Guruvani 3

Author(s): Jambuvijay
Publisher: Jinendraprabhashreeji
Catalog link: https://jainqq.org/explore/004820/1

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rANI bhAga - 3 pUjayapAda gurUdeva munirAjazrI bhuvana vijayAntavAsI For Fri ate & Personal Use Only

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guruvANI bhAga-3 * vyAkhyAtA ja pUjayapAda gurUdeva munirAjathI bhuvanavijayAnovAsI munirAjazrI jaMbUvijayajI mahArAja saMpAdaka sAdhvI zrI jinendraprabhAzrIjI * prAptisthAna ja ajayabhAI sI. zAha 33, janapatha sosA., kAMsa upara, Isanapura roDa, ghoDAsara, amadAvAda-50. phona :- (o) 406542 (rahe.) 396246

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ja mUya ja sadupayoga // H63 // zrI pArva komyuTa amadAvAda-50. phona :- 396246

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pUjyapAda prAtaHsmaraNIya saMghasthavira zrI 1008 AcAryadeva | zrI vijayasiddhisUrIzvarajI (bApajI) mahArAjanA paTTAlaMkAra pUjyapAda AcArya deva zrI vijayamevasUrIzvarajI mahArAjanA ziSyaratna pUjyapAda gurudeva munirAja zrI bhuvanavijayajI mahArAja (jaMbU vijayajI ma.nA pitAzrI tathA gurudeva) janma : vi. saM. 1951, zrAvaNa vada 5, zanivAra tA. 10-8-1895, mAMDala. dIkSA : vi.saM. 1988, jeTha vada 6, zukravAra tA. 24-6-1932, amadAvAda. svargavAsa : vi.saM. 2015, mahA suda 8, somavAra, tA. 16-2-1959, zaMkhezvara tIrtha. national PS U C Only

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prAtaH vaMdanIya pU. sAdhvIjIzrI manoharazrIjI ma. sA. (bA mahArAja) vikrama saMvata 1951 mAgazara vada 2, tA. 14-12-1894 zukravAre jhIMjhuvADAmAM pitA popaTabhAI tathA mAtA benIbenanI kukSie janmeluM tejasvIratna maNibahena, ke je chabIla evA hulAmaNA nAmathI moTA thayA ane bALapaNathI ja dharmaparAyaNa evI A tejasvI dikarIne pitA mohanalAlabhAI ane mAtA DAhIbahenanA panotA putra bhogIbhAInI sAthe paraNAvyA. varSa para varSa vItatA cAlyA. jalakamalavata saMsArasukha bhogavatAM emanI dAmpatya-ve para putranuM puSpa pragaTayuM. nAnI uMmaramAM paDeluM dharmanuM bIja maNibenanA jIvanamAM have vRkSarUpe phUlyu-phAlyuM ane tenA phaLa svarUpe pati ane putrane vIranI vATe vaLAvyA. jeo pU.mu.zrI bhuvanavijayajI ma.sA. tathA pU.mu.zrI jaMbUvijayajI ma.sA.nA nAme prasiddha banyA. patinA pagale-pagale cAlanArI mahAsatInuM birUda sArthaka karatA maNibene paNa temanA ja saMsArI moTA bahena pU.sA.zrI lAbhazrIjI ma.sA.nA caraNamAM jIvana samarpaNa karyuM. tapa, tyAga, samatA, sahanazIlatA jevA guNone temaNe AtmasAta karyA. pa7 varSa sudhI niraticArapaNe saMyama jIvananI ArAdhanA karatAM tathA vAtsalyanA dhodhamAM badhAne navaDAvatA e gurUmAtA 101 varSanI jaipha uMmare saMvata 2051 poSasudi 10 tA. 11-1-1995 budhavAre pAlitANAmAM siddhAcalanI godamAM samAI gayA.

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pU. sAdhvIjI lAbhazrIjI mahArAja (sarakArI upAzrayavALAnA ziSyA tathA bahena) saMghamAtA zatavarSAdhikAyu pUjyapAda sAdhvIjIzrI manoharazrIjI mahArAja janma : vikramasaMvat 1951, mAgazara vada 2, zukravAra, tA. 14-12-1894, jhIjhuvADA. dIkSA : vikramasaMvata 1995, mahAvada 12, budhavAra, tA. 15-2-1939, amadAvAda. svargavAsa : vikramasaMvata 2051, poSa suda 10, budhavAra, tA. 11-1-1995, rAtre 8-4pa vIzAnImAbhavana jaina upAzraya, siddhakSetra pAlitANA. Education International For Private Personal use only

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saMghamAtA zatavarSAdhikAyu pUjyapAda sAdhvIjIzrI manoharazrIjI ma.sA.nA ziSyA pU.sA. zrI sUryaprabhAzrIjI mahArAja janma : vikramasaMvata 1978, phAgaNasuda 7, AdariyANA dIkSA : vikramasaMvata 2005, mahAsuda 1, ravivAra 30-1-1949 desIDI svargavAsa : vikramasaMvata 2051, Asovada 12, zanivAra tA. 21-10-95, mAMDa

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sva. morArajI nAnajI gAlA janma : 13-8-1925 svargavAsa : 24-4-1988 mAtuzrI hIrabAi mo2A2jI gAlA 26-9-1932, somavAra janma '

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mAtuzrI hIrabAI morArajI gAlA sva. morArajI nAnajI gAlA nA smaraNArthe saMvata 2053nA parama pUjaya gurUdeva munirAjazrI jaMbUvijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA nAnA AsaMbIyA cAturmAsano lAbha lenAra a.se.zrImati vimaLAbena kulIna morArajI taraphathI saprema bheTa

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sva. lAlajI vIrapAra janma- 1944 svargavAsa-2004 sva. paMjIbena lAlajI janma - 1946 svargavAsa-2042 Jain Education Intemational For Private & Personal use only

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sva. zA lAlajI vIrapAra sava. paMjIbena lAlajI vIrapAra nA smaraNArthe saMvata 2053nA parama pUjaya gurUdevA munirAjazrI jaMbUvijayajI mahArAja sAhebanA nAnA AsaMbIyA cAturmAsano lAbha lenAra a.sau. zrImati maNIbena kalyANajI lAlajI naMdu taraphathI saprema bheTa

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zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | zrI tAraka gurUdevAya namaH | (prastAvanA) guNI ane guNAnurAgI, mukta vicAra rUpI gaganamAM vicaranArA, jaMgama vidyApITha evA pU.gurudeva gaIsAla amadAvAda jaina sausAyaTImAM comAsuM hatA. comAsAmAM gAma nAnA AMsabIyAnA nivAsI kulInabhAI morArajI gAlA tathA kalyANajI lAlajI naMdu kacchamAM padhAravA mATe vinaMtI karavA AvyA. pahelAM to pUjya gurudeve nA pADI, paraMtu temaNe kahyuM ke kaccha ghaNA samayathI megharAjAthI vaMcita che. Apa tyAM padhAro ane aDhAra abhiSeka dvArA kacchanI ghaNA varSonI tarasI bhUmine hariyALI banAvo. ane mUMgA prANIone bacAvo. pUjya gurUdeva to karuNAnA sAgara! potAnA mATe nahIM paNa jIvonA mATe badhuM ja karavA taiyAra. Ama temanA atyAgrahane lIdhe kacchamAM AvavAnI hA to pADI paNa comAsA pachI zaMkhezvarajI AvatAM temanI tabiyata ghaNI bagaDI gaI. zrAvako zaMkhezvarajImAM pharI vinaMtI mATe padhAryA. tyAre tabiyata ghaNI nAdurasta hovA chatAM jIvo paranI karuNAne lIdhe kacchano duSkALa dAdAnI kRpAthI dUra thAya e gaNatarI ane temanA dareka kAryamAM tana, mana ane dhanathI sAtha ApanAra morArajIbhAI tathA kalyANajIbhAI taraphanA

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kRtajJabhAvane lIdhe ane dAkSiNyatAne lIdhe kacchamAM padhAravAnI ane nAnA AsaMbIyAmAM comAsuM karavAnI hA pADI. unALAnI bhayaMkara garamImAM paNa 400 ki.mI.no vihAra karIne pUjya gurudeva kacchamAM padhAryA. pachI vaizAkha suda-6nA AkhA kacchamAM zrAvako dvArA abhiSeka goThavAyA. pU. gurUdeva to bhadrezvara tIrthamAM rahyA hatA. suMdara rIte abhiSeka pUrA karyA pachI dhIme-dhIme vihAra karatA pUjya gurUdeve saMvata 2053nA aSADa suda-2nA nAnA AsaMbIyAmAM cAturmAsika praveza karyo. nAnA chatAM raLiyAmaNAM ane bhaktibhAvathI bharelA A gAmamAM kulInabhAI morArajI gAlA parivAre tathA kalyANajI lAlajI naMdu parivAre cAturmAsa daramyAna sAdharmika bhaktino khUba khUba lAbha lIdho, ane potAnI lakSmIne sArthaka karI. ApaNe bhagavAnane to amuka kaLazo dvArA abhiSeka karyo hato paNa karuNAnA sAgara bhagavAne samagra kacchanI dharatIne aneka kaLazo pANI dvArA navaDAvI dIdhI. AvA mahApuruSonA punita pagale kacchanI dharA dhanya banI. hariyALI banI. loko tRpta thayA eTaluM ja nahIM pazu-paMkhI paNa tRpta thayA. chellA keTalAya varSothI samagra kacchanA lokoe AvI anarAdhAra vRSTi joI nahotI.bhagavAne dharatIne hariyALI banAvI jyAre pU. gurUdeve lokonAM haiyAne bhInAM bhInAM karI dIdhA. comAsA daramyAna pU. zAMtisUri mahArAja viracita dharmaratna prakaraNa' nAmanA suMdara graMthanuM

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vAMcana zarU karyuM. temAM zrAvakanA 21 guNonuM varNana Ave che. suMdara ane saraLa zailImAM zrotAonA hRdayane ArapAra utarI jAya tevuM varNana pUjya gurUdeve karyuM. temAMthI 11 guNo guruvANI pustakanA pahelA-bIjA bhAgamAM AvI gayA che. bAkInA 10 guNonuM varNana A pustikAmAM lIdhuM che. pUjya gurUdeve judA judA samaye tathA judA-judA sthaLe ApelA vyAkhyAnone meM saMkalananI dRSTie ahIM te-te tithIomAM goThavyA che. zarUAtamAM dharma kevo hovo joIe tenuM mALakhuM che ane pachI guNonuM varNana che. 11 guNo A pramANe che. 1. madhyastha. 2. guNAnurAgI 3. satkathA. 4. supakSathI yukta. 5. vizeSajJa. 6. sudIrghadarzI. 7. vRddhAnuga 8. vinIta 9. kRtajJa. 10. parahitaciMtaka. 11. labdhalakSya. tathA navapada, divALI ane jJAnapaMcamInA vyAkhyAna che. sacoTa, suMdara ane saraLazailImAM lokone AkarSatA pU.gurUdevanA pravacano pahelAM be bhAgamAM prakAzita thatAM lokonI mAMga ghaNI vadhI gaI. trIjA bhAganI mAMga AvI ane sAthe kulInabhAI tathA kalyANajIbhAI e paNa kahyuM ke comAsAnA vyAkhyAno tarata ja pustaka rUpe bahAra pADavA che. ane eno badho lAbha amArA banne eja levAno che eTale pU. gurudevanI kRpAthI A vyAkhyAno tarata ja pustaka rUpe mukavAno lAbha maLyo che. mArA mATe A kAma kaparuM hovA chatAM pU. tAraka gurUdevanI kRpA ane saMghamAtA,

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zatavarSAdhikAyu evA pU. bA mahArAjazrI manoharazrIjI ma.sA. (pU. jaMbUvijayajI ma.sA.nA mAtRzrI) tathA pU. sevAbhAvI gurUdeva zrI sUryaprabhAzrIjI ma.sA.nA zubhAziSo e mArUM prerakabaLa rahyA che. vaLI hAla saMyamajIvananI apramattabhAve ArAdhanA karatAM mArA pU. pitAzrI dharmaghoSavijayajI ma.sA. tathA mAtRzrI AtmadarzanAzrIjI ma.sA.nA snehAziSono mane sAtha maLyo che. pUjya gurudeve chellA prupha para najara nAkhIne rahelI kSatione dUra karI te badala temanI huM RNI chuM tathA ziSya parivAre prupha vAMcanamAM madada karI che te badala temano paNa huM AbhAra mAnuM chuM ane pUjya gurUdevanA nikhAlasa vicArone lokonA dila sudhI pahoMcADavA mATenI preraNA ApanAra tathA pustakane chApavA vagerenI tamAma javAbadArI upADanAra zrI ajayabhAIno paNa huM khUba-khUba AbhAra mAnuM chuM. aMtamAM A pustaka AjanA yuvA vargane paNa sAco rAha batAvanAruM ane anekone sAco rAha ciMdhanAruM bane e ja mana:kAmanA. vItarAganI AjJA viruddha lakhAyuM hoya to vAcakagaNa kSamA kare. A pustaka vAtsalyamayI gurUmAtAnA caraNe samarpita karIne huM yatkiMcit RNa mukta banavA IcchuM chuM. saM. 2053 Aso vada-12 nAnA AsaMbIyA-kaccha. manoharasUryazizu

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= = = = = = * = = * = = = ra anukramaNikA dharma kevo ? 1. mAnavanI mUDI ahiMsA yukta dharma | jarUriyAto ghaTADo pramodabhAvanA 3 | aMdara to ...! abrAhama liMkana | lagna eTale prabhutAmAM pagalAM karUNAbhAvanA | ke pazutAmAM madhyabhAvanA | sayAjIrAva gAyakavADa saMyamathI yukta dharma | dharma mitra kevo ? saMyamanA prakAro | dharma rAjamArga che. mana caMgA to katharoTameM gaMgA | cAra gatinuM varNana prasannacaMdra rAjarSi ApaNo sadAyano sAthI zAnI gurU ane vRddha ziSyo traNa mitranuM rUpaka vANIno saMyama aNamola ratna dharmae utkRSTa maMgaLa che baMgalAno sAco mAlika koNa? sTIyarIMga parano kAbU cAlyo jigarajAna mitra - zarIra jAya to vAra-tahevArano mitra-svajane mA-bApa taraphanI kevI 23 varSe eka pATha ghUMTayo nirlajajatA..! kAyAno saMyama kavacita oLakhANavALa. jIva lenArI lakSmI mitra - dharma kAyAno saMyama ciMtAmaNiratnane zodhatA samAdhi kema maLe ? 1. 3 yuvAnanI kathA AMkhano asaMyama-IlAcIkumAra 1 ratnanI parIkSA doraDA para ja kevaLajJAna 1's bhagavAnanI sAthe paNa mAyA kAnano asaMyama | mAnavajIvananI sArthakatA zemAM ? rohiNaya cora 18 | ciMtAmaNIratna rUpa dharma abhayakumArane maLelI naSphiLatA 19 zuM paisAthI dharma kharIdAya ? dhana nahIM dharmane saMgraho | ratnane prApta karato yuvAna bhayaMkara bhUtakALa | madhyasthatA pANInA e pitA | bhISmapitAmaha dhananI jaLa samAdhi vaDAmUllAnI tAvIja be bhAIonuM daSTAMta 22 | madhyastha guNa para - jarUriyAno saMyama 25 1 somavasu brAhmaNanI kathA pa 8 1 0 , , 43.

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dharma kayAMthI meLavavo ? 43 satkathA madhyasthatA 45 dayApAtra koNa? sukhano AbhAsa 45 cAra vikathAo - 1. strI kathA dharmanI zodhamAM nIkaLelo brAhmaNa 45 2. bhaktakathA satyane zodhato brAhmaNa 46 ki. kelakathA gurUnI zodhamAM bhamato brAhmaNa 46 4. rAjakathI guNAnurAgI ajaba elaukika zakti ! cAra durlabha cIjo 48 supatrathI yukta bAramo guNa - guNAnurAgI 49 DAkumAMthI saMta banAvyo koNe ? guNAnurAganuM prathama pagathiyuM vRddhAzramanI vyathA guNAnurAganuM bIjuM pagathiyuM pa0 vANIno camatkAra ! gurU dattAtreya 50 aMdhArAmAM aTavAtuM jagata sauthI vadhAre DAhyo - sokreTisa 51 sudIrghadarzI dhUpanI pUjA zuM karavA? 51 A lokanuM nANuM kayAM lagI ? paropakArI svAmI rAmatIrtha pa1 sAthe zuM Avaze ? lakSmInA traNa rUpo para daSTirUpI cazmAM guNAnurAga Ajano sudharelo (?) mAnava.. sukhanI cAvI pazcimI anukaraNa guNAnurAgI - abrAhama liMkana paka lorDa karjhana kaTa DAkumAMthI saMta 54 rAma rAkhe tene koNa cAkhe zAla-mahAzAla 55 pasaMdagI konI ? zrotAonA traNa prakAra 56 | dIrdhadaSTi saMyama levA mATe paDApaDI paDe lakhyA lekha mithyA na thAya guNAnurAge ApyuM kevaLajJAna pa7 karmarAjAno phaTako guNAnurAga pa9 pokaLadharma dharmarUpI kiMmatI lokaranI cAvI 59 sthAna rAkhavA dharma 59 pitAne ja mAna ApatI niyA - lobha tArA pApe ! 60 | zeThanI kathA bhagavAnanI sAthe paNa mAyA ! 60 dIrdhadaSTi pahelAM zastravirAma 1 DAMgaranA kANA para kathA guNAnurAganuM trIjuM pagathiyuM 1 cothInI caturAI ame be ne amArA be 62 puNyanA cAra prakAra saMta ane vezyAnuM dRSTAMta 62 vizeSa 53 ( tuSAtura vAMdaro

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V 100 W o o o aMdhazraddhALu mUrNanI kathA 87 | gurU e tattva che 1 19 zrI siddhacakranA vyAkhyAno - chaThuM pada - 'namo daMsaNa paheluM pada samakitanA prakAro 121 arihaMta prathama kema ? samatinA AbhUSaNo 122 vicAradhArAnuM puNya | bhakti traNa prakAranI 1 2 3 saMsAra eka samudra che darzana-jJAna-cAritra 125 kAma tArA pApe...! samaktinuM cothuM AbhUSaNa 125 mAtRbhakta zravaNa nAstikane pATha bhaNAvato pradhAna 125 arihaMtanuM nAma samakitanAM pAMca dUSaNo 126 mANasAI moTo dharma che sAtamuM pada - 'namo nANassa 127 vicArono paththA-caMdanano AThamuM pada - cAritrapada 128 vahepArI rAgano tyAga ane tyAgano rAga 128 arihaMta zabda paNa mahAna che 101 tyAgano paNa ahaMkAra ! 129 vyathA konI konI ? 103 navamuM pada - namo tavassA 1 vItarAganI vANI ane darzana 104 tapanA be prakAra bhUkhI tarasI DozInI kathA bAhyatAnA ja prakAro darzananI ajaba tAkAta atyaMtara tapanA cha prakAro 1 32 pitA putranI kathA 105 bAhubali bala akSayakIno darzananI lagana- DozImAnI kathA 10 siddhacakranuM dhyAna 135 jinanA dhyAne jina 107 ekanA puNyathI aneka siddhapada 10' bacI gayA! siddhanuM sukha kevuM ? 108 | praznanuM nirAkaraNa sukhanI vyAkhyA puNya bAMdhyuM zemAMthI siddhano varNa lAla kema ? 110 | cakaSinI parIkSA trIjuM pada - AcAryapada 111 | mahAmaMtra navakAra zAsanano dIvo 112 traNa-traNa janmone mAnadevasUri mahArAja 112 sudhAranAro ! 140 kAlikAcArya 114 saMpattie poIjhana che 1 41 dharma mAtra vidhi banI gayo ! 115 vRddhAnuga 144 cothuM pada - guNasvarUpa dharma 144 namo uvajajhAyALa vRddha kone kahevAya? 14pa. pAMcamuM pada - hRdayapArakhuM DozImAnI kathA 146 namo loe savvasAhUNaM 118 | saMga tevo raMga D 1 36 * * 14 0 117 14'

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1 13 1 kapa 178 153 1 '9 180 1 81 1 82 1 83 185 1 85 vRddhAnuga 149 | zerabajArano rAjA vANIrUpI kiraNo 149 beno badalo be lAkhathI gharaDAM gADAM vALe 149 vinayI putranI muMjhavaNa arara..! Doso jIvI gayo.. ! 150 karaNI tevI bharaNI maMtrI padane lAyaka koNa ? 152 | kRtajJatA parivartanazIla jagata - ziSya banavuM saheluM che subuddhi maMtrInI kathA ahIM ja svarga che. maMtrInI yojanA 154 bhartAne upakAra vinaya 155 upakArano badalo ! chae khaMDamAM jAgatuM zAsana 155 dharmAcAryano upakAra zreya ane preya 155 anaMta upakArI paTakAya jIvo vinaya 15 kRtakanI kumArapALa name te saune game 156 kuM bhAkaDAnuM AyaMbilakhAtuM pukhapazAlanI kathA 15' parahita ciMtaka guNone jhIlavAnuM pAtra 1pa0 pitA-pukSano saMvAda rasaMzAmAM DUbeluM jagata vinaya zivabhakta saMnyAsI 159 dharmarUpI vRkSanuM mULa dharmanI saMjJAmAM DUbo vithI koNa ! sAdhu ke rAjaputra parahitaciMtaka cAra prakAranI buddhi vicArono camatkAra ! vanavikI buddhi - vicAronA puNyathI rAjA banyo be ziSyonuM daSTAMta 1 6 2 jIvadayA premI - bhaNasAlI vinaya 164 labdhalakSya vinayanA abhAve samAjanI bhagavAnanI kathA eTale zuM ? avadazA 1 64 phaLa thavAnA pAMca kAraNo vinathI ziSyano javAba 165 divALI parva svarga ahIMyA che 16 6 jevA sAthe tevA nava prakAranA dAna 1 ; pAMcamA ArAnuM svarUpa kAyAnuM dAna chaThThA ArAnuM svarUpa namaskAra dAna zAnapaMcamI gurUkRpA zuM na kare ? - ajJAnatAthI AthaData AmAM pU. dharmasUri mahArAja 168 aMdhAne ulecatuM kuTuMba kRtajJatA 171 sakala kriyAnuM mULa je zraddhA bhavacakanuM pUrNavirAma! 161 | ratnAkarasUri mahArAja 159 186 188 189 he 192 192 1 93 195 1} che - ' ' ' 2 04 ra0pa

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// zrI zaMkhezvara pArzvanAthAya namaH | / / zrI anaMtalabdhinidhAna zrI gautamasvAmine namaH / // zrI tAraka gurUdevAya namaH / / pU. tADagurUdevazrI jaMbUvijayajI ma. sAhebanAM vyAkhyAno bhAdaravA vada-2 ahiMsA yukta dharma paramakRpALu paramAtmA ApaNA jIvanane maMgalamaya banAvavA mATe dharmano maMgala mArga batAvI rahyA che. "dhammo maMgala mukiTuM, ahiMsA saMjamo tavo'" dharma e utkRSTa maMgala che paNa dharma kevo ? ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapa rUpI dharmae maMgalanuM kAma kare che. pahelAM ApaNe ahiMsAnI vyAkhyA samajIe... ApaNe ahiMsA eTale koI hAlatA-cAlatA jIvane mAravo nahIM... eTalI ja vyAkhyA karIe chIe... paNa paramAtmAe ahiMsAne atyaMta sUkSma rIte batAvI che. ahiMsA vinAnA sarve kAryo prANa vinAnA zabane zaNagAravA jevA che. koI moTA jIva pratye ke nAnAmAM nAnA jIva pratye hRdayamAM rahelo thoDo paNa dveSa e hiMsAno ja eka prakAra che tethI pahelAM manane zuddha karo. manane zuddha karavA mATe cAra bhAvanAo batAvI che. bhAvanA e eka jAtanuM pauSTika rasAyaNa che. jema zarIrane puSTa karavA mATe mANasa rasAyaNano upayoga kare che tema dharmane sthira karavA mATenuM bhAvanA e uttama rasAyaNa che. 1. maitrI bhAvanA - pahelI bhAvanA che maitrI bhAvanA- ajAtazatrukoI mAro zatru nathI. amadAvAdamAM eka mahAna kavi thaI gayA. ApaNe sahu koI temane jANIe chIe. temanuM nAma hatuM kavi dalapatabhAI DAhyAbhAI. teo kadaDAnA nAmathI oLakhAtA. temanI kavitAo paNa kevI ? jyAre hiMdustAna aMgrejonI hakUmatamAM AvyuM ane dezamAM cAlI AvatI arAjakatAmAMthI mukta banyu. tyAre temaNe eka kavitA banAvelI... dharma kevo ?

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vera gayAM ne jhera gayAM vaLI kALo kera gayA karanAra paranAtIlA jAtalA , saMpa karI cAle saMsAra, dekha bicArI bakarIno paNa, koI na jAtAM pakaDe kAna e upakAra gaNI Izvarano, harakha have tuM hiMdustAna AvI suMdara kavitAo teo banAvatA... temAMthI bALakone paNa sarbodha maLato. jyAre AjanA bhaNataranI kavitAno eka namUno batAvuM... kALI kUtarIne AvyAM galUDiyAM, be dhoLAM traNa kALAM. AmAMthI vidyArthIone zuM zIkhavAnuM ? kUtarIne cAra galUDiyAM AvyAM ke cha galUDiyAM. AmAMthI meLavavAnuM zuM? AjanuM bhaNatara kharekhara bALakonA bhaviSyane sudhAravAne badale bagADI rahyuM che. - have bIjI bAju amadAvAdamAM ja DAhyAbhAI dhoLazA nAmanA kavi hatA te paNa kavitA racavAmAM prakhara hatA. baMne eka bIjAnA harIpha hatA. kadaDAnI kavitAo bahAra paDe eTale dhoLazA temAM khAmIo kADhayA kare... ane dhoLazAnI kavitAo bahAra paDe eTale kadaDA tenI khAmIo kADhavAmAM tUTI paDe... Ama baMne vacce kavitAonA mAdhyamathI ja sajjaDa durAgraha baMdhAI gayo. khaMDana-maMDana cAlyA ja kare.. anAdikALathI jIvAtmAmAM A doSa cAlyA ja kare che. e koInuM sArUM joI ja zakato nathI. koInuM sAruM joyuM ke tenA peTamAM tela reDAyuM. AjanA jIvonI duHkhanI phariyAdo sAMbhaLazo to spaSTa khyAla AvI jaze ke je jarUrI che e nathI malatuM mATe teo duHkhI nathI paNa je joIe che e nathI maLatuM mATe duHkhI che. "jarUrI'mAM naMbara bahu ochI cIjono Ave jyAre joIe che'mAM naMbara kaI cIjano nathI Avato e prazna che. bIjAnA sukhane joIne baLyA karavuM e paNa eka hiMsA ja che A banne kavio paNa ekabIjAnI caDatIne joI zakatA nathI paNa mANasanA jIvanamAM TarniMga poInTa kyAre Ave te kahI zakAtuM nathI. DAhyAbhAI dhoLazA jaina hatA dara varSe paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA karatA. A varSe paNa paryuSaNa parva AvyAM. temaNe vicAryuM ke A parvanuM mukhya aMga kSamApanA che ane te bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmI sivAya bIjA koInAya dharmamAM nathI. ATalA varSo

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meM A parvanI ArAdhanA karI paNa zuM sAcI karI? AMtaramane dalIla karI ke nA, tArA manamAM eka vyakti tarapha zatrutA rahelI che jyAM sudhI tuM e vyakitane khamAvIne mana zuddha na kare tyAM sudhI tArI badhI ja ArAdhanA niSphaLa che. tapa-tapa ke mahotsava tyAre ja sArthaka bane ke sarva jIva pratye maitrI baMdhAya. dhoLazAe mananI dalIlano svIkAra karyo. manathI nakkI karyuM ke have kadaDAne maLavA javuM che. A vakhate ArAdhanA sAcI karavI che. jyAM sudhI eka paNa jIva pratye manamAM zatrubhAva rahe tyAM sudhI tenA jIvanamAM dharma sAcI rIte sparzI zakato nathI. teo to gayA kadaDAne tyAM. kavi dalapatarAma to A mahAkavine potAnA AMgaNe sAme cAlIne vagara AmaMtraNe AvelA joIne camakyA. are ! A satya che ke svapra ! mAro kaTTara duzmana mArAM AMgaNe! teo sAme gayA. pUchayuM ke Ama ociMtA kema? tyAre dhoLazA bolyA ke bhAI! yuddhano jyAre virAma karavAno hoya che tyAre dhoLI dhajA pharakAvavAmAM Ave che, barAbara ne ! juo, have mArA mAthA para ane tamArA mAthA para dhoLI dhajAo pharakI rahI che arthAt dhoLA vALa AvI gayA che. ApaNe banne haju kyAM sudhI Ama laDyA karIzuM ? ema samajIne huM tamane khamAvavA Avyo chuM. A sAMbhaLatAM ja kadaDA premathI bheTI paDayA. jANe nAnapaNanA laMgoTiyA mitro na hoya ! A rIte dhoLazAe zatrutAne khatama karIne manane zuddha karyuM. jIvanamAM jo A eka bhAvanA paNa pragaTa thAya to jIvananI dizA badalAI jAya che ane to ja sAcA arthamAM ahiMsAne AcarI zakAya che. 2. pramodabhAvanA maitrIbhAvanAne puSTa karatI bIjI bhAvanA che pramoda bhAvanA - bIjAnuM sArUM joIne rAjI thavuM. jagatamAM moTo varga evo che je potAnA duHkhe duHkhI nathI paNa bIjAnA sukhane joIne duHkhI bane che, A paNa hiMsAno ja eka prakAra che. kahevAya che ke - "bIjAnI AMkhamAM pANI to durjananA moMmAM pANI, ane bIjAnA moMmA pANI to durjananI AMkhamAM pANI, jyAre sajjana mANasanuM svarUpa AnAthI viparIta che. bIjAnI AMkhamAM pANI to potAnI AMkhamAM pANI ane bIjAnA moMmAM pANI to potAnA moMmA pANI." bIjAnA

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4 sukhane joIne khuza-khuza thAya ane bIjAnuM duHkha joIne te kaMpI uThe. tene dUra karavA tatpara bane. abrAhama liMkana amerikAnA presiDenTa abrAhama liMkana vikaToriyA gADImAM besIne kacerImAM jaI rahelA che. rastAmAM jatAM temanI najara eka khADAmAM taraphaDI rahelA eka bhUMDa para paDI. bhUMDa kAdavamAM khUMpI gayuM hatuM ane bahAra nIkaLavA taraphaDI rahyuM hatuM. paNa nIkaLI zakavA asamartha hatuM. abrAhama liMkananuM hRdaya A dRzya joIne kaMpI uThayuM.. temaNe tarata ja potAnI vikaToriyAne thaMbhAvI... nIce utaryA.. potAnI jAte ja bhUMDane kAdavamAMthI kheMcIne bahAra kADhayuM.. sAthe koI mANasa hato paNa tenI pAse temaNe A kAma na karAvyuM. potAnI jAte ja karyuM. tema karatAM temanA IstrIbaMdha paherelA kapaDAne kAdavanA chAMTA uDayA. evA ja kapaDe teo potAnA kAryAlayamAM gayA. temanA kAdavavALA kapaDAM joIne bIjA loko ekadama bolI uThayA ke A zuM ? ApanA kapaDAM AvAM kema ? zuM Apane rastAmAM koI sAthe kaMI thayuM che ? ApanI upara koNe kAdava uchALyo ? jaldI amane kaho. ame temanI khabara pADI daIe. badhA loko ekadama uzkerATamAM AvI gayA. tyAM liMkananI sAthe rahelA pelA mANase kahyuM ke bhAIo zAMta thAo. koIe kAMI karyuM nathI. paraMtu kAdavamAM khUMpI gayelA eka bhUMDane bahAra kADhatAM kAdavanAM chAMTA uDayA che. A sAMbhaLatAM ja lokoe tALIono gaDagaDATa karyo. potAnI khuzIne vyakta karI. tyAre liMkana bolI uThayA ke bhAIo... meM bhUMDane nathI bacAvyuM paNa mArA hRdayamAM thaI rahelI vedanAne ja meM dUra karI che - A sajjanatA ja mANasane uMcA stara para laI Ave che. Aje moTA bhAganA mANaso bIjAnA utkarSane joIne aMdara satata saLagI rahyA che. mitrono utkarSa mitra joI zakato nathI. bhAI bhAIno utkarSa joI zakato nathI. bahArathI mIThI-mIThI vAto kare paNa aMdara to saLagato hoya. AvA mANasane dharma kema sparzI zake ?

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5 3. karUNAbhAvanA trIjI bhAvanA che karUNAbhAvanA :- paraduHkha vinAzinI tathA karUNA.' karUNAne to tIrthaMkaranI mAtA kahevAmAM Ave che. Aje ApaNA citta eTalA badhA kaThora banI gayA che ke karUNAnuM pANI ene bhIMjavI zakatuM ja nathI. tethI to karmo paNa kaThora baMdhAya che. ane pachI karmono udaya vAra-tahevAra ke hoLI-divALI kAMI jue nahIM. ghare dikarAnA lagna hoya ane bApa hospiTalamAM hoya. . acAnaka dukAne reDa paDe. AvA to ghaNAM karmo acAnaka udayamAM AvatA hoya che. mATe to jJAnIo kahe che ke pahelAM cittamAM karUNA joIze. bIjAnA duHkhane joIne hRdaya kaMpI uThe. ApaNI bAjumAM rahelo pADozI bicAro du:khI du:khI thaI rahyo hoya ane ApaNe moja majA uDAvatA hoIe ane vicAratAM hoIe ke ApaNe zuM karIe ? e enA karmathI duHkhI thAya che... A vicAradhArA mANasane patthara dilano banAve che. bhale kadAca tame tanathI ke dhanathI kAMI na karI zako. paNa manamAMto e duHkhano paDagho paDavo ja joIe. bAjumAM koInA yuvAna putranuM mota thayuM hoya ane ApaNe bapore kerInuM jamaNa jamavA besIe to kevuM lAge ? keTalI kaThoratA ? ApaNe ene sajIvana karI zakavAnA nathI paNa enA kuTuMbano kalpAMta joIne ApaNuM hRdaya kaMpavuM to joIe ne ! AzvAsananA be zabdo ApaNI pAse hovA joIe. eka TaMka kerI nahIM khAIe to ApaNuM kaMI jatuM rahevAnuM nathI. paNa Aje mANasa ja mANasano duzmana che. tenA hRdayamAMthI karUNAnuM jharaNuM vahetuM baMdha thaI gayuM che. koI virala AtmAo che kharA, paNa karUNA to dareka vyaktinA jIvanamAM hovI joIe. eka karUNAne khAtara to nemanAtha bhagavAne paraNavAnuM choDI dIdhuM. karUNA Avaze to ja sAcI ahiMsAne AcarI zakazo. 4. madhyasthabhAvanA cothI bhAvanA che mAdhyastha bhAvanA :- upekSA... sArUM kAma karanAranI paNa avahelanA karatAM hoya.. hAMsI uDAvatAM hoya .. jAta-jAtanI aphavAo phelAvatA hoya, tyAM zuM karavuM ? to kahe ke upekSA karavI. AvA mANaso paNa jagatamAM hoya. tenI dayA ciMtavavAnI ke bicAro mArA nimitte karmo bAMdhIne

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durgatimAM bhaTakaze. saMsAramAM to AvuM ghaNuM jatuM karavuM paDatuM hoya che. Dagale ne pagale bAMdha choDa karo to ja tamAro saMsAra sukhamaya cAle. koI vyakti ApaNA mATe kAMIka bole tyAre ApaNe vicArIe ke Ama kema bolyo, tenI khabara pADI dauM ? tenA badale bhale bolyo... ApaNe koInuM sAruM ja karavuM che ne ? vAtane kevI rIte vALavI te ApaNA ja hAthanI vAta che. A cAra bhAvanA Ave to ja ApaNe ahiMsAne sArI rIte siddha karI zakIe. na bolavAmAM nava guNa.... jo tame kAMI na bolo to tamArA vyaktitva parathI tame A vizvanI koI vibhUti hazo evuM koI anumAna kare...! paNa jo tame tamArI oLakhANa ApavA jAva ke huM DokaTara chuM, to nakkI thaI jAya ke tame DokaTara sivAya (vakIla, prophesara... vagere) kaMI nathI ane hajI vadhu oLakhANa karAvavA jAva ke AMkhano spezyAlIsTa chuM eTale DokaTaramAM paNa tame AMkha sivAya bIjuM kaMI jANatA nathI e nakkI thaI jAya. jema-jema tamArI oLakhANa vANIthI karAvatA jAva tema-tema tame nAnA-nAnA thatA jazo. tamArA aMgenI bIjI ghaNI bhramaNAo bhAMgI jaze. mATe ja na bolavAmAM nava guNa kahyuM che ne !

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bhAdaravA vada-3 saMyamathI yukata dharma saMyamanA prakAro bhagavAna arihaMta paramAtmA jIvana kema maMgaLamaya bane ane paraloka paNa ApaNo kema sudhare e mATe dharmano maMgalamaya mArga batAvI rahyA che. A lokamAM dharma karo ne paralokamAM tenuM phaLa maLaze evuM ja nathI paNa dharma to rokaDiyo che. A miniTe karyo ane A miniTe ja tenuM phaLa. dA.ta. ApaNA para koI mANase gusso karyo teja kSaNe ApaNe bhagavAne batAvelA kSamA rUpI dharmano Azaro laIe to keTalA badhA phAyadA thAya ? sAmenI vyakti sAthe vairabhAva na baMdhAya.. vaLI ApaNe mauna rahIe to vAta paNa kSaNamAM samApta. ArtadhyAna paNa na thAya. tethI durgati paNa ApaNI aTakI jAya. Ama dharmanuM tAtkAlika phaLa anubhavAya. dharma A lokamAM saMpUrNa zAMti ane samAdhi Ape che. paNa dharma eTale zuM ? ApaNe AgaLa joI gayA ke dharma ahiMsA yukta hovo joIe. dharmanuM bIjuM svarUpa che saMyama. ahiMsAne vadhAre majabUta banAvavI haze to saMyama joIze. ApaNe saMyamanI vyAkhyAne dIkSA rUpe laIe chIe. dIkSA eTale mAtra keza ane veza badalavAnI ja pravRtti che ema nathI, te to mAtra aDadhA kalAkanuM ja kAma che. saMyamanuM kharekhara svarUpa samajavuM joIe.zAstrakAroe saMyamane cAra prakArano batAvyA che. 1. manano saMyama 2. vacanano saMyama 3. kAyAno saMyama 4. jarUriyAtono saMyama. mana caMgA to katharoTameM gaMgA have prathama manano saMyama :- jo mana para kAbU na rAkhIe to ghaNAM phlezo sarjAI jAya. koIpaNa kArya ke vicAra pahelAM manamAM uddabhave pachI ja vANI ane kAyAmAM praveze. mana pavananI jema kyAMnu kyAM bhaTake che tenA para jo kaMTrola nahIM rAkhIe to ahiMsA sAcA arthamAM paLAze nahIM. mana zuddha haze to ja ahiMsAne pALI zakazo. zAstramAM taMduliyA matsyanI vAta

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Ave che. samudramAM moTAM-moTAM mAchalAnI AMkhanI pAMpaNamAM cokhA jevA taMduliyo matsya hoya che. samudramAM mojAM Ave eTale moTAM mAchalAMo phADIne temAM taNAI AvatA nAnA mAchalAMone gaLe che. paNa temAM keTala mAchalAMo chUTI paNa jAya. tyAre AMkhanI pAMpaNamAM rahelo A masya mana vicAre che ke jo AnI jagyAe huM houM to eka mAchalAMne chaTakavA na dA badhA ja mAchalAMno koLiyo karI jAuM. pote to atyaMta sUkSma che. nathI e koLiyo karavAno ke nathI ene pakaDavAno chatAM manathI AvI adha vicAraNAthI e sAtamI nArakInuM AyuSya bAMdhe che. phogaTa ja nArakI bhayaMkara yAtanAone bhogavanAro bane che - mana para saMyama nahIM hovA kAraNe ja ne ! prasannacaMdra rAjarSi zAstramAM bIjuM paNa prasannacaMdra rAjarSinuM dRSTAMta Ave che. potA bhAI- muni valkalacIrInI dezanA sAMbhaLIne vairAgyane pAmelA A rA potAnA dUdha pItA bALakane arthAt pAMca ja varSanA nAnA bALakane rAjasiMhAsa para besADIne rAjya maMtrIone soMpIne dIkSA le che. jyAre mANasane utka vairAgya jAge che, sAcuM satya samajAI jAya che pachI kSaNavAra paNa te saMsAra rahI zakato nathI. prasannacaMdra rAjA dIkSA le che. dIkSA lIdhA bAda kaThora ta kare che. eka paga para ubhA rahIne sUryanI AtApanA le che. eka vakha teo A rIte AtApanA letA hoya che ane tyAMthI zreNika mahArAjA savA sAthe prabhune vaMdana karavA mATe nIkaLe che. temanA sainyanI mokhare cAlI rahela be sainiko paraspara vAto kare che, eka bolyo ke A rAjAne dhanyavAda che kevo ugra tapa kare che? bharayauvane dIkSA levI - rAjapATa choDavA kAMI sahela nathI. kevA sattvazALI che? Ama prazaMsA kare che tyAM bIjo bolyo ke e rAjAne dhikkAra che potAnA nAnA bALakanI jarAye khevanA rAkhyA vinA dIka laI lIdhI. emane kyAM khabara che ke maMtrIo badhA bhegA thaIne A bALaka mArI nAkhIne rAjya paDAvI levAnA che. A vAtacIta rAjarSinA kAne paDe zabdo ghaNI moTI asara kare che. manamAM Ave te bakI na nakhAya. kabIra

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eka suvAkya Ave che ke - "madhura vacana hai auSadhi, kaTu vacana hai tIra. zravaNa dvAra se saMcare, sAle sakala zarIra." kabIra kahe che ke eka zabda auSadha rUpa che keTalAyane sAMtvana Ape che keTalAkane motanA mukhamAMthI pAcho pherave che Ama keTalAyane jIvatadAna ApanAro bane che, jyAre keTalAka zabdo mANasanA jIvanane raphedaphe karI nAkhe che, motanA mukhamAM dhakelI de che. Aje ApaNe joIe che ne ! zabdonI mArA-mArImAM ja mANasa ApaghAta karI bese che. AvA zabdo tIra jevA che je kAnarUpI dvArathI zarIramAM ghUse che ane AkhA zarIrane sAlyA ja kare che ApaNe kahIe chIe ne ke phalANAnA zabdo to mane hADohADa vyApI gayA. basa pelA sainikonA zabdoe rAjarSinA kAnamAM tela reDyuM. temano krodha AsamAne pahoMcyo. temaNe vicAryuM ke arara ! maMtrIo AvA adhama nIkaLyA! jemane meM rAta-divasa mArA ja vaibhavathI popyA teo ja mArA bALakane mArI nAkhIne rAjya paDAvI levA Icche che ! AvA vizvAsaghAtaka nIkaLyA... dhikkAra che. have to huM temanI barAbara khabara laI nAkhuM. manathI ja yuddha caDayA... pote koNa che ? kyAM che? tenuM bhAna na rahyuM. manamAM ne manamAM bhAlA ane tIra kheMcyA. e Ane mAryo. Ane vIMdhyo. eka pachI eka yodhdhAone manathI ja mAravA mAMDayA. Ama temanuM manomana yuddha cAlu thaI gayuM. zreNika rAjA tyAMthI pasAra thAya che. te to AvA yuvAna rAjarSine AvI ugra tapazcaryA karatAM joIne bhAvathI namI paDe che. samavasaraNamAM bhagavAnanI pAse AvIne bese che. dezanA sAMbhaLe che. dezanAne aMte zreNika mahArAjA bhagavAnane pUche che ke bhagavan! Aje rastAmAM meM yuvAna sAdhune AtApanA letA dIThA hatA te jo atyAre kALa karI jAya to kyAM jAya ? bhagavAna kahe ke rAjan ! te jo atyAre kALa karI jAya to sAtamI narake jAya.... zreNika to A sAMbhaLIne diMga ja thaI gayA. AvA ugra tapasvI ane sAtamI narake...? A kema bane? bhagavAnanI vANI paNa khoTI na hoya. thoDIvAra pachI mananI dvidhAne dUra karavA pharI pUchyuM. bhagavAna te

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10 mahAtmA kALa kare to kyAM jAya ? bhagavAna kahe anuttaravimAnamAM jAya. vaLI A javAba sAMbhaLIne rAjA dvidhAmAM paDyo. kSaNavAra pahelAM sAtamI naraka. chellAmAM chelluM sthAna.. ane atyAre chellAmAM chello devaloka. ekabAju sukhanI parAkASThA ane bIjI bAju duHkhanI parAkASThA. Ama vicAre che teTalAmAM to devaduMdubhi saMbhaLAI.. zreNika pUche che ke bhagavAna A zuM? devaduMdubhi kema vAgI ? bhagavAna kahe che ke rAjan ! te mahAtmAne kevaLajJAna utpanna thayuM. zreNika bhagavAnane pUche che ke bhagavAna ApanA A dvidhA bharelA javAbo mane mUMjhave che. Apa vistArathI mane te mahAtmAnuM caritra kaho. bhagavAna kahe che ke zreNika tuM jyAre tyAMthI nIkaLyo tyAre tArA sainikonA zabdothI te mahAtmA manamAM ja bhayaMkara yuddha khelI rahyA hatA. yuddha khelatAM ja temanA zastro khUTI paDayA. tethI mAthA parano Topo laIne badhAne chUMdI nAMkhu evA bhayaMkara raudradhyAnathI teo jyAM mAthA para hAtha mUkavA jAya che tyAM mAthA para to tAjo ja loca karelo che. hAtha mAthA para paDatAnI sAthe vicAradhArA palaTAI. arere ! huM kyAM chuM? huM koNa chuM? meM A zuM karyuM ? pazcAtApano bhayaMkara agni saLagI uThayo. ane raudradhyAnathI je sAtamI nArakInA AyuSyanA daLIyA taiyAra karyA hatA te badhA khapAvavA mAMDayA. kSapakazreNie caDayA.. eka pachI eka karmono khAtamo bolAvatAMbolAvatAM cheka kevaLajJAna sudhI pahoMcI gayA. Ama pahelAM mana paranA asaMyame rAjarSine narake pahoMcADI dIdhA ane tarata ja mana paranA saMyama rAjarSine kevalajJAna apAvI dIdhuM. mana parano saMyama khUba ja jarUrI che. mana para aMkuza haze to ja mananI zuddhi karI zakIzuM. mananI zuddhinA mATe AtmanirIkSaNa khUba ja jarUrI che. hamaNAM vipazyanAnI eka sAdhanA nIkaLI che teno artha thAya che. "vi' eTale vizeSe karIne "pazya" eTale "jo'. tame tamArA mananuM roja nirIkSaNa karazo to khyAla Avaze ke zuM karavA jevuM che? jJAnI gurU ane vRddha ziSyo koI jJAnI gurU mahArAjanI pAse temanA vRddha ziSyo AvIne kahe che ke bhagavan! kAMIka tattvajJAna samajAvo. jIvana vItI rahyuM che. tethI thAya

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11 che ke kAMIka meLavI laIe. gurU mahAvidvAna che. teo koI pravRtti karatA haze te pravRttine sameTI laIne dhyAnastha mudrAmAM besI gayA. ziSyo to rAha joIne beThA ke hamaNAM gurU mahArAja javAba Apaze. paNa gurU mahArAja to cUpacApa beThA che. ziSyo akaLAyA. teo bolyA ke bhagavan! zuM amArA praznathI Apane kAMI mAThuM lAgyuM che? amArA AvavAthI Apane kAMI khalela paDI che? Apa kema kAMI bolatA nathI ? Apane khoTuM lAgyuM hoya to ame cAlyA jaIe. tyAM gurU mahArAje AMkha kholI ane bolyA ke are ! huM tamArA praznano to javAba ApI rahyo chuM tame kema kAMI samajatA nathI. mArI A dhyAnamudrA ja tamArA praznano javAba che. ziSyo pUche che kevI rIte? gurU kahe che ke bhAIo ! have AtmanirIkSaNa mATe draSTine aMdara utArIne besI jAo e ja sAcuM tattvajJAna che. bhagavAnanI pratimA ApaNane A ja kahI rahI che ke have cAre bAjuthI tArI vRttione sameTI laIne aMdara daSTi karIne besI jA. sAcI zAMti tArA AtmAmAM paDI che. Ama Atma nirIkSaNa karazuM to ja mana parano saMyama Avaze. janamanI eka bhUla manujane jIvanathI bAMdhe che ne jIvana jIvatA jagatanI jaMjALa hararoja bAMdhe che ahInA lokonuM kahevuM te zuM bhalA ahIMnA loka maDadAne ya muzkeTATa bAMdhe che....

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bhAdaravA vada-4 | vANIno saMyama dharmae utkRSTa maMgaLa che.... paramakRpALu paramAtmAe mAnavajIvananI sArthakatA mATe tathA ApaNA hitane mATe karuNAthI aneka vAto batAvI che. badhA ja jIvonI IcchA che ke ApaNe kema sukhI thaIe. duHkha Ave ja nahIM. IcchA hovI e judI vAta che ane IcchA saphaLa thavI e bIjI vAta che. IcchAo to roja navI-navI janme che paNa saphaLa to koIka ja bane che. IcchAone saphaLa karavA mATe prabhue dharmano maMgalamaya mArga batAvyo che. dharma pote to utkRSTa maMgaLa che ja emAM koI be mata nathI paNa Aje hajAro kAryakramo dharmanA nAme cAle che. aneka phAMTAo dharmanA phaMTAyelA che tethI mANasa mUMjhAI jAya ke dharma kahevo kone ? kayA mArge cAlavuM? pahelAM ahiMsAne dharmanuM lakSaNa kahyuM che. tethI jo jIvanamAM ahiMsA Avaze to ja ApaNane dharmamAM saphaLatA maLaze. ahiMsA ApaNe joI gayA. have te kema Ave te ApaNe joI rahyA chIe. ahiMsAnA pAlana mATe saMyama jarUrI che. manano saMyama ApaNe joI gayA chIe, mananA asaMyame aneka AtmAo gabaDI cUkayA che. mana pavananI jema kyAMnuM kyAM bhaTake che. tenA para jo kaMTrola nahIM rAkhIe to ahiMsA sAcA arthamAM paLAze nahIM. mana zuddha haze to ja ahiMsAne pALI zakazo. sTIyarIMga parano kAbU cAlyo jAya to...... have bIjo saMyama che vANI parano saMyama. vANI parano kaMTrola ApaNo sAva cAlyo gayo che. vANInA asaMyame anekanA jIvana homAI gayA che. vAta-vAtamAM uzkerAI jaIne koInA marmasthAnako para vANInA prahAro dvArA sAmenI vyaktine mRtaprAyaH karI nAkhIe chIe. vANInA asaMyamanI sAme sahanazIlatA paNa rahI nathI. tethI jarAka pratikULa zabdo sAMbhaLavA maLe ke mananuM dhAreluM na thAya to saMyamanA abhAve uzkerAI jaIne durlabha A mAnavabhavane paLavAramAM homI daIe chIe. vANInuM bIjuM nAma che sarasvatI.

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13 e to mAtA che - eno durvyaya karavAno na hoya enI to sAdhanA karavAnI hoya. mahAbhAratamAM Ave che ke khoMkhAro khAdhA vinA jo mokSa maLato hoya to khoMkhAro ya khAvAnI jarUra nathI. arthAt eTalo paNa vANIno durvyaya na karo. maunamAM jabarajasta tAkAta che. te ghaNA phalezothI bacAve che, paNa ene sudhAravA mATe ApaNe kayo abhyAsa karyo ? jo jIbha para saMyama keLavavAmAM Ave to be lAbha che. ghaNA rogo khatama thaI jAya ane ghaNA phalezo khatama thaI jAya. 27 varSe eka pATha ghUMTayo.. koI tattvajJAnI pAse eka bhAI tattva jANavA mATe AvyA. tattvajJAnI e pahelo pATha Apyo ke jIbha para saMyama keLavo. basa ATalo ja pATha laIne pelA bhAI gayA. bIjA divase tattvajJAnIe temanA AvavAnA samaye rAha joI paNa pelA bhAI na AvyA. tethI temane lAgyuM ke Aje kaMIka kAraNasara nahIM AvyA hoya, kAle Avaze. trIjA divase paNa pAThanA samaye rAha joI to paNa na AvyA. Ama ghaNA divaso sudhI rAha joI paNa te bhAI bIjIvAra pATha levA na AvyA. tattvajJAnIe manamAM vicAryuM ke kadAca emane mAro pATha nahIM gamyo hoya. e vAtane ghaNAM varSo vItI gayAM. eka divasa te tattvajJAnIne eka maMdiranA pagathiyA caDhatAM pelA bhAI maLI gayA. oLakhI lIdhA pUchayuM, kema bhAI tame to pachI bIjIvAra dekhAyA ja nahIM. meM to ghaNA mahinAo sudhI tamArI rAha joI paNa tame na to pATha levA AvyA ke na to maLavA AvyA. mAro pATha tamane na gamyo? nA... nA. evuM nathI. tamAro pATha to mane khUba ja gamyo. paNa haju meM barAbara karyo nathI. jyAM sudhI jIbha para saMyama na Ave tyAM sudhI huM bIjo pATha kevI rIte levA AvuM? 27-27 varSathI A pAThane ghUMTI rahyo chuM paNa haju joIe tevo thayo nathI. dareka vastu mATe abhyAsa joIe. ApaNe koIpaNa bAbatamAM abhyAsa karatA ja nathI. ApaNI jhera okatI vANI ApaNA jJAnataMtune paNa jhera yukta banAvI de che. mahAbhArata zemAMthI racAyuM.? tIra jevA zabdomAMthI ja ne ! phakata draupadI bolI ke AMdhaLAnA chokarA AMdhaLAM ja hoya

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14 ne ! basa A nAnakaDA tIra jevA vAkaye aneka tIro sAma-sAmA kheMcAyAM ane anekane mRtyupaMthe vALyA. bhayaMkara saMhAra... ! mATe vANI parano saMyama khUba ja jarUrI che. tethI ghaNI hiMsAo aTakI jaze. have joIe kAyA parano saMyama. kAyAno saMyama satata bhogavilAsamAM DUbelo Ajano mANasa kAyAne saMyamamAM rAkhI zakato nathI. sArAM vastro paheravAM, sAruM khAvuM-pIvuM, zaNagAro sajavA, haravuM-pharavuM. basa emAM ja masta hoya che. jIva lenArI lakSmI kayAreka lakSmI maLavI e pApano udaya banI jAya che. khaTAu bhAratano ghaNo moTo zrImaMta gaNAto. 400 karoDa rUpiyAno AsAmI hato. paNa e ja saMpattie eno jAna levaDAvyo. bhoga-vilAsanA sAdhano ghaNA maLI javAthI kAMI chakI javA jevuM nathI. e sAdhano ja kayAreka prANaghAtaka bane che. paisA kamAyA-suMdara majAnI phiyATa kharIdI. nIkaLyA pharavA, thayo akasmAta.. tyAMja khalAsa. Ane pApano udaya gaNavo ke puNyano. kAyAno saMyama eTale pAMca Indriyo parano saMyama. eka Indriya parano asaMyama paNa bhalabhalA mANasane patananA mArge are ! narakanA mArge dorI jAya che. AMkha paranA asaMyamathI mANasa TI.vI. dvArA prasArIta thatA kharAba dRzyone potAnA jIvanamAM vaNe che. ane jIvana AkhuM durAcAramaya banI jAya che. pahelAM to be AMkhanI zarame paNa loko duSkRtya karatAM aTakI jatA. Aje to duSkRtya karIne lAjavAne badale lajavI rahyA che. duSkRtyo chaDe coka thaI rahyA che. vaLI duSkRtyo karIne zaramAvAne badale gAjI rahyA che ane garjI rahyA che. pahelAM loko satkAryo karyA pachI paNa potAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne zaramAI jatA. are ! sAmethI kahetA ke ame evAM kayAM moTAM kAmo karyAM che ke amane A rIte prazaMsAnA phUlo caDAvo cho ? ame lAjIe chIe. satkRtyo karIne lAjatAM. jyAre Aje A vaibhavIyuga eTalo badho khADe gayo che ke duSkRtyo karIne paNa lAjatAM nathI. parastrIlaMpaTatA- dArU pIvo vagere vastuo je vyasana

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15 rUpa hatI te sArA-sArA gharomAM Aje phezana rU5 (3) banI gaI che. gharamAM TI.vI. na hoya to koI Aje kanyA ApavA taiyAra thatuM nathI. dhArmika vAtAvaraNamAM ucharelA mANasane Aje namAlo gaNavAmAM Ave che. eka bhAI mArI pAse AvyA. temaNe kahyuM ke sAheba Aje pArTIomAM dArU ja ApavAmAM Ave che. e pote amerIkA jaI AvelA. tyAMthI potAnA mA-bApanI sevA mATe ja muMbaImAM AvIne vaselA. teo koI pArTImAM gayA. temane dArU dharavAmAM Avyo. temaNe kahyuM ke huM nathI pIto. to sAmevALA loko kahe ke amerIkA jaI AvyA toya tame sudharyA nahIM ? dArU pIvo e sudharavAnuM kAma che, te kahenArA je-te komanA mANasa nahIM paNa jaina kuTuMbanA ja nabIrAo ! je kuTuMbo dArUnA nAmathI dUra bhAgatA te ja kuTuMbo Aje AvA nazIlA padArthomAM DUbI rahyA che. jaina saMskRtidhana khatama thaI rahyuM che. amArA jevA sAdhu saMtonA hRdaya A sAMbhaLIne AghAta anubhavI rahyA che. paNa Abha phATayuM tyAM thIgaDuM kyAM devuM? saMta kabIradAse paNa kahyuM che ke - "kina kina ko samajAIe kUve bhAMga paDI." kone samajAvIe eka mANase bhAMga (nazIlo padArtha) pIdhI hoya to teno nazo dUra karavA prayatno karI zakAya paNa A to kUvAnA pANImAM ja bhAMga nAkhavAmAM AvI che. badhA ja loko vyasanamaya banI gayA che. kone samAvIe ? AzcaryanI vAta - koI paNa mANasa humalo thAya tyAre baLavAnano Azaro le che paNa jyAre kAmano humalo thAya che tyAre manuSya abaLAno Azaro le che.

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bhAdaravA vada-5 kAyAno saMyama samAdhi kema maLe ? jagatanA kalyANane mATe paramakRpALu paramAtmA dharmano maMgalamaya mArga batAvI rahyA che. darekane sukha-samAdhithI kema jIvAya tenI IcchA che. bhagavAna te ApaNane batAvI rahyA che ke sukha ane samAdhi jo joItI haze to maMgala svarUpa dharmane jANavo ane karavo joIze. bIjAnuM ahita karanArane ane ciMtavanArane kayAreya samAdhi maLatI nathI. lUMTIne bhegI karelI saMpatti tamane kyAreya samAdhi Apaze nahIM. gharamAM kAMto kuleza athavA to ciMtAacAnaka upAdhi lAvIne mUkI deze. Ama heya ane upAdeyane samajavA mATe dharmane samajavo paDaze. dharma kevo te ApaNe joI rahyA chIe. dharma ahiMsAthI yukta hovo joIe. ahiMsA sAcI kayAre AcarI zakIe ? je jIvanamAM mana, vacana ane kAyAne saMyama hoya to. manano ane vacanano saMyama joI gayA have kAyAno saMyama arthAt pAMca Indriya parano saMyama, AMkhano asaMyama-IlAcIkumAra AMkha parano asaMyama TI.vI. dvArA prasArita thatA kharAba dRzyone jIvanamAM vaNe che. kharAbamAM kharAba dRzyo sasaro ne vahu, mA-bApa ne saMtAno badhAM sAthe besIne jotAM hoyaekavAra nahIM paNa anekavAra, vikAro na janma to ja Azcarya. AMkhanA asaMyame IlAcIkumAra pahelAM paTakAyA. dhanadatta zeThe IlA mAtAnI ArAdhanA dvArA mahAmahenate meLavelo e putra khela karavA AvelI naTa maMDaLInA khelane jotAM-jotAM rUpasuMdarI jevI naTaDIne joIne sAna-bhAna bhUlI jAya che. mAtA-pitAnI pAse naTaDI sAthe lagna karavAno vicAra jaNAve che. mA-bApane A sAMbhaLatAM ja jabaradasta AghAta lAge che. putrane ghaNuM samajAve che ke beTA ! kyAM ApaNuM kuLa ane kyAM A gAmo-gAme pharatA naTo ? keTalI AzAonA minArA tArA mATe ame caNyA che. naTaDI karatAM paNa anekagaNI rUpavatI zeThakanyAo tane paraNAvIza. beTA! A vicAra mAMDI vALa. paNa AMkhanA asaMyame gabaDI cUkelA IlAcIne

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17 mA-bApanI vedanA jovAnI kyAM phUrasada hatI? Akhare eka nArInI khAtara mA-bApa, dhana-vaibhava, AbarU badhuM neve mUkyuM. badhA ja sukhono tyAga karI naTa bane che. gAmaDe-gAma pharI lokonuM manoraMjana kare che. doraDA para ja kevaLajJAna eka divasa koI nagaramAM AvyA che. tyAMnA rAjAne khela batAvI rahyA che. rAjA-rANI utsukatAthI IlAcIno khela joI rahyAM che. jAnanA jokhame IlAcI doraDA para nAcI rahyo che. nIce pelI naTaDI Dhola bajAvI rahI che. rAjAnI najara IlAcInA nRtyanA badale naTaDInA rUpa para che. naTaDIne joIne rAjA temAM mohita thAya che. rAjAnA manamAM vicAra janme che ke IlAcI thAkI jAya, nIce paDe ane marI jAya, to ja A naTaDI mane maLe. A duSTa bhAvanAne lIdhe te IlAcIne judAM-judAM kAraNo batAvI pharI-pharIne khela karavA kahe che. IlAcI pharI pharI vAMsanA doraDA para khela kare che. vAMsanA doraDA para nAcatAM-nAcatAM acAnaka ja tenI najara sAmenA makAna para paDe che. eka juvAna suMdarI evA ja eka tejasvI yuvAna munine bhAvapUrvaka vahorAvI rahI che. muni potAnAM khapa puratuM vahorIne vadhAre levAnI nA pADe che ane suMdarI AgrahapUrvaka vahorAvI rahI che. muni nIcI najare ubhA che. AvuM pAvanakArI ane nirvikArI dRzya joIne IlAcInI AMkha ughaDI jAya che. potAnA vikArI kAryane joIne enA manamAM maMthana jAge che. oha ! kyAM A mahAmuni ane kyAM huM? eka naTaDI paranA mohe huM kyAM AvI caDayo? mA-bApa, ghara-bAra badhuM choDI dIdhuM. ane eja naTaDImAM A rAjA paNa mugdha banyo che. huM rAjAnA dAnanI rAha jouM chuM. ane rAjA mArA maravAnI rAha jue che. A saMsAra kevo svArthI che ! A vicAradhArAe caDatAM-caDatAM pazcAttApanA agnimAM sarve karmo baLIne bhasmIbhUta thaI jAya che. dorI para ja kevaLajJAna thAya che. devo Ave che ne muniveza Ape che. ane pachI dezanA dvArA rAjA-rANI ane naTaDI traNe pratibodha pAme che. pahelAM AMkha paranA asaMyame patana pAmyA ane pachI AMkha paranA saMyame cheka kevaLajJAna sudhI pahoMcI gayA. kAnano asaMyama AMkha zA mATe maLI che? jANo cho ? bhagavAnanuM mukha jovA, nahIM

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18 ke A ekTarone jovA ! ane kAna bhagavAnanuM bhajana sAMbhaLavA ne saMtonI vANI sAMbhaLavA maLyA che. saMtanI vANI sAMbhaLI hoya to kyAreka jIvanamAM upayogI bane paNa Aje to kAna ane AMkha jANe TI.vI. jovA ne ephaTaronA gIto sAMbhaLavA maLyA na hoya ! emAM ja masta hoya che. saMtonI vANI sAMbhaLIne kAnane pavitra karavA e ja kAnanuM AbhUSaNa che. rauhiNeya cora zAstramAM rauhiNeya coranuM dRSTAMta Ave che. tenA pitA eka mahAbhayaMkara cora hatA. putrane paNa temaNe cora ja banAvelo. maraNazayAe paDelA pitAno jIva kaMIka kahevA mATe mathI rahyo che. rauhiNeya pUche che ke pitAjI koI IcchA adhUrI che? tyAre pitA kahe che ke beTA ! eka zikhAmaNa tane ApavAnI che. A nagarInI AjubAju eka mahAvIra nAmano dhutAro pharI rahyo che. te badhAne kahe che ke hiMsA na karazo. jugAra na ramazo. corI na karazo vagere... paNa tenI vAta tAre kyAre ya sAMbhaLavI nahIM. e jyAM A upadeza Apato hoya te mArgane tAre choDI devo. basa ATaluM vacana Apa, to mAro jIva chUTe. putre vacana ApyuM. pitA paraloka gayA. pitAnI zikhAmaNane te barAbara pALe che. bhagavAnanI jyAM dezanA cAlatI hoya te mArgathI e dUra ja bhAge che. have ekavAra banyuM evuM ke te corI karavA jaI rahyo che. je mArga parathI te javAnuM che te ja mArge bhagavAnanI dezanA cAlI rahI che. tene javA mATe bIjo koI mArga nathI. tethI nA chUTake te te mArge jAya che. megha jevA gaMbhIra nAde bhagavAnanI dezanA cAlI rahI che. tyAre devonuM varNana cAlI rahyuM hatuM. rauhiNeyane tyAMthI nIkaLavuM che. paNa bhagavAnanA zabdo jo kAnamAM pesI jAya to pitAne ApelA vacanano bhaMga thAya tethI teNe to kAnamAM be AMgaLI nAkhIne doTa mUkI. purajozathI doDI rahyo che. paNa doDatAM doDatAM pagamAM kAMTo vAgyo, kAMTo eTalo badho uMDo pesI gayo ke tene kADhavA mATe kAnamAMthI AMgaLI kADhavI ja paDI. jyAM AMgaLI kAnamAMthI bahAra kADhI tyAM ja kAnamAM bhagavAnano madhura svara athaDAyo ke devo animeSa nayano vALA hoya che ane bhUmIne aDatA nathI. basa A be ja zabdo kAnamAM paDayA.

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19 pelAe kAMTo kADhIne tarata ja pAchI AMgaLI kAnamAM nAMkhI dIdhI. have A be zabdo kAnamAM anicchAe ghUselA che tene bhUlavA mathe che. paNa mANasa jene bhUlavA mathe te vadhAre gADha bane. tema tene paNa te zabdo bhUlavAne badale vadhAre yAdagAra banyA. abhayakumArane maLelI niSphaLatA . have A bAju nagara AkhuM lUMTAI rahyuM che paNa corane koI pakaDI zakatuM nathI. maMtrI abhayakumAra A bIDuM jhaDape che. rauhiNeya pakaDAya che. paNa jyAM sudhI koI sAco purAvo na maLe tyAM sudhI zikSA kema karAya? abhayakumAra potAnI buddhine kAme lagADe che. devaloka jevuM vAtAvaraNa ubhuM kare che. rauhiNeyane ghenamAM nAkhI tyAM suvADe che. jAge che tyAre devo tene pUche che ke tame manuSyalokamAM zuM satkAryo karyA che ane zuM duSkRtyo karyAM che te kaho. rauhiNeya vicAramAM paDe che. A badhuM zuM che? zuM huM sAce ja devalokamAM jabhyo chuM? cAre bAju jue che. anicchAe kAnamAM paDelA bhagavAnanA zabdo yAda AvyA. devonA netro mIMcAtAM nathI. ane devo bhUmine sparzatA nathI. teNe joyuM to badhA deva-devIonA netro to ughADa-mAMca thaI rahyAM che ane badhA jamInane aDIne ubhA che. te khUba cAlAka hato. samajI gayo ke A to mane pakaDavA mATenuM abhayakumAranuM kAvatru che. teNe to cAlAkIthI kahevA mAMDayuM ke meM to khUba ja dAna ApyuM che. paropakAranA kAryo karyA che. koI kharAba kRtyo karyA ja nathI. pelA mANaso tene pheravI pheravIne pUche che paNa A to eka ja vAta kahe che ke sArA kAryo karyA che mATe to devalokamAM Avyo chuM. chevaTe abhayakumAra thAke che tene choDI mUke che. rauhiNeya ghera AvIne vicAre che ke anicchAe sAMbhaLelI bhagavAnanI vANIe mane maraNamAMthI bacAvyo. basa e ja mArga sAco che. savAre bhagavAna pAse dIkSA laI lauM. pote jAte pahelAM zreNika mahArAjA pAse jAya che. badhI satya hakIkata kahe che. dhana dekhADe che. ane dIkSAnI rajA mAMge che. zreNika mahArAjA pote teno dikSA mahotsava kare che. te kevaLajJAna pAmIne mokSamAM jAya che. kAna e bhagavAnanI-saMtapurUSonI vANI sAMbhaLavA mATe che. teno sadupayoga karo. vANI ja tamane bacAvaze.

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bhAdaravA vada-6 dhana nahIM dharmane saMgraho | bhayaMkara bhUtakALa paramakRpALu paramAtmA ApaNane kahI rahyA che ke he mAnava ! tuM tArA bhUtakALa tarapha najara to nAkha ! pRthvIkAyamAM, apakAyamAM, teukAyamAM, vAukAyamAM ane vanaspatikAyamAM aneka-aneka bhayaMkara yAtanAo te veThI che. pRthvIkAyano samAraMbha ApaNe najare joI rahyA chIe. bilDIMgo caNavA mATe pRthvIkAyanA jIvonI bhayaMkara hiMsA cAlI rahI che. e yonimAM ApaNe aneka kodALAnA ghA khAdhA haze. tIkSNa haLathI ApaNane kheDavAmAM AvyA haze. najara nAkhIe to kaMpI uThIe. dareka kAryamAM A jIvAtmAe bhayaMkara vedanAo bhogavI che. kaMIka puNyanA baLe A jIvAtmA ATale uce Avyo che. jo have jarAka cUkIza to pharI yAtanAonI paraMparA zarU thaI jaze. anityAni zarIrANi, vibhavo naiva zAzvataH / nityaM saMnihito mRtyaH kartavyo dharmasaMcayaH // jJAnIo kahe che ke he mAnava! A zarIra anitya che ane A vaibhava paNa zAzvata nathI. eka rAtamAM karoDapati to eka rAtamAM roDapati banI jAya che. mRtyu kSaNe-kSaNe tArI pAse sarakI rahyuM che. mATe tuM dharmano saMcaya karI le. paNa Aje mAnava AnAthI viparIta dazAmAM jIve che. ene potAnuM zarIra nitya lAge che mATe to rAta-divasa enI paLojaNamAM paDayo che. covIse kalAka A dehanI pUjAmAM vitAve che. bhagavAnanI pUjA to aSTa prakAranI. sattara bhedI, cosaTha prakAranI ke navvANuM prakAranI che paNa A dehanI pUjA to ekaso ne navvANuM prakAranIye ochI paDe che. ene nitya mAnI beTho che mATe ja ne ! vaLI vinAzI evo A vaibhava paNa ApaNane avinAzI lAge che. rAta ke divasa, puNya ke pApa, nIti-anIti kAMI paNa joyA vinA kamANI kare ja jAya che. moTA-moTAM kArakhAnAo ane moTA-moTA baMgalAo baMdhAve ane emAM rAcI-mAcIne pApone bhegAM kare che paNa ene khabara nathI ke bhAI jyAre AtmA cAlyo jaze tyAre tane Aja baMgalAmAMthI vahelI take

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kADhavAnI utAvaLa karaze. gharamAM koI dATaze nahIM. mRtyunI talavAra mAthe laTakI rahI che. mAnava moTI-moTI AzAnI ImArato caNe che paNa mRtyu Ave to e badhI ImAratone DUbADI de che. pANInA e paisA mahesANA dUdha sAgara DerInA mAlika mAnasiMha caudharI- kALa keTalo halako Avyo che. pahelAM dUdha vecavuM e halakAmAM halakuM gaNAtuM, rabArI paNa dUdha vece nahIM. atyAre to chAza vecAya che. are! chAza nahIM, paNa A dezamAM have to pANI paNa vecAya che. bislarInA bATalA eka liTaranA paMdara rUpiyA. jyAM ghI-dUdhanI nadIo vahetI ema kahevAtuM, tyAM Aje pANI paNa paisAthI. e jamAnAmAM dUdha ke chAza levA- ApavAmAM nAnapa nahotI lAgatI, sUrya prakAza Ape che teno svabhAva che tema dUdha-chAza mANasa paraspara Apa-le temAM koI upakAra ke nAnapa nahotI. DerInA mAlika cAre bAjunA gAmaDAomAMthI dUdha kharIde dariyo bhare. atyAre to IjekazanathI ke mazInathI dUdha kheMcI laIne... nirdaya rIte gAyonuM khUba zoSaNa thaI rahyuM che. A caudharI dUdhanA vadhAre utpAdana mATe oNsTreliyA javA nIkaLyA. osTreliyAmAM ghaNI vizALa jagyAo khAlI paDelI che. tyAM gAyono uchera karavAmAM Ave che ane gAyo kema vadhAre ne vadhAre dUdha Ape tenI keLavaNI karavAmAM Ave che. potAnA dUdha sAgarane mahAsAgara banAvavAnA svaprA sevatA A bhAI osTreliyA jaI rahyA che. tyAM javA mATe eraporTa para to javuM paDe. gharethI gADImAM nIkaLyA. manamAM aneka vicAro ghUmatA hatA. tyAM javuM che ane jANavuM che. eraporTa sudhI pahoMcatAM ja vacamAM ekasIDanTa. rastAmAM ja pUrA. sAthe manorathonA cUrecUrA ane pApane poTalA laI sAthe thaI gayA ravAnA. mATe to zAstrakAro kahe che ke A mRtyu e moTI honArata che. A honArata sarjAya eTale jIdaMgIno khela khatama. tethI jyAM sudhI A honArata na sarjAya tyAM sudhI cetI jAo. AMkha mIMcANA pachI kone khabara kevAya janmomAM A jIvAtmA jaze. saMta kabIra kahe che ke - "Isa tana dhana kI kona vaDAI, dekhata nayano meM miTTI milAI.

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2.2 apane khAtara mahela banAyA, Apa hI jAkara jaMgala soyA, hADa jale jaise kASTha kI molI, bAla jale jesai ghAsa kI polI." potAnA mATe lAkho rUpiyA kharcIne bhale baMgalo banAvyo paNa aMte cira niMdrA kyAM levAnI? jaMgalamAM ja ne ! khUba mevA-mIThAI khavaDAvIne A tana game teTaluM duSTa-puSTa banAvyuM to paNa zuM karavAnuM. je zarIrane koI AMgaLI paNa aDADI zakatuM nahotuM te zarIrane aMgAro cAMpe tyAre te kAMI bole kharuM ? lAkhono lADIlo hoya paNa eno deha jyAre paDe che tyAre te dehane game tema kApo ke mAro... e kAMI bole kharo. bIjuM dhana e paNa jota-jotAmAM mATI thaI javAnuM. dhananI jaLa samAdhi - be bhAIonuM dRSTAMta mAravADamAM koI eka gAmamAM be bhAIo rahetA hatA. mA-bApa nAnI uMmaramAM cAlyA gayA. banne bhAIo eka bIjAnA sahAre moTA thayA. paristhiti garIba hatI. moTAbhAI game tema karIne paraNyA. eka vakhata nAno bhAI bahArathI Avyo che. teNe bhAbhI pAse pANI mAMgyuM. bhAbhI koI kAmamAM hatAM tethI temaNe AvatAM vAra lAgI. eTale nAno bhAI ekadama gusse thaI gayo. krodhano Avega bhayaMkara che. Avega Ave tyAre mANasa puNyanA, vinayanA ke maryAdAnA badhAM baMdhano toDI nAkhe che. caraka nAmanA ArogyazAstranA vettAe carakasaMhitAmAM lakhyuM che ke Avegone kayAre paNa na rokavA. jevA ke - maLa, mUtra, chIMka, bagAsuM.... vagere paNa amUka Avegone to avazya rokavA ja. jevA ke kAma, krodha ane lobha.. Avega ane Aveza e ApaNA bhayaMkara zatru che. e Ave tyAre jo eka-be kSaNa pasAra karI devAmAM Ave to ApaNe bacI jaIe. pelI kahevata che ne ke "aNI cUkyo so varSa jIve." paNa kSaNane pasAra karavI e bhalabhalA sAdhu saMto mATe paNa kaThIna che. gussAmAM bekAbU banelA nAnA bhAIe bhAbhIne kahyuM ke ATalI badhI vAra kema lAgI? sAme bhAbhI paNa gussAmAM AvIgayA. temaNe kahyuM ke ATalo badho rUAba konA para karo cho ? bahu utAvaLa hoya to pANI ApavAvALIne laI Avone ! diyarane caDI rIsa. gharamAMthI nIkaLI

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23 gayo. pahoMcyo dilhI. tyAM mogala bAdazAhanuM rAja hatuM. krodhamAMne krodhamAM nIkaLI to gayo paNa AvaDA moTA zaheramAM javuM kyAM ? jIvana nirvAha kema karavo ? paNa kahevAya che ne ke 'jeNe dAMta ApyA che te cAvaNuM Apaze ja." game tema karIne 'caNA jora garama'no dhaMdho zarU karyo. bolavAmAM khUba mIThA bolo hato. evA lahekAthI bole ke loko bolIthI AkarSAIne AvavA lAgyA. tethI dhaMdho jAmI gayo. rAja sabhAnI barAbara sAme khUmaco laIne ubho rahe. rAja sabhAmAM ghaNA darabArIo Ave che. enI mIThI bhASAthI AkarSAIne ghaNA darabArIo caNA... kharIde che. ane paDIkA hAthamAM laIne rAja sabhAmAM dAkhala thAya che. rAjA vicAre che A badhA hAthamAM zAnA paDIkA laI-laIne Ave che. koI darabArIne pUche che. te kahe che ke rAjan ! koI mANasa rAjasabhAnI bahAra caNA vece che. te khUba mIThA che khAvA jevA che. rAjAne mana thayuM. teNe paNa maMgAvyA. caNA ApavA mATe A bhAI roja rAjadarabAramAM Ave che. dhIme-dhIme paricaya vadhe che. rAjAnA manamAM tenA pratye khUba ahobhAva pedA thAya che. tenI vAcALatA para rAjA mugdha banI gayo che. tene sukhI karavAnuM rAjAne mana thAya che tethI rAjA baMgALanA koI adhikArI pade tenI nimaNUMka kare che. tenA mATe eka pharamAna patra taiyAra kare che. temAM tenuM nAma lakhe che. paNa kudaratI rIte tenuM je nAma hatuM tenA badale te nAmanI jagyAe 'jagatazeTha' evuM ja nAma lakhAI jAya che. betraNa vAra kAgaLa lakhIne phADI nAkhyo paNa eja nAma AvIne lakhAI jAya tethI rAjAne thayuM ke allAne maMjUra haze. mATe teNe tene jagatazeThanI padavI ApI. gaMgAnA kinArA para moTI havelI banAvI ApI. A bhAI have tyAM rahevA lAgyA. roDapatimAMthI karoDapati banI gayA. paNa karmasattA AgaLa konuM cAle. karme gulAMTa khAdhI. koI pApodaya jAgyo. eka vakhata rAtre badhA gharamAM sUtA che bhara nidrAmAM che tyAM acAnaka gaMgAmAM ghoDApUra AvyuM. kinAre ja baMgalo hato. badhA baMgalAnA uparanA majale caDI gayA. nIce bhoMyarAmAM aDhaLaka saMpatti bharelI hatI. potAnI najare ja potAnA dhanane taNAtuM jUe che paNa zuM kare ? dhanane bacAve ke tanane bacAve. badhuM ja taNAI gayuM. pote

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svastha rahI gayA. tenA ja vaMzajone chevaTe pachI nokarI karavA vakhata Avyo. mahApurUSo kahe che ke A AMkha sAme ja badhuM dhana mATImAM maLI jaze. A badhI honArata sarjAya e pahelAM tuM cetI jA. tArA AtmAnA dhanane tuM bacAvI le A honAratane koI aTakAvI zakavAnuM nathI. A janma tamAro jAgavAno che mATe jAgo... ane bhAgo.. mRtyu kSaNe-kSaNe ApaNI najIka sarakI rahyuM che. mATe dharmano saMcaya karavo joIe. paNa Aje dharmane badale dhanano saMcaya karavAmAM jagata DUbI rahyuM che. jANe ajara amara banIne ahIM rahevAnuM na hoya ! tema moTo-moTo pasAro karato ja jAya che be roTalInA peTanA khADAne pUravA mATe e game tevA pApo karatAM paNa acakAto nathI, basa rAta-divasa dhanano saMcaya karavAmAM gaLADUba DUbelo che. koI pazu vastuno saMgraha kare kharo! jyAre mANasa to sAta peDhI sudhI khUTe nahIM teTaluM bheguM kare che... re jIva.... ! bALapaNamAM tuM mAtRmukhI rahyo... yuvAnImAM tarUNImukhI banyo... ghaDapaNamAM putramukhI banyo... to tuM aMtarmukha kyAre banIza... ?

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bhAdaravA vada-o jarUriyAtano saMyama mAnavanI mUDI A jagatamAM mAnavajanma atyaMta durlabha che. e janma prApta karIne zuM karavuM e moTAmAM moTo prazna che. mAnavanI pAse ja vicAradhArA che bAkI pazuo kAMI vicArI nahIM zake e to basa AyarasaMjJA, bhayasaMjJA ane maithunasaMjJAmAM DUbelA che. devo potAnA sukhamAM magna che tethI teone koI divasa kAMI vicAravAnI jarUra ja nathI ane phUrasada paNa nathI. nArakInA jIvo yAtanAmAM pIDAI rahyA che tethI tyAM paNa koI ja vicAradhArA nathI. phakata mAnava pAse ja A moTI mUDI che. vaLI vicAra karIne mANasa potAnA jIvanamAM vartanamAM parivartana lAvI zake che. so varSa pahelAMnA mANasonuM jIvana-paheraveza raheNI-karaNI kevAM hatAM ane Aje kevAM che? mANasa pote parivartanazIla che. mATe zAstrakAro kahe che ke he mAnava tuM cetI jA. rakhaDela chokarAnI ciMtA mA-bApane keTalI hoya ? chokarAne to majA hoya. ene kAMI mA-bApanI vedanA na samajAya. jyAre mA-bApanA lohInuM to pANI thaI rahyuM hoya che, tema mahApurUSo ApaNA jevA rakhaDela ane bhoga-vilAsamAM DUbelAone DhaMDhoLe che. ApaNI pAchaLa potAno kiMmatI samaya veDaphe che. paNa pelA rakhaDela chokarAnI jema ApaNI upara enI kAMI asara pahoMcatI ja nathI. ApaNA vaDavAoe daherAsara baMdhAvyAM, zuM kAma ? pujArIo mATe? tamane to darzana karavAnI paNa phUrasada nathI. gAmogAma ni:svArthabhAve dharmane samajAvatA gurUo ghume che paNa tamane dharma sAMbhaLavAnI phUrasada che kharI ? nA, hamaNAM TI.vI. para rAmAyaNa ke mahAbhArata Ave athavA koI ekaTara ke netA Ave to tyAM so kAma paDatAM mUkIne doDo... tamArA hitane mATe keTaluM karyuM ? paNa tame tene veDaphI rahyA cho. jarUriyAto ghaTADo mahApurUSo kahe che ke dharmane sAcA arthamAM ArAdhavo haze to pahelAM tene samajavo paDaze. dharma kevo ? ahiMsA, saMyama ane tapathI yukta. mana,

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26 vacana ane kAyAno saMyama joI gayA. have bAkI rahyo jarUriyAtono saMyama arthAt jarUriyAto ghaTADo. mArA gurU mahArAja kahetA ke sarakAre pablikane 'utpAdana vadhAro'nuM sUtra ApyuM. ane janatAe te jhIlI lIdhuM. paNa pacAsa varSa pahelAM A dezamAM je zAMti hatI te utpAdana vadhAravAthI ghaTI ke vadhI? Aje A deza paccIsa hajAra karoDanuM kApaDa bahAra nikAsa kare che. AvI eka cIja nahIM paNa aneka cIjo A deza utpAdana vadhArIne bahAra nikAsa kare che. cIja-vastuonA DhagalA che, paNa zAMti kyAM ? mANasa to azAMtano azAMta ja che. cIja-vastuo vadhatAM mANasa namAlo ane nakAmo banI gayo che. rogonuM ghara banI gayo che. dareka kAmanAM mazIna, kacaro kADhavAnuM-kapaDA dhovAnuM, anAja daLavAnuM, vAsaNo sApha karavAnuM vagere mazIna AvatAM mANasanAM hAtha-paga nakAmA thaI gayA. kAma karavAthI zarIrane je kasarata maLatI te baMdha thaI gaI, tethI keDanA rogo, paganA rogo ghara karI gayA. zarIra kadarUpA banI gayA. carabI vadhI gaI. pahelAM amArI baheno badhuM ja kAma potAnI jAte karatI tethI 80 varSe paNa e pAMca-sAta ki. mI. cAlI. jatI. zarIra paNa kasAyeluM ane suDoLa rahetuM. atyAre to rAMdhavA mATe ubhA rasoDA. ubhA ubhA ja rasoI karavAnI tethI paganA sAMdhA jakaDAI jAya.. are khAvA mATe paNa DAInIMga Tebala, ApaNA pUrvajoe nIce besIne ja khAdhuM che, abajo varSa Ama ja vItAvyAM che. nIce besIne khAvAthI amUka avayavone dabANa maLe che, jenAthI zarIramAM ghaNA phAyadA thatApaNa Aje DAInIMga Tebala na hoya to tamAruM sTeTasa nIcuM paDI jAya. khAvAmAM paNa charI-kAMTo, camacI. hAthe tamane ApyA che, zuM karavA ? hAthamAMthI to amRta jhare che. hAthamAM to AkhA zarIranI IlekaTrika sITI che. mA potAnA hAthathI ja dikarAne koLIo laIne khavaDAve che emAM hAthanuM amRta bhareluM hoya che. mahApurUSo paNa AzIrvAda ApavA mATe mAthA para hAtha mUke che. mAthAmAM suSummA nAmanI nADInuM dvAra che tenA para hAtha mUkatAM ja AzIrvAda sIdhA aMdara utare che jema varasAda varase ne pANI jamInamAM utarI jAya. A badhAM ja sAdhano kharekhara ! jovA jaIe to mANasane vinAzanA paMthe laI janArAM che. utpAdananA vadhArAe je zAMti hatI tene paNa vaNI lIdhI che. kharekhara to utpAdana vadhAronI jagyAe "jarUriyAta ghaTADoe sUtrane apanAvavAnI

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jarUra che. amAre koI jarUriyAta nathI mATe kevA nizcita chIe. nijAnaMdamAM DUbelA chIe. jyAre tamAre to roja savAra paDe ne koI ne koI vastunI jarUra ubhI thAya eTale pAchI magajanI doDadhAma zarU. mATe ja zAstrakAro kahe che ke tame tamArI jarUriyAta ghaTADo jIvanamAM zAMti ApameLe Avaze. ApaNI pAse zaktino akhUTa khajAno che. AtmAmAM ja AnaMda-sukha bharelAM che paNa ApaNe aMdara najara nAkhatA ja nathI. bahAra padArthonI pAse sukha ane AnaMdanI bhIkha mAMgyA ja karIe chIe. jIMdagI AkhI bhIkha mAMgavA chatAM nathI to sukha maLatuM ke nathI to AnaMda maLato. aMdara to jo...! eka bhikhArI che. koI jagyAe pAtharaNuM pAtharIne bhIkha mAMgyA kare che. bhIkha mAMgatAM mAMgatAM enI AkhI jIMdagI pUrI thaI gaI. na sAruM khAvAnuM maLyuM ke na sAruM paheravAnuM maLyuM. nAnAthI mAMDIne moTo thayo tyAM sudhI teNe e jagyA choDI nahIM. chevaTe marI gayo. bIjA bhIkhArIone thayuM ke A jagyA apazukanIyALa lAge che. A bhikhArIe roja tyAM besIne bhIkha mAMgyA karI paNa e kayAreya sukhI thayo nahIM tethI ApaNe e jagyAne khodI nAkhIe - badhA thayA bhegA ne mAMDayA khodavA. thoDuMka khovuM tyAM to jhaLahaLatI sonAmahorothI bharelo eka caru nIkaLI paDyo. A caru upara ja besIne teNe AkhI jIMdagI vitAvI chatAM tenA hAthamAM na Avyo. kAraNa ke teNe kyAreya nIce joyuM ja nathI. tema ApaNe kyAreya aMdara najara nAkhatAM ja nathI. ane chevaTe A bhikhArInI jema jIMdagI hArI jaIne ahIMthI cAlyA jaIe chIe. lagna eTale prabhutAmAM pagalAM ke pazutAmAM mANasa lagna kare che tyAre kahevAya che ne ke prabhutAmAM pagalAM mAMDe che prabhutAmAM ke pazutAmAM. jema baLadanI nAkamAM nAtha (doraDuM) parovIne tene doravAmAM Ave che tema strI puruSane pherave che. puruSa parataMtra banI jAya che. bhalabhalA bhUpAlo paNa strInI paravazatAe jIvana hArI gayA. sayAjIrAva gAyakavADa vaDodarAnA mahArAja niHsaMtAna gujarI gayA. gAdI para koNa Ave te moTo prazna hato. niyama evo hato ke gotrano mANasa ja vArasadAra bane.

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28 te pote gAyakavADa hatA. temanI strI vArasadArane zodhavA mATe nIkaLe che. te vakhate mahArASTramAM gAyakavADanI vastI sArA pramANamAM. kalavANA karIne eka gAmamAM teo AvyA. tyAM tapAsa karI.. gAyakavADo badhA bhegA thayA. pasaMda kone ka2vA ? kAraNa ke bahu moTI uMmarano mANasa paNa kAma na lAge. bahu nAno hoya to paNa kAma na lAge.. madhyama vayano joIe. temAM pasaMdagIno kaLaza sayAjIrAva nAmanA chokarA para DhoLAyo. teo cAra bhAI hatA. sayAjIrAvano naMbara trIjo hato. temane laI javA mATe mA-bApa pAse mAMgaNI karI. mAne khabara paDI ke mArA dikarAne laI javA koI bAI AvI che. mAe valopAta zarU karyo. gussAmAM AvI gaI. kahyuM paNa kharuM ke zuM tArA mATe meM mArA dikarAne jaNyo che, huM nahIM ApuM. paNa rAja pAse konuM cAle. kapALa phUTayuM. kapALamAM moTo ghA paDI gayo. parANe samajAvIne dIkarAne laI javAmAM Avyo. Aje paNa sayAjIrAvanI mAtAno kapALamAM ghA paDelo phoTo mAlegAMvathI AgaLa jatAM kalavANA gAmamAM eka baMgalo Ave che. tyAM hayAta che. sayAjIrAvane vaDodarAmAM lAvavAmAM AvyA. sArA-sArA zikSakone rAkhIne temane bhaNAvavAmAM AvyA. khUba tejasvI nIkaLyA. vaLI dharmanA paNa premI. tethI saMtone bolAvIne dharmano abhyAsa karyo. AvA sayAjIrAva duniyAmAM nAmAMkita rAjA paNa potAnI strI pAse lAcAra hatA. teo be vAra paraNyA hatA. pahelI strIthI phatesiMha nAmano dIkaro hato. te strI marI gayA pachI bIjIvAra cImanAbAI nAmanI strIne paraNyA. tene paNa eka chokaro. rAjyanA niyama pramANe to gAdI phatehasiMhane ja maLe. paNa A strIne te poSAya tema na hatuM. sayAjIrAva bahArathI mahelamAM Ave ke cImanAbAIno kakaLATa zarU thaI jAya. phatehasiMhane rAja maLaze to mArA dikarAne zuM ? roja navI-navI mAMgaNI karyA kare. . sayAjIrAva tenA kakaLATathI khUba trAsI gayelA. tenA trAsathI moTe bhAge te svITajharlenDamAM ja rahetA. jIMdagInA ghaNA varSo temaNe tyAM ja gALyA. A prabhutAmAM pagalAM kahevAya ke pazutAmAM. Ajano mANasa padArthonI pAchaLa pAgala banyo che mATe ja rakhaDI rahyo che. paNa paramAtmAnI pAchaLa pAgala bano to saMsAra samApta.

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bhAdaravA vada-8 dharma rAjamArga che zAstrakAra mahArAjA jagatanuM kalyANa thAya e mATe dharmano maMgalamaya mArga batAvI rahyA che. sukha ane zAMtino A eka ja maMgalamaya mArga che. dharma e kAMI DosA-DagarAno ja mArga nathI. paNa nAnA-moTA badhA mATe che. koI paNa eka gAma javuM hoya to badhA mATe eka ja mArga hoya che. kAMI DosAne javAno rasto judo, yuvAnone javAno rasto judo ane bALakone javAno rasto judo. evuM kAMI hotuM nathI. badhA mATe eka ja sarakho mArga hoya che. tema dharma paNa moTAo mATe ke yuvAnone mATe ke bALakone mATe eka sarakho ja hoya che. e mArge badhA ja jaI zake che. paNa ApaNe dharmanA mArgane atyAre DosA-DagarAo pUrato ja banAvI dIdho che. yuvAnone to jANe kAMI lAgatuM vaLagatuM ja nathI. e to nirAMte potAnA dhaMdhAo khelI rahyA che. mahApurUSo temane Takora kare che ke bhAI ! jarA AMkha ughADI ne tuM jo to kharo ! tArI sAme kevI gatio paDI che ! dharma mitra kevo ? cAra gatinuM varNana. nArakInI bhayaMkara yAtanAo paDI che. yogazAstra nAmanA graMthamAM bhagavAna hemacaMdrasUrIzvarajI mahArAjAe nArakInuM varNana karyuM che. sAta nArakIo che. temAM pahelI traNa nArakImAM atizaya garamI che. kevI ? to ke tyAM rahelA nArakane koI pRthvI para lAvIne covIse kalAka saLagatI bhaThThImAM nAkhe to tene cha mahinA sudhI uMgha AvI jAya. AvI bhayaMkara garamI tyAM che. chellI traNa nArakImAM atizaya ThaMDI che. ThaMDI kevI ? tyAM rahelA nArakane ahIM lAvIne baraphanI pATa para suvADavAmAM Ave to te cha mahinA sudhI nirAMte sUI jAya.. evI kAtila ThaMDI tyAM che. cothI nArakImAM ThaMDI ane garamI baMne che. nArakInA duHkho sAMbhaLatAM hRdaya phaphaDI uThe ! paramAdhAmI devo dAruNa karavatothI temanA zarIranA TukaDe-TukaDA karI nAkhe che. bhayaMkara tarasathI pIDAyelA teo vaitaraNI nAmanI nadI tarapha doDe che to temAM trapu

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30 (eka jAtanI dhAtu che) ane zIsu vahI rahyuM che. tApathI pIDAyelA teo chAyAnI AzAthI asipatra vanamAM doDe che to te vRkSanA pAMdaDA talavAra jevA che te temanA zarIrane bhede che. parastrIgamananA sukhane yAda karAvatA teone lokhaMDanI dhagadhagatI putaLIo sAthe AliMgana devaDAve che. mAMsa ane dArUnA svAdane yAda karAvatA teone dhagadhagatuM zIsuM pIvaDAve che. muMjAtA, bhayaMkara zastrothI chedAtA, vedanAthI cIso pADatA nArako tyAM eka kSaNa paNa sukhane pAmI zakatA nathI. Ama nArakImAM paNa sukhano mArga sUjhavAno nathI. to devalokamAM sukha ja sukha che paNa sukhano mArga nathI. teo sukhamAM atyaMta Asakta hovAthI jyAre tyAMthI cyavanano samaya Ave che tyAre dIna banelA teo atyaMta AghAtathI pIDAya che. ane jyAM Asakti tyAM utpatti e niyamanA AdhAre teo pRthvIkAyamAM, apakAyamAM, vanaspatikAyamAM jaI caDe che. tiryaMca gati to ApaNI AMkha sAme ja che. tenI vedanAo ApaNe najare ja joI rahyA chIe. kIDIthI mAMDIne hAthI sudhInA jIvone ApavAmAM Avato bhayaMkara trAsa ApaNI AMkha sAme che. mAtra A mAnavajanma ja eka evo che ke tyAMthI mAnava dhAre to sukhano mArga meLavI zake che. basa jIvanane vaLAMka ApavAno che. ghATa ApavAno che. paththara e patthara che paNa tene zilpInA TAMkaNI vAgatAM eka mahAmUrti sarjAya che. lAkho loko tenA caraNe paDe che e jaDa hovA chatAM ye cetana karatAM caDI jAya che jyAre mANasa to cetana che. prabhunA vacano rUpI TAMkaNA khAya to te deva banI jAya, paNa TAMkaNAMo khAto ja nathI. mATe to cetana hovA chatAM jaDa jevo banI jAya che. TAMkaNAM khAto paththara jaDamAMthI cetana bane che ane TAMkaNAM nahIM khAto mAnava cetanamAMthI jaDa bane che. sukhano sAco mArga meLavavA mATe TAMkaNAM khAvA ja paDaze. jema ke bhagavAna kahe che ke "krodha na kara.' bhagavAnanuM vacana rUpI A TAMkaNuM jo ApaNe sahIzuM to ApaNe deva jevA banIzuM. paNa ApaNe to sAme dalIlo karIzuM ke nA, sAheba, krodha to AvI ja jAya. enA vinA na cAle. to pachI ApaNe devane badale dAnava.. InsAnane badale zetAna banatAM jaIzuM, AyuSya alpa che. alpa varSomAM ja ApaNe ApaNA mArgane

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31 pakaDavAno che. pANIno relo kevo saDasaDATa vahI rahyo che. A AyuSya paNa pANInA relAnI jema vahI rahyuM che. jIMdagInA moTA bhAganA varSo tamArA vahI gayA che have tame je jIvI rahyA cho te to naphAnA varSo che. naphAnA varSomAM paNa jo cetI nahI zako to pachI game tyAM dhakelAI jazo. ApaNo sadAyano sAthI koIpaNa zAstranuM pAnuM ughADazo to temAMthI tamane eka ja sAra maLaze ke mAnavabhava durlabha che. durlabha hovA chatAMya anaMtapuNyarAzinA baLe ApaNane te maLI gayo che to have zuM karavuM ? zuM bhoga-sukhomAM tene veDaphI nAkhavAno ? jagatano moTo varga khAvuM-pIvuM-paheravuM-oDhavuM A badhA bAhyapadArthomAM paDelo che to keTalAka varga aMdaranA padArthomAM krodha-mAnamAyA-ISya-asUyA-daMbha-prasiddhi kIrti-nAmanA A badhAnI pAchaLa paDelo che. koI vicAre che ke baMgalo baMdhAvavo che, moTara lAvavI che. dAgInA ghaDAvavA che, A levuM che ne te levuM che. vaLI keTalAka jIvo aMdaranA padArthomAM aTavAyelA che. "Ane pAcho pADavo che, AnI pAsethI A paDAvavuM che, A mArI AgaLa che, Ane barAbara batAvI ApavuM che', rAtadIna AvI ja vicAraNAmAM phasAyelA che. paNa aMta samaye sAthe rahenAra koNa ? sadAyano sAthI, sadA ApaNuM rakSaNa karanAra, sadA ApaNane sanmArge laI janAra koNa? dharma. tamArI pAse game teTalA paisA hoya. game teTalo vaibhava hoya paNa te kAMI paralokamAM kAma nahIM lAge. dharma eja ApaNo sAco mitra che. zAstramAM eka rUpaka Ave che. traNamitranuM rUpaka eka zeTha hatA. temane traNa mitro hatA. zeThane rAjA sAthe khUba sAro saMbaMdha. pahelA mitrane zeTha potAno jIgarajAna dosta mAnatA. tenI pAchaLa te ghaNo bhoga ApatA. prema paNa tenI para aDhaLaka. TUMkamAM jIva eka ane khoLiyAM judA jevI sthiti hatI. bIjA mitra sAthe mitratA bahu gADha nahIM paNa koI prasaMga hoya tyAre bhegA thAya. trIjA sAtheno saMbaMdha to aupacArika ja. kvacit rastAmAM maLe tyAre smita Ape.

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32 eka vakhata A zeTha viruddha koIke rAjA pAse phariyAda karI. koI duSTa mANase rAjAne kahyuM ke rAjanuM! A zeTha tamane mArI nAkhavAnuM kAvatru goThavI rahyA che. tame cetatA rahejo. rAjA bahu kAcA kAnanA hoya che. rAjA rIjhe to nyAla karIde ane khIje to khalAsa karI de. kAMI paNa tapAsa karyA vinA ja duSTa mANasanI vAta para bharoso mUkIne rAjAe zeThane pakaDI lAvavAno hukama choDayo. A vAtanI zeThane khabara paDI ke mane pakaDavA mATe hamaNAM rAjapuruSo Avaze... zuM karavuM ? jo bhAgI javAya athavA to kayAMka chUpAI jAuM to bacI jAuM. koInI madada maLe to A badhuM zakya bane. konA zaraNe jAuM ? Ama vicAra kare che tyAM tene potAno jigarI dosta yAda Avyo. ene to pUrNa vizvAsa hato ke A dosta mane bacAvaze ja. vizvAsathI dostanA ghera gayo. potAnI vigata kahI saMbhaLAvI. sAMbhaLatAM ja jigarImitra camakyo. teNe vicAryuM ke jo A rAjagunhegArane huM Azraya ApuM to mAruM ja AvI bane ! huM kuTuMba sAthe pAyamAla thaI jAuM. Ane to eka ghaDI paNa ahIM ubhA rahevA devAya nahIM. koIne khabara paDe to mArA bAra vAgI jAya. tethI zeThane kahyuM ke zeTha ! madadanI AzA rAkhyA vinA ahIMthI pahelAM cAlatI pakaDo. jo rAjane kayAMya gaMdha AvI jaze to mAruM AvI banaze. jaldI ubhA thAo. pelA zeTha to A javAba sAMbhaLIne hebatAI ja gayA. A zuM ? A mArA jigarI dostanA zabdo che ? tenuM to kALajuM vIMdhAI gayuM. jenI pAchaLa meM mAruM sarvasva homyuM. jene huM mAro ja jIva gAto hato tenA A zabdo ! te ekadama nirAza thaI gayo. tamArA AjanA mitro AvA ja hoya che ne ! jisake taDameM laDu usake taDameM hama. svAmI rAmatIrtha kahetA ke pahelAnA kALamAM loko prArthanA karatA hatA ke bhagavAna mane mArA zatruothI bacAvaje. paNa Aje bhagavAna pAse prArthanA karavI paDaze ke bhagavAna mane mArA mitrothI bacAvaje. tamAruM mitramaMDaLa kevuM che? bhoga-vilAsamAM cakacUra baneluM. tamane paNa parANe kheMcI janAruM... dArU jevuM bhayaMkara vyasana mitronI sobatathI ja tamArA jIvanamAM ghusyuM che ne ? mitro karo to evA karajo je pote saMyamI hoya ane tamane paNa saMyamI banAve. svArthI na hoya. zeTha A svArthI mitranA zabdo sAMbhaLIne nirAzavadane ghera pAchA pharI rahyA che. tyAM pelo

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33 vAra-tahevAre maLato mitra yAda Avyo. tenA ghera gayA. jaIne badhI vAta karI. pelAe paNa jigarImitranI jema cAlatI pakaDAvI dIdhI. zeThane to paga nIcethI jANe dharatI sarakI rahI che. AMkha sAme mRtyu taravarI rahyuM che. tyAMthI pAcho pharI rahyo che tyAM trIjo mitra yAda Avyo. kahevAya che ne ke DUbato mANasa taNakhaluM pakaDe. lAkaDuM pakaDe to samajI zakAya paNa taNakhaluM pakaDe tene ApaNe zuM kahIe? mUrkhAja ne ! manamAM to samaje che ke jigarI dosta mane jAkAro Apyo che, vAra tahevAre maLatA mitre paNa mane kADhI mUkayo che to A to kvacita ja maLato, AMkhanI oLakhANano mitra che te to mane kayAMthI madada karavAno ! chatAM paNa lAkho nirAzAmAM eka amara AzA chupAyelI che. te AzAnA tAMtaNe tenA ghera jAya che. zeThane AMgaNAmAM AvelA joIne A rastAno mitra sAme Avyo. khUba mITho ane premathI AvakAra Apyo. AgamananuM kAraNa pUchyuM. zeThe badhI hakIkata kahI saMbhaLAvI. A mitra bolI uThayo ke are zeTha ! AmAM muMjhAo cho zuM kAma ? mitra tarIke mArI pharaja che. saMkaTamAM sahAya kare te ja sAco mitra. tamane madada na karuM to huM mitra zA kAmano ? cAlo taiyAra thAo. AgaNAmAM bAMdhelo ghoDo taiyAra karyo. bheTamAM talavAra khosI. sAthe thoDuM bhAthuM ApyuM. ane pote sAthe ghoDA para besIne tene dezanI sarahada sudhI laI gayo. sarahade pahoMcIne kahyuM ke lo A ghoDo, tenA parabesIne A sarahadane oLaMgI jAo. bIjA rAjyamAM jatA raho. basa pachI A rAjAnI cAla kAMI kAma nahIM lAge. mArI ciMtA nahIM karatA. huM rAjA sAthe phoDI laIza. vaLI lo A thoDA paisA paNa sAthe letA jAo. paradezamAM jaIne ajANI duniyAmAM tamAruM koNa ? zeTha to khuzakhuza thaI gayA. manamAM vicaravA lAgyA ke vAha re vAha ! kvacita oLakhANanA mitre mane kharekhara ugArI lIdho. pelA jigarajAna dosta ane vAra-tahevAranA mitre mane barAbarano dago dIdho. jenI pAchaLa meM jiMdagInA mahAmUlo varSo veDaphI nAMkhyAM ane ANe mane kevo bacAvI lIdho ? meM pahelethI AnI ja sobata karI hota to... .... A eka nAnakaDuM rUpaka che, vArtA nathI. paNa ApaNA jIvanane cetavanAruM rUpaka che. jIvanano sAra che, te kevI rIte ? te ApaNe avasare joIzuM.

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bhAdaravA vada-9 aNamola ratna ! baMgalAno sAco mAlika koNa? zAstrakAra mahArAjA ApaNane dharma kevuM kiMmatI ratna che te samajAvI rahyA che. durlabha evuM A ratna anaMta zaktione dharAve che. A lokamAM sukhI kare che ane paralokamAM paNa sukhI kare che. tame bhegI karelI A saMpatti tamane A lokamAM paNa pUrA upabhogamAM AvatI nathI to paralokamAM kyAMthI AvavAnI ? lAkho rUpiyA kharcIne moTo AlIzAna baMgalo banAvyo, paNa dhaMdho karatAM tame e baMgalAmAM keTalA kalAka rahevAnA ane tamArA gharanuM kAmakAja karato gharaghATI tamArA baMgalAmAM keTalA kalAka rahevAno ? baMgalAno vadhAre upabhoga koNa kare ? tame ke tamAro ghATI ? mAlikI konI ? jarA uMDA utarIne vicAro to satya samajAze. dharma tamane sAcI samajaNa Apaze. vyAvahArika dharma to badhAya kare che. hinduo kare che, muslimo kare che ane khristIo paNa kare che. paNa mAre tamane sAco dharma samajAvavo che. mANasa ghaNA prakAranA saMkalpo karato hoya che. paisA meLavavAnA ke baMgalA baMdhAvavAnA ke pachI gADIo vasAvavAnA, paNa sAcA dharmane samajavAno saMkalpa karanArA keTalA ? mAre tamane sAcA dharmane meLavavAno saMkalpa karanArA banAvavA che. sAco saMkalpa haze to Apa meLe tamArI temAM pragati thaze. mANasa koIpaNa vastuno saMkalpa kare che to tene meLavavA te AkAza-pAtALa eka kare che arthAta rAta-divasa mahenata kare che tema ja dharmane meLavavA tame saMkalpa karazo to tamane sAco dharma maLIne ja raheze. dharma kevuM rakSaNa kare che te ApaNe traNa mitranA rUpaka dvArA joI rahyA chIe. jigarajAna mitra - zarIra ApaNo rojano jigarajAna mitra koNa? jANo cho? ApaNuM zarIra. jene ApaNe je joIe te, e jyAre mAMge tyAre ane je mAMge te badhuM ja ApIe chIe. e guTakA mAMge to guTakA, pAna-masAlA mAMge to pAnamasAlA are enAthI AgaLa vadhIne kahuM to e dArU mAMge to dArU ane

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U IMDA mAMge to IDA paNa ApavA tame taiyAra cho. barAbara ne ! tame rAtadivasa kamANI karo cho konA mATe ? dhana maLe te nasIbadAra ke dharma maLe te nasIbadAra ? zAstramAM nava naMdanI vAta Ave che. teNe nava sonAnI TekarIo banAvI hatI paNa sAthe zuM laI gayo? sonuM eTale zuM? pILI mATI ke bIjuM kaMI ? daza-vIsa hajAranI sADI paNa Akhare gAbho (kapaDAno DUco) ke bIjuM kAMI? AvuM jyAre samajAze tyAre lAgaze ke dhana nahIM have dharma joIe. jenA mATe rAta-divasa bhogo ApyA che tene navaDAvyuMdhovaDAvyuM, khavaDAvyuM-pIvaDAvyuM, zaNagAryuM chatAM jyAre A jIvane javAno vakhata Avaze tyAre e ApaNI sAthe Avaze kharuM ? te to ahIMA lAkaDAmAM baLI jaze. covIse kalAkano saMbaMdha eka ja kSaNamAM khalAsa, A ApaNA jigarajAna mitranI kahANI.. vAra-tahevArano mitra-svajano have bIjo mitra vAra-tahevArano mitra. te che ApaNAM sagAM, svajano. jyAre jIvane javAnuM thaze tyAre ApaNAM sagAo kAMI karI zakaze kharA.. je A lokamAM ye niHsvArtha saMbaMdha rAkhatA nathI te ApaNAM paralokano zuM vicAra karavAnA hatA. jIvana samApta thayuM. gayA.. bALI AvyA. patI gayuM. teo koI ema vicAre kharA ke lAvo enI pAchaLa kAMIka dAna-puNya karIe ene paralokamAM zAnti maLaze. nA, e to ema vicAre ke amAre zuM levA-devA. karaze chokarAne karavuM haze to ? chokaro vicAraze ke gayA. nirAMta thaI have emanI pAchaLa paisAno khoTo vyaya karIne zuM karavAno ? to keTalAka chokarAo samAjanA Darane lIdhe mA-bApanI pAchaLa ekAda pUjana bhaNAvI de eTale patI gayuM. mA-bApa jeTalI ciMtA chokarA pAchaLa kare che tenI eka Tako ya ciMtA chokaro mA-bApa mATe karato nathI. paralokanI ciMtAno to vicAra ja kyAM karavAno? ane emAMya vaLI mA-bApa mAMdA hoya, mAMdagI lAMbI cAlI hoya ane e marI jAya to te ja svajano ane chokarAo kaheze ke hAza... ! chUTyA. Avo saMbaMdha che svajano sAtheno.

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36 mA-bApa taraphanI kevI nirlajajatA ..! ekano eka dikaro che. bApa hospiTalamAM maraNa pathArIe paDayo che. bAjumAM rahelA svajane dIkarAnI ophise phona joDayo. kahyuM ke bhAI ! tuM jaldI Ava tArA pitAjI siriyasa che. dIkarAe javAba Apyo ke hamaNAM huM bahu kAmamAM chuM tethI nIkaLI zakAya tema nathI. tame barAbara saMbhALa rAkhazo. dIkarAnuM raTaNa karato bApa paralokanI yAtrAe pahoMcI gayo. pAse rahelA svajane e niSphara dikarAne phona karyo ke bhAI have to Ava, tAro bApa tArI jhaMkhanA karato marI gayo. khAMdha ApavA Ava.. A kaLIyuganA vAyarAthI raMgAI gayelA e dikarAno javAba sAMbhaLavo che ? zuM kIdhuM e nirlajja beTAe ? have AvIne zuM karuM ? tame patAvI dejo.. keTalI niSpharatA... ! je jIvatAe sAme nathI jotAM te maryA pachI ApaNI zuM ciMtA karavAnA hatA. kvacita oLakhANavALo mitra - dharma trIjo mitra je kavacita oLakhANavALo te che ApaNo dharma. je sAco mitra che tenI sAthe ApaNo saMbaMdha kevo ? darzana karavA gayA, namaste... paDo raste.. kSaNa pUrato ja ne ! zAstrakAro kahe che ke je A lokamAM tamAruM rakSaNa karaze ane paralokamAM paNa tamArI sAthe cAlaze... evA dharmane pahelAM samajo ane pachI svIkAro. dharmaratna prakaraNanA racayitA zrI zAntisUri mahArAja sAheba guNarUpI ratnonA khajAnA samAna prabhu mahAvIra mahArAjAne praNAma karIne dharmanA arthI jIvone dharma kevo hoya ane teno ArAdhaka kevo hoya te samajAvI rahyA che. durlabha evo mAnavajanma kadAca mahApuNyanA udaye prApta thaI gayo paNa dharma rUpI ratna maLavuM ghaNuM ja durlabha che. dharmano artha @ya ane saMta samAgama thAya to ja A ratna hAtha lAge. ciMtAmaNiratnane zodhatA yuvAnanI kathA - hastinApura nAmanA nagaramAM nAga nAmano eka zreSThi rahe che. tene vasuMdharA nAmanI patnI che ane jayadeva nAmano putra che. te vinIta che.

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37 AjJApAlaka che ane nItimAna che. badhI kaLAomAM pAvaradho che. jhaverI banyo. ratnonI parakha karavAmAM khUba kuzaLa banyo. zAstronA vAMcana dvArA teNe jANyuM ke jo ciMtAmaNiratna hAtha lAgI jAya to beDo pAra thaI jAya. paNa te ratna devAdhiSThita hoya che. ghaNI zodha karI, paNa ema kAMI thoDuM hAtha lAgI jAya. rAta-divasa e ratnanI zodhamAM rakhaDe che. eka dhUna che. mANasanA magaja para je dhUna savAra thAya tenI pAchaLa te divasa ke rAta joto nathI. DuMgaromAM parvatomAM rakhaDe che. paNa chevaTe hAtha na lAgyuM. mA-bApa kahe che ke beTA ! A ratna jagatamAM vidyamAna lAgatuM nathI. nahIMtara to tArA hAthamAM Avata. mATe lAge che ke e to khAlI zAstramAM ja varNavAmAM AveluM che. tethI have tuM A rakhaDapaTTI choDa.. zAstranI vAto bhale zAstramAM rahI. tuM tAre A ratnothI vepAra kara. paNa putrane to manamAM eka laganI che ke zAstranI vAto kayAreya khoTI hoya nahIM. game tema karIne A ratna meLavavuM che. tethI roja savAra paDe ne zodhavA nIkaLe che. ekavAra koI DuMgarAmAM pharato haze tyAM koI rabArI potAnAM gheTAM-bakarAM carAvato hato. tyAM teNe eka bakarIne gaLAmAM ratnane laTakatuM joyuM. ratnanA lakSaNane jANato hato. sAco parIkSaka hato. tethI teNe tarata ja parakha karI ke A ja ciMtAmaNI ratna che. paNa ema kAMI mAlikane pUchayA vinA bakarInA gaLAmAMthI kADhI to na levAya. eTale rabArIne pUche che ke bhAI A kAcano TukaDo tuM mane Apa ane tenA badalAmAM huM tane enAthI paNa sarasa kAcanA TukaDA ApuM. rabArIne lAgyuM ke A bhAI A TukaDAne mAMge che ane enA badalamAM sarasa ApavAnuM kahe che mATe nakkI A TukaDo kAMIka kiMmatI lAge che. nahIMtara kayo mUrkha mANasa kharAbane badale sAruM Ape ? ratnanI parIkSA Aje to sArA ne badale kharAba ja ApanArA hoya che. paisA pUratA paDAve paNa mAlamAM bheLaseLa kare. eTale bhagavAna paNa tenI sAthe bheLaseLa ja kare ne ! anItino paiso khoTA mArge ja jAya.. kAM to vyasanamAM kAM to davAkhAnAmAM... rabArIe te TukaDAne kiMmatI jANavAthI ApavAnI nA

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38 pADI. banne vacce rakajhaka cAle che. rabArIe pUchayuM ke bhAI tAre A TukaDAne zuM karavo che? tyAre jayadeve kahyuM ke mArA dikarAne ramavA mATe joIe che. rabArIe kahyuM ke AvA to ghaNAye TukaDA paDayA che te tuM zodhI kADha. A to huM nahIM ApuM. jayadevane lAgyuM ke A have Ape tema nathI lAgato mATe tene huM A ratnanuM sAcuM mahattva samajAvuM. teNe kyuM ke bhAI ! A kAcano TukaDo nathI paNa ciMtAmaNI ratna che tenI pAse ApaNe je mAMgIe te maLe. tuM tene barAbara sAcavaje. pelA govALiyAne thayuM ke A mANasa bakavAsa kare che ke zuM ? A kAcano TukaDo ApaNe je mAMgIe te Ape tevuM sAruM kevI rIte manAya ! lAva parIkSA to karuM te Ape che ke nahIM ? teNe tarata ja ratnane hukama karyo ke are o ratna! mane bora lAvI Apa. A bakarAne cAro lAvI Apa ane ahIM chAMyaDo karI de, paNa e ratna ema kAMI thoDuM lAvI Ape. jayadeva pAse ja ubho che teNe kahyuM ke are bhAI ! A ratna ema tane kAMI nahIM Ape, tenA mATe pahelAM tAre traNa upavAsa karavA joIe. tenI pUjA karavI joIe. namaskAra karavA joIe ane pachI namratAthI tenI pAse mAMgaNI karAya. Ama hukama na karAya. vidhivat e ratnane sAdhavuM joIe. bhagavAnanI sAthe paNa mAyA... Aje ApaNe paNa zuM karIe chIe ? saMkaTa AvyuM eTale dharma karavA mAMDaze ane saMkaTamAMthI chUTavA bhagavAnane prArthanA karaze. A sekanDe dharma karyo ane A sekanDe enuM phaLa joIe. ema kyAMthI maLe dharmane to ArAdhavo joIe. A to kahe ke he zaMkhezvara dAdA ! jo mAruM A kAma thaI jaze to huM tArA darzana karavA AvIza athavA to ATalI rakama caDAvIza.. vagere.. paNa alyA mUrkha ! bhagavAna ema kAMI paisAthI kharIdavAnI cIja nathI. sAcA dilathI enI ArAdhanA karavI joIe. ghaNA loko mAnatA hoya che ke daherAsaramAM jaIne eka baMDalathI bhaMDAra bharI dIdho eTale bhagavAna phIdAphIdA. bhagavAnane tamArA paisAnI jarUra nathI. bhagavAnane to tamArI dayA, mAnavatA, paropakArItA joIe che. paNa Aje A pAyAno dharma sAva lupta thato jAya che.

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bhAdaravA vada-10 mAnavajIvananI sArthakatA zemAM ? ciMtAmaNIratna rUpa dharma dharmarUpI ratnanA arthane mahApuruSo kahI rahyA che ke mAnavajanmanI sArthakatA haravA-pharavA, paheravA-oDhavAmAM nathI, paNa dharmarUpI ratnane meLavavAmAM che. AyuSya pUruM thatAM kyAM jaIzuM ? te moTo prazna che. gaMbhIratAthI A praznane ApaNe vicAravAno che. padArtha meLavavA mATeno A janma nathI. paNa paramAtmA meLavavAno A janma che. ApaNe zenA arthI chIe, padArthanA ke paramAtmAnA. jagatano moTA bhAgano varga padArthano premI che. dharmanA arthI jIvo bahu ochA che. mANasane ema lAge che ke A vaibhavathI ja mAruM kalyANa che mATe e tenI pAchaLa paDayo che. buddhi-zakti, Arogya badhuM hovA chatAM e vaibhavanI pAchaLa pAgala banIne doDI rahyo che. ane A janmane nirarthaka veDaphI rahyo che. jyAre ene samajAze ke dharma ja zreyaskArI che to ja tene te prApta karI zakaze... mahApuruSo ApaNane dharmanuM mahAtmya samajAvI rahyA che. zuM paisAthI dharma kharIdAya ? tamArI pAse game teTalI sattA ke samRddhi che paNa jo dharma nathI to e pApaRddhi che. ane A pApaRddhi mANasane durgatimAM DhasaDIne laI jAya che. A durgatine aTakAvavA mATe dharma ja samartha che. dharma e uttama ratna che. mANasane ratna joItuM hoya to kAMI rUpiyA-be rUpiyAmAM na maLe... lAkho rUpiyA hoya to maLe. caNA-mamarA levA hoya to rUpiyA-be rUpiyA kAmamAM lAgaze. bAkI hIrA-motI kharIdavA mATe to amUlya saMpatti joIe che. rUpiyA-nANAMnI saMpattithI kAMI dharma hAthamAM nahIM Ave. rUpiyA-nANAM to ghaNAnI pAse hoya che, paNa dharma temanI pAse che e mAnavuM mUrkhatA che. ratnane prApta karato yuvAna dharmarUpI ratnane kharIdavA mATe guNo rUpI saMpatti joIze. mANasa ema mAne che ke paisAthI badhuM ja kharIdI zakAya che. mahotsava karyA. daherAsara baMdhAvyuM. saMgho kADhayA. pANInA mUlye paisA veryA paNa enAthI dharma hAthamAM - ka

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KO AvI ja gayo e mAnavuM hitAvaha nathI. dharma e ciMtAmaNI ratna samAna che. guNo rUpI jhaverAta jenI pAse hoya te ja tene prApta karI zake che. pelA rabArI pAse ciMtAmaNI ratna hatuM paNa tene tenI kiMmata samajAtI nathI. jayadeve ratnane ArAdhavAnI vidhi samajAvyAM chatAM rabArInI pAse te Take tema lAgyuM nahIM. thoDo samaya jayadeva bharavADanI pAchaLa-pAchaLa cAle che. jo to kharo ke A AnI ArAdhanA kevI rIte kare che ! bharavADa to ratnane kahe che ke are o ! cintAmaNI eka vAta mAMDa, ApaNo rasto khUTe... ratna kAMI bolatuM nathI. aMte bharavADe thAkIne kahyuM ke kAMI nahIM, te vAta na mAMDe to huM mAMDuM chuM te tuM sAMbhaLa.. ane mane javAba Apa.. bharavADe kahyuM ke bola eka hAthanuM maMdira ane cAra hAthanA deva teno javAba zuM ? ratna kAMI bolatuM nathI A to mArI vAtamAM hoMkAro ye bharatuM nathI. nakkI pelA mANase mane chetaravA mATe AvuM batAvyuM lAge che. huM to eka TaMke bhUkhyo na rahI zakuM. A to traNa divasa bhUkhyo rAkhIne mane mArI ja nAkhe ne ! mAre to khAdhA vinA na cAle. AvA patharAne koNa pUje. ema vicArI teNe te ratna bakarInA gaLAmAMthI kADhIne pheMkI dIdhuM. jayadeva dhIme dhIme pAchA Avato hato teNe A joyuM. teNe te laI lIdhuM. ghera Avyo. akrama pUrva ArAdhanA karI. teno adhiSThAyakadeva prasanna thaI gayo. jayadeve Icchita vastunI mAMgaNI karI.. khUba dhana meLavyuM. lokone khUba dAna ApyuM. ane sukhI-sukhI thaI gayo. re mAnava.... ! bALapaNamAM tuM viSTAmAM ramato bhUMDa hato... yuvAnImAM tuM kAmavAsanAno gadheDo thayo. ghaDapaNamAM tuM gaLIyA baLada jevo thayo... to tuM manuSya kayAre thaIza ?

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bhAdaravA vada-11 | madhyasthatA | zAstrakAra mahArAjA ciMtAmaNI ratnanA dRSTAMta dvArA ApaNane kahe che ke ciMtAmaNIratna kayAre Take ? ane kyAre Icchita vastuo Ape ? jo saddaguNorUpI vaibhava hoya to ja A ratna TakI zake.. nahIMtara pelA bharavADanI jema mAMgatA na maLe, to tene pheMkI daIe. Aje ApaNI sthiti AvI ja che. dharmanI ArAdhanA karyA vinA roja bhIkhArInI jema ApaNe dharma pAse mAMga-mAMga karyA karIe chIe. pachI Icchita vastu nahIM maLatAM ApaNe ApaNI buddhinA trAjave dharmane toLIe chIe. ane bolIe ke kaLiyuga Avyo che... dharma karIe chIe toya kAMI hAthamAM AvatuM nathI. dharmamAM paNa kAMI sat rahyuM nathI, paNa jarA uMDA utarIne joIe to AjanA dharmI kahevAtA mANasanA gharamAM DokiyuM karIe to gharamAM ekalo adharma ja jovA maLe. badhA adharmIo ja bhegA thayA hoya. gharamAM mA-bApano tiraskAra thato hoya. vyasanomAM gaLADUba hoya... koInI AmanyA sAcavavAmAM AvatI na hoya... AvA kuTuMbomAM dharma Take kevI rIte ? puNyazALI vyaktine ja jema | cintAmaNI ratna prApta thAya tema puNyazALIne ja dharmarUpI ratna prApta thAya, te ratnane meLavavA mATe pahelAM yogyatA keLavavI paDaze. dharmane pAmavAne yogya zrAvakanA 21 guNo pU. zAMtisUri mahArAja dharmaratnaprakaraNamAM batAvI rahyA che. ApaNe dasa guNo pahelAM joI gayA have dharmane pAmavAne yogya zrAvakano agyAramo guNa che madhyasthatA. A guNa khUba ja mahattvano che. mANasanI chApa evI hovI joIe ke virodhI paNa kahe ke e kaheze te amane maMjUra che. mANasa evo taTastha hovo joIe. ghaNA loko A guNanA abhAve sAcA tattvane pAmI zakatA nathI. meM pakaDyuM te ja sAcuM. tene so vAra samajAvIe to paNa jo te taTastha na hoya to lIdhelI vAta na mUke.. Aje samAjanA ghaNA kAryomAM taTasthatAne abhAve tirADo paDatI hoya che. madhyasthabhAve vicAra kare to ghaNA kulezo zAMta paDI jAya... madhyasthatAne abhAve kuLaparaMparAthI cAlyo Avato khoTo

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42 dharma paNa mANasa samajavA chatAM choDI zakato nathI. tene sAcuM samajAvIe to paNa potAnA dharmanuM pUMchaDuM choDe ja nahIM. bhISmapitAmaha ja pAMDava-kauravonA yuddha vakhate bhISmapitAmaha kauravanA pakSe hatA.. yuddhanA samaye yudhiSThira bhImane kahe che ke bhIma ! jA...sAmA morace rahelA bhISmapitAmahanA AzIrvAda laI Ava... bhIma kahe che ke bhAI ! Apa A zuM bolo che ? viruddhapakSamAM rahelI vyakti pAse AzIrvAda levA jAuM to zuM e mane jItavAnA AzIrvAda Ape kharA ? yudhiSThire kahyu ke tuM jA, huM tane kahuM chuM ne ! te madhyastha bhAve ja tane kaheze. moTAbhAInI AmanyA hatI. tethI vadhAre dalIlo karyA vinA bhIma sAmenI chAvaNImAM pahoMcyo. dAdAnA pagamAM paDayo kahyuM dAdA ! AzIrvAda Apo. dAdA kahe che - bhIma arthamya puruSo rAma: nAEvAmastu sthanitu - puruSa paisAno dAsa che. paNa paiso kayAreya koIno dAsa banato nathI. ame Aje duryodhananA dAsa banI gayA chIe. amArA peTamAM tenuM lUNa che tethI tenA pakSe ubhA rahyA sivAya chUTako nathI paNa yato dharmastato gayaH / jyAM dharma che tyAM ja jaya che, tamAro jaya thAo, nyAya tamArA pakSe che. jIvana AvuM madhyastha hovuM joIe. koIno paNa pakSapAta na karo. vaDAmUllAnI tAvIja amuka dharmo jyAre utpanna thayA tyAre deza-kALane lIdhe te-te niyamo vahetA thayA. kALa badalAtAM temAM pheraphAra karavA joIe. satya samajAtAM mANase potAno Agraha choDI devo joIe. vaDA mUllA nAmanA eka dharmaguru che. muslima loko temanI pAse jAya che. teo temane sAkSAt bhagavAna mAne che. A mullAjI lokone tAvIja banAvI Ape che. badalAmAM paisA paDAve che... aMdhazraddhALu loko A tAvIja maLe eTale svarga maLI gayuM tema mAne che. tAvIjamAM mUllAjI lakhI Ape ke A phalANAbhAIne svargamAM he allA tame sAro baMgalo Apajo. eka sArI phiyAT Apajo.. amUka-amUka sagavaDo Apajo.. vagere... vagere.. tAvIja maLyuM eTale svarga maLyuM...

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43 AvA loko sAcA dharmane kema pAmI zake. hiMsAne ja dharma mAnanAro paNa varga che. temane ApaNe game-tema samajAvIe chatAM teo hiMsA ne ja dharma svarUpe mAne taTasthatAnA abhAve hiMsAne choDI zake nahIM.... taTastha mANasa dharmane pAmIne kyAM sudhI pahoMce che tenA para eka brAhmaNanuM dRSTAMta Ave che. madhyastha guNa para - somavasu brAhmaNanI kathA kauzAMbI nAmanuM nagara che temAM somavasu nAmano eka brAhmaNa rahe che. te khUba ja garIba che. koIpaNa kAmamAM tene saphaLatA maLatI nathI. je koI dhaMdhA kare te badhA ja avaLA paDe che. AthI khUba udvigna banI jAya che. saMsAramAM karmanuM prAbalya eTaluM badhuM che ke mANasa jevuM kare tevuM ja pAme che. puNya hoya to vagara mahenate saMpattino Dhagalo thAya che ane puNyanA abhAve lAkha prayatna chatAM hAthamAM rAtI koDIye AvatI nathI. mahApuruSo kahe che ke puNyane bheguM karo. puNyanA abhAve kadAca saMpatti maLI jaze to paNa te saMpatti sukha ane zAMti nahIM Ape. sonAne kAMI khavAtuM nathI. khAvA mATe to anAja ja joIze, paisAnA kAraNe anekanAM khUna thAya che. sago dIkaro potAnI mAne mArI nAkhe che. AvA to ghaNA kissAo chApAmAM vAMcavAmAM Ave che. mATe mahApuruSo kahe che ke puNya bheguM karo. "puNya pUrA jaba hoyagA, udaya hoyagA pApa, dAjhe vanakI lAkaDI, pragaTe ApaNe Apa." dharma kyAMthI meLavavo? puNya jyAre puruM thAya tyAre cAre bAjuthI upAdhionA dAvAnaLa saLage che, jIvato mANasa temAM homAI jAya che. karoDo rUpiyA haze to koI bhogavanAra nahIM hoya.. e saMpatti ene bojA rUpa banI jaze... Aje mANaso dharma mati dharma necchati manavAH | dharmanA phaLane Icche che paNa dharmane IcchatA nathI. pelo brAhmaNa mUMjhAI gayo che. kayAMya saphaLatA nathI maLatI.. . tenuM mana have dharma tarapha vaLe che. dharmazAstranA jANakAra pAse pahoMcyo. te koI kathA saMbhaLAvatA haze tyAM beTho. jIvanamAM dharma hoya to hAthI, ghoDA-subhaTo-saMpattio badhuM maLe che. sArA svajano, sArA mitro paNa

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44 dharmathI ja maLe che. mANasa dharma kare to jagatamAM sArabhUta cIjo tene maLe che. AvI vAto teNe sAMbhaLI. kathA pUrI thayA pachI brAhmaNe kathAkArane pUchyuM ke svAmI ! dharmathI badhuM maLe che te vAta sAcI paNa dharma kyAMthI meLavavo? kathAkAre kahyuM ke mIThuM khAvuM, sukhe sUI javuM ane lokomAM priya thavuM A traNa vAtanuM rahasya jenI pAsethI tane jANavA maLe tenI pAsethI tane sAco dharma samajavA maLaze. A vAkayonA rahasyane pAmavA brAhmaNa gAmo-gAma pharI rahyo che AgaLa zuM thAya che te avasare joIzuM..... koIkanA sukha jevuM mane sukha maLe evuM mAMgyA karavuM te bhikhArI vRtti che. koIkanuM sukha jhUMTavI levAno IrAdo karavo te zikArIvRtti che. potAnA sukhane paNa bIjAnA sukhane mATe lUMTAvI devuM te munivRtti che.

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bhAdaravA vada-13 sukhano AbhAsa zAstrakAra mahArAjA saMsAranAM sukhone jhAMjhavAnA jaLa jevA samajAvI rahyA che. mANasa jhAMjhavAnA nIrane pIvA mATe doDI rahyo che. sukhanI kalpanA ApaNI kevaLa bhrAMti che ane e bhramamAM jIvana AkhuM vahI jAya che, tenI paNa ApaNane khabara paDatI nathI. e bhrAntine dUra karavA mATe dharma ja samartha che. paNa e dharmane yogya banavA mATe guNo joIze. dharmanI zodhamAM nIkaLelo brAhmaNa madhyasthatA dharmane yogya banavuM hoya to jIvanamAM mAdhyasthya guNa khUba jarUrI che. taTasthatA Ave to ja ApaNe tulanA karI zakIe ane satyane pAmI zakIe...AnA para brAhmaNanuM dRSTAMta cAlI rahyuM che. garIba brAhmaNa traNa vAkayonA arthanI zodhamAM nIkaLyo che. eka bAvAjInA maThamAM pahoMce che. bAvAjIne pUche che ke mIThuM khAvuM, sukhe suI javuM, ane lokomAM priya thavuM. A traNa vAkayono artha zu ? bAvAjI kahe che ke mArA gurUjI e amane A traNa pada ApelA, paNa tenA rahasyane temanI pAsethI samajIe te pahelAM to gurU mahArAja paraloka sIdhAvI gayA. tethI ame to A padono A pramANe artha karIe chIe. mIThuM khAvuM eTale gAmamAMthI sArAmAM sArI bhikSA lAvIe chIe. bhAre padArtho khAdhA hoya tethI niMdrA paNa mIThI Ave che. zAMtithI rahIe chIe.. koI khaTapaTa karatA nathI ane jaMtara-maMtara karIne lokonA duHkho kaMIka haLavA karIe chIe Ama lokomAM priya banIe chIe. sAdo ane sIdho A artha che. brAhmaNa vicAre che ke A artha yogya jaNAto nathI. khAvA ne sUvA mATe kAMI A janmAro nathI. A rahasya e sAcuM nathI. vigaIothI bharapUra bhojana cittane paNa vikArI banAve che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke - 'vigaI vigaI balA neI' vigaIo vikRti lAve che. te mANasane baLAtkAre kheMcIne durgatimAM laI jAya che. saMtanuM jIvana to sAdA bhojanavALuM hovuM joIe. bAvAjIe tene hyuM ke amUka jagyAe mArA gurUbhAI che temane paNa tuM maLI Ava...

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46 satyane zodhato brAhmaNa brAhmaNa satyane zodhavA AgaLa cAlyo. brAhmaNa tyAM pahoMcyo. temaNe AMgaNe AvelAM atithinuM sanmAna karyuM. pachI baMne beThA. pUche che ke ApanA gurUe Apane traNa vAkyo maMtra rUpe ApelA che tenuM sAcuM rahasya zuM che? athavA to Apa eno zuM artha karo che ? bAvAjI bolyA ke gurUjIe mane pahelo maMtra Apyo ke "mIThuM khAvuM teno artha meM mArI mati pramANe A rIte karyo che. barAbara kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya tyAre bhojana karIe to lUkho roTalo paNa mIThAI karatAM vadhu mITho lAge. tethI huM ekAMtare upavAsa kare chuM. ane upavAsanA bIjA divase paNa eka ja TaMka bhojana lauM chuM tethI barAbara kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI hoya. vaLI lokomAM priya thavuM" eTale bhojanamAM paNa je maLe te laI lauM chuM. jethI karIne lokomAM priya banyo chuM. loko pAse mArI koI apekSA ja nathI. lokone huM bhAre paDuM tema nathI. loko pAse mAMga-mAMga karyA ja karIe to lokone aprIti thAya ne ! A to eka ja TaMka ane jevuM maLe tevuM. vaLI Akho divasa svAdhyAyamAM ja vIte. tethI rAta paDatAM magaja thAkI jAya tethI pathArImAM paDatAM ja uMgha AvI jAya. khAvAthI ja zarIra bagaDe che. khorAka e zarIrane puSTa paNa karanAra che ane khAtAM na AvaDe to rogI paNa banAvanAra che. Aje ATalA badhA rogo zA mATe che? khAvAno samaya paNa nakkI nahIM ne Take nakkI nahIM. roja cAra Take ya thAya ne cha TaMke ya thAya ! brAhmaNe vicAryuM ke vAha ! bAvAjIe maMtra vAkayano artha barAbara karyo che. chatAM haju uMDANathI jo Ano artha maLato hoya to mAre jANavo che mATe kayAMka AgaLa tapAsa karuM chuM. gurUnI zodhamAM bhamato brAhmaNa cAlatAM-cAlatAM pATalIputra nagare pahoMcyo. have tyAM tapAsa karatAM jANavA maLyuM ke koI trilocana nAmanA vidvAna dharmagurU che. temanI pAse te pahoMcyo. tyAMnuM vivekabharyuM vAtAvaraNa joIne khuza-khuza thaI gayo. paMDitajIne maLyo ane kahyuM ke paMDitajI ! mAre jIvanane pavitra banAvavuM che, vratone svIkAravA che. mATe kRpA karIne evA gurU batAvo jethI mAro janma pavitra bane.temaNe paNa te ja traNa padone jeNe jIvanamAM svIkAryA hoya temanI pAse

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47 javAnuM kahyuM. vaLI kahyuM ke sAdhu-saMto mIThuM khanArA che. teo bhikSA para ja jIvanArA hoya che. tamAre tyAM dharmalAbha Ape. tame vahorAvo to paNa tamane dharmalAbhanI AziSa Ape ane na vahorAvo toya dharmalAbhanI AziSa Ape. nirdoSa jIvana jIvanArA che teo mIThuM khAya che ane satata svAdhyAyadhyAnanI ArAdhanAmAM lIna hoya che koInuM kharAba bolatA nathI ne kharAba vicAratA nathI, temaja niSpApa, niSparigrahI, nizcita, nispRhI, nirdabha, nirupAdhika, nirmaLa, nirupadravI ane nIrogI Ama nava "nakArathI yukta jIvana jIvanArA che. zarIrane ArAma ApavA pUratI ja alpaniMdrA le che. AvuM suMdara jIvana jIvanArA hovAthI lokapriya hoya che AvA sAdhupuruSane tuM gurU tarIke svIkAraje. tyAMthI uThayo. koI upAzrayamAM jaI caDyo. tyAM sAdhunI dinacaryA joI cakita thaI gayo. kevA apramatta, tyAgI, tapasvI, satata bIjAnA kalyANanI bhAvanA rAkhanArA. sAdhunI pAse rAta rokAyo. rAtre sAdhu mahArAja svAdhyAya kare che. tene sAMbhaLavA mATe koI samyagraSTi deva tyAM Ave che. svAdhyAya pUro thAya che. pachI deva rajA mAMge che. rajA mAMgatI vakhate kahe che ke mahApuruSa ! kAMIka mAMgo huM Apane ApavA IcchuM chuM. paNa mahApuruSa to nispRhI che. nA pADe che. mAre kAMI ja joItuM nathI. basa tamAruM kalyANa thAya eja joIe. A joIne brAhmaNa khuza thAya che. deva jevA devA ApavA mATe taiyAra che chatAM paNa A kevA nispRhI che ! temanA tejathI aMjAyelo e brAhmaNa potAnA AtmAnuM kalyANa sAdhI le che. dIkSA le che. sadgatine prApta kare che. kahevAnuM tAtparya e che ke te brAhmaNa madhyasthatA guNane dharAvanAro hato mATe sAcA tattvane pakaDavA mATe te ATaluM rakhaDyo. nahIMtara je pahelA bAvAjIe kaheluM ke lADavA-miSTAnna khAvA, nIrAMte sUI javuM ane jaMtaramaMtara karIne lokone rIjhavavA. emAM ja phasAI jAta. sAcA arthane meLavI zakata nahIM. eka vyaktie kaheluM ke nahIM bhaNelAo karatAM bhaNelAoe A dezane ghaNuM nukazAna pahoMcADyuM che. jJAnanI sAthe madhyasthatA hota to Ajano yuga svarNayuga banI jAta. A guNanA abhAve Aje A deza durguNonI Toce pahoMcyo che. azAMti pradhAna banI gayo che. jo A badhA netAomAM taTasthatA AvI jAya to dezanuM kalyANa thaI jAya... !

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bhAdaravA vada-14 guNAnurAgI cAra durlabha cIjo paramakRpALu paramAtmA ApaNane saMsAranI asAratAne samajAvavA mATe ane temAMthI mukta thavA mATe dharmano maMgalamaya mArga batAvI rahyA che. A jIvAtmA corAzI lAkha yonimAM sarakI rahyo che. jyAM satata sarakatA rahevuM tenuM nAma saMsAra. eka yonimAMthI bIjI yonimAM A jIvAtmA sarakI rahyo che. ekendriyathI mAMDIne paMcendriya sudhI pharI Avyo che. kIDI-maMkoDA-mAkhI-maccha2DAMsa AvI badhI asaMkhya yonimAM anaMtIvAra pharI Avyo che. AvA sUkSmajaMtuomAMthI mAnavajanma meLavavo keTalo durlabha che. macchara thayA hoIzuM tyAre jherI davAo chAMTIne ApaNane mArI nAkhyA haze. mAMkaDa thayA hoIzuM tyAre garama pANI nAMkhIne ApaNane mArI nAkhyA haze. dareke dareka janmamAM keTalI keTalI vedanAo bhogavI-bhogavIne karmono kSaya karIne A mAnava janmane pAmyA. ethI vadhAre Arya deza maLyo. amerIkA vagere dezomAM janma na maLatAM A dhArmika dezamAM janma maLyo. jyAM paga upADatAM ja koI mAtAnuM maMdira ke koI mahAdevanuM maMdira ke koI daherAsara ke koI sthAnaka vagere dhArmika sthAno jovA maLaze ane gAmaDe-gAmaDe pagapALA ghUmIne dharmano saMdezo saMbhaLAvatA saMtonA darzana thaze.Aryadeza maLyA pachI paNa khATakI vagere nIca kuLamAM janma na thatAM jainakuLamAM- uttama kuLamAM janma maLyo. enAthI vadhAre sadgurUno yoga maLyo. dharma sAMbhaLavA maLyo ane sAMbhaLyA pachI paNa ghaNA jIvone emAM rUci thatI nathI. ane kadAca rUci thAya to paNa keTalAka jIvo svIkArI zakatA nathI. . AcaraNamAM mUkI zakatA nathI. AvI durlabha vastuo ApaNane sahajatAthI prApta thaI gaI che to ApaNe have dharmane sAdhI levo joIe. dharmane meLavavA mATe paNa yogya banavuM paDe che. yogyapAtranI pAse rahelI saMpatti TakI zake che. koI devALiyAnA hAthamAM ke koI uDAu vyaktinA hAthamAM AvelI saMpatti TakI zakatI nathI. tema dharma paNa yogya vyaktinA jIvanamAM ja phaLI zake che. zAstrakAra mahArAjA ApaNane dharmane yogya banavA

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48 mATe kevI vyakti hovI joIe te samajAvI rahyA che. dharmane yogya mANasano bAramo guNa guNAnurAgI. guNAnurAgI eTale bIjAnA sArAmAM sArA guNone grahaNa karavA... guNanA anurAgI banavuM. mANasane jo vicAra Ave ke mAre avaguNane dUra karIne sadguNo pragaTAvavA che to te avazya karI zake che. paNa A vicAra ja Avato nathI. e kayAre bane jo potAnI jAtanuM nirIkSaNa kare to. paNa ApaNe bIjAnuM nirIkSaNa sUkSma rIte karIzuM jyAre jAta tarapha to najara paNa nahIM nAMkhIe. pote jANe sarvaguNasaMpanna che. ema ja mAne che. ane bIjA doSothI bharelA che. saMta kabIra kahe che ke huM mArI jAtanuM nirIkSaNa karuM chuM tyAre mane ema lAge che ke aho ! huM kevaLa doSothI ja bharelo che. saMta jevA saMto paNa potAnI jAtane doSothI bharelI mAnatA hoya to ApaNe zuM visAtamAM ! guNAnurAganuM prathama pagathiyuM guNo to AvatAM vAra lAge paNa guNAnurAgI to banI zakAya ne ! guNAnurAgI banavA mATe guNavAno tarapha bahumAna hovuM joIe. temanA guNonI prazaMsA kare. bIjA pAse temanA guNo gAya. guNAnurAgathI sAmenI vyaktinA hRdaya sAthenuM aMtara ghaTI jAya che. tenA hRdaya sudhI pahoMcI zakAya che. jyAre guNa dveSathI banne vaccenuM aMtara vadhatuM jAya che. ekameka banI zakatA nathI. sAmenI vyaktinA hRdayamAM pesavA mATe guNano rAga e dvAra che. sahelAIthI sAcA mANasanuM dila jItI zakAya che. jagatamAM banne jAtanA mANaso hovAnA guNI ane nirguNI. guNInI prasaMzA karavAnI ane nirguNInI upekSA karavAnI. nirguNI para dveSa karavAthI zuM phAyado ? kutaruM ApaNane bacakuM bhare to zuM kutarAne ApaNe bacakuM bharavA javuM ? nA, upekSA karavAnI. enA sivAya cAlI ja zakatuM nathI. gujarAtImAM kahevata che ke "gAma hoya tyAM DhaMDhavADo to hoya ja.' sAmenI vyaktimAM guNa-doSa bane rahevAnA, paNa ApaNe guNone ja jovA ane doSonI upekSA karavAnI. A guNAnurAgInuM prathama pagathiyuM che.

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50 guNAnurAganuM bIjuM pagathiyuM bIjuM pagathiyuM - guNone gAyA pachI potAnA jIvanamAM utAravAnI pravRtti kare. phakata gAvAthI kAMI na vaLe. tathA je guNo ApaNAmAM hoya tene malina na thavA de, paNa vistAre. ApaNe sAruM kapaDuM paheryuM hoya to tene kevuM sAcavIe ? tene eka paNa DAgha paDavA na daIe. tema ApaNAmAM rahelA guNone malina nahIM thavA devAnA. cAhe dAna, dayA, paropakAra ke koIpaNa hoya. tene khIlavavAnA. dAna ApanAra ema vicAre ke koI lucco mANasa dAna laI jaze to ! lucco paNa hoya tethI kAMI dAna baMdha karI na devAya. je guNAnurAgI hoya che te badhAne priya bane che. tene jotAM ja badhAne AnaMda thAya. tenuM nAma letAM paNa mANasa harakhAya. AnAthI vizeSa kaI kamANI joIe? guNaSI mANasonuM nAma laIe to bIjA kahe ke rahevA do... evA mANasanuM nAma na lezo. nahIMtara ApaNo dahADo bagaDI jaze. guNAnurAgathI pApa dhovAI jAya che. ane guNAnurAga na hoya to puNya dhovAI jAya che. guNane ghUMTazo to guNa Avaze ane doSane ghUMTazo to eja doSo tamArAmAM utaraze. pU. padmavijayajI mahArAje RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahyuM che ke "jina uttama guNa gAvatAM guNa Ave nija aMga' paramAtmAnA uttama guNanuM gAna karIe to e guNo ApaNAmAM Ave. jene uttama guNo para guNAnurAga hoya tene tIrthaMkara padavI paNa maLe che. tenuM saubhAgya nAmakarma vadhAre jvalaMta bane che. tenAthI lokomAM tenuM vacana mAnya bane che. gurU dattAtreya gurU dattAtreyane 23 gurU hatA. koInI paNa pAsethI temane kAMIka zIkhavA maLe tene te potAnA gurU banAvI detA. cAhe te kutaro hoya ke vAMdaro hoya. guNAnurAgI mANasa hamezAM guNo ja zodhatA hoya che. doSothI bharelI vyaktimAM paNa tene guNo ja dekhAya che. guNanA anurAgathI evuM puNya baMdhAya che ke jagatanI sArAmAM sArI vyaktio- vastuo tenAthI AkarSAIne tenI pAse Ave che. dAna-zIla-tapamAM kaMIkane kaMIka bhoga Apavo paDato hoya che jyAre guNanA anurAgI banavA kaMI paNa bhoga Apavo paDato nathI.

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51 sauthI vadhAre DAhyo - sokreTisa grIsa dezamAM eka devI amuka divase pragaTa thatI hatI. koI bhUvAnA dilamAM praveza karIne te badhAne satya javAbo ApatI hatI. badhAne kutUhala thayuM ke ApaNA dezamAM vadhAre DAhyo mANasa koNa ? devIne pUchyuM. devIe javAba Apyo ke sokreTisa che. sokreTisa dekhAve kadarUpo hato. koIka vyaktie sokreTisane kahyuM ke devIe tamane sauthI vadhAre DAhyA kahyA che. sokreTise kahyuM ke tame barAbara sAMbhaLyuM nahIM hoya.. kAraNa ke huM to kaMI jANato ja nathI.. mATe jAo pharIthI devIne pUcho. devIne pharIthI pUchyuM. devIe kahyuM ke je kaMI ja jANato nathI ema kahe che te ja badhuM jANe che. badhuM ja jANavA jazo to phasAI jazo. sadguNavALI vyaktine prakhyAta thavA mahenata karavI paDatI nathI. sadguNo ja tene prakhyAta kare che. sUrya jyAre uge che tyAre koIne kahevA javuM nathI paDatuM ke sUryadeva padhAre che. teno prakAza ja mANasane jaNAvI de che. dhUpanI pUjA zuM karavA ? A lokamAM sukhI thavA mATe ane samAdhi maraNa prApta thAya tathA sadgati maLe tenA mATe guNano anurAga khUba ja jarUrI che. ApaNe daherAsaramAM dhUpanI pUjA karatAM bolIe chIe ke 'ame dhUpanI pUjA karIe re, ho mana mAnyA mohanajI.' 'durgaMdha anAdinI harIe re ho mana mAnyA mohanajI.' e dhUpanI pUjA dvArA ApaNA manamAM bharelI anAdinI durgaMdha jevI ke asUyA, IrSyA, daMbha vagerene dUra karavAnI che, nahIM ke sugaMdhIdAra agarabattIthI daherAsaranI durgaMdha dU2 ka2vAnI ! paropakArI svAmI rAmatIrtha svAmI rAmatIrtha ghaNA paropakArI mANasa.. e jamAnAnI vAta. jyAre eka rUpiyAmAM mANasa potAnuM gujarAna calAvato. mahine 30 rUpiyA pagAra ene maLe to ghaNo thaI jato. svAmI rAmatIrthane 1000 rUpiyAno pagAra baLato. e vakhatanA hajAra eTale atyAre to traNa-cAra lAkha jeTalA gaNAya. svAmI khUba udAra, ATalA badhA paisA AvatA temAMthI teo

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52 ghara kharca bAda karIne bAkInI rakama dIna-anAthanI pAchaLa kharcI nAkhatA. vaibhava-vilAsamAM eka pAI paNa veDaphatA nahIM.Aje rojanA lAkho rUpiyA vilAsamAM kharcAya che. paisA vadhatAM tenI kiMmata ghaTI che. mANasa paisAne pANInI jema vApare che. lakSmInA traNa rUpo zAstrakAro kahe che ke - lakSmInA traNa rUpo che. mAtA jevI, strI jevI ane dAsI jevI. mAtA jevI lakSmI gharamAM Ave to mAne jema pUje tema paisAnI pUjA ja karyA kare. sAcavyA kare..tene vApare ja nahIM. bIjI lakSmI strI jevI. AvI lakSmI gharamAM Ave tyAre strI jema potAne ja bhogavavA yogya che paNa bIjAne bhogavavA na apAya. tema lakSmIno upabhoga potAnA ja mATe kare bIjAne eka pAI paNa na Ape. trIjI lakSmI dAsI jevI. jema zeTha-rAjA vagerenA gharamAM dAsIo hoya tene teo rAkhavI hoya to rAkhe ane bIjAne Ape paNa kharA ! tema AvI lakSmI gharamAM AvelI hoya to teno bhogavaTo ye kare ane ApavI hoya to ApI paNa de. potAnI strIne na apAya paNa dAsIne apAya. A trIjA prakAranI ja lakSmI yogya che. 'lakSmIno bhoga nahIM, tyAga karo, upabhoga nahIM paNa upayoga karo'' svAmInI patnIne khabara paDI ke svAmI pagArano moTo bhAga bIjAne ApI de che. tethI temaNe svAmI pAse phariyAda karI ke ATaluM kamAo cho to mane kema ApatA nathI ? mArAM AvAM kapaDAM joIne loko mArI niMdA kare che. tethI paisA Apo to huM sArA dAgInA-kapaDAM laI AvuM ane e paherIne sArI dekhAuM. svAmIe kahyuM ke ApaNe duniyAne sArA dekhAIe te mATe janmyA nathI paNa sArAM kAryo karI bhagavAnane sArA dekhAIe te ja mahattvanuM che tethI bhUlecUke A vAta mArI pAse karavI nahIM. mAna guNone hoya che. vyaktine ke kapaDAne nahIM. guNone pragaTAvavAnI aneka cAvIo che. te avasare joIzuM. saMsArIonuM jIvana jIvonI yAtanA para che. jyAre saMyamIonuM jIvana jIvonI yatanA para raheluM che.

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bhAdaravA vada-gA guNAnurAga sukhanI cAvI dharmarUpI ratnane prApta karavA mATe kevA guNo hovA joIe te zAstrakAro ApaNane samajAvI rahyA che. ApaNe guNAnurAgane joI rahyA chIe. arIsAmAM jema pratibiMba paDe che tema guNAnurAgInA jIvanamAM sadguNonu pratibiMba paDatuM hoya che. bhagavAna paNa AvA ja mANaso para prasanna rahe che. jema chokarAne khAto-pIto AnaMda-killola karato joIne mA-bApa kevA khuza thAya che tema dareka jIvane premathI, ahobhAvathI, snehathI jonAro ja dharmane sArI rIte ArAdhI zake che. jagatamAM jeTaluM nAnAmAM nAnuM banavuM saheluM che teTaluM ja mahAnamAM mahAna banavuM paNa saheluM che. It is as easy to be great as to be small. cAvI che ApaNA ja hAthamAM, paNa lagADatAM AvaDavI joIe. guNAnurAga e cAvI che. guNa-guNane kheMce che. guNAnurAgI-abrAhama liMkana amerIkAnA presiDanTa abrAhama liMkananI vAta che. jyAre te nAnA hatA tyAre atyaMta garIba hatA. abhyAsa karavA mATe temanI pAse pATI-pena paNa nahotAM. copaDInA paisA paNa nahotA. dAkhalA gaNavA mATe teo pAvaDA (lokhaMDanuM sAdhana) para dhULa nAkhI temAM AMgaLIthI AMkaDA lakhIne gaNatA.AvI sthitimAM paNa teo bhaNyA ane potAnI dakSatAthI AgaLa AvyA. cUMTaNIno samaya Avyo. temAM pote ubhA rahyA. manamAM zubha vicAro che. dezanA bhalAnI bhAvanA paDelI che. vicAro ja mANasane uMce lAve che. ghaNA mANasonI madadathI teo cUMTAI AvyA. amerikAnA presiDanTa banyA. sattA para AvyA pachI temaNe potAnA virodhI pakSamAMthI sArA-sArA mANasone cUMTIne moTA-moTA hoddA ApavA mAMDayA. svapakSanA mANaso khaLabhaLI uThayA. temaNe liMkanane kahyuM ke tame A zuM karo che ? virodhIone to sApha karI nAkhavA joIe. jethI mAthuM uMcake ja nahIM tenA badale tame to tene moTA hoddAo Apo che. liMkana kahe che ke huM virodhIone ja khatama

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54 karI rahyo chuM. temane yogya gaNIne moTA hodAo ApI rahyo chuM. virodhIone nahIM paNa virodhane dUra karavo joIe. verIne nahIM paNa vairane dUra karo. verI. Apo Apa khatama. temanAmAM Avo jabarajasta guNAnurAga hato. tethI to virodhIomAM paNa temane guNa dekhAyA. je sthAna mATe je lAyaka hoya tene te sthAna soMpavuM joIe temAM pakSapAta karavAno na hoya. Aje tenAthI ulaTuM cAle che. sArA-sArA mANaso pheMkAI jAya che ane potAnA pakSanA ThoThAM jevAone khurazI soMpe che. eTale laeNTo bhAI lUMTo, tethI lokazAhIne badale loko para zAhI DhoLavAnuM ja kAma karI rahyA che. ane dezanI barabAdIne noMtarI rahyA che. guNAnurAgathI sAmAnya mANasa paNa mahAna bane che tema durgaNI mANasa paNa sAdhu-saMta jevo banI zake che. DAkumAMthI saMta keTalAka sAdhuo jaMgalamAMthI pasAra thaI rahyA che. aTavI ghaNI lAMbI che. lAMbo vihAra zakaya nathI. tethI AjubAju tapAsa karatAM bhIlanI pallI jovAmAM AvI. tyAM gayA. pallIpati pAse rahevA mATe jagyAnI mAMgaNI karI. pallIpatie potAnA gharanI bAjumAM jagyA ApI. sAdhuo tyAM utaryA. temanI dareka pravRtti jayaNAthI yukta hoya. pallIpati khUMkhAra DAkulUMTAro hato. keTalAyanA khUna karanAro. lUMTa-phATa ja teno dhaMdho hato. sAdhu dareka cIja vastu le-mUke to rajoharaNathI pUje. pallIpati sAdhunI rojanI A kriyAne joyA kare. teNe sAdhune pUchayuM ke mahArAja A zuM karo cho ? vAre ghaDIe AnAthI Ama-tema (pUja-pUja) zuM karo cho ? mahArAja kahe che ke bhAI ! ame koI jIva marI na jAya eTale enI rakSA mATe A rajoharaNa rAkhIe chIe. nirdoSa jIvane zA mATe mAravA? are ! doSita hoyane to paNa ame to tenuM bhaluM ja IcchIe. A sAMbhaLatAM ja pallI patinI dRSTinA paDaLa khasI gayA. potAnI jAtanuM nirIkSaNa karavA lAgyo. arara ! huM kevo pApI chuM. meM to nirdoSa keTalAya nAnA nahIM paNa moTA-moTA paMcendriya jIvanI hatyA karI che. potAnA pApano pazcAttApa karavA lAgyo. thoDA ja divasanA

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55 sahavAsathI Avo bhayaMkara-khUMkhAra DAku tarata ja pIgaLI gayo. potAnAM tIrakAmaThA laIne pheMkI dIdhA. ane sAdhunI pAse pratijJA karI ke he bhagavAna! AjathI badhI ja pApapravRttino huM tyAga karuM chuM, jAta mahenatanI kamANIthI huM mAruM gujarAna calAvIza. niraparAdhI jIvonI huM hiMsA nahIM karuM. guNAnurAgathI te sudharI gayo.sAdhue koI upadeza Apyo nathI phakata emanA jIvanane joIne emanA guNathI AkarSAyo. koIthI paNa nahIM pakaDAnAro, polIsothI nahIM DaranAro eka ja guNane lIdhe pApathI DarIne vagara upadeze tarI gayo. satya ghaTanA che. guNAnurAgI jIvo jagatamAM bahu ochA che tenAthI ochA guNI che ane tenAthIye ochA guNI hoya ane guNAnurAgI hoya. kadAca guNavAna hoya paNa IrSyAthI bIjAnA sArA kAmanI prazaMsA karI zakatA nathI. guNI hoya ane guNAnurAgI hoya tevA jIvo to hajAromAM ekAda jovA maLe. zAstramAM zAlamahAzAlanI kathA Ave che. jeo guNI che ane guNAnurAgI che. zAla-mahAzAla zAla ane mahAzAla nAmanA be bhAIo che banne bhAIo vacce gADha prIti che. eka rAjA che bIjo yuvarAja che. nyAya-nItithI rAjya calAve che. prajApriya che. prajA temane deva jevA gaNe che. prajAnA sukhe sukhI ane duHkhe duHkhI. banne bhAIonI suMdara joDI che. ekavAra bhagavAna mahAvIra vicaratAMvicaratAM padhAre che. zAla-mahAzAlanI pRSThacaMpA nagarI najIka ja che. tethI bhagavAna gautama svAmIne Adeza kare che ke pRSThacaMpAmAM jAo. zAlamahAzAlanI nagarImAM gurU gautama padhAre che. zAla-mahAzAla ane nagarInA loko harSaghelAM banyA che. sAkSAt kalpavRkSa AMgaNe AvyuM. gurUnI dezanA sAMbhaLavA hajAro loko bhegAM thayAM che. gautamasvAmI mahArAjA dezanA zarU kare che. saMsAranI asAratA samajAve che..zAstramAM saMsAranuM bIjuM nAma 'mAra' Ave che jyAM jIvane satata mAra ja paDayA karato hoya che. phUTabolanI ramatamAM prolanI sthiti tame joI che ne ! eka mANasa lAta mAre sAme bIjo lAta mAre. Ama lAto ja khAto-khAto phUTAyA ja kare che. tema mANasa paNa gharamAM

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pada bairInI-dIkarAnI-nokaronI ane ophisamAM zeThanI-sAhebonI Ama badhAnI lAto ja khAto jIvato hoya che. AvA A saMsAramAM paramAtmAe batAvelo mArga e ja sAco che. tenAthI ja A AtmAnuM kalyANa che. gautama svAmInI dezanA sAMbhaLIne banne bhAIone saMsAra asAra bhAsyo. kevA haLukarmI AtmAo! eka dezanAe rAjavaibhavanA sukho asAra lAge ! ane tamane hajAro dezanAe paNa azAMti bharelA tamArA sukho mIThA madha jevA lAge che. zrotAonA traNa prakAra zAstramAM zrotAo traNa prakAranA batAvavAmAM AvyA che - sotA, sarotA ane zrotA. 1. sotA :- keTalAka loko suMdara pravacana cAlatuM hoya tyAre mIThI niMdara mANatA hoya. gharamAMthI kaMTALIne AvyA hoya. upAzrayamAM ThaMDo pavana Avato hoya ane bhAI sAheba nirAMte uMghatA hoya. AvA zrotAone vANI zuM asara kare ? eka zeTha vyAkhyAnamAM roja AgaLa AvIne bese paNa roja jhokAM khAya. ekavAra mahArAje pUchayuM ke zeTha uMdho cho? zeTha ekadama jhabakIne kahe ke nA... nA.. sAheba jAguM chuM ne ! uMghatA hovA chatAMye kahe che ke huM jANuM chuM. mANasa hamezAM svano bacAva ja kare che. bhUlano svIkAra karavAmAM tene nAnapa lAge che. mATe to rakhaDe che. javAba ApIne pharI pAchA zeTha jhoke caDayA. mahArAja paNa temane mAthAnA maLelA. tethI mahArAje thoDIvAra thaIne pharI pUchayuM ke zeTha jIvo cho ? nA.. nA.. sAheba ! AkhI sabhA khaDakhaDATa hasI paDI. tyAre zeThane bhAna thayuM ke meM zuM javAba Apyo. AvA mANasane vyAkhyAna zuM asara kare ? 2. sarotA :- sarotA eTale sUDI. keTalAka mANaso sUDInI jema kApavAnuM ja kAma karatA hoya. vatAnA doSo ja zodhatA hoya. vANImAM zuM doSa che tene zodhavAmAM paDelA hoya tene paNa vANInI koI ja asara thatI nathI.

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pa7 3. zrotA :- zrotas eTale kAna. sAcA zrotAo te ja che ke je kAna daIne prANa reDIne sAMbhaLe. kAnathI ane prANathI sAMbhaLanArA ja A zAlamahAzAla ane zAlibhadra vagerenI jema tarI gayA. ghaNA lokone sAMbhaLavuM game paNa amalamAM kAMI mUke ja nahIM. AcaraNa vinAnuM badhuM nakAmuM che. saMyama levA mATe paDApaDI. zAla-mahAzAle dezanA sAMbhaLI ane tarata ja amalamAM mUkavAnuM zarU karyuM. banne jaNA saMsAra choDavAnI vAta kare che. zAla mahAzAlane kahe che ke bhAI tuM rAja saMbhALa ane mane rajA Apa. mahAzAla zAlane kahe che ke bhAI tame rAjya saMbhALo ane mane rajA Apo. Ama banne vacce saMyama levA mATe rakajhaka cAle che. badhe rAjya levA mATenA jhaghaDA hoya jyAre ahIM rAjya choDavAno jhaghaDo cAle che. chevaTe vacalo mArga kADhe che. potAnI eka bena hatI. tene eka putra hato. bena-banevI ane bhANiyAne bolAve che. potAnI bhAvanA vyakta kare che. bhANeja ane banevI rAjyanI saMbhALano svIkAra kare che. ane mahAmahotsavapUrvaka banne bhAIo dIkSA le che. khUba suMdara ArAdhanA karatAM vicare che. guNAnurAge ApyuM kevaLajJAna ghaNA samaya pachI vicaratAM vicaratAM e pradezamAM Ave che. zAlamahAzAla bhagavAnane vinaMtI kare che ke bhagavan! rajA Apo to pAse ja rahelI amArI nagarImAM jaIe. bhagavAna gautamasvAmIne Adeza kare che. gautamasvAmI bannene laIne temanI nagarImAM Ave che. prajA potAnA bhUtapUrva rAjAne joIne harSaghelI banI che. gautamasvAmI mahArAjA dezanA Ape che. saMsAranI asAratA samajAve che. bena-banevI ane bhANiyA para dezanAnI ghaNI UMDI asara thAya che. traNe jaNA saMyamanI bhAvanA batAve che. gautama svAmI pAse saMyama grahaNa kare che. badhAnI sAthe gautamasvAmI mahArAja bhagavAna pAse pAchA pharI rahyA che. rastAmAM zAla-mahAzAla, bena-banevI ane bhANiyAno vicAra kare che ke A loko kevA sArA che. ApaNane dIkSA levA mATe mArga mokaLo karI Apyo. pote AMTI-ghUMTI ne prapaMcathI bharelA

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58 rAjyane svIkArIne ApaNane mukta karyA. kevA sajjana che ! Ama ahobhAvathI temane namaskAra kare che. manamAM emanA guNone ja vicAre che. A bAju bena vicAre che ke mArA bhAIo kevA sArA che? bahenane paraNAvyA pachI piyaramAM zuM haphaka hoya ? chatAM potAnuM AkhuM rAjya mane ApI dIdhuM ! kevI udAratA! banevI vicAre che ke A sALAo ane kevA sArA maLyA ! rAjya levA mATe to keTalI lohInI nadIo vahevaDAvI paDe. jyAre vinA mahenate sAmethI rAja ApyuM. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa ame rAjyamAM kheMcI na jaIe mATe amane tAravA sAmethI AvyA. bhANIyo vicAre che ke mAmA kevA sArA che? Ama traNe jaNA pota potAnI rIte vicAre che. banevI sALAno vicAra kare che sALo banevIno vicAra kare che, pAMce jaNA eka-bIjAnA guNone ja jue che. rastAmAM cAlatAM-cAlatAM ja uccaguNonI vicAradhArAe caDe che ane guNanI vicAradhArA emane kyAM laI gaI ! kSaNamAM ja badhAM ja karmono bhUkko, ane nirmaLa kevalajJAna thayuM. gautamasvAmI mahArAja A pAMca jaNane laIne bhagavAnanI pAse Ave che. dezanA cAlI rahI che. pAMce kevalajJAnIo kevaLInI parSada tarapha vaLe che. tyAM gautamasvAmI bole che ke are ! e bAju kyAM jAo cho ? e to kevalInI parSadA che. tamAre to A bAju besavAnuM che. tyAM bhagavAna kahe che ke gautama ! kevalInI AzAtanA na kara. emane kevaLajJAna thayuM che, gautamasvAmI Azcaryamugdha bane che. bolI uThe che bhagavan! haju hAla to dIkSA lIdhI che eTalIvAramAM kevaLajJAna.. hA... guNAnurAgathI e AtmAo tarI gayA. pahelavAna banavA mATe akhADAo che. dhanavAna banAva mATe dukAno che. bhAgyavAna banavA mATe loTarIo che. bhagavAna banavA mATe maMdiro che.

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Aso suda-1 guNAnurAgI dharmarUpI kiMmatI lokaranI cAvI paramakRpALu paramAtmA ApaNuM kema kalyANa thAya tenA mATe cAvIo batAvI rahyA che. lokaramAM game teTaluM bhareluM hoya paNa jo cAvI na hoya to aMdara hIrA-motI-mANeka jovA maLe kharA ! cAvI e moTI saphaLatA che. mahApuruSo paNa dharmarUpI kiMmatI lokaranI cAvIo batAvI rahyA che. eka varga evo che ke je khAvA-pIvAnI moja majhAmAM DUbelo che tene to Izvara nAmanuM koI tattva che ja nahIM ? athavA puNya ke pApa AvuM kaMI paNa jANavAjovAnI tamannA nathI. te to "roTI-kapaDA ora makAna' basa ATaluM ja meLavavAmAM DUbelo che. vaLI roTI-kapaDA ane makAna maLI gayA pachI paNa temAM tene saMtoSa to nathI ja. temAM vadhAro karavA pAchuM vaLIne joto nathI. dhaMdhAmAM joyA vinA jhukAve che ane pachI poka mUkIne rovA bese che. paiso kamAvo e jokhamI che. paiso Ave tema mANasane jAnanuM jokhama vadhatuM jAya che. mANasa jema-jema chUTavA mATe prayatna kare tema-tema vadhArene vadhAre uMDo utarato jAya. sukhanI lAlasAthI saMsAra mAMDayo paNa duHkhanI paraMparAo ubhI thaI. tRSAtura vAMdaro eka vAMdaro jaMgalamAM pharato hato. tene khUba tarasa lAgI.... pANInI zodhamAM Ama-tema athaDAto hato. tyAM teNe koI paththaramAMthI pANInuM jharaNuM vahetuM hatuM te dhodhanI jema nIce paDatuM hatuM. pANI pAse pahoMcyo. khUba tRSAtura hato eTale tarata ja pANImAM moTuM nAkhyuM. hakIkatamAM te pANI nahotuM paNa zIlAjIta nAmanA rasano jharo vaheto hato. te rasa atyaMta cIkaNo tethI vAMdarAnuM moTuM temAM coMTI gayuM. have moDhAne rasathI chUTuM pADavA lAMbI buddhi to doDe nahIM, tethI be hAthanI madada lIdhI. tyAM to banne hAtha coMTI gayA. have hAthane chUTA pADavA mATe pagano Teko lIdho to paga paNa coMTI gayA. ghaNAM taraphaDiyAM mAryA paNa badhA vyartha nIvaDayA chevaTe maya pAmyo

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60 lobha tArA pApe....! saMsAramAM Aja dazA che ne ! mANasane ema thAya ke ahIMthI bhe karuM ke ahIMthI bhegAM karuM- cAre bAju moM nAkhavA jAya... moM coMTe eTa hAthano upayoga karavA jAya ane pachI pelA vAMdarAnI jema khUMpato ja jAya khUMpato ja jAya. atyAre mANasone zeranuM gheluM lAgyuM che ne ! pachI cA pAna-gallAMvALAM hoya ke vALa kApanArA hoya ke buTa polIza karanA hoya... badhAne zeranuM gheluM lAgyuM che. rAtorAta karoDapati banI javuM che eTale badhAe jhUkAvyuM, pelA vAMdarAnI jema vicAryA vinA sIdhuM moDhuM ja ghAT ane pachI vAMdaro taraphaDIne mRtyune varSo tema Aje badhA zeramAMthI (siMhamAMthI bakarI banI gayA. ane koIkane to jIvanano aMta paNa ANavo paDayo mahApuruSo kahe che ke A badhAne choDo. mAyA jALamAM jo phasAyA to pacha bahAra nIkaLavuM azakaya banaze. ApaNo kriyA tarapha jeTalo jhukAva che teTalo guNa tarapha lAvavAnI jarU che. tapazcaryA thAya tevo vAsakSepa nakhAvanArA ghaNA Ave che paNa koI e kahenAra nathI AvatA ke sAheba mArAmAM ghaNA avaguNo che te dUra thAya a sadguNo Ave evo vAsakSepa nAkho. bhagavAnanI sAthe paNa mAyA...! svAmI rAmatIrtha kahetA ke loko bhagavAna pAse jAya che ane hAtha uMca karI-karIne rAgaDA tANIne kahetA hoya che ke bhagavAna huM avaguNano ora chuM. paNa kharekhara ! bhagavAnane paNa chetare che. jo te bahAra nIkaLe ne ko vyakti jo tene avaguNa batAve to tyAMja dhaDAko thaI jAya. jagatamAM sAra kahenArA bahu ochA che tema satyane sAMbhaLanArA to tenAthI paNa durlabha che sAcI vAta sahya thatI nathI. eka subhASita Ave che ke apriyasTa A paththarva vahA zrotA haiM purNamaH / apriya hoya chatAM hitakArI ho evuM kahenArA ane sAMbhaLanArA durlabha che. maMdiramAM javuM hoya to thoDa pagathiyAM to caDavAM paDe ja. tema jIvanamAM paNa A badhAM pagathiyAM che bhagavAna kyAM kaMI javAba ApavAnA che mATe to tenI pAse rAgaDA tANI

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61 tANIne avaguNo varNavIe chIe. avaguNothI bharelo chuM mATe saMsAramAM rakhaDI rahyo chuM tevuM samajanAra bahu alpa che. nava hajAra navasone navvANuM roTI kapaDAne makAnanI paMcAtamAM paDayA che, guNa-avaguNane jovAmAM ne jANavAmAM koIne rasa nathI. pahelAM zastravirAma jagatanA avaguNa jovA khUba ja saraLa che paNa potAnA avaguNane jovA khUba ja kaThina che. brahmAe pAMce Indriyono pravAha bahAra karyo che. tame jozo to AMkho bahAranuM ja jUe che. kAna bahAranuM sAMbhaLe che bhagavAna sAme pAMce IndriyorUpI zastro dvArA laDAI mAMDI che AMkhano, kAnano, nAkano, jIbhano badhAno durupayoga karI rahyA chIe. laDAI baMdha karavI hoya to pahelAM zastravirAma karavo paDaze. arthAt pahelAM Indriyone kAbUmAM levI paDaze. jo A maLelA pAMca-pacAsa varSo sudharI gayA to bhaviSyanA anaMtA bhavo sudharI jaze ane bagaDayA to anaMtA janmo bagaDI jaze. ApaNI eke Indriyo aMdara tarapha vaLelI nathI. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja ajitanAtha bhagavAnanA stavanamAM kahe che ke, carama nayaNa karI mAraga jovatAM re, bhUlyo sayala saMsAra, jeNa nayaNa mAraga joIe re, nayaNa te divya vicAra..., paMthaDo nihALuM re bIjA jIna taNo... re., carma cakSuthI huM joI rahyo chuM mATe saMsAramAM bhUlo paDyo chuM. je netra dvArA mArga joI zakAya te divyacakSu che. ApaNA divyacakSu jo khUlI jAya to ja ApaNane ApaNA avaguNo dekhAya. gItAmAM kRSNa mahArAjA arjunane kahe che ke de marjana ! divya (vAmi te vakSa | he arjuna! huM tane dIvya cakSu ApuM chuM tenA dvArA jo.. guNAnurAganuM trIjuM pagathiyuM AMkha nabaLI hoya to pAse paDelI vastune paNa ApaNe na joI zakIe te banI zake, tema ApaNI dRSTi jhAMkhI hoya ane ApaNane ApaNA doSo na dekhAya te banI zake, paNa bIjI koI vyakti batAve ke A bhUla che tyAre

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dara AnaMdathI tene svIkAravI A trIjuM pagathiyuM che. jema jhAMkhI dRSTivALA koI mANasane rastAmAM sAme AvatI gAya athaDAI na jAya tethI koI vyakti tene bacAve to te khuza thAya ke nahIM? sAruM thayuM tame mane bacAvI lIdho nahIMtara huM athaDAI paData. Aja rIte bhUla ne paNa AnaMdathI svIkAravI joIe. eka pachI eka pagathiyAM caDIe to ja AgaLa vadhI zakAya. to ja Toce pahoMcI zakAya. paheluM pagathiyuM che ke ApaNAM magajamAM je brAnti bharelI che ke huM to barAbara chuM, mArAmAM koI ja avaguNa nathI, huM to guNano bhaMDAra chuM. Ane magajamAMthI kADhI nAkhavuM joIe. bIjA pagathiyAmAM pote aMdara tarapha jue ke mArAmAM kayAM-kayAM avaguNo che? jue to ja tene khyAla Ave ke huM kyAM bhUlyo chuM ane trIjA pagathiyAmAM koI ApaNane doSa batAve te saharSa svIkArIe to ja ApaNe sudharI zakIe. ame be ne amArA be jIvanamAM guNAnurAgane keLavavAthI guNo AvIne ubhA rahe che. ApaNe badhAne parAyA mAnIne beThA chIe mATe to duHkhI chIe. mANasanuM mAnasa bahu saMkucita banI gayuM che basa "ame be ne amArA be!" mA-bApano paNa AmAM naMbara nahIM. mA-bApa jaze kyAM ? gharaDAnA gharamAM ke mAMDavInA AzramamAM? zuM gharaDA gharamAM javA mATe tamane janma Apyo che. keTa keTalI bAdhA-AkhaDIothI tamane A pRthvI para utAryA che. ghaNA ghaNA mANaso ema kahetA Ave che ke sAheba ! mArA dikarAne barAbara nathI tene barAbara jJAna caDe... sukhI thAya evo vAsakSepa nAkho, paNa koI ema nathI kahetA ke sAheba mArA pitAne barAbara nathI temane zAtA rahe evo vAsakSepa Apo ke nAkho! kevuM saMkucita che mAnasa ! A mAnasane badalavuM paDaze. badhA ja mArA che. jyAre AvI vRtti apanAvazo tyAre ja tamArA jIvanamAM rahelI IrSyA, asUyA dUra thaze. saMta ane vezyAnuM dRSTAMta koI gAmamAM eka saMta puruSa rahetA hatA. temanI kuTiranI sAme ja koI vezyAnuM ghara hatuM. A vezyA roja saMtapuruSanA darzanathI potAnI jAtane

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pavitra karatI. te ahobhAvathI te saMtanA guNonuM kIrtana karatI. jIvana vezyAnuM hatuM paNa vicAradhArA saMta jevI hatI. potAnI jAtane haMmezAM niMdatI. huM kevI kamabhAgI chuM? roja aneka viTapuruSone mAre saMtoSavAnA. mArA dehanuM lilAma karavAnuM. satata pApamaya pravRttimAM DULyA rahevAnuM. jyAre saMta kuTiramAM rahetA saMtapuruSa vezyAnI niMdA karyA karatA. kevI halakI strI che, je kAMI lAja-zarama? savArathI uThe tyArathI puruSonA saMgamAM ja ramyA karavAnuM. kevuM niMgha jIvana che AnuM ! huM kevo sadbhAgI chuM. savArathI uThuM tyArathI bhagavAnanA bhajanamAM ja rahevAnuM. koI pApakArya karavAnuM nahIM. Ama svaprazaMsA ane paraniMdAmAM teno Akho divasa pasAra thato. je koI maLavA Ave tenI pAse paNa vezyAnA ja doSo varNavyA kare. saMtanA khoLiyAmAM jIvana saMtanuM hatuM paNa vicAradhArA sAva halakI hatI. samaya vItyo... banyuM evuM ke saMta ane vezyA banne eka ja divase marI gayA. saMtanI pAlakhI ane vezyAnI nanAmI taiyAra thaI. saMtanI pAlakhIne phUlothI zaNagAravAmAM AvI ane vezyAnI nanAmIne koI upADanArA nathI. jIva levA AvelA yamadUto yogInA jIvane naraka tarapha laI jAya che ane vezyAnA jIvane svarga tarapha. A joI yogIno jIva bolI uThe che ke tame bhUlA paDayA lAgo cho narakamAM javA yogya to A vezyAno jIva che. huM to yogI hato - yamadUto kahe che ke bhAI ! tuM to zarIrathI saMnyAsI hato paraMtu tArA manamAM zuM hatuM ? tuM guNaSI hato. paraniMdaka hato. jyAre e vezyA to tArA saMnyAsI jIvanamAM je zAMti ane apUrva AnaMda hato tene pAmavA mATe vicAromAM khovAyelI rahetI hatI ! rAtre jyAre tuM bhajana gAto ane prAtaHkALamAM madhura maMgala zloko gAto tyAre vezyA prabhumaya banI jatI. bhAvavibhora banI potAnA kukarmo para AMsu vahAvatI. te saMnyAsI hovAnA aMhakArane puSTa karato hato jyAre bIjI bAju vezyA potAnA pApI jIvananA pazcAttApathI vinamra banatI hatI. tenA cittamAM na hato ahaMkAra, na hatI vAsanA. mRtyu samaye tenuM citta paramAtmAnI prArthanAmAM lIna hatuM. saMnyAsI mauna banI gayo.

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64 kahevAnuM tAtparya ke guNAnurAgathI vezyA kalaMkita jIvana jIvatI hovA chatAM tarI gaI ane saMnyAsI sAdhujIvana jIvato hovA chatAM DUbI gayo. cAre bAju doSothI bharelA jagatamAM guNa dekhAya e moTuM Azcarya che. emAMye guNono bhaMDAra hoya to e mahAAzcarya che. jIvanamAM ekAda guNa hoya toya sadbhAgya. enAthI AgaLa vadhIne kahIe to jyAM kevaLa doSo ja che tyAM ochA doSavALA hoya to paNa ghaNuM sAruM mATe ja mahApuruSo kahe che ke jagata to nirguNIothI bhareluM che tenI upekSA karo.. jIvo traNa prakAranA vicAragrasta - pAMce IndriyonA viSayonI vicAraNAmAM ja jenuM manaramatuM hoya... vicAratrasta - vyakti pratyenA kaSAya bhAvathI jenuM mana trasta rahe che... vicAramasta - viSaya-kapAyathI upara uTheluM jenuM mana zubhavicAro ramyA kare. - dAna kare tenuM puNya khUTatuM nathI. - zIlapALe tenuM sukha jatuM nathI. - tapa kare tene duHkha AvatuM nathI. - bhAvathI navakAra gaNe tene mokSa maLyA vinA raheto nathI.

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Aso suda-2 sakathA dayApAtra koNa ? ApaNuM lyANa kema thAya te mATe bhagavAna ApaNI satata ciMtA karI rahyA che. jagatamAM dharmo ghaNA cAle che paNa sAco dharma kyo che tenI ghaNAne khabara nathI. tapa-japa karatA hoya paNa ApaNane phogaTa kAya kaleza ja lAge. sAco dharma temanA hAthamAM Avato nathI. bhagavAnanI vANIne je sAMbhaLatA nathI temano janma kharekhara ! zocanIya che. teo dayApAtra che. paNa jeo sAMbhaLIne samajavA chatAMye AcaratA nathI teo to dayApAtramAM paNa dayApAtra che. - ghAMcInI ghANIe bAMdhelo baLada AkhA divasamAM mAIla-be mAIla cAle paNa juo to TheranI Thera. tema ApaNe manathI mAnIe ke meM A karyu. meM A karyuM, paNa saravALe joIe to TheranA Thera. na koI svabhAvamAM pheraphAra ke na koI vANI-vartanamAM pheraphAra ! dharma karavA mATe guNo joIze. pahelAM ApaNe guNAnurAga joI gayA. anaMta janmothI ApaNane ApaNI jAta para garva che mATe ApaNane ApaNA guNo ja dekhAya che ane bIjAnA avaguNo ja dekhAya che. avaguNone dUra karavA satsaMga ghaNo jarUrI che. zAstrakAra mahArAjA dharmane yogya vyaktino 13mo guNa satkathA-satsaMga batAvI rahyA che. satkathA eTale jyAM beTho hoya tyAM tenI pAsethI sArIja sArI vAto jANavA-sAMbhaLavA maLe. ghaNA mANaso evA hoya ke te jyAM beThA hoya tyAM koIkanuM raMdhAtuM ja hoya.. niMdA-kuthalI sivAya kAMI hoya ja nahIM. cAra vikathAo - 1. strI kathA jagata AkhuM A cAra kathAmAM DUbeluM che - strIkathA, bhatakathA, dezakathA ane rAjakathA. satyathI maLavo ghaNo durlabha che. strIkathA eTale strI saMbaMdhI carcA. kAmI puruSo pAse beso to zuM sAMbhaLavA maLe ? strI kathA ja ne ! 2.vI., vIDIyo, nATaka-sinemAmAM strIkathA ja hoya che ne ! ane have to AgaLa vadhIne bUTInI spardhA nikaLI che. strInA sauMdaryanI spardhA, strInA

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sauMdaryane jovAno adhikAra pati sivAya koIno na hoya. paNa Aje chaDecoka AvI spardhAo yojAya che. ApaNA zarIramAM mAMsa che te pakSIone batAvAya kharuM? pakSIo na jUe mATe to enI upara cAmaDI rAkhI che. nahIMtara gIdhaDA tamane jIvavA de kharA ! sauMdarya to DhAMkIne rAkhavAnI cIja che. kAmI puruSo rUpI gIdhaDAo cAre bAju uDI rahyA che. zuM dazA thAya ? are ! lArIomAM khorAkI mAla paNa DhAMkIne rAkhavAmAM Ave che. paradezamAM to koIpaNa khorAkI mAla khullo rAkhIne vecavo te gunho gaNavAmAM Ave che. eka bhAIe amerikAmAM siddhacakrapUjana bhaNAvyuM. pUjanamAM to phaLa phaLAdi khullAM mUkavAmAM Ave. e phaLa-phaLAdine koI hAtha paNa na aDADe. A bhAIne thayuM ke have A phaLaphaLAdi kone ApavA ? pANImAM nAkhavA gayo to tyAM paNa nA pADI ke amArA lokone nukazAna kare. pANImAM paNa na nAkhavA de, ATalI badhI sUga che khullA khorAkanI. khAdya padArtho paNa DhAMkIne rAkhavAmAM Ave to sauMdarya jevI mahAmUlI cIjane khulleAma mUkAya kharI. Aje A spardhAo ghaNA lokone vAsanAgrasta banAve che. cArebAju AvuM ja vAtAvaraNa hoya eTale asara thAya ja. mATe AvI kathAo jyAM cAlatI hoya tyAM dharmI mANasa ubho paNa na rahe. 2. bhakatakathA bIjI kathA che bhaktakathA:- bhojanakathA - jagatano moTo bhAga arthAt strI varga bhojanakathAmAM ja paDayo che. savAre uThe tyArathI bhojanakathA zarU thAya te rAtre sUve tyAM sudhI cAlatI hoya. pahelAM to rasoDA pUratI ja bhojana kathA rahetI ane have to A sudharelA (?) yugamAM chApAo megejhino ane kaMI keTalIe pustikAomAM kaI vAnagI kevI rIte banAvavI tenI vAto chapAya che. bhUkha lAgI, khAI lIdhuM pachI zuM khAdhuM ne kema banAvavuM tenI vaLI vAto zI ? atyAre to upAzrayamAM jAo to tyAM paNa eka bahena bIjIne pUche ke Aje zuM banAvyuM che? phalANI vAnagI kevI rIte banAvAya? dharmakathAnI jagyAe paNa bhojanakathAnI carcA cAlatI hoya. mATe to udayaratnajI mahArAjane sakjhAya banAvavI paDe ke "Aja mAre ekAdazI re,

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naNadala mauna dharI mukha rahIe." gharamAMthI nIkaLyA pachI gharanI vAto baMdha. bahAra nIkaLo eTale sArI carcAo ja karo. jethI tamane paNa lAbha thAya ane sAMbhaLanArane paNa lAbha thAya. 3. dezakathA trIjI kathA che dezakathA - judA-judA dezonI kathA. A dezamAM A cAle che ne ! A dezamAM A cAle che ! jAta-jAtanA dezonI carcAmAM hAthamAM zuM Ave? A badhI kathAmAM DUbelo hoya tyAM paramAtmAnI kathA tene sUjhe kyAMthI? 4. rAjakathA cothI kathA rAjakathA :- eka yuga evo hato ke RSionuM rAjya cAlatuM. rAjya bhale rAjAo kare paNa RSi munIonA kahyA pramANe ja thAya. rAjAo temane mAna Ape. vizvAmitra hoya ke durvAsA hoya ke vasiSTha hoya. RSionA baLe ja rAjya cAlatuM. samaya palaTAyo. kSatriyonuM rAjya AvyuM. kSatriyo dhAre te kare. amUka samaya barAbara cAlyuM. pachI AvyuM vaizyonuM rAjya. rAjya bhale kSatriya rAjAo kare paNa tenA maMtrIo vaNika vagere jAtinA rahetA. maMtrIo ja rAjyane calAvatA. mahAjana je kare te thAya. tevuM paNa keTalAka samaya cAlyuM. Ama rAjya RSio-brAhmaNoe karyuM, kSatriyoe karyuM, vaizyoe karyuM ane have bAkI rahyA zudro, atyAre rAjakAraNa zUdronA hAthamAM jaI caDayuM che ane temanI zUdra vRttionA kAraNe dezapAyamAlInA paMthe jaI rahyo che. ajaba alaukki zakti ! A mukhya cAra kathAo uparAMta paNa bIjI be kathAo che ahaMkAra kathA ane dveSakathA. lagabhaga sAmAnya mANasonI vacce tame ubhA raho to tyAM ApavaDAI sivAya kAMI sAMbhaLavA na maLe. I am something paNa e ema nathI jANato ke jagatamAM eka bIjI paNa alaukika zakti che. e Ajano mANasa svIkAravA taiyAra nathI. basa ene to potAnI zaktino khUba ahaMkAra hoya che. moTAM-moTAM pUra Ave ke dharatIkaMpo thAya tyAre mANasanI kaI zaktio kAma karI zake che. paramAtmA sivAya e samaye koI bacAvI

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68 zakatuM nathI. koIpaNa kAryanI zarUAtamAM je prabhune yAda kare che tenA para prabhunI kRpA avazya utare che pachI bhale ne e sAruM khAvAnuM laI Avyo hoya to paNa pahelA bhagavAnanA caraNe dhare. paNa e kayAre bane ? ahaMkArathI mukta bane to ! kAM to mANasa ahaMkAranI kathAmAM phasAya che athavA to dveSanI kathA eTale bIjAnA koI guNo gAto hoya to temAMthI te doSa vINI vINIne tene halako citare. atyAre cAre bAju A cha kathAo ja cAlI rahI che. A kathAo karanArA mANasonuM vivekarUpI ratna naSTa thaI jAya che. mana kaluSita rahe che. dharmamAM viveka to sArabhUta che. have jo viveka ja na rahe to ? mATe dharmano arthI satkathI hovo joIe. jIvanamAM mAtra phariyAda ja karavI hoya to A traNanI karo... bhagavAna mane kema maLatA nathI ? bhagavAna maLI gayA che to gamatA kema nathI ? bhagavAna gamI gayA che to huM khuda bhagavAna kema banato nathI ?

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Aso suda-3 supakSathI yukta dharmane yogya adhikArIno 14mo guNa che supakSathI yukta hoya. supakSathI yukta eTale satsaMgavALo. tenI Aju-bAjunA beThakiyA sArA hovA joIe. A bahu agatyanI cIja che.Aje sArA-sArA mANaso paNa kharAba mANasanI beThakane lIdhe dArUDiyA-jugArI banI gayA che. sArA mANasanI sobatathI ApaNe kadAca durvyasanI hoIe ne to paNa dhIme-dhIme sudharI jaIe. muMbaI jevA zaheramAM satsaMga haze to ja bacAze. nahIMtara paga lapasatAM vAra nahIM lAge. satsaMgathI bhayaMkara khUMkhAra bahAravaTIyo paNa sajjana banI gayo. DAkumAMthI saMta banAvyo koNe? eka bahAravaTIyo hato. khUno-lUMTaphATa teno dhaMdho. rAtadina temAM ja mazagula. ekavAra eka saMtano tene bheTo thayo. sIdhUnAM ne puSyam | saMtonuM darzana paNa puNyane kheMcI lAvanAruM che to pachI tenA saMganI to vAta ja zI ? kabIre eka jagyAe lakhyuM che ke - "kabIra saMgata sAdhu kI, hare Adhi aura vyAdhi, bUrI saMgata asAdhukI, ATho pora upAdhi." sajjananA saMgathI mANasanA duHkha-dardo dUra thAya che jyAre durjananA saMgathI AThe pahoranI upAdhine mANasa vahore che. saMtanA darzanathI ja A lUMTArAnuM mana zAMta banI gayuM. saMtanI pAse besavAnI tene IcchA jAgI. temanI pAse beTho. saMte joyuM ke lAge che bahAravaTiyo paNa hRdaya kAMIka pIgaLyuM lAge che mATe tene samajAvavAnI koziSa karI. saMte pUchayuM ke tuM zuM kare che? teNe kahyuM mAravuM ane lUMTavuM A mAro dhaMdho che. arara ! eka peTanA khADAne pUravA mATe tuM ATalI krUratA Acare che, keTalA lokonI hAya tuM vahore che. kuTuMbanA eka mobhIne tuM mArI nAkhe to te AkhuM kuTuMba pAyamAla banI jAya tenI tane keTalI hAya lAge. AvA to hajAro kuTuMbonI hAya te lIdhI che. tAruM zuM thaze? zAstrakAro kahe che ke koInI paNa hAya na lezo.

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90 e hAyanI varALa tamArA jIvananA lIlAchama bAgane bALI nAkhaze. bhasmIbhUta karI nAkhaze. ghaNAM kissAo meM sAMbhaLelA che. mA-bApanI-vaDIlonI hAya lenArAo pAchaLathI pAyamAla thaI gayA che. e sivAya dukAne beThA ho to koIne kharAba mAla bhaTakADIne paisA paDAvIne grAhakanI paNa hAya na vahorazo. te hAya paNa tamane dhaMdhAthI pAyamAla karI deze. Aje tIrthasthAnomAM AvuM khUba ja cAle che. zaMkhezvara jevA tIrthamAM mANasa darzana sAthe kharIdI paNa karato jAya che. muMbaI gayA pachI kharIdIno mAla jUe to namUnAmAM je sArAmAM sAro batAvelo hoya tenAthI sAva halako jovA maLe. have tyAM gayA pachI koI badalAvavA na Ave. paNa A chetarapIMDIthI vahepArI kayAreya uMco na Ave. vRddhAzramanI vyathA ame mAMDavInA vRddhAzramamAM eka-be divasa rahelA.mA-bApanA kevA niHsAsAo AjanA saMtAno le che.emanI haiyAvarALa sAMbhaLIne ame kaMpI uThayA. mA-bApane tarachoDavA chatAM e ja mA-bApo potAnA dIkarAnepotarAne yAda karIne AMsu sAratA hoya che. keTalAka to bicArA mAro dikaro Aja levA Avaze. kAla levA Avaze e AzAmAM ne AzAmAM bAraNA para mITa mAMDIne rAta-dina pasAra karatA hoya che. kyAM mA-bApano ni:svArtha prema ane kyAM saMtAnono svArthI prema. paththaradila mANasanuM paNa kALajuM kaMpI uThe tevI sthiti te AzramamAM che. dharmanI zarUAta ja mA-bApathI thAya. pahelAM emanI pUjA pachI badho dharma. tame daherAsara jAo cho ke nahIM, pUjA karo cho ke nahIM e pachInI vAta che paNa jyAM ho tyAMthI mA-bApane trikALa manathI paNa praNAma karo. pAyAno A dharma ja mANasane uMcI bhUmikAe pahoMcADe che. vANIno camatkAra ! saMtanI mIThI vANIthI DAkUnuM hRdaya pIgaLI gayuM. satsaMganI tarata ja asara thaI. jagatamAM be cIja durlabha che tema saMta tulasIdAsa kahe che - saMta-samAgama hari- kathA tulasI durlabha doya, suta-dArA ora lakSmI pApI ke bhI hoya.

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71 saMtano samAgama ane harikathA banne khUba ja durlabha che. saMtanA samAgamathI bhalabhalA pApIjIvo paNa pavitra thaI gayA che. aneka DAkuluMTArAo paNa saMtanA samAgamathI A mAnavajanmane sArthaka karI gayA che. bAkI putra-patnI ane lakSmI to pApIonA ghare paNa hoya che. mATe paiso maLavo te mahattvanuM nathI paNa saMtano samAgama thavo te mahattvanuM che. A DAkue paNa tarata ja pratijJA karI ke aNahakkanuM mAre kAMI na khape. majUrI karIne huM mAruM gujarAna calAvIza. pati-patnI banne jaNA pApI kAryone choDIne dharmanA mArge vaLI gayA. samaya maLe tyAre prabhunuM nAma smaraNa kare che. prabhunuM nAma e eka jabarI auSadhi che. je loko kharA bhAvathI tenuM smaraNa kare che tenA badhA ja dU:kho dUra thaI ja jAya che. "prabhu nAma kI auSadhi, kharA bhAvathI khAya, roga zoka Ave nahIM, savi saMkaTa mITa jAya." ekavAra banne pati-patnI jaMgalamAMthI gAma tarapha jaI rahyA che rastAmAM eka cAMdInuM kaDaluM (pagamAM paheravAnuM AbhUSaNa) paDayuM che. atyAre Ama to A banne jaNA paisAnI bhIDamAM che paNa pratijJA che ke aNahakkanuM levuM nahIM. patie vicAryuM ke mAre to nathI ja levuM paNa pAchaLa AvatI mArI patnInI dAnata bagaDI jAya to ! tethI teNe te kaDalA para dhULa vALI, patnIe A joyuM.te bolI uThI ke "dhULa para dhULa zuM nAkho cho?" ApaNe mana have paradhana paththara samAna che. tulasIdAse kahyuM che ke uparadhana paththara sama gaNe, parastrI mAta samAna, Isako vaikuMTha na male to, tulasI dAsa jamAna." je mANasa paradhanane paththara samAna gaNe che ane parastrIne mAtA samAna gaNe che tene jo vaikuMTha na maLe to tulasIdAsa kahe che ke huM jAmIna thAuM chuM. arthAt vaikuMTha avazya maLe ja. banne jaNA potAnA niyamamAM aDaga rahyA. sajjana karatAM paNa caDI jAya tevuM suMdara jIvI gayA. eka khuMkhAra DAkune paNa sajjana koNe banAvyA? saMtanA samAgame ja ne !

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AjubAjuno parivAra sAro hoya to ja mANasa zAMtithI rahI zake ane dharmane ArAdhI zake. pakSa eTala pAMkha. paMkhI game teTaluM moTuM hoya paNa tenI pAMkha kapAI jAya to nIce ja paTakAya ne ! Ama sArA pakSathI yuddha mANasa AgaLa AvI zake che. rAjA paNa jo supakSothI yukta hoya to ! rAjya vyavasthita cAle. jo tenA beThakayA laMpaTa-lAlacu hoya to rAjya pI. bhAMge che. Aje ghara-gharamAM zAnA kalezo ubhA thAya che? naNaMda-sAsu bhege maLIne dIkarAne evo caDAve ke strIthI sAva vimukha banAvI de ane ghara A pAyamAla thaI jAya. koIvAra sAsariyA paNa jamAIne caDAvIne mA-bA vagerethI vimukha banAvI de che. saMsAramAM Dagalene pagale caDAvavAnA prasaMga cAlyA ja karatA hoya che. badhI ja jagyAe supakSathI yukta mANasa hoya to ja zAMtithI jIvI zake. supakSano bIjo artha sArI salAha ApanArAo paNa thAya che. mANasane sAcI salAha ApanArAo bahu thoDA hoya che. A supakSathI yukta mANasa jIvanamAM zAMti meLavI zake. zAMti hoya to ja dharma ArAdhI zake. bhalA bano paNa bhoLA na banazo... udAra banajo paNa uDAu na banazo... karakasariyA banajo paNa kRpaNa na banazo.. kharA banajo paNa khArA na banazo... satyagrAhI banajo paNa satyAgrahI na banazo...

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Aso suda-4 | aMdhArAmAM aTavAtuM jagata sudIrghadarzI jagatanA tamAma jIvo ajJAnanA aMdhArAmAM AthaDI rahyA che e to barAbara che paNa jIvo e aMdhArAne ja prakAza mAnI beThA che te duHkhanI vAta che. tethI pariNAma e AvyuM ke AMkha hovA chatAM ane sAme nidhAna paDayuM hovA chatAM mANasa joI zakato nathI. jo mANasa samajI zake ke huM aMdhArAmAM aTavAI rahyo chuM to sadgurU tene mArga batAvavA taiyAra beThA che, paNa ApaNe to AMkho baMdha karIne ja beThA chIe. satya sAMbhaLavA taiyAra ja nathI te muzkelI che. mahApuruSo ghaMTa vagADIne ApaNane kahI rahyA che. brahma satye 1InuM mithyA paNa ApaNe mithyA jagatane sAcuM mAnIne tenI pAchaLa doDI rahyA chIe. dharmano artha mANasano paMdaramo guNa - sudIrghadarzI. A lokanuM nANuM kyAM lagI? dharmanA arthIpaNA mATe dIrghadarzIguNa bahu mahattvano che. mANasa lAMbAgALAno vicAra kare to ghaNA anarthomAMthI bacI jAya. paNa ApaNI vicAradhArA bahu ja TuMkI hoya che. mATe to ApaNane cAre bAju dhana-paiso, vaibhava dekhAya che. jo mANasa dIrghadRSTithI vicAra kare to dhana kyAM sudhI ? tame jeTaluM jIvo tyAM sudhI kadAca kAma lAge, paNa paralokamAM kAma lAgavAnuM kharuM ! bhAratano rUpiyo amerIkA sudhIye kAma nathI lAgato to pachI A lokanuM nANuM paralokamAM kyAM AvavAnuM ? vaLI A dhana A jIvanamAM paNa pUrA upabhogamAM laI zakAtuM nathI. muMbaI jevA zaheramAM sAcA dAgInA paherIne nIkaLI zakAya che kharuM ? paherIne nIkaLo to jAnanuM jokhama thaI jAya ! dAgInA lokaramAM ja pUrAyelA rahe ! AvI saMpatti che. chatAM mANasa brAntimAM jIve che. aneka saMkaTone lAvanArI saMpatti pUrI bhogavI paNa zakAya nahIM. kayAreka jIvananI samApti sudhI paNa te laI jAya che. athavA saMpatti ghaNI hoya paNa zarIra rogI hoya. sAruM khAI-pI zake paNa nahIM. kadAca

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74 puNyanA yoge saMpatti maLI. bhogavI paNa kharI. paNa kyAM sudhI ? kabIra kahe che ke - kahata kabIrA suNa mere guNIyA, Apa mue pIche DUba gaI duniyA. ulTAnI AsaktithI potAnA AgAmI janmone te bagADe che. Ama to saMpatti puNyanA yogathI maLe che tema kahevAya paNa kayAreka saMpattine lIdhe ja jyAre khUna thAya tyAre to te pApanA udayathI maLI hoya tevuM lAge. saMpatti AvyA pachI mANasa vilAsamAM DUbI jAya che ane navA-navA pApo bAMdhato jAya che. jo mANasa dIrghadRSTithI vicAra kare to tene samajAya ke A dhana mane kayAMya pheMkI denAruM che. AgAmI janmomAM to dharmaja mane kAma Avaze. sAthe zuM Avaze ? mANasa marI jAya ane smazAnamAM laI jAya. cittA saLagAvI. pachI loko pAchA phare che. pAchaLa najara nAkhIne jotA paNa nathI. vaLI kAMka pAcho Avaze to ! e bIke, barAbara ne ! sAthe AvanAra koNa ? AvyAM koI sagA-vhAlA, moTara, baMgalo ke vaibhava..? kaMI paNa sAthe AvavAnuM nathI. chatAM jANe badhuM ja sAthe laIne ja javAnuM hoya tema mANasa chellA zvAsa sudhI saMsAranI mAyAmAM gaLADUba rahe che. mANasa lAMbo vicAra kare to tene A badhuM anartha lAge ane te dharmanA mArge vaLI zake. tenAthI ja puNyopArjana thAya ane saMpatti-zAMti Apa meLe AvIne ubhI rahe... tene zodhavA mATe mahenata karavAnI jarUra ja nathI. puNya ubhuM karo. badhuM barAbara thaI ja raheze. dRSTirUpI cazmA mAInasa naMbaravALA mANasane pAsenuM ja dekhAya dUranuM kAMI dekhAya nahIM. dUranuM jovA mATe ene cazmA paheravA paDe... tema ApaNI dRSTi paNa mAInasa banI gaI che, pAse rahelA patnI-putra-parivAra-dhana-dolata dekhAya che paNa dUrano paraloka ApaNe jotAM nathI. jo tene jovo hoya to ApaNe sadgurUnA bodha rUpI cazmA paheravA paDaze. ApaNe aMdhakAramAM ja AthaDIe chIe. prakAza ApaNA sudhI pahoMcato ja nathI. kadAca prakAza AvI jAya ne to paNa ApaNe aMjAI jaIe chIe. jema aMdhArAmAMthI acAnaka

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75 prakAzamAM jaIe to ApaNI AMkho kevI ekadama mIMcAI jAya che tenI jema... ApaNe aMhakAranA aMdhArAmAM AthaDIe chIe. tenA kAraNe satyane pAmI zakatA nathI. are satya koI samajAve-batAve to ApaNe tADUkIe chIe. ApaNA doSo jovAmAM ApaNe AMdhaLA banI gayA chIe. Ajano sudharelo (?) mAnava... mANasa sukhanI bhrAntimAM jIvI rahyo che. dharmathI sukha maLe che te tenI samajamAM utaratuM ja nathI. dharmavAna banavA mATe pahelAM guNavAn banavuM paDaze. pariNAmano vicAra karyA vinA ja Ajano sudharelo (?) mAnava pravRtti karato hoya che. krodhano AvezamAnano Aveza. A badhAnA AvezamAM karelAM kAryonuM pariNAma peDhIonI peDhIo sudhI cAlatuM rahe che. Aje paga ThaMDA thaI gayA che ane magaja garama thaI gayuM che. pagane garama rAkhavAnA hatA tenA abhAve sAva najIkamAM ja javAnuM hoya ne to paNa skUTara-gADI vinA cAle ja nahIM ne ! cAlavAnuM to lagabhaga nahIMvat banI gayuM che tethI zarIra paNa kevA beDoLa ane roganA ghara banI gayA che. eka vyaktinuM zarIra eTaluM badhuM phUlI gayeluM ke gharanA daravAjAnI bahAra nIkaLI zake ja nahIM. e marI gayo tyAre tene doraDAthI bAMdhIne nIce utAravo paDayo. bAraNAmAMthI nIkaLI zake tema na hato mATe... magajane ThaMDu rAkhavAnuM hatuM tenA badale eTaluM badhuM garama banI gayuM che ke vAta-vAtamAM dIkaro bApanI sAthe, vahu-sAsunI sAthe, bhAI-bhAInI sAthe jhaghaDI paDe che, samatAnA abhAve ja ne ! mAnavajanma to ghaNAne maLyo che paNa A dharma badhAne maLyo nathI. jene maLyo che te paNa tene samajavA taiyAra nathI. mATe to jagata AkhuM kAvAdAvAthI saDI rahyuM che. bhaviSyano vicAra karyA vinA mANasa vAta-vAtamAM uzkerATathI khUna paNa karI bese che. dIrghadarzitAnA abhAve sukhamaya jIvanane paNa du:khamaya banAvI nAkhe che. karoDo rUpiyAnA projekTo ubhA kare ane pachI pAchaLathI TensanathI hospITala bhegA ke kaubhAMDothI jela bhegA thavA vakhata Ave. mAnava janma phakata dehane ja paMpALavA mATe nathI paNa AtmAmAM anaMtazaktio bharelI paDI che tene pragaTa karavA mATe che.

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pazcimI anukaraNa manusmRtimAM chelle lakheluM che ke bIjA dezanA mANaso amArI pAsethI kevI rIte jIvavuM te zIkhe tevI amArA lokonI raheNI karaNI haze. paNa Aje A dezanA lokone eka moTAmAM moTuM vyasana lAguM paDeluM che ke te pazcimI dezonuM tarata ja anukaraNa kare che. khAvAmAM-pIvAmAM, paheravA-oDhavAmAM. are ! nAma pADavAmAM paNa tenuM anukaraNa. janmathI mAMDIne maraNa sudhI badhuM ja nakalI... asalI sAva lupta banI gayuM che. have dhotI-jhabhyo ne sADalo to mane lAge che ke myujhiyamamAM mUkavA paDaze. dhotiyuM kevuM hatuM te jovA mATe myujhiyamamAM javuM paDaze. bhAratanA lokonI dareka pravRttimAM lAbha raheto. dhotiyAno paheraveza nAnA ke moTA badhAne kAma lAge, eka bIjAnuM paherI zakAya. paNa tamArA A mekasI-paMjAbI vagere keTalIye jAtanA kapaDAM, jenAM hoya tene ja kAma lAge. lorDa karjhana kaTa kevuM AMdhaLuM anukaraNa kare che teno pratyakSa purAvo. lorDa karjhana bhAratamAM vAIsaroya thaIne AvelA hatA teno eka bAjuno hoTha kapAyelo hato. tethI tenA para mUcha uge nahIM. vacalA bhAgamAM ja mUcha rAkhe. bIjI bAjunI kapAvI nAkhe. banne bAju sarakhuM thAya tethI tenuM anukaraNa ApaNA A gAMDiyA lokoe karavA mAMDayuM. vacalA bhAgamAM ja mUcha rAkhavAnuM zarU karyuM. koI DAhyA mANase eka yuvAnane puchyuM ke Ama kema mUcha kapAve che? yuvAne kahyuM ke A to "karjhana kaTa' che. A sAMbhaLIne pelA DAhyA mANase kahyuM ke are ! pelA lorDa karjhanane to hoTha nathI mATe te banne bAjunI mUcho kapAve che paNa tuM kema AvuM kare che ? to kahe ke A to phezana che. AvuM AMdhaLuM anukaraNa karanArI AjanI A duniyAne zuM kahevuM ? eka bAju anaMta azAMtine utpanna karanArA padArtho che ane bIjI bAju paramAtmA che. jene paramAtmAne oLakhyA che tenA mATe prathama to paraloka eTale ke sadgati nakkI che, ane padArthonuM kheMcANa nahIM hovAnA kAraNe tene meLavavA mATe karAtA aneka prapaMcomAMthI mukti... tethI jIvanamAM

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77 parama zAMti... A loka paNa zAMtithI ane prasannatAthI pUro thAya ane paralokamAM paNa sadgati maLavAthI tyAM paNa paramazAMti. jeNe prabhune oLakhyA tenA mananI mastI alaukika hoya che. rAma rAkhe tene koNa cAkhe eka saMtapuruSa dhyAnamAM beThelA che. ziSya paDakhe ubho che. ghora bhayaMkara jaMgala che. tyAM vAdha-varUnA avAjo saMbhaLAyA. ziSya ekadama gabharAI jAya che. gurU mahArAjane cetave che paNa gurU to dhyAnamagna hatA. bhagavAnanA sAnidhyamAM che. temane koIno ya Dara nathI... ziSya potAnI jAta bacAvavA jhADa para caDI gayo. tyAM trADa nAkhato vAgha Ave che. jhADa para beThelo ziSya thathare che. hamaNAM A vAgha gurU mahArAjane phADI khAze. paNa tene kyAM khabara che ke bhagavAna jenI pAse hoya teno vALa paNa koI vAMko karI zakatuM nathI . . kahevata che ne ke 'rAma rAkhe tene koNa cAkhe' vAgha najIka Avyo. gurUnI saumyamUrti joIne ekadama zAMta thaI gayo temane pradakSiNA daIne thoDIvAra temanI chAyAmAM besIne cAlyo gayo. ziSyato dRzya joI rahyo. gurU to bhagavAnamAM lIna che. jyAre ApaNe paramAtmA sAthe ekarUpa banI jaIe chIe tyAre ApaNe paramAtmA banI jaIe chIe. jIvanamAM zAMtino anero AnaMda pragaTI uThe che. ApaNe bahAranA padArtho sAthe tanmaya banI gayA chIe tethI ApaNuM citta paramAtmAmAM lAgatuM nathI. thoDA samaya pachI ziSya jhADa uparathI nIce utaryo. ziSye gurU mahArAjanI khUba prazaMsA karI. gurU ziSya have AgaLa cAle che. AgaLa jatAM sAme eka kUtaro bhasato-bhasato Avyo. gurUe hAthamAM rahelI soTI tenI sAme ugAmI ziSya bolyo ke gurUjI Ama kema ? vAgha jevuM bhayaMkara prANI ApanI sAme AvyuM to Ape AMkha paNa na kholI ane A kUtarAnI sAme lAkaDI ugAmo cho. enuM zuM kAraNa? gurUjIe javAba Apyo ke vAdha Avyo tyAre huM bhagavAnanI sAthe hato paNa atyAre huM tArI sAthe chuM. saMsAranA dareka vyavahAramAM tame prabhune sAthe ane mAthe rAkhIne kAma karo.. pachI jUo teno camatkAra.. Aje mANasane koI rASTrapati ke dhArAsabhyanI sAthe saMbaMdha hoya to kevo rophamAM pharato hoya che?

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78 jyAre A to rAjAdhirAja-devAdhideva che tenI sAtheno saMbaMdha keTalo garva lAve! kevI mastI lAve ? pasaMdagI konI? padArthomAM ane paramAtmAmAM pasaMdagI tamAre karavAnI che. saddagurU to tribheTe ubhelA evA tamane rasto batAvI rahyA che ke bhAI ! A mArga sIdho che. zAMtibharyo che ane A mArga hAIve jevo satata ghoMghATa ane ekasIDenTonA bhayathI bharelo che. aneka vighnothI bharapUra che. tAre ja mArge javuM hoya te mArge jA... kayo mUrkha mANasa padArtho rUpI vighnothI bharapUra mArge jAya..! tame jAo kharA ! bhagavAna zrI kRSNa gItAmAM mahattvanI vAta kahI che ke vadUnAM namUnAmatte jJAnavAnuM mAM prapadyate . ghaNA janmanA aMte jJAnI puruSo mane prApta karI zake che. paNa jo ApaNuM lakSa paramAtmAne prApta karavAnuM hoya to ja. e tarapha gati karatA hoIe to, paNa jo paramAtmAnI viruddha dizAmAM ja ApaNI gati haze to karoDo bhave paNa ApaNe tene prApta nahIM karI zakIe. ApaNe javuM hoya muMbaI ane jaIe dilhI tarapha... kayAreya muMbaIne pAmI zakIe kharA! phaleza ja pAmIe ne ! tema paramAtmAnI dizA tarapha cAlIzuM to ApaNane vahelA ke moDA paNa maLaze kharA ! tenAthI viruddha padArthanI dizAmAM ja doDIzuM to kayAreya paramAtmAne pAmI zakIzuM nahIM. ulTAnI duHkhonI paraMparA ubhI karIzuM. paramAtmA pAse javuM haze to manane te rIte taiyAra karavuM ja paDaze. dIrghadRSTithI vicAra karazo to tamane jaNAze ke te ja sAcuM che. mAlA banAI kAjha kI bIca DAlA sUta mAlA becArI kayA kare kI jAnevAlA kapUta...

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Aso suda-5 | dIrghadRSTi paramakRpALu paramAtmA karuNAthI ApaNane samajAvI rahyA che. dharmano mArga mAnIe teTalo agharo nathI, che to saraLa ja, paNa tene pahelAM magajamAM barAbara besADavo paDaze paNa Aje mANasanA magajamAM jAta-jAtanI ciMtAo bharelI paDI che. saMsAranI ciMtAmAM dharmane vicAravAnI phUrasada ja kyAM che? je janma maLyA pachI svarga ane mokSa sudhI pahoMcI zakAya. tevo durlabha janma maLyA pachI jo Ama veDaphI nAkhazo to duHkhano aMta kayAre Avaze? dIrghadRSTithI vicAra karo to tamane samajAya ke dharma kevo amUlya che ? tame tamArI jAtanI sarakhAmaNI to karo ke pelA jhUMpaDapaTTImAM vasatAM loko karatAM ame kAMIka sukhI chIe, zA mATe ? tamArI pAse kaMIka viziSTa vastu che mATe ja ne ! to e viziSTa vastu che dharma... jo ke A bhavamAM to khabara nathI tame kevo ane keTalo dharma karI rahyA cho ? paNa pUrvajanmamAM karelo dharma tamane cokkasa zAMti ApI rahyo che. lakSmIne kheMcavAnI jarUra nathI. enI meLe AvavA do. puNya ene kheMcIne lAvaze.. tame tamArI mahenate kheMcavA jazo to tame ja tUTI jazo. nyAya nItithI tame tamAruM kAma karo. tethI lakSmI sAmethI ja Avaze. lakhyA lekha mithyA na thAya eka rAjA hato. tene koI saMtAna nahotuM. tethI te ciMtAtura raheto hato. prajA paNa ciMtAmAM hatI. kAraNa ke rAjA ane prajA vacce pitA-putra jevo saMbaMdha hato. rAjAo prajAvatsala rahetA. lIMbaDInA rAjA gAmamAM koI mRtyu thayuM hoya ne to pote jAte tyAM pAtharaNe besavA jatA. tene sAMtvana ApatA. AvA prajAvatsala rahetA. Aje loko ja rAjAne cUMTIne besADe toya eja rAjA lokone khADAmAM nAkhe.. A rAjAno maMtrI khUba hoMziyAra ane paragaju hato. teNe vidhAtA devInI sAdhanA karI. sAdhanAthI zuM azakya hoya! devI pratyakSa thayA. varadAna mAMgavA kahyuM. maMtrIe haTha lIdhI. tyAre devIe kahyuM ke putra thaze paNa sukhI nahIM thAya. ATaluM kahIne devI adRzya thaI

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8) gayA.samaya vItyo. rANIe putrane janma Apyo. rAjAnA harSano koI pAra nathI. putrano janmotsava ujave che. have chaThThInA divase vidhAtA lekha lakhavA Ave che. maMtrI kuMvaranA pAraNA pAse jAgato beTho che. devInI ArAdhanA karelI che tethI maMtrI devIne lekha lakhatAM jue che. lekha lakhIne devI jevAM pAchA phare che tyAM maMtrI temano pAlava pakaDe che. ane pUche che ke lekhamAM zuM lakhyuM te mane jaNAvo. devI kahe che ke A chokaro ra0 varSano thaze tyAre rAjA-rANI bane mRtyu pAmaze. rAjya duzmano paDAvI leze. ane putranI pAse phakata eka ghoDo, doraDuM ane kuhADo A traNa cIja raheze.devI cAlyAM gayAM. A gupta rahasya maMtrI potAnA ja manamAM saMgharIne rAkhe che. vakhatane vItatAM zI vAra ! samaya to pANInA relAnI jema vahI rahyo che. sukhanA divaso jaldI pasAra thaI jAya che. jota-jotAmAM 20 varSa pasAra thaI gayA. rAjArANI bane mRtyu pAme che. have duzmano caDI Ave che. rAjya paDAvI le che. maMtrI paNa rAjya choDIne saMnyAsa svIkAre che... karmarAjAno phaTako A bAju kuMvaranA hAthamAM eka ghoDo, doraDuM ane kuhADo ja rahe che. te laIne kuMvara tyAMthI bhAgI nIkaLe che. eka vakhatano rAjakuMvara Aje bhaTakato bhikhArI banI gayo. karmarAjA kayAre kone behAla banAvaze te kahI zakAtuM nathI. tevA samaye dharma ja sAtha Ape che. A kuMvara ghoDo laIne roja jaMgalamAM jAya che ane lAkaDA kApIne tenAthI potAnuM gujarAna calAve che. maMtrI khUba cAlAka hato. te kuMvaranI pAse pahoMcyo ane kuMvarane kahyuM ke Aje sAMje tuM ghoDo, doraDuM, ane kuhADo traNa vecI nAkhaje. kuMvara kahe che paNa mArI AjIvIkAnuM sAdhana ja A che. e vecI nAkhuM to huM karuM zuM ? saMnyAsI kahe ke tuM ciMtA na karIza huM kahuM tema kara, kuMvare lAkaDAnI bhArI sAthe ghoDo, doraDuM ane kuhADo vecI nAkhyA. sArA paisA maLyA. temAMthI teNe sArI khAvApIvAnI ane paheravAnI cIjo kharIdI. rAta pUrI thaI ane savAra thayuM tyAM to AMgaNAmAM ghoDo, doraDuM ane kuhADo AvIne paDayA che. Azcaryasahita e traNe vastu laIne jaMgalamAM jAya che. sAMje e traNe vecI nAkhe che. savAre

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81 e traNe cIja AMgaNAmAM hAjara thaI jAya che. kAraNa ke tenA nasIbamAM e traNa vastu lakhAyelI ja hatI. tethI te vidhAtAne hAjara karavI ja paDe. vidhAtA roja-roja ghoDA kyAMthI lAve! tethI te kaMTALe che. pelA maMtrI-saMnyAsInI pAse jAya che te kahe che teM to mane saMkaTamAM mUkI dIdhI.huM roja roja ghoDA kyAMthI lAvuM ? maMtrI kahe ke to ene rAja pAchuM ApI de nahIMtara roja ghoDo lAvI Apa. vidhAtA ene rAjya pAchuM apAve che. kahevAnuM tAtparya che ke A to eka vArtA che.. paNa nasIbamAM je lakhAyuM che tene koI mithyA karI zakavAne samartha nathI. keTalAka loko dhULamAMthI paNa dhana pedA kare che. bilDaro zuM kare che ? dhULamAMthI ja kamANI kare che ne ! keTalAka nasIbamAM na hoya to dhanane paNa dhULa kare che. vArasAmAM game teTaluM dhana maLyuM hoya paNa jo nasIbamAM na hoya to te cAlyuM jAya che. tame tamArA prArabdha para bharoMso rAkho. kAvA-dAvA karIne lokone zA mATe lUMTo cho ? tamArA bhAgyamAM lakheluM kayAMya javAnuM nathI. vidhAtAne game tyAMthI ApavuM ja paDaze. pokaLadharma jo mANasa dIrghadRSTithI vicAra kare to ene samajAya ke A zarIra kSaNabhaMgura che. nAzavaMta che. atyAre samaya bahu bhayaMkara che. kaI paLe kaI sekanDe mANasa upaDI jaze te kahI zakAya tema nathI. puNyanuM phaLa badhAne joIe che. gADI, vADI, baMgalA, vaibhava joIe che paNa e jenA dvArA maLe che te puNyane mANaso IcchatA nathI. kahevAya che ke punyasya minhanti puchyuM necchanti mAnavAH / janmASTamI Avaze eTale maMdirone lAITIMgathI zaNagAraze. moTA-moTA varaghoDA kADhaze. paNa jIvanamAM DokiyuM karo to 'janmASTamIne jugArASTamI' banAvI dIdhI che. kharekhara ! ujavaNI karavI hoya to badhA vyasanone te divase tilAMjalI ApI do. pAna, bIDI, sigareTa, tamAku, dArU A badhuM baMdha karI do. bhagavAnanI AjJAne mAthe caDAvo to sAcI rIte janmotsava karyo kahevAya. A to bUmo pADavI che ke hAthI ghoDA pAlakhI jaya kanaiyA lAla kI' paNa jIvanamAM kayAMya kRSNe batAvelA rAhane

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82 jANyo ja na hoya. Acaryo ja na hoya. ApaNe tyAMya tame bUmo pADo cho ne ke "gurUjI amAro aMtarnAda, amane Apo AzIrvAda paNa AzIrvAda levA hoya to sArAM kAma karo. amArI pAse Avo. najIka to AvavuM nathI ane AzIrvAda levA che. bajAranI vacce moTe moTethI bUmo pADaze paNa kayAreya gurUnI najIka AvIne potAnA vyasanone-avaguNone dUra karavAno prayAsa nahIM kare. dharma karavo nathI. vyasano tajavA nathI ane AzIrvAda mATe barADA pADavA che. kevo mAyAvI daMbhI A saMsAra che ! dIrghadRSTithI vicAra karo to tamane khyAla Ave ke tame kyAM ubhA cho ? sthAna rAkhavA dharma amArI pAse ghaNA loko AvatA hoya che ke sAheba amane AzIrvAda Apo. amArI pAse paisA thAya ane ame saMgha kADhIe. meM kahyuM ke bhAI! tAre saMgha kADhIne kAma zuM che ? zuM koIe jAtrA nathI karI ? javAba maLyo ke sAheba evuM nathI ! mitramaMDaLamAMthI koIe mUrti bharAvI che, koIe saMgha kADhyo che, to koIe pUjana bhaNAvyAM che, jo huM kAMI na karAvuM to mAruM sthAna nIcuM paDI jAya ! meM kahyuM ke are bhAI ! mobho sAcavavA dharma karavo che ke pachI sadgati meLavavA ! AvA to eka-be nahIM paNa ghaNA loko Avo ja dharma mAnatA hoya che. AzIrvAda to tamAruM kalyANa thAya tevA mAMgavAnA hoya tene badale zuM tamane paiso kamAvavAnA AzIrvAda ApavA ! paisAne ja mAna ApatI duniyA - zeThanI kathA eka zeTha hatA. gata janmomAM karelA koIka sukRtanAM kAraNe ja A janmamAM aDhaLaka lakSmI maLI. jyAM goLa hoya tyAM mAkhIo Ave. e kahevata anusAra zeThane lakSmI khUba maLI hatI tema mitro paNa ghaNA hatA. paNa puNyanuM vAdaLuM kyAre khasI jAya te kahI zakAtuM nathI. puNya paravArI gayuM. lakSmI dhIme dhIme ghaTavA lAgI. tema mitro paNa ghaTavA lAgyA. chelle evI paristhiti ubhI thaI ke anna ane dAMtane vera thayAM. khAvAnAM sAMsA paDayA. je mitro sAthe pharanAra, rahenAra hatA te badhA have moM dekhADavA paNa AvatAM nathI. kevo svArthI A saMsAra che ! zeThane thayuM ke videzamAM to huM

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83 have kAMI kamANI karI zakIza nahIM. mATe paradeza jAuM. kamANI karavA paradeza gayA. keTalAMka karmo kSetra badalAtAM pUrAM thatAM hoya che. paradezamAM zeThanuM puNya khIlyuM. sArI evI lakSmI meLavI. svadeza yAda Avyo. aDhaLaka lakSmI sAthe svadeza pAchA pharI rahyA che. gAmanA mANasone khabara paDI ke zeTha khUba kamANI karIne AvI rahyA che. zeThanuM sAmaiyuM karavuM joIe. mitro badhA bhegA maLyA. sAmaiyuM laIne sAme gayA. zeTha ekadama simpala DresamAM AvI rahyA che. koIne kalpanA paNa nA Ave ke A mANasa abajonI saMpattivALo che. zeTha AgaLa cAle che pAchaLa ghoDA para dhanano khaDakalo che. eka-be ghoDA nahIM. paNa pAMcapaccIsa ghoDAnA kAphalA sAthe AvI rahyA che. saunI mokhare zeTha che chatAM loko ghaNA varSa pachI ane sAdA DresamAM rahelA zeThane oLakhI zakatA nathI. temane zeThano nokara samajIne pUche che ke zeTha kayAM che ? zeThe kahyuM ke pAchaLa ghoDA para Ave che. loko pAchaLa gayA, ghoDA para to mAla-sAmAna sivAya koI dekhAtuM nathI, pAchA AgaLa AvIne temane ja pUche che ke pAchaLa to koI nathI zuM tame ja zeTha cho ke? zeTha kahe che ke hA, zeTha to huM pote ja chuM paNa tame jenuM sAmaiyuM karavA AvyA cho te ghoDAnI pITha para che. It is on the Horse back. loko zaramiMdA banI gayA. zeTha kahe che ke huM to eno e ja chuM. pahelAM jyAre mArI pAse A (dhana) hatuM tyAre tame mane pUjatA hatA. ane Aje paNa A AvyuM eTale pUjatA AvyA. saMsAramAM AvuM ja cAlatuM hoya che. svArtha haze tyAM sudhI tame phUle pUjAzo, ane svArtha pUro thatAM e ja loko tamane patharA mAranArA haze.mATe to mahApuruSo kahe che ke bhAI ! jarA vicArI jo, dIrghadraSTithI vicAro to tamane samajAze ke A dhana-dolatanI koI ja kiMmata nathI. che yuvAvasthAmAM mANasa dhanane mATe Arogya gumAve che ane pachI ! vRddhAvasthAmAM Arogya mATe dhana gumAve che, aMtamAM tenI pAse eka rahetuM nathI. ! moTA samaMdara zA kAmanAM, tRSA koInI na TaLe, ethI nAnI nadIo bhalI, jyAM sarvane zAMti maLe...)

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Aso suda-6 dIrghadRSTi paramakRpALu paramAtmA ApaNane dharmano maMgalamaya mArga batAvava jaNAvI rahyA che ke dharmano sparza jIvana sAthe hovo joIe. eka saMgha kADhayo navvANuM karAvyuM, comAsuM karAvyuM. koI jagyAe bhagavAna besADayA. eTale dharma thaI gayo ema na mAnazo. dharma tamArA eka-eka vyavahAramAM vaNAyelo hovo joIe. jhADanA mULamAM pANI reDavAnuM hoya che, enI zAkhA para ke phaLa para pANI reDavAnuM nathI. mULamAM pANI reDo eTale vRkSa enI meLe phUlaze ane phAlaze. tema badhA ja sukhonuM mULa evA dharmane karo. sukho ApameLe Avaze. dhana meLavavAnI anAdikALanI je saMjJA che ene dUra karIne dharma meLavavAnI laganI jagAvo. paiso jIvane mANasa banAvI zakato nathI... arthAt manuSyajanma apAvI zakato nathI. cakravartIne abajonI saMpatti hoya che chatAM jo te choDe nahIM to te narakamAM jAya che, mATe saMpatti maLe eTale sadgati maLI jAya evuM mAnIne besI na rahezo. dharmane gaMbhIratAthI vicAravo joIe. dIrghadRSTithI samajavo joIe. zAstramAM eka dRSTAMta Ave che. DAMgaranA dANA para kathA eka zeTha hatA. tene cAra dikarA.. cAre dikarAne paraNAvyA. zeTha have saMsAranA vyavahAromAMthI mukti IcchatA hatA. dikarA badhuM saMbhALI zake tevA thAya eTale tame nivRtta thavA Iccho ke nahIM ? keTalAka mANaso evA hoya che ke chellA zvAsa sudhI vyavahAra ne dhaMdhAne choDe nahIM - chevaTe mRtyu Ave eTale badhuM chUTI jAya. saMsAranI upAdhimAMthI mukta thAo to tamane dharma karavAno-vicAravAno samaya maLe. zeThe vicAryuM ke gharano ATalo moTo kArabhAra kone soMpavo ? vahuonI parIkSA karavA teNe eka moTo samAraMbha yojyo. badhA sagA-svajanone bolAvyA. pachI badhAnI vacamAM vArA pharatI eka-eka vahune bolAve che. ane cAre vahune DAMgaranA pAMca-pAMca dANA sAcavavA mATe Ape che. ane kahyuM ke huM mAguM tyAre mane Apajo. moTI

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85 vahune thayuM ke A DosAnI sAThe buddhi nAThI lAge che. A pAMca dANAne zuM karavA che ? sasarA mAMgaze tyAre gharamAMthI bIjA pAMca dANA lAvIne ApI daIza. Ane kyAM sAcavavA ? ema vicArI teNe pAMca dANA pheMkI dIdhA. bIjA naMbaranI vahu te dANA khAI gaI. trIjA naMbaranI vahue vicAryuM ke sasarAjIe badhAnI vacce A dANa ApyAM che tethI kAMI rahasya haze. teNe sAcavIne tijorImAM mUkI dIdhA. have cothA naMbaranI vahu bahu hoMziyAra hatI. teNe vicAryuM ke mArA sasarAjI ghaNA buddhizALI che. temaNe koI hetuthI ja A dANA amane ApyA haze. teNe te dANAne potAnA piyara mokalAvI ApyA. ane bhAIone kahayuM ke A pAMca dANAne tame khetaramAM judA vAvajo, ane temAMthI je pAka thAya te dANA bIjA varSe. temAMthI je maLe te trIjA varSe. Ama enA eja dANAo vAvatA jajo cothInI caturAI vakhata vAyo. pAMceka varSano gALo pasAra thaI gayo. sasarAjIe pharIne moTo samAraMbha rAkhyo. badhI vahuone pelAM pAMca dANA lAvavA kahyuM. moTI vahue to koThImAMthI pAMca dANA lAvIne ApyA. sasarAe kahyuM ke A dANA meM ApelA nathI. meM ApelA dANA kyAM gayA? moTI vahu sAcuM bolI gaI. teNe kahyuM ke pitAjI ! e to meM pheMkI dIdhA. ThIka, bIjI vahu pAse mAMgyA. bIjIe kahyuM ke huM te dANA khAI gaI. sasarAjI kahyuM ke ThIka. trIjIne kahyuM. trIjI e tijorImAMthI lAvIne ApyA. cothI vahune sasarAe hyuM ke dANA lAvo. nAnI vahue kahyuM ke pitAjI e dANAne levA mATe to tamAre gADe-gADA mokalavA paDaze. sasarAjIe gADAM ApyA. pa00 gADAM bharIne cokhA lAvavAmAM AvyA. dIrghadRSTi sasarAe joyuM ke moTI vahue dANAne nAkhI dIdhA che tene nAkhatAM ja AvaDe che. mATe tene gharano kacaro kADhavA vagerenuM kArya soMpyuM. bIjI vahu khAI gaI. tene khAtAM ja AvaDe ema samajIne sasarAe tene bhaThiyAro (rasoInuM) soMpyo. trIjI vahue dANAne sAcavI rAkhyA hatA. tethI tene ghareNAM vagerene sAcavavAnuM kAma soMpyuM. ane

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cothI vahue potAnI buddhithI dANAne vadhAryA tethI tene gharano saMpUrNa kArobAra soMpyo. dekharekha tene rAkhavAnI. badhA tenI hakumata nIce. A to dRSTAMta che teno upanaya ghaTAve che. puNyanA cAra prakAro ApaNe puNyane pheMkI devuM che, khAI javuM che, sAcavI rAkhavuM che ke vadhAravuM che. Aje moTo varga puNyane pheMkI rahyo che arthAt veDaphI rahyo che. tame mojazokhamAM dhanane veDaphI nAkho cho ne ! pharavA jAya tyAM pAMca-paccIsa hajAra kharcIne Ave. koI garIba kuTuMbane madada karI hota to keTalA mANasane rAhatanuM kAma thAta. to zuM tamAre Ama puNyane veDaphI nAkhavAnuM che ? keTalAka mANaso puNyane khAI javAnuM kAma kare che. uDAu mANasa jema Ave tema, jyAM-tyAM paisAnI pheMkApheMkI ja karato hoya che. keTalAka mANaso puNyane sAcavI rAkhe. AvelI lakSmIne thoDI ghaNI vApare.. jyAre keTalAka mANaso sArA kAryo dvArA-bIjAnA bhalA dvArA- dAna-dayA paropakArathI potAnA puNyano vadhAro karI rahyA che. A cAra prakAranA mANasomAM tamAro naMbara mAM Ave te vicArajo... sauthI zreSTha puNyamAM vadhAro karanArA mANaso che..! vizeSajJa dharmanA arthI mANasano 16mo guNa vizeSajJa uttamadharmanI prApti kayAre thAya ? je mANasa vizeSajJa eTale ke taphAvatane jANanAro hoya te sAcA dharmane pArakhI zake che. goLa ane khoLanA bhedane jANanAro ja goLane prApta karI zake che. tema guNo kayA ane doSo kayA che tene samaje to guNone ArAdhI zake. saMpatti maLyA pachI paNa te jo vizeSajJa hoya to ja saMpattino sadvyaya karI zake nahIMtara bhoga vilAsa, amanacamanamAM maLelA janmane ane maLelI saMpattine gumAvI de, dharmanA Aje ghaNA phAMTAMo che, ghaNA prakAranA gaccho che, saMpradAyo che A badhAmAMthI vizeSajJa mANasa ja sArAne grahaNa karI zake che. nahIMtara anyamArge doravAI jAya. Aje jagatano moTA bhAgano varga jyAM camatkAra tyAM namaskAra karanAro

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banI gayo che. A guNanA abhAve te eTalo badho aMdhazraddhALu banI gayo che ke tene paththaramAM camatkAra dekhAya to paththara pAse paNa potAnA bhogone mAMgavA besI jAya. koI tene batAvanAro joIe ke bhAI ! AnI pAse mAMga tane badhuM maLaze. aMdhazraddhALu mUrNanI kathA eka mANasa hato. tene strI khovAI gaI. te rAmanA maMdire jaIne bhagavAna pAse khUba raDavA lAgyo. tene raDato joIne pUjArIne dayA AvI. pUjArIe kahyuM ke bhAI zuM thayuM che ATalA badhA kema raDo cho ? mane kaho to kAMIka ukela maLaze. pahelAM to pelA mANase kahevAnI nA pADI. kAMI nathI. pharI pUjArI e kahyuM ke bhAI ! A rAmanI huM varSothI pUjA karuM chuM tame Aje ja kadAca darzana karavA AvyA cho e ema kAMI tamArI prArthanA nahIM sAMbhaLe. mane kaho mArI sAMbhaLaze. kAraNa ke tamArA karatAM mArI vadhAre lAgavaga che. meM temane vadhAre pUjyA che. pelAne thayuM ke sAcI vAta che. huM to kayAreka ja yAda karuM chuM. A to roja ene pUje che. pelA mANase pUjArIne kahyuM ke bhAI mArI strI khovAI gaI che te jaldI maLI jAya tenA mATe huM bhagavAnane prArthanA karavA Avyo chuM. pUjArIe kahyuM ke alyA tuM bhUlyo ! jo tAre tArI strIne meLavavI hoya to hanumAna pAse jA.. kAraNa ke rAmanI sItA khovAI gaI tyAre hanumAne ja zodhI ApI hatI.. pelA mANasane lAgyuM ke sAcI vAta che. te gayo hanumAnanA maMdire tyAM hanumAnanI mUrti para besIne eka uMdara nAcato hato. tene lAgyuM ke hanumAna karatAM to A FUdara caDiyAto che. uMdarane pakaDIne pAMjarAmAM pUryo ane uMdaranI pUjA karavA pAgyo. eka divasa bilADIne uMdara pakaDatAM joI. Ane lAgyuM ke uMdara karatAM to bilADI caDiyAtI che. bilADIne pUjavA lAgyo. vaLI eka divasa TlADInI pAchaLa kUtarAne doDato joyo. tethI bilADI karatAM kUtaro caDiyAto. dharAne ghare lAvyA. tene roja navaDAve, TIlA TapakAM kare. tenI strI je ghera vI gaI teNe joyuM. tene lAgyuM ke Amane kema samajAvavA ! jene jUe pUjavA lAge che. tene pATha bhaNAvavA teNe eka divasa tenA jotAM ja

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88 kUtarAne dhoko mAryo. kUtaro cIso pADato bhAgyo. A bhAI sAhebane lAgyuM ke are kUtarA karatAM to mArI strI ja mahAna che. tenI ja mAre pUjA karavI joIe. have bAyaDIne pUjavA lAgyo. strI ciDANI teNe hAtha ugAmyo. A bhAIsAhebe dhoko lIdho. ThokI dIdho. strI raDavA lAgI. tyAre A mANasane lAgyuM ke arere ! badhA karatAM to huM ja mahAna chuM kevI mUrkhatA ! kevI aMdhazraddhA! AvA aneka camatkArone batAvatA aneka phAMTAo Aje vidyamAna che. bAvA-bhUvA, saMnyAsIo Aje aneka bhoLA lokone chetarI rahyA che. AvA A yugamAM vizeSajJa mANasa ja sAcA tattvane pAmI zake. bujhAtI dIpakanI jyota... astAcale jaI rahelo sUrya nAbhimAMthI uThato zvAsa... dRSTino ughADa hoya to ApaNane motano aNasAra ApatA hoya tevuM lAge che, paNa ApaNI pAse AMkha ja nathI tyAM dRSTinA ughADanI vAta zI karavI ?

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Aso suda-9 zrI siddhacakranA vyAkhyAna - paheluM pada varSamAM be vAra navapadanI ArAdhanA karavAmAM Ave che. jyAM jUo tyAM daherAsaramAM siddhacakranuM yaMtra hoya ja. siddhacakra eka cakra che. temAM dareka padonuM mahattva khUba ja che. jema ghaDiyALamAM eka-eka sperapArTanuM mahattva hoya che. ghaDiyALa AkhI hoya paNa kAMTA ja na hoya to, kAMTA hoya paNa cAvI ja na hoya to, sela vALI ghaDiyALamAM badhuM ja che paNa sela ja na hoya to. eka skU jo na hoya to ghaDiyALa na cAle tema - eka pada na hoya to tenuM sAmarthya tUTI jAya che. navapadamAM zAsana che ane zAsanamAM navapada che. tenA traNa vibhAga che. deva, guru ane dharma, pahelAM be padomAM deva che bIjA traNa padomAM guru che ane chellA cAra padomAM dharma che. navapadamAM pAMca guNI che ane cAra guNa che. e cAra guNanA baLathI ja arihaMta, siddha vagere thAya che. deve zAsananI sthApanA karI ane guruoe tene calAvyuM. arihaMta prathama kema? navapadamAM pahelAM arihaMtapada zA mATe ? arihaMta paramAtmAne to cAra karmono ja kSaya thayo che jyAre siddha paramAtmAne to AThe karmono kSaya thaI gayo che chatAM pahelAM arihaMta ane pachI siddha. Ama kema? eTalA mATe ke ApaNA sauthI najIkanA upakArI te che. ApaNane mArga batAvanAra, are ! jagatamAM siddhapada che ema kahenAra koNa che ? arihaMta sivAya A badhuM koNa samajAve? Ama to mANasa dharmathI ja tare che ne ! chatAM ApaNe devaguru ane dharmamAM devane vadhAre upakArI mAnIe chIe. kAraNa ke jema koI zeThe saMkaTamAM AvI paDelI koI vyaktine 100 rUpiyA ApyA. tenAthI teno kaTokaTIno samaya nIkaLI gayo. have e vakhate e zuM bolaze ke zeThe mane bacAvI lIdho. enA upakArane e na bhUle. kharekhara to rUpiyAe ja ene bacAvyo hato ne ! paNa zeTha na hota to rUpiyA maLata kyAMthI? tema jagatamAM dharmathI A bhavasamudrane tarI zakAya che te sAcI vAta paNa dharmane batAvanAra koNa?

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9) arihaMta paramAtmA ja ne ! jo e na maLyA hota to ApaNA hAthamAM dharma Avata ja nahIM. dharma to miyAMbhAI paNa kare che paNa kevo? DUbADanAro ja ne ! mATe mANasa jo zAMtacitte vicAra kare ne to ene arihaMta paramAtmA tarapha bahumAna jAgyA vagara raheja nahIM. guru paNa arihaMte dharma sthApyo pachI ja emAM joDAyA ne ! gautama svAmI bhale zAsanane calAvanArA kahevAya chatAM paNa jo bhagavAna mahAvIra na maLyA hota to homa-havana ja karatA hota ne! AvA gurunI bheTa ApanAra koNa? arihaMta ja ne! saMto kaI mastImAM DUbelA hoya che? prabhu maLyA te mastImAM ja ne! janmAMtaramAM jaIzuM to A badhAmAMthI eka cIja paNa sAthe AvavAnI kharI ! sAthe AvanAra to bhagavAnanuM smaraNa ja ne ! Ama mahAnamAM mahAna upakArI kendrasthAne rahelA arihaMta paramAtmA che. mATe sAco kRtajJa mANasa rAta-divasa arihaMtane bhUle nahIM. jyAM jyAM sAruM che e badhuM batAvanAra arihaMta che, ene bhUlAya kema ! jyAre jIvanamAM arihaMtanuM AgavuM sthAna Ave che. pachI ene daherAsaramAM vara nahIM, paNa gharamAM daherAsara AvI jAya che. utsarpiNIkAlanA cha ArA ane avasarpiNI kAlanA che ArA.. ema bAra ArAnuM kALa cakra vaNathaMbhya cAlyA kare che. utsarpiNI kAlano pahelo, bIjo ane trIjo Aro avasarpiNI kAlanA cothA, pAMcamA ane chaThThA ArA jevA hoya che. pahelAM ArAmAM sukha ja sukha hoya che. dharatInI mATImAM sAkara karatAM paNa vadhAre mIThAza hoya che. te ArAmAM rahelA jIvo kALa karIne niyamAnuM svarge ja jatA hoya che. teo atyaMta saraLa hoya che. utsarpiNI kAlanA pahelA ArAnA cAra koDAkoDI sAgaropama varSa, bIjA ArAnA traNa koDAkoDI sAgaropama tathA trIjA ArAnA koDAkoDI sAgaropama varSa ane Aja rIte avasarpiNI kALanA cothA, pAMcamAM ane chaThThA ArAnA nava koDAkoDI sAgaropama varSa kula aDhAra kaDAkoDI sAgaropamanI sthitimAM dharma hoto ja nathI. trIjA ArAno moTo bhAga vyatIta thayA pachI arihaMta paramAtmAno janma thAya che ane dharmanI sthApanA kare che. arihaMta bhagavAna sUrya samAna che. e sUrya aDhAra koDAkoDI sAgaropamanA aMdhArAne ulece che.

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siddhacakramAM kendra sthAne arihaMta paramAtmA che ane arihaMta paramAtmAnA kendrasthAne jagatanA kalyANanI uccakoTInI bhAvanA che. te bhAvanAthI tIrthakara nAmakarma upArjana kare che. A nAmakarmanA prabhAvathI bhagavAnamAM evI zakti Ave che ke tenAthI te tIrthanI sthApanA kare che. sthApanA karavI e ghaNuM moTuM tathA agharuM kAma che. rasto paDyA pachI e raste cAlanArA hajAro mANaso haze. paNa rasto pADavo e kaThina che. tIrthanI sthApanA pachI hajAro lAkho loko tare. Aje ApaNe eka saMsthAnI sthApanA karavI hoya to so vicAro Ave che. Aje hajAro mANaso ghara choDe che, mojazokha choDe che, konA nAme? bhagavAna mahAvIranA nAme ja ne ! are ! bhagavAna mahAvIrano janma thayo eTaluM sAMbhaLavA mATe karoDo rUpiyA kharcAya che. kevuM ajaba vyaktitva haze ke eka vyaktinA nAme hajAro loko tarI gayA. kevuM ajabanuM puNya ! mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe mAsakSamaNa. temAM eka ja ciMtana ke basa badhA jIvone huM kema sukhI karuM ? duHkhamAMthI jIvo kema mukti pAme ! zAsanapremI bane ! badhAnuM kalyANa kema thAya ? A eka ja vicAraNA. bhagavAnanA roma-romamAM kalyANanI bhAvanA paDelI che. A bhAvanAmAMthI ja AvuM ajaba koTInuM puNya upArjana thAya che. ApaNA romeromamAM svArthanI bhAvanA bharelI che. bhagavAnanA rome romamAM parArtha bharelo paDelo che mATe to bhagavAna parArthavyasanI kahevAyA. vicAradhArAnuM puNya ApaNI vicAradhArA keTalI nabaLI che. eka saMgha kADhe to ya cAMdInI phremavALA mAnapatranI jhaMkhanA kare ! keTalI tucchatA. enA badale ema vicAre ke A mAnapatrane huM lAyaka chuM kharo? mArA para kRpA karIne A saMghamAM joDAIne mANasoe mArI lakSmIne sArthaka karavAnI mane taka ApI che. AvI uccavicAradhArA hovI joIe. dhanasArthavAhanA bhavamAM bhagavAna AdinAtha sAthe laIne jAya che. manamAM eka ja vicAraNA che ke huM ekalo ja sukhI thAuM e na cAle, mArA gAmanA badhA mANaso sukhI thavA joIe. mATe to sAthe laI jatAM pahelAM ghoSaNA karAve che ke jene AvavuM hoya te cAlo, sagavaDa

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92 badhI mArA taraphathI... ghaNA loko joDAya che. sAthe AcArya mahArAja paNa che. eka samaye rAtrInA dhanasArthavAha jAgI jAya che tyAM temanA kAne vArtAlApano avAja athaDAya che. be cokIdAro paraspara vAto karatAM hoya che ke ApaNA zeTha kevA udAra che ! kevA dayALu che ! kevA paropakArI che! cokIdAroe karelI potAnA prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne manamAM phUlAtA nathI. paNa vicAre che ke A prazaMsAne huM lAyaka chuM kharo ! tyAM vicAratA AcArya mahArAja yAda Ave che... are ! A mahArAja sAhebane to huM bhUlI gayo. emaNe emanI vyavasthA kevI rIte karI haze... ! potAnI bhUlano khUba pazcAttApa thAya che. pazcAttApano agni eTalo badho prajavalita bane che ke heM phATatAM ja sAdhu mahArAjanA pAla tarapha doDe che, pagamAM paDIne mAphI mAMge che... vahoravA mATenuM AmaMtraNa Ape che. temanA bhAvollAsa joIne muni bhagavaMta vahoravA padhAre che. savAranA pahoramAM taiyAra to kaMI hatuM nahIM. zuM vahorAvavuM ? ghInA kuDalA jue che. AkhuM kuDaluM upADe che ane pAtrAmAM ThAlavI de che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke e samaye evI uccabhAvadhArA cAlI rahI che ke tyAM ja bodhibIjanI prApti kare che. bIjo koI dharma jANatA nahotA ke karyo paNa nahoto. basa bhAvamAMthI ja tIrthakara nAmakarma bAMdhyuM. Aja sudhI ApaNe svArthI ja vicAradhArA vahAvI che. sago bhAI paNa paisAdAra thAya to ApaNane na posAya. ApaNe dukAne beThA hoya to kema bIjAne luTuM ? AvI halakI vicAradhArA cAlatI hoya. vicAradhArAnuM puNya, bhagavAna AdinAthanuM jIvanabhagavAna mahAvIranuM jIvana juo to khyAla Ave. bIjAnuM sAruM na karI zako to kAMI nahIM, paNa bIjAnuM buruM karavAnuM nahIM evo to niyama lo. bIjAnuM kharAba karavAno vicAra Avyo ke tarata ja manane Thapako Apo. Avo vicAra mane Avyo? A to aspRzya vicAra che. caMDALa che. ApaNe caMDALathI kevA dUra bhAgIe chIe. ema kharAba vicArathI dUra bhAgavAnuM che. amArA gurUdeva bApajI mahArAjane gussAmAM paNa zabdo bhalAnAja nIkaLatA. te kayAreka koI ziSyo para gusso kare to paNa zuM kahe ke "tArA bhalA thAya.." rome romamAM bIjAnA bhalAnI bhAvanA

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93 paDelI hoya tyAre AvA udgAra nIkaLe. AkhI duniyAnA lokone madada na karI zako to kAMI nahIM, paNa tamArI dukAne levA AvanAra grAhakane ADuMavaLuM samajAvIne chetaravo nahIM. A to zakaya che ne ? zuM chetaravAthI ja tame paisAdAra thavAnA cho ? nA, A tamArI bhramaNA che. lakSmI to puNyane AdhIna che. ATaluM to karo ke bIjAnuM kharAba thAya tevuM mAre vicAravuM nathI, karavuM nathI ane bolavuM nathI. dharma eTale mAtra kriyAkAMDa nathI. khoLiyuM hoya paNa aMdara prANa na hoya to... sAruM vicArI zakatA nathI, sAruM bolI zakatA nathI ke nathI sAruM karI zakatA... huM zA mATe ghasAuM ? caMdana ghasAya che badalAmAM zItaLatA ane sugaMdhI Ape che mATe bhagavAnanA mastake caDe che. tIrthaMkaro ghasAya che mATe mahAnapade pahoMcyA che. temaNe zAsananI sthApanA zuM potAnA mATe karI che ? ApaNe bIjAne ghasavA mATe taiyAra chIe paNa ApaNane ghasAvuM pAlavatuM nathI. bhaluM karavAnA vicAromAM sugaMdhI che ane bIjAnuM kharAba karavAnA vicaromAM durgaMdhI che. jenA pAMca kalyANakanA divase narakamAM paNa ajavALAM patharAya che. jagatanA kalyANanI bhAvanAthI bharelo eka piMDa A pRthvI para avatarI rahyo che tyAre jyAM sadAkALane mATe aMdhakAra ja aMdhakAra chavAyelo che. satata duHkha ja du:kha che tyAM paNa kSaNabharane mATe zAMti patharAya che. kevuM ajaba puNya ! saMsAra eka samudra che bhagavAna tIrthaMkara che. tIrtha eTale Aro... taLAvamAM, nadIomAM, sarovaramAM badhe ja ArA hoya che. ArA vinA ApaNe game te bAjuethI taLAva vageremAM uta2vA jaIe to DUbI ja jaIe. tema saMsAra rUpI samudrane taravA mATeno tIrtha e Aro che. tauryatenena ti tIrtham / tAre te tIrtha. saMsArane samudranI upamA zA mATe ApavAmAM AvI che ? samudramAM to pANI hoya. saMsAra paNa janma-jarA-mRtyu rUpI pANIthI cikkAra bharelo che. A pANI paNa samudranI jema ghaNuM uMDu che. emAMthI pAra utaravuM saheluM nathI. kAraNa ke ApaNI pAse sAcuM darzana ja nathI. ApaNane avaLI ja buddhi maLI che.

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84 mahApuruSo jene choDavAnuM kahe che tene ApaNe majabUta rIte pakaDI rAkhIe chIe. jyAM sudhI ApaNane A badhuM mithyA che evuM bhAna nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI ApaNe A saMsAramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI zakavAnA nathI. kadAca sAcI dRSTi prApta thAya to paNa ApaNe ene svIkArI zakatA nathI. zrAvake navakArazI cauvihAra karavA joIe. ApaNe A jANIe chIe chatAM tamane kahevAmAM Ave ke bhAI ATalo niyama lo. Akho divasa khAvAnI chUTa paNa sUryodaya pahelAM ane sUryAsta pachI tyAga, chatAM taiyAra thAya che kharA ! A viratInuM baMdhana ApaNane gamatuM nathI. aviratImAM ja ApaNane rasa che. ghaNA loko kahe ke sAheba ame karIzuM paNa niyama nahIM laIe. harAyA DhoranI mAphaka pharyA karIe chIe. are ! tamArA bhalA mATe tamane kahIe ke bhAI! masAlA na khAo. chatAM svIkAro cho kharA ? "nAtha vinAno baLada ane niyama vinAno marada bane nakAmA che. nAtha vinAno baLada hoya te AkhalA jevo thaIne ja phare ne ! pratikramaNanI zarUAtamAM phalANAne AvavA do ema karatAM vATa jUe ne pAratI vakhate kAusagnamAM koIne thoDI vAra lAgene to jhaTapaTa pArIne ubho thaI jAya. jANe chUTayA jelamAMthI, chUTyA jevo hAzakAro thAya che. kAraNa ke ApaNane aviratI bahu game che. letI vakhate vATa joze paNa pAratI vakhate to te evo akaLAI gayo haze ke pArIne jhaTapaTa ghara bhego... jyAre sAcI samajaNa Avaze tyAre tene saMsAra choDatAM ema thaze ke hAza chUTayo. ApaNane sAmAnya niyama paNa levo gamato nathI. jUThuM na bolAya, hiMsA na karAya, corI na karAya, vizvAsaghAta na karAya, chetarI na zakAya. A badhuM to jIvanamAM svAbhAvika ja vaNAyeluM hovuM joIe. enA badale ulaTuM che. mithyAdRSTinA kAraNe tathA aviratInA kAraNe ApaNA mATe saMsAra taravo khUba ja muzkela banI gayo che. mithyAnuM AvaraNa eTaluM badhuM gADha che ke ApaNane ApaNAmAM rahelo krodha ane mAnanI bhUkha ApaNane dekhAtAM nathI. nAma ane mAnanI pAchaLa A duniyA pAgala banI che. samudramAM cAra pAtALa kaLazo hoya che. jemAM vAyu bharAvAthI samudramAM ekadama bharatI Ave che. tema A saMsArarUpI samudramAM krodha-mAna-mAyA-lobha rUpI cAra tional

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95 pAtALa kaLazA che. temAMthI jyAre krodha vagere bahAra uchaLatA hoya tyAre bhalabhalA tapasvIo ne tyAgIo paNa pheMkAI jatA hoya che. gItAmAM paNa kRSNa bhagavAne kahyuM che - trivadhe nara tAruM nAzanamatminaH ! : joitathA romatAtat trayaM tyamt narakanA traNa daravAjA chekAma, krodha ane lobha... Aje moTA bhAganA anartho A traNanA kAraNe ja sarjAya che. kAma tArA pApe...! hamaNAM thoDA divasa pahelAM ja chApAmAM eka kisso Avelo. traNa jigarajAna mitro hatA, eka-bIjAne maLyA vagara cAle ja nahIM. ema kahI zakAya ke jIva eka ne khoLiyAM judA. AvI mitrAcArI hatI. ekavAra eka dostanI bahena sAthe bIjA dostanI AMkho maLI gaI. dhIme-dhIme banne vacce prema gADha banato gayo. vaLI bIjA dosta sAthe paNa tene lagAva jAmyo. strI eka ane tene lenAra be jaNA banI gayA. eka divasa vAta-vAtamAM eka doste kahyuM ke mane tArI bena sAthe prema thayo che. tuM goThavaNa karI Apa amArA lagnanI. tyAM bIjo bolyo ke enI benanI sAthe to mAre prema che mAre tene paraNavuM che. banne vacce vivAda cAlyo. chevaTe vivAdano aMta khUnathI Avyo. eka doste bIjA dostane amUka jagyAe maLavA bolAvyo. dostInA nAte bhoLAbhAve te maLavA gayo. tyAM ja tIkSNa hathiyArothI tenuM khUna karI nAMkhyuM. konA lIdhe? kAma-vAsanAnA lIdhe ja ne ! kevA saMbaMdho svArthi ane kSaNika che. pRthvIrAja cauhANa saMyuktA nAmanI strInA mohamAM DUbI javAthI AkhA bhAratane hArI gayo. - samudramAM moTAM-moTAM Avarto hoya che. jo enI aMdara koI vahANa AvI jAya to te DUbI ja jAya. tema A saMsArarUpI samudramAM paNa mohanA moTA moTA Avarte che. mohanA cakkaramAM je phasAyo te gayo. briTIza sAmrAjyano rAjA koI vidhavAnA cakkaramAM phasAI gayo. briTIza lokoe kahyuM ke kAM to sattA choDo ane kAM to vidhavAne choDo. mohanA AvartamAM evo to phasAI gayelo ke briTIza rAjyane choDI dIdhuM. sattA parathI nIce

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96 utarI gayo. briTIza rAjya eTaluM patharAyeluM hatuM ke e rAjyamAM sUrya kayAre Athamato nahIM ema kahevAtuM. AvA samartha rAjyano dhaNI hovA chatAM vidhavAnA mohamAM phasAI gayo. Ama saMsArane samudranI sAthe sarakhAvavAmAM Avyo che. samudramAMthI pAra utaravuM hoya to Aro joIze. saMsAranA samudramAMthI pAra utaravA mATe arihaMta paramAtmA tIrthanI sthApanA kare che. mATe teo tIrthaMkara kahevAya che. tIrthasthAnanuM mahattva zA mATe ? kAraNa ke tIrthasthAnomAM sArA vicAro ja moTA bhAge bharelA hoya che. daherAsaramAM jeTalo samaya beThA hoIe teTalo samaya to kharAba vicArothI bacIe. dAdAnA darzana karavA jaIe tyAre moTAbhAge zubha vicAro ja Ave. kAraNa ke vAtAvaraNanI asara che. koI vezyAnA sthAna pAsethI pasAra thaIe to tyAM kharAba paramANuthI vyApta hovAnA kAraNe ApaNA zubha vicAro paNa azubha banI jAya che. svAmI vivekAnaMda mATe kahevAtuM ke rastAmAM cAlatAM sinemAgRha vacamAM Ave to pote te sAIDa choDIne sAmenI sAIDe jatA rahe. sinemAgRha puruM thAya pachI A sAIDe AvatA rahe. mAtRbhakta zravaNa mAtRbhakta zravaNanA jIvanamAM paNa vicArothI eka prasaMga banelo. zravaNa mAtA-pitAne kAvaDamAM besADIne tIrthasthAnomAM pheravI rahyo che. mahArASTramAM gayo che tyAM kAverI tIrthasthAna che. lokone pUche che ke kAverI kyAM AgaLa che ? kAvaDamAM mAta-pitAne besADIne jaI rahelA zravaNane loko kahe che ke kAverI-kAverI zuM karo cho ? tame pote ja kAverI rUpa cho. tIrthathI tame nahIM paNa tamArAthI tIrtha pavitra thaze. tamArI mAtA-pitA taraphanI ajoDa bhakti ja tIrthasvarUpa che. Aje to jo ke A badhuM lupta thaI rahyuM che. ApaNA dezamAM to kaMIke jaLavAI rahyuM che, paNa amerIkA vagere dezomAM to 16 varSanI uMmara thatAM ja putra mAtA-pitAne choDI de, pachI koI ja levA-devA nahIM. mA-bApanI bhakti e puNyabaMdhanuM kAraNa che. zravaNa pANipatanA yuddhanA

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97 medAnamAMthI pasAra thAya che. aneka yuddho aneka saMhAro tyAM thayelA che. cArebAju mAra-phADanA vicAronA ja pudgalo bharelA paDyA che. tyAMthI pasAra thatAM mAtRbhakata zravaNanA vicAro ekadama palaTAyA. tene thayuM ke Avo bhAra jIMdagI sudhI zuM mAre veThavAno ? Ama to huM marI jaIza. A mA-bApa have kayAre marI jAya ane huM chuTo thAuM. juo vicAronI kevI asara thaI? pachI e medAna pAra karyuM tyAM pAchA vicAro palaTAyA. are ! A zuM vicAryuM? mA-bApano mArA para kevo upakAra che. AkhA vizvamAM vicAranA paramANuo phelAyelA che. ghaNA lokonA vicAro khUba ujjavaLa hoya che to tenA mukha para tejasvItA patharAyelI dekhAya che. jyAre ghaNAnA vicAro kALA hoya che tethI tenA moM para jANe kALI zAhI copaDI hoya tema kALAza patharAI jAya che. vicAramAM jabarajasta zakti che. ArogyanA vicAra karazo to Arogya sudharI jaze. ane jo tame mAMdagInA vicAra karazo to sAjA hazo to paNa mAMdA lAgazo. saMpe saMpata sAMpaDe, saMpe pAme sukha saMpa vinAnA mAnavI, paLa paLa pAme duHkha. daherAsaramAM jAo tyAre - jinabhakti. saMsAranA vyavahAramAM raho tyAre - jIvamaitrI. ekAMtamAM raho tyAre - AtmamaitrI

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Aso suda-8 arihaMtanuM nAma mANasAI moTo dharma che navapadamAM mukhya sthAne arihaMta che. mANasa mahAna nathI, paNa mANasanI bhAvanA mahAna che.eka-eka tIrthaMkara paramAtmAonA jIvana jozo to temanI bhAvanAno tamane khyAla Avaze. neminAtha bhagavAna pUrva janmamAM pati-patnI jaMgalamAM jaI rahyA che tyAM jaMgalamAM koI guphAmAM mahAtmA kAusagga dhyAne rahelA che. mahAtmA ekadama paDI gayA.. paDavAno avAja bane jaNAe sAMbhaLyo. banne avAja sAMbhaLIne guphAmAM doDI gayA. mahAtmAne beThA karyA. temanI sevA-suzruSA karI. basa ATalA nAnakaDA prasaMgamAMthI temaNe bodhibIjanI prApti karI lIdhI. bIjAne kema madadarUpa thavuM e ja temanA lohInA aNue aNumAM vaNAyeluM hoya che. ApaNe to mANasa chellA zvAsa leto hoya ne to ya ubhA na rahIe... Aje joIe chIe ne ke tame koI basamAM beThelA cho. rastAmAM koI eksIDanTa thayelo che. keTalAka mANaso marI paNa gayA che. tamArI basane tyAM thoDIvAra rokAI javuM paDe. tamAre sAme pahoMcavAnI utAvaLa che. tame zuM vicAro tyAre..? pelA mANaso marI gayA tenI jarAye arerATI tamArA dilamAM thAya kharI... nA, tamane to tamArA kAmanuM moDuM thayuM tenI ja ciMtA hoya che. jyAre AvA mahApuruSonI rage ragamAM bIjAnA du:khane dUra karavuM Aja vaNAyeluM hoya che. navamAM bhavamAM nemanAtha-rAjula banyA. sArA kAmamAM Apelo sAthe mANasane kevo sahakAra Ape che. saMsAranA badhA ja saMbaMdho kSaNika che. eka janmanA saMbaMdho paNa marIe tyAM sudhI rahetA nathI. to janmo-janmanA saMbaMdho kevI rIte Take ? pati-patnI, mAtA-putra, pitA-putra A saMbaMdho paNa janmanA aMta sudhI ghaNIvAra rahetA nathI. eka bhAI mArI pAse AvelA.. dAdAnI pUnamo bhare. lAkho rUpiyA dharmamAM kharce paNa kharA. paNa varSothI pati-patnI vacce abolA che. banne sAthe rahe che paNa bolatA nathI. jIvanamAM jarAye umaMga nahIM... kevI AMTI-ghUMTI jIvanamAM vaNAI gaI haze ? Ane dharma sparyo

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99 kema kahevAya? be dikarAne milakata vaheMcI ApI. emAM koIne koI dAgIno ochA-vatto Apyo. are ! eka godaDuM ochuM ApyuM. to tarata ja mA-bApa para aNagamo. mA-bApa nakAmA ! are! bhAI tane porAmAMthI hAthI banAvyo koNe? mAe tane bolatAM zIkhavyo, khAtAM-pItAM zIkhavyo, tArA maLa mUtrane sApha karyA. e upakArane tuM bhUlI gayo? eka cIja tane ochI maLI eTale mA-bApa nakAmA banI gayA. enA upakAranI sarakhAmaNI to kara.. ApaNA saMbaMdhomAM ekalI svArthanI durgadha mAratI hoya che. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA mANasAImAMthI ja bane che. temaNe dharma nAmanI koI cIja sAMbhaLI paNa hotI nathI. basa paropakAranuM ja lakSya temanA jIvanamAM hoya che. dIna-duHkhI joyo ke doDayA ja che. Ajeto dIna-duHkhI joIne ApaNe moM pheravI laIe chIe. dhaMdho vadhAro ne dhana kamAvo A sUtrane tame Aje laIne beThA cho tenI jagyAe vicAro sudhAro ne puNya vadhAro ene apanAvavAnI jarUra che. jagatamAM badhA ja prakAranA pugalo patharAyelA paDayA che. sArA ane narasA. jema ThaMDImAM ThaMDA pudgalo samasta vAtAvaraNamAM phelAI jAya che. ane garamImAM garamInA pudgalo cAre tarapha phelAI jAya che. kAzmIra ahIMthI bhale game teTalA yojana dUra hoya toya tyAM himavarSA thAya ane tenA paramANu ahIM pahoMce che. tethI garamInI RtumAM paNa acAnaka ThaMDI lAgavA mAMDe che. teja rIte manovargaNAnA pudgalo cAre tarapha phelAI jAya che. ApaNA aMtaHkaraNanA jevA adhyavasAyo (vicAro) hoya tevA pudgalo kheMcAIne ApaNI pAse Ave che. paryuSaNamAM tapanA vicAronA pudgalo cAre tarapha phelAyelA hoya che tethI kalpI paNa na zakAya tevI ghora tapazcaryAo thAya che. Ama jevA vicAro tevA pudgalone mana kheMce che. A kaLiyugamAM hospiTalamAM jUo.. paramANu kevA phelAyelA hoya che? ghaNA DaoNkaTaro evA nirdaya hoya che ke daradIne joIne tene kema luMTuM tevI ja bhAvanA rAkhatA hoya che - are ! koIno yuvAna dIkaro mRtyu pAmyo hoya, svajano badhA AkraMda karatA hoya tyAre AvA nirdayI DaoNkaTaro kahe che ke pahelAM amAruM bila cUkavo pachI mRtadehane laI javAze. AvA kUra pariNAmonA

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10) pagalo tyAM phelAyelA hoya che. tevA vAtAvaraNanI mANasa para jaldI asara thatI hoya che. te ja rIte koI daherAsaramAM jAo, bhAvanA cAlatI hoya, bhaktinI ramajhaTa jAmelI hoya, tyAM ApaNI bhAvanA kevI banI jAya che? kSaNavAra to prabhumAM ApaNe DUbI jaIe chIe. mANasanuM moTAmAM moTuM dhana enuM mana che. sArAmAM sArA vicAro karIne mokSe paNa jaI zake che ane halakA vicArothI narake paNa pahoMcI jAya.. ApaNA jIvanamAM be vastunI khAmI che eka bhAvanA ane bIjI sAdhanA. Aje mANasanuM mana khUba ja saMkucita banI gayuM che. bIjAnuM sAruM IcchavA paNa te taiyAra nathI. bhagavAnanI parakalyANanI bhAvanA che teno paDagho paNa eTalo ja paDe che. vicArono paDagho - caMdanano vahepArI eka nagaramAM caMdanano vahepArI hato. cAre bAju tenI khyAti patharAyelI hatI. rAjA paNa avasare tenI pAsethI caMdana kharIdato hato. teno vahepAra sAro cAlato hato. teNe potAnI mUDI caMdanamAM rokI dIdhI. caMdana kharIdIne teNe vakhAro bharI. Avo khyAtivAna vahepArI eTale rAjasabhAmAM rAjA sAthe tenI beThaka hatI. caMdananI kiMmata ghaNI.. zarU-zarUmAM to teno vahepAra sAro cAlyo paNa teno vaparAza keTalo..? tethI dhIme-dhIme vahepArI baMdha paDavA mAMDayo. mUDI to badhI rokAI gaI che. caMdana khapatuM nathI. tethI vepArI manamAM muMjhAvA lAgyo. tenA manamAM eka vicAra jhabakyo. jo rAjakuLanI koI vyakti marI jAya to tenI citA mATe mAruM caMdana vecAya. manamAM roja AvI duSTa vicAraNA cAle che. rAjasabhAmAM jAya che. tenI cAre bAju duSTa vicAranA paramANu patharAyelA che. juo vicArono paDagho sAme kevo paDe che? ekA eka rAjAnA manamAM paNa AnA tarapha dveSa ubharAyo. tene najare jovo paNa gamato nathI. rAjasabhAmAM nahIM AvavA mATe nA pADavAnI ja IcchA thAya che. paNa vinA kAraNe tenI sAthe saMbaMdha bagADavo kema ? kayAreka to tene mArI nAkhavAnuM paNa mana thaI Ave che. rAjAe A vicAra maMtrIne jaNAvyo. maMtrIe vicAryuM ke Ama ekAeka kema banyuM.

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101 vahepArIno koI gunho nathI. chatAM rAjAnA manamAM AvA kharAba vicAro Ave che kema ? maMtrI haMmezA catura hoya che. te vahepArIne tyAM gayA. vahepArIne pUchayuM kevo vahepAra cAle che ? vahepArIe potAnI badhI ja hakIkata chUpAvyA vinA kahI dIdhI. maMtrI samajI gayo ke rAjAne Avo kharAba vicAra kema Avyo? kAraNa ke AnA manamAM kharAba vicAra ramI rahyA che mATe. AtmA e arIso che. temAM tarata ja pratibiMba paDe che. tamArA vicArono paDagho sAmAnA hRdayamAM paDyA vinA raheto ja nathI. have maMtrI rAjA pAse pahoMcyo. rAjAne kahyuM ke rAjana ! Apa to moTA mahArAjA cho. duniyAmAM badhAne tyAM rasoI kolasA ke lAkaDAMthI thAya che, paNa Apa eka viziSTa vyakti cho tethI Apane tyAM rasoI caMdananA lAkaDAthI banavI joIe. rAjAe tarata ja vAtano svIkAra karyo. caMdananA vahepArIne tyAMthI sAmaTuM caMdana kharIduM. vahepAra pAcho dhamadhokAra cAlavA lAgyo. have caMdananA vahepArInA vicAro badalAyA. rAjA ghaNuM jIve to sAruM ! AnA vicAro badalAyA eTale rAjAnA vicAro paNa palaTAyA. rAjAne tenA para ekAeka premabhAva janmyo. tenI hAjarI tene vadhAre gamavA lAgI.. eTale rAjAe maMtrIne pUchayuM ke Ama kema? mArA vicAro pAchA palaTAI gayA, maMtrIe satya hakIkata rAjAne jaNAvI... Ama vicAronuM eka jabarajasta sAmrAjya che. hajAro mAIla dUra beThelo mANasa paNa eka-bIjAnA kheMcANathI acAnaka AvI maLe che. cetanAne aMtara hatuM ja nathI. temaja kALa ane kSetrane paNa aMtara nathI. bhagavAna ane ApaNI vacce kSetranuM ane kALanuM keTaluM moTuM aMtara che, chatAM ApaNe eno pratyakSa anubhava karI zakIe chIe. cetanA sarvavyApI che. ApaNe koIne bahu yAda karatA hoIe to e mANasa ApaNane jaldI maLe che. ApaNe bhale ne dUra hoIe chatAM tenA manamAM paDagho paDe ja che. arihaMta zabda paNa mahAna che mahApuruSo to kahe che ke arihaMta to mahAna che ja, paNa arihaMtanuM nAma paNa mahAna che. bhagavAna jyAre vicaratA haze tyAre to temanA darzana

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10ra vANIthI loko taryA haze paNa atyAre ApaNe temanA nAmathI ja taravAnuM che. aMta samaye mANaso kaheze ke navakAra saMbhaLAvo... bhagavAnanA nAmanuM smaraNa karo.. temanA nAmathI ja sadgati thaze... nAmamAM paNa keTalI tAkAta haze? narasiMha mahetAe kahyuM che ne ke "raTaNa kara raTaNa kara kaThaNa kalikALamAM dAma bese nahIM kAma saraze." vagara paise mANasa potAnuM kAma sudhArI le evI ajaba tAkAta prabhunA nAmamAM che. "namo arihaMtANaM no jApa karatAMkaratAM A akSaro ja che ema na samajavuM paNa sAkSAta paramAtmA che. mathI TevatA ! ema samajIne smaraNa karo. upAsanAmAM deza kALanuM aMtara hotuM nathI. jApa karatAM karatAM evuM lAgavuM joIe ke bhagavAna mArI Aju-bAju ja che. mArI sAthe ja che. mAre zuM ciMtA ? AvI niSThApUrvaka karAyeluM prabhutva nAma-smaraNa kema na tAre ? marAThImAM eka bhajana che - jethe mIM jAtI tethe tuM mAjhAM sAMgAthI. huM jyAM jAuM tyAM tu mAro saMgAthI raheje. bhagavAnane ApaNe saMgAthI tarIke mAnIe eja jIvananI moTI siddhi che. bhagavAna jevo bhagavAna ApaNo saMgAthI hoya pachI bIjuM joIe paNa zuM? puNyane saMgAthI mAnavA karatAM paramAtmAne saMgAthI mAna. bhagavAnane saMgAthI mAnavAthI ghaNo khoTAM kAmo karatAM ApaNae aTakI jaIe. daherAsaramAM jaIe to ApaNane koI khoTo vicAra Ave ke tarata ja mana Takora kare ke bhagavAna tAro saMgAthI che. bhagavAna sAthe hoya pachI koI khoTo vicAra karAya ? kharAba vicArathI puNya paNa pApamAM pheravAI jAya che. bhagavAnanuM nAma smaraNa paralokamAM sadgatine Ape che ane A lokamAM AkhuM jagata jenI pAchaLa pAgala banyuM che, te artha ane kAmanI prApti paNa karAvI Ape che. A saDako para hajAro gADIo doDI rahI che ane hajAro mANaso doDI rahyA che, e zuM bhagavAnane meLavavA mATe doDI rahyA che ? nA, arthane mATe ja ne ! bhagavAnanA nAmano jApa karo eTale tIjorImAM nANAM AvI jAya ema nathI kaheto. paNa saMpatti sahelAIthI prApta thAya. jyAre bhagavAnanA nAmano svAda jIvanamAM Avaze tyAre badhA raso-svAdo ogaLI jaze pachI jamatAM-jamatAM bhojanamAM ThekANuM nahIM hoya ne to ya khabara nahIM paDe- mIThuM nAkheluM che ke mIThA vinAnuM che? tenI khabara nahIM paDe.

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1/3 vyathA konI konI? ApaNane paisAnI vyathA, parivAranI vyathA, pratiSThAnI vyathA A badhI vyathAo che paNa kayAreya prabhu nathI malyA tenI vyathA che? covIsa kalAkamAM prabhunuM bhajana kSaNavAra paNa thatuM nathI. bhajana vinAnuM jIvana eLe jaI rahyuM che. evuM kayAreya khaTake che kharuM ? badhA janmomAM badhuM maLaze paNa prabhu nahIM maLe. jyAre jIvanamAM prabhunI vyathA utpanna thaze tyAre tenA nAmamAMdhyAnamAM koI judA ja AnaMdanI anubhUti thaze. eka kahevata che ke - "saba rasAyana hama karI, prabhu nAma sama na koya, racaka ghaTameM saMcare, saba tana kaMcana hoya." prabhunA nAmanI auSadhi jevI koI auSadhi nathI e thoDI paNa jIvanamAM utare to jIvana kaMcana jevuM banI jAya.. jagatamAM je je AnaMdo te badhA uttejanAtmaka che. uttejanA osarI jAya eTale sAva DhIlo thaI jAya che. ApaNane gamatI koI vyakti athavA ApaNe jenA para zarata lagADI hatI te vyakti krikeTamAM jItI gaI kSaNavAra pUrato AnaMda thayo, tyAM to enI vaLI bIjI koI vyakti jItI gaI. ApaNo AnaMda gAyaba. Ama ApaNo AnaMda kSaNika che. jyAre prabhunA bhajanano AnaMda kayAreya ogaLato ja nathI, bhojanamAM koI sArI cIja vAparo to kSaNavAra pUrato ja teno AnaMda rahe che. vaLI temAMya jo peTamAM vikriyA thAya to kSaNanuM sukha ane maNanuM duHkha. jyAre prabhunA AnaMdamAM maNanuM sukha ane kSaNanuM duHkha. tIrthaMkara paramAtmA sarvakALamAM ke sarva kSetromAM na hoya paNa temanuM nAma to hoya ja. devalokamAM rahelA devo paNa bhagavAnanA nAmathI ja tare che ne ! tyAM kaMI bhagavAna javAnA nathI... paNa nAma to badhe ja javAnuM. mAMgyA vinA na maLe dAna. nasIba vinA na maLe mAna... khetI vinA na maLe dhAna.. gurU vinA na maLe jJAna...

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Aso suda-9 vItarAganI vANI ane darzana dularbha evA mAnavabhavane tame pAmyA to have siddhacakranI sevanA barAbara karI lo. A mAnavajanma paramAtmAne prApta karavA mATe che. padArthone prApta karavA nahIM. mANasa thaIne janmyA chIe ane sAcA arthamAM mAnava banavuM che. tamArA jIvanamAM mANasAI che ke nahIM te mahattvanuM che. bhagavAnanA rome romamAM A guNa vaNAyelo hato. A guNane lIdhe jagatanA zubha paramANuo kheMcAIne temanI tarapha AvatA hatA. bhUkhI tarasI DozInI kathA bhagavAnanI vANImAM paNa gajabanI tAkAta che. bhUkha-tarasane bhUlAvI de tevI atyaMta madhura hoya che. Avazyaka sUtramAM eka kathAnaka Ave che. eka atyaMta vRddha DozImA che. nirAdhAra che. koI kamAvanAra nathI. tethI te pote koI zeThane tyAM lAkaDAno bhAro ApIne khAvAnuM meLavatI hatI. eka vakhata garamInA divaso che, DozI jaMgalamAM lAkaDA levA gaI che. bicArI khUba ja vRddha hovAne lIdhe lokaDA roja karatAM thoDAM ochA laIne zeThanA ghera Ave che. mAthe to Aga varasI rahI che. DosI to parasevAthI rebajheba che. AvIne jyAM bhAro nAkhe che tyAM zeThANI bhabhUkI. Aje ATalAM ja lAkaDAM kema ? jAo bIjA laI Avo pachI ja jamavAnuM maLaze. paisA mANasane niSphara banAvI de che. duHkhInA duHkhanI vAto sukhI nA jANI zake, jo sukhI jANI zake to duHkha vizvamAM nA Take." DozImAne thAka paNa khUba lAgyo che. peTanA khADAne pUro karavA bicArI DozI pharI vanamAM jAya che. jema-tema karIne lAkaDAM kApIne bhAro laIne pAchI phare che. rastAmAM tenA kAne bhagavAnanI vANIno sumadhura avAja athaDAya che. vANImAM eTalI badhI zItaLatA ne madhuratA che ke DosI tyAM ne tyAM thaMbhI jAya che, bhUkha-tarasanI vedanA ane bhAra badhuM bhUlI jAya che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke Ama to bhagavAnanI dezanA eka pahora sudhI cAle, paNa jo -

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105 cha mahinA sudhI dezanA cAle ne to A DosI e ja hAlatamAM eka DagaluM paNa tyAMthI na khase. AvI ajaba tAkAta vIranI vANImAM che. pApImAM pApI vyaktine paNa kSaNamAM tArI de che. cakravartine paNa kSaNamAM raMgI nAkhe che. AvI ajaba tAkAta zemAMthI Ave che ? hRdayamAM paDelI parakalyANanI bhAvanAmAMthI. vaLI bhagavAna sarvAbhimukha che tethI sarvajIvone ema ja thAya che ke bhagavAna mArI sAthe ja vAta kare che. mane ja uddezIne kahI rahyA che. ApaNe sarva vimukha chIe. athavA to svAbhimukha chIe mATe ja ApaNI vANImAM koI raMgAtuM nathI. saMpUrNa sarvAbhimukha na banI zakIe to kAMI nahIM, paNa ApaNA saMsargamAM AvanAranuM to kalyANa karavuM joIe. paraMtu AthI ulTAguNanA lIdhe ja ApaNI vANI mAnavanA hRdayamAM pesatI nathI, paNa pAchI phare che, jyAre bhagavAnanI vANI Ara-pAra utarI jAya che. darzananI ajaba tAkAta- pitA putranI kathA bhagavAnanI vANInI ane nAmanI ajaba tAkAta ApaNe joI. have bhagavAnanA darzanamAM keTalI tAkAta che te joIe. mana vinA paNa kareluM bhagavAnanuM darzana niSphaLa jatuM nathI. eka bApa-dikaro hatA. bApa dharmamAM zraddhAvALo paNa dikaro nAstika hato. bApa roja dIkarAne kahe ke beTA ! bhagavAnanA darzana kara.. tAro janma saphaLa thaI jaze. paNa dIkaro AjanA kaLiyuganA dIkarA jevo. bApane kahe ke bApAjI e paththaranI mUrtinA darzana karavAthI zuM dhULa janma saphaLa thAya. mane to TAIma nathI, bApane A zabda vajra jevA lAge. paNa zuM kare ! vAtsalya che ne ! dIkarAnI gati bagaDe e bApane pAlave tema na hatuM. dIkarAno A janma to sudhAravo hato paNa paraloke sudhAravo hato. Aje tamane tamArA saMtAnanI paralokanI jarAya ciMtA kharI...! TayUzane nahIM jAya to vaDhIne mokalaze paNa pAThazALAe nahIM jAya karo kAMI nahIM kahe. bApA jamAnAnA khAdhela hatA. temaNe eka yukti jamAvI. gharanuM bAraNuM nAnuM karAvI nAkhyuM ane bAraNAnI bArasAkha para gavAnanI nAnakaDI mUrti kotarAvI... gharanA bAraNAmAM divasamAM dasa vAra viza karavAnuM thAya. dIkaro jyAre jyAre bAraNAnI aMdara praveze che tyAre

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106 e mUrti para najara nathI nAkhavI toya jatI rahe che ane bAraNuM nIcuM che eTale nIcA paNa vaLavuM paDe che. je vastu jovAnI ApaNe manane nA pADIe te vastu para vAraMvAra najara jAya che. varSo vItI gayA. bApe marI gayA ne dIkaro ya marI gayo. dIkaro samudramAM moTA maccha tarIke utpanna thayo. kahevAya che ke samudramAM badhA ja AkAranA mAchalA hoya.. pratimA AkAranA paNa hoya. anAyAse mana vagaranA karelA bhagavAnanA darzana paNa A mAchalAnA jIvanamAM parivartana lAve che. mAchaluM vAraMvAra e pratimA AkAranA mAchalA tarapha joyA kare che. AvuM me kayAMka joyeluM che.. ema vicAratAM-vicAratAM tyAM jAtismaraNa jJAna thAya che. pUrvajanma dekhAya che. pitAnI AjJA nahIM pALyAno aphasosa..... ane jinezvaradevanI karelI AzAtanAnuM phaLa pratyakSa anubhave che. khUba pazcAtApa kare che. mAchalAnA bhAvamAM paNa tapa-tyAga kare che, chevaTe aNasaNa karIne svargamAM jAya che. bhAva vagaranA darzana paNa jo mANasane tArI detAM hoya to bhAvathI karelA darzana mANasane zuM na Ape ! are ! darzana to Ape ja, paNa darzananI laganI paNa sadgatine Ape che. darzananI lagana - DozImAnI kathA eka nirAdhAra DozImA jaMgalamAM lAkaDAM levA gayAM che. tyAM rastAmAM lokonA ToLe ToLA sAmA maLe che. lokone pUche che ke tame badhA kyAM jAo cho ? loko kahe che ke ahIM tIrthaMkara padhAryA che. ame temanA darzane jaIe chIe. tIrthakara eTale zuM ? loko kahe che ke are ! emanuM nAma laIe ne to paNa ApaNA duHkha-dAridra cAlyAM jAya. DosIne paNa bhagavAnanA darzananI laganI lAgI. manamAM eka ja raTaNa che mAre darzana karavAM che. darzana karavA jatAM rastAmAM ja te mRtyu pAme che. darzananI laganIthI te devalokamAM jAya che, tyAMthI cyavIne koI rAjAne tyAM kuMvara tarIke janma le che. Ama eka bhava devano ane eka bhava rAjAno ema sAta bhava karIne AThame bhave rAjA thAya che. koI bagIcAmAM beThA che tyAM eka dRzya jUe che. eka deDakAne sApe pakaDelo che, sApane samaDIe pakaDelo che, samaDIne vaLI ajagare pakaDe che. Ama "masyagaLAgaLa' nyAyanI jema saMsAramAM paNa AvuM ja cAle che. moTo

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107 nAnAne dabAve enAthI moTA moTAne dabAve.... A pramANe Avo bhayaMkara saMsAra cAlI rahyo che A dRzya jotAM ja tarata ja vairAgya Ave che ane saMyama le che, aMtamAM moze pahoMce che. bhagavAnanuM darzana keTalI sahelAIthI mokSa Ape che. arihaMta paramAtmAnI upAsanA zveta varNathI karavAnI hoya che. kAraNa temano varNa zveta che. caitaraMganI upAsanA ApaNane paNa zreta banAve che. ApaNe aMdarathI kALA chIe. kAbaracItarA chIe. keTalAye durgaNothI bharelA chIe. sapheda raMgamAM zuddhi karavAnI tAkAta che. arihaMta paramAtmAnuM dhyAna karIe tema-tema ApaNuM teja-ujjavaLatA vadhe che. ApaNI kAlimA dUra thAya che. cittanI ujjavaLatAthI eka paNa kALo vicAra Avaze ke tarata ja ApaNane khyAla AvI jaze. jema sapheda kapaDA para kALA DAgha tarata ja dekhAya ne ! jinanA dhyAne jina AvA arihaMta paramAtmAnI sAcI oLakhANa tyAre ja thaze ke jyAre bIje bhaTakatuM citta prabhunA dhyAnamAM magna thaze.. ApaNe mALA gaNIe chIe, pUjA karIe chIe paNa emAM citta coTatuM nathI. kAraNa ke cittamAM padArthono Dhagalo khaDakAyelo che. jyAre bhramara-IlikAnA nyAyathI prabumAM masta banazuM tyAre ja teno sAco AnaMda, sAco svAda maLaze. IyaLane mamarInA DaMkhano khUba ja Dara hoya che. e DaramAM ne DaramAM bhamarI banI jAya che. kAraNa ke satata bhamarInuM raTaNa hoya che. hamaNAM bhamarI Avaze mane DaMkha mAraze. A bhayanA raTaNamAM IyaLa bhamarI svarUpa banI jAya che. tema rAtadivasa arihaMtanuM dhyAna karazo to arihaMta svarUpI banI jazo. arihaMtane bhajavAthI anAdinI je ApaNI cAla che te pUrI thaI pa. paNa kharekhara ! ApaNe bhagavAnane bhajatA nathI. paNa bhogavAnane jIe chIe. arihaMta banavuM muzkela che paNa arihaMtanuM nAma levuM to agharuM dvipada arihaMta bhagavAna upadeza zA mATe Ape? paisA meLavavA mATe nathI

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108 ApatA paNa siddha pada meLavavA mATe Ape che. siddha padane oLakhAvanAra arihaMta ja che. eka AtmA mokSe jAya-siddha thAya eTale eka jIva nigodamAMthI bahAra Ave. nigodamAM anaMtA jIvono jaththo che. temAM janme ne temAM ja mare. anAdikALathI A cakra cAlyA ja kare che. eka AtmA siddha thatAM A anaMtA jIvonA jaththAmAMthI eka jIvane bahAra nIkaLavA maLe. Ama siddha bhagavaMtano paNa ApaNA para ananya upakAra che. jenuM badhuM siddha thaI gayuM hoya tene kahevAya siddha. siddhanA sukhanI sarakhAmaNI kare tevo koI ja padArtha A jagatamAM nathI. tenA sukhane varNavI zakAtuM nathI. eka dRSTAMta Ave siddhanuM sukha kevuM? koI eka nagaramAM eka rAjA hato. tenI pAse viparIta zikSAvALo eka ghoDo hato. ekavAra rAjA A ghoDA para savAra thaIne pharavA nIkaLyo che. rAjA pote ghoDAnI zikSAthI ajANa che tethI ghoDAnI lagAma jema-jema kheMcato jAya tema-tema ghoDAno vega vadhato jAya. ghoDo ubho rahevAne badale bhAgyo. jaMgala tarapha doDayo. rAjA thAkayo. eNe lagAma DhIlI mUkI... tenI sAthe ja ghoDAno vega ghaTavA mAMDayo. ghoDo ubho rahyo. rAjAne khabara paDI ke A to viparIta zikSAvALo che. bhayaMkara aTavImAM rAjA Ama-tema AthaDe che. tyAM thoDAM jhUMpaDA dekhAyA. rAjA te tarapha vaLyo. bhUkha-tarasa khUba lAgelI... jhUMpaDAmAMthI eka puruSa bahAra Avyo. teNe rAjAne AvakAra Apyo. bhojana-pANIthI rAjAnI bhakti karI. rAjA khUba-khuza thaI gayo. te A puruSane sAthe laIne potAnA nagara tarapha pAcho pharyo. pelA jaMgalI mANase kayAreya nagara joyeluM nathI. AvA sughaDa mANasone ane mahelone teNe pahelIvAra joyA. rAjAe tene potAnI pAsenA mahelamAM utAro Apyo. thoDA divasa to rAjAnI mahemAna gati mANI. AvA suMdara bhojano teNe kayAreya khAdhelAM nahIM. rAjAne tyAM zuM kamI na hoya ? vaLI A to rAjAno upakArI che. tethI tenI sarabharA paNa viziSTa prakAre thAya che. chatAM jaMgalanA mukta vAtAvaraNamAM rahelA A mANasane mahela jela jevo lAge che. te rAjAnI

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109 pAse jaMgalamAM pAchA javA mATe rajA mAMge che. rAjA ghaNuM samajAve che. AvI sukha-sAhyabI choDIne tuM jaMgalamAM jaIne zuM karIza? to paNa teNe potAnI mAMgaNI cAlu rAkhI. chevaTe rAjAe tene javA mATe rajA ApI. te jaMgalamAM jaIne potAnA sAthIdArone maLe che. sAthIdAro pUche che ke te tyAM zuM joyuM? zuM khAdhuM ? jaMgalamAM evI koI cIja ja nathI ke jenI sAthe eNe je joyuM te ane je khAdhuM tenI sarakhAmaNI kare.. ! rAjAne tyAM bhogavelA sukhane te koI zabdomAM varNana karI zake tema nathI.. siddhanuM sukha paNa AvuM ja che. te varNavI zakAtuM nathI. temanI pAse svadravya che, svakSetra che ane svakALa che. ApaNI pAse AmAMnuM kAMI ja nathI. ApaNe paradravyo para ja mustAka chIe. moTara, baMgalo, vaibhava... A badhuM paradravya che. AtmAnA guNo e potAnA che. siddhane kAlAtIta kahevAya che. rAjAonA rAjAo ane vaMzonA vaMzo DUbI gayA. jyAM sthaLa tyAM jaLa ane jaLa tyAM sthaLa thaI gayA. badhA ja kALathI gherAyelA chIe. jyAre siddha bhagavAna akAla che. jema koI allA bole, koI svAminArAyaNa, koI hara-hara mahAdeva bole, tema eka evo paNa paMtha che je "sat zrI akAla" ema bolato hoya che. A badhA paramatattvanA ja rUpo che. arihaMta paramAtmAnI je A badhI mathAmaNo che te paramatattva sudhI ApaNane pahoMcADavAnI che. sukhanI vyAkhyA ghaNA mANasone prazna thAya che ke siddhapadamAM nahIM khAvAnuM, nahIM pIvAnuM, nahIM suvAnuM, nahIM koI viraha-vedanA to pachI AnaMda kayo ? ApaNe sukhanI vyAkhyA bahu TuMkI karIe chIe. ghera gADIo pharatI hoya. AlizAna baMgalo hoya, sukha-sagavaDanA badhAM ja sAdhano mojuda hoya ane ApaNe sukhI kahIe chIe. vAstavamAM A sAcuM sukha nathI paNa sukhano AbhAsa che. saMsAranA sukhomAM viSaya ane vedanAno abhAva che. tAva jyAre caDhato hoya.. cha DIgrIe pahoMcyo hoya tyAre mANasa kevo hAMphaLo-phAMphaLo thaI jAya che paNa davAthI dhIme-dhIme tAva utarato pAMca DIgrIe Avyo. caDhatI vakhate pAMca DIgrI vaTAvI. tyAre zuM sthiti hatI ? ane utaratI vakhate pAMca

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110 DIgrI AvI tyAre mananI zuM sthiti hoya che? caDhatI vakhate mANasa AkuLavyAkuLa banI gayo, paNa jyAM utaravA lAgyo eTale ekadama rAjI rAjI thaI gayo. vedanAnA abhAvamAM mANasa khuza banyo. siddhanA jIvo paramAnaMdI che. jyAre saMsArI jIvo paramaphalezI che. siddhano varNa lAla kema? namo siddhANaM padanI ArAdhanA karavAthI mANasanA sarva kAryo siddha thAya che. siddhano varNa lAla che. kAraNa ke temanA badhAM karmo banI gayAM che. mATe. tenI upAsanA lAla raMgathI karavAmAM Ave che. A raMgamAM vazIkaraNanI eka zakti che. saMsAra paNa Akho vazIkaraNa para ja cAle che ne ! jUo strIonI cUMdaDIno raMga to lAla, cAMdalAno raMga to lAle. strIo kapALamAM moTo lAla cAMdalo ja karatI. tenI para sAmenI vyaktiI najara paDatAM te tenA tarapha AkarSAya che. jo ke Aje to kALA ne lIlA ne pILA cAMdalA thaI gayA che. e lokone koNa samajAve ke lIlA-pILA ne kALA cAMdalAthI tamAro saMsAra paNa lIlo-pILo thaI gayo che. A padanI upAsanAthI evI vazIkaraNa zakti utpanna thAya che ke bhalabhalA rAjA-mahArAjAone paNa te vaza karI zake. paNa Aje mANasane uMDA utaravAnI phurasada ja kayAM che ? badhuM pustakomAM ja sacavAIne paDayuM che. ArAdhanAo khUba kare che. ghaNI oLIo jIvanamAM karI paNa eka padanI sAcI upAsanA karI zakyA nathI. tame AMbila karo te bahu sArI vAta che. paNa ApaNe te AMbilamAM prANa pUravA che, tapanI sAthe japa paNa cAlu rAkho. tana pavitra sevA kiye . dhana pavitra dAna kiye mana pavitra bhajana kiye te trividha kalyANa kiye... -

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Aso suda-10 trIjuM pada - AcAryapada siddhacakramAM tamAma guNo ane tamAma guNavAna AvI jAya che. pitAne potAnA putrane taiyAra karavAnI, AgaLa lAvavAnI kevI tAlAvelI hoya che? zilpIne paththaramAMthI mUrti banAvavAnI kevI tAlAvelI hoya che. manamAM satata eka ja ciMtana cAlatuM hoya ke mAre A karavuM che. ane e ciMtanano paDagho paDe ja. ema ApaNe paNa manamAM koI sAro saMkalpa karyA karIe to teno paDagho paDe ja. mahApuruSoe saMkalpa karyo che ke jagatanA jIvone mAre tAravA che. ApaNe e saMkalpane anukULa banavAnuM che.zilpI game tevo taiyAra hoya paNa paththara evo kaThaNa hoya ke TAMkaNAne ja toDI nAkhe, to emAM zilpIno doSa nathI. koI citArAe citrane lAMbu TakAvavA mATe suMdara kenavAsanuM kapaDuM taiyAra karyuM. citra doravAnI zarUAta karI. paNa kapaDuM pavanathI uDAuDa karatuM hoya to citAro citra dorI zake kharo ? nA, arihaMta paramAtmAno saMkalpa che ke "savi jIva karuM zAsana rasI' paNa jIvanI yogyatA ja na hoya to. ApaNe ArAdhanA dvArA- guNo dvArA yogyatA keLavavAnI che. ApaNe yogya banIzuM to sAdhanA karI zakIzuM. pahelAM to jIvanamAM sajjanatAnI ArAdhanAsAdhanA karavAnI che. zrIpALamahArAjanA guNo zAsananA adhipati gautamasvAmi mahArAja paNa gAvA bese che. zA mATe ? temanA jIvanamAM sajjanatA TocanI hatI. temanA rAsamAMthI phakata vAto ja nathI pakaDavAnI paNa zrIpAlanA jIvanamAM rahelA guNone meLavavAnA che. dhavalazeThanI durjanatA TocanI hatI... chatAM sahAnubhUtithI kRtajJatA guNanA baLe adhamamAM adhama koTInI dUrjanatA karI hovA chatAM temAM upakArInAM ja darzana kare che. keTaluM vizALa dila ? jagata moTAbhAge durjanothI ja bhareluM che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke durjanonI upekSA karIne tenA tarapha sahAnubhUti batAvIne sajjane uMce AvavAnuM che. eka suvAkaya che - pharmanuM prathama vane saMne tanantara| huM durjanane pahelo namaskAra karuM chuM ane tyAra pachI sajjanane namaskAra karIza. kAraNa ke durjana che to sajjananI kiMmata aMkAya che. pittaLa che to

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112 sonAnI kiMmata aMkAya che. kAcanA TukaDA che to hIrAnI kiMmata aMkAya che. Ama, jo durjana jagatamAM na hota to sajjana mANasanI kiMmata aMkAta nahIM. zAsanano dIvo bhagavAna mahAvIra to A pRthvI para upadeza ApavA mATe phakata 30 ja varSa rahyA. alpakALamAM sUrya prakAzI gayo. paNa pachI jo jyoti jevA jhagamaga AcArya bhagavaMta na hota to aMdhAruM ja hota ne ! Aje hajAro varSa thaI gayA chatAM ApaNA sudhI A zAsana pahoMcyuM, te konA baLe ? AcArya bhagavaMtanA lIdhe ja ne ! arihaMta pada karatAM paNa kayAreka AcAryapada agharuM banI jAya che. kAraNa ke arihaMta bhagavAna pAse to atizayo che tethI teo to atizayo dvArA kAma puruM pADe che jyAre AcArya bhagavaMte to vagara atizaye kAma levAnuM che. zAsanamAM aneka prakAranA jIvo hoya. uMcI kakSAnA ya hoya, madhyama kakSAnA ya hoya ane nIcalI kakSAnA paNa hoya. chatAM badhAne sahu-sahunI yogyatA pramANe saMbhALavAnA. paMcAcArane pote pALavAnA ane bIjAnI pAse paLAvavAnA. AjanA netAo to pote kAMI amalamAM mUke nahIM ane prajAne orDara kare- prajAne kaheze ke karakasara karo... garIbI haTAvo. . paNa pote to chAza pIvA mATe plenamAM jAya.. ane pagacaMpI karAvavA mATe ya plenamAM uDe. ahIM to pahelAM pALo pachI paLAvo. AcArya bhagavaMta gaMbhIra, jJAnI, bAhya ane atyaMtara AcAramAM makkama hoya che. jinezvara bhagavAna rUpI sUrya asta thaI gayo ane sAmAnya kevaLI bhagavaMtarUpI caMdra asta thaI gayA pachI amAsanI ghora aMdhArI rAta jevuM aMdhAruM ja patharAI jAya ne ! amAsanI aMdhArI rAte tame zuM karo ? dIvo pragaTAvo ne ! A AcArya bhagavaMta paNa dIvA samAna che. mATe temano varNa pILo che. teo zAsanamAM rASTrapatinA sthAne che. A zAsanane calAvavAnuM kaparuM kAma AcArya bhagavaMtanuM che. AcAryapada kAMI emane ema nathI maLI jatuM ? tenA mATe to keTalA bhogo ApavA paDe che. mAnadevasUri mahArAja laghuzAntinA racayitA mAnadevasUri mahArAjanI vAta che. temanI

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113 sAdhanA jabarajasta hatI. temanI sAdhanAthI kheMcAIne jayA ane vijayA nAmanI be devIo temanI AsapAsa rahetI. temanA guru mahArAje vicAryuM ke mAnadeva vijayajI AcAryapada mATe yogya che. jJAnI che, sAdhaka che, gaMbhIra che. pada mATe barAbara yogya che. e samayamAM AkhA saMgha upara eka ja AcArya rahetA. AcAryapada pradAnano mahotsava maMDAyo - lokomAM ghaNo utsAha pravartelo che. padapradAnano divasa AvI pahoMcyo. vidhi zarU thaI. sUrimaMtra ApavAno samaya AvI pahoMcyo. te samaye gurubhagavaMtanI najara mAnadevavijayajI mahArAjanA khabhA para beThelI banne devIo para gaI. devIo jenuM sAnidhya kare tene AcArya padavI na apAya. e kayAre paNa gabaDI cUke. vizuddha rahI zake ja nahIM. zuM karavuM ? bhale saMgha bhego thayelo hoya paNa ayogyane jo AcArya padavI apAI jAya to zAsanane moTuM nukazAna pahoMce. huM doSita banuM. tarata ja nirNaya karyo ke AcArya padavI ApavI nathI. minITo gaNAI rahI che, samaya thaI gayo che. gurudeva mauna beThA che. tethI sabhA paNa stabdha banI gaI che. samaya thavA chatAM AcArya mahArAja kema mauna beThA che ? pU. mAnadevavijaya mahArAjanI najara gurUmahArAjanI mukhAkRti para paDI. temaNe joyuM gurU mahArAja dvidhAmAM che. kaMIka udvigna paNa che. temaNe potAnI AsapAsa najara karI. devIone saMdha para beThelI joI. samajI gayA... gurU pratye bahumAna paNa keTaluM ? gurUjI je vicAre che te satya ja che tarata ja gurudevanI pAse jaIne temanA caraNamAM paDayA. ane kahyuM ke gurudeva ! yAvajajIva chae vigaIno tyAga karAvo. bharayuvAvasthA... ! chae vigaIono tyAga ! kevI zAsana pratyenI bhakti... kevo gurudeva taraphano prema ! gurUdeve temanI tejasvitA joI. chae vigaInA paccakkhANa karAvyA. ane pachI padavInI kriyA zarU karAvI. AvA guNo hoya teja AcArya banavA mATe samartha banI zake che, kAMI padavIno sikko lagADavAno nathI. ghaNI moTI javAbadArI zira para AvI paDe che. AcArya bhagavaMta prajJAne paNa kevI pacAve che ? tenuM tAdRza citra varNana karatuM A dRSTAMta che. buddhine pacAvavI e paNa moTo pariSaha che.

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114 kAlikAcArya ujjayinImAM kAlikAcArya vicaratA hatA. teo mahAjJAnI hatA. apramatta hatA. paNa temanA ziSyo bahu pramAdI ane jaDa hatA. ziSyone kAMI paNa kahe to ziSyo mAne ja nahIM. tethI AcArya mahArAjane gusso AvI jato. ghaNA samaya sudhI Ama cAlyuM pachI temane thayuM ke AmAM to mAruM badhuM bagaDe che. A loko to jarAye sudharatA nathI. temaNe eka agresara zrAvakane vAta karI. huM have A badhAthI kaMTALI gayo chuM mATe ekalo kayAMka cAlyo javA mAMguM chuM... karmasattA koIne paNa choDatI nathI. AvA yugapradhAna AcAryane paNa ekalA rahevAno vAro Avyo ! koI ziSyane kahyA vagara ekalA nIkaLI paDayA. savAra paDI.. ziSyoe rAha joI ke hamaNAM guru mahArAja Avaze paNa divasa vItavA Avyo toya gurU mahArAja na dekhAyA. cAre tarapha tapAsa karI zrAvakone pUchyuM paNa kayAMya patto na lAgyo. kAlikAcArya to tyAMthI nIkaLIne suvarNabhUmi tarapha gayA. tyAM potAnA ziSyano ziSya vicarato hato. teo banne ekabIjAne joyA nathI ke oLakhatAye nathI. A bAju ziSyoe zrAvakone khUba Agraha karIne pUchyuM tyAre te zrAvake kahyuM ke tamArA phlezathI kaMTALIne gurUmahArAja cAlyA gayA che. kyAM gayA te khabara nathI. ziSyone thayuM ke A to amArI nAmozI thaze, mATe ApaNe game tema karIne garU mahArAjane zodhI kADhIe. tyAMthI vihAra karyo. kAlikAcArya dhIme-dhIme vihAra karatAM-karatAM suvarNabhUmimAM jyAM praziSya vicarato hato tyAM AvI pahoMcyA. sAdhuone ema ke koI Doso Avyo che eTale emanI bahu AgatA-svAgatA karI nahIM ke mAna-sanmAna ApyuM nahIM. paNa A to dhIra-gaMbhIra hatA. ekabAju khUNAmAM bese che Akho divasa potAnI sAdhanAmAM masta rahe che. bIjA sAdhuo da22oja vAcanA levA mATe bese che, tyAre A AcArya mahArAja paNa ziSyonI pAchaLa ekabAju bese che. jJAnane keTaluM pacAvyuM haze ? vAcanA sAMbhaLe che. vAcanA ApanAra sAdhu AcArya bhagavaMtane pUche che- kema mahArAja ! huM barAbara vAMcuM chuM ne ? AcArya bhagavaMta kahe che- hA bhAI barAbara che. uM ke cAM bolatA nathI. cupacApa badhuM joyAM kare che. potAnI sAdhanA-ArAdhanAmAM ja DUbelA rahe che.

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115 A bAju temanA ziSyo temanI zodha karatAM-karatAM A tarapha AvI rahyA che. ahIM rahelA sAgarasUri mahArAjane khabara paDe che ke koI sAdhuono saMgha bhAratamAMthI AvI rahyo che. te ja gAmamAM AvI pahoMce che. ahIM birAjelA sAdhu badhA sAdhuone laIne sAme jAya che. AcArya mahArAja to eka khUNAmAM beThA che. badhA sAthe maLIne mukAmamAM Ave che. AvanAra sAdhu bhagavaMto sAgarasUrine pUche che ke ahIM koI sAdhu mahArAja AvyA che ? hA, eka Doso Avyo che. are ! e Doso nahIM paNa ApaNA badhAnA gurU hovA joIe AvIne jUe che. gurU mahArAjanA pagamAM paDe che, mAphI mAMge che. sAgarasUri mahArAja to A joIne daMga ja thaI gayA.. arara ! meM to jJAnI gurUnI keTalI AzAtanA karI. teo paNa AcArya bhagavaMtanA pagamAM paDe che. mAphI mAMge che. AcArya bhagavaMta keTalA saraLa che? kahe che ke bhAI ! tArI pAse jJAna ghaNuM che, prasiddhi paNa che, AvaData paNa che, paNa tArAmAM eka khAmI che. tuM prajJAne pacAvI zakayo nathI. tane jJAnanuM-prajJAnuM ajIrNa thaI gayuM che. jJAna e ahaMkArane haNavA mATe che jyAre te tArA ahaMkArane vadhAranAruM banyuM che. AcArya bhagavaMte prajJAne kevI pacAvI hatI ke potAnA ziSyanA ziSyanuM apamAna paNa sahana karyuM. AvA yugapradhAnothI A zAsana TakI rahyuM che. AcAryapadanI upAsanAthI ApaNA ajJAna rUpI aMdhArA ulecAI jAya che. teo jhaLahaLatI jyota jevA che mATe aMdaranA aMdhakArane dUra kare che. uparAMta siMha-vAgha-sarpa jevA bhayaMkara prANIone paNa thaMbhAvavAnI zakti Ano jApa karavAthI pedA thAya che. dharma mAtra vidhi banI gayo... ! pU. hIrasUrijI mahArAjanA jIvanano prasaMga che. sAdhuvRMda sAthe vihAra karIne jaI rahyA che. rastAmAM koI sAdhune sarpa karaDyo. teNe ekadama cIsa pADI. sarpa karaDayo... sarpa karaDayo... hIrasUrijI ma. pAse AvyA. jyAM sarpe DaMkha mAryo hato tyAM hAtha pheravyo. ane kahyuM ke cala ubho thA ! cAlavA mAMDa.. sparzathI jhera utarI gayuM. A badhI sAdhanA mATe AtmAmAM uMDA utaravuM joIe. 108 navakAra gaNI lIdhA eTale phaLa maLI jAya ema nahIM... emAM tanmaya banavuM joIe. ApaNI badhI kriyAo kriyAkAMDa ja

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116 banI jAya che. ApaNe to dharmanI badhI vidhio ja karyA karIe chIe. sAmAyika eTale be ghaDI kaTAsaNA para IriyAvahIyaM karIne besavuM pachI bhalene manamAM to game tenuM dhamasANa cAlatuM hoya. vAstavamAM sAmAyika eTale samatAnI sAdhanA, sAmAyika karyA pachI jIvanamAM samatA keTalI AvI ? nahIM vANImAM samatA, nahIM vicAromAM samatA, eja vAMdhA-vacakA-jhaghaDA. 100 sAmAyika karyA paNa mIMDA jeTalIe jIvanamAM samatA na AvI. zrIpAla mahArAjane paraNavA jatAye sAmAyika hatuM. kAraNa ke temanA cittamAM samatA hatI. dhavalazeThanI durjanatA parAkASThAe pahoMcavA chatAM temanA tarapha lezamAtra paNa dveSabhAva na hato. zrIpAla mahArAjAnI dareka kriyAmAM sAmAyika ja hatuM. bhalene kaTAsaNuM pAtharIne be ghaDI beThA nahotA, paNa temanuM citta sAmAyikamAM ja... samatAmAM ja ramatuM hatuM. mATe to dhavalazeThe samudramAM nAkhI dIdhApachI siddhacakranA baLe tarIne kAMThe AvyA tyAre paNa temanA tarapha lezamAtra dveSa nahoto. nirAMte caMpAnA vRkSa nIce sUI jAya che. uMgha kayAre Ave ? mANasa nizciMta hoya to ja ne ! babbe strIone ane aDhaLaka lakSmIne samudramAM taratI mUkIne AvyA che eno lezamAtra paNa raMja temanA dilamAM nahoto. zrIpAlanA rAsamAMthI A sAra ja grahaNa karavAno che. ArAdhanA sAthe kriyA karIe to enuM phaLa alaukika prApta thAya. Aje to ghaNAnA jIvanamAM pUjAdarzana-sAmAyika pratikramaNa A badhI vidhio ja che. e sAdhanA rUpa banyA ja nathI. keTalIka vAra dIkSA paNa eka vidhi ja banI jAya che sAdhusAdhvIonA jIvanamAMthI paNa samatAno lopa thavA lAge to saMyamanI ImArata Take kevI rIte ? koIpaNa kriyAnA mULa sudhI pahoMco. phakata rUDhi pramANe karyA karavAthI tenuM saMpUrNa phaLa maLI nahIM zake... kriyAmAM ekAgratA lAvo... Aje ApaNe navapadanI ArAdhanA eTale nava divasa AMbila ka2vAnA, koI eka dhAnathI karaze to koI eka dravyathI karaze. enAthI AgaLa vadhIne navapadanI pUjA bhaNAvavAnI ane ethI ya AgaLa siddhacakra pUjana.. basa ATalAmAM ApaNane utkRSTa ArAdhanA karI lIdhAno saMtoSa che. paNa nA, ATalethI ja saMtoSa nathI meLavavAno.. navapadamAM rahela dareka padonA guNo sudhI pahoMco.. enI ArAdhanAmAM tanmaya bano... taravAnA traNa sthAno - padharAja, maMtrAdhirAja, tIrthAdhirAja

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Aso suda-11 cothuM pada - namo uvajajhAyALa navapadanA nava padomAM arihaMta ane siddha e deva tattva che. AcArya, upAdhyAya ane sAdhu e guru tattva che. deva tattva to amuka kALe ja pragaTa thAya ane amuka samaya sudhI ja rahe. te samayamAM je jIvAtmAno uddhAra thayo te thaI gayo paNa pachInA asaMkhya jIvAtmAnuM zuM? guru tattvanA baLathI ja e jIvAtmA tarI zake che. jema mA-bApa vagaranA chokarAnuM hita thaI zakatuM nathI tema gurU tattva vinA jIvAtmA pAra utarI zakato nathI. zarIranA doSonA IlAjo mATe DokaTaranI ke vaidyanI jarUra paDe che tema mananI vyAdhinA IlAjo mATe gurUnI khUba ja jarUra che. kAma, krodha, mAna, mAyA, lobha, hiMsA, asUyA vagere mananI vyAdhio che. te gurU bhagavaMta rUpI DokaTara dvArA ja dUra thaI zake tema che. deza svataMtra thayo ke tarata ja buddhizALI lokone cUMTI-ghUMTIne bhegA karyA ane dezanuM baMdhAraNa ghaDAyuM. ahIM paNa tIrthanI sthApanA pachI tarata ja baMdhAraNa ghaDavAmAM AvyuM. tene kahevAya dvAdazAMgI. bhagavAne traNa pada ApyA. 3paa { vA, dhuve ? vI, vimA ? vI ke A traNa pada para gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe dvAdazAMgI banAvI. baMdhAraNane sAcavavAnuM kAma upAdhyAya bhagavaMte karyuM. AcArya mahArAja paNa jo kaMI ADA-avaLA thAya to upAdhyAya bhagavaMta tarata ja temane paNa aTakAvI zake. ahIM to badhuM baMdhAraNa pramANe cAle, tamArI IcchA pramANe na cAle. bIjuM bhaNavuM ane bhaNAvavuM e kAma upAdhyAya bhagavaMtanuM rahetuM. paththara para aMkurA ugADavAmAM keTaluM kaThina kAma che. upAdhyAya bhagavaMta paththara jevA zipyomAM paNa vAtsalyathI jJAnanA aMkurA ugADe. Aje tamArA chokarAne bhaNAvavA mATe tamAre lAkho rUpiyA kharacavA paDe che paNa amArA upAdhyAya mahArAja to rAta-divasa bhaNAve paNa pagAra ekeya rUpiyAno nahIM, upAdhyAya eTale - jenI pAse besIne bhaNavAmAM Ave che. temano varNa lIlo hoya che. kAraNa ke te jJAnanA aMkurAne pragaTAvanArA che. aMkurA lIlA raMganA hoya che ne ! lIlA raMgane joIne mANasa TharI jAya.

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118 game tevo jaDa ziSya hoya paNa upAdhyAya bhagavAnanI upAsanAthI jJAnI bane che. pAMcamuM pada - namo loe savvasAhUNaM / eka rAjya calAvavuM hoya to ya rAjA joIe, maMtrI joIe, senApati joIe, sainiko joIe. jyAre A to AkhuM zAsana calAvavAnuM che. temAM zuM na joIe ? arihaMta paramAtmAnuM sthAna rAjAnA sthAne che. AcArya bhagavaMta maMtrInA sthAne che, upAdhyAya bhagavaMta senApatinA sthAne che ane sAdhuo sainiko che. A badhAno AdhAra sainiko para che. senApati game teTalo mahAna yodhdho hoya paNa sainiko sivAya e zuM karI zake ! A zAsana sAdhusAdhvInA lazkara para cAle che. dezo-deza, gAmo-gAma, ghara-ghara sudhI pahoMcI jAya che mATe to A dharma gAmo-gAma pharI vaLyo che. AkhA zAsanano phelAvo karanAra sAdhu-sAdhvIjI che. arihaMta bhagavAnanA zAsanamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIno khUba ja phALo che. A jagata satpuruSonA punyathI ja TakI rahyuM che. jagatamAM pApa ghaNuM vadhI gayuM che chatAM dariyo mAjhA kema mUkato nathI ! kAraNa ke te vicAre che ke jo huM mAjhA mukIza to A satpuruSonuM zuM thaze ? teo paNa DUbI jaze. mATe te mAjhA mUkato nathI. jagata AkhuM jaina saMghathI ja zobhI rahyuM che. pagAra vinAnAM, gharabAra choDIne nIkaLI paDelA, bhUkha-tarasa, mAnaapamAnane sahana karanArA evA mahAtmAothI ja A zAsana cAlI rahyuM che. jagatanA kalyANane mATe zAMtinAtha, aranAtha ane kuMthunAtha jevAe to cakravartipaNuM choDI dIdhuM che. mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAne 12 varSa sudhI to ghora tapazcaryA karI. sAdhu padanI ArAdhanA kALA raMgathI karavAnI che. kAraNe ke temano varNa kALo hoya che. tapasyA karavAthI teo zyAma varNavALA banI gayA che. kALA raMganuM mahattva ghaNuM che. koI zAsana virodhIne ukheDIne pheMkI devo hoya to kALA raMgathI upAsanA karAya che. tAMtriko kALA raMganI sAdhanAthI bhalabhalAnuM uccATana karI nAkhe che. sAmenA mANasane parAsta karavA mATe A raMgathI sAdhanA karavAmAM AvatI. atyAre to dhArmika artha rahyo. tAMtrika artha chUTI

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119 gayo eTale to zAsanamAM cAre bAjuthI hallA Ave che. gorajIonI pAse maMtra-taMtra, jyotiSa, vidyAo vagere hatuM. gorajIo jatAMnI sAthe badhuM ja khatama thaI gayuM. AvA sAdhakonA kAraNe loko paNa DaratA hatA. sAdhupadano duho Ave che ke sAdhu kone kahevAya ? "apramatta je nitya rahe, navi harakhe navi zoce re, sAdhu sudhA te AtmA, zuM muMDe zuM loce re." sAdhu sadAye apramatta rahe. jema-tema karIne Akho dahADo pasAra karanAro na hoya. vaLI game tevA bhakto Ave ke game teTaluM mAna-sanmAna maLe to paNa jarAye harakha nahIM. AjanI jema chApAmAM na chapAve ke phalANA minisTara maLavA AvyA hatA ke nAsikanA benDothI bhavya sAmaiyuM thayuM hatuM.te samajato hovo joIe ke A mAna-sanmAna mane nathI maLatuM paNa A prabhunA vezane che. ajANyA gAmamAM jaI caDayA hoya chatAM vezane joIne phaTAphaTa upAzraya khulI jAya.. sAheba vahoravA padhArajo. sAheba pANI taiyAra che... A badhI AgatA-svAgatA konA baLa para maLe che ! tame ajANyA gAmamAM jaI ubhA raho to tamane koI AvakAreya Ape kharuM ? bhaluM hoya to koI pANIno pyAlo na Ape. "mahAvIranI pacheDI savA lAkhanI che. mATe je kAMI mAna-sanmAna maLe che, te mane nahIM paNa vezane maLe che, tema mAnI mAnathI jarAye phUlAya nahIM. temaja kadAca koI vakhata na paNa maLe.. to paNa manamAM jarAye zoka dhAraNa kare nahIM. AvuM to te gAmamAM bhavya sAmaiyuM thayuM ane mArA to koIe bhAve na pUchayA. AvuM vicArIne manamAM jarAye natA na anubhave. Ane kahevAya sAdhu. jo Avo sAdhu na hoya to zovijayajI mahArAja kahe che zuM muMDe? zuM loce re? mAthuM muMDAvavAthI kAMI moDo vaLavAno nathI. paNa mana muMDAvAnuM che. guru e tattva che... gurue mAMsano pIMDa nathI paNa tattva che. guru zabdae maMtrAkSara che. gu' akSara aMdhakAravAcI che. ane e agnivAcI che. zAstramAM badhA akSarone maMtrAkSara kahyA che. zabdae sRSTinuM mULa che. zabdamAM AkhuM jagata

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120 samAI jAya che. koI akSara agninuM bIja che to koI pANInuM bIja che. koI vAyunuM bIja che. sAdhanA karatAM AvaDatuM joIe. pahelAM te-te akSaronI sAdhanA karavAnI hoya che. ane pachI teno jApa karatAM ja agninI jarUra hoya to kAMI ja nahoya ne ekadama agni pragaTa thAya che. pANInA bIjanI sAdhanA karatAM kAMI ja nahoya ane ekadama khaLakhaLa vahetuM pANI nIkaLI paDe che. zabdano kayAreya nAza thato nathI. mATe to "akSara'no artha che je khare nahIM te. kalakattAno eka nyAyAdhIza hato. tene A vAta sAMbhaLavAmAM AvI ke akSara e bIja che. tene thayuM ke cIkunuM bIja hoya, kerInuM bIja hoya, sapharajananuM bIja hoya te samajI zakAya paNa bArakhaDInA akSaro e maMtrIja che. e magajamAM besatuM nathI. koI yogI pAse gayA ane potAnA mananI muMjhavaNa raju karI. yogIe kahyuM ke kAle Avajo. yogI sAdhaka hato. bIje divase teNe lAkaDAno moTo Dhagalo karAvyo, ane tenI sAme thoDe dUra yogI ane nyAyAdhIza beThA... dUra beThA beThA ja yogIe "ra' bIjano uccAra karyo. thoDIvAramAM ja lAkaDAmAMthI dhumADo pragaTa thayo ane taNakhA kharavA lAgyA. Aga bhabhUkI uThI. nyAyAdhIzanA mananI muMjhavaNa dUra thaI. teNe sAkSAta maMtrAkSarano prabhAva joyo che. "guru" zabda e ApaNA ajJAnarUpI aMdhakArane dUra karIne jJAnarUpI prakAza phelAve che. jagatamAM deva tattva karatAM paNa guru tattva mahAna che. deva ane dharmane oLakhAvanAra guru tattva che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke ApaNo AtmA zabda, rUpa, rasa, sparza ane gaMdha basa pAMca IndriyonA viSayamAM ja gaDAbUDa DUbI gayo che. basa A paMca parameSThinI sevAmAM ja rAta-divasa racyo-pacyo rahe che. saMsAramAM rakhaDAvanAra evA A paMca parameSThine jItavA hoya to arihaMtAdi A paMca parameSThinI upAsanA karo. chuTuM pada - "namo daMsaNassa' AThe padonI utpatti samyagudarzanamAMthI ja thAya che. samakita na Ave to arihaMta thavAya ja kema? game tevo jJAtA hoya ke vidvAna hoya paNa

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121 samyaktva vinA e nigodamAM pheMkAI jAya che. jJAna paNa pramANabhUta kayAre kahevAya ? samyagdarzana hoya to ja. samyagdarzana eTale zu ? jinezvaranI vANImAM, vacanamAM ruci eTale zraddhA tenuM nAma samyagdarzana. jyAM ruci hoya tyAM ja vIryollAsa Ave. khAvAmAM ruci hoya to khAvAmAM doTa mUkaze. jyAM jenI ruci tyAM tenI doTa. sAMbhaLyu ghaNuM paNa jo ruci ja nahoya to. thALImAM ghebara pIrasAyuM paNa khAvAnI ruci ja nahoya to te ArogavAnI IcchA thAya kharI, mATe zAstrakAro kahe che ke zraddhA vinA badhuM nakAmuM che. bhale ekavAra paNa jinezvaranA tattvomAM ruci pedA thaI gaI pachI bhale cAlI jAya to paNa ardhapudgala parAvarta saMsAra teno ocho thaI jAya. ruci eTale bIja. bIja hoya to vRkSa ugI nIkaLe. kAzInA paMDitoe jaina zAstrano abhyAsa paNa karyo hoya ane bhaNAvatAe hoya. paNa lakheluM bolI batAve. emane jarAye sparze nahIM. bhaNI-bhaNIne paMDita thavAthI hAthamAM kAMI nahIM Ave. eka paMDitane tyAM huM maLavA gayo. 85 varSanI uMmara. jaina zAstrono sAro evo abhyAsa. paNa have nivRtta thayelA. meM pUchyuM ke have zuM karo cho? paMDitajI bolyA ke TI.vI. jouM chuM. chApAM-meMgejhina vAMcuM chuM. huM to sAMbhaLIne Azcarya ja pAmyo. tyAM mArI sAthe rahelA nAnA sAdhue pUchyuM ke bhagavAnanuM nAma to lo cho ne ! nA, sAheba huM nAstika chuM. zuM kahevuM ? AkhI jIMdagI zAstro bhaNyA ane bhaNAvyA paNa jIvanamAM jarAye sparza ja nahI, pelI kaDachI jevuM thayuM. dUdhapAkanA kaDAyAmAM pharatI kaDachIne dUdhapAkano svAda Ave kharo! AvA riTAyarDa mANasa paNa samyag darzana vinA saMsArathI TAyarDa thatA nathI tyAM sudhI samyagdarzana nahIM Ave tyAM sudhI bhavabhramaNa cAlu ja rahevAnuM. cAritra paNa game teTaluM uMcu hoya paNa samakita vagara tenuM sAcuM phaLa maLI tuM nathI. | matinA prakAro AtmAmAM rAga-dveSano kacaro bharelo che temAM jinezvara bhagavAnanI zI rUpI katakacUrNano bhukko nAkhavAmAM Ava to kacaro badho nIce besI ", jema DahoLAyelA pANImAM katakacUrNano bhUko nAkhatAM kacaro badho nIce

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122 besI jAya che. tema ahIMyA paNa samyagdarzanathI AtmA nirmaLa bane che. enA traNa prakAra che.kAMto kacaro nIce besI jAya. eTale ke rAga dveSa upazamI jAya. tene kahevAya upazama samakita. bIjuM kSAyopazamika sakita che. rAgadveSarUpI kacaro nIce besI gayA pachI tene halAveto pANI jema DahoLAI jAya tema sakita DahoLAI jAya che. eTale ke mithyAtvano jarAka saMga thayo ke mANasanuM sakita DahoLAI jAya. samakitane sthira rAkhavA satsaMga khUba ja jarUrI che. moTAbhAganI vyaktione kSayopazamika sakita ja hoya che. A samakita jIvanamAM asaMkhyavAra Ave che. satsaMga thAya tyAM sudhI sthira rahe. mithyAtvI thatAM e vAra na lAge. Ave ne cAlyuM jAya. trIjuM kSAyika samakita che, jemAM rAga-dveSa rUpI kacaro hoya ja nahIM. A sakita jIvanamAM eka ja vAra Ave che, ane AvyA pachI kayAreya cAlyuM jatuM ja nathI. rAga dveSano kacaro ja nahoya pachI DahoLAya ja kayAMthI ? samakitanA AbhUSaNo samyaktva paNa jo AbhUSaNathI yukta hoya to ja zobhe. tenA pAMca AbhUSaNo mahattvanA che. - samakitanA pAMca AbhUSaNo che. 1. svairyasthiratA. 2. prabhAvanA. 3. prabhubhakti 4. jinazAsanamAM kuzaLatA. 5. tIrthasevA. 1. sthiratA- bhagavAnano dharma samajyA pachI temAM sthiratA hovI joIe. moTA bhAganA jagatanA jIvo asthira ja hoya che. jyAM koI bIjAno saMsarga thAya tyAM ja doDI jAya che. ene ema thAya ke A sAcuM ke A sAcuM... zAstrakAro kahe che ke ema DAmADoLa na bano. eka ja bhagavAnanA dharma para zraddhA rAkho. Aje to aneka saMpradAyo che ane aneka gaccho che ane aneka mArgo che. keTalAka loko asthiratAnA kAraNe sAco dharma choDIne je-te mArge caDI jAya che. sAmAnya mANasonI vAta javA do paNa khuda bhagavAnanI putrI priyadarzanA paNa bhagavAnano paMtha choDIne thoDA samaya mATe to potAnA pati jamAlInA paMthamAM bhaLI gaI hatI. jamAlI kaheto ke koIpaNa kArya saMpUrNa thayA pachI saMpUrNa thayuM kahevAya. bhagavAnano mata hato ke kAryanI zarUAta thaI ke kArya karyuM kahevAya. A priyadarzanAne

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123 paNa bhagavAnanA mArgamAM sthira karanAra eka kuMbhAra hato. eka vakhata koI kuMbhArane tyAM priyadarzanAno mukAma che. kuMbhAra bhagavAnano khAsa bhakta hato. teNe thayuM ke bhagavAnanI dIkarI bhagavAnano paMtha choDI de e kema cAle? eTale priyadarzanAne sAce mArge lAvavA mATe priyadarzanA beThA hatA tyAM nibhADAmAMthI eka aMgAro laIne temanA sADA para pheMkayo. sADA para aMgAro paDatA sADI saLagavA lAgyo. priyadarzanAe tene bujhAvIne kuMbhArane kahyuM kuMbhAra ! jarA sAvadhAnIthI kAma kara. jo mAro sADo baLI gayo. kuMbhAre tarata ja kahyuM ke tamArA patinA mate to sADo saMpUrNa baLI jAya to ja baLyo kahevAya. bhagavAnanA mate barAbara che. thoDo baLyo hoya toya baLyo kahevAya. paNa tame tamArA patinA mate bolo to na cAle. A sAMbhaLIne AMkha khUlI gaI ane bhagavAnanA mArgamAM AvI gaI. dharmamAM sthira rahevuM te samakitanuM paheluM AbhUSaNa che. 2. prabhAvanA :- mANasanA jIvanano prabhAva paDavo joIe. aho ! A mANasa kevo dharmiSTha che? dharmathI tenuM AkhuM jIvana palaTAI gayuM! aho! dharmano kevo acijya prabhAva che. dAna, zIla ane tapathI dharmanI prabhAvanA karavI joIe. Aje zAsananI prabhAvanA khAvA-pIvAmAM ane benDavAjAmAM sImita thaI gaI che. A occhavamAM kevAM benDavAjA hatA ne kevuM khAvAnuM hatuM ? te ja badhA jue che paNa dharmanI prabhAvanA kevI thaI te to koI jotuM nathI. bhakti traNa prakAranI 3. prabhubhakti :- jinezvara taraphanI bhakti. rAga-anurAga hoya. bhakti jyAre jIvanamAM pragaTa thAya che. tyAre ApoApa jIvanamAM raMga Ave che. vyasananA nazAnI jema bhaktinA rasano paNa eka naso hoya che. bhaktinA traNa prakAra che. 1. paththaranI pUtaLI jevI. 2. gAbhAnI (kapaDAnI) DhIMgalI jevI. 3. sAkaranI pUtaLI jevI. 1. paththaranI pUtaLI jevI - paththaranI pUtaLIne pANImAM DUbADI rAkho to emAM pANIno jarAye praveza thAya kharo ? je bhakti paththaranI pUtaLI

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124 jevI hoya eTale ke hRdayamAM jarAye praveza karatI na hoya. te ApaNA durguNo dUra zI rIte kare ? Aje pUjano jUo, bhAvanAo juo.. ghaNIvAra bhADUtI ja bhakti hoya che ! AvI bhaktithI zuM phAyado? 2. DhIMgalI jevI - kapaDAnI DhIMgalIne pANImAM nAkho to te pANImAM saMpUrNa bhIMjAI jAya. bhakti paNa evA prakAranI hovI joIe ke mANasa Adra banI jAya. svabhAvamAM parivartana AvI jAya. doSonuM bhAna thAya. bhaktirasamAM taraboLa banI jAya. 3. sAkaranI pUtaLI jevI - sAkaranI pUtaLIne pANImAM nAkho to saMpUrNa ogaLI jaze. tema bhakta prabhunI bhaktimAM samAI jAya che. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje stavananI covIzI banAvelI temAM bAvIzamAM bhagavAna zrI neminAthanuM stavana banAvatAM bhagavAnamAM evA lIna thaI gayA ke jema rAjula nemanAthamAM samAI gayA tema AnaMdaghanajI mahArAja bhagavAnamAM samAI gayAM. pachI be stavano bIjA koIe banAvIne joDI dIdhA che. mIrAM, narasiMha mahetA, saMta kabIra vagerenI bhakti sAkaranI pUtaLI jevI hatI. "jaba laga meM taba prabhu nahIM, jaba prabhu taba nahIM meM, prema galI ati sAMkaDI, vAmeM do na sameM." bIjA naMbaranI pUjA haze to kayAreka trIjA naMbaranI pUjA jIvanamAM Avaze. bhagavAna paranuM bahumAna pragaTa thaze pachI ja sAcI bhakti Avaze. samakitanA be AbhUSaNo bAkI rahyAM te AgaLa joIzuM. guruvacanamAM jene zraddhA nathI ene svapna paNa sukhanI siddhi sAMpaDatI nathI. guru zraddhAe mahAna vastu che traNa tattvamAM gurutattvanuM mahAbhya vadhAre che.

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Aso suda-12 |darzana-jJAna-cAritra samakitanuM cothuM AbhUSaNa siddhacakra eka aNamola cIja che. tenI upAsanA karavAthI ne te te padonuM dhyAna dharavAthI te pada prApta thAya che. jIvanamAM badhA padone meLavavA mATe mANasa prayatnazIla bane che paNa A padone meLavavA mATe teno prayatna bahu alpa che. eka vakhata jo sAcuM samyag darzana AvI jAya to A jIvana-maraNano aMta Ave. samyaktva paNa jo AbhUSaNothI yukta hoya to ja zobhe. samyaktvanuM cothuM AbhUSaNa che jinazAsanamAM kuzaLatA H- vepAramAM je mANasa kuzaLa ane capaLa hoya te AgaLa Ave che tema jinazAsanamAM kuzaLatA hovI joIe. vepArI potAnA mAlane khapAvavA kevI kuzaLatAthI potAnA mAlanI rajuAta karato hoya che. tema dharmanI paNa evI sarasa rajUAta kare ke sAmenI vyaktine ema ja lAge ke aho ! Avo suMdara, Avo adbhuta jaina dharma che ? nAstikane pATha bhaNAvato pradhAna eka rAjA hato. tenA darabAramAM nAstiko ane Astiko badhAe AvatA. temAM koIke kahyuM ke jainonA sAdhu eTale kahevuM paDe ! saMsAranA viSayothI alipta rahIne mananA yoga dvArA muktine sAdhe che. tyAM sabhAmAMthI koI nAstika zeThIyo bolI uThayo ke e banI zake ja nahIM. sAdhuo zuM AvA viSayothI alipta rahI zake kharA ? rAjA paNa vicAramAM paDI gayo. pradhAna AstikavAdI ane catura hato. A bannene vAta gaLe utAravA teNe eka nATaka goThavyuM. rAjAnA mANasone phoDI nAkhIne rAjAno kiMmatI hAra corIne teNe te zreSThinA gha2mAM chUpAvI dIdho. have rAjAne khabara paDI ke hAra khovAyo che. jAherAta karI ke koI hAra corIne laI gayA hoya to pAcho ApI jAva nahIMtara jenA gharamAMthI nIkaLaze tene dehAMtadaMDanI sajA thaze. sainikoe cAre bAju tapAsa karI. pradhAne zreSThinA ghera paNa tapAsa karavA mokalyA. pote ja tyAM chUpAvyo hato. ane potAnA ja mANasone tapAsa karavA mokalelA eTale hAra tarata ja pakaDAI gayo. zreSThine dehAMtadaMDanI sajA phaTakAravAmAM

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126 AvI. pradhAne kahyuM ke jo tame chalochala bharelI telanI vATakI laIne tamArA gherathI rAja darabAre Avo. tamArI sAthe lokonuM moTuM ToLuM haze. Dhola-nagArA vAgatA haze paNa telanI vATakImAMthI eka biMdu tela paNa jo nIce paDaze to te ja vakhate tamAro ziraccheda thaze ane jo TIMpuya tela nIce paDayA vinA tame rAjadarabAre AvI pahoMcazo to tamArI sajA mApha. zraSTie vAtane svIkArI lIdhI. telanI vATakI laIne gherathI nIkaLyA. kIDInI cAle cAlatAM rAja darabAre AvI pahoMcyA. pelo pradhAna pUche che ke zeThajI ! rastAmAM tame zuM joyuM ? zreSThI kahe ke meM to telanI vATakI sivAya kaMI joyuM nathI. pradhAna kahe ke tame to eka ja mRtyunA DarathI ATalA badhA DarI gayA. to pachI sAdhuo to janma-maraNanI jaMjALathI DarI gayA che. eka nahIM aneka mRtyuno bhaya temane lAgyo che tethI teo A saMsAranA viSayothI alipta banIne sAdhanA kare che. jeNe mRtyuno bhaya lAgyo che te ja A saMsAranA svAdathI alipta bane che. tame gunhegAra nahotA paNa tame sAme dalIla karI hatI ne ke sAdhuo nirlepa rahI zake ja nahIM. mATe A badhuM kAvatruM karavAmAM AvyuM hatuM. badhAe jinazAsananI anumodanA karI.. A pramANe jinazAsananI prabhAvanA karavI joIe. = 5. tIrthasevA :- tIrtha be prakAre che jaMgama tIrtha ane sthAvara tIrtha. jaMgama tIrtha eTale mahAmunirAjonI sevA karavI. bhakti karavI ane sthAvaratIrtha eTale tIrthaMkaronI kalyANaka bhUmione sparzavI. vaLI daherAsara Adino vahIvaTa vagere karavo. tenAthI paNa saMgha vizALa bane. loko dharmamAM joDAya.. A badhI tIrtha sevA che. A pAMca samyaktvanI zobhAmAM vadhAro karanArA tathA samyaktvane ujjaLa banAvanArAM che mATe tene AbhUSaNo kahyA che. jema AbhUSaNo che tema samyaktvane dUSita karanArAM pAMca dUSaNo paNa che tenAthI mANase dUra rahevuM joIe. samakitanAM pAMca dUSaNo 1. zaMkA - jinamatamAM zaMkA kare. bhagavAne kahyuM te sAcuM haze ke nahIM? 2. kAMkSA - bIjA dharmo mATenI IcchA karavI. koI jagyAe maMtrataMtrAdino camatkAra joI te-te dharmamAM joDAI javAnI IcchA karavI. Aje

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127 to AvuM ghaNuM che. jyAM camatkAra tyAM namaskAra. 3. vicikitsA - dharma saMbaMdhI phaLano saMdeha. huM A anuSThAna karuM chuM athavA A tapa-japa karuM chuM tenuM phaLa mane maLaze ke kema ? 4. mithyAdRSTinI prazaMsA - mithyA dharmanI athavA dharmanI jAheramAM prazaMsA na karavI. kAraNe ke tenAthI jene satyAsatyanuM bhAna nathI tevA jIvo A sanmArgane choDIne mithyA dharmomAM phasAI jAya che. 5. mithyAtvIno paricaya :- mithyAdharmIono gADha paricaya na karavo. A vAta badhAne lAgu paDatI nathI. jeo dekhAdekhIthI ja A dharmane vaLagI rahelA che tevAone mATe che. nAnA kumaLA choDane ja vADanI jarUra hoya che kAMI moTA vRkSone vADanI jarUra nathI. ajJAnI jIvo satyamArgathI bhraSTa na thaI jAya, mATe mithyAdRSTiono paricaya karavo nahIM. A pAMce samyaktvane dUSita karatA hovAthI tene samyaktvanAM dUSaNo kahyAM che. paMca parameSThi maLyA pachI temAM ruci thavI eja mahattvanI che. jo paMca parameSThi para ApaNane vadhAre rUci che to samajavuM ke ApaNI pAse samyagdarzana che. jyAre sAcuM samyagdarzana thAya tyAre ene evuM lAge ke anaMtA janmomAM je AMkha mane maLI nahotI tevI divya AMkha mane maLI che. bhagavAnano mArga A divya AMkha dvArA ja jovA maLaze. carmacakSuthI nahIM jovAya. ane e cakSu zAstronA adhyayana dvArA ane temAM zraddhA dvArA ja maLe che.arihaMta paramAtmAnA mULamAM paNa samyagdarzana ja che. samakti prApti thayA pachI ja temanA bhavonI gaNatarI thAya che. jJAna ane cAritra tenuM mULa che. sAtamuM pada - 'namo nANassa' samyagdarzananA pAyA para ja zAsanano mahela ubho che paNa tenA mULamAM to jJAna ja che. jJAna e prakAza che.jIvanamAM anAdikALathI patharAyelA mohanA aMdhArAne dUra karanAra che. dazavaikAlikamAM Ave che - paDhamaM nANuM tao dayA.' prathama jJAna ane pachI dayA. ajJAnIne zI khabara paDe ke hiMsA zemAM che ne ahiMsA zemAM che ? heya zuM che ne upAdeya zuM che ? jJAna hoya to ja khyAla Ave. koI makAnamAM soya khovAI gaI. have tene zodhavI kevI rIte ? paNa jo soya dorAmAM parovAyelI haze to zodhatAM vAra lAge kharI ? tema ApaNo

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128 AtmA e soya che te saMsAranA viSayomAM khovAI gayo che paNa te jJAnarUpI doro temAM parovAyelo haze to tene zodhatAM vAra nahIM lAge. jJAnapada bolatuM che. enA AdhAre ja bIjA padanI mahattA che. arihaMta bhagavAnane kevaLajJAna thAya che tyAre te AgaLa vadhI zake che. jJAna na hota to arihaMta thAta zI rIte ? jJAna e saMsAra sAgaranI dIvAdAMDI che. anaMtA janmonA karmo mANasa svAdhyAya dvArA ja khapAve che. mahApuruSo paNa jyAre saMsAranI asAratAne samajayA tyAre nIkaLyAne ! ajJAnI mANaso karoDo bhavo sudhI tapAdi kriyAo dvArA je karma khapAve che te karma traNa guptithI yukta evo jJAnI eka zvAsozvAsamAM khapAve che. pahelAM ApaNA bApadAdA ATalA lADavA khAtA hatA ke ATalI roTalI khAtA hatA ke ATaluM ghI pacAvI zakatA hatA paNa Aje to pharasANano ja jamAno Avyo che. A to bhojananI vAta thaI te ja pramANe jJAnamAM pahelAMnA zrAvako aneka zAstro sAMbhaLatA ane pacAvatAM. sAdhuoe paNa sAvadha rahevuM paDatuM. je te phAsapusa vyAkhyAnamAM na cAle. AgamAM ja vAMcavAmAM AvatA. zrAvako bahuzruta kahevAtA. paNa Aje jema bhojanamAM pharasANa AvI gayuM che tema jJAna paNa phAsaphUsa eTale ke hasAhasanI vAto vALuM banI gayuM che. Aje tattvajJAnInI vAto gamatI nathI paNa jyAM vyAkhyAnamAM hasAhasa hoya tevuM ja vyAkhyAna vadhAre game che. bhUtakALamAM zrutajJAnathI paNa sAdhupuruSo kevaLI kahevAtA. zrutakevaLI. AThamuM pada - cAritrapada. cAritra e kriyApada che. jema kriyApada vagaranuM vAkaya adhuruM che tema cAritra pada vagara badhA pado adhUrA che. eka vAkyamAM kartA ane kriyApada hovAM joIe. arihaMta-siddha e kartA che. darzana-jJAna ane tapa e karaNa che ane cAritra e kriyApada che. rAgano tyAga ane tyAgano rAga cakravarti jevo RddhizALI vyakti paNa taNakhalAnI peThe cha khaMDanI Rddhine tyajIne cAritra mArge nIkaLI paDe che, zA mATe ? "cAritra viNa nahIM mukti re saMyama vinA A jIvano uddhAra nathI. saMyama eTale mAtra veza badalo eTaluM ja nathI. paNa jIvanamAM kSamA, mRdutA, saraLatA, nirlepatA... A badhA guNo

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129 jarUrI che. sarva vyaktio kaMI cAritra levAne samartha hotI nathI. paNa enI cetanAmAM jo bhoganA rAgane badale tyAgano rAga hoya to te sAdhu karatAM paNa caDI jAya che. zrIpAla mahArAja vagara cAritre paNa uMcA sthAne pahoMce che. kAraNa temanA cittamAM arihaMtAdi pratyeno avihaDa rAga hato. tyAgano rAga ThAMsI-ThAMsIne bharelo hato. mATe to saMyama vagara paNa uccagati meLavI lIdhI. ApaNe eTalo vicAra karavo jarUrI che ke ApaNI cetanAmAM koNa beThuM che ? gharanA, vaibhavanA padArtho ke paramAtmA ? moTe bhAge mANasonI cetanAmAM saMsAranA vaibhavo ja beThelA che. jenI tarapha rAga hoya tyAM ja citta kheMcAya che. navakAravALI gaNatAM-gaNatAM saMsAranA padArthomAM upayoga kema kSaNe-kSaNe cAlyo jAya che ? saMsAranA padArthonI tarapha rAga che mATe, jo vItarAga tarapha rAga hoya to navakAravALI gaNatAM citta kayAMya jAya nahIM. jyAM rAga tyAM kheMcANa. zAstrakAro kahe che ke cetanAmAM siddhacakranA navapadonuM sthAna besADo. tamAruM bhavabhramaNa aTakI jaze. jo saMsAranA padArthone sthApazo to bhavabhramaNa vadhI jaze. bhUtakALamAM arihaMta paramAtmA vicaratA hatA tyAre paNa anaMtA AtmAo temanA darzanathI, dhyAnathI, vANIthI vaMcita hatA. zA mATe ? temanI cetanAmAM arihaMtanI sthApanA nahotI. sAdhanAmAMthI ja siddhi maLatI hoya che, paNa mANasa Aje prasiddhimAM bhUlo paDayo che. tyAgano paNa ahaMkAra... ! kayAreka mANasane tyAgano paNa ahaMkAra AvI jAya che. eka sAdhu hatA. sukhI gharanA nabIrA hatA. eza-ArAma, moja-majhA, vaibhava choDIne dIkSA lIdhI.. paNa dIkSA lIdhA pachI manamAM tyAgano ahaMkAra che. temaNe bIjA koI sAdhune vAta-vAtamAM kahyuM ke meM to ATalI badhI Rddhine lAta mArIne meM dIkSA lIdhI che. sAmenA sAdhu Tharela hatA. sAdhaka hatA. tethI te dhIme rahIne bolyA ke mahArAja ! lAta to mArI paNa lAta barAbara vAgI lAgatI nathI. kAraNa ke pahelAM lakSmI hatI teno ahaMkAra hato ane have enA tyAgano ahaMkAra che. padArthano tyAga e tyAga nathI paNa tenA taraphanA rAgano tyAga e ja sAco tyAga che. zrIpAla pAse aDhaLaka Rddhi hatI chatAM te tyAgI karatAM ye caDI gayA. kAraNa ke temanAmAM rAgano tyAga hato.

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Aso suda-13 nivamuM pada - namo tavassA tapanA be prakAra siddhacakranI upAsanA eTale cetanAnI upAsanA. tamArI cetanAmAM zuM paDayuM che? tapanI bhAvanA ke bhojananI bhAvanA. cetanAmAMthI ja saMsAra ubho thAya che. ne cetanAmAMthI ja mokSa ubho thAya che. bannenuM janmasthAna eka che paNa eka bhavabhramaNanuM kAraNa che jyAre eka bhavavirAmanuM kAraNa che. upavAsa karavo agharo lAge paraMtu jenA cittamAM upavAsa pratye AkarSaNa hoya tene ema thAya ke are ! upavAsa kevo suMdara tapa che. khAvA-pIvAnI koI upAdhi ja nahIM. A zuddha vicAra paNa upavAsanuM phaLa ApI zake che. cAritra dvArA AvatA karmo aTake che paNa aMdara paDelI vAsanAnuM zuM? jJAnI bhagavaMto kahe che ke tapa dvArA te vAsanAne bALI zakAya che. karmorUpI Idhanane bALI nAkhavA mATe tapa e agni che. tapanA be prakAra che. 1. bAhyatapa. 2. abhyatara tapa. bAhyatapanA cha prakAro temAM bAhyatapanA cha prakAra che. 1. aNasaNa 2. uNodarI. 3. vRtti saMkSepa. 4. rasatyAga. 5. kAyaphaleza. 6. saMlInatA. 1. aNasaNa - aNasaNa eTale khAvuM nahIM. ekAsaNuM, upavAsane paNa aNasaNa kahevAya ane jAvajajIva bhojanano tyAga kare tene paNa aNasaNa kahevAya. A rIte A tapanI ArAdhanA karavAnI che. bhagavAna jANe che ke A bhavamAM mAro mokSa thavAno che chatAM paNa bhagavAna kevI duSkara tapanI ArAdhanA kare che. sADA bAra varSa sudhI bhagavAne bhUmino paNa sparza karyo nathI arthAt besavAnuM nahIM ke uMghavAnuM nahI, basa ubhA-ubhA dhyAnamAM ja rahevAnuM. AvI ghora tapazcaryA bhagavAne karI che. 2. uNodarI - cAre Indriyono AdhAra jIbha upara che. saMsAramAM sarva lezo jIbhane AbhArI che. zarIranA rogomAM paNa moTo bhAga jaTvendriyano che. covIze kalAka mANasanI cakkI cAlu che. aNasaNa na thaI zake tenA mATe A tapa bahu uttama che. uNodarIthI ghaNA rogo aTakI jAya che. A tapa

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131 ghaNuM ja kaThina che. kAraNa ke mANasanI sAme bhAvatuM bhojana hoya tyAre te ThAMsI-ThAMsIne ja khAya che. A eka ja tapa Ama jovA jaIe to traNe TAIma khAvAnuM che chatAM ye tapa... tene karavAmAM Ave to zarIranA moTAbhAganA rogo khatama thaI jAya. 3. vRttisaMkSepa - vRttiono saMkSepa karavo. ochA dravyo vAparavA. Aje to jAta jAtanI vAnagIo, jAta-jAtanA phUTo, jAta-jAtanA zAkabhAjI jovA maLe che. paNa jo ghaNI cIjo peTamAM jaze to badhI bhegI thaIne kajIyo karaze. aMdara bhegI thaIne e badhI laDe ane ApaNane raDAve. ekadama ochAM ane sAdAM dravyo ja uttama bhojana che. Aje to ghaNI cIjo e vaibhavanI nizAnI che. keTalIya jAtanA athANAM ne kacuMbaro hoya.. koI avasaranA divase to eka thALI 150 ke 200 rUpiyAnI paDatI hoya che. are ! hamaNAM sAMbhaLyuM ke eka bhAInA lagnamAM 400 rUpiyAnI eka thALI hatI. bhojana to zarIrane nibhAvavA mATe che jyAre Aje zarIrane khatama karavA mATe banI gayuM che. "AhAra tevo oDakAra !" AhAra vilAsI ane jIvana paNa vilAsI. jIMdagInI pAyamAlI. 4. rasatyAga - AgaLanA tapamAM kahyuM ke cIjo ochI khAvI. paNa ochI cIjo ye bahu rasakasavALI nahIM khAvAnI. koI ema kahe ke huM be ja cIja khAIza paNa lADavA ne dudhapAka, to na cAle. tenA mATe A tapa batAvyo che. ochI cIjo paNa bahu rasakasavALI nahIM, ati snigdha AhAra. jIvane pramAdI banAve che. tame anubhavyuM paNa haze ke koI jamaNavAramAM bhAre padArtho jamIne AvyA. pachI AMkho gherAvA lAge. ArAma karavo ja paDe. AvuM bane che ne ! mATe bhagavAne kahyuM ke alpAhArane alpa rasakasavALo AhAra karavo e paNa tapano ja prakAra che. 5. kAyaphaleza - khAI-pIne besI nathI rahevAnuM. nahIMtara to zarIra medavALuM banI jAya che. AjanA mANasonA ane emAMya moTebhAge strIonA zarIra kevAM beDoLa banI gayAM che. basa beThAM-beThAM khAvAnuM ane mANasone morDara karavAno. pachI zarIramAM carabI bhegI na thAya to bIjuM zuM thAya ?

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132 zarIrane jarAye zrama na paDavo joIe. eka dAdaro paNa emane caDhavAno nahIM. enA mATe lIpha taiyAra hoya. zAstrakAro kahe che ke bIjo koI zrama na hoya to chevaTe daherAsaramAM jaIne 100 khamAsamaNAM ApavA. kAyA pramAdI bane eTale mana to pramAdI bane ja ane pachI ALasu mana vikalponA jALAM gUMthIne karmo bAMdhyA kare. kAyaphalezane paNa tapa gaNavAmAM Avyo che. pratikramaNa vageremAM kriyAo ubhA-ubhA karavI. amAre locanuM kaSTa hoya che. A badhuM kAyaphaleza che. 6. salInatA - ApaNuM citta bahAra ja bhaTakI rahyuM che. tene aMdara tarapha vALIe to ja paramAtmA maLe. bahAra bhaTakatA cittane aMdara vALavuM te moTuM tapa che. kAcabAnuM udAharaNa Ave che. kAcabo potAnA badhA aMgone aMdara saMkocI le che pachI tenA parathI gADuM pasAra thAya ne to paNa kAcabAne vAMdho na Ave. tema ApaNe paNa ApaNI pAMca indriyone saMkocI levAnI che. pAMca indriyo bahAra bhaTakI rahI che. tene A tapa dvArA aMdara vALo. paraba vana vyatRtva svayaMbhU 1 vidhAtAe pAMce Indriyono pravAha bahAra tarapha vALyo che. AMkha to bahAranuM ja jue che ne emAM AnaMda meLave che. tema kAna bahAranuM ja sAMbhaLe che. aMdarathI uThatA avAjane dabAvI de che. jo A badhI Indriyone aMdara tarapha vALavAmAM Ave to ghaNA phalezomAMthI mukti maLI jAya, A badhI viTaMbaNAo IndriyonA viSayone meLavavA mATenI ja che ne ! Indriyo jeTalI upayogI che teTalI ja khataranAka che. bAhya tapano mukhya saMbaMdha jIvA sAthe che. jyAre atyaMtara tapano mukhya saMbaMdha AtmA sAthe che. atyaMtara tapanA cha prakAro 1. prAyazcitta. 2. vinaya. 3. vaiyAvacca. 4. svAdhyAya. 5. dhyAna. 6. vyutsarga. 1. prAyazcitta - bahArano tapa to lokone dekhAya. tame upavAsa karo ke ekAsaNuM karo tenI lokone khabara paDe paNa abhyataratapane to vyakti pote ja jANe. prAyazcita eTale prAye karIne citta zuddha kare che. koIpaNa pApa karyA pachI te pApane guru pAse jaIne kahevuM te ghaNuM duSkara che. potAnI meLe potAnI bhUlano svIkAra karavA koI taiyAra thatuM nathI. svIkAra eja moTI bAbata

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133 che. potAnA ja mukhe potAnI bhUlano svIkAra karatAM mANasane ahaM naDe che. prathama to tene potAnI bhUla dekhAtI ja nathI. bhUla dekhAvI ane teno svIkAra karavo ghaNuM kaThina che. caMDakoziyo nAga zemAMthI banyo ? RSinA bhavamAM bhUlanI mAphI na mAMgI temAM ja ne ! bhUla keTalI nAnakaDIne sajA keTalI moTI ! mATe to kahevAya che ke svIkAramAM sukha InkAramAM duHkha.. ... 2. vinaya :- vinayane ArAdhavo ghaNo muzkela che. badhAne ema ja che ke 'huM kAMIka chuM' A sUtra ja badhAnA magajamAM ramatuM hoya che. A sUtrane dUra karavA mATe vinaya khUba ja jarUrI che. magajane pahelAM khAlI karo pachI juo arihaMtAdi navapadono prakAza kevo saMcare che ? vaLI vinaya eTale AThe karmonuM vinayana (dUra karavAnuM kAma) kare te... 3. vaiyAvacca - prAyazcita kadAca jIvanamAM Ave. are ! vinaya paNa Ave chatAM potAnA zarIrane namAvavuM khuba ja duSkara che. sevAdharma: paramAdano yoginAmapyagamyaH| yogione sAdhanA karavI sukara che paNa sevAdharma khUba kaThina che. sAdhanAmAM to manane ekAgra ja banAvavAnuM che jyAre AmAM to manano bhoga ApavAno che. IcchAono bhoga ApavAno che. sevA kayAreya nakAmI jatI nathI. A guNa apratipAti che. A tapathI anaMtA janmonA karmo paNa khatama thaI jAya che. RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA pUrvajanmanI vAta che. bAhubali bala akSayakIno pITha ane mahApITha tathA bAhu ane subAhu nAmanA A cAra RSabhadeva bhagavAnanA ziSyo hatA. pITha ane mahApITha bhaNavAnuM ja kAma karatA. cauda pUrvadhArI hatA. jyAre bAhu-subAhu banne vaiyAvaccanuM kAma karatAM, pAMcaso sAdhuone gocarI-pANI pUrI pADatA. temanI pagacaMpI vagere karatAM. bhagavAna bAhu-subAhunA kAmanI prazaMsA karatA. A prazaMsA pITha-mahApIThathI sahana na thaI. temaNe manamAM vicAryuM ke badhe kAma ja vahAluM che. ame rAta-divasa magajanI kasarata karyA karIe chIe to amArI prazaMsA nathI karatAM ne A bannenI prazaMsA kare che. manamAM eTalo vicAra AvatAM ja paTakAyA. pahelA guNaThANe pahoMcI gayA ne tyAM strIpaNuM bAMdhyuM. banne kALa karIne brAhmI- suMdarI banyA. ane sAdhuonI vaiyAvacca karanAra bAhu-subAhu kALa karIne bharata

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134 bAhubalI banyA. pUjAnI DhALamAM Ave che ne ke "bAhubalI bela akSaya kIno..' vaiyAvaccanA phaLa svarUpe A janmamAM akSaya baLa prApta karyuM. AmaA tapanuM mahattva ghaNuM che. emAM zarIrane namAvavuM paDe che. 4. svAdhyAya - svAdhyAya eTale svanuM adhyayana. mANasa paranuM adhyayana karavAmAM ja paDayo che. svAdhyAya kare to potAnA doSo dekhAyane ? vaLI svAdhyAyathI khyAla Ave ke Ama karavAthI Ama thAya. tenAthI khovAyelo AtmA, paDelo AtmA uMce Ave che. prAyazcita karavAthI A phaLa maLe. vinaya karavAthI Ama thAya. vaiyAvacca karavAthI A lAbha thAya. A badhuM samajAve koNa ? svAdhyAya ja ne ! paramAtmA sudhI pahoMcADe koNa ? pahelAnA puruSo potAnA lAkho varSanA AyuSyane svAdhyAyanA baLe ja vItAvatA. Aje to ApaNe A 25-50 varSa vItAvavA hoya toya mahenata paDe che. kAraNa ke svAdhyAya lupta prAya banI gayo che athavA ghaNo ghaTI gayo che. hA, vAtono svAdhyAya AvI gayo che. chApAno ke megejhInano svAdhyAya karI-karIne ApaNA hRdaya paNa paththara jevAM banI gayA che. pahelAM to eka vyaktinuM mRtyu sAMbhaLIe ne toya coMkI uThatA. jyAre Aje chApAmAM keTalAyanA mRtyu vAMcIe chIe chatAM eka hAthamAM cAno kapa ne bIjA hAthamAM chApuMmanamAM jarAye arerATI to nahIM paNa TesathI cAno ghUMTaDo utAratA hoya.. jarAye dilane AMcako lAge nahiM. sAdhu mATe to svAdhyAya e moTo khorAka che. tapa ocho haze to cAlaze paNa svAdhyAya joIe. svAdhyAya eTale mAtra gAthAo gokhIne kaMThastha karavI eTaluM ja nahIM tenA arthamAM ramaNatA hovI e sAco svAdhyAya che. ciMtana-manana, nididhyAsana e svAdhyAyanuM phaLa che. jainono tapa uttama koTino che. che kyAMya Avo tapa ? bIjA eka upavAsa karaze ne toya gA-gA karaze ke Aje to mAre upavAsa che. eka rAta bhUkhyA rahyA hoya ne toya savAre zuM kaheze ke breka phAsTa karavAno che. upavAsanuM pAraNuM karIe chIe. jaina darzananI A vizeSatA che. bhagavAna mahAvIre ApaNane kevo uttamamAM uttama tapa Apyo che ! (sAkaranuM pANI pitta besADe, jInavANI pitto besADe. )

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Aso suda-14 siddhacakranuM dhyAna mahApuruSo kahe che ke 84 lAkha yonirUpIbhayaMkara aTavIne pAra karatAM... karatAM. mahApunyanA udaye mAnavajanmane pAmyA, paNa haju eka moTI aTavI pasAra karavAnI bAkI che. te che vRttionI, vikAronI ane vicAronI.. A aTavIne pAra karavA mATe bhagavAnano sathavAro joIze. corAzI lAkha yoninA saMskArane bALavA mATe tapa rUpI agni ja kAma Ave che. cetanAnI aMdara bharelA vaibhavavilAsanA padArthone dUra karI tyAM navapadanI sthApanA karo. ApaNe tapanA atyaMtara prakArone joI rahyA che. pAMcamo prakAra che dhyAna :- siddhacakranuM dhyAna. ApaNI cetanAmAM siddhacakrane badale vilAsanuM cakra goThavAyeluM che. bhagavAnane badale bhogavAna ja beThelA che. thoDIvAra navakAravALI gaNavI hoya tyAM sudhI cetanAmAM rahelA saMsAranA padArthone khaseDI ApaNe arihaMtAdi lAvIe chIe. paNa jyAM dhyAna puruM thayuM ke oTomeTika arihaMtAdi cAlyA jAya che ane saMsAranA padArtho pAchA AvIne bharAI jAya che. saMsAranA padArthone cittamAMthI khaseDatAM khUba mahenata paDe che. hA, ene lAvavA mATe jarAye mahenata paDatI nathI. enI meLAeja AvIne ubhA rahI jAya che. kAraNa ke ApaNane saMsAranA padArthomAM atizaya rAga che. ApaNuM dhyAna paNa ekajAtanI kasarata ja banI jAya che. zvAsone jovA ne levA. eka mAnasika kasarata sivAya bIjuM kAMI hAthamAM AvatuM nathI. bhagavAnanA dhyAnane zvAsozvAsamaya banAvavAnI jarUra che. ApaNane khabara paNa na hoya ane ApaNA zvAsamAM arihaMtanuM smaraNa cAlatuM hoya. Ane ajapAjapa kahevAmAM Ave che. jyAre jApa Avo ajapA banaze tyAre vAstavika AnaMda prApta thaze. ane sahajatAthI ja samAdhi lAgI jaze. anuSThAno badhAM cetanAne badalavA mATe che. pAMce Indriyone poSaNa ApavA mATe jIvendriya ja kAma kare che. pahelAM bAhyatAthI jIbhane kAbUmAM levAnI che. jIbha kAbUmAM Avaze eTale cAre Indriyo zAMta paDI jaze. pachI saMsInatA dvArA pAMce Indriyone aMdara tarapha vALavAnI che. svAdhyAya dvArA jIvanuM utthAna thaze. Aje to A mAnavadehanuM mUlya keTaluM? koI ekasIDanTamAM

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136 marI gayA.. vimo utarAvelo hoya to be-pAMca lAkha maLe athavA to sarakAra taraphathI pAMca-paccIsa hajAranI madada maLe.. badho uhopoha zAMta... paNa zAstrakAro kahe che ke A janma to mahAkiMmatI che. enI kiMmata to koI AMkI zake ja nahIM. 6. vyutsarga - vaibhavI padArthono saMkSepa. AhArano tapa pahelAM kahI gayA have vyutsarga eTale upakaraNono tapa. ochAmAM ochAM vastro, alaMkAro, pharnicaro rAkho. Aje A tapa bilakula lupta thaI javAnA kAraNe udAratA AvatI nathI. paiso ane vAta jIravI zakAtAM nathI. A bannene jIravavAnuM kAma khUba ja agharuM che. koInI vAta sAMbhaLI ke ApaNane caTapaTI lAge ke kayAre huM koIne kahI dauM ! paiso paNa tevI ja cIja che. e Ave ke kAM to baMgalAnI zobhAmAM kAM to tananI zobhAmAM game tyAM nAMkhe ja chUTako. paNa jo bhogo kAbUmAM AvI jAya to e badho paiso dIna duHkhImAM kharca zakIe. vyutsarga zuM kAma kare che te para eka kathA Ave che. ekanA puNyathI aneka bacI gayA....! kamalapura nAmanA nagaramAM kamalasena nAmano eka rAjA hato. te nagaramAM eka nimittiyo Avyo. jUnA jamAnAmAM nimittiyAo ghaNA rahetA. emanI sAdhanA paNa jabarI rahetI. badhuM kAMI copaDImAM lakheluM na hoya. koI maMtranI sAdhanA dvArA to koI gurunI ArAdhanA dvArA sacoTa jJAna prApta karatA. vaidyo paNa evA hatA ke tamArI nADI joIne ja kahI de ke tame zuM khAdhuM che? keTalAka to caherA parathI ja roga pArakhI le. A badhI sAdhanAo atyAre sAva lupta banI gaI che. nimittiyAo je kAMI kahe te khoTuM paDe ja nahIM. evuM sacoTa jJAna prApta kareluM hatuM. rAjasabhAmAM nimittiyo Ave che. rAjAe to svAbhAvika ja pUchayuM ke bolo tamArA jJAnamAM hamaNAM zuM jaNAya che ? nimittiyAe jJAnanA baLathI kahyuM ke 12 varSano bhayaMkara dukALa paDaze. tamAre je baMdobasta karavo hoya te karI lejo . A sAMbhaLIne rAjA ciMtAtura banI gayo. prajAne bAra-bAra varSa sudhI bacAvavI kevI rIte ? badhA udAsa banI gayA. saMgraha paNa keTalo karI zakAya? anna-pANI keTalAM saMgharavA. to zuM kAMI deza choDIne cAlI nIkaLavuM ? e

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137 paNa kyAM zakya che? jAmelo dhaMdho-ghara bAra vagere choDIne javuM kAMI saheluM che. comAsuM najIka AvavA mAMDayuM. AkAzamAMthI Aga varasI rahI che. rAjAne thayuM ke nimittayAnI vAta sAcI paDaze ema lAge che. badhA ciMtAmAM che koIne kAMI sUjhatuM nathI. aSADha mahino utaravA Avyo. tyAM eka divasa AkAzamAM eka vAdaLuM dekhAyuM. jota-jotAmAM vAdaLuM moTuM thaI gayuM. ane thoDIvAramAM to anarAdhAra varSA zarU thaI. pRthvI jaLabaMbAkAra banI gaI. eTalI badhI vRSTi thaI ke eka ja vRSTimAM loko dharAI gayA. loko vicAramAM paDayA. nimittiyAnuM vacana kayAreya khoTuM paDe ja nahIM, nimittiyAne bolAvyo. tene pUchayuM ke tAruM jJAna khoTuM paDatuM nathI A vakhate Ama kema ? te paNa kahe che ke rAjan ! mArA jJAna pramANe grahonI dazA joIne kahuM chuM ke A vRSTi zakaya ja nathI. huM paNa samajI zakato nathI. A koI camatkAra lAge che. praznanuM nirAkaraNa have thoDA vakhatamAM te nagaramAM yugandhara nAmanA jJAnI guru mahArAja padhAryA che. rAjA ane prajA badhA AcArya bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA gayA che. dezanAne anne rAjA pUche che ke bhagavan! eka prazna ghaNA vakhatathI manamAM dhoLAI rahyo che. Apa enuM nirAkaraNa karo.. amArA nimittiyAnuM nimittajJAna kayAreya khoTuM paDayuM nathI. paNa A vakhate kema khoTuM paDayuM ? guru mahArAja kahe che nimittiyAnuM jJAna sAcuM che paNa tArA nagaramAM eka mahApuNyavAna vyaktino janma thayo che. puNya pote ja jANe deha dhAraNa karIne na AvyuM hoya ! tenA prabhAvathI tArA AkhA dezamAMthI duSkALa nIkaLI gayo che. rAjA Azcarya pAmyo. teNe gurumahArAjane pUchayuM ke bhagavan! evuM te keTaluM puNya teNe bAMdhyuM haze ke jenAthI AvaDI moTI Aphata TaLI gaI ? e puNya teNe bAMdhyuM kevI rIte ? guru mahArAja kahe che ke sAMbhaLa.... puNya bAMdhyuM zemAMthI ? eka nagaramAM eka chokaro hato. tenA mA-bApa marI gayA hatA. mAbApa vinAno athaDAto phUTAto bhIkha mAMgIne potAnuM peTa bharato hato. bhIkhamAM je-te khAvAthI tenA zarIramAM koDha vyApI gayo. koDha e cepI roga

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138 gaNAto.. eTale badhA tene dhikkAravA mAMDayA.. bicAro jAya paNa kyAM ? evAmAM teNe sAdhu mahAtmAne joyA. tene lAgyuM ke A mArI vAta sAMbhaLaze tethI teNe sAdhu mahArAjane kahyuM ke bhagavan! mArI upara upakAra karo. mane loko badhA tiraskAre che. koI AMgaNe ubho ya rahevA detuM nathI. roTalo paNa ApatuM nathI. bhagavad ! kaMIka auSadhi batAvo to mAro roga maTe. jagatamAM sAdhu-saMto ja evA che ke jeo duHkhIyAnI duHkhanI vAto sAMbhaLe che ne tenI saMbhALa le che. bAkI sukhI varga to potAnA sukhamAM DUbelo che. tene to duHkhInA duHkhanI kalpanA paNa AvatI nathI. sAdhu mahArAja kahe jo tAre rogamAMthI mukta banavuM hoya to pahelAM tuM viratImAM AvI jA. pachI khAvA para pUrato saMyama rAkha. to ja A roga maTe... A paNa rogathI khUba trAsI gayo hato. tethI viratImAM eTale ke paccakhANamAM AvavA taiyAra thaI gayo. teNe sAdhu mahArAja pAse niyama lIdho eka anAja, eka vigaI. ekavAra bhojana ane pANI A cAra sivAya bIjA badhA padArthono tyAga. eTale khAvA para saMyama AvatA ja dhIme-dhIme zarIra nIrogI banavA mAMDayuM. Aje paNa evA kissAo jovA maLe che koI kensara jevo bhayaMkara vyAdhi lAgu paDyo hoya.. mANasane ema thAya ke Ame have kensala ja thavAnuM che to zA mATe taka sAdhI na levI ? koI mahAtmAo Avo jIvaleNa vyAdhi lAgu paDatAM upavAsa para utarI jAya che. eTale ke aNasaNa svIkArI le che. ane pachI khAvAnuM baMdha thatAM ja aMdaranA jIvANuo paNa poSaNa nahIM maLatA te khatama thavA mAMDe che ane tabiyata sudharavA mAMDe che. jIvaleNa vyAdhi paNa maTI jAya che. kahevAya che ke dhanam paramauSadham | upavAsa e moTAmAM moTI davA che. pelA chokarAne tabiyata sudharatAM pelA sAdhu mahArAja para paNa khUba ahobhAva utpanna thayo. ane dharma para paNa sadbhAva thayo. have te nIrogI thavA lAgyo paisA AvavA mAMDayA. dravyo to tene cAra ja khAvAnA hatA, tethI paisA vadhavA mAMDyA. paisAmAMthI teNe have vepAra zarU karyo. bhIkha mAMgavAnuM choDI dIdhuM. A to nasIba kahevAya. kayAre khIle ne kayAre karamAya? te kahI zakAya nahIM. A chokarAno paNa dhaMdho vadhatAM vadhatAM lakhapati nahIM paNa karoDapati banI gayo. moTo zeTha banI gayo. potAne

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139 vRtti saMkSepa che. niyama che mATe paiso vaparAya zemAM ? tethI teNe potAnA paisAno vyaya karavAnuM nakkI karyuM. dIna-du:khIyAmAM te khUba kharacavA lAgyo. emAM vaLI duSkALa jevo vakhata AvatAM to teNe potAnA dvAra khullAM mUkI dIdhAM. sAdhu-saMtonI paNa khUba ullAsathI bhakti kare che. A badhAthI teNe mahApunya upArjana karyuM. tyAMthI marIne te devalokamAM jAya che. tyAM paNa devalokanA sukhomAM nahIM lapeTAtA eka ja bhAvanA che ke bhagavAna mane tAruM zAsana maLe. uttama saMskArI kuLamAM mAro janma thAya. AvI ucca bhAvanAmAM tyAMthI cyavIne rAjanuM tArA nagaramAM eka zeThane tyAM teno janma thayo che ane te mahApuNyazALInA prabhAvathI tArI nagarI bacI gaI. dezanA purI thaI. rAjA parivAra sAthe zeThanA ghera jAya che. pAraNAmAMthI putrane hAthamAM laIne kahe che ke he jagatanA AdhAra ! durbhizabhaMjana ! tane mArA namaskAra ho. kharekhara! A rAjyano sAco rAjA to tuM ja che. tenuM "dharmanRpa' evuM nAma pADe che. rAjyAbhiSeka kare che. tenA punyanA prabhAvathI AkhuM rAjya roga vageremAMthI mukta bane che. chevaTe rAjya choDIne te dIkSA le che te ja bhavamAM kevaLajJAna pAmI mokSe jAya che. juo ! vyutsarge kevuM kAma karyuM. Aje ApaNA jIvanamAM vyutsarga che ja nahIM. nahIM khAvAmAM ke nahIM vastra pAtramAM. je Ave te nAkho peTamAM. ane je Ave te nAkho paTArAmAM. zarIrane ane manane nirogI rAkhavAnI tapa e amogha davA che. carakaRSinI parIkSA | carakasaMhitA e Ayurvedano mahAnamAM mahAna graMtha che. caraka nAmanA RSie ja te banAvelo che. caraka pramANabhUta che ke nahIM te jANavA mATe ekavAra AyurvedanA deve pakSInuM rUpa laIne carakanI parIkSA karI, caraka jyAM beThA hatA tyAM AvIne pakSI bolyuM ke koDa- koNa nIrogI ? carake javAba Apyo hatapu- je pathya khAto hoya che. bIjI vAra pakSI bolyuM ke koMgA koNa nIrogI? carake kahyuM ke mitakuLa parimita khAnAro. bhUkha vagara khAdhe rAkhanAro na hoya.. Aje to bhUkha hoya ke na hoya.. paNa kaMIka saMskAro karIne pharasANo taiyAra karaze. eTale lolupatAthI paNa mANasa khAvA bese.. pakSI trIjIvAra bolyuM joDa% carake javAba Apyo kazI mu - zAka khAnAro na hoya che. A traNa zaratane pALanAro nIrogI rahe che.

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Aso suda 15 |mahAmaMtra navakAra jagatanA kalyANane mATe bhagavAne karuNAthI ApaNane dharmano maMgalamaya mArga batAvyo che. siddhacakranuM jema mahattva che tema siddhacakranuM dhyAna karanAra, upAsanA karanAra zrIpAla mahArAjAnuM paNa eTaluM ja mahattva che. kAraNa ke zrIpAla pAtra hatA. pAtra vinA dharma AvI zake nahIM. ApaNe dharma meLavavo haze to pAtra banavuM paDaze. jema bIjanuM mahattva che tema jamInanuM paNa eTaluM ja mahattva che. paththara para bIja nAkhavAmAM Ave to uge kharuM ? yogya jamInamAM ja bIja ugI zake che. varasAdanuM pANI sarakhuM ja hoya che paNa svAti nakSatramAM chIpalImAM paDeluM pANI motI bane che. pANI mATe chIpalI e pAtra che. siddhacakranI ArAdhanA mATe zrIpAla mahArAjA pAtra banyA tyAre ja A siddhacakranuM mahattva duniyAne samajANuM. paNa ApaNe dharmane ja vaLagIe chIe. pAtra banavAnI kayAreya koziSa ja nathI karatA. pAtra banavA mATe mANase mahAna banavuM paDe che. sajjana banavuM paDe che. 100 ke 1000nI noTa nAnA chokarAnA hAthamAM ApavAmAM Ave ane koI moTI vyaktinA hAthamAM ApavAmAM Ave. banne vacce keTalo pharaka paDe ? nAnA chokarAnA hAthamAM noTa e eka kAgaLiyAno TukaDo che. che ene koI kiMmata ? ane tamAre mana e noTanuM keTaluM che? kAraNa ke tamane enI kiMmata samajAI cUkI che. tema navapadanI kiMmata jene samajAya te ja sAcA arthamAM ArAdhI zake. traNa-traNa janmone sudhAranAro ...! navakAra maMtra tamArA traNa-traNa janmone sudhArI nAMkhaze. A lokamAM sukha-zAMti Ape. paralokamAM sadgati Ape ane pachI paNa uttamakuLamAM janma Ape. navakAra maMtra davAnuM paNa kAma kare che. Arogya paNa Ape che eTale ke tamane phUraNA thAya ke AnI phAkI le. A vastu baMdha kara. A rIte aMdarathI preraNA thAya. Ama zarIrane nIrogI banAvavAnI tAkAta paNa navapadanA jApamAM rahelI che. AjanI davAo to roga maTADavAne badale navA

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141 rogone AmaMtraNa Ape che. kharekhara ! to 'No Medicine is Medicine davA ja na levI e moTI davA che. amadAvAda zaheramAM dasa DagalAM cAlone DokaTaranuM pATiyuM lagADeluM ja hoya. chatAM davAkhAnAo ubharAtAM hoya... gAmaDAmAM paNa DokaTarono dhaMdho dhIkato cAlato hoya. rAta-divasa dardIo ubharAtA ja hoya. pahelAM evo jamAno hato ke so mANasamAM paNa eka dardI gotyo na jaDe. Aje to jarAka mAthuM duHkhe eTale tarata ja upaDe davAkhAne.. e jamAnAmAM to game tevA bhayaMkara dardo hoya to pahelAM DozImAne pUche.. DozIo davAo jANatAM. na chUTake ja davAkhAne javAnuM hoya... mATe to kahevAya che ke "vedya, vezyA ne vakIla traNe rokaDIyA jozI DozI ne vaTemArgu traNe phogaTIyA." vaidya pAse jAo eTale pahelAM phI mAge. rUpiyA hoya to ja davA barAbara thAya. tyAre vezyA to dhana joIne ja pagaluM mAMDe. tamArI pAse hoya to ja ubho rahevA de.. ane vakIla to Aje tame joI rahyA ja cho ke pahelAM phI pachI kesa laDavAno... A traNeya rokaDiyAM che. jyAre DozImAnuM vaiduM maphata ja rahetuM. jozIo paNa paisA na letA. vaTemArgune to game tyAre rasto pUcho.. Aje to vibhakta kuTuMbo thatAM DozImAonI koI kiMmata ja nathI rahI. mATe to bimArIo paNa vadhI rahI che. bhagavAnanuM nAma e moTAmAM moTI davA che. saMpattie poIjhana che navakAramaMtra tamane sadAye prasannatA bakSase. Aje to moMghavArI eTalI vadhI gaI che ane sAthe mANasanI tRSNA paNa eTalI jora kare che ke gharamAM strI-puruSa ne saMtAno badhAne dhaMdhe doDavuM paDe. mANasa nahIM paNa jANe yaMtro kAma karI rahyAM hoya tevuM lAge. mAM para teja ja jovA maLe nahIM. jyAre A maMtra tamArA kAmone saraLa banAvI deze. tamArA jIvanamAM saMtoSa Avaze. sAthe prasannatA paNa Avaze. jeTalI saMpatti vadhAre te paNa jhera banI jAya che. koIpaNa vastu jyAre ati bane che tyAre te jhera banI jAya che. Everything in eccess is poision. HLE Y anfa Hoa auterai atino sarva ThekANe tyAga karavo joIe. paNa mANasane saMpatti kayAreya ati

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142 lAgatI ja nathI. lADavA Tonika gaNAya. paNa jo te vadhAre paDatA khAvAmAM Ave to zuM thAya? jIva Ape ke jIva le? zAstrakAro kahe che ke tame tamArA vaibhava para poIjhananuM lebala lagADI do jethI tame vAparo paNa tenAthI dUra raho. jema DokaTarane tyAM je davAnI bATalI para poIjhana lakheluM hoya te davA koIne pIvA mATe Ape kharA ! are koIne lagADe ne to paNa tarata ja sAbuthI hAtha dhoI nAMkhe. tamArI saMpatti paNa poIjhana jevI che. navakAramaMtra tamane A poIjhanathI bacAve che. navakAramaMtra A janmane to sudhAre che ja paNa AMkha mIMcAyA pachI paNa A maMtra tamane sadgati Apaze. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa svargamAM gayA pachI tyAMthI uttamakulamAM janma maLe. Ama traNa bhavonI geraMTI A maMtra Ape che. tamAro A loka sudhAre paraloka sudhAre ane pachIno bhavapaNa sudhAre... jo niSThApUrvaka ekAgratAthI gaNavAmAM Ave to. AvI zakti A mahAmaMtramAM rahelI che. pahelAM jIvanamAM pratIti thavI joIe ke A maMtra ja mane bacAvaze. aMta samaye karoDonI saMpatti ke svajana parivAra koI bacAvavA nahIM Ave, game tevA saMkaTomAM A ja mAro rakSaNahAra che. evo nizcaya jyAre manamAM jAgaze tyAre tenA camatkAro jIvanamAM jovA maLaze. Aje paNa A mahAmaMtranA ArAdhakonA jIvanamAM camatkAro jovA ane sAMbhaLavA maLe che. navapadanA dhyAnanI sAthe zubhavicAra saraNI paNa jarUrI che. jenA jIvanamAM satata eka ja bhAvanA ramI rahI hoya ke jagatanA jIvonuM kalyANa kema thAya ? eka ja ciMtA hoya ke jagatanA jIvo sukhI kema thAya ? te ja vyakti pUjanIya bane che. tenA samAgamamAM AvanAra vyaktine paNa sukhano anubhava thAya.. jema attaranA samAgamAM AvanArane sugaMdha maLe ke nahIM ? caMdananA samAgamamAM AvanArane ThaMDaka maLe ke nahIM ? maLe ja. Ama ApaNA samAgamamAM je koI Ave tene ThaMDaka maLavI joIe. Aje to tame pote ja aMdarathI saLagatA hoya tyAM bIjAne ThaMDaka zuM Apo? hAthInI AjubAju nAnA-nAnA chokarAo pharatA hoya che paNa vAghanI Aju-bAju pharI zake

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143 kharA? nA, tamAre vAgha jevuM krUra jIvana banAvavAnuM che ? Aju-bAju koI pharakI ja na zake. tame bIjAne sukhI karavA Iccho athavA bIjA sukhI thAya tema Iccho to jagatanA puNyanA paramANu tamArI tarapha kheMcAIne Avaze. tame jevA vicAro karazo tevA paramANuo kheMcAIne Avaze. zubha vicArothI zubha kheMcAIne Avaze ane tamAruM kalyANa karaze, sAthe tamArA samAgamamAM AvanAranuM paNa kalyANa thaze. tamArA rome romamAM bIjAnA zubhanI bhAvanA bharI do. sarva maMgalano zloka roja bolo cho paNa jIvanamAM vartana evuM kharuM ke huM jyAM paNa paga mUkuM tyAM rahelA badhAnuM kalyANa thAya. sevA-pUjA ke sAmAyika-pratikramaNa na karI zako, dukAnamAM athavA dhaMdhAmAM vyasta ho to paNa beThA-beThA AvI zubha bhAvanA to bAMdhI zako ne ! tIrthaMkara nAma karma bAMdhanArA to ghaNA hoya che paNa nikAcita to koI ekAda virala AtmA ja karato hoya che. bAkI to badhA tIrthaMkara nAma karmano pradeza udaya bhogavatA hoya che. ane moTI Rddhi ke mAna-pAna pAme che. eka vyaktinA punyamAMthI Aje hajAro varSa pachI paNa saMgha ubho che. tenA nAme karoDo rUpiyA kharcAya che. tenI chAyA bhAratabharamAM to kharI ja paNa videzamAM ye phelAyelI che. kevuM jabarajasta puNya. e puNya zemAMthI AvyuM ? trIjA bhavamAM mAsakSamaNamAM satata eka ja vicAra dhArA. jagatanA jIvo sukhI kema thAya ! ApaNI vicAradhArAmAM ApaNe kema sukhI thaIe te ja lakSa hoya che. mATe to navapadano jApa karavA chatAM phaLadAyI banato nathI. zubhavicAra dhArAthI jApa jaldI phaLadAyI bane che. sarvajIvonuM dhyAna kare te arihaMtano upAsaka bane che. - sAdhanAonuM dhyAna kare te siddhano upAsaka bane che. - sadAcAranuM pAlana kare te AcAryano upAsaka bane che. - samyaga jJAnanuM sevana kare te upAdhyAyano upAsaka bane che. - sahAdhyAyInI sevA kare te sAdhuno upAsaka bane che.

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Aso vada-1 vRiddhAnuga guNasvarUpa dharma zAstrakAra mahArAjA ApaNane sukhI thavAno mArga batAvI rahyA che. sarvatra dharma ja sukhI thavAno mArga che. bAhya dRSTithI jotAM ema thAya che ke dharma khUba ja vadhI gayo che. paNa dharmanuM aMtaraMga svarUpa naSTa thaI gayuM che. tethI ja dharma vadhavA chatAM jagatamAM azAMti ghaTavAne badale vadhI rahI che. jyAM sudhI guNa svarUpe dharmane nahIM svIkArIe tyAM sudhI dharmanuM khokhuM e khokhuM ja raheze, temAM prANa nahIM pUrAya. koI paNa dharma guNa sAthe thAya to enuM phaLa amUlya banI jAya.. cAhe dAna hoya, zIla hoya ke tapa hoya. zAlibhadranuM dAna keTaluM alpa hatuM paNa temAM bhAvo kevA bharelA hatA. A to dAna Apato hoya to paNa dekhAva mATe, potAnA ahamane pUravA mATe, athavA to bIjAne pAcho pADavA mATe. A dharmanuM phaLa zuM maLe? eka bAju dArU pIto hoya ane bIjI bAju bhagavAna besADato hoya. e bhagavAnamAM paNa ojasa Ave kevI rIte ? ApaNane e pratimAjI tarapha bhAvollAsa pragaTe zI rIte ? dharma bhale thoDo karo paNa guNa sAthe karo. sva stha dharmasya trIya mayAt | dharmanuM koIpaNa AcaraNa nAnuM hoya to paNa moTA bhayamAMthI ugArI le che. sattaramo guNa - vRddhAnuga. dharmano arthI mANasa vRddhane anusaranAro hoya. mANase hameMzA moTAnI sobata karavI yogya che. sAmAnya rIte mANasa juvAna hoya to juvAnane ja cAhe. paraMtu tenAthI juvAniyAonI buddhi uchAMchaLI bane che. juvAnonA vicAromAM hamezA AveganuM tattva vadhAre hoya che. vRddhanI sobata na hoya to teo aMkuzamAM rahe ja nahIM. vRddha mANase jIvanamAM ghaNA taDakA-chAMyaDA joyA hoya tethI anubhavI banelA hoya che. temanI buddhi TharelI hoya che. pAkA thayelA ghaDAmAM tame game teTaluM ukaLatuM pANI nAMkho to kAMI vAMdho Ave kharo ? ane jo kAcA ghaDAmAM pANI

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145 nAkhavAmAM Ave to phUTatA keTalI vAra? jema te ghaDo tApathI rIDho thayelo hoya tema vRddha mANasa paNa jIvananAM kaDavA-mIThA anubhavothI ghaDAyelo hoya che. kayAMya jhaghaDo ubho thayo hoya to tene samAvavA vRddhanI jarUra paDe che. tethI je mANasa vRddhanA saMgamAM raheto hoya tenAmAM ApoApa tenA guNo utarI Ave che. " vRddha kone kahevAya? vRddho kahevA kone ? zuM mAthe paLiyAM AvI gayAM hoya teja vRddha kahevAya? zAstrakAro kahe che ke hA teo mAtra vayathI vRddha kahevAya paNa te sivAya paNa jenAmAM tapa, dhRta, dhIraja, viveka, Indriyo parano saMyama vagere guNo hoya to te juvAna hoya to paNa guNavRddha kahevAya che. Aje mAthe paLiyAM AvelAM hoya ane TI.vI. sAme AMkho phADIne joto hoya... alyA have A uMmare TI.vI.mAM zuM jovAnuM che? to kaheze ke sAheba zuM karIe gharamAM beThA-beThA TAIma pasAra thato nathI. TAIma pasAra karavA mATe bhagavAnanuM nAma lo. TI.vI. jovAthI tamAruM kalyANa nahIM thAya. eTale mAthe paLiyAM AvI javAthI kAMI vRddha banI javAtuM nathI. sAthe guNo jarUrI che. Aje to juvAnaneya paLIyA AvI jAya che. saMta jJAnezvare 16 varSanI uMmare to gItAnI racanA karelI ane 24 varSanI uMmare to samAdhi laI lIdhI hatI. A jJAnavRddha kahevAya. zAstranA ciMtana dvArA jenI buddhi barAbara paripakva thayelI hoya.. koI paNa kAryamAM utAvaLa na kare. dhIrajathI kAma le. kAryaakAryano viveka kare. paMcendriyanA viSayo sAme AvIne paDelA hoya. cAhe makAnanuM rUpa hoya ke kapaDAnuM rUpa hoya ke pachI 1000-1000nI noTonuM rUpa.. A AMkhanA viSayo che. AvA jAta-jAtanA viSayo sAme AvI paDavA chatAM jenuM eka rUvAMDuye pharakatuM nathI tene vRddha kahevAmAM AvelA che. vRddha mANasanI dareka pravRtti vicAra karyA pachInI ja hoya - dArUnA kepha jevo yuvAnIno eka kepha hoya che. dArU pIne gADIo calAvanArA keTalA ekasIDenTo kare che ? Aje ghaNA ekasIDenTo thavAmAM A paNa mukhya kAraNa che. svastha buddhithI calAve to ghaNA badhA ekasIDenTo ochA thaI jAya. dArUnA nazAmAM

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146 mANasane bhAna ja rahetuM nathI. tema juvAnInA nazAmAM bhAna bhUlelA yuvAno taDane phaDa karavAmAM ja samajatA hoya che. jAmelA gharane kAcI miniTamAM veravikhera karI nAkhatA hoya che. vRddha mANasanA saMgathI jIvanamAM ghaNo palaTo Avato hoya che. hRdayapArakhuM DozImAnI kathA eka gAmamAM eka DosImAM rahetA hatA. je samayamAM gADIo vagere sAdhano nahotA te samaye loko moTA bhAge page cAlIne ja eka gAmathI bIjA gAma jatAM. ane rastAmAM je gAma Ave tyAM koI paNa mANasane tyAM rAtavAso rahetAM. te samaye atithi deva jevo gaNAto. atithisatkAramAM loko khUba mAnatA. koI be vepArIo ghI ane cAmaDuM kharIdavA mATe te gAmathI pasAra thaI rahyA che. sAMja DhaLI cUkI che. tethI koIne tyAM rAtavAso karavA gAmamAM jAya che. A DosImAne tyAM rAtavAso rahe che. DosImAM banneno satkAra kare che. pUche che ke bhAI ! zA mATe nIkaLyA cho ? eke kahyuM ke huM ghI levA mATe nIkaLyo chuM ane bIjAe kahyuM ke huM cAmaDuM levA mATe nIkaLyo chuM. bannene vALu karavA (sAMjanuM jamaNa) DosImA besADe che. ghInA vepArIne DosImAM gharanI aMdara besADe che. ane cAmaDAnA vepArIne gharanI bahAra osarImAM besADe che. e jamAnAmAM ghaNA gharomAM AvI vyavasthA rahetI. halakI komanA mANasone gharanA cheDe athavA bahAra besADavAmAM AvatA. Aje to badhuM varNasaMkara thaI gayuM che. tamArI ja pADozamAM DheDha-bhaMgI paNa rahetA hoya ane kasAI ke musalamAna paNa rahetA hoya.. tamArA saMtAno nIca kuLamAM paraNI jatA hoya.. AvuM to ghaNuM badhuM AjanA A yugamAM ane dezamAM cAlI rahyuM che. saMskAranI mUDI sAva sApha thaI gaI che. bIjA divase banne vahepArIo AgaLa cAlyA. thoDA samaya pachI banne jaNA potAno mAla laIne pAchA e ja gAmamAM e ja DosImA ne tyAM AvIne utaryA. DosImAe bannenuM svAgata karyuM. bannene jamavA besADayA. paNa A vakhate cAmaDAnA vahepArIne aMdara besADyo ane ghInA vahepArIne bahAra besADayo. ghInA vahepArIthI rahevAyuM nahIM tethI te DozImAne pUche che ke mAjI!

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147 Ama kema ? jatI vakhate mane aMdara besADayo ane cAmaDAnA vahepArIne bahAra besADayo. ane atyAre ene aMdara besADayo ane mane bahAra AnuM zuM kAraNa? DosImA kahe ke bhAI enI pAchaLa ghI ane cAmaDuM levA jatI vakhate tArA vicAro khUba suMdara hatA. tuM vicArato hato ke huM jyAM jAuM tyAM sukALa hoya.. ane ghI-dUdhanI nadIo vahetI hoya to sArUM jethI mane dhI sastAmAM maLe. jyAre cAmaDAnA vahepArInA vicAro evA hatA ke huM jyAM jAuM tyAM duSkALa hoya to sAruM. jethI Dhora ghaNA mare ane mane cAmaDuM sastAmAM maLe. paNa tame atyAre ghI ane cAmaDuM laIne Avo cho tethI tamArA vicAro badalAyA che. tane vicAra Avyo ke have huM jyAM jAuM chuM tyAM duSkALa hoya to sAruM jethI mAruM ghI uMcA bhAvamAM vecAya ane mane sArI kamANI thAya. cAmaDAvALAne vicAra Avyo ke huM jyAM jAuM chuM tyAM sukALa hojo jethI Dhoro mare nahIM ane mArA cAmaDAMnA sArA bhAvo upaje. vicArono jabaradasta prabhAva che. kALA bajAra kahevAya che to zuM e bajArane kAMI kALA raMgathI raMgeluM che ? athavA kALuM pATIyuM mAryuM che ? nA, kALA vicAro che tyAM, mATe kALA bajAra. A DozImA vRddha hovAne lIdhe ghaNA anubhavo dvArA temanI buddhi pariNata thayelI hatI. mATe teoe banne vahepArIonA manane jANI lIdhuM. banne jaNAe potAnI bhUla kabUla karI. ane jIvana sudhArI lIdhuM. saMga tevo raMga sonAnA merUparvata para ghAsanuM taNakhaluM ugeluM hoya to te paNa sonAmAM 4 khape ne ! sonA jevuM ja lAge. tema sArA mANasanI sobatathI mANasa kharAba hoya to paNa sArAmAM ja khape. saMga tevo raMga lAge ja. vanamAM khovAyelAne rasto maLe che paNa yauvanamAM khovAyelAne rasto maLavo khUba ja durlabha che. A nAnakaDI jIMdagI ghaNI mahAna che temAM mahAnamAM mahAna kamANI thaI zake che. vItarAgastotramAM AcAryazrI hemacaMdrasUri mahArAje kahyuM che keytraalpenaapi kAlena tvadubhakteH phalamApyate / kalikAlaH sa eko'stu kRtaM kRtayugAdibhiH // loko bhale kahe ke kaLiyuga che paNa A kaLiyugamAM alpakALanI

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148 jIMdagImAM khUba ja kamANI thaI zake tema che, jyAre satyuganA lAMbA AyuSyamAM eka ja sekanDanA pramAdamAM kayAMthI kayAM pheMkAI jaIe te kahevAya nahIM. khAvuM-pIvuM, AbarU, mAna-sanmAna. A badhI to sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya cIja che. basa paramAtmAnuM bhajana e A TuMkI jIMdagInuM mahAnamAM mahAna tAtparya che. jIMdagInI eka paLa evI Ave che ke jo e paLe e DULyo to DULyo ane nIkaLI gayo to pAra utarI gayo.. e paLa che saMsAranA baMdhanamAM paDavAnI...! bIjAnI pAse kaMIpaNa levAnI IcchAvALA mANaso halakAM kahevAya che. Azcarya e che ke AvA halakAM (spRhAvALA) mANaso bhavasamudramAM (halakAM hovA chatAM) kUbI jAya che. E hAMsI kare gharaDAM taNI, samajaNa vinAnA mazakarA. samaje nahIM ke kALa karaze, ApaNI paNa A dazA.

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Aso vada-2 | vRddhAnuga] vANIrUpI kiraNo AtmA anaMta guNano mAlika che. paNa te badhA guNo DhaMkAI gayA che. sUryAsta thAya tyAre kamaLa kevuM bIDAI jAya che tema ApaNuM guNa rUpI kamaLa atyAre bIDAI gayeluM che, tene khIlavavAnuM che. gurUnI vANI rUpI kiraNo tenI para paDe to te khIlI zake che, paNa e kiraNone ApaNe jhIlIe to koIpaNa vastune mANasa meLavyA pachI jo te tene lAyaka na banI zake to hAthamAM AvelI kiMmatI cIja cAlI jAya che. bALakane sAco kohinUra hIro Apo to te zuM karaze ? pheMkI deze ne ! kAraNa bALaka te hIrAne lAyaka nathI, temaja te hIrAnI sAcI kiMmata tene samajANI nathI. tema ApaNe paNa dharmarUpI hIrAnI kiMmata samajavA mATe lAyaka banavuM paDaze. lAyaka banavA guNo keLavavA paDaze. ApaNe dharmane lAyaka vyaktino 17mo guNa vRddhAnuga joI rahyA chIe. juvAna mANasomAM je unmAda, Aveza ane urmio hoya che te vRddhomAM TharI gaI hoya che. samajI-vicArIne ja pagaluM bharanArA hoya che. vRddhonI pAse beThA hoIe to ApaNAmAM paNa TharelapaNuM Ave che. ghaNA guNa-doSo saMsargathI ja AvatA hoya che. paNa Aje vRddho koIne gamatA nathI. pariNAme azAMti ane kulezo ubhA thAya che. ApaNe tyAM kahevata che ke "gharaDA gADAM vALe e kAMI emane ema nathI paDI. gharaDAM gADAM vALe.. koI gAmamAM lagnano prasaMga hato. jAna laIne javAnuM hatuM. yuvApeDhI unmAde caDhI, temaNe badhAe bhegA thaIne nakkI karyuM ke jAnamAM ekapaNa Doso na joIe. e jamAnAmAM vAhano hatAM nahIM gADAthI ja vahevAra cAlato. be-cAra gADAo bharIne jAnaiyA nIkaLyA. gharano vaDIla hato tene thayuM ke A khoTuM thaI rahyuM che A juvAna lohI kAMIka navuM ja karIne Avaze. e

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150 unmAde caDhayA che.. samajyA-vicAryA vinA ja kare che. yuvAnone samajAvavA muzkela... temaNe vicAra karyo ke yuvAnone khabara na paDe e rIte huM temanI sAthe jAuM. gADAnI nIce vastu rAkhavA mATe (bhaMDakIyuM) (eka peTI jevuM) hatuM. temAM Doso chUpI rIte besI gayo. jAna pahoMcI sAme gAma. vevAIe joyuM ke jAnamAM koI buDhA nathI. jouM to kharo A juvAnIyo kevA buddhizALI che? vevAIe parIkSA karavA mATe juvAnIAone kahyuM ke tamArA gAmanA kUvAne ahIM laI Avo to huM mArI kanyAne paraNAvuM. juvAnIyA to vicAramAM paDyA ke kUvAne kema lAvavo? ene kAMI thoDA paga che te cAlIne Ave ? zuM karavuM ? jyAM sudhI kUvo na lAve tyAM sudhI kanyA paraNAve nahIM. koI rasto sUjhato nathI. gADAM pAchAM vALavAno vicAra kare che. tyAM bhaMDakIyAmAM beThelo Doso bahAra nIkaLyo? teNe pUchayuM ke zuM vAta che? vevAI kUvAne lAvavAnI vAta kare che. kUvo lAvavo zI rIte ? emAM zuM ? cAlo vevAInI pAse. huM javAba ApI dauM. gayA. vevAIne kahyuM ke juo bhAI ! amArA gAmanA kUvo khUba zaramALa che. vaLI gAmaDAno che. te zaheramAM ekalo na Ave. tathA ajANyA gAmamAM AvavA mATe bhomiyAnI paNa jarUra paDe. kUvAne kAMI mANasa bhomiyA tarIke kAma na lAge. kUvAne to bhomiyA tarIke kUvo ja joIe. tethI tamArA gAmanA kUvAne levA mATe mokalo. e zakaya che kharuM? vevAIe dhanyavAda ApyA. gADAM pAchAM vALyA. pachI to juvAnIyAonI AMkho ughaDI gaI. jo Aje A Doso sAthe na Avyo hota to paraNyA vinA ja pAchuM vaLavuM paData. tyArathI A kahevata paDI ke "gharaDAM gADAM vALe'. arara...Doso jIvI gayo... vRddha mANasa game tevA kaparA samayamAM paNa potAnI buddhithI rasto kADhatA hoya che. AjanA yuvAvargane vRddho AMkhanA pATA jevA thaI paDayA che. vRddhonI karuNa kahAnI sAMbhaLIne ame paNa dhrujI uThIe chIe. hamaNAM eka kisso vAMcavAmAM Avelo. eka gAmamAM eka nAnakaDuM kuTuMba hatuM. mAbApa vRddhAvasthAe pahoMcelA che. mA to thoDI mAMdagI bhogavIne cAlI gaI.

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151 bApa have ekalA paDI gayA che. gharamAM dikarA-vahuo ane potarAo killola kare che. paNa bApAnA to koI bhAve ya puchatA nathI. bApA to potAnA oraDAmAM ekalA-ekalA manamAM hijarAtA beThA che. TAIma thAya eTale vahu AvIne bhANuM mUkI jAya. DosA bicArA bhAve ke na bhAve jevuM hoya tevuM muMgA moMDhe khAI le che. pahelAM to roja patnI sAme besIne pavana nAkhatI jAya ane vAto karatI jAya. e khAvAmAM khUba AnaMda Avato. Aje to kAMI joIe che? evuM kahevA paNa koI AvatuM nathI. kayAreka to sAMja sudhI bhANuM emane ema paDayuM rahe.. manamAM khUba ja muMjhAya che. tethI bimArI vadhatI cAlI.. kAraNa ke prasannatA e manano khorAka che. prasannatA hoya ne to game tevo bhayaMkara roga paNa mANasane bahu asara karato nathI. jyAre saMtApa to roga na hoya to navA rogo lAve che. have to zvAsozvAsa paNa dhImA paDatA jAya che. vahu-dikarAo miTIMga bhare che ke have Doso jhAjhuM kADhe tema lAgatuM nathI. mATe Doso marI gayA pachI ApaNe chApAmAM phoTo ApIzuM ane nIce ApaNAM nAma lakhIzuM. tyAM bIjo bolyo ke ApaNA ekalAnA ja nahIM paNa ApaNAM bairAM-chokarAnA nAma lakhavAnA. Ama Doso marI jAya tenI rAha jue che. be divasa vItI gayo. dikarI sAsarethI AvI bApAnI AvI paristhiti joIne bhAIone kahe che ke bhAI ! bApAne prabhAzaMkara vaigha upara khUba zraddhA che. atyAra sudhI teo temanI ja davA letA hatA. ApaNe ekavAra e vaidyane bolAvIe to ? dikarAone to bApa kyAre mare tenI vAta che tyAM jIvADavA mATe zuM kAma mahenata kare ? kevo svArthI che saMsAra ? keTalI adhamakoTInI vicAradhArA ? kyAMthI sukhI thAya A deza? benane khoTuM na lAge eTale kamane paNa dIkaro vaidyane bolAvI lAvyo. vaidya AvIne koI osaDIyuM ghasI DosAne pIvaDAvyuM. e auSadhanI thoDIvAramAM ja asara thatI jaNAI. dhIme dhIme DosAe AMkha kholI. be-cAra kalAke bIjI paDIkI pIvaDAvI.. DosAnA zarIramAM svasthatA AvavA mAMDI. bIjA divase to Doso bolato thayo. dIkarAonAM moDhAM to kALI zAhI jevA thaI gayA. arara ! A Doso to jIvI gayo ! keTalI duSTatA AjanA saMtAnomAM vyApI

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upara gaI che. mATe to ghara-gharamAM phalezo che.azAMti che. mA-bApanI duvA davA karatAM vadhAre asara kare che. sAmAnyamAM sAmAnya mANasa paNa mA-bApanI duvAthI kyAMno kyAM pahoMcI jato hoya che. gharaDAM mANasone tamArI huMphanI ja jarUra hoya che. paNa Aje to dhaMdhethI thAkI ne Avaze eTale bAyaDI joDe gapATAM mAravA besaze athavA to TI.vI.nAM dRzyo joze. paNa gharamAM rahelA vRddha mA-bApane bolAvavAnIye ene paDI nathI. e jIve che ke mare che, e jovAnI ane jarUra nathI. basa AjanA juvAnIAo to moja-majhAmAM ne rakhaDavAmAM ja AnaMda mAne che. mA-bApa kaMIka kahevA jAya to sAme be-cAra sAMbhaLavI paDe. eTale bicArA mauna dhAraNa karIne ja beThA che. Aje deza paNa juvAnIyAonA hAthamAM AvatA pAyamAlInA paMthe jaI rahyo che. rAja karanAra vyakti Tharela hovo joIe athavA juvAna bhale hoya paNa guNavRddha ke jJAnavRddha hovo joIe. maMtrI padane lAyaka koNa? eka rAjA hato. tenA pradhAnamaMDaLamAM keTalAka juvAno hatA ane keTalAka vRddho hatA. juvAna maMtrI varga ekavAra rAjAne kahe che ke A gharaDAo sAva nakAmA che. ApaNA rAjyamAM emanI zI jarUra che. temane kADhI mUkavA joIe. phogaTa tamArA pagArane le che. rAjA A badhuM sAMbhaLe che paNa kAMI javAba Apato nathI. te vRddhonI sobatathI Tharelo hato. rAjAne thayuM ke A badhA roja baDabaDa kare che mATe Amane pATha to bhaNAvavo joIe ke vRddhonI zI jarUra che? tethI eka divasa parIkSA mATe temaNe sabhAmAM juvAnamaMtrI vargane eka savAla pUchayo ke mArA mAthA para lAta mAre tene mAre zuM zikSA karavI ? juvAnIyAo to vagara vicAryuM tarata ja bolI uThayA ke enA to talatala jevaDA TukaDA karavA paDe. koI kahe tene phAMsIe laTakAvavo joIe. to koI kahe ene jIvato saLagAvI nAkhavo joIe. pachI rAjAe vRddhone pUchayuM ke tamAruM zuM maMtavya che? vRddhoe vicAra karIne kahyuM ke rAjana ! ApanA mAthA para lAta mAre tene sonA-hIrAthI maDhavA joIe. rAjAe kahyuM ke zAbAza-zAbAza... kAraNa ke vRddhoe pahelAM to vicAryuM ke rAjAnA mastaka

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153 para lAta mAre koNa ? rANI ke rAjakuMvara A be sivAya koInI tAkAta nathI. mATe temane to hIrA-motIthI maDhavA joIe. rAjAe juvAnIyAone kahyuM ke juo, A rIte vicAra karIne javAba Apavo joIe. tame maMtrI padane yogya nathI. A vRddho ja yogya che. mANasa jeno Azaro le che tevo bane che. game tevuM madhura pANI hoya paraMtu teno mIThA sAthe saMsarga thAya to te kevuM khAruM jhera banI jAya che. jo sAkaranI sobata kare to ? mIThuM bane ne ! parivartanazIla jagata - subuddhi maMtrInI kathA eka subuddhi nAmano maMtrI hato. zrAvakadharmane pAmelo hato. nAma tevA ja guNone dharAvanAra hato. rAjyanA maMtrI jevo hoya te pramANenuM rAjya rahetuM. maMtrInA AdhAre ja rAjya cAlatuM. rAjA maMtrIlocanA kahevAtA. te kAMI roja bahAra kayAMya pharavA nIkaLe nahIM, maMtrI ja bahAranuM dhyAna rAkhe ane sAcA samAcAra rAjAne Ape. maMtrI sArA hoya to rAjya jaldI uMcu Ave. eka vakhata rAjA ane maMtrI banne bahAra pharavA nIkaLe che. gAmanI bahAra moTo khADo hato. jyAM gAmanI AkhI gaTara ThalavAtI hatI. tyAMthI rAjA ane maMtrI bane pasAra thAya che. khADAmAMthI bhayaMkara durgadha AvI rahI che. rAjAe nAka dabAvyuM. maMtrI to tevI svasthatAthI tyAMthI AgaLa cAlyo. rAjAe thoDA dUra jaIne kahyuM ke maMtrIzvara ! tyAMthI nIkaLatI durgadhathI mAruM to nAka phATI gayuM. tamane kAMI ja na thayuM ema kema? maMtrI kahe che ke rAjan ! jagatanA badhA ja bhAvo parivartanazIla che. AjanI kharAbamAM kharAba vastu kAle sArI banI jAya che. ane kAlanI sArAmAM sArI vastu Aje kharAba banI jAya che. suMdaramAM suMdara bhojana viSTArUpe banI jAya che. sArAmAM sAruM kapaDuM samaya jatAM co-gAbho banI jAya che. vesTamAMthI besTa ane vesTamAMthI vesTa AvuM to cAlyA ja kare che. gItAmAM paNa zrIkRSNe kahyuM che ke - api cet sudurAcAro bhajate mAmananyabhAk / sAdhureva sa mantavyaH samyag vyavasito hi saH // durAcArImAM dUrAcArI mANasa paNa mane jo ananya bhAve bhaje to te

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154 sAdhu banI jAya che. Ama jagatanI tamAma cIjo parivartanazIla che. emAM mo zuM macakoDavuM ? rAjAne lAgyuM ke huM to maMtrIne bahu buddhizALI mAnato hato paNa A to sAva mUrkhA lAge che. ATalI durgaMdha Ave che ne ene kAMI asara thatI nathI. rAjAe kahyuM ke maMtrIzvara ! tame to AvA vediyA ja rahyA. maMtrI e samaye gama khAI gayo. kAMI bolyo nahIM. avasare rAjAne pATha zIkhavIza ema mAnIne avasaranI rAha joIne beTho. maMtrInI yojanA A vAtane thoDo vakhata thaI gayo, maMtrIe rAjAnI sAna ThekANe lAvavA teNe te ja gaTaranA pANInA pAMca-sAta dhaDA bharAvI maMgAvyA. cAra-pAMca divasa te ghaDA emaja paDayA rAkhyA. kacaro badho nIce besI gayo. pachI uparanuM pANI bIjA ghaDAomAM lIdhuM A pramANe cha mahinA sudhI pANI ekabIjA ghaDAmAM pheravyA karyuM. pANI sphaTika jevuM nirmaLa banI gayuM. pachI te pANImAM sArA-sArA sugaMdhI padArtho nAkhIne pANIne khUba ja suvAsita banAvyuM. rAjAne jamavAnuM AmaMtraNa Ape che. rAjA jamavA padhAre che. jAtajAtanI vAnagIo banAvI che. jamavA bese che. vAnagIo pIrasAya che. thoDuM jamyA bAda rAjA pANI mAMge che. maMtrI peluM sugaMdhita pANI Ape che. pANI pItAM ja rAjA camakI uThe che. maMtrIne pUche ke maMtrIzvara ! A pANI kyAMthI lAvyA ? devalokamAMthI AvyuM che ke zuM ? rAjAe jamavAnuM paDatuM mUkIne pANI ja pIdhA karyuM. maMtrI kahe che ke rAjan ! A pANI devalokamAMthI AvyuM nathI, A to pelI gaMdhAtI gaTaranuM ja pANI che. jenI durgaMdhathI tame moM bagADayuM hatuM. meM tamane kahyuM hatuM ne ke azubha pagalo zubha bane che ne zubha pudgalo azubha bane che. e mArI vANI nahotI paNa bhagavAna mahAvIranI vANI che. rAjA kahe che ke mAre e vANI sAMbhaLavI che. pachI rAjA sAco dharmAtmA bane che. A pramANe Tharela mANasanI sobata mANasane cheka kAMno kyAM pahoMcADI de che. maryA pachI AMkho phATelI kema rahe che ? hajI paNa duniyAmAM kaMIka jovAnuM bAkI rahI gayuM che.

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Aso vada-3 vinaya chae khaMDamAM jAgatuM zAsana jagatanuM svarUpa viSama che. pattAnA mahelane nAnA bALaka kevA AnaMdathI banAvato hoya che. ane banAvyA pachI tene joIne kevo harakhAto hoya che. moTA mANasane e mahela joIne AnaMda Ave kharo ! nA, kAraNa ke te samaje che ke hamaNAM pavanano ekAda jhapATo lAgaze ane kharI paDavAno che. tema tamArA A baMgalA-gADI-vADImAM mahApuruSone jarAya AnaMda Avato nathI. teo samaje che ke kALarUpI pavanano sapATo lAgatAM A mahela kaDaDabhUsa thaI javAno che. ane mRtyarUpI pavanano sapATo AvatAM ja A mahelane bAMdhanAro cAlyo javAno che. emAM AnaMda mANavA jevuM che zuM? Aja sudhI asaMkhya mANaso ja nahIM, paNa asaMkhya sAmrAjyo khalAsa thaI gayAM. briTIza saltanata mATe kahevAtuM ke tenA rAjyamAM sUrya Athamato ja nahIM arthAt bhAratamAM sUrya Athamyo hoya to amerIkAmAM to ugato hoya.. eTaluM badhuM vizALa sAmrAjya hatuM ke sUrya eka dezamAM Athamato ane bIjA dezamAM ugato. AvA sAmrAjyano paNa vinAza thaI gayo. jyAre bhagavAna mahAvIranuM zAsana chae khaMDamAM evuM ja jAgatuM che. eno kyAreya nAza thavAno nathI. zreya ane preya kaMcana kAminI, putra, pautra, A badhA preya padArtho che hamezAM parAdhIna che jyAre sAme pakSe kSamA, saraLatA, komaLatA- nirbhatA vagere zreya padArtho che. je hamezAM svAdhIna che. zreya padArthomAM lAbha ghaNo ane phUleza thoDo jyAre preya padArthomAM lAbha alpa ane phleza vadhAre - paNa mANasa Aje zreyane choDIne preyamAM ja DUbelo che. mANasane garva che ke huM badhuM mArI buddhithI ja meLavuM chuM athavA to cAlAkIthI meLavuM chuM paNa e garva ja tene pADe che. kaubhAMDo karanArA ghaNA cAlAka hoya che paNa buddhi ja temane jela bhegA kare che ne ! buddhi paNa jo daivI hoya to mANasane tArI de che. ane AsurI hoya to pachATu khavaDAve che. sAcI samajaNa dharma dvArA ja maLe che. paNa dharma kyAre maLe? guNa hoya

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156 to. dharmane meLavavA mATe pahelAM to sadguNa joIe. dharmane yogya vyaktino che vinaya. 18mo guNa vinaya vinaya e sarva guNonuM mULa che. vinayae dharmanuM paNa mULa che. mULa vagara vRkSa hoI zake nahIM tema vinaya vinA dharma hoI zake ja nahIM. vairIne paNa vaza karanAra hoya to te vinaya che. vinayI mANasa darekane priya thaI paDe che. avinIta mANasa game tevo hoMziyAra hoya to paNa koIne gamato nathI. Aje A jagatamAMthI vinayanuM to devALuM ja nIkaLI gayuM che. mAtApitA, vaDilo vagereno vinaya. are ! dAna levA AvanArano paNa vinaya karavo jarUrI che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke dharmano paNa vinaya karavo joIe. saMsAranI, durgatinI, duHkhonI, pApanI zarUAta ahaMkArathI thAya che. jyAre dharmanI, kalyANanI, sukhanI ane namaskAranI zarUAta vinayathI thAya che. name te saune game rAjAnA mahelamAM koI bhikhArIne praveza maLe kharo ! nA, to ApaNe to cIMtharehAla karatAM paNa vadhAre cIMtharehAla chIe. A devAdhidevanArAjAdhirAjanA maMdiramAM ApaNane praveza kema maLe che ! namaskArathI ja. namaskAra e bhagavAnanI sAthe joDANanI cAvI che. gautamasvAmi mahArAja vinayathI ja mahAna banyA ne ! bhagavAnanA caraNamAM mastaka mUkayuM te mUkyuM. pote cAra jJAnanA dhaNI hovA chatAM kayAre paNa jJAnano upayoga nathI mUkayo. koIpaNa zaMkA janme ke tarata ja bhagavAna pAse jAya... bhagavAna pAse jaIne traNa pradakSiNA Ape pachI ubhaDaka besIne bhagavAnane pUche ke bhaMte ! AnuM zuM ? keTalI namratA.. ! namratA e moTAmAM moTo dharma che. tame kuvAmAMthI pANI bharavA mATe ghaDAne kuvAmAM utAro. ghaDo vAMko vaLe to ja bharAya ne ! sIdho ne sIdho pANI para tarato rahe to pANIno sparza hovA chatAMya eka TIpuMye pANI emAM Ave kharuM ? vinaya mANasane kyAM sudhI laI jAya che te jaNAvatuM eka dRSTAMta zAstramAM Ave che. puSpazAlanI kathA bhagavAna mahAvIranA samayamAM koI gAmamAM puSpazAla nAmano eka chokaro raheto hato. gAmaDAno chokaro. bIjo koI dharma jANe nahIM. paNa

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157 nAnapaNathI ja tenA svabhAvamAM vinaya vaNAyelo. kuLavAna mANasa svabhAvika ja vinayI hoya che. kayAMya paNa namavAnI vAta Ave tyAM agresara hoya ja. jyAre akulIna mANasa ahaMkArI hoya che. te huM zuM kAma namuM? ema vicArato hoya che. bAhubalIe namavAnI harIphAI karI to kevaLajJAna meLavI lIdhuM. bAra-bAra mahinAnI ghora tapazcaryAne aMte je na maLyuM te paga upADatAM ja maLI gayuM. kevI ajabanI tAkAta che namavAmAM ! puSpazAle gharamAM rojanA vyavahArathI jANyuM ke gharamAM pitA moTA che. kema ke mA paNa pitAne mAna Ape che ane bIjA mANaso paNa pitAne page lAge che. eTale mAre paNa pitAnI sevA karavI joIe. roja pitAno bane teTalo vinaya kare che. eka divasa DAyaro bharAyo che. temAM gAmanA ThAkora mukhya sthAne che. pitA puSpazAlane sAthe laIne DAyarAmAM Ave che. ane AvIne ThAkorane page lAge che. puSpazAlane bIjI to koI gatAgama nathI paNa eTalI samajaNa cheke pitA jene name che te temanA karatAM paNa moTA che mATe mAre temanI sevA karavI joIe. have ThAkoranI sevA kare che. ekavAra zreNika mahArAjAnI sabhAmAM ThAkora vagere jAya che. tyAM ThAkora zreNika rAjAno vinaya kare che. puSpazAla A jue che te temano paNa vinaya kare che. pachI zreNika mahArAja vagere badhA tyAM bhagavAnanI dezanAmAM jAya che. puSpazAla paNa sAthe che. zreNikarAjA bhagavAnanA caraNamAM paDe che. puSpazAla A joIne vicAre che ke A to sarvathI mahAna lAge che mATe mAre temanI sevA karavI joIe. bIjI koI samajaNa nathI. basa vaDIlo jene name, jenI sevA kare te mAre karavuM joIe ATalI samajaNa che. bhagavAna pAse jAya che ane bhagavAnane kahe che ke bhagavAna mAre tamArI sevA karavI che. bhagavAne joyuM ke chokaro vinayI che saraLa che, dIkSA Ape che. puSpazAla dIkSA laIne potAnuM AtmakalyANa sAdhI le che. vinayI mANasa badhe ja mAnane pAme che. guNone jhIlavAnuM pAtra vaLago sAmane mUTha | vinaya e zAsananuM mULa che. jenA jIvanamAM vinaya nathI tene dharma kevo ane tapa kevo? vinaya vagaranA tapane zAstrakAro bhUkhamaro kahe che. mAtA-pitAno, vaDIlono, guruno ane paramAtmAno badhAno vinaya karavAnuM zAstrakAro kahe che. vinayane to sarva guNonuM bhAjana gaNavAmAM

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158 AveluM che. sarvaSai MnAM mAgane vinayaH guNo kAMI AkAzamAM rahetA nathI. vinaya e badhA guNone rAkhavAnuM pAtra che. hIrA-mANeka-motInA dAgInAone rAkhavA mATe bokSa joIe che ne ! bhale jhaverAta lAkho rUpiyAnuM hoya ane bokSa 50 thI 100 rUpiyAnuM hoya, paNa bokSa vinA AkAzamAM laTakatuM kAMI rakhAtuM nathI. tema badhA guNone rahevA mATe pAtra to joIze ne ! badhA guNone jhIlavAnuM pAtra koI hoya to te vinaya ja che. pAtra na hoya to guNo DhoLAI jAya. vaLI e pAtra khAlI hoya to ja bharAyane! bharAyelA pAtramAM kevI rIte samAya... tema pahelAM samarpaNa dvArA khAlI thaI javuM paDaze. khAlI thazo pachI ja bharAzo. ApaNuM pAtra abhimAna dvArA bharAyeluM che. pahelAM abhimAnane choDo to ja vinaye Avaze. ApaNI magajarUpI TAMkI ahaMkArathI ane vAsanA thI bharelI che mATe ja jIvanamAM vinaya Avato nathI. vinayathI je jJAna maLe te pariNati jJAna kahevAya che. AtmA sAthe otaprota thaI jatuM jJAna vinaya dvArA ja maLe che. Aje to skUlomAM vinayane abharAIe caDAvI devAmAM Avyo che. prophesaro ke zikSako vidyArthIone kAMI paNa kahevA jAya to cheka khUna sudhI mAmalo pahoMce che. avinayathI kadAca akSaranuM jJAna maLaze paNa te pariNAma nahIM pAme. pitA-putrano saMvAda upaniSamAM uddAlaka ane zvetaketuno saMvAda Ave che. zvetaketu 14 vidyAmAM pAraMgata thaIne ghera Ave che. pitA uddAlaka pUche che ke beTA ! zuM bhaNIne Avyo ? dikaro kahe che ke pitAjI ! emAM tamane kAMI khabara na paDe. pitA kahe che ke beTA ? tyAre tuM kazuM ja bhaNyo nathI. vinaya vinA badhuM nakAmuM che. vaLI jyAM sudhI te tArA AtmAne oLakhyo nathI tyAM sudhI badhuM nirarthaka che. kahevAya che ne ke "jyAM lagI AtmA tattva cinyo nahIM. tyAM lagI sAdhanA sarva jUThI" AtmA koNa che ? kyAMthI Avyo che? kyAM javAno che ? Avo prazna jagatanA moTAbhAganA vargane kayAreya sUjhato ja nathI. AtmA nAmanI koI cIja jagatamAM vidyamAna che evuM mAnavA paNa ghaNA taiyAra nathI. basa A bhavamAM maLyuM che to bhogavI lyo ane nathI maLyuM to meLavavA prayatna karo.. AmAM ja jagatano moTo varga DUbelo che.

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Aso vada-4 vinAya dharmarUpI vRkSanuM mULa dharma rUpI ratna meLavavA mATe jIvanamAM kevA kevA guNonI jarUra paDe tenuM varNana cAlI rahyuM che. temAM vinayaguNa cAlI rahyo che. vinaya e dharma rUpI vRkSanuM mULa che. mULa hoya to ja vRkSa TakI rahe ane vRkSa para phaLa-phUla Ave. A vRkSa sAmAnya vRkSa karatAM caDiyAtuM che. koIpaNa vRkSa hoya tenA para eka ja jAtanA phaLo Ave. AMbAnA vRkSo para kerIo ja Ave, cIkuM ke sapharajana na Ave. paNa A vinaya jenuM mULa che evA dharmarUpI vRkSa para to aneka jAtanA phaLo Ave. zAMtinAthe Ave ne samAdhinAye Ave. AbAdInAye Ave ne AnaMdanA Ave. jhADa para jyAre phaLa Ave tyAre te jhADa nIce name che. lacI paDe che. paNa Ajano mANasa to vRkSa karatAM ye nIco utaryo. tene jema-jema buddhirUpI, saMpatti rUpI ke mAna-vaibhava rUpI phaLa maLyAM tema-tema te akakaDa banato gayo. jhADanA kuMThA jevo banI gayo. pachI te potAnA pahelAMnA mitramaMDaLamAM besatAMye zaramAya... teone bolAve paNa nahIM. tenI beThaka to moTA-moTA vahepArIo sAthe hoya... AvA kissAo to Aje sArA pramANamAM jovA maLe che. kAlano gAmaDiyo zaheramAM jaIne karoDapati banI gayo eTale gAmamAM Ave to mUMDI uMcI rAkhIne phare. sAmAnya mANasane to bolAve ja nahIM. vinaya vinA maLelI A saMpatti mANasane pachaDATa khavaDAve che. kudarata paNa ApaNane namavAnuM zIkhavADI rahI che. AjanA yugamAM vinayadharma khatama thaI gayo che chokarAo bApanI AmAnyA jALave nahIM. eka kahe to sAme cAra sAMbhaLavA paDe. chokaro game teTalo hoMziyAra hoya paNa uddhata hoya to hAlo lAge kharo ! paNa vinIta hoya to kevo vahAlo lAge. vinaya to eka kAmaNa che. bhagavAna jevA bhagavAna paNa jenI nIce besIne dezanA ApavAnI che, te azokavRkSane dezanAnI pahelAM traNa pradakSiNA Ape che ane "namo tissa" kahIne bese che. jyAM besIne lokonuM kalyANa karavAnuM che teno vinaya kare che.

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160 zAstrakAro amane paNa Takora kare che ke vinaya hoya to ja sAcuM sAdhupaNuM Ave vinaya vinA to khAlI kapaDA ja badalavA jevuM che. viLayA vippamavastra o dhammo o tavo / vinaya vinAnAne dharma kevo ne tapa kevo ? vinaya e ekaDo che tenI pachI tame jema-jema mIMDA vadhAratAM jAo tema tenI kiMmata vadhatI jAya.. paNa jo ekaDo kADhI nAMkhavAmAM Ave to zuM rahe ? zUnyo... e ghaNA zUnyonuM koI mUlya kharuM ? sAdhu jIvanamAM eka bIjAne bAMdhanArI koI cIja hoya to te vinaya che. vinayI koNa ! sAdhu ke rAjaputra koI nagaramAM koI AcArya bhagavaMta ziSyavRMdanI sAthe vicarI rahyA che. eka vakhata te nagarIno rAjA AcArya mahArAjane vaMdana karavA mATe Ave che. thoDIvAra bese che. sUrijInA vinayIziSyone joIne tene Azcarya thAya che. te sUrijIne pUche che ke bhagavan ! ApanA A ziSyo Apano ATalo badho vinaya kema kare che ? amArA saMtAno to amAro vinaya kare te samajI zakAya kAraNa ke tene bApAnuM rAja maLavAnuM che, paNa A ziSyo kema ATalo vinaya kare che. emane ApanI pAsethI zuM meLavavAnuM che ? vinIta hoya to amArA rAjaputro hoya.. paNa ApanA ziSyamAM vinaya hovo e Azcarya che. rAjAne vadhAre pratIti karAvavA mATe sUrijI rAjAnA dekhatAM ja eka ziSyane bolAve che. bolAvatAMnI sAthe ja ziSya hAjI kahIne hAjara thAya che. hAtha joDIne namratAthI pUche che ke bhagavan! zI AjJA che ? sUrijI kahe che ke jAo to jarA joI Avo ke gaMgA kaI dizAmAM vahe che. tatti kahIne ziSya AjJAno svIkAra karIne bahAra nIkaLe che. gAmane pAdara Ave che. tyAM gaMgA nadI pUrva dizAmAM vahe che te jUe che. vadhAre khAtarI karavA AjubAjunA lokone pUche che. tathA nadImAM eka taNakhaluM vahe che. tenA parathI barAbara pAkuM karIne Ave che ke gaMgA nadI pUrvamAM ja vahe che. AvIne sUrijIne namaskAra karIne kahe che ke bhagavan ! gaMgA pUrvamAM vahe che. rAjAnA guptacaro sAdhu ma.nI pAchaLa goThavAyelA hoya che. te paNa rAjAne kahe che rAjan ! sAdhu mahArAja tyAM jaIne barAbara nakkI karIne AvyA che. have

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161 rAjA potAnA rAjakumArane bolAvIne kahe che ke beTA ! jA to jarA joI Avane ke gaMgA kaI dizAmAM vahe che. rAjakumAra pahelAM to tyAMja javAba ApI de che ke pitAjI gaMgA pUrvamAM vahe che. chatAM rAjA kahe che ke huM kahuM chuM ne ! tuM barAbara joI Ava ke gaMgA kaI dizAmAM vahe che. pitAjInA kahevAthI babaDato-babaDato, paga pachADato bahAra nIkaLe che. rAjAnA guptacaro pAchaLa ja che. rAjakumAra vicAre che ke A DosAnI sAThe buddhi nAThI lAge che. A te nAnuM chokaruMye jANe che ke gaMgA pUrvamAM vahe che. emAM zuM jovA javAnuM hoya? tethI te to samaya vIte che eTale pAcho AvIne rAjAne kahe che ke pitAjI gaMgA pUrvamAM vahe che. tenI pahelAM to rAjAne guptacaro dvArA bAtamI maLI gaI che. rAjA gurubhagavaMtane pUche che ke bhagavanApanA ziSyano vinaya joIne mane khUba ja Azcarya thAya che. nathI Apano koI sago-vahAlo ke nathI ApanA dezano chatAM keTalI badhI AmanyA ! tyAre sUrijI kahe che ke rAjan! tArA rAjakumArane to phakata A eka ja dezanuM rAja levAnuM che, jyAre amArA sAdhuone to A vinaya dvArA traNa lokanuM rAjya meLavavAnuM che. vinaya dvArA ja temanuM AtmakalyANa che. vinayathI vANInI zakti khIle che. gurUkRpA utare che tethI jANe sAkSAt sarasvatI tenI jIbhe AvIne vasI hoya tema lAge! bhAratanI eka paddhati hatI ke mANasa koI paNa sArI jagyAe jAya tyAM mAthu namAvIne bese. je vaDilo hoya tene namaskAra karIne ja bese. Aje mAthuM namAvavAnI jagyAe salAma AvI gaI che, mAthuM bhArekhama thaI gayuM che. name ja nahIM ne ! cAra prakAranI buddhi zAstramAM cAra prakAranI buddhi Ave che. pahelI buddhi che kArmaNikI. kAma karatAM karatAM ja mANasane je sUjha pragaTatI jAya tene kArmaNikI buddhi kahevAya. kheDUtano chokaro kAma karatAM karatAM ja khetImAM pAvaradho banato jAya. bIjA prakAranI buddhi che pariNAmikI - vayanI sAthe pariNAma pAme. mANasa jema jema moTo thato jAya tema tema tenI buddhi paripakva banatI jAya. bALapaNamAM

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162 buddhi kevI uchAMchaLI hoya che. jema moTo thato jAya tema temAM TharelapaNuM AvatuM jAya. trIjA prakAranI buddhi che tyAtikI - autpAtikI eTale hAjarajavAbI. je kSaNe prazna pUcho te ja kSaNe buddhi ekadama sTrarAyamAna thAya. birabalanI pAse autpAtikI buddhi hatI te A buddhithI ja rAjAne priya thaI paDayo hato. ekavAra akabare birabalane kahyuM ke birabala! Aje mane svama AvyuM hatuM ke huM ane tuM banne pharavA nIkaLelA. AgaLa jatAM rastAmAM be kuvA joyAM, ekamAM gaTaranuM pANI ThalavAtuM hatuM ane bIjo sugaMdhI jaLano hato. te joIne tuM gaMdA pANInA kuvAmAM nhAvA mATe paDyo ane huM sugaMdhI jaLanA kuvAmAM paDyo. vAstavamAM to akabare birabalanI kApatI ja karI hatI. paNa birabala to hAjara javAbI hato. teNe kahyuM ke svAmI mane paNa AvuM ja svama AveluM paNa mane AnAthI thoDuMka AgaLa cAlyuM. ApaNe banne kuvAmAM paDyA pachI kuvAmAMthI bahAra nIkaLIne tame mArA zarIrane cATavA lAgyA ane huM tamArA zarIrane cATavA lAgyo. akabara cUpa thaI gayo. AvI to ghaNI vAto birabalanI hAjarajavAbI buddhinI pracalita che. vainAyikI buddhi - be ziSyonuM dRSTAMta cothI buddhi che veyikI - vinaya karatAM karatAM ja mANasamAM te buddhi pragaTatI hoya che. zAstramAM dRSTAMta Ave che. eka gurune be ziSyo hatA. gurukulamAM rahIne banne bhaNatA hatA. eka vinIta hato ane bIjo avinIta hato. vinIta ziSya gurunI badhI ja sevA bahumAna pUrvaka karato. gurunA Igita (AkAra) parathI te samajI jato. guru to bannene koIpaNa bhedabhAva rAkhyA vinA bhaNAve che. have ekavAra bane ziSyone koI kAma mATe guru mahArAja bAjunA gAmamAM mokale che. banne jaNa jAya che. rastAmAM pagalAnAM cinho joIne avinIta ziSya bolI uThe che ke ahIMthI thoDIvAra pahelAM ja koI hAthI pasAra thayo lAge che. tyAM vinIta ziSya bolI uThayo ke hAthI nahIM paNa hAthaNI pasAra thayelI che. thoDe AgaLa jaIne pharIne kahevA lAgyo ke te hAthaNI DAbI AMkhe kAMNI che. vaLI thoDe AgaLa jaIne vinIta ziSya bolyo ke tenA para koI rAjarANI beThelI che. teNe lAla sADI paherelI che.

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163 garbhavatI che, tene thoDA ja samayamAM putra Avavo joIe. A badhuM sAMbhaLIne pelo avinIta bolI uThayo ke alyA, zuM gappAM mAre che. tane kAMI jJAna thayuM che ke Ama bolI rahyo che. vAto karatAM karatAM banne gAmanI bhAgoLe AvI pahoMcyA. tyAM jUe che to moTI chAvaNI nAkhelI che ane bahAra hAthaNI ubhI che. thoDIvAramAM vAjiMtronA avAja saMbhaLAyA. eTale A lokoe pUchayuM ke zuM thayuM ? to khabara paDI ke rAjAnI rANIne putra janmyo. avinIta ziSya to A badhuM joI ane sAMbhaLIne manamAM muMjhAvA lAgyo. teNe manamAM vicAryuM ke nakkI guru mahArAje Ane badhuM zIkhavADayuM che. mArA tarapha pakSapAta karyo che. manamAM ne manamAM dhuMdhavAto hato. pachI banne taLAvanI pALe AvIne beThA. tyAM koI DosImAM pANI bharIne jaI rahyA che. e DosImAno dikaro bahAragAma gayelo che. DosIe A bannene jyotiSI samajIne pUchayuM ke bhAIo ! mAro dikaro paradeza gayo che te kyAre Avaze? barAbara A prazna pUchayo te ja samaye DosImAnI asAvadhAnIthI mAthe rahelo pANIno ghaDo paDyo ane phUTI gayo. avinIta ziSya A joIne javAba Apyo ke DosImA du:khanI vAta che, tamAro dikaro kadAca marI gayo haze. A sAMbhaLatAM DosImAnA to motiyA marI gayA. valopAta karavA lAgyA. tyAM pelo vinayI ziSya bolI uThayo ke mAjI ciMtA na karazo. tamAro dikaro tamane hamaNAM ja maLaze. DozImAne thoDI zAMti thaI paNa bannemAM sAco koNa? te have avasare joIzuM. calatI cakIyAM dekhakara beTha kabIrA roya dopaDa bhItara Apake sabUta na rahe koya cakkI cale to calane do tu kAhe ko roya khIlo se vaLagA rahe to pIsa sake na koya... paramAtmArUpI khIlaDAne je vaLagI rahe che tene koI pIsI zakatuM nathI.

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Aso vada-5 vinaya vinayanA abhAve samAjanI avadazA jJAnI puruSo ApaNo janma sArthaka kema thAya tenA mATe samajAvI rahyA che. badhA ja jIvo khAya che, pIe che, mojamajA kare che te kAMI A mAnavajanmanI siddhi nathI. padArtho meLavavA e mahattvanuM nathI paNa paramAtmA meLavavA e mahattvanuM che. dharmano arthI kevo hovo joIe tenI vAta cAlI rahI che, temAM ApaNe vinayaguNane joI rahyA chIe. varasAda paDe tyAre eka bAju kALI mATI che ane bIjI bAju patharALa jamIna che. A bannemAM kaI jamIna pANIno vadhAre saMgraha kare ane mabalakha pAka Ape ? kALI mATI vALI jamIna ja! te mATI pANIne ghaNAM varSonA varSo sudhI saMgharI zake che. te jamIna khUba kiMmatI gaNAya che. tema vinaya e kALI mATI jevo che. vinIta mANasane game tevuM kahevAmAM Ave te kALI mATI jema pANIne jhIlI le che tema vinIta te vAtane grahaNa kare che. bhagavAna mahAvIre nayasAranA bhavamAM guru mahArAje kahelA dharmane pakaDI lIdho. zenA kAraNe ? vinayI hatA mATe ja ne ! nahIMtara rastAmAM cAlatAM-cAlatAM guru mahArAja dharma samajAve che tyAre temaNe ema vicAryuM hota ke A zuM mAthAkUTa? ema samajIne sAMbhaLyuM ja na hota to tarI zakata kharA ! Ato mArga batAvavA gayA ane pote mArga meLavIne AvyA! je mANasa vinIta nathI hoto tene game teTalA zAstro saMbhaLAvavAmAM Ave ke upadeza ApavAmAM Ave paNa tenAthI te kAMI pAmI zakato nathI. ulTAnuM kahenArane ja phaleza thAya che. A guNano Aje abhAva hovAne lIdhe vaDIloe chokarAone sAcI vAta kahetAM kSobha anubhavavo paDe che. DaratAM rahevuM paDe che. rakhene ! chokarAne khoTuM lAgI jaze ane mane kADhI mUkaze to ! tethI sAcI vAta - sAcI salAha paNa vaDIlo ApatA nathI pariNAme samAjamAM badhuM vadhavA chatAM zAMti nathI. sAsu vahune sAcI zikhAmaNa ApI zakatI nathI. A saMsAranI AvI dazA che ! pahelAM vinita ziSyane zikSaka potAnuM sarvasva reDIne bhaNAvatA. A vidyArthI mAro che ema

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165 samajIne tenI pAchaLa bhoga ApatA. e jamAnAmAM amuka upAdhyAyanA vidyArthI hovuM te sTeTasa gaNAtuM. ane Aje sarakhAmaNI karavAmAM Ave to! vidyArthI ane zikSaka vacce kevuM vAtAvaraNa che ! zikSaka potAnA sAcA dilathI bhaNAvato nathI. ene to pagAra sAtheja nisbata rahe che. ane uddhata vidyArthIo paNa lAMca-rUzvata dvArA athavA dhAka-dhamakIthI AgaLa AvavA maLI rahayA che. pariNAme banne pakSe azAMti che. vidyA to dAna che. ene paisAthI vecavAnI na hoya. paNa Aje paisAthIja maLe che mATe sAcuM jJAna rahyuM ja nathI. vinayI ziSyano javAba vinaya karatAM-karatAM mANasamAM eka prakAranI ajaba koTinI budhdhi utpanna thatI. tene vainAyikI budhdhi kahevAmAM Ave che. vinaya dvArA kevI budhdhi pragaTa thAya che te ApaNe joI rahyA chIe. banne ziSyo haju pALa para beThA ja che. ane tyAM DozImA hAthamAM bheTa laIne Ave che. vinIta ziSyane mAthe hAtha mUkIne AzIrvAda Ape che ane kahe che ke beTA ! te kahyuM te pramANe ja thayuM. huM haju zerImAM dAkhala thAuM chuM tyAM to mAro lADakavAyo doDato Avyo. tuM khUba sukhI thaje. Ama AzIrvAda ApIne DosImA potAnA ghera jAya che ane banne vidyArthIo gurukulamAM pAchA phare che. AvIne vinayI ziSya to doDato jaIne gurunA caraNamAM paDe che. gurumahArAja tene khUba thAbaDe che. jyAre avinIta to bahAra ThuMThAnI jema ubho che. gurumahArAja tene bolAve che. te dhuMvA-pUvA thato Ave che. namana karavAnA to dUra rahyA ulTAno krodhathI dhamadhamato guru mahArAjane kahe che ke tame bahu pakSapAta karyo che. mane barAbara bhaNAvyo nathI. badhI gupta vidyAo tame Ane ja ApI che. guru mahArAje tenA gussAne zAMta karyo. temaNe pUchayuM ke hakIkata zuM che? teNe badhuM kahI saMbhaLAvyuM. gurumahArAja paNa vismaya pAmyA. temaNe vinIta ziSyane pUchayuM ke bhAI ! te pagalA parathI hAthI nahIM paNa hAthaNI che ema kevI rIte nakkI karyuM ? teNe kahyuM ke gurujI rastA para hAthaNInA mUtranA cinho hatA. hAthInI mUtranI rIta judI hoya ane hAthaNInI judI hoya tenA parathI

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166 meM nakkI karyuM ke A hAthaNInA pagalAM che. vaLI teNe jamaNI bAjunA ja pAMdaDA, phaLa-phUla khAdhelAM tenA parathI meM nakkI karyuM ke te DAbI AMkhe kANI hovI joIe. AgaLa jatAM tenA parathI koI nIce utarIne bAvaLanI pAchaLa laghuzaMkA mATe gayeluM che.. puruSane oThAMnI jarUra na paDe paNa strIne jarUra paDe tethI meM nakkI karyuM ke te strI che, vaLI hAthI para musApharI to moTI vyakti ja karene ! mATe te rAjarANI hovI joIe ema mane lAgyuM. meM tyAM jaIne joyuM to bAvaLamAM sADInA tAMtaNA bharAyelA hatA. te lAla kalaranA hatA tethI teNe lAla sADI paherelI hovI joIe ema mane lAgyuM. vaLI tyAM be hatheLInA cinho hatAM tenA parathI nakkI karyuM ke te laghuzaMkA karIne be hAthano Teko daIne ubhI thaI hatI ane temAMya jamaNA hAthanI hatheLI para vadhAre bhAra Apyo hoya tema lAgatuM hatuM. tenA parathI mane vicAra Avyo ke te garbhavatI hovI joIe ane prasavanI taiyArI hovI joIe. jamaNA hAtha para vadhAre dabANa ApyuM hovAthI tene chokaro Avavo joIe. guru mahArAja paNa tenI buddhi para ovArI gayA. pachI guru mahArAje pUchyuM ke pelA DosImAne te kayA AdhAre javAba Apyo ? teNe kahyuM ke gurujI ! DosImAe jyAre prazna pUchayo te ja samaye temanA mAthethI ghaDo paDayo ane phUTI gayo. te ghaDAnA TUkaDA mATImAM maLyA ane temAMthI pANI DhoLAIne taLAvanA ja pANImAM maLyuM. eTale meM vicAryuM ke mATI mATImAM maLI ane pANI pANImAM maLyuM. je jenuM hatuM tene te maLI gayuM. A DosImAne paNa temano chokaro maLI javo joIe. guru mahArAja samajI gayA ke vinaya dvArA ja tenAmAM buddhi paNiAma pAmelI che. avinItane potAnI bhUla samajAI gaI. Ama vinaya karatAM utpanna thayelI buddhi adbhuta hoya che tenAthI A lokamAM kalyANa thAya che ane paralokamAM paNa kalyANa thAya che. svarga ahIMyA che. jIvananI aMdara badhA sukhonuM mULa puNya che. puNyanuM mULa dharma che ane dharmanuM mULa vinaya che. badhA ja sukhonI cAvI paraMparAe vinayamAM rahelI che. vinaya e lIlI jhaMDI che jyAre mAna e lAla jhaMDI che. gADIne AgaLa

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167 vadhavA mATe lIlI jhaMDI batAvavAmAM Ave che tema jIvananI gADIne jo AgaLa dhapAvavI hoya to lIlI jhaMDI svIkAro. gharamAM dareka sabhya jo vinayathI varte to gharamAM svarga utarI Avaze. nava prakAranA dAna zAstramAM nava prakAranA dAnanI vAta Ave che. 1. anna, 2. vastra, 3. pANI, 4. sthAna, 5. zaiyyA, 6. mana, 7. vANI, 8. kAyA, 9. namaskAra. A nava prakAranA dAnamAM paisAnuM dAna to kayAMya AvatuM ja nathI. zarUAtanA dAna to samajI zakAya. paNa mananuM dAna karavuM e paNa moTAmAM moTuM dAna che. cha-sAta mahinAnA bALakane mArI mAtA koNa che athavA A mArI janmadAtA che evI kAMI samajaNa hotI nathI chatAM paccIsa-paccAsa strIonA ToLAmAM e potAnI mAne zodhI kADhe che. kAraNa ke mAe mananuM dAna Apela che. mATe bALaka tenA tarapha kheMcAya che. paisAnA dAna karatAM paNa mananuM dAna caDI jAya. lAkho rUpiyAnuM dAna Ape paNa jo mana na Ape athavA to tiraskArathI Ape to ? e dAnane badale mITho AvakAra Ape, premanA be zabdo kahe, koNa caDI jAya ? paisAnuM dAna ApanAra ke mananuM dAna ApanAra... eka zeThe ghaNA mANasone jamaNanuM AmaMtraNa ApyuM. badhA loko jamavA AvI gayA che. lAIna goThavAI che. pIrasavAnI taiyArI che tyAM zeTha bolyA ke Aje huM tamane evI vAnagIo pIrasIza ke tame tenuM nAma paNa sAMbhaLyuM nahIM hoya. tame to nahIM paNa tamArA bApa-dAdAe paNa tenuM nAma nahIM sAMbhaLyuM hoya. basa have pIrasavAnI zarUAta thAya che. tyAM to badhA uThIne cAlavA mAMDayA. kema ? tenA zabdomAM ekalo ahaMkAra bharelo hato. premathI khavaDAvelo sUko roTalo paNa mITho lAge. mananuM dAna khUba ja mahattvanuM che. DokaTara pAse jAo. keTalAka DokaTaro ekadama namra hoya che. svabhAve mIThA bolA hoya che temanI sAthe vAtacIta karatAM ja dardInuM aDadhuM darda gAyaba thaI jAya che, jyAre keTalAka to evA akkaDa hoya che ke tene ApaNe ekathI be vAra pUchIe to tarata ja utArI pADe. pUrI vAta paNa na sAMbhaLe e DokaTara dardIne kevo lAge ?

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168 kAyAnuM dAna jama jevo lAge ne ! jema mananuM dAna mahattvanuM che tema kAyAnuM dAna paNa eTaluM ja mahattvanuM che. koI mAMdA mANasanI sevA karavI, tenI pagacaMpI karavI, A dAna ghaNuM kaparuM che. lAkho rUpiyA kharcanArA cha phUTanI kAyAne namAvI zakatAM nathI. sagAM mA-bApanI sevA karI zakatA nathI. mA-bApa mAMdA haze to koI nokaraDI bAIne rAkhI leze paNa jAtane jarAye takalIpha nahIM Ape. Aje dikarAone mA-bApane pUchavAno ke bolAvavAno paNa samaya nathI to pachI pAse besavAno to kyAMthI samaya hoya? je dikarAnI pAchaLa mA-bApe rAta-dina joyAM nathI. e dikaro Aje eka kalAkano paNa bhoga ApavA taiyAra nathI ! kevI adhamatA ! kevI niSpharatA che ! namaskAra dAna chelluM dAna che namaskAra dAna. A dAnathI ghaNA lAbho thAya che. sAmenI vyaktinuM joDANa AnA dvArA ja thAya che. paramAtmA jevI mahAvibhUti sAthe saMbaMdha bAMdhavo hoya to namaskAra joIe. vinaya hoya to ja namaskAra Ave. mAtA-pitA, pati, guru A badhAne vyakti tarIke nahIM paNa tattva tarIke pUjavAnA che. eno svabhAva kevo che te jovAnuM nathI. tattva tarIke ja temane pUjavAnA che. minisTarone namaze. ophisarone namaze. are ! ghera kAma karavA AvatA pelA ghATIne paNa paMpALaze paNa mA-bApanA caraNamAM mastaka mUkatAM tene zarama Avaze. dUdhamAM meLavaNa nAkhatAM dahIM kevuM ghaTTa bane che tema jyAM vinaya hoya che tyAM Avo ghaTTa sneha baMdhAya che... vinaya vinAno mANasa ahaMkArI hoya che. ahaMkAra te aMdhakAra che. aMdhakAramAM mANasa cAlato hoya to te athaDAIne paDe nahIM to zuM thAya? Thokaro ja khAya ne ! vinaya e dIvo che. vinayI mANasa sarvatra pUjya bane che. te ja dharmano sAco adhikArI che. gurUkRpA zuM na kare? - pU. dharmasUri mahArAja | vinaya to eka jugArI mANasane kyAMno kyAM pahoMcADe che te batAvatI satya ghaTanA. mahuvAmAM e rahetA. garIba paristhiti. koInA tyAM dADiyuM karIne be paisA kamAvI lAvatA. ane te paNa jugAramAM hArI jatA. AvA

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169 e bhAI pU. vRddhicaMdrajI ma.sA.nA paricayamAM AvyA. jIvanamAM mANasano TarniMga poITa kayAre Ave che ane konA samAgamathI Ave che te kahI zakAtuM nathI.. satsaMgathI jIvananuM vaheNa badalAyuM... kAlano jugArI-rakhaDu mANasa Ajano sAdhu banI gayo. temanuM dharmavijayajI mahArAja nAma pADavAmAM AvyuM. dIkSA lIdhA pachI jJAna caDe nahIM. paNa vinaya jabarajasta. guru para khUbaja bahumAna pU. nemisUri mahArAja sAheba temanA gurubhAI thAya. dharmavijaya mahArAjane bhaNAvavAnuM kAma nemisUri mahArAjane soMpAyuM... jJAnano kSayopagama jarAye nahIM tethI ghaNI mahenata kare paNa eka akSare caDhe nahIM. kayAreka to gurubhAI dhaDAnA dorAthI mAre paNa kharA.. paNa manamAM jarAye lAge nahIM. hasatAM-hasatAM vinayapUrvaka badhuMja sahana kare.. rAta-divasa gurunuM ja raTaNa-satata guru mahArAjanuM dhyAna rAkhavuM. varSo vItyAM. jJAna to bahu meLavI na zakAyuM. paNa guru sevAthI mana tRpta che. guru mahArAjano aMtima samaya najIka AvI rahyo che. dharmavijayajI mahArAja saMthArA pAse beThelA che. guru mahArAja potAnA bIjA ziSyone kahe che ke A dharamavijayane panyAsa padavI Apajo.. guru mahArAja kALa karI gayA. thoDA ja samayamAM vinayathI maLelI gurukRpAnA baLe aMdaranI zaktio khIlI uThI. abhyAsa vadhavA mAMDayo. mAMDalamAM nAnakaDI pAThazALA zarU karAvI. emAM saMskRtano abhyAsa zarU karAvyo. pachI AgaLa vadhatAM vidyAnuM kendra evA kAzIdhAmamAM pahoMcyAM. vidyArthIone paNa sAthe laI gayA. becaradAsa paMDita vagere sAthe hatA. jaina samAjamAM jJAnano vadhAro karavo hato. ghaNA badhA jhaMjhAvAto AvyA. aDaga rahIne potAnuM kArya AgaLa dhapAvatAM gayAM. have lokone kheMcavA mATe teo rastA para ubhA rahIne potAnA vidyArthIonI sAme vyAkhyAna ApavA mAMDayA. dhIme dhIme kutUhalathI loko bhegA thavA mAMDayA.... pAMca, paccIsa ema karatAM karatAM pAMcaso mANasonuM ToLuM rastA para ubhuM ubhuM vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLe... jene puruM bolatAM paNa nahotuM AvaDatuM te have hajAro mANasone jakaDI rAkhavA mAMDayA.. jANe jIbha para sAkSAt sarasvatI AvI vasI. ema karatAM emanI khyAtI paM bhAratabhUSaNa madanamohana mAlaviyA

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170 sudhI pahoMcI. emaNe kuMbhameLAnuM Ayojana kareluM. emAM dezabharanA dhuraMdhara paMDitone AmaMtraNa ApeluM. A dharmavijayajI ma.sA.ne paNa AmaMtraNa ApyuM. hajAronI medanI che. emAM paMDitone pAMca-pAMca miniTanuM bhASaNa karavAnuM goThaveluM. dharmavijayajI mahArAjano vAro Avyo. vaktavya zarU thayuM. pAMca miniTa pUrI thaI tyAM to sabhAmaMDapa tALIonA gaDagaDATathI gAjI uThayo.. ane sAthe sabhAmAMthI avAja Avyo ke AgaLa calAvo, AgaLa calAvo... bIjI pAMca miniTa vaktavya ApyuM tyAM pharI avAja Avyo ke AgaLa calAvo. ema karatAM karatAM 45 miniTa sudhI vaktavya cAlyuM. pachI mAlaviyAe ubhA thaIne yuM mahArAja sAheba have kRpA karo. A bIjA badhA paMDitone zuM javAba ApIza.. vANImAM AvI gajabanI zakti AvI kyAMthI...? vinayanA baLe maLelI gurukRpAthI ja.. prazamarati nAmanA graMthamAM umAsvAti mahArAja kahe che ke vinayanuM phaLa zuzruSA che eTale ke sAMbhaLavAnI IcchA ane sevA che. gurunI sevA dvArA ja zAstranA rahasyone meLavI zakAya che ane pachI jJAnathI viratI Ave... viratIthI saMvara... Ama paraMparAe mokSa sudhI pahoMcI zakAya che. vinaya e sarvaguNonuM bhAjana che. jo kabhI bhUla na kara use bhagavAna kahate hai jo bhUlakara bhUla jAye use nAdAna kahate hai jo bhUlakara muskurAye use zetAna kahate hai jo bhUlakara kucha zIkha jAye use InsAna kahate hai

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Aso vada -6 kRtajJatA | bhavacakranuM pUrNavirAma ! jJAnI mahApuruSo ApaNA kalyANa mATe uttamamAM uttama dharma samajAvI rahyA che mAnavajanma ghaNo durlabha che. A avatAramAM ja badhA avatAro para pUrNavirAma mUkI zakAya che. khAvuM-pIvuM, moja-majhA karavI e to AnuSAMgika phaLa che. mukhya to dharma karavo eja sAco che. paisA maLavA e sadbhAgya nathI paNa dharma maLavo e mahAsabhAgya che. koIpaNa vastu levA mATe mANasa nIkaLe to tenI parIkSA karIne barAbara sArI rIte joIne le che. cAhe zAka hoya ke vastra-pAtra ke koIpaNa cIja hoya, to A dharma nAmanI mahAkiMmatI cIja levA mATe nIkaLelA mANase pahelAM to dharmane barAbara pArakhavo joIe. Aje dharmanA nAme ghaNAM dhatIMgo cAle che. hiMsAne paNa dharma mAnavAmAM Ave che. bakarIIdanA divase lAkho jIvonI katala thAya che te teono moTAmAM moTo dharma che. navarAtrinA divasomAM zuM mAtAjInI bhakti mATe loko ujAgarA kare che, nAce che kUde che ? nA, kharekhara to e divaso bhaktine badale kamabaDhInA hoya che. navarAtri e yuvAnonI lavarAtri banI jAya che. moja-zokha ane cenacALA sivAya bIjuM kAMI hotuM nathI.. koIke to lakhyuM hatuM ke bahAra garabA rAsa ane gharamAM trAsa. Ane dharma mAnavo kevI rIte? mATe zAstrakAro kahe che dharmane barAbara pArakhIne jIvanamAM utAro. dharmane utAravA mATe paNa guNo joIze. temAM ApaNe 19lmo guNa kRtajJatA AvyA chIe. dharmano arthI mANasa kRtajJa eTale karelA upakArane bhUlI nahIM janAro hovo joIe. Avo mANasa ucene uMce caDato jAya che, jyAre keTalAka mANaso kRtaghnI eTale ke karelA upakArane bhUlI janArA hoya che. AvA mANaso nIce-nIce paTakAtA jAya che. kRtaghnI mANasathI sAmeno mANasa khUba ja ArtadhyAna anubhave che ene ema thAya che ke A mANasane huM ja uMco lAvyo ane Aje e mArI sAme ja paDayo, tenA niHsAsAnI lhAya kRtaghnI

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172 mANasanA jIvanabAgane bALI nAkhe che. mATe kRtaghnI mANasa nIcene nIce paTakAto jAya che. kRtajJa mANasa sAmenA mANasanA raI jeTalA upakArane paNa pahADa jeTalo mAnIne jIMdagI sudhI bhUle nahIM. eka zloka Ave che ke do parise dhara dharA ahavA dohiM pi dhAriyA dharaNI / uvayAre jassa maI uvayariyaM jo na pamhusai / he dharatImAtA ! tuM be puruSone ja dhAraNa karaje athavA to be puruSo vaDe ja tuM TakI rahI che. eka to je upakArane kare che. arthAt bIjAnuM bhaluM karavuM e ja jemanuM vyasana che teo, ane bIjA jeo upakArane bhUlatA nathI. upakAra karavA mATe badhA samartha na hoya paNa karelA upakArane yAda to rAkhe ne ! Aje A banne prakAranA mANaso lagabhaga naSTa prAyaH che. pahelo ja upakAra mA-bApano che, A sRSTi para ApaNane lAvanArA e che. baccAmAMthI mAnava banAvanAra e che, paNa Aje ene mAnavA koI taiyAra nathI. are ! eTale sudhInI duSTatA mANasa AcarI zake che ke mAne kahe ke mA teM mane tAruM dudha pAyuM che ne ! le A dUdhanA paisA paNa ahIMthI nIkaLI jA... ! vaLI paisA mATe mAne mArI nAkhavA paNa AjanA saMtAno taiyAra che. e sivAya paNa jIvanamAM mANasane Dagale ne pagale bIjAnI madadanI jarUra paDe che. te ekale hAthe jIvana jIvI zakato nathI. cAhe koI pADozI hoya, vaidya hoya ke DokaTara hoya ke koI zikSaka hoya... badhAnI sahAyathI ja mANasa jIvana jIvI zake che. paNa duHkhanI vAta che ke e koInAye upakArane yAda rAkhavA taiyAra nathI. are ! yAda na rAkhe to kaMI nahIM paNa teno ja apakAra karavAtenuM ja buruM karavA taiyAra thaI jAya che. bhagavAna ApaNA jevA ja jIva che chatAM te uttama zA mATe che ? kAraNa ke bhagavAna kRtajJatAguNanA svAmI che. ApaNe to sAmA mANasanAM so upakArone paNa ghaDInA chaThThA bhAgamAM bhUlI jaIe chIe. mATe to uMce AvatA nathI. ne jagatamAM rakhaDI rahyA chIe. bhagavAna to guNonA svAmI che jyAre ApaNe avaguNonA svAmI chIe. A eka nAnakaDo guNa paNa mANasane kayAMno kayAM laI jAya che. te

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173 tamane A satya ghaTanA parathI khyAla Avaze.. zerabajArano rAjA eka garIba mAravADI chokaro. tenuM nAma goviMda. paisA kema kamAvavA te moTo prazna. bhaNelo bilakula nahIM. muMbaInI jAhojalAlI joIne vicAryuM ke muMbaImAM kaMIka kamANI thaze. ema samajIne muMbaI Avyo. AvaDA moTA muMbaI zaheramAM utaravuM kayAM? sAva ajANyo mANasa. roTalo to kamANIthI maLI rahe paNa oTalo kayAMthI lAvavo ? Akho divasa rajhaLapATa karI.. koIke kahyuM ke bhAI phalANI dharmazALAmAM jajo. tyAM tamane roTalo oTalo bane maLI raheze. nAma-ThAma laIne pUchato-pUchato tyAM pahoMcyo. munImajInI pAse gayo. munImajIne vAta karI ke huM sAva ajANyo chuM. nokarI-dhaMdhe Avyo chuM. kaMIka kAma hoya to mane rAkhI lo. munImane tenA didAra joIne dayA AvI. temaNe kahyuM ke sAruM tame ema karajo ke roja keTalA musApharo AvyA tenI yAdI banAvajo. savArathI kAme lAgI jajo. savAra paDI.. paNa A bhAI sAhebane na to pUruM lakhatAM AvaDe ke na vAMcatA AvaDe. be divasa jema tema karIne pasAra karyA pachI munImajIe kahyuM ke bhAI huM tamane rAkhIne zuM karuM ? nathI tamane lakhatAM AvaDatuM ke nathI vAMcatA AvaDatuM. mATe mAre tamane rajA ApavI paDaze. lo, A be divasano pagAra ane bIjA be rUpiyA huM mArA khissAmAMthI ApuM chuM. kAraNa ke AvaDI moTI nagarImAM tame jAzo kyAM ane khAzo zuM ? bIjI nokarI zodhatAM paNa TAIma lAgaze tethI A be rUpiyA tamane kAma lAgaze. nirAzavadane te tyAMthI nIkaLyo. kyAM javuM? game tema karIne divaso pasAra kare che. koI dukAnano oTalo ke phUTapAtha para divaso gujAre che. paNa have dhIme-dhIme nasIba ADenuM pAMdaDuM khasavA lAgyuM. puNya khIlavA mAMDayuM. AgaLa vadhatAM-vadhatAM te zera bajArano rAjA banyo. cAre bAju tenA nAmanI bola bAlA. te goviMdamAMthI zeTha goviMdarAma sekasariyA banI gayo. saMpatti DhagalAbaMdha AvavA mAMDI. beno badalo be lAkhathI have A bAju sau prathama je dharmazALAmAM utarelo te dharmazALA jIrNa

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174 zIrNa thaI gaI hatI. dharmazALAnA muname dharmazALAne rIperIMga karavA mATe phALo ugharAvavAnI zarUAta karI. goviMdarAmanuM nAma sAMbhaLIne te temanI pAse Avyo. dharmazALAnA phaMDa mATe vAta karI... goviMdarAma to munImajIne jotAM ja oLakhI gayA. temaNe potAnA gumAstAne bolAvIne kahyuM ke A munImajIne 1 lAkha rUpiyA Apo.. munima to eka lAkha rUpiyA sAMbhaLIne Azcarya pAmyo. jeNe hajAra, pAMca hajAranA dAna mATe bhaI-bApA karavA paDatA hoya tyAM ekI sAthe e jamAnAmAM eka lAkha rUpiyAnuM dAna ApanAra A koNa? munIma to visphArita nayane joI ja rahyo. tyAM goviMdarAma bolyA ke munImajI yAda Ave che ke amuka varSo pahelAM tamArI dharmazALAmAM eka cIMtharehAla mAravADI chokaro Avelo. tene tame Azraya Apyo hato. hA, yAda to Ave che. to te chokaro bIjo koI nahIM paNa huM pote hato. jyAM ubhA rahevA paNa koI de nahIM tyAM e dharmazALAe mane pahelo Azraya Apelo, mATe enA nimitte huM eka lAkha rUpiyA bheTa ApuM chuM ane bIjuM Ape mane rajA ApI tyAre mArI para dayA karIne be rUpiyA ApelA, tethI Apane paNa huM be lAkha rUpiyA ApuM chuM. Apa svIkArI mane RNa mukta karo. munIma to Abho ja banI gayo. kyAM 200-500 rUpiyAno pagAra ane kyAM ekI sAthe AvaDI moTI rakama.. be rUpiyAnA badalAmAM be lAkha rUpiyA ! kahevAnuM tAtparya che ke mANasanA jIvanamAM rahelo ekAda guNa paNa mANasane keTalo mahAna banAve che. A kRtajJatA nAmanA guNe sekasarIyAne kyAM pahoMcADayo ? - saguNo eka evI cIja che. je dareka janmamAM kAma lAgaze. sadagatine apAvavAnI geraMTI A saMdgaNa nAmanI cIjamAM che. sArAmAM sArI jamIna, sArAmAM sAruM khetara ane suMdaramAM suMdara kheDANa karyuM hoya, vaLI varasAda paNa pUrato paDe to khetI kevI thAya ? visa AnI thAya ke nahIM? thAya ja. basa enA jevI A vAta che. dharma jo sadguNonI sAthe karavAmAM Ave to teno prabhAva ora ja hoya che. upakArInA upakArane mANase hamezAM yAda rAkhavo

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175 Ie. kRtajJa mANaso ja vizvamAM Toce AvIne ubhA rahe che. dUdha para je no popaDo jAme che te keTalo ghaTTa ane vajanadAra hoya che. Ama to janadAra vastu tare nahIM paNa DUbI ja jAya. jyAre tara to dUdhanI upara ja che, kAraNa ke dUdhanA badhA paramANuo tarane uMce rAkhe che. tema guNavAna Nasane loko ja uMce lAve che. paNa ApaNAmAM moTAmAM moTI khAmI che ApaNe sAmenI vyaktinA upakArane tarata ja bhUlI jaIe chIe. temAM moTI vAta che, teNe Ama karyuM te ? e to enI pharaja che. teNe karavuM paDe ne ! ApaNI AvI ja vAto hoya che. ThANAMgasUtramAM bhagavAna mahAvIra svAmIno ane guru gautamasvAmIno vAda Ave che temAM bhagavAna kahe che ke he gautama ! traNanA upakArano badalo LI zakAto nathI. 1. mAtA-pitA. 2. bhartA ane 3. dharmAcArya. mA-bApano upakAra - jeNe ApaNane janma Apyo. rAta-divasa ApaNI pAchaLa gALyA. pote bhUkhyA rahIne paNa ApaNane jamADayA. AvA -bApane zatapAka ne sahasrapAka telanI mAliza karIne sugaMdhI jaLathI DAve, badhA alaMkAro paherAve, jamavAnA samaye batrIza jAtanA pakvAnta aDhAra jAtanA zAkathI jamADe. potAnI kAMdha para besADIne yAtrA karAve, TaluM karavA chatAM paNa emanA upakArano badalo vALI zakAto nathI. tamasvAmI mahArAjA pUche che ke bhagavAn ! to temanA upakArano badalo Are vaLe ? bhagavAna kahe che gautama ! mA-bApa kadAca dharmanA mArgathI calita I jAya to putra temane dharmanA mArge vALe ane temano paraloka sudhAre to nA upakArano badalo vaLI zake. nayI putranI muMjhavaNa ekabAju zAstramAM mA-bApano ATalo badho vinaya batAvyo ane jI bAju Aje saMsAramAM mA-bApanI karuNa sthiti. banne vacce AsamAnamInanuM aMtara. Ama kema ? emAM be kAraNa che eka to mA-bApano svabhAva / kAraNabhUta bane che. ghaNIvAra mA-bApa ja dikarAnuM ghara bhAMgatAM hoya dIkarAne hoMze-hoMze paraNAve. vahu Ave eTale vahunI sAthe roja jhaghaDA

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176 cAle. chokarAne caDAve ke tArI vahu AvI che ne tArI vahu tevI che. vagere... have chokaro vinayI che tene moTo prazna ubho thAya. jo strIno pakSa levA jAya to mA-bApanI bhaktino savAla Ave ane mA-bApano pakSa levA jAya to strIne tarachoDavI paDe. zuM karavuM? zAstra pramANe cAlavA jAya to vahune rajhaLatI ja mUkavI paDe. tyAM zAstrakAro kahe che ke mA-bApanI bhakti eTale temanA khoTA vicArone paNa nyAya ja Apavo, temanuM kaheluM svIkAravuM ja tevuM nathI, paNa temane khAvA-pIvAnI, tabiyata vagerenI takalIpha na paDavI joIe. temane ema na thavuM joIe ke dIkaro to vahuno thaI gayo. amArI sAmuM paNa joto nathI. amane gharamAM vahu haDadhUta kare to paNa kAMI kaheto nathI. basa ATaluM ja sAcavavAnuM che. bAkI vicAro to meca thAya ke na paNa thAya.. chokarAo lahera karatA hoya ane mA-bApa sIdAtA hoya. enA tarapha ja zAstrakAro AMgaLI cIMdhe che. mA-bApe paNa samajavuM paDaze ke dIkarAnI muzkelI thAya tevuM na karavuM joIe. potAnA svabhAvane pheravavo paNa paDe. bIjuM kAraNa keTalAka saMtAno ja evA hoya che ke mA-bApanuM bilakula dhyAna ja na rAkhe. vahu Ave eTale emAM evo DUbI jAya ke savAre dhaMdhA para jAya ane sAMje AvIne tarata potAnI strI sAthe oraDAmAM pesI jAya... mA-bApe AkhA divasamAM kAMI khAdhuM ke nahIM, tabiyata kema che, vagere kAMI jovA-jANavAnI paDI ja na hoya. AvA saMtAnone pAchaLathI pastAvAno vakhata Ave che. karaNI tevI bharaNI huM mArA eka paricitabhAIne tyAM pagalAM karavA gayelo. amadAvAda zaheranI vAta che. dIkaro ghaNo hoMziyAra dhaMdhAmAM teNe nAma kADheluM. ghera moTaragADI, baMgalo... vaibhavanA sAdhano.. AbarU... badhuM ja. temanA ghera jaIne tenA bApAne maLyo. meM kahyuM ke phalANAbhAI! tamArA dikarAe to nAma kADhayuM che. tame to ghaNA sukhI sukhI lAgo che. tyAM bApA ekadama akaLAIne bolyA ke zuM sukhI? huM to duHkhI-duHkhI chuM. sAMbhaLIne huM to Azcarya pAmyo ke ATalo sukhI mANasa ane kahe che ke huM duHkhI chuM. meM pUchayuM ke kema duHkhI

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177 cho ? sAheba chokaro mane bApA kahIne bolAvato ja nathI ! kema che eTaluM pUchavAno ene TAIma nathI. mitro sAthe hare-phare, vAto cIta kare paNa mArI pAse kayAreya pAMca miniTa paNa na bese. roja manamAM ne manamAM muMjhAyA karuM chuM. zuM karavAno A vaibhava ne zuM karavAnA paisA ! manamAM satata baLatarA ja hoya tyAM zuM ? zAstrakAro ahIM ApaNane AMgaLI ciMdhe che ke AvuM na thavuM joIe. chevaTe dIkarAe bApane na ThAryA to eno chokaro to enAthI e caDiyAto nIkaLyo. bApA to asaMtoSamAM ja marI gayA. have A dIkaro je bApa banyo tene potAnA dIkarA sAthe bolyAno vahevAra paNa na rahyo. banne eka ja dukAnamAM sAthe bese paNa eka-bIjAne kaMI pUche nahIM. chevaTe bApane kensara thayuM, maraNa pathArIe che. bApA roja pathArInI AsapAsa najara nAkhe che jUe che kayAMya mAro dIkaro beTho che ? eka ja dIkaro che. dIkarAne jovAM valakhAM mAre che. paNa dIkaro to dukAnethI AvIne sIdho upara potAnI rUmamAM strI sAthe gappA mAravA besI jAya che. paNa bApa maraNa pathArIe che to e jovA jato nathI. chevaTe dIkarAnI jhaMkhanAmAM ne jhaMkhanAmAM bApa marI gayo. potAnA bApane nahotA ThAryA to tene tenA dIkarAe na ThAryo. jagatano niyama che ke bALazo to baLazo ne ThArazo to Tharazo'. mAbApanA svabhAvanI sAme jovAnuM nathI. tenI sevAmAM kacAza na rahevI joIe. ApaNe phakata ApaNI pharaja ja bajAvavAnI che. have bIjo upakAra che bhartAno te AgaLa joIzuM. To be Good.. sArA bano. To do Good. sAruM karo. To get good. sAruM meLavo.

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Aso vada-9 kRtajJatA zAstrakAra mahArAja ApaNane dharmarUpI ratna kevuM durlabha che te samajAvI rahyA che. te ApaNane navI duniyAmAM laI jAya che. A duniyAmAM moTarabaMgalA, mAna-mobho, vaibhava A badhAnI mahattA che jyAre mahApuruSonI duniyA judI che. temanI duniyAmAM A badhI cIjo tuccha che. tyAM guNanI mahattA che. konI pAse kevA ane keTalA guNo che ? paisA ke baMgalo paralokamAM kAma nahIM Ave. tyAM to guNo ja kAma lAgaze. guNo jevAne jeTalA haze teTaluM ja ApaNuM kalyANa thavAnuM che. paisA ke sattA ApaNI IcchA pramANe maLatA nathI. tamAre vaDApradhAnanI khurazI joItI hoya to maLe kharI ? Aje enA mATe paDApaDI thAya che ne ! e tamArI IcchA pramANe tame meLavI na zako paNa guNa tamAre jevA meLavavA hoya teTalA meLavI zako ke nahIM ? siMhaNanuM dUdha mATInA pAtramAM na rahe. mATInA pAtramAM rAkhavA jAya to te pAtra phUTI jAya... tene rAkhavA mATe to sonAnuM ja pAtra joIe. tema dharmArUpI siMhanA dUdha mATe ApaNe sonAnuM pAtra banavuM paDaze. jo ApaNe ApaNuM jIvana sudhAravuM hoya, bhAvine suMdara ghaDavuM hoya to saguNone atyArathI ja jIvanamAM utAravA mAMDo. ApaNe kRtajJatAguNanI vAta cAlI rahI che. vinaya ane kRtajJatA A banne guNane jIvanamAM ghUMTavAnI jarUra che. jeTalo vinaya mahattvano che teTalo ja kRtajJatA guNa mahattvano che. ziSya banavuM saheluM che Aje amAre paNa ghaNuM samajavAnuM hoya che. ziSya thavuM saheluM che paNa guru bananAre ghaNI javAbadArIo vahana karavAnI che. ziSya to phakata guno vinaya ja karavAno hoya che jyAre gurue kRtajJabhAve ziSyanI tamAme tamAma javAbadArI vahana karavAnI hoya che. ene bhaNAvavAnI, tabiyatanI, TUMkamAM tananI ane mananI. A lokanA sukha-zAMtinI ane paralokamAM paNa sadgati apAvavAnI javAbadArI gurunI rahe che.

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179 ahIM ja svarga che. ziSyane bhaNAvavAnA TAIme guru vAto karavA besI jAya, te na cAle. agatyanuM kAraNa hoya to judI vAta che. bAkI roja roja tene svAdhyAyano khorAka Apavo joIe. paMDito pAse bhaNavA mUkI dIdhA eTale ApaNI javAbadArI pUrI ema samajIne besI na rahevAya. e zuM kare che? e zuM bhaNe che? enI roje-roja khabara rAkhavI paDe. teno utsAha TakI rahe mATe tene protsAhana paNa ApavuM paDe. jo AmAM guru gaphalata kare to te paTakAya che. gurue kRtajJabhAve ziSya tarapha ane ziSya vinaya dvArA guru tarapha bhAvabhaktithI potAnI pharaja nIbhAvavAnI che. jema ziSyane gurunA AzIrvAdanI jarUra che tema gurune paNa ziSyonI zubhecchAnI jarUra che. tapelI dharatI para mANasa Asana bichAvI zAMtithI besI zake kharo ! nA, tarata ja uMco nIco thavA mAMDe. ThaMDaka hoya tyAM kevo zAMtithI bese. tema ziSyo jo aMdarathI saMtapta hoya.. udvigna hoya to gurune prasannatA rahe kharI...! na ja rahe. Ama, jo parasparanI pharaja nIbhAve to ahIMyA ja svarga che. peluM svarga to ghaNuM dUra che paNa koI pUche ke pRthvI para svarga kyAM che? te kahevuM paDe ke jAo sAdhu-sAdhvIjInA upAzrayamAM, tyAM svarga jevI zAMti che- ThaMDaka che. kevuM zAMta vAtAvaraNa hoya ke mANasa saMsAranA tApathI tapIne Avelo hoya paNa upAzrayamAM AvatAM ja tene ThaMDaka thAya. jema koI dhomadhakhatA taDakAmAMthI e.sI.mAM Ave ne kevI ThaMDaka anubhave ! tamAre saMsAramAM paNa vaDIloe kRtajJabhAve nAnAone saMbhALavA joIe ane nAnAoe vinayathI vaDilone mAna ApavuM joIe. bhartAno upakAra ApaNe mA-bApano upakAra ane teno badalo kevI rIte vaLe te joI gayA. have bhartAno upakAra ane teno badalo kevI rIte vALavo te joIe. bhartA eTale pati eTalo ja artha karavAno nathI, paNa bhartA eTale bharaNa-poSaNa karanAra. ApaNe koI saMkaTamAM AvI gayA, tyAre ApaNane koI madada kare te bhartA. aNInA samaye ApaNane koIe paisA ApyA ke apAvyA. athavA

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180 to sAcI salAha ApI. AzvAsana ApyuM. ane ApaNo e kaTokaTIno samaya pasAra thaI gayo. AvuM to ghaNI jagyAe banatuM hoya che. acAnaka moTuM nukazAna AvIne ubhuM rahyuM. samAjamAM sArI AbarU hoya. lokone moM batAvavuM paNa bhAre paDe tevI sthiti ubhI thaI hoya tyAre koI pADozI ke mitra sAcI salAha dvArA athavA thoDI madada karIne mANasane bacAvI leto hoya che. have ApaNo samaya badalAyo ne karoDapati banI gayA ane jeNe ApaNane aNInA samaye madada karI hatI teno samaya paNa palaTAyo. te koI duHkhamAM AvI paDayA. sthiti ghaNI kaparI AvI. tyAre zAstrakAro kahe che ke ApaNe karoDa rUpiyA ApI daIe to paNa tenA upakArano badalovaLe nahIM. eNe bhale 200-500 rUpiyA ApyA hatA paNa tyAre teNe niHsvArtha bhAve ApyA hatA ane ApaNe atyAre ene karoDa rUpiyA ApIe chIe, te upakAranA badalAmAM ApIe chIe. niHsvArthabhAve kareluM kAma caDI jAya che. gautamasvAmI pUche che ke bhagavan ! e bhartAno badalo kayAre vaLe? bhagavAna kahe che gautama ! jo e vyakti koI kAraNasara dharmanA mAragathI calita thaI hoya to tene mArga para lAve, teno paraloka sudhA2e to tenA upakArano badalo vaLe. are tame kadAca karoDa na ApI do to kAMI nahIM paNa e muzkelImAM hoya tyAre madada to jarUra karavI joIe... ! upakArano badalo ...! amadAvAdamAM pAMcakuvAmAM mArA pU. pitAzrInI dukAnanI pAse eka zeThanI dukAna. A dukAnamAM koI gAmaDAno chokaro nokarIe rahelo. nItivAna. maLatAvaDA svabhAvano. kyAreka-kayAreka mArA pitAjI pAse AvIne bese paNa kharo. A zeThane saMtAnamAM eka chokaro. paNa te page lUlo hato. dhaMdho karI zake tevo na hato. samaya vItato cAlyo. have gAmaDAno e chokaro potAnI AvaDatathI ghaNo AgaLa nIkaLI gayo. teNe potAnI svataMtra dukAna karI. lAkho rUpiyA kamAyo. have A bAju A zeThanI paDatI zarU thaI. kamAvanAra koI rahyuM nahIM. zvetAnI paNa uMmara thaI. sthiti ghasAvA lAgI. A chokarAne khabara paDI. je pote have moTI peDhIno mAlika banI gayo hato. te zeThanI pAse Avyo. zeThane page lAgI vinaMtIpUrvaka kahyuM ke

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181 zeThajI mArI peDhIe padhAro. Ape basa khAlI gAdI para besI ja rahevAnuM. pagAra Apane maLI raheze. zeThane potAnI peDhIe lAvyo. gAdI para besADayA. eTaluM ja nahIM zeTha, kahIne ja bolAvavAnA. AvA guNo ja mANasane mahAna banAve che. dharmAcAryano upakAra ApaNA para trIjo upakAra che dharmAcAryano - dharma samajAvIne ApaNI banne gatio sudhAre che. A loka paNa sudhAre ane paraloka paNa sudhAre. dharmAcAryane upakArano badalo koIpaNa rIte vALI zakAto nathI. eka zloka Ave che -- "samakitadAyaka gurutaNo paccuvayAra na thAya, bhava koDAkoDI lage karatAM sarva upAya.'' samakitane ApanArA gurudevanA upakArano badalo kaTheDo bhavo sudhI aneka upAyo karavA chatAM paNa vALI zakAto nathI. A dharma TakI rahyo hoya to deva ane gurunA baLane lIdhe ja. deva ane guru na hota to ApaNI zI dazA hota ? jAnavarathIye paNa nIce utarI gayA hota. deve mArga batAvyo gurue ApaNA sudhI pahoMcADyo. ApaNe enA upakAranuM satata ciMtana karIe to paNa tarI jaIe. AvA upakArI dharmAcAryano badalo kayAre vaLe ? viMcata dharmaguru koI saMkaTamAM AvI gayA hoya, koI aTavImAM bhUlA paDayA hoya tyAre deva thayelo ziSya AvIne temane yogya sthAne mUke to paNa upakArano badalo vaLato nathI.. paraMtu koI samaye dharmaguru potAnA mArgathI calita thaI jAya tevuM lAge athavA to calita thayA hoya to temane pAchA dharmanA mArge lAvIne mUke, dharmamAM sthira kare to temanA upakArano badalo vaLI zake. anaMta upakArI SaTkAya jIvo A traNa sivAya paNa ApaNe sUkSmatAthI vicArIe to ApaNA para samasta jIvasRSTino upakAra che. chakAyajIvonA AdhAre ja tamArI gADI cAle che ne ! tamAre pANI vinA, agni vinA, vAyu vinA, pRthvI vinA ane vanaspati vinA kSaNavAra cAlI zake kharuM !

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182 nAnAmAM nAnA jIvono paNa ApaNA para keTalo upakAra che. ane ApaNe eja jIvonI katleAma bephAmarIte calAvIe chIe. pANI to mApa vinAnuM DhoLe ja rAkhaze. nhAvA besaze to naLa khUllo... phUvArA khullA.... koI ja upayoga nahIM. -je divase A dharatI mAtA ruThaze ane megharAjA ruThaze te divase zuM thAze ? tame A rIte tene veDaphI rahyA cho. tamArA rojanA niHsvArtha upakArI A sUkSmajIvonA upakArane kyAreka vicArajo.Aje paNa ghaNA vivekI mANaso pRthvIne, pANIne, agnine, deva mAne che.ghaNA loko uThatAMnI sAthe dharatImAtAnA upakArane yAda karIne tene hAtha joDe che. dharatIne hAtha aDADIne potAnA lalATe lagAve che ane e rIte tenuM bahumAna kare che. ApaNane Azraya ApanAra koNa ? dharatImAtA ja che ne ! badhAmAM tame guNa jovA prayatna karazo to tamane badhe guNa ane upakAra ja dekhAze. ApaNe keTalA jIvonA upakAra taLe dabAyelA chIe ane A upakArIone ja ApaNe bephAma rIte khatama karIe chIe. ciMtana karazo to satya hAthamAM Avaze. chakAya jIvonI sahAya vinA ApaNuM gADuM cAlavAnuM ja nathI te hakIkata che paNa teno upayoga pUrvaka vyaya karo teja samajavAnuM che. kRtajJI kumArapALa kumArapALa mahArAjAnA jIvanamAM AguNa sArI rIte vaNAyelo hato. ekavAra emanI evI sthiti ke caNA-mamarA paNa phAkavA na maLe. gAmogAma rajhaLapATa karavI paDe. sidhdharAjanA mArAo temane mArI nAkhavA temanI pAchaLa paDelA. mArAone khabara paDI ke kumArapALa A gAmamAM AvelA che. AkhA gAmane gherI lIdhuM. kumArapALa koI kuMbhAranA gharanI pAse ubhA che. temane paNa samAcAra maLI gayA ke mArAo AvI pahoMcyA che. teo kuMbhAranA gharamAM gayA. kuMbhArane kahe che ke mane saMtADa. paNa saMtADavA kayAM? kuMbhAre kahyuM ke nibhADAne saLagAvavA mATe kAMTAo lAvIne Dhagalo karyo che tenI nIce chUpAI jAo. hu tamArA para kAMTA nAMkhI dauM. te pramANe karyuM. mArAo pharatAM - pharatAM pAkI bAtamI laIne kuMbhAranA ghare AvyA. AkhuM dhara ghUmI vaLyA-kAMTAnA DhagalA ne koNa aDavA jAya ? jAya to vAge. eTale

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183 tyAM koI gayuM nahIM ane kumArapALa AbAda bacI gayA. mArAo cAlyA gayA. pachI kuMbhAre sAcavIne temane bahAra kADhayA. bIjIvAra teo rastAmAM jaI rahyA che, kakaDIne bhUkha lAgI che pAse kaMI che nahI. tyAM rastA parathI eka gADAmAM koI bAI jaI rahI che tenI pAse bhAtuM che. bAIe joyuM ke koI uttamapuruSa che. pote jamavA beThI tyAre kumArapALane paNa jamavA mATe bolAve che. pahelAMnA samayamAM A eka rivAja hato. mANasa kyAreya ekalo khAya nahIM te ApIne ja khAnAro hato. gItAmAM bhagavAna zrI kRSNa kahyuM che ke - te vagha mate pApA pavanyatmiraNAt | jeo potAnA mATe rAMdhe che teo pApa khAya che. ApaNe to paheluM gAlAne ane pachI vAlAne..samajI gayA ne ! kumArapALane dahIno karaMbo jamADe che. have jyAre kumArapALa rAjagAdI para Ave che tyAre A bAInA hAthe ja rAjatilaka karAve che, zrIdevI tenuM nAma hatuM. ane pelA kuMbhArane paNa bolAve che. jeNe jeNe temane sahAya karI che te badhAne bolAve che ane yogya bheTaNAM ApIne temanuM sanmAna kare che. kevA guNagrAhI ane kevA kRtajJI ! kumArapALa mahArAjAmAM eka A kRtajJatA guNa ane bIjo sadAcAra, A be guNo mahAna hatA. kuMbhAraTukaDAnuM AyaMbilakhAtuM A kaLiyugamAM paNa A guNanA baLe ghaNA loko uMce AvI gayA che. sAmAnya mANasa paNa A guNanA baLe mahAna bane che. muMbaImAM kuMbhAraTukaDAmAM atyAre moTuM AyaMbilakhAtuM cAle che. te jenI madadathI cAlI rahyuM che te bhAIno paNa eka moTo itihAsa che. temAM ekabhAI roja jamavA mATe Ave, AyaMbila karavA nahIM kAraNa ke e bhAI khUba garIba hatA. savArathI sAMja vegaLI hatI. khAvA mATe zuM karavuM te moTo prazna hato. peTa karAve veTha. mANasa badhuM sahana karI zake che paNa bhUkhanA duHkhane sahana karI zakato nathI. mATe to kahevAya che ke vumukSataH jiM roti pApam | bhukhyo mANasa kayuM pApa karavA taiyAra thato nathI. A bhAIne paNa eka upAya sUjhayo. temaNe vicAryuM ke AyaMbila khAtAmAM jAuM. tyAM mane koI khAvAnI nA nahIM paDe.. ApaNA sAdharmikonI A dazA che. jaina samAja

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184 pAse lakSmI aDhaLaka che chatAM AvA ghaNA sAdharmiko AjanI tArIkhamAM paNa sabaDe che. savAra-sAMja jema tema karIne calAve che. bapore eka TAIma peTa bharIne AMbilanuM jamI Ave. Ama karatAM karatAM varSonA varSo vItI gayo.. A bhAInuM nasIba khIlyuM. dhaMdho jAmI gayo. have sArI evI kamANI thavA mAMDI. emanA jIvanamAM kRtajJatA nAmano guNa paDelo.. temaNe vicAryuM ke A AyaMbilakhAtAe jemane bacAvyo che. mane madada karanAra, mane jIvADanAra A ja che. tethI teNe potAnI kamANI AyaMbila khAtAmAM noMdhAvA mAMDI, sAMbhaLyuM che ke Aje enA ghaNA paisAthI AyaMbila khAtuM cAle A guNa mahAnamAM mahAna che. A guNane jIvanamAM khUba keLavavAno che. ApaNe yAda rAkhavAnuM che ke mArA para konA-konA upakAra che. jyAre ApaNe to yAda rAkhIe chIe ke meM konA konA para upakAra karyo. A rItane badalIzuM to ja ApaNe uMce AvI zakIzuM. ApaNe karelA upakArane bhUlI javAnA che ane bIjAe ApaNA para karelA upakArane ApaNe jIMdagI sudhI yAda rAkhavAna che. kAMTe nahIM phUla bana ke khIlanA zIkho javAlA nahIM jyota banake jalanA zIkho jIvanameM AnevAlI kaThinAIse DaranA nahIM samajakara calanA zIkho

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Aso vada - 8 parahita ciMtaka saMjJAmAM DUbeluM jagata jagata AkhuM cAre saMjJAmAM DUbeluM che. dharmasaMjJA meLavavAnI koIne tAlAvelI ja nathI. ane jenI pAse dharmasaMjJA che te paNa bAhya ja che. jIvanamAM sparzelI jovA maLatI nathI. jagatamAM jIvo jIvI rahyA che paNa jIvavAjIvavAmAM pharaka che. ghaNA mANaso bicArA AyuSya pUruM karavA mATe ja jIvatA hoya che. emanI sAme nathI koI Adarza ke nathI koI gati, keTalAka khAvA mATe, keTalAka pIvA mATe, keTalAka laDavA mATe ja jANe jIvatA hoya che. keTalAka AhAra saMjJAmAM to keTalAka bhayasaMjJAmAM ja jIvI rahyA che. sAmAnya mANasa karatAM moTA mANasone ghaNo bhaya che. kAraNa ke tene sattA vagerenI lAlasA hoya che. keTalAka roganA bhayane jIvatA hoya che, to keTalAka motanA bhayamAM paNa jIvatA hoya che. jeNe jIMdagI AkhI veDaphI nAkhI che. pApamaya pravRttimAM ja je vyasta rahyA che temane ja motano bhaya che. bAkI je bhagavAnanA nAmamAM lIna bane che tene motano bhaya lAgato nathI. saMtapuruSo motane sAmethI nimaMtraNa ApatA. zivabhakta saMnyAsI eka zivabhakta saMnyAsI hato. jIvanamAM sArI evI sAdhanA karelI. tenI pAse eka sarpa sAthe ja raheto. tenA gaLAmAM athavA hAtha para vIMTaLAIne raheto. amUka varSo vItyAM. saMnyAsIne lAgyuM ke basa have mAre vadhAre jIvavAnI jarUra nathI. mAruM kAma pUruM thaI gayuM che. have mRtyu joIe che. kyAM mRtyuthI dUra bhAgatA AjanA mAnavIo ne kyAM mRtyune sAmethI AmaMtraNa ApatA saMto..! saMnyAsIe potAnA rojanA sAthI sarpane kahyuM ke tuM mane DaMkha Apa. mAruM kAma pUruM thaI gayuM che. sarpa DaMkha ApavA mATe taiyAra thato nathI, potAnA sAthIne kema khe? mAnava karatAM paNa sarpa caDI gayo. Ajano mAnava to potAnA ja sagAMne pahelA saMkaTamAM mUke. ghera prasaMga hoya to sauthI vAMkA koNa cAle? nikaTanA sagAM hoya te. kaMI keTalAya varSo jUnI

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186 vAta kADhIne muzkelImAM mUke. tyAre A tiryaMcayonimAM rahelo sarpa paNa potAno mAlika kahe che chatAM DaMkha devA taiyAra thato nathI. ghaNI vinaMtI karavA chatAM paNa jyAre sarpa taiyAra thato nathI tyAre saMnyAsI sarpane kahe che ke jo tuM mane DaMkha nahIM Ape to tane mArA gurunA sogaMda che. have zuM ? gunA sogaMdane kamane pALavA mATe taiyAra thAya che. jarAka mo pahoLuM kare che, saMnyAsIe momAM potAnI AMgaLI mUke che. DaMkha to nathI deto. paNa jhera AMgaLIne aDatAM zarIramAM prasaravA mAMDe che. pachI potAnA aMtima samaya najIka jANIne sarpane pote surakSita sthaLe mUkI Ave che. ane samAdhi lagAvIne besI jAya che. chevaTe sAmethI mRtyune vahorIne paramAtmAmAM lIna banI jAya che. dharmanI saMjJAmAM DUbo keTalAka mUDha jIvo maithunasaMjJAmAM DUbelAM che ane parigraha saMjJAmAM to jagatano moTo varga DUbelo che ja. mANasane eka graha naDato hoya toye tobA pokArI jAya che to jene pari eTale cArebAjuthI graho naDatA hoya arthAt parigrahanI mamatA hoya enuM zuM na thAya? Ama A cAre saMjJAnA vicAromAM ne pravRttimAM ja mANasa vyasta che. paNa jenA vicAromAM tame satata jIvo cho te badhuM ahIMyA ja rahevAnuM che. mATe zAstrakAro kahe che ke dharmanI saMjJAmAM jIvo to badhI ja saMjJAmAMthI tamane mukti maLI jaze. parahitaciMtaka dharmanI sAthe guNo hoya toja nAnakaDo paNa dharma jIvanamAM phaLIbhUta thaze. bIja nAnakaDuM ja hoya che. paNa temAMthI vaDalo kevo vistare che? dharmabhale thoDo karo paNa guNayukta haze to vaDalAnI jema vistAra pAmaze. dharmane yogya vyaktino 20mo guNa che parahitaciMtaka arthAt bIjAnA hitano ja vicAra karanAro. pU. AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje kahyuM che ke "avasara bera-bera nahIM Ave, nyuM jANe huM karale bhalAI, janama janama sukha pove...' dharmI mANasa svabhAvathI ja paropakArI hovI joIe. keTalIkavAra mANasa dekhAva mATe, keTalIkavAra AgaLa AvavA mATe athavA keTalIkavAra vyavahArathI mANasa

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187 bhaluM karato hoya che paNa tenAthI te AgaLa AvavAne badale pAcho paDato jAya che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke jyAre paNa taka maLe tyAre tene jhaDapI lejo . cAhe koI paMkhI duHkhI hoya ke, koI pazu duHkhI hoya ke, koI mANasa duHkhI hoya ApeluM ke kareluM kayAMya niSphaLa jatuM nathI. koIne tame khavaDAvyuM haze are ! eka rakAbI cA paNa pAI haze ne to te niSphaLa jatI nathI. mAMDala gAmanA jagubhAIe kahelI satya ghaTanA - amAre tyAM eka paTela jamavA AvelA. e paTelanI sAthe temano bIjo mitra hato. tenI sAthe mAre koI oLakhANa nahotI paNa sAthe hato tethI jamavA AvyA. paTelane meM 50000 hajAra rUpiyA vagara lakhANe ApyA. thoDA samayamAM ja pAchA ApavAnA hatA. - have banyuM evuM ke te paTela acAnaka ja gujarI gayA. temane saMtAnamAM cAra chokarIo ja. dIkaro eke nahIM. A paisAnI bIjA koIne khabara nahIM phakata sAthe AvelA pelA mitrane khabara. have paisAnI vaheMcaNI karavAnI hatI. meM to paisA nahIM ja Ave evuM mAnI ja lIdhuM hatuM. paNa A mitra ke jenA peTamAM amAruM anna hatuM. teNe koIpaNa oLakhANa vinA ja pa0000 rUpiyA mane pAchA apAvyA. temaNe paTelanA jamAIone kahyuM ke A bhAIno paiso na rakhAya. mArI najare ja paisA ApyA che. lakhANa koI nathI. paNa paisA ApyA che te cokkasa. be varSe acAnaka ja sAmethI e bhAI paisA laIne AvyA. temanA khUdanA zabdo che ke sAheba mane khAvA karatAM khavarAvavAmAM khUba ja AnaMda Ave che. tenAthI jIvanamAM namratA paNa Ave. sAmenI vyakti nAnI ke moTI tene pAse besIne jamADavAnI paNa eka majA hoya che. mokSamAM janArA ghaNA hoya che paNa tIrthakara bananArA to virala ja hoya che. kAraNa ke tIrthaMkara paramAtmAnA hRdayamAM basa paropakAranI ja kevaLa bhAvanA bharelI hoya che mATe to teo parArthavyasanI kahevAyA che. jenuM vyasana hoya tenA vagara mANasane eka ghaDI paNa cAlatuM nathI. tema bhagavAnane paropakAra karyA vinA cAlatuM nathI. jIvanamAM puNya meLavavAnI A badhI cAvIo che. bIjAnA bhalAnI bhAvanA ja mANasane ghaNe uMce laI jAya che. kara bhalA hogA bhalA, kara bUrA hogA bUrA" kudaratanuM A sanAtana satya

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188 che. bhaluM karavAnA vicArothI jagatamAM rahelA zubha paramANunA pudgalo kheMcAIne Ave che, vagara puruSArthe puNyanuM baLa ekaThuM thAya che. ane mANasa Toce pahoMcI jAya che. vicArono camatkAra....! eka nagaramAM eka moTo jAgIdAra raheto hato. tene cAra dIkarA hatA. cArene paraNAvelA che. badhA saMpIne sAthe rahe che. dIkarAo khetI saMbhALa che. vahuo paNa khetInA kAmamAM madada kare che. ekavAra cAre vahuo khetare bhAta laIne jaI rahI che. tyAM rastAmAM ekadama AMdhI Ave che. vaMToLa eTalo badho bhayaMkara che ke AgaLa kAMI dekhAtuM nathI. tethI cAre vahuo eka moTA vaDalAnI nIce AvIne bese che. A bAju sasaro paNa gharethI khetara javA nIkaLyo che. te paNa AMdhInA kAraNe e ja vaDalAnA thaDanI bIjI bAjue AvIne beTho che. vaDalAnuM thaDa ghaNuM vizALa che tethI eka-bIjA dekhAtA nathI. have strIo bhegI thAya to kayAreya te bolyA vinA rahI zake ja nahIM. cAre jaNIo vAte vaLagI che. tyAM moTI vahu bolI ke A gharamAM ApaNe AvIne zuM meLavyuM ? koI di sAro sADalo paNa pAmyA nathI. tyAM bIjA naMbaranI vahu bolI ke sADalo to ThIka paNa ApaNe koI di eka vAlanI vIMTI paNa bhALI nathI. A paisAne zuM karavAno ? tyAM trIjI bolI uThI ke sADalo to ThIka e to jevo hoya tevo cAle zarIra DhAMkavAthI ja kAma che ne ! ane sonuM to kAMI roja paheravAnuM hotuM nathI. vAra-tahevAre paherAya. eTale e paNa na hoya to ya cAle.. paNa to ema mAnuM chuM ke A gharamAM AvIne koI dI sAruM khAvAnuMya bhALyuM nathI. roja bAjarAnA ke jAranA roTalA ne chAsa.... A te kAMI ApaNo janmAro kahevAya. veTha badhAnI karavAnI paNa maLe kAMI nahIM... have cothI vahu uMcA vicAro dharAvatI hatI. tenI sAme paraloka hato. te samajatI hatI ke A lokamAM Aloka (prakAza) patharAya to ja paraloka sudhare che. jo A lokamAM jIvanane khAvA-pIvAmAM, moja-majAmAM gumAvI daIzuM to pachI AvatA janmamAM zuM? tethI teNe kahyuM ke bhAbhIo! khAvuM-pIvuM, paheravuM, oDhavuM te to mAmUlI cIja che. temAM kAMI A mahAmUlo

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189 janma veDaphI na nakhAya. mane te ema thAya che ke sasarAjI pAse ATaluM badhuM hovA chatAM ApaNe koI divasa be paisAnuM dAna paNa na ApI zakIe. paropakAranAM koI kAryo paNa na karI zakIe. kevuM jIvana ApaNuM veDaphAI rahyuM che? thaDanI pAchaLa beThelo sasaro A cAre vahunI vAto sAMbhaLe che. cothI vahunuM kathana tene khaTakayuM. teNe vicAryuM ke zuM A kamAIe chIe, ATalI mahenata karIe chIe te zuM koIne ApI devA mATe thoDI che? Ane to mAre barAbara pATha zIkhavADavo paDaze. Ama vAto karatAM-karatAM vaMToLa zamI jatAM cAre vahuo khetare upaDI... sasaro paNa khetare pahoMcI gayo. sasarAe ghera AvIne moTI vahune kapaDA vhAlAM hatAM tethI teNe sArA-sArAM kapaDAM lAvI ApyA. sonuM vahAluM hatuM tene sArA dAgInA ghaDAvI ApyA. trIjI vahune khAvAnuM vhAluM hatuM tethI tene sArI sArI mIThAIo lAvI ApI. cothI vahune kAMI ApatA nathI. ulTAno gharamAM teno have tiraskAra thavA lAgyo. Akho divasa kAmano DhasaraDo karavAno chatAM koI mAna-pAna nahIM. sAruM khAvAnuM paNa na Ape. A vahu manamAM ne manamAM muMjhAvA lAgI. teNe vicAryuM ke meM koI gunho karyo nathI. chatAM mArA tarapha AvuM vartana kema ? lAge che ke te divase vaDanI nIce thayelI vAto sasarAjIe sAMbhaLI lAge che. paNa emAM meM zuM khoTuM kahyuM che? badhAne emanI managamatI cIjo maLI gaI. mArI ja upekSA thAya che. teNe potAnA patine vAta karI. patie paNa joyuM ke AnA vicAro ghaNAM uMcA che mAre enI IcchA pUrNa karavI joIe. te koIne kahyA vinA paradeza kamANI karavA nIkaLyo. manamAM eka ja vicAra che.. patnIne bIjAnuM bhaluM karavAnI je bhAvanA che te mAre pUrNa karavI che. bIjAnuM bhaluM karavuM che. A ja vicAramAM ramaNatA karato te AgaLa vadhe che. have jUo bIjAnA bhalAnI bhAvanA kevuM puNya kheMcI lAve che. vicAronA puNyathI rAjA banyo have AgaLa vadhatAM koI gAmanI bahAra vaDalA nIce visAmo levA bese che. thAkane kAraNe nidrAdhIna thAya che. A bAju te gAmano rAjA aputrIyo maraNa pAmyo che. rAjya kone soMpavuM tenI vicAraNA cAle che. gAmanA loko

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190 divya kare che. arthAt hAthIne sUMDhamAM kaLaza Ape che te kaLaza jenA para DhoLe tene rAjA banAvavAno. sUMDhamAM kaLaza laIne hAthI pharato pharato vaDalAnI pAse Ave che ane AnI upara ja kaLaza DhoLe che. loko tenA nAmano jayanAda kare che. teno rAjyAbhiSeka karavAmAM Ave che. bhalAnI bhAvanAmAMthI rAjA banyo. dIna-du:khIne madada karavA lAgyo. have A bAju mAtA-pitAne tyAM paDatI AvI... gharamAMthI lakSmI cAlavA mAMDI.. khAvAnA paNa sAMsA paDavA mAMDyA. temaNe sAMbhaLyuM ke phalANA dezano rAjA dIna-duHkhIne madada kare che. tethI teo pharatA-pharatA A dezamAM AvyA... rAjA gokhamAM beTho-beTho nagarInI zobhA nIhALI rahyo che tyAM teNe rastA para jatAM potAnA mAtApitA, bhAI-bhAbhI, patnI vagere sarvane kaMgAla hAlatamAM joyAM. tarata ja gokhethI nIce doDayo. AvIne mAtA-pitAnA pagamAM paDe che. mA-bApa vagere tene joIne Azcarya anubhave che. badhAne mahelamAM laI jAya che. mA-bApanI sevA-suzruSA kare che. bhAIone paNa yogya darajjo Ape che. ane patnInI IcchAne pUrI kare che. roja patnInA hAthe dAnanI gaMgA vahevaDAve che. mananI zubhabhAvanAthI puNya kheMcAIne Ave che. maLelI lakSmIne sArthaka kare che. lakSamI traNa jagyAe vaparAya che. gAtra-khAtra ane pAtra. gAtra eTale zarIra. potAnA ja vaibhavane mATe lakSmI kharce. khAtra eTale cora vagere corI jAya athavA atyAre sarakAra AvIne lUMTI jAya. have pAtra - zAstrakAro kahe che ke jo supAtramAM tamAruM dhana vaparAze to te sArthaka banI jaze. tamane sadgati apAvaze. sajajanono vaibhava paropakArane mATe hoya che. paropakArI mANasanA romeromamAM eka ja vicAra hoya che ke bIjAnuM bhaluM kema thAya? AvA zubha vicArathI te lokone vadhAre vahAlo bane che. paropakArI mANasa lenArane zodhato hoya jyAre lenAra denArane zodhato phare. paNa A saMpattinuM dAna karavAnuM mana kayAre thAya ? parigrahanuM parimANa kareluM hoya to. nahIMtara to jeTaluM kamAya teTaluM nAkhI tijorImAM. jarUra hoya ke nahoya... saMgraha kare ja rAkhe. jIvadayA premI - bhaNasAlI kIrtibhAI bhaNasAlInuM nAma to tame sAMbhaLyuM haze. jIvadayA

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191 premImAM temano pahelo naMbara Ave. Aje to te karoDapati che. jo ke hamaNAM thoDAM varSo pahelAM ja teo gujarI gayA. eka samaya evo hato ke pote dukAna calAvatA. koI grAhaka dukAne kaMIka levA mATe Avyo. teNe amUka rUpiyAnI vastu lIdhI. hisAbamAM cAra AnA grAhake ApavAnA rahetA hatA. grAhake wyuM ke kIrtibhAI have pAvaluM to jatuM karo. mArA chokarAne sIMga-caNA levAmAM kAma lAgaze. tyAre A kIrtibhAI bolyA ke alyA ! cAra AnA kAMI maphatamAM Ave che. pahelA cAra AnA Apa pachI jA. Ama pAIpaisAno hisAba rAkhanAra A bhAInA rageragamAM bIjAnA bhalAnI bhAvanA.. samaya pasAra thaI rahyo che. temane tyAM lakSmIdevInI mahera thaI. paNa temaNe pote parigraha parimANa karI lIdhuM. te samaye 300 rUpiyAno ja parigraha rAkhelo. mANasa koIpaNa niyama le eTale kasoTI Ave Ave ne Ave ! temaNe parigraha parimANa karyuM ne dhaMdhAmAM lAkho rUpiyA AvavA mAMDayA. chatAM niyamamAM aga. 300 rUpiyAmAM be joDI kapaDAM ane caMpala levAnAM ane 12 mahinA calAvavAnA. kharca bahu alpa ane kamANI lAkhonI tethI lakSmIne sArthaka karavA jIvadayAmAM kharcavA mAMDI. duSkALanA samayamAM gAmaDegAmaDe pharIne DhoronA vADA ubhA kare. varSe dahADe eka karoDa rUpiyA jIvadayAmAM kharcavA lAgyA. kALa badalAvA lAgyo. moMghavArI vadhI gaI. chatAM potAnuM parimANa to 300 rUpiyAnuM ja rAkhyuM. Aje tamAruM eka caMpala ja 300 rUpiyAnuM thAya. kIrtibhAI ghaNI dukAno phare, jADAmAM jADuM dhotiyuM zodhe kAraNa ke bAra mahinA calAvavAnuM hoya ne ! caMpala paNa cAlu ja kharIde. emAM vaLI jo kyAMka gayA hoya ane caMpala upaDI jAya to bAre mahinA caMpala vinA calAve. karoDapati chatAMye 300 rUpiyAmAM ja calAvyuM. Aje cArebAju temanI nAmanA che. temanA eka dikarA mahezabhAI bhaNazAlI to paropakAranA kAryo mATe paraNyA nahIM. basa jIvonI sevA karavI che. paraNavAno paNa TAIma nathI. kevo paropakAra temanA jIvanamAM vaNAyo haze. sAdAI paNa keTalI ? tame temanA ghera jAo to pote jAte cA banAvIne tamane pIvaDAve. ghera kAMI nokara-cAkara na rAkhe. AvI virala vibhUtIothI ja A jagata zobhe che. ane AvA paropakArI mANasoja dharmane lAyaka banI zake che.

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Aso vada -10 labdhalakSya mahApuruSo kahe che ke dharma badhI ja avasthAmAM jarUrI che. vRddhAvasthA karatAM ye yuvAvasthAmAM to dharmanI ghaNI jarUra che. kAraNa ke moTI uMmaramAM buddhi ripakva thavAne lIdhe mANasa dareka kArya vicArIne kare, paNa yuvAvasthAmAM madonmatta banelo mANasa kArya-akAryane joyA-vicAryA vinA ja kUdako mAre che. mATe dharmanI sAcI jarUra to yuvAvasthAmAM che. yuvAvasthAmAM karelo dharma vRddhAvasthAmAM paNa mANasane sukha ane zAMti Ape che. bhagavAnanI dayA eTale zuM ? jIvAtmAnI dRSTi A loka pUratI ja maryAdita che. zAstrakAro kahe che ke A loka sivAya bIjo paNa eka loka che, jyAM ApaNe javAnuM che. moTAbhAganA loko to basa baMgalAmAM, gADImAM, putromAM ja potAnI jIMdagIne saphaLa mAne che. ane koIne pUchIe ke bhAI kema che ? to kaheze ke sAheba bhagavAnanI dayA che, ghara che, chokarAo che, vahuo che, dhanavaibhava, AbarU badhuM che. basa Ane bhagavAnanI dayA mAnIne saMtoSathI jIvatA hoya che paNa AMkha mIMcAyA pachI zuM thaze ? huM kyAM jaIza eno koI vicAra Avato ja nathI. mahApuruSo kahe che ke jyAM AvI bhagavAnanI dayA che to dharma vadhArene vadhAre karavo joIe. zAlibhadrane zuM ochuM hatuM ? manuSya hovA chatAM daivI bhogone bhogavatA hatA chatAM paNa temane A sukhamAM khAmI dekhAI mATe to bhagavAnanI vANI sAMbhaLatAM ja nIkaLI paDayA. saMsAra duHkharUpa che tenAM kAraNo paNa duHkharUpa ane tenuM phaLa paNa duHkharUpa che. A duHkharUpa saMsAramAM jo sukha meLavavuM hoya to dharmanA zaraNe jAo. paNa dharmanA mATe yogyatA joIe. dharmane yogya zrAvakano 21mo guNa che labdhalakSya. mANase sAmAnya vANImAM paNa lakSya bAMdhIne cAlavuM paDe che. gharanI bahAra nIkaLe ane jo lakSya bAMdhyuM ja na hoya to kaI dizAmAM jazo ? javAnuM hoya muMbaI ane gADI doDAvo kaccha tarapha, zuM pAmazo ? phogaTa phleza ja ne ! rojanA sAmAnya vyavahAramAM paNa lakSya bAMdhIne ja jIvavAnuM hoya che

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193 to jIvananA sAcA lakSyane bAMdhyA vinA ja jo jIvana puruM karI nAkhazuM to chevaTe zuM maLaze ? AkhI jIMdagI klezayukta ane aMte durgati. ApaNuM lakSya kayuM che ? paiso kamAvavo, mAna kamAvavuM, AbarU kamAvavI basa Aja lakSyamAM ApaNuM jIvana raMgAyeluM che. to vaLI keTalAka halakA mANasonuM lakSya jozo to Ane pachADavo che ne Ane mAravo che. Aje rAjakAraNamAM zuM cAlI rahyuM che. A ja ne ! eka gAdI para Ave eTale bIjo ene pachADavAnA peMtarA race.. pahelAM Teko Ape pachI pAcho kheMcI le. paisAnuM lakSa mANasane paisA sudhI pahoMcADe che. ghaNA loko paisA kamAvA mATe amerIkA javuM paDe to amerIkAye javA taiyAra che. laMDana jAya che ne, AphrikA jAya che. kAraNa ke teNe lakSya bAMdhyuM che ke mAre paiso kamAvo che. TATA-biralA banavuM che. lakSya bAMdhyA pachI mANasa te dizAmAM gati karato thAya che. paisA kamAvo enI nA nathI kAraNa ke paiso haze to nirAMte dharma karI zakazo eTale to jayavIyarAyasUtramAM bhagavAnanI pAse ISTaphaLanI siddhinI mAMgaNI karavAmAM Ave che. paNa e ISTaphaLa eTale paTArA bharavA nahIM. peTa bharavA mATe che. saMtoSa hovo joIe. saMtoSa vinA kayAreya tamArI IcchAo aTakavAnI nathI. saphaLa thavAnA pAMca kAraNo koIpaNa lakSya bAMdho to temAM saphaLa thavA mATe pAMca vastu joIze. paheluM praNidhAna - praNidhAna eTale saMkalpa. A mAre meLavavuM che. tamane praNidhAna che ne ke mAre koIpaNa rIte paiso meLavavo che, pachI dArUno ya dhaMdho karavA taiyAra ne mAMsano ya dhaMdho karavA taiyAra. 'maTana Telo' evuM rUDuM rUpALuM nAma ApIne ya paiso kamAya. kAraNa ke dhyAna ja paisAnuM che. koIne kaMcananuM, koIne kAminInuM, koIne kIrtinuM to koIne kAyAnuM ane koIne kuTuMbanuM - Ama koI ne koI praNidhAnamAM A jagata paDeluM che. mahApuruSo kahe che ke dunyavI praNidhAna choDIne uMcAmAM uMcA vicAronuM, uMcA kAryonuM ane sadgatinuM praNidhAna karo. koIpaNa kAryanI zarUAta karo pachI tene dhIrajatAthI pUrNa karavuM joIe. kAryano AraMbha ja na karavo te buddhinuM paheluM lakSaNa che. paNa AraMbha karyA pachI tene pUrNa karavuM ja rahyuM. =

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194 bIjuM pravRtti :- praNidhAna pachI pravRtti to karavI ja paDe ne ! mahenata vinA kArya siddhi zakaya ja nathI. ane koIpaNa pravRtti zarU karo eTale vighna to Ave ja Ave. cAhe nAnAmAM nAnI hoya to paNa. tethI trIjA naMbare vidanajaya Avaze. vighnone pAra kare to ja saphaLatA maLe. moTA bhAganA mANaso kArya zarU kare paNa vighna AvatAM pAchA paDI jAya che. ApaNe ja navapadanI oLI zarU karI. eka AyaMbila karyuM. mAthuM dukhavA lAgyuM. vomiTa thaI... vipno AvyAM. bIjA divase pAraNuM. ghaNA loko Ama viknothI pAchA paDIne AraMbhelI pravRttine choDI de che. have vipnano jaya karyA pachI cothA naMbare kAryanI siddhi. kAryanI siddhi thayA pachI viniyoga eTale ke e bIjAne upadeza Ape to sAmenI vyakti svIkAravA taiyAra thAya. A pAMca prakAranI bhUmikAmAMthI koIpaNa kArya karanAra vyakti pasAra thAya to ja kAryanI sAcI saphaLatA maLe. sAmAnya kAryamAM paNa jo A pAMca sTejamAMthI pasAra thavuM paDatuM hoya to paramAtmAne prApta karavA kema na pasAra thaIe ? saMta kabIre eka bhajanamAM lakhyuM che ke jyAre huM saMtanA mArge cAlavA mAMDayo tyAre gharanA svajanoe, lokoe khUba virodha karyo, kabIra bagaDI gayo che, kabIra bagaDI gayo che tema badhA bolavA lAgyA. kabIre eka bhajana banAvyuM : kabIrA bigaDa gayA, kabIrA bigaDa gayA chAza ke saMga se dUdha bhI bigaDA, bigaDavA bigaDavA meM dhRta to bhayorI... pArasa ke saMga se lohA bhI bigaDA, bigaDavA bigaDavA meM kaMcana to bhayorI. sAdhu ke saMga se kabIrA bhI bigaDA. bigaDavA bigaDavA meM saMta to bhayorI chAzanA saMgathI dUdha bagaDayuM paNa bagaDayA pachI hAthamAM zuM AvyuM to ke mAkhaNa. vaLI pArasanA saMgathI lokhaMDa bagaDI gayuM. paNa kaMcana to hAthamAM AvyuM ne ! tema sAdhunA saMgathI kabIra bhale bagaDayo paNa bagaDayA pachI saMta to thayo ne ! kevI mastI... ! jIvanamAM saMkalpa karazo, lakSya bAMdhazo to ja prabhu prApta thaze.

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Aso vada che. | divALI parva dareka varSanuM paheluM parva te besatuM varSa ane aMtimaparva te divALI. jaina dharmanA jhaMDAne laherAvanArA... aneka anAryone dharmamAM joDanArA ane temane sthira karavA mATe aneka daherAsara ane jinabiMbone bharAvanAra samrATa saMprati sthUlibhadravijayamahArAjanA ziSya AryasuhastisUri mahArAjane pUche che ke bhagavad ! paryuSaNa vagere parva to barAbara che paNa divALI parva kevI rIte banyuM ? AcArya bhagavaMta kahe che ke sAMbhaLa - ghora upasargone sahana karyA pachI kevalajJAna prApta karIne trIsa varSa sudhI prabhu vicaryA. aMtima samaya najIka AvyuM jANIne pAvApurImAM hastipAlarAjAnI sabhAmAM comAsu rahyA che tyAM bhagavAna akhaMDa 16 prahara dezane Ape che. chellA divasomAM to mANasanuM zarIra paNa zithila banI jAya, chatAM eka paropakArI guNane lIdhe bhagavAna akhaMDa vANInI dhArA varSAvI rahyA che. atyAre jema lokazAhI che tema tyAre gaNataMtra cAlatuM. gaNataMtranA moTA-moTA rAjAonI miTIMga maLI che. 18 dezanA rAjAo tyAM AvelA che. temane khabara paDI ke bhagavAna dezanA ApI rahyA che. badhA mITIMga paDatI mUkIne bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLavA Ave che. bhagavAnanI vANImAM eTalI badhI madhuratA hoya che ke uThavAnuM mana ja na thAya. 16 prahara sudhI besI rahevuM kAMI saheluM nathI. tamane eka sAmAyikamAM paNa besavAno kaMTALo Ave che. kyAre puru thAya tenI rAha jUo cho ? A to bhagavAnanI vANIno prabhAva hato. bhagavAnane cauvihAra chaThThanI tapazcaryA che. pAvApurImAM Aje paNa hajAro loko bhegA thAya che. ane bhagavAnanI caraNapAdukAnI sAme AkhI rAta besIne jApa karatAM hoya che. bhagavAna mahAvIra para keTalo anurAga che te ApaNane jaNAI Ave che. sAMbhaLyuM che ke Aje paNa bhagavAna mahAvIranA nirvANa samaye chatra phare che. loko cauvihArA chaTTanI tapazcaryA paNa kare che.

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196 te samaye pujyapAla rAjA bhagavAnane vaMdana karavA AvyA che. temane ATha svapro AvelA. tenA phaLane jANavA mATe te AThe svapro bhagavAnane pUche che. 1. paheluM svapra - pahelAM svapramAM meM bhAMgelI, tuTelI, jIrNa thaI gayelI hastizALAmAM hAthI ubhelo joyo. bhagavAna kahe che ke kALa paDato AvI rahyo che. gRhasthAzrama e jIrNa hastizALA jevo haze. bhAMgelI-tUTelI koI zALAnA makAna jevuM gRhasthanuM jIvana haze. ane temAM gRhastharUpI hAthI paDayo raheze. Ama to hAthInI hastizALA bhavya hoya e kAMI jIrNazALAmAM paDayo na rahe. gRhastharUpI hAthI AvI jIrNazALAmAM du:khane paNa sukha mAnIne paDayo raheze. sAdhu saMto game teTalo upadeza Apaze chatAMya saMsAra tarapha jarAye napharata nahIM jAge.. Aje ApaNe joIe chIe ne ! bhagavAnanuM vacana akSarazaH satya che "saMsAradAvAnaladAhanIra ! roja bole che paNa saMsAra dAvAnala jevo lAge che kharo ! dharmanA sthAno-upAzrayamAM AvavAnuM game che kharuM ! potAnI nAnakaDI koTaDImAM ekabAju uMdaraDA cuM-cuM karatAM hoya.. bIjI bAju chokarAo uvA-kevA karatA ho... gaMdhAtI godaDI hoya chatAM tyAM suI javAnuM pasaMda karaze paNa ame kahezuM ke bhAI rAtripauSadha karo.. to cokhkhI nA.. AvA vizALa upAzrayamAM tene uMgha na Ave.. karoDapatio paNa amArA pagamAM mAthuM mUkIne raDatA hoya che. sAdhu jIvana svIkArIe to badhA praznano eka ja jhATake aMta. paNa svIkAravuM gamatuM nathI. saMsAranuM svarUpa pAMcamAM ArAmAM kevuM haze te A svaprathI sUcita thAya che. 2. bIjuM svapra : bIjA svapramAM meM caMcaLa kudAkuda karato vAMdaro joyo. bhagavAna kahe che ke pAMcamAM ArAmAM jIvo caMcaLa haze. jJAna, kriyAmAM ene Adara utpanna nahIM thAya. kayAMya koI pravRttimAM enuM mana sthira nahIM rahI zake. Aje ApaNe joIe chIe ne ke vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLato hoya to kayAre vyAkhyAna puruM thAya tenI rAha joto hoya che. jAtrA karavA jaze to savAre caDayo. bapore utaryo ane sAMje bhAgyo. derAsaramAM paNa pUjAmAM sthiratA kyAM hoya ja che. A caMcaLatAnA kAraNe sthiracitte ArAdhanA karI zakato

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197 nathI. bhagavAna mahAvIrano sIdhe sIdho mArga hovA chatAM caMcaLatAne lIdhe bhinna-bhinna prarUpaNAothI game tyAM ghasaDAI jAya che. 3. trIjuM svapra - trIjA svapramAM e dUdha jharatuM jhADa kAMTAthI gherAyeluM joyuM. bhagavAna kahe che ke zAsananI unnati karanArA. jJAna-kriyAmAM bhakti karanArA, sAte kSetromAM dravyano vyaya karanArA, guNavAna evA gRhastho ke sAdhuonI Aju-bAju vezadhArIo, ahaMkArIo, guNavAnano dveSa karanAra mANaso cAre bAju vIMTaLAI vaLaze. dUdha jharatuM jhADa jema kAMTAthI gherAyeluM che. tema sArA-sArA mANaso zAsananA kAMTA jevA mANasothI gherAyelA raheze. Aje ApaNe joIe chIe ne sArA mANasone ja vighno karanArA ghaNA che. sArA mANaso khUNAmAM paDI gayA che pAkhaMDI, daMbhIo pUjAya che. sArA mANasone paNa game-te dizAmAM ghasaDI janArA temanA magajane bhramita karanArA saMpradAyo ne mANaso che. eka satya ghaTanA. sAvarakuMDalAno vatanI ane ghATakoparamAM raheto eka custa mahAzrAvaka ghaNAM varSa pahelAMnI vAta che. e samaye ATalAM upAzrayo ke sagavaDo nahotAM.. A zrAvaka sAdhune upayogI dareka cIjo, pATa, pATalA, nANa, pustakono bhaMDAra, jJAna-darzana-cAritranAM tamAme-tamAma upakaraNo potAne tyAM rAkhe. potAnA gAma sAvarakuMDalAmAM bhagavAna paNa besADelA. dharmiSTha, namra, udAra, zrAvakomAM agresara.. Avo dharmacusta zrAvaka kAnajIsvAmInA TacamAM Avyo. vicAro badalAI gayA. badhA ja upakaraNo, jJAna-bhaMDAra ApI dIdhuM. eTaluM ja nahIM paNa magaja eTaluM bhamI gayuM ke tene lAgavA mAMDayuM ke bhagavAna besADayA te meM moTI bhUla karI nAkhI. pharavA nIkaLe eTale kUtarAne sAthe laIne nIkaLe. AkhuM jIvana ja bhramita thaI gayuM. AvA sArAsArA zrAvako paNa dharmathI vimukha banI jaze. te trIjA svamanuM phaLa. 4. cothuM svapra - cothA svapramAM meM kAgaDAone joyA. te svaccha pANIthI bharelI vAvaDIne choDI daI azucivALA pANIthI bharelA khAbociyA para jaI beThA. bhagavAna kahe che ke havenA kALamAM sArA sArA sAdhuo paNa potAnA

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198 vaDIlavargane paDato mUkIne bIjA sAthe joDAI jaze. ahIM to yAjajIva gurukuLavAsamAM ja rahevAnuM hoya enA badale gurune choDI potAno coko jamAvaze. gurunI hAjarImAM AgaLa AvavAno cAnsa maLato nathI. mATe guruthI chUTo paDIne vicaraze. zrAvako paNa uttamamAM uttama jJAna jyAM pIrasAtuM haze tene choDIne alIbAbA 40 coranI vArtA jevI vArtAo sAMbhaLavA pahoMcI jaze. eka yuga hato. zrAvakane pUchavAmAM AvatuM, zuM sAMbhaLyuM che? to kaheze ke phalANA sAdhu mahArAja pAsethI AcArAMga sAMbhaLyuM che, phalANA mahArAja pAsethI uttarAdhyayana sAMbhaLyuM che, phalANA pAsethI bhagavatI sUtra sAMbhaLyuM che. Aje zAstronI vAto sAMbhaLanArAo ochA che ane saMbhaLAvanArAoe ochA che badhAne hAsyamAM ja rasa che. 5. pAMcamuM svapra - pAMcamA svapramAM marelA siMhane joIne loko Dare che. bhagavAna kahe che ke jinezvara bhagavAnanuM darzana siMha jevuM che atyAre bhale naSTa thaI rahyuM che. bhAMgyuM toya bharUca. marelo paNa siMha che ne ! jaina darzanano navadIkSita sAdhu ane anyadarzanano ghaNo jUno saMnyAsI. bannenI sarakhAmaNI karIe to AsamAna-jamInano pharaka paDe. jaina darzana bhale marelA siMha jevuM hoya paNa tenI tulanAmAM koI darzana AvI zake tema nathI. bIjA dharma guruo pAse jAo ne pUcho to kaheze ke tamArA AcAro bahu kaDaka che. rAtre khAvApIvAnuM nahIM, khullA page pharavAnuM, koI vastu jAte banAvavAnI nahIM. keTaluM duSkara che. paradarzanane bhaya upajAvanAruM che. jaina samAja muThI jevaDo che chatAM bIjo koI samAja tenI tole nahIM Ave. eke jaina gheTuM-bakaruM ke gAya-bheMsa rAkhe che ? nA, chatAM temanI pAchaLa karoDo rUpiyA kharce che ne! pAMjarApoLo calAve che bIje kayAMya pAMjarApoLo jovA maLe che ? ATalo nAno samAja hovA chatAM badhA samAjamAM tenuM mahattva che. tenAM dAna-zIla tapa ane bhAva uttama koTInA che. 6. chaThThuM svapra - chaThThA svapramAM meM sarovaramAM kamaLanI utpatti thavAne badale ukaraDAmAM kamaLanI utpatti joI. bhagavAna kahe che ke samaya evo paDato Avaze ke mahApuruSo uttama

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199 kuLamAM janma levAne badale madhyama ke nIcakuLamAM janma leze. Aje juone moTA-moTA dhanavAno che te paisAmAM ja ALoTatA hoya che ane AkAzamAM ja uDatA hoya che. dharma to madhyamavargIya pAse ja che ne ! moTAbhAganA saMtapuruSo jozo to madhyama ke nIca kuLamAM ja maLaze.. uttamakuLo badhA bhoga parAyaNa. Asakti parAyaNa banI gayA che te A kALano ja prabhAva che ne! pahelAM tIrthakarI vagere juo to uccakuLamAMthI ja AvatA ne ! 7. sAtamuM svapra - sAtamA svapramAM ukhara bhUmimAM bIjane vAvato kheDUta joyo. pAtrApAtrano vicAra karyA vinA dAna ApanAro varga thaze. amUka samayagALAmAM loko nartakIone lAkho rUpiyA ApatA hatA. 8. AThamuM svapra - AThamA svapramAM jhAMkho sonAno kaLaza joyo. sonAnA kaLaza para dhULa coMTelI hatI. jJAna-darzana-cAritranI ArAdhanA karanArA sAdhu puruSone choDIne sAmAnya sAdhune loko pUjaze. tenA jhAkajhamALamAM loko aMjAI jaze. gItArthatA eka khUNAmAM beThA haze. temane paNa AvA hIna AcAravALAo sAthe meLa rAkhavo paDaze. gorajIonuM rAja cAlatuM hatuM. sAdhuo paNa temanI sevAmAM rahetA hatA. pUjya maNivijayajI dAdAnA pahelAM gorajIonuM ja rAjya hatuM. pAlakhImAM bese. ThATha-mAThathI rahe. Aje paNa juone, guru jJAnI-saMyamI hoya chatAM teno ziSya jo vaktA hoya to ziSyanA AdhAre gurune jIvavuM paDe che. saMcAlana badhuM ziSyanA ja hAthamAM hoya. kahevAya che ne ke gAMDA mANaso ghaNA hoya ane DAhyA mANaso becAra hoya to gAMDAnA ja rAhe cAlavuM paDe.. jevA sAthe tevA. pRthvIpura nagaramAM pUrNabhadra nAmano rAjA hato. tene subuddhi nAmano maMtrI hato. ekavAra rAjasabhAmAM nimittiyo Avyo. maMtrIe pUchayuM ke bhaviSyakALa kevo Avaze ? jJAnanA AdhAre nimittiyAe kahyuM ke maMtrIzvara ! AjathI eka mahinAnI aMdara varSAda varase. ane e varSanuM pANI pIvAthI gAMDA thaI jazo. keTalAya divaso pachI bIjI vRSTi thaze. e pANI pIvAthI badhA nIrogI thaze. badhA loko bahu sAvaceta nahotA tethI pANIno saMgraha

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200 to karyo paNa pANIne sAcavyuM nahIM. varasAda paDayo. lokoe te pANI pIdhuM. badhA gAMDA thaI gayA. rAjA ane maMtrI be sAvaceta hatA. temaNe te pANI na pIdhuM. te banne DAhyA rahyA. gAMDAonuM ToLuM rAjasabhAmAM AvyuM. rAjA ane maMtrI svastha beThA che. gAMDAone ema lAgyuM ke A rAjA ne maMtrI be gAMDA lAge che eTale cUpacApa beThA che mATe temane mArIne hAMkI kADho. maMtrI buddhizALI hato. teNe rAjAne kahyuM ke rAjan ! nAcavA mAMDo nahIMtara A loko ApaNane kUTI nAkhaze. gAMDAnI sAthe gAMDA jevo vartAva karyo. bIjI vRSTi thaI. pANI pIdhuM. badhA DAhyA thaI gayA. pachI pastAvo thayo. Aje juone tamAre paNa je cAlatuM hoya temAM bhaLavuM paDe. prajAnA je kharA hiteccha che temane dezanA zastra jevA citaravAmAM Ave che. eka bole eTale badhA temanI pAchaLa joDAya. puNyapAla rAjAne temanA ATha svapronuM phaLa bhagavAne kahyuM. A sAMbhaLatAM ja puNyapAla rAjAe dIkSA lIdhI. ane mokSanA bhAgIdAra banI gayA. tamane jarAya vairAgya Ave che? pAMcamA ArAnuM svarUpa bhagavAnanI dezanA sAMbhaLIne gautamasvAmine Azcarya thAya che. gautamasvAmi pUche che bhagavAn ! pAMcamo Aro kevo Avaze ? bhagavAna kahe che ke gautama pAMcamAM ArAmAM loko nirdaya banaze. jarA jarA vAtamAM khUno karavA mAMDaze. bhadrika jIvone ThaganArA haze.pAponA sthAno ThAmaThAma ubhAM thaze. katalakhAnAo, dArUnA pIThAM ubhA thaze. loko anAcArI ane anyAyI banaze. lAMca rUzvata khUba vadhaze. kulIna strIo lajjArahita banaze.vezyAnI jema bhaTakatI banaze. poSaNane badale zoSaNa para samAja racanA banaze. loko mUrkha ane kalAhIna banaze. lakSmI bhogIo, kaMjusIonI pAse raheze. dAtAo pAse nahi hoya. uttama kuLanA mANasone halakA mANasonI sevA karavI paDaze. AvuM pAMcamAM ArAnuM aMtima svarUpa che. pAMcamo Aro ra1000 hajAra varSono raheze.

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201 chaThThA ArAnuM svarUpa cha8A Aro to enAthI ye bhayaMkara Avaze. temAM mANasanuM AyuSya 16 varSanuM ja raheze. strI cha varSe garbha dhAraNa karaze. eka hAthanI ja kAyA haze. bhayaMkara agninI varSA varasatI haze tethI loko rAtre ja khAvAnuM zodhavA nIkaLaze. mAchalAM vagere jIvone zekI-zekIne khAze. duHkha ja duHkha phelAyeluM haze. mANasanI kAyAmAMthI atyaMta durgadha AvatI haze. prAyaH jIvo marIne durgatimAM jaze. te paNa 21000 varSano raheze. pachI utsarpiNI kALa Avaze. teno pahelo Aro chaTTA ArA jevo, bIjo Aro pAMcamAM ArA jevo, trIjo Aro cothA ArA jevo, ane te ArAnA aMte tIrthakaro janma leze. Ama bhaviSyakALanuM svarUpa jaNAvyuM. bhagavAne joyuM ke have aMtima kSaNo AvI rahI che. gautamane mArA para khUba anurAga che. tethI tene dUra karavo joIe. ema vicArIne bhagavAna gautamasvAmine devazarmAne pratibodhavA mokale che. sAmAnya rIte to bhagavAnane pUcho teTalo ja javAba maLe. paNa chelle soLa prahara sudhI pUche ke na pUche mAre A lokone badhuM jaNAvI devuM che. evI karUNAthI bhagavAne vagara pUchaye ja aMkhaDadhArA dezanA ApI. amAvAsyAnI pAchalI rAtrI che. bhagavAna samAdhimAM beThAM che. a... I....cha..... lu...... ATaluM bole teTalI ja vAranI samAdhi. tarata ja bhagavAnano puNyAtmAjyotimAM bhaLI gayo. jagatamAMthI prakAza cAlyo gayo. cArebAju viSAda-viSAda-viSAda-chavAI gayo. badhA rAjA bhegA thayelA hatA. temaNe vicAryuM ke bhAvadIpaka to cAlyo gayo. have dravyadIpaka pragaTAvo. A rIte tyAM dIpaka pragaTAvyAM ane emAMthI divALI parva pragaTa thayuM. bhagavAne cauvihAra chaThTha karIne dezanA ApI hatI tethI Aje paNa keTalAka mahAnubhAvo cauvihAra chaThTha karIne gaNaNuM gaNatAM hoya che. eka bAju bhagavAnanuM nirvANa ane bIjI bAju gautama svAminuM kevalajJAna, devazarmAne pratibodhIne pAchAM pharatAM gautamasvAmi devone doDA-doDa karatAM jUe che ane pUchatAM khabara paDe che ke bhagavAnano mokSa thayo che. A sAMbhaLatAM ja jabaro AghAta lAge che. vIra-vIranA pokAramAMthI vitarAga bane che.

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202 jJAnapaMcamI ajJAnatAthI AthaDato AtmA anAdi kALathI AtmA saMsAramAM rajhaDI rahyo che. anaMtA kALanA kacarAthI e DhaMkAI gayo che. kolejone thothAM bhaNavAthI e kacarA dUra nahIM thAya. samyagujJAnarUpI prakAza phelAya to khabara paDe ke kAma-krodha-mAna-mAyA, AhArasaMjJA, bhayasaMjJA, maithunasaMjJA, parigraha saMjJA kevI ane keTalI che? A kacarAo jyAM sudhI dUra nahIM thAya tyAM sudhI saccidAnaMda svarUpa AtmAne ApaNe oLakhI na zakIe. khUba kacaro bhego thayelo hoya tene kADhatAMkADhatAM thAkI paNa javAya. paNa kADhavAnI zarUAta karazo to thoDo ghaNo ya nIkaLaze ne ! pahelAM to kacaro che e khabara paDe to kADhavA levAya. koI makAna ghaNA varSothI baMdha paDayuM che. tene sApha karavuM che? zuM karavuM joIe ? aMdhAruM ghora hoya ane sApha karavA le to bane kharuM? aMdhArAmAM zuM sUjhe..? prakAza joIe ne ! prakAza vinA sApha thaI zake ja nahIM. aMdhArA ulecatuM kuTuMba eka ajJAnI kuTuMba che. rAtre svAbhAvika gharamAM aMdhAruM chavAI jAya. te kuTuMba ema mAnatuM ke ApaNe tyAM AvIne koI aMdhArAM nAkhI jAya che. zuM karavuM? A aMdhAruM kema dUra thAya. sAMjanA samaye gharanA badhA sabhyo bhegA thaIne sAvaraNI-Topalo laIne maMDI paDe. aMdhArAne ulecavA. AkhI rAta A pravRtti cAlyA ja kare. savAra thAya eTale ema mAne ke ApaNe badhuM aMdhAruM ulecIne bahAra pheMkI dIdhuM che. Ama rojanI A pravRtti cAlyA kare. evAmAM moTo chokaro paraNyo. gharamAM vahu AvI. sAMja paDI badhA TopalosAvaraNI laIne maMDI paDyA. vahune paNa joDAvuM to paDe ne ! eTale joDAI to kharI. Topalo bharI-bharIne ulecavA maMDI. vahue vicAryuM ke A mUrnAone khabara nathI ke aMdhArAne ulecavAnuM na hoya. ajavALuM Ave eTale aMdhAruM cAlyuM jAya... bIjA divase sAMje teNe badhA vaDilone kahyuM ke Aje tame badhA nIrAMte sUI jAo. huM ekalI ja aMdhArAne ulecIza. badhAe nA

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203 pADI ke tArA ekalAthI A nahIM ulecAya. vahue jIda pakaDI ke huM koIne ulacevA nahIM dauM. gharanuM badhuM kAmakAja vahue ja karavAnuM hoya. tame Aja sudhI ghaNuM karyuM. have mArI pharaja che ke tamane zAMti ApavI joIe. parANe badhAne taiyAra karyA. sAthe eka zarata karI ke tamAre koIe jAgavAnuM nahIM. mAthe oDhIne sUI javAnuM. kAraNa ke huM navI chuM. mane lAja kADhIne kAma karavAnuM na phAve. tethI tamAre koIe mAthethI dUra khaseDavAnuM nahIM. badhAne suvADI dIdhA. ane pachI pote paNa sUI gaI. savAra paDI eTale badhAthI vahelA uThI ane pachI badhAMne jagADavA. uTho, aMdhArUM ulecAI gayuM. badhA uThayA. navAI pAmyA. vahune khUba khUba dhanyavAda ApyA. Ama be-traNa divasa kya karyuM pachI vahue badhAne samajAvyA ke A aMdhArAMne ulecavAnAM na hoya... e to ajavALuM Ave eTale pote ja cAlyuM ja jAya. A dRSTAMta ApaNane ja lAgu paDe che. ApaNe duHkhane ulecIne sukha meLavavA phAMphA mArIe chIe, paNa duHkhamAM ja sukhane zodhIe chIe. sukha to AtmAmAM che, pahelAM lAkho karoDo bhegA karavA doDadhAma karIne duHkha bheguM kare ane pachI e lAkho-karoDone rakSaNa karavAmAM duHkha duHkhane ja noMtare. parigraha saMjJAthI ApaNe doDIe chIe te aMdhArAne ja ulecavAnI kriyA karIe chIe ne ! A badhA paisA pAchaLa doDe che, zuM khAvAnuM khUTI gayuM che mATe doDe che? nA, bheguM karavA doDe che. kevaLa ahaMkArane poSavA mATe ja. A badhA kacarAne ulevA mAMDo eTale ghara thaI jAya svaccha. divALInuM tapa karIne rAjI thayA ke suMvALI khAIne rAjI thayA? tapamAM sukha jhaMkhanA nathI. khAvAmAM sukhanI jhaMkhanA che. phaTAkaDA phoDavAmAM AnaMda mAne che. bicArA nirdoSa paMkhIo beThAM che tene uDADavAmAM AnaMda Ave che. A badhA ajJAnInAM ja sukho che ne ! khissAkAtarU besatA varSe koInuM khisyu kAtare to mAne ke Aje mAre maMgaLazukana thayuM A badhI sukhanI bhrAMti che. samyagU jJAna prakAza che. eka amerikana bhAratamAM Avyo. cAre bAju kaMIka zodhI rahyo che tyAM eka mANase tene pUchayuM ke bhAI zuM zodho cho ? zuM kyAMya bhAratamAM kArakhAnuM nAkhavuM che? nA bhAI, nA mAre to paiso khUba

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204 ja che paNa huM to zAMtine zodhI rahyo chuM. I have plenty of money, but not the peace of mind. sakala kriyAnuM mULa je zraddhA. samyaktva na hoya to koI kriyA phaLavALI thAya kharI? tapa-ahiMsA badhAmAM samyaktva hoya to ja saphaLa thAya. pUjana bhaNAvo paNa zraddhA vinAnuM bhaNAve to phaLa maLe kharuM? mUDImAMthI pAMca-dasa hajAra ochA karyA. bIjo zuM phAyado. A varSanuM paheluM parva A AvIne ubhuM rahe. pahelAM gautama svAmIne kevaLajJAna ane pachI Ave jJAnapaMcamInuM parva. savaMtsarI jevo jJAnapaMcamIno mahimA.. ApaNe to jJAnane zaNagArIe pUjana karIe ane khamAsaNA daIe. kAusagna karIe eTale vAta pUrI thaI gaI. A to bAhya pUjA thaI ApaNe varSa daramyAna jJAna mATe udyama keTalo karyo ? Aje mAbApa chokarAne mArI-mArI dhamakI ApIne skUlamAM mUkI Ave bhaNaze nahIM to thaze zuM ema samajIne.. saMsArane sukhI karavA mATe jJAna jarUrI che ema tamane lAgatuM hoya to bhavo-bhavane sukhI karavA mATe samagrajJAna keTaluM jarUrI che? jJAnapaMcamInA divase be vastu samajavAnI jJAnInI AzAtanAthI ane jJAnanI AzAtanAthI baco. khUba AzAtanA thaI rahI che. bhayaMkara AzAtanA -avahelanA thaI rahI che jethI jIvo aneka yAtanAothI pIDAya che. kaMkotrIomAM juo bhagavAnanA phoTA, gurU mahArAjanA phoTA ane pachI e phoTA paga nIce kacaDAtA hoya. phoTA phADI zakAya nahIM. pANImAM padharAvIe to paNa AzAtanA thAya ja. Abha phATayuM tyAM thIgaDuM kyAM devuM ? jJAnanuM bahumAna karo. prajAe zastro sarakArane soMpyA. prajA nirbaLa banI gaI ane zAstro soMpyA sAdhune - daherAsaranI ja tIjorI hoya temAM rahelI noTonI kiMmata vadhAre, temAM rahelA dara dAgInAnI kiMmata vadhAre ke temAM rahelA jJAna bhaMDAranI kiMmata vadhAre ? mahArAjA kumArapALa 70 varSanI uMmare saMskRta bhaNavA beThA bhaNyA ane saMskRtamAM kAvyo lakhyAM "jJAna e AtmAno mukhya guNa che." bhakSa-abhakSano khyAla jJAnathI ja Avaze ne !

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205 ratnAkarasUri mahArAja eka gAmamAM eka AcArya hatA. tyAM koI zrAvaka vahepArI vepAra mATe Avyo. zrAvakono niyama che ke zrAvaka jyAM jAya tyAM deva-gurUnA darzana karavA arthe jAya. sudhana tenuM nAma che. vyAkhyAna sAMbhaLavA jAya che. AcArya mahArAja dezanA Ape che. khUba jJAnI che. mATe dezanAmAM khUba ja rasa paDe che. sudhana tyAM rokAya che. sAmAyika laIne beTho che. have AcArya mahArAja paDilehaNanI zarUAta kare che. AcArya ma. pAse eka hIrA-mANekanI poTalI che. paDilehaNa karatAM te poTalIne paNa kholIne barAbara jue che? kaMI ochuM nathI thayuM ne ? pachI pAchI bAMdhIne tijorImAM mUkI de che. A sudhana vicAre che Ama kema ! AvA jJAnI mahAtmA pAse A zuM ? AcArya mahArAja tene upadezamALAnA zloko samajAve che. temAM eka zloka Ave che teno artha ema hoya che ke paisA e sarva anarthonuM mULa che. A vAkya sudhananA gaLe utaratuM nathI. khUba dAkhalA -udAharaNothI samajAve che. cha-cha mahinA sudhI samajAvavA chatAM sudhananA gaLe A vAta ja utaratI nathI. AcArya mahArAja khUba jJAnI hatA. te vicAre che ke Ama kema A vAta AnA gaLe utaratI kema nathI ? vicAra karatAM jJAna thayuM ke are mArI pAse ja hIrA vagere che. mArA jIvanamAM jyAM sudhI AcaraNa Ave nahIM tyAM sudhI bIjA para eno prabhAva kema paDe ? eTale bIjA divase sudhana Avyo tyAre sudhananA dekhatAM te motI vagerenA cUrecUrA karIne tene rAkhanI kuMDImAM pheMkavA mAMDayA. sudhana kahe are ! Apa A zuM karo cho ? AcArya mahArAja kahe tane gAthAno artha samajAvuM che. sudhana paNa jJAnI hato. teNe kahyuM ke mahArAja have mane badhuM samajAI gayuM. Ama, jJAna hoya to mANasane kayAreka samajaNa Ave che. A sUribhagavaMta bIjA koI nahIM paNa ratnAkara paccIzInA rayacitA ratnAkarasUri mahArAja che. jJAnapaMcamInA divase 100 rUpiyAthI jJAnanuM pUjana karaze paNa aMdara zuM lakheluM che te jovAnI tene phUrasada nathI. samApta

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