Book Title: Ek Sadhe Sab Sadhe
Author(s): Chandraprabhsagar
Publisher: Jityasha Foundation
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/003858/1

JAIN EDUCATION INTERNATIONAL FOR PRIVATE AND PERSONAL USE ONLY
Page #1 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe [zrI candraprabha ke jIvana-sApekSa dhyAna-viSayaka udbodhana ] For Personal & Private Use Only Page #2 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMvibhAga zrI vIrakumAra saMjIva kumAra baida, dillI zrImatI niraMjanA jaina dha. pa. sva. zrI vinodakumAra jaina, ajamera/jodhapura For Personal & Private Use Only Page #3 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe zrI candraprabha sampAdana zrImatI latA bhaMDArI / mIrA prakAzana jitayazA phAuMDezana, kalakattA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ prakAzana - varSa pharavarI, 1997 prakAzaka jitayazA phAMuDezana, 9 sI, esplaneDa ro, IsTa, rUma naM. 28 kalakattA - 69 sannidhi gaNivara zrI mahimAprabha sAgara jI AvaraNa dilIpa gopAnI AvaraNa-mudraNa grAphika, jodhapura kampojiMga zarmA kampyuTara, jodhapura mudraka bhArata priNTarsa (presa), jodhapura mUlya : 25/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI candraprabha For Personal & Private Use Only Page #6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #7 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ antara-praveza manuSya ke sAmane usakA atIta rAjamahaloM ke khaMDahara kI taraha upasthita hai, vahIM bhaviSya kA dvAra AkAza aura pRthvI ko sparza karate kSitija kI taraha mu~ha khole khar3A hai / manuSya bebUjha hai apane vartamAna se / atIta jaisA bhI rahA, hama usake tAratamya hote hue bhI, vaha hamArA bItA huA, jalA huA sAyA hai| bhaviSya kitanA bhI svarNima hone kI saMbhAvanA liye ho, hamAre vartamAna kI hI anukRti bnegaa| jina prabuddhajanoM kI antardRSTi vartamAna ko bArIkI se dekha-parakha aura sudhAra rahI hai ve atIta ke asat ko duharAne ke bajAya anAyAsa hI bhaviSya ke bhAgyavidhAtA hoNge| hamArA vartamAna hamAre samakSa upasthita hai / hama apane vartamAna ke vaibhava ke bhI draSTA haiM aura usake kAluSya ke bhii| vaibhava aura kAluSya A~khoM ke bAhara bhI hai aura bhItara bhii| sUraja ke abhAva meM hae aMdhakAra ko naz2araaMdAz2a karane ke lie dIpa aura vidyuta kI rozanI sahaja kAragara hai| hameM usa sanAtana tamas ko kATane ke lie deza ke sipAhI kI taraha sannaddha honA cAhiye, jise AkAza se barasatI rozanI ke dvArA dUra nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| manuSya ke antarmana meM granthiyoM aura vRttiyoM kA eka andhA pravAha baha rahA hai| manuSya usa pravAha se mukta hone ke prati puruSArthazIla nahIM hai| vaha sirpha pravAha meM bahanA jAnatA hai / vaha svayaM vaibhavazIla hone ke bajAya bhItara baiThe zUnya puruSa ko vastuoM ke vaibhava meM ulajhAye rahatA hai / usake sukha kA saMsAra vastugata huA hai| usakI cetanA para vastu kA vyaktitva hI hAvI huA hai| nirjIva usake jIvana kI jar3a bana gayA hai / prakRti puruSa meM lIlatI jA rahI hai aura puruSa prakRti meM besudha pragaTa hotA calA jA rahA hai| cetanA aura vastu For Personal & Private Use Only Page #8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kA, deha aura videha kA antarsaMbandha aura antarvirodha jArI hai / AtmavikAsa aura Atmasiddhi jIvana ke cetanAgata satyoM kA AdhAra aura prANa hai / bhArata ke ArSa-puruSoM ne mAnava-cetanA ko usakI nirgranthatA aura nirdvandvatA ke lie antarbodha pradAna kiyA hai / use chilakoM ko haTAkara phala khAne kI kalA dI hai| kyA karanA hai aura kisase bacanA hai, jIvana ke maMgalakalaza ko pUrane ke lie yahI to jana-mana ko jAnane kI bAta hai I 'ika sAdhe saba sadhe' dhyAna mArga dvArA cetanAgata satyoM se sAkSAtkAra ke pahaluoM se jur3I huI pustaka hai| ise hama pustaka na samajheM / yaha to jJAta aura unmukta satya ko milI sahaja abhivyakti hai / sAdhakoM se kahI gaI bAteM aura unake dvArA vyakta kI gaI jijJAsAoM para bole gaye vaktavya isameM saMkalita hue haiN| priya Atman 'mIrA' jI ne una bAtoM ko lipibaddha kiyA hai aura ajamera dhyAna zivira meM diye gaye ye tathya janacetanA ke lie sahaja sulabha ho gaye haiM / jo jinheM zraddhA ke maMca para AsIna kara lete haiM, ve una gurujanoM kI sevA kA vaha koI bhI mArga cuna lete haiM, jisakI unameM sahaja yogyatA- kSamatA hai / 'ika sAdhe saba sAdhe' meM gaharAI hai, eka aisI gaharAI jisa para kucha kahakara nahIM, jise jIkara, jisameM utarakara jIvana aura cetanA ke antarmarma kA svAmI huA jAtA hai / ye to antara - deharI se bhItara - bAhara bikhara rahI rozanI ke kaNa haiM / rozanI sabako lAbhAnvita kare, usI meM sarva-siddhi kA saubhAgya nihita hai / antarmana kI granthiyoM ko pahacAnane aura unase mukta hone ke lie hama kAyotsarga aura AtmadhyAna kA upayoga kareM / yaha mArga jana-jana kI mukti kA mArga prazasta kare, yaha anta: kAmanA hai / namaskAra / For Personal & Private Use Only - candraprabha Page #9 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ pravacana-krama 1. dhyAna aura hama 2. kRtya choTe, prasAda anupama 3. parivartana kI puravAI 4. deha meM dehAtIta 5. vicAroM kI vipazyanA 6. mana ho mauna, hRdaya ho jAgrata ___y 7. hRdaya ke khulate dvAra 8. cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa 9. sAkSitva ke kinAre 10. antara-mauna : mukti kI AtmA 11. dhyAnayoga-vidhi-1 12. dhyAnayoga-vidhi-2 126 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #10 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ajamera sthita dAdAvAr3I meM 6 jUna se 10 jUna 1996 taka hue saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira meM pUjya zrI candraprabha dvArA diye gaye amRta pravacana evaM prazna-samAdhAna For Personal & Private Use Only Page #11 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAna aura hama [saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira, ajamera; 6-6-96, pravacana] nava ne atIta se vartamAna taka aMdhakAra se ghire kaI yugoM ko dekhA hai| aMdhakAra se AvRta vyaktitva ke aMtarmana meM, jaba prArthanA kI koMpaleM phUTatI haiM to manuSya ahobhAva se pukAra hI uThatA hai : tamaso mA jyotirgmy| he prabho ! hameM aMdhakAra se prakAza kI ora le clo| lekina prabhu ne manuSya ko itanI sAmarthya dI hai ki tumhAre karma, tumhAre vicAra, tumhAre vyavahAra, tumhAre mUrta aura amUrta saMbandha hI aise hoM ki ve tamaso mA jyotirgamaya ho jaaeN| Aja kI sthiti itanI vikaTa hai ki akelA insAna isa gahare aMdhakAra se nahIM jUjha sktaa| aisI sthiti meM vaha prabhu ko sahayogI banAtA hai aura prArthanA karatA hai le calo hameM prakAza kI ora, sat kI ora, amRta kI ora / maiM to da hU~, sAgara banA sako to tumhArI kRpaa| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #12 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe yadyapi manuSya aMdhakAra se ghirA huA hai, phira bhI use aMdhakAra dikhAI nahIM detA aura jisa dina aMdhakAra kA svarUpa dikhAI de jAe usI dina se prakAza kI yAtrA prArambha ho jAtI hai| abhI hamArI pahacAna jisa prakAza se hai vaha atyalpa hai, aMdherI rAta meM tAre kI taraha / dIye ke nIce jitanA aMdhakAra hotA hai basa utane se prakAza se hama paricita haiN| pichale pA~ca sau varSoM meM vizva ne vikAsa ke nae AyAma dekhe haiM, bahuterI naI dizAe~ DhU~DhI haiM, lekina vijJAna ke vikAsa ke sopAna usa aMdhakAra kI pahacAna nahIM karA pAe jisameM hamArI mAnavIya samasyAe~ ulajhI rahatI haiN| hamane Dhera sArA bAhya prakAza pAyA hai, pUrA saMsAra hI rozanI se bharA hai, lekina isa bhare hue prakAza ke madhya manuSya jaba apane aMtarmana kI ora A~kha uThAtA hai to pAtA hai ki kitanA ghuppa aMdhakAra hai| dIpAvalI para dIyoM se sajI huI muMDera para rozanI ke madhya manuSya eka dhabbA dekhatA hai, aMdhakAra kA dhabbA, jo usake apane hRdaya meM hai| bAhara kI rozanI usake lie eka vyaMgya bana jAtI hai, jaba vaha apane anta:karaNa ko tamasAvRta pAtA hai| vyakti yoga, kuNDalinI aura caitanya-jAgaraNa kI bAta kahatA hai, para maiM prArambha karUMgA isa bAta se ki hameM aMdhakAra kA bodha to ho / jaba taka hameM bodha nahIM hogA ki maiM dukhI hU~, taba taka buddha ke cAra Arya satya apanI prAsaMgikatA kaise rakha pAeMge? jaba taka manuSya yaha svIkAra nahIM karatA ki vaha krodha meM hai, taba taka krodha-nivAraNa ke mArga kaise DhU~Dha sakegA? jaba tuma svIkAra karate ho ki tuma bure AdamI ho, tabhI zAyada acchAI kI koI kiraNa pragaTa ho sakatI hai| dharma kA Arambha hI ajJAna ke jJAna se hotA hai / adhyAtma ke bIja kA aMkuraNa apane anAr3Ipana ke bodha se zurU hotA hai| pichale pacAsa varSoM meM buddhi aura vijJAna kA atyadhika vikAsa huA hai, phira bhI manuSya ke pAsa aMdhakAra aura ajJAna hai isalie vaha vyathita aura pIr3ita hai aura mArga kI talAza meM hai / vaha bhaTaka rahA hai ki mere lie zreSTha mArga kyA ho sakatA hai ? jina dharmoM kA hama anusaraNa karate haiM, unhoMne mArga to bahuta batAe, lekina yaha bAta smaraNa rakhanI cAhie ki hama usa yuga meM paidA nahIM hue haiM / yA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #13 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAna aura hama 3 to hama usa dharma aura paramparA se hajAroM varSa Age A gae haiM yA ve hajAroM varSa pIche chUTa gae haiN| hama Aropa lagAte haiM ki vartamAna pIr3hI adhArmika hai / tumhAre arthoM meM adhArmika ho sakatI hai, kyoMki vaha una kriyAkAMDoM meM nahIM ulajhanA cAhatI jise tuma dharma kahate ho / tumhArI dRSTi meM paMDita-pujArI, kathA-vAcaka, mahaMta jo kahate haiM yA jo karate-karavAte haiM vaha dharma hai, para Aja kA yuvA usakI vaijJAnikatA kA pramANa cAhatA hai / tuma usa para paramparA yA dharma ke nAma se kucha bhI thopa nahIM skte| maiM Aja ke yuvA ko adhArmika nahIM maantaa| unakI apekSAoM ko samajhatA hU~ / ve usa aMdhakAra se nikalanA cAhate haiM jo una para lAdA gayA hai| ve jAnate haiM ghur3asavAra, paidala senA yA tIra kamAna tIvra gati vAyusenA yA bandUka, TaiMkoM aura misAiloM kA mukAbalA nahIM kara skte| hamane usa yuga meM janma liyA hai jo atIta ke sampUrNa itihAsa meM kabhI upalabdha nahIM thaa| taba bhI tathya yahI hai ki sabhyatA kA jitanA vikAsa huA, utanA hI apabhraMza bhI huaa| hamArI maryAdA, hamArI garimA, hamArA adaba, hamArI zAlInatA na jAne kisa bhikhArI kI katharI or3he baiThI hai ki manuSyatA kA mUlya hI naSTa ho gayA hai| naitikatA kA hrAsa jIvana ke pratyeka kadama para ho rahA hai / na to naitika mUlya bace haiM aura na naitika mryaadaaeN| isI kAraNa, naitikatA ke niSedha ke kAraNa hI manuSya kI AdhyAtmika mRtyu huI hai / apane amUrta, AdhyAtmika aura naitika vicAroM ke kAraNa hI hama pazu se svayaM ko alaga kara pAte haiN| eka vibheda, bheda-vijJAna hama pahacAna sakate haiN| mahAvIra ne to kahA ki zarIra aura AtmA alaga hai, yaha bheda-vijJAna kI mUla-buniyAdI bAta hai, lekina maiM kahU~gA ki manuSya yaha pahacAne ki pazu meM aura usameM kyA bheda hai, kahA~ bhinnatA hai / jo manuSya manuSya ke madhya aura prANIjagata va manuSya ke bIca kyA vibheda hai, yaha nahIM pahacAna pAtA, maiM nahIM samajhatA ki vaha zarIra aura AtmA ke vibheda ko koI mUlya de paaegaa| maiM dekhatA hU~ kisI pazu ko aura manuSya ko / sAmAnya jIvana kI kriyAe~ donoM meM eka jaisI cala rahI haiM aura jaba taka manuSya inase Upara nahIM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #14 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 4 uThatA, apane pazutva se kabhI mukta nahIM ho paaegaa| tuma jarA salIke se, karIne se karate hoge, para cala vahI rahA hai / isalie jisakI antardRSTi meM, jisake mAnasika bodha meM itanI-sI bAta bhI ghara nahIM kara pAI ki manuSyatva aura pazutva meM kyA bheda hai, usake lie mukti ke dvAra kaise khula paaeNge| tuma cAhe kitanI hI U~cI AdhyAtmika bAteM yA usUla sthApita kara lo, tuma mukta nahIM ho pAoge / pazu kI mUrcchA sImita aura manuSya kI asIma / pazu kA krodha kSaNika aura manuSya kA sudIrgha hai| manuSya to apane krodha ko saMbhAle rakhatA hai isa jIvana meM bhI aura agale janmoM meM bhI / pazu samaya - vizeSa para hI kAmAsakta hotA hai aura manuSya samaya - mukta hai, usake pAsa koI maryAdA nahIM hai, saMyama nahIM hai, svayaM para koI niyaMtraNa bhI nahIM bacA hai, saMyama nahIM bacA hai / isIlie maiMne kahA ki manuSya kI AdhyAtmika mRtyu ho cukI hai / ika sAdhe saba sadhe 1 merA Apase saMvAda isa bAta kA prayAsa hai ki tumhArA punarjanma ho sake aura yaha janma mAtA-pitA ke saMyoga se nahIM hogA / mAtA-pitA kevala zarIra ko janma dete haiM / svayaM kA janma hameM khuda karanA hotA hai / AdhyAtmika dharAtala para svayaM kA janma hI sArthaka janma hai / tumheM apanI AtmA ko punarjanma denA hai / tumheM dvija honA hai / yaha dvijatA bAhara se or3hI huI yA vaMzAnugata nahIM hai / dvija arthAt puna: utpanna | yaha dvijatA milegI dhyAna meM utarane se / apane aMdhakAra ke prati jAgarUkatA ke bar3hane para hI yaha AdhyAtmika janma ho sakatA hai| hA~, yaha smaraNa rakhanA ki dhyAna meM utarane para prakAza mile yA na mile, aMdhakAra kI pratIti ho jAe, isa bAta ko jarUra khayAla meM rakhanA / prakAza dIkSA ke milane se nahIM, varan aMdhakAra ko dekhane se prakAza kI dIkSA ghaTita hotI hai / jIvana ko gaharAI do| tuma sau varSa jIte ho yA cAlIsa varSa, kyA pharka par3atA hai, agara svayaM ko na pA sake / jIvana kI gaharAI bhItara utarane se hI upalabdha hotI hai / manuSya ko sAgara kI bhAMti gaharA honA caahie| tuma krodhita hote ho kyoMki sAgara na ho paae| agara tuma sarovara ho gae ho to sAmane vAlA kitane bhI aMgAre phaiMke, saba bujha jaaeNge| tumhAre sarovara ko koI pharka nahIM pdd'egaa| kisI kA aMgArA honA usakA doSa hai / agara tuma bhI usake sAtha aMgArA ho gaye to yaha tumhArA doSa hai / tumheM to sarovara aura sAgara honA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #15 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAna aura hama hai| tumhArI zItalatA meM jagat ke aMgAre samA jAyeM / tumhArI ThaMDaka sAmane vAle ko bhI ThaMDA kara de / jIvana kI gaharAI se hI mahAvIratva ghaTita hotA hai, mahAvIra kI sahiSNutA utaratI hai, jIsasa kA prema udita hotA hai, buddha kI karuNA hamArI cetanA meM AtmasAt hotI hai| ___ manuSya-jIvana kI yaha viDambanA hI rahI ki use dharma aura adhyAtma se dhyAna ke guladaste nahIM mile, dhyAna kA prazasta mArga nahIM diyA gayA use / mile do-cAra sUtra, kucha pATiyA~ aura kriyA ke tarIke / maiMne jahA~ taka dekhA hai mujhe nahIM lagatA ki ina sUtroM aura kriyAoM ne manuSya kI cetanA meM parivartana kiyA ho, rUpAntaraNa kiyA ho yA gaharAI AI ho, usakI AMtarika vikRtiyoM meM AMzika rUpa se bhI vicalana huA ho, usakA dhyeya use upalabdha huA ho / dhyAna hameM bhItara lAtA hai, svayaM ke pAsa lAtA hai, khuda ke hI karIba lAtA hai| maMdira jAo to kahIM bAhara jAnA par3egA, dAna do to kucha kharcA karanA hogA, guru ko vaMdana karane jAo to sira namAnA par3egA, dhyAna meM kucha bhI na kiyA, phira bhI saba kucha pAyA hai| yaha to vaha mATI hai jahA~ bIja bhI hai patA nahIM, phira bhI phUla khilate haiN| hama jAna nahIM pAte ki parvata kahA~ haiM phira bhI nirjhara jhara rahe haiM, kalakala kI kilola, anahada kA nAda ho rahA hai| koI cIja nahIM, koI bAta nahIM, koI upasthita nahIM, phira bhI muskAna hai satata, akaarnn| yaha muskAna khila jAe to janma-janma kI antarvyathA aura saMtrAsa anAyAsa hI miTa jaae| yaha muskAna svayaM kI muskAna hai, Atma-tRpti kI muskAna hai / svayaM ke vijaya kI, svayaM ke sAnnidhya kI muskAna hai| jaba tuma dhyAna meM utara jAte ho to kahIM aura nahIM jAte, apane hI pAsa Ate ho / tuma sabase milo-julo| yaha duniyA hai hI isIlie ki saba insAna eka dUsare ke karIba AeM, para yaha kisa dharmazAstra meM likhA hai ki tuma khuda ke naz2adIka na Ao, svayaM se prema na kro| merI dRSTi meM yadi tumane khuda ko hI prema na kiyA to tuma dUsare ko kaise prema kara skoge| svayaM se prema karake jaba tuma dUsaroM se prema karate ho tabhI tumhAre AtmavAn hone kI saMbhAvanA ho sakatI bhagavAna mahAvIra kahate haiM ahiMsA hI merA dharma hai| buddha kahate haiM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #16 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe karuNA merA dharma hai. jIsasa ne prema ko hI dharma svIkArA, lekina merA kahanA hai ki jaba taka dhyAna ke dvArA svayaM ko na jAnA taba taka dUsaroM para karuNA kaise kara pAeMge, dUsaroM se prema kaise kara pAeMge, dUsare ke prati ahiMsA kA bhAva kaise hogaa| hA~, jaba taka svArtha hai taba taka prema banA rahegA, dUsaroM meM apanI pratiSThA karavAnI ho to karuNA bhI calatI rahegI, pratiSThA ke lie to dAna kI pravRtti bhI rahegI / para jIvana meM pahalI bAra ahiMsA taba ghaTita hogI jaba vyakti svayaM ke prati bhI hiMsA nahIM karUMgA, yaha saMkalpa svIkAra kara letA hai| svayaM ko jAnakara hI vyakti dUsaroM kA vadha nahIM kregaa| abhI taka tumhArI dhAraNA hai ki cIMTI ko mArane se pApa lagatA hai isalie vyakti cIMTI ko nahIM mAratA aura jaba tuma svayaM ko jAna lete ho, samajha lete ho to cIMTI para pA~va rakhane se isalie paraheja karoge ki cIMTI para pA~va rakhanA svayaM para hI pA~va rakhanA hai| cIMTI ko bacAkara vyakti khuda ko bhI bacA rahA hai| hama cIMTI para pA~va rakheMge to cIMTI bhI hama para pA~va rkhegii| tuma socoge cIMTI hama para pA~va rakha bhI degI to kyA hogaa| itanA bar3A zarIra hai kyA bigAr3a legI cIMTI / eka bAra aisA hI huA maiMne hAthI se kahA tere Upara cIMTI car3ha bhI jAe to kyA hogaa| hAthI bolA, yaha bAta kisI se kaha mata denaa| hAthI DarA kyoMki cIMTI jaba apanA rUpa dhAraNa kara le, usake sUMDa meM yA kAna ke bila meM ghusa jAeM to hAthI bhI parAsta ho jAtA hai, unmatta aura pAgala ho jAtA hai / AtmahatyA karanI par3atI hai use, aura maiM nahIM cAhatA ki Apako AtmahatyA karanI pdd'e| mujhe Apase prema hai / sArI manuSyatA se prema hai / manuSya mere lie maMdira hai, paramAtmA kA ghara hai / maiM ApakI surakSA aura samRddhi cAhatA huuN| ___ dhyAna manuSya ke lie, usake apane vikAsa ke lie hai, apane antarhadaya ke daravAjoM ko kholane ke lie hai| agara koI jAnanA cAhe ki dhyAna se kyA milegA, sAdhanA ke kyA pariNAma hoMge, dhyAna ke dvArA manuSya kyA bana sakatA hai, to eka vAkya meM kahU~gA ki dhyAna hameM Rju-prAjJa banAtA hai| RjutA kA artha hai srltaa| aura mastiSka ke antastaloM meM chipe rahasyoM ko udghATita karane kI kalA hI prajJA hai / hRdaya se vyakti ko sarala banAnA aura mastiSka se medhAvI banAnA yAnI RjuprAjJa bnaanaa| yaha dhyAna kA sabase bar3A For Personal & Private Use Only Page #17 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAna aura hama prAyogika rUpa aura lakSaNa hai / dhyAna kA pahalA sUtra yaha hai ki jIvana kI sabhI saMbhAvanAe~ hamase svayaM se jur3I haiN| acchI aura burI donoM prakAra kI saMbhAvanAe~ hamase hI jur3I haiN| acche aura bure vicAroM kA janmadAtA svayaM manuSya hI hai| isalie jaba dhyAna ke madhya hama antarmaMthana karate haiM taba yaha vastuta: bhItara ke sAgara kA hI maMthana hai / jisameM z2ahara aura amRta donoM nikleNge| aMdhakAra bhI dikhAI degA aura prakAza bhii| pahale caraNa meM aMdhakAra hai dUsare caraNa meM prkaash| kabhI pahale prakAza dikhAI de jAtA hai, phira aMdhakAra naz2ara Ane lagatA hai| jo bhI dikhe vaha hamArA apanA hogaa| dhyAna ke madhya uThane vAlA mAnasika kolAhala, zoragula kisI anya kA nahIM, hamArA apanA hai / dhyAna meM hI hama pahacAna pAte haiM ki hamAre aMdara kitanA kolAhala hai / bAhya-pradUSaNa se hamAre aMtas meM adhika pradUSaNa hai| vicAroM kI taraMgoM kA kolAhala hamAre manomastiSka ko nirantara pradUSita kie hue hai| jarA apane isa pradUSaNa ko pahacAno to sahI / AtmA aura paramAtmA kI bhakti bAda meM kareMge, jApa aura mAlA kA smaraNa bAda meM karanA, pahale usa zoragula ko to samajheM / bhAgane se kucha na hogaa| agara dhyAna meM baiThe aura mana adhika calAyamAna ho jAe to yaha na soco ki choDo isa dhyAna-vyAna ko, isase to pahale hI ThIka the| kaba taka bace rahoge, kaba taka hama apane Apa se palAyana karate rheNge| prakRti meM to ghaTita hotI hai, para eka pala meM koI vastu ghaTita nahIM hotI hai| agara soceM ki Aja ghI pI lUM aura kala pahalavAna ho jAU~ to yaha saMbhava nahIM hai| Aja bIja boeM aura kala phUla cAheM to yaha saMbhava nahIM hai / hogA, saba kucha hogA, dhIre-dhIre abhyAsa se| saMbodhi-dhyAna kI vidhi bhItara hone kA abhyAsa hai jahA~ jAkara vyakti apane caitanya-bIja ko siMcita kara ske| phUla khilAne nahIM par3ate, svayaM khilate haiM / saurabha kahIM se lAnI nahIM hotI, phUla khilate hI saurabha svata: bikharane lagatI hai| phUla taba hI khilatA hai jaba bIja kA siMcana hogaa| pahale to tuma sIMcane se hI katarAte ho aura siMcana karane bhI lago taba na jAne kauna-kA-sI bAdhAe~ khar3I ho jAe~ aura tumheM sIMcane se roka leN| aura siMcana meM cUka ho gaI to paudhA phira kumhalA jaaegaa| phUla taka kI yAtrA na ho For Personal & Private Use Only Page #18 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe paaegii| isalie sIMco, hamArA kAma kevala sIMcanA hai pariNAma kI phikra kie binA / kyoMki apane Apa meM utarakara, svayaM meM khokara hama kahIM nahIM bhttke| agara kucha bhI na mila pAe taba bhI yaha bhaTakAva nahIM hogA, kyoMki bhaTake haiM to khuda meM, duniyAdArI meM nahIM / pAeMge to bhI svayaM ko aura khoeMge to bhI khuda ko hii| kala mujhe sunane ko milA ki jo bhI karanA hai isI janma meM kara gujarUM / bahuta pate kI bAta hai| patA nahIM dasa-bIsa janma haiM bhI yA nahIM, para yaha janma ! yaha janma to tumhAre hI hAtha meM hai / isa janma ko hI eka pUrvajanma mAna lo to zAyada phUla taka kI yAtrA ho jAe / prArambha to kiyA hI jA sakatA hai| agara pUrNa na ho pAe to bhI kucha g2ama nahIM / hameM to puruSArtha karanA hai, bIja kA siMcana karanA hai; phUla kA khilanA niyati para nirbhara hai / hA~, siMcana meM kamI nahIM AnI caahie| dhyAna kA pahalA caraNa hai svayaM kI talAza / tuma duniyAbhara meM DhUMDha Ao lekina jo cIja tumhAre hI bhItara hai vaha bAhara kaise mila sakatI hai| jo hai, tumhAre pAsa hai| kabIra kahate haiM 'maiM to tere pAsa meM bande' - vaha sadA tumhAre hI pAsa hai / 'maiM to tere pAsa meM ! nA maiM bher3I, nA maiM bakarI nA charI gaMDAsa meM, maiM to tere pAsa meM' - maiM kisI bher3a yA bakarI meM nahIM hU~ ki tuma mujhe paramAtmA ke sAmane le jAkara bali car3hAo, na hI kisI churI yA sarote ke aMdara hU~ / 'maiM to rahoM sahara ke bAhara merI purI mavAsa meM, khojI hoM to turatai milihoM pala bhara kI talAsa meM, bande maiM to tere pAsa meN|' maiM zahara ke bAhara arthAt zarIra ke bhItara rahatA hU~ / merA ghara, merA gar3ha zarIra ke bhItara hai| agara khojane vAlA ho to palabhara kI talAza meM mila jaaegaa| tumhAre parsa meM agara sAmAna hai to milegA hii| agara nahIM mila rahA to isalie ki jisa jeba meM mUla astitva hai, mUla sampadA hai vahA~ hamArA hAtha nahIM pahuMca pA rahA / isalie AdamI bhaTakA huA AdamI ne vakta ko lalakArA hai, AdamI ne mauta ko bhI mArA hai / jIte haiM AdamI ne sAre loka, AdamI khuda se magara hArA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #19 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAna aura hama manuSya svayaM se hI parAjita hai, svayaM ko nahIM jIta pA rahA hai| dUsaroM kI samasyAe~ sulajhAnI hoM to bahuta AsAna bAta lagatI hai aura apanI samasyAe~ sulajhAnI hoM to sira-pA~va eka ho jAte haiN| dhyAna Apako vaha kalA detA hai jisase Apa apanI mAnavIya samasyAe~ sulajhA sakeM, unakA samAdhAna pA sakeM / jaise-jaise samAdhAna mile, jaisI antara-AtmA kI AvAz2a uThe, vaisA kro| vijJAna ne anekAneka AviSkAra kie, sukha-suvidhA ke sAdhana die magara hameM samAdhAna nahIM de skaa| antas ke jo prazna haiM unakA samAdhAna na de skaa| buddhi ne zAstroM kA nirmANa kara diyA, lekina Antarika kaSAyoM se, Antarika avarodhoM se, bhItara ke zoragula aura bhItara ke kacare se mukta hone kA mArga nahIM de paae| hama ina pA~ca dinoM meM yaha prayAsa kareM ki hamAre hAtha vaha mArga laga sake jo hameM mukti kI rAha para bddh'aae| hama svayaM meM utareM, bhItara hone kA abhyAsa kreN| jahA~ asalI dharma chipA huA hai, vAstavika pUMjI hai| jahA~ prakAza hai aura aMdhakAra bhI / svayaM meM utaranA hai, svayaM meM jInA hai| ThIka vaise hI jaise dinabhara kI ur3Ana ke bAda paMchI apane nIr3a meM lauTa AtA hai / hameM bhI svayaM meM lauTa AnA hai / jIvana ko amRta-mahotsava banAnA hai| mAnava jAti ko vaha mArga milA huA hai, jisase gujarakara vaha apane saMcita tamas ko kATa sakatA hai| mArga pUrNa hai| mArga se gujaro, to hI mArga phaladAyI hai / sUnA par3A mArga to bhayAvaha lagatA hai| vaha niSphala lagatA hai tumhAre cetana meM vicAra haiM, avacetana meM tamas hai / avacetana ke pAra prakAza hai . tumhArI sImA meM asIma hai / kAyA meM kAyanAta hai| eka hAtha meM tamas hai, dUsare hAtha meM prakAza hai| prakAza ke hAtha ko tamas kI ora bar3hAo, dhyAna ko dhyeya kI ora uttarottara bar3hane do, prakAza kA hAtha tamas ke hAtha ko apane meM samA hI legaa| tamas kA koharA bujha hI jaaegaa| hamAre eka hAtha meM lohA thA eka hAtha meM pArasa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #20 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe para hama use chUnA bhUla ge| bAta chUne kI hai, bar3hane kI hai, phira lohA, lohA kahA~ raha pAtA hai / saba sonA ho jAtA hai| araNi kI lakar3I meM, cakamaka patthara kI chAtI meM hI Aga samAI hai| basa, gurukRpA ! eka cinagArI mila jAe, phira to jJAna kI pracura agni mukhara ho jaaegii| tamas se pAra lagane ke lie AtmA kI ora uThI lalaka kI lau caahiye| tamas kA bodha hI hamArI ora se prakAza kI pukAra hogii| apane meM hai apanA saaiiN| apane meM hai apanI asmitaa| hama dhyAna kI ora bar3heM, dhyAna hameM dhyeya kI ora le jaaegaa| dIpa ho deharI kA, usa cetanA kA, jo hameM bAhara-bhItara donoM ora se rozana kare / rUpa se arUpa kI ora Age bar3hAe , jIvana ke parama satya se hameM mukhAtiba kare / antarsatya ko AtmasAt karane ke lie, ucca sattA se samparka karane ke lie dhyAna sahaja mArga hai| isa mArga para calane ke lie Apa utsAhita haiN| Aiye, hama aura Age bddh'eN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #21 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kRtya choTe, prasAda anupama - [ saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira, ajamera; 6-6-96, prazna-samAdhAna] . hama cAhate hue bhI krodha ko kyoM nahIM roka pAte? krodha manuSya kI uttejanA hai| manuSya kI zakti jaba uttejita hotI hai taba vaha do rUpa meM pragaTa hotI hai - eka kAma, dUsarA krodha / zakti kA saMbaMdha mana ke sAtha hone para kAma kA rUpa letI hai aura vyavahAra ke sAtha hone para krodha kaa| ye donoM hI manuSya kI ghAtaka bImAriyA~ haiN| manuSya svayaM ko duniyA aura pariveza se mukta nahIM rakha pAtA, inake prati taTastha nahIM ho pAtA isalie krodha se bhI nahIM baca paataa| manuSya apane dehabhAva se nahIM chUTatA isalie kabhI kAma se bhI mukta nahIM ho paataa| jaba taka zarIra aura mana ke dharma sakriya raheMge, kAma-krodha manuSya ke sahacara bane rheNge| krodha para saMyama brtiye| agara Apa krodha se mukta honA cAhate haiM, to use dabAe~ nahIM / damana se nahIM, saMvara se mukti kA mArga prazasta hotA hai / maiM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe nahIM socatA ki damana karane se koI krodha-mukta ho sakatA hai| hA~, yaha bhI dhyAna rahe ki pragaTa karake bhI Aja taka tuma krodha se mukta nahIM ho sake ho| krodha kI abhivyakti aura damana donoM hI ghAtaka haiN| yadi tuma dabAte hI rahe to spriMga vAlI sthiti paidA ho jaaegii| dUne vega se bAhara aaegaa| hara samaya tuma tanAva se ghire rahoge aura hara vakta krodha hI bAhara AtA rhegaa| phira samAdhAna kyA? jaba bhI aisI sthiti sAmane Ae hamArA vahA~ se haTa jAnA hI behatara hai / krodha Ane kI sthiti meM sAkSI-bhAva prakaTa kro| apane krodha ke sAkSI ho jAo aura apanI zvAsoM para niyaMtraNa rkho| Apa jAnate hI hoMge ki Aveza meM zvAsoM kI gati bar3ha jAtI hai| isalie apanA dhyAna sAMsoM para kendrita karo / sAMsa madhyama gati se, maMda gati se cale / dUsaroM kI bAtoM ko taTasthatA se suno aura kisI bhI prakAra kI pratikriyA vyakta mata karo, basa zAnta raho / yaha saba ekadama nahIM hogA, dhairya rakhanA hogA aura saMkalpa karanA hogA ki tuma pratikriyA nahIM karoge, pratyuttara nahIM doge| jaba uttara hI nahIM hogA to kaba taka aMgAre brseNge| phira tumheM prema karanA hogA krodhI ke prati / apane krodha ko karuNA aura prema meM parivartita karanA hogaa| tuma jisa vAtAvaraNa meM rahate ho usameM tumheM nikhAra lAnA hai| apane AsapAsa prema kA itanA vistAra karo ki krodha ke nimitta parAsta ho jAeM / svayaM se galatI ho to kSamA mA~ga lo, dUsare se galatI ho jAe to use kSamA kara do| Aga bhar3ake usase pahale hI bujhA do to samAdhAna tumhAre hAtha hai anyathA....... ! dhyAna, svAdhyAya, prANAyAma, yogAbhyAsa Adi zivira ke atirikta dainika jIvana meM bhI sucArU rUpa se caleM, isake lie mArgadarzana kreN| jo tuma pUcha rahe ho ye to svata: calate haiM; tuma hI apanA mana kamajora kara lete ho| inakA uddezya hI tumhAre jIvana meM zAMti, zuddhi aura pavitratA lAnA hai para kyA kareM tuma hI vicalana kI kAI para For Personal & Private Use Only Page #23 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kRtya choTe, prasAda anupama phisala jAte ho ! ziviroM kA Ayojana bhI niyamitatA lAne ke lie hI kiyA jAtA hai / phira bhI yaha hamArI abhIpsA para, pyAsa para, tatparatA aura tanmayatA para nirbhara karegA ki hama inheM satata banAe rakhate haiM yA nhiiN| jisane yaha jAnA ki isake binA maiM apane astitva aura adhyAtma ko nahIM jI sakatA, apanI zAMti aura sahiSNutA ko nahIM pA sakatA, vaha kabhI isa mArga ko nahIM chor3egA | cAhe jaisI ApAta sthiti A par3e, vaha inake binA nahIM raha sakegA / Apa jAnate haiM ki bhojana - pAnI ke binA Apa jI na sakeMge kyoMki peTa kI pIr3A se paricita haiM / isI taraha jisa dina Apa apanI antar AtmA kI pIr3A se paricita ho jAeMge, taba Apa adhyAtma kI sAdhanA kie binA jI na skeNge| saMkalpa kIjie / bhISma ne pratijJA kI, nibhAI, rAma ne pratijJA kI, nibhAI; lekina ApakI hAlata to yaha hai ki abhI Apane jo vacana bole thor3I dera bAda bhUla jAeMge yA badala jAeMge, mukara jaaeNge| isalie manoyogapUrvaka saMkalpa kIjie ki maiM isa mArga para calUMgA / taba ye saba cIjeM apane Apa parachAI banakara cleNgii| jIvana meM pratikUla aura anukUla sthitiyA~ Ane para inase jo kAragara pariNAma dekhane ko mileMge taba Apa jAneMge ki dhyAna jIvana kI kasauTI hai, dhyAna jIvana kA sukha hai, svarUpa hai, mauna hai, zAMti hai, svAsthya hai, Ananda hai I 13 dhyAna para dhyAna do, to dhyAna satata banA rahegA / dhyAna meM sAtatya rhegaa| acchA hogA, apanA dhyeya, apanA lakSya sadA smaraNa rakho / dhyeya spaSTa hai, to dhyAna spaSTa aura sadaiva rhegaa| china china meM usakI sadaivatA rahegI / manuSya jaba bhI cUkA hai, to apane lakSya se cUkA hai / lakSya ke prati sudRr3ha ho, prayatnazIla ho, to mArga kabhI chUTa nahIM sktaa| tuma dhyAna ke prati to AkarSita ho, para dhyeya ke prati AkarSita nahIM ho| yaha bodha sadA rakho ki jaba taka dhyeya upalabdha nahIM hogA, rAha para calanA barakarAra rakheMge / yahA~ se ghara cale jAo, taba bhI, ghara ko hI dhyAna zivira samajhanA / mujhase vilaga ho jAo, taba bhI, apane lakSya ko apanA guru mAnanA, mArgadarzaka mAnanA / AtmA kI antardhvani tumheM sadA saMbodhita karatI rahegI, usa para dhyAna denA, dhyAna para dhyAna denA, dhyAna tumhArA AbhAmaMDala bana jAegA / cetanA kA dhyAna rakhanA hI, dhyAna kI cetanA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #24 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 14 ika sAdhe saba sadhe bhAratIya paramparA meM aputrasya gatirnAsti jaisI bAta kahI gayI hai, para jo ni:santAna haiM, kyA ve sadgati ko prApta nahIM kara pAyeMge? ___ 'aputrasya gatirnAsti' - bagaira putra ke gati nahIM hai / putra hI gati kA kAraNa hai, taba to unakA kyA hogA jo brahmacArI haiN| becAroM ko bhaTakanA hI hogaa| unakA koI trANa nhiiN| aura phira jarA unase bhI pUcha lete jinakI santAneM haiM, unakI kaisI durgati ho rahI hai| jinake santAne haiM ve saMtAnoM ke kAraNa durgati ko bhoga rahe haiM aura jinake santAna nahIM haiM ve bagaira santAna ke apanI durgati mAna rahe haiN| santAna honA mAnavIya sukhI jIvana ke lie jarUrI hai, kintu acchI santAna honA puNyodaya kI bAta hai / ve mAtA-pitA dhanya haiM jinake ghara meM acchI santAna paidA huI hai, santAnoM ne sahI saMskAra pAye haiM, ghara kI sukha-saMskRti ke prati samarpita haiN| vaha saMtAna to korI bhArabhUta hai jo apane janma dene vAloM kI upekSA karate haiM, unake Adara-adaba kI avahelanA karate haiN| pahale jamAne meM kucha varSoM pUrva taka hI, eka mAtA-pitA ke pUrI eka darjana saMtAneM huA karatI thIM, lekina akele mA~-bApa unakA pAlana-poSaNa kara hI lete the| para agara ve bAraha saMtAneM apane bUr3he mAtA-pitA kI sevA na samhAla pAe~, ve athavA unakI bahue~ athavA unake bacce unakI upekSA karate raheM, to jarA kisI mAtA-pitA se pUchanA to ve kaheMge isase to acchA thA, santAna hI na hotI / kama-se-kama 'darakuttA' to nahIM honA pdd'taa| jIvana aura pArivArika vyavasthA ke lie saMtAna kI sahaja jarUrata hai| apanI kokha se saMtAna na janme to AdamI mamatA aura vAtsalya kI rasadhArA meM AkaMTha bhIga nahIM sktaa| mamatA hI nahIM to mAtRtva kaisA ! prema hI nahIM to pitRtva kaisA / 'mAtaraM pitaraM hantvA' / bagaira mamatA kI mA~ aura bagaira prema For Personal & Private Use Only Page #25 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kRtya choTe, prasAda anupama kA pitA sira ke chatra ko bhArabhUta hI banAte haiN| guNavAna putra ho, to hI usa putra se mAtA-pitA kI gati hai / guNahIna, jhagar3Alu aura IrSyA se bhare hue baccoM se to bA~jha rahanA kahIM jyAdA acchA hai| sUraja to akelA hI kAphI hai / sArI dharatI - AsamAna ko rozana kara ddaalegaa| tAroM kI TimaTimAhaTa to ThIka hai mana kI tRpti ke lie calegA / 15 mRtyu ke bAda putroM dvArA kiye jAne vAle tarpaNa se agara tuma apanI gati, durgati yA sadgati mAnate ho, taba to bAta hI alaga hai / phira to jIvana ke lie putra kA koI artha nahIM hai / putra kI upayogitA pitA kI mRtyu ke lie hai, mRtyu ke bAda hai / tumheM agni dene aura tumhAre nAma para do muThThI ATA aura do loTA pAnI dene ke lie hai / agara aisA hai to tumhAre putra tumhIM ko mubAraka / jo beTA jIte jI tumhAre do jUna roTI kI vyavasthA karane meM bhAra samajhatA hai, maiM nahIM samajhatA ki usake dvArA tumheM tarpaNa karane se tumhArI AtmA ko kisI taraha kI zAMti mila skegii| zava ko zRMgAra denA aura jIvita ko zava banA denA, kyA ise tuma apanI gati kahoge / acchA to hogA, hama apanI santAnoM ko ve saMskAra aura vaha vAtAvaraNa deM, jisase hamAre bacce apane mA~-bApa ke lie prema aura Adara ke sAtha apanI sevAe~ samarpita kara skeN| aisA vAtAvaraNa banAne ke lie jarUrI hai ki hama svayaM apane mAtA-pitA kI sevA kareM, ghara meM unakA Adara- adaba rakheM / mAtA-pitA cAhe jaise hoM, hamArA pharz2a yahI hai ki hameM unheM nibhA denA cAhiye / apanI bahU-beTiyoM ko hameM yaha hidAyata denI cAhiye ki ve bar3e-bujurgoM kI mAna-maryAdA banAe rkheN| yadi hameM apanI ora se kucha sekriphAisa karanA par3e to bhI kara denA cAhiye / parivAra samUha kA nahIM, tyAga kA nAma hai / jisa samUha meM eka-dUsare ke lie tyAga kI bhAvanA hai, samarpaNa kA sarokAra hai, vaha samUha hI vAstava meM parivAra hai / 1 jahA~ taka gati, durgati yA sadgati kA savAla hai, usakA sambandha na to santAna se hai, na hI ni:saMtAna rahane se / hara gati manuSya ke apane kartRtva kA pariNAma hotI hai, jaisA karoge, vaisA bharoge / prakRti kA niyama hai ki acchA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #26 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 16 karoge to acchA phala pAoge / burA karoge, burA natIjA pAoge | durgati se svayaM ko bacAnA hai to samyak karmayoga karo, jhUTha-prapaMca se baco, sahajatA - saralatA se jiio| krodha, vaira se parahez2a rakho, AtmIyatA aura prasannatA ko gale lgaao| apanI jarUratoM ke lie to prabaMdha karo hI, auroM kI jarUratoM ko pUrA karane meM agara madada kara sako to balihArI / kisI kA burA na karanA durgati se bacane kA sabase acchA sUtra hai / auroM kA bhalA karo, sadgati pAne kA zreSTha mArga hai / zreSThatama loga zreSTha mArga se calate hai / hama saba bhAratIya haiM, aura bhAratIya hone kA artha tuma hI nahIM, sArA saMsAra jAnatA hai / bhAratIya vaha hai jo apanI Ana-bAna-zAna ke lie mara miTe / agara tuma apanI bhAratIyatA ko apane jIvana meM surakSita rakha pAye to tuma Aja bhI sadgati meM ho, bAda meM bhI tumhAre lie sadgati hI hai - phira cAhe santAna ho, yA na ho / ika sAdhe saba sadhe mahAvIra dhyAna ke mArga se paramapada ko prApta karate haiM aura mIrA prema ke mArga se apane priyatama ko prApta karatI hai / Apa dhyAna para jora dete haiM, para sAmAnyatayA jitanA rasa prema aura bhakti meM hai utanA dhyAna meM dikhAI nahIM detA hai| jaba sarasa mArga se parama tattva ko pAyA jA sakatA hai to nIrasa mArga kA prarUpaNa kyoM ? dhyAna aura bhakti eka hI sikke ke do pahalU haiN| sIdhe taura para dekho to dhyAna eka alaga dhArA dikhAI degI aura bhakti eka alaga dhArA / lekina paiTha gaharI ho jAye to donoM meM koI durAva naz2ara nahIM AegA / dhyAna jaba ahobhAva kI Ananda - dazA bana jAtA hai to dhyAna svata: hI bhakti bana jAtA hai aura bhakti jaba tanmayatA meM antaralIna ho jAtI hai to vahI dhyAna bana jAtI hai| dhyAna se bhakti kA janma huA hai, vahIM bhakti se dhyAna kI siddhi huI hai / bhakti hRdaya kI bhAvanA hai; dhyAna bhAvanA kA gaharAI se sparza hai / hameM agara bhakti rAsa AtI hai to hama bhakti se apanA nAtA rakheM, dhyAna ke rAjamArga taka eka-na-eka dina svataH pahu~ca jAeMge / dhyAna dharanA acchA lagatA hai to dhyAna ko AtmasAt kara leM / bhakti kA aMkuraNa to For Personal & Private Use Only Page #27 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kRtya choTe, prasAda anupama 17 anAyAsa-sahaja hI ho jaaegaa| __dhyAna kI siddhi isa bAta meM hai ki hamArA hara kAma dhyAnapUrvaka sampanna ho / yadi dhyAna jIvana kI gatividhiyoM ke sAtha bar3I sahajatA se tadAkAra ho jAye to hI dhyAna hameM sukha aura rasa de paaegaa| aise hI bhakti hai| bhakti kI siddhi isI meM hai ki tuma apanA hara kAma bhaktipUrvaka karo / bagaira bhakti-bhAva ke agara tumane sAMsa bhI le lI, to vaha sAMsa bhI tumhArI suSupti meM sahAyaka hogii| kAma ko bhaktipUrvaka karo yA dhyAnapUrvaka, jIvana ko bhaktipUrvaka jIo yA dhyAnapUrvaka, koI virodhAbhAsa nahIM hai / dhyAnapUrvaka aura bhaktipUrvaka donoM ko hI AtmasAt kiye hue raho to bhakti ke kAraNa karma ke prati AsthA rahegI aura dhyAna ke kAraNa cUka hone kI sambhAvanA nahIM hogii| dhyAna hameM sikhAtA hai ki kAma ko ekAgratA se karo jabaki bhakti kA pATha yaha hai ki apane kAma ko tanmayatA se pUrA kro| jahA~ ekAgratA aura tanmayatA donoM kI sahaja sAjhedArI hai, donoM kI maMgala-maitrI hai, vaha kAma hameM sahaja sukha degA, rasa degaa| behatara hogA ekAgratA aura tanmayatA se kAma karate cale jAo, dhyAna aura bhaktipUrvaka jIte cale jAo, phala kI icchA ho yA na ho, phala sahI hI hogaa| hA~, agara kriyA aura vidhi-vidhAna kI dRSTi se carcA karanA cAhate ho taba to dhyAna eka alaga mArga hai aura bhakti eka alaga maarg| phira to jo do ghaMTe bagaira palaka jhapakAye padmAsana meM nizcala hokara baiTha jAe, tuma usako dhyAna kahoge athavA jo do ghaMTe tabale kI thApa para bhagavAna ke bhajana gAtA rahe tuma use bhakti khoge| yaha bahuta sAdhAraNa paricaya hai, dhyAna aura bhakti kaa| merI samajha se to hama donoM hI dhArAoM ko, donoM hI rasoM ko apane anta:karaNa meM ekarasa hone deM, ekadhAra hone deN| ____ cAhe dhyAna ho, yA bhakti, Akhira donoM kA sambandha hamAre antarmana se hai, antarhRdaya se hai| himAlaya se gaMgA nikalatI hai aura himAlaya se hI ymunaa| donoM hI dhArAe~ alaga-alaga nAma se pukArI jAtI haiM, pAnI ke raMga For Personal & Private Use Only Page #28 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 18 ika sAdhe saba sadhe taka meM farka naz2ara AtA hai, lekina snAna karo to donoM hI nadiyA~ eka jaisA nirmala-pAvana banAtI haiM, eka jaisA hI khetoM ko sIMcatI haiM, eka jaisI pyAsa bajhAtI haiM aura donoM hI sAgara meM jAkara sAgara kI virATatA ko AtmasAt kara letI haiN| mahAvIra kA dhyAna-mArga aura mIrA kA prema-mArga, inameM se kisI se bhI alaga hone kI bAta na to maiM kaha sakatA hU~ aura na hI svayaM ko alaga kara sakatA huuN| mujhe mahAvIra se bhI prema hai aura mIrA kA bhI dhyAna hai / athavA yU~ kaha dIjiye mahAvIra aura buddha kA bhI dhyAna hai aura mIrA se bhI prema aura anurAga hai| dhyAna hama isalie kareM tAki hama pahacAna sakeM hamAre antaramana kI kaisI dazA hai, bhItara meM kaisI arAjakatA hai, citta meM parta-dara-parta kitanA naraka jamA hai / citta kI pahacAna ke lie dhyAna hai| jaba taka hama apane bhItara kI arAjakatA ko nahIM pahacAneMge, taba taka apane pApoM ko paramAtmA ke caraNoM meM kaise samarpita kara skeNge| aura phira bhaTakate hue mana se bhakti bhI kaise kroge| bhakti ke lie jarUrI hai ki hamArA mana zAnta ho, ekAgra ho, nirmala ho / dhyAna vAstava meM mana kI cikitsA hI to hai, antaramana kI svacchatA kA abhiyAna hI hai / bhakti tuma paramAtmA kI karoge, lekina vaha paramAtmA kahA~, usakA nUra kaisA, usakI AbhA se hama paricita nahIM haiN| dhyAna usa paramAtmA se sambandha jor3ane kI hI to bAta kahatA hai aura phira paramAtmA to nambara do hai / nambara eka to tuma ho / apane ko na pahacAnA, apane se prema na kiyA to paramAtmA se prema kaise kroge| paramAtmA ko pahacAnoge kaise / tumhAre sAtha koI chala-chadma na ho jAye, prapaMca-pralobhana na ho jAye, isake lie jarUrI hai ki pahale hama apane-Apako pahacAneM, pahale apane astitva kA bodha prApta kara leN| mana kI caMcalatA ke visarjita hone para anta:karaNa meM jisa sahaja, zAMta, zUnya, mauna-rikta AkAza kA anubhava hotA hai usa sthiti meM jo spaSTa anubhava aura bodha hotA hai, vahI tuma ho / aura tumhAre isa zAnta, mauna, nirmala hRdaya-pAtra meM hI usa bhagavattA kA prakAza, usa parama sattA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #29 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ kRtya choTe, prasAda anupama kI suvAsa, usa buddhatva kA svAda sahaja avatarita hotA hai, jise mIrA priyatama kahatI hai aura mahAvIra parama pada kahate haiN| phUla kI taraha suvAsita hone ke lie phUla kI taraha khilanA jarUrI hotA hai, suvAsa pAeM usase pahale hameM bIja se lekara phUla taka kI yAtrA ko pUrA karanA hogaa| phira cAhe isa yAtrA ko hama maMdira meM baiThakara kareM yA ghara meM yA jaMgala meM / Apa apanI suvidhA ko dekha lo / merA Apako bhaktipUrvaka dhyAna meM utarane kA sujhAva hai| pahale caraNa meM zarIra aura usakI prakRti, mana aura usake svabhAva se svayaM ko alaga dekho| yaha dhyAna kI mUla zikSA hai / dUsarA yaha ki hRdaya meM sthita caityapuruSa meM, bhagavat-svarUpa meM antaralIna raho - yaha bhakti kI bAta hai| donoM eka-dUsare ke paripUraka hai| donoM milakara hI priyatama kA, parama pada kA prakAza upalabdha karate haiN| cUMghaTa ke paTa khola re tohe piyA mileNge| pardo ko, paratoM ko haTAe~, to hI darzana hai, milana hai priya kA, priyatama kA, satya cetanA kaa| koI bhI kArya choTA yA bar3A nahIM hai, cAhe zabarI kA buhArI lagAnA ho yA rAjA bhartRhari kI bhRgu Azrama meM sevA; kaise saMbhava hai? pariNAma to hara kArya ke alaga-alaga naz2ara Ate haiM, kRpayA samajhAie alaga-alaga karma kaise samAna haiM? kArya, sirpha kArya hai| choTA-bar3A to manuSya unheM kara letA hai| isalie kabhI-kabhI bahuta bar3e kArya bhI choTe naz2ara Ate haiM aura nA kucha lagane vAle kArya bhI mahAna yA bar3e ho jAte haiN| bar3e kArya to cuTakI meM pUrNa ho jAte haiM aura choTA-sA kArya karane meM saMpUrNa jindagI laga jAtI hai / mahattva isa bAta kA nahIM hai ki kArya kyA hai / mahattvapUrNa to yaha hai ki kArya ke prati ApakI pratibaddhatA kaisI hai| kArya karane ke lie ApakI kitanI tanmayatA hai aura usake prati Apa kitane samarpita haiN| kArya to choTA-bar3A hai hI nhiiN| yaha to hamArA samarpaNa-bhAva hai ki kisa kArya ko hama For Personal & Private Use Only Page #30 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 20 I premapUrvaka kara sakate haiN| kArya ke prati bhAvanAtmakatA hai to zabarI ke bera bhI rAma kI kRpA le jAte haiM / zabarI kA ahobhAva paramAtmA ko pA letA hai tumhArI dRSTi meM pharka hai isalie tuma eka kArya ko ucca aura dUsare ko nimna mAnate ho | yaha zreSTha vaha heya, tumhArI dRSTi batAtI hai / sArA phera tumhArI naz2aroM kA hai| ika sAdhe saba sadhe abhI yahA~ mujhe kisI sAdhaka ne kahA ki vaha sabhI zivirArthiyoM ke kamaroM kI saphAI karanA cAhatA hai / eka ne jimmedArI lI ki vaha jitane bhI maTake haiM unameM pAnI bhregaa| yahA~ 'dAdAvAr3I' ke kAyAkalpa meM samAja ne sahayoga kiyaa| aba Apa hI batAie ye kArya kisa zreNI meM AeMge / choTe-choTe lagane vAle kArya bhI mahAn ho ge| unakI bhAvanA para bhagavAna kA gresa barasa sakatA hai, prabhu kA prasAda barasa sakatA hai / tuccha se tuccha kArya bhI tumheM mahAnatA kA pariNAma dekara jAegA / merA to yahI nivedana hai ki hara kArya prema se karo / yaha na soco ki hara kArya kA alaga-alaga pariNAma hotA hai / tuma nAnA prakAra kA bhojana jIbha se svAda lekara karate ho, para pariNAma kyA hotA hai / khAte vakta socate hoge ki sabake alaga-alaga pariNAma mileMge, para kyA aisA ho pAtA hai ? sabhI kA eka hI pariNAma, kaise bheda karoge ! bheda sirpha prArambha meM dikhAI dete haiM, jaise-jaise par3Ava pAra karate haiM bheda kI dIvAreM giratI jAtI haiN| kAryoM meM bheda haiM para antardRSTi meM bheda nahIM honA cAhie / pariNAma meM koI bheda nahIM hogA / zikhara para saba eka haiM / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #31 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parivartana kI puravAI [ saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira, ajamera; 7-6-96, pravacana] yAna kI samasta vidhiyoM kA sAra hai bAhara se bhItara mur3o, bhItara ke zoragula ko samApta karo aura parama zAnti meM jiio| bAhara se bhItara kI ora mur3anA pratikramaNa hai, bhItara ke zoragula ko samApta karanA jitendriyatA hai, paramazAnti ko jInA jIvana meM mukti kA avagAhana hai| sAmAnyata: manuSya jagata meM hI apane jIvana kA pratibimba dekhatA hai aura jagata ko hI jIvana ke sukha-dukha kA sUtradhAra samajhatA hai| jaba taka apane jIvana ke sUtra ko na samajha liyA jAe, taba taka jagata prakAzamaya hai aura antas-kendra aMdhakAramaya hai| apane jIvana kA avabodha ho jAe to antas Alokamaya bana jAtA hai aura jagata meM aMdhakAra dikhAI detA hai| bAhara se bhItara kI ora mur3anA antas ke lie kI jAne vAlI zubha va ujjvala yAtrA hai| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #32 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe jo manuSya apane jIvana ke sukhoM ko kevala bAhara hI DhU~r3hatA hai, usa manuSya ke jIvana meM rAma ke usa svarUpa kI bAra-bAra punarAvRtti hotI rahegI jo paramAtmA kA avatAra hokara bhI nakalI hariNa ke pIche daudd'e| bAhara ke sukha tabhI sukha ho pAte haiM jaba unheM antardRSTi se dekhA jAe / bAhara kI ora bhaTakane vAle vyakti ko usake apane ghara meM kyA ho rahA hai, patA nahIM rahatA / manuSya kA karttavya hotA hai ki vaha saba kucha sudhAre, saMsAra meM zAMti lAne ke lie prArthanA aura prayAsa kare lekina usakA pahalA dAyitva hai svayaM ko sudhAranA aura zAMta mana krnaa| hama svayaM zAMti ke sarovara na ho pAe to apanI ora se kise zAMti ke do bUMTa pilA paaeNge| dhyAna bAhara se bhItara kI ora mur3ane kI kalA hai, mArga hai| dhyAna hI samasta dharmoM kA sAra hai, pUMjI hai, sampadA hai / jaise zarIra se sira ko alaga kara diyA jAe yA dharma aura adhyAtma se dhyAna ko haTA diyA jAe to donoM hI nisspraann| jIvana meM dharma aura adhyAtma kA utthAna tabhI hotA hai jaba dhyAna hameM AtmasAt ho jaae| isalie bhItara kI ora mudd'o| bhItara ke zora ko suno, dekho| usake sAkSI banakara use samApta kro| zora to zora hai| mana meM jaba dekho vicAra-hI-vicAra, vikalpa-hI-vikalpa / rAta-dina baha rahe haiN| dina-rAta vicAroM kA tUphAna, vRttiyoM kA bha~vara ulajhAe rakhatA hai / ina tUphAnoM aura bha~varoM se pRthaka karane kA kAma hI dhyAna hai| saMbodhi-dhyAna kA makasada hI yahI hai ki yena-kena-prakAreNa bhItara kA jo zoragula hai, vaha zAnta ho| agara Apase do minaTa ke lie mana se mauna hokara baiThane ko kahA jAe to do minaTa to bahuta hue, AdhA minaTa bhI muzkila se gujaregA ki bhItara kA yAtAyAta zurU ho jAtA hai, vicAroM kI gAr3iyA~ calane lagatI haiM, vikalpoM kI havA bahane lagatI hai, vikAroM ke kIcar3a meM pA~va pha~satA hai| do minaTa ke lie bhI mauna honA muzkila hotA hai| zAMti ke nAma para cAhe jitane prayAsa kie jAe~ jaba taka hamArA mana zAMta nahIM hogA zAMti ke prayAsa viphala hI rheNge| yaha durbhAgya rahA ki hama bAhara se bhItara kI ora nahIM mur3e, kabhI svayaM kI sunI hI nahIM / svayaM se prema karanA na siikhaa| dUsaroM ko, bAhara sabhI ko prema diyA, lekina svayaM ko kabhI prema na kiyaa| zivira ne Apako yaha avasara diyA hai ki Apa svayaM se prema For Personal & Private Use Only Page #33 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parivartana kI puravAI 3 karanA siikheN| dhyAna ke dvArA jaba svayaM ke pAsa Ate haiM to apane se maitrI hotI hai / svayaM se ekasUtratA hotI hai / vINA ke tAra jur3ate haiN| kabhI to ina tAroM se jhaMkAra AegI hii| yahA~ hama jo dhyAna kara rahe haiM vaha to vINA para aMguliyA~ jamAne kI zuruAta hai| yahA~ to tabale kI thApa kI taraha aMguliyA~ calAnI sikhAI jA rahI haiN| abhI to prArambha karanA hai, phira to tabalA tuma khuda bajAoge, vINA tuma khuda bjaaoge| merI AvazyakatA tabhI taka hai jaba taka vINA para aMguliyA~ sadha na jAe~ / vINA ke bajate hI aMdara kA zoragula kama hokara antata: samApta ho jaaegaa| phira tuma zAnti kI suvAsa meM jIne lgoge| merA mUlya nahIM, mUlya ApakI parama zAnti kA hai, jise Apako upalabdha karanA hai| anyathA manuSya kA mana atRpta hai, asIma atRpta / mana kA mauna honA hI dhyAna hai / mana ke kolAhala ko zAnta karane kA jo prayatna hai, vahI saMbodhi-dhyAna hai| manuSya ke mana meM aMdherA hai prakAza hai, svarga hai naraka hai, garIba hai mirjA hai| mana se hI baMdhana hai, mana se hI mukti hai| sabake AdhAra hamAre mana meM hI samAe hue haiN| atRpta mana kI sthiti aisI hai jaise naukA meM chidra-hI-chidra hoN| naukA para car3ha rahe haiM, pAra utarane kI ceSTA bhI kara rahe haiM, para chidra ! mana meM bhI yahI cala rahA hai usane kabhI zAMta honA yA TikanA sIkhA nahIM hai / zAyada kabhI sIkhanA bhI cAhA ho para hamane hI use avasara nahIM diyaa| kabhI ArtadhyAna to kabhI raudradhyAna karatA hai to kabhI kRSNa lezyA, nIla lezyA, kApota, teja taka pahu~catA hai| pahalA, dUsarA, tIsarA, cauthA ina guNasthAnoM para kitanI hI bAra UMcA-nIcA hotA hai| na jAne kitanI bAra ! bhagavAna to kahate haiM rAjarSi prasannacandra ke mana kI avasthA yaha ki do minaTa meM naraka kA rAstA dekha lete haiM aura turanta hI svarga kA rAstA bhI nApa lete haiM / sAdhanA kI avasthA banI haI hai lekina mana kI uThApaTaka ke kAraNa prasannacandra kI naraka gati bananI zurU ho jAtI hai, vahI agara sudharatI hai to svarga aura nirvANa IjAda hone lagatA hai / kaivalya kI rozanI jhara par3atI hai| kisakA mana kyA soca rahA hai, kyA kara rahA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #34 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 24 ika sAdhe saba sadhe hai kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| bAhara ke vyaktitva ko dekhakara kisI ke bhI antarmana ko nahIM par3hA jA sktaa| aura antarmana ko par3he binA bAhara ke vyaktitva para vizvAsa bhI nahIM kiyA jA sktaa| vaha kauna khar3A jIvana-taTa para, vyathita hRdaya aura klAnta badana, thaka gae caraNa calate-calate khuda se hI hArA antarmana / hai barapha jamI tana para lekina aMdara to jalatA bar3avAnala eka zAnta tapasvI ke mana meM abhilASA karatI kolAhala / mana kI isI dazA ke kAraNa mahAvIra ne apane ziSyoM se kahA thA kucha gRhastha bhI aise hote haiM jo saMtoM se bhI zreSTha haiN| aura mana kI isI durdazA ke kAraNa yaha kahA gayA kucha saMta bhI aise hote haiM jo gRhasthoM se bhI nikRSTa haiN| isalie jisa bigar3e hue ko sudhAranA hai, vaha mana hai| Upara se to vyakti zAnta-saumya lagatA hai - barpha-sA ThaMDA, lekina bhItara Aga sulaga rahI hai| bhItara bar3avAnala dhadhaka rahA hai| kisI tapasvI ke mana meM kaisI icchAe~ aura mahattvAkAMkSAe~ pala rahI haiM, use bhalA koI kaise pahacAne ! nistaraMga Aja AMdolita hai. AzA kI nanhIM kaNikA se, kyoM samAdhAna kI cAha use, aparAjita Atma-pratijJA se| antarvAlA jalatI rahatI, miTatI nahIM ura kI dAhakatA, mana Upara-Upara mauna banA aMdara to ghora araajktaa| cetana mana to hameM avazya hI zAMta lagatA hai, lekina cetana kI suSapta avasthA meM to janmoM-janmoM kI arAjakatA saMcita hai| jaba taka acetana mana kI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #35 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parivartana kI puravAI parte nahIM khuleMgI tuma bAhara to svayaM ko sAMtvanA de loge, lekina mana ke pAsa rUpAntaraNa kI, zAMti kI kalA nahIM hogii| hai jagI kAmanA yA sacamuca, niyati kA koI tamAzA hai, kyA socA thA para kyA pAyA, cetana ko ghora nirAzA hai| jisa kSaNa manuSya svayaM ko pahacAnane kI pahala karatA hai taba pAtA hai ki usane svayaM ke lie kyA socA thA para nirAzA hI hAtha aaii| svayaM kI avasthA ghora nirAzAjanaka hotI hai| Aja A~kha meM dayA ke A~sU haiM, yaha dekhakara ki kyA socA thA, para kyA pAyA ! socA to thA hogA koI mahAmahima, lekina nikalA sone ke varaqa meM lipaTA gobara ! isalie nirAzA hai, ghora nirAzA hai - cetana ko, draSTA ko| kAyA bhI thakakara pasara gaI para ulajhana kA avasAna nahIM, prajJA ke Age jhuke nayana jJAtA ko nija kA bhAna nhiiN| aba karane do vizrAma use mata cher3o bojhila bAtoM ko, or3hA do mamatA kI cAdara do oTa dhUpa ke Atapa ko| mRNmaya AzA bAdhA degI kyA patha darzAne vAle ko, kitanA bhI saghana ho meghapaTala, rokegA tIkSNa prabhAkara ko? kSaNabhara ke moha-tamizrA se vaha jAgegA jagamaga hokara, vaha candra nahIM jo ghaTe-bar3he vaha to hai divya divAkara / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #36 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 26 I ulajhanoM kA koI avasAna nahIM hai / kAyA thaka cukI hai| upavAsa-para-upavAsa jArI haiM, khUba tapa ho rahA hai, para na to svayaM kA sAnnidhya milA hai, na svayaM kA jJAna, AtmajJAna / basa, bhASaNa aura pravacana, kaumI taqarIra bhara ho rahe haiM, zabdoM ke sazakta hastAkSara kahalA loge, para yaha saba vAgvilAsa hogA / isa kathita prajJA ke Age, buddhimattA ke Age hama natamastaka to hoMge, para nija ko nija kA bhAna nahIM, jJAna nahIM, to prajJA sahI artha meM prajJA huI hI kahA~ ! Atma- anveSaNa ke abhAva meM sArI bAteM, bojhila hI laga rahI haiN| kyoM na ekadaphA bojhila bAteM chor3a hI dI jaayeN| jIvana kI sahajatA meM AyeM / sahaja dhArA meM utara AyeM / sahajatA ko hI jIvana kA yoga ho jAne deM / sahajayogI ho jAyeM / ika sAdhe saba sadhe svayaM ko par3he binA svayaM se vaMcita hI raha jAtA hai 1 manuSya agara kisI ko nahIM par3ha pAyA to kevala svayaM ko / yU~ to usane kitAboM ke ambAra par3ha lie hoMge, kevala eka anapar3hA raha gayA / sabako sunA, para eka anasunA raha gayA, sabako dekhA para eka adekhA raha gayA / yaha adekhA taba hI dekhA jA sakegA jaba vaha apane antarmana kI ora dRSTi ghumaaegaa| apanI ora A~kha uThane kA nAma hI antaryAtrA hai / bahiryAtrA kI koI sImA nahIM hai, kSitija kA kahIM aMta nahIM hai, brahmANDa kI thAha nahIM hai, para antaryAtrA kI sImA hai / antaryAtrA isa zarIra ke vistAra meM hI hone vAlI hai / bhagavAna kare Apake jIvana meM adhyAtma ke nae kSitija ujAgara hoM / 1 mana ke miraz2A bano / mana ke mAlika na hue, mana mauna na huA, manakA kolAhala zAMta na huA to mana vibhAvoM ke galiyAroM meM jIvana ko ulajhAye rkhegaa| prApta aprApta kI AkAMkSA meM duSpUra banA rahegA / maiMne sunA hai : eka hoTala meM Aga laga gii| eka vyakti usI hoTala meM pha~sa gyaa| logoM ne use bacAne kA bahuta prayAsa kiyA, lekina Aga bar3hatI hI calI gii| phAyara brigeDa vAloM ne utAranA cAhA para pheMkI gaI rassI bhI jala gaI / taba logoM ne eka cAdara ko cAroM konoM se pakar3A aura usa vyakti se For Personal & Private Use Only Page #37 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parivartana kI puravAI khaa| isa para kUda jaao| magara usane zaMkA kI ki agara tumane kahIM cAdara chor3a dI to? kyoMki maiM to abhyasta hU~ ki jaba zikSaka kakSA meM AtA thA, maiM kursI khisakA detA thaa| logoM ne kahA kUdanA ho to kUdo, nahIM to vahIM jalo-maro ! maratA kyA na karatA ! usane apanA sAhasa baTorA aura jora se chalAMga lagA dI / para yaha kyA, vaha kUdA to thA dUsarI maMjila se aura uchalakara jA pahu~cA cauthI maMjila para / apane mana kI par3atAla karo, kahIM aisA hI to hamAre mana ke sAtha nahIM ho rhaa| logoM ne socA cAdara para phevIkaoNla lagA do, isa bAra kUdegA to cipaka hI jaaegaa| becArA eka bAra phira kUdA aura natIjA ! kapar3e to cipaka gae aura vaha AThavIM maMjila para uchAla khAkara jA phuNcaa| tumhArA mana bhI isI taraha uchalatA rahatA hai / kabhI yahA~, kabhI vahA~ / mana kI sthiti bahuta vicitra hai, usakI arAjakatA bhI ati vicitra hai| bAhara se to zAyada sabhI para vizvAsa kiyA jA sakatA hai, para antarmana kI dRSTi se zAyada koI bhI vizvasanIya nahIM hai / vizvasanIyatA lAI jA sakatI hai agara vyakti apane bhItara ke zoragula ko samApta kara le, AMtarika kaSAyoM ko, kardama ko, kAlikha ko haTAne kA prayAsa kare to ! bhItara kA zoragula samApta hone para jo ghaTanA ghaTegI vaha hai parama zAnti / dhyAna spaSTa taura para bhItara kI yAtrA hai / bhItara ke kAlikha ko kATane kI kAragujArI hai| jIvana ko parivartana kI pravAI cAhiye, badalAva kA basanta caahiye| dhyAna mRNmaya kI mRtyu hai, cinmaya kA jIvana hai / dhyAna amRta hai| dhyAna para dhyAna deN| dhyAna svayaM auSadhi hai - bhItara ke kolAhala ko zAMta karanA hI dhyAna kA dhyeya hai, pariNAma hai / hama samajheM ki isa bhItarI zoragala ko kaise zAMta kiyA jaae| mana ko kaise mukta kiyA jAe yA mana se kaise mukta huA jaae| isake lie tIna sUtra dUMgA - pahalA, ApakA mana jaisA bhI hai ise pahacAno aura svIkAra karo ki Apa isa prakAra ke haiN| na to isase paraheja karo aura na hI niSedha / na kucha pAne kI, na chor3ane kI ceSTA kro| sirpha yaha dekho ki tumhAre mana kI kyA sthiti hai| svayaM meM utarakara dekho ki kyA tuma manuSya ke rUpa meM vikasita ho cuke ho yA abhI bhI aMdara pazutA maujUda hai| agara manuSya pUrA manuSya ho jAe to For Personal & Private Use Only Page #38 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 28 - ika sAdhe saba sadhe naitikatA, dharma, adhyAtma kI AvazyakatA hI kahA~ raha jAtI hai / pUrNa manuSya honA hI paramAtmA ho jAnA hai / abhI to tumhArA mana baMdara kI taraha isa DAla se usa DAla para kUda rahA hai| purAnI kahAniyoM meM par3hA hai ki pahale kisI-kisI kI jAna (prANa) tote meM yA isI taraha kisI bhI pakSI meM bA~dha kara rakhate the| usakI gardana maror3o ki idhara insAna ke prANa bhI nikale / maiM nahIM jAnatA ki yaha kahA~ taka saca hai, para Aja jo saca dekhatA hU~ vaha yaha ki logoM kI jAna tijoriyoM meM ba~dhI rahatI hai| tijorI para hAtha lagA ki prANa DA~vADola hone lagate haiN| prANa aba paisA ho gayA hai / abhI taka manuSya paidA hI kahA~ huA hai / ise nayA janma diyA jAnA caahie| svayaM ke pazutva ko pahacAnane para hI nayA janma ho sakatA hai / svayaM kI pazutA ko pahacAnanA prabhutA kI ora bar3hane kA sArthaka kadama hai| hameM bar3hanA hai Atma-svarUpa ko pahacAnane kI ora, arUpa kI ora / mana bhI rUpAtIta hai / mana bhI indriyAtIta hai| mana ko pahacAnanA mana se mukta hone kI ora pahala hai / manomukta hI, manomauna hI astitva ke gUr3ha rahasyoM ko jAna aura jI pAtA hai| basa, mana kI pahacAna cAhiye / mana kA mauna caahiye| dUsarA sUtra hai - mana ko pahacAnane ke bAda use samyak dizA pradAna kro| mana kI galata dizAoM ke kAraNa hamAre sabase karIba hone ke bAvajUda mana hI hamase sabase adhika dUra hai, ajJAta hai| mana ke rUpAMtaraNa se hI hamArI cetanA meM krAMti ghaTita ho sakatI hai| jaba tumheM patA hai ki kisI ke prati tumhAre mana meM vaira-virodha hai to use prema meM badalo / mana ko prema kA pATha par3hAo, use prema se ApUrita hone do / mana ko mIrA ho jAne do / mIrA ke mana ho jaao| aMdhakAra ko miTAne ke lie prakAza kI eka kiraNa hI paryApta hai| jahA~-jahA~ vikAra uThatA hai, jinake prati vikAra uThatA hai vahA~ pavitratA kI bhAvanA lAe~ / nara aura nArI ke sthAna para nArAyaNa ko khar3A kara do| tumhArI dRSTi svayaM hI badala jaaegii| apane hara kArya ko paramAtmA ko samarpita kara do| kartRtva tumhArA samarpaNa aura pUjana bana jaae| mana kA sadguNoM se zrRMgAra kro| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #39 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ parivartana kI puravAI tIsarA sUtra hai - manomauna / mana kA, vANI kA mAdhurya / sadA nape-tule zabdoM kA prayoga kreN| agara vANI se kisI ko sukha nahIM de sakate to mauna raha jAnA behatara hai / apanI vANI se Apa kitanI hiMsA karate haiM aura kaSTa pahu~cAte haiM isakA Apako anumAna bhI na hogA ! maiMne kisI vyakti se pUchA, kyA Apa apanI bImAra patnI kI sevA karate haiM ? vaha bolA, 'hA~ karatA huuN|', maiMne pUchA, 'vaha kaise? kyoMki Apa to apane vyavasAya meM atyadhika vyasta dikhAI dete haiN|' vaha bolA, 'maiM apanI A~kha meM lalAI aura vANI meM kharAza nahIM Ane detaa| isase adhika aura kyA sevA ho sakatI hai apane parivAra kI, jisameM krodha aura vANI kI karkazatA nahIM hai|' itane nape-tule zabdoM kA prayoga kareM jaise kisI ko TelIgrAma de rahe hoN| yaha vANI kA saMyama, bhASA-samiti kA pAlana aura vacana-gupti kA nirvAha ho jaaegaa| jaise cala rahe ho vaise hI calo, sirpha calane kI zailI badalanI hai| vANI kA to upayoga karanA hai, lekina viveka lAnA hai / khAo lekina jarUrata se adhika nahIM aura na hI bhUkhe rho| isase jIvana meM niyamitatA AegI, paramitatA aaegii| ye bahuta choTI-choTI bAteM haiM lekina inhIM ke dvArA hama jIvana ko nayA rAstA, nayA mArga de sakate haiN| svayaM ko naI dizA de sakate haiN| tuma dhyAna ko jiio| dhyAna tumheM svayaM viveka degaa| dhyAna ke dvArA mana parivartita kiyA jA sakatA hai, use pahacAnA jA sakatA hai| dhyAna meM apanI vRttiyoM kI sajagatApUrvaka prekSA karo, vipazyanA kro| om ke dvArA, prANayAma ke dvArA apane bhItara kI saphAI karane kA prayAsa kro| moha ko jJAna kI kaiMcI se kATo aura lobha ko OM kI gadA se mArakara bhgaao| abhI mana meM vicAra hI vicAra haiM, inheM dekhate raho, dekhate raho, dekhate rho| yaha dekhanA hI vicAroM ko zAMta kara detA hai / balba taba taka hI jalegA jaba taka use karaMTa milegaa| karaMTa ke oNpha karate hI balba zAMta (bujha) ho jAtA hai| tamane zarIra ko sote hae to dekhA hai, para kabhI mana ko sote hae dekhA hai? jisa dina mana zAMta huA, samajho so gyaa| mana kA sonA aura svayaM kA jaganA - mukti kI itanI-sI rAha hai| mana calate-calate, daur3ate-bhAgate bahuta thaka gayA hai / use vizrAma cAhiye / use sone diyA jaaye| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #40 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe buddha ke jIvana kI ghaTanA hai ki eka dina unheM pyAsa lagI aura unhoMne AnaMda se kahA, 'vatsa, mujhe pyAsa laga rahI hai / yahA~ pAsa meM jo saritA baha rahI hai usameM se jala bhara laao|' AnaMda vahA~ ge| unhoMne dekhA ki jahA~ se ve pAnI lenA cAhate haiM vahA~ se abhI-abhI kucha bailagAr3iyA~ nikalI thiiN| ata: pAnI gaMdA ho rahA thA / AnaMda bhagavAna ke pAsa pahu~ce aura kahA, 'bhante usa nadI kA pAnI to bahuta gaMdA hai / AjJA deM to kisI dUsarI jhIla yA sarovara se pAnI le aauuN|' 'nahIM, mujhe to usI saritA kA pAnI pInA hai|' AnaMda phira ge| dekhA, pAnI gaMdalA hai| pahale se kama hai para gaMdA to hai / vApasa Akara kahA, 'bhaMte ! pAnI pIne yogya nahIM hai|' bhagavAna muskurAe / kahA, 'AnaMda jAo, isa bAra pAnI sApha milegaa|' jAkara AnaMda jala bhara laae| bhagavAna ne pUchA, 'vatsa kucha samajhe ?' 'nahIM, bhaMte maiM to kucha bhI nahIM smjhaa|' 'tuma bAra-bAra Ae-gae yaha tumhArA puruSArtha thaa| lekina pAnI kisI ne sApha nahIM kiyaa| sirpha dhairya dhAraNa kiyA mana ke prati / AturatA na rkhii| dhIre-dhIre gaMdagI jama gaI aura nirmala pAnI taira gyaa|' aise hI jIvana bhI dhIre-dhIre badalatA hai, rUpAntarita hone lagatA hai aura jisa taraha pAnI pIne lAyaka ho jAtA hai vaise hI jIvana bhI jIne yogya ho jAtA hai| taba jIvana meM jIvaMtatA hotI hai, AnaMda kA utsava rahatA hai, amRta mahotsava banatA hai / aMtima bAta, mana se mukta ho jAo, mana ko mukta ho jAne do| niyati meM jaisA jo honA hai usameM koI hastakSepa nahIM, usake prati koI pratikriyA nhiiN| sahaja, saumya rahakara apanA jIvana jio| taba vAstavika arthoM meM jInA hogA, yahI jIne kI kalA bana jAegI / vaha AtmavAna hai jo mana se mukta hai, zAMta hai / vaha jIvana kA tapasvI hai / jInA svayaM eka tapasyA hai| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ deha meM dehAtIta [ saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira, ajamera, 7-6-96, prazna- samAdhAna ] dhyAna ke daurAna anubhUti hotI hai ki DUbate samaya kahIM aisA na ho ki bAhara hI na AeM, yaha Dara kA bhAva kyoM panapatA hai arthAt kahIM vikSipta avasthA na ho jAe / prazna pUchane vAle mahAnubhAva bahuta samajhadAra haiM / ve pahale hI saba kucha taya kara lenA cAhate haiN| unheM Dara hai ki kahIM pAgala na ho jAUM, jo hai usase bhI vaMcita na ho jAUM / pAnI meM utarane se Darate haiM ki kahIM DUba hI na jAUM isalie pahale tairanA sIkhanA cAhate haiM / aba pAnI meM utare binA koI tairanA kaise sIkha sakatA hai| bistara para tuma kitane hI hAtha-pA~va calA lo, kalAbAjiyA~ khA lo para tairanA to pAnI meM hI ho sakatA hai / isI taraha Darate rahe to kucha bhI nahIM kara paaoge| ghara se bAhara nikalA aura mara gayA to ? dukAna kholI aura ghATA laga gayA to ? isa to kA kahIM aMta nahIM hogA / sirpha isa 'to' meM jAkara hI kucha pAyA jA sakatA hai / Daro mata, 1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #42 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 32 svayaM se kyA DaranA / khuda se hI Dara gae to nirbhaya kisase rahoge ? svayaM meM utarakara agara khatarA lagatA hai ki kahIM bhItara hI kho gayA to, to yaha tumhArA parama saubhAgya hogA ki dhyAna meM mRtyu kA jIvana ghaTita ho gyaa| kisI Traka ke nIce kucalakara jIvana mRta 'ho jAe isase to acchA dhyAna meM upalabdha ho jAo / karaMTa kA jhaTakA khAkara mRtyu Ae isase to samAdhi-maraNa adhika zreyaskara hai / kA~ToM meM maranA par3e to behatara hai ki phUloM meM marA jAe / ika sAdhe saba sadhe abhI tuma asurakSita mahasUsa kara rahe ho, lekina asurakSA hI jIvana kI sabase bar3I surakSA hai / asurakSA jIvana kA svabhAva hai / tuma jahA~-jahA~ surakSA khojane jAoge, vahA~ asurakSA hI hAtha aaegii| abhI tuma bhayabhIta ho, isalie surakSA khojate ho / lekina soco jinheM tumane surakSA mAna rakhA hai vahA~ bhI tuma surakSita ho ? phira apane meM DUbane se bhaya kaisA ? jaba tuma asurakSita hote ho, sampUrNa astitva tumhArI surakSA karatA hai / apanI ora se jo bhI tuma bacAte ho, vaha kho jAtA hai / aura jo kho dete ho, aMtata: vahI mila jAtA hai / isalie eka bAra khatarA uThA hI lo| Aja kI jo vikSiptatAe~ haiM ve samApta ho jaaeNgii| Atma-vizvAsa aura Atma- gaurava AviSkRta ho jAeMge / tuma pUchate ho, 'kahIM vikSipta na ho jAUM ?' vikSipta to manuSya hai hI / vikSiptatA kI hI to cikitsA karanI hai / eka pAgala isalie pAgalapana ke ilAja se bacanA cAhatA hai ki kahIM vaha pAgala na ho jaae| yaha kyA kama vikSiptatA hai ki 'dhyAna meM DUbA, kahIM DUbA hI raha gayA to / bAhara na AyA to / ' bhagavAna kare DubakI gaharI laga hI jaae| gahare pAnI paiTha / gahare paiTheM, to hI motI mileMge / bAhara kI cintA mata karo / bAhara to tuma Aoge hii| ThIka vaise hI jaise taraNatAla meM kUdo, to pAnI se Akhira to bAhara Aoge hii| para yaha bAhara AnA, kucha hokara AnA huaa| kucha pAkara AnA huA / 'jina khojA tina pAiyAM' jisane khojA, usane pAyA / jo DUbane se Dara gayA, vaha laharoM ko ginatA rahA / dhyAna tumheM samajha detA hai ki tuma kitane vikSipta ho / dhyAna se vikSiptatA nahIM AtI / hA~, koI aura tumheM pAgala kaha sakatA hai / kyoMki tuma For Personal & Private Use Only Page #43 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ deha meM dehAtIta 33 unase kucha alaga haTa gae, tumhArI dIvAnagI kahIM aura lipta ho gii| tabhI to mIrA ko logoM ne bAvarI kahA, caitanya mahAprabhu dIvAne khlaae| mahAvIra aura buddha bhI jana-AlocanAoM kA zikAra bane / ina saMsAriyoM kI dRSTi meM to ve pAgala hI the aura Apa agara unheM samajhadAra kahate haiM to jo kAma unhoMne kie Apa bhI karake dikhA diijie| eka kA~TA nikAlane ke lie dasarA kA~TA sahayogI hotA hai, lekina hama unheM saMbhAlate nahIM haiM; Akhira phaiMka hI dete haiN| Age bar3heM, khatare kI cintA na kreN| maiMne sunA hai : eka vyakti ko pahAr3a ke zikhara taka jAnA thaa| gahana aMdhakAra thA, para usake hAtha meM lAlaTena bhI thI, jisakA prakAza dasa phuTa taka jAtA thaa| usane lAlaTena uThAI, calA aura Upara kI ora dekhA, dUra-dUra taka gaharA aMdhakAra ! vaha vahIM baiTha gyaa| usake sAtha eka musAphira aura thA usane pUchA 'bhAI, ruka kyoM gae !' 'are dekhate nahIM, kitanA aMdherA hai, vahA~ taka kaise phuNcuuNgaa|' 'para tumhAre pAsa to lAlaTena hai / ' 'hai to sahI lekina isakA prakAza to dasa phITa taka hI jAtA hai|' 'mUrkha kahIM ke ! jaba tuma dasa phITa caloge to prakAza aura Age dasa phITa taka calA jaaegaa|' jaise-jaise DUboge DUbane ke khatare kama hote jAeMge, tairanA svayaM hI AtA jaaegaa| zvAsa-prakriyA ke antargata jaba dhyAna antarmukhI hotA hai to AkAza aura dhImI chAyA ke yoga se eka virATa chAyA dikhAI detI hai jo prAya: mere kAryakrama ke sAtha-sAtha calatI rahatI hai| vaha antarmana meM aise prakaTa hotI hai jaise merI hI choTI tasvIra ati virATa kara mere sAmane prastuta kara de| zvAsa-prakriyA jaise-jaise sUkSma hokara antarmukhI hotI hai vyakti kA sthUla zarIra se saMbaMdha zithila ho jAtA hai aura sUkSma zarIra se saMbaMdha nirmita ho jAtA hai| sUkSma zarIra se saMbaMdha hone para hI vaha svarUpa ubharatA hai jo vAstava meM hai| prAya: aisA hotA hai ki manuSya ko apanA virATa svarUpa hI bUMda kI bhA~ti dikhAI detA hai aura kabhI bUMda jaisA rUpa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #44 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 34 ika sAdhe saba sadhe sAgara ke samAna dikhAI detA hai / Apake sAtha jo chAyA rahatI hai usase Apako koI nukasAna nahIM hogA, vaha ApakI lezyAoM kI hI parachAI hai| isalie usa chAyA se tanika bhI vicalita na hoM / eka to sthUla zarIra kI parachAI hotI hai jise hama zarIra kI tasvIra kaheMge aura eka sUkSma zarIra kI parachAI hai jise bhAva-zarIra kI parachAI kheNge| yaha hamAre bhAva-zarIra kI hI chAyA hai / chAyAoM kI rAsalIlA vyakti jaba svayaM ko deha se bhinna dekhatA hai, to usake lie deha bhI eka chAyA hI bana jAtI hai| deha kA dRSTA virAT hokara jItA hai / deha kA jo AkAra hai, usase bhI vizAla hokara jItA hai| acchA hogA, apanI sajagatA ke prati aura sajaga hoN| svayaM ko brahmANDa meM parivyApta daivIya sattA aura mukta AtmA se jodd'eN| pahale caraNa meM atimanas hokara mana kI vipazyanA kreN| vicAroM ko dekheM, vRttiyoM ko dekheM, unase svayaM ko alaga dekheM aura unake prati taTastha raheM / dUsare caraNa meM hRdaya meM AeM / hRdaya meM paramAtma-sattA kA smaraNa kareM, anubhava kareM, ahobhAva se usameM DUbeM / tIsare caraNa meM apane mastiSka meM A jaaeN| mastiSka ke AkAza meM, isa bhItara ke zUnya meM praviSTa ho jAeM / aura phira mukta ho jAeM isa kSetra se bhii| svayaM ko Urdhva AkAza kI ora uThA deN| daivIya tattvoM se eka laya ho jAeM / daivIya zakti se Apa svayaM sambaddha ho jaaoge| vApasa lauToge to daivIya hokara, prakAza hokara / taba parachAI nahIM hogI, hama svayaM hoNge| hamameM devatva hogaa| jaba maiM svayaM ko sauMdarya, pratiSThA, medhA aura pratibhA meM anya logoM se pIche pAtI hU~ to mana atyaMta khinna ho jAtA hai aura jIvana nIrasa lagatA hai| kRpayA, mArgadarzana deN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #45 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ deha meM dehAtIta jIvana ko kabhI bhI pratiyogitA aura pratispardhA meM nahIM ulajhAnA cAhie / hama svayaM ke maulika vyaktitva ke vikAsa meM vizvAsa rakheM / tulanA karane meM to vyakti prAya: apane ko choTA hI pAtA hai aura isI se mana meM Atma-hInatA kI graMthi nirmita hotI hai| apane par3osa meM cAra maMjilA bhavana dekhakara hInatA AtI hai, vahIM dUsarI ora jhoMpar3I dekhakara saMtuSTi bhI hotI hai| nizcita hI apane vyaktitva kA vikAsa karanA caahie| apanI medhA kA, pratibhA kA, saundarya kA vikAsa karanA cAhiye, lekina pratiyogitA aura pratispardhA se nhiiN| Apa apane antasauMdarya kA vikAsa kreN| yahA~ dhyAna ke mAdhyama se ApakI pratibhA aura medhA bhI nikhara jaaegii| ceharA sundara ho yA na ho, hRdaya to sundara ho hI jaaegaa| Apa kisI kI bAta kATa sakeM yA na kATa sakeM, para loga ApakI bAta ahamiyata ke sAtha suneM yaha kSamatA to A sakatI hai| manuSya kI pratibhA aura medhA bhItara chipI haI hai, kaMThita hai| usI ko jagAne ke lie hI dhyAna kA mArga hai| medhA aura pratibhA kA jAgaraNa hI dhyAna kA vyAvahArika pariNAma hai / mana kA saundarya cehare ko sundara banAtA hI hai| mana meM tejasvitA A rahI hai, to vaha cehare para pragaTa hogI hii| vyavahAra meM, vicAra meM, sabameM vaha tejasvitA aaegii| tuma pratibhAhIna nahIM ho / pratibhA dabI huI hai| apanI pratibhA ko ujAgara karane ke prati sajaga bano, to pratibhA nikhara hI aaegii| dhyAna kA kArya hai vyakti kA maulika vyaktitva ujAgara krnaa| vaha maulika vyaktitva jo bhI hai, jaisA bhI hai, hamArI pratibhA kA hI ujAgara honA huaa| Apa niraMtara prayAsa karate rahie Izvara ne cAhA to sadapariNAma avazya mileNge| vaise merI sevAe~ taiyAra haiM, vaise jaba cAheM saMparka kara sakate haiN| - spaMdana-zakti ke spaMdana kI anubhUti ke pazcAt parama caitanya-zakti kI anubhUti kisa prakAra kI jAnI cAhie aura anahada nAda kI ora kaise bar3hA jAe / kRpayA mArgadarzana deN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #46 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 36 ika sAdhe saba sadhe dhIre-dhIre re manA, dhIre saba kucha hoya / mAlI sIMce sau ghar3A, Rtu Ae phala hoya / o re mana tU ruka jA, itanI jalda mata kara / tU jitanI jaldI karegA utanI hI derI se phuNcegaa| abhI tU bAlaka hai abhI tujhe kisI kI aMgulI thAmane kI jarUrata hai / jisa dina tumheM lagegA ki tumhAre pA~va pUrI taraha majabUta ho cuke haiM tuma khuda hI apanI mA~ kI aMgulI chor3a doge aura daur3ane lgoge| aura jaba taka aisA na ho, bahuta hI dhairyapUrvaka, calate rahanA hai / antarvikAsa Akasmika ghaTanA nahIM hai; yaha zanai: zanai: bIja se baragada bananA hai| anubhUti svayaM anubhUtiyoM ko bar3hAtI hai| eka anubhUti dUsarI anubhUti kA daravAjA khaTakhaTAtI hai| eka zakti dUsarI zakti ko uddIpta karatI hai| khudAI zurU kI hai to khodate-khodate pAnI bhI niklegaa| Apake spaMdanoM kI anubhUti abhI sthUla hai, isIlie prazna uTha rahe haiM / caitanya-zakti ke spaMdana svayaM samAdhAna hote haiN| unake prati kabhI saMdeha-zaMkA, prazna aura pratiprazna nahIM uThate / unakI anubhati virala aura spaSTa hotI hai| dhyAna ke dvArA hama bhItara praveza karate haiN| hamAre karmoM kI kitanI nirjarA hotI hai, mana kitanA zAnta hotA hai, apanI vRttiyoM ke prati sAkSI aura taTastha raha pAte haiM, yaha saba isa bAta para nirbhara karatA hai ki dhyAna kA phUla kitanA khilegaa| zUnya AkAza ghaTita hone ke bAda, citta kI zUnya dazA upalabdha hone ke pazcAt jisa zakti kA anubhava hogA vahI parama caitanya-zakti hai| mana ke zAMta hone para, mana ke rikta ho jAne para, mana ke nirabhra AkAza ho jAne para svayaM ke bhItara jisa sattA kA anubhava hotA hai vaha vyakti svayaM hai| usakI apanI asmitA hai, apanA astitva hai, apanI svasattA hai, use cAhe jo nAma do, parama caitanya yA zakti yA kucha bhii| prazna kA agalA caraNa hai; anahada nAda kI ora kaise bar3hA jAe / nAda to svayaM phalita hotA hai / vaha to astitva se AI dhvani hai| ise prApta karane ke lie hama anugUMja ke rUpa meM prayoga kara rahe haiM / anugUMja kA kArya hai ki vaha anahada nAda ke mArga ko khole / jaise baMda kakSa meM cheda kara diyA jAe to sUrya kA prakAza svayaM hI kakSa meM phuNcegaa| anugUMja kA kArya bhItara meM chidra karanA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #47 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ deha meM dehAtIta 37 hai| usa bhAvadazA meM chidra karanA jahA~ anahada nAda ghaTita ho ske| astitva apanI pUrNatA se andara praviSTa ho ske| yaha kriyA nahIM, pariNati hai| isake lie adhIra mata hoie, kevala pratIkSA kIjie, sazrama pratIkSA ! anahada nAda Akasmika ghaTanA hai, camatkAra ! gata dasa varSoM se niyamita sAdhanA karane vAle sAdhaka ko AdhyAtmika dRSTi se krodha para vijaya prApta karanA kahA~ taka sahAyaka ho sakatA hai yA nahIM, jabaki sAdhaka pUrNa svastha rahA ho ! krodha aura sAdhanA eka dorAhe para khar3e haiN| kAma aura sAdhanA inakA alaga dorAhA hai / vaira aura sAdhanA eka alaga rAste para haiN| ahaMkAra aura sAdhanA alaga talahaTI para haiN| manuSya ke bhItara apanA eka mUla saMvega hotA hai| sAmAnyatayA manuSya meM tIna mUla saMvega hote haiM- krodha, bhaya aura kAma / ina tInoM meM se kisI vyakti meM krodha kA tApamAna adhika hotA hai, kisI meM kAma kA bukhAra adhika rahatA hai aura kisI meM bhaya kI kaMpakaMpI jyAdA rahatI hai| __ manuSya ko apane mUla saMvega se yuddha karanA hotA hai aura yahI jitendriyatA hai| dhyAna ke dvArA pahale caraNa meM hama apane mUla saMvega ko pahacAnate haiN| saMbhava hai ki koI nirbhaya ho lekina atyadhika krodhI ho / eka vyakti krodha bilkula na kare lekina kAmuka ho sakatA hai / eka na krodha karatA hai na kAmI hai phira bhI krodha vidyamAna hai to isakA artha hai ki jitanA gaharA krodha hai utanI gaharAI taka sAdhanA nahIM pahuMcI hai| sAdhanA Upara-Upara hI raha gaI aura krodha TheTha aMtaraMga meM vyApta hai / ApakI jar3oM meM to krodha jamA hI rahA / jaba taka sUkSma dhyAna meM praveza karake una jar3oM ko nahIM hilAte taba taka sAdhanA kA nikhAra nahIM aataa| aura sAdhanA karate hue bhI sAdhanA ko samajha nahIM paate| yaha ThIka hai ki sAdhaka ko krodha nahIM karanA cAhie, sAdhaka hI kyoM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #48 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 38 kisI bhI prANI ko krodha nahIM karanA caahie| krodha to hamezA hI jalAtA hai / 'phitarata ko nApasaMda thI tejI jubAna meM, paidA na kI isalie haDDI jubAna meM / ' ika sAdhe saba sadhe usa vANI kA kyA artha jo apanI ora se dUsare ko pIr3A pahu~cAe / agara koI pUche ki ahiMsA kA svastha AcaraNa kyA hogA to maiM kahU~gA apanI vANI ke dvArA dUsaroM ko mAdhurya pradAna karanA ahiMsA kA svastha AcaraNa hai ! krodha nizcita hI TUTanA caahie| jitanA gaharA krodha hai utanI gaharAI taka sAdhanA meM jAe~ / apane krodha ko samajheM, krodha ke kAraNoM ko samajheM / svIkAra kareM ki krodha AtA hai aura una kAraNoM ke nivAraNa kA prayAsa kareM jinake kAraNa krodha AtA hai / isake uparAMta bhI yadi krodha AtA hai to behatara hogA vANI kA, hoThoM kA mauna lenA zurU kreN| prAraMbha meM to yaha bhItara gaharI pIr3A, gaharI pratikriyAoM ko janma degA, lekina dhIre-dhIre krodha nahIM AegA / Ae to krodha pI jaaie| zarAba se to behatara hI hai / krodha vaha jahara hai jise pIne ke lie bahuta tAkata cAhie / amRta hue binA jahara nahIM pIyA jA sakatA aura jahara pI-pIkara hI amRta banatA hai / viSa hI amRta meM rUpAntarita hotA hai / pInA siikho| kisI ke krodha ko, kisI ke kaTu vacana ko pInA sIkho, unheM jInA sIkho / kahIM se to yAtrA zurU karanI hI hogI / isalie pIo / Aja agara tuma kisI ke kaTu zabda saha sakate ho to ummIda kI jA sakatI hai ki macchara kI kATa ko saha jAoge / Aja macchara kI kATa saha sakate ho to kala kisI kA cA~TA bhI saha jaaoge| Aja agara eka cAMTA saha sakate ho to ummIda kI jA sakatI hai agara tuma para lAThI barase to tuma kaha sakate ho yaha saMyoga thA / jaise per3a ke nIce se nikale aura TahanI gira gaI yaha sAMyogika thA vaise hI lAThI kA giranA bhI sAMyogika ho jaaegaa| jaise TahanI ke girane para per3a ko kucha nahIM karate-kahate, vaise hI lAThI par3ane para bhI mauna-bhAva rhegaa| Aja lAThI saha pAe to ummIda hai ki kabhI kraoNsa para bhI laTaka sakate ho| ummIda kI jA sakatI hai ki Apa kabhI kAnoM meM kIleM bhI ThukavA sakate haiN| ummIda kI jA sakatI hai ki phira se nayA jIsasa, nayA mahAvIra, nayA buddha, nayA sukarAta paidA ho sakatA hai / pInA hai krodha ko pIo, For Personal & Private Use Only Page #49 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ deha meM dehAtIta jInA hai khuda ko jiio| - kyA krodha kA sambandha svasthatA-asvasthatA se hai ? kyA svasthatA aura asvasthatA kA saMbaMdha kevala zArIrika nahIM hai / krodha svayaM eka bImArI hai| jahA~ bImArI hai vahA~ svastha kaise rahA jA sakatA hai ? kaI mahApuruSoM ne bImAriyoM se grasita hokara zarIra tyAgA jaise rAmakRSNa paramahaMsa, vivekAnanda, rAmacandra DoMgare Adi / kyA isakA kAraNa ina logoM kA dhyAna zarIra se haTanA yA zarIra se haTakara jIvana jInA thA arthAt zarIra ke prati Asakti honI cAhie yA nahIM? Asakti Avazyaka ho to kitanI? mahApuruSa svayaM to grasita hue nahIM, na hI bImAriyoM ko nimaMtraNa diyaa| atithi kI khAtiradArI to karanI hI par3atI hai / use dhakkA dekara nikAlA nahIM jA sktaa| adhyAtma-puruSa ke lie zarIra kI bImAriyA~ mehamAna hI haiM, kyoMki unake lie zarIra dharmazAlA hai / ye bImAriyA~, ye vicAra, ye vikalpa isa dharmazAlA meM Ane-jAne vAle musAphira haiN| Ate haiM, cale jAte haiN| sabakA apanA-apanA dharma / zarIra ke dharma ko kaba taka nibhAte raheMge, kaba taka usakA sAtha dete rheNge| jisane apane zarIra meM jIte jI apanI mRtyu ko dekha liyA usakI zarIra ke prati Asakti nahIM raha pAegI / jo zarIra ko hI saba kucha mAnatA hai, usI kI zarIra ke prati Asakti raha sakatI hai aura jisane zarIra aura AtmA yA zarIra aura cetana-tattva ko alaga-alaga jAna liyA, usake lie zarIra meM bImAriyA~ Ae~ yA na Ae~ vaha taTastha hI rahatA hai| zarIra to antata: tyAjya hai| isake prati cAhe jitanA moha rakha lo antata: ise TUTanA hI hai / ise khaMDahara honA hI hai / zarIra kA vaibhava, zarIra kI nemata cAhe jo ho yaha zmazAna kA ghara hai| vahIM jAnA hai ise / eka sAdhaka nizcita hI svayaM ko zarIra se alaga dekhatA hai| na kevala zarIra ko apit For Personal & Private Use Only Page #50 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 40 ika sAdhe saba sadhe isake pariNAma bhI dekhatA hai / lekina zarIra ke svabhAva se alaga honA sAmAnya bAta nahIM hai / hamane pAyA hai ki tIrthaMkara jinheM janmajAta avadhi-jJAna hotA hai ve bhI zarIra ke dharma se alaga nahIM cala pAte / tIrthaMkara ke vivAha hI nahIM hote, balki sau-sau saMtAneM taka hotI haiN| apane zarIra ke svabhAva aura pariNAmoM se mukta honA itanA AsAna nahIM hai jabaki ve avadhi-jJAna ke, eka viziSTa jJAna ke dhAraka ! kisake mana meM kauna se vicAra A rahe haiM isake bhI dRSTA ! lekina phira bhI jAnate haiM isa zarIra kA svabhAva / ve loga dhanya haiM jina para zarIra kA prabhAva aura zarIra kA dharma asara nahIM krtaa| ve dehAtIta hote haiM, videhI hote ____ adhyAtma kA dharma yahI kahatA hai tumheM zarIra ke jo pariNAma dikhAI dete haiM unheM unase alaga hokara dekho| unake prati sajaga raho, unake dRSTA bno| AcArya kundakunda ne eka bahuta pyArI-sI bAta kahI "kSAyika samyaktva jIva ! usake dvArA cAhe cetana dravyoM kA sevana ho yA acetana dravyoM kA sevana, karmoM kI nirjarA hI hogii|" vaha mukta hI hogA ! Atma-draSTA svayaM ko zarIra se alaga samajhegA, jAnegA, dekhegA aura apanA jIvana jiiyegaa| vaha bhoktA bhI bana gayA to bhI mukti kI rAha hI khlegii| isIlie adhyAtma-puruSa ke lie koI bImArI nahIM hai, roga roga nahIM hai, bhUkha bhUkha nahIM hai - ye saba zarIra ke dharma haiN| zarIra ke prati Asakti? kevala utanI hI honI cAhie jisase Apa apanA kalyANa kara skeN| kahIM aisA na ho ki zarIra Apa para hAvI ho jAe aura zarIra meM hI pha~sakara raha jaaeN| sabhI to zarIra meM ulajhe hue haiN| kabhI-kabhI zarIra apane svabhAva meM A jAtA hai, lekina taba bhI apane maulika svabhAva kA sadA smaraNa rakho ki ye dUsarI cIjeM tuma para hAvI na hoN| uttarAdhyayana kA sUtra hai 'sarIra mAha nAvatti jIvo vaccaI nAviyo, saMsAro aNNavo vuto jaM taraMti mahesiNo / ' zarIra naukA ke samAna hai, jIva nAvika ke rUpa meM hai jise maharSi jana, prajJA se sampanna loga pAra kara jAte haiN| lekina naukA ko nAvika ke kaMdhe para car3hA deM to kaise pAra kreNge| nAvika nAva meM ho, nAva nAvika ke niyaMtraNa meM ho, to hI naukA pAra lagane kA sAdhana hai, naukA nAvika para A jAe, to janma-maraNa ke bhaMvara meM phaMsa gae, DUba gae, ulajha ge| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #51 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ deha meM dehAtIta zarIra svayaM eka saugAta hai| hama isakA upayoga kareM / isameM mUrcchita na hoM / isakI svacchatA aura svasthatA para dhyAna deM, para isake zrRMgAra meM apanI jIvana-zakti ko ulajhAkara na rkheN| vyakti zarIra ke prati jitanA Asakta/mohita hogA, vaha utanA hI zArIrika hogaa| anAsakti videha-jIvana ke rAste kholatI hai| atimanas vyakti deha se Upara uTha hI jAtA hai| mana mauna rahe, hama antara-dazA meM sthita raheM, to deha ke dharma hama para hAvI nahIM hoNge| kabhI koI indriya-dharma, zarIra-dharma kAma kara bhI jAye, to vaha kSaNika hogaa| bAlU meM khIMcI lakIra kI trh| roga to zarIra kA dharma hai, zarIra sar3ana-galanazIla hai| sahaja cikitsA se vaha svastha ho jAe, to svIkArya / jyAdA chAtIkUTA mata kro| tuma svastha raho, mana se prasanna raho, zarIra para usakI svasthatA kA svata: prabhAva pdd'egaa| svastha mana svastha zarIra ke lie prAthamika caraNa hai| deha meM raho, deha ke mata bano / videha hue mahAnubhAvoM ko bhAvapUrita namaskAra / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #52 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vicAroM kI vipazyanA [ saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira, ajamera; 8-6-96, pravacana] nuSya ke antarmana meM soca-vicAra aura ciMtana kI anavarata dhArA calatI rahatI hai| koI kSaNa aisA nahIM hotA jaba vaha vicAravihIna ho| ve dhanyabhAgI haiM jinake vicAra-vikalpa zAMta ho cuke haiM, lekina hamAre antas meM to yaha pravAha niraMtara jArI hai| hamAre vicAra to nadI kI dhArA ke samAna satata pravAhamAna haiN| kabhI-kabhI hama kisI biMdu-vizeSa ko kendrita kara socate-vicArate haiM, kabhI anagar3ha vicAra daur3ate rahate haiN| vicAra manuSya ke vyaktitva ko bhI prabhAvita karate haiN| jisake jaise vicAra hote haiM, vaisA hI usakA vyaktitva nirmita hotA hai| vicAroM kA AMdolana vyaktitva kA AMdolana bana jAtA hai| vicAroM kI khilAvaTa jIvana kI khilAvaTa bana jAtI hai / vicAroM kI girAvaTa jIvana ko naraka banA detI hai| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #53 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vicAroM kI vipazyanA hamArI hara gatividhi antataH hamAre soca-vicAra kA hI pratinidhitva karatI hai aura hamAre mAnasa ko pratidhvanita karatI hai / jaise koI vyakti jaMgala meM jAkara AvAz2a lagAe to usakI AvAz2a pratidhvanita hokara usI para barasatI hai aise hI manuSya kA AinA usakA ciMtana-manana hai / isalie jo svayaM ko UMcA uThAnA cAhatA hai use apane soca aura ciMtana ko U~cA uThAnA hogA asvastha vicAroM ko lekara jIvana, ghara, parivAra aura samAja ko svastha nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / svastha samAja kI racanA ke lie svastha vicAroM kA svAmI honA Avazyaka hai / 1 43 duniyA meM vibhinna prakAra ke manuSya haiM, lekina sabhI ke pAsa ciMtana- manISA nahIM hotii| kyA vAz2iba hai aura kyA gairavAz2iba, isakA nirNaya karane kI viveka bharI cetanA unake pAsa nahIM hotI / buddhi kI sArthakatA kisI biMdu para vicAra karane aura samAdhAna pAne meM hI hai / anyathA par3hane-likhane vAle bhI apanI rojI-roTI kA iMtajAma karate haiM aura anapar3ha bhI bhUkhe nahIM marate / phira bhI buddhimattA kA mUlya yahI hai ki vyakti apanI jIvanagata samasyAoM ko sulajhAne ke lie ina samasyAoM para thor3I dera soce-smjhe| jinake pAsa soca nahIM unake pAsa koI samAdhAna bhI nahIM / samAdhAna kI AtmA usake pAsa hai jisake pAsa soca ke prANa haiM / samAdhAna kA mahala usake pAsa hai jisake pAsa socane kI nIMva hai| jo vyakti vicArane kI kSamatA rakhatA hai, vahI apane mastiSka ke vikAsa kI bhI kSamatA rakhatA hai| duniyA meM manuSya hI vaha prANI hai jisakA mastiSka vikasita hai / anyathA jinakI jaisI prakRti hai, vaisA hI ve jI jAte haiM I jaba maiM ciMtana kI, manana kI yA vicAra kI bAta kahatA hU~ to yaha nahIM kahatA ki Apa bahuta bar3e vicAraka, ciMtaka yA dArzanika hI bneN| vicAraka to satya para kevala satahI vicAra karake raha jAtA hai, satya ko upalabdha nahIM ho paataa| bar3e-bar3e paMDita, prophesara vicAroM ko bahuta hI zAnadAra tarIke se abhivyakta to kara deMge, lekina unake jIvana meM AcAra aura vicAra ke bIca eka virodhAbhAsa pratIta hogaa| unake muMha se agara lAra bhI Tapaka par3e aura For Personal & Private Use Only Page #54 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 44 ika sAdhe saba sadhe koI zikAyata kara jAye to ve yahI kaheMge ki tuma ise lAra nahIM, gaMgA kI dhAra smjho| eka bAra aisA hI haA ki eka paMDitajI ke mu~ha se lAra pdd'ii| pAsa meM khar3e yuvaka se kahane lage yaha lAra nahIM gaMgA kI dhAra hai| yuvaka dasa minaTa bAda paMDitajI ke pAsa pahu~cA aura kahA, mahAnubhAva apanA mu~ha kholie| paMDitajI ne socA kathA kucha jamake sunAI hai, to prasAdI de rahA hai / unhoMne mu~ha kholA, usa yuvaka ne muTThIbhara rAkha paMDitajI ke mu~ha meM DAla dI / paMDitajI thU-thU kara thUkane lage, pUchA ki yaha kyA hai ? yuvaka ne batAyA ki bAraha dina pahale hI mere dAdAjI kA dehAvasAna huA hai / mujhe unakI haDDiyA~, unake phUla bisarAne ke lie haridvAra jAnA thA, para jaba Apane kahA ki gaMgA kI dhAra yahIM baha nikalI hai to haridvAra jAne kI jarUrata hI kyA ! paMDitajI ke pAMDitya aura jIne ke taura-tarIke meM virodhAbhAsa hai| mujhe virodhAbhAsa kataI pasaMda nhiiN| jIvana to sApha-sapATa honA cAhie, jaise hAtha kI khulI hathelI, jaise khulA praaNgnn| AcAra aura vicAra ke bIca phAsalA yA durAva hone para tuma socoge kucha aura karanA kucha aura caahoge| jIvana meM Atma-damana hotA rhegaa| damita AtmA svayaM ke aMtaraMga meM sukha ke srota nahIM DhU~Dha sktii| usakI sthiti to spriMga jaisI hotI hai| spriMga ko dabAyA jAe daba jAtI hai aura hAtha haTAyA ki vaha dugune vega se uchala par3atI hai| dabAne para, damana karane para to aura parezAnI bar3hegI / maiM bhAvoM aura vicAroM ko dabAne ke pakSa meM nahIM huuN| pahale caraNa meM to yahI kahatA hU~ ki vicAroM ko samajho, phcaano| usake bAda hI unheM sudhArane kA koI sUtra DhUMr3hA jaae| vicAroM para isalie bola rahA hU~ ki dinabhara AdamI vicAroM kI udher3abuna meM rahatA hai| vaha socatA hI rahatA hai / jAgA hai taba to vicAra cala hI rahe haiM, magara nIMda meM sapanoM ke rUpa meM soca-vicAra cala rahA hai| hAlAMki yaha gItA, ye piTaka, ye veda, ye zAstra sabhI hara manuSya ko vicAra kI dazA se Upara uThane kI bAta kahate haiM, para kauna vicAroM se Upara uTha pAtA hai| vicAra se Upara uThanA hI to dhyAna kI avasthA hai, vyakti kI saMbodhi hai, saMbodhi kI suvAsa aura prakAza hai / lekina vyakti vicAroM se Upara uTha hI nahIM pAtA, nirvikAra aura nirvikalpa ho nahIM paataa| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vicAroM kI vipazyanA cUMki hama vicAroM aura ciMtana meM jIte haiM to kyoM na isa ciMtana ko naI dizA deM, vaha AyAma deM ki hamArA jIvana eka sakArAtmaka aura sRjanAtmaka rUpa lekara ubhare / hamArA jIvana binA kisI vyagratA ke, binA kisI Akroza aura Aveza ke, binA kisI tanAva ke sAnaMda sampanna ho ske| hamArA jIvana hamAre lie AnaMda, utsava aura mahotsava bana ske| utthAna, sRjana, prema aura AnaMda se bhare vicAroM ko apane jIvana meM rakhoge to hI dayA, karuNA aura prema pratibimbita hogaa| agara Apa apane ghara ke vAtAvaraNa ko bahuta hI saumya, nirmala aura paraspara tyAga karane vAlA banAnA cAhate haiM to ghara ke hara sadasya ko preraNA do ki vaha kabhI bhI galata vicAra na lAe / hamezA U~cI soca rkhe| apane baccoM ko, apane parivAra ko vaha saMskAra do ki ve U~cI soca ke svAmI baneM, samyak vicAroM ke samrATa baneM / mujhe yAda hai : rAjA miDAsa ne devatAoM kI prArthanA kI aura usakI laMbI prArthanA ko sunakara deva prasanna hue aura prakaTa hue| devatAoM ne prakaTa hokara kahA - miDAsa mA~go, tuma hamase kyA mA~ganA cAhate ho| samrATa ke vicAra to vaise hI hoMge jaisI usakI Asakti hogI, jaisI usakI mUrchA hogii| miDAsa ne devatAoM se mA~ga kI ki deva agara Apa vAkaI mujha para prasanna haiM to mujhe yaha varadAna do ki maiM jisa cIja ko chuUM vaha sone kI bana jAya / devatAoM ne varadAna de diyaa| miDAsa khuzI ke mAre phUlA nahIM samA rahA thaa| vaha socane lagA aba mere rAjya meM sone kI kamI nahIM rhegii| maiM jisa kisI cIja ko hAtha lagAU~, vaha sone kI bana jaayegii| vaha siMhAsana para baitthaa| usakA sparza hote hI siMhAsana sone kA ho gyaa| vaha pAgala sA ho gyaa| usake chUne se mahala kA kAyAkalpa ho gyaa| sabhI ora sonA hI sonA / usakI biTiyA ne jaba yaha camatkAra dekhA to vaha bhI khuzI se jhUma utthii| pitA ko batAne ke lie unake kakSa kI ora daudd'ii| kakSa meM pahu~cakara usane pitA ko gale lgaayaa| vaha apanI khuzI kA ijahAra bhI na kara pAI ki sone kI mUrti meM badala gaI / samrATa pahalI bAra cauMkA / saba khuziyA~ kAphUra ho gaIM, khuziyoM ke phUla kSaNabhara meM hI murajhA ge| bhUkha lagI to samrATa khAne baiThA, magara jaise hI bhojana ko For Personal & Private Use Only Page #56 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 46 ika sAdhe saba sadhe aMguliyoM kA sparza milA vaha sone meM tabdIla ho gyaa| miDAsa kAMpa utthaa| agara jyAdA sonA mila jAya to vaha bhI nirarthaka ho jAtA hai / samrATa ne eka bAra phira devoM se prArthanA kI aura kahA ki mujhe mApha kara do, kyoMki mere soca-vicAra kevala sone para kendrita the, sone ko hI maiM saba kucha samajhatA thA, mujhe kSamA kreN| eka aura ghaTanA yAda AtI hai jaba dhruva ke parivAra vAle usase nArAja the, sautelI mA~ phabtiyA~ kasatI thI, pitA pyAra se bolane ko rAjI na thA, mA~ bhI saMtuSTa na thii| taba dhruva ne bhagavAna viSNu se prArthanA kii| jaMgaloM meM jAkara kaThora tapasyA kI ki bhagavAna prasanna ho jAye, tAki usake parivAra ke rUThe sadasyoM ko manAyA jA ske| kahate haiM ki dhruva kI kaThora tapasyA aura tallInatA se abhibhUta hokara svayaM viSNu avatarita hue| bhagavAna ne kahA - dhruva, tuma jo cAho tumheM milegaa| tumhAre mana meM jo bhI icchA, tuma jisa vicAra ko lekara isa ArAdhanA ke lie baiThe ho, tumhArA vicAra pUrNa hogaa| bhagavAna viSNu ne kahA - vatsa aba apanI A~kheM kholo| dhrava ne A~kheM kholanI cAhIM, para A~kheM nahIM khulIM / viSNu ne apanA zaMkha dhruva ke hoThoM se sparza kraayaa| jaise hI sparza milA dhruva eka alaukika AnaMda, eka paramajJAna se abhimaMDita ho gyaa| dhruva kI A~kheM khulIM, lekina bhagavAna taba taka atadhyAna ho cuke the| dhruva ko aphasosa huA ki svayaM paramAtmA usake sAmane Ae, magara usane bhagavAna se kyA mA~ga liyaa| dhruva jIvanabhara yaha prAyazcita karatA rahA ki paramAtmA ko pAkara bhI vaha paramAtmA ko na pA skaa| ArAdhanA kI - lekina usake sahI pariNAma se vaMcita rhaa| paramAtmA ko pAkara bhI manuSya paramAtmA se vaMcita raha jAtA hai kyoMki hamArA soca-vicAra, hamAre ciMtana kI dazA aura dizA yA to paise se jur3I huI hai yA pada aura pratiSThA se / ye tIna hI dizAe~ haiM jinameM manuSya ke soca kI dhArAe~ bahatI rahatI haiN| merI samajha se to vyakti yadi apane soca ke prati, apane vicAroM ke prati jAgarUka ho rahA hai to yaha jAgRti usakI AtmA ke prati hI hai| tuma jina vicAroM ko rAta-dina jIte ho, tumhArI samajha to unake prati bhI nahIM hai, tabhI to tuma kahate ho yaha sabase karIbI mitra hai, sabase karIbo duzmana For Personal & Private Use Only Page #57 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vicAroM kI vipazyanA 47 hai| agara sadvicAroM ke mArga para cala rahe ho to ve vicAra tumhAre mitra haiM aura durvicAroM ke mArga para bar3ha gae to vahI vicAra tumhAre zatru haiN| zatrutA aura mitratA donoM ke dharAtala hamAre apane mastiSka meM haiN| prema aura krodha donoM ke dharAtala, donoM kI UrjA-zaktiyA~ hamAre apane hI pAsa haiN| agara Apa prema karate haiM, to yaha mata samajho ki aisA karake Apa kisI dUsare ko apanA banA rahe haiN| AdamI jitanI dera prema se bharA huA rahegA, utanI hI dera vaha prasannatA aura muskAna se sarAbora rhegaa| usake mastiSka kI kozikAe~ utanI hI svastha aura hRSTa-puSTa rheNgii| agara bAra-bAra krodha kara rahe ho, Aveza se bhara rahe ho, uttejanA se grasita ho rahe ho, to mastiSka kI kozikAe~ jarjarita hI hoNgii| agara koI vyakti yaha cAhatA hai usakA mastiSka hRSTa-puSTa aura svastha rahe to pahalA sUtra yahI apanAe ki Apa kisI taraha kA tanAva nahIM rakheMge, krodha nahIM kareMge, na hI Aveza se bhareMge aura sadA svastha aura prasanna rheNge| sAMsArika kAryoM ke prabhAvoM se mukta ho - maiM to apanI mastI meM masta / ghara meM sAsa-bahU lar3e unakA bhAgya ! maiM kyoM nArAja hoU~ ? vicAra-parivartana, unake prati taTasthatA bhI sudhAra kA mArga ho sakatA hai / krodhI AdamI kA peTa kabhI pUrA nahIM bharatA, vaha to hamezA bhUkhA hI rahatA hai / jo AdamI zAMta-saumya hRdaya kA svAmI hai usa vyakti ko kabhI bhUkha nahIM satAtI, kyoMki bhUkha kI anubhUti karane vAlA to tRpta rahatA hai| caMcalatA zAMta ho cukI hai| jo mana rUpa ko dekhakara vikala ho rahA thA vaha mana to saumya ho cukA hai, vaha mana satyam-zivam-suMdaram kA saMvAhaka ho cukA hai| apane vicAroM ke ghara ko sjaao| jaise apane kamare ko sajAte ho, aise hI apane bhItara ke ghara ko sjaao| jaise ghara meM aMdherA hone para dIyA jalAte ho, balba jalAte ho aise hI apane antarghaTa meM ujjvala vicAroM ke, samyak vicAroM ke, saMtulita aura samagra vicAroM ke dIye rozana karo / manuSya ke bhItara kucha acche vicAra hote haiM unako kaise bar3hAyA jAya, unako jIvana meM Acarita kiyA jAya, isake prati sajagatA cAhie / jaise-jaise ghara meM dIye jalate jAte haiM vaise-vaise aMdherA kama hotA jAtA hai, vaise hI antarghaTa meM sahI aura samyak vicAroM ke Ane para bure vicAra svayaM nikalate cale jAte haiN| bare For Personal & Private Use Only Page #58 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 48 ika sAdhe saba sadhe vicAroM ko acche vicAroM ke dvArA saMskArita kareM, jaise z2ahara ko amRta ke dvArA saMskArita kiyA jAtA hai| hama apane vicAroM ko U~cA banAe~, U~cA uThAe~ / saundarya se prema kareM, apane vicAroM ko suMdara banAe~ / saundarya burI cIja nahIM hai, saundarya to prabhu kA varadAna hai / lekina saundarya kA yaha artha nahIM ki kisI sundara cehare ko dekhakara mana meM vikRti laao| kisI acche saMgIta ko sunakara apane hozohavAsa hI kho baiTho, acchI khuzabU ke pIche phUloM ko DAla se hI alaga kara do| jo saundarya se prema karane vAlA hai, anivAryata: zivatva se prema karegA hI, satya se prema karegA hii| vaha usI saundarya se prema karegA jisameM ziva aura satya kA nivAsa hogaa| vaha saundarya hI kyA jo mithyA ho, jisa para kRtrimatA kA AvaraNa ho| hamArA hara kRtya sundara honA cAhie, hara vicAra suMdara honA caahie| satyam-zivam-suMdaram kA apane jIvana meM Acamana karane vAlA vyakti hiMsA nahIM karegA, corI nahIM kregaa| hiMsA svayaM meM kukRtya hai / sukRtya ho to saundarya hogA, lekina kukRtya hai isalie usameM saundarya kA nivAsa bhI nahIM hai| apane jIvana ko saundaryamaya banAie, hara kukRtya se, hara asat vicAra se jIvana ko bcaaie| agara tuma cAhate ho U~ce vicAroM ke svAmI baneM to pahalI bAta yahI ki tuma Aveza yA udvega meM vicAra mata kro| jisa kSaNa tumheM lagatA hai ki tuma tanAva se grasta ho, kisI bhI biMdu para nirNaya mata kro| agara lagatA hai ki isa samaya hamArA dimAg2a nirNaya lene meM pUrI taraha samartha nahIM hai, to spaSTa kaha do ki abhI maiM isa biMdu para vicAra nahIM karanA caahtaa| abhI merA mastiSka asvastha hai| tanAva, Aveza yA udvega kI dazA meM jaba bhI soca-vicAra karane ke lie baiThoge, ApakA soca-vicAra pUrI taraha se galata hogaa| taba ApakA koI bhI nirNaya sahI nirNaya nahIM ho sktaa| taba vaha nirNaya Apake Aveza kA hogA, Apake krodha kA hogA, vaha abhivyakti Apake uttejanA kI hogii| nirNaya dene se pahale dUsare pakSa ko bhI dhyAna pUrvaka sunA jAe / ghara pahu~ce aura patA calA ki ApakI patnI ApakI mA~ ke bAre meM ulTA-sIdhA kaha rahI hai, Apane pUrA sunA-na-sunA aura isa nirNaya para pahu~ca gae ki mA~ galata hai| tuma mA~ para For Personal & Private Use Only Page #59 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vicAroM kI vipazyanA 49 Aga-babUlA ho jAte ho / usa samaya tumhArA karttavya thA ki tuma mA~ ke pakSa ko bhI sunte| ho sakatA hai patnI kI zikAyata sahI ho, magara galatI kabhI ekataraphA nahIM hotI / tuma patnI ko bhI suno aura mA~ ko bhii| donoM ko sunane ke bAda tumheM apanI ora se jo kucha bhI kahanA ho, pyAra se kaha ddaalo| tumhAre usa nirNaya meM, usa abhivyakti meM ugratA nahIM hogI, krodha aura Aveza nahIM hogaa| usa udgAra meM tumhArI sahI soca mukharita hogii| kSaNa cAhe acche hoM yA bure, nirNaya lete samaya pUrA-pUrA viveka rakhA jaay| agara ugratA ke paloM meM Apane koI nirNaya le liyA to yaha nirNaya pazcAtApa kA sababa bana sakatA hai / mujhe yAda hai bahuta purAnI kahAnI hai - kahate haiM samrATa zreNika apanI sukha-zayyA para soyA huA thaa| usake pAsa hI usakI mahArAnI celanA bhI so rahI thii| tIvra ThaMDa kA mausama thaa| rajAiyoM meM bhI sardI nahIM rukatI thii| acAnaka rAnI kA hAtha rajAI se bAhara nikala gayA aura sardI se ThiThura gyaa| rAnI ke mu~ha se nikalA ! oha ! unakA kyA hotA hogA, ve kaise rAta gujArate hoNge| saMyoga kI bAta ki celanA ke ina maMda svaroM ko samrATa ne suna liyaa| samrATa saMdeha se ghira gyaa| usane socA, rAnI celanA kA kisI ke sAtha saMbaMdha hai, isake zabda sApha-sApha yaha bAta kaha rahe haiN| agale hI dina samrATa ne rAjamahala kA tyAga kara diyaa| usane apane putra abhayakumAra ko jo usakA maMtrI bhI thA, Adeza diyA ki kisI ko kAnoM-kAna khabara na ho aura rAjamahala ko Aga lagA dI jAya / vaha cauMkA rAjamahala meM to merI mA~ hai para kyA kiyA jAe, samrATa kA, pitA kA Adeza thaa| usa samaya loga pitA ke Adeza para kucha bhI kara sakate the, vanavAsa bhI le lete the| Aja to pitAoM ko vanavAsa na de deM to balihArI hai| abhayakumAra kazamakaza meM thaa| eka tarapha pitA kA Adeza aura dUsarI ora aniSTa kI AzaMkA / lekina usane itanA hI kahA - jaisA samrATa kA aadesh| samrAT vahA~ se bhagavAna mahAvIra ke sabhAmaMDapa meM pahu~ce / bhagavAna kA upadeza cala rahA thaa| mahAvIra ne carcA ke daurAna kahA, tumhArI rAnI celanA dhanya hai, usakA satItva, usake vicAra dhanya haiM / isa taraha ke vicAra samrATa ne sune, vaha cauMkA ki bhagavAna celanA ke lie aisI bAta kaha rahe haiM vaha celanA jisake For Personal & Private Use Only Page #60 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 50 lie maiMne yaha ghaTanAcakra racA, vaha jo kulaTA hai I samrATa ne jijJAsA pragaTa kI, taba bhagavAna ne kahA tuma nAsamajha ho samrATa ! tumhAre pAsa itanI bhI socane kI kSamatA nahIM ki eka mahArAnI kyoM kisI se aise saMbaMdha rkhegii| tumane yaha usI se kyoM na pUchA ? maiM tumheM batAtA hU~ / daraasala kala zAma ko jaba vaha merI sabhA se vApasa jA rahI thI, to rAste meM usane eka saMta ko eka pA~va para khar3e hokara tapasyA karate dekhA / saMta nirvastra the / celanA ne use praNAma kiyA aura mahala pahu~ca gii| rAta ko sote samaya jaba celanA kA hAtha baMda kamare meM rajAI se bAhara nikalA to use sardI kI pracaMDatA mahasUsa huii| vaha socane lagI ki jaba merI yaha hAlata hai to unakI kyA hAlata hogI / saMta Atmasthita haiM, yaha jAnakara usake antarhRdaya meM zraddhA kA bhAva jAga par3A / T eka sAdhe saba sadhe I samrATa mahala kI ora lpkaa| vaha sihara uThA ki kahIM Aga to nahIM lagA dI gaI / vaha jAnatA thA abhayakumAra kabhI usake Adeza kI avahelanA nahIM karatA thA / unhoMne AdhA hI rAstA taya kiyA thA ki abhayakumAra mila gyaa| samrATa ne pUchA, tUne kahIM Aga to nahIM lagA dI / abhayakumAra ne kahA prabhu maiMne Aga lagA dI hai| samrATa gir3agir3Ane lagA yaha to mujhase bhayaMkara aparAdha ho gayA / usa satI ke sAtha yaha maiMne kyA kara ddaalaa| beTe ne kahA pitAzrI, ciMtA mata kIjie / maiM jAnatA thA Apane jarUra koI aisA nirNaya liyA hai jise lete samaya ApakA soca, ApakA ciMtana nizcita hI krodhita aura udvigna rahA hogA, tabhI Apane aisA phaisalA liyA hai| isaliye maiMne Aga bahuta dUra lagAI hai, jise mahala taka pahu~cate-pahu~cate vakta laga jaaegaa| samrATa ne sunA to rAhata kI sAMsa lii| unhoMne Aga bujhAne ke Adeza de diye / For Personal & Private Use Only - hama apane meM TaToleM kiM kahIM aisI Aga hamane bhI to nahIM lagA DAlI hai / apane hI asad vicAroM kI Aga, apane hI nikRSTa soca kI Aga / acchA hogA Aja kI rAta Apa apane vicAroM se jur3eM, unheM parakheM, apanI soca kI samIkSA kareM aura dekheM ki kisa taraha kI soca bhItara calatI hai / kisa taraha ke vicAra uThate haiN| kyA aise koI sakArAtmaka sUtra, koI sRjanAtmaka dRSTikoNa hai -- Page #61 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ vicAroM kI vipazyanA jise apanAkara maiM apane vicAroM ko nirmala, saumya aura sukhada banA pAU~ / yadi aisA ho to sAdA jIvana ucca vicAra aura ciMtana yahI ApakI AstikatA kI pahacAna hogI, yahI ApakI antara AtmA ke abhyutthAna kA eka sIdhA-sAdA, saumya aura vyAvahArika mA hogaa| apanI ora se itanA hI nivedana kara rahA huuN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #62 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana ho mauna, hRdaya ho jAgrata [ saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira, ajamera; 8-6-96, prazna-samAdhAna] . jaba gahare dhyAna meM praveza karate haiM to zvAsa kSINa aura zarIra jar3a hone lagatA hai, kabhI-kabhI pratIta hotA hai zarIra bahuta sthUla ho gayA hai, kabhI ati sUkSmatA mahasUsa hotI hai| aisA kyoM? zarIra bhautika padArthoM kI jIvaMta kRti hai| zarIra jIvana kA AdhAra hai| zarIra se jIvana kI bhASA prArambha hotI hai| isane hameM mUrta rUpa de rakhA hai| zarIra se tuma mukta ho jAo, zarIra-bhAva prakSINa ho jAye, to tumhIM nirAkAra brahma hue, videha-mukti ko upalabdha hue| zvAsa zarIra kA AdhAra hai| zvAsa to setu hai - antarjagat aura bahirjagat ke bIca kA / zvAsa tumhArA prANa hai, zvAsa prANoM kA poSaka hai| zvAsa kI saMtulitatA aura layabaddhatA zarIra kI svasthatA aura layabaddhatA hai| zvAsa lar3akhar3AyI yAnI zarIra ldd'khdd'aayaa| zvAsa to mAno jIvana kI nIMva For Personal & Private Use Only Page #63 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana ho mauna, hRdaya ho jAgrata hai / sUkSma se sthUla ke bIca kA setu hai, saMyojaka hai, saMvAhaka hai | zarIra-sthUla hai, mahAprANa sUkSma hai / mahAprANa se hI zarIra saMcAlita hai / mahAprANa aura zarIra donoM ke bIca prANadhArA ko jor3ane kA kAma zvAsa kA hai / zarIra ke vyartha ke kArbana-paramANuoM ko bhItara se bAhara ulIcanA aura bAhara ke jIvana- poSaka oNksIjana-paramANuoM ko bhItara taka pahu~cAnA zvAsa kA yahI kAma hai, yahI usakA karmayoga hai / 53 zvAsa bhItara ke jagat kI ora jA rahI pagaDaMDI hai / tuma isake sahAre bhItara taka utara sakate ho / zvAsa sUkSma hai, para dhyAna ke lie to zvAsa bhI sthUla hI hai / zvAsa ke jariye tuma bhItara kI ora yAtrA karate ho / zvAsa para svayaM ko kendrita karake sthUloM meM jo sabase sUkSma hai, usa para tuma svayaM ko lA rahe ho / zvAsa para jaise-jaise sajagatA bar3hegI, zvAsa para ekAgra hone kI jaise-jaise pakar3a bar3hegI, zvAsa para tumhArA kendrIkaraNa aura trATaka hogA, mana kI ucchRMkhalatA para bhI svata: hI niyantraNa hotA lagegA / kendrIkaraNa ke pahale caraNa meM to mana aura bhar3akegA, bhaTakatA huA lagegA, jaise kisI bandara ko pakar3A jA rahA ho, para zvAsa para hone vAlI ekAgratA mana ko ekAgra kara detI / zvAsa-vijaya dUsare arthoM meM manovijaya kA hI sUtra hai / "jaba gahare dhyAna meM praveza karate haiM, to zvAsa kSINa aura zarIra jar3a hone lagatA hai / " zvAsa kA sambandha zarIra ke sAtha hai, kyoMki zvAsa zarIra kA prANa hai / tumhAre bhItara prANoM kA prANa virAjamAna hai| zvAsa to sthUla prANa hai zvAsa koI jIvana thor3e hI hai| zvAsa to jIvana kI abhivyakti bhara hai / dhyAna meM zvAsa ke jariye praveza karate haiM, para dhyAna meM praveza hI tabhI hotA hai, jaba tuma zarIra-bhAva, samAja-bhAva, saMsAra-bhAva, manobhAva se svayaM ko vilaga dekho / zarIra se tumhArA tAdAtmya zithila hotA hai, to zarIra tumheM sthUla yA sUkSma kucha bhI mahasUsa ho sakatA hai / zarIra kA sUkSma-sthUla, bhArI - halkA mahasUsa hone ke mAyane hI yaha hai ki tumane zarIra ko svayaM se alaga dekhA / zarIra ko svayaM se vilaga dekhanA, svayaM ko alaga dekhanA, dhyAna kI zuruAta hai / zarIra ke prati rahane vAlI Asakti aura mUrcchA ko tor3anA dhyAna kI pahalI sArthaka saphalatA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #64 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 54 eka sAdhe saba sadhe zarIra ke sAtha rahane vAlI tAdAtmya-sattA ke kAraNa hI zvAsa aura zarIra donoM Abaddha haiN| tuma hRdaya-guhA meM praveza kara gaye, dhyAna gaharA utara gayA, antara-sAgara meM utara hI gaye, to zvAsa kI gati atyanta sUkSma aura manda ho jaaegii| itanI manda-zAnta hogI ki phephar3oM ko Antarika UrjA hI saMcAlita karatI rhegii| yaha samAdhi kA hI eka rUpa hai| yaha cIja ghaTita ho, to mana kI icchAe~ to kama hoMgI hI, zarIra kI jarUrateM bhI kama hoNgii| dhyAna se niSpanna UrjA, zarIra ko sakriya aura cArja kara degii| bhojana-pAnI se jo sphUrti, tAz2agI aura tAqata milatI hai, dhyAnayoga tumheM vaha viTAmina de jaaegaa| mAna lo, abhI tumheM pyAsa aura bhUkha yA thakAna mahasUsa hotI hogI, zarIra zithila-asvastha lagatA hogA, para dhyAnayoga kI eka baiThaka, usakI eka cUMTI, tumheM tRpta kara degI, Urjasvita, sphUrta aura adhika sazakta kara degii| zarIra-bhAva se alaga hone ke kAraNa hI zvAsa aura zarIra halkA, sUkSma yA sthUla mahasUsa hotA hai| dhyAna pUrA huA, sAgara kI gaharAI meM gotA khAkara vApasa kinAre para Aye, sahaja dazA meM, zvAsa aura zarIra vApasa usI avasthA meM A jAte haiM, jaise pahale the, para isa sabane zarIra aura zvAsa ko eka alaga hI zAnti sukUna diyA, svAsthya aura Ananda pradAna kiyaa| zvAsa aura zarIra ke bIca eka pulakabharI layabaddhatA vikasita huii| hama kucha naye hokara bAhara aaye| phira muskarAoge to usa muskAna meM bhI vaisI gaharAI hogI, jaisI gaharAI dhyAna meM rahI hogii| tumhArI A~kha se bahe pAnI meM bhI eka gaharAI hogii| vANI meM bhI, vyavahAra meM bhI dama hogaa| sabake bIca tuma apanA alaga hI vajUda rakhoge, alaga hI pahacAna / tumhArI gaharAI tumheM U~cA utthaaegii| gahare utaro, aura gahare, itane gahare ki 'maNiratnam' hamAre hAtha hoM, hama hamAre sAtha hoM, saMskAra-dhArA kA tirobhAva ho| deha-bhAva kA vilIna honA niHzreyas kI ora uThA sahI-sArthaka kadama For Personal & Private Use Only Page #65 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana ho mauna, hRdaya ho jAgrata 55 prabhu zrI, dhyAna meM nAcanA, mastI meM jhUma uThanA kyoM aura kaise hotA hai? hama jaba kucha logoM ko nAcate hue dekhate haiM to saba nATaka lagatA hai| lagegA hI; mIrA aura kabIra ke ghara vAloM ko bhI lagA thaa| caitanya ke celoM ko bhI lagA thaa| jinake bhI hRdaya meM nRtya umar3A, unase jur3e logoM ko yaha saba nATaka hI lagA, pAgalapana hI lgaa| pahale tuma unheM nATaka lage, aba ve tumheM nATaka lagane lge| nATaka hI hai donoM - eka bArAta ke bIca kA nATaka aura dUsarA giradhara ko pAne kA, rAma kI dulahaniyA ho jAne kA nATaka / __ jaba bhI koI mIrA nAcI hai, to loga usa para haMse hI haiN| duniyA aura kara hI kyA sakatI hai, sivA ha~sane-ha~sAne ke, ThaTThA-majAka karane ke / rANA kyA kama ha~sA mIrA para, kyA kaba phabatiyA~ kasI thIM? para usakA dIvAnApana itanA jabaradasta ki bhale hI nAcanA na Aye, A~gana Ter3hA ho, para nAca phUTa hI par3A, hRdaya ko kaise rokoge ! kabhI, jaba tuma bArAta meM baiMDa ke Age nAcate ho, jarA kabhI unase pUchA ki tuma nAca kyoM aura kaise rahe ho, vo kaheMge kyoM aura kaise kA to mAlUma nahIM, basa tAla chir3A aura pA~va thiraka pdd'e| bhUla hI gaye lokalAja, bhUla hI gaye ki makAna meM nahIM, sar3aka para haiM, sar3aka para nAcanA koI sabhya AdamI kA kAma nahIM hai, para kyA kareM nAcanA ho hI jAtA hai / dhyAna jaba prema meM, bhakti meM pariNita hotA hai, to vahI hRdaya kA utsava bana jAtA hai / utsava meM AdamI nAcegA hii| dhyAna agara korA dhyAna hI banA rahe, sAkSI kA dhyAna, sajagatA kA dhyAna, to nRtya umar3a Aye, kama sambhAvanA hai| dhyAna jaise hI hRdaya-tala kA sparza karegA, hRdaya zraddhA aura Ananda kA AdhAra hai, prema kA kendra hai, ahobhAva umar3a hI aaegaa| A~khoM se A~suoM ke nirjhara baha hI sakate haiM, karatAla baja hI sakate haiM, pA~va thiraka hI sakate haiM, yahI to dhyAna kA bhakti ho jAnA huaa| dhyAna meM jaise hI tuma auroM se bekhabara hue aura hRdaya se rUbarU hue ki kucha-na-kucha phUTegA, umdd'egaa| aba vaha kyA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #66 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 56 phUTegA, kucha kahA nahIM jA sktaa| vaha nRtya eka alaga hI rUpa liye hogA, ve A~sU eka alaga hI rUpa liye hoMge, ve A~sU eka alaga hI bhAva liye hoMge, vaha pIr3A eka alaga hI abhIpsA liye hogI / yaha 'apUrva' sthiti hai, adbhuta sthiti dhyAna aura bhakti ke sAmaMjasya kI jIvaMta ghaTanA / eka aisA camatkAra jisa para duniyA ha~segI, jabaki tuma usase ekalaya, ekarasa hue, jisake lie dhyAna se jur3e ho / - ika sAdhe saba sadhe dhyAna eka alaga mArga hai, bhakti eka alaga mArga hai / akelA dhyAna sajagatA hai, mauna hai, zUnya hai, bodha hai, akelI bhakti nAma-japa hai, dhuna hai, tIrthoM aura maMdiroM meM hara roja kI AvAja hI hai / dhyAna aura bhakti donoM eka ho jAyeM, to jIvana korI ekAgratA nahIM, varan ekAgratA kA ullAsa ho jAegA / kevala zAMti nahIM, varan zAMti kA utsava ho jaaegaa| para hA~, yaha saba karane se nahIM hotA, yaha anAyAsa ghaTatA hai / dhyAna aura bhakti kA milApa eka Akasmika ghaTanA hai / maiMne svayaM meM aisA Ananda, aisA bhAvanRtya, aisA ahobhAva, aisI mastI ko umar3ate hue dekhA hai, jAnA hai, jIyA hai / I para hA~, jo loga dhyAna meM praveza karane se pahale nAcate - jhUmate haiM, vaha eka alaga abhyAsa hai, usake bAre meM mujhe kucha nahIM khnaa| jisakI jo mauj| para maiM jisa bhAva kI bAta karatA hU~, vaha hara kisI ke sAtha ghaTe hI, koI jarUrI nahIM hai| ghaTa bhI sakatA hai, nahIM bhI ghaTa sakatA / dhyAna manuSya ko mahAvIratva kI ora, buddhatva kI ora bhI bar3hA sakatA hai aura caitanya aura mIrA kI ora bhI / dhyAna apanI gaharAI meM, hameM jisa mahAguhA meM le jAnA cAhe, jAne hI diyA jAe; patA nahIM kauna kaise pahu~ca jaae| 1 dhyAna kisI ko mahAvIra kI zAMta mUrti banA de, kisI ke lie buddhatva kA kamala ho jAye, kisI ko mIrA kI taraha nRtyamaya kara de; eka ke lie dUsarA nATaka ho sakatA hai, para svayaM ke lie vaha svayaM kI pUrNatA hai / prajJA ke mArga se calane vAle loga sajagatA aura Atma-niyantraNapUrvaka Age bar3hate haiM, hRdaya se calane vAle loga thiraka uTheM, to koI Azcarya nahIM / mIrA kA hRdaya hue nahIM aura aise hI dekhA-dekhI karane lage, to vaha nATaka hI / aise nATaka se baca For Personal & Private Use Only Page #67 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana ho mauna, hRdaya ho jAgrata sako, to acchA hI hai / vajra hRdaya ko komala ho jAnA cAhiye, phUla ho jAnA cAhiye aura jo komala hRdaya haiM, unheM nirlipta ho jAnA caahiye| yaha eka gura hai / jo paMDita haiM, bhakta ho jAyeM aura jo bhakta haiM, unheM dhyAnI ho jAnA cAhiye / rAvaNa jaba bhajana meM magana huA, bhakti meM nAca hI uThA, jhUma hI uThA, to usakA yaha nartana hI use tIrthaMkaratva kA sUtra de gayA / jaina kahate haiM ki rAvaNa bhI, bhaviSya meM hone vAle tIrthaMkaroM meM eka hai / paMDita jaba bhakta ho jAeMge, mastiSka se hRdaya meM A jAeMge, to tIrthaMkaratva svayaM aMkurita ho jAtA hai / Aja jarUrata buddhimAnoM ko hRdayavAn banAne kI hai / mana se hRdaya, aura phira hRdaya se sahasrAra - yahI mArga hai / mana ke cakravyUha se bacane ke lie, mukta hone ke lie hRdaya meM praveza kareM / hRdaya jaba hamArA ghara ho jAye, to hRdaya se Upara uTha jaayeN| brahmakamala aise hI khilatA hai, aisA hI mArga lagatA hai / 57 mana ho mauna aura hRdaya ho jAgrata, jIvana ko svarga banAne kI yaha cAbI hai, kuMjI hai / bagaira hRdaya kA AdamI bujhA huA dIyA hai, patthara kA iMsAna hai I * pUjya gurujI, kabhI-kabhI lagatA hai nAr3iyA~, zarIra saba TUTa jAegA, avyakta tanAva-sA pratIta hotA hai, usa kSaNa meM kyA kiyA jAe kyoMki taba dhyAna gahana hotA hai aura ekadama cetanA ke vApasa Ane se sira bhArI-bhArI ho jAtA hai| dhyAna eka prakriyA hai, gahare artha meM prasUti jaisI hI prakriyA samajho ise / prasUti koI aise hI nahIM ho jAtI / samaya kI eka lambI dUrI taya karanI par3atI hai, mitalI uThatI hai, pIr3A janamatI hai, bhItara garbha meM halana calana hotI hai aura yaha saba parIkSA ke rUpa meM hotI hai / yaha mAtRtva ko janma dene kI, saMtati ko janma dene kI eka prakriyA hai / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #68 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 58 ika sAdhe saba sadhe aba, jaba svayaM ko punarjanma denA ho, to bhItara to aisA paripAka hogA hI / aisA hotA hai, isalie cintita hone jaisI koI bAta nahIM hai / kucheka kA garbha kAla aisA hotA hai ki patA bhI na cale aura ArAma se paripAka ho jAtA hai| kucheka ke lie prasUti itanI pIr3AdAyI aura ghuTana bharI hotI hai ki mAno kisI ko janma dene ke lie nArI ne apanA jIvana hI mRtyu kI Dagara para khar3A kara diyA ho| "kabhI-kabhI lagatA hai ki nAr3iyA~, zarIra saba TUTa jAegA, atyanta tanAva-sA pratIta hotA hai"| TUTatA kucha nahIM hai / dhyAna se kisI kA zarIra nahIM TUTA hai| zarIra ke prati rahane vAlA bhAva, mUrchA bhale hI TUTa jAye, zarIra nahIM TUTatA / nAr3iyA~ TUTatI nahIM haiM, nAr3iyoM meM atirikta UrjA kA ekatrIkaraNa ho sakatA hai / tuma kahate ho 'avyakta tanAva-sA mahasUsa hotA hai| tumane dhyAna meM to praveza kiyA, magara mana ko pahale zithila nahIM kiyaa| tanAva bhare mana se dhyAna meM utare / dhyAna meM praveza karane se pahale mana ko hara tanAva se dUra khar3A kro| aura isake lie hI do taraha kI prakriyA hai| eka hai kAyotsarga aura dUsarI hai tanAvotsarga / kAyotsarga zarIra ke tanAva aura darda ko visarjita karane ke lie hai, thakAvaTa se rAhata pAne ke lie hai, jabaki tanAvotsarga mana ko, zarIra ke roma-roma aura aMga-aMga ko prasannatA se bhara dene ke lie hai| tanAvotsarga khilAvaTa kI vidhi hai| hA~, Apake lie sujhAva hai ki Apa dhyAna aura prANAyAma karate vakta tIvra zvAsa-prazvAsa ko, kapAla bhastrikA ko tabhI kareM jaba Apako lage ki mana zAnta ho hI nahIM rahA hai| kapAla bhastrikA mana kI ucchaMkhalatA ko coTa pahu~cAne ke lie hai| tIvra zvAsa-prazvAsa se mana kucha dera ke lie vilIna ho hI jAtA hai| eka bAta aura, dhyAna-yoga meM kabhI bhI akar3akara mata baittho| sIdhe baiTho, magara ,Tha kI taraha akar3akara nahIM / sahajatA se dhyAna meM praveza karo aura sahajatA se hI dhyAna kI baiThaka ko pUrA hone do / prANAyAma para tabhI taka dhyAna diyA jAnA cAhiye, jaba taka dhyAna kA gura hAtha na lge| dhyAna kA gura hAtha For Personal & Private Use Only Page #69 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ mana ho mauna, hRdaya ho jAgrata lagane para maMda zvAsa aura dIrgha zvAsa hI prANAyAma kA sahI prArUpa hogaa| sajagatA para dhyAna do / sajagatA hI saMbodhi kI, saMbodhi-dhyAna kI, vipazyanA kI AtmA hai / vRttiyoM ke prati sajagatA aura unakI abhivyakti kI sambhAvanA lage, to abhivyakti meM viveka kI dRSTi, viveka kI cetanA kA, samajha kA pUrA-pUrA upayoga ho| pUchate haiM ki "taba dhyAna gahana hotA hai aura ekadama cetanA ke vApasa Ane se sira bhArI-bhArI ho jAtA hai', dhyAna kA gahana honA zubha hai, para usa gahanatA meM bhI hamArA hoza aura jJAtA-dRSTA-rUpa barakarAra rahe / dhyAna kA pA~cavA~ caraNa, aMtima caraNa sahaja sthiti taka Ane ke lie hI hai| sahaja sthiti ke mAyane haiM pUrNa vizrAma / kevala svayaM ke sampUrNa astitva meM, svarUpa meM, zarIra meM cetanAgata UrjA kA saMcAra hone ke lie yaha pAvana avasara hai, amRta avasara / hA~, agara sira meM bhArIpana lage, to svayaM ko pA~ca minaTa ke lie sira se haTA leM, aura hRdaya kI ora svayaM ko niDhAla ho lene deN| hRdaya meM sthita ho jaaeN| hRdaya svayaM zAMti aura Ananda kA, prema aura zraddhA kA ghara hai| vahA~ A jaayeN| dhyAna meM hI nahIM, varan jaba bhI sira meM tanAva mahasUsa ho, zarIra meM thakAvaTa aura saMtrAsa mahasUsa ho, dasa-bIsa dIrgha zvAsa leM aura mana ko prasannatA se bharakara hRdaya meM A jAe~ / hRdaya kI chA~va bar3I zItala hai, sukhada hai, saumya hai / hRdaya ko tuma madhyabindu samajho / madhyama mArga smjho| yaha hara ati kI Aga se hameM bacA letA hai / hRdaya saMbodhi ke Ananda kA janmadAtA hai| phira bhI, Apa mahAnubhAva mujhase bAda meM mila leM / muskarAe~, samAdhAna ApakI hathelI meM hogaa| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #70 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hRdaya ke khulate dvAra [ saMbodhi dhyAna-zivira, ajamera, 9-6- 96, pravacana ] me rA lakSya jIvana hai / jIvana ko jAnane ke prati hone vAlI jijJAsA se hI vAstavika dharma kA janma hotA hai| dharma kA prArambha kisI pustaka se nahIM, varan jIvana se hai / jIvana se hI dharma kA zubhAraMbha honA cAhie aura dharma ke mArga se gujarane ke bAda hamAre anubhava, hamAre pariNAma, jo sampAdita hoM vahI jIvana ke anubhava aura jIvana kI kitAba bana jAe / pustakIya jJAna kevala buddhi aura mastiSka kA vikAsa karatA hai / isase jIvana meM vaha phUla nahIM khilegA jisakI suvAsa se vAtAvaraNa surabhita hotA hai, paryAvaraNa praphullita hotA hai, jIvana kusumita aura Anandita hotA hai / sampUrNa jagata meM mahAna - se- mahAna zAstra upalabdha haiM, lekina unheM par3hane ke lie manuSya ke pAsa phursata nahIM hai aura agara samaya hai bhI to For Personal & Private Use Only Page #71 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hRdaya ke khulate dvAra ina kitAboM ko apane jIvana meM Acarita karane kA saMkalpa aura dRSTikoNa nahIM hai| ina mahAna zAstroM ke atirikta eka zAstra aura bhI hai jo hamAre AsapAsa racita hai / ve zAstra havA ke jhoMkoM se DolAyamAna ina phUloM aura paudhoM para likhe ghAsa ke choTe-se-choTe tinake kA bhI apanA maulika astitva hai / jaba hamArI maMgala-maitrI, antar-prema, Atmika prema vistRta hotA hai taba hamAre astitva kI virATatA khuda hI AtmasAt hone lagatI hai| usa sthiti meM kevala paramAtmA se hI prema nahIM hotA, hara insAna se bhI prema hotA hai / taba insAna hI nahIM, jAnavara, paudhe, pakSI, phUla sabhI prema ke pAtra ho jAte haiN| nadI, jharane, pahAr3a bhI achUte nahIM raha pAte / ve bhI priya hote haiN| maitrIpUrNa dRSTikoNa se yadi murajhAe hue puSpa ke pAsa gae to vaha bhI puna: prANavAna aura jIvaMta ho jaaegaa| vahIM agara vipanna-khinna hRdaya se kisI khile hue phUla ke pAsa jAo, to vaha phUla bhI Apako sUkha nahIM degaa| maMgala maitrI kA vistAra jIvana ke prati vidhAyaka dRSTikoNa rakhane se hotA hai / padArtha kI pUjA dvitIya hai; jIvana sarvocca hai / jIvana ke vizleSaNa se hI jIvana meM adhyAtma kA abhyudaya hotA hai| jIvana cAhe svayaM kA ho yA anya kisI kA, jIvana ko par3heM, jIvana sabase bar3A zAstra hai| jIvana ko nihAreM, kyoMki isase adhika sauMdaryapUrNa, prItikara aura maMgalamaya tattva anya nahIM hai| jIvana se prema karo kyoMki isase bar3hakara prema yogya anya padArtha nahIM hai| jahA~-jahA~ cetanA kI saMbhAvanA hai, vahA~ sarvatra jIvana hai| bAhya rUpa se to jIvana bahata lIlAmaya, rAsa bharA aura sakhI dikhAI detA hai, lekina jaba bhI kisI kI antarAtmA meM jhA~kate haiM to pAte haiM vaha kitanA dukhI aura avasAdagrasta hai| yaha dukha cAroM ora phailA huA hai / jidhara aura jitanI dUra nigAha uThAoge vahA~ duHkha hI paaoge| aura duHkha bhI aisA jisameM sukha DhU~r3hate haiN| parapIr3A kA sukha / manuSya ne apane vinAza kA pUrA intaz2Ama kara rakhA hai| eka aNu bama eka tihAI pRthvI ko naSTa karane meM sakSama hai aura For Personal & Private Use Only Page #72 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe aise haz2AroM bama manuSya ne banA rakhe haiN| agara ina bamoM kA visphoTa ho gayA to pRthvI para prANI nAma kI cIz2a hI nahIM bacegI, jIvana nAma kA tattva hI nahIM rahegA / vinAza ke itane intaz2Ama haiN| jIvana kA kitanA intaz2Ama hai yaha socane jaisA hai| yahI vaha bAta hai jisakA hameM cintana-manana karanA I 62 manuSya kI mUla pravRttiyA~ usake hI anta:karaNa meM haiN| sabhI duSpravRttiyA~ usake apane mana meM haiM / yahIM krodha, hiMsA, vyabhicAra kI gA~TheM haiM / tanAva aura TakarAva hai / kyoM na hama apaneM bhItara kA nidAna kareM, upacAra kareM / kyoMki kahA nahIM jA sakatA kaba hiTalara, TrUmena, sTailina yA cAuzeskU paidA ho jaae| yaha saba hamameM se hI aaeNge| jo apane bhItara kI vRttiyoM ko sudhArane meM rata hai, usake lie yahIM se dharma kA zubhArambha hai / T sAmAnyataH manuSya mana va buddhi meM jItA hai / mana meM jInA tanAva ko janma denA hai aura buddhi meM jInA pAMDitya meM vRddhi karanA hai, pustakIya jJAna kI abhivRddhi karanA hai / jIvana kA Ananda aura utsava na to mana meM hai aura na buddhi meM hai / hamane bar3e-bar3e buddhimAnoM ko buddhU banate dekhA hai aura buddha-se dikhAI dene vAle kabhI-kabhI ati buddhimAnI kI bAta kara jAte haiM / Apako Ananda aura utsava kA AsvAdana karanA hai to maiM ajJAta sAgara kI ora AmaMtraNa detA hU~ / vaha ajJAta sAgara manuSya ke ThIka madhya biMdu meM hai / mana aura buddhi to paridhi para hai, nAbhi bhI paridhi para hai / sAgara kA kendra hai manuSya kA hRdaya / hRdaya jaba nIce kI ora bahatA hai to vaha vikAra kA rUpa letA hai / yaha eka paridhi huii| hRdaya jaba Upara bar3hatA hai to buddhimaya hotA hai, yaha hai dUsarI pridhi| mere lie prajJA paridhi aura hRdaya mUla kendra hai| maiM to hRdaya meM jItA hU~ / aura jaba vyakti hRdaya meM jItA hai to mahasUsa hotA hai ki usake sira to hai I hIM nahIM / maiM yahI cAhatA hU~ ki vyakti sira- vihIna hokara hArdika ho jAe / buddhi se tuma dUsaroM ke praznoM kA samAdhAna kara sakate ho, lekina hRdayavAna hone para sAre savAla hI tirohita ho jAe~ge / tumhAre pAsa prazna hI nahIM hoMge, balki tuma svayaM hI eka samAdhAna ho jAoge, uttaroM ke uttara, javAboM ke javAba ! prajJA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #73 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hRdaya ke khulate dvAra 63 ke dvArA mana ko jIteMge, prajJA se praznoM ke uttara deMge aura tarkoM ko kATeMge, para hRdaya se anyoM ko aura karIba laaeNge| hRdaya se eka setu bnaaeNge| usa saMvedanazIlatA kA nirmANa kareMge jisakI Aja jamAne se mRtyu ho cukI hai| agara hRdaya ke dvAra nahIM khule to jIvana aMdhakAramaya hai| phira cAhe mana kitanA hI mauna kyoM na ho yA buddhi apanI pUrI gaharAI para ho / hRdaya meM utare binA jIvana meM sarasatA nahIM aaegii| mana aura buddhi meM jIne vAle ke lie hRdaya vibhAva-dazA hai aura mere lie svbhaav-dshaa| hArdika vyakti apanI ora se hara samaya, hara kSaNa prema barasAtA hai| jabaki prajJA-manISiyoM kI dRSTi meM yaha prema rAga hai, vibhAva-dazA hai| tumhAre jIvana meM sarasatA honI hI caahie| jaba tuma nitAMta ekAnta ke kSaNoM meM ho aura hRdaya meM sneha kI rasadhAra na ho, to jIvana kI sArthakatA kyA? jIvana meM rasa na ho, prema kA jharanA na ho, hRdaya kA utsava na ho, Ananda kA mahotsava na ho, to jIvana meM kyA pAyA? hRdaya ke pAsa apanI A~kha haiM aisI A~kha jo sAre saMsAra ko dekha sake / saMsAra se TUTa to sabhI sakate haiM para jur3a hara koI nahIM sktaa| tuma eka saMkucita dAyare se to svayaM ko jor3a sakate ho, lekina kahA jAe ki sampUrNa astitva ko apane meM samAviSTa kara lo to yaha kaThina kArya hogaa| prArthanAe~ jarUra vizva-kalyANa kI kara lete ho, para kalyANa na to koI karatA hai, na cAhatA hai| apane bhAI ko jisa samaya hama sau rupae de rahe haiM, usI kSaNa koI jarUratamaMda sahayoga ke lie pahu~ca jAe to hama usakI upekSA kara baiTheMge, use lauTA deNge| hamAre hRdaya meM sabhI ke lie prema nahIM hai| eka sImA taka hI prema vistIrNa hotA hai| hamArA prema bahuta hI choTA hai; vaha bhI mAnasika yA zArIrika / ApakA prema hRdaya se utpanna nahIM huA hai, ApakA prema dhyAna se niSpanna nahIM huA hai / jaba prema hRdaya aura dhyAna se AegA, vaha kucha pAnA nahIM cAhegA, sadA dene ko tatpara hogaa| jisa kSaNa prema luTAyA jAtA hai eka nae dharma kA udbhava hotA hai jise hama karuNA kahate haiN| jaba taka luTane kA bhAva na Ae, luTa jAne kI AkAMkSA na ho taba taka karuNA prema rahatA hai / yahI prema jaba pAne kI icchA karane lagatA hai, to mana kA vikAra ho jAtA hai| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #74 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 64 ika sAdhe saba sadhe mana ko sAdhane kI bAta nahIM kahU~gA, mana ko to visarjita karanA hai| hameM hRdaya se jInA hai / hRdaya se jIkara hI jIvana kA Ananda liyA jA sakatA hai| hara kSaNa Ananda meM raha sakate ho / hRdaya kI A~kha se kevala insAna meM hI prabhu kI mUrata dikhAI nahIM detI, balki per3a-paudhoM, phala-pattoM, nadI-jharanoM meM bhI usI prabhu kI mUrata dikhAI detI hai| taba veda ke maMtra hI maMtra nahIM hote, varan cir3iyA kI cahacahATa meM bhI vedoM ke maMtra, vedoM kI RcAe~ sApha-sApha sunAI detI haiN| prakRti se prema karake dekho taba yaha prazna hI na uThegA ki paramAtmA hai yA nahIM, kyoMki vahI saba ora hai| kabhI yaha tarka nahIM jagegA ki Ane vAle kala meM kyA hogA kyoMki vaha saba vyavasthA kara rahA hai| hRdayavAna hokara hI kucha kara sakate ho / prema aura karuNA ko jI sakate ho / hRdaya hI prema aura karuNA kA sAgara hai / hRdaya hI prema aura karuNA kA AdhAra hai| hRdaya ke hone para hI prema, karuNA aura zAMti hai| bAhara kI A~kheM kucha bhI dekhatI raheM, para hRdaya kI A~kha hI A~kha hai| mahAvIra ne saMdeza diyA thA samyak darzana, samyak jJAna aura samyak cAritra hI mokSa-mArga hai / samyak darzana kA artha hai hRdaya kI A~kha se dekhnaa| hRdaya kI A~kha ke binA pUrA-pUrA aura sahI nahIM dekha paaoge| agara mujhe hRdaya kI A~kha se dekho to hI jAna pAoge ki maiM kyA haiN| agara baddhi aura tarka kI A~khoM se mujhe dekhoge to mere prati svayaM tumhAre sau saMdeha khar3e ho jaaeNge| samrATa ke darabAra meM majanUM ke lie zikAyateM pahu~cI ki vaha lailA ke lie dIvAnA ho rahA hai / samrATa ne samAdhAna nikAlA aura nagara bhara kI darjanoM sundariyA~ usake sAmane lAkara khar3I kara dI aura kahA 'apanI lailA inameM se DhU~Dha lo|' majanUM ne hareka para apanI dRSTi DAlI, eka se bar3hakara eka ruupsii| sabako dekhane ke bAda bolA, 'isameM merI lailA nahIM hai|' kahate haiM lailA bahuta sundara nahIM thii| rAjA ne kahA 'yahA~ terI lailA se bhI adhika rUpavAna striyA~ haiM aura tU kahatA hai terI lailA nahIM hai|' majanUM muskarAyA, bolA, 'ye sabhI sundara to bahuta haiM, para inameM merI lailA nahIM hai / lailA ko dekhane ke lie to majanUM kI A~kha caahie|' For Personal & Private Use Only Page #75 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hRdaya ke khulate dvAra 65 tumhArI A~kha lailA ko nahIM pahacAna sakatI, usameM vaha rasadhAra nahIM hai jo majana meM hai| hRdaya kI A~kheM kholo tabhI saMsAra ko pahacAna pAoge anyathA paricaya nahIM hogaa| jaba maiMne saMnyAsa liyA taba apane bujurgoM se yahI jAnA-samajhA ki sabakA tyAga kara do, sabako chor3a do, yahI munitva hai| bhagavAna kI kRpA ki usane hRdaya meM yaha samajha dI ki sabako apanA lo, sAre jagata ko apanA lo| sAre jagata ke sAtha tumhAre antarsaMbaMdha haiN| tuma eka akele na raho balki sAre jagata kA jIvana bana jaao| pahale to Asakti ko chor3ane ke prayAsa kie jAte the, phira patA hI na calA ki Asakti kahA~ calI gii| aba to luTA rahA hU~, luTa rahA hU~, tuma jitanA adhika lUTa sakate ho, lUTo / luTAnA hI Ananda bana gayA hai| cAhatA hU~ ki maiM maiM na rahU~, andara jo akhaMDa jyoti hai vahI sAkSAt rhe| prabhu kare Apa sabhI apanI ora se karuNA ke phUla bA~TeM / prabhu kare Apa apanA prema eka dUsare ko pradAna kreN| jaba bhI viparIta vAtAvaraNa bane, apane hRdaya meM cale jaao| kucha dera vahIM ruke raho tAki vaha viparIta vAtAvaraNa tumhAre hRdaya meM asara na kare, vaha mana aura buddhi ke daravAjoM taka paha~ce aura vahIM se vApasa lauTa jaae| hameM to jIvana kA Ananda cAhie aura vaha hRdaya meM hI ghaTita hogaa| icchA kevala mATI meM mila, tava caraNoM ke nikaTa parcha / Ate-jAte kabhI tumhAre, zrI. caraNoM se lipaTa pdduuN| kisI hArdika vyakti kI isase jyAdA aura kyA prArthanA hogI, aura kyA icchA hogii| hRdayavAna kI sArI prArthanAe~ hRdaya meM samAhita hotI haiN| usakI sArI icchAe~ hRdaya meM Akara tirohita ho jAtI haiN| zrIcaraNa hI usake hRdaya kI prArthanA banate haiM aura ve hI usakI icchA / icchA kevala raja-kaNa meM mila taba caraNoM ke nikaTa pdduuN| Ate-jAte kabhI tumhAre zrI caraNoM se lipaTa pdduuN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #76 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe hRdaya to svayaM bhAvanA kA maMdira hai, pUjA kA ghara hai, jIvana kA AdhAra hai / jaba mana zAMta hotA hai, to hRdaya kA vaha dvAra khulatA hai, jise hama AnaMda kA dvAra kheNge| jaba mana pasIjatA hai, to hRdaya se vaha nirjhara phUTatA hai, jise hama karuNA kA nirjhara kheNge| jaba mana praphullita hotA hai, jaba mana eka prANa duI gAta' banatA hai, to jIvana meM prema kI vaha rasadhAra barasane lagatI hai, jise hama hRdaya kA prema kahate haiN| hRdaya AdhAra hai, hRdaya setu hai, hRdaya rasa hai / hRdaya kA apanA svAda hai, apanA prakAza hai / mana ke nirodha ke lie, mana se mukta hone ke lie, mana ko mauna karane ke lie basa eka baiThaka cAhiye, jise hRdaya kI baiThaka kahate haiN| hRdaya meM jIne vAlA AdamI duniyA kA sabase jIvaMta AdamI hai| usase jyAdA premapUrNa, rasapUrNa, AnaMdapUrNa AdamI milanA kaThina hai| dhyAna kA jo sAra-sUtra hai, jo rahasya kI bAta hai, vo ittI-sI hai - mana se mukta bano, hRdaya meM utaro aura apane bhItara ke AkAza meM nimagna raho, AtmalIna raho, pArabrahma ke saMgIta se ota-prota rho| maiMne hRdaya ke khulate dvAroM ko dekhA hai / maiMne apane ko bhI, auroM ko bhI, hRdaya kI nirjharaNI meM snAna karate pAyA hai / maiM itanA-sA hI kaha sakatA hU~ ki tumheM agara jIvana ke gahare sukha ko jInA hai, to hRdaya ke hokara jiiyo| hRdaya ke hokara svayaM ko aura auroM ko jIyo / mana-mastiSka ke hokara kAphI jI liye, aba kucha hRdaya ke hokara jIyo / hRdaya ke dharAtala para eka alaga nRtya hai, vRMdAvana kI eka alaga hI rAsa-lIlA hai / kuMDalinI-yoga meM to hRdaya ko anAhata kahA hai| hRdaya svayaM cakra hai| hRdaya kA jAgaraNa jahA~ merI samajha se bodhi aura antardRSTi kA kAraNa banatA hai, vahIM parAmanovaijJAnika zaktiyA~ bhI pravAhita hotI haiM / hRdaya ko koI mAmUlI keMdra na smjheN| yaha jIvana kA svarNa-kamala hai, eka aisA chipA huA gulAba, eka aisA 'misTika roz2a' hai, jisakI paMkhur3iyA~ taba khilatI haiM, jaba IsAI sAdhaka kahate haiM hRdaya meM IsA-rUpa bAlaka kA janma hotA hai| acchA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #77 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ hRdaya ke khulate dvAra 67 hogA manovikAroM aura manokaSAyoM se svayaM ko alaga karane ke lie saba loga hRdaya ke dvAra para dastaka deM, hRdaya ke ho jAeM / araviMda kahate haiM ki hRdaya hI caitya-puruSa kA sthAna hai| cAhe jo ho, cAhe vaha caitya-puruSa kA sthAna ho yA caitya-prakRti kA, maiM to itanA hI jAnatA hU~ yaha cit kA sthAna avazya hai, sat kA svarUpa avazya hai, AnaMda kA nirjhara avazya hai| hRdaya saccidAnaMda kI AtmA hai| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #78 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa [ saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira, ajamera; 9-6-96, prazna-samAdhAna ] yUM acAnaka mulAkAta ho gaI jaise rAhagIra ko be-talaba be-duA rAha meM eka motI mile ! kyoM aisA hotA hai? saubhAgya ! bina mA~ge, bina cAhe, bagaira duA-minnata ke agara motI hAtha laga jAyeM, to ise apanA saubhAgya smjho| rAstoM para calate to sabhI haiM, prArthanA aura duA to sabhI karate haiM, magara milatA hai kisI-kisI ko hii| saMyoga hI milAte haiM aura saMyoga hI viyoga karA dete haiN| acche nasIba vAloM ko acche loga milate haiM aura bure nasIba vAloM ko bure loga, yaha to sIdhA-sAdA niyama haa| saMyoga use kaheMge jaba bare nasIba vAloM ko bhI acche loga mila jAyeM / pattharoM meM phUla aise hI khilate haiM / mitra aura premIjanoM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #79 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa kA milana bhI aise hI hotA hai / DhUMr3hane jAo, to na mile, bina mA~ge hI motI mila jAte haiM / 'yUM acAnaka mulAkAta ho gaI' / milana akasmAt hI hotA hai / milane kA jaise hI sahI vakta AtA hai, milana ho jAtA hai| dobArA milanA ho, to usake lie mehanata phaladAyI ho sakatI hai, para pahalI mulAkAta to acAnaka-akasmAt hI hotI hai| maiMne kahA acAnaka, para saca to yaha hai viyoga kI velA ke aMdhakAra ke cha~Tate hI, viraha kA kuhAsA haTate hI milana ho jAtA hai, jIvana meM sUryodaya ho jAtA hai| kudarata milA hI detI hai / na milAye to sau varSa bhI na milAye, kaI janmoM taka na milane de / milAnA cAhe to vaha eka hI jhalaka meM milA detI hai, bina cAhe, bina mA~ge hI milA detI hai / milane kI icchA na thI, phira bhI acAnaka mulAkAta ho jAtI hai / 69 milane kI icchA rakho, to milanA hotA hI nahIM hai / kitanA tar3aphanA par3atA hai| kitanI pratIkSA karatI par3atI hai / pratIkSA parIkSA bana jAtI hai / cakavA-cakavI agara bichur3a jAye, to kaI rAteM gujara jAtI haiM eka-dUje se milane kI tar3apha meM, piU-piU kI raTana- pukAra meM / cAtaka mu~ha khole bAdaloM kI Toha letA rahatA hai, svAti nakSatra kI pratIkSA karatA hai, basa eka bU~da mila jAye / ika bAra dikhAkara cale jAo jhalaka apanI hama jalvae-paihamake talabagAra kahAM haiM ? pratidina aura pratikSaNa dIdAra mile, para talabagAra to mAtra eka jhalaka pAnA cAhatA hai / eka jhalaka meM hI vaha apane Apako nihAla samajhegA, dhanyavAda aura AnaMda se bhara utthegaa| tumheM to jhalaka mila hI cukI hai| jIvana kI yAtrA meM yaha milana bilkula aise hI hai jaise be-talaba, be-duA rAhagIra ko koI motI mila jAye / mujhe nahIM lagatA ki yaha mulAkAta acAnaka huI ho / jIvana meM saMcita huI abhIpsA ne hI yaha milana karAyA / jabase tumhArI apanI ora naz2ara uThI hai, tumane svayaM ko eka alaga hI pyAsa se bharA huA pAyA hai| milanA to kaiyoM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #80 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 70 ika sAdhe saba sadhe se huA, para usa milana ko milana kaise kahA jAye, jo hamArI pyAsa ko, hamArI abhIpsA aura utkaMThA ko tRpta na kara pAye, bujhA na paaye| eka abhIpsA thI mana meM kaise khuda ko pAUM, vigalita ho aMdhakAra kahIM se jyoti-kiraNa paauuN| tuma, Ae lekara ujAlA roma-roma sulaga uThA para, kaisI zItalatA chAI saba zAMta, nirmala hai kahA~ se pAI, yaha taruNAI ! vaibhava-vilAsa ke AMgana meM yaha vairAgya kahA~ se AyA, vItarAga tuma, pAvana veza tumhArA ahobhAgya, ahobhAva tuma hI ne yaha dIpa jlaayaa| hamArI abhIpsA hI saMyogoM kA nirmANa karatI hai, saMyogoM ke tAne-bAne bunatI hai aura phira hamArI abhIpsA jisase pUrI ho sake use milA detI hai, to acAnaka mulAkAta ho jAtI hai, ThIka aise hI jaise kisI rAhagIra ko koI motI mila jAye, marusthala meM phUloM kI suvAsa mila jAye, pAnI ke pyAse ko pIne ko amRta mila jaaye| prema na bAr3I Upajai, prema na hATa bikAya / rAjA parajA jehi rucai, sIsa deya le jaay|| jihi ghaTa prIti na prema rasa, puni rasanA nahiM rAma / te nara isa saMsAra meM, upaje bhae bekAma / / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #81 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa akatha kahAnI prema kI, kachu kahi na jAya / gUMge kerI sarakarA, khAI aura musakAya / / prema kA mArga hai hI aisA - ni:svara, phira bhI saMgIta se sarAbora / mauna, phira bhI mukhara / miTanA, phira bhI pAnA / mRtyu, phira bhI amaratva / prema yAnI bUMda samAnI samudra meM / pahale bUMda samudra meM samAne ko Atura hotI hai, phira samudra samAnA bUMda meM / phira samudra bU~da meM calA AtA hai| pahale kuMbha kUpa meM, phira kUpa kuMbha meM / mArga hI aisA hai| 'prema na bAr3I Upajai prema na hATa bikAya / ' prema kI koI khetI nahIM hotii| yaha koI bAr3I meM nahIM upjtaa| karane jAo to isakI kRSi nahIM hotii| yaha to apane Apa hI khilane vAlA phUla hai| prema koI bAjAra meM bikatA nahIM hai| bAjAra meM prema ke nAma para zarIra kharIdA-becA jA sakatA hai, para prema koI vassa thor3e hI hai ki kharIda loge, beca doge| prema to hRdaya kI suvAsa hai, hRdaya kI jhaMkAra hai, hRdaya kA Ananda hai / hRdaya hI prema kA AdhAra hai / yaha kharIda-pharokhta kI vastu nahIM hai| mana se upajA prema kAma hai, vikAra hai; hRdaya se upajA prema jIvana kA zRMgAra hai, bhAvanA hai, bhakti hai, samarpaNa hai| yaha prema mauna hai, kurbAnI hai| yahI prema, prema hai / badale meM kucha pAnA cAhe, to vaha prema kahA~ huaa| vaha to prema kA saudA huA, svArtha huaa| prema badale meM kucha pAnA nahIM cAhatA, vyavasthA bhI nahIM, Adeza bhI nahIM, yaha to anuzAsana ho gyaa| prema to kevala luTanA jAnatA hai, lUTanA nahIM / miTanA jAnatA hai, miTAnA nahIM / prema svayaM amRta hai, para yaha amRta banatA hai z2ahara se / prema jahara pItA haiM / jahara pIkara amRta lauTAtA hai / yahI to prema-mArga kI khAsiyata hai| mIrA ne z2ahara hI piiyaa| logoM ne usake prema kI parIkSA z2ahara se hI lii| yaha to mArga hI kasauTiyoM se bharA hai aura jisameM agara yaha prema paramAtmA se jur3A ho, taba to usakA rUpa hI anerA ho gyaa| 'rAjA parajA jehi rucai sIsa deya lai jAya / ' dekhA, prema kyA kurbAnI cAhatA hai / choTe-moTe meM rAjI hone vAlA nahIM hai ye| zISa hI cAhatA hai| zISa deo aura prema le jaao| namaka aura pAnI, dUdha aura mizrI eka hue bagaira, For Personal & Private Use Only Page #82 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe ekarUpa-ekarasa hue bagaira prema apanA vAstavika rUpa le hI nahIM paataa| prema to kurbAnI kA paryAya hai / prema to sIdhI mRtyu hai / chalAMga lagAnI hai sAgara meM - arUpa, anamola motI ko pAne ke lie| apane prANoM kI vINA ko usa athAha gaharAI meM le jAnA hai, jahA~ svarahIna tAroM ke gIta anAdikAla se gAe jAte haiM / prema to apane AkhirI chora meM anaMta ke svara se apanA svara milA letA hai| aura jaba ye vINA apanA AkhirI gIta gunagunAkara ni:svara, ni:zabda, mauna ho jAe to use prabhu ke caraNoM meM rakha diyA jaae| yaha zISa car3hAne kI bAta huii| ___ jaba zISa hI car3hA diyA, to phira car3hAne ko bacA hI kyA ! zISa car3hatA hai zraddhA meM / azraddhA meM to zISa katarAtA hai, akar3a kara rahatA hai; zraddhA meM luTa hI jAtA hai / 'rAjA parajA jehi rucai sIsa deya lai jAya / ' prema tumheM cAhiye; Ao, prema taiyAra hai| udhAra meM nahIM milegaa| nagada caahiye| 'sIsa deya lai jAya / ' khuda ko car3hAo aura mujhako le jaao| maiM baMjArA, prema kA saudAgara, prema detA hU~, isa hAtha deo, usa hAtha leo| yaha mArga to kRSNa kA mArga hai| mIrA kA mArga hai / Ananda kA mArga hai, ahobhAva kA mArga hai / kRSNa kA mUla mArga to prema kA hI mArga hai / jJAna aura saMnyAsa, yuddha aura karmayoga to gItA kI gAthAoM meM ve bhale hI kaha gaye hoM, unakA jIvana to prema kI hI rAsalIlA rhaa| isIlie to kahA gItA meM ki tuma mujhase prema rakho, maiM tumhAre yogakSema ko, tumhAre kuzalakSema ko svayaM vahana kruuNgaa| kabIra kahate haiM 'jihi ghaTa prIti na prema rasa' jisake jIvana meM prema-prIti kA rasa nahIM hai, usakA to jIvana hI nIrasa hai| veda kahate haiM vaha rasa rUpa hai / prema rasa hai / agara tumhAre jIvana meM prema nahIM, to jIvana nIrasa hI huaa| ghaTa meM prema nahIM aura jihvA para rAma nahIM, to janma lekara bhI ajanme hI rahe / janma hI vyartha gyaa| jIbha rasa kA svAda letI hai| jIbha hara svAda kA rasa detI hai| rAma se bar3hakara rasa kauna-sA; bhajana se bar3hakara gAna kauna-sA / rasanA to rAma se jodd'o| rasanA kA rasa TheTha hRdaya taka pahu~cegA / hRdaya meM prema aura rasanA para rAma, janma For Personal & Private Use Only Page #83 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa m ko, jIvana ko sArthaka hI kreNge| DUba rahe ho, to bhI eka bAra to tira hI jaaoge| tumhArI rasanA hI tumheM tirA degI, prema-rasa hI tumhAre jIvana ko pahAr3I jharane-sA sukUna de degaa| prema ko jIo / prema kA vistAra karo / prema ahiMsA kA hI, karuNA kA hI, hArdikatA aura bhAIcAre kA hI sAra hai / Aja ghara-ghara meM, samAja-samAja meM prema ke gIta gAye jAne cAhiye / prema hai to ekatA hai / prema hai to eka-dUsare ke lie tyAga aura kurbAnI hai| prema hai to eka-dUje ke bIca mAdhurya hai / prema hai to sahayoga aura kRtajJatA hai| prema svayaM puNya hai, prema svayaM prasAda hai / prema svayaM praNAma hai, prema svayaM AzISa hai / jIsasa kahate haiM prema hI paramAtmA hai, paramAtmA hI prema hai / prema aura paramAtmA donoM eka-dUsare ke bimba-pratibimba haiN| tuma dhyAna kara rahe ho; para apane dhyAna ko prema se alaga mata kro| prema to khuda dhyAna kA pariNAma hai / kAma aura prema kA kahIM koI saMbaMdha nahIM hai| kAma to uphAna hai, uttejanA hai, vikRti hai| prema to tumheM saumya banAtA hai, AtmA kA sAmIpya detA hai / tumheM apane prema ke badale meM kyA milatA hai, yaha mata dekho| tuma basa apanI ora se prema do / prema 'dekara' hI prasanna hotA hai, sArthaka hotA hai| saMcaya kRpaNatA hai| prema kRpaNa nahIM, kaMjUsa nhiiN| prema to sAgara hai, vistAra hai / dekara Ananda mnaao| denA hI prema kI paribhASA hai| 'akatha kahAnI prema kii|' akathya hai isakI khaanii| prema to basa jInA hai / 'gUMge kerI srkraa|' prema kA svAda, prema kI miThAsa kaisI hai, to kahA ki gUMge kerI sarakarA - gUMgA kaise kahegA ki kaisA svAda hai gur3a kA, zakkara kaa| vaha to basa khA rahA hai aura muskarA rahA hai / gUMgA bola nahIM sakatA, para muskAna hI usakI bhASA hai, khIja hI usakI bhASA hai / khAtA hai aura muskAtA hai, yAnI tRpti A gyii| majA A gyaa| yaha parama svAda rhaa| muskAna hI svAda kI abhivyakti hai / prema kA svAda aisA hI hai / pIr3A hai to bhI, prema kI pIr3A apalaka, anavarata sukUna hI detI hai / ahobhAva se hI bharatI hai / tuma to basa prema ko AtmasAt ho jAne do, paramAtmA svayaM tumheM AtmasAt hote jaaeNge| prema Akhira paramAtmA kA pratibimba hI hai, parachAI hI hai| chA~ha ko For Personal & Private Use Only Page #84 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 74 baragada se alaga nahIM kiyA jA sakatA / moha ke saMsAra se Upara uTho aura prema ke saMsAra ko asIma hone do / rAga ke baMdhana nahIM, prema ke saMbaMdha hoM / tuma to prema kI pyAlI bano, divya prema kI pyAlI / apanI chalakatI pyAlI se saMtrasta aura pIr3ita mAnavatA ko, prANimAtra ko jitanA sukha aura sukUna de sakate ho, avazya do 1 sabase prema karo / prema ko dhyAna hI ho jAne do| iMsAnoM se to prema karo hI, vRkSoM se bhI prema kro| apane hRdaya se unakA bhI AliMgana hone do / phUloM se prema karo, unheM pucakAro, unheM apane hoThoM se sparza kro| isa sparza kI sukhAnubhUti aura dhyAna meM DUba jaao| tuma eka alaga hI AhlAda se bhara uThoge / tumase phUla khileMge aura tuma phUloM se| aise hI jIvana meM Ananda kA saverA hotA hai / ika sAdhe saba sadhe merA prema Apa saba taka pahu~ce ananta rUpa meM, ananta veza meM, sadA-sarvadA / ni:saMzaya bhAva se Age bar3ho, phira maiM to Apake sAtha hU~ hI / merA prema Apake sAtha hai / hama saba eka-dUsare ke sAtha haiM / - * prabhu zrI, mAnava-jIvana meM dIkSA kA mahatva ! kyA bhavasAgara pAra karane ke lie dIkSA lenA anivArya hai ? mere liye dIkSA kA artha hai rUpAMtaraNa, parivartana | mana kA, hRdaya kA / parivartana aura rUpAMtaraNa cAhe jaba aura cAhe jisa kSaNa ghaTita ho sakatA / kisI aura kI madada se bhI Apa rUpAMtarita ho sakate haiM aura svayaM ke saMkalpoM se bhI svayaM ko parivartita kara sakate haiM / dIkSA to jIvana meM anivArya hai| dIkSA nahIM hai to jIvana bhI nahIM hai| dIkSA kA paryAya hI rUpAntaraNa hai, to anivAryataH rUpAntaraNa honA hI cAhie / agara svayaM ko rUpAntarita nahIM karoge, to kyA sadA-sadA ke lie janmoM-janmoM taka naraka ko hI jIte rahoge ? hamezA pazutA ko hI jIte rahoge ? dIkSA to jIvana meM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #85 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa 75 AtmasAt hogI, Aja nahIM to kala, isa janma meM nahIM to agale janma meM / binA Atma-rUpAntaraNa ke Atma-mukti nahIM ho sktii| Aja bhale hI kIcar3a meM tumheM sukha lage, lekina jisa dina kIcar3a ke sukha se glAni ubhara jAegI usa dina tuma jAnoge ki tumhArI AtmA parivartana ke lie kitanI chaTapaTA rahI hai / parivartana to hogA hii| acchA hogA Apa choTI-choTI dIkSAe~ leM / bar3I dIkSA ho sake yA na ho sake, choTI-choTI dIkSAe~ to lI jA sakatI haiN| kala taka Apa apane beTe ko DA~Tate rahe aba DA~TanA baMda kara diyA, dIkSA ho gii| kucha mana badalA, kucha dRSTi badalI / agara kala taka sigareTa pIte the, kisI vyasana se grasta the aura agara Aja saMkalpa jaga gayA ki kaba taka sigareTa pIte raheMge, isI ne hamako pI liyA hai, yaha saMkalpa jagA ki dIkSA ho gii| yaha Atma-dIkSA hai / kisI bhI burI Adata ko TAlo, dIkSA huii| samrATa azoka ne kaliMga-yuddha kiyA / lAkhoM prANiyoM kI hatyA huii| samrATa ne vijaya kA utsava, jIta kA jazna mnaayaa| kucha bhikSu azoka ke pAsa pahu~ce aura pUchA 'tuma kisa jIta kA jazna manA rahe ho? isa hiMsA kA jazna ? isa trAsadI kA jazna ?' taba eka krAMti ghaTita huii| samrATa badalA / samrATa ke hRdaya meM hiMsA kI jalane vAlI holI karuNA ke jharane meM badala gii| merI dRSTi meM yahI vaha kSaNa thA jaba samrATa kI dIkSA huii| kala taka agara koI DAkU phUlana devI thI aura Aja vaha AtmasamarpaNa kara sAmAjika sevA ke lie kRtasaMkalpa huI yaha usakI dIkSA huii| hara insAna girA huA hai, maiM bhI ho sakatA hU~, Apa bhI ho sakate haiN| saMbhava hai ki nabbe mArgoM para hama U~cAiyoM ko chU rahe hoM aura dasa mArga aise hoM jahA~ hama gire hue hoN| una dasa mArgoM ko chor3ane ke lie kRtasaMkalpa honA dIkSA kI ora kadama bar3hAnA hai| dIkSA to prANimAtra ke lie anivArya hai| kyA patA koI caNDakauzika badala hI jAe mahAvIra ke satsaMga se aura DaMka mAranA tyAga kara de| insAna devatva ko upalabdha hogA yA nahIM yaha to hama para nirbhara hai, para eka sarpa devatva ko upalabdha huA, dIkSA ke ghaTita hone para / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #86 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 76 ika sAdhe saba sadhe dhyAna karate hue yaha zarIra jo itanA Thosa mAlUma hotA hai ekadama halkA ho jAtA hai, itanA sUkSma ki kevala taraMgeM-hI-taraMgeM tathA pola-hI-pola aura kucha bhI nahIM, kRpayA smjhaaeN| sAmAnyatayA manuSya kA zarIra Thosa hotA hai| lacIlA hote hue bhI Thosa / lekina jaba dhyAna meM utarate ho to tumhArA zarIra ke sAtha jo tAdAtmya hai, jisake kAraNa zarIra Thosa lagatA hai vaha tAdAtmya TUTatA hai aura tuma Upara uThate ho / yaha Upara uThanA hI zarIra ke Thosapana ko halkA kara detA hai / ThIka aise hI jaise koI pAnI meM utare aura halke ho jaae| eka pandraha sAla kA lar3akA bhI, agara Apa pAnI meM DUba rahe ho to bAla pakar3a khIMcakara bAhara nikAla degaa| DUboge to halke hooge hii| DUbane se katarAe to jitane Thosa abhI ho usase adhika Thosa ho jaaoge| yaha to vaha mArga hai jahA~ ibane vAlA ubara jAtA hai| zarIra se tAdAtmya haTane para hamAre bhItara itanI sUkSma taraMga ho jAtI hai ki eka bAra 'om' bolo to antas kA brahmANDa parivyApta ho jAtA hai| tabhI 'om' kA upayoga sArthaka hotA hai jaba dhyAna meM itanI sUkSma taraMga banatI hai / isake pUrva to dhyAna meM utarane kA abhyAsa calatA rahatA hai ki zarIra se alaga ho jAe~, mana se rikta ho jAe~, bhItara eka zUnya ubhara Ae, jaise bAhara AkAza hai vaisA hI AkAza andara ubhara aae| isake pazcAt jo hogA vaha atyanta prabhAvI hogaa| paramAtmA kare vaha prabhAva Apake jIvana meM vyApta ho / . vIryakaNa meM jo UrjA hai kyA zarIra ke dUsare kaNoM meM utanI nahIM hai ? vIrya khokara bhI kyA koI dhyAna ko upalabdha ho sakatA hai? use kaise bacAyA jaae| bacAne kI koziza jAgrata avasthA meM to saMbhava hai para svapna meM nhiiN| kRpayA isa para sujhAva dene kI kRpA kreN| dhyAna ko UrjAzakti caahie| dhyAna ko For Personal & Private Use Only Page #87 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa 77 ekAgratA aura tanmayatA cAhie / dhyAna ko dhyeya cAhiye / yadi zArIrika UrjA saMrakSita raha sake to nizcita hI dhyAna meM sahAyaka hogii| yadi vaha saMrakSita-surakSita nahIM hai to isakA artha yaha nahIM ki Apa dhyAna ko upalabdha nahIM ho skte| dhyAna kA saMbaMdha zarIra se nahIM hai aura vIrya-kaNoM kA saMbaMdha zarIra se hai / jaba zarIra-bhAva se svayaM ko alaga kara liyA jAtA hai taba zarIra ke aMga vizeSa meM zakti saMrakSita rahatI hai yA nahIM, yaha mahatvapUrNa nahIM hai| jisane UrjA-kaNoM ko naSTa kiyA hai vaha dhyAna ko upalabdha nahIM hogA yaha dhyAna kI zarta nahIM hai / yaha to ve kaNa haiM jinakA nirmANa satata hai| cAhe naSTa hoM yA na hoN| yaha to aise hI jaise Apa kisI ko raktadAna karate haiM to caubIsa ghaMTe meM zarIra meM usa rakta kA punarnirmANa ho jAtA hai| isalie Urjasvita kaNa agara niSkAsita ho bhI gae haiM to unheM lekara AtmaglAni mahasUsa na kareM / zarIra kA apanA svabhAva hai / apanA dhyAna mana va hRdaya para kendrita kareM pariNAmata: jAgrata avasthA meM to Apa surakSita rakha hI lete haiM, zarIra-bhAva se mukta hone para vaha svapnAvasthA meM bhI surakSita rhegaa| svapna-avasthA meM niSkAsana tabhI hotA hai jaba zarIra se tAdAtmya jur3A hotA hai| dhyAna Apako mArga de rahA hai| saMbodhi kA artha yahI hai ki vaha samajha jisase Apa zarIra ko alaga dekha sko| usake svabhAva aura apane svabhAva ko alaga samajha sko| apane svabhAva ko . samajhane ke bAda, apane svabhAva ko usase alaga dekhane ke bAda, apane svabhAva meM sthira hone ke bAda bhI agara zarIra kA koI guNa-dharma sakriya hotA hai to Apa usake lie nirdoSa kahe jaaeNge| - Apa dhyAna meM jIeM, dhyAna meM utarate rheN| bhagavAna kare ApakA manomastiSka svaccha, nirmala aura pavitra ho / Ane vAlA bhaviSya Apake lie dhyAna-mArga kA bhaviSya bne| - 'vipazyanA' zabda ko spaSTa kiijie| vipazyanA kA artha hai mana ko aMdhakAra For Personal & Private Use Only Page #88 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 78 rahita karane ke lie citta ko dekho, zarIra ko graMthiyoM se mukta karane ke lie zarIra ko dekho, hRdaya ko niSpApa karane ke lie hRdaya ko dekho| ina sabase bar3hakara apane ko dekhane ke lie, apane parama zUnya ko upalabdha karane ke lie mana, vacana, kAyA se alaga hokara bahirAtmapana kA tyAga karake antara - svarUpa meM ramaNa karate hue apane Apako dekho / ika sAdhe saba sadhe vipazyanA kA artha hai dekhanA / mahAvIra ne bilakula isake samakakSa zabda diyA anuprekSA / isI meM se 'anu' zabda ko haTAkara prekSA- dhyAna kI eka aura paddhati pracalita hai / vipazyanA eka acchI dhyAna padvati hai / jo vipazyanA meM niraMtara DUbA huA anavarata abhyAsarata hai, usake lie yaha bahuta lAbhadAyI hai / saMbodhi-dhyAna kA dUsarA caraNa antara- sajagatA, vAstava meM Apa use vipazyanA smjheN| antara - sajagatA aura vipazyanA meM sAmyatA hai / dhyAna meM praveza ke lie, antaryAtrA ke lie priya-apriya saMvedanAoM ke prati sajaga aura zUnya hone ke lie antara - sajagatA aura vipazyanA cAmatkArika prayoga haiN| vartamAna meM jIne ke lie vartamAna ko jIne ke lie antara- sajagatA Avazyaka hai / dhyAna kA sAra - saMdeza yahI hai ki vyakti citta kI caMcalatAoM kA bhoktA nahIM, varan draSTA aura sAkSI bhara rahe / vaha usa caMcalatA ko dekhe, use jIye nhiiN| bahAva meM bahe nahIM / mahAvIra kI bhASA meM yahI anupekSA hai, anupazyatA hai / buddha kI bhASA meM yahI vipazyanA hai / Apa ise sAkSI kI sajagatA samajheM / AtmA kA Adi rUpa kyA hai aura kaba prArambha hotA hai, kRpayA mArgadarzana kareM / arUpI kA kaisA rUpa, nirAkAra kA kaisA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #89 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa AkAra / AtmA ke rUpa aura Arambha Adi ke jhaMjhaTa meM na par3eM to hI behatara hai| Akhira sarvajJa bhI yahA~ Akara mauna ho gae aura jisane javAba dene kA prayAsa kiyA ve abhivyakti na de paae| yaha to vaha satya hai jise 'neti-neti' hI paribhASita kara sakatA hai / jisane jAnA vaha kaha nahIM pAyA aura jisane kahane kI koziza kI, vaha bhI adhUrA hI raha gyaa| tuma to Aja kyA ho, yaha dekho| Aja tumhArI AtmA kA kyA svarUpa hai ise jaano| vikRta AtmA ho yA saMskArita, patA lgaao| apane bhItara utarakara yaha dekho ki tumhArI AtmA manuSya kI AtmA hai yA pazutA kI AtmA / apane bhItara jAkara hI jAna sakoge ki tumhArI AtmA kA Adi rUpa kaisA hai| tumhArA Aja jo rUpa hai, tumhArI AtmA kA Aja vahI rUpa hai| agara tuma zarIra kI paryAyoM ko Aropita samajhate ho, to tumhArI AtmA kI vartamAna sthiti bhI Aropita hai / kAyA tumhAre sAtha hai, to vaha kAyanAta bhI tumhAre sAtha hai| tumhArI sImA meM vaha asIma hai / tumhAre sAkAra meM vaha nirAkAra hai / tumhArI dhar3akana meM usI kI ninAda hai| ___ AtmA to bilkula aisI hai, jaise bijalI ke balboM meM tAroM meM bahatI karaMTa hotI hai| tAroM meM bahatI vidyuta dikhAI nahIM detii| arUpI hai usakA rUpa / arUpa hI usakA rUpa hai / AtmA ke prakAza ko dekhA jAtA hai, bijalI ko nahIM dekhA jA sakatA / jo vaijJAnika bijalI kI paribhASAe~ kara rahA hai, vaha bhI bijalI ko nahIM dekha pAyA hogaa| bijalI kA prabhAva hI bijalI ko ahasAsa karA detA hai / tuma agara eka lAza ko dekho aura phira usI ke sAtha apane Apako dekho| yaha dekhanA hI tumheM Atma-darzana karA degA, AtmajJAna karA degA / svayaM ko siddha karA degaa| AtmA jIvamAtra kA traikAlika satya hai, sabakA, svayaM kA prANa hai, mahAprANa hai / AtmA sUkSmatama hai / dhyAna sUkSma kI ora bar3hane kA prayatna hai| rUpa se arUpa kI ora uThane kA nAma hI jIvana meM adhyAtma kA aMkurita honA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #90 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe hai| merI samajha se, jo lAza meM aura svayaM meM pharka karanA jAnatA hai, vaha svayaM ko jAna letA hai / lAza ko dekhakara bhI, jo rUha ko na samajha pAyA, usake prati saMdigdha rahA, vaha khuda lAza hai| mRta hai| apane meM Atma-astitva dekho, na kevala apane meM, varan auroM meM bhii| sabake prati Atmavat vyavahAra-Atmavat bhAva rkho| agara aisA huA to AvirbhAva tumhArA cAhe jaba huA, bhaviSya tumhAre hAtha hogaa| a si A u sA, arihaMta siddha AcArya upAdhyAya sarva sAdhubhyaH, Namo arihaMtANaM Adi namaskAra-maMtra, inake atirikta anya koI mahAmaMtra kA saMkSipta yA bar3A rUpa hai ! vaha kaunasA hai ! inameM se sarvazreSTha anukaraNIya, mananIya, paThanIya, cintanIya kauna-sA pATha hai ! Apa mujhe cunane ko kahate haiN| mApha kIjie maiMne voTa denA baMda kiyA huA hai| kisako choDUM aura kisako apnaauuN| jaba maMtra hai, to maMtra hai| aura maMtra kA artha hotA hai jisakA manana kiyA jA ske| manana to karate nahIM, mAlA lur3hakAe cale jAte ho| kahIM Thaharate nahIM, sthira hote nhiiN| asthira citta ho sthitikaraNa caahiye| phira bhI jAnanA hI cAhate ho to 'om' hI aisA maMtra hai jo bIja maMtra hai| prAya: sabhI maMtroM ke prArambha meM om lagatA hai| yaha sAre maMtroM kA maMtra hai| maMtra ke dvArA, maMtra kI sahAyatA se dhyAna meM utara sakeM isIlie subaha ke caitanya dhyAna meM 'om' jor3A gayA hai| daraasala, maMtra jitanA choTA aura sUkSma hogA utanA hI prabhAvazAlI hogaa| jitanA bar3A maMtra hogA mana ko ulajhAne meM sahayogI hogaa| vRkSa ko utpanna karane ke lie vRkSa kI nahIM, bIja kI AvazyakatA hai| bIja meM hI baragada kI saMbhAvanA hai| Aja jise choTA samajhakara upekSita kara diyA jAtA hai agara usakI saMbhAvanAe~ jAgrata ho jAeM to vaha virATa rUpa le sakatA hai| aNu-bama aura paramANu-bama kI visphoTaka kSamatAe~ Aja sabhI ko jJAta haiN| isalie maMtra bhI yadi sUkSmatama ho aura For Personal & Private Use Only Page #91 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ cetanA kA rUpAntaraNa aMtara-taraMgoM ke sAtha ekAtma rUpa le le to isase zreSTha kucha nahIM ho sktaa| 'om' ko maiMne, bahutoM ne jIyA hai / 'om' sArvabhauma hai / prakRti kI mUla-dhvani hai / ise dhyAna meM isIlie sammilita kiyA hai| yaha koI matavAda yA dharma vizeSa kA pratIka nahIM hai / 'om' sabase sUkSma maMtra hai, parAdhvani / maiM to yahI kahU~gA jaba bhI pratikUlatA mahasUsa ho, gaharI sAMsa ke sAtha 'om' ko aMdara jAne dIjie aura bAhara Ane diijie| tIna bAra aisA kIjie Apa khuda hI apUrva zAMti kA anubhava kareMge / mana-mAnasa ko saMyamita paaeNge| pUrNamidaH pUrNamidam pUrNAtpUrNamudacyate / pUrNasya pUrNamAdAya pUrNamevAvaziSyate / kRpayA, pUrNa se pUrNa nikAlane para kisa prakAra pUrNa zeSa rahatA hai, spaSTa kreN| pUrNa meM se adhUrA nikAloge to adhUre bacoge aura jaba pUrNa meM se pUrA nikAloge to pUrNa hI rhegaa| zUnya se zUnya kA guNA karoge to kyA hogA? zUnya meM se zUnya ghaTAoge to kyA bacegA? zUnya meM zUnya kA bhAga do to kyA hogA? zUnya meM zUnya jor3o to kyA milegA? hameM gaNita kA AbhArI honA cAhie anyathA yaha sUtra bahuta-sI ulajhaneM khar3I kara detA / gaNita ne siddha kiyA ki zUnya kA pariNAma zUnya / pUrNa se Ae ho, pUrNa meM samA jaaoge| eka biMdu ke rUpa meM avatarita hote hai| zarIra AkAra letA hai| eka dina puna: biMdu ke rUpa meM raha jAte ho aura astitva meM lIna ho jAte ho / isIlie kahA gayA hai pUrNa se AtA hai vyakti aura pUrNa meM samAviSTa ho jAtA hai| bIja se baragada banatA hai, manuSya se manuSya vikasita hotA hai| pUrNa se pUrNa mukharita hotA hai / yaha pUrNatA kI yAtrA sUkSma se virATa kI aura virATa se sUkSma kI yAtrA hai| gaMgotrI se gaMgAsAgara kI aura gaMgAsAgara se gaMgotrI kii| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #92 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 82 vyakti adhUrA taba taka hI rahatA hai jaba taka usakI vRttiyA~ kAyama rahatI haiM / dhyAna-sAdhanA ke dvArA hama ina vRttiyoM ko, ina apasaMskAroM ko, isa kAlimA ko nirjarita aura prakSAlita karate haiM / Antarika pUrNatA aura nirmalatA se hI tIrthaMkaratva, buddhatva aura saMbodhi hamAre bhItara prakaTa hotI hai / yahI hameM pUrNatA kI ora le jAtI hai / pUrNa se Ate haiM aura pUrNa meM samAviSTa ho jAte haiM / jyoti paramajyoti meM AtmalIna ho jAtI hai / ika sAdhe saba sadhe For Personal & Private Use Only Page #93 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAkSitva ke kinAre | saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira, ajamera; 10-6-96, pravacana] ra manuSya ke bhItara eka pAgala mana hai, jo kisI nadI ke pravAha kI taraha satata calAyamAna hai / koI bhI vyakti kisI samUha ke madhya ho yA ekAnta meM, mana ke bhItara antardhArA calatI hI rahatI hai| antarvArtA jArI rahatI hai| svayaM se taTastha hokara khuda se bAteM karanA to cintana aura manana ke antargata rakhA jA sakatA hai, kinta binA lakSya aura binA bodha ke mana se mana kI bAteM to mana kA pAgalapana hI hai| pAgaloM kI kisma alaga-alaga ho sakatI hai| kucha to prakaTa rUpa meM pAgala hote haiM, kucha aise haiM jo aprakaTa pAgala haiN| prakaTa pAgala to jihvA se anargala bolA karate haiM, lekina ImAnadArI se apane mana ko par3atAlo to pAoge ki hamArA mana bhI anargala, bematalaba/behisAba bolatA hI rahatA hai| hama aprakaTa pAgala haiN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #94 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 84 lekina hamArA pAgalapana pAgalakhAnoM ke pAgaloM se bhI adhika khataranAka hai kyoMki ve to siddha pAgala haiM aura anargala pralApa karate mana ke pAgalapana ko na siddha kiyA jA sakatA hai aura na pramANita / anargala pralApa karate mana ke pAgalapana kI cikitsA kA nAma hI dhyAna hai / apane pAgalapana kI parIkSA karanI ho to svayaM ko caubIsa ghaMTe ke lie kisI ekAnta kakSa meM baMda kara lo / bahuta muzkila meM par3a jAoge, yaha dekhakara ki caubIsa ghaMTe bhI tuma akele nahIM raha sakate / mana tar3apegA, chaTapaTAegA, parezAna ho jAoge / vaha ghabar3A uThegA bhIr3a meM jAnA, kinhIM se milanA, kinhIM ko dekhanA, kinhIM meM ghusanA cAhegA / 1 ika sAdhe saba sadhe vaha vaijJAnikoM kA mata hai ki kisI vyakti ko khAne-pIne kI suvidhA ke sAtha kisI ekAnta kamare meM tIna saptAha ke lie baMda kara diyA jAe, to svayaM se bAteM karane lagegA, bar3abar3Ane lagegA aura tIna mAha meM to anivAryataH pAgala ho jAegA / antar - svarUpa meM sthita rahane kA, ramaNa karane kA dhyeya na ho, to akelA mana, phAlatU par3A dimAga zaitAna kA ghara hai / manuSya kA mana caMcala hai / mana ke bhItara tIvra kAmanAe~ haiM / ina kAmanAoM ke kAraNa pIr3Ae~ bhI haiN| kaI zikave bhI haiN| mana meM kaI kharoMceM bhI lagI huI haiM, kaI anabhare ghAva bhI haiM / eka naI khoja hai : 'da raimeDIz2a oNpha phlaavr'| isake lekhaka DaoN. baica kA mata hai ki manuSya kI sabhI bImAriyA~ usake apane hI mana ke kAraNa haiN| hara bImArI usake mana kA pratibimba hai / agara mana kI cikitsA kara dI jAe to khuda-ba-khuda zArIrika cikitsA ho jAtI hai| krodha mana kA roga, mana kA pAgalapana hai / IrSyA-dveSa, vaira - virodha, cir3acir3Apana, pratispardhA, Dara, AtmahatyA kI bhAvanA, ye sabhI mAnasika bImAriyA~ haiM / manuSya bAhara se svastha dikhAI de sakatA hai, lekina ye manoroga to lage hI haiM / hameM mana ko udvegoM se bacAnA hai, tAki jIvana meM zAMti kA rasAsvAdana kara sakeM / mana ko kAmanAoM se bacAnA hai tAki anta:karaNa meM mauna kSaNa aura mauna Ananda ko upalabdha kara skeN| aisA karane ke lie mana ko naI dizA denI hogI, cetanA ko nae kSitija aura nae AyAma dene hoMge / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #95 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAkSitva ke kinAre 85 bhagavAna ke jIvana se jur3I ghaTanA hai ki unhoMne atimukta nAmaka bAlaka ko zramaNatva pradAna kiyaa| ATha varSa kA bAlaka atimukta apane anya sAthI muniyoM ke sAtha jaMgala meM saira karane gyaa| vahA~ dekhA, pAnI kA nAlA baha rahA thaa| use apane bacapana kI yAda A gii| jaba vaha aura choTA thA, apanI sakhI campA ke sAtha kAgaja kI nAveM banAkara nAle meM tairAyA karatA thaa| use yAda AyA, usakI nAva campA kI nAva se Age bar3ha gaI, to usane vijaya kA ghoSa kiyA thA lekina campA meM use cA~TA lagAyA aura kahA terI naukA DUba gaI, merI naukA pAra laga gii| vicAroM ke isa bahAva meM calatA huA nAle ke kinAre pahu~ca gayA aura apane hAtha kA 'kASTha-pAtra' nAle meM utAra diyaa| hAtha se pAnI haTAne lgaa| pAtra pAnI meM calane (tairane) lgaa| pahale kSaNa meM bhAva uThA, campA ! taba bhale hI merI naukA DUba gaI ho lekina Aja dekho merI naukA tira rahI hai| apanI naukA kA khevanahAra maiM svayaM huuN| merI naukA pAra laga rahI hai| hAtha se pAtra khetA jA rahA hai| bhAvoM meM viziSTa bhAvadazA nirmita ho rahI hai| guNa-sthAnoM para ArohaNa ho rahA hai / oha ! prabhu tumane mujha para kitanI mahAna kRpA kI, mujha jaise choTe bAlaka ko zramaNatva pradAna kiyaa| yaha nadiyA nahIM, saMsAra kI nadI hai aura yaha pAtra, pAtra nahIM merA jIvana hai / he prabhu ! tumane mujhe zramaNatva pradAna kiyA, merI naukA pAra laga rahI hai / mana mukti kI ora bar3ha rahA hai| parama kRpAlu deva ! dekho, dekho merI naukA tira gaI, pAra laga gaI / oha, maiM DUbane se bacA, pAra lagA, mukta huA, atimukta huaa| anya mani atimakta kI isa kriyA ko dekha udvigna ho ge| bhagavAna se kahA, 'bhante Apane kisa nAdAna bAlaka ko saMnyAsa de diyaa| use abhI taka zramaNatva kI maryAdA kA bhI bodha nahIM hai|' bhagavAna ne kahA, 'bhikSuo, tuma jisa bAlaka kI niMdA kara rahe ho, nahIM jAnate ho ki vaha bAlaka mahAna pada prApta kara cukA hai| sabhI zramaNa cauMke ki bhagavan kyA kaha rahe haiN| 'hA~, tuma sabhI usase kSamA-prArthanA karo kyoMki aba vaha vAstavika artha meM atimukta ho cukA hai| usane kaivalya upArjita kara liyA hai| vaha nirvANa ke mahAmArga para parama jyoti ke rUpa meM rozana ho cukA hai / vaha kevalI huA, mukta haA, 'Namo siddhANaM' usa siddha ko mere praNAma hai| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #96 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 86 ika sAdhe saba sadhe ___ apane mana ko naI dizA dI jAe, nae AyAma diye jAeM, to yahI mana prakRti kI ora se milA mahAna puraskAra sAbita ho sakatA hai| mana ko adhyAtma kI ora mor3a diyA jAe to mana hamAre lie astitva kI ora se milA upahAra bana sakatA hai / yaha mana jo abhI vicalita lau kI taraha DagamagA rahA hai agara usameM Ane vAlI vicAroM ke jhauMkoM kI havA ruka jAe to yaha mana akaMpa lau kI taraha sAre jIvana ko prakAzita kara sakatA hai / hamArA mana hamAre lie sahAyaka bana sakatA hai / hamane abhI taka buddhi ko hI bharA hai, buddhi kA hI upayoga kiyA hai| mana ko nahIM par3hAyA, mana ko nahIM samajhAyA, mana ko nahIM smjhaa| yaha hamArI AdhyAtmika vaMcanA rhii| mana ko mAro mata, mana ko jiito| mana hamArA duzmana nahIM; mitra hai| usase maMgala-maitrI saadho| mana ko apanA sahayogI bnaao| jaba bhI mana na lage to use dhyAna kI ora pravRtta kro| dhyAna se hI mana lagAyA jA sakatA hai| mana kA laganA hI dhyAna hai| mana kI sthiratA hI dhyAna hai| mana kA visarjana, mana kA miTa jAnA hI dhyAna hai / mana kI uchalakUda kA, mana ke bandara kA zAnta ho jAnA hI dhyAna hai / jaba mana sthira ho jAtA hai, apane svabhAva se haTakara hamAre astitva kA sahakArI bana jAtA hai, taba vaha mana nahIM rahatA / astitva kA mauna bana jAtA hai| mana agara udAsa ho jAe to usakA bhI svAgata kiyA jaae| udAsI kA bhI Ananda lo| jisa kSaNa udAsI meM bhI Ananda lenA zurU karate ho, usI kSaNa antarghaTa meM zAnta, saumya, sundara mauna ghaTita hotA hai| aisA mauna kSaNa jisakA draSTA vyakti svayaM hI hotA hai| usa AnandapUrNa mauna ke lie udAsI ke bhI kRtajJa bano / udAsI ke prati AbhArI raho jo jIvana meM mauna kA nayA sUtra dekara jAtA hai / yaha maraghaTa-mana maMdira kA mAdhurya ho jAtA hai| jIvana meM parivartana to hogA hii| bAhya nahIM apitu AMtarika parivartana / gRhasthI chor3ane ke lie nahIM kahatA, gRhastha-saMta hone ke lie kahatA ha~ / kIcar3a ko kATane ke lie nahIM, kIcar3a meM kamala ho jAne ko kahatA huuN| dhana, saMsAra ko tyAga rAma ho jAne ke lie nahIM kahatA, balki rAjamahaloM ke For Personal & Private Use Only Page #97 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAkSitva ke kinAre bIca rahate hue bharata kI taraha jIvana-yApana karane kI bAta kahatA hU~ / himAlaya kI guphAoM meM to brahmacArI ho hI jAoge, lekina usa brahmacarya kI AbhA kitanI anUThI hogI jo kisI kozA vezyA ke yahA~ jAkara sthUlibhadra kI taraha bedAga lauTakara AtA hai | Aga ke pAsa jAkara tuma kitane zAMta aura saumya raha sakate ho, yahI tumhArI parIkSA hai, tumhArI kasauTI hai / guphA brahmacArI kA abhyAsa-sthala hai, niyantraNa-sthala hai; vezyAlaya brahmacArI kI kasauTI hai / sonA kitanA kaireTa hai, isakI kasauTI vahIM hogI / maiM tumheM veSadhara sAdhu banane ko nahIM khtaa| maiM cAhatA hU~ tumhArA mana jarUra sAdhu bana jaae| hara vyakti ko veza aura bAne se sAdhu nahIM bananA hai, kevala apane antarmana ko sAdhu banAnA hai / sAdhutA ko to jIyA jAtA hai / sAdhutA veza aura kapar3oM meM nahIM rahatI, sAdhutA to anta:karaNa meM rahatI hai 1 hamArI nijatA meM, saralatA meM, sahiSNutA aura samatA meM rahatI hai / vaha puruSa dhanya hai jo bhItara-bAhara donoM dRSTi se sAdhu hai / bacapana meM pAThya-pustakoM meM eka zloka par3hA thA. - 87 zaile-zailena mANikyaM, mauktikaM na gaje- gaje / sAdhavo na hi sarvatra, caMdanaM na vane vane / bahuta hI satya bAta pratIta hotI hai| hara sAdhu sAdhu nahIM hotA / hara zaila (parvata) mANikya se abhimaMDita nahIM hotA, hara vana meM caMdana ke vRkSa nahIM milate / hara vyakti sAdhu hokara bhI sAdhu nahIM hotA, usameM gRhasthI ke bIja rahate haiM aura hara gRhastha bhI gRhastha nahIM hotA, usameM bhI kahIM sAdhutA vidyamAna hotI hai / mana ko gRhasthI kA AyAma do to mana meM to gRhasthI basa hI jAegI aura mana ko saMnyAsa kA AyAma do to mana saMnyAsI ho jAegA / 'AmI saMnyAsI mukti baliyA' - hama to aise saMnyAsI haiM jo mukti ke pAgala haiM / eka to sAMsArika pAgalapana hai dUsarA mIrA, caitanya, sUra, tulasI, kabIra kA pAgalapana hai jo paramAtmA ke dvAra para pahu~cAtA hai / eka pAgalapana meM bhaTakAva hai dUsare meM prApti hai / eka meM vikAra aura krodha hai, dUsare meM prema aura zraddhA hai / sirpha mana ko dizA dene kI AvazyakatA hai / svayaM ke guru baneM, svayaM ke mArgadarzaka baneM / hama hI apane ko sudhAra sakate haiM, nayA AyAma de sakate haiM 1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #98 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe kaba taka dUsaroM ke bharose mana ko badalAnA caaheNge| jaba taka ApakA aura merA naikaTya banA hai, agara tabhI taka kA badalAva ghaTita hotA hai to yaha adhika mUlyavAn nahIM hai; kyoMki mujhase bAhya dUrI Ate hI Apa puna: aMdhakAra meM cale jAte haiM, cale jaaeNge| ApakI svayaM kI sajagatA aura mUlyavattA honI hI caahie| maiM sahAyaka ho sakatA hU~ para svayaM ko rUpAMtarita karane kA dAyitva ApakA svayaM kA hai / dIye ko jyotirmaya rakhane kI javAbadArI svayaM Apa para hai| basa, yaha karttavya nibhatA rahe, to Apa eka apUrva AnaMda ko jiieNge| sukha-duHkha, anukUla-pratikUla paristhitiyoM se aprabhAvita rahakara Anandita rahane kI kalA sIkha jaaeNge| kacarA janmoM-janmoM kA hai, para buhArI to lagAnI hI pdd'egii| jaba buhArI lagAeMge to kucha dhUla bhI ur3egI, mana meM ucATapana bhI mahasUsa hogaa| jaba dhyAna karoge taba mana meM yaha kacarA ur3egA, mana nahIM lagegA kyoMki abhI taka hamane mana ko sundara banAne kA upakrama kiyA hI nahIM, apane antas kI svacchatA kA koI sAhasika abhiyAna cher3A hI nahIM, apanI anta:karaNa kI vINA ko jhaMkRta karane ke lie aMguliyA~ calAI hI nhiiN| thor3I-sI asuvidhA hogii| thor3A sajaga-saceSTa honA hogaa| lekina jaise bhojana zarIra ke lie anivArya hai, ThIka vaise hI dhyAna ko jIvana kA anivArya aMga svIkAra kara lo| dhyAna amRta hai, amRta, jIvana hai / dhyAna meM samAviSTa ho jaao| cAhe mana kI cikitsA ho, cAhe mana ke vikAra hoM, cAhe mana kI zAMti ho yA aMta:karaNa kI pavitratA, hamane hara dRSTi se aba aisA mArga pA liyA hai, jisameM jaba bhI cAhA eka DubakI lagA lI aura puna: karma meM laga ge| maiM karma kA, kArya kA virodhI nahIM hU~ / karma kareM lekina antardRSTipUrvaka / hozapUrvaka karma, hozapUrvaka vicAra / gRhasthI ke prati bhI hoza, jAgarUkatA aura sajagatA rahanI caahie| svayaM ko Upara uThAnA hogaa| sAkSitva ke kinAre baiThaka lagAnI hogii| mana ko parivartita karane kI rAha svIkAra kro| mana ko parivartana kA sUtra do| yaha parivartana kA sUtra hai sAkSitva ke kinAre baitthnaa| sAkSitva ke kinAre baiThanA hI mana ko pahicAnane aura mana ko parivartita karane kA sUtra hai| dhyAna svayaM ko avalokita karane kI prakriyA hai| anupayukta se bacakara For Personal & Private Use Only Page #99 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAkSitva ke kinAre 89 upayukta meM jIne kI kalA hai| apanI mana:sthitiyoM ko pahacAnanA dhyAna kA pahalA anubhava hai / apane mana kA zAMta honA, mauna honA dhyAna kA dUsarA sabase mahattvapUrNa anubhava hai / dhyAna meM hone vAlI anubhUtiyoM aura bhAvadazA se svayaM ko Upara uThAo tabhI zAyada turIya ghaTa sakatA hai / dhyAna kI sabhI kriyAe~ mana ko AghAta pahu~cAne ke lie haiM, mana ko mauna banAne ke lie haiM / mana ke mauna hote hI, sAkSitva ke utarate hI dhyAna kI prakriyAe~ mahattvahIna ho jAtI haiN| taba eka hI prakriyA hogI subaha ho yA zAma, dina ho rAta dhIme se A~kha baMda kI, sAMsa para Ae, maMda-maMda sAMsa para dhyAna kendrita haA, sAkSitva ke kinAre baiThe, DUbe rahe / basa itanI-sI prakriyA hogI aura dhyAna ghaTita ho jaaegaa| lekina, jaba taka aMguliyA~ calAnI na AeM taba taka vINA aura aMguliyoM ke bIca layabaddhatA lAnI hogii| abhyAsa jor3anA hogaa| mahAvIra ko jaba paramajJAna ghaTita huA ve eka nadI kinAre baiThe the| nadI kA nAma thA Rjubaalikaa| yAnI aisI nadI jo bAlikA kI taraha Rju, sarala, nizchala rhii| mahAvIra RjubAlikA nadI ke kinAre baiThe the - Rju Atman hokara / aura yaha nadI kinAre baiThanA eka bahuta bar3A pratIka hai / jisa taraha tIrthaMkara nadI kinAre baiThe haiM tuma bhI apane antastala meM calane vAle bahAva se alaga hokara baittho| yaha nadI kinAre honA hI sAkSitva ke taTa para baiThanA hai| taba hoza hotA hai / sajagatA rahatI hai| eka madhu kA pyAlA chalakatA rahatA hai| sAkSI-mana sukha kI khAna hai, sAkSitva sukha kA sAgara hai, sAkSitva astitva kA amRta hai| sAkSitva adhyAtma kI cAbI hai, dhyAna kA gura hai| sAkSI hone kI kalA hAtha laga jAye to mukti kI 'kI' hAtha laga gayI / sAkSitva samyaktva kA dAtA hai / sAkSI nirantara mukti kI ora bar3ha rahA hai, mukta ho rahA hai / sAkSI ke abhAva meM jIvana mahaja mana kI khaTapaTa hai; zarIra aura mana kA khela hai| koI mujhase pUche ki mahAvIra kauna the, buddha kauna the? maiM kahU~gA sAkSI the| tIrthaMkaratva aura buddhatva sAkSitva ke vikAsa haiN| carama vikAsa ! mahAvIra caudaha varSa taka dhyAnarata rahe / sAkSI bane rhe| jo hotA rahA, usase nirapekSa rahe / jo honA thA, so hone diyaa| niyati ko, karma ko pariNita hone diyaa| khuda sAkSI rahe, draSTA rahe, vinirmukta rahe / unake lie itanA kAphI rhaa| sAkSI For Personal & Private Use Only Page #100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe rAga-virAga se Upara rahatA hai, vItarAga hotA hai / sAkSitva ko hama bIja mAneM, dhyAna kI tracA mAne, adhyAtma kI AtmA smjheN| sAkSI-bodha ke lie sabase pahale hama zarIra ko dekhate haiM / deha-draSTA dvArA dekhate-dekhate zarIra se tAdAtmya chUTane lagatA hai, lekina usake prati saumyatA A jAtI hai| aisI saumyatA ki zarIra hamArA sAtha nibhA ske| abhI hamAre zarIra meM aisI koI svasthatA-saralatA nahIM hai ki vaha hamArA sAtha nibhA ske| jaba zarIra ke sAtha saMtulana sthApita hotA hai tabhI vaha hamArA sAtha nibhAtA hai| mAnA abhI hamAre zarIra meM pIr3A hai, taba isa zarIra meM jo sAkSitva dekhA jAtA hai vahI sAkSitva usa pIr3A meM se Ananda kA aMkura utpanna karatA hai| yahI aMkura usa pIr3A ke sAtha sAmyatA lAtA hai / yaha merA nijI anubhava hai| AtmA to eka hai, lekina isa zarIra meM roga aneka haiN| jaba-jaba bhI hama una rogoM ke sAkSI hote haiM to pAte haiM ki jaise pahAr3oM meM se jharane nikalate haiM vaise hI usa vyAdhi meM se samAdhi aMkurita hotI hai| tana meM vyAdhi, mana meM samAdhi / zarIra kI saMvedanAoM kA, sparza kI anubhUti kA sAkSI honA anaMta kI yAtrA kI ora kadama bar3hAnA hai| pahale caraNa meM zarIra kA sAkSitva, dUsare caraNa meM vicAroM kA saakssitv| apane vicAroM ke prati sajagatA, unake prati hozapUrNa honA / kyoMki vyakti svayaM ke vicAroM se hI udvigna hai, vyathita hai / vaha AtmahatyA bhI karatA hai, to vicAroM se parezAna hokara / vaha svayaM ke mana ke kAraNa hI kaThinAI meM pha~sA hai isalie vicAroM ke prati saakssitv| dhyAna kI avasthA meM apane bhItara calane vAle UhApoha ko, vicAroM ke yAtAyAta ko dekho / sajagatA ke Ate hI ve vicAra, vikalpa zAMta ho jaaeNge| yaha nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki ve kaba taka zAMta raheMge, para unameM zAMti to aaegii| caubIsa ghaMTe nirvikalpa nahIM rahA jA sakatA, caubIsa ghaMTe niSkAma raha sakeM yaha bhI saMbhava nahIM hai / Akhira, zarIragata anudvignatA caahiye| mana kA mauna caahiye| mana kA nirvANa caahiye| Akhira sabake zarIra ke vIryakaNa itane pavitra nahIM haiM ki sAdhanA pavitratA kI UMcAiyoM ko chU ske| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #101 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ sAkSitva ke kinAre ina do caraNoM ke bAda vyakti ko apanI bhAva-dazAoM se Upara uThanA hotA hai / kucha aisI dazA jo bhale hI gaharI ho, lekina anta:sthala ke zUnya meM ghaTita hone vAle zUnya ke astitva meM pahu~cane ke lie una bhAva-dazAoM se bhI Upara uThanA hogaa| vicAroM kA sambandha hai mana se aura bhAvadazA hRdaya se sambandhita hai| zarIra se mana kI ora, mana se hRdaya kI ora yAtrA karanI hogii| antata: hRdaya se bhI pAra honA hogaa| jo apane hRdaya se bhI pAra lagatA hai usake jIvana meM mauna Ananda hotA hai| aisA Ananda jisake hone kA koI kAraNa nahIM hai / vaha Ananda jo dUsare kI upasthiti-anupasthiti se aprabhAvita hai| yaha to vaha Ananda hai jo svayaM se upajA huA upahAra hai / ise to prakRti bhI hajAroM AzISa ke sAtha detI hai| ise to astitva apane prema aura satya ke sAtha saundarya sahita AtmA para barasAtA hai / merA to abhI taka kA jAnA huA yahI anubhava hai / aura jaba taka isake pAra ke anubhava nahIM hote taba taka jIvana ke ina ajJAta, ajJeya, mauna, akhUTa bhaMDAra meM chipe ina rahasyoM ko jI lo| pI lo ! taba ApakA jIvana dRzya se svayaM ko alaga karegA aura navIna jIvana kA zubhAraMbha hogaa| Apake kadama arUpa kI ora hoNge| sAkSI para to Ananda kA amRta jharatA hai| pariveza aura paristhitiyA~ cAhe jo hoM, para vaha unakA bhI sAkSI hI hotA hai| sAkSI ko paristhitiyA~ kyA prabhAvita kreNgii| vaha paristhitiyoM meM saumyabhAva se jInA aura samAyojita honA jAnatA hai| sAkSI madhyastha hai, sthitaprajJa hai, taTastha hai| sAkSI meM tInoM kA saMgama hai - buddha kI madhyasthatA, kRSNa kI sthitaprajJatA, mahAvIra kI tttsthtaa| sAkSI sabake bIca jAkara bhI, sArI sthitiyoM-paristhitiyoM se gujarakara bhI na-jIyA jaisA hai, na-gujarA jaisA hai| sAkSitva vItarAga-jIvana jIne kA AdhAra-sUtra hai| maiMne dekhA hai jo sAkSitva ke kinAre baiThatA hai, usakA anta:karaNa khuda-ba-khuda parivartita hone lagatA hai| kahate haiM kisI nagara meM eka cora ne bahata upadrava macA rakhA thaa| rAjA ne sainikoM ko AjJA dI ki cora pakar3a kara darabAra meM hAjira kiyA jaae| cora ko pakar3a kara darabAra meM lAyA gyaa| rAjA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #102 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe ne cora ko nagara-nirIkSaka niyukta kara diyaa| yahI usakI saz2A thI ki vaha coroM se nagara kI rakSA kare / aba cora hI agara caukIdArI karane laga jAe to corI kaise hogI? yahI maiM bhI kahatA hU~ ki apane mana ke nirIkSaka tuma svayaM bana jaao| apane mana ko hI dhyAna meM lagA do to mana kahA~ jAegA? maiM kahatA hU~ mana na lage to lagAo dhyAna / mana na Tike to TikAo dhyAna / mana meM bhaTakana pratIta ho to lagAo dhyaan| mujhe prasannatA hai ki dhyAna kI lau usa samAja meM laga rahI hai jo kucha sUtroM ko par3ha-suna lenA hI dharma samajhatA thaa| hamArI naz2ara usa pratimA kI ora uThanI cAhie jo apanI pUjA kA nahIM, dhyAna kA saMdeza detI hai| vaha pratimA hameM mukti aura vItarAgatA kA saMdeza de rahI hai| aura hama haiM ki dhUpa-dIpa-phala-phUla hI car3hAe cale jA rahe haiN| buddha kI pratimA dekho, unakA Upara kI ora uThA huA hAtha, jo kevala prema aura karuNA barasA rahA hai, vahA~ se azeSa AzISa umar3a rahe haiN| hamArA dhyAna jIsasa kI prArthanA para to hai, lekina usa ora nahIM jisase jIsasa jIsasa hae / jIsasa kA prema para dhyAna hai| prema ko pAnA hai to binA dhyAna ke use nahIM pA sakate / binA dhyAna ke prema kI paribhASA hI nahIM samajha sakate / jIsasa kahate haiM ki prema hI paramAtmA hai / prema hai to paramAtmA hai; paramAtmA hai to prema hai| dhyAna kA sUtra samajho, cora ko caukIdAra bnaao| ina indriyoM kI caukasI hogii| mana aura AtmA bhI isake dAyare meM A jaaeNge| yaha dhyAna kA sundara sUtra ho sakatA hai| duniyA ke dariye meM, sAkSitva ke kinAre baiThanA, baiThaka banAye rakhanA, manovRttiyoM, karmaprakRtiyoM se Upara uThane kA, unase mukta hone kA zreSThatama gura hai / palakoM ko vinata ho lene do, bhItara ke mauna meM utaro, bhItara ke ho jaao| bhItara baiThA devatA Apase milane ko pratIkSArata hai| hama saba AeM, apane meM utareM / apane meM ho leM / apane ho jAe~; AtmavAn ho jaaeN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #103 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ antara- mauna : mukti kI AtmA [ saMbodhi dhyAna-zivira, ajamera, 10 - 6 - 96, prazna - samAdhAna ] sAmAyika kevala ar3atAlIsa minaTa kI hI kyoM hotI hai ? Apa kaheM to bar3hA deM (ThahAke) / Apa jyAdA Tike hue nahIM raha sakate isalie limiTa kara dii| maiM to kahU~gA caubIsa ghaMTe sAmAyika meM raho / jIvanabhara sAmAyika meM rho| vaha sAmAyika kaisI, jo ar3atAlIsa minaTa meM pUrI ho jAe / ar3atAlIsa minaTa meM abhyAsa hotA hai ki Apa kitanI samatA - zAMti banAe rakha sakate haiM, Arambha - samAraMbha se svayaM ko mukta rakha sakate haiM / yahA~ jo alaga se Asana lagAkara baiThe haiM kevala ve hI sAmAyika nahIM kara rahe haiM, balki jo darI para baiThe haiM ve bhI sAmAyika kara rahe haiN| ye kitane zAMta haiM, prasanna - saumya / koI lar3AI nahIM kara rahe, inakI bhI sAmAyika ho rahI hai / kaI bAra maukA AtA hai jaba kahA - sunI kA vAtAvaraNa nirmita hotA hai, For Personal & Private Use Only Page #104 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 94 usa samaya agara Apa dasa minaTa bhI sAmAyika kA bhAva svIkAra kara lete haiM, to vaha isa ar3atAlIsa minaTa kI sAmAyika se zreSTha hai / hara saMdhyA ko pratikramaNa kara loge lekina hara subaha pApa se bharI huI hotI hai / aise hI jIvanabhara kevala baiThaka vAlA pratikramaNa karate cale jAoge to pariNAma kucha nahIM milegA / pApa kI nIMva para puNya kI dIvAreM khar3I nahIM kI jA sakatIM / ar3atAlIsa minaTa kA anubaMdha kevala unake lie hai, jinakA citta caMcala hai tAki kucha dera to zAMti raha ske| maiMne dekhA hai loga hajAroM sAmAyika kara cuke haiM para citta kI udvignatA yathAvat hai / sAmAyika to citta kI zAMti kA upAya hai, isameM samaya kA anubaMdha mahattvahIna hai / ika sAdhe saba sadhe hamAre par3ausa meM eka sajjana rahate the| unake beTe hamezA unase sAmAyika karane kA Agraha kiyA karate the / maiMne kahA agara ve nahIM karanA cAhate to kyoM itanA jora dete ho / uttara milA, kama-se-kama ar3atAlIsa minaTa to ghara meM zAMti rahegI / -- netradAna aura raktadAna karanA kyA ucita hai . I mahAnubhAva, Apa kisa dAna ko ucita samajhate haiM / yadi apane die gae rakta se kisI kI jAna baca jAtI haiM to isase bar3A dAna kyA hogA ! hamArI mRta deha jo jalAI jA rahI hai usameM se do A~kheM nikAlakara agara kisI netrahIna ko lagA dI jAe~ aura vaha isa duniyA ko dekhane ke kAbila ho sakatA hai to isase bar3A dAna aura kyA hogA ! maiM adhika kucha nahIM kahU~gA basa itanA hI ki agara kisI ko rakta kI AvazyakatA ho to mere pAsa prema se Aie aura jitane rakta kI AvazyakatA ho merA svIkAra kiijiegaa| eka bAta kA aura saMketa dUMgA ki jisa dina yaha kAyA mATI ho jAe usa dina kevala netra hI nahIM isa kAyA meM se jo aMza mAnavatA ke kAma A sakeM jarUra nikalavAiegA, mAnavatA ko pradAna kIjiegA, isase candraprabha dhanya hogA / (tAliyA~) | For Personal & Private Use Only Page #105 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ antara-mauna : mukti kI AtmA 'ekalA calo re' vAlI sthiti kaba ucita hai, kyA sAtha meM calo re vAlI sthiti hI sadaiva ucita hai? 'ekalA calo re' ravIndranAtha Taigaura kI dI huI eka suMdara paMkti hai, lekina akelA canA bhAr3a nahIM pU~ja sakatA / prakRti meM koI bhI vastu svayaM meM paripUrNa nahIM hai| hama sabhI eka-dUsare ke paripUraka haiN| koI aisA AyAma ho sakatA hai jisameM merI pahu~ca adhika ho aura koI AyAma aisA ho sakatA hai, jisameM ApakI paha~ca jyAdA ho / kyoM na hama apane sAtha 'sAtha calo re' vAlA sUtra apanA leM jisase eka-dUsare kI yogyatAoM kA adhikAdhika upayoga kara mAnavatA kI sevA kara skeN| sAdhanA kA pariNAma ekAntavAsa nahIM, apitu ekAnta se niSpanna mAnavatA kI sevA hai / mujhe apane ekAkIpana kA bodha hai, lekina isa ekAkIpana ke sAtha jitanI auroM kI sevA kI jA sake, jarUra kI jAnI caahie| sevA bhI eka Ananda hai| ___ hameM sAtha calanA caahie| lekina aisA mahasUsa ho ki jinake sAtha hama jI rahe haiM hamAre saMtrAsa aura bar3hate jAte haiM to unase svayaM ko Upara karo, nirlipta kro| sAtha dene vAlA agara parA sahabhAgI mAlama nahIM par3e to bhI cintA mata kro| aMdherI rAta meM pUnama kA cA~da na mile to tAroM se hI kAma claaeNge| aMdhere se to acchA hai / isake bAvajUda tAre bhI kAma na deM to apane dila kA dIpaka jalAeMge aura usI kI rozanI meM Age bar3hate jaaeNge| tumhAre lakSya kI ora bar3hane vAle sahayogI milate hoM, to 'saMga calo re' vAlI nIti apanAnA / Akhira mana kI bAta karane vAlA bhI caahiyegaa| eka-dUsare ko protsAhana dene vAlA bhI caahiye| tuma kabhI phisalate se lago, to sahayogI tumheM thAma le| eka akelA thaka jAegA, milakara bojha uThAnA, sAthI hAtha bar3hAnA / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #106 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 96 aura agara lage ki jinake sAtha jI rahe ho, ve kevala bhArabhUta haiM, chAtIkUTA lagate haiM, tumhAre mArga ke bAdhaka haiM, to ekalA calo re kI nIti ko jIvana meM caritArtha kara lenA / apane svayaM ke sahayogI, svayaM ke guru svayaM bana jAnA aura jaisA ki buddha ne kahA appa dIvo bhava, tuma apane dIpa svayaM hI bana jAnA / ika sAdhe saba sadhe pUjyavara mahArAja sA, Apa kahate haiM maiM kisI kA guru nahIM koI merA ziSya nahIM, dIkSA dI nahIM jAtI, lI nahIM jAtI sirpha ghaTita hotI hai, phira sadguru kyA karate haiM ? eka prazna aura : zaktipAta jarUrI hai ? yaha jAnate hue ki zaktipAta sthAI nahIM hai hamArI ruci isameM kyoM rahatI hai ? kyA Grace (prasAda) pUrNa nahIM ? dIkSA ke tIna rUpa haiM : eka, jo dI jAtI hai; dUsarI, jo lI jAtI hai aura tIsarI jo ghaTita hotI hai / tInoM kramaza:, uttarottara zreSTha haiM / dIkSA kA ghaTita honA jIvana kI sabase bar3I krAnti hai / jIvana meM pahalA sabase bar3A camatkAra hai / ghaTita huI dIkSA jIvana ko adhyAtma kA, cetanA kA, prajJA aura pratibhA kA, UrdhvArohaNa kA, sAkSAtkAra aura vikAsa kA maulika AdhAra detI hai / dIkSA, jo dI jAtI hai, vaha to koI bhI de diyA karatA hai / dene vAlA kitanA yogya hai, svayaM upalabdha hai yA nahIM, isa bAta para dhyAna nahIM diyA jAtA / aise dIkSA-dAtA dinarAta saMsAra kI, jIvana kI kSaNabhaMguratA aura duHkha - bahulatA ke upadeza dete rahate haiM, kaI loga unakI bAtoM se prabhAvita bhI ho jAte haiM aura isa taraha ve dIkSita ho jAte haiM / svayaM buddha ne apane bhAI taka ko aisI hI dIkSA de dI thii| buddha ne dIkSA lene ko kahA, bhAI sammAna aura lajjAvaza inkAra na kara sakA aura dIkSita ho gyaa| kahane ko dIkSA jarUra ho gaI, para becArA bhItara-hI-bhItara jalatA rahA / mana meM saMsAra sugabugAtA rahA / mana kAma kI ora gatizIla banA rahA / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #107 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ antara-mauna : mukti kI AtmA kaI gurujana, bhale hI unameM ziSya hone kI bhI yogyatA hai yA nahIM, patA nahIM, para guru kA ohadA pAne ke lie dIkSA kA vAtAvaraNa banA hI DAlate haiM / merI samajha se, agara tuma jisa cIja kI dIkSA de rahe ho, use tuma svayaM hI upalabdha nahIM ho, to aMdhA aMdhe kA mArgadarzana na kare / tuma bagaira ziSya ke hI guru hue sahI, para kisI ke sAtha nAiMsAphI to nahIM hogii| usakI zraddhA to vicalita aura vikhaMDita nahIM hogii| loga mantra-dIkSA dete haiM, kAna meM koI mantra sunAkara use apanA ziSya ghoSita kara dete haiN| kAna meM mantra phUMkane se koI jIvana badalA hai? __ maiM dekhatA hU~ saMta loga kisI ke ghara jAte haiM aura jabaradastI use koI saMkalpa dilA dete haiN| kore saMkalpa dene se, niyama meM bA~dha lene bhara se mana se usa cIja ko nikAlA jA sakatA hai? pragaTa meM tuma bhale hI chur3A do, aprakaTa meM to, bhItara usakI jAjama bichI rahI hogii| mana meM to makar3ajAla barakarAra rhegaa| mere jAne, dIkSA dene kI bajAya, dIkSA kA dUsarA caraNa ghaTita ho sake, dIkSA lI jAye / svata: dIkSA svIkAra kI jaaye| jo dIkSA Atma-prerita hotI hai, svayaM kI bhAvanA se jo dIkSA svIkAra kI jAtI hai, saMkalpa svIkAra kiyA jAtA hai, vaha kAmayAbI kA dvAra khola legaa| svayaM kI bhAvanA usameM mukhya hotI hai| yaha pUrvApekSA zreSTha hai| maiM ghaTita dIkSA ko isalie mahattva detA hU~ kyoMki kevala saMkalpa se jIvana rUpAntarita nahIM hotA / saMkalpa se hama pravRtti se baca jAeMge, para vRtti phira bhI barakarAra rhegii| vRttiyoM se tumhArA saMgharSa jArI rhegaa| dIkSA kA tIsarA rUpa hai usakA ghaTita honA - jaise ratnAvalI aura tulasIdAsa ke bIca ghaTita huA / ratnA ke do zabda eka jIvita zAstra kA kAma kara gaye aura tulasI kI mUchita cetanA palaTa hI gii| koI guru :nahIM, phira bhI ghaTita huii| patnI kI A~kha se do A~sU, snAna karate dhannA ke kaMdhe para pdd'e| dhannA cauMkA; usakI patnI aura roye ! patnI ne kahA, merA bhAI saMnyAsa lene jA rahA hai / usake battIsa rAniyA~ haiM, roja eka-eka kA tyAga kiyA jA rahA hai / dhannA ne kahA, aise koI tyAga hotA hai ! mana meM patnI kA bhAva bacA huA hai, so eka-eka For Personal & Private Use Only Page #108 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 98 kara chor3a rahA hai / napuMsakatA hai yaha ! patnI ne kahA, mu~ha se aisA kahanA sarala hai, koI karake dikhAe to patA cle| aura tatkSaNa dIkSA ghaTita ho gaI / dhannA khar3A hI ho gayA / kSaNa meM jIvana badala gayA / dRSTi badala gaI / bhAva badala gayA / dhannA dhanya ho gayA / ika sAdhe saba sadhe bhartRhari, vAlmIki jaise loga aise hI badale / unakI dIkSA ko maiM hRdaya-parivartana kI saMjJA duuNgaa| yaha parivartana hI dIkSA kI AtmA hai / tuma kucha badale nahIM; tumhArI antardRSTi khulI nahIM, lezyAe~ nirmala huI nahIM; antazcakra sakriya hue nahIM, to use tuma dIkSA bhale kaha do, vaha dIkSA basa, dIkSA kA vyavahAra bhara hai / 1 tumhAre jIvana kA asalI guru vaha, jisase tuma badale, tuma U~ce uThe / phira cAhe vaha vyakti koI bhI kyoM na ho / AkAza meM ur3atA pakSI bhI tumhArA guru ho sakatA hai aura sAgara meM uThatI lahara bhI tumhArI guru ho sakatI hai / maiMne to pattoM para bhI khilAvaTa kI RcAe~ par3hI haiM, cir3iyoM kI cahacahATa meM bhI AyateM sunI haiM, AkAza ke zUnya meM bhI apanI abhIpsA ko jagate aura tRpta hote hue pAyA haiM / gurutva ke sUtra prakRti ke kone-dara- kone meM bikhare par3e haiM / jisase tuma kucha sIkha gaye, ho gaye, badala gaye, vahI tumhArA guru / harmana haisa kA upanyAsa 'siddhArtha' bar3A prItikAra lagA / buddhatva kA phUla kahA~-kaise jAkara khila jAtA hai, kahA nahIM jA sakatA / dIkSA svayaM eka camatkAra hai, basa, ghaTita honI cAhiye / "Apa kahate haiM ki maiM kisI kA guru nahIM, koI merA ziSya nahIM / " sabhI AtmavAn bane, mere pAsa Ane vAle ke prati merA yahI dRSTikoNa rahatA hai 1 ziSya vaha banAtA hai, jise yA to apanI jamAta bar3hAnI ho, yA apanA nAma phailAnA ho yA apanI sevA karavAnI ho; merI sevA kI vyavasthA prakRti svayaM karatI hai| mujhe kisI se sevA thor3I, karavAnI hai / agara maiM kabhI kisI kI sevA le lU~, to yaha mahaja sAmane vAle ke Atma- pramoda ke lie / maiMne use inakAra nahIM kara rakhA hai, mahAmArga para svIkAra kara rakhA hai, basa isalie sevA svIkAra kara letA hU~ / zeSa to jisane apane Apako hI parama zUnya ko samarpita For Personal & Private Use Only Page #109 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ antara-mauna : mukti kI AtmA kara diyA hai, karttavya-karma saba usake, usake lie, use guru-ziSya kI zrRMkhalA meM kyoM DAlA jAye / mere lie tuma eka AtmA ho, merA pyAra aura bhAva usa AtmA ke lie hI hai, zeSa tuma mujhe jaisA, jisa rUpa meM, mAnanA cAho, tumhArI mauja ! ___ pUchate ho, 'phira sadguru kyA karate haiM?' sadguru tumhAre bhItara-bAhara jo honA hai, usakA dhyAna rakhate haiN| tumhArI mATI ko dIyA banAte haiM aura apanI bAtI aura jyoti ke saMsparza se tumhArI bAtI ko sIMcate rahate haiN| tumhAre bhItara jo hai, usakA janma to svata: hogA, sadguru use janma dene meM tumhArI madada karate haiN| sadguru yAnI samyak guru, acche guru / guru yAnI aMdhakAra ko dUra karane vAlA / guru yAnI prakAza-puMja aura sadguru yAnI samyak prakAza-puMja / rAha meM calate rAhagIra ke lie jo kAma prakAza karatA hai, vahI sadguru karatA hai| prazna kA agalA caraNa hai : "kyA zaktipAta jarUrI hai?"yaha bAta tumheM kisa mahApuruSa ne samajhA dI hai / tuma samajhadAra ho, samajha ke mArga se clo| zaktipAta kI tRSNA aura manokAmanA ko mana meM pAlanA, kisI sAMsArika tRSNA se kama nahIM hai| sahaja meM aisI ghaTanA ghaTa jAye, to AnandapUrvaka use ho jAne denaa| yaha tumhAre lie zubha avazya hai, guru aura ziSya ke bIca saMbandha banAne ke lie yaha acchI pahala hai, para aisA nahIM hai ki bagaira zaktipAta sAdhanA kA bIjAropaNa aura pallavana nahIM hotaa| saca hai| aura phira zaktipAta to mahaja bIjAropaNa hI hai| abhisiMcana to tumheM karanA pdd'egaa| tuma usameM pramAda khA jAo, to zaktipAta, bIjAropaNa phaladAyI nahIM ho paayegaa| aura phira, zaktipAta hara kisI para thor3e hI kiyA jAtA hai| isake lie guru kA to sazakta honA jarUrI hai hI, ziSya kA bhI kulayogI honA Avazyaka hai| zaktipAta ke mAyane haiM tumhArI kSamatA guru ne pahacAnI, tumhArI bhavitavyatA aura pAtratA ko guru kI jJAna-dRSTi ne dekhA aura guru ne apane divyatva kA, apanI sAdhanA kA tumhAre vikAsa ke lie upayoga kiyaa| eka kurbAnI dii| aura isake badale meM ziSya apane Apako guru ke prati kurbAna karatA hai / yaha kurbAnI kabhI vyartha nahIM jaatii| 'samaya pAya For Personal & Private Use Only Page #110 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe taruvara phale' - yathAsamaya saba phalita hotA hai| zaktipAta kA prabhAva, sadA banA huA rahatA hai| tuma agara mArga se cyuta bhI ho gae, taba bhI pradatta aura prApta zakti tumheM prerita aura Andolita karatI rhegii| bhale hI bhraSTa bhI kyoM na ho jAo, para jisa zraddhA ne tumheM U~cAI ke dharAtala para khar3A kiyA thA, vaha tumheM vApasa samhAla legii| tumane sahajatA ko asahajatA se liyA, isalie aisA huaa| 'zakti' se tuma vimukha hue| tuma pUchate ho, "zaktipAta meM hamArI ruci kyoM rahatI hai ?" isalie ki 'hama caTa ma~ganI paTa zAdI' kI nIti meM vizvAsa rakhate haiN| samaya aura zrama hotA nahIM, jhaTa pariNAma cAhate haiM / hama karttavyamukhI nahIM, pariNAma ko pAne ke prati jaldabAjI rakhate haiM / "kyA gresa paryApta nhiiN|"gres paryApta hai, gresa hamArI zraddhA kA, bhAvanA kA pariNAma hai / gresa to barasa rahA hai, hama hI ThaMDe haiM to kyA kiyA jaaye| hama buddhi meM ulajhe haiM, tarka-vitarka meM ghuTa rahe haiM, to gresa kaise grahaNa ho| gresa barasatA hai una para jo hRdaya ke svAmI hue| hRdayavAn prasAda-bhAva meM hI jItA hai / gresa barasA yAnI tuma DUbe / tuma nRtyamaya ho utthe| tuma nimajjita hue| bUMda sAgara meM samA gyii| gresa paryApta hai, prasAda pUrNa hai| gresa barasa rahA hai, tuma grahaNa karo / tumhArI khumArI, tumhArI DubakI hI gresa ko grahaNa kara sakatI hai| prasAda kabhI bhI ghaTita ho sakatA hai, snAna karate vakta bhI, sabjI sudhArate vakta bhI, bhojana karate vakta bhI, gIta gAte hue bhI, saMgIta sunate-bajAte hue bhI, dhyAna karate hue bhI, kisI bhI kAma ko karate hue, kisI bhI kssnn| tuma hara kAma ko bar3e bhAvapUrvaka, bar3e dhyAnapUrvaka, bar3e DUbe hue, samagratA se karo, gresa tuma para brsegaa| gresa tumhAre lie pUrNa hogaa| mere jAne, zaktipAta se kahIM adhika mahattvapUrNa hai gresa/prasAda / rimajhima-rimajhima barase nUrA nUra jahUra sadA bharapUrA / 'caTa ma~ganI, paTa zAdI' kI dRSTi chor3o / DUbo, aura ubaro / DUbanA hI ubaranA hogaa| udhara DAla para baiThA paMchI piU-piU bola rahA hai| usI meM DUbA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #111 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ antara- mauna : mukti kI AtmA I hai / usakA piU, usakA priya A hI rahA hogaa| isa daurAna prasAda barasa rahA hai / ahobhAva ke phUla khilane do, Ananda ke nirjhara baha lene do / hara kSaNa tumhAre lie upahAra hai / mana ke jaMjAla meM ulajhe rahe, to ye upahAra ThukarAe jAte rheNge| tuma prasAda se vaMcita rahoge / hRdaya ko, A~khoM ko, jIvana ko ahobhAva se bhara jAne do| roma-roma ahobhAva kI jhaMkAra ho jAe ! ahobhAva kA madhurima cA~da khilA huA hai, to prasAda kA samudra bU~da meM utarA huA hI lagegA / bU~da samudra meM, aura samudra bU~da meM / hamArA ahobhAva, hamArA premabhAva hI anugraha ke phUloM ko svIkAra kara pAtA hai / pUrNa ko pAne ke lie hameM pUrNa meM nimajjita honA hogA / 101 gresa pUrNa hai, paryApta hai / tanmayatA cAhiye, ahobhAva cAhiye / mugdha, Ananda-dazA cAhiye parama pUjya mahArAja sA, jaba hama kisI dhyAna meM utare hue vyakti ko krodha karate dekhate haiM yA usameM anya kisI bhI prakAra kI rukSatA pAte haiM to usake dhyAnI hone para saMdeha hone lagatA hai / kyoMki dhyAna to jahA~ taka hamArA vicAra hai nirmalatA aura saralatA detA hai, vyakti kA svabhAva badala jAtA hai Apa kyA kaheMge ? 1 dhyAna nizcaya hI nirmalatA aura saralatA detA hai| dhyAna tumhAre vajra hRdaya ko sukumAra banAtA hai / vaha eka ora se nivRtti karAtA hai aura dUsarI ora pravRtti karavAtA hai / asad vRttiyoM se, saMsAra ke kIcar3a se, bhItara ke daladala se tumheM Upara uThAtA hai / jala meM kamala kA rUpa de hI detA hai, mukti kI pA~kha khola hI detA hai| jIvana meM svastikara dvAroM ko kholanA hI dhyAna kA kArya hai / dhyAna manuSya ke svabhAva se hI sIdhe rUbarU hotA hai / svabhAva kisI kA taya nahIM hotA / kSaNa meM krodha, kSaNa meM muskAna / abhI prema, abhI napharata / svabhAva to vyakti kA jaisA bhI hai, usake atIta ke saMskAroM kA jamA huA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #112 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 102 ika sAdhe saba sadhe rUpa hai / saMskAra kI dhArA jaisI hogI, svabhAva usI rUpa meM vyakta ho jaaegaa| jAnavaroM kA svabhAva phira bhI nirdhArita hotA hai, para AdamI apane-Apako jaisA banAnA cAhe, vaisA banA sakatA hai| vaha cAhe, aura prayAsa kare to apane bure svabhAva ko badala sakatA hai / dhyAna svabhAvagata parivartana ke lie eka behatarIna auSadhi hai| dhyAna kA pahalA kAma hai bure svabhAva se acche svabhAva meM badalanA aura dUsarA kAma hai vyakti ko svabhAva se hI mukta kara denaa| svabhAva yAnI Adata / AdateM cAhe acchI hI kyoM na hoM, Adata to Adata hI hai| Adata se hI mukti caahiye| dhyAna to tumheM sahajatA detA hai| sahajatA aura sajagatA hI dhyAna ke AdhAra haiN| dhyAna to phUla kI taraha khilatA hai / phUla se suvAsa pragaTa hotI hai / phUla suvAsa dene ke lie nahIM khilA hai| vaha khilA hai aura usase suvAsa phaila rahI hai, yaha usakI sahajatA hai| aura phira, kisI ke dvArA baratI jAne vAlI rukSatA ke kAraNa tuma usake dhyAnI hone para saMdeha nahIM kara skte| usakI rukSatA kA kAraNa dhyAna nahIM, varan kucha aura hai| ho sakatA hai vaha apane lie ekAnta kI bhUmi banAye rakhane ke lie auroM ko apane se na jor3a rahA ho| mAnavatA kA rUpa kAphI vikRta huA hai / vyakti agara apane prati jAgarUka na rahe, to yaha duniyA usake jIvana-dhana ko lUTa hI le jaae| sambhava hai, aisI koI ghaTanA ghaTa gayI ho ki AdamI satarkatA ke lie bhI aisA vyavahAra kara sakatA hai| sAdhaka zAnti meM jItA hai| cU~ki usameM zAMti ke svara pUrI taraha mukharita nahIM hue haiM, isalie vaha bAhara kA vAtAvaraNa zAnta-saumya cAhatA hai| vaha tumhAre asad-vyavahAra ko saha jAegA, tumhArI ora se nirmita kI jA rahI azAnti aura pratikUla paristhitiyoM ko bhI saha jAegA, kintu jaba use apanI zAMti para, Atma-gaurava para kuThArAghAta hotA najara AegA, to vaha spaSTa zabdoM meM tumheM bola sakatA hai| usakA aisA bolanA kisI ko krodha yA rUkSatA laga sakatA hai, para vaha avyavasthA, pratispardhA aura phijUla kI uThApaTaka ko pasaMda nahIM kregaa| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #113 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ antara-mauna : mukti kI AtmA aba, agara koI dhyAna karatA hai to isakA matalaba yaha nahIM ki bhagavAna ho cukA hai, sarvArtha siddha ho cukA hai| usase bhI cUka ho sakatI hai 1 vaha apane svabhAva ko badalane ke lie prayAsarata ho, para bhItara kI vRttiyA~, saMskAra kI dhArA itanI pragAr3ha ho ki dhyAna ke rUpa meM usake dvArA kiyA jA rahA puruSArtha usa pragAr3hatA ke sAmane pUrA sazakta nahIM ho pA rahA ho| dhIre-dhIre svabhAva bhI badalegA / dhyAna bhI Akhira koI jAduI char3I nahIM hai ki dhyAna meM jIne lage aura tuma use hara dRSTi se 'paraphekTa' dekhanA cAho / 103 aura phira dhyAnI apane Apako acche-bure kI tumhArI dRSTi se kyoM bA~dhe, apane acche-bure hone kA mUlyAMkana tumase hI kyoM krvaae| tumhArA kyA bharosA, Aja jo tumheM acchA laga rahA hai, kala vahI burA lagane lage / dhyAna meM ruci rakhane vAlA svayaM ko badalane ke lie, svaya ke uddhAra ke lie hI dhyAna ko jI rahA hai / tuma usake prati saMdeha karo yA zraddhA, isase use kyA sarokAra | usane dhyAna ke dharAtala para kadama rakhA hai, kadama jamA hai, kadama-dara-kadama calanA bhI sIkhA hai ghara vAloM ko cAhiye, mitroM ko cAhiye ki ve usakA sahayoga kareM, usakA svAgata kareM, use protsAhana deM / | dhyAna manuSya meM satya-bodha aura samajha kA vikAsa karatA hai / usa samajha se hI svabhAva meM parivartana hotA hai| dhyAna eka pUrNa mArga hai, para kabhI-kabhI koI pUrNa mArga bhI kisI ke lie pUrNa nahIM bana pAtA / pUrNa mArga aura bhI haiN| jaba kisI eka pUrNa mArga se pUrNatA na mile, to anya pUrNa mArgoM kA sahayoga bhI le lo / mukhiye ke sAtha sahayogiyoM ko bhI le lo / eka akelA rAjA kAphI hai, para kucha kArya aise hote haiM, jinameM dUsare anucaroM kA, sahayogiyoM, mantriyoM kA bhI sahayoga aura parAmarza lenA par3atA hai| dhyAna ko tuma jIo | pataMjali yama-niyama para jora dete haiM, ye sahayogI mArga haiN| inakA istemAla karo / loga tumhAre prati kyA dRSTikoNa rakhate haiM, isakI paravAha mata karo / tuma apane prati kaisA dRSTikoNa rakhate ho, yaha mahattvapUrNa hai / I tU to rAma sumira For Personal & Private Use Only Page #114 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 104 ika sAdhe saba sadhe jaga lar3avA de| hAthI calata hai apanI gati se kutara bhuMsata, vAM ko bhuMsavA de| tU to rAma sumira jaga lar3avA de| tumheM to basa AnaMdita rahanA hai, prasanna rahanA hai, masta rahanA hai - jIvana kI hara dhUpa meM, hara chA~va meM / parivartana svata: hotA jAegA, Atma-vijaya svata: hotI rhegii| asatya kA pratikAra karane meM, saca kA svIkAra aura samarthana karane meM koI tuma para saMdeha kare, paravAha nhiiN| loga samajhate hI nahIM ki dhyAnI ke kisa vyavahAra meM, kisa zabda meM, kyA rahasya chipA huA hai| loga tuma para bhale hI saMzaya kare, tuma ni:saMzaya raho / ni:saMzaya hokara Age bddh'o| dhIraja dharo, dhyAna ke phUla, dhyAna kI samajha vikasita karane kA yaha vyAvahArika mantra hai, kImiyA hai| parama puruSa prabhu sadguru .... hoM vaMdana agaNita / prabhuzrI korA kAgaja bhejUM ki A~khoM meM pUchu, yaha-vaha kyA pUchu ? yA mauna pratIkSA karU~? ahobhAva pUrNa namana ! - mIrA atisuMdara ! ApakA prazna, prazna nahIM, hRdaya kI utkaMThA hai, mauna kA mukharita honA hai, ahobhAva aura AnaMda se Tapake A~suoM kI bUMda hai / pUchane ko to sAre hI loga prazna pUcha rahe haiM, tuma to prazna ke pAra ho prabhu ! praznottara manomastiSka kI saMtuSTi ke lie haiN| Akhira tuma kucha bhI pUchoge, satya ke bAre meM hI puuchoge| maiM jo kucha kahU~gA satya ke saMbaMdha meM hI khuuNgaa| satya ko kahA nahIM jA sakatA / satya to basa, hai / satya ke bAre meM kahanA yA satya ke saMbaMdha meM kucha kahanA satya ke sAgara ke Upara-Upara hI tairanA huaa| tuma mujhe korA kAgaja bhejo, taba bhI maiM tumhAre hRdaya ko pddhuuNgaa| auroM se maiM kucha kahU~ bhI, para tumheM maiM jo par3hane ke lie dUMgA, vaha korA kAgaja For Personal & Private Use Only Page #115 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ antara- mauna : mukti kI AtmA hI hogaa| korA kAgaja hI to honA hai| AkAza ko dekho to antarghaTa meM AkAza utarane lgegaa| kore kAgaja ko par3ho, to kore kAgaja-sA hI citta ubhregaa| likhane ke nAma para to bahuta kucha likhA gayA / likhe aura cha hue ko to par3hakara AdamI kevala totA raTaMta paMDita hI ho rahA / jJAna kA vikAsa kahA~ ho rahA hai? samajha kA sUtrapAta kahA~ huA hai ? jJAna aura samajha kI suvAsa jIvana aura usake vAtAvaraNa ko suvAsita kare to hI jIvana ke lie unakI upayogitA hai / "korA kAgaja bhejUM ki A~khoM meM pUchUM" ? A~khoM meM pUcho, to tumhArI bAta meM aura jyAdA dama hogA; usa prazna meM apanA eka paripAka hogA; usameM hRdaya kI eka gaharI bhAvabharI saghanatA hogI / jaba tuma mujhe A~khoM meM pUchoge, to maiM tumheM A~khoM se hI javAba duuNgaa| vo, javAba pAne se adhika, vANI se adhika gaharA hogA / bhASA aura vANI kI to apanI sImA hai / A~khoM kI bhASA aura adhika sakSama haiM / jahA~ bhASA hAra jAtI hai, vahA~ A~kha kucha kahane meM, kucha bolane meM apane Apako samartha pAtI hai / Akhira A~khoM kI apanI bhASA / A~khoM meM to pUrA AkAza hI sAkAra hai / A~kha kI bhASA zUnya kI bhASA hai; A~kha kI bhASA mauna kI bhASA hai; A~kha kI bhASA antar - AtmA kI bhASA hai / A~kha ko par3hakara hRdaya ko par3ha liyA jAtA hai / Akhira jo hRdaya meM hotA hai, vahI A~kha meM ubharatA hai I 1 105 1 hRdaya saumya ho, to A~kha bhI saumya hogI / maiM hI kyoM, koI bhI, A~kha ke jariye kisI ke hRdaya ko par3ha sakatA hai / tuma saMdeha - rahita aura nirvikAra-bhAva se kisI kI A~kha meM dekho, tuma usake antarmana ko par3ha hI jAoge | "yaha vaha kyA pUchUM yA mauna pratIkSA karUM ? " pUchane kI agara taraMga uThatI ho, to pUcha hI lo / citta nistaraMga hotA jAye, to prazna svata: hI tirohita hote cale jaaeNge| maiM yaha nahIM kahatA ki aisA hone se tumheM samAdhAna mila jAyegA, varan yaha kahU~gA ki tuma svayaM hI samAdhAna ho jAoge / tuma pUchate ho 'kyA mauna pratIkSA karUM ? ' pratIkSA kI jarUrata hI nahIM hai, mauna hI kAphI hai / bIja to boyA hI jA cukA hai, dhyAna meM rahe, dhyAna jArI rahe / kevala sajagatA kA 1 For Personal & Private Use Only Page #116 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 106 ika sAdhe saba sadhe AnaMdamugdha siMcana cAhiye, taruvara svata: phalatA hai, phala aura phUla svata: khilate haiN| saMta bodhidharma ne yaha jAnane ke lie ki usake ziSyoM meM satya kI kitanI pahu~ca huI hai, apane sabhI ziSyoM ko ekatra kiyA aura puuchaa| eka ziSya ne kahA ki satya ke bAre meM yaha bhI nahIM kahA jA sakatA hai ki vaha hai aura yaha bhI nahIM kahA jA sakatA ki vaha nahIM hai| svIkAra-asvIkAra ke pAra hai satya kA svruup| bodhidharma ne eka rahasyamaya muskAna ke sAtha kahA - vatsa, tumhAre pAsa merI tvacA hai| dUsare ziSya ne kahA - satya antardRSTi hai, jise pAne ke bAda khoyA nahIM jA sktaa| guru ne kahA - tumhAre pAsa merA mA~sa hai / tIsare ne kahA - paMcabhUta aura paMcaskaMdha - donoM hI aura donoM se utpanna sAre tattva hI nazvara aura kSaNabhaMgura haiM / saba kucha zUnya hai| yaha zUnyatA hI satya hai / bodhidharma ne kahA - putra, tumhAre pAsa merI asthiyA~ haiM / aura anta meM vaha khar3A huA jo hakIkata meM jAnatA thaa| usane sadguru ke caraNoM meM apanA sira rakhA, maunapUrvaka praNAma kiyA aura vApasa apane Asana para jAkara baiTha gyaa| bodhidharma ne dekhA, vaha cupa thA aura usakI A~kheM zUnya thiiN| bodhidharma khar3e hue| ziSya ke pAya gaye, muskarAe, use apane gale lagAyA, sAdhuvAda dene ke bhAva se usakA mAthA cUmA aura javAba meM itanA hI kaha pAye sAdhuvAda beTe, sAdhuvAda ! tumhAre pAsa merI AtmA hai| itanA paryApta hai| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #117 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-1 ASPBEANIRRIAGRAMMADHEADMASARDH AADynamARAN | saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira, prabhAta-satra, samaya : lagabhaga savA ghaMTA] yAna-zivira sAmUhika prayoga hote hue bhI hara vyakti ke lie nijI prayogazAlA hai / ekAdhika logoM dvArA sammilita prayAsa isalie kiyA jA rahA hai, tAki eka-dUsare kA AbhAmaMDala unheM bhI prabhAvita aura taraMgita kare, jo antaryAtrA ke lie pUrI taraha utsuka nahIM haiN| eka-dUsare ko Age bar3hate hue dekhakara hameM bhI Age bar3hane kA protsAhana milatA hai / zArIrika zuddhi aura sahaja sphUrti ke lie snAna avazya kara leM / ujjvalatA ke pratIka svarUpa zveta vastra pahaneM to jyAdA upayogI hai / halkA pIlA athavA gulAbI raMga bhI hamArI bhAva-sthiti ko sukUna detA hai / zveta raMga pavitratA aura AdhyAtmikatA kA pratIka hai, pIlA raMga bodhi aura nivANa kA dyotaka hai| ullAsa, utsava aura ahobhAva kA pratIka gulAbI raMga hai| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #118 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 108 ika sAdhe saba sadhe bhAva-zuddhi prArthanA 10 minaTa sabhI sAdhaka paMktibaddha baiTha jAe~, eka dUsare se pA~ca phITa kI dUrI banAe rakheM / karabaddha hokara 'namaskAra-mahAmaMtra' kA tIna bAra sasvara pATha kreN| namaskAra mahAmaMtra Namo arihaMtANaM Namo siddhANaM Namo AyariyANaM Namo uvajjhAyANaM Namo loe savva sAhUNaM eso paMca NamukkAro savva pAvappaNAsaNo maMgalANaM ca savvesiM paDhamaM havaI maMgalaM / * dhyAna-bhAvanA kI samRddhi ke lie aba hama bhAvapUrvaka jIvana-gIta gaaeN| jIvana-gIta kA bhAvArtha hRdaya meM utArate hue sasvara pATha karane se AdhyAtmika saMkalpa aura ahobhAva kA vikAsa hotA hai, dhyAna meM utarane kI bhAvanAtmaka bhUmikA nirmita hotI hai| jIvana-gIta mAnava svayaM eka maMdira hai, tIrtha rUpa hai dharatI saarii| mUrata prabhu kI sabhI Thaura hai, antardRSTi khule hamArI / / * bhAvArtha : arhata, siddha, AcArya, upAdhyAya aura sAdhujanoM ko namaskAra ho| yaha paMca namaskAra samasta pApoM kA nAza karane vAlA aura sarva maMgaloM meM prathama maMgala-rUpa hai| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #119 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga vidhi- 1 yogAbhyAsa jIvana kA sammAna kareM hama, jIvana meM bhagavAn nihAreM / rUpAMtarita kareM jIvana ko jIvana ko hI svarga banAe~ / mana- maMdira meM, mAnavatA ke sambodhi kA dIpa jalAe~ / antar-zUnya ujAgara karake, Ananda- amRta se bhara jAe~ // bhItara kI nIravatA pAkara, dhyAna - prema kI bIna bajAe~ / apane mana kI parama zAnti ko, sArI dharatI para sarasAe~ // zarIra zuddhi - 15 minaTa yogAbhyAsa zArIrika aura mAnasika tanAva - mukti ke lie sahaja-sarala upayogI kriyAe~ haiM / dhyAna meM utarane ke lie do bAteM sahAyaka haiM 1. zArIrika jar3atA kI samApti / . 2. zArIrika sthiratA kI prApti / 109 dhyAna-mArga para pahale-pahala kadama bar3hAne vAloM kA na kevala citta caMcala hotA hai, varan unameM zArIrika sthiratA aura svasthatA kA bhI abhAva hotA hai / dhyAna kI gaharAI meM jAne kI bajAya taMdrA meM DUba jAne kI saMbhAvanA rahatI hai 1 zarIra mAdhyama hai aura mAdhyama kA svastha, nirmala aura anukUla honA Avazyaka hai| dhyAna kI prAraMbhika avasthA meM dainaMdina abhyAsa ke lie For Personal & Private Use Only Page #120 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 110 ika sAdhe saba sadhe sabaha-zAma donoM samaya lagabhaga eka ghaMTe eka hI Asana meM tanAva-rahita sthiratApUrvaka baiThane kI kSamatA sAdhaka meM honI vAMchita hai / yaha tabhI saMbhava hai jaba hamAre zarIra ke aMga-pratyaMga meM paryApta loca ho, koI jakar3ana na ho, snAyavika zAMti ho aura zarIra ke jor3oM tathA nasa-nAr3iyoM meM dUSita vAyu Adi kA anya vikAra avaruddha na ho / prANavAyu ke Agamana, dUSita vAyu ke nirgamana evaM rakta-saMcAra meM koI bAdhA na ho, kyoMki ye hI hamAre saMjIvanI-zakti ke saMcAra ke mAdhyama haiN| ata: dhyAna se pahale subaha thor3A yogAbhyAsa karanA lAbhadAyaka hai| yogAbhyAsa ko hama nimna pA~ca caraNoM meM pUrA kareMge - 1. saMdhi-saMcAlana 3 minaTa 2. sthira daur3a 2 minaTa 3. yogAsana 3 minaTa 4. yogacakra 4 minaTa 5. zavAsana 3 minaTa 1. saMdhi-saMcAlana zarIra meM mukhya rUpa se gardana, kaMdhe, kohanI, kalAI, kamara, ghuTane, Takhane, aMguliyoM ke jor3a -ye saMdhi-sthala haiN| dainaMdina kriyA-kalApoM meM ina saMdhi-sthaloM ke aniyamita upayoga ke kAraNa inameM jakar3ana paidA ho jAtI hai, jo zArIrika sthiratA aura svasthatA meM bAdhaka hai| ina saMdhi-sthaloM ke mukta saMcAlana ke lie hama nimna vyAyAma kareM (ka) pada-saMdhi saMcAlana : nIce baiTha jaaeN| donoM pairoM ko sAmane kI tarapha phailA leN| hAthoM ko ghuTanoM para rkheN| rIr3ha kI haDDI aura gardana sIdhI ho / paira ke paMjoM ko milAkara tIna-tIna bAra Age-pIche jhukAe~ / tatpazcAt donoM paMjoM ko tIna bAra dAhinI ora se bAyIM ora tathA tIna bAra bAyIM ora se dAhinI ora gola ghumaaeN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #121 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-1 111 (kha) hasta-saMdhi saMcAlana : hAthoM ko jamIna ke samAnAntara sAmane kI tarapha phailaaeN| hatheliyoM aura aMguliyoM ko pUrA kholeN| aba aMguliyoM ke pratyeka jor3a para jora DAlate hue , muTThiyA~ kasate hue sIne kI tarapha le jaaeN| muTThiyA~ kholate hue puna: hAtha phailAe~ / tIna-tIna bAra isa kriyA ko dohraaeN| hAthoM ko pUrvavat phailA rahane deM / muTThiyA~ baMda kareM / kalAI ke jor3oM ko dhIre-dhIre gola ghumAe~ / tIna bAra dAhinI tarapha se, tIna bAra bAyIM tarapha se / dhyAna rahe, hAtha sIdhe rheN| (ga) skaMdha-saMcAlana : hAthoM ko kohanI se mor3akara aMguliyoM kI aMjali-sI banAkara kaMdhoM para rakheM aura kohaniyoM ke sAtha kaMdhoM ke jor3oM ko tIna bAra Age se pIche kI ora tathA tIna bAra pIche se Age kI ora golAkAra ghumAe~ / dhyAna rahe ki isa pUrI prakriyA meM aMguliyA~ kaMdhoM para rakhI raheM / (gha) gardana-saMcAlana : gardana-saMcAlana kriyA ke tIna caraNa haiM :- pahale caraNa meM sA~sa bhareM, gardana ko sAmane kI tarapha jhukAkara ThuDDI ko kaMTha-kUpa se lagAne kA prayAsa kareM / phira dhIre-dhIre sA~sa chor3ate hue gardana pIche kI tarapha le jAe~ aura sira kA pichalA hissA pITha se lagAne kA prayAsa kreN| tIna bAra Age-pIche isa kriyA ko dohraaeN| dvitIya caraNa meM gardana ko bArI-bArI se tIna-tIna bAra dAyeM-bAyeM ghumaaeN| tRtIya caraNa meM gardana ko pUrA gola ghumAe~ / tIna bAra dAhinI tarapha se ghumAne ke uparAMta tIna bAra bAyIM tarapha se isI taraha gola ghumaaeN| isa kriyA ko sAvadhAnIpUrvaka dhIre-dhIre kreN| gardana meM koI jhaTakA/jarka na Ane paae| (Da) kaTi-saMdhi saMcAlana : yaha kamara evaM rIr3ha kA vyAyAma hai / khar3e ho jaaeN| ise do caraNoM meM pUrA kiyA jAtA hai| pahale caraNa meM pairoM ko paraspara For Personal & Private Use Only Page #122 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 112 ika sAdhe saba sadhe joDe rkheN| donoM hatheliyoM ko kamarabaMdha para rakha leM aura phira kamara ke nicale hisse ko tIna bAra dAyIM ora se tathA tIna bAra bAyIM ora se golAkAra ghumaaeN| dUsare caraNa meM pA~voM ke bIca Der3ha phuTa kI dUrI rakhate hue hAthoM ko paMkhoM kI taraha phailA deM aura zarIra ke UparI hisse ko kramaza: dAyIM aura bAyIM ora se pIche kI tarapha modd'eN| dhyAna rahe zarIra kA nIce kA bhAga sthira rhe| 2. sthira daur3a zarIra ke Alasa, pramAda aura tamas ko miTAne ke lie sthira/khar3I daur3a kI jAtI hai| ise pAramparika zabdAvalI meM kadamatAla kahate haiM aura pracalita bhASA meM jogiNg| isase zarIra meM sphUrti aura UrjA kA saMcAra hotA hai| isake lie apane Asana para hI khar3e-khar3e daur3a lgaaeN| dhIre-dhIre gati bar3hAe~ aura dhIre-dhIre kama kreN| dhyAna rahe pA~voM kI piMDaliyA~ jaMghAoM se sparza kreN| aba hama sugamatApUrvaka kucha yogAsana kara sakate haiM / 3. yogAsana yogAsanoM meM zarIra kI pratyeka yaugika kriyA ko sahajatA aura tanmayatA se kiyA jAtA hai aura pUrI prakriyA meM zvAsa-prazvAsa para dhyAna keMdrita rakhA jAtA hai / hama nimna yogAsana saMpAdita kareM - (ka) arddha-kaTi cakrAsana- pA~voM ko eka-dUsare se saTAkara sAvadhAna-mudrA meM khar3e ho jAe~ / sA~sa bharate hue dAyIM bA~ha Upara uThAe~ / kaMdhe kI sIdha para hAtha ke Ate hI hathelI ko Upara kI ora modd'eN| phira bA~ha ko Upara uThAte hue kAna se cipakA leN| Upara khiMcAva deN| aba dhIre-dhIre kamara se bAyIM ora jhukeM / bAyIM hathelI ko bAyeM paira ke ghuTane se jitanA nIce saMbhava ho, le jAe~ / jhukate hue sA~sa chodd'eN| dhyAna rahe kohanI aura ghuTane mur3ane nahIM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #123 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-1 113 cAhie / sAmAnya rUpa se sA~sa lete hue apane sAmarthya ke anusAra Asana kI sthiti meM raheM, phira dhIre-dhIre sA~sa bharate hue sIdhe hoM, dAyA~ hAtha nIce le Ae~ / aba yahI kriyA bAyIM ora se dAyIM ora jhukakara kreN| pUre Asana ke daurAna rakta-pravAha meM Ate parivartana para dhyAna rkheN| yaha Asana rIr3ha ko svastha aura lacIlA banAtA hai, pAcana-kriyA ko sudhAratA hai, snAyuoM ko sakriya karatA hai| (kha) trikoNAsana : sIdhe khar3e ho jaaeN| donoM pairoM ke bIca lagabhaga eka mITara kI dUrI rkheN| donoM hAthoM ko kaMdhoM ke samAnAntara dAyeM-bAyeM phailAe~ / sA~sa bhareM / sA~sa chor3ate hae dhIre-dhIre sAmane jhukate hae dAyeM hAtha se bAyeM pA~va ke aMgUThe ko sparza kreN| bAyAM hAtha Upara AsamAna kI ora utthegaa| gardana ko Upara kI ora ghumAte hue dRSTi ko bAyeM hAtha kI hathelI para sthira kreN| sAmAnya sA~sa lete hae sAmarthya bhara Asana kI sthiti meM rukeN| ghuTane nahIM mur3ane caahie| dhIre-dhIre sAmAnya sthiti meM A jaaeN| phira ise bAyIM tarapha se dohraaeN| yaha Asana jA~gha, pITha, peTa aura paira ke taluoM kI mAMsa-peziyoM ke lie uttama vyAyAma hai / madhumeha, kiDanI, lIvara aura AmAzaya ke rogoM para isase niyantraNa hotA hai / sampUrNa deha meM UrjA aura sphUrti kA saMcAra hotA hai| 4. yoga-cakra yoga-cakra sarvAMga vyAyAma hai| yaha bAraha AsanoM aura yoga-mudrAoM kI eka kramabaddha zrRMkhalA hai| ise pAramparika zabdAvalI meM 'sUrya-namaskAra' kahate haiN| isake dainika abhyAsa se zArIrika jar3atA miTatI hai| zarIra svastha, baliSTha aura kAMtimaya hotA hai, pAcanazakti kA vikAsa hotA hai, rakta evaM prANa kA saMcAra sucAru hotA hai ; sAtha hI mAnasika evaM zArIrika zaktiyoM kA vikAsa hotA hai aura AMtarika pavitratA bar3hatI hai| Aveza aura vikalpoM meM zithilatA AtI hai| Atmika tejasvitA se pUrNa AbhAmaMDala kA vikAsa hotA hai| sAhasa, niDaratA aura Atma-vizvAsa meM vRddhi hotI hai| yaha prakriyA For Personal & Private Use Only Page #124 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 114 ika sAdhe saba sadhe prAta:kAlIna dhyAna se pUrva kI jAtI hai / vidhi : sUrya athavA apane iSTa kI ora mu~ha karake 'namaskAra-mudrA' meM khar3e ho jAe~ / hRdaya meM pUrNa samarpaNa-bhAva jAgrata karate hue jyoti-svarUpa paramAtmA ko praNAma kareM aura agralikhita mantra tIna bAra uccArita kareM - tamaso mA jyotirgmy| asato mA sdgmy| mRtyormA amRtaM gamaya / * tatpazcAt yogacakra kI eka-eka mudrA sampAdita kreN| pahalI mudrA : hasta-uttAna Asana sA~sa bharate hue donoM hAthoM ko Upara kI ora uThAe~ / bhujAe~ kAna se lagI huI hoM / jitanA ho sake, hAtha aura sira ko pIche kI ora jhukaaeN| dUsarI mudrA : pAdahastAsana sA~sa chor3ate hue dhIre-dhIre Age kI ora jhukeN| hAtha ko pairoM ke pAsa jamIna para rakhane kA prayAsa kreN| sira ko ghuTanoM se lagAe~ / ghuTanoM ko sIdhA rakheM, ghuTane mur3ane na pAe~ / dhyAna rakheM jitanA jhuka sakeM, utanA hI jhukeM, jabaradastI na kreN| tIsarI mudrA : azva-saMcAlana-Asana hAthoM ko jamIna para hI rakheM / sA~sa bharate hue dAyeM paira ko pIche kI ora le jAe~ aura ghuTanoM ko jamIna kA AdhAra deN| bAyeM pA~va kI jaMghA ko piMDalI se jor3eM / bAyA~ pA~va donoM hatheliyoM ke bIca ho / dRSTi Upara kI ora ho / baiThaka ko nIce kI ora dabAva deN| * bhAvArtha : he prabhu,le calo hameM aMdhakAra se prakAza kI ora, asat se sat kI ora, mRtyu se amRta kI or| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #125 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga vidhi- 1 cauthI mudrA : tulA- Asana tIsarI mudrA bAyA~ paira jo Age rahA, use pIche phailAkara dAyeM paira ke pAsa le lAe~ aura hAtha-pA~va ke bala zarIra ko sIdhA rakheM- jhukI huI tarAjU kI taraha / 115 pA~cavIM mudrA : zazAMka- Asana paMjoM aura ghuTanoM ke bala vajrAsana meM baiTha jAe~ hAtha jamIna se lage rheNge| sira donoM hAthoM ke madhya rahegA tathA lalATa bhUmi para / donoM nitamba er3iyoM para Tike raheMge / chaThI mudrA : sASTAMga praNAma- Asana peTa ke bala ulTA leTa jAe~, hAtha sIdhe sAmane kI ora rakheM / zarIra pUrA DhIlA rkheN| gardana ko sIdhA kareM, lalATa jamIna se sparza ho aura praNAma-bhAva ke sAtha tIna gaharI sA~sa leM / sAtavIM mudrA : bhujaMgAsana donoM hatheliyoM ko pasaliyoM ke pAsa dharatI para TikAkara kandhe aura nAbhi ke hisse ko sA~sa bharate hue Upara kI ora uThAe~ - nAgaphana kI taraha AThavIM mudrA : dhanurAsana jamIna para ulTA leTa jaaeN| pairoM ko ghuTane se kamara kI ora mor3eM / hAthoM se pairoM ko TakhanoM ke pAsa pkdd'eN| zarIra ko donoM ora se bhItara khIMcane kA prayAsa kreN| sira Upara kI ora uThAe~ / * nauvIM mudrA : parvatAsana sA~sa chor3ate hue hatheliyoM ko sAmane phailAkara jamIna para rkheN| pairoM ko sIdhA kareM / kamara ko dhIre-dhIre Upara kI ora uThAe~ / hAtha aura pA~va ke * sAtavIM mudrA meM bhujaMgAsana, AThavIM mudrA meM parvatAsana aura nauvIM mudrA meM zazAMka- Asana bhI mAnya haiM / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #126 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 116 ika sAdhe saba sadhe bala parvatAkAra meM sthira hoM / er3iyoM ko jamIna para lagAne kA prayAsa kareM / dasavIM mudrA : azva-saMcAlana-Asana __yadyapi yaha tIsarI mudrA kI punarAvRtti hai, kintu isameM dAyA~ paira donoM hAthoM ke bIca rahegA aura bAyA~ paira pIche kI ora phailA huaa| gyArahavIM mudrA : pAda-hastAsana - yaha dUsarI mudrA kI sthiti hai / pA~va ke aMgUThe se hAtha kI aMguliyA~ sparza kareM aura sira ghuTanoM ko| bArahavIM mudrA : hasta-uttAna Asana sA~sa bharate hue dhIre-dhIre sIdhe khar3e hoM, hAthoM ko AsamAna kI ora uThAkara pahalI mudrA saMpanna kreN| namaskAra-mudrA meM khar3e hoN| paramAtmA kA smaraNa kareM aura hAthoM kI aMguliyoM ko kamala kI paMkhur3iyoM kI taraha phailaaeN| bar3e prema aura ahobhAva ke sAtha yaha zraddhA-sumana parama pitA paramAtmA ko samarpita kreN| 5. zavAsana AsanoM ke bAda zavAsana kiyA jAnA caahie| yaha yogAbhyAsa kI pUrNAhuti hai| pITha ke bala cita leTa jaaeN| gardana apanI suvidhAnusAra dAyeM yA bAyeM niDhAla chor3a deN| pairoM ke bIca eka phuTa kI dUrI ho| jA~ghoM, piMDaliyoM aura paMjoM meM koI tanAva na rahe / donoM hAthoM ko zarIra se thor3A dUra rkheN| hatheliyA~ AsamAna kI ora khulI huI hoM / A~kheM bNd| zarIra se apanI pakar3a ko chodd'eN| pUre zarIra ko mAnasika rUpa se dekheN| zarIra ke kauna-kauna se aMga vizeSa tanAvagrasta haiM, unheM dekheM, anubhava kareM aura DhIlA chodd'eN| zithilatA kA anubhava kareM / aba paira ke aMgUThe se prArambha kara sira ke bAloM taka, citta ko eka-eka aMga para sthira kareM aura use tanAva-mukti kA sujhAva deM / jaise - For Personal & Private Use Only Page #127 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-1 ____ 117 117 dAyeM paira kA aMgUThA tanAva-mukta ho jaaye| tanAva-mukta ho rahA hai| tanAva-mukta ho gayA hai / (zithilIkaraNa avazya kareM) pratyeka aMga para dhyAna kendrita kara isI sujhAva ko dohraaeN| aisA anubhava kareM ki hama zarIra nahIM, zarIra se bhinna cetana-sattA haiM / zarIra se hamArA tAdAtmya chUTa cukA hai| zarIra ko zava kI taraha apane se alaga par3A huA dekheM / sA~sa kI gati ko bhI svasUcana dvArA zithila aura maMda kareM / kucha kSaNa sA~sa ko pUrNata: bAhara hI roke raheM arthAt sA~sa chor3akara phira sA~sa na leN| pUrNa zithilatA kA, vizrAma kA anubhava kreN| yathAzakti kucha dera isI sthiti meM rukakara dhIre-dhIre gaharI laMbI sA~sa bhreN| pUre zarIra para apanI caitanya-dRSTi daur3Ae~ aura sA~sa ke sAtha zarIra meM praveza kareM / zarIra ke pratyeka aMga meM cetanA kA saMcAra kreN| dhIre-dhIre hAtha-pairoM ko hilAe~ / bAyIM karavaTa lekara dhIre se uThakara baiTha jaaeN| vizeSa - zavAsana kabhI bhI kiyA jA sakatA hai| jaba kabhI hama tanAvagrasta yA thake hue hoM, turaMta pA~ca-dasa minaTa ke lie zavAsana kareM / tanAva aura thakAna se avazya chuTakArA milegaa| anidrA aura ucca raktacApa ke samAdhAna meM yaha bahuta hI sahAyaka hai| citta ko zAMta kara dhyAna lagAne meM upayogI hai| zivira ke dinoM meM sva-sUcana kA, Atma-nirdezana kA acchI taraha abhyAsa kara leM tAki ghara jAkara bhI ise svata: kara skeN| pratyeka saMketa bar3e pyAra bhare komala svara meM deN| AjJApaka yA AdezAtmaka zabdoM kA upayoga na kreN| prANa-zuddhi prANAyAma 5 minaTa AsanoM ke bAda krama AtA hai prANAyAma kaa| hamArA jIvana prANa-zakti se saMcAlita hai| 'prANa' mana, vANI aura karma kI sampAdana-zakti For Personal & Private Use Only Page #128 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 118 ika sAdhe saba sadhe kA paryAya hai| prANa-zakti jitanI svastha, zuddha aura saMtulita hogI, hamArA ciMtana-manana aura rahana-sahana bhI utanA hI svastha, zuddha aura saMtulita hogaa| prANa-tattva AtmA aura zarIra kA setu hai |mnussy caubIsa ghaMTe meM lagabhaga pacIsa hajAra zvAsocchvAsa letA hai| prANAyAma kA mUla uddezya hai prANa ko vistAra denaa| hamArI prANa-zakti sadha jAe to zvAsa-prazvAsa kI gati ghaTakara pratidina lagabhaga ATha-dasa hajAra taka lAI jA sakatI hai, jisakA artha hai- apekSAkRta adhika zAMta, Anandamaya aura dIrgha jIvana / prANAyAma isa prANa-zakti ko sAdhane kA prayoga hai| hamArA zvAsa-prazvAsa svata: jaisA cala rahA hai, usake prati hamArI koI sajagatA-sacetanatA nahIM hai / kaI taraha kI acchI-burI saMvedanAoM kA mana para prabhAva par3atA hai, jisase prANadhArA asaMtulita ho jAtI hai| prANadhArA ke isa vicalana ko samApta kara puna: saMyamita, saMtulita karanA hI prANAyAma hai| isase zArIrika, mAnasika aura bhAvanAtmaka tanAvoM se mukta hone meM madada milatI hai| prANAyAma svastha, sundara aura sudIrgha jIvana kI kuMjI hai| yaha bhaTakatI huI manovRttiyoM para niyaMtraNa sthApita karane kA upakrama hai| prANAyAma ke kaI bhedopabheda haiM, lekina dhyAna-sAdhanA ke lie sarvAdhika upayogI nAr3I-zuddhi prANAyAma hai, jisakI vidhi isa prakAra hai vidhi : sukhAsana meM baiThe / prANAyAma karane ke lie hAtha kI nAsikA mudrA banAe~ / tarjanI aura madhyamA aMgulI ko hathelI kI tarapha mor3a deN| aMgUThA aura anAmikA tathA kaniSThA aMgulI khulI rahe / dAyIM nAsikA ko banda karane ke lie aMgUThe kA aura bAyIM nAsikA ko banda karane ke lie kaniSThA aura anAmikA aMgulI kA prayoga kareM / bAe~ se sA~sa bhareM, dAyeM se chor3a deN| phira dAyeM se sAMsa bhareM, bAyeM se chor3a deN| recaka kA samaya pUraka se kama-se-kama do gunA yA isake guNanaphala meM ho arthAt sA~sa chor3ane kA samaya sA~sa bharane ke samaya se do gunA athavA jyAdA ho| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #129 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-1 119 yaha nAr3I-zuddhi kA eka cakra hai, ise nau bAra dohraaeN| sA~sa bharate hue usakI zItalatA aura chor3ate hue USmA kA anubhava kreN| khAlI peTa, zauca se nivRtta hokara sUryodaya se pUrva yA sUryAsta ke pazcAt isakA abhyAsa kareM / jo loga yogAbhyAsa ke lie samaya na nikAla pAe~, ve nAr3I-zodhana prANAyAma avazya hI kara leN| lAbha : tIna se chaha mAha ke nirantara evaM manoyoga pUrNa abhyAsa se isake lAbha pratyakSa hone lagate haiN| zarIra halkA evaM kAntimaya ho jAtA hai| A~khoM kI camaka vikasita hotI hai| bhUkha bar3hatI hai / zArIrika evaM mAnasika ekAgratA kA vikAsa hotA hai / citta kI caMcalatA aura kaSAyoM kA zamana hotA hai| jJAna-zakti, medhA, pratibhA kA prasphuTana hotA hai| zarIra ke moha se mukta hokara caitanya anubhava hotA hai| caitanya-dhyAna 45 minaTa prArthanA, Asana, prANAyAma ke abhyAsa se dhyAna meM utarane kI bhUmikA bana jAtI hai| zarIra kI jar3atA evaM mana kI taMdrilatA samApta hokara praphullatA kA vikAsa hotA hai| hama sthUla se sUkSma kI ora abhimukha hue| isa bhAva-bhUmi para dhyAna kA avataraNa sahaja saMbhava hai| ata: aba sAdhakoM ko prAta:kAlIna dhyAna kI sAdhanA karanI caahie| caitanya-dhyAna meM prANAyAma, oMkAra maMtra aura Atma-sajagatA kA sammizrita AdhAra dete hue antaryAtrA kI jAtI hai / caitanya-dhyAna eka prakAra se 'oMkAra-dhyAna' hai / oMkAra bIja-mantra ke dvArA antarmana kI ekAgratA, svacchatA aura caitanya-jAgaraNa hI caitanya-dhyAna kA dhyeya hai| caitanya-dhyAna ke pA~ca caraNa haiM - 1 - oMkAranAda 2 - sahaja smRti 3 - antaryAtrA 7 minaTa 10 minaTa 10 minaTa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #130 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 120 ika sAdhe saba sadhe 4 - antarmanthana 5 - caitanya-bodha 3 minaTa 10 minaTa sarvaprathama dhyAna ke lie suvidhAjanaka Asana (baiThane kI mudrA) kA cayana kareM, jisameM hama lagabhaga 45 minaTa sthiratA se sukhapUrvaka baiTha sakate hoN| padmAsana, siddhAsana, vajrAsana, sukhAsana dhyAna ke lie upayukta haiN| siddhAsana vizeSa anukUla rahatA hai / khar3e hokara bhI dhyAna kiyA jA sakatA hai| jinheM taMdrA adhika satAtI ho, unheM khar3e hokara hI dhyAna karanA caahie| asvasthatA Adi aparihArya sthitiyoM meM leTakara bhI dhyAna kiyA jA sakatA hai, para ise Adata nahIM banAnA caahie| upayukta Asana kA cunAva kara sahaja sthira baittheN| pUre zarIra kA mAnasika nirIkSaNa kara yaha jAMceM ki zarIra ke kisI bhAga meM tanAva yA jakar3ana zeSa hai? mAnasika nirdeza se usa aMga ke tanAva ko zithila kreN| AMtarika prasannatA ko khilane deM / netra banda kareM / aMtaradRSTi se gurudarzana karate hue dhyAna kA saMkalpa leM aura caitanya-dhyAna meM praveza kreN| kisI bhI kArya meM pravRtta hone se pUrva saMkalpa pUrva-bhUmikA kA kAma karatA hai / saMkalpa hameM lakSya kI ora bar3hane kI preraNA detA hai / isake lie jarUrI hai ki saMkalpa dRr3ha ho, saMkalpa kA sadA smaraNa rahe, evaM saMkalpa ko kriyAnvita kreN| yaha saMkalpa vAstava meM dhyAna kI dIkSA hai / sadguru ke caraNoM meM baiThakara dIkSita hone ke pazcAt dhyAnamArga meM pravRtta huA jAtA hai, kyoMki yahI guru aura sAdhaka ke bIca sambandha sthApita karatA hai| 'zaraNa-sUtra' bolakara upasaMpadA svIkAra kareM - zaraNa-sUtra arihaMte saraNaM pvjjaami| siddhe saraNaM pvjjaami| sAhU saraNaM pvjjaami| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #131 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-1 121 dhammaM saraNaM pvjjaami| appaM saraNaM pavajjAmi // * prathama caraNa : oMkAranAda gaharI sA~sa bhareM / nAbhi para dhyAna kendrita kara om kA uccAra kareM / eka bAra udghoSa, phira tIna bAra sahaja sA~sa, phira udghoSa / oMkAranAda kI prakriyA meM dhyAna nAbhi/zakti-kendra se prAraMbha hokara Upara uThatA huA kramaza: hRdaya, kaMTha, nAsikA mUla, bhRkuTi , lalATa se gujaratA huA zikhA/sahasrAra taka jaae| pratyeka stara para oMkAra dhvani ke vartula prakaMpanoM ko anubhava karane kA prayAsa kareM / nAbhi, hRdaya, kaMTha, kAna evaM kapAla para om kI anugUMja ko sunane kA prayAsa kreN| nirantara abhyAsa se jaise-jaise iMdriyA~ aMtarmukhI hone lagatI haiM, prakampanoM kI sUkSma saMvedanAoM ko grahaNa karane kI kSamatA vikasita ho jAtI hai| nAda ke prati apanI sajagatA banAe rakheM / nAbhi, hRdaya aura kaMTha se gujarate hae 'o' evaM bhRkuTi-madhya, lalATa aura kapAla para 'm' kA nAda honA caahie| apane hoza ko pUrI taraha nAda ke sAtha jor3ane para hI yaha saMbhava hogaa| isalie pUrNa sajagatA, jAgarUkatA atyaMta Avazyaka hai| isa taraha sA~sa bharate-chor3ate hue pA~ca bAra sasvara oMkAranAda kreN| zanai:-zanai: oMkAranAda ko yathAsaMbhava adhika-se-adhika laMbA aura gaharA karane kA prayAsa kareM / pA~ca bAra isa rIti se oMkAranAda saMpanna hone para do bAra ucca svara meM oMkAra kA udghoSa kreN| om kI parAdhvani aura usake prakaMpanoM ke prati apanI sajagatA aura bar3hAe~ / isa taraha oMkAra kA pA~ca bAra sAmAnya aura do bAra tIvra svara se udghoSa karane ke uparAnta om kI anugUMja prAraMbha kreN| anugUMja oMkAranAda kA dUsarA caraNa hai / hoMTha banda hoM / jIbha acala ho / kevala aMdara-hI-aMdara om kA guMjAraNa kreN| isa anugUMja ko nAsAmUla/bhRkRTi madhya para anubhava kareM aura cetanA kI gaharAI meM utarane deN| bAhara kI kisI bhI dhvani para dhyAna na deM, kevala anugUMja para hI apanI pUrI cetanA kendrita kreN| * bhAvArtha : arihaMta, siddha, sAdhu, dharma aura AtmA kI zaraNa svIkAra karatA huuN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #132 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 122 ika sAdhe saba sadhe anugUMja bhI pahale pA~ca bAra sAmAnya svara meM aura aMta meM do bAra ucca evaM tIvra svara meM saMpanna kara ekadama mauna, zAMta ho jaaeN| abhI kucha samaya taka dhvani ke prakaMpana anubhava hoNge| apanI sajagatA ko pUrI taraha anugUMja ke prakaMpanoM para kendrita kreN| nAda kI parA-taraMgeM jaba zarIra kI pratirodhigAminI taraMgoM se ekalaya hotI haiM, to zarIra meM zAMti prakaTa hone lagatI hai, yahI prathama caraNa kI pRSTha bhUmi hai / dvitIya caraNa : sahaja smRti isa caraNa meM aMdara-hI-aMdara om kA mAnasika jApa karate haiM / jApa meM nirantaratA aura layabaddhatA honI cAhie, ata: om meM smaraNa ko sahaja sA~sa ke sAtha jodd'eN| eka sA~sa meM eka bAra om kA mAnasika jApa kreN| om ko hI apane ciMtana kA kendra bnaaeN| koI zArIrika saMvedanA, mAnasika vikalpa, vicAra ubhareM, to una para dhyAna na deM, na hI unheM uThane se rokeM / unheM apanA kAma karane deM para svayaM ko unase pRthaka anubhava karate hue kevala om para citta ko ekAgra kareM / dasa minaTa taka isI taraha ekAgracitta hokara pratyeka sahaja sA~sa ke sAtha nirantara om kA smaraNa pUrI samagratA aura gaharAI se jArI rakheM / bhRkuTi madhya para prakAzamaya ujjvala om kI AkRti dekheM / mastiSka ko om kI AvRttiyoM se bhara jAne deN| isa dvitIya caraNa meM mana kA kolAhala zAMta honA zurU hotA hai aura sAdhaka ke lie AdhyAtmika pRSThabhUmi kA nirmANa hotA hai| tRtIya caraNa : antaryAtrA tRtIya caraNa meM om ke smaraNa ke sAtha zvAsa kI gati maMda se maMdatara karanI hai| sA~sa dhImI ho aura sahayAtrI ho om / isa caraNa meM antarmana ke sAtha om kI sahayAtrA hotI hai| dvitIya caraNa kI taraha eka sA~sa ke sAtha eka om kI AvRtti jArI rahe, lekina aba sahaja sAMsa ke sthAna para maMda sA~sa ho arthAt sA~sa kI gati kama hotI jaae| pratyeka sA~sa para om pUrI taraha phailA huA ho / eka bhI sA~sa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #133 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-1 123 binA om ko sAtha lie na Ae, na jaae| lagabhaga pA~ca minaTa taka om kI maMda sA~sa ke sAtha sahayAtrA jArI rahe / sahayAtrA kA prathama bhAga isa taraha saMpanna huaa| aba sA~soM kI maMdagati barakarAra rakhate hue sA~soM kI gaharAI bar3hAe~ / sA~soM ke spandana TheTha nAbhi ke nIce taka bhI anubhava kareM aura om ko isa gaharAI meM utAreM / gaharI dIrgha sA~soM ke sAtha om kA gaharA smaraNa lagAtAra pA~ca minaTa taka jArI rhe| isa caraNa meM om avacetana mana meM svata: utarane lagatA hai evaM zarIra ke vibhinna cetanA-kendra sakriya nirmala hote haiN| caturtha caraNa : antara-maMthana aba zvAsa-prazvAsa ko tIvratA pradAna kreN| dhIre-dhIre sA~soM kI gati bar3hAe~ aura pratyeka sA~sa ke sAtha om kA gahana smaraNa kreN| sA~soM kI gati nirantara bar3hAte cale jAe~ aura utanI hI tIvra gati se om kI AvRtti bhI / om aura sA~sa, sA~sa aura om / apane eka-eka aNu, eka-eka roma, eka-eka snAyu ko sA~soM ke dvArA om kI cetanA se jAgrata kareM / anubhava kareM, mAnasa meM isa dRzya ko sAkAra kareM ki hamArA kaNa-kaNa zubhra prakAza se camakane lagA hai aura hamAre antarmana ke kaSAya aura vikAra sA~sa ke mAdhyama se tIvra gati se bAhara phaiMke jA rahe haiN| tIvra zvAsa-prazvAsa ke sAtha om ke smaraNa ko adhikatama tIna minaTa taka jArI rkheN| tRtIya caraNa meM om avacetana mana kI gaharAI meM utaratA hai, jabaki caturtha caraNa meM yaha avacetana mana ko bhI zAnta kara sAdhaka ko caitanya se bhara detA hai / tana-mana Urjasvita ho jAtA hai| paMcama caraNa : caitanya-bodha zvAsa ko tIvratApUrvaka chor3akara svayaM ko rikta kara leM aura antar ke zUnya meM DUba jaaeN| vizrAma, parama mauna ! isa caraNa meM koI kriyA-pratikriyA, prayAsa nahIM karanA hai| kevala sAkSI hokara dekhanA hai| saMsAra se, samAja se, parivAra se, citta se, kaSAyoM se bhinna apane caitanya ko dekheM, anubhava kreN| svayaM meM UrjA-jAgaraNa aura vidyuta For Personal & Private Use Only Page #134 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 124 ika sAdhe saba sadhe prakampanoM kA anubhava hogA / lagabhaga dasa-pandraha minaTa taka apane sahaja svarUpa meM nimagna raheM / paMcama caraNa kI antima sthiti hai - jIvana kI astitvagata azAMti kA sampUrNa samAdhAna, samasta cintAoM se mukti aura saccidAnanda svarUpa meM antaralInatA, ahodazA / jaba taka yaha lInatA banI rahe, taba taka DUbe raheM / sAmAnya sthiti meM Ane ke lie tIna gahare sA~sa leM / hatheliyoM ko jora se ragar3akara halke se A~khoM para rkheN| hAthoM meM pravAhita ho rahI UrjA kA anubhava kareM / hAtha A~khoM se haTAkara dhIre-dhIre A~kheM kholeM / jo bhI prANI yA vyakti sarvaprathama sAmane najara Ae use prabhu-rUpa mAnakara muskarAkara praNAma arpita kareM / 1 bhAva - utsava Atmika AnaMda meM DUbakara sAmUhika rUpa se sasvara 'bhAva - gIta' kA pATha kareM jo maitrI, karuNA, pramuditatA aura samatA kI hama para amRta vRSTi karatA hai 1 bhAva - gIta : parama prema kI rahe preraNA, hRdaya hamArA rozana ho / maitrIbhAva ke madhura gIta se, sArI dharatI madhuvana ho / khuda jie~ sukha se, auroM ko sukha pahu~cAne kA praNa ho / haMsatA- khilatA ho hara ceharA, svarga sarIkhA jIvana ho || For Personal & Private Use Only Page #135 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-1 125 dIna-dukhI jIvoM kI sevA, paramezvara kA pUjana ho| ghara AyoM ke A~sU poMche, khuzahAlI hara AMgana ho / patha-bhUloM ko patha darazAe~, dharma-bhAvanA hara ura ho| hara daravAjA rAma-duvArA, hara mAnava eka maMdira ho| Atma-bodha kI rahe rozanI, A~kheM mana kI nirmala hoN| namaskAra hai hulasita ura se, sakala dharA dharmasthala ho / nivedana - bhAvagIta ke samApana ke sAtha hI sabhI sAdhakoM se nivedana kiyA jAye ki hama apanI dinacaryA ke pratyeka kArya ko prasannatA, manoyoga evaM bodhapUrvaka sampAdita kreN| hara taraha kI pratikriyA se bacate hue sukha-zAMti ke svAmI bane rheN| sabake prati prema, pavitratA aura maitrI kA vyavahAra rkheN| sAtvika AhAra aura mita-madhura vANI kA upayoga kareM / yathAsaMbhava mauna rkheN| hara taraha ke vyasana se paraheja rakhate hue jIvana aura vyavahAra ko zuddha-saMyamita banAye rakheM / hamArI prAmANikatA hamArI pahacAna kA pramukha caraNa ho / ___ 'guruvaMdanA' ke sAtha dhyAna-satra kA samApana kareM evaM gurudeva kA udbodhana (pratyakSa yA kaiseTa pravacana) sunakara Atmabodha upalabdha kreN| guru-vaMdanA guru kI mUrata rahe dhyAna meM, guru ke caraNa baneM pUjana / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #136 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 126 ika sAdhe saba sadhe guru-vANI hI mahAmantra ho, guru-prasAda se prabhu-darzana // sabhI eka-dUsare ko adhyAtma-patha kA sahayAtrI aura prabhu kI mUrata mAnate hue, paraspara abhivAdana kareM, namaskAra kreN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #137 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-2 [ saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira, sAMdhya-satra, samaya: lagabhaga savA ghaMTA] saMbodhi-bhAva prArthanA 10 minaTa godhUli velA meM sAdhakagaNa paMktibaddha hokara baiTheM aura tIna bAra navakAra maMtra kA sasvara sAmUhika pATha kareM, paMca-parameSThi kI aMtardazA kA dhyAna karate hue - navakAra mahAmaMtra Namo AvAramA Namo arihaMtANaM, Namo siddhANaM, AyariyANaM, Namo uvajjhAyANaM, Namo loe savva sAhUNaM / eso paMca NamukkAro, savva pAvappaNAsaNo, maMgalANaM ca savvesiM, paDhamaM havaI maMgalaM / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #138 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 128 ika sAdhe saba sadhe navakAra-maMtra ke uparAnta gurudeva kI saMbuddha-prajJA se sRjita anUThI racanA 'saMbodhi-sUtra' kA saMgItamaya gAyana dhyAna kI samajha ko vikasita karane meM sahAyaka hogA / saMbodhi-sUtra antas ke AkAza meM, cupa baiThA vaha kauna ! gIta zUnya ke gA rahA, mahAguphA meM mauna // 1 // baiThA apanI chA~ha meM, citavana meM muskAna / nUra barasatA nayana se, anahada amRta pAna // 2 // zAnta huI mana kI dazA, jagA Atma-vizvAsa / sArA jaga apanA huA, A~khoM bhara AkAza // 3 // merA-terA bhAva kyA, jagata eka vistAra / jIvana kA sammAna ho, bA~hoM bhara saMsAra // 4 // parama-prema, pAvana-dazA, jIvana ke do phUla / bina inake yaha cetanA, jamIM rajata para dhUla / / 5 / / dRSTi bhale AkAza meM, dharatI para hoM pA~va / hara ghara meM taruvara phale, ghara-ghara meM ho chA~va // 6 // maMdira kA ghaMTA baje, khule sabhI kI A~kha / divya-jJAna ke sabada do, mile par3hana hara sA~jha // 7 / / zubha karanI hara dina kareM, Tale na kala para kAma / sAtoM dina bhagavAna ke, phira kaisA ArAma? // 8 / / sAdhu nahIM, para sAdhutA, pA sakatA iMsAna / paMka bIca paMkaja khile, ho apanI pahacAna // 9 // For Personal & Private Use Only Page #139 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-2 129 korA kAgaz2a z2iMdagI, likha cAhe jo lekha indradhanuSa ke rUpa-sA, ho apanA Alekha // 10 // jyoti-kalaza hai z2iMdagI, sabameM sabakA rAma / bhItara baiThA devatA, usako karo praNAma // 11 // kAyA muralI bA~sa kI, bhItara hai AkAza / utareM antar-zUnya meM, thirake ura meM rAsa // 12 // mana ke kAyAkalpa se, jIvana svarga samAna / bhakti se zrRMgAra ho, roma-roma rasagAna // 13 // mana mandira iMsAna kA, maraghaTa, mana zmazAna / svarga-naraka bhItara base, mana nirbala, balavAn / / 14 / / mana kI gara duvidhA miTe, miTe jagat-jaMjAla / mahAguphA kI cetanA, kATe mAyAjAla / / 15 / / jaga jAnA, para raha gaye, khuda se hI anajAna / mile na bina bhItara gaye, bhItara kA bhagavAna // 16 / / 'samajha' milI, to mila gayI, bhavasAgara kI nAva / bina samajhe calate rahe, bhaTake dara-dara gA~va // 17 // mokSa sadA sambhava rahA, mokSa-mArga hai dhyAna / bhItara baiThe brahma ko, pramudita ho pahacAna // 18 // manobhAva, antardazA, samajha sakA hai kauna? bole, vaha samajhe nahIM, jo samajhe, so mauna // 19 // sadguru bA~Te rozanI, dUra kare aMdhera / aMdhoM ko A~kheM mile, anubhava bharI sabera // 20 // prajJA-puruSa prakAza de, antar-dRSTi yog| samajha sake jisase svayaM, mana meM kaisA roga // 21 // For Personal & Private Use Only Page #140 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 130 ika sAdhe saba sadhe cit-zakti kI cetanA, antas kA AhlAda / mukharita hotA mauna meM, zAzvata sohaM nAda / / 22 // nayA janma de svayaM ko, sA~sa-sA~sa vizvAsa / chAyA de saMsAra ko, para nispRha AkAza // 23 // mukti mAnava mAtra kA, jIvana kA adhikAra / mana kI khaTa-paTa jo miTe, to ho mukta vihAra // 24 // samajhe vRtti-svabhAva jo, sAkSI-bhAva ke saath| to samajho hone lagA, ura meM sahaja prabhAta // 25 // rUpa bane, bana-bana miTe, citA sajI sau bAra / janama-janama ke yoga ko, doharAyA hara bAra // 26 // saMbodhi se TUTatI, bhava-bhava kI jaMjIra / jarA jhA~kakara dekha lo, antas meM mahAvIra // 27 // sone ke ye pIjare, mana ke kArAgAra / TUTe para, kaise ur3e, nabha meM paMkha pasAra // 28 / / hara mAnava se prema ho, ho caitanya-vikAsa / Atmotsava ke raMga meM, bhIgI ho hara sA~sa // 29 // kAlacakra kI cAla meM, banateM mahala masAna / phira kaisA mana meM gilA, sadA rahe muskAna // 30 // bIte kA cintana na kara, chUTa gayA jaba tIra / anahonI hotI nahIM, hotI vaha taqadIra // 31 // karanA thA, kyA kara cale? banI gale kI phA~sa / paMka sanA, paMkaja milA, badaleM aba itihAsa // 32 / / For Personal & Private Use Only Page #141 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-2 131 saca kA anumodana kareM, dikhe na para ke doSa / jIvana calanA bA~sa pe, chUTa na jAye hoza // 33 / / baseM niyati ke nIr3a meM, prabhu kA samajha prasAda / bhale jalAye holikA, jala na sake prahalAda // 34 // 'kartA' se Upara uThe, kareM sabhI se pyAra / jyota jagAye jyota ko, sukhI rahe saMsAra // 35 / / zAnta manas hI sAdhanA, Atma-zuddhi nirvANa / bhItara jAge cetanA, cetana meM bhagavAn // 36 // zAma ke samaya zarIra dinabhara kI vyasta jIvanacaryA kI ApAdhApI se thakA huA hotA hai / pravRttiyoM kA tanAva tana-mana para hAvI rahatA hai / ata: dhyAna meM utarane se pUrva isa tanAva se mukta honA Avazyaka hai| isake lie do vidhiyA~ prastuta haiM - 1. kAyotsarga - jaba zArIrika thakAna prabala ho yA jina logoM kI AjIvikA zArIrika zrama-pradhAna ho, unake lie yaha vidhi anukUla hai / 2. tanAvotsarga - jinakA mana klAnta ho, udAsa ho, pramAda yA mAnasika tanAva se grasta ho athavA jinakI dinacaryA mAnasika zrama-pradhAna ho, unake lie yaha vidhi upayukta hai| kAyotsarga 5 minaTa mana ko hama dhyAna meM lagAe~ , usase pUrva zarIra ko bhI dhyAnamaya banA leN| isake lie hama kAyotsarga-dhyAna kreN| kAyotsarga mRtyu-bodha athavA videha-bodha kI prakriyA se gujarane kI kalA hai| deha-bhAva aura deha-rAga ko chor3ate hue videhAnubhUti ke lie kAyotsarga kI prakriyA apane Apa meM eka viziSTa prayoga hai| yaha saMbodhi-dhyAna meM praveza ke pUrva kI taiyArI hai| prakriyA se gujarane ke lie khar3e hokara, baiThakara yA leTakara sarvaprathama For Personal & Private Use Only Page #142 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 132 ika sAdhe saba sadhe dhIre-dhIre zvAsa lete hue pUre zarIra meM kasAvaTa deM, zvAsa ko rokate hue sampUrNa UrjA ke sAtha samasta mAMsapeziyoM ko nAbhi kI ora do kSaNa ke lie khiMcAva deM aura tatkSaNa ucchvAsa ke sAtha zarIra DhIlA chor3a deM / yaha prakriyA kula tIna bAra kreN| aba zarIra ke pratyeka aMga ko mAnasika rUpa se dekhate hue eka-eka aMga ko zithila hone ke lie Atma-nirdezana deN| prAta:kAlIna satra ke zavAsana kI taraha kA anubhava kreN| dAhine paira ke aMgUThe, aMguliyA~, talavA, paMjA, er3I, TakhanA, piMDalI, ghuTanA, jA~gha, nitaMba, kaTi-pradeza ko kramaza: zithila kareM / isI krama se bAyeM paira ko zithila kreN| phira kramaza: dAyeM aura bAyeM hAtha ke aMgUThe, aMguliyoM, hathelI, pRSTha bhAga, kalAI, hAtha, kohanI, bhujA evaM kaMdhoM ko zithilatA kA sujhAva deM / taduparAnta peTa, peTa ke aMdarUnI avayava, visarjana-kendra, bar3I A~ta, choTI A~ta, pakvAzaya, AmAzaya, kiDanI, lIvara Adi, hRdaya, phephar3e, pasaliyA~, anna-nalI, zvAsa-nalI, pUrI pITha, rIr3ha kI haDDI, Ir3A, piMgalA aura suSamnA nAr3iyA~, samasta snAyu, kaMTha aura gardana ke bhAga ko zithila kreN| isake bAda cehare ke eka-eka aMga-ThuDDI, hoMTha, gAla, A~kha, kAna, nAka, lalATa, sira, bAla, mastiSka ke snAyu aura koSAoM ko bhItara taka dekhate hue zithila kareM / zarIra ke tAdAtmya ko tor3eM / nirbhAratA kA anubhava kreN| apane Atma-pradezoM ko sthUla kAyA se bAhara ananta AkAza meM vihAra karate hue dekheM / svayaM ko niraMtara virATa hokara akhila brahmANDa meM phailatA huA anubhava kareM / dhIre-dhIre apane virATa hue astitva ko sameTanA prArambha kareM aura eka camakate prakAza ke aNurUpa meM, biMdurUpa meM isa taraha kAyA meM lauTeM jaise hamArA nayA janma huA ho / gaharI sA~sa ke sAtha cetanA kA saMcAra kareM lekina tanAva-mukti barakarAra rkheN| tanAvotsarga 5 minaTa kAyotsarga kI hI taraha zarIra ke eka-eka aMga kA mAnasika nirIkSaNa For Personal & Private Use Only Page #143 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 133 dhyAnayoga-vidhi-2 kareM, lekina zithilatA ke sthAna para pratyeka aMga meM prasannatA aura muskarAhaTa ko vikasita kareM / paira ke aMgUThe se prArambha kara sira taka yAnI roma-roma ko pramuditatA aura antar-prasannatA kA Atma-sujhAva deN| aMta meM apane cehare para vizeSakara hoMTha, AMkha aura mastiSka para Ananda-bhAva ko kendrita kareM aura mana-hI-mana muskurAe~-khilakhilAe~ / yadi aba bhI tanAva mahasUsa ho, to khilakhilAkara ha~sate hue loTapoTa ho jaaeN| AtmanirIkSaNa kareM aura dekheM ki yadi aba bhI tanAva bAkI hai to hAsya ko aura vikasita kareM aura taba taka ha~seM, khilakhilAe~ jaba taka thaka na jaaeN| ha~sate hue loTapoTa ho jAnA apane Apa meM tanAva-mukti kA sabase sarala sAdhana hai / jo hara hAla meM prasanna, pramudita rahate haiM, ve tanAvarahita hote haiM / manuSya ke zarIra meM 650 mAMsapeziyA~ hotI haiM, ekamAtra ha~sane se hI do-tihAI mAMsa-peziyoM ke sAtha zarIra kI sabhI kozikAeM evaM kendrIya tantrikA-tantra praphullita ho uThatA hai aura manomastiSka bhI khila uThatA hai / ho sakatA hai isa prakriyA meM haMsate-haMsate hamArI rulAI phUTa par3e aura hama jora-jora se rone lageM para use rokane kA prayAsa na kareM / khulakara ro leN| A~suoM ke ye phUla guru-caraNoM meM arpita kareM aura tanAva-mukta ho jaaeN| avasAda ke rogI isa prakriyA ko pratidina apanAe~ , to lagAtAra tIna mAha ke prayoga se ve roga-mukta ho sakate haiN| saMbodhi-dhyAna 45 minaTa sAyaMkAlIna dhyAna ke lie gurudeva dvArA jo vidhi AviSkRta hai, use saMbodhi-dhyAna kI saMjJA dI gaI hai / saMbodhi kA zAbdika artha hai - samyak bodha yA sampUrNa bodha / saMbodhi-dhyAna kI vidhi hamArI cetanA para AcchAdita kaSAyoM ke AvaraNoM ko haTAkara zuddha, saMbuddha caitanya ko prakaTa karane meM bahuta hI sahAyaka ho sakatI hai| vastuta: dinabhara hamArI cetanA sAMsArika pravRttiyoM meM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #144 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 134 ika sAdhe saba sadhe lipta rahatI hai, auroM ke lie jItI hai| lekina jisa taraha sA~jha Dhale paMchI apane nIr3a meM lauTakara vizrAma pAtA hai, vaise hI hamArI AtmA nijasvarUpa meM vizrAma cAhatI hai, sva meM sthita- sva + stha honA cAhatI hai| samyak samajha kA abhAva hone ke kAraNa vyakti mana-bahalAva ke sAdhana apanAtA hai, para ye sAdhana zAMti, mukti aura Ananda dene ke bajAya, mahaja mana ko bhramita hI karate haiN| hama apanI becainI kA kAraNa nahIM samajha rahe haiN| becainI kA kAraNa hai dina-bhara para-padArthoM se lipta huI AtmA parizrAnta hokara apanI nijatA meM, apane mUla astitva meM jInA cAhatI hai| rAta ke bAharI aMdhakAra meM aMtara ke prakAzita hone kI, Atma-prakAza ke prakaTa hone kI saMbhAvanA adhika hotI hai| kyoMki sA~jha se hI cetanA nijatva kI khoja kI becainI aura chaTapaTAhaTa se bhara jAtI hai / taba isa khoja ko Age bar3hAne vAle prayAsa adhika gahare aura saphala ho sakate haiM, kyoMki usa prayAsa meM AtmA kI sahamati bhI jur3a jAtI hai| 'saMbodhi-dhyAna-vidhi' dhyAna kI bahuta hI gaharI vidhi hai| pariNAma hamArI abhIpsA, lagana aura prayAsoM kI saghanatA para nirbhara karatA hai / ata: hama pramAda tyAgakara apanI hI athAha gaharAiyoM meM DUbeM / basa cAra caraNoM kI hI to bAta hai| pA~cavA~ caraNa to maMjila kI upalabdhi kA caraNa hogaa| Daga bharA ki bhora huii| prayoga-paddhati dhyAna ke lie apane anukUla Asana kA cunAva kareM / upayukta mudrA apanAe~ aura dhyAna kA prayoga prAraMbha kareM / prathama caraNa : ekAgratA 5 minaTa prathama caraNa meM ardhonmIlita netroM se arthAt AdhI khulI, AdhI banda A~khoM se citta ko nAsAgra para kendrita kreN| yaha trATaka hai / nAka ke zirobiMda ko lagAtAra ekaTaka dekheM aura mana ko hara viSaya se haTAkara isI biMdu para ekAgra karane kA prayAsa kreN| yadi A~kheM thaka jAe~, dRSTi aura vicAra bhaTakeM, to For Personal & Private Use Only Page #145 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-2 135 A~khoM ko do-eka bAra jhapakAkara puna: prayoga kareM / A~khoM se A~sU bahane lage to bhI ciMtita na hoM, prayoga jArI rakheM / nAka ke agrabhAga ke cAroM tarapha ubharate hue AbhAmaMDala ko dekhane kA prayAsa kareM / dina-pratidina ke abhyAsa se yaha AbhAmaMDala, prakAzakaNa, prakAza-vartula athavA prakAza-rekhA ke rUpa meM pratyakSa hone lagatA hai| __ yaha AbhAmaMDala manuSya kI citta-dazA, caitanya sthiti aura lezyA-maMDala kA pratibimba hai evaM cetanA ke pravAha kI jhalaka hai, sAtha hI AjJAcakra evaM prajJA-kendra ke sakriya hone kA sUcaka hai| ekAgratA ke isa caraNa se citta kI caMcalatA zAMta hotI hai / bhAvadazA evaM lezyAoM kA bodha hotA hai / dvitIya caraNa : antar-sajagatA 10 minaTa prathama caraNa se gujarane ke bAda hama apanI cetanA ko sA~sa ke AvAgamana ke sAtha jor3eM aura svayaM ko nAsikA mUla sthita prajJAkendra para kendrita rkheN| dhIre-dhIre hama pAeMge ki hamArI sA~seM saMtulita aura layabaddha ho gaI haiN| sA~sa ke prati apanI sajagatA bddh'aaeN| yaha damita mana ke jAgaraNa kI sthiti hai, ata: isa sajagatA se hamAre vicAra-vikalpoM meM eka becainI, eka uthala-puthala macegI, jisase sA~soM kI gati meM bhI utAra-car3hAva aaeNge| vRttiyA~, vikalpa, vicAra uThate haiM, to uThane diijie| unheM rokane kA prayAsa na kreN| hama svayaM ko hara vRtti, hara vikalpa, hara vicAra se, yahA~ taka ki sA~soM se bhI alaga rakhakara unheM taTastha draSTA aura sAkSI hokara aise dekheM, mAno ve hamAre vicAra na hokara kisI aura ke haiM, hamArI vRtti na hokara kisI aura kI hai| sAMsa lene vAlA koI aura hai aura vicAroM ko dekhane vAlA koI aura hai| isa prakriyA se gujarate hue hama svayaM anubhava kareMge ki hamArI antar-sajagatA jaise-jaise pragAr3ha hotI hai, vicAroM evaM vRttiyoM meM hone vAlI uthala-puthala svata: zAMta hotI jA rahI hai| sA~soM meM puna: layabaddhatA aura saMtulana sthApita ho rahA hai / vicAroM-vikalpoM kI AvRtti kama hotI jA rahI hai For Personal & Private Use Only Page #146 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ ika sAdhe saba sadhe aura vRttiyoM ke Avega kama hote jA rahe haiN| dhIre-dhIre hama unase mukta hote jA rahe haiM aura hamArA bodhi-kendra jAgrata hotA jA rahA hai / __ antara-sajagatA ke isa caraNa se mukhyata: hamArA apane acetana aura avacetana mana se samparka hotA hai, hama apanI damita aura uddIpta manodazA se paricita hote haiM / saMvega-udvega, vRtti-vikalpa, Arta-raudra manopariNAma zithila par3ate haiM aura citta-dazA zAMta hotI hai / Atma-tattva jAgrata hotA hai / tRtIya caraNa : antaryAtrA . 10 minaTa ____apane vicAroM, vRttiyoM se gujarane aura unase mukta hone ke uparAMta sAMsoM ke madhya se apanI cetanA ko prANa-kSetra para lAe~ arthAt nAbhi aura kamara-pradeza ke madhya le jaaeN| yaha sthAna AMtarika zakti kA kendra hai / nAbhi se pIche suSumnA taka ke UrjA-kSetra para sA~soM ko, prANoM ke pravAha ko kendrita kreN| citta, mana aura buddhi ko nAbhi-pradeza ke prANa-kSetra para ulaTa ddaaleN| zvAsa-dhArA maMdatara aura pulakabharI ho| pAzavika vRttiyoM kA kendra nAbhi se nIce sthita hai, jisakI jar3eM TheTha pA~voM taka phailI huI haiM / sajagatA ko nAbhi se nIce eka-eka aMga se gujArate hue saMvedanAoM kA nirIkSaNa kara aMgUThe taka pahu~ce aura ina saMvedanAoM se mukta hote hue ulaTe krama se vApasa Upara nAbhi para svayaM ko kendrita kreN| isa prakriyA se hamArI pAzavika vRttiyA~ zAnta-mauna hone lagI haiN| isa caraNa se svAsthya, prANa evaM zakti kendra sakriya hotA hai aura nIce kI uttejaka granthiyA~ zAMta evaM pariSkRta hotI haiN| hamAre Antarika roga kSINa hote haiM tathA zarIra kI jo tIna-cauthAI UrjA kAma-krodhajanya saMvega-Avega meM naSTa hotI hai, usakI rakSA hotI hai| caturtha caraNa : caitanya-jAgaraNa 10 minaTa gahare dIrgha zvAsa-prazvAsa ke mAdhyama se rIr3ha kI haDDI ke aMtima sire ke nIce sthita zakti-kuMDa ke sAtha sabhI antas-kendroM ko jagAeM, prANoM kI samagratA se zakti kA jAgaraNa kareM / nAbhi-kendra para UrjA kA svAgata aura saMcaya kreN| aura aba atyanta pulaka ke sAtha apanI antara-UrjA ko Upara uThAte cale jaaeN| hRdaya-pradeza taka pahu~ceM For Personal & Private Use Only Page #147 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-2 137 aura Ananda kA kamala khilane deN| yadi hama apanI mUla zakti ko hRdaya-pradeza taka uThA pAne meM saphala ho gaye to mAno hama apane vikAroM se, nimnavRttiyoM, azuddha cetanA aura azubha lezyAoM se kamalavat Upara uThane lage haiM aura aba Age kI yAtrA sugama ho gaI hai / krodha Adi zaktiyAM, karuNA aura pavitratA meM rUpAntarita huI haiN| dIrgha evaM gahare zvAsa-prazvAsa ke mAdhyama se thor3A aura prayAsa karake zakti ko kaMTha para, Urdhva-zakti-kendra/zuddhi-cakra taka le aaeN| yahAM Akara zakti gahana zAMti aura prasanna mauna ke rUpa meM abhivyakta hogii| kaMTha se suSumnA taka phaile hue UrjA-kSetra para prANoM ke kendrIkaraNa se iMdriyagata mauna kA vikAsa hotA hai / lekina abhI yahIM rukanA nahIM hai| abhI cetanA kA aura utthAna Avazyaka hai| Age bar3hate jAiye aura donoM bhauMhoM ke bIca tilakavAle sthAna ke lagabhaga eka iMca bhItara UrjA kA samIkaraNa kiijie| apanI cetanA ko hara tarapha se haTAkara AjJA-cakra para keMdrita kiijie| biMdu-rUpa Atma-jyoti ko sAkAra kIjie aura usa biMdu ko virATa karate-karate saMpUrNa lalATa meM, pUre mastiSka meM phaila jAne deN| prakAza kI eka jyoti-zikhA ko mastaka ke UparI bhAga bodhikendra sahasrAra taka pahuMcane deN| adhikatama gahare dIrgha zvAsa-prazvAsa se caitanya-jAgaraNa ke isa caraNa ko pUrNa kiijie| paMcama caraNa : mukti-bodha 10 minaTa . aura aMta meM zarIra, mana, prANa ko zithila chor3akara hara prayAsa se mukta hokara antaralIna ho jAiye - hRdaya meM Atmastha / DUba jAiye bhItara ke ananta AkAza meM, mukti ke aparisIma AnaMda meM, arthAt gahana vizrAma, parama mauna, apUrva zAnti, paramAnanda dshaa| sahaja sthiti hone para paramAtma-rasa page bhajanoM kA gAyana-rasAsvAdana kareM aura bhaktibhAva meM race-pace sAMdhyakAlIna satra kA samApana kreN| aMta meM guru-vaMdanA kareM aura hAthoM kI kamala-mudrA banAkara bhAvArghya guru-caraNoM meM arpita karate hue sAdhanApatha para Age bar3hane ke lie unakA maMgala AzISa grahaNa kareM / Asana se khar3e hoM, aura sabhI ko karabaddha abhivAdana kara For Personal & Private Use Only Page #148 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ 138 ika sAdhe saba sadhe rAtri-vizrAma ke lie vidA leN| upasaMhAra dhyAnayoga kI ukta prakriyAe~ svAsthya, zAMti, saMbodhi aura AnaMda ke maMgalamaya lakSya kI prApti ke lie haiN| manuSya ke pAzavika udvegoM aura vyavahAroM ke divya rUpAMtaraNa ke lie dhyAnayoga mUla mArga hai| jIvana kI kaluSatAoM ko jar3a se miTAne ke lie yaha sahaja, sulabha, saralatama upAya hai| antas kendroM ke jAgaraNa, nirmalIkaraNa aura sAkSAtkAra ke lie yaha jana-mana ke lie upayogI hai| hameM sukha-suvidhAjanita samRddhi ke anaginata sAdhana upalabdha hue haiM, kintu Antarika zAMti aura samRddhi ke abhAva meM hama jIvana ke AnandamayI varadAna se vaMcita ho gaye haiN| hamArI zAMti, zuddhi, pragati aura mukti kuMThita huI hai| saMbodhi-dhyAna manuSya kA kAyAkalpa aura abhyutthAna karane meM mahattvapUrNa bhUmikA nibhAtA hai| isase hamAre bhItara svata: hI dhArmikatA kA unnayana hone lagatA hai / krodha-lobha, bhaya-svArtha, vaira-vyabhicAra, aparAdha-Akrodha dhIre-dhIre chUTate jAte haiM aura sukha, zAMti tathA AnaMda ke svastikara lakSya AtmasAt ho jAte haiN| hama satyam zivam suMdaram ke mahAmArga ke jyotirmAna pathika ho jAte haiN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #149 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ dhyAnayoga-vidhi-2 139 pariziSTa (1) zivira meM zAmila hone vAle sAdhakoM ko prAta:kAlIna satra prAraMbha hone se lagabhaga 45 mi. pUrva jAgakara zauca-snAnAdi nityakarmoM se avazya hI nivRta ho jAnA caahie| (2) zveta vastra dhAraNa karanA sAdhanA ke lie upayukta hai| (3) peTa khAlI rkheN| cAya-kaoNphI, bIr3I-sigareTa, taMbAkha yA anya kisI vyasana Adi kA sevana zivira-kAla meM kataI na kreN| zAma ko bhI satra prAraMbha se kama-se-kama eka ghaMTA pahale kevala halkA bhojana, phala yA dUdha kA hI sevana kreN| (4) zivira-kAla meM adhikatama mauna evaM sAMsArika kAryoM se nivRtta rahane kA prayAsa kreN| (5) banatI koziza zivira-kAla meM parivAra ke sAtha nivAsa na kreN| (6) zivira-kAla meM apane vyaktigata kArya svayaM kareM evaM zivira kI vyavasthAoM meM zramadAna kreN| (7) zivira meM anuzAsana banAe rakheM evaM apane mana-vANI-karma se koI aisA kArya na kareM, jo anya sAdhakoM yA AyojakoM ke lie kaSTakArI evaM avyavasthAprada ho| (8) zivira meM apane vyavahAra se vAtAvaraNa ko adhikatama maitrIpUrNa, nirmala evaM ullAsamaya banAne kA prayAsa kareM / dUsaroM kI madada karane kA prayAsa kreN| (9) AMtarika kuMThAoM se mukta hokara sabhI se sadvyavahAra kareM / sadA sajaga aura prasanna rheN| - zivira meM sammilita hone ke lie zrI candraprabha dhyAna nilayam, 718 pahalI bI ror3a, saradArapurA, jodhapura (rAja.) ke pate para patra-vyavahAra kreN| For Personal & Private Use Only Page #150 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ zrI jitayazA phAuMDezana kA upalabdha sAhitya (mAtra lAgata mUlya para) jAgo mere pArtha : zrI candraprabha gItA para diye gaye viziSTa AdhyAtmika aThAraha pravacanoM kA anUThA saMkalana / gItA kI samaya-sApekSa vivecanA / pRSTha 250 ,mUlya 30/prabhutA kA mArga : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara mAnavIya devatva ko upalabdha karane ke lie diye gaye sIdhe-sapATa pravacanoM kA saMkalana / pRSTha 128, mUlya 15/dhyAnayoga : vidhi aura vacana : zrI lalitaprabha dhyAna-zivira meM diye gaye pravacana evaM anubhavoM kA amRta Akalana; sAtha hI dhyAnayoga kI sacitra vistRta vidhi |dhyaanyog para carcita pustaka / pRSTha 180 ,mUlya 40/ika sAdhe saba sadhe : zrI candraprabha jIvana ko naI cetanA aura dizA pradAna karane vAlA sahaja anubhUti pUrNa cintana / pRSTha 148,mUlya 30/yaha hai mArga dhyAna kA: zrI candraprabha / dhyAnayoga kA mArga prazasta karane vAlI eka zreSTha laghu pustikaa| tanAva-mukti evaM Atma-samRddhi ke lie sahaja maargdrshikaa| pRSTha 24,mUlya 3/mahAvIra kI sAdhanA ke rahasya : zrI candraprabha bhagavAn mahAvIra ke jIvana, siddhAnta aura rahasyadarzI sUtroM ke AdhAra para sAdhanA evaM mukti ke maulika mArga kA digdarzana karatI paThanIya pustk| pRSTha 100,mUlya 15/so parama mahArasa cAkhe : zrI candraprabha Anandaghana ke viziSTa padoM para AdhyAtmika pravacana / eka lokapriya pustaka / pRSTha 140 ,mUlya 20/sArvabhauma hai OM : zrI candraprabha brahmANDa ke sarvAdhika rahasyamayI oMkAra para gahana khoja / eka sAragarbhita saMkalana / pRSTha 48,mUlya 3/rUpAntaraNa : zrI candraprabha jIvana ke rUpAntaraNa ke lie sujhAye gaye mahattvapUrNa pahaluoM kA mAnaka saMkalana / pRSTha 136,mUlya 17/antargahA meM praveza: zrI candraprabha jana-sAdhAraNa ke lie dharma ke sarala patha kI talAza, astitva ke vibhinna rahasyoM kA sahaja sprsh| pRSTha 76, mUlya 10/mukti kA manovijJAna : zrI candraprabha manojagat kI chAnabIna karate hue mukti ke manovaijJAnika evaM AdhyAtmika pahaluoM kA dizAbodha / pRSTha 112,mUlya 12/jIvana, jagata aura adhyAtma : maho. lalitaprabha sAgara jIvana-jagat kI samasyAoM ke samAdhAnoM ko DhUMr3hane kA prayAsa / saTIka pravacana / pRSTha 180.mUlya 30/saMbodhi-dhyAna-mArgadarzikA : suzrI vijayalakSmI jaina saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira kI prAyogika mArgadarzikA; dhyAnayoga- vidhi kI eka mahattvapUrNa pustk| pRSTha 56,mUlya 5/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #151 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ antaryAtrA : zrI candraprabha mAuMTa AbU meM sampanna saMbodhi-dhyAna-zivira meM diye gaye pravacanoM evaM jijJAsA-samAdhAnoM kA amRta saMkalana / sAdhanA kA kramika svruup| pRSTha 148,mUlya 20/phira mukti ke paMkha khule : zrI candraprabha bhagavAn mahAvIra ke cuniMde sUtroM ko AdhAra banAkara adhyAtma ke anachue pahaluoM kA smaakln| pRSTha 160 ,mUlya 25/manuSya kA kAyAkalpa : zrI candraprabha / mana aura cetanA kI vibhinna gutthiyoM ko kholate hue dhyAna dvArA jIvana ke kAyAkalpa kA eka prazasta mArgadarzana / sAtha meM hai dhyAna kI prayogAtmaka vidhi| pRSTha 200 ,mUlya 25/svayaM se sAkSAtkAra : zrI candraprabha mana-mastiSka kI granthiyoM ko kholane ke lie dhyAna-zivira meM diye gaye amRta pravacana / pRSTha 146, mUlya 10/vipazyanA aura vizuddhi : zrI candraprabha zarIra, vicAra aura bhAvoM kI upayogitA aura vizuddhi kA mArga darzAtA eka abhinava prkaashn| pRSTha 122, mUlya 12/jyoti kalaza chalake : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara jIvana-mUlyoM ko Upara uThAne vAlI eka pyArI pustaka / bhagavAn mahAvIra ke sUtroM para prvcn| pRSTha 160 ,mUlya 20/vahI kahatA hU~ : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara starIya pravacanAMzoM kA saMkalana / pRSTha 48,mUlya 3/saMbodhi ke dIpa: zrI candraprabha jIvana-nirmANa evaM antaryAtrA ke silasile meM hara vyakti ke lie upayogI pustaka / pRSTha 112,mUlya 12/jyotirgamaya : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara bhItara ke aMdhakAra ko kATatA eka prakAzavAhI saMkalana / dhyAna-zivira meM diye gaye zreSTha pravacana / pRSTha 88,mUlya 10/zivo'ham : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jIvana kI UMcAiyoM ko AtmasAt karane ke lie eka tanAva-mukta svastha mArgadarzana / pRSTha 100, mUlya 10/amRta-sandeza : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara amRta sandezoM kA saar-sNkln| pRSTha 56, mUlya 3/mahaka uThe jIvana-badarIvana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara vyaktitva ke nirmANa evaM samAja ke vikAsa ke lie buniyAdI bAtoM kA khulaasaa| pRSTha 32,mUlya 2/tuma mukta ho, atimukta : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara Atma-krAnti ke amRtasUtra / zrI candraprabha jI ke choTe-choTe sUkta vacanoM kA saMkalana / pRSTha 100 ,mUlya 7/roma-roma rasa pIje : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara jIvana ke hara kadama para mArga darzAtA cintana-sUtroM kA dstaavej| pRSTha 88,mUlya 10/ For Personal & Private Use Only Page #152 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ haMsA to motI cugai : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara mahAvIra ke adhyAtma-sUtroM para pravacana / pRSTha 88,mUlya 10/dhyAna : kyoM aura kaise : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara hamAre sAmAjika jIvana meM dhyAna kI kyA jarUrata hai, isa sambandha meM svaccha rAha dikhAtI pustk| pRSTha 86, mUlya 10/dharatI ko banAe~ svarga : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dharma kI AvazyakatA aura nArI-jagata para lagI betukI pAbaMdiyoM para samAcAra-patroM ko diye gaye vistRta sAkSAtkAroM kA prakAzana / pRSTha 52, mUlya 3/dhyAna kI jIvaMta prakriyA : suzrI vijayalakSmI jaina dhyAna kI sarala prakriyA jAnane ke lie behatarIna pustaka / dhyAna-zivira kA byoraa| pRSTha 120 ,mUlya 10/appa dIvo bhava : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jIvana, jagata aura adhyAtma ke vibhinna AyAmoM ko ujAgara karatA cintana-koSa / pRSTha 112,mUlya 15/caleM, mana ke pAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara sakriya va tanAva-rahita jIvana prazasta karane vAlA eka manovaijJAnika yugIna grnth| pRSTha 300 ,mUlya 30/vyaktitva-vikAsa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara hamArA vyaktitva hI hamArI pahacAna hai, tathya ko ujAgara karane vAlA bAla-manovaijJAnika prakAzana / pRSTha 112,mUlya 10/saMbhAvanAoM se sAkSAtkAra : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jIvana ke vividha pahaluoM kA sparza karate hue zrI candraprabha jI ke mahattvapUrNa aalekh| pRSTha 92, mUlya 10/cetanA kA vikAsa : zrI candraprabha sAdhakoM ke lie mahattvapUrNa pustaka; antaratama kI hara bArIkI kA manovaijJAnika digdrshn| pRSTha 112, mUlya 12/antara ke paTa khola : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara pataMjali ke mahattvapUrNa yoga-sUtroM para punarprakAza; yoga kI anUThI pustaka / pRSTha 112,mUlya 10/AMgana meM AkAza : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara tIsa pravacanoM kA anUThA AdhyAtmika saMkalana, jo Ama AdamI ko prabuddha karatA hai aura jor3atA hai use astitva kI satyatA se / / pRSTha 200 ,mUlya 30/mana meM, mana ke pAra : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara mana kI gutthiyoM ko samajhAne aura sulajhAne vAlA eka mahattvapUrNa prakAzana, dishaa-drshn| pRSTha 48, mUlya 2/ prema ke vaza meM hai bhagavAna : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara mIrA ke paramAtma-prema para eka pyArI-sI pustaka jise par3he vinA manuSya kA prema adhUrA hai / pRSTha 48,mUlya 3/sAkSI kI A~kha : zrI candraprabha jIvana-jyoti se sAkSAtkAra karavAtI pustaka / jIvana ke rahasyoM evaM satyoM se paricita For Personal & Private Use Only Page #153 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ karavAte AdhyAtmika pravacanoM kA saMkalana / pRSTha 96, mUlya 12/binA nayana kI bAta : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara adhyAtma-puruSa zrImad rAjacandra ke pramukha padoM para mAnaka pravacana |pRsstth 100 ,mUlya 10/bhagavattA phailI saba ora : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara kundakunda kI gAthAoM para mArmika udbhAvanA / kama zabdoM meM adhika saamgrii| pRSTha 100 ,mUlya 10/sahaja mile avinAzI : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara pataMjali ke pramukha yoga-sUtroM kI lokasulabha vivecnaa| pRSTha 92,mUlya 10/paryuSaNa-pravacana : zrI candraprabha / paryuSaNa-mahAparva ke pravacanoM ko ghara-ghara pahu~cAne ke lie eka pyArA prakAzana ; bhASA sarala,prastuti manovaijJAnika / par3heM kalpasUtra ko apanI bhASA meN| pRSTha 120 ,mUlya 17/sola TU suprIma sola : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara mAnava-cetanA ke vikAsa ke hara saMbhava pahalU para prakAza / vizva ke dUra-darAja taka phailI pustk| pRSTha 120 ,mUlya 20/meDiTezana eNDa enalAiTamenTa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara dhyAna aura samAdhi ke vibhinna pahaluoM para manana aura vizleSaNa; videzoM meM bhI carcita / pRSTha 108,mUlya 15/jina sUtra : zrI candraprabha bhagavAna mahAvIra kI amRta vANI ke nitya paThana evaM preraNA ke lie taiyAra kiyA gayA viziSTa saMkalana; samaNasuttaM kA saMkSipta,saMzodhita ruup| pRSTha 180 ,mUlya 10/suyagaDa suttaM : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara eka Adarza dharma grantha kA mUla evaM hindI anuvAda ke sAtha abhinava prakAzana / pRSTha 260 ,mUlya 30/paMca saMdeza: mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara ahiMsA, satya, asteya, brahmacarya aura aparigraha para kAlajayI sUktiyoM kA anUThA smpaadn| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/vizva prasiddha jaina tIrtha : zraddhA evaM kalA: lalitaprabha sAgara solaha vizva vikhyAta jaina tIrthoM kA kalA-zilpa,zraddhA-bhakti kI paramojjvala pRSThabhUmi para saMpradAyAtIta prastuti, vastuniSTha sacitra vivaraNa / nayanAbhirAma raMgIna phoTogrApha tathA kalAtmaka sjjaa| pRSTha 160 ,mUlya 200/zikharajI tIrtha darzana : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara jaina tIrtha sammeta zikharajI ke itihAsa evaM vikAsa kA vistRta byaurA / pRSTha : 48, mUlya 5/saMsAra meM samAdhi : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara saMsAra meM samAdhi ke phUla kaise khila sakate haiM, AdhyAtmika saMtoM ke jIvana se jur3e sacce ghaTanAkramoM ke dvArA usI kA sahaja vinyAsa / pRSTha 120 , mUlya 10/silasilA : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara sabake antarmana ko samAna rUpa se chUne vAlI kahAniyoM kA sNkln| pRSTha 120 ,mUlya 10/- ) For Personal & Private Use Only Page #154 -------------------------------------------------------------------------- ________________ saMta harikezabala : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara aspRzyatA nivAraNa para raMgIna citrakathA / pRSTha 32, mUlya 5/zUnya kA sandeza : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara rahasya kI paratoM ko ughAr3atI laghukathAeM / pRSTha 32,mUlyaH 3/satya, saundarya aura hama : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara sundara-sarasa prasaMga, jinameM saccAI bhI hai aura yuga kI pahacAna bhii| tIsa mArmika kahAniyA~ / pRSTha 32,mUlya 2/kucha kaliyA~, kucha phUla : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara saMsAra ke vibhinna konoM meM hue sadguruoM kI jIvanta ghaTanAoM kA aalekhn| pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/jIvana ke jhaMjhAvAta : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara tIsa zreSThatama laghukathAoM kA saMgraha / pRSTha 32, mUlya 2/mahaka tumhArI, jyoti hamArI : suzrI vijaya lakSmI jaina lokapriya bhajanoM,gItoM padoM kA saMkalana / pRSTha 48,mUlya-4/chAyAtapa : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara adRzya priyatama kI raMgIna bArIkiyoM kA manojJa citraNa / rahasyamayI chAyAvAdI kavitAe~ / pRSTha 108,mUlya 10/jina-zAsana : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara kAvya-zailI meM jainatva ko samagratA se prastuta karane vAlA eka-mAtra sampUrNa pryaas|| pRSTha 80 ,mUlya 3/adhara meM laTakA adhyAtma : mahopAdhyAya candraprabha sAgara jIvana-adhyAtma kI gaharAiyoM ko chU jAne vAlI eka viziSTa kAvyakRti / pRSTha 152, mUlya 7/mahAn jaina stotra : mahopAdhyAya lalitaprabha sAgara atyanta prabhAvazAlI evaM camatkArI jaina stotroM kA vizAla sNgrh| pRSTha 120,mUlya 10/dAdA-guru-bhajanAvalI : mahopAdhyAya vinaya sAgara dAdA-gurudeva ke nAma se vizva-vikhyAta cAroM dAdA guruoM ke bikhare stotroM/bhajanoM kA sarvAMgINa,virATa, apUrva sNkln| pRSTha 600 mUlya 150/bhomiyA bhAvAMjalI : prakAza kumAra daphtarI adhiSThAyaka deva zrI bhomiyAjI ke lokapriya bhajanoM kA pyArA-sA saMkalana / pRSTha 80, mUlya 10/rajisTrI cArja eka pustaka para 10/- 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