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________________ paramakRpALu, caramatIrthapati, AsanopakArI, devAdhideva, zramaNa, bhagavAna, mahAvIradevanA zAsananI sAdhika 2500 varSathI cAlI AvatI avicchinna paraMparAne AgaLa dhapAvanArI layamItI kiMtha houM, mAtra sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto mATe bhAga-1 hIpAka paM. candrazekharavijyajI
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________________ NamotyuNaM samaNassa bhagavao mahAvIrassa 'paramakRpAlu, caramatIrthapati, AsopakArI devAdhided zramaNabhagavAna mahAvIradevatA zAsatanI sAdhika 500 varSathI cAlI AvatI avicchita paraMparAne AgaLa dhapAvanArI saMvagna saMyamIonI niyamAvali bhAga-1 lekhaka paM. candrazekharavijayajI 344 * ** mala prAzana TrasTa ka
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________________ prakAzaka : kamala prakAzana TrasTa jIvatalAla pratApazI saMskRti bhavana 2777, nizA poLa, jhaverIvADa, rIlipha roDa, amadAvAda-1 phonaH 25355823, 25356033 lekhaka-paricayaH siddhAnta mahodadhi, saccAritracUDAmaNi, sva. pUjyapAda A. bhagavaMta zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI mahArAjA sAhebanA vineyI pU.paM.zrI candrazekharavijyajI | AvRttiH prathama saMskaraNa : nakala : 3000 tA. 25-3-2005 dvitiya saMskaraNa : nakala : 500 vi.saM. 2062 tA. 26-1-2006 mUlya rUA. 60/ TAIpaseTiMgaH arihaMta grAphiksa khADiyA cAra rastA, amadAvAda ! mudrakaH navaprabhAta prinTIMga presa ghIkAMTA, amadAvAda.
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________________ ucca saMskAra sAthe ucca zikSaNanA sopAna sara karavAnA lakSane varelA tipovanamAM bhaNatA bALako atithione namonamaH kare che. ...roja navakArazI kare che. te roja aSTaprakArI jinapUjA kare che. ... roja rAtribhojanano tyAga kare che. ..roja guruvaMdana kare che. ...roja navI navI vArtAo sAMbhaLe che. ...roja kumArapALa rAjAnI Arati utAre che. ..roja navI navI vaMdanAo gAya che. ...roja navA stavananA rAga zIkhe che. ..komyuTara zIkhe che ..karATe zIkhe che.. ...skeTIMga zIkhe che ..yogAsana zIkhe che.. ..saMgItakaLA zIkhe che... nRtyakaLA zIkhe che... .lalItakaLA zIkhe che ...citrakaLA zIkhe che... ...vakatRtvakaLA zIkhe che ...abhinayakaLA zIkhe che... ..aMgrejImAM speech ApatAM paNa zIkhe che. mAtApitAnA sevaka bane che. prabhunA bhakta bane che. garIbonA belI bane che. prANIonA mitra bane che. 1. zaktimAna banavA sAthe guNavAna bane che.
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________________ joDAo.... satsaMganI ane saMskaraNanI sAthosAtha samyagajJAna ApatI ajoDa saMsthA eTale... zeThazrI kAMtilAla lallubhAI jhaverI saMskRti pracAraka TrasTa saMcAlita pU. AcAryadeva zrImadvijaya premasUrIzvarajI saMskRta pAThazALA joDAo.... joDAo.... preraNAmUrti H 5.pU. paMnyAsazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAheba tathA pU. sAdhvIzrI mahAnaMdAzrIjInA svargIya mAtuzrI subhadrAbena kAMtilAla pratApazI ha. praphullabhAI preraNAdAtA : ' H5.pU paMnyAsazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAheba saMyojaka : pU. munizrI jitarakSitavijayajI ma.sAheba saMskRta pAThazALAnI keTalIka viziSTatAo 6 3 ke 5 varSano korSa 0 rahevAnuM ane jamavAnuM niHzulka 7 prakaraNa-bhASyakarmagraMtha-saMskRta-prAkRtAdino abhyAsa che aMgrejI-saMgIta-nAmuM-kompyuTarapUjanAdino korsa vividha prakAranI skolarazIpa ane InAmo mumukSu AtmAone saMyamanI viziSTa tAlIma 7 abhyAsa pUrNa thayA bAda sArI pAThazALAmAM goThavavA prayatna tA.ka.H A saMsthAmAM dAna ApavAnI bhAvanAvALA puNyazALIoe nIcenA saranAme saMparka karavo. saMparka sthaLaH premasUrIzvarajI saMskRta pAThazALA tapovana saMskArapITha, 5 amIyApura, po. sughaDa, ji. gAMdhInagara-382424, phona : (079) 23289038, 23276901-902 lalitabhAIno mobAIla naM. : 94260 60093 rAjubhAIno mobAIla naM. : 94265 05882 noMdha : pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtone, paMDitavaryone paricitomAMthI vidyArthIone mokalavAnI preraNA karavA vinaMtI che. tapovana padhAro to avazya saMskRta pAThazALAnI mulAkAta levAnuM cUkazo nahi.
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________________ t I , anukrANA) - 1. cAlo, zAsananI rakSA ane prabhAvanA karIe! 2. A kiyodhdhAra nathI 3. doSonI caMDALa cokaDI (AzAbhaMga, anavasthA, mithyAtva, virAdhanA) 4. abhigrahonI AvazyakatA * 5. saMyamIone cetavaNI 6. saMvignasaMyamIonA niyamo-abhigrahonuM vivecana E7. paramopakArI zrIsaMgha upara apakAra zI rIte karAya? 48. chevaTe kadara jinAjJA-pakSapAtI banIe 9. zAsanapati, trilokaguru AsannopakArI, devAdhideva, zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradevane kadi na bhulIe! * 10. pariziSTa-zAstrapATho (arthasahita) 238 244 4 noMdhaH pustakamAM jyAM (1) (2)...vagere naMbaro ApelA che, e te padArthane lagatA zAstrapAThonA 4 naMbaro che. pariziSTamAM e naMbaramAM e padArtha saMbaMdhI zAstrapATha TuMkANamAM Apela che, e khyAla 4 4 rAkhavo. jarUriyAta puratA thoDAMka zAstrapATho pariziSTamAM lIdhelA che.
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________________ pratAvanA kalikAlasarvajJa, karoDo zlokonA racayitA bhagavAna hemacaMdrasUrijI mahArAjAnA A zabdo upara kadI ? dhyAna dIdhuM che kharuM? ke "vIsIImipravRttimaturaM" (paramAtmA mahAvIradeva dvArA A atula=ajoDa= koInI sAthe tulanA na karI zakAya evuM zAsana tIrtha pravarteluM che.) kadI mahopAdhyAya, paramazAsanabhakta yazovijayajI mahArAjAnA A zabdo zravaNe sAMbhaLyAche kharA? ke "zAsana tAharuM, ati bhaluM. jaga nahi koI tasa sarakhuM re.tima tima rAga ghaNo vadhe, jema jema jugati zuM parakhuM che re."hevIra ! tAruM zAsana khUba khUba bhaluM che. A caudarAja lokamAM tArA zAsana jevuM koI zAsana nathI. jema jema che 4 yuktio pUrvaka tArA zAsananI parIkSA karuM chuM. tema tema mAro tArA zAsana parano rAga vadhato ja jAya che. jarAka e mahAmahopAdhyAyajInA nIcenA vacano paNa dhyAnathI sAMbhaLajo . (1) tuja vacanarAga sukhasAgara huM gaNuM, sakala sura-manuja-sukha eka biMdu artha : he vIra ! tArA vacano uparano, tArA zAsana uparano je mArA hRdayamAM rAga paDyo che, enuM ja sukha huM sAgara jeTaluM gaNuM chuM. enI sAme tamAma mAnavIya sukho ane tamAma daivika sukho mArA mATe biMdu ? 4 samAna che. 4 (2) sarva darisaNa taNuM mUla tuja zAsana, teNe te eka suviveka thuNie. che. A sAMkhyo, bauddho, vedAMtIo, naiyAyiko vagere tamAma darzanonuM mUla to he paramAtman ! tAruM ja zAsana che. mATe ja tArA e zAsananI ame atyaMta vivekapUrvaka stuti karIe chIe. (3) te guNa vIrano huM kadi na visAruM, saMbhAruM dina-rAta. pazu TALI surarUpa kare je, samaktine avadAta. he vIra! tArA to anaMtA guNo che. keTalA yAda karuM? paNa mane upayogI thanAro tAro A guNa, tAro che je upakAra huM kadi bhulI zakato nathI. divasa-rAta huM ene yAda karuM chuM. te mane samyagdarzananI bheTa ApI mArI che ja pazutAne dUra karI. mane mAnava nahi paNa deva banAvI dIdho. e tAro upakAra huM kadi bhulI na zakuM. (4) ANA tAharI jo meM zira dhArI, to zuM kumatinuM jora. tihAM nahi prasare re bala viSadhara taNuM, kiMgAre jihAM mora. tAruM zAsana, tArI AjJA meM mastake dhArI che. have kumationuM jora zI rIte hoI zake? bhalA, jyAM ? moralo TahukAra karato hoya tyAM bhayaMka sAponuM baLa prasare ja zI rIte ? ja jinazAsana, jinAjJA, bhagavAna mahAvIra deva pratyenI uMcA Abhane AMbatI AvI benamUna seMkaDo 4 kaDIo e mahopAdhyAyajInA aMtarano-nAbhinAM vaNathaMbhyo nAda che. to zAsanaprabhAvaka siddhasena divAkarasUri mahArAjAno dhvani paNa juo. yadIyasamyaktvabalAtpratImaH bhavAdRzAnAM paramAptabhAvam / kuvAsanApAzavinAzanAya namo'stu tasmai jinazAsanAya /
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________________ ke je jinazAsananA samyaktanA pratApe ApanA jevAnA parama-AptabhAvane ame anubhavIe chIe. $ A te kuvAsanAo rUpI pAzane khatama karanArA te jinazAsanane namaskAra thAo. che * kavi khImAvijayajInI khumArI bharelA zabdo! kalikAle paNa prabhu! tujazAsana, varte che avirodhajI. he vIra ! A haLahaLatA kaLikALamAM paNa ja tamAruM jinazAsana koIpaNa vAMdhA-virodha vinA sthira vidyamAna che. maMtrIzvara vastupALanI bhAvanA kevI ! yanmayopArjitaM puNyaM, jinazAsanasevanAt / jinazAsanasevaiva tena me'stu bhave bhave / A janmamAM jinazAsananI sevA karavA dvArA meM je puNyanuM upArjana karyuM che. tenA pratApe mane bhavobhava 4 jinazAsananI sevA karavAno lAbha saMprApta thAo. hajAro zAstro ane hAjaro gujarAtI kAvyomAM dRSTipAta karIe to e prAcIna seMkaDo mahApuruSonA 4 ja mAnasapaTa upara jinazAsana mATeno athAga, atAga, advitIya bahumAnabhAva spaSTa jovA maLaze. A $ "jinazAsana maLyAnI ane phaLyAnI dhagadhagatI khumArI e mahApuruSanA romerome kevI vasI haze?" e che teonA mukhamAMthI svAbhAvika rIte sarakI paDelA ke kalamamAMthI lakhAI gayelA zabdo uparathI anubhavavA ja che maLaze. . che 2500 varSanA itihAsamAM jinazAsana rUpI nabhomaMDaLamAM seMkaDo-hajAro mahApuruSo sUryanI jema A jhaLahaLyA ane e pratyekanA rageragamAM jinazAsana maLyA badalano paramAnaMda paNa pragaTI rahyo. A badhuM ja ja jotA ApaNane lAge ke ApaNe yaMkevA pracaMDa puNyodayanA svAmI! AvA mahApuruSone je zAsana prANapriya che ja hatuM te zAsana ApaNane paNa maLyuM. bhale Aje jaina zramaNa saMsthAmAM aneka judA judA gaccho hoya, aneka gacchAcAryo hoya, aneka ja je sAmAcArIbheda ane matabheda hoya paNa e vAta to nakkI che ke tamAma sAcA saMyamIo potAnI sAmAcArI, 4 je potAnA guru, potAnA gaccha karatA paNa jinazAsanane vadhu cAhe che. jinazAsanane vadhu mahAna, sauthI mahAna ja che gaNe che. mahAyogI AnaMdaghanajI mahArAje kahyuM che ne? ke "jinamatamAM saghaLA darzana che, darisane jinamata che 4 bhajanA re.' jinazAsana virATa samudra che. emAM vizvanA sarvadarzano rUpI nadIo samAI jAya che. paNa e ja darzanomAM jinazAsana na samAya. (alabatta, jinazAsana aNumAM aNu, mahAnamAM mahAna che. je sAmAnya jIva paNa saMpUrNa rIte prabhunI 4 4 AjJAne vaphAdAra che e nAnAmAM ya jinazAsana che ane A jinazAsana sarva dravya-kSetrAdine vyApIne ja ja hovAthI virATa che.) e ja vAta ahIM paNa lAgu paDe ke jinazAsanamAM saghaLAya gaccho samAI jAya paNa koI eka gacchamAM ja ja AkhuM jinazAsana na samAya, kemake gacchanuM svarUpa nAnakaDuM che. jinazAsana ati-ati virATa che. ' je mATe ja jinazAsanane samajelA mahAtmAonI daSTi paNa jinazAsana jevI ja ati virATa hoya che. je che e mahAtmAo gacchabheda, matabheda, samAcArI bheda ne vacce lAvyA vinA jinazAsana mATe je kaMI karI je
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________________ - chUTavuM paDe e karavA sadaiva taiyAra hoya ja. jema pitRbhakta cArabhAIo judA judA rahetA hoya, kadAca manameLa ochA hoya to ya jyAre pitAnI je sevA karavAno avasara Ave, pitAne samAdhi ApavAno vakhata Ave tyAre badhuM bhUlI jaI pitAnI sevA che ja kare, samAdhi Ape. ema zAsanabhakta mahAtmAo bhale paraspara judA judA gacchanA hoya, bhale kadAca kaMIka manameLa na ja hoya, chatAM jyAre zAsanasevA, zAsana rakSA karavAno avasara Ave tyAre to badhuM bhUlI jaI paraspara khabhe je 4 khabhA milAvIne kAme lAge. ja jo zramaNa saMsthAmAM vadhumAM vadhu AcAra-ekatA pratiSThita thAya to eno lAbha jinazAsanane khUba ja ? je thAya. bhale jyAM sAmAcArIbheda hoya tyAM AcAra-ekatA na thAya, paNa evI bAbato to ghaNI ochI che. je je 95% AcArasaMbaMdhI bAbato evI che ke je tamAma gaccho mAnya rAkhe ja che. emAM sAmAcArIbheda nathI, paNa saMyamIonI zithilatAo, pramAda vagerene kAraNe e AcAro eka sarakhI rIte paLAtA nathI. jo saMyamIo kaTTara banIne e sarvamAnya bananArA 95% AcAro jIvanamAM apanAvI le, prarUpaNAmAM je che utArI de to ATalI vizALa AcAra-ekatA, prarUpaNA-ekatA jinazAsanane atyaMta lAbhadAyI banaze. 4 kalikAlasarvajJa bhagavaMte jinazAsanane lAbha thato jo I punamanuM pakikha pratikramaNa 4 svIkAravAnI punamiyA gacchane anusaravAnI taiyArI batAvI. je atyAre paNa jo koI sAdhu katalakhAnAo baMdha karavAno sakriya prayatna kare to tamAma gacchanA tamAma ja 4 saMyamIo e bAbatamAM eka mate saMmata hoya ja. ane potAnI zakti pramANe sahAya paNa kare ja. $ jo dhArmika TrasTonI rakmo japta karI levAno koI kAyado ghaDAya ane ko'ka saMyamI enI sAme sakhata $ ja laData upADe to emAM ya gacchabheda bhulIne badhA saMyamIo zakti pramANe sahAya karavA tatpara bane ja. ja jo "bhArata sarakAra ja bibhatsa pizcaro-TI.vI.-vIDiyo upara pratibaMdha mUkI de." evA prakAranI che je koI saMyamI sakhata mahenata karato hoya to koIpaNa gacchanA koIpaNa saMyamIo e kAryamAM saphaLatA meLavavA che che mATe potAnA taraphathI banatI madada karavA taiyAra ja hoya. Ama eka vAta to nakkI ke jinazAsananuM koI kAma thatuM hoya to tamAma gacchonA pIDha-paripakva che mahAtmAo gacchabheda joyA vinA emAM sahAya kare ja. kadAca potAnI pAse zakti-samajaNa na hoya to 4 ja sahAya bhale na kare. paNa e kAma toDI pADavAnuM kAma to kadi na ja kare. A atyaMta AnaMdanI vAta che ke jinazAsana mATe AvI virATa bhAvanA dharAvanArA saMyamIo lagabhaga 4 ja dareka gacchomAM che. kalikALarUpI jherI sarpanA mastaka upara AvA mahAtmAo viSahara maNinI mAphaka zobhI ja ja rahyA che. A pustaka lakhavA pAchaLano Azaya e ja che ke zramaNa-zramaNIomAM je moTA pAyA upara AcArabheda- 4 A prarUpaNAbheda paDelo che, e ghaNo ghaTI jAya. sAmAcArI bheda vagerevALI 5% bAbato choDIne bAkInI 95% che bAbatamAM tamAma zramaNa-zramaNIo eka bane. AcArabheda dUra karI e 95% bAbatamAM eka AcAravALA
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________________ bane. kadAca zArIrika nabaLAI vagere kAraNosara A pustakanA niyamo pALI na zake to ya te zAstrIya padArthonI prarUpaNA kaTTaratApUrvaka karI prarUpaNAbheda to dUra karI ja de. tamAma saMyamIo e dhyAna Ape ke A AkhuM ya pustaka mAtra jinazAsanane najara sAme rAkhIne lakhAyuM che. mATe ja A niyamAvalimAM evo puSkaLa prayatna karyo che ke, "je bAbato sAmAcArIbhedavALI, gacchabhedane sparzanArIche, e na Ave. je tamAma gacchone mAnya bane evI ja keTalIka bAbatono, evA ja keTalAka niyamono AmAM samAveza karyoche. Ama chatAM upayoga na rahevAthI ke ajANapaNAmAM koIne paNa duHkha thAya evI bAbato lakhAI hoya, zAstravirUddha prarUpaNA thaI hoya to aMtaHkaraNathI kSamAyAcanA karuM chuM. bhulathI paNa je niyamo evA lakhAyA hoya ke je niyamo koIka gacchanI sAmAcArIthI viruddha hoya to te te gacchanA saMyamIoe te niyamo rada samajavA, kemake gacchanI sAmAcArInuM pAlana te te gacchanA saMyamIo mATe kartavyarUpa che. enI viruddhanA niyamo teo na svIkAre. saMyamIo pAse eka apekSA : A pustakanA prAraMbhamAM ja eka sAthe badhA niyamo ApelA che. pustaka vAMcyA bAda niyamo lIdhA hoya ane e niyamo ja pAse rAkhavA hoya to e zarUAtanA 10-12 pAnA phADIne pAse rAkhI zakAya, AkhuM pustaka pachI uMcakavuM na paDe. A pustaka vAMcyA bAda saMyamIo je koIpaNa abhigraho dhAraNa kare te teo lakhIne amane mokalAve. nAma lakhIne ke nAma vinA koIpaNa rIte mokalAvaze to cAlaze. 200mAMthI mAtra 10 abhigraha le to paNa leza paNa zarama rAkhyA vinA e abhigraho paNa lakhIne amane mokalAve. uparAMta e sivAya paNa saMyamIoe potAnI meLe je abhigraho pUrve dhArelA hoya e paNa avazya lakhe. e vAMcIne anumodanA karavAnI, bIjA saMyamIone protsAhita karavAnI taka maLe. keTalAMka saMyamIo potAnI ArAdhanA bIjAne na kahevAnI' TekavALA hoya che. paNa teo potAnA nAma vinA ja 'potAnA ArAdhanA-abhigraho jaNAvI zake che. emAM emano Azaya jaLavAI rahe che. `A pustakanI kiMmata saMyamIoe mAtra ATalI ja cUkavavAnI che. jo, jo ! pramAda ALasamAM A vAta vIsarAI na jAya. saranAmuM : kamala prakAzana TrasTa, 2777, nizApoLa, jhaverIvADa, rilIpha roDa, amadAvAda. e kavara u52 (abhigrahonuM lIsTa) ema khAsa lakhavuM. jethI e game tyAM na jatuM rahe. kadAca koIpaNa abhigraha na le to paNa A pustaka aMge tamAro abhiprAya zuM che ? e paNa jaNAvazo. abhigraha lo to emAM ya tamAro abhiprAya avazya jaNAvazo. A niyamo sivAya haju paNa seMkaDo bIjA niyamo hoI zake che. paNa e badhA lakhuM to pustaka ghaNuM ja moTuM thaI jAya. eTale je upayogI lAgyA, e niyamo lIdhA che. e sivAya paNa bIjA je koI niyamo hoya te saMyamIo svayaM laI zake che. "A ja niyamo levA' evo koI ja Agraha nathI. pustakamAM chelle pariziSTa tarIke jarUrI zAstrapATho ApyA che. ane pustakanA lakhANamAM Thera-Thera e
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________________ pAThonA naMbaro ApyA che. e naMbara pramANe pAchaLa zAstrapATha jovAthI e padArtha kyAMno che ? vagere samajAI jaze. pharI yAda karAvuM chuM ke A pustaka vAMcyA bAda niyamo levAnuM ane batAvela saranAme e niyamo lakhIne mokalavAnuM na bhulazo. "pustakamAM lakhelA A badhA abhigraho huM pALuM chuM.' evuM koI na mAnazo. "mArA badhA ziSyo A badhA abhigraho pALatA haze." evuM paNa koI na mAnazo. A pustaka zAstranA padArthonI spaSTa nirUpaNA svarUpa che. ane huM zAstrAjJA na pALato houM to paNa mAre sAcI zAstrAjJA batAvavI joIe. e ja mAruM kartavya che. huM nathI pALato mATe e vAta chUpAvI dauM to huM moTo doSano bhAgIdAra banuM chuM. eTale pustakanA lekhaka upara dhyAna ApavAnA badale pustakanA padArthonI zAstrAnusAritA tarapha ja lakSya ApavuM. A pustakamAM zAstrIya padArthonI dRSTie koI kSati na rahI jAya e mATe vidvAna paMnyAsa ajItazekhara vijayajIne saMpUrNa lakhANa joI levA jaNAvyuM ane emaNe khUba ja utsAhathI mAtra traNa-cAra divasamAM ja saMpUrNa lakhANa sUkSmadRSTithI joI ApyuM. emano A nimitte AbhAra mAnuM chuM. khAsa sUcana H alabatta vartamAnakALanI keTalIka bAbato evI paNa che ke jeno nirdeza zAstromAM na maLe. evA keTalAMka muddAo upara badhA gItArtha-saMvigna mahApuruSono abhiprAya ekasarakho ja hoya evuM zakya nathI. eTale evA muddAo upara bIjA mahAtmAonA A pustakamAM jaNAvyA karatA bIjA abhiprAya paNa hoI zake che. ane kadAca emanI dRSTithI e sAcA paNa hoI zake che. chevaTe huM paNa chadmastha chuM. mArA kSayopazama ane anubhava pramANe te te muddAo upara meM mArA abhiprAyo darzAvyA che. mane mArI dRSTithI mArA abhiprAyo yogya lAgyA che. jo bIjA mahAtmAonA enAthI viparIta abhiprAyo hoya to teo potAnI dRSTi darzAvavApUrvaka e abhiprAyo paNa mane jaNAve jethI e tarapha paNa dRSTipAta thaI zake. ane Ama thAya to ja chevaTe sAcA, hitakArI nirNayo levAya. "A pustakamAM je nirNayo karyA che, e kadi na badalavA'' evo mAro leza paNa Agraha nathI. "AtmAne ane zAsanane hita thAya evA ja nirNayo levA' e mAro Agraha kharo. bIjAnA vicAro, apekSAo jANyA bAda cokkasa A pustakanA nirNayomAM pheraphAra paNa karavo paDe. hA ! je padArtho zAstromAM sidhdhAnta tarIke sthApita thaI cUkyA che e to sau koI mahAtmAo eka mate svIkA2ze ja. eTale je kaMI sUcano ka2vA hoya, abhiprAyo anukULa ke pratikULa darzAvavA hoya te uparanA saranAme lakhI mokalavAnI sau pratye apekSA che. aMte paramapAvana, trilokapUjya jinAjJA viruddha kaMI paNa lakhAyuM hoya to trividhe trividha kSamApanA mAMgIne viramuM chuM. phAgaNa vada 15 vaDodarA. - - paM. candrazekharavijaya
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________________ saMzodhakanI kalame.... niyama darpaNamAM ApaNuM pratibiMba kevuM ? eka ThekANe suMdara citronuM pradarzana bharAyuM hatuM. potAne kuzaLa vivecaka mAnatA eka bhAI e pradarzana jovA gayA. Azaya hato - te - te citramAMthI bhUla kADhavAno. paNa eka eka citra evA adbhuta hatA ke potAno Azaya saphaLa na thayo. paNa chevaTanuM citra jotAM ja barADI UThyo - A citra keTaluM kaddama che ? cahero keTalo bhaddo che ? tyAM ja tyAMnA suparavAIjhare kahyuM - mitra ! A citra nathI, arIso che. jemanI dhagadhagatI zAsanadAjha prAyaH dareka jainane supere paricita che, ane jemanA mATe zAsana eTale mAtra sthAvara tIrtho nahIM, mAtra zrAvako nahIM, mAtra potAnuM gRpa nahIM, paNa prabhu vIrane potAnA bhagavAna mAnatA darekamAM zAsana che, ane tethI ja jemanA haiye zAsananA A dareka aMganI ujjavaLatA, utkRSTatA, rakSA sajjaDa vasI gaI che evA pUjyapAda paMnyAsapravara zrI caMdrazekharavijayajI gaNivara mahArAje (ke jemanA mATe pUjya 'paMnyAsajI mahArAja' ke AjanA yuvAnanA mukhethI nIkaLato 'gurudeva' ATalo zabda ja oLakhANa mATe paryApta che.) vartamAnakAlIna sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMto vartamAnakALanI apekSAe zakya eTaluM uttama cAritrajIvana-jIvI AtmakalyANa kare, saMghanI unnati kare ane anyomAM paNa zAsanaprabhAvanA kare e hetuthI zAstrapAThonA AdhAre keTalAka niyamo taiyA2 karyAche ane e dareka niyamanI mahattA sUcavatuM suMdara vivecana karyuMche. niyamonI AvazyakatA-upAdeyatA paNa batAvI che. A niyamonA saMkalananuM meTara mAre jovAmAM AvyuM, tyAre mane uparokta Tucako yAda AvI gayo. pelA potAne vivecaka tarIke mAnatA bhAInA sthAne mArI jAta dekhAI. bIjA sAdhu-sAdhvIo rUpI suMdara citromAMthI kaI bhUla huM kADhI zakuM ? chevaTe mane eka ThekANe baMdhI bhUlo dekhAI. paNa re ! e to arIso hato. emAM to mAro ja cahero dekhAto hato. A niyamo vAMcyA pachI mane khabara paDI ke mArI jAta keTalI badhI niHsattva che ke AmAM ghaNA sAva saraLa dekhAtA niyamonI paNa mUDI mArI pAse nathI. kharekhara A niyamo eTalA kaMI agharA nathI. evA paNa mahAna sAdhu-sAdhvI bhagavaMto vartamAnamAM paNa haze ja ke je mAtra A niyamo nahIM, AthI paNa vadhu viziSTa niyamovALuM jIvana jIvatA haze. A pustaka nUtanathI mAMDI ciradIkSita sudhI badhAe vAMcavA, vicAravA-apanAvavA yogya che. eka kAma thaI zake. dareka gRpavALA potAnA gRpamAM A niyamAvalI vAMcI, keTalAka niyamo to AkhuM gRpa ja komanarUpe laI le. tethI keTalAka AcAramAM ekavAkyatA rahe, to zAsanazobhA ya vadhe, paraspara pAlanamAM anukULatA ya rahe, ne cUke tyAM sAvadhAnI paNa apAya. hA, je keTalAka vyaktigata niyama che, te vyaktigata levAvA joIe. eka AzvAsananI vAta e che ke sAdhu-sAdhvInA suMdara cAritranI khevanA karanArA mahApuruSo Aje paNa che ke jemanA kAraNe A paDatA kALamAM ya kAMIka suMdara AlaMbana rahe che. vizeSa, zrI saMghanA ApaNA paranA upakAronuM varNana (52mopakArI zrIsaMgha upara apakAra zI rIte karAya ?' e viSayanuM varNana) to ApaNe dareka sAdhu-sAdhvIe vAraMvAra vAMcavA jevuM che. A vAMcyA pachI ApaNo zrIsaMgha pratyeno abhigama cokkasa badalAI jaze evuM mane lAge che. aMte mane AvA suMdara svAdhyAyano, AtmanirIkSaNano, niyamonA darpaNamAM jAtane jovAno moko ApavA badala pUjyazrIno khUba khUba AbhAra mAnuM chuM ane A niyamo zramaNavargamAM pracalita thAya ne enI mArAthI thAya evI prabhune prArthanA ! zarUAta - ajitazekhara vijaya cai.va. pAMcama saM. 2061 000
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________________ mh th lh v $ saMyamIonA niyamo-abhigraho 1. huja ochAmAM ochI ekAbetraNa gAthA gokhyA pachI ja gocarI-pANI vAparIza. huM kALa-sajhAya avasare ja svAdhyAya karIza. huM roja 28/10 kalAkano svAdhyAya karIza. huM kAjo lIdhelI jagyAe ja svAdhyAya karIza. huM daMDAsanathI ja kAjo laIza, ane supaDImAM bhego karIne joIne paraThavIza. huM mane pATha ApanArA saMyamInuM ochAmAM ochuM eka vastra savAra-sAMja pratilekhana karIza. huM sthApanAcAryajInI hAjarImAM ja pATha laIza | ApIza. 8. huM koIpaNa graMtha gurunI ke nizrAdAtAnI rajA laIne ja bhaNIza. stavana-sajhAya paNa gurunI rajA ? laIne ja gokhIza. 9. huM gujarAta samAcAra, saMdeza, divyabhAskara vagere koIpaNa prakAranA chApAo vAMcIza nahi. 9. huM citralekhA, abhiyAna vagere megejhIno, navalakathAo vAMcIza nahi. 10. huM eMThA mukhe bolIza nahi. 11. mAtrAno pyAlo ke spaMDilano pyAlo hAthamAM hoya tyAre huM nahi boluM. 12. huM pustakone ke vaDIlone pITha thAya e rIte nahi besuM. 13. huM pustakone ke vaDIlone paga thAya e rIte nahi besuM, nahi UMdhuM. 14. huM jJAnanI koIpaNa vastu jamIna upara nahi mUkuM. ' 15. huM gocarI vAparatAM vAparatAM pustaka vagere kaMIpaNa vAMcIza nahi. huM jeTalI TapAla lakhIza, eTalA logassano ubhA ubhA kAusagna karIza / athavA jeTalI TapAla lakhIza eTalI navI gAthAo gokhIza. 17. huM pazu-paMkhIonA avAja nahi karuM ane totaDA-bobaDA vagerenA cALA nahi pADuM. - 18. huM mArA kAgaLonI pAriThAvaNI vidhipUrvaka karIza. game tyAM nAMkhI daiza nahi. 4 19. huM ochAmAM ochA dazavaikAlikasUtra, Avazyaka niryukti, oghaniryukita, piMDaniryukti, utarAdhyayanasUtra, AcArAMgasUtra A pAMca zAstro TIkApUrvaka vAMcyA pahelA to vyAkhyAna ApavAnuM zarU nahi ja karuM. huM pAMcatithi upAzrayathI eka kI.mI.nI aMdara rahelA ochAmAM ochA eka derAsare caityaparipATI mATe jaIza. che 21. vihAramAM je gAma-zaheramAM je derAsaronA darzana pUrve kadi na karyA hoya, te tamAma derAsaronI che caityaparipATI karIza. 22. huM upAyathI 100 DagalAnI aMdara rahelA derAsaramAM sAMje darzana karIza.
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________________ 23. huM upAzraya ke derAsaramAM praveza karatI vakhate nisIhi bolIza. 24. huM upAzrayamAMthI ke derAsaramAMthI nIkaLatI vakhate Avahi bolIza. huM ratnAdhikanA pAtrA, Asana, luNuM vagere upadhi vAparIza nahi. 25. 26. mArA grupamAM rahelA koIpaNa saMyamInI (rojiMdI ArAdhanA karatAM kaMIka) vizeSa prakAranI ArAdhanAnI huM vAcika anumodanA-prazaMsA karIza. 27. mArI AMkha dvArA je sthApanAjI dekhAtA hoya e sthApanAjI karatAM UMcA Asane huM besIza nahi. 28. huM mArA gurunA koIpaNa Adezane=nirNayane saharSa svIkArIza. kadAca mane e nirNaya barAbara nahi lAge to paNa huM mAtra mArA gurune ja e aMge jaNAvIza. paNa bIjA koIpaNa sAme 'e nirNaya barAbara nathI lAgato, khoTo che, gurue bhula karI che.' ema nahi boluM. 29. huM vAparyA bAda tarata ja caityavaMdana karI laIza, pachI ja bIjA kAma karIza. 30. huM derAsaramAM je caityavaMdana karuM enA traNa khamAsamaNA paMcAMga praNipAtapUrvaka ubhA-ubhA ApIza. 31. huM vihAramAM cAlatI vakhate koIpaNa sAthe vAtacIta nahi karuM. 32. huM muhapattIno upayoga rAkhIne ja bolIza. 33. jyAre kAraNasara AdhAkarmI gocarI vAparavI paDe, tyAre emAM mIThAI-taLeluM vagere viziSTa vastuo huM nahi vAparuM. 35. 34. jyAre kAraNasara AdhAkarmI vAparavI paDe, tyAre pratyeka TaMka dITha be/traNa/cAra dravya ja vAparIza. saMsArI bA-bApujI, sagA bhAI-bahena vaMdana karavA mATe Ave ane gocarIno lAbha ApavA mATeno Agraha kare to nA-chUTake emane lAbha ApavAnI chUTa, te sivAya bahAragAmathI ke sthAnikagAmathI koIpaNa bhakto ke svajanoe lAvelI gocarI huM vahorIza nahi ke vAparIza nahi. 36. 37. huM sUryodaya pachI ja ghaDAonuM pratilekhana karIza ane ene barAbara prakAzamAM joI puMjaNIthI pUMjIne pachI ja emAM pANI vahorIza. huM pANInI parAto pUMjIne ja pachI emAM pANI ThArIza. jamIna paNa barAbara pUMjI laIzaH jo huM ghaDo vAparIza to ghaDo sIdho jamIna upara nahi rAkhI mUkuM ane ghaDAmAMthI pANI letI vakhate ghaDo namAvIne pANI nahi lauM. paNa ghaDo UMcakIne pANI laIza. 38. 39. gocarImAM jo saMghATaka vyavasthA goThavAtI haze to huM niSedha nahi karuM. e saMghATaka vyavasthAmAM madadagAra thaIza. 40. 41. 42. huM 50 ke tethI vadhAre mANasonA rasoDAmAMthI mISTAnna + pharasANa nahi vAparuM. huM roja ekAsaNuM karIza. upavAsanA pAraNe eka divasa besaNuM karIza. huM ekAsaNAmAM roja 6/7 dravyathI vadhAre nahi vAparuM. jo besaNuM ke navakArazI karuM to dareka TaMka dITha 4thI vadhAre dravya nahi vAparuM. 43. huM mahinAmAM pAMca-sAta divasathI vadhAre vAra miSTAnna nahi vAparuM. 44. miSTAnnanI chUTanA divase paNa cetano / cha TukaDA / doDha ToksIthI vadhAre miSTa nahiM vAparuM. 45. huM mahinAmAM pAMcathI vadhAre divasa taLeluM nahi vAparuM.
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________________ che 46. huM keLA sivAya koIpaNa phaLa vAparIza nahi. huM 47. huM khajura ane badAma sivAya koIpaNa prakArano mevo vAparIza nahi. $ 48. huM kAco goLa, kAju ane aDadanI vastuo nahi vAparIza. 4 49. huM vAparyA pachI pAtrAo-tarapaNIo traNavAra pANIthI dhoIza. eka-be vAra nahi. 50. huM eMThA thayelA lIlA maracAM, pAMdaDA, kokama vagere jo vAparI na zakuM to ene jAte ja retImAM rAkhamAM ghasI ghasIne paraThavIza. game tyAM nAMkhI nahi dauM ke mAMDalImAM mUkIne nahi jAuM. 51. huM koInA paNa eMThA pAtarAmAM koIpaNa vastu nAkhIza nahi. ja para. huM mAMDalImAM AvelI vastu mArI jAte vAparavA nahi lauM. paNa vaDIlanA (mAMDalI vyavasthApaka) ? hAthe ja laIza. 53. huM poNo cetano karatA vadhAre dUdha nahiM vAparuM ane poNo cetano karatA vadhAre cAha nahi vAparuM. $ je 54. "vAparuM chuM e pramANe bolyA pachI ja huM vAparavAnuM zarU karIza. papa. huM gocarI vAparyA bAda mAMDalI vyavasthApaka pAse paccaSmaNa laIza. jAte paccakhANa nahi lauM. $ 56. huM gocarImAM mAruM pANI jAte laIne besIza. pachI ja vAparavAnuM zarU karIza. 57. huM eMThI pAtarImAM ghaDAmAMthI pANI nahi lauM. 58. huM eThA thayelA tapelAmAM ke parAtamAM sIdhuM cokhkhA tapelA-parAtamAMthI pANI nahi lauM. 59. huM bArI-bAraNAo barAbara pUMjIne ja khola-baMdha karIza. 60. upAzrayamAMthI vihAra karatI vakhate meM jeTalA bArI-bAraNA kholyA hoya e badhA jAte baMdha karI ? daIza. je vastu jyAMthI lIdhI hoya, te vastu tyAM pAchI mUkI daIza. , 61. huM pATa-pATalA-Tebala khaseDatI vakhate enA pAyAnA nIcenA bhAgo, jamIna puMjyA pachI ja khaseDIza. ja 62. huM aMdhArAmAM pyAlo uMdho karI, puMjaNI ke daMDAsanathI barAbara aMdarano bhAga puMjIne pachI ja che mAtrAdi mATe eno upayoga karIza. 63. huM dAMDo letI vakhate je bhAgathI dAMDo levAno hoya e bhAgane joIne, puMjyAM pachI ja dAMDo 4 laIza. ema dAMDo mUkatI vakhate paNa bhIMta vagerene pUMjyA pachI ja dAMDo mUkIza. 64. huM moDAmAM moDuM sUryAstathI paMdara miniTa sudhImAM mAtra paraThavavAnI vasati joI laIza. 65. huM mAro mAtrAno pyAlo jAte ja paraThavIza. 4 66. huM mAtru karyA pachI tarata ja pyAlo paraThavI AvIza. rAkhI mUkIza nahi. $ 67. huM vadhumAM vadhu jamInathI 4-6 AMgaLa ja pyAlo uMco rAkhIne mAtra pAThavIza. ? 68. huM spaMDila ke mAtra paraThavatA pahelA "aNajANaha jasugraho' bolIza ane paraThavyA bAda ja "vosire' bolIza. je 69. huM eka | doDha / be kilomITaranI aMdara jo caMDila javAnI jagyA haze to bahAra ja caMDila jaIza paNa vADAno upayoga nahi karuM.
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________________ $ 70. huM mArA pAtrA, ToksI, dorA vigerenuM divasamAM be TAIma pratilekhana karIza. je 710 vadhArAnI upadhinuM pratilekhana dara caudaze karI laIza. 72. huM mAtrAno pyAlo 48 miniTamAM sukAI jAya enI pAkI kALajI rAkhIza. huM pyAlo khullA AkAzamAM nahi mUkI rAkhu huM be TAIma oghAnuM pratilekhana karIza, bAMdhIza. huM cAlu paDilehaNamAM koInI paNa sAthe vAtacIta nahi karuM. saMpUrNa mauna rAkhIza. huM pratikramaNAdi koIpaNa kriyAmAM vacce kaMIpaNa bolIza nahi. jo bolavuM paDe to bolyA bAda IriyAvahi karIne pharI bAkInI kriyA karIza. 77. huM badhA khamAsamaNA paMcAMga praNipAtapUrvaka ubhA ubhA ApIza. mAMdagI ke moTA vihAranA thAkane lIdhe ubhA ubhA na ApI zakuM to beThA-beThA paNa mastaka barAbara namAvIza. je 78. huM pANIno ghaDo, tarANI, pAtrA cUnAnA tapelA vigere khullA nahi rAkhuM, DhAMkelA rAkhIza. 79. huM roja kAnamAM kuMDala nAMkhIne ke mAthAbaMdhana bAMdhIne ja saMthAro karIza. huM saMthArA upara uttarapaTTo pAtharIne ja saMthAro karIza huM divase uMghIza nahi. kAraNasara vadhumAM vadhu 20 miniTa ja ArAma karIza. huM savAre pAtrA porisI samayasara bhaNAvIza. bahu moDI-vahelI nahi bhaNAvuM. huM darpaNamAM, pANImAM, sTIlanI parAta vageremAM mAruM mukha joIza nahi. huM dhArmika phoTAonA paNa Albamo joIza nahi. huM phoTAo paDAvIza nahi. mArA phoTA pADanArA gRhasthane aTakAvIza. jo na ja aTakAvI zakuM to kAmaLI-kapaDAdi dvArA mukha DhAMkI devAno, mukha chupAvavAno prayatna karIza. huM mArA upara vIDiyo utaravA nahi dauM. ene aTakAvIza. chevaTe mukha DhAMkI devAno prayatna karIza. je huM mArA vyAkhyAno chApAomAM nahi ApuM. huM mArA vyAkhyAnonI oDiyo keseTa nahi utarAvuM. huM mobAIla vigere koIpaNa prakAranA phona karAvIza nahi. jo gADha kAraNasara karAvavA ja paDe che to eka phona dITha traNa dravyanA eka-eka TaMka karIza. huM pheksa karAvIza nahi. gADha kAraNasara karAvuM to pheksanI saMkhyA pramANe eTalA TaMka traNa dravya karIza. $ huM loca karAvyA bAda sAbu dvArA, ekalA pANI dvArA ke pANInA potA dvArA paNa moTuM vigere ja sApha nahi karAvuM. korA vastrathI ghasI ghasIne coMTelI rAkha vigere kADhI nAMkhIza. chevaTe sAbu to ? nahi ja vAparuM. 4 92. huM ziyALA ane comAsAmAM 25 divasa pUrve Akho kApa nahi kAThuM ane 15 divasa pUrve aDadho che kApa nahi kADhuM. 43. huM unALAmAM 15 divasa pahelA Akho kApa ane 7 divasa pahelA aDadho kApa nahi kahuM. $
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________________ 94. huM mAtra pANI ane dhovAno soDA (khAra) A be ja vastuthI kApa kADhIza. sAbu-sarpha vigere nahi vAparuM. chevaTe sAdo sAbu ane sAdo sarpha sivAya moMghA sAbu-pAvaDara to nahi ja vAparuM. 95. huM mArA kApamAM koIpaNa vaDIla mahAtmAnuM eka nAnakaDuM vastra paNa kApa kADhIza. 96. huM mAro kApa jAte ja kADhIza. (kapaDA sukavavA mATe bIjAne ApavAnI chUTa) 97. huM sAdhvIjIo sAthe vAtacIta nahi karuM. 98. huM ekalA baheno sAthe vAtacIta nahi karuM. 99. huM sUryAsta bAda bhAIo hAjara hoya to paNa bahenone vidAya ApI daIza. emane upAzrayamAM besavA nahi dauM. 100. huM (sAdhu) zrAvakone ke vaMdanAdi sivAya sAdhuone paNa sparza nahi karuM. 101. huM jherokSa nahi karAvuM. kAraNasara karAvuM to jeTalA pAnAnI jherokSa karAvuM eTalA traNa dravyanA TaMka karIza. 102. huM koInI paNa pAse koIpaNa kArya mATe paisA nahi mAMgu mAtra vyAkhyAnanI pATa uparathI dAnadharmanI preraNA karIza. 103. huM TrasTa banAvIza nahi. 104. huM koIpaNa saMsthA ke tIrtha sthApIza nahi. vihAramAM mANasa sAthe rAkhIza nahi. mArI upadhi jAte uMcakIza. 105. 106. huM davA vigerenI saMnidhi nahi rAkhu. sAMje enI poTalI gRhasthane bhaLAvI daIza ane koIpaNa davA vahorIne vAparIza. 107. huM koIpaNa vastu guru/vaDIlane batAvyA vinA nahi vAparuM. 108. huM gocarI mAMDalImAM gocarI saMbaMdhI agatyanI vAta sivAya kaMIpaNa bolIza nahi. 109. huM cAha-kophI vigere vyasanakAraka dravyo nahi vAparuM. 110. huM dAMDo rAkhyA vinA gocarI-pANI koIpaNa vastu nahi vahoruM. 111. huM paDilehaNa bAda mAro kAjo jAte laI, supaDImAM laIne paraThavIza. 112. huM roja gurudevanuM paDilehaNa avazya karIza. gurudeva na hoya to mukhyavaDIlanuM paDilehaNa avazya karIza. 113. huM mAtrAno pyAlo DhAMkIne ja paraThavavA laI jaIza. 114. huM mArA kApanuM pANI jAte lAvIza. bIjA pAse maMgAvIza nahi ke mAMDalInuM pANI vAparIza nahi. 115. huM sAMjanuM pratikramaNa mAMDalImAM ja karIza. 116. huM savAre pratikramaNa karyA bAda uMghIza nahi. 117. huM rAtre saMthArA porisI bhaNAvyA pachI ja uMghIza. 118. huM dara paMdara divase / mahIne / cAra mahine sUkSma AlocanA karIza. 119. huM mArI mAlikInA pustako, enA poTalA rAkhIza nahi..
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________________ 120. huM upadhinA poTalA, kabATa nahi rAkhuM. 121. huM be bolapena + 1 pensIlathI vadhAre bolapena - pensIla nahi rAkhuM. 122. huM 15/20 rUpiyA karatA vadhAre kiMmatanI bolapena nahi vAparuM. 123. huM raMgaberaMgI pAkiTa nahi vAparuM. 124. huM pAkITamAM khAnAo nahi karAvuM. 125. huM pAkITamAM pATIyAo nahi mUkAvuM. 126. huM mArA vastromAM raMgaberaMgI dorAo nahi naMkhAvuM. 127. huM oghAno pATo (sapheda ane) koIpaNa prakAranA bharatakAma=DIjhAIno vinAno rAkhIzaH 128. huM dAMDA upara kALo raMga ke bhUkharo raMga nahi karAvuM. mAtra daMDA upara polIsa karavAnI chUTa rAkhIza. 129. varasAda cAlu hoya ane samAdhi na TakavAthI gocarI vAparavI paDe to huM upAzraye gocarI nahi maMgAvuM. paNa jAte gRhasthonA gharomAM levA jaIza. 130. huM ziyALA ane comAsAmAM pANI ukALavAno samaya barAbara pUchIza ane e rIte cUno nAMkhavAmAM jAgrata rahIza. 131. huM vihAramAM cUno, sAbu-sarpha, kapaDA sukavavAnI dorI, lUMchaNiyuM, pyAlo avazya sAthe rAkhIza. 132. huM bAMdhelIdorI sUryAsta samaye choDI ja daIza. 133. huM oghAmAM zuddha unanI dRzIo rAkhIza. 134. huM oghAriyuM tathA jhoLInA gucchA+pAtrAsana zuddha unanA rAkhIza. 135. huM zuddha unanI kAmaLI vAparIza. 136. huM oghA mATenuM plAsTIka sIvyA vinAnuM ja vAparIza. 137. huM plAsTIkanAM ghaDA ane ToksI vAparIza nahi. 138. huM gRhasthanA ke saMghanA dhAbaDAo vAparIza nahi. 139. huM luMchaNiyuM AgaLa-pAchaLa barAbara joyA pachI, saheja khaMkheryA bAda ja vAparIza. 140. huM uMghatI vakhate mastaka nIce vIMTIyo vagere koIpaNa vastu rAkhIza nahi. 141. huM lAITamAM ke enI prabhAmAM vAMcana-lekhana karIza nahi. 142. huM jeTalA meDIkala riporTa kaDhAvuM eTalA AyaMbila athavA enA karatA bamaNA be dravyanA ekAsaNA karIza. 143. jo mane sthaMDilamAM karamiyA nIkaLaze to enA upara 48 miniTa sudhI taDako na paDe ema karIza. 144. mArA koIpaNa vastro sukAI jatAnI sAthe ja "eno cheDo paNa uDyA na kare" enI kALajI karIza. 145. huM mArA pustako, noTo vagerenA kAgaLo pavanathI uDyA na kare enI puratI kALajI rAkhIza. 146. mAMDalI vyavasthApaka mane je kAma soMpe emAM huM kadi nA nahi pADuM, zArIrika muzkelI haze to paNa spaSTa nA nahi ja pADuM.
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________________ je 147. huM dara paMdara divase pAkSika aticAra, padmisUtra, ajitazAMti, moTI zAMti, sakalArDano pATha karIza. meM che 148. huM khullA holamAM ja besIza. rUmamAM besavuM paDe to paNa bAraNuM khulluM rAkhIne besIza. che 149. huM sAdhvIjIoe lAvelA gocarI-pANI vAparIza nahi ane mArA gocarI-pANI sAdhvIjIone 4 ApIza nahi. 150. huM ekalA sAdhvIjIone-ekalA bahenone eka gAthA ApavA jeTaluM paNa bhaNAvIza nahi? 151. huM gocarI vahoravA jaIza tyAre koIne dharmopadeza-bAdhA ApIza nahi. 4 152. huM hAtha dvArA Tebala-pATa vagere upara saMgItadhvani utpanna karIza nahi. 4 153. huM DagaDagatA Tebala-pATa nahi vAparuM, ene sthira karyA bAda vAparIza. ja 154. huM bapore gocarI vAparyA bAda tarata pAtrAo bAMdhI laIza. 4 155. huM mANaso pAse pANInA ghaDA maMgAvIza nahi, koI lAvaze to vahorIza nahi. 4 156. huM AkarSaka cazmAnI phrema nahi rAkhyuM ane vadhumAM vadhu be ja cazmAnI phrema rAkhIza. je 157. huM vaDIlo karatA uMcA Asane besIza nahi. 158. huM khurazI para nahi besuM. 159. huM comAsA vinA pATano upayoga nahi karuM. 160. huM roja sAthe rahelA tamAma vaDIla saMyamIone vaMdana karIza, rahI jAya to chevaTe sthApanAjI che sAme temane vaMdana karI laIza. 161. huM mArI prazaMsA nahi karuM, thaI jAya to be dravyanuM eka TaMka karIza. je 162. huM koInI paNa niMdA nahi karuM, thaI jAya to be dravyanuM eka TaMka karIza. 4 163. huM mArI jAte mAro koIpaNa ziSya nahi banAvuM. gurujI mane je ziSya karI Ape eno ja ? svIkAra karIza. mArI pAse koIpaNa mumukSu taiyAra thAya to "e mAro ziSya thAya" evI che lezapaNa apekSA vinA mArA gurujIne ja e samarpita karI daIza.. 164. upAzrayamAM AvelA gRhastho gurune ke vaDIlane maLI le e pachI ja e gRhastho sAthe vAtacIta karIza. meM che 165. mane maLavA AvelA gRhasthone paNa sau prathama guru / vaDIla pAse mokalIza, pachI ja emane maLIza. A 4 166. vijAtIya paricaya thavAnA bhayane lIdhe huM gRhasthone rakSApoTalIo ApIza nahi. 4 167. huM gurunI rajA vinA vAsakSepa nAMkhIza nahi. 4 168. mArA karatA vaDIla saMyamI sAthe hoya to huM sthApanAcAryajI rAkhIza nahi. 4 169. je sthAnethI gRhasthonA gharamAM dRSTi paDe te sthAne huM besIza nahi. 4 170. huM sArI gocarInI prazaMsA ke kharAba gocarInI niMdA karIza nahi. 4 171. huM je TapAla lakhuM e ane mArI upara je TapAla Ave te guru / vaDIlane vaMcAvIza - e pachI ja mokalIza | vAMcIza. je 172. huM gRhastho pAse sIdhI koIpaNa vastu maMgAvIza nahi, paNa guru / vaDIla dvArA ja e vastu meLavIza. meM
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________________ 4 173. jo mArI nAnI koIpaNa vastu khovAya to be dravyanuM ekAsaNuM karIza ane moTI koIpaNa vastu $ khovAya to eka AMbila karIza. 4 174. jo mArAthI koIpaNa pAtrughaDo tuTe to huM be dravyanuM ekAsaNuM / AMbila karIza. 4 175. huM pAtrA-tarapaNI nIce besIne ja luchIza, ubhA ubhA luchIza nahi. 176. huM koIpaNa vastu pheMkIza nahi ke ghasaDIza nahi. 4 177. huM derAsaramAM ochAmAM ochI traNa stuti bhAvapUrvaka bolIza ane uvasaggahara sivAyanuM zuM koIpaNa eka stavana bhAvapUrvaka bolIza. ja 178. huM roja saMthAro karatI vakhate divasa daramyAnanI ArAdhanA-virAdhanAono hisAba karIza. je 179. huM rojerojanA aticAro sAMje AlocanAbukamAM noMdhI laIza. 180. huM nakha samArIne ene cUnAmAM ghasIne poTalI banAvI retImAM dATI daIza. paNa game tyAM ruM che nAMkhIza nahi. 4 181. zakyatA hoya to huM AdranakSatra sudhImAM comAsAnA sthAnanI najIkanA 20 ki.mI.nA sthAnamAM ja pahoMcI jaIza. 4 182. huM roja eka roTalI | eka khAkharo saMyojanA karyA vinA vAparIza. 4 183. huM koIpaNa saMyamInI vastu enI rajA lIdhA vinA laIza nahi, vAparIza nahi. 4 184. huM rAtre 6/7 kalAkathI vadhAre uMgha laIza nahi. 185. mArA guru AvatA dekhAya ke ubhA thAya ke tarata huM mArA sthAne ubho thaI jaIza. emanA darzana $ je thatAnI sAthe ja mastaka namAvI "maFNa vaMdAmi' bolIza. che 186. mArA sthAna upara koIpaNa vaDIla Ave to huM ubho thaIza ane emane Asana pradAna karIza. 4 187. gocarI mAMDalImAM ane pratikramaNa mAMDalImAM huM krama pramANe ja besIza. ja 188. koIpaNa saMyamIo vihAra karIne padhAratA hoya to jo pahelethI samAcAra maLe to huM ochAmAM ja. : ocho 100 DagalA sAme levA jaIza. dorI bAMdhI ApI emanA vastro sukavIza. 4 189. huM sTepalara vAparIza nahi ke rAkhIza nahi. je 190. huM game tevI garamImAM koIpaNa vastune paMkhA tarIke vAparIza nahi. 191. huM mArI koIpaNa vastu ujaImAM ke kAmaLIkALamAM khullA AkAzamAM rahevA daIza nahi. ( 192. huM gADha kAraNa vinA kAmaLI oDhIne paNa ujaIvALA sthAne ke kAmaLIkALamAM khullA AkAzamAM ? - nahi ubho rahuM. $ 193. jyAre DoLI ke vahIlaceramAM ja besIne badhA vihAro karavAno avasara ubho thaze tyAre huM A ja sthiravAsa karIza. 4 194. huM jAheramAM koIpaNa saMgha ke TrasTInI viruddhamAM bolIza nahi. 195. huM mArI mAlikIvALo phaleTa rAkhIza nahi.
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________________ 196. kyAMya zaratI comAsA karIza nahi. 197. huM mArA cAturmAsa pravezamAM koIne bolAvIza nahi. 198. huM mArA cAturmAsapravezanI ke tapanA pAraNAdi aMgenI patrikAo chapAvIza nahi. 199. huM pratikramaNamAM spaSTa uccAra sAthe namostu vardhamAnAya stuti bolIza. 200. huM pratikramaNa bAda zrAvako pAse koIpaNa prakAranI stutio bolAvavAno Agraha rAkhIza nahi vadhArAnI koIpaNa kriyAno umero karIza nahi. 201. huM lIdhelA niyamo dara pAMcama-AThama-caudaze ekavAra vAMcI jaIza. 202. huM japa karavA mATe rezmI-raMgIna colapaTTo, attarAdi rAkhIza nahi. 203. upAzrayamAM jyAM sudhI mArA karatA vaDIla mahAtmAne besavAnI jagyA-TebalAdinI jarUra hoya tyAM sudhI huM jagyA-TebalAdi laIza nahi. 204. huM upAzrayamAM bahenone kacarA-potA karavA AvavAnI nA pADIza. 205. huM moDAmAM moDo sUryAsta samaye tamAma saMyamIone vaMdana karavA nIkaLI jaIza. vaMdananA khamAsamaNA paMcAMgapraNipAta daIza. 206. huM bhIMta vagerene Teko daIne besIza-ke Ubho rahIza nahi. 207. huM ghaDiyALa rAkhIza nahi, selavALI ghaDiyALane aDIza nahi, koIpaNa sthAnamAM ghaDiyALa mUkAvIza nahi. 208. huM upAzrayamAM maccharo bhagADavA mATe dhUpa-dhUmADo karAvIza nahi. 209. huM upAzrayamAM kacarA-potA karAvIza nahi. saMyamI nimitte saMgha kacarA-potA karAvato haze to enI nA pADIza. 210. huM mArA nAmanA peDa-sTIkaro chapAvIza nahi ane raMgaberaMgI-moMghA peDo vAparIza nahi. 211. huM upAzrayamAM khIlIo nahi ThokAvuM. 212. huM upAzrayamAM koIpaNa prakAranA phoTAo mUkAvaDAvIza nahi. 213. je kAma mArAthI thaI zake te kAma huM gRhasthone soMpIza nahi. 214. huM gurunI saharSa rajA vinA koIpaNa pustaka chapAvIza nahi ke megejhIna zarU karIza nahi. 215. huM koIpaNa dIkSA mahotsava saMghathI chUTA pADIne nahi karAvuM. tathA e mahotsavanI Avaka sthAnika saMghanA TrasTIone soMpAvaDAvIza. 216. huM ubhA-ubhA gocarI ke pANI nahi vAparuM. 217. huM kAmaLIkALamAM kAmaLInI aMdara sutarAu kapaDo nAMkhyA bAda ja e kAmaLI vAparIza. sutarAu kapaDA vinAnI kAmaLI nahi vAparuM.
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________________ 41. cAlo. zAsananI rakSA ane prabhAvanA chIe ! jinazAsananuM evuM to pracaMDa puNya che ke te te kALe ene viziSTa puruSaratnonI prApti thatI che ja rahI che. hajI hamaNAM ja 300 varSa pUrve aNamola, advitIya sAdhuratna jinazAsanamAM camakI ja UDyuM. jenuM nAma hatuM mahAmahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma. sAheba! e ratnanI viziSTatA to juo * ke Aje e ratna hAjara na hovA chatAM 300 varSa pachI paNa e ratnono vacanarUpI prakAza AkhAya ja je jinazAsana upara phelAyelo jovA maLe che. AgamonuM rahasya kADhIne emaNe e badhuM bharI dIdhuM potAnA graMthomAM ! saMskRta ane 4 gujarAtImAM hajAro kRtio banAvIne emaNe ApaNane zuM nathI ApyuM e ja prazna che. Aje evI 4 ja paristhiti sarjANI che ke emanA vacano zAstravacana tarIke lagabhaga tamAma ziSTa puruSo rAkhe che. ja mahopAdhyAyajInuM vacana eTale sarvajJatulya vacana" e rItanI pratibhA jinazAsanamAM emanI ? phelAyelI jovA maLe che. Aje teozrInA ja eka vacanaratna upara dRSTipAta karIe. 350 gAthAnA stavananI eka che 4 DhALamAM teozrI pharamAve che ke apunabaMdhakathI mAMDIne jAva caramaguNaThANa, bhAva-apekSAe ja jinaANA, mAraga bhAkhe jANa. je jinazAsananuM virATa svarUpa teoe AmAM darzAvyuM che. bhAratanA mAtra 70 thI 80 lAkha jainomAM ja zuM jinazAsana vaseluM che? zuM jeo "jaina" ? ja nAma dharAve che, jeo jaina kuTuMbamAM janmyA che, e ja badhA jinazAsananA sabhyo che ? je jinezvaradevanI pUjA kare e jinazAsananA sabhyo ane e sivAyanA tamAma AtmAo jinazAsananI bahAra ! zuM A vAta sAcI che? che "je mAtra jinezvaradevane ja deva tarIke mAne te ja jinazAsanamAM gaNAya. bAkI badhA ja 4 jinazAsanathI bahAra pheMkAI gayelA jANavA A vAta zuM akSarazaH sAcI che ? bhale, vyavahAramAM A vAta bolAtI hoya ! bhale e vAto vyavahAranI dRSTie sAcI paNa ja hoya ! paNa upAdhyAyajI to so TacanA sonA jevuM vAstavika tattva ApaNane batAvI rahyA che. - sau prathama TuMkANamAM jinazAsananuM svarUpa samajI laIe. (1) koipaNa AtmAnA je zubha adhyavasAyo ene mokSa tarapha AgaLa preratA hoya, te che ke tamAma zubha adhyavasAyo, AtmAnA mokSAnukULa pariNAmo vAstavika jinazAsana che. (2) A zubha adhyavasAyone utpanna karavAmAM atyaMta mahattvano bhAga bhajavanArA, ja devAdhideve batAvelA zubha AcAro, kriyAo, anuSThAno e paNa vyavahArathI jinazAsana kahevAya. have A ja vAtane vistArathI samajIe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali : (1)
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________________ sAmAnyathI ema kahevAya ke apunabaMdhaka avasthAthI jIvano vikAsa, mokSa tarapha gamana 4 ja prAraMbhAya che. (apunabaMdhaka eTale je have kadi evuM bhayAnaka pApa nathI ja karavAno ke jenAthI e ja 4 mohanIyakarmanI sarvotkRSTa sthiti bAMdhe. bIjI bhASAmAM kahIe to (1) je pApa kare to paNa A ja tIvrabhAve na kare, (2) sarvatra ucita pravRttinuM sevana kare, (3) A saMsAra upara jene ghaNo rAga na ja ja hoya. (mithyAtva hovAthI thoDoka rAga to rahevAno ja.) che A prathama guNasthAnake rahelA apunabaMdhaka kakSAnA AtmAomAM je zubha adhyavasAyo pragaTe che 4 che, te jinazAsanano prAraMbha che. tyArathI mAMDIne cheka caudamAM guNasthAne rahelA ayogIkevalIomAM zuM $ je carama zukla dhyAna che. e jinazAsananI parAkASThA che. je mithyAtve rahelA AtmAone paNa kyAreka potAnA pApo upara dhikkAra chUTe, kyAreka ? che garIbone joIne karUNA pragaTe, kyAreka sAdhu-saMtone joIne emanA caraNomAM ALoTI javAnuM mana che ja thAya, kyAreka bhukhe maratA pazuone joIne emane bhojana karAvavAnuM mana thAya. kyAreka Atmazuddhi che A mATe tapa-tyAgAdi karavAnA vicAro Ave. AvA to abajo prakAranA adhyavasAyo evA che ke je adhyavasAyo e jIvonA mohanIya ? karmane nabaLuM pADe ane e jIvo mokSamArga tarapha AgaLa vadhe. A tamAma adhyavasAyo e ja * jinezvaronI bhAvAjJA che. arthAt e ja jinazAsana che. samyagdaSTi AtmAomAM A jinazAsana ghaNuM spaSTapaNe jovA maLe, kemake teomAM to che jinezvaradevo pratyeno agAdha bahumAnabhAva, suguru pratyeno asIma sabhAva, zAstrokta kriyAo 4 pratye khUba ja ahobhAva vagere aneka guNo jovA maLe eTale teomAM to jinazAsana ghaNuM spaSTa ja ja dekhAya. to sarvavirati vagere guNasthAnomAM to jinazAsana purabahAramAM khIleluM hoya. zuM che ? che guNasthAnakanA AtmAonI mastI ! zuM emanA nirmaLa pariNAmo ! nIcenA jIvo karatA anaMta- 4 4 anaMtagaNI AtmazuddhinA mAlika A mahAtmAomAM rahelA jinazAsanane joIne to aMtarathI ja 4 ovArI javAya ! Ama koI paNa AtmAmAM paDelo zubha pariNAme, nirmaLa adhyavasAya e pAramArthika ? jinazAsana che. have juo ! A jinazAsana to keTaluM vizALa ! cauda rAjalokavyApI che A jinazAsana ! che sAtamI nArakIthI mAMDIne anuttaravimAna sudhI sarvatra apunabaMdhako, samyagdaSTi mahAtmAo phelAyelA che ja che. e tamAmanA AtmAmAM A jinazAsana jIvaMta che. re ! potAnA pApa badala kharo pazcAttApa anubhavanAra musalamAna paNa paramArthathI to jaina ja $ ja che. e AtmA vyavahAramAM khristI hoya ke muslima ! bauddha hoya ke pArasI ! svAmInArAyaNano ? je bhakta hoya ke zivabhakta hoya ! e game te hoya paNa jo enAmAM mArgAnusAritA pragaTI hoya, jo ke saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (2)
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________________ ke enAmAM sAcA arthamAM karUNA vagere koIpaNa guNono vAstavika vikAsa thayo hoya to nizcayathI 4 ja vItarAga zAsanano ja sabhya che. e jaina ja che ane bhaviSyamAM e mahAna jaina banaze ja. jema khrizcana jIvanazaili apanAvanArAo vyavahAramAM jaina, hiMdu hovA chatAM jIvanazailithI khrizcana ja banI gayA ? ja kahevAya. ema mArgAnusArI banelA AtmAo vyavahAramAM game te hoya, paramArthathI teo jaina che. ja che zAsanasabhya che. 4 sAtamI nArakanA je AtmAo potAnA pUrvabhavonA pApone yAda karIne ghora pazcAttApa kare che 4 che, arihaMtone yAda karI bhAvabharyA vaMdana vedanAmAM paNa kare che. AjubAjunA nArakIo dvArA zuM utpanna karatA duHkhomAM sahanazIlatAne keLavIne karmo khapAve che. koIne ya pIDA na karavA mATe ? ja kaTibaddha bane che. e badhAMyanA AtamamAM jinazAsanarUpI tAralo TamaTamI rahyo che. che to pachI satata jinavacanonuM ja ciMtana karavAmAM lIna banelA, mahAsamyaktI evA ja sarvArthasiddha vimAnanA devonI to vAta ja zI karavI ? e jinazAsana cAreya gatimAM che. ja sAcuM jinazAsana A ja che. zAstrakAro je jinazAsananI rakSA ke prabhAvanAnI vAta kare che. je ja eno tAtparyArtha to A ja zubha-zuddha adhyavasAyo rUpI jinazAsananI ja rakSA ane prabhAvanA ja karavAno che. vyavahAramAM je je kAryo jinazAsananI rakSA-prabhAvanAnA kAryo tarIke oLakhAya che. je che te paNa jo A vAstavika jinazAsananI rakSA-prabhAvanAnuM kAraNa banatA hoya to ja zAstrakAro e che ja kAryone prazaMsanIya gaNe che. * - tame ja kaho ! dIkSA-varSIdAnanI zobhAyAtrA, bhA.suda pAMcamanI rathayAtrA, caitrasuda terasanI # rathayAtrA vagere je je kAryo zAsanaprabhAvanAnA kAryo tarIke prasiddha che. e kArya karavAnA divase ja je ja jo dezanA vaDApradhAnanuM mRtyu thAya ane AkhA dezamAM zoka jAhera thAya te divase A kAryo karAya che che kharAM? zA mATe na karAya? "karoDo loko jinazAsananI niMdA karavA dvArA durlabhabodhi thAya mATe che ja ja ne? eTale bIjAonA pariNAmo durgatidAyaka banI jAya che, vAstavika zAsanane nukasAna pahoMce che ja che. mATe ja A vyavahAramAnya zAsanakAryo baMdha karIe chIe ne ? ja (1) to bIjI bAju dukALamAM sadAvratakhAtuM kholavuM, rogacALo phATI nIkaLe tyAre jainasaMgha ? je taraphathI sAravAra kendra vagerenI vyavasthA karavI, ThAThamAThathI varSAdAnAdinA varaghoDA kADhavA A badhuM ja che ja jinazAsanaprabhAvanAnuM kArya tyAre ja kahevAya che ke A badhuM jonArAo jinazAsana pratye khUba ja 4 ahobhAvavALA bane. A ahobhAva e ja jinazAsana che, bodhibIja che. e aneka AtmAonA 4 anaMtasaMsAranA kSayanuM kAraNa che. ( upAdhyAyajI to vairAgya kalpalatAmAM kahe che ke A paramAtmAnA snAtra mahotsavo, ja che rathayAtrAo vagere je bhaktithI karAya che te badhA kAryo jonArAonA AtmAmAM bodhibIjanuM vAvetara ! ja karatA hovAthI ja mahApuruSo e kAryone anumode che. vADhiAputArA jinendrItrAtrItrAdri- $ saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (3)
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________________ karmANyata eva bhaktyA / budhaiH samAlokakalokabIjAdhAnAvahatvAdupabRMhitAni / have jyAre A vAta nakkI che ke nizcayathI zAsana to jIvomAM rahelA mokSamArgane anukULa zubha adhyavasAyo ja che. tyAre have zAsanarakSA ke prabhAvanA karanArAoe A upayoga khAsa mUkavo paDaze ke, "ApaNA kAryo sva-paranA AtmapariNAmone zubha-zuddha banAve che ke nahi ?" jo banAve to e kAryo karavA. jo koIpaNa kAryo karavAMthI sva-paranA adhyavasAyo kharAba thatA hoya, bagaDatA hoya to e kAryo na karavA. Ama "samyagdarzana, jJAna, cAritranA pariNAmo (apunarbaMdhakAdinA paNa) e nizcayanayane mAnya jinazAsana che" e ApaNe joyuM. A pariNAmone utpanna karavAmAM ati mahattvano bhAga bhajavanArA paramAtmAe kahelA AcAro e vyavahAramAnya jinazAsana che. jinapUjA, tIrthayAtrA, sAdharmika bhakti, dIkSA, supAtradAna, dharmadezanA, vyAkhyAna zravaNa vagere vagere ghaNA AcAro prabhue batAvyA che ke je AcAro AtmAmAM zubhapariNAmone utpanna kare che, utpanna thaI cUkelAne vadhAre che ane tene sthira kare che. eTale jeoe vAstavika jinazAsananI rakSA-prabhAvanA karavI hoya teoe A tamAma jinAjJAone vaphAdAra rahevuM paDe. ene khUba AdarathI pALavI paDe. enA mATe zakya eTalo bhoga ApavAnI taiyArI batAvavI ja paDe. zAstrakAroe prAvacanika, vAdI, kavi, jyotiSI vagere ATha prakAranA prabhAvako batAvyA che. A badhA prabhAvako potAne ane bahu moTI saMkhyAmAM aneka jIvone bhAvazAsana pamADatA hovAthI teo zAsanaprabhAvaka kahevAya e svAbhAvika che. paNa AgaLa vadhIne zAstrakAro kahe che ke - jaba navi hove prabhAvaka ehavA, taba vidhi pUrva aneka. jAtrApUjAdika karaNI kare, teha prabhAvaka cheka - (samaktinA saDasaThabolanI sajjhAya) A prabhAvakonI gerahAjarImAM tIrthayAtrA, jinapUjAdi (zrAvako mATe) karanArA sAmAnya zrAvako paNa prabhAvaka to kahevAya ja. hakIkata e che ke ko'ka khUNAmAM besIne AtmamastImAM lIna banela mahAtmA paNa e vakhate potAnA AtmAne nirmaLapariNAmanI prabhAvanA karatA hovAthI te prabhAvaka ja che. paNa vyavahAramAM e prabhAvaka kahevAtA nathI. vyavahAramAM e ja prabhAvaka kahevAya che ke jeo bIjAne paNa puSkaLa dharma pamADe. A bhUmikA banAvyA bAda have mULa vAta para AvuM. bhAratamAM rahelA Azare 10 hajAra saMyamIonI e aMgata pharaja che ke je jinazAsananA pratApe teo mastIthI jIve che, e jinazAsananI rakSA ane prabhAvanA koipaNa bhoge karavI ja rahI. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (4)
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________________ sAvadhAna ! ahIM mAre hajAro lokone dezanA ApavA dvArA zAsanaprabhAvanA karavAnI vAta che nathI karavI. rakhe koI ema samaje ke A dezanA ApavAno upadeza apAI rahyo che. nA, bilakula ja nahi. e kAma to atyaMta supAtra virala mahApuruSo ja karI zake, badhA nahi. mAre to ApaNA jIvanamAM pratipaLe vaNAI gayela zAsanaprabhAvanA ane zAsanarakSAnI vAta ? karavI che. je paLe je saMyamI pramAda, Asakti vagere doSone paravaza banIne jinAjJAviruddha vartana karI che. che bese che. e samaye e saMyamIe jinAjJArUpI zAsananI rakSAne gumAvI dIdhI na kahevAya ? - jarAka dRSTAMta ApIne samajAvuM, - be saMyamIo paraspara jhaghaDI paDe to teo "kalaha na karavo e rU5 jinAjJAne toDe che. ja 4 AtmAmAM krodha pariNAma utpanna karI zubhapariNAma rUpa bhAvazAsanane paNa haNe che. ane be ? saMyamIone laDatA joI kadAca dIkSA levAnI bhAvanAvALA mumukSuno bhAva tuTI jAya, saMsAra tarapha je pAcho vaLI jAya, bIjA ya gRhastho saMyamIo pratye asadubhAvavALA bane to e tamAma jIvomAM che ja saMbhavatA bhAvazAsanano nAza karavAnuM pApa A be saMyamIone lAge. - ema je saMyamIo rojeroja niSkAraNa AdhAkarmAdi gocarI vApare, teo nirdoSa 4 gocarI'rUpa jinAjJAne toDe che. potAnA komaLa pariNAma rUpa bhAvAjJAne paNa haNe che ane rojeroja ja AdhAkarmAdi banAvavAthI kaMTALelA gRhastho saMyamIsamAja pratye tiraskAravALA bane to teonA ja che zubha pariNAmone paNa haNe che: AvA to hajAro prasaMgo che ke jemAM saMyamI bAhya jinAjJArUpa zAsananI rakSA nathI karato che 4 ane pariNAme potAnA ane bIjAnA bhAvazAsanane maraNatola ghA mArI de che. anaMtasaMsAra paNa vadhArI devAnI zaktivALI A bhula zuM nAnakaDI kahevAya? zuM enI upekSA ja je karI zakAya ? upakArI devAdhidevanI jinAjJAonA bhAMgIne bhukkA karavA e zuM kRtajJatA na ? ja kahevAya? zuM khAnadAna saMyamIo kRtaghnI banI zake ? bezaka ! na ja bane. - ene badale jo saMyamIo potAnA jIvanamAM paramAtmAnI pratyeka AjJAnuM zakti pramANe $ barAbara pAlana kare to emane amAna-samAna lAbho thAya. (1) e jinAjJA rUpI zAsananI rakSA karavAno lAbha thAya. (2) jinAjJA pALavAthI potAnAmAM je zubha-zubhatara pariNAmo pragaTe enAthI pracaMDa puNya 4 ane puSkaLa nirjarA prApta thAya. potAnA AtmAne ja bhAvazAsananI prabhAvanA karavAno lAbha maLe. ? (3) jinAjJAnA vizuddha pAlaka saMyamIone joIne jonArAo bolI ja uThavAnA. "aho! A che zuM A saMyamI che ! jinadharmanA saMyamIonI sadAcAra-saMpannatA to juo !.Ama aneka che AtmAo jainadharmane, cAritradharmane sanmukha thAya. teomAM dIkSA levAnA bhAvo ya pragaTe. eka che 4 saMyamInI vizuddha jinAjJAne joIne aneka saMyamIo paNa e ja rIte e AjJAne pALavA mATe ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (5)
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________________ kaTibaddha bane. Ama e jinAjJAnuM pAlana cArebAju prasaratuM jAya. jinAjJArUpa zAsananI A kevI adbhuta prabhAvanA ! vaLI aneka AtmAomAM zubhabhAvo utpanna karanAra A saMyamI bhAvazAsanano paNa prabhAvaka bane. jo mana svaccha hoya to A gaNita sAva ja sIdhuM che. pratyeka saMyamI potAnI tamAma zakti pho2vIne jinAjJAone pALe. enA dvArA anekone jinAjJA pALatA kare. (vagara upadeze) potAnA ane bIjAnA AtmAomAM zubhapariNAmonI dhArAne pragaTAve. arthAt vAstavika zAsananI paNa anekone prabhAvanA kare. A rIte potAnAmAM ane bIjAomAM zAsananI rakSA ane prabhAvanA karanAra saMyamI puSkaLa puNyAnubaMdhI puNya bAMdhe. AtmapariNatine vizuddhatama banAvI muktinagarIno sauthI najIka rahelo musAphara bane. (2) eTale ja have e atyaMta Avazyaka che ke pratyeka saMyamIo Atma kalyANa mATe ane sAcA parakalyANa mATe vadhu ne vadhu sArI rIte jinAjJAone jIvanArA bane. paNa anAdinA saMskAro jinAjJA pALavA devAmAM upekSA karAve e ya zakya che. e mATe jarUra che, abhigrahonI ! niyamAvalinI ! saMyamIo jo 200-300 niyamo dRDhatApUrvaka laI le ane enuM apUrva vIryollAsa sAthe pAlana kare to niHsaMdeha banIne kahI zakAya ke jinazAsananI rakSA ane prabhAvanA AsamAnane AMbyA vinA na rahe. eTale jeone zAsanano rAga che, mATe ja jeonA rUMvADe rUMvADe zAsana rakSA ane zAsanaprabhAvanAnI bhAvanA paDI che. teoe abhigraho laIne zAsananA RNamAMthI aMzataH paNa mukti meLavavAno prayatna karavo ja joIe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (6)
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________________ 2. A DiyoddhAra nathI kyAreka sagA kAne sAMbhaLavA maLe che ke ko'ka saMyamI lAkho rUpiyA derAsaranA nAme bhegA karIne, dIkSA choDIne bhAgI gayo. ane aMtaramAM dAha upaDe che. "o bhagavAna ! jinazAsananA saMyamInA nAme AvI avahelanA !' kyAreka jANavA maLe che ke 'lAkho loko je chApAo vAMce che, e chApAomAM jaina saMyamInA kaubhAMDanA samAcAro pAnA bharI bharIne chapAyA che.' ane AMkhamAMthI Tapaka Tapaka AMsu Tapake che. lAkho loko A vAMcIne jinazAsanane kevI gALo deze ? paramakRpALu paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA advitIya zAsanane kevuM kALuM kalaMka lAgaze ? e lAkho loko niMdAo karI karIne kevA dIrghasaMsArI banaze ? anaMtAnaMta upakArI evA "prabhuvIra ane vIrazAsana" A beyanI hIlanA zuM ame na aTakAvI zakIe ? ko'ka atyaMta dharmiSTha zrAvaka kahI jAya che ke 'have meM jaina sAdhuo pAse javAnuM lagabhaga baMdha karyuM che kemake jyAM jAuM chuM, tyAM badhA ja sAdhuo pota-potAnA projekTa mATe mAtra paisA ja mAMge che. amArA AtmavikAsanI to koI pRcchA paNa karatuM nathI. zuM ame zrImaMta chIe, e amAro gunho che ? sAdhuo pAse jaIne emanA pratye tiraskAra ja thavAno hoya to bahetara che ke ghare rahIne zakya eTalI ArAdhanA ka2vI." ane A sAMbhaLatAM ja hRdayamAM AMcako lAge che. zuM mArI zramaNasaMsthAnI A dazA che ke jenA kAraNe suzrAvako paNa adharma pAme ? amadAvAda myunisipala korporezanamAM jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo viruddha ghaNA kesa noMdhAyA che ke 'teo game tyAM mAtru-sthaMDila paraThavI gayA che.' Ano zuM javAba devo ? suratamAM A ja laghunIti-vaDInIti mATe musalamAnoe saMyamIone gALo dIdhI. zuM karavuM ? moTA zaheromAM saMyamIonA kula 500 thI 600 potAnI mAlikInA phaleTo che. jyAM varSothI saMyamI rahe che ane keTalAka zrAvako anicchAe, moDhuM macakoDIne emane sAcave che. kone kahevuM ? saMyamIone ghare vaho2vA AvatA joIne khullA bAraNAo paNa have jaino ya baMdha ka2vA lAgyA che. evA prasaMgo sAMbhaLIne zuM haiyuM na kaMpe ? AvI to seMkaDo na kahI zakAya evI bAbato che. nathI koI saMghAdhipati ! nathI koI A badhAne aTakAvanAra mahApuNyavAna yugapradhAna ! A bhayaMkara kALanI kevI bhayaMkara lapaDAka che, ApaNane ! bhale A saMyamIonI zithilatA mAtra 10 thI 20% ja hoya. paNa moTA sapheda vastramAM nAnakaDo paNa kALo DAgha hoya to e ja najaramAM Ave ane bAkInI saphedAi tarapha lakSya na ja jAya. ema A zithilatAo kadAca ochI hoya to ya evI che ke je AMkhe UDIne vaLage che ane mATe ja teno koi upAya zodhavo ja rahyo. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA 2500 varSanA zAsanakALa daramyAna jinazAsananI ghaNI caDatIpaDatIo thaI che. emAM te te kALe te te mahApuruSoe zAsananuM ahita thatuM aTakAvavA niyamAvalio saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (7)
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________________ banAvI ja che. je paTTakanA nAmathI oLakhAya che. je je kALamAM je je zithilAcAro zAsanane nukasAna karanArA utpanna thayA. te te kALe te te zithilAcArone dUra karavA mahApuruSoe saMyamIo mATenA niyamo ghaDI kADhyA. (juo, pustaka-sAmAcArI paTTaka saMgraha) ane tamAma saMyamIomAM e niyamo pharajiyAta paLAvIne zAsanarakSA karI, zAsananI amUlya paraMparAne jIvaMta rAkhI. emAM pUjyapAda AcArya zrI somasuMdarasUri kRta saMvignasAdhu yogya kulaka khUba ja suMdara che. emAM teozrIe gAthA rUpe aneka niyamo guMthI kADhyA che. e badhA niyamo batAvyA bAda teozrI jaNAve che ke saMpaikAle vi ime kAuM sakke karei No niyame / so sAhuttagihittaNaubhayabhaTTho muNeyavvo // artha : meM je niyamo banAvelA che e vartamAnakALamAM paNa pALavA zakya che. Ama chatAM je saMyamIo A niyamone niha pALe te sAdhupaNAthI ane zrAvakapaNAthI ubhayathI bhraSTa jANavo. (zrAvaka to e che ja nahi ane sAdhupaNAnA niyamo pALato na hovAthI e sAdhu paNa nathI.) teozrI kahe che ke = dubbalasaMghayaNANa vi ee niyamA suhAvahA pAyaM / kiM ci viveraggeNaM, gihivAso chaDDio jehiM // A kALamAM jeo durbaLa saMghayaNavALA che. teo mATe paNa meM banAvelA niyamo prAyaH saraLa ja che. paNa eka zarata che ke 'saMyamIe jyAre saMsAra choDyo tyAre enI pAse sAcA arthamAM paNa kaMIka vairAgya haze to ja e A niyamone pALaze. ene ja A niyamo sahelA lAgaze.' Ama kahIne teo garbhita rIte ema kahe che ke je saMyamIo A niyamo pALavA taiyAra na thAya. teo vairAgyahIna jANavA:' alabatta, Aje to e kulaka banyAne paNa keTalIya sadIo vItI gaI. eTale atyAre e kulakanA niyamo levA zakya na paNa bane. chatAM vartamAna paristhitimAM A kArya to atyaMta Avazyaka banI ja gayuM che ke 200 thI 300 niyamo banAvavAmAM Ave. enI vistRta mAhitI pratyeka saMyamIone ApavAmAM Ave. e pachI saMyamIo jeTalA niyama laI zake eTalA le. chevaTe e paNa lAbhamAM ja che. mahAmahopAdhyAyajInA kALamAM pU.paMnyAsa satyavijayajI ma.e kriyoddhAra karelo. emAM upAdhyAyajI ma. paNa sAthe hatA. paNa Aje evA mahApuruSo hAjara na hovAthI evo kriyoddhAra to koNa karI zake? eTale A niyamAvali je huM lakhI rahyo chuM. e kaMi kriyoddhAra nathI. e to mAtra saMyamIone bodha ApavA mATe ja che ke 'saMyamIoe A niyamo pALavA joIe.' 'koNe keTalA pALavA ?" e to saMyamIo ja nakkI kare. emAM dabANa zI rIte karAya ? vaLI e vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhavI ke A je koi niyamo batAvuM chuM. 'e badhA ja huM pALuM chuM.' evuM koI na samajI bese. keTalAMka niyamo huM khuda paNa nathI pALato. paNa huM nathI pALato eTale mAre e saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (8)
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________________ che sAcI vAta bIjAone paNa na karavI? saMvipAkSiko zithilAcArI hovA chatAM zAstrAnusArI prarUpaNA che ja kare ja che. ane enA ja kAraNe zithilAcArI hovA chatAM AtmakalyANa sAdhe che. ema Aje ? ja saMvignapAkSikanI jema huM badhA niyamo pALato na hovA chatAM paNa e vAstavika hakIkato saMyamIo sAme ? je raju karuM chuM. jeonI jeTalI bhAvanA-zakti haze, teo eTalA niyama svIkAraze. jenAthI ghaNA ya ne che ja ghaNo ja phAyado thaze. koI evuM paNa na samajI bese ke, "mArA ziSyo A badhA niyama pALatA haze." A badhuM vAMcyA ja ja pachI mArA ziSyomAM paNa jeone jeTalI bhAvanA thaze teo teTalA niyamo svIkAraze. eTale dareka saMyamIo A vAta dhyAnamAM rAkhe ke A niyamo e kriyoddhAra nathI. paNa A "saMyamajIvana zuM hoI zake ? saMyamajIvana kevuM hovuM joIe ? vartamAnakALanI viSama paristhitiomAM ja saMyamIoe ochAmAM ochuM paNa keTaluM suMdara jIvana jIvavuM joIe ?' enI khabara pratyeka saMyamIne paDe ? ja e mATe A niyamAvalI banAvI che.. che A niyamAvalI vartamAnakALanI viSama paristhitine najara sAme rAkhIne banAvI che. eTale ke ja emAM apavAdarUpe paNa keTalAka niyamo haze, e sau koI dhyAnamAM rAkhe. dA.ta. "poNA cetanAthI vadhAre ja dUdha na vAparavuM" A niyamamAM garbhita rIte poNo cetano dUdha vAparavAnI chUTa che. zAstramAM to dUdha ? ja vAparavAno niSedha che. to A anumati zI rIte apAya? paNa hakIkata e che ke AmAM poNo cetano ja 4 dUdha pIvAnI chUTa upara bhAra nathI. enAthI vadhAre dUdhano tyAga karavAnI vAta upara bhAra che. A badhA che ja khulAsA te te niyamonA vivecanamAM karIza. TUMkamAM keTalAMka niyamo evA haze ke jemAM moTA ja ja zithilAcArane aTakAvavA mATe garbhita rIte nAnA zaithilyanI anumati haze. paNa emAM badho bhAra to ? je moTA zithilAcAranA tyAga upara ja samajavo. che. A tamAma niyamo evA che ke jemAM koipaNa samudAyane virodha na Ave. arthAt je niyamo ja pratyeka saMyamIne lAgu paDe ja, evA A niyamo che. eTale sAmAcArIbheda hoya to ya A niyamo ja levAmAM koIne muzkelI nahi paDe. jarUra paDaze mAtra sattvanI ! vIrSollAsanI ! saMyamajIvana suMdaratama ja jIvavAnI nirmaLa bhAvanAnI ! e haze to A niyamo sahelAithI pALI zakAze. A atyaMta mahattvanI vAta e karI lauM ke A niyamo dareka saMyamIe potAnA AtmakalyANanI ja ekamAtra bhAvanAthI karavAnA che. eTale je saMyamIo A niyamo na le, na pALe emanA pratye leza paNa je je tiraskArabhAva na ja thavo joIe. emanI niMdA svapnamAM paNa na ja thavI joIe. jo niyamadhArI che che saMyamIo niyama vinAnA bAkInA saMyamIono tiraskAra ke niMdAdi karaze, to e niyamadhArI che ja saMyamIo puSkaLa Atma-ahita pAmaze e nizcita hakIkata che. guNAnurAgakulakamAM kahyuM che ke - pAsatthAisu ahuNA saMjamasiDhilesu mukkajogesu / no garihA kAyavvA, neva pasaMsA sAmA artha : vartamAnakALamAM saMyamamAM zithila, saMyamayogone choDI cUkelA pArthasthAdinI (ahIM saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali . (9)
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________________ che atyAre pAMca mahAvratomAM garabaDavALA mATe vAta samajavI). sabhAnI vacce niMdA na karavI ke emanI ja prazaMsA paNa na karavI. kAUNa tesu karUNaM, jai mannae to payAsae maggaM / aha rusaI, to niyamA na4 che te to pAse che te zithilo upara karuNA karavI. ane jo ema lAge ke teo ApaNI vAta ja mAnaze to emane sAcI vAta samajAvavI. paNa ema karavA jatAM jo e zithilo krodhe bharAtA hoya to ? cUpa rahevuM. paNa badhe emanA doSI kahetA na pharavuM. vaLI kALanA prabhAve prAyaH tamAma saMyamIomAM nAnI moTI zithilatAo to che ja. eTale che AvI paristhitimAM A niyamone na pALanArAonI niMdA karavI e to aparipakvatA, ahaMkAradoSanI zuM nizAnI gaNAya. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (10)
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________________ 3. doSonI caMDALa cokaDI (AjJAbhaMga+anavasthA+mathyAtva+hAdhanA) 4 upadezamALAmAM taddana vAstavika hakIkata pragaTa karatA kahyuM che ke evi nAma caviThThI 4 pha% sabyapi raviThThasudaM ra ya monnavihArI di sannatyaM vaye cakravartI 4 ja potAnA tamAma cakravartIsukhone choDIne dIkSA levA taiyAra thAya e hajI bane. paNa dIkSA lIdhA bAda $ je zithila banI cUkelA saMyamIo e zithilatAo choDavA taiyAra na thAya je keTaluM nagna satya ! jAtane tapAsIe to spaSTa dekhAya che ke je zithilatAo jIvanamAM ghusI che, che ene choDI devA mATe mana keme ya taiyAra thatuM nathI. badhA upadezo, badhuM zAstrajJAna, badhI bhakti ahIM che 4 nakAmI banI jAya che. navakArazI, vigaI sevana, aMdhArAnA vihAro, bapore uMghavuM vagere vagere keTalIya ja $ bAbato evI che ke jene choDavA, choDavAno prayatna karavA paNa mana taiyAra thatuM nathI. ke ' AvI paristhitimAM A niyamo vAMcyA pachI paNa mana to e niyamo levAnI nA ja pADaze. che "ATalA varSothI niyama vinA ja jIvyA chIe. chatAM kyAM takalIpha paDI che? to have A niyamo laIne ja kyAM herAna thavuM?" evI gUDha nAstikatA manamAM paDelI che je mohanIyanA kSayopazama vinA jaNAtI paNa ja ja nathI. * je saMyamajIvananA ghaNA pustako vAMcyA. ghaNI vAcanAo sAMbhaLI. ghaNA zAstro vAMcyA ane je je vaMcAvyA. chatAM jIvanamAM pesI gayelA zithilAcAro choDavA zakya hovA chatAM paNa A jIve choDyA nathI che ja e badhAnI pAchaLa aihika sukhazIlatAnI bhayaMkara gulAmI ja najare caDe che. "paraloka che ke kema?" evI ja 4 nAstikatA ja manamAM saMtAkukaDI ramatI dekhAya che. "A loka mIThAM, to paraloka koNe dIThAM?" evI ja che haLAhaLa mithyAtvathI bharelI mAnyatAe mana upara kAbu jamAvI dIdho hoya ema dekhAya che. A badhI paristhitimAM zI rIte niyama levAno varSollAsa pragaTe ? e prazna to che ja. eTale ja e batAvavuM Avazyaka thaI paDyuM che ke A niyamo na pALavAmAM keTalA bhayaMkara doSo lAge che. e jANyA pachI kadAca varSollAsa pragaTI jAya to AtamanI muktinA bhaNakArA ya vAgavA maMDe. che (a) AjJAbhaMgaH A pratyeka niyamo sarvajJa bhagavaMta mahAvIradevanI pavitra AjJA svarUpa che. che jo nagaranA rAjAnI AjJA na mAnIe to maraNa sudhInA vipAkI bhogavavA paDatA hoya to trilokagurunI 4 AjJAnI upekSA karanAranI zI hAlata thAya ? ja jeo A niyamo na pALe, teo AjJAbhaMga nAmanA moTA doSanA bhAgIdAra bane che. jIvahiMsA ja karatA paNa AjJAbhaMganuM pApa zAstrakAroe moTuM gayuM che. ekAda kIDI mare to emAM nAnuM prAyazcitta, che paNa kyAMya paNa AjJAbhaMga karo to ekeya jIva na mare to ya moTuM prAyazcitta Ave. dA.ta. nIce joyA ja vinA cAlIe, to A AjJAbhaMga karyo kahevAya, enuM moTuM prAyazcitta Ave. e vakhate kIDI mare to ja ? enuM prAyazcitta nAnuM Ave. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (11) |
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________________ eTale koIpaNa niyamano pramAda, Asakti vagere doSonA kAraNe svIkAra na karo ke svIkAryA che ja bAda bhaMga karo to AjJAbhaMga doSa lAge ja. khAnadAna AtmAo vartamAna gurunI AjJAne paNa bhAMgI nAMkhavA jo taiyAra na thAya to zuM ja trilokagurunI AjJAno bhaMga karavA zI rIte taiyAra thAya? (ba) anavasthA mArI dRSTie cAre ya doSomAM A doSa sauthI vadhu nukazAnakArI che, kemake te che anekone nukazAna pahoMcADe che. atidIrghakALa sudhI nukazAna pahoMcADe che. eka saMyamI koIka doSa seve ane jo ene koI na aTakAve, to dhIme dhIme bIjA saMyamIo paNa A enuM doSasevana joIne dhIme dhIme e doSa sevatA thAya. Ama badhA saMyamIo doSasevI bane. che paramAtmAnI AjJA mULathI ja viccheda pAme. AgaLanI peDhImAM to e AjJAnI jANakArI suddhAM paNa na che ja rahe. Aje lagabhaga 10,000 saMyamIomAM saMyojana vinA (roTalI+zAka, roTalI+dALa, ja dALa+bhAta vagere dravyono saMyoga karyA vinA ja badhA dravyo svataMtra eka-eka ja khAvA evI prabhunI ? 4 AjJA che.) gocarI vAparanArA zuM 100 saMyamI paNa maLe kharA ? moTo gaNAto evo paNa A doSa 4 Aje 90 thI 95% saMyamIomAM phelAI gayo. hAlata to e thaI ke, na rahyo e doSano DaMkha. na rahyA 4 ja e doSa badala pazcAttApanA AMsu ! badhA ya doSa seve eTale e doSa koine doSa lAgato ja na je roja A moTA doSathI saMyama malina bane che. paNa A doSa ATalo badho vyApaka kema banyo? enuM kAraNa zodhazo to evuM ja lAgaze ke A che ja anavasthAe kALo keLa vartAvyo che. te A pramANe - oghaniryuktimAM lakhyuM che ke "gacchanA je sAdhu saMyojanA karIne vAparatA hoya emanI vadhI ja che paDelI gocarI bIjA koIpaNa sAdhuoe na khapAvavI. jo koI khapAve, to AcArya be ya jaNane sakhata ke ja Thapako Ape. gacchamAMthI bahAra kADhI mUke. jo be ya jaNa pazcAttApa karI pharI evI bhula na karavA mATe che kaTibaddha bane to prAyazcitta ApIne gacchamAM rAkhe." saMyojanAdoSa ATalo badho bhayaMkara gaNAto ke jenA kAraNe sAdhuone gacchamAMthI kADhI mUkavA ? sudhInI zikSA thatI. paNa kALadoSane hisAbe evuM banyuM haze ke, eka sAdhu saMyojanApUrvaka vAparato hovA chatAM gurue . ene zikSA nahi karI hoya eTale dhIme dhIme bIjA sAdhuo paNa vAparatA thaI gayA hoya. ane varSo ja je pachI evI paristhiti ubhI thaI ke "saMyojanA e doSa che e jinAjJA ja jANe ke alopa thaI. ? A to mAtra eka daSTAnna ApyuM. AvI seMkaDo bAbato Aje jovA maLaze. roja vigaio vAparavAnuM lagabhaga sAmAnya thai gayuM. aMdhArAnA vihAro vyApaka banyA. ilekTrIka ghaDiyALo saMyamIone dIkSAnA prathama divasathI ja upadhi tarIke apAvAnI paNa zarUAta thaI gaI. dara traNa-traNa divase ke 7 divase kApa kADhI kADhIne dhoLA-dhaba kapaDA paheravA e sAva sAmAnya bAbata banI gaI. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (12)
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________________ vihAramAM mANasa rAkhavo, enI pAse ja badho sAmAna uMcakAvavo vagere cArebAju phelAvA mAMDyuM. vhIlacera vAparavAno kSobha naSTa thayo ane koI kAraNa vinA paNa vhIlaceranA vihAro khUba vadhI gayA. chApAonuM vAMcana zAstrasvAdhyAya karatA paNa vadhAre AdaraNIya banyuM. moMghIdATa vastuono vaparAza saMyamIo mATe zokharUpa banavA lAgyo. gRhasthono paricaya to eTalo badho vadhyo ke saMyamIo pratyenA vAtsalya karatA gRhastho pratyenuM vAtsalya anekagaNuM dekhAvA lAgyuM. AvI keTalI badhI bAbato koNa nathI jANatuM ? A badhuM ja anavasthA doSanuM tophAna che. A dareka doSanI sau prathama zarUAta karanAra ko'ka saMyamI to haze ja ne ? ke jenA pUrve koie paNa e doSa nahi sevyA hoya ane e saMyamI doSa sevato thayo hoya. ane chatAM daMDa lIdho na hoya eTale pachI dhIme dhIme bIjAo paNa e doSo sevatA thayA haze. koI emane aTakAvI nahi zakyuM hoya. e rIte e doSonA sevanano vistAra thato ja gayo ane Aje e doSo evA to ghara karI gayA che ke nUtana dIkSito to ene potAno AcAra ja samaje che. ene doSa mAnatA ja nathI. bolo to kharAM, ekalA gocarI javuM, re ! sAdhvIomAM be jaNa bhegA gocarI jAya e paNa jinAjJAviruddha che evI khabara badhAne che kharI ? 'ekAsaNAmAM dUdha vAparavuM e paNa zAstrAjJA to nathI ja' (bhale, kadAca apavAde vAparatA hoie) evo upayoga badhA ya saMyamIone che kharo ? 'ghaDiyALanA vaparAzamAM tejaskAya ane vAyukAyanI virAdhanA che' evuM tamAma saMyamIo jANe che ? gocarImAM dUdhamAM khAMDa naMkhAvIe ke vahorelI roTalI upara ghI naMkhAvIe ke ghI-goLa bhegA karIe e badhuM jinezvaradevone mAnya nathI.' evuM badhA jANe che ? A badhA doSo varSothI evA to ghara karI gayA che ke e doSono doSa tarIke khaTako to dUranI vAta rahI, doSa tarIkeno bodha paNa durlabha banyo. A keTaluM badhuM nukasAna ! anaMtAnaMta karmono kSaya karI ApavA mATe samartha e jinAjJAo anavasthAnA kAraNe lagabhaga jaDamULathI ukheDAI gaI. je saMyamInA zithilAcA2ne kA2Ne A anavasthA phelAI haze ene keTaluM pApa lAge ? lAkho-karoDo jIvomAM thanAruM jinAjJApAlana A saMyamInA zithilAcArane kAraNe aTakI paDyuM. karoDo AtmAoe anaMta nirjarA gumAvI. zithilAcArane vaza thaIne anaMta karmo bAMdhyA. arere ! zuM dazA thAya e saMyamInI ke jenA kAraNe A badhI anavasthA phelAi? je grupamAM bapore uMghanArAne eka upavAsanuM prAyazcitta apAtuM e grupamAM keTalAMka saMyamIo kAyamI bapore uMghatA thayA, prAyazcitta choDI dIdhA ane ghaNAM ya saMyamIonuM bapo2e uMghavAnuM kAyama thai gayuM. je grupamAM koI sAdhu phona to zuM ? paNa TapAla suddhAM ya lakhatA nahi e grupamAM keTalAMka saMyamIonA kA2Ne phona, pheksa vagere puSkaLa pramANamAM zarU thaI gayA. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (13)
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________________ je grupomAM vijAtIyano paDachAyo paNa levAto na hato, e grupomAM vijAtIya sAthe kalAko sudhInI vAtacIto paNa zarU thaI. atibhayAnaka niSThuratA che A ! ke ApaNA dvArA UbhI thatI anavasthA sAme ghora upekSA karI jema tema jIvana jIvavuM. A rIte zithila AcAra pALavA dvArA saMyamI potAne to nukazAna pahoMcADe ja che, paNa e sAthe seMkaDo, hajAro kadAca lAkho, karoDo lokone durgatinI prabhAvanA karI de che. have to pratyeka saMyamIe A vicAravuM ja paDaze ke "mArI koi paNa pravRtti evI to nathI ne? ke jenI bIjAo upara khoTI asara paDatI hoya. bIjAomAM paNa mArA khoTA AcAranA saMskAro paDatA hoya.' jo evuM dekhAya to vahelI take e AcArathI pAchA haTIne potAne ane bIjAone paNa bacAvI levA joIe. kadAca zArIrika nabaLAI vagere kAraNosara e doSa sevavo anivArya hoya to e doSa e rIte ja sevavo joIe ke jethI koIne paNa enA khoTA saMskAro na paDe. dA.ta. koIka saMyamIe zArIrika kAraNosara roja dUdhamAM ghI nAMkhIne levuM paDatuM hoya to e bIjA aparipakva saMyamIone khabara ja na paDe e rIte ghI laI le. kadAca khabara paDe to e saMyamI vedanA sAthe kahe ke,"A bhayaMkara doSa che. mAre gADha kA2Nosa2 ja A pApa sevavuM paDe che. maherabAnI karIne tame A doSa na sevazo. nahi to tamane puSkaLa nukazAna thaze.'' A rIte ke bIjI koI paNa rIte anavasthAdoSane aTakAve. anavasthA aTakAvavAno sIdho upAya to A ja che ke saMyamI svayaM e doSa sevavAnuM ja choDI de. dA.ta. koIka guru zrAvikAo sAthe ghaNIvAra vAtacIta vagere karatA hoya to emanA ziSyomAM paNa A doSa ghusI javAnI pAkI zakyatA che. have guru jo ziSyomAM A doSa ghusato aTakAvavA mAMgatA hoya to saraLa mArga A ja che ke teo pote ja baheno sAthenA paricayano saMpUrNa tyAga kare. e pachI ziSyomAM e doSa pesI javAno bhaya na rahe. evuM dareka bAbatamAM samajavuM. paNa apavAda mArge AdhAkarmAdi doSo sevavA ja paDatAM hoya to pachI upara kahyuM tema e doSo evI rIte ja seve ke jethI ziSyomAM e doSo gha2 ka2I na jAya. (alabatta A bIjo mArga khUba agharo che.) muLa vAta para AvIe. ahIM je abhigraho batAvAze, e je saMyamI nahi pALe ane e abhigrahothI viparIta AcaraNa ka2ze teo upa2 mujaba pote to nukazAna pAmaze ja, sAthe bIjA anekomAM e anavasthAnuM kAraNa banIne vadhu pApanA bhAgIdAra banaze. ApaNe guNavAna na banIne, bIjAone guNonI bheTa na ApIe, re ! svayaM doSatyAga paNa na karIe paNa bIjAone doSonI bheTa ApavA rUpa ati hIna kAma to zI rIte thAya ? mATe ja saMyamIo manane dRDha rIte samajAve ke 'mArA nimitte bIjAomAM A doSanI anavasthA mAre nathI ja cAlavA devI ane te mATe huM game te rIte paNa A abhigraho pALIza.' | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (14)
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________________ 4 (ka) mithyAtvaH mithyAtvanI pUla vyAkhyA eTalI ja ke paramAtmAe je padArtho je rIte kahyA che ja che, enA karatA viparIta rIte te padArtho mAnavA. eka paNa padArtha UMdhI rIte mAnavo e mithyAtva che. A je , je saMyamIo koI kAraNa vinA doSa sevatA hoya, teo "A doSo heya che evA prabhunA je je padArthane mAnavAne badale "A doSo upAdeya che evuM ja mAnI rahyA che. eTale emAM mithyAtvadoSa spaSTa ja che ja che. 4 prabhu kahe che ke "saMyamIoe vibhUSA na karavI joIe. ane e jANavA chatAM jo saMyamI 3/7 divase kApa kADhIne atyaMta cokhkhA vastro paherato hoya. enI pAchaLa vibhUSA sivAya koI ja kAraNa ke na hoya, to e saMyamI A vibhUSAne sArI=upAdeya mAnI rahyo che evuM spaSTa dekhAya che. e enAmAM che ja raheluM mithyAtva che. 4 ema prabhue dharmopakaraNa sivAya ekapaNa vastu rAkhavAno niSedha karyo hoya chatAM jo saMyamI A poTalI, poTalA nahi paNa kabATo ya bharato thaI jAya to e saMyamI parigrahane sAro mAne che e jaNAI che ja jAya che. A ja enuM mithyAtva che. che Ama prabhue seMkaDo zithilAcArone kharAba batAvyA che. chatAM e AcArone niSkAraNa je saMyamI ja seve, e saMyamI te te tamAma bAbatomAM mithyAtvadoSano bhAgIdAra bane. kevI bihAmaNI A ghaTanA ! ja veSa aNagArano, 6-7mAM guNasthAnano ! ane vAstavikatAmAM dezavirati, samyakta to nahi paNa 4 mithyAtva ja. re ! kadAca evuM bane ke saMyamI aMdarakhAne te te doSone kharAba mAnato hovA chatAM pramAda, 4 ja Asakti, karmodayane paravaza banIne te doSo sevato hoya, AvI avasthAmAM enAmAM samyakta hoya. A paNa e vakhate ya e bIjAone to mithyAtva pamADavAnuM kAma kare ja che. dA.ta. "saMyamIe potAnI sAthe kAma karanAro mANasa, sAikala na rakhAya." AvI vAta keTalA ja che jaino mAnatA haze? moTA bhAganA jaino ghaNA saMyamIo pAse kAmadAra mANasa vagerene joIne ema ja che ja mAne che ke "A rIte mANasa rAkhavAmAM koI doSa nathI. e to bhagavAnane mAnya ja che." A enI ja ja mAnyatA jinavacanathI viparIta hovAthI mithyAtvarUpa bane che. che .' keTalA jaino ema mAne che? ke "saMyamIoe kerI, keLA vagere phaLo na khavAya. e bhayaMkara pApa che che che. eka eka koLiye upavAsanuM prAyazcitta che." teo to saMyamIone A badhuM vahoratA joIne ema che $ ja mAne che ke "saMyamIo phaLAdi khAI zake che. emAM koI doSa nathI." ja AvI DhagalAbaMdha ghaTanAo che ke jemAM saMyamIonA viparIta AcArane joIne hajAro jaino uMdhI ? ja mAnyatAvALA, uMdhI samajaNavALA banI gayA che. have to evI hAlata thai che ke dhArmika gaNAtA kSetromAM paNa keTalAMka jaino ghare AvelA saMyamIne cokaleTa, keDabarI, AkhuM sapharajana, AIskrIma vagerenI paNa 4 vinaMtI kare che. saMyamI nA pADe, samajAve tyAre mAMDa samaje che. A badhI bhramaNAonuM kAraNa jo saMyamIonA zithilAcAro ja hoya to e saMyamIone ke bIjAone mithyAtvanI prabhAvanA karavAne lIdhe puSkaLa doSa lAge e svAbhAvika che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (15)
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________________ aSTaka prakaraNakAra kahe che ke, (3) "je saMyamI bIjAone mithyAtva pamADe, te pote te samaye ja ja mithyAtva bAMdhe." ja alabatta, zithilAcArI chatAM samyaktI evo saMyamI potAnA doSono ekarAra kare. bIjAone ja cetave eTale enA dvArA mithyAtvanI prabhAvanA aTake kharI. paNa emAM ya dareka zithilAcAra vakhate je jonArAone khulAsA ApavA, sAcI vAta jaNAvavI e to samyaktI saMyamI mATe ya zakya na bane. 4 eTale emAM mithyAtvanI prabhAvanA thavAno bhaya to ubho ja che. kadAca A ja kAraNa hoI zake ke zithilAcArI saMyamIne (doSono pazcAttApa hoya to paNa) ; che. zAstrakAroe dIkSA choDIne zrAvaka banI javAnI salAha ApI che. (4) samyagdarzana hovA chatAM sAdhuveSa che sAthe zithilAcArasevana atibhayaMkara vastu che. bIjAone mithyAtva pamADavAmAM A doSo agatyano ja bhAga bhajavI jAya evI zakyatA che. enA badale e saMyamI zrAvaka banI jAya to pachI koI vAMdho na ja ja Ave. A ja kAraNasara je zithilAcArI saMyamI saMyamarAgane kAraNe dIkSA choDavA taiyAra na thAya ene zAstrakAro kahe che ke, (5) "jo zithilAcAra sAthe sAdhujIvana jIvavuM hoya to tAre koInA paNa vaMdana nahi 4 ja levAya. badhAne vaMdana karavA paDaze. tArA zithilAcAranI niMdA ane vAstavikamArganI prarUpaNA karavI ? ja paDaze." jo e saMyamI sAcI vAta na bole, potAnA zithilAcArane na vakhoDe ane samagU AcArane na prarUpe to anekonA mithyAtvamAM nimitta bane. eTale enAthI bacavA mATe chello A mArga zAstrakAroe che apanAvyo. eTale saMyamIoe A paNa vicAravuM ke, "jo A batAvAtA abhigraho huM nahi pALuM to mane ? che to nukazAna thaze ja. sAthe ja bIjAone mithyAtva pamADavAmAM huM jo nimitta banIza to kadAca huM ya che che durlabhabodhi thaIza. mATe vahAlA jinazAsanane gumAvI devAno vakhata na Ave e mATe huM A abhigraho ja ja barAbara pALIza." () virAdhanA jinAjJA viruddha AcAra pALo eTale be virAdhanA saMbhave : (1) AtmavirAdhanA ? ke (2) saMyamavirAdhanA. dA.ta. aMdhArAmAM vihAra karavAnI AjJA nathI. chatAM saMyamI jo rAtre vihAra kare to rastAmAM ja ja aMdhArAne lIdhe sarpa na dekhAya ane e DaMkha mArI de to marI javuM paDe. Ama AtmAnI zarIranI virAdhanA thAya, ema aMdhArAmAM akasmAta thavAthI paNa AtmavirAdhanA thAya. aMdhArAmAM kIDI-pANI-nigodAdi kaMI na dekhAya. eTale enA upara paga paDI javAthI e jIvone kilAmaNA thAya, marI jAya. Ama saMyamavirAdhanA thAya. "muhapattIno upayoga rAkhIne bolavuM e jinAjJA che. je saMyamI khullA moDhe bole. enA ja ja moDhAmAM puSkaLa maccharavALA sthAnamAM maccharo ghusI jAya. enAthI gaLA vagerene nukazAna thAya. e ? ja AtmavirAdhanA kahevAya. ane e maccharAmijIvo marI jAya e saMyamavirAdhanA kahevAya. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (16) {
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________________ ja prAyaH karIne paramAtmAnI tamAma AjJAo evI che ke jenI sAme baLavo pokAranAra saMyamI A che ja be ya virAdhanAno hakadAra banyA vinA raheto nathI. eTale zarIrane bacAvavuM hoya ane bIjA jIvone 4 ja ApaNA nimitte koIpaNa duHkha na thavA devuM hoya to dareka saMyamIe jinAjJAonA pAlanamAM atyaMta ? che kaTibaddha banavuM joIe. zAstrakAro kahe che ke koipaNa jinAjJAno bhaMga karavAmAM A cAra doSo lAgI javAnI pAkI che ja zakyatAo che. "moTo jinAjJAbhaMga karIe to ja A cAra doSo lAge ane nAno jinAjJAbhaMga karIe ja ja to A cAra doSo na lAge" evI mithyA mAnyatAmAM koIe ramavuM nahi. che jema A vAta sarvane mAnya che ke "jinazAsanamAM batAvelA abajo zubhayogonajinAjJAo che che evI che ke e pratyeka jinAjJAnuM pAlana karavAnA pratApe anaMtA AtmAo mokSe gayA che." che tema A vAta paNa hRdaya upara kotarI levA jevI che evo ekapaNa jinAjJAbhaMga nathI ke jenA ja pratApe anaMta AtmAo anaMtasaMsAranA bhAgI na banyA hoya. je saMyamI banIne paMcendriyavadhAdi karanArAo jo anaMtasaMsArI thayA che. to saMyamI banIne ja che muhapattIno upayoga na rAkhavA rUpa AjJAbhaMgane lIdhe paNa anaMta jIvo anaMtasaMsArI banyA ja che. (be ja 4 ya mAM ekAMta to nathI ja.). eTale ja nAnI jinAjJAonI upekSA karavAno vicAra koIpaNa buddhimAna saMyamI na ja kare. 4 eTale je saMyamIo A cAra doSomAMthI bacavA mAMgatA hoya emaNe zakti pramANe darzAvAtA ? je niyamone svIkArIne tenuM pAlana karavuM joIe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali . (17) nA kAraNe
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________________ (4. bhagrahonI AvazyakatA ghaNAne manamAM evuM paNa thAya ke, "have pAMca mahAvrato rUpI moTA niyamo lIdhA pachI bIjA che ? vaLI kyA niyamo levAnA bAkI che ?" koIkane evA vicAro Ave ke "dIkSA lIdhI eTale emAM A pratijJA hatI ja ke "mArI che je zakti pramANe tamAma jinAjJA pALIza ja. eTale emAM badhA ja niyamo pALavAnI bAdhA garbhita re i rIte AvI ja gaI hovAthI have A navA niyamo levAnI koI ja jarUra nathI." AnI sAme carcA-vicAraNA karavAne badale AgamarahasyonuM puSkaLa pAna karI cUkelA ja 4 mahAmahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI ma.sAheba zuM kahe che? e ja joI laIe. upadeza rahasyamAM teo jaNAve che (4) saMyamIoe eka paLa paNa abhigraho lIdhA vinA jIvavuM che kalyANakArI nathI." arthAt saMyamInuM AkhuM jIvana aneka abhigrahothI evuM to gherAyeluM hoya ke emAM che koI paNa pApo praveza karI ja na zake. gacchAcAramAM paNa kahyuM che ke () "saMyamIo dravya, kSetra, kALa ane bhAva saMbaMdhI aneka ja ja abhigrahone dhAraNa karanArA hoya." khuda zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradeve sarvavirati lIdhA bAda eka prasaMga banavAne lIdhe (1) jyAM ? aprIti thAya tyAM na rahevuM, (2) gRhasthono Adara na karavo, (3) mauna rAkhavuM vagere abhigraho lIdhA che che. zuM prabhue sarvavirati lIdhI tyAre emAM "aprItivALA sthAne na rahevuM...' vagere niyamo AvI nathI ? ja jatA? to pachI prabhue zA mATe A badhA abhigraho lIdhA? . eTale vadhu pramANamAM nizcayanayanI vAta karI to to sarva pAponI virati e ja sarvavirati che. je che emAM badhA pAponA tyAganA niyama AvI jAya che. paNa e rIte sthUla rIte lIdhelI pratijJAmAM nAnA che ja moTA vyaktigata pApono tyAga karavAno pariNAma utpanna nathI thato e paNa anubhavAya che. je | sarvaviratimAM vigaItyAgano niyama AvI ja jAya che, chatAM saMyamIo vigaI vApare ja che. paNa ja che. jo mAre vigaI na vAparavI athavA amuka pramANamAM vAparavI" ItyAdi niyama levAya to pachI emAM je apramattatA khUba rahe. vadhu carcA aTakAvIne TUMkamAM eTaluM ja jaNAvuM ke pratyeka paLe ApaNI jAgrata avasthA rahe. pratyeka ja paLe niyamonuM smaraNa ApaNane pApomAMthI bacAvatuM rahe e mATe AvA abhigraho khUba upayogI che. A yogazataka kAra kahe che ke paramAtmA mahAvIradeva te ja bhAvamAM mokSe javAnA hatA eTale emane A abhigraho levAnI koI ja jarUra na hatI. chatAM teoe gocarI saMbaMdhI abhigrahothI mAMDIne jAta- 4 ja jAtanA abhigraho lIdhA te eTalA ja mATe ke teo potAnI zramaNa saMsthAne e upadeza ApavA mAMge ja che ke "sAvadhAna! saMyamIo ! jo tamArA devAdhidevane paNa mokSanI sAdhanA mATe abhigraho levA jarUrI ja lAgatA hoya to tamAre to avazya levA ja joIe. je pratipaLa apramAdadazAne anubhavanArA evA ja paNa bhagavAnane abhigrahonI killebaMdhI jarUrI hoya to pachI Dagale ne pagale pramAda tarapha DhaLI janArA A saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (18) je
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________________ tamArA mATe to abhigraho vinA kSaNa mAtra paNa jIvavuM yogya nathI ja." eTale jo saMyamIonA manamAM evI koI bhramaNAo hoya ke "abhigraho levAnI jarUra nathI. A A abhigraho lIdhA vinA ja ApaNe sAruM saMyama pALazuM" to e bhramaNA bhAMgI nAMkhavA jevI che. ema koIkane evI paNa bhramaNA hoya ke, "A badhA abhigraho to nUtanadIkSito, mumukSuo, 4 je nAnA saMyamIo mATe che. 20 varSanA dIkSA paryAyavALAo, padavIdharo, tapasvIo, viziSTa che svAdhyAyIo, vaiyAvaccIo vageree A badhA niyamo levAnI jarUra nathI." ja to e saMyamIoe paNa e vAta vicAravI ja joIe ke "jo e badhAone AtmasAdhanA mATe ja ( abhigrahonI AvazyakatA na hoya to pachI zuM A badhA karatA anaMtaguNI AtmazuddhinA svAmI ? che bhagavAna mahAvIradevane abhigraho levAnI AvazyakatA kharI? emaNe zA mATe abhigraho lIdhA?" che. che jarAka A vAta paNa saMyamIo vicAre ke chellA bhavamAM to tIrthaMkarano AtmA keTalo badho jAgrata che ja hoya? chatAM atyAranA kALanA sAmAnya saMyamIoe paNa je bhula nahi karI hoya te bhula teo karI ja ja beThA. dIkSA pUrve mA-bApane roja page lAganArA saMyamIoe dIkSA dinathI mAMDI Aja sudhI prAyaH ja che kyAreya bhUlathI paNa mA-bApane namaskAra karI devAnI bhula nahi karI hoya. jyAre bhagavAna potAnA che ja pitAnA mitrane bheTavA mATe (dIkSA lIdhA bAda paNa) hAtha laMbAvI beThA. e pitAnA mitra to kyAreka $ ja kSatriyakuMDamAM AvatA ane eTale kyAreka ja emane bheTavAno prasaMga banato. chatAM evA nabaLA ja je saMskAro paNa prabhune dIkSA pachI jAgrata thayA. A ja kAraNasara prabhue "gRhasthano vinaya na karavo' evI e pratijJA lIdhI. " to ApaNA kusaMskAro to keTalA badhA kAtila che ! nimitta maLatAnI sAthe mAnasika, vAcika, ja 3 kAyika pApo ubhA thaI jAya che. comAsAno varasAda paDe ane dhaDAdhaDa badhe nigodo ubhI thaI jAya ema ja che nAnA-moTA nimitto maLatAnI sAthe ja ApaNAmAM pApI vicAro, AcAro UbhA thaI jAya che. e che e badhAthI bacavA mATe prabhu karatA paNa ghaNI badhI vadhAre jarUra abhigrahonI ApaNane che. je ja jo mokSa mATe AtamanA pratyeka pradezo khUba talasatA hoya, jo paralokano bhaya aMge aMge vyApI ja ja gayo hoya, jo pApa-dhrujAro haiyAne dhrujAvato hoya to vahelI take A abhigrahone AtmasAta karI laIne che paramasamAdhine prApta karI levI joIe. je abhigraho ApaNane zI rIte bacAve che? e daSTAnnapUrvaka samajAvuM. dhAroke roja pAMca ja dravya vAparavAno abhigraha lIdho. have eka divasa pAMca dravya vaparAI gayA che A pachI bAsuMdI vagere rUpa koIka AsaktikAraka dravya AvyuM. khAnadAna saMyamIne sAmAnyathI e vAparavAnI ja ke IcchA thaze to paNa e kaheze ke "mAre pAMca dravya thaI gayA che, mAre A na cAle." ane Ama e ja ja bAsuMdI vAparavA dvArA puSkaLa rAga karIne je bhayaMkara karmabaMdha karavAno hato e aTakI jaze. e saMyamImAM ja thoDoka paNa vairAgya haze to ene AnaMda ja thaze ke "khUba sAruM thayuM ke A niyama lIdho. niyama na hota ja che to huM avazya bAsuMdI vAparata. paNa niyama hato eTale A pApathI bacI gayo." eka saMyamIne niyama hato ke "bahAragAmathI gRhasthoe lAvelI koIpaNa cIja vAparuM to mAre saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (19)
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________________ che bIjA divase upavAsa karavo. eka vAra e saMyamInA saMsArI svajano maLavA AvyA, miSTAnnAdino che ja lAbha ApavA mATe khUba jIde caDyA. gurue e saMyamIne kahyuM ke "tuM jaIne A badhuM vahorI Ava." ja saMyamIe kahyuM ke "gurudeva! vahorI to lAvuM. paNa e vAparuM to mAre AvatIkAle upavAsa karavo paDe." ? che A sAMbhaLatA ja gurue nA pADI ane svajanoe paNa jIda choDI dIdhI. eka rIte svajanone A A saMyamInI niHspRhatA mATe khUba ja AnaMda thayo. Ama A niyame saMyamIne abhyAhatadoSa, vigaI bhojana, Asakti vagere aneka doSamAMthI ja bacAvI lIdho. ' eka pramAdI saMyamIe rAtre pyAlo pUjyA vinA ja sIdhuM emAM mAtra karavAnuM zarU karyuM. e ja 4 pyAlAmAM eka vIMchI AvIne rahelo hato. mAtrAno sparza thatA ja vIMchIe saMyamIne DaMkha mArI dIdho. ja mahAmuzkelIe prANa bacyA. e vakhate jo e saMyamIne niyama hota ke, "rAtre pyAlo pUMjyA pachI ja mAtra karavuM." to A ? je paristhiti kadAca na sarjAta. AvI seMkaDo bAbato che. abhigrahonuM pAlana aneka nukasAnothI ApaNane bacAve che. ApaNA che ja virati pariNAmonI rakSA kare che ane ene vadhAre che. vadhu to zuM kahyuM? jAte ja AvA aneka anubhavo abhigrahadhArI saMyamIone thaze ja eTale mAre ? ja vadhAre kaMI kahevAnI jarUra nathI. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (20)
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________________ 5. saMyamIone cetavaNI AcArAMgasUtrakAra kahe che zithilAcAranuM sevana karavuM e pahelA naMbaranI mUrkhatA che. paNa zithilAcAranA sevananI sAthe sAthe sArA AcArasaMpanna saMyamIonI niMdA karavI, mazkarI karavI, avahelanA karavI e bIjA naMbaranI mUrkhatA che. (1)jeo svayaM zithilAcArI hovA chatAM enA pazcAttApavALA che ane mATe ja jeo AcArasaMpanna saMyamIo upara atizaya bahumAnavALA che, emanA khUba guNagAna gAnArA che. emane badhI rIte sahAya karavA talase che. teo prathamakakSAnI mUrkhatAvALA hovA chatAM bIjI murkhatAvALA nathI. A loko bhale zithila hoya chatAM teo pAse A je guNAnurAga che, AcArasaMpannasaMyamIo pratyeno je Adara-satkAra, sanmAna che. e emane AtmikavikAsa karAvavAmAM mahatvanuM sAdhana banI jAya che. A eka ja guNanA pratApe te zithilAcArIo bhaviSyamAM sAcA saMyamI banI siddhapadane pAme che. paNa jeo pahelI mUrkhatAnI sAthe sAthe bIjI mUrkhatAnA paNa dhA2ka bane che teonI paristhiti to atyaMta dayanIya bane che. mokSamArgathI teo khUba ja dUra dhakelAI jAya che. saMvignapAkSiko zithilAcArI hovA chatAM saMvignasaMyamIonA kaTTara pakSapAtI hoya che ane emano A guNAnurAga, pakSapAta eTalo badho jvalaMta hoya che ke e saMvignapAkSiko 20,30,40 varSanA dIkSAparyAyavALA hoya to paNa Aje ja dIkSita thayelA evA suvihitasaMyamIne bhAvabharIne jAheramAM vaMdana kare. koI emane vaMdana karavA jAya to kahe ke,"ame AjJAbhaMjaka chIe, mATe ja avaMdanIya chIe. amane vaMdana na karazo." saMvigna sAdhuonI sevA-bhakti karavA maLe to A saMvignapAkSiko gAMDA-ghelA banI jAya. saMvignonI sevA e ja emanA mATe jANe ke saMsAra taravA mATenuM jahAja banI jAya. e saMvignapAkSiko game eTalA jJAnI hoya to paNa koIpaNa AtmAne potAno ziSya na banAve. je dIkSA levA Ave e badhAne saMvignonI pAse mokale. * emanI eka AMkhamAM potAnA zithilAcAra badala pazcAttApanA AMsuo vahe ane bIjI AMkhamAM saMvignonA guNo badala harSanA AMsu vahe. A be AMsuo rUpI pANI bheguM karIne ja teo potAnA AtmAnA melane dhoine sApha karavAnuM kAma kare. alabatta Aje saMvignapAkSikano vyavahAra thato nathI. paNa e to hakIkata che ke je zithilAcArI saMyamIo AcArasaMpanna saMyamIo pratye bhakti-bahumAnavALA haze, temanI niMdA kadi na karanArA haze, emanA pakSapAtI haze teo bhAvathI trIjA naMbaranA mokSamArganA musAphara gaNAze. paNa jeo AcArasaMpanna saMyamIo pratye IrSyAvALA banIne ke AcAra saMpanna saMyamIonA vadhatA jatA mAna-sanmAna joIne asahiSNu banIne emanI niMdA-mazkarI karanArA banaze teo mATe mokSaprApti ghaNI ghaNI agharI banI raheze, ema zAstrakAronuM vacana che.. A vAta mAre eTalA mATe karavI paDI ke ahIM apAtA abhigraho badhA saMyamIo to levAnA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (21)
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________________ je nathI ja. keTalA saMyamIo leze? e mane paNa khabara nathI. paNa kyAreka evuM banatuM hoya che ke jeo A ja svayaM AcArasaMpanna nathI banatA teo je bIjAo AcArasaMpanna banatA hoya enI niMdA-mazkarI ja karavA lAgI paDe che. dA.ta. keTalAMka saMyamIo evo niyama le ke "mahinAmAM eka ja vAra kApa kADhavo." ja che eTale traNa-sAta divase kApa kADhanArAo vAraMvAra bole ke "juo ! maladhArI hemacaMdrasUrinA che vArasadArono janma thayo che." koIka saMyamIo evo niyama le ke "vijAtIyatattva sAthe vAtacIta karavI nahi." eTale ? : vijAtIyatattva sAthe vAtacIta karanArA saMyamIo bole ke, "ahoho ! tame to amArA grupanA ? sthUlabhadrajI thazo." keTalAMka saMyamIo gurune atyaMta samarpita hoya, gurunI game tevI AjJAne game te paLe jhIlavA 4 ja atyaMta kaTibaddha hoya. e badhAnA kAraNe gurunI AjJA pALavAmAM pAchIpAnI karanArA, uMdhu-catu karIne 4 ja gurunI AjJAne abharAI para caDAvanArAone aNagamo thAya ane eTale teo mazkarI kare ke, "tame ja che badhA to gautamasvAmI cho hoM ! tame na hota to ApaNA gurunI AjJA koNa mAnata?" ' A badhI mazkarIo ucita nathI, AtmahitakArI nathI" evuM kahevAnI jarUra kharI? zuM keTalAMko mazkarIthI ya vadhu kharAba niMdA paNa kare. dA.ta. mahIne mahIne kApa kADhanArA saMyamIthI 4 $ koka divasa krodha thaI gayo hoya ke AsaktithI miSTAnnAdi vadhAre khavAI gayuM hoya eTale keTalAMko ? je paraspara niMdA ya kare ke "A badhA melA kapaDAvALAo aMdarathI ya melA che. krodha ane Asakti to che ja jatI nathI. emAM A melA kapaDAthI kAMI mokSa thaI javAno che? emane koNa samajAve ke aMdaranA mela ? ja dhuo. melA kapaDA paheravAthI kaMI mokSa nathI thavAno. e badhA karatA to ame sArA." "krodhAdi prasaMge melA kapaDAne koI saMbaMdha na hovA chatAM AvA prasaMgone laIne emanI niMdAdi ? karavAmAM garbhita rIte potAnA vibhUSA rUpa zaithilyane sAruM-sAcuM mAnavAno abhiprAya paDelo che" e che emane koNa samajAve? 4 are bhAI ! jyAM sudhI kevalajJAna na thAya tyAM sudhI koipaNa saMyamInI jAta-jAtanI bhulo ja ja thavAnI zakyatA che ja. karmono udaya vicitra hoya che. eTale kharekhara to je nAnakaDo paNa guNa dekhAya ja che. enI anumodanA karavI joIe. je doSo eNe sevyA che e to doSa che ja. paNa eNTalA mAtrathI enA che guNo ya doSa na ja banI jAya. zrAvako aneka doSovALA hoya che, zuM eTalA mAtrathI emanI prabhubhakti, ja guru bhakti nakAmI banI jAya kharI? UlaTuM ApaNe tyAM ema kahIe ke, "zrAvako ! bhale tame ghaNA pApa ? karatA ho. paNa deva-gurunI bhakti nAmanA guNanA pratApe tamAro uddhAra thaI jaze.' ema ahIM paNa e che nyAya kema na lAge? ke "bhale A saMyamI krodha-Asakti karI beTho. karmodayathI doSa sevAI jAya. paNa che ja enAmAM bIjA je aneka guNo sAcA arthamAM che, e kaMI nakAmA nathI banI jatA. e ja emane mokSa ja tarapha AgaLa dhapAvaze." paNa AvI saMvignomAM rahelA nAnA-nAnA doSone gauNa karIne emanAmAM rahela che sAdhutAne guNone ja jovAnI, AgaLa karavAnI ane ene joIne harSita thavAnI pariNati to saMvigna che saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali . (22)
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________________ ke saMvignapAkSika sivAya bIjA koimAM na saMbhave. eTale saMyamIo A khUba gaMbhIratAthI jANI le ke niyamo laIne AtmakalyANa vadhu najIka na lavAya to ya AcArasaMpanna saMyamIonI niMdA-mazkarI to na ja karAya. emanA doSone AgaLa karIne emanA guNone DhAMkavAnuM ke e guNone paNa vakhoDI nAMkhavAnuM kRtya na karAya. dA.ta. "are ! A saMyamI roja traNa TAima vApare che. e divasanI 20 gAthA gokhato hoya to e zA kAmanI ?" ahIM traNa TAima bhojana rUpa doSane AgaLa karIne 20 gAthA gokhavA rUpa guNane vakhoDavAmAM Ave che. "A vyAkhyAnakAra to chApAo vAMce che. e have vyAkhyAna dvArA ghaNAone dharmamArge joDato hoya to ya enA vyAkhyAnanI kANIkoDInI paNa kiMmata nathI." ahIM paNa enA vAMcavA rUpa doSane AgaLa karIne enA paropakAra=dharmadezanA rUpa guNane vakhoDavAmAM Ave che. kevuM Azcarya che ke mAtra doSa ja vakhoDavA lAyaka che enA badale guNonI niMdA karAya che. kharekhara to sAcA guNavAna vyaktimAM jo koI doSo dekhAI jAya to paNa e jAheramAM bolavA na joIe. vadhumAM vadhu to e ja vyaktine e doSo premathI jaNAvIne e dUra karavAno prayatna karAya. paNa e sAcA guNavAna vyaktinA doSone badhAnI sAme bolIne, enI niMdA karIne ene halako cItaravAnuM kAma na karAya. eTale tamAma saMyamIo A khAsa dhyAnamAM le ke zakti pramANe vadhumAM vadhu niyamo levA. chatAM jo e na levAya to bAkInA AcArasaMpanna saMyamIonI khUba anumodanA karavI. bIjAone AcArasaMpanna banavAnI preraNA karavI. emanA pakSapAtI-guNarAgI banavuM. ATaluM haze to ya tame mokSamArganA musAphara banazo. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (23) 0000000000000000000000
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________________ '6. saMyamIonA niyamo-bhagraho 1. huM roja ochAmAM ochI ekabe traNa gAthA gokhyA pachI ja gocarI-pANI vAparIza : 4 zAstrakAro lakhe che ke (11) "50,000 kevalajJAnIonA guru, mahAjJAnI, chaThThanA pAraNe cha8 4 ja karanArA evA bhagavAna gautamasvAmI pAraNAnA divase paNa savAre prathama praharamAM sUtraporisI karatA." ja che (arthAta sUtra pATha karatA. punarAvartana karatA.) eTale sUtrapAThanuM mahattva khUba ja che.' emAMya ApaNI pAse to eka-ekathI caDiyAtA grantharatno che ke jenA pratyeka zloko AtmAne A jagADI mUkavA mATe samartha che. ema kahI zakAya ke je saMyamIne jeTalA zloko kaMThastha hoya te saMyamInA ja ja eTalA guru che, kemake pratyeka zloka gItArtha-saMvigna gurunI jema saMyamIne patana pAmatA aTakAve che. ? bIjI mahattvanI vAta e che ke zAstromAM koIka padArtha upara pAnAonA pAnAo bharIne carcA che je karyA bAda je chello sAra nIkaLyo hoya che, e sArane ja e mahApuruSo zloka tarIke gUMthI letA hoya che ja che. eTale jo e zloko kaMThastha hoya to tamAma zAstrono sAra ApaNA hAthamAM AvI jAya. * $ | mahopAdhyAyajI ma.nA graMtho vAMcatA evo anubhava ghaNIvAra thayo che ke teo puSkaLa carcA bAda ? che. chelle je niSkarSa Ape e emanA jJAnasArAdi graMthonA eka-be zlokomAM ja emaNe guMthI dIdho hoya che ja zrAvako mATe paiso-dhana e Avazyaka che. ema saMyamIo mATe zlokorUpI dhana atyaMta Avazyaka che ja che. paisA vinAno zrAvaka ane zloko vinAno saMyamI kiMmata vinAnA banI jAya. mATe dareka saMyamIe roja ochAmAM ochI eka-be ke traNa gAthA gokhavI ja joIe. mahAnIzItha sUtramAM kahyuM che ke, (12) "saMyamI roja divasa-rAta zloko gokhavAnI mahenata sakhata kare ane chatAM eka varSe mAMDa aDadho zloka kaMThastha karI zake to paNa eNe e mahenata cAla sakhata gokhavuM, jo roja sakhata mahenata karavA chatAM paNa eka varSe paNa aDadhI gAthA gokhI na zake ja chevaTe svAdhyAya choDI namaskAramahAmaMtranA japa vageremAM manane parovavuM." je Aje to prAyaH koI saMyamI evo nathI dekhAto ke je eka kalAkamAM eka gAthA paNa gokhI na che zake. re ! kalAkamAM 5-10 gAthA gokhavAnI zakti dharAvanAra puSkaLa saMyamIo najare paDe che. e che je saMyamIo jo na gokhe, pramAda kare to jJAnAvaraNIya karma bAMdhe. vartamAnakALane anulakSIne kahuM to pratyeka saMyamI pAse ochAmAM ochA 2000 zloko to ? je kaMThastha hovA ja joIe. Aja kAraNasara meM 14 zAstromAMthI aNamola zloko cUMTI cUMTIne che "jainazAstronA cUMTelA zloko bhAga 1-2" taiyAra karAvela che. vairAgya zataka, IndriyaparAjayazataka ane 4 A saMbodhasittarI A traNa graMtho AkhA gokhyA bAda pratyeka saMyamI kama se kama A be pustakonA 1200 ? je zloko gokhI le to paNa ghaNuM, jenI vadhu zakti-ullAsa hoya te vadhAre paNa gokhe. A niyama lIdhA bAda dhAro ke koIka divasa gAthA gokhavAnI rahI jAya. (mAMdagI vagerenA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (24)
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________________ A kAraNe) to aThavADiyAmAM ja gAthA vadhAre gokhIne e niyama vALI Apavo. ja sAgarasamudAyanA eka vidvAna AcAryabhagavaMtazrIe mane kaheluM ke "huM jyAre vyAkaraNa bhaNato ja hato tyAre mArA gurudeva jyAM sudhI huM be pAnA bharIne saMskRta vyAkaraNasUtro gokhIne na saMbhaLAvuM, tyAM ja sudhI mane gocarI vAparavA na de." kevo suMdara Adarza ! e gurune ane e ziSyane paNa karoDo dhanyavAda che. jo ziSya sAme thAta ! to guru zuM AvI kaDakAI karI zakata? | mArA gurudevazrI paNa ghaNIvAra bAdhAo laI letA ke "mArA amuka ziSyo Aje ATalI gAthA ja ja na gokhe to mAre AvatIkAle dUdha baMdha..." ane gurubahumAnI ziSyo gurune dUdha baMdha na karavuM paDe e - mAthe gAthA gokhavA maMDI paDatA. gAthAo spaSTa uccArapUrvaka gokhavI. manamAM ne manamAM gAthA na gokhavI. uccArapUrvaka gokhelI $ 4 gAthAo hoTha upara jhaDapathI caDe ane varSo sudhI Take. - gAthAo maMdRsvare gokhavI. AjubAjunA saMyamIone khalela paDe e rIte gAthAo moTA svare ? jana gokhavI ane rAtre avazya eno pATha karavo. koIpaNa navI gokhelI gAthA zarUAtamAM kAcI hoya che che paNa jo roja pATha karavAmAM Ave to dasa-paMdara divasamAM to ekadama kaDakaDATa thaI jAya. - 2. huM akALamAM-asajhAyamAM sutrapATha nahi karuM : sUryodaya pahelAnI 48 miniTa, sUryAsta pachInI 48 miniTa ane purimaDhanA paccakhkhANanA ja samayathI AgaLa-pAchaLanI 24-24 miniTa ATalo kALa svAdhyAya mATe akALa kahevAya che. A ja akALamAM pUrvadharoe racelA koIpaNa sUtrano pATha na thaI zake. dA.ta. dazavaikAlika, tattvArtha, prazamarati, ja uttarAdhyayana vagere pUrvadharoe racelA graMtho che. to enA zlokono pATha na thAya. paNa je graMtho eka pUrva 4 3 karatA ochA jJAnavALAe banAvelA hoya teonA graMthono pATha thaI zake. (A bAbatamAM judA judA ? samudAyomAM judI judI sAmAcArI hoI zake che. amuka samudAyomAM A akALamAM koIpaNa prakAranA che e svAdhyAyano niSedha che. AmAM pratyeka saMyamIoe pota-potAnA samudAyanI sAmAcArI pramANe ja A 4 pravRtti karavI. samudAyanI maryAdAnuM ullaMghana na karAya.) dA.ta. jJAnasAra, SoDazaka, vairAgyazatakAdi graMthono pATha thaI zake che. - keTalAMka svAdhyAyanA vadhAre rasavALA saMyamIo vahelI savAre sUryodaya pahelA paNa gokhavA besI ja che jatA hoya che. ema sAMje sUryAsta pachI paNa e gAthAono pATha karatA hoya che. emAM upara mujaba che ja niSedha karAyelA zlokono pATha to na ja karAya. svAdhyAyano rasa sAro, paNa enA kAraNe jinAjJAonuM che ja ullaMghana na thAya. eTale saMyamIoe ekadama upayogavALA banIne A traNa akALamAM upara pramANe ja sUtrapAThano tyAga karavo. A akALamAM upara batAvelA graMthonA zloko navA paNa na gokhAya ke jUnA ja ja gokhelA zlokonuM punarAvartana paNa na thAya. A kALamAM sUtrapATha karavAno niSedha karavA pAchaLanuM kAraNa e che ke halakA devo A akALamAM uparyukta sUtrapATha karanArAone parezAna kare, vaLagI paDe. AvuM jo 10-20 varSamAM ekAdavAra paNa : piyata ka : 0 1 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (romana kalAke I
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________________ bane to pachI bAkInuM saMyamajIvana e vaLagADa vagerene kAraNe ArAdhanA vinAnuM niSphaLa thaI jAya. 4 che eTale ja A akALamAM uparokta zlokono svAdhyAya na karavAno niyama kaDaka rIte pALavo joIe. $ akALanI jema asAyamAM paNa uparanA graMthono svAdhyAya na thAya. caitra-Aso mahinAnI je ja oLInA bAra-bAra divaso, traNa comAsI caudazanA aDhI-aDhI divaso, vagere asakjhAyanA divaso che pota-potAnI paraMparA pramANe jANIne emAM ya svAdhyAyano tyAga karavo. A uparAMta 100 DagalAnI ja aMdara lohI, hADakA, mAMsa vagere saMbaMdhI asakjhAya aMge paNa gurujano pAsethI jANakArI meLavIne e ja samaya daramyAna svAdhyAya na karavo. 3. huM roja 6/8/10 kalAkano svAdhyAya karIza : svAdhyAya e to saMyamajIvanano prANa che. saMyamajIvanamAM koIpaNa khAlI paDato samaya che 4 svAdhyAyayogathI purI devAno che. prAcInakALamAM dRSTipAta karIe to prAyaH pratyeka saMyamIo 24 4 kalAkamAMthI ochAmAM ocho 10-12 kalAka to svAdhyAya karatA ja. AjanI paristhiti badalAI che to paNa 24 kalAkamAMthI ochAmAM ochA 6 kalAka to svAdhyAya ja je mATe nIkaLI ja zake. AmAM saMyamIo saMghane vyAkhyAna Ape, sAdhvIjIo bahenone eka-be kalAka che dharmopadeza Ape, saMyamIo potAnA ziSyAdine pATha Ape ke vAcanA Ape, e badhuM ja svAdhyAyamAM ja ja gaNI zakAya. uparAMta gAthAo gokhIe, saMskRtavAMcanAdi karIe, dhArmika megejhIno vAMcIe, dhArmika pustako ja vAMcIe e badho samaya paNa A kALamAM svAdhyAya tarIke gaNazo to cAlaze. : paNa eka khyAla rAkhavo ke ochAmAM ocho aDadho kalAka eka sAthe svAdhyAya karIe e ja A svAdhyAyanA kalAkomAM gaNavo. koIka saMyamI 10 miniTa svAdhyAya kare, pachI gocarI vAparavA jAya. 4 vaLI pAcho 15 miniTa svAdhyAya kare ane pAcho Ubho thaI caMDila jAya.... to AvI rItanI 10- 4 15 miniTa svAdhyAyamAM na gaNavI. uparAMta 15-20 miniTa svAdhyAya thAya ane tyAM koi gRhastha che maLavA Ave ane enI sAthe pAMca miniTa vAto kare ane e pachI pAcho 10 miniTa svAdhyAya kare to ja ja e rIte e aDadho kalAka svAdhyAyamAM na gaNavo. ema vacce vacce bIjA saMyamIo sAthe paNa ADI-avaLI vAto kare to e vakhatano aDadho ja che kalAka paNa svAdhyAyamAM na gaNavo. hA ! aDadho kalAka daramyAna koIka saMyamInA svAdhyAya aMgenA ja praznano uttara ApIe to zuM cAle. ema svayaM svAdhyAya aMgenA ja prazno koIkane puchIe to cAle. mAMDalI vyavasthApaka gocarI noMdhavA Ave ane gocarI noMdhAvavI paDe to e paNa hajI cAle. vaDIlo kaMIka pUche to aucitya-vinaya mATe uttara Apavo paDe to cAle. paNa e sivAya ADI-avaLI vAto na cAle. eka sAthe aDadho kalAka svAdhyAya thAya to ja A svAdhyAyanA kalAkomAM enI gaNatarI karavI. prAcInakALanI vAta karuM to sAMje pratikramaNa karyA bAda saMthArAporisI Ave tyAM sudhI AcArya, upAdhyAyAdi tamAme tamAma saMyamIo svAdhyAya karatA. saMthArAporisI Ave eTale navA dIkSito ane 4 [ saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (2)
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________________ AcArya saMthArI jatA. paNa je 15-20 varSanA dIkSA paryAyavALA, paripakva sthaviro hoya e badhA to che ja rAtrino Akho bIjo prahara paNa svAdhyAya karatA. (arthaciMtana vagere) e pachI trIjA praharanI $ zarUAtamAM AcArya jAgI jatA ane Akho trIjo prahara pannavaNAsUtra vagere AgamonA adbhuta che padArthonuM ciMtana karatA. cotho prahara zarU thAya eTale trIjA praharanI zarUAtamAM ja ughelA sthavirothI ja mAMDIne tamAme tamAma saMyamIo jAgI jatA. ane AcAryazrIe thoDoka ja ArAma karelo hovAthI zarIra che sAcavavA mATe vaLI thoDoka kALa ArAma karatA. Ama saMyamIo rAtrinA 4 praharamAMthI mAtra be prahara ja vadhumAM vadhu uMgha letA. sthaviro mAtra che eka ja praharanI uMgha letA. AcAryazrI savA-doDha praharanI uMgha letA. bAkIno badho samaya svAdhyAyamAM kADhatA. | mArA gurudeva to AcArya banyA pachI paNa roja rAtre aDhI-traNa vAge UThI jaIne kammapayaDi ja ja vagereno svAdhyAya karatA. - eka munirAja to hada karatA. sAMjanuM pratikramaNa karIne svAdhyAya karavA bese ke cheka savAranA che che pratikramaNano TAima thAya tyAM sudhI bilakula uMdhyA vinA svAdhyAya karatA. (alabatta AvuM kyAreka ja karatA.) je yuvAna saMyamIoe to barAbara svAdhyAyamAM lAgI paDavuM joIe. roja 10 kalAkano svAdhyAya ? je yuvAna saMyamIo sahelAIthI karI zake ane zarUAtanA varSomAM jo sakhata svAdhyAya karazo to pachI che enA atyaMta mIThAphaLo bhaviSyamAM cAkhavA maLaze. svAdhyAyanA phAyadA aparaMpAra che. 4 ' vaLI divasa ane rAta be ya nA bhegA maLIne A svAdhyAyanA kalAka gaNavAnA che. divase 7-4 4 8 kalAka svAdhyAya thAya ane rAtre be-traNa kalAka thAya to e rIte 10 kalAka thaI jAya. chevaTe jenI ke jeTalI zakti te pramANe emaNe A svAdhyAyano niyama levo joIe. svAdhyAyamAM jo sAthIdAra sAthe hoya to khUba anukULa rahe. rAtre paNa be-traNa saMyamIo bhegA ja besIne mastIthI svAdhyAya karI zake. zloko bolavA, padArthonI vicAraNA karavI e badhuM ja svAdhyAyamAM ja gaNI levuM. . - 4. huM kAjo lIdhelI jagyAe ja svAdhyAya karavA besIza : ' je vizALa upAzrayamAM koIpaNa jagyAe svAdhyAya karavA besavuM hoya, to tyAM IriyAvahi karI che 4 kAjo laI, supaDImAM bhego karIne paraThavyA bAda ja tyAM svAdhyAya karavA besAya. keTalAMka saMyamIo ja ja ALasa, pramAdane kAraNe kAjo na lIdho hoya to ya tyAM svAdhyAya karavA besI jAya. upAdhyAyajI kahe ? zuM che ke, "jJAnAvAze hicAritrAcAravirodhenaiva zreyAna, anyathA tu manAvAva " kAjo levo ja ja e cAritracAra che enuM pAlana karyA vinA svAdhyAya karavA rUpa jJAnAcAranuM pAlana e anAcAra ja ja gaNAya. 4 eTale saMyamIoe A bAbatamAM upekSA na karavI. AvI rIte karAyelo svAdhyAya 4 4 AtmahitakArI nahi bane. vaLI A to be miniTanuM ja kAma che. zA mATe koIpaNa kAraNa vinA ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (27)
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________________ jinAjJAno bhaMga karavo ? 5. huM daMDAsanathI ja kAjo laIza, ane supaDImAM bhego karIne paraThavIza : keTalAMka saMyamIo evuM paNa kare che ke iriyAvahi karIne pachI oghAthI kAjo le che. oghAthI kAjo na levAya. kAjo daMDAsanathI ja levAya. vaLI keTalAMko daMDAsanathI kAjo to le, paNa ene havAmAM ja uDADI de che. ene bhego karIne supaDImAM laIne nathI paraThavatA. keTalAMko to vizALa holamAM kAjo levAno hoya to mAtra daMDAsana ja jora-jorathI pheravI de che. A kAjo lIdhelo kahevAya ? ke kAjo uDADelo kahevAya ? samyag AcAra A che ke daMDAsana dvArA eka jagyAe badho kAjo bhego karavo ane pachI supaDImAM laIne ene yogya sthAne paraThavavo. supaDI rAkhavI ja na paDe e mATe supaDIno upayoga ja baMdha karI devo e ucita nathI ja. jo kAjo barAbara levAmAM Ave to upAzraya svaccha rahe. ane to pachI upadhi melI na thAya. vAraMvAra upadhino kApa kADhavo na paDe. (alabatta Aje upAzrayo svaccha rahe che kharAM. paNa e nokaronA kacarA-potA dvArA svaccha rahe che. nokaro saMyamI nimitte kacarA-potA kare eTale emAM je kaMi paNa kIDI vagere jIvonI, kAcA-pANI vagerenI virAdhanA thAya enI anumodanAno doSa saMyamIne lAge.) mAtra svAdhyAya ja nahi, koipaNa kriyA kAjo lIdhA vinAnA sthAnamAM na karAya. vihAra karIne AvelA keTalAMka saMyamIo kAjo lIdhA vinAnA sthAnamAM ja bapore ArAma karatA hoya che evuM paNa joyuM che. ema keTalAMko kAjA vinAnA sthAnamAM ja gocarI vagere vAparatA paNa joyA che. A badhuM ucita nathI ja. pratyeka saMyamImAM A sAva sAmAnya bAbatanI kaTTaratA to hovI ja joIe. AvI nAnI-nAnI vAtomAM bAMdhachoDa karanArAo chelle moTI bAbatomAM paNa chUTachATavALA banIne AtmAne dIrghasaMsArI banAvI detA hoya che. hA ! sAMje rastAmAM pANI cUkavavAdi mATe besavuM paDe to e vakhate kAjo na le to hajI cAle. 6. huM mane pATha ApanArA saMyamInuM ochAmAM ochuM eka vastra savAra-sAMja pratilekhana karIzaH dazavaikAlikamAM kahyuM che ke (13)je ApaNane vidyA Ape, zrutajJAnanuM dAna kare, e vidyAguruno ApaNe AkhI jiMdagI sudhI vinaya karavAno. emano satkAra karavAno. emanA darzana thatAnI sAthe mastaka namAvIne hAtha joDIne namaskAra ka2vAnA. hRdayamAM emanA pratye khUba uchaLato bahumAnabhAva dhAraNa karavAno." have jyAre zAstrakAronuM AvuM vacana hoya tyAre to vidyAdAtA gurunA tamAma kAryo saMyamIe karI levA joIe. emanuM be TAimanuM pratilekhana, gocarI-pANI vagere badhI ja bhakti khUba ullAsa sAthe karavI joIe. vartamAnakALanA eka atividvAna saMyamIe mane kahyuM ke "jyAre huM vidyAguru pAse bhaNato hato. tyAre beya TAIma emano ogho bAMdhato. rAtre emano vyavasthita saMthAro pAtharI deto. evI bIjI paNa sArAmAM sArI bhakti karato. e badhAnA pratApe Aje AvI saMskRta TIkAo racavA jeTalI zaktine sevigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (28)
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________________ pAmyo chuM." jo saMyamI vidyAguru pAsethI uMcAmAM uMcI kakSAnuM zrutajJAna meLavato jAya. paNa sAme emanI sevA-bhaktimAM upekSA kare, kaMTALo lAve to ene e zrutajJAna kadi na phaLe. e zrutajJAna ciMtA ane bhAvanAjJAna rUpe kadi na bane. zrutajJAnanI kiMmata abajo rUpiyAnI che, jyAre saMyamI je kaMIpaNa sevAbhakti kare e badhAnI kiMmata mAMDa hajAra rUpiyA jeTalI che. vidyAguru jo abajo rUpiyAnI kiMmatanuM zrutajJAna Ape to saMyamI hajAra rUpiyA jeTalI sevA-bhakti paNa na Ape ? eTale saMyamIe vidyAgurunI bhakti mana mUkIne karavI joIe. emane badhI rIte prasanna rAkhavA joIe. unALAmAM ThaMDu pANI, gocarImAM anukULa dravyo, vastrono kApa, vihAramAM upadhi uMcakavI vagere vagere zakya eTalI badhI ja bhakti karavI. paNa AjanI paristhiti badalAI che. pUrve to ghaNA moTA dIkSAparyAyavALA, gItArtha, paripakva saMyamIo vidyAguru banatA, Aje to eka-be varSanA paryAyavALA saMyamI paNa bIjA saMyamIone bhaNAvatA hoya che. cAra praka2Na bhaNI cUkelo saMyamI karmagraMtha bhaNato hoya ane bIjA saMyamIne jIvi cArAdi bhaNAvato paNa hoya. A paristhitimAM e nAnakaDA vidyAgurunI pATha lenAro saMyamI upara mujaba bhakti kare e saMbhavita nathI. kadAca kare to paNa e ucita na dekhAya. A nAno vidyAguru e badhuM pacAvI na paNa zake. kadAca bIjAonI IrSyAno bhoga bane. na AvA aneka kAraNosara jo vidyAgurunI uMcI kakSAnI bhakti karavI zakya na hoya to chevaTe ATalo niyama to rAkhavo ja ke savAra-sAMja vidyAgurunA koIpaNa eka vastranuM pratilekhana karavuM. jo bhaNanAro saMyamI vidyAguruno ATalo paNa vinaya na kare to pachI e zrutajJAna ene phUTI nIkaLe evI zakyatA ghaNI che. eTale ja A nAnakaDA vinayamAM to khADo na ja paDavo joIe. emAM upekSA-ALasa na ja thavI joIe. roja be ya TAima ucitakALe vidyAgurunA vastranuM pratilekhana thaI ja javuM joIe. have jyAre bAhya bhakti vadhAre na karI zakAya tyAre AMtarika bahumAna to puSkaLa vadhA2vuM ja joIe. vidyAguru chadmastha hovAthI emanAmAM paNa aneka prakAranA doSo hovAnA ja. e badhAne najaramAM lAvyA vinA emanA zrutadAna nAmanA eka ja guNane najara sAme rAkhavo. eka joradAra zAsanaprabhAvaka saMyamIe potAnA karatA aDadhA dIkSAparyAyavALA saMyamI pAse pATha levAnI zarUAta karI tyArathI zAsanaprabhAvaka dIrghasaMyamaparyAyavALA e mahAtmAe nirNaya karyo ke "A vidyAguru mane vastronuM pratilekhana to nahi ja karavA de. paNa e mArA vidyAguru che eTale have rAtre saMthAro karatI vakhate emanA tarapha paga na thaI jAya enI kALajI acUka rAkhIza ane Ama to mAro mAtrAno pyAlo nAnA sAdhuone paraThavavA ApuM chuM. paNa A vidyAguru nAnA hovA chatAM ya emane to mArA mAtrAno pyAlo nahi ja ApuM." ane kharekhara kaDakAipUrvaka emaNe e nirNayano amala karyo. vidyAguru pratyeno kevo jabaradasta bahumAnabhAva ! keTalAMka saMyamIo vidyAgurunI sevA-bhakti to na kare, UlaTI emanI niMdA-mazkarI kare. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (29)
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________________ che arere ! A ghorAtighora pApa kadi na karAya. jo e vidyAgurunI niMdA-mazkarI na ja choDavAnI hoya to ja bahetara che ke emanI pAse vidyA ja na levI. jethI A ghora pApa na baMdhAya. ja A niyamamAM to ochAmAM ochI sevA-bhakti batAvI che. vadhumAM vadhu to je saMyamI jeTalI karI ja ja zake eTalI eNe karavI ja. 7. huM sthApanAcAryajInI hAjarI vinA pATha ApIza nahi ke laIza nahi? zAstrIya niyama che ke (14)pATha-vAcanA vagere vakhate sthApanAcAryajI=bhagavAna avazya hovA ja ja joIe. thoDAka uMcA sthAne bahumAnapUrvaka bhagavAnane mUkIne pachI ja pATha zarU karAya. kharekhara to pAThaja vAcanA lenArAoe ja A kALajI rAkhavAnI che ke pATha-vAcana zarU thatA pahelA ja tyAM bhagavAna ja je padharAvavA. paNa kadAca teo na lAvelA hoya to pATha-vAcanA ApanArAe bhagavAnanI gerahAjarImAM A pATha zarU na karavo. 4 grupamAM bhagavAna ochA hoya ane tethI pAThanI jagyAethI thoDeka dUra bhagavAna hoya to paNa. je jo badhAnI najara tyAM paDI zakatI hoya to pachI e vakhate pATha-vAcanA karI zakAya ema ucita lAge ja he che. kyAreka evuM bane che ke moTA holamAM dUra-dUra be rUpo pATha letA hoya ane bhagavAna eka ja hoya che A to be ya grupo bhagavAna potAnI pAse = najIkamAM zI rIte rAkhI zake? AvA vakhate dUra rahelA ja ja bhagavAnane anusarIne paNa vAcanA-pAThAdi karAya. ja be pATha upara-nIce levAnA hoya ane bhagavAna eka hoya to pachI e vakhate upara ke nIcevALuM ? je grupa navakAra paMciMdiya vaDe sthApanAjI sthApIne pATha le e ucita lAge che. paNa e vinA to pATha na che $ ja levAya. AmAM sthApanAcAryajI pratyeno Adara-bahumAna bhAva sUcita thAya che. namratA pragaTe che. A 8. huM koIpaNa graMtha guranI rajA laIne ja bhaNIza. stavana-sajhAya paNa guranI rajA laIne ja ja gokhIza : saMyamI mana phAve e rIte koIpaNa pustaka, zAstra, megejhIna vAMcI zakato nathI ja. dhArmika vAMcana che paNa gurunI rajA vinA na ja karAya. kyAreka kahevAtA dhArmika pustakomAM paNa evuM vicitra lakhANa AvatuM ja hoya che ke je saMyamIne nukasAna karanAruM banI jAya. dA.ta. "jaina samAcAra' nAmanA chApAmAM ghaNuM badhuM che kharAba, zAstraviruddha, mithyAtvapoSaka lakhANa Ave che. have "jaina samAcAra nAma vAMcIne koI navo saMyamI gurune pUchyA vinA e vAMcavA mAMDe to manamAM ghaNA khoTA vicAro ghusI javAnI pAkI zakyatA ja che ja. emAM saMyamIne ghaNuM nukazAna thAya. re ! saMpUrNa sAcA graMtho paNa badhA saMyamIo mATe hitakArI nathI hotA. nizcayanayanI uMcI ja vAtothI bharelA graMtho vyavahAramArgamAM zithila saMyamInA hAthamAM jAya to zuM thAya ? vAMdarAne dArU che pIvaDAvavA jevI dazA thAya. vaLI Aje gurune pUchayA vinA dhArmika pustakAdi vAMcanAro saMyamI AvatIkAle gurune pUchyAM ja ja vinA chApAo, kharAba sAhitya vAMcato thaI jAya evI zakyatA ghaNI che. e na thAya to ya AmAM svacchaMdatA to poSAya ja che. I saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (30)
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________________ paramAtmabhakta, svargastha pUjyapAda eka AcAryadeva AcAryapadavI thayA bAda adhyAtmayoganI prApti mATe potAnAthI padavImAM nAnA evA yogIpuruSa eka paMnyAsajI pAse traNa varSa rokAyA. tyAre AcAryadeva derAsara jAya to paNa paMnyAsajIne puchIne jAya. vyAkhyAna karavA jAya to paNa paMnyAsajI ma.ne puchIne jAya. nAnAmAM nAnuM kArya paNa A mahAna AcArya bhagavaMta paMnyAsajIne puchIne karatA. kharekhara to emanI laghutA e ja sAcI mahAnatA hatI. jo AvA mahAna AcArya bhagavaMtane paNa gurune puchI-puchIne ja kAma karavuM atyaMta Avazyaka lAgyuM. to emanA karatA ghaNI ochI AtmazuddhivALA, pramAdamAM lapeTAi javAnI vadhAre zakyatAvALA ApaNA jevAoe to gurune pUchyA vinA koIpaNa kAma karI ja kema zakAya ? pU.pAda AcArya bhagavaMtazrIno A prasaMga vAMcyA pachI paNa je saMyamIo gurune pUchyA vinA ja kAma ka2ze, teo kAM to e mahApuruSa karatA paNa ghaNA mahAna haze ke jethI emane gurupRcchAdinI jarUra nathI lAgatI. ane jo ema na hoya to pachI teomAM niSThuratAdi doSo haze ke A jANavA chatAM paNa jIvanaparivartana karavAnI tamannA suddhAM nathI jAgatI. ahIM to stavana-sajjhAyAdi mATenI ja vAta karI che. paNa e samajI ja levuM ke koIpaNa kAma gurune pUchyA vinA na ja karavuM. "mAtru-sthaMDila javuM hoya to paNa gurunI rajA levI paDe" ATalI vAtamAM badhuM ja AvI jAya che. 9. huM gujarAta samAcAra, saMdeza, divyabhAskara vagere koIpaNa prakAranA chApAo vAMcIza nahi : vartamAnakALamAM sauthI moTuM anarthadaMDa tarIkenuM jo koI pApa hoya to e A chApAo che. saMyamIne hitakArI bane evI eOMya vastu AmAM AvatI nathI chatAM saMyamIo zA mATe vAMce che ? e khabara paDatI nathI. re ! gItArthasaMyamIo vartamAna paristhiti jANavA mATe ane e dvArA zAsana-saMghAdinA hita mATenA mahattvanA nirNayo levA mATe A chApAo upara najara kare to to hajI ya barAbara. paNa je saMyamIo A vAMcyA pachI paNa kAMipaNa sudhArI zakavAnI zaktivALA nathI. mAtra vAMcavA, jANavA ke koIkane e samAcAra kahevA sivAya jeo kaMI ja karI zakavAnA nathI. teo zA mATe A pApamAM paDe che ? e samajAtuM nathI. have to vAta ghaNI AgaLa vadhI che. chApAomAM mAtra rAjakAraNa ke samAjanA samAcAro ja nathI AvatA, paNa gaMdA citrovALI pUrtio Ave che. koIpaNa saMyamInA zubhapariNAmone saLagAvIne rAkha banAvI de, evA DhagalAbaMdha citrothI bharapUra A chApAono upAzrayamAM praveza ja atibhayaMkara che. koI vaLI kahe che ke "ame mAtra samAcAro ja vAMcazuM. pUrtio nahi vAMcIe.'" paNa zuM Avo viveka zakya che ? chAnI rIte zuM saMyamIo e kharAba citrAdi upara dRSTi nahi pADI de ? zuM kyAreka e badhuM jovAnI IcchAo nahi pragaTe ? zAstrakAroe (15) "upAzrayamAM sajAtIyano ke vijAtIyano phoTo suddhAM na joIe" evA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (31)
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________________ khulleAma vidhAno karelA che. koIpaNa zAstramAM evuM nathI lakhyuM ke, "je gItArtha saMvigna saMyamIo hoya, temanA upAzrayamAM bahenonA / bhAIonA phoTAo hoya to paNa vAMdho nahi, kemake e badhAM to e phoTAone joze ja nahi. ane kadAca joze to paNa emane kharAba vicAro nahi Ave." AvuM lakhavAnI hiMmata zAstrakAro nathI karatA to "ame chApAnI sAthe rahelI pUrtio nahi joIe. bhale e bhegI AvatI." evuM kahevAnI hiMmata koNa karI zake ? Aje to badhA ja samudAyomAM navI dIkSAo khUba thai rahI che. badhe ja yuvAna saMyamIonI moTI saMkhyA joIne harSa thAya che. paNa sAthe e kahevAnuM ya mana thAya che ke AvI vizALa yuvA zramaNasaMsthAnuM 2kSaNa koNa ka2ze ? jo upAzrayamAM chApAo Avaze, emAM kharAba citrovALI pUrtio Avaze, kharAba lekho Avaze to A aparipakva, anAdi kusaMskAronA mAlika saMyamIonI rakSA kevI rIte thaze ? kyAreka chApAnI pastIomAMthI evA lekho, citro kADhI kADhIne vAMcanArA ane jonArA yuvAna saMyamIone joIne mAruM haiyuM dhrujI UThyuM che. saMyamIonA hita khAtara paNa upAzrayamAM chApAono praveza aTakAvavo ja joIe. je zAsanaprabhAvaka gaNAtA saMyamIoe chApA vAMcavA ja hoya eNe chApA lAvanAra zrAvakane pahelethI ja kahI devuM joIe ke 'pUrtio vagere kharAba citro, lekho kADhI nAMkhIne ja tAre mane chApuM ApavA AvavuM." ane e chApuM vaMcAi jatAnI sAthe ja eka miniTano paNa vilaMba karyA vinA upAzrayanI bahAra ja e chApuM mokalI devuM. upAzrayanI pastImAM paNa e chApuM hovuM na joIe. (bhale e chApAmAM pUrti vagere nathI. paNa je che e paNa rAjakAraNAdi badhuM ja bAkInA saMyamIo mATe taddana nakAmuM ja che. jo e paNa upAzrayamAM haze to ko'ka saMyamIne A rAjakAraNAdi vAMcavAnuM paNa mana thaze. ane e rIte jo ene rasa paDI jaze, Teva paDaze to gurunI gerahAjarImAM chApA maMgAvato thaI ja jaze. e vakhate e to Avo koI viveka karavAno ja nathI ke 'pUrti vagere na lAvavI? eTale ene puSkaLa nukasAno thavAnA.) paNa jo vaDIlo upara pramANenI koIpaNa vyavasthA na ja goThave to pachI bAkInA saMyamIoe potAnA puruSArtha upara saMyama pALavuM paDaze. teoe makkama banavuM paDaze ke "mArI sAme chApuM paDyuM haze to paNa huM emAM najara nahi karuM. rAjakAraNanA samAcAra paNa nahi vAMcuM. agnithI bhaDakIne jema dUra bhAguM chuM ema chApAothI bhaDakIne dUra bhAgIza." khUba vidvAna, aneka TIkAonI racanA karanArA, tapasvI ane zAsanaprabhAvaka eka gaNivare 20 varSanA dIkSA paryAyamAM kyAreya chApuM vAMcyuM nathI. chApAnA heDIMga upara najara suddhAM karI nathI. A eka zreSTha Adarza che. AvA mahAtmA paNa jo chApAothI dUra bhAgatA hoya to bAkInA mahAtmAoe to atyaMta makkama banIne A pApa dUra phagAvI ja devuM. sAdhvIjIone to A chApAo badhI rIte nakAmA ja che. eTale teoe to vahelI take ene tilAMjali ApavI. vadhu duHkha to e vAtanuM thAya che ke seMkaDo zAstrakAroe zAstraracanA karatI vakhate evI bhAvanA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (32)
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________________ bhAvelI ke bhaviSyamAM thanArA saMyamIo amArA zAstro vAMcI Atmahita sAdhaze." paNa emanI che 4 bhAvanA atyAre to niSphaLa banatI dekhAI rahI che. * e mahApuruSo kadAca svargamAM haze to vicAratA haze ke "arere ! ame A hajAro saMyamIo ja te mATe sakhata mahenata karIne zAstro racyA ane teo zAstro choDIne A chApAMo vAMcavAmAM paDyA? ja che amArI zarama paNa emane na naDI ?" vadhu puNyazALI koNa? e ja samajAtuM nathI. A chApA bahAra pADanArAo? ke jemanA chApAo saMyamIo hoMzathI vAMce che. ke pachI e zAstrakAro? ke jemanA lakhelA hajAro zAstro evA che ke je ja A pothImAMthI ya bahAra nIkaLavAnA bAkI che. che 9. huM citralekhA, abhiyAna vagere megejhIno, navalakathAo vAMcIza nahi : A chApAo roje roja bahAra pADejyAre A citralekhA, abhiyAna vagere puSkaLa megejhIno che 4 aThavADiye, paMdara divase ke mahine bahAra paDe che. A badhA megejhIno paNa ochA kharAba nathI. A - A uparAMta keTalAMka saMyamIo vyavasAyI jaina-jainatara lekhakoe lakhelI dhArmika (!) # A navalakathAo vAMce che. alabatta e navalakathAnA mukhya pAtro rAjA vikrama, ilAcikumAra vagere dhArmika ja pAtro ja che. emAM aMte jainadharmanuM sAruM ja batAveluM che. paNa e pahelAnA pAnAomAM kyAMka zRMgAranuM, na to kyAMka rahasyamaya ghaTanAonuM varNana hoya che. A badhuM ja AtmavikAsa mATe taddana pratikULa che. AkhA ja A pustakanA 3-4 pAnAo sivAya bAkInuM tamAma lakhANa lagabhaga vikathArUpa ja hoya che. AvA to bIjA ja ghaNA navalakathA jevA pustako hoya che. AvA koIpaNa prakAranA pustako saMyamIe na vAMcavA. - A uparAMta joksanA pustako, komIksa vagere paNa sadaMtara tyAgI devA. te kharekhara to saMyamI saMskRta ke prAkRta sivAya bIjuM kaMI ja na vAMce e zreSTha che. vartamAnakALamAM ? che AcArya bhagavaMto vagere dvArA lakhAtA pustako, megejhIno vAMce e ya sAruM che. jinAjJA-zAMti saurabha ? vAMce eno ya vAMdho bhale na laIe, e sivAyanA bAkInA sAhityothI saMyamIoe bAra gAu cheTA rahevuM. je upadezarahasyamAM upAdhyAyajI ma. e kahyuM che (14) "vikathApUrvakanA zAstrAbhyAsane svAdhyAya na ja ja kahevAya." arthAta vikathAo svarUpa vAMcana karanArAo bAkInA kALamAM svAdhyAya kare to paNa e sAco ja te svAdhyAya nathI. jemAM bAkInA kALamAM paNa vikathAnuM vAMcanAdi na hoya e ja svAdhyAya svAdhyAya ? na kahevAya. 10. huM eMThA mukhe bolIza nahi? * lagabhaga 70 varSanI vRddha uMmare eka suvihita, gItArtha AcAryadeva ekavAra baporanI gocarI 4 bAda bhagavAnanI sAme paMcAMga praNipAta khamAsamaNA ApatA hatA. ziSya A dazya pahelI vAra joyuM. A A "ATalA badhA khamAsamaNA zA mATe ApatA haze?" ziSya pU. gurudevazrIne pUchyuM. teozrI kahe, "50 che. varSa pUrve meM niyama lIdhelo ke jo eMThA moDhe bolAI jAya to 15 khamAsamaNA ApavA." Aje che ja pahelIvAra huM bhulamAM eMThA moDhe bolyo. A kAraNasara khamAsamaNA ApuM chuM. 50 varSa pUrveno niyama yAda hovo, 50 varSamAM eka paNa vAra bhUla na thavI ane Aje bhula $ saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (33)
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________________ thaI to enI zikSA bhogavavI A badhI viziSTatAo joI ziSya to Abho ja banI gayo. keTalAMka saMyamIone evI Teva hoya che ke gocarI mAMDalImAM vAparatA jAya ane vAparatA vAparatA vAtacIta paNa karatA jAya. AmAM puSkaLa jJAnAvaraNIya karma baMdhAya. junA vaDIlo to eTalA badhA kaTTara hatA ke gocarI vAparatA kaMika ekAda vAkya bolavAnI jarUra paDe to traNa-traNa vAra pANInA kogaLAthI moDhuM barAbara svaccha karI,"moDhAmAM ekapaNa dANo rahI gayo nathI ne ?" enI bhAre cIvaTa karyA bAda ja bole. A khUba suMdara paraMparA ApaNe badhAe jALavavI joIe. AmAM bIjo lAbha e thAya ke gocarI vAparatI vakhate bolavAnuM na hovAthI zAMti rahe, gocarI jhaDapathI vaparAya eTale 48 miniTamAM saMmUcchima thavAnI zakyatA paNa na rahe. bAkI vAto karavAmAM to kyAreka kalAka-doDha kalAka thaI jAya to ya khabara na paDe. saMmUrcchimanI virAdhanAM thAya. jeTaluM ochuM bolAya eTaluM sAruM ja che. 11. mAtrAno pyAlo ke sthaMDilano pyAlo hAthamAM hoya tyAre huM nahi boluM : mAtrAno ke sthaMDilano pyAlo khAlI hoya ke bharelo hoya to paNa e azucinuM sAdhana hovAthI e hAthamAM hoya to bolAya nahi. bolavAnI jarUra paDe to pyAlo jamIna upara mUkI pachI bolI zakAya. ema eka hAthamAM pyAlo hoya ane bIjA hAthamAM pustaka upADIe to e paNa ucita nathI lAgatuM. chatAM A bAbatamAM je samudAyamAM je vyavahAra hoya, te samudAyanA saMyamIoe te ja pramANe vyavahAra karavo. A vAMcIne samudAyano vyavahAra toDavAnuM kAma koIe na karavuM. 12. huM pustakone ke vaDIlone pITha thAya e rIte nahi besuM : deva ane gurune ApaNe kadi pITha nathI karatA. to pustako paNa eTalA ja mahAna che. zAstrakAroe to dvAdazAMgI=zrutajJAnane ja tIrtha kahyuM che. ane khuda tIrthaMkara devo e zrutajJAna rUpa tIrthane namaskAra kare che. eTale pustako, pratone pITha na ja karAya. upAzrayamAM cAre bAju saMyamIo beThelA hoya ane badhAnA sthAne pustakAdi paDelA hoya. dareka saMyamIe besatI vakhate upayoga mUkavo ke "mArI pITha pustako sAme to nathI thatI ne ?" ghaNIvAra upAzrayamAM ja jJAnabhaMDAranA kabATo hoya che. emAM jo baMdha kabATo hoya to enI sAme pITha karavAmAM hajI vAMdho nathI. paNa jo e kabATo kAcavALA hoya ane eTale pustako dekhAtA hoya to pachI e tarapha pITha na karAya. pustakanI jema ApaNA karatA vaDIla koIpaNa saMyamI ApaNA mATe vaMdanIya che. emane paNa pITha na karAya. eTale upAzrayamAM evI rIte ja besavuM ke vaDIla munione pITha na thAya. vaDIlo pratye hRdayamAM bahumAna hoya to ja A zakya bane. nahi to pachI upekSA thAya. vaDIlone pITha karanAra saMyamI cAritranI AzAtanA karanAro bane. mATe ja vaDIlanI AgaLa cAlavAno paNa niSedha kemake e rIte cAlavAmAM vaDIlane pITha thAya ane lokamAM paNa kharAba lAge. (rasto batAvavA vagere kAraNasara AgaLa cAlavuM paDe to eno vAMdho nathI.) saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (34)
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________________ 13. huM pustakone ke vaDIlone paga thAya e rIte nahi besuM, nahi UMghuM : jo pustako ke vaDIlone pITha na karAya to paga to na ja karAya e svAbhAvika che. ghaNIvAra nAnA upAzrayomAM rAtre saMthAro karatI vakhate A muzkelI ubhI thatI hoya che. jagyA ja evI hoya ke vaDIlo tarapha paga thAya e rIte saMthAro karavo paDe. paNa e vakhate game te vyavasthA karIne A AzAtanA TALavI. eka bhavabhIru AcAryadeva vAsaNAnA upAzrayamAM pATa upara saMthAro karatI vakhate sAthenA sAdhune kahyuM ke, "dUra je pelo daravAjo che, enA upara koIka sTIkaro coMTADelA meM joyA hatA. eTale e tarapha paga rAkhuM to jJAnanI AzAtanA thAya." ane ema kahI potAnI jagyA pheravI. 25 DagalA dUra rahelA sTIkaranA akSaro tarapha paNa paga na karavAnI keTalI badhI sUkSma kALajI ! nAnA saMyamIoe saMthAro karatI vakhate pahelethI ja A upayoga rAkhavo ke potAnA paga vaDIla jJAna tarapha na thAya. ema sthApanAcAryajI tarapha paNa paga na thavA devA. derAsara tarapha paNa paga na thavA devA. hA ! ApaNA paga ane pustaka / vaDIla vacce Tebala vagere kaMIka mUkI daIe to pachI vAMdho nahi. vacce TebalanI ADaza AvI javAthI AzAtanAno doSa na lAge. 14. huM zAnanI koIpaNa vastu jamIna upara nahi mUkuM : kharekhara to saMyamIone A sAva sAmAnya vAta kahevAnI jarUra ja nathI. saMyamIo pustakAdine jamIna u52 mUke e zaikya ja nathI. chatAM keTalAMka prasaMgo joyA che eTale Avo niyama paNa lakhavo paDyo. * keTalAMka saMyamIo pustaka paNa sIdhuM jamIna upara mUkI detA hoya che. keTalAMko vaLI pustaka to jamIna upara na mUke. paNa chApAo jamIna upara pAtharIne vAMcatA hoya che. keTalAMko vaLI posTaro, patrikAo, posTakArDAdi sTezanarIo, bolapena, pensila vagerene jamIna upara mUkatA hoya che. levI.' jJAnanA koIpaNa sAdhano jamIna upara na mUkAya. ene Tebala vagere upara mUkavA joIe. navakAravALI, navakAravALInuM jhoLIyuM, pratanI pothI A badhA mATe paNa uparanI vAta samajI 15. huM gocarI vAparatAM vAparatAM pustaka-pAnA nahi vAMcu : keTalAMkone AvI paNa Teva hoya che ke je koi TapAlo, patrikAo AvI hoya e khoLAmAM rAkhIne vAMcatA jAya ane bIjI bAju gocarI vAparatA jAya athavA eka hAthamAM TapAlAdi pakaDIne vAMce ane bIjA hAthathI gocarI vApare. jo ke A vakhate saMyamI bolato nathI e sAcI vAta. chatAM moDhuM eThuM hovAne lIdhe A rIte vAMcavuM ucita to nathI. bIjI vAta e che ke gocarI vAparatI vakhate gocarInA pratyeka koLIyAmAM upayoga rAkhavAno che. kadAca koI jIva emAM AvI gayo hoya, kadAca sacitta dANo AvI gayo hoya to e upayogapUrvaka saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (35)
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________________ vAparanArane khabara paDe ane eno tyAga karI zake. paNa jo vAparatI vakhate vAMcanAdimAM upayoga rAkhe $ ja to gocarInI vastuomAM to upayoga na ja rahe.pariNAme sacitta, abhakSyAdi vaparAI javAthI A saMyamavirAdhanA thAya. ghaNIvAra pAtrAmAM uDatA jIvo paDatA hoya che. kIDIo caDI jatI hoya che. kyAreka uDatI ? che mAkhIo paNa paDatI hoya che. eTale upayoga vinA vAparanArane A badhI virAdhanAnuM pApa lAge. eTale 4 saMyama virAdhanA na thAya e mATe paNa gocarI vAparatI vakhate pustako-prato-TapAlo-patrikAo vagere kaMi ja ja na vaMcAya. - sUkSma rIte joIe to gocarI vAparatI vakhate bIjA koInI vAtomAM paNa dhyAna na apAya. jo 4 mana bIjAnI vAto sAMbhaLavAmAM ekAgra bane to pAchI upara kahyA praNAmenI saMyamavirAdhanA ubhI thAya. khAtA khAtA vAMcavuM e to AjanA morDana gRhasthonI Teva che. saMsArIo savAre cA pItA pItA ja chApAo vAMcatA jovA maLe che. A rIta saMyamIomAM zI rIte zobhAspada bane ? je 16. huM jeTalI TapAla lakhIza, eTalA logassano ubhA ubhA kAusagna karIza athavA jeTalI ? TapAla lakhIza eTalI navI gAthAo gokhIza : che "A huMDA avasarpiNI kALe kevo kALo kera vartAvyo che e joIe. zAstrakAro yatijItakalpa che ja vagere graMthomAM lakhe che ke (1) eka eka akSara lakhavAnuM prAyazcitta eka eka AMbila Ave. jo saMyamI ja ? eka TapAlamAM 100 akSara lakhe to ene 100 AMbilanuM prAyazcitta Ave. ema jeTalIvAra pustaka ke prata khola-baMdha kare eTalA AMbila Ave. divasamAM 10 vAra pustaka che khola-baMdha karyuM. to 10 AMbilanuM prAyazcitta Ave. akSaro lakhavA e bhayaMkara pApa gaNAtuM. pustako lakhavA e ya bhayaMkara pApa gaNAtuM. alabatta je kALamAM saMyamIo khUba viziSTa kSayopazamavALA hatA ane mATe badhuM maukhika ja ja je bhaNavAnuM cAlatuM hatuM. bAra aMgo vagere koIpaNa zrutajJAna akSaradehe lakhAyuM na hatuM e kALanA A che utsargamArganA niyamo hatA. kALa paDato gayo ane chevaTe saMyamIonA kSayopazamAdinI maMdatAne joIne mahApuruSoe badhuM ja zrutajJAna akSaradehe utAryuM. graMtho-prato lakhAvA lAgyA. e kALamAM mAtra zrutajJAna ja lakhAtuM. patra ja ja vyavahArAdi prAyaH saMyamIo na karatA. teo jANatA ke A moTuM pApa che. dhIme dhIme patravyavahAra paNa zarU thayo. zarUAtamAM gADha kAraNosara ja patro lakhAtA. paNa pachI e che e viveka paNa ghaTato gayo. posTakArDa, AMtaradezIya, AMgaDiyA, kuriyara vagere sagavaDo khUba vadhI gaI che 4 ane khedanI vAta che ke zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra devanA zramaNa saMghamAM A dUSaNa khUba vyApaka banyuM. A hA! gADha kAraNosara AMgaDiyAdi karavAmAM Ave enI to zAstrakAro paNa maMjurI Ape ja che. ? che dA.ta. koI zrAvaka ke saMyamI sAthe vadhAre manaduHkha thayuM hoya to saMvatsarI vakhate kSamApanAno patra re e lakhIe e hajI yogya gaNAya. gacchAdhipatizrI vagerene AlocanA mokalavAnI hoya ane e e ja atimahattvanI hoya, to aMgata mANasa mokalIne ya AlocanA mokalAya, kuriyarAdi karAya e ya hajI ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (36) kAmaka, ane
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________________ pAgya gaNAya. saMsArI svajanonI tabiyata ghaNI vadhAre gaMbhIra hoya tyAre emane samAdhi-zAtA maLe e mATe saMyamI patra lakhe to e ya hajI yogya gaNAya. koIka gRhasthoe ke saMyamIe zAsananuM viziSTa kAma karyuM hoya, mAsakSapaNAdi ugra tapazcaryA karI hoya ane enI anumodanA mATe patra lakhIe e paNa barAbara. bhaNatA bhaNatA ubhA thayelA praznonA samAdhAna meLavavA mATe dUra rahelA vidvAnone patra dvArA prazno lakhIne mokalavA paDe e paNa barAbara... AvA aneka puSTa kAraNosara TapAlAdi lakhavAmAM apavAdamArge zAstrakAronI saMmati maLe ema samajI zakAya che. paraMtu saMyamIo gRhasthonI jema badhA saMyamIone ke oLakhANavALA saMyamIone nUtana varSAbhinaMdananA kArDa mokale to ? ghaNA gRhastho sAMvatsarika kSamApanAnA kArDachapAvIne svajanAdine mokalatA hoya che ema saMyamI "je saMyamIo chellA varSamAM maLyA sudhdhAM nathI ane eTale jemanI sAthe koIpaNa jAtano aNabanAva banyo nathI." evA saMyamIo vagerene paNa kSamApanAnA kAgaLo dara varSe mokale to ? ema svajanone,'bhaktone paNa koI kAraNa vinA upadeza vagerenA kAgaLo lakhe to ? "tame kema mane chellA cAra mahinAthI maLavA nathI AvyA ? A patra maLe eTale mane maLavA Avo." evA ane evI jAtanA bIjA patro lakhe to ? jyAM potAnA jJAna-darzana-cAritra leza paNa vRddhi na pAme evI koIpaNa pravRtti zuM jinazAsanano suvihita aNagAra AdarI zake kharo ? ane AvI pravRtti karanAro aNagAra zAsanano zaNagAra banI zake kharo ? gRhastho potAnI meLe bhaktibhAvathI saMyamIne vaMdana karavA Ave to emAM saMyamIne koI doSa nathI. paNa saMyamI sAme cAlIne gRhasthone potAne maLavA mATe bolAve, teo Ave emAM rAjI thAya to emanA dvArA musApharI vageremAM je koI virAdhanA-hiMsA thaI, e badhAnI anumodanAnuM pApa saMyamIne lAge. ane to pachI roja nava vAra bolAtA 'karemi bhaMte' sUtranI zuM hAlata ? emAM karaNakarAvaNa-anumodana traNe ya pApono niSedha che. zuM saMyamI A badhuM jANavA chatAM pratijJAbhaMga karavA taiyAra che ? emAM raMja ke pazcAttApa nathI ? eka vizALa samudAyanA 150 upara vardhamAna tapanI oLInA ArAdhaka AcArya bhagavaMte mane vAta karelI ke "teo AkhA varSamAM mAMDa be ke traNa posTakArDa lakhe che. e paNa atyaMta Avazyaka gaNAya te ja. e sivAya patra lakhavAnuM pApa e karatA nathI. hA ! koI prazno puchAve to enA javAbo Ape che.' AcAryapadavI para rahelA mahAtmAne jo patro lakhavAnA nahivat hoya to zuM bAkInA saMyamIo kamasekama emanA jeTalI aMtarmukhatA na keLavI zake ? Aje paNa evA ghaNA mahAtmAo che ke jeo potAnA cAturmAsa pravezanI patrikA to nathI ja chapAvatA, paNa potAMnA bA-bApujI suddhAMne paNa patra dvArA eTaluM jaNAvatA nathI ke 'mAro A divase A sthaLe cAturmAsa praveza che' pachI bIjA bhakto ke zrAvakone jaNAvavAnI vAta to sAva dUra ja rahI ! saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (37)
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________________ posTakArDa posTamena laI jAya ane cheka saranAme pahoMcADe, tyAM sudhImAM thanArI badhI virAdhanAnI che ja anumodanA posTakArDa lakhanArA saMyamIne lAge. A badhI vAstavikatA hovAthI ja saMyamIoe bAhya badhA saMbaMdho tyAgIne eka paNa patra lakhavo ? che ja na paDe evI aMtarmukhatA sAdhI levI joIe. chatAM eTalI badhI aMtarmukhatA sAdhI na ja zakAya to chevaTe sApekSabhAva tarIke A niyama levo che ke jeTalA patro huM lakhuM eTalA logassano mAre ubhA ubhA kAussagna karavo. ghaNIvAra to comAsAmAM saMyamI posTakArDa, TikITa vagere je sTezanarIo vahore che, e joIne ja ja zrAvako ya hebatAI jAya che. bhaktithI vahorAve to kharA paNa manamAM vicAre ya kharAM ke "saMsArI koNa? ? che jene bAhya padArtho sAthe vadhu saMbaMdha hoya e saMsArI. jene bAhya padArtho sAthe ochAmAM ochA saMbaMdho che ja thAya e sArAmAM sAro saMyamI. ahIM to ame AkhA varSamAM jeTalA patro nahi lakhatA hoIe eTalA ja ja saMyamIo lakhe che. zuM samajavuM?" mATe pharI bhArapUrvaka kahuM chuM ke zakya hoya eTalA patravyavahAra baMdha ja karavA. chatAM je huM je patravyavahAra karavA ja paDesa enA sApekSabhAva rUpe A niyama ke enA jevo koI bIjo niyama (bAMdhI che navakAravALI vagere rUpa) svIkAravo. 17. huM pazu-paMkhIonA avAja nahi karuM ane totaDA-bobaDA vagerenA cALA nahi pAruM ja mazkarI karavAnA svabhAvavALA saMyamIo keTalIkavAra bALakone gabharAvavA mATe "bho bho!' che ema kutaranA avAjo kare. kyAreka vaLI pAuM..." bilADInA avAjo kare. koI Darapoka saMyamIne ja gabharAvavA mATe bhUta-pretano rola paNa kyAreka ko'ka saMyamI bhajavI letA hoya che. ja ema kAgaDA, cakalInA avAjo ya hoMziyAra (!) saMyamIone AvaDatA hoya che. to keTalAMka saMyamIo koIka totaDA-bobaDA saMyamI vagerenI mazkarI karavA mATe pote paNa enI ja jema jANI joIne totaDuM bole. koIkane hasAvavA mATe ya totaDuM bole. koIka saMyamInI cAlavAnI paddhati che che jarAka vicitra hoya to bIjo saMyamI bAkInAone pelA saMyamInI cAlavAnI ekzana pote evI rIte $ ja cAlIne batAve. badhA hase. koIkanI vaLI gocarI vAparavAnI paddhati vicitra hoya to bIjo saMyamI ja enA cALA pADI, enA jevI ja ekazana karI badhAne hasAveM. ja eka grupamAM vRddha sAdhune vAyu prakopanA kAraNe cAlu pratikramaNamAM paNa moTA moTA bagAsA roja AvatA. e vakhate bIjo eka saMyamI jevA AmanA bagAsA zarU thAya eTale emanA tarapha moDhuM karI che ja pote paNa jora-jorathI bagAsA khAvA mAMDe. zrAvako jue paNa zuM bole ?' sarakasanA jokarone zobhe evI pravRtti jo saMyamIo karatA thaI jAya to pachI A mahAna 4 ja zAsananI rakhevALI koNa karaze? pratyeka saMyamI jainazAsanano subhaTa che. eNe to pratyeka paLe gaMbhIra banI atyaMta jAgrata rahIne ja ja zAsananI-svasaMyamanI rakSA karavAnI che. e AvI ThaThThAmazkarIno bAdazAha bane te zI rIte paravaDe? ja mukhyatve saMyamIonA mukha upara be hAvabhAva khUba zobhe che: (1) potAnA doSo badala, zAsananI ciMtA ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali = (38)
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________________ badala, potAnA mokSanI ciMtA badala becenIno bhAva ! ciMtAturatAno, gaMbhIratAno bhAva ! (2) maLelA saMyama-zAsana badala, zAsanarAga badala dhagadhagatI khumArIno bhAva ! e sivAya A cena-cALA vagere vakhoDavA lAyaka che. uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM kahyuM che ke (18)'AvA vANI ane kAyAthI vicitra pravRttio karIne bIjAone hasAvanArA saMyamIo kAMdarSikI bhAvanAvALA kahevAya. AvA saMyamIo tyAMthI marIne kAMdarSika kakSAnA halakA devomAM utpanna thAya ane tyAMthI pachI emanI dIrghasaMsAranI bhramaNayAtrA zarU thAya." eTale 'A doSo nAnA-sunA che' evuM na mAnavuM. vaLI A badhAmAM koI phAyado to dekhAto nathI. A to sAva ja anarthadaMDanA pApo che. samaju zrAvako paNa anarthadaMDanA pApo na kare to paMca mahAvratadhArI saMyamI to zI rIte kare ? mATe pratyeka saMyamIoe AvA pazu-paMkhIonA avAjo kADhavA, ke koInI paNa ceSTAonA cenacALAdi karavAnA pApo sadaMtara choDI ja devA joIe. dRDhatApUrvaka A pratijJA karI levI joIe. vaLI AvA cALAo karavAmAM kyAreka paraspara saMyamIomAM moTA jhaghaDA ubhA thai jatA hoya che. jenA cALA karavAmAM Ave e saMyamI gusse thaIne jematema bole ane e rIte pachI jhaghaDAo thAya. 18. huM mArA kAgaLonI pAriThAvaNI vidhipUrvaka karIza. game tyAM nAMkhI daiza nahi H saMyamI pote je kaMipaNa lakhI lakhIne noTo banAve, bhaNatI vakhate raphapAnAmAM badhuM lakhe, saMyamI upara bIjAonA patro Ave A badhA ja kAgaLo game tyAM nAMkhI na devAya, kemake jo game tyAM nAMkhI daIe to pachI e kAgaLo vAyunA kAraNe kAyama Amatema uDyA kare. puSkaLa vAyukAyanI virAdhanA thAya. uDatA uDatA e kAgaLo nadI-taLAvamAM jaIne paDe to akAyanI virAdhanA thAya. kyAreka koI eno tApaNAmAM upayoga kare to tejasakAyanI virAdhanA thAya. vaLI A rIte jJAnanuM sAdhana kAgaLo game tema uDyA kare eTale jJAnanI virAdhanA to kharI ja. eTale A badhA nakAmA, potAnA kAgaLo bhegA karI enA TukaDA karI ene vidhipUrvaka paraThavavA paDe. koIka jagyAe pANI vinAnA avAvarA kuvA hoya che. e jo UMDA hoya to pachI kAgaLanI pAriThAvaNInuM poTaluM bAMdhI, dorI vaDe nIce utArI dorI dhIre dhIre halAvIne badhA kAgaLo kuvAmAM paraThavavA. sIdhA uparathI nAMkhI na devAya, kemake emAM vAyu vigerenI vadhu virAdhanA thAya. e kuvAmAM nigoda vagere na hovA joIe. A rIte kuvAmAM poTaluM utAratA karoLiyAnA jALA vagere tUTI na javA joIe. TUMkamAM virAdhanA na thAya enI kALajI rAkhavI paDe. AvA kuvA na maLe to jyAM khADAo khodAyelA hoya emAM paNa kAgaLanI pAriThAvaNI karI zakAya. derAsara, upAzrayanA khADA khodAtA hoya, kyAMka navA makAna vagere banatA hoya to enA khADA khodAyelA hoya. kyAMka jamInamAM pAIpalAIna vagerenA khADAo khodAtA hoya. A badhI jagyAe kAgaLa paraThavI zakAya. emAM kALajI e rAkhavI ke khADo je divase khodAya, ochAmAM ochA tyArathI 72 kalAka bAda saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (39)
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________________ che ja tyAM kAgaLo paraThavI zakAya tyAM sudhI kadAca e mATI sacitta hoya. 72 kalAkamAM e mATI acitta che ja thaI jAya evo vyavahAra amArA samudAyamAM che. bIjA samudAyanA saMyamIoe potapotAnI rIte ? ja potapotAnA samudAyano vyavahAra jANI levo.) comAsA vageremAM bhejavALuM vAtAvaraNa hoya ane sUryano taDako na paDato hoya to pachI traNa ? je karatA vadhAre divasa rAha jovI paDe. ziyALA-unALAmAM vAMdho lAgato nathI. nadInA sukA taTanI retImAM paNa paraThavI zakAya. paNa tyAM jo gAmanA loko aMDila-mAtra karatA ja ja hoya to e mAtru nIce dATelA kAgaLa vagerene aDatA jJAnanI AzAtanA thAya. eTale jyAM koI aMDila ? che vagere na ja besatA hoya tyAM uparanI acitta retI dUra karI nIce kAgaLo DhAMkI pachI upara acitta retI che che DhAMkI devI. A badhuM saMyamIoe jAte ja karavAnuM che. gRhasthone A kAma na soMpAya. paNa jo saMyamIone 4 che A badhuM karatA joIne ajaino kaMIka uMdhuM-catta vicAratA hoya, jo te te sthAne saMyamIonI AvI pravRtti ja che ucita na lAgatI hoya to pachI apavAdamArge paripakva zrAvakane badhuM samajAvI daIne virAdhanA na thAya ? ja e rIte enA dvArA pAriThAvaNI karAvavI ucita lAge che. chApAo ke patrikAo vagerenI pAriThAvaNI saMyamIoe karavAnI jarUra nathI. enI # $ javAbadArI saMyamIonI nathI. jeTalo vadhAre patra vyavahAra rAkhazo eTalA vadhAre kAgaLo paraThavavAmA Avaze. ane kAgaLa ja che paraThavavAnI jagyA jaldI jaldI maLatI nathI. eTale jo saMyamano khapa hoya to lakhavAnuM khUba ochuM karI che ja devuM. noTa vageremAM paNa koI paNa jagyA khAlI na javA devI. badhAno upayoga karI levo. keTalAMko ja : pAnAnI eka ja bAju lakhatA hoya che, bIjI bAju AkhI khAlI choDI de. keTalAMko mAtra be lITIno ? je patra lakhe to ya AkhuM pAnuM phADIne ApI de. keTalAMkone mahine mahine be-cAra paiDa khAlI thaI jAya. 4 A badhuM ucita che ke kema ? e dareke jAte ja vicArI levuM. eka mahAna AcArya bhagavaMta chApAonI cAre bAjunI kinAranI khAlI paTTIo kApI laIne 4 ? emAM lakhatA, paNa cokhkhA-navA kAgaLo na letA, na bagADatA. Aje AvA Adarza saMyamIonI khUba jarUra che. * 19. huM ochAmAM ochA dazavaikAlikasutra, Avazyaka niryukti, oghaniryukti, piMDaniryukti, che utarAdhyayanasUtra, AcArAMgasutra A pAMca zAstro TIkApUrvaka vAMcyA pahelA to vyAkhyAna ApavAnA zarU ja nahi ja karuM? 4 atyAre jo zAstranI vAto karavA jaIe to mazkarIne pAtra banavA jevuM thAya che. zAstrakAro kahe 4 che che ke, (19) "agItArthane to bolavAno paNa niSedha che, to pachI agItArtha dezanA to zI rIte ApI ? ja zake?" upadezarahasya, AcArAMga vageremAM dezanA ApavAne supAtra koNa ?' e mATenA aneka guNo 4 batAvyA che. jemAM gItArthatA ane saMvignatA mukhya che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (40)
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________________ ' mahopAdhyAyajI 350 gAthAnA stavanamAM kahe che ke (20) je gItArtha hoya, yatanAvaMta=saMvigna che ja hoya, gaMbhIra hoya, bIjA paNa aneka guNovALo hoya tenA vacananA sahAre saMsAra tarAya. bAkI che ? ja upadezakamAM A guNo nathI. e to dezanA ApIne bIjAone saMsAramAM DubADanAro bane che. evA ja nirguNIonA ToLAo hoya to paNa zuM kAmanA? mahAnizIthamAM AvA upadezakone bhASAkuzIla kahelA che gItArtha eTale uparanA graMtho uparAMta bIjA aneka graMthono abhyAsa karI cUkelo ane ochAmAM ja ja ochI nizIthapIThikA, bRhatkalpapIThikA ane vyavahArasUtra pIThikAno sAMgopAMga abhyAsa karI cUkelo ? che. mahAtmA. che A to jaghanyamAM jaghanya gItArtha kahevAya. AvA saMyamIne hajI ya dezanA ApavAno adhikAra che ja mAnI zakAya. paNa e sivAya bIjAone dezanAno adhikAra nathI. Aje to be buka paNa nahi bhaNelA, cAra prakaraNAdinA paNa bodha vinAnA saMyamIone 4 che gujarAtInA sahAre vyAkhyAno karatA jouM chuM tyAre manamAM prakaMpa thAya che ke zuM Aje A paristhiti UbhI che. thaI ? saMgho sAcavavA, saMghanA ArAdhakonI ArAdhanAo TakAvavA Aje A navA, aparipakva, ja ja agItArtha saMyamIone paNa vyAkhyAnAdinI anumati apAya che. paNa "e yogya che ke kema?" e to ? je vartamAnakALanA gItArthapuruSo bhegA maLIne nakkI kare. che bhale vadhu abhyAsa na thAya paNa kamase kama be buka bhaNyA bAda thoDuM-ghaNuM vAMcana karIne che ja dazavaikAlika (hAribhadrI TIkA athavA sumatisAdhu TIkA), Avazyakaniryukti (malayagiri TIkA, athavA hAribhadrI TIkA) oghaniryukti (droNAcArya TIkA), piMDaniryukti (malayagiri TIkA), AcArAMga ? che (zIlAMkAcArya TIkA)... A pAMca graMtho koIka pIDha vyakti pAse sArI rIte bhaNyA bAda e badhA padArtho che - vyavasthita samajyA bAda ja dharmopadeza Apavo evo niyama jo saMyamIo le to paNa ghaNuM bacI javAya. 4 A badhA graMtho vAMcavAne lIdhe ghaNI paripakvatA Avaze ane A kALamAM jAtanI rakSA karavI zakya ja banaze. che A pAMca zAstro batAvyA, koI bIjA gItArtha mahApuruSa bIjA koI graMtho sUcave to bhale che ja e graMtho ya bhaNo. paNa bilakula zAstrabodha vinA vyAkhyAna karavA lAgI javuM emAM Atmahita ghaNuM 4 ja badhuM jokhamamAM che evuM mAnyA vinA chUTako nathI. bIjAo A pALe ke na pALe paNa AtmArthI saMyamIo A che svayaM AnA mATe kaTibaddha bane. . vyAkhyAnakArane mAna-sanmAnAdi vadhu maLe, ane bIjAone ochA maLe e vAta sAcI, paNa 4 saMyamIoe e tuccha mAna-sanmAnAdinI upekSA karIne paraloka, jinAjJA, Atmahita tarapha ja mITa $ mAMDavI joIe. hospITalanA bAraNA pAse ubhelA gurakhAne koI bimAra AvIne pUche ke "DokTara che?" gurakho ja che nA pADe ane pelo bimAra (mUrkha hoya to) kahe ke "tuM ja davA ApI de ne?" to gurakho sAro haze saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (41)
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________________ to kaheze to 'sAheba ! huM davA karavA lAguM to bimAra mANasanI bimArI vadhI jAya, ghaTe nahi ane mAre nokarImAMthI hAtha dhoI nAMkhavA paDe." ema samaju saMyamI to vyAkhyAna mATe Agraha karanArA saMghane namratApUrvaka kahI de ke, "jyAM sudhI huM vyAkhyAna ApavAno adhikArI na banuM, tyAM sudhI mArAthI vyAkhyAna na apAya." kyAreka gurujano ja saMyamIne vyAkhyAnAdi karavAno Agraha karatA hoya che. A vakhate saMyamIoe bhArapUrvaka gurujanane vinaMti karI zakAya ke "Apa mane vyAkhyAnamAM na pADazo.' chatAM gurujana Agraha rAkhe to pachI chevaTe gurvAzA e ja pramANa karavI rahI. vyAkhyAna zreSTha vastu che. paNa e akALe karavAno ja niSedha che. pAtratA AvI jAya pachI to zAstrAnusAre vyAkhyAna ApavAno koI niSedha nathI. A abhigraha ghaNAne agharo paDaze evuM lAge che. chatAM e atyaMta jarUrI lAgavAthI lakhyo che. chevaTe saMyamIo A aMge potapotAnI rIte bIjA paNa ucita niyama laI zake. 20. huM pAMcatithi upAzrayathI eka kI.mI.nI aMdara rahelA ochAmAM ochA eka derAsare caityaparipATI mATe jaIza : be AThama, be caudaza ane suda pAMcama A pAMca tithiomAM caityaparipATI karavI joIe. jyAM ApaNe rahyA hoIe tyAMnA derAsare to roja darzana ka2vA jaIe ja. paNa A pAMca tithiomAM bIjA paNa ekAda derAsare darzana karavA javuM joIe. Ama to upAzrayathI be-traNa kI.mI. dUra derAsara hoya to paNa tyAM darzana mATe jaI zakAya. paNa eTaluM dUra javuM kadAca saMyamIone na phAvatuM hoya to kamasekama eka kI.mI.nI aMdaranA derAsaramAM javAno niyama to rAkhavo ja. mahinAnA 25 divasa sAmAnyathI saMyamIo jJAna-cAritranI ArAdhanA vizeSa karatA hoya che to A pAMca divasa samyagdarzananI ArAdhanA paNa karavI. eka ki.mI.nI aMdara traNa-cAra derAsara hoya to badhe jAo e sAruM ja che. chatAM koIpaNa ekAda derAsare darzana karI AvIe to paNa cAle. darzana karavA mATe saMyamI ekalo jAya enA karatA be-traNa-cAra jaNa bhegA jAya e vadhu ucita che. jo gRhamaMdiramAM darzana karavA javuM hoya to ochAmAM ochA be saMyamI jAya e vadhu sAruM. ane ghara derAsaramAM yogya samaye javuM ke jemAM teone aprIti vagere na thAya. vRddha saMyamIo eka ki.mI. dUra jaI zake ema na hoya. teo mukhya derAsaramAM ja u52-nIce darzana karI le, chevaTe koIpaNa eka jinapratimA sAme roja karatA eka vadhAre arihaMta ceiANaM karI le to paNa caityaparipATIno sApekSabhAva jaLavAI rahe che. je arihaMtadevoe ApaNane A saMyama ApyuM che emanA upakAranI smRtimAM, emanA pratyenA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (42)
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________________ bhakti-bahumAnanA pratIka tarIke A caityaparipATI che. eTale emAM upekSA, pramAda karavo ucita nathI. je 4 21. vihAramAM je gAma-zaheramAM je derAsaronA darzana pUrve kadi na karyA hoya te tamAma ja derAsaronI caityaparipATI karIza : ja pATaNa, khaMbhAta, surata, amadAvAda vagere ghaNA kSetro evA che ke jemAM seMkaDo jinamaMdiro che. ? che keTalAMka to atiprAcIna che. saMyamIo vihAramAM je gAma-zaheramAM pahoMce, te sthaLe zrAvako pAse jANI ja jI levuM ke "tyAM keTalA gAma-derAsaro che?" ane pachI anukULatA pramANe badhA derAsaronA darzana karI levA. A 4 tIrthasvarUpa e pratimAonA darzana AMtaramelane dhoI nAMkhavAnuM kAma kare che. AvA vakhate svAdhyAya ? ja gauNa banAvavo. AvI jinapratimAonA darzana vAraMvAra kyAM maLe che? evA keTalAMka AcArya bhagavaMtonI vAto meM sAMbhaLI che ke cAlu vihAramAM emane khabara paDe ke je 8 ADA raste be-traNa ki.mI. dUra derAsara che" to teo traNa-cAra-pAMca ki.mI. vadhatA hoya to paNa e che je raste jaI darzana karI pachI upAzraye pahoMce. vaLI derAsaramAM jaIne mAtra be miniTamAM bahAra nIkaLI ? je jAya ema nahi. paNa aDadho kalAka-kalAka paramAtmabhaktimAM lIna banI jAya. bhara unALAmAM 12-15 2 ki.mI. cAlIne AvelA hoya, thAka-tarasa moDhA upara spaSTa dekhAtA hoya. chatAM derAsaramAM paramAtmAne ja joIne badhuM ja visarI jAya. ziSyo upAzrayamAM rAha jue ane e AcArya bhagavaMto lAMbo samaya Atma ja mastImAM lIna bane. che alabatta vo bhAva, AvI vadhAre vihAra karavAnI zakti badhA pAse na hoya e svAbhAvika che che. paNa je gAma-zaheramAM rokAyA chIe tyAMnA derAsaronI caityaparipATI to lagabhaga badhA ja karI zake che hA ! vihAra karIne AvyA hoIe ane khUba thAka lAgyo hoya ane pAcho sAMje ja ke bIjA ja ja divase savAre ja vihAra hoya to pachI darzana karavA na javAya e zakya che. ema e derAsaronA darzana ? je pUrve karelA hoya ane mATe darzana karavA na jaIe to hajI cAle. (bIjIvAra darzana mATe jaIe, e to che sAruM ja che.) A paNa evo koI thAka na lAgyo hoya, be-traNa divasanuM rokANa hoya, pUrve je derAsaranA darzana $ ja kadi na karyA hoya evA derAsaronA darzana mATe to cAhIne javuM joIe. ja Aje mArA eka ziSyane evo niyama che ke jeTalI navI jinapratimAo hoya ke je pahelIvAra che ja joI hoya e tamAma jinapratimAone traNa-traNa paMcAMgapraNipAta khamAsamaNA ApavA. (ekavAra ja ApI dIdhA hoya to pachI bIjIvAra jarUra nahi.) zatruMjaya paranI hajAro pratimAone e ziSya traNa- 4 $ traNa khamAsamaNA dIdhA che. evuM to seMkaDo derAsaronI hajAro pratimAo mATe samajavuM. ja: "badhA evuM kare evuM mAre nathI kahevuM. paNa upara batAvyA pramANe aucityarUpa samyagdarzanano ? ja AcAra to pALavo ja joIe. 22. huM upAzrayathI 100 DagalAnI aMdara rahelA derAsaramAM sAMje darzana karIza : saMyamIoe sAMje jinadarzana karavA ja paDe evo niyama nathI. paNa upAzrayanI najIkamAM ja 4 derAsara hoya to sAMje darzana karavA ucita jaNAya che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (43)
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________________ sAMje cheka sUryAsta thaI gayA bAda aMdhArAmAM darzana karavA javuM ucita jaNAtuM nathI. moDAmAM moDuM che ja sUryAsta pUrve pANI cUkavIne tarata ja darzana karI AvavA e ja yogya che. 4 ghaNA sthaLe moDI sAMjathI vividha vezabhUSAvALA ghaNA baheno darzana karavA AvatA hoya che. $ che teothI bacavA mATe paNa thoDA vahelA darzana karI AvavA yogya che. che jo zAstrIyadaSTie vicArIe to derAsaramAM dIvAo zarU thaI gayA pachI darzana karavA javAmAM che 4 tejasakAyanI virAdhanAnI saMbhAvanA che. kemake sUryAsta bAda bahAra bhale thoDoka prakAza hoya paNa che gabhArAnI pAsenA bhAgamAM to lagabhaga badhA derAsaromAM aMdhAruM thaI ja gayuM hoya che ane mATe ja zarU je karelA dIvAno prakAza tyAM spaSTa jaNAto hoya che. eTale e vAta to nakkI che ke A samaye sUryaprakAza che che dIvAnI jyotanA prakAzane haNI zakato nathI. arthAta e prakAza sacitta che ane zAstrakAroe (2)zarIra che ja upara sacitta prakAza paDato hoya to kAmaLI oDhIne paNa halana-calana karavAnI nA pADI che. hoTha 7 je phaphaDAvavAnI paNa nA pADI che. eTale A samaye jo tyAM ubhA rahIne stuti bolIe to ApaNA mukha ja che para paDatA dIvAnA sacitta prakAzanA jIvonI zabda vagere dvArA virAdhanA thAya. khamAsamaNAMdi ApavAmAM che ja paNa e jIvonI virAdhanA thAya. saMyamI to SakAyanI mAtA che. e zI rIte A tejasakAyanI virAdhanA calAvI le? eTale ? ja kharekhara to davA zarU thAya e pUrve ja darzana karIne nIkaLI javuM joIe. che chatAM Avo sUkSma AcAra agharo paDato hoya to paNa chelle AvI Teka to rAkhavI ja ke sUryAsta che A samaye pANI cUkavatAnI sAthe ja tarata ja darzana karavA jatA rahevuM. jethI ajavALAmAM ja pAchA . ja upAzrayamAM AvI javAya. derAsaramAM moDA javuM, pachI tyAM bhakti karavI ane ghaNuM aMdhAruM thaI gayA pachI upAzrayamAM pAchA ? che AvavuM e jinAjJA hoI zake nahi. keTalAMka saMyamIo sAMje vAtacIta vageremAM paDI jaIne darzana karavA javAnuM TALatA hoya che. evuM che 4 na thAya e mATe A niyama ghaDavAmAM Avyo che. 23. huM upAzraya ke derAsaramAM praveza karatI vakhate nizIhi bolIza : , nizIhisAmAcArInA varNanamAM badhI vAta vistArathI jaNAvelI ja che. TuMkANamAM nihi eTale ? che sarva pApono, AzAtanAno tyAga. derAsaramAM praveza karatI vakhate saMyamIe upayoga mUkavAno che ke huM "have huM devAdhideva pAse jauM chuM. eTale emanI AzAtanA na thAya e mATe mAre sAvadha rahevAnuM che.' : ane A AzAtanAdinA tyAganI pratijJA rUpe ja nizIhi bolavAnI che. ema upAzrayamAM, gurunI najIka jatI vakhate paNa gurunI AzAtanA na thAya e mATe ekadama ? je sAvadha rahevA mATenI pratijJArUpe nisIhi zabda bolavAno che. che jema vaDApradhAnanI ophisamAM praveza karatA pahelA karmacArIo, maLavA AvelA mANaso vALa sarakhA karI le, vastro vyavasthita karI le, dhULa paDI hoya to khaMkherI nAMkhe ane ekadama sAvadha banIne vaDApradhAnanI 4 ja ophisamAM praveza kare. vaDApradhAnano leza paNa avinaya na thAya e mATenI badhI pUrva taiyArI rAkhe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (44)
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________________ da e ja rIte trilokagurunI pAse jatA ane anaMtopakArI gurujananI pAse jatA AvI sAvadhAnI ruM rAkhavAnI pratijJA rUpe "nisIhizabda uccAravAno che. A zabda manamAM nathI bolavAno, paNa spaSTa { uccAra pUrvaka bolavAno che. A niyama pALavo koIne mATe agharo nathI. vyavahArathI to mAtra nisahi ? je zabda ja bolavAno che. chatAM ATalA mATe paNa je saMyamIo taiyArI na batAve teoe potAnA che ja jinAjJAbahumAnAdi guNonI cakAsaNI karavAnI khAsa jarUra che. 24. huM upAzrayamAMthI ke derAsaramAMthI nIkaLatI vakhate AvasTahi bolIza : siddha banavA mATe ayogI=mana-vacana-kAyAnA yoga vinAnA banavuM e ApaNuM saunuM aMtima zuM ja lakSya che. ane ene siddha karavA mATe saMyamIe mukhyatve to mana-vacana-kAyAno nirodha karavAnI ja che che sAdhanA karavAnI che. paNa gocarI, pANI, sthaDila, vihArAdi nAchUTakAnA kAryo mATe upAzrayamAMthI ja bahAra javAdi kriyA karavI ja paDe tyAre saMyamI upAzrayamAMthI nIkaLatA pahelA AtmAne sAvadha kare che ? che ke, Atman ! dhyAna rAkhaje. tAre kharekhara to koIpaNa pravRtti yoga karavAno ja nathI. A to tane ja che Avazyaka kAma AvI paDyuM che eTale apavAda mArge tuM pravRtti karavA jaI rahyo che. paNa have emAM bIjA che ja koI anAvazyaka-binajarUrI kArya karI na besato. je jarUrI kAma che, e patAvIne tarata pAcho pharI ja ja jaje." ane e mATe "Avazyaka ja kAma karIza." evI pratijJA svarUpe "Avasahi' zabdo bolavAnA che. A derAsaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLatI vakhate paNa A ja vAta samajavI. jema mAMdo saMyamI 'goLI levI ja paDe to ochAmAM ochI goLIthI sAjA thavAnuM pasaMda kare. 4 che "mAMdagI dUra karavA goLI levAnI ja che, to lAva ne ! bIjI nakAmI vadhAre goLIo paNa khAI lauM." ja evo vicAra ke pravRtti koI saMyamI na kare. e ja rIte azAtodaya (bhukha lAgavI) vagere rUpa mAMdagI dUra karavA gocarI javA vagere rUpa ? je goLI khAvI ja paDe to prAjJa saMyamI jarUriyAta puratI ja pravRtti kare. binajarUrI pravRtti karavA rU5 re 4 nakAmI goLI khAvAnuM kAma na kare. 4 A niyama paNa vyavahArathI to badhA mATe zakya ja che. mAtra "Avassahi' zabda ja bolavAno ? che, spaSTa uccArapUrvaka ! 25. huM ratnAdhikanI pAtrI, Asana, luNuM, kAmaLI, dAMDo vagere upadhi vAparIza nahi : dIkSA paryAyamAM eka sekaMDa paNa je moTo hoya e nAnA mATe ratnAdhika kahevAya. e nAnA che 4 saMyamIe ratnAdhikano zAstrAnusArI vinaya sAcavavo ja joIe. potAnI pAtrIne badale ratnAdhikanI A pAtrI laI emAM pANI vAparI le, potAnuM Asana dUra hovAnA kAraNe levA javAnA kaMTALAthI tyAM ja 4 rahelA vaDIlanA Asana upara besIne pANI vApare ke e vaDIlanA Asana upara besIne vAtacIta kare che ema kyAreka darzanAdi karavA javuM hoya, potAno kapaDo upara paDyo hoya... vagere najIvA kAraNasara te ja ratnAdhikano kapaDA-kAmaLI oDhIne darzanAdi mATe jatA rahe.......to A badhI ratnAvikanI AzAtanA 4 che che. emanA vastro nAno pahere eTale nAnA sAdhunA zarIrano mela, parasevo e kapaDAne lAge. pachI e ? che ja kapaDo ratnAdhika pahere emAM cokhkhI AzAtanA che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (45)
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________________ re ! kharekhara to saMyamIe nAnA saMyamInI vastuo paNa na vAparavI joIe. enI pAse potAnI upaSi che ja. pachI bIjAnI vastuo vAparavAnI jarUra zI ? 10-20 DagalA potAnI vastu levA mATe javuM paDe eTalA mATe bIjAonI vastuo vAparavI e ucita na ja gaNAya. chatAM hajI kadAca nAnA saMyamInI vastu vAparIe paNa vaDIla saMyamInI vastu to na ja vaparAya. kyAreka to evuM bane che ke nAnA saMyamIo ratnAdhiko dvArA vAraMvAra potAnI vastu vaparAtI joIne kaMTALe che ane sahanazIlatA gumAvIne spaSTa saMbhaLAvI de che ke "tamAre mArI vastu levI nahi. tamArI ja vastu tame vAparo ne ?" ane tyAre e kaDavA ghuMTaDA ratnAdhike gaLavA paDe che. nAno saMyamI vaDIlanA Asana upara bese eTale potAnA paganI dhuLa-mela vagere Asanane lAge. A paNa AzAtanA ja che ne ? eTale khAsa khyAlamAM levuM ke ratnAdhikonA vastro, pAtrI, Asana, kAmaLI, dAMDo vagere upadhi nAnAoe vAparavI nahi. hA ! gocarI mAMDalImAM badhAnA pAtrA badhA pAse jatA hoya che. eTale tyAM A niyama pALavAno nathI. tyAM to game tenI pAse game tenuM pAtra Ave. ema kyAreka khUba utAvaLa hoya, potAnI vastu maLatI ja na hoya vagere gADha kAraNasara vaDIlanI vastu vAparavI paDe to e hajI cAle. vAMdho pramAda-ALasa-upekSAno che. be saMyamI paraspara gADha mitra hoya to emAM nAno saMyamI moTA saMyamI mitrano ratnAdhika tarIke vinaya na sAcave, enI vastuo jANe ke potAnI ja che e rIte vApare evuM ya jovA maLe che. paNa AvI maitrIne jinazAsanamAM sthAna nathI. AjJA-ullaMghana karIne koIpaNa pravRtti mAnya na bane. bhale game eTalI mitratA hoya, gADha saMbaMdha hoya to paNa jinAjJA pramANe nAnA saMyamIe ratnAdhikano vinaya sAcavavo ja paDe. ema ratnAdhikanA Asana vagerene paga lAgI na jAya. vAtacIta karatA emanA upara thuMka na uDe, ratnAdhika sAme uddhatAi bhareluM, tochaDAi bhareluM vartana, uccAraNa na thaI jAya enI kALajI mokSArthI saMyamIe khAsa rAkhavAnI che. vaDIlo paNa nAnAonI upadhi na vA52vAdino niyama ucita rIte le to e khoTuM to nathI ja. 26. mArA grupamAM rahelA koIpaNa saMyamInI rojiMdI ArAdhanA karatAM kaMIka vizeSa prakAranI ArAdhanAnI huM vAcika anumodanA-prazaMsA karIza. upabRhaNA nAmano samyagdarzanano khUba ja suMdara AcAra pALavAno A niyama che. te te saMyamIonI rojIMdI ArAdhanAonI roje roja anumodanA-prazaMsA zakya na paNa bane, kemake evI anumodanA karavI hoya to badhA ja saMyamIonI badhI ja rojIMdI ArAdhanAonI prazaMsA karavA kalAko joIe. paNa koI paNa saMyamI roja karatA kaMika viziSTa ArAdhanA kare tenI to vAcika anumodanA karavI ja joIe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (46)
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________________ emAM be lAbha che. anumodanA karanAra saMyamI A guNaprazaMsA dvArA mohanIyakarmano kSayopazama prApta kare. e guNa-ArAdhanA potAnAmAM na hoya to e prApta thAya ane sAmevALo saMyamI potAnI ArAdhanAnI prazaMsA sAMbhaLIne vadhu ArAdhanA karavA mATe utsAhita bane. kadAca eno te ArAdhanA ka2vAno pariNAma maMda paDI gayo hoya to e pAcho joradAra bane. Ama A guNaprazaMsA sAmevALA saMyamIne te ArAdhanAmAM sthira ka2vAnuM kAma paNa kare. A rIte bIjAne dharmamAM utsAhI-sthira karanAra prazaMsaka saMyamI puSkaLa karmakSaya prApta kare e svAbhAvika che. AvI prazaMsAmAM ADe AvanAra koI tattva hoya to e che IrSyA ! irSyALu saMyamI bIjA saMyamInI ArAdhanA joIne saLagaze. e tenI prazaMsA karI to nahi ja zake, paNa koI karatuM haze to sAMbhaLI paNa nahi zake. du:khI du:khI banI jaze. dA.ta..be saMyamIone 32mI oLI cAle che. eka saMyamI AdhAkarmI DhokaLA vagere paNa le che ane svAdhyAya, vaiyAvaccAdi bIjI koI vizeSa ArAdhanA karato nathI. jyAre bIjo saMyamI nirdoSa roTalI-dALa vagere upara oLI calAve che ane e uparAMta joradAra svAdhyAya, vaiyAvaccAdi kare che. e vakhate guru ke bAkIonA saMyamIo sahaja rIte A saMyamInI anumodanA kare ja ke 'oLImAM nirdoSa vAparavuM ane sAthe Avo joradAra svAdhyAya, vaiyAvacca....kharekhara tame to joradAra ArAdhanA karo cho.'' A zabdo bIjA IrSyALu tapasvI saMyamI mATe asahya banI jAya. e prazaMsAnA zabdo bolI ja na zake. kadAca vyavahAra khAtara prazaMsA karaze to paNa enA manamAM to khUba ja kheda haze. ema svAdhyAyAdi dareka bAbatomAM samajI levuM. guru koIka vyAkhyAnakAranA joradAra vyAkhyAnonI prazaMsA kare to bIjA vyAkhyAnakAro sahana na karI zake. koIka gurunA cAra-pAMca ziSyone tapasvI, svAdhyAyI, guNasaMpanna joI, ziSyo vinAnA ke vicitra ziSyovALA bIjA saMyamIo e gurunI anumodanA na karI zake. IrSyAne kA2Ne guNaprazaMsA na karanArA saMyamIo vartamAnakALamAM to mohodayanA gulAma che ja. paNa navuM pAchuM evuM cIkaNuM karma bAMdhe ke bhaviSyamAM paNa emane e guNonI prApti na thAya. enA badale jo koIpaNa saMyamInA koIpaNa guNanI bharapeTa prazaMsA karavAmAM Ave. kharA hRdayathI, atizaya bahumAna sAthe prazaMsA karavAmAM Ave to e tamAma guNo prazaMsaka saMyamInA AtmAmAM bahu ja jhaDapathI khIlavA mAMDe. zAMtasudhArasakAra kahe che ke (22)"bIjAnA guNo joIne AnaMdita thanArA AtmAomAM e ja guNo daidipyamAna banIne jhaLakI UThe che." bahumAnapUrvaka saMyamIonA guNonI prazaMsA karanAro saMyamI vartamAnamAM to mohanIyanA kSayopazamavALo che ja. paNa bhaviSyamAM paNa vadhu ne vadhu guNavAna banavAno ja. eTale ahaMkAra choDI, IrSyA choDI, jAtanuM astitva ja bhulI jaI saMyamIonI viziSTa ArAdhanAone bhAvapUrvaka anumodo, prazaMso. koIka saMyamI eka ja divasamAM 20-30 gAthA gokhe, ko'ka saMyamI 40-50mI oLI upADe, ko'ka saMyamI suMdara abhigraho dhAraNa kare. ko'ka saMyamI gurunI apUrva sevA kare. ko'ka saMyamI saMghanA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (47)
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________________ jhaghaDA mITAvI de. ko'ka saMyamI gurunA sakhata ThapakAne amRta samajIne gaLI jAya. ko'ka saMyamI gurunI che atyaMta kaparI AjJAne paLavAramAM svIkArI le... ko'ka saMyamI mAMDalInI joradAra bhakti kare.. AvA ja aneka prakAranA saMyamIonA te te viziSTa guNone khullA hRdaye, utkRSTa zabdothI vadhAvavA joIe. ane 4 e paNa e saMyamInA kAne saMbhaLAya e rIte enI hAjarImAM anumodanA karavI. keTalAMkone bIjA saMyamIo pratye ISya nathI hotI. paNa chatAM e saMyamIone Avo kSayopazama, samajaNa ja nathI hotI ke "mAre A vakhate A saMyamInA A guNonI anumodanA karavI joIe." eTale ja e saMyamIo bIjA pratye IrSyA na hovA chatAM, enA pratye bahumAna hovA chatAM ya zAbdika anumodanA na kare. A paNa yogya nathI. ucita pravRtti e puNyAnubaMdhipuNyanA udayavALAone prApta thAya. have A ja jo saMyamI AvI ucita pravRtti na kare to enA puNyAnubaMdhi puNyanA udayamAM nakkI khAmI mAnavI paDe. eTale vihAramAM cAlatI vakhate jema eksIDanTa na thaI jAya e mATe sAvadha rahIe chIe. ja ziyALAmAM zaradI na thAya e mATe jAgrata rahIe chIe ema kyAreka paNa yogya sthAne, yogya kALe, je che yogya vyaktinA yogya guNonI prazaMsA rahI na jAya e mATe atyaMta upayogavALA banavuM joIe. ane che ja mATe ja A niyama pratyeka saMyamIe levo joIe. khAsa dhyAnamAM rAkhavuM ke rukSabhojanathI sAdhuonI bhakti na karAya ema rukSa=bhAvahIna zabdothI ja karAyelI prazaMsA asarakAraka hotI nathI. mahemAna saMyamIonI bhakti karavA koI saMyamI lukhI che roTalIo laI Ave ane pachI badhA saMyamIone vaparAve to e kevuM gaNAya? ema hRdayanA bhAvo $ jemAM na bhaLe evA zabdothI karAtI prazaMsA maskA rUpe gaNAI jAya che. 4 27. mArI AMkha dvArA je sthApanAjI dekhAtA hoya e sthApanAjI karatAM UMcA Asane huM ? besIza nahi? pATa upara besanArA saMyamIoe A kALajI khAsa karavI paDe. upAzrayamAM sthApanAjI ThavaNI upara ke nAnA Tebala upara mUkelA hoya ane pATa enA karatA UMcI hoya to jo saMyamI e pATa upara bese to sthApanAcAryajInI AzAtanAno doSa lAge. jema guru ke vaDIlanI sAme emanA karatA uMcA Asane na besAya e ja rIte vaMdanIya ja sthApanAjInI sAme uMcA Asana upara na ja besAya e svAbhAvika che. ' prAcInakALamAM to moTA samudAyamAM paNa sthApanAjI be-cAra ja rahetA. mukhyatve AcArya - bhagavaMta pAse ja sthApanAjI hoya ane e uMcA sthAne rAkhe eTale avinaya thavAno prasaMga na Ave. ja vaLI prAcInakALamAM AcArya bhagavaMto roSakALamAM pATano upayoga kadi na karatA. cAturmAsamAM paNa rAtre ja saMthAro karavA sivAya pATano upayoga na karatA. nIce ja besatA. paNa Aje AcAryabhagavaMto, 4 gaNivaro, upAdhyAyo, paMnyAsabhagavaMto, vAyunI takalIphavALA vRddhasaMyamIo vagere pATano upayoga kare 4 to emaNe ATalo upayoga rAkhavAno che ke jyAre teo pATa upara bese tyAre koIpaNa ja che sthApanAjI pATa karatA nIcA sthAne nathI ne?' e joI levuM. jo hoya to uMcA sthAne mUkAvavA athavA saMvina saMyamIonI niyamAvali (48)
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________________ ja potAne na dekhAya e rIte bhIMta vagerenI ADazamAM mUkAvI devA. ema karyA pachI pATa upara bese to ja 4 pachI sthApanAjInI AzAtanAno doSa na lAge. * vartamAnamAM to nAnA saMyamIo paNa pota-potAnA svataMtra sthApanAjI rAkhatA dekhAya che. to ja AcArya bhagavaMtAdio jo kadAca pelo upayoga na mUkI zake to saMyamIoe svayaM A kALajI karavI ja ke potAnA sthApanAjI karatA jo koIka saMyamI uce Asane beThela dekhAya to potAnA sthApanAjI vadhu che uMce sthAne ke bhIMta vagerenI ADazamAM mUkI devA. dhAro ke mAtra pAMca AMgaLa uMcI pATa hoya ane 8-10 AMgaLa uMcI ThavaNI upara sthApanAjI je hoya to vAMdho nahi. "ThavaNI uMcI nathI rAkhavAnI. sthApanAjI uMcA rAkhavAnA che" e khyAla rAkhavo. 28. huM mArA guranA koIpaNa Adezane=nirNayane saharSa svIkArIza. kadAca mane e nirNaya che barAbara nahi lAge to paNa huM mAtra mArA gurune ja enI sucanA karIza. paNa bIjA koIpaNa sAme "e A nirNaya barAbara nathI lAgato, khoTo che, gurae bhUla karI che." ema nahi boluM? mArA A bAdhA lakhavI paDe che e paNa A bhayaMkara huMDA-avasarpiNI kALanI balihArI che. zuM che ? je jinazAsananuM mULa ja guruvinaya hoya e zAsananA sauthI TocanA sthAne beThelA saMyamIone kahevuM paDe che ja kharuM? ke "tamAre tamArA guruno Adeza mAnavo. enI sAme koI vicAra-uccAra na karavo." paNa paristhiti ghaNI ja vicitra UbhI thaI che. ziSyo svacchaMdI, svamatithI cAlanArA, gurunA ja je nirNaya sAme potAnI buddhipratibhA (!) no vikAsa karanArA bane eTale pachI teo gurunA AdezanuM che ullaMghana karanArA thAya. che to bIjI bAju atyAre gItArtha-saMvigna-gaMbhIra saMyamIo sivAyanA paNa keTalAMka agItArtha che asaMvigna-aparipakva saMyamIo gurupadavI pAme che. teo yogya nirNayo, Adezo karI zakatA nathI. je kyAreka pakSapAta bharelA, kyAreka saMyamane ghA pahoMcADanAra, kyAreka ziSyanA AtmAnuM ja moTuM ahita ja thAya evA nirNayo laI le to ziSyone paNa e nirNaya na svIkAravAnA vicAro Ave e zakya che. je - eTale doSa ziSyono gaNo ke guruno gaNo paNa e hakIkata to che ja ke vartamAnakALamAM guru- 4 ziSya vacceno zAstramAnya lokottara vyavahAra khoraMbhAyo che. gurue bolavuM ja na paDe ane ziSya gurunI IcchA jANIne.badhA kAryo karI le e prAcIna kALa have lagabhaga svapnano viSaya che. have to guru ghaNuM che che samajAve, ghaNI miTiMgo kare tyAre ya mAMDa mAMDa ziSyo mAne ke na ya mAne evo ghATa jovA maLe che. A paNa vartamAnakALane najara sAme rAkhIne A to nakkI mAnavuM ja paDaze ke jo saMyamIonA guru ja mUlaguNamAM koI khAmIvALA na hoya. arthAt vAcika-kAlika brahmacarya barAbara pALatA hoya, sAkSAt ? paisA-sonA-cAMdI na rAkhatA hoya, beMkamAM jemanA nAmanA khAtA na hoya, je jANavA chatAM sacitta A vastuo, AIskrIma-IMDAnA rasavALI keDabarIo vagere zrAvakone paNa abhakSya vastuo vAparatA na $ hoya...) to e gurunA roja-barojanA nirNayone-Adezone to pratyeka saMyamIe svIkAravA ja joIe. mUlaguNamAM vyavasthita gurunA nirNayo pakSapAtavALA dekhAya, nAnI-nAnI bhUlovALA dekhAya to ? che paNa saMyamIe e svIkArI ja levA joIe. dA.ta. vihAra kyAre karavo ? kyAM keTalA divasa rokAvuM? saMvignasaMyamIonI niyamAvali ()
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________________ comAsuM kyAM karavuM? kayA kSetramAM kone comAsuM mokalavA? padavI kone ApavI? kone zuM bhaNAvavuM ke che ja na bhaNAvavuM? kayA mumukSune kono ziSya banAvavo? kone dIkSA ApavI ke na ApavI? kone vyAkhyAna 4 zu karavAnI rajA ApavI? mAMDalInA kayA kAma koNe karavA?.... vagere seMkaDo nirNayo evA che ke jemAM ? je gurunI nAnI nAnI bhUlo hoya paNa kharI, pakSapAtAdi paNa hoya, paNa jo e nirNayomAM saMyamIne ema che ja lAge ke "AmAM mArA mahAvrato bhAMgI jAya evuM to nathI ja." to pachI e nAnA doSone gauNa 4 ja samajIne saharSa gurunI AjJA svIkArI ja levI. kheda to e vAtano che ke gurunA je nirNayo je keTalAMka saMyamIone bilakula lAgu na paDatA hoya ? che te saMyamIo paNa e nirNaya upara carcAo kare. e nirNayamAM doSo dekhADe. bIjA saMyamIone paNa che 4 gurunA nirNayamAM doSo dekhADIne e nirNaya pratye asaddabhAva utpanna karAve. gurano nirNaya amalamAM che ja AvatA pahelA ja bhAMgIne bhukko karAve. ja dA.ta. gurue traNa saMyamInI eka TukaDIne amuka gAmamAM comAsuM mokalavAno nirNaya karyo. have ja che e gAmamAM gharo ochA hoya athavA tyAMnA zrAvakomAM ArAdhanAno ullAsa ocho hoya, vyAkhyAnamAM che ja mANaso AvatA ja na hoya evuM hovAne lIdhe A nirNaya dhAro ke bhUla bharelo hoya to paNa e nirNaya ja ja evo to nathI ja ke "pelA traNa saMyamIone mUlaguNomAM kaMI ghA lAge." "comAsAnA vyAkhyAnAdi ? che barAbara na jAme e sivAya emAM koI doSa nathI. chatAM jeoe tyAM comAsuM javAnuM nathI. teo paNa che. ja jo bhegA maLIne vAto kare ke, "A kSetramAM comAsuM mokalAya ja nahi. taddana nakAmuM kSetra che. A bicArA zuM 3 traNa jaNa kaMTALI jaze. guru khoTo nirNaya le che.." to A badhuM sAMbhaLIne kadAca pelA traNa saMyamIo ? paNa gurune tyAM javAnI nA pADI de. gurune keTalo AghAta lAge ? ane mukhya vAta to e che ke ziSyonA manamAM Avo vicAra daDha banyo ke "gurunI bhUla hoI che zake che. guranA vicAro karatA amArA vicAro vadhu sAcA-sArA hoI zake che." e ja ziSyanA patananuM A prathama sopAna che. kemake ekavAra garanA nirNaya sAme baMDa pokAranArA ke game tema vicAranArA ziSyo ja have to pratyeka nirNaya sAme jAta-jAtanA kutarko karanArA banavAnA ja e nizcita vAta che. gurunA sAcA ja nirNayone paNa kutarkonA sahAre khoTo sAbita karavAnI tIvra buddhi (!) ziSyomAM pragaTa thavAnI. ane 4 ja AvuM thAya to Akho gaccha svacchaMdI bane. gurunI maryAdA, AmanyAno bhAMgIne bhukko thAya. ane A ja je rIte vinayahIna banelA gacchamAM pachI vinayamUlaka zAsananA darzana na ja thAya e svAbhAvika che. A TUMkamAM pratyeka saMyamIo nIcenI bAbato hRdayamAM barAbara kotarI le : (1) mArA guru che. ja mUlaguNomAM garabaDavALA to nathI ja ne ? kAyikabrahmacaryAdi barAbara pALe che ne? jo hA ! (2) to che 4 pachI have e je Adeza kare, je nirNaya kare e mane lAgu paDato hoya ke lAgu paDato na hoya, e mane je je game ke mane na game huM e nirNayanI viruddhamAM bAkInA ekapaNa saMyamI pAse ekapaNa akSara nahi ja che ja boluM. UlaTuM mane e nirNaya nahi gamyo hoya to paNa badhA ja saMyamIo pAse e nirNaya barAbara ja che che. gurue je karyuM che e khoTuM na ja hoya." ema ja kahIza. kadAca AvI gurunA nirNayanI tarapheNa nahi ? ja karuM to bhale paNa bIjA saMyamIo sAme eno virodha-niSedha-aNagamo to kadi vyakta nahi ja karuM. $ "guruno nirNaya barAbara nathI" evA bIjA saMyamIonA vicArone daDha karavAnuM pApa kadi nahi karuM. huM saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (50)
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________________ 2) chatAM mArAthI nahi rahevAya to vadhumAM vadhu e mArA gurune ja kahIza ke "A nirNaya ATalA che A kAraNosara mane barAbara nathI lAgato. Apa phera vicAra karo evI mArI vinaMtI che. mane ema lAge ja ja che ke A nirNayamAM pheravicAra thAya to sAruM. pachI to Apa je kaho te pramANa." paNa guru sivAya ? je gAmamAM e badhI jAherAta karavAnuM pApa nahi karuM. apekSAe A niyama ghaNo sahelo hovA chatAM mananI svacchaMdatA, guru pratyeno abhAva vagere ja doSonA nAza vinA A niyamanuM pAlana zakya nathI ane mATe ja e dRSTie A niyama kaparo che. A ja joIe have ! vijaya kono thAya che ! zAsanasubhaTa saMyamIno? ke zAsanazatru moharAjano? 29. huM vAparyA bAda tarata ja caityavaMdana karI laIza, pachI ja bIjA kAma karIza : che saMyamIono AcAra che ke gocarI vAparI lIdhA bAda jagacitAmaNi... caityavaMdana karavuM. emAM che 4 jeo navakArazI, besaNuM karatA hoya teoe savAre vAparyA pachI tarata ja caityavaMdana karI levuM joIe. 4 4 bapore bIjIvAra vApare to pachI bIjIvAra caityavaMdana karavAnI jarUra nathI. TUMkamAM divasamAM game eTalI ? ja vAra vAparo to paNa gocarI pachInuM caityavaMdana to eka ja vAra karavAnuM hoya che. ane eTale AkhA che. 4 divasamAM sauprathamavAra jyAre gocarI vAparIe, tyAre e pachI tarata ja caityavaMdana karI levuM. ja keTalAMka saMyamIone evI Teva hoya che ke A caityavaMdana game tyAre kare. cheka sUryAsta bAda paNa 4 kare. paNa AvI rIte anizcitakALe A vidhi karanArAo ghaNIvAra caityavaMdana karavAnuM bhUlI ja jatA ? je hoya che. vaLI A rIte IcchA paDe tyAre karavuM e to e vidhi pratyeno anAdara ja dekhAya che. mATe ja che A AcAra karavAno cokkasa samaya nakkI rAkhavo ja joIe. ane e samaya A che ke sauprathama gocarI je ja vAparI lIdhA pachI tarata ja caityavaMdana karI levuM. keTalAMka grupomAM to evo paNa niyama che ke "gocarI vAparyA pachI jyAM sudhI caitya. na kare tyAM ja 4 sudhI pANI paNa vAparI zakAya nahi." A niyama khUba ja prazaMsanIya che. Avo niyama hoya to pachI che che A AcAra barAbara paLAya. pauSadha karanArA zrAvako paNa A niyama barAbara pALatA hoya che. je ekAsaNuM-AMbila karanArAoe paNa bapore vAparyA pachI tarata caityavaMdana karyA bAda ja bIjI ja ka vidhio karavI. ghaNIvAra keTalAMka saMyamIo vAparyA pachI tarata paDilehaNa zarU karI de che. manamAM vicAre ja che che ke "caitya. pachI karIza." paNa AvuM karanArAo eka to kramanuM ullaMghana kare che ane bIjuM AmAM che ja ghaNIvAra teo caitya. karavAnuM bhulI paNa jatA hoya che. mATe AvuM karavuM yogya nathI. - keTaloka samudAyamAM evo AcAra paNa che ke divasamAM jeTalIvAra vApare eTalI vAra vAparyA ja ja pachInuM caityavaMdana kare. che. 30. huM derAsaramAM je caityavaMdana karuM enA traNa khamAsamaNA paMcAMga praNipAta ubhA-ubhA che ApIza : 4 devAdhidevane beThA beThA khamAsamaNA devA e to teo pratyenA ApaNA bahumAnanI khAmI sUcavI ja ja jAya che. ubhA ja na thaI zake, cAlI ja na zake evA saMyamIo beThA beThA khamAsamaNA de e to hajI ? 3ya barAbara. paNa bAkInA saMyamIo pramAda, ALasa, sAmAnya thAka, kaMTALo vagerene AgaLa karI vidhi ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (51)
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________________ che patAvavAnI ja IcchA rAkhe e to zI rIte cAle? AmAM to e saMyamInA manamAM evA vicAro ramatA che ja hoya ema mAnavuM? ke "A chevaTe kyAM paramAtmA che? pattharamAMthI ghaDI kADhelo eka AkAra che ne? ' ja ene beThA beThA khamAsamaNA ApIe to kyAM e kaMI Thapako ApavAnA che ?" che jo pratimAmAM paramAtmA tarIkeno svIkAra hoya to mAtra traNa khamAsamaNA paNa ubhA thaIne na che che ApI zakAya? AmAM kaMI badhA bhagavAnane ubhA ubhA khamAsamaNA devAnI vAta nathI. mAtra je che ja caityavaMdana saMbaMdhI traNa khamAsamaNA che, enI ja vAta che. kharekhara to jeTalA khamAsamaNa daIe e badhA ? 3 ja sattara saMDAsApUrvaka ja ApavA joIe, chevaTe e zakya na hoya to ubhA thaIne paMcAMgapraNipAtapUrvaka je ApavA joIe. (be hAtha, be ghuMTaNa ane mastaka jamInane lAge tyAre paMcAMga praNipAta kahevAya.) paNa che 4 lAMbA vihArane kAraNe thAka lAgyo hoya, evo vIllAsa uchaLato na hoya tyAre eka ucita pravRtti ja tarIke ya ATalI pratijJA to hovI ja joIe. keTalAMko vaLI ubhA-ubhA khamAsamaNA to Ape paNa kAM to aDadhA ja ubhA thaIne pAchA vaLI ? che jAya, kAM to mastaka nIce jamInane aDAvyA vinA adhavaccethI ja pAchA ubhA thaI jAya, kAM to e che ghuMTaNane badale eka ja ghuMTaNa jamInane sparzAvIne ubhA thAya. AvI jAtajAtanI vicitra avidhio jovA ja $ maLe che. sAcA saMyamIe A badhI avidhi choDI devI ane manane barAbara samajAvavuM ke "mAtra 1-2 che miniTanI ja A kriyA che. paramakRpALu paramAtmAne A vaMdana che. emAM ALasa zenI? lAMbA vihArano 4 ja thAka hoya to ya traNa khamAsamaNAmAM zuM vAMdho Ave? zuM eTalo vIrSollAsa phoravI na zakAya? huM to zuM pha barobara ubho thaIza ane be ghuTaNa-be hAtha-mastaka pAMca aMgo barAbara jamInane lagADavA pUrvaka ja A che khamAsamaNA ApIza. devAdhideve mArI kALajI karavAmAM jo veTha nathI utArI to mAre emane vaMdana che ja karavAmAM veTha zI rIte utArAya?" e sivAya je arihaMta ceiyANuM vagere karo emAM dareke potAnI zakti gopavyA vinA ucita ja 4 AcAra sevavo. 31. huM vihAramAM cAlatI vakhate koInI paNa sAthe vAtacIta nahi karuM H uttarAdhyayanamAM IryAsamitinuM nirUpaNa karatA jaNAvyuM che ke, (23) "saMyamI AtmA jyAre cAle che 4 tyAre (1) AjubAju jovAnuM choDI de, koInA zabdo sAMbhaLavAnuM ya choDI de. (2) re ! gAthAonuM ja A punarAvartana, navI gAthA gokhavI, navakAra gaNavA, zAstrIya padArtho upara ciMtana karavuM, sAthe ? che cAlanArAne dharmopadeza Apavo vagere dhArmika kahevAtI paNa koIpaNa pravRtti na kare. (3) mAtra jIvonI che 4 rakSA mATe jamIna upara ja najara rAkhIne cAle. eno upayoga satata jIvarakSAmAM ja hoya. 4 AjanI hAlata kaMIka judI ja che. Aje ghaNAonI phariyAda che ke "amAro IryAsamitino ja 4 upayoga raheto nathI. ane kharekhara evuM dekhAya che ke dhArI-dhArIne nIce joI joIne cAlanArA 4 je saMyamIo ko'ka ja jovA maLe che. emAM ya 10-10 ki.mI.nA vihAromAM, eka dhAryA be-traNa kalAka che. 4 cAlavAnuM hoya tyAre to aviratapaNe IryAsamitino upayoga prAyaH azakya ja banI gayo lAge che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (52),
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________________ have jyAre nIce joIne ja cAlavAno AcAra lagabhaga vilopa thavA Avyo tyAre keTalAMka gItArthIo evI paNa saMmati ApI ke,"saMyamIo ! tame vihAramAM manamAM navakAra gaNazo, junI gAthAonuM punarAvartanAdi karazo to cAlaze. amArI saMmati che.' paNa duHSamakALa konuM nAma ? saMyamIoe IryAsamitino upayoga choDyo, gItArthoe apavAda mArge jenI rajA ApI che e svAdhyAya paNa choDyo ane AkhA vihAramAM alakamalakanI vAto karatA karatA cAlavAnI zarUAta karI. e vAtomAM niMdA, mazkarI, vikathA vagere badhuM ja zarU thayuM. zAstrakAroe to (24)rastAmAM be saMyamIone sAthe sAthe (Aju bAjumAM) cAlavAnI paNa nA pADI che. jyAre Aje to kalAko sudhI aviratapaNe vAtacIto sAthe mArga kapAya. (25)aSTapravacanamAtAne to saMyamarUpI bALakane janma ApanArI, rakSaNa ane vardhana karanArI mAtA kahI che. Aje emAMnI pahelI mAtA IryAsamitinA darzana ja durlabha banyA che. zI rIte have sohAmaNo saMyama-bALaka janma pAmaze ? khera ! A paristhitine nA-chuTake svIkArI laIne have jinAjJA pratye sApekSabhAva jALavavA mATe saMyamIo nakkI kare ke, "huM bhale IryAsamitinA upayogapUrvaka cAlI zakato nathI. paNa niSThura banIne vAto karato karato na cAluM to ya jinAjJA pratye mAro AdarabhAva akabaMdha raheze. ane mATe ja upayoga rahe ke na rahe, svAdhyAya karuM ke na karuM paNa cAlu vihAramAM vAtacIta to nahi ja karuM." jo ATaluM pALavAmAM Ave to paNa ghaNuM. Aja kAraNasara eka gaNivare potAnA ziSyone tyAM sudhI 2jA ApI che ke,"jo tame vijJAra karatI vakhate iriyAvahi karIne nIkaLazo ane pachI vihAramAM svAdhyAya karazo. (punarAvartana vagere) to tamArA e kalAko prAyazcittamAM vALI ApIza." hA ! be saMyamIo sAthe cAle ane karmagraMthAdinA padArthono pATha paraspara bolatA bolatA cAle to enI paNa A bAdhAmAM chUTa samajI levI. paNa e svAdhyAyamAM bIjI koIpaNa vAtacIta AvavI na joIe. koIka saMyamI svAdhyAya ke vAtacIta kaMIpaNa karyA vinA mAtra IryAsamitinA ja upayogapUrvaka cAlI, zakato hoya to e zreSTha mArga che. e ja apanAvavA jevo che. A niyama to madhyamamArgano jANavo. 32. huM muhapattIno upayoga rAkhIne ja bolIza : je saMyamI muhapattIno upayoga rAkhyA vinA bole ene SaTkAyano virAdhaka gaNyo che. bhale SaTkAyanI virAdhanA thAya ke na thAya paNa e saMyamImAM muhapattI vinA bolatI vakhate cokhkho pramAda hovAthI bhAvathI to SaTkAyanI virAdhanAno doSa lAgI ja jAya. eka zrImaMte koIka sAdharmikane pUjAnI joDa bheTa ApIne kahyuM ke, "jo. A moMghI pUjA joDa tane pUjA mATe ApuM chuM. have roja jinapUjA karaje. tAruM puNya vadhI jaze." be mahinA pachI zrImaMte khAnagImAM tapAsa karI to khabara paDI ke pelA sAdharmike be-mahinAmAM mAMDa pAMca-dasa vAra ja jinapUjA karelI. zrImaMta gusse thaI gayo 'alA ! tane pUjAnI joDa prabhunI pUjA mATe ApI che. ghare mUkI rAkhIne e pUjAjoDanI saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (53)
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________________ pUjA nathI karavAnI. lAva, pUjA na karavI hoya to joDa pAchI ApI de." sadguruoe jinezvaradevonI AjJAne anusarIne dIkSA divase ApaNane badhAne muhapattI ApI, ane kahyuM ke, "juo. A muhapattInI lokottara zAsanamAM kiMmata ghaNI moTI che. jyAre paNa tame bolo tyAre moDhA AgaLa barAbara muhapattI rAkhIne ja bolavuM. moDhAno ekapaNa bhAga muhapattI vinAno, khullo rahevo na joIe. tamane A mATe ja muhapattI ApavAmAM Ave che." have jo dIkSA bAda saMyamI muhapattIno upayoga ja na kare. khullA moDhe ja bolavAnI TevavALo bane to zuM sadguru paNa ene kahI na zake ? ke "ziSya ! tAre muhapattIno upayoga karavo ja na hoya to mane pAchI ApI de. mAre bIjAne ApavA mATe kAma Avaze." mArA gurudeva muhapattI vinA bolanArA saMyamIone mIThI bhASAmAM kahetA ya kharAM ke, "tArI muhapattI mane ApI de ne ? mane kAma Avaze......" ane tyAre e saMyamI zaramAI jato. jyAre kAraNasara bolavuM ja paDe tyAre jo muhapattI vinA bole to (1) vAyuno vega vadhAre javAthI vadhu virAdhanA thAya. (2) khullA moDhAmAM macchara-mAkhI vagere jIvo ghusIne marI jAya. (evuM ghaNIvAra banatuM anubhavyuM che.) (3) sAme guru ke vaDIla vagere upara moDhAnuM thuMka UDe eTale emanI AzAtanA thAya. teone pachI ApaNI sAthe vAta karavAnuM paNa mana na thAya. (4) vadhAre pramANamAM moDhAmAMthI uDeluM thUMka jamInanI TAIlsa vagere para paDe ane luMchavAnuM rahI jAya to saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA thAya. (muhapattImAM e thuMka cUsAi javAthI virAdhanA na thAya.) (5) najIkamAM ja dIvo vage2e hoya to moDhAnA pavananI thApaTa lAgavAthI tejasakAyanI virAdhanA thAya. (6) kadAca AjubAjumAM sacitta pANI DhoLAyeluM paDyuM hoya to moDhAnuM thuMka e pANImAM paDavAthI aTkAyanI paNa virAdhanA thAya. (7) jinAjJAno bhaMga to che, che ne che ja. kharekhara to saMyamI muhapattI vinA bole e ja behuduM lAge che. mukha pAse muhapattI rAkhI hoya ane saMyamI bolato hoya e dRzya ja khUba ja zobhAspada che. eka aparipakva saMyamIe vaDIla-vyAkhyAnakAra sAthe muhapattI vinA vAtacIta karatAM karatAM pAMca miniTamAM to vaDIlanuM moDhuM thUMkanI varSAthI bharI dIdhuM. vaDIla zuM bole ? vastra rAkhIne thuMka luMchatA gayA. gRhasthapaNAmAM jyAre huM mArA gurudeva pAse karmagraMthAdi bhaNato tyAre je paLe mAro muhapattIno upayoga jAya, te ja paLe mane gAla para TapalI mArIne Thapako Ape ane muhapattIno upayoga rakhAvaDAve. keTalAMka zrAvako ya evA cUsta hoya che ke saMyamI sAthe vAtacIta karatI vakhate avazya rUmAlAdino ya upayoga rAkhIne ja bole. bhagavAna sudharmasvAmIthI mAMDIne ApaNA atimahAna seMkaDo mahApuruSoe je AcAra khUba niSThAthI pALyo. emAM koI uNapa na AvavA dIdhI. e AcArane abharAI para caDAvI daIne navI peDhImAM e paraMparA ja toDI nAMkhavAnuM gojhAruM pApa kayo buddhimAna saMyamI potAnA mAthe le ? e mahApuruSo muhapattIno upayoga atyaMta Avazyaka samajatA ane ApaNe ene upekSIe to zuM e yogya gaNAya ? vaLI AmAM zuM naDe che ? AmAM AMbilAdi ka2vAnI vAta ja kyAM che ? ke 'vigaio choDI devI saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (54)
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________________ paDaze' evo bhaya satAve. A niyamamAM kaMI ja choDavAnuM nathI. kaMI ja duHkha veThavAnuM nathI. mAtra pAse ja 2helI muhapattIne moDhe lagADavAnI che. zuM eTaluM paNa ApaNe na karI zakIe ? chevaTe muhapattIne badale pAMgaraNIno cheDo, kapaDAno cheDo, pasInAno TukaDo paNa barAbara moDhA pAse DhAMkI daIne bolIe to paNa e A bAdhAmAM gaNAze. gocarImAM be ya hAthamAM ta25NI vagere hovAne lIdhe muhapattIno upayoga rAkhIne bolavuM zakya na hoya to eTalA puratI A niyamamAM chUTa laI zakAya. ema pratikramaNamAM vAMdaNA vakhate muhapattino upayoga na rAkhIe to paNa e zAstrIyavidhi ja hovAthI emAM koI doSa nathI. kAussagga pAratI vakhate hAtha sIdhA rAkhIne ja mo arihaMtANaM' bolavAnuM che ane pachI ja hAtha uMcA karavAnA che. eTale e vakhate e 'mo arihaMtAI' pada paNa muhapattInA upayoga vinA bolavAnI zAstrIya vidhi ja hovAthI emAM paNa koI doSa na samajavo. A bAdhA hoya to vagara kAmanA bolAtA ghaNA zabdo ochA thai jAya. mana upara satata bhAra hoya ke 'muhapattI vinAM bolavAnuM nathI.' eTale pachI jyAre muhapattI hAthamAM na hoya tyAre bolavAnuM aTakI ja jAya. vaLI saMyamIo jarAka dhyAna Apaze to emane khyAla Avaze ke jyAre koIpaNa saMyamI ThaThThAmazkarI, hasI-majAka karato hoya che. tyAre enA mukha pAse prAyaH muhapattI hotI nathI. arthAta muhapattInA upayogapUrvaka ThaThThA-mazkarI vagere ka2vA lagabhaga azakya che. ema koI saMyamI krodhamAM hoya, game tema bolato hoya to e vakhate paNa prAyaH muhapattIno upayoga hoto nathI.' eTale ke muhapattInA upayogapUrvaka bolavAnI kriyA ja evI che ke e AtmAnA krodha-kaSAya-atihAsyAdi pariNAmone vadhatA aTakAve che. eTale A niyamane kaDakAithI pALanArAomAMthI atihAsya-atikrodha vagere doSo ghaNA ochA thaI jaze. 33. jyAre kAraNasara AdhAkarmI gocarI vAparavI paDe, tyAre emAM mIThAI-taLeluM vagere viziSTa vastuo nahi vAparuM : gocarInA 42 doSomAMthI sauthI moTI kakSAnA doSomAM gaNAto eka doSa eTale AdhAkarmI gocarI. (mUladoSa enAthI paNa moTo che. paNa e doSa sevana prAyaH nahivata hoya che.) piMDaniryuktimAM eno artha karyo che ke (2)'sAdhune vahorAvavA mATe ja je vastuo banAvavAmAM Ave te badhI vastuo AdhAkarmI kahevAya.' saMyamIe potAnA mATe rasoI vagere banAvavAnuM na kahyuM hoya chatAM koIka zrAvaka bhaktibhAvathI saMyamIno lAbha levA mATe zIro-roTalI-zAka vagere kaMipaNa banAve to paNa e AdhAkarmI ja kahevAya. keTalAMka saMyamIonA manamAM evI bhramaNA che ke,"ame jyAre sAme cAlIne koIpaNa vastu gRhastho pAse banAvaDAvIe, tyAre ja te ja vastu AdhAkarmI kahevAya. ane eTale gRhastho potAnI meLe ja saMyamIo pratyenA bhaktibhAvathI kaMIka banAve to e AdhAkarmI na kahevAya." saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (55)
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________________ keTalAMko vaLI ene AdhAkarmI to mAne che paNa AgaLa ema bole che ke, "e vastu AdhAkarmI hoya to paNa ApaNe vahoravI joIe, kemake jo ApaNe na vahorIe to e zrAvakanA bhAva tuTI jaze. pachI e saMyamIonI bhakti karato baMdha thaI jaze. mATe ApaNe jAte koI AdhAkarmI vastu na karAvavI. paNa koIka enI meLe ja banAvI de to e vahoravAmAM koI vAMdho nathI." keTalAMka vaLI bhaktibhAvavALA (!) saMyamIo ema paNa kahe che ke "ApaNe ApaNA vAparavA mATe AdhAkarmI vastu na lavAya. paNa ApaNA gurujano, gurubhAio vagerenI bhakti karavA mATe to AdhAkarmI lavAya. e vastu lAvanArA saMyamIe nahi vAparavAnI. eTale ene koI doSa na lAge. ane je bAkInA saMyamIo vAparaze teo to e vastune nirdoSa samajIne ja vAparatA hovAthI emane paNa koI doSa na lAge. AdhAkarmI tarIke jANIne vApare to ja doSa lAge. eTale A rIte karavAthI mahAtmAonI bhakti ka2vAno lAbha maLe." keTalAMka saMyamIo evA to bhoLA (!) hoya che ke traNa-cAra sabhyavALA gharamAM roTalIno thappo joIne, zAkanA tapelAo bharelA joIne, zIrAnI kaDhAI bharelI joIne puche to kharA ke, "A badhuM,konA mATe che ?" ane zrAvako bole,"A to badhuM amArA mATe ja che !" ane zrAvakanA vacana upara vizvAsa(!) mUkIne badhuM vahorI lAve ane nirdoSa mAnI, nirdoSa jAhera karI pote paNa vApare ane bIjAne paNa vaparAve. AvI to jAta-jAtanI bhramaNAo AdhAkarmI vize jovA maLe che. A badhAno uttara ApavA mATe ghaNuM lakhavuM paDe. eTale enI upekSA karIne eTaluM ja jaNAvIza ke uparanI badhI mAnyatAo zAstraviruddha che. mAMdagI vagere gADha kAraNasara AdhAkarmI vA52vAnI 2jA bhale hoya paNa bAkI e sivAya to saMyamI AdhAkarmIno paDachAyo paNa na le. AdhAkarmI nAma sAMbhaLIne ya bhaDake evo doSabhIru hoya. pote jAte AdhAkarmI ka2Ave nahi. koI zrAvaka svayaM AdhAkarmI banAvI de to enuM TIpuM paNa na vahore. ane jyAM saheja paNa zaMkA paDe ke A AdhAkarmI che tyAM sUkSma rIte badhI tapAsa karI, prazno pUchI pAko vizvAsa thAya ke 'A nirdoSa ja che' tyAre ja vahore, bAkI eka TakA jeTalI paNa AdhAkarmInI zaMkA hoya to na ja vahore. Aje paNa nirdoSa gocarInA kaTTara AgrahavALA seMkaDo saMyamIo che. 15-20 ki.mI.no vihAra karIne bapore sthAne pahoMcyA pachI paNa nirdoSa gocarI mATe vaLI be-cAra ki.mI.nuM paribhramaNa ka2I taddana nirdoSa gocarI lAvIne AMbilo karanArA atyaMta vaMdanIya, prAtaHzramaNIya zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIranA zAsananA tejasvI ratno samAna, aNagAro Aje paNa che. jyAre Aje cArebAju vihAradhAmo banI cUkyA che. dareke dareka vihAradhAmomAM AdhAkarmI gocarI-pANInI saMpUrNa sagavaDo che. jyAM jainonA ekeya ghara nathI. jyAM ajainagAmo paNa doDha-be ki.mI. dUra rahelA che. tyAM paNa A mahAsaMyamIo ajainagAmomAM jaIne lukhA roTalAdi lAvIne, vAparIne mastIthI jIvana jIve che. AvA saMyamIo eka-be nathI, paNa seMkaDo che. koI ekA'da samudAyamAM nathI, lagabhaga tamAma samudAyomAM AvA ratno che. eTale evuM koI vicAratuM hoya ke, "A kALamAM to vihA2omAM AdhAkarmI vinA na ja cAle..." to e mAnyatA vahelI take dUra karI devI joIe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (56) www
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________________ * jo vihAro evI rIte ja goThavAya ke vaccenA badhA gAmaDAone lAbha maLe to teonA paNa che dharmabhAva Take. vyAkhyAnazravaNAdi dvArA teo dharmamAM sthira thAya. paNa A mATe saMyamIoe jhaDapI, A hAI-ve vihAro choDI, gAmaDAnA vihAro zarU karavA paDe. zAstrakAroe AdhAkarmI mATe bIjo paNa eka zabda vAparyo che adhaHkarma. (27) je gocarI saMyamIne che ja adhogatimAM=tiryaca-narakagatimAM laI jAya e gocarI adhaHkarma-AdhAkarmI kahevAya. eTale A doSa che A atibhayaMkara kakSAno che. ja vaLI niSkAraNa AdhAkarmI vAparanArAonI buddhi bhraSTa thAya. pariNAmo niSphara bane. jIvo ja - pratyenI karUNA lagabhaga khatama thaI jAya. - jo saMyamIone khUba kaSAya jAgato hoya, khUba kharAba vicAro AvatA hoya, jinazAsana mATe ja koI zubhabhAvanI dhArA pragaTatI na hoya, saMyamamAM ja aruci thatI hoya to enI pAchaLanA aneka ja A kAraNomAM eka atimahattvanuM kAraNa AdhAkarmI bhojana che. re! AdhAkarmI vAparanArAone A vAMcyA ja te pachI paNa jo kaMI ja asara nahi thAya to e paNa e AdhAkarmInuM ja pApa che. ja eTale pratyeka saMyamI sAvadha banIne pratijJA karI le ke, "atyaMta gADha kAraNo sivAya mAre 4 A AdhAkarmI vAparavuM nathI. game te rIte calAvI laIza. paNa AdhAkarmInA panAre nahi paDuM. vihAradhAmomAM ja paNa AjubAjunA gAmaDAomAMthI gocarI laIza. thoDuMka sahana karIza. e ja mArI sAdhanA che. kadAca che 4 roTalo ane goLa maLaze to paNa calAvI laIza. bhale, dALa-zAka na maLe. re ! Aje keTalAya saMyamIo ja A roTalo coLI nAMkhIne emAM pANI nAMkhI daI roTalA ane pANIthI AMbilo karIne paNa calAve ja che ne? ja to mane to goLa maLyo ja che. thoDAka divasa dALa-zAka na maLe to zuM vAMdho che? varSamAM mAMDa 15-20 divasa che che paNa evA nathI AvavAnA ke jemAM AvuM sahana karavuM paDe. to pachI zA mATe huM mArA sattvane na phoravuM?" ja che paNa A AdarzanuM pAlana dasa hajAra saMyamIo svIkArI ja le e zakya nathI lAgatuM. zarIranI ja nabaLAI, mananI nabaLAI vagere ghaNA kAraNosara Avo uMco mArga pALavo badhA mATe zakya na bane ane je eTale teoe to vihAradhAma vageremAM AdhAkarmI gocarI vAparavI ja paDe che. vAparyA vinA to che cAlavAnuM ja nathI. to AvA kAraNosara AdhAkarmI vAparanAra saMyamIone najara sAme rAkhIne A ja A niyama banAvyo che. moTo doSa sevavAno ja che, e nakkI che to e doSa jeTalo ocho sevAya eTalo karmakSaya prApta che thAya. jo saMyamIne kAraNasara doSa sevatI vakhate paNa doSa ocho sevavAnA vicAro hoya, prayatno hoya ! to doSa sevavA chatAM paNa karmakSayanI prApti thAya. AdhAkarmI vAparavuM ja che to roTalI, zAka, dALa, bhAta (vadhumAM vadhu dUdha) vApare ane bAkInA ja svAdapoSaka, mIThAI-pharasANAdi AdhAkarmI dravyo choDI de to e moTo sApekSa bhAva kahevAya. A che A viziSTa vastu na levAnI daDhatA keLavavI joIe. 1 34. jyAre kAraNasara AdhAkarmI vAparavuM paDe, tyAre pratyeka TaMka dITha be/traNa/cAra dravya ja che ke vAparIza : uparanA niyamamAM miSTAnnAdi svAdapoSaka vastuonA tyAganI vAta hatI. ahIM e padArtha che 4 ), 'saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (57) popIthI ?
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________________ che ke jyAre vihAradhAmAdimAM AdhAkarmI vAparavAnuM ja hoya tyAre dravyo paNa ochAmAM ochA vAparavA che na joIe. emAM je ekAsaNA-AMbila karanArA haze teo to bapore eka ja vAra vAparaze eTale teo ja ja traNa/cAra dravyono abhigraha karI zake. (chevaTe ekAsaNAdi hovAthI dUdha sahita pAMca dravyono abhigraha ? * kare.) paNa jeo be ke traNa TAima vAparanArA che, teoe vadhu dravyasaMkSepa karavo joIe. dA.ta. savAre che ja dUdha ane khAkharA, athavA cAha ane khAkharA, athavA ekaluM dUdha ke ekalI cAha athavA cAha-dUdha- ja je khAkharA ema potAnI zakti pramANe eka, be ke traNa dravya ja vAparIne savAranI gocarI patAve. ? ema bapore paNa roTalI, zAka ke roTalI, dALa ke roTalI, zAka, dALa (chevaTe roTalI, zAka, $ dALa, bhAta) ema be, traNa dravya ja vApare. ema sAMje paNa bhAkharI-zAka vagere koIpaNa betraNa dravya ja vApare. Ama traNa TaeNkamAM dravya saMkSepa karIne jinAjJA pratyeno AdarabhAva akabaMdha rAkhe, pariNAmonI 4 je komaLatAne jALave. zakya hoya to AvA doSita vAparavAnA prasaMgamAM traNa TaMkane badale be TaMkamAM patAvavAno prayatna che ja kare. (AmAM je davAo levI paDe ke davA mATe ukALo, anupAnAdi ja levuM paDe enI pahelethI chUTa rAkhI che ja zakAya.) eka tapasvIratna paMnyAsajI to nirdoSa gocarInA evA AgrahI che ke jo e na maLe to upavAsa ? ja karI le. emanuM zarIrabaLa paNa emane sahAya kare che. eka vAra Aja kAraNasara teo vaDIla pAse - upavAsanuM pacca. levA gayA tyAre vaDIle kahyuM ke, "tamAre upavAsa nathI karavAno. A sAdhu be ki.mI. dUra gocarI mATe javAno ja che. e tamArA mATe nirdoSa gocarI laI Avaze." A badhA Adarzone najara sAme rAkhIne saMyamIo kamasekama A dravya saMkSepa karavA rUpa ? che sApekSabhAvane to jIvanamAM utAre ja. 4 35. saMsArI bA-bApujI, sagA bhAI-bahena vaMdana karavA mATe Ave ane gocarIno lAbha che ja ApavA mATeno Agraha kare to nAchUTake emane lAbha ApavAnI chUTa sivAya bahAragAmathI ke ja ja sthAnikagAmathI koIpaNa bhakto ke svajanoe lAvelI gocarI huM vahorIza nahi ke vAparIza nahi : 1 sarakArI kAyadA pramANe ema sAMbhaLyuM che ke, "saMsAratyAgI koIpaNa vyakti saMsAra mATe marI ja che gayelo ja gaNAya che." arthAta saMyamI mATe have koI bA nathI ke bApujI nathI. bhAI nathI ke bahena che nathI. saMyamI mATe saMsAranA badhA saMbaMdho kapAI ja gayelA che. ja saMyamIne to have mAtra eka ja vastu sAthe saMbaMdha hoya, jinAjJA ! jinAjJA sivAya eNe koI ja ja sAthe saMparka karavAno nathI. deva ane gurutattva paNa e jinAjJAmAM samAI ja jAya che ane jinAjJA to ja che spaSTa ja che ke A-gAma ke bahAragAmathI upAzraye lavAyelI koIpaNa vastu saMyamI vAparI na zake. A rIte lavAyelI gocarI abhyAhata piMDa kahevAya. emAM ghaNA doSo che : (1) svajanAdio ja 4 saMyamI pratyenA bhaktibhAvathI sArI-sArI vastu banAvIne paNa lAve. eTale AjanA kALamAM to ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali . (58)
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________________ abhyAhata gocarI lagabhaga AdhAkarmI hoya che. (2) dhAro ke AdhAkarmI na hoya paNa saMyamIne vahoravavAnA uddezathI ja nirdoSa sukhaDI-mIThAI vagere lAve to e avara-javaramAM gRhastho dvArA thayelI badhI virAdhanAnI anumodanAno doSa saMyamIne lAge. (3) dhAro ke e gRhastho maLavA AvavAnA ja hoya. emAM gocarI vahorAvavA lAvavI e gauNa hoya to kadAca uparanA be ya doSa na lAge. paNa saMyamI AvI svAdiSTa vastuo vahore, vApare. emAM bhayaMkara Asakti thAya, kemake bhakto, svajano dvArA vahoravA mATe lavAyelI vastu tarIke mIThAIo, mevo, pharasANa, phaLAdi ja vadhAre jovA maLe che. koI roTalI-zAka-dALa-bhAta vahorAvavA laI Ave e ochuM jovA maLe che. (vihArasthAnomAM evuM paNa bane.) eTale A badhuM vahoravAmAM puSkaLa Asakti poSAya. (4) saMskAra khoTA paDe. pachI to jeTalA zrAvaka vinaMti kare, e badhAne lAbha ApI ApIne Asakti poSavAnuM pApa kAyamI banI jAya. bAkInA saMyamIomAM paNa A saMskAra paDe. 42 doSathI nirdoSa gocarInI AkhI vyavasthAnA bhAMgIne bhukkA thaI jAya. eTale ja bA-bApujIthI mAMDIne koIne paNa A rIte abhyAhnata gocarIno lAbha Apavo zAstramAnya na ja bane. eka UMco Adarza batAvuM. eka saMyamIne niyama che ke "jo bahAragAmathI AvelA svajano, zrAvakAdie vahorAvelI gocarI vAparuM to bajA divase mAre upavAsa ka2vo.' A niyama bAda e saMyamInA svajanoe evA lAbha ApavAno Agraha ja choDI dIdho. enAthI taddana uMdho eka prasaMga kahuM. eka mahAtmA jainonI bharapUra vasativALA sthAnomAM utare to paNa roja emane vahorAvavA mATe Aju-bAjunA vistAromAMthI emanA bhakto upAzrayamAM TiphIna laIne Ave. ane mahAtmA upAzrayamAM ja traNa TAimanI gocarI vahore. bhaktone lAbha (!) Ape. A joIne zrIsaMghanA eka pariNata zrAvakane khUba AghAta lAgyo. karoDopati e zrAvake khAnagImAM mahAtmA pAse jaIne page paDIne vinaMti karI ke sAheba ! Apa jyAre vihAramAM ho, jyAM jainonA koI ghara na hoya tyAM Apa AvI rIte bhaktoe lAvelI gocarI vahoro to e Apa jANo. paNa ahIM to AjubAjumAM ja 500 gharo che. bIjA loko jANaze to ema vicAraze ke,"zuM A saMghanA zrAvako sAdhuone gocarI nahi vahorAvatA hoya ? ke jethI e sAdhuone gocarI vahorAvavA mATe dUranA vistAranA zrAvakoe AvavuM paDe." ane e sthAnamAM to e zrAvake A abhyAhRtagocarI baMdha karAvI. paNa zuM A pravRtti ucita hoI zake ? saMyamInI niHspRhatA, anAsakti vagere guNonuM avamUlyana ja A badhI pravRttimAM nathI dekhAtuM ? kharekhara to A lAbha ApavAmAM gRhasthone jeTalo phAyado thaze, enA karatA jo saMyamIo ekapaNa vastu nahi vahore to chelle to e gRhasthonuM saMyamIo pratyenuM bahumAna anekagaNuM vadhI ja jaze. jeno phAyado ghaNo ja moTo che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (59)
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________________ eTale kharekhara to koIpaNa svajanAdinuM abhyAhata piMDa na ja levuM. chatAM mAtA-pitA vagere pratyenA snehabhAvane kAraNe ATalI badhI sAtvikatA na keLavI zakAtI hoya to chevaTe ATaluM nakkI karavuM ke mAtA-pitA, sagA bhAibahena (kAkA, mAmA, mAsA, phuA vagere ke emanA dIkarA vagere badhAno niSedha) je gocarI lAve eno ja lAbha Apavo. bIjA koIne paNa lAbha na Apavo. bhaktazrAvako vagerene paNa nahi. bhagavAna bappabhaTTasUrijIe to bhaktonA gharanI nirdoSa gocarIno paNa tyAga karelo, enI pAchaLa Asakti vagerethI bacavAno ja ekamAtra uddeza hato. e mahApuruSa bhaktonA gharanI nirdoSa gocarI paNa choDI de to ApaNe bhaktoe abhyAhatAdi doSavALI lAvelI gocarIno tyAga na karavo joIe ? vaLI teo ApaNane gocarI vahorAvavA mATe ja skuTara-gADImAM AvatA hoya ane emAM akasmAta thAya to muzkelIno pAra na rahe. AvA prasaMgo paNa banyA che. hA ! je jagyAe jainonA gharo ja na hoya, rasoDA vageremAMthI AdhAkarmI vaho2vAnuM hoya e vakhate abhyAhnata gocarI levAmAM Ave to cAle. emAM ya zakya hoya to AsaktikAraka vastuo to na ja vahoravI. je khAkharA vagere hoya e laIne calAvI zakAya. AmAM eTalI vizeSatA che ke koIka vihAradhAmamAM AdhAkarmI gocarI vAparavAnI hoya ane e vakhate ene badale bAjunA gAmamAMthI zrAvako pAse spezyala gocarI maMgAvIe to emAM virAdhanA vadhAre lAge che. bhale teo ghare ja paDelI sukI-pAkI vastuo lAve to paNa gADImAM AvavuM-javuM vagerene lIdhe sAdhunA kA2Ne khUba virAdhanA thAya. enA badale rasoDAmAMthI AdhAkarmI levAmAM ocho doSa lAge. hA ! jo e zrAvako potAnA ja kAma mATe tyAM AvavAnA hoya. gocarI vahorAvavA mATenA mukhya uddezathI na AvavAnA hoya. to pachI emanI pAse emanA ghare paDelI sukI-pAkI vastuo maMgAvIe ane rasoDAnI gocarI na vAparIe to ocho doSa lAge evuM jaNAya che. paNa ApaNA mATe ja spezyala gocarI to na ja maMgAvAya. 36. gocarImAM jo saMghATaka vyavasthA goThavAtI haze to huM niSedha nahi. karuM. e saMghATaka vyavasthAmAM madadagAra thaIza : Avazyaka niryuktimAM kahyuM che ke (8)'devakInA cha putro caudapUrvI hatA. ane cha ya putro be-benI joDI karIne gocarI jatA hatA." arthAta cauda pUrvadhara jevA mahAna saMyamIo ke 'jemanuM pUrvanI hAjarImAM patana thavAnuM ja nathI.' teo paNa saMghATaka gocarI ja jatA hatA. e mahAtmAo to evA hoya ke koI strIno bhayaMkara upadrava thAya to paNa teo nizcita patana na ja pAme. (caudapUrvanI hAjarImAM patana na thAya. pUrve bhulAtA jAya tyAre 10 thI ochA pUrvanI hAjarImAM patananI zakyatAo UbhI thAya.) Ama chatAM teo saMghATakagocarI jatA. saMyamIo ekalA gocarI jAya emAM ghaNA nukasAno che : (1) saMyamI ekalo hoya eTale nAnAmoTA doSovALI gocarI paNa vahorI le. eno tyAga na kare. jo saMghATaka sAthe hoya to enI zaramanA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (60)
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________________ kA2Ne paNa gocarInA doSo sevato aTake. (2) saMyamI ekalo hoya to baheno vagere sAthe vAtacIta karavA lAgI paDe. 'sAdhvIjIo paNa vahoravA jAya tyAre baheno sAthe aDadho kalAka vAtacIta karatA hoya che' evuM sAMbhaLyuM che. A badhu ucita nathI. AmAM sAdhune to brahmacaryanI dRSTie moTuM nukasAna thAya. sAthe saMghATaka hoya to saMyamI baheno sAthe vAtacIta vagere na karI zake. (3) ekalo saMyamI pote nirvikArI hoya to paNa kyAreka sAmenuM tattva ja kharAba hoya ane saMyamIne phasAvI de evuM bane. paNa jo saMghATaka sAthe hoya to pachI kharAba tattva paNa kaMI na karI zake. kapilAnA prasaMga bAda sudarzana zrAvake paNa pratijJA karelI ke 'koInA paNa ghare ekalA na javuM.' to saMyamInI pharaja zuM ? (4) ekalo gocarI gayelo saMyamI kyAreka cakkara vagere AvavAthI paDI jAya to ene koNa madada kare ? hamaNAM ja eka saMyamInuM AkhuM zAkanuM pAtru rastA upara paDIne DhoLAI gayuM. zuM thAya ? eka saMyamInI dUdhanI ta25NI zrAvakanA gharamAM ja paga lAgavAthI DhoLAI gaI. AvA prasaMgamAM ekalo saMyamI mUMjhAI jAya. paNa sAthe bIjAM saMyamI hoya to ghaNA rastA nIkaLe. eTale koIpaNa bhoge saMghATaka vyavasthA pharI zarU thavI ja joIe. paNa Aje jyAre paNa saMghATaka vyavasthAnI vAta Ave eTale saMyamIo aruci darzAvatA hoya che. enA ghaNA kAraNo che : (1) gocarI ekalA javAnuM hoya to mAtra traNa-cAra saMyamIone ja gocarI mokalavAnA rahe. jyAre saMghATaka gocarI mokalIe eTale cha-ATha saMyamIone mokalavA paDe. eTale pachI pANI lAvavuM-kAjo-luNA vagere bAkInA kAmomAM sAdhunI khoTa paDe. have jo saMghATaka vyavasthA goThavavI hoya to badhAne be-be kAma soMpavA paDe. ane Aje keTalAMka saMyamIone A be-be kAma ka2vA gamatA nathI. varSothI eka ja kAma karavAnI Teva hovAthI have be kAma karavA manane bhAre pADe che. kadAca saMsAramAM hota to divasanA ATha kalAka-dasa kalAka sakhata kAma karata. jyAre Aje divasanA kalAka ke doDha kalAkanuM jinAjJApAlanarUpa, saMyamIonI bhaktirUpa, pracaMDa karmakSayanA kAraNabhUta evuM paNa kAma karavA keTalAMka saMyamIo taiyAra thatA nathI. (2) keTalAMka saMyamIo doSita vahoratA ja hoya che. emAMya sacittano saMghaTTo, mizradoSa vagere nAnA-moTA doSo to teo gaNatA ja nathI hotA. "vyavasthApake jeTalI gocarI maMgAvI eTalI lAvIne mAMDalImAM mUkI devI" e ja teo kartavya samaje che. paNa "e gocarI jinAjJA pramANe nirdoSa ja lAvavI" ene kartavya samajatA nathI. ane mATe ja keTalAMka saMyamIo gRhasthonA gharamAM moTA pramANamAM lAbha (!) ApI (ke dhADa pADI ?) jhaDapathI AvI jatA hoya che ane AvI rIte jaladI gocarI vahorIne AvI janArAonI bIjA saMyamIo prazaMsA paNa karatA hoya che. pariNAme pelA saMyamIne doSita vahoravA vagerenI Teva vadhu dRDha banatI jAya che. have A saMyamIne saMghATakagocarI na ja phAve e svAbhAvika che, kemake emAM to sAtheno saMyamI enI azAstrIya pravRtti joI AkhA gacchamAM paNa vAta kare eTale potAnI asaMyamI tarIkenI chApa paDe. A badhuM aTakAvavA AvA saMyamIo saMghATaka gocarI na ja Icche. (3) kyAreya evuM bane ke sAthe je saMghATaka saMyamI AvavAno hoya e vRddha hoya athavA to yuvAna hovA chatAM dhIme dhIme cAlanAro hoya to pelA jhaDapI saMyamIne AnI sAthe gocarI javuM na game. ane e kAraNasara paNa e nA pADe. (4) gocarInA bahAne baheno vagere sAthe paricaya karavAnI saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (61)
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________________ che IcchAvALA keTalAMka saMyamIo paNa saMghATakanI nA pADe. AmAM (2) ane (4) naMbaranA kAraNo to atyaMta vakhoDavA lAyaka che. (1) ane (3) naMbaranA 4 ja kAraNomAM paNa saMyamIoe sahiSNu banIne jinAjJA khAtara bhoga ApavAnI taiyArI batAvavI joIe. je ja jo badhA ja grupamAM saMghATaka vyavasthA zarU thAya to ghaNA badhA doSothI ghaNA badhA saMyamIo bacI jAya. 4 che have saMghATaka vyavasthA goThavavAthI mAMDalInA bAkInA kAmomAM je kheMca paDe e mATe to gocarI janArA che ja saMyamIone ja e kAmomAM goThavI zakAya. thoDuMka vadhAre kAma karavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDe. ja athavA gacchamAM je bhaktivALo, vaiyAvaccI saMyamI hoya eNe eka - be kAma vadhAre karavAnI ? ja taiyArI batAvI A vyavasthAmAM sahakAra Apavo joIe. athavA gocarI janArA saMyamIo ja eka-eka ghaDo pANI letA Ave to pANI lAvavAnuM 4 mAMDalInuM kAma ja rada thaI jAya. pachI vAMdho na Ave. TUMkamAM koIpaNa rIte saMghATaka gocarInI vyavasthA goThavavI joIe. paNa badhA badhI sArI vAto svIkArI ja letA hota to A haLAhaLa kaLiyuga zI rIte kahevAta? ? che eTale ja ahIM evo niyama nathI Apyo ke "huM avazya saMghATaka gocarI jaIza." kemake pote saMghATaka che gocarI javA taiyAra hoya paNa koI sAthe AvavA ja taiyAra na hoya to? to pachI niyamanuM pAlana zakya ja na bane. $ eTale ja niyama evo rAkhyo che ke "jo grupamAM saMghATaka vyavasthA goThavAtI haze to mArA 4 je nimitte emAM muzkelI nahi ubhI thavA dauM. huM be kAma karavAnI taiyArI rAkhIza. huM badhI rIte A vyavasthA mATe mArI anukULatA mujaba sahAya karIza. paNa uparanA cAra kAraNosara eno virodha karavAnuM je ke toDI pADavAnuM kAma nahi karuM." svAdhyAya ocho karIne paNa A vyavasthA pALavI e zreSTha mArga che.' kharekhara to pANImAM paNa saMghATaka vyavasthA joIe. paNa atyAre e bolavAno koI artha ja che je nathI dekhAto. bRhatkalpa bhASyamAM (2sAdhvIjIonI saMghATakavyavasthA be-benI nahi, paNa traNa-traNanI batAvI che ja che. arthAt sAdhvIjIoe traNa-traNanA grupamAM gocarI vahoravA javAnuM che. emAM ya be sAdhvIjIo ja pIDha (aMdAje 40thI uparanI uMmaravALA) ane eka ja sAdhvIjI yuvAna (20 thI 40nI uMmaravALA). che e rIte gocarI javAnuM kahyuM che. enA aneka kAraNo tyAM batAvyA che. emAM brahmacaryanI rakSAne mukhya ja kAraNa tarIke batAvela che. ja have jo be pIDha ane eka yuvAna e rIte traNa-traNa sAdhvIjIonA grupe gocarI javAnuM hoya, ja e ja zAstrAnnA hoya to Aje traNa to nahi, be paNa nahi ekalA bharayuvAna sAdhvIjIo gocarI jAya che che e keTalI hadano zAstrAjJAbhaMga kahevAya? sAdhvIjIoe to be-be saMghATakanI vyavasthA koIpaNa bhoge goThavavI ja joIe. chevaTe ekalA ja yuvAna sAdhvIjIne to gocarI na ja mokalavA joIe. 40thI uparanI uMmaravALA sAdhvIjIoe ja javuM ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (62),
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________________ aIe. ekabIjAnA saMyamanI rakSAmAM sahAya karavI e ApaNI saunI atyaMta mahattvanI pharaja che. 37. huM sUryodaya pachI ja ghaDAonuM pratilekhana karIza ane ene barAbara prakAzamAM joI 4 paMjaNIthI puMjIne pachI ja emAM pANI laIza : ja A niyama paNa Apavo paDe che e Azcarya to che ja. je sthAnomAM puSkaLa sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo je hoya che ane jyAM be-traNa sthAne ja pANI ukaLatuM hoya che tyAM saMyamIo (1) pote pANI vahoravAmAM ja moDA na paDI jAya, (2) pANI khalAsa thaI jAya ane pote rahI jAya tevuM na bane e mATe aMdhArAmAM ja, sUryodaya pahelA ja ghaDAonuM pratilekhana karI pANI levA pahoMcI jAya. keTalAMko to sUryodaya pUrve ? che ja pANI vahorI paNa le. che ("sUryodaya pUrve pANI vahore ane pachI navakArazInA samaye vApare to paNa zAstrakAroe emAM che 4 rAtribhojanano doSa batAvelo che. sUryodaya pUrve ja ghaTAdinuM pratilekhana karavAmAM kayA doSo lAge che? e joIe. (1) ghaDA ja vagerenI ThaMDakanA kAraNe kIDI, macchara vagere jaMtuo rAtre emAM bharAI jatA hoya che. aMdhArAmAM ja pratilekhanAdi karIe to ghaNA jaMtu aMdara rahI jAya che ane pachI dhagadhagatuM pANI emAM paDe eTale te che jIvo bhayaMkara ribAmaNa sAthe mRtyu pAme. eka saMyamIe pramAdanA kAraNe ghaDo barAbara joyA vinA ja ja pANI vahoryuM. e ghaDAmAM giroLI bharAI gayelI. dhagadhagatA pANImAM marI gaI. A to sAruM thayuM ke A je pAchaLathI ko'kanI naba e ghaDAmAM gaI ane garoLI marelI dekhAI eTale e pANI paraThavI dIdhuM. bAkI che ja e pANI sAdhuo vAparata to garoLInuM jhera badhAne caData. ja (2) AjJAbhaMga to thAya ja. keTalAMko sUryodaya pachI paDilehaNa to kare paraMtu ghaDAnI upara sIdhI jaNI pheravI de ane tarata ja ja pANI vahoravA laI jAya. kharekhara to savArano prakAza jhAMkho hovAthI ghaDAo bArI vagere pAse laI ja che jaI vadhu prakAzamAM jovA joIe. dhyAnathI joIe tyAre khabara paDe ke ghaDAnI mATInA raMganA lIdhe na che ja dekhAtA keTalAMka jIvo emAM hoya che. evA jIvo dekhAya ke na dekhAya to paNa barAbara pUMjaNI pheravI ja ja e ghaDAne khaMkherI devA joIe. kadAca pahelA AkhA ghaDAmAM pUMjaNI pheravI dIdhI hoya to paNa pachI e ja che ghaDAo prakAzamAM jovA ja joIe. prakAzamAM joyA vinA ghaDAono upayoga na ja karavo. keTalAka ThekANe sAdhvIjIonA ghaDAo lAInamAM goThavavAmAM Ave che. pachI kramasara badhAnA ghaDA ja bharAya. AvA sthaLe jyAre je sAdhvIjInA ghaDAno naMbara Ave tyAre te sAdhvIjIe punaH ghaDAmAM najara ja karI levI. kemake vaccenA samayamAM maccharAdi ghusI gayA hovAnI zakyatA che. ghaDA upara ToksI DhAMkelI ? je ja hoya to pachI prazna nathI. 38. huM pANInI parAto paMjIne ja pachI emAM pANI ThArIza. jamIna paNa barAbara paMjI laIza: 4 garama pANI lAvyA pachI unALAdimAM ene parAtomAM ThAravuM paDe che. keTalAMka saMyamIo AgalA 4 divasanI bhIMtane Teke mUkelI parAto joyA vinA, pUMjyA vinA ja sIdhI jamIna upara mUkI daI ane je ja dhaDAdhaDa emAM pANI ThAravA mAMDe che. "koIpaNa gADI saMyamIe na pakaDavAnI hovA chatAM ATalI badhI ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (63),
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________________ che utAvaLa zA mATe?" e khabara nathI paDatI. rAtrinA samaye parAtomAM nAnA nAnA jAta jAtanAM jaMtuo bharAI jatA hoya che. parAto pUjyA che ja vinA garama pANI ThArIe eTale A badhA jaMtuone dehAMtadaMDanI sajA pharamAvelI thAya. AmAM paheluM ja ja mahAvrata zI rIte Take ? vaLI je jamIna upara parAto mUkIe e sthale jo kIDI vagere jIvo hoya to e jamIna pUjyA meM ja vinA ja tyAM pANI ThAravAthI garama pANIthI garama thayelI parAtanA kAraNe nIcenA jIvo paNa marI jAya. 4 eTale vidhi A pramANe jALavavI ke sau prathama je jagyAe badhI parAto mUkavAnI hoya e ja ja jagyAne oghA ke daMDAsanathI barAbara pUMjI levI ane pachI pUMjaNI laI vArApharatI eka-eka parAto ? je puMjI-puMjIne e jamIna upara mUkavI ane pachI emAM pANI ThAravuM. kharI hakIkata to e che ke parAtomAM pANI ThAravuM e ja asaMyama che. khullI parAtamAM pA-aDadho 4 kalAka garama pANI Thare tyAre e khullI parAtamAM uDatA jIvo paDI-paDIne marI jatA jovA maLe che. je che bhamarAo, kIDIo, mAkhIo, maccharo vagerenA klevaro A rIte pANI ThArelI parAtomAM ghaNIvAra je joyA che. prAcInakALamAM pANI ThAravA mATe parAtono upayoga na hato. (jo ke pUrvakALamAM aneka che ja prakAranA pANI vaparAtA hovAthI ThaMDu pANI ja vAparavAno avasara Avato. dhagadhagatuM pANI vAparavAno A A prasaMga ocho banato.) atyAre khAsa karIne unALAmAM ThaMDA pANI vinA koIne cAlatuM nathI. re! pANI thoDuM ochuM ThaMDu che thAya to paNa buma paDe che. have e sukhazIlatA gaNo ke game te gaNo paNa e hakIkata che ke ThaMDA pANIno je ja vaparAza ja prAyaH badhA karavAnA. ane e mATe parAtono upayoga thavAno ja. e baMdha thAya evI ? zakyatA ochI dekhAya che. hA ! jeNe Adarza saMyama jIvavuM hoya eNe to parAtomAM ThAreluM pANI vAparavAnuM baMdha ja karI ja che devuM joIe. ghaDAmAM ja pANI rAkhI mUkI jevuM tevuM paNa e ja pANI vAparavuM joIe. paNa jeo e che ja Adarza na keLavI zake teo chevaTe ATalI jayaNA to pALe ja. Adarza saMyama pALanArAo paNa bIjA saMyamIone anukULatA karI ApavAmAM to tatpara ja rahevAnuM ja che. pote parAta vinA calAve eTale badhA pAse parAtonA tyAgano Agraha rAkhe e to yogya ja ja nathI. parAto vAparanArAo pratye asadbhAvAdi kare e ya yogya nathI. 39. jo huM ghaDo vAparIza to ghaDo sIdho jamIna upara nahi rAkhI mUke ane ghaDAmAMthI pANI letI A vakhate ghaDo namAvIne pANI nahi lauM. paNa ghaDo UMcakIne pANI laIza : che. zAstrIya daSTie ghaDo vartamAnakALamAM paNa (asaMyamanuM sAdhana ja che. kemake (1) ghaDAno ? je aMdarano raMga bhUkharo hovAthI emAM jIvanI dayA pALavI khUba duSkara che. (2) ghaDAnuM moTuM nAnuM ane peTa moTuM che. AvuM sAdhana zAstramAM niSiddha che. je ghaDAnuM moTuM che ja eTaluM pahoLuM hoya ke emAM hAtha nAMkho ane bahAra kADho to paNa AjubAjunA moDhAnA bhAgane na aDe ja che tevA mukhavALuM sAdhana cAle. ghaDo lagabhaga Avo nathI hoto. che saMyamIonI niyamAvali (4) moja
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________________ (3) ghaDo DagaDagato hovAthI, asthira hovAthI zAstramAM niSidha che. ghaNIvAra ghaDAnI asthiratAne lIdhe pANI DhoLAI javA vagere rUpa virAdhanAo thatI jovA maLe che. mATe ja ghaDAone sthira karavA mATe kAThAo mUkAya che. (4) ziyALAmAM ane puSkaLa bhejamAM ghaDo sUkAya nahi. pANIno kALa pUrNa thaI gayA pachI paNa ghaDo bhIno bhIno rahe che. emAM akAyanI (citta thaI javA rUpa) virAdhanA zakya che. (5) ghaDAnuM ati ThaMDu pANI svAsthya mATe paNa pratikULa che. eTale prathama naMbaramAM to tuMbaDuM ja vAparavuM. enuM moDhuM moTuM hoya, nIcethI sthira hoya ane emAM jIvadayA khUba sArI rIte pALI zakAtI hovAthI lagabhaga koI doSa na rahe. tuMbaDuM na phAve to pachI bIjA naMbaramAM lAkaDAnA loTa vAparI zakAya. paNa A be sAdhano vAparavAmAM muzkelI e paDe che ke emAM pANI ThaMDu na thAya. hajI ziyALAmAM to cAlI rahe. paNa bharaunALAmAM A be sAdhanonA navAyA pANI vAparavA saMyamIo mATe duSkara thaI gayA che. re ! unALAmAM to aThavADiye - aThavADiye rIDhA thayelA ghaDAo kADhI nAMkhI navA-navA ghaDAo saMyamIo letA hoya che. to pachI A loTa ke tuMbaDuM to zI rIte cAlaze ? eTale have jo ghaDA vAparavAnA ja hoya to pachI ATalo niyama dhAraNa karavo ke A ghaDA koIka DIsamAM, nAnakaDI parAta vageremAM mUkavA. sIdhA jamIna upara na mUkavA. mATInA ghaDAomAMthI lagabhaga pANI jharatuM hoya che. eTale jo jamIna upara ghaDo mUko to e jharatuM pANI AjubAju phelAya. kIDI vagere enI ThaMDakathI kheMcAtI ane pachI emAM ja DubI maratI paNa dekhAI che. vaLI jamIna upara paDelA ghaDAmAMthI koIka saMyamI pAtrImAM pANI le tyAre lagabhaga thoDuM-ghaNuM pANI jamIna upara DhoLAtuM ja hoya che. ane e pANI nAnA jaMtuo mATe moTA pUrano bhAga bhajavatuM hoya che. eTale ghaDo parAtAdimAM ja mUkavo. jethI pANI DhoLAya to paNa e parAtamAM ja DhoLAya. (e ya jo ke khoTuM che, chatAM emAM ocho doSa che.) ekavAra pATa vage2e uMcA sthAna upara ghaDo mUkIe to paNa cAle. bIjI vAta e ke dhAro ke ghaDo jamIna upara ja paDyo che ane emAMthI pANI levuM che to sAmAnyathI saMyamIo ghaDAne namAvIne pAtrImAM pANI letA hoya che. paNa A yogya nathI. unALA vagere kALamAM kIDI vagere jIvo ThaMDaka mATe e ghaDAnI barAbara nIce AvIne rahyA hoya che. saMyamI jevo ghaDo namAve ke tarata ja e nIce rahelA jIvo upara ghaDAnuM joradAra vajana Ave ane e marI jAya. ghaNIvAra ghaDAnA taLIyA upara jaMtuonA kalevaro jovA maLe che. jo moDhAnA bhAgathI ghaDo UMco uMcakI laIe ane pachI ghaDAnA taLIyA upara najara karI laIe to uparanI virAdhanA na thAya. jo taLIye jIvo dekhAya to odhA vagerethI puMjI laIne pachI e ghaDo nIco mUkIne pachI pANI laI zakAya. eTale (1) zakya hoya to ghaDAno tyAga karI tuMbaDuM ke loTa svIkAravo. (2) e zakya na hoya saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (65)
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________________ che to bharelo ghaDo sIdho jamIna upara mukavAno baMdha karavo. (3) ane jyAre jamIna paranA ghaDAmAMthI pANI che ja levuM paDe tyAre e ghaDo sIdho namAvavAne badale uMco uMcakI laI, nIce joI jIvo dUra karI pachI pANI ? ja levAnuM rAkhavuM. A badhuM sUkSma saMyama pALavAmAM jo kaMTALo Ave to samajI levuM ke hajI mokSa sahelo thayo nathI. kharekhara bhagavAna zrI haribhadrasUrijIe sAcuM ja kahyuM che "yatidhatikurA eka dhyAna devA jevI bAbata e ke ThaMDA pANI mATe saMyamIomAM moTA pramANamAM vaparAtA je amadAvAdI ghaDAo lagabhaga AdhAkarmI che. e ghaDAo banAvanAre ja mane kahyuM che "sAheba! ame to che AvA pAtaLA ghaDA banAvatA ja nathI. ame jADA ghaDA ja banAvIe, kemake jADA ghaDA banAvavAmAM tuTe ja ochA, pAtaLA ghaDA banAvavAmAM ghaNA tuTe. paNa badhA mahArAja sAhebo pAtaLA ghaDA ja le che. eTale ja saMghovALA paNa lagabhaga e ja ghaDA maMgAve che." jo A vAta sAcI hoya ane amadAvAdI ghaDA AdhAkarmI hoya to e ghaDAo agnimAM che ja pakAvavAmAM, e ghaDAnI mATI khuMdavAmAM, emAM kAcA pANIno vaparAza karavAmAM je badhI virAdhanAo ja ja thAya e badhAyanI anumodanAno doSa amadAvAdI ghaDA vAparanArA saMyamIone lAge. e bhAInuM kahevuM ja je hatuM ke, "gRhastho phuTI javAnA bhayathI pAtaLA ghaDAo lagabhaga vAparatA nathI." 40. huM 50 ke tethI vadhAre mANasonA rasoDAmAMthI maSTAna + pharasANa nahi vApare : jyAM ghaNA mANaso eka sAthe bhegA thaIne jame te saMkhaDi kahevAya che. zAstromAM saMkhaDinI ja ja gocarI vAparavAno niSedha che. AcArAMgasUtrakAra to eTale sudhI kahe che ke (32) "saMkhaDimAM to gocarI ja ja vahoravA na ja javuM. paNa je dizAmAM saMkhaDi hoya e dizAmAM paNa gocarI vahoravA na javuM. jo saMyamIne ja khabara paDe ke pUrvadizAmAM moTo jamaNavAra che to saMyamI pUrvadizA ja choDI de. pazcimamAM ja vahoravA jato ja rahe." (1) saMkhaDimAM sArI sArI AsaktikAraka vastuo maLe, puSkaLa pramANamAM maLe. e vAparavAmAM ja che puSkaLa rAga thAya emAM jo AyuSyakarmano baMdha paDe to tiryaMca-AyuSya paNa baMdhAI jAya. sAdhupaNuM khAvAnA pApe niSphaLa jAya. (2) saMkhaDimAM vadhAre pramANa maLavAthI jo saMyamI khUba vadhAre vApare, to e pace nahi, apaco $ thAya, rogo utpanna thAya. pachI davAo zarU thAya. AkhI jiMdagI davAnA cakkaramAM saMyamI phasAya. 4 che. anubhavI saMyamIo ema kahe che ke, "atyAre saMyamIomAM mAMdagInuM pramANa puSkaLa pramANamAM vadhyuM che. A lagabhaga badhA saMyamIo pAse vaidya ke DokTaranI davAnA jhoLIo jovA maLe che. AnA be kAraNa che. : (a) Asakti vagerene lIdhe vadhAre pramANamAM vAparavuM te (ba) Asakti vagerene kAraNe zarIrane pratikuLa ja vastuo paNa vAparavI te. (3) saMkhaDimAM pAtrAo bharavA mATe TevAyelo saMyamI pachI gharomAM dIrghakAlIna gocarIcaryA karavA mATe lAcAra bane che. saMkhaDinI ja zodhakhoLa karavAnI vRtti jAgrata thAya che. AvA aneka doSo saMkhaDinI gocarImAM che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali . (6)
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________________ Aje evA keTalAMka mahAsaMyamIo che ke jeo upadhAna ke saMghanA rasoDAmAMthI eka dANo paNa che ja vahoratA nathI. game tyAMthI nirdoSa gocarI lAvIne vApare che. zrAvako khUba khUba vinaMti kare to paNa ja namratApUrvaka emane pAchA vALIne potAno AcAra barAbara pALe che. paNa AvA Adarzo keTalA? jo sattva chaLe to sau prathama A ja pratijJA karavI ke, "saMkhaDinI koIpaNa vastu huM nahi vAparuM." 4 (jo Aju bAjumAMthI bIjI gocarI maLI zakatI hoya to.) paNa e zakya na hoya to pachI A niyama levo ke "saMkhaDimAMthI roTalI, zAka, dALa, bhAta che 1 vagere levAya. paNa mISTAnna ane pharasANa nahi lauM." ja A paNa agharuM paDe to pharasANanI chUTa rAkhI mISTAnna baMdha karavuM. che eTalA mATe paNa mana taiyAra na hoya to pachI "pravAhI miSTAna poNA cetanAthI vadhAre, ja mohanathALa vagere rUpa miSTAnna 4 TukaDAthI vadhAre ane zIrI vagere rU5 miSTAnna eka ToksIthI vadhAre ja nahi vAparuM." evo niyama levo. . ja hajI AnAthI paNa sahelo niyama laI zakAya. paNa e pachI dareke dareka saMyamIoe jAte ja je vicArI levuM. mArI daSTie chellAmAM chello A niyama to levo ja joIe. je eka saMyamIne koIka dhArmika, zrImaMta zrAvake je vAta karelI, e vAta te saMyamIe mane karelI. ja je sAMbhaLIne khUba jaM kheda thayo. e zrAvake e saMyamIne kaheluM ke "sAheba ! A cha'rI pAlita saMghamAM ja ja huM roja rasoDAmAM jaIne saMyamIone vahorAvato hato. khUba bhAva sAthe supAtradAnano lAbha leto hato. ja chepaNa thoDAka divasa bAda meM have vahorAvavA javAnuM choDI dIdhuM che. enuM kAraNa e che ke saMyamIo puSkaLa che ja pramANamAM mIThAI pharasANa vahore che. paNa roTalI-purI, zAka, bhAta, dALa to lagabhaga nAma puratAM ja 4 ja vahore che. 80% gocarI mISTAnnanI ane 20% gocarI sAdI joIne mArA pariNAmo ghaTI gayA. ja che sAheba! kadAca tame evuM kaho ke > saMyamIo ekAsaNA karatA hoya, emAM A charI pAlita saMghamAM ja 4 rojanA moTA-moTA vihAro thAya eTale zarIrane TakAvavA mATe saMyamIoe poSTika vAparavuM to paDe ja che 4 ne ? eTale teo roTalI vagere na vApare ane mISTa vApare emAM khoTuM zuM che? - to tamArI vAta mane ja mAnya ja che. paNa eka vAta pUchuM? guMdaranI gheMsa, maganI dALano zIro, cokhkhA ghIno mohanathALa A ja ja badhI sAtvika vastuo zarIrane vadhAre poSaNa ApanArI che? ke dUdha phADI nAMkhIne banAvAtI, vaidyonI je ja dRSTie zarIrane pratikuLa evI rasagullA vagere baMgALI mIThAIo ? A saMyamIo guMdaranI gheMsa vagere lagabhaga vahoratA ja nathI. baMgALI mIThAIo ja vahore che. have ja ja mAre zuM samajavuM?" A prasaMga sAMbhaLIne huM dhrujI UThyo. ApaNI gocarI vahoravAnI kriyA kevI? ke jemAM zrAvako 8 adharma pAme, saMyamIothI dUra thAya. saMyamapariNAmo tuTI jAya. alabatta moTAbhAganA saMyamIo A bAbatamAM atyaMta sajAga haze ja. paNa AvA ekAda-be A prasaMgo paNa na bane e jarUrI che. | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (97)
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________________ saMkhaDimAMthI moTA pramANamAM vastuo vahoratI vakhate kyAreya sAmevALA zrAvakAdinA mukha upara dRSTipAta karyo che kharo ? enA vicAromAM AvatA parivartanane nihALyuM che kharuM ? zuM bIjAne durlabhabodhi banAve, saMyamIo pratye asadbhAva janmAve evI gocarI vahoravAnI pravRtti ghora pApa baMdhAvanArI na bane ? A badhuM jANyA pachI paNa jo mana A pratijJA levA taiyAra na hoya to ene paralokabhIti, mokSaprIti zI rIte mAnI zakAya ? chevaTe sauthI chello vikalpa Apyo ja che ke,"eka ToksI, poNo cetano ke cAra TukaDA karatA vadhu mISTAnna saMkhaDimAMthI na levuM." 41. huM roja ekAsaNuM karIza. upavAsanA pAraNe eka divasa besaNuM karIza : dazavaikAlika sUtramAM paramAtmAnI AjJA batAvI che ke "saMyamIoe roja eka ja TaMka vAparavuM. arthAt ekAsaNuM karavuM." tyAM addo LiAM tavomAMM zabda lakhIne zAstrakAroe ekAsaNAne nitya tapa kahyo che. ane addo zabda dvArA ahobhAva vyakta karyuM che ke aho ! prabhue A keTalI badhI suMdara AjJA pharamAvI che. nitya ekAsaNA ghaNA doSono khAtmo karanArI benamUna jinAjJA che. (AMbila e paNa ekAsaNuM ja kahevAya, kemake divasamAM ekavAra vAparavuM e ekAsaNuM che. pachI e bhojana vigaI vinAnuM hoya to AMbila gaNAya..) upadezapadakAre to nityaekAsaNAnuM rahasya khUba ja adbhuta rIte darzAvyuM che. tyAM prazna karavAmAM Avyo che ke (33)zAstrakAroe ekAsaNAnI prazaMsA karI ane upavAsanI prazaMsA na karI ? AvuM zA mATe? Ama to upavAsa ja zreSTha tapa gaNAya ne ?" enI sAme bhagavAna haribhadrasUrijIe uttara Apyo ke upavAsa to vaiyAvacca, svAdhyAya vage2e guNono ghAta karanAra tapa che. jo upavAsa ja karyA karavAmAM Ave to anaMtaguNI nirjarA karAvanArA vaiyAvacyAdi guNo khalAsa thaI jAya. lokamAM e upavAsa karanAro bhale ghora tapasvI tarIke paMkAya. paNa tapanuM vAstavika phaLa nirjarA to ene na ja maLe. jyAre jeo roja ekAsaNA karIne saMyamanA seMkaDo yogone suMdara rIte ArAdhe che teo lokamAM bhale tapasvI naM kahevAya paNa emane khUba-khUba karmakSayanI prApti thAya. eTale AtmAne vadhu upakArI tarIke ekAsaNAno tapa che. mATe zayyabhavasUrijIe upavAsanI prazaMsA ka2vAne badale ekAsaNAnI prazaMsA karI. (hA, eno artha evo nathI ke upavAsa na ja karavA. jJAnapAMcama, mauna ekAdazI, caudaza, AThama vagere tithioe upavAsa ka2vA e paNa zAstrAjJA ja che. (34)TUMkamAM svAdhyAya, vaiyAvacca, saMyamAdi yogo bilakula hAni na pAme e rIte pravRtti karavI e ja vAstavika tattva che.) ekAsaNA karavAnA lAbho : (1) jeo navakArazI kare teono 'savAre derAsara javuM, gocarI javuM, gocarI vAparavI' | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (68)
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________________ vageremAM ja badho samaya pasAra thaI jAya. eTale svAdhyAya ghaNo ja ghaTI jAya. ekAsaNI karanArAne puSkaLa che svAdhyAya karavAno samaya maLe. * (2) navakArazImAM cAha lagabhaga doSita ja hoya che. sAMjanI gocarI to prAyaH doSita ja ja samajavI, kemake dhAro ke 7 vAge sUryAsta thato hoya to rAtribhojanatyAgI zrAvako ya sADA cha vAge ja jamavA besatA hoya che. eTale emane tyAM rasoI paNa eTalA vAge ja taiyAra thAya. jyAre saMyamIo ja to sADApAMce gocarI vahoravA nIkaLI ja jAya. moDA nIkaLe to saMyamIo pahoMcI ja na vaLe. eTale ja rAtribhojana tyAgIone tyAM paNa jo sUryAsta karatA doDha-be kalAka pahelA gocarI taiyAra thaI jatI hoya ? to emAM saMyamIonuM lakSya AvI jAya che, mATe emAM doSa lAge ja che. vaLI rAtribhojananA tyAgI che ja gRhastho keTalA maLe ? ekAsaNAmAM AvA koIpaNa doSa na lAge. sAMje vAparanArAo to ghaNIvAra ja ja gRhasthone sAmethI kahI detA hoya che ke, "Aje tamAre tyAM ATalA vAge vahoravA AvIzuM. rasoI ja che taiyAra rAkhavI." have AmAM AdhAkarmIno doSa spaSTa ja che. (3) traNa TAIma vAparanArAonI vezyA paNa lagabhaga gocarI aMgenI thaI jAya che. savAra4 bapora-sAMjanI ciMtA rahe ke "gocarI kyAM jazuM?..." vagere. (hA, doSita ja levuM hoya teone e ja 4 ciMtA (!) na rahe.) ekAsaNA karanArAo to Akho divasa svAdhyAyAdimAM tallIna banI jAya. (4) zreSThakakSAnI jinAjJAnuM pAlana karavAno lAbha maLe. mArI daSTie saMyamI upavAsa-besaNuM.... vagere kare enA karatAM ya roja ekAsaNA kare e zreSTha che che. mArA gurudeve chellA mAMdagInA varSo sivAya kAyama ekAsaNA karyA che. aThThAInA pAraNe paNa che ja ekAsaNA karatA. ja gayA varSe eka vidvAna AcArya bhagavaMtanA traNa sAdhuoe mAsakSamaNanA pAraNe paNa ekAsaNA che cAlu rAkhyA. koIpaNa muzkelI vinA akhaMDa ekAsaNA kare che. che mArA eka ziSyane chellA 10 varSathI akhaMDa ekAsaNA cAle che. emAM ja 72 oLIo karI che 4 che. oLInA pAraNe paNa ekAsaNA choDyA nathI. 4. : 95 varSanA eka sAdhvIjI chellA 15 varSathI akhaMDa purimaSTha ekAsaNA kare che. { AvA to seMkaDo saMyamIo Aje paNa ekAsaNAno tapa khUba ja sArI rIte kare che. zarUAtamAM thoDIka takalIpha paDe, paraMtu jo be-cAra mahinA game te rIte ekAsaNAno prayatna ? je karAya to pachI koI muzkelI na paDe. je divase upavAsa karIe e pachInA divase ekAsaNuM karavAnI zakti na hoya to besaNuM karI che zakAya. 4 42. huM ekAsaNAmAM roja 4/5/6/7 dravyathI vadhAre nahi vAparuM. jo besaNuM ke navakArazI kare 4 to dareka TaMka dITha cArathI vadhAre dravya nahi vAparuM ? ja ekAsaNA karIe eTale badhuM ja vAparavAnI chUTa maLI jatI nathI. zakya eTalo dravyasaMkSepa karavo ja ja joIe. eka AcArya bhagavaMta roja be ja dravya roTalI-dALa ke roTalI-dUdha ja vAparatA. ema varSo sudhI A saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ()
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________________ che ekAsaNA karyA. ghaNA saMyamIo mAtra traNa ke cAra dravyanA ekAsaNA karanArAo che. . ' AmAM roTalI, purI, thepalA, bhAkharI, paroThA vagere eka ja dravya gaNAya. aDadadALa, maganI che 4 dALa, tuveranI dALa, kaDhI vagere paNa eka ja dravya gaNAya. judA judA aneka prakAranA zAka lo to paNa 4 $ eka ja dravya gaNAya. badhA bAphelA pharasANo (DhokaLA puDalA vagere) eka dravya gaNAya, bhAta-khIcaDI eka ? ja dravya gaNAya. dUdha eka dravya gaNAya. AmAM badhAnI judI judI vivekSAo hoya che. keTalAMko be judA judA mISTa hoya to ene judA ja 4 judA dravya gaNe che. A badhuM bAdhA letI vakhate manathI dhArI levuM. jeTalo tyAga vadhe eTalo sArA mATe 4 ja che. dUdha ane rAba, dUdha ane khIra, dUdha ane dUdhapAka e badhA judA dravyo gaNAya. ema tamAma ? je vastuomAM grupanA vyavahAra pramANe jANIne e pramANe A bAdhA laI zakAya. jeo ekAsaNuM na karatA hoya teoe dravyasaMkSepa vadhAre karavo joIe. eTale teo dareka TaMka ? 4 dITha cAra dravyanI bAdhA laI zake. chevaTe jevo jeno varSollAsa! ekAsaNA na thAya eTale navakArazI ja karavI e to yogya nathI. ekAsaNAne badale besaNA thaI ja zake. besaNA na thAya to ya dhAraNA-abhigraha karIne traNa TaMkano niyama laI zakAya. porisInuM ja paccakhANa karI zakAya. keTalAMka saMyamIo chuTI navakArazI kare. game tyAre mana thAya tyAre vApare. je je divasamAM pAMca-sAta TaMka karI le. vAparatA-vAparatA paNa ubhA thaIne Ama tema jaI Ave. navakArazI che ja hovAthI paccakhkhANabhaMga thavAno nathI. paNa AmAM aucitya dekhAtuM nathI. jema besaNAmAM be TaMka karIe. A ema navakArazImAM traNa TaMka karavA. bAkInA TaMka baMdha karavA. vAparatA vAparatA ubhA thavuM vagere paNa baMdha ja ja karI zakAya. A paNa eka prakArano viratipariNAma che. chevaTe jevI jenI jeTalI zArIrika jarUriyAta e pramANe eNe niyama dhAraNa karavo. 43. huM mahinAmAM pAMca divasathI vadhAre vAra mISTAna nahi vAparuM : je Avo te khape, bAvo beTho jape." e sUtra ajaina saMnyAsIo mATe che ane e paNa mazkarI che ja rUpe che. jaina zramaNo mATe A sUtra nathI. saMyamIo to khUba-khUba tyAgI hoya. zAstromAM vigaIono tyAga karavA upara khUba ja bhAra mUkAyo che. re ! nivayAtAono paNa ja tyAga karavAnI bhArapUrvaka preraNA pravacanasAroddhAra (3)vagere graMthomAM karI che. "saMyamIo ekAsaNA ja karanArA hoya che evuM jANavA chatAM mahApuruSoe vigaI ke nivIyatAno bhoga karavAnI bilakula saMmati ApI nathI. nAchUTake apavAda mArge e vAparavAnI rajA ApI che. eTale ja "ekAsaNAmAM A badhuM vAparavAnI chUTa' evuM mAnI na zakAya. Aje ya ApaNI sAme kevA Adarzo che ! eka svargastha AcAryadeve 268 oLIo karI. eka bIjA svargastha AcAryadeve 108 ja oLIo karI. eka trIjA AcAryadeve to AMbilo ane upavAsono rekorDa saryo che. Aje jainasaMghamAM che saMvignasaMyamIonI niyamAvali (70)
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________________ 4 250 thI 300 mahAtmAo 108 oLI pUrNa karanArA banavAnI taiyArImAM che. che ke, AvA ghora tapasvIo najara sAme ja che, vizALa saMkhyAmAM che eTale Aje paNa vigaI tyAga che ja karIne mastIthI jIvana jIvI ja zakAya che. chatAM badhAmAM Avo ghorAtighora vairAgya na pragaTe to teo AvI bAdhA laI zake ke mahinAmAM che pAMca ja divasa miSTAnna vAparIza. vadhu 7 divasanI chUTa rakhAya. ethI vadhAre chUTa na rakhAya. athavA jo miSTAnna tyAga na ja karI zakAya to pachI AvI bAdhA paNa levAya ke "roja be 4 TukaDAthI vadhAre nahi lauM." AvI bAdhA laIe to paNa ghaNuM bacI javAya. puSkaLa maLatuM hoya to paNa ja be TukaDAthI vadhAre nahi vAparavAno niyama e vadhArAnA mISTano tyAga karAve. saMyamIo game te rIte A bAdhAne svIkAre. 44. mISTAnnanI chaTanA divase paNa eka cetano | cha TukaDA, doDha ToksIthI vadhAre mISTa nahi ja vAparuM : je divase chUTa hoya e divase jo ati vadhAre pramANamAM miSTAnna vAparIe to pachI apaco ja thAya. zarIramAM zakti utpanna thavAne badale mAMdagI utpanna thAya. eTale pramANa jALavavuM jarUrI che. ja mAMDalInA pAMca moTA doSomAM "adhika pramANamAM vAparavuM e paNa eka doSa gaNelo che. emAM ja che ya miSTAnna adhika pramANamAM vaparAya to to nakkI apaco vagere ghaNA nukasAna thatA jovA maLe che. 4 eTale chUTanA divase paNa dUdhapAka vagere miSTa eka cetanAthI vadhAre nahi. mohanathALa vagere miSTa 4 6 TukaDAthI vadhAre nahi ane zIro vagere miSTa doDha ToksIthI vadhAre nahi. evo niyama levo. ja AmAM zakti ane vairAgyanI vRddhinahAnine anusAre uparokta pramANa karatA ochuM ke vadhAre ja je pramANa svayaM dhArI zakAya. che. A pratijJA mahinAnA pAMca sAta divasanI chUTavALA saMyamIo mATe che. jeone kAyamI chUTa che. ja teoe to eka | be TukaDAthI vadhu miSTa na vAparavAnI bAdhA levI ja ucita che. 45. huM mahinAmAM pAMcathI vadhAre divasa taLeluM nahi vAparuM : telamAM taLIne je banAvavAmAM Ave e bhajIyA, cevaDo vagere taLelI vastuo vaidyonI dRSTie ja ja paNa zarIrane atyaMta nukazAnakAraka che. mISTAnna to hajI zarIrane poSaNa Ape. A taLelI vastuo ja che to zarIra mATe paNa hAnikAraka gaNI che. 4. eTale ghaNA saMyamIo taLelI vastuono saMpUrNa tyAga kare che. chatAM evI pratijJA levA mana 4 ja taiyAra na thAya to pachI mahinAnA pAMca-sAta divasanI chUTavALI A bAdhA levAya. (pauMA, upamA, ja A DhokaLA vagere bAphelI vastuo A taLelAmAM na gaNAya. ema sekelA pauMA vagere paNa AmAM na che ja gaNAya.). athavA to AmAM paNa pramANa nakkI karIne e rItanI bAdhA laI zakAya. 3 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (71)
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________________ 46. huM keLA sivAya koIpaNa phaLa vAparIza nahi : zAstrono Adarza to e che ke mAtra phaLo ja nahi, jyAM bhIMDA-vaTANA-kArelA-turiyA vagere 4 ja lIlA zAkabhAjIo vaparAtA hoya tevA sthAnamAM paNa saMyamIoe na rahevuM. jyAM AvA lIlA ja ja zAkabhAjIo koI vAparatA nathI evA sthAnomAM ja saMyamIoe rahevuM. (keTalAMka gAmaDAomAM gocarI che ja jaIe tyAre khyAla Ave che ke tyAM koI lIlA zAkabhAjI vagere vaparAtA nathI.) jo lIluM zAka khAtA khAtA rAga thAya. "A svAdiSTa che." evI Asakti pragaTe to saMyamIne ja ja e zAkabhAjInI je kaMIpaNa hiMsA gRhasthoe karelI hoya te badhAnI anumodanAnuM pApa lAge: ja zAstrakAroe lIlA zAkabhAjI na vAparavA." ema kahevA uparAMta "lIlA zAkabhAjI khAnArA je lokonA sthAnamAM na rahevuM" ema paNa kahyuM che kemake teo jANe che ke tyAM rahyA pachI to lIlA che zAkabhAjIne joIne saMyamIne IcchA thaze ane e vAparaze.' ene badale tyAM rahe ja nahi to pachI IcchA 4 thavAno ke vAparavAno prazna ja ubho na thAya.' have jo lIlA zAkabhAjIvALA sthAnamAM rahevAya paNa nahi, to enA karatA vadhAre Asakti che che karAvanArA phaLo vagereno vaparAza jyAM hoya tyAM zI rIte rahevAya? ane to pachI e phaLo vAparavAno che ja to vicAra paNa zI rIte karI zakAya ? (ephaLanA eka-eka koLIye eka-eka laghumAsanuM prAyazcitta batAveluM che. phaLano rasa vAparo to ja ja eka-eka ghUMTaDe eka-eka laghumAsanuM prAyazcitta batAvyuM che. mATe ja jyAre apavAdamArge phaLa ke phaLano rasa vAparavo paDe tyAre ochA koLIyA ane ochA che ja ghuMTaDA karavAnI vidhi zAstrakAroe (8)batAvI che. dA.ta. pAtrImAM kerIno rasa lIdhA pachI moDhAmAM eka ja ja ghuMTaDo utAryo, pAtrI moDhA pAsethI dUra karI. vaLI bIjo ghUMTaDo utAryo, pAchI pAnI dUra karI... to ? ja ghuMTaDA dITha upavAsa Ave. paNa pAtrI dUra karyA vinA ekI sAthe badho rasa vAparI le to e eka ja ghuMTaDo ja ja gaNAya ane eka upavAsanuM prAyazcitta Ave. - eka sAthe badho rasa vAparI javAmAM vadhu rasAsvAda na mANI zakAya ane pariNAme rAga ocho . ja thAya eTale prAyazcitta ochuM Ave. paNa ghUMTaDe ghUMTaDe dhIme dhIme vAparavAmAM puSkaLa rAga thAya, puSkaLa ? che karmabaMdha thAya eTale prAyazcitta vadhAre Ave. A vAta kharekhara to phaLa, mISThAna vagere badhAmAM samajavAnI che. jeTalA ochA koLIyA vAparo che ja eTaluM prAyazcitta ochuM Ave. $ zAstrakAro pharamAve che ke (39)jyAM badhA loko mAtra phaLa ja vAparatA hoya evA sthAnamAM gADha ja kAraNasara rokAI javuM paDe to tyAM upavAso karavA. paNa phaLa na vAparavA. 180 upavAsa thaI jAya to ja ya phaLa na vAparavA. AvA aneka nirUpaNo joyA pachI ema ja kahevAnuM mana thAya ke pratyeka saMyamI tamAme tamAma ja phaLo saMpUrNapaNe choDI de. emAM koI ja chUTa na rAkhe. paNa kaLikALane, jIvonA pariNAmonI vicitratAone najara sAme rAkhyA vinA chUTako taithI. to saMvignasaMyamIonI niyamAvali (72)
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________________ je have mAtra kadalI-keLAnI chUTa rAkhI bAkInA tamAma phaLono saMpUrNa tyAga karI devAno niyama apAya. je kadalImAM ke kadalI sivAyanA bAkInA phaLo khAvAmAM AjJAbhaMga, Asakti vagere doSo to che ja. paNa kadalI sivAyanA phaLomAM enAthI ya vadhu nukasAna e che ke kadalI mATe 48 miniTa pachI ja ke vAparavAno niyama nathI. kadalI to chAla utArIne tarata vAparI zakAya che. jyAre prAyaH bAkInA tamAma ja phaLo samAryA bAda 48 miniTa pachI ja vAparI zakAya che. eTale ja bAkInA phaLomAM AdhAkarmAdi doSo lAgavAnI zakyatA ghaNI che. Aje zrAvaka- 4 * zrAvikAo ekAsaNA-besaNA vagere tapa sivAya to phaLone samArI samArIne tyAre ja vAparI letA hoya ? che che. 48 miniTa pachI phaLabhojana to ekAsaNAdi tapa sivAya prAyaH koIpaNa zrAvako vagere nathI karatA. 4 che ane ekAsaNAdi tapa karanArA zrAvako to keTalA? ja je tapa karatA hoya che, teo pAchA moTA bhAge tithionA divase kare. ane e divase to ? ja lIlotarI vaparAya nahi. tithi sivAya paNa tapa karanArAo atyaMta dhArmika hoya che ane tethI teo potAnA mATe phaLAdi ? samAre tyAre saMyamIonA mATe vadhAre samArI de, saMyamIono paNa uddeza rAkhIne samArI de. A badhI che ja zakyatAo ghaNI che. eTale emAM AdhAkarmI - mizra vagere doSonI zakyatA ghaNI ja rahe che. A ja tapa karanArA eka -be zrAvikAone keTaluM phaLa vAparavA joIe ? ane chatAM jo pramANa vadhAre ja ja dekhAya to e samajI ja zakAya che ke kaMIka garabaDa che. doSono bhaya hoya to AvI zaMkAspada vastuothI ? che saMyamI bArakoza dUra ja bhAge. mATe phaLono tyAga Avazyaka che. Asakti tyAga mATe, saMyamarakSA mATe. bIjA badhA phaLo to lagabhaga saMyamIo ochA ja vApare che, ke nathI ja vAparatA. paNa kerIno ja rasa vAparavAno prasaMga ghaNIvAra Ave. "kerIno rasa nirdoSa hoya ke doSita ?" e mATe nIcenA muddAo vicAravA. (1) kerI khUba ja moghuM phaLa che. eka kerI ochAmAM ochI 8-10 rUpiyAnI hoya. eTale ja 4 sAmAnyavarga ke madhyamavargane A kerIno rasa lagabhaga na ja paravaDe. eTale emanA ghare jo hoMze hoMze ja kerInA rasanI vinaMti thAya to e te gRhasthonA bhaktibhAvano prabhAva samajavo. arthAta bhakti mATe ja ja teoe AdhAkarmI rasa kADhyo hovAnI zakyatA ghaNI vadhe che. (2) kerIno rasa no bahAra paDyo rahe to e bagaDI jAya. eno svAda kharAba thaI jAya. e che che vAyukAraka bane. AvA aneka kAraNosara kerIno rasa kADhI kADhIne tarata ja vaparAya che. athavA phrIjamAM $ ja rAkhavAmAM Ave che. ja kerIno rasa kADhyA pachI, phrIjanI bahAra 48 miniTa sudhI rAkhyA pachI ja vAparanArA zrAvako- 4 je zrAvikAo keTalA? je divase saMyamI ghare vahoravA AvavAno hoya jo e ja divase teo kerIno rasa che je bahAra rAkhatA hoya, e sivAya roja phrIjamAM ja rAkhatA hoya. to emAM gocarInA aneka doSo cokhkhA che ja lAge che. gora hone saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (7) kika |
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________________ (3) unALAmAM gocarI vahoravA nIkaLelA saMyamIne eka cetano payasa vahoravAnuM hatuM. che ja zrAvikAoe badhI vinaMti karI paNa dUdhanI ke kerInA rasanI na karI... saMyamI pUchato ja gayo ke bIjuM zuM ja zuM che? bIjuM zuM che?... ane chevaTe zrAvikAe javAba Apyo ke "sAheba ! kerIno rasa phrIjamAM che." ja je saMyamI samajI gayo ke, "A zrAvikA ema samaje che ke mahArAja sAheba kerInA rasa mATe pharI rahyA che." che AvI kharAba chApa bhUMsavA mATe spaSTatA karavI paDI ke, "mAre dUdhano khapa che, kerInA rasano nahi." ghaNA gharomAM zrAvikAo bIjA badhI vastuo vahorAvyA pachI khulAsA kare che ke, "rasa phrIjamAM ja ja che." tyAre AghAta lAge ke, "zrAvikAonA manamAM saMyamIo mATe AvA bhAva che ke teone unALAmAM che kerIno rasa joIe ja." A vAta zuM vicAraNIya nathI ? eTale ja kadalI sivAyanA tamAma phaLo tyAgI devAya to khUba sarasa ! chatAM chevaTe kadalI+kerI ja sivAyanA badhA phaLono tyAga karAya. je 55 varSanA vizALa dIkSAparyAyamAM kerIno svAda suddhAM na cAkhyo hoya evA paNa mahAtmAo je najIkanA ja kALamAM thaI gayA che. vartamAnamAM paNa AkhI jiMdagI mATe kerInA tyAgavALA seMkaDo 4 mahAtmAo haze evuM mane lAge che. kadalImAM paNa eka vAta dhyAnamAM levI ke jo ApaNane vahorAvavA mATe kadalInI AkhI chAla ja utAre to e chAla teo kacarAmAM nAMkhe. saMyamI nimitte ja A chAla utArAI ane kacarAmAM naMkhAI ? che eTale tyAM pachI enA dvArA je jIvavirAdhanA thAya eno doSa saMyamIne paNa lAge. eTale dareka keLAnI che ja aDadhI ja chAla utAravA devI ane pachI eka-eka keLAmAMthI aDadhuM keLuM vahoravuM. vadheluM aDavuM keLuM (chAla sAthenuM) e gRhastho pAse ja raheze. e aDadhuM keLuM jyAre teo khAvAnA haze, tyAre potAnA nimitte ? chAla utArIne kacarAmAM nAMkhaze eTale e virAdhanA emanA nimitte thaze. saMyamI nimitte nahi. eTale che e doSa saMyamIne na lAge. ja A pramANe amArA samudAyanI maryAdA che. dareka saMyamIe potapotAnA samudAyanI maryAdAo je ja jANIne e pramANe pravRtti karavI. 47. huM khajura ane badAma sivAya koIpaNa prakArano mevo vAparIza nahi? khajura, badAma, drAkSa, akharoTa, jaradALu, pIstA, kAju vagere mevo AsaktipoSaka che eto che 4 prasiddha vAta che. gRhastho A badhI vastuo zarIramAM puSkaLa zakti vadhAravA mATe vAparatA hoya che. 4 saMyamIo mATe saMyamane anulakSIne vicArIe to A vastuo upayogI nathI. che chatAM vartamAnakALamAM zArIrika nabaLAI vagerene kAraNe vAparavuM paDe to mAtra khajura ane badAma che A be vastunI chUTa rAkhI bAkInI tamAma mevo tyAgI zakAya. badAma magaja mATe ane khajura pAcanazakti vagere mATe anukULa gaNAya che. aMjIra abhakSya hovAthI eno vaparAza prAyaH koIpaNa saMyamIo karatA nathI. drAkSa abhakSya na $ hovA chatAM ati-AsaktinuM kAraNa lAgavAthI pU.pAda dAnasUrIzvarajI ma.sAhebe potAnA samudAyamAM saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (74) rada
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________________ "eno vaparAza baMdha karAvyo hato. kAju to koIpaNa bhoge na ja vaparAya e sAruM che, kemake "e kharAba vicAronA utpAdaka che" ema mahApuruSo kahI gayA che. kAjukatarImAM e nivIyAtuM banI javAthI kAjunI vikAratA ghaNI ghaTI jAya che. 48. huM kAco goLa, kAju ane aDadanI vastuo nahi vAparIza : yogI puruSa bhadraMkara vijaya paMnyAsajI ma. sAheba kahetA hatA ke "A traNa vastuo atyaMta kharAba che. A vastuo na ja vAparavI joIe." keTalAMka saMyamIone gocarImAM goLa vAparavAnI Teva hoya che. ziyALAmAM keTalAMka saMyamIo kAju vAparatA hoya che. ane AMbilo karanArA keTalAka saMyamIone AMbilanI aDadanI dALa khUba ja bhAvatI hoya che. e uparAMta aDadanA DhokaLA, aDadIyApAka vage2e aDadanI vastuo paNa vAparatA hoya che. yogIpuruSa to kahetA ke ATalI vastuono badhAe sadaMtara tyAga karavo joIe. ahIM bAdhAno bhAvArtha A pramANe che ke goLanuM pANI, goLanI banelI vastuono niSedha nathI. paNa kAcA goLano niSedha che. ane e paNa rojIMdA vaparAzamAM, jainonI vasativALA sthAnomAM vAparavAno niSedha che. gAmaDAomAM ajainonI gocarI vA52vAno prasaMga Ave tyAre dALa-zAkAdi na maLavAthI goLa-roTalI, goLa-roTalAthI ja calAvavuM paDe. e vakhate nirdoSa goLa pramANasara vAparavAno niSedha nathI. TuMkamAM nirdoSa gocarI mATe goLa vAparavo Avazyaka hoya to enI nA nathI. paNa e sivAya goLa vAparavAnI niSedha che. ema cokhkhA kAjunI ja a bAdhA samajavI. kAjunI banelI vastuono AmAM niSedha nathI. aDadanI dALa kyAreka vAparavAno niSedha nathI. moTA rasoDAmAM kyAreka aDadanI dALa ja banAvelI hoya to e ja vAparavI paDe. eTale enI nA nathI. paNa moTI oLI karanArAo rojeroja AMbila khAtAnI aDadanI dALa ja vApare e yogya nathI. mATe enI bAdhA samajavI. e ja vAta aDadanA DhokaLA vagere mATe samajavI. chatAM saMyamIo pota-potAnI vivakSA pramANe chUTa rAkhI-na rAkhIne bAdhAo laI zake che. 49. huM vAparyA pachI pAtrAo-tarapaNIo traNavAra pANIthI dhoIza. eka-be vAra nahi : gacchAcAramAM kahyuM che ke > lukhA khAkharA, lukhA caNA jevI alepakRta vastuo vA52I hoya to e pAtrA traNa pANIthI dhovA. alpalepavALI vastuo vAparI hoya. (AMbilanI dALa vagere) to e pAtrA pAMca vAra dhovAnA. ane dUdha-ghI, tela vagere vigaIo ke vigaIovALA padArtho vAparyA hoya to e pAtrA sAtavAra dhovA. (ghI copaDelI roTalI, ghI ke telanA vaghAravALuM zAka vagere badhuM AmAM samajI levuM.) Aje moTAbhAge ApaNI gocarI alpalepakRta ke bahulepakRta hoya che. ekAsaNA-besaNAdi karanArAoe to vigaIno vaparAza hovAthI sAta pANIthI pAtrA dhovA paDe. jo pAtrAo barAbara na dhovAya to e khorAkanI gaMdha emAM rahI jAya. e gaMdhane kAraNe unALA vageremAM tathA e sivAya paNa kIDI vagere jIvo kheMcAya, emAM coMTe. AmA pAtrAo jIvothI vyApta saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (75)
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________________ bane. ane pachI saMyamI lezapaNa pramAda kare to e badhA jIvonI virAdhanA thAya. AvuM ghaNIvAra jovAmAM AvyuM che ke gaMdhavALA pAtrA-ta25NI vagere upara jIvo AvI jAya che ane ApaNA pramAdAdithI enI virAdhanA thAya che. jemAM dALa lAvI hoya e ta25NImAM pIvAnuM pANI bharyA pachI eka kalAka bAda jo e pANI vAparazo to e pANI tIkhuM lAgaze. ghuMTaDo gaLatI vakhate gaLAmAM baLatarA thaze. Ano artha ja e ke ta25NI dhoI hovA chatAM emAM maracA vagerenA avayavo rahI ja gayA hatA mATe ja pANI tIkhuM banI gayuM. eTale zAstrakAronI vAta ekadama vyAjabI che. keTalAMko to eka ke be pANIthI ja pAtrA dhoIne luNAthI lUMchI letA hoya che. e jyAre luNAthI pAtrA luMche tyAre pAtrA upara dALa-zAkanA avayavo cokhkhA dekhAtA paNa hoya che. chatAM luNAthI luMchIne pAtrA mUkI de. AvA pAtrA cIkAzavALA rahI jAya. ane e luNAo paNa dALa-zAkanA DAghAvALA, tela-ghInI cIkAzavALA bane. pachI e luNA dhovA mATe puSkaLa sAbu-sarpha-pANIno upayoga karavo paDe. pAtrA barAbara na dhovAnA kAraNe pAchaLa keTalI badhI virAdhanAo thAya ? zAstrIyavidhi vicArIe to ja> saMyamI badhu vAparI lIdhA bAda traNa koLIyA dvArA tathA AMgaLI vaDe ghasI-ghasIne pAtrAmAM coMTelA badhA ja khorAkanA avayavo kADhIne vAparI le. eTale prathama to pANI vinA ja e pAtru cokhkhuM thaI jAya. eka mahAtmA to pote gocarI vAparyA bAda vagara pANIe e pAtru eTaluM cokhkhuM karI le ke,"jonArAne sAmAnyathI aMdAja paNa na Ave ke A pADyuM eMThuM che. gocarI vApareluM che." AvuM pAtru karyA bAda traNa pANIthI dhovAmAM Ave eTale emAM gaMdha suddhAM paNa prAyaH na rahe. eTale pachI jIvonI virAdhanA thavA vagere rUpa koIpaNa bhaya raheto nathI. e pAtrA evA to cokhkhA hoya ke jema pANI vAparyA bAda luNAthI e pAtru luMchIe, to e luNA dhovAnI jarUra nathI paDatI. ema A gocarI vAparelA pAtrA luMchyA pachI paNa e luNA dhovAnI jarUra ja na paDe. sarpha-sAbu-pANI vagere vAparavA ja na paDe. vadhumAM vadhu eka pANImAM kADhI laIe to paNa cAle. paNa A tyAre ja zakya bane pANIthI pAtrA dhotA pahelA ja barAbara e pAtra AMgaLI dvArA ja svaccha karI levAmAM Ave. mAtra eka ke be pANIthI pAtrA dhoIne lUMchI nAMkhavA e to saMyamane hAnikA2ka che. kama se kama traNa pANIthI pAtrA dhovA ja paDe. na ghI vagere cIkAzavALI vastuonI cIkAza jo na nIkaLe to garama pANI, garama dALa vagerethI ghasavAthI e badhI cIkAsa nIkaLI jAya. ko2A bhAta ghasavAthI paNa e cIkAza nikALI zakAya. traNavAra pANIthI dhoyA pachI paNa jo cIkAza lAge to cothI-pAMcamI vAra paNa pANIthI dhovA jarUrI che. TUMkamAM pAtrAomAM cIkAsa ke gaMdha na rahI jAya e atyaMta Avazyaka che. 50. huM eMThA thayelA lIlA maracA, pAMdaDA, kokama vagere jo vAparI na zakuM to ene jAte ja retImAM-rAkhamAM ghasI-ghasIne paraThavIza. game tyAM nAMkhI nahi dauM ke mAMDalImAM mUkIne nahi jAuM : zAstrakAro kahe che ke : "sugaMdha vA tuAMdha vA savva muMne na chaThTha" gocarImAM AvelI saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (76)
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________________ vastuo sugaMdhI hoya ke durgadhI hoya. upalakSaNathI svAdiSTa hoya ke svAda vinAnI hoya. sArA che ja dekhAvavALI hoya ke vicitra lAgatI hoya, badhI vastu vAparI javI. koIpaNa vastu paraThavavI nahi. je ja , eTale dALa-zAkamAM AvatA maracA, pAMdaDAM, kokama vagere vAparI ja javA joIe. ene je che paraThavavA nahi. paNa maracAM tIkhAM lAgavAnA kAraNe vAparI na paNa zakAya. pAMdaDA ke AMboLiyA paNa na ja ko'ka saMyamI vAparI zakato na hoya, aruci thatI hoya ane mATe A vastuo paraThavavI ja paDe, to ja gocarI vAparyA bAda e vastuo jAte laI jaI rAkha-retImAM barAbara ghasI levI ke jethI enI gaMdhathI ja ja sajIvo na Ave ane virAdhanA na thAya. eka saMyamI to AvA maracA vagerene sIdhA ja bArImAMthI bahAra patarA upara pheMkI deto, kyAreka ja che kacarAnI DolamAM nAMkhI Avato. A badhuM dhRNAspada che. eThA thayelA e maracA vagere tyAM ja mUkI rAkhIe to kAjo kADhanAra saMyamI ghaNIvAra moDo paNa A ja kAjo kADhe. emAM jo 48 miniTa thaI jAya to maracA vageremAM samUcchimanI utpatti thavAthI puSkaLa ja je virAdhanAno doSa saMyamIne lAge. che eTale sau prathama to A badhI vastuo vAparI ja javAnI Teva rAkhavI. chevaTe na ja vaparAya to bIjA che ja vikalpamAM jAte ja A badhI vastuo saMmUcchima thAya e pahelA barAbara paraThavI devAnI kALajI karavI. A 51. huM koInA paNa eMThA pAtarAmAM koIpaNa vastu nAMkhIza nahi : keTalAMka saMyamIo bIjAonI bhakti karavA mATe emanA eMThA pAtarAmAM vastu nAMkhI detA hoya che je che. emAM emano bhAva sAro hovA chatAM keTalIkavAra AmAM jhaghaDAo thatA hoya che. (1) e saMyamIne je gIcarI vadhI paDelI hoya, mAMDa mAMDa vAparato hoya emAM jo bIjo saMyamI enA pAtrAmAM vastu nAMkhI 4 ja de eTale pelo saMyamI gusse thAya. jema tema bole. kadAca e vastu paraThavI paNa de. (2) saMyamIe je je je vastu bIjAnA eMThA pAtrAmAM nAMkhI hoya. e vastunI te bIjA saMyamIne bAdhA hoya. kadAca dravyasaMkhyA che thaI gaI hoya. eTale ene to bAdhA tuTavAthI duHkha thAya, jhaghaDo paNa karI bese. bIjAnI pratijJAno 4 bhaMga karAvavAmAM ApaNane paNa mohanIyakarma baMdhAya . . AvA aneka kAraNosara sArAmAM sArI vastu paNa, bhaktibhAvathI paNa koInA eMThA pAtrAmAM na ja nAMkhavI. . keTalAMko potAnI vadhI paDelI vastu khapAvavA mATe bIjAnA eMThA pAtrAmAM nAMkhatA hoya che. je emAM to vadhu muzkelI thAya. eka saMyamIe gusse thaIne AvI eMThI karAyelI vastune judA pAtrAmAM kADhI jorathI e pAtru ghasaDIne dUra pheMkI dIdhuM. AmAM paraspara keTalo badho saMkleza vadhe ? ja koIka saMyamI mATe koIka vastu sArI hovA chatAM paNa svAthyanI dRSTie pratikULa hoya. e mATe ja che paNa ene AvI eMThI karAyelI vastu na game. ja eTale bhaktibhAvathI ke vadheluM khapAvavAnA uddezathI koIpaNa rIte koInA paNa pAtrAmAM vastu ja eMThI na karavI. ene cokhkhA pAtrAmAM ja ApavI. saMyamI rajA Ape to eMThA pAtarAmAM nAMkhI zakAya. badhA saMyamIo vAparatI vakhate potAnI pAse eka cokhkhuM pAtru rAkhe to prAyaH vAMdho na Ave. $ saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (77),
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________________ 52. huM mADalImAM AvelI vastu mArI jAte vAparavA nahi lauM, paNa vaDIlanA hAthe ja laIza? mAMDalImAM AvelI tamAma vastuonI mAlikI gurunI hoya che uparAMta gurue jene mAMDalImAM gocarI vaheMcavA nImelA hoya teonI paNa apekSAe e vastuonI mAlikI gaNAya. eTale mAMDalImAM 4 AvelI vastuo jo saMyamI potAnI jAte laIne vApare to guru-adattAdAnano doSa lAge, kemake gurue ? : nahi ApelI vastu e saMyamI laI rahyo che. vaLI jo badhA saMyamIo potAnI jAte ja vastuo letA thaI jAya to pachI vyavasthA ja tuTI ? che jAya. badhA saMyamIo pota-potAne anukULa vastu levA mAMDe eTale paraspara saMkleza paNa thAya. "pelA che ja saMyamIe sArI sArI vastu laI lIdhI. have bhaMgAra ja bAkI rahyo che." AvA vicAro paNa keTalAMkone A Ave. AvA ghaNA kAraNosara mAMDalImAM AvelI gocarImAMthI koIpaNa vastu saMyamIe potAnI jAte ja je na levI. paraMtu mAMDalImAM gocarI vaheMcanArAonA hAthe ja levI. che eka grupamAM amuka saMyamIo gocarImAM sArA sArA zAka judI ToksI vageremAM lAvI tarata ja ja e zAka potAnI jagyAe ja mUkI detA. A vAtanI bIjAone khabara paDatA paraspara ghaNo saMkleza paNa ja thayo. vaLI AmAM nAnA saMyamIone paNa duHkha thAya ke vaDIloe vINI-vaNIne vastu laI lIdhI. amane ? to kAMI na maLyuM. che eka saMyamIe ekavAra potAnI jAte ja mAMDalInI koIka vastu lIdhI. e vAparavA ja jato hato ke tyAM vyavasthApake bUma pADI. "tamane koNe sattA ApI, A rIte jAte gocarI levAnI. mUkI do e che ja vastu !" 4 eTale prathama vikalpa to A ja che ke vyavasthApakanA hAthe ja gocarI levI: dhAro ke vyavasthApaka kaMIka kAmamAM hoya, to chevaTe vyavasthApakanI anumati laIne e vastu levAya. paNa emAM ya roTalI, che 4 zAka, dALa, bhAta, dUdha e pAMca ja vastu jAte levI. miSTAnnAdi jAte na levA. koIka saMyamIne zArIrika kAraNosara amuka ja vastuo cAlatI hoya. bAkInI vastuo na ja ja cAlatI hoya to paNa eNe vyavasthApakane ja e badhI vAta karI devI. vyavasthApaka e bAbatanI kALajI ja ? rAkhI e vastuo e ja saMyamIne pahoMcADe. 53. huM poNo cetano karatA vadhAre dUdha nahiM vAparuM ane poNo cetano karatA vadhAre cAha nahi ? vAparuM: eka prAcIna AcAryabhagavaMtanA grupamAM ekAsaNA karanArA sAdhuone paNa mAtra aDadhI ToksI 1 ja dUdha vAparavA maLatuM. AcAryadeva khUda dUdha vaheMcavA nIkaLatA. aDadhI ToksIthI vadhAre dUdha koIne na ja maLatuM. jemane cAhanuM vyasana hoya teone eka ja ToksI cAha maLatI. (cAha nivIyAtuM hovAthI emAM che dUdhanI apekSAe vikAratA ochI, paNa vyasananI daSTie cAha ghaNI ja kharAba.) ane je cAha le ene saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (78)
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________________ A dUdha na ja maLe. bemAMthI eka ja vastu maLatI. Aje to A vAtane dasakAo thaI gayA. saMyamIonA mApa ghaNA ja vadhI gayA. tarapaNI bharIne ja ja cAha pInArA paNa mahAtmAo thaI gayA. pramANano niyama ja khalAsa thaI gayo. ja saMyamIoe khUba ja jAgrata banavAnI jarUra che. jo jarAka paNa asAvadha rahyA, to tarata ja nAnA je moTA doSo jIvanamAM ghUsI gayA vinA na rahe. eka nUtana dIkSita khabara na hovAthI roja eka cetano dUdha maMgAvato. chevaTe gItArtha gurue ene ja je samajaNa ApIne aDadho cetano nakkI karAvyo. gRhastho je kapamAM cA pIe che, enA mApa pramANe to pA ke aDadho cetano paNa mAMDa thAya ene ja che badale cetanA-be cetanA dUdha-cAha pIvA e to zI rIte yogya gaNAya? vaLI vadhAre vAparavAthI to uhyuM che zarIrane vadhAre nukasAna thAya. ja jo zakya hoya to cAhanuM vyasana to choDI ja devuM joIe. chevaTe na ja choDAya to poNA cetanAthI ja vadhAre cAha na ja vAparavI. ema dUdha paNa poNA cetanAthI vadhAre na ja vAparavuM. 54. huM 'vAparuM chuM. e pramANe bolyA pachI ja vAparavAnuM zarU karIza : zAstrIya niyama evo che ke jIvAparatA pUrve gurunI rajA levI paDe ke "gurudeva! huM vAparuM?' ' ja guru rajA Ape pachI vAparI zakAya. Aje badhA ziSyo eka-eka karIne gurunI rajA levA jAya e zakya nathI. evo vyavahAra paNa ja dekhAto nathI. eTale sApekSabhAva rUpe A niyama che ke vAparavAnI zarUAta karatA pahelA saMyamI spaSTa ja avAje bole ke, "vAparuM chuM." ane e rIte gurumahArAjanI rajA lIdhI hovAno bhAva vyakta karIne pachI ja che ja vAparavAnI zarUAta kare. vaLI A rIte bolavAmAM phAyado paNa thAya, saMyamI "vAparuM chuM bole ane acAnaka ja e vakhate 4 gurune kaMIka agatyanuM kAma yAda Ave to ene kahI zake ke "ubho rahe. vAparato nahi. pahelA A kAma ja ja patAvI Ava. pachI vAparavA besaje." to gurunI sevA-bhaktino paNa lAbha maLe. eTale A niyama be ya rIte upayogI che. 55. huM gocarI vAparyA bAda mAMDalI vyavasthApakanI rajA maLe pachI ja paccakhkhANa laIza. jAte ja puchyA vinA paccakhkhANa nahi lauM : ( vizALa mAMDalImAM vadha-ghaTano prazna lagabhaga rojano ja hoya che. badhuM vaheMcAI jAya, vadhelI ja A vastu paNa eka-be vAra mAMDalImAM pharI vaLe tyAre mAMDa khabara paDe ke amuka vastu vadhI che ke ghaTI che? ja che. keTalAMka saMyamIo jhaDapathI vAparanArA hoya to emanI gocarI jaldI patI jAya. ane hajI A bAju ja che gocarInI vastuonI saMpUrNa vyavasthA thaI na hoya ane A saMyamIo jo jAte paccakhkhANa laIne ubhA che 4 thaI jAya to muzkelI thAya. kemake pachI jo gocarI vadhI paDe to e badhAe khapAvavA levI paDe. badhAne ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (7)
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________________ ema thAya ke "pelA saMyamI uThI gayA, eTale emane khapAvavuM na paDyuM. ane amAre herAna thavuM paDyuM." Ama badhAne ubhA thaI janArA saMyamI pratye aruci thAya. ghaNIvAra evuM bane ke e vahelA ubhA thaI janArA saMyamInI ja khapAvavAnI zakti vadhAre hoya e ubho thaI jAya eTale bIjA badhA, ochI zaktivALAo khUba herAna thAya. Ama ubhA thaI janArA saMyamIne bAkInAone sahAyaka banavAno lAbha na maLe. ekavAra eka-be saMyamI jAte pacca. laIne ubhA thaI gayA. vyavasthApakane khabara paDatA emane paNa gusso Avyo. tarata kahI dIdhuM ke 'have jeTaluM vadhe e badhuM tamAre ja rAkhamAM paraThavavuM paDaze. bIjuM koI nahi paraThave.' keTalAMka saMyamIo to evI khabara paDe ke "gocarI vadhI paDavAnI che." eTale khapAvavuM na paDe e mATe UbhA thaI jAya. pacca. jAte laI le. pAchaLathI upara mujaba ja paraspara saMkleza thAya. keTalAMko cAlAkI evI kare ke AjubAjumAM beThelA vaDIlo pAse pacca. laI le. e vaDIlone vadhaghaTano khyAla na hovAthI pacya. ApI de. pelA saMyamIne bacAvanI taka maLe ke "meM to vaDIla pAse pacca. lIdhuM che.' kharekhara to vaDIloe ja nahi, paNa sAkSAt gurue paNa mAMDalI vyavasthApakane puchyA vinA pacca. na apAya, kemake vadhaghaTanI badhI khabara vyavasthApakane hoya. guru paNa e vAta jANatA na hoya. eTale guru jo pacca. ApI de to pachI vyavasthApakane ghaNI muzkelI ubhI thAya. eTale ja A niyama levo joIe. pacca. jAte to na ja levuM. mAMDalI vyavasthApakanI rajA sivAya bIjA pAse paNa na levuM. mAMDalI vyavasthApakanI rajA laIne bIjA pAse pacca. levAmAM vAMdho nathI. 56. huM gocarImAM mAruM pANI jAte laIne besIza. pachI ja vAparavAnuM zarU karIza : keTalAMka saMyamIo pramAda, utAvaLa vagerene kAraNe pANI lIdhA vinA vAparavAnuM zarU karI de ane pachI jyAre pANInI jarUra paDe eTale bIjA saMyamIo pAse mAMge. kyAreka to nAnA saMyamIo na hoya to vaDIlo pAse pANI mAMgavAno vAro Ave. vaDIlo to pANI ApIne vaiyAvaccano lAbha meLave paNa nAnA saMyamIo pANI mAMgIne, vaDIlone kAma soMpIne AzAtanAnA bhAgIdAra bane. zAstrakAroe to (4)nAnA ke moTA koIpaNa saMyamIne koIpaNa prakAranuM kAma soMpavAno spaSTa niSedha karelo che. hajI kadAca nAnAone kAma soMpIe paNa moTAone soMpavAmAM to vadhu doSa lAge ja. vaLI jo roja ja AvuM bane ke saMyamI vAparavA besI gayA bAda roja pANI mAMge. to ApanArAo paNa kaMTALe. kyAreka saMbhaLAvI paNa de ke "jAte pANI laIne beso ne ? rojeroja zuM mAMgo cho ?'" AvA zabdo sAMbhaLavA paDe ke ApaNA mATe koIne aruci thAya e pahelA ja ApaNI pravRtti sudhArI laIe to e ApaNA hitamAM ja che. 57. huM eMThI pAtarImAM ghaDAmAMthI pANI nahi lauM : saMmUcchimanI virAdhanAnuM moTuM zakya sthAna A che 'eMThI pAtarImAM ghaDAmAMthI pANI levuM.' saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (80) *********
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________________ 5mIo gocarImAM ke e sivAya paNa pAtImAM pANI vAparyA bAda bIjI vAra pANI levA mATe e pAtarI luMchyA vinA ja emAM ghaDAmAMthI pANI letA hoya che. have ghaNIvAra evuM spaSTa jovA maLe che ke ghaDAmAMthI pAtarImAM paDatA pANImAMthI TIpAo uchaLIne pAchA ghaDAmAM ya paDe che. jhINavaTathI jozo, dhyAna Apazo to A dekhAze. eMThI pAtarImAM gayelA TIpA ghaDAmAM jAya eTale ghaDAnuM badhuM pANI eMThu thAya. 48 miniTa bAda emAM saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA thavAnI pUrNa zakyatA rahe. mATe ja eMThI pAtarImAM jo pANI levuM hoya to e pAtarI barAbara lUMchI lIdhA bAda ja emAM ghaDAmAMthI pANI levuM. hA ! keTalAMka grupomAM evuM paNa dekhAya che ke moTA pAtarAmAM pANI kADhavAmAM Ave che. ane pachI e pAtarAmAMthI ja badhA nAnI nAnI pAtarIomAM pANI le che. A moTA pAtarAnuM pANI vAparI ja levAmAM Ave che. jo vadhe to kAjA ke luNAmAM vAparI levAmAM Ave che. ane jo AvuM hoya to pachI tyAM saMmUcchimanI virAdhanAno bhaya na rahe. paNa e aMge pAko vicAra karyA bAda ja pravRtti karavI. 58. huM eMThA thayelA tapelAmAM ke parAtamAM cokhkhA tapelA-parAtamAMthI pANI nahi lauM : kApa kADhavA besIe tyAre tapelAmAM badhuM pANI laI rAkhIe. paNa pAchaLathI jo e pANI khUTI paDe to pachI cUnAnA tapelAmAMthI ke cokhkhA pANInA ghaDAmAMthI pANI letA hoIe chIe. A vakhate paNa 57mAM niyamamAM batAvyA pramANe ja virAdhanAnI zakyatAo che. jo eMThA tapelA-parAtamAM cUnAnA tapelA ke cokhkhA pANIvALA ghaDAmAMthI pANI nAMkhIe, to TIpAo uDIne pAchA cokhkhA pANIvALA tapelA-ghaDAmAM paNa paDe che. ane e rIte saMmUcchimanI virAdhanAno bhaya utpanna thAya che. hA ! jo cUnAnA tapelAnuM badhuM pANI laI levAnuM hoya. tapeluM khAlI ja karavAnuM hoya to ThIka che. e tapeluM sukavavA mUkI daie eTale pachI koI doSa na rahe. hA, e tapeluM 48 miniTamAM sukAI javuM joIe. paNa jo thoDuMka paNa pANI tapelAmAM rAkhI mUkavAnuM hoya to pachI e pANI cokhkhA pAtarA, Taba, DolamAM laIne ja eno vaparAza ka2vo paDe. kApa vagere kADhavAnI jagyA paNa jo evI hoya ke kApa kADhatAM kADhatAM uDatA chAMTA parAtamAM ThArelA pANImAM ke ghaDAmAM ke cUnAnA tapelAdimAM paDe to pAchI tyAM paNa virAdhanA ubhI thavAnI ja. sUkSmabuddhithI A badhI kALajI karavAnI che. 59. huM bArI-bAraNAo barAbara pUMjIne ja khola baMdha karIza : mahAsaMyamI AtmAo to bArI-bAraNA khola-baMdha ka2vAmAM paNa virAdhanA jANIne eno tyAga ja kare che. khullA hoya to khullA rahevA de ane baMdha hoya to baMdha rahevA de paNa pote khola-baMdha na kare. oghaniryukti vageremAM jaNAvyuM che (44)jo makAna, rUma, hola vagerenA baMdha bAraNA-bArIo kholavAmAM Ave to aMdarano vAyu ane bahArano vAyu judA judA prakArano hovAthI be ya vAyuo paraspara ekabIjAnA zastra bane che. mATe vAyukAyanI virAdhanA aTakAvavA mATe saMyamIone bArIbAraNA khola-baMdha ka2vAno niSedha karyo che. jeo unALAmAM pavana khAvA vagere mATe bArI-bAraNA khole emane prAyazcitta Apela che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (81)
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________________ bArI-bAraNAnA aMdaranA bhAgamAM ke bahAranA bhAgamAM karoLIyAoe jALA bAMdhelA hoya to e bArI vagere kholavAthI jALA tuTI jAya. karoLIyAono ghara bhaMga thAya. re ! puMjIne karIe to ya A virAdhanA aTakatI nathI. ulaTuM oghAne lIdhe ja e jALA tuTI jAya. bArI-bAraNA upara goLIo pharatI hoya che. jorathI bArI kholatA ke oghA vaDe puMjIne kholatA kadAca e garoLI oghAmAM AvIne saMyamI upara paDe to saMyamI cIsa pADI UThe, gabharAI jAya, garoLIne game tyAM pheMkI devA prayatna kare........vagere ghaNA doSo lAge. jo puMjyA vinA baMdha karo to sAMdhAnA bhAga upara rahelI garoLI kapAI jAya. ema tyAM jo kIDI vagere hoya to e paNa puMjyA vinA bArI-bAraNA baMdha karavAthI marI jAya. eTale bArI-bAraNA khola-baMdha karavAmAM paNa virAdhanA che ja. comAsAmAM bArImAMthI aMdara pANInI vAchaTa AvatI aTakAvavA bArI baMdha karIe to pANInA jIvo e bArI sAthe athaDAIne mare. aMdara pANI na AvavA devA bArI baMdha karI, paNa emAM ya jIvonI virAdhanA to thaI ja. (alabatta puSTakAraNasara baMdha karavI paDe e judI vAta.) eTale bane tyAM sudhI to bArI-bAraNA khola-baMdha karavA ja na paDe evI sthitimAM ja jIvavuM. ga2mI-ThaMDI sahana karavAnuM sAmarthya hoya to ja A zakya bane. vartamAnamAM evuM jo2dAra sattva to virala saMyamIo ja phoravI zake. eTale ThaMDImAM badhA bArIbAraNAo baMdha karavAnI ane garamImAM kholavAnI pravRttio moTA bhAganA saMyamIo ka2vAnA ja. to e vakhate A niyamanuM pAlana karavAnuM che. sau prathama to bArI-bAraNAnA badhA bhAgo AMkhathI barAbara joI levA. jo karoLIyAnA jALA, nigoda vagere hoya to to pachI e na ja kholAya. eTale vagara joye kholavAnI kriyA na karavI. paNa joyA pachI lAge ke bArI-bAraNA upara koI jALA-nigodAdi nathI. to pachI barAbara puMjIne pachI khola-baMdha karavA. keTalAMko 'jANe ke bArIne maMtrita karatA hoya' ema bArIne ogho aDe ja nahi e rIte otho havAmAM pheravIne bArI kholatA hoya che. Ano zuM artha ? ahIM evo to koI maMtra zAstromAM batAvyo nathI ke jenAthI maMtrita karelI bArImAM pachI koI virAdhanA ja na thAya. keTalAko vaLI oghAne bArIo sAthe sparzAve to kharA, paNa bArInA pratyeka bhAgo puMjAya evI - sUkSmatA na jALave. uparachallI puMjavAnI kriyA kare. eM paNa na cAle. kemake kIDI-maMkoDA vigere nAnA jIvo to emAM rahI ja javAnA ane marI javAnA. eTale bArI-bAraNAnA pratyeka khUNAo, pratyeka sAMdhAone ogho barAbara aDe, barAbara pheravAya e rIte puMjavuM joIe. keTalAkone oghAnI dasI ja eTalI badhI ochI hoya ke jo teo barAbara pUMjavA jAya to - oghAnI dasIne badale oghAnI dAMDI ja badhA bhAgomAM ghasAya. AmAM to ArAdhanAne badale virAdhanA < ja UbhI thAya che. oghAmAM pramANasara dasIo hovI joIe. jethI enAthI barAbara puMjI zakAya. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (82)na
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________________ jo rAtre aMdhArAmAM ko'ka upAzrayamAM pahoMcIe to pachI bArI-bAraNAdimAM karoLIyAnA jALA vigereno viveka karavo azakya bane. e vakhate puMjIne ke puMjyA vinA bArI-bAraNA kholavA ucita nathI. jo A pratijJA hoya to je nakAmI bArI-bAraNA kholabaMdha karavAnI pravRtti thatI hoya te enI meLe ja aTakI jAya. kemake dareke dareka bArI-bAraNA barAbara puMjIne kholabaMdha karavAnI kriyAmAM ghaNo samaya lAge. eTale svAbhAvika rIte vadhArAnI e kriyA ochI thaI ja jAya. keTalAMka saMyamIo eTalA jorathI bArI-bAraNA khole ke e bArI-bAraNA bahAranI bAju jorathI athaDAya. kyAreka kAca paNa phuTe, kyAreka pAchaLanI divAla uparanA jIva paNa mare. AvI aneka ajayaNAo jANI laI saMyamanA khapI mahAtmAoe teno tyAga karavo joIe . 60. upAzrayamAMthI vihAra karatI vakhate meM jeTalA bArI-bAraNA kholyA hoya e badhA jAte baMdha karI daIza. je vastu jyAMthI lIdhI hoya, te vastu tyAM pAchI mUkI daIza. saMyamIo upAzrayamAM utare tyAre havA-ujAsa mATe bArI-bAraNAo khole. paNa pachI be-cAra divasamAM vihAra kare tyAre e badhu baMdha karavAnI tasdI jo na le to saMyamInA gayA bAda upAzrayano nokara ja badhA bArI-bAraNA baMdha kare. have e to te vakhate puMjavA vigere rUpa koI jayaNA sAcavavAno ja nathI. eTale tyAM je virAdhanA thAya eno doSa bArI-bAraNA kholanArA saMyamIone lAge. vaLI A rIte upAzraya game tema khullo mUkIne janArA pratye tyAMnA vyavasthApakone paNa asadbhAva thAya. eka gAmamAM sAMje 20-25 sAdhuo rokAyA. savAre badhA sAdhuoe bArI-bAraNA baMdha karyA vinA vihAra karI dIdho. sAdhuo thoDuMka cAlyA, paNa rasto kAco ane bhulA paDAya tevo hovAthI rasto dekhADanAranI jarUra paDI. AgalA divase tyAMnA vyavasthApake kaheluM ja ke "huM rasto batAvavA samayasara AvI jaIza.' paNa e Avyo na hato. 10-15 miniTa pachI e mANasa Avyo. sAdhuo ene Thapako ApavA mAMgatA hatA ke, "tuM kema moDo paDyo ?" paNa ene badale pelo mANasa ja ukaLI paDyo, "tame badhA bArI-bAraNA khullA mUkIne nIkaLI gayA ? aMdarathI corI vigere thAya to? ATalo paNa viveka tamArAmAM nathI ?''. sAdhuoe mAphI mAMgavI paDI. ema parAto, ghaDAo, Tebalo, pATa, dhAbaLA vigere upAzrayanI je je vastuo jyAMthI lIdhI hoya, tyAM ja goThavI daIe to ApaNA gayA bAda nokara dvArA e badhuM goThavavAmAM thanArI virAdhanAono doSa ApaNane na lAge. ane e nokara vigerene sAdhuo pratye aprIti thavAne badale sadbhAvanI lAgaNI pragaTe. vaLI A to lokamAM paNa ziSTAcAra che ke lIdhelI vastu pAchI yogyasthAne mUkavI. lokottara zAsanane varelA saMyamIo laukika ziSTAcAra paNa na pALe to to thaI rahyuM. 61. huM pATa-pATalA-Tebala khaseDatI vakhate enA pAyAnA nIcenA bhAgo, jamIna puMjyA pachI ja khaseDIza. pATa, Tebala vigerenA cAra pAyAo hoya che. jyAre ene khaseDIe tyAre e cAreya pAyAo je jamIna upara ghasaDAvAnA hoya te jamIna puMjavI ja paDe. jo na puMjIe to tyAM rahelA kIDI vigere saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (83)
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________________ jIvo e pAyAnI sAthe ghasaDAIne marI jAya. eTale be AMgaLa jeTalA paNa pATa-Tebala haTAvavA hoya tyAre badhA pAyAonI jagyA puMjavI joIe. keTalAMko vaLI eka bAjunA be pAyAo puMje ane bIjI bAjunA na puMje ane e rIte pATAdine haTAve. AmAM paNa doSa lAge. kharekhara to pATa-Tebala ghasaDIne haTAvAya ja nahi. pATa ke Tebala UMcakIne ja mUkavA joIe. ane jyAM mUkavAnA hoya tyAMnI jagyA pahelA puMjI laI pachI pATa-Tebala tyAM mUkavA joIe. pATa-Tebala UMcakatI vakhate je jagyAethI e pATa-Tebala pakaDavAnA hoya te jagyAe oghA ke muhapattIthI puMjI levuM joIe. pATa-TebalanI aMdaranI taraphano bhAga ja pakaDavAno hoya che ane e bhAga AMkhathI dekhAto hoto nathI. eTale e bhAgane puMjI levo Avazyaka che. paNa pATa uMcakAvanAra koI na hoya, tyAre be-pAMca AMgaLa pATa ghasaDavI paNa paDe che. ema Tebala bhAre hoya to e paNa ghasaDavuM paDe che. (vadhu ghasaDavuM paDe e to na cAle.) beThA-beThA ja jarAka dUranuM Tebala najIka lAvavuM hoya tyAre paNa e Tebala saheja ghasaDavAnuM thAya che. A dareka vakhate je jamIna uparathI e pATa-TebalanA pAyA pasAra thavAnA hoya e jamIna puMjAI gayA pachI ja A ghasaDavAnI kriyA karI zakAya. eka AcArya bhagavaMta ghora tapasvI, zAsanaprabhAvaka, aneka ziSyonA guru hovA chatAM A bAbatamAM emanI kALajI khUba hatI. ekavAra emanA mATe koIka sthAne pATa mUkavAnI hatI ane meM e pATa eka bAjuthI uMcakI ke tarata mane kahyuM ke "candrazekhara ! pahelA pelI jagyA puMjI le. pachI pATa mUkaje." keTalI badhI nirmaLa pariNati ! kavikulakiriTa birudane dhAraNa karanArA eka AcArya bhagavaMta ! ekavAra eka muni koIka kAma mATe emane maLavA gayA. ziSye kahyuM ke 'sAheba, ArAmamAM che.' e muni pAchA ja pharatA hatA paNa e ja vakhate AcArya ma.sAheba jAgI gayA. AgaMtuka munie joyuM ke jAgatAnI sAthe AcAryazrIe muhapattI hAthamAM lIdhI, pachI muhapattIthI oghAno bhAga puMjIneM ene vyavasthita karyo. pachI muhapattIthI cazmAnuM boksa puMjIne boksa kholyuM. pachI muhapattIthI cazmA puMjI cazmA hAthamAM lIdhA. pachI muhapattIthI cazmAnI be ya bAjunA be sAMdhAnA bhAgo puMjI cazmA kholyA. pachI muhapattIthI potAnA be ya kAna vigere bhAgo puMjIne cazmA paheryA. A badhI kriyA khUba jhaDapathI ekadama svAbhAvika rIte thaI. AgaMtuka muni to stabdha thaI gayo. AvA mahAna AcAryanI kevI suMdara saMyama pariNati ! kevuM puMjavApramArjavAnuM adbhUta vartana ! kharekhara to pATa-pATalA ja A niyamamAM lakhyA che. upalakSaNathI A vAta badhI ja vastuomAM samajI levAnI che. koIpaNa vastu letA ke mUkatA e vastu ane te jagyAne puMjavAnuM na ja cUkAvuM joIe. 62. huM aMdhArAmAM pyAlo uMdho karI, paMjaNI ke daMDAsanathI barAbara aMdarano bhAga puMjIne pachI ja mAtrAdi mATe eno upayoga karIza : plAsTIkanA ke TInanA pyAlAmAM ya kIDI, karoLIyA vigere jIvo coMTI jatA hoya che. koIka saMyamI pyAlAmAM maMjana karato hoya to enI gaMdhanA kAraNe paNa jIvo kheMcAtA hoya che. ajavALAmAM saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (84)
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________________ to barAbara joIne pachI mAtru karI zakAya. paNa rAtre (ke divase paNa aMdhArAvALA sthAnamAM jo e pyAlAmAM jIvanuM darzana spaSTa na thatuM hoya to pachI tyAM) puMjyA vinA e pyAlAno vaparAza na thAya. pyAlo puMjavA mATe jo puMjaNI vAparo to e paMjaNI pAtarAdinuM pratilekhana karavAmAM vaparAtI puMjaNI na ja hovI joIe. pyAlo puMjavAnI pUMjaNI svataMtra ja rAkhavI paDe. mArA gurudevazrIne pyAlA pAse puMjaNI avazya joIe. puMjaNIthI puMjyA vinA mAtru na kare. paNa puMjaNIne badale daMDAsanathI barAbara puMjI lo to paNa cAlI zake. khyAla rAkhavo ke pyAlo sIdho ja rAkhIne daMDAsana pheravo to eno jhAjho artha na sare. kemake jIva bahAra to nIkaLaze ja nahi. pyAlo ADo / uMdho karIne puMjo to ja e jIvo bahAra paDI jatA pachI emanI virAdhanA na thAya. eka mahAtmAe pramAdanA kA2Ne ekavAra puMjyA vinA ja pyAlAmAM mAtru karavAnI zaruAta karI ane e vakhate pyAlAmAM bharAyelA vIMchIe DaMkha mArI dIdho. mahAmuzkelIe enuM jhera utAryuM. 63. huM dAMDo letI vakhate je bhAgathI dAMDo levAno hoya e bhAgane joIne, puMjyA pachI ja dAMDo laIza. ema dAMDo mukatI vakhate paNa bhIMta vagerene pUMjyA pachI ja dAMDo mUkIza. "dAMDo letI vakhate na puMjIe ke mUkatI vakhate na puMjIe to emAM kayu moTuM pApa lAgI javAnuM che ?" AvI zaMkA jinavacanane nahi samajelA mugdha AtmAone thAya e svAbhAvika che. eno uttara ApatA pahelA zAstrakAro A doSane keTalo bhayaMkara gaNe che e joI laIe. (45)koIka sAdhu bIjA gacchamAM bhaNavA vagere mATe gayo. e gacchanA sAdhuo dAMDo letI-mUkatI vakhate puMjavAdi kriyA karatA na hatA, e A sAdhue joyuM. zAstrakAro kahe che ke A sAdhue te gacchanA AcAryane Takora karavI ke "ApanA sAdhuo AvuM asaMyama pALe che e na cAle." ema kahyA bAda thoDA divasa pachI paNa e ja asaMyama jovA maLe to bIjIvAra AcAryazrIne kahevuM. ema trIjIvAra kahevuM. chatAM jo pachI paNa e asaMyama jovA maLe to A sAdhue te gacchano tyAga karavo. kemake tyAM enuM saMyama jokhamamAM mUkAvAnI zakyatA che. jo gacchanA AcArya A sAdhune kahe ke "tAre zuM vAMdho che ? tuM tAruM saMyamajIvana jIva ne ? bIjAonI zuM paMcAta kare che ?" to e paNa atyaMta anucita gaNyuM che. kemake AjubAjunA nimitto asara karyA vinA rahetA nathI. dAMDo letI-mUkatI vakhate na puMjavAmAM Ave to jIvavirAdhanAnI zakyatA che. A vAta jANyA pachI paNa jo saMyamI A AcAra na pALe to garbhita artha e ja nIkaLe ke e jIvo mare to ya A saMyamIne jhAjho vAMdho nathI. have zaruAtamAM pramAdAdine kAraNe A AcAra na pALe to aticArAdi ja lAge. paNa AvuM vAraMvAra kare to pachI niSThuratA ja AvelI gaNAya. ane eTale e sAdhu virati guNasthAna gumAve. kadAca mithyAtva pAme. eTale A nAno doSa kahI zakAya nahi. mAtra A ja doSa mATe nahi, koIpaNa doSa mATe A vAta samajavI. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (85)
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________________ dAMDo letI vakhate je bhAgathI dAMDo pakaDavAno hoya e bhAga jo na puMjIe ane jo sIdho pakaDI laIe to kadAca enA upara kIDI, macchara vigere hoya marI paNa jAya. aMdhArAmAM puMjyA vinA dAMDo pakaDatA macchara marI javAnA prasaMgo banyA che. kyAreka garoLI vigere caDI hoya to e hAtha dvArA dabAya. emAM saMyamI gabharAIne dAMDo pheMkI de... vigere nukazAno paNa thAya. kharekhara to dAMDo letI vakhate Akho dAMDo ane enA sparzavALo bhIMta, jamInano bhAga paNa dhyAnathI joI levo joIe. kyAreka evuM bane ke tyAM ja koIpaNa rIte kAcuM pANI DhoLAyuM hoya ane e dAMDAnI AjubAju phelAyeluM hoya. have e dAMDo levAmAM e pANI hale... vigere virAdhanA thAya. kyAreka bhIMtamAMthI pANI TapakatuM hoya ane e dAMDAnA uparanA bhAgane lAgeluM hoya to joyA vinA dAMDo levAmAM e pANInI paNa virAdhanA thAya. ema dAMDo mUkatI vakhate dAMDAno upara-nIceno bhAga tathA 'jyAM e be bhAga aDavAnA che' e bhIMta-jamInanA bhAgane puMjIne ja pachI dAMDo mUkavo paDe. nahi to kadAca bhIMtanA e bhAga upara karoLIyA vigere hoya to marI jAya. puMjatA pahelA joI levuM Avazyaka che. vagara joye puMjavAmAM to oghAthI ja jALA vigere bhAMgI paDe. kyAreka bhIMta vigere para nigoda thayelI hoya to oghAthI enI virAdhanA thAya. jo pahelA joI laIe to e nigoda dekhAvAthI tyAM dAMDo ja na mUkIe, puMjIe paNa nahi eTale virAdhanA thavAno prasaMga na bane. (AnuM vistArathI varNana viratidUta mAsikamAM ApazuM.) "sAva sahelo kahevAto evo paNa A niyama lagabhaga gaNyA gAMThyA saMyamIo ja pALatA haze." evuM lAge che. kemake AnA mATe ghora apramattabhAva jarUrI che ane Aje evI apramattatAnA darzana bhAgye ja thAya che. ,, mAsakSapaNa zakya che. kemake emAM zArIrika zakti ane vairAgyanI jarUra che. je chaThThA guNasthAna sudhI maLe che. re ! cothe paNa vairAgya mAnelo ja che. zAsana prabhAvanA zakya che. kemake enA mATe jJAnAvaraNIyano kSayopazama, vAkpaTutAdinI jarUra che. paNa apramattatAthI ja sAdhya AvA sUkSma yogo e apramattatA vinA zI rIte sAdhI zakAya ? 64. huM moDAmAM moDuM sUryAstathI paMdara miniTa sudhImAM sthaMDila-mAtra paraThavavAnI vasati joI laIza. zAstrIya vidhi pramANe pratyeka saMyamIe rojeroja sthaMDila mATenI 12 ane mAtru mATenI 12 ema 24 bhUmio jovAnI che. ane e paNa Azare sUryAsta thAya, enA karatA pahelA lagabhaga 45 miniTa bAkI hoya tyAre joI levAnI che. A vasatio jovA pAchaLano Azaya e che ke Ama to rAtre Thalle-mAtru javuM ja na paDe to zreSTha kahevAya. kemake rAtre 'jIvo che ke nahi ?' e dekhAya nahi. eTale emanI jayaNA pALavI kaThina paDe. paNa zarIrano svabhAva to kevI rIte badalAya ? hajI Thalle javuM na paDe e zakya che. paNa rAtre mAtru to lagabhaga badhAe javuM paDe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (86)
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________________ have jo ajavALAmAM evuM sthAna joI rAkhIe ke jyAM ghAsa ugyuM na hoya. kIDIonA nagarA, dara vigere na hoya. nigoda thayelI na hoya. to pachI rAtre jyAre mAtru karavuM paDe tyAre e ja sthAne paravI zakAya. eTale virAdhanA na thAya. (hA. e ja vakhate tyAM kIDI vigere AvI gayA hoya to emane kilAmaNA thavAno saMbhava to che ja. paNa jo kIDInA nagarA hota, to to hajAro kIDIonI virAdhanA thAta. e nagarAnA kANA dvArA jamInamAM kIDInA gharamAM gayeluM mAtru keTalAMya jIvonI virAdhanAnuM kAraNa banata. paNa savAre nagarA vinAnI jagyA joyelI hovAthI, rAtre mAtra paraThavatI vakhate kadAca koIka kIDIo AmatemathI tyAM AvelI hoya to paNa pelI moTI virAdhanAo to na ja thAya.) = jo ajavALAmAM koI sthAna joI rAkhyuM na hoya to rAtre jyAre mAtru ka2vA javuM paDe ane game tyAM, nahi joyelI jagyAe paraThavIe to kadAca tyAM ghAsa hoya, kadAca nigoda hoya kadAca kIDIonA moTA dara hoya, A badhAnI virAdhanA thAya. eTale rAtrimAM mAtru-Thalle paraThavavA mATe ajavALAmAM vasati joI rAkhavAnI vidhi che. vasatimAM mukhyatve A ja jovAnuM che ke e sthAnamAM nigoda nathI ne ? kIDIonA dara nathI ne? ghAsa ke nAnA nAnA phaNagA phuTelA nathI ne ? koI anAjanA sacitta dANA vigere paDelA nathI ne ? emAM ya kIDInA dara to sUkSmadRSTithI jovAthI ja pakaDI zakAya. jamInamAM soMyanA agrabhAga karatA jarAka jADuM evuM kANuM hoya to e ya lAkho kIDInuM dara hoI zake che. nIce namIne upayoga mUkIne A hakIkata cakAsavI paDe. uparachallI dRSTie to e vasati cokhkhI ja lAge. atyAre je jamInamAM khADA khodAvIne, IMTa-kapacI vigere pAtharIne mAtru paraThavavAnI kuMDI taiyAra karAya che. emAM saMyamanuM pAlana durlabha che. kAraNa ke e kuMDImAM upara bhalene koI jIvo na dekhAya. aMdarathI e kuMDImAM ghaNuM polANa hovAthI puSkaLa trasa jIvo hovAnI saMbhAvanA che. ekavAra meM eka kuMDImAMthI aDadhI veMta jeTalI kapacI dUra karI to tarata ja nIce khadabadatA kIDAo dekhAyA. AvI polANavALI jagyAne zAstramAM 'jhUSira' kahe che. ane emAM mAtru vigere paraThavavAno niSedha che. aMdara polANa che, mATe ja mAtru paraThavatAnI sAthe ja e jhaDapathI jamInamAM utarI jAya che. jo khodyA vinAnI sIdhI jamIna upara paraThavazo to emAM mAtra jhaDapathI nIce nahi utare. kemake e jamInamAM jhUSira=polANa na hovAthI (vyavahA2thI) emAM pANI jhaDapathI jaI zakatuM nathI. jyAM eka ja kuMDImAM 15-20 saMyamIonA mAtrA paraThavAtA hoya tyAM 15 divasa ke mahinA bAda e kapacI aDadhA-eka veMta jeTalI dUra karIne jozo to prAyaH nIce khadabadatA kIDAo dekhAze. eTale jo sIdhI jamIna maLatI hoya to AvI kapacIvALI kuMDIo, retI vALI kuMDIo vigereno upayoga na karavo. comAsAmAM badhI jamIno nigodavALI thavAne lIdhe ke evA koI kAraNasara pachI kuMDI vigeremAM paNa paraThavavuM paDe. AmAM ghaNI bAbato che. e ame viratidUtamAM jaNAvIzuM. zakya hoya to sUryAsta ka2tA 45 miniTa pUrve A vasati joI levI. chevaTe moDAmAM moDuM saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (87)
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________________ sUryAsta thAya tyAra pachI 15 miniTa sudhImAM to vasatio joI ja levI. e pachI prakAza na rahevAthI vasati jovAno koI artha sarato nathI. 65. huM mAro mAtrAno pyAlo jAte ja paraThavIza. prAcInakALamAM sAdhuomAM zeSakALamAM pyAlAno upayoga ja na hato. apavAdamArge ja zeSakALamAM sAdhuo pyAlAno vaparAza karatA. sAdhvIjIo 12 mAsa pyAlAno vaparAza karatA. upAzraya vigerenA vizALa varaMDAmAM ke evI koI jagyAmAM ja mAtru jaI AvatA. sAdhuo eTale "mAtrAno pyAlo koNa paraThave ?" evo prazna ja ubho na thato. paNa Aje je rIte upAzrayAdinI vyavasthA hoya che e mujaba to pyAlAno upayoga Avazyaka banyo che. have keTalAka saMyamIo ALasane kAraNe pyAlo bIjAne paraThavavA ApI de che. cAra-ATha varSanA paryAyavALA saMyamIo paNa potAnAthI nAnAne pyAlo paraThavavA ApI detA hoya che. nAnAo bhaktibhAvathI A vaiyAvacca svIkAratA hoya che. AmAM nAnAone to nirjarA thavAnI ja. paNa je saMyamIo A rIte bIjAne ja pyAlo ApI devAnI TevavALA bane che. teo dhIme dhIme evA ALasa ke pramAdanA bhoga bane ke jyAre koI nAno saMyamI e pyAlo laI javA mATe ubho na hoya tyAre paNa vaDIla saMyamI pyAlAmAM mAtra karIne mUkI rAkhe. manamAM vicAre ke "ko'ka mAtru karavA jaze, tyAre laI jaze.' ane AvI rIte ghaNIvAra 48 miniTa sudhI pyAlA paDyA rahe. saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA thAya. athavA to vaDIla saMyamI pyAlAmAM mAtru karIne jAte paraThavavA javAnI ALasane kAraNe nAnAone Adeza karI de ke "mAro pyAlo paraThavI Avo." pelA nAnA saMyamI kAmamAM, svAdhyAyAdimAM hovA chatAM nA-chUTake jAya. paNa dhIme dhIme emano sadbhAva tuTato jAya. je vaDIla saMyamIone aneka ziSyo hoya, badhA sevA mATe doDadhAma ka2vAnA ullAsavALA hoya e vaDIla saMyamIo pyAlo bIjAne ApI de e hajI cAle. paNa jeone koI ziSya nathI. ziSya che, to evA ullAsa, bhaktibhAvavALo nathI. je vaDIlono viziSTa dIkSAparyAya paNa nathI. re ! paryAya hoya to paNa evuM puNya nathI. teo jo ziSyane ke bIjAone pyAlo ApatA thaze, to teo aprItinuM bhAjana banavAnI zakyatA vadhu che. cAturmAsamAM eka guru ane be ziSyo sAthe hatA. gurujI roja rAtre agiyAra vAgyA sudhI zrAvako sAthe carcA-vicAraNA kare. vinayI ziSyo dasa-sADAdasa sudhI pATha karyA pachI saMthAro karatA pahelA chellIvAra mAtru jAya ane gurujIne vinaMti kare ke "padhAro, mAtru karI lo." gurujI javAba Ape. "hamaNAM mAre mITIMga cAle che." ane ziSyo mAtra paraThavI daI AkhA divasanA parizramane lIdhe sADAdasa vAge saMthArI jAya. e pachI guru agiyAra vAge mITIMga purI karIne pyAlAmAM mAtru kare. have paraThavavA koNa jAya ? gurujI aDadho kalAka pahelA ja thAkIne ghasaghasATa uMghI gayelA ziSyane uThADe ane mAtru paraThavavA javAno Adeza kare. paNa thoDuMka cAlIne pote mAtra paraThavavA na jAya. pelo ziSya ! UMgha bagaDe, kaMTALe chatAM nA-chUTake pyAlo paraThavI Ave. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (88)
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________________ che mAtra munipadavIvALA gurujInA AvA vartana pachI zuM e ziSyo guru pratye sadbhAva TakAvI zake che ja kharA? ziSyo pAse sAcA ziSyatvanI apekSA rAkhanArA guruoe potAnA sAcA gurutvane vikasAvavu ja ja na joIe ? ziSyanI uMgha na bagaDe e mATe ziSya pratyenA vAtsalyabhAvathI prerAIne, Akho divasa che ekapaNa kAma na karanArA gurujI zuM eka pyAlo paraThavI na zake? enI sAme Aje evA ya guruo che ke jemanuM mAnuM paraThavavA bIjA sAdhuo khUba iMtejAra hovA che 4 chatAM, ghora tapasvI hovA chatAM ya e guruo potAnuM mAtru jAte paraThave che. ja sukhI thavuM hoya, Adeya banavuM hoya to svAdhInatA keLavavI ja paDaze. - eka mahAna AcArya bhagavaMta ekavAra rUmamAM besI saMghanA zrAvaka sAthe agatyanI carcA karatA ja je hatA. tyAM ja bAjumAM ArAma karato bALa sAdhu uThIne kahe "mAre mAtra javuM che." bahAranA holamAM 40- 4 4 50 sAdhuo hovA chatAM AcAryadeva jAte ubhA thayA. pyAlo laI bALasAdhune Apyo ane pachI ja ja pAchaLanA rastethI jAte mAtra paraThavI AvyA. Azcarya pAmelA saMghanA agraNI zrAvake puchayuM ke "sAheba! ? je bahAra holamAM 40-50 sAdhu hAjara che. Ape buma mArI hota to ya koIpaNa sAdhu AvIne mAtru paraThavI che Avata. Apa AcArya thaIne mAtru paraThavavA gayA?" tyAre gurudeva bolyA "mane bALasAdhunI vaiyAvaccano lAbha kyAMthI maLe?" mArI daSTie to je saMyamIonI sevA karavA mATe emanA ghaNAM ziSyo talapApaDa che. evA ja ja saMyamIo sivAyanA bAkInA nAnA-moTA, tamAma saMyamIoe potAnI mAtrAno pyAlo jAte ja ja che paraThavavAnI daDha pratijJA karI levI joIe. 66. huM mAtra karyA pachI tarata ja pyAlo paraThavI AvIza. rAkhI mUkIza nahi. ja keTalAMka saMyamIo pyAlAmAM mAtra karyA bAda bIjuM koIka kAma yAda AvatA ema vicAre ke "A ja koma patAvIne pachI pyAlo paraThavI AvIza." dA.ta. thoDAka sAdhuone vaMdana bAkI che. ke thoDuMka ja ja je lakhavAnuM bAkI che ke 10-15 miniTamAM ja pATha patI jaze, pATha patAvI dauM. ke 10-20 miniTa ArAma che ja karI lauM. ke gurumahArAje soMpeluM kAma patAvI dauM. . ' AvA aneka kAraNasara mAtra karyA pachI tarata ja paraThavavAne badale mUkI rAkhe. manamAM vicAre ja che ke pachI paraMThavI daIza." paNa vartamAnakALanA jIvonI yAdazakti, upayogadazA, apramattatA keTalI? eTale pachI e ja che saMyamI pyAlo paraThavavAno bhulI jAya. kalAka-be kalAka paNa thaI jAya. pachI jyAre ko'kanI najaramAM che 4 e pyAlo Ave. bumo pADe tyAre pelA saMyamIne yAda Ave ke "mAro pyAlo rahI gayo." paNa have zuM? saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA to thaI ja gaI. ghaNIvAra to AkhI rAta sudhI pyAlo paDyo rahe ane cheka savAre ya pyAlo paraThavAya. eka ja je saMyamI aDadhI rAtre mAtrAnI tIvra zaMkA thavAthI aDadhI uMghamAM ubho thaIne pyAlAmAM mAtra to karI ja Avyo. paNa pachI "thoDI vAra uMghIne paraThavIza." ema vicArI uMghI gayo ane sIdhI savAra ja paDI. asaMkhya saMmUcchimajIvonI virAdhanA koIpaNa bhoge na ja thavA devAya. mATe ja bIjA badhA kAma saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (89)
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________________ paDatA mUkIne mAtru karatAnI sAthe ja pyAlo paThavavA jatA rahevuM. re ! eka miniTa koIkanI sAthe vAta ka2vA paNa ubhA rahezo to emAM ya upayoga jato raheze ane virAdhanA thaze. eTale bIjuM badhuM bAju para rAkhIne mAtru ka2tAnI sAthe ja pyAlo paraThavavA javAnI A pratijJA dhAraNa karavI. 67. huM jamInathI vadhumAM vadhu 4-6 AMgaLa ja pyAlo uMco rAkhIne mAtra paraThavIza. keTalAMko dAdarA nIce utaryA vinA ja be-traNa hAtha uparathI paNa mAtru nIce paraThave. keTalAMko cheka pahele mALethI paNa mAtra nIce paraThave. nIce rahelI nigodanI virAdhanAnI, AvI rIte nAMkhavAthI thatI vAyukAyanI virAdhanAnI jene koI paravA na hoya teo ja AvI rIte mAtru paraThavI zake. vidhi to A ja che ke jamInanI ekadama najIka pyAlo laI jaIne mAtra paraThavavuM. be AMgaLInuM ja jamIna ane pyAlA vacce aMtara hoya to e zreSTha jayaNA kahevAya. vadhumAM vadhu 4-6 AMgaLa hajI ya calAvIe. paNa krikeTa mecamAM krikeTaro jema bola pheMke ema saMyamIo mAjhu pheMke to e atyaMta niMdanIya kArya bane. alabatta prAyaH AvuM koI saMyamIo karatA nahi ja hoya. chatAM koIkamAM paNa AvA kharAba saMskAra ghusI na jAya e mATe A kALajI - sUcanA karavI jarUrI che. 68. huM zRMDila ke mAtra paraThavatA pahelA 'aNajANaha jassaggaho' bolIza ane paraThavyA bAda 'vosire' bolIza. jyAM mAtra paraThavIe te sthAnanA je mAlika hoya, te devonI rajA levA mATe prathama zabda che ke "je devano A avagraha hoya. te mane anumati Apo. jethI huM ahIM mAtru paraThavuM." A rIte devanI anujJA lIdhA bAda mAtra paraThavIe to te te kSetranA adhiSThAyaka deva koIpaNa prakAranI herAnagati na kare. paNa jo A rajA lIdhA vinA paraThavIe to eka to corIno doSa lAge. uparAMta jo te deva vIphare to ApaNane ghaNuM nukazAna paNa kare. rastAmAM game tyAM mAtru - Thalle beThelA saMyamIone bhUta-preta vaLagI gayA hovAnA ghaNA prasaMgo sAMbhaLavA maLe ja che. hAthamAM mAtrAno pyAlo hoya tyAre to kaMIpaNa bolI na zakAya eTale pyAlo jamIna upara mUkI pachI spaSTa uccAra pUrvaka 'aNujANaha jassaggaho' bolI pachI pyAlo paraThavavo. e pachI pAcho pyAlo nIce mUkI 'vosire' (keTalAMko traNavAra paNa bole che) bolavuM. pachI pyAlo laI zakAya. keTalAMka vaLI A rIte pyAlo le-mUka karavAne badale manamAM ja upara pramANe zabdo bolI de che. "e cAle ke kema ?" e pota-potAnA samudAyanA agraNI mahAtmAone puchIne nakkI karavuM. jema mAtru paraThavatI vakhate Adeza mAMgIe chIe. ema jyAM utarIe tyAM zrAvakone paNa puchI levuM joIe ke "ahIMyA kyAM kyAM mAtra paraThavI zakAze ?" varSothI te sthAnanA anubhavI zrAvako mAtra mATenA yogya sthAna batAvaze ane jo ko'ka sthAne paraThavavAmAM pUrve jhaghaDA vigere thayA haze to teno niSedha paNa karaze eTale pachI saMyamIo dvArA zAsanahIlanAnI pravRtti nahi thAya. pAnolI jevA saMpUrNa muslima vasati dharAvanArA gAmamAM jainonuM je vihAra dhAma che tyAM AvuM borDa paNa mUkAyuM che ke "sAdhu-sAdhvIjIoe kaMpAunDanI bahAra kyAMya Thalle-mAtru paraThavavA nahi." saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali = (90)
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________________ AvA borDo have to ghaNI jagyAe jovA maLe che. A rIte zrAvakone puchIne mAtru mATenA sthAno jANI levA e paNa eka jAtanI "aNujANaha jasugaho"nI ja kriyA thayelI gaNAya. 69. huM eka / doDha / be kilomITaranI aMdara jo sthaMDila javAnI jagyA haze to bahAra ja sthaMDila jaIza paNa vADAno upayoga nahi karuM. prAcInakALamAM gAmaDAomAM ja moTA bhAge rahenArA saMyamIone sthaMDilanI jagyA mATeno prazna lagabhaga satAvato na hato. Aje sAcA ke khoTA paNa aneka kAraNosara saMyamIono rahevAsa zaheromAM, bharacaka vastImAM vadhato gayo. sthaMDilanI jagyAnI muzkelIo ubhI thavA mAMDI. chatAM Aje aneka sAdhuo bombe, * amadAvAda, surata jevA sthAnamAM paNa nirdoSa sthaMDilabhUmimAM ja sthaMDila jAya che. ghaNA sAdhuoe kahyuM ke "bombenA dareke dareka sthAnomAM sthaMDila javA mATenI jagyA maLe che." paNa e badhI jagyAomAM jarAka paNa zAsanahIlanA na thAya enI kALajI karavI khUba jarUrI che. prAcInakALamAM saMDAsanI vyavasthA na hovAthI badhA loko khullAmAM ja sthaMDila jatA. paNa vartamAnakALamAM saMDAsamAM ja janArA ajaina zaherIo sAdhu-sAdhvIonI khullAmAM Thalle javAnI pravRttine atyaMta dhRNAspada gaNe che. saMmUminI virAdhanA, apkAyanI virAdhanA vigere gaNito e mithyAtvIone koNa samajAve ? ane eTale ja e badhAmAM saMyamIonI sthaMDila pravRtti nimitte puSkaLa hIlanA thavA pAmI che. "A praznano ukela kevI rIte Avaze ?' e ja samajAtuM nathI. 'saMDAsamAM na ja javAya.' evo niyama lagabhaga badhA saMyamIo jANe ja che ane moTAbhAge pALe paNa che. paNa e niyama sAcavavA mATe vikalparUpe traNa vastuo che. (1) khullAmAM sthaMDila javuM (2) pyAlAmAM karI te te yogyasthAne paraThavI devuM. (3) vADAmAM ja javuM. bhaMgI vigere ene sApha karI de. jo saMyamIo zahero choDI de to zreSThakakSAno prathama vikalpa che. alabatta, zaheromAM A vikalpa paLAya che kharo. paNa e khUba jokhamamAM che. avanavA prasaMgo bane che ane e rIte khullAmAM sthaMDila javuM zaheromAM kaparuM banatuM jAya che. be varSa pahelA ja eka saMyamI bombemAM relvenA DabbAonI pAchaLa sthaMDila beTho. be-traNa polIso tyAM pharatA pharatA AvyA. saMyamIne joI gusse thaI jema tema bolyA, "tame ahIM badhI jagyA bagADo cho ? amArA buTa bagaDe che, ahIM cAlavAthI...' khullAmAM sthaMDila gayelA eka saMyamI upara gusse bharAyelA jaina bahene vahelI savAre uparathI Dola bharIne pANI reDyuM.eka ativirATa bagIcAmAM Thalle jatA saMyamIone keTalAMka divasa bAda tyAMnI vyaktioe dhamakI ApI ke, "jo have ahIM Thalle AvyA cho, to tamane mAra mArazuM." AvA to aneka anubhavo anekone thayA che. eTale A niyamamAM je bahAra sthaMDila javAno Agraha batAvAyo che emAM e jagyAe javAmAM leza mAtra paNa zAsanahIlanAno bhaya na hoya to ja samajavo. jo sIdhA Thalle javAmAM AvI muzkelIo paDatI hoya to bIjo vikalpa "pyAlAmAM jaIne paraThavI saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (91)
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________________ AvavAno." paNa ghaNA saMyamIo apanAve che. alpa avarajavaravALA sthAnomAM A vikalpa hajI mAnya 4 bane. paNa bharacaka sthAnomAM A vikalpa kadi na apanAvAya. bombemAM aMDilano pyAlo laIne eka saMyamI rasto oLaMgato hato. ghaNI bhIDane kAraNe eka ja ja vAhana sAthe athaDAyo. paDyo, bebhAna thayo. pachI zuM thayuM? e mane ya khabara nathI. paNa AvA vakhate ja pyAlo paDe, emAMthI aMDila bahAra paDe. hajAro loko jue to zAsananI kevI ghora apabhrAjanA thAya? che pyAlAmAM aMDila jaIne ko'ka nirjana dekhAtA gharanI bahAra Thalle paraThavatA saMyamIne e ja gharanA ja mAlika joI gayA ane upAzraye AvI lAkaDIo mArIne saMyamIne lohI kADhyA hovAnA prasaMgo paNa che. ? je eka moTA zaheramAM halakI komanA raheThANonI vaccethI pasAra thaIne saMyamIo paraThavavA jatA che hatA. A khabara e halakA mANasone khabara paDI ane teo ghora niMdA karavA lAgyA. "chI ! A badhA ja ja kevA gaMdA che. saMDAsa uMcakIne jAya che." AvA DhagalAbaMdha prasaMgo jANyA bAda pyAlAmAM jaIne aMDila paraThavavA javAmAM paNa khUba ja ja ja jokhama lAge che. hA ! jyAM lokonI avarajavara ochI hoya ane upara batAvelA koIpaNa doSanI ja zakyatA na hoya tyAM javAmAM hajI vAMdho nathI. paNa saMyamIo viveka na rAkhe ane "dUra na javuM paDe mATe che 4 game tyAM aMDila nAMkhI de to to kyAreka hAhAkAra macI javAnI pAkI zakyatA che. ' ja eTale jo bahAra javAnI jagyA ke pyAlo paraThavavAnI jagyA paNa na maLe to pachI chevaTe trIjo ja vikalpa che "vADAno' paNa emAM ya saMyama virAdhanA ochI nathI. (1) keTalAMya divaso sudhI e aMDilanA ja - Taba vADAmAM paDyA rahe. emAM saMmUchimanI virAdhanA to kharI ja. uparAMta kIDAo paNa utpanna thatA che ja hoya che. (2) bhaMgI e badhuM chevaTe saMDAsamAM ke game tevA kacarAvALA sthAnamAM nAMkhe eTale apUkAya ja 4 vigerenI bhayaMkara virAdhanA thAya. (3) prAyaH atyAre je navA kAyadAM AvyA che e pramANe mANaso pAse ? ja AvA gaMdA upaDAvavAnA kAma karAvanArane jela vigere sajAo thAya. eTale have puSkaLa paisA ApIne re A paNa mANaso pAse A kAma karAvavAmAM ghaNuM ja jokhama che. (4) derAsaranI bahAra bhIkha mAMgatA je bhikhArIne TrasTIe kahyuM ke, "bola ! tuM A sthaDilanA pyAlAo nAMkhI AvavAnuM kAma karato hoya to ? chemahInAnA 15OO - 2000 rUA. ApuM." bhikhArIe ghasIne nA pADI dIdhI. Ano artha e ke ko'ka ja che mANaso A kAma karatA hoya to paNa aMdara to emane dugaMchA, sAdhuo pratye aruci vigere thavAnI ghaNI ja saMbhAvanAo che. eTale have "zuM karavuM?" e to saMyamIo jAte ja vicAre. eka vAta nakkI che ke jIva virAdhanA che vigere badhA doSo karatA zAsanahIlanA, lokomAM sAdhuonI niMdA e sauthI bhayaMkara pApa che. e na ja 4 thavuM joIe. e mATe bIjA je rastA apanAvAya e apanAvavA. - jo gAmaDAo ke nAnA zahero pakaDI levAmAM Ave to tyAM puSkaLa thaMDilabhUmi maLatI hoya che. je ja paraThavavAno paNa koI vAMdho Avato nathI. jo ke tyAM have jainonI vastI ghaTI che.) - jo moTA zaheramAM raho to jo eka-be ki.mI. dUra javAnI taiyArI rAkho to moTA zaheromAM paNa ? che eTale dUra to lagabhaga jagyA maLI rahe che. emAM hIlanA paNa thatI nathI. eTale e apekSAe A saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (2)
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________________ niyama banAvelo che. * A niyama sAdhvIjIo mATe nathI. sAdhvIjIoe zIlarakSAne pradhAna rAkhI e prama 4 kastrI jo bahAra tevA tevA sthAnomAM Thalle javAmAM jokhama jaNAtA hoya to e hiMmata karavA jevI nathI. je be varSa pUrve vahelI savAre relvenA pATe Thalle gayelA nUtanadIkSita (ke jemanA hAthanI maheMdInA raMga paNa ja sukAyA na hatA) sAdhvIjI cAra guMDAono bhoga banyA, mRtyu pAmyA. 4 sAdhvIjIoe bahAra aMDila javuM ja hoya to paNa ekalA to na ja javAya. game te rIte 4 ochAmAM ochA be sAdhvIjIoe sAthe javuM paDe. jo thoDoka paNa bhaya Ubho hoya to vADAno upayoga je karavAmAM ocho doSa che evuM lAge che. che Aje muMbaImAM ghaNe ThekANe vADAone badale sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo mATe saMDAsanI ja vyavasthA zarU che thaI cUkI che ane keTalAMka saMyamIo saMDAsano upayoga karatA paNa thaI gayA che. zaheramAM rahevAnA koI ja je puSTa kAraNa na hovA chatAM zahera choDavuM nathI ane AvA aneka asaMyamano bhoga banavuM che. khabara nathI paDatI ke bhaviSya zuM haze? dhIre dhIre karatAM sAdhvAcArano samULago viccheda thaI ? ja rahelo joIne atizaya kheda thAya che. paNa zuM karavuM? konI AgaLa jaIne phariyAda karavI? koNa mAnaze 4 A satya hakIkata ! khera ! jeo Atmahita IcchatA hoya teo vahelI take zaherone chellI salAma bharI madhyama ja zahero-gAmaDAmAM jatuM rahe evI zikhAmaNa ApavAnuM mana thAya che. - 70. huM mArA pAtrA, ToksI, dorA vigerenuM divasamAM be TAIma pratilekhana karIza. je upadhino upayoga na thato hoya evI upadhinuM paNa dara paMdara divase pratilekhana karavuM paDe che ja paNa rojIMdA vaparAzanI tamAma vastuonuM roja be TAIma pratilekhana karavuM ja paDe. emAM pAtrA, jhoLI 4 4 ane pallAnuM pratilekhana to badhA kare ja. paNa tarANInA dorA, ghaDAnA dorA, ToksIo ke nAnI ja je pAtarIo vigere vastuonuM pratilekhana ghaNIvAra rahI jatuM hoya che. A badhI vastuo ko'ka saMyamI che ja vAparavA laI jAya, pachI game tyAM mUkI de vigere kAraNasara jaldI ADI-avaLI thaI jAya. paNa pAtrA je $ pratilekhana vakhate e badhI ja vastuo maiMgI karI levI joIe. ane badhAnuM pratilekhana thavuM joIe. je - keTalAMka to potAnA dorA-ToksI vigerene zodhavA ya na nIkaLe. "enuM pratilekhana thayuM che ke zuM ke nahi?" enI koI tapAsa, kALajI na kare. vihAra karavAno vakhata Ave tyAre pachI zodhavA nIkaLe ane che ja e vakhate pratilekhana kare. eka AcAryadevanI tarANInI ToksI sAMdhavAdi koIka kAraNasara emanA ziSya bahAra ApI ja ja ane enA badale bIjI ToksI mUkI. sAhebajIe tarata puchayuM ke "ToksI kyAM gaI?' ziSya kahyuM ke che "sAMdhavAdi mATe zrAvakane Apela che." eTale sAhebe Thapako Apyo, "enuM pratilekhana koNa karaze? A ja rIte ApaNI vastu lAMbA TAIma mATe zrAvakone kevI rIte apAya?" ane prAyazcitta rUpe sAhebe AMbila koIpaNa vastunuM pratilekhana rahI jAya to zAstromAM prAyazcitta batAvela che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (3)
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________________ kharekhara to ApaNe je saMyamInI je koIpaNa vastu lIdhI hoya ApaNe ja ene e vastu pahoMcADavAnI Teva pADavI joIe. gocarImAM paNa ApaNI pAse bIjA koInA pAtrA-tarapaNI AvyA hoya to e te te saMyamIne pahoMcADI daIe to uparanI muzkelIo ghaNI ghaTI jAya. 71. huM vadhArAnI upadhinuM pratilekhana dara caudaze karI laIza. ziyALAmAM vAparavAnI kAmaLI zeSa ATha mahinA vAparavAnI na hovAthI eno vIMTIyo banAvI che. 4 devAmAM Ave che. ema jyAre vihAra na hoya tyAre upadhi bAMdhavAnuM vastra, plAsTIka, ogho bAMdhavAnuM ja ja sAdhana, thelAM vigere paNa vaparAza vinAnA ja paDyA hoya. comAsAmAM jhoLI uparanA be garama vastro ? A paNa vadhArAnA hoya che. e bAMdhavAnA nathI hotA. A uparAMta koIka vastra phATI gayeluM hoya to e paNa che je vaparAza vinA rAkhI mUkavAmAM Ave che. (bhaviSyamAM vaparAza thaze e AzayathI) ema moTA grupomAM A ja mAMDalInI upadhi paNa hoya. jemAM vadhArAnI kAmaLIo, kApaDanA tAkAo, sTezanarIo vigere paNa hoya che. A ja AvI badhI vastuonuM rojeroja pratilekhana karavAnI jarUra nathI. paNa dara paMdara divase eTale ? che ke caudazane divase e vadhArAnI tamAme tamAma upadhionuM pratilekhana karavuM paDe. . je ApaNe pAkSika aticAramAM bolIe ja chIe ke "adhiko upakaraNa vAparyo. parvatithie che 4 paDilehavo visAryo." ahIM vadhArAnI upadhinuM dara caudaze pratilekhana na karela hoya to enI kSamApanA 4 mAMgI che. je kadAca caudazanA divase bIjA kAmo hovAnA kAraNe vadhArAnI upadhinuM pratilekhana na karI zakAya. je bhulI javAya to pachI punama/amAsa, ekamanA divase paNa pratilekhana karI levAthI sApekSabhAva jaLavAI che ja dhAro ke nomanA divase vihAra hovAthI tyAre vIMTIyA baMdhana vigerenuM pratilekhana karyuM hoya ane ? ja pachI mahInA sudhI vihAra na hovAthI e badhuM ekabAju mUkI dIdhuM hoya. have saMyamI caudazanA divase ja je vicAre ke "cAra-pAMca divasa pahelA ja pratilekhana karyuM ja che to pachI Aje karavAnI zI jarUra?" to che ja e na cAle. eNe pratilekhana karavuM ja paDe. (kharekhara to terasanA divase pratilekhana karyuM hoya ane 4 - caudazathI vihAra baMdha thato hoya to paNa caudazanA divase pratilekhana karavuM ja paDe e ja vadhu yogya jaNAya ? che che. parvatithie koIpaNa vastunuM pratilekhana bAkI rahevuM na joIe e Ano sAra che. chatAM e mATe che 4 vaDIlone puchI levuM.) 72. mAtrAno pyAlo 48 miniTamAM sukAI jAya enI huM pAkI kALajI rAkhIza. saMyamIo mAtru paraThavyA bAda pyAlAne tyAM ja sukavavA mUkI detA hoya che. have jo (1) e ? je pyAlo plAsTIkano hoya to 48 miniTa pachI paNa emAM mAtrAnA TIpAo cokhA jovA maLatA hoya ja che. eTale saMmUcchimanI virAdhanAnI zakyatA che. (2) pyAlo dhAtuno banelo hoya to e unALAmAM ja sukAI jAya paNa ziyALA ke comAsAnA vAtAvaraNamAM e pyAlo 48 miniTe paNa sukAto nathI evuM ya ja jovA maLe che. (3) pyAlo paraThavatI vakhate barAbara nItArIne paraThavyo na hoya ane pachI pALI che che vigerenA TekA upara mUkI rAkhyo hoya to 48 miniTa pachI e pyAlA upara najara karazo to kyAreka che saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (94)
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________________ (comAsA - ziyALAmAM khAsa) evuM jovA maLaze ke pyAlo sukAI gayo hoya, paNa pyAlAnuM je mAtru nItI-nIta2Ine dhAra pAse jamIna upara bhegu thayuM hoya. te sukAyA vinA paDeluM hoya. eTale emAM saMmUrcchimanI virAdhanA thAya. eTale ja mAtra paraThavyA bAda pyAlAone emane ema mUkI devAmAM saMyamahAni thavAnI zakyatA dekhAya che. keTalAMka grupomAM A virAdhanA aTakAvavA mATe junuM moTuM vastra (sutarAunuM) rAkhavAmAM Ave che. jene mAtarIyuM kahe che. mAtra paraThavyA bAda e vastrathI ja pyAlo luMchI levAya che eTale saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA na thAya. e vastra jyAM bahu pavana na vAto hoya tyAM bAMdhI devAmAM Ave che. eTale enI meLe e vasra sukAI jAya. thoDIka vAyukAyanI virAdhanA thAya paNa saMmUcchimanI moTI virAdhanAmAMthI bacI javAya. prAcInakALamAM to saMyamIo pyAlAno upayoga ja lagabhaga na karatA. vaLI "teonA pyAlA mATInA haze evo mAro khyAla che. kemake te vakhate plAsTIka na hatuM. ane dhAtuonI vastuno upayoga karAto na hato. eTale tuTelA ghaDAnA ThIkarA vigere pyAlA tarIke vaparAtA hoya e zakya che. emAM to mATI pote ja pANIne cUsI le eTale pachI saMsUcchima thavAnI zakyatA lAgatI nathI. keTalAMka saMyamIone AvI rIte pyAlAone mAtarIyAthI luMchavA vigeremAM jugupsA thatI hoya che. paNa e ucita nathI. Azaya e ja che ke "koIpaNa hisAbe virAdhanA na ja thavI joIe." "mAtarIyAno upayoga karavo ja paDe" evo bhAra nathI. paNa saMmUrcchimanI virAdhanA na ja thavI joIe e vastu mahattvanI che. keTalAko IMTa upara pyAlAo mUkIne sukave che. emAM lagabhaga sukAI jAya che. paNa bhejanA vAtAvaraNamAM pyAlAnI aMdara TIpAo rahI javAno prazna IMTa dvA2A ukelAto nathI. mArA grupamAM to dareka chUTA chUTA grupo mAtarIyuM rAkhatA ja hoya che. 73. huM pyAlo khullA AkAzamAM nahi mUkI rAkhuM : pyAlo paraThavIne pachI kuMDI upara ja pyAlo sukavI daIe to jyAre kAmaLIkALa thAya tyAre uparathI paDatA sUkSma akAyanI ApaNA pyAlAnA nimitte virAdhanA thAya eTale saMyamIne doSa lAge. bhale khAlo mUkatI vakhate kAmaLI kALa na hoya. paNa kalAka be kalAkAdi bAda jyAre kAmaLIkALa thaze tyAre to sUkSma askAyanI virAdhanA thavAnI ja. eTale pyAlo ke koIpaNa vastu khullAmAM na mUkatA aMdaranA sthAnamAM ja mUkavI. vartamAnamAM eka evA vidvAna AcArya che ke jyAre teo bahAra sthaMDila jatA tyAre tarapaNI, hAtha, hAthanI AMgaLIo vigere jeTalI vastu vadhumAM vadhu kAmaLInI aMdara rahI zake eno prayatna karatA. badhuM gupta rIte rAkhatA. kAmaLIkALanI jayaNA sAcavavA mATe 'hAtha suddhAM paNa bahAra na rahI jAya.' enI kALajI karanArA mahAtmAo paNa jo Aje hoya to pachI pyAlA vigere vastuo khullA kAmaLIkALamAM to mUkAya ja zI rIte ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (95)
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________________ keTalAMka mahAsaMyamI mahAtmAo kAmaLIkALamAM derAsara paNa nathI jatA. nA-chUTake Thalle javuM paDe mAtru javuM paDe to jAya. ke eka mahAtmAe to kAmaLIkALanA jIvonI jayaNA mATe potAno thelo, pyAlAbaMdhana vigere paNa kAmaLI=ga2ma vastranA ja jAte ja taiyAra karI dIdhA che. 74. huM be TAIma oghAnuM pratilekhana karIza, bAMdhIza. savAre ane sAMje be ya vakhata ogho Akho kholI, pratilekhana karI pharI pAcho bAMdhavo joIe. mAtra u52thI ja oghAnuM pratilekhana karIe te na cAle. keTalAMka saMyamIo evuM karatA sAMbhaLyA che ke paMdara divasa to mAtra uparathI muhapattI ja pheravIne oghAnuM pratilekhana karI le. cheka caudaze Akho ogho kholIne pratilekhana kare. A zAstrIyavidhi nathI. yatidinacaryAmAM kahyuM che ke muhapatI, ogho, be niSadyA (oghAriyuM-niSedhiyuM) colapaTTo, traNa kapaDA (be kapaDA+eka kAmaLI) saMthAro+ uttarapaTTo A 10 vastu sUrya ugyA pahelA pratilekhana karI levI. have jo ogho kholIe ja nahi, to oghAnA pATAnuM, be niSadyonuM pratilekhana na thayuM hovAthI jinAjJAbhaMgano doSa lAge. (4)ogho be TAIma Akho kholIne pratilekhana karavo, pAcho bAMdhavo e AcAra che. Ama chatAM jo koIka samudAyanI sAmAcA2I AvI ja hoya ke da2 paMda2 divase ogho bAMdhavo to te samudAyanA mahAtmAo e pramANe karI zake. jo e mahAtmAo potAnA gacchanA gItArtha-saMvigna mahApuruSoe pravartAvelI sAmAcArI pramANe pravRtti karatA hoya to emane doSa na lAge. badhA saMyamIoe pota-potAnA gacchanI sAmAcA2I pramANe vartavuM hitAvaha che. paNa gItArtha saMvigna mahAtmAne uparanA zAstrapATha aMge pRcchA karI levI. keTalAMko vaLI evuM paNa kare ke sADA agyAra vAge ogho kholI pratilekhana kare ane pachI bAMdhe nahi. sADAbAra pachI baporanuM pratilekhana karIne bAMdhe. Ama be TAIma pratilekhana kare paNa be TAIma bAMdhe nahi. eka ja vAra bAMdhe. A paNa na cAle. savAre pAMca vAnA karatI vakhate ja ogho kholIne bAMdhavo joIe ane bapore badhI upadhinuM pratilekhana karyA bAda ogho bAMdhavo joIe. savAre vahelo vihAra hoya, utAvaLa hoya ane tethI bAMdhI na zakAya. to moDAmAM moDo pAtarAnA pratilekhana vakhate to ogho kholIne bAMdhI ja levo. cheka 11-12 vAge ogho bAMdhavo e to ucita nathI ja lAgatuM. 75. huM cAlu DilehaNamAM koInI paNa sAthe vAtacIta nahi karuM. saMpUrNa mauna rAkhIza. uttarAdhyayana sUtramAM kahyuM che ke (4)pratilekhana karatI vakhate je saMyamI paraspara vAtacIta kare. koIkane sUtrAdi Ape ke koIkanA sUtrAdi sAMbhaLe. re ! koIkane paccakkhANa Ape to paNa e teno pramAda kahevAya ane e saMyamI SaTkAyano virAdhaka gaNAya." have jo cAlu pratilekhanamAM paccakkhANa ApavAno ke sUtra-artha levA-ApavAno paNa niSedha hoya to bAkInI cIlAcAlu vAtacIto karavAno to niSedha hoya ja. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (96)
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________________ deza niSedhanuM kAraNa paNa spaSTa che ke pratilekhana mukhyatve upadhimAM rahelA jIvo vigerene samyag rIte che karI emanI rakSA karavA mATe karAya che. have jo e vakhate saMyamI bIjI badhI vAtomAM dhyAna Ape A to pratilekhanamAM be-dhyAna bane ane to pachI yogya jayaNAnuM pAlana na karI zakAya. AmAM keTalAMka saMyamIo ema paNa kahe che ke dhAro ke ATha-dasa vastronuM pratilekhana karavAnuM hoya ja ane emAM eka vastranuM pratilekhana cAlu hoya te vakhate kaMI na bolAya. paNa eka vastranuM pratilekhana karyA ja bAda bIjA vastranuM pratilekhana zaru karatA pUrve bolavAmAM koI vAMdho nathI. kemake AmAM pratilekhana ja barAbara na thAya ke bedhyAnatA rahe, evuM to banavAnuM ja nathI. eTale pratilekhanamAM bolavAno je niSedha : ja karyo che, teno artha Avo samajavo ke eka vastranuM pratilekhana cAlatuM hoya tyAre na bolavuM." ja A vAta ucita nathI lAgatI. kemake AvI rIte to pachI badhI kriyAomAM adhavacce kriyA che ja aTakAvIne bolavAnI chUTa mAnavI paDaze. cAlu pratikramaNamAM sUtro bolavAnA baMdha karIne vacce vAtacIta 4 na karI zakAya ane vAtacIta purI thAya eTale pAchI e kriyA zarU karI zakAya. eTale sUtromAM upayoga ja na rahevA rUpa doSa to lAgavAno ja nathI: vaLI have to koI ema paNa kahe ke "eka vastranuM aDadhuM pratilekhana thaI gayuM ane e vakhate ko'ka che A saMyamI e pratilekhana aTakAvI daI vacce vAtacIta kare ane e pachI pAchuM e vastranuM bAkI raheluM aDadhuM ja ja pratilekhana kare to e paNa cAlI zake." te paNa AvuM to mAnya na ja bane. ema zaru karelI pratilekhana kriyA tyAre ja pUrNa thayelI gaNAya che. che jyAre badhA vastronuM pratilekhana thaI jAya e pachI ja kaMIpaNa bolI zakAya. hajI kadAca vaDIloe puchelA praznano uttara Apavo vigere atyaMta Avazyaka kAraNosara bolavuM A ja paDe tema hoya to uparano vikalpa apanAvAya ke eka vastranuM pratilekhana pUrNa karI vacce TuMkANamAM uttara ke ApIne bIjuM pratilekhana zaru kare. che ema koIka paccakkhANa mAMge, koI savAranA Adezo mAMge, zrAvako pauSadhanA Adezo mAMge... 4 vigere badhAmAM A samajI levuM. paNa lAMbI vAtacIta karavI paDe tema hoya, eka karatA vadhAre vAkyo 4 bolavA paDe tema hoya tyAre to A rIte vacce bolavAnI chUTa na ja levAya. che Ama chatAM jo vacce bolavuM paDe, bolAI jAya to pachI iriyAvahi karIne ja pharI pratilekhana 8 je karavuM. cAlu pratilekhanamAM ThaThThAmazkarI, hasI-majAka jo karAtI hoya to e to atyaMta dhRNAspada 4 bAbata kahevAya. 36. huM pratikramaNAdi koIpaNa kriyAmAM vacce kaMIpaNa bolIza nahi. jo bolavuM paDe to bolyA ke bAda IriyAvahi karIne pachI bAkInI kriyA karIza. ' keTalAka saMyamIone evI Teva hoya che ke cAlukriyAmAM paNa vacce vacce bIjAonI sAthe ja vAtacIta karyA kare. emanuM jagacitAmaNIthI jayavIyarAya sudhInuM caityavaMdana puruM thatA sudhImAM to ATha: dasa sTezano thaI jAya. dasa-paMdara miniTa emAM pasAra thaI jAya. A kevI bhayaMkara upekSA kahevAya, che to huM IIM saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (7) tA . 14
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________________ jinAjJA pratyenI ! be-pAMca miniTanI nAnakaDI kriyA paNa vAtacItothI bharI devAmAM Ave e keTaluM badhuM ? anucita gaNAya? kriyAnA pratyeka zabdomAM bhAvollAsa uchaLavAnI vAta to dUra rahI paNa dravyathI paNa jo zuddha kriyA ja ApaNe na karI zakIe e to zokanuM ja kAraNa che. zAstro kahe che ke (48) saMvignapAkSiko=avaMdanIya mahAtmAo paNa pratikramaNAdi kriyAmAM khUba ja ja bhAvollAsane pAmIne karmono khAtmo bolAvatA hoya che. ApaNe to badhA saMvigna kahevAIe chIe. vaMdanIya kahevAIe chIe. ApaNane pratikramaNAdi ja kriyAmAM bhAvollAsa na Ave ? re ! dravyathI = bAhyathI paNa zuddhakriyA ApaNI na hoya? che to pachI mahAna koNa ? e avaMdanIya saMvignapAkSiko ? ke saMvigna tarIke jagatavaMdanIya kahevAtA vartamAnakAlIna ApaNe badhA? ja koIpaNa bhoge AvI lokottara pratikramaNAdi kriyAmAM, caityavaMdanAdimAM, IriyAvahimAM vacce ja ja vacce bolavAnI, vAtacIta karavAnI Teva choDavI ja joIe. A atyaMta gADha kAraNasara bolavuM paDe to pachI bolyA pachI IriyAvahi karIne ja AgaLanI kriyA ? karavI evo niyama dhAraNa karavo. ja 77. huM badhA khamAsamaNA paMcAMga praNipAtapUrvaka ubhA ubhA ApIza. mAMdagI ke moTA vihAranA ja ja thAkane lIdhe ubhA ubhA na ApI zakuM to beThA-beThA paNa mastaka barAbara namAvIza : pratyeka khamAsamaNA sattara saMDAsA pUrvaka ApavAnI jinAjJA che. khamAsamaNA vakhate zarIranA je ? je sAMdhAnA bhAgo bhegA thavAnA hoya e jo oghAthI puMjI levAmAM na Ave to tyAM rahelA khUba ja nAnA ja che nAnA jIvonI virAdhanA thavAnI zakyatA rahe. dA.ta. saMyamI jyAre ubho hoya tyAre paganAM ghuMTaNano e A pAchaLano bhAga sIdho hoya che ane enA upara dhAro ke maccharAdi koI jIva hoya. saMyamI jo e bhAgane ja ja puMjyA vinA ja khamAsamaNuM Ape to e bhAga khamAsamaNA vakhate be ya bAjuthI dabAI javAthI jIva ? che virAdhanA thAya. Ama sattara saMDAsA je kahyA che, e prathama mahAvratanI rakSA karavA mATe che. emAM ? 2 kapALano bhAga paNa pujavAmAM Ave che. kemake e bhAga jamInane lAgavAno che. ema paganI pAnI, 4 * bagalano bhAga vigere badhA mATe samajI levuM. eTale hakIkata to e che ke jo ekapaNa khamAsamaNuM sattara saMDAsA vinA ApIe ke sattarane badale ja che mAtra soLa saMDAsAvALuM ApIe to paNa emAM aticAra lAge. paNa cothA ArAnuM AvuM niraticAra saMyamajIvana Aje to kyAMthI lAvavuM? alabatta Aje paNa che : ghaNA mahAtmAo sattara saMDAsApUrvaka pratikramaNAdi kriyA karanArA che ja. paNa emanI saMkhyA AMgaLInA veMDhA upara gaNI zakAya eTalI ja haze. che eTale ene Adarza tarIke rAkhIne saMyamIe A pratijJA levI joIe ke "huM bhale sattara che saMDAsApUrvaka khamAsamaNA na Apu. paNa koIpaNa khamAsamaNA ubhA thaIne ja ApIza ane pratyeka 4 khamAsamaNAmAM be ghuMTaNa + be hAtha + mastaka A pAMca jamInane sparzAvIza. ubhA thaIne apAtA ke saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (98)
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________________ beThA-beThA apAtA khamAsamaNA paNa jamInane mastaka aDakAvyA vinAnA to nahi ja ApuM." keTalAka saMyamIo to tAvamAM ke moTA vihAramAM paNa ubhA-ubhA pratikramaNAdi karavAnI dRDha TekavALA hoya che. teo atyaMta vaMdanIya che. jo mAMdagI ke puSkaLa thAkane kAraNe beThA-beThAM pratikramaNa karavuM paDe to e vakhate paNa beThA beThA mastaka namAvI zakAya, jamInane aDakAvI zakAya. e vakhate mastaka bilakula namAvyA vinA ja badhA khamAsamaNAo ApavA e to ucita nathI. keTalAka saMyamIone to evI Teva hoya che ke tabiyata sArI hoya, vihArano thAka vigere kaMI ja na hoya to paNa teo khamAsamaNA beThA beThA Ape, mastaka namAvyA vinAnA Ape. A badhAnI asara Aju bAjunA saMyamIomAM paNa khUba ja kharAba paDe. mAMdagI-thAkAdi na hoya to to ubhA thaIne paMcAMga praNipAta ja khamAsamaNA ApavA joIe. bhale, utkRSTa AjJAo na pALI zakIe, paNa e utkRSTa AjJAone najara sAme rAkhIne, A kALamAM saMghayaNa pramANe pALavI sAva saraLa evI AzAo to pALIe. A sApekSabhAva ja bhavAMtaramAM utkRSTa AjJAo apAvaze. (49)paNa atyAre yathAzakti paNa A badhI AzAo jo nahi paLAya to bhavAMtaramAM utkRSTa AjJAo to dUranI vAta; jinadharma suddhA nahi maLe. koIka vaLI evo kutarka paNa kare ke, "huM sattara saMDAsA pramAE vinA ja khamAsamaNA ApavAno chuM. have jo huM ubhA thaIne ApIza to sAMdhAnA bhAgamAM virAdhanAnI zakyatA rahe. enA badale beThAbeThA ja ApuM to ?'' * Ane zuM kahevuM ? sattarasaMDAsA na sacavAya to ya ubhA ubhA ja khamAsamaNA ApavA kemake (1) jemane khamAsamaNA apAya che emanuM bahumAna jaLavAya. (2) vIryAntarAyano kSayopazama thAya. (3) AjJAno pakSapAta ubho rahe. sUkSmabuddhithI A vAta vicAravI. 78. huM pANIno ghaDo, tarapaNI, pAtrA, cUnAnA tapelA vigere khullA nahi rAkhuM, DhAMkelA rAkhIza : khullI, uMDI koIpaNa vastu bIjA nAnA jIvo mATe to motano kUvo banI rahe che. ghaDAmAM ThaMDu ke garama pANI paDyuM hoya ane e DhAMkelo na hoya to emAM maccharo, mAkhIo, masIo paNa paDe ane mare. ema ta25NImAM dUdha-pANI vigere paDyuM hoya. pAtrAmAM zAka-roTalI vigere paDyA hoya. A badhAmAM jIvo paDI paDIne marI javAnI zakyatA ghaNI badhI che. eka AcAryadeva to TokasImAM pANInuM TIpuM ja mAtra paDeluM hoya to paNa ziSyane bhArapUrvaka pUche ke "peluM TIpuM luMchI nAMkhyuM. e TIpAne paNa jo nAnakaDA jIvo sparzaze to marI jaze." AvI sUkSma kALajI e mahApuruSa karatA. enI sAme ApaNe pANI bharelA ghaDAo, Dolo, tapelAo, ta2paNIo mAtrAvALA pyAlAo khullA ja mUkI daIe e to kevuM behuduM kahevAya ? koIpaNa sAdhana khulluM na ja rahevA devuM. ghaDA upara pAtrI ke ToksI DhAMkavA. cUnAnA pANI vALI Dola ke tapelA upara chIbuM ke parAta vigere DhAMkIne ja rAkhavA. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali = (99)
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________________ eka khullI pANIvALI ta25NImAM ghaNI badhI kIDIo pravezIne marI gaI hovAno prasaMga paNa joyo che. hA ! bIjA saMyamIo A vastuo khullI mUkI de to emAM ApaNane doSa na lAge. paNa ApaNane jo dekhAya ke ghaDA vigere khullA paDyA che. to chevaTe ApaNA pariNAmanI komaLatA sAcavavA e DhAMkI devA joIe. ghaDA khAlI hoya to emAM pravezelA jIvo marI na jAya. chatAM pravezyA bAda bahAra nIkaLavuM agharuM paDe evuM kadAca bane. eTale ghaDAo khAlI hoya to ADA mUkavA paNa ubhA khullA na mUkavA e yogya che. 79. huM roja kAnamAM kuMDala nAMkhIne ke mAthAbaMdhana bAMdhIne ja saMthAro karIza. jo uMghatI vakhate kAna khullA rAkhIne uMghIe to kadAca evA nirjana upAzraya vigeremAM kAnakhajurA vigere jIvo kAnamAM pravezI jAya. moTI muzkelI ubhI thAya. ema khullA kAna dvArA jo vAyu bharAI jAya to zardI, kapha vigere paNa thAya. eTale rAtre saMthAro karIe tyAre kAnamAM kuMDala ke mAthAbaMdhanano upayoga karavo ja paDe. keTalAko pramAda, kaMTALo vigerene lIdhe rAtre kuMDalAdi nAMkhatA ja nathI. eka saMyamIe mane kaheluM ke "eNe dIkSA bAda cAra varSa sudhI kuMDalAdino upayoga ja karyo na hato. e pachI ene samajaNa AvatA kuMDalAdi vAparavAnuM zarU karyuM." ziyALAmAM kuMDala karatA mAthAbaMdhana vadhu sAruM paDe. traNa-cAra paDavALuM mAthA baMdhana bAMdhavAmAM Ave to emAM kAnamAM bilakula pavana na jatA ThaMDI-zardI ochI thAya. jyAre unALAmAM pataluM mAthAbaMdhana bAMdhIe to ya AkhuM bhInuM thaI jAya. UMghamAM nIkaLI paNa jAya. eTale unALAmAM kuMDala anukULa paDatA hoya che. chevaTe jevI jenI anukULatA ! kuMDala paNa roja kAnamAMthI kADhIne paDilehaNa ka2vA joIe. pachI pAchA kAnamAM nAMkhI zakAya. keTalAMko vaLI kAnamAM nAMkhelA kuMDala paMdara divase pratilekhana kare che. e bAbatamAM potapotAnI sAmAcArI jANIne pravRtti karavI. paNa saMthAro karatI vakhate kAna baMdha karavAnI AjJA to dareke pALavI ja rahI. 80. huM saMthArA upara uttarapaTTo pAtharIne ja saMthAro karIza. garamavastra (unanuM vastra)sIdhuM zarIrane sparzavuM na joIe) evI jinAjJA che. kemake garamavasrano sIdho zarIra dvArA sparza thAya to zarIranA mela vigere lAgavAthI garamavasra meluM thAya. ane eTale eno jaldI kApa kADhavo paDe. jyAre unanA garamavastrono kApa kADhavAmAM puSkaLa pANIno vaparAza, khUba mahenata paDavI vigere nukazAno badhA jANe ja che. vaLI zarIra sAthe garamavastrono sparza thAya to emAM nigodanI utpatti vigere aneka prakAranI virAdhanAo thavAnI paNa saMbhAvanA che. mATe unanA garama saMthArA upara uttarapaTTo pAtharyA vinA uMghAya nahi. alabatta uMghatI vakhate saMyamIe paherelA sutarAu vastrone lIdhe garama vastrane zarIrano sIdho sparza nathI thato. chatAM ya hAtha-paga-mastaka vigere bhAgo to khullA hoya ane eno sIdho sparza thAya saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (100)
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________________ eTale e rIte uttarapaTTA vinAnA saMthArA upara na uMghAya. bapore paNa ArAma karavo hoya to saMthArA upara uttarapaTTo pAtharIne ja ArAma karAya. MA nyAya pramANe to besavA mATe vaparAtA unanA Asana upara paNa koIka sutarAu vastra pAtharIne ja besavuM yogya gaNAya ane keTalAMka saMyamIo e rIte kare paNa che. paNa emAM Asanane badale yatinI gAdI na banI jAya eno khyAla rAkhavo. chevaTe saMthArA mATe to A niyama pALavo ja joIe. koIka saMyamIo uttarapaTTAne badale colapaTTAno paNa upayoga karatA hoya che. e na cAle. saMthArA upara colapaTTo pAtharIne na suvAya. divase ArAma karatI vakhate pAMgaraNI ke kapaDo pAtharIne 10-20 miniTa ArAma karIe e hajIya kadAca cAle. paNa sAmAnya rIte rAtre paNa uttarapaTTAne badale bIjA koI vastrane pAtharIne saMthAro na karAya. 81. huM divase uMghIza nahi. kAraNasara vadhumAM vadhu 20 miniTa ja ArAma karIza. divase uMghanArA saMyamIne zAstrakAroe (5)eka laghumAsanuM prAyazcitta batAveluM che. yogohanamAM to bapore uMghanArAno divasa paNa paDAya che. divase saMyamIne uMghato joI gRhasthone saMyamIo mATe kharAba zaMkA paNa thAya. teo ema paNa vicAre ke "A sAdhuone to kaMI dhaMdhA-pANI nathI eTale ArAmathI uMdhe che. ame badhA tana-toDa mahenata karIe. ane A badhA eka to maphatanuM khAya ane pachI koIpaNa kAma karyA vinA ArAma ja karyA kare che.' AvA zabdo bolanArA ane vicAranArA paNa hoya che. vaLI uMgha ane khorAka e be vastu evI che ke jeTalI vadhAro eTalI vadhe ane jeTalI ghaTADo eTalI ghaTe. (alabatta amuka pramANamAM samajavuM.) eTale ja zakya hoya tyAM sudhI divasanA samayamAM ArAma na karavo e ja zreSThamArga che. paNa mAMdagI ke lAMbA vihAranA puSkaLa thAkane kA2Ne bapore uMghavuM jarUrI bane to pachI gRhastho na jue evA sthAnamAM ArAma karavo. AvA vakhate aDadho kalAka - kalAka, jeTalo ArAma jarUrI hoya eTalo karI zakAya. paNa A badhA kAraNo na hoya to ya ghaNIvAra evuM anubhavAya che ke bapore vAparyA pachI jo 10-20 miniTa ArAma karI levAmAM Ave to pachI Akho divasa, rAtre 11 vAgyA sudhI sphurti rahetI hoya che. ane jo 10-20 miniTa ArAma na kare to Akho divasa becenI rahe. bhaNavA bese to paNa mananI ekAgratA na Ave. A badhA kAraNosara bapore uMghavAno ekAMte niSedha karavo ya zakya nathI. mAtra 10-20 miniTa ArAma karavAthI rAtre 10-11 vAgyA sudhI prasannatA sAthe ArAdhanA thatI hoya to lAbha-nukasAnanuM gaNita mAMDIne 10-20 miniTa ArAma karavAnI rajA ApavI paNa paDe. eTale pahelo mArga A ja ke jo sphurti rahetI hoya, jhokA na AvatA hoya to bapore na ja uMghavuM. paNa na uMghavAne kAraNe becenI rahetI hoya, jhokA AvatA hoya to 20 miniTa ArAma karI zakAya. vadhu ArAma na ka2vo. Aju bAjumAM rahelA saMyamIne sUcana karI devuM ke teo barAbara 20 miniTa pachI uThADI de. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (101)
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________________ 82. huM savAre pAtrA porisI samayasara bhaNAvIza. bahu moDI-vahelI nahi bhaNAvuM. sUryodaya pachI poNo prahara pasAra thAya tyAre pATA porisI Ave ane rAtre sUryAsta bAda eka ja prahara pasAra thayA bAda saMthArA porisI bhaNAvavAno AcAra saMbhaLAya che. moDI-vahelI pAtrA-porisI ja bhaNAvanArane zAstrakAroe55) eka kalyANakanuM prAyazcitta Apela che. ghaNA mahAtmAo A bAbatamAM evA kaTTara hoya che ke cAlu vihAramAM jevo pAtrAporisIno ja samaya thaI gayo hovAnI khabara paDe ke tarata ja tyAM ja rastA upara yogya sthAne besI, porisI bhaNAvI pAtrApratilekhana karIne pachI ja vihAra kare. keTalAMko porisI to samayasara bhaNAve paNa pAtro pratilekhana game tyAre kare. dA.ta. sthAne che pahoMcavAnI aDadho kalAkanI vAra hoya ane poriNI AvI jAya to tyAM ja porisI to bhaNAvI le paNa 4 pachI pAtrA pratilekhana na kare. sthAne gayA bAda tyAM pAtrAnuM pratilekhana kare. (rastAmAM pAtrAo ja kholavA-bAMdhavAno kaMTALo hovAthI) pAtrA porisIno mukhya AcAra to pAtrA pratilekhana karavAno ja che. mAtra porisI ja bhaNAve che ane pAtrAonuM pratilekhana na kare to eno sAra siddha thato nathI. samayasara pAtrA porisI bhaNAvavA mATe ghaDiyALa rAkhavAnI koI ja jarUra nathI. ghaDiyALa nA ja hovAne kAraNe thoDuM moDu-vaheluM thAya e cAle paNa e mATe ghaDiyALanI virAdhanA na svIkArAya. ja upAzrayamAM rahelI ghaDiyALa dvArA ke zrAvakAdine puchIne samaya jANI zakAya che. paDachAyA uparathI paNa che je samaya jANI zakAya, paNa e zIkhavuM paDe. porisI vakhate eka saMyamI moTethI buma pADI badhAne jANa kare to khUba sarasa. 83. huM darpaNamAM, pANImAM, sTIlanI parAtamAM mAruM mukha joIza nahi. saMyamI saMyamamAM lIna banIne potAnA bAhya dekhAva-oLakhane evI to bhulI gayo hoya ke ja koIka e saMyamIne eno ja saMsArIpaNAno phoTo batAve. to paNa e saMyamI potAne ja na oLakhI zake che ane pachI bese ke "A kono phoTo che ?" paNa AvI aMtarmukhatA pragaTelI hajI sudhI jovA maLI nathI. "pAMcamo Aro che eTale e re ja TocakakSAnI aMtarmukhatAnI apekSA paNa na rakhAya. paNa potAnA rU5 upara saMyamIne evo rAga hoya ke ja jenA kAraNe gRhasthonA gharomAM gocarI vahoravA jAya ane chAnI rIte darpaNamAM moTuM joI le to e che bhayaMkara bAbata kahevAya. ko'ka saMyamI vaLI darpaNa potAnI pAse rAkhatA hoya to ene to upadeza paNa che # ApavAno koI artha nathI. darpaNanI jema cokhA pANImAM, navI sTIlanI parAtomAM rUpadarzana karI zakatA hoya che. A ghora | ja pApa samajIne saMyamIe enAthI dUra rahevuM joIe. je eka mumukSu yuvAna mane kahe ke, "sAheba ! potAnuM moDhuM jovuM, joyA karavuM, emAM rAga karavo che e pApa che ema mAnIne meM darpaNamAM moTuM jovAnuM choDI dIdhuM che. snAna karyA bAda vALa oLavA mATe paNa darpaNano upayoga karato nathI. vagara darpaNe kAMsakA dvArA game tema vALa oLI lauM chuM. paAtmAnI ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (10):
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________________ AjJA mAthe caDAvavA rUpe kesarano vizALa, cakamakato cAMdalo karavAnuM mane khUba game. mane emAM khUba ja ja harSa thAya che. e cAMdalo vyavasthita karavA mATe darpaNamAM jovuM Avazyaka bane che. paNa tyAre moDhAnuM che rUpa jovAI javAnuM pApa na thaI jAya te mATe khesano AThapaDavALo mukhakoSa banAvI cheka AMkha sudhI A - evI rIte bAMdhu ke kapALa ane AMkha sivAya kaMI na dekhAya. eTale mane mArA rUpa upara rAga na thAya." ja saMsAramAM rahelA mumukSumAM jo AvI samajaNa ane vairAgya hoya to pachI mahAvratadhArI, saMsAratyAgI, mahAvairAgI AtmAnI to adhyAtmadazA kevI ujjavaLa hoya ? che eTale jyAM potAnA mukhanA darzana thavAnI zakyatA paDI hoya tyAM eka jhATake AMkha kheMcI levI ja ja joIe. mATe ja upAzrayomAM sTIlanI parAto na vaparAya to ghaNuM sAruM. darpaNa hoya to e kaDhAvI nAMkhavA ? joIe athavA enA upara kAgaLa coMTADI devA joIe ke jethI pratibiMba na dekhAya. 84. huM dhArmika phoTAonA Albamo paNa joIza nahi. saMyamIo koInA lagna vigerenA Albamo to na ja jotA hoya eTale eno niSedha karavAnI jarUra nathI. paNa potAnA ke bIjAonI dIkSAnA phoTAono Albama, koIkanI moTI tapazcaryA prasaMganA che A phoTAono Albama, upadhAna-charIpAlita saMgha vigere saMbaMdhI Albamo, siddhacakrapUjananA Albamo ja vigere Albamo paNa jovA joIe nahi. che bhale A Albamo dhArmika prasaMganA che. paNa AvA prasaMge upasthita thanArA bhAIo ane 4 A baheno puSkaLa zaNagAra sajIne, sArA-sArA kapaDA paherIne ja AvelA hoya che ane AlbamomAM baheno ja tathA bhAIo badhAyanA phoTAo ekasAthe hoya che. e phoTAo jonArA saMyamIne brahmacaryanI pariNati che ja malina thavAnI zakyatA ghaNI che. zAstrakAro bhIMta upara rahelA koIpaNa vijAtIyanA phoTAne jovAnI nA ja A pADe che. (52) dhagadhagatA sUrya sAmethI jema daSTi pAchI kheMcI laIe ema strInA phoTA uparathI daSTi kheMcI ? ja levAnI AjJA kare che. to zaNagAravALA, rUpavALA vijAtIyanA phoTAo zI rIte joI zakAya?kahevAtA ja che dhArmika prasaMganA AlbamomAM mAtra bhagavAnanA phoTA keTalA? emAM bhagavAna to hoya ke na hoya paNa che A bhAI-bahenonA phoTAo to hoya ja che. eTale "A to koIkanA dIkSA prasaMganA Albama che" ema vicArIne e jovAnuM sAhasa koIe na paNa karavA jevuM nathI. dhArmika Albamo jovAnA bahAne aMdaranI vRttione saMtoSa ApavAnI pravRtti ja ja thatI hoya to e nakArI zakAya ema nathI. Aje ya ghaNA saMyamIo eTalA kaDaka che ke koIpaNa dhArmika prasaMganA Albamane hAtha suddhAM ja lagADatA nathI. zrAvako hoMze hoMze batAvavA Ave to khUba ja hoMziyArI pUrvaka ene samajAvI daI doSa ja sevavAnuM TALI detA hoya che. dhanya che e virala vibhUtione ! jenA saMyama pariNAma khalAsa thaI gayA hoya, dIkSA choDavAnI bhAvanA jenA mAnasa upara savAra 4 ja thaI cUkI hoya evA mahAtmAne enI dIkSAno Albama dekhADavAthI kadAca eno vairAgyabhAva pAcho ja ja pragaTI jAya eTale evA saMyamIne enI dIkSAno Albama dekhADavo apavAdamArge ucita lAge che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (103)
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________________ ( 85. huM phoTAo paDAvIza nahi. mArA phoTA pADanArA gRhasthane aTakAvIza. jo na ja aTakAvI che ja zakuM to kAmaLI-kapaDAdi dvArA mukha DhAMkI devAno, mukha chupAvavAno prayatna karIza. koIka saMyamIne phoTA paDAvavAno khUba zokha hoya che. TuDIomAM jaIne potAnA phoTA paDAve che athavA phoTogrApharane bolAvIne jAta-jAtanA phoTA levaDAve. bhoLA zrAvakone kahe, "tame yAdagIrI rUpe che tamArI sAtheno mAro phoTo rAkho." ane e mATe sAthe ubhA rahI phoTA paDAve. kokane chApAmAM potAnA phoTA Ave e khUba game. e mATe chApAvALAo pAse potAnA phoTA paDAve. ] - keTalAka vaLI AvuM to na kare paNa gRhasthonA prasaMgomAM jyAre hAjarI Ape ane tyAM phoTA | ja paDatA hoya to tyAre emAM AnaMdita thAya ane e rIte e phoTAonI anumodanAnuM pApa lagADe. huM che. saMyamIe jAte to phoTA na ja paDAvavA joIe. paNa sAmaiyu, dIkSA vigere prasaMgomAM zrAvako che che phoTA pADatA hoya to emane namra chatAM spaSTa sUcana karI devuM joIe ke "tame tamArA zubhaprasaMganI smRti che ja mATe phoTA pADo cho, eTale emAM ame kaMI kahevA mAMgatA nathI. paNa amArA phoTA nahi pADavAnA." ja jo gaMbhIratApUrvaka sAcA hRdayathI A sUcana karAze to zrAvako paNa phoTA nahi pADe. aMdarakhAne je saMyamIonI niHspRhatA badala AnaMda pAmaze. ja '' Ama chatAM vaDIlonI hAjarI vigere aneka kAraNosara jo zrAvakone phoTA pADatA na aTakAvI ja zakAya to potAno kapaDo moDhA AgaLa lAvIne ke moTuM nIce DhALI daIne jAte to e phoTAnA sakaMjAmAMthI ja bacI ja zakAya che. ApaNo phoTo koIka pADe, koIka rAkhe ane emAM ApaNane AnaMda thAya, eno bacAva na che 4 karIe" to emAM ApaNo potAnA uparano rAgabhAva sUcita thaI jAya che. hA ! mahAna AcArya bhagavaMto zrAvakAdinA bhAvonI vRddhine mATe potAno phoTo teo rAkhatA ? ja hoya to rAkhavA paNa de. paNa e to te pUjyonI apAra niHspRhatA hovAthI emanA mATe hajI yogya che. gaNAya. bIjA saMyamIoe AmAM paDavA jevuM nathI. A nAnakaDA chIMDAmAMthI Aje eTaluM moTuM bAkoruM paDI gayuM che ke saMyamIo potAnA phoTAo che ja lemInezana karAvIne seMkaDo gRhasthone prabhAvanAmAM ApavA lAgyA che. e paNa evA saMyamIo ke jeo A ja nathI AcArya ke nathI koI mahAna zAsana prabhAvaka ! ane A rIte phoTAo taiyAra karAvavA, enA 4 che paisAo laIne bhaktone ApavA vigere dhaMdhA jevI pravRttimAM saMyamIonA saMyamanuM rakSaNa zI rIte thAya? che jeo A badhuM karatA hoya enI niMdA karavAne badale e doSo ApaNAmAM pesI na jAya e che A mATenI kALajI karavI. AvA haLAhaLa kaLiyugamAM niHspRhI, anAsakta AvA mahAsaMyamIonI tAtI jarUra che. 86. huM mArA upara vIDiyo utaravA nahi dauM. ene aTakAvIza. chevaTe mukha DhAMkI devAno prayatna je karIza. che kemerAnA phoTAo karatA paNa moTo doSa vIDiyono che. kemake emAM to badhuM ja hAlatu cAlatu che ja dekhAya. saMyamInA hAva-bhAva, hAsya vigere badhuM ja vIDiyo utAryA bAda enI keseTa dvArA joI zakAya. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (104
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________________ alabatta saMyamI to A na ja jue paNa A badhAmAM atyaMta bahirmukhatAnuM poSaNa thAya. "zrAvako che potAnA bhaktibhAvathI vIDiyo utAre che, to utAravA devI." evo uttara koIka ApatuM hoya to e zuM ja saMtoSakAraka nathI. zrAvaka potAnA bhaktibhAvathI AdhAkarmI banAvIne pAtrAmAM nAMkhavAno prayatna karaze, ja che to ene nahi aTakAvavAno ? zuM eNe vahorAvela AdhAkarmI gocarI paraThavI nahi devAnI? zuM jemAM ApaNA saMyamane hAni pahoMcatI hoya evI zrAvakonI gAMDI bhaktino svIkAra zI rIte che ja karAya? ane e paNa sAmAnya sAdhuo paNa Avo bhakti svIkAra karavA lAge to zAsananI zI dazA ja ja thAya? . che. eTale vIDiyo utAranArane aTakAvavo joIe. "tAre bIjAonI vIDiyo utAravI hoya to te che che jANe. paNa mArI vIDiyo utAravI nahi. mArA tarapha vIDiyo kemerA na joIe." ema gusso karyA vinA zuM 4 chatAM gaMbhIratAthI spaSTa nA pADI ene aTakAvavo. 4 chevaTe game te kAraNasara aTakAvI zako ema na ho, to jAtane bacAvavA sApekSabhAvarUpe moDhA ? che AgaLa kapaDo, hAtha, pasInAno TukaDo rAkhI mukha chupAvavAno prayatna karavo. bAkI jo A rIte saMyamIonI vIDio utaraze, to AvatIkAla evI Avaze ke saMyamIne ja ja potAnI e vIDiyo jovAnuM mana thaze ane zrAvako vIDiyo jotA haze to "A jovAmAM zuM doSa? mArA ja mATe kaMI vIDiyo zarU nathI karyo." ema vicArIne vIDiyone nirdoSa mAnIne jotA thaI jAya to paNa je che navAI nahi rahe. * che. moTA doSonuM bIja to atyaMta nAnakaDo doSa ja hoya che. eTale moTA doSo ghusatA aTakAvavA ja mATe nAnA doSone ja ubhA thatA aTakAvavA. 4 87. huM mArA vyAkhyAno chApAomAM nahi ApuM. vyAkhyAnanA suMdara padArtho jo chApAomAM Ave to ghaNA loko dharma pAme, zAsanaprabhAvanA thAya ? ja evA lakSyathI vyAkhyAno chApAomAM ApavAmAM Ave che. ja A lakSya vAstavika che ke kema? e khabara paDatI nathI. paraMtu (1) mahArAja sAhebanA sAkSAta che che vyAkhyAno sAMbhaLIne paNa jo lokone evI koI vizeSa asara na thatI hoya to chApAonA chUTA-chavAyA che ja lakhANo dvArA zuM teo pAmI jaze? (2) chApA vAMcanArAone rAjakAraNAdinA samAcAromAM je rasa ja ja hoya che enA 10mAM bhAgano rasa paNa AvA dhArmika lakhANomAM kharo ? (3) e chApAMvALAo sAme ja je cAlIne ApaNA vyAkhyAnanA lakhANa le che? ke pachI ApaNe patrakArone bheTa-sogAdo ApI ApIne ke che e lakhANo levaDAvavA paDe che? e bheTa sogAdo mATe paisA to saMyamIe ja zrAvako pAsethI mAMgI che 4 mAMgIne bhegA karavA paDaze ne ? (4) je lakhANa chApavA ApIe, emAM ghaNIvAra taMtrI vagere amuka lakhANa keMsala karI potAnI ja ja IcchA mujaba chApI detA hoya che. ane AmAM mahattvanI bAbata paNa kyAreka uDI jAya. arthano anartha ? ja thAya. (5) "A mahotsava, vyAkhyAnAdinI badhI vigata chApAmAM Avaze." AvI jAherAta che vyAkhyAnamAM thAya ke e sivAya paNa badhAne A vAtanI khabara paDe eTale chApA na vAMcanArAo paNa | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (10)
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________________ che A bahAne chApA vAMcatA thAya. dhArmika sAthe bIjuM ya ghaNuM rasathI vAMcavA maMDI paDe. () saMyamIne A chApAmAM AvelA potAnA phoTA, lakhANanA kaTIMgo saMgharI rAkhavAnuM, vAraMvAra joyA karavAnuM mana-pravRtti $ ja thAya. rAgabhAva poSAya. Aje keTalAMka saMyamIo patrakArone bheTa-sogAdo apAvaDAvIne, khuza rAkhIne vyAkhyAnanA aMzo chApAomAM levaDAvatA hoya che. jeo evA koI viziSTa prabhAvaka nathI tevA sAmAnya sAdhuone che che paNa A rasa lAgI paDyo che ane tethI teo game te rIte potAnA vyAkhyAnanuM lakhANa chApAomAM apAvaDAve che. zAsanaprabhAvanAdi thAya che? ke nathI thatA? e pachInI vAta che. paNa AmAM saMyamIomAM khoTA ? ja saMskAro ghuse che e to nakarI hakIkata che ane eTale ja AtmAnA hitano bhoga ApIne A pravRtti ? che apanAvI zakAya nahi. - vaLI lokomAM kahevata che ke "sajjanoe durjanonI maitrI ke duzmanAvaTa beyathI cheTAM rahevuM." che ja chApAvALAo, patrakArone sajjana tarIke to bhAgye ja koIka gaNatuM haze. paisAdi mATe teo kevA durjana ja banI jAya enI silasilAbaMdha hakIkato ghaNA anubhavIo jANe che. Aje e patrakArAdinI sAthe ? ja mitratA karIne A chApAomAM vyAkhyAnAdi apAvIe chIe paNa AvatI kAle jo koIpaNa prasaMgavazAt ? ja teo sAthe aNabanAva banaze. to chApAonA mAdhyame teo zuM julama nahi varasAve ? e ja prazna che. je sajjano, buddhimAnonI sajjanatA, buddhimattA e ja che ke AvA durjano sAthe koIpaNa prakArano $ ja panAro pADyA vinA emanAthI bAra gAu dUra rahIne potAnA kAma karyA karavA. AmAM ghaNuM kahevA jevuM che. paNa TuMkANamAM eTaluM ja ke AtmArthI saMyamIo A tarapha najara suddhAM ja ja na nAMkhe. bIjAo AvI pravRtti karatA hoya to ya AtmArthI saMyamIo e tarapha kheMcAI na jAya. 4 je potAnI dharmArAdhanAmAM daDha zraddhAvALA bane. AMtaracakSuthI paramArthanuM darzana karanArA bane. bAhya che bhapakAothI aMjAI na jAya. relarAhatanA kArya, duSkALa rAhatanA kArya vigere mahAna zAsanaprabhAvaka kAryone gItArtha ja mahApuruSo chApAo dvArA prajAmAM prasarAvIne zAsanaprabhAvanA janmAve to e yogya ja che. A pratijJA ? ja gaMbhIra, gItArtha, paripakva AcAryabhagavaMtAdi saMyamIo sivAyanA bAkInA saMyamIo mATe samajavI. je 88. huM mArA vyAkhyAnonI oDiyo keseTa nahi. utarAvuM. prAyaH AvuM joke banatuM ja nathI ke saMyamIo potAnA vyAkhyAnanI keseTa utarAvatA hoya. paNa je 4 haLAhaLa kaLiyugamAM vadhI rahelA vaijJAnika sAdhanone joIne pANI pahelA pALa bAMdhavA jevI A pratijJA X ja che. koIka zrAvako vyAkhyAnakAranI khUba prazaMsA karIne kahI de ke "sAheba ! ApanA vyAkhyAnonI ? jo oDiyo keseTo taiyAra thaI jAya to hajAro-lAkho loko e badhuM sAMbhaLIne ghaNuM pAmI zake. ApanI gerahAjarImAM paNa ApanA dvArA lAkhonuM kalyANa thAya." ane kadAca e vyAkhyAnakArane oDiyo keseTo che ke, saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (106) = = = = =
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________________ yAra karAvavAno vicAra AvI paNa jAya. enA mATe TeparekorDaranI svIca jAte zaru karIne keseTo taiyAra che ja karato paNa thaI jAya. ja , koIka vaLI atyaMta madhura svare gAnAro saMyamI potAnA gItonI oDiyo keseTo paNa taiyAra che karAvI de. atyaMta nAnakaDuM mazIna pAse rAkhe. emAM nAnakaDI keseTa hoya. svIca dabAvatA ja bolAtI A badhI vastuo Tepa thatI jAya. 4 A evo to bhISaNa kALa che ke jemAM lagabhaga badhA apavAda mArgo unmArga banI jatA vAra ja lAgatI nathI. eTale koIpaNa pralobhanomAM, svapna tulya lAbhomAM phasAyA vinA dRDhatApUrvaka A pratijJA che pALavI. bhaviSyamAM game tyAre paNa oDiyo keseTa nahi ja taiyAra karAvavAnI dRDha Teka dhAravI. che 89. huM mobAIla vigere koIpaNa prakAranA phona karAvIza nahi. jo gADha kAraNasara karAvavA ja 4 paDe to eka phona dITha traNa dravyanA eka-eka TaMka karIza. A traNa-cAra varSa pahelAM mobAIlo ekeya na hatA. chatAM saMyamIo mastIthI jIvatA hatA ane ja zAsananA badhA kAryo thatA ja hatA. re ! 150-200 varSa pahelA to phona ja na hatA ane chatAM ja je saMyamIo AtmasAdhanA, zAsanaprabhAvanAdi karatA ja hatA. 4 eTale mobAIlo, phona vigere vinA na ja cAle e asatya che. kharI hakIkata e che ke jeTalI ja sagavaDo vadhatI gaI, eTalI ApaNe bhogavatA gayA ane ApaNA saMyamanA siddhAMto tuTatA gayA. tejasakAyanI hiMsAvALA A IlekTrIka sAdhanono vaparAza Aje to saMyamIomAM paNa parokSa ja je rIte cikkAra pramANamAM vadhI gayelo jovA maLe che. 4 mahAnizIthamAM tejasakAyano AraMbha karanAra saMyamIone mithyAtvI gaNyA che. 4 eka zrAvake mane vAta karI ke, "sAheba ! huM have jyAre paNa amuka sAdhuo pAse jAuM chuM, tyAre ja ja mobAIla lIdhA vinA ja jAuM chuM. kemake huM jyAre paNa jAuM tyAre mArI pAse 8-10 phono karAvI de. $ ja sAheba ! moTA bhAganA phona to mane ya nakAmA lAge. mane paisAno ke phona karavAno vAMdho nathI. paNa je sAdhuo A badhuM barAbara nathI karatA e to huM samajI zakuM chuM. eTale have amuka sAdhuo pAse mobAIla ja vinA ja jAuM chuM." saMyamIonI A kevI chApa ! jyAre mobAIlo na hatA, tyAre to phona karAvavA mATe zrAvakanA ghare javuM paDatuM. eTale khUba ja A ja ochA pramANamAM, atyaMta Avazyaka hoya eTalA ja phona thatA. jyAre mobAIlo AvyA pachI phona che ja karAvavAnuM pramANa aneka gaNuM vadhI gayuM. eka gRhastha potAnA upara vAraMvAra sAdhu taraphathI phona AvavAthI chevaTe kaMTALIne kahI dIdhuM ke je $ mahArAjane koI dhaMdho-pANI nathI, navarA che. paNa mAre dhaMdho-pANI che. huM navaro nathI. kahI dejo, mahArAjane !" jinazAsananA zramaNo pratye asadUbhAva pragaTAvanArI AvI pravRtti karanArA saMyamIno chUTakAro saMgni saMyamIonI niyamAvali (107)
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________________ che zI rIte thAya? khera ! AtmArthI saMyamIo pratijJA kare ke "ame koIpaNa phona nahi karAvIe. koIka kAma moDuM ja ja thaze to calAvI lezuM. paNa A ghora anavasthAne ubhI nahi thavA daIe. Ama chatAM gADha mAMdagI vigere ? je atyaMta agatyanA kAraNo AvI paDe ane nA chUTake DokTara bolAvavA vagere mATe phona karAvavA paDe to ja che te vakhate paNa enA prAyazcitta rUpe dareka phona dITha traNa-traNa dravyanA TaMka karazuM. arthAt jo 3 phona che ja karAvavA paDe to kula traNa divasanA traNa TaMka evA karazuM ke jemAM traNathI vadhu dravyo nahi vAparIe." 4 (navakArazI vALAo divasanA traNa TaMka karatA hoya to e dareka TaMka traNa-traNa dravyanA kare ane 4 che ekAsaNAvALAo traNa ekAsaNA traNa-traNa dravyanA kare. jo eka ja phona karAvyo hoya to e 4 navakArazIvALAo koIpaNa eka TaMka traNadravyano kare. ane ekAsaNAvALA eka ekAsaNuM traNa dravyanuM ja ja kare.) athavA to pota-potAnI rIte bIjuM paNa prAyazcitta - zikSA dhArI zakAya che. paNa zikSA vinA : huM to na ja cAle. nahi to niSpharatA AvI jAya. 90. huM seksa karAvIza nahi. gADha kAraNasara karAvuM to pheksanI saMkhyA pramANe eTalA TaMka traNa ja dravya karIza. 89mAM niyama pramANe ja AmAM badhuM vicArI levuM. ApaNuM lakheluM lakhANa eka mazInamAM nAMkho ? che ane amuka naMbara lagAvo eTale AkhA bhAratamAM jyAM ApaNe e lakhANa pahoMcADavuM hoya tyAM ApaNA ja ja akSaromAM e lakhANa pahoMcI jAya... ItyAdi pheksa aMgenI mAhitI badhA saMyamIo jANatA ja haze. A emAM IlekTrIkano upayoga hovAthI tejasakAyanI virAdhanA che. . gADha kAraNasara pheksa karAvavo paDe to tyAM traNa dravyanA TaMkavALI ke bIjI koI zikSA dhArI zakAya. ? 91. huM loca karAvyA bAda sAbu dvArA, ekalA pANI dvArA ke pANInA potA dvArA paNa moTuM che. che vigere sApha nahi karAvuM. korA vastrathI ghasI ghasIne coMTelI rAkha vigere kADhI nAMkhIza. chevaTe sAba to che ja nahi ja vAparuM, loca karatI vakhate mAthAmAMthI lohI nIkaLatuM hoya to ene aTakAvavA mATe ane te vakhate lohIthI bhInA thayelA hAthane korA-rakSa banAvavA mATe puSkaLa rAkhano upayoga karavo paDe. eTale loca che. ja puro thAya tyAM sudhImAM to ghaNI badhI rAkha mAthA upara, moDhA upara, kAnamAM pahoMcI gaI hoya che. eTale ja ja loca bAda e svaccha karavuM jarUrI to che ja. rAkha bharelA mukha sAthe saMyamI bahAra nIkaLe te sAruM paNa A ja na lAge. paNa AnA mATe keTalAMka mahAsaMyamI mahAtmAo koro TukaDo ja mAthA upara, moDhA upara ghasI letA hoya che. kAnamAM paNa TukaDAno cheDo nAMkhI, ghasI ghasIne badhI rAkha sApha karI detA hoya che. pANInA ja ja ekapaNa TIpAno upayoga karyA vinA e saMyamIo badhI rAkha dUra karI le che. bilakula kharAba na lAge ? je evuM svaccha mukha AnA dvArA thaI jAya che. bAkI to be-cAra divasa pasAra thAya eTale enI meLe ja che badhI rAkha dUra thaI ja jAya. che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (108) LI
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________________ A ja zreSTha mArga che. zAstrakAroe (53)vAparyA pachI eMThA hAthanA paMjA dhovAnI ane aMDila vakhate che pANI vAparavAnI chUTa ApI che. e sivAya zarIranA koIpaNa avayavane pANIthI dhovAnI maMjurI utsarga A mArge ApI nathI. eTale loca pachI pANIthI mAthuM vagere dhovAnI pravRtti zAstramAnya to nathI ja. ja eTale zakya hoya to pANInA eka paNa TIpAno vaparAza karavo na paDe ema upara pramANe zuddhi : ja karI levI. che paNa AnAthI saMtoSa na thato hoya to pachI koruM kapaDuM pANIthI bhInuM karI e kapaDuM mAthA-moDhA 4 ja upara ghasavAthI paNa badhI rAkha kADhI zakAya. che. keTalAMko to rItasara pA-aDadho ghaDo jeTaluM pANI laI badhuM svaccha kare. jANe ke dara varSe AvA ma be saMpUrNa snAna ja karI letA hoya evuM lAge. ke keTalAMka sAbu laI enuM phINa karI mAthA upara ghase. (zeka maLe e AzayathI) e sAbu dvArA re A ja moTuM, pITha vigere badhuM ja svaccha karI le. che A ucita lAgatuM nathI. AmAM to saMyamI rUpavAna dekhAya, vibhUSA poSAya. eTale ja vadhumAM ja ja vadhu chUTa tarIke pANInA potA dvArA ja svacchatA karavAnI pravRtti karI zakAya. sAbu ghasavAthI zuM phAyado ? e to mane ya samajAtuM nathI. mastaka upara zeka thAya e mATe che ja garama pANI ane hAthathI mAliza karavuM paryApta che. ja kadAca mAthA upara sAbunI jarUra hoya paNa moDhA vigere upara sAbu vAparavAnI zI jarUra? ane che emAM locavALA saMyamIne paNa AnaMda thAya to ? ke kharekhara to e ucita lAge che ke korA kapaDAthI ke bhInA kapaDAthI mAthu vigere ghasI lIdhA bAda - jo loca navo navo hovAnA lIdhe mAlizanI jarUra hoya to kaDavI badAmanuM tela, bAma, sophAmAyasananI Tyuba vigere te te saMyamInI takalIphane anusAre ghasI zakAya che. : anubhavIo kahe che ke "navo navo loca thayA bAda jo saMyamI potAnuM ja mAtra e mAthA upara 1 lagADe, ghase to enA dvArA khUba jhaDapathI rUjha AvI jAya. duHkhAvo ocho thaI jAya." - jeone loca khUba ja kaparA paDatA hoya teoe to potapotAnA vaDIlanI sucanA pramANe pANI- sAbu vigere badhAno upayoga karavo paNa paDe. paNa loca thayA bAda jeone koI duHkhAvo vigere thatA na hoya, khUba ochA thatA hoya teoe to zreSTha vikalpa ja apanAvavA jevo che. 92. huM ziyALA ane comAsAmAM ra5 divasa pUrve Akho kApa nahi kADhe ane 15 divasa pUrve ja ke aDadho kApa nahi kADhe. - ' yatijItakalpa vageremAM lakhyA pramANe to (14)saMyamIoe varSamAM eka ja vAra kApa kADhavAno che. ja cAturmAsa zaru thavAnI taiyArI hoya enI pUrve badhI upAdhino ekavAra kApa kADhI levAto hato ke jethI 4 A bhejanA vAtAvaraNa vigerene kAraNe malinavastromAM nigodAdi thavAnI virAdhanA aTakI jAya. kApa kADhavAnA aneka doSo che. (1) cokhA-dhoLA vastro paheravAthI vibhUSA sevAya. e vastrAdi upara rAga thAya. e vastro . saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (108) ( :
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________________ che koI saMyamIne ApavAnuM paNa mana na thAya. (2) cokhA vastra paheranArA saMyamI pratye bIjAone AkarSaNa thAya. kyAreka brahmacaryamAM moTuM che nukazAna thAya. "zarIranA rUpa karatA vastrAdinI vibhUSA dasa gaNI vadhu AkarSaNa utpanna kare che." ema ? anubhavIo kahe che. game eTalA rUpavALI vyakti paNa jo melA-ghelA kapaDA paheranArI hoya to enA ja ja pratye koIne jaldI AkarSaNa na thAya. jyAre kadarUpI vyakti paNa bAhya ADaMbara dvArA AkarSaNa ubhuM kare che 4 (3) atyAre lagabhaga AdhAkarmI pANI ja badhA saMyamIo vApare che. jeTalA kApa vadhAre kADhIe che eTaluM vadhu AdhAkarmI pANI vAparavuM paDe. roja pIvA mATe aDadho ghaDo joIe, paNa kApa mATe be-cAra ? je ghaDA joIe. eTale emAM tejasakAyanI virAdhanAthI mAMDIne badhA ja doSo lAge. 4 (4) vAraMvAra kApa kADhavAmAM puSkaLa samaya bagaDe. dara eka kApa dITha ochAmAM ocho eka kalAka 4 thAya. Ama samaya bagaDavAthI svAdhyAya vigerenI hAni thAya. 4 (5) "vibhUSA karanArAo Atmazuddhi pAmI zakatA nathI. (55) evuM caudapUrvadhara ja zathaMbhavasUrijInuM vacana che. che AvA aneka prakAranA nukazAno hovAthI vAraMvAra kApa kADhavA yogya nathI. eTale zAstrIya che ja niyama pramANe to varSamAM eka ja vAra kApa kADhavo joIe. paNa pUrvakALanA saMyamIo lagabhaga 4 ja gAmaDAomAM rahetA ane gAmaDAnA mANaso AjanA zaherI loko karatA to 100mAM bhAganI cophakhAI ? che paNa mAMDa jALavatA. khetaromAM khetI vigere karanArA teonA kapaDAo paNa melA rahetA. Aje paNa che ja gAmaDAnI prajA joIe to teonA vastrAdi cakacakATavALA nathI hotA, gAmaDAvALAo be-cAra divase ja ja snAna karatA, 3-5 divase kapaDA dhotA ane eTale ja A badhI malinatAothI TevAyelA gAmaDAnA ? ja rahevAsIone saMyamIonA vastronI malinatA ajugatI lAgatI na hatI. bIjI vAta e ke prAcInakALanA saMyamIono vihAra khUba ocho hato. teo zeSakALamAM 8 4 mAsa kalpa karatA. arthAt ATha ja jagyAe eka-eka mahino rahetA. ane eka mahinA bAda be-cAra ? kilomITare jo bIjuM mAsakalpane yogya kSetra maLI jAya to tyAM ja bIjo mahino rokAI jatA. Ama ja AkhA varSamAM teonA mAtra ATha vAra vihAra ane khUba ja nAnA vihAra thatA ane ApaNe paNa Aje che 4 anubhavIe chIe ke vihAramAM ja parasevo, dhuLa vigerene kAraNe kapaDA vadhu melA thatA hoya che. sthAne ja hoIe to vastro melA ghelA ochA thAya che. - AvA kAraNosara prAcIna saMyamIonA vastro paNa "AjanA kALamAM je rIte vastro melA thAya je che enA karatA ghaNA ochA melA thatA haze. Aje lagabhaga ghaNA saMyamIo bharacaka zaheromAM ja vicare che. gayA varSe 1500 saMyamIo 4 ja amadAvAdamAM, 1500 bombamAM, 700 suratamAM ane 1000 jeTalA pAlitANAmAM hatA. eTale ja ja lagabhaga aDadho-aDadha saMyamIo traNa-cAra zaheromAM ja cAturmAsa hatA ane A zaheromAM roje roja ja je dhoyelA, IstrI karelA ja kapaDA paheranArA loko lagabhaga jovA maLe che. ApaNI pAse AvanArAo che saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (110)
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________________ # prAyaH AvA che ja. ane bIjI bAju ApaNA vastro paNa ghaNA vihAra vigerene lIdhe khUba melA thAya ja che. eTale have jo varSe ekavAra ja kApa kADhavAno niyama pALavA jaIe to lokomAM jainazramaNo pratye ja A jugupsA, niMdA vigere thavAnI purI zakyatA che. "upAzrayamAM kacaro vALavA AvanAra nokare paNa je ke sAdhuonA melA-durgadhI kapaDAothI trAsa pAmIne sAdhuonI niMdA karI che. evA prasaMgo banyA che. eTale jo varSe ekavAra kApa kADhavAno niyama pALavo hoya to (1)(1) zaheromAM na rahevAno che 4 ane (5(2) vadhu vihAro choDIne mAsakalpa paddhatithI vihAra karavAno Ama be zAstrIya niyama paNa ja che pALavA joIe. paNa jo zaheromAM rahevuM hoya, mAsakalpa paddhatinA vihArone badale varSamAM 500-1000 che 2 kilomITaranA vihAro karavA hoya to uparokta be niyamo na pALanArAoe zAsanahIlanAdine 4 4 aTakAvavA mATe varSamAM ekavAra kApa kADhavAnA niyamamAM paNa apavAda mArga chUTa levI Avazyaka hoya che. 4 emAM paNa jyArathI gRhasthonI avarajavara vadhI che. tyArathI kApa kADhavo keTalAMka aMze jarUrI ? je banyo che. * eTale vartamAnakALane anusarIne A niyama banAvyo che ke comAsA-ziyALAmAM 25 divasa che 8 pahelA Akho kApa na kADhavo. A be RtumAM parasevo na thato hovAthI kapaDA bahu melA thatA nathI ane ja thoDA melA hoya to paNa parasevo na thato hovAthI zarIrane hAnikAraka banatA nathI. mATe 25 divasa je pUrve Akho kApa na kADhIe to emAM vAMdho na Ave. paNa je covIsa kalAka paheravAnuM hoya evA pAMgaraNI colapaTTo vigere vastro bIjA vastro karatA ja vadhAre melA thatA hoya che. to e vastrono 15 divase kApa kADhI zakAya. Ane aDadho kApa kahevAya. ja AkhA kApamAM be kapaDA, uttarapaTTo, oghAno sAmAna vigere badhuM ja AvI jAya. che. jo vastro atizaya melA na thatA hoya to lAMbAkALe kApa kADhavAmAM paNa koI vAMdho nathI. amuka che mahAtmAnA vastro be-traNa mahinA sudhI paNa sAmAnya ja melA thatA hoya che. to te mahAtmAo be mahine ja kApa kADhe e sAruM ja che. 3 . TuMkamAM traNa-traNa divase ke aThavADiye-aThavADiye kApa kADhIne vibhUSA poSavI e paNa khoTuM che che ane (58)lokone dugaMchA, aruci, abhAva thAya evA prakAranA atimalA vastro paheravA e paNa che khoTuM che. zAsanahIlanAdi na thAya ane AtmAnA vibhUSAdinA khoTA saMskAro na poSAya e rIte vartavuM ja joIe ane e mATe A niyama vadhu ucita lAge che. 6 93. huM unALAmAM 15 divasa pahelA Akho kApa ane 7 divasa pahelA aDadho kApa nahi kADhuM. je - unALAmAM puSkaLa garamI, parasevo vigerene lIdhe vastro ghaNA melA thAya ane ati je parasevAvALA vastro pachI to sukAtA paNa nathI. parasevo cUsavAnI enI zakti khalAsa thaI jAya eTale unALAmAM jo 25 divasa sudhI kApa laMbAvIe to muzkelI paDe. eTale emAM 15 divasanI maryAdA nakkI 4 ja karI che. khAsa khyAla rAkhavo ke 7 divase aDadho kApa kADhI ja levo ke 15 divase Akho kApa kADhI ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (111)
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________________ je levo evo Agraha bilakula nathI. Agraha e vAtano che ke 7 divasa pahelA to aDadho kApa paNa na A ja kADhavo. 15 divasa pahelA to Akho kApa na ja kADhavo. 15 dina pachI paNa jo vastro atibhelA ja 4 na thayA hoya. koIne dugaMchAdinuM kAraNa na banavAnA hoya to kApa jeTalo moDo kADho eTaluM sAruM ja che. ? che eTale koI Ano uMdho artha na samaje. che Aje jyAre zramaNa-zramaNIonA vastra upara najara paDe che, tyAre moTA bhAge dhoLA-cophakhA che ja vastro joIne AMcako lAge che. ema lAge ke dara traNa-sAta divase kApa kaDhAto hoya to ja ATalA ja 4 cokhA vastro hoI zake. ATalI badhI vibhUSA joIne khUba duHkha thAya che. ja "vibhUSA Atmazuddhino ghAta karanAra tAlapuTa jhera che." e zAstravacana zuM badhA saMyamIo bhulI che gayA haze? ke pachI zuM e vacana upara vizvAsa nahi hoya ? - "svayaMbhavasUrijI to moTI-moTI vAto karye rAkhe. badhI vAto kaMI sAcI thoDI hoya?" evI ja ja koI azraddhA utpanna thaI haze? ke pachI "Atmazuddhi mATe vibhUSAtyAga karavAno che. paNa Atmazuddhi : ja karavI ja kone che?" ema AtmazuddhinI bhAvanA ja olavAI gaI che? saMyamIo sAvaceta banI brahmacaryAdinI rakSA mATe vibhUSAtyAga karavA ane e mATe jaghanyamAM che ja jaghanya kakSAnA e be niyamone dhAraNa karavA kaTibaddha bane. 94. huM mAtra pANI ane dhovAno soDA (khAra) A be ja vastuthI kApa kADhIza. sAbu-sarpha vigere ja ja nahi vAparuM. chevaTe gRhasthonA gharomAM vaparAtA sAdA sAbu ane sAdA pAvaDara sivAya moMghA sAbu- ja pAvaDara to nahi ja vAparuM, prAcInakALanA saMyamIo pANI, cUno, khArano upayoga karIne ja kApa kADhatA. te vakhatanA 4 ja prabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMtono (59) kApa paNa A ja vastuothI kaDhAto. sAbu vigere hatA ja nahi. je ja ja bIjI vastuo dhobIo vAparatA haze teno saMyamIo upayoga karatA na hatA. have jo bAra mahine je che che ekavAra ja kApa kaDhAto, e paNa mAtra pANI ane khAra = dhovAnA soDAthI ja kADhI zakAto hoya to 4 15-25 divase kaDhAto kApa to A be vastuo dvArA sahelAIthI kADhI zakAya. emAM thoDIka vadhu mahenata ja ja paDe paNa aneka doSothI bacI javAya. vartamAnakALamAM eka AcAryazrInA ghaNA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo sAbu-saphadino upayoga karyA vinA ja che mAtra pANI-khArathI ja kApa kADhanArA che. A rIte kApa kADhavAmAM phAyado e thAya ke (1) sAbu-sarkano upayoga na karavAnI jinAjJA paLAya, 'A jinAjJA che mATe ja yogodavahanamAM sAba-sarkano upayoga karavAmAM Avato nathI. (2) je te pANI-khArathI mela nIkaLI jAya paNa kapaDA cakamakatA, AkarSaka, dhoLA-dhaba na ja bane. ane e khUba ja ja jarUrI che. kemake brahmacaryanA ghAtaka nukazAno aTake. koIne e saMyamI pratye AkarSaNa na thAya ane A ja mela vinAnA vastro hovAthI dugaMchA vigere paNa na thAya. (3) vihAramAM moTA pramANamAM sAbu-sarpha ja ja uMcakavA na paDe. zrAvako pAsethI moMghA sAbu-sarpha maMgAvavA na paDe. paNa jo A Adarza AcAra pALavo zakya na banato hoya to pachI eTalo niyama to levo je je saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (12)
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________________ joIe ke 'moMghA sAbu - moMghA pAvaDarano upayoga nahi karIe.' Aje 80% jaino je moMghA sarpha alTrA vigere pAvaDaro kadi nathI vAparatA e ja pAvaDaro Aje keTalAMka sAdhuo vApare che. teone e sivAya koI pAvaDara cAlato ja nathI. ema 80% jaino je sAbu AkhA varSamAM kyAreya na vAparatA hoya, tevA sugaMdhI, khUba phINa karanArA, 20-40 rUpiyAnA sAbuo paNa saMyamIo vApare che. A to ucita na ja gaNAya. kapaDAne cakamakatA ke sugaMdhI karavA mATe ja upayogI AvA pAvaDaro-sAbuo vAparavAnI zI jarUra che ? ApaNe to mAtra melA vastrone cokkhA karavAnA che. cakamakatA ke sugaMdhI nahi. saMyamIo mAtra eTaluM nakkI kare ke gRhasthonA gharomAM kapaDA dhovA mATe je sAbu, je pAvaDara vaparAtA haze te ja ame vAparIzuM. kharekhara to saMyamIo je pAvaDara-sAbu zrAvako pAse dUkAnamAMthI kharIdIne maMgAve che enI jarUra ja nathI. kemake badhA zrAvakonA ghare sAbu-pAvaDara hoya ja che. emanA ghare jaIne yAcanA karIne sAbupAvaDara laI laIe to paNa cAle. AmAM krIta vigere ghaNA doSothI bacI javAya. ghare rahelA sAbupAvaDaro vahorAvavAmAM koI zrAvakane takalIpha na paDe. bajAramAMthI kharIdIne sAbu-pAvaDara ApavAnA hoya to madhyamavarganA zrAvako ya thoDoka saMkoca to pAme ja che. na eTale sAbu-pAvaDara vAparavA ja hoya to gRhasthone tyAM vaparAtA sAdA sAbu-pAvaDara ja vA52vAno niyama laI moMghA-uMcI jAtanA sAbu-pAvaDara tyAgI devA joIe. 95. huM mArA kApamAM koIpaNa vaDIla mahAtmAnuM eka nAnakaDuM vastra paNa kApa kADhIza. Ama to guru sivAya bAkInA badhA ja nAnA moTA sAdhuo pota-potAno kApa jAte ja kADhatA hoya che. vRddho, glAna, guru vigerenA vastrono kApa vaiyAvaccI sAdhuo kADhatA hoya che. badhA saMyamIo kApa kADhavA vigere rUpa vaiyAvaccamAM utsAhI nathI hotA. badhAnA saMyamayogo judA judA prakAranA hoya che. eTale badhA ja saMyamIo guru, glAna, vRddhAdikanA kApa kADhavAdi vaiyAvacca kare e zakya nathI. paNa, ucita vinaya to pratyeka saMyamIno AcAra che. jyAre koIpaNa saMyamI potAno kApa kADhe tyAre gurunA, vaDIlanA, glAnanA tapasvInA, vRddhanA ke bAlanA ekAda vastrano kApa paNa bhego kADhI le to bhakti-vinaya karavAno lAbha maLe ane A rIte eka vastrano kApa kADhI Apavo koIne agharo paNa na paDe. vaLI AvuM aucitya joI gurvAdikane paNa AnaMda thAya. A vAta sAva nAnakaDI che paNa enI asaro ghaNI moTI che. AvI rIte ekAda vastrano kApa kADhI ApanArA pratye bIjA saMyamIono sadbhAva vadhe, je kaMI tenA pratye pUrvagraha hoya, te paNa gaLI jAya. eTale nAnakaDo paNa A AcAra badhA saMyamIoe pALavo. jeo jAte potAno kApa kADhatA ja nathI, teo mATe A niyama nathI. 96. huM mAro kApa jAte ja kADhIza. kapaDA sukavavA mATe bIjAne ApavAnI chUTa. Avazyaka niryuktimAM saMyamI mATe khUba ja suMdara zabda vAparyo che. ''svayaMvAkSAtapodhanAH saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (113) 11
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________________ taparUpI dhanavALA saMyamIo svayaMdAsa hoya. arthAt pote ja potAnA dAsa hoya. jema zeTha koIpaNa kAma potAnA dAsane soMpe. ema saMyamIo potAnuM koIpaNa kAma potAnA dAsane ja soMpe. ane potAno dAsa to pote ja che. eTale eno artha e ke saMyamI potAnA tamAma kAma jAte ja kare. nAnA ke moTA koIpaNa saMyamIne na soMpe. jeo jeTalA svAdhIna rahe che, teo eTalA sukhI rahe che. jeTalI parAdhInatA eTaluM ja duHkha ! Aje ghaNA mahAtmAo 20-20 varSanA dIkSAparyAya pachI paNa potAno kApa jAte ja kADhatA hoya che. koIne potAno kApa kADhavA ApatA nathI. ane AvA svAdhIna saMyamIo pratye grupanA bAkInA saMyamIono sadbhAva paNa khUba ja hoya che. enAthI taddana uMdhu jeo potAnA vastro bIjAne kApa kADhavA mATe vAraMvAra, vagara kAraNe soMpatA hoya. temanA pratye saMyamIono sadbhAva Takato nathI. chevaTe saMyamIo ghasIne 'nA' paNa pADI detA hoya che ke "ame tamAruM ekapaNa vasra kApa kADhI nahi ApIe." eka grupamAM gurunA ghaNA kAma karanAro eka sAdhu jyAre paNa koIpaNa kApa cAlato hoya tyAre tyAM jaIne potAnA eka-be vastro enA phINamAM boLI ja deto hato, eTale pelAne nA pADavAno avasara ja na maLe. paNa AvuM kyAM sudhI cAle ? ekavAra e sAdhue bIjAnA kApanA phINamAM potAnuM vastra jhaboLI dIdhuM ane gusse thayelA bIjA saMyamIe e vastra bahAra kADhI, bhInuM vastra ja pAchuM ApI daIne kahI dIdhuM ke "huM kApa kADhI ApavAno nathI." (alabatta AvuM vartana karavuM ucita nathI.) AvA kaDavA ghuMTaDA gaLavA ja na paDe e mATe pahelethI ja svAdhIna banIne rahIe te ghaNuM sAruM. hA ! mAMdagI vigere puSTa kAraNo hoya to te bIjA saMyamIo paNa samaje. paNa niSkAraNa, sukhazIlatAthI ja koI bIjAne vastro kApa mATe Ape to A kALamAM evuM sahana karanArA ghaNA ochA maLe. A niyamamAM kApa kADhatI vakhate bIjA saMyamIone vastro sukAvavA ApavAnI, kApanuM pANI paraThavavA ApavAnI chUTa ApavAmAM AvI che. paNa koI eTalI paNa chUTa na rAkhe to e sAruM ja che. 97. huM sAdhvIjIo sAthe vAtacIta nahi karuM. A niyama sAdhuo mATe che. sAdhuo koIpaNa rIte sAdhvIjIo sAthe paricaya saMparka kare e zAstrakArone bilakula mAnya nathI. mATe ja) AThama-caudazanA divase mukhya AcAryazrIne vaMdana karavA ane roja vAcanA sivAya sAdhvIjIone sAdhuonA upAzrayamAM javAno paNa niSedha karelo che. ane vAcanA tathA AThama-caudaza mukhya AcAryane vaMdana karavA sivAya sAdhunA upAzrayamAM janArA sAdhvIjIone akAlacArI kahyA che. (1)je AcArya bhagavaMtono sAdhvI samudAya hoya. mAtra e ja AcArya bhagavaMta ane emanA sahAyaka atyaMta pIDha, gItArtha, gaMbhIra, paripakva bIjA eka-be sAdhu sivAya bAkInA koIpaNa sAdhuoe sAdhvIjIo sAthe vAtacIta vigere na karAya. sAdhvIjIo sAthe paricayAdi karanAra sAdhu khUba jhaDapathI apakIrtinuM bhAjana bane che. - vigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (114)
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________________ saMbodhisattarImAM kahyuM che ke (2) "je vRddha sAdhunA 32 dAMta paDI gayA che. bokhA ane vayovRddha che. jene vikAro utpanna thavAnI lagabhaga koI zakyatA nathI. evA paNa vRddha sAdhu je gacchamAM sAdhvIo sAthe vAtacIta nathI karatA. he gautama ! te gaccha sAco gaccha jANaje. " chedagraMthomAM kahyuM che sAdhune saMsAranI strIo karatA ghaNo vadhAre bhaya sAdhvIjIothI che. (AnA aneka kAraNo tyAM batAvelA che.) sAdhvIjIono saMparka bhaDabhaDa baLatI Aga jevo che. emAM paDanAro sAdhu baLIne rAkha thayA vinA na rahe. sAdhvIjIono saMparka tAlapuTa jhera jevo che ene khAnAro sAdhu kSaNavAramAM bhAvasaMyamajIvanathI maraNa pAme. re ! eka sAdhu ane eka sAdhvI, eka sAdhu + be sAdhvI, be sAdhu + eka sAdhvI, be sAdhu + be sAdhvIne paNa eka jagyAe ubhA rahevAnI paNa chUTa ApI nathI. to sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone paraspara vAtacIta karavAnI chUTa to zI rIte maLI zake ? AvA DhagalAbaMdha zAstrapATho joyA pachI AtmArthI saMyamIe sAdhvIjIonA paricayathI bAra gAu cheTA rahevuM joIe. vaLI sAdhvI-paricayanI jarUra ja zI che ? sAdhvIjIonI badhI javAbadArI mukhya AcArya bhagavaMta saMbhALe ja che. bAkInA sAdhuoe emAM paDavAnI ke enA mATe sAdhvIjI sAthe vAtacIta ka2vAnI koIpaNa jarUra ja nathI. paraspara sukhazAtA puchavAnI, vaMdanAdi karavAnI jo zAstrakAro ja nA pADatA hoya to ApaNe zAstrakAro karatA ya vadhu buddhimAna banIne sukhazAtA-vaMdanAdi karIe e keTaluM yogya gaNAya ? paropakAranI ekamAtra bhAvanAvALA, mahAgaMbhIra, mahAgItArtha, sarvajJatulya cauda pUrvadharAdinA vacano paNa jo mAnya na rAkhavAnA hoya. to pachI ApaNA pAse jinavacana zraddhAna rUpI samyaktvanI hAjarI zI rIte mAnI zakAya ? keTalAMko vaLI bahena mahArAja, bhAI mahArAja vigere saMbaMdhone kAraNe paraspara vaMdanA-sukhazAtA karatA hoya che. paNa gacchAcAranuM vacana che ke (3)/sAdhuo sagI bahena ke bA sAthe paNa vAtacIta na kare." bhale emAM nirdoSa bhAva hoya, bhale parasparanA saMyamanI anumodanAno ja adhyavasAya hoya. paNa zAstravacanonuM zuM ? ubhI thatI anavasthAnuM zuM ? jonArA lokomAM utpanna thatI jAta-jAtanI zaMkAnuM zuM ? AmAM ghaNuM kahevA jevuM che. paNa TuMkANamAM eTalI ja vAta ke pratyeka saMyamIe nakkI karavuM ke "sAdhvIjIo sAthe vAtacIta nahi karuM. teo vaMdana karavA Ave to namratAthI kahI daIza ke, "AcArya bhagavaMtane vaMdana karI lIdhA che, eTale bIjAone vaMdana karavAnI jarUra nathI." A utkRSTa mArga pALavo jo kaparo paDato hoya to pachI saMsArI svajana sivAyanA sAdhvIjIo saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (115)
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________________ ? che sAthe koIpaNa vAtacIta na karavAno niyama laI zakAya. A ja niyama sAdhvIjIoe sAdhuo aMge levAno che. teo paNa niyama laI zake ke "amArI ja javAbadArI jemanA mAthe che, evA AcArya bhagavaMta ke ekAda pIDha-paripakva-gItArtha sAdhu vinA bAkInA koIpaNa sAdhu sAthe ame paricaya nahi karIe, vAtacIta nahi karIe. je kaMI prazno haze, e badhA ? che AcArya bhagavaMtane ja jaNAvazuM." 98, huM ekalA baheno sAthe vAtacIta nahi karuM. bA-bahena vigere ekalA ja upAzrayamAM sAdhune maLavA mATe Ave. kyAreka ekalI zrAvikAo ja prazno puchavA ke bIjA koI kAma mATe upAzrayamAM sAdhu pAse Ave, mumukSu baheno hitopadeza pAmavA chemATe sAdhu pAse Ave, zrAvikAo saMsAranA duHkhothI trAsIne haiyuM haLavuM karavA mATe sAdhuo pAse che Ave. baheno sAdhunA vyAkhyAna ke pustakAdinI anumodanA karavA mATe sAdhu pAse Ave. Ama aneka rIte baheno sAthe vAtacIta thavAnI zakyatAo che. dazavai.mAM kahyuM che ke (4)je re # strInI uMmara 100 varSanI hoya arthAt je strI atyaMta vRddha hoya. je strInA be hAtha ane be paga kapAI ? 4 gayA hoya. je strInA kAna ane nAka kapAI gayA hoya. AvI paNa strIthI sAdhue sAvaceta rahevuM. jo A vAta sAcI ja che to pachI yuvAna, rUpavAna, bhaktivALI zrAvikA vigere sAthe to vAtacIta vigere karI ja zI rIte zakAya? bhAIo sAthe hoya, bhAIo AgaLa beThA hoya. baheno bAjumAM dUra beThA hoya, sAdhu bhAIo je sAme joIne vAto karatA hoya to hajIya kadAca cAle (e paNa badhA sAdhuo beThA hoya te holamAM to ja na ja cAle. sAdhue alAyadA sthAnamAM besavuM joIe. jethI bIjA sAdhuone muzkelI na thAya.) paNa che ekalA baheno sAthe to dharmopadeza ApavA mATe, praznono uttara ApavA mATe paNa vAtacIta karavI yogya re jaNAtI nathI. ekalA baheno sAthe vAtacIta karanArA sAdhu mATe koI game tevI zaMkA paNa kare. eTale sAdhuoe ekalA baheno sAthe vAtacIta na karavI. (gocarImAM nAchUTake nIcI najara rAkhIne ekalA baheno sAthe vAtacIta anivArya che.) Aja vAta sAdhvIjIoe bhAIo mATe samajavI. ekalA bhAIo sAthe koIpaNa ja sAdhvIjIoe vAta na karavI. saMsArI svajano maLavA AvelA hoya to paNa emAM strIo sAme najara ja rAkhIne vAtacIta karI zakAya. paNa puruSo sAthe vAtacIta na karAya. saMsArI strIonI gerahAjarImAM che ekalA puruSo sAthe to vAtacIta koIpaNa hisAbe na karAya. 99. huM saryAsta bAda bhAIo hAjara hoya to paNa bahenone vidAya ApI daIza. emane 4 upAzrayamAM besavA nahi dauM. bhAIonI hAjarImAM baheno beThA hoya ane sAdhu bhAIo sAme joIne vAtacIta kare enI chUTa ja 98mAM niyamamAM ApI. paNa sUryAsta bAda to A rIte paNa na cAle. sUryAsta bAda sAdhunA upAzrayamAM je koIpaNa bahenonI hAjarI na ja joIe. saMvignasaMyamIonI niyamAvali (116) A A A Alllllllllll. '' 4
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________________ sAdhue namrabhAve bahenone kahI devuM ke "have sUryAsta thaI gayo che. eTale tamAre bahAra nIkaLI javuM paDaze.'' - eka tIrthamAM prabhAvaka pravacanakAra sAdhu hAjara hatA ane mahilA maMDaLanI eka basa barAbara sUryAsta samaye tyAM AvI. bahenone sAdhunI hAjarInI khabara paDI eTale vaMdana karavA AvyA paNa sAdhue spaSTa nA pADI dIdhI ke 'sUryAsta thaI gayo che, have vaMdanAdi mATe paNa upAzrayamAM nahi avAya.' chevaTe badhA baheno pAchA pharyA. eka sAdhunA pitarAI bhAI ane bhAbhI sUryAstane be miniTanI vAra haze ane cheka bombethI amadAvAda maLavA AvI caDyA. teo rAtre rokAvAnA na hatA. paNa chatAM saMyamIe sUcanA karI dIdhI ke "bahena vaMdana karIne tarata bahAra nIkaLI jAya." sAdhunA AvA AcAronI khUba ja gADha asara zrAvako upara paDe che. teo aMdarakhAne prasanna thAya che. sAdhu pratyeno teono vizvAsa dRDha banI jAya che. have jyAre sUryAsta bAda upAzrayamAM bahenonI hAjarI ja na cAle to pachI rAtre upAzrayamAM ke bahAra AMgaNAmAM sAdhu bhAI-bahenone vyAkhyAna Ape, e to zI rIte cAlI zake ? hajI ekalA bhAIone vyAkhyAna apAya. paNa rAtre bahenone to vyAkhyAna na ja apAya. A ja niyama sAdhvIjIoe bhAIo aMge samajI levo. A niyama badhAe vyaktigata pALavAno che eTale ke bIjA koI vaDIla vigerenI pAse sUryAsta pachI paNa baheno beThA hoya to emane bAkInA saMyamIo to zI rIte bahAra kADhI zake ? e to vaDIle ja potAnI A javAbadArI samajavI paDe. chatAM e na samaje to bAkInA sAdhuoe potAnI rakSA svayaM karI levI. eka AcArya bhagavaMta to upAzrayanI sauthI bahAranA bhAgamAM potAnuM Asana rAkhatA. badhA sAdhuone aMdaranA bhAgamAM rAkhatA. vacce paDado rAkhatA. koIpaNa zrAvaka-zrAvikA Ave to pote ja paccakkhANAdi ApIne tyAMthI ja emane vidAya karatA. aMdara javA na detA. jo sAdhunA ja koI sagAvahAlA maLavA Ave, to teone paNa aMdara to na ja javA de. mAtra e sAdhune bahAra bolAvI letA ane potAnI hAjarImAM svajano sAthe ene pAMca-dasa miniTa vAtacIta karavA daI pAchA e sAdhune aMda2 mokalI detA. jo svajanone aMdara javA de to enA kAraNe badhA sAdhuonA svAdhyAyAdimAM hAni thAya. AmAM to eka ja sAdhunI 10 miniTa bagaDe. AvI sUkSmatama kALajI karanArA AcArya bhagavaMto jyAM sudhI haze tyAM sudhI A zAsanane tejasvI sitArAonI bheTa maLatI ja raheze. 100. huM (sAdhu) zrAvakone ke vaMdanAdi sivAya sAdhuone paNa sparza nahi karuM. gacchAcAramAM (5)rAtrinA samaye sAdhvIjIonI saMthArAnI vyavasthAnuM varNana karatI vakhate jaNAvyuM che ke dara be yuvAna sAdhvIjIo vacce eka vRddha sAdhvIjIno saMthAro hovo joIe. jo be yuvAna sAdhvIjIo AjubAjumAM uMghe ane uMghamAM bhulathI ekabIjAne hAtha lAgI jAya to emAM ya kyAreka saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (117)
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________________ ja nukazAna thavAnI zakyatA che. vRddhono sparza karkaza hovAthI emAM bhulathI hAtha lAgI jAya to ya nukazAna 3 na thAya. A ja vAta sAdhuomAM paNa lAgu paDe che. (9) ane mATe ja sAdhuone najIka-najIkamAM suvAno ? ja niSedha karAyo che. mATe ja varSo pahelA eka gacchamAM AvI vyavasthA hatI ke dara be yuvAna sAdhuonI ja vacce eka pIDha, vRddha sAdhuno saMthAro thato. Ano sAra e ja ke sAdhuo paraspara spardhAdi kare e paNa zAstrakAro mAnya rAkhatA nathI. hA! 3 ja (1) vaMdana karatI vakhate paganA aMguThAne sparzIe (2) koI sAdhunuM mAthuM duHkhatuM hoya tyAre chegara/vaDIlanI rajA laIne tenuM mAthuM dAbIe (3) tAvavALA ke vRddha sAdhunA paga sakhata duHkhatA hoya to huM che tyAre paNa guru | vaDIlanI rajA laIne enA paga dAbI ApIe. 4 AvA prasaMgomAM sAdhu bIjA sAdhune sparza kare e zAstrIya che. paNa A sivAya hasI-majAkamAM ja paraspara ekabIjAne sparze, gAla upara hAtha pherave, pITha upara dhabbo mAre, dhakko mAre... emAM sAdhu je sAdhuno sparza kare e jokhamakAraka ane zAstraviruddha che. eTale uparanA gADha kAraNo vinA sAdhue koIpaNa sAdhune ya sparza na karavo. zrAvakone sparza ja karavo paDe e mATenuM to koI kAraNa ja nathI. hajI kadAca tapasvI, zrAvako, mumukSuo vigerene vAsakSepa je nAMkhI ApavA, emane AzIrvAda ApavA mATe emanA mAthA upara hAtha mUke e zakya che. paNa je zrAvakonA chokarAone sAdhu khoLAmAM besADe, be-cAra mahinAnA chokarAne uMcake. chokarAonA gAla che che paMpALe, paga na duHkhatA hoya chatAM e badhA pAse paga dabAvaDAve... A paNa yogya nathI. mAMdagInA kAraNe ke moTA vihArAdinA kAraNe paga sakhata duHkhatA hoya to paNa je vRddha sAdhuo ja hoya athavA je moTI uMmaranA (40 uparanA) zrAvako hoya emanI pAse paga dabAvaDAvAya. paNa yuvAna che sAdhuo ke yuvAno-chokarAo pAse paga na dabAvaDAvAya. A ja vAta sAdhvIjIoe zrAvikAo ane sahavarti sAdhvIjIo aMge samajI levI. 101. huM jherokSa nahi karAvuM. kAraNasara karAvuM to jeTalA pAnAnI jherokSa karAvuM eTalA traNa dravyanA TaMka karIza. ja IlekTrIkathI ja cAlatA jherokSa mazInamAM kAgaLo vigerenI jherokSa karAvavAmAM puSkaLa doSa lAge. je Aje to eka sAruM lakhANa dasa jaNane joItuM hoya to e dasa jaNa jAte lakhavA taiyAra na thAya ane huM A eka kAgaLanI sIdhI dasa jherokSa ja kaDhAvI laI jherokSa potAnI pAse rAkhe. ja eka kSamApanApatra taiyAra karI 20-25 jherokSo kaDhAvI 20-25 jaNane mokalavAmAM Ave. 4 . eka sAdhue potAnA gurunI vAcanAo upara 300 phulaskepa bharIne lakhANa karyuM. e lakhANa ; ja chapAvavA mATe mokalavAnuM hatuM. sAdhune vicAra Avyo ke "kyAMka tyAM pahoMcatA pahelA Ama tema : khovAI jAya to? eka jherokSa kopI kaDhAvIne mArI pAse rAkhuM to pachI ciMtA na rahe." vinIta ziSya - ja gurune pRcchA karI ane bhavabhIru gurue kahyuM ke "300 pAnAnI 800 jherokSo karAvavAmAM keTalI badhI ; 4 virAdhanA thAya. atyAra sudhImAM meM ya ghaNA pustakonA lakhANo chApavA mokalyA che. kadi khovAyA nathI. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (118) VYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
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________________ evA khovAI javAnA bhayathI 300 jherokSa zI rIte karAvAya ?" kevI saMyamanI pariNati ! hA ! jeo viziSTa graMthonI racanA karatA hoya ane eTale pote lakhelA padArtho anekone tapAsavA mATe mokalavAnA hoya to tyAre teo badhAnI jherokSa karAve e apavAdamArge mAnya bane. ema AcArya bhagavaMto ati mahattvanA prasaMgomAM koIka gaMbhIra patro lakhe, tyAre e patranI kopI potAnI pAse sAkSI tarIke rahe e mATe jherokSa karAve e hajI ya apavAda mArge mAnya bane. paNa sAmAnya saMyamIo vAta-vAtamAM jherokSo ka2AvatA thaI jAya e to na ja cAle. eka-be pAnAnuM Avazyaka lakhANa jAte lakhI levuM paNa enA mATe jherokSa karAvavI nahi. Ama chatAM jherokSa karAvavI ja paDe to pachI eka-eka jherokSanA pAnA dITha eka eka traNa dravyanA TaMka karI zakAya. moTA pustaka vigerenI jherokSa karAvavI paDe to tyAre 200-300 pAnAnI jherokSa karAvavAnI hovAthI 200, 300 TaMka to traNa dravyanA na ja thaI zake. A vakhate AMbila / upavAsa zikSA tarIke rAkhI zakAya. (guru prAyazcitta tarIke je Ape te judu ja gaNAya.) jo traNa dravyanA TaMka, AMbilAdi karavA na phAve to pratyeka jherokSa dITha eka bAMdhI navakAravALI ke 12 navakAra vigere koIpaNa bAdhA laI zakAya. 102. huM koInI paNa pAse koIpaNa kArya mATe paisA nahi mAMgu mAtra vyAkhyAnanI pATa uparathI dAnadharmanI preraNA karIza. sAdhuonI zrAvakone sAdhuothI vimukha banAvanArI evI jo koI pravRtti hoya to e che 'paisA mAMgavA te.' Aje mArI pAse tapovana saMsthA che. ema lagabhaga dareka pAse koIne koI nAnI moTI saMsthA, nAnA-moTA tIrtho, nAnI-moTI yojanAo che. e yojanAonA hajAro, lAkho, karoDo rUpiyA zrImaMta zrAvako sivAya to koNa Ape ? eTale saMyamIo je zrAvaka gADIvALo, paisAdAra dekhAya ene game te bahAne bolAve ane chevaTe paisAnI yojanA batAve. game te karIne zrAvaka pAsethI ochA-vattA paisA kaDhAve. prAcInakALa e hato ke zrAvako dAnadharmanuM pAlana karavA mATe tatpara banI sAdhuone vinaMti karatA ke "sAheba ! ATaluM dhana dharma mArge kharacavuM che. Apa mArgadarzana Apo." ane niHspRha sAdhuo zrAvakonI garaja joIne zAstrAnusAre dhana kharcavAnA mArgo darzAvatA. Aje zIrSAsana thayuM che. saMyamIo puSkaLa garaja batAve tyAre mAMDamAMDa, ka-mane zrAvako paisA lakhAve. sAdhuo pratyenI za2ma vigerenA kAraNe cokkhI nA to teo pADI na zake. paNa pachI game te bahAnA dvArA ochA paisAmAM sodo patAve. sAdhuo ema mAne ke zrAvakoe bhaktibhAvathI paisA lakhAvyA. paNa jyAre khAnagImAM, sAdhuonI gerahAjarImAM e zrAvako zuM bole che ? e sAMbhaLIe tyAre sAcI hakIkatanuM bhAna thAya. | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (119)
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________________ ka-mane lakhAvelA paisAthI e zrAvakane ya zuM lAbha? ane evA bhAva vinAnA dhanathI je kAryo che ja thAya emAM zuM bhalIvAra Ave ? ja eka zrImaMta zrAvakane tapovana mATe lAkha rUpiyAno lAbha levAnI meM sUcanA karI tyAre e bhAI ? che kahe ke "sAheba ! hamaNAM bombemAM karoDano phaleTa lIdho tyArathI badhI bAjuthI ghaNA mahArAja sAhebo ja mane bolAve che ane pota-potAnA projekTamAM paisA lakhAvavAnI preraNA kare che. mArI zakti pramANe kharuM che ja chuM. paNa, sAheba ! ghaNA kharcAI gayA che. have eka-be varSa vadhAre paisA kharcavA nathI." ja mAre zaramAI javuM paDyuM. enA manamAM sAdhuo mATenI chApa kevI ? ja Aje bombemAM seMkaDo-hajAro zrImaMto zrImad rAjacaMdranA rAkezabhAI vigerenI pAchaLa joDAyA ? che che. teoe jaina sAdhuo sAthe cheDo lagabhaga phADI nAMkhyo che. enA ghaNA kAraNomAM mahattvanuM kAraNa che. 4 A paNa che ke "teo jyAre paNa jaina sAdhuo pAse jAya, tyAre paisA lakhAvavAnI ja vAta." kaMTALIne 4 teoe phAMTo badalI nAMkhyo.. " eka zrImaMtanA moDhe sAMbhaLelA A zabdo ke - "sAheba ! jyAM jaIe chIe tyAM amArI pAsethI paisA kaDhAvavAnI ja vAta thAya che. koI amArA AtmAnI ciMtA karatuM nathI. "dharmArAdhanA kevI ja cAle che? doSo ghaTyA ke nahi?" e amane koI pUchatuM nathI. zuM ame zrImaMta banyA, e amAro gunho ? A che ? ke paisA lakhAvavA sivAya bAkInI koIpaNa preraNA lagabhaga amane thatI ja nathI. meM have ? je moTAbhAganA sAdhuo pAse javAnuM baMdha karyuM che." "sthAnika saMghamAM upAzraya, derAsarAdi kAryo mATe lAkho rUpiyAnI jarUra hoya ane tyAM comAsuM che ja AvelA saMyamIo potAnA aMgata projekTa mATe lAkho rUpiyA saMghanA zrAvako pAsethI laI jAya. saMghanA ja sthAnika kAryomAM koI sahAya na kare. chelle sthAnika saMgha puSkaLa asadUbhAva pragaTa kare." AvA ya prasaMgo ? che banyA che. zrAvako jema dhaMdhAmAM aneka jAtanA mRSAvAda sevIne paisA kamAya che, ema mahAvIranA zramaNo 4 aneka bahAnAo heThaLa zrAvako pAsethI karoDo rUpiyA kaDhAve e to julama che ne? ja zrImaMtane jotAnI sAthe ja enI pAsethI kevI rIte paisA kaDhAvavA enI ja jo vicAraNA manamAM je che. cAlyA karatI hoya to e zuM eka jAtanuM Arta-raudradhyAna nathI? lAge che ke keTalAMka saMyamIo A bAbatamAM mArga bhUlyA che.. eka mahArAja sAhebe pajusaNamAM pATa upara ubhA thaIne zrAvako sAme baLajabarI paisA che A lakhAvavAnI zaruAta karI. (saMghamAM cAlatA tapanA rasoDAnA kharcane pahoMcI vaLavA mATe.) ane eka ja AgaLa paDatA zrAvake saMyamInuM apamAna karI dIdhuM. "huM ekapaNa rUpiyo ApIza nahi." hajAro mANaso ? che vacce saMghano pratiSThita zrAvaka jyAre ghasIne nA pADe tyAre bIjAo upara enI zuM asara paDe? alabatta Aje AdarzabhUta saMyamIo paNa che ke jeo kadi koIne paNa eka rUpiyo kharcavAno che ja paNa Agraha karatA nathI. zrAvako puchI-puchIne thAke ke "sAheba! lAbha Apo." chatAM koI lAbha ApatA ja nathI. paisAnI vAta karavA mATe jemanI jIbha lakavAgrasta banI jAya che. jeo zrAvakone vadhumAM vadhu eka- 4 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (120)
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________________ 'be vastrono, bolapena ke noTono lAbha ApI de che. potAnA saMyamajIvanamAM upayogI thAya e che te sivAyanI bIjI koIpaNa mAMgaNI karoDapati pAse paNa jeo karatA nathI. jeone potAnA ekeya A projekTa nathI. paisA vinA jemanA koI kAryo aTake evA nathI. jeo vyAkhyAnamAM mAtra preraNA karI ja de che ke "zrImaMtoe potAnI saMpatti amuka amuka mArge kharcavI joIe. te te sthAnomAM saMpattinI khUba jarUra che. zrImaMtone khUba lAbha thaze." paNa "tamAre ATaluM phaMDa karavuM ja paDaze. TrasTIoe ATalA paisA ja to lakhAvavA ja paDaze." evo leza paNa Agraha jeo karatA nathI. AvA mahAtmAone koTi koTi vaMdana ho ! tamAma saMyamIo A ja Adarzane jIvanamAM utAre ja evI hArdika preraNA che. 103. huM TrasTa banAvIza nahi. - saMyamIe mAnasika prasannatA ane AdhyAtmika zuddhi meLavavI hoya to koIpaNa sthAyI kAma che A upADavuM nahi. dharmadezanA sivAya saMyamIe potAnA mAthA upara koIpaNa kAmano bojo levA jevo ja ja nathI. 3 tIrtha mATe sAdharmiko mATe pustako chapAvavA mATe ke bIjA aneka kahevAtA prazasta kAryo mATe che saMyamIo TrasTa banAvavA prerAya che. paNa ekavAra TrasTa banAvyA bAda (1) TrasTanA TrasTIo kaMIpaNa che ja golamAla kare to, (2) TrasTanA TrasTIo saMyamInI ja sAme paDe to (3) TrasTa je kAma mATe banAvyuM hoya e kAma mATe jo paisA ghaTI paDe to pachI paisA bhegA karavAno moTo bojo mAthe rahe to svAdhyAya, ja dharmadhyAnamAM citta na coMTe. satata ArtadhyAna cAle. puSkaLa karmabaMdha thAya. 10ramAM niyama e ja pALI zake je A niyamane dhAraNa kare. bAkI TrasTa banAvI dIdhA bAda A "paisA mAMgavA ja nahi evo niyama to mahApuNyavAna vyakti ja pALI zake. kyAreka buddhi bagaDe to TrasTanA paisAno potAnA svArtha mATe upayoga karavAnI paNa vRtti jAge. eTale koIpaNa bhoge koIpaNa TrasTanA sthApaka na banavuM. hA! te te sthapAI cUkelA TrasTo koIka mArgadarzana mAMge to zAstrAnusArI mArgadarzana ApavAmAM koI vAMdho dekhAto nathI. 4 - 104. huM koIpaNa saMsthA ke tIrtha sthApIza nahi. : je nukazAno TrasTamAM che, e ja nukazAno saMsthAmAM paNa che. vadhumAM saMsthAmAM mANasonA paraspara ja 1 jhaghaDAo, corI vigere golamAlo, paisAnI kheMca, ceriTI kamiznaranI johukamI vigerenA kAraNe saMyamI A pariNati gumAvI bese evI pAkI zakyatA che. jeNe muni maTIne munIma banavuM hoya teNe A saMsthA, TrasTa vigere sthApavA. : - hajI kadAca mahAna, gItArtha saMvigna, pApabhIru, AcArya bhagavaMto zAsananuM hita joI apavAda A mArge saMsthA, tIrtha, TrasTAdi karatA hoya to paNa bAkInA aparipakva, agItArtha sAmAnya sAdhu- sAdhvIjIoe to AmAM bilakula paDavA jevuM nathI. 105. huM vihAramAM mANasa sAthe rAkhIza nahi. mArI upAdhi jAte uMcakIza. vihAramAM saMyamIo sAmAna uMcakAvavA mATe sAIkalavALo mANasa rAkhatA hoya che. have to ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (121) |
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________________ hIlacerano vaparAza paNa vadhyo che, eTale emAM paNa vahIlacera calAvavA mATe saMyamIo mANasa rAkhe che ja che. eno pagAra, gAmegAma enI traNa TAIma jamavAnI vyavasthA, ene mATe suvAnA gAdalA vigerenI ja vyavasthA paNa saMyamIoe goThavI ApavI paDe. saMyamI sAthe rahelA e mANaso ghAsa upara cAle, rastA ja je upara thuMke, saMDAsamAM Thalle-mAtru jAya e badhAnuM pApa saMyamIne paNa lAge. A badhI muzkelIo ane pApothI bacavuM hoya to yuvAna-sazakta saMyamIoe leza paNa DhIlA ja paDyA vinA potAnI upAdhi jAte ja uMcakavAnI Teva pADavI joIe. eka nAnakaDI noTa paNa gADI dvArA, ja zrAvaka dvArA AgaLanA sthAne mokalAvI devAnI Teva jeo pADe che, teo dhIme dhIme vadhu ne vadhu sukhazIla che banI badho ja sAmAna uMcakanArA sAIkalavALA mANasane paNa rAkhatA thaI jAya che. kadAca AkhA grupamAM gharaDA saMyamIo, gurujano vigerene mATe mANaso rAkhelA hoya emanA ja sAmAna mATe sAIkala rAkhI hoya to paNa bAkInA saMyamIoe eno leza paNa lAbha na levo joIe. bIjAnI sAIkalamAM potAnI jhoLI caDAvI devI ke pAkITa mUkI devuM e badhuM ja bhaviSyanA moTA che A zithilAcAranuM kAraNa che. vyaktigata dareka saMyamIe pota-potAnI rIte A niyama pALavAno che. sAthenA saMyamIo che nabaLA hovAthI sAIkalAdi dvArA sAmAna mokalAvatA paNa hoya. paNa zaktimAna saMyamIe to kaTTara ja 4 rahevuM joIe. ja jo vihAramAM ochuM vajana uMcakavAnI zakti hoya to potAnI meLe ja atyaMta jarUrI vastu ja che rAkhIne bAkInI badhI vastuo kADhI nAMkhavI joIe. dA.ta. koIka saMyamIe vihAramAM cAra-pAMca che pustako vAMcavA mATe lIdhA hoya paNa upADavAnI zakti na hoya, to eNe e pustako sAIkala upara che caDAvI devAne badale eka-be pustaka rAkhI bAkInA pustako kADhI devA joIe ane eka-be pustako jAte ja je ja uMcakavA joIe. 60 sAdhuonA eka vizALa grupamAM ekapaNa mANasa na hato. mukhya AcArya bhagavaMtane sTrecaramAM ja uMcakanArA paNa sAdhuo ja hatA, mANaso nahi. paNa ekavAra koIka kAraNasara vyavasthApake mAtra ja vihAramAM thAkelA koka sAdhuno ghaDo uMcakavA purato eka mANasa rAkhyo ane AcAryazrInI najaramAM e mANasa caDI gayo. enA hAthamAM sAdhuno ghaDo joIne camakyA. emaNe 60 sAdhuone kahI dIdhuM ke "jo vihAramAM mANasa rAkhyA vinA na cAle ema hoya to huM sthiravAsa karIza. mane uMcakanArA sAdhuomAMthI je ja ekAda jaNano ghaDo pakaDavA mATe A mANasa rakhAyo che. eTale nimitta huM chuM. eTale huM sthiravAsa karIza. paNa mANasa sAthe to vihAra nahi ja karuM." je Aje to A badhA Adarzo dIvo laIne zodhavA javuM paDe. alabatta hajI ya keTalAMka saMyamIo je khUba ja kadaratA sAthe A AcArane pALe che ja. chatAM mANasa rAkhavAnuM pramANa vadhatuM jatuM dekhAya che. keTalIkavAra sAthe rAkhelA mANaso paisA corIne bhAgI jatA hoya che. hamaNAM ja eka grupa joyuM ke jemAM mAtra traNa sAdhuo vacce 12 mANaso hatA ane moTuM rasoDuM je sAthe hatuM. kemake nAnA moTA gAmomAM 12-12 mANasone traNa TAIma jamADavAnI vyavasthA zI rIte thAya? 4 A badho kharco chevaTe to jaina saMghe ja bhogavavo paDe ne ? eka sAdhvIjIne pAlisANAthI che saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (122)
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________________ amadAvAda DoLImAM lAvavAmAM mAtra pagAra peTe rUpiyA 30,000 cUkavavA paDyA. kemake ATha baheno DoLI uMcakavA mATe rAkhavI paDI. emano jamavA vigereno kharco to vaLI judo ja. Aje to evA saMyamIo paNa che ke jeo rastAmAM gADIvALo zrAvaka vinaMti kare ke "sAheba! huM Apa jyAM jAo cho, tyAM ja javAno chuM. ApanI upadhi ApI do. tyAM mUkI dezuM." to paNa upadhi ApatA nathI. 20-30 kilomITaranA lAMbA vihAro paNa upadhi sAthe rAkhIne ja kare che. saMyamIo AvA Adarza sAdhupaNAne potAnAmAM vikasAve to sarvatra AdaraNIya bane. kyAMya duHkhI na thAya. suratathI amadAvAda javuM hoya to vadhArAnI upadhi jo na uMcakI zakAtI hoya to sIdhI amadAvAda koIka sobata dvArA mokalI ApavAmAM ocho doSa. paNa e badhI vastuo sAIkala sAthe rAkhIne amadAvAda sudhI laI javAmAM rojIMdI virAdhanAthI ghaNo moTo doSa lAge. dhAro ke sAIkala sAthe rAkhavI ja paDe to paNa Ano artha e to nathI ja ke sAIkala sAthe che, mATe badhI upadhi enA upara caDAvI daIne khAlI hAthe cAlavuM. jeTalI upadhi uMcakavI zakya hoya eTalI uMcakavI. je uMcakI na zakAya e ja sAIkala upara mUkAya. 106. huM davA vigerenI saMnidhi nahi rAkha. sAMje enI poTalI gRhasthane bhaLAvI daIza ane koIpaNa davA vahorIne vAparIza. zAstrakAryo kahe che ke (7)sAdhu mAMdo paDe to paNa davA na le, cikitsA na kare. e to potAnA AtmAnI gaveSaNA kare ke he Atman ! te bAMdhelA azAtAkarmAdine kAraNe A roga Avyo che. have evI ArAdhanA kara ke e badhA karmo tuTI jAya. eTale pachI roga enI meLe jato rahe. e mATe davA levI ja na paDe. sAdhunI sAdhutA e ja che ke e mAMdo paDe to paNa davA kare nahi ane koInI pAse potAnI davA karAve nahi. paNa jinakalpI vigerene mATeno A utsargamArga badhA sthavira kalpIo zI rIte pALI zake ? ane Aje to saMghayaNa nabaLA paDatA jAya che. khorAkanI poSTikatA khalAsa thatI jAya che. pradUSaNane lIdhe roja avanavA rogono janma thato jAya che. AvI paristhitimAM lagabhaga koI saMyamI evo nahi hoya ke jeNe ekapaNa davA (peTa sApha karavA mATe haraDe sudhdhAM paNa) levI na paDatI hoya. bhale ! apavAda mArge davA levAya. paNa emAM sApekSabhAva jALavavo joIe. zAstrakAroe (8)pravAhIvastuno ekabiMdu jeTalo parigraha, cUrNavastuno eka rAkhanA kaNa jeTalo parigraha ane ghanavastuno eka talanA photarAnA trIjA bhAga jeTalo parigraha karavAnI paNa nA pADI che. arthAta sUryAsta bAda ATalo paNa parigraha saMyamIe na rAkhavo joIe. zAstromAM to evI vyAkhyA karI che ke (9)saMnidhidoSa sevavAthI AtmA narakAdigatimAM sthApita thAya che ane mATe A doSanuM nAma saMnidhi che. divasa daramyAna je davAo levI paDe e vahorI-vahorIne levI. sAMje sUryAsta bAda e davAo saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (123)
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________________ che bhegI karI zrAvakAdine ApI devI. bIjA divase sUryodaya bAda enI pAsethI e davA vahorIne pachI ja vAparI zakAya. atyAre to saMyamIo badhI davA sAthe ja rAkhe che. rAtre paNa potAnI pAse rAkhe ane divase koIpaNa pAse vahoryA vinA ja davA vAparI le. A be ya khoTuM che. rAtre davA suddhAM paNa pAse na rakhAya ane divase vahoryA vinAnI koI vastu che 4 vAparI na zakAya. koIne vaLI ema paNa thAya ke "davAo pAse rAkhavAmAM zuM doSa? A kaMI AsaktikAraka ja je vastuo thoDI che?" che paNa teo A vAta jANatA nathI ke nAnakaDA chIMDAmAMthI ja moTA bAkorAo taiyAra thatA hoya che che. bhUtakALamAM koIpaNa vastunI saMnidhi na karAtI. dhIre dhIre "kaDavI davA rAkhavAmAM zuM vAMdho?" ema che ja vicArIne kaDavI davAo rAkhavAnI zaru karAI. pachI "jo ke suMTha, triphaLA, zaktinI mIThI goLI vigere ja je kaDavI nathI chatAM emAM vaLI zuM Asakti thavAnI? haLadarano gAMgaDo rAkhavAmAM zuM vAMdho?" ema svAda ja che vinAnI (chatAM kaDavI to nahi ja) vastuonI saMnidhi zaru thaI. e pachI suMThanI goLInI jarUriyAtavALAoe suMTha-goLa-ghInI goLIonI paNa saMnidhi zaru ja karI. e.sI.DI.TIvALAoe unALAmAM AmaLAno pAvaDara paNa pAse rAkhavA mAMDyo. atibhayaMkara A garamImAM zAtA meLavavA mATe zarabata mATenI taiyAra goLIo (ke je pANImAM nAMkhatA ja ogaLI jAya, ja je zarabata bane)nI saMnidhi zaru thaI. vAta AgaLa vadhI to keTalAMko divase lAvela mISTAnnAdi paNa rAkhI mUkavA lAgyA. kAju-drAkSa2 khajuranA pekeTo paNa saMyamIonA thelAmAMthI nIkaLelA sAMbhaLyA che. doSa nAno che ema bolanArAonI zAstradRSTi nAnI che ema ja mAnavuM paDe. kemake zAstrakAronI che gaMbhIratAne teo pIchANatA nathI. zAstrakAro moTA doSo ubhA ja na thAya e mATe enA mULa samAna che 4 nAnAdoSono ja sakhata niSedha karIne ene aTakAve che. eTale davA kaDavI hoya ke mIThI... koIpaNa vastu sUryAsta bAda pAse na rAkhavAnA ja saMskAra ja 4 daDha karI devA. saMnidhi rAkhavAnA nAnakaDA paNa saMskAra paDavA ja na devA. che ema vahoryA vinA vastu vAparavAnA saMskAra paNa na paDavA devA. kaDavI davAo paNa vahorIne che ja vAparavAnI kaTTaratA jALavavI. ane e mATe A niyama upayogI che. 4 vihAradhAmamAM koI zrAvaka, mumukSu ke mANasa evo na maLe ke jene davAnI poTalI banAvI zakAya ja to pachI chevaTe davAnI poTalI taiyAra karI mukhya vaDIlane soMpI devI. eka ja vaDIla rAtre badhI davA, ja potAnI pAse rAkhe, paNa bIjA badhA na rAkhe. rAtre triphaLA vigere levI paDe to pachI eTalA puratI chUTa nAchUTake rAkhavI. 107. huM koIpaNa vastu gura/vaDIlane batAvyA vinA nahi vAparuM, gocarI guru ke mukhya vaDIlane batAvyA vinA vApare, to corIno doSa lAge. prabhue A rIte saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (124)
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________________ vAparavAnI nA pADI hovAthI AmAM jinAjJAbhaMgano doSa paNa lAge. ane ekavAra gurune batAvyA vinA vAparavAnA saMskAra paDI jAya eTale pachI e doSa AgaLa vadhatA AvatI kAle AdhAkarmI vastuo, sUrue nA pADelI vastuo paNa lAvI lAvIne, guruthI chupAvIne vAparIne saMyamI atighora pApa bAMdhaze. AhAra saMjJAne paravaza thayelo saMyamI zuM na karI bese ? e savAla che. bhayaMkara vairAgya sAthe dIkSA lenAra saMyamI pachI AhArAdimAM laMpaTa banI moTI bhulo karI bese che. eka saMyamI koIka epArTamenTamAM zrAvakane tyAM peMDA vahorI tarata tyAM upara agAsImAM jaIne peMDA khAI gayo. zrAvake najaronajara joyuM. ko'ka saMyamI oLImAM AMbilanI roTalIonI nIce zIro chupAvIne lAvato ane vAparato gurunI najaramAM Avyo. gurune batAvIne ja vAparavAnI Teka-pravRtti hoya to ghaNA doSothI aTakI javAya. eka guru to pAtarAmAM rahelI paccIsa-trIsa roTalIo uMcI-nIcI karIne paNa joI letA ke emAM kyAMka thI vigere naMkhAvyuM nathI ne ? . eka svargastha AcAryazrI to ziSye lAvelI gocarI ja nahi, pANI paNa khAsa jotA. Aje kadAca pANI na batAvIe paNa gocarI to avazya batAvavI ja joIe. gItArtha-gaMbhIra guru gocarInI vastu joIne e kone vaparAvavI ? keTalI vaparAvavI ? vigereno nirNaya karI zake ane eTale e vastuono sadupayoga thAya. dekhADatI vakhate mAtra pAtaruM kADhIne dekhADIe e na cAle. pAtarAmAM nAnAmAM nAnI paNa je vastuo hoya e nAma sAthe gurune dekhADavI paDe. dUdha dekhADIe tyAre jo dUdhamAM khAMDa naMkhAvI hoya to e paNa jaNAvavuM paDe ke "dUdhamAM khAMDa nAMkhI che." TuMkamAM gocarImAM AvelI ekapaNa vastuthI guru ajANa na rahe e rIte gocarI batAvavI. A rIte batAvavAmAM bIjo phAyado e thAya ke vahoranAra sAdhuthI ajANapaNAmAM ke pramAdathI koIka sacitta ke abhakSya vastu vahorAI gaI hoya to guru ene jANI laI pAriThAvaNI karAve. vAparavA na de. dA.ta, patevaDI upara osAvelA vinAnA tala uparathI bhabharAvyA hoya. khamaNa upara ziyALAmAM kothamI2 nAMkhI hoya, guru enA raMga vigere uparathI pakaDI pADe ke A kothamIra gyAsa upara caDI nathI. sacitta che ane eTale sacitta bhakSaNAdinA moTA pApothI bacI javAya. mIThAImAM ghaNA divasono mAvo nAMkhyo hoya, lADavA vigeremAM khasakhasa nAMkhI hoya, taDako ApyA vinAnA ajainanA gharanA athANA vigere hoya, gyAsa para caDyA vinAnA talanA kacariyAmAM talanA AkhA dANA hoya vigere aneka bAbatomAM ziSyanI vahoratI vakhate thayelI bhulo gurune samyak rIte gocarI dekhADavAthI dUra thAya ane moTA pApamAMthI bacAya. gurunI gerahAjarImAM mukhya vaDIlane gocarI batAvavI. guru ja gocarI jovAne badale laI javAnuM kahe to saMyamI nirdoSa che. paNa kharekhara to gurue barAbara badhI gocarI jovI ja joIe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (125)
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________________ 108. huM gocarI mAMDalImAM gocarI saMbaMdhI agatyanI vAta sivAya kaMIpaNa bolIza nahi. AkhA divasamAM badhA ya saMyamIo mukhyatve baporanI gocarI mAMDalImAM bhegA thatA hoya che. sAMjanA pratikramaNamAM bhegA thAya kharA, paNa tyAre zrAvako vigerenI hAjarI paNa hoya che. eTale tyAre paraspara vAtacIta ochI thAya. jyAre gocarI mAMDalImAM bIjuM koI na hovAthI jAta-jAtanI vAto cAle. emAM 48 miniTa thaI jAya to saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA paNa thAya ane gocarI mAMDalImAM bolIe eTale keTalIkavAra eMThA moDhe paNa bolAI jAya. muhapattInA upayoga pUrvaka gocarImAMDalImAM bolavuM lagabhaga zakya nathI. AmAM vikathA vigere ghaNA doSo lAge che. mATe gocarImAMDalImAM sadaMtara mauna dhAraNa karavuM. hA ! koIka vastu maMgAvavI hoya, vadhI paDelI koIka vastu bIjAne ApavI hoya. mAMDalImAM ja paDelI koIka vastu joItI hoya... vigere mATe bolI zakAya. paNa e sivAyanI koIpaNa vAta na karavAnI pratijJA levI. (1) Aje A zAka khUba ja tIkhuM AvyuM che. mAravADIne tyAM gocarI gayelA ke ? (2) A mISTAnna to phalANA bhAIne tyAMthI ja lAvyA hazo ne ? (3) Aje gocarImAM amuka dravya maLatuM hatuM. paNa huM na lAvyo. koI na vApare to ? (4) amuka sAdhune gocarI lAvatA ja nathI AvaDatI. game tema laI Ave che..... AvI aneka prakAranI gocarI saMbaMdhI kahevAtI vAto paNa bhaktakathAnA svarUpane dhAraNa karatI hovAthI saMyamIe enAthI cheTA rahevuM. kharekhara to saMyamInA mAthe svAdhyAya, vaiyAvaccAdino eTalo badho bhAra hoya ke nakAmI vAtomAM aDadhI miniTa kADhavI paNa ene bhAre paDatI hoya ene badale aDadho-eka kalAka vAtomAM ja pasAra thAya e ucita nathI. anubhavIo to gocarI mAMDalIne katalakhAnuM paNa kahe che. kemake emAM Asakti vigerene lIdhe AtmAnA guNonI katala thAya che. saMyamIe katalakhAnAmAMthI vahelAmAM vahelA bahAra nIkaLI javuM joIe. ene badale tyAM ja besIne mastIthI vAto karanArane to A katala pratye - guNanAza pratye koI suga nathI ema ja mAnavuM paDe. 109. huM cAha-kophI vigere vyasanakAraka dravyo nahi vAparuM. jeone cAhanuM vyasana ja thaI gayuM che ane mATe ja cAha na pIe to jene sakhata mAthuM caDI jAya che tevAone cAhano tyAga lagabhaga zakya nathI. alabatta jo atibhayaMkara vyasana na hoya to dhIme dhIme cAha ghaTADatA-ghaTADatA saMpUrNapaNe cAha choDI zakAya che. zaruAtamAM thoDIka takalIpha paDe paNa vadhumAM vadhu eka mahino jo cAha vinA kheMcI kADhIe to pachI badhI takalIpha dUra thaI jAya. mAthuM duHkhavAnuM paNa baMdha thaI jAya. paNa e mATe eka mahinA mATe thoDuMka sahana karavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDe. jeone AvuM vyasana nathI chatAM kyAreka maLe to svAda khAtara vAparI le che. teoe A badhA dvArA eno sadaMtara tyAga karavA jevo che. zarIrane khUba ja nukazAna karanArA A be tattvo che. 6 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 7 (126)
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________________ A uparAMta tamAku ghasavuM, chIMkaNI levI e badhuM paNa nukazAnakAraka hovAthI eno tyAga karavo joIe. , 110. huM dAMDo-kAmaLI rAkhyA vinA gocarI-pANI koIpaNa vastu nahi vahoruM. prAcInakALamAM to saMyamIo gharomAMthI ja gocarI-pANI lAvatA ane eTale teo to dAMDAkAmaLI sAthe ja gocarI-pANI vahoratA. Aje nIcethI ke Aju-bAjumAMthI ja pANI lAvavuM hoya to keTalAko dAMDA-kAmaLI vinA ja pANI vahorI lAve che. ema upAzrayamAM ja ke najIkamAM ja rasoDuM hoya to keTalAMko dAMDA-pANI vinA paNa gocarI vahore che. A bAbatamAM dareke pota-potAnA gurujanane puchI levuM. jo teo A rIte lAvavAnI rajA Ape to emanI sAmAcArImAM A rIte lAvavuM mAnya hovAthI emAM te te saMyamIne doSa na lAge. paNa jo gurujano ema kahe ke "nA. kharekhara to dAMDo-kAmaLI sAthe hovA ja joIe." to pachI eno artha e thayo ke dAMDA-kAmaLI vinA vahoravuM e avidhi che ane to pachI saMyamIoe A bAdhA levI. keTalAMko '100 DagalAnI aMdara kAmaLI vinA mAtra dAMDAthI paNa gocarI-pANI vahorI zakAya' ema paNa mAne che. AmAM lAbha-nukazAnanI carcA karyA vinA eTaluM ja vicAravuM ke "A jinAjJA che ane enuM ullaMghana ApaNAthI na karAya." 111. huM paDilehaNa bAda mAro kAjo jAte laI, supaDImAM laIne paraThavIza. 'koIpaNa vAtamAM parAdhInatA na hovI joIe.' e siddhAMtane anusarIne A niyama che. paDilehaNa karyA pachI keTalAMko rAha jotA hoya che ke "koIka saMyamI kAjo levA Ave to sAruM." jo te kAjo levA Ave to AnaMda thAya. paNa pachI jo e kAjo levA na Ave, bhulI jAya to saMkleza thAya enA pratye asadbhAva thAya. kyAreka pachI Adeza paNa karI de ke "mArI jagyA uparathI tame kAjo laI lo." emAM sAmevALA saMyamIne aprIti thAya. eTale AvI pariNatinI azuddhi ja jo thatI hoya to ene badale svAdhIna ja banI javuM zuM khoTuM? bIjA pAse kAjo na levaDAvavAnI bAdhA ja hoya to pachI 'bIjo kAjo levA Ave' evI apekSA ja na rahe. ane to pachI duHkhI thavAno vAro na Ave. koI saMyamI enI meLe sAmethI kAjo levA Ave to paNa namratA pUrvaka nA pADI devI ke "mAre bAdhA che.'" bAkI jo ekavAra kAjo levA dezo ane e rIte potAnAmAM bIjA pAse kAjo levaDAvavAnA saMskAra pADazo, to bhaviSyamAM upara kahyuM tema saMklezo ubhA thavAnI zakyatA raheze. kAjo lIdhA pachI supaDImAM ja laIne paraThavavAnI vAta pUrve karI ja che. vihAramAM utAvaLane lIdhe jo bIjAne kAjo Apavo paDe to tyAre paNa vaDIlanI rajA to laI ja levI. 112. huM roja gurudevanuM paDilehaNa avazya karIza. gurudeva na hoya to mukhyavaDIlanuM paDilehaNa avazya karIza. je gurue ApaNo hAtha pakaDI saMsAramAMthI ugAryA, anaMta saMsAra kApI Apyo emanA vastronA vigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (127)
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________________ YYYYYYYY pratilekhanAdi sAmAnya kAryomAM paNa jo ziSyo upekSA kare to e to bhayaMkara kRtajJatA kahevAya. gurunA vastronuM pratilekhana e to saMyamajIvananI mUDI che. aNamola lhAvo che. eka svargastha mahAna zAsanaprabhAvaka, prakhara vyAkhyAnakAra sAdhu aneka ziSyonA guru hovA chatAM ja paNa potAnA gurudevanA vastronA pratilekhanamAM acUka hAjarI ApatA. jevI pratilekhananI buma paDe ke huM tarata badhA kAma paDatA mUkIne pahoMcI jatA. jo emane vastranuM pratilekhana na maLe to sAdhuo upara nArAja thatA ke "tame zA mATe mArA mATe vastra na rAkhyuM ?" ja jo mahApuruSo paNa gurunA pratilekhananuM ATaluM mahattva samajatA hoya to bAkInA saMyamIo zuM ? ja emAM upekSA karI zake ? - savAre ko'ka saMyamIo moDA uThe eTale paDilehaNamAM na pahoMce. ko'ka vaLI jApa vigere karavA ? bese mATe paDilehaNamAM na pahoMce. koka vaLI "ghaNA karanArA che. huM nahi jAuM to zuM vAMdho che?" ema ja vicArI pote taiyAra hovA chatAM ya ALasa-upekSA karIne na jAya. game te bhoge, game te rIte vyavasthA karIne paNa gurunA vastronuM pratilekhana karavuM joIe. "ghaNA je paDilehaNa karanAra che. huM na jAuM to zuM vAMdho?" ema vicAranArAoe dIkSA letI vakhate evuM kema che na vicAryuM ke "ghaNA dIkSA lenArA che. huM dIkSA na lauM to zuM vAMdho ?" jo AtmakalyANa mATe jAte ja dIkSA levI paDe to AtmakalyANa mATe jAte ja pratilekhana karavuM paDe. gurue potAnuM pratilekhana jAte karavuM paDe e to ziSyo mATe zaramajanaka bAbata che. guru nAnA hoya. padavIdhara, dIrghaparyAyavALA na hoya to paNa ziSya emanA eka vastranuM : je pratilekhana to karavuM ja joIe. guru hAjara na hoya to je vaDIla saMyamI hoya ene gurutulya mAnIne emanA paNa ochAmAM ochA - ja eka vastranuM pratilekhana be TAIma karavuM ja joIe. keTalAMka gurunA pratilekhanamAM hoMze-hoMze doDe. paNa vaDIlanA pratilekhanamAM bilakula upekSA kare. e na cAle. bhale vaDIlanI bhakti gurunA jevI na karIe paNa aucityasevana rUpa pravRtti paNa na karIe : che e na cAle. che A uparAMta glAna, vRddha, tapasvI vigerenA pratilekhana karavAnI paNa pratyeka saMyamInI aMgata ja pharaja che ema samajI levuM. 113. huM mAtrAno pyAlo DhAMkIne ja paraThavavA laI jaIza. mAtrAno khullo pyAlo laI javAmAM nukazAna e ke (1) jo kAmaLIkALa hoya to uparathI paDatA ; ja sUkSma apakAyanA jIvo garama mAtrAmAM paDI kilAmaNa pAme, mRtyu pAme. (2) pyAlo paraThavavA jatA che hoIe ane dAdara upara zrAvako ubhA hoya ke koIka zrImaMto upAzrayamAM pravezatA hoya to pyAlAmAM - 4 mAtru joIne emane dugaMchA thavAnI zakyatA che. alabatta, teo jANe che ke saMyamIo pyAlAmAM mAtra ja jaIne paraThavatA hoya che. paNa khullA pyAlAmAM mAtru jue eTale jugupsA thAya. durgadhAdine lIdhe paNa emane cIDa caDe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (128)
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________________ pyAlo DhaMkaNathI DhAMkelo hoya to pachI koI vAMdho na Ave. jyAM agAsI vigere evA sthAne mAtra paraThavavAnuM hoya ke jyAM sudhI pyAlo laI jatA koIpaNa gRhastha bhaTakAI javAnI zakyatA ja na hoya ane kAmaLIkALa naDato na hoya tyAM DhAMkyA vinA laI jaIe e hajI kadAca cAlI rahe. sthaMDilano pyAlo to badhA DhAMkIne ja laI jAya che eTale e mATe kaMIpaNa kahevAnI jarUra lAgatI nathI. 114. huM mArA kApanuM pANI jAte lAvIza. bIjA pAse maMgAvIza nahi ke mAMDalInuM pANI vAparIza nahi. keTalAMko kApa to jAte kADhe, paNa pANI levA javAno kaMTALo AvavAthI ke pachI pANI lAvavuM e halakuM kAma lAgavAthI ke bIjA koI kAraNasara kApanuM pANI jAte na lAve paraMtu je mAMDalInuM cUnAnA pANInuM tapeluM hoya. emAMthI ja pANI laIne vA52I le. saMyamI ema samaje ke "meM kyAM koInI pAse maMgAvyuM che ?" paNa hakIkata e che ke te saMyamI pANI laI le eTale cUnAnuM pANI to ghaTavAnuM ja. vyavasthApake bIjA pAse vadhArAnuM pANI maMgAvavuM ja paDe. emAM ghaNIvAra evuM paNa bane che ke pANI lAvanArane jo khabara paDe ke "pelA saMyamIe cUnAnuM pANI lIdhuM mATe mAre vadhAre lAvavuM paDyuM" to ene saMkaleza thAya. vyavasthApakane kahI paNa de ke "A pANI to emaNe ja lAvavuM paDe." Ama bIjAne aruci utpanna karavAmAM A saMyamI nimitta bane. jo bIjA koIka saMyamIne kApanuM pANI lAvavAnuM soMpIe to emAM ene aruci vigere thavAnI zakyatA che ja. ema mAMDalImAM paDeluM cokhkhuM, pIvAnuM pANI paNa koIka saMyamIo kApamAM laI letA hoya che. emAMya u52 mujaba saMkalezo thavAnI pAkI zakyatA che. keTalAMko vaLI A badhA saMkalezamAMthI bacavA mATe mANasa-nokara pAse ja pANI maMgAvI le che. A to badhA karatA bhayaMkara bAbata che. eTale saMyamIe kApanuM pANI jAte lAvavuM. prazna e thAya ke "bIjA saMyamIone be ghaDA vadhAre pANI lAvavAmAM saMkaleza thato hoya to zuM e tenI sAdhutA che ? gurubhAI mATe ja be ghaDA pANI lAvavAnuM che ne ?" Ano uttara e che ke Adarza tarIke A vAta sAcI ja che ke "be zuM ? 10 ghaDA pANI vadhAre lAvavuM paDe to paNa bhaktibhAva uchaLavA joIe. emAM saMkleza kare to to karmabaMdha ja thAya." paNa badhA Adarzo jo dharatI upara utaratA hota to to A pAMcamA ArAmAM ya mokSa baMdha na thAta. jIvonI pariNati aneka prakAranI rahevAnI. AdarzanA dhAraka saMyamIo to ko'ka ja maLavAnA. sAmAnyathI saMyamIone jyAre ema lAge ke "niSkAraNa mane vadhAre kAma soMpAya che. tyAre ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (129)
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________________ * teone saMkleza thAya che." jo traNa-cAra sAdhu mAMdA hoya to sAjo saMyamI utsAhathI be-cAra kAma karaze. vaiyAvacca karaze. ja paNa badhA sAdhu sAjA hoya to e ja saMyamIne nAnakaDuM eka paNa kAma vadhAre karavAmAM prAyaH saMkleza thaze. A kApa kADhanAra saMyamIne DaoNkTare vajana uMcakavAnI cokhI nA pADI hoya to evA vakhate bAkInA je saMyamIo sAme cAlIne utsAhathI badhuM pANI lAvI Apaze. paNa emane dekhAya ke e "kApa kADhanAra A saMyamI zaktizALI che. badhuM lAvI zake ema che." to pachI eka paNa ghaDo lAvavAnI taiyArI teo nahi ja batAve. eTale bIjA pAse Adarza sAdhutAnI apekSA rAkhavI enA karatA ApaNI zakti na gopavavI che e vadhu hitakArI che. hA ! jeo pANI lAvavA mATe zaktimAna na hoya emanI vAta judI che. teo mATe A niyama nathI. ( 115. huM sAMjanuM pratikramaNa mAMDalImAM ja karIza. je pratikramaNamAMDalImAM pravezavA mATe yogo dvahana bAda AMbilo karavA paDyA. e pratikramaNa ? je mAMDalInI kiMmata pachI eTalI badhI ghaTI jAya ke saMyamIo potAnA sthAne ja pratikramaNa karI le, game A te kALe pratikramaNa karI le e to ucita na ja gaNAya. ja mAMDalImAM pratikramaNa karIe eTale ghaNAnI hAjarI hovAthI ubhA-ubhA pratikramaNa karavuM paDe. * vacce vacce koInI sAthe vAtacIta na karAya. sUtrono Adeza maLe to spaSTa uccAra pUrvaka sUtro bolavA ? che paDe. stavana-sajjAyAdi sAMbhaLavAno ke bolavAno ya lAbha maLe. jeo juduM pratikramaNa kare teo pramAdane kAraNe beThAM beThAM paNa kare. tyAM to koI jonAra ke je ja kahenAra che ja nahi ke jeno bhaya-zarama naDe. vaLI thoDuMka pratikramaNa thAya ane koI gRhastha ke sAdhu maLavA ja ja Ave to pratikramaNa bAju para mUkI aDadho-eka kalAka vAtacIta paNa thAya ane pharI pAchuM bAkInuM ? che pratikramaNa zaru thAya. A rIte pratikramaNa jevI utkRSTa kriyA TukaDe-TukaDe karavAmAM ghora AzAtanA lAge. 4 judA pratikramaNamAM to manamAM ja sUtro bolavAnA hoya. emAM keTalA zabdo-akSaro khavAI jAya che * e ya khabara na paDe. sUtro moDhA upara na caDe. mATe ja keTalAMka saMyamIo jyAre mAMDalImAM Ave tyAre ? che. sUtronA Adeza mAMgatA khacakAtA jovA maLe che. ' judA pratikramaNa kare eTale stavana ane sakjhAya be miniTamAM patI jAya. badhA stavana-sajjAyA 4 gadya=rAga vinA ja cAle. e saMyamIo pratikramaNa pachI svAdhyAya karatA hoya to hajI barAbara. paNa pachI jo vAta-cIto ke saMthAro ja karavAno hoya to zuM lAbha? eTale badhA kAma paDatA mUkIne paNa pratikramaNa mAMDalImAM pratikramaNa karavuM. . prAcInakALamAM to AcArya bhagavaMto paNa mAMDalImAM ja pratikramaNa karatA. jo teo koI kAmamAM che rokAyA hoya to paNa zAstrakAroe ema nathI lakhyuM ke "bAkInA sAdhuo pratikramaNa karI le." paNa ema ja lakhyuM che ke () "jyAM sudhI AcArya bhagavaMta kAma pUrNa karIne mAMDalImAM na Ave tyAM sudhI badhA sAdhuo ja svAdhyAyAdi kare. AcArya bhagavaMta AvyA bAda badhA sAthe pratikramaNa kare." saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (130)
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________________ have jo. AcArya bhagavaMto vigere paNa mAMDalImAM ja pratikramaNa karatA hatA to sAmAnya saMyamIoe to avazya mAMDalImAM ja pratikramaNa ka2vuM ja joIe. sakhata tAva hoya, guru ja badhAne svataMtra pratikramaNa karI levAnuM kahe to e vakhate judu pratikramaNa karAya. paNa mAMDalI sivAya pratikramaNa karavuM hoya to guru ke vaDIlanI rajA avazya levI. 116. huM savAre pratikramaNa karyA bAda uMghIza nahi. "rAtre 12 vAgyA bAda rAI pratikramaNa karI zakAya.' ema samajIne keTalAMka saMyamIo rAtre be-traNa-cAra vAge uThe tyAre pratikramaNa karI laI pAchA uMghI jAya che ane pachI pratilekhananA samaye uThIne pratilekhana kare che. A rIte pratikramaNa na karAya, kemake pratikramaNa karyA bAda uMghyA ane emAM kusvapnAdi AvyA to eno kAussagga ka2vAno to rahI ja gayo ne ? kemake savAre uThyA bAda sIdhuM paDilehaNa ja kare che. eTale savA2nA pratikramaNa karyA bAda uMghAya nahi. A niyama karavAthI have game tyAre pratikramaNa thaI nahi zake. savAre cAra-pAMca vAge ja pratikramaNa thaI zake ke jyAre pachI uMghavAnuM na hoya. pratikramaNa puru thAya ane tarata ja pratilekhana ka2vAno TAIma thaI jAya e rIte pratikramaNa zarU karavAnuM che. gADha mAMdagInA kA2Ne rAI pratikramaNa karyA bAda pachI paNa pAchu saMthArI javuM paDe to e apavAdamArga gaNI zakAya. 117. huM rAtre saMthArA porisI bhaNAvyA pachI ja uMghIza. sUryAsta bAda eka prahara thAya tyAre saMthArAporisI bhaNAvavAno vyavahAra che. keTalAMka grupomAM pratikramaNa bAda ja samUhamAM ja porisI bhaNAvI levAya che. te te grupanI sAmAcArI pramANe te te saMyamIone koI doSa na lAge. paNa je saMyamIonA grupamAM rAtrinA prathama prahara bAda porisI bhaNAvavAnI sAmAcArI che, teo mATe A niyama che. teo pratikramaNa bAda uMgha AvatI hoya to vicAre ke "atyAre uMghI jAuM, pachI porisInA samaye uThIne porisI bhaNAvIza." . * paNa ekavAra uMghyA pachI kyAreka to sIdhI rAtre be-cAra vAge AMkha ughaDe. porisI bhaNAvavAnI ja rahI jAya. eTale jo uMgha AvatI hoya ane uMghI javuM hoya to porisI bhaNAvI lIdhA pachI ja saMthAro karavo. AmAM vahelI porisI bhaNAvavAno doSa che. paNa porisI bhaNAvavAnI ja rahI jAya ke cheka bArabe vAge porisI bhaNAvavI paDe enA karatA aDadho-eka kalAka porisI vahelI bhaNAvavAmAM ocho doSa jaNAya che. hA ! jo bIjo koI saMyamI porisInA samaye tamane jagADI devAno hoya ane e rIte aDadhI uMghamAM uThIne porisI bhaNAvavAnI tamArI taiyArI hoya to pachI e bIjA saMyamIne porisInA samaye uThADI devAnI sUcanA karIne, porisa bhaNAvyA vinA paNa saMthAro karI zakAya. paNa jo AmAM zaMkA hoya to pachI vahelI saMthArAporisI bhaNAvIne ja uMghavAmAM ocho doSa saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (131)
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________________ zuM lAge che. kharekhara to saMyamI pAse eTalo badho zloko, arthono pATha hoya ke pratikramaNa bAda svAdhyAya ? ja karatA karatA porisI kyAre AvI jAya enI khabara paNa na paDe. evA mahAsaMyamIo to porisInA samaye porisI bhaNAvyA bAda ja saMthAro karavAnA eTale je emane koI prazna ja nathI. 118, huM dara paMdara divase / mahIne | cAra mahine sukSama AlocanA karIza. ' gurune potAnA jIvananA nAnA-moTA, mana-vacana-kAyAnA tamAma pApo leza paNa kapaTa karyA che ja vinA, saraLa bhAve jaNAvI devA enuM nAma AlocanA. e pachI guru e pApa dhovA mATe je tapa vigere ? ja karavA Ape e prAyazcitta. upacArathI badhA AlocanAne paNa prAyazcitta kahe che. je vartamAnakALamAM e ziSyo dhanyAtidhanya che ke jemanI pAse prAyazcittadAtA guru hAjarAhajura che che ane je guru dara paMdara divase AlocanA laIne prAyazcitta Ape che. AlocanA ane prAyazcittanA kAraNe jIvanamAM doSo ghaTe che, navA doSono praveza aTake che. viratidUta'mAM "AlocanA kevI rIte karavI, konI pAse karavI" vigere badhI bAbato ? vistArathI ApelI ja che. eTale atyAre e lakhato nathI. paNa TuMko sAra eTalo ja ke koIpaNa saMyamI che je AlocanA-prAyazcitta vinAno na ja hovo joIe. jo gItArtha-gaMbhIra-mahAsaMyamI guru hAjarAhajura che ja hoya ane dara paMdara divase AlocanA ApavA taiyAra hoya to dara paMdara divase emanI pAse AlocanA / ja karavI. emane paMdara divase AlocanAnI anukULatA na hoya to mahine karavI. je emane mahine-mahine paNa AlocanA ApavI na phAvatI hoya. athavA to prAyazcittadAtA guru ja sAthe na hovAthI, dUra hovAthI mANasa dvArA ke posTa dvArA AlocanA mahine mahine pahoMcADavI zakya che ja na hoya. jokhama lAgatuM hoya to pachI chevaTe dara comAsI caudaze to AlocanA karI ja levI joIe. ja comAsI caudazanuM pratikramaNa karatA pahelA cAra mahinAnA nAnA-moTA tamAme-tamAma pAponuM : je vistArathI prAyazcitta karI ja levuM paDe. zAstrakAroe paNa pecomAsI caudaze AlocanA karavAnI ane je che abhigraho punaH dhAraNa karavAnI AjJA pharamAvI che. Ama varSamAM traNavAra cAturmAsika AlocanA che ja karavAnI rahe. varSamAM traNavAra prAyazcittadAtA gurune AlocanA mokalavI agharI paNa na paDe. jeo mahine mahine AlocanA karatA hoya teoe paNa suda-caudazathI suda caudaza locanA ja che karavI. vada caudazathI vada caudaza nahi. kemake comAsI caudazomAM to AlocanA karavAnI zAstrajJA che. ja have jo vada caudaze AlocanA karo, to pachI mahAvada-14nI AlocanA karyA bAda pAchI 15 divase 4 phAgaNa suda-14nA divase AlocanA karavI ja paDe. comAsI caudaze AlocanA na karIe e na cAle. ? che eTale suda caudaza pakaDIe to mahine-mahine AlocanA thAya ane comAsI caudaza paNa jaLavAya. je prAyazcittadAtA guru dUra hoya athavA sAthe hoya to paNa jo comAzI caudaze ekasAthe badhAne che 4 AlocanA ApavI emane phAve ema na hoya, to comAzI caudazanA 4-8 divasa pUrve paNa AlocanA / saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (132)
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________________ che karI zakAya ane e comAzInI AlocanA ja gaNAya. $ cAra mahinAthI vadhAre aMtara paDe e ucita lAgatuM nathI. pAponI AlocanA jeTalI moDI karI che ja eTalA enA saMskAro AtmAmAM gADha thavAnI zakyatA ghaNI che. che. jo koI gaMbhIra bhula thaI jAya to enA mATe eka divasanI paNa rAha joyA vinA spezyala 4 je mANasane mokalIne paNa turaMta ja AlocanA karavI. gaMbhIra bhulonI AlocanAmAM vilaMba na karAya. A je sAMvatsarika mahAparvanI AlocanA paNa jarUrI che. arthAt aSADha caudazathI 50 divasanA che 4 pAponI AlocanA saMvatsarIe ke tenA 5-7 divasa pahelA karI laI sAMvatsarIka pratikramaNa pUrve saMpUrNa $ zuddha thaI javuM. Ama ochAmAM ochI eka varSamAM cAra vAra AlocanA pratyeka saMyamIe levI joIe. paNa prAyazcittadAtA atigaMbhIra, mahAgItArtha, mahA saMyamI, vizuddha brahmacaryanA svAmI hovA che atyaMta Avazyaka che e vAta na bhulavI. 119. huM mArI mAlikInA pustako, enA poTalA rAkhIza nahi. mahAnizIthasUtramAM (7)sumati-nAgilanA daSTAntamAM mAtra eka muhapattI vadhAre rAkhanAra je saMyamIne avaMdanIya kahyo che. koIpaNa prakAranA pustako saMyamI potAnI mAlikInA rAkhe eTale pachI e ja che badhA pustakonI sAcavaNI pote karavI paDe. 25-50-100 pustako hoya enuM poTaluM banAvI potAnA ja ja vihAra pramANe hera-phera karAvavuM paDe. zrAvako pAse gADI dvArA maMgAvavuM paDe. e badhI virAdhanAno doSa ja ja saMyamIne lAge. zrAvako potAnI meLe ja AvatA hoya ane emanI gADImAM pustakonuM poTaluM maMgAvIe : che to paNa anumodanAno doSa to lAge ja. - Aje to moTA zaheromAM vizALa jJAnabhaMDAromAM badhI jAtanA pustako maLatA ja hoya che. AkhA ja ja bhAratamAM kula 400 jeTalA bhaMDAro che. eTale saMyamIne jyAre je pustakanI jarUra paDe tyAre ja jJAnabhaMDAramAMthI meLavI zake che. potAnI mAlikInA pustako rAkhavAnI koI jarUra ja nathI. je - comAsAmAM vyAkhyAna mATe pustako joIe, to je je pustako joItA hoya te badhA ja $ jJAnabhaMDAramAMthI kaDhAvI cAra mahinA pAse rakhAya ane pachI pAchAM jJAnabhaMDAramAM ApI devAya. 4 AmAM khUba ja prasannatA anubhavAya. "huM parigrahI nathI. niSkicana chuM. mArI pAse kaMI 4 nathI." eno AnaMda sAcA saMyamIne khUba ja hoya. jyAre pustakAdinA poTalAvALAne to satata eno ja je bhAra rahe. vihAra thAya eTale "e poTaluM kevI rIte ISTa sthAne mokalavuM enI ciMtA rahe. zrAvakane ja je gotavo paDe. ene samajAvavo paDe. che vaLI e poTalAomAM jIvonI jayaNA paNa zI rIte sacavAya? pustakomAM udhaIthI mAMDIne jAta che ja jAtanI jIvasRSTi utpanna thAya. dara paMdara divase enuM paDilehaNa koNa kare? saMyamIo ATha mahinA mATe potAnA poTalA svajanAdine tyAM mUkAvatA hoya che. atyAranA ja kALamAM svajanonA gharo paNa nAnA-saMkaDAzavALA hoya to emane poTalAo ghare rAkhavA na paNa game. je nA na pADI zake paNa manamAM saMkaleza thAya. gharanA bAkInA sabhyo to bole ya kharAM ke "A zuM badhuM bheguM saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (133)
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________________ je karyuM che?..." "viratidUta'mAM A vize vistRta lekha Apelo che. (oLakhI lo, saMyama ghAtaka tattvone ! e che 4 zirSaka heThaLa) eTale TuMkANamAM eTaluM ja kahIza ke vartamAnakALamAM jJAnabhaMDAronI puSkaLa sagavaDa hovAthI A 4 saMyamIone potAnI mAlikInA pustako ke tenA poTalAo rAkhavAnI koI ja jarUra nathI. thoDI ghaNI zuM je takalIpha paDe. bhaMDAramAMthI pustako maMgAvatA eka-be divasa moDuM thAya, IcchA mujaba eka-be pustaka kadAca che che na paNa maLe... paNa A badhA nukazAno ghaNA ghaNAM ochA che. enI sAme parigraha ane emAM thatI che ja virAdhanAdinA nukazAna aparaMpAra che. keTalAMka saMyamIo pote bhaNatI vakhate je karmagraMtha vigerenI noTo taiyAra karI hoya enA poTalA ? ? rAkhatA hoya che. "bhaviSyamAM jyAre bhaNAvavAno avasara Ave, tyAre e noTonA AdhAre bhaNAvI zakAya" evA AzayathI karAto A parigraha 30-40 varSa pUrve hajI apavAdamArge yogya gaNAta kemake te vakhate evA pustako chapAyA na hatA. Aje to lagabhaga tamAma viSayamAM sArAmAM sArA, saraLa bhASAmAM pustako chapAI ja cUkyA che. bhaNAvavA mATe saMyamIe banAvelI noTa karatA vyavasthita ja chapAyelA pustako ja saMyamIne vadhu upayogI thAya e svAbhAvika che. eTale have e banAvelI noTo je saMgharI rAkhavAnI koI jarUra nathI. mAtra "meM noTo lakhI che, mATe rAkhI mukuM evA bhAvathI noTo rAkhI che. ja mUkavAno koI artha nathI. e rAgabhAva nukazAnakAraka che. hA ! je graMtho upara pustako bahAra na paDyA hoya evA graMtho upara jo saMyamIe lakhANa karyuM ? $ hoya ane ene e sAcave to hajI ya barAbara. paNa emAM ya rAgabhAva, AsaktibhAva to khoTo ja. ? ja mArA gurudeve saMkramakaraNanA viziSTa lakhANavALI eka nAnakaDI poTalI rAkhelI. pUjyapAda che je jaMbusUri ma.e ekavAra e poTalI jovA, zuddha karavA mAMgI ane khovAI gaI. jyAre gurudevane khabara che ja paDI tyAre bolI uThyA, "bhaluM thayuM ! bhAMgI jaMjALa. A eka poTalI upara thoDoka rAga hato. have ke ja e rAga paNa jato rahyo." 4 120. huM upadhinA poTalA, kabATa nahi rAkhuM. che mAtra eka mukhapattI vadhAre rAkhavAmAM jo avaMdanIyatA AvI jatI hoya to pachI upadhinA 3 che poTalA rAkhanArAne kayo doSa na lAge ? saMyamIo vAparavAnI kAmaLI vigere sivAya be traNa che je kAmaLIo, Asano, oghAriyAo, nizathIyAo, dorAo, TokasAo, tarANIo, pAtrAo, A noTo, bolapeno vigere vigere keTalIya vastuo vahore, "bhaviSyamAM kAma Avaze." ema vicArI ene ! je poTalAmAM ke boksamAM bhare ane varSo sudhI e parigrahano bojo mAthe rAkhIne phare e yogya kahevAya che $ ja zI rIte ? Aje to zrAvakonI, saMghonI sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo pratyenI bhakti eTalI badhI vadhI gaI che ke re $ kyAreya koIpaNa vastunI khoTa paDatI nathI. jyAre je vastu joIe te maLI rahe che. eka bolapena ? mAMgIe ane moMghIdATa dasa bolapena lAvIne zrAvako vahorAve che. comAsA pUrve DhagalAbaMdha zrAvako che sAdhu-sAdhvIjIonI bhakti karavA puSkaLa vastuo laIne badhe vahorAvavA nIkaLe che.. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (134) |
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________________ ja ApaNane khoTa ja kyAM che? ke A upadhio bhegI karavI paDe. tyAgI ApaNe banavAnuM che, ene $ - badale zrAvako A badhI vastuo ApI-ApIne tyAgI bane ane ApaNe badhuM bheguM karI karIne parigrahI che banIe to karmakSaya vadhAre kone thavAno? mokSamAM vaheluM koNa javAnuM? vaparAtI kAmaLI sivAya eka paNa kAmaLI vadhAre rAkhavAnI jarUra ja nathI. ApaNe ja ja - vyAkhyAnomAM zrAvakone saMtoSano ane bhAgya upara zraddhA rAkhavAno upadeza ApatI vakhate kahIe chIe e ke "bhaviSyanI ciMtA karyA vinA vartamAnamAM prasannatAthI jIvo. bhAgyamAM haze to badhuM maLaze. enA ja * mATe hAyavoya karavAnI jarUra nathI." ane ApaNe ja bhaviSyanI ciMtA karIne badhuM bheguM karIe e to ? zI rIte cAle ? - saMyamI pAse poTaluM, poTalI kaMI ja na hoya to pachI kabATAdinI jarUra ja kyAM rahe? Avo re - akiMcana saMyamI badhAne pUjanIya, mAnanIya banI rahe. vaparAzavALI kAmaLI, kapaDA vagere upadhi jo phATI javAnI taiyArI dekhAtI hoya ane tyAre eka - kAmaLI, eka kapaDo vigere pAse rAkhIe to e hajI cAle. paNa niSkAraNa vadhAre na rakhAya. sAMbhaLavA ja - pramANe eka saMyamI pAse DhagalAbaMdha kAmaLIo hatI. ApaNe AvA na banI jaIe enI takedArI rAkhavI. 121. huM be bolapena + eka pensIlathI vadhAre bolapena - pensIla nahi rAkhuM. svAdhyAya mATe, TapAla lakhavA mATe bolapenanI jarUra paDe. zAstro vAMcatA TIka karavA mATe pensilanI jarUra paDe to be bolapena ane eka pensila rAkhI zakAya. - ' be bolapena eTalA mATe ke lakhANa lakhavA mATe kALI / bhUrI bolapena jarUrI hoya ane nizAnI che karavA, heDIMga ApavA lAla bolapenanI jarUra hoya to e rIte be bolapena rAkhI zakAya. pensila to che eka ja joIe. ke keTalAMkane jAtajAtanI bolapeno bhegI karavAno zokha hoya che. eka saMyamI pAse DhagalAbaMdha ja bolapeno che. enuM ene gaurava che. e gauravapUrvaka bole che ke "mArI badhI bolapeno judA judA prakAranI che che. koIpaNa be bolapena ekasarakhI nathI." have A saMyamInI bhramaNAone to koNa dUra karI zake? 5 Ama paNa je bolapeno vaparAtI na hoya tenI sahI sukAI jAya. ane pachI e nakAmI ja banI jAya. eTale bolapeno bhegI karavAmAM saMyama daSTie to koI ja lAbha nathI. - vadhu bolapena rAkhIe to ene sAcavavAnI muzkelI vadhu thAya. ene badale eka-be bolapena che ja rAkhIe to zuM vAMdho? emAM kyAreka bolapena khovAI jAya, tyAre bIjI laI zakAya. ' bolapenanI riphIla khAlI thAya to navI bolapena maMgAvavAne badale e ja bolapenanI kaMpanInI A riphIlo ja maMgAvI zakAya. e navI riphIla bolapenamAM nAMkhIne vAparI zakAya. jo AkhI bolapena navI ? maMgAvIe to junI bolapena pheMkI devI paDe. vaLI ekalI riphIla sastI paDe. riphIlavALI bolapena moMghI che ka Ave. - Aje ghaNuM lakhanArA keTalAMka saMyamIone sAta-sAta divase riphIla khAlI thaI jatI hoya che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (135)
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________________ che evA saMyamIo eka ja bolapena rAkhIne eka sAthe cAra-pAMca riphIla maMgAvI rAkhatA hoya che. chelle che ja eka riphIla bAkI rahe tyAre vaLI bIjI cAra-pAMca riphIla maMgAvI le. A khUba suMdara upAya che. je 122. huM 1520 rUpiyA karatA vadhAre kiMmatanI bolapena nahi vAparuM, A A jamAno evo che ke jemAM karoDa rUpiyAnI kiMmatanI bolapena paNa maLe che. ema 200, 500 4 che rUpiyAvALI paNa maLe. e badhI bolapeno mukhyatve lakhavAmAM jhAjhA pharkavALI na hoya paNa eno che ja bahArano zo-dekhAva ja enI kiMmatano AdhAra hoya che. judI judI phezanavALI bolapenonI kiMmata paNa che ghaNI hoya che. . zAstrakAro (3)18 rUpiyAnI vastu vAparanArA saMyamIne prAyazcitta Ape che ane jema jema moMghI ja je vastu vAparo tema tema prAyazcitta paNa vadhatuM jAya. 50 hajAra rUpiyAnI vastu vAparanArano saMpUrNa dIkSA che paryAya rada karIne mUla prAyazcitta paNa ApavAmAM Ave. ja moMghI vastu rAkhavAmAM doSo e che ke (1) e vastu moMghI hovAthI corAI javAnI zakyatA ghaNI ja ja rahe ane e corAyA pachI saMyamIne nokarI upara, garIba zrAvako upara corInI zaMkA paDe. corI karanAra ja che eka hoya paNa saMyamI to ghaNAomAM cora tarIkenI kalpanA karI mana kaluSita kare. (2) moMghI - sArI che vastu upara rAga khUba thAya. e koIne ApavAnuM mana na thAya. ko'ka saMyamI puchayA vinA laI jAya to A che enA para gusso caDe. (3) moMghI vastune sAcavavAnI ciMtA khUba rahe. vastu sAmAnya hoya to mana upara ja je koI bhAra na rahe. eka saMyamI pAse cazmAgharamAM 12-15 jAta-jAtanI suMdara bolapeno hatI. roja emanI pAse che ja pAThazALAnA aneka chokarAo maLavA Ave, vArtAo sAMbhaLe. be-traNa aThavADiyAmAM emanA cazmAgharamAMthI cAra-pAMca sArI-sArI bolapeno gAyaba thaI gaI. emane pAThazALAnA chokarAo upara ja zaMkA gaI. emAM vaLI eka chokaro evuM bolelo ke "sAheba ! tamArI pAse to kevI sArI sArI che bolapeno cheeTale saMyamIne e chokarA para ja zaMkA gaI. bIjAone e chokarA aMge pUcha-paracha karI. paNa bIjAoe e chokarA mATe khUba ja sAro abhiprAya ApatA saMyamIe chevaTe e zaMkA mAMDI ja $ vALI. che Ama moMghI bolapena rAkhavAmAM sva-para badhAne nukazAna thavAnI zakyatA che. mATe ja 15-20 4 ja rUA. thI vadhAre kiMmatanI bolapena na vAparavI. A atyAre eka mahAtmA rojanA 10-15 phUlaskepo bharIne lakhe che. chatAM e mAtra 5-7 rUpiyAnI che bolapenathI ja lakhe che. 15-20 rUpiyAnI to pAIloTa vigere sArAmAM sArI bolapena Ave. AnAthI che vadhAre kiMmatI bolapenanuM kAma zuM che? zrAvako vahorAve to paNa spaSTa nA pADIne sAdI, upayogI bolapenano ja Agraha rAkhavo. ja eTale zAstrAjJAbhaMga vigere koI doSo na lAge. 123. huM raMgaberaMgI pAkiTa nahi vAparuM : 2 thI 23 tIrthaMkaranA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone pAMce ya varNanA vastrAdi vAparavAnI rajA hatI. paNa ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (13)
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________________ pahelA chellA tIrthaMkaranA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIomAM evA prakAranI guNavattA na hovAthI teone mAtra zvetavarNanA ja vastro vAparavAnI anumati apAI che. Ano artha mAtra eTalo ja na karavo ke 'mAtra paheravAnA vastro ja sapheda vA52vAnI AjJA che. bAkI saMthA2o-pAkiTa vagere to raMgaberaMgI rAkhI zakAya.' . vibhUSA ane rAgadoSathI bacavA mATe A raMgaberaMgI vastrono niSedha karyo che ane mATe pAkiTa vagere paNa zvetavarNanA ja hovA joIe. kharekhara to pAkITa asaMyamanuM sAdhana che, kemake sIvelI vastu sAdhuthI na vaparAya. pAkITo to sIvelA hovAthI emAM barAbara pratilekhana karavuM zakya nathI ja. mATe ja Aje keTalAMka saMyamIo pothI rAkhe che. khullo, sIvyA vinAno moTo TukaDo ja rAkhI emAM pustako vIMTIne upADe che. je atyaMta anumodanIya che. ema kahevAya che ke "jaina saMyamIne mocI, darajI, hajAma vagere aDhAramAMthI eka paNa komanI parAdhInatA na hoya.' praNa have jo pAkITa vagere sIvelA vastro vAparavAnA hoya to pachI darajInI parAdhInatA to AvI ja gaI ne ? keTalAMko vaLI ema kahe che ke,"sapheda pAkITo jaldI melA thaI jAya eTale vAMravAra kApa kADhavo paDe. jyAre raMgaberaMgI pAkITo jaldI melA na thatA hovAthI e vadhu sArA.' A yukti zAstrAnusArI nathI lAgatI, kemake e rIte to paheravAnA vastro paNa zvetane badale raMgaberaMgI rAkhavA paDaze. zveta vastro vadhAre melA thavAno bhaya to emAM paNa che ja ne ? kharI vAta e che ke raMgaberaMgI pAkiTo vAparavAmAM (1) jinAjJA bhaMga che, (2) rAganuM poSaNa che, (3) anavasthAdi doSone kAraNe saMyamanI hAni thAya che. mATe zvetavarNanA ja pAkITo vaparAya. e melA na thAya e mATenI kALajI rakhAya ane chatAM melA thAya to yatanApUrvaka kApa kADhavAmAM ocho doSa che ema lAge che. kharekhara to tamAma saMyamIoe pAkITo choDIne pothInI prAcIna paraMparAne ja apanAvavI joIe. e azakya ke agharI to nathI ja. mAtra dorI vaDe pothI bAMdhatA zIkhavuM paDe. vaLI emAM moTo phAyado e che ke khullA kapaDArUpa ja hovAthI nAnI-moTI karI zakAya. pustako vadhAre levA hoya to ya vAMdho na Ave. jyAre sIvelA pAkITo to nAnA-moTA karI zakAtA ja nathI. eTale enA mApa karatA vadhAre pustako uMcakavAnA Ave to muzkelI paDe ja. ane vaLI rastAmAM jo e thelo phATI jAya to to pachI moTI muzkelI thAya. badhA copaDA zI rIte AgaLa laI javA ? 124. huM pAkITamAM khAnAo nahi karAvuM : jo ke pAkITa sIveluM hovAthI azAstrIya che. chatAM emAM jo koIpaNa prakAranA khAnAo na rAkhyA hoya to e pAkITa uMdhu-cattuM karIne, aMdara-bahAra karIne vyavasthita pratilekhana karI zakAya ane tethI ghaNo ocho doSa lAge. paNa pAkITanI AgaLa be khAnAo, pAkITanI aMdara Aju-bAjumAM be nAnA khAnAo... AvA khAnA vALA pAkITonuM pratilekhana ghaNuM kaparuM che. e khAnAo nAnA hovAthI saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali = (137)
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________________ e khAnAo aMdara-bahAra karavA ke uMdhA-cattA karavA na phAve. mAtra uparathI najara karIne pratilekhana karavuM paDe. emAM aMdara phasAyelA nAnA-nAnA jIvo na dekhAya. emAM pachI DabbI vagere mUkIe eTale te jIvonI virAdhanA thAya. mATe pAkITa rAkhavuM ja hoya to paNa khAnAo vinAnuM pAkITa rAkhavuM. judI judI vastuo vyavasthita judI judI goThavavA mATe ja khAnAo rakhAya che. paNa ene badale bhale ne badhI vastu bhegI rahetI. khAnAo pADavAnI virAdhanA baMdha na karAya ? ane Ama chatAM jo khAnAo pADavA hoya to AgaLanA bhAgamAM eka moTuM khAnuM pADI zakAya. eTale dorI, cUnAnI DabI, davAo vagere emAM rahe ane pustakAdi bIjA aMdaranA bhAgamAM 2he. TuMkamAM khAnAo rAkhavA ja hoya to eka ke be evA moTA khAnAo ja rAkhavA ke je khAnAo uMdhA-cattA, aMdara-bahAra karIne pratilekhana karI zakAya. pAkITanI AjubAjumAM je khUba ja sAMkaDA nAnA khAnAo karAya che e to bilakula yogya nathI. bolapena vagere vyavasthita rAkhavA mATe karAtA e khAnAo moTI virAdhanAnA kAraNa bane che. e khAnAonuM moDhuM khUba ja sAMkaDuM hovAthI emAM dRSTithI pratilekhana paNa khUba ja agharuM paDe che. eTale kAM to ekeya khAnA rAkhavA ja nahi athavA to moTA eka-be khAnA rAkhavA ke je dhaMdhAcattA karI zakAya. A pramANeno niyama dhA2vo joIe. 125. huM pAkITamAM pATIyAo nahi mUkAvuM : anavasthA doSa keTalo bhayaMkara che ? enuM sacoTa udAharaNa A pAkITamAM vyavasthita goThavAtA pATIyAo che. prAcInakALamAM pustako ja na hovAthI pAkITa ke pothI kaMI ja na hatuM. chevaTe pustako AvyA eTale gItArthoe pothInI (sIvyA vinAno khullo, corasa moTo kapaDo) saMmati ApI. tyArabAda e baMdha-khola karavAnI kriyAthI kaMTALelA suvidhApriya saMyamIoe ekapaNa khAnA vinAnA zvetavarNanA sIvelA pAkITo zarU karyA. ane anavasthA AgaLa vadhatI ja cAlI. vadhu suvidhA khAtara saMyamIo emAM moTA khAnAo, pachI nAnA khAnAo pADatA gayA. ane Aje e paristhiti AvI ke 'pAkITamAM pATIyAo rAkhyA vinA pAkITa coLAI jAya che. sthira nathI rahetuM' mATe pAkITa vaLI na jAya e mATe keTalAMka saMyamIo AgaLa-pAchaLa be moTA ane AjubAju be nAnA plAsTIkanA pATIyAo goThavavA lAgyA. A pATIyAone kadi teo bahAra kADhe nahi eTale enI aMdaranA bhAganuM pratilekhana kadi thAya nahi. emAM jIvo phasAya ke mare to paNa khabara na paDe. anAdikALathI lagabhaga badhA ja jIvo anukULatAnA ja arthI rahyA che. eTale vadhu ne vadhu anukULatAo meLavavA jatAM AjJAbhaMga, saMyamavirAdhanA vagere DhagalAbaMdha doSono vicAra suddhAM teo karI zakatA nathI. gItArthoe ApelI chUTano durupayoga to zeM thAya ? koI AMgaLI Ape eTale pahoMco zI rIte pakaDI levAya ? khera ! je saMyamIone A virAdhanA, AjJAbhaMgAdithI bacavAnI tamannA hoya teo vahelI take A zaithilyane dUra phagAvI de. ane jo hajI sudhI A zithilatA ghusI ja na hoya to evo dRDha nirdhAra kare ke koIpaNa bhoge A doSo mArA jIvanamAM huM nahi sevuM. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (138)
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________________ mane to A kALamAM pothI vAparanAra saMyamI devadUta jevA bhAse che. 126. huM mArA vastromAM raMgaberaMgI dorAo nahi naMkhAvuM : keTalAMka saMyamIo potAnI mahupattImAM, kapaDA-pAMgaraNImAM, luNAmAM, pasInAnA TukaDA suddhAmAM paNa lAla-pILA dorAo TaMkAvatA hoya che. AvuM karavA pAchaLa zuM saMyamanI dRSTie koIpaNa lAbha kharo? jo nA ? to pachI A badhAnI jarUra zI che ? vastro sArA lAge, AkarSaka lAge e mATe ja jo A dorAo naMkhAtA hoya to e zI rIte ucita kahI zakAya ? AmAM vibhUSApoSaNa to che ja, uparAMta A badhA kAma karavA pAchaLa samayano bagADa paNa che. e dorA nAMkhatA jeTalo samaya thAya, eTalA samayamAM to ghaNo svAdhyAya thaI jAya. eka jAtanuM anartha daMDa jevuM ja A pApa che. AmAM nathI to evI koI viSayasukhonI prApti ke jenA mATe A badhuM karavA mana atyaMta talapApaDa bane. chatAM A kAma karavAmAM Ave to mAnavuM paDe ke saMyamajIvanano samaya pasAra karavAnA bAkInA zubhayogo ochA paDI gayA che. A rIte potAnA vastromAM dorAo nAMkhavA to nahi ja, paNa koIne evI preraNA paNa na karavI. eka zAsanaprabhAvaka, saMyamanA pakSapAtI gurunA ziSya koIka sAdhvIjIone potAnA gurunA luNAomAM dorAo nAMkhavA ApyA. e sAdhvIjIoe zAsanaprabhAvaka guru pAse jaIne kahyuM ke 'sAheba ! ame to ApanI pAsethI ja zIkhyA chIe ke A dorA nAMkhavA vagere vibhUSA na karavI. zuM Aje amAre ApanA ja luNAomAM dorAo nAMkhavA paDaze ?" gurue tarata ziSyane bolAvI Thapako ApI bhaviSyamAM evuM na karavAnI sUcanA karI. re ! mahAna zAsanaprabhAvaka AcArya bhagavaMto vagerenI zobhAvRddhi khAtara A dorAo emanA vastromAM nAMkhavAmAM Ave to hajIya kadAca zAstrakAro mAnya rAkhe ya kharAM. paNa bAkInA sAdhusAdhvIjIo mATe to A vibhUSA na ja cAlI zake. 127. huM oghAno pATo sapheda ane koIpaNa prakAranA bharatakAma=DIjhAIno vinAno rAkhIzaH atyAre prAyaH tamAma saMyamIonA oghAnA pATAo lAla ja jovA maLe che. zAstramAM zvetavarNanA ja u5ka2NonuM vidhAna hovAthI oghAno pATo zveta hovo vadhu yogya lAge che. sapheda raMganA jADA vastro maLatA ja hoya che. e ja oghAnA pATA tarIke cAlI zake che. Ama chatAM jo te te samudAyanA suvihita gItArtha AcArya bhagavaMto te te samudAyanA saMyamIone lAla ogho vAparavAnI rajA ja ApatA hoya to te te saMyamIoe potAnA nizrAdAtAnI AjJA anusAra karavuM. oghAnA pATAmAM aSTamaMgala ke evI jAtajAtanI DIjhAIno raMgaberaMgI dorAonuM bharatakAma karavA dvArA sAdhvIjIo karI ApatA hoya che. gacchAcAramAM to spaSTa kahyuM che ke (5)'AvA prakAranI DIjhAIno, AkarSaka citro-AkArovALA oghA ke koIpaNa vastro sAdhuthI na vaparAya. emAM rAgapoSaNa vagere puSkaLa doSo che ja. jo zAstrakAro vibhUSA na poSAya e mATe varSe ekavAra kApa kADhavAnI, pagahAtha-moDhuM vagere koIpaNa avayavo bilakula na dhovAnI vAta karatA hoya to pachI AvI AkarSaka DIjhAIno vagerenI anumati to zI rIte ApI zake ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (139)
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________________ vaLI AvI DijhAIno vagere taiyAra karavAmAM sAdhvIjIono keTalo badho aNamola samaya khavAI $ ja jAya? A DIjhAIno taiyAra karavAmAM to kalAko paNa lAge. zAstrAbhyAsAdi karavAno aNamola samaya 4 ja AvA kAryo pAchaLa veDaphAI jAya e to zI rIte mAnya bane ? rajoharaNa pUjanIya che. eno artha e nathI ke ene sArAmAM sAro zaNagAravo. paMjavA-pramArjavA che che mATe A ja ogho paga vagere upara paNa lagADAya ja che. eTale "e saMyamanuM sAdhana hovAthI pUjanIya che ja che' e sAcu. paNa emAM AvA zaNagAra karavAnI to leza paNa anumati nathI. Aje paNa keTalAMka ? ja saMyamIo zvetavarNanA, lezapaNa DIjhAIna vagere vinAnA, korA oghAnA pATAo vApare ja che. je keTalAMko vaLI ema kahe che ke "maMgala mATe oghAmAM aSTamaMgalanA citro to doravA ja paDe ne? ke ' 'emane koNa samajAve ke jinAjJApAlana mATe, saMyamapAlana mATe aSTamaMgalAdi kaMI ja na karavuM che ja e ja mahAmaMgala che. ullu maMgala karavA mATe A aSTamaMgalAdi citro karavA e to jinAjJAbhaMga rUpa 4 $ hovAthI moTuM amaMgaLa na bane zuM? Ama chatAM jo koIka samudAyamAM gItArtha, suvihita AcArya bhagavaMtoe oghAmAM ja che aSTamaMgalAdinA citrAmaNane AcAra tarIke, sAmAcArI tarIke svIkArI lIdhI hoya to pachI te ja samudAyanA saMyamIoe potAnA gItArtha-suvihita AcArya bhagavaMtane pUchI laIne emanA kahyA pramANe ja ja karavuM e ucita jaNAya che. 128, huM dAMDA upara kALo raMga ke bhUkharo raMga nahi karAvuM. mAtra dAMDA upara polIsa karavAnI ja chUTa rAkhIza : - prAcInakALanA saMyamIo dAMDA upara polIsa ke raMga vagere kaMI ja karatA na hatA. zAstromAM evuM ja vAMcavAmAM paNa AvyuM nathI ke, "te saMyamIo dAMDAne polIsa karatAM hatA ke tela vagere ghasatA hatA." ja eTale kharekhara to dAMDAne polIsa karAvavAnI paNa jarUra nathI. Aje A polIsa vagere badhuM saMyamIo che jAte to karavAnA ja nathI. teoe gRhastho pAse ja A polIsa vagere karAvavuM paDe. ane eTale potAnuM che ja kAma gRhastha pAse karAvavAnA kAraNe saMyamIne doSa to lAge ja. . vaLI polIsavALA dAMDA suMvALA, cakamakatA lAge ane sAva sAdA dAMDA evA na lAge. eTale ja che polIsavALA dAMDA sUkSmarAganuM kAraNa to bane ja. Aje keTalAMka saMyamIo sAva sAdA dAMDA vApare ja che. comAsAmAM nigoda na thaI jAya te mATe che 4 comAsA pUrve AkhA dAMDAne barAbara dhoI le che ane eTale pachI nigoda thatI nathI. Ama chatAM polIsavALA dAMDAmAM nigoda thavAnI zakyatA ghaNI ochI hovAthI nigodanI ja ja virAdhanAthI bacavAnA ekamAtra uddezathI polIsa karAvavuM paDe to hajI eTalA puratI chUTa rAkhI zakAya. ? che paraMtu e dAMDAone kALo ke bhUkharo raMga karAvavAnI koI jarUra lAgatI nathI. kALA raMgavALA dAMDAmAM che ja jIvo vagere spaSTa na dekhAtAthI virAdhanA thavAnI zakyatA che. sAdA-polIsavALA, sapheda jevA dAMDAmAM ja ja to jIvo barAbara dekhAI javAthI tarata jayaNA karI zakAya. vaLI sAdA dAMDAmAM nigoda thAya to e spaSTa joI zakAya jyAre kALA dAMDAmAM to nigodano saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (140)
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________________ karNa judo pakaDavA khUba ja kaparo thaI paDe. mATe dAMDA upara polIsa sivAya bIjo koI raMga na karAvavo joIe. - A ja kAraNasara sIsama vagerenA dAMDA vAparavA paNa ucita nathI. teno svAbhAvika raMga ja kALo hovAthI temAM jIva jaldI na dekhAya. vaLI e dAMDAo vajanadAra hovAthI paNa zAstrakAro eno niSedha kare che. adhika vajanadAra vastu uMcakavAmAM saMyamIne potAne ja pIDA thAya. pIDita thayelo saMyamI mAnasika prasannatA gumAve ane pachI barAbara saMyamanuM pAlana na karI zake. (7)mATe ja vajanadAra vastuo ke vadhArAnI vastuo rAkhavAno zAstrakAroe spaSTa niSedha karyo che. ApaNe anubhava paNa karIe chIe ke jyAre gocarI vaho2vAmAM vajana puSkaLa vadhI gayuM hoya tyAre pachI khUba ja utAvaLathI cAlIne upAzraye pahoMcavuM paDe che. emAM IryAsamitino upayoga jaLavAto nathI. ema vihAramAM paNa ghaNuM vajana uMcakIne cAlavuM paDe tyAre ArtadhyAna, kheda, kaMTALo ane tenA dvArA pApakarmano baMdha thAya che. ghaNIvAra sAdhvIjIonA dAMDA kALA varNanA jovA maLyA che. eTale A sUcana Avazyaka banyuM che ke svabhAvathI ja kALA sIsamanA dAMDAo ke pachI kALo raMga karelA dAMDAo na vA52vA joIe. 129. varasAda cAlu hoya ane samAdhi na TakavAthI gocarI vAparavI paDe to huM upAzraye gocarI nahi maMgAvuM. paNa jAte gRhasthonA gharomAM levA jaIza : prathamasaMghayaNanA svAmI, prAcIna mahAmunio comAsAmAM gocarI, Thalle, mAtrA vagere kriyAo akAya, nigoda vagerenI puSkaLa virAdhanAonuM kAraNa jANIne te aTakAvavA mATe cAra mahinAnA covihArA upavAsa karatA. ochI zaktivALAo paNa zakti pramANe upavAsAdi karIne ochAmAM ochI virAdhanA thAya evI yatanA karatA. Aje saMghayaNa che chaThThuM, Ama chatAM keTalAMka mahAtmAo evA che ke varasAdanuM eka TIpuM paNa AkAzamAMthI paDatuM hoya tyAM sudhI gocarI levA nathI jatA. gRhastho to jharamara varasatA ghImA varasAdane varasAda ja na gaNe. temane puchIe to teo to ema ja kahe ke,"varasAda baMdha paDI gayo che." paNa mahAmunio to jhINavaTathI bahAra jue ane jo chUTA-chavAyA paNa chAMTA paDatA dekhAya to gocarI na ja jAya. upavAsa, chaThTha ane aThThama paNa kare. jyAre saMpUrNa varasAda baMdha paDe tyAre ja gocarI lAvIne vApare. e vakhate paNa emane eka vAtano kheda to hoya ja ke bhale; uparanA sacitta varasAdanI virAdhanA nathI. paNa nIce jamIna para rahelA mizra pANInI virAdhanA to mArA hAthe thaI ja rahI che.' eTale jo zakti-sAmarthya-dhI2ja-samAdhi pahoMcatI hoya to upavAsAdi karI laIne paNa eka TIpA mAtra varasAdanI hAjarImAM gocarI javAnuM TALavuM joIe. paNa AvuM sAmarthya badhAmAM na hoya e svAbhAvika che. chatAM teo paNa jeTalA kalAka kheMcI zake eTalA kalAka to kheMce ja. dA.ta. savAre 8 vAge navakArazI vAparanArAo varasAdanA kAraNe nava-dasa vAgyA sudhI rAha jue. chatAM varasAda baMdha na paDe ane samAdhi na Take to pachI gocarI levA jAya. thoDIka paNa rAha na jovI e jIvadayAnA pariNAmamAM zaMkA utpanna karI de che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (141)
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________________ mahattvanI vAta have Ave che ke jyAre A rIte samAdhi na TakavAnA lIdhe cAlu varasAdamAM gocarI ja vAparavAno vakhata Ave tyAre keTalAMka saMyamIo ema vicAratA hoya che ke, "cAlu varasAdamAM ApaNAthI 4 ? zI rIte gocarI levA javAya?" eTale teo gRhasthone jaNAvI detA hoya che ke varasAdanA samaye tamAre ja che upAzrayamAM ja TIphIna laI AvavA. ame emAMthI vahorIne vAparI laIzuM. jo bahAra gharomAM pharavAne badale eka sAthe ja badhuM vahorI levAnI sukhazIlatAne poSavA mATe ? ja AvuM karAtuM hoya to te khUba ja vakhoDavA lAyaka che. paNa upara batAvelI gerasamajane laIne AvuM koIka saMyamIo karatA hoya to teoe A vAta ja ja samajavA jevI che ke "jo ApaNe gRhastho pAse upAzrayamAM ja gocarI maMgAvazuM. to teo to sArI sArI vastuo TiphInamAM bharIne lAvaze, eTale AdhAkarmAdi doSo lAgaze. vaLI teo to skUTara- ja gADImAM ja besIne upAzraye AvavAnA. emAM to atibhayaMkara kakSAnI apakAya vagerenI virAdhanA ja thavAnI ja. e badhI ApaNA nimitte thaI hovAthI ghaNo moTo doSa saMyamIne lAge. ene badale jo saMyamI svayaM cAlu varasAdamAM paNa gocarI levA jaze to e barAbara kAmaLI 4 oDhIne jaze. pANImAM ochAmAM ochA DagalA mUkavA paDe e rIte khUba ja jayaNA sAcavIne jaze. eTale ja khUba ja ochI virAdhanA enA dvArA thaze. ane gharomAM jaIne je nirdoSa lAgaze e ja vahoraze eTale AdhAkadi doSo paNa ene nahi lAge. Ama te saMyamIne jAte gocarI javAmAM ocho doSa che. mATe ja che ja cAlu varasAdamAM gocarI vAparavI ja paDe to gRhastho pAse upAzrayamAM gocarI maMgAvavAnA badale jAte ja A ja gocarI levA javuM. hA ! ati dhodhamAra varasAda hoya to emAM jo saMyamI bahAra jAya to Akho ne Akho palaLI ja jAya. pAtarAomAM ya sacitta pANI pahoMcI jAya. saMyamI nItaratA pANIvALo banIne gharomAM jAya e ja che to atyaMta behudu lAge. vastromAMthI pANI Tapake, gaMdA kAdavavALA pagalAo paDe A badhuM atyaMta kharAba che ja lAge. eTale evA dhodhamAra varasAdamAM to upAzrayamAM ja gocarI maMgAvavI paDe. A je niyama che, te ja maMda-jharamara varasAda mATe samajavAno che. jyAre AvA kAraNasara gocarI vahoravI paDe tyAre pachI je maLe enAthI calAvI levuM. arthAt che. roTalI-zAkAdi mATe ghaNA gharomAM pharavAne badale khAkharA vagere je kaMI jeTaluM maLe emAM calAvI levAnI ja Teva pADavI joIe. TUMkamAM ochAmAM ochI virAdhanA thAya e mATeno yatna karavo. 130. huM ziyALA ane comAsAmAM pANI ukALavAno samaya barAbara pUchIza ane e rIte che cUno nAMkhavAmAM jAgrata rahIza : unALAmAM pAMca praharano kALa hovAne lIdhe pANI sUryodayanA eka kalAka pahelA ukALyuM hoya ane saMyamI sUryAsta bAda paNa doDha kalAka bAda temAM cUno nAMkhe to paNa vAMdho na Ave. paNa ziyALAje comAsAmAM pANIno kALa khUba ja sAcavavo paDe. emAM ya comAsAmAM to eka ja sthAne rahelA hovAthI emAM vizeSa muzkelI na paDe. mAtra pANI ukALavAno samaya jANI laI e mujaba cUno nAMkhavo paDe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (142)
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________________ ke AmAM pANI keTalA vAge ukALyuM?' evo prazna na puchavo. paNa "gyAsa keTalA vAge baMdha karyo? $ ke cUlA uparathI pANInuM tapeluM keTalA vAge nIce utAryuM?" ema pUchavuM. pANI ukALanArA mANaso ja te aNasamaju hovAthI "pANI keTalA vAge ukALyuM' e praznano uttara ApavAno Ave tyAre jo sAta vAge je pANI mUkayuM hoya to kahe ke "sAta vAge ukALyuM. ane saMyamI sAta vAgyAthI pANIno kALa gaNe. je hakIkatamAM to aDadho kalAka pANI ukaLatA thayo hoya to sADAsAta vAge pANI ukaLeluM kahevAya. 4 4 ane eTale sADAsAta vAgyAthI ja pANIno kALa gaNavAno hoya. eTale prazna A ja pUchavo ke, "gyAsa ja keTalA vAge baMdha karyo ?" ziyALAmAM cAra praharano pANIno kALa che. ane divasa cAra praharano ja hoya. eTale jo A sUryodaya samaye pANI ukaLI gayuM hoya to sUryAsta thatAnI sAthe ja te sacitta banI jAya. have saMyamIo che ja to cheka sUryAstanI be-traNa miniTa bAkI hoya tyAM sudhI pANI vApare ane sUryAsta thaI gayA bAda A pANImAM cUno nAMkhe to sacitta thaI gayelA pANImAM cUno nAMkhelo kahevAya. A to bhayakaMra virAdhanA ja ja kahevAya. . eTale (1) ziyALAmAM sUryodaya pachI aDadho kalAka bAda ja pANI ukaLI raheluM hoya, e ja pANI vahoravuM. e mATe vyavasthApakoe sUcanA paNa karavI paDe. (2) jo e zakya na hoya, sUryodaya ja A vakhate ke te pUrve pANI ukaLI gayuM hoya to e pANI taddana jUduM rAkhI sAMja sudhImAM badhuM vAparI levuM. ja che je vadhe emAM vahelo cUno karI devo. ane bIjIvAra moDuM ukaLeluM pANI juduM rAkhI e sUryAsta sudhI ja vAparavAmAM levuM. (3) pANImAM cUno karavo, DhoLAyeluM pANI lUMchavuM, ghaDA-loTa luMchavA vageremAM gaccha ja ja pramANe 10-15 miniTa ke aDadho kalAka paNa thAya. to pANIno kALa jyAre thaI raheto hoya tyAre - ja pANImAM cUno nAMkhavo, nIce DhoLAyela pANI luMchavuM ane ghaDAdi luMchavA - e badhA ja kAmo thaI cUkyA che hoya e rIte ja pANI kADhavAnuM kAma zarU karavuM. dA.ta. sUryAsta bAda pAMca miniTa thAya tyAre ja pANIno ja kALa thaI jato hoya to sUryAstanI 15-20 miniTa pahelA ja badhA saMyamIone pAtarIomAM chelluM ? ke vAparavAnuM pANI ApI daI bAkI badhuM pANI tapelA vageremAM bheguM karI sUryAsta samaye temAM cUno nAMkhI che A ja devo. ane te pUrve ja badhA ghaDA-loTa luMchI levA. DhoLAyeluM badhuM pANI lUMchI levuM. jo AmAM eka miniTe paNa moDuM thAya to sacitta pANImAM cUno nAMkhavAnuM, sacitta pANI luMchavAnuM ghora pApa baMdhAya. 4 ziyALAmAM vihAramAM ya muzkelI ubhI thAya. sAMjanA vihAramAM sUryAsta samaye pANI vAparI ke laIe ane hajI aDadho-eka kilomITara sthAna dUra hoya to keTalAMka saMyamIo sthAne pahoMcIne sUryAsta che ja bAda 20-25 miniTa pachI cUno nAMkhatA hoya che. e pANI jo sUryodaya bAda aDadho-poNo-eka kalAka A moDuM ja utaryuM hoya to to vAMdho nathI. paNa vaheluM utaryuM hoya to bhayaMkara virAdhanA coTe ja. je " AvA vakhate jenI pAse loTa, tuMbaDuM hoya tenA e loTa tuMbaDAmAM badhuM pANI bheguM karI tyAre ? ja (pANI cUkavyA pachI tarata ja, sUryAsta samaye jo temAM cUno karI devo. jo badhA pAse ghaDA ja hoya che to pachI koIpaNa eka ghaDAmAM pANI bheguM karI emAM cUno karavo. bIjA divase traNavAra cokhkhA pANIthI ja e cUnAnA pANIvALo karelo ghaDo khaMgALI laIne pachI cAlu vAparavAnA pANImAM upayogamAM laI ? na zakAya. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (143),
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________________ A badhA mATe pANI ukaLavAno samaya jANavo atyaMta Avazyaka che. keTalA vAge pANI ukALanAre gyAsa baMdha karyo" e pAkA pAye jANI levuM. adhdharatAla, uDAu javAbo upara vizvAsa na ka2vo. barAbara cakAsaNI karIne pAko samaya jANI levo ane e mujaba 'e pANIno kALa sAMje keTalA vAge thAya che' e barAbara nakkI karIne badhA saMyamIone jaNAvI devuM. Aje ghaNA grupomAM khUba ja coksAI pUrvaka A badhI ja kALajI karAya che. e atyaMta anumodanIya che. paNa keTalAMka grupomAM ajJAnatA ke pramAda, upekSAne lIdhe A badhI kALajI karAtI nathI. to teo paNa A badhA moTA doSo jANIne jhINI-jhINI kALajI karavA mATe atyaMta kaTibaddha bane. tamAma saMyamIoe koIpaNa kALamAM A Teva pADI ja devI joIe ke,'pANI vahoratI vakhate pANIno gyAsa baMdha karavAnA kALanI barAbara pRcchA karavI ja.' aplAyamAM rahelA asaMkhya jIvo pratye jemane kharekhara karUNA haze, bhagavAnanI AjJAo pratye jemane kharekhara apAra bahumAnabhAva haze, AtmodvAranI jemane sAcI talapa haze teo to hoMze hoMze A badhI ja kALajIo karyA vinA nahi ja rahe. A bAbatamAM ghaNI kahevAyogya bAbato che, paNa atyAre vadhu jaNAvato nathI. 131. huM vihAramAM cUno, sAbu-sarpha, kapaDA sukavavAnI dorI, lUMchaNiyuM, pyAlo avazya sAthe rAkhIza H sAMjanA vihAra vageremAM pANIno kALa thaI jAya e pUrve cUno nAMkhavA mATe cUno to sAthe rAkhavo ja paDe. "bIjA saMyamIo rAkhe che, e laI laIza." ema bIjAnA bharose na rahevAya. jo sAMjanA vihAramAM sthaMDila javA mATe ke jhaDapa ochI-vattI hovAnA kAraNe ekalA paDI jaIe to pachI konI pAse cUno maLe ? e vakhate badhuM pANI paraThavI devAno vakhata Ave. ene badale jo cUno pAse ja hoya to tarata enA dvArA pANI cUnAnuM karI zakAya. ema vihAramAM luNA vagere kADhavA mATe sAbu-sarpha je grupomAM vaparAtA hoya, te gruponA saMyamIoe sAbu-sarpha pAse rAkhavA paDe. bIjA saMyamIoe pAse rAkhelA sAbu-sarpanI AzAthI jo amuka saMyamIo sAbu vagere na rAkhe to kyAreka subhUmanI pAlakhI jevuM thAya. badhA ja A rIte eka bIjAnI AzAthI sAbu-sarpha na rAkhe ane chevaTe badhAe parezAna thavAno vakhata Ave. (hA ! jeo sAbu-sarpha vAparatA ja na hoya athavA rojeroja gRhastho pAsethI vahorIne lAvatA hoya emanI vAta judI che.) vihAramAM dorI to rAkhavI ja paDe. ziyALAmAM sAMjanA vihAramAM ane unALAmAM to savA2sAMja be ya vihAramAM puSkaLa parasevo thAya. evA cIkaNA parasevAvALA vastro game tyAM sukavIe to ene dhuLa-mela coMTe. kapaDA ghaNA vadhAre melA thAya ane AvA parasevA sAthe mizra thayelo mela zarIrane nukasAna kare. vaLI game tyAM kapaDA nAMkhIe to e jaldI sukAya paNa nahi. eTale tamAma saMyamIoe potAnI pAse ochAmAM ochI 'potAnA vastro sukavI zakAya' eTalI lAMbI dorI to rAkhavI ja joIe. enAthI nAnI dorI na cAle. zakya hoya to gacchanI bhakti mATe moTI dorI paNa rAkhI zakAya. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (144)
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________________ Aje gucchanI bhakti karavAnI bhAvanAvALA keTalAMka suvihita munio lAMbI dorI rAkhatA ja hoya che. upAzrayamAM vahelA pahoMcI, lAMbI dorI bAMdhI badhAnA vastro sukavavAno lAbha letA hoya che. jema miSTAnnAdi vaparAvavA e bhakti che. ema vihAramAM A rIte vastrAdi sukavavAmAM bIjA saMyamIone sahAya karavI paNa zreSTha bhakti ja che. ema gocarI vAparyA bAda jamIna cokhkhI karavA, DhoLAyeluM pANI luMchavA vagere mATe luMchaNiyAnI jarUra paDe ja. nAnuM ke moTuM ekAda luMchaNiyuM sAthe rAkhavuM. sthaMDila-mAtrA mATe upayogI pyAlo (ane e pyAlo luMchavA mATe mAtarIyuM, ke jethI pachI saMmUcchimanI virAdhanA na thAya) paNa sAthe rAkhavo. A badhI vartamAnakALamAM saMyamajIvana mATe atyaMta Avazyaka vastuo che. eTale A tamAma vastuo pAse rAkhavI paDe. ApaNA koIpaNa kAma mATe bIjA saMyamIne parAdhIna rahevuM paDe e yogya nathI. 'jAta mahenata jiMdAbAda' sUtra badhAe apanAvavA jevuM che. hA ! jemanA aneka ziSyo hoya, ziSyo jemanI khaDe page sevA karatA hoya evA viziSTa saMyamIo A badhuM na rAkhe e svAbhAvika che. e to suvinIta ziSyonI paNa pharaja che ke gurunI utkRSTakakSAnI sevA karavI. 132. huM bAMdhelI dorI sUryAsta samaye choDI ja daIza : divasa daramyAna vastrAdi sUkavavA mATe bAMdhelI dorI jo sUryAsta samaye choDI na devAya to e dorI upara mAkhIo besatI hoya che, ane mAkhIo aMdhAruM thayA bAda uDI zakatI nathI. e jyAM beThI hoya tyAM ja besI rahe che. have jo e dorI upara mAkhI besI rahe to rAtre te dorI upara kapaDA sukavatA ke koInA hAtha lAgatA ke maccharadAnI bAMdhavA jatA e dorI hale ane beThelI mAkhI jamIna upara paDe, aMdhArAnA kAraNe te uDI na zake. jamIna para paDelI te mAkhI upara koIno paNa paga paDe ane mAkhI marI jAya. evuM paNa sAMbhaLyuM che ke giroLI athavA mAkhIno vAgha AvI dorI para cAlIne enA upara beThelI badhI mAkhIone khAI jAya che. A badhI virAdhanAonI zakyatA hovAnA lIdhe ja sUryAsta samaye, te pahelA ke chevaTe ajavALAmAM e dorI choDI devI joIe. aMdhAruM thaI gayA bAda pharI pAchI e dorI bAMdhI zakAya kemake pachI mAkhI vagerenI virAdhanA thatI nathI. 133. huM oghAmAM zuddha unanI dazIo rAkhIza : Aje lagabhaga badhI vastuo bheLa-seLavALI ja maLatI hoya che. puMjavA pramArjavAdi mATe oghAmAM zuddha unanI dazIo zreSThakakSAnI gaNAya che. Aje zobhAne mATe keTalAMko sintheTIkathI mizra thayelI dasIo paNa vApare che. jo dazIo zuddha unanI hoya to ziyALAmAM game eTalI ThaMDImAM paNa, game eTalo ghasAro thavA chatAMya emAMthI agninA taNakhAM na jhare jyAre sintheTika vagerenI bheLaseLavALI dasIomAMthI to ziyALAmAM jarAka ghasAro thatAnI sAthe taNakhAo jharatA hoya che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (145)
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________________ paDilehaNa karatI vakhate, khamAsamaNA vakhate e dasIo bIjA badhA sAthe ghasAya ane taNakhAM jhare. AmAM tejasakAyanI virAdhanA thAya che. e taNakhAo sacitta ja che. acitta nathI. (77)A virAdhanAthI bacavA ane jinAjJApAlana mATe unanI dazIo vAparavI jarUrI che. bhale e dekhAvamAM sArI na paNa lAgatI hoya paNa saMyamI mATe to je saMyamopayogI hoya e ja sAruM. 134. huM oghAriyuM tathA jhoLInA gucchApAtrasthApana zuddha unanA rAkhIza : A anavasthA doSathI ghusI gayelo aticAra che ? ke pachI suvihitagItArthIe mAnya rAkhelo AcAra che ? e khabara nathI paDatI, paNa evuM jovA maLe che ke ghaNA saMyamIo have odhAriyA zuddha unanA to nahi ja, paNa mizra-unanA paNa vAparavAne badale rezamI vagere oghAriyA rAkhatA thayA che. pAchI A ja vAta ke emAM rAgapoSaNa, vibhUSApoSaNAdi aneka doSo lAge che. bhagavAne to (7)unanuM oghAriyuM vAparavAnuM kahyuM che. A badhA vibhUSAkAraka padArtho zI rIte vAparI zakAya ? suvihitagItArthoe A vAta mAnya rAkhI hoya evuM to nathI lAgatuM. paNa A vAta sAva sAmAnya gaNIne tenI upekSA ja thaI che ema lAge che. alabatta, A nAnakaDI bAbata hoya to paNa, saMyamIo to e ja kahevAya ne ke ? ke prabhunI jhINI jhINI badhI AjJAo pALavA mATe tatpara rahe. ema jhoLInA gucchAo ane ta2paNI upara je bAMdhavAmAM Ave che te, pAtrAo mUkavA mATenuM pAtrasthApana paNa garama ja rAkhavuM joIe. jema kAmaLIkALamAM sUkSma askAyanI virAdhanAthI bacavA unanI kAmaLI vAparIe chIe. ema oghA, jhoLI, tarapaNI upara paNa unanuM vastra hovuM Avazyaka che. 135. huM zuddha unanI kAmaLI vAparIza : uparanA niyamamAM batAvelA vastro karatA kAmaLI to ghaNuM moTuM, AkhA zarIrane DhAMkanAruM vastra che. kAmaLIkALamAM sUkSma askAyanI virAdhanAthI bacavA mATe te kAmaLI mukhyatve unanI ja vAparavI paDe. e una paNa zuddha unna joIe. sintheTika vagerenA mizraNavALI kAmaLImAM agninA taNakhA jharatA anubhavAya che. zuddha unanI kAmaLI thoDI bhAre paDe, karkaza lAge mATe Aje keTalAMka saMyamIo komaLa sparzavALI ane vajanamAM khUba halakI evI una sivAyanI paNa kAmaLIo vApare che. emAM unano bhAga khUba ja ocho ke nahivat hoya che. emAM prazna eTalo ja che ke zAstrakAroe zuddha unanI kAmaLI vAparavAnI je vAta ka2I che e sUkSma akAyanI virAdhanA aTakAvavA mATe karI che. have jo zuddha una sivAyanI bIjI badhI kAmaLIo vaparAya to emAM zuM jIvadayA paLAya kharI ? emAM sUkSma akAMyanI virAdhanA aTake kharI ? ane jo e virAdhanA na aTakatI hoya to pachI AvI kAmaLIo zI rIte vAparI zakAya ? vaLI bIjA prakA2nI kAmaLIomAM ziyALAmAM tejaskAyanI virAdhanA paNa spaSTa jovA maLe che. eTale jo thoDIka vajana uMcakavAnI ane thoDoka karkaza sparza sahana karavAnI kSamatA hoya ke kSamatA keLavI zakAtI hoya to pachI evI zuddha unavALI kAmaLIo ja vAparavI joIe. Ama chatAM A bAbatamAM gItArtha-suvihita vaDIlo je jaNAve te mujaba ka2vuM. mArI dRSTie mane saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (146)
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________________ Io niyama yogya lAge che. 136. huM oghA mATenuM plAsTIka sIvyA vinAnuM ja vAparIza : * prAcInakALamAM plAsTIka na hovA chatAM saMyamIo vihAra karatA ja hatA. emane "badhI upathi bhInI thaI javI vagere prazno naDatA haze ke kema ? e vicAraNA karavAne badale vartamAnamAM je ja ja anubhavAya che tenI vicAraNA karIe to keTalAMka mahAtmAo vihAramAM paNa ogho bAMdhyA vinA ja bagalamAM rAkhIne ja cAle che. ane te mahAtmAone parasevo ocho thato hovAthI ogho bhIno paNa che thato nathI. paNa ghaNA mahAtmAo vihAramAM ogho paDI na jAya te mATe ghAbaMdhanathI bAMdhe che ane e ja ogho parasevAthI ekadama bhIno na thaI jAya e mATe enA upara plAsTIka caDAve che. A plAsTIka be prakAranA hoya che. eka plAsTIka lAMbI pAIpa jevuM, sIveluM, kANAvALuM hoya che che ane bIju sIvyA vinAnuM sAduM hoya che. AmAM sIveluM plAsTika kharekhara na cAle, kemake e lAMbI che - pAIpanA jevuM uMDuM sIveluM hovAthI enuM pratilekhana samyapha rIte thaI zakatuM ja nathI. aMdara koI jIvo je ' phasAI jAya to ogho nAMkhavAthI tarata marI paNa jAya. e lAMbo bhAga aMdara-bahAra karI na zakAto che ja hovAthI sArI rIte jIvadayA pALavI zakya nathI. eTale jo oghA upara plAsTIka rAkhavuM ja hoya to huM che AvuM sIveluM plAsTIka na rAkhavuM. paNa sIvyA vinAnuM sIdhuM plAsTIka rAkhavuM. oghA upara oghArIyAnI ja che. sAthe ja e oghArIyA jevuM plAsTIka vIMTALI daIne enA upara oghAnI nIcenI dorI bAMdhI devAthI ja ke e plAsTIka nIkaLatuM nathI ane ogho bhIno thato nathI. e plAsTIka supratilekhita hovAthI 4 virAdhanAthI bacI zakAya che. . A utsargamArge plAsTIkAdi dhAtuno vaparAza karI na zakAya. chatAM Aje vihAramAM anivArya ke saMjogone kAraNe plAsTIka vAparavA paDe che. eTale e apavAdamArga samajavo yogya lAge che. 137. huM plAsTIkanA ghaDA ane ToksI vAparIza nahi ? A vartamAnakALamAM plAsTIka dhAtu vizva mATe eka moTI samasyA banI cUkI che. plAsTIkanI vastuo ja vajanamAM halakI hovAthI, sastI hovAthI ane jaldI tuTatI na hovAthI cAre bAju puSkaLa pramANamAM plAsTIkano vaparAza zarU to thayo che, paNa plAsTIkanuM visarjana karavuM khUba ja kaparuM thaI gayuM che. jema ja - lAkaDuM ke kAgaLa to bALavAthI rAkha thaI jAya, ema plAsTIkanuM visarjana saheluM nathI. plAsTIkane bALatI che te vakhate je dhumADo nIkaLe che e Arogya vagere mATe khUba ja nukasAnakAraka gaNelo che. je kemikalomAMthI ja plAsTIka bane che e kemikalo ghaNA rogonuM kAraNa che. - have plAsTIkanA ghaDAmAM dhagadhagatuM pANI lAvIe eTale plAsTIkanA aMzo e pANImAM ja | utaravAnA ja. e ApaNA peTamAM jAya ane lAMbe kALe aneka muzkelIo ubhI kare. ema plAsTIkanI che A ToksIomAM paNa garama vagere vastuo vahoravAmAM, vAparavAmAM Arogyane nukasAna thavAnI ja saMbhAvanAo puSkaLa che. AvA ghaNA kAraNosara plAsTIkanA ghaDAo ke ToksIo vAparavA na joIe. A paNa (1) plAsTIkanA ghaDAo vajanamAM khUba ja halakA hoya. (2) mATInA ghaDAo to ghaNA zika sAcavavA paDe. e tuTI javAno bhaya rahe. jyAre plAsTIkanA ghaDAo tuTavAno bhaya nahi. (3) mATInA saMvignasaMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (147)
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________________ ghaDAmAM dhagadhagatuM garama pANI lAvIe to e ghaDAo rIDhA thaI jAya. pachI e ghaDAmAM pANI Thare nahi. eTale plAsTIkanA ghaDAmAM dhagadhagatuM pANI lAvI, ThArIne pachI ja mATInA ghaDAmAM bharavAmAM Ave to e ghaDAo lAMbo kALa sudhI pANIne ThaMDu karanArA rahe. A badhA kAraNosara keTalAMka saMyamIomAM plAsTIkanA ghaDAono vaparAza zarU thaI cUkyo che. paNa A badhA ja lAbho karatA Arogyane pahoMcatu nukazAna e moTo geralAbha saMyamIoe dhyAnamAM levo joIe. (1) mATInA ghaDA paNa ochA vajanavALA maLe ja che. thoDIka Teva pADavI paDe. tuMbaDAo to vajanamAM ghaNA halakA hoya che. (2) sAcavaNI karIe to mATInA ghaDAo paNa na tuTe. lAMbokALa vAparI zakAya. (3) moTA grupomAM be-traNa saMyamIo rIDhA ghaDA rAkhe ane emAM ja badhuM pANI lAvavAmAM Ave to bAkInA saMyamIonA ghaDAo rIDhA na thAya ane lAMbokALa vAparI zakAya. A ja rIte plAsTIkanI ToksIone badale lAkaDAnI ToksIo vaparAya te vadhu yogya jaNAya che. chatAM chevaTe nizrAdAtA gurvAdine puchIne yogya nirNaya levo. 138. huM gRhasthanA ke saMghanA koIpaNa dhAbaDAo vAparIza nahi : 'slIpaDIsa' vagere rogonI muzkelI na hoya to unALA-comAsAmAM mAtra saMthAro jADo ka2vA, sukhazIlatA mATe dhAbaDAo vAparavA e ucita nathI ja. saMyamIe eka mAtra saMthArA upara uttarapaTTo pAtharIne uMghavAnuM che. mATe ja aticArasUtramAM 'sutA.....adhiko upakaraNa vAparyo' bolIe chIe. (1) dhAbaDAno raMga lagabhaga kALAza paDato hoya che ane emAM jIva bharAyo hoya to ya khabara na paDe. mATe ja dhAbaDAo duzrRtilekhita che. vaLI e vajanadAra hovAthI emAM zAMtithI nirIkSaNa karatA karatAM pratilekhana karavuM paNa na phAve. (2) koIpaNa saMyamIo vihAramAM dhAbaDAo uMcakatA hoya evuM sAMbhaLyuM nathI. saMghavALAo saMyamIo mATe ja dhAbaDAo kharIde che ane upAzrayamAM rAkhe che. AmA dhAbaDAo kharIdavA, ene mATe kabATa rAkhavuM, e dhAbaDAo dvArA kIDI vagerenI virAdhanA thavI vagere aneka prakAranA doSo saMyamInA nimitte thavAthI saMyamIne saMyamamAM DAghAo lAge. (3) dhAbaDA vagere upara uMgha khUba sArI Ave. vadhAre UMghI rahevAnuM mana thAya. pramAda vadhe. sukhazIlatA paNa poSAya. jo mAtra saMthAro ja hoya to jeTalo thAka hoya eTalI ja uMgha levAya. jarUriyAta puratI uMgha thaI gayA bAda vadhu uMghavAnI IcchA na rahe. pramAda ocho thAya. (4) atyAre gRhasthonA gharomAM .C. nuM pAlana barAbara thatuM nathI. dhAbaDAo paNa zuddha unanA nathI hotA. M.C.vALA bahenoe paNa e dhAbaDAo vAparyA hoya. evA azuddha dhAbaDAo zI rIte saMyamIo vAparI zake ? vartamAnamAM to gRhasthomAM aneka prakAranA vicitra pApo pravezelA hovAthI teoe vAparelA, dhAbaDA vagere vAparavAnI chUTa ApavI ke kema ? e khUba ja vicAraNIya che. (5) ekavAra dhAbaDAo vAparavAnA saMskAra paDe eTale pachI jyAM dhAbaDAnI vyavasthA na hoya tyAM saMkleza thAya. skUTaro doDAvIne paNa dhAbaDAo maMgAvAya. sAMjanA vihAromAM skula vageremAM dhAbaDA na maLe to AjubAjunA gAmanA zrAvako pAse dhAbaDAo maMgAvavA paDe. AmAM skuTaro ke gADIo 8-10 ki.mI. doDe. pahelA mahAvratane keTalA kALA DAghAo lAge ? paNa dhAbaDAo vinA ja jIvavAnI Teka hoya to uparanA koI ja doSa na lAge. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (148)
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________________ prazna che; ziyALAno ! atibhayaMkara ThaMDI evI to asahya hoya che ke dhAbaDAnA upayoga vinA uMgha paNa na Ave. emAM jo vihAramAM khullI skulo vageremAM sAMje utaravAnuM thAya ane bAjumAM nadI vagea hoya to to ThaMDI parAkASThAe pahoMce, bhalabhalA saMyamIo samAdhi gumAvI bese evI ghora azAtA anubhavAya. AnA upAya tarIke nIce pramANe vicAraNA karI zakAya. (1) Aje eka evA saMyamI che ke je game tevI kaDakaDatI ThaMDImAM paNa mAtra kapaDo ja oDhe che. cAlu kAmaLI paNa oDhatA nathI. nIce saMthArA sivAya ekapaNa vastu pAtharatA nathI. eka ghaNA vidvAna gaNivara game tevI ThaMDImAM mAtra saMthAro ja pAtharIne calAve che. jo satva phoravI zakAya to ThaMDI sahana karI levI paNa dhAbaDAo na ja vAparavA. (2) keTalAMka saMyamIo ziyALAnI kAmaLIo sAthe ja rAkhatA hoya che ane uMcakatA hoya che. be-traNa kAmaLIo jAte uMcakIne vihAra kare ane rAtre eno vaparAza kare. paNa dhAbaDA to na ja vApare. (3) ziyALAmAM bannaranI mAphaka moTo sutarAu kapaDo chAtI upara barAbara bAMdhIne paheravAmAM Ave to ThaMDI ghaNI ja ochI lAge. A kapaDo evI rIte paherAya che ke jemAM be ya khabhA DhaMkAI jAya ane chAtI peTa vagerenA bhAga paNa DhaMkAI jAya. AvA jo ni2vadya upAya ajamAvI zakAtA hoya to dhAbaDo na ja vA52vo joIe. paNa Ama chatAM jo dhAbaDo vAparavo ja paDe to pachI ziyALAnI kaDakaDatI ThaMDIvALA be mahinA /traNa mahinA sivAya bAkInA 9-10 mahinA to dhAbaDAno vaparAza tyAgI ja devo joIe. tAva Ave to ke ga2ma pANIno nAsa (bApha) levo paDe to tyAre nA-chUTake dhAbaDA vAparavAnI chUTa rAkhI zakAya. paNa e vakhate gRhasthonA dhAbaDAo vA52vAne badale saMghanA ja dhAbaDAo vA52vA vadhu ucita jaNAya che. divasa daramyAna besavAnA Asana tarIke dhAbaDAo na vAparavA. garama Asana ke kAmaLI pAtharIne besI zakAya. 139. huM luMchaNiyuM AgaLa-pAchaLa barAbara joyA pachI, saheja khaMkheryA bAda ja vAparIza : gocarImAM vAparI lIdhA bAda kAjo kADhavA vagere mATe luMchaNiyuM ghasavAmAM Ave che. A luMchaNiyAmAM dALa-zAkanA avayavo lAgavAthI tenI sugaMdhanA kAraNe ke bIjA paNa koIka kAraNosara kIDI vagere jIvo AvI paDatA hoya che. jo e luMchaNiyAne barAbara joyA vinA ja enA dvArA pANI luMchavAdi pravRtti karIe to e kIDIo paNa bhegI ghasAI jAya, marI jAya. ghaNIvAra AvI ajayaNAne kAraNe 10-20-25 kIDIo marI jatI jovAmAM AvI che. ApaNo nAnakaDo pramAda bIjA jIvonA motanuM kAraNa bane e kayo saMyamI svIkArI zake ? koIpaNa dezanI sa2kA2 nAgarikonA rakSaNa mATe niyama banAve che ke, "dArU pIne gADI-skUTarAdi vAhano calAvI zakAya nahi." to tIrthaMkaro vahAlA jIvonI rakSA mATe A niyama banAve ke, "luMchaNiyuM barAbara joyA pachI ja eno vaparAza karavo" to e niyama dareke svIkAravo ja joIe. | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (149)
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________________ luMchaNiyuM sAmAnyathI meluM-kALuM hovAthI emAM dhyAnathI jovuM paDe. uparachallI najara pADavAthI ja kaMI ja khabara na paDe. prati-lekhanano artha ja e che ke enA pratyeka avayavo khUba ja dhyAnathI jovA. barAbara jovA chatAM paNa kadAca koIka jIvo na dekhAyA hoya to? eTale saheja khaMkherI laIe ? che to emanI virAdhanA na thAya. ghaNIvAra evuM bane che ke moTuM luMchaNiyuM dhyAnathI jovAmAM pramAda thAya. badhA ja avayavo 4 sUkSmadaSTithI jovAmAM vAra lAge eTale kaMTALo ke upekSA paNa thAya. jo gocarImAM vAparyA pachI mAtra tyAM che thoDI ja jagyAmAM luMchaNiyuM ghasavAnuM hoya ke dALa-zAkano DAgho ghasavAno hoya to luMchaNiyAnA cheDAno ja thoDoka bhAga barAbara joI laI e ja bhAga judo pakaDI enA dvArA nIce dALa-zAkano DAgha ghasIne kADhI che zakAya. e vakhate AkhuM luMchaNiyuM jovAnI jarUra na paDe. paNa kApa vageremAM ghaNuM DhoLAyeluM pANI sApha karavAnuM hoya tyAre to AkhuM luMchaNiyuM barAbara ja jovuM ja paDe. luMchaNiyAthI pANI vagere laMDyA bAda e luMchaNiyuM khullu karI sukavI devuM. tathA gocarI che je mAMDalImAM vaparAyela luMchaNiyAno sAMja pahelA kApa nIkaLavo jarUrI che. nahi to rAtribhojanano aticAra lAge. 140. huM uMghatI vakhate mAthA nIce vIMTIyo vagere koIpaNa vastu rAkhIza nahi ? DAbA paDakhe sutI vakhate DAbA hAthane ja ozIkuM banAvIne uMghavAmAM jinAjJAbhaMga thato nathI. chepaNa keTalAMkone gRhasthapaNAnI Teva hoya ke mAthA nIce ozIkuM rAkhIne ja UMghe, ozIkA vinA uMgha na che je Ave to tevA saMyamIo ahIM ozIkAne badale dhAbaDo, vIMTIyo, jADI kAmaLI vagere rAkhIne enA A ja upara mAthuM rAkhIne uMdhe. AmAM sukhazIlatA to poSAya ja che, uparAMta A badhI vadhArAnI upadhio rAkhavAthI nakAmo che je parigraha ghaNo vadhI jAya. hA ! AcArya bhagavaMto vagere mahApuruSo vIMTIyo vApare to hajI barAbara. che paNa bAkInAoe e vIMTIyA vagereno vaparAza na karAya. . ja loca karyA bAda pAMca-sAta divasa mastaka sIdhuM jamIna para rAkhIne ke hAtha upara rAkhIne suvuM che che paNa jo kaThina paDe to pachI apavAda mArge mAtra loca bAda pAMca-sAta divasa sudhI ozIkA je karanAra vIMTIyokAmaLI vagere vastu vAparI zakAya. paNa e sivAya mAtra sukhazIlatA mATe, sArI uMgha che lAvavA mATe to vIMTIyA vagerene mastaka nIce rAkhIne na ja uMghAya. 141. huM lAITamAM ke enI prabhAmAM vAMcana-lekhana karIza nahi? prAcInakALamAM saMyamIo divasa daramyAna khUba zAstrAbhyAsa karatA ane rAtre e badhAnuM che che punarAvartana vagere karavA dvArA daDha karatA. ema kahevAnuM mana thAya ke sUrya uge che, te paNa saMyamIo mATe che hitakArI che, ane sUrya asta pAme che e paNa saMyamIo mATe atyaMta hitakArI che. jo sUrya kAyama ja udayamAM raheto hota, to saMyamIo satata navuM navuM bhaNyA ja karata ane junuM bhaNeluM punarAvartana na zuM karata. paNa sUryAsta bAda navuM bhaNavuM zakya na bane eTale divasanuM bhaNeluM punarAvartana thAya.Ama e | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (15)
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________________ 3 aA padArtho daDha thAya. ke eTale sUryAsta bAda punarAvartana rUpa svAdhyAya karavo. lAITanA prakAzamAM ke tenI chAyAmAM pustaka vAMcavA, prato vAMcavI e AjJAviruddha che. kemake e lAITa vageremAM tejasUkAyanI virAdhanA 1 puSkaLa che. emAM ya balba vagerenI sacitta ujaImAM vAMcana-lekhana karIe to to sAkSAt tejasUkAyanI ja ja virAdhanA thAya. ane ujaInI prabhA vageremAM vAMcIe to sAkSAta virAdhanA na thAya to ya e tejasa che kAya upara ja cAlatI lAITa vagerenI emAM anumodanA paDelI hovAthI anumodanAno doSa to lAge ja. e lAITa acAnaka baMdha thaI jAya to saMyamIne kheda thAya. "cAlu hota to A vaMcAI jAta." evI IcchA thAya. e lAITa pAchI Ave to AnaMda thAya. A badhAmAM tejasakAyanI virAdhanAnI anumodanAno doSa spaSTa rIte lAgI jAya che mATe ja balba ke TyubalAITanA prakAzamAM ke enI chAyAmAM ja pustaka-prata vagere koIpaNa vAMcana karavuM na joIe. - Aje ghaNA saMyamIo evA kaTTara che ke ujaInI prabhAmAM nAnakaDI cabarakhI paNa vAMcavA taiyAra ja nathI. game tevI TapAla AvI hoya to ya teo sUryaprakAzamAM ke chevaTe caMdraprakAzamAM ja vAMce che. 4 bhaNavAnI dhagaza evI to na ja hovI joIe ke jemAM cAritrane hAni pahoMce. vadhu bhaNI-gaNI 4 ja levA mATe TyubalAITanI prabhA vagereno upayoga karavAmAM moTI muzkelIo e che ke A paDatA khoTA ? A saMskAro AvatI kAle niSkAraNa paNa ujaIno upayoga karatA karI deze. anavasthAno vicAra karavo khUba ja che jarUrI che. kadAca ko'ka saMyamI sArA AzayathI e ujaI ke prabhAno upayoga kare paNa ene joIne bIjA ja ja badhA saMyamIo khoTA saMskAra ja pAmavAnA. teo to kAraNa-akAraNa joyA vinA ujaI-TyubalAITano ja A prayoga karavAnA. che. 1444 granthanA racayitA, utsarga-apavAdanA jJAtA haribhadrasUrijIe 1444 graMthonI racanA che jevA atimahAna, jinazAsananA zreSThakAryane karavA mATe paNa dIvo karavA vagere virAdhanAono dharAra 4 InkAra ja karyo. acittaprakAzavALA ratna dvArA ja emaNe granthanirmANa karyuM. paNa "apavAda mArge ATalA ja badhA graMtho lakhavA hoya to dIpaka pragaTAvIne enA prakAzano paNa upayoga karI zakAya." Avo vicAra ? che teoe nathI karyo. 4atyAranA koIpaNa saMyamInA zAsanaprabhAvanAdinA koIpaNa kAryo e haribhadrasUrijInA 1444 A granthanI racanAnA kArya karatA vadhAre mahAna to dekhAtA nathI ja. to pachI te saMyamIo zI rIte ujaIno, A prabhAdino upayoga karI zake ? - Ama chatAM koIkane A bAbatamAM chUTa joItI hoya to te saMyamIne mahAsaMvigna, mahAgItArtha mahApuruSanI saMmati, salAha levAnI khAsa bhalAmaNa che. 4 142. huM jeTalA meDIkala riporTa kaDhAvuM eTalA AyaMbila athavA enA karatA bamaNA be dravyanA A ekAsaNA karIza : IlekTrIkanI zodhathI vizvano bhautika vikAsa bhale ghaNo thayo hoya paNa IlekTrIka pAchaLanI che virAdhanAoe saMyamIonA saMyamane ghaNA phaTakA mArI dIdhA che. Aje Dagale ne pagale keTalAMka saMyamIo f saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (151)
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________________ IlekTrIkanA sAdhanono sAkSAta ke paraMparAe upayoga karI rahyA che. jarAka tAva Ave eTale blaDariporTa (lohItapAsa) karAvAya. ema eksa-re kaDhAvavA, sonogrAphI karAvavI vagere vagere aneka yAMtrika virAdhanAo keTalAMka saMyamIo hicakicATa vinA karAve che. mAtra 50-60 varSa pahelAnA mahApuruSo kevA kaTTara saMyamI hatA ! namaskAra mahAmaMtranA ArAdhaka paMnyAsajI ma.ne Arogya ghaNuM bagaDatA lohI-tapAsa karAvavAnI pharaja paDI to temaNe DokTarane sApha kahI dIdhuM ke "mAre mAruM lohI 48 miniTamAM ja pAchuM joIe, e rIte tame pAchuM ApavAnA ho to ja huM riporTa kaDhAvavA dauM. bAkI e lohI tame game tyAM nAMkhI do ane saMmUkimanI virAdhanA thAya e mane bilakula mAnya nathI.'' ane jyAre DokTare 48 miniTamAM ja lohI ApI devAnI bAMhedharI ApI, tyAre e mahApuruSe lohI-tapAsa karavA dIdhI. A sAMbhaLyA pachI jo ApaNe sAva nAnakaDI bimArImAM jhaTa blaDa rIporTa karAvIe, eksa-re karAvIe e zuM zobhAspada che ? thoDAka divasa bIjI-trIjI davAo karavA chatAM roga na jAya, to pachI nA-chUTake e riporTa kaDhAvIe to hajI sApekSa pariNAma kahevAya. Aje keTalAMka saMyamIo evA dekhAya che ke mahinAmAM eka-be riporTa to emane nIkaLI ja jAya. jarAka pIThamAM duHkhAvo thAya to ya eksa-re kaDhAve. jarAka AMkhamAM du:khAvo thAya ke tarata AMkhanA DokTarane batAve. jarAka dAMtamAM kaLatara thAya ke tarata dAMtanA DokTarane batAve. zrIsaMgha to saMyamI pratyenA bhaktibhAvathI paisA kharcavAmAM koI kamI rAkhato nathI. paNa A badhA riporTo kaDhAvavAmAM je ghora virAdhanA thAya enuM zuM ? (1) DaoNkTaro puruSa hoya to sAdhvIjIone vijAtIya spada moTA doSo lAge. (2) dAMtanI tapAsamAM sacittapANI vagereno vaparAza lagabhaga thato hoya che. DokTaro sacittapANI ke te vALA sAdhano moDhAmAM nAMkhatA hoya che. chelle hAtha to sacittapANIthI ja dhotA hoya che: (3) tejasakAyathI cAlatA yaMtrono emAM upayoga thAya ja eTale enI virAdhanA paNa ApaNA khAte lakhAya. (4) Aje keTalIka jagyAe evuM jovA maLyuM che ke jaina DokTaro sAdhu-sAdhvIjIothI dUra bhAge che. kemake sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo jaina DokTaro pAse jAta-jAtanA riporTo kaDhAve, tapAso karAvaDAve, upAzrayamAM ja tapAsa karavA bolAve ane DokTaro jaina hovAthI paisA mAMgatA zaramAya A badhI rojanI muzkelIthI bacavA teo jaina sAdhusAdhvIjIothI dUra bhAge che. A ApaNI chApa kevI kahevAya? jo uparano niyama levAmAM Ave to jhaTajhaTa je riporTo, tapAso karAvAya che e badhuM aTakI jAya. nA-chUTakAnA riporTa ja kaDhAvAya. ane emAM paNa A zikSA to bhogavavAnI ja hoya eTale niSThuratAno praveza na thAya.jyAre ema lAge ke "have riporTa kaDhAvyA vinA nahi ja cAle.'" tyAre ja pachI saMyamI riporTa kaDhAve. jo A bAdhA na hoya to pachI binajarUriyAtanA riporTo paNa nIkaLyA ja kare. niSThuratAno praveza thavAthI guNasthAna jAya e nukasAna vadhArAnuM ! hA ! mAtra vaidya pAse nADI-tapAsa karAvIe to emAM uparano niyama lAgu na paDe. jyAM | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (152)
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________________ eMTrIkathI cAlatA koIpaNa sAdhanano vaparAza thAya tyAM (DokTarI tapAsa vageremAM) A niyama lAgu pADavo. A niyama jo agharo lAge to pachI saMyamIo pota-potAnI rIte bIjI zikSAo paNa dhArI zake che. (blaDaprezara mApavAmAM paNa A niyama samajI levo). 143. jo mane sthaMDilamAM karamiyA nIkaLaze to enA upara 48 miniTa sudhI taDako na paDe ema karIza : jeo bahAra nirdoSa bhUmimAM sthaMDila jatA hoya teone A niyama vadhAre lAgu paDe. karamiyA e nahi pacelA khorAkamAM utpanna thatA jIvo che. jene khAdhelo khorAka na paceM, ajIrNa thAya tene e peTamAM paDelA khorAkamAM A jIvo utpanna thatA hoya che. keTalAMko vaLI ema paNa kahe che ke 'gaMdA-melA hAtha dhoyA vinA bhojana karIe to e mela peTamAM jAya ane enAthI paNa karamiyAM thAya, mATe vAparatA pahelA hAtha barAbara dhoI levA joIe." ahIM to eTalI ja vAta che ke "jo A karamiyA paDatA hoya to e aMge zAstrAjJA zuM che ?" (79)e karamiyAnA jIvo upara sUryano taDako paDe to emane kilAmaNA thAya mATe e karamiyA upara sUryano tApa na paDe enI kALajI karavAnI che. jeo vahelI savAre ke moDI sAMje Thalle jatA hoya teone to sUrya-tApano prazna ja naDato nathI. paNa sUryodayathI sUryAsta daramyAna sthaMDila janArAone karamiyA paDatA hoya, to teoe chAMyaDAvALA sthAnamAM ja sthaMDila besavuM. e chAMyaDo ochAmAM ocho 48 miniTa to e sthaMDila pa2 2hevo ja joIe. bAkI pAMca-daza miniTamAM ja sUryabhramaNane lIdhe tenA upara tApa AvI jAya to e na cAle. eTale sthaMDila gayA bAda je jagyAe 48 miniTa sudhI taDako na AvavAno hoya te ja jagyAe sthaMDila besavuM. jo evI chAMyaDAvALI jagyA na maLe to prAcIna mahAmunio to 48 miniTa sudhI tyAM ubhA rahetA, potAnA zarIrano chAMyaDo e karamiyAone ApIne emane duHkha na paDavA detA. kevo adbhuta jIvadayAno pariNAma ! . paNa Aje A rIte 48 miniTa sudhI za2I2no chAMyaDo ApavA jevo jIvadayA pariNAma ke zArIrika kSamatA prAyaH dekhAtI nathI. to AvA saMyamIoe je junA vastro paraThavI devAnA hoya enA nAnA-nAnA TukaDAo pAse rAkhavA joIe. ane sthaMDila jatI vakhate eka TukaDo sAthe letA javuM. e karamiyAvALA sthaMDila upara DhAMkI devo. eka luMchaNiyAmAMthI 25-30 AvA TukaDAo thAya. dhAro ke evA TukaDA lIdhA vinA ja sthaMDila gayA ane aNadhAryA karamiyA nIkaLe to prAyaH AvI sthaMDilanI jagyAe AsapAsa phATelA vastronA TukaDAo ke ekadama sukAI gayelA pAMdaDA paDelA hoya che. "aNujANaha jasugaho'' bolI e vajra ke saMpUrNa sukAI gayelA pAMdaDAno TukaDo laIne e sthaMDila upara DhAMkI zakAya. athavA sUryano prakAza karamiyA upara na paDe e rIte jo patthara ADaza tarIke mUkI zakAto hoya to chevaTe e paNa cAle. paNa kaMIpaNa DhAMkyA vinA e karamiyAone taDakAmAM tapavA devA e to jIvadayAnA pariNAmanI khAmI sUcave che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (153) ******
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________________ sthaMDila upara plAsTIkanI kothaLI vagere na DhaMkAya, kemake e tApa rokanAra nathI. e to kadAca tApa vadhArI de. jeo pyAlAmAM rAkhamAM sthaMDila jAya ane karamiyA nIkaLe temaNe e pyAlo bahAra paraThavAno hoya to paNa aDadho kalAka bAda paraThavavo. e sthaMDilanI upara rAkha na nAMkhavI. eTalA kALamAM lagabhaga karamiyAo svayaM mRtyu pAme. (mRtyu na pAme to ya 48 miniTa pachI saMmUcchimanI virAdhanAno prazna ubho thAya eTale te pUrve ja enuM visarjana karavuM Avazyaka che.) jo sthaMDilanA karamiyA upara rAkha paDe to svabhAvathI ja garama rAkha karamiyAne kilAmaNA kare ja. mATe upara rAkha na nAMkhavI. jeo pyAlAmAM pANImAM sthaMDila jAya emaNe paNa 30-40 miniTa bAda e pyAlo paraThavavo. jo rAkhavALo pyAlo vADAmAM ja mUkavAno hoya to 30-40 miniTa bAda (ane 48 miniTa pUrve) e sthaMDila upara rAkha nAMkhavI paDe. jo rAkha na nAMkhIe to vADA sApha karanAra bhaMgI khullu sthaMDila joIne dugaMchAdi kare e zakya che. eTale vADAmAM pyAlo mUkavAno hoya to upara rAkha nAMkhavI ja paDe. A badhI jhINI jhINI kALajIo te ja karI zakaze jenAmAM sAcA saMyama pariNAmo pragaTyA haze. jemane jIvadayAno pariNAma nahi hoya, karamiyAnA jIvo pratye sahAnubhUti nahi hoya teo A badhI vAtone nakAmI ja gaNaze. khUba ja apramattatAnI apekSA rAkhatI A jinAjJAo pramAdamAM khUMpelAo mATe ghaNI ja duSkara thaI paDaze. 144. mArA koIpaNa vastro sukAI jatAnI sAthe ja "eno cheDo paNa uDyA na kare" enI kALajI karIza : vastro bhInA hoya to ene dorI upara sUkavavA ja paDe: paNa jyAM puSkaLa pavana Avato hoya tevA sthAna para vastro na sukavavA. jyAM maMda pavana Avato hoya tyAM vastro sukavavA. puSkaLa pavanamAM vastro ghaNA vadhAre ane vAyukAyanI virAdhanA ghaNI thAya. jyAre maMda pavanamAM vastro sukAI paNa jAya ane vAyukAyanI virAdhanA khUba-khUba ochI thAya. paNa ghaNIvAra evuM jovA maLe che ke saMyamIo vastro sukavI dIdhA bAda aDadho-eka-be kalAke paNa vastro utAratA nathI. pAMca-dasa ke paMdara miniTamAM to prAyaH vastra sukAI jAya. e pachI enA dvArA je kaMIpaNa vAyunI virAdhanA thAya e nakAmI thAya. kALajI to evI karavI joIe ke paMda2mI miniTe vastra sukAya ke soLamI miniTa purI thatA pahelA vastra utarI ja jAya. e vAyunA jIvonI nirarthaka virAdhanA thavA ja kema devAya ? kyAreka to saMyamIo rAtre UMghatI vakhate vastro sukave ke cheka savAre e vastro utAre, AkhI rAta pavanamAM e vastro uThyA ja kare. vAyukAyanI puSkaLa virAdhanA thAya. jema gRhastho paMkho calAve e bhayaMkara pApa che, ema saMyamIo vastrone nakAmA uDavA de e paNa bhayaMkara pApa che. Aje evA ya mahAsaMyamIo che ke teo jhoLI bAMdhyA bAda enA cheDAo thoDAka paNa na uDe e mATe jhoLInI dorImAM ja e cheDAo barAbara bheravI detA hoya che. ema vastro sukavavA bAMdhelI dorIno vadhelo cheDo laTakato hoya ane pavanathI halato hoya to paNa te dorIne vIMTI laIne leRRpaNa na saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (154)
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________________ lavA daI vAyuvirAdhanA aTakAvanArA saMyamIo paNa che. vihAramAM kAmaLI kapaDAno cheDo laTakelo rahIne ucA kare to ene barAbara vyavasthita karIne bilakula uDavA na denArA saMyamIo paNa che. Ama Aje paNa saMyamanA jIvaMta Adarzo vidyamAna to che ja. ene najara sAme lAvIne ApaNe paNa e ja pramANe jIvana jIvIe. gocarInuM luNuM pANImAM dhoIne sukavyA bAda tene tarata utArI devAnI kALajI paNa khAsa karavI joIe. 145. huM mArA pustako, noTo vagerenA kAgaLo pavanathI uDyA na kare enI puratI kALajI rAkhIza : Tebala upara pustako, noTo mUkIne saMyamI Thalle jAya, gocarI vAparavA jAya ane bIjI bAju pavananI jhApaTathI pustakanA pAnAo kalAko sudhI uDyA ja kare. ekavAra to eka saMyamInA pratanA aneka pAnAo UDI gayA, upAzrayanI bahAra jaI paDyA. keTalAka khovAI gayA. keTalAMka pANImAM paDIne taddana bhInA thaIne phATI gayA..AkhI pratanA TukaDA thayA. AvuM jo atimahattvanI hastalikhita prata mATe ke navA lakhelA mahattvanA lakhANa mATe thAya to ? keTaluM badhuM gumAvavuM paDe ? mATe ja pustako evI jagyAe ja rAkhavA ke pavanathI e leza paNa uDe nahi. ane jo pavanavALA sthAnamAM ja pustako paDyA hoya to pachI pustaka upara bhAre vastu mUkI devI jethI pAnAo na uDe. maMda pavana hoya to jo e pavana pUrvadizAmAMthI Avato hoya to pustaka pazcimadizAbhimukha mUkI zakAya. jethI vajanadA2 vastu vinA paNa e na uDe. jo pustaka pUrvAbhimukha hoya ane pUrvamAMthI ja pavana Avato hoya to enuM pUThuM ane pAnA khola-baMdha thayA ja kare. paNa A badhuM maMda pavana hoya tyAre ja samajavuM. bAkI to vajanadAra vastu upara mUkavI ja paDe. e vinA na cAle. 146. mAMDalI vyavasthApaka mane je kAma soMpe emAM huM kaMda nA nahi pADuM, zArIrika muzkelI haze to paNa spaSTa nA nahi ja pADuM : saMyamIomAM paraspara saMklezanuM vAtAvaraNa ubhuM thatuM hoya to enAM aneka kAraNomAM eka agatyanuM kAraNa e che ke "mAMDalInA potAne yogya kAma karavAmAM ALasa-pramAda-upekSA karavI.' keTalAMka saMyamIo amuka kAma karavAmAM khUba ja ALasu, rasahIna hoya che. dA.ta. keTalAMka saMyamIo kadi pANInA ghaDA lAve ja nahi. e kAma emane nAnuM, halakuM, zaramajanaka lAge. gocarI vagere kAmo emane khUba sArA lAge. have jo A rIte saMyamIo pANI lAvavAnI nA pADI de to pachI mAMDalInuM pANI koNa lAve? je eka-be sevAbhAvI saMyamIo hoya emanA upara badho bojo Ave. ane A rIte potAnA upara vadhAre bojo AvavAthI emanA paNa bhaktibhAvo khatama thaI jAya. ema unALAmAM keTalAMka saMyamIo bapore gocarI javA taiyAra na thAya. tyAre teo AMbila khAtethI ghaDAo bharIne upAzrayamAM mUkI devAnuM ja kAma kare. keTalAMko vaLI eke ya kAma na kare. emAM jyAre saMyamIo ochA hoya athavA to be-traNa saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (155)
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________________ saMyamIo glAna hovAthI emanA mAMDalInA kAryo bIjAe karavAnA hoya tyAre bAkInA saMyamIoe be- che. che traNa kAma karavAnI taiyArI rAkhavI ja paDe. paNa e vakhate paNa keTalAMko eka kAma karIne saMtoSa mAnI ? ja letA hoya che. dA.ta. traNa sAdhuomAM eka gharaDA sAdhu sAMjanuM pANI kADhatA hoya ane tyAre vaDIla sAdhu zuM kahe ke "huM to mAtra luNAM kADhavAnuM (dhovAnuM) kAma karIza." to bAkI rahelA eka saMyamIe be TAImanuM ? che pANI, be ke traNa TAImanI gocarI vagere keTalA badhA kAryo karavA paDe ? che eTale eka ja kArya karavAnI Teva yogya nathI. pratyeka saMyamIe vicAravuM joIe ke "atyAre A grupamAM jeTalA sAdhuo che ane je rItanI paristhiti che, te pramANe mAre keTalAM kAmo, kayA kAmo karavA che ja joIe ?" ane e pramANe te te kAryo karavA ja joIe. jo saMyamIo mAMDalInA kAmo na kare, ochA kare, aNagamAthI kare to vyavasthApaka muMjhavAI ? $ jAya. vyavasthA khoraMbhAI jAya. paraspara saMklezanuM vAtAvaraNa sAva nAnakaDI bAbatonA kAraNe UbhuM ? ja thAya. aNabanAvo ane abolA thAya. jo ApaNe Aje saMyamajIvanane badale saMsAramAM hota to divasamAM keTalA kAmo karatA hota? che. che AThathI dasa kalAka sakhata kAma karatA hota, ane saMyamajIvanamAM AkhA divasa daramyAna eka kalAka paNa che ja kAma karavAnI taiyArI na rAkhIe to e zI rIte cAle ? saMsAranA kAmo to pratyeka samaye pApakarma 4 * baMdhAvanArA hatA, jyAre A saMyamajIvananA kAryo pratyeka samaye pracaMDa karmakSaya karAvanArA che. to pachI ? che zA mATe A kAryomAM utsAha na jAgavo joIe ? eka munirAja paMnyAsapadavI hovA chatAM, 30 varSa jeTalo dIrgha dIkSAparyAya hovA chatAM, ghaNuM che ja bhaNelA hovA chatAM pANInA ghaDAo lAvavAthI mAMDIne mAMDalInA koIpaNa kAmo karavA mATe Aje paNa che ja taiyAra che. eka munirAja bhara unALAmAM 25-30 sAdhuone ThaMDu pANI vaparAvavA mATe roja pote ekalI $ je jAte ja 10 ghaDA pANI lAvatA, ThAratA ane gALatA. je eka ja divasamAM 40 ghaDA pANI lAvIne gacchabhakti karanArA mahAtmAo Aje paNa vidyamAna che che. be-traNa kalAka gocarI mATe bhamIne bhara-unALAmAM be-be jhoLIo bharIne mAMDalInI bhakti karanArA sAdhuo paNa Aje daSTigocara thAya che. bhale evA bhaktibhAva na uchaLe, paNa aucityano bhaMga to na ja thavo joIe ne ? ekavAra jI ? hajI bhakti na karo to cAle paNa aucityasevana to karavuM ja paDe. ane aucityasevana e che ke mAMDalInI che vyavasthAmAM badhI rIte sahAyaka thavuM. koIpaNa kAma karavA mATe sadA tatpara rahevuM. vyavasthApakane ApaNA che je mATe vizvAsa hovo joIe ke "Ane saMkaTa samaye koIpaNa kAma soMpIza to e karaze ja. e kadi mane ja ja nA nahi paDe." hA ! mAMdagInA kAraNe ke tevA prakAranA rogonA kAraNe te te kAma thaI zake tema na hoya to paNa ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (15) {
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________________ |ne spaSTa nA to na ja pADavI. paNa vinaMti karavI ke, "A kAma huM avazya karata ja. paNa mane A takalIpha che. Apa yogya goThavaNa karI Apazo ?" vinayapUrvaka bolAyelI A bhASAmAM garbhita rIte 'nA' hovA chatAM leza paNa saMklezanuM vAtAvaraNa nahi thAya. bIjI bAju vyavasthApakanI paNa pharaja che ke kAryanI vaheMcaNI nyAyapUrvaka kare. amuka saMyamIone bilakula kArya na soMpavuM athavA khUba ja ochuM soMpavuM ane bIjA saMyamIone puSkaLa kAma soMpavuM, emAM sArA saMyamIone paNa saMkleza thavAmAM nimitta banAya che. evuM anubhavAya che ke bIjA saMyamIone ATha-ATha ghaDA pANI lAvavAnuM kahyuM hoya ane ApaNane cha ghaDA pANI lAvavAnuM kahyuM hoya to e kAma agharuM nathI lAgatuM. "badhAne ATha ghaDA ApyA che" e bhAna jAtane cha ghaDA lAvavA mATe utsAhita karI de che. paNa jo bIjAone be/cAra ghaDA lAvavAnA soMpyA hoya ane ApaNane cha ghaDA soMpyA hoya to tyAre manamAM vikalpo jAge che. vyavasthApaka pakSapAtI hovAnA vicAro jAge che. eTale kAma vadhAre-ochuM karavuM paDe e karatAMya anyAya thato dekhAya tyAre saMyamIonuM mana bagaDe che. kharekhara to saMyamIe vadhAre kAma maLe to ene paNa bhakti samajI svIkArI ja levuM joIe. paNa evI viziSTatama pariNati badhAnI na ja hoya eTale vyavasthApake ja mAMDalInA kAryomAM bhulathI paNa anyAya na thAya enI khUba ja kALajI rAkhavI. 147. huM dara paMdara divase pAkSika aticAra, padhdhisUtra, ajitazAMti, moTI zAMti, sakalArDano pATha karIza : nAnA saMyamIone sakalArhat bolavAno avasara bhAgye ja Ave. ghaNIvAra to evuM bane ke dIkSA lIdhA bAda cAra-pAMca varSa thAya to ya sakalArhat bolavAno avasara na Avyo hoya. pakSi pratikramaNamAM vaDIla sakalArhat bole tyAre ya zrotAono evo ekAgra upayoga hoto nathI. eTale dhIme dhIme sakalArhat bhUlI javAya. ane pachI jyAre acAnaka e stotra bolavAno avasara Ave tyAre muMjhavaNa thAya. jIbha thothavAya. ema kyAreka ekalA pratikramaNa karavAno avasara Ave tyAre paNa sakalArhat kAcuM thaI gayuM hovAthI muMjhavaNa thAya. pachI bhulo bhareluM sakalArhat bolavuM paDe. emAM keTalA badhA doSa lAge ?.. ema pAkSika aticAra ane pakSisUtra bolavAno avasara paNa keTalAMka saMyamIone varSo sudhI Avato nathI. ane chevaTe teonA A badhA sUtro kAcA thaI jAya che. ekavAra caudaze sAMje ghaNo lAMbo vihAra karyA bAda eka gurue ziSyone kahI dIdhuM ke, "badhA manamAM ja pratikramaNa karI lo" tyAre keTalAMka ziSyo muMjhAyA. emaNe gurune kahyuM ke, "amane aticAra ane pakSmisUtra pAkA nathI AvaDatA." gurue sakhata Thapako Apyo. 15-20 varSanA dIkSAparyAya bAda zramaNajIvananA pAyAnA sUtro paNa jo na AvaDe, kAcA rahe to to hada thaI gaI ! AvA saMyamIone mAMDalImAM acAnaka koI vaDIla Adeza ApI de to teo gabharAI jAya ane chevaTe nA paNa pADI de. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (157)
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________________ TuMka sAra e ja che ke A badhA sUtro dara paMdara divase pakti pratikramaNamAM bolavAnA Ave che ane e bolavAno avasara koIkane ja maLato hoya che. jeo khUba jhaDapathI bolatA hoya, sAmAnyathI emane ja pakSmisUtra vagereno Adeza apAya che. eTale bAkInA saMyamIoe (1) kyAreka ekalA paoipratikramaNa karavuM paDe toya bhulo vinAnuM zuddha pratikramaNa karI zakAya te mATe (2) game tyAre mAMDalImAM Adeza maLI jAya to tyAre vinA saMkoce bolI zakAya te mATe ochAmAM ocho dara paMdara divase uparanA sUtrono pATha karI levo joIe. dara caudaze ja A badhA sUtrono pATha karI levAnI Teva pADIe to ya khUba suMdara. Aje keTalAMka saMyamIo evA jovA maLe che ke "mAMDalImAM A badhA sUtrono Adeza di mAMgatA ja nathI. kemake emanA A sUtro kAcA thaI gayA hoya che." nUtana dIkSitoe to sauprathamavAra A sUtro gokhyA bAda 2-4-6 mahinA roja pATha karavo ane navakA2nI jema e sUtrone kaMThastha karI levA. e pachI ja dara paMdara divase A badhAno pATha karavAno niyama che. 148. huM khullA holamAM ja besIza. rUmamAM besavuM paDe to paNa bAraNuM khullu rAkhIne besIza : evI kahevata che ke "ekAMtamAM yogIne rAma jaDe ane bhogIne kAma jaDe" sAmAnyathI saMyamIo ghaNA sArA hoya to paNa anAdikALanA saMskAro emAM paDyA ja hoya che. emAM vaLI gRhasthapaNAnA paNa khoTA saMskAro aMdara paDyA hovAnI zakyatA ghaNI che. AvA saMyamIo sArA nimittomAM to sAcA bhAvathI sAruM jIvana jIve ja. paraMtu jo koI kharAba nimitto maLe to e junA khoTA saMskAro jAgrata paNa thAya. mATe ja saMyamIoe sAva ekAMtamAM kadi na besavuM. khullA holamAM ke jyAM badhAnI najara paDI zake tevA sthAnamAM ja svAdhyAyAdi ka2vA besavuM. AvA sthAnamAM beThA hoIe ane karmodayathI koIka kharAba vicAro jAge to paNa bIjA saMyamIonI hAjarI hovAthI koIpaNa pApa na thAya. jo ekAMtamAM beThA hoIe ane kadAca koIka kharAba nimitta AvI caDe athavA jAte ja kharAba vicAro jAge to pApo karI besAya. mATe ja uttarAdhyayanasUtramAM kahyuM che ke,(> "bAraNA vinAnI vasatimAM saMyamI rahe." bAraNAvALA upAzrayo kharAba vicArone vadhAranArA che. tyAM IMdriyone unmArge jatI aTakAvavI bhAre che. taddana khullA sthAnamAM pAponI zakyatA ghaNI badhI ghaTI jAya. vaLI kadAca saMyamI kharekhara taddana cokhkho hoya to paNa jo baMdharUmamAM bese to bAkInA saMyamIo ane zrAvakone paNa zaMkA paDe ke, "koNa jANe ? aMdara zuM karatA haze ?' ane teo manamAM jAtajAtanI kalpanAo kare. kyAreka to catura zrAvako veMTIlezana vageremAMthI 'baMdharUmamAM beThelA sAdhu zuM kare che ?' enI cakAsaNI paNa karatA hoya che. saMyamInuM jIvana evuM hovuM joIe ke enA saMyama mATe koIne paNa koIpaNa prakAranI svapnamAM saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (158)
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________________ paNa zaMkA na thAya. paNa holamAM vyAkhyAna besavAnuM hoya athavA holamAM zrAvako vagerenI puSkaLa avarajavara, "avAja hovAthI tyAM besIne svAdhyAya ka2vo zakya na hoya... AvA kAraNosara rUmamAM besavuM ja paDe to (1) ochAmAM ochA traNa saMyamIo rUmamAM besIne svAdhyAyAdi kare (2) eka ja saMyamIe besavuM hoya to eNe rUmanuM bAraNuM saMpUrNa khulluM rAkhavuM. arthAt sTopara to na ja mAravI paNa bAraNuM ADuM paNa na karavuM. bAraNuM AkhuM khulluM rAkhavuM. kadAca bahArano avAja aTakAvavA mATe bAraNuM ADuM ka2vuM paDe to paNa ene sTopara to na ja mAravI. koIpaNa vyakti e bAraNuM dhakko mArIne kholI zake evI avasthAmAM bAraNuM rAkhavuM. have to keTalAMka pIDha zrAvako upAzraya banAve tyAre emAM rUma banAvatA nathI. mAtra paDadAonI vyavasthA goThavI de che jethI gocarI vA52vAdi kriyA karI zakAya. paNa rUmo nathI banAvatA. A paNa eka anumodanIya bAbata che. paNa A vAta keTalA jaNa svIkAraze ? mAnya rAkhaze ? e prazna che. atyAre rUma vinAnA upAzrayanI prazaMsA karanArAo keTalA maLaze ? 149. huM sAdhvIjIoe lAvelA gocarI-pANI vAparIza nahi ane mArA gocarI-pANI sAdhvIjIone ApIza nahi : gacchAcAra payannAmAM kahyuM che,(82) "je gacchanA sAdhuo sAdhvIjIoe lAvelA gocarI, pANI, pAtrA vagere koIpaNa vastuo vApare che. te gaccha gaccha na kahevAya." A ja vAta sAdhvIjIoe sAdhuone AzrayIne samajavAnI che. AnI pAchaLano mukhya hetu e ja che ke "sAdhu-sAdhvIjIono paraspara paricaya, vAtacIta na thAya ane tethI brahmacaryanI rakSA thAya." sAdhuonA upAzrayamAM sAdhvIjIo pANI lAvIne ThAre, gALe, ghaDAo bharIne mUke athavA potAnA upAzrayamAM ja ghaDAo taiyAra karIne sAdhuonA upAzrayamAM mUke, sAdhuonI gocarI mAMDalImAM sAdhvIjIo eka miniTa mATe paNa praveza kare, sAdhvIjIo sAdhuone gocarI lAvI Ape... A tamAma pravRttio jo kyAMya paNa cAlatI hoya to e jinAjJAbhaMga rUpa samajavI. eka suvihita gItArtha gurubhagavaMta to tyAM sudhI kahe che ke,"gocarI khUba vadhI paDe to paNa e paraThavI devI. sAdhu-sAdhvIjIoe paraspara Apa-le na karavI." pUrve meM A vAta karI ja che ke sAdhvIjIonI javAbadArI jenA zire hoya te atyaMta saMvigna mahAtmA sivAya bAkInA koIe paNa sAdhvIjIono paricaya lezamAtra paNa karavo ucita nathI. gacchAcArAdi graMthono abhyAsa karanArAone A vAta ekadama spaSTa samajAI jaze. 150. huM ekalA sAdhvIjIone-ekalA bahenone eka gAthA ApavA jeTaluM paNa bhaNAvIza nahi upadezapadamAM eka khUba ja suMdara kathAnaka ke jemAM eka satIstrIne yogya guru pAse dIkSA apAvavA mATe eka deve yogya gurunI tapAsa karavA mATe eka AcArya bhagavaMtanI parIkSA karI. bapo2nA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (159)
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________________ je samaye sAdhvIjInuM rUpa dhAraNa karI AcAryazrI pAse e deva gayo ane mAMgaNI karI ke, "mane amuka - ja gAthAo Apo." kaTTara jinAjJApAlaka mahAsaMyamI AcAryabhagavaMte spaSTa nA pADI dIdhI ke "huM ekalA : je sAdhvIjIone eka paNa gAthA nathI Apato." eka mahAna jainAcAryanI paNa AvI joradAra AjJApAlakatA joI deva prasanna thayo. e satI 4 strIne emanI pAse dIkSA levaDAvI. A prasaMgane lIdhe e AcArya bhagavaMtanI comera khyAti phelAI. Aje keTalAMka saMyamIo ekalA sAdhvIjIone bhaNAve che, pATha Ape che, zAstrIyapadArthonI ja carcAo kare che. ema ekalA bahenone paNa dharmopadeza (!) Ape che. eka sAdhune to meM khuda samajAvyA che ke "tame ekalA ja bahenone vyAkhyAna Apo cho e zI rIte yogya gaNAya?" e sAdhu kahe, "bhAIo 4 AvatA nathI ane baheno khUba Ave che eTale ekalA bahenone bhaNAvuM chuM." Ane zI rIte samajAvavo? e sAdhunA vyAkhyAnamAM be-cAra bhAIo paNa AvavA taiyAra na $ thAya evuM bane kharuM? ane jo kharekhara evuM hoya to emanuM vyAkhyAna ekadama dama vinAnuM ja haze ne? che to pachI baheno paNa zI rIte pAmaze ? che re kharekhara evA upadezothI baheno pAmatA hoya to paNa AvA jokhama levA jevA nathI. 4 AtmAnuM hita jokhamAya evI parahitanI pravRtti jinazAsanamAM kadi mAnya banI nathI.' A ja vAta sAdhvIjIoe paNa samajI levI. teoe bhAIone bhaNAvAya nahi. emane ! je dharmopadeza apAya nahi. (vartamAnakALamAM have bhAIone pAchaLa besADIne ane bahenone AgaLa 3 4 besADIne dharmopadeza sAdhvIjIo Ape che. saMvigna-gItArtha mahApuruSo jo AnI saMmatti ApatA hoya che ja to eno virodha na ja karI zakAya. paNa mAtra puruSone dharmopadeza Apavo e to ucita nathI ja.) 151. huM gocarI vahoravA jaIza tyAre koIne dharmopadeza-bAdhA ApIza nahi! keTalAMka saMyamIo bhakta vagerenA ghare gocarI vahoravA jAya ane pachI "kema? rAtribhojana nathI karatA ne? jinapUjA karo cho ne? jo tame ATalA niyama lo, to ja tamAre tyAM vahoruM, nahi 4 to gocarI na vahoruM." vagere aneka prakAranA upadezo ApatA hoya che. baLajabarIthI, nahi vahoravAnI ja dhamakInA baLa upara bAdhAo levaDAvatA hoya che. jyAM gocarI vahoratA pAMca-daza miniTa thAya, tyAM je vAtacIta-upadeza vagere dvArA aDadho kalAka paNa pasAra karI de. e paNa bhUlI jAya ke "huM gocarI vahoravA nIkaLyo chuM, dharmopadeza ApavA nahi." dazavaikAlika sUtramAM spaSTa kahyuM che ke gocarI gayelo sAdhu gocarI saMbaMdhI pUcha-paracha karavA * sivAya koI vAta na kare. koIne dharmopadeza ApavA jevo lAge to ene upAzrayamAM bolAvIne upadeza ja Ape. sAdhuoe gocarIcaryAmAM upadeza Apavo nahi" Avo tIrthakarono upadeza je saMyamIo nathI 4 pALatA, te saMyamIono upadeza zrAvaka-zrAvikAo svIkArIne AtmakalyANa pAmaze e vAtamAM keTalI ja zraddhA karI zakAya? re ! kadAca e zrAvakAdi to potAnI yogyatAnA baLathI AtmakalyANa sAdhI paNa ! saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (160) (
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________________ kalaze paNa A rIte AjJAbhaMjaka banelA saMyamIonA AtmakalyANa mATe pAkI zaMkA thayA vinA na rahe. $ E saMyamI ghaNo lAMbo vakhata gRhasthonA ghare Ubho rahe to gharanA bIjA badhA lokone paNa aprIti che na thAya-dharma na pAmelA chokarA-chokarIo to bolI paNa che ke, "A mahArAjane bIjuM kaMI kAma che ke nahi? ja ahI zuM aDadho kalAkathI UbhA che. emanA kAraNe amArAthI TI.vI. paNa cAlu karI zakAtuM nathI." ja bIjAo azraddhA pAme evI pravRtti saMyamInI to na ja hoya. eTale saMyamIoe gocarI mATe ja na upAzrayanI bahAra nIkaLyA bAda gocarI sivAyanI bAkInI tamAma vAto daDhatApUrvaka baMdha karI devI. hajI ja kadAca ekAda miniTa kaMIka kahevuM paDe to e kSantavya bane. paNa lAMbA kALa sudhI gocarI sivAyanI vAto ? A na karavI. e mATe gRhasthone upAzrayamAM bolAvavA paDe. ka 152. huM hAtha dvArA Tebala-pATa vagere upara saMgItadhvani utpanna karIza nahi - saMgItanA rasika saMyamIo mana prasanna (!) karavA hAthanI AMgaLIo ane hatheLI vaDe Tebala- 4 pATa upara saMgIta-Dhola vagADatA hoya che. paNa A rIte utpanna thato zabda cauda rAjalokamAM vyApI ja ja jaIne vAyunI virAdhanA vagerenuM kAraNa bane che. vaLI AvA zabdomAM rAga karavAthI pApakarma baMdhAya. 4 je cothA vratano sUkSma aticAra lAge. keTalAMko to vaLI pikyaranA atipriya gIto paNa dhImA svare gaNagaNatA hoya che. A paNa che ja yogya nathI. che eTale upayogadazA dhAraNa karIne kyAreya paNa A rIte saMgIta-Dhola vagADavAnI kriyA ke gIto ja je gAvAnI pravRtti na karavI. 153. huM DagaDagatA Tebala-pATa nahi vAparuM, ene sthira karyA bAda vAparIza : che. jamIna UMcI-nIcI hoya athavA pATa-TebalanA pAyAo nAnA-moTA hoya/ghasAI gayA hoya to 4 che e pATa-Tebala jamIna upara sthira na rahe ane UMcA nIcA thayA kare. AvA TebalAdino upayoga 4 je karavAmAM saMyama malina thAya che. (1) jeTalI vAra pATalo Daga-Dage, eTalI vAra zabda utpanna thAya. je niSkAraNa utpanna thayelA zabdathI thayelI vAyu virAdhanA saMyamane malina kare. (2) cAra pAyAmAMthI che - koIpaNa eka pAyo | be pAyA jamInane aDatA na hoya, adhdhara hoya ane pachI e tarapha vajana AvatA , ja e pAyo nIce aDe ane bIjo pAyo jamInathI addhara thAya. ene "Tebala-pATa DagaDage che ema kahevAya. - eTale je pAyo jamInathI addhara hoya, e pAyAnI nIce koI kIDI vagere jIva Avelo hoya ? che ane e ja vakhate e pAyA upara ApaNA hAtha vagerenuM vajana paDavAthI e pAyo jamIna para aDe tyAre - kIDI vagere jIva marI javAthI virAdhanA thAya. A mATe AvA DagaDagatA Tebala-pATa na vAparavA. paNa jo bIjA koI pATa-Tebala na hoya to pachI ja ke jamInathI uMcA pAyAnI nIce kapaDAno TukaDo vagere bheravI daIne ene DagaDagatA baMdha karyA bAda vAparI che na zakAya. 154. huM bapore gocarI vAparyA bAda tarata pAtrAo bAMdhI laIza : A niyama mukhyatve ekAsaNuM ke savAra-bapora besaNuM karanArAo mATe che. traNa TAIma 4 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (191) {
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________________ vAparanArAo cheka sAMje sUryAsta samaye ja jhoLI bAMdhatA hoya che eTale emane A niyamano koI upayoga nathI. zAstrIyavidhi pramANe to (4)pAtrAo - jhoLI lagabhaga cothA praharanI zarUAta bAMdhavAmAM AvatA. paNa Aje A niyama banAvavo paDyo che kemake (1) tela-ghI-goLa vagere vigaIonA vaparAzavALI gocarInA pAtrAomAM enI gaMdhAdine kAraNe pAtrA dhoI nAMkhyA pachI paNa mAkhIo besatI jovA maLe che. mAkhIo aneka rogonuM ghara che e to badhA jANe ja che. viSTA vage2e gaMdA padArtho para besIne AvelI mAkhIo pAtrAo upara bese, sUkSma azuci coMTADe enA dvArA chevaTe meleriyA vagere thAya to navAI nahi. (2) khullA pAtrAonI gaMdhathI AkarSAIne kIDI vagere emAM bharAya e pachI ene dUra karIne pAtrAo bAMdhavAmAM ochI-vattI virAdhanA thAya. (3) pAtrA moDA bAMdhavAnA hoya to saMyamIo cheka chelle ja badhA pAtrAo bhegA karavA jAya tyAM sudhI mAMDalImAM ke upAzrayamAM badhAnA pAtrAo game tyAM paDyA rahe. eka-bIjAnA pagamAM Ave. AvA keTalAMka kAraNosara Aje bapore gocarI vAparyA bAda jevuM parimaanuM paccakkhANa Ave tarata ja saMyamIoe badhA pAtrA bhegA karI jhoLI bAMdhI devI joIe. kyAreka evuM bane che ke jhaDapI vAparanArA saMyamIo vAparIne UbhA thaI gayA pachI aDadhokalAka bAda gocarI mAMDalI purI thatI hoya che. e vakhate jo vahelA vAparI cUkelA saMyamIonA pAtrA mAMDalImAM vaparAzamAM hoya to te saMyamIo jhoLI na bAMdhI zake. AvA vakhate te saMyamIoe vacceno TAIma bIjA badhA kAma patAvI ke chevaTe aDadho kalAka svAdhyAya karIne paNa gocarI mAMDalI pUrNa thatAnI sAthe tarata ja pAtrA bAMdhI devA. paNa be-cAra kalAka bAda bAMdhavAno vicAra na karavo. 155. huM mANaso pAse pANInA ghaDA maMgAvIza nahi, koI lAvaze to vahorIza nahi : jeo vihA2mAM mANasa sAthe rAkhe che teo AMbila khAtethI pANI lAvavAnuM, pANI ThAravAnuM, pANI gALavAnuM badhuM kAma e mANasane soMpI detA hoya che. (alabatta, keTalAMko ja AvuM kare che.) keTalAMko vaLI mANasa sAthe nathI rAkhatA to paNa vihArathI thAkI gayA hoya eTale derAsaranA pujArIne ke pachI zrAvakAdine kahI de ke "tame pANI ahIM laI Avo." ane bhaktivALA zrAvakAdio saMyamInI pAse ja pANI laI Ave. saMyamI beThA-beThA ja pANI vahorI le. apavAdamArga tyAM ja lAgu paDe ke jyAM utsargamArga sevavAnI zakti na hoya. vihAranA dasa-paMdara kilomITarano thAka lAgyo hoya e vAta sAcI che. paNa eTalA mAtrathI 200-500 DagalA pANI lAvavA mATe paNa cAlI na zakAya e to zI rIte mAnI zakAya ? vaLI e ja saMyamIo sAMje bIjA 8-10 kilomITara cAle ja che. thAkamAM paNa bAkI badhI pravRtti cAlu ja che, to pANI maMgAvavAno doSa zA mATe sevavo ? ane e apavAda zI rIte bane ? eka tIrthakSetramAM to evuM jovA maLyuM che ke moTI lArImAM 15-20 pANI bharelA ghA mUkIne saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (162)
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________________ mANasa judA judA 15-20 sthAne saMyamIone e pANI ApavA jAya che. (atyaMta vRddha sAdhvIjIo che che ekalA hoya to A apavAda svIkArI levo paDe. paNa jo A rIte pANI maMgAvanArA saMyamIo yuvAna, 4 ke mAMdaNI vinAnA hoya to?) A rIte ja dhIme dhIme doSa vadhato jAya che. ane chevaTe gocarI-caryA paNa khatama thAya che, gocarI paNa upAzrayamAM ja AvatI thaI jAya che. che eTale ja thoDuka sahana karIne, thoDuMka kheMcIne paNa saMyamIoe jAte ja pANI lAvavuM. gRhastho ja ' pAse na maMgAvavuM. 1 kyAreka evuM bane ke saMyamIoe pANI na maMgAvyuM hovA chatAM ajJAnI-bhaktimaMta gRhastho sAme ja cAlIne upAzrayamAM pANI laI Ave ane kahe ke, "sAheba ! A pANI vahorI lo. ApanA mATe ja che kalAvela che." " e vakhate keTalAMka saMyamIo e pANI vahorI le che. "ApaNe to maMgAvyuM nathI. emanI meLe ja * je lAvyA che. pachI ApaNane zuM doSa?" evo vicAra kare che ane kadAca sUcana kare che ke, "bIjI vAra ja ke nahi lAvatA." A yogya nathI, kemake A rIte to koIka gRhastho potAnI meLe saMyamIo mATe AdhAkarmI . banAve to tyAM paNa saMyamIoe vahorI ja levuM joIe ne ? "ApaNe to gRhasthane e rasoI ja banAvavAnI kahI nathI. enI meLe ja eNe banAvI che. to have ApaNane doSa na lAge" e vicAra tyAM ja che paNa lAgavo joIe ne ? * paNa jema AvuM AdhAkarmI vahorAtuM nathI. tema AvuM upAzraye lAveluM pANI paNa na vahorAya. 4 ja e pANInI jarUra ja hoya to paNa ene kahevuM ke "A pANI tArA ghare ja pAchuM laI javuM paDaze. huM ghare ja 1. AvIne ja A pANI vahorIza." A rIte karavAthI pelo zrAvaka pachI kadi upAzrayamAM pANI nahi lAve. ane bAkInA che saMyamIomAM khoTA saMskAra nahi paDe. 4 . bAkI jo A rIte lAveluM pANI vahorI lezuM to e gRhastha bIjI-trIjI vAra paNa pAcho pANI ja lAvavAno ja. ane badhA saMyamIo A rIte vahorAtuM pANI joIne samajaze ke, "gRhasthoe upAzrayamAM ja te lAveluM pANI vahorI zakAya ane kALakrame e saMyamIo sAmethI ja pANI maMgAvatA thaI jAya to emAM che A koI navAI nahi rahe. eTale ja anavasthA doSa aTakAvavA mATe pANI upAzrayamAM gRhasthoe lAvI dIdhuM che ja hoya to paNa tyAM na vahoratA enA ghare laI jaIne ja vahoravuM. 1 156. huM AkarSaka cazmAnI phrema nahi rAkhyuM ane vadhumAM vadhu be ja cazmAnI phrema rAkhIza : ja A AMkho bagaDe eTale cazmA paheravA paDe e svAbhAvika che. paNa ene vibhUSA, phezananuM poSaNa che karanAruM sAdhana to na ja banAvAya. cazmAnI phrema golDana kalaranI rAkhavAmAM Ave, 1000-2000 rUpiyAnI phrema vAparavAmAM Ave. phremanA kAca raMgaberaMgI rAkhavA, cazmA gogalsa jevA dekhAya ane te jonArAne ema ja lAge ke "mahArAja sAhebe gogalsa paheryA che." tevA prakAranA cazmA vAparavA.. saMgni saMyamIonI niyamAvali (163)
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________________ $ A badhI bAbato aneka prakAre nukasAna karanArI che. je ApaNe gRhasthone upadeza ApIe chIe ke "teoe evA vastrAdi na paheravA ke jethI huM ja jonArAone emanAmAM rAga-vikAra jAge." to ApaNe paNa e niyamanuM pAlana to karavuM ja paDaze ne? 3 ja ApaNA gogalsa jevA cazmAo joIne bIjAone saMyamI pratye kharAba rAga jAge. AkarSaNa thAya che athavA to dharmiSTha zrAvakone saMyamI pratye aruci, asadbhAva thAya e ApaNA mATe to pApakarma baMdhanuM ja kAraNa bane ne ? ja bhakto jeTalI bhakti kare e badhI svIkArI ja levI evo to niyama nathI. bhale ne bhakta 1000-2000 nI phrema vahorAve, moMghAdATa cazmA karAve ApaNe eno asvIkAra karIne ApaNA saMyamanI rakSA karavI ja paDe. je cazmA AMkhonI jhAMkhapanI eka davA mAtra rUpa che emane ya vibhUSAnuM ja sAdhana banAvI devuM e to yogya zI rIte gaNAya ? bhale, vajanamAM halakI phrema laIe paNa dekhAvamAM to sAdI phrema ja levI. kALA ke katthaI kalaranI ? je phrema cAlI zake che. Azare 300/400 ke 500 rUpiyAthI vadhAre kiMmatanI phrema na vAparavI evI bAdhA che $ laI zakAya. (AmAM mAtra phremanI ja kiMmata gaNavAnI. kAcanI kiMmata nahi.), eka cazmA tUTI jAya tyAre tAtkAlika navA banAvavA kaparA che. be-traNa divasa lAgI jAya. che eTale te mATe phrema vadhArAnI rAkhavI paDe to ya ekathI vadhAre to na ja rAkhavI. traNa-cAra-pAMca phremo . je koI pAse rAkhe e aparigraha mahAvratane malina karanAra bane che. 157. huM vaDIlo karatA uMcA Asane besIza nahi : keTalAMka chUTachATavALA saMyamIo vaDIla mahAtmAonI hAjarImAM paNa pATa upara ke khurazI upara ja besIne vAtacIta karatA hoya che. A to vaDIla mahAtmAnI AzAtanAnuM pApa che ane vaDIlasaMyamInI AzAtanA eTale paramArthathI to saMyamanI ja AzAtanA ! che ema comAsAmAM pratikramaNa bAda keTalAMka nAnA saMyamIo vahelA uMghI javuM hoya to vaDIlo nIce che beThA hovA chatAM paNa pATa upara uMghI jatA hoya che. A paNa na cAle. jo kAraNasara rAtre pratikramaNa bAda A $ tarata saMthAro karavo hoya ane vaDIlo nIce beThA hoya to (1) pATane badale jamIna upara saMthAro karI che suI javuM. vaDIlone vinaMtI karavI ke teo pATa upara saMthAro karatI vakhate uThADI de. eTale e vakhate che che uThIne pATa para suI zakAya. (2) A rIte aDadhI UMgha karavI na phAvatI hoya to vaDIlone vinaMti karavI che. ke teo pATa upara bese. eTale pachI pATa upara saMthArI zakAya. (3) vaDIlone e rIte pATa upara besavuM ? je na phAve to baLajabarI to na ja karAya. chevaTe jyAM vaDIlonI najara na paDatI hoya tevA sthAnamAM pATa je upara saMthAro karavo. eTale doSa na lAge. (4) evuM sthAna na hoya to chevaTe vaDIlo ja rajA Ape che che ke, "tame pATa upara uMgho. ame bhale nIce beThA hoIe. amArI tamane rajA che." to pachI A rIte A ja vaDIlonI rajA laIne pATa upara saMthArI zakAya. paNa evI rajA lIdhA vinA to na ja besAya. $ slIpaDIsa vagere keTalAMka vicitra rogavALA saMyamIo nIce palAThI vALIne lAMbo samaya besI che che zakavA asamartha hoya che ane mATe gocarI vAparavAdi kAma sivAya teo pATa upara ke khurazI upara che saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (194)
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________________ besatA hoya che. have A saMyamIo vaDIlonI sAme paNa pATa-khurazI upara bese e to bilakula 4 ja zobhAspada nathI ja. ane covIsa kalAka badhA ja vaDIlo A saMyamIne mATe pote paNa pATAdi upara bese ja e ja zakya nathI. to AvA saMyamIoe paNa vaDIlonI daSTi na paDe tevA alAyadA rUmamAM athavA ja che paDadAnI pAchaLa ja pATAdi upara uMcuM besavuM. vaDIlonI hAjarImAM to nIce ja besavuM paDe. vaDIlo karatAM vadhAre moMghA, vadhAre sArA Asana upara besavuM e paNa doSa ja che. e na bhUlavuM. 158. huM khurazI para nahi besuM : khurazI to ophisamAM kAma karanArA ophisarone, kAryakarone zobhe. saMyamI ophisara nathI. A khurazI upara beThelo saMyamI zobhAspada paNa nathI lAgato. emAM uddhatAI, ahaMkAra vagere doSo ? je khurazInA prabhAvathI jaNAI Ave che. emAM ya saMyamI khurazI upara, paga upara paga caDAvIne bese, sAme - bIjI khurazI upara paga laMbAvIne bese. e badhA dazyo to yAda Ave to ya dhrujArI chUTe che. saMyamI zuM AvI dazAmAM hoI zake? kyAM TUMTIyuM vALIne kukaDAnI jema nAnakaDA saMthArA upara sunAro saMyamI ! ane kyAM A Adhunika, phezanebala rItabhAtavALo saMyamI (1) ! Aje to lagabhaga badhe ja plAsTIkanI khurazIo jovA maLe che. jJAnabhaMDAramAM pustaka kaDhAvavA jaIe to paNa mANaso saMyamIne besavA mATe khurazI Ape. DaoNkTarane tyAM jaIe to ya rAha jovA mATe khurazI upara besavAnuM kahe. AvA game te prasaMgo bane, saMyamIe nIce besavuM, nIce besI zakAya tema na hoya to ubhA rahevuM ja che paNa khurazIno upayoga na ja karavo. apavAdamArge khurazI para besavuM paNa paDe. dA.ta. DaoNkTaranI sAme khurazI para besavAno vakhata 7 Ave. tathA davAkhAne gayA ane DaoNkTara AvavAne vAra hoya, tabiyata sArI na hovAthI ubhA rahevuM te zakya na hoya to pachI nAchUTake khurazI para besavuM paDe. paNa AvA gADha kAraNo sivAya to khurazI upara na ja besavuM. emAM ya je khurazIomAM plAsTIkanA pATAo ADA-ubhA nAMkhelA hoya, je khurazIo kapaDAnA ja pATAothI banelI hoya ane e pATAomAM vacce jIvo bharAI javAnI zakyatA hoya tevI khurazIo to vadhAre kharAba che. enA karatA Aje cArebAju jovA maLatI, ADA-ubhA pATA vinAnI, ekalI plAsTIkanI khurazIo ochI kharAba che. koI gADha kAraNasara khurazI vAparavI ja paDe to paNa AvI che ji khurazI vAparavAmAM ocho doSa che. 159. huM comAsA vinA pATano upayoga nahi karuM : ja : gacchAcAra pannAmAM (85)khuda AcAryabhagavaMtone paNa zeSakALamAM pATa vAparavAno niSedha karyo che ja che. enA ghaNA kAraNo che. vartamAnamAM to upAzrayomAM je pATo hoya che. te badhI saMyamIo mATe ja bane che mi che eTale cokhkhI AdhAkarmI pATo che. eTale ja jeo pATa vApare teone e pATa banAvavAmAM je che A vanaspatikAya (lAkaDuM)nA jIvonI virAdhanA thaI hoya, lAkaDuM kApavA-cholavAmAM je trasakAya jIvono ? A vinAza thayo hoya, pATa taiyAra karavAmAM je pANI ke agni vagereno upayoga thayo hoya te tamAma ja [ saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (15)
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________________ virAdhanAonI anumodanAno doSa lAge. jema AdhAkarmI gocarI vAparavAmAM doSo lAge ema AdhAkarmI pATa vAparavAmAM doSo lAge. prAcInakALamAM to saMyamIo comAsA vakhate jAte gRhasthonA gharamAMthI pATo lAvIne vAparatA ane cAra mahinA bAda pAchI ApI detA. eTale teone doSa na lAgatA. paNa Aje zuM ? comAsAmAM pATa vAparavAnI je zAstrAjJA che, tenI pAchaLanuM kAraNa e che ke comAsAmAM sApa vagereno upadrava vadhAre hoya. sApa UMcI pATa upara caDI na zake mATe pATa vaparAtI... Aje to eke ya upAzrayamAM eka paNa vAra sApa nIkaLe evI saMbhAvanA ghaNI-ghaNI ochI che. eTale je kAraNosara pATa vAparavAnI hatI e kA2No have dekhAtA nathI. bIjI bAju pATa vAparavAmAM junAkALamAM na lAgatA ghaNA badhA doSo Aje anivArya banyA che. jo pATa vAparavAnI ja na hota to bhAratanA saMgho upara 8000 pATo banAvavAno bojo na paDyo hota. eka pATa Azare ochAmAM ochAM 1000 rUpiyAnI thAya. eTale mAtra pATa pAchaLa zrI saMghe 80,00,000= eMsI lAkhano kharco karyo. (vaLI navI navI pATo banAvavI paDe e to judI ja gaNavI.) vaLI Aje to jamIna karatA ghaNA UMcA sthAnamAM ja saMyamIone rahevAnuM hoya che. dasa-paMdara pagathiyA caDyA bAda upAzrayano nIceno hola zarU thAya. pahelA-bIjA mALanA hola to UMcA ja hoya. eTale e holanI jamIna ja pATanuM kAma karanArI na bane ? e vicAraNIya che. A bAbatamAM vartamAnanA gItArtha-saMvigna mahApuruSo bhegA maLIne koI nirNaya na le tyAM sudhI comAsAmAM pATa vAparavAno vyavahAra cAlu ja rAkhavo. paNa zeSakALamAM to pATa vAparavAno zAstroe ja niSedha karyo che. to e kALamAM to pATa na ja vAparavI joIe ne ? vartamAnakALane najara sAme rAkhIne AcArya bhagavaMto, upAdhyAyajI bhagavaMto vagere pATa vApare to e hajI kadAca mAnya gaNIe paNa sAmAnya sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo pATAdino tyAga na karI zake ? Aje paNa evA AcArya bhagavaMto che ke je vidvAna, aneka ziSyonA guru hovA chatAM paNa pATa vAparatA nathI. hA ! mAMdagImAM, ati bhayaMkara ThaMDImAM ke evA koI gADha kAraNasara pATa vAparavI paDe to e judI vAta ! paNa e sivAya to pATatyAga karI ja zakAya che. pATanI jema Tebalo paNa sAdhuo mATe ja banatA hovAthI AdhAkarmI hoya che. eTale kharekhara to e paNa na vaparAya. sAdhuoe hAthamAM ja pratanA pAnA rAkhIne vAMcavAnI Teva pADavI paDe, chatAM jeo lekhananuM kAma ka2tA hoya teone TebalAdi vinA lakhavuM kaparuM paDe eTale te mahAtmAo lekhanAdi mATe Tebala vAparI zake. bAkI bIjA saMyamIo Tebala na vApare to e sArA mATe ja che. 160. huM roja sAthe rahelA tamAma vaDIla saMyamIone vaMdana karIza, rahI jAya to chevaTe sthApanAjI sAme temane vaMdana karI laIza : jyAre be-pAMca saMyamIo ja sAthe vicaratA hoya tyAre to teo paraspara vaMdana ka2vAnA ja che. paNa 20-30 saMyamIonA grupomAM ALasu saMyamIo roja eka-be-traNa vaMdana ka2vAnuM cUkI jatA hoya saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (1966)
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________________ che. emAM emano bhAva kharAba nathI hoto, paNa potAnA kartavya tarapha bedhyAna rahevuM e paNa eka prakArano aticAra-malinabhAva to kahevAya ja. sAthe rahelA tamAma vaDIla saMyamIone vaMdana karavA e saMyamInI pharaja che, kartavya che. vaDIlomAM rahelA uMcIkakSAnA saMyamanI anumodanA mATe ja A vaMdana karAya che. jo vaMdana na karAya to ApaNAthI uMcA saMyamIonI anumodanA na karelI gaNAya, ane UMcA saMyamanI anumodanA vinA UMcu saMyama prApta zI rIte thAya ? eTale upekSA choDIne, ALasa phagAvI daIne roja tamAma saMyamIone yAda rAkhI rAkhIne vaMdana karavA. Ama chatAM moTA samudAyamAM kyAreka koIka saMyamI yAda na Ave ane ene vaMdana rahI jAya to pachI jyAre e vAtanI khabara paDe tyAre e saMyamIne bIjA divase paNa vaMdana karI levA arthAt je divase jene vaMdana rahI jAya, tenA bIjA divase tene be vaMdana karI levA. A sApekSabhAvane lIdhe upekSA-pramAda aTakaze. kyAreka evuM bane ke sAMjanA samaye vaMdana ka2vA nIkaLyA ane koIka saMyamI sthaMDilAdi gayA hovAthI na maLyA. ane tarata pratikramaNa zarU thatuM hovAthI mAMDalA karI levA jarUrI banyA. to e vakhate sthApanAjI sAme e saMyamIne vaMdana karIne mAMDalA karI zakAya. kyAreka sAMje ja pAMca-sAta saMyamIo vihAra karI gayA. amuka saMyamIone A khyAla na rahevAthI e vihAra karI gayelA saMyamIone vaMdana karavAnA rahI gayA. to pachI te saMyamIone sthApanAjI sAme vaMdana karI levA. Ama karavAnuM kAraNa e ke vaMdanAdi karavAmAM upekSA, ALasa vadhatI na jAya. jo sthApanAjI sAme paNa vaMdana karavAmAM na Ave to saMskAra e paDaze ke "saMyamIone vaMdana rahI jAya to paNa vAMdho nahi. jeTalAne vaMdana thAya eTalA kharA.' jyAre sthApanAjI sAme vaMdana pharajiyAta karavAthI saMskAra e ja paDaze ke koIpaNa saMyamIne vaMdana rahI jAya e na ja cAle. chevaTe sthApanAjI sAme paNa vaMdana to karavA ja paDe. (divasa daramyAna je saMyamIo ApaNane bhegA thayA hoya e ja saMyamIoe vaMdana karavAno A niyama che. ApaNAthI dUra rahelA saMyamIone vaMdana karavAno A niyama nathI.) .AmAM vaMdana bAbatamAM judI judI sAmAcA2Io jovA maLe che. (1) keTalAMka grupomAM saMyamIo tamAma vaDIla saMyamIMone divasamAM be vAra vaMdana kare che. (2) keTalAMka grupomAM mAtra padavIdhara vaDIlone be vAra vaMdana karAya che, bAkInA vaDIlone divasamAM eka ja vAra vaMdana karAya che. (3) keTalAMka grupomAM vihAra karIne AvelA vaDIlone be vaMdana karAya che, e sivAya eka vaMdana karAya che. AvI je koIpaNa te te gacchanI sAmAcArI hoya te gacchanA saMyamIoe te ja sAmAcArI pramANe vartavuM. 161. huM mArI prazaMsA nahi karuM, thaI jAya to be dravyanuM eka TaMka karIza : AdhyAtmika jagatanuM adhamakakSAnuM eka pApa che - svaprazaMsA. aMdara ahaMkAra doSa saLavaLato hoya to e ahaMkArarUpI sApanA moDhAmAMthI nIkaLatI jheranI picakArI jevo A svaprazaMsA doSa che. puNyabaLe vidvattA, lekhanazakti, ziSyasaMpatti, viziSTa tapa-ArAdhanA, joradAra zAsana prabhAvakatAdi | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (167) *
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________________ re che prApta thayA hoya e to sArA mATe che. paNa e badhI zaktionI potAnA moDhe bIjA sAme prazaMsA karavI ? ja e ati-nimnakakSAnuM pApa che. ja keTalAMka saMyamIo evA hoya che koI na pUche to paNa potAnI labdhi-zaktinuM varNana karavA ja lAge. (1) mAre 85 oLI thaI gaI che. cAra mAsakSamaNa karyA che. AMbilo paNa be ja dravyanA karuM A che.. (ra) mAre 45 Agamo vaMcAI gayA che. meM saMskRtamAM TIkAo paNa lakhI che. mArA pustako khaba re * Adeya banyA che. cAra-pAMca vAra pharI-pharI chapAvavA paDyA che. hajAro loko mArA pustako vAMce che. (3) D mArA bhakto khUba udAra che. cAra-pAMca karoDanA kharce tIrtha ubhuM thavAnuM che te joradAra saMgha nIkaLavAno che. huM jyAM kahuM tyAM lAkho rUpiyA ApI devA taiyAra che. (4) mAre to ziSyonI lAIna lAge che. puSkaLa ja ziSyo thaI gayA che. mArA vyAkhyAno sAMbhaLyA bAda mumukSuo mArA sivAya koI pAse jatA ja nathI. AvA to seMkaDo prakAranA svaprazaMsAnA svarUpo che. prazamaratikAra kahe che ke, (89) "je vastunuM ja abhimAnaHsvaprazaMsA karavAmAM Ave, te vastu bhavAMtaramAM gumAvI ja devI paDe." che upAdhyAyajI mahArAje jJAnasAramAM kamAlano upadeza Apyo che. teo kahe che ke, (8) Atman! 3 4 tane tArA kSayopazamathI prApta thayelA kSamA, saraLatAdi guNono ahaMkAra che? to tu mUrkha che. kemake e ja guNo to badhAyamAM paDelA ja che. tamAma AtmAo anaMtaguNasaMpanna che. ane tane jo puNyodayathI prApta ja thayelA madhurasvara, suMdararUpAdinuM abhimAna hoya to ya tuM mUrkha che. AvI tuccha, pArakI vastuonuM 3 che abhimAna kayo muni kare? A viSaya upara ghaNuM kahevuM che. paNa TUMkamAM eTaluM ja jaNAvIza ke jo Atmahita ISTa hoya to 4 sau prathama svaprazaMsAnuM pApa choDI do. koI na pUche tyAM sudhI ApaNA koIpaNa guNo ke zaktinuM pradarzana : ja na karavuM. paNa koIka sAmethI pUche ke "zuM tapa cAle che? zuM bhaNo cho ?" to tyAre javAba Apavo ja che ja paDe. e vakhate jeTaluM pUchAyuM hoya eTalo ja uttara Apavo. emAM vadhArAnI koI vAta na bolIe to huM ? e uttara svaprazaMsA na gaNAya. dA.ta. uparanA be praznonA uttara "mAre 85mI oLI cAle che ane je upamiti vAMcuM chuM." eTalo ja Apavo. paNa ene badale "mAre saLaMga cAra varSathI AMbila che. emAM ? 85mI oLI cAle che. mAre badho nyAya thaI gayo che. 25-50 graMtho vAMcyA che. have upamiti vAMcuM re chuM." evA uttaro svaprazaMsA rUpa bane che. vaLI A TUMkA uttaramAM "deva-gurunI kRpAthI o svAdhyAya-tapa thAya che." e vAta upara sAcA ja bhAva sAthe vajana mUkavuM. jAtanI zakti ane kSayopazamane taddana gauNa karI nAMkhavA. A rIte jeo vyavahAra pALe teo "svaprazaMsAnA pApa vinAnA che' ema nakkI thAya. khUba ja sUkSmatAthI AtmasaMprekSaNa karazo to Dagale ne pagale ApaNe svaprazaMsA rUpa pApano bhoga 2 ja banI jaIe chIe e dekhAze. ane A pratijJA lIdhA bAda daDha rIte jo e pApathI bacazo to ? che aNakalpita AdhyAtmika vikAsanI prApti paNa anubhavAze. Azcaryajanaka AtmAnaMda chaLaze. paNa e : che mATe svaprazaMsArUpa pApanI saMpUrNa tilAMjali karavI ja paDaze. Ama chatAM mohane paravaza thaIne svaprazaMsA : YYYYYYYY xxxxxxxxx saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali = (198)
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________________ kayAreka thaI jAya to enA prAyazcitta rUpe be dravyanuM eka TaMka karI zakAya. athavA to evI bIjI koIpaNa 4 ja zikSA dhArI zakAya. ja H 162. huM koInI paNa niMdA nahi karuM, thaI jAya to be dravyanuM eka TaMka karIza : # svaprazaMsA jevuM ja bhayaMkara A niMdAnuM pApa che. potAnA guNono ke zaktiono ahaMkAra ? je pragaTyo hoya eTale te guNo ke zaktiothI hIna AtmAonI niMdA thAya. tapasvIne jo tapa na pacyo che ja hoya to e navakArazI karanArAone khAudharA, khAvA mATe dIkSA lenArA, sAdhutA vinAnA kahe che ja svAdhyAyIne svAdhyAyanuM pAcana na thayuM hoya to e nahi bhaNelAone mUrkha gaNe, emanI mazkarI kare, 4 che emane tuccha gaNe. vyAkhyAnakArone vyAkhyAnazakti na pacI hoya to teo bIjAnA sArA-narasA je che vyAkhyAnonI bhulo kADhI kADhIne emanI niMdA-mazkarI kare. zAsanaprabhAvakone jo zAsanaprabhAvanA na ja pacI hoya to teo bIjA zAsanaprabhAvanA nahi karanArAonI niMdA-mazkarI kare ke "A badhA navarAM ? 4 besI rahe che zAsana mATe kaMI ja karatA nathI." upAdhyAyajI mahArAja to kahe che ke, "nikyo na vaDApa to A jagatamAM pApImAM pApI je mANasa paNa niMdanIya to nathI ja. maitrI, pramoda, karUNA ane mAdhyazma A cAra ja bhAvanAo jIvomAM che bhAvavAnI che. niMdA-tiraskArAdi koI bhAvanA zAstrakAroe batAvI nathI. - kulakamAM kahyuM che ke (8) "zithilAcArIonI paNa niMdA-gaha na karavI."upadezamAlAmAM kahyuM che ? 4 ke (89) "vicitra jIvana jIvanArAonI niMdA karanArAo hAthe karIne pArakAnA duHkhe duHkhI thavAnA dhaMdhA $ je kare che. potAnuM sukha gumAve che." je kharAba vastu hoya enI niMdA thAya evo niyama che to dareka saMyamIoe e nakkI karavuM che ja ke "anAdikALathI A jagatamAM kharAbIo ja ghaNI rahI che ane bhaviSyamAM rahevAnI che. to je kAyamI 4 $ vastu che, enI niMdA karIne lAbha zuM? enA badale guNonI anumodanA ja na karavI !" che eTale game tevA kharAba vyakti mATe paNa koInI paNa pAse kharAba na ja bolavuM. "phalANo ja je saMyamI krodhI che. phalANo saMyamI khAudharo che. phalANo saMyamI khUba niMdaka che." AvA koIpaNa prakAranA che ja abhiprAyo koIpaNa saMyamI mATe moDhAmAMthI uccAravA na ja joIe. ja keTalAMko to Dagale ne pagale AjubAjunA saMyamIo mATe jAta-jAtanA abhiprAyo bAMdhI detA ja hoya che ane bIjAo pAse e pragaTa karIne niMdA paNa karI detA hoya che. AmAM pApakarmabaMdha sivAya ApaNA AtmAne koI ja lAbha nathI. jo atyaMta kharAbamAM kharAba AtmAonI paNa niMdA na karavAnI hoya, to pachI jeo uttara 4 guNomAM thoDA-ghaNAM zithilAcArI hoya, svabhAvadoSavALA hoya to paNa bIjI ghaNI rIte sArA ja A saMyamIonI niMdA to karAya ja zI rIte? - chatAM jo niMdA karavI ja hoya to enI paNa chUTa. paNa eka zarata ke je vyaktinA doSo bolavA che hoya, mAtra te ja vyaktinI AgaLa doSo bolavA. e sivAya bIjA koIpaNa AgaLa doSo na bolavA. ja je krodhI hoya ene ja kahevuM ke "tArAmAM krodha che, ene dUra kara." paNa e sivAya bIjA koIne na kahevuM. 4 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (16)
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________________ bolo, che taiyArI ! jo e vyaktine khabara paDe ke "mArA mATe amuka saMyamIe amukane AvI che ja vAta karI che." to ene keTalo AghAta lAge ? e jAta-anubhava karIne nakkI karI levuM. ApaNA mATe ? ja koIka saMyamI bIjAo pAse niMdA kare ane ApaNane khabara paDe to keTalo badho AghAta ApaNane lAge ? che che? to e ja AghAta bIjAone nahi lAgato hoya? to zA mATe bIjAone duHkha denArI A niMdAnI che A pravRtti karavI ? emAM ya bIjAnA mumukSuo paDAvI levA mATe bIjAnA chatAM-achatAM uttaraguNa saMbaMdhI doSone ja UbhA karIne emane halakA cItaravA e atibhayaMkara pApa kahevAya. che jo mohane paravaza thaIne niMdA thaI jAya to tenI zikSA rUpe be dravyanuM eka TaMka ke evI bIjI koIpaNa zikSA dhArI zakAya. 163. huM mArI jAte mAro koIpaNa ziSya nahi banAvuM. guru mane je ziSya karI Ape eno ja ja svIkAra karIza. mArI pAse koIpaNa mumukSa taiyAra thAya to "e mAro ziSya thAya" evI lezapaNa je apekSA vinA mArA gurune ja e samarpita karI daIza : ziSyo karavA ke ziSyo thavA e pApa nathI paNa ziSyanI lAlasA ane e mATe karAtA mAyAja daMbha-kAvAdAvAo bhayaMkara pApa che. emAM ya viSamakALanI balihArI kevI ? ke mAtra eka-be-pAMca 4 varSanA dIkSA paryAyavALAo paNa ziSyo banAvavA mATe talapApaDa banatA dekhAya che. e mATe jUTha- 6 je kapaTano Azaro letA paNa keTalAMka dekhAya che. guru to e ja banI zake ke je gItArtha hoya ane saMvigna hoya. jeoe Thosa zAstrAbhyAsa karyo che ja ja nathI. jeo AcArasaMpanna nathI teo guru banavAne lAyaka ja kyAM che ? ja prAcInakALamAM to gacchAdhipati ja guru banatA. eka gacchanA 500 sAdhuo hoya to e badhAnA ja guru mAtra eka ja kahevAtA "gacchAdhipati." paNa je nUtanadIkSita thAya tenI sAthe saMghATaka gocarI koNa ? jAya ? enI sAthe vihAramAM koNa rahe ? enI sAthe Thale koNa jAya ? te vakhate to aMDilabhUmi, che ja vihAra, gocarI vageremAM be-be sAdhuo ja sAthe jatA. ekalA koI jaI na zakatuM. eTale te vakhate ja ja gacchamAM be-be sAdhuonI joDa banAvI devAtI. arthAt koInI dIkSA thAya to enI sAthe junA eka je sAdhunuM nAma joDI devAtuM ane be mane kahevAtuM ke tame eka-bIjAnA saMghATaka cho. tamAre gocarI-pANIja Thalle-vihAramAM sAthe rahevAnuM. ATalI bAbatanI kALajI tamAre paraspara karavAnI. moTI muzkelI thAya ? to to Akho gaccha hAjara ja che. graMthomAM lakhyuM che ke, (9dIkSA vakhate sAdhune AcArya ane upAdhyAya e benA dibaMdhana karavA che ane sAdhvIjIne e be uparAMta pravartinInuM dibaMdhana karavuM." AnA uparathI khyAla Ave che ke AcArya ja ke upAdhyAya ja guru banatA. bIjA koInuM dibaMdhana hatuM ja nahi. Ama gacchanI vyavasthA mATe dareka sAdhuone saMghATaka nakkI karI ApavAmAM AvatA. AgaLa ja che jatA e ja saMghATako have guru tarIke oLakhAvA lAgyA che. AvA saMghATaka-guruo Aje agItArtha ja hoya, asaMvigna hoya chatAM ziSyo kare che ane ziSyone laIne, gurune choDIne cAre bAju phare che. A che saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (100)
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________________ kevuM bhayaMkara mithyAtva ! ane have keTalAMkone A ja ciMtana cAlatA hoya che. "mAro koIka ziSya thaI jAya to sAruM." enI pAchaLa uDe uDe eka ja abhilASA hoya che ke ziSya thaI gayA bAda mAre zAMti ! kyAMya paNa ja ja hoya, comAsuM karavuM hoya to e mAre kAma Ave. gacchamAM rahevAmAM majA nathI. ghaNI mAthA-jhIka che A gacchamAM thAya che. koI ApaNane sahAya na kare.." ane pachI satata AMkho ziSyanI zodhakhoLa karatI che ja thaI jAya. che ema kahevAnuM mana thAya ke "jeTalI ziSyAbhilASA tIvra che. eTalI tIvra jo mokSAbhilASA hota ja to nakkI trIjA bhave mokSa thaI jAta." zuM satata ziSyajhaMkhanA sevatA munivarone ArtadhyAna-raudradhyAnanA bhayaMkara pApakarmo na baMdhAya? dIkSA lIdhI hatI, mokSa mATe ! to have lakSma zA mATe badalAI gayuM? zuM mokSa karatAM ya ziSyo ja vadhu sukhadAyI che? ke jethI mokSanuM lakSya choDIne ziSyanuM lakSya bAMdhI dIdhuM? ziSyalAlasA evuM tAlapuTa jhera che ke tamAma ArAdhanAo rUpI dUdhane jhera banAvI deze. ( ziSyalAlasA pote to pApa che ja, paNa e aneka pAponI janetA paNa che. (1) guru navA ? che mumukSune bIjA koIno ziSya banAvI de, to ziSyalAlasAvALAne guru mATe bhayaMkara asadbhAva-tiraskAra che ja thAya. guru pakSapAtI lAge. (2) je koIpaNa mumukSu dekhAya ene potAno karavA mATe svAdhyAya-dhyAna- 4 gurubhakti choDIne kalAko sudhI ene samajAvavo paDe. saMyamanA yogone gauNa karavA paDe. (3) mumukSu jo A je bIjA koI tarapha AkarSaNavALo hoya to enuM e AkarSaNa toDavA mATe bIjA saMyamIonA doSo gAvA che ja paDe. sAcA doSo gAya to niMdAnuM pApa ane khoTA doSo ubhA karIne gAya to niMdA sAthe mahAmRSAvAdanuM pApa paNa lAge. bIjuM mahAvrata bhAMge. (4) ArtadhyAna ane raudradhyAnanI hoLI saLage. (5) $ bIjAonA ziSya thatA hoya to e vakhate e ziSyanA saMsAra tyAga, dIkSAdinI anumodanA thavAne ja badale enA bananArA guru pratye ISyabhAva jAge. jo prasannatA gumAvI devI na hoya, jo gurukRpAnuM balidAna devuM na hoya, jo gurupAratanyAdi che ja guNo gumAvavA na hoya to vahelI take A ziSyalAlasAne jaDamULathI ukhADIne pheMkI devI joIe. - e mATe ja A pratijJA che. potAno ziSya karavA mATe koI ja prayatno na karavA. enA badale gurunA sAcA ziSya banavA mATe tanatoDa mahenata karavI. jeo gurune saMpUrNa parataMtra banaze, gurunI apUrva sevA- 4 bhakti karaze, emane guru taraphathI enI meLe ja ziSyanI bheTa maLaze. ane na maLe to ya sAcA ziSyatvanI 4 prApti to thaze ja ne? ziSya maLe enA karatA ziSyatva maLe e abajo gaNuM vadhAre moMghuM che. sAcA ziSyatvane ? je joIne prasanna thayelA guru ApaNI badhI ja kALajI karaze. yogyakALe ziSya paNa karI Apaze. eTale A pratijJAno prathama bhAga A che ke potAnA ziSya karavAno prayatna bilakula choDI devo. ja potAno ziSya karavAnA vicArathI koInI paNa sAthe vAtacIta na karavI. paNa ApaNA saMyamajIvananI sugaMdhathI ke ApaNe ApelA hitopadezathI jo koI AkarSAya to ? e to sAruM ja che. koIpaNa AtmA saMsAra choDIne sAdhu bane e kyAM khoTuM che? eTale jo koI mumukSu ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (171)
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________________ che taiyAra thAya to taiyAra avazya karavo. paNa e gurune samarpita karI devo. gurune kahevuM ke, "gurudeva! che jema vahorIne lAvelI gocarI upara mAro koI adhikAra nathI. meM lAvelI gocarImAMthI koIpaNa vastu ja Apa koIne paNa ApI zako cho. "meM lAvelI e vastu mane maLavI joIe." e vicAra paNa mArA che mATe pApa ja che. ema A taiyAra thayelo mumukSu e meM lAvelI ziSyabhikSA che. enA upara mAro koI che A ja adhikAra nathI. e mAro ziSya thavo joIe evI apekSA paNa mArA mATe pApa che. mArI lAvelI 4 gocarInI mAphaka mArAthI taiyAra thayelo mumukSu Apa ApanI IcchA mujaba game tene ApI zako cho. ja Apa Apano ziSya karo ke bIjAno ziSya karo e mAre jovAnuM ja nathI. mArI nahi karo to paNa mAre leza paNa ADA-avaLo vicAra karavAno ja nathI, kemake e mumukSu upara mAro adhikAra ja kyAM che? zuM ja Apa ja enA mAlika cho." pariNatinA staranI A pratijJA jeo AtmasAta karaze teo pracaMDa zuddhinA svAmI banyA vinA je nahi rahe. dhagadhagatI khumArI, gurusamarpaNa vagere guNo emanAmAM harSathI nRtya karatA saune dekhAze. paNa che e badhuM to ja thaze jo AtmA najIkanA kALamAM mokSagAmI haze. 164. upAzrayamAM AvelA gRhastho gurane ke vaDIlane maLI le e pachI ja e gRhastho sAthe ja ja vAtacIta karIza : zrAvaka upAzrayamAM praveza kare ane hajI to mukhya guru pAse ke mukhya vaDIla pAse pahoMce e A pahelA ja vacce keTalAMka saMyamIo emane bolAve. aneka prakAranI vAto kare. potAne kaMIka davA, noTa, ja sTezanarI vagerenuM kAma hoya to e kAma ene soMpe. ja A gurunI AzAtanA che. upAzrayamAM AvelA gRhasthone pahelA guru ke mukhya vaDIla pAse ja ja mokalavA joIe. emane teo maLI le, vaMdanAdi karI le epachI bAkInA saMyamI ati jarUrI hoya, che to zrAvako sAthe vAtacIta vagere karI zake. keTalIkavAra to evuM bane ke gRhastho agatyanA kAma mATe mAMDa aDadho kalAka kADhIne guru/vaDIlane ja maLavA AvyA hoya emAM 10-20 miniTa vaccenA saMyamIo laI le eTale pachI e zrAvako ya kaMTALe. ja guru sAthenuM emanuM kArya paNa khoraMbhAI jAya. kadAca upAzrayamAM pravezelA ajANyA zrAvako "guru-vaDIla kyAM che? koNa che?" e jANatA na ja hovAthI Amatema jotA hoya to tyAM paNa emane kahI zakAya ke "A amArA guru mahArAja che. atre je birAjamAna che. emane vaMdanAdi karI zakAze." jo zrAvako pahelA ApaNane vaMdana karatA hoya to tarata ja ja aTakAvIne pahelA mukhya vaDIla pAse mokalI devA joIe. A ja vinaya, aucitya che. che hA ! guru ke vaDIla ArAmamAM hoya, gocarI vAparatA hoya, bahAra gayA hoya to pachI ja zrAvakAdinA prathama vaMdanAdi svIkAravAmAM doSa jaNAto nathI. 4 165. mane maLavA AvelA gRhasthone paNa sau prathama gura/ vaDIla pAse mokalIza, pachI ja ja emane maLIza : 164mAM niyamamAM to gurune maLavA AvelA ke emane ema sAdhuone vaMdanAdi mATe AvelA che saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (172)
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________________ vonika zrAvako vagerenI vAta hatI. paNa koIka saMyamI ema samajatA hoya ke, "je mArA bhakto mane 4 - javaMdana karavA AvyA hoya. mArA bA-bApujI, bhAI-bahena, phuA-mAsA-kAkA, svajano mane ja maLavA ja mATe AvyA hoya. mArA guru ke vaDIlane maLavA mATe AvyA na hoya teo to sIdhA mArI pAse ja ja ja AvavAnA. teone guru-vaDIlanuM koI ja kAma nathI. to emanI sAthe to vAtacIta karI zakAya ne?" che to e samajaNa khoTI che. saMyamIono guru/vaDIla pratyeno ucita vinaya A ja che ke potAne ja maLavA ja ja AvelA svajanAdi hoya teone paNa pahelA guru ke vaDIla pAse mokalavA. teo guvadine vaMdana karI le, tyAra bAda ja gurnAdinI anumati laI e svajano vagere sAthe besI zakAya. ke AvuM karavAmAM Ave to AvanArA svajanone paNa aucityano khyAla Ave. temane saMyamI pratye che 4 bahumAna jAge ke "amArA mahArAja keTalA badhA vinayI che ! guru-vaDIla pratye kevo utkRSTa Adara-bhAva $ na dharAve che !" A badhuM thAya ke na thAya paNa saMyamIne potAne to AvA aucitya-sevanathI pracaMDa karmakSayanI ja che prApti thayA vinA na ja rahe. eTale potAne maLavA AvelA svajanAdine paNa sauprathama guru-vaDIlAdinI pAse ja mokalI 4 ja ApavAno A niyama yogya ja che. ka 166. (vijAtIyaparicayAdi na thAya te mATe) huM gRhasthone rakSApoTalIo ApIza nahi : khedanI vAta che ke Aje rakSApoTalI rAkhavAno, bAMdhavAno Akho uddeza ja badalAI gayo che. je je gRhastho lagabhaga sAMsArika sukhonI daSTithI ja, sAMsArika muzkelIo na Ave evI vicAradhArAthI ja ja rakSApoTalIo bAMdhatA thayA che. ja "mArA samyagdarzanAdiguNone khatama karanArA nimittothI A maMtrita rakSApoTalI mAruM rakSaNa A ja karaze." evI nirmaLabhAvanA, zraddhA ghaNI ochI jovA maLe che. 50-100 varSa pahelA prAyaH siddhacakrapUjana vakhate badhAne rakSApoTalI apAtI e vakhate jo che sAdhuo hAjara hoya to teo rakSApoTalIne maMtrita karI ApatA ane nahi to vidhikAraka ja 4 ja rakSApoTalIone maMtrita karIne badhAne eka eka bAdhA ApavApUrvaka rakSApoTalIo ApatA. paNa A ja sivAya rakSApoTalIo apAtI na hatI. saMyamIo rakSApoTalI rAkhatA na hatA. - Aje to dukAnomAM rakSApoTalIo veMcAtI maLe che. zrAvako paNa upAzrayamAM AvelA saMyamIo ja pAse rakSApoTalIo mAMgatA thayA che. zrAvakone khuza karavA keTalAMka saMyamIo rakSApoTalIo rAkhatA 4 ane ApatA paNa thayA che. keTalAMko to vaLI avanavI, AkarSaka rakSApoTalIo taiyAra karAve che. zrAvakone mATe saMyamIo rakSApoTalI banAvaDAve, potAnI pAse moTA pramANamAM rAkhe ane je mAMganArA zrAvakone te ApIne khuza kare, bhakta banAve e keTaluM ucita? e to AjanA gItArthasaMvigna mahApuruSo ja nakkI kare. rakSA poTalIo ApavAmAM dhIme dhIme bahenone paricayAdi vadhavAnI moTI zakyatA che. A rIte rakSApoTalIo ApanArA saMyamIonA manamAM zuM kharekhara e zrAvakonuM hita karavAnI ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (173) (
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________________ bhAvanA che? ke emane khuza karIne bhakta banAvavAnI bhAvanA che? e paNa vicAraNIya to che ja. che che ema lAge che ke saMyamIo siddhacakra pUjanamAM rakSApoTalIo maMtrI Ape e hajI cAle. paNa pote che. ja jAte rakSApoTalI banAvaDAve, potAnI pAse rAkhe ane pote jAte rakSApoTalIo Ape, sAkSAta pote 3 che bAMdhI Ape e badhuM zramaNadharmanI maryAdAnuM ullaMghana che. chatAM mahAgItArtha-mahAsaMvigna AcArya bhagavaMtone A apavAdamArga lAgato hoya ane eTale teo A AdaratA hoya to paNa e sivAya bAkInA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo mATe to A atyaMta heyakakSAnuM ja ja kAma gaNAya. evA saMyamIo to daDha nirNaya karI zake ke huM A bAbatamAM nahi paDuM. Aje ghaNA kaTTara saMyamIo rakSApoTalI mAMganArA zrAvakone namra chatAM spaSTa bhASAmAM kahI detA che hoya che ke "ame rakSApoTalIo rAkhatA nathI ane ApatA nathI." AcArya bhagavaMto sivAya koIpaNa saMyamIo rakSApoTalInI Apa-lemAM na paDe e khUba ja ucita jaNAya che. AcArya bhagavaMto to ? mahAgItArtha-mahAsaMvigna hoya eTale teo utsarga-apavAda jANIne emane je yogya lAge e teo 8 je karI zake. 167. huM guranI ke vaDIlanI hAjarImAM vAsakSepa nAMkhIza nahi chevaTe garanI rajA laIne nAMkhavAnI chaTa : rakSApoTalInI mAphaka ja vAsakSepano uddeza paNa Akho badalAI gayo che. saMyamIo vAsakSepa $ nAMkhatI vakhate evI bhAvanA vyakta kare che ke "tame jaldI saMsArasAgarane taro" ane abudha gRhastho che ema vicAre che ke "A vAsakSepathI amane saMsAranA sukho maLaze. paiso vadhaze, muzkelIo jaze." che. 4 (arthAt saMsAravRddhinI apekSA rAkhe che.) saMyamIonA saMyamaprabhAvathI bhAvita thayela vAsakSepa mArA mastaka upara paDaze to mArI badhI che A pApavAsanAo khalAsa thaI jaze." evI zraddhAthI vAsakSepa naMkhAvanArA zrAvako keTalA maLe? paNa upAzrayamAM AvanArA lagabhaga badhA gRhastho vAsakSepanI mAMgaNI karatA hoya che. ane have to nAnA nAnA saMyamIo paNa (gRhasthonuM hita karavA ke pachI potAnA bhakto vadhAravA ke pachI bIjA ja koIka kAraNasara ?) vAsakSepa nAMkhatA thayA che. emAM vaLI bahenone vAsakSepa nAMkhavAno vakhata paNa cheAve, paricayAdi vadhe... e badhA nukazAnanI bharapAI thaI zakatI nathI. keTalAMka saMyamIo A bAbatamAM paNa spaSTa chatAM namra uttara ApatA hoya che. "ame vAsakSepa ja rAkhatA nathI ane kadAca maMtrajapa mATe rAkhyo hoya to niSkAraNa vAsakSepa nAMkhatA nathI." A pratijJAno spaSTArtha A pramANe che. (1) jo mArA karatA koIpaNa vaDIla hAjara hoya to mAre vAsakSepa nAMkhavAnI jarUra ja nathI. je ja e vaDIla pAse ja vAsakSepa karAvI zakAya. eTale vaDIlanI hAjarImAM koIne paNa vAsakSepa na nAMkhavo. te (2) huM ja jyAre vaDIla tarIke houM, mArAthI moTuM koI hAjara na hoya tyAre paNa moTI che A tapazcaryAvALAone, moTA rogAdithI asamAdhistha banelAone ke evA gADha kAraNavALAone vAsakSepa ja karIza. paNa AvA koI kAraNa vinA vAsakSepanI mAMgaNI karanArAone namra bhASAmAM niSedha karI daIza. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (174)
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________________ "koIka moTI ArAdhanA karo to vAsakSepa nAMkhI ApuM." evI bhASAmAM khoTuM na lAge te rIte vAsakSepa nAMkhavAnuM TALIza. (3) guru ke vaDIlanI hAjarI hovA chatAM koIka mArA ja pratyenI zraddhAthI mArA hAthe ja vAsakSepanI apekSA rAkhe to prathama to ene samajAvIne gurunA hAthe ja vAsakSepa karAvIza. chatAM atiAgraha kare to gurunI rajA laIne vAsakSepa nAMkhIza. vaDIla na banelA saMyamIo A bAbatathI sahelAIthI bacAva pAmI zake che. AcArya bhagavaMtAdionI to vAta ja dudI che. 168, mArA karatA vaDIla saMyamI sAthe hoya to huM sthApanAcAryajI rAkhIza nahi : "sthApanAcAryajI na rAkhavA" evI bAdhA ApI zakAya kharI ? evo prazna thAya kharo paNa uMDANapUrvaka vicAratA enuM samAdhAna paNa maLI jaze. "sthApanAcAryajI=bhagavAna rAkhavA e to sAruM kArya gaNAya' evuM ja ghaNA saMyamIo mAne che ane apekSAe e vAta sAcI che. paNa (91)jeTalA saMva2nA sthAno che, eTalA ja AzravanA sthAno che." e zAstravacananA rahasyane paNa uMDANathI samajavuM jarUrI che. prAcInakALamAM AkhA gacchamAM mukhyatve gacchAcAryanA eka ja sthApanAjI rahetA. tamAma saMyamIo e sthApanAcAryajI pAse badhI kriyAo karatA. koIpaNa saMyamIo svataMtra sthApanAcAryajI na rAkhatA. Ano lAbha e thato ke koIpaNa kriyA ka2vA mATe gurunI pAse AvavuM paDatuM, kemake sthApanAjI to guru pAse ja hoya ane prurunI pAse kriyA ka2vAmAM ALasa, pramAda, upekSAdi doSo na sevAtA. IriyAvahi vagere kriyAo vidhisara thatI. badhA saMyamIo mAMDalImAM ja pratikramaNa karatA. Aje jenI pAse potAnA svataMtra sthApanAjI che, e saMyamI to IriyAvahi vagere kriyAo potAnA sthAne ja karI zake gurvAda pAse javuM na paDe. ane potAnA sthAne to beThA beThA iriyAvahi kare to ya tene koIno bhaya to na ja rahe. eTale dhIme dhIme kriyAomAM veTha utA2vAnA saMskAro paDe. Aje jyAre vizALa gacchamAM dRSTi pheravIe chIe tyAre kyAMka kyAMka AvA dazyo najare paDe che. potAnA bhagavAnanI pAse beThA-beThA, bhagavAnanI sanmukha paNa thayA vinA IriyAvahi karanArA saMyamIo dekhAya che. ema svataMtra sthApanAjI hovAthI saMyamIo mAMDalIne badale juduM pratikramaNa karatA thayA. emAM ya kriyAomAM veTha utAre. mAMDalImAM to badhAnI hAjarI hovAthI sahaja rIte suMdara kriyA thAya. Ama svataMtra sthApanAjI rAkhavAthI (1) guru sanmukha javAdi vinaya ghaTyo. (2) mAMDalInA pratikramaNamAM khADAo paDavA lAgyA. (3) kriyAomAM veTha utaravA lAgI. A badhuM joIne A niyama banAvavo jarUrI lAgyo. je saMyamInI sAthe guru ke vaDIla hAjara hoya ane emanA sthApanAjI sAthe hoya teNe svataMtra sthApanAjI rAkhavAnI koI jarUra ja nathI. hA ! jeo padavIdhara hoya, athavA svayaM sauthI moTA vaDIla hoya to pachI teo bhale sthApanAjI rAkhe. paNa bAkInA nAnA saMyamIo svataMtra sthApanAjI na rAkhe saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (175)
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________________ che e yogya bhAse che. hA ! guru ke vaDIla ja koIka kAraNosara svataMtra sthApanAjI rAkhavAnuM jaNAve to pachI koI doSa ? ja nathI. paNa te saMyamIe uparanA doSo ghusI na jAya enI saMpUrNa kALajI karavI rahI. 169. je sthAnethI gRhasthonA gharamAM dRSTi paDe te sthAne huM besIza nahi ? (9)saMyamIonI vasati asaMsakta hovI joIe. arthAt jyAM vijAtIyanuM rUpa na dekhAya, 8 che vijAtIyanA zabdo paNa na saMbhaLAya, vijAtIyanI avara-javara paNa na hoya evo upAzraya hovo che ja joIe. paNa prAcInakALanI A zAstrIya vyavasthA Aje to svapna banI gaI che. TI.vI.-TeparekorDaranA ? ja A jamAnAmAM AjubAjumAM vAgatA gIta-saMgIto lagabhaga badhA upAzrayomAM saMbhaLAtA hoya che. A pizcaro joIne AvelA saMyamIone e gItanA zabdo dvArA piksaranA dazyo paNa yAda Ave ane che ja enAthI nukasAna paNa thAya. ja emAM ya zaheronA upAzrayomAM to AjubAjumAM najIkamAM ja moTA bilDIMgo, gharo hoya. che "gharomAM rahelA TI.vI. vagerenA dazyo spaSTa dekhAya eTalA najIka te gharo hoya che. emAM baheno kAma ja karatA hoya.. ityAdi paNa dekhAya. A badhI paristhitimAM nirmaLa pariNAma TakAvI rAkhavA moTA che ja rUstamone paNa bhAre paDe e svAbhAvika che. ja eTale prathama vikalpa to e ja che ke AvA rUpa-zabdathI saMsaktasthAnomAM rahevuM ja nahi. AvA je upAzrayamAM utaravuM ja nahi. paNa jyAre moTA bhAge badhe ja A dazA ubhI thaI che tyAre AvA tamAma A upAzrayo choDI devA e prAyaH zakya nathI. to e vakhate A mArga apanAvavo ke upAzrayamAM je bArI-bAraNA vagerenA sthAnathI gRhasthonA 4 ja gharomAM najara paDatI hoya te bArI-bAraNA baMdha ja rAkhavA. tyAM besavuM janahi. je bIjA sthAno hoya che che tyAM ja beThaka rAkhavI. eka mahAna, gItArtha, suvihita AcArya bhagavaMta to jyAM AvA bArI-bAraNA hoya ke jemAMthI che A gRhasthonA gharonA dazyo dekhAya tyAM bhIMta ja caNAvaDAvatA. teo mAnatA ke A bhIMta caNAvavAmAM je A ? doSa che enA karatA saMyamInA pariNAmo khalAsa thaI javAmAM moTo doSa che. ja Aje paNa evA bArI-bAraNAonA sthAne bhIMta caNAvI devAya to emAM ocho doSa lAge che che paNa e zakya na bane to e bArI-bAraNA kAyama baMdha rAkhavA athavA chevaTe evA sthAnomAM na besavuM che ja e yogya che. saMyamI jo AvA sthAnamAM besIne svAdhyAyAdi kare to kAM to gharomAM rahelA lokonI saMyamI je upara najara paDe, emAM ya satata najara paDavAthI e lokone ja kharAba vicAra Ave. athavA saMyamInI che ja jANe-ajANe e gharomAM najara paDavAthI, TI.vI. vagere dazyo dekhAvAthI kharAba vicAro jAge. che evuM sAMbhaLyuM che ke "bombemAM eka saMyamI upAzrayamAM beThA beThA TI.vI. uparanI badhI siriyalo che ja jotA hatA.' saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (176) )
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________________ ke A badhA nukazAno khUba ja bhAre paDe evA che. eka saMyamI saMyamapariNama gumAvI zithilAcArI che ka bane ane pAcho sAdhuveSa rAkhIne sAdhu tarIke phare eTale e jeTalo kALa jIve eTalo kALa e zAsanane mATe nukasAnakArI bane, kemake enA dvArA zithilAcArano, khoTA vicArono ja phelAvo thAya. eTale ja che kyAMya AvA doSo ghusI na jAya tenI kALajI ati-Avazyaka che. che jyAMthI gRhasthonA gharamAM dRSTi paDe e sthAna vadhAre havA-ujAsavALuM hoya, svAdhyAya mATe che ja anukULa hoya to paNa e sthAnane choDI ja devuM. upAzrayanA bAkInA sthAnomAM besavuM. 170. huM sArI gocarInI prazaMsA ke kharAba gocarInI niMdA karIza nahi : mokSArthI AtmA mAtra zarIrane TakAvavA mATe ja jyAre vAparato hoya tyAre ene vaLI "gocarI ja sArI ke kharAba" evo bheda ja kyAMthI hoya? gocarInA rAga-dveSAdi pAMce ya doSo vinAno mahAtmA che 4 koIpaNa vastune sArI ke kharAba joto ja nathI. chatAM evA mahAmunio ghaNA ochA hoya. sAmAnyathI gocarI vAparavAmAM rAga-dveSa, anukULapratikULanA vicAro anubhavasiddha jovA maLe che. sArI vastu maLe to AnaMda thAya che. kharAba vastu maLe che to moDhuM bagaDe che. sArA dravyo vadhAre vaparAya che. pratikULa dravyo maMgAvyA karatA paNa ochA vaparAya che ja roTalIo garamAgarama, pAtaLI, khUba moNavALI hoya to khorAka doDha-bamaNo thAya ane jADI, $ ja lukhI, cAvavI paDe evI roTalI hoya to khorAka aDadho-poNo thaI jAya che. ema zAka, dALa vagere ja che badhAmAM Dagale ne pagale anukULatA ane pratikULatAnA mAnasika ciMtano lagabhaga cAlatA ja hoya che. je che Ama chatAM "A mAnasika saMjavalanakakSAnA pApo che" ema samajIne hajI enAthI cAritra ghAta che ja na paNa mAnIe. paNa pAtrAmAM aNabhAvatI vastu AvI paDe ane gussAthI zabdo nIkaLI paDe - A ja je taddana nakAmI vastu che. bilakula svAda nathI. AvI vastuo vahoravAnI ja nahi A dALa to sakhata : che tIkhI che. bamaNuM maracuM nAMkhyuM lAge che te A zAkamAM telano Dabo ja uMdho vALI dIdho che, A roTalIo che. che kAcI che. barAbara pAkI nathI. - AvA gocarInI niMdAsvarUpa vacano nIkaLI paDavA e ghaNo vadhAre doSa A 4 che. mana caMcaLa hovAthI ene kAbumAM na rAkhI zakAya e hajI samajAya. paNa vANI uparano kAbu paNa 4 ja jato rahe e AMtarika doSonI parAkASThAnI nizAnI che. che. e ja rIte - A kaDhI to zIkhaMDa jevI che | A roTalIo khUba moNa vALI hovAthI atyaMta ja je anukULa paDe che vAparavAnI majA Ave che te A dALanI mIThAza to juo ! cokhkhA-zuddha anAjamAMthI ja 4 A dALa pakAvelI lAge che ! - vagere rUpa gocarInI koIpaNa vastu mATe sArA vacano bolavA e ja ja gocarInI prazaMsA nAmanuM pApa che. rAga pUrvaka vAparIne mAnasika pApa to karI ja lIdhuM. have enI prazaMsA karIne e pApane 4 nikAcita karavAnI bhula kAM karo? khAtI vakhate rAga-dveSa na rokI zakAtA hoya to paNa kamase kama enI niMdA-prazaMsAthI to $ chUTakAro meLavavo ja joIe. jAta upara dhikkAra thavo joIe ke "je viSayasukhone bhUMDA mAnyA, lokone ke jhA ke saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali * (177) Ori, SI]\ma karI ?
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________________ je upadezyA emAM ja huM Asakta banI gayo ! mArI dIkSA zuM A mATe che?" mahApuruSo gocarI mAMDalIne katalakhAnuM kahe che. emAM to jaldI vAparI laI, kaMIpaNa bolyA 4 vinA bahAra nIkaLI javuM. Akho divasa gocarI saMbaMdhI koIpaNa vastu mATe koIpaNa carcA-vicAraNA na ja karavI e ja zreyaskara che. 171. huM je TapAla lakhuM e ane mArI upara je TapAla Ave te gura / vaDIlane vaMcAvIza - e che pachI ja mokalIza | vAMcIza ? - gADha kAraNasara je patro lakhavA paDe e guru ke vaDIlane vaMcAvyA vinA na mokalAya. patra ja lakhavAmAM kaMIpaNa bhula thatI hoya to guru ! vaDIla e tarapha dhyAna dorI zake. ApaNA saMyamane DAgha $ lagADe evuM kaMIpaNa lakhANa thayuM hoya to guru tene aTakAvI zake. vaLI guruthI ziSyanI koIpaNa vAta khAnagI na ja hovI joIe. guru na jANatA hoya evI ja pravRtti ziSya kare e lAMbe kALe enA mATe nukazAnakArI bane. . e ja rIte koIno paNa patra Ave to sau prathama gurune ja ApI devo. guru ja e kavara phADI, ja patra kADhI, vAMcIne ziSyane Ape. jo saMyamIo guru / vaDIla pratyenI AvA prakAranI parataMtratA keLavI le to emanA jIvanamAM che ghaNA doSo praveza karatA aTake. gurune patra vaMcAvavAno na hoya to pachI patramAM game tevI bhASAmAM paNa che ja saMyamI lakhe. emAM krodhathI karkaza bhASA paNa lakhe to majAka-mazkarInA zabdo ya lakhe. jene patro lakhavAnI che ja jarUra na hoya ene paNa lakhe. jyAre gurune vaMcAvIne patro mokalavAnA hoya to ADu-avaLuM kaMIpaNa ja lakhavAnI hiMmata na cAle. sIdhI-sAdI bhASAmAM atyaMta jarUriyAta puratA ja patro lakhAya. nakAmAM patravyavahAro ApameLe baMdha thAya. jema samaju zrAvaka koIne ne koIne potAnA mAthe rAkhe che. ema saMyamI sAmAnyathI nizrA ja vinAno na hoya. nizrA eTale pAratanya, samarpitabhAva. kazuM khAnagI na hoya. AvA ja sAdhunI bhikSA che sarvasaMpankarI bane che. 172. huM gRhastho pAse sIdhI koIpaNa vastu maMgAvIza nahi, paNa gara / vaDIla dvArA ja e vastu che meLavIza : A niyama mahatvano che. Aje saMyamIone mAMdagInA kAraNe davAo maMgAvavI hoya, upadhi 4 ja tarIkenA vastro maMgAvavA hoya, bAmanI boTala, vihAramAM phATI jatI cAmaDI mATenI krIma vagere maMgAvavuM hoya, haraDe-triphaLA vagere Ayurvedika auSadhio maMgAvavI hoya, sAthe rAkhelA mANasa vagerene paisA apAvavA hoya, maLavA AvelA svajanAdine jamADavAnI vyavasthA karavAnI hoya... AvA aneka A prasaMgo upasthita thAya che. e vakhate saMyamIo guru ke vaDIlane jANa karyA vinA badhuM potAnI meLe ja patAvI de e bilakula ucita na gaNAya. - konI pAse vastuo maMgAvavI, keTalI kiMmatanI maMgAvavI, kevI rIte ane kyAre maMgAvavI A ja badhI hoMziyArI guru-vaDIlo pAse hoya. bAkInA saMyamIo AmAM ghaNI gaphalata karI bese. dA.ta. eka ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (178)
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________________ gAmamAM eka saMyamIe bahAragAmathI AvelA e ja gAmanA yuvAna pAse 400, 500 rUpiyAnI che - davAo maMgAvI. nokarI karIne potAnuM gujarAna mAMDa calAvato e yuvAna bhaktibhAva, aucityane lIdhe ja 500 rUpiyAnI davA laI Avyo. maMgAvanAra saMyamI tyAre na dekhAtA yuvAne gurune jaIne davA ApI, 4 - guru stabdha thaI gayA. davAnI kiMmata puchI, yuvAnanI hAlata puchI ane tyAMnA zrImaMto pAse tene 500 che ( rUpiyA apAvI dIdhA. saMyamIne bolAvIne Thapako Apyo ke "AvA yuvAna pAse ATalI moMghI davAo - maMgAvAtI haze? bicArAnA bhAva zuM Take ?" - ema ajJAnI saMyamI koIka zrAvaka pAse vastro kharIdIne maMgAve. jyAre hoMziyAra gura kApaDanA che : vepArI zrAvakane ja vastranI vAta kare. e vepArI mATe eTaluM kapaDuM to sAva mAmulI gaNAya. jyAre che bIjAne e kApaDa kharIdavAmAM paisAno vyaya thato dekhAya. kadAca bhAre paNa paDe. : 10 sAdhuonA eka grupamAM Aje paNa A niyama paLAya che ke koIpaNa saMyamI eka rUpiyAnI ja je vastu paNa jAte maMgAvato nathI. gurune ja kahe che ane guru e vastuo maMgAvI Ape che. 4vaLI aparipakva saMyamIo zrAvaka pAse sIdhI vastu maMgAve ane te nA paDe athavA bhaktibhAva che ocho dekhADe to saMyamI gusse thaIne game tema bolI nAMkhe, pelAnA bhAvaprANa khalAsa thaI jAya. re! A e sAdhuo pAse Avato baMdha thaI jAya eTalI hade ene ThapakArI de. dA.ta. eka sAdhue amuka glAna 4 sAdhu mATe ekasAthe pAMca IMjekazana eka zrAvaka pAse maMgAvyA. zrAvaka eka ja iMjekazana lAvyo ane je ke kahyuM ke, "A iMjekzana to phrIjharamAM mUkI rAkhavA paDe. eTale eka sAthe lAvIe to bAkInA cAra ? sAcavavA paDe. eTale jyAre joIe tyAre pharI mane kahejo . eka eka lAvI ApIza." aparipakva ja saMyamIe TrasTIone e pratiSThita zrAvaka mATe phariyAda karI ke, "e kaMjusa che, paisA kharacavAno jIva che che cAlato nathI. A vAta TrasTIo dvArA zrAvakanA kAne pahoMcI. ene khUba ja AghAta lAgyo. potAnI ja badanAmI thatI joI ene sAdhu pratye puSkaLa asadbhAva thayo. vaLI A rIte gurune pUchyA vinA vastuo maMgAvavI e moTI svacchaMdatA che. atyAre saMyama ja che mATenI vastuo maMgAvanAro A svacchaMdI saMyamI AvatI kAle zokha mATenI vastuo paNa maMgAvaze ja. che paNa guru ke vaDIla dvArA ja vastuo maMgAvavAnI haze to teo khoTI-nakAmI vastuo maMgAvavAno niSedha ja ja karI saMyamInA saMyamanI rakSA karaze. - eTale nAnakaDI soMya, sAbu kaMIpaNa maMgAvavuM hoya, saMyamIoe guru ke vaDIlane ja e kAma ja je soMpavuM. chevaTe e vastu maMgAvavAnI emanI rajA lIdhA bAda e vastuo maMgAvavI. paNa guru / vaDIlane che khabara ja na rahe evI rIte to vastu na ja maMgAvAya (guru gerahAjara hoya, tyAre vaDIlanI rajA levAnI che che.) - 173. jo mArI nAnI koIpaNa vastu khovAya to be dravyanuM ekAsaNuM karIza ane moTI koIpaNa ja chevastu khovAya to eka AMbila karIza : saMyamInI potAnI vastuo khovAI jAya e hajI nAno doSa che. enA karatAM vadhu moTo doSa e che ke keTalAMka saMyamIo potAnI meLe ja potAnI vastu nAMkhI detA hoya che. navA kapaDo laIne keTalAMka da | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (179)
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________________ che jUno kapaDo rakhaDato mUkI de. navuM Asana laIne jUnuM Asana game tyAM nAMkhI de. luMchaNiyuM, colapaTTo, A ja thelo vagere je vastu aNagamatI thaI jAya ane navI levAnuM mana thAya e junI vastuo upAzrayamAM ja ja mUkIne jatA rahe. keTalAMka upAzrayomAMthI AkhAne AkhA kapaDAo, colapaTTAo, tarANInA dorAo, $ che ToksIo saMyamIonA gayA pachI bhegA thatA joyA che. saMyamIe potAnA tamAma upakaraNo barAbara sAcavavA ja paDe. jo upakaraNa khovAya to e ja upakaraNano bIjA saMsArIo to khoTA-kharAba-asaMyamanA kAmamAM ja upayoga karavAnA. e badhAno doSa ja saMyamIne lAge. ja eTale saMyamIe potAnI vastu khovAI na jAya enI kALajI rAkhavI. jo khovAI jAya to chebarAbara tapAsa karavI. eka saMyamInI supaDI upAzrayamAM rahI gaI. vihAra karIne 3-4 ki.mI. gayA ja bAda yAda AvyuM. to supaDI levA jAte pAchA pharyA. 6-7 ki.mI.no vadhu vihAra karyo paNa vastu khovAvA ja ja to na ja dIdhI. che eka be saMyamIo eka ThekANe tarapaNI bhulI gayA. be kilomITara vihAra karyA bAda yAd AvatA gurue baMnene tarANI levA pAchA mokalyA. vastu bhUlI javAya to enI tapAsa karavA gRhasthone mokalAya nahi. emAM to kyAreka vadhAre ja moTo doSa sevAya. bhulAI gayelI supaDI levA mATe gRhasthone mokalIe to e skuTara upara jaze. 8 10 ki.mI.nI skuTara dvArA bhayaMkara virAdhanA thaze. supaDI khovAI javA karatA A moTo doSa kahevAya. che ema khovAI gayelI vastu mATe phona karAvavo e ya ucita nathI. eka saMyamIgrupa junA sthAne dorI bhulI gayuM. phona karIne tyAMnA zrAvakane dorI ApavA AvavA ja kahyuM. e zrAvaka dorI choDI, dorI laI skuTara upara AgaLanA gAmamAM saMyamIone dorI ApavA je nIkaLyo, eksIDanTa thavAthI rastAmAM ja marI gayo. zuM thAya? enA gharavALAo to ema ja vicAre che ne ke saMyamIonuM kAma karavA jatAM mRtyu thayuM. jo zakti hoya, samaya hoya to bhulAI gayelI vastu levA jAte ja javuM joIe. paNa jo zaktija samaya na hovAthI vastu levA na jaI zakAya to skuTara doDAvavA vagere rUpa moTI virAdhanA na karAvAya. e vakhate e vastu khovAI gayA badala prayAzcitta levuM ane vadhumAM zikSo rUpe be dravyanuM ekAsaNuM, AMbilAdi karavuM. keTalIkavAra vihAra sivAya paNa upAzrayamAM vastuo khovAI jatI hoya che dA.ta. 4 doro khovAI jAya, luNuM khovAI jAya.. kyAreka to AkhAne AkhA kapaDA paNa khovAI jAya. koIkavAra ? che bolapena, pustakAdi ya khovAI jAya. jeo jANI joIne potAnI vastu upAzrayamAM mUkIne jatA rahe emanA pariNAma vadhu malina che ja hovAthI emane vadhu prAyazcitta Ave. AvI niSpharatA vahelI take dUra karavI joIe. ghaNI badhI kALajI karavA chatAM jo vastu khovAya to enI pAkI zodha karavI ane chatAM na maLe ? to paNa chevaTe niyamamAM batAvyA pramANe zikSAno svIkAra karavo. jo koIpaNa prakAranI zikSA nahi ? che rakhAya to dhIme dhIme niSpharatA, upekSA ghusI jaze. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (180) |
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________________ : 'doro, bolapena, luNu vagere nAnI vastu gaNavI. jyAre kapaDo, kAmaLI, thelo vagere moTI vastu ja gaNavI. (khovAyAnuM je prAyazcitta Ave e vadhArAnuM karavuM ja paDe.) 1 ke 174. jo mArAthI koIpaNa pAtru-ghaDo tuTe to huM be dravyanuM ekAsaNuM / AMbila karIza: ja pAtrA, ghaDAdi upakaraNono game tema upayoga karavAmAM Ave to e tuTI javAnI zakyatA rahe ja che. paNa A upakaraNo khUba ja kALajIpUrvaka mUkavAmAM Ave to tuTatA nathI. tuTelA upakaraNo svAthya, saMyamAdine nukasAna pahoMcADanArA gaNAyA che. mATe ja che koIpaNa 4 upakaraNa apavAdamArge traNavAra sAMdhavAnI chUTa che. cothIvAra jo tirADa paDe to pachI e paraThavIne bIjuM A ja upakaraNa levAnuM jaNAvela che. pAtrA ke tarapaNI ubhA-ubhA luMchIe ane e hAthamAMthI paDI jAya to e tuTI jAya. ema ghaDA te jamIna para mUkatI vakhate kALajI na rAkhe ane dhar3a daIne mUke to paNa e tuTI jAya ke tirADa paDe. jyAre paNa A rIte pAtrA-tarapaNI-ghaDAdi tuTe, tirADa paDe tyAre jo pharI sAMdhI zakAya evA ochA pramANamAM 1 tuTyA hoya to be dravyanuM ekAsaNuM karavuM. ane jo pharI sAMdhI na zakAya evA moTA pramANamAM tuTI gayA ? na hoya to AMbila karavuM. chevaMTe potAnI anukULatA, zakti pramANe koIpaNa zikSA dhArI levI. ka 175. huM pAtrA-tarapaNI nIce besIne ja lUchIza, ubhA ubhA lUchIza nahi? ja ubhA ubhA pAtro-tarapaNI luMchatI vakhate jo bhulecUke e hAthamAMthI paDI jAya to enA be TukaDA ja ja thAya. chevaTe moTI tirADa to paDe ja. jyAre besIne ke ubhaDaga page, hAthane jamInathI najIka rAkhIne 4 luMchavAmAM Ave ane kadAca e chaTake to paNa e jorathI na athaDAvAthI tuTI na jAya athavA to nAnI che * tirADa paDe. 4vaLI ubhA-ubhA pAtrAo luMchavA e asaMyamanI kriyA che. eTale have pAtrA-tarapaNI paDe ke na ja 1 paDe, tuTe ke na tuTe e rIte luMchanArAne karmabaMdha thavAno ja, jyAre besIne luMchanArAthI kadAca pAtra tuTI ? na jAya to paNa teNe jayaNApAlana kareluM hovAthI karmabaMdha na thAya. pAtru tuTavA chatAM karmakSaya thAya. - 176. huM koIpaNa vastu pheMkIza nahi ke ghasaDIza nahi ? * gocarImAM sAmasAme beThelA saMyamIone luNAnI Apa-le karavI hoya to ekAsaNAdine lIdhe che 3 ubhA thaI zake ema na hovAthI luNA havAmAM pheMkIne eka-bIjAne Ape. ke koIka bhakti (!) vALA saMyamIo dUrathI bIjAnA pAtrAmAM mIThAInA TukaDA vagere paNa nAMkhatA ? ne joyA che. e bhojananI vastu kAM to sIdhI pAtrAmAM paDe athavA pAtrAnI bahAra jamIna upara paDe che 4 rajakaNo DhoLAya. keTalAMka sAhasika saMyamIo to lADavA, mIThAI vagerenA TukaDAo bolanI mAphaka nAMkhe ane keca atisAhasika saMyamIo to nAnI-moTI pAtrIo paNa havAmAM uchALIne bIjA saMyamI tarapha 4 nAMkhe. e pakaDI le to ThIka, nahi to pAtrI tuTI javAnI saMpUrNa zakyatA hovA chatAM A saMyamIone A koI bhaya na lAge. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (181) |
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________________ paDilehaNa karelA kapaDA vagere paNa nAkhaMnAkha karatA saMyamIo dekhAyA che. jANe ke krIkeTamecanA zokhIna saMyamIo dIkSA laIne e zokha ahIM puro karatA hoya evuM lAge. A bilakula cAlI na zake. re ! ajaino paNa annadevatAne pheMkavAmAM ghora pApa mAne che. to saMyamIo AvI khAvAnI vastuo havAmAM nAMkhe, jamIna upara DhoLAya tenI paravA na kare e to zI rIte cAle ? ema pAtrA, tarapaNI, luNA, bolapena, vastro vagere tamAma vastuo mATe A vAta samajI levI. koIpaNa bhoge vastuo pheMkavI nahi. be-pAMca DagalA cAlIne e vastu hAthohAtha ApavI. gocarI mAMDalImAM ubhA thaI zakAya tema na hoya to bIjA saMyamI dvArA e vastu pahoMcADavI. paNa dIkSA lIdhA bAda ahIM krikeTa mecanI prekTIsa karavI bilakula zobhAspada nathI. 177. derAsaramAM ochAmAM ochI traNa stuti rAgamAM bolavI ane uvasaggaharaM sivAyanuM koIpaNa eka stavana rAgamAM bolavuM : "devAdhideva anaMtopakArI che" evuM pratyeka saMyamIo mAnatA hovAthI teo to paramAtmabhaktimAM bhAna bhulIne kalAko sudhI arihaMtabhakti karatAM ja hoya. paNa kALanI ke kALajAnI balihArI evI che ke keTalAMkone derAsaramAM bilakula bhAva jAgatA nathI. derAsaramAMthI jaladI bhAgI chUTavAnuM mana thAya che. keTalAMko to vaLI eka paNa stuti bolyA vinA sIdhuM caityavaMdana kare ane stavana . tarIke uvasaggahara bolIne be ja miniTamAM derasaramAMthI bahAra nIkaLI jAya. dIkSAjIvanamAM saMyamayoga pradhAna che e vAta sAcI. paNa hRdayanI AvI zuSkatA, paramAtmA pratye lAgaNIno abhAva, prabhu sAthe pAMca miniTa vAto karavAnI adhyAtmika zaktino abhAva e te AtmAmAM IrSyA, krodha, ahaMkArAdi aneka kIDAone janma ApI deze. ghaNIvAra evuM bane che ke zarUAtamAM stuti bolavAnA bhAva na hoya paNa A bAdhAne kAraNe rAgamAM stuti bolavAmAM Ave tyAre manamAM bhInAza pedAza thavA lAge che. ane kyAreka to zarUAtamAM eka paNa stuti bolavAnI IcchA na hovA chatAM pAchaLathI evo bhAva jAge ke 25-30 stutio bolavA chatAM paNa mana dharAya nahi. mATe ja A niyama banAvyo che. bhale, bhAva na jAgatA hoya, bhale utAvaLa hoya chatAM ya traNa stutio rAga sahita avazya bolavI ane nAnakaDuM paNa stavana rAga sahita bolavuM. emAM mana-AtmA tallIna bane evA prayatna karavA, prabhune ja e mATe prArthanA karavI. AvuM karavAthI nakkI zubhabhAvo jAgaze, AtmA bhInAzane pAmaze ane eTale AtmAmAM rahelA doSo rUpI mela pocA paDaze. e pachI svAdhyAya-saMyamAdi yogothI e doSonuM dhovANa sAva ja saraLa thaI paDaze. tapovana stutimAlAmAM zreSTha bhAvothI bharapUra 60 thI 100 stutio che. e ke tamane je game te stutio bolavI. jenA jemAM bhAva uchaLe e stutio tene mATe sArI gaNAya. e ja vAta stavanamAM paNa samajI levI. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (182)
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________________ . 178: huM roja rAtre saMthAro karatI vakhate divasa daramyAnanI ArAdhanA-virAdhanAono hisAba che karIza : upadezamAlAkAra kahe che ke,(94) "je saMyamIo roje roja A hisAba nathI mAMDatA ke Aje meM A keTalI ArAdhanA karI? keTalo virAdhanAtyAga karyo?" te bicArAo zI rIte Atmahita karaze?" ja dazavaikAlikakAra mahApuruSe paNa (5)divasa daramyAnanI ArAdhanA-virAdhanAnI vicAraNA che. rojeroja karavAnI khAsa preraNA karI che. - saMthAro pAtharI dIdhA bAda sutA pahelA saMthArAmAM besIne pAMca-dasa miniTa mATe A ciMtana karI ja 3 zakAya. "savAre uThyA tyArathI mAMDIne atyAra sudhI meM zuM karyuM? zuM meM be kalAka vadhAre UMgha lIdhI? ke pratikramaNa beThA-beThA karyuM ? savAre gAthAo gokhI ? gappA mAryA? ThaThThAmazkarI karI ? mAMDalInA - kAmamAM veTha utArI ? gocarInA doSo sevyA? arihaMtabhaktimAM lInatA AvI? gurnAdikanI bhakti ' karI ke avinaya karyo ?.. AvI badhI vicAraNA karI levI. emAMya potAne je doSo vadhAre satAvatA ja hoya e aMge khAsa vicAraNA karavI ke "e doSomAM huM Aje keTalo phasAyo?" - rojeroja karAtA A ciMtananI jabaradasta tAkAta che. jo doSo sevAyA hoya to enA pratye che - pazcAttApa thavAthI e anubaMdhavALA na bane. ArAdhanA karavAno bhAva-zakti vRddhi pAme. mAtra pAMcadasa miniTanI A ArAdhanA jIvanaparivartana karavAnI zakti dharAve che. - keTalAMkone "huM pApI chuM, sAdhujIvana hArI gayo chuM. evA vicAro satata cAlavAthI paNa utsAha, ja ke ullAsa tuTI gayo hoya che. paNa rojIMdI ArAdhanAnI paNa vicAraNA karavAthI ullAsa, utsAha vadhe 'paNa ATalI ArAdhanA to karuM chuM. mArA jIvanamAM paNa ATalA jamA pAsA che evo bhAva enAmAM ja vadhu sAruM saMyama pALavAno ullAsa pragaTAvI de. eTale rojeroja saMthAro karatI vakhate ke chevaTe je samaya anukULa hoya te samaye) A hisAba ja noMdhI devo joIe. ja 179. huM rojerojanA aticAro sAMje AlocanAbukamAM noMdhI laIza : " AlocanA mahine, cAra mahine karavAnI hoya eTale keTalAMka saMyamIo jyAre AlocanA / na karavAno samaya thAya tyAre AlocanA-patraka laIne e vAMce. e vAMcatA je je cAra mahinAmAM sevAyelA A - aticAro yAda Ave te badhA AlocanAmAM lakhe ane pachI enuM prAyazcitta kare. ke AmAM zuM nukazAno che? e joIe. ja (1) AjanI vAta AvatIkAle bhulI jaIe evA AjanA kSayopazama che. to cAra mahinA bAda 3 AlocanA lakhatI vakhate cAra mahinA daramyAna levAyelA badhA aticAro to zI rIte yAda Ave? ja mahattvanA aticAro ya keTalIkavAra bhulAI jAya. cAra mahinAmAM jeTalA aticAro sevyA hoya enA : mAMDa dazamA bhAganA aticAro yAda Ave ane enA AlocanA - prAyazcitta thAya. bAkInA 90. 5 bhAganA pAponI AlocanA paNa na thAya ane eTale ja eno pazcAttApa paNa na thAya. eTale e ja 1 pAponA saMskAro nabaLA paDavAne badale gADha bane. paristhiti evI sarjAya ke AlocanA karavA chatAM ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (183) O
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________________ doSa sevana vadhatuM ja jAya. saMyama sudharavAne badale bagaDatuM ja jAya. (2) je pApanI AlocanA jhaDapathI thAya e pApa vRddhi pAmatuM aTake. alabatta, AlocanA cAra-cAra mahine karatA hoIe to paNa jo rojeroja enI TuMkI noMdha karAya to ya enI mana-AtmA upara gherI asara paDe. rojeroja pApa karavuM ane rojeroja enI noMdha karavI e zakya na ja bane. rojerojanI noMdha pApane ghaTADI de, pApanA saMskArone ghaTADI de. (apavAdamArge je doSasevana karAya e to paramArthathI pApa ja nathI. eTale enI atre vicAraNA nathI.) eTale AlocanA bhale cAra mahine karIe paNa roja sAMje AlocanA bukamAM divasanA aticAronI noMdha karI devI. jyAre cAra mahine AlocanA lakhIe tyAre AlocanAbukamAM noMdhelA aticAro pramANe vistArathI AlocanA lakhI zakAya. Ama ghaNA badhA pAponI AlocanA thAya eTale pApanA saMskAro ghaNA nabaLA paDe. 180. huM nakha samArIne ene cUnAmAM ghasIne poTalI banAvI retImAM dATI daIza. paNa game tyAM nAMkhIza nahi : nakha vadhe to emAM mela bharAya ane e vAparatI vakhate peTamAM jAya eTale rogAdi paNa thAya. uparAMta nakha vaDe khaNaja khaNavAmAM Ave to lohI nIkaLe.(9) koIne vaMdanAdi karatA jo bhulathI nakha jorathI vAgI jAya to bIjAne paNa lohI nIkaLe. paganA nakha moTA hoya ane emAM jo dhuLa-mela bharAya to AMkhone nukazAna thAya. hAthanA nakha moTA hoya to spaMDila gayA bAda zuddhi karatI vakhate azuciavayavo nakhamAM bharAya. je vAparatI vakhate peTamAM jAya. A badhA kAraNasara nakha samAravAnI ane e mATe nIlakaTara rAkhavAnI rajA zAstrakAroe ApelI che. hA ! nakhane vibhUSA mATe vizeSa prakArano AkAra ApavAdino to niSedha ja karyo che. e nakhamAM mela bharAyelo hoya ane eTale jo samAryA bAda cUnAmAM na ghasIe to 48 miniTamAM emAM saMmUchimanI utpatti thAya. mATe e nakhone cUnAmAM ghasI levA paDe. e ghasyA pachI paNa jo game tyAM nAMkhIe to cakalI vagere jIvo e nakha khAI jAya ane enAthI ene gaLA vageremAM ghaNI pIDA thAya. A kAraNasara nakha chUTA na naMkhAya. paNa nAnakaDA kapaDAnA TukaDAmAM nakha nAMkhI ene rakSApoTalI jeTalI poTalIrUpe bAMdhIne retI vagerenI nIce paraThavavA joIe. eTale koI virAdhanA na thAya. Ama to retInI nIce nAMkhavAnA hoya to ene poTalImAM bAMdhavAnI jarUra nathI. paNa retI game tyAre UMcI nIcI thAya ane nakha bahAra AvI jAya to cakalI vagerenI virAdhanA zakya che. mATe poTalI bAMdhavI. kApa kADhyA bAda tarata nakha samAravAmAM Ave to kApamAM nakhano badho mela nIkaLI gayo hovAthI cUno karavAnI Ama to jarUra na rahe, chatAM zaMkA rahe to cUno karI levo. nakha samAratI vakhate ekapaNa nakha Ama tema uDI na jAya enI barAbara kALajI karI. eka paNa nakha khovAya to saMmUminI virAdhanA vagere doSo lAge. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (184)
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________________ 181.-zakyatA hoya to huM ArdranakSatra sudhImAM comAsAnA sthAnanI najIkanA 20 ki.mI.nA sthAnamAM pahoMcI jaIza : zAstrakAroe aSADha suda punamathI kArataka suda punama sudhI eka ja sthAne rokAvAnI AjJA karI, vihAra baMdha karAvyo. enI pAchaLano mukhya uddeza A hato ke comAsAmAM varasAdanA kAraNe cArebAju pANI, nigoda, vanaspati, trasajIvo vagereno utpAta hoya. emAM vihAra karavAmAM Ave to cikkAra virAdhanA thAya. A virAdhanAthI saMyama malina na thAya e mATe (97)(zeSakALamAM eka mahinAthI vadhAre eka divasa paNa na rahevAnI AjJA karanArA) zAstrakAroe eka sthAne cAra mahinA rahevAnI AjJA karI. eTale A AjJA pAchaLano Azaya to sau koI jANe ja che. chatAM Aje vyavahAra evo cAle che ke "cAra mahinA vihAra na karavo. aSADhI punama pahelA comAsAnA sthAne pahoMcI javuM." comAsuM bombe hoya ane cheka chellA 15-20 divasomAM surata-amadAvAdathI nIkaLIne bombe pahoMcanA2Ao paNa joyA che. emAM keTalAMya vihAro varasAdamAM thAya. cAlu vihAramAM varasAda paDe. varasAda baMdha paDyA pachI ya bhInA rastA upara, nigodavALA rastA upara lAMbA lAMbA vihAro karavA paDe. emAM jo lArI, gADI sAthe hoya to enA dvArA trasakAyanI virAdhanA pArAvAra thAya. cAra mahinA vihAra na karavAnI AjJA paLAya che e to sAruM che. paNa e AjJA je AzayathI karavAmAM AvI che e Azaya bhAMgI nAMkhavAmAM Ave to jinAjJApAlana gaNAya kharuM ? prAcInakALamAM aSADhathI kAratakano samaya varasAdanA samaya tarIke haze mATe ene cAturmAsa banAvAyuM. have jo Aje bombe vageremAM vahelo varasAda thaI jato hoya. jeThasuda-vadamAM ja meghalAo varasI jatA hoya to pachI e varasAda zarU thatA pUrve ja cAturmAsa kSetranI najIkanA sthAnamAM pahoMcI ja javuM joIe . cAturmAsakSetrathI vadhumAM vadhu 20 ki.mI. dUranA sthAna sudhImAM pahoMcI jaIe to be-traNa divasamAM ja cAturmAsa pravezanA sthAne pahoMcI zakAya. vihAronI cikkAra virAdhanA aTake. bAkI cheka aSADhI punama sudhI paNa lAMbA lAMbA vihAro karavAmAM Ave to e zAstrarahasyanI samajaNa sAcI zI rIte kahevAya ? cAra mahinA vihAra na karavAnI AjJA kaTTaratAthI pALavI ane enA karatA ghaNI vadhu caDiyAtI AjJA varasAdamAM-nigodamAM vihAra na karavAnI na pALIe to e kevuM vicitra lAge ? -- sAMbhaLavA pramANe Aje paNa eka gaccha evo che ke jenA tamAma sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo ArdranakSatra sudhImAM cAturmAsakSetranI najIka pahoMcI jAya che. jo A vAta sAcI hoya to e atyaMta anumodanIya che. A sAcI zAsanarakSA-zAsanaprabhAvanA che. -- ArdranakSatra pahelA prAyaH varasAda paDato nathI. tyAra bAda varasAda paDato hoya che. to tamAma saMyamIoe badhA kAryakramo e rIte ja goThavavA joIe ke jethI ArdranakSatra sudhImAM cAturmAsakSetramAM pahoMcI javAya. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 7 (185)
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________________ che muMbaImAM lagabhaga AdranakSatra pUrve ja varasAda zarU thaI jAya che. A badhAmAM "virAdhanA aTake 4 e mukhya Azaya jaLavAya e pramANe pravRtti karavI. paNa saMyamIo gurune parataMtra ja hoya ane guru game te kAraNasara AvI rIte vihAra karavAnI ja anumati na Ape ane gurunA vacana pramANe chellA divasomAM paNa vihAra karavo paDe to pachI emAM niyama tuTI na jAya e mATe emAM A zabda mUkyo che ke zakya hoya to....' arthAtu gADha kAraNosara moDA vihAra karavo paDe to judI vAta. paNa sAmAnya saMjogomAM to varasAda prAraMbha pUrve cAturmAsakSetranI najIkamAM pahoMcI javuM e ja vadhu ucita che. zatruMjaya girirAja upara eka varasAda paDyA bAda prAyaH DhagalAbaMdha nigoda thaI jAya che. nigoda thaI gayA bAda saMyamIo tyAM yAtrA kare to "saMyamayAtrA che mahAyAtrA" sUtrane bAdhA pahoMce che. eTale nigoda thayA bAda yAtrA na karavI saMyamIone hitakArI che. arthAtu jyAM je saMyamI potAnI IcchA pramANe AdranakSatra pahelA cAturmAsakSetramAM pahoMcI ja zakato hoya, temAM guvadinI saMmati hoya teoe to te rIte pahoMcI ja javuM. je moTA saMyamIo che cAturmAsAdi karatA hoya che teone to emanI anukULatA mujaba ja vihAra karavAno hoya che. guru paNa ja emAM saMmata hoya che. to teo A niyama pALI zake. jeo atyAre nAnA che, teo bhaviSyanI daSTie atyArathI A niyama mATe daDha bane. jethI ? che jyAre paNa temanI anukULatA pramANe vihAra karavAno vakhata Ave tyAre teo saMyamane pradhAna banAvIne ja che A suvihita mArga apanAvI zake.' 182. huM roja eka roTalI | eka khAkharo saMyojanA karyA vinA vAparIza : (98)roTalI-zAka, dALa-bhAta vagere bhegA karIne khAnArA saMyamIone upavAsAdinA kaDaka ja ja prAyazcitta zAstrakAroe batAvyA. vAraMvAra saMyojanAdoSa sevanArAone gacchamAMthI bahAra kADhI ja mUkavAnI kaDaka zikSA paNa batAvI. paNa e kALa have to cothA ArAno ja kALa samajavo rahyo. Aje e badhuM jANe ke prathama che ja saMghayaNanA AcAra rUpe ja bhAsavA lAgyuM che, kemake kAyama saMyojanA vinA ja gocarI vAparanArA je mahAtmAo AMgaLInA veDhA upara gaNI zakAya eTalA ya mAMDa haze. , sakAraNa ke niSkAraNa paNa A doSa have ghara karI gayo che ane pratyeka dIkSito prathama ja divasathI che che A moTA doSano bhoga banIne mRtyunA chellA divasa sudhI e doSane paravaza rahe che. na game to ya A hakIkata svIkAryA vinA chUTako ja kyAM che? paNa "saMyojanA vinA ja je vAparavAnI bhagavAnanI AjJA che." e pariNAmane jIvaMta rAkhavA mATe ApaNe eTaluM to karI zakIe ? che ke jeTalA TaMka vAparIe, e dareka TaMkamAM eka khAkharo, eka roTalI, eka bhAkharI zAka-dALa-zRMdAdi che che koIpaNa sAthe bhegI karyA vinA vAparIe. emAM koI muzkelI paNa na paDe. ane A jinAjJA pratyeno ja sApekSabhAva lezataH jaLavAI rahe. hA ! jenuM sattva uchaLa teo to kAyama mATe badhI ja gocarI saMyojanA vinA vAparatA thaI jAya ? che e zreSTha ja che. paNa alpasatvavALA saMyamIo AvA nAnakaDA niyama dvArA mahAna jinAjJA pratyeno che saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (186) {
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________________ AdarabhAva to pragaTa karI ja zake che ne? ja divasamAM jeTalA TaMka vAparIe e dareka TaMkamAM eka-eka roTalI-khAkharo saMyojanA vinA che ja vAparavo. chatAM be ja roTalI-khAkharAnA khorAkavALA jeone A niyama paNa kaparo (!) paDato hoya ? ja teo chevaTe AkhA divasamAM eka roTalI-khAkharo saMyojanA vinA vAparIne A niyama pALI zake che. A 183. huM koIpaNa saMyamInI vastu enI rajA lIdhA vinA laIza nahi, vAparIza nahi : Ama to tamAma saMyamIone sUkSma adattAdAnaviramaNa mahAvrata che ja. nAnAmAM nAnI vastu paNa che ja saMyamI pAse enA mAlikanI rajA vinAnI to na ja hoya. uttarAdhyayanamAM kahyuM che (99)dAMtamAM bharAyelA ja 4 kaNa sApha karavA mATe rastAmAM paDelI ghAsAdinI saLI paNa saMyamI mAMgyA vinA na le. chevaTe te kSetranA ? - devanI paNa anumati to che ja.) eTale e dRSTie A bAdhA trIjA mahAvratanI bAdhAmAM AvI ja jAya che. che paNa game te kAraNasara Aje keTalAMka saMyamIonA manamAM evo bhAva paDelo lAgyo che ke "paisA che 4 vagere vastuo ja na corAya. lokomAM je vastuo mAlikanI rajA vinA levAthI corI gaNAtI hoya te ja je ja vastuo ApaNe mAlikanI rajA laIne levI paDe. badhI vastuo mATe A niyama nathI." AvuM eTalA mATe lAge che ke te keTalAMka saMyamIo bIjA saMyamIonI vastuo ene puchyA vinA letA-vaparAtA dekhAya che. derAsarAdi javuM hoya to potAno dAMDo zodhIne levAne badale jeno dAMDo che ja hAthamAM Ave te laIne nIkaLI jAya che. ema colapaTTo-kapaDo-kAmaLI-Asana vagere jyAre je joIe, ja tyAre e vastuo jenI maLe enI vagara puye laIne vAparavA lAge che. . AmAM ghaNA geralAbha che : (1) e saMyamI potAno dAMDo vagere vastu na dekhAvAthI badhe zodhe. manamAM kheda pAme. eTalo eno samaya bagaDe. ene je kAma mATe dAMDAdi vastunI jarUra hoya e kAma ja khoraMbhAI jAya. (2) jyAre ene khabara paDe ke amuka saMyamI mArI vastu laI gayo che. tyAre enA pratye saMkleza thAya. kadAca paraspara bolAcAlI paNa thAya. (3) AvI rIte vagara puchaye vastu laI janArA ja mATe AkhA gacchamAM evI kharAba chApa paDe ke pachI to jyAre koIpaNa vastu khovAya tyAre e ja saMyamInuM nAma bolAya. badhA bole ke "e pelo saMyamI ja laI gayo haze." (4) trIjA mahAvratamAM atiyAra to lAge ja. - eTale ja saMyamIe dareka kAryamAM potAnI ja vastu vAparavI joIe. jyAM bIjAnI vastu levAnI AvazyakatA ubhI thAya tyAM enI rajA laIne ja vastu levI. kadAca e vastuno mAlika saMyamI hAjara che 4 na hoya ane e vastunI tAtkAlika jarUra hoya to pachI AjubAjumAM bIjA saMyamIne paNa kahI devuM ke ke "huM phalANAnI vastu laI jAuM chuM. e Ave eTale kahejo ke jethI e zodhyA na kare." ? * 184. huM rAtre 6/7 kalAkathI vadhAre uMgha laIza nahi : prAcInakALamAM dIrgha dIkSAparyAyavALA sthaviro vagere mAtra traNa kalAka ja nidrA letA. sAthe ja che nayama ! mA pamAyA e prabhunA upadezane eka-eka kSaNa dharmadhyAnamAM pasAra karIne sArthaka karatA. che uMgha e bhayaMkara pramAda che, ane mATe ja prabhue sADAbAra varSa sudhI lagabhaga uMgha lIdhI ja nathI. ApaNe che to zarIrane ArAma maLe ane vadhu vegathI saMyamArAdhanA karI zakAya e mATe ja nAchuTake uMgha levAnI che. . [ saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (187)
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________________ zAstrakAro kahe che ke (100) jAganArAonA buddhi-bhAgya paNa jAgatA rahe che. enI vidyA nAza 4 pAmatI nathI. jyAre uMghanArAonA buddhi-bhAgya paNa uMghI jAya che. temanI vidyA nAza pAme che. ja uMghanArAo koIpaNa puruSArtha karavAnA ja nathI. ane apuruSArthIne bhAgyodaya bhAgye ja thAya. 4 # vaLI uMghanArAo zAstrAbhyAsAdi na karI zake. mATe emanI vidyA paNa nAza pAme. che evuM paNa sAMbhaLyuM che ke sAmAnyathI 24 kalAka daramyAna rAtre 6 kalAkanI uMgha paryApta che. je 4 eTalo ArAma levAthI zarIrano badho thAka utarI jAya che. 6 kalAka pachI vAstavika niMdrA nathI hotI. je ja paNa taMdrAvasthA, ADA-avaLA svapnovALI dazA hoya che. jo 6 kalAkanI uMgha bAda tarata uThI javAmAM ja ja Ave to atyaMta skUrti, prasannatA anubhavAya. ene badale 7-8 kalAkanI uMgha karavAmAM Ave to 6 che che kalAka pachInI ughanA samayamAM svapno, vicAro vagerene lIdhe manane sakhata thAka paDe. pariNAme 7-8 4 4 kalAka bAda uThIe tyAre skUrti to na lAge. paNa mAthuM bhAre-bhAre lAge. jhokA Ave. ema 6 kalAka pachInI uMghanA samayamAM zarIramAM vAyu-kapha vagere utpanna thavA lAge. eTale ja chesAta-ATha kalAka uMdhyA pachI uThanArAnA paga vagere vAyunA kAraNe sakhata jakaDAI jAya. ubhA thavAnuM che che mana na thAya. khamAsamaNA ApavAno paNa kaMTALo Ave. keTalAMko ema samaje ke, "hajI uMgha ochI thaI ja ja che, mATe mAthuM bhAre thayuM che ane paga du:khe che." hakIkata e che ke uMgha jarUriyAta karatA vadhAre thaI gaI ? zuM che mATe A muzkelIo ubhI thaI che. A badhuM to anubhava karavAthI vadhAre samajAze. saMyamIo mAtra eka aThavADiyuM Avo prayatna che 4 kare ke rAtre 10 vAge ke 11 vAge saMthAro karyA bAda savAre 4 ke pa vAge uThI ja jAya. 6 kalAkathI eka je miniTa paNa vadhAre UMgha na thavA de. to temane A anubhava thaze. ane jyAre zarIra ane mana be ya ja rtivALA hoya tyAre ArAdhanAno ullAsa bamaNo thaI jAya. bAkI keTalAMka svAdhyAyAdi vinAnA saMyamIo ziyALAmAM 89 vAge uMghIne cheka savAre 6 vAge che 4 uThatA hoya che. nava-nava kalAkanI uMgha letA hoya che. temane to vAyu-kapha vagere ghaNA thAya, zarIra jakaDAI $ jAya, aneka parezAnI thAya to emAM koI ja navAI nathI. rAtre gokhelI gAthAono pATha thAya, $ che vAMcelA-bhaNelA padArthonuM ciMtana thAya, chevaTe stuti-stavano paNa bhAvavAhI svara-maMdasvare bolIne cheemAM lIna thavAya. paNa vadhu uMgha laIne samaya pasAra karavo ucita jaNAto nathI. 185. mArA gura AvatA dekhAya ke ubhA thAya ke tarata huM mArA sthAne ubho thaI jaIza. emanA ja darzana thatAnI sAthe ja mastaka namAvI "maOeNa vaMdAmi" bolIza : " keTalAMka saMyamIone A vAtano khyAla ja nathI ke derAsara-caMDilabhUmithI guru AvatA dekhAya che athavA rUma vageremAMthI bahAra AvatA dekhAya tyAre tarata ziSya potAnA sthAne ubhA thaI ja javuM ja joIe. game te sthAnethI ziSyane guru UbhelA dekhAya ane ziSya besI rahe e guru pratyeno avinaya ja ja kahevAya. mAtra ubhA thaIe te na cAle. mastaka namAvI matyaeNa vaMdAmi bolavuM joIe. jeTalIvAra A che che rIte guru para daSTipAta thAya eTalIvAra mayUeNa vaMdAmi bolavuM. dA.ta. guru derAsara jaI upAdhyAyamAM je saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (188) |
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________________ Ave eTale ziSya 'matthaeNa vaMdAmi' kare. ema guru sthaMDila jaIne Ave tyAre paNa ziSya 'matthaeNa vaMdAmi' kare. ziSya bahArathI pANI laIne Ave, upAzrayamAM praveza karatA ja guru para najara paDe eTale mastaka namAvI 'martyaeNa vaMdAmi' kare. vaLI bIjIvAra pANI levA jAya, pAcho Ave, pAchA guru dekhAyuM, pAchA matthaeNa vaMdAmi kare. keTalAMka ziSyo to evA ke guru AvatA dekhAya to ya potAnA sthAna para ubhA na thAya. re ! guru cheka enI pAse AvIne enI ja sAthe kaMIka vAtacIta kare tyAre paNa keTalAMka ziSyo paNa beThA beThA ja ubhelA guru sAthe vAto kare. keTalAMko vaLI zrAvako sAthe vAtacItamAM mazagula hoya ane e vakhate guru koIpaNa kAraNasara sthAna uparathI ubhA thAya, Ama tema jAya chatAM e ziSyo ubhA na thAya. guru ubhA hoya ane ziSyo beThelA hoya e lokottara zAsanano bhayaMkara kakSAno guru-avinaya che. zAstrakAroe (101)gocarI mAMDalImAM ekAsaNuM ka2vA besI gayelA saMyamIone paNa guru-AvatA dekhAya ke tarata ubhA thaI javAnI AjJA karI che ane emAM ekAsaNAno bhaMga na thAya ema jaNAveluM che. enA uparathI spaSTa samajI zakAya che ke A AcAra nAno-sUno nathI. guru upAzrayamAM 10-15 miniTa vAparyA bAda AMTA mAratA hoya to paNa e vakhate tamAma ziSyo potAnA sthAne ubhA rahIne svAdhyAyAdi karatA Aje paNa eka gacchamAM joyA che. hA ! guru ja e vakhate Adeza kare ke badhA besI jAo. mAre to Arogya mATe 10-15 miniTa AMTA mAravAnA che. eTalo TAIma ubhA rahevAnI jarUra nathI. badhA svAdhyAya karo." to pachI ziSyo besI zake che. 186. mArA sthAna upara koIpaNa vaDIla Ave to huM ubho thaI jaIza. emane Asana ApIza : guruno vinaya sAcavanArA saMyamIo jo potAnAthI dIkSAparyAyamAM moTA, bAkInA vaDIlono vinaya na jALave to e ucita nathI. alabatta guruno jevo vinaya karIe evo vinaya bAkInA vaDIlono nathI karavAno. vaDIlo ubhA thAya eTale nAnA saMyamIoe ubhA thavAnI jarUra nathI. vaDIla AMTA mAratA hoya eTale bAkInA saMyamIoe ubhA rahevAnI jarUra nathI. paNa paryAyamAM moTA saMyamI jo ApaNI ja pAse AvIne kaMIpaNa puche, vAtacIta kare to tyAre ApaNe ubhA thavuM ja joIe. e vakhate emanI sAthe beThA-beThA vAta na karAya. advitIya saMskRtanUtana TIkAo racanArA vartamAnakALanA eka mahAvidvAna saMyamI kahetA ke "huM mArAthI dIkSAparyAyamAM eka divasa paNa moTA sAdhuno vinaya barAbara sAcavato. e sAdhu mArA sthAne Ave to ubho thaI tarata Asana Apato. A vinayAdinA pratApe ja Aje mArAmAM ATalI zakti utpanna thaI che." vaLI Avo vinaya joIne bIjA sAdhuone ApaNA pratye lAgaNI-sadbhAva pragaTe. ApaNI pAse AvavAnuM mana thAya. ApaNA pratyenI lAgaNInA kAraNe ApaNI sAcI vAta svIkAravA taiyAra thAya. Ama aneka lAbho thAya. mAtra A laukika lAbho meLavavA mATe A vinaya nathI karavAno. paNa A vinaya AtmAmAM laghutA-namratAdi guNone pura-bahAramAM khIlave che. puSkaLa karmakSaya karI Ape che. mATe A vinaya saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (189)
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________________ che AdaravAno che. e moTA vaDIla ApaNI sarakhI uMmaranA hoya, mAtra ekAda mahIno ja dIkSA paryAyamAM moTA $ ja hoya, ApaNA paramamitra hoya ane eTale emanI sAthe vAtacItamAM chUTachATa paNa hoya. ane mATe te je ja ubhA ubhA vAto karatA hoya ane ApaNe niHsaMkoca emanI sAthe beThA beThA vAto karatA hoIe to ? che AvI mitratA zAsanane mAnya nathI. je mitratA zAstrIya AcAro-vinayonuM bhaMjana karAve evI che ja mitratAne zI rIte mAnya rAkhI zakAya ? 187. gocarI mAMDalImAM ane pratikramaNa mAMDalImAM huM krama pramANe ja besIza : game tyAM vAparavA besI javuM e saMskAra ke pravRtti tiryaMcomAM hoya, jaina zramaNamAM na hoya. je mAMDalImAM ratnAdhikanA krama pramANe ja besavAnI vyavasthA tamAma gacchomAM eka sarakhI rIte pravarte che. je ja emAM ratnAdhikono vinaya, bahumAna sacavAya e mukhya uddeza che. nAnA saMyamIo ratnAdhiko karatA ja ja AgaLa besI jAya to to emAM ratnAvikono avinaya thAya ja. keTalIkavAra to rojeroja A rIte nAnAone AgaLa ke game tema besatA joIne ratnAdhikone ja je saMkleza paNa thAya. kyAreka saMbhaLAvI paNa de ke "tame badhA vinaya-aucitya zIkhyA nathI ke zuM?" che jema nAnAoe ratnAdhiko karatA AgaLa nathI besavAnuM. tema ratnAdhikoe nAnAo karatA che ja pAchaLa paNa nathI besavAnuM. arthAt ati namra keTalAMka ratnAdhiko ema vicAre ke "ApaNe bhale ne nAnA ja ja karatA pAchaLa besIe. emAM zuM vAMdho? e nAnAo paNa chevaTe to saMyamI ja che ne? bhale ne teo ja che mArI AgaLanA sthAne besatA." A vicAramAM laghutA, namratA cokkasa che paNa viveka nathI. A rIte to pachI e vaDIlo ja nAnAone vaMdana paNa karavA lAge to ? nAnAo pratye vaDIlo paNa guNAnurAgI bane e sAruM ja che. paNa vyavahAra-AcAra-paraMparAnuM ? che pAlana to barAbara karavuM ja paDe. dA.ta. koIka vaDIlane nAnA sAdhu be-traNa dinathI vaMdana na kare to vaDIla che. 4 ema vicAre ke "Ama paNa mArA karatA e vadhAre guNiyala che. bhale ne vaMdana na kare." to A vicAra che ja apekSAe sAro che. paNa A rIte vyavahAra tuTI jAya. vaDIle prajJApanIya nAnA sAdhune kahevuM joIe ? che ke "mahAtman ! mAre vaMdananI jarUra nathI. paNa tamArA jevA guNiyala mahAtmA vaDIlone vaMdana cUkI jAya che che to tamAro vAstavika vikAsa rUMdhAya. AcAravyavasthA khoraMbhAya." ja ema mAMDalI vyavasthAmAM paNa vaDIlo cheka chelle besavAnI mAnasika taiyArI bhale rAkhe. paNa ene 4 ja pravRttimAM na utArAya. potAne yogya sthAna upara ja teoe besavuM joIe. ane nAnAo AgaLa $ je besatA hoya to namratAthI kahevuM ke mahAtman ! tamAro naMbara ahIM na Ave. tamAre pAchaLa javuM paDaze." * che eTale A niyamamAM be ya kALajI karavAnI che. vaDIlonI AgaLa besAI na javAya enI ane nAnAothI pAchaLa besAI na javAya tenI. - hA ! kyAreka emAM bhula thaI paNa jAya. paNa e pratye upekSA na karAya. kyAreka evuM bane ke ja ? eka sthAne pAtrA-Asana-davA vagere laIne besI gayA. ane vAparavAnuM zarU karatA pahelA ja khyAla 4 | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (190) |
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________________ Avyo ke "mAre sAme besavuM paDe. mAruM sthAna krama pramANe sAme Ave che." to tyAre badhuM laIne sAme javAno kaMTALo Ave ane saMyamI tyAM ja besI rahe e na cAle. mAMDa eka miniTa A sthaLAMtaramAM lAge. eTalA mATe upekSA, pramAda na karAya. * eTale pratikramaNa ane gocarI be ya mAMDalImAM besavAno krama barAbara jALavavo. 188. koIpaNa saMyamIo vihAra karIne padhAratA hoya to jo pahelethI samAcAra maLe to huM ochAmAM ocho 100 DagalA sAme levA jaIza. dorI bAMdhI ApI emanA vastro sukavIza : samudAyanI sAmAcA2I pramANe bIjA samudAyanA saMyamIone khamAsamaNAvALuM vaMdana na karAya e kabula. emanI sAthe gocarI-pANI na karAya e kabula. paNa aucitya-sevana paNa na karAya evuM to koNa kabula rAkhaze? e parasamudAyanA mahAtmAo pratye vAtsalya bhAva paNa na rakhAya, te koNa svIkAraze? guNAnurAgakulakamAM kahyuM che ke (102)'pa2samudAyamAM paNa je saMvigna-bahuzruta munio hoya. teonI paNa anumodanA karajo. mAtra IrSyAthI prerAIne anumodanA baMdha na karazo." je mUlaguNomAM bhraSTa thaI cUkelA hoya ane enI pAkI khabara ApaNane hoya teono vinayAdi na karIe e hajI barAbara. paNa jeo mATe mUlaguNonI bhraSTatAno ApaNI pAse nirNaya nathI tevA koIpaNa mahAtmAo padhAre to sAme levA javuM ja joIe. pA-aDadho kilomITara levA jaIe, e dekhAya eTale "padhAro, padhAro" kahIe. emanI upadhi-ghaDo-dAMDo vagere laI laIe. emane tarata gocarI aMgenI pRcchA karIe... vagere lokottara aucityasevananA lAbho aparaMpAra che. samAcAra na hovAthI ApaNe sAme levA na jaI zakIe ane saMyamIo upAzrayamAM praveza karatA dekhAya to tyAre tarata ubhA thaI 'padhAro' kahI AvakAravA. emanI upadhi utAravI. dorI bAMdhIne emanA vastro sUkavI ApavA. keTalAMko to evA paNa joyA che ke "saMyamIo upAzrayamAM praveza karatA dekhAya to ubhA to na ja thAya paNa 'padhAro' paNa na kahe. na to emanI upadhi utAre ke na to emanA vastro sukavI Ape." ApaNA grupanA, ApaNA gacchanA ke paragacchanA koIpaNa saMyamIo Ave e badhA sAthe aucityasabhara, lAgaNIsabhara, madhu2zabdothI jhaLahaLato vyavahAra karavAmAM Avaze to sAdharmika vAtsalya nAmano samyagdarzanano AcAra paLAyelo thaze. samyagdarzana nirmaLa banaze. parasparanA koIka pUrvagraho baMdhAyA haze to ogaLI jaze. AMkhomAM jherane badale amI nItaraze. gacchabheda rahevA chatAM, matabheda + sAmAcArI bheda rahevA chatAM manabheda nahi rahe. sAva sAmAnya dekhAto A niyama hakIkatamAM ati-ati mahattvano che. mAtra pAMca-daza miniTanuM A aucityasevana AdhyAtmika vikAsamAM kayA camatkAro nahi sarje ? e ja eka prazna che. eTale leza paNa ALasa, pramAda karyA vinA, gacchabhedane joyA vinA hRdayanA apUrvollAsa sAthe A niyamanuM pratyeka saMyamI pAlana kare evI khAsa bhalAmaNa che. 189. huM sTepalara vAparIza nahi ke rAkhIza nahi H (103)vastro sIvavA mATe soMya rAkhavAnI rajA zAstrakAroe ApI che. ema vastra phADavA mATe saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (191)
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________________ che kAtaranI ane nakha kApavA mATe nIlakaTaranI chUTa paNa zAstrakAroe ApI che, paNa A badhI vastuo che ja badhA saMyamIoe nathI rAkhavAnI. nAnakaDA gacchamAM guru ke gurue javAbadArI soMpela sAdhu A badhI ! ja vastuo rAkhe ane bAkInAo jarUra paDe tyAre tenAthI ja kAma calAvI le. je gacchamoTo hoya ane ekAda soMya vagerethI cAlI zake ema na hoya to vadhAre soMya vagere rakhAya che kharI paNa lokhaMDAdi dhAtuonI banelI soya, kAtara, nIlakaTara guru rAkhe ane lAkaDAnI soMya, kAtara che 4 vagere bAkInA saMyamIo rAkhe. bAkInA saMyamIo dhAtunI soMya rAkhI na zake. ? paNa Aje to lAkaDAnI soya, kAtara jovA maLatI ja nathI. A badhA sAdhano lagabhaga dhAtunA | je ja jovA maLe che. A badhA sAdhano bIjA saMyamIone rAkhavAnI nA pADavAnuM kAraNa eTaluM ja che ke te che 4 saMyamIo aparipakva hovAthI kadAca kyAreka A sAdhanono hiMsA mATe upayoga karI bese. athavA to che ja AvA sAdhano vAparavA-sAcavavAnI AvaData na hovAthI ajANatA paNa enA dvArA koIka nukazAna thaI ? ja jAya. lAkaDAnI soMya ke kAtara dhAtunI soMya vagere karatA ochI nukasAnakAraka bane eTale nAchUTake tenI 3 chUTa ApavAmAM AvI che. te zakya hoya to AkhA grupamAM mAtra eka ja saMyamI A badhI vastu rAkhe ane bAkInA tamAma che je saMyamIo AvI koIpaNa vastu na rAkhe e khUba yogya gaNAya. paNa chatAM A vastuo rAkhavI hoya to paNa jarUriyAta puratA ja saMyamIo rAkhe. jyAre paNa che A vastuonI jarUra paDe tyAre gRhasthonA gharomAMthI maLI ja jAya che. eno vaparAza karIne pAchI ApI che zakAya che. ahIM navA jamAnAnI vastu sTepalaranI bAdhA levAnI vAta che. sTepalara e anivAryasAdhana che nathI. be chaTA pAnAne bhegA karavA vagere mATe sTepalara vaparAya che. paNa ene badale e be pAnAomAM che kANA pADIne dorA vaDe bAMdhI zakAya che. (oghAnI dazIno doro paNa tAtkAlika kAmamAM AvI zake che.) che 4 sTepalaranI pIna dhAtunI ane vAge tevI tIkSNa hoya che. ane pAnA chUTA karyA bAda e pheMkI ja devAya ? ja che. e koIne vAgI javAthI nukasAna paNa thAya. che eTale pAnAo bhegA karavA ke TapAlanuM kavara baMdha karavA mATe sTepalarano upayoga ucita nathI jaNAto. TapAlanA kavara to guMdarAdi dvArA baMdha karI ja zakAya che. enA mATe sTepalara zA mATe vAparavuM che soMya, kAtara vagere sAdhano evA che ke je kAyamI upayogamAM Ave ane lagabhaga anivArya che. che jyAre sTepalaramAM to eka pIna vaparAI gayA bAda bIjIvAra e pIna pharI vAparI zakAtI nathI. enA che je badale TAMkaNI hajI ochI kharAba, kemake eka ja TAMkaNIno upayoga to vAraMvAra thaI zake che. Adhunika sAdhana, virAdhanAnuM kAraNa sTepalara saMyamIoe na vAparavuM. 190. huM game tevI garamImAM paNa koIpaNa vastune paMkhA tarIke vAparIza nahi ? pasInAno TukaDo saheja khaMkherIne ke halAvIne pavana utpanna karavAnI paNa jo zAstrakAronI nA ja hoya to pachI unALAmAM jADA puThA vaDe pavana vIMjhavo, e yogya zI rIte hoI zake? saMgni saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (192) |
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________________ na ja koIkane Azcarya paNa thaze ke "zuM sAdhuo AvI rIte puMThA vagerethI pavana vIMjhe che kharA? A ja to. bane ja nahi." ? * paNa kaLiyuganI bhISaNa tAkAtane na jANanArA emane kyAM khabara ja che ke Aje keTalAMka ? ja saMyamIo IlekTrIkathI cAlanArA, bhayaMkara hiMsAnA kAraNabhUta evA TebalaphenathI mAMDIne moTA moTA paMkhAono paNa upayoga kare che. eka zrAvake eka upAzrayamAM rAtrinuM je dazya joyuM emAM eNe pratyeka 4 saMyamI pAse pota-potAno svataMtra nAnakaDo Tebalaphena (IlekaTrIkathI cAlato paMkho) joyo. ja sukhazIlatAdi doSo keTalI hadanI zithilatAo ghusADI deze enI kalpanA karavI duSkara che. che eTale "pANI pahelA bAMdhI pALa" e nyAye atyAre koIpaNa prakAranA paMkhAdi na vAparanArA saMyamIo ja paNa manane daDha banAvI de ke "bhaviSyamAM game tevA nimitto Ave, game eTalI garamI paDe, badhuM sahana ja karIne paNa A rIte ilekTrIka paMkhA to nahi ja, paNa puMThAnA paMkhA ke vastronA paMkhA paNa huM bilakula ja vAparIza nahi." 4 191. huM mArI koIpaNa vastu ujaImAM ke kAmaLIkALamAM khullA AkAzamAM rahevA daIza nahi ? che jema jAte ujaImAM na javAya, ujaImAM ubhA na rahevAya. jema jAte kAmaLI kALamAM khullA ja AkAzamAM na javAya, ema ApaNI upadhi paNa ujaI vageremAM na rakhAya. bahArathI ujaI AvatI hoya ? to ApaNe to dUra thaI jaIe chIe ke kAmaLI oDhI laIe chIe. paNa ApaNI koIpaNa vastu ujaImAM ja ke paDI rahe to ApaNA upakaraNa dvArA ujaInI virAdhanA thAya eno doSa ApaNane lAge ja. che eTale dAMDo, saMthAro, daMDAsana, jhoLI vagere tamAma vastuo evA ja sthAne rAkhavI ke jyAM che ja ujaI na Ave ane jo ujaI Ave to tyAMthI e vastuo haTAvI devI. ja e ja rIte kAmaLI kALamAM khullA AkAzamAM pyAlo vagere na mUkavo. khullA AkAzamAM dorI ja bAMdhI hoya to kAmaLI kALa pUrve choDIne aMdara laI levI paDe. pAtarAo sukavavA mUkyA hoya to ya ja je kAmaLI koLa pUrve aMdara laI ja levA paDe. AvI badhI bAbatamAM kALajI karavI. 4 12. huM gADha kAraNa vinA kAmaLI oDhIne paNa ujaIvALA sthAne ke kAmaLIkALamAM khullA AkAzamAM nahi ubho rahuM? che. kAmaLI oDhavA mAtrathI ujaInI badhI virAdhanA aTakI jAya che evI koInI mAnyatA hoya to ja che e khoTI che kemake kAmaLI paheravA chatAM moTuM, hAtha-paga vagere bhAgo upara to kAmaLI AvI ja nathI. ja eTale e bhAgo upara sIdhI ujaI paDe ane ujaInA jIvonI virAdhanA thAya. eTale "ujaImAM ke kAmaLIkALamAM kAmaLI paherIne javAya." evuM koI na mAnI le. kAmaLI paherIne paNa ujaImAM ke kAmaLIkALamAM na ja javAya. paNa jyAre spaMDila mATe ke evA gADha kAraNasara ja ke ujaImAMthI pasAra thavuM paDe ke kAmaLIkALamAM bahAra javuM paDe tyAre virAdhanA ochI thAya e mATe che ja komaLIno vaparAza karavAno che. kAmaLIthI saMpUrNa virAdhanA aTakI zakatI nathI. ja keTalAMka saMyamIo rAtre kAmaLI oDhIne agAsImAM aDadho eka kalAka ubhA rahetA hoya che. tyAM ja ja khullAmAM ubhA rahIne vAtacIta karatAM hoya che. ema keTalAMko ujasthAnamAM kAmaLI oDhIne vAtacIto ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali = (193)
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________________ karatA hoya che. kharekhara to A bemAMthI ekeya vastu barAbara nathI.(104) ujaImAM eka akSara bolavAnI paNa zAstromAM nA pADI che. to ujaImAM ubhA rahI vAta-cIta zI rIte karI zakAya ? eTale gADha kAraNa vinA ujaIvALA sthAne ke kAmaLIkALamAM khullA sthAne eka miniTa paNa ubhA na rahevAya. 193. jyAre DoLI ke vhIlaceramAM ja besIne badhA vihAro karavAno avasara ubho thaze tyAre huM sthiravAsa karIza : vihAra karavAnI tAkAta khalAsa thaI jAya to saMyamIe yogya sthAne sthiravAsa karI devo evI zAstrAjJA che. zAstromAM saMgama AcArya, arNikAputra AcArya vagerenA dRSTAnto Ave ja che ke teo seMkaDo ziSyonA guru hovA chatAM, zAsanaprabhAvaka hovA chatAM vihArazakti khalAsa thatAnI sAthe ja sthiravAsa rahI gayA hatA. Aje je AcAryabhagavaMto vagere zAsananA kAryo kare che e badhA DoLI ke vhIlacerano upayoga kare che ene vartamAna-gItArtho apavAdamArga tarIke hajI gaNI le. paNa e sivAyanA sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMtomAM moTA pramANamAM DolI-vhIlacerano upayoga vadhyo che e zuM apavAdamArga gaNI zakAya ? eka bhaNelA gaNelA ajaina mANase mane kahyuM ke,"huM roja mArA gAmathI skuTara upara nokarI ka2vA navasArI jAuM chuM. lagabhaga roMja tamArA dharmanA sAdhu-sAdhvIo mane rastA upara dekhAya che. emAM keTalAMkone mANaso uMcakIne laI jatA hoya che ane keTalAMko vhIlaceramAM jatA hoya che. tame e DoLI uMcakanArA ane vhIlacera calAvanArAone paisA ApatA ja hazo. paNa e bicArA mANasone AmAM keTalo trAsa paDato haze. mane e nathI samajAtuM ke zuM AvI rIte bIjAone trAsa Apavo yogya che ? paisA mATe teo to Dhora majurI karavA taiyAra thAya paNa jaina sAdhu-sAdhvIone A zobhe kharuM ?" navasArI pAsenA pANazIlA gAmanA rahevAsI e bhAInI vAta sAMbhaLI huM coMkI gayo. AvA to lAkho loko A DoLI-vhIlacerane joIne koNa jANe zuM vicAra karatA haze ? bIjA zuM vicAre che ? enI paravA na karIe to ya A DoLI-vhIlaceramAM saMyamanI virAdhanA to puSkaLa che ja. je mANaso sAthe rAkhavA paDe te mANaso dvA2A thatI vanaspati-kAcApANI-trasakAya vagerenI virAdhanAno doSa to ApaNane ja lAge ne ? vaLI saMgha upara e DoLI vagerenA kharcano keTalo moTo bojo ! mATe ja saMyamIoe A niyama levo joIe ke sthiravAsa pasaMda karIza paNa DoLI-vhIlacera nahi. hA ! rastAmAM ja mAMdA paDI javAthI be-pAMca divasa mATe DoLI-vhIlacerano upayoga karavo paDe e hajI apavAda mArga gaNAya kemake sAjA thaI gayA pachI to pAcho cAlIne ja vihAra karavAno che. paNa ghaDapaNanA kAraNe, vicitra roganA kAraNe evI paristhiti ubhI thAya ke kAyama mATe DoLIvhIlacera vAparavI paDe tyAre to A niyama pramANe sthiravAsa ja yogya che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali * (194)
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________________ * mahAsaMyamI- eka AcAryabhagavaMta to vahIlacerano sakhata virodha kare che. "DoLI mATenA game ja eTalA paisA kharco, paNa vhIlacera na vAparo" ema teozrI jaNAve che. A sAdhvIjIo kahe che ke, "DoLIvALA mATe puSkaLa paisAnI vyavasthA ame kyAMthI karIe? amArI ja pAse kyAM evA bhakto che? hIlacera hoya to ekapaNa mANasa rAkhyA vinA ame jAte paNa calAvI ja zakIe, koI kharco na thAya." Aja paNa A vahIlaceramAM AvatIkAle mazIna lAgI javAno moTo bhaya chUpAyelo che. eTale DoLI ja ke vaDIlacera beya no vaparAza baMdha karIne sthiravAsa karavo vadhu yogya che. che paNa sthiravAsa karavAmAM nIcenI muzkelIo naDe che. (1) sthiravAsa kyAM karavo? gAmaDAomAM gharo nabaLA che. sAdhvIjIno kAyamI bhAra upADavA teo taiyAra na thAya. bIjI bAju zaheromAM saMgho para sAdhvIjIone koIpaNa upAzrayamAM sthiravAsa rahevA detA nathI. 4 (2) eka sAdhvIjI sthiravAsa rahe to sAthe emanI sevA karanArA sAdhvIjIoe paNa sthiravAsa ne karavo paDe. emanA saMyama-svAdhyAyAdino moTo prazna ubho thAya. che AvA keTalAMka kAraNosara sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo sthiravAsa rahevA taiyAra nathI. A bAbatamAM yogya - nirNaya to gItArtha AcArya bhagavaMto ja karI zake. chatAM evuM lAge che ke ja (1) hajI evA DhagalAbaMdha madhyama gAmaDAo che ke jyAMnA jaino sAdhvIjIone chelle sudhI sAcavI zake eTalA sukhI to che ja. ane te gAmaDAomAM have moTI hospiTalo vagere paNa che ja. ane ? - dareka gAmaDAomAM be-traNa gharo to evA bhaktibhAvavALA maLI ja jAya ke jeone barAbara samajAvavAmAM Ave, sAdhvIjInI sevAnA lAbho dekhADavAmAM Ave to cokkasa teo sevA karavA taiyAra ja thAya. alabatta zahero karatA A gAmaDAomAM sAravAra-sagavaDa ochI maLavAnI. paNa jo bhAvasaMyama ja jaLavAtuM hoya to e agavaDa-alpa sAravAra zuM ochAdoSavALI ane mATe ja svIkArya na bane ? che. (2) e gAmaDAomAM e sthiravAsa sAdhvIjI sAthe emanA be-cAra ziSyAone kAyamI sAthe rahevuM paDe to paNa gAmaDAomAM saMyamanI kALajI thavAnI zakyatA ghaNI che. (3) amadAvAda vagere moTA zaheromAM rahevuM hoya to paNa tyAM eka-be kilomITaranA aMtare navA ja - navA saMgho hoya che. mAtra amadAvAdamAM 200 jeTalA saMgho che. te te saMghamAM mAsa-mAsa rahevAmAM Ave ? to varSamAM nava saMghamAM rahevAsa thAya. Ama 15-20 varSa amadAvAdamAM rahI zakAya ane sthiravAsa che ja hovA chatAM asthiravAsa jevuM ja thAya. A mATe tyAMnA saMghone taiyAra karavA paDe. kharI hakIkata e che ke sAdhvIjIone have zahero choDavAnI IcchA ochI dekhAya che. tyAM gocarI1 pANInI anukULatA vagerene kAraNe have apamAnAdi sahana karIne paNa teo rahe che. bAkI mArI daSTie zreSThamArga A ja che ke jo vRddha sAdhvIjIo vagere gAmaDAmAM sthiravAsa mATe che taiyAra hoya to gujarAta-mahArASTramAM evA seMkaDo gAmaDAo maLI rahe ke jemAM zrAvako samRddha paNa hoya che ? ane sAdhvIjIone sArI rIte sAcavavA mATe taiyAra paNa hoya. e zrAvakone protsAhita karavAnuM kAma ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (15)
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________________ AcAryabhagavaMto sahelAIthI karI zake che. zakya bane ane Atama jAge to khUba gaMbhIratApUrvaka vicArIne A lakhAyelo niyama saMyamIoe dhAraNa ka2vA yogya che. 194, huM jAheramAM koIpaNa saMgha ke TrasTInI viruddhamAM bolIza nahi : jo vartamAnakALamAM saMyamIo paNa jAtajAtanA doSovALA hoI zake to pachI saMsAramAM rahelA TrasTIo vagere vicitra hoya emAM koI Azcarya na pamAya. ApaNI koIka vAto saMgha ke tenA keTalAMka TrasTIo na paNa mAne. emAM teono svArtha, kAma ka2vAmAM ALasa vagere doSo paNa kAma karatA hoya chatAM koIpaNa bhoge vyAkhyAnanI pATa upara ke cAra-pAMca mANasonI sAme emanI viruddhamAM na ja bolAya. asahiSNu e saMgha ke zrAvakone khabara paDe ke sAdhuoe amArA viruddhamAM vAta karI. eTale teone sAdhusaMsthA pratye asadbhAva thAya. duzmanAvaTa thAya. e paNa sAdhuonI niMdA karI puSkaLa pApakarma bAMdhe. eka sAdhue jAheramAM kahyuM ke "A saMghanAM TrasTIo hIjaDA che." TrasTIo khUba krodhe bharAyA. gusse thayelA eka TrasTIe ubhA thaIne sAdhunuM bAvaDuM pakaDI lIdhuM. "mahArAja ! khabaradAra, jo AvuM - bolyA cho to ?'' ane vAtAvaraNa khUba ja DahoLAI gayuM. kSamA e to sAdhuno prathama dharma che. jo ApaNe 22 pariSaho sahana karavAnA che, to TrasTIonI bhulo, saMghanI bhulone sahana na karI zakIe ? e kaDavA ghuMTaDA gaLI na zakIe ? emanI bhulonuM bhAna hovA chatAM mIThAzathI vartana karIne saMklezanA vAtAvaraNane ubhuM thatuM aTakAvI na zakIe ? bhaviSyamAM bhale e TrasTI ke saMgha sAthe kadi panAro na pADIe paNa vartamAnamAM to koIpaNa bhoge emanI sAthe na ja bagADIe. ane bagaDavAnuM kAraNa eka ja che, ApaNA dvArA emanA mATe bolAtA apazabdo ! jo A niyama laI laIe to A dharatIkaMpa thato aTakI jAya. saMgha ke TrasTI ApaNI koI yojanA pAra na pADe. saMghamAM koI ArAdhanA karAvavA mATe taiyAra na thAya, koIka progrAma mATe paisA kharacavA taiyAra na thAya, kadAca khAnaNImAM ApaNI viruddhamAM bole ane enI ApaNane khabara paDI jAya, ApaNI IcchApramANenuM beMDa na maMgAve ke sAmaiyuM na kare ane A badhA kAraNosara e saMgha ke TrasTIo mATe ApaNe jAheramAM ke be-cAra mANasa vacce jema tema bolIe to zuM e ApaNI agaMbhIratA, aparipakvatA, asahiSNutA na kahevAya ? (devadravyabhakSaNa vagere atimoTA doSo sevanArA TrasTIo jo jAhe2mAM Thapako ApavAdithI ja sanmArge vaLe tema hoya to e aMge gItArtha saMyamI ucita lAge e karI zake.) 195. huM mArI mAlikIvALo phaleTa rAkhIza nahi : "Abha phATyuM che tyAM have thIgaDuM devA kyAM javuM ?" evI A bAbatamAM hAlata che. surataamadAvAdamAM seMkaDonI saMkhyAmAM saMyamIoe potAnI mAlikInI phaleTa karI lIdhA hovAnA samAcAra - che. yuvAna dIkarIne dIkSA ApatI vakhate ja zrImaMta pitAe enA mATe phaleTa kharIdI rAkhyo ane enA | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (196)
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________________ che vaiyAvacca mATe TrasTa banAvI dIdhuM. "bhaviSyamAM mArI dikarIne bilakula muzkelI na paDe ?" ema che ja vicArIne ! * eka vRddha bahene dIkSA lIdhI. enA keTalAMka caDAvAnA paisA bhegA karIne samAjanA vaDIloe 4 ja emanA vaiyAvaccAdi mATe phaleTanI vyavasthA karI dIdhI. eka muhapattI paNa je saMyamIothI vadhAre na rakhAya teo Akhone Akho phaleTa potAnI re ja mAlikIno rAkhI le e keTalo bhayaMkara doSa kahevAya? ane A phaleTanA nukasAna keTalA? (1) kAyamI tyAM ja rahenArA e saMyamIone AjubAju 4 ja rahenArA zrAvako gocarI-pANI kyAM sudhI vahorAvaze ? teo kaMTALaze ane bhakti baMdha karaze. adharma ? je pAmaze. (2) gocarI-pANInI durlabhatA thavAthI kadAca saMyamIo e phaleTamAM ja eka bAI ke mANasa chuM 4 rAkhI rasoDuM zarU karAvI de to navAI nahi. (3) bahAra Thalle-mAtru paraThavavAnI muzkelInA kAraNe kadAca phaleTanA ja saMDAsano upayoga saMyamI zarU karI deze to? AvA prasaMgo ya banatA sAMbhaLyA che. ? * have jo saMyamI pAse phaleTa hoya, rasoDuM hoya, TrasTAdi dvArA paisA hoya to pachI saMsArI ane 4 je saMyamImAM veSa sivAya to koI pharka ja na rahyo. keTalAMka saMyamIo gabharAya che ke "ApaNe koI puNya nathI? ApaNe gharaDA thazuM tyAre ApaNane 4 ja koNa sAcavaze? koNa rAkhaze? kyA upAzrayamAM sthiravAsa karavA deze? ApaNo ja potAno phaleTa hoya ? che to pachI koI muzkelI na paDe." ane e bhayathI prerAIne phaleTa kharIde che. - paNa e saMyamIone zuM sAcA saMyamadharma upara vizvAsa nathI? jo teo bhagavAnanI AjJAne che ja vaphAdAra rahIne koIpaNa jAtano parigraha karyA vinA jIvaze to e jinAjJApAlananA ja prabhAve emane ja evuM puNya baMdhAze ke jyAre emane jenI jarUra paDaze tyAre emane te maLI ja raheze. ghaDapaNamAM ja ja sAcavanArA ziSyo ane rahevA mATeno upAzraya paNa maLI ja raheze to hajAro rUpiyAnI davAo purI ja 4 pADanArA zrAvako paNa sAmethI dhasI Avaze. - jinAjJA para deDha zraddhA rAkhIne jo A pApa samULaguM pheMkI devAmAM Ave to nakkI mAnajo, kadi che je koI tame kalpelI muzkelIo nahi AvI paDe. ja urdu jinAjJAbhaMga karIne phaleTo rAkhavAnI pravRttimAM paDazuM to enAthI evA vicitra ke je che baMdhAze ke kadAca phaleTa haze, badhI vyavasthA haze paNa sAcI samAdhi nahi hoya. asamAdhikaraNa dvArA zI che ja rIte sadgati pamAze? 4 hajI be ja divasa pahelA samAcAra jANyA ke sAdhvIjIe zrAvako pAsethI paisA bhegA karIne 4 ke phaleTa to kharIdI lIdho ane pachI keTalAka kALa bAda game te kAraNasara sarakArI kAgaLo upara sahI karIne ? che e phaleTa veMcyo ane maLelA paisA pote rAkhI lIdhA. zuM AvuM adha:patana thAya tevuM Iccho cho? jo nA. to pachI enA nimittathI zA mATe cheTA na 4 ja rahevuM? zrImaMta bhakto, svajano phaleTa laI ApavAnI vAta kare to paNa spaSTa nA pADIne kahI devuM ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (197)
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________________ che joIe ke "zrIsaMgha amArI kALajI karanAro beTho che. amAruM saMyama, amArI ArAdhanA ja amArI rakSA ke ja karaze. ame AvA phaleTa kharIdavAdi kAryomAM bilakula paDavAnA nathI. pharIvAra AvI vAta na karazo." ! jo phaleTa levAI ja gayA hoya to e lAgatA vaLagatA saMghone pAchA soMpI devA joIe. 196. huM kyAMya zaratI comAsA karIza nahi : je saMyamIo pAse nAnA moTA projekTa hoya ane paisA bhegA karavAnA hoya teo cAturmAsanI je vinaMti karavA AvelA zrAvakone jo ema kahe ke, "jo tame amuka lAkha rUpiyA mArA projekTamAM ja ApavAnA hoya, to tamAre tyAM comAsuM karIe." to e keTaluM behuduM kahevAya? zrAvakone to ema ja ja lAge ke ame ahIM vepAra-dhaMdho karavA AvyA chIe? paisA ApIne cAturmAsanI kharIdI karavA nIkaLyA ? ja chIe ? ane paisAnA mATe cAturmAsa karanArA A saMyamImAM zuM amane tAravAnI sAcI bhAvanA ke buddhi * hoI zake kharI? to AmanuM comAsuM zI rIte karAvAya ?" kyAreka saMgho nAchUTake e vAta svIkArI paNa le che. paNa aMdarakhAne khUba duHkhI thAya che to , je keTalAMka mAthA pharela zrAvako to khulleAma kahI de ke "mahArAjA sAheba ! koIpaNa zarata vinA comAsuM : je karavuM hoya to karo. ame upAzraya khAlI rAkhazuM. paNa AvA le-vecanA dhaMdhApUrvakanA comAsA amAre * ja nathI karAvavA." AmAM saMyamInI kiMmata keTalI rahe? vaLI zaratI comAsA karanArA saMyamIo mATe saMgho evA ugavALA bane che ke lAMbAkALe badhA ; je saMgho bolatA saMbhaLAya ke "amuka mahArAjane to amAre comAsuM lAvavA ja nathI, kemake e to paisA * 4 mAMgIne comAsA kare che." ane evA mahAna prabhAvaka saMyamIone koI saMghe vinaMti na karI hoya evuM ja ya banyuM che. saMyamIe sAmethI e saMghamAM comAsuM javAnI vAta karI. chatAM e saMghe bahAnA kADhIne : comAsuM rada karAvI dIdhuM e ja rIte "tame amuka ArAdhanA karAvavAnA ho to ja comAsuM karIza / mArA comAsAmAM ' tamAre cAramAsanuM rasoDuM karavuM paDaze. kemake mArA mahemAno ghaNA hoya mAro cAturmAsika kharca amuka - lAkhano che. eTaluM phaMDa tamAre karI levuM paDaze." AvI koIpaNa prakAranI zarato na karAya. Aje paNa evA ghaNA vidvAna zAsanaprabhAvaka munirAjo che ke jeo vinaMti karavA AvelA zrIsaMghane kahI de che ke "tamAre kAyamI rasoDuM karavAnuM nathI. huM koI bhaktone bolAvato nathI. je thoDAghaNA zrAvako vaMdanAdi mATe Ave enI vyavasthA to enI meLe ja thaI jatI hoya che. enI ciMtA tamArA mAthe nathI. vaLI saMghamAM ArAdhanA karAvavI ke nahi? tapa karAvavo ke nahi ? e badhuM tamAre nakkI karavAnuM. tamArI IcchA nahi hoya to ApaNe koI saMghagata rasoDAvALo tapa karAvazuM nahi. huM mArI ArAdhanA mATe comAsuM karuM chuM. emAM saMghanI ArAdhanA thatI hoya to eno mane AnaMda che. paNa mAruM ja mukhya kAma mAtra dharmopadeza ApavAnuM ane emAM tapAdinI preraNA karavAnuM che. mAro koI projekTa nathI. che eTale tame nizcita banI jajo." AvA suMdara zabdo sAMbhaLIne e saMgha keTalo AnaMda pAme ? kadAca niHspRha mahAtmAnA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (198)
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________________ LcAturmAsamAM ja sauthI vadhu dhanavyayAdi thAya to ya navAI nahi. che. Avo Adarza ApaNe sau keLavIe. 4 - 197. huM mArA cAturmAsa pravezamAM koIne bolAvIza nahi? bhakta zrAvako potAnA bhaktibhAvathI prerAIne potAnI meLe saMyamInA cAturmAsa pravezamAM ja ja hAjarI ApavA bahAragAmathI Ave to emAM saMyamIne koI ja doSa nathI. paraMtu saMyamI jo patrikAo ja mokalIne, patro lakhIne, phona karAvIne bhaktone ke svajanone jaNAve ke, "amuka divase mAro praveza che. je 4 ahIM badhI jamavAdinI vyavasthA che. tamAre khAsa AvavAnuM che." to e to behada niSpharatA kahevAya. 4 e bhakto gADImAM je puSkaLa hiMsA karIne Ave, tenuM pApa kone lAge ? AmAM pahelA ja 1 mahAvratanI nirmaLatA zI rIte Take? ke keTalAMko to pravezamAM AkhI ne AkhI baso ja bolAve. e joIne sIsakArA nIkaLI jAya che. "he bhagavAna ! tArA aNagAronI rakSA karaje." ema zabdo sarI paDe che. Aje evA keTalAM ya saMyamIo che ke jeo bIjAone to ThIka ! paNa potAnA sagA bA-bApujIbhAI-bahenane paNa AkhA varSa daramyAna TapAla suddhAM paNa lakhatA nathI. potAno cAturmAsa praveza kyAM ? che che? kyAre che? vagere koIpaNa vAta jaNAvatA ja nathI. "bA-bApujI potAnI meLe tapAsa karIne pahoMce che ke na pahoMce" enI A aMtarmukha saMyamIone koI paravA nathI. saMsAratyAga to kharekhara AvA munivarono sAco kahevAya. jo svajano, bhakto pratyeno sneha ? A hRdayamAM akabaMdha hoya ane e mATe bhayaMkara moTI virAdhanAono bhaya paNa khatama thaI jato hoya to ja che e saMsAratyAgane zI rIte anumodavo ? ja saMyamI mATe to jinAjJA e ja mA-bApa che. jinAjJA e ja svajana che. jinAjJA e ja atyaMta ja upAdeya che. sAcA saMyamIne jinAjJAnuM ullaMghana karIne kaMIpaNa meLavavuM na ja khape. ja (105)upadezamAlAmAM mAtA-pitA, svajano, bhakto vagerene puSkaLa nukasAna karanArA kahyA che. teo ApaNI ratnatrayInA coraTAo che. kevI bhayaMkara chatAM taddana sAcI upamA ! che . * jo kharekhara saMsAra kharAba lAgyo hoya to A svajanAdirAga rUpa bhAvasaMsArane choDI devo ane zuM ja e pachI to AvI rIte cAturmAsa pravezamAM koIne bolAvavAnI pravRtti zI rIte thaI zake ? 1 198. huM mArA cAturmAsapravezanI ke tapanA pAraNAdi aMgenI patrikAo chapAvIza nahi? cAturmAsa pravezanI patrikAo konA mATe banAvavAmAM Ave che? jyAM praveza karavAno che, tyAMnA ? sthAnika lokone to derAsaranA borDa uparanI jAherAta dvArA ja pravezadivasa, sthAna, samayAdinI khabara ja ja paDI ja javAnI che. - have je bahAragAmanA loko che. teone bolAvavAnI jarUra sAdhuone to che ja nahi. ane 4 TrasTIone paNa praveza upara bahAragAmanAone bolAvavAnI jarUra nathI. to pachI konA mATe A - patrikAo che? : vaLI A patrikAo TrasTIo svayaM mokale che ke saMyamIo je eDreso Ape e ja eDresa upara saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (199)
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________________ che patrikAo mokalAya che? jo bIjo vikalpa hoya to emAM to saMyamIne puSkaLa doSa lAgavAno ja ane 4 ja TrasTIo potAnI meLe to koI patrikA mokalatA dekhAtA nathI. bAkI jo saMyamI jAte patrikAo upara eDreso lakhe, TikITa lagADe ane TrasTIone posTa karavA ? ja Ape to e keTaluM yogya gaNAya? che. comAsAnI virAdhanAthI bacavA mATe ja cAturmAsa karAya che. enA pravezAdimAM patrikAo che chapAvavA dvArA, bahAragAmathI lokone bolAvavA dvArA jo moTI virAdhanAo UbhI karAtI hoya to jI ja cAturmAsa karavAno artha ja kyAM saryo ? che. keTalAMka saMyamIo to TrasTIone spaSTa sUcanA karI detA hoya che ke "khabaradAra ! amArA ja je pravezanI koIpaNa patrikAo chapAvI che to ! dhanya che A mahAmunionA saMyamane ! che hA ! koI zrAvako potAnI meLe ja praveza upara Ave to emAM saMyamInI bilakula anumodanA ja ja na hovAthI tene koI doSa lAgato nathI. A ja vAta tapanA pAraNA mATenI che. tapanA pAraNA upara saMyamI pote badhAne TapAlo ke ja patrikAo dvArA bolAve to upara batAvelI virAdhanAo thavAnI ja. mATe ja saMyamInA pAraNAnI khabara che saMyamIo sivAya koIne na paDavI joIe. Adarza sAdhunuM daSTAnta batAvuM. saLaMga 2500 AMbila karI cUkelA sAdhue AThamanA divase upavAsa karyo. sAdhuo samajyA ? che ke "A tapasvI dara pAMcatithI upavAsa kare ja che." eTale navAI jevuM kaMI na lAgyuM. paNa nomanA divase ja ke bapore bAra vAge saMyamI jAte gocarI laI Avyo, gurune batAvIne kahe, "he gurudevaAje mAre che 4 100mI oLInuM pAraNuM che." gurudeva stabdha thaI gayA. raDI paDyA. khUba AziSa ApyA. 4 100mI oLInA pAraNAnI khabara sAkSAt guru ke gurubhAIone paNa na hoya e kevI ajoDa ja ja niHspRhatA kahevAya ! che. keTalAMko ema kahe che ke, "ApaNA tapanA pAraNAnI patrikAo chapAvavI ja joIe. e bahAne che svajano vagerene e tapAdinI anumodanA karavAnI taka maLe. teo pAraNA para padhAre ane jAtajAtanA che ja niyamo paNa le. e rIte emane dharmamAM AgaLa vadhavAnI taka maLe. AvA nimitto dvArA ja emane dharma ? ja tarapha vALI zakAya. ApaNA tapa nimitte emane aneka bAdhAo ApI zakAya. mATe saMyamIoe ja che tapanA pAraNA jAhojalAlI pUrvaka ja karavA joIe. emAM saMyamInI bhAvanA mAtra paropakAra karavAnI che ja hovAthI, leza paNa kharAba bhAva na hovAthI ene koI doSa na lAge." Ano uttara zuM Apavo? A aMge khUba laMbANathI lakhavuM paDe ema che. eTale e laMbANa na ja ja karatA TuMkANamAM eTaluM ja kahIza ke "A ucita lAgatuM nathI. saMyamI taddana ajANyA ja tapa ane tenA ja ja pAraNA kare e ja enA mATe atyaMta hitakArI ane zobhAspada che." bAkI jo zrAvako upara upakAra ja karavA mATe A badhuM karI zakAtuM hoya to pachI zrAvako upara upakAra karavA emaNe bhaktibhAvathI $ banAvelI AdhAkarmI gocarI vahorI laIne emanI bhAvavRddhi na karavI joIe? gocarI vahoravA jaIe saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (200)
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________________ tyAre ghare ghare tame amuka niyama lo, to ja vahoruM' e rIte upadeza ApI-ApIne emane niyamo na ApavA joIe ? re ! AgaLa vadhIne videzamAM vasanArAonA hita mATe vimAnamAM besIne paradeza paNa na javuM joIe ? khera ! A aMge gItArtha-saMvigno je nirNaya Ape te pramANa. bAkI hAlanA tabakke to saMyamI svayaM potAnA tapanA pAraNAnI patrikAo karAve, mahotsavo rakhAve e mane ucita dekhAtuM nathI. zrAvako potAnI meLe kaMIpaNa kare to emAM saMyamIne doSa nathI. chatAM A viSayamAM dareka saMyamIe potAnA saMvigna-gItArtha gurubhagavaMtone puchIne temanA kahyA pramANe ja pravRtti karavI. 199. huM pratikramaNamAM spaSTa uccAra sAthe namostu vardhamAnAya stuti bolIza : nirvighne pratikramaNa nAmanI zreSTha kriyA pUrNa thavAnA AnaMda badala, A zAsana ApaNane ApanArA paramakRpALu, paramapitA paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA asIma upakArane yAda karIne e devAdhidevanI stuti rUpe A namoDastu ke saMsAradAvA rUpI traNa stutio bolAya che. zAstrakAro lakhe che ke (10)Avazyaka kriyA ka2vAthI saMyamIno AnaMda khUba vadhyo che ane vadhI rahyo che. e darzAvavA mATe pahelI gAthA alpaakSaravALI ane maMdasvare bolavAnI che. bIjI gAthA vadhu akSaravALI ane madhyamasvare bolavAnI che. ane trIjI gAthA sauthI vadhAre akSaravALI ane utkRSTa svare bolavAnI che. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradeva pratyenI kRtajJatA bhAvanAnA atirekathI AMkhamAMthI harSAzruo vahI rahyA hoya ane e stutio bolAtI hoya e saMyamI mATenI dhanyapaLo che. paNa Aje e bhAvanAmAM oTa AvI che ke kema ? kyAreka evuM jovA maLe che ke vaDIla namoDastu gAthA bolI rahe pachI 20-25 saMyamImAMthI mAMDa pAMca-dasa saMyamI e bole. bAkInAo mauna besI rahe. e stuti bolavAno ullAsa ja emanAmAM na dekhAya. devAdhideva pratyenI ApaNI sadbhAvanA ghaTI che ke pachI A bAbatano upayoga-khyAla ja nathI? alabatta, zAstramAM lakhyuM che e pramANe pratikramaNAdi mahAnakriyAo karavAthI khUba harSollAsa pragaTyo hoya ane AtmAnA adhyavasAyo khUba uchALA mAratA hoya tevA AtmAo to Aje virala ja jovA maLe che. chatAM AsannopakArI bhagavAna mahAvIra deva pratyeno sadbhAva pragaTa karavA mATe kamasekama A stutio to spaSTa uccAra sAthe hAtha joDI bhagavAnane yAda karI bhAvapUrvaka bolavAno prayatna karavo ja joIe . sAdhvIjIoe A ja vAta saMsAra dAvAnala stuti mATe samajavAnI che. 200. huM pratikramaNa bAda zrAvako pAse koIpaNa prakAranI stutio bolAvavAno Agraha rAkhIza nahi ke vadhArAnI koIpaNa kriyAno umero karIza nahi : sAmAnyathI evo niyama che ke koIpaNa kArya jeTaluM vadhAre laMbAtu jAya eTalo emAM utsAha, ullAsa ghaTato jAya. emAM veTha paNa utaratI jAya. kalAkamAM eka kApa kADhavAno hoya to emAM ullAsa rahe. paNa pAMca-cha glAna sAdhuono pAMca-cha kalAkamAM kApa kADhavAno Ave tyAre ullAsa nabaLo paDe. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (201)
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________________ che jaldI jaldI karavAnI ke veTha utAravAnI prakriyA vadhatI jAya. che prAcInakALamAM pratikramaNa kriyA khUba nAnI hatI. (107) namoDastunI traNa stutio bolAya eTale A ja pratikramaNa pUrNa thaI jatuM. paNa dhIme dhIme stavana, sajajhAya, zAMti umerAI. gItArtha-saMvigna ja ja mahApuruSoe Ano umero karyo che ane emAM koIe virodha nathI karyo eTale e kriyAo-sUtro Aje ja che. bhAratanA tamAma saMgho mAnya rAkhe che. paNa eka vAta to nakkI ke A rIte pratikramaNanI kriyA doDhI- che ja bamaNI thaI gaI. ja vadhAre muzkelI e thaI ke je kharekharI pratikramaNa kriyA che ke jenuM sauthI vadhu mahatva che enI kiMmata je ghaTI ane stavana-sanjhAyanI kiMmata vadhI. sAmAnyathI ApaNe paNa joIe chIe ke namoDastu pahelAnI che kriyAmAM ApaNo AnaMda-ullAsa keTalo ? ane stavana-sakjhAyamAM keTalo ? stavana-sanjhAya khUba ja ja laMbAvIne paNa bolIe jyAre mULakriyA jhaDapathI patAvIe.koI sAdhune cAra thoya bAkI rahI gaI hoya ja zuM to e "abhuDhio" khAmIne jhaDapathI pratikramaNa karI, cAra thoya karI pAcho stavanamAM bhego thaI jAya. che paNa ene e upayoga na Ave ke "namoDastu sudhI huM mAMDalI sAthe pratikramaNa karyuM ane pachI mArI svataMtra che ja cAra thoyo karavA chUTo paDI jaIza, kemake kharuM pratikramaNa namoDastu sudhInuM che." kharekhara to saMyamInA manamAM A padArtha daDha hovo ja joIe ke namoDastu sudhInI pratikramaNanI ja kriyA to mAMDalInI sAthe ja karavI joIe. kadAca kAraNasara mAre mAMDalIthI chUTA paDavuM paDe to paNa zakya che je haze tyAM sudhI namoDastu sudhInI kriyA to mAMDalInI sAthe ja karIza." chatAM Aje jema cAle che ema calAvI laIe to ya eka vAta vicAravA jevI che ke have lagabhaga che ja dareka saMghomAM pratikramaNa bAda arihA zaraNaM, samaro maMtra vagere jAta-jAtanI stutio bolAtI ja ja sAMbhaLavA maLe che. e stutio kharekhara ekadama bhAvavAhI ja che. che paNa muzkelI e che ke e stutio paNa jANe ke pratikramaNano rja eka bhAga hoya e rIte ja che bolavAno Agraha rakhAya che. e stuti bolyA vinA pratikramaNa pArI na zakAya e rItano Agraha che A pravRtti keTalAka saMghomAM jovA maLe che. jo A rIte cAle to to varSo jatA AvI stutio dvArA ja je pratikramaNa vadhAre moTuM banI javAnuM. dA.ta. pahelA samaro maMtra... bolAtuM. have arihA zaraNe bolAtuM ja che saMbhaLAya che ane emAM pAchI navI gAthA umerAI che ke "jagamAM je je..." e pachI tAjetaramAM ja vaLI bIjI eka navI gAthA umerAI che. keTalAMka saMghomAM to pAMca-daza miniTa cAle eTalI badhI je stutio pratikramaNa bAda avazya bolAvAya che. A badhuM zrAvako potAnI meLe vadhAratA hoya e saMbhavita nathI lAgatuM. te te saMyamIone te ja te stuti gamI haze ane eNe potAnA sthAnanA zrAvako pAse e bolAvavAnI zarU karAvI haze. beyanA che ja bhAva sArA che, vicAra koIno kharAba nathI. paNa lAMbAkALe AmAMthI utpanna thanArI muzkelIno vicAra che ja karavo jarUrI che. eka jagyAe pratikramaNa bAda stuti zarU thaI tyAre ja keTalAMka zrAvakoe sAmAyika pAravAnuM zarU ? je karI dIdhuM. saMyamIe emane aTakAvyA ke "tuti bAda ja sAmAyika pAravAnuM." samaju zrAvako pratikramaNa 4 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (202)
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________________ bAda e saMyamInA guru pAse gayA ane jaNAvyuM ke, "zuM A vyAjabI che? A stutio bolavI ja paDe che ja tevuM pharajiyAta che. amAre koIpaNa kAraNasara utAvaLa hoya athavA stuti bolavAnA bhAva na hoya to ja ame na paNa bolIe." gurue emanI vAta svIkArI saMyamIne Thapako Apyo. bIjI vAta e ke lagabhaga badhA grupamAM potapotAnA guruonI stuti bolAvavAno vyavahAra ? je dekhAya che. anaMtopakArI gurunuM smaraNa-stavanA karIe e to sAruM ja che. paNa saMghanA zrAvakoe paNa 8 ja e stuti bolavI ja paDe evo Agraha to ApaNAthI na ja rakhAya ne ? e rAkhIe emAM ya muzkelI ja - kevI thAya ? te joIe. koIka saMyamIo potAnA gurunI stutio bolAvavAnI zarU karAve ane emano vihAra thayA che che pachI bIjA saMyamIo tyAM Ave, teo zrAvakone junI stuti bolatA aTakAve ane kahe ke, "tame je 4 amArA gurunI stuti bolo." A rIte zrAvako ya muMjhAya. junA saMyamI pratye vadhu sadbhAvavALA zrAvako ja 4 junI stuti ja bolavAno Agraha rAkhe. to madhyastha zrAvako navA saMyamInA kahyA pramANe navI stuti ja che bolavAnI vAta karo. zrAvakomAM paraspara jhaghaDA ubhA thAya. hamaNAM ja eka jagyAe joyuM ke navA AvelA saMyamIoe pratikramaNa pUrNa thatAnI sAthe ja che potAnA gurunI stutio bolavAnI zarU karI dIdhI. pratikramaNa mATe AvelA trIsa-cAlIsa zrAvakomAMthI ja keTalAMka zrAvako gusse thayA. "ApaNe je roja stutio bolIe chIe e na bolIne A bIjI ja stutio kema bolI zakAya ?" samaju zrAvakoe mAMDa mAMDa e badhAne zAMta rAkhyA. badhAne potapotAnA guru vahAlA hoya ane hovA ja joIe. paNa eno artha e to nathI ja che ja ke bIjAo upara paNa ApaNe ApaNI bhAvanAone lAdI besADIe. saMghomAM to tamAma gacchanA sAdhuA sAdhvIjIo AvatA ja hoya che. teo jo badhAnA guruonI stuti bolavA jAya to emane to ghaNuM che che moTuM pratikramaNa thaI jAya ane koIpaNa ekAdanI bolavA jAya to bAkInA saMyamIo sAthe saMkleza 4 ja thAya. enA badale jo saMyamIo ja A nakkI kare ke, "te te saMghamAM ApaNe koIpaNa navI stutio ja bolAvavAno rivAja zarU karAvavo nahi. ApaNane ApaNA gara vahAlA che to ApaNe emanI cokkasa bolaze paNa e saMgha pAse bolAvavAno, saMghanI stutio rada karAvIne ApaNI stutio bolAvaDAvavAno prayatna kadi nahi karIe. kemake saMghanA zrAvako mArA gurune ja mAtra guru nathI mAnatA. A che temane to badhA ja sAdhuo vahAlA guruo che. teo kaheze ja ke jo tamArA gurunI stuti bolAya to ja che amArA paNa vahAlA guruonI stuti bolo. A vAta zuM badhA kabula rAkhI zakaze? jo nA. to pachI che 4 mAre paNa teo pAse mArA gurunI stuti bolavAno Agraha na ja rAkhavo joIe." Azcarya to e vAtanuM che ke - potapotAnA guru pratyenA bahumAnathI khUba ja bhAvathI gurustuti bolanArA saMyamIo jyAre ? je bIjA samudAyanA koIka guruonI stuti jAheramAM bolAtI haze tyAre teo e stuti bhAvathI bolaze? zuM mastaka namAvI bhAvathI vaMdana karaze? ke pachI "e to amArA guru nathI. pArakA gacchanA che. teomAM ja | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (203)
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________________ amuka doSo che." ema vicArIne mauna raheze? mastaka nahi namAve ? ane jo AvuM karatA hoya to che ja pachI teomAM guNono anurAga che? ke vyaktino rAga che? e paNa vicAravuM to paDaze ja ne? vaLI pArakA gacchanA gurumAM doSo yAda Ave che paNa e to dareka guruo chadmastha hovAthI ja ja badhAmAM ochA-vattA doSo che ja. je guruo mUlaguNomAM bhraSTa thayelA jaNAyA na hoya te tamAmanI hArdika che anumodanA karavI ja joIe. mATe ja guNAnurAga kulakamAM kahyuM che ke, "pArakA gacchamAM rahelA saMvigna-bahuzruta AcAryAdinI ja prazaMsAdine tuM mAtra ISyadinA kAraNe mUkI na deto." $ jo vyaktirAgane badale guNarAga hoya to jyAM je guNa dekhAya tyAM te guNanI anumodanA thayA ? je vinA na ja rahe. ApaNI junI peDhInA mahApuruSo judA judA prakAranA aneka guNothI vibhUSita hatA. A to emanI stuti-stavanA karavAmAM koIpaNa saMyamIne zuM vAMdho Ave ? mArA gurunI stuti ja thavI ja ja joIe, ane mArA gurunI stuti thavI ja joIe. Avo koIpaNa prakArano Agraha keTalo yogya ja ja gaNAya? kheda to e vAtano che ke saMyamIo potapotAnA gurune AgaLa lAvavA, emane mahAna che ja banAvavAnA prayatno karavAmAM anaMtopakArI zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradevane to visarI ja gayA. "emanI ja je stuti thavI ja joIe" evo Agraha kyAMya dekhAto nathI ja. "mArA gurunuM nAma AvavuM ja joIe.' A che evo Agraha dekhAyo paNa "koIpaNa patrikAmAM tIrthAdhipati mahAvIra svAmInuM nAma hovuM ja joIe" je 4 evo Agraha nathI dekhAto. tyAM to covIzamAMthI koIpaNa bhagavAnanuM nAma calAvI laIe. paramAtmAne 4 ja ochA-vattA vizeSaNa ApelA hoya to ya tenA tarapha dhyAna suddhAM na jAya ane pota-potAnA gurunAM nAma zuM che mATe, emanA vizeSaNo mATe sakhata Agraha rAkhIe e zuM kaMIka anucita thatuM nathI lAgatuM ? ja badhA bhagavAna to sarakhA ja che ne? pachI mahAvIra svAmInuM nAma Ave ke bIjA bhagavAnanuM che A nAma Ave. zuM pharka paDe che ?" ema bolanArAo A vAta vicAraze ke "badhA guruo paNa guru tarIke A ja sarakhA ja che. pachI mArA gurunuM nAma Ave ke bIjA gurunuM nAma Ave. zuM pharka paDe che ?" ja "badhA guru sarakhA hoya to paNa mArA anaMta upakArI to mArA guru ja che. mATe ja mArA guru ? che karatA koI vadhu sArA guru hoya to paNa mArA mATe to mArA guru ja. vadhu AdaraNIya bane ne ?" Avo che ja jo koI bacAva kare to eNe e paNa vicAravuM paDaze ke "badhA tIrthakaro sarakhA hovA chatAM ApaNA anaMta ja ja upakArI to prabhu mahAvIrasvAmI ja che. eTale ApaNe emanA nAmano, emanA uttamottama vizeSaNono ? che Agraha rAkhavo ja joIe." bAkI pratyeka saMyamIo gaMbhIra banIne vicAre ke upadhAna, pratiSThA, aMjanazalAkA, cha'rI pAlita che ja saMgha vagere vagere tamAma anuSThAno ApaNane to bhagavAna mahAvIradeve batAvyA che. mATe ja koIpaNa A prasaMgamAM, koIpaNa patrikAmAM sArAmAM sArA pAMca-sAta vizeSaNo sAthe bhagavAna mahAvIradevanuM nAma ? moTA akSare hovuM ja joIe. ene badale AkhI patrikAmAM, AkhA prasaMgamAM prabhuvIranuM nAma bilakula 4 ja levAmAM na Ave, lakhavAmAM na Ave,yAda paNa karavAmAM na Ave e zuM e upakArI pratyeno upekSAbhAva 4 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (204) |
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________________ na kahevAya ?. vaLI ajaino to jainonA bhagavAna tarIke mahAvIrasvAmIne ja oLakhe che. AdinAtha, prArthanAthane nahi teonI hAjarImAM bAkInA bhagavAna vagerenI jaya, jAhojalAlI thAya emAM 'teone zuM vicAra Avaze' enI ApaNe kalpanA karI ? mULa vAta eTalI ja che ke ApaNe koIpaNa saMghamAM pratikramaNa bAda koIpaNa navI stuti, navI kriyA na ja ghusADIe ke jethI vikhavAda, saMkleza, mAruM-tAruM nI buddhi utpanna thAya. ApaNA gurubhagavaMtanI stuti ApaNe sAdhu-sAdhvIo ja bolIe. zrAvako pAse eno Agraha na rAkhIe. Ama chatAM jo stuti vagere bolAvavI hoya to sAmAyika parAI gayA pachI ja bolAvIe. jethI je gRhasthone bolavAnI bhAvanA hoya te bole ane jene utAvaLa hoya, stuti bolavAnI bhAvanA na hoya te na bole. teo upara ApaNe pharajiyAta stuti bolavAno bhAra na lAdIe. A ja rIte pratikramaNa bAda zrAvakone paNa saMthAroporisa saMbhaLAvavAno Agraha na rAkhavo. sAmAyika parAI gayA bAda kahI zakAya ke, "je zrAvakoe saMthArA porisI bhaNAvavI hoya teo bhaNAvI zake che.'' TUMkamAM mULa pratikramaNa vidhimAM koIpaNa prakArano umero have ApaNe na karavo joIe. sAmAyika parAI gayA pachI je ucita lAge te vicArI zakAya. 201. huM lIdhelA niyamo / dara pAMcama-AThama-caudaze ekavAra vAMcI jaIza : ghaNA badhA niyamo lIdhA hoya eTale keTalIkavAra enA gADha saMskAra na paDyA hovAne kAraNe bhulAI jAya. "meM kaI mIMThAInI bAdhA rAkhI che ? keTalA divasanI chUTa che ?" ityAdi ghaNI bAbatomAM kyAreka goTALA thaI jAya. paNa suda pAMcama ane dara AThama-caudazanA divase e niyamo dhyAnathI vAMcIe to ApaNo AcAra yAda Ave. kaMIka bhUlacUka thatI hoya to pharI AtmA jAgrata bane. kharekhara to je niyamo ApaNe lIdhA hoya ke na lIdhA hoya te tamAma niyamo mahInAnA pAMca divasa dhyAnathI vAMcI levA joIe. bhAvanA jAgrata thAya to vadhu sArA AcAra pALI zakAya. zAstrakAroe (108)lIdhelI pratijJAonuM roja smaraNa karavAnI AjJA pharamAvI ja che. paNa ghaNA badhA niyamo hovAthI roja vAMcavA na paNa phAve to chevaTe A pAMca divasa vAMcavAno niyama apanAvI zakAya. 202. huM japa karavA mATe rezamI-raMgIna colapaTTo, attarAdi rAkhIza nahi : oniryukti, dharmasaMgraha vagere je graMthomAM saMyamIonA jhINAmAM jhINA lagabhaga tamAma AcAronuM nirUpaNa karI dIdheluM dekhAya che tyAM saMyamI 'japa mATe vadhArAno colapaTTo vagere rAkhe' evuM nirUpaNa jovA maLyuM nathI. prAyaH koIpaNa granthamAM japa karavA mATe vadhArAno colapaTTo rAkhavAnuM vidhAna hajI sudhI jovAmAM AvyuM nathI. chatAM Aje keTalAMka saMyamIo japa mATe taddana cokhkho, vadhArAno colapaTTo rAkhatA dekhAya che. e colapaTTAno japa sivAya kadi upayoga karAto nathI. 'japa e viziSTa sAdhanA che, mATe e vakhate taddana cokhkhA vastro ja joIe. sthaMDila-mAtruvALA vastro na cAle' evuM A colapaTTAdi rAkhavA pAchaLanuM gaNita che. | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (205)
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________________ jo A vAta zAstramAM nathI dekhAtI to koNe zarU karI? e praznano uttara evo bhAse che ke che ja yatioe A japa karavA mATe vadhArAnA cokhkhA vastro rAkhavAnI vAto karI hovI joIe. ane 4 $ yationo e AcAra atyAre paNa vyApaka banyo hovo joIe. bAkI saMvignonI paraMparAmAM A ja pahelethI hoya ema lAgatuM nathI, kemake (1) A rIte vadhArAnI upadhi rAkhavAmAM pAMcamA mahAvratamAM aticAra lAge che. "apavAda che mArge vadhArAnA vastro rAkhavAmAM koI doSa nathI' e vAta sAcI. paNa A apavAda mArge vadhu vastra ja rAkhavA mATe je kAraNo batAvyA che emAM japAdi mATe colapaTTA vadhAre rAkhavAnI vAta hajI sudhI vAMcI ja che ke sAMbhaLI nathI. (2) japa karavo ja hoya to rojIMdA vaparAzanA vastro paherIne karI zakAya che. jema pratikramaNAdi ja sarvotkRSTa kriyAo paNa rojIMdA caMDila-mAtRmAM vaparAtA vastro paherIne karIe ja chIe, ema japa paNa ja ja kema na thAya? jo gaNadhara bhagavaMtoe racelA ajoDa, apUrva, advitIya sUtro paNa rojIMdAvastro paherIne ja che saMyamIo bolI zakatA hoya to e ja vastra dvArA japa kema na thaI zake ? "japa vadhu mahAna ane 4 4 pratikramaNa kriyA ochI mahAna che' ema kahI zakAya kharuM? (3) jo atyaMta prAcIna AcAryabhagavaMto vagere japa mATenA dhAtunA yaMtro rAkhatA hota, e ja che mATe judA colapaTTAdi rAkhatA hota to zAstromAM enuM varNana zA mATe nathI? rAtrinA trIjA praharamAM che AcArya bhagavaMto pannavaNAdi graMthonA padArthonuM dhyAna-ciMtana kare e vAta Ave che. AcArya bhagavaMto je satata sUtrArthaciMtanamAM magna hovAnI vAta Ave che, paNa japamAM lIna hovAnI vAta sAdhvAcAra nirUpaka che je zAstromAM zA mATe nathI dekhAtI? to zuM prAcIna AcArya bhagavaMto japAdi nahi karatA hoya? sUtrArthaciMtana e ja emano moTo japa haze ? vaLI (109) saMyamIone dhAtunI vastu vAparavAno niSedha chedagraMthomAM jovA maLe che. AmAM apavAda mArge jyAre dhAtunI vastuo vAparavAnI chUTa ApavAmAM AvI tyAre jhera utAravAdi ( kAraNo batAvyA che. paNa "japAdi karavA mATe dhAtunA yaMtro apavAda mArge rakhAya." evuM nirUpaNa karyuM che nathI. AvI aneka bAbato vicAratA ema jaNAya che ke puSkaLa japa, japa mATe dhAtunA yaMtro, japa mATe 4 ja colapaTTAo A badhuM ati-prAcIna paraMparAmAM nahi hoya paNa yatio dvArA A badhuM zarU karAyuM haze. ja hA. kalikAlasarvajJazrI, zrI mahopAdhyAyajI vagere mahApuruSoe viziSTa siddhio meLavavA ja che khAtara japa karyA hovAnA prasaMgo saMbhaLAya che. paNa e viziSTa AtmAoe vizeSa prasaMgane anusAre che 4 A kareluM jaNAya che. sAdhuo mATe navakAravALI rAkhavAnI vAta paNa oghaniryukti vagere prAcIna graMthomAM dekhAtI A ja nathI. paraMtu yatijatakalpa vageremAM navakAravALI khovAI javAdinuM prAyazcita ApeluM dekhAya che. enA ja che parathI paNa evuM lAge che ke te amuka samayamAM gItArthasaMvigna bhagavaMtoe kAraNasara navakAravALI saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (206) |
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________________ che vagerenI zarUAta karI haze. A badhA mArA vicAro meM jaNAvyA. chatAM vartamAna gItArtha-saMvigna mahAtmAo jo japane pratidine kartavya tarIke zAstrAnusArI che 4 mAnatA hoya ane e mATe navakAravALIne zAstrAnusArI mAnatA hoya, vadhArAnA colapaTTA rAkhavA' e $ ja paNa mAnya karatA hoya, re ! kadAca e mATe dhAtunA yaMtrone zAstrAnusArI mAnatA hoya to paNa - (1) ratnonI, sphaTikanI, cAMdInI mALAo rAkhavI zuM sAdhuo mATe yogya kharI ? (2) siddhacakramaMtrAdi prAcIna yaMtro sivAya bAkInA jAtajAtanA aneka prakAranA maMtro rAkhavA e ja zuM saMvigna mahAtmAo mATe yogya che? (3) mAtra vadhArAnA colapaTTAM ja nathI rakhAtA. paNa e colapaTTA rezamI, raMgaberaMgI, sugaMdhI che rAkhavA... e badhuM zuM saMvigna mahAtmAo mATe yogya che? koIka vaLI evo paNa bacAva kare che ke, "zAsanarakSA-zAsanaprabhAvanA mATe devone prasanna karavA che jarUrI che. ane mATe A badhuM apavAda mArga karI zakAya." enI sAme prazna upasthita thAya che ke A apavAdamArganI chUTa atyaMta saMvigna-gItArtha AcArya ja bhagavaMtAdione ja maLI zake? ke sAmAnya sAdhuo paNa A badhI chUTa laI zake? - Aje nAnA nAnA saMyamIo pAse paNa jAta-jAtanA yaMtro jovA maLe che. jeone zAstrano, . potAnA saMyamajIvanano koI viziSTa bodha nathI. teo zAstrAbhyAsAdi mahatvanA anuSThAno choDIne je ja kalAko sudhI japa karavA bese che. e joIne vicAra Ave che ke "A saMyamIo samagajJAna vinA zI ? je rIte Atmazuddhi meLavaze?" " pakhisUtramAM ApaNe kSamA mAMgIe chIe ke "A seMkaDo zAstro zakti-bala vagere hovA chatAM ja meM na vAMcyA, parAvartana na karyA, pRcchAdi na karI enI kSamA mAMgu chuM." Ano artha e to spaSTa che ja che ke saMyamIoe ochI-varI zakti pramANe zAstrAbhyAsa karavo jarUrI che. che have e saMyamIo vadhArAnA colapaTTA rAkhe, e raMgaberaMgI rAkhe, e rezamI rAkhe, ene cokhkhA che ja rAkhavA mATe dara 5-7 divase teno kApa kADhe. e japanA yaMtro mATe lAla raMganA bhapakAdAra thelA vagere ja ke pAkITa vagere rAkhe, e bhAra uMcakavA mANasa rAkhe. A badhuM keTaluM ucita? e gItArtha mahApuruSo ja ja nakkI kare, vAta to have ghaNI AgaLa vadhI che. "japa mATe sonAnI cena paNa keTalAMka saMyamIo rAkhe che." che evuM sAMbhaLavA maLyuM che. japa vakhate moMghAdATa attarano vaparAza paNa zarU thayo che. japa mATe homa-havana 4 ja paNa thavA lAgyA che. seMkaDo puSponI virAdhanA japa mATe saMyamIo dvArA karAvAI rahI hoya evuM paNa sAMbhaLyuM che, joyuM che. japanA sthAnamAM viziSTa-sugaMdhI dhUpo ane kadAca dIpako paNa karAvAI rahyA che. je attara nAMkhavAnI jarUra na paDe evA svabhAvathI ja sugaMdhI evA moMghAdATa vastro japa mATe vAparavAnA A zarU thaI cUkyA che. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (207) LG
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________________ joI lo, A anavasthAno hAhAkAra ! sutarano sAdo eka colapaTTo paNa vadhAre na rAkhavAnI AjJAmAM chUTa mUkI ane Aje e anavasthA parAkASThAne pAmI rahI che. have ratnonI mALAo, maNinI mALAo paNa saMyamIo vAparatA thayA che. ane chatAM A saMyamIo sametazikharAdi tIrthonI rakSA karI zakyA kharA ? katalakhAnAo baMdha karAvI zakyA ? garbhapAto aTakAvI zakyA kharA ? ghaNI vAta karavAnI hovA chatAM have e na kahetA TuMkamAM eTaluM ja jaNAvIza ke saMyamIo namaskAramahAmaMtra ke mahAsaMvigna-mahAgItArtha guruo vaDe sAmethI saharSa apAtA maMtro sivAya bIjA koIpaNa maMtrajapAdimAM kheMcAI na jAya. ane A je kaMI paNa japa kare e rojIMdA vastro paherIne kare. e mATe koIpaNa vastro vadhAre na rAkhe. chevaTe sAdA vastro vadhArAmAM rAkhe. sutaranI ke sukhaDanI mALA sivAya koIpaNa bhabhakAdAra mALAo bhegI na kare, na vApare. gurumahArAja sAmethI koIka yaMtra Ape, rAkhavAnuM kahe to rAkhe. bAkI jAte ekapaNa yaMtra na rAkhe, enI tapAsa suddhA na kare. ema guru je koI phoTAo rAkhavAnuM kahe te ja phoTA rAkhe e sivAya vadhArAnA, potAnI IcchAthI eka paNa phoTA na rAkhe. e mahAtmAo to dhanya che ke jeo pAse vadhArAnA koI ja vastro nathI. koI yaMtro ke bhagavAnanA ya phoTA suddhAM nathI. re ! navakAravALI paNa nathI. AMgaLInA veDhA upara ja jeo gurudatta japa kare che. vadhumAM vadhu sutaranI mALA upara japa kare che. ane e gurudatta japa karIne svAdhyAyAdimAM lIna bane che. eTale bAdhAno sAra A che ke rezamI-raMgIna colapaTTo na rAkhavo. mALA rAkhIe to sukhaDasutara sivAyanI na rAkhavI. attara-dhUpa-puSpa-dIpakAdi koIpaNa vastuno vaparAza karavo nahi. chatAM A bAbatamAM potAnA sadgurujanonI rajA laIne badhuM karI zakAya. 203. upAzrayamAM jyAM sudhI mArA karatA vaDIla mahAtmAne besavAnI jagyA-TebalAdinI jarUra hoya tyAM sudhI huM jagyA-TebalAdi laIza nahi : vihAra karIne upAzrayamAM pahoMcatAnI sAthe ja keTalAMka saMyamIo sArAmAM sArI jagyAe potAnuM sthAna jamAvI de. Tebala vagere laIne enA upara potAno thelo mUkI enI mAlikI (!) ka2I le. vaDIlo moDA Ave tyAre emane mATe besavA lAyaka koI jagyA na hoya, prakAza-pavana vinAnI jagyAe vaDIloe besavuM paDe. emane TebalAdinI jarUra hoya chatAM badhA Tebala nAnA saMyamIoe laI lIdhA hovAthI teoe Tebala vinA ja calAvavuM paDe. e vakhate vaDIlone nAnAo pratye saMkleza paNa jAgrata thAya. vaDIla jo kaDaka hoya to to nAnAone sArI jagyAethI haTAvI pote tyAM besI jAya. enA pustakAdine bAju para mUkI enuM Tebala pote laI le. nAnAe A apamAnAdi sahana karavA paDe. paNa vaDIlanuM kaMI varcasva na hoya, vaDIla ThaMDA svabhAvanA hoya to A badhuM vartana na gamavA chatAM muMgA rahI badhuM sahana kare. A badhuM zuM nAnA saMyamIo mATe yogya gaNAya ? AmAM vaDIlo pratyeno vinaya ja kyAM che ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (208)
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________________ AmAM keTalI badhI svArthavRtti bharelI paDelI che? je saMyamIe upAzrayamAM pahoMcyA bAda A upayoga mUkavo ja joIe ke mArA karatA eka divasa che ja paNa moTA vaDIlane je sthAne besavAnI IcchA hoya e sthAna huM paDAvI nahi lauM. huM emane ja e sthAna 4 ja ApI daIza. mArA vaDIlone badhA sthAna maLI rahe. pachI je jagyA bace emAM huM mAruM Asana rAkhIza. $ $ ema mArA koIpaNa vaDIlane jyAM sudhI TebalanI jarUra hoya tyAM sudhI huM TebalAdi nahi lauM. ja ja mArI pAse haze to paNa vaDIlane ja ApI daIza. hA! vaDIlanI e pharaja kharI ke emane jo Tebala mAtra bhagavAna mUkavA ke japAdi karavA joItuM ja je hoya ane nAnA saMyamIne lakhANa karavAdi mATe joItuM hoya to vaDIla e Tebala nAnAne ApI de. kemake che ja bhagavAna to bIjI koIpaNa jagyAe mUkI zakAya. japano sAmAna nAnA pATalAdi upara paNa rAkhI che ja zakAya. jyAre lakhavAnuM kAma to amuka prakAranA Tebala upara ja thaI zake. paNa A badhI apekSA nAnAe nathI rAkhavAnI. nAnA saMyamIonI potAnI pharaja A ja ke ? upAzrayamAM rahelI koIpaNa vastu jo vaDIla IcchatA hoya to e vastu pote na letA vaDIlane ja Ape. je vaDIlo je vastu na le, bAkI rahe te ja vastu pachI nAnA vaDIlo le. - jo nAnA saMyamIo A vinaya Acare to vaDIlano emanA pratye khUba Adara-sadbhAva pragaTe. grupanuM vAtAvaraNa atyaMta ramaNIya banI jAya. " khyAla rAkhavo ke 49 varSanA dIkSAparyAyavALo saMyamI paNa 50 varSanA dIkSA paryAyavALA karatA ja nAno ja gaNAya. badhAe A AcAra pALavo jarUrI che. khedanI vAta che ke keTalAMka sAdhuo upAzrayamAM pahoMcI vaDIlonI jagyAdinI ciMtA to nathI ja ja ja karatA paNa mukhya AcArya bhagavaMtAdinI jagyAdinI paNa ciMtA karyA vinA potAnI ja ciMtA karanArA ja che hoya che. AcAryabhagavaMte game tyAM besavuM paDe, game tevI vastuthI calAvI levuM paDe e to ziSyo mATe ja zaramajanaka vAta che. 204. huM upAzrayamAM bahenone kacarA-potA karavA AvavAnI nA pADIza : 4 sAdhuonA upAzrayamAM kacarA-potA karavA mATe roja ekavAra ke be vAra baheno Ave ane 4 ja aDadho kalAka sAdhunI hAjarImAM ja kacarA-potA kare e badhuM sAdhu mATe ucita nathI. kAmavALI bahenamAM ja che zuM kharAba vicAra Ave ?' evuM kahenArAo moharAjanI tAkAtane ane zAstrakAronA hRdayane pIchANatA ja che ja nathI. "dazavai.mAM hAtha-paga-AMkha-kAna vinAnI DosI sAthe paNa paricayAdi karavAno niSedha zA mATe che karyo haze ?' e vicAravuM joIe. ja kharekhara to sAdhuonA upAzrayamAM baheno ke bhAIo sAdhu mATe kacarA-potA karavA Ave emAM ja A sAdhuone ja badhI virAdhanAno doSa lAge. sAdhuoe ja vyavasthita kAjo laI upAzraya cokho rAkhavo ja ja paDe. chatAM e zakya na hoya ane upAzrayamAM bIjAo pAse sApha karAvavAnI jarUra paDatI hoya to paNa - baheno to A kAma mATe na ja joIe. vartamAnanA zrAvako zAstrabodha, sAdhvAcArabodha vinAnA hovAthI A saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (209)
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________________ AvI koI kALajI karatAM nathI. eTale have A javAbadArI saMyamIonA mAthe Ave che. hamaNAM ja eka nAnakaDA zaheramAM atyaMta dhuLavALo upAzraya sApha karavA AvelA bahenane mukhya sAdhue kahI dIdhuM ke,"amAro upAzraya sApha karavAno nathI." bahene jaIne TrasTIone vAta karI. TrasTIo AvyA. sAdhue kahyuM ke, "koI bhAI upAzraya sApha karanAra hoya to bhale. nahi to amAre Avo dhuLIyo upAzraya cAlaze." sAdhunI kaTTaratA joI zrAvakoe tarata ja eka bhAInI vyavasthA karI upAzraya svaccha karAvaDAvyo. ApaNe jo TrasTIone ema kahIe ke "koIka bhAIne mokalo" to teo ghaNA bahAnAM kADhe. 'mANaso maLatA nathI...vagere' paNa upara je rIte sAdhue namratA sAthe chatAM spaSTa vidhAna karyuM ke 'amAre dhuLIyo upAzraya cAlaze' eTale TrasTIoe ja potAnI meLe e vyavasthA goThavI dIdhI. ane kadAca evI vyavasthA na goThavAya to sAdhuoe evo upAzraya nibhAvI levo paDe. chevaTe jeTalo bhAga vAparavAno hoya eTalo bhAga jAte ja sApha karIne vAparavo paDe. bAkI DhIlAza karazuM to lAMbA kALe pariNAma sArA nahi Ave. sAdhvIjIoe puruSane AzrayIne A pratijJA samajavI. jyAre vaDIlo hAjara hoya tyAre nAnA saMyamIo to bahenone nA pADavAnI sattA zI rIte hAthamAM laI zake ? eTale vaDIlonI hAjarImAM jo vaDIlone samajAvIne-kahIne bahenone kacarA-potA mATe AvatA aTakAvI zakAtA hoya to e sArA mATe ja che. paNa na aTakAvI zake to e vakhate nAnAone A bAdhAno bhaMga na gaNAya ema jANavuM. potAnI sattA, vaDIlapaNuM hovA chatAM jo bahenone na aTakAve to ja A bAdhAno bhaMga gaNAya. 205. huM moDAmAM moDo sUryAsta samaye tamAma saMyamIone vaMdana karavA nIkaLI jaIza. vaMdananA khamAsamaNA paMcAMgapraNipAta daIza : sAthe rahelA tamAma saMyamIone divasamAM ochAmAM ochA ekavAra to vaMdana karavAno vyavahAra tamAma samudAyomAM jovA maLe che. paNa 'A vaMdana kyAre karavA ?' evo koI nizcita samaya prAyaH koIpaNa samudAyamAM joyo nathI. ane eTale keTalAMka saMyamIo cheka rAtre aMdhArAmAM vaMdana ka2vA nIkaLatA dekhAya che. moTA samudAyamAM be-cAra vRMdana bAkI rahevAthI moDA karavAnA thAya e to hajI bane. paNa tamAme tamAma vaMdano aMdhArAmAM ja karavA, emAM ubhA thayA vinA ja badhA khamAsamaNA ApavA. khamAsamaNAmAM be ghuMTaNa sivAya mastaka ke hAtha jamInane na aDADavA, abbuDhio vagere sUtra spaSTa uccAra vinA, ghaNA zabdo khAI javA pUrvaka bolavA...vagere ghaNI avidhio kyAMka kyAMka jovA maLe che. vaDIlone vaMdana emanA saMyamanI anumodanA mATe che. have jo emAM upekSA, veTha, avidhi bhaLe to saMyamanI, vaDIlonI AzAtanA karyAno doSa lAge. emAM lAbha kaMI na thAya. vaLI saMyamanI anumodanA na karanAro, AzAtanA karanAro jIva svayaM zI rIte zuddha saMyamane pAme ? koIpaNa saMyamIne vaMdana karatI vakhate ApaNA hRdayamAM temanA pratye sadbhAva uchaLato hoya, bhAvapUrvaka ubhA thaI thaIne paMcAMga praNipAta khamAsamaNA devAtA hoya, koIpaNa zabdo khAI gayA vinA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (210)
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________________ AAAAAAAA00000000000000000000 che (bhale jhapI to paNa) spaSTa uccArapUrvaka zabdo bolAtA hoya ane e vaMdanano samaya prakAzavALo hoya, che ja eka-bIjAnA mukha spaSTa joI zakAya tevo hoya to A vaMdana vyavahAra vartamAnakALanI daSTie atyaMta ja ( prazaMsanIya bane. thAkane kAraNe badhA khamAsamaNA ubhA thaI-thaIne na apAya to ya beThAM-beThAM paNa pAMca ja aMgo (be hAtha+be ghuMTaNa+mAthu) jamInane barAbara aDADavAdi kriyAmAM to e thAka pratibaMdhaka nathI ja ke - banato. akALe, avidhithI vaMdana karavAthI vaDIlone paNa aruci thAya. "A vaMdana na kare to sAruM evA ja ke ya bhAva thAya. paraspara maitrIbhAva ghaTe. game eTalI mIThI vAto karanAro saMyamI paNa jo vaMdanamAM goTALA ja huM karato hoya to vaDIlonA manamAM enI "bolakaNo" tarIkenI chApa UbhI thavAnI zakyatA ghaNI che. buddhi che che to badhA pAse che. badhA sAcA-khoTAnA viveka karavAnI sAmAnya buddhi to lagabhaga dharAve ja che. A - jyAre yogyakALa-vidhipUrvaka vaMdana karanAro saMyamI ochuM bolIne paNa vaDIlonA manamAM sthAna ? * jamAvI zakaze. enA pratye vaDIlone lAgaNI-sabhAva vRddhi pAmaze. eTale divase ja badhAne vaMdana thaI jAya to zreSTha. chevaTe sUryAsta thatAnI sAthe ja tamAma vaDIlone che che vaMdana karavA nIkaLo to ya lagabhaga ajavALAmAM badhAne vaMdana thaI jAya. niyama e ja che ke sUryAsta che ja samaye to vaMdana mATe nIkaLI ja javuM. paNa pachI be-traNa vaDIla Amatema gayA hovAthI emane ja * ajavALAmAM vaMdana na thAya thoDuMka moDuM thAya to ya A pratijJA tuTatI nathI. ' cheka aMdhakAramAM vaMdana karavA nIkaLavAno atijaghanya kakSAno anucita AcAra aTakAvavA je ke sUryAsta samaye ja vaMdana karavA nIkaLI javAno A niyama banAvyo che. bAkI kharekhara to thoDoka svAdhyAya 4 ja gauNa karIne bapore pratilekhanAdi bAda tarata ja badhAne vaMdana karavA e ja zreSTha mArga che. emAM ya jyAre A ja sAMjano vihAra hoya tyAre to vihAra pUrve ja badhAne vaMdana karI levA. sAMje vihAra bAda saMyamIo sthAne ja che moDA pahoMce, thAkIne pahoMce e vakhate vaMdana levA-karavA na phAve. eka vaDIle to A rIte vaMdana che ja karanArAne spaSTa saMbhaLAvI dIdhuM ke, "mAre tamArA vaMdananI jarUra nathI. tamAre jarUra hoya to vahelA vaMdana ja ja karI levA.' sau saMyamIo A bAbatamAM gaMbhIra bane. 20. huM bhIMta vagerene Teko daIne besI zake Ubho rahIza nahi? huM oghaniyukti vagere (1)graMthomAM bhIMta-thAMbhalA vagerene Teko daIne besavAno spaSTa niSedha che ja karelo che. enA aneka kAraNo che. (1) bhIMta upara kIDI, garoLI, karoLIyA vagere trasajIvonI avarajavara cAlu hovAnI pAkI zakyatA che. eTale paMjIne Teko laIne besIe to paNa pAchaLathI e jIvo tyAM Ave ane ApaNI pITha- ja che mAthAdi dvArA emanI virAdhanA thavAnI zakyatA ghaNI rahe. - (2) jo Teko levAnuM sAdhana bhIMta vagere nabaLA hoya, junA thaI gayA hoya to kyAreka tuTI paNa ja jAya. enA AdhAre beThelo saMyamI paNa potAnuM belensa gumAvI de, paDI jAya. (3) Teko daIne besanAramAM enI meLe ja pramAda vRddhi pAme. dhIre dhIre te paga lAMbA kare pachI saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali * (211)
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________________ zarIra lAMbu kare. chevaTe suI jAya. vaLI AvI avasthAmAM vAMcanAdimAM ekAgratA paNa na Ave. jhokAo che ja vadhu Ave. TekA vinA besanArane AvA khoTA pramAda jAgrata na thAya. ene abhyAsAdimAM ekAgratA paNa A te khUba Ave. (4) Teko daIne besanArano kamarano bhAga lagabhaga vaLelo ja hoya. pariNAme lAMbe kALe che che kamaranA duHkhAvA thavAnI zakyatA che. jyAre Teko vinA besanArAo TaTTAra paNa besatA hoya che. ane che vaijJAniko kahe che ke TaTTAra besanArone prAyaH kamaranA dukhAvA thatA nathI. je vAta Teko laIne besavAmAM che e ja vAta Teko laIne ubhA rahevAmAM che. kabATa, bhIMta, zuM je daravAjo vagerenA Teke ubhA rahevuM e saMyamI mATe ucita nathI. keTalAMka to vaLI pratikramaNAdi vakhate ja che paNa thAMbhalA, bhIMta vagereno Teko laIne ubhA rahetA hoya che. paripakva saMyamIe pramAdapUrvaka A ja doSathI dUra rahevuM joIe. tAva-ati thAka vagere gADha kAraNosara AmAM apavAda sevavAnI chUTa rAkhI zakAya. 207. huM ghaDiyALa rAkhIza nahi, selavALI ghaDiyALane aDIza nahi, koIpaNa sthAnamAM che je ghaDiyALa mUkAvIza nahi? prAcInakALamAM ghaDiyALo hatI ja nahi. saMyamIo sUrya-caMdranA bhramaNa vagere dvArA samaya jANI che ja laI e pramANe pravatti karatA. zrAvako be ghaDInuM sAmAIka karavA mATe "ghaDI' nAmanuM sAdhana rAkhatA. paNa 4 ja emAM uparanA bhAgamAMthI nIcenA bhAgamAM satata dhULa paDyA ja kare eTale emAM vAyukAyanI virAdhanA ? e thAya ane eTale evA sAdhano saMyamIo mATe ucita na hatA. vaijJAnikoe cAvIthI cAlanArI ghaDiyALo zodhI. zarUAtanA varSomAM zrAvako upAzrayamAM ja potAnA sAmAyikAdino samaya jovA e cAvIthI cAlatI ghaDiyALo mUkAvatA. saMyamIo e ghaDiyALa ja dvArA ja samaya jANI letA, paNa potAnI pAse ghaDiyALa na rAkhatA ke pote jAte upAzrayAdimAM ghaDiyALa che na mUkAvatA. paNa anavasthA doSe ahIM paNa potAno paraco batAvyo. rojeroja cAvIo ApavI paDe eTale 4 kaMTALelA zrAvakoe navI zodhAyelI, selathI cAlanArI ghaDiyALo rAkhavA mAMDI. emAM ya saMyamIne hajI ja sudhI doSa na hato. paNa vihAranA sthAno vagere aneka jagyAe to ghaDiyALo na hatI ane tethI che e ghaDiyALathI ja samaya jANavA keLavAyelA saMyamIo ghaDiyALa vinAnA upAzrayamAM muMjhAvA lAgyA. 4 ja emaNe tevA sthAnomAM zrAvakone kahIne ghaDiyALo mUkAvavA mAMDI. ema moTA upAzrayamAMnIce ghaDiyALa hoya, upara na hoya athavA holamAM ghaDiyALa hoya ane ? je rUmamAM na hoya. A vakhate ubhA thaIne thoDuMka cAlIne ghaDiyALa jovA javAthI kaMTALelA keTalAMka ? saMyamIo uparanA hola, rUma vageremAM paNa svataMtra ghaDiyALa mUkAvavA lAgyA. ane mATe ja keTalAMka che upAzrayomAM 5-10 ghaDiyALo paNa jovAmAM AvI che. paNa e selavALI ghaDiyALonI kALajI koNa kare ? sela baMdha thaI jAya, ghaDiyALa vahelI-moDI ? ja thAya e badhAthI saMyamIone muzkelI paDavA mAMDI. eTale chevaTe saMyamIoe oghAmAM ja rahI jAya tevI che | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (2012)
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________________ ja nAnakaDI, potAnI mAlikInI ghaDiyALo rAkhavA mAMDI. koI vaLI savAre uThavA mATe upayogI thAya e che che mATe elArmavALI ghaDiyALo rAkhavA lAgyA. paNa "bAvAjInI laMgoTI' jevo ghATa ghaDAyo. have prazna e Ubho thayo ke "rAtre aMdhArAmAM to che ja ghaDiyALanA kAMTA dekhAtA nathI to zuM karavuM ?' eTale saMyamIoe ghaDiyALamAM cakamakatA reDiyama ja ja naMkhAvavAnA zarU karI dIdhA. ko'ka saMyamIoe to vaLI relve sTezano upara hoya che tevI IlekTrIkathI ja che cAlatI ane ghora aMdhArAmAM paNa dUrathI dekhAtI evI ghaDiyALo upAzrayamAM mUkAvaDAvavAnI zarUAta che ja karI. hajI ATaluM ochuM hoya ema keTalAMkoe rItasara kukaDA vagereno avAja karIne ApaNane uThADatI ? atyaMta phensI ghaDiyALo paNa rAkhavA mAMDI. Aje paristhiti evI sajAMNI ke (1) "ghaDiyALa pApa che e mAnyatA lagabhaga khatama thaI. 4 (2) ghaNA badhA saMyamIo pota-potAnI pAse ghaDiyALa rAkhavA lAgyA. vaDIla pAse ghaDiyALa hoya chatAM ja $ te ja ghaDiyALa dvArA TAIma jANI levAne badale aneka nAnA saMyamIo judI judI ghaDiyALa rAkhatA thayA. 4 ja (3) mumukSu attaravAyaNA karavA jAya tyAM zrAvako mAthe tilaka karI "dIkSA bAda upayogI thAya te mATe je che nAnakaDI ghaDiyALa bheTa ApavA lAgyA. hAya ! mAtra samaya jANavA mATe saMyamane keTalAM DAghAo lagADavA paDyA? (1) ghaDiyALamAM ? kAMTAo satata pharyA ja kare, enA dvArA vAyukAyanI virAdhanA thAya, kemake sacittavAyukAya ghaDiyALanI je aMdaranA bhAgamAM paNa che ja. talavArathI koIkanuM mAthuM kapAya ema e kAMTAothI vAyukAyanA jIvo 2 kapAya. (2) jo ghaDiyALa IlekTrIkathI cAlatI hoya to tejasakAyanI covIsakalAka mATenI virAdhanA ja coMTe. jo ghaDiyALa selathI cAlatI hoya to ya e sela taiyAra karavAmAM ya tejasakAyanI bharapUra virAdhanA ja ja thayelI hovAthI e badhAnI anumodanAno doSa lAge. (3) niSkAraNa vadhArAnI upadhi rAkhavAthI ? che parigraha nAmano doSa lAge. nAnakaDI ghaDiyALanA nAnakaDA kavaro duSpatilekhita che. emAM nAnA jIvo 4 phasAI javAthI virAdhanA thavAnI zakyatA ochI nathI. (4) ghaDiyALa bagaDe to enuM rIperIMga karAvavA ? ja gRhasthone soMpavI paDe. e rIperIMga karavAmAM paNa IlekTrIkano upayoga thAya. e badhI virAdhanA ja saMyamIne lAge. - tamAma virAdhanAo tyAgI ekamAtra ArAdhanA karavAnA zreSTha lakSyathI saMyama svIkAryuM ane have 4 4 covIsa kalAkanI virAdhanAnA sAdhano cheka oghAmAM coMTADI dIdhA. A zuM nAno-sUno aparAdha che? ja dhanyavAda che e vartamAna saMyamIone ke jeo ghaDiyALa rAkhatA nathI. koInI ghaDiyALane ? che selavALI hovAne lIdhe aDatAM paNa nathI. vagara ghaDiyALe varSonA varSo jeonA saMyamajIvananA pasAra che ja thaI cUkyA che. cha mahAtmAo eka sthAne cAturmAsa hatA. uparanA je holamAM teo rahetA tyAM pahelethI eka ja ghaDiyALa hatI ja. saMyamIo e joIne kAma karatA. paNa mahinA bAda ghaDiyALa baMdha paDI, navA selanI ja jarUra paDI. 20 varSanA paryAyavALA vaDIla saMyamIthI mAMDIne cha ya saMyamIo navo sela naMkhAvavAnuM che | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (213)
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________________ kahevA-virAdhanA UbhI karavA taiyAra na hatA. badhA mauna rahyA. ane e rIte AkhuM cAturmAsa pUrNa karyuM. che ja jarUra paDe tyAre nIcenA vyAkhyAna holamAM jaI tyAMnI ghaDiyALamAM samaya joI letA. je koTi koTi vaMdana ho e mahAtmAone ke jeoe virAdhanAno ATalo badho gabharATa AtmasAta ? je karyo che. jAte ghaDiyALa rAkhavI to nahi ja. paNa koIka pAse ghaDiyALa hoya to e selavALI hovAthI ja tejasakAyanA saMghaTTAnA bhayathI eno sparza paNa na karavo. vagara aDe emAM samaya joI zakAya. ema upAzrayamAM kyAMya paNa navI ghaDiyALa mUkAvavI nahi. jo pahelethI ja ghaDiyALa hoya to ja emAM samaya joI levo. paNa e baMdha paDI hoya to emAM sela badalAvavA nahi. nIcenA sthAnethI upara che paNa lAvavI nahi. jevI paristhiti hoya evI paristhitimAM nabhAvI levuM. navI paristhiti UbhI na ja karavI. eka saMyamI to kahe ke, "mane A ghaDiyALanA kAMTAo kasAInA charA jevA lAge che. e charAo ? paMcendriyane kApe che to A kAMTA rUpI charAo vAyukAyanA jIvone kApe che. A ghora pApasAdhanane huM kadi che na svIkAruM.' vartamAnakALamAM lAbhAlAbha joI mahAgItArtha-mahAsaMvigna AcAryabhagavaMto vagere ghaDiyALa che ja rAkhatA hoya ke koIne enI anumati ApatA hoya to ya bAkInA saMyamIoe A pApa AdaravAnI ja ja koI AvazyakatA nathI. emAMya jyAre grupanA koIpaNa eka sAdhu pAse ghaDiyALa hovA chatAM bIjAo ja che paNa e ghaDiyALa rAkhe tyAre to e vadhAre moTo doSa kahevAya. . keTalAka saMyamIo cAvIvALI ghaDiyALa rAkhe che. vihAramAM jyAre atyaMta jarUra paDe tyAre e 4 ja ghaDiyALane jarUra pUratI cAvI Ape che. savAre uThavAdi mATe e ghaDiyALanI jarUra paDe ane pachI enI ja meLe ja ghaDiyALa baMdha paDI jAya. Ama cAvIvALI ghaDiyALamAM jyAre jeTalo samaya ghaDiyALa jovAnI ja che jarUra hoya tyAre teTalA ja samaya puratI virAdhanA thAya. jyAre selavALI ghaDiyALamAM to kAyamI che ja virAdhanA thayA ja kare. A dRSTie vicArIe to selavALI ghaDiyALa karatA cAvInI ghaDiyALamAM ochI ja virAdhanA che. paNa be ya pApanuM sAdhana to kahevAya ja. 208. huM upAzrayamAM maccharo bhagADavA mATe dhUpa-dhumADo karAvIza nahi : sukhazIlatA jyAre rUMvADe rUMvADe potAnuM sthAna jamAvI de tyAre pajIva nikAyanI rakSA karavAnI potAnI pharaja saMyamI cUkI jAya che. pradUSaNa vagerene lIdhe Aje lagabhaga tamAma sthAnomAM ochA vattA je maccharo hoya ja che. gRhastho to potAnA gharomAM paMkhA nIce sutA hovAthI ke tevA prakAranA maccharanAzaka je sAdhanono upayoga karatA hovAthI emane maccharano trAsa na lAge e zakya che. paNa paMkhAdi vinAnA che upAzrayomAM to eno trAsa ochA-vattA aMzamAM paNa rahe ja che. AmAM bhavabhIruM saMyamIo DAMsa-maccharanA caTakAo sahana karI le che paNa koIpaNa virAdhanA ja karAvatA nathI. keTalAMko vaLI maccharanI virAdhanA paNa na thAya ane potAne sahana paNa na karavuM paDe che ? je mATe maccharadAnI vApare che. kAyama sAthe ja rAkhe che. < < < saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (214) (ra
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________________ paNa (111) jeo maccharo dUra ka2vA AkhA upAzrayamAM dhUpa karAve che teonA jIvadayAnA pariNAma aMge vicAra karavAnI khAsa jarUra paDe che. eka to agni peTAvIne ja e dhUpa karAvI zakAya eTale emAM tejasakAyanI puSkaLa virAdhanA thAya. uparAMta e dhUmADA dvArA maccharo vagerene puSkaLa trAsa thAya, kadAca marI paNa jAya. Ama trasakAyanI paNa ghaNI virAdhanA thAya. vaLI e agni peTAvavA ane dhumADo phelAvavA mATe puMThA vagerethI jora-jorathI vIMjhavuM paDe ane emAM vAyukAyanI cikkAra virAdhanA thAya. vAta to have tyAM sudhI AgaLa vadhI ke keTalAMka saMyamIo maccharanAzaka IlekTrIka sAdhano paNa vApare che. AkhI rAta IlekTrIka dvArA e mazIna cAle. maccharo mare ke na mare paNa IlekTrIkanI cikkAra virAdhanA saMyamInA mAthe coTe. DAMsa-maccharanA caTakAo sahana karI laIne paNa AvI koI ja virAdhanA bhavabhIru saMyamIe karAvavI nahIM. jo A pariSaha sahana karI na zakAya athavA to AkhI rAta uMgha na AvavAthI tabiyata bagaDI javAdi Dara rahe to chevaTe vadhumAM vadhu kAyama sAthe rAkhelI maccharadAnIno upayoga hajI cAle. paNa uparanI virAdhanAo koIpaNa bhoge na cAle. keTalAMka bhakta zrAvako saMyamInA kahyA vinA paNa upAzrayamAM dhUpa-dhUmADA karAvatA hoya che. te vakhate saMyamI ema vicAre ke 'meM to ene dhUpa karavAnuM kahyuM nathI. e enI jAte kare to mAre zuM vAMdho?' e na cAle. kemake upAzrayamAM e dhUpa saMyamIo mATe ja thAya che. ApaNA nimitte thaI rahelI e virAdhanAno spaSTa niSedha karavo e ApaNI pharaja banI rahe che. 209. huM upAzrayamAM kacarA-potA karAvIza nahi. saMyamI nimitte saMgha kacarA-potA karAvato haze to enI nA pADIza : baheno pAse kacarA-potA na karAvavAno niyama brahmacaryanI rakSA nimitte AgaLa batAvI dIdho che. paNa hakIkata e che ke upAzrayamAM saMyamI bhAI ke bahena koInI paNa pAse kacarA-potA na ja karAvI zake. e nokaro jhADu dvA2A ja kacaro kADhe. ane zAstromAM lakhyuM che ke 'sAvaraNI, ghaMTI, mATIno ghaDo, phUlo, khaMDaNI-dasto A pAMca vastu gRhasthonA gharamAM rahelA pAMca katalakhAnA che. emAM jIvonI katala thAya che.' arthAt A jhADu vagere karkaza hovAthI enA dvArA kacaro kADhavAmAM kIDIo maravAnI, emane kilAmaNA thavAnI pAkI zakyatA che ja. jo gRhastha mATe paNa e sAvaraNI katalakhAnuM che. to saMyamI potAnA mATe e sAvaraNI dvArA kacaro zI rIte kaDhAvI zake ? * vaLI A rIte kacaro kADhavA AvanAra nokaro saMyamIonI sArI-sArI vastuo joI AkarSAya che ane corIo paNa kare che. bolapeno, noTo, ghaDiyALo, bAma vagere corAI gayAnA prasaMgo paNa bane ja che. e nokarane A kAma badala paisA maLe, eno saMsAra cAle, Ama ApaNA nimitte asaMyatanuM poSaNa thavAthI ApaNane moTo doSa lAge. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (215)
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________________ kacarA pachI potA karAvavAmAM to vadhAre doSa che. jo te nokaro eka Dola pANI ukALI ukALelA che ja pANIthI potA kare to e pANI ukALavAnI badhI virAdhanA ApaNane lAge. ane jo kAcA pANImAM ja A je phinAIla vagere nAMkhIne potA kare to sacittapANInI bhayaMkara virAdhanA, kyAreka e pANIno saMghaTTo ju je thavo vagere doSo ya lAge. vaLI A kacarA-potA thatI vakhate upadhi haTADavI paDe, saMyamIe paNa sthAna badalavuM paDe... A che ja badhAmAM svAdhyAyAdino vyAghAta thavAnI vAta khuda zAstrakAroe noMdhI che. ane mATe ja (2)jyAM ja ja mahinAmAM eka ja vAra kacarA-potA thatA hoya tyAM paNa eTalo TAIma svAdhyAyano vyAghAta thavAno doSa ja che dekhADI zAstrakAroe tyAM mAsakalpa karavAno utsargamArge niSedha pharamAvelo che. (alabatta, AvI vAto che ja have saMyamIone paNa hAsyAspada lAgavA lAgI che, zAstrakAronI gUDharahasya bharelI vAto saMyamIone ja ya hAsyAspada lAge e to kaLiyuganI ja balihArI kahevAya ne?) ja eTale upAzraya dhuLavALo hoya to paNa nokara pAse kacaro kaDhAvavAne badale saMyamI jAte ja ja che daMDAsanAdi dvArA e dhULa dUra karI de to e zreSTha mArga che. AmAM eka ja saMyamI AMkhA upAzrayanI badhI che ja dhULa kADhavAmAM kaMTALI thAkI jAya evI zakyatA jo hoya to eno vikalpa e che ke dareka saMyamI potAnA ja ja vaparAzanI jagyA pote jAte ja sApha karI le. A rIte badhAne ochI-ochI jagyA sApha karavAnI Ave ? che ane eTale emAM muzkelI na paDe. upAzraya enI meLe sApha thaI jAya. koI paNa saMyamIne bhAra na paDe. je ApaNe koIne kacarA-potAnuM na kahyuM hoya chatAM jo sAmethI koI kacarA-potA karavA Ave to che je paNa tyAM samajI ja levuM paDe ke A kacarA-potA saMyamIo mATe ja thAya che. eTale ApaNA nimitte Aja virAdhanA hovAthI ApaNane doSa lAge che. mATe tyAM nA pADavI ja paDe ke, "amAre kacarA-potA karavAnI ja che. jarUra nathI." sAdhu Ave tyAre ja je upAzraya sApha karatA hoya te upAzraya sAdhu mATe ja sApha karAya che e che A hakIkatano InkAra zI rIte thaI zake ? amAre upAzraya gaMdo thoDo rakhAya ? amAruM kharAba dekhAya. ame kaMI tamArA mATe kacarA- 4 je potA nathI karAvatA" AvI zrAvakonI mIThI vAtonI saccAI taTastha manathI pakaDavI. bAkI jo manamAM ja sukhazIlatAnA saMskAra haze to AvI vAto so TacanA sonA jevI sAcI lAgI ja javAnI. A to ja AtmanirIkSaNa AtmasAkSika ja karavAnuM che. chatAM jo kacaro kaDhAvavo ja paDe. to ya potuM to na ja karAvavuM. kemake kacaro nIkaLI javAthI A je upAzraya cokhkho thaI jAya che. have kapaDA-zarIra melA thavAno koI bhaya raheto nathI. Ama potA aMgenI moTI virAdhanAothI bacI zakAya. saMyamIo upAzrayamAM hoya ke na hoya chatAM jyAM kAyamI kacarA-potA thatA ja hoya evA 4 sthAnomAM saMyamIne virAdhanAno doSa na lAge ema mane bhAse che. 210. huM mArA nAmanA peDa-sTIkaro chapAvIza nahi ane raMgaberaMgI-moMghA peDo vAparIza nahi? jyAre patro lakhavA e ja pApa che tyAre patro lakhavA mATe peDa rAkhavA e to zAstrImadaSTie saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (216)
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________________ pApa gaNAvAnuM ja. vartamAnakALanI dRSTie Avazyaka patro lakhavA mATe peDanI jarUra paDe to gRhasthonA gharomAMthI ke chevaTe gRhastho dvArA bajAramAMthI peDa meLavI zakAya che. emAM nAnakaDo doSa che. "paNa keTalAMko potAnA nAmanA ja peDo chapAvaDAve che. A peDo banAvavAmAM yAMtrika sAdhanono upayoga thato hovAthI tejasakAyanI virAdhanAthI mAMDIne ghaNA doSo che. vaLI seMkaDonI saMkhyAmAM peDo banAvaDAvavA, e aneka sAdhuone bheTa ApavA, zrAvakone ya pahoMcADavA e zramaNadharmanA AcAronI maryAdAnuM ullaMghana thatuM lAge che. eTale Avazyaka patro lakhavA peDa rAkhavuM ja paDe to ya potAnA nAmanA peDa chapAvavA nahi. e ja rIte keTalAMko potAnA nAma-eDresavALA sTIkaro paNa chapAve che. kyAMya paNa patra lakhe tyAre sAmevALAne patra lakhavAnuM sa2nAmuM jaNAvavA mATe bheguM A sTIkara mokalI devAmAM Ave che. kyAreka to pAMca-dasa sTIkaro paNa sAthe mokalAya che. A sTIkaro chapAvavAmAM paNa yAMtrika sAdhanono upayoga hovAthI puSkaLa tejasakAya vagerenI virAdhanA che ja. eTale e na chapAvAya e ja sAruM che. bolapenathI nAma-eDresa lakhatA keTalIvAra lAge? keTalAMko vaLI ema kahe che ke, "amAre ghaNA patro lakhavA paDe che, badhAmAM vAraMvAra kyA eDresa lakhIe ? enA ka2tA sTIkara coMTADI daIe to A lakhavAnI paMcAta maTe.' emaNe e vicAravuM joIe ke.(1) eDreso lakhavAnA kaMTALA mAtrathI asaMkhya tejasakAyanA jIvone motane ghATa utAravAnuM pApa zI rIte thavA devAya ? (2) jo ATalA badhA patro lakhavAno kaMTALo nathI Avato, samaya maLe che to e,dareka patromAM mAtra eka-be lITI eDresa lakhavAmAM zA mATe kaMTALo lAvavo ? saMyamI AdhunikatAne badale prAcInatAne apanAve e enA mATe zobhAspada che. mATe sTIkarAdi paNa na chapAvavA. keTalAMko A leTarapeDa-sTIkara chapAvavA to nathI. paNa moMghAmAM moMghA peDa vAparatA hoya che. je peDanA pAnA gulAbI, lAla vagere raMgaberaMgI hoya, ekadama AkarSaka hoya, pratyeka pAnAo upara AkarSaka citro hoya.. evA peDano vaparAza saMyamIone zobhato nathI. atyaMta ochI senAvALA nAdirazAhe bhAratanA rAjavIone parAjya Apyo tyAre ene ya Azcarya thayuM. paNa je vakhate eNe joyuM ke eka glAsa pANI lAvavA mATe bhAratanA rAjavIonI 510 dAsIo doDI, pAchI AvatI vakhate keTalIka nRtya karatI, ADaMbara karatI AvI... eka glAsa pANI lAvavAnA kAmamAM moTA bhapakAo joI nAdirazAhane khyAla AvI gayo ke "bhArata kema hAryuM ?" ApaNI hAlata bhAratanA rAjvIo jevI to nathI ne ? ko'kane agatyanA samAcAra jaNAvavAdi mATe patro lakhavA paDe paNa e mATe AvA AkarSaka, sugaMdhIdAra, citrabharapUra, avanavA peDa vAparIe e ApaNA paNa bhapakA to nathI ne ? eka zrAvaka sAdhu pAse TakAu-sAdu peDa laIne Avyo. sAdhue javAba dIdho, "AvA peDane to ame hAtha paNa na lagADIe." pelA zrAvakanA manamAM zuM asara thAya ? eka rUpiyo paNa nahi kamAnArA | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (217)
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________________ che sAdhuono A ropha ? peDa na levuM hoya to ya ThAvakAIthI niSedha karI zakAta. enA badale "ame to hAtha A paNa na lagADIe" evA zabdo bolavA e zobhAspada kharAM ? ja Aje mahAsaMyamI keTalAMka saMyamIo patro lakhavA paDe to ya peDa na rAkhe paNa potAnA upara je patro AvyA hoya enI ja pAchaLanI khAlI jagyAmAM lakhANa karI e ja patra parata mokale. athavA che patrikA vagerenA khAlI bhAgano upayoga karI le. Avo ghora saMvega na pragaTe ane mATe ja peDa rAkhavuM paDe to paNa ATaluM to nakkI karI zakAya ja ke sAdA, sapheda, sastA peDa vAparIza. zrAvako moMghA, raMgaberaMgI lAve, vahorAve, vinaMti kare to paNa ja spaSTa nA pADI devI ke amAre sAdA peDa ja cAle. AvA moMghA-raMgaberaMgI-AkarSaka peDo vAparavAmAM ? che amane prAyazcitta Ave. vaLI keTalAMka peDanA pAnAonI eka ja bAju lakhatA hoya che. bIjI bAju lakhatA hotA nathI. ja ja paNa A yogya nathI. nakAmo bagADa zA mATe thavA devo? hA ! pAnA ekadama pAtaLA hovAthI akSaro ? che. ekadama upasI jatA hoya to bhale ekabAju lakhIe, paNa sAmAnyathI peDanA pAnA ekadama pAtaLA nathI ja hotA. to enI pAchaLanI bAjuno upayoga karI zakAya. vaLI aDadhuM ja pAnuM lakhANa thAya to AkhuM 4 A pAnuM phADI na nAMkhavuM. jeTaluM lakhANavALuM pAnuM hoya eTaluM ja aDadhuM pAnuM phADI e mokalI zakAya. A ja bAkInA bhAgano bIjIvAra upayoga thaI zake. dhAro ke 15 lITInuM pAnuM che. 10 lITI lakhavAnI che. have jo eka ja bAju 10 lITI lakhIe ja to e 10 lITI jeTaluM pAnuM phADIne mokalavuM paDe. emAM pAchaLano bhAga to khAlI ja rahI gayo hovAthI ja ja eTalo bagADa thayo kahevAya. eTale kharekhara to AgaLanI bAju mAMca lITI ane pachI pAchaLanI bAju ja 5 lITI lakhI e pAMca lITI jeTalo ja pAnAno bhAga phADIne mokalI zakAya. bAkIno 10 lITI jeTalo che 4 bhAga ApaNI pAse ja rahe. A rIte jo karakasarapUrvaka peDano upayoga karIe to atyAre jo varSe pAMca peDa vaparAtA haze ! je to ene badale 2-3 peDa ja vaparAze. virAdhanA ghaTaze. vaLI A rIte vAparIe to kAgaLanI pAriThAvaNI ? je paNa ghaNI ja ghaTI jAya. keTalAMka saMyamIo patro mokalavA mATe taddana navA kavara bagADavAne badale junA AvelA kavaro, junI patrikAnA kavaromAM ja patro bIDIne mokalI detA hoya che. junuM lakhANa chekI navuM eDresa-TIkITa ? 4 coMTADI detA hoya che. "jo ochAmAM ochI virAdhanA thAya to sAruM." evo bhAva pragaTaze to AvA aneka prakAranA ja che jayaNAnA vikalpo manamAM upasthita thayA vinA nahi rahe. 211. huM upAzrayamAM khIlIo nahi ThokAvuM? upAzrayamAM dorI bAMdhavA mATe bhIMta vagere upara khIlIo ThokelI hoya to anukULa rahe. dorI 4 ja jhaDapathI baMdhAya. ema maccharadAnI vagere bAMdhavA mATe paNa khIlIo upayogI thAya. A kAraNasara je saMyamIo upAzrayamAM amuka amuka sthAne zrAvakone sucanA karIne khIlIo ThokAvatA hoya che ? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (218)
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________________ A ucita nathI. (1) ApaNA nimitte suthAra vagere dvArA bhIMtamAM khIlI ThokAya emAM ApaNane ja doSa lAge. (2) e khIlI upara bhamarAo ghara banAve, kyAreka nigoda paNa thAya A badhI ja virAdhanAono doSa saMyamIne lAge . koIpaNa upAzrayamAM dorI bAMdhavA mATe kaMIka to maLI ja rahe. thoDIka muzkelI paDe paNa "dorI ke bAMdhavAnuM sAdhana na ja maLe' evuM prAyaH banatuM nathI. eTale ApaNI vadhAre suvidhA mATe khIlIo ThokAvavI ane enI kAyamI virAdhanA ubhI karavI e saMyamI mATe yogya nathI. ja chatAM jo comAsAnA cAra mahinA daramyAna evI koIpaNa khIlI ThokAvI hoya to e sthAna ? ke choDatA pahelA e badhI khIlI kaDhAvI levI. jethI ApaNA gayA bAda e khIlI dvArA thanArI bhamarA 4 vagerenI koIpaNa virAdhanA saMyamIne na lAge. zeSakALamAM to eka sthAne vadhu rahevAnuM na hovAthI prAyaH zeSakALamAM koIpaNa saMyamIo khIlI ThokAvatA nathI. - 212, huM upAzrayamAM koIpaNa prakAranA phoTAo mukAvaDAvIza nahi : bRhatkalpasUtramAM spaSTa lakhyuM che ke (113) "je sthAnamAM koIpaNa prakAranA citro ke phoTAo hoya che tyAM utsargamArge saMyamIo rahI na zake." mAtra vijAtIyanA kharAba phoTAo ja nahi, paNa bhagavAnanA 4 ke gurunA paNa phoTAo upAzrayamAM zAstradaSTie na cAle. jo upAzrayamAM bahenonA ke sAdhvIjIonA phoTA hoya to sAdhuone brahmacaryamAM nukasAno ja thavAnI zakyatA che. e vAta huM mArI matithI nathI karato paNa zAstrakAra bhagavaMto A vAta kare che. - jo upAzrayamAM bhagavAnanA ke AcAryabhagavaMtonA phoTA hoya to sAdhuone brahmacarya saMbaMdhamAM to che che koI vAMdho na Ave. paNa sAdhuo e citrane dhyAnathI jue. e citra khUba ja suMdara hoya to paraspara vAtacIta kare ke, "A khUba ja suMdara citra che. keTalo adbhuta dekhAva che?" ane e rIte A viSaya upara zarU thayelI vAta aDadho-poNo kalAka paNa cAle. badhA saMyamIo pota-potAnA abhiprAyo Ape. che "AnA karatAM ya joradAra phoTo amuka sthAne hato. e tame juone? to Ane bhulI jAo..." koIka ruM 4 vaLI kahe ke "A phoTo koIe citrakAma karI dorelo che? ke kemerA dvArA sAkSAta phoTo pADelo che?" koIka ja ? vaLI, kahe, phoTo Ama to sAro che. paNa kalarIMga nathI. jo kalaravALo hota to dekhAva sAro Avata..." che. zAstrakAra bhagavaMto pharamAve che ke A badhI carcAo, vicAraNAomAM saMyamIono amUlya je samaya veDaphAI jAya. A carcAmAM ratnatrayInI vRddhi to thatI nathI. ulTe kyAreka paraspara jhaghaDA thaI jatA che ja hoya che. mATe ja upAzrayamAM AvA koIpaNa prakAranA phoTA na joIe. ? ApaNe kadAca ema kahIe ke "upAzrayamAM jo bhagavAnanA ke gurunA phoTA hoya to badhAne 4 ja darzanano lAbha maLe..." paNa zAstrakAroe zA mATe evI chUTa na dekhADI ? e paNa vicAravuM paDaze ne? ja je dIrghadRSTA zAstrakAra bhagavaMtonI AMkhe joIe to teone A rIte phoTAo mUkAvavAmAM doSa che ja dekhAyo che, ane mATe ApaNe paNa emane anusarIe to emAM ApaNuM ekAMte hita ja che ne? 4 vaLI mAtra "svAdhyAya bagaDe che." eTalo ja doSa A phoTo mUkAvavA pAchaLa nathI. bIjA aneka ja doSo che. ( saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (219) ]
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________________ $ (1) mahopAdhyAyajI ma. pratyenA saddabhAvane lIdhe eka munirAje upAzrayamAM teozrInA ja jIvanacaritrane lagatA 10-12 phoTAo bhIMta upara jaDAvyA. (badhAne darzanano lAbha maLe te mATe.) beja traNa varSa bAda e phoTAnA lAkaDAnA bhAga upara cikkAra udhaIo thaI. e phoTAnA sahAre hajAro je udhaIonI utpatti thavAmAM nimitta to e munirAja ja banyA ne? bhale emano Azaya kharAba na hato che paNa A moTo doSa konA mAthe ? (2) DhagalAbaMdha upAzrayomAM aneka saMyamIo anubhava karatA ja haze ke phoTAnI ADazamAM je giroLIo rahetI hoya che ane jIvone pakaDI-pakaDIne khAtI hoya che. ApaNA mUkAvelA phoTAo giroLI jevA hiMsaka jaMtuonuM nivAsasthAna banI jAya che. A badhA doSo phoTo mUkAvanAra saMyamIne ja lAge ke nahi? keTalAMka sthAne to A phoTAonI pAchaLa cakalI-kabutaranA mALAo paNa baMdhAyelA dekhAyA che. emAM te tiryaMco ghara banAve, bhoga bhogave, IMDA thAya, IMDA tUTe ya kharA. kadAca IMDAnA baccAo thAya che ane ene khAvA bilADIo Ave. baccAne svAhA karI jAya. A badhuM thatuM anubhavAyuM ja che. (3) saMyamIe mukAvelA e phoTAo upara dhuLa lAge tyAre nokaro jhATakI-jhATakIne sApha kare, ja kAcApANIthI ene dhue... A badhI virAdhanA zuM phoTo mUkAvanAra saMyamInA saMyamane malina na kare? mAtra "bIjAonA phoTA che. to mArA guruno phoTo kema nahi?" evA vicArothI phoTAo ja mUkAvavA athavA to guru pratyenA bhaktibhAvathI paNa uparanI zAstrakAronI vAtono vicAra karyA vinA : je phoTA mUkAvavA e zAstrAjJA bhaMga kahevAya ke nahi? e vAta dareka saMyamIo taTastha manathI vicAre. * e vAta saMyamIo dhyAnamAM le ke ApaNe sarvaviratidhara chIe. ApaNane AvI badhI : je virAdhanAo na paravaDe. moTA lAbha thatA hoya to apavAdamArge hajI koIka virAdhanAo mAnya bane. : che paNa A phoTAo mUkAvavA pAchaLa zuM evA koI lAbha ApaNA saMyamane thAya che? derAsaro banAvavA, upAzrayo banAvavA,... A badhA kAryo gRhasthonA che. teo sAvadya yogo ja sevIne paNa enA dvArA moTA lAbha meLave e emanA mATe yogya che. paNa A mArga atyaMta pApabhIru - 4 saMyamIo zI rIte apanAvI zake ? zrAvako snAnAdi doSo sevIne paNa pUjA karI moTA lAbha meLave to sAdhuo paNa ; che snAnAdidoSo sevI jinapUjA karI moTA lAbha na meLavI zake ?" e praznanA uttaramAM zAstrakAra ja bhagavaMto pharamAve che ke sAdhu sAdhu eTalA mATe ja thayo che ke ene pApono atyaMta bhaya che. leza paNa che $ hiMsA thAya e ene dhrujAvI de che. "saMsAramAM Dagale ne pagale hiMsA thAya che e joI eNe dIkSA lIdhI. ; che. have AvA atyaMta pApabhIru zramaNane to jinapUjAdi karavA mATe snAnAdi karavAmAM manamAM atyaMta da:kha ja thAya. bhaktinA bhAvo uchaLavAnI vAta to bAju para rahe paNa "huM pApa karuM chuM..." e vicArothI e jAya. AvI bhUmikAvALo saMyamI e pA vagere karavA dvArA kaMI lAbha na pAme. mATe e : pUjAdi na kare e ja yogya che. vaLI pUjAnuM phaLa sarvavirati e pAmI cUkyo che. je meLavavA mATe pUjA : $ hatI e maLI gayuM hovAthI ene pUjAnI jarUra nathI. A ja vAta ahIM lAgu paDe che. zrAvako bhagavAnanA ke gurunA phoTAo banAvaDAve, ghuramAM mUkI saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (220) (
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________________ darzanAdi karI puNya kamAya. paNa saMyamIo to vicAre ja ke "A phoTAo banAvaDAvavAmAM, che 4 upAzrayAdimAM mUkAvavAmAM aDhaLaka virAdhanAo thAya che. mane koIpaNa bhoge A virAdhanAo na khape." ane eTale saMyamI pote to A phoTAo mUkAvavAnuM, rAkhavAnuM, ApavAnuM kAma na ja kare. che jene AvA pApono bhaya na hoya e saMyamI banavAne lAyaka nathI. pApono atyaMta bhaya, je che jIvadayAno Toca kakSAno komaLa pariNAma e saMyamI banavAnI pAtratA che. jene snAna karavAmAM, hiMsAnA ja sthAnomAM dhrujArI na thAya e jo saMyama svIkAre to ahIM paNa e hiMsAsthAnomAM pravRtti karavAno ja. ja ene dIkSA ApatA vicAra karavo paDe. ema phoTAo mUkAvavAmAM upara kahyA pramANenI virAdhanAo ja che jANyA bAda saMyamI enAthI pAcho haTI jAya. ' have to saMghomAM phoTAo mUkAvavA bAbatamAM paNa aneka jhaghaDAo thAya che. navA AvelA che ja saMyamIo junA phoTAo utarAve, navA potAnA gurnAdinA phoTAo mUkAvaDAve, te te upAzrayamAM ja potAnuM Adhipatya sthApavAno prayatna kare. saMghamAM keTalAya phAMTAo pADe.. hAya ! haiyu raDI uThe che. kyAM che che. zAstrakAroe varNavelA bhagavAna mahAvIra devanA zramaNa-zramaNIonA muThThI uMcerA saMyama pariNAmo ! $ ja ane kyAM A mAruM-tArunI bhAvanAvALA, mamatva-ahaMkArabhAvagarbhita malina pariNAmo ! ja "bIjAo potAnA gurunA phoTAo mukAve to ame kema na mUkAvIe? A prazna karanArane mAtra 4 che eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke bIjAo bhula kare eTale ApaNe paNa bhula karavI? bIjAo jinAjJAviruddha vartana ja je kare eTale ApaNe paNa AjJAviruddha vartana karavuM? ja koIkane vaLI evo bhaya hoya che ke bIjAo potAnA gurunA phoTAo mUkAve ane ame na ja $ mUkAvIe to dhIme dhIme e upAzrayo emanA thaI jAya. amAruM nAma, amArA gurunuM nAma koI na le." * ja A bhaya sAco hoya to paNa A bhaya saMyamIne na zobhe. saMyamI to kaTTara banIne jinAjJA pALe. ? enA pariNAmarUpe ene aNakalpita lAbho maLaze ja. savAla che, jinAjJA pratyenI daDha - avihaDa che ja zraddhAno ! ja zrAvako potAnI meLe upAzrayamAM phoTAo mUkatA hoya to paNa emane jinAjJA to dekhADavI ja 4 ja paDe ke, "upAzrayamAM phoTAo na rakhAya." zrAvako potAnA ghare phoTAo rAkhe to emanA mATe ucita ? je hovAthI eno niSedha na karAya. je zAstrane najara sAme rAkhI, vartamAna paristhitine cakAsIne mArA kSayopazama pramANe meM A che ja padArtha lakhyo che. chatAM saMvigna-gItArtha mahApuruSo bahumatIthI je nirNaya kare e mane saMpUrNa mAnya che. je A padArtha para mAro koI daDha Agraha nathI. paNa vartamAna saMvigna gItArtha AcArya bhagavaMto ane pratyeka ? saMyamIo taTastha banIne A padArtho upara, zAstra vacano upara vicAra kare. 4 "A padArtha keTalA saMyamIo apanAvaze? ane A niyama leze? e mane khabara nathI. paNa A ja vAstavika padArtha jaNAvavo e mArI eka mAtra pharaja samajIne meM lakhela che. 213. je kAma mArAthI thaI zake te kAma huM gRhasthone soMpIza nahi? saMyamI potAnA tamAma kAryo jAte ja kare. potAnA karatA nAnA ke moTA bIjA koIpaNa saMyamIne saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (221)
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________________ je potAnuM nAnakaDuM kAma paNa na soMpe. saMpUrNa svAvalaMbI banIne ja jIve. have jo saMyamIne paNa kAma na che 4 soMpAya to tapelA lokhaMDanA goLA jevA gRhasthone to koIpaNa kAma zI rIte soMpAya? chatAM AjanI paristhiti vicArIe ke dUkAnamAMthI davA levA mATe saMyamI na ja jaI zake. DokTarane bolAvavA hoya to gRhasthane kahevuM paDe. sTezanarI joItI hoya to gRhastha pAse maMgAvavI paDe. huM Ama aneka kAryo evA thaI paDyA che ke je saMyamI jAte na karI zake. jAte karavA jAya to ucita paNa che. ja na dekhAya. tyAre e kAmo gRhasthone bhaLAvavA paDe che. paNa je kAmo saMyamI pote karI zakato hoya e to gRhasthone na ja soMpAya ne ? vaMdana karavA ? che AvelA zrAvakane saMyamI kahe ke, "juo, A be copaDI sAme beThelA saMyamIne ApI do." athavA "A che che pANIno ghaDo nIce laI jAo" athavA "A Tebala tyAM mUkI Avo."... AvA DhagalAbaMdha kAmo evA ja che ke je kAmo saMyamI jAte ja karI zakato hovA chatAM pramAda, ubhA thavAnI ALasa vagerene lIdhe ja ja gRhasthone soMpI deto hoya che. - have to saMyamIo vihAramAM upadhi uMcakavAnuM kAma paNa gRhasthane soMpe, sthAne pahoMcyA bAda che che pANInA ghaDAo uMcakI lAvavAnuM kAma paNa gRhasthane soMpe, saMthAro pAtharavAnuM kAma paNa gRhasthane soMpI ja de... have gocarI vahorI lAvavAnuM kAma paNa gRhasthane soMpAI jAya to e navAI nahi rahe. 200-500 DagalAmAM ja bhaMDAra hoya to saMyamI jAte jaIne pustako kaDhAvI zake ene badale ja je gRhasthane Adeza kare e paNa ucita dekhAtuM nathI. TUMkamAM jyAM ema lAge ke "A kAma saMyamI na karI zake, kare to sAruM na lAge (dukAna upara ja ubho rahIne saMyamI davAo leto hoya e ajugatuM lAge.) tevA kAmo bhale gRhasthane soMpavA paDe. paNa je kAma saMyamI svayaM karI zake te kAma mAtra pramAda, ALasAdine kAraNe gRhasthane na sopAya." e A che bAdhAno sAra che. 214. huM guranI saharSa rajA vinA koIpaNa pustaka chapAvIza nahi ke megejhIna zarU karIza nahi: $ gItArtha-saMvigna mahAtmAo loko upara upakAra karavA mATe pustako chapAve. megejhIna calAve che ja e bezaka apavAda mArge zAstramAnya bane, kemake emAM kharekhara aneka jIvo upara upakAra thato hoya che. $ paNa AvA supAtra mahAtmAonA pustako-megejhIno chapAtA joIne have to nAnA nAnA ja saMyamIone paNa A badhI cAnaka lAge che. jeone evo koI vizeSa zAstrabodha nathI, teo chevaTe kaMI ja nahi to stutionI, stavanonI, bhaktAmara ke kalyANa maMdiranI copaDIo chapAvI emAM potAnA nAma che ja ane phoTAo mUkI detA hoya che. Aje jinazAsanamAM evo koI dhaNI dekhAto nathI ke je AvI bAbatone lAla AMkha karIne ja che aTakAve. seMkaDonI saMkhyAmAM stuti-stavanonI copaDIo chapAI cUkI che ke je copADIo lagabhaga ghaNI che ja kharI sarakhI hoya che. jo A copaDIono khUba ja ocho upayoga thato hoya to bahetara che ke e chapAvavI ja nahi. 4 eTale saMyamIoe prathama to A copaDI chapAvavA vagere koIpaNa paMcAtamAM paDyA vinA zuM saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (222) - :
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________________ AtmasAdhanA karavI. paNa chatAM koIne koIka pustaka chapAvavAnI IcchA thAya to eNe potAnA gItArthasaMvigna gurunI rajA levI. e guru gItArtha-saMvigna hovAthI barAbara vicAraze ke 'A pustaka chapAvavuM ke nahi ?' jo emane ema lAge ke, "A chapAvavA jevuM nathI" to nA pADI deze. ane A rIte khoTA pustako chapAtA aTakaze. keTalAMka saMyamIo guru-vaDIlane pUchyA vinA bhaktonA jora upara copaDIo chapAvI de che. keTalAMko vaLI guru-vaDIlane pUche to kharAM paNa e puchavAnI Dhaba evI hoya ke guru-vaDIle hA pADavI ja paDe. guru nA pADe to sAme aneka dalIlo kare ane game te rIte guru pAse hA paDAve. gItArtha-saMvigna guru chelle kaMTALIne ziSyanI samAdhi khAtara rajA ApI paNa de. paNa A badhuM ziSya mATe to ucita nathI ja. guru saharSa 2jA Ape to ja pustaka chapAvavuM. guru pAse jIda karIne, dalIlo karIne hA paDAvavI ane pachI ema kahevuM ke 'meM gurunI rajA laIne pustaka chapAvyuM che' e hakIkatamAM bhayaMkara mAyAcAra che. jo seMkaDo-hajAro saMyamIo A niyama le ane sAcA bhAvathI pALe to ghaNI khoTI copaDIo chapAtI baMdha thaI jAya. jaina saMghanA lAkho rUpiyA veDaphAtA aTake. ghaNI badhI virAdhanAo aTakI javAthI saMyamInA saMyamane ochA DAghA lAge. saMyama malina banatuM aTake. je pustako chapAvAya emAMya potAnA phoTAo to na ja mUkAvAya. 215. huM koIpaNa dIkSA mahotsava saMghathI chUTA pADIne nahi karAvuM. tathA e mahotsavanI Avaka sthAnika saMghanA TrasTIone soMpAvaDAvIza : Aje lagabhaga nAnI-moTI koIpaNa dIkSAmAM be-pAMca-dasa lAkhanI Avaka thatI hoya che. dIkSA thatA pahelA ja gaMbhIratApUrvaka saMyamIo A vicAraNA karI letA hoya che ke 'A Avaka kyAM laI javI ?' emAM jeo badhI Avaka potAnA projekTamAM laI javA mAMgatA hoya teo sthAnikasaMghathI chUTA paDe. judA sthAnamAM dIkSA karI caDAvAnI badhI Avaka potAnI IcchA pramANe vApare. eka rUpiyo paNa sthAnika saMghane na Ape. A badhuM ucita nathI. A rIte sthAnika saMgha ane saMyamIo vacce matabheda, bolAcAlI aNabanAva thatA hoya che. vaLI Ama saMghathI chUTA paDIne svArtha sAdhavA e saMyamI mATe yogya na ja gaNAya. koI vaLI ema kahe che ke, "saMghanA TrasTIo A badhI Avaka kareM vAparatA ja nathI. badhI bhegI karyA kare che. AthI ja bahAra dIkSA karIe chIe ke jethI e badhI Avaka kharcAI jAya. paDI na rahe." A bacAva yogya nathI. kharekhara jo AvuM hoya to TrasTIone bolAvIne kahI zakAya ke "tame A rIte paisA bhegA karyAM karo e barAbara nathI. tamAre paisA kharcI ja devA paDe. ame ema nathI kahetA ke ame kahIe tyAM tame kharco. tame jyAM Iccho tyAM tame kharco. paNa eka paNa rUpiyo bhego na karavo. A zarata sAthe ApaNe dIkSA mahotsava atre karIe." na saMpUrNa niHspRhatA bharelI A vAta sAMbhaLIne TrasTIo paNa yogya nirNaya ka2ze ja. ane e rIte saMghamAM ja dIkSA karavI yogya che. | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (223)
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________________ keTalAMko vaLI dIkSA to saMghamAM ja kare paNa pachI enI Avaka aMge saMgha sAthe vivAda-jhaghaDA kare. "50% rakama amane ja ApavI paDaze' evI jIda bharelI zarata kare. saMgha na mAne to caDAvA bolanArA bhaktone samajAvI de ke tamAre e rakama amArI sUcavelI jagyAe ja bharavI. e pachI saMghanA TrasTIo ugharANI kare chatAM caDAvA bolanArAo tyAM paisA na Ape... vagere puSkaLa saMkleza janaka prasaMgo bane. zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA zAsanano zaNagAra evo jaina aNagAra AvA kapaTo, khaTapaTa, jIda, kadAgraha, juThThANA vagereno bhoga bane e atyaMta zocanIya bAbata che. saMyamI to niHspRha, saraLa hoya. cokhkhA manavALo hoya. AvakanI rakamanI potAne AvazyakatA hoya to saMdhanA TrasTIone ja kahe ke, "dIkSA ahIM sthAnika saMghamAM ja thaze. ane AvakanI tamAma rakama upara kAyadesara tamAIM ja sattA che. paNa mAre amuka rakama jarUrI che. tame jo amuka TakA rakama amuka sthAne phALavI Apo to khUba sAruM. bAkI mAlika tame hovAthI huM koI Agraha rAkhato nathI.' AthI cokhkhI-caTa vAta sAMbhalI TrasTIo paNa AnaMda pAme ane ucita rakama phALavI Ape. A saMghanA TrasTIo kaMI abhavyo, niSThura, hRdaya vinAnA nathI. paNa saMyamIo jo vicitra vartana kare to pachI teo bamaNuM vicitra vartana karavA prerAya che. saMyamIo niHspRha, sa2La bane to teo paNa sajjana banIne sajjanatA dAkhave che. chatAM emAM saMyamInI IcchA kyAreka pUrNa na thAya athavA to ochI vattI pUrNa thAya to paNa A rIte pravRtti karavAmAM ja saMyamInI zobhA che. sAra e ja ke dIkSAdi prasaMgo koIpaNa sthAnika saMghanI nizrA heThaLa ja ujavavA. saMghathI chUTA paDIne nahi ane AvakanI rakama aMge koI paNa zarata, jIda na karavI. saMghanA TrasTIone mAlika mAnIne pachI ucita vAta karI zakAya. 216. huM ubhA-ubhA gocarI ke pANI nahi vAparuM : je saMyamIone ekAsaNA-besaNAdi hoya teo to besIne ja vAparavAnA hovAthI teone A niyama levAnI jarUra na paDe. paraMtu jeo chuTTI navakArazI kare che. teomAM dhIme dhIme evA khoTA saMskAro ghusatA dekhAyA che ke teo nAnI-moTI vastuo UbhA UbhA paNa vApare. beThA beThA vAparatA ja kaMIka yAda Ave to moMDhAmAM koLIyo cAvatA-cAvatA ja ubhA thaIne koIka kAma patAvIne pAchA vAparavA besI - jAya. ema keTalAMko eThuM moDhuM cokhkhuM karavA ubhA ubhA ja ekAda ghuMTaDo pANI vAparI letA hoya che. koIka vaLI ubhA-ubhA pAtarI bharIne pANI ya vApare. alabatta chUTTI navakArazI hovAthI paccakkhANano bhaMga na thAya e vAta sAcI. paraMtu saMyamI A rIte UbhA-UbhA vApare, athavA khAto-khAto ubho thAya, ubhA-ubhA pANI vApare A badhA AcAro vyavahAramAM sArA dekhAtA nathI. ApaNe zrAvakone samajAvatA hoIe chIe ke "tame ekAsaNAdi na karI zako to bhale, paNa divasanA cokkasa TaMka to nakkI karo. divasamAM traNa ke cAra vArathI vadhAre nahi vAparavuM. ane muThThI, gaMThasI vagere paccakkhANo laIne vadhumAM vadhu viratimAM to Avo." saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (224) *
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________________ zuM A upadeza saMyamIoe svayaM na pALavo joIe ? besaNuM bhale na thaI zake paNa traNa ja TaMka vAparavuM e to thaI zake ne ? cAra ke pAMca TaMka to chevaTe thaI zake ne ? enI pratijJA karI muThThInA paccakkhANa na karAya ? A rIte karazo to ubhA-ubhA vAparavAnuM ApameLe ja baMdha thaI jaze. 'ame to pAMca mahAvrata laI lIdhA che. have amAre kyAM navI virati levAnI jarUra che ?'' Avo javAba koI ApatuM hoya to eNe zrAvakonA moDhe e javAba sAMbhaLavAnI ane svIkAravAnI taiyArI rAkhavI paDaze ke "ame aNuvrato laI lIdhA che. have TaMka, saMkhyA, muThThI na karIe to amane zuM vAMdho? amArI pAse dezivarita che ja." tyAM jo ene evuM kahevAnuM hoya ke "tAre sarvavirati to pAmavI che ne ? mATe A bAdhAo kara." to pachI zAstrakAra bhagavaMto paNa A saMyamIne kaheze ke,"tAre u52-uparanA saMyamasthAno nathI pAmavA? jo pAmavA hoya to tuM paNa A badhA uttaraguNone dhAra." zrAvako jyAre saMghajamaNamAM besIne jamADavAne badale 'buphe' kare che tyAre ApaNe virodha karIe chIe ane kahIe ya kharAM ke 'ubhA ubhA khAvAnuM to pazuone zobhe." A vAta ApaNe paNa bhulI na jaIe e jarUrI che. 217. huM kAmaLIkALamAM kAmaLInI aMdara sutarAu kapaDo nAMkhyA bAda ja e kAmaLI vAparIza. sutarAu kapaDA vinAnI kAmaLI nahi vAparuM H bRhatkalpasUtramAM je pATha ApavAmAM Avyo che eno akSarazaH anuvAda A pramANe che ke (114) eka aurNika=unano kapaDo ane be sUtaranA kapaDA ema traNa kapaDA levA. jo traNeya kapaDA sUtaranA ke unanA le to mAsalaghu prAyazcitta Ave. paheratI vakhate paNa jo eka unano kapaDo (kAmaLI) oDhe to mAsa laghu. zarIranI sAthe sAkSAta sparza thAya e rIte unano kapaDo pahere athavA be sutaranA kapaDAnI vacce unano kapaDo... e rIte pahere to paNa mAsa laghu. A ja vAtane spaSTa kare che ke aMdara rAkhavAnuM sutarAu vastra bahAra paherato ane bahAra paheravAnuM unanuM vastra aMdara paherato saMyamI vastra vAparavAnI vidhino bhaMga kare che. ane mATe mAsalaghune pAme. mATe sutarAu kapaDo aMdara paheravo ane unano bahAra.-- A zAstrapATha pramANe sutarAu kapaDo nAMkhelI kAmaLI vAparavAno vidhi jaNAya che. chatAM keTalAMka saMyamIo mAtra kAmaLI paheratA paNa jovAyA che. jo te te gacchanI sAmAcArI ja evA prakAranI hoya ke 'kapaDA vinAnI kAmaLI vaparAya' ane e gacchanI sAmAcA2I te te prAcIna mahApuruSoe pravartAvelI hoya to e saMyamIo mATe judI vAta. paraMtu je gacchanI sAmAcIra kapaDo nAMkhelI ja kAmaLI vAparavAnI che teo paNa jo pramAdAdine lIdhe kapaDo na nAMkhe ane ekalI kAmaLI vApare emane zAstrAjJAbhaMga, sAmAcArIbhaMga vagere doSo lAge ja. khyAla rahe ke,"mAtra kAmaLIkALamAM ja kAmaLImAM kapaDo nAMkhavo" evI vAta nathI. "kAmaLIkALa sivAya ekalI kAmaLI vAparI zakAya" evuM uparanA pAThamAM lakhyuM nathI. ulTuM'jo ekalI kAmaLI vAparo to e vadhu melI thAya'... ItyAdi doSo batAvelA che eTale kAmaLIkALamAM ke te vinA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (225)
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________________ paNa kAmaLI kapaDA vinA na vaparAya. keTalAMko kAmaLI kALamAM to kapaDo nAMkhelI kAmaLI vApare paNa upAzrayamAM ArAma karatI vakhate ThaMDImAM ekalI kAmaLI paNa oDhI le. ziyALAmAM sIdhI zarIra sAthe kAmaLI bAMdhanArA-paheranArA paNa dekhAyA che. A ucita nathI. mATe ja A niyama jarUrI che. TUMkamAM 'kAmaLIno sIdho sparza za2I2ne na thavo joIe' e Ano sAra che. je gacchomAM ekalI kAmaLI vAparavAnI anumati che, teono e pAchaLano koIka cokkasa abhiprAya haze ja. chatAM teo uparanA pAThano paNa vicAra kare. jyAM sudhI te te gacchanA saMvigna gItArtha mahApuruSo nirNaya-badalI na kare tyAM sudhI te gacchanA tamAma saMyamIoe gacchanI sAmAcA2I pramANe vartavuM e ja yogya che. teoe A niyama vAMcIne paNa potAnA gacchanI sAmAcArI choDIne matibheda Ubho na karavo. teo potAnA nizcAdAtA gItArtha AcArya bhagavaMtone puchIne yogya kare. keTalAMkone evI ya zaMkA che ke (115)"A kAmaLI paheravAnI zI jarUra che ?" teone jaNAvavAnuM ke bhagavatIsUtramAM kahyuM che ke "divasanA pahelA chellA praharamAM ane AkhI rAta satata sUkSma akAya sarvatra paDI rahyo hoya che." eTale khullA AkAzamAMthI pasAra thavuM hoya tyAre e sUkSma (ahIM sUkSma eTale sUkSmanAmakarmavALo aTkAya niha, paraMtu akAya tarIke anubhavI na zakAya tevo avyakta akAya) akAyanI virAdhanA aTakAvavA kAmaLInI jarU2 che. eTale pramAda, ALasa choDI saMyamIo upAzrayamAM ke bahAra kapaDA vinAnI kAmaLIno vaparAza na kare. (jyAre kAmaLIkALa na hoya, tyAre ekalI kAmaLI khabhA upara nAMkhI zakAya, kemake tyAre khabhA - upara sutarAu kapaDo hovAthI kAmaLI sIdhI zarIrane sparzatI nathI.) saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (226)
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________________ iu. pasmopakArI zrIsaMgha upara apAra zI rIte thAya ? zvetAMbara saMpradAyanA Azare 10,000 jeTalA saMyamIo bhAratabharamAM phelAyelA che. je je saMyamIo eka paiso paNa kamAtA nathI. jeono potAno saMpUrNa jIvananirvAha zrIsaMgha upara ja nabhe che. ja ja nathI A saMyamIo pAse potAnuM ghara ke nathI A saMyamIo pAse potAnuM rasoDuM ! enI pratyeka ja ke jarUriyAto zrIsaMgha purI kare che. 10,000 sAdhu-sAdhvIjIono bhojanano vArSika kharca keTalo? emanA mATe je pANInI A vyavasthA karavAmAM Ave che eno vArSika kharca keTalo? dasa hajAra saMyamIonA vastra-pAtrAdino vArSika 4 ja kharca keTalo ? teonI davAo, auSadho, oparezana, DokTaronI phI, vihAranA mANaso ane 4 sAIkalono kharca, DoLI vagereno kharca keTalo ? saMyamIonI gocarIno kharca keTalo ? ' ja e kharcanI pAkI gaNatarI to zI rIte maMDAya? paNa aMdAje varSanA 25 thI 30 karoDa rUpiyA zrIsaMgha sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo pAchaLa kharacato haze. bhAratabharamAM phelAyelA sAdhu-sAdhvIjIonA sthAnakona upAzrayonI jo kiMmata gaNIe to abajo rUpiyA zrIsaMghe sAdhu-sAdhvIjIonA nivAsa sthAna mATe kharcI che A nAMkhyA hovAno khyAla Avaze. zuM kyAreya evuM banyuM kharuM ke khAvAnuM na maLavAnA kAraNe koI sAdhu-sAdhvIo bhUkhyA rahyA ja ka hoya? zuM kyAreya evuM sAMbhaLyuM kharuM ke paisAnI sagavaDa na thavAnA kAraNe sAdhu-sAdhvIonI davA- 4 oparezana na thaI zakyA ane mATe teo kALadharma pAmyA? ja zuM kyAreya evuM banyuM kharuM ke rahevAnI jagyA na maLavAnA kAraNe sAdhu-sAdhvIoe rastA upara ja rAta pasAra karavI paDI ? zuM kyAreya evuM banyuM kharuM ke koIpaNa jainagharamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone pravezatA aTakAvavAmAM te AvyA ane ema kahevAmAM AvyuM ke "tame bahAra ubhA raho. tame ajANyA cho. eTale tamArA upara ja ja amane vizvAsa nathI. bahArathI ja je kAma hoya te bolo." : bhAratanA hajAro upAzrayamAM saMyamIo berokaToka praveza karI zake, lAkho-karoDo rUpiyAnA e ja vizALa upAzrayamAM divaso ane mahinAo sudhI rahI zake e upakAra kono? 1 bhAratanA koIpaNa jainanA gharamAM koIpaNa oLakhANa-pichANa vagara koIpaNa saMyamI pravezI zake che ane jarUriyAtanI vastuo pAmI zake e upakAra kono ? je DokTarone dekhADavA mATe kalAko sudhI lAInamAM ubhA rahevuM paDe. hajAro rUpiyA kharacavA paDe. ja evA moTA DokTaro pAse koI rAha joyA vinA, paisAnI paravA karyA vinA koIpaNa saMyamI rogacikitsA ja na karAvI zake e upakAra kono? potAno gharakharca calAvavAmAM karakasara karanArA zrAvako saMyamIo mATe lAkho rUpiyA paNa kharcatA che ja vicAra na kare e saMgha keTalo mahAna ! saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (227).
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________________ ApaNe emane pApI kahIe, saMsAra sukhamAM laMpaTa banelA kahIe, paisA pAchaLa pAgala banelA - ja kahIe ane evI keTalIya bAbato saMbhaLAvIe chatAM ApaNane pUjanIya, vaMdanIya, mAnI sadaiva : natamastaka raheto e saMgha keTalo mahAna ! navasArInA eka karoDapati jaina zrAvake koIka navI banatI hospiTalamAM rUpiyA 21 lAkhanuM dAna - je ApyuM. ane jyAre khuza thayelA hospiTalanA TrasTIoe emanI sarAhanA karI tyAre e bhAIe : ja kahyuM, "A dAna ApyA bAda mArI tamArI pAse eka ja apekSA che ke amArA koIpaNa jaina sAdhu4 sAdhvIonI sAravAra tamAre maphatamAM karavI. emanA mATe kAyamI eka rUma alAyadI rAkhavI." A ; chezrAvakono ApaNA pratyeno kevo gajaba sadbhAva ! che pelI eka gAmanI madhyamavarganI zrAvikA ! upAzrayamAM rahelA sAdhuone roja navakArazI samaye : ja dUdha vahorAvavA mATe potAnA bAluDAone dUdha ApavAnuM baMdha karatI (kemake vadhAre dUdha lAvavuM Arthika : ja rIte paravaDe ema na hatuM.) e zrAvikAno sAdhuo mATe kevo Azcaryajanaka bhoga ! bombe pAse eksIDanTa thavAthI moTI hospiTalamAM dAkhala karavAmAM AvelA sAdhvIjIno * che sAravAra kharca 5 thI 10 lAkha thavAnI zakyatA jaNAI. e mATe meM bombenA saMghone jaNAvyuM to - ja bombenA judA judA saMgho taraphathI kula 17 lAkha jeTalI rakamanI bAMhedharI maLI. ane saMghoe jaNAvyuM : ja ke "hajI jeTalA rUpiyA joIe eTalA amane kahejo . sAdhu-sAdhvIjIo mATe amArI tijorIo khullI : ophisamAM seMkaDo mANaso upara Adhipatya bhogavanArA karoDapatio ane abajapatio : je jyAre ApaNI sAme dhuLavALI jamIna upara ghuMTaNa sthApIne vaMdana kare, sukhazAtA pUche tyAre zuM Azcarya ; ja nathI lAgatuM? lAMbA vihAromAM gocarInI muzkelI hoya to savAra-bapora-sAMja traNa TAIma ApaNA mATe ? che gocarI lAvavA gADIo doDAvanArA, ApaNane leza paNa agavaDa nahi paDavA denArA e zrIsaMghane joIne : $ zuM koI saMvedana nathI thatuM? ApaNA vicitra vartanone hasate moDhe sahana karanArA, ApaNane ApaNA mATe kadi phariyAda na; che karanArA ane emanI bhaktimAM nAnI-moTI khAmI joIne ApaNA taraphathI apAtA kaDavA ThapakAone 4 gaLI janArA e zrIsaMghane joIne manomana vaMdana karavAnI bhAvanA nathI jAgatI? jyAre ko'kanA ghare vahoravA jaIe ane nAnA bAluDAo jIda karIne potAnA hAthe pAtrAmAM ; ja vahorAve, koIne hAtha paNa na aDAvavA de ane vahorAvIne AnaMda pAme tyAre AMkhamAMthI harSanA AMsu : che zuM nathI chalakAtA? "dhanya che A zrAvakone ! jeoe potAnA bALakomAM kevA suMdara saMskAro sIMcyA * ja che !" evA vicAra mAnasapaTa upara zuM upasthita nathI thatA? jarAka AMkho ughADIne jovAmAM Ave, jarAka haiyu vizALa banAvIne vicAravAmAM Ave, jarAka ; ja saMvedanazIlatAne AtmasAt karIne zrIsaMghano ApaNA mATeno bhoga smaraNa karavAmAM Ave to kharekhara ? ja A saMsAramAM khuMpelo, pApomAM ragadoLAyelo kahevAto zrAvakasaMgha vaMdanIya lAgaze. . saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (228)
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________________ che. to have e paNa vicArIe ke teo zA mATe ApaNI pAchaLa ATalo badho bhoga Ape che? nathI ke to ApaNe emanuM koI kAma karanArA nokaro ! ke nathI to ApaNe emanI IcchAo purI karI ApanArA ja kahevRkSo ! chatAM koI khoTI apekSAo vinA ApaNA upara upakAronI helI varasAvanAra e saMghanI ? te ApaNI pAse zuM apekSA che? : dhAro ke emanI ApaNI pAse koI apekSA na hoya chatAM e saMgha mATe ApaNI pharaja zuM che? samajadAra zrAvakone jo A prazna puchavAmAM Ave to teo kaheze ke, "sAheba ! mAnavabhava 4 1 pAmyA chatAM ame saMsAramAM khuMpIne ghaNuM gumAvI cUkyA chIe. jJAna-darzana-cAritrane pAmavAne badale ? ' ame mAtra dhana pAchaLa doTa mUkI che. Apa saMsAratyAgI cho mokSamArganA musAphara cho ! ApanI je ja 1 kaMIpaNa bhakti karIe chIe enI pAchaLa amArI ApanI pAse eka ja apekSA che ke Apa amane sAcA mArge laI jAo. amArI ratnatrayI vRddhi pamADI Apo. amAruM kharuM dhana amane meLavI Apo. basa 4 sAheba ! e sivAya ApanI pAse amArI koI ja apekSA nathI." che eTale e vAta to nakkI che ke ApaNA upara upakAronI helI varasAvanAra zrIsaMgha pratye ApanI ja ke pharaja e ja che ke ApaNe "emano AtmA mokSamArgamAM AgaLa vadhe, vadhune vadhu dharmiSTha bane evI che ja pravRtti karavI. ke ApaNI pratyeka pravRtti, ApaNA pratyeka vacano evA ja hovA joIe ke jemAM zrIsaMghanA ja sabhyono AtmA vadhu neM vadhu nirmaLatAne pAmato jAya. jo Ama thAya to ja ApaNe emanA upakAranI sAme pratyupakAra vALI Apelo kahevAya. - kadAca ApaNe emane mokSamArga tarapha AgaLa dhapAvI na zakIe ane e rIte emanA upara 1 upakAra na karI zakIe to kaMI nahi, paNa ApaNA nimitte temanA upara apakAra to koIpaNa bhoge na ja A ja thavo joIe. bhale teo ApaNA dvArA vadhu dharmI na bane paNa meLavelo dharma paNa ApaNA dvArA gumAvI de to? A e to na ja thavuM joIe ne ? ja . mAre eTaluM ja kahevuM che ke upakArInA upakArane barAbara yAda rAkhIne e upakArI upara samaya ja Ave tyAre pratyupakAra kare e kRtajJa kahevAya. chevaTe upakArI upara apakAra to kadi na ja kare e paNa ja A kRtajJa kahevAya. paNa upakArI upara apakAra kare e kRtaghnI kahevAya. ane kRtajJatA jevo koI moTo doSa che ja nathI. ja eTale ApaNI badhAnI be pharaja bane che : (1) ApaNA koIpaNa saMyamI dvArA zrAvaka- 4 na zrAvikAonI dharmabhAvanAnI vRddhi ja thavI joIe. ApaNI pravRtti-vacana emanI dharmabhAvanAne ja ja vadhAranArA ja hovA joIe. (2) jo e zakya na hoya to ya ApaNI koIpaNa pravRtti dvArA emanI ja ja dharmabhAvanA ghaTavI to na ja joIe. to have ApaNe e nakkI karavuM paDaze ApaNI evI koI pravRtti che? ke jenAthI zrAvaka- 4 zrAvikAonI dharmabhAvanA khalAsa thatI hoya? teo pAmelo dharma paNa gumAvI detA hoya? saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (229)
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________________ evI pravRttio-vacano aTakAvI daIne zrAvaka saMgha upara apakAra karanArA banatA aTakIe. che zrAvakasaMghanI dharmabhAvanAono viccheda karanArI ApaNI pravRttio kaI hoI zake? e samajavA ja mATe mahAmahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI mahArAjanA ja zaraNe jaIe. sADA traNaso gAthAnA stavananI sAtamI DhALamAM teozrI pharamAve che ke judA judA thAtA hove ? je sthavirakalpano bheda. DolAye mana lokanA, ho dharma uccheda. o munivaro ! tame gacchamAMthI chUTA paDI ekalA-aTulA na vicarazo, kemake saMyamIo jeTalA re ja chUTA chUTA vicaraze. teTalA emanA AcAronA bheda vadhaze. badhAnA AcAro judA judA prakAranA thaze. re ja ane AvA AcArabhedo joIne lokonA mana DolavA lAgaze ke, "sAcuM zuM? kyo AcAra sAco? amane ! kiMI samajaNa ja nathI paDatI." ane A rIte zaMkAzIla banelA teonI sAdhuo pratyenI, dharma pratyenI zraddhA ghaTatI jaze. teo De ja pachI sAdhuono vizvAsa gumAvI besaze. pariNAme dharmano uccheda thaze. . jo badhA sAdhuono AcAra ekasarakho hoya to emane emAM daDha zraddhA besaze, pariNAme ? teonI dharmabhAvanA, dharmArAdhanA vadhatI ja jaze. | sarvajJatulya mahopAdhyAyajIe khUba ja mArmika vAta karI che. jANe ke traNaso varSa pUrvenA emanA De vacano Aje paNa sAkSAta dekhAI rahyA che. sAdhuomAM Aje AcArabheda to mAjhA mUkI rahyo che. keTalAMko hIlacera ane kadAca jarUra paDe ja to gADIno paNa upayoga kare che. to keTalAMko DoLImAM besavAnI ye sakhata nA pADe che. keTalAMko AdhAkarmI, upAzrayamAM lAvelI gocarI bindhAsta vahore che ane vApare che. keTalAMko che nAnAmAM nAnA doSo sAme ya kaTTaratAthI jhajhUme che. ja keTalAMko sUryAsta bAda rAtre paNa ekalA sAdhvIjIo, baheno sAthe nirbhaya banIne vAto kare che. ja to keTalAMko bhara divase paNa ekalA baheno ke sAdhvIjIone upAzrayamAM praveza paNa karavA detA nathI. ja keTalAMko ekAda phona karAvavAno vakhata Ave to ya 100 vAra vicAra kare che emanI jIbha ja che phona karavAnuM kahevA mATe upaDatI nathI. to keTalAMko phona, pheksa, I-meIla DhagalAbaMdha saMkhyAmAM mAtra karAvatA nathI, karatA paNa thaI gayA che. keTalAMko "vadhumAM vadhu saMkhyAmAM saMyamIoe sAthe rahevuM joIe evuM mAne che ane moTAbhAge ja pALe che. to keTalAMko ekAkI vihArane sAhasikatA samajatA ane AcaratA thaI gayA che. che. A to moTA AcArabhedo che. evA bIjA keTalAMya nAnA-moTAM AcAra bhedo evA che ke zrAvako : huM A badhuM joIne DarAve ne pagale muMjhAya che. gabharATa-zaramane kAraNe puchavAnI hiMmata gumAvI beThA che ane ja manamAM ja ema nirNaya karI cUkyA che ke "jeNe jema karavuM hoya ema karavA devuM. ApaNe temAM kacakaca che ja na karavI. ApaNe je mahArAja Ave emane gocarI-pANInI vyavasthA karI ApavI. basa, bAkI nAnI- 4 $ moTI paMcAtamAM paDavuM nahi." jema uThThakhala chokarAothI kaMTALelA mA-bApa chokarAone kaMIpaNa Takora sudhdhAM kara nathI. ' saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (230) ha
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________________ emane bhagavAna bharose choDIne potAno mArga badalI nAMkhe che. ema ApaNA khINa jeTalA moTA AcAra che bhedothI A zrAvakasaMgha muMjhAI gayo che. ane eNe have A bAbatamAM upekSA ja karavA mAMDI che. che ke have koIpaNa sAdhune enI bhula badala Thapako ApanAra zrAvako lagabhaga koI rahyA nathI. hajI 75-100 varSa pUrve suratanA eka zrAvaka nemacaMda melApacaMda jhaverI potAnA upAzrayamAM ? AvelA tamAma nAnA moTAM sAdhuone bhAvathI vaMdana karatA ane jo koI sAdhu chApA vagere vAMcato hoya che to namra chatAM karaDAkI bharelI bhASAmAM pUchatA ke "zuM tamArA 45 Agamo vaMcAI gayA che? ke tamane 4 ja A chApAo vAMcavAno samaya maLe che ?" A che koI Aje evA zrAvako ! ke jeo chApAo to ThIka, paNa kharAba megejhIno vagere vAMcatA ja sAdhune aTakAve, Thapako Ape ? kyAreka to zrAvako paNa parAkASThAnI muMjhavaNa anubhave tyAre haiyAvarALa ThAlave che ke "sAheba! $ tame Ama karavAnuM kaho cho ane bIjA mahArAja bIjuM karavAnuM kahe che. amAre zuM karavuM? konI vAta ja te mAnavI? tame badhA eka sarakhA AcAra-uccAravALA bano to amane paNa dharma karavAno utsAha jAge. ja A to tamArA kahevA pramANe ame kaMIka karIe ane bIjAo AvIne amane khoTA-juThA sAbita karI che de. ame to herAna thaI jaIe chIe." ja saMtikara, tithi, navAMgI gurupUjana vagere keTalAMka praznone laIne sAdhuo vacce je matabhedo 1 paDyA. vAdane badale je jhaghaDAo, saMklezo, mArA-mArI, AkSepabAjI, patrikAbAjI, chApAbAjIo ja thaI. emAM saMgha chinnabhinna thaI gayo. 100 varSathI cAlatA tithi vagere praznone lIdhe saMghanI che ja zaktino sadupayoga na thaI zakyo. ja jarAka sAMbhaLo to kharA! ajainonA moDhAmAMthI nIkaLatA jaino mATenA zabdo ! "A comAsuM ja na AvyuM. emAM pajusaNa AvyA. have A vANiyAo cAra mahinA laDaze, jhaghaDaze ane pachI pAchA bhegA ja ja thaIne jamaze." jinazAsananA sabhyo mATe ajainonA moDhAmAM AvA zabdo sAMbhaLI zuM AghAta nathI che ja lAgato ? A kaMI kalpalA nahi, paNa sagA kAne sAMbhaLelA zabdo che. ', Azcarya to e che ke AkhA bhAratamAM 86 karoDa hiMdu prajA phelAyelI che. dareka sthAne teonA ? ne judA judA paMcAMga nIkaLe che. chatAM teonA janmASTamI, rAmanavamI, divALI vagere divasomAM kyAreya matabheda paDelo jovA maLyo nathI. teoe evuM joradAra samAdhAna karyuM che ke kadi e matabheda ubho na ja ja thAya. ja jyAre syAdvAdanA siddhAMtanA ThekedAra ApaNe mukhyatve mAtra gujarAtamAM phelAyelA hovA chatAM ? ja tithi vagere praznomAM koI saMpUrNa samAdhAna chellA 100 varSathI lAvI na zakyA. ke sAmAcArI bheda hoya, matabheda hoya, vicArabheda hoya e samajI zakAya che paNa A bhedo evA che ja to na ja hovA joIe ne? ke jenA kAraNe jinazAsananI mazkarI thAya. jainadharma mATe jema tema bolAya. 4 - have to A AcArabheda, prarUpaNA bheda mAtra gaccha-gaccha purato nathI rahyo. paNa eka ja gacchanA 4 ka 10-15 judA judA grupo hoya to temAM paNa AcArabheda-prarUpaNAbheda paDavA lAgyo che. hajI uMDA ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (231) |
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________________ jAo to eka-eka grupanA paNa nAnA-nAnA be-be, traNa-traNa sAdhuonA grupo paDavA lAgyA, emAM ya AcArabheda paDavA lAgyo. hada to e AvI che ke have to vyaktie vyaktie AcArabheda zarU thavA mAMDyo che. traNa sAdhunuM sAva nAnakaDuM grupa hoya temAM e traNeyanA AcAromAM AMkhe uThIne vaLage evI bhinnatA jovA maLe. eka sAdhu baheno sAthe bilakula vAta na kare. bIjo sAdhu kalAko sudhI vAto kare. trIjAno vaLI koIka trIjo ja AcAra hoya. hoMziyAra zrAvako ya samajI jAya ke A traNe ya sAdhuonI dizAo judI judI che. ThAvakAIthI mauna dhA2Na ka2I manamAM bolatA hoya che ke, "A traNamAM paNa jo ekatA nathI. paraspara AcArabhedAdi che. to teomAM sAco dharma zI rIte haze ? teo amane eka thaIne rahevAnI vAta zuM samajIne karatA haze ?'' maitrIbhAvanA ArAdhaka eka svargastha AcAryadeva vyAkhyAnamAM AMsu sAthe bolI UThyA hatA ke "zrAvako ! tame amane ApavAmAM, amArI sevA-bhakti karavAmAM koI ja kamInA rAkhI nathI. e joIne mane harSanA AMsu Tapake che. paNa e sAthe pazcAttApanA AMsu Tapake che ke ame tamane zuM ApyuM ? mAtra jhaghaDAo, vikhavAdo ja ApyA ? ame tamArA upakArano sAco badalo na vALI zakyA ? tamAruM nimaka khAIne paNa ame nimakahalAla na banI zakyA ?'' keTalI badhI coTadAra vAta ! dareka saMyamI pahelA potAnI jAtane nIcenA prazno pUche. (1) zuM A zrAvaka-zrAvikAsaMghano ApaNA upara moTo upakAra che evuM ApaNane lAge che ? e vAta ApaNe aMtarathI svIkArIe chIe ? ke pachI ApaNuM mana "zrAvaka-zrAvikAone supAtradAnAdi dharma karavAmAM sahAyaka banIne ame emanA upakArI chIe." evI vakratAno bhoga baneluM che ? (2) "koIpaNa hisAbe mAre A upakArI zrAvakasaMgha upara mArA dvArA apakAra nathI ja thavA devo. mAre kRtaghnI nathI ja banavuM." evuM ApaNA sADA traNa karoDa rUMvADA pokAra kare che ? (3) zuM zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradevanuM zAsana kharekhara vahAluM che ? e zAsananI jayapatAkA gaganamAM laherAya, karoDonA mukhamAM jinazAsana mATe madhura zabdonI saravANI phuTe e ApaNe aMtaranA ya aMtarathI IcchIe chIe ? (4) "mArA dvArA koIpaNa anavasthA na ja thavI joIe." AvuM haiyAmAM dharabAyeluM che ? jo hA ! to pachI ApaNe sau dRDha nizcayavALA banIe ke AcArabheda jeTalo ocho thAya eTalA prayatno karIe. sAmAcArIbhedane laIne amuka AcArabheda to rahevAno ja. ane ene zAstrakAroe paNa saMmati ApI che. paNa je bAbatomAM tamAma gacchone paramAtmAnI eka sarakhI AjJA lAgu paDatI hoya. je AcAro tamAma gacchone mAnya banatA hoya. je AcAro pALavAmAM pota-potAnA gacchanI sAmAcA2Ino koI bhaMga na thato hoya tevA AcAromAM jo badhA saMyamIo eka matavALA banI jAya. badhA saMyamIo eka sarakho AcAra pALatA thaI jatA hoya to zrAvakasaMgha upara ApaNA dvArA moTo upakAra karelo saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (232)
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________________ gaNAze. A pustaka lakhavA pAchaLanuM eka prayojana A paNa che ke A 200 jeTalA niyamo jeTalA saMyamrIo svIkA2ze te badhAmAM to AcArapAlanamAM ghaNI badhI samAnatA Avaze ja. ane pariNAme AcArabhedathI thanArA nukasAno aTakaze. alabatta, badhA saMyamIo badhA niyamo svIkAravAnA nathI ja. keTalAMko ja badhA niyamo svIkAraze. keTalAMko ghaNA ochA paNa svIkAre. paNa jeTalA aMzamAM AcAranI samAnatA thaze eTalA aMzamAM to lAbha thaze ja. eTalA aMzamAM to nukasAna aTakaze ja. dA.ta. tithi bAbatamAM jo tamAma gacchono eka sarakho AcAra thaI jAya. to tithinA AcArabhedane lIdhe je nukasAno thatA hatA (paraspara niMdA, ekabIjAnI vAtone toDI pADavI, zrAvakone potAnA tarapha kheMcavA.....vagere) te to aTakI ja jAya. hA ! bAkInA AcArabhedathI thanArA nukazAno ubhA rahe. badhI bAbatomAM saMpUrNa saphaLatA to khuda tIrthaMkaro paNa nathI pAmatA. cauda rAjalokanA sarvajIvone tA2vAnI emanI IcchA kyAM pUrNa thaI ? re ! anaMtamAM bhAga jeTalA jIvone ya e mAMDa tArI zakyA che. karoDa rUpiyA kamAvAnI IcchAvALo mANasa eka rUpiyo kamAya enA jevI A vAta che ke sarvajIvone tA2vAnI IcchAvALA tIrthaMkaro mAMDa ati nAnI saMkhyAnA jIvone ja tArI zake che. nathI ja. paNa emAM eTale koIpaNa kAryamAM eno uddeza saMpUrNa siddha thAya ja evo niyama jeTalI vadhu saphaLatA maLe eTaluM lAbhamAM ja che ne ? jo badhA ja ke ghaNA saMyamIo ekAsaNA karatA thaI jAya to ? jo badhA ja ke ghaNA saMyamIo vijAtIyano paricaya saMpUrNa choDI de to ? jo badhA ja ke ghaNA saMyamIo IlekTrIkanA tamAma sAdhanono sAkSAt ke paraMparAe vaparAza baMdha karI de to ? jo badhA ja ke ghaNA saMyamIo mahIne-mahIne kApa kADhatA thaI jAya to ? badhA ja ke ghaNA saMyamIo sakhata svAdhyAya karavA lAgI paDe to ? jo badhA ja ke ghaNA saMyamIo guruno paDato bola jhIlanArA banI jAya to ? AvI seMkaDo kalpanAo keTalo badho AnaMda ApanArI che ! ekapaNa kalpanA jo kharekhara dharatI upara avatare to jinazAsananI ronaka kevI palaTAI jAya ?" jeo A bhAvanAo bhAvaze teo 'e bhAvanA saphaLa na bane to ya' mAtra e nirdoSa-zubha bhAvanAnA pratApe pracaMDa karmakSaya ane puSkaLa puNyabaMdha to sAdhI ja leze. A lAbha paNa kyAM nAno che? bIjI bAju A paNa jarUra vicArazo ke arihaMtonI bhAvanA bhale saMpUrNa saphaLa na thaI. chatAM enAthI emane to koI nukazAna nathI ja thatuM. teo to e bhAvanAnA pratAMpe sarvottama dharmasAmrAjyanA mahArAjA banIne mokSe sidhAvI gayA. ema e bhAvanAne sAkAra karavA teoe je AjJAo karI te AjJAo jemaNe svIkArI teo paNa siddhapada pAmyA. paNa jeoe e AjJAonI upekSA karI. "ghaNA saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (233) $000
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________________ ja badhA loko A jinAjJAo nathI ja pALatA ne? ema huM ya na pALuM to mAruM zuM bagaDI javAnuM che? che je badhAnuM thaze e ja mAruM thaze." evI bhAvanAne paravaza banIne jeo jinAjJAbhaMjaka banyA. teo ja potAnA anaMta saMsArane aTakAvI zakyA nathI. ? ema saMyamIo khUba suMdara AcAra-vicArothI saMpanna banI sva-paranuM kalyANa karanArA bane ? che evA eka mAtra uddezathI meM A pustaka lakhyuM. mane to mArI zubha bhAvanAnA pratApe puSkaLa karmakSaya ane che pracaMDa puNyabaMdha prApta thaze ja. jeo A vAMcIne e niyamone apanAvaze. teo A jinAjJAonI ArAdhanAonA pratApe ja nizcita AtmakalyANa sAdhanAra zuddhi ane parakalyANamAM sahAyaka puNyabaMdhane pAmaze. paNa jeo ema vicAraze ke "badhA saMyamIo kyAM A niyamone pALe che? ghaNA ya saMyamIo ? A niyamo pALyA vinA ja saMyamajIvana jIve che ne? to ame paNa e rIte ja jIvIe to zuM vAMdho? 3 4 je badhAnuM thaze e ja amAruM thaze? nAhakano A niyamono bojo upADIne zA mATe parezAna thavuM?" $ teonI rakSA to emanI bhavitavyatA ja karI zake. teo mATe atyaMta karuNAbhAvanA dhAraNa karyA ja vinA koI chUTako ja nathI. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (234)
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________________ . 8. chevaTe jinAjJAnA DaTTara pakSapAtI banIe.... * pracaMDa sattva na uchaLavAnA kAraNe A niyamo dhAraNa karavA mana taiyAra na thAya ane varSothI che ja je jIvana jIvI rahyA chIe emAM saheja paNa pheraphAra karavAnI mana dharAra nA pADI de e A ja 4 viSamakALanA sAmrAjyamAM zakya che. ' mATe ja to upadezamAlAkAre kahyuM che ke (1) pakhaMDanuM sAmrAjya bhogavato cakravartI potAnA je sarvottama vaiSayika sukhone lAta mArIne paLavAramAM dIkSA laI le e zakya che. paNa dIkSA bAda ja sukhazIlatAne lIdhe zithilAcArI banelA, AjJAbhaMjaka banelA saMyamIo pachI zithilAcAraneja sukhazIlatAne choDI de e to loDhAnA caNA cAvavA jevI vAta che." . eTale jo zaithilyanA kAdavAmAM khUMpelo AtmA bahAra chaLI paDavA samartha na banato hoya to teo mATe paNa Atmahita mATeno chello eka rasto bAkI che. e che jinAjJA kaTTara pakSapAta ! AcArAMgasUtramAM kahyuM che ke zithilAcAra e prathama bAlatA (mUrkhatA) che. e prathama bAlatAvALo che 4 AtmA saMyama gumAve. jyAre e zithilAcArano bacAva, vAstavika jinAjJAnA kaTTara pakSapAtano abhAva che e bIjI bAlatA che. bIjI bAlatAvALo AtmA samyagdarzana paNa gumAvI de.' jo prathama bAlatA tyAgI na zakAya to chevaTe bIjI bAlatA to tyAgIe ja. A pustaka vAMcyA che 4 pachI "sAcI jinAjJAo kaI che?" e to lagabhaga khabara paDI ja javAnI. to pachI sADA traNa karoDa ja rUMvADethI bolIe ke "A ja jinAjJA che. amAro A AcAra khoTo che. amArI zithilatA che." ja bolIe ke "vigaIo na vAparavAnI ja jinAjJA che. roje roja niSkAraNa vigaI ? ke vAparanArAo pApazramaNa che. chatAM ame roja vigaI vAparIe chIe. Asakti choDI zakatA nathI." che huM bolIe ke "vibhUSA to saMyamajIvana mATe tAlapuTa jhera samAna che. chatAM ame malina kapaDA che zuM paherI zakatA nathI. ane vAraMvAra kApa kADhIe chIe. amAro A AcAra taddana khoTo che. avibhUSita ja je saMyamIo ja sAcA jinAjJApAlaka che." che ' bolIe. ke "A aMdhArAnA vihAro, sAIkalo-lArIo-vahIlacerI-mANaso vagere badhuM ja che che bhagavAnanI AjJA viruddha che. gADhakAraNasara karAya to hajI ya barAbara, paNa sukhazIlatAdinA kAraNe ja pravezI cUkelA A pApa che. dhanya che e mahAtmAo! je A badhA doSothI dUra rahelA che." AvA seMkaDo zithilAcAro sevavA chatAM ApaNe sAco AcAra to e zrAvakone batAvIe ja. che jethI bhagavAnanI sAcI AjJAnuM emane bhAna thAya. teo sAcA arthamAM dharmanA ArAdhaka banI zake. che AcArabheda nAbUda thAya e to zreSThatama itihAsa gaNAze. paNa kadAca AcArabheda nAbUda na 4 thAya to chevaTe prarUpaNAbheda to na ja rahevo joIe. jo A 200 jeTalA niyamo rUpI jinAjJAone ja 6 jANIne tamAma saMyamIo e aMgenI eka sarakhI prarUpaNA kare to ya zrIsaMgha upara pratyupakAra karelo che. gaNAze. AvA saMyamIo bhAva saMvignapAkSika banIne AtmakalyANa sAdhaze. paNa A ya saheluM nathI hoM ! potAnA zithilAcArane khullA karavA, potAnI asAdhutAne jAhera saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (235) { ta
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________________ ka2vI e to loDhAnA caNA cAvavAnuM kAma che. AvI prarUpaNA bAda bhakto kadAca bhAgI jAya ke ochA thaI jAya. ziSyo thatA baMdha thaI jAya, lokono sadbhAva e zithilo pratye ghaTI jAya. sarvatra saMvignonI bolabolA thAya. A badhuM pacAvI javuM e saheluM che ja kyAM ? mATesto mahopAdhyAyajIe A rIte (117)AtmaniMdA ane pa2prazaMsAne durdharavrata kahyuM che. jarAka kalpanA to karo ke hoMze hoMze ApaNane dIkSA ApanArA bA-bApujI, bhAI-bahena vagerenI sAme ApaNe ApaNI zithilatAno ekarAra karI zakazuM ? kahI zakazuM ? ke, "ame khAvAmAM Asakta banIne khUba mIThAI vAparIe chIe. doSita gocarI vahorIe chIe..." A hiMmata konI cAlaze ? paNa A ahaMkAra ogALI nAMkhavAno eka saraLa upAya paNa che hoM ! 1444 graMthanA racayitA, sUripuraMdara bhagavAna haribhadrasUri mahArAja kahetA hatA ke,"huM saMvignapAkSika chuM. arthAt huM zithila chuM. yathAzaktipaNa bhagavAnanI AjJA pALato nathI." advitIyazAsanaprabhAvaka, kalikAlasarvajJa bhagavAna hemacaMdrasUri mahArAja kahetA hatA ke "anAdikAlIna kusaMskAronI lapaDAko khAIne huM ya hatAza banyo chuM. tuM rakSaka chatAM huM luMTAyo chuM. zuM karavuM? kaMI samajAtuM nathI. o prabho ! mArA jevo karUNApAtra jIva A saMsAramAM koI nathI. mArA para dayA kara." laghuharibhadra, hajAro benamUna grantharatnonA nirmAtA, zAstronA rahasyonA jJAtA mahAmahopAdhyAya yazovijayajI mahArAja kahetA ke, "ame pramAdI chIe. bhagavAnanI AjJAo pALavA asamartha chIe. bhagavAnanI tamAma AjJAo pALavAnI eka mAtra ajoDa IcchA e ja amArA mATe bhavajaladhijahAja che." mahAyogI, AtmAnaMdI AnaMdaghanajI kahetA ke,(118)'prabho ! mAruM mana kAbumAM rahetuM nathI. e game tyAM bhAge che. enI caMcaLatA ane mArI niSphaLatA joIne have to mane ema ja thAya che ke "mana kAbumAM AvI zake che.'' e vAta taddana khoTI che. "Ape manane kAbumAM lIdhuM che." e vAta upara paNa mane vizvAsa besato nathI. A bhagavAne bhAkhelA cAritramArga upara cAlavAnI vAta to dUra rahI, enA upara paga mUkavAnI paNa mArI koI hesiyata nathI, koI tAkAta nathI." jo AvA mahApuruSo niSkapaTa banI potAnA AtmasvarUpane pragaTa,karI zakatA hoya, potAnA doSono svIkAra karI zakatA hoya, potAnA nAnA doSone paNa meru jevA banAvIne enA mATe ghora pazcAttApa karI zakatA hoya ane emAM emane emanI moTAI naDatara rUpa na banatI hoya, ahaMkAra ADo na Avato hoya to ApaNe to koNa ? ApaNAmAM zI mahAnatA che ? ke jenA ahaMkArathI svadoSadarzana thatuM nathI. svadoSa-eka2A2 thato nathI. svadoSano bacAva karavAnuM mana thAya che. bhale saMvignapAkSikano vyavahAra atyAre nathI cAlato paNa nizcayathI to saMvignapAkSikatAno sparza karI ja zakAya che ne ? ApaNI zAsanabhakti eTale (119)(1) vidhikathana (2) vidhirAga (3) vidhinI IcchAvALAone vidhimArgamAM sthApavo ane (4) avidhino spaSTa niSedha. jo jIvanamAM AcArapAlana na hoya to A cAra vastu to chevaTe apanAvIe . (1) saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (236)
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________________ ke vidhimArganuM nirUpaNa karIe. sarvatra "jinAjJA zuM che? paramArtha zuM che?" e kahIe. (2) e vidhimArga 4 ja upara atizaya bahumAnabhAva dhArIe. (3) "ApaNe zithila hoIe eTale ApaNA Azritone paNa $ A zithilatAmAM khUMpavA devA' evuM kadi na thavA daIe. ApaNI zithilatAno aMza paNa AzritomAM ghusavA ja na detA teone sAcA vidhimArgamAM sthApita karIe. (4) ApaNe avidhi AcaratA hoIe to paNa che ja sakhata avidhikhaMDana karIe. leza paNa avidhi parano ApaNo DhaLAva na thavA daIe. vidhimArga eTale jinAjJA. A 200 niyamo paNa e jinAjJArUpa ja che. eTale sAra e ja Avyo ke jo zrI saMghanA paramopakArano badalo vALavo hoya, AtmoddhAra ? je karavo hoya to (1) sau prathama to A tamAma niyamo ke zakti mujaba ochA-vattA niyamo svIkArIne ja 4 svayaM AcArasaMpanna, vidhipAlaka banIe, (2) azakti ke pramAdAdine kAraNe niyamo na laI zakIe ? ja to upara mujaba e niyamonI arthAt jinAjJAonI kaTTaratApUrvaka prarUpaNA karIe. ghora pazcAttApathI 4 ja ApaNA pApamala dhoIe. che. prathama vikalpa svIkAranArAo sAcI sarvaviratine pAmIne vahelI mukti pAmaze. bIjo vikalpa che ke svIkAranArAo samyagdarzana TakAvI rAkhIne moDI paNa mukti to pAmaze ja. upasaMhAra : 4 dara comAsI caudaze A niyamo guru pAse levA. cAra-cAra mahinA mATe A niyamo levA. bIjI ja comAsI caudaza Ave tyAre junA lIdhelA niyamomAM je koI pheraphAra karavA hoya e karI pharI e niyamo ja che levA. gurune vaMdana karI bhAvapUrvaka cAra-cAra mahinA mATenA A niyamo levAnA che. ' ' e niyamo lIdhA bAda cAra mahinA daramyAna koIpaNa niyamamAM kAraNasara chaTa joItI hoya. 3 apavAda sevavo hoya to tyAre potAnI meLe e chUTa-chATa na levI, paNa gurane pUchI, emanI anumati ja ja laI e chUTa laI zakAya. A niyamomAM A vAta samajI ja levI ke sadgurunI anumati laI emAM ja ke pheraphAra karI zakAze. 4 aMte zramaNa saMsthA pratyenA bhArobhAra bahumAnabhAvathI prerAIne, jinazAsana pratyenI kRtajJatAthI ja prerAIne A pustaka lakhyuM che. emAM koInI paNa niMdA karavAno rUMvADAmAM ya vicAra nathI. jyAM paNa A che kaMIka kaDaka bhASAmAM lakhAyuM haze tyAM e kharAba padArthanuM ja khaMDana karyuM che. koipaNa vyakti pratyenA dveSathI che che eka akSara paNa lakhyo nathI. - re A 200 niyamomAMthI huM paNa kyAM badhI bAbato pALuM chuM! eTale je niyamo huM nathI pALato temAM huM ya doSI chuM. meM mAtra jinAjJA batAvavAnuM kAma karyuM che. emAM jo mAro naMbara na hoya ? che to huM ya aparAdhI chuM ja. paNa huM amuka jinAjJA nathI pALato eTale e jinAjJAo mAre bIjAone batAvavI paNa nahi ! ja e zuM yogya che? sasUtra prarUpaNA karavI e AtmakalyANa mATeno mAro ArAdhanAmArga che. Ama chatAM pustaka dvArA koIne leza paNa duHkha thayuM hoya to enI bhAvabharI kSamApanA cAhuM chuM. $ vaMde vIram / saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (237)
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________________ '9. zAsanapati, trilokagara, AsanopakArI, OM devAdhideva zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradevane kadi na bhalIe !! mane nIcenA praznonA uttaro pAThavo ke (1) Aje je zAsanane pAmIne ApaNe hajAro saMyamIo AtmAnuM anaMtabhavonuM bhramaNa kApI 4 rahyA chIe. e alabeluM zAsana ApaNane ApyuM koNe? (2) AkhA ya jIvana daramyAna eka paiso paNa kamAvA javuM na paDe, koI dhaMdho-nokarI karavA na paDe, ja che koInI pagacaMpI karavI na paDe ane chatAM khumArIthI, mastIthI suMdara saMyamajIvana jIvI zakAya evI adbhuta vyavasthA ApaNane koNe batAvI ? (3) je charI pAlita saMgho, upadhAno, ujamaNAo, mAsakSapaNAdi tapazcaryAo, tIrthayAtrAo, je jI rathayAtrAo, derAsaro, tIrtho vagerene lIdhe zrI jainasaMgha atyaMta zobhI rahyo che, cetanavaMto dekhAI rahyo che ? ? e tamAma ArAdhanAo ApaNane koNe ApI? (4) je saMyamajIvana pAmI ApaNe lokamAM pUjya banyA, je zAstrono abhyAsa karI ApaNe vidvAna je banI paramasukhano ochA-vatto rasAsvAda pAmyA je nirmaLatama AcAra pALI badhAyane priya banyA e saMyama, . ja zAstro, AcAra vyavasthA ApaNane koNe ApyA? eno uttara eka ja che - devAdhideva zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIre ! alabatta badhA tIrthakaro paraspara guNavattAnI daSTie samAna che. paNa ApaNA upara sauthI vadhu upakAra zAsanapati prabhu vardhamAnano ja che. A vAtano koNa niSedha karI zake? , badhA paMcamahAvratadhArI gurujano gurutattvarUpe samAna hovA chatAM je gurujane ApaNo hAtha jhAlI che che ApaNA upara vadhu upakAra karyo hoya e gurujana bIjA badhA guruo karatA ApaNA mATe vadhu AdaraNIya bane che ja ja che ne ? to je prabhu mATe zAstrakAroe vAraMvAra "AsanopakArI' zabda vAparyo che, e prabhu vardhamAna ApaNA je sau mATe vizeSa AdaraNIya kema na bane? jema ApaNe ApaNA gurujanane ApaNA mATe vadhu mahAna pUjanIya gaNIe temAM bIjAono che apalApa karavAnI leza paNa bhAvanA nathI. ane evo doSa paNa lAgato nathI. che tema bIjA badhA ja bhagavAna karatA zAsanapati prabhuvIrane ApaNe sarvatra sau prathama sthAna ApIe, 4 emane vadhu Adara ApIe to e ekadama yogya ja che ne ? atyAra sudhImAM charI pAlita saMghonI, upadhAnonI, cAturmAsika-ArAdhanAnI, nUtana jinamaMdira ja nirmANanI... ghaNI patrikAo evI jovA maLI ke jemAM kyAMya khUNe-khAMcare paNa sAva nAnakaDA akSaromAM paNa prabhuvIranA nAmano ullekha sudhdhAM na hato. khUba AghAta lAgato, A paristhiti joIne. Aje koI zrAvaka ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (238)'
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________________ karoDo rUpiyAnuM jinamaMdira banAvato hoya ane enI patrikAmAM potAnA mAtA-pitAnuM nAma na lekhe to samAja ene cokkasa Thapako Ape ke 'bhAI ! ATaluM moTuM maMdira svadravyathI banAve che. chatAM enI patrikAmAM iAtA-pitAnuM nAma nathI lakhyuM ? tArAmAM kaMI aucitya-viveka che ke nahi ?'' paramapitA paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA nAma vinAnI patrikAo chapAvanArAone zuM A Thapako ApavA mATe zrIsaMgha hakadAra nathI ? moTA mahotsavonA sthAnamAM ghaNIvAra moTA-moTA benaro lagADelA joyA. jemAM gurujano, AcArya bhagavaMto vagerenI mahAnatAonuM varNana ka2vAmAM AveluM vAMcavA maLatuM. paNa AghAta e vAtano lAgyo ke e vizALamaMDapomAM 15-20 vizALa benaromAM paramAtmA mahAvIradevanuM nAma, ullekha suddhA jovA na maLyo. zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha ane dAdA AdinAthanA maMtrano puSkaLa japa karanArA, e tIrthonI yAtrA mATe khUba ja talapApaDa bananArA, emanA phoTAo potAnI pAse rAkhI roja darzana-vaMdana karanArA, bIjAone zaMkhezvara pArzvanAtha ane zatruMjayadAdAnI ArAdhanA karavAnI puSkaLa preraNA karanArA aneka zrAvako-saMyamIo paNa meM joyA. A badhu to sAruM, paNa teo jANe ke paramAtmA mahAvIradevane bhulI ja gayA hoya ane mATe emane divasamAM kadi yAda paNa na karatA hoya evI paristhiti joI AMkhamAMthI be TIpA TapakI paDyA. ghara derAsaromAM ke saMgha derAsaromAM prabhuvIra muLanAyaka tarIke bhAgye ja jovA maLyA. prAyaH sarvatra pArzvanAtha bhagavAna, AdinAtha bhagavAna, zAMtinAtha bhagavAna vagere prabhupratimAono atizaya Agraha jovA maLyo. manamAM jarAka khaTako utpanna thayo. 'zuM bhagavAna mahAvIranA zAsanamAM emanuM ja vismaraNa !' anya paramAtmAo pratye atizaya bhaktivALA, bejoDa zraddhAvALA, vAte-vAte te te paramAtmAnuM nAma lenArA zrAvako-sAdhuo dekhAyA. paNa evI bhakti, evI zraddhA, evo agAdha bahumAnabhAva prabhuvIra pratye bhAgye ja koInAmAM jhaLahaLATa karato dekhAyo. prazna thayo ke "A kevo upekSAbhAva ?'' mAruM mana to pokAra karI karIne kahe che ke ApaNe jenA saMtAna chIe, jenA zAsanamAM jIvIe chIe, jenA anaMta upakAranA bhAra heThaLa dabAyelA chIe e paramAtmA mahAvIradevanuM vismaraNa koIkALe na thaI zake. ApaNA pratyeka viziSTa kAryomAM uttama vizeSaNo sAthe prabhuvIrano ullekha avazya hovo ja joIe. koIpaNa patrikAo chapAya emAM sau prathama moTA akSare, uttama vizeSaNo sAthe prabhuvIranuM nAma camakavuM ja joIe. moTA saMghomAM aneka benaro taiyAra thatA hoya to emAM eka moTuM benara mAtra paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA sarvottama vizeSaNothI bharapUra taiyAra thayeluM hovuM joIe. ApaNI oLakha mahAvIradevanA saMtAna tarIke ja hovI joIe. dareka saMghomAM dara varSe be-cAra rathayAtrAo to nIkaLatI ja hoya che. e rathayAtrA hajAro ajaino jotA hoya che. e badhA mAtra eTaluM ja samaje che ke 'A jainono koI tahevAra che.' paNa e rathayAtrAmAM bhagavAna mahAvIradevanI oLakha e ajainone thAya evA benaro, evA lakhANo, evA citro hoya to nakkI prabhuvIra pratye teonA manamAM sadbhAva janmyA vinA na rahe. ghaNI rathayAtrAomAM pota-potAnA gurujanonA virATa phoTAo bagImAM mUkAyelA joyA che. paNa eka paNa prabhuvIranA phoTAvALI bagI na dekhAI. tyAre duHkha saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (239)
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________________ to thayuM ke, "zuM A rathayAtrAmAM eka bagI prabhuvIranA paNa virATa phoTAvALI hota to e vadhu zobhAspada na banata ?'' mane evuM spaSTa rIte mahesUsa thAya che ke uparanI meM karelI vAto e prabhuvIra pratyenI ApaNI mAtra bhakti nathI. paNa A to ApaNI pharaja, aucitya che. bhaktibhAvathI to AnA karatAMya anekagaNI caDIyAtI (chatAM zAstrIya) rIte prabhune sarvatra AgaLa karavA ja joIe. bAkI e vAta to nizcita che ke paramapitA mahAvIradevanI je sAdhanA che, emanA jIvanamAM je AMkhe uDIne vaLage evA aneka prasaMgo vaNAyelA che, emanA jIvananA pratyeka prasaMgomAMthI vizvane je saMdeza maLI rahyo che e badhuM jotA paramAtmA mahAvIradeva ApaNA hRdayasiMhAsanane zobhAvanAra rAjAdhirAja banyA vinA na ja rahe. alabatta, Aje ya keTalIka virala vyaktio evI jovA maLI che ke jeo prabhuvIrane ja potAnuM sarvasva mAnanArI che. janmavAMcananA divase seMkaDo-hajAro loko janmavAMcana bAda pAraNuM jhulAvI rahyA hatA. e vakhate mArI najara eka pauSadhamAM rahelA yuvAna upara paDI. e codhAra AMsue raDI rahyo hato ane khUba ja harSathI e pAraNuM jhUlAvavAnA prasaMgane nihALI rahyo hato. e joI mArI AMkhamAM paNa AMsu dhasI AvyA. prasaMga pUrNa thayA bAda e yuvAnane bolAvI raDavAnuM kAraNa pUchyuM. e vakhate enA mukhamAMthI nIkaLelA zabdo - "mahArAja sAheba ! mArA bhagavAna mahAvIradeva pAchaLa hajAro loko gAMDAtUra banIne nAcatA hatA. harSathI prabhuvIrane hiMcoLatA hatA. mArA prabhuvIrane hajAro loko cAhe, emane hiMcoLavA paDApaDI kare e mArA mATe to keTalo badho AnaMdano divasa kahevAya ! huM to IcchuM chuM ke mAtra jainonA ja nahi paNa vizvanA pratyeka mAnavanA romeromamAM prabhuvIrano vasavATa thAya. sAheba ! huM to AnaMdathI raDato hato." - prabhuvIra pratye atizaya bahumAnavALA eka zrAvakane koIke kahyuM ke "tuM je prabhuvIrane bahu mAne che. emanA jIvanamAM seMkaDo upasargo AvyA che. eTale enA bhakta bananArAnA jIvanamAM seMkaDo upasargo AvyA vinA na rahe. tuM prabhuvIrano bhakta banIne nakAmI Aphata noMtare che." gaMbhI25Ne kahevAyelA A zabdonI sAme e zrAvake khumArI bharelo pratyuttara vALyo ke, "prabhuvIranA jIvanamAM aneka upasargo AvyA e vAta jeTalI sAcI che, eTalI ja vAta A ya sAcI che ke prabhuvIra ekapaNa upasargomAM hAryA nathI. ulTu upasargo dvArA ja puSkaLa karmo bALIne teoe potAnI siddhi meLavI che. to tuM sAMbhaLI le, prabhuvIranA bhaktonA jIvanamAM upasargo Ave to teo ya prabhuvIranA prabhAve e upasargomAM kadi na hAranArA, sadaiva jItanArA ja banaze. eTale evo bhaya tuM mane na dekhADIza." ApaNe sau paramapitA paramAtmA mahAvIradevane hRdayathI oLakhIe, emanA pratye atizaya bahumAnavALA banIe ane emaNe karelA upakAronI sAme ApaNI pharaja kadi na cUkIe evI saune hArdika preraNA che. e mATe eka niyama sau koI laI zake che H (1) jyAre moTA bhAganI badhI ja dhArmika yAtrikAo saMyamIonI najara heThaLa ja taiyAra thAya che, saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (240)
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________________ tyAre te dareka patrikAmAM pota-potAnA gurujana, sthAnika paramAtmA vagere badhAnA nAma lakhAtA pahelA ja - "caramatIrthapati, AsanopakArI, anaMtakarUNAnidhAna, paramaguru sarvajIvavatsala, paramapitA devAdhideva che ja zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradevanA caraNakamalamAM anaMtazaH vaMdana." AvuM ke AvA prakAranuM bIjuM koIka ja ja prabhuvIranuM akSaradehe viziSTa smaraNa thAya. (2) je koIpaNa pustako chapAya e pratyeka pustakomAM prabhuvIre bhAkhelA padArtho ja ApaNe lakhatA hovAthI e pustaka chapAvAmAM teozrIno upakAra che ja. eTale e pratyeka pustakamAM paNa viziSTa rIte ja prabhuvIranuM akSaradehe smaraNa thAya. (3) koIpaNa prasaMgamAM zAsanadeva vagerenI jaya bolAya e pUrve sau prathama paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA ja nAmanI jaya bolAya. zrAvaka-zrAvikAonA manamAM A vAta dRDha thavI jarUrI che ke "prabhuvIrane visarI jaIne ja ke ApaNe bIjA koIne vadhu mAna-sanmAna ApIe, e ucita dekhAtuM nathI." (4) ApaNA je prasaMgo ajaino jovAnA hoya (rathayAtrAdi) emAM koIka viziSTa rIte prabhuvIrano che ja ullekha Avazyaka che. (ralarAhata, bhUkaMpanAhata, duSkALarAhata vagere kAryo paNa AmAM Ave) ajaino jainonA ja bhagavAna tarIke prabhu mahAvIrane oLakhe che, bIjA bhagavAnone nahi. e dhyAna rAkhavuM. 4 (5) derAsaramAM roja prabhuvIranI eka stuti bolavI. (vIraH sarvasurA... A stuti ja sau koI bole ja che to e khUba suMdara gaNAya.) () caitra suda terasa vagere prabhuvIranA kalyANaka divaso viziSTa rIte ujavAya evI zAstrAnusArI che preraNA karavI. hamaNAM ja eka jagyAe janmakalyANakanA divase jainonA 400 ane ajainonA 600 ema 4 hajAra gharomAM zrIsaMghe lADavAnI prabhAvanA karI. eka khristIno saMghanI peDhI para phona Avyo ke Aje kema A amAre tyAM lADavA?" ane saMghasabhya jaNAvyuM ke, "amArA mahAvIrasvAmI bhagavAnano janma divasa che." ja ke e khrizcana Azcarya pAmyo, "tamArA bhagavAnanA janmadivase amane-ajainone paNa lADavA? zuM tamAro prabhu ja pratyeno bahumAnabhAva !" AvuM jo dareka saMghamAM viziSTa Ayojana thAya to atyaMta anumodanIya che. alabatta saMyamIoe potAnI saMyamamaryAdA jALavIne ja ucita bhASAmAM ja A preraNA karavI ghaTe. ': ' (7) derAsaramAM mULanAyaka tarIke bhale rAzi vagerene anusarIne bIjA bhagavAna rakhAya. paNa pratyeka ja ja derAsaramAM zAsanapati prabhuvIranI eka pratimA to hovI ja joIe. ane e pratimA bIjI badhI pratimAo ja * karatAM kaMIka alaga tarI Ave evI rIte jo rakhAya to mArI daSTie khUba suMdara gaNAya. dA.ta. e pratimAnI che 4 pAchaLa bhIMta upara "zAsanapati zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra deva' ATaluM lakhANa viziSTa rIte lakhavAmAM Ave che to e pratimA bIjI badhI pratimAothI alaga tarI Ave, kemake bIjI pratimAo upara sAmAnya rIte ja A nAma lakhAyeluM hoya. (8) pajusaNa e paramAtmA mahAvIradevanA zAsananuM sarvotkRSTa parva che. e Akhu ya parva prabhuvIranI che mukhyatAvALuM che. emAM ya ArAdhanAnI dRSTie saMvatsarIno divasa utkRSTa hovA chatAM ullAsanI dRSTie che janmavAMcanano divasa utkRSTa banI rahe che. kemake e divase prAyaH nAnA-moTA tamAma jaino harSollAsa sAthe ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (241)
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________________ je janmavAMcanano utsava ujavatA hoya che. caitra suda terasa ke je prabhunA janmakalyANakano divasa che. te divase ja ja zrIsaMgha jeTalo ullAsamAM hoya enA karatA anekagaNo ullAsa, umaMga janmavAMcananA divase jovA maLe che. A badhA suMdara vastro pahere, mIThuM khAya ane khavaDAve. Ama A dRSTie vicArIe to janmavAMcanano divasa AkhA ya varSamAM dhArmika dRSTie tamAma jaino ? che mATe sauthI vadhu ullAsa-umaMgano divasa banI rahelo dekhAya che. chatAM A kevI ghora viTaMbaNA? prAyaH tamAma saMghomAM e divase 14 supana jhUlAvavAmAM Ave che, chelle prabhunuM pAraNuM jhUlAvavAmAM je ja Ave che. paNa Azcarya kevuM? ke lagabhaga tamAma sthaLe sauthI vadhu moTo caDAvo lakSmIdevIne jhUlAvavAno thAya che che. bAkInA svapno to ThIka, paNa bhagavAna mahAvIra devanA pAraNAM saMbaMdhI caDAvAo paNa lakSmIdevInA ja ja caDAvA karatA ochI rakamanA hoya che. zuM A zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIradevanI AzAtanA na kahevAya? jaina zrAvako bhagavAnane badale je che lakSmIdevIne vadhAre mahAna gaNe e zuM mithyAtva na kahevAya? ane saMyamIonI zuM A pharaja nathI ke zuM zrAvakonA A mithyAtvane dUra karavuM, sAcI samajaNa ApavI." koI vaLI ema kahe che ke, "lakSmIdevIno caDAvo moTI rakamamAM jAya to vAMdho zuM che? devadravyanI vRddhi ? ja thAya che ne?" paNa A zuM ucita lAge che kharuM? prabhuvIranuM avamUlyana thAya e rIte devadravyanI vRddhi zuM zAstrakAro mAnya rAkhe kharA? je prabhuvIrano prasaMga che, emanI ja e ja prasaMgamAM AzAtanA e kevI rIte calAvI levAya? zuM koI zrImaMta ema kahe ke, "derAsaramAM mULanAyaka bhagavAnanA sthAne lakSmIdevIne mUko ane AjubAju che ja prabhunI pratimAo rAkho athavA mUlanAyakanI bAjumAM lakSmIdevIne sthApo to huM 10 karoDa rU. devadravyamAM ja je ApuM." to zuM A vAta mAnya bane kharI? vaLI A kaMI ekAda saMghamAM ja banato prasaMga nathI. paNa lagabhaga dareka saMghamAM A paristhiti ja che nihALI che ke "lakSmIdevIno caDAvo prabhuvIranA pAraNA karatA moTI rakamano hoya che." prabhuvIra pratye atyaMta anurAgI eka yuvAne mane eka vAta karI ke, "sAheba! mArI pAse lAkho che 4 rUpiyAnA caDAvA levAnI zakti nathI. bAkI jo huM karoDapati hota to jeTalI rakamamAM lakSmIdevIno caDAvo ja jAya, enA karatA doDhI-bamaNI rakamathI ja huM pAraNAnA caDAvAnI zarUAta karata. lokonI AMkho ughADI ? ja deta ke lakSmIdevI karatA prabhuvIra anaMtagaNA mahAne che." A sAMbhaLyA pachI mane A vicAra Avyo ke ApaNe je saMghamAM hoIe te saMghamAM janmavAMcananA che A divase zrIsaMghane joradAra preraNA karIe ke, "lakSmIdevInA caDAvA karatA prabhuvIranA pAraNAno caDAvo moTI che ja rakamamAM ja javo joIe." zrI saMghane lakSmI=dhananI nukazAnakAritA ane prabhuvIranI Abhane AMbatI ? mahAnatA samajAvIe. zrIsaMgha to ratnonI khANa che. sAcI samajaNa ane sAcI preraNA pAmyA pachI evA ja A saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (242)
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________________ 2 zrImaMto taiyAra thaze ja ke lakSmIdevInA caDAvAnI rakama karatA vadhAre rakamathI ja pAraNAnA caDAvAnI zarUAta che karaze. ane jo AvuM thaze to hajAro jainonA manamAM sAcA suMdara saMskAro paDaze. lakSmI karatA prabhuvIrane vadhu- 4 kuNuM vadhu mahattva ApatA thaze. . ('lakSmIdevI prabhunA 14 supanamAMnuM eka supana che." evA sadbhAvathI e supanano caDAvo levAmAM ? che to lAbha ja che. paNa zuM atyAre lakSmIno caDAvo A bhAvathI levAya che kharo ?) - A pharaja ApaNI-saMyamIonI che. jo saMyamIo ja lakSmIdevInA caDAvA vakhate badhAne hoMze hoMze preraNA kare, hasI-majAkamAM e che caDAvAne vadhu mahattva Ape to mArI daSTie A ucita nathI dekhAtuM. 4 zrAvako ApaNI vAta svIkAre ke na svIkAre paNa emane A samyamArganI prarUpaNA bhArapUrvaka karavI e javAbadAra pratyeka saMyamInI pharaja banI rahe che ema mAruM maMtavya che. jo zrImaMto saMyamIonI preraNAthI lAkho-karoDo rUpiyA kharcI detA hoya, to A nAnakaDI preraNA zuM ? teo na svIkAre? parNa saMyamIonA manamAM bIjA badhA kAryonI jeTalI mahattA paDI che eTalI ja mahattA A che A kAryanI samajAze tyAre ja te kharA hRdayathI preraNA karI zakaze. ane tyAre avazya e preraNA jhIlAze. je uparanI ATha bAbato upara pratyeka saMyamI taTastha manathI vicAraNA kare. ane enI vAstavikatAne samajIne eno svIkAra kare evI mArI hArdika preraNA che. e preraNA svIkAravI ke na svIkAravI e to saunI ja A IcchAnI vAta che. A ATheya bAbato zrAvakone paNa sArI rIte samajAvAya e jarUrI che. tamAma jainone prabhuvIra pratye sadbhAva che ja. mAtra ajJAnatAne kAraNe aucitya-viveka cUkI javAya che. jo samyapha bAbatano khyAla Ave A to A bAbatamAM sau koI saharSa taiyAra thAya ja, kemake prabhuvIra saune vahAlA to che ja. jarUra che mAtra sAcI che ke samajaNanI, mArgadarzananI. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (243)
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________________ ta 10. pazaSTa (1) puSTAlambanamAzritya dAnazAlAdi karma yat / tattu pravacanonnatyA bIjAdhAnAdibhAvataH / bahUnAmupakAreNa nAnukampAnimittatAM / atikrAmati tenAtra mukhyo hetuH zubhAzayaH / - batrIzI-batrIzI - 1/5-6 arthaH puSTa kAraNane AzrayIne dAnazALAdi je kAryo karAya, te to jinazAsananI unnati=prazaMsA dvArA chebIjAomAM bIjAdhAnAdi karAvanAra hovAthI ghaNA lokone upakArI thAya che mATe te dAnazALAdi anukaMpAnuM A nimitta banI rahe che. Ama ahIM zubha Azaya e ja mukhya kAraNa che. (2) vihitAnuSThAnaratasya tatvato yogazuddhisacivasya / bhikSATanAdi sarvaM parArthakaraNaM yate yam / -SoDazaka-13/pa ? artha zAstrokta anuSThAnamAM lIna, paramArthathI yogazuddhivALA saMyamInA bhikSATanAdi tamAma kAryo che A paropakArakaraNa che. (3) yaH zAsanasya mAlinye'nAbhogenApi vartate, sa tanmithyAtvahetutvAdanyeSAM prANinAM dhruvam / ja vaMAtyapi tavAtam - aSTakaprakaraNa-23-1-2 arthaH je AtmA anAbhogathI paNa zAsanamAlinyamAM varte che, te AtmA bIjA jIvone mithyAtvanuM ja kAraNa banato hovAthI pote paNa te ja samaye mithyAtva bAMdhI zake che. (4) ata eva na yo dhartuM mUlottaraguNAnalam / yuktA suzrAddhatA tasya na tu dambhena jIvanam / - adhyAtmasAra ja artha mATe ja je mulottaraguNone dhAravA samartha na hoya, tene suzrAvakatA yogya che. paNa dAMbhika jIvana che (5) vaMta ra ya vaMlAva, mi yuga zo ne yA - upadezamALA gAthA - 516 artha saMvignapAkSika vaMdana kare kharo, vaMdana le nahi, badhAne kRtikarma kare paNa pote saMvigno pAse ja A kRtikarma na karAve. (6) na kSamaM hi mumukSUNAM kSaNamapi nirabhigrahANAmavasthAtuM, na cAbhigrahA grahaNamAtrata eva . A pAnAthano mavAi, jitu pAlanathI - upadezarahasya - 73 arthaH mumukSuo mATe eka kSaNa paNa abhigraho-niyamo vinA rahevuM yogya nathI. vaLI abhigraho e che ja svIkArI levA mAtrathI phaladAyaka nathI banatA. paNa pAlana karavA dvArA abhigraho phaLadAyaka bane che. (7) ete ca dravyAdayazcaturvidhA apyabhigrahAstIrthakarairapi yathAyogamAcIrNatvAnmohamadApanayana* pratyalatvAcca gacchavAsinAM tathAvidhasahiSNupuruSavizeSApekSayA mahatyAH karmanirjarAyAH nibandhanaM . pratipAdA- gacchAcAra - 74 artha : A dravyakSetrAdi cAra prakAranA abhigraho tIrthakaroe paNa ucita rIte AcarelA che. A ja abhigraho mohamadane dUra karavA mATe samartha che. tethI tevA prakAranA samartha puruSavizeSanI apekSAe saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (244)
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________________ gacchavAsIone moTI karmanirjarAnuM kAraNa bane che. (8) tathA ca bhagavAMzcaramadehatayA karmavazitAyAmapi tathAvidhavineyAnugrahAya jAnAno'pi vicitrAna vipravrajJAn pRhItavAn / - yogazataka -1 artha : paramAtmA caramaza2I2I hovAthI emane to badhA karmo vaza hatA, chatAM paNa badhuM jANatA hovA chatAM tevA prakAranA bhAvi ziSyo upara upakAra karavA mATe emaNe vicitra abhigraho-niyamo grahaNa karyA. (8) ekaM tAvatsvatazcAritrApagamaH, punaraparAnudyuktavihAriNo'pavadata ityeSA dvitIyA bAlatA / - AcArAMga-189 artha : potAnA cAritrano vinAza=zithilAcAra e prathama bAlatA che ane emAM vaLI ughuktavihArIsadAcAra saMpanna, saMvigna mahAtmAonI niMdA karavI e bIjI bAlatA=mUrkhatA che. (10) muniguNarAge purA zUrA, je je jayaNA pALe jI. te tehathI zubhabhAva lahIne karma ApaNA TALejI. - savAso gAthAnuM stavana DhALa-7 artha : zithilAcArI sAdhuo paNa jo saMvignamunionA guNonA khUba anurAgI hoya. emAM zUravIra hoya to teo je kaMIpaNa thoDI ghaNI jayaNA pALe. tenA dvArA teo zubha bhAvane pAmIne potAnA karmone khatama kare. (11) tae NaM se bhagavaM goyame chuTTakkhamaNapAraNagaMsi paDhamAe porisIe sajjhAyaM karei, biiyAe porisIp jJALa jJAyapha, tavALu poIir.... - upAsakadazAMga sUtra adhyayana-1 - artha : bhagavAna gautama chaThThanA pAraNAnA divase pahelI porisImAM svAdhyAya (sUtraporisI) kare che. bIjI porisImAM dhyAna (arthaporisI) kare che. trIjI porisImAM zAMta citte muhapattI pratilekhana kare che. (12) goamA ! pavajjAdivasappabhiIe jahuttaviNaovahANeNaM je keI sAhU sAhUNI vA apuvvanANagahaNaM na kujjA tassa suaM virAhiaM / suttatthobhayaM saramANe egaggacite paDhamacaramaporisIsu o anAguNijjA se NaM goamA ! nANakusIle nnee| jassa ya guruanANAvaraNodaeNa ahonisaM pahosemANassa na saMvacchareNavi silogadhdhamavi thirapariciaM bhavijjA, teNAvi jAvajjIvaM sajjhAyasIlANaM veAvaccaM tahA aNudiNaM aDDAijje sahasse paMcamaMgalANaM suttatthobhae saramANe egaggamANase pahosijjA / - mahAnizIthasUtra (yatijItakalpa-209) artha : je sAdhuo ke sAdhvIjIo dIkSA divasathI mAMDIne zAstrokta yogohanapUrvaka navA navA jJAnanuM grahaNa na kare teo zrutanA virAdhaka bane. sUtra, artha, ubhayane yAda karatA, ekAgracittavALA banIne divase ane rAtre prathama-carama porisImAM jeo parAvartana na kare teo jJAnakuzIla jANavA. jeone bhAre jJAnAvaraNIyanA udayane lIdhe divasa-rAta gokhavA chatAM paNa jo ekavarSe paNa aDadho zloka sthira-paricita na thAya, teNe paNa AkhI jiMdagI svAdhyAyazIla mahAtmAonI vaiyAvacca karavI ane roja 2500navakAra ekAgra manathI arthaciMtanapUrvaka gaNavA. (bolavA). (13) nasyaMtik dhammapayADuM sivuM, taskRtit veLAM paDane / sakSaNa zikSA jaMgalIo, jALA mo ! maLatA ya niAM / - - dazavaikAlika-adhyayana-9 uddezo-1, gAthA-12 artha : jemanI pAse dharmapado zIkhIe, temanI pAse vinaya karavo, mastake aMjalipUrvaka kAyA-vANI | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (245)
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________________ che ane manapUrvaka haMmezA emano satkAra karavo. (14) mAyasosaU/3 vavavAritti 3 - sAmAcArI prakaraNa gAthA-76 artha : "sthApanAcAryajInuM Asana=sthAna goThavyA vinA vyAkhyAna ApavuM anucita che." e ja utsargamArga che. (15) no vaM nithALa vA nirathI vA vivikhe savaU vaOU - bRhatkalpasUtra che ja uddezo-1, sUtra-20 artha : sAdhuone ke sAdhvIjIone citravALA phoTAvALA upAzrayamAM rahevuM na kalpa. (e citra-phoTo che puruSano hoya ke strIno hoya koIpaNa na cAle. e vAta tyAM TIkAmAM vistArathI batAvI che. "bhagavAnano ke ja guruno phoTo paNa upAzrayamAM utsargamArge niSiddha che." e padArtha zAstrajJAtAone khabara ja haze.) (16) svAdhyAyAdiniyogAt = pApazrutAvajJApradhAnajinAgamAdhyayanAdiviziSTaprayatnAt / - upadezarahasya-93. 4 artha svAdhyAyAdino niyoga eTale jemAM pApagrutonI khUba avajJA che tevA jinAgamAdhyayanAdimAM che 4 viziSTa prayatna. (ahIM svAdhyAyane pApagrutInA tiraskAranI pradhAnatAvALA zAstrAbhyAsarUpa batAvela che. ? arthAt jyAM pApa zratono tiraskAra nathI. chApA-megejhIno paNa vaMcAya che te zAstrAbhyAsa svAdhyAya na bane.) che (17) yAvati akSarA titi, tAtti catubhUti - yatijatakalpa - 213. artha: saMyamI jeTalA akSaro lakhe, eTalA caturlaghu prAyazcitta Ave. (18) vaMthakuvA tada sItrasAvahAvihAruM visphAlito paraM vaM bhAva guphA zuM " - uttarAdhyayana 36-1726 che 'arthaH aTTahAsya, kAyAnI vicitra ceSTAo, bIjAne hasyAdi karAvanArA vacano vagere vaDe bIjAone che ja Azcarya pamADanAra, hasAvanAra saMyamI kAMdapikabhAvanAvALo kahevAya. * (18) sAvajjANavajjANaM vayaNANaM jo Na yANai visesaM / vottuMpi tassa na rakhamaM, kimaMga puNa. che teut als? - dazavaikAlika niryukti-23, hAri.TIkA arthaH sAvadya ane niravadya vacanonA bhedane je sAdhu jANato nathI. te agItArthane to bolavuM paNa che ja yogya nathI. to pachI dezanA ApavAnI to vAta ja kyAM che? (20) gItAratha, jayaNAvaMta, bhavabhIru jeha mahaMta. tasa vayaNe loke tarIye, jema pravahaNathI bharadariye. bIjo to bolI bole, zuM kIje nirguNa ToLe ? bhASAkuzIlano lekho, jana mahAnizIthe dekho. - sADA traNaso gAthAnuM stavana - DhALa-4, gAthA pa-6 artha gItArtha, yatanAvaMta, bhavabhIru ane mahaMta (niHspRhatAdi aneka guNothI yukta) evA sAdhunA ? vacano dvArA A saMsAra tarAya, jema vahANa dvArA dariyo tarAya. bIjA sAdhuo to dezanA ApIne zrotAone saMsAramAM DubADe che. evA nirguNI sAdhuonA ToLA bhegA thAya to ya zuM lAbha? mahAnizIthamAM AvA apAtra je vyAkhyAnakArone bhASAkuzIla kahyA che. (21) sAgnivasatau copakaraNapratilekhane mAsalaghu..sAgnivasatau praskhalane paThane vA caturlaghu, padganivAthavirAdhanAnidhyane ghA- yatijatakalpa-50 . saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (24)
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________________ - artha : tejasakAyavALA sthAnamAM upakaraNonuM pratilekhana karIe to mAsalaghu prAyazcitta Ave... . tejasakAyavALA sthAnamAM skUlanA pAmIe ke sUtra-artha kaMIpaNa bolIe, hoTha phaphaDAvIe to caturladhu prAya. je zrave ane SajIvanikAyanI virAdhanA thAya to e saMbaMdhI prAyazcitta vadhu Ave. (ahIM tejasakAyavALA sthAnamAM vastro halAvavAno, bolavAno spaSTa niSedha jaNAya che.) (22) pramomIsa yu reSAM ceSa matirmaLati sI i tIrtha tevuM mana:prati je kutarthane vizImati - zAntasudhArasa-pramoda bhAvanA che arthaH bIjAonA guNo joIne pramoda dhAraNa karI je AtmAo samatAsAgaramAM DubakI mArI de che, zuM ja teomAM mAnasika prasannatA jhaLahaLI uThe che ane te guNo enAmAM khIlI UThe che. (23) citye vinnattA, saTTAthe ceva paMghI taputti-tapurakSio, saMna yi rI. - uttarAdhyayana-24, gAthA-943 4 artha: pAMceya IndriyonA arthone tathA pAMce ya prakAranA svAdhyAyane choDIne mAtra IsamitimAM ja ? ekAgra banIne saMyamI cAle. (24) paraspara hastAvaLiyA vRtti, athavA "saMpAti yunitA vantiA - oghaniryukti-165 arthaH (gAmamAM pahoMcelo gItArtha sAdhu tyAM rahelA gacchanA sAdhuonI bAhya pratyupekSaNA kare che. emAM ja ja jo uparanI vastuo dekhAya to e sAdhuo doSavAna gaNyA che. te vastuomAMnI keTalIka) aMDilAdi mATe jatA ? che sAdhuo paraspara ekabIjAne hAtha athaDAI jAya eTalA najIka-najIka cAlatA hoya athavA to bhegA=eka che ja lAInamAM cAlatA hoya. (A badhuM khoTuM che. AvI rIte na calAya.), 4. (25) patAzcAritra/trasthAnanArapAtranA saMzodhanAtra sAdhUna mAtaroe prataiitA: - yogazAstra-prakAza-1-59 4 artha: A ATha samitio sAdhuonA cAritrarUpI zarIrane janma ApanAra, janmelA cAritra bALakane zuM pALanAra ane ene zuddha karanAra hovAthI ATha mAtA kahevAya che. (26) sAthuM resi thAya te mA, tathArSi - piMDaniryukti-107 che : ' arthaH jaina sAdhune manamAM dhArIne je bhojanAdi banAvavAmAM Ave te AdhAkarma kahevAya. (27) athotinivina varSa athavA, tathA himati sAdhUnAmAthAva murAnAnAmotiH OM ja tarivacana pratipAtAdyaveSa pravRttei piMDaniryukti-110 artha: durgatinA kAraNabhUta je kriyA te adhaHkarma kahevAya. AdhAkarmI gocarI vAparanArA sAdhuonI durgati thAya che kemake e gocarI vAparavAmAM durgatinA kAraNabhata hiMsA vageremAM pravRtti thAya che. mATe AdhAkarmI che 4 gocarIne adhaHkarma paNa kahevAya. . (28) kAvato rimiksa movANI chAyo maUTIRI codalaputrI ra3UTIovAthI ? egaMtassarisagA nIlappalappagAsA sirivacchaMkiyavacchA battIsalakkhaNadharA pavvajjadivasa chaTaThaMchaTaTheNaM anikkhitteNaM tavokammeNaM viharaMti, te paDhamAe porisIe sajjhAettA bItiyAe jhANaM jhAittA 4 ja taphayANa pariNI tirdi saMpArdi vAravatI mati - Avazyaka niryukti-724 malayagiri TIkA. | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (247)
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________________ artha : bhagavAna neminAthanA ziSyo, cha bhAIo hatA. teo caudapUrvI, cAra jJAnanA dhaNI, paraspara eka sarakhA rUpavALA, nIlakamaLa jevI kAMtivALA, zrIvatsathI aMkita chAtIvALA, batrIsalakSaNavALA hatA. dIkSA dIvasathI mAMDIne chaThThanA pAraNe chaTTha satata karatA hatA. pAraNAnA divase pahelI porisImAM svAdhyAya ane bIjI porisImAM dhyAna karIne trIjI porisImAM traNa saMghATakarUpe dvArakAmAM pharatA hatA. (29) pujA vA de vA mikSAyAM pachataH, 5 sarvopthavidhijyaMte / - bRhatkalpasUtra niryukti-4112 artha : eka ke be sAdhvIjI bhikSAmAM jAya, A badho ja avidhi kahevAya che. yA'rthoskadIrghanivasanyAdibhiH suprAvRtA nirgatA, sA kenacid dharSitumArabdhA'pi padAvapi yAvat saMrakSitA bhavati / tisRNAM ca saMyatInAM bolena ziSTo jano bhUyAn milatIti zeSaH / artha : je sAdhvIjI ardherukAdi vastro vaDe atyaMta prAvRta thayelA chatAM gocarI gayelA hoya. tevA gocarI gayelA sAdhvIjIne koIka parezAna kare to traNa sAdhvIjIonA avAjathI ghaNA ziSTa loko bhegA thAya. (ahIM traNa sAdhvI gocarI javAnI vAta spaSTa jaNAya che.) (30) je bhikkhu rati asanaM vA pAnaM vA khAimaMvA sAimaM vA paDiggAhettA diyA bhuMjati, bhujaMtaM vA sAtinnati / - nizIthasUtra-uddezo-11, sUtra-731 - artha : je sAdhu ke sAdhvIjI rAtre (sUryodaya pUrve) azanAdi vahorIne divase (sUryodaya bAda) vApare ke vAparanArAne anumode (ene prAyazcitta Ave) (31) tathA - huNDaM viSamasaMsthitaM yat samacaturastraM na bhavati... yatsthApyamAnaM UrdhvaM tiSThati, vAlitaM punaH prastuti... / tAni apanakSaLatA adhAraLIyAni / - yatijItakalpa-201 artha : je pAtra (ghaDo vagere paNa pAtru ja gaNAya.) viSama saMsthAnavALu hoya. (arthAt samacaturasa na hoya. jenI uMcAI ane pahoLAI sarakhI hoya te samacatusra gaNyuM che. ApaNA pAtrA lagabhaga evA hoya che. ghaDo evo nathI.) je jamIna upara sthApIe, to ubhuM rahe paNa vALIe to praluThehAlama-Dolama thAya tevuM pAtru na cAle. (ghaDo Avo ja che.) (32) se bhikSuH yadi pUrvasyAM dizi saMkhArDa jAnIyAttataH aparadigbhAgaM gacchet, atha pratIcInAM jAnIyAt tataH prAcInaM gacchet...kathaM gacchet - saGghaDimanAdarayannityarthaH / - AcArAMga zrutaskaMdha-2, cUlikA-1, uddezo-2 artha : te sAdhu jo jANe ke pUrva dizAmAM saMkhaDi=jamaNavAra che. to pazcimadizAmAM jAya. jo ema jANe ke pazcimadizAmAM che, to pUrvadizAmAM jAya. saMkhaDino anAdara karato jAya. 1 (33) etenaivopavAsAde vaiyAvRttyAdighAtinaH nityatvamekabhaktAderjAnanti balavattayA / - batrIzabatrIzI 2/16 (upadezapadanA kartA haribhadrasUrijI mahArAjA) bhAvanAjJAna vaDe ema nizcaya kare che ke upavAsa vagere tapo vaiyAvacca, svAdhyAyadinA ghAtaka che. eTale enA karatA ekAsaNA balavAna=lAbhakArI che. ane mATe zayyabhavasUrijIe ene nitya tapa kahyo che. (upadeza rahasya zloka 107-108mAM AnI carcA che. A padArtha upadezapadamAMthI levAmAM Avyo che. (34) cauchaTThaTThama'karaNe aTThamipakkhacaumAsavarisesu / lahu guru lahugA avaMdaNe ce sAhUNaM / saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (248)
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________________ yatijItakalpa-231 artha : AThama ane caudazamAM upavAsa na kare, comAsImAM chaTTha na kare ane saMvatsarIe aThThama na kare to kramazaH laghumAsa, gurumAsa ane caturlaghu prAyazcitta Ave. (arthAt A divasomAM upavAsAdi ka2vA ja paDe. jJAnapaMcamI vagerenA upavAsa paraMparAthI AvelA jANavA.) - ( 34 ) ayamabhiprAyaH- yadyapi kSaireyIpramukhANi dravyANi sAkSAd vikRtayo na bhavanti, kintu vikRtigatAnyeva, nirvikRtikAnAmapi kalpante, tathApi utkRSTAni etAni dravyANi bhakSyamANAnyavazyaM manovikAramAnayanti zAntAnAmapi na ca kRtanirvikRtikAnAmeteSu bhakSyamANeSu utkRSTA nirjarA sampadyante, tasmATetAni na vRttAnte kRti / - pravacanasArodhdhAra dvAra naM.-4 gAthA 235 artha : A abhiprAya che ke jo ke khIra vagere dravyo sAkSAt vigaI nathI. paNa nivIyAtA che. ane eTale nIvIvALAne paNa kalpe che. to paNa utkRSTa A dravyo jo khAvAmAM Ave to avazya mAnasika vikArone utpanna kare, bhalene pachI e AtmAo zAMta kema na hoya ? vaLI nIvInA paccakkhANavALAo A nIvIyAtAo vApare to emAM emane utkRSTa nirjarA na thAya. mATe A nIvIyAtAo grahaNa karAtA nathI. jo puNa vigaicAyaM kAUNaM khAi nidhdhamahurAI / ukkosadavvAiM tucchaphalo tassa so neo / artha : je AtmA vigaIono tyAga karIne pachI snigdha ane madhura evA A nIvIyAtA dravyo vApare teno vigaItyAga tuphphaLavALo jANavo. (3) pralambate - nairayikAdikAM gatiM prati lambate yena bhuktena jIvaH tatpralambam / tad dazadhA, tadyathA mUle kaMde khaMdhe tayA ya sAMle pavAlapatte ya, pupke phale a bIe palaMbasuttammi dasabheA / - yatijItakalpa-172-173 artha : je khAvAthI jIva nAraka, tiryaMca gati pratye AlaMbana ka2nA2o bane (arthAt te durgatimAM jAya) te pralaMba kahevAya. te daza prakAre che. (1) mULa, kaMda, skaMdha (thaDa), tvacA (thaDanI chAla), DALI, pallava, pAMdaDA, puSpa, phaLa, bIja (ahIM mAtra kerI vagere phaLo ja pralaMba nathI. paNa bhIMDA vagere paNa pralaMba gaNAya che ane emAM rahelA bIja atre bIja rUpe lIdhA che. vizeSa jANakArI mATe gItArthapuruSone pRcchA karavI.) sa AcAryo'vamakAle tosaliprabhRtike pracurapralambe deze gatvA gItArthenA''tmanA vA kSetradvayaM pratyupekSya yayoH zuddhaM bhaktaM labhyate na pralambamizritamityarthaH tayoH kSetrayo - pRthag dvAvapi vargoM sthaapyti| bRhatkalpasUtra - bhASya - 1064 artha : te AcArya dukALamAM tosali vagere ghaNA pralaMba(lIlotarI)vALA dezamAM jaIne gItArtha dvArA ke svayaM be kSetronI tapAsa karI je be kSetramAM pralaMbanA mizraNa vinAnuM zuddhabhakta maLe tyAM sAdhu-sAdhvI e be vargane chUTA-chUTA sthApita kare. (ahIM dUkALamAM ja pracura pralaMbavALA dezamAM jAya che. arthAt e sivAya pracura pralaMbavALA dezamAM jatA nathI. tathA tyAM paNa jyAM pralaMbanA mizraNa vinAnuM bhojana maLe tyAM ja rahe che. arthAt pralaMba ochuM vaparAtuM hoya, na vaparAtuM hoya tevA kSetrane zodhe che. pralaMba eTale mULathI mAMDIne bIja sudhInI 10 vanaspati levAnI che.) (39) hastena yatpralambAnAmAdAnaM tadgrahaNam, yatpunarmukhe pravezanaM sa prakSepakaH / tatra prathamabhaGge . ekasmingrahaNe prakSepake ca pratyekaM mAsalaghu / dvitIyabhaGge ekasmingrahaNe mAsalaghu, prakSepasthAne yAvataH prakSepAn joti tAvatti mAsAyUni / - bRhatkalpasUtra-bhASya-981 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (249) 00000000000000000000
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________________ artha : hAtha vaDe phaLano svIkAra e grahaNa ane eno grupamAM praveza karAvavo e prakSepaka temAM ekavAra hAthamAM le ane ekavAra mukhamAM nAMkhe (be drAkSa eka sAthe laI eka ja sAthe mukhamAM nAMkhI) to grahaNano eka laghumAsa ane prakSepakano bIjo laghumAsa. eka grahaNa ane aneka prakSepaka kare to jeTalA prakSepaka eTalA laghumAsa. (sapharajana ekavAra hAthamAM laI 10vAra mukhamAM nAMkhI enA TukaDA karI khAya. athavA glAsa hAthamAM laI 10-15 ghUMTaDe e rasa pIe...) (38) hai noja ! niyatAmevAnicchanto vayaM vizanapi necchAma:. / vijJanA nAma JAmA'to thovuM thovuM plAyar ...cittepa vivazanA pratiSidhdhA / - bRhatkalpa bhASya-983-984 artha : (moDhAmAM pralaMbanA jeTalA koLiyA nAMkho, eTalA prAyazcitta Ave. eTale ochAmAM ochA koLiyA karavA. arthAt pralaMba vAparavA ja paDe to 10 kerInA cIrIyAnA 10 koLIyA karavAne badale 3-4 cIrIyA eka sAthe moDhAmAM nAMkhI-nAMkhIne be-traNa koLIyA ja karavA evuM zAstrakAroe kahyuM. ziSye prazna karyo ke eka sAthe vadhAre moTo koLIyo moDhAmAM nAMkho e nirdayatA na kahevAya ?) he ziSya ! nirdayatAne ja na IcchatA ame vidazana paNa IcchatA nathI. vidazana eTale svAda mANato-mANato thoDuM thoDuM khAya. - acitta evA mIThAI vagere dravyamAM paNa vidazanAno niSedha che. (arthAt mIThAInA paNa moTA moTA koLIyA mUkI ochA koLIyAmAM patAvavuM.) (38) evamanayaiva dizA dazamAdikamuttarottarakSapaNaM vardhayatA tAvannetavyaM yAvatSaNmAsakSapaNaM karotu, yadyAvazyajyo na paddIyo, mA = pratamna vRdhnAtu / - yatijItakalpa-173 artha : pUrve batAvelI paddhati vaDe cAra upavAsAdi tapa vadhAratA vadhAratA cheka cha mahinAnA upavAsa karavA paDe to karavA paNa pralaMba na levA. hA ! Avazyaka yogonI hAni na thatI hoya tyAre ja A vAta samajavI. (40) odanamaNDakayavakSodakulmASarAjamudgacavalakacavaliMkAvRtacaNakasAmAnyacaNakaniSpAvatuvarImasUra mudgAdyalepakRdAhAre gRhIte sati ekaH pAtrasya madhye kalpo, dvitIyo bahiH tRtIyastu sarvatreti kalpatrayarUpo jaghanyaH, zAkapeyAyavAgUkodravaudanaruddhamudgadAlyAdisauvIratImanAdyalpalepakRdAhAre gRhIte sati dvau kalpau pAtrasya madhye, tato dvau bahiH, tata ekaH sarvatreti kalpapaJcakarUpo madhyamaH, tathA dugdhadadhi kSaireyItailadhRtaguDapAnakAdi bahulepakRdAhAre gRhIte kalpatrayaM madhye tato dvau bahiH tato dvau sarvatreti 5sapaDAiH kRti vRddhavAddaH / - gacchAcArapayannA - 72 artha : odana, maMDaka (lukhI roTalI vagere) javano bhUko...alepakRta AhAra grahaNa karIe to vAparyA bAda pAtrAnI madhyamAM (aMda2) eka kalpa (pANI vaDe dhovuM) bIjo kalpa pAtrAnI bahAra ane trIjo kalpa AkhAya pAtrAmAM karavo. jo zAka, rAba, dALa vagere alpa lepakRta vastu lIdhI hoya to vAparyA bAda pAtrAnI madhyamAM be kalpa, be kalpa pAtrAnI bahAra ane eka kalpa AkhA pAtrAmAM. ema traNa kalpa karavA. jo dUdha, dahIM, khIra, tela, ghI, goLapANI vagere bahulepakRpa AhAra hoya to pachI pAtrAnI madhyamAM traNa kalpa, bahAra be kalpa ane sarvatra be kalpa ema sAta kalpa karavA. A pramANe vRddhavAda che. (45) kavalatrayapramANo bhuktAvazeSa: saMlekhanakalpaH kartavyaH, yadA tu trikavala pramANa: saMlekhana kalpo na bhavati, tadA'paryApyamANe'nyadapi tasminyAtrake bhaktaM prakSipya tatastrIn kavalAn sthApayati saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (250)
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________________ zuht: manta:-saMtidya pAtrApti punI prathama tva vAti tuSona... / - oghaniryukti-584 artha : vAparyA pachI bAkI rahelA traNa koLIyAno saMlekhanakalpa karavo. (arthAt traNa koLIyA pramANa srojana e pAtrAmAM ghasI ghasIne pAtrA svaccha karavA ema jaNAya che.) jo traNa koLIyA pAtrAmAM na hoya, to mAMDalImAMthI bIju bhakta (bhojana) te pAtrAmAM nAMkhI traNa koLIyA sthApavA. (eka-eka koLIyA dvArA traNavAra pAtrAne ghasIne cokhkhuM karavuM.) vAparyA bAda pAtrAne saMlekhana karIne (AMgaLI dvArA, koLIyAthI ghasavA dvArA) pachI kaluSapANI vaDe prathama kalpa Ape. (pAtru dhue).... pratigrahaM = bhAjanaM saMlikhya = pradezinyA niravayavaM kRtvA, alepamaryAdayA = alepaM saMlihya dazavaikAlika adhyayana-5, uddezo-2, gAthA-1 artha : bhAjanane pradezinI=pahelI AMgaLI vaDe avayava vinAnuM=cokhkhuM karIne, lepa na rahe e rIte svaccha karIne (42) evamuktena satA guruNA datte sati tebhyaH prAdhUrNakAdibhyo yaccheSaM tad bhuJjIta guruNAnujJAte kRti / - oghaniryukti-524. - artha : (gocarI vahorI lAvyA bAda ziSya gurune gocarI batADe ane emAMthI mahemAno vagerene ucita vastu ApavA jaNAve) A pramANe ziSya vaDe kahevAyelA guru lAvelI gocarImAMthI mahemAna vagerene ucita vastuo Ape. e pachI je vadhe e gocarI lAvanAra sAdhu guru vaDe anujJA thaye chate vApare. arthAt guru vAparavAnI rajA Ape pachI vApare. (43) aNigUhiyabalavirieNa sAhuNA tAva jeNa hoyavvaM / abbhatthaNA Na kajjA teNa viNA kajjamukkaTThe / abbhatthaNaM vi kujjA gelannAIrhi kAraNehiM tu / rAyaNiyaM vajjittA / - sAmAcArI prakaraNa 11-12 artha : sAdhue avazya anigUhita balavIryavALA thavAnuM che. ane mATe ja utkRSTa kAma vinA bIjA sAdhune potAnuM kAma karI ApavAnI prArthanA na ka2vI. paraMtu mAMdagI vagere kAraNo AvI paDe to ratnAdhika sivAya bIjAone potAnuM kAma karI ApavAnI prArthanA karAya. (ahIM ratnAdhika sivAyanA sAdhuone paNa mAMdagI vagere kAraNomAM ja kArya soMpavAnI vAta che. eno artha e ja ke tevA viziSTa kAraNa vinA to nAnAone paNa kAma na soMpAya.) (44) vAsasisiresu vAo bahiA sIo gihesu tu sa uNho / vivarIo puNa gimhe diarAi satthamannunnaM / emeva dehavAo bAhiravAyassa hoi satthaM tu / viaNAdisamuttho vi a sauppattI satthamannassa / - yatijItakalpa - 50 artha : comAsA ane ziyALAmAM bahAra ThaMDo pavana ane gharomAM=baMdha sthAnamAM garama pavana hoya. unALAmAM bahArano pavana garama hoya ane aMdarano pavana ThaMDo hoya. ema divasa-rAtano pavana paNa jANavo. A badhA paraspara zastra bane. e ja rIte zarIrano vAyu (oDakAra, vAchUTa) bahAranA vAyunuM zastra bane. paMkhA vagerethI utpanna thayelo vAyu paNa bIjAne mATe zastra bane. dharmAbhibhUto nilayAbhyantarAd bahirnirgacchati / pUrvakRtachidreSu vAyuM pratisevate... USNaMvA bhaktapAnaM pUti / - yatijItakalpa-50. artha : garamIthI parezAna thayelo sAdhu upAzrayamAMthI bahAranA bhAgamAM Ave. upAzrayamAM je pahelethI .saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (251)
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________________ che ja kANAo=bArIo vagere hoya tyAM jaIne saMyamI pavana khAya, garama bhojana-pANIne phUMka mArIne ThaMDu kare. $ A upAzrayanA bAraNA ke bArI vagere pavana khAvA mATe ughADe... (A badhAmAM judA judA prAyazcitta Apela che.) zuM 4 (45) cAritrArthaM tu yasyopasampadaM gRhItavAMstasya caraNakaraNakriyAyAM sIdantyAM (gaNAntarasaGkramaNaM che mavati) mAtra vALI mavati | 2. 7. sIti nArArtha:, 2. mArA sIti che:, rU. 4 * gaccho'pyAcAryo'pi sIdati, 4. na gaccho nA'pyAcAryaH / tatra prathamabhate gacche sIdati guruNA svayaM vA* * nodanA kartavyA, kathaM gacchaH sIdet ? iti ceducyate-sAdhavaH pratyupekSaNAM kAle na kurvanti, ....daNDakaM nikSipanta Adadato vA na pratyupekSante, na prmaarjynti...| yastu gacchamAcAryamubhayaM vA sIdantaM svayaM * bhaNannanyaizca bhANayannevaM jAnAti ete bhaNyamAnA api nodyamaM kariSyanti, tadotkarSata: pakSamekaM tiSThati,...atha * * nodyamAno gaccho gururubhayaM vA bhaNet - tava kiM duHkham ? yadi vayaM sIdAmastadA vayameva durgatiM yAsyAmaH, 1 + tadevaMvidhe'sadgrahe teSAM pariNate parityAgo vidheyastatazcAnyaM gaNaM sngkraamti| . - gurutattvaviniza ullAsa-3, gAda arthaH cAritrane mATe eka gaccha choDIne bIjA gacchamAM javAnuM zI rIte thAya? e batAve che ke je AcAryanI nizrA svIkArI che, te AcArya ke temano gaccha caraNa-karaNanI kriyAomAM sIdAto hoya to pachI ja e gaccha choDI bIjA gacchamAM javuM paDe. AmAM cAra vikalpa che. (1) gaccha zithila che, paNa AcArya zithila ja nathI. (2) AcArya zithila che, paNa ga7 zithila nathI. (3) gaccha ane AcArya be ya zithila che. (4) be ya zithila nathI. AmAM mAtra gaccha sIdAto hoya tyAre A nizrAvartI sAdhu jAte gacchane hitazikSA Ape ja athavA gacchanA guru dvArA apAvaDAve.' gaccha sadAya eTale zuM? te batAve che. - sAdhuo yogya kALe pratilekhana na kare. dAMDo mUkatA ke je ja letA dAMDAdinuM pratilekhana, pramArjana na kare..... je je sAdhu gacchane, AcAryane ke ubhayane sIdAtA joIne jAteM emane hitazikSA ApavA chatAM ema jANe che ke "A loko game eTaluM samajavA chatAM paNa udyamAna nahi bane." to pachI vadhumAM vadhu 15 divasa rahe pachI te nIkaLI jAya. . jo hitazikSA Apato gaccha ke gacchAcArya A nizrAvartI sAdhune kahe ke, "tane zuM duHkha thAya che? je ? che ame zithila hazuM to ame ja durgatimAM jazuM. (tuM tArI rIte jIva ne ?) "to AvA prakArano khoTo Agraha che ja joI te guru-gacchano tyAga karavo. ane bIjA gacchamAM javuM. (46) muhapattI rayaharaNaM dunni nisejjA ya cola kappatigaM / saMthAuttarapaTTo, dasa pehA'Nuggae sure|| - yatidinacaryA - 60 + artha muhapattI, ogho (pATo+dasI beya bhegA), be niSadyA (oghariyuM+niSedhiyuM), colapaTTo, traNa ja kapaDA (be kapaDA+kAmaLI), saMthAro, uttarapaTTo A daza vastu sUrya ugyA pahelA pratilekhana karavI. dAMDAnA pratilekhana vakhate suryodaya thavo joIe. (A rojIMdI pratilekhana vidhi che. ogho Akho kholyA vinA be ja niSadyA ane oghAnuM pratilekhana rahI javAthI zAstrAjJAbhaMgano doSa lAge.) (47) paDilehaNaM kuNaMto miho kahaM kuNai, jaNavaya kahaM vA / vAei ca paccakkhANaM dei ya sayaM. * paDicchai vA / puDhavi-AukkAe teuvAuvaNassai tasANaM / paDilehaNApamatto chaNhaM vi virAhao hoi|. - uttarAdhyayanasUtra - adhyayana-26, gAthA-103-36 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (2para)
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________________ | artha : pratilekhana karatI vakhate paraspara vAto kare, janapada kathA kare. vAcanA, paccakhANa Ape ke A 2 svayaM le. A rIte pratilekhanAmAM pramatta bananAro muni pRthvI vagere pakAyano virAdhaka bane. - (48) gAvAliyartha teSAM (saMvinA ) svatInusAra zava svIvAra ja pravRrvatAM ja mavati cetasa athavupayogAtra zraddhAmedhAzupa para - batrIzI-batrIzI-3/24 artha: (zithilAcArI saMvignapAliko pratikramaNAdi kriyA karavA chatAM pApatyAga to karatA nathI. to che akaraNaniyama na AvavAthI temanA pratikramaNo vyartha na kahevAya? evI zaMkAnuM samAdhAna Ape che ke) potAnA ullAsa pramANe zakya evA sva-AcArane karanArA teonA pratikramaNAdi yogo niSphaLa nathI. (emAM eka kAraNa e che ke) e kriyAo vakhate temanA manano sUtrAthadimAM upayoga hovAne lIdhe teo zraddhA, medhA, dhIraja ja che vagerevALA hoya che ane mATe sarvathA temanI kriyAo vyartha na bane. (48) ladhilliyaM ca bohiM akarito, aNAgayaM ca patthito / annaM dAI bohiM labbhihisi kayareNa 1 ja muLa ? - upadezamALA-292 artha tane je A bhavamAM bodhi=jinazAsana jainadharma maLyo che. ene to tuM barAbara Acarato nathI. $ ane AvatA bhavamAM mane jinazAsana maLo' evI prArthanAo kare che. paNa mugdha ! tuM e to vicAra ke AvatA bhavamAM kayA mUlya vaDe tuM bodhine-jinazAsanane pAmIza? (Aje yathAzakti jainadharmane Adare to paNyadhananI kamANI karI AvatAbhavamAM e dhananA pratApe zAsana maLe. paNa atyAre zithila banI jainadharmane na Adare to puNyadhana vinA parabhavamAM bodhi na maLe.) (49) vira sattA ramujamIna manIma bhavati, tatra ni: saMpadA - bRhatkalpa ja che uddezo-2, sUtra-24, gAthA-3666 - che arthaH unanuM vastra (kAmaLI) jo aMdaranI bAju vAparavAmAM Ave. (kapaDA vinA) to zarIrano parasevo ja vagere lAgavAthI meluM thAya, ane temAM nigoda thAya. A pravRvatrapi yavamavi pravRti tataH mAtrapu - bRhatkalpasUtra-niryuktigAthA-3665 4 che arthaH jo mAtra ekalA unanA vastrane oDhe to mAsalaghuprAyazcita Ave. . (50) divasasya caturvapi yAmeSu, nizAyAH punaH prathama carame vA yAme catasro nidAH - nidA 4 ja nitanavA-vatA-vattAvAkSa:, tAsAmAvane pratyevaM navumAsa: - yatijItakalpa artha : divasanA cAramAMthI koIpaNa praharamAM uMdhIe to tathA rAtrinA pahelA ke chellA praharamAM uMdhIe ? to e sAdhune laghumAsa prAyazcitta Ave. nidrA, nidrAnidrA, pracalA ke pracalA-pracalA ema cAramAMthI koIpaNa 4 nidrA levAmAM A prAyazcitta che. (arthAt beThA beThA uMghIe to paNa prAyazcitta Ave.) (51) pratibhairavanAvane parite nyAvaM prAyazcita mavati - oghaniyukti-174 che . arthaH pratilekhana karavAno zAstrIyakALa pasAra thaI jAya ane pratilekhana e samaye karavAnuM rahI che na jAya) to eka kalyANaka prAyazcitta Ave. (52) ri ira niA nA vA yuganaMvirmA mavapivaravuLa divasamAre ja - oghaniryukti-174 ja arthaH bhIMta upara citrAyela nArInA citrane na jue, ema jIvatI alaMkRta nArIne paNa na jue. 4 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (253)
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________________ bhulathI e strIcitrAdi upara najara paDe to sUryane joIne dRSTi pAchI kheMcI le ema daSTi pAchI kheMcI levI. De (53) tatra zAne diyA-mArI manAvI ra aa mArI yAmIdAre anArI re tadviparItaM / AcIrNamapi dvividhaM - kAraNe niSkAraNe ca / yatkAraNe tadapi dvidhA-bhaktAmarSe lepe c| tatra bhaktAmarSe lepakRtA hastau liptau tatastau maNibandhaM yAvad dhAvyete yat / lepe punaridaM- 1 asvAdhyAyikamUtrapurISAdinA yAvanmAtraH zarIrAvayavazcalanAdiH kharaNTitastAvanmAtraH sa dhAvyate yat / / momarSe yallAne talAvI, zeSa sarvamApa anAthIuf - yatijatakalpa-205 ' arthaH dezasnAna be prakAre che. AcArya ane anAcIrNa. sAdhuo vaDe je AcarAya te AcIrNa. enAthI 31 viparIta te anAcIrNa. AzIrNa paNa be prakAre che. kAraNasara ane niSkAraNa. emAM je kAraNasara che. te paNa che be prakAre che. (1) lepakArI azanAdi dvArA be hAtha lepAya, kharaDAya eTale te be hAtha maNibaMdha sudhI (lagabhaga gRhastho hAtha upara ghaDiyALa bAMdhe tyAMthI thoDAka pahelAnA bhAga sudhI) dhovAya. (2) asakjhAya karI denAro che 4mUtra-sthaDilAdi vaDe zarIranA paga vagere avayavo jeTalA kharaDAyA hoya eTalA dhovAnA. A sivAyanA snAna niSkAraNamAM gaNAya. bhaktAmarSa ane lepa (upara kahyA te) A be sivAyanA badhA ! che nAno anAcIrNa che. (sAdhuthI na thAya.) (54) vaSamA vinA ludhipkSAtane tAtrathAva, tavya sAdhUnAM ja venyate | lokasaMmavAn - yatitakalpa, gAthA-214 - arthaH varSARtunI zarUAta thAya te kALa vinA bIjA koIpaNa kALe je upadhinuM prakSAlana karavAmAM Ave te upadhiprakSAlana (kA5) akALe karAyela gaNAya. aneka doSa lAgatA hovAthI A prakSAlana=kApaka saMyamIone na kalpa. . (55) vimUla thisaMpa para ramImAM naraDisivilaM tAna nahIM ? - dazavaikAlika adhyayana-8, gAthA-57 artha AtmagaveSaka sAdhaka mATe = AtmAnI ciMtA karanAra mATe A traNa vastu tAlapuTa jhera che. (1) vibhUSA (2) strIsaMparka, strIparicaya (3) vigaIvALuM bhojana, mAla-malIdA (56) patAsu (rampAmathuvArApANIvALI zrAvakSyAtriAdhAnIpu) ni sAthaH to na pravizanti, taruNaramaNIyapaNyaramaNyAdidarzanena manaHkSobhAdisambhavAt, mAsasyAntardvistrirvA pravizatAM tu rAjJayio toSA:/- sthAnAMgasUtra-718 navAMgITIkAkAranI TIkA artha: A caMpA, mathurA vagere 10 rAjadhAnIomAM sAdhuo utsargamArge praveza karatA nathI. (praveza paNa na kare to tyAM rahevAnI vAta to che ja kyAM ?) eka mahInAmAM be ke traNavAra praveza karanArA sAdhuone AjJAbhaMga, anavasthA, mithyAtva, virAdhanA doSo lAge. kemake strI vagerenA darzanathI mana caMcaLa bane. 1 dasarAyahANIgahaNA sesANaM sUyaNA kayA hoi / mAsassaMto dugatiga tAo aiMtami aannaaii|| doSAzceha-taruNAvesitthivivAharAyamAIsu hoi saikaraNaM / AujjagIyasadde itthIsadde ya sviyaare|| - nizIthabhASya artha mUlasUtramAM daza rAjadhAnI batAvelI che. paNa enA dvArA bAkInA paNa moTA zahero samajI levA eka mAsanI aMdara be ke traNa vAra A nagarIomAM pravezanArAne AjJAbhaMgAdi doSo lAge. | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (254) |
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________________ : (1) yuvAna strIo dekhAya (gocarI vageremAM) (2) vezyA strIo dekhAya. (3) lagnAdi prasaMgo che ki urjavAya. (4) rAjA, maMtrI, zeThiyAonA bhabhakAdi dekhAya tathA A badhAnuM smaraNa thAya. (5) vAjIMtro ane 4 madhura-gItanA zabdo saMbhaLAya. (6) vikAravALA strIzabdo saMbhaLAya. mATe A zaheromAM na javuM. (57) se gAmaMsi vA jAva puDabheyaNaMsi vA saparikkhevaMsi abAhiriyasi kappai niggaMthANaM ja hemaMta jiphA pathaM mAd vatthA - gacchAcArapayannA gAthA-23 ' arthaH gAma, nagara vagere je saparikSepavALA hoya (killAnI aMdara ane bahAra ema be jagyAe lokono vasavATa hoya evA sthAno saparikSepavALA jANavA. amadAvAda zahera vageremAM Ave che.) tyAM sAdhuo * ziyALA-unALAmAM aMdaranA sthAnamAM eka mAsa rahI zake (ane pachI bahAra eka mAsa rahe. Ama 2 mAsakalpa vihAra batAvyo che.) . pUrvapazcimAH sAdhavo niyamAt Rtubaddhe mAse mAsena viharanti / madhyamAnAM punaraniyamaH, kadAcinmAsaM 4 pUcitrA nichatti tArA sezonapUrvajaTiplekSatra mAsa - bRhatkalpasUtra - arthaH pahelA chellA tIrthakaranA sAdhuo avazya zeSakALamAM ATha mahinA) mAsa-mAsa vaDe vihAra ja * karatA. (arthAtu eka sthaLe eka mAsa rahe, pachI najIkanA ja mAsakalpayogya kSetramAM bIjo eka mAsa rahe e ja rIte 8 mAsa kula 8 kSetramAM rahe. nAnA-nAnA ATha vihAra kare. pachI navamAM kSetramAM comAsuM kare.) ja 6 (58) tenAja (zunAijipathA) na nantavya, yasa bUknIvahuno mavati mAsa, liMka IR? yato dhUlIbahulenApi pathA gacchataste eva doSAH, ke ca te ? saMyamavirAdhanA AtmavirAdhanA ca, tatrAtma virAdhanA akSNodhUliH pravizati, nimajjanzrAntazca bhavati / upakaraNaM malinIbhavati, tatra yadhupakaraNa kSAlanaM 4 karoti asAmAcArI, atha na kSAlayati pravacanahIlanA syAt / ato rajorahitayA tu gantavyam / - oghaniryukti-23 che arthaH sukA raste paNa na javuM, jo e rasto puSkaLa dhuLavALo hoya to kemake te raste javAmAM paNa te A ja (bhInA rastA jevA ja) doSa che. te kyAM che ? te batAve che. saMyamavirAdhanA ane AtmavirAdhanA. temAM AMkhamAM dhuLa praveze te Atma virAdhanA tathA dhuLamAM khUMpI javAthI thAke e paNa AtmavirAdhanA. tathA upakaraNa=upadhi=vastro malina thAya. have jo te vastro dhue to asAmAcArI kahevAya. (kemake zeSakALamAM kApa na kADhavo e sAmAcArI che.) ane jo vastrono kApa na kADhe to pravacanahIlanA thAya. mATe dhuLa vinAnA raste vuM. (ahIM taTasthabuddhithI saMyamIo vicAre ke dhuLIyA raste javAmAM vastro melA thAya che. ane e dhovA e ya maMjura nathI to enAthI zAsanahIlanA thAya e paNa maMjura nathI. mATe ja dhuLa vinAnA raste javAnuM pharamAna ja karyuM che. have dhuLanA raste javAthI vastro jeTalA malina thatA hoya eTalA ja ke enAthI vadhAre melA vastro jo $ - saMyamInA hoya to zuM karavuM? kApa kADhIne sAmAcArI bhAMgavI? ke zAsanahIlanA thavA devI? vastro melA na je thAya to to A be mAMthI eka paNa doSa sevavo na paDe. paNa vastro melA thAya pachI to bemAMthI koIpaNa eka A doSa to lAgavAno ja. to have je doSa nAno hoya e ja svIkAravo paDe ne ? zAsanahIlanA nAno doSa ? 1 ke kApa na kADhavA rUpa sAmAcArIno bhaMga e nAno doSa?" e saMyamIo jAte ja nakkI kare. i ekavAra sAdA-cokhkhA vastro paherI dhuLiyA raste vihAra karyA bAda e keTalA melA thAya che e dhyAnamAM che ja levuM. ane pachI evA ke enA karatA vadhu melA je vastro dekhAya e zAstrakAronI daSTie zAsanahIlanAnuM kAraNa bane ke nahi ? e svayaM vicAravuM.) saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (2papa)
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________________ (59) kSApakSe samApi nanna prasannatAmamiti, prasannena cAra prakSAlyamAnani savAri che 4 vAsAdi sugari gAyane tata tApakSApakSe cATyA- piMDaniyukti - 38 artha : prathama varasAdanuM acitta thayeluM pANI bheguM karI emAM kSAra cUno nAMkhavo, kemake kSAra ? che nAMkhavAthI e meluM paNa pANI svaccha thaI jAya che. (dhuLAdi vALu te pANI hatuM. te dhULa besI javAdi kAraNasara che. ja svaccha thAya.) ane e svaccha pANI vaDe dhovAtA AcAryAdinA vastro tejavaMta bane che. tethI A mATe paNa pANImAM kSAra nAMkhavo. (AcAryAdinA vastro paNa cUno nAMkhelA varasAdanA pANIthI dhovAnI vAta AmAM spaSTa 4 dekhAya che. bIjA koI dravyonA upayoganI vAta lakhI nathI.) (60) tA: saMvatyaH pakSakSAmaUAIkAchatti, svAdhyAyAI vA martha tri, zeSatu mAtA ! * tasya sAdhorvAsaH kAlacArizramaNIyukteSu bhavatIti / atha kAlacArisaMyatIyutAH sAdhavo na santi tataH patipu vasati, na ra vasatyAna siMghatIyuje - oghaniryukti artha te sAdhvIjIo pAkSika khAmaNA karavA mATe (caudaze) athavA svAdhyAya mATe sAdhunA upAzrayamAM A Ave che. A kALa che. bIjo badho akALa che. vihAra karIne gayelo sAdhu kAlacArisAdhvIovALA sAdhuonA gacchamAM rahe. jo tyAMnA sAdhuo kAlacArisAdhvIvALA na hoya, paNa akAlacArisAdhvIvALA hoya to e che ja AgaMtuka sAdhu temanI sAthe na rahe paNa pAsAtyAdinI sAthe rahe. (akAlacArisAdhvIvALo gaccha bIjA badhA ja suMdara AcArovALo che, chatAM tyAM rahevAno niSedha karela che.). | (61) sAvArtha saMtIvartAvavI: prathamavartI anujJAti, na zoSamayavartI te vAvI mA che (1) sahiSNurapi bhiitprissdpi...| tatrendriyanigrahasamarthaH saMyatIprAyogyakSetravastrapAtrAdInAmutpAdanAyAM prabhaviSNuH sahiSNurucyate / yasya tu sarvo'pi sAdhusAdhvIvargo bhayAna kAmapyakriyAM karoti sa bhiitprisst| tatra prathamabhane vartamAnaH saMyatIparivartane samucitaH, zeSeSu triSu bhaGgeSu vartamAno nAnujJAtaH / yadi parivartayati / tadA caturguskAH / yato dvitIyabhane AtmanA sahiSNuH paramabhItapariSattayA svacchandapracArAH satyo yatkimapi / tAH kariSyanti tatsarvamayameva prApnoti / tRtIyabhane tu svayaM asahiSNutayA tAsAmaGgapratyaGgAdIni dRSTvA / lAvati tazipram Ima titIyatRtIyamoSazAkhoti - yatijatakalpa-216 arthaH cArabhAgAvALA AcAryomAMthI pahelA bhAMgAvALA AcArya sAdhvIgaNane sAcavanArA banI zake che bIjAone prabhue sAdhvIgaNa sAcavavAnI rajA nathI ApI. te cAra bhAMgA A pramANe che : (1) sahiSNu paNa che che ane bhItapariSada paNa che... temAM potAnI pAMceya Indriyono nigraha karavAmAM samartha (kaTTara brahmacArI) tathA ja sAdhvI yogya kSetra, vastra, pAtrA, vagere meLavI sAdhvIjIone pUrA pADavAmAM samartha te sahiSNu kahevAya. tathA che. jenA bhayathI Akhoya sAdhu-sAdhvI varga kaMI paNa akArya na kare, gabharAya te AcArya bhItapariSada kahevAya. 4 jo A sivAyanA bIjA AcArya sAdhvIgaNanA sAcavanArA bane to emane caturguru prAyazcitta Ave, che kemake bIjA bhAMgAvALA AcArya jAte to sahiSNu che. paNa (khUba ThaMDA hovAthI) emanAthI sAdhu-sAdhvIo para gabharAtA na hovAthI sAdhvIjIo svachaMda pracAravALI bane ane teNIo je kaMIpaNa doSo seve e badhAnuM pApa che ja A AcAryane lAge. trIjA bhAMgAvALA AcArya pote asahiSNu hovAthI sAdhvIparicayathI Atmahita ja gumAvI bese. 4 kharAba vicArAdimAM phasAya, emane e badhAnuM prAyazcitta Ave. cothA bhAMgAvALA AcAryane bIjA-trIjA be ya prakAranA bhAMgAnA doSo lAge. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (256) |
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________________ (62) nI 2 mannA theravi na vaMti visaUT I ra ra Ati thI maMrvivuM te kASThA- saMbodhasittarI * artha : je gacchamAM batrIsa dAMta vinAnA vRddha sAdhu paNa sAdhvIjI sAthe vAtacIta na karatA hoya, ja je strIonA mukhAdine jotA na hoya te gaccha kahevAya. (63) naW ya IT samI, samaje ya paNa soma ! nimaigorra Hddha, te che 4 achapurI - gacchAcArapayannA-gAthA-109 A artha saumya ! je gacchamAM eka sAdhvIjI potAnA bhAI sAthe paNa vAta kare ke eka sAdhu potanI bahena sAthe paNa vAta kare, e gaccha gacchaguNathI hIna jANavo. (14) hatthapAyapalicchinnaM kannanAsavigappiyaM / avi vAsasayaM nArI baMbhayArI vivajjae / - dazavaikAlika, adhyayana-8 ? artha : je strInA hAtha-paga kapAI gayA che, kAna-nAka kapAI gayA che. evI 100 varSanI uMmaranI - strIne paNa brahmacArI sAdhu tyAge, (enI sAthe paricayAdi na kare.) 4 (65) nI ya zerI, tAlI, therI taof aMtare gurU jogama!tta vachavAraM varanA rijhAdA tApInAM nirAzayane dipa..smana pUrvajaDitasmaraNAlitoSa thAt - gacchAcAra pannA-123. ' artha je gacchamAM sAdhvIjIo eka vRddhA, eka yuvAna, eka vRddhA.. e rIte saMthArA kare che. te che gautama ! te zreSThagaccha uittamajJAna-cAritrano AdhAra che.... yuvAna sAdhvIjIo jo bAjubAjumAM saMthAro kare to ? paraspara hastAdisparza thavAthI pUrvakrIDita smaraNAdi doSo lAge. (EE) tatra bhuktabhogasya Asannasya svapato'nyasAdhusaMsparzAtpUrvakrIDitAnusmaraNaM bhavati yaduta / * asmadyoSito'pyevaMvidhaH sparza iti, abhuktabhogasyApyanyasAdhusaMsparzena sukumAreNa kautukaM striyaM prati 4 mavati - oghaniyukti-228 artha: bhuktabhogI sAdhu bIjA sAdhunI najIkamAM udhe to bIjA sAdhunA saMsparzathI tene pUrvakrIDitasmaraNa ja ja tene thAya ke mArI patnIno paNa Avo sparza hato. abhuktabhogIne paNa bIjA sAdhunA sukumArasparzathI kautuka ja thAya. tethI be hAthanuM AMtaruM choDI suvAthI A doSono tyAga thAya che. ... (67) tegicchaM nAbhinaMdejjA, saMcikkha'ttagavesae / evaM khu tassa sAmannaM jaM na kujjA na kaarve| - utarAdhyayanasUtra adhyayana-2 ja artha saMyamI mAMdo paDe to ya cikitsAne na Icche. paraMtu AtmAnI gavesaNA kare. (mArA pApothI ja A roga che..) Aja enuM sAdhupaNuM che ke e cikitsA kare nahi, bIjA pAse karAve nahI. (68) no kappati niggaMthANa vA niggaMthINa vA parivAsiassa AhArassa jAva tayappamANamittamavi bhuippamANamittamavi toyabiMduppamANamittamavi AhAraM AhArittae, nannattha AgADhesu rogAyaMkesu"ti / etada* * vRttidezo yathA-tvakpramANamAnaM nAma tilatuSatribhAgamAnaM taccAzanasya ghaTate, bhUtipramANamAtraM saktukAdInAM * che tovitjhamAmAa pAnA - gacchAcArapayannA-gAthA-72 artha: tevA prakAranA AgADha roga-AtaMkAdi paristhiti choDIne. sAdhu-sAdhvIjIone sUryAsta bAda A ja potAnI pAse rAkhela AhArano tvacA pramANa, rAkhapramANa ke pANInA TIpA pramANa paNa AhAra vAparavo na ja saMgni saMyamIonI niyamAvali (257)
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________________ zuM kahyuM. apavAdamArge gADha rogAdi hoya to rAtre rAkhelA AhArAdi divase) vAparavA kahyuM. A bRhatkalpasUtranI TIkAno eka bhAga A pramANe che. tvacA pramANamAtra eTale talanA photarAnA trIjA ja bhAga pramANa mAtra A pramANa azananuM saMbhavI zake. bhUtipramANamAtra=rajakaNapramANamAtra A sAthavAdinuM (javano loTa) saMbhave. pANInA biMdupramANa mAtra. A pAnasvarUpa vastunuM saMbhave. (69) nirIyaDanayADaDa tAliti sanidhi dhRtakanAM saMrakriyA - dazavaikAlika ja A sUtra-adhyayana-3, gAthA-3, hAri. TIkA arthaH je doSa sevavAthI AtmA durgatimAM sArI rIte sthApita karAya te saMnidhi, ghI-goLa vagereno saMcaya (rAtre pAse rAkhavAnI) karavAnI kriyA. (70) parva bhUtamakAnanta ki nipAto = = kSar: mAtataH sarve pravAviphartha = ? pratikramaNaM kurvanti, atha zrAddhadharmakathAdinA vyAghAto gurorjAtaH = akSaNikatvaM, tataH pazcAdgururAvazyakabhUmau saMtiSThate / zeSAstu sAdhavo yathAzaktyA''pRcchaya guruM svasthAne svasthAne , yathAratnAdhikatayA''AvazyakabhUmau tiSThanti, kimarthaM ? sUtrArthaguNanAnimitaM tasyAmAvazyakabhUmaura yotsA titti - oghaniyukti-636 artha Ama sUryAsta bAda tarata jo guru koIka kAmamAM vyagra na hoya to guru sahita badhA saMyamIo che ja pratikramaNa kare. have jo guru zrAvakone dharmakathAdi karatA hovAthI kAmamAM hoya to guru e kAma pUrNa thayA bAda je pratikramaNabhUmimAM AvIne bese. tyAM sudhI bAkInA sAdhuo gurune puchIne pratikramaNa mAMDalImAM ratnAdhikanA che ja krama pramANe potapotAnA sthAnamAM zakti mujaba ubhA rahe. zA mATe? e kahe che ke sUtrArthanuM punarAvartana karavA ja mATe pratikramaNamAMDalImAM kAyotsarga vaDe ubhA rahe. (athati kAussagga mudrAmAM rahI svAdhyAya kare.) (71) pakkhicAummAse AloyaNA niyamaso dAyavvA / gahaNaM abhiggahANa ca puvvagahie nniveeddN| - Avazyakaniyukti. ja arthaH pAkSika divase ane cAturmAsika divase avazya AlocanA ApavI tathA pUrve lIdhelA abhigraho ? gurune nivedana karIne pharI abhigrahono svIkAra karavo. rAtaH punatI pakSati = amAsa, maziSmA tusAliya, vAta ane prAyo che = bAhulyena / prAyograhaNaM yadaiva viziSTamaparAdhamApannastadaivAlocanAM kadAcitkaroti glAnatvotthito. dIrdhAdhvagatAdirvA na pakSAdikamapekSate ityetadarthasUcanArthaM / kiM sarvasyAlocanAyAH pakSAdiH kAlaH ?* ityatrAha / viziSTAyA = vizeSavatyAH, sAmAnyA punarAvazyakadvaye pratidinaM vidhIyata eva / arthaH A AlocanA karavAno kALa prAyaH 15 divasa, cAra mahinA vagere che. ema jinezvaroe kahyuM che ja che. prAyaH zabda eTalA mATe ke sAdhu jyAre viziSTa aparAdhane pAme tyAre te rAha joyA vinA tyAre ja AlocanA karI le. mAdaMgImAMthI ubho thayelo sAdhu ke lAMbA vihArAdi karIne Avelo sAdhu (mAMdagI ke vihAra saMbaMdhI viziSTa aparAdhonI AlocanA mATe) pakSa, caturmAsanI rAha na jue. praznaH zuM badhI AlocanAno ja kALa pakSAdi che ? uttara : nA. vizeSa AlocanAno A kALa kahyo. sAmAnya AlocanA to roja be pratikramaNamAM karAya ja che. (72) tao bhaNiyaM nAileNaM - bhaddamuha sumaI / itthaM jaiglaMghaNijjavakkassa bhagavao' saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali ... (258)
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________________ vayaNamAyayavvaM, jaM cettha kayAi na visaMvaejjA, no NaM bAlatavassINa ceTThiaM, jao NaM jiNidavayaNeNaM niyamao tAva kusIle ime dIsaMti, pavvajjAe puNa gaMdhaMpi no dIsai eesiM, jeNa piccha piccha tAva eyassa sAhu bijjiyaM muhaNaMtayaM dIsai ... / varaM sUNo jassa NaM suhumamavi niyamavayabhaMgaM no bhavijjA, eso puNa niyamabhaMgaM karemANo keNa uvamijjA / tA vaccha sumaI bhaddamuha ! na erisakattavvAyaraNAo bhavaMti sAhU / etehiM ca kattavverhi titthaaravayaNaM saremANo ko etesiM vaMdaNagamavi karijjA / - mahAnizIthasUtra-adhyayana-4 artha : pachI nAgile kahyuM ke, "bhadramukha, sumati ! A pramANe alaMghanIyavAkyavALA bhagavAnanuM vacana AcaravuM joIe. kemake jinavacanamAM kyAreya paNa visaMvAda na hoya. paraMtu bAlatapasvIonI ceSTAno Adara na karavo. kemake jinendranA vacana pramANe to A sAdhuo avazya kuzIla dekhAya che. A sAdhuomAM dIkSAnI to gaMdha paNa dekhAtI nathI. kemake jo jo A sAdhunI pAse bIjI muhapattI dekhAya che.......! kasAI sAro ke jene sukSma paNa niyama-vratano bhaMga nathI thato. niyamabhaMgane ka2nA2o A sAdhu to konI sAthe sarakhAvAya ? tethI he vatsa sumati, bhadramukha ! AvA kAryo AcaravAthI te sAdhu na kahevAya. AvA kAryo vaDe to (kAryo joIne) jinavacanane yAda karanAro kayo AtmA A sAdhuone vaMdana paNa kare ? (73) 18 rUpakamUlye vastre laghumAsaH, 20 rUpake caturlaghu, 100 rUpake caturguru, 250 rUpake SaDlaghu, 500 rUpake SaDguru, sahasrarUpake chedaH, dazasahasrarUpake mUlaM, paJcAzatsahasrarUpakamUlye anavasthApyuM, nakSa vAmUlye pazcim / - yatijItakalpa-193 artha : 18 rUpiyAvALA vastramAM laghumAsa, 20 rUpiyAvALAmAM caturlaghu, 100 rUpiyAvALAmAM caturguru, 250 rUpiyAvALAmAM SaDlaghu, pa00 rUpiyAvALA vastramAM padguru, eka hajAra rUpiyAvALAmAM cheda, daza hajAramAM mUla, pAsahajAramAM anavasthApya, ane lAkha rUpiyAnuM vastra vAparanAra saMyamIne pArAMcika prAyazcitta Ave. (upalakSaNathI tamAma vastumAM A samajI levuM. alabatta prAcInakALanA rUpiyA pramANenuM A gaNita che.) (74) vardhamAnavineyAnAM hi raktAdivastrAnujJAne vakrajaDatvena vastraraJjanAdiSu pravRttiratiduvaraiiva syAditi na tena tadanujJAnaM, pArzvaziSyAstu na tatheti raktAdInAmapi ( dharmopakaraNatvaM ) tenAnujJAtamiti bhAvaH / - uttarAdhyayana sUtra - adhyayana-23, gAthA-877, zAntyAcArya TIkA artha : zrI vardhamAnasvAmInA ziSyone lAla vagere vastronI rajA ApavAmAM Ave to teo vakra ane jaDa hovAthI teo jAte ja sapheda vastrAdine lAla raMgathI raMgavA mAMDe. emane aTakAvavA bhAre paDe. tethI temane lAlAdivastranI rajA nathI. pArzvanAtha ziSyone AvuM nathI. mATe teone lAla vage2e vastronI paNa dharmopakaraNa tarIke rajA apAyelI che. (94) he gautama! AryA ucitaM zvetavastraM vivarjya vividhavarNAni vividhacitrANi vA vastrANi sevate, upalakSaNatvAt pAtradaNDAdyapi citrarUpaM sevate, sA AryA na vyAhRtA na kathitA / -- gacchAcArapayannA-112. artha : he gautama ! sAdhvIjI ucita zvetavastrane choDIne judA judA varNovALA athavA judA judA citrovALA vastro vApare. pAtrA, dAMDA paNa jAtajAtanA rUpavALA vApare to e sAdhvIjI sAdhvIjI na kahevAya. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali - (259)
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________________ tathA citrANi paJcavarNagullAdiracanopetAni rajoharaNAni sevante - dhArayanti svacchandAH zramaNyaH / - gacchAcArapanA-121 4 artha: svaccheda sAdhvIjIo lAla vagere pAMca varNovALA gullA (goLAkAra DijhAIna vagere) vagerenI ja vALA oghAne vApare. (arthAta AvI racanAvALA ghA vAparanArA sAdhvIjI svaccheda sAdhvIjI che gaNAya.) (76) pramAii vanne vahata mAtmana gva mAro mavati - bRhatkalpasUtra-uddezo-3, gAthAja 3900 artha zAstrIya pramANa karatA moTA vastrane vahana karatA sAdhune potAne ja bhAra lAge. (mATe e bhAra che ja na thavA devA mATe evA vastra na vAparavA.) (77) yathAmati cata, tathA prajJApana yathAiHo bhavati | tasvarUpe re .... kiMja vavavavAda 3UUlisidi mama deva miDAsA bhavatu - yatijItakalpa - 221 che artha : jema potAne game, ema prarUpaNA karato sAdhu yathAskaMda hoya. (zAstrAnusAre na bole.) tenuM ja svarUpa A che... (te sAdhu kevI utsutraprarUpaNA kare? te batAve che.) A karkazasparzavALI unanI dazIo vaDe ? zuM kAma che? komaLa sparzavALI sutaranI dazIo ja oghAmAM hovI joIe. (A utsutraprarUpaNA che arthAta sAdhuoe unanI ja dazI oghAmAM rAkhavAnI che' e nizcitta thAya che.), rajoharaNapaJcakasya anantaroktasya paripATikayA grahaNaM bhavati / utparipATyA ta grahaNe Apadyate. mAsikaM laghukam / kA punaH paripATiH ityAha - yathAkRtAdibhedAtrividhaM yadaurNikaM, tatprathamato grhiitvym| yathAkRtAdilAbhacaryaH prAgvad draSTavyaH / athauNikaM na prApyate tata auSTrikAdInAmapi caturNA yathAkrama, 4 pa vAra vA vaktavyam - bRhatkalpasUtra uddezo-2, sUtra-25, gAthA-3676-77 artha: hamaNAM ja kahI gayelA pAMca prakAranA rajoharaNaaoghAnuM kramazaH grahaNa thAya. kramanuM ullaMghana karIne grahaNa karavAmAM laghumAsa prAyazcitta Ave. "e krama kayo che ?" te batAve che ke "unano ogho yathAkRta, alpaparikarma, bahu parikarma ema traNa prakArano che. sau prathama kramazaH A traNa grahaNa karavA. (yathAkRtAdinI che carcA pUrvavatu jANavI). jo AmAMthI koIpaNa prakArano unano ogho na maLe to pachI auSTrikAdi (uMTanA : ja vALamAMthI banelA) cAra ovAnuM kramazaH prahaNa athavA dhAraNa karAya. (78) pAtrasthApanaM kambalamayaM yatra pAtrakANi sthApyante |...gocchkH kambalakhaNDamayaH pAtropari che : - dharmasaMgraha gAthA-96 pAtrasthApanagocchakapAtrapratilekhanInAM ca pramANaM..atra dve (pAtrasthApana gocchake) urNAmaye / - dharmasaMgraha gAthA-96 artha pAtrasthApana kaMbalamaya (unanI kAmInA TukaDArUpa) hoya ke jenI upara pAtrA mUkAya. guccho paNa je kAmaLInA TukaDArUpa ja che. je pAtrAnI upara mUkAya che. ....pAtrasthApana ane goka unanA hoya che. rajoharaNapaTTakasyaurNikI niSadyA guNanayA ekatvasaMkhyAyuktA, pramANena ca hastapramANA, 2 ja tAvArthava tariyA pratiniSada saMhitA mavati - bRhatkalpaniyukti-3981 arthaH rajoharaNanA pATAnI unanI niSadyA saMkhyAthI eka, pramANathI eka hAthanI ane eTalA ja saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (260)
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________________ pramANanI aMdaranI rajoharaNane DhAMkanArI sutarAu niSadyAthI yukta hoya che. (78) kRmisaMsaktodaraH yadyasau sAdhurbhavet, tato vRkSachayAyAM nirgatAyAM vyutsRjati, atha chAyA na ja ti, tataza vyutyukya muhUrtamAtra vikendra, yena temaja svayameva paramati - ozaniyukti-bhAgya-185 je artha: karamiyAvALA peTavALo jo sAdhu hoya, to e vRkSanI nIkaLelI chAyAmAM ja sthaDila bese. have ja jo chAyA na maLe to aMDila gayA bAda eka muhUrta sudhI tyAM ubho rahe. (potAnA zarIrano chAMyaDo Ape.) che jethI te karamiyAo jAte ja mRtyu pAme. (81) manoharaM cittagharaM malladhUveNa vAsi / sakavADaM paMDasalo, maNasAvi na patthae / iMdiyANi 4 3khavaghu tArIkha dArUsudaARA nivAre4 marI vivo - uttarAdhyayana sUtra-adhyayana-35, ja gAthA-1447-48 artha : manohara citragRha hoya, puSpo ke dhupathI sugaMdhita sthAna hoya, bAraNAvALuM hoya, sapheda caMdaravAvALuM hoya. AvA sthAnane saMyamI manathI paNa na Icche. kemake kAmarAgane vadhAranAra AvA prakAranA ja upAzrayamAM sAdhunI Indriyo unmArge jatI aTakAvavI duSkara che. che (82) nA mannAddha vikAdamavivivimuvAra parimuja sAhU, te joyama ! resiM che - gacchAcArapayannA gAthA-90. ja artha je gacchamAM sAdhvIjIoe meLavela-lAvela pAtrA, bhojana, vastrAdi vividha upakaraNa sAdhuo A vAparatA hoya. he gautama ! e vaLI gaccha kevo? (83) gocarapraviSTena satA svAcAraM pRSTena tadvidA'pi na mahAjanasamakSaM tatraiva vistarataH kathayitavya 4 phrati mari tu mAna, "guravo vA va ' rUti vacam - dazavaikAlika-adhyayana-6, hAri.TIkA. ... goaraggapaviTTho u, na nisIejja katthai / kahaM ca na pabaMdhejjA, ciTThittA Na va sNje| - dazavaikAlika-adhyayana-5, uddezo-2, gAthA-8. ja artha : gocarI mATe gayelo sAdhu "koI ene sAdhvAcAra puche" to pote jANato hovA chatAM e ja mahAjananI AgaLa (puchanArAnI AgaLa) tyAM ja vistArathI na kahe paraMtu upAzrayamAM AvyA bAda kahe athavA che A to teone kahevuM ke, "mArA gurujana tamane A AcAra kaheze." ke gocarI gayelo saMyamI kyAMya bese nahi. ubho rahIne paNa lAMbI vAto na kare. (84) sAdhuH saJjJAM vyutsRjyAgataH punaH caturthapraharaM jJAtvA avatIrNaM tataH kiM karotItyata AhapratyupekSaNAM karoti, athAsau caramapaustrI nAdyApi bhavati, tato'prAptAM caramapaustrI matvA svAdhyAyaM * tAvatkaroti, yAvacca caramapaustrI prAptA |...punshc gocchako yaH pAtrakasyopari dIyate, pacchA paDilehaNIyaM pAvaMdho, paDanAruM, sattA, patta va - oghaniryukti-630 ' artha sAdhu aMDila jaIne pAcho Ave pachI cotho prahara zarU thayelo jANI zuM kare? te kahe che ke ja pratilekhana kare. paraMtu jo hajI paNa cotho prahara zarU na thayo hoya to pachI cothI porisI na AvelI jANI je svAdhyAya tyAM sudhI kare jyAM sudhI cothI porisI AvI jAya. (ATaluM kahyA bAda pratilekhananI vidhi batAvI che emAM) pachI pAtrAnI upara je mUkAya che te guccho pratilekhana kare. pachI pAtrAbaMdha=jhoLI, pallA, rajastrANa, je pAtrA pratilekhana kare. (ahIM jaNAya che ke cotho prahara zarU thayA bAda ja pAtrAdinuM pratilekhana karAya che.) saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (261) 0. - 1
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________________ (85) mathad ! dilipasTiMmpiDhiyaM vinnA cha3the, mukha te je nirAmaya ... * pIThakaM-phalakaM AdizabdAtpaTTikAdayastatra pratibaddhaH, kAraNaM vinA'pi RtubaddhakAle ttpribhojiityrthstN| - gacchAcArapayannA gAthA-9-10 arthaH bhagavan! chadmasthajIva kayA cihno vaDe unmArgagAmI AcAryane jANe? e praznano uttara Ape che e che ke "tuM mane sAMbhaLa... phalaka, paTTikAdi (pATa-pATa lAdi)mAM pratibadhdha eTale ke je kAraNa vinA paNa A zeSakALamAM pATa-pATalAdi vApare (te unmArgagAmI AcArya kahevAya.) (alabatta, A utkRSTa mArga batAvyo ? (86) jAtyAdimadonmataH pizAcavad bhavati duHkhitazceha / jAtyadihInatAM parabhave ca niHsaMzayaM ja ramati - prazamarati-98 artha : jAti vagerenA abhimAnathI unmatta banelo AtmA A bhavamAM paNa pizAcanI jema duHkhI thAya ? che ane nakkI parabhavamAM (je jAti zratAdino mada hoya te) jAti vagerenI hInatAne pAme. (87) zuddhAH pratyAtmasAmyena paryAyAH paribhAvitAH / azuddhAzcApakRSTatvAnnotkarSAya mhaamune|" - jJAnasAraH 18muM aSTaka-gAthA-66 artha : mahAmunine zuddha evA anaMtajJAnAdi paryAyo tamAma AtmAmAM eka sarakhA ja jaNAyelA che ja hovAthI potAnAmAM ahaMkAranuM kAraNa na bane. (arthAta potAnA jJAnAdino mada na thAya.) ane rUpa, vAkachaTA ja vagere azuddhaparyAyo to tuccha hovAthI eno paNa ahaMkAra na thAya. (88) pAsatthAisu ahuNA saMjamasiDhilesu mukkajogesu / no garihA kAyavvA neva pasaMsA shaamjhe| . - guNAnurAgakulaka arthaH vartamAnakALamAM saMyamazithila, zubhayogarahita, pAsatyAdionI sabhAmAM niMdA na karavI, 4 ja prazaMsA na karavI. (84) jai tA jaNasaMvavahAravajjiyamakajjamAyar3a anno / jo taM puNo vikatthai, parassa vasaNeNa : ja suAi upadezamAlA-71 arthaH koIka AtmA lokanA samyagu vyavahAra vinAnA evA akAryane Acare che. paNa je bIjo AtmA che e loka viruddha akArya karanArane niMde che. te to bIjAnA duHkhe duHkhI thAya che. (arthAt nakAmo jAte parezAna che ja thAya che.) (90) vyaktiI prasta tara mAtrAtmano vAmapArve sthApita tAroparUpopasthApanA karI yathAvidhi vidheyaa| tato diga nibadhyate dvividhA trividhA vA / tatra sAdhordvividhA - AcAryasyopAdhyAyasya rA raticAviyA . tatha-mAdArthopAdhyAya pravartiAzA- yatijItakalpa-32 artha dravya, kSetra, vagere sArA hoya tyAre AcArye potAnI DAbI bAju upara rAkhelA nUtanadIkSitane mahAvratonI AropaNArUpa vaDIdIkSA ApavI. pachI ene dillaMdhana karI ApavuM. e be athavA traNa prakAre che. temAM sAdhune be prakAranuM che. AcArya ane upAdhyAya (arthAta A benuM ja divyaMdhana hatuM. trIjuM koI nAma nahi) ja jyAre sAdhvIjIne traNa divyaMdhana hoya. AcArya, upAdhyAya ane pravartinInuM. (91) ne mANavA te parivA, ne paraNavA te gAvA - AcArAMgasUtra-adhyayana-4. 4 saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (292).
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________________ artha : je Azraya=karmabaMdhanA sthAno che te ja parizrava=karmakSayanA kAraNo che. ema je parizravo che te ja AzrayasthAno che. (2) viSayazabdazravaNAdIni ca mohodayanimittAni pratibadhdhazayyAdau bhaveyuH / atastatra na sthAtavyam ....bhAvaprativadhyA (zayyA ) punazcaturvidyA pra(vaLaprativadhyA, sthAnaprativayyA, papratibadhdhA, zabdapratirUpapratibadhdhA ca ....sthAnaM yatra striyastiSThanti, tena pratibaddhA, yatra vasatisthitaiH strIrUpaM dRzyate, sArUpapratibaddhA / yatra vasatisthitaiH strINAM bhASAbhUSaNarahasyazabdAH zrUyante sA zabdapratibadhdhA / yatijItakalpa-83 artha : kharAba zabdonuM zravaNa vagere mohodayanA nimitta che. ane e pratibaddhazayyAmAM= saMsaktavasatimAM hoya che. mATe pratibaddhazayyAmAM na rahevuM...... bhAvapratibaddha zayyA cAra prakAre che. (1) prazravaNapratibaddhA (2) sthAnapratibadhdha (3) rUpapratibadhdha (4) zabdapratibadhdha... je upAzrayamAM baheno hoya te sthAnapratibadhdha. je upAzrayamAM rahelA sAdhuone strIrUpa dekhAya te rUpapratibadhdha. je vasatimAM rahelA sAdhuone strIonA bhASA, bhUSaNa, rahasyanA zabdo saMbhaLAya te zabdapratibadhdha. (3) je bhikkhU pAyasya evaM tuDiyaM taDDei, tarhetaM vA sAijjai / je bhikkhU pAyassa paraM tihaM tuDiyALa tarkura, taskruta vAM sAphaggar3a / - nizIthasUtra-uddeza-1, sUtra 41-42. - artha : je bhikSu pAtrAne eka thIgaDuM kare athavA karatAne anumode (tene prAyazcitta Ave) je bhikSu pAtrAne traNathI vadhAre thIMgaDA kare, karatAne anumode (tene prAyazcitta Ave). (ahIM kAraNasara paNa traNavAra thIgaDAnI chUTa. thIgaDA ka2vA na paDe e mATe pAtrA na tUTe tenI kALajI karavI ja paDe.) (94) jo navi diNe diNe saMkalei, ke ajja ajjiA mi guNA / aguNesu ya navi khalio, to ringa appattiya / - upadezamAlA-480 artha : je saMyamI rojeroja hisAba nathI mAMDato ke "Aje meM kyA guNo meLavyA ? kayA doSomAM skhalanA na pAmyo ?" te saMyamI zI rIte Atmahita karaze ? (85) jo puvvarattAvararattakAle saMpehae appagamappaeNaM, kiM meM kaDaM kiM ca me kiccasesaM kiM saLiAM na samAyAmi / - dazavaikAlika cUlikA-2, gAthA-12. artha : je saMyamI pUrvarAtri-apa22AtrimAM svayaM AtmAne samyak nihALe che ke, "Aje meM zuM karyuM? zuM ka2vAnuM bAkI che ? zuM zakya chatAM nathI karato ?... (A pramANe karanAra saMyamI Atmahita pAme.) (96) tatra nayanya upaprodhi tAvatA....navALI' thayA nA priyane / - bRha.ni.- 4096 artha : sthavirakalpikonI jaghanya upadhine batAve che... nakharadanikA=nIlakaTara ke jenA dvArA nakhono udhdhAra karAya. (arthAt vadhelA nakho samArAya.) (87) vAsAvAsavihAre cauro havaMta'NugdhAyA / ANAiNo ya dosA virAhaNA saMjamAyAe / chakkAyANa virAhaNa, AvaDaNaM visamakhANukaMTesu / vubbhaNa abhihaNa rukkholla sAvaya teNe gilANe ya / - bRhatkalpasUtra niryukti-2742 artha : comAsAmAM vihAra kare ene caturguru prAyazcitta Ave. AjJAbhaMgAdi doSo lAge. tathA saMyama+AtmAnI virAdhanA A pramANe. SaTkAya virAdhanA, viSamasthAna + ThuMThA + kAMTA vageremAM paDI jyAya, | saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (263)
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________________ pANImAM taNAI javAya. nadI vi.nA pratibaMdha naDe. vRkSa upara caDavuM paDe. sarpAdino bhaya, corano bhaya, mAMdA paDAya, mATe comAsAmAM vihAra na karAya. varSAkAle kila prathamavRSTau jAtAyAM satyAM dinatrayaM yAvatsUkSmAGkarAH antarmuhUrtamAtrakAla - manantakAyarUpAH prAyaH sarvatra bhUtale pratikSaNaM prAdurbhavanto bhavanti / te ca durlakSyatayA parihartuM duHzakAH, atastadAnIM tadvirAdhanAbhIravo gRhItapauSadhAH gRhItasAmAyikA zcopAsakAH dinatrayaM yAvattatparihArAya yathAzatti yatatte / -zrAddhajItakalpa-99 artha : varSAkALamAM pahelA varasAda paDe eTale antarmuhUrtakAla anaMtakAyarUpa rahenArA evA sUkSma aMkurAo traNa divasa sudhI sarvatra pRthvI upara pratyeka kSaNe utpanna thatA hoya che. te durlakSa hovAthI teno parihAra karavo zakya nathI. mATe e traNa divasa tenI virAdhanAnA bhayavALA zrAvako te sUkSma aMkurAonI virAdhanA aTakAvavA mATe sAmAyika-pauSadha laIne yathAzakti yatna kare che. (sAdhuo mATe paNa Aja vidhAna che.) (88) vasaterbahireva- bhikSAmaTan sAdhU rasagRddhyA dugdhadadhyodanAdInAM dravyANAmanukUladravyaiH saha saMyojanaM rasavizeSotpAdanAya yatkaroti, sA bAhyA saMyojanA / abhyantarA punaryad vasatAvAgatya bhojanavelAyAM saMyojayati sA ca tridhA - pAtre kavale vadane ca / rasagRddhyA ca bAhyadravyANAM saMyojanAM kurvan Atmano jJAnAvaraNIyAdikarmapudgalasamUhaiH saha saMyojanAM karotIti niSidhdhA saMyojanA .... tasyAM ca saMyojanAyAM kriyamANAyAM caturguru prAyazcitaM sAdhoH syAt / - yatijItakalpa-165 ..... artha : upAzrayanI bahAra ja bhikSA mATe pharato sAdhu rasanI AsaktithI dUdha, dahIM vagere dravyonuM (khAMDa vagere) anukULa dravyo sAthe saMyojana vizeSa rasane utpAdana karavAne mATe kare te bAhya saMyojanA. jyAre upAzrayamAM AvIne vAparatI vakhate je saMyojanA kare. te abhyantara. te traNa prakAre che. pAtrAmAM, koLIyAmAM (hAthamAM) ane mukhamAM.... rasamRddhithI bAhya dravyonI saMyojanAne karato saMyamI AtmAne jJAnAvaraNIyAdi karmapudgalonA samUho sAthe saMyojita kare che. mATe A saMyojanA niSidha che. te saMyojanA karanArane caturguru prAyazcitta Ave. yathA kAka uccityoccitya viSThAdermadhyAd vallAdi bhakSayati, evamasAvapiM, athavA vikirati kAkavadeva sarvaM, tathA kAkavadeva kavalaM prakSipya mukhe dizo viprekSate, tathA zRgAla ivAnyatrAnyatra pradeze bhakSayati / surabhi yad tImanaM odanAdinA saha mizrIbhUtaM tatra davaM prakSipya yo niryAsaH saMjAtastatpibanaM, yattad dravitarasamucyate / tathA'dhastAdupari ca yad viparyAsIkRtaM bhuGkte, tadetatparAmaThThe / ayameSa bhojane'vidhiH ..... yastu vidhigRhItamavidhibhuktaM kAkazRgAlAdirUpaM bhaktaM dadAti, yo'pi gRhNAti / tayordrayo pi niyALa yite...... - odhaniryukti-bhASya-299-300. artha : jema kAgaDo viSTAmAMthI vAlanA dANA vagere cUMTI-cUMTIne khAya ema A saMyamI paNa. (pAtrAmAMthI sArI vastu cUMTI cUMTIne khAya.) athavA kAgaDAnI jema badhuM vere. tathA kAgaDAnI jema moDhAmAM koLIyo nAMkhIne AjubAju jue tathA ziyALanI jema anya anya pradezamAM khAya. (arthAt badhI roTalI eka sAthe khAvAne badale, eka roTalI-pachI dALa-pachI roTalI-pachI zAka... ema vApare.) bhAta vagere sAthe mizra thayela je tImanAdi (vaghArAdi) sugaMdhI dravya hoya temAM drava (dALAdi) nAMkhIne tene pIe te dravitarasa kahevAya. tathA pAtrAmAM rahelI vastu uMcInIcI karIne vApare te parAmRi. A badhI bhojana saMbaMdhI avidhi che. je sAdhu vidhithI lAvelI chatAM A badhI avidhithI vAparelI (vadhI paDelI cokhkhI) gocarI bIjAne Ape, ane je ane saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (264)
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________________ grahaNa kare e be ne gacchamAMthI kADhI mUkavA. jo pazcAttApa kare, to pharI A pApa na karavAnI bAMhedharIpUrvaka che je prAyazcitta ApI gacchamAM rAkhe. * (99) taMtaso mApha mAsa vivana - uttarAdhyanasUtra-mRgAputrIyAdhyayana artha: dAMtane sApha karavAnI saLI mAtra paNa ApyA vinAnI saMyamI na le. dukkaraM khalu bho NiccaM aNagArassa bhikkhuNo / savvaMpi se jAiyaM hoi, natthi kiMci ajAiyaM / 4 arthaH aNagAra sAdhune A AcAra atyaMta duSkara che ke tenI pAse tamAma vastu mAMgIne lAvelI ja che (100) jAgaraha ! narA niccaM, jAgaramANassa vaDate budhdhI / jo suvati Na so dhaNNo, jo jaggati * so sAyA dhaNNo / sIyaMti suvaMtANaM atthA purisANa logasAratthA / tamhA jAgaramANA vidhuNaha porANayaM ja vaM - bRhatkalpa bhASya - 3381-82 artha che mANaso ! tame kAyama jAgatA raho. jAganArAnI buddhi vadhe. je uMdhe che te dhanya nathI. je sadA $ jAge che te dhanya che. uMghanArA puruSanA lokamAM sArabhUta vidyAdi artho sIdAya che. tethI jAgatA rahIne junA che karmone khatama karo. (101) poraDutthAnAecArAIca prApuwvI , tamazrityAnityAnaM, zuM gurvabhyutthAnaM / tato'nyatra / gurUNAmabhyutthAnArhatvAdavazyaM bhuJjAnenA'pyutthAnaM kartavyamiti na (ekAzana) ja pratyAravyAnamaH - pravacanasAroddhAra gAthA-203nI TIkA ' arthaH abhyatthAnane yogya guru ke mahemAna Ave to ubhA thavuM, arthAtu temane joIne Asana choDI ? devuM e guru-abhyatthAna (te vinA tenI chUTa) guru abhutthAnane mATe yogya hovAthI ekAsaNuM karatA, vAparatA sAdhue paNa avazya ubhA thavuM ja. tyAM ekAsaNAno bhaMga na thAya (102) 3 sajI para che saMvi vaghumA mANo t TUIburA mA muMdaNuM je maccharapo ! - guNAnurAga kulaka. artha svagaccha ke pArakAgacchamAM je saMvigna, bahuzruta munio che. teonA guNo pratyenA anurAgane je mAtra IrSAnA kAraNe tyAgI devAnuM kAma tuM na kara. t " (103) sUtI nadache vaUUsIrapa vahitAvarayi ttte zaheramAM judu pati, sesA tehiM ceva kajjaM kareMti / mahallagacchaM va samAsajja aNAyasA = alohamayA vaMsasiMgamayI vA sesasAhUNaM mati - nizIthasUtra-uddezo-1, sUtra-14, bhASya-662-663 artha : soMya, kAtara, nIlakaTara, karNazodhikA A aupagrAhika upakaraNa che. A cAreya (eka-eka ja) che gurunI pAse hoya. bAkInA sAdhuo enA vaDe ja kAma calAve. athavA to jo moTo gaccha hoya to bAkInA che sAdhuo pAse lokhaMDanI nahi paraMtu vAMsAdinI soMya vagere eka-eka hoya. ja' (104) (sAvita) tayo je punaH (sUrapaurUthaIvarUdhdha che) vidAyanA - yatijatakalpa-50 artha agni- ujaIvALA upAzrayasthAnamAM sUtrapariSI artha pariSI karavAmAM agninI virAdhanA ja thAya. (ujaImAM ekaparA akSara bolIe to agnivirAdhanA thAya.) saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (25)
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________________ che (105) mAthA upara mAyA, maMA puttA suhI ya niyA/ ya rUda veva vahuvihAruM vati che ja ma jAvuM - upadezamALA -144 artha mAtA-pitA-bhAI-bhA-putra-mitro ane bIjA sagAsnehIo ahIM ja bahuvidha trAsa ane 4 che virodha-aMTasa ubhA kare che. (10) pratima 4 samannei tistra: tutaH chandra = pravardhamAnA sAtavyA. - bRhatkalpaniryukti-4496 : artha: pratikramaNa pUrNa thAya eTale namoDastu vagere traNa stutio svara=avAja ane chaMdathI vardhamAna ? che (chatI) bolavI. (107) evaM pravardhamAnAH stutI: paThanti maGgalArthamiti, tataH kAlasya pratyupekSaNArthaM nirgacchati / - oghaniryukti-638 4 artha A pramANe vadhatI stutione (namoDastune) bole. te maMgala mATe bole. tyArabAda kAlanA ja pratilekhana mATe nIkaLe. (ahIM "namoDastu" sudhInuM ja pratikramaNa batAvela che. AnAthI prAcInavidhi jaNAI che Ave che.) (108) tamhA NiccasattIe bahumANeNaM ca ahigayaguNammi paDivakkhadugaMchAe, pariNaiAloyaNeNaM ca / titthaMkarabhattIe susAhujaNapajjuvAsaNAe ya / uttaraguNasadhyAe ya ettha sayA hoi jaiyavvaM / evamasaMto" vi imo jAyai jAo vi Na paDai kayAI / tA etthaM buddhimayA apamAo hoi kAyavvo |A gAthA-36-37-38 artha tethI (1) lIdhelA vrato-niyamone roja yAda karavA (2).svIkArelAguNa=niyama, samyakvAdimAM je 4 bahumAna karavuM (3) pratipakSa=doSo pratye durgachA karavI (4) doSo-guNonA vipAkano vicAra karavo. (5) ja ja tIrthaMkarabhakti ane (6) susAdhusevA karavI. (7) uttaraguNomAM zraddhA karavI. A rIte lIdhelA vratamAM yatna ? karavo. Ama karavAthI avidyamAna evo paNa guNasthAnapariNAma pragaTa thAya ane pragaTa thayelo hoya to patana $ na pAme. tethI buddhimAne A cha vastumAM apramAda karavo. (ahIM raja vratonuM smaraNa karavAnI vAta che.) : (100) ne fmavahU athavALa vA taMvapAthaLa vA-vapharIyALa vA vA vAta vAsa ra sAtijjati....ime AyasaMjamavirAdhanA dosA / pamANAtirite bhAro bhavati, adhavA bhArabhayA na viharati / ...... - nizIthasUtra uddezo-11, sUtra-659 arthaH je bhikSu lokhaMDanA pAtro, tAMbAnA pAtro... vajanA pAtro kare, ke karanArAne anumode... (te ? prAyazcittane pAme) A Atma-saMyamavirAdhanA-doSo che. A vadhAre mAtrAo rAkhe eTale bhAra lAge. athavA to bhAra lAgavAnA bhayathI vihAra na kare. (alabatta AmAM dhAtanA pAtrAno ullekha che. paNa upalakSaNathI A dhAtunI koIpaNa vastu vAparavAno niSedha samajAya che. mATe ja yogodvahanamAM dhAtunI vastuo vaparAtI nathI.) : (110) mavaEA tamatI na kartavya:, yati pratyuttepitAzraminavarataM traNa prANA ja manniA tataza tara pratyupekSA na zadhdhati . - oghaniryukti-323. artha: thAMbhalA vigere upara Teko na devo. kemake pratilekhana karAyelA evA paNa thAMbhalAdi upara pachI je paNa satata trasa jIvo hoya che. tethI tyAM pratyupekSaNA zuddha thatI nathI. saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 9 (266)
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________________ (111) prA sarva vasatiH mUkuLaduttaLI I gSA niyamenAvidhivoTipi che ja vorA vasarvidAne sai tA vizaTdhoTi: vejoDa 3ra : ? ta mAda pUpitA- 4 hai aguruprabhRtibhiH, vAsitA-paTavAsa kusumAdibhiH / udyotitA-andhakAre agnikAyena kRtodyotaa| - yatijatakalpa - 167-177. artha: A saparikama vasati be rIte thAya. mUlaguNothI saparikarma ane uttaraguNothI... A vasati niyamathI avizodhakoTi che. bIjA paNa uttaraguNo vasatinA che. tenA vaDe karAyela vasati (te doSavALI vasati) 4 ja vizoSikoTi gaNAya. te kayA uttaragaNo (doSo) che? te kahe che... agara vigere 5 vaDe pita sugaMdhI dravya-puSpAdi vaDe sugaMdhita karAyela, aMdhakAramAM agnikAya vaDe prakAzita karAyela... (A badhI ja vasatio uttaraguNo vaDe azuddha che. AmAM utaravuM na kalpe. A doSo dUra thAya pachI rahevuM kahyuM kemake ja vizodhikoTi che.) (112) dawthane mapheya (prakRtivA = vahuviya pramArgana, vana chaTaylAnama,...) ja mAsasyAnte kriyate, iti kRtvA cchinnakAlikA, tatrApyaparAhna eva vidhIyamAnatvAd niyatA, . amukapuruSakartRkatvena ca nirdiSTA / tasyAM kRtAyAM prathamataH praviSTAstato mAsakalpaM kRtvA yadi vrajanti / 1 *kathaM ? ityAha - tasyAH prAbhRtikAkaraNavelAyA arvAg nirgacchatAM sA prAbhRtikA nirvyAghAtA mantavyA,* sUtrArthavyAghAtAbhAvAt, kalpate tasyAM vastumiti bhAvaH / zeSA dvitIyAdayo bhaGgAH kvApi je thazavyApA rUti vA tepura vepA -bRhatkalpasUtra-udezo-1 mAsakalpaprakRta-sUtra-1 gAthA-1687 ja artha: jhADu vaDe kacaro kADhavo, pANI chAMTavuM A prAkRtikA kahevAya. emAM pahelA bhAMgAmAM je ja prAbhRtikA mAsane aMte karAtI hovAthI chinnakAlikA che. temAM paNa sAMje ja karAtI hovAthI niyata che. ane je amuka ja puruSa A karato hovAthI nirdiSTa che. te prAbhRtikA karAye chateM prathama pravezelA ane pachI mAsakalpane ja karIne prAkRtikAkaraNanA kALa pahelA ja nIkaLI janArAone te prAbhUtikA "nibaMdhAta" jANavI. kemake ja sUtrArthano vyAghAta thato nathI. AvI vasatimAM rahevuM kahyuM. bAkInA je bhAMgAo che te kyAMya paNa koIpaNa rIte sUtrArthanA vyAghAtavALA hovAthI temAM rahevuM na kalpa. (Ano spArtha A pramANe - dhAro ke eka ja upAzrayamAM dara mahinAnI pahelI tArIkhe ja kacarA-potA thAya che to e cchinnakAlikA kahevAya. paNa mahinAmAM ja che vadhArevAra, game te tArIkhe kacarA-potA thAya to e acchinnakAlikA gaNAya. tathA tyAM pahelI tArIkhe paNa che sAMje ja kacarApotA thAya che. paNa savAra-bapora nahi. to e niyata kahevAya. jo savAra-bapora game tyAre thatA chuM hoya to e aniyata kahevAya. tathA e kacarA-potA amuka cokkasa vyakti ja kare che. to e nirdiSTA kahevAya. huM anizcita vyakti kare to e anirdiSTa kahevAya. emAM prathama bhAMgo eTale chinnakAlikA, aniyatA, nirdiSTA prAbhUtikA Ave. AmAM pahelI tArIkhe sAMje kacarA potA thayA ane e pachI sAdhuo pravezyA. ane bIjA mahInAnI pahelI tArIkhe savAre bapore nIkaLI gayA. Ama mAsakalpa thaI gayo. e daramyAna upAzrayamAM kacarA-potA na thayA. jo thAya to sUtrArthano vyAghAta thAya. svAdhyAya bagaDe. kemake upadhi uMcakavI, potAdi thAya tyAre rAha jovI vigere karavuM paDe... vadhu vistArathI jANavuM hoya to gItArtha guru bhagavaMtane pRcchA karavI. 1 bhAMgAomAM ochA vattA aMzamAM sutrArthavyAghAta thato hovAthI utsargamArge e bhAMgAo vALI vasati ja ja na kalpa.). (113) no saMpUrU nithALa vanithI vA rivane ...nirle vA so saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (267)
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________________ vA sacitrakarmaNi pratizraye tiSThatAmAjJAdayo doSAH ....tarugiri nadI samuddo, bhavaNA vallI layAviyANA ca / nisa pipAvAmAM yuddhajanala sothiyArUM ya ....- bRhatkalpasUtra-uddezo-1-sUtra-20 gAthA-2428-29 artha : sAdhu ke sAdhvIone citrakarmavALA upAzrayamAM rahevuM na kalpe. nirdoSacitravALA ke doSitacitravALA upAzrayamAM rahetA sAdhuone/sAdhvIone AjJAbhaMga, anavasthA, mithyAtva, virAdhanA doSo lAge. vRkSa, parvata, nadI, samudra, bhavana, vallI, latAvitAna, purNakalaza, svastika A badhA citrakarmo nirdoSa citrakarma kahevAya. (chatAM evA citravALA upAzrayamAM rahenArane AjJAbhaMgAdi doSo batAvyA che. AmAM bhagavAnano phoTo..." evuM kyAM lakhyuM che ? ema koIne prazna thAya. paNa AnI vistRta TIkA vAMcavAthI badho khyAla AvI jaze.) (114) : oLiH Rtvo do vA sautrijo pratyeka prahItavyo / atha grInapi pAn motrikAn aurNikAn vA gRhaNAti, tato mAsalaghu / prAvRNvannapi yadyekamaurNikaM prAvRNoti tataH evameva mAsalaghu / 'antarvA' zarIrAnantaritaM 'madhye vA' sautrikayormadhyabhAge yadyaurNikaM prAvRNoti tadA'pi mAsalaghu / idameva bhAvayati - abhyantaraparibhogyaM sautrikaM kalpaM bahiH kurvan = pravRvat, vahipatimo- vA - aurNikababhyantaraM kurvan paribhogavyatyAsaM karoti, tatra cApadyate mAsikaM laghukam / yataH evamata: sautrika kalpamantaH prAvRNuyAt, auNikaM tu bahiH / eSa vidhiparibhoga ucyate / - bRhatkalpabhASya-3665-66 - artha : eka unano, be sutarAu ema traNa kapaDA levA. jo traNeya kapaDA sutarAu ke aurNika ja le to mAsaladhu. paheratA paNa jo eka mAtra aurthika pahere to mAsalavu. zarIra sAthe sAkSAt athavA be sutarAunI vacce aurNika pahere to paNa mAsalaghu. A ja vAta kare che. aMdara vAparavAnuM sautrika vasra bahAra vAparatA athavA bahAra vAparavAnuM auNika vastra aMdara vAparatA paribhogavidhino bhaMga thAya che. temAM laghumAsa Ave. mATe sautrika kapaDo aMdara oDhavo. unano kapaDo bahAra. A vidhiparibhoga kahevAya che. (115) asthi nuM maMte ! sayA samiya suhume siLehAthe pavaDuM ? daMtA asthi / te aMte ! vi DuM pavat ?... } vi, gadde vi, titi vi pavad / - bhagavatIsUtra-57 saparimANaM na bAdarApkAyavadaparimitamapi, athavA sadA = sarvartuSu, samitamiti = rAtrau divasasya ca pUrvAparayoH praharayoH / tatrApi kAlasya strigdhetarabhAvamapekSya bahutvamalpatvaM cAvaseyamiti / ( navAMgITIkAkAranI TIkA) artha: he bhaMte ! sadA sUkSma snehakAya paDe che ? uttara : hA. prazna H te upara paDe che ?... uttara H upara paNa paDe che. nIce paNa paDe che. tIrthro paNa paDe che... TIkrArya : saparimANa, nahiM ke bAdara akAyanI jema aparimita paNa. athavA sadA = sarva RtuomAM samita AkhI rAta ane divasanA pahelA chellA praharamAM (A sUkSma snehakAya paDe.) temAM paNa kALanI snigdhatA-rukSatAne AzrayIne sUkSmakAyanI bahutA-alpatA jANavI. = paDanacarimADa sisire, gimhe adhdhaM tu tAsiM vajjettA / pAyaM Thave, siNehAirakkhaNaTTayA pavese vA lepitapAtraM bahirna nivezayet, snehAdirakSaNArthAyeti / sUkSmaH snehakAya iti, apkAyavizeSa ityarthaH / - bhagavatIsUtra-57nI TIkA. artha : ziyALAmAM pahelo chello prahara choDIne ane unALAmAM pahelo aDadho ane chello aDadho prahara saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali 0 (268)
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________________ ja choDIne pAtrAnuM sthApana kare. snehAdinA rakSaNane mATe praveza karAve, (pAtru aMdara laI le.) .... lepita mAtrane 4 4 bahAra na mUke. kemake snehAdinuM rakSaNa karavAnuM che. sUkSma snehakAya eTale vizeSa prakArano apakAya che. : - (116) kavi nAma raviThThI phakta vyapi vasudaM ra govihArI sAthe dhayA- upadezamAlA-255. 4 artha cakravartI cakravartInA tamAma sukhone choDI de. paNa zithilAcArI, duHkhI AtmA zithilatAne na 3 choDe. che (117) Apa hInatA je muni bhAkhe, mAna-sAMkaDe loke che. te dUdharadrata tehanuM bhADuM je navi le phoke jI. - savAso gAthAnuM stavana DhALa-7. artha A lokamAM je muni mAnane sAMkaDu-alpa karI potAnI hInatAne varNave te tenuM dUdhavrata bhAkhyuM che che. je phogaTa phulAto nathI. te tenuM dUdhavrata che. (A saMvigna pAkSika muniguNarAgathI bharelA hoya che.) (118) durArAdhya mana te sAdhyuM. te AgamathI mati jANuM. AnaMdaghana prabhu mAharuM ANo, to sAcuM karI zuM jANuM. - AnaMdaghana covIzI-kuMthunistavana artha: "prabhu ! teM duHkhethI vazamAM lavAya tevuM A mana vazamAM AvyuM che." e vAta meM AgamamAMthI je jANI che. paNa prabhu ! e vAta huM to ja sAcI mAnuM jo Apa mAruM mana vazamAM ANI Apo. vastu vicAre re jo AgAme karI re, caraNa dharaNa nahi thAya.- AnaMdaghana covIzI-ajitajina stavana. arthaH jo Agama pramANe mokSamArgarUpa vastunI vicAraNA karIe to e mArga upara paga mUkvAnI paNa ja mArI zakti nathI. * 4. (119) vidhi vidhAvidhinA sthApanaM vidhIzUnAgavidhiniSedhati, pAri, Y ThA nA - adhyAtmasAra-anubhavAdhikAra che artha: (1) vidhikathana (2) vidhirAga (3) vidhinI IcchAvALAne vidhimArgamAM sthApavA. (4) 3 avidhino niSedha karavo. A cAra prakAranI amArI pravacanabhakti prasiddha che. pariziSTaM saMpUrNam vaje vIra saMvigna saMyamIonI niyamAvali (269) (29)
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________________ TIna ejaromAM vadhatI jatI gunAkhorIne DAmavAno samAja mATe eka mAtra vikalpa be tapovanomAM praveza tapovananI viziSTatA * dhoraNa pAMcathI bAranuM zaikSaNika saMkula * S.SC. ane H.S.C. borDamAM TOP TEN mAM aMtara * skeTIMga - karATe - yogAsana - vakatRtva - abhinaya nRtya saMgIta vagere aneka zaktiono sarvAMgINa vikAsa * 50 kampyuTaro yukta kampyuTara seMTaranI adhatana leba. * gujarAtI mAdhyama chatAM aMgrejImAM askhalita bole tevI taiyArI mATe spezyala aMgrejInAM spokana klAsa. navasArI tapovana saMparka mo.: 9825118345 (ramezabhAI cAvAlA) saMparka tapovanI bALaka * mammI-pappAthI dUra gurukulamAM rahIne abhyAsa karato hovAthI jAte nirNayo leto naitika hiMmatavALo bane che. * game tevI pratikULa paristhitino mukAbalo karavA mATe majabUta bane che. ja mammI-pappAnI sevA karanAro, vaDIlono vinayI banaze. bha tapovana saMskArapITha mu. amIyApura po. sughaDa ji. gAMdhInagara phona : (079) 23206901-2-3 sAbaramatI tapovana saMparkI mo.: 9426505882 (rAjubhAI) mo.: 9426060093 (lalitabhAI)
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________________ ka, pUpaM.pravarazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma. sAhebanI preraNAne jhIlIne have.. deza videzamAM parvAdhirAja paryuSaNanI ArAdhanA | 'DarAvavA mATe yuvAnonI sAthe ta vanIo susajja jaina saMghanA agraNI mAnanIya TrasTIva ! ApanA gAma ke nagaramAM jo pavadhirAja paryuSaNa parvanI ArAdhanA karAvavA mATe pUjya sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto padhArI zakyA na hoya to te mATe amArA yuvAno tathA tapovanI bALakone dara varSe jarUrathI bolAvaje. 'A yugano tathA tapovanIo ApanA jaina saMghamAM (1) aAlikA tathA kalpasUtranI pratanuM suMdara vAMcana karaze. (2) rAtre paramAtmabhaktimAM badhAne rasataraboLa karI deze. (3) banne TAImanA pratikramaNa vidhi-zuddhipUrvaka kAvaze. (4) zrIsaMghanA ullAsa pramANe rasaprada vividha pravRttio karAvaze. je ApanA saMghamAM sAdhu-sAdhvIjI bhagavaMto padhArI zakyA na hoya to ja nIcenA saranAmethI phorma maMgAvIne bharIne amane mokalI Apo. | nasa sUcana ArAdhanA karAvavA AvanArane gADIbhADuM vagere zrI saMghe bahumAnarUpe ApavAnuM raheze. phorma bharIne mokalavAnuM saranAmuM paSaNa vibhAga saMcAlaka zrI zrIyata lalitabhAI dhAmI, rAjubhAI C/o. tapovana saMskArapITha mu. amIyApura, posTa: sughaDa gAMdhInagara - 382424. phona : 079-ra3ra06901-2-3
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________________ pU.pAda paM. pravarazrI candrazekharavijayajI ma.sAhebanA ciMtanothI bharapUra mukita mAsika saMpAdakaH guNavaMta zAha sahapAdaka : bhadreza zAha mAlikanA grAhaka banavAthI ApazrIne - pUjyazrInA parokSa satsaMgano lAbha maLaze. 72 varSanA anubhavono nicoDa maLaze. dharma-saMskRti-rASTra rakSAnA upAyo jANavA maLaze. (thoDAmAM ghaNuM jANavAnuM maLaze. travArSika lavAjama mAtra trivArSika lavAjama mAtra trivArSika lavAjama mAtra rUA.150/ rU.150/-, rU.150/ lavAjama bharavAnuM sthaLa : kamala prakAzana TrasTa jI.pra. saMskRti bhavana 2777, nizA poLa, rilIpha roDa, amadAvAda. phonaH 25355823
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________________ samarpaNa A o devAdhideva zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra deva ! "A alabelu, aNamola, avarNanIya, jinazAsanA mane ApIne teM je sImAtIta upakAra mArA upara karyo che, e upakAranA smaraNa mAtrathI eka AMkhamAMthI TapakI paDatA harSAzru tArA caraNe dharuM chuM. to AvuM | jinazAsana ane tArA jevo nAza pAmyA chatAM huM pramAdane vaza thaI tArI AjJAo na pALI zakyo, aticArothI. kharaDAyeluM A saMyamajIvana jIvyo, e badala pazcAttApanA azru tArA caraNe dharuM chuM. o kRpAvaMta ! A be azruo rUpI. jala dvArA ApanA caraNonuM ja nahi, mArA pApamalanuM paNa prakSAlana thAya ane te bhAkhelA zramaNajIvanane mArA romeromamAM samAvI denAro bane evI anarAdhAra | kRpAvRSTi varasAvaje. he trizalAnaMdana ! he jagadaguru ! he vizvakalyANakara ! he patitapAvana ! he zAsanasaMsthApaka ! he paramakaruNAdhAraka ! zramaNa bhagavAna mahAvIra deva ! te bhAkhelo sarvaviratidharma rUpa sarvottamamokSamArga mArAmAM ane aneka saMyamIogA aNu-aNumAM samAI jAya e ekamAtra - bhAvanAthI lakhAyela A pustaka tArA karakamalamAM sAdara-sabahumAna-sasneha samarpita karuM chuM., - paM. candrazekhavisthA