ye gaccha meM kahA~ par3A? ye to saba kue~ haiM, isameM se nikalA to usa kue~ meM girA aura yaha to eka hI konA sApha karatA rahatA hai| tapa kA konA sApha kare to tapa kA hI sApha karatA rahatA hai, kucha loga tyAga kA konA sApha karate haiM to tyAga ko hI sApha karate rahate haiM, zAstroM ke pIche par3e to unake hI pIche! are, eka kone ke pIche hI par3A hai? mokSa jAnA hai to sabhI kone sApha karane par3eMge! phira bhI, kone sApha kare haiM, isalie usakA phala to milegA hI, lekina yadi mokSa cAhie to yaha kAma kA nahIM hai| tujhe yadi caturgati cAhie to bhale hI eka ke pIche pdd'| manuSya yoni meM phira se janma mile, saba tarapha vAha-vAha mile, aisA maiM tujhe yahA~ para de sakatA huuN| lekina yaha saba kaba taka? phira jahA~ jAtA hai, vahA~ mAthAphor3I hai aura kleza khar3A hotA hai, aisA mA~gane ke bajAya to TheTha taka kA terA mokSa le jA na mere pAsa se! hamezA ke lie hala A jAe, aisA kucha le jA yahA~ se! eka-eka inDiyana meM varlDa ko hilA dene kI zakti bharI par3I hai| hama ina inDiyansa ko kisalie alaga mAnate haiM? kyoMki inDiyansa meM Atmika zakti hai islie| lekina vaha zakti Aja Dhaka gaI hai, ruMdha gaI hai, use z2Ahira karane ke lie nimitta cAhie, 'mokSadAtA puruSa' kA nimitta

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 443 cAhie, to zakti z2Ahira hogii| jinakA koI bhI duzmana nahIM, deva bhI duzmana nahIM hai, vaise 'mokSadAtA puruSa' kA nimitta caahie| yaha to hama kahate haiM ki, 'mokSamArga khulA hai|' to usase usa tarapha calanA zurU kara degA aura usake dvArA U~ce jA paaegaa| mokSa meM jAnAvaha AtmA kA svabhAva hai, pudgala use nIce khIMcatA hai, lekina AtmA cetana hai isalie aMta meM vahI jiitegaa| pudgala meM cetana nahIM hai, isalie usameM kalA nahIM hotI aura cetana matalaba kalA karake bhI chUTa jAtA hai| jise chUTanA hI hai use koI bA~dha nahIM sakatA aura jise baMdhanA hI hai use koI chur3avA nahIM sakatA! _ 'mokSa nahIM hai|' aisA kaha diyA to phira chUTegA kisa taraha?! are, mokSa nahIM hai, lekina mokSa ke daravAz2e ko hAtha lagA sakate haiM aura aMdara ke sabhI mahala dikhate haiM, daravAz2e TrAnsaperenTa haiN| isalie, aMdara kA sabhI kucha dikha sakatA hai ! lekina isane to zora macAkara rakha diyA ki, 'mokSa nahIM hai, mokSa nahIM hai|' lekina yaha tujhe kisane batAyA? to kahate haiM, 'ye hamAre dAdA guruoM ne batAyA hai|' lekina dAdAguru ko dekhane jAe~ to hote hI nahIM haiM ! yaha to 'havA se khaparaila khisakI, use dekhakara kuttA bhauNkaa|' usake jaisA hai| to koI bAhara nikalA hogA usane zora macAkara rakha diyA ki 'kyA hai? kyA hai?' taba dUsarA gappa lagAtA hai ki 'cora dekhA' aura usase zora-zarAbA maca gayA! aisA hai ! hai kucha bhI nahIM aura jhUThA bhaya aura ghabarAhaTa! lekina kyA ho? ina logoM ko bhasmakagraha kA asara bhoganA bAkI hogA, isalie aisA huA hogA na? lekina aba to vaha saba pUrA honevAlA hai, aisA taya hI hai! jahA~ mehanata, vahA~ mokSa hotA hogA? ye sabhI caturgati ke mArga mehanatavAle mArga haiN| jise atyaMta mehanata karanI par3atI hai vaha narkagati meM jAtA hai, usase kama mehanata karatA hai vaha devagati meM jAtA hai, usase kama mehanata karatA hai vaha tiryaMca meM jAtA hai aura bilkula binA mehanatavAlA mokSa kA mArga hai ! 'jJAnIpuruSa' se milane

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444 AptavANI-2 ke bAda to kahIM mehanata karanI par3atI hogI? vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' khuda kara dete haiN| ye dAla-cAvala, roTI mehanata karake banA sakatA hai, lekina vaha khuda apane Apa Atmadarzana nahIM kara sktaa| vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' karavAte haiM aura ho jAtA hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' mehanata karavAe~ taba to hama nahIM kaha deM ki, 'merA khuda kA hI phrekcara ho cukA hai to maiM mehanata kisa taraha kara sakU~gA?' yadi DaoNkTara ke pAsa jAe aura vaha DaoNkTara kahe ki, 'davAI tujhe lAnI hai, tujhe khuda hI pIsanI hai, lagAnI hai, taba to hama usa DaoNkTara ke pAsa jAte hI kyoM? hama khuda hI nahIM kara lete? usI taraha agara 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa jAne ke bAda mehanata karanI par3e to yahA~ (satsaMga meM) Ae hI kisalie? lekina 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa tapa, tyAga, mehanata kucha bhI nahIM hotA aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' ko kisI bhI cIz2a kI z2arUrata nahIM hotI, ve khuda hI pUre brahmAMDa ke svAmI hote haiM, unheM kisa cIz2a kI z2arUrata hai? 'jJAnIpuruSa' eka kSaNa bhI isa deha ke svAmitva bhAva meM nahIM rhte| jo eka kSaNa ke lie bhI deha kA mAlika nahIM rahatA, vaha pUre brahmAMDa kA mAlika banatA hai| bAhara jo guru haiM, kucha nahIM to unheM Akhira meM mAna kI spRhA hotI hai, kIrti kI spRhA hotI hai| jJAnI ko to kisI bhI prakAra kI spRhA nahIM hai| unheM to Apa yaha hAra pahanAte ho, usakI bhI z2arUrata nahIM hai, balki unheM usakA bhAra lagatA hai aura phUloM ke kitane hI jIva-jaMtu bhI Upara car3ha jAte haiM to unake lie ye saba kyoM? yaha to Apake lie hai, Apako z2arUrata ho to hAra phnaao| sAMsArika ar3acaneM hoM, to hAra pahanAne se dUra ho jAtI hai| 'zUla kA ghAva suI jitanA lagatA hai|' hama usake kartA nahIM haiM, nimitta haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke naimittika caraNa par3eM to Apake lie sabhI kucha acchA hI hotA hai, bAkI, 'jJAnIpuruSa' matalaba jinheM kisI bhI prakAra kI bhIkha nahIM haiM, lakSmI kI, viSayoM kI, mAna kI, kIrti kI, unheM kisI bhI prakAra kI bhIkha nahIM hotI! mokSa yAnI kyA? praznakartA : janma-maraNa kA pherA Tale, kyA usI ko mokSa kahate

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 445 dAdAzrI : nhiiN| mokSa meM jAnA matalaba phula sttej| mokSa yAnI prmaanNd| mokSa se Upara anya kucha hai hI nahIM, vahI sabase aMtima hai| yadi usase Upara kucha aura hai, aisA mAneM taba to mokSa ko samajhate hI nahIM haiN| 'mokSa yAnI mukta bhaav|' saMsAra ke bhAvoM se mukti, vahI prmaanNd| ye sAMsArika bhAva paramAnaMda ko rokate haiN| siddha bhagavAna kA kSaNabhara kA AnaMda, vaha sabhI devalokoM ke AnaMda se bhI adhika hai| paramAnaMda kyoM rukA huA hai? mAtra pahale kI gunahagArI kI vajaha se| yaha gunahagArI hI khuda ke sukha, paramAnaMda ko bhI nahIM Ane detii| usI gunahagArI se paramAnaMda ruka jAtA hai! mukti to kisIne cakhI hI nahIM hai, vaha to 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke pAsa hai| unakI vItarAgatA hI mukti hai! mujhe to Apa sabhI ke aMdara 'maiM hI hU~' aisA lagatA hai! 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke darzana karanA A jAe, to bhI mukti sukha baratane lge| praznakartA : darzana karane yAnI bhAva se karanA, vaha? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| bhAva nhiiN| bhAva to hotA hI hai Apako, lekina darzana karanA AnA caahie| 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke ekjekTa darzana karanA AnA caahie| jaba aMtarAya nahIM hoM to aise darzana hote haiM aura aise darzana kie tabhI se muktisukha baratatA rahatA hai! praznakartA : mokSa meM jAne kI muhara (sTaimpa) kauna sI? dAdAzrI : vaha to pakSa meM par3e hue haiM yA nahIM, vahI usakI muhara hai ye sabhI DigriyA~ haiM aura una DigriyoM ke aMdara DigriyA~ haiN| ye sabhI anya mArga para haiM, lekina mokSamArga kI to eka hI pagaDaMDI hai, aura vahI eka pagaDaMDI milanI muzkila hai| anya sabhI mArga ornAmenTala mArga haiM, vahA~ para phira bar3I-bar3I kenTIneM haiM, isalie z2arA sA dekhA aura daur3e, lekina isa mokSamArga kI pagaDaMDI meM to ornAmenTala nahIM hai, isalie isa mArga kA patA nahIM calatA! garamI meM baiThe hoM aura havA Ae, aura vaha bhI jaba ThaMDI lage to samajha meM AtA hai ki kahIM barpha honI cAhie, usI taraha yahA~ para AtmA

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446 AptavANI-2 kA aspaSTa anubhava ho jAtA haiM, aura jaba se yaha vedana zurU hotA hai, tabhI se saMsAra kA vedana baMda ho jAtA hai| eka hI jagaha para vedana ho sakatA hai, do jagahoM para vedana nahIM ho sktaa| jaba se AtmA kA vedana honA zurU hotA hai, vahI AtmA kA 'svasaMvedana' hai aura vaha dhIre-dhIre bar3hakara 'spaSTa' vedana taka pahu~catA hai! jagat ke sabhI sabjekTa jAna le, lekina vaha ahaMkArI jJAna hai aura ve buddhi meM samAte haiM aura niahaMkArI jJAna vaha jJAna kahalAtA hai| niahaMkArI jJAna vaha sva-para prakAzaka hai aura vaha pUre brahmAMDa ko prakAzamAna kare, aisA hai! buddhi kA, ahaMkArI jJAna paraprakAzaka hai, vaha limiTa meM hai aura avalaMbita hai| yaha to bhAna nahIM hai, isalie 'maiM vaidya hU~, maiM injIniyara hU~' aise avalaMbana pakar3a lie haiN| sabhI mokSa ke lie prayatna kara rahe haiM, lekina vaha mArga milatA nahIM hai aura caturgati meM bhaTakatA rahatA hai| jJAnI hI samartha puruSa haiM, ve tara cuke haiM aura dUsaroM ko tArate haiM! niyANAM aura zalya anaMta janmoM se mokSa kI icchA hai aura jaba kramikamArga meM mokSa 'yaha' jJAna milA hai, use to niyANAM karanA ho phira bhI nahIM ho sakegA, kyoMki yaha akrama mArga hai! niyANe kise hote haiM? zalyavAle meM utpanna hote haiN| niHzalya hone ke bAda niyANAM kaise ho sakatA hai? zalya matalaba bhItara cubhatA rahatA hai| yaha gaddI cubhe to kahatA hai ki, 'dUsarI acchI gaddI lAnI hai' vaha usakA niyANAM karatA hai| yaha niyANAM karatA hai matalaba khuda ke pAsa jitanI puNya kI saMpatti ho, use niyANe ke lie dA~va para lagA detA hai! usake bAda hI niyANAM kiyA ho, vaha prApta hotA hai| bhagavAna ne tIna prakAra ke zalya batAe haiM - mithyAtva zalya, nidAna zalya aura mAyA shly| unake AdhAra para yaha niyANAM karatA hai| zalya sabhI meM hotA hai, niHzalya ho nahIM paataa| yaha 'akrama mArga' hai isalie zalya rahita ho sakatA hai!

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 447 isa baMdhana meM se mukti ho sakatI hai| 'vItarAga mokSa de sakate haiM, vItarAgoM kA jJAna-vaha mokSamArga hai,' jise aisI sUjha par3a gaI hai use to mithyAtva darzana, bahuta U~cA darzana kahA gayA hai! yaha to auroM kI burAI karatA hai ki, 'tU mithyAtvI hai|' are, tU kyA samakitI hai, jo auroM ko mithyAtvI kaha rahA hai? aura khuda yadi samakitI hotA hai, to anya kisI kA tiraskAra nahIM karatA aura yadi mithyAtvI ho taba bhI usake khuda ke jaise mithyAtvI kA tiraskAra nahIM krtaa| 'yaha to mithyAtvI hai' aisA kahakara jo tiraskAra karatA hai, vaha to 'Dabala mithyAtvI' hai! mithyAtva darzana to bakhAna karane yogya darzana hai| isa darzana meM Ane ke bAda use aisA bhAna hotA hai ki 'mokSa meM sukha hai aura saMsAra meM sukha nahIM hai,' mokSa kI icchA hotI hai| usakI icchA to samyak darzana kI hI hai, lekina mithyA darzana meM se chUTA nahIM hai, isalie bhaTakatA hai| isake bAvajUda usakA vila pAvara mokSa ke lie hai aura pudgala kA z2ora saMsAra kI tarapha khIMcane kA hotA hai, phira bhI vaha donoM ko alaga rakhatA hai| saMpUrNa mokSamArga kahA~ para hotA hai? vyavahAra kI thor3I sI bhI upekSA na kare, vaha saMpUrNa mokSamArga hai| yadi vyavahAra kI upekSA karoge taba to sAmanevAle ko ar3acana AegI, sAmanevAle ko duHkha hogA, vahA~ para mokSamArga nahIM hai| jahA~ phula vyavahAra aura phula nizcaya haiM, vahA~ mokSamArga hai! apane yahA~ to vyavahAra-nizcaya donoM hI phula haiN| mokSamArga kahA~ hai? jahA~ para sabhI jAti ke loga baiThe hoM, phira bhI kisI ko vANI se Apatti nahIM ho, vahA~ pr| ga~vAra baiThA ho, cora baiThA ho yA phira koI yUropiyana ho yA muslima ho, phira bhI kisI ko yahA~ vANI se Apatti nahIM hotI! hara koI sunatA hai| aisA to kahIM bhI huA hI nahIM hai! sirpha mahAvIra bhagavAna ke sAmane hI huA thA aura yahA~ ho rahA hai! bhagavAna nirAgrahI the! mokSa ke bAda AtmA kI sthiti praznakartA : mokSa hone ke bAda AtmA kI kyA gati hotI hai?

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448 AptavANI-2 dAdAzrI : muktabhAva! siddhagati ! AtmA siddhakSetra meM jAtA hai, vahA~ para pratyeka AtmA mukta rahatA hai aura jJAtA-dRSTA aura paramAnaMda meM rahatA hai| yahA~ Apa hAtha U~cA karo to vaha siddha bhagavaMtoM ke jJAna meM A jAtA hai, lekina usameM ve jJeyAkAra nahIM hote, jJAnAkAra hI rahate haiM! unheM baMdhana nahIM hotaa| mA~ ke peTa meM phira se vedanA lene kauna Ae? usa vedanA ko to sirpha bhagavAna jAnate haiM! ve sArI vedanAe~ to besudhI meM bhogI jAtI haiN| manuSya jAti kucha limiTa taka hI duHkha bhoga sakatI hai, usase adhika duHkha yadi par3e, duHkha usakI sahanazakti se bAhara jAe to vaha besudha ho jAtA hai| praznakartA : jo iMsAna bhagavAna kA nAma lekara maratA hai, usakA kyA hotA hai? dAdAzrI : jo iMsAna hoza meM maratA hai to phira se manuSya meM AtA hai aura marate samaya behoza ho vaha to jAnavara meM jAtA hai, usakA manuSyapana calA jAtA hai aura yaha iMsAna kahA~ jAegA vaha to marate samaya patA calatA hai aura dUsarA, jaba arthI jA rahI ho, taba sajjana aura taTastha loga bAta karate haiM ki, 'ye bhAI to bhale the|' to jAnanA cAhie ki phira se manuSya meM Ae~ge aura kahe ki, 'jAne do na usakI baat|' to jAnanA ki vaha vyakti vApasa manuSya meM Ane se rahA! yaha to yahIM kA yahIM saba samajha meM Ae, aisA hai| praznakartA : iMsAna ke mara jAne ke bAda vApasa jIva A jAtA hai, vaha kyA hai? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| AtmA deha meM se jAne ke bAda phira vApasa deha meM nahIM aataa| aisA zAyada ho sakatA hai ki AtmA yadi brahmaraMdhra meM car3ha jAe to nAr3I-vAr3I baMda ho jAtI hai aura yadi AtmA tAla se nIce utare, taba aisA lagatA hai ki vApasa jIva A gayA hai| praznakartA : isa kAla meM mokSa nahIM ho sakatA? dAdAzrI : nhiiN| 2500 sAla pahale mokSa ho sakatA thaa| isa kAla meM mokSa kisalie baMda hai? itane adhika karma lekara Ae hue haiM ki

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 449 sAikila, moTara, basa, plena, Trena meM ghUmate haiM, phira bhI kAma pUre nahIM ho paate| ve kompleksa karma lekara Ae haiM, isalie isa kAla meM yahA~ se mokSa nahIM ho sktaa| kisI kAla meM manuSyoM kA aisA pUraNa (cArja) nahIM huA thA, jaisA ki isa kAla meM manuSyoM kA pUraNa huA hai, vaha aba galana ho rahA hai| ye saba, itane sAre manuSya kahA~ se Ae? taba kahe, adhikatara tiryaMca kI rirTana TikiTa lekara ghusa gae haiM! 32 mA para gadhA banatA hai aura 33 mArksa para manuSya banatA hai, to usameM se eka mArka to deha meM kharca ho gyaa| manuSya kA to sirpha phoTo dikhatA hai, lekina aMdara guNa to pazu ke hI rahate haiM ! isa kAla meM aisA vicitra ho gayA hai| ___ mokSa kI pagaDaMDI itanI adhika sa~karI hai ki eka jIva bahuta muzkila se mokSa meM jA sakatA hai| phira bhI niyama ke hisAba se eka samaya meM 108 jIva jAte haiM, lekina pUre brahmAMDa kI tulanA meM isakA to koI hisAba hI nahIM hai na! aura isa bharatakSetra meM se to tIna yA cAra hI loga mokSa meM jAte haiM, lekina vaha bhI abhI isa kAla meM baMda ho gayA hai aura isa taraha ke kAla ke cAra AroM taka baMda rahegA! jJAnI, mokSamArga ke netA dAdAzrI : Apako mokSa meM jAnA hai kyA? praznakartA : mokSa meM jAne ke vicAra Ate haiM, lekina mArga nahIM miltaa| dAdAzrI : 'jJAnIpuruSa' abhI Apake samakSa pratyakSa haiM to mArga bhI milegA, varnA ye loga bhI bahuta socate haiM lekina mArga nahIM milatA aura ulTe rAste cale jAte haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' to zAyada hI kabhI, ekAdha prakaTa hote haiM aura unase jJAna milane para AtmAnubhava hotA hai| mokSa to yahA~ naqada honA caahie| koI kahe ki, 'ApakA deha chUTegA, taba ApakA mokSa hogaa|' to hama kaheM ki, 'nahIM, aisA udhAra mokSa mujhe nahIM caahie|' mokSa to naqada cAhie, yahIM para sadeha mokSa baratanA caahie| isa akrama jJAna se naqada mokSa mila jAtA hai aura anubhava bhI hotA hai, aisA hai!

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450 AptavANI-2 bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'mokSa kA mArga nahIM mile to azubha meM mata par3anA, zubha rakhanA, mokSamArga mila jAe, to usake bAda zubhAzubha kI z2arUrata nahIM hai|' bhagavAna kA mArga to zuddha mArga hai, vahA~ zubhAzubha nahIM hai, vahA~ pApa-puNya nahIM hai| pApa-puNya donoM hI ber3iyA~ haiN| yadi mokSa kA mArga nahIM mile to zubha meM par3e rahanA, azubha meM par3egA to tU azubha kA phala sahana nahIM kara skegaa| tU to hindustAna meM U~cI jAti meM janmA hai, isalie sAdhusaMtoM kI sevA, devadarzana karake, pratikramaNa-sAmAyika, upavAsa vagairaha, yaha saba karake bhI zubha meM par3A rhnaa| zubha-vaha kriyA mArga hai aura zubha kriyA kA phala puNya milegaa| azubha kriyA kA phala pApa milegA, puNya se kabhI na kabhI 'jJAnIpuruSa' mila sakate haiM aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' to cAhe so kara sakate haiM, tujhe naqada mokSa de sakate haiM, kyoMki khuda saMpUrNa akartA haiM! jJAna kriyAbhyAm mokSa mAtra zubha kriyA karane se mokSa nahIM miltaa| usase puNya z2arUra baMdhatA hai, usase phira AnevAle janma meM moTara, baMgale, vaibhava vagairaha milatA hai, lekina tujhe yadi mokSa cAhie to bhagavAna kahate haiM, vaisA kr| bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM? 'jJAnakriyAbhyAm mokSa!' ye pratikramaNa, sAmAyika karate haiM vaha ajJAna kriyA hai| mokSa ina bAhya kriyAoM se nahIM hotaa| mokSa to jJAnakriyA se hotA hai| jJAnakriyA matalaba jJAtA-dRSTA rUpI upayoga rakhanA, aura usI kA nAma mokSa hai! jJeya ko jAnanA usakA nAma jJAnakriyA aura jJeya ko samajhanA usakA nAma darzanakriyA hai| baMdhana kisase? baMdhe hue kisase ho? kriyA se? strI se? tapa se? vaha to patA lagAnA par3egA na? usakA patA lagAe~ge to kucha mArga milegA ki kisa taraha se chUTeM! yaha to mAtra khuda ke svarUpa kA ajJAna hai, isase baMdhe hue ho| jo ajJAna se baMdhA huA hai, vaha kyA ina bAhya kriyAoM dvArA chUTa sakegA? patnI se chUTa sakegA? gharavAlI ko chor3ane se kyA ghara se chUTa sakegA? yadi parigraha jalA degA to kyA khuda chUTa sakegA? 'ajJAna se baMdhA huA

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 451 mAtra jJAna se hI chUTa sakatA hai|' jaba taka mana 'terA' hai, taba taka tU parigrahI hai, aura yadi mana kA tU jJAtA-dRSTA hai, aisA ho jAe to tU aparigrahI hai| hama parigrahoM ke sAgara meM bhI aparigrahI haiM! rAga-dveSa se baMdhe hue ho? nhiiN| mAtra ajJAna se baMdhe hue ho| ajJAna to rUTa kaoNz2a hai| vedAMta meM kahate haiM ki mala, vikSepa aura ajJAna nikaal| jainoM meM kahate haiM ki, rAga-dveSa aura ajJAna nikaal| ajJAna donoM meM hI kaoNmana hai| ajJAna to rUTa kaoNz2a hai aura rAga-dveSa yA mala-vikSepa ve to kaoNz2ez2a haiN| rUTa kaoNz2a calA jAe to bAkI ke kaoNz2ez2a apane Apa hI TUTate jAte haiN| rUTa kaoNz2a TUTeM, ajJAna jAe, to AnevAle janma ke bIja par3ane baMda ho jAte haiN| jaba taka ajJAna hai taba taka baMdha par3eMge hii| eka janma bekAra jAe to usameM harja nahIM hai, ki calo bhAI, eka bekAra gayA, lekina yaha to 100 janmoM ke baMdha DAla detA hai, usameM harja hai| baMdhana bhalA kise pasaMda hai? yaha pUrA samasaraNa mArga jela jaisA hai| zurU se aMta taka jela hai aura jaba 'maiM mukta hU~' aisA bhAna ho jAtA hai, taba jela meM se chUTatA hai| mithyA darzana jAe aura samyak darzana meM A jAe, to chuTakArA hotA hai! aura 'jJAnIpuruSa' hI 'maiM mukta hU~' aisA bhAna karavA dete haiN| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kabhI bhI deha meM nahIM rhte| ye sAdhana hI baMdhana bana gae haiN| yaha ilekTrisiTI, liphTa vagairaha sabhI sAdhana jo khar3e kie haiM, ve hI baMdhanarUpa ho gae haiN| sAdhana to svataMtra hone caahie| hara eka kA khuda kA svataMtra joga (aise sAdhana jo khuda ko svataMtra banAe) to honA cAhie, sAdhanoM ne to parataMtra banA diyA hai| aba ye sAdhana apane Apa hI kama ho jAe~ge aura unake kama hI hone kI z2arUrata hai| chUTane kI icchAvAle ko yadi saccA mArga nahIM mile na to ve chUTane ke sAdhana hI baMdhana rUpa ho jAte haiN| ye loga chUTane ke lie jitane sAdhana banA rahe haiM, ve hI unheM bA~dhege; kyoMki ve sat sAdhana nahIM haiN| yadi sacce sAdhana hote to baMdhanarUpa nahIM hote, varnA Arta aura raudradhyAna calate hI rhte| ye baMdhana to jAnavaroM ko bhI pasaMda nahIM hai| Aja hama A rahe the, taba rAste meM eka baila ko Traka meM kitane hI loga car3hA rahe the, vaha baila

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452 AptavANI-2 to apanI bhASA meM samajhatA hai ki, 'mujhe kyA kara rahe haiM? mujhe kahA~ le jAe~ge?' vaha baila Ar3AI kara rahA thA, vaha nahIM car3hane ke lie prayatna kara rahA thA, to pA~ca sau loga rAste meM ikaTThe ho gae! jaise mukti-sukha nahIM ba~Ta rahA ho! baMdhana kI to bhayaMkara vedanA hai| hakIkata meM svarUpa jAnane ko nahIM milA, usakA pratyakSa pramANa Aja hama loga khuda yahA~ para haiM, vaha hai! yadi hakIkata meM svarUpa jAnane ko milA hotA to Upara mokSa meM nahIM pahu~ca gae hote? isa manuSya janma meM hI mokSa kA mArga prApta ho sakatA hai| isa gati meM se cAroM gatiyoM meM jA sakate haiM, aura mokSa bhI isa manuSya gati meM hI mila sakatA hai| jo mokSa de, mukti de vahI dharma saccA hai, bAkI, saba to adharma hI haiN| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'isa kAla meM mokSa baMda hai, lekina mokSamArga baMda nahIM huA hai, mokSamArga khulA hai|' loga samajhe ki mokSa baMda ho gayA hai isalie Ter3he mArga para calane lage haiN| 21,000 sAla jinakA (bhagavAna mahAvIra kA) zAsana hai, to yadi mokSamArga baMda ho cukA hotA to usa zAsana kI z2arUrata hI kyA thI? ! ise samajhe nhiiN| yahA~ para 'kAraNa-mokSa' ho jAtA hai| isa mokSamArga se 'kArya-mokSa' nahIM ho sakatA, lekina mokSa 99,999 taka pahu~catA hai, pUrA lAkha nahIM ho paataa| mokSa do prakAra ke haiM - 1) kArya mokSa 2) kAraNa mokss| isa kAla meM kAraNa-mokSa khulA hai aura kArya-mokSa baMda hai| kAraNa mokSa hone ke bAda eka janma lenA par3atA hai| hama ghaMTebhara meM kAraNa mokSa de dete haiN| abhI to g2az2aba kA mokSamArga khula gayA hai| 'hama' zAsana ke zrRMgAra haiM! samakita kA daravAz2A Ae, vahA~ sabhI dharma eka ho jAte haiN| phira mokSa kA bar3A daravAz2A AtA hai| matabheda miTa jAe~ to samakita hotA hai| matabheda ke sAtha samakita nahIM ho sakatA, aisA bhagavAna ne kahA hai| sAdhuoM ne viSaya jIte haiM, lekina viSaya to svataMtra haiN| anaMta janmoM se mata kA moha ki jisake AdhAra para vaha laTakA hai, vaha to jIvita hai! mata kA AgrahI bana gayA hai! jise nahIM jItanA hai, use jItatA hai aura jise jItanA

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 453 hai, use jAnatA nahIM hai| ina sabhI ne moha ko bhI jIta liyA hai, lekina eka khuda ke mata ke moha ko nahIM jIta pAe! matAbhiniveSa (mata kA Agraha) ho gae hai! matAbhiniveSa se saMsAra meM pApa khar3e rahe haiN| jahA~ 'jJAnIpuruSa' aura unake mahAtmA nahIM hote, vahA~ para matAbhiniveSa avazya hai hI aura jahA~ matAbhiniveSa ho, vahA~ DhU~Dhane se bhI AtmA nahIM miltaa| AtmA khuda hI matAbhiniveSa se DhaMka gayA hai| mata ke Agraha se koI bhI chUTa nahIM sktaa| bhagavAna ne viSayoM ko moha nahIM kahA hai, mata ko moha kahA hai| vItarAga mArga virodha vihIna jahA~ vItarAgoM kA mArga ho, vahA~ virodha nahIM hotaa| praznakartA : ye jo mahAvIra jayaMti manAte haiM, usakA kucha loga virodha kyoM karate haiM? dAdAzrI : jJAnI kisI cIz2a kA virodha nahIM karate, calatI gAr3I ko rokate nahIM haiN| ye saba loga kyA jJAnI haiM? ye sabhI to matAMdha haiM, mata kI pU~cha pakar3akara rakhate haiM, khuda ke ahaMkAra ke poSaNa ke lie! yaha to jhUThI mamata hai, usase kaue kA bAgha banA dete haiM! vItarAga mArga ke AcArya kaise hote haiM, usakI paribhASA batAtA huuN| cAhe kaise bhI, cAhe kisI kI bhI bAta ho phira bhI ve sunane ko taiyAra rahate haiM, koI kucha sunAne Ae to zAMtabhAva se kaheMge ki, 'hA~, bAta kro|' yaha hamArI bAta z2arA kaThina lagegI, lekina yadi Apako mokSa meM jAnA ho to hameM itanA-itanA, bar3Abar3A, tola-tolakara denA par3egA, aura yadi Apako mokSa meM nahIM jAnA ho aura saMsAra meM rahanA ho to hama Apako phUloM kA hAra phnaaeNge| aba Apa hI taya karake jo cAhie, vaha pasaMda krnaa| __ ApakI Ar3AI hI mokSa meM jAte hue bAdhaka hai| khuda apanI hI Ar3AI bAdhaka hai, bAkI kucha bhI isa jagat meM bAdhaka nahIM hai, viSaya bAdhaka nahIM hai| isalie sIdhA ho jaa| sAdhu hone kI z2arUrata nahIM hai, sIdhA hone kI z2arUrata hai| mokSa kI galI itanI adhika sa~karI hai ki vahA~ para yadi tU Ar3A calegA to usameM se nahIM nikala pAegA, sIdhA-sarala bananA hI

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454 AptavANI-2 par3egA vahA~ to! Apako yadi vAstava meM mokSa meM jAnA ho to mere kaThora zabda sunane pdd'eNge| anaMta kAla kA roga nAbhi peTa se lekara gale taka bhara cukA hai, aba mujhe oNparezana karake bhItara cimaTA DAlakara vaha roga nikAlanA pdd'egaa| isalie pahale se hI bola denA, eka bAra cimaTA DAlane ke bAda oNparezana adhUrA nahIM chor3A jA sakegA, phira 'o, o' karoge to nahIM clegaa| isalie Apako kyA cAhie? mokSa yA saMsAra kA vaibhava? jo cAhie vaha hama dene ke lie taiyAra haiN| praznakartA : hameM to mokSa hI caahie| dAdAzrI : to hamAre ye zabda pacAne par3eMge, samajhane pdd'eNge| ye vItarAga ke sAdhu to kaise hote haiM? yadi sabhI matabheda meM par3e hue hoM to ve matabheda dUra karate haiN| saMghapati, sAdhu, sanyAsI, jaina sabhI eka sAtha milakara carcAvicAraNA karate haiN| koI bUr3he sAdhu hoM, unheM kursI dete haiM aura javAna sAdhu bhale hI nIce baiTheM, itanA to karanA cAhie na! sabhI ko sAtha meM baiThakara carcA-vicAraNA karanI caahie| vItarAga dharma kise kahate haiM? koI mahAmuni hoM aura vahA~ para choTA, nayA ziSya pUchane jAe aura mahAmuni usakA javAba nahIM deM to vaha muni nahIM hai, mahAmuni nahIM hai, aura kisI bhI kakSA meM nahIM hai! bhale hI sAmanevAlA cAhe kitanA bhI galata bola rahA ho, lekina eka bAra to usakI sunate haiM aura phira carcA-vicAraNA karate haiN| carcAvicAraNA se vaha kucha prApta kregaa| isalie bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, AgrahakadAgraha mata karanA, carcA-vicAraNA karanA ki apanI kyA bhUla ho rahI hai? Apa isa duSamakAla ke sAdhu ho isalie Apa akele mata baiThanA, sAtha meM saMghapati aura saMgha ko rakhanA, kyoMki bhagavAna ne aisA kahA hai ki saMgha, vaha paccIsavA~ tIrthaMkara hai| sahI-galata kA nyAya vaha kamiTI kara degii| jahA~ bhUlarahita hogA, vahA~ saMghapati kaha deMge ki yaha satya hai, kyoMki bhItara AtmA hai isalie unheM turaMta patA cala jAtA hai ki yaha sahI hai usakA, lekina satya nikalanA cAhie aura asatya nikale taba bhI samajha meM A jAegA ki yaha asatya hai| sabhI ko sAtha meM baiThane meM harja kyA hai? sabhI saMpradAyavAle kyA kabhI bhI carcA-vicAraNA ke lie, satya jAnane ke lie

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 455 ikaTThe hue haiM? sabhI ko ikaTThA honA cAhie, varnA ve mahAvIra ke virodhI haiM, aisA hI DisIz2ana A gayA! vItarAga mArga meM kiMcit mAtra Agraha nahIM hotaa| ye to durAgraha aura haThAgraha para car3ha gae haiM ! jo sAdhu satya-asatya kI carcA-vicAraNA sAtha meM baiThakara nahIM kara sakate, ve mahAvIra ke sAdhu nahIM haiN| mahAvIra kA eka ziSya to 45 Agama par3hakara baiThA ho aura dUsarA do hI Agama par3hakara baiThA ho, phira bhI donoM sAtha meM baiThakara carcA-vicAraNA karate haiM aura koI bhale hI kitanI bhI bhUla kare, lekina vaha kaSAya nahIM krtaa| jhagar3e nahIM karatA aura sAtha meM baiThakara carcA-vicAraNA karake satya kA dohana karatA hai, vahI kAma kA! koI hamase kahe ki, 'paTela, Apa yahA~ para hameM sahI bAta samajhAne ke lie padhAreMge?' to hama jAte haiM aura kahate haiM ki, 'mahAvIra kyA kahanA cAhate the!' 'hama' Apako mahAvIra ke ve hI zabda kaheMge, lekina yadi sIdhe rahoge to! 'maiM AcArya,' aisA rakhakara nahIM baiTheMge to! jahA~ judAI nahIM lage, vaha mahAvIra kA mArga hai| yaha to pA~ca loga ikaTThe nahIM raha sakate, aMdaraaMdara jhagar3A karate haiN| bAhara lar3ate haiM, vaha to hama jAnate the, lekina ye to aMdara-aMdara bhI lar3ate haiM! jahA~ niSkepha, vahA~ mokSa hama ahamadAbAda gae the, taba eka AcArya mahArAja mile the| pardUSaNa ke dina the| haz2AroM loga AcArya mahArAja ko vaMdana karane A rahe the| unhoMne hamArA paricaya karavAyA ki, ye 'jJAnIpuruSa' haiN| to turaMta hI unhoMne hamAre darzana kie aura Asana para se nIce utarakara baiTha gae! hamane kahA, 'isase to ApakA kAma hI nikala jAegA,' aisA suMdara vinaya to kAma nikAla legA, taba unhoMne kahA, 'mujhe aMdara se huA, isalie nIce baiTha gyaa|' phira unase hamane pUchA ki, 'zAstra par3hate haiM?' unhoMne kahA, 'zAstra to bahuta par3he haiN|' hamane kahA, 'zAstra to Apane bahuta par3he haiM, lekina ve zAstra bhagavAna kI AjJApUrvaka par3he yA phira yoM hI par3he?!' bhagavAna kyA kahate haiM ki, 'jina

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456 AptavANI-2 zAstroM ko par3hane se kaifa bar3he, ve mata par3hanA, yadi kaifa chUTatA ho to pddh'naa|' yadi kaifa bar3hatA ho to phaiMka denA vaha pustk| kyA pustaka kA guNa kaifa bar3hAne kA hai? nA! vaha to khuda ke aMdaravAle bIja kA guNa hai! isa babUla ko zUla banAne par3ate haiM? nA, vaha to bIjaguNa dvArA hara eka DAlI para zUla Ate haiN| phira AcArya mahArAja se pUchA ki, 'vaha kaifa kisa taraha utAroge?' taba unhoMne pUchA, 'ye kriyAe~ to kara rahe haiM na!' taba maiMne kahA, 'jisa kriyA se kaifa car3hatA hai ve sabhI ajJAna kriyAe~ haiM, bhagavAna dvArA kahI gaI kriyAe~ nahIM haiN| bhagavAna bhagavAna dvArA kahI gaI kriyAe~ aisI haiM jo kaifa utAratI haiM, unase kaifa nahIM caDhatA!' yaha saba karane se kabhI zukravAra badalatA nahIM aura zanivAra hotA nahIM! niMbolI boI hai, vaha phala degii| vItarAga kA mArga AsAna hai, sarala hai aura sahaja hai, lekina logoM ne kaSTasAdhya banA diyA hai| abhI ke ina mArgoM meM, jo vItarAga dharma hai yadi vahA~ koI tathya hotA to jagat ApharIna ho jAtA, lekina loga dekhate haiM ki, tyAga ke konevAlA sirpha tyAga ke kone meM hI par3A hai aura usI ko buhAratA rahatA hai aura tapavAlA sirpha tapa ke kone ko buhAratA rahatA hai! sabhI kone buhAregA tabhI hala AegA, aisA hai! nirmamatva vahA~ mokSa kavirAja kyA gAte haiM : ___'kyAMya na hojo mamata lgaare|' mamata to kitanI jagaha para hotA hai? yaha pyAlA koI le jA rahA ho to kyA mamata nahIM rakhanA hai? aisA hai, ki usa le jAnevAle se kahanA ki, 'dekha bhAI, tU le jA rahA hai, lekina yaha nahIM milegaa| isa para to merA nAma hai' aura phira vaha par3he aura kahe ki, 'hA~, ApakA hI nAma hai, le liijie|' to yadi vaha isa taraha se de de to ThIka hai, aura vaha nAma par3hakara bhI kahe ki, 'nahIM, maiM nahIM duuNgaa|' to vahA~ mamata nahIM karanA hai| mamata matalaba kyA? Agraha krnaa| nATakIya bhASA meM kahanA hotA hai ki, 'bhAI, pyAle para merA nAma hai' aura nAma par3hakara vaha de de to ThIka hai, lekina yadi

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 457 sAmanevAlA Agraha rakhe to hameM vaha de denA cAhie, vahA~ mamata nahIM rakhanA caahie| lekina yadi vaha le jA rahA ho to use cupacApa le jAne deM, vItarAga aise nahIM hote| jo cupacApa nahIM le jAne dete, unheM aisA nahIM kahA hai ki 'ye vItarAga nahIM haiN'| varnA yaha to koI usakI beTI ko uThAkara le jAe, aura vahA~ kahatA hai, 'merI beTI hai, mujhe usakA acchI jagaha para vivAha karavAnA hai|' saba kahatA hai, lekina yadi vaha kampalITa DrAmeTika ho, to vaha vItarAga hai| lekina aisA nahIM kahate ki mamata para utara AyA hai?! mamata kA matalaba Agraha para cddh'naa| vItarAga mArga meM mamata nahIM hotA, anya mArgoM meM mamata hotA hai| eka hI bAra DrAmeTika tarIke se kahanA ki, 'bAhara aMdherA hai' aura Apa kaho ki, 'nahIM, ujAlA hai!' maiM phira kahU~ ki, 'dekho na bhAI, abhI bhI aMdherA hai|' aise vinatI karake dekhU, phira bhI yadi Apa nahIM mAno to maiM vApasa mamata nahIM pkdduuNgaa| yadi koI kisI kA UparI hotA to maiM mAra-Thokakara manavA letA, lekina koI kisI kA UparI nahIM hai! bhagavAna ne vyavahAra dharma ko kyA kahA hai? bAhara to saba tarapha nizcaya dharma nahIM calatA hai| vaha to sirpha yahIM para hai| vyavahAra dharma matalaba kyA? ki lokmt| lokamata ke viruddha jAe, use mamata kahate haiN| yaha to hara eka vyakti kahegA ki, 'yaha to saMkucita dharma hai|' yaha to eka mahArAja kahate haiM ki, 'Aja sAtama hai' aura dUsare kahate haiM ki, 'AThama hai,' to donoM ko nikAla denA caahie| yaha to, mamata para utara Ate haiM, usI kA jhagar3A hai? jo sAtama-AThama kA prakAza karatA hai, aise isa caMdramA kA kisI se jhagar3A nahIM hai aura ye loga jhagar3A karate haiM! dRSTivAdI, kadAgrahI, durAgrahI, abhiniveSI ye saba apanA kyA bhalA kareMge? unakA khuda kA hI bhalA nahIM hotA na! yaha to unheM saMyoga nahIM milA hai isalie, isameM unakA doSa nahIM hai| yahA~ sabhI khulAse prApta kara leM to hala A jAe, aisA hai| ye saba to paz2ala haiM! vItarAgoM ne kyA kahA hai ki loga bhale hI kucha bhI kara rahe hoM, tU vaha mata karanA, mAtra tere hita kA hI krnaa| ye jo dUsare loga gunAha kara rahe haiM, ve to nahIM jAnate hoMge, lekina tu to jaina hai| vakIla hokara

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458 AptavANI-2 cAra sau bIsI kA gunAha karatA hai? vakIla cAra sau bIsI karegA to kyA hogA? dekho roga ghusa gae haiM! jo jainoM meM janma lete haiM ve to vakIla kahalAte haiN| jo niyama jAnatA hai, vahI yadi kapar3A khIMce to kyA hogA?! hamAre hisse meM yaha kacarA sApha karanA AyA hai! hameM to bhalA 'itanI-itanI' denA acchA lagatA hogA? aise zabda kyA hameM zobhA dete haiM? jinakI vANI 'pratyakSa sarasvatI' hai, aise 'jJAnIpuruSa' ke hisse meM isa kAla meM kacarA buhArane kA kAma AyA hai aura vaha nikalegA bhI shii| isa kAla meM sArA sar3A huA mAla hai ! yaha hamArI vItarAga vANI hI sArA kacarA sApha kara degI! hameM khuda nahIM jAnA pdd'egaa| hama kahate haiM ki 2005 ke sAla meM to bAhara ke sabhI deza hindustAna ko varlDa kA kendra mAnakara yahA~ dharma sIkhane Ae~ge! aura taba eka bAla barAbara bhI bhraSTAcAra nahIM rahegA aura jaisA sukha kisI bhI kAla meM nahIM thA, vaisA satyuga jaisA sukha loga bhogeMge! anya tIrthaMkaroM kI tulanA meM bhagavAna mahAvIra kA zAsana bejor3a hogA! anya kisI bhI tIrthaMkara kA zAsana aisA bejor3a nahIM rahA hogA! saccI dIkSA praznakartA : mahArAja kahate haiM ki dIkSA ke binA mokSa nahIM hai| kyA yaha bAta saca hai? dAdAzrI : bAta saca hai, dIkSA ke binA mokSa nahIM hai, lekina dIkSA kise kaheMge? dIkSA kI paribhASA to honI cAhie na? kauna sI dIkSA se mokSa hotA hai? hama yaha qabUla karate haiM ki dIkSA ke binA mokSa nahIM hai, lekina kharI dIkSA ko ve samajhe nahIM haiN| mahAvIra bhagavAna kI kahI huI dIkSA hama hI de sakate haiN| praznakartA : dIkSA arthAt kyA? dAdAzrI : 'jJAna' ko 'jJAna' meM sthApita karanA aura 'ajJAna' ko 'ajJAna' meM sthApita karanA, vaha dIkSA kahalAtI hai| sirpha 'dAdA' hI saccI dIkSA de sakate haiN| jo khuda hI dIkSita nahIM huA, vaha kahA~ se dIkSA de sakegA? aura kahegA ki, 'maiMne dIkSA lI hai|' do taraha ke motI hote haiM,

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 459 eka sacce aura dUsare klcrdd| abhI to banAvaTI motI calate haiM na! isalie, pahale kisakA janma huA? praznakartA : sacce kaa| dAdAzrI : yAnI ki sacce motI the, to banAvaTI kA janma huaa| usI taraha pahale dIkSA saccI thI, tabhI isa kalcarDa dIkSA kA janma huA na! yaha akrama mArga hai, isIlie kisI kA tiraskAra nahIM karanA hai, patnIbacce kA bhI tiraskAra nahIM karanA hai, balki roz2a patnI ke sAtha jhagar3A karatA thA, vaha bhI baMda ho jAtA hai! __bhagavAna ne dIkSA zabda galata nahIM rakhA hai, lekina dIkSA kise kahanA, vaha jAnanA par3egA na? bhagavAna ke samaya meM dIkSA dete the, taba yaha bulavAte the| zabda vahI ke vahI rahe haiM, lekina dIkSA banAvaTI ho gaI hai| 'ego meM zASao appA, nANa dassaNa saMjjUo, zeSAme bAhIrAbhAvA, savve saMjoga lakhkhaNA, saMjoga mUlA jIveNa, pattA duHkham paraMparA, tamhA saMjoga saMbaMdham savvam tivIheNa vosriiyaami|' Ajakala to dIkSA lete haiM aura ghaMTe bhara bAda ciDhane lagatA hai| savvam tivIheNa vosarIyAmi karane ke bAda bhI kisalie cir3hatA hai? sArA kalcarDa mAla! yaha dIkSA to vApasa baMdhana meM bA~dhatI hai| yahA~ para jaba 'hama' dIkSA dete haiM, to pUrA hI saMsAra roga miTa jAtA hai! hama jaba Apako hAtha meM AtmA naqada de dete haiM, usI dina dIkSA dete haiM, dIkSita karate haiN| loga dIkSA ko unakI khuda kI lokabhASA meM samajhate haiM, lekina vaha to dIkSA kahalAtI hI nhiiN| Apa aisA kahoge to koI mAnegA nahIM, kyoMki jahA~ bhASA kA artha yaha ho gayA hai aura jahA~ jo bhASA cala rahI ho, vahA~ vahI bhASA calAnI par3atI hai! abhI to ATha Ane gehU~ aura ATha Ane kaMkar3avAlA ho gayA hai| ye

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460 AptavANI-2 pUrI nahIM lekina Tukar3evAlI supArI AtI hai na, usa para kucha bhI cupar3a dete haiM jisase mIThI lagatI hai, lekina vaha to bigar3I huI, sar3I huI supArI AtI hai, use eka sAtha mIThe pAnI meM DAla dete haiN| bhAna hI nahIM hai logoM ko ki supArI khAnI hai yA svAda khAnA hai? svAda cAhie to miThAI khA na! are, svAda ke lie supArI khA rahA hai? iMsAna ke bhAna meM bhI nahIM hai, supArI kA svAda cakhanA ho to supArI hI khaa| saccI cIz2a apane hAtha meM hI nahIM Ane dete na! ye to mUrkha haiM, isI vajaha se mUrkha ko mUrkhatAvAlI cIz2a khAne ko milatI hai aura acchI cIz2a acchoM ko milatI hai| isalie hamane kahA hai ki ina mUl kA upakAra mAnanA ki unake kAraNa hameM acchI cIz2a mila rahI hai| mUrkha kyoM kahA? kyoMki paise dekara bhI mUrkhatAvAlA mAla le Ae! vItarAgoM kI sUkSma bAta abhI to dIkSA bhI nahIM rahI aura mahAvrata bhI nahIM rhe| are, aNuvrata bhI nahIM rahe, usake badale meM pUrA kalcarDa ghusa gayA aura saccA calA gyaa| vrata kise kahate haiM? barate use vrata kahate haiN| usameM koI cIz2a yAda hI nahIM AtI, 'kyA chor3anA hai aura kyA chUTa gayA hai' vaha yAda hI nahIM rhtaa| 'yaha chor3A aura vaha chor3A' vaha yAda rahA to usase to jokhima hai| kahA~ bhagavAna mahAvIra kA eka vAkya! use samajhe nahIM, aMta meM mu~hapaTTI bA~dhI! eka ke bAda do hotA to vaha ThIka hai, aisA hama kahate haiM, lekina yaha to mu~hapaTTI to aMtima dazA meM vyakti vicara rahA to ho hAtha meM eka kapar3A rakhanA cAhie ki jahA~ bahuta jIva ur3a rahe hoM to mu~ha ke pAsa kapar3A DhakanA caahie| vaha kapar3A usa jIva ko bacAne ke lie nahIM rakhate haiM, kyoMki koI jIva dUsare ko bacA hI nahIM sakatA, lekina yaha to jIvajaMtu mu~ha meM yA nAka meM na ghusa jAe~ aura prakRti ko nukasAna nahIM kareM, usake lie mu~hapaTTI rakhanI hotI hai| yaha mu~hapaTTI to aMtima kAraNa hai| usase pahale to 'kevalajJAna' ke aura aise sabhI dUsare bahuta sAre kAraNoM kA sevana karanA caahie| lekina yadi aMtima kAraNa kA pahale sevana kiyA jAe to vaha kisa kAma kA? yaha to bhayaMkara bhUleM ho rahI haiN|

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 461 eka kSaNa ke lie bhI gAfila nahIM rahanA caahie| gAr3I meM gAfila nahIM rahatA aura jahA~ anaMta janmoM kI bhaTakana meM hai, vahA~ gAfila rahatA hai! bhagavAna ne kahA hai, 'he jIva bUjha, buujh| samyak prakAra se buujh|' bhagavAna kI kahI huI bAtoM kI virodhI bAtoM se mukta ho jAe~, tabhI mokSa saccA mArga mile to hala Ae praznakartA : hamezA vyAkhyAna meM jAnA, merA aisA niyama hai| dAdAzrI : roz2a nahAe~ aura zarIra kA maila nahIM jAe to kisa kAma kA? yaha to roz2a vyAkhyAna meM jAtA hai, lekina mana kA, vANI kA, buddhi kA maila nahIM jAe to kisa kAma kA? apanA dAridrya khatma nahIM ho to kisa kAma kA? vyAkhyAna denevAlA bhale hI kitanA bhI jAnatA ho lekina apanA duHkha nahIM ghaTe to bekAra hI hai na! jisase apane duHkha jAe~, vaise kie hue darzana kAma ke haiM, nahIM to darzana karanA kisI kAma kA nahIM hai| sAmanevAle ke pAsa pacAsa baMgale hoM, lekina usake darzana se hameM jhoMpar3I bhI nahIM mile to ve darzana bekAra ke hI hue na? jina mahArAja ke darzana karane para bhI du:kha nahIM jAe~, to ve khuda kitane duHkhI hoMge? yaha ghAnI kA baila dekhA hai na? vaha A~khoM para paTTI bA~dhakara mana meM aisA mAnatA hai ki, 'maiM cala rahA hU~' aura paTTI khole to usI jagaha para! usI taraha yaha jagat ghAnI ke baila kI taraha calatA rahatA hai aura mehanata bekAra jAtI hai| jaba taka yathArtha jJAna prApta nahIM hotA taba taka sArI mehanata bekAra jAtI hai| yadi maiM sTezana kA rAstA nahIM jAnatA hU~ to bhaTaka jAU~gA, aura cAra gunA rAstA taya karU~ taba bhI ThikAnA nahIM pdd'egaa| jaba sTezana ke rAste meM bhI bhaTaka jAte haiM, to yaha saccA rAstA DhU~Dhane ke lie aisI kitanI sArI bhUleM hotI hoMgI? isalie patA to lagAnA cAhie na? khuda ko saMtoSa nahIM ho rahA ho to usa rAste ko baMda karake dUsarA rAstA DhU~Dha nikAlanA par3egA! mokSa kI eka hI pagaDaMDI hai, aura vaha bhI phira

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462 AptavANI-2 bhulabhulaiyAvAlI hai! anya mArga aneka haiM, aura phira oNrnAmenTala haiM ! koI saccA rAhabara ho, usI se mokSa kA mArga pUchA jAnA cAhie aura ve bhI phira niHsvArthI rAhabara hone caahie| dharma meM vyApAra nahIM honA cAhie jo loga khuda koI bhI tyAga karate haiM aura dUsaroM se karavAte haiM, ve sabhI abhyAsI kahalAte haiN| guru bhI tyAga kareM aura ziSya se bhI tyAga karavAe~, to hama nahIM samajha jAe~ ki ye loga vidyArthI haiM?! ye mAlA phera rahe hoM to hama nahIM samajha jAe~ge ki ye skUla meM par3ha rahe haiM? unheM hama pUche ki, 'sAhaba, par3hAI pUrI ho cukI hai kyA?' to ve kahate haiM, 'par3ha to cukA hU~, lekina mAlA to pheranI hI par3egI na?' nahIM, mokSa meM jAnA hai lekina lakar3I kI mAlA kA aura mokSa kA baira hai| mokSa ke lie to svarUpa kI ramaNatA caahie| yaha to, lakar3I kI ramaNatA rahatI hai, usase mokSa nahIM hotaa| yaha to jo vyApAra lagAkara baiThe haiM, unheM cetAvanI dene ke lie kahanA par3atA hai| dharma meM vyApAra nahIM honA cAhie, vyApAra meM dharma honA hI caahie| jahA~ dharma meM vyApAra ghusa gayA, paisoM kA vyavahAra ghusa gayA to samajha jAnA ki yaha riyala dharma nahIM hai, saccA dharma nahIM hai| __ kisI ke kahe anusAra calegA to bhI mokSa meM jA sakegA, lekina vaha bhI nahIM karatA hai, khuda kI akla se hI calA hai| isalie guru banAne ke lie kahA hai, lekina guru bagaira ThikAne ke milate haiM - mArkeTa maTIriyala, to phira kyA ho? yaha to guru ke sAtha karAra nahIM kiyA utanA acchA hai, nahIM to kaheMge, 'kyoM, pA~ca sAla kA karAra thA aura do sAla meM jA rahe ho?' vItarAga mArga aisA nahIM hotaa| gurukillI ke binA guru kaise? isa jagat meM saccA guru milanA muzkila hai| guru ko ziSya se svArtha aura ziSya ko guru se svArtha, donoM niraMtara isI meM rahate haiM, ve donoM hI dduubeNge| guru kA artha kyA hai? guru arthAt bhArI, ve khuda DUbate haiM aura dUsare ko bhI DUbote haiM ! isalie jo yoM hI guru bana baiThe haiM ve

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 463 khuda to DUbeMge aura dUsaroM ko bhI dduboeNge| gurukillI ke binA guru nahIM banA jA sktaa| praznakartA : gurukillI matalaba kyA? zuddhAtmA kA lakSya? dAdAzrI : nA, taba to mokSa hI ho jaae| bhagavAna ke samaya meM gurukillI dI jAtI thii| guru to koI bhI bana sakatA hai, lekina vaha viSayoM meM ni:spRha honA caahie| yaha duniyA to rogiSThoM aura rogiyoMvAlI hai, vahA~ to guru hone se pahale gurukillI hAtha meM honI caahie| ye to jo guru banate haiM, usake pAsa do-cAra ziSya hote haiM aura ve use bApajI, bApa jI karate haiM isalie kaifa bar3ha jAtA hai, lekina gurukillI se naoNrmala rahatA hai| gurukillI ke binA kyA dekhakara guru bana baiThe haiM? jaba taka 'jJAnIpuruSa' gurukillI nahIM deM, taba taka guru kaise bana sakate haiM? 'jJAnIpuruSa' guruttama hote haiM, unase bar3A koI nahIM hotA aura ve khuda laghuttama puruSa bhI haiM, unase choTA koI nahIM hotA! Apa kaho ki, 'Apa AcArya haiN|' to hama kaheMge ki, 'usase bhI guruttama haiN|' bhagavAna kaho to hama kaheMge, 'unase bhI hama guruttama haiN|' aura Apa hameM kaho ki, 'Apa gadhe ho|' to hama kaheMge ki, 'hama usase bhI laghuttama haiN|' aise 'laghuttama' 'guruttama' puruSa kI pahacAna kaise se ho pAe? aura yadi pahacAna pAe~ to kAma ho jAegA! svacchaMda se rukA mokSa ___ mokSa meM jAnA ho to anaMta kAla kA svacchaMda nAma kA roga nikAlanA hI pdd'egaa| 'jJAnIpuruSa' vItarAgI zabda bolate haiM usase sAmanevAle kA roga calA jAtA hai| isalie hameM kahanA par3atA hai ki kaise ho? eka bAra to sIdhe ho jaao| 'maiM huuN| maiM hU~,' to kisameM hai tU? kisI ke adhIna raha na! cAhe kisI ke bhI adhIna raha to khuda kA svacchaMda to nahIM rahegA na! isIlie to kRpAludeva ne kahA hai ki : _ 'roke jIva svacchaMda to pAme avazya mokss|' aura Age phira svacchaMda nikAlane kA upAya batAyA hai ki,

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464 AptavANI-2 'pratyakSa sadguru yogathI svacchaMda te rokAya, anya upAya karyA thakI prAye bamaNo thaay|' saccA guru - saccA ziSya ina sAdhu-sanyAsiyoM ko kyA hai ki koI kisI ke adhIna hai hI nhiiN| yadi kisI ke adhIna raheMge to donoM ke bIca meM kleza nahIM hogaa| guru ziSya ke adhIna rahe yA phira ziSya guru ke adhIna rahe to hala niklegaa| guru ziSya ke adhIna rahe to kyA parezAnI hai? A~kheM nahIM hotI taba guru ziSya ke adhIna rahatA hI hai na? to eka janma svastha A~khoM se bhI ziSya ke adhIna raho na, to hala A jAegA! mana meM guru ko aisA lagatA hai ki ziSya durupayoga karegA, vaha kyA terA durupayoga karanevAlA hai? usake hAtha meM kyA sattA hai? vaha bhI prakRti ke nacAne se nAcatA hai na! vaha bhI laTU hI hai na! lekina Aja to sacce ni:spRhI guru milane bhI muzkila hai| guru ziSya se svArtha rakhatA hai aura ziSya guru se svArtha rakhatA hai, ve hamezA svArtha meM hI rahate haiN| kisI ko mokSa kI par3I hI nahIM hai| mokSa kI par3I ho to usake bApa kI saugaMdha! ziSya bar3hAne aura pUje jAne ke hI kAmI ho cake haiM! inameM sau meM se do-pA~ca eksepzana kesa ho bhI sakate haiN| bhagavAna ne kyA kahA hai ki, "saMsAra meM saba karanA, jhUTha bolanA, lekina dharma meM ulTI 'prarUpaNA' mata krnaa|" usase bahata baDI jokhimadArI AtI hai| bhagavAna ke kahe hue aise vAkyoM ko dabA diyA hai, kyoMki ve samajhate haiM ki loga jAna jAe~ge to kyA hogA? bhagavAna ne to bahuta kucha kahA hai! vItarAgoM ke samaya meM AcArya aura mahArAja kitane samajhadAra hote the? 80 sAla ke AcArya mahArAja hoM aura 18 sAla kA nayA dIkSita sAdhu ho aura agara vaha bar3e AcArya se kahatA ki, 'mahArAja, z2arA merI bAta suneMge?' taba mahArAja ko itanA adhika asara ho jAtA ki merI itanI adhika ajAgRti ki sAmanevAle ko, choTe ko, aisA kahane kI bArI AI! jainoM ke AcArya to sAmanevAle kA sunate haiN| are, vidharmI kI bhI ThaMDe kaleje, z2arA bhI kaSAya kie binA sunate haiN| Aja to koI kisI kA sunane ko taiyAra hI nahIM hai!

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 465 AcArya to kaise hote haiM? eka A~kha dikhAe~ to sau ziSyoM ko pasInA chUTa jaae| unheM DA~TanA nahIM par3atA, sirpha A~khoM se hI kAma ho jAtA hai| zIla hI kAma karatA hai| AcArya to zIlavAna hote haiN| ina ziSyoM ke sira para to bhaya caahie| pulisavAle kA bhaya nahIM cAhie, lekina zIla kA bhaya caahie| sirpha havA se hI bhaya rahatA hai| hamAre pAsa koI niyama nahIM hai, phira bhI saba niyama meM kyoM rahate haiM? hamAre zIla se| vItarAga ke yahA~ kAnUna nahIM hote, ve to pakSapAta se dUra hote haiN| Apako do upavAsa karane kI icchA ho to mahArAja AzIrvAda dete haiM ki, 'do upavAsa kr|' to ziSya ko aMdara vaisA rahatA hai aura ghoTAlA nahIM krtaa| use vacanabala kahate haiN| yaha to ziSya aMdara bar3abar3Ate hue mahArAja kI AjJA kA pAlana karatA hai| sacce guru aura sacce ziSya ke bIca prema kI aisI kar3I hotI hai ki guru bhale hI kucha bhI bole phira bhI ziSya ko bahuta acchA lagatA hai| jahA~ jaina ho, vahA~ kaSAya nahIM aura jahA~ kaSAya hoM, vahA~ jaina nahIM hai| vItarAgoM kA mArga to kaSAya rahita bananA, vahI hai| aMtima paMdraha janma rahe tabhI se kahA jAtA hai ki vItarAga dharma ko prApta kiyaa| 'jina' ko sune, vaha jain| jainoM ke lie to qarAranAmA nahIM hotA, unake to vacana se hI kAma hote haiN| ye senA, pulisa, vagairaha jainoM ke lie nahIM honA cAhie, jainoM ke lie sirpha Taiksa honA caahie| aba ina sabakA aMta A jaaegaa| isa duSamakAla kA aMta A rahA hai| sattA duSamakAla kI rahegI, lekina usakA aMta A rahA hai! abhI yaha umasa bharA mAhaula sAta sAla taka rhegaa| tapane ke bAda dharmonnati ___kitane hI loga mujhase pUchate haiM ki, 'dAdA, isa hindustAna kA kyA ho rahA hai? yaha bhraSTAcAra virodha kI krAMti, yaha relve kI har3atAla, yaha saba kyA ho rahA hai? yaha kaba pUrA hogA?' taba maiM unheM samajhAtA hU~ ki, 'yaha to AlU ubAlane ke lie rakhe haiM, use pA~ca hI minaTa hue haiN| abhI to muzkila se chilakA hI ubalA hai| aba AluoM ko yoM hI nikAla doge to kyA hogA? ve kisI bhI kAma meM nahIM aaeNge| isake bajAya to ArAma se AluoM ko ubalane do, phira maz2edAra AlUbar3e baneMge, ve khaanaa|

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466 AptavANI-2 abhI to yaha hindustAna thor3A aura ubalanevAlA hai, lekina pariNAma suMdara AegA, jahA~ 'jJAnIpuruSa' aura unake hAtha se 2103 jJAnI taiyAra hue haiM, aura dUsarI bhI kitanI hI 'TikiTeM' AI huI haiM, jo kisI kAla meM paidA nahIM hue the, ve Aja hue haiM! ye sabhI dharmoM ko Upara laaeNge| ye sabhI dharma apaseTa ho cuke haiM, unheM hama phira se apaseTa kara deMge! isalie phira kyA ho jAegA? seTa apa ho jAegA! asaMsArI kauna? kucha sAdhu aisA kahakara gRhasthiyoM kA tiraskAra karate haiM ki, 'tuma saMsArI ho, saMsArI ho' - lekina he sAdhuoM, Apa bhI saMsArI hI ho| Apako asaMsArI kisane kahA? Apa tyAgI z2arUra ho, use kyA hama nakAra rahe haiM? unhoMne strI kA tyAga kiyA hai, kapar3e-vapar3e, veSa kA tyAga kiyA hai, vaha saba hama jAnate haiM, lekina mahArAja saMsArI to haiM hI na! bhagavAna ne jIvarAzi ke do bhAga kie haiM - eka saMsArI aura dUsare siddh| siddha ke alAvA anya sabhI saMsArI haiN| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki, 'unameM se jo kAraNa-siddha ho cuke haiM, utanoM ko hama eksepTa karate haiM aura unheM hama asaMsArI kahate haiN|' he bhagavAna! jo Upara cale gae haiM ve asaMsArI aura yahA~ para manuSya yoni meM haiM, ve bhI asaMsArI? to ve kahate haiM, 'haaN| jo kAraNa-siddha ho cuke haiM unheM hama yaha pada de rahe haiM, taba Apa kaho ki, 'he bhagavAna, kAraNa-siddhavAle ko yaha pada dete haiM to auroM ne kyA gunAha kiyA hai?' taba ve samajhAte haiM ki, 'kAraNa-siddha' matalaba yaha ki ve siddha honevAle haiM, thor3e hI samaya meM, isalie unheM abhI se hI isa sITa kA riz2arvezana de dete haiM!' 'bhagavAna, ina sabameM bheda kyoM DAlA?' taba bhagavAna kahate haiM, 'bheda meM to, use aMdara bheda baratatA hai islie| kAraNa-siddha ko aMdara bheda nahIM baratatA, kAraNa-siddha ko to aMdara mokSa hI baratatA hai| to phira jise mokSa baratatA hai use saMsArI kaise kahA jAe?' bhagavAna mahAvIra kama umra meM bhI bahuta samajhadAra the! 72 sAla kI umra meM nirvANa huA, lekina bahuta sayAne the! kitane samajhadAra the! 30 sAla kI umra meM to bhagavAna kA sayAnApana apane ko AnaMda prApta karavAe vaisA

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 467 thA! jaba ghara chor3akara nikale - chor3A nahIM thA unhoMne, ve to saMyogika purAve (sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa) the, jaise ki maiM sAMtAkruja se yahA~ dAdara AyA to isase kyA maiMne sAMtAkruja chor3a diyA? nahIM! usI prakAra ve to saMyogika purAve the| bhItara se 'vyavasthita' jaisA mArgadarzana karatA hai, usI taraha jAte haiM, unheM khuda ko kucha bhI karane ko nahIM rahatA, kartApana rahA hI nhiiN| jisameM kartApana nahIM rahA use bhoktApana nahIM rahA! jisameM kartApana bAkI nahIM rahatA use bhoktApana bhI nahIM rhtaa| bhagavAna ne jo kahA use ina mahArAjoM ne pakar3a liyA ki hama jainoM ke sAdhu haiM na? bhagavAna ne kAraNa-siddha kise kahA hai? sAdhu ko, upAdhyAya ko, AcArya ko aura tIrthaMkara bhagavAnoM ko, ina cAra ko - kAraNa siddha kahA hai| ve saMsArI dikhate z2arUra haiM, dikhane meM saMsArI jaise hI haiM, lekina bhogavaTA meM pharka hai| ye cAroM siddhasama sukha bhogate haiM aura Apa saMsArIpana ke sukha-duHkha kA vedana karate ho! ye sabhI AcArya mahArAja kahate haiM, 'hama saMsArI nahIM khlaate|' 'mahArAja, kisa AdhAra para saMsArI nahIM kahalAte haiM? hameM pramANa dikhAie to hameM maMjUra hai| kasauTI para yadi sonA nikale, 25 pratizata sonA nikale, taba bhI hama 100 parasenTa sonA mAna leMge!' aura phira hama kitanI chUTa deM? 25 pratizata ko 99 pratizata mAna leM, taba taka calA sakate haiM, lekina phira jaba hama samajhAe~ge to ve hI kaheMge ki 'hama kAraNa siddha nahIM haiN|' Apa siddha pada bhoga rahe haiM kyA? kaSAya to khar3e hI haiN| pUcho ki, 'mahArAja, Apa meM kaSAya haiM na?' to kaheMge, 'hA~ kaSAya to haiM hI n|' taba hama kaheM ki, 'to mahArAja, Apa kAraNa-siddha nahIM haiN|' taba mahArAja hI kaheMge, 'nA, hama saMsArI haiM, saMpUrNa saMsArI!' hama sabhI se pUche to sabhI kaheMge yA nahIM kaheMge? kaheMge hI na! nahIM kaheMge to hama thor3A sA ukasAe~ge to turaMta hI patA cala jaaegaa| lekina ukasAne se pahale hI cir3ha jAte haiM, bAta karate hI cir3ha jAte haiM ! kyoMki utAvale vyakti to bAta karate-karate bhI cir3ha jAte haiM! har3abar3I aura pramAda cAhe kaise bhI saMyoga Ae~, lekina utAvalA mata ho jaanaa| AtmA

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468 AptavANI-2 utAvalA nahIM hai, AtmA paramAtmA hai, vahA~ har3abar3AhaTa kI z2arUrata hai? cAya pIo, nAztA karo, bAje bajAo, sabakucha karo lekina yaha to har3abar3AhaTa, har3abar3AhaTa aura har3abar3AhaTa aura ye kramika mArga ke jJAnI to pAnI bhI nahIM pIne dete. gale bhI nahIM utarane dete| hama agara pAnI pI rahe hoM aura thor3I dera lage to kaheMge, 'haTa-haTa, yahA~ se jA, pramAda kara rahA hai?' rakha terA pramAda! pramAda tere ghara le jA, nahIM jAnA aise mokSa meM! aise kahIM mokSa meM jAte hoMge? mahArAja pAnI nahIM pIne dete, gale nahIM utarane dete, aise kahIM mokSa meM jAyA jAtA hogA? Apane aisA dekhA hai? har3abar3AhaTa nahIM dekhI? praznakartA : dekhI hai na, maiM to do sAla sAdhuoM ke sAtha rahakara AyA hU~ daadaa| dAdAzrI : vahA~ pramAda nAma kA zabda hotA hai aura vaha sabhI ko har3abar3AhaTa, har3abar3AhaTa karavAtA hai| isase to pramAda kara na, to har3abar3AhaTa miTa jAe! kitanA virodhAbhAsa hai? yaha to, 'yaha' sAinsa, g2az2aba kA sAinsa prakaTa huA hai! yaha sAinsa! pUrA jagat dAMta meM u~galiyA~ dabAegA vaisA sAinsa prakaTa huA hai| 'jaisA hai vaisA' opana huA hai, nahIM to yahA~ bhI har3abar3AhaTa hotI na, to dAdA Apako cAya-vAya nahIM pIne dete, 'are, cAya pI lI yA nahIM? uTho, calo, calo gAo, calo tAliyA~ bajAo' aisA karate, lekina yahA~ para har3abar3AhaTa vagairaha nahIM hai! AtmA aisA har3abar3AhaTavAlA nahIM hai, AtmA paramAtmA hai| vaha kyA aisA pAgala hogA? aisA? hama AtmA jaise bana jAe~ge, to AtmA prApta hogaa| aba merI isa bAta kA sabhI se kaise mela khAe?! maiM pramAda zabda ko haTAnA cAhatA huuN| isane to pramAdI AtmA chor3A aura aba har3abar3AhaTavAlA AtmA utpanna kiyA, to bhAI, mUla AtmA ko tU kaba prApta karegA? pramAdI AtmA thA, taba phira har3abar3AhaTavAlA khar3A kiyaa| usase to pramAdI AtmA acchA thA ki kisI ko patthara to nahIM mAratA thaa| isa utAvale se to kisI ko dhakkA bhI laga sakatA hai, pramAdI ko kucha bhI nahIM hai| becArA AhistA calatA hai| isakA matalaba pramAda ko hama pasaMda karate haiM aisA nahIM hai, lekina pramAda para Apane dveSa kyoM kiyA hai itanA

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 469 adhika? aura utAvalepana para rAga kyoM kiyA hai? aba ye rAga-dveSa chor3ane haiM aura rAga-dveSa karo to kaise calegA? abhI to cAya pI rahe ho to nahIM pIne dete, dUdha DAlane se pahale dhakkA mArate haiM, aba inheM kaise pahu~ca pAe~? kramika mArga hai hI aisA kaThina, bahuta kaThina mArga hai| kRpAludeva ne prabhuzrI se kahA ki, 'saMskRta sIkhakara Ao' to prabhuzrI ne kahA, 'aba 46 sAla ho gae, aba maiM kahA~ isa umra meM sIkhU aura kyA mujhe A pAegA? isase acchA to mujhe koI aura rAstA dikhAie na!' taba kRpAludeva ne kahA ki, 'vikToriyA rAnI sabhI bhASA sIkhatI haiM, itanI bar3I 76 sAla kI haiM, phira bhI ve 76 sAla kI umra meM apanI bhASAe~ sIkha rahI haiM to Apako kyA apanI mAtRbhASA bhI nahIM aaegii| sIkhakara aao|' vaha AjJA huI isalie sIkhanA pdd'aa| to prabhuzrI kahate the ki, 'maiM khaMbhA pakar3akara, gama gacchati Tu go, gama gacchati Tu go' aise bolatA thA, tAki nIMda nahIM A jAe, pramAda nahIM ho| aba kaba pAra Ae? aura unhoMne bAisa pustakeM likha dIM, itanI moTI, aura kahA ki inheM sAtha ke sAtha rakhanA aura aMdara se vicAra Ae to turaMta hI inameM dekha lenA! yaha hai kramika mArga! kapAladeva 'jJAnIpuruSa' the aura unakA mArga bhI saccA hai, duSamakAla meM sacce jJAnI ho cuke haiM, lekina vastusthiti meM kramika mArga kitanA kaSTadAyI hai aura yaha apanA to akrama mArga, sarala mArga prApta huA hai| jabaki loga isakI kadara nahIM karate, yAnI aba kharA TAima AyA hai, eka minaTa to eka minaTa, lekina yahA~ to eka minaTa kI adhika qImata hai| phira se ye 'dAdA' eka minaTa bhI darzana karane ko nahIM mileMge! eka dina aisA AegA ki ye 'dAdA' dina meM eka minaTa ke lie bhI darzana karane ko nahIM mileMge! 'yaha' prakaTa sAinsa jisa ghar3I bAhara jagat meM prakaTa hogA usa ghar3I jagat kyA khuda ko roka sakegA? do prakAra ke mokSamArga haiM : eka cAlAka vyakti ko milA huA mokSamArga aura dUsarA AlasI vyakti ko milA huA aizoArAmavAlA mokssmaarg| saMsAra meM cAlAka adhika hote haiM, aizoArAmavAle z2arA kama hote haiN| ye loga aizoArAmavAle nahIM haiM, lekina loga samajhe binA isa zabda kA upayoga karate haiN| 'yaha' to alaga hI hai, isameM saMsArI moha nahIM hai, aizoArAma hai, lekina saMsArI moha nahIM hai| ataH yaha apanA

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470 AptavANI-2 aizoArAmavAloM kA mokSamArga hai aura dUsarA cAlAka kA mokSamArga, una donoM kA rAstA alaga hai! aizoArAmavAlA dera se nikalatA hai aura phira choTA rAstA DhU~Dha nikAlatA hai! sote-sote bahuta kAma nikAla letA hai vaha to| isalie apanA yaha liphTamArga alaga hI prakAra kA hai, vaha sabhI taraha se khila uThA hai| isalie kavi likhate haiM na ki, 'jJAnI vikrama Toca, aizvarya haahaakaar|' akrama jJAnI haiM aura vikrama zikhara para baiThe hue haiM aura khalabalI macA dI hai! bhale hI aizoArAma kie hoMge, lekina mArga bhI aizoArAmavAlA milA hai na! vahA~ para 'pramAda mata karo, pramAda mata karo' kaheM to kyA dazA hogI? har3abar3I, har3abar3I aura har3abar3I, khAne-pIne meM bhI hdd'bdd'ii| ve kisalie har3abar3I karate haiM? pramAda nikAlane ke lie? pramAda gayA aura har3abar3I ghusI, eka hI taraha ke bhUta hai| balki, yaha har3abar3I kA bhUta galata hai| kucha sAdhu to aise hote haiM ki unheM yadi kisI ke yahA~ laDr3a khAne ke lie bulAyA ho to ve ArAma se jAte haiM, har3abar3AhaTa vagairaha unameM nahIM hotI! jabaki kucha sAdhu to rAste meM cala rahe hoM aura hama kaheM ki, 'maiM abhI AtA hU~, ye sUryanArAyaNa ke darzana krke|' taba aise darzana karake yoM dekheM taba taka to kahIM dUra pahu~ca cuke hote haiM! usakA kyA kAraNa? hdd'bdd'ii-hdd'bdd'ii| saMDAsa jAte hue bhI har3abar3I aura pezAba karate hue bhI har3abar3I, calate hue har3abar3I, khAte-pIte hue har3abar3I, saba jagaha har3abar3I, har3abar3I, har3abar3I, har3abar3I ! isake badale to laDDU khAkara rahe, peTa para hAtha-vAtha phere zAMti se to apane ko aisA lagatA hai ki inake darzana karo becAroM ke, aura isa jaldabAz2a ke to darzana karane kA bhI mana nahIM hotaa| pramAda nikAlate hue har3abar3I ghusa gaI, isase to pramAda acchA thaa| pahale kA jo bhUta thA vaha acchA thA, apane paricayavAlA to thA! isa har3abar3I kA to apariyacavAlA bhUta ghusa gayA! aba pramAda ko samajhate nahIM hai aura aMdhAdhuMdha sabakucha karate haiN| jaldabAz2I kA kAraNa kyA hai? taba kahe, pramAda chor3a diyA hai unhoNne| are, deha kA pramAda nahIM chor3anA hai, deha kA pramAda to rakhanA hai| ArAma

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niSpakSapAtI mokSamArga 471 se palaMga para baiThanA hai, palaMga caramarAe phira bhI baiThanA hai| bhale hI caramarAe, vaha to palaMga hai| kyA jIva hai vaha? koI jIva daba gayA ho to hama khar3e ho jAe~ge, lekina palaMga bhale hI caramarAe, baiTha jAegA to hama dUsarA le aaeNge| lekina kaheMge, 'nahIM, pramAda ho jaaegaa| yAnI baiThate haiM, taba bhI caina se nahIM baiThate, har3abar3AyA huA hI rahatA hai! aura Apa koI bAta pUchane jAo na to vaha har3abar3I meM cir3ha jAtA hai, vaha 'haTa, haTa,' aise karatA hai| aise kyA zobhA detA hai? bhagavAna ne aisA nahIM kahA hai| vItarAga bhagavAna aise hote hoMge? ye loga ghar3Ibhara meM kahIM se kahIM cale jAte haiM, kyA mahAvIra aisA calAte hoMge? ve to yo... ArAma se, ArAma karate-karate calate the, yaha to bhItara yadi Akula-vyAkula ho jAtA hai na, to bAhara bhI AkulavyAkula ho jAtA hai, bhItara har3abar3AhaTa huI ki bAhara bhI har3abar3I, phira ye per3a-ver3a sabhI use hilate hue dikhate haiM, nahIM hila rahe hoM, phira bhI hilate hue dikhate haiM, kyoMki khuda har3abar3AyA huA hai! ye jo auliyA hote haiM unheM koI har3abar3AhaTa nahIM rahatI, caina rahatA hai| hama kaheM ki, 'are, AkAza kyA giranevAlA nahIM hai?' to kaheMge ki, 'nahIM sAhaba, giranevAlA nahIM hai| use to khudA ne banAyA hai, kaise giregA?' aura ye loga to 'merA hI kiyA huA aura mujhe hI bhoganA hai|' yAnI ki AkAza gira giyA to kyA ho jAegA? yaha sIdhI samajha ulTI ho gaI aura usake phala kar3ave Ae hai, varnA aisA kahIM hotA hogA? har3abar3IvAlA vyakti jJAna prApta karatA hai, phira bhI use kabhI bhI zuddha upayoga nahIM raha pAtA, 'zuddha upayoga' de deM phira bhI har3abar3IvAle ke pAsa raha nahIM pAtA, kyoMki har3abar3I hai na! Apa ye khAte ho, pIte ho, ghUmatephirate ho, lekina upayogapUrvaka karate ho| jabaki har3abar3IvAlA aisA samajhatA hai ki, 'isameM to zuddha upayoga calA hI jaaegaa|' nahIM, zuddha upayoga to rahegA hii| cAya acchI hai yA burI hai, kar3aka hai yA mIThI hai, usameM apanA upayoga zuddha hI rahatA hai| pramAda zabda ne mAra DAlA hai| isa pramAda zabda ko loga samajhe hI nhiiN| itanI har3abar3I karate haiM, cAra baje uThate haiM, phira bhI yadi kabhI

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472 AptavANI-2 mahAvIra se pUche to kaheMge, 'ye saba pramAdI haiM, saMpUrNa pramAdI haiN| aMzamAtra bhI pramAda gayA nahIM hai|' pramAda kyA hai? isa jagat meM kauna pramAda meM hai? pUrA jagat hI pramAda meM hai| yaha pramAda kaba jAegA? Aropita bhAva jAegA, taba pramAda jaaegaa| mada to car3hA hai aura vApasa yaha prmaad| eka to Aropita bhAva hai, 'maiM caMdUlAla hU~' aisA mAnatA hai| vaha mada hai aura vivAha meM mauja manAtA hai, vaha pramAda hai| koI avasthA acchI ho to usameM ThaMDaka bhogatA hai aura kharAba avasthA meM ghuTana bhugatatA hai, vaha pramAda hai| yadi Aropita bhAva meM sthiratA kare (rakhe) to vaha mada hai aura yadi Aropita bhAva meM raMjana kare, to use pramAda kahA hai| aba ye loga, agara koI jaldI nahIM uThatA, to use pramAda kahate haiM, lekina use to Alasya kahate haiN| jaldI nahIM uThanA, vaha to AlasI vyakti kA viTAmina hai| eka to uThatA dera se hai aura gAr3I Ae taba aina mauke para aisA daur3atA hai! yAnI yaha AlasI vyakti kA viTAmina hai| aba sAdhu pramAda kA artha unakI apanI bhASA meM le gae aura bhagavAna ne kucha aura kahA hai, bhagavAna kI bhASA apane kAma kI hai| jJAnI kI saMjJA se calanA hai, vaha dhruvakAMTA ThIka hai, unakA jJAna sahI uttara dizA batAtA hai| bAkI to saba uttara ke badale dakSiNa meM le jAte haiM, kAMTA uttara dikhAtA hai aura le jAtA hai dakSiNa meN| jJAnI ke bAre meM yathArtha hI kahA gayA hai ki, 'mokSa mArganettAraMya bhettAraM karmabhubhRtAm jJAtAraM sarva tatvAnAm, vaMde tadguNa lbdhye|'

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sva-ramaNatA : para-ramaNatA jisane lAcAra hokara zAdI kI hai usake lie vItarAgoM kA jJAna hai aura rAjIkhuzI se sahamati dekara tIna-tIna hastAkSara karake vivAha kara liyA, vaha vItarAgoM kA jJAna kaise pAegA? lAcAra hokara jisane zAdI kI hai, lAcAra hokara jo khAtA hai, lAcAra hokara jo pItA hai usake lie vItarAgoM kA jJAna hai ! lAcArI'-yaha eka pada hai, sTeja hai, pasaMda hai hI nahIM phira bhI karanA par3atA hai| Apako ekAdha cIz2a pasaMda to hogI na? aisI Apako khabara hogI na? praznakartA : pasaMda to hai, lekina yahI hai, maiM aisA bilkula pakkA nahIM batA sktaa| dAdAzrI : 'hai' to sahI na? vaha 'hai' ke AdhAra para jIvita rahatA hai| yaha jIvita kisa AdhAra para rahatA hai? 'hai' ke AdhAra para aura 'hai' ke AdhAra para nahIM jIe to AtmA prApta ho jAegA! abhI AtmA kI ramaNatA 'hai' usameM hai| yadi 'hai'vAlI ramaNatA nApasaMda ho jAe to use AtmA prApta hogA hI, varnA deha rahegA hI nahIM! lekina jo 'hai' usI meM ramaNatA hai, to use AtmA kahate haiM, 'ApakA ThIka hai| Apa apane gA~va meM ThIka ho aura maiM mere gA~va meM ThIka ha~!' kisI jagaha para ramaNatA baratatI rahatI hai, yaha anya kisI jagaha ramaNatA hai, usake AdhAra para jIvita rahate haiN| yadi ramaNatA kisI bhI jagaha para - eka paramANu mAtra meM, pudgala meM paudgalika ramaNatA nahIM ho to use AtmA prApta hogA hI! hameM eka bhI paramANu para paudgalika ramaNatA nahIM hai ! hama eka kSaNa bhI Atma-ramaNatA ke bina nahIM rahe haiM! yaha deha 'merI hai' aisA hameM bhAna nahIM rahatA hai, par3osI kI taraha bhAna rahatA hai, yaha deha nebarara hai, pharsTa nebara hai

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474 AptavANI-2 paudgalika ramaNatA yadi kabhI kiMcit mAtra bhI rahe, taba taka AtmA prApta nahIM hogaa| AtmA kA AbhAsa hotA haiM, lekina tathArUpa nahIM ho paataa| tathArUpa matalaba bhagavAna ne jaisA AtmA batAyA hai, vaisA nahIM ho paataa| tathArUpa AtmA, vaha to acala AtmA hai ! ye saba caMcala AtmA haiM ! jaba taka paudgalika ramaNatA hai, taba taka caMcala AtmA hai| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki do prakAra kI ramaNatA hotI hai| eka zuddha cetana kI ramaNatA, vaha paramAtma ramaNatA kahalAtI hai, varnA phira dUsarI pudgala kI ramaNatA hai, vaha khilaunoM kI ramaNatA kahalAtI hai, khilaune khelate haiM aisA kahA jaaegaa| sArI-khilaunoM kI hI ramaNatA hA~, bAlaka bhI khilaunoM se hI khelate haiM na? do sAla ke bAlaka ke khilaune pA~ca sAla ke bAlaka ko deM, to vaha legA kyA? nahIM legaa| vaha to kahegA, 'ye to choTe baccoM ke haiM, mere nahIM haiM!' yAnI choTe bacce ke khilaune bar3A baccA kAma meM nahIM letA aura bar3e ke khilaune se choTA nahIM kheltaa| phira pA~ca sAla ke bacce ke khilaune hoM, to ve bar3A gyAraha sAla kA baccA nahIM legA, kahegA, 'hama to krikeTa khelane jAe~ge' phira vaha caudaha sAla kA hotA hai, taba taka krikeTa aura phuTabaoNla aura vaoNlIbaoNla aura phalAnA baoNla, vagairaha sabhI khilaune khelatA rahatA hai| phira aThAraha sAla kA ho jAe, taba par3hate-par3hate kitAboM se khelatA hai| kitAbeM bhI khilaune hI kahalAtI haiN| jina kitAboM para ruci hai, ve kyA kahalAtI haiM? jahA~ ruci hai vahA~ ramaNatA kahalAtI hai| isalie kitAbeM khilaune, phuTabaoNla khilaunA hai, guDDe-guDDiyA~ ye sabhI khilaune hI haiM! phira bIsa-bAIsa sAla kA ho jAe taba kahegA ki, 'aba mujhe gur3iyA nahIM calegI, mujhe bar3I jIvita gur3iyA caahie|' 'are pAgala, yaha gur3iyA kyA burI hai? lAne de na tere lie, yahA~ se jApAnI gur3iyA milatI haiM ve, bar3I, sAr3I pahanI huI AtI haiM ve?' to vaha kahegA, 'nahIM, mujhe jIvita caahie|' phira vaha jIvita gur3iyA le AtA hai! aba hama use kaheM ki, 'aba to saMtoSa ho gayA na? khilaune aba baMda karegA?' to vaha kahegA ki, 'aba mujhe harja nahIM hai|' usake bAda utsAhapUrvaka do-cAra sAla bIta jAe~, taba loga pUchate haiM ki, 'bhAI cAra

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sva-ramaNatA : para-ramaNatA 475 sAla ho gae zAdI ke, kyA hai? beTI hai yA beTA? nahIM, kucha bhI nahIM?' isalie phira mana meM hotA hai ki isa khilaune kI kamI hai, isalie vApasa usa khilaune meM par3a jAtA hai| jaba dUsarA eka beTA bAIsa sAla kA ho jAe, taba kahegA, 'nahIM, mujhe to dIkSA lenI hai!' 'tujhe yaha jIvita gur3iyA nahIM calegI?' to vaha kahegA, 'nahIM, mujhe vaha khilaunA nahIM calegA, maiM to tyAgI khilaune ddhuuNddhuuNgaa| jo aisI jIvita gur3iyA kAma meM nahIM lete, aba ve hamAre khilaune!' kucha logoM kI zAdiyA~ hotI haiM, bacce hote haiM, phira unake udaya aise Ae, ki patnI ke sAtha jhagar3e hone lage, yAnI use tyAga kA udaya aayaa| isalie vaha kyA karatA hai ki patnI se z2abaradastI likhavA letA hai ki, 'maiM rAjI-khuzI se mere pati ko mokSa kA kAma nikAla lene ke lie jAne de rahI hU~,' isa prakAra patnI-bacce ko rulAkara likhavA letA hai! ye sabhI patnI-baccoM ko rulA-rulAkara Ae haiN| thor3e-bahuta hoMge ki jinhoMne vivAha nahIM kiyA aura anya kucha aise hoMge ki jinheM vivAha karane ko milA hI nahIM hogA! anya kucha thor3e-bahuta haiM ki jinake ghara khAne ko bhI nahIM thaa| bAkI thor3e-bahuta haiM ve mUrkha, par3hane meM kamaz2ora, bAkI sabhI bAtoM meM mUrkha, lekina itanI aqla meM pahu~ce hue haiM ki isa saMsAra meM yahA~ roz2a rAzana lene jAnA par3atA hai, naukarI karane jAnA par3atA hai, to yaha upAdhi unheM pasaMda nahIM AtI, isalie kaheMge ki, 'sAdhupana meM to sirpha naMge paira calanA par3atA hai, basa itanA hI duHkha hai na! lekina loga bApa jIbApa jI to kareMge! kucha AtA hai yA nahIM, vaha kauna pUchatA hai? yAnI kucha to isI taraha ghusa gae haiM! aura inameM sacce sAdhu bhI haiM, pA~ca-dasa pratizata! kucha karor3oM rupaye rakhakara bhI A jAte haiM, unase pUche ki Apako rupayoM se khelanA acchA nahIM lagA, aizvarya se khelanA acchA nahIM lagA, patnI se khelanA acchA nahIM lagA? yahA~ kisalie, kauna se khilaunoM se khelane Ae ho?' taba vaha kahegA ki, 'samAja kalyANa karanA hai|' 'are, kauna se janma meM tU samAja kA kalyANa kie bagaira rahA hai? tU terA hI kalyANa kara na! terA khuda kA kalyANa kie binA samAja kA kalyANa kisa taraha ho pAegA bhAI?'

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476 AptavANI-2 aba aisI ulTI samajha kaba taka calegI? vItarAgoM kI sahI samajha se calanA to par3egA na? aura phira gAte bhI haiM, 'para-ramaNatA dUra kare, pararamaNatA dUra kre|' are, para-ramaNatA kA matalaba tU kyA samajhA? tU jo yaha khela rahA hai, vahI para-ramaNatA hai! ise to tU kisa taraha dUra kara paaegaa| kucha loga kahate haiM ki, 'samAjakalyANa kara rahe haiM, jainoM kI bar3hautarI kara rahe haiN|' are jaina bar3heM yA ghaTeM, usase tujhe kyA pIr3A hai? mahAvIra bhagavAna ko aisI ciMtA nahIM thI to tujhameM kahA~ se A gaI? tere guru ke guru, unake guru aura pUrI duniyA ke guru, aise mahAvIra, unhoMne ciMtA nahIM kI ki jaina bar3heM, to tU aisA kahA~ se paidA huA hai ki jainoM ko bar3hAne meM par3A hai? terA citta cakkara meM car3hA hai yA kyA? isase to ghara para bacce bar3hAe hote to Daz2ana yA pA~ca bar3hate na? lekina isane to baccoM ko nirvaMza kiyA! ise jaina kaise kaheMge? samajhanA to par3egA hI na saca? kaba taka aisI dhAMdhalI calegI? sahI samajhanA par3egA, sahI jAnanA par3egA to AtmA jAnane ko milegaa| jaba para-ramaNatA jAtI hai, taba sva-ramaNatA utpanna hotI hai| ramaNatA kise kahate haiM, vaha Apako samajha meM AyA na? TheTha taka zAstroM se khelate haiM, guru-ziSyoM se khelate haiM aura ziSya-guruoM se khelate haiM aura kahate kyA haiM ki, 'yaha mokSa kA rAstA hai|' are, nahIM hai yaha mokSa kA rAstA ! guruoM se khelatA hai aura zAstroM se khelatA rahatA hai roz2a! sAdhu, mahArAja, AcArya sabhI zAstroM se khelate rahate haiN| bhagavAna ne kahA hai ki tU aMta taka khilaune se hI khelatA hai, isase tujhe kyA milA? tU khilaune se khelA hai, isalie mokSa ke lie geTa aautt| taba vaha kahegA, 'bhagavAna ye Apake zAstra, Agama, maiM sabhI se khelatA hU~ na!' taba bhagavAna kaheMge, 'lekina tU geTa AuTa, tU khilaunoM se khelA hai, eka kSaNa ke lie bhI AtmA se nahIM khelA hai|' hama sva-ramaNatA se mokSa dete haiM! isIlie to maiMne tuma saba ko pustaka pakar3ane ke lie manA kiyA hai na! sva meM ramaNatA karate rho| jise sva prApta nahIM huA hai, ve sabhI khilaunoM se khelate rahate haiN| ye sabhI AcArya-vAcArya, jo pUre varlDa meM haiM, ve sabhI khilaunoM se khelate rahate haiN| sirpha apane yahA~ ke mahAtmA hI AtmA

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sva-ramaNatA : para-ramaNatA 477 se, sva se khelate haiM, sva-ramaNatA karate haiN| aba ye itanI sUkSma bAta samajhate nahIM haiM, isalie pUrA dina pustaka aura sirpha pustaka se hI khelate rahate haiM ! pustaka nahIM mile to cir3hate haiN| pUrA dina sabake Upara cir3hate rahate haiM, 'tujhameM aqla nahIM hai,' sabhI se aisA kahate haiN| yaha akla kA borA AyA! bhagavAna ne pustaka meM sApha-sApha manA kiyA hai ki kisI para cir3hanA mata, kisI ko duHkha mata denA, lekina vahI karatA hai| pustaka meM kyA isa taraha cir3hane ko kahA gayA hai? lekina yadi eka pustaka kho jAe na, jo pustaka cir3hane ke lie manA karatI hai, agara vahI pustaka kho jAe na, taba bhI cir3hatA rahatA hai! ye sabhI khilaunoM se khelate haiM, phira yadi ve zora macAe~ to usase kyA bhalA hogA! karor3oM janmoM taka zAstra par3hatA rahe, to bhI balki vaha to zAstroM ke baMdhana meM hI par3atA hai| saMsAra kI ramaNatA meM par3atA hai to usake baMdhana meM par3atA hai| isameM se usameM aura usameM se vApasa ismeN| pustakeM bhI khilaune haiN| pustakeM AtmA ko jAnane ke lie haiM, isalie vaha hetu galata nahIM hai, lekina AtmA kI ramaNatA hI saccI ramaNatA hai, dUsarI sArI para-ramaNatA hai| eka sAdhu Ae the, unhoMne kahA ki, 'mujhe bilkula, eka bhI parigraha nahIM hai, to merA mokSa hogA na?' hamane kahA, 'nahIM, ApakA mokSa nahIM hai| jaba taka AtmA meM ramaNatA nahIM hotI hai, taba taka mokSa nahIM hai| ye saba to khilaunoM kI ramaNatA meM haiM, zAstra par3heM yA kriyAkAMDa vagairaha kareM, vaha saba ramaNatA hI hai| parigraha bAdhaka nahIM hai| parigraha bhale hI kitane bhI hoM, lekina yadi khuda AtmA kI ramaNatA meM rahe to mokSa hI hai! aisA eka taraphA nahIM bola sakate ki aparigraha se hI mokSa hai|' tujhe yadi sva-ramaNatA prApta ho cukI hai to zAdI kara na 1300 rAniyoM se! hameM harja nahIM hai, tujhameM zakti honI caahie| tujhe yadi sva-ramaNatA prApta ho cukI hai to tujhe kyA parezAnI hai? sva-ramaNatA utpanna hone ke bAda kisI bhI prakAra kI parezAnI sparza nahIM krtii| ramaNatA : avasthA kI aura avinAzI kI itanI sUkSma bAteM logoM ko samajha meM nahIM AtI, yaha sva-ramaNatA

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478 AptavANI-2 aura yaha para-ramaNatA, aisA kucha bhAna hI nahIM hai| do prakAra ke loga haiM : eka avasthAoM meM par3e hue haiM ve phira sAdhu hoM yA sanyAsI hoM, AcArya hoM yA sUri hoM, sabhI avasthAoM meM par3e hue haiM aura dUsare prakAra ke loga ve haiM jo svarUpa meM par3e hue haiN| 'dAdA' ne jinheM 'svarUpa kA jJAna' diyA, usake bAda se ve khuda ke svarUpa meM hI par3e hue haiN| avasthAe~ vinAzI haiM, vinAzI haiM yAnI ekadama se paMdraha minaTa meM vinAza ho jAe~, aisI nahIM haiN| koI tIna ghaMTe calatI haiM, koI cAra ghaMTe calatI haiN| javAnI dasa sAla yA paMdraha sAla taka calatI hai, bur3hApA bIsa sAla taka calatA hai| usameM bacapana, javAnI aura bur3hApA ye tIna avasthAe~ bar3I haiM aura bacapana meM bhI kitanI avasthAe~ utpanna hotI haiN| jaba do sAla kA choTA baccA thA-taba naMgA phiratA thA, kapar3e nahIM pahanatA thA to vaha cala jAtA thaa| pA~ca sAla kA huA to kapar3e vagairaha pahanAte haiM, taba itane khilaune mA~gatA hai| aura gyAraha sAla kA ho jAe taba pA~ca sAla ke bacce ke khilaune deM to nahIM letaa| 'mujhe to baiTa aura baoNla hI cAhie' aisA khegaa| 'are, khilaune kyoM badale?' taba kahegA, 'merI avasthA badala gaI hai, maiM bar3A nahIM ho gayA?' avasthA badalane se vaha bar3A ho gayA! aise karate-karate TheTha taka khilaunoM se khelatA hai| jo khilaunoM se khelatA hai vaha avasthA meM mukAma karatA hai aura jo AtmA kI ramaNatA karatA hai vaha AtmA meM mukAma karatA hai| avasthA meM mukAma kare, to asvastha rahatA hai, Akula-vyAkula rahatA hai aura AtmA meM ramaNatA kare to svastha, nirAkula rahatA hai! 'jJAnIpuruSa' Apako avasthA kI ramaNatA meM se uThAkara AtmaramaNatA meM baiThA dete haiN| phira ina anaMta janmoM kI avasthAoM kI ramaNatA kA enDa A jAtA hai aura niraMtara kI AtmaramaNatA hamezA ke lie utpanna ho jAtI hai| 'jJAnIpuruSa' kyA nahIM kara sakate? AtmA kI ramaNatA hone ke bAda koI kAma bAkI nahIM bacatA, varnA taba taka khilaunoM se hI khelanA par3atA hai na? kyoMki taba taka citta ko rakhe kisameM? jaba taka svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM hai taba taka citta ko kisameM rakhe? yA to aMdara rakhegA, lekina aMdara ke svarUpa kA bhAna nahIM hai isalie

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sva-ramaNatA : para-ramaNatA 479 taba taka khuda bAharI khilaunoM se khelatA hai, varnA citta bhaTakatA rahatA hai, jaba taka vaha khilaunoM se khelatA hai taba taka to citta sthira rahatA hai! khilaune kise kahate haiM? jinake kho jAne se dveSa hotA hai aura milane se rAga hotA hai ! sAmane eka bAra 'jJAnIpuruSa' se bheMTa ho gaI aura tAra jur3a gayA, AtmA prApta ho gayA, 'svarUpa kI ramaNatA' meM A gayA, to usake bAda rAga-dveSa miTeM ki ho gayA vItarAga! varnA taba taka sirpha prakRti meM hI ramaNatA hai| prakRti kA pArAyaNa pUrA huA to ho gayA vItarAga! jaya saccidAnaMda

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pUraNa mUla gujarAtI zabdoM ke samAnArthI zabda UparI : baoNsa, variSTha mAlika zAtA-azAtA : sukha pariNAma-duHkha pariNAma ger3a : acchI taraha samajha meM AnA pudgala : jo pUraNa aura galana hotA hai upAdhi :: bAhara se AnevAlA du:kha potApaNA : maiM hU~ aura merA hai, aisA AropaNa, merApana kar3hApA-ajaMpA : kur3hana, kleza-becainI, azAMti A~TI : gA~Tha par3a jAe usa taraha se ulajhA huA zAtA-azAtA : sukha-pariNAma, duHkha-pariNAma aTakaNa : jo baMdhanarUpa ho jAe, Age nahIM bar3hane de kaMTAlA : ukatA jAnA, cir3ha jAnA, boriyata, cir3hanA, Uba jAnA : cArja honA, bharanA galana : DiscArja honA, khAlI honA aMtarAya : vighna, bAdhA aNahakka : binA haqavAle kalpa : kAlacakra bhogavaTA : sukha-duHkha kA asara Ar3AI : ahaMkAra kA Ter3hApana tarachor3a : tiraskAra sahita dutkAranA silaka : jamApU~jI tA~tA : taMta UNodarI : jitanI bhUkha ho usase AdhA bhojana khAnA keza-luMcana : nocakara keza nikAlanA nirjarA : Atmapradeza meM se karmoM kA alaga honA : udayakarma meM tanmayAkAra honA arthAt Azrava honA : kAlacakra kA bArahavA~ hissA Azrava ArA

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potApaNuM rAjIpA purAve saMvara noMdha niyANAM : maiM hU~ aura merA hai, aisA AropaNa, merApana : gurujanoM kI prasannatA : sarakamasTenziyala eviDensa : zuddha upayogapUrvaka karma kI nirjarA jisase naye karma cArja nahIM hote : atyaMta rAga athavA dveSa sahita laMbe samaya taka yAda rakhanA, noTa karanA : apanA sArA puNya lagAkara kisI eka cIz2a kI kAmanA karanA : jAna-bUjhakara kisI ko parezAna karane ke lie kiyA gayA phajItA, nATaka : mAlika kI gaphalata kI vajaha se mavezI kA bhUkhA rahanA : bhaviSya meM phala denevAle karmoM ko samaya se pahale jagAkara vartamAna meM khapAnA tAyaphA DhoralAMghaNa uddIraNA

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nau kalameM 1. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA kiMcitmAtra bhI aham na dubhe (duHkhe), na dubhAyA (duHkhAyA) jAye yA dubhAne (duHkhAne) ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| mujhe kisI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA kiMcitmAtra bhI aham na dubhe, aisI syAdvAda vANI, syAvAda vartana aura syAdvAda manana karane kI parama zakti do| 2. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dharma kA kiMcitmAtra bhI pramANa na dubhe, na dubhAyA jAye yA dubhAne ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| mujhe kisI bhI dharma kA kiMcitmAtra bhI pramANa na dubhAyA jAye aisI syAdvAda vANI, syAdvAda vartana aura syAdvAda manana karane kI parama zakti do| 3. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI upadezaka sAdhu, sAdhvI yA __ AcArya kA avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na karane kI parama zakti do| 4. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke prati kiMcitmAtra bhI abhAva, tiraskAra kabhI bhI na kiyA jAye, na karavAyA jAye yA kartA ke prati na anumodita kiyA jAye, aisI parama zakti do| 5. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke sAtha kabhI bhI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA na bolI jAye, na bulavAI jAye yA bolane ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| koI kaThora bhASA, taMtIlI bhASA boleM to mujhe mRdu-Rju bhASA bolane kI zakti do / 6. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA ke prati strI, puruSa yA napuMsaka, koI bhI liMgadhArI ho, to usake saMbaMdha meM kiciMtmAtra bhI viSaya-vikAra saMbaMdhI doSa, icchAe~, ceSTAe~ yA vicAra saMbaMdhI doSa na kiye jAyeM, na karavAye jAyeM yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAye, aisI parama zakti do| mujhe niraMtara nirvikAra rahane kI parama zakti do|

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7. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI rasa meM lubdhatA na ho aisI zakti do| samarasI AhAra lene kI parama zakti do| 8. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe kisI bhI dehadhArI jIvAtmA kA pratyakSa athavA parokSa, jIvita athavA mRta, kisI kA kiMcitmAtra bhI avarNavAda, aparAdha, avinaya na kiyA jAye, na karavAyA jAye yA kartA ke prati anumodanA na kI jAyeM, aisI parama zakti do| 9. he dAdA bhagavAna ! mujhe jagata kalyANa karane meM nimitta banane kI parama zakti do, zakti do, zakti do| (itanA Apa dAdA bhagavAna se mA~gA kreN| yaha pratidina yaMtravat par3hane kI cIz2a nahIM hai, hRdaya meM rakhane kI cIz2a hai| yaha pratidina upayogapUrvaka bhAvanA karane kI cIz2a hai| itane pATha meM samasta zAstroM kA sAra A jAtA hai|) zuddhAtmA ke prati prArthanA (pratidina eka bAra boleM) he aMtaryAmI paramAtmA! Apa pratyeka jIvamAtra meM birAjamAna ho, vaise hI mujha meM bhI birAjamAna ho| ApakA svarUpa hI merA svarUpa hai| merA svarUpa zuddhAtmA hai| he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! maiM Apako abheda bhAva se atyaMta bhaktipUrvaka namaskAra karatA huuN| ajJAnatAvaza maiMne jo jo ** doSa kiye haiM, una sabhI doSoM ko Apake samakSa z2Ahira karatA huuN| unakA hRdayapUrvaka bahuta pazcAtApa karatA hU~ aura Apase kSamA yAcanA karatA huuN| he prabhu ! mujhe kSamA karo, kSamA karo, kSamA karo aura phira se aise doSa nahIM karU~, aisI Apa mujhe zakti do, zakti do, zakti do| he zuddhAtmA bhagavAna ! Apa aisI kRpA karo ki hameM bhedabhAva chUTa jAye aura abheda svarUpa prApta ho| hama Apa meM abheda svarUpa se tanmayAkAra rheN| ** jo jo doSa hue hoM, ve mana meM z2Ahira kreN|

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